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________________ sAcasAra siddhi bhAga-7 dAmahAvArakUdakada digaMbara jaina paramAnamamaMdira www.AtmaDharma.com
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________________ hhhhhhhhhh zrI sImaMdhasdevAya namaH zrI nija zuddhAtmane nama samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 adhyAtmayugapuruSa pa. pU. gurudevazrI kAnajI svAmInA samayasArajI zAstra uparanA 19 mI vakhatanA nirjarA adhikAranI gAthA 193 thI 236 tathA tenA zloko upara thayelA 45 maMgalamayI pravacano : prakAzaka tathA prApti sthAna : hjwm zrI sImaMdhara kuMdakuMda kahAna AdhyAtmika TrasTa yogIniketana ploTa 'svaruci' savANI holanI zerImAM, nirmalA konvenTa roDa, rAjakoTa-360005. TelI naM. 09374100508 / (0281) 2477728 / 2477729
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________________ kihAna saMvata ) vikrama saMvata vIra saMvata 2534 I. sa. 2008 29 2064 prakAzana mahA suda-5, vasaMtapaMcamInA pavitra dine tA. 11-02-2008 prathama AvRtti - 1500 paDatara kimata - rU. 160/- mUlya - rU. 60/ prApti sthAna rAjakoTa : zrI digaMbara jaina svAdhyAya maMdira TrasTa 5, paMcanAtha ploTa, zrI kAnajI svAmI mArga, rAjakoTa-360001. TelI. naM. 2231073 zrI sImaMdhara kuMdakuMda kahAna AdhyAtmika TrasTa yogIniketana ploTa 'svaruci' savANI holanI zerImAM, nirmalA konvenTa roDa, rAjakoTa - 360005. TelI. na. 09374100508 / (0281) 2477728 muMbaI : (1) zrI zAMtibhAI jhaverI 81, nilAmbara, 37, peDara roDa, muMbaI-400026 TelI. naM. 23516 636/23524282 (2) zrI mahendrabhAI mahetA sAketa sAgara komlekSa, sAMIbAbA nagara, je.bI. khoTa skUla pAse, borIvalI (ve), muMbaI-4OOO92 TelI. naM. 28054066/09820320159 (3) zrI bharatabhAI sI. zAha 905/906 yogI resIDensI, eksara roDa, yogInagara, borIvalI (ve) muMbaI-92 TelI. naM. 28330345/09322282166 jI zrI vijayabhAI maganalAla boTAdarA ghATakopara (IsTa), muMbaI TelI. 022-2506 8790 kilakattA : zrI prakAzabhAI zAha 23/1, bI. jasTIsa drArakAnAtha roDa, khAlasA skUla sAme, bhavAnIpura, kalakattA-20. TelI. na. 033-24868518/09830331010 surendranagaraH Do. devendrabhAI ema. dozI jUnA TrolI sTezana sAme, darzana meDIkala sTora sAme, surendranagara. TelI. naM. 231560
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________________ Thanks & our Request Shree Samaysaar Siddhi Part 7 has been kindly donated by Shree Simandhar Kundkund Kahan Aadhyatmik Trust - Rajkot who have paid for it to be "electronised" and made available on the internet. Our request to you: 1) Great care has been taken to ensure this electronic version of Samaysaar Siddhi Part - 7 is a faithful copy of the paper version. However if you find any errors please inform us on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com so that we can make this beautiful work even more accurate. 2) Keep checking the version number of the on-line shastra so that if corrections have been made you can replace your copy with the corrected one.
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________________ prastAvanA maMgalaM bhagavAn vIro maMgalaM gautamo gnnii| maMgalaM kundakundAoM jainadharmo'stu mNglm|| mahAvidehakSetramAM sadehe viharamAna trilokanAtha vItarAga sarvajJa paramadevAdhideva zrI sImaMdhara bhagavAnanI divya dezanAno apUrva saMyaca karI bharatakSetramAM lAvanAra sImaMdhara laghunaMdana, jJAna sAmrAjyanA samrATa, bharatakSetranA kaLikALa sarvajJa eTale ke zuddhAtmAmAM niraMtara keli karanAra hAlatAM cAlatAM siddha AcArya zrI kuMdakuMdadeva thayA. jeo saMvata 49 mAM sadehe mahAvidehakSetramAM 8 divasa gayA hatA. mahAvidehakSetramAM trilokanAtha sarvajJadevanA zrImukhethI vahetI zrutAmRtarUpI jJAnasaritAno tathA zrutakevaLIo sAthe thayelI AdhyAtmika sUkSma carcAno amUlya bhaMDAra saMgharIne bharatakSetramAM AvI paMcaparamAgama Adi AdhyAtmika zAstronI racanA karI. temAMnuM eka zrI samayasArajI dvitIya zrutaskaMdhanuM sarvotkRSTa adhyAtma zAstra che. jemAM zrI kuMdakuMdAcArye 415 mArmika gAthAonI racanA karI che. A zAstra sUkSma dRSTipradhAna graMthAdhirAja che. zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya bAda eka hajAra varSa pachI adhyAtmanA anAhata pravAhanI paripATImAM A adhyAtmanA amUlya khajAnAnA UMDA hArdane svAnubhavagamya karI zrI kuMdakuMdadevanA jJAnahRdayane kholanAra siddhapada sAdhaka munivara saMpadAne AtmasAta karI nija svarUpa sAdhanAnA alaukika anubhavathI paMcaparamAgamAdinuM siddhAMta ziromaNi zAstra samayasArajI che tenI 415 gAthAnI TIkA karavAnuM saubhAgya tathA temAM rahelA sUkSma ne gUDha rahasya ne teno marma apUrva zailIthI AcArya zrI amRtacaMdradeve "AtmakhyAti' nAmaka TIkA karI kholyo ne tenA upara 278 mArmika maMgaLa kaLazo tathA pariziSTanI racanA karI. A zAstrano bhAvArtha jayapura sthita sUkSmajJAna upayogI paMDita zrI jayacaMdajIe karelo vartamAna A kALamAM mokSamArga prAya; lopa thayo hato. mithyAtvano ghora aMdhakAra chavAyelo hato. jaina darzananA mULabhUta siddhAMto mRtaprAyala thayA hatA. paramAgamo mojUda hovA chatAM tenA gUDha rahasyone samajAvanAra koI na hatuM. tevAmAM jainazAsananA nabhomaMDaLamAM eka mahApratApI vIrapuruSa adhyAtmamUrti, adhyAtmasRSTA, AtmajJasaMta adhyAtma yugapuruSa, niSkAraNa karuNAzIla, bhavodadhi tAraNahAra, bhAvi tIrthAdhirAja parama pUjya sadgurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmIno udaya thayo. jemaNe A AcAryonA jJAnahRdayamAM saMcita gUDha rahasyone potAnA jJAnavaibhava dvArA zratAmRta rasapAna karI AcAryonI mahAmahima gAthAomAM bharelA arthagAMbhIryane svayaMnI jJAnaprabhA dvArA saraLa sugama bhASAmAM caramasImAe mUrtimaMta karyA.
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________________ mithyAdarzana mithyAjJAnanA ghora timirane naSTa karavA eka tejomaya adhyAtma dIpakano suvarNamaya udaya thayo. jemaNe potAnI divyAmRta caitanyarasIlI vANI dvArA zuddhAtmasiMdhunA asmalita sAtizaya zuddha pravAhane vaheto karyo. teozrIe jainadharmanA mULabhUta siddhAMtone ati spaSTapaNe, aviruddhatApUrvaka bhavyajIvone bhavatApavinAzaka paramazAMti pradAyaka pravacanagaMgA dvArA teozrI potAnI sAtizaya vANIthI relAvatA rahyA. virodhIonA virodhano paNa jaMgalamAM pharatA kesarI siMhanI jema adhyAtmanA kesarI siMha banI niDarapaNe chatAM niSkAraNa karuNAvaMta bhAve sAmano karI virodhIo paNa bhagavAna AtmA che tevI dRSTithI jagatanA jIvo samakSa adhyAtmanA sUkSma nyAyone prakAzita karyA. zrI samayasArajI zAstra pUjya gurudevazrInA hAthamAM saMvata 1978 nA phAgaNa mAsamAM AvyuM. A samayasArajI hAthamAM AvatAM ja jhaverInI pArakhu najara samayasAranA sUkSma bhAvo upara paDI ane temAM dRSTi paDatAM, sahaja ja aMtaranA UMDANamAMthI karUNAzIla komaLa hRdaya bolI UThyuM. are ! A to azarIrI thavAnuM zAstra che. anAdino apratibuddha jIva pratibuddha kema thAya tenuM saMpUrNa rahasya ne zuddhAtmAno saMpUrNa khajAno A zAstramAM bharelo che. A zAstranuM rahasya kharekhara to adhyAtma yugapuruSa pUjya kAnajIsvAmInA hAthamAM A zAstra AvyA bAda ja caramasImAe prakAzita ne pradarzita thayuM. 45-45 varSa sudhI suvarNapUrImAM 'sonagaDha mukAme adhyAtmanI helI nItaratI cAlI. pUjya gurudevazrIe 1978 thI 1991 (13) varSa sudhI guptamaMthana karI jJAnavaibhavano saMpUrNa nicoDa A zAstramAMthI zodhI kADhyo ane pharamAvyuM ke :ka samayasAra to dvitIya zrutaskaMdhanuM sarvotkRSTa sarvocca AgamonuM paNa Agama che. ke samayasAra to siddhAMta ziromaNi-advitIya ajoDa cakSu ne AMdhaLAnI AMkha che. je samayasAra to saMsAra viSavRkSane chedavAnuM amogha zAstra che. ke samayasAra to kuMdakuMdAcAryathI koI evuM zAstra banI gayuM. jagatanA bhAgya ke AvI cIja bharatakSetramAM rahI gaI. dhanya kALa ! ka samayasAranI eka eka gAthA ne AtmakhyAti TIkAe AtmAne aMdarathI DolAvI nAkhyo che. samayasAranI AtmakhyAti jevI TIkA digaMbaramAM paNa bIjA koI zAstromAM nathI. enA eka eka padamAM keTalI gaMbhIratA, kholatAM kholatAM pAra na Ave evI vAta aMdara che. ja samayasAra to satyanuM uddaghATana che. bhAratanuM mahAratna che. jo samayasAra jenA thoDA zabdomAM bhAvonI adbhuta ne agAdha gaMbhIratA bharelI che. ke samayasAra to bharatakSetrano pravacanano sarvotkRSTa bAdazAha che. A sAra zAstra kahevAya. ja samayasAra to jagatanA bhAgya, samayasArarUpI bheTarNa jagatane ApyuM. svIkAra nAtha ! have svIkAra ! bheTa paNa de, e paNa svIkAre nahIM ? ke samayasAra to vairAgyapreraka paramArtha svarUpane banAvanAra vItarAgI vINA che. ka samayasAramAM to amRtacaMdrAcArye ekalA amRta reDyA che amRta vahevarAvyA che. re,
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________________ 5 * samayasAra ekavAra sAMbhaLIne ema na mAnI levuM ke ApaNe sAMbhaLyuM che. ema nathI bApu ! A to pra... vacanasAra che eTale AtmasAra che vAraMvAra sAMbhaLavuM. * samayasAra bharatakSetranI chellAmAM chellI ane UMcAmAM UMcI sattane prasiddha karanArI cIja che. bharatakSetramAM sAkSAta kevaLajJAnano sUrya che. samayasAre kevaLInA viraha bhUlAvyA che. * samayasAranI mULabhUta eka eka gAthAmAM gajaba gaMbhIratA pAra na paDe eva cIja che. eka eka gAthAmAM hIrAmotI TAMkelA che. * samayasAramAM to siddhanA bhaNakArA saMbhaLAya che. zAzvata astitvanI dRSTi karAvanAruM paramahitArtha zAstra che. samayasAra e to sAkSAta paramAtmAnI divyadhvani, traNalokanA nAthanI A divyadhvani che. AvA apUrva samayasAramAMthI pUjya gurudevazrIe potAnA nija samayasArarUpI zuddhAtmAne anubhavIne pharamAvyuM ke AtmA AnaMdano pahADa che. jJAyaka to mITho maherAmaNa AnaMdano gaMja ne sukhano samudra che. nyAyono nyAyAdhIza che. dharmano dhodha evo dharmI che. dhruva pravAha che. jJAnanI dhArA che. traNa lokano nAtha caitanyavRkSa amRtaphaLa che. vAstavika vastu che. sadAya vikalpathI virAma ja evo nirvikalpa jeno mahimA che evo dhruvadhAma dhruvanI dhakhatI dhagaza che. bhagavAna AtmA ciMtAmaNi ratna, kalpavRkSa ne kAmadhenu che. caitanya camatkArI vastu che. anaMta guNonuM godAma-zaktionuM saMgrahAlaya ne svabhAvano sAgara che. sanAtana digaMbara munioe paramAtmAnI vANIno dhodha calAvyo che. jainadharma saMpradAya vADo gaccha nathI vastunA svarUpane jaina kahe che. pUjya gurudevazrIe zAstranA artha karavAnI je pAMca prakAranI paddhati zabdArtha, matArtha, AgamArtha, nayArtha ne bhAvArtha che te apanAvIne kyAM kaI apekSAe kathana karavAmAM AvyuM che tenuM yathArtha jJAna ApaNane mumukSu samudAyane karAvyuM. A pravacanagaMgAmAM ghaNA AtmArthIo potAnA nija svarUpane pAmyA, ghaNA svarUpanI nikaTa AvyA ne A vANInA bhAvo grahaNa karIne ghaNA AtmArthIo jarU2 Atmadarzana pAmaze ja. tenI niraMtara amRta jharatI vANImAM ja temanI asAdhAraNa pratibhAno khyAla Ave che. pUjya gurudevazrI samayasAramAM pharamAve che ke samayasA2 be jagyAe che eka potAno zuddhAtmA che te samayasAra che ne utkRSTa nimittapaNe samayasArajI zAstra che. A zAstramAM potAno nija samayasArarUpI zuddhAtmA batAvavAmAM Avyo che. eka eka gAthAnA artha karatAM pUjya gurudevazrI evA bhAvavibhora thaI jAya che ke temAMthI tene nIkaLavuM muzkela paDe che. pUjya bahenazrI caMpAbahena vacanAmRtamAM pUjya gurudevazrI vize pha2mAve che ke pUjya gurudevazrInuM dravya to alaukika ne maMgaLa che. temanuM zrutajJAna ne vANI AzcaryakArI che. teozrI maMgaLamUrti, bhavodadhi tAraNahAra ne mahimAvaMta guNothI bharelA che. temaNe cAre bAjuthI muktino mArga prakAzyo, temano apAra upakAra che te kema bhUlAya ? pUjya gurudevazrIne tIrthaMka2 jevo udaya varte che. pUjya gurudevazrIe aMtarathI mArga prApta karyo bIjAne mArga batAvyo tethI temano
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________________ mahimA Aje to gavAya che paraMtu hajAro varSo sudhI paNa gavAze. - pUjya bena zAMtAbena pharamAve che ke jema mahAvidehakSetramAM tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno sAkSAt upakAra che tevI ja rIte bharatakSetramAM pUjya gurudevazrIno eTalo ja upakAra che kAraNa ke je bhavano aMta tIrthaMkaradevanI samIpamAM na Avyo te bhavano aMta jemanA pratApe thAya te paramakRpALu saddagurudevane atyaMta bhaktithI vAraMvAra namaskAra ho. namaskAra ho. - pUjya nihAlacaMdrajI sogAnI ke jeone pUjya gurudevazrInuM eka ja pravacana sAMbhaLatA bhavanA abhAvarUpa samyagdarzananI prApti sonagaDha suvarNapUrI mukAme thaI. teo pharamAve che ke pUjya gurudevanA eka kalAkanA pravacanamAM pUrepUrI vAta AvI jAya che. badhI vAtano khulAso pUjya gurudevazrIe taiyAra karI Apyo che tethI koI vAta vicAravI paDatI nathI. nahi to sAdhaka hoya topaNa badhI taiyArI karavI paDe. zrI sImaMdhara kuMdakuMda kahAna AdhyAtmika TrasTa" nI racanA sva. caMdulAla khImacaMda mahetAnA smaraNArthe bena sarojabena caMdulAla mahetA parivAra rAjakoTa dvArA karavAmAM AvI che. A TrasTanI pravRttimAM pUjya gurudevazrInA pravacano prakAzita karavAnuM kArya karavAmAM Avaze. A parivArane AdaraNIya pU. zrI lAlacaMdabhAI modI-rAjakoTa dvArA ja AdhyAtmika mArgamAM pravezanI preraNA tathA AdhyAtmika mahAmaMtronuM rasapAna thayuM hoya A parivAra temano atyaMta RNI che. pU. lAlacaMdabhAI haMmezAM A parivArane kahetA ke tamo badhA pUjya gurudevazrInA bhavabhramaNano thAka UtAranArA mULatvane sAMbhaLI ne samajo. teozrI pharamAvatA ke tane jANanAro jaNAya che kharekhara para jaNAtuM nathI tema ame jANIe chIe, have to svIkAra karI le. AvA AvA ghaNA mahAmaMtro jemAM bAra aMgano sAra bharelo che tevA mahAmaMtro tathA pU. bhAIzrInI adhyAtmanI sUkSma siddhAMtika sacoTa zailIthI ja A parivAra adhyAtmamAM otaprota thayo hoya teozrIno atyaMta AbhArI che. AvA apUrva anupama zrI samayasArajI zAstranI nirjarA adhikAranI gAthAo 193 thI 236 tathA tenA zloko upara pUjya gurudevazrInA saLaMga pravacano naM. 26 8 thI 312 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7mAM akSarazaH prakAzita karavAmAM AvyA che. A pravacanomAM 17 hindI pravacano gujarAtImAM bhASAMtara karI prakAzita karavAmAM AvyA che. pUjya gurudevazrIe jAherasabhAmAM samayasAra 19 vakhata vAMcyuM ane khAnagImAM to seMkaDo vakhata vAMcyuM che. ane aMdaramAM to temane AmAM keTalo mAla dekhANo haze. koIvAra doDha varSa koIvAra be varSa koIvAra aDhI varSa tema 19 vakhata 45 varSamAM jAheramAM vAMcyuM che. A pravacano pUjya gurudevazrInI 45 varSanI sonagaDha suvarNapUrImAM thayelI sAdhanAnA nicoDarUpa mAkhaNa che. jema jema jJAnInI jJAna sthiratA vRddhigatta thatI jAya che tema tema ekane eka gAthAnA pravacana paNa pharI levAmAM Ave to navA navA bhAvo Ave che. tethI ja 18mI vAranA pravacano saMkalita thaIne prakAzita thayA hovA chatAM A aMtima pravacano prakAzita karavAno bhAva Avela che. ToTala 487 pravacano 1 thI 11 bhAgamAM kramabaddha zRMkhalArUpe prakAzita thaze.
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________________ 7 pUjya gurudevazrI pharamAve che ke pAMcamAM ArAnA cheDA sudhI je koI jIva samyagdarzana pAmaze tene A vItarAganI vANI nimitta thaze. A vANI sIdhI sImaMdhara bhagavAnanI vANI che. AmAM eka akSara phare to badhuM pharI jAya. A samagra pravacano pUjya gurudevazrInI sI. DI. uparathI akSarazaH UtAravAmAM AvelA che. tyArabAda jyAM jyAM jarUra paDe tyAM kauMsa karI vAkayo pUrA karelAM che. TeIpa uparathI utAravAnuM kArya zrI nileSabhAI jaina, bhAvanagara dvArA tathA samagra pravacanone pharIthI sI.DI. uparathI sAMbhaLI ceka karI prupha riDIMganuM kArya zrI cetanabhAI mahetA, rAjakoTa dvArA pUrNa thayela che tathA DaoN. devendrabhAI dozI, surendranagarano paNa A kAryamAM sahayoga prApta thayela che te badala saMsthA sarveno AbhAra mAne che. A pravacanonAM prakAzanamAM kAMI kSati na rahe te mATe amoe vAraMvAra pravacano sAMbhaLI lakhANa zuddhi karI che chatAM koIpaNa kSati rahI hoya to te amAro doSa che te badala amo kSamA cAhIe chIe. 'samayasAra siddhi' bhAga-7 nA pravacanonuM samagra kaoNmyuTarAIjhaDa TAIpaseTiMganuM kArya zrI nileSabhAI jaina, bhAvanagara dvArA tathA pustaka prinTiMga bAInDiMganuM saMpUrNa kArya zArpa ophaseTavALA zrI dharmezabhAI zAha-rAjakoTa dvArA tathA kalara peIjanuM kAma DoTa eDavALA zrI kamalezabhAI somapurA-rAjakoTa dvArA thayuM hoya saMsthA temano AbhAra mAne che. pUjya gurudevazrIe A paMcamakALamAM amRta varasAvyA che. adhyAtmanI helI varasAvI mokSanA mAMDavA ropyA che. AvA ati apUrva mArmika zAstranI gAthAonA khUba ja saraLa bhASAmAM AcAryonA gUDhabhAvone rajU karI mumukSu jagata upara apUrva upakAra karyo che. 'bhagavAna AtmA' kahIne pratyeka jIvane vItarAgI karuNAthI saMbodhana karanAra pUjya gurudevazrI ama bALakonA anaMta anaMta upakArI dharmapitA che. basa temano upakAra to ApaNe sau temaNe batAvelA zuddhAtmAnuM rasapAna karIne ja vALI zakIe. samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 mATe eka mumukSubhAI taraphathI dareka bhAga mATe sahayoga prApta thayela che te badala TrasTa temano AbhAra mAne che. A pustaka http://www.AtmaDharma.com para mUkela che. TrasTI zrI sImaMdhara kuMdakuMda kahAna AdhyAtmika TrasTa rAjakoTa
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________________ | anukramaNikA pravacana naM. tArIkha gAthA/zloka naM. peIja naM. O1 | 268 || 269 270 ja 015 1-79 8-79 1979 11-79 12-79 13-7-79 271 026 27ra. 038 273 0pa0 14-79 06 2 15-7-79 076 274 275 276 277 278 179 086 1979 Oce 19-7-79 110 zloka-133 | zloka-133 tathA gAthA-193 gAthA-193-194 gAthA-194, zloka-134 || gAthA-195-196 zloka-135gAthA-197 gAthA-19198,zloka-136 gAthA-199 gAthA-199-200zloka-137 zloka-137 zloka-137, gAthA-201-202 gAthA-201-202 zloka-138,gAthA-203 gAthA-203 zloka-139-140 zloka-139gAthA-204 gAthA-204 gAthA-204,zloka-141-142 zloka-142-143, gAthA-205 gAthA-206 | zloka-144, gAthA-207 || gAthA-207,208, gAthA-209-210, zloka-145 279 27-79. 124 136 151 165 280 18-79 281 11-8-79 282 12-8-79 283 || 13-8-79 | 284 || 14-8-79 285 15-8-79 286 | 17-8-79 287 18-8-79 288 1998-9 178 191 204 218 | 23) 243 289 28-79 257
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________________ pravacana naM. tArIkha gAthA/zloka naM. peIja ne. ra0 gAthA-211 21-8-79 23-8-79 273 285 291 292 24-8-79 296 297 25-8-79 308 24 26-8-79 321 295 296 ra78-79 28-8-79 29-8-79 31-8-79 1-9-79 334 349 363 377 297 298 || 299 || gAthA-211 gAthA-212-213 gAthA-214, zloka-146 gAthA-215-16 gAthA-216-217,zloka-147 zloka-148-149gAthA-218,219 gAthA-218-219,zloka-150 gAthA-220thI23, zloka-151 zloka-151-15ra gAthA-224thIrara7, zloka-153 zloka-157-154, gAthA-228 zloka-155-156 zloka-156-152158 zloka-159 zloka-160-161 gAthA-229-230 gAthA-23231-232 33 3che. 2-979 406. 301 | 423 302 437 33 450 304 465 305 477. 3-9-79 4-979 pa-979 979 8-9-79 9979 1979 11-9-79 12-9-79. 14-9-79 306 40 307 503 308 gAthA-232-234 517. 3/9 pa31 545 310. 311 gAthA-23pa-236 gAthA-236 gAthA-236, zloka-162 zloka-16 2-163 15-9-79 papa7. pa71 312 16-979
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________________ 10 zrI samayasArajI stuti (harigIta) saMsArI jIvanAM bhAvamaraNo TALavA karuNA karI, saritA vahAvI sudhA taNI prabhu vIra ! teM saMjIvanI; zoSAtI dekhI saritane karuNAbhInA hRdaye karI, munikuMda saMjIvanI samayaprAbhRta taNe bhAjana bharI. (anuSTrapa) kuMdakuMda racyuM zAstra, sAthiyA amRte pUryA, graMthAdhirAja ! tArAmAM bhAvo brahmAMDanA bharyA zikharaNI) aho ! vANI tArI prazamarasa-bhAve nItaratI, mumukSune pAtI amRtarasa aMjali bharI bharI; anAdinI mULa viSa taNI tvarAthI UtaratI, vibhAvethI thaMbhI svarUpa bhaNI doDe pariNati. (zArdUlavikrIDita). tuM che nizcayagraMtha bhaMga saghaLA vyavahAranA bhedavA; tuM prajJAchINI jJAna ne udayanI saMdhi sahu chedavA; sAthI sAdhakano, tuM bhAna jagano, saMdeza mahAvIrano, visAmo bhavakalAMtanA hRdayano, tuM paMtha mukti taNo. (vasaMtatilakA) sUNya tane rasanibaMdha zithila thAya, jAye tane hRdaya jJAnI taNAM jaNAya; tuM rucatAM jagatanI ruci ALase sau, tuM rIjhatAM sakalajJAyakadeva rIjhe. (anuSTrapa) banAvuM patra kuMdananAM, ratnonA akSaro lakhI; tathApi kuMdasUtronAM aMkAye mUlya nA kadI.
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________________ 12 zrI sadgurudeva-stuti 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0000000 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 (harigIta) saMsArasAgara tAravA jinavANI che naukA bhalI, jJAnI sukAnI maLyA vinA e nAva paNa tAre nahIM, A kALamAM zuddhAtmajJAnI sukAnI bahu bahu dohyalo, muja puNyarAzi phaLyo aho ! guru kahAna tuM nAvika maLyo. (anuSTrapa) aho ! bhakta cidAtmAnA, sImaMdhara-vIra-kuMdanA ! bAhyAMtara vibhavo tArA, tAre nAva mumukSunAM. (zikhariNI) sadA dRSTi tArI vimaLa nija caitanya nIrakhe, ane jJaptimAM hI darava-guNa-payaya vise; nijAlaMbIbhAve pariNati svarUpe jaI bhaLe, nimitto vahevAro cidaghana viSe kAMI na maLe. (zArdUlavikrIDita) haiyuM "sata sata, jJAna jJAna dhabake ne vajavANI chUTe, je vaje sumumukSu sattva jhaLake; paradravya nAto tUTe; - rAgadveSa ruce na, jaMpa na vaLe bhAveMdrimAM - aMzamAM, TaMkotkIrNa akaMpa jJAna mahimA hRdaye rahe sarvadA. (vasaMtatilakA) nitye sudhAjharaNa caMdra ! tane namuM huM, karuNA akAraNa samudra ! tane namuM huM, he jJAnapoSaka sumegha ! tane namuM huM, A dAsanA jIvanazilpI ! tane namuM huM. | stragdharA) UMDI UMDI, UMDethI sukhanidhi satanA vAyu nitye vahetI, vANI cimUrti ! tArI ura- anubhavanA sUkSma bhAve bharelI; bhAvo UMDA vicArI, abhinava mahimA cittamAM lAvI lAvI, jhIMka khoyeluM ratna pAmuM, - manaratha manano; pUrajo zaktizALI SiR ooooooooooooooo 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0
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________________ zrI paramAtmane namaH zrImad bhagavakuMdakuMdAcAryadeva praNIta zrI samayasAra samayasAra siddhi (adhyAtmayugapuruSa pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmInA zrI samayasAra' upara pravacana) (bhAga-7) - 6 - nirjarA adhikAra aba pravizati nirjraa| (zArdUlavikrIDita) rAgAdyAstravarodhato nijadhurAM dhRtvA paraH saMvaraH / karmAgAmi samastabheva bharato dUrAnnirundhan sthitaH / prAgbaddhaM tu tadeva dagdhumadhunA vyAjRmbhate nirjraa| jJAnajyotirapAvRtaM na hi yato raagaadibhirmuurchti||133|| rAgAdikanA rodhathI, navo baMdha haNI saMta; pUrva udayamAM sama rahe, namuM nirjarAvaMta. prathama TIkAkAra AcArya mahArAja kahe che ke have nirjarA praveza kare che. ahIM tattvonuM nRtya che; tethI jema nRtyanA akhADAmAM nRtya karanAra svAMga dhAraNa karIne praveza kare che tema ahIM raMgabhUmimAM nirjarAno svAMga praveza kare che.
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 have, sarva svAMgane yathArtha jANanAruM je samyajJAna che tene maMgaLarUpa jANIne AcAryadeva maMgaLa arthe prathama tene ja-nirmaLa jJAnajyotine pragaTa kare che : zlokArdha - [ para: saMvara: ] parama saMvara, [ ravijhAstrava-roghataH ] rAgAdi Astravone rokavAthI [ nina-purAM vRtvA ] potAnI kArya-dhurAne dhAraNa karIne 5otAnA kAryane barAbara saMbhALIne), [ samastam mAmami varSa ] samasta AgAmI karmane [ marata: nUra thava ] atyaMtapaNe dUrathI ja [ nirunda sthitaH ] rokato Ubho che; [ 1 ] ane [ prAddha ] je pUrve saMvara thayA pahelAM baMdhAyeluM karma che [ tat va radhuma ] tene bALavAne [ dhunA] have [ nirjarA vyAkRmmate ] nirjarA nirjararUpI agni-) phelAya che [ yata: ] ke jethI [ jJAnajyoti: ] jJAnajyoti [ pavRitta ] nirAvaraNa thaI thakI (pharIne) [ +vimi: na di mUchati ] rAgAdibhAvo vaDe mUrzita thatI nathI - sadA amUrNita rahe che. bhAvArtha - saMvara thayA pachI navAM karma to baMdhAtAM nathI. je pUrve baMdhAyAM hatAM te karmo jyAre nijara che tyAre jJAnanuM AvaraNa dUra thavAthI jJAna evuM thAya che ke pharIne rAgAdirUpe pariNamatuM nathI-sadA prakAzarUpa ja rahe che. 133. pravacana naM. 268 zloka-133 ravivAra, aSADha suda 7, tA. 1-07-1979 have nirjarA (adhikAra). saMvara pachI nirjarA. A loko to ema kare, A apavAsa karyo ne A "balubhAIe varSItapa karyo hato ne ? tapa karyuM eTale nirjarA thaI jaze, ema. nirjarA hATu. mumukSu - pahelA sAheba Apa kahetA hatA ne ke, dharma thAya to karavo. uttara :- A eTale nirjarA, tethI apavAsa karyA che, ema kahe che. AhAhA.! saMvara eTale ke zuddhinI utpatti. Asava eTale azuddhino bhAva. saMvara eTale nirmaLa zuddhinI utpatti ane nirjarA eTale zuddhinI utpattinI vRddhi. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA... - nirjarA eTale zuM? nirjarAnA traNa prakAra che. eka to AtmAnI zuddhi thaI hoya, saMvara, enI zuddhamAM vRddhi thAya, zuddhinI vRddhi thAya e nirjarA. eka azuddhatA TaLe ene paNa nirjarA kahevAya ane eka karma gaLe ene nirjarA kahevAya, paNa kharI nirjarA to zuddhinI vRddhi thAya) te che. saMvarapUrvaka nirjarA, ema ahIM vyAkhyA che. saMvarapUrvaka nirjarA. saMvara na hoya tyAM nirjarA hoya nahi. hajI saMvara ja pragaTyo nathI, bhedajJAna ja nathI, tyAM nirjarAphirjarA kevI ? A...hA...! A rasa choDyA che ne phalANuM khAvAnuM choDI dIdhuM, A traNa
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________________ zloka-133 apavAsa karyA che ne bAra mahinAnA varSItapa karyA tethI nirjarA thaI, badhA dhatIMga che. AhAhA...! ahIM to saMvara pahelo hoya, enI zuddhinI vRddhi thAya tene nirjarA kahe che. AhAhA...! nirjarA - ni (arthAta) vizeSe jharavuM. karmanuM jharavuM, azuddhatAnuM jharavuM ane zuddhatAnuM vadhavuM. e traNene nirjarA kahe che. AhAhA...! rAgAdikanA rodhathI, navo baMdha haNI saMta; pUrva udayamAM sama rahe, namuM nirjarAvaMta. rAga-dveSanA pariNAmane rokavAthI, rodha eTale rokavAthI, aTakAvavAthI "navo baMdha haNI saMta;." navA baMdhane haNI nAkhatAM. eka to pahelA rAgAdinA rodhathI eTale navuM karma AvatuM nathI ane jUnA karma je "navo baMdha haNI saMta;" je baMdha hato tene haNI nAkhe che. pUrva udayamAM sama rahe...' ene pUrvano udaya Ave jarI, emAM samatA rAkhe. AhAhA...! "nAmuM nirjAvaMta." e nirjarAvaMtane namaskAra karuM chuM, kahe che. AhA.jeNe "navo baMdha haNI saMta" navo baMdha haNI nAkhyo, navo baMdha thato nathI, ema. "rAgAdikanA rodhathI,...' navo baMdha thato nathI ane pUrvanA udayamAM Ave temAM) sama rahe che, ema. prathama TIkAkAra AcArya mahArAja kahe che ke have nirjarA praveza kare che. jema nATakamAM veza praveza kare che ne ? emAM e svAMga lIdho che. ahIM nATakanI apekSA lIdhI che. saMvarano veza pUro thayo, have nirjarAno veza Ave che. nirjarA praveza kare che. ahIM tattvonuM nRtya che;" AhAhA...! tattvo nAce che. AhAhA.! AtmA jJAnAnaMda tattva che e nAce che eTale pariName che. AhAhA...! Atmatattva je che e puNya-pApa rahita thaIne nAce che eTale zuddhapaNe pariName che. AhAhA.! "tattvonuM nRtya che; tethI jema nRtyanA akhADAmAM nRtya karanAra svAMga dhAraNa karIne praveza kare che tema... nirjarArUpa svAMga dhAraNa karIne) Avyo. ahIM raMgabhUmimAM nirjarAno svAMga praveza kare che. AhAhA...! akhADAnI jema raMgabhUmi sthApI che ne? nATaka. nATaka, samayasAra nATaka karyuM. "have sarva svAMgane yathArtha jANanAruM..." badhA svAMgane yathArtha jANanAruM. AhAhA...! mokSa paNa svAMga che, nirjarA paNa svAMga che, saMvara paNa svAMga che, veza che. AhAhA.! ene jANanAruM je samyajJAna che tene maMgaLarUpa jANI...... maMgaLarUpa te che. samyakajJAnarUpI maMgaLa pahelo praveza kare che). AhAhA.! maMgaLarU5) jANIne AcAryadeva maMgaLa arthe prathama tene ja - nirmaLa jJAnajyotine ja - pragaTa kare che -' je nirjarAne paNa jANanAruM jJAna che, saMvarane jANanAruM che. jANanAruM... jANanAruM... jANanAro evo je bhagavAna AtmA, e pragaTa thAya che, emAM prathama jJAnajyotine pragaTa kare che. vizeSa kaheze. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !)
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ravivAra, aSADha suda 14, pravacana naM. 269 zloka-133, gAthA-193 tA. 08-07-1979 (zakitavikIDita) rAgAdyAstravarodhato nijadhurAM dhRtvA paraH saMvaraH / karmAgAmi samastabheva bharato dUrAnnirundhan sthitaH / prArabaddhaM tu tadeva dagdhumadhunA vyAjRmbhate nirjraa| jJAnajyotirapAvRtaM na hi yato raagaadibhirmrchti||133|| have, sarva svAMgane yathArtha jANanAruM je samyajJAna che tene maMgaLarUpa jANIne AcAryadeva maMgaLa arthe prathama tene ja - nirmaLa jJAnajyotine ja - pragaTa kare che :-' samyajJAna mAMgalika kare che. "parama saMvara..." zabda ahIM Avyo che. AmAM jovo to zuM ke, oluM ekadama kevaLa levuM che ne, pUrNanI vAta che. parama saMvara..." utkRSTa saMvara che. nIce cothe guNasthAne samyagdarzana ane svarUpanI sthiratAno aMza che eTalo saMvara che. pAMcame saMvara vizeSa che, chachuM vizeSa che paNa ahIM to pahelo "para: saMvara: - parama saMvara" zabda paDyo che. mAMgalika karatAM kahe che), parama saMvara (eTale) utkRSTa saMvara. ekadama badhA karma AvatA rokAI jAya evo saMvara. samajAya che AmAM? AtmA pUrNa AnaMda daLa che, anaMta anaMta anvaya zaktiono piMDa che, enuM bhAna to thayuM paNa emAM sthiratA vizeSa thaI, ema kahe che. bhAna thayuM tyAMthI teTalo to saMvara thayo, paNa e "pUra: saMvara: utkRSTa saMvara nahi. mAMgalikamAM utkRSTa saMvara kahevA mAge che. samajAya che? e zabda arthamAM paDyo che. ahIM artha karyo che. parama saMvara... AhAhA...! AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna anaMta anaMta zaktio, je anvaya zaktio (che), jema dravya anvaya che ema anaMta anaMta zakti, eno piMDa je prabhu, tene jeNe utkRSTapaNe pakaDyo che ane sthira thayo che, ene ahIMyAM parama saMvara kahe che. AhAhA! bAkI to parama saMvaranI sAme laIe to parama Asava. anaMta anaMta kALamAM parama utkRSTa Asava mithyAtva Adino anaMta saMsArano Asava thayo che. AhAhA.. naraka ane nigodanA bhavo yAda karatAM eno Asrava ane enuM duHkha sAMbhaLyuM na jAya evA eNe duHkho sahana karyA che. AhA...! ahIM jarIka pratikULatA Ave tyAM jANe huM Ama upAya karuM ne Ama upAya karuM, Ama upAya karuM. bahAranI thoDI pratikULatA AvatA (Ama thAya che). olI anaMtI pratikULatA ! AhAhA...! jyAM bhagavAna AtmA ekalo AnaMda ane zAMta sAgara birAje che), enAthI vimukha ane AsavathI sanmukha, mithyAtva, ajJAna, avratAdi
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________________ zloka 133 5 je AsavanA pariNAma, emAM sanmukha, bahu duHkhI (che). AhAhA..! eka jarIka ahIM pavana sarakho na Ave, bAraNA baMdha hoya ne paDado olo thAya, tyAM AkuLa-vyAkuLa thaI jAya. AhAhA..! are...! havA (AvatI) nathI sArI. svabhAvathI virUddha bhAva, e saMyogI bhAva e duHkha che. e duHkha eNe anaMta sahana karyA che, bhAI ! AhAhA..! e duHkhane mukavAno upAya 5rama saMva2 (che). zuddha svarUpa bhagavAnaAtmA, parama anAkuLa AnaMdanuM pUra, jJAnanuM nUra ane AnaMdanuM pUra, evo prabhu AtmA... AhA..! jeNe AsavathI vimukha thaI svasvabhAvamAM sanmukha thaI 5rama saMva2 jeNe pragaTa karyo che... AhAhA..! e sukhane paMthe paDyo. bAkI mithyAtva ne avrata ne kaSAyane paMthe (paDyo che) e duHkhane paMthe che. bahA2mAM bhale anukULatA dekhAya ane pAgala loko kahe ke, A sukhI che (paNa) e sukhI nathI. sukha to AtmAmAM che, bAkI kyAMya nathI. AhA...! atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha, pUrNa AnaMdathI bharelo, e AnaMda ene bAhya saMyogomAM to nathI paNa zubha ane azubha bhAvamAM paNa AnaMda nathI. AhAhA..! ahIM to AsavamAM AnaMda nathI ane saMvaramAM AnaMda che e 52ma saMva2' pahelo zabda Avyo ne? (e) mahA mArgalika che. AhAhA..! e ajJAnapaNe je mithyAzraddhA(ne sevI)... taddana vastu bhagavAna pUrNa svarUpa, caitanya bAdazAha, enAthI vimukha thaI ane rAganA bhAvanI sanmukha thaI, mithyAtva Adi Asavane sevyA e duHkho sahyA gayA nathI. sahyA che paNa sahyA gayA nathI eTale evI cIja hatI. AhAhA..! e sAtamI narakanA nArakInA duHkho, eka zvAsamAM enI anaMta guNI pIDA eTalI ke eka zvAsanI pIDA.. AhAhA..! karoDo bhava ane karoDo jIbhathI na kahI zakAya. evA eNe du:kho sahana karyAM che. e svarUpanI viparIta mAnyatA ane viparIta AcaraNa (ne kAraNe). e ahIMyAM kahe che ke, have svarUpanuM aviparIta AcaraNa.... AhA..! 52ma saMvara (pragaTa thayo). bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda svarUpa prabhu, ene pakaDIne AnaMdanA vedanamAM AvatA, paNa ahIM to utkRSTa saMvara levo che ke je 52ma saMvara (che). ahIMthI mAMgalika upADyuM che. parama saMva2 ! AhAhA..! 'rAga vi-AAstrava-rodhata:' rAgAdi Asavone rokavAthI...' che ne? AmAM badhA rokavAthI ema (lIdhuM che). phalANuM rokyuM ema kAMI nahi. AhAhA..! rAga, dveSa, viSayavAsanA vagere Asrava che tene rokavAthI... AhAhA..! AnaMdanI vAsanA - gaMdha AvI, vAsanA AvI. AhAhA..! AnaMdamAM vAsa rahetA AnaMdanI vAsanA letA, rAgAdi Asavo rokavAthI. ene rAgAdi Asavo rokAya che. A bahA2thI lye ke, amAre Asrava sevavA nathI ne paccakhANa che, e kaMI Asavo rokAtA nathI. AhAhA..! aMdara pUrNAnaMdanA nAthamAM chidra paDyA che e huM nahi ane rAga ne puNya ne pApa mArA, A..hA...hA...! (emAM) parama du:kha, 52ma Asrava che). tene, 52ma saMva2 ! e rAgAdine 52ma saMvara dvArA -
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________________ 6 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 rokIne. A phalANI kriyA karavAthI rogAdi Asrava rokavA ema nathI AvyuM. AhAhA..! 52ma saMvarathI rAgAdi Asavane rokavAthI. AhAhA..! "nina-dhurAM dhRtvA" potAnuM sthAna, potAnI maryAdAne dhAraNa karI che. eTale ke navA Asrava AvatA nathI. evI eNe potAnI kArya dhurA hAthamAM lIdhI saMvare. potAnuM A kArya saMbhALyuM che ke navuM karma Ave nahi, evuM saMvare kArya saMbhALyuM che. AhAhA..! pAMcamA ArAnA sAdhu, pAMcamA ArAnA zrotAne A vAta kare che. 5rama saMvara, rAgAdi Asavone rokavAthI...' "nina-dhurAM' (eTale) potAnuM kArya. saMvaranuM kArya, saMvarano je hoddo che, saMvaranA hoddo, e kArya che e rAgAdi rokavAnuM. AhAhA..! e saMvarano hoddo che, maryAdA che. AhAhA..! 'potAnA kAryane barAbara saMbhALIne), samasta AgAmI karmane...' che ne? samasta AgAmI karma lIdhuM che. tethI '52ma' zabda lIdho. AhAhA..! ahIM to ekadama AcAryae saMva2 thaIne, ekadama nirjarA thaIne kevaLajJAna thAya, evuM mAMgalika karyuM che. AhAhA..! 'samasta AgAmI karmane...'bharataH varAt va' - 'atyaMtapaNe dUrathI ja...' 'marataH' potAnI moTapathI. saMvaranI moTapa evI che. AhAhA..! AhA..! ke jemAM Asava rokAya jAya che, evI enI moTapa che. moTo mANasa hoya enI pAse sAdhAraNa mANasa AvI zake nahi. vAta karavA AvI zake nahi. ema A saMvara evI dazA che, moTapa eTalI che ke jemAM Asrava AvI zake nahi. AhAhA...! 'atyaMtapaNe dUrathI ja...' 'niruttpan sthitaH' saMvara AgAmI samasta karmane rokato Ubho che;..' ema kIdhuM ne? AhAhA..! saMvara samasta AgAmI karmane rokato Ubho che. AhAhA..! juo, AcAryanuM mAMgalika ! 'nirjarA' (adhikAra zarU) karatAM paheluM mAMgalika kare che. AhAhA..! atyaMtapaNe dUrathI ja rokato Ubho che;...' dUrathI eTale? ke, Ave che ane pachI aTakAvyuM che ema nahi. AhA! e svarUpamAM eTalI dRSTi (daIne) sthira thayo che ke je Asava nAmamAtra paNa Avato nathI. AhAhA..! evuM ja prabhunuM svarUpa che. AhAhA..! saccidAnaMda prabhu zAzvata cidAnaMda dhAma evo AtmA, enuM svarUpa ja evuM che ke je svarUpanI dRSTi ane saMbhALa thatAM, AgAmI Asrava... AhAhA..! rokato, dUrathI rokato Ubho che). ema. ema che ne? varAt va" "varAtno artha - 'atyaMtapaNe' karyo. atyaMtathI eTale potAnI moTapathI Asavane rokato, aTakAvato. nirundhana sthitaH''rokato Ubho che;...' ane have, je pUrve saMvara thayA pahelA baMdhAyeluM karma, have nirjarAnI vyAkhyA kare che. 'prAvaA 'prAvastuM' 'prAca' nAma pUrve. AhAhA..! vastuM" nAma baMdhAyeluM karma che. tat va vadhum'tene bALavAne have... tene bALavAne have. AhAhA..! eno artha e ke, karmarUpI paryAya che, ene akarmarUpI paryAya thavAno ene (kALa che). ene bALavAne ema kahevAmAM Ave. bALe-bALe zuM, kaMI vastu koI baLe che? AhAhA..! je paramANunI karmarUpa paryAya
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________________ zloka-133 che te akarmarUpa thAya, evo eno te samaye svabhAva che, ene ahIM bALavAne' evo artha karyo che. AhAhA..! karmano nAza karIne. nAza karIne, eno artha A. pote svarUpamAM sthira ane AnaMdamAM magna che tethI tene navuM karma (baMdhAtuM nathI). AhAhA..! pUrve (saMvara thayA pahelAM)...' baMdha hato tene bALavAne have...' karmane bALavA haze? ane karma baLatA haze? koI dravya baLe? koI dravyanI paryAya baLe? e karmarUpe je paryAya hatI ene AtmAnA AnaMdanA svabhAvanI ugratAthI te paryAya akarmarUpe thaI ene bALI ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- A badhA khulAsA Ape karyAM. uttara :- AhAhA..! e vastu che. digaMbara saMtonI vANI ghaNI gaMbhIra, ghaNI gaMbhI2 ! bhASA sAdI AvI che paNa... A..hA..hA...! 'amRtacaMdrAcArye' ekalA amRta reDyA che ! prabhu ! tuM amRtano sAgara cho ne ! tArI anvaya zaktio jIvatI, jIvatI jyoti che. AhA..! emAM koI zakti mare, karamAya, ghaTe evuM che nahi. AhAhA..! anaMta anaMta zaktio aMda2 (bharI che). kAle bapore AvyuM hatuM ne? anaMta anaMta anvaya zaktio. dravya je che tenuM dravyatvapaNuM eTale anaMta anaMta zaktionuM sattvapaNuM, sat che, vastu sat che, tenuM anaMta guNapaNuM je sattvapaNuM che, AhAhA..! enA jore karmane bALavA. AhAhA..! have nirjarA (nirjarArUpI agni) phelAya che...' pUrvanuM baMdhAyeluM karma che e chUTI jAya che, ema kahe che. upadeza to ema apAya ne ! kharekhara to e AtmA jyAM svarUpamAM Thare che tyAre te 52mANunI akarmarUpa paryAya thavAno e samaya che. AhAhA..! ene ahIM bALe che, ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA... nirjarA phelAya che, e phelAya che, kahe che. zuddhatA have vadhe che. saMvaramAM zuddhatA hatI, nirjarAmAM zuddhatA vadhe che. nirjarAnI vyAkhyA ja e che - zuddhinI vRddhi. je zuddha svarUpa che pUrNAnaMda prabhu, enI dRSTi thatAM eTalI zuddhi to utpanna thaI paNa have nirjarAmAM zuddhinI vRddhi thAya che ane zuddhinI pUrNatA thAya tenuM nAma mokSa. zuddhinI utpatti, puNya-pApanA bhAva rahita, zuddhinI utpatti e saMvara, zuddhinI vRddhi e nirjarA, zuddhinI pUrNatA e mokSa. AhAhA..! (nirjarArUpI agni) phelAya che...' AhAhA..! ema lakhyuM ne? AhA..! nirnA vyAtRmmate 'radhum" tyAM ema che ne? ke jethI jJAnajyoti... bhagavAna caitanyajyota, caitanyaprakAza jenI pUrNa prakAza svabhAva zakti che, evI je jJAnajyoti nirAvaraNa thaI thakI...' saMvapUrvaka jyAM nirjarA thaI eTale jJAnajyoti nirAvaraNa thaI. nirAvaraNanA be artha - azuddhatA je hatI tenAthI AvaraNarahita thaI ane karma nimitta hatuM enAthI AvaraNarahita thaI. zuddhinI vRddhi to thaI. azuddhatA TaLI gaI ane karma TaLyuM. AhA..!
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 e nirAvaraNa thaI. AhA.. 'ke jethI jJAnajyoti... pharIne "rAmavimiH na hi mUrNati ahIM to A siddhAMta (kahevo che). je rAgAdithI rokAyelI hatI e zuddha saMvara dvArA rAgane AvavuM aTakAvyuM paNa pUrve baMdhAyeluM hatuM ane jJAnajyotie nirAvaraNa karI nAkhyuM, AvaraNano nAza karI nAkhyo. e rAgAdi bhAvo vaDe mUrNita thaI nathI. have rAgamAM rokAtI nathI. AhAhA..! paheluM je svarUpa je zuddha AnaMda svarUpa, e rAgamAM rokAtuM hatuM e rAgamAM rokAtuM nathI ekaluM vItarAgabhAvamAM rokAI gayuM che. AhA...! pUrNa saMvara thaI gayo. evI rIte mAMgalika karyuM che. rAgAdibhAvo vaDe mUrzita thatI nathI - sadA amUrNita rahe che. zuM kIdhuM che? sadA, jyArathI nirAvaraNa thaI te anaMtakALa amUrNita rahe che. AhA...! bhagavAna AtmA caitanyajyoti e to nirAvaraNa paDI ja che, vastu to trikALa sadA, trikALa nirAvaraNa vastu che. paryAyamAM je azuddhatAnuM AvaraNa hatuM, karmanuM to nimitta hatuM. AhAhA...! e sadA trikALa nirAvaraNa vastu, e paryAyamAM nirAvaraNa thaI gaI. AhA.! trikALI bhagavAna AtmA sakaLa nirAvaraNa che e. ene koI di dravyane AvaraNa che nahi. paryAyamAM je azuddhatAnuM AvaraNa hatuM ane karmanuM nimittanuM AvaraNa hatuM, e to nimitta che, enI sAthe kharekhara kAMI saMbaMdha nathI), e to ene kAraNe baMdhAya, ene kAraNe ene kALa chUTe. AhA...! rAgAdibhAvo vaDe mUrzita thatI nathI - sadA amUrNita rahe che.' lyo! bhAvArtha - saMvara thayA pachI navA karma to baMdhAtAM nathI." jeTale aMze aMdaramAM zuddhatAmAM AvI gayo eTale aMze to ene AvaraNa AvatuM nathI. je pUrve baMdhAyA hatAM te karmo jyAre nijare che..." pachI to pUrvanuM je hatuM e to kharI jAya che. AtmA upara, dhyAna upara che eTale saMvara che ane udaya Ave che e kharI jAya che. tyAre jJAnanuM AvaraNa dUra thavAthI." svarUpamAM AvaraNa azuddhatAnuM hatuM ane karmanuM AvaraNa nimitta hatuM, (e) dUra thavAthI jJAna evuM thAya che ke pharIne rAgAdirUpe pariNamatuM nathI." AhA...! ekavAra paNa rAgAdi rahita dazA thaI e pharIne rAgarUpe thatuM nathI. evuM 'sadA prakAzarUpa ja rahe che." ekalo caitanyaprakAza jhaLahaLa jyoti zaktinuM je sAmarthya, e paryAyamAM badhuM sAmarthya pragaTa thaI gayuM, ema kahe che. sadA prakAzarUpa ja rahe che. paryAyamAM sadA prakAzarU5 rahe che. trikALa to sadA prakAzarUpa hatuM ja, vastu che e to trikALa prakAzarUpa che ja, paNa paryAyamAM je jarI azuddhatA ane AvaraNa karmanuM nimitta hatuM, e dUra thaI sadA prakAzarUpa rahe che. have paryAya sadAya prakAzarUpa rahe che. olI vastu to sadA prakAzarUpa hatI ja. AhAhA...! paNa eno Azraya ane avalaMbana ane sanmukha thatAM, sadAne mATe prakAzarUpa ja rahe che. AvuM mAMgalika karyuM, lyo ! AhAhA..!
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________________ zloka-133 gAthA-193 uvabhogamiMdiyehiM davvANamacedaNANamidarANaM / jaM kuNadi sammadiTTI taM savvaM NijjaraNimittaM / / 193 / / upabhogamindriyaiH dravyANAmacetanAnAmitareSAm / yatkaroti samyagdRSTiH tatsarvaM nirjarAnimittam / / 193 / / virAgasyopabhogo nirjarAyai eva / rAgAdibhAvAnAM sadbhAvena mithyAddaSTeracetanAnyadravyopabhogo bandhanimittameva syaat| sa eva rAgAdibhAvAnAmabhAvena samyagdaSTernirjarAnimittameva syAt / etena dravyanirjarAsvarUpamAveditam / have dravyanirjarAnuM svarUpa kahe che H 9 cetana acetana dravyano upabhoga iMdriyo vaDe je je kare sudRSTi te sau nirjarAkAraNa bane. 193. gAthArtha :- [ samyadraSTi: ] samyagdaSTi jIva [ yat ] je [ rUndriyaH ] indriyo vaDe [acetanAnAm] acetana tathA [ tareSAm] cetana [dravyAnAm ] dravyono [ 35mom ] upabhoga [roti] kare che [ tat sarva ] te sarva [ nirnAnimittam ] nirjarAnuM nimitta che. TIkA :- virAgIno upabhoga nirjarA mATe ja che (arthAt nirjarAnuM kAraNa thAya che). rAgAdibhAvonA sadbhAvathI mithyAdRSTine acetana tathA cetana dravyono upabhoga baMdhanuM nimitta ja thAya che; te ja upabhoga), rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI samyagdaSTine nirjAnuM nimitta ja thAya che. AthI (A kathanathI) dravyanirjarAnuM svarUpa kahyuM. bhAvArtha :- samyagdaSTine jJAnI kahyo che ane jJAnIne rAgadveSamohano abhAva kahyo che; mATe samyagdaSTi virAgI che. tene indriyo vaDe bhoga hoya topaNa tene bhoganI sAmagrI pratye rAga nathI. te jANe che ke A bhoganI sAmagrI) padravya che, mAre ane tene kAMI nAto nathI; karmanA udayanA nimittathI teno ane mAro saMyoga-viyoga che." jyAM sudhI tene cAritramohano udaya AvIne pIDA kare che ane pote baLahIna hovAthI pIDA sahI zakato nathI tyAM sudhI-jema rogI roganI pIDA sahI zake nahi tyAre teno auSadhi Adi vaDe IlAja
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________________ 10 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 kare che tema-bhogopabhogasAmagrI vaDe viSayarUpa IlAja kare che; paraMtu jema rogI rogane ke auSadhine bhalI jANato nathI tema samyagdaSTi cAritramohanA udayane ke bhogopabhogasAmagrIne bhalI jANato nathI. vaLI nizcayathI to, jJAtApaNAne lIdhe samyagdaSTi virANI udayamAM AvelA karmane mAtra jANI ja le che, tenA pratye tene rAgadveSamoha nathI. A rIte rAgadveSamoha vinA ja tenA phaLane bhogavato hovAthI tene karma AsravatuM nathI, Asava vinA AgAmI baMdha thato nathI ane udayamAM AveluM karma to potAno rasa daIne kharI ja jAya che kAraNa ke udayamAM AvyA pachI karmanI sattA rahI zake ja nahi. A rIte tene navo baMdha thato nathI ane udayamAM AveluM karma nirI gayuM tethI tene kevaLa nirjarA ja thaI. mATe samyagdaSTi virAgInA bhogopabhogane nirjarAnuM ja nimitta kahevAmAM Avyo che. pUrva karma udayamAM AvIne tenuM dravya kharI gayuM te dravyanirjarA che. gAthA-193 upara pravacana "have dravyanirjarAnuM svarUpa kahe che - have gAthA. uvabhogamiMdiyehiM dvaannmcednnaannmidraannN| jaM kuNadi sammadiTTI taM savvaM NijjaraNimittaM / / 193 / / cetana acetana dravyano upabhoga iMdriyo vaDe je je kare sudRSTi te sau nirjarAkAraNa bane. 193. TIkA - 'virAgIno upabhoga..." jyAM rAgano rasa rahyo nathI, jyAM vikalpamAM sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che ane jyAM sAcuM sukha che tyAM sukhabuddhi thaI che. AhAhA.! jemAM AnaMda che tyAM AnaMdabuddhi thaI che ane vikalpamAtrathI mAMDIne paramAMthI sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. samakitIne zarIramAM, indriyomAM, viSayamAM, bhogamAM, strImAM, kuTuMbamAM, AbarUmAM kyAMya rasa nathI. AhAhA.! kyAMya ene aMdarano rasano prema nathI. Asakti asthiratA che e judI vastu che. 'virAgIno upabhoga... AhAhA.! "nirjarA mATe ja che. A dravyanirjarA. karma, karma, karma. (arthAt nirjarAnuM kAraNa thAya che).' virAgIno upabhoga nirjarA nAma karmanuM kharavAnuM kAraNa thAya che. vairAgI ene kahIe ke jene samyagdarzanasahita puNya-pApathI viraktabuddhi thaI che, ene vairAgI kahIe. vairAgI eTale bahArathI chUTIne dukAna choDI, dhaMdhA choDyA eTale vairAgI, ema nathI. AhAhA.! jene bhagavAnaAtmA, pUrNAnaMdanA bhAnamAM, pratItanA
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________________ gAthA 193 anubhavasahita puNya ane pApanA bhAvathI vairAgya, virakta che evo vairAgI. ene vairAgI kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! e "virAgIno upabhoga nirjarA mATe ja che..." rAgAdibhAvonA sadUbhAvathI mithyASTine acetana tathA cetana dravyono upabhoga baMdhanuM nimitta ja thAya che....... AhAhA...! rAgAdinA sabhAvathI (eTale) mithyAdRSTi rAgamAM prema mAnanAra, rAgamAM sukha mAnanAra, rAgamAM utsAhita vIrya thatAM. ullAsita vIrya rAgamAM thanAra mithyASTine... AhAhA.! "acetana tathA cetana dravyono upabhoga..." cAhe to acetanane bhogave ke cetanane bhogave, te) baMdhanuM nimitta ja thAya che; AhAhA...! 'te ja upabhoga" ahIM to saceta, aceta beya lIdhuM. eTale koI ema kahe ke, A vAta to munine mATe che (to) ahIM sacetane bhogave che tenI vAta lIdhI che. samajANuM kAMI? acetane to ThIka, paNa sacetane bhogave che. AhAhA...! paNa vairAgyane laIne rasa UDI gayo che. kyAMya rasa, prema che nahi. saceta strI, saceta dIkarA, dIkarIyuM e sacetano upabhoga ene hoya che, kahe che. saceta ane acetano (upabhoga), kIdhuM ne? mithyAdRSTine acetana ane cetana dravyono upabhoga baMdhanuM nimitta ja thAya che ane te ja upabhoga..." te ja upabhoga, kIdhuM ne? te saceta ane aceta. AhAhA...! rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI... AhAhA...! ahIM to samyadRSTinI mahimAnuM varNana che, bAkI je upabhoga che eTalo rAga che e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. e vAtane ahIM gauNa karIne zuddha svabhAva mahAprabhu jyAM dRSTimAM Avyo, bhagavAnanA bheTA thayA. AhAhA.! ene have cetana ane acetanano upabhoga karmanI nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. ema karIne koI svacchaMdI thaIne ema kahe ke, ame game te rIte bhogavIe, ema nahi. paNa koI evo hoya che, saceta-acetano joga hoya che. AhAhA...! te ja upabhoga..." kIdhuM ne? te ja eTale? cetana ane acetana kIdhuM che. mAthe kIdhuM ne? mithyASTine acetana tathA cetana dravyono upabhoga... eka bAju ema kahe ke, pAradravyane AtmA bhogavI zake ja nahi. hai? AhAhA...! saceta, acetane aDI zake ja nahi. AhAhA...! koIpaNa AtmA saceta strIno AtmA ke enuM zarIra ke paisA ke lakSmI ke AbarU, ene AtmA aDI zakato ja nathI. aDyA vinA ene upabhoga zI rIte che? AhAhA..! paNa enA taraphanA lakSathI je rAgAdi thayo tene bhogave che, I saceta ane acetane bhogave che ema AropathI kathana che. AhAhA...! AvI zailI che. te ja upabhoga..." koI ema kahe che ke, AmAM A gAthA to munine mATe che. muni mATe paNa che aMdara. ene saceta ziSya Adi eno artha che), paNa ahIM cothe guNasthAnathI saceta, acetanI vAta lIdhI che. enA pramANamAM, hoM ! AhAhA...! bAkI vyAkhyA saceta, acetanI ghaNI karI hatI. munine mATe saceta ziSya, mizra e upakaraNa hoya ne? e acetana
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________________ 12 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 upakaraNa che, morapIMchI vagere aceta. e saceta, acetane tyAM sudhI laI gayA ane AgaLa jatAM saceta eTale rAga. tyAM sudhI laI gayA che. rAgano paNa upabhoga jJAnIne nathI. AhAhA...! te ja upabhoga... eTale te ja saceta ane aceta vastuno. dravyono che ne? "acetana cetana dravyono upabhoga..." ema zabda che. dravyanI paryAyamAM rAga thAya teno upabhoga, evI bhASA nathI karI. kahevAno to Azaya e che. AhAhA...! eka kora kahe ke, AtmA paryAyane paNa sparze nahi. paryAya rAgane sparze nahi, rAga karmanA udayane sparze nahi, rAga paradravyane sparze nahi. AhAhA...! kaI apekSA che emAM? A to prabhuno anekAMtavAda che ne ! anekAMta eTale emAM anaMta anaMta apekSAo, dharma che. che emAM che e mAhyalI, hoM ! anekAMtano artha evo nathI ke vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya ane nimittathI paNa thAya. e anekAMta dharma nathI. paNa A rIte samakitIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu che, ema AmAMthI kahevuM che ne? bhoga nirjarAno hetu hoya to pachI cAritrane aMgIkAra karavAnI jarUra rahI nahi. hai? AhAhA..! ema nathI. ahIMyAM to dRSTinuM mAhAbhya batAvavuM che. AhAhA. bAkI to jeTale aMze asthiratAno aMza kamajorI che e duHkha che, Asrava che, jJAnIne e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA.... ahIMyAM to enA upabhogamAM dravyanuM lakSa hoya che tethI ene dravyano upabhoga kahevAmAM AvyuM. AhAhA...! bAkI dravyane koNa bhogave? AhAhA...! ajJAnI ke jJAnI koI paradravyane aDI zake nahi (to) bhogave zI rIte? kema? ke, eka dravyane bIjA dravya vacce atyaMta abhAva che. atyaMta abhAvamAM paradravyane bhogave ema banI zake nahi. AhAhA...! pATha to Avo che. "acetana tathA cetana dravyono upabhoga..." ema kIdhuM che ne? enA pariNAma thayA, ema vAta nathI. AhAhA...! eno artha to che ja che, paNa enuM) lakSa tyAM para upara che tethI eno bhogavaTo che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA.! bAkI to jJAnIne rAgano, zubharAgano anubhava jyAM duHkharUpa che tyAM azubhano anubhava to duHkharUpa ja che). AhAhA.! cothe guNasthAnathI zubharAga duHkharUpa che, enuM vedana (duHkharUpa che), pachInI gAthAmAM kaheze. sukha-duHkhanuM vadana thAya che ane pachI kharI jAya che. AhAhA...! e bhAvanirjarA kaheze. A to dravyanirjarA che. AhAhA...! virAgIno upabhoga nirjarA mATe ja che. mATe ja che. joyuM? pAchuM vaLI ja ekAMta (karyuM. (nirjarAnuM kAraNa thAya che. rAgAdibhAvonA sadUbhAvathI. jene parapadArtha pratyeno prema che, rAga che, emAM sukhabuddhi che, emAM ullasita, svabhAvathI adhikapaNuM jene aMdara paramAM bhAse che, AhAhA.. evA mithyAdRSTine "acetana tathA cetana dravyono upabhoga baMdhanuM nimitta ja thAya che, te ja upabhoga..." te ja acetana, cetana dravyono upabhoga, AhAhA...! rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI..." ahIM paheluM bIjI lITImAM kahyuM hatuM ne? "rAgAdibhAvonA
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________________ gAthA 193 13 saddabhAvathI..." mithyAdRSTine. tethI AmAM ema kahyuM ke "rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI..." enI sAme vAta lIdhI. AhAhA! mithyASTine parano prema che, sukhabuddhi che, koIpaNa nAnAmoTA saMyogamAM ke nAnA-moTA rAgAdimAM enuM vIrya tyAM ullasita thaI jAya che, tyAM AnaMdamAM AvI jAya che. sukhI chuM, mane anukULatA che, ema AvI jAya che e mithyAdRSTi che. AhAhA..! chokarAo cAra-cha, ATha-ATha, bAra-bAra hoya ane pAMca-pAMca lAkha raLatA hoya. AhAhA...! ane be-be varase chokaro thayo hoya, lyo ! covIsa varasa ane ahIM vIsa varasanI uMmare lagna thayA hoya) cummAlIsa varasa hoya tyAM bAra to chokarA hoya ane raLato hoya ane pedA karatA hoya. heM? che ne bArabhAyA, ahIM 'viMchIyAmAM? AhAhA..! mumukSu :- bAra bhAIonI zerI che ne ! uttara :- che ne, bAra bhAIo che, sthAnakavAsI che. eno agresara, bicArAne ahIMno prema che. makAna judA che. ApaNA A bhAI nahi? kevA? viMchIyAvALA premacaMdabhAI ! "premacaMdabhAInA makAnanI pAse enA makAna che, moTA meDIbaMdha. paNa virodha na kare. agresara che. A vastu sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi, bhinnatA kema che, kaI rIte che e vAta aMtaramAM bese nahi tyAM sudhI bahArathI A dayA pALIe ne vrata karIe ne apavAsa karIe, emAM saMvara ane nirjarA mAne. dayA ne vrata e saMvara, tapasyA e nirjarA. A..hA...! ahIMyAM to je jJAnIno bhoga che te "rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI. ahIM to bilakula rAgabhAvano abhAva gaNyo. rAgano rAga nathI ne rAgano prema nathI, rAgamAM sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. ethI "rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI..." e apekSAe (kahyuM che). bAkI jeTalo rAga che eTalo baMdha che. dasamA guNasthAna sudhI rAgano aMza che, rAga Ave che, hoya che. nirjarAnuM nimitta ja thAya che. kathaMcit nirjarA ane kathaMcit baMdha che, ema nahi. AhAhA! kaI apekSA kahe che? rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI samyagdaSTine nirjarAnuM nimitta ja thAya che. "samayasAra nATakamAM e lIdhuM che, jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu che, ema AmAMthI lIdhuM che. bhogano artha aMdara jarI rAga Ave che, paNa emAM sukhabuddhi nathI, jhera che, jheranA pyAlA pIuM chuM, ema ene lAge. A.hA...! jheranA pyAlA che. nirvikalpa AnaMdarasa AgaLa e zubharAgano kaNa paNa jheranA... AhAhA...! e jheranA ghUMTaDA che. AhAhA...! ene rAgamAM rasa kema hoya? rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI samyagdaSTine nirjarAnuM nimitta ja thAya che. ekAMta nirjarAnuM nimitta che ema kahe che. jarIye baMdha nahi. kaI apekSAe vAta che? dRSTinuM jora che ane dRSTimAM ekalo bhagavAna taravare che. pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jyAM AdaramAM Avyo. AhAhA.! anaMta anaMta AnaMdanuM daLa, zAMtino sAgara, upazamarasano dariyo bharyo che. upazamarasa, zAMtarasa, akaSAyarasa! AhAhA...! evA svabhAvathI pUrNa bharyo che, prabhu ! enA jyAM aMdaramAM
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 14 Adara thayA, ene have zeno Adara rahe? e apekSAe vAta lIdhI che. 'samyagdaSTine nirjarAnuM nimitta ja thAya che.' ahIM pAThamAM saceta, aceta che ke nahi? 'bALamavevAmivALa' bIjuM pada che. dravyanuM acetana, dravyanuM eTale cetana. 'vara', 'vara' che ne? anero. havamoiivayerdi indriyathI upabhoga karavo. kono? 'jvALama' kayA dravyano? 'ghevabALamitarA' acetana ane cetana, beno. pATha che ke nahi? AhAhA..! 'naM vi sammaviTTI'cetanano je sammaviTTI" bhoga kare. AhAhA..! te indriyathI. ema thayuM ne? 'jIvamo miliyeniM' indriyathI saceta strI Adino bhoga le. AhAhA..! kaMdamULa khAya, lIlotarI khAya. kaMdamULa nahi, e to lIlotarI khAya. AhAhA..! kaMdamULa to na hoya. kharekhara to rAtribhojana paNa na hoya. rAtribhojanamAM jIvAta che, jIvAta. A to ene yogya je che. AvuM to na hoya, paNa ene yogya hoya evA rAga Ave. chatAM te rAganI buddhi nathI, ruci nathI, rasa nathI, ullasita vIrya nathI, tyAM kheda varte che. rAgamAM jJAnIne kheda varte che. tethI teno upabhoga nirjarAnuM nimitta (kahyuM che). dRSTinA jorathI ane dRSTino viSaya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu, ene Azraye te kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA..! - AthI (A kathanathI) dravyanirjarAnuM svarUpa kahyuM.' pUrve je 52mANu baMdhAyelA, tenuM kharI javuM. dravyanirjarA jaDa, jaDa, jaDanuM kharI javuM. AhAhA..! nirjarAnuM nimitta ja thAya che eTale nimittakA2Na thAya che, ema. nirjarAnuM kAraNa thAya che. samajANuM? nahitara ema the ke, pUrvanuM karma khare che emAM jJAnInuM nimitta ja che. kharavAmAM nimitta che. paNa ahIM to nirjarAnuM nimitta ja che eTale nirjarAnuM kAraNa ja che. AhAhA..! kAraNanA arthamAM che. AhAhA..! bhAvArtha :- samyagdaSTine jJAnI kahyo che...' AhAhA..! ane jJAnIne rAgadveSamohano abhAva kahyo che;...' e apekSAe. anaMtAnubaMdhIno (abhAva thayo che) mATe samyagdaSTi virAgI che.' samyagdaSTi virAgI che. AhAhA..! vairAgI che athavA virAgI che eTale rAga vinAno che. AhAhA..! tene indriyo vaDe bhoga hoya topaNa tene bhoganI sAmagrI pratye rAga nathI.' joyuM? indriyo vaDe bhoga hoya, pATha che ne? topaNa tene bhoganI sAmagrI pratye rAga nathI.' AhAhA..! te jANe che ke A bhoganI sAmagrI) padravya che. mAre ane tene kAMI nAto nathI;...' joyuM? padravyane ane AtmAne kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. nAto eTale saMbaMdha. AhAhA..! mAre ane dIkarAne ane mAre ane bAyaDIne ane mAre ane zarI2, bIjAne ane mAre ne paisAne kAMI nAto nathI. mAro A dIkaro, e nAto ja nathI kahe che, samikatIne. AhAhA..! e saMbaMdha ja tUTI gayo che. AhAhA..! 'zazIbhAI' ! A mArI gharavALI che, koI pUche to bhASA bole. aMdaramAM kAMI na maLe. mArA gharamAM koI che ja nahi, mAruM ghara to mArI pAse che. AhAhA..! Avo AMtaro aMtaranA bhAvane laIne che, ema kahe che. bhASA to bIjI zuM bole? A dIkaro kono che? (ema pUche to
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________________ gAthA-14 15 kahe), mAro dIkaro che. kahe, bhASA ema bole. "zrImadda ema bolatA, "amAro, amAro koTa lAvo, amAruM A lAvo. amAro ema. mAro nathI. koI pUchatA ke, tame amAro, amAro, ekalA cho ne amAro kema bolo cho? mAro, ema kaho ne. tame ekalA cho, tame jhAjhA mANaso nathI te amAro, amAro karo cho. amAro koTa eTale koTa amAro nathI. amAruM kapaDuM nathI, amAruM ghara nathI tethI amAruM ema kahIe chIe. mArA nathI, bApu ! mAruM je che e mArI pAse che e mArAthI juduM nathI. AhAhA...! A kAMI nAto nathI. karmanA udayanA nimittathI teno ane mAro saMyoga-viyoga che. karmanA nimittane laIne saMyoga ane nimittano viyoga thaI jAya che. bAkI mAre kAMI saMbaMdha che nahi. vizeSa kaheze. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) pravacana naM. 270 gAthA-197, 194 maMgaLavAra, aSADha vada 1, tA. 107-1979 Aje zrAvaNa vada ekama (che). zrAvaNa vada ekama eTale laukika rIte siddhAMtane hisAbe zrAvaNa vada ekama che. zrAvaNanuM paheluM pakhavADIyuM gayuM. bhagavAnane vaizAkha suda ekame kevaLajJAna thayuM paNa je samaye paryAya nIkaLavAnI hoya te samaye nIkaLe ne! nimittathI ema kahevAya ke gaNadhara nahotA. gautama gaNadhara nahotA ema nimittathI kahevAya. bAkI vANInI paryAya te kALe paramANumAMthI bhASAnI paryAya thavAno kALa hoya te svakALe te bhASAparyAya thAya. emAM AtmA eno kartA nathI. bhagavAnanI divyadhvanino Aje divasa che. bIjI vAta ke Aje gautamasvAmI' gaNadharapadane pAmyA. divyadhvani sAMbhaLI, pahelAthI ja munipaNuM maLyuM. I to sAMbhaLyuM. Aje gaNadharapada emane maLyuM e divasa che. cAra jJAnanI prApti thaI e Aje divasa che ane bAra aMganI racanA thaI e A divasa che. zAstranI bAra aMganI racanA thaI. e Ajano divasa che. ApaNe ahIM nirjarA adhikAra' cAle che. AhA.! bhagavAnanI jyAre divyadhvani thaI, keTalAka jIvo AtmajJAna pAmyA. e paNa A ja divasa che. kemake badhuM mUkIne eka prabhu, caitanyagoLo anAdianaMta nityAnaMda evo je AtmA, enI jeNe aMtaranI ruci karI, aMtaranA atIndriya AnaMda je behada svabhAva (che), aciMtya svabhAva ane behada svabhAva (che), evA AnaMdano anubhava Avyo ene samakita kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...! jenA svAda AgaLa e ahIM cAle che, juo!
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 bhAvArtha :- samyagdaSTine jJAnI kahyo che...' samyagdaSTi eTale A. pUrNa prabhu goLo, vastu nityAnaMda prabhu, anaMta anaMta anvaya zaktiono sAgara ane sukhasAgaranuM nIra, sukhanA sAgaranA nIrathI bharelo, eno jyAM Adara thayo, enI sanmukhatA thaI, saMyoga, rAga ane paryAya taraphanI vimukhatA thaI, tyAre je anAdino rAgano, karmano svAda hato, rAgakarma hoM, karma jaDa nahi. AhA..! e rAganA svAdanA sthAnamAM bhagavAnaAtmA atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa, dhruva vastu eno svAda Avyo ethI te samyagdaSTi jIvane jJAnI kahyo. kAraNa ke je vastu che tenuM ene yathArtha vedana thayuM, svasaMvedana (thayuM). AhA..! karavAnuM A, pahelAmAM paheluM karavAnuM A che. 'samyagdaSTine jJAnI kahyo...' kemake jJAnasvarUpa prabhu, eno anubhava ane AnaMdano svAda Avyo ethI jJAna zaktirUpe je pUrNa hatuM emAMthI aMze svasaMvedanamAM pragaTa thayuM. tethI samyagdaSTine jJAnI kahyo ane jJAnIne rAgadveSamohano abhAva kahyo... AhAhA..! asthiratAmAM rAga thAya paNa teno rasa ane sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. AhAhA..! tethI tene rAgadveSamohano abhAva kahyo. kemake vItarAgamUrti prabhu, eno jyAM anubhava thayo enA vedana AgaLa rAganuM vedana jhera jevuM lAge che. rAga Ave paNa atIndriya AnaMdanA pratyakSa vedana pAse e cAritramohano je rAga che e jhera jevo, duHkha, kALo nAga dekhe ne jema (duHkha) thAya ema jJAnIne (lAge che). AhAhA..! kemake tyAM prabhu pote mahA 52mAtmasvarUpa je naja2ne ADe najaramAM nahoto Avyo, e najaramAM Avyo eTale bIjA u52nI najaruM badhI judI thaI gaI. AhAhA..! ethI tene rAgadveSamoha nathI ema kahyuM. moha to nathI paNa thoDA rAgadveSa che chatAM AtmAnA svabhAvanA vedananA jora AgaLa ene rAgadveSa asthira che ene che nahi ema kahyA. kemake eno rasa nathI, ruci nathI, prema nathI, Adara nathI, satkA2 nathI, svIkAra nathI. AhAhA..! A bhagavAnanI divyadhvanimAM AvyuM i A che. AhAhA..! 16 tene rAgadveSamohano abhAva kahyo che; mATe samyagdaSTi virAgI che.' atIndriya AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa rAga jhera jevo dekhAya e rAgathI vairAgI che. rAganA rasamAM nathI, rAgathI virakta che ane AtmAnA rasamAM che to AtmAmAM rakta che. AhAhA..! A nirjarA adhikAra' che. A vinA enA janma-maraNanA duHkhanA dahADA bApA, (maTe ema nathI). AhAhA..! narakanA ne nigodanA duHkha sAMbhaLyA na jAya e eNe veThyA, anubhavyA. AhAhA..! e garamI ane ThaMDI ane jyArathI janme tyArathI soLa roga. evA vedanamAM anaMta kALa gayo. naraka ane nigodanA duHkhamAM anaMta anaMta kALa gayo. e dRSTi gulAMTa khAya che, AhAhA..! have A nahi. mAro prabhu rahI gayo mane. mArI pAse eTale huM pote chuM. AhAhA..! prabhu huM pote chuM ane meM pAmaratA sevI. AhA..! rAganA kaNamAM khuzI ane rAjIpo karI nAkhyo
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________________ gAthA 193 17 ane prabhu anaMta guNano piMDa jenA mAhAbhyano pAra na maLe, evA prabhune to meM gaNyo nahi, have kahe che ke samyagdarzanamAM meM ene gaNyo, gaNatarImAM lIdho. bIjA che ene gaNatarImAM na lIdhA. AhAhA...! rAgAdinI asthiratA thAya ene gaNatarImAM na lIdho. AhAhA.! gaNatarImAM bhagavAnaAtmA ekalo zAMta vItarAganI pUrNatAnA pratApathI bharelo bhagavAna enI dazAno, vItarAgatAno jyAM svAda Avyo enI AgaLa rAgano svAda to jhera jevo dekhAya. mATe tene rAgadveSamoha che nahi. AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. "tene indriyo vaDe bhoga hoya. pUrvanA koI puNyanA yoge ene sAmagrI bahAra dekhAya. AhA. strI, kuTuMba, parivAra badhuM hoya. AhAhA...! emAM) kyAMya mArApaNAnI buddhi ane hotI nathI. bhagavAnanI bhaktino prazasta rAga, enA pratye paNa jyAM jherabuddhi che... AhA...! ene parapadArtha pratye prema kema hoya? jeno kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AtmAne ane parapadArthane kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhA.. tethI tene indriyo vaDe bhoga hoya to paNa tene bhoganI sAmagrI pratye..." joyuM? sAmagrI, padArtha, vastu. strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, paiso, abajo rUpiyA), makAna moTA dasa-dasa lAkhanA, vIsa lAkhanA hoya paNa e sAmagrI pratye prema nathI. e mArI cIja ja nathI, jemAM huM nathI, jemAM huM nathI, jemAM e nathI. AhAhA...! tethI dharmIne indriyanI sAmagrI pratye rAga nathI. AhAhA...! koIka duzamana ghare Avyo hoya ane eka mahemAna, sagAvahAlo Avyo hoya, bemAM ekadama dRSTimAM phera che ke nahi? heM? Avyo hoya to jhaTa cAlyo jAya. AhAhA...! bhagavAna AtmA! evI koI aNamolI aciMtya koI zaktino dhaNI prabhu che ke jenA svIkAra ane satkAra ADe pUrvanA puNyane laIne maLelI sAmagrI che ne? te pratye prema nathI. AhAhA...! jema duzmana ghare Ave ane prema nathI. chokarAne mArI nAkhanAro hoya ane i Avyo hoya to) che jarIye prema? mumukSu :- leNiyAta Ave topaNa na hoya. uttara :- chatAM leNiyAta to ema ke, bhaI mArI pAse che paisA. paNa A dumana dekhI, rAga duzamana che. AhAhA...! prabhu vItarAgamUrti upazama zAMtarasano sAgara, zAMtarasano sAgara evo je bhagavAna AtmA, eno je anubhava, enI anubhavamAM je pratIti thaI ane tenuM je jJAna (thayuMemAM bahAranI sAmagrI hoya paNa chatAM tenA pratye prema nathI, rAga nathI. AhAhA...! che? te jANe che ke "A (bhoganI sAmagrI) paradravya che....... paravya che. paradravyane ane mAre koI paryAyano paNa saMbaMdha nathI tyAM dravya-guNanI to vAta ja zuM karavI? AhAhA.! te te dravyanI te te paryAya tenAthI svataMtra (thAya che). strI hoya ke dIkaro hoya ke kuTuMbI koI vaDIla, bhAI, mA-bApa hoya badhI cIja para che. enI sAthe mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI.
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________________ 18 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 A.hA...! "A bhoganI sAmagrI) paradravya che...." paravastu che). paravastu ane mArAmAM atyaMta abhAva che. AhAhA.! Avo mAraga (che). 96 hajAra strImAM rahelo samakitI AtmAmAM rahyo che i. AhA...! kyAMya ene mAruM che, evI najaruM mIThI kyAMya che nahi. mIThI najaruM paDI jyAM che tyAM bhagavAna upara, te najare bIjAnI koI cIja pratye mIThAza Apato nathI. AhAhA.! e paradravya che. mAre ane tene kAMI nAto nathI;" ahIM sudhI AvyuM hatuM. mAre ane ene kAMI nAto nathI, kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. are..! AhAhA..! ghare dIkaro Ave, karoDo rUpiyA pedA karIne Ave, moTA abajo paisA pedA kare, arabastAna dukAna nAkhI che tyAMthI paisA AvyA che. AhA..hA..! jecaMdabhAI hatA ne? tamArA sAsarA. jecaMdabhAI ! e tyAMthI bahArathI AvyA hatA. ho...! kamAu dIkaro thayo, bhAI! te di to be lAkha rUpiyA (hatA). te di be lAkha eTale pacIsatrIsa guNA. enA bApe batha bharI. AhAhA.! jene potAno mAnyo enI sAthe batha bhIDe. bhagavAna AtmAne jeNe jANyo ane jenA atIndriya AnaMdanA svAdamAM mIThAzamAM Avyo, mIThI najaruM mIThAzamAM AvI. AhAhA...! samyagdarzana e mIThI najara che. e mIThI najare mITho bhagavAna AtmA jyAM svAdamAM Avyo ene bahAranA bhAga paradravya che enI sAthe kAMI nAto nathI. AhAhA...! karmanA udayanA nimittathI teno ane mAro saMyoga-viyoga che." che? e to karmanA udayane laIne saMyoga Ave, udaya Avyo (e) kharI jAya to saMyoga cAlyo jAya. AhA...! chatI Rddhi eka kSaNamAM abajo rUpiyA pachI khalAsa thaI jAya. bihAramAM che ne karoDapati? pharavA gayo (ane) Avyo tyAM makAna svAhA heThe.! zuM kahevAya che? dharatIkaMpa! dharatIkaMpa thayo. karoDapati ghoDAgADImAM pharavA gayelo. jyAM ahIM Ave tyAM makAna ne kuTuMba ne badhuM khalAsa! nAzavAna cIjane mATe mudata zI? AhAhA.! ke A kSaNe paDaze). loko rADa nAkhI gayA che, oluM paDavAnuM che te "sumanabhAI'! paDavAnuM che. koka kAle kahetuM hatuM, ahIM gAmamAM rADa nAkhI. ahIM TheTha! ahIM paDaze, koIka kaTako paDaze, bhAvanagara paDaze. are...! paNa bApa! koNa paDe? kyAM paDe? tu kyAM cho? AhAhA...! tane koI cIja aDatI nathI, tuM koIne aDato nathI to paDe konA upara? AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, "karmanA udayanA nimittathI teno ane mAro... dharma ema samaje che ke e karmaudaya che to saMyoga dekhAya che. e udaya kharI jaze eTale saMyoga cAlyo jaze. AhA! mAre ane ene kAMI saMbaMdha che nahi. huM svadravya kyAM ane e paradravya kyAM? koI samaye koI kALe paNa enI sAthe mAre nAto - saMbaMdha che nahi. AhAhA.... jyAM sudhI tene cAritramohano udaya AvIne..." have A jarI.. olI sAmagrI sudhI lIdhuM. sAmagrI sudhI lIdhuM have aMtara tye che. AhAhA.! jyAM sudhI tene cAritramohano udaya AvIne
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________________ gAthA-193 19 pIDA kare... aMdara rAga Ave, duHkha Ave, duHkha Ave. koI rIte rAga khasato na hoya. AhAhA..! ane pote baLahIna hovAthI pIDA sahI zakato nathI... AhAhA..! rAgAdi Avyo paNa ene TALI zakato nathI. AhAhA..! enI pIDA dUra karIne sahI zakato nathI. AhA..! rAga che. AhAhA..! pIDA sahI nahi zakato hovAthI. tyAM sudhI-jema rogI roganI pIDA sahI zake nahi tyAre teno auSadhi Adi vaDe ilAja kare... rogI. dRSTAMta che A to, hoM! tema-bhogopabhogasAmagrI vaDe viSayarUpa ilAja kare...' AhA..! e nimittathI kathana che. e sAmagrInuM lakSa, rAga che ne? eTale olI sAmagrI pratye lakSa jAya che tethI eno upabhoga kare, ema kahe che. bAkI paradravyano upabhoga (koNa kare?) AhA..! bhogopabhogasAmagrI vaDe viSayarUpa ilAja kare che;...' samajAvavuM che to zuM samajAve? bAkI 525dArthane aDatoya nathI. AhAhA..! rAga Ave, rAgane sahana karI zakato nathI eTale chUTato nathI eTale kamajorIne laIne rAganI pIDA sahana thatI nathI tethI pIDAmAM joDAya jAya. AhAhA..! tethI bAhyanI sAmagrI u52 enuM lakSa jAya che, ema kahe che. bhASA to ema che ke, bhogopabhogasAmagrI vaDe viSayarUpa ilAja kare che;...' bhASA to zuM (kare)? e jAtano rAga Avyo ane e je sAmagrI che enA pratye lakSa gayuM eTale i sAmagrIno ilAja kare che. AhAhA..! aDatoya nathI ane ilAja kare che. AhAhA..! paraMtu jema rogI rogane ke auSadhine bhalI jANato nathI...' rogI rogane ke rogane maTADavAnA auSadhane (bhalI jANato nathI). rahejo avasara sadAya A. roga rahe ane loko jovA Ave, (evI) roganI bhAvanA haze? AhAhA..! tema samyagdaSTi cAritramohanA udayane...' roga jANe che. AhAhA..! ke bhogopabhogasAmagrIne bhalI jANato nathI.' be vAta lIdhI. aMdaramAM thato rAga ane bahA2nI thatI sAmagrI, ene kayAMya bhalI jANato nathI. AhAhA...! juo! A tattva dRSTi! AhA..! vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne e to pachI vAta, e zubhabhAva paNa baMdhanuM kAraNa (che). ahIM to pahelethI cAritramohano rAga Ave ane sAmagrI pratye lakSa jAya, e ilAja kare ema kahevAya. AhAhA..! paNa rAgane, viSayasAmagrIne bhalI jANato nathI. AhA..! bhalI jANato nathI to bhoga kema kare che? are... bApu! AhA..! e jherathI chuTAtuM nathI eTale jarI jhe2mAM joDAya jAya che. A..hA..hA...! koI svacchaMdI enuM nAma laIne ema kare (to) ema na cAle. e to atIndriya AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa jene rAgano ane rAganI sAmagrI je che tenA pratyeno prema UDI gayo che, sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. potAnA AtmAmAM AnaMda che e sivAya koI cIja, rAga, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti Adi koI pi2NAmamAM mAruM sukha ane sukhanuM kAraNa mArA AtmA sivAya kyAMya nathI. AhAhA...! bhalI jANato nathI.' na
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________________ 20 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 vaLI nizcayathI to, jJAtApaNAne lIdhe lyo, joyuM? "samyagdaSTi virANI udayamAM AvelA karmane mAtra jANI ja le che....... prema nathI e to ThIka, kahe che. bAkI to jJAnano svabhAva ja e vakhate evo hoya che ke ene jANe ema kahevuM e paNa vyavahAra che. rAgane jANe e paNa (vyavahAra che, paNa jJAnanI paryAyano e vakhatano svabhAva svapaprakAzaka pote potAnI sattAnA sAmarthyathI pragaTe che. AhA...! ene e jANe che. AhAhA..! "jJAtApaNAne lIdhe..." ema ke, nizcayathI to jJAtApaNAne lIdhe. vyavahArathI vAta Ama karI ke rAgane duHkharUpa jANe, joDAya jAya, sAmagrImAM joDAya paNa kharekhara juo to e vAta ema che nahi. AhAhA...! have AvI vAtuM sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi ane bahAramAM jarI thothAM bhaNe tyAM... AhAhA...! A bAyaDI mArI ne A chokarA mArA ne paisA mArA are...! kayAM bApA? kyAM tuM ane kayAM e? kyAMya UgamaNe AthamaNe kyAMya koI dravyathI sAthe meLa na maLe. AhAhA.! e to ajJAnIne paNa (ema che). have ahIM to kahe, jJAnIne jarI rAga Ave enI sAthe meLa nathI. AhAhA..! are...! mAro vItarAga svabhAva, enA svAdanI mIThAza AgaLa rAganA jheranI mIThAza jhera jevI lAge. AhA..hA...! e karatAM ahIM to kahe che ki nizcayathI jo kahIe to te jANanAra-dekhanAra ja che. e viSaya ne rAga Ave ne pIDA jANe ne sAmagrIne bhogave ne e vAta vyavahArathI bhale karI. AhAhA...! jJAtApaNAne lIdhe samyagdaSTi..." juo! A dharmanI dazAnI vAta che, bApA! AhAhA.! traNalokano nAtha jyAM jAgIne uThe che tenA svAdanI mIThAza AgaLa AkhI duniyA ene jhera jevI lAge che. AhA...! kyAMya ene rasa Avato nathI. rasa Avyo che tyAMthI nIkaLato nathI. AhAhA.! AvuM dharmanuM svarUpa have. AhAhA...! "jJAtApaNAne lIdhe samyagdaSTi virAgI udayamAM AvelA karmane mAtra jANI ja le chepaheluM kIdhuM hatuM ke, rAgano svAda jarIka duHkharUpa lAge, sAmagrI lya, ilAja kare, rogI jema rogano ilAja kare (tema). e to eka samajAvavAnI vAta (karI). AhAhA.! paNa kharekhara to tenA pratye tene rAgadveSamoha nathI." jANI lya che pachI prazna kyAM (che)? A...hAhA...! bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara, enA AnaMdanI kayAMya gaMdha na maLe, viSayamAM, paisAmAM, chokarAmAM, dIkarAmAM enI upara najara jatAM jhera Ave. AhAhA.! e kahe che ke, ame eka apekSAe samajAvyuM, bAkI to rAga Ave tene jANI lya che. AhAhA...! juo! A vastunuM svarUpa. are..! ene jANyA vinA corAzInA naraka ane nigodanA duHkho sahana karyA, bApA! sAMbhaLyA jAya nahi. AhAhA..! ane jyAM sudhI mithyAtvamAM paDyo che. AhAhA.! bhAI! enI A sAmagrI vikhAI jaze. evI sAmagrImAM javuM paDaze. nigoda ne narakamAM. AhAhA...! mATe pharI jA. bahAranA premathI pharI jA, aMdaranA premamAM AvI jA. A...hA..hA...! palaTo mAravAnI vAta che. karavAnuM badhuM A. dRSTi je paryAya ane rAga upara
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________________ gAthA 14 che e aMza ane vikRta upara che badhI, e dRSTi aMzI AkhA nirvikArI paramAtmasvarUpa upara dRSTi paDatAM ene cAritramohano rAga Ave e paNa duHkharUpa ane jhera lAge, kALo nAga lAge. A hA...hA! ahIM to be-cAra chokarA ThIka thayA, emAM be-be lAkha, lAkhalAkhanI pedAzavALA thayA (to) basa! majA mAne. mArI nAkhyo prabhu! teM tane. tane teM mArI nAkhyo. jIvatI jyota AnaMdano sAgara emAM AnaMda na mAnatAM jemAM AnaMda nathI temAM mAnyo, prabhu! mArI nAkhyo teM to. A nahi, AvaDo nahi, e nahi, huM nahi. AhAhA...! AhAhA...! vItarAgamArganuM samyagdarzana ane enA paMthanI rIta koI alaukika che. AhAhA...! 'virANI udayamAM AvelA karmane mAtra." bhASA ema che ne? "mAtra jANI ja le che. tenA pratye tene rAgadveSamoha nathI." AhAhA.! "A rIte..." A prakAra kahyo te prakArathI rAgadveSamoha vinA ja tenA phaLane bhogavato hovAthI.. AhAhA.! e pAchI vAta karI. bahAramAM Ama bhogavatA dekhAya no bhogave kone? paradravyane bhogave? AhAhA.! paradravyane to ajJAnI paNa bhogavI zakato nathI. AhAhA...! ajJAnI bhogave to rAgadveSane. parane to aDatoya nathI, aDI zakyo nathI koI di. AhAhA...! to jJAnIne kahe che ke, A rIte rAga vinA tenA phaLane bhogavato, dekhAya kharuM ne eTale ema kahyuM). AhAhA...! tene karma AsavatuM nathI, tene navA karma AvatA nathI. AhAhA.! adhikAra nirjarAno che ne? navA AvatA to nathI paNa jUnAM kharI jAya che. AhAhA...! 'Asava vinA AgAmI baMdha thato nathI... navA karma AvyA vinA navo baMdha thato nathI. AvatA nathI tyAM vaLI baMdha kyAMthI thayo? A...hA...hA...! jyAM svasvabhAva dariyo bharyo che AnaMdano, AnaMdanA jaLathI bharelo sAgara prabhu, enI AgaLa rAganI tucchatA lAgatA rAgano rasa ja UDI gayo che, paNa bhogave che ema vyavahAre kahevAya. tethI ene navuM karma AvatuM nathI. AhA! "Asava vinA AgAmI baMdha thato nathI ane udayamAM AveluM karma to potAno rasa daIne kharI ja jAya che..." A.hA..hA...! udaya Ave che paNa kharI jAya che. pUrvamAM ajJAnabhAve bAMdhelA karma sattAmAM paDyA che. AhAhA.! e Ave che, AvavA chatAM vartamAna upayoga jeTalo kare te pramANe bhogave. jJAnIno upayoga to tenA pratye che nahi. AhAhA.! strIno artha Ave che ne bALa, strI ne puruSa ne. ema sattAmAM paDelA karma udayamAM AvyA, udayamAM AvyA paNa potApaNe jANato nathI. AhAhA...! ane ajJAnI potApaNe jANIne ene veda ane anubhave che. AhAhA...! emAM pAMca-pacAsa lAkha, karoDa, be karoDa paisA hoya, chokarA sArA thayA, nokara sArA kAma karatA hoya. A.hA...! phUlyAphUlyA dekhe ene ke ame phAlyAphUlyA. jharamAM! jheramAM phAlyAphUlyA che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- Apane I jhera lAge che.
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 uttara :- A zuM kahe che? juone! enA zeTha AvyA nahotA? "cImanabhAInA. "muMbaI. muMbaI! pacAsa karoDa rUpiyA, pacAsa karoDa! "kIlAcaMda devacaMda', "rAmadAsa'. enI vahu AvyA hatA, vahu jaina... vahu jena derAvAsI hatA) ane A vaiSNava. darzane AvyA, Ave to kharA ne ghare laI gayA hatA, paisA mUkyA hatA. paMdaraso ghare mUkayA hatA, ahIM hajAra mUkyA hatA. pacAsa karoDa rUpiyA, "muMbaI', A 'cImanabhAInA zeTha. AhAhA.! keTalI mArI dukAno ne keTalA mArA chokarAo raLAu ne keTalo huM phAlyophUlyo chuM! AhAhA.! emanA zeTha paNa paisAvALA che. jAmanagaranA. emane sADA traNa karoDanI pedAza che. dhULa. dhULanA DhagalA. marIne jo kyAMnA kyAM. AhAhA.! saMyogI cIja viyoga laI Ave. saMyogI cIja viyoga laIne ja Ave che. AhAhA...! are.re...! AhAhA.! prabhu to ema kahe che, prabhu! tuM to nityAnaMda prabhu cho ne! A paryAyano saMyoga thAya ene ame saMyoga kahIe chIe, kahe che. nirmaLa paryAya, hoM! AhAhA.! - trikALI nityAnaMda prabhu AnaMdanuM daLa, sukhano sAgara, amRtano moTo bhaMDArA AhAhA...! jenA bhaMDAranI khumArI AgaLa koI patto nahi evo amRtano sAgara! AhAhA...! enI pAse rAganI zI gaNatarI? heM? AhA...! ene ema lAge ke, kevA paisA thayA ne chokarAo raLAu ne jhera che badhA, AhAhA.! jheranA pyAlA hoMze karIne pIve che. mumukSu :- chokarAo karmI thayA. uttara :- karma thayA. AhAhA.! chokaro ja kono che te karmI ne dharmI AtmAne chokaro kevo ane AtmAne bApa kevo? AhAhA...! e to paraAtmA che, parazarIra che, zarIra jaDa paramANu che. AtmA para che, enI paryAya paramAM che, tAre ane ene che zuM? AhAhA...! I ja kahe che, "rAgadveSamoha vinA ja tenA phaLane bhogavato hovAthI tene karma AsravatuM nathI, Asava vinA AgAmI baMdha thato nathI ane udayamAM AveluM karma to potAno rasa daIne kharI ja jAya che.." kharI ja jAya che, ema pAchuM. ja! AhAhA...! caitanyahIralo jyAM hAtha Avyo ane A chokarA, ThIkarA, paisA ne hIrA, chokarA ne choDiyuM ne bAyaDI ne e badhA ThIkarA lAge che). hIro, A caitanyahIro aMdara paDyo che. AhAhA...! enI kiMmata AgaLa bIjA badhAnI kimata UDI gaI. AhAhA..! tethI mArApaNAmAM ene mIThAza rahI nahi. AhA.! tethI karma kharI jAya che. "kAraNa ke udayamAM AvyA pachI karmanI sattA rahI zake ja nahi." udayamAM AvyuM e to kharI ja jAya. kAM to e rAga-dveSa kare to navuM baMdhAya, na kare to amastu paNa kharI jAya ane amastu paNa kharI jAya. AhAhA...! "A rIte tene navo baMdha thato nathI ane udayamAM AveluM karma nirjarI gayuM tethI tene kevaLa nirjarA ja thaI." AhAhA...! "mATe samyagdaSTi virAgInA bhogopabhogane nirjarAnuM ja nimitta kahevAmAM Avyo che." nimitta eTale nirjarAnuM
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________________ gAthA 193 23 kAraNa, ema. karma khare che temAM A nimitta che ema nahi. bhogopabhoga nirjarAnuM ja kAraNa kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! e saMyoga Avyo e Avyo, pharIne saMyoga AvavAno nathI. rAga paNa Avyo e Avyo pharIne e rAga AvavAno nathI. pAkeluM phaLa jema DIMTIyethI saDIne gaLI jAya, paDI jAya ema jJAnIne karmano pAka AvIne saDIne gaLI jAya che. AhAhA...! AvI tattvanI vAta che. navarAza paNa na maLe. sAMbhaLavAnI navarAza na maLe e ruce ane zraddhe e to kyAM hatuM? AhAhA.! are..re...! TAIma cAlyA jAya che. mRtyunI samIpe (jAya. che). eka eka samaya jAya che e mRtyunI samIpe jAya che. dehanI (chUTavAnI) sthiti nakkI che ke A kSetre, A kALe, A samaye (chUTaze). AhAhA...! samyagdaSTi virAgInA bhogopabhogane nirjarAnuM nimitta kahevAmAM Avyo che. pUrva karma udayamAM AvIne tenuM dravya kharI gayuM..." A dravyanirjarAnI vAta che. dravyanirjarA eTale karmanA rajakaNo udaya AvyA, sattAmAM hatA I udaya AvyA, paryAya tarIke e kharI gayA. mumukSu :- mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInuM karma kharI gaya? uttara :- badhA ahIM to kharI gayA, ahIM to kahe che. AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa (badhA kharI gayA). jarI cAritramohano rAga Avyo, kIdhuM ne! paNa e paNa eno rasa nathI eTale UDI gayo. eno paNa kharekhara baMdha nathI. thoDo rasa ne sthiti, baMdha paDe enI gaNatarI nathI. AhAhA.! sarvathA pAcho baMdha nathI ema nathI. ahIM to atyAre samyagdarzana, enA jJAna ane AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa AkhI duniyAno svAda UDI gayo che. cakravartInA rAja paNa jene saDelAM taraNA lAge, indranA indrAsano paNa saDelAM mIMdaDAM, marI gayelA mIMdaDA saDelAM hoya ema lAge. AhAhA...! ajJAnIne to pAMca-pacIsa lAkhanI sAmagrI maLI tyAM to.. AhAhA.! hamaNAM ame caDatI DagarIe chIe, amAruM badhuM caDatuM che. AhAhA.! caDatuM che ke paDatuM che tane khabara nathI. AhAhA..! duniyAthI judI vAta che, bApu! AhAhA..! bhagavAna vItarAgano mArga ane duniyAnI rIta ne paddhati AkhI ugamaNe-AthamaNe phera che. AhA..! have bhAvanirjarAnuM svarUpa kahe che :-e dravyanirjarAnuM kahyuM. have bhAvanirjarA eTale? azuddhatA thoDI thAya jarI paNa e tarata kharI jAya, ema kahe che. jema olI sAmagrI Ave paNa e cAlI jAya che. enI sAthe saMbaMdha che nahi. ane bhAvanirjarA eTale dharmIne paNa jarI rAganuM vedana Ave paNa e vedana kharI jAya che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM. A to bahAramAM salavAI gayA. A kriyAkAMDa bhakti karI ne pUjA karI ne derAsara banAvyA ne mUrtio sthApI ne, oho.. jANe ame zuM karyuM pAMca-dasa lAkha kharcyu hoya emAM jANe AhAhA...! dhULeya karyuM nathI. karyuM nathI ema nahi, karyuM che, bhramaNA (karI che). mithyAtvane seve che. AhAhA...! bapore to traNa dithI cAle che ne? karmanI vAta. AhAhA..!
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________________ 24 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 hhhhhhhhhh (gAthA-194) atha bhAvanirjarAsvarUpamAveddayatidavve uvabhuMjute NiyamA jAyadi suhaM va dukkhaM vaa| taM suhadukkhamudiNNaM vedadi adha NijjaraM jaadi||194|| dravye upabhujyamAne niyamAjjAyate sukhaM vA duHkhaM vaa| tatsukhaduHkhamudIrNaM vedayate atha nirjarAM yaati||194|| upabhujyamAne sati hi paradravye, tannimittaH sAtAsAtavikalpAnatikramaNena vedanAyAH sukharupo vA duHkharUpo vA niyamAdeva jIvasya bhAva udeti / sa tu yadA vedyate tadA mithyAdRSTe: rAgAdibhAvAnAM sadbhAvena bandhanimittaM bhUtvA nirjIryamANo'pyanirjIrNaH san bandha eva syAt; samyagdRSTestu rAgAdibhAvAnAmabhAvena bandhanimittamabhUtvA kevalameva nirjIryamANo nirjIrNaH sannirjaraiva syaat| have bhAvanirjarAnuM svarUpa kahe che - vastu taNe upabhoga nizcaya sukha nA dukha thAya che, e udita sukhadukha bhogave pachI nirjarA thaI jAya che. 194. gAthArtha - dravya 35mumAne 1 vastu bhogavavAmAM AvatAM, [ surad vA yuH vA] sukha athavA duHkha [ niyama ] niyamathI [ gAyate ] utpanna thAya che; [ hatI ] udaya thayelA arthAt utpanna thayelA [ tat suravaduHvam ] te sukhaduHkhane | vevyakta ] vede cheanubhave che, [ atha ] pachI [ nirnarAM yAti ] te (sukhaduHkharUpa bhAva) nirjarI jAya che. TakA - paradravya bhogavavAmAM AvatAM, tenA nimitte sukharUpa athavA duHkharUpa jIvano bhAva niyamathI ja udaya thAya che arthAt utpanna thAya che, kAraNa ke vedana zAtA ane azAtA-e be prakArone atikramatuM nathI (arthAt vedanA be prakAranuM ja che-zAtArUpa ane azAtArUpa.) jyAre te sukharUpa athavA duHkharU5) bhAva vedAya che tyAre mithyAdRSTine, rAgAdibhAvonA sadUbhAvathI baMdhanuM nimitta thaIne te bhAva) nirbharatAM chatAM kharekhara) nahi nirja thako, baMdha ja thAya che; paraMtu samyagdaSTine, rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI baMdhanuM nimitta thayA vinA kevaLa ja nirjarato hovAthI kharekhara) nirbharyo thako, nirjarA ja thAya che.
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________________ gAthA-194 25 bhAvArtha :- paradravya bhogavatAM, karmanA udayanA nimitte jIvane sukharUpa athavA duHkharUpa bhAva niyamathI utpanna thAya che. mithyASTine rAgAdikane lIdhe te bhAva AgAmI baMdha karIne nijara che tethI tene nirja kahI zakAto nathI; mATe mithyASTine paradravya bhogavatAM baMdha ja thAya che. samyagdaSTine rAgAdika nahi hovAthI AgAmI baMdha karyA vinA ja te bhAva nirjarI jAya che tethI tene nirja kahI zakAya che; mATe samyagdaSTine paradravya bhogavatAM nirjarA ja thAya che. A rIte samyagdaSTine bhAvanirjarA thAya che. gAthA-194 upara pravacana 194. dabbe uvabhujuMte NiyamA jAyadi suhaM va dukkhaM vaa| taM suhadukkhamudiNNaM vedadi adha NijjaraM jaadi||194|| vastu taNe upabhoga nizcaya sukha nA dukha thAya che, e udita sukhadukha bhogave pachI nirjarA thaI jAya che. 194. TiIkA:- "padravya bhogavavAmAM AvatAM,... paradravya bhogavavAmAM AvatAM. paradravya bhogavI zakAtA nathI. chatAM lokonI najaruM che e najarathI vAta kare che. AhAhA...! lokonI najara ema che ke, A khAya. lyo A khAya che ne? ApaNe A lADavA khAya, A pattaraveliyA khAya che. cUramAnA lADavAnA baTakA bhare che ne pattaraveliyA khAya che, A kerIno rasa pIve che, pUrI ne rasa khAya che. ajJAnI duniyA e rIte mAne ne e dRSTithI vAta karI che. loko jove e apekSAe. AhAhA...! "padravya bhogavavAmAM AvatAM, tenA nimitte sukharUpa athavA duHkharUpa jIvano bhAva niyamathI ja udaya thAya che...." o.ho.ho..! zuM kahe che? dharmIne paNa jArI rAga ane dveSanuM vedana AvI jAya che. e Ave che evuM kharI jAya che. Ave, eka samaya thayuM tyAM) kharI jAya che paNa pahelAMmAM e jaDanirjarAnI vAta hatI, A bhAvanirjarAnI vAta che. AhAhA.! have ahIM badhe javuM ne ahIM pahoMcavuM. bAyaDI, chokarAne sAcavavA, dhaMdho karavo ke A karavuM? AhAhA.! I to karI rahyo che, bhAI! anAdikALathI jheranA pyAlA pIdhA che. AhAhA..! are.. bhAI! Avo avasara kyAre maLe? bhAI! emAM vItarAganuM sAcuM tattva, paramasatya kAne paDe. AhAhA...! tuM A cho, tuM rAga nahi, tuM zarIra nahi, tuM karma nahi, tuM alpajJa nahi. AhAhA..!
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________________ 26 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 prabhu! tuM pUro cho. AhAhA.! zuM AvyuM nahi oluM? prabhu mere tuma saba vAte pUrA AvyuM nahotuM? paMDitajIe gAyuM. prabhu mere tuma saba vAte pUrA, para kI Aza kahAM kare prItama' vhAlA prabhu! tuM parano prema kyAM kare cho? kemake kaI vAte adhUrA? prItamano prazna karyo hato ne? punamacaMde, vhAlA, vhAlA. AhAhA.! para kI Aza kahAM kare prItama? tuma kahAM adhUrA?" kaI vAte prabhu! tuM adhUro cho? AhAhA.! emAM vaLI zarIra kAMIka rUpALA maLe, A paisA kAMIka pAMca-pacIsa lAkha thAya, chokarA sArA thAya, sArA eTale A karmI, chokarAnI vahu kAMIka sArI Ave... thaI rahyuM, marI gayA. marIne nigodamAM jAya, narake jAya. ara.2.2...! prabhu! tArI pIDA teM sAMbhaLI nathI, prabhu! AhA! ane tAro AnaMda paNa teM sAMbhaLyo nathI. tArAmAM AnaMda bharyo che. AhAhA...! ThasoThasa sukhanA sAgaranA pANIthI bharelo ThasoThasa cho. AhA...! tArA AnaMdane mATe apUrNatA, viparItatA to nathI paNa apUrNatA nathI, prabhu AhAhA...! kaI vAte adhUro? zuM puruSArthathI adhUro cho? puruSArthathI pUro cho. jJAnathI adhUro cho? AhAhA...! AnaMdathI adhUro cho? zAMtithI adhUro cho? svacchatAthI adhUro cho? prabhutAthI adhUro cho? AhAhA...! kaI vAte adhUrA? prabhu! tuma saba vAte pUro. AhAhA...! e rIte jJAnIne jyAM jarI rAga Ave. che? tyAM sukha-duHkha thAya. niyamathI ja udaya thAya..." jarI sukha-duHkhanuM vedana Ave. AhAhA...! kAraNa ke vedana zAtA ane azAtA-e be prakArone atikramatuM nathI..." aMdaramAM e zAtA (eTale) sukhanI kalpanA, duHkha zAtA-azAtA to saMyoga Ape che paNa saMyogamAM ahIM sukha-duHkhanI kalpanA levI. AhAhA...! zAtA-azAtA kaMI sukhaduHkha UpajAvatI nathI. e to saMyoga che. saMyogamAM enuM lakSa jAya che eTale jarIka zAtA-azAtA, sukha-duHkhanI kalpanA jJAnIne paNa thAya che. thAya che chatAM e thaI bhegI kharI jAya che. AhA.! bhAvanirjarA thaI jAya che. AhA.! che? kAraNa ke vedana zAtA ane azAtA-e be prakArone atikramatuM nathI (arthAt vedana be prakAranuM ja che-zAtArUpa ane azAtArUpa)... AhAhA...! have e kayAre vedana thAya, e (vizeSa kaheze) (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva) pravacana naM. 271 gAthA-194, zloka-134 budhavAra, aSADha vada 2, tA. 11-07-1979 'samayasAra 194 gAthA che ne? enI TIkA. paradravya bhogavavAmAM AvatAM..." eka bAju ema kahe ke paradravyane to aDI zakAya nahi, bhogavAya nahi ane ahIMyAM ema kahe, paradravyane (bhogavavAmAM AvatAM). kAraNa ke pahelI gAthAmAM AvyuM hatuM ke, indriyathI
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________________ gAthA 14 27 saceta, aceta dravyone bhogavatAM jJAnIne dravyakarmanI jaDanI nirjarA thAya che, jaDa dravyanI nirjarA), A bhAvanI ( nirjarA kahe che). e nimittathI kathana (che). loko bhALe e apekSAe. savamo miMDhiyeSTi saceta, acetano bhoga ema kIdhuM. ahIM ema kahyuM. Ama eka bAju kahe ke, eka dravya bIjA dravya vacce atyaMta abhAva che). enI paryAya ane paryAya vacce paNa atyaMta abhAva che). koInI paryAya koIne aDe nahi. e to trIjI gAthAmAM AvI gayuM, trIjI gAthA. dareka dravya potAnA guNo ane paryAyanA, potAnA dharma, tene cUMbe, tene sparze, aDe paNa anya dravyanA koIpaNa paryAya, guNane bIjuM dravya cUMbe nahi, aDe nahi, sparze nahi. ahIMyAM nimittathI kathana che. loko jove che ne e apekSAe. padravya bhogavavAmAM AvatAM..." eTale ke paradravya tarapha jarI lakSa jatAM tenA nimitte sukharUpa athavA duHkharUpa jIvano bhAva." samyagdaSTine paNa, dharmIne paNa caitanyagauLo bhinna che, rAgathI paNa bhinna che evuM bhAna hovA chatAM bhAvarUpI jarI vedanA niyamathI thAya che. AhAhA.! karmanA udaya taraphanA jarI valaNamAM saheja sukha, duHkhanI kalpanA, AsaktinI asthiratAnI thAya che, niyamathI thAya che ema kahe che. AhAhA...! "utpanna thAya che, kAraNa ke vedana zAtA ane azAtA-e be prakArane atikramatuM nathI..." sukha kAM duHkhanI kalpanA bemAMthI eka kalpanA to hoya che, kahe che. jJAnIne paNa. AhA...! "arthAtu vedana be prakAranuM ja che - zAtArUpa ane azAtArUpa)." zAtA-azAtA che e to saMyoganuM nimitta che. kaMI sukha, duHkhanI kalpanAmAM e nathI. eTale emAM moha nimitta che. paNa ahIMyAM zAtA, azAtA taraphanuM lakSa che ethI zAtA, azAtAthI sukha-duHkha vedAya che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA.! samajANuM? nahitara zAtA, azAtAno udaya to saMyoga (che), basa ! saMyogI upAdAna svataMtra che paNa emAM nimitta zAtA, azAtAnuM che paNa bhogavavAmAM to sukha-duHkhanI kalpanA e kaMI zAtA, azAtAthI nathI. paNa tenA tarapha lakSa jAya che eTale e jAtanuM sukha, duHkha-zAtA, azAtAthI thayuM ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! e AvI gayuM ne? ApaNe bapore AvI gayuM. kAle nahi? paryAyadRSTine baMdha karIne paryAyane jovAnuM) sarvathA baMdha karIne parane jovAnI vAta to nahi paNa potAmAM je pAMca paryAya thAya - nArakI, manuSya, deva, tiryaMca ane siddha, e pAMca paryAyane paNa jovAnI AMkhyuM baMdha karIne. baMdha karIne eTale? "ughaDelA dravyArthikanaya vaDe ema bhASA che. pAchuM jovAnuM to rahe che ne? jovAnuM to pAchu paryAya rahe che. zuM kIdhuM samajANuM? paryAyane, badhI paryAyane jovAnuM baMdha karI daI ane ughaDeluM jJAna eTale ke jyAre paryAya taraphanuM valaNa gayuM tyAre tene dravya taraphanuM ughaDeluM jJAna ughaDyuM. kAraNa ke jovuM che to jJAnathI ne? kaMI dravya, dravyathI jovuM che, ema to che nahi. ethI ughaDelA jJAna vaDe. che to e paryAya paNa paryAyanI dRSTi baMdha karatAM ene svadravyane jovAnuM jJAna khIle ane ughaDe. AhAhA.! e ughaDelA jJAna
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________________ 28 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 vaDe jotAM pAMce paryAyo jovAmAM AvatI nathI. eka jIva ja, badhuM dravya ja dekhAya che. ahIMyAM kahe che ke, jJAnIne evuM dekhAya che chatAM jarI zAtA, azAtAnA saMyoganA kALamAM enuM lakSa jarI tyAM jAya che eTale jarI sukha-duHkhanI kalpanA vedana jarI thAya che, niyamathI thAya che ema kahyuM. bilakula thatuM nathI, ema nahi. AhAhA..! jema paradravyane to bilakula aDatuM nathI ema A sukha-du:khanI kalpanA jJAnIne paryAyamAM bilakula thatI ja nathI, ema nahi. paNa te thAya che te.. AhA..! vedAya che. che? - 'tyAre mithyAdRSTine,..' rAga upara prema hovAthI bhagavAna aMdara AnaMdano goLo chUTo che teno tene premano abhAva hovAthI. AhAhA..! rAgAdibhAvonA sadbhAvathI....' ajJAnIne to rAga thayA vinA rahe ja nahi, kahe che. sukha-du:khanI je kalpanA thaI temAM prema thayA vinA rahe ja nahi. AhAhA..! kalpanA to beyane thaI, 'caMdubhAI' ! beyane thaI che. paNa mithyAdRSTi eTale dravya svabhAvane nahi jonA2, paryAyane ja bhALanAra, tene rAgadveSane kAraNe te paryAyamAM sukhaduHkhanuM vedana je thayuM tenA baMdhanuM nimitta thAya che. ene rAgadveSane kA2Ne baMdhanuM nimitta thAya che, e cIja nahi. vedanamAM AvyuM emAM rAga-dveSane kA2Ne e baMdha(nuM nimitta thayuM). kAraNa ke e cIja jo baMdhanuM kAraNa thAya to samikatIne paNa thavuM joIe. samajANuM kAMI? 'sumanabhAI' AvuM jhINuM che. svarUpanuM jyAM, zuddha caitanya pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu, e dRSTimAM Avyo nathI, chatI jayavaMta cIja, chatI jayavaMta cIja dRSTimAM AvI nathI ane achatA rAgAdi bhAva, e dRSTimAM AvatA rAgadveSane kAraNe baMdhanuM kAraNa thAya che. samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! 'rAgAdibhAvonA sadbhAvathI baMdhanuM nimitta thaIne...' nimitta eTale kAraNa. (te bhAva) nirjaratAM chatAM..' eTale? ke, je kaMI sukha-duHkhanI kalpanA thaI e to nAza thaze ja. ajJAnIne paNa nAza thaze ane jJAnIne paNa nAza thaze. AhA..! kAraNa ke kSaNika eka samayanI paryAya che eTale nAza to thaze ja. jaDane nahi, hoM ! vedananI paryAyano. AhA..! baMdhanuM kAraNa thaI nirjaravA chatAM. eTale ke e rAga(nuM) jarI vedana AvyuM e kharI gayuM, kharI gayuM chatAM 'nahi nirjyo thako,... kemake tyAM rAgano prema che, eNe bhagavAnane bhALyA nathI. eTale rAgano prema chUTato nathI. e rAganA premane laIne e vedana che e kharI gayuM chatAM tene niryuM ema na kahevAya, tene baMdhana thayuM, kahe che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? '(kharekhara) nahi nirjyo thaka.... AhAhA..! nirjaravA chatAM nahi nirjyo thako. AhAhA..! e paryAyamAM Ave e paryAya to nAza thaze ja. jema jaDano udaya Ave ane kharI jaze ema A paNa kSaNika vedana AvIne kharI jaze. chatAM rAganI ekatAbuddhine laIne nirjarve chatAM tene niryo kahevAmAM Avato nathI. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM. nirjaratAM chatAM kharekhara nahi nirdo thako,... AhAhA..! baMdha ja thAya che;... ja che. ajJAnIne e
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________________ gAthA194 29 paryAyamAM jarI vedana AvyuM e to kharI ja jAya che. e vikRta avasthA eka samayanI kaMI bIje samaye rahetI nathI. kharI javA chatAM ajJAnIne te nirjoM nathI. kemake tenA pratye rAga hato te baMdhanuM kAraNa thaIne kharyuM che. AhAhA..! AvI jhINI vAtuM have. Aje baporano divasa che ne? sAMbhaLyuM che ne? 2:19 miniTe) paDavAnuM che, kahe che. loko cAre kora gabharAya gayA. kyAM paDaze.. kyAM paDaze? ahIM to kahe che ke, je samaye, je kSetre ane te kALe ajJAnInI dRSTi tyAM rAga upara che ethI vedanamAM sukhaduHkha AvatAM chatAM olA rAgane laIne nirdho, e vedana hatuM e kharI gayuM chatAM tene niryo kahevAto nathI. AhA..! kemake navuM baMdhana karIne kharyuM che. AhAhA..! AvI vAta che. Aje be vAge che. samAcAra to Avaze. e loko pAMca, dasa miniTe keTaluM cheTe che ne zuM che? jotA to haze. AhA..! ene jotA haze i, paNa mAro nAtha bhagavAna aMdara caitanyagoLo paDyo che (ene) sAMbhaLyo nathI. AhAhA..! chatI jayavaMta cIja to e che. bapore to kahyuM hatuM ne? Avaze bapore. paryAyacakSune baMdha karIne. pa2ne jovAnI vAta ja nahi. AhA..! 52ne jovAnuM baMdha karIne e to prazna ja nahi. AhAhA..! pravacanasAra' 114 gAthA. paryAyane jovAnuM baMdha karIne. nAkI, tiryaMca, manuSya, deva ne siddha. siddhaparyAyane jovAnuM paNa baMdha karI daIne. AhAhA..! ughaDelA jJAnathI. kAraNe pAchu jovuM che to paryAyathI ane paryAyanI AMkha to baMdha karI dIdhI, ema kIdhuM. e paryAyane jovAnI AMkha baMdha karI paNa potAne jovAnI AMkha khulI gaI. AhAhA..! i zabda che ne? kAle ghaNuM kahyuM hatuM. ughaDelA dravyane jonArA ughaDelA jJAna vaDe. AhAhA..! paryAyane jonArI AMkhyuM baMdha (karI). parane jovAnI vAteya na karI, are.....! AhAhA..! ke, AnA AvA zarIra che ne AnuM AvuM che ne AnuM AvuM AvuM che. AhA..! potAne be prakAre jovAmAM je hatuM emAM eka prakAranuM jovAnuM paryAyanuM baMdha karI daI... AhAhA..! paryAyacakSune baMdha karI daI, ughaDelA dravyanA jJAnathI, dravyArthiMkanayathI jovuM che e zAna ughaDyuM che. ahIM baMdha thayuM che. AhAhA..! A siddhAMta to, juo ! AhA..! aMta2mAM jotAM.. che to jovAnI paryAya, paNa paryAya paryAyane jove e baMdha karIne paryAya dravyane jove che. AhAhA..! ethI ene badhuM jIva bhAse che. pAMca paryAyo nahi, siddha paryAya nahi. AhAhA..! tyAM tene badhuM jIva bhAse che. ema ahIMyAM jIvane nahi bhAsanAro paryAyadRSTimAM rahelo.... AhAhA..! ene sukhaduHkhanuM, zAtAazAtAnuM vedana oLaMgatu nathI, eTale ke thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. chatAM te nirjaravA chatAM, thayA vinA rahetuM nathI ema nirjamAM vinA rahetuM nathI. AhAhA..! te samaya che e AvIne kharI jAya che. chatAM enI dRSTimAM prema, rAganI paryAyabuddhi paDI che. AhA..! e rAganI buddhine kAraNe vedanamAM AvyuM,
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________________ 30 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 kharI gayuM chatAM te ajJAnIne kharI nathI gayuM. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. ene nirjaravA chatAM, ema zabda che ne? kAraNa ke e to paryAya game tene hoya to eka samaya AvIne nAza ja thaI jAya. cAhe to abhavI hoya ke bhavI hoya, game te ho. AhA...! paryAya eka samayanI vikRta AvI e bIje samaye kyAMthI rahe? AhAhA...! zuM zailI ! saMtonI zailI... AhAhA...! e nirjaryo chatAM kharekhara (nahi) nirja thako, baMdha ja thAya che; kema? rAgAdi bhAvonA sadbhAvane kAraNe. AhA.! ene bhagavAna AtmAno prema nathI. anAkuLa AnaMdano sukhasAgaranuM pANI - jaLa, sukhanA sAgaranuM jaLa bharelo prabhu ! AhAhA...! tenI najare nahi hovAthI vedanamAM rAga ane dveSa karyA vinA raheto nathI. tethI te vedana kharI javA chatAM navo baMdha karIne jAya che mATe kahe che ke, te kharyo nathI. AhAhA...! AhAhA.! Avo mArga che. paraMtu..." have samyagdaSTi lya che. vedana to beyane che, kahe (che). AhA...! paryAyamAM zAtA, azAtAnuM nimitta che paNa e tarapha lakSa gayuM eTale zAtA-azAtA kIdhI. nahi to zAtA-azAtA kaMI sukhaduHkha Ape)? zAtAazAtA to saMyogamAM nimitta che paNa svabhAvika dRSTi nathI tethI saMyoga upara enuM lakSa jAya che. tethI zAtA-azAtA vedanIyathI sukhaduHkha thayuM ema kahIne e sukha-duHkhane nirjaryA chatAM ajJAnInI dRSTi tyAM che ethI navo baMdha karIne jAya che eTale nirjaryo nathI. jJAnIne... AhAhA.paryAyamAM sukha-duHkhanI AsaktinI apekSAe, hajI vItarAgatA thaI nathI... AhAhA...! ethI kahe che, paryAyamAM Ave eTaluM astitva siddha karyuM. AhAhA...! chatAM te paryAyamAM evuM AvavA chatAM samyagdaSTine rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI..." ene e sukhaduHkha pratyeno prema nathI. AnaMdano prema che ane AnaMdanI rucimAM e vedana uparanI buddhi ja uThI gaI che. paramAM sukhabuddhi che e buddhi nAza thaI gaI che ane svamAM sukha che te buddhi utpanna thaI che. AhA. ATalI badhI zaratuM che. tethI samyagdaSTine, rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI. ene rAga che ja nahi. vedana thayuM che paNa enA pratye rAga ja che nahi. AhAhA...! dRSTimAM bhagavAna varte che. pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu, jayavaMta cIja. jayavaMta cIja traNe kALe jayavaMta varte che. AhAhA! eno to traNe kALe jaya ja che, kahe che. AhAhA...! dRSTi kare ene. AhAhA...! "samyagdaSTine, rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI tenuM vedana AvavA chatAM tenA pratyeno Adara nathI. AhAhA...! Adara to ahIM bhagavAna upara che. svIkAra nathI. AhAhA...! prabhune jeNe svIkAryo che ane sukha-duHkhanA vedanano svIkAra ja nathI, kahe che. AhAhA.! ethI ene "rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI baMdhanuM nimitta thayA vinA" navo baMdha thayA vinA kevaLa ja nirjarato hovAthI..." "kevaLa' ane 'ja che. ema ke thoDuMka paNa
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________________ gAthA 14 baMdhana thAya che AmAM nathI lIdhuM. bIje ThekANe le. jJAnIne jeTale aMze nabaLAI che eTale aMze hajI baMdha che. jaghanya jJAnapaNe pariNamana che, dRSTimAM jaghanyapaNuM nathI. dRSTimAM to pUrNAnaMdano nAtha Ave che paNa pariNamanamAM jaghanyatA che, ochapa che eTale ene baMdhanuM kAraNa thAya che. AhAhA.! AsavamAM AvyuM ne? Asrava (adhikAranI) 171 gAthA. jaghanya pariNamana che. AhAhA.! ahIM e vAta nathI levI. ahIM to baMdhanuM nimitta thayA vinA kevaLa ja.' zabda che. che? che, juo saMskRta. saksirnarava racata' saMskRtamAM) chello zabda che. 'amRcaMdrAcArya. olAmAM ema che - 'nirnarava "sat vanya va racana "va" - "ja" che. ahIM paNa kahe che ke, "sannirnarava cA'. nirjarA ja che, nirjarA ja che. AhAhA.! saMskRtano chello zabda che. AhAhA.! A bhagavAnanI vANI che. saMto sAkSIthI jagatane jAhera kare che. AhAhA...! digaMbara munio... AhAhA! A kahevA TANe eno bhAva kevo che ! AhA.! che bhale vikalpa. TIkA to enI kriyA che ja nahi. AhA...! kahe che ke, vikalpa pratye paNa jene prema uDI gayo che. AhAhA...! rAgano rAga nathI, arAgI evA bhagavAnano prema che. AhAhA...! ethI (kahe che ke, kevaLa ja nirjarato hovAthI... AhAhA...! kevaLa ja nirjarA hovAthI "kharekhara) nirja thako, nirjarA ja thAya che." joyuM? nirjarA ja thAya che. AhAhA...! olAmAM paNa e che. nimitta-mUtvA vanameva nirvIryamALo nirvIrtha: sakrirnareva cA' beyamAM 'va' zabda che. A saMskRta TIkA. Avo upadeza. oluM to e zastra paDe e kyAre paDaze e to samayanuM haze. A to kahe che ke, jyAM aMdaramAM ghA paDyo... AhAhA...! rAgane dekhavAnI AM khyuM jyAM jovAnI baMdha karI dIdhI. AhAhA...! ane ughaDelA jJAna vaDe dravyane joyuM. AhAhA...! che to e ughaDeluM jJAna paNa paryAya, paNa paryAyane jovAnI AMkha baMdha karIne, paryAya vaDe dravyane joyuM. AhAhA...! tene to ekalI nirjarA ja che, kahe che. vedana AvyuM jarI topaNa nirjarA ja che. AhAhA! samajAya che? A to vItarAgI saMtonI vANI che. ekalI vItarAgatA ghoLI che. AhA...! bhAvArtha - "padravya bhogavatAM." mULamAM AvyuM hatuM kharuM ne. TIkAmAM AvyuM hatuM na? TIkAmAM ja che ne? "35mujamAne sati di padravya AhA.! (TIkAno) pahelo zabda che. e nimittathI kathana che. paradravyane to koI AtmA aDatoya nathI, ajJAnI ke jJAnI. AhA! paNa enuM lakSa tyAM jAya che eTale paradravyane bhogave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! paradravya tarapha lakSa jatAM potAnA bhAvanuM vedana Ave che tethI paradravyane bhogave che ema kahyuM. AhAhA. bAkI to paradravyane jovAnI vAteya baMdha karI dIdhI. bapore to vAta AvI hatI ne? gAthA bAkI che ne? paryAyanayanI AMkhyuM baMdha karI daIne. parane jovAnI AMkhyuMnI vAta ja nahi. AhAhA...!
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________________ 32 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 potAnI paryAyane jovAnI je vAta che, are...! bhale siddha paryAya hoya, sAdhakane nathI paNa siddhaparyAya thaze enuM paNa lakSa atyAre nathI. paryAya lakSa choDI daIne... AhAhA..! dravyane ughaDelA jJAna vaDe jotAM. AhAhA..! paryAyacakSu baMdha thaI che eTale dravyane jovAnuM jJAna ughaDyuM che. AhAhA..! samajAya che? tethI paradravyane bhogavatAM, ema nimittathI kathana che. 5radravya u52 lakSa jAya che eTale paradravyane bhogave che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA..! bAkI paradravyanI paryAya ane svadravyanI paryAya vacce to moTo killo che). 'niyamasAra'mAM Ave che. eka pherI rAtre kahyuM hatuM. AtmA nirbhaya che. 'niHThaMDo, niHdaMdo' Ave che. emAM evuM Ave che ke, AtmA mahA durga - killo che, jemAM paryAyano praveza nathI. evo je bhagavAna durgaM killo te abhaya, nirbhaya che. AhAhA..! bhagavAnaAtmA nirbhaya che. 'niyamasAra'mAM (43 mI gAthAmAM) Ave che, gAthAomAM Ave che ne? gidaMDo viMddo nimyo' AhAhA..! e durga killo jemAM paryAyano praveza nathI to rAganI to vAta ja zuM karavI? kahe che. AhAhA..! evo e bhagavAna nirbhaya prabhu che. nirjarAno je niHzaMka ane nirbhayatA e paryAyamAM che, A vastumAM che. zuM kIdhuM? samajANuM? nirjarAmAM je niHzaMka kahyuM eno artha nirbhaya kahyo, e paryAyamAM che. A to vastu ja nirbhaya che to paryAyamAM nirbhayatA Ave che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? paradravya bhogavatAM, karmanA udayanA nimitte jIvane sukharUpa athavA duHkharUpa bhAva niyamathI utpanna thAya che.' ATaluM ahIM mUkayuM. zAtAazAtAnuM na mUkyuM. niyamathI utpanna thAya che.' mithyAdRSTi ke samyagdaSTine, beyane. beyane. AhAhA..! mithyAdaSTine rAgAdine lIdhe...' paryAyabuddhimAM rAganI rucinA premamAM paDyo te bhAva AgAmI baMdha karIne nirjare che...' e vedanano bhAva navuM baMdhana karIne khare che. AhAhA..! ethI kharekhara khare che ema kahevAtuM nathI. nirjare chatAM nirjarA kahevAtuM nathI. AhAhA..! tethI tene nirjyo kahI zakAto nathI,...' che? AgAmI baMdha karIne nirjare che tethI tene niryo kahI zakAto nathI; mATe mithyAdRSTine padravya bhogavatAM baMdha ja thAya che.' AhAhA..! 5dravya bhogavatAM eTale paradravyanA lakSamAM AvatAM e bhAvane bhogavatA baMdha ja thAya che, ema. AvI jhINI vAtuM. kriyAkAMDanA rasiyAne ekAMta lAge, cAre kora rADyuM pADe che. 'sonagaDha' ekAMta che, ekAMta che, ekAMta che. pADe, rADyuM pADe to enI pAse rahyuM. AhA..! mumukSu :- gharamAM lagana hoya ene na khabara hoya to 2ADyuM pADe. - uttara :- enI paryAyanuM bhASAnuM tyAM pariNamana hoya. e samayanI paryAya ja pariNamananI hoya emAM i zuM kare? e to potAnA bhAvane kare, bhASA to (zuM kare)? AhAhA..! AvI vAta AkarI paDe. i karatAM vrata karavA ne tapasyA karavI ne apavAsa karavA, bhakti karavI, maMdira karavA, pAMca-pacAsa lAkhanA dAna devA eka hAre badhuM. (e badhuM saheluM lAge).
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________________ 33 gAthA 194 eka jaNAno kAgaLa Avyo che. TrasTa upara kAgaLa che. gAmamAM amAruM eka ja ghara che digaMbaranuM, zvetAMbaranA 35 ghara che. maMdira nathI. caityAlaya karAvo. "sonagaDha'nA TrasTa taraphathI amane madada maLavI joIe. kaho, have paisAnI madada mAMge. "nimaca che, "nimaca gAma. kAle Avyo che. kaho, have ahIMthI paisAnI madada mAge. AhAhA...! ahIM to kahe che ke, rAgano zubhabhAva, enI paNa madada iccha... AhAhA...! te karmabaMdhanane kare che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- "sonagaDha dharmanuM kalpavRkSa che. uttara :- paisA ApanAra "rAmajIbhAI pAse paisA paDyA che. atyAre to "rAmajIbhAI pramukha tarIke kartA-hartA che ne? enI pAse mAMge. AhA...! nAma che emAM kAMIka, mukhya mANasa. mumukSu :- sonagaDha pAse ghaNA paisA che evI AbarU che. uttara - vAta sAcI. are..! prabhu ! AbarU bApA ! kone kahevAya? AhAhA.! AbarUnI paryAya bApA ! enI sAmuM jovuM nathI. AhAhA...! Aje bapore pharIne Avaze. 114 gAthA. paradravyane to jovAnI vAta ja mUkI de, kahe che. tArAmAM paryAya ane dravya be che, emAM paryAyacakSu baMdha karI de. pachI paryAyane ughADavAnuM pachI kaheze. pahelI paryAyacakSu baMdha karIne dravyacakSane (ughADI jo). pachI kaheze, dravyacakSu baMdha karIne paryAyane jo. eTale zuM? je samyakajJAna thayuM che e dvArA paryAyane jo. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- beya AMkhathI to AtmAno sAro (Akho) vaibhava najara Ave. uttara :- beya AMkhathI to pramANa jaNAya, e paNa Avaze. emAM paryAyano niSedha Avato nathI mATe pramANa te pUjya nathI. "caMdubhAI Ave che ne? AhAhA...! Avaze. beya AMkhathI jovuM. e to jJAna karAvavA Avaze. paNa paheluM dravyanuM jJAna karAvyuM ane paryAyanuM jJAna thAya, e beyane jove to ene pramANajJAna kahevAya. paNa jyAM hajI dravya pote ja zuM che? AhA! svane jANyA vinA parane jANavAno vikAsa ughaDyo ja na hoya. AhAhA...! svane jANyA vinA parane jANavAno vikAsa ughaDyo ja na hoya. ane jANatA parane jANavAno vikAsa ughaDelo hoya che. AhAhA.! AkarI vAta che, bhAI ! AhAhA.! juone A bapore paDavAnuM che eTale lokomAM gabharATa... gabharATa thaI gayo che. ahIM gAmamAM paNa kahe che ema thaI gayuM che. bhAvanagara' paDavAnuM che to ahIM Ave to? sAruM khAya lyo! kaho ! khAvuM hoya I khAya lyo. mumukSu :- "sonagaDhamAM to dRSTino boMba phoDe to mithyAtvano bhUkko thaI jAya. uttara :kAMI navI cIja che ja kyAM bahAramAM? AhAhA...! jene rAga aDato nathI ene paradravyane aDavuM e vAta (kyAMthI hoya)? abhavIne paNa paradravya aDatuM nathI. AhAhA.! AvI cIja che. moMghI paDe paNa prabhu karyo chUTako che. A karyA vinA bhavanA bhramaNanA aMta
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 nahi Ave). AhAhA...! e narakanA duHkho. AhAhA...! kevuM "viSapahAra'? heM? "viSapahAra'. kevA muni? "vAdirAja. "vAdirAja munine jyAre zarIramAM koDha (thayo) che pachI bhagavAnanI stuti kare che. prabhu ! huM gayA kALanA duHkhane jyAM saMbhAruM chuM tyAM mane ghA vAge che. "caMdubhAI viSapahAra' stuti che ne? AcArya che. koDha zarIramAM thayo che, pachI to kudaratI zarIra badalI jAya che. ema kahe che, prabhu ! AhAhA...! huM gayA kALanA naraka ane nigodanA duHkhane jyAM yAda karuM chuM tyAM AyuSanA... zuM kahevAya? Ayudha... Ayudha. Ayudhano ghA vAge che, prabhu ! emAM mane paramAM hoMzuM kyAMthI Ave? narakanI dasa hajAra varSanI sthitinuM eka kSaNanuM duHkha, ahIM eka agni, tApa Akaro Ave tyAM paMkhA nAkho, havA nAkho. ara..2.2...! ethI to anaMta anaMta guNI pIDA pahelI narake (bhogavI). bhAI ! agnithI zekAya gayelo ane AyuSya tUTe nahi, AyuSya pUruM thAya nahi. bhAI ! evA te tetrIsatetrIsa sAgara kADhyA che, bApA ! e zItavedanA... AhAhA. jemAM lAkha maNano loDhAno goLo, luhAranA juvAna chokarAe ghaDI ghaDIne majabUta karyo hoya e sAtamI narakanA nArakInI zItavedanAmAM lAkha maNano goLo mUko topaNa eka ghaDIe jema ghI ogaLI jAya (ema ogaLI jAya). AhAhA...! agninA jema... zuM kahevAya che? agninuM. phoTADo ! agninA phoTArAmAM jema agni mUke ema tyAM eka kSaNamAM lAkha maNano loDhAno goLo zItanI vedanAmAM ogaLIne gaLI jAya che. prabhu ! teM tetrIsa sAgara anaMtA tyAM kADhyA che. AhA..hA...! mumukSu - munio evI paryAyane yAda karatA haze? uttara :- AmAM yAda kare che. pote vairAgya mATe yAda kare che. vairAgya mATe kare che ne. AhAhA...! amane kyAMthI paramAM hoMza Ave? prabhu ! ema. ame AvA duHkhane jyAM yAda karIe chIe tyAM koIpaNa AbarU, vakhANa kare, prazaMsA kare, amAruM mana tyAM kayAMya jAya nahi. kyAMya kheMcAtuM nathI, lalacAtuM nathI, AhA...! ema kahe che. e to vairAgI muni saMta che. e to jarI rAjAne kahevAya gayuM hatuM ke, tamArA gurune to koDha che. AvA tamArA guru koDha(vALA)? guru AvA pavitra kahevAya ene koDha? zrAvaka kahe, mahArAja ! mArA gurune koDha nathI, ema bolAya gayuM. AhAhA.! eNe guru pAse jaIne) kahyuM, prabhu ! mArAthI Ama bolAya gayuM che. bApu ! sAruM thAze. bhagavAnano mArga che. AhAhA...! pachI Ama stuti upADI. prabhu ! tame jyAM padhAro tyAM deva AvIne tamArI mAtAnI evI sthiti kare jANe Ama palaMgamAM sUvADyA hoya, beThA hoya ane tame je gAmamAM Avo te gAmamAM sonAnA gaDha ane ratananA kAMgarA thAya, prabhu ! ane tamArI A stuti karIe ane A zarIramAM AvuM rahe. prabhu ! na rahI zake. e.I...! AhAhA...! ane kudarate puNyano yoga eTale banyuM. hai? mumukSu :- bhagavAna maTADavA na AvyA?
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________________ zloka-134 35 uttara :- mAre to e kahevuM hatuM, enA duHkho. ahIM jarIka anukULatA maLe emAM) Ama lalacAya jAya che. prabhu ! zuM che tane? tyAMnI pIDAnI vAta yAda karIe tyAM kahe, Ayudha vAge che, prabhu ! AhAhA...! amane bIjI vAtamAM have zI rIte goThe ? kahe che. AhA.! AvA du:khane jyAM ame yAda karIe chIe tyAM amane anukULatAnA DhagalA kheMcI jAya ane lalacAya jAya (ema kema bane ema kahe che. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, "samyagdaSTine... AhAhA.! "rAgAdika nahi hovAthI AgAmI baMdha karyA vinA ja te bhAva nirI jAya che tethI tene nirjaryo kahI zakAya che..." olAne nijara che chatAM baMdha kare che mATe nirjarA kahI zakAtI nathI. Ane to nirjarA kahI zakAya che. vedana jarI thayuM e chUTI jAya che. chUTya i chUTyuM che. AhAhA. samyagdaSTine paradravya bhogavatAM nirjarA ja thAya che. A rIte samyagdaSTine bhAvanirjarA thAya che." lyo ! pahelI gAthAmAM dravyanirjarAnI (vAta) hatI, bIjI bhAvanirjarAnI (kahI). zloka-134 (manuSyama) tajjJAnasyaiva sAmarthya virAgasyaiva vA kil| yatko'pi karmabhiH karma bhUjjAno'pi na bdhyte||134|| have AgaLanI gAthAonI sUcanArUpa zloka kahe che : zlokArtha:- [vita ] kharekhara [ tat sAmarthya ] te (AzcaryakAraka) sAmarthya [ jJAnaca 94 ] jJAnanuM ja che [ vA ] athavA [ virA Ica va ] virAganuM ja che [ ] ke [va: bapi ] koI samyagdaSTi jIva) [ karma mujJAna: pa ] karmane bhogavato chato [ miH na vadhyate ] karmothI baMdhAto nathI! (ajJAnIne te Azcarya upajAve che ane jJAnI tene yathArtha jANe che) 134.
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 zloka-134 upara pravacana 134 kaLaza. | (anuSTrama) tajjJAnasyaiva sAmarthya virAgasyaiva vA kil| yatko'pi karmabhiH karma bhUjjAno'pi na bdhyte||134|| kharekhara te (AzcaryakAraka) sAmarthya..." ti sAmarthya ema che ne? te (AzcaryakAraka) sAmarthya." [jJAnaca vI AhAhA.! AtmAnuM che e to. AhAhA.! caitanya bhagavAna AnaMdano sAgara, ekalA sukhanA sAgaranA nIrathI bharelo. A sAgaramAM pANI bharyuM che ane ahIM sukhano sAgara, sukha bharyuM che. AhAhA...! atIndriya AnaMdanA nIrathI bharelo bhagavAna... AhAhA...! enA jJAnanuM ja e badhuM mAhAbhya che. AhAhA...! e badhuM AtmAnA svabhAvanuM mAhAsya che athavA virAganuM ja che..." para taraphano vairAgya, puNya ane pApanA bhAvathI virakta ane svabhAvamAM rakta. ajJAnI svabhAvathI virakta ane puNya-pApamAM rakta (che). dRSTi gulAMTa khAya che. AhAhA...! samyagdaSTi svabhAvamAM rakta ane puNya-pApanA beya bhAvathI virakta ene vairAgya kahIe. bahAranA dukAna, bAyaDI, chokarA choDIne beTho mATe vairAgI che, ema nahi. zubha ane azubha rAgathI je vairAgya kare che, emAMthI raktapaNuM choDI phle che. AhAhA.! ene jJAnI ane vairAgI kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA.! AvI vAta che. kharekhara." titva sAmarthya te AzcaryakAraka) sAmarthya jJAnanuM ja che athavA virAganuM ja che." [va: ma]i "koI (samyagdaSTi jIva." [rma mukjhAnaH | 'karmane bhogavato chato...... AhAhA.! janetAne nagna dekhatAM jema lAjI jAya che ema samakitI paravastune bhogavatA lAja pAmI jAya che. tenA taraphanA AzrayamAM lAja pAmI jAya che. are.re....! A zuM? AhAhA.! jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! mAraga bahu jhINo che. oluM nahotuM thayuM? "gAMdhI". nauAkhalI dezamAM nahi? musalamAno hinduone evuM nukasAna karatAM ke, cAlIsa varSanI mA ane vIsa varSano chokaro, bene nAgA karIne (bhIDave). are... prabhu! jamIna mAraga Ape to samAya jaIe. A zuM kare che? AhAhA...! ema dharmIne paradravya pratyeno prema evo uDI gayo che. AhAhA! ke jenA AtmAnA prema ADe, parathI to puNya-pApanA vikalpathI paNa jene vairAgya thaI gayo che. AhAhA...! I gAthA kaheze. jJAna ane vairAgyanuM sAmarthya kahe che ne? eno A kaLaza che I upodyAta che. koI samyagdaSTi jIva) karmane bhogavato chato karmothI baMdhAto nathI" I "karma' zabda
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________________ zloka-134 jarI rAga Ave che chatAM tyAM rAgano prema nathI eTale baMdhAto nathI. bhASA karmanI lIdhI che. '(ajJAnIne te Azcarya upajAve che ane jJAnI tene yathArtha jANe che).' ajJAnIne Azcarya thAya ke, AhAhA...! cha khaMDanuM rAja, ATalo bhoga ane kAMI nahi? ane ame mahAvrata dhArI, hajAro rANI choDIne beThA hoya amane hajI vairAgya paNa nahi? bApu! A vastu evI (che). zubha-azubha bhAvathI khasI jatAM svabhAvamAM astitvamAM jatAM zubhAzubha bhAvamAM nAstipaNuM AvatAM je vairAgya thAya tene vairAgya kahe che. AhA.hA! vizeSa kaheze.. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) rAtre (carcAmAM) kahela ke paisAvALA bahu to pazumAM javAnA... eno artha ke jene dharama nathI, jene sasamAgamamAM, zAstranA zravaNa-mananamAM 2-4 kalAka gALavA joIe e gALato nathI, ethI ene puchyuM nathI; dharama to ekakora rahyo! je bhagavAna AtmA anaMtaguNano piMDa prabhu che enI samyagdarzananI pratItirUpa dharama nathI tene 24 kalAka paisAmAM A...A...A.... hoLI saLagyA ja kare che. paisAnI hoLImAM Akho di ekaluM pApa pApa ho! dharama to nathI ne ekaluM pApA ene puSya nathI. mATe haMmezA 2-4 kalAka zAstrazravaNa-vAMcana, deva-darzana, sAMbhaLavuM-sasamAgama karavo-evuM to jene 24 kalAkamAM nathI ene to ekaluM pApa che, ane te madhyama pApa che eTale tiryaMcamAM javAnA AhAhAatyAre raLI laIe, pachI dharama karIzuM-ema mAne paNa atyAre eTale zuM? pApa atyAre karI laIe, pachI puNya-dharama karIzuM. ISTopadezamAM to tyAM lagI kahyuM che ke koI mANasa zarIre kAdava copaDIne pachI kUvo khodIne pANIthI snAna karIzuM ema kahe, ema pahelAM paisA raLI laIe ne pachI dAna karIzuM! dAna karavA mATe pahelAM pApa kare che ne puNyanI pachI vAta che. pahelAM zarIrane mela lagADIye pachI kUvo khodIne pANI kADhIne snAna karIzuMAhAhA! kyAre kUvo khode ne kyAre pANI nIkaLeenuM kAMI ThekANuM zuM thAyA vicAra karyo che ke have pachIno anaMtakALa kyAM gALavo che? arerA ethI to AcAryadeve kahyuM che ke puNyathI vaibhava maLe, vaibhavamAMthI mada maLe-mada thAya, madathI mati bhraSTa thAya, mati bhraSTathI DhoramAM jAya-tiryaMcamAM jAya. kAraNa ke Arya mANasane dArU-mAMsa to hoya nahIM. AhAhAhA! Atmadharma aMka-1, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ 38 gAthA-195 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 atha jJAnasAmarthyaM darzayati jaha visamuvabhuMjaMto vejjo puriso Na maraNamuvayAdi / poggalakammassudayaM taha bhuMjadi Neva bajjhade NANI / / 195 / / yathA viSamupabhujjAno vaidyaH puruSo na maraNamupayAti / pudgalakarmaNa udayaM tathA bhuMkte naiva badhyate jJAnI / / 195 / / yathA kazcidviSavaidyaH pareSAM maraNakAraNaM viSamupabhujjAno'pi amoghavidyAsAmarthyena niruddhatacchaktitvAnna mriyate, tathA ajJAninAM rAgAdibhAvasadbhAvena bandhakAraNaM pudgalakarmodayamupabhujjAno'pi amoghajJAnasAmarthyAt rAgAdibhAvAnAmabhAve sati niruddhatacchaktitvAnna badhyate jJAnI / have jJAnanuM sAmarthya batAve che : jyama jheranA upabhogathI paNa vaidya jana marato nathI, tyama karmaudayo bhogave paNa jJAnI baMdhAto nathI. 195. gAthArtha :- [ cacA ] jema [ vaidyaH puruSaH ] vaidya puruSa [ viSam 35mukhkhAna: ] viSane bhogavato arthAt khAto chato [ maraLam na upayAti ] maraNa pAmato nathI, [ tathA ] tema [ jJAnI ] zAnI [ punnanarmanaH ] pudgalakarmanA [ varSa ] udayane [ muMnne ] bhogave che topaNa [ na va vadhyate ] baMdhAto nathI. TIkA :- jema koI viSavaidya, bIjAonA maraNanuM kAraNa je viSa tene bhogavato chato paNa, amogha (rAmabANa) vidyAnA sAmarthya vaDe viSanI zakti rokAI gaI hovAthI, marato nathI, tema ajJAnIone rAgAdibhAvonA sadbhAvathI baMdhanuM kAraNa je pudgalakarmano udaya tene jJAnI bhogavato chato paNa, amogha jJAnanA sAmarthya dvArA rAgAdibhAvono abhAva hotAM (-hoIne) karmodayanI zakti rokAI gaI hovAthI, baMdhAto nathI. bhAvArtha :- jema vaidya maMtra, taMtra, auSadha Adi potAnI vidyAnA sAmarthyathI viSanI ma2Na karavAnI zaktino abhAva kare che tethI viSa khAvA chatAM tenuM maraNa thatuM nathI, tema jJAnIne
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________________ gAthA 195 jJAnanuM sAmarthya evuM che ke karmodayanI baMdha karavAnI zaktino abhAva kare che ane tethI karmanA udayane bhogavavA chatAM jJAnIne AgAmI karmabaMdha thato nathI. A pramANe samyajJAnanuM sAmarthya kahyuM. pravacana naM. 272 gAthA-195, 196 guruvAra, aSADha vada 3, tA. 12-07-1979 samayasAra 195 gAthA. jaha visamuva jaMto vejjo puriso Na maraNamuvayAdi / poggalakammassudayaM taha bhuMjadi Neva bajjhade nnaannii||195|| jayama jheranA upabhogathI paNa vaidya jana marato nathI, tyama karmaudayo bhogave paNa jJAnI baMdhAto nathI. 195. TIkA :- jema koI viSavaidya, bIjAonA maraNanuM kAraNa bIjAo jo khAya to marI jAya evuM jhera. je viSa tene bhogavato chato paNa, amogha (rAmabANa) vidyAnA sAmarthya vaDe..." amogha vidyA, saphaLa vidyA, rAmabANa vidyA. e vidyAnA prayogathI vaidya jheramAM maravAnuM che e rahe nahi. vidyAnA sAmarthya vaDe viSanI zakti rokAI gaI..." che. jheranI zakti tyAM rokAya jAya che. A to dagaMta che. "marato nathI, tema ajJAnIone rAgAdibhAvonA sadbhAvathI baMdhanuM kAraNa..." ema kahyuM hatuM ne paheluM? "viSavaidya bIjAonA maraNanuM kAraNa..." ema kahyuM hatuM. ema ajJAnIne) AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAdanI khabara nathI, atIndriya AnaMda prabhu che enI ene khabara nathI. evA ajJAnIone "rAgAdibhAvonA sadUbhAvathI baMdhanuM kAraNa je pudgalakarmano udaya. AhA.! tene jJAnI bhogavato chato..." bhASA samajAvavA to ema kahe ne? bAkI kharekhara to dharma evI cIja che ke AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAdamAM ene rAgAdi Ave e badho jJAnIne jhera jevo lAge che. AhAhA.! dharma cIja koI evI che. sAdhAraNa koI vAta nathI ke dayA pALI ne vrata karyA ne apavAsa karyA (eTale) thaI gayo dharma. dharama to dharmI evo je AtmA, ene sparzIne je jJAna ne AnaMda Ave e jJAna ane AnaMdanA baLathI ajJAnIne je karma bhogavatA baMdha thAya... AhA...! tene jJAnI bhogavato chato..." AhA! "chato paNa, amogha jJAnanA sAmarthya..." olAmAM amogha vidyAnuM sAmarthya hatuM. AmAM amogha jJAnanuM sAmarthya (lIdhuM). AhA...! e jJAnanuM sAmarthya eTale? caitanya svabhAva pUrNa AnaMda ane pUrNa jJAna ne pUrNa vItarAga svarUpa, evuM je anubhavamAM AvyuM che e anubhavanA sAmarthyanA baLa vaDe ajJAnIne je rAgAdine kAraNe baMdhanuM kAraNa hatuM te jJAnIne nirjarAnuM kAraNa thAya che. AhA.! paNa kAraNa A. AhAhA..!
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________________ 40 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 AtmAno svabhAva paramAtmasvarUpe e to che. parama svarUpa, dareka guNa parama svarUpe pUrNa birAje che. evA svarUpanuM svasaMvedana, sva nAma potAnuM saM (nAma) pratyakSa, paranI apekSA vinA vedana thAya te vedana AgaLa ajJAnIne je rAgAdine kAraNe udayamAM baMdha thato hato), te jJAnIne udayamAM baMdha thato nathI. AhAhA...! evuM mAhAsya caitanyanuM che. evuM mAhAbhya koI dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAmanuM evuM mAhAsya nathI. e to baMdhanA kAraNa che). saMsAra, ghora saMsAra (che). AhAhA.! tyAre bhagavAna AtmA, pUrNa atIndriya jJAna ane AnaMdanuM vedana hovAthI jJAnIne, je ajJAnIne baMdhanuM kAraNa che, e ja jJAnIne nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. che? "amogha jJAnanA sAmarthya dvArA rAgAdibhAvono abhAva hotAM..." kemake ene rAgano prema ja nathI, jhera dekhe che. AhAhA...! AtmAnA amRtanA atIndriya, aciMtya anaMta kALamAM nahi veThyo, jANyo evo AtmAno svabhAva veThyo, e svabhAvanA baLanA jore. amogha bANa eTale I. AhA...! "rAgAdibhAvono abhAva hotAM." jarI rAga che paNa rAgano rAga nathI. vItarAga svarUpe prabhu birAje che), enA premamAM svasaMvedana AgaLa rAganI kAMI kiMmata nathI. AhAhA...! bahAranI cIjanI to koI kimata che ja nahi. zarIra ke paisA ke Abaru ke, e koI cIja nathI, e to jagatanI jaDa cIja (che). paNa AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa karmanA udayano rAga Ave ane bhogave paNa kharo. AhAhA...! paNa jJAna ane AnaMdanA svAdanI mIThAzanI adhikatAne laIne, e rAgamAM mIThAza uDI gaI che. AvI vAta che. cAhe to cUkavartInuM rAja ho, paNa e to jaDa che, para che. emAM to sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che, dharmIne potAnI sukhabuddhi thaI tethI paramAMthI to sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che paNa rAgamAMthI paNa sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. AhAhA. keTalI zaratuMvALo dharma Avo dharma e 'amogha jJAnanA sAmarthya dvArA." jJAna eTale ekaluM jANavuM, ema nahi. e jANavuM evuM to agiyAra aMganuM jJAna anaMtavAra thayuM, paNa jJAnasvarUpa evo AtmA, ene sparzIne svasaMvedana thAya. sva (arthAtu) potAnuM, saM (nAma) pratyakSa. para ane rAganA vikalpa ne paranI apekSA vinA (thayeluM jJAna). te vedananA baLathI tene rAganA vedanamAM prema ane ruci nathI. tethI te rAga kharI jAya che. AhAhA.! "baMdhAto nathI. che? bAgAdibhAvono abhAva hotAM -hoIne) karmodayanI zakti rokAI gaI che. AhAhA...! karmano udaya che e navA baMdhanuM kAraNa thAya, e zakti rokAI gaI che. AhAhA...! amogha AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAdanA sAmarthya vaDe "rAgAdibhAvono abhAva hotAM...." (arthAtu) rAgano rAga na hotAM. AhAhA...! eka myAnamAM be talavAra na rahe. ema jene Atmabuddhi, sukhabuddhi aMdaramAM utpanna thaI ene rAgamAM sukhabuddhi UDI jAya che. AhAhA.! paradravyanI to vAta
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________________ gAthA 195 41 ja zuM karavI? paradravyamAM to kAMI che ja nahi, sukheya nathI ane duHkheya nathI, e to zeya che. paNa paryAyamAM rAga che (e) duHkha che ane jhera che. cAhe to zubharAga hoya topaNa ghora saMsAra che. bhagavAna AtmA rAganI AkuLatA vinAnI cIja, evI anAkuLa cIjanA vedananI AgaLa rAgano bhAga Ave chatAM tenuM vedana nathI. vede che e to paheluM thoDuM AvI gayuM, e juduM. paNa svAmIpaNuM dhaNIpatte vedana nathI, mArApaNe vedana nathI. AhAhA...! Avo dharma. rAgAdibhAvono abhAva hotAM -hoIne) karmodayanI zakti rokAI gaI... che. AhAhA...! zuM kahe che? pUrvano je karmano udaya che, rAga thaIne enAthI baMdhana thAya e zakti rokAI gaI. karmodayanA udayanI zakti, tenA lakSe jarI rAga thayo e paNa rokAI gayo. rAgano rasa na rahyo, jhera che. AhAhA...! jene indranA indrAsanonA bhoga jhera jevA dekhAya che. samakitIne AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa IndranA IndrAsano ane indrANIonA bhoga jhera jevA dekhAya che. e kAraNe karmodayanI zakti je baMdhanuM kAraNa thAya evA rAga thAya, te rAga ene thato nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. mumukSu :- karma to pudgala che enI zakti zI rIte rokAya? uttara :- zakti eTale karma thaIne ahIM rAga thAya che emAM nimitta thAya che ne? ahIM to kahe che, ene rAga ja thato nathI, ema kahe che. karmodayanI zakti eTale e to jaDa che, paNa tenA lakSe jarI rAga thAya e rAga thayo che ene thayo ja nathI, kahe che. kAraNa ke udaya Avyo to enuM baMdhanuM kAraNa thAya, paNa ahIM baMdhanuM kAraNa thatuM nathI. eTale karmodayanI zakti rokAI gaI, rAga ja thayo nahi. thayo te thayo nahi, thayo te thayo nahi. AhAhA...! potAnA AnaMdanA kheMcANa AgaLa, samyagdarzana eTale potAnA AnaMdanuM kheMcANa thaI gayuM che. lohacuMbaka jema soyane kheMce che ema atIndriya AnaMdanuM kheMcANa thaI gayuM che. enA prema ane kheMcANathI karmodayathI jarI rAga thayo enuM kheMcANa TaLI gayuM che. AhAhA...! Avo mArga che. taddana nivRttasvarUpa che. sArI duniyAnA padArthathI to nivRtta svarUpa che paNa rAgAdino vikalpa uThe enAthI paNa prabhu to nirvikalpa svarUpa, taddana nivRttasvarUpa che. AhAhA.! evA nivRttasvarUpa, eno jyAM aMdara svAda Avyo, enuM svasaMvedana AvyuM.... AhAhA. emAM je AnaMda ne jJAna ne zAMti hatI eno namUno jyAM dazAmAM Avyo, e vedananI AgaLa rAganI koI kimata rahI nahi. AhAhA...! Avo mArga che. rAga Ave chatAM tenI kimata na rahI. aNamUlya cIjanuM jyAM mUlya thayuM... AhAhA...! aNamUlI cIja prabhu che, enuM jyAM mUla eTale kimata jyAM thaI tyAM rAgAdinI kiMmata UDI jAya che. tethI karmodayanA udayanI zakti rokAI gaI che, ema kahe che. eno artha che ke, udayathI
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________________ 42 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 je baMdha thAya e baMdha thato nathI. AhAhA.. A bAju vizeSa udaya thaI gayo che. atIndriya svasaMvedana ane AnaMdanA joranA baLathI A zakti rokAI gaI, A zakti vadhI gaI. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa, mAkhaNano pIMDalo jema hoya ema A prabhu atIndriya AnaMdano pIMDalo che. AhAhA. enA jyAM vedana AvyA, e vedananI AgaLa karmaudayathI thayelo jarI rAga, thayelo che nabaLAIne laIne paNa enAthI pachI baMdha thato nathI. AvuM svarUpa che. jene hajI A vAta jJAnamAM paNa AvatI nathI e vedanamAM kyAre Ave? jJAnamAM paNa e vAta hajI besatI nathI ane A dayA, dAna ne vrata ne e vikalpo che e kAraNa thaze (ema mAne che). kAraNa thaze eno prema kema jAya? AhAhA.! enAthI lAbha thaze ene potAthI judo mAne kema? enAthI kheMcANa kema pAchu phare? AhA! ajJAnIne rAga kheMcANa kare che. AhAhA..! kemake bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya sukhanuM nIra bharyuM che. atIndriya sukhano sAgara bharyo che. evA sukhanA sAgaranA namUnAmAM, namUnAmAM... Akho svAda to paryAyamAM kayAMthI Ave? AhA...! "sumanabhAI! che tyAM kyAMya tamAre ? nathI kyAMya. paisA che tyAM. eTalo badho paiso, traNa-cAra karoDa rUpiyAnI pedAza. moTA rAjA jema. dhULamAM badhA bhikhArA che, rAMkA che. AtmAnI bAdazAhI, anaMta guNathI bharelo bhagavAna, eno Adara choDIne eka rAganA kaNane tenA phaLa tarIke maLelI sAmagrI, eno Adara kare che te bhagavAnano anAdara kare che. AhA...! ane jene bhagavAna AtmAno Adara thayo, anubhavIne, hoM! svasaMvedana thaIne... AhAhA..! A cIja duniyAmAM kyAMya, AnI pAse koInI kimata nathI. AhAhA.! evuM je AtmajJAna, AtmajJAna ne? nimittanuM, rAganuM ke paryAyanuM jJAna ema na kahyuM, AtmajJAna. vastu che tenuM jJAna. AhAhA.! te jJAnamAM AnaMda AvatAM karmodayanI zakti rAgathI navuM baMdhana thavuM joIe e aTakI jAya che. devIlAlajI AvI vAta che. AhA! mumukSu :- rAga sAva lUkho thaI gayo. uttara :- lukho nahi, che ja nahi have. che ja nahi. AhAhA.! kALo nAga Ama dekhe tyAM najIka jAto haze? pAMca hAthano lAMbo kALo, jADo (nAga juve to) najIka jAto haze? AhAhA...! ema AtmAnA AnaMdanA svasvAdanI AgaLa rAga che e kALo nAga che. e zubharAga, hoM! azubharAganA pApa hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSayavAsanA enI to vAta zuM karavI? bApu e to... AhAhA...! jJAnIne zubharAgamAM prema Avato nathI. AhAhA...! A AMtaro svanA vedanano che. anAdinuM je rAganuM vadana hatuM, karmacetanAnuM vadana hatuM, e jyAM jJAnanuM vadana thAya che,
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________________ gAthA 195 43 jJAnacetanA, paryAyamAM hoM! AhAhA...! ekalI jJAnacetanA nahi, jJAna sAthe AnaMdanuM cetavuM - vedavuM. AhA! anaMtA guNonI zaktinI vyaktinuM vedavuM. AhAhA...! ene pUrvanA karmano udaya, ajJAnIne baMdhanuM kAraNa che I Ane baMdhanuM kAraNa thatuM nathI. AhAhA.! juo! A vItarAga mArga. AhAhA...! jaina paramezvara trilokanAtha tIrthakara vItarAga, eNe jene khANuM kholIne batAvyo ke, AhA.! tArI khANamAM to prabhA anaMta anaMta guNo bharyA che. pAra na maLe, pAra na maLe, bhAI! kSetrathI juo to nAno zarIra pramANe lAge che paNa tuM bhAvathI jo to prabhu pAra nathI. AhA.! e khANamAM eTalA guNo ne eTalI zAMti ne eTalo AnaMda ne eTalI svacchatA ane eTalI prabhutA bharI che ke je eka eka guNano aMta na Ave. anaMta guNanI saMkhyAno to aMta na Ave. AhAhA...! anaMta anaMta guNanI saMkhyAno to aMta na Ave paNa eka eka guNanI zaktinA sAmarthyano aMta na Ave. AhAhA.! evA guNanA vedana AgaLa dharmIne karmano udaya baMdhanuM kAraNa te rokAI jAya che. AvI vAta che. ATalA apavAsa kare mATe rokAya jAya che, AvuM maMdira banAve, pAMca-pacAsa lAkha kharcIne maMdira banAve enI sAthe zuM che? loko bAhyanI pravRtti dekhI ane emAMthI mApa kADhe che ke, ANe kAMIka karyuM. karyuM, paranA kartApaNAnI buddhi karI. AhAhA.! ahIMyAM to prabhu che eNe aMdara zuM karyuM? mahAprabhu birAje che e rAganI ADamAM prabhu tane dekhAto nathI. dariyo moTo pANIthI bharyo hoya, cAra hAthanI paryaca - kapaDuM jo kAMThe nAkhe to na dekhAya, dariyo bharyo na dekhAya. ema bhagavAna anaMta guNathI, zAMti, AnaMdathI bharelo bhagavAna che paNa rAganA kaNanI mIThAzanA paryaca ADe prabhu dekhAto nathI. AhAhA..! "kAMtibhAI AvuM koI di' sAMbhaLyuM nathI. AhA...! popaTabhAInA sALA pAse bahu paisA hatA. eno) chokaro Avyo hato. tamane khabara che? tame tyAM hatA? tyAM Avyo hato, "muMbaI Avyo hato, page lAgyo hato. ema bolyo, mArA bApane AvavAno bhAva hato, ema bolyo. "rAmajIbhAI hatA ne? mArA bApAne bhAva hato, ema bolyo. ahIM Avyo eTale bolavuM paDe. be-aDhI abaja rUpiyA. guMcAI gayA, marI gayA. ara.2.2...! A to anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta abajo guNano pAra nahi. anaMta abaja, hoM! anaMta abaja je chello anaMta abajamAM chello anaMto jemAM nathI. AhAhA...! evo je bhagavAna AtmA, eno jeNe patto lIdho. AhAhA.. jenA pAtALano pAra na maLe eno patto lIdho. kIdhuM hatuM pahelA? jagatanA pANI che, pAtALa kahe che paNa enA aMta AvI jAya. pAtALanI heThe naraka che. game evuM pANI UMDuM UMDuM UMDuM hoya, paNa tarata pahelI narakano pAsaDo che. eka hajAra jojanamAM che. enA upara pANI hoya che, pANI aMdara nathI. AhAhA...! cauda brahmAMDamAM jamIna ghaNI che ane pANI thoDuM che, pAtALa thoDuM che.
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________________ 44 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 AhAhA.! A bhagavAnamAM pAtALa ghaNuM che. AhA.! evuM jene aMdara bhAna thayuM tene have baMdhana thatuM nathI. eTale abaMdhasvarUpanuM vedana AvyuM. abaMdhasvarUpI bhagavAna muktasvarUpa che. AtmA muktasvarUpa che, e muktasvarUpanI mukti paryAyamAM aMze jyAM mukti AvI, AhAhA...! e AgaLa baMdhananI koI kiMmata rahI nahi tIrthakaragotra je bhAve bAMdhe enI paNa kiMmata rahI nahi. AhAhA...! Ave, bhAva Ave, hoya enA mUla, AMka na rahyA have. bhUla karato hato ke, o...ho..! o...ho..! o.ho... e aNamUla cIjane jotAM e rAganI mUlanI badhI kimata UDI gaI. AhAhA.! Avo kevo dharma ? AhAhA.! bApu! eNe eka samaya paNa tyAM najaruM karI nathI. jyAM nidhAna bharyA che tyAM eka samaya najara karI nathI ane jemAM kAMI che nahi emAM anaMtakALathI tyAM najarabaMdhI thaI gaI che. najarabaMdhI AhAhA.! najarathI baMdhAI gayo che. AhAhA...! rAga ne rAganA phaLa emAM jene najaruM baMdhAI gaI che enI najaruM aMtaramAM jAtI nathI. AhA.! ane aMtaramAM jenI najare gaI ene rAga ane rAganA phaLanI najaruM ane kiMmata rahetI nathI. AhAhA...! "ghIyAjI paisA-baisAnI to kaMI dhULeya kimata nathI, ahIM ema kahe che. karoDopati ne abajopati ne dhULapati. dhULapati! A caitanyapati! AhAhA...! bhAvArtha - jema vaidya maMtra, taMtra, auSadha Adi potAnI vidyAnA baLanA sAmarthyathI viSanI maraNa karavAnI zaktino abhAva kare che... AhAhA...! AcArya dAkhalo kevo Ape che. kuMdakuMdAcAryano dAkhalo che - "viSamunanto'. AhA.! "tethI viSa khAvA chatAM tenuM maraNa thatuM nathI, tema jJAnIne jJAnanuM sAmarthya evuM che." jJAnIne AnaMda ane zAMti AvI che tethI eTaluM sAmarthya che. ekalA jANapaNAnI vAta nathI. AhAhA...! jJAnIne jJAnanuM eTale AtmAnuM sAmarthya che). anaMtA anaMtA anaMtA guNo jeTalA che (e) badhAnuM sAmarthya paryAyamAM bhAna thaI gayuM che, vedanamAM AvI gayuM che, bhagavAnane bharose laI lIdho che. AhAhA...! rAgane bharose je ramato hato ane AtmA bhagavAna che tene bharose laI lIdho che. enA bharosA have TaLatA nathI. AhAhA.! e bharosAnI AgaLa tIrthakaragotranA bhAvano bharoso (tenI) paNa kimata UDI gaI che. AhAhA.! AvI cIja che. lokone "sonagaDhanuM ekAMta lAge che, hoM! bIjuM badhuM cAre korathI cAle che ne eTale A ekAMta lAge. bApu! che to ekAMta ja te. ekAMta ja che, samyaka ekAMta che. AhA...! prabhu pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jyAM aMdaramAM DhaLe che e samyaka ekAMta che. AhAhA.! enI pAse dayA, dAna ne vrata ne apavAsanA pariNAmanI koI kiMmata ja nathI. kimata hoya to jheranI kimata hoya tevI kimata che. AhAhA...! dharmIne AtmAnuM sAmarthya evuM che ke, jJAnanuM lakhyuM ne ? ke karmodayanI baMdha karavAnI zaktino abhAva kare che..." joyuM? (TakAmAM) chelluM AvyuM hatuM ne? karmodayanI zakti rokAI
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________________ gAthA 195 45 gaI che, eno artha karyo. karmodaya che ane ene laIne rAga thAya che ane baMdha thAya che e aTakI gayuM che, "abhAva kare che... AhAhA...! "tethI karmanA udayane bhogavavA chatAM." jarI rAga Ave che, kahe che. ane rAgane bhogave - vede paNa che paNa e jheranA vedana lAge che. AhAhA.! amRtanA cosalAnA svAda AgaLa jheranA - rAganA svAda ane AvatA nathI. AhAhA... ethI ene rAga thato ja nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA...! Avo mArga samajavo. oluM to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti ne apavAsa karavAnuM kahe to) samajAya to kharuM. bApu! zuM samajAya? bhAI! jemAM janma-maraNa rokAya nahi, bApA! e cIjamAM zuM che? tArA abajo rUpiyA dAnamAM Apa, abajonA maMdiro banAva ethI zuM thayuM? e koI apUrva cIja nathI. AhAhA...! apUrva cIja to e rAganA kaNathI paNa bhinna paDI ane prabhuno svAda letA je anubhava Ave... AhAhA.! e anubhava AgaLa karmanI zakti rokAI gaI che, abhAva kare che. tethI karmanA udayane bhogavavA chatAM..." dharmIne dharma evI je AnaMda ane zAMti evI pragaTa dazA thaI mATe. AhAhA...! "AgAmI karmabaMdha thato nathI. A pramANe samyajJAnanuM sAmarthya kahyuM." samyajJAnanuM sAmarthya. samyaka - jevI cIja pUrNa che tevuM tenuM satya jJAna. jevo pUrNa svabhAva che, khajAno anaMta guNano khajAno bhagavAna, enuM samyaka - satya jevuM che tevuM jJAna thayuM. e samyajJAnanuM sAmarthya A gAthAmAM kahyuM. have jarI vairAgyanI vAta karaze. A astithI vAta karI. eka vicAra Avyo ke tIrthakara jevAne mAtAnA peTamAM AvavuM paDe, savA nava mAsa peTamAM saMkocAIne rahevuM paDe, janma levo paDe AhAhA indro jenI sevA karavA Ave evA tIrthakaronI paNa A sthiti arere saMsArA A zuM che?...vairAgya...vairAgya... sarvotkRSTa puNyanA dhaNI evA tIrthakarane paNa mAtAnA peTamAM rahevuM paDe! ahAhA! saMsAranI chellI sthitinI vAta che. arere prabhu! A saMsArA saMsAranI AvI sthiti vicAratAM AMkhamAMthI AMsu hAlyA jAyA janma levA jevo nathI. tIrthakaragotra karmane paNa jheranuM jhADa kahyuM che; ane je bhAve tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya e bhAva paNa jhera che, viSakuMbha che. tIrthaMkaranA avatArane jheranuM phaLa kahe e to tIrthakara kahI zake. jheranA phaLamAMthI jhera jhare ne amRtanA phaLamAMthI amRta jhare. AhAhA! tIrthaMkaranI to jAta judI che chatAM tIrthakara jevAnI paNa A sthiti che. AhAhA! janma levA jevo nathI. Atmadharma aMka-1, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ 46 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 hhhhhhhhhh ( gAthA-196 ) atha vairAgyasAmarthya darzayati . jaha majjaM pibamANo aradIbhAveNa majjadi Na puriso| dabuvabhoge arado NANI vi Na bajjhadi taheva / / 196 / / yathA madyaM pivan aratibhAvena mAdyati na purussH| dravyopabhoge'rato jJAnyapi na badhyate tathaiva / / 196 / / yathA kazcitpuruSo maireyaM prati pravRttatIvrAratibhAvaH san maireyaM pibannapi tIvrAratibhAvasAmarthyAnna mAdyati, tathA rAgAdibhAvAnAmabhAvena sarvadravyopabhogaM prati pravRttatIvravirAgabhAvaH san viSayAnupabhuJjAno'pi tIvravirAgabhAvasAmarthyAnna badhyate jnyaanii| have vairAgyanuM sAmarthya batAve che - jayama aratibhAve madya pItAM matta jana banato nathI, dravyopabhoga viSe arata jJAnIya baMdhAto nathI. 196. gAthArtha -[ yathA ] jema [ puruSa: ] koI puruSa [ madya: ] madirAne [ aratimAna ] aratibhAve (aprItithI) [ pivana ] pIto thako [ na mAdyati ] matta thato nathI, tathA 4] tevI ja rIte [ jJAnI pa ] jJAnI paNa [ dravyopamone ] dravyanA upabhoga pratye [ karataH ] arata (arthAt vairAgyabhAve vartato thako [ na vadhyate ] (karmothI) baMdhAto. nathI. TIkA - jema koI puruSa, madirA pratye jene tIvra aratibhAva pravaryo che evo vartato thako, madirAne pItAM chatAM paNa tIvra aratibhAvanA sAmarthyane lIdhe matta thato nathI, tema jJAnI paNa, rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI sarva dravyonA upabhoga pratye jene tIvra vairAgyabhAva pravaryo che evo vartato thako, viSayone bhogavatAM chatAM paNa, tIvra vairAgyabhAvanA sAmarthyane lIdhe (karmothI) baMdhAto nathI. bhAvArtha - e vairAgyanuM sAmarthya che ke jJAnI viSayone sevato chato paNa karmothI baMdhAto nathI.
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________________ gAthA-196 gAthA-196 upara pravacana 47 have vairAgyanuM sAmarthya batAve che :-' joyuM? zuM kahe che? bhagavAna paripUrNa 5ramAtmA, enA bhAna ne jJAna ne AnaMdanA namUnA veThyA, enA sAmarthyane laIne karmano udaya paNa kharI jAya che, ene baMdhana thatuM nathI. e astithI vAta karI. asti eTale Avo AtmA che tenA Azraye AnaMda Avyo mATe tene karmabaMdhana thatuM nathI tema astithI kahyuM. have vairAgyathI kahe che. jene AvA astitvanuM bhAna thayuM ene puNya ane pApanA vikalpano vairAgya varte che. AhAhA..! je anAdithI puNyanA pariNAmamAM raktapaNuM hatuM e virakta thAya che. potAnA pUrNa astitvanA premanA AnaMda AgaLa e rAgathI virakta thAya che enuM nAma vairAgya che. vairAgya koI A lUgaDAM pheravI nAkhyA ne ekAda pAtaLuM paheryuM eTale e vairAgI thayo (ema nathI). AhAhA..! jhabhbho kADhI nAkhyo ane ughADuM dhotiyuM paheryuM eTale thaI gayA tyAgI (ema nathI), bApA! AkarI vAtuM, bhAI! AhA..! ahIM to kahe che, vairAgyanuM sAmarthya. u52 saMskRtamAM che ne? 'graMtha vairAyasAmarthya varNayati anubhavanuM sAmarthya batAvyuM paNa have parathI abhAva, puNya-pApanA beya bhAvathI vairAgya enuM sAmarthya zuM che e batAve che. jaha majjaM pibamANo aradIbhAveNa majjadi Na puriso / davvuvabhoge arado NANI vi Na bajjhadi taheva / / 196 / / jyama atibhAre madya pItAM matta na banato nathI, dravyopabhoga viSe arata jJAnIya baMdhAto nathI. 196. A vairAgyanI vAta che. TIkA :- jema koI puruSa, madirA pratye jene tIvra aratibhAva pravarto che..' dArU pratye jene tIvra aratibhAva pravarto che. AhAhA..! 'evo vartAto thako,...' pahelI zarata A. dirA pratye jene tIvra aratibhAva pravarto che...' rati(no) aMza rahyo nathI. AhA..! 'evo vartAto thako, madirAne pItAM chatAM paNa,...' AhAhA..! e to nyAya Ape che, hoM! madirAne pItAM chatAM paNa,...' madirA na pIve ane ghelachAI na thAya e vaLI judI vAta, paNa A to pIve che ane ghelachAI na thAya. AhAhA..! dArU pIve ane dArUno rasa na caDe. AhAhA..! madirAne pItAM chatAM paNa, tIvra aratibhAvanA sAmarthyane lIdhe matta thato nathI...' mUrkhAI jato nathI, gAMDo thato nathI, pAgala thato nathI. midarAne laIne je pAgala thaI jAya che e A madirA pratyenA prema ane aratibhAvane laIne, koI kA2Nasara madirA pIvuM paDyuM chatAM te mada ene caDato nathI. dArUno mada ene caDato nathI. AhAhA..!
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________________ 48 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 tema jJAnI paNa..." dharmI paNa. svarUpano rasIlo dharmI, AhAhA.! "rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI...' ene rAgano rasa UDI gayo che. svarUpanA rasIkapaNA AgaLa jene rAgano rasa, utsAha, ullasita vIrya, hoMza, harakha.... AhAhA..! UDI gayo che. AhAhA....! tema dharmI paNa. dharma eTale AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdanA anubhavI. AhAhA...! e dharmI. AhAhA...! atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha prabhu, enuM vadana jene che te jJAnI. te jJAnI paNa. paNa kema (kahyuM)? olA dArUno dAkhalo lIdho ne eTale. "rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI..." olA madirA pIvAvALAne arati che. prema nathI paNa koI kAraNe pIvo paDe che). ApaNe Ape che ne? koI vakhate bAyuMne suvAvaDamAM Ape che. ene kaMI rasa na hoya. vANiyA ke brAhmaNa suvAvaDamAM evuM hoya to saheja Ape che paNa rasa na hoya, rasa. madirAnuM oluM ene na caDe. AhAhA...! ema dharmI paNa rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI bhale bIje thoDo rAga thAya paNa mULa anaMtAnubaMdhI ane mithyAtva saMbaMdhI je rAga (hato) e rasa tUTI gayo ane je rasa anaMta kALamAM nahoto te rasa Avyo. AhAhA.! anaMta anaMta kALa vItyAmAM prabhuno rasa nahoto evo Atmarasa jyAM Avyo... AhAhA...! ene "rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvathI." ene rAganA rasanA abhAvathI. rasanI vyAkhyA karI che ne? koIpaNa zeyamAM ekAgra thavuM. rasanI vyAkhyA Ave che pahelI - zarUAtamAM. "samayasAra nATaka. AhAhA...! koIpaNa zeyamAM ekAkAra thavuM tenuM nAma rasa che. nava rasa nathI kahyA? zRMgArarasa ne adbhutarasa ne Ave che ne? nava. nATaka tarIke varNana karyuM che ne. AhAhA...! e rasanA varNanamAM zAMtarasanuM varNana batAvatA e varNana karyuM che emAM. zAMti... zAMti. ema ahIMyAM kahe che, dharmIne paNa... AhAhA. dharmI kone kahIe? bhAI! AhAhA...! A to apavAsa karyA ne varSItapa karyA ne A karyuM, maMdira be-cAra baMdhAvyA eTale mAne) thaI gayA dharmI. zAstranA jANapaNA karyA, lyone! lokone saMbhaLAvyA (eTale mAne) thaI gayA dharmI. AhAhA.! paranI sAthe kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. ahIMyAM kahe che, dharmIne rAgabhAvanA abhAvathI rAgano bhAva ja nathI, ahIM kahe che. AtmAnA AnaMdanA rasa AgaLa rAgano rasa ja UDI gayo. AhAhA.! "sarva dravyonA upabhoga pratye..." vajana ahIM ApyuM. sarva dravyonA upabhoga pratye..." joyuM? koIpaNa dravyanA upabhoga pratye. AhAhA.! svadravyanA jyAM AnaMdanA svAda AvyA. AhAhA.! amRtano sAgara jyAM uchaLyo, samyagdarzanamAM, samyajJAnamAM amRtarasa jyAM cAkhyA. AhAhA! kahe che, "sarva dravyonA upabhoga pratye..." cAhe to Indrane IndrANIno bhoga hoya ke cakravartIne cha-- hajAra strI hoya. eka strInI hajAra deva sevA kare. badhA dravyo pratye. sarva dravyo lIdhA che ne? eka svadravyanA prema AgaLa sarva dravyano prema UDI gayo che. AhAhA...! eka kora rAma ane eka kora gAma.
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________________ gAthA 196 49 bhagavAnaAtmA! AhAhA.! enA jene rasa AvyA che, rasa cAkhyA che, kahe che, ene paramAM rAgAdibhAvo, sarva dravyonA upabhoga pratye jene tIvra vairAgyabhAva pravaryo che..." AhAhA.! AhA.! strI Adi hoya ene nagnapaNuM hoya ane mAtA nhAtI hoya. khATalAnI ADaza rAkhIne aMdara nhAtI hoya emAM lUgaDuM ADuM na hoya ane nagnapaNuM hoya, nhAvA ubhI thaI gaI ane chokaro Avyo, che najara karIye? AhAhA.! mAtA nhAya che. sAmuM na jove. enA zarIranI sAmuM na jove. AhAhA...! ema jyAM AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa sarva dravya pratye rasa UDI gayo che, kahe che. eka dravyanA rasa AgaLa sarva dravyano rasa UDI gayo che. AhAhA.! AkaruM kAma ghaNuM, bhAI! jJAnI eTale svadravyanA rasIka jIvane) rAgAdibhAvanA rasa ane sarva dravyonA upabhoga pratyeno rasa UDI gayo che. jene tIvra vairAgyabhAva..." ekalo vairAgya nahi, tIvra vairAgyabhAva pravaryo che...... AhA...! "jAmanagaramAM vasAzrImALI vANiyA hatA. e cUramuM ja khAya, basa! roTalI, roTalo nahotA khAtA, dararoja cUramuM ja khAya. emAM juvAna chokaro marI gayo. bALI AvyA. e kahe, roTalI, roTalA banAvo, bhAI! kuTuMba bheguM thayuM. tamane nahi ThIka paDe, bApA! tame roTalI, roTalo khAdho nathI. AhAhA...! ekano eka chokaro bALIne AvyA ane) cUramuM banAvyuM. A jAmanagaramAM banyuM che. nathI koI "jAmanagaranA? vIsAzrImALI. e cUramuM (khAya ane AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA cAlI jAya che ane cUramuM khAya che. che rasa? AhA! roTalo juvArano kaho ke cUramuM kaho, ene to beya sarakhuM che. AhA! are.re...! vhAlAmAM hAlo dIkaro ekano eka cAlyo gayo. AhAhA...! bhAI! tame bIjuM khAzo to mAMdA paDazo. tame koI di khAdhuM nathI. khorAka ja cUramAno, basa! AhAhA...! vasA, vasA hatA. AhAhA...! sAMbhaLeluM che. e bhAInI AMkhamAMthI AMsu cAlyA jAya (ane) cUramuM khAya. ema dharmIne... AhAhA.! rAgamAMthI marI gayo che ane jIvatI jyotane jyAM anubhavI che. AhAhA! A to marI gayelA che badhA. rAga ne maDadAM, maDadAM acetana ajJAna. AhAhA.! tIvra vairAgyabhAva pravatya che evo vartato thako, viSayone bhogavatAM chatAM..." e cUramuM khAya che chatAM AMkhamAMthI AMsu cAlyA jAya che. AhA...! bIjAno ko'ka dAkhalo che. chokaro marI gayo pachI ene tamAku kahevAya, zuM kahevAya tamAre? huko. huko. hukAno rasa bahu. huko pIve. e chokaro marI gayo ane ghare AvyA. huko baMdha karyo. A vhAlAmAM vhAlo dIkarI gayo have A hoko mAre zuM karavo che? baMdha karI dIdho. eTalo rasa hato hokAno, bilakula sAmuM na joyuM. ema AtmAnA rasa AgaLa paranI sAmuM joto nathI, kahe che. "viSayone bhogavatAM chatAM paNa, tIvra vairAgyabhAvanA sAmarthyane lIdhe kamoMthI) baMdhAto nathI." lyo. e vairAgyanuM sAmarthya che ke jJAnI viSayone sevato chato paNa karmothI baMdhAto nathI." (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!)
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________________ 50 zloka-135 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (rathoddhatA) nAznute viSayasevane'pi yat svaM phalaM viSayasevanasya naa| jJAnavaibhavavirAgatAbalAt sevako'pi tavasAvaseva: ||1rU6|| have A arthanuM ane AgaLanI gAthAnA arthanI sUcanAnuM kAvya kahe che :zlokArtha :- [ yat ] kAraNake [ nA ] A (jJAnI) puruSa [ viSayasevane api ] viSayone sevato chato paNa [ jJAnavaimava-virAmatA-vattAt] jJAnavaibhavanA ane virAgatAnA baLathI [viSayasevanascasva ta ] viSayasevananA nijaLane (-raMjita pariNAmane) [ na anua] bhogavato nathI-pAmato nathI, [ tav ] tethI [ gau ] A (puruSa) [ seva: avi asevaLa: ] sevaka chatAM asevaka che (arthAt viSayone sevatAM chatAM nathI sevato). bhAvArtha :- jJAna ane virAgatAnuM evuM koI aciMtya sAmarthya che ke jJAnI iMdriyonA viSayone sevato hovA chatAM tene sevanAro kahI zakAto nathI, kAraNa ke viSayasevananuM phaLa je raMjita pariNAma tene jJAnI bhogavato nathI-pAmato nathI.135. pravacana naM. 273 gAthA-197 zloka-135 zukravAra, aSADha vada 4, tA. 13-07-1979 'samayasAra' 135 kaLaza che. nirjarA adhikAra' che. nirjarAnA prakA2 traNa che. eka to karmanuM kharavuM e to svataMtra jaDanI paryAya (che). azuddhatAnuM gaLavuM e zuddha svabhAvano anubhava thatAM azuddhatA TaLe ene paNa nirjarA kahevAya che ane zuddhinI vRddhi thAya, AnaMdanA anubhavanI vRddhi thAya ene paNa nirjarA kahe che. (A) traNane nirjarA kahe che. mULa vastu to AnaMda atIndriya... jhINI vAta che. AtmA atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa che, e atIndriya AnaMdanuM valaNa karI ane anubhava kare. 52 taraphanuM valaNa choDI ane paranA anubhavane jhe2 jANe ane svanA anubhavanA AnaMdanA vaibhavathI tRpta rahe tethI te zuddhi vadhe ene ahIMyAM nirjarA kahe che. 135 kaLaza.
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________________ zloka 135 51 (rathoddhatA) nAznute viSayasevane'pi yat svaM phalaM viSayasevanasya naa| sevako'pi tavasAvaseva: ||1rU6|| jJAnavaibhavavirAgatAbalAt 'kAraNa ke A (jJAnI)...' 'nirjarA adhikAra' che ne! eTale jJAnI eTale AtmAnA anubhavamAM samartha che. bhagavAnaAtmA atIndriya AnaMdathI bharelo sAgara che. enA anubhavamAM lInatAmAM, enA vedanamAM tatpara che ene ahIMyAM jJAnI kahe che. '(jJAnI) puruSa...' [viSayasevane azui 'viSayone sevato...' e bhASA laukikanI apekSAe kahI che. bAkI jJAnIne viSayanuM sevana ja nathI. paNa loko jove che e apekSAe kahyuM. dharmIne to AnaMdano vaibhava pragaTyo che. AhAhA..! che? juo! viSayone sevato chato paNa jJAnavaibhava...' jene AtmAnA AnaMdano vaibhava pragaTyo che. AhAhA...! A paisA ne Abaru ne kIrtine vaibhava na kIdho. puNyanA pariNAmane paNa vaibhava (na kIdho). AhAhA..! atIndriya AnaMda bhagavAnaAtmA, eno anubhava te eno vaibhava che. AhAhA..! dharmI jIva bAhyamAM viSayamAM sAmagrIo, rogI jema rogano upacAra kare ema dharmIne paNa rAga Ave tyAre eno upacAra dekhAya e apekSAe sevana kahe che. bAkI to AtmAnA AnaMdanA vaibhava AgaLa koIpaNa rAganA rasamAM kaNamAM kyAMya prema ane rasa nathI. potAmAM atIndriya AnaMda joyo che ethI e rAgathI mAMDI AkhI duniyA(mAMthI) sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. AhAhA..! AvuM dharmanuM svarUpa che, zaratuM AvI che. [viSayasevane a]i Ama dekhAya kharuM ne! AhA..! aMdaramAM bahA2no rasa nathI ene jJAnano vaibhava, AtmA anaMta anaMta guNano piMDa (che) teno vaibhava paryAyamAM phelANo che. AhA..! je svabhAvamAM sAmarthyarUpe vaibhava hato e dharmInI paryAyamAM e anaMto je svabhAva - vaibhava hato e phelANo che. AhAhA..! jenI eka eka paryAyamAM anaMtI tAkAta, evI anaMtI paryAyano vaibhava pragaTyo che. AhAhA..! AvI vAta. jJAnavaibhava eTale ke AtmAno anubhava. AnaMdanA anubhavane ahIMyAM vaibhava kIdho che. AhAhA..! bahAranI koI sAmagrIne vaibhavamAM lIdhI nathI. be-pAMca karoDa rUpiyAno baMgalo hoya... AhAhA..! chokaro paraNato hoya, abajapati mANasa hoya, dasa-paMdara-vIsa lAkha kharcavAnA hoya ane Ama badhA dAgInA ne kapaDA ne dhAmadhUma dekhAtI hoya e koI vaibhava nathI. AhAhA..! e to masANanA hADakAnA camatkAra jema lAge evI hADakAnI camatkAra che. AhA..! Atmavaibhava, ahIM jJAnavaibhava lIdho che. jJAna eTale ja AtmA. eno vaibhava eTale anubhava. AhAhA..! AkhI duniyAthI phera che, prabhu! duniyAne jarIka zarIra ThIka hoya, paisA ThIka hoya, Abaru (ThIka hoya), zarIra niroga hoya tyAM enA rasa ADe kaMI sUjha paDe nahi. AhAhA..! enA rasa ADe kyAMya AtmA aMdara bhagavAna che, pUrNAnaMdano sAgara che,
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________________ 52 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 enI ene aMdara sUjha paDe nahi ane sUjha paDI ene paramAM sUjha paDe nahi. AhA.! e kahe che. dharmI jIva viSayasevanamAM dekhAya chatAM, dekhAya. e paradravyane bhogavI zakato nathI e to traNakALa traNalokamAM che, phakta aMdara rAga Ave che emAM ene seve che eTale ke vedana che, chatAM temAM raMjane pariNAma nathI. rAgamAM raMgAyelo pariNAma ene nathI. AhAhA...! AtmAnA AnaMdanA vaibhavanA anubhavanA raMgathI raMgAyelo, ene bIjI koI cIjamAM rasa paDato nathI. AhAhA.! AvI samakitamAM zarUAta che athavA zaratuM che. A vastunI sthiti che, bhAI! AhAhA.! e viSaya saMyoga dekhAya, kahe che, pUrvano koI puNya karmano udaya hoya ane saMyogo anukULa ghaNA dekhAya ane tenA taraphanuM jarI valaNa paNa dekhAya paNa aMtaranA AnaMdanA valaNa AgaLa e valaNanI tucchatA, jheratA dekhAya. ethI e seve che. ema kahevAya che, chatAM e sevato nathI. AhAhA.! AvI mULa rakama che. have mULa rakamane mUkIne badhI uparanI vAtuM kare). vrata ne tapa ne apavAsa ne A rasano tyAga ne DhIkaNuM... AhAhA...! e koI kimatI cIja nathI. AhA..! ahIM to zAstranA bhaNatara thayA ne lokone samajAvatA AvaDe enI paNa kaMI kiMmata ahIM nathI. AhAhA..! bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara, eno svAda Avyo. karavAnuM to A che. eno vaibhava. zabda-bhASA kevI vAparI che! "jJAnavaibhava..." AtmAno vaibhava. AhAhA...! rAgAdi che e AtmAno vaibhava nathI. dayA, dAnano vikalpa uThe e paNa Atmavaibhava nathI. AhAhA...! Atmavaibhava, enI jAtamAM bhAta pADe. AhAhA! atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda prabhu, enI paryAyamAM eno anubhava kare e vastunA svabhAvane anusarIne paryAyamAM anubhava thAya, e AtmAno vaibhava, e jJAnano vaibhava kahevAmAM Ave che. e jJAnanA vaibhava AgaLa viSayasevananI koI kiMmata nathI. AhAhA...! ene kimata nathI, hoM! AhA! duniyAne viSayasevanamAM kimata lAge. kAraNa ke bhagavAnanuM paDakhuM joyuM nathI. bhagavAnane paDakhe caDyo nathI. AhAhA...! rAga ne dveSa ne vikalpa ne ekalI ene ja mUDI mAnIne ene paDakhe ja caDelo che. AhAhA...! enA rAganA rasIlAne... tyAM nathI AvatuM 'samayasAramAM? "sarva gAma gharo pi AhAhA...! sarva Agama jANe paNa jo rAganA kaNanA paNa jo premamAM, rasamAM paDyo hoya to e kAMI jANato nathI. AhAhA...! ahIM to lakSamAM atyAre to vaibhava' zabda Avyo che ne! Atmavaibhava. e "jJAna" zabda Atmavaibhava. Atmavaibhava zabda Atma anubhava. AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava e AtmAno vaibhava. AhAhA.! e AtmAnA anubhavanA vaibhavanA baLathI viSayasevana dekhAya chatAM tenA taraphano rasa nathI tethI te tene sevato chatAM sevato nathI. AhAhA...! AvI muddAnI vAta che). muddAnI pahelI vAta mUkIne uparanI badhI vAtuM karI). AhA.! bIjI
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________________ zloka 135 53 kathAnuyoga, tyAga dharmakathAnuyogamAMthI tyAga kADhe ne... AhAhA..! enI zuM kiMmata che? dharmI jIvane AtmAnA vaibhava AgaLa viSayasevana te sevana ja nathI. AhAhA..! ane vairAgyatAnuM baLa. be zabda vAparyA ne? Atmavaibhava ane vairAgyanuM baLa. puNya ne pApanA pariNAmathI viraktapaNuM, enuM baLa jAmyuM che. AhAhA..! ekaluM AtmAnuM astipaNuM anubhavamAM AvyuM ema nahi, paNa A bAjuthI paNa vairAgya pAmyo che. A bAjuthI astino anubhava che tyAre A bAjuthI puNyanA pariNAma pratyeno paNa jene vairAgya che. AhAhA..! puNyanI sAmagrI che e choDe che mATe vairAgI che, ema nathI. paranI sAthe zuM saMbaMdha che? prabhu! rAganI raktatA choDe che, cAhe to zubhabhAva hoya enuM je raktapaNuM choDe che te virakta che, e virakta che te vairAgI che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? jJAnavaibhavanA ane virAgatAnA baLa...' AhAhA..! be vAta thaI. be gAthAmAM AvyuM hatuM. pahelAmAM jJAna, bIjAmAM vairAgyanI vAta hatI. e enI lIdhI ane have pachI Avaze enuM paNa AmAM Avaze. AhAhA..! bhagavAnaAtmA aMtaramAM camatkArika zaktiothI bharelo bhagavAna che. caitanyacamatkAra, jenI pAse duniyAno camatkAra mIMDA che moTA. AhAhA..! nAnI uMmaramAM eka pherI 'umarALA'e joyuM hatuM. moTo daravAjo che. e daravAjA 52 eka mANasa bese ane pachI be vAMsaDA enA page bAMdhe. eTale UMce bese ane e vAMse pachI bajAramAM cAle. najare joyuM che. 'umarALA'mAM daravAjo che ne? daravAjo mAthe hoya ne? tyAM bese ane pachI page be moTA vAMsaDA bAMdhe, pachI i vAMsaDe bajAramAM cAle. mumukSu :- benI vacce dorI hoya. uttara = dorI kAMI nahi. A to khullekhullA be vAMsa. A to joyelI vAta che. bajAramAM, hoM! moTI bajAra che. rokaDazeTha'nI dukAna hatI. bajAra Ama cAre kora bharAya. ekalA be vAMsaDA page bAMdhe e pagathI cAle e vAMsathI cAle. A.hA...! lokone ema lAge ke, A te o..ho...ho..! emAM dhULamAMya nathI kAMI. e to e jAtano abhyAsa karatA (AvaDI jAya). AhAhA..! ahIM to jJAnano anubhava ane vairAgyanuM baLa, e bethI cAle. AhAhA..! vAMsaDAthI nahi. 'umarALA'mAM A badhA mANaso to Ave ne! ghaNAne gamI jAya. AhA..! loko Ama o..ho..! o...ho...! ema kare. vAMsathI paga bhare Ama. are bhAI! tArAmAM AtmAno camatkA2 vaibhava, je anubhava ane rAgathI virakta evuM je vairAgya baLa, e be page cAle che e AtmA camatkArI che. AhAhA..! che? AcArya, 'amRtacaMdrAcArye' jJAnavaibhava ane vairAgya baLa ema beya lIdhuM che. olo anubhava ane A vairAgyanuM baLa che. rAgathI udAsa.. udAsa.. udAsa... rAgano kaNa hoya paNa enAthI udAsa (che). enuM Asana udAsa che. svamAM Asana che. e rAgathI Asana khasI gayuM che. AhAhA..! rAga dekhAya ane rAganI choDavAnI sAmagrImAM
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________________ 54 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 paNa jANe bhegA karato hoya ne choDe (ema) dekhAya. aMdaramAM kAMI nathI. AhAhA.! AmAM jora che. - jJAnano anubhava. AtmAno vaibhava eTale i vaibhava. anubhava e vaibhava che. "anubhava ratna ciMtAmaNi, anubhava hai rasakUpa, anubhava mAraga mokSano, anubhava mokSa svarUpa" AvI vAtuM che. AhAhA..! evA anubhavanA vaibhavathI ane vairAgyanA baLathI. [viSayasevana parva chatna viSayasevanano je rAgamAM raMga caDI javo. rAgamAM raMga caDI javo, e raMga caDyo nahi. e raMga utarI gayo. AhAhA! rAganuM raMjanapaNuM, rAgamAM raMjanapaNuM e utarI gayuM. AhAhA..! ane bhagavAna AtmAmAM raMjanapaNuM caDI gayuM. AtmAnA AnaMdanA anubhavanA raMjanamAM caDI gayo. AhAhA.! viSayasevananuM phaLa eTale raMjita pariNAma, ema. raMgAyelo, rAgamAM raMgANo, phaLa. e raMgAto ja nathI. AtmAno raMga lAgyo tene A rAganA raMga zenA hoya? AhAhA...! jene prabhuno raMga lAgyo... AhAhA.! ene bhikhArAnI sAthe raMga kema lAge? AhA..! AvI vastu che. lokone AkarI paDe. vastusthiti A che. AhA...! viSayasevananA nijaphaLane..." eTale ke temAM rAgamAM raMgAyelA rasane, e rasa ene chUTI gayo che. AhA! vastunA svabhAvanA raMge raMgANo ene have rAganA raMga caDatA nathI. AhAhA...! bhale e gRhasthAzramamAM dekhAya. cha- hajAra strInA vaMdanI madhyamAM dekhAya paNa rAganA rasa UDI gayA, e UDI gayA. AhAhA...! raMjita pariNAma kIdhuM ne? raMjita pariNAma eTale i. rAgamAM ekatvabuddhi athavA rAgano raMga. AhAhA...! athavA rAgano rasa. AhAhA...! ene e pAmato nathI. na karanu bhogavato nathI. eno artha che. pAmato nathI,..." rAganA raMjana pariNAmane pAmato nathI. rAganA raMga jene UDI gayA che, svabhAvanA raMga jene caDyA che. AhAhA.! dharma evI cIja (che), bApu AhA.! jenA phaLa bhavanA anaMta anaMta anaMtano aMta, anaMta bhavano aMta. AhAhA.! ane sAdi anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta kALano AnaMda ane zAMtino upAya, e upAya to alaukika hoya ke nahi? AhAhA...! e bhogavato nathI eTale eno artha [viSayasevanaca rUM chatna eTale raMjita pariNAma pAmato nathI ema eno artha levo. rAgamAM raMgAyelI dazA thatI nathI. AhAhA.. vairAgyabaLa ane jJAnanA anubhava AgaLa, rAganA raMjana pariNAma, raMgAyelA pariNAma tene thatA nathI. AhAhA...! 'tethI...." [gasau "A puruSa)" seivava: pi sevava:] sevaka chatAM asevaka..." viSayone sevatA chatAM sevato nathI. koI svacchaMdI ema kahe ke, ame to jJAnI chIe. (ame) viSaya bhogavIe to amane rasa nathI, I vAta ahIM nathI. A.hA.! ghaNA varSa pahelAnI) eka vAta hatI. eka bAvo hato. ghaNA varSa pahelAnI) vAta che. ghaNuM karIne (saMvata) 1973 ke 1976 nI vAta che). eka bAvo hato teNe) eka bAI rAkhelI. rAkhelI
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________________ zloka-135 papa pachI enA upara prema bahu ane pachI e bAIe ene - bAvAne choDI dIdho. choDI dIdho ane Ane kaSAya caDI gayo. eTale koTa upara kaMIka lakhyuM hatuM. zuM lakhyuM hatuM....? mumukSu :- bAInuM nAma lakSmI' hatuM. uttara :- hA, bAInuM nAma "lakSmI' hatuM. "lakSmIlakSmI. lakSmI. lakSmI' A najare joyAM, hoM! "dAmanagara apAsarAmAM beThA hatA tyAM) bAvo nIkaLyo. koTa upara lakhyuM hatuM). kIdhuM, A zuM? pachI meM Ama kahyuM eTale pachI koIe ene pUchyuM ke, A zuM thayuM? tame bAvAjI ane A? to kahyuM), raMga caDyo e have utarato nathI. ema bolyo hato I. "kSatriya kA raMga caDyA e caDyA, raMga utaratA nathI kSatriya haze. AhAhA..! eka strIe choDI dIdho eTale pachI eno phajeta karavA mATe korTamAM lakSmI. lakSmI... lakSmI. lakSmI (lakhI nAkhyuM. AhAhA.! ene pUchyuM tyAre ema bolyo, "kSatriya kA raMga caDyA vaha utaratA nahi ara.2.2.! ane gAmamAM phare "lakSmI. lakSmI. lakSmI. lakSmI karato. phajeta karavA mATe. A kahe che ke, jyAM anaMta rasa AtmAmAM caDyA... AhAhA...! (tyAM) duniyAnA badhA rasa uDI gayA. e raMga caDyo e utarato nathI, kahe che. olA uMdhA (rasa) ne? AhAhA...! (saMvata) 1976nI vAta haze. "dAmanagara comAsu hatuM. bhAvArtha:- (anubhava) "jJAna ane virAgatAnuM evuM koI aciMtya sAmarthya che." jJAna eTale ekaluM jANapaNuM ema nahi. zAstranuM jJAna, ughADa e jJAna nahi. jJAna eTale ke AtmAno anubhava, enuM nAma ahIMyAM jJAna che. AhAhA...! "jJAna ane virAgatAnuM evuM koI aciMtya sAmarthya che..." aciMtya sAmarthya je koI kalpanAmAM sAdhAraNa prANIne khyAlamAM na Ave. AhAhA! ke jJAnI indriyonA viSayone sevato hovA chatAM tene sevanAro kahI zakAto nathI,... AhAhA...! evo koI AtmAno rasa caDI gayo che ane rAgano rasa utarI gayo che. AhAhA...! chatAM viSayanA sevanamAM dekhAya chatAM e sevaka che ja nahi. AhAhA...! kAraNa ke viSayasevananuM phaLa je raMjita pariNAma..." raMjita eTale raMgAya gayelA, rAgamAM raMgAya gayelA. tene jJAnI bhogavato nathI..." rAgamAM raMgAIne viSayane bhogavato nathI. AhAhA...! AkarI vAta che. eTale? bhogavato nathI eTale? e olAmAM AvyuM hatuM ne? ni nAnu bhogavato nathI eTale pAmato nathI. arthamAM AvyuM hatuM. ema ahIM bhogavato nathI eTale rAganA raMgane pAmato nathI, ema. rAgane bhogavato nathI eTale rAgamAM raMgAto nathI. caitanyamAM rasa caDI gayo che. e rasa, rAgano rasa have thato nathI. rAgamAM rasa pAmato nathI. bhogavato nathI eTale e.
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________________ pa6 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ( gAthA-197) athaitadeva darzayati - sevaMto vi Na sevadi asevamANo vi sevago koii| pagaraNaceTThA kassa vi Na ya pAyaraNo tti so hodi||197|| sevamAno'pi na sevate asevamAno'pi sevakaH kazcit / prakaraNaceSTA kasyApi na ca prAkaraNa iti sa bhvti||197|| yathA kazcit prakaraNe vyApriyamANo'pi prakaraNasvAmitvAbhAvAt na prAkaraNikaH, aparastu tatrAvyApriyamANo'pi tatsvAmitvAtprAkaraNikaH, tathA samyagdRSTi pUrvasaJcitakarmodayasampannAn viSayAn sevamAno'pi rAgAdibhAvAnAmabhAvena viSayasevanaphalasvAmitvAbhAvAdasevaka eva, mithyAdRSTistu viSayAnasevamAno'pi rAgAdibhAvAnAM sadbhAvena viSayasevanaphalasvAmitvAtsevaka ev|| have A ja vAtane pragaTa dakhaMtathI batAve che - seve chatAM nahi sevato, aNasevato sevaka bane, prakaraNa taNI ceSTA kare paNa prAkaraNa jayama nahi Thare. 197. gAthArtha :- [ zcit ] koI to [ rovamAnaH sapi ] viSayone sevato chatAM [ na sevate ] nathI sevato ane [ sevamAnaH pa ] koI nahi sevato chatAM [ sevava: ] sevanAro che- vaca mApa ] jema koI puruSane | pravacharAveSTA ] prakaraNanI ceSTA (koI kArya saMbaMdhI kriyA) varte che [ 1 2 : prAra: rUti mavati ] topaNa te prAkaraNika nathI. TIkA :- jema koI puruSa koI prakaraNanI kriyAmAM pravartato hovA chatAM prakaraNanuM svAmIpaNuM nahi hovAthI prAkaraNika nathI ane bIjo puruSa prakaraNanI kriyAmAM nahi pravartato hovA chatAM prakaraNanuM svAmIpaNuM hovAthI prAkaraNika che, tevI rIte samyagdaSTi pUrvasaMcita karmanA udayathI prApta thayelA viSayone sevato hovA chatAM rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvane lIdhe viSayasevananA phaLanuM svAmIpaNuM nahi hovAthI asevaka ja che (arthAt sevanAro nathI) ane mithyAdRSTi viSayone nahi sevato hovA chatAM rAgAdibhAvonA sabhAvane lIdhe viSayasevananA
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________________ gAthA-197 phaLanuM svAmIpaNuM hovAthI sevaka ja che. bhAvArtha :- koI zeThe potAnI dukAna para koIne nokara rAkhyo. dukAnano badho vepAravaNaja-kharIdavuM, vecavuM vagere sarva kAmakAja-nokara kare che topaNa te vepArI nathI kAraNa ke te vepArano ane vepAranA lAbha-nukasAnano svAmI nathI; te to mAtra nokara che, zeThano karAvyo badhuM kAmakAja kare che. je zeTha che te vepAra saMbaMdhI kAMI kAmakAja karato nathI, ghera besI rahe che topaNa te vepArano ane vepAranA lAbha-nukasAnano dhaNI hovAthI te ja vepArI che. A dRSTAMta samyagdaSTi ane mithyAdRSTi para ghaTAvI levuM. jema nokara vepAra karanAro nathI tema samyagdaSTi viSaya sevanAro nathI, ane jema zeTha vepAra karanAro che tema mithyAsRSTi viSaya sevanAro che. gAthA-197 upara pravacana 57 have A ja vAtane pragaTa dRSTAMtathI batAve che : sevaMto vi Na sevadi asevamANo vi sevago koI / pagaraNaceTTA kassa vi Na ya pAyaraNo tti so hodi / / 197 / / seve chatAM nahi sevato, aNasevato sevaka bane, prakaraNa taNI ceSTA kare paNa prAkaraNa jyama nahi Thare. 197. AcAryae dAkhalo Apyo, kaho! TIkA :- jema koI puruSa koI praka2NanI kriyAmAM pravartato hovA chatAM...' AhAhA..! A lagananA prasaMgamAM ke evuM hoya ne? pravartato hoya kAmakAjamAM, dhaNIpatte na hoya, dhaNI to bIjo hoya ane ene kAma soMpyuM hoya to kAma karI lye. prakaraNanI kriyAmAM pravartato hovA chatAM prakaraNanuM svAmIpaNuM nahi hovAthI... AhAhA..! e kriyA Adi hoya. AhAhA..! laganamAM eka dAkhalo banyo hato. eka mANase potAnA jamAIne badhuM kAma soMpyuM to evuM banAvyuM ke, dUdhapAka ne evuM banAvyuM. ne mANaso jhAjhA Ave (ane) kaMI meLa nahi. eTale gharanA dhaNIne evuM lAgyuM ke, A mArI Abaru (nahi rahe). oluM zuM kahevAya? chelle divase kare che ne? harakha jamaNa.. harakha jamaNa. harakha jamaNa kareluM ane emAM karyo dUdhapAka. eTale keTaluM mANasa Avaze eno meLa nahi, dUdhapAka khUTe to karavuM zuM? dUdhapAka kAMI tarata thAya che? bIjI cIja hoya to to kaMdoInI dukAnethI baraphI, lADavA (lAvI zakAya). ene evuM kharAba lAgyuM, enA dhaNIne, ene laIne Ane kharAba lAgyuM to e lagnanA
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________________ 58 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 prasaMgamAM e jhera pIne marI gayo. kAma ene soMpeluM ane kAmamAM A pramANe thayuM ane emAM bahA2mAM vAta AvI, ekadama AvI ke, A mANasa jhAjhu AvI jAya, dUdhapAka to hada pramANe hoya, khUTe to lAvavo kyAMthI? baraphI ke cUramuM ke evuM karyuM hoya to tarata taiyAra paNa kare kAMIka. cUramuM na thAya to baraphI ke zero kare. heM? pahoMcI vaLe. AhA..! AhA..! olA 'bhartuhara'mAM nathI AvatuM? 'bhartuhara'ne jyAre pIMgaLA'nI khabara paDI. are.........! meM pIMgaLAne kevI mAnI? e pIMgaLA' AvI nIkaLI? 92 lAkha mALavAno adhipati rAjA 'bhartRhira'! are...! A strI mArI, meM ene prema (karyo). AhA..hA..! vezyA pAse eka amaraphaLa AvyuM. vezyA ApI gaI darabArane, bhartRhira'ne, ane 'bhartuhari'e soMpyuM rANIne, rANIne azvapALa'ne ApyuM. eNe azvapALa' rAkhelo. 92 lAkha adhipatino mALavo, ene mUkIne e 'azvapALa'nI sAthe cAlatI. kaho, AhAhA..! ene ApyuM ane eNe ApyuM pAchuM vezyAne ane vezyA pAchu 'bhartuhari' pAse lAvyA. AhAhA..! duniyAnA ThagArA kevI rIte Thage che! bahAramAM jANe AhAhA..! tamArI chuM.. tamArI chuM... tamArI chuM... aMdaramAM... AhAhA..! thaI gayo, bAvo thaI gayo. gurue hukama karyo, jAo! tyAMthI anAja laI Ava. tArI pahelI bhikSA laI Ava. rANI pAsethI bhikSA laI Ava. AhAhA..! gurue kahyuM, e vakhatanA guru paNa kevA haze? Avo moTo rAjA bhikSA lye! AhAhA..! rANI pAse levA gayA. rANI to zokamAM hatI. kAMI banyuM nahotuM. mAtA! ema bolyo, mAtA! mane bhikSA de.' rANI kahe che, prabhu! rAjana! mAtA na kaho.' mAtA cho, mAre have mAtA che, bIjuM kAMI che nahi. AhA..! mArI pAse kAMI nathI, prabhu! e nATaka joyelA, emAM badhuM AvatuM. khIra re banAvuM kSaNa ekamAM, jamatA jAva jogIrAja' eka kSaNamAM khIra banAvuM. khIra re banAvuM kSaNa ekamAM' vairAgya kevo haze eno kaho! dRSTi bhale vastunI (nahi) paNa bahAranA vairAgyanA bhAsa jevuM. vairAgya to tyAre kahevAya ke, samyagdarzana sahita rAgano rasa nahi, ene vairAgya kahevAya. e kaMI vairAgya nahi, paNa ATaluM topaNa e vairAgya nahi, hoM! e to maMda kaSAyanI sthiti (che). mAtA! kahIne ubho rahyo. darabAra moTo bANu lAkha mALavAno adhipati! nATaka joyA che moTA moTA. prabhu! mane mAtA na kaho, rAjana! huM eka (kSaNamAM) khIra banAvuM, thoDA ubhA raho.' (tyAre rAjana kahe che), mArI jamAta cAlI jAya che, huM ubho nahi rahuM.' cAlyA gayA. chatAM e kharo vairAgya nathI. A vairAgya je kahe che e nahi. AhAhA..! bahArathI tucchatA lAgI. dekhyA nahi kucha sAra jagatameM, dekhyA nahi kucha sA2' ema bolyo. choDyuM badhuM. e vairAgya nahi. vairAgya to bhagavAnaAtmAno anubhava thatAM rAganI raktatA chUTI jAya, puNyanA premanA
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________________ gAthA 17 59 raMga, rasa chUTI jAya. AhAhA...! ene jJAna ane vairAgya kahevAmAM Ave che. loko ema vakhANe ke Avo rAjA hato. A bhartuhari mAM Ave che ne? banAveluM Ave che. badhuM vAMcyuM che. e vairAgya nahi, bApA! AhAhA...! bhagavAnano vairAgya judI jAtano che. hai? A to choDIne gayo che topaNa vairAgya nahi ane ahIM to saMsAramAM paDyo hoya chatAM vairAgI (che). are.re....! AnA mApa kyAMthI lAvavA? samajANuM kAMI? olo rAja choDIne cAlyo gayo topaNa e vairAgya na kahevAya. ahIMyAM kahe che ke, strI AdinA sevanamAM dekhAya, rAjapATamAM dekhAya chatAM vairAgI (che). AhA...! e...i..! jenA rAganA raMjana pariNAma, rasa tUTI gayA che ane jene AtmAnA AnaMdanA rasanA pyAlA phATyA che. AhAhA...! e anubhavanA rasanA pyAlA AgaLa kyAMya rasa paDato nathI. AhAhA.! e rAgathI puNyanA pariNAmathI paNa virakta che, rakta nathI. ene ahIM vairAgya kahevAmAM Ave che. e vairAgI jIva saMsAramAM Ama viSaya sevato dekhAya, chatAM e sevato nathI. ane A choDe che chatAM eNe kAMI choDyuM nathI. AhAhA...! bANa lAkha mALavAnA adhipatie rAja choDyuM, paNa) choDyuM nathI. AhAhA...! jene AtmA aMdara zuM cIja che? sarvajJa kahe che, hoM! ajJAnI kahe che AtmA nahi. AhAhA.! evo je bhagavAna AtmA, enA rasamAM caDyo che ene rAganA rasa utarI gayA che. rAga Ave che, rAgamAM joDAya che paNa aMdaranA rasa utarI gayA che. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? traNalokanA nAtha vItarAga jaina paramezvaranI vAta koI judI che. duniyAthI AkhI judI jAta che. have olo bANa lAkha (mALavA) choDIne beTho toya vairAgya nahi. hai? ane ahIM cha-- hajAra strImAM paDyo hoya to kahe, vairAgI. have A tulanA karavI zI rIte? AhAhA...! rAganuM raMjanapaNuM, rasapaNe chUTI gayuM che. AhAhA.! ahIM kahe che, 197 AvI ne? jema koI puruSa koI prakaraNa..." prakaraNa eTale koI kriyA. lagananI kriyA, dahADAnI kriyA, moTo dahADo hoya athavA zuM kahevAya, A kIdhuM lagananuM chelluM... ? harakha jamaNa ke moTo vepAra hoya. e prakaraNanI kriyAmAM pravartato hovA chatAM prakaraNanuM svAmIpaNuM nahi hovAthI... AhAhA.! eno dhaNI nathI i. nokara karoDonA vepAra karato hoya paNa enA phaLa tarIke ene kaMI che nahi. eno dhaNI to olo che. AhAhA...! Ane to khabara che ke mane A be hajAra, pAMca hajAra rUpiyA mahine Ape che. basa! ane karoDo pedA thAya che e kaMI mane nathI. ane kadAcit karoDanI khoTa gaI toya mane kaMI nathI. AhAhA. e koIpaNa kAmanI kriyAmAM pravartato hovA chatAM e kAmanuM svAmIpaNuM nahi hovAthI. prakaraNa eTale e kriyAo. prAkaraNika nathI... AhAhA...! olo to dhaNIe jamAIne soMpeluM to emAM Ama thayuM (to) e jamAI jhera pIne marI gayo, lyo! lagananA prasaMgamAM. kAraNa ke dhaNIpatAnA)
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________________ 60 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 raMga caDI gayelA. huM karuM... huM karuM... huM karuM... meM dasa maNa, paMdara maNa dUdhapAka karyA. bhale atyAre ATaluM mANasa jame. paNa bhaI! meLa na khAya. A moTuM ghara che, mANasa keTaluM Ave, A dUdhapAka (nahi thAya). tame bahu haThe caDo cho ke, dUdhapAka ja karo. ema na cAle. e emAM marI gayo. "kAMtibhAI A saMsAranA tamArA badhA lakhaNa. AhAhA....! ahIM kahe che ke, dharmI jema koI prakaraNa eTale kriyAkAMDanA prakAramAM caDI gayo hoya chatAM eno e svAmI nathI to eno harakha-zoka ene che nahi, ene khoTa ane lAbha ene ghare nathI. khoTa ne lAbha zeThane ghare che. "rANapuramAM to eka nokara evo hato. zeThiyo hato. "rANapura. zeTha dukAne Ave to kAMIka bole, cAlyA jAo ahIMthI. tamAruM kAma nathI. nokare evI chApa pADI dIdhI ke zeTha cAlyo jAya. tamAruM kAma nathI. DAmADoLa karazo nahi, phalANuM, DhIkaNuM ne Ama tema, cAlyA jAo ahIMthI. kartA-hartA chatAM paNa phaLano bhoktA kiMI pote che? lAbha ke khoTa e to enI che. hai? AhAhA. svAmIpaNuM nahi hovAthI te kriyAno e adhikArI nathI, teno svAmI nathI. bIjo puruSa prakaraNanI kriyAmAM nahi pravartato...... AhAhA.! eno dhaNI hoya e eka kora ghare beTho hoya. dukAnanuM kAma cAlatuM hoya e nokara calAvato hoya, Ane mAthe kAMI na hoya chatAM svAmIpaNuM ane vartatuM hoya che. AhAhA...! che ne? prakaraNanI kriyAmAM nahi pravartato hovA chatAM prakaraNanuM svAmIpaNuM hovAthI..." dukAnanA karoDonA dhaMdhAno dhaNI to I che. khoTa jAya ke lAbha thAya e kaMI nokarane che? nokarane to je pagAra be hajAra ke bAvIso hoya e ApI daye. AhAhA.! A daSTAMta to kuMdakuMdAcAryuM ApyuM che. "kriyAmAM nahi pravartato hovA chatAM prakaraNanuM svAmIpaNuM hovAthI prAkaraNika che..." dhaNI che. tevI rIte samyagdaSTi pUrvasaMcita karmanA udayathI prApta thayelA viSayone..." AhAhA.! dharmI jIvane, anubhavIne... AhA.! e eka pherI kahyuM nahotuM? nAnI uMmaramAM, nava-dasa varSanI uMmara hatI). amArI joDe rahetA. amArI bAnA gAmanA brAhmaNa eTale ame mAmA kahIe. e nhAya ne laMgoTIyuM jyAre pahere tyAre ema bolatA, "anubhavIne eTaluM re AnaMdamAM rahevuM re, bhajavA paribrahma ne bIjuM kAMI na kahevuM. e vakhate sAMbhaLatA. meM kIdhuM, zuM kahe che A? eneya khabara nahi. "anubhavIne eTaluM re AnaMdamAM rahevuM re..." AhAhA.! e ahIM kahe che. e kriyAo bhale badhI thatI hoya paNa dhaNI pote nathI. AhAhA! anubhavInA AnaMdamAM e kriyAno dhaNI nathI. AhAhA! samyagdaSTi pUrvasaMcita karmanA udayathI prApta thayelA viSayone sevato hovA chatAM." bhASA vyavahAranI mUkI. "rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvane lIdhe..." oluM raMjita pariNAma kIdhuM hatuM ne? raMga UDI gayo che. AhAhA! kapaDAmAM jema raMga caDAve paNa jema UDI jAya, aMdara phaTakaDI lagAvI hoya (to) raMga UDI jAya. ema A raMga dharmIne UDI gayo che. AhA.!
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________________ gAthA-197 61 bhagavAnane paDakhe caDyo (enA) bIjA badhA paDakhAM have kharAba thaI gayA. AhAhA..! juo! samyagdarzananI mahimA! juo! anubhavanI mahimA! have enI pAse badhI kriyAkAMDanI vAtuM Akho di' guMcAIne marI jAya emAM. AkhI vAta mULa che e to rahI jAya. AhAhA..! 'samyagdaSTi pUrvasaMcita karmanA udayathI prApta.' thayelI sAmagrI, ene sevato dekhAya chatAM rAgAdibhAvonA abhAvane lIdhe viSayasevananA phaLanuM (dhaNIpattu) svAmIpaNuM nahi hovAthI..' AhA..! jyAM AnaMdano nAtha, anaMta guNano svAmI, eno svAmI thayo... AhAhA..! have ene bahAranA svAmIpaNA, bhikhArIpaNA ene zenA rahe? AhAhA..! svarUpanA AnaMdanI lakSmI AgaLa bahAranA koI vaibhavamAM ene mahattA lAgatI nathI. ajJAnIne bahAranA aneka prakAranA vaibhavanA vizeSa dekhAtAM AtmAnuM vizeSapaNuM bhAsatuM nathI. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? e "viSayasevananA phaLanuM svAmIpaNuM nahi hovAthI...' eTale ke rAgano rasa ja jyAM UDI gayo che, ema eno artha che. te asevaka ja che...' sevatA chatAM asevaka che. AhAhA..! 'ToDaramallajIe''mokSamArga prakAzaka' banAvyuM ne! banAvyuM (tyAre) enI mA zAkamAM mIThu nathI nAkhatI. e mokSamArga prakAzaka' (banAvavAnI) evI dhUnamAM (ke) ene khabara nahi ke AmAM mIThu nathI. rasa caDelo mokSamArga prakAzaka'no. AhAhA..! e jyAM kAma baMdha thaI gayuM ane mAtAe zAka pAchuM ApyuM (to kahyuM), 'bA! AmAM mIThu nathI.' (to bA kahe che), bhAI! mIThu cha mahinAthI huM nAkhatI nathI. tane Aje khabara paDI?" mokSamArga prakAzaka'no rasa UDI gayo. (zAstra pUruM thayuM). kaho, zAkamAM mIThAnI khabara na rahI. haiM? cha-cha mahinA! rasa caDI gayo ne! 'mokSamArga prakAzaka' kevuM paNa banAvyuM cha! 'mokSamArga prakAzaka'! AhAhA..! 'zrImad' paNa vakhANa karyAM, sadbhutamAM nAkhyuM. vIsa sazrutanA nAma ApyA che ne? emAM "mokSamArga prakAzaka' sazrutamAM nAkhyuM che. AhAhA..! bhale enA mANaso pachI zvetAMbarane mAne. paNa AmAM nA pADI che. zvetAMbara che e gRhIta mithyASTi che. AhA..! e jaina ja nathI. sthAnakavAsI, derAvAsI jaina ja nathI. AkarI vAta che, bApA! AhA..! jene rAgathI bhinna, gurupaNuM paNa evuM, dharma paNa evo ane kevaLInI to vAta ja zuM karavI? AhAhA...! evI vAta jene aMta2mAM beThI ane anubhavamAM AvI.. AhAhA..! ene bIjA koI dharma pratye rasa UDI jAya che. AhAhA..! aMdara koI prema raheto nathI. AhA..! "viSayasevananA phaLanuM svAmIpaNuM nahi hovAthI asevaka ja che (arthAt sevanAro nathI) ane mithyAdRSTi viSayone nahi sevato hovA chatAM...' joyuM? hajAro rANI choDIne beTho hoya paNa aMdaramAM rAgano prema che. rAgathI bhinna bhagavAnano anubhava nathI ane rAgano rasa chUTyo nathI. bhale bAvo, jogI, sAdhu thAya, jainano sAdhu thayo hoya, digaMbara sAdhu! AhAhA..! chatAM 'mithyAdRSTi viSayone nahi sevato...' jAvajIva bALa brahmacArI hoya paNa aMdaramAM rAganA
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________________ 62 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 rasa chUTyA nathI. AhAhA...! mithyAdRSTi viSayone nahi sevato hovA chatAM rAgAdibhAvonA sadbhAvane lIdhe..." joyuM? rAgano nAnAmAM nAno kaNa hoya, paNa jenA premamAM raMgAI gayo che. AhAhA...! e viSaya na seve topaNa sevato kahevAya che. AhAhA...! ATalo badho phera. 'viSayasevananA phaLanuM svAmIpaNuM hovAthI sevaka ja che." AhAhA.! e rAganA premamAM paDyo, bahAramAM strIno tyAga hoya, kuTuMbano tyAga (hoya), dukAna, dhaMdhAno tyAga (hoya, paNa chatAM aMdaramAM e sevaka ja che. AhAhA.! vizeSa vAta karaze. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. ra74 gAthA-197, 198, zloka-136 zanivAra, aSADha vada 5, tA. 14-07-1979 gAthA-197 nA bhAvArtha upara pravacana bhAvArtha che ne ? 197 (gAthAno) bhAvArtha. "nirjarA adhikAra'. koI zeThe potAnI dukAna para koIne nokara rAkhyo. dukAnano badho vepAra-vaNaja-kharIdavuM, vecavuM vagere sarva kAmakAja-nokara kare che topaNa te vepArI nathI." eno e svAmI nathI. kAraNa ke te vepArano ane vepAranA lAbha-nukasAnano svAmI nathI." lAbha-nukasAna to zeThane che, nokara kAma game eTaluM kare. "te to mAtra nokara che, zeThano karAvyo badhuM kAmakAja kare che. je zeTha che te vepAra saMbaMdhI kAMI kAmakAja karato nathI, ghare beTho hoya. kAle rANapuranuM kahyuM hatuM ne ? eka zeTha(ne) nokara (kahe che), ahIMthI cAlyA jAo, tamAruM kAma nathI, tame ghare cAlyA jAo." samajI jAya (ke), ApaNuM kAma nahi, che enuM kAma, nokaranuM kAma che). ghera besI rahe che topaNa te vepArano ane vepAranA lAbha-nukasAnano dhaNI hovAthI te ja vepArI che. A dRSTAMta samyagdaSTi ane mithyAdRSTi para ghaTAvI levuM. jema nokara vepAra karanAro nathI tema samyagdaSTi viSaya sevanAro nathI,... AhAhA...! karavA jevuM A che evuM paheluM valaNa to kare ke AtmAmAM atIndriya AnaMda che. je AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa cauda brahmAMDa jene tuccha lAge che. evo AtmAmAM e AnaMda che. atIndriya AnaMdathI bharelo bhagavAna che. e atIndriya AnaMdano jene svAda Avyo, jANavAmAM AvyuM ke A tattva to anaMta jJAna ane anaMta AnaMdathI bharelo padArtha che. evuM jene aMtara dRSTimAM, anubhavamAM AvyuM e samyagdaSTi kAma karatA chatAM e karato nathI. A.hA...! kemake eno svAmI
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________________ gAthA 197 63 thato nathI. AhA...hA...! mithyASTi. jema nokara vepAra karanAro nathI tema samyagdaSTi viSaya sevanAro nathI, ane jema zeTha vepAra karanAro che tema mithyASTi viSaya sevanAro che. nivRtti laIne bhale eka kora beTho hoya. AhAhA...! dukAnanA dhaMdhAnuM kAMI kAmakAja na karato hoya paNa aMtaramAM e dhaMdhAnA lAbha ane nukasAnano dhaNI to e che. ema mithyAdaSTi bahAramAM vepAra, dhaMdhA Adi na karato hoya paNa aMdaramAM svarUpathI virUddha rAganA bhAgane potAno mAnI ane temAM te paDyo che te bAhyanA vepArano dhaMdho na karato hoya topaNa kare che. AhA..hA...! AvuM kAma che. ****che. ( zloka-136) (mundantiA ) samyagdRSTerbhavati niyataM jJAnavairAgyazaktiH / svaM vastutvaM kalayitumayaM svaanyruupaaptimuktyaa| yasmAjjJAtvA vyatikaramidaM tattvataH svaM paraM ca svasminnAste viramati parAtsarvato raagyogaat||136|| have AgaLanI gAthAonI sUcanAnuM kAvya kahe che : zlokArdha -[ sAvRSTa: niyata jJAna-vairAgya-zavittaH mavati ] samyagdaSTine niyamathI jJAna ane vairAgyanI zakti hoya che; [ yaraHI ] kAraNa ke [ ] te samyagdaSTi jIva) [ sva-2-5-gApti-muvajyAM ] svarUpanuM grahaNa ane parano tyAga karavAnI vidhi vaDe [ sva vastutva vanayitum ] potAnA vastutvano yathArtha svarUpano) abhyAsa karavA mATe, [ rUTuM svaM ca para ] "A sva che (arthAt AtmasvarUpa che) ane A para che" [ vyatiram] evo bheda [ tattvataH ] paramArthe [ jJAtvI ] jANIne [ svarizman gAnta ] svamAM rahe che (Take che, ane pitta rAyoIR] parathI-rAganA yogathI- sarvataH ] sarva prakAre [ viramati] virame che. (A rIta jJAnavairAgyanI zakti vinA hoI zake nahi) 136.
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 zloka-136 upara pravacana have AgaLanI gAthAonI sUcanAnuM kAvya kahe che :- 136 kAvya. (mantrAntA) samyagdRSTerbhavati niyataM jJAnavairAgyazaktiH / svaM vastutvaM kalayitumayaM svaanyruupaaptimuktyaa| yasmAjjJAtvA vyatikaramidaM tattvataH svaM paraM ca svasminnAste viramati parAtsarvato raagyogaat||136|| o.ho.ho..! eka kaLazamAM keTaluM bharyuM che! simpareDa niyata jJAna-vairAgya-vittaH mavati zuddha svarUpa anAdi paramAnaMdamUrti prabhu, eno jyAM anubhava thayo ane tenI zakti ane sAmarthyanI pratIta ne jJAna ne anubhava thayo e samyagdaSTi (che). trikALI anaMta AnaMda ane anaMta jJAna, pUrNa anaMta svabhAva, paramAtmasvarUpa ja pote prabhu che. svabhAvathI, zaktithI, sattvathI, bhAvathI bharelo che). e bhAvane jeNe anubhavyo. anAdithI karmacetanA ane karmaphaLacetanAno anubhava hato. karmacetanA eTale rAga. rAganuM vedanA ane rAganuM phaLa duHkhanuM vedana. anAdinuM tenuM vedana che). digaMbara sAdhu navamI raiveyaka gayo topaNa I hatuM. A to jyAM aMdara phare che, vastunI dRSTi phare che. bhagavAna pUrNa svarUpe bharelo, eno jyAM aMdara svIkAra ane anubhava thAya che tyAre te samyagdaSTi niyamathI jJAna ane vairAgya(nA) sAmarthyavALo hoya che. nizcayathI svarUpanuM jJAna ane rAgano vairAgya. AhAhA.! AvI vastu che. A to hajI pahelI bhUmikAnI vAta che. 'niyamathI...ema che ne? "niya che ne? "niyataM " sa re: niyata nizcayathI jJAna, vairAgya zakti bhavati. AhA! eTale zuM kahe che? kharekhara tene jJAna ane vairAgya hoya che. zAstranA jANapaNA ane para padArtha choDIne) bese mATe jJAna ane vairAgya thaI gayo, ema nathI. kharekhara jJAna ane vairAgya, ema kahyuM che ne? nizcayathI jJAna (arthAtu) svarUpa zuddha caitanyaprabhu, enuM jJAna. ene zeya banAvIne (thayeluM) jJAna, ene zeya banAvIne (thayelI) zraddhA ane ene ya banAvIne emAM ramaNatAno aMza (pragaTavo). darzana, jJAna ane svarUpAcaraNa. evo je samyagdaSTi (tene) nizcayathI jJAna ane vairAgyanuM sAmarthya hoya che. jJAnanuM paNa baLa hoya che ane vairAgyanuM paNa baLa hoya che. AhAhA.! svarUpanuM paNa jJAna, enuM paNa baLa hoya che ane rAganI kriyA dayA, dAna, vratAdi enAthI paNa virakta che. evuM vairAgyabaLa che. AhAhA.! e jJAna ane vairAgyanI zakti hoya che. (ramata"kAraNa ke..." (yo te (samyagdaSTi jIva)..." svi-2-5-mAta-mutyA]
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________________ zloka-136 65 eTale sva-rUpanI 'Apti" ane 52rUpanuM 'mutyA. che? sva-rUpa ema levuM. 'rUpa' che ne trIjo bola? svarUpanI 'Apti" eTale svarUpanuM grahaNa ane anya rUpanuM 'mutthA', anya rUpa 'mutyA' (arthAt) parano tyAga. AhAhA..! zabdo to thoDA che paNa (bhAva ghaNA bharyA che). svarUpanuM grahaNa ane 52rUpano tyAga (e) vairAgyanI vAta karI. rAgAdi 52. paravastu che e to chUTelI ja paDI che. svarUpa - sva-rUpa, enI 'Apti', svarUpa enI 'Apti' eTale grahaNa. zuddha svarUpa pUrNAnaMda prabhu... AhAhA..! jenA AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa indranA indrAsano paNa jyAM saDelAM maDadAM jevAM, mIMdaDAM, saDelAM kUtarA hoya evuM lAge. evo eno svAda che, kahe che. AhAhA..! evA (svarUpanA) svAdathI paripUrNa bharelo che. e svarUpanI 'Apti', svarUpanI 'Apti" che ne? 'Apti' eTale grahaNa. ane 52rUpa ema levuM. anya rUpa. svarUpanI 'Apti' ane anyarUpanuM 'mukhtyA'. be zabdamAM ATaluM mUkyuM che. svarUpanuM grahaNa eTale svarUpanI 'Apti' ane anya rUpanuM 'muntyA - 52no tyAga. AhAhA..! zabdo bahu thoDA che, bharelo bhAva aMdara ghaNo che. AhAhA..! mULa vAta i che ke AtmA anaMta anaMta zAMti, AnaMdano sAgara (che) eno ene mahimA Avyo nathI. AhAhA..! enI ene vizeSatA, bIjI badhI cIja karatAM enI vizeSatA bhAsatI nathI. A vAMdhA ahIM che. duniyAnI badhI cIjo, Abaru-kIrti, bahAra hA..ho, hA..ho.... cakravartInA rAja ne deva khamA khamA kare, soLa hajAra deva! enI vizeSatA jene nathI lAgatI paNa AtmAnuM svarUpa anaMta guNano bhaMDA2 (bhAse che tenI pAse) AhAhA..! A badho bhaMgAra che. bhagavAna anaMta guNano bhaMDAra che. A nahotuM kahetA ke olo bhaMgAra paDaze. kaTakA thaIne paDaze). AhAhA..! amAre che ne? phAvAbhAI', manahara' ene A dhaMdho che. zuM kahevAya i? bhaMgAra.. bhaMgA2! karoDapati che. bhaMgArano Akho kUvo eka pherI bharyo hato. bhaMgAra lAvI lAvIne Akho kUvo (bharelo). paisA ghaNA, emAM pAchA paisA pedA thaI gayA. bhaMgAra. ahIM kahe che ke, eka kora bhaMDA2 ane eka ko2 bhaMgAra. AhAhA..! bhagavAna aMdara ekalA anaMta guNano bhaMDAra che. enI adhikatA ane vizeSatA AgaLa koI cIja vizeSatA ane adhikatA laI jatuM nathI. AhAhA..! dehane jovo nahi, deha che e jaDa mATI (che). AhA..! A bhAI gujarI gayA ne? 'jayaMtibhAI'. bicArA ahIM rahetA ghaNIvAra. zvAsa mATe gayelA, oNksijana (levA gayelA). deha pUro thaI gayo, jAo! AhAhA..! ahIM kahe che ke, pote bhagavAnaAtmA sva-rUpanI 'Japti' ane anya rUpanuM 'mukhtyA'. AhA..! be zabdamAM to (keTaluM bharyuM che)! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu, atIndriya AnaMdathI bharelo bhagavAna, e sva-rUpanI 'grApti" (eTale) grahaNa, e svarUpanuM grahaNa ane rAgano kaNa cAhe to zubha ho e 52rUpano tyAga. 52rUpanI mukti'. AhAhA..! che? 'sva-rupa-Apti -
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________________ 66 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 anya rUpa mukhtyA' ATalA zabdomAM to.. AhA..! pUrNAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna, eno jyAM svIkAra ane grahaNa (thayuM), dRSTimAM teno Adara ane anubhava (thayo)... AhAhA..! ane rAgathI mAMDIne badhI cIja, rAga ne vikAra e anyarUpano tyAga. ahIM bAhyanA tyAganI vAta nathI. bAhyano tyAga to anAdithI) che ja. bAhya cIja to grahI nathI tethI tyAga che i kyAM (ka2vAno rahe che)? AhAhA..! zAstramAM to tyAM sudhI AvyuM ke rAgarUpe thayo nathI to paccakhANa rAgane choDavuM paNa kyAM rahyuM? e to jJAna jJAnarUpe rahe enuM nAma paccakhANa (che). Ave che ne? 'samayasAra' (34mI gAthA). rAgano tyAga e paNa nathI, kahe che. AhAhA..! paccakhANanI vyAkhyA che. kemake svarUpa je caitanya, eNe rAga grahyo che ke di' ke choDe ? paranuM to grahaNa-tyAga che ja nahi. AhAhA..! paNa svarUpa caitanya saccidAnaMda prabhu, eNe rAga grahyo che ke di' te rAga choDIne paccakhANa kare? AhAhA..! AtmA AtmarUpe Tharyo enuM nAma rAgano tyAga nAmamAtra kahevAya. AhAhA..! lokonI mahimA bAhya tyAga upara che. ethI aMtaranA svarUpanuM grahaNa ane rAgAdino tyAga, enuM ene mAhAtmya sUjhatuM nathI. AhAhA..! bahAra(nuM) choDyuM, ANe Ama karyuM, dukAna choDI, ANe zarIrathI jAvajIva brahmacarya pALyuM, e badhI bahAranI cIjo che. AhAhA..! ahIM to svarUpa, enuM grahaNa. anya rUpa (eTale) rAgAdi vikalpa, eno tyAga. ahIM to grahaNa ane tyAga kahevuM che ne? nahitara to rAgano tyAga paNa nAmamAtra che. kAraNa ke svarUpa rAgarUpe thayuM nahotuM. tethI je svarUpa che temAM rahyo te ja paccakhANa thayuM. te ja rAgano tyAga nAmamAtra kahevAya. AhAhA..! = 'sva-anya-pa-prApti-muvantyA AhA..! tyAga karavAnI vidhi vaDe... [ sva vastutyuM yitum ] olAmAM 'Japti" kIdhI hatI ne? svarUpanI 'Apti'. have e svavastunuM "bhayitu (arthAt) potAnA svarUpano anubhava. potAnA vastutvano yathArtha svarUpano) abhyAsa...' eTale anubhava. 'yitu AhAhA..! bhagavAnaAtmA atIndriya AnaMdano gAMsaDo che. eno abhyAsa eTale eno anubhava. AhAhA..! 'yitu' eTale eno abhyAsa - anubhava. atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava, e svano abhyAsa kahevAya che. AhAhA..! 'ravuM vastunvaM' 'vastutyuM' (eTale) vastupaNAno bhAva. potAnA vastutvano eTale vastutva che ne? vastunuM je svarUpa che, ema. vastunuM je svarUpa che, atIndriya AnaMda, jJAna, zAMti, svacchatA, vItarAgatA.. AhA..! e vItarAgatAno anubhava e svano anubhava ane rAgano tyAga e parano tyAga. zabdo thoDA che, bhAva ghaNA gaMbhIra che. saMtonI vANI che. emAM digaMbara saMto... AhAhA..! pAMcame Are kevaLIne bhUlAvyA che. evI vANI che i. AhAhA..! samaje ene. vANI jANI teNe jANI che' nathI AvatuM? 'zrImad'mAM mokSamALA'mAM Ave che. vANI jANI, jinavANI
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________________ zloka-136 jANI teNe jANI che, bApu ! AhAhA. emane ema vANI vAMcI gayA, jANI lIdhuM, dhAraNA (karI lIdhI e nahi). AhAhA..! vItarAga, enI vANImAM to vItarAgatAno Adara Ave che ane rAgano tyAga Ave che. AhAhA...! pachI enI badhI TIkAo che. AhAhA.! zAstramAM Ave che ne ke samabhAva AdaravA. A enI badhI TIkA che. eno artha ja I che. AhAhA.! are...! paNa kema ene bese? jarIka kaMIka bIDI, kaMIka bahAranuM zAka ke dALa ke pApaDa ke athANuM sAruM thAya tyAM to Ama jANe o...ho.ho...! Aja to khAIne o... oDakAra kare. AhAhA...! hai? mumukSu :- . bahAra dekhAya. uttara :- jANe zuM karyuM jANe aMdarA ekaluM pApa karIne ubho thayo che. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, [a varastutve yituma sva vastupaNAno anubhava. vastunA vastupaNAno anubhava. vastutva che ne? eTale vastu che prabhu, enuM vastupaNuM eTale atIndriya AnaMda, jJAna Adi bhAvapaNuM. AhAhA...! e vastunA svarUpano yathArtha (anubhava) abhyAsa karavA mATe..." phiTuM svaM parva je oluM paheluM kahyuM hatuM. "sva-sI-5-ti-muvalyA' ane phi vaM ca para "A sva che." A jJAna ane AnaMdathI bharelo bhagavAna te sva che. AhAhA...! "ane A para che." rAgAdino vikalpa te bilakula para che. AhAhA...! Avo jeNe aMtara anubhava karyo tene ema ke nirjarA thAya che, ema kahevuM che. I saMyogamAM hoya chatAM e saMyogathI chUTato jAya che, rAgathI chUTato jAya che ane aMtaranI zuddhithI vadhato jAya che. AhAhA...! sva ane para evo [ vyatiram ] eTale "evo bheda." sva nAma AnaMda atIndriya ane para nAma rAgAdi ne vikalpa, e be, eno bheda, vyatikara eTale bheda, benI judAI. tittvata: AhAhA.! ekaluM jANavuM, jANI rAkhyuM, ema nahi kahe che. paramArtha kahevAmAtra nahi. AhAhA.! sva ane para ekaluM kahevAmAtra nahi. AhAhA.! sva ane para "paramArthe jANIne.." joyuM? [tattvata: AhAhA.! "samayasAra', pravacanasAra alaukika graMtha che. AhA.! bharatakSetranA bhAgya ke AvA zAstro rahI gayA. kALa Avo halako, zAstra AvA UMcA rahI gayA. AhAhA...! AtmA amara che tene amara paryAyamAM banAve evA zAstra che. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, sva-parane, evo bheda. sva-parano bheda ekalo jANavAmAM rAkhIne e nahi. AhAhA.! sva-parano bheda tattvathI jANIne. paramArthe AtmA AnaMda ane rAga para ema paramArthathI barAbara anubhava karIne, jANIne. AhAhA.! che ke nahi aMdara? sva ane parano vyatikara eTale judAI tattvataH jANIne. paramArthe vastu svarUpano anubhava karI ane svanuM grahaNa ane parano tyAga, e tattvataH jANyuM kahevAya, paramArthe jAyuM kahevAya. AhAhA...! tittvata: paramArthe jANIne..." tattvathI jANIne ema. tattvathI eTale je jANana svarUpa
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________________ 68 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 che prabhu, te AnaMdathI jANIne. AhAhA...! AvI vAta sAMbhaLavI muzkela paDe. AhAhA...! A sva che ane A para che evo vyatikara. paryAyamAM vyatikara AvyuM hatuM ne? paryAya vyatikara (eTale) bhinna bhinna che ne? bhinna bhinna. eka samayanI paryAya bhinna bhinna, bIje samaye bhinna bhina. guNa che sahabhAvI, anvaya, anvaya. sAthe rahenArA, ekasAthe. sahabhuvA eTale guNo ekasAthe rahenArA, hoM! dravya sAthe guNo rahenArA ema nahi. sahabhava eTale guNo ekasAthe rahenArA. dravyanI sAthe guNa rahenArA ema nahi. kAraNa ke dravyanI sAthe paryAya paNa rahe che, e nahi. guNo je che anaMtA sAthe rahenArA che. guNo je che anaMta (e) eka samayamAM sAthe rahenArA che. AhAhA...! ane paryAya bhinna bhinna vyatikara che. bhinna bhinna bhina. bhinna. ahIM vyatikara eTale sva ane parane juduM karavuM e vyatikara che. evo bheda paramArthe jANIne..." pachI karavuM zuM? ke, svismin nAste mit nAste AnaMdamAM rahevuM. svamAM rahevuM, TakavuM. AhAhA.! bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMda ane atIndriya vItarAgamUrti prabhu che, e svamAM rahevuM. sva ane parano bheda jANIne, paramArthe bheda jANIne svamAM rahevuM. AhAhA.! AvuM AkaruM lAge eTale bicArAne kriyAne raste caDAvI dIdhA, jemAM saravALe kAMI (hAtha na Ave). saravALA Ave che - saMsAra. jeno saravALo saMsAra. AhAhA...! A vAta besavI hajI, enuM valaNa karavuM, valaNa... AhAhA...! e ene kaThaNa lAge. abhyAsa nahi ne. tethI vayitu kIdhuM ne? AhAhA.! "vuM varastutve vayitama sva vastuno abhyAsa - anubhava kara. AhAhA.! svirizmana mArUM "rimana prabhu bhagavAna AtmA. sva ane parane tattvathI paramArthe jANyo, bheda jANyo, have svamAM Thara, svamAM Taka, svamAM rahe. AhAhA.! che? "ane..." [NRI yorAta pUranI vyAkhyA ATalI karI. para eTale zarIra ne vANI ne mana ne phalANuM e to para to tyAga ja che, para to aMdara che ja nahi. AhAhA...! A to ene kAraNe enI paryAya. dravya to ene ja kAraNe che paNa enI paryAya thAya che e ene kAraNe thAya che. zarIranI, vANInI, badhA parapadArtha enI sAthe kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. saMbaMdha rAkhyo to rAga sAthe. trilokanAtha vItarAgane rAga sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhyo. vItarAga prabhu evo bhagavAna AtmA eNe rAganI maitrI karI hatI. AhAhA.! e choDa. parayogAtuM che ne? pit rAyoti] parat rAyo parathI, rAganA yogathI. AhAhA...! eka kaLaza paNa keTaluM bharyuM che. A kaMI vArtA nathI. AhAhA.! e to jema zubhajogane azubhajoga kIdho che ne? ema zuddhajoga paNa kIdho che. zuddhajoga. AhAhA.! zuddha svarUpamAM ekAgra thavuM e zuddhayoga che. Ama sAdI bhASAmAM zuddha upayoga. paNa zuddhayoga - zuddhamAM yoga (arthAta) joDANa karavuM. zubhabhAva ane azubhabhAva, e zubhajoga ane azubhajoga enI sAthe joDANa thayuM. ahIM zuddhajoga. AhA.! kemake
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________________ zloka-136 vastu pote zuddha trikALI che, enI sAthe joDANa karyuM enuM nAma zuddhajoga ane zuddha upayoga. enA vaDe AtmA aMdara Tharyo. zuddhajoga vaDe. AhAhA...! zubha-azubha joga vaDe to rakhaDavAnuM thayuM. AhAhA...! hai? mumukSu :- zubhathI to zeThiyo thayo. uttara :- zeThiyA, have zeThiyA badhA. AhAhA.! eka pherI kIdhuM nahotuM? "cUDAmAM hatA ne ApaNA "rAyacaMda dozI'? ApaNA "nAraNabhAInA sAsarAnA bApa. "nAraNabhAIe dIkSA lIdhI hatI. 'rAyacaMda dozI' hatA, "cUDA'nA, vRddha hatA). eka pherI jeThamalajI' hatA ne? aMdara AvyA tyAM Ama "cUDAvALA' jarI AkarA. ubhA na thAya. kAraNa ke amAruM ghaNIvAra tyAM jAvuM thAtuM. e loko sAdhAraNanI vAta mAne nahi. eTale olo aMdara garyo, ubhA thAva ne! tyAM e bole che, jeThI! besana heThI. ema A zeTha ne beTha ne heTha. ahIM to zeThanI sAthe... AhA! zeThiyA zenA zeThiyA? bApA! are.re...! dhULanA dhaNI. mumukSu :- hamaNA zeTha ane nokaranI vAta AvI gaI. uttara :- e AvI hatI ne. (zeTha) vepAra karato nathI chatAM vepAra karavAno dhaNI che. olo nokara vepAra kare che chatAM eno dhaNI nathI. e to daSTAMta dIdhuM. AhAhA.! ahIM to bIjuM kahevuM che ke, pat rAyoIt ema kIdhuM che. paranA, zarIra, vANI, mana ne bAyaDI, chokarAthI chUTI jA, ema nathI kIdhuM. AhAhA...! eka bhagavAna AtmA pUrNa zAMta ane vItarAgamUrti prabhu, vItarAgI amRtanA sAgarano bharelo bhagavAna AtmA, eno abhyAsa - anubhava kara. emAM Taka, ema. ane pat rAyoI parathI eTale rAgayogathI, rAganA saMbaMdhathI. AhAhA.! "sarva prakAre" eTale koI ema kahe ke, koI azubharAga to ThIka paNa zubharAga che emAM ghaNo. paramAtmAnI bhakti, vinaya e to jarI AdaravA jevo che ke nahi? AhA...! to kahe che ke, paraMtu rAyoI" "sarva prakAre virame che. sarva prakAre virame che. AhAhA.! sarva svabhAva bhagavAnaAtmAmAM Thare che tyAre rAganA sarva prakArathI chUTI jAya che. AhAhA.! Avo upadeza eTale mANasane (kaThaNa) lAge. vastu tattva AvuM che, bApu! AcArya pote kahe che ne, juone " pa rvato rAyoti che? cothuM pada che. "parItsarvato rAmAyoI' mULa pATha, kaLaza. AhAhA..! parathI eTale paranA rAgayogathI sarva prakAre virame che. "A rIta jJAnavairAgyanI zakti vinA hoI zake nahi' A rIta, A rIta eTale A prakAra (jJAnavairAgyanI zakti vinA hoI zake nahi." kyo prakAra? ke, svamAM rahevuM ane parathI chUTavuM, e jJAna-vairAgyanI zakti vinA e rIta hoI nahi. AhAhA.! eka kaLaza, eka kalAka thavA AvI. kAMI tamAre tyAM cha hajAra, ATha hajAramAM dhULamAM maLe evuM nathI. AhAhA...! svasmin nAste "zAste' eTale Thara. "zAste (eTale) rahe, rahe.
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________________ 70 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 AhAhA...! ane "YRI RAyo II virati paNa sarva prakAre viramati AhAhA...! rAgano koIpaNa aMza AdaraNIya (nathI). je bhAve tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya e rAga paNa AdaraNIya nathI. AhAhA...! e to aparAdha che. puruSArthasiddhi upAyamAM che. je bhAve tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya e bhAva aparAdha che. AhAhA...! Ave, hoya. 'bhAvapAhuDamAM kahevAya kharuM, azubhathI bacavA tIrthakaragotra bAMdhavAnA bhAva kara, ema paNa Ave, ema Ave che vyavahAra, paNa e to azubhathI bacavA, azubha sthAnane TALavA mATe Ave, paNa che to baMdhanuM kAraNa. enAthI chUTavA jevuM che, ene rAkhavA jevuM nathI. AhAhA.! '(A rIta)' A rIta zuM kIdhI? ke, sva ane para. svanuM grahaNa ane parano tyAga. tattvathI sva ane parano bheda tattvathI svamAM rahevuM ane parathI, rAgathI chUTavuM. e rIta, e prakAra. (jJAnavairAgyanI zakti vinA hoI zake nahi. e sAcuM jJAna ane sAcA vairAgya vinA e hoI zake nahi. AhAhA.! sAcuM jJAna, hoM! jJAnamAtra jANapaNuM, vAMcana ne agiyAra aMga ne e nahi. tattvataH ema kIdhuM che ne? AhAhA...! A prakAra, A vidhi (jJAnavairAgyanI zakti vinA hoI zake nahi). AhAhA...! e zloka pUro thayo. pratyeka padArthanI thavAvALI kriyA potAnI kALalabdhithI thaI che, nimittathI thaI nathI. pratyeka pariNAma potAnI utpattinA janmAkSaNathI utpanna thayA che, nimittathI thayA nathI. akSara lakhAya che te kalamathI lakhI zakAtA nathI. akSaranA paramANunI kriyAno kartA akSaranA paramANu che. sArI kalamathI sArA akSara thAya ke lakhanAranI AvaDatathI sArA maroDadAra akSara thAya tema nathI. ajJAnI jagatane AvI vAta pAgala jevI lAgaze. paNa bApu tAre jagatathI-saMsArathI chUTavuM che ne -to vastusthitinI maryAdAno svIkAra karyA vinA bIjo koI upAya nathI. duniyA bhale pAgala mAne, loka mUke poka' tAre duniyAnuM zuM kAma che? duniyA duniyAnuM jANe tuM tArA AtmAnuM hita thAya tema karI le ne A to Atmahita karI levAnI mosama pAkI che. AvA TANAM cUkye pharI hAtha nahi Ave. bhAI! bahAranuM badhuM to eka-be-cAra nahi paNa anaMtaanaMtavAra karI cUkyo cho, temAM zuM navuM che?-ne koI zuM mAnaze ke zuM kaheze enuM tAre zuM kAma che? bIjAne rAjI rAkhavAmAM ke rAjI karavAmAM tAro AtmA dAjhI rahyo che. paNa enI kadI darakAra kyAM karI che?--have to jAgA bhedajJAnano mArga AcAryadeve tArI sAme khUllo karyo che. are! teM bhogavelAM duHkhonuM pUruM varNana bhagavAnanI vANIthI paNa thaI zakatuM nathI eTalA to te dukha bhogavyA che, have ekavAra to tArA AtmAnI sAme jo! have to parathI khasa, svamAM vaza-ATaluM basa. Atmadharma aMka-5, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ zloka-136 ( gAthA-198) samyagdRSTi: sAmAnyena svaparAvevaM tAvajjAnAti - udayavivAgo viviho kammANaM vaNNido jinnvrehiN| Na du te majjha sahAvA jANagabhAvo du ahmekko||198|| udayavipAko vividhaH karmaNAM varNito jinavaraiH / na tu te mama svabhAvAH jJAyakabhAvastvahamekaH / / 198 / / ye karmodayavipAkaprabhavA vividhA bhAvA na te mama svabhAvaH / eSa ttngkotkiirnnaikjnyaaykbhaavo'hm| have prathama, samyagdaSTi sAmAnyapaNe svane ane parane A pramANe jANe che- ema gAthAmAM kahe che : karmo taNo je vividha udayavipAka jinavara varNavyo, te muja svabhAvo che nahIM, huM eka jJAyakabhAva chuM. 198. gAthArtha :- [ >>rmari ] karmonA [ 3yavipAva: ] udayano vipAka (phaLa) [ ninavanaiH ] jinavaroe [ vividhaH ] aneka prakArano [ varNitaH ] varNavyo che [ te ] te [ mama svamAvI:] mArA svabhAvo [ na tu ] nathI; [ gam tu ] huM to [ 4 ] eka [ jJAyavakamAva ] jJAyakabhAva chuM. TIkA - je karmanA udayanA vipAkathI utpanna thayelA aneka prakAranA bhAvo che te mArA svabhAvo nathI; huM to A pratyakSa anubhavagocara) TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAva chuM. bhAvArtha :- A pramANe sAmAnyapaNe samasta karmajanya bhAvone samyagdaSTi para jANe che ane potAne eka glAyakasvabhAva ja jANe che. gAthA-198 upara pravacana "have prathama, samyagdaSTi sAmAnyapaNe svane ane parane A pramANe jANe che." udayavivAgo viviho kammANaM vaNNido jiNavarehiM / Na du te majjha sahAvA jANagabhAvo du ahmekko||198||
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 karmo taNo je vividha udayavipAka jinavara varNavyo, te muja svabhAvo che nahIM, huM eka jJAyakabhAva chuM. 198. AhA...! AvI zaratuM che, AvI javAbadArI che. enA valaNa to kara, vaLa to kharo. Ama che e karatA Ama vaLa to kharo. AhAhA...! valaNa. AhAhA...! emAM A tattvadRSTi ane tattvajJAna, svarUpamAM TharavuM ane parathI chUTavuM e tyAre tene thaze, te vinA thaI zakaze nahi. AhAhA.! "karmo taNo je vividha udayavipAka jinavara varNavyo," vipAka, hoM! sattA paDI che e nahi. AhAhA...! "udayavipAka jinavara varNavyo, te muja svabhAvo che nahIM, huM eka jJAyakabhAva chuM." TIkA :- che to be lITI. AhAhA...! je karmanA udayanA vipAkathI...' e zuM kahyuM? karma sattAmAM paDyuM che enI A vAta nahi. udayamAM Avyo, pAka Avyo, pAka. kharavAne TANe pAka Avyo. e udaya vipAkathI, karmanA udayanA vipAkathI utpanna thayelA... AhAhA..! bhagavAna AtmAnA vipAkathI utpanna thayelA nahi. bhagavAna AtmAno vipAka to atIndriya AnaMdanuM utpanna thavuM e bhagavAna AtmAno vipAka che. AhAhA.! paheluM A nAkhyuM, joyuM? bIjo vistAra bhale pachI karaze. karmanA udayanA vipAkathI... have vAMdhA ahIMthI badhA che ke, karmane kAraNe je vikAra thAya che e karmane kAraNe thAya che. ahIM to udayanA vipAkathI utpanna thayelA, tArI lAyakAtathI, nabaLAIthI. AhAhA...! e to jaDa che, karma to jaDa che. jaDanI paryAya kaMI tane aDatI nathI. AhAhA.. anaMta kALa thayo paNa karmano koI di AtmA aDyo nathI. tema karma AtmAne aDyuM nathI. are..! AvuM paribhramaNa thayuM ne? I to tArA UMdhA bhAvane laIne thayuM che. kaMI karmane laIne thayuM che ema nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? 'karmanA udayanA vipAkathI utpanna thayelA aneka prakAranA bhAvo che... AhAhA.! rAga, dveSa, sukha, duHkha pachI bahAranI sAmagrI paNa levAya che. zarIra, sAmagrI, paiso-lakSmI, AbarukIrti badhuM. e "aneka prakArano bhAvo che te mArA svabhAvo nathI;." dharmI ema jANe che ke, e mArA svabhAva (nahi), e mArA nathI. e mArA nathI eTale e mArA svabhAva nathI. mArA svabhAva nathI eTale e mArA nathI. AhAhA...! A chokarAya mArA nathI, paisAya mArA nathI, ema. ghAtikarmanA udayathI aMdara rAgAdi (thAya), aghAtinA udayathI saMyoga prApta thAya) saMyoga e mAro svabhAva nathI. dharmI ema jANe che ke e mArA svabhAva nathI. AhA...! e mArI cIja nathI, e mArAmAM nathI, te huM nathI. AhAhA...! aneka prakAranA..." eka prakAra nahi ne? rAgeya aneka prakArano, dveSeya aneka prakArano ane bahAranA saMyoga, saMyogI cIja. aneka prakAranA saMyogo. Ama sphaTikanA mahela hoya, sphaTikanA mahela! eka eka sphaTika karoDo-abajonI kimatanuM, enA to mahela hoya, gharanA.
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________________ gAthA 198 73 'rAvaNane sphaTikanA mahela hatA. "rAvaNa' marIne narake gayo. AhAhA...! Ama nisaraNIe caDatAM caDatAM paNa bhrama paDI jAya. sphaTika eTale badhuM dekhAya ane e nisaraNI paNa tyAM dekhAya. have e nisaraNIe caDuM chuM ke heThe (utaruM chuM khabara na paDe). dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe. sphaTikanI nisaraNI, sphaTikanA patharA. AhAhA...! ane mAthe meDI jAya e paNa sphaTikanI. are.re...! e aneka prakAranA bhAva bAhyamAM ane aMdaramAM aneka prakAranA bhAva rAganA, beya karma. ghAti ane aghAti. ghAtithI aMdaramAM ane aghAtithI (bahAramAM). ghAtithI aMdarano artha kAMI ghAtithI thayo nathI. ghAti e nimitta che ane upAdAna potAthI thAya che eTale ghAtithI ema kahevAmAM Ave. AhAhA...! karmanA udayanA vipAkathI utpanna thayelA..." ema kIdhuM ne? rAgadveSa thAya che e karmanA udayanA vipAkathI thAya ema kIdhuM. AhAhA.! e to te udaya che tyAre ahIM vikAra pote kare che, potAnA kAraNe tyAre te karmane nimitta kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA! ahIM to parabhAva batAvavo che ne? karmanA udayathI jeTalA vikalpo uThe che e badhA para vastu che. ane karmanA udaya zAtAvedanIya AdithI ke nAmakarmathI bahAramAM jazokIrtine bahAramAM dhaDAkA, dhamAla, Abaru moTI hoya nAmakarmane laIne, e badhA mAro svabhAva nathI, e huM nahi. AhAhA.... jazakIrti Ama bahAramAM jAmI hoya, e eka karmanA udayanuM phaLa che, e kaMI huM nathI. AhAhA.. keTaluM pAchu pharavuM paDe. AhAhA.! mumukSu - moDhuM pheravavuM paDe. uttara :- valaNa ja pheravavuM paDe. AhAhA.! eka bAju bhagavAna ane eka bAju rAma ane eka bAju gAma, vikalpathI mAMDIne AkhI duniyA. AhAhA..! kahe che ke, karmanA udayanA vipAkathI. AmAM kADhe mALA. karmanA udayane laIne rAgAdi thAya che, juo! ahIM to kahevuM che ke, eno e svabhAva nathI. vikAra thAya che to enA potAne kAraNe. vikAra thAya che e SakArakanA pariNamanathI thAya che. tene nimittanI to apekSA nathI paNa dravya-guNanI apekSA nathI. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- karmamAM e joDAyane vikAra thAya che. uttara :- i pote joDAya che tyAre ja ene vikAra thAya che. karma to jaDa che, e jaDa che, ajIva che. tArAmAM rAgadveSa thAya e caitanyanA bhAsa jevo che. tArAmAM tArAthI thAya che. karmane laIne bilakula eka dokaDAya nahi. AhAhA...! mumukSu - na joDAya to nirjarA thaI jAya. uttara :- e mATe to kahe che. e mArA svabhAva ja nathI. mAro svabhAva to bhagavAna mArI pAse che. A badhA vikAra ane bahAramAM vikAsanA phaLa e mAro svabhAva ja nathI. emAM huM nathI, e mArA nathI, mArAmAM e nathI, emAM huM nathI. AhAhA...!
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________________ 74 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 "te mArA svabhAvo nathI; huM to...... AhAhA.! savA be-aDhI lITI che paNa... huM to A pratyakSa anubhavagocara)...." mAro bhagavAna to mane pratyakSa vedanamAM Ave che. AhAhA..! dharmI ema jANe che ke mAro nAtha, mane mAro atIndriya AnaMda anubhavamAM Ave te huM chuM. AhAhA.! dayA, dAnanA pariNAma to huM nahi, azubha to nahi, bAhyanI sAmagrI to enI paryAya enAmAM, e to nahi. AhAhA...! huM to pratyakSa anubhavagocara (chuM). parokSa rahuM e huM nahi, ema kahe che). AhAhA...! jJAnanI vartamAna paryAya AtmAne sIdhI pakaDe che e pratyakSa che. ene pakaDavAmAM koInI apekSA nathI. AhAhA...! ema kahIne to emeya kahyuM ke, anubhavamAM vyavahAranI apekSA nathI ke vyavahAra kaSAya maMda hoya, dayA, dAna ne evA rAga hoya ene anubhava thAya, ema nathI. AhAhA.! e to paravastu che. AhAhA...! huM to A pratyakSa anubhavagocara) TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAva chuM.' e aneka bhAvo te svabhAvo mArA nathI. huM eka jJAyakabhAva chuM. joyuM? guNa-guNI bheda ne huM aneka guNa chuM emeya na lIdhuM. huM aneka guNavALo chuM (emeya nahi). AhAhA! "pratyakSa anubhavagocara)..." pratyakSa jJAna ne pratyakSa anubhavagamya. 'TaMkotkIrNa..." jevo che tevo emane ema A "jJAyakabhAva chuM." huM to A jJAyakabhAva chuM. lyo. A pramANe sAmAnyapaNe sAmAnya eTale ekadama bhagavAna judo ane rAgAdi badhuM, pachI enA bheda bhale pADaze paNa ekasAthe be judA pADI nAkhyA. "sAmAnyapaNe samasta karmajanya bhAvone samyagdaSTi para jANe che ane potAne eka jJAyakasvabhAva ja jANe che." eka jJAyaka svabhAva pAchuM, joyuM? aneka guNa-guNI bhedeya nahi. AhAhA...! olA aneka vikalpa, vikAra ane bahAranI sAmagrI e badhI mArA svabhAvamAM nathI, mAro svabhAva nathI. ane huM chuM to jJAyakabhAva chuM. ene ahIMyAM samyagdaSTine nirjarA thAya ema kahevuM che. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!). paranI mamatAnA bhAva paNa haju jene paDyA che ane nirvikalpa thavA jAya I nirvikalpa nahIM thaI zake. hajI to nIti AdinA pariNAma paNa nathI ane nirvikalpa thavA jAya to I nirvikalpa nahIM thaI zake. A vAta mokSamArga-prakAzakamAM paNa kahI che. laukika pramANikatAnA paNa jene ThekANA na hoya ane ene dharma thaI jAya che traNakALamAM na bane. anItithI jene eka pAI paNa levAnA bhAva che tene anukULatA hoya to AkhI duniyAnuM rAja pacAvavAnA bhAva che. eka dIvAna rAjanA kAma mATe rAtanA rAjanI mINabattI bALI kAma karato hato ane jyAM potAnuM kAma karavAno vAro Ave tyAM te rAjanI mINabattI ThArI potAnA gharanI mINabattI kare, potAnA gharanA mATe rAjanI mINabattI na vaparAya. (AvuM to pahelAM nItimaya jIvana hoya). Atmadharma aMka-1, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ gAthA-199 gAthA-199 75 samyagdRSTirvizeSeNa tu svaparAvevaM jAnAti - poggalakammaM rAgo tassa vivAgodao havadi eso / Na du esa majjha bhAvo jANagabhAvo hu ahamekko / / 199 / / pudgalakarma rAgastasya vipAkodayo bhavati eSaH / na tveSa mama bhAvo jJAyakabhAvaH khalvahamekaH / / 199 / / asti kila rAgo nAma pudgalakarma, tadudayavipAkaprabhavo'yaM rAgarUpo bhAvaH, na punarmama svbhaavH| eSa TaGkotkIrNaikajJAyakabhAvo'ham / evameva ca rAgapadaparivartanena dveSamohakrodhamAnamAyAlobhakarmanokarmamanovacanakAyazrotracakSurprANarasanasparzanasUtrANi SoDaza vyAkhyeyAni, anayA dizA anyAnyapyUhyAni / have samyagdaSTi vizeSapaNe svane ane parane A pramANe jANe che - ema kahe che :pudgalakaramarUpa rAgano ja vipAkarUpa che udaya A, A che nahIM muja bhAva, nizcaya eka zAyakabhAva chuM. 199. gAthArtha :- [ RIT: ] rAga [ punnanarma ] pudgalakarma che, [ tattva ] teno [ vivAovaya: ] vipAkarUpa udaya [ puSaH mati ] A che, [ puSa: ] A [ mama mAva: mAro bhAva [ 7 3 ] nathI; [ an ] huM to [ vastu ] nizcayathI [ p: ] eka [ jJAyamAva: ] jJAyakabhAva chuM. TIkA :- kharekhara rAga nAmanuM puddagalakarma che, tenA udayanA vipAkathI utpanna thayelo A rAgarUpa bhAva che, mAro svabhAva nathI; huM to A pratyakSa anubhavagocara) TaMkotkIrNa eka zAyakabhAva chuM. (A rIte samyagdaSTi vizeSapaNe svane ane 52ne jANe che.) vaLI A ja pramANe rAga'pada badalIne tenI jagyAe dveSa, moha, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, karma, nokarma, mana, vacana, kAyA, zrotra, cakSu, ghrANa, rasana ane sparzana - e zabdo mUkI soLa sUtro vyAkhyAnarUpa karavAM (-kahevAM) ane A upadezathI bIjAM paNa vicAravAM.
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pravacana naM. 275 gAthA-199, ravivAra, aSADha vada 6, tA. 15-07-1979 samayasAra 199 gAthA, nirjarA adhikAra'. 'have samyagdaSTi vizeSapaNe svane ane parane A pramANe jANe che." poggalakammaM rAgo tassa vivAgodao havadi eso| Na du esa majjha bhAvo jANagabhAvo hu ahmekko|| 199 / / pudgalakaramarUpa rAgano ja vipAkarUpa che udaya A, A che nahIM muja bhAva, nizcaya eka jJAyakabhAva chuM. 199. jhINI vAta che, bhAI! "nirjarA adhikAra che ne? nirjarA eTale zuddhi, svarUpa je zuddha che. pUrNa zuddha svarUpa che, pUrNa AnaMda, atIndriya AnaMdano mahAsAgara, evA AtmAne aMtaramAM dRSTi aMtarmukha karI ane enuM vedana samyagdarzanamAM atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana Ave ene ahIMyAM samyagdaSTi kahe che. AhAhA...! ATalI zaratuM. ene nirjarA hoya che. AhAhA...! te di nirjarAnI traNa vAta, traNa prakAra kahyA hatA. eka karmanuM kharavuM ene nirjarA kahe che, eka azuddhanuM TALavuM ane nirjarA kahe che ane eka zuddhanuM vadhavuM ene nirjarA kahe che). AhA...! vItarAgamArga koI alaukika che, bhAI! AhA! kAle ko'ka kahetuM hatuM, varasAda taNANo che ne? ghAsa nathI te bAra-cauda Dhora marI gayA, ghAsa na maLe. kaho, AvA avatAra, AhAhA.! nahitara agiyAra iMca varasAda AvI gayo che paNa ghAsa thoDuM thoDuM thayuM e badhuM khavAI gayuM. bAra-cauda Dhora ghAsa vinA marI gayA. AhAhA...! evA avatAra to anaMtavAra karyA che, e AtmajJAna vinA. bAkI to badhuM karyuM. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA Adi e to zubhabhAva, e saMsAra che. AhAhA! ahIMyAM to samyagdaSTi, jene AtmA caitanya ratnAkara mahAprabhu anaMta zaktiothI birAjamAna (anubhavamAM Avyo che). kAle rAtre kahyuM hatuM ke, eka AtmAmAM eTalI zaktio eTale svabhAva eTale guNa eTalA che... AhA...! ke anaMtA moDhA karuM, bhaktivaMta bhakti kahe che ke, huM anaMta moDhA - mukha karuM ane eka eka mukhamAM anaMtI jIbha karuM toya kahI zakAya nahi. AhAhA.! prabhu ene khabara nathI. bahAranI badhI vAtuMmAM adhikamAM vizeSa, potAthI bahAramAM kAMIka vizeSa lAgyuM tyAM aTakI gayo che. potAnI vizeSa aMdara kaMI judI cIja che. AhA.! enA tarapha eNe najara karI nathI. e ahIM kahe che ke, samyagdaSTi jIva. samyapha nAma satya, jevuM enuM pUrNa svarUpa (che), anaMta mukhe ane eka eka mukhe anaMta jIbhe guNa kahevA jAya to guNanI saMkhyA
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________________ gAthA 19 eTalI che ke kahI zakAya nahi. AhAhA...! rAtre kahyuM hatuM. evo A bhagavAna AtmA zarIra A to mATI che, e to paranI jagatanI cIja che. karma aMdara che e jaDa che, para che. e to AtmAmAM asat che, asatpaNuM che. svamAM satpaNuM che ane paranuM emAM asatpaNuM che. have emAM rakhaDe che kema? ATalI ATalI zaktio emAM paDI che. AhAhA...! eka mANasa anaMta moDhA kare ane eka moDhe anaMtI jIbho kare topaNa e guNanI saMkhyA kahI zakAya nahi. evo A bhagavAnaAtmA, ene samyaka nAma satya jevuM svarUpa che tevI aMtara dRSTi anubhava karIne karI che ane ahIMyAM samyagdaSTi kahe che. AhAhA...! heThe gujarAtI AvI gayuM che. pudgalakaramarUpa rAgano ja vipAkarUpa che udaya A, A che nahIM muja bhAva, nizcaya eka jJAyakabhAva chuM. 199. AhAhA...! ahIM sudhI pahoMcavuM. TIkA :- "kharekhara rAga nAmanuM pudgalakarma che" jaDa, jaDa. rAga nAmanuM eka karma che, cAritramoha jaDa, tenA udayanA vipAka..." e paDyuM karma sattAmAM che e to ajIvapaNe che, have eno udaya Avyo e paNa eka ajIva che. AhAhA...! bhagavAna anaMta guNano nAtha, anaMta guNano mahAsamudra, caitanya ratnAkara prabhu, enI paryAyamAM karma jaDa che enA nimitte puruSArthanI kamajorIthI rAga thAya, parathI nahi, e karmathI nahi, karma to jaDa che. jaDane to AtmA aDatoya nathI, koI di aDyoya nathI. AhAhA...! bhagavAna AtmA zarIra, vANI, karma ene koI di aDyoya nathI, anaMta anaMta kALa thayA. kemake e cIjanI je cIjamAM nAsti che ene aDe zI rIte? AhAhA...! Avo je bhagavAna AtmA anaMta guNaratnAkara, enuM jene samyak jevuM che tevI pratIta jJAna thaIne, vartamAna jJAnanI paryAyamAM ene zeya banAvIne, svasvarUpane zeya banAvIne jJAna karIne pratIti thAya che. AhAhA.! ene ahIMyAM bhavanA aMtanI pahelI sIDhI samyagdarzana kahe che. AhAhA.! te vinA bhavano aMta prabhu nathI Avato. bahAranI aneka prakAranI kriyAo dayA, dAna, vratAdi, saMsAranI jaMjhALa, dhaMdhA ekalA pApa enI to vAta zuM karavI? Akho di pApa ane bAyaDI, chokarAne sAcavavA ane enI pAse ramavuM pApa, dharma to kyAM che? bApA! puNyanAya ThekANA nathI. AhAhA...! ahIM to kahe che ke, dharmI to ene kahIe ke, jene AtmAno pUrNa svabhAva anaMta jIbhe na kahI zakAya eTalo je svabhAva. AhAhA...! enI jene jJAna thaIne pratIti thaI che. emane ema pratIti nahi. ene jJAnamAM cIja AvI che ke A cIja A che. pUrNa AnaMda ane pUrNa anaMta zaktiono saMgrahAlaya, anaMta guNano saMgrahano Alaya - sthAna prabhu, evuM jenuM paramasatya svarUpa che, evuM ja jeNe aMtaramAM jJAnanI paryAyamAM jANIne pratIta ane zAMtinuM vedana karyuM che. AhAhA.. tene ahIMyAM samyagdaSTi kahe che, tene ahIMyAM dharmanI
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 78 pahelI sIDhI, dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM (kahe che). AhAhA..! evo je jIva te kharekhara rAga nAmanuM pudgalakarma che.' kahe che. AhAhA..! 'tenA udayanA vipAkathI...' sattAmAM paDyuM che e nahi, eno udaya AvatA vipAka thayo eno pAka Avyo. udayathI utpanna thayelo...' rAga. eTale nimittane lakSe, vaze. je karmano udaya che te nimitta che, ene lakSe, ene vaze, enAthI nahi. AhA..! enA lakSe ane enA vaze je kaMI rAga thayo.. AhAhA..! che? 'vipAkathI utpanna thayelo A rAgarUpa bhAva che,.. joyuM? zuM kIdhuM i? A to siddhAMta che, A kAMI vArtA nathI, prabhu! are..! eNe koI di' karyuM nathI. ene potAnI dayA AvI nathI. are..! huM kAM rakhaDuM chuM? kaI yonimAM kyAM huM? kyAM mArI jAta ane kyAM mArA rakhaDavAnA sthAna? haiM? AhAhA..! huM eka AnaMdano bAdazAha, anaMta guNano dhaNI e A ekendriya ne beindriya ne traNaindriya ne nigodamAM rakhaDe. AhAhA..! e jene kahe che ke, aMdara bhAna thayuM che ke, huM to caitanyasvarUpa AnaMda chuM, jJAyaka chuM. Ave che ne? 'bALanamAvo. cothuM (pada che). huM to eka jANanA2-dekhanAra chuM. AhA..! enI sAthe anaMtA guNo vaNAyelA che. jANavA-dekhavAnI sAthe anaMtA anaMtA guNo vaNAyelA avinAbhAva sAthe paDyA che. AhAhA..! jhINI vAta che, prabhu! AhAhA..! evo je huM emAM A je rAga thayo.. che? e mAro svabhAva nathI;..' AhA..! aMdara jarI dayAno, dAnano, bhaktino, vratano, pUjAno bhAva Avyo paNa e rAga che. hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSayano rAga to tIvra che), enI to zuM vAta karavI? e to jheranA pyAlA che. AhAhA..! paNa ahIM to rAga dayA, dAna ne vrata, bhaktino Avyo to samyagdaSTi jIva, samyak nAma satya jenI dRSTi, satya svarUpanI dRSTi thaI che. pUrNAnaMdano nAtha parama svabhAva bhAva pAriNAmika bhAve je sahaja svabhAve anAdithI che e trikALa nirAvaraNa che, trikALa akhaMDa che, eka che, avinazvara che. AhAhA..! evo je bhagavAnaAtmA eno jyAM anubhava, pratIta thaI che e ema kahe che ke, A rAga che e mAro nahi. je bhAve tIrthaMkagotra baMdhAya e bhAva paNa mAro nahi, e huM nahi, emAM huM nahi, e mArAmAM nahi. AhAhA..! ATalI zaratunuM samyagdarzana che. AhAhA..! duniyA to kayAM kayAM beThI che. AhA..! A oluM chApAmAM AvyuM che ne? morArajI' 'gaMgA'mAM vIsa miniTa khuba nAhyA. sthitaprajJa che ema lakhyuM che. are..! bhagavAna! bApu! sthitaprajJa kone kahe? je jJAna vAstavika pUrNa svarUpamAM Thare ene sthitaprajJa kahe che. AhAhA..! e jIvane rAga jarI dekhavAmAM Ave, potAnI paryAyanI nabaLAIthI (thayelo rAga) ahIM ema kahyuM. koI pAchu ema ja laI lye ke, karmanA vipAkathI AtmAmAM rAga thayo che, enA jaDano udaya Avyo mATe ahIM rAga thayo che, ema nathI. jaDane to caitanya koI di' aDvoya
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________________ gAthA 19 79 nathI. rAga che te jaDane dharmane aDyo nathI ane karmano udaya che te rAga ahIM thAya tene aDyo nathI. AhAhA...! paNa ahIM kahe che ke, mane paNa aDyo nathI evo huM chuM. AhAhA...! che? A rAgarUpa bhAva che..." che, ema hoM. asti che. jema huM trikALI asti chuM ema A rAga asti che, Avyo che. paryAyamAM rAga Avyo che... AhAhA...! paNa mAro svabhAva nathI, AhAhA...! e mAruM svarUpa nathI. mAro sva. sva. sva. svabhAva e nahi. e vibhAva che, vikAra che, para che. mArA svarUpamAM tenI nAsti che. enA svarUpamAM mArI nAsti che ane mArA svarUpamAM e rAganI nAsti che. AhAhA.! Avo mArga che. bApu! heM? AhAhA..! loko ekAMta kahIne ahIMnI vAta UDAvI dhe che. karo, karo, bApu mArga to A che. AhAhA..! traNalokanA nAtha tIrthakara, anaMta tIrthakaronI A dhvani ane avAja A che. AhAhA..! kahe che ke, dharmanI jene dRSTi thaI che. dharma eTale AtmAnA anaMta guNo je dharma, AtmA eno dharanAro dharmI, evA anaMta guNarUpI dharma, enI dRSTi thaI che to paryAyamAM paNa anaMta dharmanI anaMtI zaktino aMza bahAra Avyo, pragaTa thayo che. AhAhA...! je rIte dravya anaMta guNanuM ekarUpa, jevI rIte guNa anaMta saMkhyAe anaMta rUpa, evI enI pratIti karatA paNa anaMta guNanI jeTalI saMkhyA che teno eka aMza pragaTa - vyakta thayo che). anaMtano anaMta pragaTa aMza samyagdarzana thatAM pragaTa) thAya che. AhAhA.! traNe eka thAya che. eTale? dravyamAM anaMta guNanuM ekarUpa dravya, enA guNo anaMta je anaMta mukhe, anaMta jIbhe na kahevAya eTalA, evA je dharma je guNa che teno dharanAra dharmI dravya che tenI jyAM aMtara dRSTi thaI che, tenI dRSTi nimittanI, rAganI ne paryAyanI dRSTi UDI gaI che. AhAhA.! ene A rAga che ane e mAro svabhAva nahi. je bhAve tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya e aparAdha che. AhA...hA...hA...! paranI dayAno bhAva Ave e aparAdha che, doSa che, e mAro svabhAva nathI. dharmI ema jANe che e mAruM svarUpa nathI. AhAhA...! bhAI! vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmA, eno mArga koI alaukika che. e sivAya bIje kyAMya che nahi. AhAhA.evo je prabhu AtmA, kahe che, ke e rAga paMca mahAvratano Avyo, bhagavAnanI bhaktino Avyo, dayAno Avyo... AhAhA...! e mAro svabhAva nathI. dharmI to ema jANe che, mArA samAM tenuM to asatpaNuM che, mArAmAM e nathI. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? mArga jhINo, bApu! e narakanA ane nigodanA duHkho, jema guNanI saMkhyAno pAra na maLe ema kahe che ke, du:khanI dazAnuM varNana paNa karoDa bhave, karoDa jIbhe na kahevAya, bApu evA je guNo che tenI UlaTI dazA je duHkha, e duHkha paNa... AhAhA! karoDa bhave ne karoDa jIbhe na kahevAya evA bApA duHkha vekyA che te. AhAhA! narakanA, nigodanA
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________________ 80 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (duHkha) mUkavAno mArga to eka A che. AhAhA...! enA taraphanuM valaNa to kara. AhAhA...! huM eka pUrNAnaMdano nAtha pUrNa svarUpa, evI je aMtara dRSTi thatAM rAgano kaNa paNa mAruM svarUpa ne mAro svabhAva nahi. AhAhA...! e mArAmAM nahi. ene e udayakarma, rAga thayo e nirjarI jAya che. alpa baMdha thAya che e vAta gauNa che. kharekhara nirjarI jAya che ema kahevuM che. AhAhA...! e "mAro svabhAva nathI;..." "huM to..." to kema (kahyuM? (kemake) e che ane huM paNa chuM. paNa huM to. AhAhA...! A." "huM to A..." caitanyapratyakSa. A e pratyakSapaNuM batAve che. AhAhA.! A mANasa nathI kahetA? A mANasa Avyo. A eTale enuM vidyamAnapaNuM batAve che - pratyakSa. A AtmA, ema jJAnamAM pratyakSapaNuM jaNAya che. AhAhA.! AvI vAta che). sAMbhaLavI mukela paDe. ene aMtaramAM utaravAno prasaMga to alaukika che, bApA! AhAhA.! duniyA sAthe meLa khAya evuM nathI. A..hA.! huM to A pratyakSa anubhavagocara)..." AhA...! to jJAnamAM pratyakSa anubhavagocara vedana pratyakSa gamya chuM. huM parokSa rahuM e mAruM svarUpa nathI. AhAhA.! kemake enAmAM 47 zaktinuM jyAM pAchaLa varNana cAlyuM che emAM eka prakAza nAmano guNa lIdho che. to e prakAza nAmanA guNane laIne guNI evo je bhagavAna AtmA jyAM samyapha anubhavamAM lIdho ene paryAyamAM svasaMvedana - sva potAnuM saM pratyakSa vedana thAya tevo ja eno guNa che. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? huM to A pratyakSa anubhavagocara) TaMkotkIrNa..." evone evo. anaMtakALa vityo paNa mArA dravyamAM ghasAro lAgyo nathI. AhAhA...! nigoda ane narakamAM anaMta vAra rahyo paNa mArA dravya ane guNamAM kaMI hINapa ne ghasAro thayo nathI. AhAhA...! evo mAro prabhu... AhAhA! che? "eka jJAyakabhAva chuM." olA anaMta prakAranA vikRtAdi bhAva Ave, ghaNA prakAranA (ve). saMkSepamAM asaMkhya che, vistAramAM anaMta prakAra che, paNa vastu huM chuM e to ekarUpe chuM. AhAhA...! eka jJAyakabhAva TaMkotkIrNa (chuM. huM to eka jANaka svabhAva.. jANaka svabhAva... jANaka svarUpa evuM tattva te huM e chuM. AhAhA! e rAga to huM nahi paNa paryAya jeTaloya huM nahi. rAga che ene jANe che e jJAnamAM rAga Avyo nathI, rAga saMbaMdhInuM jJAna rAga che mATe thayuM nathI. jJAnanI paryAyamAM potAthI rAganuM ane potAnuM potAthI potAnI sattA vaDe jJAna thayuM. AhAhA.! te jJAna eka samayanI paryAya che. eTaloya huM nathI. samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA.! huM to eka jJAyakabhAva chuM. AhAhA.! juo! A bhavanA aMtanI vAta, prabhu! AhAhA.! bhavanA corAzInA avatAra. kyAMya naraka, kyAMka nigoda, kyAMka lIlotarI, kAMI lasaNa ne kAMI bAvaLa ne kAMI thoramAM... AhAhA..! avatAra dhAraNa karI
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________________ gAthA 199 karIne kyAM rahyo. enA aMta lAvavAno A eka upAya che ke jemAM bhava ane bhavano bhAva jemAM nathI. AhAhA...! e rAga e bhavano bhAva che, e mArA svarUpamAM nathI. AhAhA...! have atyAre to evI mAMDe ke A dayA karo ne vrata karo ne bhakti karo, pUjA karo, sevA karo ne e karatA karatA kalyANa thaI jaze. are! prabhu! e vastu jhera ne rAga ne svarUpamAM nathI enAthI svarUpane lAbha thAya? AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? moTo pheraphAra thaI gayo. dRSTino pheraphAra moTo thaI gayo. sevAo karo, dezasevA karo, ekabIjAne madada karo, bhUkhyAne anAja Apo, tarasyAne pANI Apo. AhA...! ApaNA sAdharmI jIvo che badhA, mATe madada karo. ahIM kahe che, kAMI nahi, bApA! paravastuno prabhu! tArAmAM abhAva che ane tAro tenAmAM abhAva che to tuM paranuM zuM karuM? AhAhA...! kemake e parapadArtha tenI paryAyanA kArya vinA to che nahi, to enI paryAyanA kArya vinA nathI to tuM tenI paryAya zI rIte karIza? AhAhA...! e anaMtA dravyo bhale ho tArI sAme paNa e anaMtA dravyo to potAnI paryAyane kare che. AhAhA.! e parane kAMI karato nathI. anaMtA paradravya parane kAMI karato nathI, tAruM svadravya parane karatuM nathI. paranA dravya-guNane to nahi, paryAyane paNa karatuM nathI. AhAhA...! Avo huM eka jJAyaka tattva chuM. kAle AvyuM hatuM - tattvathI. bhASA nahi, paramArthathI ene aMtaramAM e vAta besavI joIe. tattvathI. AhAhA...! eka jJAyakabhAva trikALa te huM chuM. e dayA, dAnAdi rAga Avyo che e huM nahi. huM nahi to tenAthI mane lAbha paNa nahi. AhAhA...! mAro prabhu mAro svabhAva che. e svabhAvanI pariNati dvArA mane lAbha thAya. AhAhA.! "(A rIte samyagdaSTi vizeSapaNe)' eTale ke paheluM sAmAnyapaNe kahyuM hatuM ke eka AtmA ane e sivAya rAgathI mAMDIne badhAno tyAga che, e sAmAnyapaNe kahyuM. have enA bheda pADIne A eka rAgano bheda lIdho. samajAya che kAMI? paheluM sAmAnyapaNe kahyuM hatuM, eka kora prabhu AtmA ane eka kora rAgAdi AkhI duniyA. rAganA vikalpathI mAMDIne AkhI duniyA, badhuM te tArAmAM nathI ane tuM emAM nathI. ema sAmAnyapaNe paheluM kahyuM hatuM. have enA bheda pADIne vizeSapaNe samajAve che. e samyagdaSTi vizeSapaNe svane ane parane jANe che)." AhAhA.! ahIM to tyAM sudhI lIdhuM ke, rAga che tene jANe che ane jANanAra te huM chuM. rAga jaNAya mArAmAM te rAga huM nahi. AhAhA...! ane te rAga che mATe ahIM rAganuM jJAna thAya che emeya nahi. mane mAruM jJAna mane mArAthI svane jANatAM parane jANavuM evuM svapaprakAzaka mAruM sattAnuM svarUpa che. enAthI huM mane jANuM chuM. AhAhA...! AvuM che. "svane ane parane jANe che).' sva eka jJAyakabhAva ane rAga atyAre levo che, e para. e sva ne parane jANe che. e apekSA che. kharekhara to e rAga saMbaMdhInuM jJAna potAthI potAmAM svapaprakAzanA sAmarthyathI thayeluM che tene jANe che. ahIM to rAgane batAvavo che
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________________ 82 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ne? rAgane dharmI jANe che. rAga huM nahi. huM chuM tyAM rAga nathI ane rAga che tyAM huM nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAta. kayAM mANasane navarAza (che)? AhAhA...! potAnA hitane mATe vakhata levo. vakhata maLato nathI, ema kahe che. maravAno vakhata nathI, ema (kahe). vepAranA dhaMdhAmAM mazagula hoya (to ema kahe), atyAre to maravAnoya (vakhata nathI). bApu deha chUTavAnA TANA Avaze, bhAI! e TANe akasmAt AvIne ubho raheze. AhAhA.! e deha, Ama beThA vAta karatA karatA chUTI jaze. ema nahi ke i kaheze ke have huM chUTuM chuM. AhAhA...! A to jaDa che, mATI che, dhULa che. ene chUTavAno samaya che te samaye chUTya chUTako che. eno samaya che. bhagavAnanA jJAnamAM to che paNa potAnI yogyatA emAM rahevAnI, zarIramAM rahevAnI ATalI ja yogyatA che. AhAhA...! eTalI yogyatAmAM rahIne e deha chUTI jAya che. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, prabhu dharmI ene kahIe. AhAhA.! jene AtmAnuM darzana thayuM che ene e rAga dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, jAtrAno rAga Ave paNa e dharmI potAno na mAne. AhAhA.! e potAno na mAne. jema A mATI jaDa dhULa che, para che), enuM astitva taddana bhinna che ane rAganuM astitva jarI paryAyamAM dekhAya, chatAM te astitva te mAruM svarUpa nahi. AhAhA...! dharmI ene kahIe, samyagdaSTi dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo ene kahIe... AhA.. ke e rAgane paNa potAnI cIja na mAne. AhAhA.! tyAM vaLI A bAyaDI, chokarA mArA, bAyaDI mArI ne chokarA mArA, prabhu! e dharmI mAne nahi. AhAhA...! hamaNA kaheze I. samajANuM kAMI? A dIkaro mAro che ne A dIkarI mArI che ke A mArI bAyaDI. are..! prabhu! konI bAyaDI? eno AtmA judo, enA zarIranA paramANu judA, tArA kyAMthI AvyA e? AhA! zuM thayuM tane, prabhu! AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, I svaparane jANe che. A ja pramANe "rAga paTa badalIne..." dveSa Ave. dveSa levo. che? dveSano aMza Ave topaNa dharmI AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa, e dveSano svAda AkuLatA che mATe e mAruM svarUpa nathI. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? e dveSano aMza che e mArI cIja nahi. huM to prabhu jJAyaka caitanyajyota anAdi sarvajJa trilokanAtha jinezvaradeva paramezvara paramAtmA, eNe je AtmAne joyo e AtmA to rAga ane vikAra rahita prabhu che, tene bhagavAne AtmA joyo che. AhAhA...! e bhagavAna pote kahe che ke, bhAI! je dharmI thAya tene rAga ne dveSano aMza Ave, nabaLAI che tethI, paNa e mAro nahi, mane nahi, mane nahi. huM ene aDato nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. sAMbhaLavA maLavI muzkela paDe, bApu! zuM kare? AhAhA.! e draSa. moha" A moha eTale mithyAtva nahi paNa para taraphanI jarI sAvadhAnI jAya jarI e paNa huM nahi. samyagdaSTi levo che ne? mithyAtva che I huM nahi (lyo to) mithyAtva
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________________ gAthA-199 83 che ja nahi tyAM. paNa koI samakitamohanIyano udaya jarI hoya ke 52 taraphanI sAvadhAnI e huM nahi, e huM nahi. AhAhA..! huM to eka jANanA2 caitanya bhagavAna sarvajJa paramezvara trilokanAtha jinezvare je pragaTa karyo ane evo hato e huM chuM. AhAhA..! mArAmAM ane bhagavAnamAM kAMI phera nathI. bhagavAnanI paryAya pragaTa thaI gayelI che, mArI paryAya apUrNa che chatAM e rAgAdi cIja jema bhagavAnane nathI ema e mAreya nathI. are......! AvI vAtuM. kAM navarAza (che) mANasane? AhAhA..! dveSa, moha (thayA). 'krodha,...' ema jarI krodha Ave. dharmI che, laDAI AdimAM paNa ubho hoya. krodha jarI (AvI jAya). AhAhA..! chatAM te dharmI e krodhane potAnuM svarUpa jANato nathI. e krodhane krodhanI hayAtImAM krodhane jANavAno potAno svabhAva che tene jANe che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAta che. krodha. ema mAna...' jarI mAna Ave, dharmI che. chatAM e jANe che, prabhu! e mArI cIja nahi, hoM! AhA..! e to pArakI cIja AvIne dekhAva dhye che. AhAhA..! jema gharamAM pote rahyo hoya ane ko'kanI strI ke chokaro AvIne Ama moDhA AgaLa AvI cAlyo jAya, Ama bAraNA pAse, ema A krodhano aMza paNa AvIne dekhAva de che, (e) mArI cIja nahi. AhAhA..! AvuM jhINuM che. AhA..! eTale ja loko kahe che ne, 'sonagaDha'vALAnuM ekAMta che. vyavahArathI thAya ema kahetA nathI. ahIM to prabhu kahe che ke, vyavahArano rAga Ave e dharmI potAno mAnato nathI. AhAhA..! prabhu! vItarAgamArga jhINo, prabhu! AhAhA..! traNalokanA nAtha mahAvidehamAM sImaMdhara' bhagavAna birAje che enA ahIMyAM viraha paDyA, vANI rahI gaI. AhAhA..! haiM? AhAhA..! sAkSAt 'kuMdakuMdAcArya' tyAM gayA hatA, ATha di' tyAM rahyA hatA, AvIne A vANI banAvI che. AhAhA..! enA TIkAkAra TIkA ka2nA2 to gayA nahotA paNa i ahIM aMdara bhagavAna pAse gayA hatA. tethI TIkA banAvI. AhAhA..! AhAhA..! AvuM che. kaI jAtano Avo upadeza? bApu! mArga to A che, bhAI! vItarAga! vItarAgano mArga vItarAga bhAvathI hoya. vItarAgano mArga rAgathI hoya nahi. to e vItarAgamArga na kahevAya. ethI samyagdaSTi AtmAne vItarAgasvarUpe jyAre jANe che ethI paryAyamAM samyagdarzana e vItarAgI paryAya pragaTa thaI che. ethI te vItarAgI paryAyathI virUddhano mAna ke krodha (Ave) e ene potAno mAnato nathI. AhAhA..! mAyA,... mAyA paNa jarIka Ave. AhAhA..! paNa e dekhAva daIne te vakhate te jJAnano paryAya tene jANavAnI potAnI zaktithI pragaTeluM jJAna jANI (lye che), jANe che ke A che, basa! e chUTI jAya che. AhAhA..! AvuM AkaruM che. 'lobha,...' icchA, koI vRtti Ave. chatAM dharmI ene kahIe ke je icchAne paNa potAmAM na lAvatAM e mAruM svarUpa ja nathI. e lobha mAruM svarUpa nathI. mArI jAta nathI, mArI
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________________ 84 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 nAta nathI. AhAhA.! e to kajAta che, e AtmajAta nahi. AhAhA.. icchAmAtra Ave ene kajAta jANIne jANavAvALo rahe che. huM to eka jJAyaka jANanAro chuM. AhAhA...! AvuM svarUpa kyAMthI kADhyuM? A ahIMnuM kareluM che? anAdino mArga ja A che paNa eNe sAMbhaLyo na hoya ethI ene navuM lAge, tethI kaMI mArga navo nathI, mArga to che A ja che. "eka hoya traNakALamAM paramArathano paMtha AhAhA. e ahIM lobha kahe che. 'karma..." (eTale) ATha karma. e ATha karma huM nahi. meM karma bAMdhyA ne meM karma choDyA, e mArAmAM nathI. AhAhA. zAstramAM to saMbhaLAtuM hoya ke cothe guNasthAne Ama ATalA karma bAkI che, Ama hoya. e badhuM enuM jJAna karAvyuM che. e karma mArA che ema mAnato nathI. AhAhA...! kemake karma che e jaDa che, ajIva che ane bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka che. to e satu svarUpa che temAM jaDano trikALa abhAva che. e karmano prabhumAM abhAva che. are..re...! A kema bese? bhagavAna AtmA caitanyasvarUpI prabhu (che). e karma jaDa che, e mArAmAM nathI. huM sat chuM e apekSAe e asat che ane e sat che e apekSAe huM asat chuM. AhAhA...! e paramANunI paryAya che. karma che e karmavargaNAnI paryAya che, e paryAya che e to karmanI paryAya karmapaNe pariNamelI enI che. AhAhA.! e karma mArA nathI, meM AyuSya bAMdhyuM che ne AyuSya pramANe mAre dehamAM rahevuM paDaze ne e paNa huM nathI. AhAhA...! AyuSya che e to jaDa che, meM bAMdhyuM ja nathI, mAruM che ja nahi ne. ane ene laIne huM zarIramAM rahyo chuM emeya nahine. AhAhA...! mArI paryAyanI yogyatAthI huM zarIramAM rahyo chuM. mArI yogyatA eTalI pUrI thaze eTale deha chUTI jaze. AhAhA...! e karma mArA nahi. e jJAnAvaraNIya karma mane naDe che, e karma mArA nahi pachI naDe koNa? AhAhA...! loko kahe che ne? jJAnAvaraNIyano udaya hoya to jJAna haNAya ane jJAnAvaraNIyano kSayopazama hoya to jJAna khIle. ahIM nA pADe che. e khIle ane rahe e to paryAyanI potAnI yogyatAthI che. e karma mArAmAM che ja nahi pachI mane ene laIne mArAmAM kaMI thAya e vAta che ja nahi. AhAhA...! eka kalAkamAM keTaluM yAda rAkhavuM? jagatamAM cAle nahi evI A vAta (che). bApu evo mArga che, bhAI! AhAhA. e to traNalokanA nAtha enuM vivaraNa kare ane saMto vivaraNa kare e to alaukika rIte hoya che. AhAhA...! "nokarma... mArA sivAya jeTalI cIjo che, e badhA nokarma e mArAmAM nathI. AhAhA...! e strI mArI nathI ema samakitI mAne che. duniyA jene ardhAganA kahe che. AhAhA...! enuM Atmadravya juduM, enA zarIranA rajakaNo dravya judA. e mArI apekSAe to asat che ane enI apekSAe huM asat chuM to che mArA kayAMthI thaI gayA? AhAhA.! tyAre zuM karavuM AmAM? bAyaDI, chokarAne choDIne bhAgI javuM? bhAgIne kyAM jAvuM che? aMdaramAM
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________________ gAthA 19 85 bhAgIne jAvuM che. AhAhA...! e nokarma mAruM nahi. AhAhA...! e baMgalA, e paisA, strI, dIkarA, dIkarIyuM, vevAI, jamAI AhAhA...! e mArA svarUpamAM nahi, mAruM svarUpa nahi. huM ene aDatoya nathI. e cIja mane aDatI nathI. AhAhA.! are..! kema vAta bese? anaMtakALano rakhaDyo. ajJAnabhAvathI, mUDhabhAvathI rakhaDe che. ene A vAta aMtaramAM bese tyAre bhavanA aMta Ave evuM che. AhAhA..! e nokarma huM nahi. nokarmamAM badhuM AvyuM. paisA, strI, kuTuMba, dIkarA, dIkarI, makAna, Abaru e badhuM mArAmAM nahi, e badhuM mAruM nahi. e mATe laIne e nahi. mAre laIne e nahi, ene laIne huM nahi. AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. "bhogIbhAI che? AhAhA...! muMbaI'. AhAhA.! Avo mArga che. zarIrane juduM leze paNa e kharekhara nokarmamAM jAya che. zarIra, vANI, A paravastu, makAna, kapaDAM, dAgInA, strI, dIkarA, dIkarI badhuM nokarma. e mAruM svarUpa nahi. e mArA nahi. e mArAmAM nahi. emAM huM nahi. AhAhA.! samyagdaSTi dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo A rIte AtmAne ane parane jANe che. AhA.... duniyAne besavuM kaThaNa paDe ke, A to ekalo nizcaya thaI gayo, vyavahAra to Avyo nahi. paNa vyavahAra eTale zuM? AhAhA...! paravastune vyavahAra kahIe to e vastu AtmAmAM nathI. svane nizcaya kahIe, parane vyavahAra kahIe. AhAhA...! e para tArAmAM nathI ane te paramAM tuM nathI. AhAhA...! are.re...! ke di' nirNaya kare, ke di anubhava kare ane kyAre janma-maraNa maTe? AhAhA...! ahIM koNa beThuM hatuM? (zrotA :- "sumanabhAI hatA). gayA? javAnA haze? nokarma (thayuM). mana..." mAruM nahi. mana huM nahi. ATha pAMkhaDInA AkAre ahIM AtmA vicAra kare emAM nimitta, jaDa (che) e huM nahi, mana huM nahi. huM manano manamAM rahIne jANanAro nahi. mana mAruM to nahi paNa manamAM rahIne manane jANanAro nahi. huM to mArAmAM rahIne manane bhina tarIke jANuM e paNa vyavahAra (che). AhAhA.! ahIM sudhI pahoMcavuM. oluM to saheluMsaTa karI nAkhyuM, vrata karo ne apavAsa karI ne sevA karo ne A karo... ekabIjAne madada karo, paisA Apo, maMdira banAvo, zetruMjayanI ane giranAranI jAtrA karo, saheluMTa. evuM to anaMtavAra karyuM che, bhAI! ane e rAgane potAno mAnIne mithyAtvane anaMta sevyA che. AhAhA.! mana huM nahi. vacana," vANI nahi, vANI. AhAhA! vANI to jaDanI paryAya che. jaDanI paryAya to mArAmAM asat che. AhA...! huM huMpaNe sat chuM ane vANIpaNe huM asat chuM. ane mArI apekSAe vANI asat che, vANI vANInI apekSAe sat che. mArI apekSAe asat che. AhAhA...! ghaNA bola mUkI dIdhA. kAyA" e zarIra huM nahi. AhAhA.! A hAlacAla avasthA te huM nahi. AhAhA.!
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________________ 86 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 A bolAya che e huM nahi, e to jaDa che. AhAhA.! kema bese? abhimAna jyAM-tyAM huM karuM, huM karuM e ja ajJAna che, zakaTano bhAra jyama zvAna tANe gADAno bhAra, kUtaruM heThe aDyuM hoya ne (ene lAge ke gADuM mArAthI cAle che). ema jyAM beTho hoya tyAM vyavasthA thatI hoya to e mArAthI thAya che ema mAne che). kUtaro che. AhAhA.! e kAyA mArI nahi. e kAyAnI kriyA mArI nahi. e kAyAnI cAlavAnI kriyAmAM huM nahi. AhAhA...! ene to huM jANanAro chuM. zarIra che ane huM jANanAro chuM te zarIramAM rahIne nahi. potAmAM rahIne ene pRthaka tarIke jANuM chuM e paNa vyavahAra (che). paNa huM jANanAro chuM, jJAyaka chuM. vizeSa kaheze. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. 276 gAthA199, 200, zloka-137 maMgaLavAra, aSADha vada 9, tA. 17-07-1979 samayasAra 199 gAthA, chellA zabdo che. zuM kahe che? nirjarAno adhikAra che. AtmA AnaMda ane atIndriya zAMtinA svabhAvathI bharelo prabhu che. tenI dRSTi karavAthI samyagdarzanamAM potAnA pUrNa svarUpanI pratIti thAya che. emAM je rAga dekhAya che, karmano pAka, karma to sattAmAM che paNa eno vipAka Ave che emAM joDAvAthI jJAnIne paNa thoDo rAga Ave che. paraMtu e rAgano svAmI thato nathI. rAgano kartA thato nathI, rAgano svAmI thato nathI, rAgamAM sukhabuddhi nathI thatI. rAgamAM mIThAza nathI. dharmIne AtmAnA AnaMdanI mIThAza AvI che. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA anaMta anaMta atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara che, tenI sattA - astitva che ema anubhavamAM AvyuM, dRSTimAM che' ema anubhavamAM AvyuM tyAre tenI mIThAza AgaLa zubha ke azubha koIpaNa rAga, tenI mIThAza chUTI jAya che, duHkharUpa lAge che, AkuLatA lAge che. AhA...! rAgAdi badhA bola AvI gayA che. ema rAga, dveSa Adi badhA levA. ahIM sudhI AvI gayuM che, kAyA sudhI AvI gayuM che. A zarIra che, zarIra, tenI paryAya che te to jaDanI che. atyAre paNa A zarIranI je paryAya che, A to paryAya che, dravya-guNa to trikALa che, avasthA je zarIranI che e to jaDa che, samyagdaSTine jaDanuM svAmIpaNuM paNa uDI gayuM che, zarIranuM svAmIpaNuM uDI gayuM. zarIranI koI kriyA halanacalana thAya, eno dharmI svAmI nathI. AhAhA...! mumukSu - zraddhAmAM... uttara :- zraddhAmAM. badhA... badhA AvI gayA che, A to chellA bola che. mana, vacana ne kAyA. nokarmamAM to badhI AvI gayuM. potAnA AtmA sivAya badhI
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________________ gAthA 19 87 cIja je che enI paryAya enA kALe thAya che. to mArAthI e paryAya thaI evo mithyAtva bhAva samakitIne nathI thato. AhA...! sUkSma bhAva che. aMtara AtmA samyaka, evI pUrNa cIja, anaMta anaMta... kAle kahyuM hatuM ne? ke, anaMta mukha kare ane eka mukhamAM anaMta jIbha kare topaNa eka dravyanA AtmAnA guNanI saMkhyA kahI zake nahi. anaMta mukha kare ane eka eka mukhamAM anaMta jIbha kare topaNa e AtmAmAM eTalI saMkhyA che, guNanI saMkhyA, hoM ! ke e saMkhyA eTalI jIbhathI paNa kahI zake nahi. evo prabhu jenI dRSTimAM Avyo ane anubhavamAM Avyo ke huM to AtmA AnaMda chuM. huM to sukhanA paMthe paDyo che. mArI cIja ja sukha che ane huM sukhanA paMthe chuM. AhAhA...! rAgAdi Ave che te duHkhapaMtha che. e duHkha mArI cIja nahi. mane mArI cIja nahi, vANI mArI cIja nahi. kAyA - zarIra che to e anaMta paramANunI paryAya che, e mArI cIja nahi. mArAthI cAlatI nathI, mArAthI besatI nathI, bhASA che e mArAthI nIkaLatI nathI. AhA...! zrota" indriya e huM nahi. kAna, kAna. A jaDa che, A to mATInI - pudgalanI paryAya che. e huM nahi. tenA avalaMbanathI huM sAMbhaLato ja nathI. AhA..! kAraNa ke mAro svabhAva ja nirAlaMbI jJAtA-daSTA che to e jANavuM dekhavuM koI paranI apekSAthI thAya ema che nahi. ema zrota indriya huM nahi, mArI nahi, mArAmAM nahi, enAmAM huM nahi. AhA.! 'cakSu" cakSuthI bhagavAnane jove che to kahe che, e cakSu ja mArA nathI. huM bhagavAnane joto ja nathI, huM to mArI paryAyane jouM chuM. AhAhA...! cakSu ja mArA nathI. cakSuthI je cIja jANavAmAM Ave che e huM nahi huM to mArI paryAyathI jANavAmAM AvuM chuM. e dekhavAmAM AvatuM ja nathI, e to para cIja che. AhA...! huM to mArI cIjathI jouM chuM to e cakSuindriya mArI che ja nahi. AhAhA.! cakSu ja mArA nathI. AMkhathI jouM chuM, ema che nahi. AkarI vAta che. paMDitajI ! AhAhA! kAraNa ke jagatanA jaDa padArtha vartamAna paryAya vinAnA to che nahi, to e paryAya jaDanI che to enAthI huM jANuM chuM ema che nahi. AhAhA.! e cakSuthI huM jANuM chuM evA cakSu ja huM nahi, enAthI huM jANuM chuM ema che ja nahi. AhAhA.! ghANa" ghANa indriya huM nahi. dravyendriya to nahi paNa bhAvaindriya paNa huM nahi. AhAhA...! ane tenAthI huM suMghu chuM e huM nahi. AhAhA...! huM to mArA jJAnanI paryAya, para che to parane jANe che ema nahi. potAnI paryAya potAthI svapara jANavAnI tAkAtathI jANe che to tene huM jANuM chuM. AhAhA.! AkarI vAta che, bhAI ! dharma (koI) sAdhAraNa cIja nathI. "rasana..." jIbha huM nahi. jIbha to jaDanI paryAya che ane enAthI rasano svAda lauM chuM e huM nahi. AhAhA. te samaye jIbhanI paryAya ane rasanI paryAyane jANuM chuM e paNa vyavahAra che. huM to e samayanI paryAya mArI che, svapaprakAzaka paryAya tene huM jANuM
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 chuM, teno svAda huM lauM chuM. AhAhA...! AvI vAta eTale lokone bhakti ne vrata ne tapa ne pUjAmAM dharma manAya gayA. ahIM aMdaramAM AvavuM, aMtara taLamAM AvavuM mahApuruSArtha che ane e ja puruSArtha che. sparzana..." A sparzana. huM hAthanA sparzane paNa sparzato nathI ane hAtha parane sparza kare che e paNa nahi. A sparza je che tene huM sparza chuM, aDuM chuM ema nahi, e mArI cIja nathI. AhAhA...! ane e sparza parane sparze che, para zarIrane sparze che) ema paNa nahi. kemake eka dravya ane bIjA dravyanI paryAya vacce to atyaMta abhAva che. AhAhA...! huM parane sparza chuM ema to nahi paNa A zarIrane huM sparza chuM ema paNa nahi. AhAhA...! ane zarIranA sparzanuM jJAna thAya che e paNa sparza indriyanA kAraNe nahi. mAro jJAna svabhAva che tenAthI svapaprakAzaka, potAnI sattAthI svapaprakAzaka (jJAna) thAya che. e sparza che to mane sparzanuM jJAna che ema che nahi. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta bahu. e pAMca indriya parama di bAkI rahI gaI hatI, kAle to svAdhyAya hato. e zabdo mUkI soLa sUtro vyAkhyAnarUpa karavAM -kahevAM) ane A upadezathI bIjA paNa vicAravAM." jeTalA vikalpa che ane jeTalI saMyogI cIja che e) badhI cIjane huM aDato nathI ane e cIjamAM huM nahi ane e cIja mArI nahi. AhAhA.. samyagdaSTinI dRSTi AvI che. e 199 (gAthA) thaI. aro AvI satyanI vAta hatI ja kyAM? jene A satya vAta sAMbhaLavA maLI che te bhAgyazALI che. sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM satyanA saMskAra nAkhe che tene saMskAra nAkhatAM aMdarathI mArga thaI jaze. dararoja cAra pAMca kalAka AnuM A sAMbhaLavuM vAMcavuM hoya tene zubhabhAva evo thAya ke marIne svargamAM jAya, koI jugaliyA thAya, koI mahAvidehamAM jAya. bAkI jene satyanuM sAMbhaLavAnuM paNa nathI evA ghaNA jIvo to marIne DhoramAM javAnA. are! AvA manuSyanA mAMDa moMghA avatAra maLe ane potAnuM hita nahi kare to kyAre karaze? kharekhara to satyanuM cAra pAMca kalAka dararoja vAMcana-zravaNa Adi hovuM joIe. bhalene vepAra dhaMdhA karatA hoya paNa ATalo to vakhata potAnA mATe kADhavo joIe. ahIMnA sAMbhaLanArA ghaNAM to rucithI A saMskAra UMDA nAkhe che. AvA satyanA saMskAra lAgI jAya ane UMDANamAM e saMskAra paDI jAya ene bhava jhAjhA hoya nahi. dhAraNA jJAna thavuM te judI cIja che ane aMdaramAM avyakta ruci thavI te judI vAta che. bhedajJAnanA saMskAra UMDANathI nAkhavA joIe. ane A vAtano UMDANathI mahimA Avavo joIe ke aho! A vAta koI apUrva che. ema potAthI aMdaramAM mahimA Avavo joIe. sAcI rucivALo AgaLa vadhato jAya che. Atmadharma aMka-, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ gAthA 19 - (gAthA200) - evaM ca samyagdRSTiH svaM jAnan rAgaM muJcazca niyamAjjJAnavairAgyasampanno bhavati. evaM sammaddiTTI appANaM muNadi jANagasahAvaM / udayaM kammavivAgaM ca muyadi taccaM viyaannNto||200|| evaM samyagdRSTiH AtmAnaM jAnAti jJAyakasvabhAvam / udayaM karmavipAkaM ca muJcati tattvaM vijaann||200|| evaM samyagdRSTi: sAmAnyena vizeSeNa ca parasvabhAvebhyo bhAvebhyo sarvebhyo'pi vivicya TaGkotkIrNaikajJAyakabhAvasvabhAvamAtmanastattvaM vijaanaati| tathA tattvaM vijAnaMzca svaparabhAvopAdAnApohananiSpAdyaM svasya vastutvaM prathayan karmodayavipAkaprabhavAn bhAvAn sarvAnapi maJcati / tato'yaM niyamAta jJAnavairAgyasampanno bhvti| A rIte samyagdaSTi potAne jANato ane rAgane choDato thako niyamathI jJAnavairAgyasaMpanna hoya che ema havenI gAthAmAM kahe che : sudRSTi e rIta Atmane jJAyakasvabhAva ja jANato, ne udaya karmavipAkarUpa te tattvajJAyaka choDato. 200. gAthArtha :- [ parva ] A rIte [ saSTi : ] samyagdaSTi [ mAtmAnaM ] AtmAne potAne) [ jhIyasvamAvat ] jJAyakasvabhAva ( nAnAti ] jANe che [ 2 ] ane [ tavaM] tattvane arthAt yathArtha svarUpane [ vinAnan ] jANato thako [ vipAva ] karmanA vipAkarUpa [ 3ya ] udayane [ mugdhati ] choDe che. TIkA - A rIte samyagdaSTi sAmAnyapaNe ane vizeSapaNe parabhAvasvarUpa sarva bhAvothI viveka (bhedajJAna, bhinnatA) karIne, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAva jeno svabhAva che evuM je AtmAnuM tattva tene sArI rIte jANe che; ane e rIte tattvane jANato, svabhAvanA grahaNa ane parabhAvanA tyAgathI nIpajavAyogya potAnA vastutvane vistArato (-prasiddha karato), karmanA udayanA vipAkathI utpanna thayelA samasta bhAvone choDe che. tethI te (samyagdaSTi) niyamathI jJAnavairAgyasaMpanna hoya che ema siddha thayuM). | bhAvArtha - jayAre potAne to jJAyakabhAvarUpa sukhamaya jANe ane karmanA udayathI thayelA bhAvone AkuLatArUpa duHkhamaya jANe tyAre jJAnarUpa rahevuM ane parabhAvothI virAgatA-e bane avazya hoya ja che. A vAta pragaTa anubhavagocara che. e (jJAnavairAgya) ja samyagdaSTinuM cila che.
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 gAthA200 upara pravacana 200 "A rIte samyagdaSTi potAne jANato ane rAgane choDato..." che? e apekSAthI kathana che. kharekhara to AtmA jyAre potAne jANavAmAM rokAyo to rAganI utpatti thatI nathI tene rAgane choDyo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? jhINI vAta che, bhAI! anaMta kALa, anaMta kALa corAzInA avatAramAM eka eka yonIe anaMta avatAra karyA, bApu! bhUlI gayo, badhuM bhUlI gayo. bhUlI gayo e bhUlI javAnuM to che paNa bhUlyo I potAne yAda karyA vinA bhUlI gayo. potAne yAda karI, bhAna karIne bhUlI jAya to to bhUlavA jevuM che. AhAhA..! "samyagdaSTi potAne jANato...." "potAne jANato" ema kahyuM ne? rAgane jANato, ema nahi. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- rAgane to choDato. uttara :- choDe che e paNa nimittanuM kathana vyavahAra che. kahyuM ne? AtmA potAnA svarUpamAM ekAgra thAya che to rAga utpanna thato nathI to rAga choDyo ema kahevAmAM nAma kathanamAtrathI che. upadeza kema kare? AhAhA...! bahu mArga judo, bApu! tIrthaMkarano. traNalokanA nAtha tIrthaMkaradeva paramezvara, enI A divyadhvani (che). atyAre to loko bahArathI A karavuM ne A karavuM ne A karavuM emAM dharma mAnI lya che. kaMIka karuM, dayA, karuM, rAga karuM e paNa mithyAtva bhAva che. mumukSu :- kAle to Apa ene maravuM ema kahetA hatA. uttara :- i kIdhuM ke, kAle ATaluM badhuM na kIdhuM? karavuM e maravuM che. kema? ke, AtmA jJAtA-draSTA che ene huM rAga karuM, tyAM rokANo to AtmAnA svabhAvanuM jIvana che ene nakAra karyo to maraNa karyuM. AhAhA...! e jJAtA-daSTA jIvanuM jIvana che ene ThekANe huM AnAthI jIvuM chuM, rAgathI, puNyathI ne AnAthI (jIvuM chuM), rAga karuM (e) to mAruM svarUpa che to e kartA nathI, jJAtA-daSTA che teno eNe asvIkAra karI, eno nakAra karIne tenuM maraNa karI nAkhyuM. AhAhA.! AkarI vAta che, bhAI! niyamathI jJAna-vairAgyasaMpanna hoya che. dharmIne to potAnA astitvanuM bhAna (che) ane puNya-pApanA vikalpathI virakta vairAgya, e be zakti sahita dharmI hoya che. zuM kahyuM? potAnuM svarUpa je pUrNa atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa, enuM jJAna ane puNya-pApanA bhAvathI viraktapaNuM, e vairAgya eTale dharmI jJAna ane vairAgya (evI) be zakti sahita hoya che. potAnA astitvanuM bhAna ane potAmAM nathI teno vairAgya, virakti. AhAhA.! e jJAna
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________________ gAthA-2) ane vairAgya be zakti sahita hoya che. 200. evaM sammaddiTThI appANaM muNadi jANagasahAvaM / udayaM kammavivAgaM ca muyadi taccaM viyaannNto||200|| sudRSTi e rIta Atmane jJAyakasvabhAva ja jANato, ne udaya karmavipAkarUpa te tattvajJAyaka choDato. 200. upadezanI zailI to ema Ave ne! TIkA, 200 gAthAnI TIkA. A rIte samyagdaSTi..." samyak - satya dRSTi. jevuM potAnuM pUrNa svarUpa che, e pUrNa sat che tenI dRSTi nirvikalpa (thaI) tenuM nAma ahIMyAM samyagdaSTi kahe che. A rIte samyagdaSTi sAmAnyapaNe..." eTale sAmAnyathI paNa parano svAmI nathI "ane vizeSapaNe...." eka eka vyaktinI bhinna bhinna cIja hoya teno paNa e svAmI nathI. "sAmAnyapaNe ane vizeSapaNe parabhAvasvarUpa" parabhAva (arthAta) AtmA sivAya rAgAdi badhA parabhAva. AhAhA...! samyagdaSTine) e prakAre sAmAnya nAma saMkSepathI badhAno tyAga ane vizeSathI paNa eka ekano rAgAdi aMzano paNa tyAga (varte che). parabhAvasvarUpa sarva bhAvothI viveka (bhedajJAna, bhinnatA)...' kare. nAnAmAM nAno aMza rAga hoya enAthI paNa bhinnatA kare ane zarIrAdi bAhya cIja moTI hoya, anaMta paramANunA skaMdhAdi enAthI paNa bhinnatA kare. AhAhA...! sAmAnyapaNe ane vizeSapaNe parabhAvasvarUpa sarva bhAvothI viveka bhedajJAna, bhinnatA) karIne..." AnI ATalI maryAdA che. bAkI niyamasAramAM to paryAyane paNa paradravya ane parabhAva kIdhI che. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to AtmAnA nirmaLa paryAya sivAya A rAgAdi, paradravya Adi ane parabhAva ahIMyAM eTaluM. niyamasAramAM to "zuddhabhAva adhikAramAM nirmaLa paryAya thAya, dharmaparyAya hoya (tene) paNa parabhAva, paradravya heya (kIdhI che). AhAhA...! keTalA prakAra parabhAvanA? AtmA sivAya paravastu anaMtI. paMcaparameSThI paNa paradravya ane parabhAvamAM jAya che. kemake enAmAM ane potAnI paryAyamAM atyaMta abhAva che. AhAhA...! e ane ahIMyAM zarIrAdi parabhAva (kahyA). puNya-pApa parabhAva ane puNya-pApane jANavAvALI paryAya e paNa trikALI svabhAvanI apekSAe parabhAva che. ahIM eTaluM levuM nathI. tyAM to kuMdakuMdAcArye potAnI bhAvanA mATe niyamasAra graMtha banAvyo che. potAnI bhAvanA mATe banAvyo che. alaukikA AhAhA.! duniyAthI badhI jAtaphera che. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che ke, A rAgano nAnAmAM nAno vikalpa (Avyo), are! je bhAvathI tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya tenAthI paNa bhedajJAna kare che. e mArI cIja nahi, huM teno kartA nahi. AhAhA.! mArI cIjamAM nathI, huM temAM nahi, huM teno kartA ane svAmI nahi. ema samyagdaSTi sarva parabhAvothI bhedajJAna, bhinnatA karIne AhA...! "TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAva jeno svabhAva
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________________ 92 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 che...' TaMkotkIrNa, evo ne evo che. jema adabadhanAtha, che ne pAlItANA'? uparathI kADhI nAkhIne aMdarathI mUrti kADhI, mUrti. ema bhagavAna aMtaramAM TaMkotkIrNa evo ne evo anAdianaMta che. AhA..! zuddha saccidAnaMda prabhu anaMta nirmaLa guNanI khANa, nidhAna evo je bhagavAnaAtmA 'eka zAyakabhAva...' be ane paryAya e paNa ahIMyAM nahi, ema kahe che. AhAhA..! huM to eka zAyakabhAva chuM ema paryAya nirNaya kare che. paryAya, huM paryAya chuM ema nirNaya nathI karatI. AhAhA..! e to paryAya kArya ane kartA, karma Adi badhuM thAya che paryAyamAM, dravya to kUTastha, dhruva che. AhAhA..! e dhruvano nirNaya karanArI paryAya kahe che ke, huM to jJAyakabhAva chuM. AhAhA..! che? eka zAyakabhAva jeno svabhAva che evuM je AtmAnuM tattva...' AhAhA..! eka eka gAthA 'samayasAra', 'pravacanasAra' alaukika che. A kAMI vArtA nathI, bhAI! A to dharma bhAgavat kathA, bhAgavat kathA che. 'niyamasAra'mAM chelle Ave che, bhAgavat kathA che). bhagavAnaAtmA, enI kathA. AhAhA..! e ahIMyAM kahe che ke, eka jJAyakabhAva jeno svabhAva che...' tyAM ema na lIdhuM ke, paryAya mAro svabhAva che, ema paNa na lIdhuM. paryAya nirNaya kare che te ema kahe che ke, huM to eka zAyaka svabhAva chuM. AhAhA..! TaMkotkIrNa ekarUpa bheda vinA, guNa-guNInA bheda paNa nahi. rAgAdi to nahi, paradravya to nahi paNa paryAya paNa nahi paNa guNa-guNInA bheda paNa nahi. eka jJAyakabhAva.. AhAhA..! caitanyabiMba dhruva nityAnaMda prabhu, evo ekarUpa jJAyaka svabhAva jeno svabhAva che evuM je AtmAnuM tattva tene...' juA! zuM kahyuM? 'eka zAyakabhAva jeno svabhAva che evuM je AtmAnuM tattva...' e AtmAnuM tattva. AhAhA..! AtmA bhAva ane A bhAvasvarUpa, bhAvavAna. jJAyakabhAva svarUpa, bhAvavAna evuM Atmatattva. AhAhA..! have AvuM bahAranI vAtavALAne AkaruM lAge. bIjuM zuM thAya? bhAI! e cIja ja aMdara evI che. jene koI apekSA nathI. AhAhA..! paryAya paNa jemAM u52 tare che. rAganI vAta to zuM kahevI? zAyakabhAva, emAM paryAya paNa u52 tare che, aMdara praveza nathI karatI. AhAhA..! e paryAya ema nirNaya kare che ke, huM to eka zAyaka svabhAva chuM. e mAruM tattva che. Atmatattva te huM chuM. AhAhA..! che? TaMkotkIrNa, bheda kare che, parathI bheda utpanna karyo ane potAthI abheda zuM? TaMkotkIrNa jevI cIja che evI eka jJAyakabhAva jeno svabhAva (che). kono? evo AtmA. evuM je AtmAnuM tattva...' AhAhA..! jJAyakabhAva e AtmAnuM tattva (che). AhAhA..! AtmA ane jJAyakabhAva e Atmatattva, AtmAnuM tattva. tene (sArI rIte) jANe che;... tene sArI rIte lakhavuM paDyuM. kemake jANavAnA kSayopazamamAM vAta Ave e judI cIja che
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________________ gAthA-20 93 ane aMdaramAM anubhava karavo e bIjI cIja che. AhAhA..! e mATe kahyuM ke, '(sArI rIte) jANe che...' eTale jevuM che tevuM anubhave che, jANe che teno artha. jevo bhagavAna jJAyakabhAva che, evuM je Atmatattva, tene samyagdaSTi jANe che eTale anubhave che. samajANuM kAMI? ane e rIte tattvane jANato,...' e prakAre tattvane jANato thako, svabhAvanA grahaNa ane parabhAvanA tyAgathI nIpajavAyogya...' AhAhA..! e bhedajJAnanI apekSAe vAta karI. jJAnapradhAna kathana (che). 'svabhAvanA grahaNa...' jJAyakasvabhAva Atmatattva, teno svIkAra, grahaNa, Adara, vedana, anubhava ane parabhAvanA tyAgathI...' rAgAdino atyaMta abhAva, evuM AtmAmAM piraNamana thavuM. AhAhA..! A 200 gAthA che. svabhAvanA grahaNa...' zAyaka svabhAva pUrNa svarUpa ekarUpa tattva, anaMta guNa bhale ho paNa vastu tattva to ekarUpa che. e ekarUpanuM grahaNa ane parabhAvano tyAga. AhAhA..! evA 'tyAgathI nIpajavAyogya potAnA vastutvane vistArato (-prasiddha karato),...' vastutva (eTale) vastupaNuM, vastupaNuM. AhAhA..! e zAyakabhAva e vastupaNuM tene vistArato thako. AhAhA..! jJAyaka ne dRSTApaNAnI dazAne phelAvato thako. AhAhA..! jANavuM-dekhavuM evA svabhAvane phelAvato, vistArato thako, paryAyamAM, hoM! AhAhA..! vastu to vastu che, paraMtu vastune grahaNa karavI arthAt tene phelAve che, vistAra (kare che). paryAyamAM tenI zuddhinI vRddhi thAya che. AhAhA..! vastutvane vistArato (-prasiddha karato),...' joyuM? vastune nahi, vastune nahi. vastutva - vastupaNuM, AtmatattvanuM jJAyakapaNuM, tene vistArato thako. AhAhA..! AvI cIja che. Avo te jainadharma haze kaMI? jainadharma to chakAyanI dayA pALavI, apavAsa karavA, varSItapa karavA, dAna devuM, bApu! e kaMI jainadharma nathI. e to rAga che, e jainadharma che ja nahi. AhAhA..! ahIM to vItarAga trilokanAtha jaina paramezvaranI A vANI che. saMto ADatiyA thaIne vAta kare che. paramezvara Ama kahe che, ema kahe che ne? AhAhA..! vastutvane vistArato (- prasiddha karato)...' AhAhA..! kamaLa jema khIle ema samyagdaSTi dravyanA svabhAvano khIlavato thako. AhAhA..! vikAsa karato thako. AhAhA..! paryAyamAM dravya svabhAvanuM ekatva karavAthI vistAra karato thako. AhAhA..! Avo kyAM dharma kADhyo? koI kahe. ekAMta che, ema loko kahe che. are...! bhAI! prabha! tuM sAMbhaLa to kharo. ema ke, bAramI gAthAmAM to ema kahyuM che ke, 'aparame divA'. sAdhu, zrAvakane to A vrata, tapa, bhakti, pUjA e dharma che ema kIdhuM che. bAramI gAthAmAM ema kahe che, 'aparame divA mAve" are...! bhagavAna! teM TIkA ja joI nathI. 'aparame divA mAve"no artha "tavAtve te kALe jANelo prayojanavAna (che). AdaraNIya ane karavAlAyaka che, e vAta ja tyAM nathI. AhA..! 'karuNAdIpa'mAM kAle AvyuM hatuM. 'sonagaDhI' paMtha to ekAMta mithyAtva che. kAraNa ke je kriyAkAMDa dharmanI pahelI karavI joIe ene to dharma
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________________ 94 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 mAnatA nathI. bAramI gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke, paheluM e karavuM. zrAvaka ane munino e dharma che. aparame divA mAve nIcalI dazAmAM to A ja hoya che. paNa eno artha tyAM tane khabara nathI, bApu! 'amRtacaMdrAcArya' (ema kahevA mAge che), tavAO" te kALe svarUpa zuddha che tenuM bhAna thayuM, anubhava thayo paNa paryAyamAM hajI zuddhatA thoDI ane azuddhatA thoDI che ene jANavuM. te te kALe je je prakAranI zuddhatA ane azuddhatA paryAyamAM (che) e paryAyane jANavuM e ja vyavahAranayano viSaya che. AhAhA..! tyAM karavuM ane A vyavahAra dharma che e prazna tyAM che ja nahi, bhAI! AhAhA..! moDhA AgaLa e badhuM laIne (kahe), 'sonagaDha'nuM ekAMta che. game te kahe, bApA! bhAI! tArI cIja koI judI che. tane tArI khabaruM nahi ane tuM bIjI rIte mAnI rahyo cho). AhAhA..! potAnA vastutvane vistArato... AhAhA..! 'karmanA udayanA vipAkathI utpanna thayelA samasta bhAvo...' dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA, zarI2, vANI, mana, karma Adi badhI cIjo e badhAne choDato thako. eTale tenuM lakSa karato nathI. AhAhA..! samasta bhAvone choDe che, tethI te (samyagdaSTi) niyamathI jJAnavairAgyasaMpanna hoya che...' AhAhA..! potAnA pUrNa svarUpanA anubhavanuM jJAna ane zubha-azubha bhAvanuM viraktapaNuM - vairAgya, parathI to vairAgya hoya ja che. aMdara zubha-azubha bhAvathI paNa virakta, te vairAgya. astitvanuM jJAna ane puNya-pApanA nAstitvano vairAgya. e nahi, evo vairAgya. e jJAna ane vairAgya saMpanna che. AhAhA..! dukAna choDI ne dhaMdhA choDyA ne bAyaDI, chokarA choDyA mATe eNe A choDyuM, ema ahIM nathI. AhAhA..! e vairAgya nathI. vairAgya to ene kahe ke, je zubha-azubha bhAva che tenAthI virakta thAya. emAM rakta che e mithyAtva che. jenAthI virakta thAya ane svabhAvanI dRSTimAM pUrNane svIkAre ane A bAjuthI rAgathI abhAva - vairAgya thAya, e jJAna ane vairAgya be zakti dharmInI hoya che. AhAhA..! che? 'tethI te (samyagdaSTi) niyamathI...' eTale nizcayathI jJAnavairAgyasaMpanna hoya che...' svarUpanuM jJAna ane vikAranA abhAvano vairAgya. AhAhA..! ethI dharmI jIva jJAna ane vairAgya saMpanna hoya che (ema siddha thayuM).' e sAbita karyuM. AhA..! bhAvArtha :- jyAre potAne to zAyakabhAvarUpa sukhamaya jANe...' jJAyakabhAvarUpa ane sukhamaya. vajana ahIM che. potAne jJAyakabhAva ane AnaMda, atIndriya AnaMdamaya (jANe). AhAhA..! bhAvArtha che? bhagavAnaAtmA jJAyakabhAva ane AnaMda, atIndriya AnaMdamaya, sukhamaya, sukhavALo emeya nahi. sukhavALo (nahi), sukhamaya. atIndriya AnaMda sukhamaya prabhu AtmA to (che). AhA..! potAnuM svarUpa ja atIndriya AnaMdamaya che. ethI sukhamaya kahyuM. maya eTale te rUpa, ema. sukharUpa, sukhavALo (nahi), svarUpa ja sukharUpa che. bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdarUpa ja che, sukhamaya che. sukhavALo emeya nahi. AhAhA..! AvI vAta che eTale
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________________ gAthA-20 95 lokone vyavahA2no lopa kare to ja nizcaya thAya tethI e lokone goThatuM nathI. vyavahAra kare, vyavahA2 kare, vyavahA2 kare. dayA, vrata, bhakti, tapasyA, apavAsa kare pachI thAya ke nahi? AhAhA..! ahIM to kahe che ke pahelethI svabhAvanI pUrNatAnuM bhAna, anubhava ane rAgathI vikalpathI mAMDI AkhI cIjano vairAgya. enAthI atyaMta abhAva svabhAvarUpa pariNamana. paMDitajI! AvI vAta che. AhAhA..! ahIM to bhaI, saMsAranA vikalpathI marI javAnuM che, bApA! AhA..! zubhAzubha rAgathI to marI javAnuM che ane caitanyanA svabhAvathI jIvana gALavAnA che. AhAhA...! prabhu to Ama kahe che, bApu! tane lAge, na lAge judI vAta che. AhA..! traNalokano nAtha, tenA jJAnamAM traNakALa jaNANA enI vANImAM A AvyuM, i A pravacana. divyadhvani kaho ke pra-vizeSe vacano kaho. A divyadhvani che. potAne to zAyakabhAvarUpa sukhamaya jANe... ekalo zAyakabhAva na lIdho. kAraNa ke 52mAM kAMka kyAMka sukhabuddhi rahI jAya tyAM sudhI mithyAtva rahe. AhAhA..! potAnA AtmAmAM AnaMda, atIndriya AnaMdano gaMja, pUMja bharyo paDyo che. e sivAya koI cIjamAM za2I2, strImAM, kuTuMbamAM-parivAramAM, AbarumAM, makAnamAM, kapaDA-bapaDA ne dAgInA barAbara sarakhA pahere to A mane ThIka che, majA che. AhAhA..! e badhA mithyAtva zalya che. AhAhA..! jyAre potAne to jJAyakabhAvarUpa...' jJAyakabhAva lIdho che ne? dravya je che e bhAvavAna che, A eno jJAyakabhAva che, jJAyakapaNuM che, enuM - bhagavAnanuM tattvapaNuM e che. AhAhA...! e jJAyakabhAvarUpa ane sukhamaya. zAyakabhAvarUpa. joyuM? tanmaya che ne? zAyakabhAvavALo emeya nahi. jJAyakabhAvarUpa ane sukhamaya. abheda varNavyuM. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM che. jhINI paDe prabhu paNa A kare chUTako che. e sivAya janma-maraNa (maTaze nahi). AhAhA...! e corAzInA avatAra eka eka avatAramAM eNe duHkho veThyA. AhA..! narakanI dasa hajAranI varSanI jaghanya sthiti, enA duHkhanuM varNana, prabhu kahe che ke, karoDo bhave ane karoDo jIbhe na thAya. tArA guNo jema anaMta mukhe ane anaMta jIbhe na thAya... AhAhA..! tevuM tAruM duHkha je che... AhAhA..! e paNa karoDo bhave ane karoDo jIbhe na thAya. anaMta bhave to nahi kAraNa ke duHkhanI maryAdA che ne? A to atIndriya AnaMda ane jJAna to amaryAdita svabhAva che. heM? AhA..! kAraNa ke duHkha kAMI, AtmAmAM AnaMda ne jJAna zaktio amaryAdita che evuM kAMI duHkha nathI. duHkha to maryAdita che. AhAhA..! paNa maryAdita duHkhamAMya anaMtatA che, kahe che. AhAhA..! karoDa mukhe ane karoDa jIbhe na kahevAya, bApu! AhA..! tane zenA harakhanA haDakA 52mAM Ave che? ema kahe che. 52mAM harakhanA haDakA, harakha prabhu! harakha to, AnaMda to tAro tArAmAM che. AhAhA..! jyAre potAne to zAyakabhAvarUpa sukhamaya jANe ane karmanA udayathI thayelA bhAvone
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________________ 96 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 AkuLatArUpa duHkhamaya jANe...." AkuLatArUpa. rAgAdi vikAra. AhAhA.! vyavahAra ratnatrayano vikalpa paNa AkuLatArUpa che. AhAhA...! "AkuLatArUpa duHkhamaya jANe tyAre jJAnarUpa rahevuM..." tyAre to potAnA jJAyakarUpa ane sukhamaya AtmAne jANyo to tyAM rahevuM, tyAM Asana lagAvavA. AhAhA...! udAsIna. rAgathI udAsIna thaI svabhAvamAM Asana lagAvavA. AhAhA...! jJAnarUpa rahevuM ane parabhAvothI virAgatA...' che ne? para rAga AdithI virAgatA. AhAhA...! e bane avazya hoya ja che...' beya jarUra hoya che. A vAta pragaTa anubhavagocara che....... e vAta pragaTa anubhavagamya che. bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa che, rAgAdi duHkharUpa che, e to pragaTa anubhavagamya che. AhAhA.! "e (jJAnavairAgya) ja samyagdaSTinuM cihna che." A jJAna ane Avo je vairAgya. pUrNa svarUpa jJAnamayanuM jJAna ane rAgathI viraktatA evo vairAgya, e samyagdaSTinuM lakSaNa che, e samyagdaSTinuM cihna che. AhAhA.! je jIva paradravyamAM Asakta-rAgI che... AhAhA.! rAganA kaNamAM paNa jene rAjIpo ane khuzIpaNuM che ane samyagdaSTipaNAnuM abhimAna kare che... AhAhA.! sUkSmamAM sUkSma rAga dayA, dAna, vratAdi ke guNa-guNIno bhedano rAga, e rAgano jene prema che, Asakta che. AhAhA...! "ane samyagdaSTipaNAnuM abhimAna kare che te samyagdaSTi che ja nahi, vRthA abhimAna kare che evA arthanuM kaLArUpa kAvya kahe che :- lyo. kaLaza che ne kaLaza? (c) *********************** ( zloka-137) (mundrAntiA) samyagdRSTiH svayamayamahaM jAtu bandho na me syAdityuttAnotpulakavadanA raaginno'pyaacrntu| AbambantAM samitiparatAM te yato'dyApi pApA AtmAnAtmAvagamavirahAtsanti samyaktvariktAH / / 137 / / zlokArdha :- '' layam 36 svayam sacavRSTi, me khAtu: vanya: cAt ] A huM pote samyagdaSTi chuM, mane kadI baMdha thato nathI kAraNa ke zAstramAM samyagdaSTine baMdha kahyo nathI)' [ rUti ] ema mAnIne [ 3ttAna-utpana-vanA: ] jemanuM mukha garvathI UMcuM tathA pulakita romAMcita) thayuM che evA [ rAgiNa: ] rAgI jIvo (5radravya pratye
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________________ zloka-137 rAgadveSamohabhAvavALA jIvo- [ pa ] bhale | gIranta ] mahAvratAdinuM AcaraNa karo tathA [ samitipatAM gAtaDuttA ] samitinI utkRSTatAnuM AlaMbana karo [ gadya kapi ] topaNa haju [ te pApA: ] teo pApI (mithyASTi) ja che, [ yataH ] kAraNa ke [ mAtma-anAtmaevAma-viro] AtmA ane anAtmAnA jJAnathI rahita hovAthI [ sacavattva-rivatA: satti] teo samyaktathI rahita che. bhAvArtha - paradravya pratye rAga hovA chatAM je jIva huM samyagdaSTi chuM, mane baMdha thato nathI ema mAne che tene samyakta kevuM? te vrata-samiti pALe topaNa svaparanuM jJAna nahi hovAthI te pApI ja che. potAne baMdha nathI thato ema mAnIne svacchede pravarte te vaLI samyagdaSTi kevo? kAraNa ke jyAM sudhI rAga rahe tyAM sudhI samyagdaSTi to potAnI niMdA-gahIM karato ja rahe che. jJAna thavAmAtrathI baMdhathI chuTAtuM nathI, jJAna thayA pachI temAM ja lInatArUpazuddhopayogarUpa-cAritrathI baMdha kapAya che. mATe rAga hovA chatAM, baMdha thato nathI ema mAnIne svacchede pravartanAra jIva mithyAdRSTi ja che. ahIM koI pUche ke "vrata-samiti to zubha kArya che, to pachI vrata-samiti pALatAM chatAM te jIvane pApI kema kahyo ? tenuM samAdhAna - siddhAMtamAM pApa mithyAtvane ja kahyuM che; jyAM sudhI mithyAtva rahe tyAM sudhI zubha-azubha sarva kriyAne adhyAtmamAM paramArthe pApa ja kahevAya che. vaLI vyavahAranayanI pradhAnatAmAM, vyavahArI jIvone azubha choDAvI zubhamAM lagADavA zubha kriyAne kathaMcit puNya paNa kahevAya che. Ama kahevAthI syAdvAdamatamAM kAMI virodha nathI. vaLI koI pUche che ke - paradravyamAM rAga rahe tyAM sudhI jIvane mithyAdRSTi kahyo te vAtamAM ame samajyA nahi aviratasamyagdaSTi vagerene cAritramohanA udayathI rAgAdibhAva to hoya che, temane samyakta kema che? tenuM samAdhAna:- ahIM mithyAtva sahita anaMtAnubaMdhI rAga pradhAnapaNe kahyo che. jene evo rAga hoya che arthAt jene paradravyamAM tathA padravyathI thatA bhAvomAM AtmabuddhipUrvaka prIti-aprIti thAya che, tene svaparanuM jJAnazraddhAna nathI-bhedajJAna nathI ema samajavuM. jIva munipada laI vrata-samiti pALe topaNa jyAM sudhI (vrata-samiti pALatAM) para jIvonI rakSA, zarIra saMbaMdhI jatanAthI pravartavuM ityAdi paradravyanI kriyAthI tathA paradravyanA nimitte thatA potAnA zubha bhAvothI potAno mokSa mAne che ane para jIvono ghAta thavo, ayatnAcArarUpe pravartavuM ityAdi paradravyanI kriyAthI tathA paradravyanA nimitte thatA potAnA azubha bhAvothI ja potAne baMdha thato mAne che tyAM sudhI tene svaparanuM jJAna thayuM nathI ema jANavuM; kAraNa ke baMdha-mokSa to potAnA azuddha tathA zuddha bhAvothI ja thatA * samiti = vihAra, vacana, AhAra vagerenI kriyAmAM jatanAthI pravartavuM te.
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________________ 98 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 hatA, zubhAzubha bhAvo to baMdhanAM ja kAraNa hatA ane paradravya to nimittamAtra ja hatuM, temAM teNe viparyayarUpa mAnyuM. A rIte jyAM sudhI jIva paradravyathI ja bhaluMbUruM mAnI rAgadveSa kare che tyAM sudhI te samyagdaSTi nathI. samyagdaSTi jIva to jyAM sudhI potAne cAritramohasaMbaMdhI rAgAdika rahe che tyAM sudhI te rAgAdika viSe tathA rAgAdikanI preraNAthI je padravyasaMbaMdhI zubhAzubha kriyAmAM te pravarte che te pravRttio viSe ema mAne che ke - A karmanuM jora che; tenAthI nivRtta thaye ja mAruM bhaluM che. te temane rogavat jANe che. pIDA sahI zakAtI nathI tethI temano ilAja karavArUpe pravarte che topaNa tene temanA pratye rAga kahI zakAto nathI; kA2Na ke jene roga mAne tenA pratye rAga kevo ? te tene maTADavAno ja upAya kare che ane te maTavuM paNa potAnA ja jJAnapariNAmarUpa pariNamanathI mAne che. A rIte samyagdaSTine rAga nathI. A pramANe paramArtha adhyAtmadRSTithI ahIM vyAkhyAna jANatuM. ahIM mithyAtva sahita rAgane ja rAga kahyo che, mithyAtva vinA cAritramohasaMbaMdhI udayanA pariNAmane rAga kahyo nathI; mATe samyagdaSTine jJAnavairAgyazakti avazya hoya ja che. mithyAtva sahita rAga samyagdaSTine hoto nathI ane mithyAtva sahita rAga hoya te samyagdaSTi nathI. AvA mithyAsRSTinA ane samyagdaSTinA bhAvonA) taphAvatane samyagdaSTi ja jANe che. mithyAsRSTino adhyAtmazAstramAM prathama to praveza nathI ane jo praveza kare to viparIta samaje che-vyavahArane sarvathA choDI bhraSTa thAya che athavA to nizcayane sArI rIte jANyA vinA vyavahA2thI ja mokSa mAne che, 5ramArtha tattvamAM mUDha rahe che. jo koI virala jIva yathArtha syAdvAdanyAyathI satyArtha samajI jAya to tene avazya samyaktvanI prApti thAya ja che - te avazya samyagdaSTi banI jAya che.137. zloka-137 u52 pravacana (manvAgatA) samyagdRSTiH svayamayamahaM jAtu bandho na me syAdityuttAnotpulakavadanA rAgiNo'pyAcarantu / AbambantAM samitiparatAM te yato'dyApi pApA AtmAnAtmAvagamavirahAtsanti samyavattvarittA: 1rU|| [ Jayam anna svayam saMsRSTi:, me nAtu: vandhaH na racAt ] 'A huM pote samyagdaSTi chuM, mane kadI baMdha thato nathI...' ema ke game tevA viSaya huM bhogavuM paNa mane baMdha nathI. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke samyagdaSTine baMdha nathI. are..! bhAI ! kahyuM che te konI apekSAe ?
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________________ zloka-137 99 A...hA...! jene rAgano rAga chUTI gayo che ane svabhAvanA premamAM rucinuM pariNamana thaI gayuM che. AhAhA.! tene kahyuM che ke viSaya bhogavavA chatAM tene baMdha nathI. ane tuM svacchaMdI thaIne ema kahe ke, ame samyagdaSTi chIe, viSaya bhogavatA baMdha nathI. AhA...hA...! huM pote samyagdaSTi chuM, mane kadI baMdha thato nathI kAraNa ke zAstramAM samyagdaSTine baMdha kahyo nathI) ema mAnIne..." pittAna-utpanava-vanA: jemanuM mukha garvathI UMcuM tathA pulakita romAMcita) thayuM che..." amAre zuM che ? zarIrano dharma zarIra kare. bhoga zarIra kare. are..! bApA ! bhAI ! tane aMdara rAganI ekatAnI buddhi paDI che, mithyAtva che ane tuM ema mAne che ke A mane baMdha nathI. AhAhA..! "UMcuM tathA pulakita (romAMcita) thayuM che evA rAgI jIvo -paradravya pratye rAgadveSamohavALA jIvo-) bhale mahAvratAdinuM AcaraNa karo..." ThIka ! mahAvateya rAga che. rAgano prema che ke A AcaraNa mAruM che, to e mithyAdRSTi che. bhale mahAvratanuM AcaraNa kare. AhAhA.! paMca mahAvrata pALe toya mithyAdRSTi che. mahAvrata rAga che, rAgano prema che te mithyAtva bhAva che. AhAhA! tyAre bIje ThekANe kahyuM che ne ke munioe mahAvrata pALavA. mahAvrata to mahAvrata moTA che. enA jevuM moTuM koI nathI. evuM Ave che ne ? e to bApu! aMdara svarUpanI ramaNatA thaI che enI bhUmikAmAM nizcaya mahAvrata che, emAM vyavahAre vrata che enI vAtuM karI che. AhAhA...! ahIM A cokhkhuM kIdhuM ne ! "mahAvratAdinuM AcaraNa karo tathA samitinI utkRSTatAnuM AlaMbana karo. barAbara maMda rAgathI mauna rahe, ochuM bole. AhA...! nirdoSa AhAra le. e to badhI kriyAkAMDa rAganI che. emAM tatpara rahe 'topaNa teo pApI mithyAdRSTi) ja che" ThIka ! mahAvrata pALe toya pApI che, mithyAdaSTi che. kAraNa ke AtmA ane anAtmAnA jJAnathI rahita hovAthI teo samyakatvathI rahita che. AhAhA...! vizeSa kahevAze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. 277 zloka-137 budhavAra, aSADha vada 9, tA. 19-07-1979 samayasAra 137 kaLaza che ne? eno - kaLazano bhAvArtha che. paradravya pratye rAga hovA chatAM je jIva huM samyagdaSTi chuM, mane baMdha thato nathI ema mAne che tene samyakatva kevuM?" zuM kahe che? jene AtmA sivAya paradravya, rAga, karma, zarIra, bAhya cIja koI pratye paNa rAga rahe ane mAne ke huM samyagdaSTi chuM e viparIta mAnyatA che. AhA.! jhINI vAta che. kharekhara "padravya pratye rAga hovA chatAM...' svadravya pratye jene AtmAnA AnaMdano prema, dRSTi thaI, huM to atIndriya AnaMda ane atIndriya jJAna svarUpa chuM, evI samyagdaSTi
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________________ 10) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 thaI tene potA sivAya para pratye kyAMya rAga thato ja nathI. ane para pratye rAga rahe ane e samyagdaSTi mAne to e viparIta che. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! samyagdarzana ane cAritradoSa e bIjI cIja che. ahIMyAM kahe che ke, cAritradoSa thayo e potAno mAne e paravastu che. zarIra, vANI to paravastu che ja paNa aMdara dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma Ave che te paNa rAga (che), te paNa kharekhara to paravastu, paradravya che. enA pratye jene ruci rahe te samyagdaSTi na rahI zake. AhAhA...!Avo mArga. A to dharmanI pahelI zarUAta, dharmanI pahelI sIDI samyagdarzananI vAta che). samyaka nAma jevuM AtmAnuM pUrNa svarUpa che, satya che evo anubhava thavo ane anubhava thaIne dRSTimAM pratIti AvavI tene para pratye rAga raheto nathI. AhAhA...! te vrata-samiti pALe bhale paMca mahAvrata pALe, samiti, nirdoSa AhAra, pAMca samiti cokhkhI pALe 'topaNa svaparanuM jJAna nahi hovAthI." e mahAvrata ane samiti e rAga che, e potAnuM svarUpa nahi. e sva potAnuM svarUpa zuddha caitanya ane mahAvata ne samitino zubha rAga, beyanuM bhinna jJAna nathI e samyagdaSTi nathI. AhAhA.! jhINI vAta (che). "svaparanuM jJAna..." svaparamAM A. AtmA jJAyaka svarUpa sva ane vikalpa je rAgathI mAMDIne para, e padravya ane svadravyanI) bhinnatAnuM bhAna nathI e samyajJAnI kevo? AhAhA.bhale e paMca mahAvrata pALato hoya, samiti kare, nirdoSa AhAra bhe), tene mATe cokA karelo (AhAra) na tye topaNa e to rAga che ane rAgamAM dharma mAnavo ane rAgamAM dharmanuM kAraNa mAnavuM (e) mithyASTi che. AhAhA...! potAne baMdha nathI thato ema mAnIne..." che ne? (vata-samiti) "topaNa svaparanuM jJAna nahi hovAthI te pApI ja che." pApI ja che, ema kahe che. AhAhA.mahAvrata pALe, paMca samiti, gupti, aThyAvIsa mULaguNa pALe chatAM e rAga mArI cIja che ane temAM mane kAMIka dharmanuM kAraNa thaze evI dRSTi che e pApI che. AhAhA.!gajaba vAta che. aThyAvIsa mULaguNa pALe, paMca mahAvrata pALe topaNa kahe che ke, pApI che. AhAhA.!ane samyagdaSTi asthiratAnA rAgAdi Ave che ane bhoga paNa dhe che topaNa bhoganA bhAvanI nirjarA thAya che. AhAhA.kemake temAM rasa UDI gayo che. potAnA AnaMdanA rasamAM rAgamAM ane rAganA phaLamAM rasa UDI gayo che. AhAhA...! phikko paDI gayo che. AhA...! ane ajJAnIne e mahAvratanA pariNAmamAM rasa paDyo che. e dharma che ane e dharmanuM kAraNa che. mahAvrata pALatA pALatA samyagdarzana thaze, cAritra thaze ema mAne che) to e mizrAdaSTi che. joke "niyamasAramAM eka zlokamAM kahyuM che, mahAvrata, paMca samiti, gupti e AtmAnuM svarUpa che. e to nizcaya mahAvrata, AtmAnuM dhyAna tene kahyuM che. niyamasAramAM zlokamAM che. paMca mahAvrata, samiti, gupti Adi bhAva, vrata Adi dharma e AtmA che, AtmAno
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________________ zloka-137 101 e dharma che. e to rAgathI rahita potAnA svarUpamAM lInatA tene tyAM mahAvrata kahyuM che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..!ane A mahAvrata to AtmAnA bhAna vinA rAganI kriyA kare, ahiMsA, satya, datta pALe (ane) e dharmanuM kAraNa che ane dharma thaze, ema mAnanA2) mithyAdRSTi che. svaparanA jJAnanI bhinnatA che nahi. AhAhA..!AvI vAta che. samyagdaSTi cakravartInA rAjamAM paDyo hoya topaNa kahe che ke e pApI nahi, e to dharmI mokSamArgI che. haiM? AhAhA..!samyagdaSTi che, cakravartInA rAjamAM paDyo che topaNa mokSamArgI che. 'ratnakadaMDa zrAvakAcAra'mAM (Ave) che. ane paMca mahAvrata pALe, samiti, gupti pALe paNa e dharmanuM kAraNa che ane emAM prema che to e mithyASTi che. AhAhA..! ATalo badho phera che. lokone besavuM kaThaNa paDe. e pApI che. pApI ja che.' ema lakhyuM che. pApI ja che.' ema. pApI ja, pApI ja che. mahAvratane pALe paNa rAgano prema che ane rAganI ruci che ane svabhAva caitanyamUrti bhagavAna zAyaka (che), tenI dRSTino to abhAva che, e pApI ja che. AhAhA..! potAne baMdha thato nathI ema mAnIne svacchaMde pravarte che...' paMca mahAvratAdi pALe paNa mane baMdha nathI thato ane svacchaMde pravRtti kare che te vaLI samyagdaSTi kevo? kAraNa ke jyAM sudhI yathAkhyAta cAritra na thAya...' pUrNa cAritra svarUpamAM ramaNatA jyAM sudhI na thAya tyAM sudhI cAritramohanA rAgathI baMdha to thAya ja che...' samyagdaSTine paNa rAgano baMdha thAya che. jyAM sudhI yathAkhyAta cAritra na thAya tyAM sudhI rAgathI tene baMdha to thAya ja che. ane jyAM sudhI rAga rahe tyAM sudhI samyagdaSTi to potAnI niMdA-garha karato ja rahe che.' AhAhA..! e zubharAga Ave che, azubharAga paNa Ave che. samikatIne ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna paNa Ave che. AhAhA..! chatAM teno rasa, prema nathI. duHkha lAge che. kALo nAga jema jove ema rAgane jove che. AhA..! jhera, zubhabhAvane jJAnI jhera jove che. ajJAnIne mIThAza lAge che. e mahAvratanA pariNAmamAM mIThAza mAne che ke mahAvratanA pariNAma mAro dharma che. e pApI che. AhAhA..! ATalo badho phera. samyagdaSTine rAga Ave che paNa potAnI niMdA-gA~ kare che. are......! rAga to duHkha che, pApa che, doSa che, baMdhanuM kAraNa che. mArA svarUpathI e jAta judI che. ema samyagdaSTi mAne che. AhA..! jJAna thavAmAtrathI baMdhathI chUTAtuM nathI, jJAna thayA pachI...' svarUpanuM jJAna thayA pachI. caitanyamUrti bhagavAnaAtmA atIndriya AnaMdano ane atIndriya zAMtino sAgara prabhu, teno jene rasa ane dRSTi thaI, AhA..! to e jJAna thayA pachI temAM ja lInatArUpa-zuddhopayogarUpacAritrathI baMdha kapAya che.' temAM pachI zuddhaupayogarUpa, zubhajoga. zubha ane azubha joga judI vAta che ane A zuddhajoga, zuddhavepAra. kahevAya che joga, paNa zuddhajoga che, e zuddhavepAra
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________________ 102 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 che, zuddhaupayoga che. ane zubha ne azubha che e Asava che, baMdhanuM kAraNa che. ane zuddhajoga, ne AtmAno vepAra e nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. AhAhA..!eka zuddhayoga ane eka zubhayoga, bemAM moTo taphAvata che. zubhajoga e baMdhanuM kAraNa che ane zuddhayoga e saMvara, nirjarA, dharmanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA..!bahu phera. mATe rAga hovA chatAM,...' dharmIne baMdha thato nathI' ema mAnIne svacchaMde pravartanAra jIva mithyAdaSTi ja che.' ame samakitI chIe, amane game te bhAva ho, ame bhoga laIne, viSaya laIe amAre zuM che? e to mithyAdRSTi che, svacchaMdI che. AhAhA..!samajANuM kAMI? 'ahIM koI pUche ke..' prazna che ke vrata-samiti to zubha kArya che...' paMca mahAvrata, pAMca samiti, zarIranuM brahmacarya, zarIrathI jAvajIva brahmacarya pALe e to badhA zubha kArya che. to pachI vrata-samiti pALatAM chatAM te jIvane pApI kema kahyo?" puNyavaMta to kaho. mahAvrata pALe, nagnapaNe rahe, aThyAvIsa mULaguNa pALe, dukAna, dhaMdhA-baMdhA choDI do... AhAhA..!ane jaMgalamAM rahe, nagnapaNe rahe, paMca mahAvrata barAbara cokhkhA niraticAra pALe. AhA..! e to zubhakArya che. tene tame pApI kema kaho cho? AhAhA..!zubhakArya karanAra puNyavaMta nahi kahIne tame pApI kaho cho. azubhabhAva karanArane pApI kaho paNa A zubhabhAvanA kArya ka2nA2ne pApI kema kahyo ? samajANuM kAMI? tenuM samAdhAna :- siddhAMtamAM pApa mithyAtvane ja kahyuM che;...' AhAhA..!bhagavAnanI vANImAM, siddhAMtamAM, AgamamAM, cAreya anuyogamAM... AhAhA..! mithyAtvane ja pApa kahyuM che. AhAhA..!anaMtavAra navamI traiveyaka (gayo). munivrata dhAra anaMta baira traiveyaka upajAyo paNa AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo' navamI traiveyaka anaMta vAra gayo. AhA..! anaMta vAra mahAvrata lIdhA... AhAhA..!ane svargamAM gayo paNa AtamajJAna - rAgathI bhinna AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa (che), tenA anubhava-vedana vinA e mahAvratanA pariNAma e duHkharUpa che. AvyuM ke nahi emAM? munivrata dhAra anaMta baira traiveyaka upajAyo, paNa AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo' tyAre te paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma to duHkharUpa che. e to sukha che nahi. Asrava che, baMdhanuM kAraNa che, jherano ghaDo che. AhAhA..!AhAhA..!tene pApI kema kahyo? ke, A kAraNe pApI kahyo. siddhAMtamAM mithyAtvane ja pApa kahyuM che. jyAM sudhI mithyAtva rahe tyAM sudhI zubha-azubha sarva kriyAne adhyAtmamAM paramArthe pApa ja kahevAya che.' AhAhA..! jyAM sudhI mithyAtva rahe che (arthAt) rAganA aMzamAM paNa prema rahe che, paryAyabuddhimAM je rAga Avyo, mahAvratano, bhagavAnanI bhaktino, vinayano, pUjAno, dAnano, dayAno, apavAsano e badho rAga.. AhAhA..!e kriyAone adhyAtmamAM paramArthe pApa ja kahevAya che.' e kriyAone paramArthe siddhAMtamAM pApI kahevAmAM Avyo to e pApa che. AhAhA..! AkarI vAta che. caitanya bhagavAna aMdara jJAnano sAgara, atIndriya
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________________ zloka-137 103 AnaMdanI mUrti prabhu. AhAhA....teno rasa choDI rAga mahAvratAdi ke bhagavAnano vinaya, bhakti Adi ho... AhAhA...! e loko kahe che ne e pravacanasAranI gAthA? "puSpanI garadantA' puNyanA phaLamAM arihaMta che, AmAM gAthA che. e to puNyanuM phaLa arihaMtapada nahi, puNyanuM phaLa (eTale) hAlavuM, cAlavuM, bolavuM e puNyanuM phaLa che. tyAre eno artha evo kare, "puSyanI sarahantA' puNyanA phaLarUpa arihaMta pada hoya che. ema che nahi. emAM pATha che. puNyanuM phaLa tIrthakarane akiMcitkara che. kaMI karatuM nathI. e to udayabhAvanI kriyA che. hAlavAnI, cAlavAnI, bolavAnI (kriyA) e puNya phaLa che to e kharI jAya che. e udayane paNa kSAyikabhAva kahI dIdho che. e udaya thAya che e kharI jAya che tene kSAyikabhAva kahyo. AhAhA.paNa puNyathI arihaMtapada maLe che ema che nahi. AhA.! je bhAve tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya e paNa rAga che, rAgano nAza kare che tyAre vItarAga kevaLajJAna thAya che. rAgamAM tIrthakaranI prakRti baMdhANI mATe kevaLajJAna thAya che, ema che nahi. AhAhA.je bhAve tIrthaMkara prakRti) baMdhAya e bhAvano nAza kare che tyAre kevaLajJAna thAya che, tyAre to e tIrthaMkara prakRtino udaya Ave che. zuM kahyuM? je bhAve tIrthaMkara prakRti baMdhANI e prakRtino udaya kyAre Ave che? ke jyAre e rAgano nAza karIne kevaLajJAna thAya che tyAre e tIrthakara prakRtino udaya terame guNasthAne Ave che. AhAhA...!samajANuM kAMI? e cothe, pAMcame, chaThTha udaya nathI Avato. AhAhA.prakRtino baMdha cothe, pAMcame, chachuM paDe che paraMtu udaya Ave che terame (guNasthAne). eno artha zuM thayo? ke je bhAve tIrthaMkara prakRti) baMdhANI hatI e bhAvano nAza karI pUrNa) vItarAgatA thaI ane jyAre kevaLajJAna thayuM tyAre e prakRti udayamAM AvI. AhAhA...!samajANuM kAMI? jhINI vAta che, bhAI! je bhAve tIrthakaragotra baMdhANuM e bhAve kevaLajJAna thatuM nathI. AhAhA...! "puSya nI garadantA' ema kahe che. che emAM, che ne? AmAM che. keTalAmI 45? pravacanasAra'mAM che, "puSpanI garadantA'. akiMcitkara che, evo pATha che. puNya akiMcitkara che, AtmAne bilakula lAbha nathI karatuM. ahIMyAM to e puNyanA bhAvane potAno mAnanArane pApI kahIne mithyAdRSTi kahyo che. AhAhA...! che? jyAM sudhI mithyAtva rahe tyAM sudhI zubha-azubha sarva kriyAne adhyAtmamAM paramArthe pApa ja kahevAya che. e puNyanA pariNAmanI kriyAne, mithyAdRSTine pApI ja kahevAmAM Ave che. pApa ja kahevAya che. AhAhA...! eka to ema mAne ke, karmathI vikAra thAya che. karmathI zubhabhAva thayo ane zubhabhAvathI mukti thAya che to karmathI mukti thAya che. ema thayuM. kAraNa ke zubhabhAva karmathI thAya che ema mAne che e vAta khoTI che, zubhabhAva potAthI thAya che. pachI zubhabhAvathI pachI dharma thAya che ane tenAthI mukti thAya che. to eno
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________________ 104 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 artha ke karmathI zubhabhAva thayo ane zubhabhAvathI mukti thaI to karmathI mukti thaI. AhAhA..ema che nahi. ahIM to pApI ja kahyo, pApa ja kahyuM che. mithyAdRSTinA mahAvratanA pariNAmane pApa ja kahyuM che. AhAhA...! "paramArthe pApa ja kahevAya che." "vaLI vyavahAranayanI pradhAnatAmAM, vyavahArI jIvone azubha choDAvI zubhamAM lagADavA zubha kriyAne kathaMcit puNya paNa kahevAya che." azubha choDAvI zubhabhAvane kathaMcit puNya (kahevAya che), dharma nahi. AhA...! "Ama kahevAthI syAdvAdamatamAM kaI virodha nathI." AhAhA...!apekSAthI samajavuM. dharmIno rAga baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. mithyAdRSTino rAga, mahAvrata pApa che. e bemAM apekSA samajavI joIe. jJAnIno rAga nirjarAno (hetu) che, jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu) hoya to pachI bhoga choDI cAritra levAnuM kyAM rahyuM? e to dRSTinuM jora batAvavA bhagavAnaAtmA jJAyakabhAvano jyAM anubhava thayo ke huM to jJAyaka cidAnaMda anAdi chuM). AhAhA..satata, kahyuM hatuM ne rAtre bhAI! satata eTale niraMtara vartamAna ja huM to chuM. trikALa raheze mATe ema nahi. huM to vartamAna sat dhruva ja chuM. jJAnIne paNa jeTalo rAga Ave che teTaluM baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA.samajANuM kAMI? jyAM sudhI yathAkhyAta cAritra na thAya tyAM sudhI jJAnIne paNa rAga thAya che e baMdhanuM kAraNa, duHkhanuM kAraNa che. AhA! bhogane kAraNe nirjarA thAya che ema kahyuM) e to dRSTinI apekSAe kathana che. AhAhA...! jyAM sudhI svarUpanI dRSTi thaIne cidAnaMda bhagavAnaAtmA potAmAM lInatArUpa, lInatArUpa vrata hoM! lInatArUpa. e pUrNa lInatA na kare tyAM sudhI yathAkhyAta cAritra nathI thatuM. tyAM sudhI rAgano aMza rahe che e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. jJAnIne paNa baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA..ajJAnInA to mahAvratane ja pApa kahyuM. AhAhA..ane jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu kahyo. kyAM ugamaNA-AthamaNo phera che). apekSAe kahyuM che. bhoga nirjarAno hetu hoya to bhoga choDIne cAritra levuM e to rahetuM nathI. dRSTimAM AtmAnA AnaMdano rasa che to e bhogano rAga Avyo e kALA nAga jevo jove. kALo sarpa, nAga dekhe ema bhogano rAga dekhe. AhA.. jJAnIne teno prema UDI gayo che, sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. viSayamAM sukha che, majA che e vAta aMtaramAMthI nIkaLI gaI che. AhAhA.kemake potAnA AtmAmAM AnaMda che, e AnaMdano anubhava AgaLa koI cIjamAM AnaMda che e mAnyatA UDI gaI. AhA...! cakravartInA rAja ho, IndranA indrAsana ho e badhuM puNyanuM phaLa che paNa jhera che. AhAhA...! vaLI koI pUche che ke :- "padravyamAM rAga rahe tyAM sudhI jIvane mithyASTi kahyo te vAtamAM ame samajyA nahi" ema prazna kare che. "aviratasamyagdaSTi vagerene cAritramohanA udayathI rAgAdibhAva to hoya che..." samyagdaSTine, kSAyika samakitIne paNa rAga to Ave
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________________ zloka-137 105 che. AhA.! jyAM sudhI svarUpamAM cAritranI pUrNa lInatA na thAya tyAM sudhI jJAnIne rAga to Ave che. che ne? "aviratasamyagdaSTi' (eTale) cothe, pAMcame, chachuM. "cAritramohanA udayathI rAgAdibhAva to hoya che, temane samyakatva kema che? tame to kaho cho, rAga hoya to samakita nathI. 'tenuM samAdhAna :- ahIM mithyAtva sahita anaMtAnubaMdhI rAga pradhAnapaNe kahyo che." dekho! ahIMyAM to rAgano prema che, rAganI ruci che evuM mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI, anaMta nAma mithyAtvanI sAthe rahenAra, anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya nAma mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI. anaMta eTale mithyAtva, e mithyAtvanI sAthe rahenAro kaSAya, tenI apekSAe ahIMyAM rAga kahyo che. e rAga jJAnIne che nahi. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.pradhAnapaNe tenI mukhyarUpe vAta kahI che. jene evo rAga hoya che arthAt jene paradravyamAM tathA paradravyathI thatA bhAvomAM.." AhAhA.! zarIramAM, vANImAM, strI, kuTuMba-parivAramAM ke A strI mArI che, dIkaro mAro che, lakSmI mArI che. AhA.! e rAga mAro che evI Atmabuddhi thAya che. AhAhA.pratikULa saMyoga joIne dveSa thAya che to saMyogI cIja che e to zeya che. saMyogI cIja koI duHkhanuM kAraNa che nahi. saMyogI koIpaNa cIja. sarpanuM jhera ane vIMchIno DaMkha, e to zeya che. zeyamAM be bhAga nathI ke A anukULa ane A pratikULa ema zeyamAM be bhAga nahi. zeya to eka prakAranuM che temAM ajJAnIe be bhAga pADI dIdhA ke A ThIka che ane A aThIka che. e rAga ne dveSa karyo e ja mithyAtva bhAva che. AhAhA..mArga vItarAgano bahu sUkSma che, bhAI! jenAthI bhavanA aMta Ave. AhAhA...!anaMta anaMta bhava karyA, corAzI lAkha yonimAM naraka ane nigodamAM rakhaDyo). nigodamAM eka aMtarmuhUrtamAM aDhAra bhava, evA bhava) anaMtavAra karyA. nigodamAM paNa anaMtavAra eka aMtarmuhUrtamAM aDhAra bhava (karyA), evuM ekavAra nahi, anaMtavAra karyuM. AhAhA.prabhu! tArA duHkhanI vyAkhyA bhagavAna paNa pUrI kahI zake nahi. AhA.! evA duHkha vekyA che, eka samyagdarzana vinA. bAkI to paMca mahAvratAdi kriyAo bahu karI. rAganA premathI, e to paradravyano prema che. AhAhA...! jyAM sudhI "AtmabuddhipUrvaka prIti-aprIti thAya che, tene svaparanuM jJAna zraddhAna nathI." rAga para che ane bhagavAna AnaMdakaMda bhinna che, evuM svaparanI bhinnatAnuM jJAna nathI. AhAhA.cAhe to mahAvratanA pariNAma hoya paNa e rAga ja che ane AtmA rAga nathI. AtmA jJAyaka svarUpa che. nava tattva che ke nahi? to nava tattvamAM puNya pariNAma bhinna che, pApa bhinna che ane jJAyaka jIvatattva bhinna che. nava che. nava tattvamAM jJAyakatattva che te rAga nathI ane rAgatattva che te jJAyakatattva nathI. (evuM na hoya to) nava tattva kyAMthI
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________________ 106 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 thAya? AhAhA..!samajANuM kAMI? to e puNyatattva che e AtmA nahi. AhAhA..! ane AtmA je zAyaka svarUpa che e puNyatattva nathI. AhAhA..!AvI dRSTi thayA vinA rAga karIne dharma mAne che e svacchaMdI mithyAsRSTi che. AhAhA..!AkarI vAta che. 'svaparanuM jJAnazraddhAna nathI--bhedajJAna nathI ema samajavuM.' rAganA kaNathI potApaNuM mAnavuM tene svaparanuM bhedajJAna che nahi. nAnAmAM nAno rAgano kaNa, jenAthI mahAvrata pALe, tIrthaMkagotra baMdhAya e to samikatIne thAya che, paNa mahAvratAdi pALe e to rAga, nAnAmAM nAno sUkSma rAga, AhAhA..!ene potAno mAne tene svaparanuM bhedajJAna nathI. bhagavAnaAtmA jJAyaka che ane mahAvratanA pariNAma rAga che, e sva ne paranI bhinnatAno viveka che nahi. AhAhA..!A to bahu sthULa vAta cAle che. emAM ghaNI gaDabaDa thaI gaI che. AhAhA...! je 'jIva munipada laI vrata-samiti pALe... AhAhA..!munivrata dhAra anaMta baira traiveyaka upajAyo' muni koNa? digaMbara muni. zvetAMbara munine to zAstra muni mAnatA ja nathI. kapaDAsahita je munipaNuM mAne che e to mithyASTi che. tenA zAstramAM paNa kapaDA rAkhIne munipaNuM manAvyuM che. e zAstra paNa mithyAsRSTinA kahelA che. AhAhA..!AvI vAta che. e..i...! zvetAMbara zAstramAM munie ATalA kapaDA levA ne ATalA khape, ene dhovA.. badhI kalpanA. mithyAdRSTie zAstra banAvyA che. e vAta kyAMya rahI gaI. ahIMyAM to digaMbara dharmamAM Avyo ane paMca mahAvrata pALe che, to paMca mahAvrata che e to rAga che ane AtmA to bhinna jJAyaka che. to benuM bhedajJAna nathI to e to mithyASTi che. AhAhA..!AkaruM kAma che. che? (jIva) munipada laI vrata-samiti pALe topaNa jyAM sudhI vrata-samiti pALatAM) para jIvonI rakSA, zarIra saMbaMdhI jatanAthI pravartavuM ityAdi paradravyanI kriyAthI...' joyuM? parajIvonI rakSAmAM dharma mAnavo, 52 jIvanI rakSA huM karI zakuM chuM ema mAnavuM, tyAM sudhI mithyAdRSTi che. 52 jIvanI rakSA karI zakuM chuM to e to padravya che. tenI paryAya to tenAthI thAya che. tenuM AyuSya che ane tenI yogyatA, zarIramAM rahevAnI lAyakAta che tyAM sudhI rahe che. AyuSyathI rahe che e paNa nimittathI (kathana) che. zarIramAM rahevAnI potAnI yogyatAne kAraNe tyAM sudhI rahe che. zarIramAM rahevAnI yogyatA chUTI gaI to deha chUTI jAya che. AhA..! AyuSyane laIne rahe che ema vyavahArathI kahevAmAM Ave che. bAkI to potAnI yogyatA ja tyAM sudhI rahevAnI che. AhAhA..!to enI dayA pALuM, tenI rakSA karuM. tenI yogyatA che tyAM sudhI to rahe che, tuM kyAM rakSA karI zake che? samajANuM? koI jIvanI rakSA karuM. zarIra saMbaMdhI jatanAthI pravartavuM...' joIne cAlavuM, pagamAM (koI jIva) nIce na AvI jAya ema paga mUkavA (evI) zarIranI pravRtti karavI. ityAdi paradravyanI kriyAthI...
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________________ zloka-137 107. AhAhA.."tathA paradravyanA nimitte thatA potAnA zubhabhAvo...." juo! dayA, dAna, vrata, pUjA, bhakti, zubhabhAva (che). tenAthI) potAno mokSa mAne che. temAM dharma mAne che. AhAhA...A to paMDite khulAso karyo che. "jayacaMdrajI paMDita'. AhAhA...! "ane para jIvono ghAta thavo... pahelI rakSAnI vAta karI hatI. paradravyanI kriyA che tene potAnI mAne che e mithyAtva che. ane para jIvono ghAta thavo e to tene kAraNe thAya che. "atnAcArarUpe pravartavuM ityAdi paradravyanI kriyAthI tathA padravyanA nimitte thatA potAnA azubhabhAvothI ja potAne baMdha thato mAne che... AhAhA....tenAthI potAno baMdha mAne che, azubhathI baMdha mAne che ane zubhathI dharma mAne che. AhAhA..banne baMdhanA kAraNa che. zubha ane azubhabhAva beya baMdhanA kAraNa che. AhAhA."tyAM sudhI tene svaparanuM jJAna thayuM nathI ema jANavuM..." zubhathI baMdha thAya che. tene potAno mAne ane azubhathI paNa baMdha thAya che ane azubhathI ja baMdha mAne che ane zubhathI nahi, to tene svaparanuM jJAna nathI, mithyAdRSTi che. AhAhA...! karuNA karavI e mithyAtva bhAva che. evo pATha che. kuMdakuMdAcAryano zloka che. para tiryaMca ane manuSya duHkhI thAya che to ara.2.2! e duHkhI che evI mamatA karIne, mArA che ane mane duHkha thAya che, tene duHkha thAya che evI karuNA karavI, paranI mamatA karIne karuNA karavI e mithyAtvanuM lakSaNa che. AhAhA...! "pravacanasAra' 85 gAthAmAM che. samajANuM? A to 'samayasAra" che. AhA.! ghaNo phera, bahu phera. janma, jarA, maraNa rahita thavuM, bApu! eka jJAyaka svarUpa prabhu... AhAhA.enAthI jo zubha-azubhabhAva bane baMdhanuM kAraNa che. chatAM eka bhAvathI rakSA karuM tenAthI mane kalyANa thaze ane parane mAruM evo azubhabhAva baMdhanuM kAraNa (che). banne baMdhanA kAraNa che. (temAM) ekane baMdhanuM kAraNa mAnavuM ane ekane baMdhanuM kAraNa nahi mAnavuM (e) mithyAtva che. AhAhA.! mumukSu - anukaMpA e zuM samajavuM? uttara - anukaMpA kyAM che? potAnA rAganI maMdatA thavI. nizcayathI anukaMpA to vItarAgI pariNati che te anukaMpA che. bhagavAnane karuNAvaMta kahyA che. upakhaMDAgamamAM karuNAvaMta kahyA che. e karuNA akaSAya che, vItarAgI karuNA che, rAga nahi. 'SakhaMDAgamamAM che. prabhune karuNAvaMta kahyA che, dayAvaMta kahyA che. 1008 nAma che ne? bhagavAnanA 1008 nAma che. banArasIdAsanuM che. emAM kahyuM che, prabhu kRpAvaMta che, karuNAvaMta che, dayAvaMta che, ema kahyuM che. 1008 nAma che emAM (AvA) nAma AvyA che. e to vItarAgI paryAyanA nAma che. dayAvaMta ne karuNAno rAga che e che ja nahi. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- bhagavAnano to saMdeza che ke, jIvo ane jIvavA dayo. uttara :- e vAta vItarAganI che ja nahi.
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________________ 108 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 mumukSu :- badhA loko kahe che. uttara :- i to aMgrejInI vAta che. jIvo ane jIvavA dyo, e vItarAganI vAta ja nathI. aMgrejanI vAta che. AyuSyathI jIve? e to atyAre e virodha kare che ne? ke, 'sonagaDha'vALA 'jIvo ane jIvavA dyo'no virodha kare che. paNa e vANI vItarAganI che ja nahi. AyuSyathI jIve ane AyuSyathI jIvavA kyo, e vAta vItarAganI che nahi. vItarAganI to jIvatvazakti che, prathama. 47 zakti che. heM? jIvatara zaktithI jIvavuM. AhAhA..! jIvataramAM jJAna, darzana, AnaMda ne sattA, tenAthI jIvavuM e jIvanuM jIvana che. e jIvanuM jIvavuM che. A AyuSyathI, zarIrathI jIvavuM e kaMI AtmAnuM che nahi. AhAhA..... kare che. loko digaMbaramAM bole che, 2tha nIkaLe ne? jIvo ane jIvavA do, mahAvIrano saMdeza, jIvo ne jIvavA dyo' kema 'mANekacaMdabhAI' sAMbhaLyuM che ke nahi? rathayAtrAmAM nIkaLe ne? (tyAre bole) mahAvIrano saMdeza, jIvo jIvavA dyo' e vAta ja khoTI. e..i...! koNa jIve ne koNa jIvavA dare? jIve to i. potAnA jJAna, darzana, AnaMda ne sattAthI jIvavuM e jIvana che. e potAnuM jIvana che ane 52nuM jIvana paNa e che. 47 zakti che ne? (emAM) pahelI zakti, pahelo guNa ja e lIdho che. kema? ke, 'samayasAra'nI bIjI gAthAmAM ema cAlyuM ke, nIvo carittavaMsaLabALativo tuM hi sasamayaM bALa' e jIvatara che. bIjI gAthA. pahelI vaMvittu sasiddhe', (bIjImAM ema kahyuM), 'nIvo vRttivaMzaLabALanivo taM tti sasamaye nALA' AhAhA..! jo tammadresahitaM = taM nALa parasamaya||' rAgamAM sthita che te mithyASTi 52samaya che ane AtmAmAM sthita che te svasamaya che. e jIvanuM jIvana che. nIvo carittavaMsaLabALavivo e gAthAmAMthI jIvatara zakti kADhI che. 'amRtacaMdrAcArye' 47 zaktimAM je pahelI jIvatara zakti kahI e bIjI gAthAno pahelo zabda 'nIvo carittavaMsaLabALattivo tyAMthI kADhI che. tyAMthI pahelI jIvatara zakti kADhI che. AhAhA..digaMbara saMtonI vANI koI judI jAta che. e kyAMya duniyAmAM che nahi. AhAhA..! zvetAMbaranA paMthamAM che nahi ne. jaina nAma dharAve che emAM A che nahi. temAM paNa karmathI vikAra thAya che ne vikAra, zubhabhAvathI dharma thAya che (ema mAne che). AhAhA..! A to vItarAga sarvajJadeva paramezvara, emano A hukama, AjJA A che, divyadhvani e che. pravacanasAra'! AhA..hA...! ajJAnI jIvarakSA AdimAM zubha baMdha nathI mAnato ane azubhane baMdha mAne che to e mithyAdRSTi che. beya baMdhanA kAraNa che. mahAvratanA pariNAma e baMdhanuM kAraNa, avratanA pariNAma e baMdhanuM kAraNa. AhAhA..!tyAM sudhI tene svaparanuM jJAna thayuM nathI ema jANavuM;...' zubhathI baMdha nathI mAnato ane azubhathI ja (baMdha) mAne che to svaparanuM jJAna tene che nahi. AhAhA..! jhINI vAta bahu.
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________________ zloka-137 109 kAraNa ke baMdha-mokSa to potAnA azuddha tathA zuddha bhAvothI ja thatA hatA...' baMdha potAnA azuddhabhAvathI (thAya che). azuddha nAma zubhAzubhabhAva. zubha ne azubha beya azuddha che. mahAvrata ne avratanA pariNAma, beya azuddha che. AhA..! to azuddha bhAvathI baMdha thAya che ane zuddha bhAvathI mukti thAya che. e zubhabhAvathI nahi, zuddha bhAvathI. AhAhA..!azuddha ane zuddha bhAvothI ja thatA hatA, zubhAzubhabhAvo to baMdhanAM ja kAraNa hatA...' cAhe to mahAvratanA pariNAma, bhagavAnanA vinayanA pariNAma, bhaktinA, pUjAnA, dAnanA, dayAnA, maMdira banAvavA ne pUjA, bhakti karAvavI e badhA bhAva zubhabhAva che. Ave che, paNa che baMdhanuM kAraNa. AhAhA..!AkaruM kAma che. potAne mATenI vAta che A to, duniyA mAne, na mAne ane ene kaMI satne saMkhyAnI jarU2 nathI. jhAjhA mAne to sat kahevAya ane thoDA mAne to sat na kahevAya, evuM to che nahi. sat to sat ja che. bhale eka ja sat mAne topaNa sat ja che. AhAhA..! 'kAraNa ke baMdha-mokSa to potAnA azuddha tathA zuddha bhAvothI ja thatA hatA....' olAmAM to AvyuM hatuM ne? 'rakSA, zarIra saMbaMdhI jatanAthI pravartavuM ityAdi paradravyanI kriyAthI tathA padravyanA nimitte thatA potAnA zubhabhAvothI potAno mokSa mAne che...' e AvyuM hatuM aMdara. baMdha-mokSa to potAnA pariNAmathI thAya che. zubhAzubhabhAvo to baMdhanA ja kAraNa...' che. cAhe to mahAvrata ho ane cAhe to samiti, gupti Adi ho, vyavahAra. AhAhA..! zarIrathI jAvajIva brahmacarya pALavuM e paNa zubhabhAva che, e zuddha nathI. brahmacarya to brahma nAma AnaMda nAma prabhu AtmA AnaMdasvarUpamAM carya nAma 2mavuM. aMtara AnaMdamAM ramavuM e brahmacarya che. AhAhA..! zubhabhAva paNa abrahma che, brahmacarya nahi. zubhabhAva paNa rAga che, anAcAra che. AhAhA..! svabhAvano zuddha upayoga e ja AcAra che. AhA..! 'niyamasAra'mAM kahyuM AcAra, anAcAra. AhA..! che - zubhAzubhabhAvo to baMdhanA ja kAraNa hatA ane paradravya to nimittamAtra ja hatuM,...' padravya to nimittamAtra che. tenAthI koI baMdha, mokSa thAya che (ema nathI). paradravyanI paryAya ane svadravyanI paryAya vacce to atyaMtaabhAva che. AhAhA..! A zarIranI paryAya thAya che ane AtmAnI thAya che), be vacce to atyaMtaabhAva che. atyaMtaabhAvamAM eka paryAya bIjIne kare evuM kacAMthI AvyuM? AhAhA..! pratyeka kSaNe pratyeka dravyanI paryAya ane paradravyanI vacce pratikSaNe atyaMtaabhAva che. AhAhA..! to pratikSaNamAM paradravyanI paryAya padravyamAM kaMI kare, e traNakALamAM thatuM nathI. AhAhA..! 'zubhAzubhabhAvo to baMdhanA ja kAraNa hatA ane padravya to nimittamAtra ja hatuM, temAM teNe viparyayarUpa mAnyuM.' paradravyathI zubhabhAva thayo e mokSanuM kAraNa che, azubha e baMdhanuM kAraNa che ema mAnyuM. AhA..! to temAM teNe viparyayarUpa mAnyuM.'
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________________ 110 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 A rIte jyAM sudhI jIva padravyathI bhaluMbUruM mAnI... AhAhA.. deva, guru ane zAstrathI mArAmAM lAbha thaze, e paradravya che. paradravya upara lakSa jaze to zubhabhAva ja thaze. "mokSa pAhuDamAM to kuMdakuMdAcArye tyAM sudhI kahyuM che, "pUradhvIvo supArpha bhagavAna ema kahe che ke, mArA upara lakSa jaze to tane durgati thaze. durgatino artha tArI caitanyanI gati nahi thAya. cAra gatimAMthI gati maLaze, to cAre gati to durgati che. AhAhA...! "mokSa pAhuDanI soLamI gAthA. "pUraLIvo | tIrthakara ema kahe. AhAhA..!ame tArAthI padravya chIe. amArI upara lakSa jaze to tane rAga ja thaze, caitanyanI gati nahi thAya. AhAhA...!e to digaMbara saMto duniyAnI paravA karyA vinA kahe. duniyA mAne, na mAne (svataMtra che). AhAhA...! "URGIvo supArUM "savAvo supArUM evo pATha che. "mokSa pAhuDa" 16mI gAthA. "savvA' svadravyano Azraya laIne je nirmaLa samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra potAnA Azraye thAya che te mokSanuM kAraNa che. jeTaluM pAradravya upara lakSa jAya che te badhA zubhaazubhabhAva durgati che. durgati nAma tArI caitanyanI gati nahi. AhAhA..AkaruM paDe mANasane. 'kuMdakuMdAcArya ema kahe che, amane mAnavA ane amArA upara tAruM lakSa javuM e tArI durgati, rAga che, tArI caitanyanI gati nahi. AhA...! digaMbara saMtone jagatanI kyAM paDI che? e to satyane jAhera karavuM evo vikalpa Avyo, thaI gayuM. AhA.! vikalpanA paNa kartA nathI ane TIkAnA paNa kartA nathI. AhAhA...! "A rIte jyAM sudhI jIva padravyathI ja bhaluM bUruM mAnI rAgadveSa kare che tyAM sudhI te samyagdaSTi nathI." paradravya bhaluMbUruM. paradravya to ya che. cAhe to tIrthakara ho topaNa A jJAyakanuM zeya che ane mAthAno vADhanAra ho topaNa A jJAyakanuM e zeya che. e dveSI che, e zatru che ane A mitra che, evI koI cIja zeyamAM che nahi. zeyamAM to jJAna karavAno svabhAva, prameya svabhAva che. to jJAnamAM prameyanuM jJAna thAya che. prameya che, paNa prameyamAM be bhAga pADavA ke, A mane duHkhadAyaka che, A mane sukhadAyaka che, e to bhrama, mithyAtva che. AhAhA.!samajANuM kAMI? (bhaluMbU) "mAnI rAgadveSa kare che tyAM sudhI te samyagdaSTi nathI." vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. 278 zloka-137, gAthA-201, 202 guvAra, aSADha vada 11, tA. 19-07-1979 samayasAra 200 gAthAno chello peregrApha che. gAthAmAM che zuM? ke, dharmI jIva tene kahIe ke je potAno AtmA AnaMda ane jJAna svarUpa che, evo anubhava kare che ane
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________________ zloka-137 111 tene je rAgAdi Ave che tene para jANIne choDI kyuM che. e gAthA che. samajANuM? dharma evI cIja che, apUrva cIja che. samyagdaSTi potAnuM pUrNa AnaMda svarUpa, zuddha anaMta anaMta guNano piMDa prabhu, tenI sanmukha thaI, saMyoga, nimitta, rAga ane paryAyathI vimukha thaI potAnI dRSTi samyagdarzana kare che. tene "pappAI' AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM. huM to AnaMda chuM, huM sukhathI bharelo bhaMDAra chuM. mArAmAM je rAgAdi dekhAya che e paravastu che, vipAka vikAra che, e du:kha che. ema potAnuM svarUpa jANIne rAgane choDI dhe che. samajANuM kAMI? jhINI vAta che, bhAI! vAta to ghaNI AvI gaI che. have ahIMyAM (kahe che), "jyAM sudhI potAne cAritramohasaMbaMdhI rAgAdika rahe che..." samyagdarzana thayuM. AtmAno anubhava thayo), zuddha caitanya svarUpa pavitra bhagavAna AtmA, teno samyagdarzanamAM anubhava thayo paNa anubhava thavA chatAM sarva rAgathI rahita nathI thaI jato. e kahe che. jyAM sudhI potAne cAritramohasaMbaMdhI rAgAdika rahe che..." darzanamoha ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno to nAza karyo che. potAnA AnaMda svarUpanA anubhavamAM darzanamoha ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno to nAza thAya che. bIjo koI teno upAya nathI. potAno AtmA AnaMda, saccidAnaMda prabhu, zuddha AnaMdakaMda che tene anusarIne anubhava karavo e anubhava dharma che, e samyagdarzana che, e samyajJAna che, e samyagvAritrano aMza che. AnaMdamAM pUrNa ramaNatA na thAya tyAM sudhI jJAnIne paNa rAga Ave che. e rAga ane dveSAdi rahe che. rAgAdika che ne? TreSano aMza che, viSayavAsanA che, rati-arati utpanna thAya che. 'tyAM sudhI....... samyagdaSTi jIva rAgAdikamAM. jyAM sudhI e cAritrano doSa thAya che tyAM sudhI dharmI jIva e rAgAdikamAM 'tathA rAgAdikanI preraNA..." nimittathI kathana che. rAga che to rAganuM nimitta che ane tenAthI paradravyanI kriyA - upAdAnamAM thAya che emAM rAganI preraNA nimitta kahevAmAM AvI. zarIranI kriyA Adi thAya che te potAthI thatI nathI. samajANuM? zarIranI, vANInI kriyA thAya che te potAthI nathI thatI paNa rAgAdikanI preraNA athavA nimitta rAga paNa che to nimitta che ane zarIranI kriyA Adi upAdAna potAthI thAya che. preraNAthI je paradravyasaMbaMdhI zubhAzubha kriyAmAM te pravarte che.." ema nimittathI kathana che. paradravyanI kriyAnI pravRtti AtmA karI zakato nathI paNa ajJAnI loko ema jove che ke, juo! A jJAnI paNa vepAra-dhaMdho kare che, viSaya kare che, strI sAthe lagana kare che to kahe che ke e pravRttinI paryAya to ajJAnIno AtmA paNa karI zakato nathI. paraMtu ahIMyAM e pravRtti joIne loko ema kahe ke, juo! pravRtti to kare che. to kahe che ke rAganI preraNA nimitta che ane jaDanI kriyA svataMtra che to emAM pravRtti kare che ema jovAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! preraNA' (zabda) che ne? "zubhAzubha kriyAmAM te pravarte cheAhAhA...! nizcayathI to dehanI halanacalana kriyA thAya che e to ajJAnI paNa karI zakato nathI. paradravyanI paryAya, kemake paradravya potAnI
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________________ 112 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 paryAya vinAnuM rahetuM nathI. paradravya potAnI paryAyarUpI kArya vinA dravya hotuM nathI to paradravyanI paryAyanuM kArya padravya kare che to AtmA tene kare ema kyAreya banatuM nathI. AhAhA...! jhINuM ghaNuM, bhAI! karmanI paryAya che te paNa AtmA karato nathI ane AtmAmAM je rAga thAya che e karma karatuM nathI. potAnI nabaLAIthI samyagdaSTine rAgadveSAdi thAya che paNa e TANe preraNA nAma nimittathI bAhyanI pravRtti paNa dekhAya che. dhaMdhApANI... AhAhA.! e zubhAzubha kriyAmAM pravRtti karato dekhAya che, ema levuM. kare che e nimittathI kathana che, karI zakato nathI. paradravyanI kriyA karI zakato nathI paNa kare che ema lokone bhAse che e apekSAe kathana che. 'te pravRttio viSe ema mAne che ke-A karmanuM jora che;" zuM kahe che? ke, potAnI paryAyamAM vikAranuM bahu jora che to e karmanuM jora nimittathI kahevAmAM AvyuM che. karma potAnI paryAyane kare ane karmanI paryAyane AtmA kare ema kyAreya banatuM nathI. paraMtu ahIM karmanuM jora nimittathI kahyuM che. kharekhara to potAnI nabaLAInuM jora che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! anubhava samyagdarzana thayuM, AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu, anaMta guNagaMbhIra, pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu AtmA, ema aMtarmukha thaIne samyagdarzana thayuM topaNa tene cAritramohanA rAgadveSa to thAya che paNa e rAgadveSa ane (tenI) preraNAthI bAhyanI kriyA kare che ema dekhAya che paNa teno te svAmI thato nathI. AhA.! samajAya che? pravRttio viSe ema mAne che ke-A karmanuM jora che. karmanuM (e) nimittathI kathana che. potAnI nabaLAInuM jora che. samyagdaSTine paNa nabaLAInuM jora che). "zreNika rAjA kSAyika samakita ane samaye samaye tIrthakaragotra bAMdhatA hatA. 'zreNika rAjA. enA putrae jelamAM nAkhelA. putra enI mAtA pAse gayo ane kahyuM), meM mArA pitAne jelamAM nAkhyA che ane mAre rAja karavuM che. mAtA kahe, "are...! beTA! tArA janma vakhate mane pahelA sapanuM AvyuM hatuM ke pitAnuM kALajuM khAvuM che. tAro janma thayo to meM tane ukaraDAmAM nAkhI dIdho hato. tArA pitA mArI pAse AvyA ane pUchyuM, zuM thayuM? bALaka kyAM che? meM to nAkhI dIdhuM. are...! A zuM karyuM sapanuM evuM AvyuM hatuM ke A bALaka che e tamAruM kALajuM khAze. evuM sapanuM AvyuM. jyAM bALakane nAkhyuM hatuM tyAM laI gayA. jyAM nAkhyuM hatuM tyAM rAjA gayo. tyAM kUkaDo hato eNe cAMca mArI hatI. bALakane pIDA thaI hatI eTale rADa nAkhato hato. e vakhate zreNika rAjAe cUsavA lAgyo. "are...! tArA pitAe to AvuM karyuM che. are...! mAtA! mArI ghaNI bhUla thaI. pachI jelamAM toDavA gayA to rAjAne ema lAgyuM. hatA kSAyika samakitI ane samaye samaye tIrthakaragotra bAMdhe che chatAM jJAnanI bhUla, paradravyanI evI thaI gaI ke A mane mAravA Avyo che. chatAM e jJAna ajJAna nathI. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! are...! A mane mAre to! hIro cUsI lIdho. maraNa pAmyA. chatAM e rAgano doSa che, cAritradoSa che,
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________________ zloka-137 113 tenA samakitamAM doSa nathI. ane te samaye paNa tIrthakaragotra bAMdhe che temAM khalela nathI. AhAhA..! samajANuM? hIro cUsyo, deha choDI dIdho, ApaghAta karyo. to kahe che, nA. eNe karyuM ja nathI. e to rAga-dveSa thayA tene jANatA hatA ke, dveSa che e mArI cIja nahi. ane dehanI kriyA chUTavAnI hatI to chUTI, teno chUTavAno kALa hato. teno svAmI mAnIne meM zarIrane choDyuM ema dharma mAnato nathI. to cAritrano doSa Ave che, ema kahe che. ane te karmanuM jora mAne che. potAnI nabaLAInuM jora che. e karmanuM kahyuM) te nimittathI kathana che. mArI paryAyamAM nabaLAI che. huM dravya chuM e to zuddha cidAnaMdamUrti chuM. emAM to nabaLAI ke virUddhatA ke viparItatA ke alpatA, potAnI pUrNa cIjamAM to che ja nahi. AhAhA...! AvI cIjanI dRSTi thavA chatAM, anubhava thavA chatAM cAritradoSano rAga Ave che e potAnI nabaLAIthI Ave che. tene ahIMyAM karmanuM jora kahevAmAM AvyuM che. karma to paradravya che. padravya koI paradravyanI paryAya traNakALamAM karI zakatuM nathI. hai? AhAhA...! kahe che ke, tenAthI nivRtta thaye ja mAruM bhaluM che." samyagdaSTi to ema mAne che ke rAgathI nivRtta thavAmAM ja mAruM bhaluM che. rAgamAM pravRtta thavuM emAM mAruM bhaluM nathI, e to duHkha che, jhera che. AhAhA...! bhale cothe guNasthAne ho, te saMbaMdhI AtmA rAgathI bhinna che ane potAnA AnaMda anaMta svarUpanA svabhAvathI abhina che evo anubhava thayo to bhale e rAjapATamAM paDyo hoya topaNa 43 prakRtino baMdha to thato ja nathI. zuM kahyuM samajANuM? 43 prakRti che, samyagdaSTi thayo, rAjapATamAM paDyo hoya, cha-- hajAra strI hoya ane laDAImAM paNa kadAcit caDI gayo hoya topaNa AtmAnA anubhavamAM huM AnaMda chuM, huM A nahi, A nahi (ema anubhava varte che). e kAraNe 43 prakRti, samakitI laDAImAM ubho hoya topaNa baMdhAtI nathI. AhAhA.! ane mithyAdRSTi sAdhu thayo hoya, paMca mahAvrata pALato hoya topaNa e rAga mAro svabhAva che, rAgathI mane lAbha thaze ema mAnanAro mithyAdRSTi che. AhAhA.! cha khaMDanA rAjamAM raheto hoya, AtmAnuM jJAna karI rAgAdi choDavAnI bhAvanAmAM paDyo che to e mokSamArgI che. ane digaMbara saMta thayo, aThyAvIsa mULaguNa pALe che, paMca mahAvrata pALe che, rAganA kaNane potAno mAnI lAbha mAne che to e saMsAramArga che. AhAhA...! Avo phera che, prabhu! ahIMyAM kahe che, tenAthI nivRtta thaye ja mAruM bhaluM che. samakitI ema mAne che. "te temane rogavatuM jANe che." rAga, vAsanA e to roga Avyo. AhAhA..! rogI jema rogano upAya kare che chatAM roganA upAya ane rogane bhalo jANato nathI. ema samyagdaSTine rAga Ave che ane rAgano upacAra paNa kare che, zarIrAdithI ne viSayAdithI, paNa tene bhalo mAnato nathI, potAnuM kartavya nathI mAnato. huM to jJAtA-dRSTA chuM. huM to mArI bhUmikAmAM rahenAra jJAtA-daSTA chuM. AhAhA.! samajANuM? temane rogavatuM jANe che. pIDA sahI zakAtI
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________________ 114 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 nathI... AhAhA.... anubhavI samyagdaSTine paNa rAga ne dveSa AvyA to tene sahana thatuM nathI to e kriyA, ceSTAmAM AvI jAya che. che? pIDA sahI zakAtI nathI tethI temano (rogano) ilAja karavArUpe pravarte che. AhAhA...! 'topaNa tene temanA pratye rAga kahI zakAto nathI;" rAgano prema ja nathI, chUTI gayo. Akho amRtano piMDa prabhu, amRtanA sAgarano jyAM svAda aMdara samyagdarzanamAM Avyo tyAM rAgane roga samAna jANIne teno upacAra kare che te paNa rogano upacAra che, mArI cIja nahi. AhAhA..! ahIM to mULa cIjanI vAta che, bhaI! ane samyaka AtmAnA darzana vinA vrata ne tapa ne bhakti, pUjA lAkha, karoDa kare topaNa e dharma nathI, saMsAra che. zubha bhAva che, saMsAra che. AhAhA...! ane cha-- hajAra strI sAthe lagana kare topaNa samakitI che to mokSamArgamAM che. AhAhA! e rAgane roga samAna mAne che, rAgane jhera jANe che. jheranA pyAlA che A to. kALo nAga jema dekhe, kALo nAga, ema dharmI rAgane kALA nAga samAna jANe che. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? have zuM kahe che? "kAraNa ke jene roga mAne tenA pratye rAga kevo? te tene maTADavAno ja upAya kare che..." rAgane maTADavAno ja samyagdaSTi upAya kare che "ane te maTavuM paNa potAnA jJAnapariNAmarUpa pariNamanathI mAne che." AhAhA.! e rAgano nAza karavuM paNa kevI rIte thAya che? koI kriyA karuM, dayA, dAna, vratathI rAga nAza thAya che ema te mAnato nathI. mAro AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu jJAnasvarUpa jJAyaka AtmA, tenA zuddha pariNamanathI rAga maTe che. samajANuM? che? AhAhA...! tene maTADavAno upAya, tenuM maTavuM paNa potAnA jJAnapariNAma, jJAna nAma AtmA, zuddha bhagavAna AtmAnuM pariNamana. AhAhA. vItarAgI pariNamanathI rAgane maTADavA cAhe che. rAgathI rAgane maTADavo ema nahi. rAgane rAgathI maTADavo ema nahi, ke bhaI! azubha rAga che to huM zubha rAga dayA, dAna karuM to rAga maTe, ema che nahi. AhAhA...! e azubha rAga ane zubha rAga, dharmIne potAnA vItarAgamUrti svarUpano anubhava hovAthI rAganuM maTADavuM potAnI zuddha pariNatithI maTADavA cAhe che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA. Avo mArga che. A to paMDitajIe lakhyuM che, "jayacaMdajI paMDite khulAso karyo che ke, A kahe che ke, jJAnIne AtmAnuM bhAna che ane rAgane choDI dhe che, teno artha zuM che? gAthA AvI ne? teno A artha che. AhAhA...! pahelI cIja paNa e samyagdarzana pAmavuM e zuM cIja che? AhAhA...! e koI vrata ne tapa ne jAtrA ne dAna ne dayA ne lAkho, karoDonA maMdira banAvavA, tenAthI samyagdarzana thAya che, ema che nahi. AhAhA...! bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMdathI bharelo, atIndriya anaMta, atIndriya anaMta guNano piMDa bhaMDAra che ane te paNa pUrNAnaMda pUrNa che. AhAhA...! e taraphanI dRSTi jhukavAthI pUrNa AtmAne ja potAno mAne che, eka samayanI paryAyane paNa potAmAM nathI mAnato, e to heya che. AhAhA...! rAga to heya che paNa je paryAya dravyano
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________________ zloka-137 115 svIkAra kare che te paryAya paNa heya che. paryAya upara lakSa jAya to heya che. e paryAya dravyanuM lakSa kare che to anubhava thAya che to paryAya dravyane mAne che. huM to zuddha paripUrNa AnaMda chuM. jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna! AhAhA..! dharma koI alaukika vItarAga (mArga che). vItarAga paramAtmA mAne e bIje kyAMya che nahi. vItarAga sivAya koI ThekANe A dharmanI cIjanI gaMdha nathI. samajANuM? AhAhA..! paraMtu tenA saMpradAyamAM samajavuM kaThaNa che. AhAhA..! ane e sivAya janma-maraNanA aMta nahi Ave. corAzInA avatAra, eka eka yonImAM anaMta avatAra karyAM. maraNa paNa akasmAt thaI jAya che. AhAhA..! khyAleya na hoya ke A zuM thayuM? niroga beTho hoya ne phU... thaI jAya, zarI2 chUTI jAya! niroga beTho hoya, kaMI hoya nahi, rogeya na hoya. malakApura'vALA eka bhAI kahetA hatA. zuM 'svarUpacaMda'ne? malakApura'no'svarUpacaMda' che, hoziyAra che. nAnI umarano (che), hamaNA to lagana thayA. kapaDAno moTo vepAra kare che. dasa dasa hajAra rUpiyAnA kapaDA dukAnamAM rAkhe che. atyAreya dukAna che. hamaNA lagana karyAM. AkhuM mokSamArga prakAzaka' kaMThastha che. mokSamArga prakAzaka' kaMThastha che. e kaheto hato, mahArAja! ame ekavAra beThA hatA, mAro mitra beTho hato. 28 varSanI uMmarano hato. kaMI nakhamAM roga nahi. vAta karatA hatA. vAta karatA karatA phU.. thaI gayuM, meM joyuM to marI gayo, deha chUTI gayo. phU... eTaluM thayuM, basa! AhAhA..! lohI aTakI gayuM. phU. eTaluM thayuM. Ama joyuM to deha chUTI gayo. aThyAvIsa varSanI uMma2. 'svarUpacaMda' che, 'malakApura'. chokaro bahu hoMziyAra che. mokSamArga prakAzaka'nA ghaNA prazno kare. vAMcana ghaNuM che, pahelethI vAMcana che, have to lagana thaI gayA. e kaheto hato ke, mAro mitra hato, vAto karatA hatA. koI roga nahi. Ama jyAM joyuM, ph... thayuM. jyAM joyuM tyAM marI gayo. A dehanI sthiti! AhAhA..! deha kayAre, kaI sthitie chUTaze enA samAcAra kaMI pahelA Avaze? ke, lyo, eka kalAka pachI tamAruM mRtyu thaze. AhAhA..! ahIM kahe che ke, jJAnIne rAga Ave che ane rAgathI dehanI kriyA paNa koI thAya che. e rAgathI thatI nathI. ahIM to rAganI preraNA, nimittathI vAta karI che. dehanI kriyAno paNa svAmI nahi ane rAgano paNa dhaNI nathI. e to svasvarUpano svAmI che. AtmAmAM 47 zakti che. anaMta zaktio che, emAM 47 nA nAma ApyA che, samayasAra'. (emAM) 47mI zakti evI lIdhI che, svasvAmIsaMbaMdharUpa zakti. dharmI che te svasvAmIsaMbaMdharUpa zaktino artha zuM? huM to dravya zuddha chuM, guNa zuddha chuM, paryAya zuddha chuM. e mAruM sva che. teno huM svAmI chuM, tenI sAthe mAro saMbaMdha che. rAgano svAmI, rAganI sAthe mAre koI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhA..! 47 zakti che ne (emAM) chellI svasvAmIsaMbaMdha zakti. potAmAM ja svasvAmI svabhAva paDyo che to dravyanI jyAM dRSTi, anubhava thayo to dharmI potAnA zuddha dravya, zuddha guNa ane zuddha paryAya, jJAnamAM eTalo ja huM AtmA chuM ema mAne che. AhAhA..! dRSTimAM dravya trikALI che paNa dRSTi sAthe jyAM jJAna thayuM e zudgha dravya, guNa
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________________ 116 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ne paryAya e traNa mArA sva che ane huM teno svAmI chuM ema mAne che). samajANuM? AhAhA...! e kahe che ke, rAgAdi Ave che to teno nAza karavAno upAya zuM mAne che? ke, AtmA zuddha caitanya che, tenuM pariNamana, vItarAga pariNamana thAya tenAthI rAga maTADavA cAhe che. rAganI kriyA karatA karatA rAga maTaze, ema mAnato nathI. AhAhA...! mAraga bahu Akaro. A rIte samyagdaSTine rAga nathI. A kAraNe samyagdaSTine rAga nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. A pramANe paramArtha adhyAtmadRSTithI ahIM vyAkhyAna jANavuM." che? ahIMyAM adhyAtmadaSTinI vyAkhyA che. AhAhA.! caraNAnuyogamAM vyavahAranA kathana che e badhA jANavA lAyaka che. A badhA adhyAtmadaSTithI vyAkhyAna che. AhA...! "ahIM mithyAtva sahita rAgane ja rAga kahyo che...." rAga mArI cIja che ane zubharAgathI mane lAbha thaze, evA mithyASTinA rAgane ja rAga kahevAmAM Avyo che. samyagdaSTine rAgano rAga kahevAmAM Avyo nathI. AhAhA.! bahu jhINuM. A to bAhyanI pravRtti kare, thoDI kriyA (ka), bhagavAnanA darzana kare, vrata kare ke apavAsa kare (eTale jANe) thaI gayo dharma. dhULamAMya dharma nathI. enAthI to anaMtaguNI (kriyAo karI. navamI raiveyaka gayo tyAre to eTalI kriyA karI ke eTalI to atyAre che nahi. zuklalezyA evI karI ke navamI raiveyaka gayo paNa mithyAdRSTi rAgathI dharma mAnato hato ane dehanI kriyA huM karI zakuM chuM ema mAnato hato. A to deha jaDa mATI che. tenuM hAlavuM, cAlavuM, bolavuM e kriyA to jaDanI jaDathI thAya che. AtmAnI preraNAthI bilakula nahi. AhAhA.! A mAnavuM. ahIM mithyAtva sahita rAgane ja rAga kahyo che, mithyAtva vinA cAritramohasaMbaMdhI udayanA pariNAmane rAga kahyo nathI;" ThIka! "mATe samyagdaSTine jJAnavairAgyazakti avazya hoya ja che." avazya hoya ja che. AhAhA...! dharmanI pahelI sIDhI, samyagdarzana dharmanI pahelI sIDhI, samyagdarzana... AhAhA...! temAM samyagdaSTine jJAnavairAgya zakti avazya che. potAnA svarUpanuM jJAna ane puNya-pApanA bhAvathI vairAgya bane jarUra che. vairAgyanI vyAkhyA - strI, kuTuMba choDI dIdhA, dhaMdho choDI dIdho e vairAgya nahi. vairAgya to tene kahe che, prabhu! "puNyapApa adhikAramAM gAthA AvI che ke, zubha-azubha bhAvathI virakta thavuM, rakta che to virakta thavuM ane svarUpanI dRSTimAM astitvanuM jJAna thavuM e jJAna ane vairAgya be zakti samakitIne hoya che. AhAhA.! samajANuM? vairAgya eTale ke A strI, kuTuMba choDI dIdhA, zarIrathI jAvajIva brahmacarya pALyuM to e vairAgya (che), e vairAgya nahi. vairAgya to paramAtmA ene kahe che, "puNya-pApa adhikAramAM AvI gayuM ke, zubhaazubha bhAvathI virakta. zubha-azubha bhAvathI virakta ane svabhAvamAM rakta, tene vairAgya ane tene jJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. paMDitajI! AhAhA...! AvI vAta che, prabhu! mumukSu :- pahelA bahArathI udAsIna thAya pachI aMdarathI udAsIna thAya. uttara :- aMdarathI udAsIna che e udAsIna che. AhAhA.! A mAtA nhAtI hoya
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________________ zloka-137 117. ane eka khATalo ADo rAkhyo hoya. pahelA evuM hatuM ne? ane mAtA vastra vinA ubhI thaI gaI hoya ane ene dIkaro gharamAM AvI gayo, najara karato haze? mAtA nagna ubhI thaI gaI aMdara. ene khabara nahi ke, bALaka Avaze. tyAM najara karato haze? are! mAtA, janetA, jenA peTamAM savA nava mahinA (rahyo). e janetA upara najara kevI? heM? AhAhA...! ema potAnA svabhAvanI ruci ane dRSTithI rAgAdi Ave che emAM mArA che, evI najara kevI? AhAhA...! Avo mAraga che, bhAI! kaThaNa lAge paNa mAraga to A che. AhA...! duniyAne samajAvatA AvaDe, na AvaDe enI sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. agiyAra aMganA jJAna paNa anaMta vAra thayA, karoDo zloka kaMThastha karoDo nahi abajo, enAthI zuM? e jJAyaka svabhAvane sparza karIne jJAna thavuM tenuM nAma jJAna ane tenI pratIti (thavI), jJAnamAM je pUrNa prabhu bhAsyo tene jJAnamAM zeya banAvIne pratIti thaI te samyagdarzana. AhAhA...! ane te svarUpamAM ramaNatA, e AnaMdamAM ramaNatA, ramavuM e cAritra che. koI paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma Adi cAritra nathI. AhA.! AvI vAta che. vItarAga paramAtmA trilokanAthanI A divyadhvani che. AhAhA. duniyAne bese, na bese svataMtra che. mArga to Avo che. AhAhA...! kahe che ke, samakitIne mithyAtvano rAga thato nathI. "jJAnavairAgyazakti avazya ja hoya che. mithyAtva sahita rAga samyagdaSTine hoto nathI ane mithyAtva sahita rAga hoya te samyagdaSTi nathI." AhA.! AhAhA...! cAhe to zubha rAga paMca mahAvratano hoya paNa jo rAgano prema ane ruci hoya to te mithyAdRSTi che. AhAhA.! mithyASTi digaMbara jaina sAdhu thaIne navamI raiveyaka gayo, potAnA AtmAnA AnaMdano svAda nahi laIne kriyAkAMDamAM mazagula (thayo), eTalI zukla leyA, zarIranA khaMDa khaMDa kare toya krodha na kare eTalI mithyAtva bhAvamAM kSamA pALI) paNa e koI dharma nathI. AhAhA.! zukla legyAthI navamI raiveyaka anaMta vAra gayo, tene mATe AhAra, pANI kaMI paNa banAvyA hoya, khyAla Ave to tye nahi. tene mATe cokA karyA hoya e to vAta ja nahi. samajANuM? paNa A to cokA banAvyA hoya, khyAla AvI gayo ke A mArI mATe banAvyuM haze? to prANa jAya toya, enI mATe banAvyuM che evo khyAla Avyo, zaMkA paDe to tye nahi. samajANuM? ema navamI raiveyaka jyAre digaMbara sAdhu thaIne gayo paNa AtamajJAna zuM cIja che e taraphanI dRSTi nahi. kriyAkAMDanI sAvadhAnImAM tyAM jiMdagI kADhI. AhAhA.! are...! koI che zaraNa? corAzI lAkha avatAra, rAga dayA, dAnamAM koI zaraNa che? zaraNa to prabhu aMdara anaMta AnaMda, pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu zaraNa che. te ja mAMgalika che, e ja uttama che ane e ja zaraNa che. arihaMtane mAMgalika to vyavahArathI kahevAmAM AvyA che. AhAhA...! arihaMtA zaraNe, mAMgalikamAM Ave che ne? e to vyavahAra che. potAno AtmA vikalpa nAma rAgathI rahita nirvikalpa prabhuAtmA e ja potAne zaraNa che. teno
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________________ 118 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 Azraya karavo e ja dharma che ane te ja zaraNa che. bAkI dhULadhANI. karoDo rUpiyA ho, abajo rUpiyA ho, mATI-dhULa che. AhA.! e dhULa ajIvane potAnI mAne e mithyAdRSTi che. AhAhA...! ajIvane jIva mAne e to ajIva che. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, samyagdaSTine... AhAhA...! mithyAtva sahita rAga hoto nathI ane mithyAtva sahita rAga hoya te samyagdaSTi nathI. AvA mithyAdRSTinA ane samyagdaSTinA bhAvonA) taphAvatane samyagdaSTi ja jANe che. AhAhA...! ajJAnIne to bahAranI pravRtti dekhe, vrata ne tapa ne nagnapaNuM. AhAhA! samyagdaSTine khabara paDe che, tene khabara che ke A kriyA, pravRtti kare che paNa aMdara rAgane potAno mAne che, AtmAnuM jJAna nathI. samajANuM? e "taphAvatane samyagdaSTi ja jANe che." che ne? ( mithyASTinA ane samyagdaSTinA bhAvonA) taphAvatane.' taphAvata nAma AMtaro, be vacceno phera. zuM phera che? mithyAdRSTino rAgano prema, samyagdaSTino AtmAno prema, teno taphAvata samyagdaSTi jANe che. AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. saMpradAyane AkaruM lAge. AhAhA...! "mithyASTino adhyAtmazAstramAM prathama to praveza nathI." che? adhyAtmazAstra, bApu! A to traNalokanA nAtha tIrthaMkaradevanI divyadhvani (che). "OM kAra dhvani suNI artha gaNadhara vicAre OMkAra dhvani suNI mahAvidehamAM bhagavAna birAje che tyAM atyAre OMkAra dhvani nIkaLe che. "OMkAra dhvani suNI, artha gaNadhara vicAre, racI Agama upadeza bhavika jIvA saMzaya nivAre A banArasIdAsa (nuM lakheluM che). "banArasI vilAsa' che emAM A lakhyuM che. "OMkAra dhvani suNI artha gaNadhara vicAre, racI Agama upadeza bhavika jIva saMzaya nivAre." lAyaka prANI che te mithyAtvano nAza karI zake che. ajJAnIe to anaMtavAra sAMbhaLyuM, mahAvidehamAM anaMtavAra janma thayo, samavasaraNamAM anaMtavAra gayo ane hIrAnA thALa, maNiratnanA dIvaDA ane kalpavRkSanA phUlathI samavasaraNamAM bhagavAnanI anaMtavAra AratI utArI. (ethI) zuM thayuM? e to rAga che, e to vikalpa che. AhAhA...! samyagdaSTi ane mithyASTino aMtara - taphAvata zuM che e samyagdaSTi jANe che. AhAhA...! ajJAnIne to khabara nathI ke dharma zuM che, adharma zuM che? jhINI vAta che, bhAI! mithyASTino adhyAtmazAstramAM prathama to praveza nathI ane jo praveza kare to viparIta samaje che-vyavahArane sarvathA choDI bhraSTa thAya che... adhyAtmazAstra vAMce (emAM) vyavahArane heya kahyo che. to potAnA nizcayanA bhAna vinA vyavahArane choDI azubhamAM cAlyo jAya che. samajANuM? vyavahArane choDIne, sarvathA choDIne, hoM! "bhraSTa thAya che. arthAt azubha bhAvomAM pravarte che. AhAhA...! "athavA to nizcayane sArI rIte jANyA vinA..." adhyAtmamAM potAnuM svarUpa zuM kahyuM che? potAnuM AnaMda svarUpa rAgathI bhinna nirvikalpa, AhAhA...! e nizcayane sArI rIte jANyA vinA...' sArI rIte eTale? jevuM pUrNAnaMda svarUpa che evo anubhava thayA vinA, anubhava karIne jANyA vinA. AhAhA.! "vyavahArathI ja mokSa mAne che,..."
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________________ zloka-137 119 e to vyavahArathI mokSa mAne che. che ne? aMtara dRSTi zuM che vastu e to jANatA nathI ane ApaNe to vrata karavA, tapa karavA, apavAsa karavA, bhagavAnanI bhakti karavI, haMmezAM darzana (karavA), deva-guru-zAstranA darzana ane dAna Adi Ave che ne? saMyama, cha Avazyaka Ave che ne? e cha Avazyaka to zubha bhAva che. e to samyagdaSTine hoya che paNa jANe che ke A to duHkharUpa che. AhAhA...! mArI cIjane lAbhadAyaka nathI. azubhathI bacavA Ave che. samajANuM? AhAhA.! vyavahArathI ja mokSa mAne che,..." juo! dayA pALavI, vrata karavA, bhakti karavI, pUjA karavI, rathayAtrA kADhavI, gajaratha kADhavA, emAM pAMca-dasa lAkha rUpiyA kharcavA, emAM zuM che? e rAganI maMdatA hoya to puNya che. puNyane potAnuM mAne che to mithyAdRSTi che. AhAhA...! Avo Akaro mArga che. paramArtha tattvamAM mUDha rahe che. paramArtha tattva bhagavAna jJAyaka svarUpa cidAnaMda prabhu, e paramArtha tattvathI to ajJAnI mUDha rahe che. adhyAtma zAstra vAMcIne paNa. AhAhA...! jo koI virala jIva...' virala jIva yathArtha syAdvAdanyAyathI satyArtha samajI jAya..." virala jIva svarUpanI dRSTi karI, rAga Ave che te vyavahAra che, duHkharUpa che, nizcaya to mArI AnaMdanI anubhavadazA e nizcaya che. ema koI virala jIva.. AhAhA...! syAdvAdanyAyathI satyArtha samajI jAya..." ke nizcaya che, jyAM sudhI pUrNatA nathI tyAM sudhI vyavahAra paNa Ave che, e syAdvAda che. Ave che chatAM te dharma nathI. samajANuM? nizcaya svarUpa rAgathI, vikalpanI kriyAthI taddana bhinna (che) evuM bhAna thaIne rAga Ave che paNa e rAga potAnuM svarUpa nathI, mane lAbhadAyaka nathI. ema jJAnI mAne che. AhAhA...! che? syAdvAdanyAyathI..." ema. nizcayapUrvaka vyavahAra thAya che paNa e vyavahAra baMdhanuM kAraNa che ema nyAya jANIne tene thAya che. AhAhA...! vyavahAra Ave che to tenAthI dharmano lAbha thaze ema mAnato nathI. tene avazya samyakatvanI prApti thAya che. koI virala jIva yathArtha svarUpanI dRSTi karI, rAgane vyavahAra mAnIne heya mAne che ane svarUpanI dRSTi vinA vyavahArane choDI azubhamAM cAlyo jAya te paNa ajJAnI che ane vyavahArathI mane dharma thaze, nizcayanI dRSTi vinA, te paNa mithyAdRSTi che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? te avazya samyagdaSTi banI jAya che." e 200 gAthAno bhAvArtha (thayo). 200 gAthAno sAra A che. svargamAM javAne yogya pariNAmanA paNa haju jene ThekANAM nathI, manuSyamAM javAne yogya pariNAmanA paNa jene ThekANA nathI ane dharma pAmavAne yogya pariNAmanA tene ThekANAM hoya tema bane nahi. Atmadharma aMka-1, jAnyuArI-2008)
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________________ 120 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 katA (( thA-201-202) kathaM rAgI na bhavati samyagdaSTiriti ceta . paramANumittayaM pi hu rAgAdINaM tu vijjade jss| Na vi so jANadi appANayaM tu savvAgamadharo vi||201|| appANamayANaMto aNappayaM cAvi so ayaannNto| kaha hodi sammadiTThI jIvAjIve ayaannNto||202|| paramANumAtramapi khalu rAgAdInAM tu vidyate ysy| nApi sa jAnAtyAtmAnaM tu srvaagmdhro'pi||201|| AtmAnamajAnan anAtmAnaM cApi so'jAnan / kathaM bhavati samyagdRSTirjIvAjIvAvajAnan / / 202 / / yasya rAgAdInAmajJAnamayAnAM bhAvAnAM lezasyApi sadbhAvo'sti sa zrutakevalikalpo'pijJAnamayasya bhAvasyAbhAvAdAtmAnaM na jaanaati| yastvAtmAnaM na jAnAti so'nAtmAnamapi na jAnAti, svarUpapararUpasattAsattAbhyAmekasya vastuno nizcIyamAnatvAt / tato ya AtmAnAtmAnau na jAnAti sa jIvAjIvau na jAnAti / yastu jIvAjIvau na jAnAti sa samyagdRSTireva na bhvti| tato rAgI jJAnAbhAvAnna bhavati smygdRssttiH| have pUche che ke rAgI (jIva) kema samyagdaSTi na hoya ? teno uttara kahe che - aNumAtra paNa rAgAdino sabhAva varte jehane, te sarvaAgamadhara bhale paNa jANato nahi Atmane; 201. nahi jANato jyAM Atmane ja, anAtma paNa nahi jANato, te kema hoya sudRSTi je jIva-ajIvane nahi jANato ? 202. PuthArtha :- [ khalu ] // 252 [ yasya ] 9vane. [ rAgAdInAM tu paramANumAtram api] 52||shubhtr-deshmaatr-19 Augs [ vidyate ] varte cha [ saH ] . (r). [ sarvAgamadharaH api ] mave. sarva bhAgamA mAto. Doya. topa [ AtmAnaM tu] AtmAne [ na api jAnAti] nathI. neutl; [ ca ] mane. [ AtmAnam ] AtmAne. [ ajAnan ] na3 do. [ saH ] . [ anAtmAnaM api ] sanAtmAne. (52) 54 // [ ajAnan ] nathI. all;
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________________ gAthA-201-202 121 [ nIvAnIvo ] e rIte je jIva ane ajIvane [ ajJAnan ] nathI jANato te [ sabhyasRSTi: ] samyagdaSTi [thaM mati ] kema hoI zake ? TIkA :- jene rAgAdi ajJAnamaya bhAvonA lezamAtrano paNa sadbhAva che te bhale zrutakevaLI jevo ho topaNa jJAnamaya bhAvanA abhAvane lIdhe AtmAne nathI jANato; ane je AtmAne nathI jANato te anAtmAne paNa nathI jANato kAraNa ke svarUpe sattA ane pararUpe asattAe banne vaDe eka vastuno nizcaya thAya che; (jene anAtmAno-rAgano-nizcaya thayo hoya tene anAtmA ane AtmA-banneno nizcaya hovo joIe.) e rIte je AtmA ane anAtmAne nathI jANato te jIva ane ajIvane nathI jANato; ane je jIva-ajIvane nathI jANato te samyagdaSTi ja nathI. mATe rAgI (jIva) jJAnanA abhAvane lIdhe samyagdaSTi hoto nathI. bhAvArtha :- ahIM rAga' zabdathI ajJAnamaya rAgadveSamoha kahevAmAM AvyA che. tyAM 'ajJAnamaya' kahevAthI mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhIthI thayelA rAgAdika samajavA, mithyAtva vinA cAritramohanA udayano rAga na levo; kAraNa ke aviratasamyagdaSTi vagerene cAritramohanA udaya saMbaMdhI rAga che te jJAnasahita che; te rAgane samyagdaSTi karmodayathI thayelo roga jANe che ane tene maTADavA ja Icche che; te rAga pratye tene rAga nathI. vaLI samyagdaSTine rAgano lezamAtra sadbhAva nathI ema kahyuM che tenuM kAraNa A pramANe che H- samyagdaSTine azubha rAga to atyaMta gauNa che ane je zubha rAga thAya che tene te jarAya bhalo (sAro) samajato nathI-tenA pratye lezamAtra rAga karato nathI. vaLI nizcayathI to tene rAganuM svAmitva ja nathI. mATe tene lezamAtra rAga nathI. jo koI jIva rAgane bhalo jANI tenA pratye lezamAtra rAga kare to-bhale te sarva zAstro bhaNI cUkyo hoya, muni hoya, vyavahAracAritra paNa pALato hoya topaNa-ema samajavuM ke teNe potAnA AtmAnuM paramArthasvarUpa nathI jANyuM, karmodayajanita rAgane ja sAce mAnyo che ane tenAthI ja potAno mokSa mAnyo che. A rIte potAnA ane paranA 5ramArtha svarUpane nahi jANato hovAthI jIva-ajIvanA paramArtha svarUpane jANato nathI. ane jyAM jIva ane ajIva-be padArthone ja jANato nathI tyAM samyagdaSTi kevo ? mATe rAgI jIva samyagdaSTi hoI zake nahi. gAthA-201--202 upa2 pravacana have pUche che ke rAgI (jIva) kema samyagdaSTi na hoya?" aMdara 'amRtacaMdrAcArya'no prazna che. caM rAnI 7 mati sabhyasRSTiriti mAthe saMskRta che. mahArAja! samyagdaSTi rAgI nahi? e kema che? AhA..!
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________________ 122 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pparamANumittayaM pi hu rAgAdINaM tu vijjade jss| Na vi so jANadi appANayaM tu savvAgamadharo vi||201|| appANamayANaMto aNappayaM cAvi so ayaannNto| kaha hodi sammadiTTI jIvAjIve ayaannNto||202|| aNumAtra paNa rAgAdino sabhAva varte jehane, te sarvaAgamadhara bhale paNa jANato nahi Atmane; 201. nahi jANato jyAM Atmane ja, anAtma paNa nahi jANato. te kema hoya sudRSTi je jIva-ajIvane nahi jANato ? 202. be gAthA che. TIkA :- jene rAgAdi ajJAnamaya bhAvonA lezamAtrano paNa sadbhAva che... AhAhA.! saddabhAvano artha rAgano aMza che tenAthI lAbha thaze ema. "ajJAnamaya bhAvonA lezamAtrano..." kahyuM ne? Ama to jJAnIne to rAga thAya che, dasamAM guNasthAna sudhI tene rAga thAya che. lobhano rAga dasame (che), cha karma paNa baMdhAya che. dasame guNasthAne cha karma baMdhAya che. samyagdaSTine paNa sAta, ATha karma baMdhAya che. rAga che paNa ajJAnamaya rAga nathI. AhAhA.! guNa-guNInA bhedarUpa je vikalpa, rAga thAya che e rAgano paNa jene prema che ane e rAganI paNa jene ruci che ane rAgamAM jene rasa che. AhAhA...! "te bhale zrutakevaLI jevo ho...... AhAhA...! "sarva Agamadhara' ema zabda lIdho che ne? sarva Agama kaMThastha karyA hoya, abajo zlokonuM jJAna thayuM hoya, tethI zuM? jene rAgAdi ajJAnamaya bhAvonA lezamAtrano paNa sabhAva che..." arthAt rAganA aMzane potAno mAnato hoya, e bhale badhA Agama bhaNyo hoya, AhAhA.! "zrutakevaLI jevo ho." zrutakevaLI to nahi paNa zrutakevaLI jevo. sAcA zrutakevaLI to samyagdaSTi hoya che te hoya che. AhAhA.! abajo zloko kaMThastha AhAhA.! paNa rAganA kaNane potAno mAnI rAgathI bhinna svarUpano anAdara karI, mithyAdRSTi rahe che. rAganA kaNano jene Adara che tene pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano anAdara che. AhAhA...! rAga Ave che, rAga hoya che paNa rAgano Adara bhAva jene che tene AtmA heya che. paramAtmaprakAzamAM kahyuM che ke, jene rAganA aMzano paNa Adara che tene bhagavAna AtmA heya che. paramAtmaprakAzamAM lakhyuM che. AhAhA! ane jene bhagavAna AtmA upAdeya che tene rAgamAtra, je bhAve tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya te bhAva paNa aparAdha che, aparAdha che. AhAhA...! puruSArthasiddhi upAyamAM AvyuM che. je bhAve tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya te bhAva aparAdha che, ema AvyuM che. ane paranI dayA pALavAno bhAva, rAga Avyo e paNa aparAdha che. AhAhA.! AvuM AkaruM kAma bahu A to bhagavAnano vItarAgano mArga che. AhAhA...!
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________________ gAthA201-202 123 kahe che, "bhale zrutakevaLI jevo ho..." zrutakevaLI jevo. zrutakevaLI to samyagdaSTi hoya che e bhAvazrutakevaLI ane tenuM zAstranuM bAra aMganuM vizeSa jJAna hoya to zrutakevaLI che. ahIM to zrutakevaLI jevo. sarva Agamadhara, pATha che ne? sarva Agama jANe che. AhAhA...! rAgAdi ajJAnamaya bhAvonA lezamAtrano paNa sadbhAva." A roga lAbhadAyaka che, ema. lezamAtra rAga kahyuM che to rAga to samakitIne traNa kaSAyano rAga che. paNa rAgane potAno mAne che evo lezamAtra paNa bhAva ho. ajJAnamaya kahyuM ne? AhAhA...! "ajJAnamaya bhAvonA lezamAtrano paNa sadbhAva che." "rAgAdi ajJAnamaya bhAvonA lezamAtrano paNa sadbhAva." AhA...! te bhale zrutakevaLI jevo ho topaNa jJAnamaya bhAvanA abhAvane lIdhe... AhAhA...! zubha rAganA aMzamAtrane AdaraNIya mAne che ajJAnamaya rAga bhAva che. e zrutakevaLI jevo ho topaNa te "jJAnamaya bhAvanA abhAvane lIdhe tene rAgathI bhinna bhagavAna AtmA caitanyamUrti prabhu, tenA jJAnano abhAva che. jJAnInA jJAnano abhAva che. "jJAnI" zabda AtmA. AhAhA...! cidAnaMda prabhu trikALa zAzvata TaMkotkIrNa jJAnapiMDa prabhu. AtmA to zAzvata jJAnapiMDa che. AhAhA.! TaMkotkIrNa kahyuM ne? TaMkotkIrNa kaho ke zAzvata kaho. AhAhA.! zAzvata vastu aMdara pUrNAnaMda prabhu paDI che. teno jene anAdara che ane lezamAtra rAga che teno Adara che te "jJAnamaya bhAvanA abhAve lIdhe AtmAne nathI jANato;" rAgano eka aMza paNa che tenI jene ruci che, Adara che to bhale tenuM zrutakevaLI jevuM jANapaNuM hoya chatAM te ajJAnI che, AtmAne nathI jANato. kemake AtmA rAgarahita che tenuM jJAna nathI. AhAhA...! AkaruM kAma bahu. atyAre to dhamAla... dhamAla... A karo ne A karo ne A karo ne A karo... "sogAnI' to kahe che ke, jyAM karavuM che tyAM maravuM che. dravyadRSTi prakAza" maLyuM che? dravyadRSTi prakAza" "sogAnI'nuM? maLyuM che? nathI maLyuM. A benanA vacanAmRta maLyA? dravyadRSTi prakAza' nathI maLyuM. "sogAnI'nuM banAvyuM che. dravyadRSTi prakAza" che, bapore AvIne laI jajo. emAM "sogAnIe lakhyuM che ke, huM kaMIka karuM evo karavAno bhAva e svarUpanuM maravuM che. samajANuM? "kare karma so hI karatArA, jo jAne so jAnamahArA, jANe so kartA nahi hoI, kartA so jAne nahIM koI banArasIdAsa che to "amRtacaMdrAcAryanuM, "amRtacaMdrAcAryanA kaLaza che tenuM temaNe "samayasAra nATakamAM hindI banAvyuM che. bakare karma so hI karatArA' rAgano vikalpa che tene kare te kartA che, ajJAnI che. jo jAne so jAnahArA jJAnI to jANe che ke, rAga che. paNa jANe che. mAro nathI. mane lAbha nathI, mArAmAM nathI, temAM huM nathI. AhAhA.! "kare karma no hI karatArA, jo jAne so jAnahArA, kartA so jAne nahIM koI huM rAgano kartA, racanAra chuM ema mAne te AtmAne jANato nathI. jAne to kartA nahIM hoI AhAhA...! AtmA jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna caitanyamUrti, tenuM jene jJAna thayuM
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________________ 124 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 te rAgano kartA thato nathI. AhAhA...! e ahIMyAM kahe che, "jJAnamaya bhAvanA abhAvane lIdhe AtmAne nathI jANato; ane je AtmAne nathI jANato te anAtmAne paNa nathI jANato..." rAga anAtmA che. AhAhA...! paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma e anAtmA che. jene AtmAnuM jJAna nathI tene anAtmAnuM jJAna nathI. beyanuM jJAna nathI. AhAhA...! che? "kAraNa ke svarUpe sattA ane pararUpe asattA..." AhAhA...! juo! have jarI jhINI vAta che. vizeSa Avaze... (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva ! pravacana naM. ra79 gAthA201, 202 zukravAra, aSADha vada 12, tA. 207-1979 samayasAra' nirjarA adhikAra', 201 ne 202 (gAthAnI) TIkA. jene rAgAdi ajJAnamaya bhAvonA lezamAtrano paNa saddabhAva che." zuM kahe che? je prANIne rAgano aMza che e ajJAna che kemake temAM jJAna nathI. caitanyamUrti bhagavAna AtmA jJAnamaya svabhAva che tenAthI rAga cAhe to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino ho paNa e ajJAna che. ajJAnano artha : mithyAtva sahita, temAM jJAnano bhAva nathI. jJAnasvabhAvI bhagavAna AtmA e jJAnamaya bhAva hovo joIe, tenAthI virUddha (bhAva). cAhe to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino vikalpa rAga ho paNa e ajJAna (che). ajJAnano artha : mithyAtva sahita, potAnuM svarUpa je jJAna che te jJAnano rAgamAM abhAva che. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? - jene.... rAga-dveSa, vAsanA vagere "ajJAnamaya bhAvonA..." mithyAtva sahita mithyA eTale svarUpanA jJAnanuM bhAna nathI ane rAga che te bhalo che, e rAga dayA, dAna, vratano vikalpa Avyo e bhalo che, ema mAnavuM e mithyAtva sahita ajJAnamaya bhAva che. jhINI vAta che, bhAI! AhA...! che? rAgAdi (eTale) rati, arati, zoka vagerenA je zubha-azubha vikalpa che te ajJAnamaya che. ajJAnavALo che ema nahi, ajJAnamaya che. temAM AtmA jJAnasvarUpa prabhu jJAnamayano temAM abhAva hovAthI mithyAtva sahita ajJAna eTale temAM jJAna nathI, ema ajJAnamaya kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA.! AvI vAta che. ajJAnamaya bhAvonA lezamAtra paNa..." eka aMza paNa rAga ho paNa ene potAno mAnavo ane rAgane potAno mAnavAthI mithyAtva thAya che ane mithyAtvane kAraNe e rAgamAM jJAnasvabhAvano abhAva che. AhAhA..! e "lezamAtra paNa...' rAga ajJAna che, mithyAtva sahita rAga che e rAgane bhalo mAnyo to eNe AtmAno anAdara karyo. rAgano aMza sAro che, zubharAgane paNa sAro mAne che te bhagavAna jJAnamaya cIja che teno te anAdara kare che. rAgano aMza je ajJAna athavA jJAnano abhAva che teno Adara karanAra jJAnamaya
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________________ gAthA-201-202 125 AtmAno anAdara nAma heya kare che. je heya che tene upAdeya kare che to je upAdeya che tene heya kare che. AhAhA..! AvI sUkSma vAta che, bhAI! bhale zrutakevaLI jevo ho....' bhale agiyAra aMga bhaNyo hoya, abajo zloka kaMThastha karyAM hoya, abajo zuM eka AcAraMgamAM aDhAra hajAra pada che, eka padamAM ekAvana karoDa jhAjherA zloka che, ema Dabala. 'sUyagaDAMga'thI Dabala 'ThANAMga'. agiyAranuM badhuM jJAna hoya paNa e kaMI jJAna nathI. kemake e paralakSIjJAnamAM rAga utpanna thAya che. AhAhA..! ane e rAga che te jJAnamaya prabhu, caitanya jJAnamaya je AtmA che, e jJAnamayano rAganA aMzamAM abhAva che. e kAraNe mithyAtva sahitano ajJAnamaya rAga ahIMyAM gaNavAmAM Avyo che. AhAhA..! cAhe to navamI traiveyaka gayo. munivrata dhAra anaMta baira traiveyaka upajAyo' 'cha DhALA'mAM Ave che. munivrata dhAra anaMta baira traiveyaka upajAyo, AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo' teno zuM artha thayo? paMca mahAvratAdi, pAMca samiti, guptino vyavahArabhAva e duHkharUpa che, Asrava che. AhAhA..! munivrata dhAra anaMta baira traiveyaka upajAyo, paNa AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo' rAgathI bhinna mArI cIja che, e rAga to nukasAnakAraka baMdhanuM kAraNa, jhera che, mArI cIja amRtathI bharelI che. AhA..! huM cidAnaMda, amRtanuM pUra mArI cIja che. AhAhA..! AvI dRSTi thayA vinA rAganA kaNane paNa potAno mAne che, bhale e zrutakevaLI ho. zrutakevaLI hoya ema nathI kahyuM. zrutakevaLI jevo ho...' (ema kahyuM che). zrutakevaLI to samyagdaSTi hoya che. ahIMyAM to ema kahyuM che ke, zrutakevaLI jevo ho...' che ne? 'bhale zrutakevaLI jevo ho...' ghaNA zAstra bhaNyo hoya. lokone samajAve, lAkho mANasa bhegA thAya, temAM zuM thayuM? AhAhA..! aMdaramAM rAganA vikalpano nAnAmAM nAno kaNa (hoya) mithyAzraddhA sahitano rAga, tene ahIMyAM ajJAnamaya kahevAmAM Avyo che. AhAhA..! samyagdaSTine rAga thAya che paNa e rAgane potAnA jJAnamaya (svarUpa sAthe) ekatvapaNe mAnato nathI. e rAgane heya jANIne, parazeya tarIke tene jANe che. potAnuM je zeya che e to caitanya jJAnAnaMdamaya svazeya che. tenAthI rAga che te 52zeya, 52zeya paradravya che. AhAhA..! tenAthI lAbha (mAne), vyavahA2 ratnatrayathI potAmAM lAbha mAne e to nahi, paNa e rAga che te ajJAnamaya bhAva mArI cIja nathI. mArI cIjamAM e cIja nathI ane e cIjamAM huM nathI. AhAhA..! evI sUkSma vAta che, bhAI! vItarAga mArga paramezvara trilokanAtha sarvajJadeve je joyuM ane jevuM che tevuM kahyuM. temano koI pakSa, paMtha nathI. vItarAga sarvajJadevano koI pakSa, paMtha nathI. e to vastunuM svarUpa che. vastunuM svarUpa ja A che. AhAhA..! e ahIMyAM kahe che, 'zrutakevaLI jevo ho topaNa...' zabda zuM paDyo che? juo! pahelA
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________________ 126 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ajJAnamaya bhAva kahyuM che ane AmAM jJAnamaya bhAva sAmasAme lIdhuM che. rAga vikalpa je zubha rAgAdi che, e ajJAna, mithyAtva sahita, rAga mArI cIja che ane rAgathI mane lAbha thaze to e rAga mithyAtva sahita rAga ajJAnamaya gaNavAmAM Avyo che. AhA.! AvI vAta che, prabhu! sUkSma vAta che, bhAI! AhAhA...! bhagavAna aMdara "jJAnamaya bhAva.' tenI sAme lIdhuM. pelo ajJAnamaya bhAva che, to prabhu "jJAnamaya bhAvanA abhAvane lIdhe..' jJAnamaya je prabhu caitanya svarUpa che tenA jJAnanuM jJAna, jJAnInuM jJAna. jJAnI zabda AtmA. pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu, e AtmA dharmI, teno paryAyamAM je dharma - samyagdarzana, e samyagdaSTine rAga thAya che te rAgane potAno jANato nathI. para jANIne tene dRSTimAMthI choDI dhe che. AhAhA...! jJAnamaya bhAva." emAM e rAgAdi zabda lIdho, eTaluM. paNa e ajJAnamaya bhAva mithyAtva sahita hato ane A jJAnamaya bhAva. ekalo caitanya svarUpa bhagavAna, e jJAnamaya bhAva, jJAnanuM jJAna, jJAnInuM jJAna, vastunuM jJAna e "jJAnamaya bhAvanA abhAvane lIdhe...." e AtmAnA svabhAvanA jJAnanA abhAvane kAraNe "AtmAne nathI jANato;" AhAhA...! bhagavAnaAtmA aMdara rAganA vikalpathI nirvikalpa akhaMDAnaMda prabhu, sukhanA sAgaranA jaLathI bharyo paDyo che. bhagavAna AtmA sukhasAgaranA jaLathI bharyo paDyo che. AhAhA...! teno anAdara karI rAganA kaNane, ajJAnamayane potAno mAne che e zrutakevaLI jevo ho topaNa (jJAnamaya bhAvanA) "abhAvane lIdhe AtmAne nathI jANato;" "jJAnamaya bhAvanA abhAvane lIdhe AtmAne nathI jANato.' teno artha zuM thayo? ke, AtmA to jJAnamaya bhAva che. AhAhA.! jAnana... jAnana... jAnana svabhAva. bhagavAna AtmA jAnana svabhAva, jJAna - atIndriya jJAnano piMDa che. AhAhA...! ane evA anaMta anaMta guNa, badhA atIndriya anaMta anaMta guNa. AkAzanA pradeza amApa, mApa nahi. AkAzano aMta Avyo (ema che nahi). AkAzano kyAM aMta Avyo? eno aMta nahi tenA paNa pradeza che, anaMta - aMta nahi, tenA je anaMta pradeza che tenAthI anaMtaguNA AtmAmAM guNa che. AhAhA...! e badhA jJAnamaya, AnaMdamaya che, emAM koI rAgamaya guNa nathI. anaMtA anaMtA anaMtA anaMtA anaMtA anaMtA anaMtane anaMtavAra guNI nAkho to paNa chello anaMta Avato nathI. AhAhA.! chello anaMta Avato nathI to anaMtano chello eka e to Avato ja nathI. AhAhA.! evo bhagavAna jJAnamaya prabhu, lezamAtra rAgane potAno mAnI ajJAnamayamAM rokAya che te bhagavAna jJAnamayane bilakula jANato nathI. AhAhA...! zAstrajJAna ho e zAstrajJAna paNa paraNeya che. zAstrajJAna paNa parazeya che. paraNeyamAM niSTha che e svarzayamAM niSTha nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM? e parazeya che. AhAhA...! potAnA jJAnanuM jJAna na thayuM ane mAtra zAstrajJAnamAM rokAI gayo. AhAhA.! to e paraNeyamAM niSTha nAma lIna che. svadravyamAMthI chUTI gayo che. AhAhA.! Avo prabhuno mArga che, bhAI! AhAhA.!
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________________ 127 gAthA201-202 e kahe che, e "jJAnamaya bhAvanA abhAvane lIdhe AtmAne nathI jANato..." bhagavAna AtmA cidAnaMda prabhu, rAganA aMzane paNa potAno mAnanAra zrutakevaLI jevo ho topaNa AtmAne jANato nathI. AhAhA...! nirjarA adhikAra che. ane je AtmAne nathI jANato..." bhagavAna AtmA jJAnasvarUpI jANana-dekhana ane atIndriya AnaMda prabhu, evA AtmAne jeNe na jANyo "te anAtmAne paNa nathI jANato." anAtmA rAga che tene paNa jANato nathI. AtmA AnaMdamaya prabhu che. AhAhA...! saccidAnaMda prabhu AtmA, sat nAma zAzvata, cimaya ane AnaMdamaya prabhu che tenuM jene jJAna nathI, AtmAnuM jJAna nathI to tene anAtmA - rAga, tenuM paNa jJAna nathI. AhAhA.! sUkSma che, prabhu anaMtakALathI corAzI lAkha yonimAM anaMta avatAra thayA. digaMbara muni anaMtavAra thayo paNa e rAganI kriyA karIne thayo. AhA..! paMca mahAvratAdi, samiti, gupti pALyA) paNa "munivrata dhAra anaMta baira raiveyaka upajAyo, paNa AtamajJAna..." rAgathI bhinna mArI cIja che evA anubhava vinA. AhAhA...! leza sukha na pAyo' e mahAvratanA pariNAma ane samiti, gupti vyavahAranA pariNAma duHkharUpa che, rAga che to 'leza sukha na pAyo' AhAhA...! AvI cIja che. jagatane kaThaNa paDe. mArga to Avo che, bhAI! anaMta tIrthakaro (Ama pharamAve che). mahAvidehamAM bhagavAna birAje che tyAMthI A vANI AvI che. kuMdakuMdAcArya saMvata 49mAM tyAM gayA hatA. be hajAra varSa pahelA. ATha divasa tyAM rahyA hatA ane bhagavAnane ATha divasa sAMbhaLyA, keTalIka zaMkAnuM samAdhAna zrutakevaLI muni pAse karyuM. zrutakevaLI muni hatA. tyAMthI AvI A zAstra banAvyA che. A..hA...! enI TIkA karanAra jANe bhagavAna pAse gayA hoya evI TIkA banAvI che. e "amRtacaMdrAcArya. A kuMdakuMdAcAryanA zloka, amRtacaMdrAcAryanI TIkA. AhAhA...! kahe che, AtmAne nathI jANato. bhagavAna jJAtA-daSTA, e jJAnano pUMja che, atIndriya sukhasAgaranA jaLathI bharelo che, atIndriya zraddhA samyak trikALa hoM! atIndriya dRSTithI bharelo che. samyagdarzana to paryAya che paNa aMtaramAM trikALI anAdianaMta atIndriya daSTi - zraddhA che, e atIndriya zraddhAthI bharyo paDyo che. AhAhA...! samyagdarzana che e to paryAya che paNa aMdara e paryAya AvI zemAMthI aMdara anAdi dRSTi-zraddhA paDI che. zuddha anAdianaMta e dRSTi-zraddhAno svabhAva che. AhAhA... e anAdi dRSTi dhruva che. e dhruvanA Azraye samyagdarzananI paryAya utpanna thAya che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM? to jeNe AtmA na jANyo eNe anAtmAne paNa jANyo nathI. che? kAraNa ke." ahIM sudhI to thoDuM AvyuM hatuM. sAdhAraNa vAta cAlI hatI. kAraNa ke svarUpe sattA ane pararUpe asattA...." zuM kahe che? bhagavAnaAtmA AnaMda, saccidAnaMda prabhu svarUpathI sattA che ane rAgathI asattA che. rAgathI asattA che, potAnA dravyathI sattA -
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________________ 128 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 astitva che ane paradravyanI astithI asattA che. AhAhA...! potAnI cIjathI astitva che ane rAgAdi paracIjathI nAstitva che to asat che. paradravyathI asat che, svadravyathI sat che. AhAhA.! Avo prabhuno mArga bahu jhINo che, bApA! loko nirNaya karavAno vakhateya tye nahi. are..! Avo manuSyadeha, emAM paramAtmAno mArga sAMbhaLavA maLyo). AhAhA...! "kAraNa ke svarUpe sattA..' zuM kahe che? ke, jeNe AtmA rAgathI bhinna che) tenuM bhAna nathI karyuM to tene anAtmA rAganuM paNa jJAna nathI. AtmAnuM jJAna nathI to rAganuM jJAna paNa sAcuM nathI. kema? che ne? kAraNa ke svarUpe sattA..." potAnA svarUpe AtmA che ane pararUpathI asattA che. AhAhA.! paMca parameSThI je jagatamAM che tenAthI paNa A AtmA asatu che. potAnA svarUpathI astitva-satu che. paranA astitvathI AtmA asatu che. AhAhA...! ane para paramezvara paNa che e potAthI sat che, tenA potAthI ane parathI asatu che. AhAhA...! to jene potAnA sanuM yathArtha jJAna nathI tene sathI virUddha rAganuM paNa yathArtha jJAna nathI. vyavahAranuM paNa yathArtha jJAna nathI. AhAhA..! ahIMyAM to e kahe che ke, vyavahAra karatA karatA nizcaya thaze. AhAhA...! ema che nahi, prabhu AhAhA...! A to anIndriya AtmA, e rAgAdi to sthULabhAva, ajJAnabhAva, mithyAtva sahitano rAga, tene ahIMyAM rAgamAM gaNyo che. svarUpanuM jJAna nathI to paranuM jJAna paNa nathI. kemake svasattAnuM jJAna nathI to paranI asattA che tenuM paNa jJAna nathI. AhAhA.! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! loko bahArathI mAnI besI jAya, beso. aMtara AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, atIndriya AnaMdanA anubhava ane jJAna vinA, rAga mAro che evI cIjamAM rokAI jAya che e svasattAne jANato nathI to e parasattAne paNa jANato nathI. AhAhA...! rAgAdi dayA, dAnanA vikalpane paNa e jANato nathI. kemake nirvikalpa svasattAne jANato nathI, e parasattAne paNa jANato nathI. AhA.! lojIkathI to (vAta) che. A bhagavAnano mArga haThathI mAne levo evuM kaMI che nahi. lojIka, nyAya. ni dhAtu che. ni nAma ni dhAtumAM jevI svarUpanI sthiti che tyAM jJAnane laI javuM, jJAnane dorI javuM tenuM nAma nyAya kahe che. AhA...! ahIM kahe che ke, svarUpathI sattA che, pararUpathI asattA che. che? "svarUpe sattA ane pararUpe asattA.... AhAhA.! bhagavAna AtmA potAnA svarUpe sattA che ane paMca parameSThI ne paMca parameSThIno rAga, tenAthI te asattA che. AhAhA...! Avo mArga che. "svarUpe sattA..." sva-rUpa ema che ne? sva-rUpa - potAnuM svarUpa jJAnAnaMdanI sattAnuM jJAna, sattA che. pararUpa, pararUpa - rAgAdi, dehAdi, paMca parameSThI Adi pararUpa. e pararUpathI asattA che. potAthI sattA che ane parathI paNa sattA hoya to badhA eka thaI jAya che. AhAhA...! A to svarUpe sattA che, pararUpe asattA che. bIjI bhASAe kahIe to potAnA svarUpathI satya
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________________ gAthA201-202 129 che, parasvarUpathI asatya che. parasvarUpe paNa satya thaI jAya to badhA eka thaI jAya che. AhAhA...! Avo mArga che. A koI paMDitAInI cIja nathI ke ghaNuM bhaNyo hoya to tene A dRSTi che. A to aMtaranA anubhavanI vAta che, bhagavAna! AhAhA...! e vAta bhagavAna amRtacaMdrAcArya mULa gAthAmAMthI kADhIne artha kare che. e bane vaDe..." koNa bane? potAthI bhagavAna jJAnamaya AnaMdamaya che ane rAgAdi paradravyathI nathI. e banne vaDe eka vastuno nizcaya thAya che. banne vaDe eka vastuno nizcaya thAya che. huM mArAmAM chuM ane para mArAmAM nathI, e bannenA nizcayamAM AtmAno nizcaya thAya che. samajANuM? enA nizcayamAM beno nizcaya thAya che, ema nahi. enA nizcayamAM potAno nizcaya thAya che. AhAhA...! che? "e bane vaDe eka vastuno nizcaya thAya che; (jene anAtmAno-Agano-nizcaya thayo hoya)" AhAhA.! rAgAdi dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktibhagavAnanI bhakti, are..! paMca parameSThInuM smaraNa, badhuM rAga che. AhAhA...! e rAga anAtmA che. anAtmA eTale zuM? ke, rAga. che? lITI che ne lITI? (anAtmAno-rAgano-nizcaya thayo hoya)" ke A vikalpa che, parasaMbaMdhI para taraphanA lakSavALo, evo jene nirNaya thayo hoya tene anAtmA ane AtmA beyano nizcaya thavo joIe. ekanA nizcayamAM beno nizcaya che ane benA nizcayamAM eka potAno nizcaya che. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta bahu che, bhAI! vItarAga paramAtmA jinezvaradeva trilokanAtha paramAtmA to birAje che. "OMkAra dhvani suNI artha gaNadhara vicAre bhagavAnane OM dhvani chUTe che, tyAM AvI vANI hoya nahi. bhagavAnane AvI vANI hotI nathI. bhagavAnane 3% dhvani chUTe che. AkhA zarIramAMthI hoTha ane kaMTha kaMpyA vinA (dhvani chUTe che. "OM dhvani suNI artha gaNadhara vicAre e OM kAra sAMbhaLIne gaNadharo teno vicAra kare. AhA.! "racI Agama upadeza" ane e bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne saMto AgamanI racanA kare che. "racI Agama upadeza bhavika jIva saMzaya nivAre bhavya prANI lAyaka hoya e mithyAtvano nAza karI AtmAnuM jJAna karI zake che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? jene anAtmAnuM-rAganuM) anAtmA eTale rAga, teno nizcaya thayo hoya tene anAtmA ane AtmA - banneno nizcaya hovo joIe. A rIte je AtmA ane anAtmAne nathI jANato... AhAhA...! rAgane jANe to to rAgathI rahita potAnA AtmAne paNa jANe. kemake rAganI sattA potAmAM che nahi. to ene jANe to mArAmAM e che nahi, ema AtmAne jANe. AhAhA...! ane AtmAne jANe te anAtmAne jANe. AhAhA.. tene vyavahAranuM sAcuM jJAna hoya che. zuM kahe che? jene AtmAnuM jJAna thAya ane anAtmAnuM jJAna thAya che tene ja vyavahAranuM yathArtha jJAna hoya che. vyavahAra mAro che ane vyavahArathI mane lAbha thaze, e vAta to che nahi. paNa vyavahAranuM jJAna paNa sAcuM kone thAya che?
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 hamaNAM 'karuNAdIpa'mAM ahIMyAMno virodha Avyo che ke, ('samayasAra') bAramI gAthAmAM 'kuMdakuMdAcArya' ema kahe che ke, aparame divA mAve je vyavahAramAM paDyA che temaNe to vyavahA2 ja karavo joIe. ema 'karuNAdIpa'mAM artha Avyo che. eka patrikA nIkaLe che ne? 'karuNAdIpa'. kaMI khabara nahi. AhAhA..! ema ke, bAramI gAthAmAM to nIcalI bhUmikA che, cothe, pAMcame, chaThTha to vyavahA2 ja karavo, ema 'kuMdakuMdAcArya' kahe che. 'aparame TvivA mAve' paNa e vAta zuM kahe che? ke je kaMI potAnA svarUpanI dRSTi, anubhava to thayo. nizcayathI potAnA bhUtArtha svabhAvano Azraya laIne samyak thayuM. tenI paryAyamAM azuddhatA bAkI che ane zuddhatA alpa che, tene jANavI tene vyavahAra kahevAmAM Ave che. karavuM ane ka2vAthI lAbha thAya, e prazna ahIM che ja nahi. zuM thAya? zAstranA artha ka2vAmAMya moTI bhUla. 'aparame TTivA mAve" (eno artha) je parama (bhAvamAM) sthita nathI tene vyavahArano upadeza (che), vyavahAra karavo. ema (eno artha) che ja nahi. TIkAmAM evo artha karyo ja nathI. 130 TIkAmAM to evo artha karyo che ke, aparame divA mA"no artha je samaye jeTalI azuddha paryAya che ane zuddhatA alpa che, "tavArto" evo saMskRta pATha che, saMskRta. 'tavAO'. 'tavArto' (eTale) jANelo prayojanavAna che. te samaye jANe ke che. e hajI vyavahA2 che. ene jANavuM e paNa vyavahAra che. AvI vAta che, bhagavAna! e to potAnI paryAyane jANe che emAM e vyavahAra jANavAmAM Ave che, ema kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM? bhagavAna lokAlokane jANatA nathI. lokAlokane jANe che ema kahevuM e to asadbhuta vyavahAranaya che. e to potAnI paryAyane ja jANe che. AhAhA..! ema jJAnI rAgane jANe che ema upacArathI, vyavahArathI kathana che. rAga karavo ane rAgathI lAbha thAya che, ema tyAM kahevuM che e to vAta ja nathI. AhAhA..! saMskRtamAM "tavAO" zabda paDyo che. "tavAO" nAma? thoDI sUkSma vAta che, prabhu! je samaye jeTalI rAganI azuddhatA ane zuddhatA utpanna thaI te samaye tene jANavuM prayojanavAna che. bIje samaye zuddhinI thoDI vRddhi thaI ane azuddhatA ghaTI, e samaye tene jANavuM prayojanavAna che. trIje samaye thoDI zuddhinI vRddhi thaI, azuddhi ghaTI te samaye te jANelo prayojanavAna che. evo pATha che. saMskRtamAM che. zuM kare paNa? potAnI dRSTithI UMdhA artha kare. bhagavAna 'kuMdakuMdAcArye' tyAM vyavahA2 ka2vAnuM kahyuM che. nIcalA darajje vyavahAra ja karavo e ja dharma che. (te loko ema mAne che). AhAhA..! are...! prabhu! tuM paNa prabhu che ne, prabhu! jAme jitanI buddhi hai, itano kriye batAI, vAMko-bUro na mAnIe aura kahAM se lAya?" bUro na mAna. A vastu bApu! koI agamya vastu che. anaMtakALamAM eka sekaMDa mAtra paNa e cIjanuM vedana, anubhava nathI karyo. AhA..! munivrata dhAraNa karyA, digaMbara thayo, nagna thayo,
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________________ gAthA201-202 131 hajAro rANInA tyAga karyA paNa aMdaramAM mithyAtvano tyAga na karyo. e paNa tyAga che ne? AhAhA.. bAhyanA tyAga-grahaNathI to prabhu rahita che. zuM kahyuM? bAhyanI cIjanA tyAga-grahaNathI to AtmA rahita ja che. paranuM grahaNa kyAreya karyuM nathI ane parano tyAga karavo e che ja kyAM? AhAhA...! teNe potAnI paryAyamAM nabaLAIthI rAga karyo che teno tyAga kahevo ane svabhAvanuM grahaNa karavuM kahevuM e paNa hajI vyavahAra che. Ave che ne 34mI gAthAmAM? ke, rAgano tyAgakartA che e nAmamAtra kathana AtmAmAM che. 34mAM pATha che, "samayasAra gAthA-34. A samayasAra' che ne? AtmA rAgano tyAga kare che e paNa nAmamAtra kathana che. kemake AtmA jJAnamaya che. e jJAnamaya che te rAgamaya thayo ja nathI. jJAnamaya che emAM TharI gayo to rAga utpanna thayo nahi to rAgano tyAga karyo ema nAmamAtra kathana che. paramArthathI rAgano tyAgakartA AtmA che nahi. AhAhA...! paranA tyAga-grahaNathI to zUnya che, e zakti che-tyAgaupAdAnazUnyatvazakti. pAchaLa 47 zakti che ne? anaMta zakti-guNa che ne? emAM eka guNa evo che, tyAgaupAdAnazUnyatvaguNa. parano tyAga ane paranA grahaNathI prabhu zUnya che. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to rAgano tyAga kare che.. AhAhA...! e paNa nAmamAtra kathana che. bhagavAna cidAnaMda prabhu, emAM TharI gayo to pratyAkhyAna thaI gayA. rAgano tyAga karyo e nAmamAtra kathana che. AhAhA...! ahIM to hajI bAhyano tyAga kare che tyAM to, A...hA..hA...! (thaI jAya che. strI choDI dIdhI, dukAna choDI dIdhI, dhaMdho choDyo. have paNa kyAM kyAreya grahaNa karyuM hatuM te choDyuM? AhAhA.! ahIMyAM e kahe che, "jene anAtmAno-rAgano-nizcaya thayo hoya tene anAtmA ane AtmA-baneno nizcaya hovo joIe. e rIte je AtmA ane anAtmAne nathI jANato..." e rIte (eTale) A vidhie. AhAhA... "AtmA ane anAtmAne nathI jANato te jIva ane ajIvane nathI jANato;" e rAga ajIva che. AhAhA...! vyavahAra ratnatrayano rAga e ajIva che. bhagavAna jIvasvarUpa che tenAthI e bhinna jAta che. pahelA adhikAramAM AvyuM che. jIva adhikAra. vyavahAra ratnatrayano rAga e ajIva che, jIva nahi. AhAhA.! to enAthI jeNe lAbha mAnyo teNe anAtmAne potAno mAnyo, tene AtmAnuM jJAna che nahi. ane (jene) AtmAnuM, anAtmAnuM jJAna nathI tene bannenuM ajJAna che. AhAhA.! "jIva ane ajIvane nathI jANato;" e bannenuM jJAna nathI te jIva ane ajIvane nathI jANato. AhAhA.! AvI vAta che. sUkSma paDe paNa vastu AvI che. paramAtmAe banAvyuM nathI. paramAtmAe vastu banAvI nathI. vastu che evI kahI che. karI nathI, banAvI nathI. jevI vastu che tevuM jJAnamAM AvyuM tevuM kathana dvArA, vANI dvArA AvyuM. e paNa vANI paNa temanI nathI. AhAhA..!
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________________ 132 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 bhagavAna AtmA svapaprakAzaka che to vANI paNa svapara kahevAvALI che. e vANIno svabhAva che. AhAhA.! bhagavAna AtmAno svapara jANavAno svabhAva che ane vANImAM svapara kahevAno svabhAva che. e vANI. AhAhA..! bhagavAnanA zrImukhe A vANI nIkaLI. ema kahevuM e paNa vyavahAra che. AhAhA...! AkaruM kAma che, bhAI! AhAhA.! vastu aMdara saccidAnaMda prabhu, pUrNa AnaMda ane pUrNa atIndriya guNono bhaMDAra bharyo che tenI jene dRSTi nathI, svano Azraya nathI ane temAM nathI evA rAgano Azraya che to ene anAtmA ane AtmAnuM beyanuM jJAna nathI. bannenuM jJAna nathI to jIva-ajIvanuM jJAna nathI. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? AvI vAta che. vyavahAra ratnatrayano vikalpa je rAga che e ajIva che. jIva hoya to jIvamAMthI nIkaLI na jAya. jIvamAMthI nIkaLI jAya che. AhAhA...! vyavahAra, ajIvanuM jene yathArtha jJAna nathI tene jIvanuM paNa (jJAna) nathI. AhAhA...! "jIva ane ajIvane nathI jANato; ane je jIvaajIvane nathI jANato...... AhAhA...! "te samyagdaSTi ja nathI." AhAhA.! sAdhupaNuM ane paMcama guNasthAna zrAvaka e to koI alaukika vAtuM che. A to prathama hajI samyagdarzananI vAta cAle che. AhAhA...! samyagdarzana vinA to pAMcamuM guNasthAna zrAvaka paNa hotuM nathI, samyagdarzana vinA sAdhu paNa hoya nahi. e to AkarI vAta che. ahIM to pahelI samyagdaSTinI vAta (cAle che). jIva-ajIvane nathI jANato te samyagdaSTi nathI. AhAhA...! mATe rAgI (jIva)..." rAganA rAgavALo jIva, mithyAdaSTi "jJAnanA abhAvane lIdhe...." samyajJAnanA abhAvane lIdhe. AhAhA...! rAgane anAtmA (svarUpe) na jANyo to AtmAne jANyo nathI. to "jJAnanA abhAvane lIdhe samyagdaSTi hoto nathI. beyanA jJAnanA abhAvane kAraNe e samyagdaSTi hoto nathI. AhAhA.! AvI vAta che. 201-202 (gAthA), A to nirjarA adhikAra che. bhAvArtha. bhAvArtha che ne? "jayacaMdrajI paMDite" artha karyo che, jayacaMdrajI paMDita'. 'ahIM rAga' zabdathI ajJAnamaya rAgadveSamoha kahevAmAM AvyA che. ahIMyAM samyagdaSTinA rAganI vAta nathI. e to jJAnanuM zeya che. samyagdaSTine to rAga jJAnanuM joya che. jJAnanuM potAnuM svarUpa rAga che, ema che nahi. AhAhA.! pahelI to vastu samajavAmAM kaThaNa, sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi. atyAre to jyAM hoya tyAM vrata karo, apavAsa karo, bhakti karo, jAtrA karo. karavuM tyAM maravuM che. huM rAgano kartA chuM ane paranI, zarIranI hAlavA-cAlavAnI kriyA mArAthI thaI che, ema karavuM, mAnavuM e ja AtmAnuM maraNa che. e AtmAno anAdara che. AhAhA...! AtmA jJAtA-dRSTA che tene ema nahi mAnIne, rAgathI potAne lAbha mAne che. AhAhA...! che? rAga' zabdathI ajJAnamaya rAgadveSamoha kahevAmAM AvyA che. tyAM "ajJAnamaya' kahevAthI mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhIthI thayelA rAgAdika samajavA,..." mithyAtvathI rAga mAro che, evI
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________________ gAthA-201-202 133 mAnyatAmAM je rAga Avyo te rAganI vAta che. jJAnIne rAga Ave che, tene jJAna tenuM che, rAga nahi. AhAhA...! rAga thAya che ane thoDo baMdha paNa thAya che, jyAM sudhI rAga che tyAM sudhI baMdha paNa thAya che. jJAnIne dasame guNasthAna sudhI lobhano aMza che to dasame paNa cha karmano baMdha thAya che paNa jJAnI e rAgano svAmI thato nathI, rAga mAro nathI e apekSAe tene rAgathI bhinna karI dIdho che. bAkI jJAnIne khyAla che ke mArA pariNamanamAM jeTalo rAga che teno, pariNamanano kartA huM chuM, e pariNamana koI jaDathI thayuM che, karmathI thayuM che ema nahi. AhAhA...! samajANuM? mArA pariNamanamAM rAga Avyo te pariNamanano kirtA huM chuM. 47 naya, pravacanasAra', temAM A naya cAlI che. jJAnI dharmAtmA gaNadhara ho topaNa bhagavAnanA vinayano rAga Avyo teno kartA huM chuM, pariNamanano kartA huM chuM e apekSAe (kartA). karavA lAyaka che ema vAta nathI. AhAhA...! chatAM kartA huM chuM ema mAne che. Are.. AhAhA...! mithyAtva vinA cAritramohanA udayano rAga na levo." mithyAtva vinA ekalo rAga Ave che to e ahIMyAM na levo. ahIMyAM tenI vAta nathI. kAraNa ke aviratasamyagdaSTi." cothe guNasthAne, pAMcame, chaThuM "cAritramohanA udaya saMbaMdhI rAga che." samyagdaSTine je rAga Avyo che e rAga "jJAnasahita che;" bhAnasahita che. rAganuM jJAna thAya che. AhAhA...! te paNa rAga che to jJAna thAya che ema paNa nahi. samajANuM? jJAnInI paryAyamAM jJAnano svaparaprakAzaka potAno svabhAvathI rAgane jANe che ema kahevuM vyavahAra che, paNa kharekhara rAga saMbaMdhI jJAna ane potA saMbaMdhInuM jJAna potAnI paryAyamAM potAne kAraNe utpanna thAya che. AhAhA.! have ATaluM badhuM kyAre (samajI? AhAhA.! rAgane jANe che ema kahevuM te vyavahAra che. rAgane kare che, ema kahevuM, karavA lAyaka che ema kahevuM e to mithyAtva che. paraMtu pariNamana che to rAgano kartA huM chuM, ema jANavuM tene samyagdarzana che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? mumukSu :- samyagdaSTine to baMdha thato ja nathI. uttara :- baMdha thato nathI e to dRSTinI apekSAe kahyuM che. baMdha thato na hoya to cAritra levAnI jarUra nathI. jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu che e to eka dRSTinI apekSAe kahyuM che. bhogathI nirjarA thAya to bhogano tyAga karIne svarUpamAM sthira thavAnuM, TharavAnuM to rahetuM nathI. ema che nahi. AhAhA...! samajANuM? rAgano aMza jyAM sudhI che teTalA aMze jJAnIne paNa baMdha thAya che. AhAhA...! bhale karmamAM sthiti, anubhAga alpa ho paNa baMdha che. bhAvabaMdha paNa che, pelo dravyabaMdha che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- anaMta saMsArano baMdha? uttara :- anaMta saMsArano baMdha che nahi. jJAnIne anaMta saMsAra che nahi. eka, be
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________________ 134 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 cAra bhava hoya te jJAnanuM zeya che. AhAhA..! jJAnanuM jJeya che. jJAna zabde potAnA jJAnamAM e 52 tarIke jJeya che. e bhava potAno che, bhava ane bhavano bhAva potAno che ema jJAnI mAnato nathI. mumukSu H- rAga mArI paryAyamAM che ema jANe che. uttara HparyAyamAM che ema jANe che. AhAhA..! AvI vAta che. AkarI vAta che. vartamAnamAM to evI gaDabaDa thaI gaI che ne. badhI prarUpaNA vyavahA2 Ama karo, Ama karo, Ama karo. prabhu! bahu phera che, prabhu! AhA..! AhAhA..! vItarAga trilokanAtha sarvajJanI hAjarImAM je vAta AvI e vAta AkhI judI che. AhAhA..! aviratasamyagdaSTi vagerene cAritramohanA udaya saMbaMdhI rAga che te jJAnasahita che;...' zuM kahyuM? jJAnasahita bhAna che ke huM to AnaMda chuM ane rAga duHkha che. evuM jJAnIne bhAna che. vyavahArathI che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. vyavahAranayano viSaya che ke nahi? nathI, ema nathI. AdaraNIya nathI. paNa vyavahArano viSaya che, rAgAdi che ane baMdha che tene jANe che. AhAhA..! jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu che ema mAnIne svacchaMda ka2e (ema na cAle). ame samikatI chIe, pahelA AvI gayuM che. ame samikatI chIe, amAre zuM che? (ema svacchaMda karIza) to marI jaIza, sAMbhaLane! aMtaramAM anubhava thayo, AnaMdano svAda Avyo e apekSAe rAgane duHkha jANe che ane rAgathI lAbha mAne che e to mithyAdRSTi mUDha jIva che. AhA..! jaina ja nathI. ghaTa ghaTa aMta2 jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, matamadirAke pAna so matavAlA samaje na' ghaTa ghaTa aMta2 jina vase' paramAtmA jinasvarUpI ghaTa ghaTamAM birAjamAna che ane jainapaNuM paNa ghaTamAM che. e svarUpanuM jJAna karavuM ane rAgathI bhinna paDavuM e jJAna, jainapaNuM aMta2mAM thAya che. koI bAhya kriyA ghaTI jAya to samikata thAya (ema nathI). cakravartIne cha khaMDanuM rAja hoya che. AhAhA..! ane digaMbara sAdhu aThyAvIsa mULaguNa pALato hoya to mithyAdaSTi che (kemake) rAgane potAno mAne che ane cakravartI cha khaMDanuM rAja (karato hoya), chanuM hajAra strI, chattuM karoDa pAyadaLa hoya... AhAhA..! chatAM temAM rAga nathI, e cIja mArI nathI, mArAmAM nathI, temAM huM nathI (ema mAne che). AhAhA..! indranA indrAsana, karoDo indrANI che, saudharma indra atyAre ekabhavatArI che. saudharma indra che, batrIsa lAkha vimAna (che), eka eka vimAnamAM asaMkhya deva rahe che. ghaNA vimAnamAM to ekabhavatArI che, zAstramAM pATha che). tyAMthI nIkaLI manuSya thaIne mokSa javAnA che. te paNa hajAro indrANI ke batrIsa lAkha vimAna(ne potAnA mAnato nathI). aMdara rAgano kaNa utpanna thAya che te paNa mAro nathI to pelI cIja to dUra rahI. AhAhA..! sUkSma vAta che, bhAI! A to 5ramAtmA trilokanAthanA peTanI vAta che. e peTanA khulAsA thAya
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________________ gAthA201-202 135 che. A vAta che, prabhu! koIne ThIka na lAge, ekAMta lAge. kahe che, ekAMta che. ekAMta che. kaho, prabhu! tuM paNa prabhu cho. paryAyamAM bhUla che to che, vastu to prabhu che. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, AhAhA...! samyagdaSTine cAritramoha saMbaMdhI rAga che te jJAnasahita che. te rAgane samyagdaSTi karmodayathI thayelo roga jANe che.... juo! rAgane roga jANe che. dharmI rAgane kALo nAga jove che. AhAhA.! "samayasAra" "mokSa adhikAramAM AvyuM che, rAgane viSakuMbha kahyuM che, jherano ghaDo che. AhAhA...! prabhu amRtano sAgara che, prabhuAtmA amRtano sAgara che ane zubharAga jherano ghaDo che. A to amRtano sAgara che. AhAhA...! tamAruM peluM "sAgara" gAma nahi, hoM! paMDitajI! amRtano sAgara. AhAhA...! jJAnIno "rAga che te jJAnasahita che; te rAgane samyagdaSTi karmodayathI thayelo roga jANe che ane tene maTADavA ja icche che;" samakitI rAgane rAkhavA nathI mAgato. AhAhA.! rAga maTADavA ja mAge che. AhAhA.! te rAga pratye tene rAga nathI." rAga pratye rAga nathI. AhA.! rAga mAro che evI buddhi jJAnIne nathI. AhAhA.! "vaLI samyagdaSTine rAgano lezamAtra sabhAva nathI ema kahyuM che tenuM kAraNa A pramANe che - samyagdaSTine azubha rAga to atyaMta gauNa che. azubha rAga Ave che, samyagdaSTine ArtadhyAna thAya che, raudradhyAna thAya che e to atyaMta gauNa che. "ane je zubha rAga thAya che tene te jarAya bhalo sAro) samajato nathI...' sAro nathI samajato. AhAhA.! azubha rAga paNa Ave che paNa gauNa che. zubha rAganI mukhyatA (che), chatAM tene sAro nathI samajato. AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. tenA pratye lezamAtra rAga karato nathI." AhAhA...! "vaLI nizcayathI to tene rAganuM svAmitva ja nathI." zuM kahe che? juo! AhAhA.! je potAnI cIja nathI teno te svAmI nathI. samyagdaSTi rAgano svAmI nathI. AhAhA...! AtmAmAM eka svasvAmItva nAmano guNa che. 47 zaktimAM chello guNa che. 47 - cAra ane sAta guNa che ne? AmAM pAchaLa che, pAchaLa. svasvAmIsaMbaMdha nAmano guNa AtmAmAM che. dharmI potAnA nirmaLa dravya, guNa, paryAyane potAnuM sva mAne che. upAdeya tarIke dravya che paNa jANe che e to potAnA dravya, guNa, paryAya nirmaLa che tene potAnA mAne che, teno e svAmI che, rAgano svAmI nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM? "mATe tene lezamAtra rAga nathI. A kAraNe samakitIne lezamAtra rAga nathI. A kAraNe kahyuM che. mithyAtva ane ajJAnane potAnA nathI mAnato e kAraNe. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!)
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________________ 136 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ( zloka-138) (manTAntiA ) AsaMsArAtpratipadamamI rAgiNo nityamattAH suptA yasminnapadamapadaM tadvibudhyadhvamandhAH / etaitetaH padamidamidaM yatra caitanyadhAtuH zuddhaH zuddhaH svarasabharataH sthaayibhaavtvmeti||138|| have A arthanuM kaLaza rUpa kAvya kahe che, je kAvya dvArA AcAryadeva anAdithI rAgAdikane potAnuM pada jANI sUtelAM rAgI prANIone upadeza kare che - zlokArdhaH- (zrI guru saMsArI bhavya jIvone saMbodhe che ke) [ sthA: ] he aMdha prANIo! [ saMsArat ] anAdi saMsArathI mAMDIne [ pratipa ] paryAye paryAye [ ma ga ] A rAgI jIvo [ nityamaHI: ] sadAya matta vartatA thakA [ rimanuM sutA: ] je padamAM sUtA che-UMghe che [ tat ] te pada arthAt sthAna [ 3pam parva ] apada che-apada che, tamAruM sthAna nathI.) [ vivudhdhadhvamU ] ema tame samajo. be vAra kahevAthI ati karuNAbhAva sUcita thAya che) [ rUta: gata ta ] A tarapha Avo-A tarapha Avo, (ahIM nivAsa karo.) [ pam rUdram 3 ] tamAruM pada A che-A che [ 2 ] jyAM [ zuddhaH zuddha: caitanyadhAtu: ] zuddhazuddha caitanyadhAtu | sva-ra-marataH ] nija rasanI atizayatAne lIdhe [ sthAyimAvatvam ti] sthAyIbhAvapaNAne prApta che arthAt sthira che-avinAzI che. (ahIM "zuddha' zabda be vAra kahyo che te dravya ane bhAva bannenI zuddhatA sUcave che. sarva anyadravyothI judo hovAne lIdhe AtmA dravya zuddha che ane paranA nimitte thatA potAnA bhAvothI rahita hovAne lIdhe bhAve zuddha che.) bhAvArtha - jema koI mahAna puruSa madya pIne malina jagyAmAM sUto hoya tene koI AvIne jagADe-saMbodhana kare ke "tArI sUvAnI jagyA A nathI; tArI jagyA to zuddha suvarNamaya dhAtunI banelI che, anya kudhAtunA bheLathI rahita zuddha che ane ati majabUta che; mATe huM tane batAvuM chuM tyAM Ava, tyAM zayana Adi karI AnaMdita thA'; tevI rIte A prANIo anAdi saMsArathI mAMDIne rAgAdikane bhalA jANI, temane ja potAno svabhAva jANI, temAM ja nizciMta sUtAM che-sthita che, temane zrI guru karuNApUrvaka saMbodhe che-gADe che-sAvadhAna
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________________ zloka-138 137 kare che ke "he aMdha prANIo ! tame je padamAM sUtAM cho te tamAruM pada nathI; tamAruM pada to zuddha caitanyadhAtumaya che, bahAramAM anya dravyonA bheLa vinAnuM tema ja aMtaraMgamAM vikAra vinAnuM zuddha che ane sthAyI che; te padane prApta thAo-zuddha caitanyarUpa potAnA bhAvano Azraya karo".138. pravacana naM. 280 zloka-138, gAthA-203 zukravAra, zrAvaNa vada 3, tA. 10-08-1979 'samayasA2', 'nirjarA adhikAra' 138 kaLaza. (manvAgantA) AsaMsArAtpratipadamamI go nityamattAH yasminnapadamapadaM tadvibudhyadhvamandhAH / padamidamidaM yatra caitanyadhAtuH suptA etaitetaH zuddhaH zuddhaH svasamarata:sthAyimAvatvameti||1rU8|| '(zrI guru saMsArI bhavya jIvone saMbodhe che ke :) he aMdha prANIo!" aMdha nAma he prANIo! tArI cIja AnaMdamaya che tene tuM joto nathI (mATe tuM) AMdhaLo cho. he aMdha! anAdi saMsA2thI mAMDIne paryAya paryAya A rAgI jIvo sadAya matta vartatA thakA...' huM manuSya chuM ne huM deva chuM ne huM krodhI chuM ne huM nArakI chuM ne huM tiryaMca chuM, zeThiyo chuM ne huM daridra chuM, huM mUrkha chuM ne huM paMDita chuM ne, ema paryAye paryAye abhimAna karyuM che. AhAhA..! 'sadAya matta vartatA thakA... aMdha. bhagavAna caitanya zuddha AnaMdakaMda prabhu, tene je jotA nathI tene ahIM AMdhaLA kahevAmAM AvyA che. bIjI cIjane jove che chatAM AMdhaLo kahyo. AhAhA..! nijasvarUpanI cIja zuM che, te ta2pha tAro jhukAva nathI, e tarapha tAro prema nathI ane je cIja tArAmAM nathI, zarI2, vANI, mana, lakSmI-paisA, Abaru emAM tAruM mana matta thaI gayuM che, masta thaI gayuM che. tethI bhagavAna AcArya aMdha kahIne saMbodhana kare che. AhAhA..! eka bAju 72 gAthAmAM bhagavAna tarIke kahe, bhagavAnaAtmA! e puNya ane pApanA malina bhAvathI prabhu tuM judo cho. bhinna cho. AhAhA..! ane temAM potApaNuM mAne ane tenuM phaLa saMyoga... AhAhA..! hamaNAM bhAIe, 'ramezabhAI'e gAyuM nahi? deve dvArikA nagarI racI ApI' 'zrIkRSNa' mATe deve dvArikA (racI). sonAnA gaDha ane ratananA kAMgarA. AhAhA..! e jyAre haDa.. haDa.. haDa.. agnithI baLI prajA lAkho, karoDo baLe, saLage. 'zrIkRSNa' ane 'baLadeva' mAtA
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________________ 138 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pitAne rathamAM besADI bahAra kADhe che. uparathI hukama thAya, AkAzamAMthI avAja Ave, choDI de, mA-bApane, I nahi bace. AhAhA... jenI hajAro deva sevA karatA hatA, e mA-bApane bacAvavA taiyAra na thayA. AhAhA...! mA-bApane rathamAM besADI bahAra kADhatA hatA tyAM avAja Avyo, choDI dyo! tamArA be sivAya koI nahi bace. AhAhA.! e "kRSNa ne baLadevanI hajAro deva sevA kare, enA mA-bApane) baLatA dekhe, khaDakhaDa rove che. AhAhA.! e nAzavAna cIjane nAzavAna kALe... AhAhA...! koNa rAkhI zake prabhu! AhAhA...! sonAnA gaDha ne ratananA kAMgarA saLage. AhAhA...! te deve banAvelI (nagarI), deve tene banAvI hatI. e deva paNa baLatA hatA temAM rakSA karavA AvyA nahi. AhAhA.! ema A zarIrarUpI nagarI racI che. AhAhA. je samaye teno chUTavAno kALa Avaze tyAre tArI rAkhavAnI koI tAkAta nathI. ahIMyAM e kahe che, e apada che. aMdara che. AhA...! "sadAya matta vartatA thakA je padamAM sUtA che-UMghe che te pada arthAt sthAna apada che-apada che..." e zarIramAM tArI dRSTi paDI che, prabhu! e tAruM apada che, tAruM pada nahi. AhAhA.! zarIra, vANI, lakSmI, paisA, Abaru, kIrti, makAna prabhu! e tAruM pada nahi, e apadamAM tuM sUto cho, nAtha! tArA padanI saMbhALa le. AhA.! che? "sadAya matta vartatA thakA je padamAM sUtA che. zarIramAM, vANImAM, paisA, strI, kuTuMba, makAna. AhAhA...! koI rAkhavA na AvyuM. AhAhA...! haDa.haDahaDa saLage. rathamAM bahAra nIkaLyA ane mA-bApa baLyA. "kRSNa ane baLadeva' dekhe. koI zaraNa nahi. aMdaramAM rANIo pokAra kare. jenI ardhAganA rANI. hajAro rANI pokAra kare, are... kRSNa'! amane kADho, amane kADho. koNa kADhe bhAI! AhAhA...! tArI dRSTi jyAM para upara apadamAM paDI che, tArA padamAM zuM cIja che tenI tane khabara nathI. AhAhA...! apadamAM tArI buddhi rokAI gaI, prabhu! AhA...! AcArya ekavAra bhagavAna tarIke saMbodhana kare ane ekavAra aMdha tarIke kare. AhAhA.! prabhu tAro svabhAva to bhagavAnasvarUpa che, prabhu! e tarIke to AcArya bhagavAna tarIke saMbodhana kare che. paraMtu tuM paryAyamAM, rAga ne dveSa ne puNya ne pApanA phaLamAM matta thaI gayo, masta thaI gayo che, pAgala thaI gayo che. AhA.! e cIja nAzavAna che, bhAI! AhAhA...! e rUpALA zarIra lAge e ekavAra agnimAM saLagaze. ahIMthI agni nIkaLaze. AhAhA...! hA..hA. haDa.haDa agni saLagaze. A ja bhavamAM zarIranI sthiti. AhAhA...! prabhu! e tArI cIja kyAM che? AhA...! apadamAM tArI cIja kyAM che? che? be vAra kahyuM, "apada che-apada che" prabhu! e rAga, puSya, zarIra, lakSmI, Abaru, kIrti, makAna, e jamIna, makAna... AhAhA...! olo be abaja ne cAlIsa karoDano dhaNI... popaTabhAI che ne? "popaTabhAInA sALA, A popaTabhAInA sALA. be abaja cAlIsa
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________________ zloka-138 139 karoDa. "balubhAI! dazAzrImALI vANiyA hatA, tamArI nAtanA. AhAhA.! e ahIM... mumukSu :- sAcavIne rAkhatA nahi AvaDyuM hoya. uttara :- are...! zuM rAkhe bhAI! mane duHkhe che, ema rAtre doDha vAge kahyuM. mane duHkhe che. ghare cAlIsa lAkhanA baMgalA, dasa-dasa lAkhanA baMgalA, sAMITha lAkhanA traNa baMgalA. ane AhAhA...! atyAre A to vartamAna. eno chokaro che. chokaro "muMbaI darzana karavA AvyA hatA. e kahe, "mArA pitAjIne ApanA darzana karavAno bhAva hato." ema kAMIka bole ne! ahIMyAM Ave eTale evuM bole). haze kAMIka, ekavAra kahetA hatA kharA, nahi? popaTabhAI ! sonagaDha' jAvuM che ekavAra, kahyuM haze. paNa aDhI abaja rUpiyA! phATI gayelA pyAlA. AhAhA.! 'dvArikA saLage emAM e vakhate saLagI gayuM. mumukSu :- "aMbAjInI maherabAnI . uttara :- dhULa, pAcho "aMbAjIne mAnato. sthAnakavAsI hato ane aMbAjIne mAnato. AhAhA.! e bhAI pAMca miniTamAM deha chUTI gayo. bApu! e apada ane anitya che. bhAI! prabhu! A to nAzavAna cIja che, tAruM avinAzI pada to prabhu! aMdara che. AhAhA.! are...! avinAzI bhagavAna aMdara (birAje che), e tarapha tAruM lakSeya nahi, te pada tarapha tAruM dhyAneya nahi ane A apadamAM tArI prIti ane premamAM ghUsI gayo. AhA...! (e) tAruM sthAna nahi, ema kahyuM. AhAhA.! zarIra, vANI, karma Adi. AhAhA...! e mA-bApa saLagatA haze tyAre kRSNa ne baLadeva' koNa kahevAya? AhAhA...! ardha - traNa khaMDanA dhaNI. mA-bApa baLe toya choDAvI zakyA nahi, bhAI! AhAhA... "kRSNa" "baLadevane pokAra kare che, moTAbhAI che ne? pote to moTA, padavI tarIke vAsudeva' moTA che. bhAI! have ApaNe kyAM jazuM? AhAhA.! bhAI! A dvArikA saLagI. ApaNe pAMDavone to dezabahAra karyA. bhAI! ApaNe jANuM kyAM? AhAhA. e samaya to juo! heM? "baLabhadra kahe che, bhAI! ApaNe pAMDavane dezabahAra karyA che paNa e sajjana che, bhAI! sajjana che. ApaNe tyAM jAzuM, bIjuM koI sAdhana nathI. ara.2.2...! jenI hajAro deva sevA kare I pokAra kare che. bhAI! kyAM jAzuM have? dvArikA saLagI. AhAhA...! rAjAnI upara to ame dhaNI hatA te rAjAo paNa ApaNane kaMI zaraNa Ape nahi. ene amAruM dabANa hatuM. jAvuM kyAM? bhAI! "baLadeva" kahe, bApA! bhAI! ApaNe tyAM pAMDava pAse jAzuM, e sajjana che. Are...! AhAhA...! e "kausaMbI' vanamAM gayA. tyAre kRSNa" kahe che, bhAI! mArAmAM paga upADavAnI zakti nathI. mane eTalI tRSA lAgI che. "kRSNa" pokAre che, mane eTalI tRSA lAgI che ke, paga nahi bharI zakuM, bApA! bhAI! tame ahIM raho. baLadeva kahe, huM pANI levA jAuM. AhAhA. tyAM pANInA loTA-boTA kyAM hatA? pAMdaDA moTA hatA to pAMdaDAne saLIyuM nAkhIne loTA jevuM banAvIne pANI levA gayA. bhagavAne kaheluM ke, AnA hAthe A maraze. zuM nAma
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________________ 140 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 kIdhuM? "jaratakumAra... jaratakumAra'! bhagavAne kaheluM ke Ane hAthe maraze, eTale bicAro bAra varSathI jaMgalamAM raheto hato). AhAhA.! "zrIkRSNa' to ... prANI, pagamAM maNi, ratana bharelAM. Ama cheTethI devuM. paga upara caDAvIne sUtA. koI haraNa che ema dhArIne tIra mAryuM. AhAhA...! tIra mAryuM ne tyAM lohI jAma thaIne hajAro kIDIo bhegI thaI), AhA...! deha chUTI gayo. hajI deha chUTyA pahelA karatakumAra AvyA ke, are..! koNa che A te? AhAhA...! bhAI! tame bAra varSathI jaMgalamAM raho cho). mAre hAthe A sthiti! prabhu! meM gajaba karyo, kALa karyo. AhAhA...! mAre have kyAM jAvuM? zrIkRSNa" kahe che, bhAI! e kaustubhamaNi abajo rUpiyAnI kiMmatanuM vAsudevanI AMgaLImAM hoya che. kaustubhamaNi. A laI jA, pAMDava pAse jA ne tane rAkhaze ke, A mAruM cihna che. traNa khaMDamAM kostubhamaNi koI pAse nathI eTale A eMdhANa laIne jA. bhAI! tane rAkhaze. AhAhA...! e jyAM tyAMthI chUTe che tyAM deha chUTI javAno. kausaMbI vanamAM "kRSNa' ekalA. AhAhA...! koI tyAM zaraNa nahi. AhA.! e apadamAM zaraNa kyAM che? prabhu! AhAhA.! enI saMbhALa karavA tuM jA cho. dehanI ne vANInI. bAhya padArthanI. AhA...! e apada che ne, prabhu! e tAruM rahevAnuM sthAna nahi. AhAhA...! tAruM besavAnuM e sthAna nathI, prabhu! AhAhA...! tAruM besavAnuM sthAna aMdara avinAzI bhagavAna che. AhAhA..! vivudhdhadhvam "ema tame samajo. (be vAra kahevAthI ati karuNAsvabhAva sUcita thAya che). karuNA... karuNA. karuNA. saMtonI paNa karuNA! are..re...! prabhu! huM manuSya chuM ne huM deva chuM ne huM paisAvALo chuM ne huM rAjA chuM ne huM jamInadAra chuM ne huM zeTha chuM. are...! prabhu! A zuM kare che? AhAhA...! prabhu e cIja to nAzavAna che. e tAruM apada che, tyAM tAruM rahevAnuM sthAna nathI, e beThakanuM sthAna nahi, prabhu! AhAhA.! dArU pIne jema koI mANasoe viSTA karI hoya ane tyAM jAya, AhAhA.! bIjo mANasa Avyo ne kahyuM, are..! rAjA tame? dArU pIdhelo. mANasanI viSTA hatI tyAM sUto. AhAhA.! bhAI! A zuM? tamAruM sthAna to rAjamAM sonAnA siMhAsana che ane A zuM? paNa dArUnA pIdhelA. ema mohanA pIdhelA ajJAnI. AhAhA.! potAno AnaMdakaMda prabhu, saccidAnaMda zuddha svarUpa, temAM nahi jaIne A apadamAM tAruM sthAna (mAnIne) saMtoSAIne paDyo cho, prabhu! AhAhA.! "ta: ta ta' "A tarapha Avo-A tarapha Avo...... AhAhA.! che? e be vAra kahyuM. apada, apada be vAra kahyuM. AhAhA.! ahIMyAM Avo, ahIMyAM Avo. prabhu ahIMyAM aMdara AtmA AnaMdano nAtha, prabhu! AhAhA.! zuddha paramAtmasvarUpa, e rAgathI rahita prabhu tAruM sthAna ahIMyAM che tyAM Avo, tyAM Avo. AhAhA...! che? "A tarapha Avo- A tarapha Avo, jyAM pUrNAnaMdano nAtha zuddha caitanyapaNe birAjamAna che. AhAhA...! atIndriya caitanya camatkArika zaktiono sAgara paDyo che. prabhu! tyAM Avane, Avane. be vAra kahyuM.
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________________ zloka-138 141 e. Ava, Ava. Avo.. Avo. AhAhA.! che? (ahIM nivAsa karo." ahIMyAM nivAsa karo. vAsa uparAMta nivAsa. AhAhA...! nivAsa karo. tyAM raho ke jemAMthI nIkaLavuM na paDe e rIte nivAsa karo, ema kahe che. vAsa, nivAsa. vasavuM ane A to nivAsa. vizeSa aMdara bhagavAna caitanyamUrti prabhu che ne tyAM Avane, tyAM Avane aMdara. AhAhA...! saMto digaMbara muni, 'amRtacaMdrAcArya. AhAhA...! e vakhate cAlatA siddha! hajAra varSa pahelAM digaMbara saMta evA "amRtacaMdrAcArya. enI A TIkA. atyAre bharatakSetramAM bIje kyAMya nathI. AhAhA. AvI TIkA! eka eka zabdamAM keTaluM bharyuM che. AhAhA.! samajANuM? A to TIkA uparAMta kaLaza banAvyo che. ahIMyAM Avo, (nivAsa karo)." AhA.! "pam tam rUdra "tamAruM pada A che- A che." AhAhA...! traNa vAta kahI. eka to "apada, apada be vAra kahyuM. ahIM Avo, Avo, be vAra (kahyuM, ane tamAruM pada A che, A che. e be vAra (kahyuM. che? "pUtam rUm rUdra' "param rUm rUra'. AhAhA.! bahu sarasa kaLaza Avyo che. bhagavAna aMdara che ne, bApu! AhA! caitanya camatkArika cIja aMdara prabhu bhagavat svarUpa che tyAM Avo, tyAM Avo. AhAhA.! e (bAhya cIjo) apada che, apada che. zarIra, vANI, lakSmI, Abaru, kIrti e badhuM apada che, apada che. be vAra. ahIM Avo, Avo. be vAra. tamAruM pada A che, A che. be vAra. prabhu! tAruM pada to aMdara AnaMda avinAzI pada che ne! AhAhA...! jyAM zuddha zuddha caitanyadhAtu..." e be vAra, zuddha zuddha caitanyadhAtu. zuddha dravya ane paryAye zuddha che. AhAhA...! dravya ane guNe e zuddha che. AhAhA...! zuddha zuddha. paryAya laIe to kAraNa zuddhaparyAya. bAkI guNa ane dravya. dravya zuddha ane guNe zuddha che. e caitanyadhAtu che ne, prabhu! jeNe caitanyapaNuM dhArI rAkhyuM che ne! eNe rAga ane puNya dhArI nathI rAkhyA. bhagavAna aMdara caitanyadhAtu, eNe caitanyapaNe dhArI rAkhyuM che. AhAhA.! eNe atIndriya AnaMdane dhArI rAkhyo che, prabhu! AhAhA.! e zuddha zuddha caitanyadhAtu. va-22-marataH "nija rasanI." "marataH' nAma "atizayatAne lIdhe.' AhAhA.! jenA rasamAM eTalo rasa che, atizaya, AnaMdarasa, jJAnarasa, zAMtarasa, svacchatArasa, prabhutArasa evA anaMta guNanA rasa. AhAhA.! nijarasanI atizayatA. "marata:' che ne? vizeSatA. evo nijarasa bharyo che ke enA jevo kyAMya nathI. AnaMdarasa jemAM prabhu AtmAmAM che. AhAhA...! atIndriya caitanyadhAtu jenI che. dhAtu nAma dhAraNa karyuM che. eNe to caitanyapaNuM ja dhAraNa karyuM che. rAga ane puNya eNe dhAraNa nathI karyA. AhAhA...! (ahIM sudhI) jAvuM. kaho, paMkajabhAI'! A jhaverAtanA dhaMdhAmAMthI nIkaLavuM ane A badhuM. AhAhA...! bahu pedA thAya pachI ApaNe lAkha-be lAkha dAnamAM ApazuM. paNa emAM... e paNa zubhabhAva che. e paNa apada che. AhAhA...! evI vAta che, prabhu! AhAhA.!
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________________ 142 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 mumukSu :- duniyAne, saMsArane saLagAvI dIdho. uttara :- saMsAra AkhI cIja ja duHkhamayI che. zarIra, vANI, karma, paisA, Abaru, kIrti badhA duHkhanA nimitta che to duHkhamayI kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! Ama pAMca-pacIsa lAkha mahine mahine pedA thAya. AhAhA...! magaja - pyAlA phATI jAya. bhAI! tuM pAgala thaI gayo cho. je tArI cIja nathI tyAM dArU pIne jema viSTAnA sthAnamAM bese, ema prabhu teM mithyAtvano moTo dArU pIdho che. AhAhA...! ke je sthAna tAruM pada nahi tyAM tuM sUto cho. AhAhA...! zuddha caitanyadhAtu "sva-ra-marata: svarasathI bharyo paDyo che. svarasanI vizeSatAthI, atizayatAthI bharyo paDyo che. AhAhA.! are..re. evI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi. hai? eNe kyAM jAvuM? AhA...! ane A to AtmAnA hitanI vAta che, prabhu! samajANuM? e paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma ne emAM rahevuM e badhA apada che, ema kahe che. AhAhA.! tAruM pada to zuddha zuddha caitanyadhAtu aMdara birAjamAna che, bhagavAna. AhAhA...! karmanA nimitte rAga thAya tenAthI paNa tArI cIja bhinna che. AhAhA.! tArI cIjane rAganI lALa coMTatI nathI, aDatI nathI. dayA, dAna, vrata, kAma, krodhanA pariNAma prabhu! tArI cIjane aDatA nathI. evI tArI cIja aMdara nirlepa paDI che. AhAhA...! AnaMdano sAgara uchaLe che, tyAM jAne nAtha! tyAM Avane prabhu! AhAhA...! A munionI karuNA to juo! heM? AhAhA...! sva-rasa-marata: nija zaktinA rasanA AnaMdAdi aneka guNa. astitvano AnaMda, vastutvano AnaMda, jIvatvano AnaMda, jJAnano AnaMda, darzanano AnaMda, zAMtino AnaMda, zAMti eTale cAritrano (AnaMda), evA anaMta guNano AnaMda, evA rasathI bharelo paDyo che ne prabhu aMdara. AhAhA..! sthAyIbhAvapaNAne prApta che." zuM kahe che? jyAre A vastu - zarIrarAga nAzavAna che tyAre A sthAyIbhAva (che). sthira bhAva aMdara paDyo che, sthAyI rahenAra che, kAyama rahenAra che. AhAhA...! kyAM karoDopatio, zeThiyAo, mA-bApa enA are. marIne kyAM paDyA hoya? lIlotarImAM, kaMdamULamAM, lasaNakaMdamAM paDyA hoya, bApu! AhAhA.! ahIM badhA kuTuMba-kabIlA ne pAMca-pacIsa lAkhanA makAna hoya ne moja mANatA hoya. jANe, ohoho...! emAM dIkarAnA lagana hoya ne emAM be-pAMca lAkha kharcavA hoya ne... AhAhA.! phaLyAphUlyA juo e saMsAramAM! enI mA paNa rAgaNamAM karatA karatA kaMTha besI jAya. bIjA kahe ke, bA! paNa thoDuM bolo ne! AhAhA.! rAganA rasiyAnA rAga, kaMTha besI jAya topaNa rADyuM pADyA kare. mUrNa AhAhA.! prabhu! tAro rasa to ahIMyAM sthAyIbhAva A che ne! A to badhA asthAyI che. AhAhA.! zloka bahu sAro AvI gayo che. "nirjarA adhikAra' vAMcatA hatA ne? AhAhA.!
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________________ zloka-138 143 sthAyIbhAvapaNAne prApta che arthAta sthira che. bhagavAna aMdara sthAyIbhAva, sthAyI avinAzI dhruva. dhruvadhAma prabhu tAruM pada che. AhAhA.! e padamAM AvI jA. apadathI chUTI jA. AhAhA.! janma-maraNa rahita thavuM hoya to apadathI chUTIne padamAM AvI jA. AhAhA...! bhagavAna tArI caitanyadhAtu nijarasathI aMdara bharI paDI che. AnaMdano rasa! AhAhA...! jema pUraNapoLI hoya che ne? pUraNapoLI nahi? Ama ghImAM nAkhe. rasaboLa, raboLa (ghI) Tapake. ema bhagavAna AnaMdanA rasathI aMdara bharyo paDyo che. aMdara rasa Tapake che. jo tArI najara kara to emAM rasa Tapake che. AhAhA.! are.re..! AvuM tAruM tattva, prabhu e bhUlIne kyAM tuM paDyA cho? kyAM tArI dRSTi paDI che? AhAhA! sthAyIbhAvane prApta nAma sthira, avinAzI che. AhAhA...! | 'ahIM "zuddha zabda be vAra kahyo che te dravya ane bhAva bannenI zuddhatA sUcave che) dravya zuddha che ane bhAva paNa zuddha che. AhAhA.! bhAvavAna dravya to zuddha che paNa bhAvavAnano bhAveya zuddha che. AhAhA...! A bhAva puNya-pApanA bhAva nahi. e to azuddha, mela ne duHkha che. AhAhA.! bhAvavAna bhagavAna, teno bhAva zuddha AnaMdAdi bhAva e tAro che. e sthAyIbhAvane prApta che, sthirabhAva che. anAdi anaMta anaMta e to sthirarUpa che. jemAM halacala che nahi. AhAhA...! prabhu! evuM tAruM dhruvadhAma paDyuM che ne! AhAhA...! e tArI nagarImAM Ava. A paranI nagarIne choDa, prabhu AhAhA.! amAruM nagara che, amAruM gAma che. AhA...! "samasta anyadravyothI judo hovAne lIdhe " dravya ane bhAvano khulAso kare che. samasta anyadravyothI judo hovAne lIdhe AtmA dravya zuddha che ane paranA nimitte thatA potAnA bhAvothI) potAnA bhAvothI. juo! puNya-pApanA bhAva paryAyamAM thAya che, potAnA bhAvathI paNa bhinna che, ema kahe che. AhAhA...! are! koI vAMcana nahi, zravaNa nahi, manana nahi ane ema ne ema dhaMdhAmAM ne bAyaDI, chokarA, kuTuMbamAM mazagula, mazagula masta, pAgala jevA dekhe. AhAhA...! prabhu! tuM kyAM cho? kyAM jA cho tuM? tane khabara nathI. AhAhA...! e vezyAne ghare jA to vyabhicArI thAya che. ema rAga ne parane potAnA) mAne che to tuM vyabhicArI thAya che, prabhu! AhAhA.! je cIja tArI nahi tene potAnI mAnavI e vyabhicAra che. AhAhA.! jeThAlAlabhAI ! AvI vAta che, prabhu AhAhA.! AhA!! "bhAve zuddha che).' bhAvArtha - dRSTAMta Ape che. jema koI mahAna puruSa madya pIne.." joyuM? dArU pIne. AhA. ame to joyuM che, "rAjakoTamAM jaMgala bahAra jatA hatA to eka (mANasa) dArU pIne nIkaLato. rAjakoTanI bahAra moTuM dArUnuM pIThuM che. e bAju ame jaMgala, dizAe jatA. eka dArU pIne nIkaLyo hato. Ama gAMDA jevo, pAgala. are...! kIdhuM. AhAhA.! mANasa ThIka hato Ama paNa dArU pIdhelo eTale kAMI bhAna na maLe. AhAhA...! "rAjakoTamAM
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________________ 144 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 gAma bahAra... AhAhA...! ema A to zaheradITha, gAmadITha dArU pIdhelA che, kahe che. ane e mithyAtvanA dArU pIdhelA madamAM AvelA, ame lakSmIvALA chIe, ame zeTha chIe, ame rAjA chIe. AhAhA...! strI kahe, ame rANI chIe, paTarANI chIe. AhA..! zeThANI chuM. are.! prabhu! zuM kare che tuM A? AhAhA. e kyAM tArI cIja che ke tane abhimAna thayA? AhAhA...! mahAna puruSa madya pIne malina jagyAmAM sUto hoya....' malina sthAna hoya tyAM sUto hoya). tene koI AvIne jagADe-saMbodhana kare ke "tArI sUvAnI jagyA A nathI;." sone kA sthAna eTale sonAnuM nahi. sone kA eTale sUvAnuM sthAna. tArI sUvAnI jagyA A nathI; tArI jagyA to zuddha suvarNa. lyo, ThIka ! "tArI gyA to zuddha suvarNamaya dhAtunI banelI che...... AhAhA...! sonAnA makAna che. bauddhamAM atyAre che. bauddhamAM sonAnA maMdira che). abajopati vastI moTI che ane paisAvALA ghaNA che. sonAnA maMdira. atyAre hajI kaLikALamAM. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- divAlo paNa.... uttara :- hA. emAM zuM paNa che? sonAnA zuM ratananA AvI jAya. evA koI puNyano yoga hoya to abajo ratana jamInamAMthI nIkaLe. emAM zuM? e cIja zuM che? AhA...! A ratana caitanya aMdaramAM bharyA che. AhAhA...! ekavAra rAgathI bhedajJAna karI ratanane saMbhALa. AhAhA...! parathI to ThIka paNa rAgathI bhinna kara, prabhu AhAhA... pahelI samyagdarzananI vAta che. pachI cAritra to kyAM hatuM? e to koIka bIjI vAta che. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, caitanya (dhAtuthI banelo che. "zuddha suvarNamaya dhAtunI banelI che..." A bahArano dAkhalo. "anya kudhAtunA bheLathI rahita zuddha che ane ati majabUta che;" AhA...! kyAM? olo madya pIne viSTAmAM sUto che ne ene kaMI bhAneya nathI ke A vijhAmAM sUto chuM). prabhu! tuM ahIMyAM kyAM sUto cho? tArA baMgalAmAM majabUta sthAna paDyuM che ne sonAnuM siMhAsana che ne tyAM AvI jA. e laukika vAta, dRSTAMta (kalpo). AhA...! "ati majabUta che; mATe huM tane batAvuM chuM tyAM Ava, tyAM zayana Adi karI AnaMti thA.... tyAM zayana karo. 'tevI rIte A prANIo anAdi saMsArathI mAMDIne..." rAga-dveSa, puNya-pApa, tenA phaLa lakSmI, Abaru, kIrti dhULa. AhA! tene "bhalA jANI,... AhA.! ame lakSmIvAna chIe, AbaruvAna chIe, amArI moTI Abaru che. AhA.! amArA chokarAne moTA moTA karoDapationI Ave che. paNa zuM che prabhu A tane? A pAgalapaNuM zuM thayuM tane? zuM thayuM? AhAhA.! e nAzavAna saLagaze te di bApu cAlyo jAIza, bApA! AhAhA...! e nAzavAnano kALa Avaze. nAzavAna to atyAre paNa che paNa chUTuM paDavAnuM TANuM Avaze to, AhAhA.!
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________________ zloka-138 e badhA baMgalA ne bAyaDI, chokarA rotA raheze (ane tuM) cAlyo jaIza. AhAhA..! bALaka janme tyAre pahelI AMkha na ughADe. joyuM che? savA nava mahinA peTamAM rahyo. Ama AMkha baMdha hoya. bahAra janme tyAre paheluM moDhuM ughADe. moDhuM ughADIne paheluM uM... kare. AMkhyuM baMdha rAkhe. samajANuM? ema kahe che ke, ahIMyAM svane jovAnI AMkhyuM baMdha karIne rove che, basa! A mAruM che, A mAruM che, A mAruM che. bALapaNathI roto Avyo pachI paNa tuM to rove che. AhAhA..! ekavAra chApAmAM evuM AvyuM hatuM ke, janme tyAre ene enI mA hajI jove ke A dIkarI che ke dIkaro, tyAM moDhuM phADIne uM... kare. AMkha na ughADe. A badhAne thayeluM che, hoM! e vakhate. ema A anAdithI ajJAnI, prabhune jovAnI AMkhyuM baMdha karIne A mAA, A mArA ema royA kare che, rUdana kare che. AhAhA..! ahIMyAM AvI jA, prabhu! AhAhA..! 'rAgAdine bhalA jANI, temane ja potAno svabhAva jANI...' cAhe to zubha rAga ho. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA e paNa asthAna che. AhAhA..! temAM ja nizciMta sUtA che.' temane ja potAno svabhAva mAnI nizciMta thaIne sUtA che. sthita che, temane zrI guru karuNApUrvaka saMbodhe che--jagADe che-sAvadhAna kare che...' traNa artha lIdhA. saMbodhita kare che, jagADe che, sAvadhAna kare che. he aMdha prANIo!' AhAhA..! tame je padamAM sUtAM cho te tamAruM pada nathI;..' AhAhA..! rAga, dayA, dAnanA rAgathI mAMDI badhI cIja apada che, nAzavAna che, tArI cIja nahi. AhAhA..! tame je padamAM sUtAM cho te tamAruM pada nathI; tamAruM pada to zuddha caitanyadhAtumaya che...' AhAhA..! tAruM sthAna, svabhAva aMdara zuddha caitanyadhAtu, zuddha caitanyadhAtu. zuddha caitanya jemAM dhArI rAkhyo che e tAruM pada aMdara che. AhAhA..! bahAramAM anya dravyonA bheLa vinAnuM.' A bheLaseLa kare che ne? AhAhA..! marI, marI tIkhA marI hoya che ne? marImAM popaiyAnA bI, popaiyAnA bI marI jevA hoya i aMdara nAkhe. bheLaseLa, bheLaseLa kare. A to meM dRSTAMta ApyuM. evuM badhAmAM (thAya che). maracAnI upara oluM bhare ane aMdara bIyA bhare. cokhAmAM kaNakI bhare. cokhAmAM bahu kaNakI hoya, kaNakI samajANuM! jhINo bhUko. bIjAne ApavuM hoya to zeTha evo hoya. dukAno bharI hoya, baMbI hoya baMbI, baMbI samajANuM? cokhA kADhavAnuM. Ama na mAre. Ama mAre to cokhA ane kaNakI be nIkaLe. Ama mAre. A badhuM (joyuM che ne). eTale AkhA AkhA cokhA nIkaLe. aMdara kaNakIno pAra nahi paNa dago. A vANiyA AvuM kare che, badhuM joyuM che, hoM! AkhI duniyA joI che. 145 amAre to chelluM, kahyuM hatuM ne? (saMvata) 1968mAM chello mAla levA ame muMbaI' gayA hatA to cAraso maNa cokhA lIdhA hatA. cAraso maNa. chello vepAra. pachI dukAna choDI dIdhI. cAraso maNa cokhA ane khajUranA vADiyA, i zuM kahevAya? khajUranA i ghaNA lIdhelA, 'muMbaI'thI. paNa sIdhI vAta ahIMyAM, hoM! ADIavaLI (vAta) niha. ahIM to sIdhuM
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________________ 146 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 batAvIe, jo bhAI! A che cokhA. thoDI kaNakI che. ane olA dagA karanArA, e loDhAnI baMbI hoya, Ama polI polI hoya. Ama rAkhe eTale cokhA Ave ne kaNakI na Ave. are! prabhu! tuM zuM kare che A? A tAro dhaMdho kaI jAtano AhAhA...! paMkajabhAI ! badhAne joyA che, hoM! eka vakIlAta karI nathI, bhAI kahe che i. paNa vakIlAtane joI che purI. ame eka vakIla karyo hato. (saMvata) 1963nI sAlamAM aphINano khoTo kesa Avyo hato. vaDodarAmAM eka moTo vakIla rAkhyo hato. e vakIla pAse jAtA tyAM I kahe, tyAM zuM kaheze, phalANuM kaheze. i badhuM kahe 'vaDodarA. vaDodarA che ne? daravAjo che ne? daravAjAnI pachI A bAjunA makAnamAM vakIla raheto. A pherI bIjo haze, te dino vakIla. vakIla pAse jAtA. ame amArA mATe vakIla rAkhyo hato. A sattara varSanI uMmaranI vAta che. dasa ane sAta. 1963 nI sAla. AhAhA..! paNa e badhA, vakIloya badhA. e je makAnamAM amAro kesa cAlyo hato, 1963 mAM, e makAnamAM meM hamaNA vyAkhyAna ApyuM hatuM. vaDodarAnuM taLAva che ne? enI pAse moTuM che. zuM kahevAya che? korTa, moTI korTa, 'vaDodarA" daravAjA bahAra ane taLAva che tyAM amAro 1963 mAM kesa cAlyo hato. tyAM hamaNAM vyAkhyAna ApyuM hatuM. badhA mANaso Ave, amaladAra, adhikArI. ApaNe kezavalAla eka prophesara hatA ne? gujarI gayA. "kezavalAla bhaTTa'. e AvyA hatA. badhA hatA, vakIlo badhA hatA. upara korTa cAlatI hatI, nIce vyAkhyAna cAlatuM hatuM. e lokone rajA ApI. bhaI! mahArAja AvyA che ane mANasa jAjuM bharAya che, bIje kyAMya maLe nahi, tyAM vAMco. AhA...! paNa e korTavALA paNa sAMbhaLIne bicArAne kAMI khabara na maLe. zuM kahe che A zuM kahe che? e bhagavAna rAga vinAnI cIja che. to e kahe, A zuM kahe che paNa? ame to kyAreya rAga vinAnI cIja joI nathI ne A zuM kahe che? paNa te najara ja kyAM karI che? jyAM nidhAna che tyAM najara karI nathI ane rAga ne dveSa ne puNya ne pApa ne (tenA) phaLa upara) tArI najara che). najarabaMdhI thaI gaI, najarabaMdhI thaI gaI, tane najarabaMdhI thaI gaI. najarabaMdhI nathI kahetA? tene paramAM najarabaMdhI thaI gaI. potAnI najara karavAno TAIma rahyo nahi. AhAhA...! anya dravyonA bheLa." bheLa joyuM ne? AhAhA.! "tema ja aMtaraMgamAM vikAra vinAnuM..." AhAhA.! khAMDanI Ave ne? AkhI cAra-cAra maNanI borI. ekavAra amArI khAMDanI borImAMthI mAMsanA locA nIkaLyA. borImAMthI. loko dagA kare, bheLaseLa kare). bIjI bheLaseLa karatAM. Ama kholyuM ane lokone ame khAMDa kADhIne detA hatA tyAM aMdarathI mAMsa nIkaLyuM. ohoho...! ANe dago karyo che. dukAna upara badhuM joyuM che. AhAhA! A badhI bheLaseLa che. bhagavAnaAtmAmAM rAga e mAMsa samAna che tenI bheLaseLa kare che. khAMDanI sAthe mAMsa, ema
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________________ zloka-138 147 bhagavAna amRtanA rasano sAgara nAtha, ene rAganI bheLaseLa, mAMsanI bheLaseLa kare che. AhAhA.! AvI vAta che, prabhu! AhA!! tArI cIja bheLaseLa vinAnI che. aMtaraMgamAM vikAra vinAnuM zuddha che ane sthAyI che;" sthira dhruva, dhruva, dhruva sthira che. te padane prApta thAo..." prabhu! e padane prApta kara. AhAhA...! "zuddha caitanyarUpa potAnA bhAvano Azraya karo." zuddha caitanyarUpa ane bhAva, joyuM? bhAvavAna AtmA, caitanyabhAva. AhAhA...! e bhAvano Azraya karo. aMtara jJAyakabhAvathI bharelo prabhu, eno Azraya karo. tyAre tArA kalyANano paMtha khulaze, tyAre dharma thaze. AhAhA! ahIM to hajI bahAranI kriyAkAMDamAM, basa! mahAvrata ne vrata ne A lIdhA ne A karyuM ne A choDyuM ne A mUkyuM. AhAhA..! jJAnanA nirmaLa kiraNa vinA mahAvrata pALe, brahmacarya pALe, are! AjIvana strIno saMga na kare to paNa tenAthI AtmA prApta nathI thato. tethI jo tuM duHkhathI chUTavA mAgato ho to puNya-pApanI ruci choDIne AtmajJAna kara. AtmA AnaMdano nAtha che tenuM jJAna karA enA vinA arere! kIDA-kAgaDA-kUtarAnA bhava karI karIne marI gayo! anaMtakALa ema ne ema duHkhamAM ja vItI gayo. prabhu te eTalA duHkha bhogavyA che ke tenuM koI mApa-maryAdA nathI. paNa tuM badhuM bhUlI gayo cho. bhAI DuMgaLIne telamAM taLI tyAre saDasaDATa tuM taLAI gayo hato tuM DuMgaLImAM beTho hato. evA evA to pArAvAra duHkho te bhogavyAM che. 84 lAkha avatAranI yoninA duHkhomAM pIlAto rahyo cho. AnaMdanA nAthane puNya-pApanI ghANImAM kacarI nAkhyo che. jo have tuM duHkhathI chUTavA mAgato ho, siddhasukhanA hiloLe hiMcakavA mAgatA ho to AtmajJAna karIne nijapadane prApta kara. Atmadharma aMka-1, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ 148 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 hhhhhhhhhh (uthA-203) kiM nAma tatpadamityAha . Adamhi davvabhAve apade mottUNa giNha taha NiyadaM / thiramegamimaM bhAvaM uvalabbhaMtaM sahAveNa / / 203 / / Atmani dravyabhAvAnapadAni muktvA gRhANa tathA niyatam / sthiramekamimaM bhAvamupalabhyamAnaM svabhAvena / / 203 / / iha khalu bhagavatyAtmani bahUnAM dravyabhAvAnAM madhye ye kila atatsvabhAvenopalabhyamAnAH, aniyatatvAvasthAH, aneke, kSaNikAH, vyabhicAriNo bhAvAH, te sarve'pi svayamasthAyitvena sthAtuH sthAnaM bhavitumazakyatvAt apadabhUtAH / yastu tatsvabhAvenopalabhyamAnaH, niyatatvAvasthaH, ekaH, nityaH, avyabhicArI bhAvaH, sa eka eva svayaM sthAyitvena sthAtuH sthAnaM bhavituM zakyatvAt padabhUtaH / tataH sarvAnevAsthAyibhAvAn mukatvA sthAyibhAvabhUtaM paramArtharasatayA svadamAnaM jJAnamekamevedaM svAdyam / ve. pUche che (De guruheva !) te. 54 ayu, cha ? (te. tame Adual). te. praznano GtR 3 cha : jIvamAM apadabhUta dravyabhAvo choDIne graha tuM yathA, sthira, niyata, eka ja bhAva jeha svabhAvarUpa upalabhya A. 203. uthArtha :- [ Atmani ] mAtmAmai [ apadAni ] a56bhUta [ dravyabhAvAn ] dravyamAvAne [ mukatvA ] cho.na. [ niyatam ] di, [ sthiram ] sthira [ ekam ] me [ imaM ] u (pratyakSa anubhavagAyara) [ bhAvam ] bhavana-[ svabhAvena upalabhyamAnaM ] 3 4 (mAtmAna) svabhAva3. anubhavAya chetene-[ tathA ] ( bhavya !) vocha tevo [ gRhANa ] prA . 2. (te. // 56 cha.) TIkA - kharekhara A bhagavAna AtmAmAM bahu dravya-bhAvo madhya (dravyabhAvarUpa ghaNA bhAvo madhye), je atasvabhAve anubhavAtA (arthAt AtmAnA svabhAvarUpe nahi paraMtu parasvabhAvarUpe anubhavAtA), aniyata avasthAvALA, aneka, kSaNika, vyabhicArI bhAvo che, te badhAya pote asthAyI hovAne lIdhe sthAtAnuM sthAna arthAt rahenAranuM raheThANa nahi thaI zakavA yogya hovAthI apadabhUta che; ane je tasvabhAve (arthAt AtmAnA svabhAvarUpe)
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________________ gAthA- 203 149 anubhavAto, niyata avasthAvALo, eka, nitya, avyabhicArI bhAva caitanyamAtra jJAnabhAva) che, te eka ja pote sthAyI hovAne lIdhe sthAtAnuM sthAna arthAt rahenAranuM raheThANa thaI zakavA yogya hovAthI padabhUta che. tethI samasta asthAyI bhAvone choDI, je sthAyIbhAvarUpa che evuM paramArtharasapaNe svAdamAM AvatuM A jJAna eka ja AsvAdavAyogya che. bhAvArtha-pUrve varNAdika guNasthAnaparyata bhAvo kahyA hatA te badhAya, AtmAmAM aniyata, aneka, kSaNika, vyabhicArI bhAvo che. AtmA sthAyI che sadA vidyamAna che, ane te badhA bhAvo asthAyI che nitya TakatA nathI, tethI teo AtmAnuM sthAna-raheThANa-thaI zakatA nathI arthAt teo AtmAnuM pada nathI. je A svasaMvedanarUpa jJAna che te niyata che, eka che, nitya che, avyabhicArI che. AtmA sthAyI che ane A jJAna paNa sthAyI bhAva che tethI te AtmAnuM pada che. te eka ja jJAnIo vaDe AsvAda levA yogya che. gAthA-203 upara pravacana have pUche ke he gurudeva) te pada kayuM che?' tame padanI ghaNI vyAkhyA karI che, e pada che zuM? Avo prazna jenA hRdayamAMthI Avyo che tene uttara devAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! zuM kahe che? sAdhAraNa sAMbhaLavA Avyo hoya ane garaja nathI tene A uttara nathI detA. paNa jene aMtaramAM prazna) Avyo ke, prabhu! A pada zuM che? AhAhA...! kyAM che AtmA? ane kevI cIja che? prabhu! evo jene hRdayathI udgAra, avAja, pUchavAno avAja Avyo tene uttara Ape che, ema kahe che. AcArya ema kahe che, tene ame uttara ApIe chIe. AhAhA...! Adamhi davvabhAve apade mottUNa giNha taha NiyadaM / thiramegamimaM bhAvaM uvalamaMtaM sahAveNa / / 203 / / jIvamAM apadabhUta dravyabhAvo choDIne graha tuM yathA, sthira, niyata, eka ja bhAva jeha svabhAvarUpa upalabhya A. 203. TIkA :- "kharekhara A bhagavAna AtmAmAM... AhAhA.! lyo, ahIMthI upADyuM. bhagavAna AtmA! joyuM? AhAhA...! jenI mahimAno pAra nathI, jenA caitanya camatkAranI zaktino agAdha dariyo bharyo che. AhAhA...! evo bhagavAna AtmA. AhA...! "bahu dravyabhAvo madhye dravyabhAvarUpa ghaNA bhAvo maLe), je atasvabhAve anubhavAtA (arthAt AtmAnA svabhAvarUpe nahi paraMtu parasvabhAvarUpe anubhavAtA)," eka vAta. "aniyata avasthAvALA,..."
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________________ 150 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 e puNya ne pApa ne tenA phaLa badhA aniyata che, kAyama rahevAvALI cIja nathI. AhAhA...! pahelA zuM kahyuM? "bahu dravya-bhAvo maLe. je atasvabhAve anubhavAtA" eka bola kahyo. rAgAdi atasvabhAva che. tatasvabhAva nathI. "aniyata avasthAvALA" che. ekarUpa rahevAvALA nathI, aniyata - nizcaya rahevAvALI cIja nathI. AhAhA...! "aneka...' che. trIjo bola. rAgAdi puNyAdi bhAva atasvabhAva che, aniyata che, aneka che ane "kSaNika..." che ane vyabhicArI bhAvo che..." AhAhA...! rAga potAno mAne che te vyabhicArI jIvA che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? vyabhicArI bhAvo che,..." e dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma potAnA mAnavA e vyabhicArI jIva che. AhAhA...! gajaba vAta che. karoDopati zeThiyo hoya ane teno dIkaro hoya, strIkanyA sArA gharanI ane khAnadAnanI hoya paNa e putra jyAre vyabhicAre caDI gayo hoya ane potAnA paTArAmAMthI mAla laIne vyabhicArIne Ape to tenA pitAjI kahe, bhAI! ghare strI mahA khAnadAnanI dIkarI che, mAthuM UMcuM kare nahi, AMkha UMcI kare nahi), e bharyuM bhANuM choDI, prabhu! bApa ene kahe. hai? are...! ghare dIkarI, kanyA sArA gharanI (che). e bharyuM bhANuM choDI. bharyuM bhANuM samajANuM? ane A kokane ThekANe vyabhicAre bApu jA, bhAI! A ghara nahi khame. tuM paTArAmAMthI mAla paNa laI jAya che, mane khabara che. ema jagatapitA trilokanAtha jagatane kahe che ke, he AtmA! AhAhA...! tArI aMdara khAnadAnanI cIja paDI che ne tene choDIne tuM rAganA vyabhicAre caDI gayo, prabhu! tArI zobhA nathI, e ghara nahi Take. AhAhA...! pachI lAkaDI mAre? AvI karuNA. AhAhA...! "lakSmIcaMdabhAI ema ke, saMto kaMI lAkaDI mAre? prabhu! A tuM vyabhicAre caDI gayo, bhAI! AhAhA...! khAnadAnanI dIkarI ghare (che), ene mUkIne koLanI sAthe cAlavA maMDyo, prabhu! ema A khAnadAna nidhAna aMdara paDyA che tene choDIne rAga ne puNya ne pApanA vyabhicAre caDI gayo, nAtha! AhAhA...! juo! AcAryanI karuNA to juo! heM? AhAhA...! evuM che. peluM gANuM nahotuM gAyuM? hamaNA 'ramezabhAI e gAyuM hatuM ne? e tArA duHkha dekhIne jJAnIne rUdana Ave. AhA.! bhAI! AvA duHkha, bApu! AhAhA...! ane ahIM kAMIka sagavaDatA thoDI hoya ne ThIka hoya tyAM jANe moTA ame sukhI chIe. dhULamAMya nathI, sAMbhaLane. pAgala (che), bahAranI padavInA sthAnane tuM potAnA mAne che to tuM) vyabhicArI cho. AhAhA.! che? "vyabhicArI bhAvo che..." te badhAya pote asthAyI hovAne lIdhe... AhAhA...! rAgAdi, puNyAdi, enA bhAva ne badhA phaLAdi te badhAya pote asthAyI hovAne lIdhe..." kAyama nahi rahevAne lIdhe. "sthAtAnuM sthAna arthAt rahenAranuM raheThANa nahi thaI zakavA yogya hovAthI." AhAhA.! asthAyI hovAthI sthAyInuM sthAna, rahenAranuM e sthAna nathI. AhAhA..! zuM kahyuM? rAga dayA, dAna,
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________________ gAthA- 203 151 vratAdinA phaLa badhA asthAyI che. e sthAtAnuM sthAna nathI. rahevAvALAnuM e sthAna nathI. jene kAyama rahevuM che enuM e sthAna nathI. e to rakhaDavAnuM sthAna che. AhAhA...! WAtAnuM, sthatA eTale sthira thavAnuM. e sthAna nathI. apadabhUta che;" e kAraNe apadabhUta che; "ane je tasvabhAve (arthAt AtmAnA svabhAvarUpe) anubhavAto..." AhAhA..! tasvabhAvarUpe (arthAtu) jJAna ne AnaMda svabhAve anubhavAto. jJAna ane AnaMdano anubhava karavAvALo. e tasvabhAvano anubhava che. e rAgAdino anubhava e atasvabhAva che. AhAhA...! che? "(AtmAnA svabhAvarUpe) anubhavAto,..." AnaMda ne jJAna ne zAMti ne svacchatA to AtmasvabhAvano anubhava che. AhA! e sthAyI che, sthAtAnuM sthAna che, rahenAranuM e sthAna che. AhAhA.. kevI TIkA karI che. tasvabhAva anubhavAto niyata avasthAvALo," che. e vastu trikALI niyata che to tenI avasthA che te paNa niyata ja rahevAvALI che. AhA...! "eka, nitya, avyabhicArI bhAva che. AhAhA.! te eka ja pote sthAyI hovAne lIdhe..." eka ja prakAranuM je dhruva sthAna e "sthAtAnuM sthAna arthAt rahenAranuM raheThANa thaI zakavA yogya hovAthI padabhUta che. tethI samasta asthAyI bhAvone choDI, je sthAyIbhAvarUpa che." sthAyIbhAvarUpa che "evuM paramArtharasapaNe svAdamAM AvatuM A jJAna eka ja AsvAdavAyogya che. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. 281 gAthA-203, zloka-139, 140 zanivAra, zrAvaNa vada 4, tA. 11-08-1979 samayasAra 203 gAthA, eno bhAvArtha. pUrve varNAdika guNasthAnaparyata bhAvo kahyA hatA...... AhAhA! te badhAya, AtmAmAM aniyatache. rAgAdi, guNasthAnanA bhedAdi, e AtmAmAM aniyata che (arthAtu) kAyama rahevAvALI cIja nathI. AhA.! "aneka" che. aneka bhAva (che). rAgAdi vikalpa, zubha-azubha Adi, e aneka che. "kSaNika,..." che. rAgAdi bhAva, e kSaNika che. "vyabhicArI." che. AhAhA.! "pUnamacaMdajI chAbaDA' gayA? I prazna lAvyA hatA. vidyAnaMdajI' kahe che ke, puNyane adharma kahyo che e kyAM che? AcAryoe kyAM kahyo che? AhAhA...! A zuM kahe che A? puNya bhAva te aniyata che, kSaNika che, vyabhicArI che. AhA.! AkaruM kAma. vyabhicArI AvyuM ne? AhAhA.! vyabhicArI bhAva che. zubha rAga, guNasthAnanA bheda e abhedanI apekSAe bhedano anubhava e vyabhicAra che. AhAhA...! rAgano anubhava e to kuMdakuMdAcArye kahyuM ne? jherano ghaDo. zubhabhAvane
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________________ 15ra samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 kahyo che. viSakuMbha, are. prabhu e zubha vikalpa paNa ghora saMsAranuM kAraNa che ema niyamasAramAM lakhyuM. AhAhA...! AkaruM kAma che, bhAI! anAdino abhyAsa, rAga ne bhedano abhyAsa (che) ene A vAta (kahevI). satya vAta A che ke rAga-dayA, dAna, vratanA bhAva badhA vyabhicArI che. AhAhA...! bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa, teno anubhava karavo e avyabhicAra che. AhAhA.! zubha bhAvano anubhava karavo... AkaruM paDe, bhAI! zuM thAya? ene vyabhicAra kIdho che. AhAhA...! A tamArA maMdira banAvavAnA zubha bhAva... "lakSmIcaMdabhAI A vastusthiti (AvI che). bhagavAna! A to mAraga che, bApu! paramAnaMdano nAtha zuddha caitanyaghana birAje che. enA anubhava sivAya... AhAhA. e cAhe to zubha tIrthaMkaragotra bAMdhavAno bhAva (hoya), vyabhicAra che. tyAre I ema kahe che ke, adharma to. "AtmAvalokanamAM AvyuM che, "dIpacaMdajInuM, zrAvakane dharmaadharma hoya, evo pATha che. paNa e to kahe ke, zrAvaka gRhasthanuM nahi AcAryanuM lAvo. ema kahe che. "AtmAvalokana zAstra dIpacaMdajI'nuM banAveluM che. paNa ahIM to samyagdaSTi cAhe to tiryaMca hoya ke samyagdaSTi siddha (hoya, bannenA) samyagdarzanamAM kAMI phera nathI. eTale e samyagdaSTi kathana kare ke kevaLI (kathana) kare, e badhuM eka ja sarakhuM che. AhAhA.! kemake tyAM to tiryaMcanuM samakita ane siddhanuM samakita, samakitamAM zuM phera? AhAhA...! A zubhabhAva dharmIne Ave paNa che e vyabhicAra. eTale ke dharmanA svarUpathI viruddha. paNa A bhAva to (saMvata) 1985 nA poSa mahinAmAM saMpradAyamAM kahelo. boTAdamAM 1985, keTalA varSa thayA? 50, 50 varSa pahelA. kIdhuM, bhAI! je bhAvathI tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya e baMdhanA kAraNano bhAva dharma na hoya. baMdhanA kAraNano bhAva dharma nahi. mATe te dharma nahi, mATe adharma che. mumukSu :- koI ema kahe che ke, adharma che ema kyAM lakhyuM che? uttara:- viSakuMbha kIdho pachI zuM kIdhuM? jherano ghaDo kIdho. kuMdakuMdAcAryanA mULa zlokamAM zubha bhAva te jherano ghaDo che, prabhu to amRtano sAgara che. amRtanA sAgarathI e zubhaazubha bhAva e viruddha bhAva che. AhAhA..! Ama to yogIndradeve" na kahyuM? "pApa ko pApa to sahu kahe paNa anubhavIjana puNyane pApa kahe tyAre pApa adharma nathI? AhAhA...! ane "puNya-pApa (adhikAranI chellI gAthA, "jayasenAcAryanI TIkA. prabhu! ahIM to adhikAra pApano cAle emAM tane ratnatrayanI, vyavahAra ratnatrayanI vyAkhyA kema lAvyA? ema TIkAmAM prazna che. ke, bhAI! kharekhara to e vyavahAra ratnatraya puNya che, vyavahAre pavitra dhAraNa che ema kahevAya paNa nizcayathI svarUpathI patIta thAya mATe rAga Ave che, mATe tene pApa kahIe chIe. AhAhA.! arere.! AvI vAta. ahIM e ja kahyuM ke, zubha bhAva ane guNasthAnanA bheda, e badho vyabhicAra che.
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________________ gAthA- 203 153 bhAI! tAro svabhAva nahi. AhAhA...! prabhu! tane kalaMka che. AhAhA...! bhava karavo e kalaMka che to bhavano bhAva zubharAga karavo e kalaMka (che). "puNya-pApa adhikAramAM tyAM sudhI to kahyuM ke mokSanuM kAraNa evI sAmAyikanI pratijJA levA chatAM zubha bhAvathI haThato nathI e napuMsaka che. AhAhA...! sAmAkinI pratijJA levA chatAM zubha bhAvathI haThato nathI. zubha bhAva koI sAmAyika nathI. AhAhA.! samajANuM? e klIba che, napuMsakatA che. AhA...! prabhu... prabhu! tArI vAta. dharmIne paNa kamajorIthI Ave che eTalI napuMsakatA che. AhAhA...! mArga bApA bIjo, koI alaukika che. A to janma-maraNa maTADe evI dRSTi ane dRSTino viSaya... AhAhA...! alaukika che. lokone A bAhyanI kriyA ane puNya pariNAmamAM dharma manAvavo che ane puNyane kAraNa temanAvavuM che), e vyabhicAra nathI paNa enAthI dharma thaze. AhAhA...! bhAI! evuM to anaMtavAra mAnyuM che, prabhu! arere. AhAhA...! kyAMya khovAI gayo. AhAhA...! saMsAramAM gharamAM pAMca dIkarI, pAMca dIkarAnA khATalA pAtharyA hoya ane be khATalA khAlI dekhe to pUche), A dIkarIo atyAra sudhI kema AvI nathI? kyAM ramavA vaI gaI? to gotavA jAya. khovAI gayuM, jANe zuM thayuM A te? bAra-bAra vAgyA ne AvI nahi, kyAM che? have je enI dIkarI nathI, enI vastu nathI e khovAya toya ATalI gotavAnI? ane prabhu! tuM Akho rAgamAM ne puNyamAM khovAI gayo. AhAhA...! tArI cIja AkhI khovAI gaI. AhAhA.! rAganA premamAM prabhu tAro prema tane chUTI gayo, nAtha! AhAhA...! e ahIMyAM kahe che, ahIM to guNasthAna-bheda paNa vyabhicAra che, ema kahyuM. AhAhA...! te badhA bhAvo vyabhicArI che to "AtmA sthAyI che. mULa cIja bhagavAna sthAyI che. tyAM besavAnuM sthAna che, sthira rahevAnuM sthAna che, sthAtAnuM sthAna (che). jene sthira rahevuM hoya to sthAtA nAma dhruva che temAM rahI zake. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM che. hajI to puNyanI kriyAne dharma manAvI ne lokone rAjI rAjI rAkhavA che. loko bicArA tyAM rAjI rAjI thAya, bhAna na maLe kAMI. AhAhA...! bhAI! e badhA tArA saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnA kAraNo che. 'niyamasAra' to ema kahyuM ke, bhAI! vikalpa ghora saMsAranuM kAraNa che. te ahIMyAM pATha che. paNa e ema kahe che, "padmaprabhamaladhArIdeva' muninuM che, ema karIne kADhI nAkhe che). AhAhA.! "ratanalAlajI ema kahe che, muninuM nahi, AcAryanuM joIe. kAraNa ke munimAM oluM spaSTa Ave ane "mokSamArga prakAzaka', paMcAdhyAyI", "samayasAra nATakamAM ghaNI spaSTa, cokhkhI vAta Ave. eTale kahe ke, e gRhasthonuM nahi. AhAhA...! e to olo vidyAsAgara ema kahe che, "mokSamArga prakAzaka nahi. arara. prabhu... prabhu! zuM kare che? bApu e to saMtoe, gRhasthoe samakitIoe spaSTa vAta khullI karIne tALA ughADI nAkhyA che. AhAhA.! je zAstramAM gaMbhIrapaNe vAta hoya che teno khulAso karIne khIlavaTa karI che.
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________________ 154 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 AhA. nahitara paNa A kuMdakuMdAcArya pote kahe che ke, viSakuMbha che. samakitIno je zubha bhAva che e viSakuMbha che. mithyAdRSTino to mithyAtva bhAva viSakuMbha - jhera che enI vAta to ahIMyAM nathI karatA. AhAhA...! paNa AtmajJAnI... AhAhA...! enA AtmAnA jJAnanI AgaLa samyagdarzana ne jJAnanI AgaLa, e zubha bhAva tene Ave che paNa che jhera. "hemarAjajIe arthamAM kauMsamAM ema nAkhyuM che ke, A kartApaNAnI buddhi che mATe ema kahyuM. evuM lakhyuM che. "samayasAra', mULa "samayasAra'. kartApaNAno artha ke pariNamana rAganuM che e kartApaNuM. pariNamana che e kartApaNuM eTaluM e jhera che. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM kahe che ke e badhA puNya ne pApanA, dayA ne dAnanA, vrata ne bhaktinA bhAva prabhu! asthAyI che, vyabhicAra che. prabhu! tAruM kalyANa emAM nathI. AhA.! are. A zraddhAnI hA pADavAmAM tAruM zuM cAlyuM jAya che? tAruM cAlyuM jAya che, viparIta bhAva cAlyo jAya che. emAM tane nukasAna zuM che? AhAhA..! e to lAbhano sodo, dhaMdho che. AhAhA...! e zubharAga, guNasthAnabheda AhAhA.! ahIM to AgaLa laI jaI mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevaLa e levAnI ahIM to zarUAta che. AmAM (AgaLa) Avaze. e paNa bheda che. AhAhA...! hamaNA Avaze ne. have Avaze. have pachI A gAthAmAM hamaNA Avaze. 205. cothe ja AvI. AnA pachI ja AvI. juo 204. AbhiNisudodhimaNakevalaM ca taM hodi ekkameva pdN| so eso paramaTTho jaM lahiduM Nivvudi jaadi|| 204 / / e jJAnanA bhedanuM lakSa na karavuM. e to jJAna. jJAna. jJAna. jJAna. jJAna. jJAna... jJAna. jJAna basa! AhAhA...! AgaLanI gAthAno A upodyAta che. AhAhA...! rAganI to vAta zuM karavI paNa jJAnanA pAMca bheda pADavA, mati, zruta, avadhi e to zeyanI apekSAe jANavAnI paryAya che to bheda paDyA che. jJAyakanI apekSAe e bheda che nahi. zAyakanI apekSAe to jJAna... jJAna. jJAna. jJAna. jJAna. jJAna. jJAna. jJAna. AhAhA.! jhINuM che, bhAI! atyAre to badhI bahAranI paDimAo laI lyo, A lyo ne A lIdhuM ne A karyuM eTale thaI gayo jANe dharma. ararara...! prabhu! A to vItarAgano mArga che, bhAI! AhA...! vItarAganA paMthe besIne vItarAgathI viruddha vAta karavI. AhAhA.! prabhu! e tane zobhatuM nathI. hoya, rAga Ave che paNa e che jhera ane AkuLatA ne duHkharUpa che. AhAhA...! bhagavAna AtmA anAkuLa ne AnaMda (svarUpa che), teno Azraya laIne je anAkuLa ane AnaMdadazA samyagdarzana, jJAna utpanna thayA e anAkuLa ane AnaMdanI dazA che. AhAhA...! ane puNyanA pariNAma e AkuLatA ane duHkha che. niyamasAramAM to bahu sakhata kahyuM paNa muni che, ema karIne kADhI nAkhe. AcAryanuM lAvo. potAno bacAva karavo che. munirAja padmaprabhamaladhArIdeva' to kahe che, vikalpa ghora saMsAranuM kAraNa che). AhAhA.! zubharAga
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________________ gAthA- 203 155 ghora saMsAra, saMsAra, saMsAra. AhAhA...! ApaNe AvyuM ne kAle bhAI? "lAlacaMdabhAI! olI gati. manuSyagati Adi kriyA, pariNAma saMsAra che. AhAhA...! gati AdinA bhAva paryAyamAM, hoM para zarIra AdinI vAta nahi. gati AdinA bhAva, rAgAdinA bhAva... AhA...! e badhI kriyAnA pariNAma, e saMsAra che. AhAhA.! saMsAra tArI paryAyathI judo na hoya. saMsAra bhUla che to bhUla tArI paryAyamAM thAya che. e bhUla parane laIne thAya che, strI, kuTuMba saMsAra che ema che nahi). e to para cIja che, paranI sAthe zuM saMbaMdha che? tArI paryAyamAM saMbaMdha che tenI ahIMyAM vAta cAle che. je zarIra, karma, strI, kuTuMba, dhaMdho tenI sAthe to koI saMbaMdha ja nathI. AhAhA..! paNa paryAyamAM rAgano, dayA, dAna, vikalpano saMbaMdha che, paryAyamAM bhedarUpano saMbaMdha che. AhAhA.! e kriyAnA pariNAma saMsAra che. AhAhA.! paMDitajI! AvI vAtuM che, bApu. AhAhA...! AtmA sthAyI che -sadA vidyamAna che) ane te badhA bhAvo asthAyI che..." kayA bhAva? puNya, guNasthAnabheda e badhA asthAyI che. bhagavAna sthAyI dhruva. dhruva... dhruva (che). A to asthAyI che. A sthAyI che, A asthAyI che. A sthira thavAlAyaka che ane A to asthira thavAlAyaka che. AhAhA.pahelI samyagdarzana ane enI dazA, bApu! e koI alaukika vAta che. cAritra to kyAM che bApA! AhAhA...! kALa evo thayo. cAritra to svarUpanA bhAna, anubhava sahita AnaMdamAM ramaNatA, AnaMdamAM lInatA, atIndriya AnaMdanA sAgara jyAM uchaLe. AhAhA...! evI cAritra dazA to bApu! alaukika che. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to hajI samyagdarzananI dazAmAM zuM che tenI vAta cAle che. samyagdaSTi rAgAdi bhAvane, bhedabhAvane kleza, duHkha... AhAhA.! vyabhicAra jANe che. bhagavAnaAtmA sthAyI (che). te badhA bhAvo asthAyI che -nitya TakatA nathI, tethI teo AtmAnuM sthAna-raheThANathaI zakatA nathI." bhagavAna AtmAnuM e sthAna nathI, pada nathI. e zubha azubhabhAva e AtmAnuM pada nathI. AhAhA..! e AtmAnuM pada nathI. AhAhA...! olA "kaLazaTIkAmAM lIdhuM che, bhAI! Ano kaLaza Avaze ne? padano artha evo karyo che, tretAdi Adi pada e tArA sthAna nathI. TIkAmAM che, AmAM. A "kaLazaTIkA. vratAdi, vrata, niyama vikalpa je che e tAruM pada nathI. AhAhA...! ' arere...! are.! bApu! anaMtakALa corAzInA avatAra. AhAhA.! Ama dekhIe chIe, olI lIla-phUgane dekhIne ATaluM pANI, eTalAmAM lIlanA DhagalA che. have evuM to kyAM AkhI duniyAmAM sthULa nigoda. sUkSma nigoda to AkhA lokamAM bharyA che. A to bAdara nigoda AhAhA...! are.! e ke di trasa thAya? ke di mANasa thAya? ke di eno satyanI vANI sAMbhaLe temAM janma thAya? AhAhA...! AvI durlabhatA, bApu A koI sAdhAraNa vAta nathI. manuSyapaNuM maLyuM, vItarAgano vAstavika mArga sAMbhaLavAno joga maLyo e to bApu!
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________________ 156 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 enI koI alaukika vAta che. arere...! Ama lIla-phUganA daLa dekhIe chIe. e ke di mANasa thAya? asaMkhya asaMkhya covIzInA samaya jeTalA nigodanA zarIra che. enuM eka zarIrane anaMtame bhAge bahAra AvyA, mokSamAM janArA. AhAhA...! kAraNa ke nigoda sivAyanI saMkhyA je manuSyagati, Dhoragati, paMcendriya, be indriya e badhA asaMkhya che. zuM kahyuM? be indriyanI saMkhyA, traNa indriyanI, caturindriyanI, asaMjJI paMcendriyanI, saMjJI paMcendriya tiryaMca, nArakI badhAnI saMkhyA asaMkhya che. ane nigodanA eka zarIramAM anaMtaguNA jIva. have enA anaMtame bhAge paNa bahAra pUrA AvyA nathI. asaMkhyame bhAge to kyAMthI Ave? AhAhA.... kAraNa ke jeTalI saMkhyA tiryaMcanI, manuSyanI, devanI asaMkhya gaNo, beindriya, traNaindriya badhA paNa saMkhyA asaMkhya. ane nigodanA eka zarIramAM ethI anaMtaguNA jIva. AhAhA...! evA zarIra arere.! asaMkhya covIzInA samaya jeTalA to nigodanA zarIra. prabhu tuM tyAMthI nIkaLIne Avyo. kyAM sudhI Avyo ane have zuM karavAnuM che? AhAhA...! jeThAlAlabhAI!" mumukSu - nigodano jIva paNa anaMtaguNano dhaNI. uttara :- badhuM anaMtavAra thayuM che. AhAhA...! Avo hajI ene nirNaya karavAno paNa TAIma nahi. AhAhA.. je AtmAnA hitanA paMthe javuM che e ahitanA paMthathI khasI hitanA paMthano nirNaya, are...! bhale vikalpa sahita pahelo nirNaya to kare). AhAhA...! ane e nirNaya vikalpathI karyo hoya pachI vikalpa choDIne anubhavanI dRSTi kare te sAco nirNaya. AhAhA...! AvuM che. loko pachI virodha kare. e...I...! "sonagaDha' Ama kahe che, Ama kahe che. bhAIe nahotuM kahyuM? paMDitajI ! "hukamacaMdajI'. A 'sonagaDhIyo" che, AvI nizcayanI vAta ko'ka bole to kahe, A sonagaDhIyo' che. mumukSu :- "sonagaDha gayo nathI tyAM "sonagaDhIyo'? uttara :- A "sonagaDhInI vAta che, I sonagaDhIyo' che, ema kahe. ane vyavahArathI lAbha manAve sonagaDhIyo nahi, I saMpradAyano. are...! prabhu! A bhAga zuM pADyA teM? ahIM to paramAtmA kahe che, kuMdakuMdAcArya kahe che, enI TIkA "amRtacaMdrAcArye karI che. e kahe che ke, "AtmAnuM pada nathI." e rAganI kriyAnA bhAva e AtmAnuM pada nahi. AhA ! e tAruM sthAna nahi, prabhu! tyAM besavA lAyaka, rahevA lAyaka nahi. AhAhA.! paMDitajI! AvI vAta che. AhAhA...! ekavAra enI hA to pADa. hA pADa to hAlata thaI jo aMdara. nA pADa to naraka ne nigoda UbhuM che, bApA! AhAhA..! AhA! zuM thAya? bhAI! paramAtmAnA viraha paDyA, kevaLajJAnI rahyA nahi. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- kevaLInA bhakto rahI gayA che ne amArA bhAgye. uttara :- vastu zAstramAM rahI gaI. I samajanArA samaje. AhAhA.! devanuM AvavuM
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________________ gAthA- 203 157 paNa rahI gayuM, aTakI gayuM. ke bhaI AnAthI viruddha hoya ene daMDa karo athavA nakAra karo. e paNa aTakI gayuM. "RSabhadeva bhagavAnane vakhate to... AhAhA.! cAra hajAra sAdhu sAthe thayA. rAjAo! kAraNa ke prabhu moTA hatA to enA mitra tarIke saMbaMdhamAM hatA), eTale bhagavAna dIkSA lya to ApaNeya dIkSA lyo. dIkSA lIdhI paNa kaMI vastu -AtmAnubhava) nahoto. bhagavAnane to bAra mahinA sudhI AhAra na maLyo. Ane bAra mahinA zuM thoDA mahinA gayA tyAM AhAra maLyo nahi eTale veza pheravI nAkhyo. koI phaLa khAvA maMDyA, koI phalANuM khAvA maMDyA. jaMgalamAM deva AvyA uparathI, A vezamAM, nagnapaNAmAM A karazo to tamane daMDazuM. veza choDI dayo. AhAhA.! juone kALa kevo anukULa ke olA jarI, rAjAo bicArA, bhagavAnanA saMbaMdhI bahu hoya ane bhagavAna jyAre dIkSA lya (to) ApaNe dIkSA levI, eTaluM. dIkSA zuM enI khabara nahi). AhAhA.! bhagavAnane cha-cha mahinA sudhI AhAra na maLyo. cha mahinA pachI AhAra vhoravA gayA toya cha mahinA maLyo nahi. pahelI cha mahinAnI to baMdhI karI hatI, pratijJA karI hatI. cha mAsa sudhI AhAra na levo. e pratijJA purI thaI, levA gayA toya cha mahinA (AhAra) maLyo nahi. olA rAjA TakI zakyA nahi. pachI judA judA veza dhAraNa karI ne kaMIka phaLa khAvA maMDyA ne koIka phUla khAvA maMDyA ne koI kAMIka. deve AvIne kahyuM, daMDa karazuM, choDI dyo, nagna veza choDI hyo. tuM bIjo veza paherI le. bIjA vezamAM game te kara paNa nagna vezamAM A nahi hoI zake. AhAhA...! juone kALa! anukULa kALamAM viparIta cAlanArAne daMDa karanArA deva AvatA. AhAhA..! ahIM kahe che, e AtmAnuM pada nathI. che? je A svasaMvedanarUpa jJAna...." svasaMvedanarUpa jJAna e trikALa, hoM! potAnI paryAyamAM vedanA thAya che evuM trikALI jJAyaka AtmA te niyata che..." trikALI vastu jJAyaka che e niyata che. te eka che,..." trikALI jJAyakabhAva te nitya che. ahIM to e sthAyI che emAM rahevA lAyaka che ema batAvavuM che. e nityamAM (rahevA lAyaka che). ahIM paryAyanI vAta nathI atyAre. samajANuM? rAgAdi asthAyI, anitya, kSaNika ane aneka (che), tyAre bhagavAna AtmA nityanI vAta che, hoM! to tyAM jA ane tyAM sthira rahevA lAyaka che. AhAhA...! che? "svasaMvedanarUpa jJAna..." trikALI, hoM! e niyata che, eka che, nitya che" che ne? trikALI svabhAva te nitya che. e "avyabhicArI che. AhAhA...! "AtmA sthAyI che ane A jJAna paNa sthAyI..." che. jJAna eTale guNa. AtmA sthAyI nitya dhruva che. A jeTalA vizeSaNa ApyA. svasaMvedanarUpa jJAna, I jJAna kaho ke AtmA kaho, ema. niyata jJAna kaho ke AtmA kaho, eka jJAna kaho ke AtmA kaho, nitya jJAna kaho ke AtmA kaho, avyabhicArI jJAna kaho ke AtmA kaho. e jJAna te AtmA ane AtmA te jJAna. ema
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________________ 158 jJAna te AtmA e tarIke lIdhuM. AtmA sthAyI che ane A jJAna paNa sthAyI...' che. eno guNa, AtmA jema sthira che, dhruva che ema jJAnaguNa paNa sthAyI, dhruva che. AhAhA..! tethI te AtmAnuM pada che. te eka ja jJAnIo vaDe AsvAda levA yogya che.' AhAhA..! jJAnIo dvArA, dharmI dvArA A AtmAno eka ja svAda levA lAyaka che. AhAhA..! rAgano svAda paNa levA yogya nathI. zubharAgano (svAda). zloka-139 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (anuSTum) ekameva hi tatsvAdyaM vipadAmapadaM padam / apadAnyeva bhAsante padAnyanyAni yatpuraH / / 139 / / have A arthano kaLazarUpa zloka kahe che : zlokArtha :- [ tat m va di pavam svAdya ] te eka ja pada AsvAdavAyogya che [ vipavAm apavaM ] ke je vipattionuM apada che (arthAt jemAM ApadAo sthAna pAmI zakatI nathI) ane [ yatpura: ] jenI AgaLa [ anyAni pavani ] anya (sarva) pado [ apavAni va mAsai ] apada ja bhAse che. bhAvArtha :- eka jJAna ja AtmAnuM pada che. temAM koI paNa ApadA pravezI zakatI nathI ane tenI AgaLa anya sarva pado apadasvarUpa bhAse che (kAraNa ke teo AkuLatAmaya che ApattirUpa che). 139. kaLaza-139 u52 pravacana have A arthano kaLazarUpa zloka kahe che : ' (anuSTuma) ekameva hi tatsvAdyaM vipadAmapadaM padam / apadAnyeva bhAsante padAnyanyAni yatpuraH / / 139 / / juo! A zloka 'amRtacaMdrAcArya'no che. 'te eka ja pada AsvAdavAyogya che.' lyo,
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________________ zloka-139 159 A to AcArya che, "amRtacaMdrAcArya. eka ja AnaMdakaMda prabhu e AsvAdavA lAyaka che. rAgAdi dayA, dAna rAgano svAda levA yogya nathI, e Adara karavA lAyaka nathI. AhAhA...! eka ja pada AsvAdavAyogya che.... AhAhA.! ekAMta thaI gayuM. ja e to ekAMta thaI gayuM. e ja samyaka ekAMta che. te eka ja." ema che ne pATha? "pam va hi "pram va' nizcaya "hi ema. 'amRtacaMdrAcArya muni hajAra varSa pahelA thayA. AhAhA...! 203 gAthAno zloka che. samajANuM? 203 gAthA. samajANuM kAMI? ham va di pam vAdya AhAhA..! eka ja, eka ja. AhAhA.! prabhu! anekAMta to karo. AtmAno svAda paNa levA yogya che ane rAga, vyavahAra karavA lAyaka che ema to kaho, to anekAMta thaI jAya. e anekAMta nahi. eka ja svAda levA yogya che ane bIjuM nahi, tenuM nAma anekAMta che. AhAhA.! vyavahArathI paNa thAya che, nizcayathI paNa thAya che e anekAMta nahi. nizcayathI thAya che ane vyavahArathI thatuM nathI, e anekAMta che. AhAhA...! bahu kAma AkaruM. AkhI prathA pheravI nAkhI. samAjamAM saMpradAya, enA adhipatioe AkhI lAina pheravI nAkhI. zeThiyAoe paNa e kabula karIne e paMthamAM cAlyA. vyavahArathI lAbha thaze, rAgathI lAbha che. AhAhA...! bhAI! e bhAva to badhA AsvAdavA yogya nathI. A "eka ja pada AsvAdavAyogya che..." trikALI, hoM! trikALI. AsvAdavAyogya to paryAya thaI. paNa kone AsvAdavA yogya che? trikALI jJAyaka bhAva AnaMdano nAtha prabhu, enI ekAgratA karIne AsvAdavAyogya che. tyAM atIndriya AnaMda bharyo che, nAtha! tane atIndriyano svAda Avaze. e svAda AgaLa tane indranA sukha jhera jevA lAgaze. A strI to dhAnanA DhokaLA (che). dhAna be di na khAya to Ama moDhuM thaI jAya. e to cAmaDA ne mAMsa ne hADakA. devanA vaikriyaka zarIra, devIo... AhAhA.! enA bhoga paNa A svAdanI AgaLa jhera lAgaze tane. AhAhA.! samajANuM? AvI vAta che. are re! hitanI vAtane nizcayAbhAsa karIne kADhI nAkhI ane ahitanI vAtane anekAMtamAM nAkhIne Adara karI dIdho. AhAhA...! ahIM AvyuM have. juo! [vipAm parva ke je vipattionuM apada che. bhagavAnanA anubhavamAM vipatti nathI, vipadA nathI, AkuLatA nathI, duHkha nathI. (arthAt jemAM ApadAo sthAna pAmI zakatI nathI)..." bhagavAna anAkuLa AnaMdano svAda levAmAM ApadA sthAna pAmatI nathI, ApadA bilakula AvatI nathI. AhAhA.! vipadI, rAgAdi je vipadA e AtmAnI saMpadAnA anubhavamAM vipadAnuM sthAna che nahi. AhAhA...! (arthAt jemAM ApadAo sthAna pAmI zakatI nathI...... AhAhA..! jenI AgaLa..." [anyAni pahAni, kaLazaTIkA che ne A? "adhyAtma taraMgiNI'. emAM
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________________ 160 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 'apavAni' vratAdinA kahyA. vratAdi badhA apado che. AhAhA..! e vikalpa che ne. AhAhA..! jenI AgaLa anya (sarva) pado...' `apavAni 'apada ja bhAse che.' AhAhA..! anya pada nAma rAga, bheda Adi e apada bhAse che ane potAnuM nija svarUpa te pada, sthAyI te padarUpa bhAse che. AhAhA..! bhAvArtha :- eka jJAna ja AtmAnuM pada che.' jANavuM.. jANavuM.. jANavuM.. jANavuM.. jANavuM je svabhAva e AtmAnuM pada - sthAna che. jANavuM.. jANavuM.. jANavuM.. jANavuM.. jANavuM.. traNakALa traNalokanA prameyane pramANamAM jANavuM. AhAhA..! e jANavuM tAruM pada che. eka jJAna ja. jJAnamAM eka lIdhuM. aneka jJAnanA bheda nahi. AhAhA..! mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya ne kevaLa evA bheda nahi. AhAhA..! eka jJAna ja AtmAnuM pada che. temAM koI paNa ApadA pravezI zakatI nathI...' rAganI ApadA svarUpanA anubhavamAM praveza pAmatI nathI. AhAhA..! bhagavAna nijapadanA anubhavamAM e rAga je apada, AkuLatA, ApadA e saMpadAnA anubhavamAM pravezatI nathI). nijasaMpadA... AhAhA..! nija saMpatti, potAnI Rddhi, teno anubhava karavAmAM apadanuM sthAna nathI. AhAhA..! kaho, 'hasamukhabhAI' AvuM badhuM sAMbhaLavAmAM kAM navarAza kyAM AmAM (che)? rUpiyA, rUpiyA ne paisA, A dhaMdhA. mumukSu :- pahelo naMbara Ano, bIjo naMbara rUpiyAno. uttara :- bIjo naMbara ekeyano naMbara ja nathI. AhAhA..! A dehano vilaya thaI jaze. A ja bhavamAM deha evI rIte thaze ke tAruM kAMI nahi cAle emAM. taraphaDiyA mA2ze, Ama thAze. dRSTi tyAM, svabhAva upara nahi, AkuLatA.. AkuLatA ane emAM roga phATe. AhA..! eka aMgulamAM 96 roga. bhagavAna 'kuMdakuMdAcArya' 'aSTapAhuDa'mAM kahe che, prabhu! eka aMgulamAM 96 roga to AkhA zarI2mAM keTalA? ema pUchyuM che. pote kahyuM nathI, pUchyuM che. vicAra to kara tuM. eka aMgulanA bhAgamAM tasu, zarIramAM eka tasumAM 96 roga. AkhA zarIramAM keTalA? prabhu! e badhA phATe tyAre tAruM zuM thaze? tAro nAtha aMdara niroga bhagavAna paDyo che ne! AhAhA..! mumukSu :- i to jene roga thAya enI vAta che. ame to sAjA chIe. uttara :- atyAre sAjA (lAge), aMdara keTalA roga che. sAdhAraNa roga to ene khyAlamAM : na Ave. bahu vizeSa roga jyAre Ave tyAre khyAlamAM Ave. AhAhA..! 'sanatakumAra' cakravartI Ama snAna karatA hatA ane bIjA koIe AvIne joyuM to o..ho..! bahu suMdara rUpa tamAruM. tyAre i kahe che ke, atyAre nahi paNa huM snAna karIne jyAre rAjagAdIe besuM, barAbara zaNagAra-baNagAra, kapaDAM, jhaverAta ne hAra paheruM) tyAre jovA Avajo. deva AvyA, deva. i jyAre beThA tyAre deve joyuM, deve Ama karyuM, e nahi, e zarI2 nahi. zuM thayuM tane? aMdara jIvAta paDI che. thUMko. thUMka nAkho, jIvAta thaI gaI
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________________ zloka-139 16 1 che. tame abhimAna karatA hatA ke A zarIra hajI snAnamAM che, barAbara cokhkhuM nathI ane sthAnamAM besuM tyAre barAbara jojo). iyaLa paDI, iyaLa. tArA ghUMkamAM, zarIramAM kIDA paDyA che. ghUMkA AhAhA...! ekadama vairAgya AvI gayo, dIkSA laI lIdhI. dIkSAmAM 700 varSa roga rahyo. AhAhA.! atIndriya AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa enI kAMI khabareya nathI. roga che ke nahi. eTalI svarUpamAM sAvadhAnI ane para taraphanI asAvadhAnI. AhAhA...! munirAja kone kahIe? AhAhA...! jenI svarUpamAM ramaNatAnI jamAvaTa jAmI che. AhAhA...! baraphanI jema pATa hoya ema AnaMda ane zAMtinI pATamAM e poDhyA che. munirAja tyAM DhaLI gayA che. samakitI thoDA DhaLyA che. AhAhA...! munirAja to AkhI AnaMdanI pATamAM poDhI gayA che. atIndriya AnaMdanA svAdanA saDakA (lyuM che), oDakAra paNa eno. AhAhA..! ene muni kahIe. AhA...! are. bApu! hajI samakti kone kahIe? ane samakita hoya to zuM thAya? enI khabaruM nathI, ene munipaNA AvI jAya, bhAI! zuM thAya? tane duHkha lAge ke A te zuM che? bApu! mArga A che, bApu! bhAI! AhAhA...! eka jJAna ja AtmAnuM pada che. temAM koI paNa ApadA pravezI zakatI nathI ane tenI AgaLa anya sarva pado apadasvarUpa bhAse che... AhAhA...! bhagavAnanA AnaMdanA svAdanI AgaLa, A padanI AgaLa rAgAdi apada bhAse che. che? "apadasvarUpa bhAse che..." AhAhA.! are. prabhu! zuM kare che A? duniyA rAjI thAya, mane vakhANe ne AhA.! bhAre AvaDe che tamane, hoM! marI gayo che emAM. samajANuM? potAne bhUlIne bIjAne samajAvavAmAM ekalo dorAya jAya ane bIjA rAjI thAya, naMbara Ape emAM dALiyA zuM thayA? bApA! vANI jaDa, rAga uThe che e caitanya nahi, jaDa. are.! enA svAmIpaNe rahIne, apadamAM rahIne padanI vyAkhyA kare. AhAhA.! AkaruM kAma, prabhu! apadasvarUpa bhAse che." bhagavAnaAtmAnA AnaMda svabhAvanA nija pada AgaLa cakravartInA rAja ane indranA indrAsana apada bhAse che. AhAhA.! (kAraNa ke teo AkuLatAmaya che' rAgAdi badhA AkuLatA che. AhAhA...! "(ApattirUpa che). ApadA che, ApadA. saMpadAnI pAse ApadA che. AhAhA...! nija saMpadAnA anubhava AgaLa e rAga badhI ApadA che. AhAhA! duHkha che. bIjo zloka Avyo? are jIvA anaMta saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM te ghaNAM duHkho sahana karyA-narakAdinA ) ghoramAM ghora duHkhothI paNa tuM soMsaravaTa nIkaLI gayo. paNa... virAdhakabhAve, ekavAra jo ArAdhakabhAve badhA duHkhothI soMsaravaTa nIkaLI jA eTale ke game tevI pratikULatA Ave topaNa ArAdhakabhAvathI tuM Dage nahi, to pharIne A saMsAranuM koI duHkha tane na Ave ne tAruM sukhadhAma tane prApta thAya. Atmadharma aMka-5, jAnyuArI-2008)
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________________ 162 zloka-140 (zArdUlaviIDita) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ekajJAyakabhAvanirbharamahAsvAdaM samAsAdayan svAdaM dvandvamayaM vidhAtumasahaH svAM vastuvRttiM vidan / AtmAtmAnubhavAnubhAvavivazo bhrazyadvizeSodayaM sAmAnyaM kalayan kilaiSa sakalaM jJAnaM nayatyekatAm / / 140 / / vaLI kahe che ke AtmA jJAnano anubhava kare che tyAre Ama kare che HzlokArtha ::- [ purvA-jJAyamAva-nirmata-mahAsvAduM samAsAvayan ] eka zAyakabhAvathI bharelA mahAsvAdane leto, e rIte jJAnamAM ja ekAgra thatAM bIjo svAda Avato nathI mATe) [ dvandvamayaM svAyaM vidhAtum asada: ] dvaMdgamaya svAdane levA asamartha (arthAt varNAdika, rAgAdika tathA kSAyopazamika jJAnanA bhedono svAda levAne asamartha), [ Atma-anumava-anumAva-vivaza: svAM vastuvRtti vivan ] AtmAnA anubhavanA-svAdanA prabhAvane AdhIna thayo hovAthI nija vastuvRttine (AtmAnI zuddhapariNatine) jANato-AsvAdato (arthAt AtmAnA advitIya svAdanA anubhavanamAMthI bahAra nahi Avato) [ puSa: AtmA ] A AtmA [ vizeSa-prayaM prazyat ] jJAnanA vizeSonA udayane gauNa karato, [ sAmAnya nayan vita ] sAmAnyamAtra jJAnane abhyAsato, [ sanaM jJAnaM ] sakaLa jJAnane [ tAm nati ] ekapaNAmAM lAve che-ekarUpe prApta kare che. bhAvArtha :- A eka svarUpajJAnanA rasIlA svAda AgaLa anya rasa phikkA che. vaLI svarUpajJAnane anubhavatAM sarva bhedabhAvo maTI jAya che. jJAnanA vizeSo zeyanA nimitte thAya che. jyAre jJAnasAmAnyano svAda levAmAM Ave tyAre jJAnanA sarva bhedo paNa gauNa thaI jAya che, eka jJAna ja zeyarUpa thAya che. ahIM prazna thAya che ke chadmasthane pUrNarUpa kevaLajJAnano svAda kaI rIte Ave? A praznano uttara pahelAM zuddhanayanuM kathana karatAM devAI gayo che ke zudghanaya AtmAnuM zuddha pUrNa svarUpa jaNAvato hovAthI zudghanaya dvArA pUrNarUpa kevaLajJAnano parokSa svAda Ave che. 140.
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________________ zloka-140 163 14). (zArdUnavikrIDita) ekajJAyakabhAvanirbharamahAsvAdaM samAsAdayan svAdaM dvandvamayaM vidhAtumasahaH svAM vastuvRttiM vidn| AtmAtmAnubhavAnubhAvavivazo bhrazyadvizeSodayaM sAmAnyaM kalayana kilaiSa sakalaM jJAnaM nayatyekatAma ||140 / / AhAhA...! "vaLI kahe che ke AtmA jJAnano anubhava kare che tyAre Ama kare che - bhagavAnaAtmA AtmAno Adara karIne anubhava kare che. AhA.. tyAre A prakAre thAya che. pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano, svabhAvano Adara karatA ane rAgano Adara choDatA zuM thAya che, te kahe che. AhA! "eka zAkabhAvathI bharelA mahAsvAdane leto... AhAhA...! jene cAra zera ghIno pAyelo mesUbano svAda lIdho tene lAla juvAranA photarAnA roTalA. lAla juvAra samajo cho? lAla juvAra thAya che, enA photarA lAla. lAla photarAmAM mIThAza na hoya. hajI A juvAranA dhoLA photarAmAM mIThAza hoya. ame to badhuM joyuM che. (saMvata) 1976nI sAlamAM 'viramagAmanA eka gAmaDAmAM hatA. AhAra vhoravA gayA to vANiyAnuM koI ghara nahi. lAla photarAnA juvAranA roTalA maLyA. tyAM zuM kare? 1976nI vAta che. mumukSu :- Ape khAdhelA? uttara :- khAdhA, maLyA pachI khAdhA. khAvAnuM i ja hatuM, bIjuM hatuM nahi. vANiyAnuM ghara nahi ane garIba mANaso vasatA hatA. viThalagaDha" ke evuM kAMIka nAma che, "viThalagaDha'. 'viramagAmanI A bAju (che). A to 1976nI vAta che, ghaNA varSa thaI gayA. dhoLI juvArano roTalo ane photarA e to mIThA hoya. A to rAtA photarAnA juvAra. emAM ghaNo bhAga photarA. bicArA garIba mANase roTalA karelA. jaIe to padhAro, padhAro, padhAro mahArAjA (kahe). hoya I Ape. (bIjuM zuM Ape? mumukSu :- . AkhA gAmamAM. uttara :- e sAdhAraNa gAma che, sAdhAraNa gAma. bahu mANaso ochA. "viThalagaDha' che, "viThalagaDha.' 'viramagAma thI traNa gAu cheTu che. 1976nI vAta che. badhuM ghaNuM joyuM, ghaNuM jANyuM. AhAhA...! eka pherI "porabaMdara jatA'tA, comAsu hatuM). (tyAM rastAmAM) eka gAmaDuM Ave che. nAma bhUlI gayAM. e gAmaDAmAM badhA anyamatio sAdhAraNa. sAdhAraNa roTalA ane sAdhAraNa dALa. bIjuM kAMI maLe nahi. bapore badhA vANiyA AvyA. comAse jAvuM hatuM ne eTale badhA AvyA. kaMIka pAse vastu UMcI, UMcI. phalANI, phalANI. bhaI! e levAya nahi, kIdhuM. tyAre to sakhata kriyA hatI ne je roTalA maLyA ne chAza maLI e basa che. e nemidAsabhAI ne badhA gRhastho hatA, harakhacaMda zeTha hatA. kAMIka laIne
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________________ 164 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 AvelA hoya. traNa gAu cheTe ane potAne paNa kAMIka khAvuM hoya. tamAruM ahIM mAre mATe lAveluM amane khape nahi. are.! paNa mahArAja! A halakA roTalA ane chAza lezo ? dALeya nahotI, zAkeya nahotuM. roTalA ne chAza. mumukSu :- Ape to koka vAra to roTalo pANImAM boLIne khAdho. uttara :- hA, te zuM kare? chAza na maLe to pANImAM khAya. A to chAza maLI. chAza to tyAM bahu maLe. gAmaDAmAM chAza samajate haiM? maThA. maTho to bahu maLe. e kSatriyamAM, rajapUtomAM, kaNabImAM chAza maLe. cokhkhI chAza bharI hoya ane vhoravA jAIe to padhAro. padhAro. ohoho...! mahArAja lyo, lyo. chAza lyo. pAMca zera, sAta zera, dasa zera chAza lAve. maThA, roTalA ne chAza. biMduya pANI maLe nahi. eTalA paNa keTalAka divasa kADhyA che. AhAhA.! ahIM kahe che, jene AtmAno svAda Avyo. AhAhA...! enI AgaLa "(jJAnamAM ja ekAgra thatAM bIjo svAda Avato nathI) AhAhA.! bhagavAna AtmA jJAnasvarUpamAM ekAgra thAya che to e svAdanI AgaLa bIjo svAda tyAM Avato nathI. AhAhA...! juo A nirjarAno adhikAra. himaye svAvuM vidhAtun 18: 'DhaMDhamaya svAdane levA asamartha (arthAt varNAdika, rAgAdika tathA kSAyopazamika jJAnanA bhedo.. AhAhA.! varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparzano svAda nahi, dayA, dAna rAgano svAda nahi. are! kSayopamanA bheda kSayopazama, guNasthAnanA bheda, e bhedano paNa tyAM svAda nathI. AhAhA.! AvI vAtuM have. varNAdika eTale raMga, gaMdha, rasa, sparza jaDa. rAgAdi eTale vikArI pariNAma. kSayopazama eTale bheda. guNasthAna AdinA bheda athavA matijJAna, zrutajJAna Adi kSayopazama. e kSAyopathamika jJAnanA bhedono svAda levAne asamartha che. AhAhA...! bhagavAna AtmA jyAre jJAnamAM ekAgra thAya che tyAre e raMga, gaMdha, rasano to svAda nathI, rAgAdino svAda to nahi paNa paryAyanA bhedano paNa svAda nahi. AhAhA.! e kSayopazama AdinI paryAya bhedarUpa, teno paNa svAda nahi, tyAM lakSa nathI. AhAhA.! dRSTi paDI che bhagavAna AtmA upara, jyAM ekalI AnaMdanI khANa (che), AhAhA.! atIndriya AnaMdanuM nidhAna (che). temAM ekAgratAnA kALamAM, vikalpa hoya tyAre labdharUpa svAda hoya che paNa svAda to hoya che, paNa A to upayoga aMdara jAmI jAya che enI vAta che. AhAhA...! e "bhedono svAda levAne asamartha)..." AhAhA...! rAga upara lakSa nahi, bheda upara lakSa nahi. AhAhA.! raMga, gaMdha, sparzavALuM zarIra tarapha lakSa nahi. raMga vinAno rAga enuM lakSa nahi, paNa jJAnanA bhedo AdinuM paNa lakSa nahi. AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. kaho, zAMtibhAI'. Ama bahAramAM lAkha rUpiyA daIe to jANe dharma thaI jaze. rAga maMda ho (to) puNya che. AvI vAta. hamaNAM lAkha lakhAvyA ne lAkha rUpiyA. "zAMtibhAI e A
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________________ zloka-140 165 dharmazALAmAM lAkha (ApyA). dasa lAkhanuM banAvavAnuM che ne? emAM lAkha lakhAvyA che. nahi A parama divase? ke di'? 'bAbubhAI' ane badhA hatA. pahelA paNa nAnAbhAIe lAkha ApyA hatA tyAM 'bhAvanagara'. sat sAhitya 'hIrAlAla' taraphathI nIkaLe che ne? tyAM lAkha ApyA che. nAnAbhAIe, 'hoMgakoMga'nA. be lAkhanuM makAna lIdhuM che ne? 'navanItabhAI' pramukhanuM makAna hatuM eNe be lAkhanuM lIdhuM. enA nAnA bhAIe. are..! e makAna, e paisA ne bApu! AhAhA..! jene aMtaranA svAda AvyA e rAgano svAda levAne asamartha. e to ThIka paNa bhedano svAda levAne asamartha (che). AhAhA..! evI cIja che, prabhu! e AnaMdano sAgara bhagavAna jyAre aMdaramAM jAya che.. AhAhA..! enA svAda AgaLa A badhA jagatanA svAda levAne asamartha rahe che. AhA..! che? AtmAnA anubhavanA svAdanA prabhAvane AdhIna thayo hovAthI nija vastuvRttine (AtmAnI zuddhapariNatine)... AhA..! jANato-AsvAdato..' nija anubhavamAM AsvAdana leto. '(AtmAnA advitIya svAdanA anubhavanamAMthI bahAra nahi Avato...' AhAhA..! aMtaranA svAdanI AgaLa dharmAtmA bahAra AvavAne paNa ALasu thaI jAya che. bahAra AvavAmAM ALasu. AhA..! evI sthiti che. vizeSa kaheze...(zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) - pravacana naM. 282 zloka-140, gAthA-204 ravivAra, zrAvaNa vada 5, tA. 12-08-1979 'samayasAra' kaLaza-140, pharIne. A adhikAra nirjarAno che. jene pahelA saMvara thayo hoya. saMvara eTale caitanya jJAyaka pUrNa AnaMda svarUpa, tenI dRSTipUrvaka anubhava thayo hoya to emAM pahelA saMva2 thayo. mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI Adino saMvara thayo, rokAI gayo. paNa pachI nirjarAmAM zuM thAya che? saMvaravaMtane paNa nirjarA kyAre thAya che? e kahe che. '-jJAyamAva-nirmatra-mahAsvAduM samAsAvayan AhAhA..! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! 'eka jJAyakabhAva...' 'bhagavAna eka jJAyakabhAvathI bharelA mahAsvAdane leto,..' aMtara jJAyakabhAvanA mahAsvAdathI prabhu bharyo che. tenI aMta2mAM ekAgratA thaIne aMtaramAM vizeSa svAdane leto. AhAhA..! (e rIte jJAnamAM ja ekAgra thatAM bIjo svAda Avato nathI..)' AhAhA..! rAgano svAda, karmacetanA, karmaphaLacetanA e rAgano svAda ane rAgano anubhava to anaMtavA2 thayo. i to anaMtavA2 thayo paNa enAthI bhinna, rAganA vikalpathI bhagavAna zAyakabhAvanA svAdathI bharelo prabhu, rAgathI bhinna che. ema jyAre pahelA bhedajJAna thAya che pachI e jJAyakabhAvanA svabhAvamAM vizeSa ekAgra thaI. AhAhA..! e AtmAno svAda vizeSa vye che tyAre azuddhatA ane karmanI nirjarA thAya che. e apavAsa kare ne tapa karyAM mATe nirjarA
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________________ 166 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (thAya che), e nirjarA nahi. "tapa: nirnara' e tatvArthasUtramAM zabda che. i tapasA (eTale) A tapasA. AhAhA...! jJAyakabhAva bhagavAna emAM bharelA svAdathI, emAM svAda bharyA che. atIndriya AnaMdano svAda jJAyakabhAvamAM bharyo che. tenA svAdane leto. AhAhA...! A nirjarA ane A saMvara che. aMtaramAM jJAyakabhAvamAM atIndriya AnaMdano svAda bharyo che teno svAda leto. AhAhA..! rAga ane dveSa, e kaMI aMtara jJAyakabhAvamAM bharyA nathI. teno svAda levo e to ajJAna bhAva che. AhAhA...! jJAyakano svAda leto thako. hindamayaM svAtaM vidhAtun sada: hiMmaya svAdane levA asamartha... potAnA svabhAva sivAya varNAdika, rAgAdika tathA kSAyopathamika jJAnanA bhedono (traNeno) svAda levAne asamartha AhAhA! jaDanA svAda to kadI lIdho nathI paNa jaDa taraphanuM valaNa karIne rAgano svAda lIdho che). to ahIMyAM kahe che ke, varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza cIja je che, jaDa zarIra, vANI, mana eno paNa svAda chUTI gayo. rAgAdi vikalpano aMdara vikAra che teno paNa svAda chUTI gayo ane je bheda che, jJAnanI paryAyamAM bheda che, to bhedanA lakSano svAda paNa chUTI gayo. AhAhA...! che? '(kSAyopathamika jJAnanA bhedono svAda levAne asamartha)..." zuM kahe che? bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka svabhAva, caitanyanA svAdathI bharelo temAM aMtaramAM ekAgra thaIne AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdano svAda leto. raMga, rAga ane bheda - e traNa zabda bhAImAM Ave che, nahi? hukamacaMdajI'. 'hukamacaMdajI' che ne? bhajana banAvyuM che ne? raMga, rAga ane bheda-traNa. eNe traNa nAkhyA che. raMga Adi, jaDa Adi caitanyano rasa chUTI jAya ane rAgAdi chUTI jAya ane bhedanuM lakSa paNa chUTI jAya. to bhedano svAda chUTI jAya. AhAhA...! bahu jhINuM. nirjarA adhikAra che ne? AhA..! - nirjarA kevI rIte thAya che? potAnA zuddha caitanya svabhAvamAM svAda bharyo che teno svAda ekAgra thatAM, aMtaramAM jJAyakabhAvamAM ekAgra thavAthI je svAda Ave che e svAda abhedano svAda che. temAM raMga ane rAga ne bhedano svAda chUTI jAya che. astipaNe jyAre abhedano svAda Avyo, asti nAma ekarUpa jJAyakabhAva che tenI jyAre dRSTi thaI ane temAM ekAgra thayo, to astipaNAno abhedapaNAno svAda Avyo. raMga ne rAga ne bheda temAM nathI, to e raMga, rAga ne bhedanA svAda chUTI jAya che. are.. Are.! AvI vAta. samajANuM? are..! eNe kyAreya hita karyuM nathI. paramAM rokAI A karyuM ne A karyuM ne A karyuM. AhAhA...! taddana rAgathI paNa nivRtta svarUpa, zarIra, vANI, mana jaDa enAthI to nivRtta svarUpa che ja, paNa rAgathI nivRtta svarUpa ane bhedathI paNa nivRtta svarUpa. A jJAnAdinA bheda, paryAyamAM bhedanuM lakSa paNa chUTI jAya che. jJAnasvarUpamAM ekAgra thavAthI bhedanuM lakSa chUTI
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________________ zloka-140 167 jAya che to bhedano svAda chUTI jAya che. AhAhA... bhedano svAda e paNa rAgano svAda che. AhAhA.! bheda upara lakSa karavAthI rAga utpanna thAya che. abheda upara dRSTi karavAthI rAga vinAno AnaMdano svAda Ave che. jeThAlAlabhAI AvuM to sAMbhaLyuM na hoya ane Akho di A. are.re.... potAnA jJAyaka aMtaramAM ekAgra thavAthI atIndriya AtmAnA svAda AgaLa bIjAno svAda Avato nathI. AhA.! che? AhA...! [mAtma-sanumava-anumAva-vivaza: svAM varatuvRtti vid] "AtmAnA anubhavanA-svAdanA prabhAvane AdhIna thayo hovAthI..." anubhAva. AtmAnA anubhavanA-svAdanA prabhAvane AdhIna thayo hovAthI..." "mAtma-sanumava-anumAva-vivaza: eno artha karyo. AtmAnA anubhavanA prabhAvane vivaza. AhAhA...! je anAdi karmanA vaze paDatAM rAga-dveSa karato hato. karmathI rAgadveSa nathI thatA, karmane vaza pote thAya che. e bhagavAna AtmA potAnA jJAyaka svabhAvane vaza thaIne... AhAhA...! jJAyakasvabhAva AhA...! AtmAnubhavanA eTale "anumAva'. "anumAvI eTale prabhAvane AdhIna..." AdhIna nAma "vivaza: svAM varatuvRtti vin AhAhA..! "nija vastuvRtti." nija AtmAnI zuddha vRtti eTale pariNati. AhAhA...! "amRtacaMdrAcAryanuM kathana bahu TUMkuM. Atma anubhavanA prabhAvane vaza thAya che. tyAre "svAM varastuvRtti vi nija vastuvRtti..." AtmA vastu, tenI vRtti-pariNati. anubhUti ane vItarAgI pariNati. AhAhA...! "vAM vastuvRtti vi AhAhA.! nija vastunI pariNati. AhAhA...! "vivaleto thako. che? '(AtmAnI zuddhapariNatine) jANato-anubhavato. ohoho...! bhagavAna AtmA rAgathI bhinna paDI prathamamAM prathama jeNe samyagdarzana pragaTa karyuM tyAre tene mithyAtva AdinI saMvara dazA to utpanna thaI gaI. paNa have vizeSa jJAnanA anubhavanA svAdane vaza paDyo ane vastunI vRtti. vastu bhagavAna AtmA, tenI vRtti. vRtti nAma pariNati. AhAhA.! bhagavAna AtmA vastu jJAyakabhAva, tenI vRtti, tenI pariNati. AhAhA...! e rAga rahita vItarAga pariNati e vastuvRtti che. AtmAno anubhava, AnaMdano vItarAga paryAyano AnaMdano svAda, e vastunI vRtti che, e vastunI pariNati che. e rAgAdi pariNati AtmAnI vastu nahi. AhAhA...! bahu sarasa che. AhAhA.! sa-rasa che. AhAhA.! AtmAnA... A bhASA juo! "vastuvRtti vi AhAhA...! bhagavAna vastu, e taraphanI ekAgratAnI pariNati. AhAhA...! tene anubhavatA. vastunI pariNatine vedato. AhAhA...! "(AtmAnA advitIya svAdanA anubhavamAMthI bahAra nahi Avato)..." AhA.! aMtaramAM ekAgratAnA svAdanI AgaLa bahAra vikalpamAM AvavuM, e nathI Avato. AhAhA.! Avo mArga. eno artha e thayo ke, dayA, dAnano vikalpa je che e vastuvRtti nathI. samajANuM? e vastunI pariNati nathI. dayA, dAna, vratAdinA vikalpa e vastunI vRtti nathI. AhAhA...!
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________________ 168 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 e to jaDa taraphanA vaza rAganI vRtti che, rAgano anubhava che. puNyano anubhava e rAgano anubhava che. AhAhA.! vastuvRtti che ne? "vi eTale jANavuM ane anubhavavuM. "vivano artha. AhAhA...! bhagavAnaAtmA vastu, tenI vRtti - anubhUti, tenA avalaMbane thayelI vItarAgI pariNati, e vastunI vRtti, e AtmAnI pariNati, e AtmAnI dazA, e AtmAnI pariNati ne bhAva. AhAhA.! ene "viva jANato eTale anubhavato. AhAhA...! bahu, "amRtacaMdrAcArye TUMkA zabdamAM keTaluM bharyuM che. AhAhA...! prabhu! A to zAMtino mArga che. AhAhA...! vikalpo ne bahAranI kriyAmAM dhamAla... dhamAla. emAM dharma mAne che, prabhu! tArI cIjane tuM bhUlI gayo. tArI cIja-vastu je che e to jJAyakabhAva ane AnaMdathI bharelI cIja che. e taraphano jhukAva jo thAya to tenI vRtti, anubhUti, pariNati utpanna thAya che. e AtmAnI anubhUtinI pariNatino svAda leto athavA tene jANato, vedato, anubhavato. AhAhA.! are. AvI vAta che. tene nirjarA thAya che, ema kahe che. AhAhA..! bhagavAnanI A vANI che. saMto bhagavAnanA ADatiyA che. digaMbara saMto e bhagavAnanA ADatiyA che. bhagavAnano mAla A rIte jagatane prasiddha kare che. AhA...! bhagavAna! tuM vastu che nehave ahIMyAM bhagavAna AvyA. bhagavAne ema kahyuM hatuM ke, tAro bhagavAna aMdara je vastu che e tarapha dRSTi kara to tArI pariNati, vRtti utpanna thaze, e dharma che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? A kaMI pakSapAtanI vAta nathI, A to vastunI sthiti che. ema kahyuM ne? A koI pakSa nathI, koI paMtha nathI ke A digaMbara dharma eka paMtha che ne zvetAMbara eka paMtha che. A to vastuvRtti-vastunI pariNati te jainadharma che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? e vastuvRttino anubhava thavAthI nija vastuvRttine AtmAnI zuddha pariNatine)..." ema. vRttino artha. jANato-AsvAdato (arthAt AtmAnA advitIya svAdanA anubhavamAMthI) aMtaranA enA svAda AgaLa bIjAnI koI joDa nathI. ajoDa AtmAno svAda. AhAhA...! aMtaramAM jJAnAnaMdamAM ekAgratA thaIne, aMtaranI vastunI pariNatino svAda leto. AhAhA...! bahAra nahi Avato...... AhAhA.! bahAra nIkaLavuM zobhatuM nathI. paNa rahI zakato nathI, nabaLAIne laIne vikalpa uThe che) paNa aMdara AnaMdanA svAdamAMthI bahAra AvavuM catuM nathI, goThatuM nathI. AhAhA...! Avo AtmA have. AhAhA...! AvA AtmAne mUkIne bIjI badhI vAtuM. A vrata karo ne tapasyA karI ne jAtrA karI ne maMdira banAvo. AhAhA...! hamaNA olA bhAIe nahi? 'misarIlAlajI. misarIlAlajI nahi? "kalakattA". "kAlA? 'misarIlAla kAlA'. pAMca lAkha ApyA hamaNA tyAM. pAMca lAkha. lokone ema thaI jAya ke AhA...! paNa e cIjamAM zuM? e to kadAcit eka rAganI vRtti che, e kaMI AtmAnI vRtti nathI.
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________________ zloka-140 169 AtmAnI zuddha AtmavRtti e nathI. AhAhA...! jeThAlAlabhAI! hoya che paNa e AtmavRtti nahi. AhAhA.! gajaba kAma karyuM che. - 'Atma-anubhava-anumAva' AtmAnA anubhavanA anubhAvanA prabhAvathI, vivaza nAma tene vaza thaIne. "svAM potAnI vastu pariNatine anubhavato thato. AhAhA...! eTalA zabdanA artha che. [N: mAtmA gis: mAtmA] "A AtmA." "N:' eTale A AtmA. pratyakSa jANe. AhAhA.... [ vizeSa-3ya prazya ] "jJAnanA vizeSonA udayane gauNa karato. e zuM kahe che? ke, mati, zruta ne avadhi ne evA bheda paDe che (e) bheda uparanuM lakSa choDI, bhedane gauNa karI aMtara abhedanI dRSTimAM lIna thAya che. AhAhA.! rAganI vAta to kyAMya rahI, paradravyanI to kyAMya rahI... AhAhA...! paNa paryAyamAM mati ne zruta ne avadhi evA bheda, e lakSa paNa choDI daye che. bheda upara lakSa nahi, abheda tattva upara dRSTi che. AhAhA..! bheda che tene jANe, teno Adara nahi. AhAhA.. jJAnanA bhedono koI Adara nahi. AhAhA.! eka jJAyaka bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda nAtha, vastu, jemAM anaMta guNo vaselA che, rahelA che, vastu. A vAstu lya che ne? vAstu koI jhADa upara lya? makAnamAM hoya. ema A vastu, jemAM anaMta guNano vAsa che. AhAhA...! vastuvRtti te sanmukha thaIne je pariNati pragaTa thaI, tenA vedana AgaLa [ vizeSa-3ya prazya ] vizeSonA udayane gauNa kare. e abhedanA anubhavamAM bhedanA vizeSane paNa gauNa karato potAnA abheda AtmAno anubhava kare che. AhAhA...! [sAmAnaM vanaya vinA "sAmAnyamAtra jJAnane abhyAsato. [sAmAnya vanaya vine sAmAnya nAma jJAyakabhAva trikALI temAM "naya nAma ekAgra karato. "naya abhyAsa kaho, ekAgratA kaho, anubhava kaho. nayananA eTalA artha thAya che. bhagavAna sAmAnya je vastu, tenuM niyana - temAM ekAgratA, teno abhyAsa, teno anubhava karato. [sanna jJAna sakaLa jJAnane ekatvamAM lAve cheparyAyanA bhedanuM lakSa choDI svarUpamAM ekAgratA kare che. Are. AvI vAtuM che. "sanaM jJAnaM sakala jJAnanI bhedanI dazAne paryAyamAM ekapaNAmAM lAve che..." bhedanuM lakSa choDI jJAyakamAM ekAgratA lAve che. AhA...! Avo mArga ene lokoe kaMIka karI nAkhyo, prabhuno mArga. AhAhA...! bhAvArtha :- "A eka svarUpajJAnanA rasIlA svAda AgaLa." bhagavAna AtmAnA svabhAvanI ekAgratA ane e ekAgratAnA svAda AgaLa anya rasa phikka che." AhAhA.! bhedano rasa, rAgano rasa badhA phikkA che. IndranA indrAsananA (svAda phikkA che). AhAhA.! zarIra suMdara hoya, rUpALuM hoya, ThIka rUpa Adi hoya), lokone Ama AkarSaNa kare. are..! prabhu! jaDanuM AkarSaNa? AhAhA.! caitanya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, jenuM jJAna ugra. jenuM AnaMdazarIra, jJAnazarIra evuM svarUpa, e rUpa tane AkarSita nathI karatuM? AhAhA.!
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________________ 170 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 A eka svarUpajJAnanA rasIlA svAda AgaLa anya rasa phikkA che.' AhAhA..! 'vaLI svarUpajJAnane anubhavatAM sarva bhedabhAvo maTI jAya che.' rAga to maTI jAya che paNa bhedabhAva maTI jAya che. paryAyanA bhedanuM lakSa nathI. svarUpanI ekAgratAmAM bhedanuM lakSa chUTI jAya che. bhedabhAva maTI jAya che. 204 gAthA AvavAnI che ne? teno upodghAta che. 204 Avaze. AhAhA..! jJAnanA vizeSo zeyanA nimitte thAya che.' have zuM kahe che? jJAnanA bhinna bhinna bhedo e zeyanA nimitte thAya che). matimAM ATalA zeya jANavAmAM Ave, zrutamAM ATaluM jANavAmAM Ave, avidhamAM ATaluM jANavAmAM Ave, mana:paryayamAM ATaluM, kevaLamAM ATaluM. e zeyanA bhedathI bheda paDe che. AhAhA..! jJAnanA vizeSo jJeyanA nimitte thAya che. jyAre jJAnasAmAnyano svAda levAmAM Ave...' AhA..! bhavanA aMtanI vAtuM che, prabhu! AhAhA..! jemAM bhavanA aMta Ave ane anaMta AnaMdanA svAda Ave tyAM bhavanA aMta che. AhAhA..! jyAre jJAnasAmAnyano svAda levAmAM Ave che...' ekalA jJAyakabhAva tarapha ekAgratA thAya che tyAre jJAnanA sarva bhedo paNa gauNa thaI jAya che. eka jJAna ja zeyarUpa thAya che.' eka potAnuM jJAna ja zeya (thAya che). AhAhA..! parazeyanA nimitte bheda paDe che. mati ne zruta ne avadhi ne mana:paryaya ne kevaLa. e badhA jJeyanA nimittanA bheda che, ema kahe che. AhAhA..! samajANuM? AhAhA..! aMdara jJAyakabhAva mahAprabhu anaMta guNano rasIlo rasa, temAM jyAre rasa lye che.. AhAhA..! emAM ekAgra thAya che tyAre jJAna ja zeyarUpa thAya che.' potAnuM jJAna ja jJAnamAM zeyarUpa thAya che. paraNeyanA bheda maTI jAya che. AhAhA..! potAnuM jJAna ja zeya, jJAna ja jJAna ne zAyaka ja jJAna. traNe ekarUpa che. 52zeya ane AtmA jJAtA, e paNa nahi. AhAhA..! nija AtmA jJAyaka, nija AtmA potAnA zAyakanuM zeya ane potAno AtmA e zeyanuM jJAna. nija zeyanuM jJAna. AhAhA..! samajANuM? A bApu! A to aMtaranI vAtuM che. A kaMI bahAranI dhamAla.. AhA..! emAM jANe jJAnane mArge dhamAdhama calI, jJAnamArga rahyo dUra' 'ahIM prazna thAya che ke chadmasthane pUrNarUpa kevaLajJAnano svAda kaI rIte Ave? chadmastha che, hajI pUrNa jJAna nathI, tene kevaLajJAnano svAda kevI rIte Ave? tame to kaho cho ke, pAMce jJAnanI paryAyano svAda abhedamAM Ave che. samajANuM? bhedanuM lakSa choDI, abhedanA svAdamAM pAMce jJAnano abhedapaNe abheda svAda Ave che. e kahe che ke, chadmasthane pUrNarUpa kevaLajJAnano svAda kaI rIte Ave?" AhAhA..! A praznano uttara pahelAM zuddhanayanuM kathana karatAM devAI gayo che ke zudghanaya AtmAnuM zuddha pUrNa svarUpa jaNAvato hovAthI...' zudghanaya je samyajJAnano bhAva, teno viSaya AtmA, e zuddha pUrNa svarUpa batAve che. zudghanaya AtmAnuM pUrNa svarUpa batAve che. tethI zudghanaya dvArA pUrNarUpa kevaLajJAnano...' vartamAnamAM kevaLajJAna
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________________ zloka-140 171 che nahi paNa pAMca jJAnanA bhedanuM lakSa choDIne abhedano anubhava kare che temAM kevaLajJAnano parokSa svAda AvI gayo. pratyakSa to jJAyakano che. samajANuM? kevaLajJAna vartamAnamAM nathI paNa kevaLajJAnanI paryAya e bheda che tene choDI aMdara gayo to kevaLajJAnano svAda parokSa rIte Avyo. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- parokSa ke pratyakSa uttara :- atyAre pratyakSa kevaLajJAna kyAM che? ema kahe che. paNa kevaLajJAna AvuM che ane jJAyaka svabhAvamAM kevaLajJAna paDyuM che, evA jJAyakano anubhava thatAM, kevaLajJAna atyAre nathI paNa parokSa rIte svAda Ave. paryAya vartamAnamAM nathI eTale parokSa rIte kahyuM. jJAyakabhAvamAM kevaLajJAnanI zakti paDI che to teno svAda le che, kevaLajJAnano parokSa svAda kahyo. matijJAna ane zrutajJAnano pratyakSa svAda che. arere...! AvI vAtuM che. matijJAna ane zrutajJAna svabhAva sanmukha thAya che, tenuM to pratyakSa vedane vartamAna pratyakSa che ane kevaLajJAna vartamAnamAM pratyakSa nathI mATe pratyakSa nathI paNa kevaLajJAnanI paryAya jJAyakamAM zakti paDI che, evo svAda lya che. parokSa kevaLajJAnanI paryAyano svAda kahevAmAM Ave che. paryAyano svAda, hoM! dravyamAM svAda to pratyakSa che. zAMtithI sAMbhaLavuM, bhAI! A to vItarAga mArga che. AhAhA...! are.! paramAtmA trilokanAthanI divyadhvani che. prabhu! rAgano svAda to nahi. AhAhA...! gajaba vAta che. jaDano to svAda nahi, rAgano svAda to nahi paNa kevaLajJAnano svAda parokSa Ave che. AhAhA...! pratyakSamAM to jJAyakasvabhAvamAM je mati, zruta pragaTa thayuM teno svAda vartamAna pratyakSa che ane kevaLajJAna pragaTa thaze, atyAre che nahi, paNa kevaLajJAna zaktimAM paDyuM che to zaktinI pratIti thAya che, kevaLajJAnanI paryAyano parokSa svAda (Ave che). dravyano svAda pratyakSa paNa kevaLajJAna paryAya vartamAnamAM nathI mATe parokSa svAda kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA. AvI vAtuM che. kharekhara zuddhanayanI pUrNatA kevaLajJAna thaye thAya che. e "Asrava adhikAramAM Ave che, be vAra AvyuM che. zuddhanayanuM pUrNa rUpa eTale ke aMtaramAM zuddhanayano viSaya je dhruva trikALa (che), teno Azraya levo chUTI gayo tyAre tene zuddhanayanI pUrNatA pragaTa thaI. AhAhA...! kevaLajJAna thayuM e zuddhanayanI pUrNatA pragaTa thaI ema kahe che. Asrava adhikAramAM AvI gayuM che. A to nirjarA adhikAra che. samajANuM? A to hindI che ne? amArA gujarAtI pustakamAM) cihna karyA che. gujarAtI vAMcana vizeSa che. zuM kahyuM? 'Asava adhikAramAM arthamAM ema lIdhuM che ke, zuddhanayanI pUrNatA kevaLajJAna thaye thAya che. paryAya pUrNa thAya tyAre zuddhanaya pUrNa thaI ema Ave che. che AsavamAM che? AmAM? hindI. hindI che? gujarAtI che nahi. ahIM gujarAtI AvyuM nathI. gAthA kaI che? 120 kaLaza. e AvyuM. "sAkSAt zuddhanaya to kevaLajJAna thaye thAya che. 120 kaLaza. AmAM cila
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________________ 172 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 karyuM che. gujarAtImAM be ThekANe che, AmAMya be ThekANe che. bIje ThekANe che kyAMka. ahIM che? 120 kaLaza. 121 zlokanA bhAvArthanI chellI lITI. be (jagyAe) che. 120 mAM chello zabda "sAkSAt zuddhanaya to kevaLajJAna thaye thAya che." - eka kora kahe ke, bhUtArthane zuddhanaya kahIe. agiyAramI gAthAmAM ema kahyuM ke, "mUlyo vesiva Tu yuddhano je trikALa che tene ame zuddhanaya kahIe chIe. bIjI naya, zuddhanaya dhruvano Azraya lya che. "mUlyassivo pahelA kahyuM ke, trikALI cIjane ja ame zuddhanaya kahIe chIe. viSaya ane viSayIno bheda nahi. zuddhanaya viSayI ane bhUtArtha viSaya, e bheda nahi. AvI vAta che. trikALI bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha bhUtArtha e zuddhanaya. pachI trIjA padamAM lIdhuM, mUlyamasivo utu e trikALI bhUtArthanA Azraye samyagdarzana thAya che. have ahIM ema kahyuM ke, kevaLajJAnanI pUrNatA.... "sAkSAt zuddhanaya kevaLajJAna thaye" arthAt jyAM svabhAva sanmukha Azraya karavAnuM rokAI gayuM, pUrNa thaI gayo tyAre zuddhanaya pUrNa kevaLajJAna thaye thAya che, ema kahyuM. AhAhA...! zuddhanaya che to jJAnano aMza ane teno viSaya to dravya trikALa. paNa trikALamAM Ama valaNa karavAnuM che tyAM sudhI hajI zuddhanayanI pUrNatA nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM. zuM kahyuM? jyAM sudhI zuddhanayano viSaya bhUtArtha che e taraphano jhukAva che tyAM sudhI zuddhanayanI paryAyamAM pUrNatA thaI nathI mATe kevaLajJAna thatAM zuddhanayanI pUrNatA (arthAtu) dravyano Azraya levAnuM rokAI gayuM. dazA pUrNa thaI gaI. arere.! AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM. kriyAkAMDIone A ghaDa bese nahi. zuM thAya? bApA! mArga ja A che tyAM zuM thAya? "sAkSAt zuddhanaya to kevaLajJAna..." have 121 (kaLazanA) bhAvArthanuM chelluM. che? "kevaLajJAna thatAM sAkSAt zuddhanaya thAya che. bhAvArthanI chellI lITI. AhAhA. be vAra AvyuM. kevaLajJAna thatAM sAkSAt zuddhanaya thAya che. bhASA juo! kevaLajJAna thayuM eTale zuddhanayano Azraya levo aTakI gayo dravyano, eTale pUrNa zuddhanaya, paryAya pragaTa thaI. che ke nahi emAM? 120 ane 121. AhAhA...! kevaLajJAna to paryAya che. kevaLajJAna to vyavahAranayano viSaya che. zuM kahyuM samajANuM? kevaLajJAna to sadbhuta vyavahAranayano viSaya che. ahIM kahyuM ke, sAkSAt zuddhanaya kevaLajJAna thaye thAya che. teno artha ke, svano Azraya levo pUrNa thaI gayo to e zuddhanaya kevaLajJAna thaIne pUrNa thaI gaI, ema. samajAya eTaluM samajavuM, bApu! A to aMtaranI vAtuM che. AhAhA.! AsavamAM be ThekANe (vAta Ave che). zuddhanaya kevaLajJAna thaye pUrNa thAya che. mumukSu - ekAgratA pUrNa thaI gaI ne. uttara :- ekAgratA pUrNa thaI gaI eTale zuddhanaya pUrNa thaI gaI ema kahyuM. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- 112 kaLazamAM paNa Ave che. "puNya-pApa adhikAra"mAM. uttara :- 112 kaLaza? AsavamAM be ThekANe nAkhyuM che. 112 e to puNya-pApa
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________________ zloka-140 173 (adhikAra)no chello (zloka). (tyAM sudhI jJAnajyoti kevaLajJAna sAthe zuddhanayanA baLathI parokSa krIDA kare che...." e to krIDA kare che, e zabda che. "paramanayA sArtham bAra jeNe parama kaLA arthAt kevaLajJAna sAthe krIDA zarU karI che...' mati-zruta jJAna utpanna thayuM e kevaLajJAna sAthe krIDA kare che. kevaLajJAna pragaTa karavAno bhAva che. AhAhA...! kevaLajJAna sAthe zuddhanayanA baLathI parokSa krIDA kare che. vartamAna kevaLajJAna to pratyakSa che nahi paNa kevaLajJAnanI paryAyanI pratIti thaI gaI che). (kAraNa ke, mati-zruta jJAna kevaLajJAnano avayava che. avayavamAM avayavInI pratIti thaI gaI che paNa parokSa che. AhAhA! zuM kahyuM? pharIthI, mati-zruta jJAna je che te avayava che, paryAya (che). kono avayava? ke, dravyano nahi, kevaLajJAnanI paryAyano. kevaLajJAna paryAya avayavI, mati-zruta avayava. to e avayava avayavInI sAthe parokSa krIDA kare che. AhAhA! have AvuM badhuM jhINuM AvyuM. kaho, lakSmIcaMdabhAI' AmAM "nAIrobImAM kyAMya maLe evuM nathI. AhAhA...! A to paramasatya (che). AhAhA.! ahIM to phakta zuddhanaya, e. samajANuM? ahIMyAM (140 zlokamAM) to e kahe che ne? "A praznano uttara pahelAM zuddhanayanuM kathana karatAM devAI gayo che ke zuddhanaya AtmAnuM zuddha pUrNa svarUpa jaNAvato hovAthI..." samajANuM? "zuddhanaya dvArA pUrNarUpa kevaLajJAnano parokSa svAda Ave che. vartamAna to kevaLajJAna nathI paNa kevaLajJAna - avayavInI pratIti paryAyamAM AvI eTalo parokSa svAda Avyo. AhAhA...! "zrImaddamAM I Ave che. samyagdarzanamAM kevaLajJAnanI pratIti eTale kevaLajJAnanI pratItirUpa kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM. je kevaLajJAna aMdaramAM hatuM tenI pratIti nahotI e pratIti thaI. eTale zraddhA apekSAe kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM, evA zabdo che. zuM kahyuM? kevaLajJAnanI paryAyanI zraddhA - samyagdarzana thayuM to trikALInI zraddhA thaI to temAM kevaLajJAnanI zraddhA AvI gaI. to zraddhA apekSAe kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM. pahelA jJAna, trikALI jJAna hatuM, ekaluM jJAna hatuM evI pratIti nahotI, tyAre mAtra jJAnasvarUpa che evI pratIti thaI to tene kevaLajJAna zraddhA apekSAe pragaTa (thayuM). kevaLa-ekaluM jJAna zraddhA apekSAe pragaTa thayuM. to emAM kevaLajJAna paNa apekSAe-zraddhA apekSAe pragaTa thayuM. AhAhA. tyAre zraddhAmAM AvyuM ke A trikALI jJAyakano bhAva jyAre pUrNa paryAyapaNe pariName che e kevaLajJAnanI zraddhA samakitamAM AvI. AhAhA...! bhAre AkaruM. e 140 (zloka) pUro thayo.
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________________ 174 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 hhhhhhhhhh (uthA-204) tathAhi . AbhiNisudodhimaNakevalaM ca taM hodi ekkameva pdN| so eso paramaTTho jaM lahidu NijbudiM jAdi / / 204 / / AbhinibodhikazrutAvadhimanaHparyayakevalaM ca tadbhavatyekameka pdm|| sa eSa paramArtho yaM labdhvA nivRttiM yaati||204|| AtmA kila paramArthaH, tattu jJAnam; AtmA ca eka eva padArthaH, tato jJAnamapyekameva padaM; yadetattu jJAnaM nAmaikaM padaM sa eSa paramArthaH sAkSAnmokSopAyaH / na cAbhinibodhikAdayo bhedA idamekaM padamiha bhindanti, kintu te'pIdamevaikaM pdmbhinndnti| tathAhi-yathAtra saviturghanapaTalAvaguNThitasya tadvighaTanAnusAreNa prAkaTayamAsAdayataH prakAzanAtizayabhedA na tasya prakAzasvabhAvaM bhindanti, tathA AtmanaH karmapaTalodayAvaguNThitasya tadvighaTanAnusAreNa prAkaTayamAsAdayato jJAnAtizayabhedA na tasya jJAnasvabhAvaM bhindyuH, kintu pratyuta tamabhinandeyuH / tato nirastasamastabhedamAtmasvabhAvabhUtaM jJAnamevaikamAlambyam / tadAlambanAdeva bhavati padaprAptiH, nazyati bhrAntiH, bhavatyAtmalAbhaH, sidhyatyanAtmaparihAraH, na karma mUrchati, na rAgadveSamohA utplavante, na punaH karma Astravati, na punaH karma badhyate, prArabaddhaM karma upabhuktaM nirjIryate, kRtsnakarmAbhAvAt sAkSAnmokSo bhvti| have, karmanA kSayopazamanA nimitte jJAnamAM bheda hovA chatAM tenuM svarUpa vicAravAmAM Ave to jJAna eka ja che ane te jJAna ja mokSano upAya che evA arthanI gAthA kahe bhAti, zruta, mAya, mana:, . taDa 56 me 04 // 2, A jJAnapada paramArtha che je pAmI jIva mukti lahe. 204. PuthArtha :- [ AbhinibodhikazrutAvadhimanaHparyayakevalaM ca ] bhatina, zrutana, sapiyana, mana:paryayana ane. uamuna - [ tat ] te. [ ekam eva ] 3 deg4 [ padam bhavati ] 56 cha (124 nana sarva maho. na. 4 cha); [ saH eSaH paramArthaH ] ta. 2 // 525||rth cha (-zuddhanayA viSayAbhUta namAnya deg4 // 52||rth. cha) [ yaM labdhvA ] ne bhAna. [ nirvRtiM yAti ] AtmA nivArAne prApta thAya che.
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________________ gAthA24 17pa (TIkA :- AtmA kharekhara paramArtha parama padArtha) che ane te (AtmA) jJAna che; vaLI AtmA eka ja padArtha che; tethI jJAna paNa eka ja pada . je A jJAna nAmanuM eka pada che te A paramArthasvarUpa sAkSAt mokSa-upAya che. ahIM, matijJAna Adi (jJAnanA) bhedo A eka padane bhedatA nathI paraMtu teo paNa A ja eka padane abhinaMde che (Teko Ape che). te daSTAMtathI samajAvavAmAM Ave che - jevI rIte A jagatamAM vAdaLAMnA paTalathI DhaMkAyelo sUrya ke je vAdaLAMnA *vighaTana anusAra pragaTapaNe pAme che, tenA arthAtu sUryanA) prakAzananI (prakAzavAnI) hInAdhikArUpa bhedo tenA (sAmAnya) prakAzasvabhAvane bhedatA nathI, tevI rIte karmapaTalanA udayathI DhaMkAyelo AtmA ke je karmanA vighaTana (kSayopazama) anusAra pragaTapaNuM pAme che, tenA jJAnanI hInAdhikatArUpa bhedo tenA sAmAnya) jJAnasvabhAvane bhedatA nathI paraMtu UlaTA tene abhinaMde che. mATe jemAM samasta bheda dUra thayA che evA AtmasvabhAvabhUta jJAnanuM ja ekanuM AlaMbana karavuM. tenA AlaMbanathI ja nijI padanI prApti thAya che, bhrAMtino nAza thAya che, AtmAno lAbha thAya che, anAtmAno parihAra siddha thAya che, ema thavAthI) karma jorAvara thaI zakatuM nathI, rAgadveSamoha utpana thatA nathI, rAgadveSamoha vinA) pharI karma AstravatuM nathI, (Asrava vinA) pharI karma baMdhAtuM nathI, pUrve baMdhAyeluM karma bhogavAyuM thakuM nirjarI jAya che, samasta karmano abhAva thavAthI sAkSAt mokSa thAya che. AvuM jJAnanA AlaMbananuM mAhAsya che.) bhAvArtha - karmanA kSayopazama anusAra jJAnamAM je bhedo thayA che te kAMI jJAnasAmAnyane ajJAnarUpa nathI karatA, UlaTA jJAnane pragaTa kare che; mATe bhedone gauNa karI, eka jJAnasAmAnyanuM AlaMbana laI AtmAnuM dhyAna dharavuM; tenAthI sarva siddhi thAya che. * vighaTana = chUTuM paDavuM te; vikharAI javuM te; nAza. gAthA-204 upara pravacana 'have, "karmanA kSayopazamanA nimitte jJAnamAM bheda hovA chatAM..." ahIM to kSayopazamanuM nimitta lIdhuM che. vAta ema che ke karmanA nimittanI apekSA jemAM che, kevaLajJAnamAM karmanA nimittanI abhAvanI apekSA (che) ane cAra jJAnamAM hajI karmanuM nimitta sadbhAvapaNe paNa che. eTale (kahe che ke, "karmanA kSayopazamanA nimitte jJAnamAM bheda hovA chatAM..." paryAyamAM bhinna bhinna dazA-mati, zrata, avadhi evA bheda hovA chatAM tenuM svarUpa vicAravAmAM Ave to jJAna eka ja che." bheda nahi. jJAna... jJAna... jJAna. jJAna. jJAna. jema trikALI
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________________ 176 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 jJAna che ema paryAyamAM abhedapaNe jJAna ekaluM, paryAyanA bheda nahi. AhAhA.! AvI vAta. te jJAna ja mokSano upAya che. paryAya levI che ne? mokSano upAya lIdho ne? to jJAna. jJAna. jJAnamAM je abhedarUpa jJAnaparyAya thaI, bheda nahi, e abhedarUpI paryAya thaI te mokSanuM kAraNa che. bhedanuM lakSa karavA jAya che to to vikalpa uThe che. AhAhA.! bhedane gauNa karIne abhedanI dRSTi karAvavA tene kevaLajJAnanI parokSa vAta karI ane kevaLajJAna paNa bhedarUpa che to tenuM paNa lakSa choDAve che ane trikALI jJAyakabhAvanuM lakSa karavuM te ja tenuM tAtparya ane phaLa che. AhAhA...! mokSano upAya lIdho che ne? Ama upAya to mati, zruta jJAna e mokSano upAya che. evA arthanI gAthA kahe che :- lyo. AbhiNisudodhimaNakevalaM ca taM hodi ekkameva padaM / so eso paramaTTho jaM lahiduM Nivvudi jAdi / / 204 / / nIce. ahIM pATha lIdho che, karmanA kSayopazamanuM nimitta. kevaLajJAnamAM to karmanuM kSAyika che. samajANuM? paNa ahIMyAM kSayopazamanI dazAmAM pAMca bhedano Azraya nahi laIne abhedano Azraya levo, e apekSAe jJAnanA kSayopazamanI apekSA lIdhI. kAraNa ke tene kSayopazama bhAva che ne? mati ne zruta jJAnamAM kSayopazama bhAva che to kSayopazama bhAvanA nimitte jJAnamAM bheda paDe che). AhAhA! karmanA kSayopazamanA nimitte lIdhuM che. to kevaLajJAna to karmanuM kSayakaraNa che paNa ahIMyAM kahe che ke e badhA bheda che ema lakSamAMthI choDAvavuM che. e apekSAe mati-zruta jJAna Adi pAMca bhedavALuM che to pAMcanA bhedanuM je jJAna thAya che te choDAvavuM che. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! A to adhyAtma graMtha che. AhAhA...! ahIM zabda evo lIdho che. I to bhAIe lIdho che, hoM! "tathApti zabda che ahIM to. saMskRtamAM to mAthe "tathAdi te ame kahIzuM, eTaluM. 204 che ne. "amRtacaMdrAcAryano mAthe saMskRta zabda "tathAri (che). e to ANe jayacaMdrajIe pachI "tathAdino artha lIdho. AhA..! mati, zruta, avadhi, mana, kevala teha pada eka ja khare, A jJAnapada paramArtha che je pAmI jIva mukti lahe. 204. TIkA :- AtmA kharekhara paramArtha parama padArtha) che. paramArthano artha parama padArtha. paramArtha karavo e vAta ahIM nathI. A parama padArtha-paramArtha. eTale ke parama padArtha che. ane te (AtmA) jJAna che; vaLI AtmA eka ja padArtha che;" AtmA eka ja svarUpe che. tethI jJAna paNa eka ja pada . to jJAnanuM ekapaNuM ja hoya che. je A jJAna nAmanuM eka pada che te A paramArthasvarUpa sAkSAt mokSa-upAya che. AhAhA.! zuM kahe che? je jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna trikALa che e to eka vAta, paNa emAM je abheda jJAna thayuM
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________________ gAthA24 177 e eka ja prakAranuM che, pAMca prakAranuM nahi. ane e pAMca prakAra kharekhara to jJAnanI zuddhi vadhatI jAya che te abhedane abhinaMde che. e TIkAmAM Avaze - abhedane abhinaMde che, bhedane nahi. AhAhA...! TIkAmAM Avaze. je A jJAna nAmanuM eka pada che te A paramArthasvarUpa sAkSAt mokSa-upAya che.' nAmanuM pada, paramArtha svarUpa sAkSAt mokSa-upAya che." ahIM, matijJAna Adi (jJAnanA) bhedo A eka padane bhedatA nathI." AhA! jJAyakabhAva taraphanI ekAgratA, e matijJAna Adi bheda A padane bhedatA nathI. jJAnanI ekAgratAmAM bheda thatA nathI. abhedamAM bheda paDatA nathI. AhAhA...! abheda koNa? jJAyaka svabhAva to abheda che paNa tenI ekAgratA abheda (che). e abhedamAM bheda dekhAto nathI. e abhedamAM bheda AvatA nathI. AhAhA.! arere...! AvI vAtuM have. hajI ahIM to puNya e dharma che ema kahe che). ane puNya e dharma kema kahyuM che? ke jene nizcaya dharma AtmajJAna pragaTa thayuM che tenA puNyane vyavahAra dharma kahyo che. samajANuM? paNa jene AtmajJAna che ja nahi tene to vyavahArAbhAsa, vyavahAra dharma kahe che. "mokSa adhikAramAM Ave che ne? bhAI! mokSanI ciMtA, baMdhanI ciMtA e dharmamArga che, dharmadhyAna che. e vyavahAra dharma, rAga. AhAhA.. "mokSa adhikAramAM Ave che. baMdhanI ciMtA ane baMdhanuM jJAna karavAthI AtmAno mokSa na thAya. zuddhano Azraya le to AtmAno mokSa thAya. AhAhA.! samajANuM? baMdha-ciMtAthI baMdha maTe nahi. mumukSu :- ene toDavA mATe. uttara :- toDavuM eTale zuddhano Azraya levo, eno artha e che). samajANuM? mAre to bIjuM kahevuM che ke baMdhanI ciMtAne tyAM dharma kahyo che. i puNyarUpI dharma, ema kahyuM che. tyAM kahyuM che ne, badhI khabara che. baMdhanI ciMtAne tyAM dharmadhyAna kahyuM che. dharma. e puNya. puSyane dharma kahyo che. AhAhA.! tyAre olo kahe che ne? puNyane adharma kayAM kahyuM che? paNa ahIM to nizcayanI dRSTipUrvaka je puNya che tene vyavahAra dharma kahe che, paNa che to nizcayathI to e pApa. puNya paNa pApa ja che. svabhAvamAMthI patIta thAya che, aMtaramAM rahI zakato nathI ane vikalpa Ave che, e to pavitratAmAMthI patIta thavuM e pApa che. AhAhA...! zuM kahyuM? pavitratAno piMDa bhagavAna, tenI pariNatimAM rahevuM ane e sivAya bahAra AvavuM, rAgamAM AvavuM) e to pavitratAmAMthI patIta thavuM che. to pavitratAmAMthI patIta thavuM e pApa che. e puNya-pApa adhikAramAM saMskRta TIkAmAM che. puNya-pApanI TIkAmAM "jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM A zabda che ke, potAno je pavitra svabhAva che tenI dRSTi ane jJAna, tenAthI patIta thAya ane rAgamAM Ave che, e puNya rAgane pApa kahe che. AhAhA.! samajANuM? AmAM to eka ja TIkA che ne? "amRtacaMdrAcAryanI che. "jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM che che. jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM che. mULa pustaka che ne? emAM che. beya TIkA che ne? "zrImad
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________________ 178 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 taraphathI chapAyuM emAM beya TIkA che. emAM "jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM che. prabhu! A adhikAra pApano cAle che ane tame A ratnatrayanI vyAkhyA kema karo cho? evo prazna che. ratnatraya che e to zubha bhAva che ane adhikAra to pApano cAle che to A adhikAra kema cAlyo? to pahelA kahyuM ke che? pustaka che? ThIka! oluM mAruM pustaka nathI. 'yadyapi vyavahAramokSamArgo nizcayaratnatrayasyopAdeyabhUtasya kAraNabhUtatvAdupAdeyaH paraMparayA nIvaca pavitratAvAra nimitta tathApi vadivyAnaMvanatvena parAdhInatvotpati rAgamAM Ave che to pavitratAthI patIta thAya che. AhA.! zuM kahe che? juo! jarI sUkSma vAta che. A to badho khyAla che. "trISTha ziSya: I. vyavahAraratnatrayavyArathI te tiSThati vartha pApaviIR A adhikAra to pApano che ane tame vyavahAra ratnatrayano adhikAra kema nAkhyo? ema prazna che. "tatra paridAra teno uttara. "yadyapi vyavahAramokSamA nizcayaratnatrayasyopAdeyabhUtasya kAraNabhUtatvAdupAdeyaH paraMparayA jIvasya pavitratAkAraNAt' paraMparA, hoM! "tathApi vadivyAnaMvanatvenI rAga ne paradravyanA AlaMbanathI "parAdhInatAtpatti rAgamAM Ave che to parAdhInatAthI pavitratAthI patIta thAya che. "nazyatItye vaIRTIbIjuM. 'nirvikalpasamAdhiratAnAM vyavahAravikalpAlaMbanena svarUpAtpatitaM bhavatIti dvitIyaM kAraNaM / iti nizcayanayApekSA pApo AhAhA...! "puNya-pApano chello adhikAra che. (gAthA-16 1thI 163). che ne A to ghaNIvAra (vAMcyuM che). AhAhA...! kyAM gayuM? AhAhA...! jJAna nAmanuM eka pada che te A paramArthasvarUpa sAkSAt mokSa-upAya che. ahIM, matijJAna Adi (jJAnanA) bhedo A eka padane bhedatA nathI paraMtu teo paNa A ja eka padane abhinaMde che." jJAnamAM vizeSatAthI ekAgratA thAya che, ema kahe che. tyAM bheda upara lakSa nathI eTale abheda upara jatAM jJAnanI nirmaLatA pragaTa ho, e abhinaMde che, ekAgratAne abhinaMde che, abhedane abhinaMde che. abhedane -Teko Ape che)." vizeSa vyAkhyA Avaze.... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. 283 gAthA-204 somavAra, zrAvaNa vada 6, tA. 13-08-1979 samayasAra 204 gAthA. pharIne thoDuM laIe). A "AtmA kharekhara paramArtha parama padArtha) che ane te (AtmA) jJAna che. AtmA parama padArtha che e jJAnasvarUpa che. vaLI AtmA eka ja padArtha che;" AtmA eka ja padArtha che "tethI jJAna paNa eka ja pada che. AtmA eka svarUpa che to jJAna paNa eka svarUpa che. kemake AtmA jJAna che. AhAhA...! je A jJAna nAmanuM eka pada che te A paramArthasvarUpa sAkSAt mokSa-upAya che. e jJAnasvarUpa
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________________ gAthA24 179 bhagavAna AtmA, enA taraphanI dRSTi, ekAgratA e eka mokSano upAya che. paramArthasvarUpa sAkSAt mokSa-upAya che." AhAhA...! A "morabInuM Aje vAMcyuM. AhAhA...! smazAna bhUmi. traNa traNa hajAra mANaso motanI aNIe paDyA che, hajAro to marI gayA. pANImAM maDadA cAlyA jAya. AhAhA...! "morabI'. hamaNAM bhAIe batAvyuM. AhA...! mumukSu :- AkhuM "morabI' DUbI gayuM. uttara :- lagabhaga traNa hajAra maravAnA bhayamAM che. keTalAka marIne pANImAM taratA cAlyA gayA maDadA. AhA...! nAzavAnamAM zuM hoya? AhA...! hamaNAM bhAI chApu lAvyA hatA. oho ! dekhAva. smazAna "morabI smazAna thaI gayuM. A nAzavAnamAM zuM hoya? prabhu! avinAzI to ahIM bhagavAna che. AhA...! nAzavAna upara to lakSa karavAnuM nathI paNa rAga ne paryAya upara paNa lakSa karavA jevuM nathI. AhAhA.! AtmA padArtha jJAnasvabhAvI AtmA eka che to jJAna paNa eka ja svarUpe che. AhAhA..! are.! evA maraNa paNa anaMtavAra thaI gayA. A paheluM vaheluM "morabInuM nahi paNa A AtmAne paNa anaMtavAra (thayuM che). kAraNa ke olo pula tUTI gayo. Dhagalo thaI gayo ne pANI AgaLa cAle nahi, pANI gAmamAM. AhAhA...! rADerADa mANaso marI gayA hajAro to pANImAM taratA maDadA. are! bhagavAna! tuM koNa cho? ene jo ne! AhAhA...! evI dazAo anaMta vAra thaI. prabhu! have AvA avasaramAM tAruM kalyANa karavuM hoya to bhagavAna AtmA ekasvarUpa che to tenuM jJAna paNa ekasvarUpa che. AhAhA...! che? te mokSano upAya che. aMdara ekasvarUpa jJAna che te taraphanuM avalaMbana levuM e mokSano upAya che. janma-maraNathI rahita thavAnI to A eka rIta che, bhAI! AhAhA...! ahIM, matijJAna Adi bhedajJAnanI paryAyamAM mati, cuta, avadhi "A eka padane bhedatA nathI." kharekhara to jJAnanI nirmaLa paryAya anekapaNe svabhAvanA Azraye utpanna thAya che e ekapaNAnI puSTi kare che. AhAhA... bheda upara lakSa na hoya ane jJAna svabhAva upara najara hoya to jJAnanI zuddhi, paryAya bhale mati-zruta Adi bheda ho, paNa e aMtarane abhinaMde (che), ekapaNAne abhinaMde che. AhAhA.! je je jJAnanI nirmaLa dazA thAya te te nirmaLa dazAnI puSTi kare che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? "nirjarA adhikAra che ne? AhA.! ' e bhagavAnaAtmA zuddha svarUpa to trikALa che. tenA avalaMbane zuddha saMvara, nirjarAnI paryAya zuddha utpanna thAya che e pUrNa zuddhinuM kAraNa che. pUrNa zuddhi eTale mokSa. paNa ahIMyAM kahe che ke, e paryAyamAM anekapaNuM, nirmaLa utpanna thAya che ne? e anekapaNuM utpana ho paNa e to ekapaNAne abhinaMde che, svabhAvanI puSTi kare che. AhAhA.! jhINI vAtuM bahu, bhAI! AhA...!
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________________ 180 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 e caitanya bhagavAna AtmA, eka padarUpe, eka svarUpe hovA chatAM teno Azraya laIne nirmaLa paryAyo aneka pragaTa thAya chatAM e aneka paryAya ekapaNAne abhinaMde ane puSTi Ape che. AhAhA.! samajAya che? svarUpa zuddha ekarUpa caitanya che, tenA avalaMbanathI aneka nirmaLa paryAya thAya che e nirmaLa paryAya ekapaNAnI puSTi kare che. bheda upara lakSa nathI, dRSTi abheda upara che. tethI jJAnanI ekAgratA, zuddhi vadhe che e zuddhi ekapaNAnI puSTi kare che, ekAgrapaNAnI puSTi kare che. AhAhA.! ekAgrapaNAnI puSTi kare che. AhAhA.! che? tyAM sudhI AvyuM hatuM. eka padane abhinaMde che. arthAt jJAyakabhAva je bhagavAna, tenA taraphanA avalaMbanathI aneka prakAranI nirmaLa paryAya mati-buta Adi utpanna thAya che e badhI ekapaNAnI puSTi kare che. svabhAvamAM ekAgratAnI vRddhi kare che. AhAhA.! rAga ne dayA, dAnanA vikalpa ne e to kyAMya bahAra rahI gayA. e koI dharma nathI, dharmanuM kAraNeya nathI. AhAhA.! te dRSTAMtathI samajAvavAmAM Ave che :-' kAle ahIM sudhI AvyuM hatuM. jevI rIte A jagatamAM vAdaLAMnA paTalathI DhaMkAyelo sUrya..." vAdaLanA daLathI DhaMkAyela sUrya ke je vAdaLAMnA vighaTana anusAre." vAdaLAnA vikharavAnA anusAre "pragaTapaNuM pAme che..." prakAza. 'tenA arthAt sUryanA) prakAzananI prakAzavAnI) hInAdhikatArUpa bhedo tenA (sAmAnya) prakAzasvabhAvane bhedatA nathI....... prakAza vizeSa, vizeSa, vizeSa pragaTa thAya che e sAmAnyane bhedatA nathI, ekatva thAya che. AhAhA.! bahu jhINuM. aMtaramAM bhagavAna AtmA ekarUpa, jJAna ekarUpa, tenuM avalaMbana levAthI nirmaLathI nirmaLa paryAya aneka utpanna thAya che paNa e anekapaNAne prApta thatI nathI. e svarUpanI aMdara ekAgratAnI puSTi kare che. AhA.! zuM kahe che? are.! vItarAgamArga bApA! emAM lakhyuM che ke, atyAre morabI masANa thaI gayuM che. AhAhA...! "morabI moTuM. jeThAbhAI gayA che. A saMsAramAM zuM bApu? A badhA bahAranA bhapakA masANanA hADakAnI cinagArInI phAsaphUsa jevuM che. AhAhA...! bhagavAna AtmA jJAyakabhAvathI bharelo prabhu, tenA avalaMbanathI je zuddhinI vRddhi eka pachI eka thAya che e vRddhi anekapaNAnI puSTi karatI nathI, ema kahe che. aMdaramAM ekAgratAnI puSTi kare che. samajANuM? sUrya ADe vAdaLAM che e jema jema vikharAtA jAya che tema tema prakAza vizeSa vizeSa thAya che e prakAzanI puSTi kare che. anekapaNAne nahi, prakAzanI puSTi kare che. AhAhA...! AvI dharmanI vAtuM. jeThAlAlabhAI! are.re.! e badhA karoDopati badhA duHkhI che, ahIM to ema kahe che. AhAhA.! arere...! kyAM che? bhAI! tAruM pada kyAM che? tAruM pada to aMdara che ne! AhAhA...! ane te ekarUpe pada, bhagavAna AtmArUpa athavA jJAnarUpa ekarUpe che. e ekarUpamAM ekAgratA thAya che ane e ekAgramAMthI zuddhinI anekatA
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________________ gAthA24 181 utpanna thAya che e anekatAnuM tyAM lakSa nathI. e anekatA ekatAne puSTi kare che. AhA...! samajANuM? jema sUryano prakAza vAdaLAnA vikharAvAthI vizeSa vizeSa thAya che to e vizeSa vizeSa prakAzanI puSTi kare che. samajANuM? are AvI vAtuM have. dharmane mATe. mAre dharma karavo che, bApu paNa bhAI! dharma A rIte thAya. AhAhA...! bhAI! bhagavAna! tuM jJAnasvarUpe birAjamAna cho ne. e taraphanA jhukAvathI je zuddhi, eka pachI eka zuddhi aneka prakAre bhale utpana ho paNa anekapaNuM ekapaNAnI puSTi kare che. zuddhi. zuddhi. zuddhi. zuddhi. zuddhi thatAM) zuddhinI puSTi thAya che, anekapaNAnI puSTi thatI nathI. anekapaNe utpanna thAya e ekapaNAnI puSTi kare che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM. bhagavAna! janmamaraNa rahita thavAnI cIja koI alaukika che. AkhA jagatathI udAsa thavuM paDaze, prabhu! AhAhA..! rAga ne paryAyathI paNa udAsa thavuM paDaze. udAsa thavuM paDaze. AhAhA...! aMdara bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha birAje che. tyAM tAruM Asana lagAvI de. AhAhA...! udAsIno, kahyuM ne? udAsIno. udAsIna-parathI udAsIna thaIne potAnA svabhAvamAM Asana lagAvI de. AhA.! e Asana lagAvavAthI ekapaNAnI zuddhi rahetI nathI tyAM, zuddhi vRddhi pAme che. to zuddhi vRddhi pAme che to e anekapaNAnI puSTi nathI karatI. e zuddhinI vRddhi zuddhimAM ekapaNAnI puSTi kare che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? sUryanA prakAzananI prakAzavAnI) hInAdhikatArUpa bhedo tenA (sAmAnya) prakAzasvabhAvane bhedatA nathI....... prakAza, prakAza, prakAza vadhato jAya che emAM bheda nathI. bhale prakAza vadhato hoya paNa e prakAzanI puSTi tyAM che. AhAhA...! tevI rIte karmapaTalanA udayathI DhaMkAyelo AtmA..." juo! AmAMthI kADhe. karmanA udayathI DhaMkAyelo AtmA. eno artha che, karmanA udayane vaza paDyo, DhaMkAyelo AtmA, ema. samajANuM? eno artha A che. karmanA udayathI, karmanuM paTala, DhaMkAyelo. e karmanA udayamAM vaza thaIne potAnA svabhAvane DhAMkI dIdho che. AhAhA. dumanane vaza thaI sajjananI sat zaktine DhAMkI dIdho. e rAga, karmano udaya duzmana che. tene vaza thaIne potAnI zaktine DhAMkI dIdhI. AhAhA.! ahIMyAM karmanA udayathI DhaMkAyelo, evA zabdo (che). dRSyata ApavuM che ne? vAdaLA ane prakAza. vAdaLA khase che to prakAza thAya che. paNa kharekhara to prakAza thavAnI yogyatAthI potAthI prakAza thAya che. e vAdaLA ghaTavAthI ema kahevuM e to vyavahArathI kathana che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? ema ahIMyAM azuddhatAnI dazA, e karmanA udayane vaza thayelI che to tenAthI haTIne aMtaramAM jema jema azuddhatA ghaTatI jAya che, tema karma paNa dUra thaI jAya che, tema tema vijJAnaghana AtmA potAnI paryAyamAM prakAzamAM puSTi thAya che. AhAhA.! Avo dharma have. evI vAtuM che, bhAI! AhAhA.!
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________________ 182 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 'karmanA vighaTana (kSayopazamanA) anusAre." bhASA che ne? "varNIjI sAthe prazna thayA hatA to eNe ja kahyuM hatuM ke, jJAnAvaraNIya karmano jeTalo kSayopazama thAya eTaluM jJAna Ave ane tame kaho cho ke jJAnanI potAnI yogyatAthI jJAna thAya che. AhAhA.! A to nimittathI kathana kahyuM che. samajANuM? paNa nimittane vaza thAya che eTalo AtmA DhaMkAI gayo ane jeTalo nimittanA vazathI chUTyo teTalo AtmAno vikAsa thayo. AhAhA...! samajANuM? prabhu! A to vItarAganA gharanI vAtuM (che), bApA! AhA! are! bharatakSetra jevA sAdhAraNa kSetra, emAM garIba mANaso, garIba vastI, emAM A tavaMgaranI vAtuM karavI. AhAhA.! mahA bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha aMtara mahelamAM-AnaMdanA mahelamAM birAje che. e AtmA jeTalo karmanA udayane vaza thAya che teTalI tyAM AtmAnI paryAya DhaMkAI jAya che ane jeTalo AtmA nimittane vaza na thayo to karmanuM ghaTavuM thayuM ema kahevAmAM AvyuM. e karma pote parane vaza nathI thatA e karma ghaTyA. azuddha paryAya nimittane vaza thatI hatI. prabhuAvo artha che. zuM karIe? AhAhA...! che? 'karmanA vighaTana (kSayopazamanA) anusAre..." bhASA che? jema vAdaLAnA ghaTavAne kAraNe prakAza utpanna thAya che ema ahIMyAM karmanA ghaTavAne kAraNe. AhAhA...! teno artha che ke, potAnI azuddha paryAya je para ne nimittane tAbe thatI hatI e nimittane tAbethI haTI gaI to karmano kSayopazama thayo ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA.! vAta to Ama che, bhAI! eka bAju ema kahe ke, AtmAnI paryAya je samaye, je prakAre utpanna thAya che te potAthI utpanna thAya che. have eka bAju ema kahe ke karma ghaTe teTalo prakAza thAya. ene nyAyasara samajavuM paDaze ne? AhAhA...! zAstra vAMcavAmAM paNa bApu! dRSTi yathArthapaNe hoya to samajI zake. mumukSu :- gurugamanI cAvI maLavI joIe. uttara :- hA, vastu evI che. AhA.! padravyane ghaTavAne kAraNe AtmA prakAzamaya thAya che? AhA...! paNa AtmAmAM eka abhAva nAmano guNa che e azuddhatAnA abhAvarUpe pariName che teTalI puSTi-jJAnanI vRddhi thAya che. AhAhA.! sAdhAraNa mANasane abhyAsa na hoya aMdara ne, AhAhA.! ene kyAM jAvuM che kyAM? AhA...! deha to paDI jaze, prabhu! e deha to saMyoge che, paramAM che, e to tArAmAM che ja nahi. paNa A eka kSetre bheguM (che) tyAM tane lAge ke ame dehamAM chIe. dehamAM nathI e to pote AtmAmAM che. dehanuM kSetramaMtara thaze tyAre ene lAge ke are! deha chUTI gayo, ame marI gayA. koNa mare? prabhu! kSetramaMtarathI deha chUTe. samajANuM? kAle prazna nahoto thayo? "baMDIjI'! ke, A pariNamana che e kriyAvatI zaktine kAraNe nahi. kriyAvatI zakti to kSetramaMtarathI kSetramaMtara thAya e kriyAvatI zakti. paNa enuM je pariNamana che e kriyAvatI zakti ekalI nahi. e anaMta guNanuM pariNamana je che te
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________________ gAthA24 183 potAthI che. kriyAvatI zaktinuM pariNamana to eka AtmA ke paramANu eka kSetrathI Ama (bIjA kSetre jAya che, e kriyAvatI zakti. paNa tyAMne tyAM rahIne je pariNamana thAya che e kriyAvatI (zakti) ekalI nahi. bhale e vakhate sthira hoya toya kriyAvatI zaktinuM pariNamana sthira che. gati kare tyAre e hoya. paNa pariNamana-enI dazA... AhAhA...! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanuM avalaMbana laIne je dazA zuddhi, zuddhi vadhe che e zuddhi anekatAthI thatI nathI, e zuddhi vadhe I ekatAnI puSTi kare che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? "anusAra pragaTapaNuM pAme che..." AvI bhASA have emAMthI kADhe A loko. karmanA udayanuM ghaTavA pramANe jJAnano ughADa thAya. ahIM eka bAju ema kahevuM ke, jJAnanI paryAya potAthI te samaye te prakAranI pragaTa thavAnI lAyakAtathI pragaTa thAya che, karmanA ghaTavAthI nahi. kemake emAM eka abhAva nAmano guNa che. paranA abhAvarUpe pariName che, parathI nahi, paranA abhAvarUpe pariName che te potAno svabhAva che. samajANuM? karma ghaTe mATe abhAvarUpe pariName che e to nimittanuM kathana che. AhAhA.. kemake AtmAmAM eka bhAva ane abhAva nAmano guNa che. bhAvaguNane kAraNe to dareka guNanI vartamAna paryAya utpana thaze. e koI karmanA ghaTavAthI thaze ema che nahi. tyAM bhale ghaTe paNa enI ahIM apekSA nahi. samajANuM? AvuM viSama. kAle koI pUchatuM hatuM, aneka apekSAthI kAle savAramAM vAta AvI. bhaI! jJAnanI vizeSatAnI mahimA ja evI koI che. enA paDakhAM, eTalA paDakhAM che. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che ke, jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna jeTalo paranA sadbhAva ne nimittane vaza thaIne bhAvarUpa thAya che teno abhAva nAmanA guNane kAraNe e karmanuM ghaTavuM thayuM, paNa ahIMyAM to potAnA abhAva guNane kAraNe rAganA abhAva svabhAvarUpe pariNamavuM e potAne kAraNe che. AhAhA.! karmanA ghaTavAne kAraNe zuddhinI vRddhi thAya che e to nimittanuM kathana che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? tenA jJAnanI hInAdhikatArUpa bhedo." pahelA thoDI zuddhi, pachI vizeSa tathaI) evA hInAdhikatArUpa bheda tenA sAmAnya) jJAnasvabhAvane bhedatA nathI....... bhale e anekapaNe vRddhi pAme paNa e sAmAnya jJAnanI puSTi kare che. sAmAnya nAma trikALa ane tenuM avalaMbana levuM e sAmAnya. tenI puSTi kare che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM have. vItarAgamArga bahu alaukika, prabhu! evI vAta kyAMya che nahi. sarvajJa vItarAga sivAya (kyAMya che nahi). paNa samajavuM alaukika vAta che, bhAI! AhA...! jJAnanA eTale AtmAnA svabhAvanuM hInAdhikatArUpa sattArUpa, paryAyamAM, hoM! bheda jJAnasvabhAvane bhedatA nathI. bhagavAna sAmAnya trikALa che tene to bhedatA nathI paNa sAmAnyamAM ekAgratA che tene bhedatA nathI. ekAgratAnI to puSTi kare che. samajANuM? AhAhA...! paraMtu UlaTA tene abhinaMde che. AhAhA...! zuddhinI, AtmAnA avalaMbanathI zuddhinI anekatA
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________________ 184 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 utpanna thavA chatAM e ektAnI puSTi kare che, bhedanI puSTi nathI. samajANuM? "baMDIjI'! AvI vAta che. arere.! lokone sthULa (sAMbhaLavA) maLe emAM sAMbhaLIne saMtoSa thaI jAya. kAMIka dharma karyo. are. prabhu! jyAre avasara maLe? bhAI! AhAhA...! sanuM svarUpa saccidAnaMda prabhu, sUrya samAna prakAzano puMja, jJAnanA prakAzano puMja e to trikALI. paNa tenA avalaMbanathI zuddhinI anekatA utpana thavA chatAM e ekatAnI puSTi kare che, anekatAnA khaMDa thatA nathI. ekatAmAM khaMDa thatA nathI, ekatAmAM puSTi kare che. samajANuM? jeThAlAlabhAI! AvI vAtuM che. AhAhA.! arere.! A dekhAva Aje karyo che A jove to mANasane... AhAhA...! Ama pANImAM seMkaDo maDadA tare, cAlyA jAya che. ene bicArane khabareya nahi ke savAre zuM thaze? mA-bApa taNAtA hoya, dIkarA taNAtA hoya. AhA.! pote paNa taNAto hoya ane mA-bApa jove ne mA-bApa taNAtA hoya to pote jove. AhAhA...! bApu bahAramAM kyAM zaraNa che? e vakhate paNa jo bhagavAna AtmAnA svabhAvanI dRSTi kare to zaraNa maLI jAya. samajANuM? kemake bhagavAna vidyamAna, trikALa vidyamAna che. emAM avidyamAnapaNuM to bilakula che nahi. AhAhA...! evo je bhagavAna AtmA trikALa vidyamAna prabhu, sattA vastu, potAnI sattA, hayAtI, mojUdagI trikALa rAkhanAra, teno Azraya levAthI zuddhinI paryAyamAM anektA bhAse che chatAM e aMtaranI zuddhinI puSTi kare che, aMtaramAM ekAgratAnI puSTi kare che. are! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! AhAhA...! samajANuM? "samayasAra' to jainadarzananuM ekaluM mAkhaNa che. jainadarzana eTale koI paMtha nathI, e to vastudarzana (che). jevI jagatanI vastu che e vastunI dazA kaI ne e vastunI zakti kaI, e vastunuM vastupaNuM zuM? e batAve che. AhAhA...! kahe che ke, anekapaNAnI zuddhi utpanna thAya che e bhedatI to nathI UlaTuM abhinaMde che. AhAhA! che? UlaTuM ekAgratAnI puSTi vizeSa vizeSa zuddhi thaI. AhAhA.! samayasAramAM bIje ThekANe Ave che ne? bhAI! emake zuddhi aneka aneka aneka aneka zuddhi thAya che, (ema) Ave che. chatAM e zuddhi aneka aneka hovA chatAM te ekAgratAmAM puSTi kare) che. zuddhinI anekatA thAya, anekatA thatA e anekapaNuM emAM puSTa nathI thatuM. AhAhA...! A duniyAnI mIThAza mUkavI. hai? AhAhA! ane AtmAnI mIThAzamAM AvavuM, bhAI! AhA..! ahIM to ema kahe che ke, prabhu! mIThAza AnaMdathI bhareluM ekarUpa svarUpa che. jema jJAna ekarUpa che ema AtmA ekarUpa che ema AnaMda ekarUpa che. e AnaMdamAM ekAgratA karatA karatA AnaMdanI paryAya anekapaNAnI pragaTa thAya che chatAM e anekapaNuM ekapaNAnI puSTi kare che. e zuddhinI vRddhi thaIne ekapaNAnI puSTi kare che. nirmaLa paryAyamAM, hoM! sAmAnya to che i che. A to nirmaLa paryAya je pragaTa thaI e anekapaNe zuddhi, zuddhi, zuddhi, zuddhi
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________________ gAthA- 204 185 vadhatI jAya che e anekapaNAnI puSTi nathI karatI. e anekapaNuM aMtara ekAgratAnI puSTi kare che. hasamukhabhAI'! Avo copaDo koI di vAMcyoya no hoya nyAM. AhAhA...! arere...! AvI cIja paDI che, nidhAna mUkyA che. AhAhA...! bhAvarUpa, hoM! pAnA to jaDa che. AhAhA...! AhAhA.! mAlanA dhokaDA hoya che ne? rUnA. mAla kADhIne batAve ke Avo mAla che. ema potAnA AnaMdasvarUpamAM ekAgra thAya che to AnaMdano aMza-namUno Ave che. e namUnA dvArA Akho AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che evI pratIti thAya che. e AnaMdanI je paryAya pragaTa thaI ane vizeSa ekAgratA thatA thatA AnaMdanI vizeSa paryAya pragaTa thaI, to e vizeSa vizeSa pragaTa thaI to tyAM bheda thatA nathI. e aMdaramAM jJAnanI puSTimAM ekAgra thAya che. AhAhA! e AnaMdanI vRddhi thAya che. anekapaNAmAM anekapaNAnI vRddhi nahi paNa AnaMdanI vRddhi thAya che. AhAhA..! Avo mArga have. mATe jemAM samasta bheda dUra thayA che." juo! e bheda paNa dUra thaI gayA. bheda upara lakSa nahi. bhale zuddhinI anekatA utpanna thaI paNa e upara lakSa nathI. lakSa trikALa upara che aMdara ekAgratAmAM puSTi vizeSa thAya che. samajANuM? dhImethI samajavuM, prabhu! A to vItarAgamArga (che). AhAhA...! traNalokanA nAtha paramAtmA (che), evo ja A traNalokano nAtha paramAtmA che. A paramAtmA pote, paramAtmA pote AtmA paramAtmA che. AhAhA...! teno paMtha, tenI ekAgratA thavI. jyAM ekarUpa pada paDyuM che temAM ekAgratA thavI ane ekAgratA thavAthI zuddhinI anekatA utpanna thAya che, chatAM e ekAgratAnI ja puSTi kare che. tyAM zuddhinI vRddhi thAya che, anekapaNAnI puSTi nathI karatA. AnaMdanI vRddhi thaI, vizeSa AnaMda, AnaMda, AnaMda, AnaMda, bhale anekapaNe AnaMdanA aMzo zuddhinA vadhyA ema kahevuM, chatAM ahIM to AnaMdanI vRddhi aMdara paryAyamAM AnaMdanI vRddhi thAya che. samajANuM? e anekapaNAne laIne AnaMdanI vRddhino bheda paDI jAya che, ema nahi. AhAhA.! AvI vAta kyAM che? bhAI! AhAhA...! - ahIM to paryAyamAM zuddhi vadhe e upara koI lakSa na karavuM, ema kahe che. aMdaramAM je dravyamAM lakSa gayuM che, tyAM lakSa jamAvI devuM ane tenAthI zuddhi bhale anekapaNe vadhe, anekapaNe dekhAya paNa aMdaramAM to ekapaNe ja zuddhi vadhatI jAya. AhAhA...! viSaya jarI jhINo che. AhAhA...! mATe jemAM samasta bheda dUra thayA che evA AtmasvabhAvabhUta...." AtmasvabhAvabhUta jJAnanuM ja ekanuM AlaMbana karavuM. ekarUpa bhagavAnaAtmA, enuM avalaMbana karavuM joIe. AhAhA.! paryAya bhale aneka ho paNa chatAM avalaMbana to ekanuM, ekarUpanuM avalaMbana levuM joIe. AhAhA.! samajAya evuM che, prabhu! AtmA to aMtarmuhurtamAM kevaLajJAna laI zake. AhAhA.! are.! enA viraha paDI gayA. paMcamakALa, kALa naDyo nathI paNa enI
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________________ 186 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 paryAyamAM hINI dazAno kALa, pUrI dazAno kALa potAmAM potAne mATe nahi. AhAhA...! potAnuM (kahe) che ne, svayaM? svayaMne svarya mATe pUrNa thavAno) kALa nahi. kALa-phALa naDato nathI. potAnI hInatA, (zuddhi) vRddhi nathI pAmatI e naDatara che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? evA AtmasvabhAvabhUta jJAnanuM ja ekanuM..." juo! jJAna levuM che ne? AtmasvabhAvabhUta jJAna. je svabhAvabhUta, AtmA jema trikALa che ema jJAna trikALa che, svabhAvabhUta. "jJAnanuM ja ekanuM AlaMbana karavuM. AhAhA...! "tenA AlaMbanathI ja." bhASA juA! bhagavAna jJAyakasvarUpa trikALa jJAnAnaMda sahajAnaMda prabhu, tenA AlaMbanathI ja." joyuM? "AlaMbanathI ja.." nizcaya lIdhuM. mumukSu - bIjo koI upAya nathI. uttara :- A ja vastu che. AhAhA.! prabhu pUrNAnaMdano nAtha dravya svabhAva, tenA AlaMbanathI ja. pAchuM bIjAnuM AlaMbana nahi, tenI mATe "ja" (zabda) mUkyo che. paryAyanuM avalaMbana nahi, rAganuM nahi, nimittanuM nahi. AhAhA...! "tenA AlaMbanathI ja nijI padanI prApti thAya che..." paryAyamAM. nijapada je trikALa che tenA avalaMbanathI ja paryAyamAM nija padanI prApti thAya che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? pharIne, AmAM kaMI punarukti na lAge. bhAvanAno graMtha che ne? heM? AhAhA.! nija svarUpa pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, tenA avalaMbanathI ja nija padanI prApti paryAyamAM thAya che. dravya to nija pada to che ja, tenA avalaMbanathI ja, pUrNa paryAyanI, pUrNa paryAyanI nija padanI prApti tenAthI thAya che. AhAhA...! ahIM to hajI bahAramAM takarAruM ne jhagaDA. are...! prabhu! zuM kare che? e. vyavahAra uthApe che ne ekAMta nizcaya sthApe che. AvA jhagaDA badhA. prabhu! vAta to evI che. ahIM to paryAyanI anekatA paNa Azraya karavA lAyaka nathI to vaLI rAga ne dayA, dAna ne Azraya karavA lAyaka che (ema kyAMthI hoya)? AhAhA.! A vAta vItarAga sivAya kyAMya che nahi. vItarAga svabhAvI bhagavAna svabhAva bharyo che prabhu, vItarAga svabhAvabhUta AtmA, tenA avalaMbanathI ja vItarAganI paryAyanI pUrNatA nija padanI prApti thAya che. AhAhA...! koI rAgane kAraNe ke nimittane kAraNe e pUrNa paryAyanI prApti thatI nathI. samajANuM? mumukSu :- eka ja upAya che. uttara :- AhAhA..! "tenA AlaMbanathI ja nijI padanI prApti thAya che..." eka vAta. pahelA astithI lIdhuM. "bhrAMtino nAza thAya che...... mithyAtvano nAza nija padanA avalaMbanathI thAya che. bIjI koI cIja nathI. bhrAMti nAma mithyAtva. paryAya jeTalo huM chuM, rAgathI dharma thaze vagere bhrAMti
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________________ gAthA- 204 187 je mithyAtva e nija padanA avalaMbanathI ja thAya che). nija padanI prApti thAya che e pahelA asti lIdhI, pachI bhrAMtino nAza thAya che (ema nAstithI vAta karI). paNa nija padanA avalaMbanathI mithyAtvano nAza thAya che. AhAhA.! AvI to cokhkhI vAta (karI che). are..! digaMbara zAstro ne digaMbara munio to alaukika vAta che, bApu! AhA.! munipaNuM koI alaukika vAtuM che. AhAhA...! jene aMtara anaMta anaMta AnaMdano paryAyamAM, samudrane kAMThe jema bharatI Ave che, ema munione aMtaramAM sAcA saMta hoya to paryAyamAM anaMta AnaMdanI bharatI Ave che. e atIndriya AnaMdanI vizeSa vizeSa dazA pragaTa thAya che). e vizeSa vizeSa upara lakSa nahi, sAmAnya upara lakSa, dRSTi che lakSa che to e kAraNe vizeSa vizeSa AnaMda thAya, paNa ekAgratAmAM puSTi thAya che. AnaMdanI vRddhi thAya che. AhAhA.! samajANuM? bhrAMtino nAza thAya che," e to Ama astipaNe jyAM prApti thaI, samyagdarzanapaNe, tyAM bhrAMtino nAza thaI gayo. nija avalaMbanathI samyagdarzana prApta thayuM to paryAyamAM e svarUpanI prApti thaI. e vakhate bhrAMtino nAza thAya che. AhAhA...! "AtmAno lAbha thAya che,..." pahelI sAdhAraNa vAta karI ke nija padanI prApti thAya che. to have kahe che ke, AtmAno lAbha thAya che. bhrAMtino nAza thavAthI bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, eno lAbha thAya che. A vANiyA lAbha savAyA nathI mUkatA? divALI upara. lakSmIcaMdabhAI! lAbha savAyA nAmAmAM lakhe. bApA! e lAbha nathI, e to nukazAna savAyA che. AhAhA.! prabhu! A lAbha, AtmalAbha tane maLaze. AhAhA.! AtmalAbha. AhAhA...! AtmAno lAbha thAya che... AhAhA...! have juo! "anAtmAno parihAra siddha thAya che....... have ahIM to puNyanA pariNAmane anAtmA kahyA. "cetanajI'! ahIM to anAtmA kahyA. anAtmA kaho, ahIM dharmathI viruddha anAtmA. anAtmA kaho ke puNya kaho. puNya anAtmA che, AhAhA...! AtmA nahi. AhAhA...! have A kahe che ke, puNyane adharma kayAM kahyo che? are. prabhu! tane zuM kahIe? arere...! AvuM zuM che? bhAI! puNya che e anAtmA che. AtmAno lAbha thayo to anAtmAno nAza thayo, parihAra thayo. e puNya anAtmA che. puNyane to pahelA adhikAramAM-jIva adhikAramAM ajIva kahyuM che. AhAhA...! e ajIvathI jIvane lAbha thAya? ane ajIvane dharma kahyo to e nizcaya dharma che? e to upacArathI kathana karyuM. AhAhA...! AtmAno lAbha thAya che. AhAhA.! pUrNa svarUpa, dhruva, teno Azraya levAthI nirapada, nija svarUpa, rAgapada e nijapada nahi. nijapadanI prApti thAya che eTalI sAmAnya vAta karI. bhrAMtino nAza thAya che. nija pada eTale AtmalAbha prApta thAya che, ema. tyAM AtmAno lAbha maLe, AtmalAbha. A lakSmIno lAbha ane dhULano (lAbha nahi). AhAhA...! e
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________________ 188 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 puNyabhAvano lAbha e ahIM nahi. puNya bhAva to anAtmA che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? have Avo upadeza. mANasane navarAza-phUrasada nahi, dhaMdhA ADe navarAza nahi. are! potAnuM hita kema thAya? AhAhA...! e juvAna chokarAo ne chokarAnI vahu pANImAM taNAtA hoya ne pote jarIka UMce beThA hoya, to rahI gayo hoya... AhAhA...! AMsunI dhArA cAlI jAya. bApu! e to tArA kheda che, duHkha che ane ene dekhIne tane Ama thayuM e to mithyAtva bhAva che. AhAhA.! tyAM to mithyAtvanI puSTi thaI che. AhAhA...! A bhagavAnane tarato aMdara judo dekha. Ave che ne? vizva upara tarato. 144 mAM vizva upara tarato. "samayasAramAM Ave che. yAda na hoya kaye ThekANe che? bhAva magajamAM rahI gayo hoya. vizva upara tarato tyAM 144 mAM Ave che. kartA-karmamAM nahi? AhA! ghaNe ThekANe Ave che. bhagavAna Ama rAga ne paryAyathI bhinna tarato. paryAyano paNa jemAM praveza nathI. evo bhagavAna AtmA, jo tuM A trikALInuM avalaMbana le to tane AtmalAbha thaze. bhrAMtino nAza thaze, AtmalAbha thaze, anAtmAno parihAra siddha thaze. puNya bhAva e anAtmA che. arara...! ahIM AtmA, e anAtmA che. to ahIM dharma to e adharma che. ahIM pavitratA, to e apavitratA che. AhAhA...! AkaruM kAma, bhAI! ane te caMDALaNInA putra kahyA che. beya - puSya ne pApa. brAhmaNane tyAM ucharyo I kahe A mane khape nahi, A mane khape nahi, A mane khape nahi. paNa koNa cho tuM? mULa to caMDALaNIno dIkaro. ema puNya bhAvavALo ema kahe ke, mane A pApa khape nahi, bhoga khape nahi, phalANuM khape nahi. paNa have tAro puNya bhAva e caMDALano putra che, vibhAvano putra che. ema kaLazaTIkA'mAM lakhyuM che. puNyavALA, zubhabhAvavALA ema mAne, A mAre khape nahi, A mAre khape nahi. e caMDALaNIno putra brAhmaNa jevuM che ene. AhAhA...! amAre bahu viSaya hoya nahi, amAre strIno saMga hoya nahi. saMga na hoya e tAro bhAva kyo che? bhAva to zubha che, rAga che. e rAga to caMDALaNIno putra che, caMDALaNIno dIkaro kahe ke mAre khape che ane A caMDALaNIno dIkaro kahe ke mAre khapatuM nathI. AhAhA.! zuM kahyuM? caMDALaNInA be dIkarA. eka dIkaro kahe ke A mAre khape nahi, A khape nahi, amAre mAMsa khape nahi, DhIkaNuM khape nahi. mumukSu :- mahAvrata che I caMDALaNIno putra che. uttara :- mahAvratanA pariNAma caMDALaNIno putra che. mahAvratanA pariNAmavALo kahe ke, A mane khape nahi, bhoga khape nahi, avrata khape nahi, strIno saMga khape nahi. paNa bhAva tAro che e to puNya che, e caMDALaNIno putra che. AhA...! e...I... AhAhA...! mumukSu :- AkaruM paDe. uttara :- AkaruM paDe, vAta sAcI. mumukSu :- muzkelIthI gaLe utare.
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________________ gAthA-204 189 utta2 :- saMsAranI vAta kema gaLe utarI jAya che jhaTa? A to aMtaranI vAta che, prabhu! AhAhA..! A sAdhuoe bahAramAM badhuM manAvI dIdhuM. vrata karo ne apavAsa karo ne sevA karo ne sAdharmIne madada karo. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- bahAramAM to enuM mAhAtmya che. uttara :- che, duniyAne bahAranuM mAhAtmya che e to mithyAtva che. darabArane nAmathI bolAve, phalANo siMha, phalANA darabAra, ema. AhAhA..! mArI nAkhyA. garAsiyAne eka nAme na bolAvAya. 'hirasaMgha' ema na bolAvAya. 'hasiMghajI", 'harisiMha'. mULa to 'siMha' zabdano 'saMgha' thaI gayo. mULa to 'harisiMha', bhAvasaMgha ne risaMgha'. darabAra! duniyAnI badhI khabara che, hoM! e saMgha kema thayo? mULa to 'siMha' (zabda) che. 'harisiMha', 'bhAvasiMha' darabAranA nAma. paNa pachI sAdhAraNamAM thaI gayA, 'hirasaMgha' ne 'bhAvasaMgha' thaI gayuM. 'siMha'nuM 'saMgha' thaI gayuM. A juone moTA.. 'indora'. e badhA vANiyA che toya nAma 'siMha'. 'rAjakumArasiMha', phalANAsiMha. enA nAma 'siMha' ane A garAsiyAnA nAma thaI gayA 'saMgha'. heThe utarI gayA, puNya ochA. ane vANiyA karoDapatio, vIsa karoDa, cAlIsa karoDa. AmAM 'siMha' che ne. 'zAMtiprasAda'mAM e nathI. tyAM 'zAMtiprasAda' ne 'zreyAMsaprasAda' ne e che ane A indoramAM badhA 'siMha', 'rAjakumArasiMha', 'rAjA bahAdurasiMha' che ne? khabara che. mumukSu :- enI patnIne 2mA na kahevAya, 2mA2ANI kahevAya. uttara H2mA2ANI kahevAya che, ema kahevAya che. '2mA2ANI zAMtiprasAda'. dhULeya nathI 2mA2ANo. AhAhA..! e to AnaMdanI sAthe piraNita rame e ramArANI che. AhAhA..! e ahIM kahe che ke, anAtmAno parihAra siddha thAya che,..' anAtmA koNa? puNya. pApa to ThIka paNa puNya che e anAtmA che, ajIva che. AhAhA..! ajIvano parihAra thAya che. AhAhA..! jIva bhagavAnaAtmA pUrNAnaMda prabhu, tenA avalaMbanathI nija padanI prApti thAya che, bhrAMtino nAza thAya che, AtmalAbha thAya che, anAtmAno parihAra siddha thAya che. AhAhA..! bahu sarasa! olA kahe che ke, e anAtmA rAga che, vyavahAra sAdhana che, nizcaya sAdhya che. ahIM to kahe che ke, AtmAnA svabhAvano lAbha thAya che to anAtmAno parihAra thAya che. arere..! je vyavahAra anAtmA che tenAthI AtmAno lAbha thaze! ahIM kahe che ke, AtmAno je lAbha aMtarathI thAya che tyAre anAtmAno parihAra thAya che. AhAhA..! anAtmAno tyAga thAya che. AhAhA..! lokaraMjana karavAnI vAta. AhAhA..! duniyA AmAM lokaraMjana thAya nahi. pakaDAya nahi, mAMDa-mAMDa tyAM.. toya have mANasa Ave che. muMbaI'mAM paMdara paMdara hajAra mANasa, dasa dasa hajAra mANasa sAMbhaLavA Ave che. zuM kahe che, sAMbhaLo to kharA. indora'mAM paMdara paMdara hajAra mANasa, 'sAgara'mAM vadhAre. indora' karatAM 'sAgara'
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________________ 190 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (mAM vadhAre). "bhagavAnadAsa kharA ne? paMdara paMdara hajAra mANasa. "bhopAlamAM to cAlIsa hajAra! A paMca kalyANaka thayA hatA, nahi? chello kalyANaka. cAlIsa hajAra! sAMbhaLe. aMdara khaLabhaLa to thatuM hatuM mANasane, paNa AkaruM paDe. eka kora lAkhonA, dasa dasa lAkha, pAMca lAkhanA maMdira banAve ane ene kahevuM ke e tame banAvyA nathI, phakta tamAro bhAva zubha hoya to e puNya che, e puNya anAtmA che. mumukSu :- puNya kahevuM, anAtmA to na kahevuM. uttara :- koNa paNa kare che? e to thavAnuM hoya tyAre thAya. emAM bhAva zubha karyA mATe thAya che? maMdira to maMdiranI paramANunI paryAyano kALa e rIte racAvAno hoya che tyAre te racAya che. mumukSu :- A pATiyA-bATiyA kare. uttara:- koNa kare pATiyA? e paramANue paramANu te samaye te paryAya thavAnA pariNAma, te pariNAmInA pariNAmano kartA te pariNAmI padArtha che. e paryAyanuM pariNAma che te pariNAmano kirtA pariNAmI che. kaDiyA ne phalANuM e koI kartA che nahi eno. are! AvI vAtuM. A tamArI lAdImAM nAkhe che ne? chAMTe. joyuM hatuM, jAmanagara'. "vaDhavANavALA' che ne? 'lAdIvALA' tyAM dUdha pIdhuM hatuM tyAM badhI lAdI Ama hatI. A chaMTAya ne chaMTAya ne A chaMTAya. jAmanagaranA gAma bahAra. AhA.! ahIM kahe che ke, anAtmAno parihAra thAya che. AhAhA...! "(ema thavAthI) karma jorAvara thaI zakatuM nathI...' olA karma baLavAna thatA hatA, potAnI paryAyanA joramAM, vikAramAM karmanuM nimitta baLavAna che, ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA.! e "svAmIkArtikeyAnuprekSAmAM paNa Ave che. kachavI jIvo baLiyo, kachavI kamma baLiyo'. tyAM nAkhe, juo! karmanuM baLa. are...! paNa vikArI pariNAmanuM baLavAna(paNuM) e karmanA nimittamAM baLavAna kahevAmAM AvyA. jyAM vikArI pariNAma je baLavAna che e kAraNe aMdara avikArI pariNAma pragaTa thatA nathI. AhAhA.! paradravyane laIne potAnI paryAyamAM koI vadhaghaTa thAya e bilakula khoTI vAta che. mAne na mAne jagata svataMtra che. ahIM to e kahyuM, 'karma jorAvara thaI zakatuM nathI... e bhAvakarmanuM jora hatuM, anAtmAnuM (jora hatuM) e pachI AtmAno lAbha thayo, anAtmA baLavAna thayo nahi to e karma baLavAna nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM. "rAgadveSamoha utpanna thatA nathI," e kAraNe, avalaMbanathI nirmaLa paryAya utpanna thAya che e kAraNe "rAgadveSamoha utpanna thatA nathI... AhAhA.! thoDI vizeSa vAta che. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!)
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________________ gAthA-204 191 pravacana naM. 284 gAthA-204, zloka-141, 142 maMgaLavAra, zrAvaNa vada 7, tA. 14-08-1979 204 gAthAno bhAvArtha, TIkAnA chellA thoDA zabdo che. ahIMyAMthI pharIne. evA AtmasvabhAvabhUta jJAnanuM ja ekanuM AlaMbana karavuM.' olI kora be lITI che. zuM kahe che ? ke, A AtmA je trikALI zuddha caitanya svabhAva, tenuM AlaMbana karavuM joIe. jeNe dharma ka2vo hoya to e pa2mAtmA bhagavAna svarUpa AtmA, bhagavAna kaheze, tenuM AlaMbana (karavuM), tyAM dRSTi ane jJAnanI paryAyane lagAvavI. AlaMbana eka jJAnanuM, jJAna zabde AtmA, AtmAnuM ja AlaMbana karavuM joIe. A to jJAnanI paryAyanI vAta cAle che ne? tethI jJAna lye che. 'tenA AlaMbanathI ja...' tenA AlaMbanathI ja. (nija) padanI prApti thAya che.' dayA, dAna, vratAdi ane vyavahA2 kriyAkAMDathI nirjarA thatI nathI, baMdha thAya che. A AlaMbanathI ja padanI prApti thAya che. AhAhA..! bhrAMtino nAza thAya che,...' svarUpa AnaMdamUrti prabhu, tenA AlaMbanathI nija padanI, nija svarUpanI - padanI prApti thAya che, bhrAMtino nAza thAya che, mithyAtvano nAza thAya che. AtmAno lAbha thAya che,...' svarUpa je zuddha bhagavAnaAtmA, tenA AlaMbanathI AtmAno lAbha thAya che. zuddhinI, AnaMdanI prApti paryAyamAM thAya che. AhAhA..! AvI vAta. ane anAtmAno parihAra siddha thAya che....' anAtmA nAma puNya bhAva ke vyavahA2 ratnatrayano zubhabhAva, tenA AlaMbanathI anAtmAno parihAra siddha thAya che, abhAva siddha thAya che. (ema thavAthI) karma jorAvara thaI zakatuM nathI...' karma nAma je vikArI pariNAmanuM jora hatuM e svabhAvanA avalaMbanathI tenuM baLa cAlatuM nathI. 'rAgadveSamoha utpanna thatA nathI...' e kA2Ne.. sUkSma nirjarAno adhikAra che ne? '(rAgadveSamoha vinA) pharI karma AsravatuM nathI...' navA karma AvatA nathI ane pharI karma baMdhAtuM nathI...' Asrava nathI thato to baMdha thato nathI. pUrve baMdhAyeluM karma bhogavAyuM thayuM... pUrve je karma baMdhAyeluM hatuM te nirjarI jAya che, samasta karmano abhAva...' pahelI nirjarA. zuddha caitanyanA avalaMbanathI nija padanI prApti, bhrAMtino nAza, AtmAnA svabhAvano lAbha, anAtmAno parihAra... AhAhA..! ane rAganuM jora nahi, rAgadveSa utpanna thatA nathI, pharI karma AsravatuM nathI. karma Asrava thato nathI to baMdha thato nathI, baMdha thato nathI to pUrva karmanI nirjarA thAya che. AhAhA..! A badhI vAta eka AtmAnA avalaMbananI che. bAkI dayA, dAna ne vrata ne bhakti anaMtavAra karyAM che. e have AgaLa Avaze. e koI dharma nathI, e koI dharmanuM kA2Neya nathI. AhAhA..! Avo adhikAra che.
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________________ 192 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 nirjarA ane "samasta karmano abhAva thavAthI sAkSAt mokSa thAya che. (AvuM jJAnanA AlaMbananuM mAhAsya che).' jJAna zabda bhagavAna AtmA, pUrNa svabhAva, tenA AlaMbanathI ATalA prakAranA lAbha thAya che. e badhuM AlaMbananA kAraNe. bhAvArtha :- karmanA kSayopazama anusAra jJAnamAM je bhedo thayA che. mati, zruta Adi 'te kAMI jJAnasAmAnyane ajJAnarUpa nathI karatA, AhA..! AtmAno jJAna svabhAva trikALa, tenA avalaMbanathI paryAyamAM matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhi utpanna thAya che, e bheda bhale utpanna ho paNa jJAnane ajJAna nathI karatA. AhAhA.! samajANuM? je bhedo thayA che te kiAMI jJAnasAmAnyane ajJAnarUpa nathI karatAsAmAnyajJAna je svabhAva che athavA temAM je ekAgratAnuM jJAna che tene ajJAna nathI karatA. mati, zrata bheda utpanna thAya che te potAnI paryAya che. samajANuM? AhA...! jJAnanI paryAyarUpa bheda utpanna thAya che te bheda utpanna thAya che te ajJAna nathI karatA. e to jJAnane abhinaMde (che), svabhAvamAM ekAgratAnI puSTi kare che. AvI vAta che. UlaTA jJAnane pragaTa kare che;" jJAnanA bheda mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevaLa vagere utpanna thAya che, e AtmAnA aMtaranA jJAnane paryAyamAM ajJAna nathI karatA. "UlaTA jJAnane pragaTa kare che. e paryAya utpanna thAya che, e to jJAnasvarUpa je sAmAnya che temAMthI paryAya pragaTa thAya che, paryAya thAya che te potAnI nirmaLa paryAya che. AhAhA...! mATe bhedone gauNa karI,... mati, kRta, avadhi, mana:paryaya utpanna thAya che paNa tene gauNa karI "eka jJAnasAmAnyanuM AlaMbana laI..." trikALI AnaMda prabhu, jJAnasvabhAva, sAmAnya nAma ekarUpa rahenAra saddazya dhruva, tenA AlaMbanathI AtmAnuM dhyAna dharavuM..." tenA AlaMbanathI AtmAnuM dhyAna karavuM, rAgathI nahi. AvI vAta che. tenAthI sarva siddhi thAya che. have kaLaza kahe che. ( zloka-141) (zArdUnavivrIDita) acchAcchAH svayamucchalanti yadimAH saMvedanavyaktayo niSpItAkhilabhAvamaNDalarasaprAgbhAramattA iva / yasmAbhinnarasaH sa eSa bhagavAneko'pyanekIbhavan valgatyutkalikAbhiradbhutanidhizcaitanyaratnAkaraH / / 141 / /
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________________ zloka-141 193 have A arthanuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che : zlokArdhaH- [ niSpIta-savina-mAva-mahana-rara-prAmAra-mattA: rU4] pI javAmAM Avelo je samasta padArthonA samUharUpI rasa tenI atizayatAthI jANe ke matta thaI gaI hoya evI [ Rca rUmA: cha-chA: saMvanavyavara: ] jenI A nirmaLathI paNa nirmaLa saMvedanavyaktio (-jJAnaparyAyo, anubhavamAM AvatA jJAnanA bhedo) [ yar svayam kacchananti ] ApoApa UchaLe che, [ : SH: mAvAn mutanidhi: caitanyaratnAra: ] te A bhagavAna adbhuta nidhivALo caitanyaratnAkara, [ kamiznara: ] jJAnaparyAyorUpI taraMgo sAthe jeno rasa abhina che evo, [ 5: kavi nevImavana ] eka hovA chatAM aneka thato, [ 3nimiH ] jJAnaparyAyorUpI taraMgo vaDe [ vAti ] dolAyamAna thAya che.UchaLe che. bhAvArtha - jema ghaNAM ratnovALo samudra eka jaLathI ja bharelo che ane temAM nAnA moTA aneka taraMgo UchaLe che te eka jaLarUpa ja che, tema ghaNA guNono bhaMDAra A jJAnasamudra AtmA eka jJAnajaLathI ja bharelo che ane karmanA nimittathI jJAnanA aneka bhedo-vyaktio ApoApa pragaTa thAya che te vyaktio eka jJAnarUpa ja jANavI, khaMDakhaMDarUpe na anubhavavI. 141. zloka-141 upara pravacana (zArdUlavikrIDita) acchAcchAH svayamucchalanti yadimAH saMvedanavyaktayo niSpItAkhilabhAvamaNDalarasaprAgbhAramattA iva / yasmAbhinnarasaH sa eSa bhagavAneko'pyanekIbhavan valgatyutkalikAbhiradbhutanidhizcaitanyaratnAkaraH / / 141 / / olo bhAvArtha hato. nikhIta-gani -mAvA-maphata-rasa-mAra-HTI: suvA AhAhA.! "pI javAmAM Avelo je samasta padArthonA samUharUpI rasa tenI atizayatAthI jANe ke matta thaI gaI hoya evI...... AhAhA...! zuM kahe che? ke, potAnA trikALI jJAnasvabhAvanuM avalaMbana levAthI je nirmaLa jJAnanI paryAya pragaTa thAya che te svaparane prakAze che. paryAya je nirmaLa utpanna thAya che te svaparane prakAze che. e AtmAne nukasAna karatI nathI. bheda che te nukasAna kare che, ema nahi. bhedano Azraya karavAthI vikalpa utpanna thAya che paNa bheda che te nukasAna nathI. AhAhA.! zuM kahe che? pI javAmAM Avelo je samasta padArthonA samUharUpI rasa tenI atizayatAthI jANe
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________________ 194 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ke matta thaI gaI hoya evI. pariNati. jJAnanI mati, cuta, avadhi Adi paryAya. kharekhara to mati-zrutanuM che. e mati, kRtanI paryAya je dravyanA avalaMbanathI utpanna thaI te jANe samasta padArthone pI gaI. AhAhA...! e jJAnanI paryAya nirmaLa pragaTa thaI te potAne ane parane, AkhA lokane pI gaI. e jJAnanI paryAyamAM AkhA lokAlokanuM jJAna AvI gayuM. AhAhA..! potAnuM caitanya svarUpa je zuddha caitanyanA avalaMbanathI, je mati-zrutanI paryAya utpanna thaI te svane to jANe che. svadravya, guNa ne paryAyane jANe che paNa te paryAya potAthI bhinna vizva che tene paNa potAmAM rahIne jANe che. evI jJAnaparyAya masta thaI gaI, kahe che. AhAhA.! svaparane jANanArI paryAya masta thaI gaI. svane ane parane jANavAthI. AhA...! bhale paryAya che. trikALInI to zuM vAta karavI? paNa trikALInA avalaMbanathI je mati-zruta jJAna thayuM te sarva padArthane pI javAthI atizayatAthI jANe matta thaI gaI. AhAhA. e mati-zruta jJAna ja jANe badhA dravya-guNane, potAnI badhI paryAyane ane lokAlokane eka samayamAM mati-zrutajJAna A rIte jANavAnI tAkAta rAkhe che. masta thaI gaI, kahe che. AhAhA.! che? rUma: acha-chA: saMvevyavaya: jenI A nirmaLathI paNa nirmaLa saMvedanavyaktio (jJAnaparyAyo, anubhavamAM AvatA jJAnanA bhedo)..." bhale bheda ho. AhAhA...! paNa abhedanA avalaMbanathI je nirmaLa utpanna thAya che, nirmaLathI nirmaLa... nirmaLa... nirmaLa... nirmaLa... evI paryAya utpanna thAya che. rAga ne malinatAnI paryAya utpanna thatI nathI. Avo mArga che. AhA...! saMvedanavyakti eTale aMtaranI anubhavanI dazAo, jJAnanA bheda ApoApa UchaLe che...." koI paranuM avalaMbana laIne utpanna thAya che, ema nahi. potAno bhagavAna jJAnasvabhAva, tenA avalaMbanathI svayameva paryAya mati, zrutanI utpanna thAya che e atizayatAnA bhArathI nirmaLathI nirmaLa. eka pachI eka nirmaLathI nirmaLa utpanna thAya che. sUkSma viSaya bahu, bhAI! AhAhA.! ApoApa UchaLe che..." paryAya ApoApa UchaLe che. eka to avalaMbana to lIdhuM paNa e paryAya potAne kAraNe ApoApa UchaLe che. mati, kRta Adi paryAya che bheda, paNa ApoApa UchaLe che. AhA...! nirmaLathI nirmaLa... nirmaLa. nirmaLa... nirmaLa... dhArA. sUryanA kiraNo jema prakAzamaya hoya che tema bhagavAna AtmAnI jJAnaparyAya prakAza, nirmaLa paryAya prakAzamaya hoya che. Are.! AvI vAtuM have. "ApoApa UchaLe che..." sa: 5: mAvI AhAhA.! bhaga nAma lakSmI, vAna nAma svarUpanI lakSmI. AhAhA! potAnA svarUpanI lakSmI je aMdaramAM bharI che, e bhagavAna "munidhi caitanyaratnavira: "te A bhagavAna.' te A bhagavAna. "adbhuta nidhivALo..." adbhuta nidhithI bharelo.
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________________ zloka-141 195 caitanya samudra che. caitanyaratnAkara caitanyasamudra che. AhAhA...! zarIra pramANe avagAhana hovA chatAM aMtara cIja je che e to anaMta anaMta guNanA rasathI, nidhi bhaMDAra bharyo che. AhA...! che? te A bhagavAna addabhuta nidhi.... jagatanI nidhi je ratana ne dhULanI nIkaLe, abajo rUpiyA nIkaLe, nIkaLe e nidhi nahi). AhA. zvetAMbaramAM eka Ave che ne? vastupALatejapALa." bahu karoDopati, abajopati. pachI jAtrA karavA nIkaLyA tyAre paisA bahu te dATavA gayA, makAnamAM jagyA khAlI hatI tyAM) dATavA gayA. dATavA gayA tyAM karoDo, abajo nIkaLyA, aMdarathI nIkaLyA. eTale enI strI kahe che, "annadAtA! tame dATo cho zuM karavA? ahIM tame khodo cho tyAM abajo rUpiyA nIkaLe che. vAparo badhA." evuM zvetAMbaramAM Ave che. evuM thAya, emAM zuM che? evo zubhabhAva hoya, paNa ethI karIne paMtha to e mithyAdRSTino che. AhAhA...! AkarI vAtuM che. abajopati! paisA ghaNA hatA. potAnA naLakoLiyAmAM jamIna khAlI paDI hoya, naLakoLiyAne zuM kahe che? khAlI. amArA makAna pAse hatuM. amArA mArA bahu paisAvALA. amArA mAmAe makAna lIdhuM hatuM emAM eka jagyA khAlI hatI, e naLakoLiyo kahevAya. tyAM pezAba kare, pANI nAkhe. emAM paisA dATavA gayA tyAM hIrAnI khANa nIkaLI. hIrAno caru nIkaLyo, caru. strI kahe che ke, tamArA page page nidhAna ane A dATo cho zuM karavA? vAparo to kharA. ahIM kahe che ke, bhagavAna to aMdara nidhi. bhagavAna abhuta nidhi A caitanya ratnamaNi, caitanyarUpI maNino samudra che. caitanyarUpI maNino samudra bhagavAna che. AhA...! kaho, A tamArA hIrA-phIrA kaI gaNatarImAM hoya? karoDanA, abajanA, DhIkaNA, phIMkaNA. ahIMyAM to adbhuta... AhAhA...! caitanyaratnAkara-caitanyarUpI maNithI bharelo samudra che. jJAnacetanA, darzanacetanA, AnaMda vagere anaMta guNarUpI caitanyamaNi ratananI khANa AtmA che. AhAhA...! temAMthI koI rAgadveSa nIkaLe evI khANa nathI. e to paryAyano Azraya kare che to rAgadveSa utpanna thAya che, aMtara vastumAM e nathI. AhAhA...! [kamiznarasa: "jJAnaparyAyorUpI taraMgo sAthe jeno rasa abhinna che evo,..." zuM kahe che? ke, potAno nidhi caitanyaratnAkara, temAM ekAgra thayo, AlaMbana lIdhuM to paryAyamAM nirmaLathI nirmaLa paryAya thaI, e AtmA jJAnathI abhinna che, e jJAnathI bhinna che nahi. AhAhA...! bhinna bhinna paryAya utpanna thaI chatAM jJAnathI abhinna che, ema kahe che. jJAna zabda AtmA. AtmA caitanyaratnAkaranuM avalaMbana laIne je aneka nirmaLa paryAya utpana thaI paNa e paryAya bhale ho, paNa e paryAya AtmAthI abhinna che. rAga jema bhinna che tema (A) paryAya bhinna nathI. AhAhA.! samajANuM? e caitanyaratnAkara, caitanyarUpI maNino samudra, tenA AlaMbanathI je paryAyamAM nirmaLathI
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________________ 196 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 nirmaLa paryAya utpanna thaI e paryAya AtmAnI sAthe abhinna che. rAga jema bhinna che tema A paryAya bhinna nathI). paryAya che te eka samayanI paryAya che to e bhinna che ema nahi. AhA..! juo! ahIM paryAyane siddha karavI che. paryAya, tenA sAmAnyasvabhAvanI paryAya che. sAmAnyasvabhAvathI te paryAya abhinna che. AhAhA..! abhinnano artha-e tarapha vaLelI jJAnanI paryAya che. e koI rAganI che ke vikAranI che, ema nahi. bahu AkarI vAta. A nirjarA tene thAya che. AhAhA..! bhagavAna caitanyasvabhAvano dariyo bharyo che. tenA avalaMbanathI paryAya je avasthAmAM nirmaLa nirmaLa thaI, bhale paryAya paNa te AtmAnI paryAya che, e AtmAnuM svarUpa che, e paryAya AtmAthI abhinna che. AhA..! paryAya che to tuccha che, kADhI nAkhavAnI cIja che, ema nahi ema kahe che. e paryAya AtmAnI che. AtmAthI utpanna thaI che ane e AtmAnI che. AhAhA..! rAga AtmAmAMthI utpanna thato nathI, rAga 52lakSe paryAyamAM utpanna (thAya che). kemake evo koI guNa nathI. caitanyaratnAkara dariyo che emAM koI eka guNa evo nathI ke vikAra kare. anaMta guNa to pavitratAthI bharelA che. guNano svabhAva vikAra karavo evuM emAM che nahi. paNa paryAya u52 lakSa karIne, dravya svabhAvane choDI re che tene paryAyamAM adhdharathI rAgadveSa utpanna thAya che. koI guNa nahi, dravya nahi. AhAhA..! to e vikAra AtmAthI bhinna che, potAnI vAstavika paryAya nathI. A apekSAe (vAta che, bAkI) che to zubhAzubha pariNAma, paryAya tenI. paNa atyAre to nirjarA batAvavI che ne? nahitara zubhAzubhabhAva che to AtmasvarUpa. e to pahelA AvI gayuM, pravacanasAra'. che to AtmAnuM svarUpa ja. paryAya che ne? paNa e svarUpa vikArI che. adhdharathI thayelI vikArI paryAya che, dravya-guNanA Azraye thayelI nathI. AhAhA..! ane je A nirmaLa paryAya utpanna thAya che tene dravya-guNano Azraya che. AhAhA..! Avo upadeza, lyo. mAraga jhINo bahu, bApA! AhA..! e jJAnaparyAyorUpa taraMgo...' taraMgo. jema samudramAM taraMga UThe che e samudrathI koI bhinna nathI. samudramAM je taraMga UThe che e samudrathI bhinna-judA nathI. ema bhagavAna jJAnasamudra bhagavAna, temAMthI taraMga nAma nirmaLa paryAya uThe che e bhagavAnaAtmAthI bhinna nathI. AhAhA..! atyAre to jJAnapradhAna kathanamAM paryAya AtmAthI abhinna che. 52thI bhinna batAvI paryAya potAthI abhinna che eTaluM batAvavuM che. vaLI jyAre paryAya ane dravyanI vyAkhyA cAlatI hoya tyAre paryAya dravyathI bhinna che (ema kahe). e AvI gayuM che, 320 gAthA. dhyAnanI paryAya paNa dravyathI kathaMcit bhinna che. jo bhinna na hoya, jo pAriNAmika svabhAva sAthe abhinna hoya to jJAnanI paryAyano nAza thaze to mokSa jyAre thaze tyAre pAriNAmika bhAvano paNa nAza thaI jaze. are..! AvI vAtuM. AhAhA..! bhagavAnanA gharanI
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________________ zloka-141 197 judI vAtuM, bApu e nirjarA ane dharma, koI alaukika vAtuM che, bhAI! AhA. caitanyanA maNithI bharelo svayaMbhUramaNa samudra che. chello svayaMbhUramaNa (samudra che temAM) nIce retI nathI, nIce ratana che. asaMkhya jojanano lAMbo che, svayaMbhU. svayaMbhU! asaMkhya jojanano pahoLo. cAre bAju vIMTAyelo. asaMkhya dvipa, samudrane Akho vIMTAIne paDyo che. chello. emAM nIce retI nathI, nIce hIrA, ratna paDyA che. Akho ratanathI bharyo che. ema A bhagavAna svayaMbhU AtmA, aMdara taLamAM anaMtA ratana bharyA che. AhAhA. jema e svayaMbhUramaNanA taLamAM ratna bharyA che ema bhagavAna svayaMbhU, pravacanasAranI soLamI gAthAmAM kahyuM, svayaMbhU - potAthI utpanna thayo che, paryAyamAM, hoM che to che anAdithI, paNa nirmaLa paryAya potAthI utpanna thAya che. evo svayaMbhU, temAM anaMtA anaMtA caitanya maNinA ratanathI bharelo che. enA avalaMbanathI je mati, mRta Adi paryAya utpanna thAya che e nirmaLa che, e AtmAthI abhinna che. AhAhA...! che? "jJAnaparyAyorUpI taraMgo olA jema samudramAM taraMga (UThe' ema A taraMgo. sAthe jeno rasa abhinna che evo... [ : Apa nevImavar] bhagavAna jJAnasvabhAve ekarUpa hovA chatAM paryAyamAM anekapaNe bhagavAna AtmA thAya che. AhAhA...! vastu tarIke eka hovA chatAM paryAya tarIke anekapaNe bhagavAna thAya che. e AtmA anekapaNe thAya che, hoM! AhAhA...! have AmAM kyAM copaDAmAM kAMI nIkaLe nahi, saMpradAyamAM maLe nahi. copaDAmAM nIkaLe nahi. AhAhA.... zuM che A vAta? bApu! A to bhagavAna caitanyasamudra prabhu, tenA avalaMbanathI nirmaLathI nirmaLa paryAya utpanna thAya che e paryAya svaparane pI gaI. e paryAya sva-parane pI gaI che. eTale svaparane jANe che. e jANanArI paryAya AtmAthI bhinna nathI. AhAhA...! e eka hovA chatAM [ 5: pi nevImavana ] ekapaNe AtmA sAmAnya hovA chatAM aneka thato, jJAnaparyAyorUpI taraMgo vaDe... AhAhA...! "dolAyamAna thAya che. jema samudra taraMgathI DolAyamAna thAya che ema bhagavAnaAtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha caitanya ratnAkara, tenA avalaMbanathI paryAyamAM taraMgo DolAyamAna thAya che. AhAhA.! jema samudranuM pANI Ama UchaLIne DolAyamAna thAya che tema potAnI paryAyamAM jJAnataraMgathI DolAyamAna thAya che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM have. AhAhA.! vAti "jJAnaparyAyorUpI taraMgo vaDe..." "vAti "dolAyamAna thAya che-UchaLe che.' AhAhA! samudramAM jema pANI UchaLe. AhA! taraMga UchaLe ema jeNe svarUpa pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI dRSTi karI, dRSTimAM svIkAra karyo, jJAnanI paryAyamAM AkhA zeyane jANI lIdhuM evI paryAyamAM, evA nirmaLa taraMga uThe che ke AtmAthI abhina hovA chatAM dhruva che te DolAyamAna thato nathI paNa paryAya je dharmanI, samyagdarzana, jJAnanI utpanna thAya che te DolAyamAna thaIne) UchaLe che, UchaLe che. AhA...! bhAre, bhAI! samudramAM jema taraMga UchaLe ane samudra Ama
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________________ 198 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 DolAyamAna thAya), AhA! ema bhagavAna AtmA anaMta caitanyaratnAkarano samudra tenA aMdaramAM AlaMbanathI avasthAmAM je paryAyo pragaTa thAya che tenAthI-paryAyathI bhagavAna UchaLe che. samudrane kAMThe jema bharatI Ave, bharatI, emAM pUnamane divase pUrNa bharatI hoya che. caMdranA pUnamane ane saMbaMdha che. caMdranI pUnama hoya tyAre pUrNa bharatI (Ave). ema bhagavAna AtmAmAM jyAre pUrNa ekAgratA thAya che... AhAhA...! to kevaLajJAna Adi paryAya aMdara UchaLe che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? e aMtaramAM ekAgratAnuM phaLa che. e koI karmano abhAva thayo, koI kriyAkAMDa ghaNA karyA mATe AvI paryAya utpanna thaI gaI ema che nahi. bhAvArtha :- jema ghaNA ratnovALo samudra eka jaLathI ja bharelo che." eka jaLarUpa sAmAnya. "ane temAM nAnA moTA aneka taraMgo UchaLe che te eka jaLarUpa ja che..." e taraMgo jaLarUpa ja che. tema ghaNA guNono bhaMDAra..." bhagavAna "A jJAnasamudra AtmA eka jJAnajaLathI ja bharelo che. AhAhA.! paryAyanI vAta nathI. jJAnajaLathI bharelo prabhu, dhruva. AhA.! "ane karmanA nimittathI jJAnanA aneka bhedo-vyaktio..." aMdaranI paryAyanI nirmaLatA eka pachI eka vyakti utpanna thAya che, e karmanuM nimitta kahevAmAM Ave che. che to potAnA upAdAnathI paNa karmanuM eTaluM nimitta che. nirmaLa paryAya alpa che pachI vizeSa thAya che, pachI vizeSa thAya che to emAM karmano eTalo abhAva thAya che. potAne kAraNe vRddhi thAya che to karmanuM nimittapaNe tene kAraNe ghaTI jAya che. AhAhA.! ane karmanA nimittathI jJAnanA aneka bhedo-vyaktio ApoApa pragaTa thAya che te vyaktio eka jJAnarUpa ja jANavI....... AhAhA.! juo! A nirjarA adhikAra'. nirjarAnA traNa prakAra hoya che. eka to karmanuM kharavuM te nirjarA, bIjuM azuddhinuM gaLavuM te nirjarA, trIjuM zuddhatAnI vRddhi thavI te nirjarA. eka paranI nirjarA, eka potAnI azuddha paryAyanuM nAza thavuM ane potAnI zuddha paryAyanI puSTi-vRddhi thavI. traNene nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. paranI nirjarA te asadbhuta vyavahAranaya, azuddhatAnI nirjarA-azuddhatAnuM gaLavuM te azuddhanizcayano viSaya ane zuddhinI vRddhi thAya che... AhAhA.! kharekhara e nirjarA che. kemake saMvaramAM je zuddhi utpanna thAya che tenAthI nirjarAmAM vizeSa zuddhi che ane mokSamAM pUrNa zuddhi che. e zuddhinA prakAra che. samajANuM? AhAhA... "eka jJAnarUpa ja jANavI,..." e jeTalI paryAya pragaTa thAya paNa e jJAnarUpa ja jANavI. jJAnasvabhAvamAMthI utpanna thaI che ane jJAnasvabhAvathI abhinna che. AhAhA...! e ekasvarUpa bhagavAna anekapaNe thAya che. potAne kAraNe, hoM! AhAhA...! bhagavAna ekasvabhAvI jJAnasvarUpI dhruva ekasvabhAvI, evo hovA chatAM paNa paryAyamAM anekarUpe UchaLe che. e eka anekarUpe thAya che. eka to ekarUpe rahe ja che paNa eka ekarUpe raheto hovA chatAM eka anekarUpe paNa pariNamana kare che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? badho viSaya ajANyo che. bahAranI pravRttimAM
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________________ zloka-141 199 lokone aMdara bhagavAna birAje che enI khabara nathI). AhAhA...! enA bheTA ekavAra to kara, prabhu! AhAhA.! enA milana to kara. AhA...! koI sArA mANasa Ave to (hAtha) milAve. tamAre mahAjanamAM to rivAja (che), mahAjana-mahAjana maLe to hAtha milAve. khabara che ne ema ekavAra bhagavAnanI sAthe meLApa to kara. AhAhA.! e caitanya bhagavAna ratnAkara svabhAvathI bharelo che tenI sAthe ekavAra meLApa to kara. AhAhA...! tenA meLApathI tArI paryAyamAM nirmaLatA aneka utpanna thaze, e eka anekarUpe thAya che. AhAhA.! eka anekarUpe thAya che teno artha? eka to ekarUpe rahe ja che paNa eka paryAyamAM anekarUpe thAya che, ema kahyuM. eka anekamAM Ave che ane aneka thAya che, ema che nahi. zuM kahyuM? eka anekarUpe thAya che ema kahyuM to) ekarUpa choDIne anekarUpa thAya che, ema nahi. AhAhA...! - bhagavAna ekarUpa to kAyama rahe che. AhAhA! ekarUpa rahevA chatAM paryAyamAM anekarUpa thAya che. AhAhA...! tenuM nAma nirjarA kahe che. zuddhi utpanna thaIne e nirjarA, atithI. azuddhatAno nAza nAstithI (kahevAya) ane karmano nAza to adbhuta vyavahAra nathI kahevAya). tenI paryAya nAza thavAne lAyaka hatI to nAza thaI che. nAzano artha? karmarUpa paryAya akarmarUpe thaI e karmano nAza thayo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. kaMI vastuno nAza thAya che? e karmarUpa paryAyano vyaya thaIne akarmarUpa thaI e karmano nAza thayo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! ( zloka-142 kiJca (zArdUnaviDita) klizyantAM svayameva duSkaratarairmokSonmukhaiH karmabhiH klizyantAM ca pare mahAvratatapobhAreNa bhagnAzciram / sAkSAnmokSa idaM nirAmayapadaM saMvedyamAnaM svayaM jJAnaM jJAnaguNaM vinA kathamapi prAptuM kSamante na hi||142|| have vaLI vizeSa kahe che : zlokArdha -[ duSyaratamai: ] koI jIvo to ati duSkara (mahA duHkhe karI zakAya evAM) ane [ mokSa-muraH ] mokSathI parADumukha evAM [ varSafmaH ] karmo vaDe [ svayameva ] svayameva
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________________ 200 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (arthAt jinAjJA vinA) [ vinnazyantAM ] kleza pAme to pAmo [ 7 ] ane [ re ] bIjA koI jIvo [ mahAvrata-tapa:1:-mAreLa ] (mokSanI saMmukha arthAt kacit jinAjJAmAM kahelAM) mahAvrata ane tapanA bhArathI [ viram ] ghaNA vakhata sudhI [ mannAH ] bhagna thayA thakA (-tUTI maratA thakA) [ vinnazyantAM ] kleza pAme to pAmo; (paraMtu) [ sAkSAt mokSaH ] je sAkSAt mokSasvarUpa che, [ nirAmayapadaM ] nirAmaya rogAdi samasta kleza vinAnuM) pada che ane [ svayaM saMvedyamAnaM ] svayaM saMvedyamAna che (arthAt potAnI meLe pote vedavAmAM Ave che) evuM [ vaM jJAnaM ] A jJAna to [ jJAnanubaM vinA ] jJAnaguNa vinA [cam api] koI paNa rIte [ prApnuM na di kSamatte ] teo prApta karI zakatA ja nathI. bhAvArtha : :- zAna che te sAkSAt mokSa che; te jJAnathI ja maLe che, anya koI kriyAkAMDathI tenI prApti thatI nathI. 142. zloka-142 u52 pravacana (zArdUlavikrIDita) klizyantAM svayameva duSkaratarairmokSonmukhaiH karmabhiH klizyantAM ca pare mahAvratatapobhAreNa bhagnAzciram / sAkSAnmokSa idaM nirAmayapadaM saMvedyamAnaM svayaM jJAnaM jJAnaguNaM vinA kathamapi prAptuM kSamante na hi / / 142 / / [duratae:] 'koI jIvo to ati duSkara (mahA duHkhe karI zakAya evAM) ane mokSathI parAmukha evAM karmo vaDe...' (arthAt) kriyA. ajJAnI kare che ne? vrata ne olI agni dhuNAve ne agnimAM Ama (nAkhe), mithyAdRSTi. e 'karmo vaDe svayameva (arthAt jinAjJA vinA)...' tyAM to vyavahAranI jinAjJA paNa nathI. mithyAsRSTi je potAnA svacchaMdathI kriyAkAMDa kare che e to jinAjJAno vyavahAra paNa nathI. samajANuM? AhA..! mithyAdRSTi jinAjJA bahAra potAnA kriyAkAMDamAM kleza, apavAsa (kare), dhUNI dhakhAve, agnimAM baLe e badhI kriyA jinAjJA bahAranI, vyavahAra jinAjJA bahAranI che). emAM kleza pAme che. che? svayameva (arthAt jinAjJA vinA)...' jinAjJA vinA eTale? jainadarzanamAM saMpradAyamAM nahi ane jinAjJA je vyavahAranI che, mahAvratAdi e nahi. e to ajJAnI potAnA ajJAnathI kriyAkAMDamAM joDAya che. AhA..! bAra bAra varSa sudhI ubho rahe, bese nahi. badhuM ubhA ubhA (karavAnuM). amArA pAleja'mAM eka bAvo Avyo hato. tyAM bahAra (eka) dharmazALA
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________________ zloka-142 201 che. bAra varSa sudhI Ama ne Ama ubho. evo kleza karo to karo. e to vItarAganI vyavahAra AjJAthI paNa bahAra che. AhAhA...! "koI jIvo to ati duSkara...' ajJAnI. jainanA vyavahArathI bahAra. "mokSathI parAmukha evAM karmo..." vikArI pariNAma. kleza, zubhabhAva, azubha Adi e kare to karo. jinAjJA vinA) kleza pAmo to pAmo.." e to kleza che. AhAhA...! "ane bIjA koI jIvo." [madAvrata-tA:-mAre] "mokSanI saMmukha arthAt kathaMcit jinAjJAmAM kahelAM..." vyavahAranayathI jinAjJAmAM paMca mahAvrata, samiti, guptino adhikAra che paNa e AtmAnA bhAna vinA, jJAnasvabhAvanA bhAna vinA e mahAvratathI. AhA...! ane tapanA bhArathI ghaNA vakhata sudhI." lAkho karoDo varSa sudhI "bhagna thayA thakA..." marI jAya, kahe che. bhagna thaI jAya. evI kriyA jainanI AjJA bahAranI, eTale e kathaMcit jinAjJArUpa vyavahAra che. jainamAM rahelA. vrata ne tapa ne kleza kare to karo. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- mahinA mahinAnA tapa kare. uttara :- mahinA, pahelA cha-cha mahinAnA apavAsa karatA. atyAre to mahinAnA cAle che. pahelA cha cha mahinAnA (karatA). AhA.! emAM zuM che? kahe che. jyAM AtmA jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna, enA AzrayanuM avalaMbana nathI e vinA bhagavAne kahelI vyavahAra AjJA, mahAvratAdi kare to karo. mahAvrata ane tapano bhAra, lakhyuM che? "mokSanI saMmukha arthAt kathaMcit jinAjJAmAM kahelAM) mahAvrata ane tapa..." AhAhA.! "bhAre' che ne? "mahAvrata-tapa:mAre' zabda che. bojo che, kahe che. AhAhA...! e zubhabhAvanI kriyA AtmAno bojo che. AhAhA...! mahAvrata ane tapa, beya. mahAvrata e AcaraNa vyavahAra ane tapa (eTale) apavAsAdi mahAvrata ane tapa. vyavahAracAritra ane vyavahAratapa. AhAhA...! bhagna thayA thakA..." e mokSanI unmukha, AjJA bahAra. vyavahAranI AjJA kathaMcit che. paNa e ekalI vyavahAranI AjJAmAM ja rahe che te tapobhArathI bhagna thaIne. AhAhA...! tUTI maratA thakA)..." ohoho...! zuM kahe che? bhagna nAma eTalI kriyA kare, eTalI kriyA kare, zarIra jIrNa thaI jAya. AhAhA.! atyAre to koI eTalA varSItapa kare, ATha ATha, dasa apavAsa kare, dasa-bAra varSanI choDI hoya e chelle apavAse marI jAya toya kheMcyA kare, chelle deha chUTI jAya. evA ghaNA hoya. AhAhA...! kahe che, evo kleza karo to karo. bhale jainaAjJAmAM AvIne vyavahAra (pALe) paNa e kleza che. AhAhA.! ghaNA vakhata sudhI bhagna thayA thakA zveza pAme to pAmo..." e kleza che. AhAhA...! e varSItapa ne ATha apavAsa ne pajosaNanA dasa di pANI vinAnA covihArA kare. . AhA! evuM karo to karo. zarIranA kaSTathI bhagna nAma marI jAya evI kriyA ho topaNa. AhA.! kleza che. je sAkSAt mokSasvarUpa che, nirAmaya rogAdi samasta kleza vinAnuM) pada che." e zubha(bhAva) che e to roga che. AhAhA...! zubharAganI mahAvratanI tapanI
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________________ 202 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 kiyA e to roga che. AhAhA...! rAga che, roga che. AhAhA...! sAkSAt mokSasvarUpa to nirAmaya. Amaya nAma rogarahita. samasta klezathI rahita. AhA.! kahe che? je mokSanuM kAraNa che e to kleza rahita che. kleza nAma zubharAgathI rahita che. klezarahita) nAma zuddha nirmaLa pariNativALuM che ane AnaMdanI paryAyasahita che ane rAganI kriyA to duHkha sAthe duHkharUpa che, kleza che. AhAhA...! AtmAnA jJAna vinA, anubhava vinA e kriyAo kare to karo, cUro thaIne marI jAo, paNa tenAthI tane dharma nathI. AhAhA...! nirAmaya-Amaya nAma bhAva rogAdi samasta kleza rahita pada che, bhagavAna, e to svayaM saMvedyamAna che. potAnA AnaMdanuM svayaM vedana karavuM, atIndriya AnaMdanuM (vedana karavuM) e AnaMda mokSanI kriyA che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM, lyo. bicArA ATalA ATalA apavAsa kare, dasa dasa bAra varSanI choDIyuM, phoTA Ave ke bAra varSanI choDIe dasa apavAsa karyA, koImAM ATha kare, phoTA Ave (eTale) rAjI rAjI thaI jAya. AhAhA.! e kleza karo to karo, marI jAo, bhagna nAma zarIrano cUro thaI jAya paNa tenAthI dharma thato nathI. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- karmakAMDane to uDADI dIdhA. uttara :- kahe che, mArI jAne karmakAMDa karIne. e to rAga che, roga che. AhAhA...! A yajJa kare che ne e badhI kriyAo to jinAjJA bahAranI, vyavahAravALAnI e to marI jAya. kare ne tapasyA, nagna thaIne bese ne agni, 108 dhUNI lagAve. pAMca chANA ahIM, pAMca chANAM ahIM, pAMca chANA ahIM (ema) 108 (chANA mUke) ane vacamAM bese ane agni (saLagAve). evA bAvA hoya che. loDhAnA saLiyA, loDhA hoya ne loDhA? enA aNIdAra saLiyA hoya enA upara sUve. A anyamatinA bAvA evA hoya che. loDhAnA pacIsa-pacAsa (saLiyA) lAMbA hoya emAM sUve. aNI, hoM ! aNIdAra, enI upara sUve. zarIramAM kANA paDI jAya. emAM zuM che? e to anyamatanI vAta karI. ahIM to jainamatamAM rahelA, kathaMcit vyavahAra jinAjJAmAM kahyo che paNa nizcayanA bhAna vinA e vyavahAra kare che, marI jAo, kahe che. AhAhA....! e pada che e to svaye saMvedyamAna che." nija AnaMdanuM vadana thavuM e mokSanA kAraNarUpa kriyA che. AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAnanI AnaMdamaya paryAya, AnaMdanuM vedana che. svayaM upalabhampamAnaM- e AtmAthI prApta thAya che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM have. "ane svayaM saMvedyamAna che." eka to nirAmaya pada che, rAga vinAnuM pada che ane bIjuM svasaMvedyamAna che. tene kAraNe sva AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna, tenuM sva nAma potAnuM vedana, AnaMdanuM vedana paryAyamAM che. AhAhA..! evuM A jJAna to jJAnaguNa vinA.." evo jJAnaguNa eTale AtmAnA svabhAva vinA.
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________________ zloka-142 203 AhAhA! koI paNa rIte..." jJAnane jJAnaguNa vinA, AvI kriyAkAMDathI koI paNa rIte prApta nathI karI zakatA. AhAhA.! zubhabhAvanI athAga kriyA karo. oho...! bhagavAnanI pUjAmAM Akho di bese ane rADerADa pokAre, stuti karyA kare. (e) karo to karo, kahe che badhuM kleza che. zuM tyAre kare A badhuM? A paMdara lAkhanA maMdira karo cho ne? ahIM to kahe che, e to zubhabhAva che. e zubhabhAvamAM raho kahe che, paNa kleza che. AhAhA...! AtmAnA anubhavanI dRSTipUrvaka je zubharAga Ave che e paNa jJAnIne to baMdhanuM kAraNa che. Ave to che. samajANuM? jJAnI dharmIne potAnA dravyanA avalaMbanathI AnaMdanI zuddha dhArA to vahe che, niraMtara AnaMdanI dhArA e to mokSanuM kAraNa che paNa tenI sAthe nabaLAIthI zubhabhAva Ave che e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. samajANuM? eka bAju ema kahe ke, jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu che. eka bAju ema kahe ke, jJAnIne je zubhabhAva Ave che e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. kaI apekSA che? jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu hoya to (e) choDIne cAritra levAnI jarUra nathI. zAstramAM to AvyuM che ke, jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu che. e to kaI apekSAe? dRSTinuM jora dravya upara lAgyuM che, e dRSTinA viSayamAM baMdhanuM kAraNa che nahi to je rAga Ave che e paNa chUTI jAya che. evI kathana zailI dRSTinI pradhAnatAthI che. e dRSTinI nirmaLatAnuM jora keTaluM che te batAvavuM che paNa bhoga che e nirjarAnuM kAraNa hoya to bhoga to rAga che, azubharAga che. ahIM to jJAnIne potAnA jJAnanA avalaMbane pavitratA pragaTa thaI e dhArAmAM pavitratA alpa che to sAthe bhakti Adino rAga Ave che paNa e rAga heyabuddhie Ave che. AhAhA...! heyabuddhie zeya (che). ane A trikALI svabhAva upAdeyabuddhie zeya (che). are...! AvI vAtuM. Ave che. ekAvatArI Indra. AThamA naMdizvara dvipamAM bAvana jinAlaya che tyAM ATha divasa jAya. aSADha suda AThamathI pUnama, phAgaNa suda AThamathI pUnama ane kArataka suda AThamathI pUnama. naMdizvara dvipamAM) mANasa na jaI zake, aDhI dvipa bahAra mANasa na jaI zake. deva jAya. hajAro, lAkho deva tyAM ghUgharA bAMdhIne nAce, paNa jANe ke e kriyA jaDanI che. ullAsano bhAva jarI zubha che, e heya che paNa atyAre AvyA vinA raheto nathI. azubhathI bacavA e bhAva Avyo, paNa e dharma nahi. AhAhA...! atyAre A vAMdhA che moTA uThyA che ne? ke, AvI kriyAo kare, bicArA pariSaha sahana kare. paNa pariSaha sahana (kare che) eTale zuM? hajI samyaku caitanya zuM che tenuM bhAna to nathI. tene pariSaha kahetA ja nathI. tene pariSaha kahetA ja nathI. pariSaha to jene AtmajJAna thayuM che, rAgano abhAva thaIne thoDI sthiratA thaI temAM je pratikULatA AvI tene pariSaha kahe che. jJAnIne ja pariSaha che. ajJAnIne pariSaha che nahi. ajJAnIne to ekaluM duHkhanuM kAraNa che, pariSaha nahi. AhAhA.! bahu phera. evuM A jJAna to jJAnaguNa vinA.... potAnA svabhAvane svabhAvanA AzrayanI pariNati
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________________ 204 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 vinA koI paNa rIte..." koI paNa rIte, koI paNa prakAre. bhagavAnano vinaya karo, bhagavAnanI bhakti karo, navakAra gaNo, covIza kalAka nidrA na levI, Namo arihaMtANe, Namo arihaMtANaM, Namo arihaMtANaM kleza karo to karo. paNa jJAnaguNa vinA jJAna. potAno jJAnasvabhAva aMtara jJAnanI ekAgratA vinA e jJAnanI prApti thatI nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM? jJAna to jJAnaguNa vinA..." e zuM kahe che? jJAnane potAnA jJAnaguNa vinA. potAnA jJAnaguNanA Azraya vinA jJAnane koIpaNa rIte. potAno jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna, tenA avalaMbana vinA. jJAnane koIpaNa rIte prApta karI zakatA nathI. paryAyamAM nirmaLa paryAya, jJAnaguNanA avalaMbana vinA prApta karI zakatA nathI. AhAhA.! bAra-bAra mahinAnA apavAsa kare, (AkhI) jiMdagI bALabrahmacArI (rahe, jiMdagImAM strIno saMga na hoya, tethI zuM? e to paralakSI bhAva zubha che. mULa brahmacarya nahi. AhAhA...! mULa brahmacarya to brahma nAma AnaMdano nAtha, emAM ramavuM e brahmacarya che. zarIrathI strIno tyAga thayo eTale e brahmacArI che ema che nahi. samajANuM? brahma nAma AtmAnA AnaMdamAM caravuM nAma ramavuM. kahyuM hatuM ne ekavAra? "padmanaMdi paMcaviMzatikA'. brahmanI vyAkhyA karatA karatA (AcArya kahe che), brahmAnaMda bhagavAnamAM ramavuM e brahmacarya. brahma nAma AnaMdamAM caravuM nAma ramavuM. bahu vistAra karyo pachI muni kahe che, are. yuvAno ! tamane bhoganA rasamAM, strInuM zarIra sAruM rUpALuM, enuM rUpALuM, paisA karoDa, be karoDa, pAMca karoDa (hoya), baMgalA be-pAMca lAkhanA (hoya), AhAhA...! e tArI pathArI, rezamanA gAdalA emAM tane rasa paDato hoya prabhu ! to A mArI vAta tane nahi ruce. mArI vAta na ruce to mApha karaje, prabhu ! ame to muni chIe, amArI pAse tame kaI AzA rAkhazo? "lakSmIcaMdabhAI ! muni digaMbara saMta, AtmAnA AnaMdamAM jhUlanArA, e brahmacaryanI vyAkhyA karatA karatA karatA karatA ema kahyuM, he yuvAno ! tamane A vAta, A rasamAM. AhAhA.! ghelachAInA rasamAM tane A vAta nahi goThe, A zuM bake che? ema tane lAgaze. prabhu ! mApha karaje. ame to muni chIe, bIjuM zuM kahIe? amArI pAse kaI AzA rAkhazo? vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. 285 zloka-142, 143 gAthA-205, budhavAra, zrAvaNa vada 8, tA. 15-08-1979 204 gAthA pUrI thaI, bhAvArtha che. "jJAna che te sAkSAtu mokSa che;" jJAnasvarUpa e sAkSAt mokSa che. te jJAnathI ja maLe che....... AhA.! pUrNa jJAna prApta thAya, e mokSa jJAna che to tenI kriyA, upAya je jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna, temAM ekAgra thavuM te jJAnathI prApta thAya che. AhAhA...! "anya koI kriyAkAMDathI tenI prApti thatI nathI. e vizeSa kaheze.
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________________ gAthA-205 gAthA-205 205 NANaguNeNa vihINA edaM tu padaM bahu vi Na lahaMte / taM giNha NiyadamedaM jadi icchasi kammaparimokkhaM / / 205 / jJAnaguNena vihInA etattu padaM bahavo'pi na labhante / tad gRhANa niyatametad yadIcchasi karmaparimokSam / / 205 / / yato hi sakalenApi karmaNA, karmaNi jJAnasyAprakAzanAt, jnyaansyaanuplmbhH| kevalena jJAnenaiva, jJAna eva jJAnasya prakAzanAt, jJAnasyopalambhaH / tato bahavo'pi bahunApi karmaNA jJAnazUnyA nedamupalabhante, idamanupalabhamAnAzca karmabhirna mucyante / tataH karmamokSArthinA kevalajJAnAvaSTambhena niyatamevedamekaM padamupalambhanIyam / have A ja upadeza gAthAmAM kare che H bahu loka jJAnaguNe rahita A pada nahIM pAmI zake; re ! grahaNa kara tuM niyata A, jo karmamokSecchA tane. 205. gAthArtha :- [ jJAnamuNena viThThInAH ] jJAnaguNathI rahita [ vavaH atti ] ghaNAya loko (ghaNA prakAranAM karma karavA chatAM) [ tat paraM tu ] A jJAnasvarUpa padane [ 6 bhramatte] pAmatA nathI; [ tav ] mATe he bhavya ! [ yavi ] jo tuM [ rmaparimokSam ] karmathI sarvathA mukta thavA [ rUsi ] icchato ho to [ niyatastat ] niyata evA Ane (jJAnane) [ gRhALa ] grahaNa kara. TIkA :- karmamAM (karmakAMDamAM) jJAnanuM prakAzavuM nahi hovAthI saghaLAMya karmathI jJAnanI prApti thatI nathI; jJAnamAM ja jJAnanuM prakAzavuM hovAthI kevaLa (eka) jJAnathI ja jJAnanI prApti thAya che. mATe jJAnazUnya ghaNAya jIvo, puSkaLa (ghaNA prakAranAM) karma karavAthI paNa A jJAnapadane pAmatA nathI ane A padane nahi pAmatA thakA teo karmathI mukta thatA nathI; mATe karmathI mukta thavA icchanAre kevaLa (eka) jJAnanA AlaMbanathI, niyata ja evuM A eka pada prApta karavA yogya che. bhAvArtha :- jJAnathI ja mokSa thAya che, karmathI nahi; mATe mokSArthIe jJAnanuM ja dhyAna karavuM ema upadeza che.
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________________ 206 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 gAthA-205 upara pravacana NANaguNeNa vihINA evaM tu padaM bahu vi Na lhNte| taM giNha NiyadamedaM jadi icchasi kammaparimokkhaM / / 205 / / bahu loka jJAnaguNe rahita A pada nahIM pAmI zake: re ! grahaNa kara tuM niyata A, jo karmamokSecchA tane. 205. TIkA - 'karmamAM (karmakAMDamAM)..." hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSayabhoga vAsanA e to pApa che. paNa dayA, dAna, pUjA, vrata, bhakti e kriyAkAMDa puNya che. AhAhA.! e "karma zabda che? "kamamAM.." eTale 'kriyAkAMDamAM)... AhA.! dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA, tapa e badhI kriyA zubhabhAva (che). e zubhabhAvathI "jJAnanuM prakAzavuM nahi hovAthI AtmA cidAnaMda bhagavAna, e rAganI kriyAthI vikAsa thato nathI, zuddha pariNati tenAthI thatI nathI. AvI vAta. AhA...! karmamAM eTale karmakAMDa nAma rAganI kriyAmAM jJAnanuM prakAzavuM thatuM nathI. Atma svabhAva tenAthI vikasIta thato nathI. AhA.! e to rAga che. AhAhA...! cAhe to bAra paDimAM ho cAhe to paMca mahAvrata ho, cAhe to mahinA mahinAnA apavAsanA bhAva ho, badho rAga che, kriyAkAMDa che, temAM koI dharma nathI. mumukSu - tapa paNa rAga? uttara :- tapeya rAga che. vrata ne tapa, dayA ne dAna, pUjA ne bhakti cha bola AvI gayA. AhAhA...! e badho zubharAga che, karmakAMDa che, rAganA kAryarUpI karmakAMDa che. AhAhA...! AvI vAta. tethI saghaLAMya karmathI jJAnanI prApti thatI nathI. pahelA sAdhAraNa vAta karI ke, rAganI kriyAthI jJAna nAma AtmAnA dharmano lAbha AtmAne thato nathI. tethI samasta karma, cAhe to bhagavAnano vinaya kare, bhagavAnanI bhakti kare, paMca navakAra gaNyA kare, Namo arihaMtANaM, Namo arihaMtANaM Namo siddhAMNa kare), AhAhA! (e) samasta kriyAkAMDa rAga che. AvI vAta che. samasta karma nAma kriyAkAMDathI jJAnanI prApti thatI nathI. AhAhA.! jemAM bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa jJAyaka svabhAva e kriyAkAMDa samasta rAgAdi kriyAthI, zubha hoM! azubhanI to vAta ja zuM karavI? AhA! hiMsA, jUTha, corI, viSayabhoga vAsanA, kAma, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rati, arati e to pApa pariNAma, o...ho...! durgatinuM kAraNa che. paNa puNya pariNAma paNa caitanyagatinuM kAraNa nathI. AhA...! e karmakAMDathI AtmAnI
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________________ gAthA205 207 prApti kiMcit thatI nathI. e karmakAMDathI AtmAne kicit dharma thato nathI. AhAhA...! jJAnamAM ja jJAnanuM prakAzanuM hovAthI." bhagavAna A jJAnasvarUpa, e jJAnanI aMtara ekAgratAthI, jJAnathI tenI prApti thAya che. jJAnamAM ja jJAnano prakAza thAya che. svarUpamAM ekAgratAthI jJAnano prakAza nAma zuddha pariNati pragaTa thAya che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? A AkaruM paDe mANasane. samasta karmakAMDa. cAhe to bhagavAnano vinaya karo, zAstrano vinaya karo. AhA.. deva-gurunI bhakti, vrata ne tapa enAthI AtmAnI-dharmanI prApti thatI nathI). AhAhA. ahIM to Akho di hajI pApamAM paDyo hoya ene puNyanI to vAta jyAM che) AhAhA...! e jJAnamAM ja jJAnano prakAza thAya che. svarUpanI aMtara ekAgratA, atIndriya AnaMda ane jJAna svabhAva, temAM ekAgratA (karavAthI) AtmAno prakAza thAya che. zuddha dharma samyagdarzana, jJAna AtmAnA svabhAvamAM ekAgra thavAthI thAya che. AhAhA.! vyavahAra ratnatraya je che e to rAga che. tenAthI AtmAnA dharmanI prApti thatI nathI. AhAhA...! have kyAMka ema lakhyuM hoya ke, vyavahAra ratnatraya sAdhaka che. tyAM e pakaDe. e to sAdhakano artha tyAM nimitta kevuM hatuM tenuM jJAna karAvyuM che. AhAhA.! jJAnasamudra prabhu, caitanya ratnAkara AvI gayuM ne? caitanyamaNino sAgara bhagavAna, emAM ekAgra thavAthI jJAna nAma AtmAnI zuddha pariNatinI prApti thAya che. rAganI kriyAthI AtmAne bilakula dharmano lAbha thato nathI. AhAhA...! tethI kevaLa (eka) jJAnathI ja jJAnanI prApti thAya che." oho. A kAraNe kevaLa jJAnathI ja. nija zuddha svarUpanI aMtaramAM ekAgratAthI ja. ekAMta karyuM, juo! rAgathI paNa thAya che ane jJAnamAM ekAgratAthI paNa thAya che, ema nathI. A anekAMta to A kahyuM ke jJAnathI ja aMtara jJAnanI prApti thAya che), rAgathI nahi, e anekAMta che. AhAhA...! anekAMtane nAme phudaDIvAda banAve che mAraga. AhA...! ahIM to pahelI vAta karI ne? "saghaLAMya karmathI jJAnanI prApti thatI nathI." jJAnathI ja jJAnano prakAza thAya che. mATe A kAraNe kevaLa (eka) jJAnathI ja.' AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa, tenI aMtaramAM ekAgratAthI ja zuddha AtmAnI prApti thAya che. samajANuM? hajI AnA zraddhAnA ThekANA nahi. A vrata karo ne tapa karo ne Ama karo ne Ama karo, dAna be-pAMca-dasa lAkhanA Ape to bIjAne madada maLe, bIjAne jarI sukhanuM kAraNa maLe to tamane paNa lAbha thAya. (e badho) rAga che, adharma che. AhA...! kevaLa jJAnathI ja." bhASA juo ! ekalo bhagavAnaAtmA pUrNAnaMda svarUpa, enI aMtaramAM ekAgratAthI ja. bAkI bIjI koI vAtathI dharma nathI, mukti nathI. "ja che ne? jJAnanI prApti thAya che. bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, e AnaMdamAM ekAgratAthI ja AnaMdanI, zAMtinI prApti thAya che. AhAhA. jemAM atIndriya AnaMda bharyo che, evA bhagavAna
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________________ 208 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 atIndriya AnaMdamAM lInatAthI paryAyamAM atIndriya AnaMdanI prakAza zakti pragaTa thAya che. prakAza zakti kema kahyuM? saMvedana. bAramI zakti che ne? prakAza zakti. e svasaMvedana - sva (nAma) potAnuM saM (nAma) pratyakSapaNe AnaMdanuM vedana, e AtmAnA Azraye thAya che, e kriyAkAMDanA Azraye thatuM nathI. AhAhA.! 47 zaktimAM eka prakAza zakti che. prakAza thAya che nAma svasaMvedana prakAza thAya che. rAgano prakAza thavo e to adharmano prakAza che. AhAhA...! lokone AkaruM paDe. tethI olo "vidyAnaMda' kahe che ne? puNyane adharma kayAM kahyuM che? prabhu! AtmAnA svabhAvanI zuddhinI pariNati jyAre dharma (kahevAya) tyAre ethI viruddha rAga te adharma (kahevAya). bhale ene puNya tarIke, vyavahAra tarIke dharma kahyo hoya paNa e to vyavahArano Aropa karIne kahyuM. jene aMtaramAM AtmAnA Azraye zuddhatA pragaTa thaI e nizcaya dharma ane tene je rAga Ave che tene vyavahAra dharmano Aropa karIne kahyuM. vyavahAre kahyuM te nizcayathI to adharma che. ara..! AvI vAtuM. prabhu... prabhu AhAhA...! Aje to bhAI ko'ka kahetuM hatuM, "morabI'nuM, pacIsa-trIsa hajAra mANasa marI gayA, ema koka kahetuM hatuM. AhAhA...! A duniyA nAzavAnamAM zuM? AhA...! eka to ApaNA olA ghaDiyALI, enI phaI hatA e pANImAM taNAI gayA. basa! mumukSumAMthI ekane nukasAna (thayuM), bAkI koIne kaMI nahi. ghaDiyALI hatA ne? pANI detA, moTo saMgha bhego thayo hoya tyAre pANI ApatA, ghaDiyALI. "kAMtibhAI ke zuM nAma? enA phaI ke ko'ke ema kIdhuM, pANImAM I eka taNAI gaI, basa ! bAkI koI nahi. mumukSumAMthI koIne nukasAna thayuM nathI, ema kahe che. bAkI koka to zuM kahe che, sarakAra taraphathI to pacIsa-trIsa hajAra marI gayA, ema bahAra paDyuM che. AhA! A saMsAramAM kyAM sukhabuddhimAM paDyo che, enI A dazA. deha chUTI jAya. AhA.! are..re...! pAcho kyAM janma (thAya? eno pAcho janma paNa kyAM thAya? tyAM to ArtadhyAna hoya, hAya. hAya.! jIvavAnI AzAmAM taraphaDiyAmAM (mare). are! prabhu! AvA avasara kyAre maLe? bhAI! AhAhA.! siddhAMta to ema kahe che ke, koI munine deva samudramAM pheMkI daye tyAM AgaLa aMdara ekAgra thaI, kevaLajJAna prApta karIne mokSa jAya che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? kemake samudra je be lAkha (jojana) che emAM eka biMdu khAlI nathI ke jyAM anaMtA (jIvo) mokSe nathI gayA. have I zI rIte samudramAMthI gayA haze? svarganA koI virodhI deva hoya), saMta to sAcA hoya paNa jyAre vikalpamAM Ave che tyAre temane upADIne laI jAya che, samudramAM nAkhI dhe che. virodhI (deva). e samudramAM bhAI ! aMdaramAM dhyAnamAM UtarI jAya. AhAhA...! ane tyAM ne tyAM kevaLajJAna prApta kare). deha chUTIne tyAMthI mukti thAya che. evA pANInA eka eka biMdu uparathI anaMtA mokSe gayA. be lokha jojanano samudra (che). AhAhA...! e badhA aMtaramAM AtmAmAM dhyAnamAM UtarI (kevaLajJAna prApta kare che). AhAhA..! jene pariSaha ne
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________________ gAthA205 209 upasarganI khabareya nathI. aMtaramAM AtmAnA UMDANamAM utarI gayA. svabhAvanuM bhAna to hatuM, anubhava to hato, paNa ethI vizeSa avagAhana aMdaramAM gayA. AhAhA.! e samudramAM paDavA chatAM mahAsamudra caitanya ratnAkara, emAM paDyA tenI mukti thAya che, kahe che. AhAhA.! samajANuM? e ahIM kahe che, kevaLa jJAnathI ja." A to eka thayuM. kathaMcit rAgathI ane kathaMcit jJAnathI (ema nathI kahyuM). AhA.! A to "amRtacaMdrAcArya', AhAhA..! temanI TIkA (che) ane kuMdakuMdAcAryanA pAThamAM che ne? " guNe vidIpa hUM tu pUrva vahu vi nakaMtA' ghaNI kriyAkaSTa hoya topaNa (svarUpa prApti thatI nathI. basa ! eno artha TIkAkAra kare che. AhA...! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha anaMta caitanyamaNi che, dariyo-samudra bharyo che, emAM DUbakI mAra. AhAhA.! e svarUpamAM avagAhana kara. avagAhanano artha svarUpa tarapha sanmukha thA. avagAhana nAma dhruvamAM kaMI praveza thato nathI. che to nirmaLa paryAya, e kaMI dhruvamAM praveza nathI karatI, paNa A bAju avagAhana che e Ama kara, e mATe avagAhana kahyuM. AhA...! bAkI dhruva paramAtma svarUpamAM koI praveza karI zakatuM nathI. paraMtu sanmukha thayo teNe avagAhana karyuM, ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! kevaLa jJAnathI ja.' (arthAtu) AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanI ekAgratAthI ja. e "jJAna" zabda jJAnanI zuddha pariNati, enAthI ja. "jJAnanI..." AtmAnI prApti thAya che. AhA...! mATe..." A kAraNe "jJAnazUnya ghaNAya jIvo." potAnA jJAnasvarUpanI zraddhA ane jJAnathI zUnya, te puSkaLa (ghaNA prakAranAM) karma karavAthI paNa ghaNA kriyAkAMDa kare. o...ho...! savArathI rAta sudhI kriyAkAMDamAM mazagula. zubhabhAva, zubhabhAva, bhagavAnanuM smaraNa, smaraNa, smaraNa. AhAhA...! A jJAnapadane pAmatA nathI..." A jJAnapadane prApta karI zakatA nathI. ane A padane nahi pAmatA thakA teo karmothI mukta thatA nathI;" AhA.! e to karmathI mukta thatA nathI ane karmamAM, rAgamAM AvI jAya che to cAra gatimAM rakhaDe che. AhAhA.! mATe karmothI mukta thavA icchanAre AhAhA! mokSanA icchuke, karmathI chuTavAnA icchuke kevaLa (eka) jJAnanA AlaMbanathI,' eka bhagavAnaAtmA AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, tenA AlaMbanathI ja niyata ja evuM A eka pada prApta karavAyogya che." niyata nAma nizcaya eka pada - paramAtmapada mokSapada prApta karavuM joIe. AhA...! AvI vAta che. bhAvArtha:- jJAnathI ja mokSa thAya che... e jJAna eTale zAstranA jANapaNA e jJAna nahi. jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna, tenI ekAgratA thavAthI je jJAna pragaTa thayuM, vItarAgI paryAya pragaTa thaI e jJAnaparyAya. AhAhA...! vItarAga svarUpa bhagavAnaAtmA, tenA avalaMbanathI vItarAgI paryAya utpanna thaI tene jJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. rAga nahi to jJAna, ema.
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________________ 210 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 cAritranI paryAya sAthe rAga rahita che. jJAnamAM ekAgratAthI samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane cAritra traNe AvI jAya che. AhAhA...! paNa e cAritra eTale aMtara svarUpamAM ramaNatA e cAritra. paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma to acAritra che. are. areAvI vAtuM. AhA...! keTalA manuSya marelA bicArA cAlyA gayA. AhAhA! ghaNe kALe to manuSyapaNuM maLe, emAM AvuM thAya eTale pAchA kyAMya (jAya). AhAhA...! are.! prabhu! tane durlabha (manuSyapaNuM) maLyuM che ne? I kaheze, juo! mATe mokSArthIe jJAnanuM ja dhyAna karavuM che ne? "jJAnathI ja mokSa thAya che, karmathI.' kriyAkAMDa, karma eTale rAgAdi kriyA mATe mokSArthIe jJAnanuM ja dhyAna karavuM ema upadeza che. AtmAnuM dhyAna potAnI paryAya dhyAnamAM dhyeya banAvavuM. parathI, dehathI chUTIne svanuM dhyeya karIne je nirmaLa zuddha pariNati thaI te ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. kriyAkAMDano koIpaNa vyavahAra ratnatrayano vikalpa, e mokSanuM kAraNa che nahi. AhAhA...! *0000 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 ( zloka-143 )) (drutavilambita) padamidaM nanu karmadurAsadaM sahajabodhakalAsulabhaM kila / tata idaM nijabodhakalAbalAt kalayituM yatatAM satataM jgt||143|| have A arthanuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che : zlokArdha -[ rUTuM pam ] A jJAnasvarU5) pada [ nanu varmayura sarva ] karmathI kharekhara 1durasada che ane [ sahana-vAgha-vatA-sunama vita ] sahaja jJAnanI kaLA vaDe kharekhara sulabha che; [ tataH ] mATe [ nina-vAgha-vanA-vatA ] nijajJAnanI kaLAnA baLathI [ rUdra vayituM] A padane 'abhyAsavAne [ gat satata cetatAM ] jagata satata prayatna karo. bhAvArtha :- sarva karmane choDAvIne jJAnakaLAnA baLa vaDe ja jJAnano abhyAsa karavAno AcAryadeve upadeza karyo che. jJAnanI kaLA" kahevAthI ema sUcana thAya che ke - jyAM sudhI pUrNa kaLA (kevaLajJAna) pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI jJAna hInakaLAsvarUpa-matijJAnAdirUpa che; jJAnanI te kaLAnA AlaMbana vaDe jJAnano abhyAsa karavAthI kevaLajJAna arthAtu pUrNa kaLA pragaTe che. 143.
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________________ 211 zloka-143 have A arthanuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che : (kutavinvita) padamidaM nanu karmadurAsadaM sahajabodhakalAsulabhaM kila / tata idaM nijabodhakalAbalAt kalayituM yatatAM satataM jgt||143|| AhAhA...! he jagata! eTale jagatanA jIvo. AhA...! he prabhu! ema kahe che. AhAhA...! kuMdakuMdAcArya to "aSTapAhuDamAM (kahe che), he mitro dravyaliMgI sAdhu hoya ene kahe che ke, he mitra! tuM AmAM - kriyAkAMDamAM kayAM rokAI gayo? prabhu! aMdaramAM jAne. AhAhA...! he mahAsA ema kahe che. he mitrA mahAjasA Adi ghaNA zabda "aSTapAhuDamAM vAparyA che. AhA.! prabhu! jyAM bhagavAna birAje che tyAM aMdara jAne. bahAramAM kayAM bhaTakyA bhaTaka kare che? AhA.! zubhAzubha pariNAmamAM bhaTakavuM, prabhue to saMsAra che. AhAhA...! mumukSu - zubha to du:kha che. uttara :- ghora saMsAra che ane saMsAra e duHkha che. zubhabhAva. e to AvI gayuM. zubhabhAva e AkuLatArUpa du:kha che. zuddhabhAva e anAkuLatArUpa sukha che. sAdhaka jIvane. paMDitajI! tamAro prazna hato ne? samakitadaSTine ekasAthe A hoya che. mithyASTine to ekalI karmakAMDa ne rAganA du:kharUpa phaLa hoya che. kevaLIne ekalA jJAnakAMDanI pariNati zuddha hoya che, karmakAMDa jarIye nathI. sAdhakajIvane traNeya eka samayamAM hoya che. eTale Ama to eka samayamAM be hoya che. jJAnasvarUpanI ekAgratA e jJAnakAMDa ane kAM zubhanI ekAgratA e zubhabhAva e karmakAMDa, paNa zubha vakhate azubha na hoya. ekasAthe be hoya. ane jyAre azubha Ave che to jJAnanI pariNati paNa zuddha che ane azubha paNa che, e duHkharUpa paNa che. e azubhabhAva tIvra duHkharUpa che, zubhabhAva maMda duHkharUpa che. maMda duHkharUpa ane jJAnanI zuddhino AnaMda eka samayamAM hoya che. ane kAM jJAnanI zuddhino AnaMda ane azubhabhAvarUpI bhAva ekasAthe hoya che paNa zubha ane azubha ekasAthe nathI hotA. be hoya che. ajJAnIne to eka ja ajJAna, rAgadveSa, zubhaazubha duHkharUpa che. AhAhA.! hajI tenA yathArtha jJAnanA ThekANA nathI. AhAhA.! have A arthanuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che:- A (jJAnasvarUpa) pada." jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna, tenuM pada, ninu varmayura sarva karma nAma kriyAkAMDathI kharekhara durAsada che." duHprApta che. na jItI zakAya. AhAhA...! e lAkha, karoDa kriyAkAMDa kare. AhAhA...! kleza karo to karo paNa e AtmAne lAbha nathI. e to AvI gayuM. AvI vAta lokone AkarI paDe. vaLI zAstramAM "jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM to ghaNe ThekANe sAdhana-sAdhaka (Ave). vyavahAra e sAdhaka
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________________ 212 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 che ane nizcaya sAdhya che, ema Ave. e to jene nizcaya thayuM che tene sAdhakanuM jJAna karAvyuM vyavahAra, ke tyAM rAganI AvI maMdatA che tenuM jJAna karAvyuM. are.re.! zuM thAya paNa? zAstranA artho paNa potAnI dRSTie karavA, je zAstrane kahevuM che te bAju dRSTi laI javI nahi ane potAnI dRSTie teno artha karI nAkhavo. AhAhA...! anaMtakALathI mumukSu :- potAnI dRSTithI artha kare che.. uttara :- e ja kahe che ne ke, potAnI dRSTithI kare che, paNa zAstranI dRSTithI karato nathI. zAstrane zuM kahevuM che? e dRSTithI karato nathI. potAnI dRSTi joDI ane teno artha kare. AhAhA..! ane dRSTi tevI sRSTi. mithyAdRSTi che to e zAstramAMthI kADhe to vikAranI sRSTi utpanna thAya che. samyagdaSTi zAstramAMthI kADhe to nirmaLa paryAyanI sRSTi utpanna thAya che. AhAhA.! AvuM kAma che. "tura/sarve karma zabda jaDa karma nahi. karma zabda puNyanI kriyA. dayA, dAna, vrata, tapa, bhakti, pUjA AhAhA.! evA je zubhabhAvarUpI karma, karma eTale vikArI kArya. tenAthI kharekhara "durasaa emAM kharekhara tenAthI dharmanI prApti che nahi. tenAthI mokSanI prApti thatI nathI. AhAhA...! A vAta. eka to juvAna zarIra hoya, kAyama pAMca-pacIsa lAkhanI jogavAI hoya, AhA...! patnI ThIka hoya, makAna ThIka hoya, khAvA-pIvAnA (sAdhano hoya), AhA...! have emAM ene A kyAM sUjha paDe? ekalA pApamAM pacyo enI to vAta zuM karavI paNa kahe che ke puNyamAM Avyo ane puNyanI kriyA eNe ghaNI karI, tenAthI dharma thato nathI. temAM AtmAnI prApti thatI nathI. e duHkhathI AtmAnA AnaMdanI prApti thAya? AhAhA...! AkaruM kAma. are..! eNe anaMtavAra... AhAhA.! Ama jIvatA siMha nIkaLyA, siMha pakaDyA, jIvatA khAya. AhAhA! bApu jIvato jIva che ene khA ne, ene anubhavane! AhAhA...! atyAre to evuM sAMbhaLyuM che, eka deza evo che ke bakarInA navA baccA Ave, navA janme ene) sIdhAM khAya, baTakA bhare. bakarInA baccA. kuNA pAdharA Ama khAya. phoTAmAM AvyuM hatuM, phoTAmAM AvyuM hatuM. eka mANasa khAto hato. sIdhuM jIvatuM bakarInuM baccuM janmeluM, Ama khAto hato. phoTAmAM AvyuM hatuM. AhAhA.! AvA anArya dezamAM janma, ene A vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi. AhAhA...! are.! vartamAna duHkhI, bhaviSyamAM duHkhI. duHkhanI gatimAM javAnA. e to naraka ne pazu Adi (thAya). AvA to sIdhA narakamAM javAnA. AhA...! are..re..! A jJAna karmothI durAsada (che). [sana-vodha- nA-sunama virune] "sahaja jJAnanI kaLA..." AhAhA..! eno anubhava. sahaja jJAnanA anubhava dvArA "kharekhara sulabha... AhAhA...! e kaLA. A kaLA. AhAhA.! jJAnanI kaLA nAma jJAnano anubhava e jJAnanI kaLA (che).
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________________ zloka-143 213 AhA.! jagata rAganI kaLA ane duniyAnI kaLA mAnI ane hoziyArI mAne che. AhA...! kaLAbAja, ema kahe che ne? AhAhA...! duniyAnI kaLAne bAja jema paMkhIne pakaDe ema ajJAnI kaLAne pakaDe che. ahIM kahe che, A kaLAne pakaDane! AhAhA...! [sana-dhodha-vanA-mutramaM vina] nizcayathI. AhAhA...! "vinAno artha karyo ne? kharekhara kharekhara che e "vinano artha che. 'sahaja jJAnanI kaLA vaDe..." "sutramaM vita' 'vine? nAma "kharekhara sulabha che;" AhA! bhagavAnanI AnaMdanI kaLAno piMDa prabhu, tenI paryAyamAM AnaMdanI pragaTa dazA thAya) e AnaMdanI kaLA, e jJAnanI kaLA enAthI mukti sulabha che. enAthI mukti prApta thAya che. kriyAkAMDa lAkha, karoDa kara to tenAthI saMsAra-prApti thaze. kAraNa ke e zubhabhAva che e ghora saMsAra che. AhAhA.! niyamasAramAM Ave che ne? bhAI! vikalpa te ghora saMsAra (che). "niyamasAramAM Ave che. zubharAga bApu! e saMsAra che. AhAhA.! e saMsArathI mukti thaze? AvuM kAma che. "sahaja jJAnanI kaLA.' svAbhAvika jJAnanI kaLA. sahaja jJAna je trikALa tenI sahaja jJAnakaLA. AhA.! haTha kyAMya nahi. svAbhAvika aMtara AnaMdanA anubhavanI kaLAthI athavA jJAna ne AnaMdanA abhyAsathI. AhA.! e kaLA nAma aMtaranA abhyAsathI. AhA.! e dvArA kharekhara sulabha che. AtmAnuM pada AvI kaLAthI sulabha che ane karmothI durlabha che. ema. durAsada hatuM ne? e durAsada nAma durlabha che, tenAthI tvajJAnakaLAthI) sulabha che. AhAhA...! "mATe." [ nina-vo-nA-nAt ] pharIne. nijajJAnanI kaLAnA anubhavanA baLathI.' AhAhA...! bhASA pAchI, paranuM jJAna nahi, paramAtmAnuM jJAna nahi. AhAhA...! zAstrajJAna nahi. nijajJAnanI kaLAnA baLathI." AhAhA...! bhagavAna AtmA jJAnAnaMda svarUpa. are...! paMcama ArAmAM paNa vastu to A che. paMcamaArAmAM paNa bhagavAna to birAje che to teno anubhava karavo e to paMcamaArAnI pariNati che. kaMI paMcama Aro tene naDe che... AhAhA...! samajANuM? ema che nahi. AhAhA.! nijajJAna nina-vogha' che ne? ninavoi bhagavAnaAtmA svarUpa pUrNAnaMdanuM bodha jJAna, nijanuM jJAna. tenI kaLA (arthAtu) teno anubhava. tenA baLathI. ai nayituM "A padane 'abhyAsavAne... AhAhA...! "yituM nAma abhyAsa karo, "vanayituM nAma anubhava karo. ema. "A padane abhyAsavAne... juo! artha karyo. "vatsavituM no A eka bIjo artha - 'abhyAsavAne'. 'nayituM no artha evo che. abhyAsa ke anubhava. AhAhA.! "nijajJAnanI kaLAnA baLathI.' nijajJAnanA anubhavanA baLathI A padane anubhavavA lAyaka che. AhAhA...! jagata." jagata eTale jagatamAM rahelA jIvo, ema. he jIvo! jagata kahIne samasta jIvane kahe che. AhAhA...! tame badhA bhagavAnaAtmA cho ne! AhAhA...! he jIvo! satata
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________________ 214 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 prayatna karo. AhAhA! niraMtara svabhAvasabhukha prayatna karo. svabhAvathI vimukhano prayatna choDI dyo. AhAhA.! aMtara bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu, teno satataM-niraMtara-vatatAM "yatatA' (arthAtu) yatna karo. yatna karo eTale prayatna karo. AhAhA.! nijasvarUpamAM prayatno nija bodha aMdara. AhAhA.! are.tyAre koI kahe ke, kramabaddhamAM thAya che emAM nija prayatna amAre zuM karavo? paNa e kramabaddhanA nirNayamAM e nijakaLAno anubhava thAya che. samajANuM? kemake kramabaddhano nirNaya karavA jAya che tyAre akartApaNAnI, jJAtApaNAnI pariNati pragaTa thAya che. samajANuM? A prayatna karo (ema kaho cho to) kramabaddha vinA amAro prayatna kema cAlaze? ema koI prazna kare to kahe che), sAMbhaLa to kharo! AhAhA! jene kramabaddhano anubhava thayo tene to jJAtA-daSTAno anubhava thayo. tene kahe che ke, satata kramabaddha paryAyanA kramanuM lakSa choDI, jJAtAno anubhava kara. AhAhA...! jagatanA prANIo. jagata eTale e. he jagatanA prANIo pahelA eka kaLaza AvI gayo che. jagata eTale jagatanA prANIo. "satataM AhAhA...! prabhu! tane aMtarAya na paDe tema "satata'. svabhAva sanmukhanI dazA "satata pragaTa karo. AhAhA...! paMcamaArAnA prANIne kahe che, paMcamaArAnA zrotAne kahe che. apratibaddha che tene kahe che. AhAhA...! keTalAka kahe che ke, A samayasAra to munine mATe che. ahIM to jene anubhava nathI evAne kahe che. emAM A kyAM munine mATe che ema AvyuM) AhAhA.! vAstavikamAM paranI mIThAza khasatI nathI ne eTale A vAta ema ke munine mATe che, amAre mATe nahi. are.! paNa sAMbhaLa to kharo, A zuM kahe che? jagatanA jIvo (kahIne) Akho badho samUha lIdho ane teya vartamAna paMcamaArAnA prANIne kahe che. kahenArA saMta paMcamaArAnA che. che? e paMcamaArAnA zrotAne kahe che. AhA...! to thaI zake che to kahe che ke nahi? AhAhA..! to thaI zake che tene kahe che ane thaI zake che, ema kahe che. AhAhA..! ohoho! zuM gaMbhIra! vANInI gaMbhIratA! paMcamaArAnA "amRtacaMdrAcArya to hajAra varSa pahelA thayA. A kaLaza, TIkA(nA racanArA). hajAra varSa pahelA (thayA). paMcamaArAnA keTalA varSa nIkaLI gayA? aDhI hajAra. paMdaraso varSa pachI zrotAne kahe che. AhAhA..! AtmA che tene AvuM thaI zake che. AtmA che ema jene pratItamAM AvyuM to tene Avo anubhava thaI zake che. AhAhA...! satata vayituM (arthAtu) anubhava karo. AhAhA.! "yituM eTale hUM nadhituM 'abhyAsavAne nit satata yatatai] niraMtara prayatna karo. AhAhA.! prabhu! paNa kramabaddhamAM haze ke nahi ane Apa A kaho cho. are...! sAMbhaLa to kharo prabhu! e kamabaddhamAM tArI paryAya AvavAnI che. tArI dRSTi aMdaramAM javAthI nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thaze. e kramabaddhamAM
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________________ zloka-143 215 kramabaddhanuM kArya akartApaNuM athavA jJAtA-dRSTAnA pariNAma e kramabaddhanuM phaLa che. AhAhA...! e keTalAka ema kahe che, kramabaddha che to ApaNe zuM karIe? he bhagavAna! ema na le. kramabaddhamAM kramabaddhanI paryAyano jyAre nirNaya prayatnathI kare che to akartApaNuM utpanna thAya che. akartApaNuM utpanna thAya che tyAM jJAtA-daSTAnA pariNAma utpanna thAya che. e jJAtAnuM pariNamana thAya che e anubhavathI thAya che. AhAhA...! Avo mArga. AhAhA..! are..re...! sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi ane keTalA bicArA manuSyapaNA cAlyA gayA. huM AhAhA..! juo! 'amRtacaMdrAcArya' (kahe che), "rmapura sarva kriyAkAMDathI durlabha eTale tenAthI) prApta na thAya ane A abhyAsathI satata prayatna karo to prApta thAya che. AhAhA...! astinAsti karI. rAganI lAkha, karoDa kriyA tuM anaMta kara tenAthI "kurAsa tenAthI AtmA prApta thato nathI, tenAthI dharma thato nathI ane aMtara bhagavAnaAtmAnA "yituM aMtaranA abhyAsa ane anubhavathI he jagatanA jIvo! satata prayatna karo, prApti thaze ja. AhAhA...! samajANuM? AhAhA...! A zloka to juo! eka eka zloke kamAla karI nAkhI che! hai? AhAhA...! digaMbara saMtonI vANI (teno) potAnI kalpanAthI artha kare paNa aMdara zuM kahe che? AhAhA...! muniono pokAra zuM che? ('samayasAra) 38 gAthAmAM ane ('pravacanasAra) 92 gAthAmAM to ema kahyuM ke, paMcamaArAnA zrotAne paMcamaArAnA saMta kahe che, apratibuddhane pratibaddha samajAve che to ema samajI jAya che ane evA jJAna, darzana pragaTa) thAya che ke kayAreya paDe nahi evA jJAna, darzana tene utpanna thAya che. paMcama ArAnA prANIne ema kahe che ane e sAMbhaLanAra prANI potAnA anubhavathI ema kahe che ke, mane je anubhava thayo, mane je A samyagdarzana thayuM, have kyAreya mithyAtva nahi Ave. ame paMcamaArAnA prANI, tame ema kaho cho to ame paMcamaArAmAM nathI, ame to amArA svakALanA AtmA chIe. AhAhA.! samajANuM? AhAhA.! bahu gaMbhIra che. varmapura sarva "phana-vadhi-vanA-sunama vina nizcaya. AhAhA.! rAganI kriyAthI prApta thato nathI ane svabhAvanA anubhavathI prApta thAya che, sahaja svabhAvathI prApta thAya che. kaLazaTIkAkAre karI lIdhuM che ke, sahajasAdhya che, yatnasAdhya nathI. ahIM to yatna lIdho. tyAM ene kALalabdhi upara vajana devuM che. paNa ahIM to vAstavika kALalabdhi (eTale) kALalabdhinI dhAraNA karI lIdhI e nahi. tane to khabara nathI kALalabdhi kone kahe che? kALalabdhimAM prApta thAya che tenuM jJAna kone thayuM ke jeNe potAno prayatna karyo to ene khyAlamAM AvyuM ke mArI kALalabdhi pAkI gaI. tene kALalabdhinuM yathArtha jJAna thayuM. teno puruSArtha yathArtha thayo, teno svabhAva paNa yathArtha thayo, tenuM bhavitavya bhAva je thavAvALo hato te paNa yathArtha thayo. AhA! ane kALalabdhi paNa pAkI gaI ema jJAnamAM AvI
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________________ 216 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 gayuM. AhAhA.! samajANuM? ahIM ema nathI kahyuM ke, tArI kALalabdhi pAkaze tyAre thaze. I kALalabdhinuM jJAna paNa tyAre thaze. aMtara puruSArthathI svabhAva tarapha prayatna karaze to paryAyamAM tArI kALalabdhi pAkI gaI. svabhAva sanmukhanuM eka kAraNa jyAM prApta karyuM to badhA kAraNa ekasAthe AvI jAya che. samajANuM? AhAhA...! bhAvArtha :- "sarva karmane choDAvIne..." "karma zabda zubhabhAva. zubhabhAvarUpI kArya. dayA. dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA. karmo eTale jaDakarma nahi tema ahIMyAM azubhabhAva paNa nahi. ahIM azubhabhAvathI to chUTyo che, zubhabhAva Avyo che. samasta zubhabhAvanA kAryane choDAvIne jJAnakaLAnA baLa vaDe ja.' bhagavAna AtmAnA svabhAvanI ekAgratAnI kaLA nAma baLa dvArA ja. AhAhA...! vIrya paNa AvI gayuM. jJAnakaLAnA baLanA vIrya dvArA ja, baLa dvArA ja "jJAnano abhyAsa karavAno.' bhagavAna AtmAno aMtaramAM abhyAsa karavAno "AcAryadeve upadeza karyo AcAryadeva bhagavAna saMta muni "amRtacaMdrAcArya'. kuMdakuMdAcAryane Ama kahevuM che ema TIkAmAM lakhyuM che. AhA...! kAraNa ke pATha ema che ne? "te niSpha LiyamevuM grahaNa kara (ema) kuMdakuMdAcArya' kahe che. tArAthI grahaNa nahi thAya ema kyAM kahyuM che? heM? "kuMdakuMdAcArya kahe che, "IMUT virI parva parva va6 vi nahatA lAkha, karoDa kriyAkAMDathI paNa e prApta thato nathI. "niSpha LiyamevuM bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha "rUTuM aMdara pratyakSa che tene grahaNa kara. AhAhA...! samajANuM? alaukika vAtuM che, bApu A to vItarAganA gharanI vAta che, bApA! AhAhA.. te LikhuM Liyame nizcayane grahaNa kara, ema kahe che. bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMda svarUpe birAje che, vidyamAna che. benanA (vacanAmRtamAM eka zabda Avyo che, nahi? jAgato jIva Ubho che, kyAM jAya? dhruva caitanyamUrti vidyamAna prabhu che te kyAM jAya? zuM e paryAyamAM Ave? zuM e rAgamAM Ave? kayAM jAya? AhAhA.! jAgato jJAyakabhAva Ubho nAma dhruva. jAgato nAma jJAyakabhAva Ubho nAma dhruva. hindImAM eno vidyamAna artha karyo che. jAgato jIva vidyamAna che, evo artha karyo che. hindI. bena'nA vacananuM hindI thayuM che ne? emAM 'Ubho che" eno artha vidyamAna (karyo che). jAgato jIva vidyamAna che eTaluM lIdhuM che. khabara che. ahIM jAgato jIva Ubho che. Ubho che, vidyamAna paDyo che, prabhu! AhAhA...! kayAM jAya? jarUra prApti thaze. AhAhA...! ahIM napuMsakanA kAma nathI, kahe che. A to puruSanA kAma che. puruSa ene kahIe, puruSArthasiddhi upAyamAM Ave che, puruSArthasiddhi upAya', puruSa ene kahIe ke cetanAmAM sUve ane cetanAmAM rame enuM nAma puruSa. bAkI rAgamAM rame e napuMsaka, pAvaiyA, hIjaDA che. AhAhA...! "amRtacaMdrAcAryano kaLaza che emAM puruSArtha kema kahyuM? puruSArthasiddhi. ke
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________________ zloka-143 217 puruSa potAnA cetanamAM sthiti (kare) e puruSArtha. potAnA AnaMdamAM, cetanAmAM sUve, 2me e puruSa (che), bAkI rAgamAM rame e puruSa nahi. AhAhA..! paMDitajI! AvI vAtuM che. AhAhA..! jJAnanI 'kaLA' kahevAthI ema sUcana thAya che ke H- jyAM sudhI pUrNa kaLA (kevaLajJAna) pragaTa na thAya... juo! kevaLajJAna paNa eka kaLA che. che? jyAM sudhI pUrNa (kevaLajJAna)...' 'kaLA' zabde pUrNa kevaLajJAna pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI jJAna hInakaLAsvarUpa-matijJAnAdirUpa che;.' tyAM sudhI samyajJAna, matijJAna, zrutajJAnarUpI kaLA che. AhAhA..! pUrNa kaLA kevaLajJAna. e kaLA pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI matizrutajJAnAdirUpa che;.' te hInakaLArUpa kaLA che. e anubhava alpa che, hINo che. AhAhA..! jJAnanI te kaLAnA AlaMbana vaDe...' AhAhA..! jJAnanI te kaLAnA AlaMbana vaDe jJAnano abhyAsa karavAthI... aMdara ekAgratA karavAthI kevaLajJAna..." kaLA 'arthAt pUrNa kaLA pragaTe che.' AhAhA..! mokSanI icchA kahyuM to e kevaLajJAna lIdhuM. e kevaLajJAnanI kaLAnI prApti thAya, e matijJAna, zrutajJAnanI hInakaLAthI e ati pUrNa kaLA prApta thaze. bIja UgI e pUnama lAvaze. AhAhA..! bIjano prakAza je che e ja pUnamano prakAza lAvaze. ema mati, zruta kaLA che e ja kevaLajJAnanI kaLA pragaTa karavAne lAyaka che. AhAhA..! 'dhavala'mAM to tyAM sudhI kahyuM che ke, jyAre AtmAmAMthI mati, zrutajJAna thayuM e matijJAna kevaLajJAnane bolAve che. AhAhA..! evo pATha che. he bhAI! A mArga kyAM che? ema mANasane bolAve ne? ema A kevaLajJAnane matijJAna bolAve che, Ava.. Ava.. Ava.. Ava. alpakALamAM kevaLajJAna Avo, huM tane pokAra karuM chuM, bolAvuM chuM AhAhA..! athavA huM tane saMbhAruM chuM. haiM? tane kevaLajJAnane huM saMbhAru chuM. matijJAnamAM kevaLajJAnane saMbhAre che. AhAhA..! alpakALamAM kevaLajJAna (thaze). AhAhA..! paMcamaArAnA prANIono pokAra to juo! AhAhA..! e matijJAnanI hInakaLAthI kevaLajJAnanI kaLA, pUrNa kaLA pragaTa thAya che. e pUrNa kaLA kaho ke mokSa kaho, mokSa kaho ke kevaLajJAna kaho. AhAhA..! mokSanI pUrNakaLA matijJAnAdinI hInakaLAthI prApta thAya che, rAgathI nahi, ema ahIMyAM kahevuM che. rAganI kriyAkAMDathI e kaLA prApta thatI nathI. kAraNa ke rAgakaLA e tenI jJAnakaLA che ja nahi. e to aMdhakAranI kaLA che. AhAhA..! e tArI cIjamAM bhale hInAdhika ho, matizruta hInakaLA svarUpa ho, paNa tenAthI kevaLajJAnanI kaLA prApta thaze. arthAt e mati, zrutajJAnanI paryAyathI mokSa prApta thaze. mokSa nAma kevaLajJAna. tArA rAga ne kriyAthI, karmakAMDathI to prApta nahi thAya. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) -
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________________ 218 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (gAthA-206) viSya - edamhi rado NiccaM saMtuTTho hohi Niccamedamhi / edeNa hohi titto hohadi tuha uttamaM sokkhaM / / 206 / / etasmin sto nityaM santuSTo bhava nityametasmin / etena bhava tRpto bhaviSyati tavottamaM saukhyam / / 206 / / etavAneva satya AtmA yAvadetajjJAnamiti nizcitya jJAnamAtra eva nityameva rtimupaihi| etAvatyeva satyAzI: yAvadetajjJAnamiti nizcitya jJAnamAtreNaiva nityameva santoSamupaihi / etAvadeva satyamanubhavanIyaM yAvadetajjJAnamiti nizcitya jJAnamAtreNaiva nityameva tRptimupaihi / athaivaM tava nityamevAtmaratasya, AtmasantuSTasya, AtmatRptasya ca vAcAmagocaraM saukhyaM bhvissyti| tattu tatkSaNa eva tvameva svayameva drakSyasi, *mA anyAn prAkSIH / havenI gAthAmAM A ja upadeza vizeSa kare che : AmAM sadA prItivaMta bana, AmAM sadA saMtuSTa ne AnAthI bana tuM tRpta, tujane sukha aho! uttama thaze. 206. gAthArtha - he bhavya prANI ) tuM | mana ] AmAM jJAnamAM) [ nityaM ] nitya [ rata: ] rata arthAt prItivALo thA, [ tarijhana: ] AmAM [ nitya ] nitya [ saMtuSTa: mava ] saMtuSTa thA ane [ stana ] AnAthI [ tRpta: ma ] tRpta thA; (Ama karavAthI) [ tava] tane [ uttama sauradhyam ] uttama sukha [ bhaviSyati ] thaze. TIkA - he bhavya !) eTalo ja satya (paramArthasvarUpa) AtmA che jeTaluM A jJAna che-ema nizcaya karIne jJAnamAtramAM ja sadAya rati (prIti, ruci) pAma; eTaluM ja satya kilyANa che jeTaluM A jJAna che-ema nizcaya karIne jJAnamAtrathI ja sadAya saMtoSa pAma; eTaluM ja satya anubhavanIya anubhava karavAyogya) che jeTaluM A jJAna che-ema nizcaya karIne jJAnamAtrathI ja sadAya tRpti pAma. ema sadAya AtmAmAM rata, AtmAthI saMtuSTa ane AtmAthI tRpta evA tane vacanathI agocara evuM sukha thaze; ane te sukha te kSaNe ja tuM ja svayameva dekhaze, bIjAone na pUcha. (te sukha potAne ja anubhavagocara che, bIjAne zA mATe pUchavuM *mA acAnuM prANI (bIjAone na pUcha)no pAThAntara - mAtiprANIH (ati prazno na karo.
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________________ gAthA-206 219 paDe ) bhAvArtha - jJAnamAtra AtmAmAM lIna thavuM, tenAthI ja saMtuSTa thavuM ane tenAthI ja tRpta thavuM e parama dhyAna che. tenAthI vartamAna AnaMda anubhavAya che ane thoDA ja kALamAM jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa kevaLajJAnanI prApti thAya che. AvuM karanAra puruSa ja te sukhane jANe che, bIjAno emAM praveza nathI. pravacana naM. 286 gAthA-206, zukravAra, zrAvaNa vada 10, tA. 108-1979 "samayasAra 206 gAthA. 'havenI gAthAmAM A ja upadeza vizeSa kare che : edamhi rado NiccaM saMtuTTho hohi Niccamedamhi / edeNa hohi titto hohadi tuha uttamaM sokkhaM / / 206 / / AmAM sadA prItivaMta bana, AmAM sadA saMtuSTa ne AnAthI bana tuM tRpta, tujane sukha aho uttama thaze. 206. he bhavyA)' tuM Ama kara, ema pAThamAM kIdhuM ne? to he bhavya kAryuM che. tuM Ama kara, ema kahyuM che ne? to he bhavya AhA.! "ATalo ja satya -paramArthasvarU5) AtmA che." ATalo ja paramArtha - paramasvarUpa AtmA che jeTaluM A jJAna che. AtmA jJAnapramANa, jJAna AtmApramANa. AtmA jJAnapramANa ane jJAna (AtmApramANa). AtmA jJAnapramANa ane darzana pramANa Adi che. ane jJAnapramANa AtmA. AtmA Ama laIe to jJAnapramANa, darzana pramANa, AnaMdapramANa. paNa Ama laIe to jJAna AtmApramANa. jeTaluM aMdara jJAna che eTalo AtmA (che). jeTalA aMdara dayA, dAna, vratAdi vikalpa uThe che e AtmA nahi. AhAhA...! e jJAnasvarUpa caitanyasUrya caitanyanA prakAzathI prakAzato bhagavAna AtmA eTalo e AtmA che ke jeTaluM A jJAna che. AhA...! ema nizcaya karIne jJAnasvarUpa AtmA che, ema nizcaya karIne jJAnamAtramAM ja sadAya rati..." jJAnamAtra bhagavAnaAtmA e jJAnamAtramAM ja. nizcaya karyuM. e "jJAnamAtramAM ja sadAya...' sadAya. AhAhA.! "rati prIti, ruci) pAma;" prApta karI. AhA...! tyAM tane bhagavAna maLaze, kahe che. AhAhA...! AtmA jJAnapramANa to jJAna te AtmA, ema nizcaya karIne temAM ruci kara, prema kara, rati kara. AhAhA...! prIti kara. A vAta che. bAkI thothAM che. duHkhI duHkhI che. AhAhA.! rAgamAM Ave e paNa duHkhI che. AhAhA.! e jJAnamAtra eTalo AtmA che, ema nizcaya karIne. A nirNaya karI jJAnamAtramAM
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________________ 220 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 rati, prIti kara. rAga ane puNya, nimittanI prIti choDI de ema nAstithI na kahyuM, astithI kahyuM. A choDI de, ema na kahyuM. AmAM prIti kara eTale e chUTI jAya che. AhAhA..! AvuM AkaruM. e jJAnamAtramAM ja...' rAgano vikalpa uThe e kaMI AtmA nathI, e to anAtmA che, ajIva che. dayA, dAnano vikalpa uThe bhakti, pUjA(no) e vikalpa to ajIva che, e jIva nahi, prabhu! AhAhA..! 'jJAnamAtramAM ja...' AtmA ATalo che ema nizcaya karIne eTalAmAM jJAnamAtramAM tuM prIti kara. astithI vAta karI. rAganI prIti choDI de ne nimittanI prIti (choDI de). devaguru-zAstra ema kahe che. AhAhA..! deva-guru ne zAstra ema kahe che ke, tuM jJAnamAtra cho tyAM prIti kara, amArI prIti choDI de. AhAhA..! tAro bhagavAna caitanya zItaLacaMdra che). jema zItaLa evA anaMta caMdranI zItaLatA (hoya) paNa e zItaLatAnI jaDanI che. A to zAMta caitanya caMdramAnI zItaLatA zAMti, e zAMtithI bharelo che. jJAnathI ema jJAnapradhAna kathana che. ethI AtmA te jJAnapramANa, ema nizcaya karIne. AtmA te AnaMdapramANa, AtmA te zAMtipramANa, AtmA te vItarAga svabhAva pramANa. AhAhA..! ema nizcaya karIne. jJAnapradhAnathI kathana che. AhAhA..! 'sadAya...' nizcaya karIne karavuM zuM? jJAnamAtramAM ja sadAya...' aMtara prema kara. AhAhA..! dRSTinA dhyeyamAM jJAnamAtra AtmA lagAva, tyAM prIti kara, tyAM rati kara. AhAhA..! tyAM ruci kara. bIjo bola. teTaluM ja satya kalyANa che...' paheluM (ema kahyuM), ATalo ja satya AtmA che, ema kahyuM hatuM. ke jeTaluM jJAna che. have (kahe che), eTaluM ja satya kalyANa che... AhAhA..! 'eTaluM ja satya kalyANa che jeTaluM A jJAna che...' jeTaluM jJAna che teTaluM ja kalyANa che. aMdara svarUpa, kalyANa svarUpa, e jJAnasvarUpa (che) e kalyANasvarUpa che. AhAhA..! tAre kalyANa karavuM hoya to kalyANasvarUpI AtmA che. AhAhA..! satya kalyANa eTaluM che jeTaluM A jJAna che. e jJAna kalyANa svarUpa che ema nizcaya karIne...' oho..! ema nirNaya karIne jJAnamAtrathI ja...' AtmA eTaluM kalyANa che ke jeTaluM jJAna che. AhAhA..! ema nizcaya karIne jJAnamAtrathI ja...' ekAMta, samyak ekAMta (karyuM). sadAya saMtoSa pAma;...' koI samaye paNa rAgamAM AvIne saMtoSa na kara. AhAhA..! tyAM saMtoSa nathI. kalyANa svarUpa bhagavAnaAtmA jeTaluM jJAnasvarUpa (che) ema nirNaya karIne sadAya saMtoSa pAma;...' e saMtoSa, hoM! bahAranA pacIsa lAkhamAMthI pAMca lAkha ghaTADyA mATe saMtoSa, e saMtoSa nahi. AhAhA..! 'saMtoSa pAma;..' kArya. AhAhA..! saMtoSa.. saMtoSa, AnaMdanI dazAnI prAptimAM saMtoSa. AhA..! prApta kara. gAthA bahu sarasa che. 206 mAkhaNa che, bApA! e vAMcana ne zravaNa ne mananamAM paNa
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________________ gAthA206 221 vikalpa uThe che e AtmA nahi AhAhA.! eTalo AtmA ke jeTaluM jJAna, eTalo AtmA ke jeTaluM kalyANa. jeTaluM jJAna eTaluM kalyANa, trikALa. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to paryAya uparathI dRSTi choDI de jJAnamAtra trikALa (che) tyAM rati kara, saMtoSa kara. AhAhA.! e kalyANa tyAM che. AhAhA.! eTaluM ja satya anubhavanIya che. AhAhA.! astithI vAta karI. dayA, dAna, vratAdinA vikalpano anubhava karavA lAyaka nathI. e to rAganuM vedana che. AhA.! paramasatya A che. lokone (kaThaNa) lAge, abhyAsa nahi, aMtara cIjanI mahimA nahi. aMdara prabhu koNa che? prabhu to ema kahe che ke, tArI prabhutAmAM tuM prIti kara. tArA jJAnasvabhAvamAM prIti, saMtoSa tyAM kara. tAruM kalyANa tyAM che. AhAhA.mArI sAmuM joIza to prabhu tane rAga thaze, prabhu ema kahe che. AhA...! tAro bhagavAna AtmA eTalo ja saMtoSa karavA lAyaka che ane eTalo ja anubhava karavA lAyaka che, juo! 'eTaluM ja satya." AhAhA.! bAkI vyavahAra ratnatraya Adino vikalpa paNa asatya che. AhA.! bahu jhINuM, AkaruM. mANasane phurasada nahi ane potAnI cIjanI keTalI mahattA che. mahAna zaktiono bhaMDAra bhagavAna... AhAhA...! evo hIro kyAMya che nahi. huM ja hIro chuM. lyo, vaLI tamAro hIro Avyo. AhAhA...! jJAnapramANa AtmA (che). e pahelA ekavAra pravacanasAramAM AvI gayuM che. AtmA jJAnapramANa, jJAna zeyapramANa, zeya lokAloka pramANa. bhagavAna AtmA jJAnapramANa, jJAna zeyane pUrNa jANe evA zeyapramANa, zeya lokAloka pramANa. AhAhA...! lokAlokane jANe tevo jJAnapramANa AtmA che. e to paryAyamAM, hoM! vastu to trikALa che. AhAhA...! "eTaluM to satya..." bAkI rAgAdi to asatya che). AhA.... deva-guru, dharma ema kahe ke, tuM eTalo satya cho. e paramArthasvarUpa satya e anubhava karavA yogya che. AhA...! deva, sarvajJa paramAtmA paramaguru, sarvajJadeva paramaguru ema kahe che ke, prabhu! eTaluM satya anubhava karavA lAyaka che, jeTalo tuM jJAnapramANa cho. AhAhA...! mArA taraphanuM lakSa karIne paNa anubhava karavA lAyaka tuM nathI. are.! AvI vAta che vItarAganI, bhAI! AhAhA...! paramAtmA trilokanAtha tIrthakara ane enA saMto, kevaLajJAnanA keDAyato, e ema kahe che ke, prabhu! eTaluM satya anubhava karavA lAyaka che. amArI tarapha joIne anubhava karavA lAyaka nathI. AhA...! tAro AtmA jJAnapramANa che eTalo anubhava karavA yogya che ke jeTaluM A jJAna che. AhAhA...! trikALa jJAna che e ja anubhava karavA lAyaka che. AhAhA...! A saMsAranA kAma ke di karavA? AhA! bhAI! tuM to zeyano jJAtA cho ne nAthI e zeyanA kArya karuM evo tuM nathI. e zeyano vyavahAra jJAtA cho. AhAhA...! nizcayathI to tuM tArI paryAyano
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________________ 222 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ane dravya-guNano jJAtA cho. vyavahArathI parano, paraNeyano jJAtA (kahevAya) paNa e zeyanuM hita karavA lAyaka che ane e zeyathI AtmAne lAbha thAya che, evI cIja nathI. AhAhA...! zeyane jANanAro jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna. e jJAna A zAstrajJAna nahi. jeno svabhAva jJAnasvabhAva. caitanyaprakAza svabhAva AtmA, eTaluM anubhava karavA lAyaka che. samajANuM? AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. - A ekAMta lAge paNa ekAMta ja che. ja Avyo ne? (eTale) samyapha ekAMta. AhAhA...! nizcayanaya samyaka ekAMta che. ane samyaku ekAMtanA hita mATe pragaTa thayelI dazA, pachI i dazA rAgAdi paryAyane jANe e anekAMta che. AhA...! "zrImamAM Ave che ne? "anekAMta paNa samyak ekAMta evA nijapadanI prApti sivAya anya prakAre hitakArI nathI." prabhu! AhAhA...! "zrImad kahe che. anekAMta paNa; paryAya che, guNabheda che, rAga che e anekAMta paNa samyaka ekAMtanI nijapadanI prApti sivAya e anekAMta paNa hitakArI nathI. AhAhA...! arere...! AvuM sAMbhaLavA maLavuM muzkela paDe. mahA puNyano yoga hoya to to e sAMbhaLavA maLe chatAM e kahe che ke, sAMbhaLavA maLyuM, e sAMbhaLavAno vikalpa Avyo e anubhava karavA lAyaka nathI. AhAhA...! eTaluM ja satya anubhavanIya che (anubhava karavAyogya) che jeTaluM A jJAna che." trikALa svabhAva. 'ema nizcaya karIne jJAnamAtrathI ja sadAya." juo! jJAnamAtrathI "ja" sadAya (ema kahIne) samyaka ekAMta karyuM che. sadAya... sadAya. AhAhA...! koI kSaNamAM paNa rAgano anubhava karavA lAyaka nathI. AhA...! rAga Ave che paNa anubhava karavA lAyaka to A cIja che. jJAnamAtrathI ja sadAya tRpti pAma.' tRpti. tRpti. tRpti. AhAhA.! jema sudhA bahu lAgI hoya ane pachI cUramAnA lADavA ne pataraveliyA ne bhajIyA (khAya to) tRpti. tRpti. tRpti (thAya). AhAhA.! heM? mumukSu :- thoDIvAra pachI. uttara :- e to thoDIvAra thAya tyAM jhADA thaI jAya. AhAhA...! A to AnaMdano nAtha prabhu, jJAnamAtrano, jJAnanI pradhAnatAthI kathana che paNa AtmA AnaMdapramANa che ane AnaMdapramANa AtmA che. samajANuM? evA anaMta guNapramANa AtmA che ane AtmA anaMta guNapramANa che ane anaMta guNa AtmA pramANa che. AhA.! ema nizcaya karIne tyAM tRpti pAma, tRpti pAma, tRpti pAma tyAM. AhAhA.! rati pAma, saMtoSa pAma, tRpti pAma - A traNa bola lIdhA. AhAhA...! A tamArA rUpiyAmAM to pAMca karoDa, dasa karoDa, vIsa karoDa, abaja Ave toya saMtoSa nathI. dhULamAM ekaluM pApa che. AhAhA.! e. hasamukhabhAI'. AhA...!
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________________ gAthA- 206 223 bhagavAna AtmA jJAnapramANa temAM prema kara, jJAnapramANa temAM saMtuSTa thA, jJAnapramANa teno anubhava karIne tRpti kara. AhAhA.! pahelo jJAnamAM A nirNaya to kare ke vastu A che ane aMtaramAM anubhava karavA lAyaka cIja hoya to e AtmA che. AhAhA.! vedana, vedana, vedavA lAyaka hoya to te AtmA che. AhAhA...! ane tyAM AgaLa saMtoSa che. tyAM prema kara tane AnaMda Avaze, kahe che. AhA...! ema kahe che. AhAhA! 'tRpti pAma.' AhAhA.! ema.' A rIte sadAya AtmAmAM rata..." i traNa bolano saravALo kare che. sadAya AtmAmAM rata,...' AhAhA.! sadAya AtmAmAM lIna. "AtmAthI saMtuSTa ane AtmAthI tRpta." AhAhA. ema bhagavAna AcArya saMta jagatane enI RddhinI jAherAta kare che. AhA...! prabhu! tArI Rddhi to AnaMda che ne nAtha! tArI saMpadA jJAna ne AnaMda e tArI saMpadA che. AhAhA...! rAga paNa nahi to bahAranI lakSmI - dhULa to kyAMya rahI gaI. AhAhA...! ema sadAya AtmAmAM rata, AtmAthI saMtuSTa ane AtmAthI tRpta evA tane.... AhAhA...! bhagavAna tane jJAnapramANa, AnaMda ane saMtoSa karavAthI "vacanathI agocara evuM sukha thaze.' e vacanagamya nathI, nAthA evA AnaMdanI, zAMti tane prApta thaze. atIndriya AnaMdanI prApti thaze. AhAhA...! e samyagdarzana, jJAna ne cAritra (che). Ama lokone ekAMta lAge. bhaI! Ama karavuM paNa enuM koI sAdhana kharuM ke nahi? heM? mumukSu - Ave kharuM ne? uttara :- Ave, e to nimittanA kathana che. AhAhA.! jema nizcaya samyagdarzana, jJAnamAtra AtmAno anubhava thayo, emAM pratIti (thaI) te nizcaya samyagdarzana (che). bAkI rAga rahyo tene vyavahAra samakitano Aropa (karyo. Aropano artha e samakita che nahi paNa nizcaya samakitanI sAthe rAga che to vyavahAra samakitano Aropa (ryo. che to e rAga cAritrano doSa, ene vyavahAra samakita kahevAmAM AvyuM. AhAhA.! samajANuM? ema sAdhana, sAdhaka. nija svarUpano anubhava thayo tyAre je rAga maMda hato, A sAdhakapaNuM aMdara pragaTa thayuM tyAre rAga je maMda che tene vyavahAra sAdhakano Aropa Avyo. vyavahAra sAdhaka kahevAmAM AvyuM. jayasenAcAryamAM e zabda bahu che. e loko kahe che. AhAhA...! A 320 gAthA cAlI ne? "indoramAM eka "baMsIdharajI" hatA ne? "baMsIdharajI paMDita ahIM AvI gayA hatA tyAre keTalIka vAta to ene bahu besatI. chelle "kalakattA AvyA tyAre to emeya bolI gayA hatA. have to mAre tyAM rahevAno vicAra che. chellI ghaDIe paNa pAchuM gaMgA kAMThe gaMgA jevA (pharI gayuM). AMkhamAM AMsu. vyAkhyAna daIne heThe utaryo. 'kalakattA". moTara pAse AvyA ane kahyuM, have to mAre chellI AkhI jiMdagI tyAM rahevAno bhAva che. have ekavAra ema kahetA hatA. ahIM hA pADe tyAM vaLI ekavAra ema kahetA
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________________ 224 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 hatA ke, A 320 gAthAnI "jayasenAcAryanI TIkA pasaMda kema karI? bIjA adhikAra emAM che, sAdhaka-sAdhana che, phalANuM che ne e na lIdhuM ane A gAthA kema pasaMda karI? paNa emanI dRSTine anukULa che mATe A pasaMda karI, ema bolyA hatA. are! bhAI! ema bolyA hatA. nahitara "jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM vyavahAra ghaNo che. vyavahAra sAdhaka che, nizcaya sAdhya che, vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya che evuM lakhANa bahu Ave che). e to nimittanuM jJAna karAvavA kahyuM che). AtmA jyAre svabhAvano sAdhaka thaI ane zAMti ne AnaMdanI prApti thaI, tyAre rAga je maMda hato tene Arope sAdhaka kahyo. jema samakita nizcaya thayuM tyAre rAgane vyavahAra samakitano Aropa kahyo, ema rAgathI bhinna paDIne AtmAno anubhava thayo, tyAre rAga bAkI rahyo tene vyavahAra sAdhaka kahyo. have zuM thAya? bhAI! samajANuM? jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM bahu Ave. vyavahAra sAdhana, nizcaya sAdhya. AhAhA.! tyAre eNe ema kahyuM ke, e adhikAra na lIdho ane A 320 gAthA kema pasaMda karI? ema kahyuM. emanI dRSTine A anukULa che to A pasaMda karI. paNa vastunuM svarUpa ja evuM che, prabhu! pacAsa-pacAsa, sAMITha-sAMITha varSa sudhI bIjA ekaDA ghUMTyA hoya. vyavahArathI thAya, zubharAga hoya to thAya. hamaNA "kaLazaTIkA banAvI che ne? jagamohanalAla'. Ama bIjI lAIna keTalIka ThIka mUkI che paNa AmAM chelle saravALo A mUke ke, zubhabhAva karatA karatA e thAya. kAraNa ke pote paDimAnA dhAraka che. are...! prabhu! A zuM kare che? zuM kahevAya? gAthAnI TIkA karI che ne? "adhyAtmaamRta kaLaza" pustaka che ahIMyAM. jema A "rAjamala'nI TIkA che ne? ema eNe AkhI TIkA, badhA zlokanI TIkA banAvI che paNa emAM A eka nAkhyuM che ke, ene chello zubha upayoga hoya che, jyAre zuddha (upayogI thAya tyAre, mATe zubhaupayoga sAdhana che. kAraNa ke jyAre e zubhathI khasIne aMtaramAM anubhavamAM jAya che tyAre chello ene zubhaupayoga hoya che mATe tene sAdhana kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! ema nathI. enAthI chUTyo tyAre sAdhana kyAMthI AvyuM? rAganI ruci chUTI ane jJAnanI ruci, dRSTi, anubhava thayo tyAM rAganuM sAdhakapaNuM kyAM rahyuM? AhAhA.! samajANuM? enAthI to judo paDIne anubhava karyo to sAdhanapaNuM kyAM rahyuM? paNa jyAre anubhava sAthe saMtoSa thayo, jJAnamAtra AtmA ema anubhavamAM saMtoSa thayo tyAre rAga bAkI hato ane vyavahAra sAdhakano Aropa karIne kathana karyuM. A sivAya ADuavaLuM kAMI karavA jAya to AkhuM tattva pharI jaze. AhAhA...! lakhANa ghaNuM che emAM, khabara che ne, jayasenAcAryanI TIkA. paNa aMte to 320 gAthAmAM to kahyuM... AhAhA...! ke, jJAnI-dharmI trikALa nirAvaraNa sakaLa nirAvaraNa akhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya avinazvara zuddha pAriNAmika paramabhAva lakSaNa nija paramAtmadravya te huM chuM, ema anubhava kara. nija paramAtmadravya huM chuM. paryAyeya
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________________ gAthA-206 225 nahi, rAga to kyAMya rahI gayo. AhAhA..! paryAya ema kahe che ke, trikALI sakaLa nirAvaraNa eka paramAtmadravya te huM chuM. e huM chuM. AhAhA..! "tane vacanathI agocara evuM sukha thaze;...' kyAre? e jJAnasvarUpa huM chuM, evo anubhava karavAthI. rAga hato tenI madada che ema che nahi. AhAhA..! have AmAM paisA ne dhaMdhA ADe navarAza karyAM (che)? bApA! AhA..! mumukSu :- Apa koI upAya batAvo. uttara H- A upAya che, bApu! enAthI ruci pheravI ane paryAyane trikALanI ruci karAvavI. paryAyane paranI ruci Ama che te paryAyamAM paryAyane trikALanI ruci kara. kAraNa ke kArya, ruci ne saMtoSa to paryAyamAM thAya che ne? heM? AhAhA..! dravya to je che te che paNa A dravya jJAna pUrNa che, kalyANasvarUpa pUrNa che, e to paryAya jANe che. dravya to dhruva che. samajANuM? AhAhA..! ane tane sukha prApta thaze, prabhu! tuM sukhane paMthe jaIza. AhAhA..! anAdi rAgane paMthe, duHkhane paMthe cho prabhu! e aMtaranA jJAnamAtra AtmAnA anubhavamAM sukhane paMthe tArI dRSTi - paMtha tyAM baMdhAI gayo. sukhane paMthe cAlyo jaIza. AhAhA..! rAgane paMthe, duHkhane paMthe prabhu! tuM anAdithI dorAI gayo che. AhA..! A hIrA, mANakenA dhaMdhAno vikalpa du:khapaMtha che ema kahe che. evuM che. mumukSu :- paryAyane pheravyA vinA chUTako nathI. bIjo kAMI upAya che? uttara evuM che. e kaMI bIjuM thAya ja nahi. dAnamAM to bahu paisA kharce che. tyAM amAro utAro e vakhate hato ne? to eka lAkha sAMITha hajAra to yaMtimAM kharcyA ane eka lAkha ahIM hamaNA ApyA. paisA bahu hatA. e to rAganI maMdatA hoya, zubha, puNya che. mumukSu :- ApanA jevA guru to maLe ne! uttara = e to saMyogI bhAva che to saMyoga maLe paNa ahIM svabhAvano bhAva prApta thAya e saMyogane kAraNe prApta thAya? saMyoga deva-guru-zAstrano maLe, lyo! paNa e saMyogathI asaMyogI svabhAvano lAbha thAya? AhAhA..! (zrotA :- saMyoga to prabhu vartamAnamAM maLyo ja che). AvI vAta che. = - i A morabI'nA eka bhAI hatA i ema kahetA hatA. dalIcaMdabhAI'nA bhAInI vahu hatI ne? vidhavA hatA i taNAI gayA. olAnA sagA thAtA haze? ghaDiyALI'nA? ene phaIbA, phaIbA kahetA, ema ko'ka kahetuM hatuM. dalIcaMdabhAI'nA nAnA bhAI hatA. nAnI uMmaramAM vidhavA (thaI gayA). bIjuM eka gAma che tyAM enA makAna hatA. kayu gAma kahevAya ene? 'sanALA'. 'sanALA'mAM enA makAna che tyAM utaryA hatA. 'sanALA'mAM eka zaktinuM devaLa che. anyamatinI zaktinuM devaLa che. huM AhAra karIne pharyo. najIka hatuM tyAM huM gayo tyAM eka bAvo beTho hato. padhAro.. padhAro.. padhAro. meM kIdhuM, A zakti A nahi. zakti
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________________ 226 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 to jJAna ne AnaMda zakti devI enI pUjA kara, ema kIdhuM. tyAM utaryA hatA, morabIthI "sanALA'. tyAM benanuM makAna hatuM. nAnI uMmaramAM vidhavA thayelA. ahIM dalIcaMdabhAI che ne? AhA...! I kahe, taNAI gayA. A phere enA ghare gayA hatA kharA, "morabI gayA te di'. palaMga - khATalAmAM hatA, I cAlI zakyA nahi, pANInuM jora ekadama AvyuM (to) pANImAM taNAI gayA. bAkI mumukSumaMDaLamAM bIjAne kAMI (nukasAna) thayuM nathI. AhAhA.! AvI sthiti. arere! bahAramAM bUDI mare e karatAM aMdaramAM bUDIne jIvane bhagavAna jJAnano dariyo bharyo che ne nAtha! anaMta anaMta zAMti ane AnaMdano sAgara. AhAhA..! kAle to bapore bahu nahotuM AvyuM? prabhu! anaMtA mukha karuM prabhu! ane eka eka mukhe anaMtI jIbha karuM. tArA guNano pAra na Ave, prabhu AhA.! chatAM rAtre bIjuM ApyuM hatuM, 150 mAM AvyuM hatuM, he prabhu! tArA guNanI dazAnI saMkhyA zuM kahuM? A dharatI AkhI pRthvIno kAgaLa banAvuM ane samudranA jaLanI razanAI banAvuM, AhAhA.! ane AkhI vanaspatinI kalamo banAvuM topaNa prabhu tArA guNa lakhyA lakhAya nahi. AhAhA! kAle eka bhaktimAM himatabhAIe nahotuM gAyuM? enI sAme 150 pAne A che. e vakhate kAryuM hatuM, rAtre batAvyuM hatuM. AhAhA...! AkhI dharatIno kAgaLa, AkhA samudranA jaLanI razanAI ane AkhI vanaspati, vanarAjanI badhI kalamo (banAu).. AhAhA...! paNa prabhu tArA guNanI saMkhyA lakhAya nahi. AhAhA...! evA guNano dariyo bharyo che ne prabhu tuM. AhAhA...! tyAM jA ne nAtha! tyAM saMtoSa kara, tyAM prema kara. ene anubhavavA lAyaka banAva. AhAhA...! bhAre AkaruM kAma. ekalA vyavahAranA rasiyA hoya ene to ema thAya. AhAhA...! vyavahAra to zuM rAga kAMIka ghaTADe, bahAra choDyuM, A choDyuM. emAM DALiyA zuM thayA? mithyAtva to AkhuM paDyuM che. AhAhA..! pahelA tyAgamAM tyAga to mithyAtvano joIe, ene ThekANe bIjo tyAga pahelo karIne mAne. AhAhA.! thAya? e mithyAtvano tyAga to A rIte thAya. AtmA jJAnamAtra che temAM prIti kara, temAM saMtuSTa thA, tene kalyANarUpa mAna ane temAM tane AnaMda ane tRpti thaze. AhAhA...! ane tevuM sukha te jAte anubhavIza, koIne pUchavuM paDaze nahi. AhAhA...! che? "te sukha te ja kSaNe ja tuM ja svayameva dekhaze. AhAhA.. te sukhane-atIndriya AnaMdane 'te kSaNe ja. te ja kSaNe "tuM ja svayameva." svayaM ja. 'va'no (artha) ja. svayameva ja dekhaze. AhAhA...! che ne? "svayameva." che. svayaM-eva-svayaM ja. tArAthI tane svayaM ja anubhava khyAlamAM AvI jaze. AhAhA! are.! bahAranA mAthAphoDI ne pApanA bhAva ne puNyanA bhAva karI karIne herAna thaI gayo che tuM. bhagavAna che e to puNya-pApanA vikalpathI pAra che. svabhAvathI bharelo che ane vikalpathI pAra che. je vikalpathI pAra che e vikalpathI maLaze?
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________________ gAthA206 227. jenAthI rahita che tenAthI te maLaze? AhAhA.! Avo mArga che. saMpradAyane AkaruM paDe. atyAre saMpradAya evA dorAya gayA che ane A "sonagaDhIyA... sonagaDhIyA" ema kahe che. are.! prabhu! zuM kare che? A "sonagaDhanuM nathI, bApu! AhAhA...! prabhu! A to tArA gharanI vAta che. paragharamAMthI nIkaLIne svagharamAM jAvuM enI A vAta che. AhAhA...! tAruM ghara to prabhu! jJAnathI bhareluM ghara che ne! ekalo jJAnano puMja, caitanyano sUrya, caitanyacaMdra zItaLatAno bharelo bhagavAna. AhAhA...! enI upara najara karane nAtha! tyAM nidhAna paDyuM che. AhAhA.. teno pahelo vizvAsa to lAva ke, A bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha anaMta guNano sAgara (che). vizvAsa karIne vizvAse vahANa taraze to aMdaramAM javAze. AhAhA! kaho, hasamukhabhAI', AvI vAtuM che, bApu! kyAMya "muMbaImAM maLe evuM nathI. cha bhAI besIne vAtuM karo to A maLe evuM nathI nyAM. AhA..! AvI vAta, prabhu AhAhA..! amRtano sAgara uchaLe che. AhAhA...! amRtanA sukhanA bhaMDArarUpa svarUpa tenI ruci kara, tenI prIti kara, teno saMtoSa kara, e kalyANa svarUpa (che), tenAthI tRpta thA. AhAhA.! tane tyAM AnaMda Avaze, prabhu AhAhA.! e.I....! AthI (vadhAre, zuM kahe? AhA...! eno hajI vizvAsa ne pratIti na maLe. vyavahAranI pratIti ane enAthI maLaze ema mAne). are. prabhu je tArAmAM che nahi eno tane bharoso ane che teno bharoso nahi! AhAhA...! 'te sukha te kSaNe ja tuM ja svayameva dekhaze. bIjAone na pUcha. (te sukha potAne ja anubhavagocara che, bIjAne zA mATe pUchavuM paDe?' eka nyAya e Apyo che. nIce eno bIjo eka artha che. "mA kanyAnuM prANIH "bIjAone na pUcha)no pAThAntara - "HIStiprANIH (atiprazno na karI." have bahu vizeSa prazna na kara, ema kahe (che). che nIce? AhAhA.! bIjAne na pUcha ane have atiprazna na kara. AhAhA.! traNalokanA nAtha tIrthakara sarvajJa paramAtmA, e divyadhvani dvArA Ama kahe che, e saMto vANI dvArA jagatane jAhera kare che. AhAhA..! traNalokano nAtha "sImaMdhara bhagavAna samavasaraNamAM divyadhvanimAMthI A AvyuM hatuM. AhAhA.! e saMtoe anubhavIne bahAramAM jagatane mUkayuM. AhAhA...! bhagavAnano A saMdeza che. ame bhagavAna pAse gayA hatA. bhagavAnanA ame darzana karyA. saMto ema kahe che. AhAhA...! amane bhagavAnanA bheTA thayA, bhagavAnanI vANI ame ATha di sAMbhaLI. kuMdakuMdAcArya saptAha Ave che ne? samavasaraNamAM saptAha mUke che ne? ApaNe samavasaraNa stutimAM saptAhanuM ATha di. e traNalokanA nAtha Ama saMdeza kahevarAve che. AhAhA...! prabhu! tuM pUrNAnaMdano nAtha tuM cho ne! jJAnathI bharelo, AnaMdathI bharelo, zAMtithI bharelo), zAMti eTale cAritra, AnaMda eTale sukha, svacchatAthI bharelo, prabhutAthI bharelo, IzvaratAnA
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________________ 228 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 guNothI pUrNa bharelo che. AhAhA.! e jJAnamAtra kaho ke IzvaramAtra kaho. prabhu! prabhutAnI pUrNatAmAtra bhagavAna AtmA che. AhAhA...! tenI ruci kara, prabhu! ruci tyAM poSANa (kara), poSANamAM I le. tane bIjuM posAtuM che I choDI de. A amane pozAya che ane A mAla amane pozAya che. hIrA pacAsa hajAranA lAve paNa ahIM sAMITha hajAra Upaje to lAve ne? pacAsa hajAranA cAlIsa hajAra AvatA hoya to lAvatA haze? AhAhA.! ahIMyAM AtmAnuM pozANa lAva. AhAhA...! are.! tane rAganA pozANamAM ThIka lAge che paNa e to nukasAnakAraka che, bhAI! AhAhA...! tArA prabhune pozANamAM le. e pozAya che ema le. AhAhA.! AvI vAta che. jhAjhA mANasamAM to A vAta AkarI paDe mANasane. zuM thAya? bhAI! mArga A che, bApu anaMta tIrthakaro, anaMta kevaLIone A avAja-divyadhvani che. bIjAne na pUcha athavA ati prazna na kara. karavAnuM to A che. have tyAM jA. AhAhA..! bahu gAthA (sArI AvI), ekalo mAla bharyo che). bhAvArtha:- "jJAnamAtra AtmAmAM lIna thavuM, " olA ratino artha lIna karyo. "jJAnamAtra AtmAmAM lIna thavuM." AhAhA.! jJAna jANavAnA svabhAva svarUpa bhagavAna, jJAnasvabhAva ane bhagavAna svabhAvavAna, jJAna svabhAva ane bhagavAna svabhAvavAna, AnaMda svabhAva ane bhagavAna AnaMda svabhAvavAna. to kahe che ke, AnaMda svabhAvavAna evo bhagavAna emAM lIna thA. AhAhA...! bhAvano bhAvavAna prabhu. bhAvano bhAvavAna. e bhAva enuM rUpa che. AhAhA...! tyAM lIna thA. 'tenAthI ja saMtuSTa thavuM. tenAthI ja saMtuSTa thavuM. AhAhA.! "ane tenAthI ja tRpta thavuM-e parama dhyAna che. e parama dhyAna che. AhA! mULa to A dhyAna che, ema kahe che. e vikalpa chUTIne A svabhAva Avo che, e to aMdara dhyAnamAM Ave che, kahe che. nirvikalpa dazA-dhyAna, dhyAnamAM A Ave. koI vikalpanI vicAradhArA cAlatI hoya ane A nirvikalpa dRSTimAM Ave, ema nahi Ave. AhAhA. enA svabhAvanuM dhyAna. e dhyAnanI dazAnuM A varNana che. AhAhA...! parama dhyAna..." bhASA joI? AhA..! AtmAmAM lIna kyAre thAya che? dhyAnamAM aMdara lIna thAya che. AhAhA.! tyAre olo vikalpa-bikalpanI vicAradhArA rahetI nathI. samajANuM? mALAe paNa khulAso kevo sarasa (karyo che). TIkAkAreya keTaluM spaSTa satyane mUke che! emAM lIna thA, paNa lIna thAno artha ke, enuM dhyAna kara tyAre lIna thavAya. AhAhA.! tArA dhyAnamAM paranA lakSamAM vaLeluM dhyAna (che) e to ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna che. AhA.! | nizcaya dharmadhyAna. dharmadhyAnanA be prakAra. rAgAdine vyavahAra kahevAya paNa nizcaya dharmadhyAna aMdara vastunuM dhyAna te dharmadhyAna che. AhAhA...! dharmadhyAna thAya che? ema pUche. vratAdi pALe to pUche). ema che ne sthAnakavAsImAM? dharmadhyAna thAya che? to kahe, hA. sAmAyika,
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________________ gAthA-206 229 pozA, paDikamaNAnI kriyA kare i dharmadhyAna. bApu! e nahi, bhAI! jyAM dharmano dha2nA2 dharmI paDyo che tyAM tenuM dhyAna lagAva. AhAhA..! dravya ne guNa to paripUrNa paDyA che. paripUrNa! tyAM dhyAna lagAva to paryAyamAM tane pUrNa prApti thaze. AhAhA..! pahelI to pUrNa svarUpanI prApti dhyAnamAM (thAya che). dhyAnanI apUrNa dazA che temAM thaze ane pachI dhyAna karatA karatA pUrNa paryAyanI prApti thaze. AhAhA..! tenAthI vartamAna AnaMda anubhavAya che...' A to vartamAna tenAthI, jJAnamAtra bhagavAnanuM dhyAna karavAthI, dhyAnamAM ekAgra ciMtA nirodho dhyAnaM' ekAgra ciMtA nirodho dhyAnaM' eka agra nAma mukhya vastune dRSTimAM laIne aMdara ekAgra thavuM ane ciMtA nAma vikalpano nirodha thaI javo. AhAhA..! ekAgra ciMtA. ekAgra ciMtA nirodho dhyAnaM' AhA..! paranA vikalpanuM dhyAna chUTI jAya che. AhAhA..! 'dravyasaMgraha'mAM 47 gAthAmAM kahyuM ne? 'ruvinaM pi movavahevuM jJALe pAtaLavi naM muLI niyamA|' AhA..! be prakA2no mokSamArga eTale sAco ane eka Aropita, paNa e beya dhyAnamAM prApta thaze. AhAhA..! e A kIdhuM. aMtaranA dhyAnamAM dhyeyane pakaDI ane ekAkAra thAya, vikalpa vinAnI dazA (thAya) e dhyAnamAM nizcaya mokSamArga - samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra ane dhyAnamAM je rAga bAkI rahyo te vyavahA2 mokSamArgano Aropa karIne dhyAnamAM prApta thaze, prabhu! AhAhA..! loko kahe che, dhyAna. hamaNA sthAnakavAsImAM e cAlyuM che. paNa vastu hajI kevI che ene jANyA vinA dhyAna kenuM? e AvyA che. 'nathumala' terApaMthI che. buddhivALo, pustaka banAvyA che. are..! paNa tAro paMtha ja mithyAtvano che emAM dhyAna kyAM AvyuM? AhAhA..! samajANuM? AkarI vAta, bhAI! bahu AkaruM kAma che. ghaNA have zIbiro zIkhyA, zikSaNazibira. ahIMnuM kADhe che ne? i badhA terApaMthI kADhe, derAvAsI kare, sthAnakavAsI kare. AhAhA..! ahIM to kahe che, prabhu! tAruM dhyAna dravyamAM lagAva. tyAre lInatA thaze, tyAre tane vikalpa chUTaze. AhAhA..! Avo mArga che. AhA..! vartamAna AnaMda anubhavAya che ane thoDA ja kALamAM jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa kevaLajJAnanI prApti thAya che.' AhAhA..! alpakALamAM tane kevaLajJAna prApta thaze, prabhu! AhAhA..! 'AvuM karanAra puruSa ja te sukhane jANe che...' AvuM karanAra AtmA ja sukhane jANe che. bIjAno emAM praveza nathI.' vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) K
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________________ 230 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ....................... ( zloka-144) (35nAti). acintyazaktiH svayameva devazcinmAtracintAmaNireSa yasmAt / sarvArthasiddhAtmatayA vidhatte jJAnI kimanyasya parigraheNa ||144 / / have jJAnAnubhavanA mahimAnuM ane AgaLanI gAthAnI sUcanAnuM kAvya kahe che : zlokArdha - [ cazmAn ] kAraNa ke [ BN: ] A (jJAnI) [ svayam va ] pote ja || vijyAvittaH tevaH ] aciMtya zaktivALo deva che ane [ vinmAtra-cintAmaLi: ] cinmAtra ciMtAmaNi che (arthAtu caitanyarUpa ciMtAmaNi ratna che), mATe [ sarva-artha-siddha-mAtmatayA ] jenA sarva artha prayojana) siddha che evA svarUpe hovAthI [ jJAnI ] jJAnI [ kanyaraca paripradeLa] anyanA parigrahathI [ vim vidatta ] zuM kare? (kAMI ja karavAnuM nathI.) bhAvArtha :- A jJAnamUrti AtmA pote ja anaMta zaktino dhAraka deva che ane pote ja caitanyarUpI ciMtAmaNi hovAthI vAMchita kAryanI siddhi karanAro che; mATe jJAnIne sarva prayojana siddha hovAthI tene anya parigrahanuM sevana karavAthI zuM sAdhya che? arthAtu kAMI ja sAdhya nathI. Ama nizcayanayano upadeza che. 144. pravacana naM. 287 zloka-144, gAthA-2017, zanivAra, zrAvaNa vada 11, tA. 18-08-1979 kaLaza-144 (3panAti) acintyazaktiH svayameva devazcinmAtracintAmaNireSa yasmAt / sarvArthasiddhAtmatayA vidhatte jJAnI kimanyasya parigraheNa / / 144 / /
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________________ 231 zloka-144 AhAhA..! kAraNa ke...' anubhavI dharmI jIva, jene AtmA jJAnasvarUpa zuddha pavitra bhagavAna, tenI dRSTi sahita anubhava thayo. AhAhA..! 'nirjarA adhikAra' che ne? je AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu, aciMtya deva kaheze. e dharmAtmA, dharma jene AtmA jJAna ane AnaMdasvarUpa (che) evI dRSTipUrvaka anubhava thayo, e dharmI pote ja...' svayaMmeva, svayaM ja. AhAhA..! [avittvazatti: veva:] 'aciMtya zaktivALo deva che...' AhAhA..! dharmI svayaM ja. potAno bhagavAnaAtmA aciMtya zakti. atIndriya AnaMda, atIndriya zAMti, atIndriya prabhutA vagere anaMta zaktivALo e deva che. prabhu-AtmA aciMtya zaktivaMta deva che. AhAhA..! divya zakti. jJAna, AnaMda, zAMti vagere divya zaktivALo deva che. AhA..! ane cinmAtra ciMtAmaNi' e to caitanyamAtra ciMtAmaNi. aMta2nI cIja jyAM dRSTimAM, anubhavamAM AvI to kahe che ke, caitanya ciMtAmaNi. jema ciMtAmaNinI prAptithI jagatanA jIva(ne) icchA pramANe prApta thAya, tema A vastu prApta thaI.. AhAhA..! e to ciMtAmaNi ratna, enI ekAgratAthI zuM na prApta thAya? AhAhA..! divyazaktino bhaMDAra bhagavAna, enA anubhavanI dRSTithI emAM ekAgratAthI divyazaktino deva, emAM ekAgratAthI zuM na prApta thAya? AhA..! zAMti, AnaMda, svacchatA, prabhutA e paryAyamAM prApti thAya che. jhINI vAta che, bhAI! AhAhA..! 'cinmAtra ciMtAmaNi...' e jJAnamAtra svabhAva bhagavAna anaMta guNa, evo ciMtAmaNi ratna. AhA..! jene dRSTimAM prApta thayo ane jeno jene anubhava thayo e aciMtyadeva zaktivaMta deva ciMtAmaNi. jeTalI temAM ekAgratA thAya teTalA ratana pAme. AnaMda ne zAMti ne svacchatA ne prabhutAnA ratana paryAyamAM pAke. lyo, A tamArA ratana nathI, A to bIjA ratana AvyA. AhAhA..! (caitanyarUpa ciMtAmaNi ratna che) mATe...' [sarva-artha-siddha-AtmatayA] jenA sarva artha prayojana) siddha che...' nija svarUpanI pratIti ane anubhava thayA to sarva arthanI siddhi che. AhA..! je kaMI zAMti, AnaMda, svacchatA, prabhutA joIe to tenI prApti thAya che. AhA..! AvI vAtuM. sarva prayojana siddha che. AhAhA..! evA svarUpe hovAthI jJAnI...'dharmI [anyaya pariprazne] nija caitanyasvarUpa bhagavAna sivAya, jaDanI kriyA, rAgAdi pariNAma ane bhedanA vikalpo tenAthI tene zuM prayojana che? AhAhA..! samajANuM? ciMtAmaNi bhagavAnaAtmA najaramAM jyAM nidhAna AvyA, have sarva artha siddhi (che). AhAhA..! jJAnanI prApti, samakitanI prApti, zAMtinI prApti, AnaMdanI prApti (thAya che). A vastu che. tene [anyasya pariprazneLa] nija svabhAva sivAya jaDanI kriyAnI sAvadhAnI, AcaraNapaNuM ane smaraNathI zuM prayojana? AhAhA..! ema aMdara rAganA vikalpa Adi zubhaazubhabhAva Ave che te paNa eka parigraha che. to kahe che, tenAthI zuM prayojana? rAgAdimAM
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________________ 232 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 sAvadhAnI, AcaraNapaNuM, smaraNapaNe tenuM zuM prayojana che? AhAhA...! ane aMdara bheda paDe te bhedanA vikalpa uThe che. AhAhA.! abheda bhagavAna AtmA, temAM guNa-guNInA bhedanA vikalpa uThe emAM parigraha (arthAtu) sAvadhAnapaNuM, AcaraNapaNuM ane smaraNapaNAnuM zuM prayojana? AhAhA.! samajANuM? jaDanI kriyA, rAganI kriyA, bhedanA vikalpa e traNeya parigraha anya che. AhAhA.! tenAthI dharmIne anyathI sAvadhAnapaNuM zuM? ohoho...! vyavahAra ratnatrayanA vikalpa uThe che temAM zuM sAvadhAnapaNuM? tenuM tane zuM AcaraNa? tenuM zuM smaraNa che tane? bhagavAnaAtmA nija zuddha svarUpa tarapha sAvadhAnI, tenuM AcaraNa... AhAhA.! ane tenuM ja smaraNa. jhINI vAta che, bhAI! "amRtacaMdrAcAryanA kaLaza... AhAhA...! amRtathI bharyA che. jenI jJAnamAM bhAna-prApti thaI tene jaDanI kriyA, rAganI kriyA ane bhedanI kriyA, evA vikalpa, te tarapha sAvadhAnI rAkhavI, AcaraNa karavuM tenAthI zuM prayojana che? AhAhA.! e parigraha che. abhedamAM bheda (UpajAvavo) e parigraha che, anya (che). AhAhA...! vItarAganI vAtuM (AvI che). jaDanI kriyA huM karuM e paNa eka mithyAtvano parigraha che. rAgakriyA karuM e paNa eka mithyAtvano parigraha che. AhAhA...! ane abheda bhagavAna AtmA, temAM bheda UpajAvavo e paNa eka vikalpa ne parigraha anya che. anya parigrahathI dharmIne zuM kAma che? AhAhA...! bahu AkaruM kAma. paisA-baisAnI kriyA e kriyAmAM gaI ane enA pratyeno dayA, dAnano rAga e vikAramAM gayo ane abhedamAM bhedavikalpa anya parigrahaNa. A traNe anya parigraha che. tenAthI bhagavAna AtmA caitanya parigraha je hAtha Avyo, parigraha (arthAtu) Akho caitanya pakaDI lIdho, samasta prakAre parigraha. bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha samasta prakAre anubhavamAM laI lIdho. AhAhA.! evo dharmI, A dharmI (che). AhAhA.! ene kriyAkAMDanA rAgathI zuM prayojana? jaDanA anukULa-pratikULa halacalana thAya tenAthI zuM prayojana? AhAhA...! aciMtyadeva prabhu anaMta anaMta divyazaktino bhaMDAra bhagavAna, jene anubhavamAM Avyo, parigraha-pakaDI lIdho, dharmIno e parigraha che. AhAhA! AvI vAtuM (che). mumukSu :- adharmIno parigraha zuM? uttara :- adharmIno e parigraha-rAgAdi mAro, i. paisA Adi mArA, zarIra Adi mArA, rAgAdi mArA ane bhedAdi mArA (mAne) e ajJAnIno parigraha che. mumukSu :- paisA. uttara :- paisA to kriyAmAM, paramAM gayA. mumukSu :- phakta mamatva. uttara :- A mAruM, e parigraha mithyAtva che ane rAgAdi parigraha mAro e paNa
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________________ zloka-144 233 mithyAtva che ane bhedanA vikalpa mAruM svarUpa che e paNa mithyAtva che, parigraha che, prabhu! AkarI vAta che, bhAI! A to nirjarA adhikAra che. AhAhA...! jene bhagavAna AtmA zuddha pavitranA jene prayANa upayogamAM thayA. AhAhA.! eka pherI bhAIe gAyana banAvyuM hatuM. bhAIe-"bhAIcaMdajI nahi? bhAI! lIMbaDIvALA bhAIcaMdajI'. digaMbara saMpradAya choDI dIdho hato. mumukSu :- "rAjakoTathI tyAM jatA hatA. uttara :- hA, gayA hatA, khabara che. gujarI gayA tyAre gayA hatA. ahIM hatA. rAmajIbhAI, nAraNabhAI, lIMbaDImAM gujarI gayA. anyamatinA maMdiramAM. ene eka pherI kahyuM hatuM, 'upayogabhUmi pAvana karavA padhArajo, he nAtha!" mArI upayogabhUmimAM pAvana karavA prabhu padhAro. AhA.! mArI nirmaLa upayogabhUmi. 'upayogabhUmi pAvana karavA padhAra mArI upayogabhUmimAM prabhu Avo ane AvyA ane have paranuM zuM kAma che? kahe che. lakSmInI, paranI to vAteya nahi, rAganI vAta nahi paNa bhedanuM paNa ene zuM kAma che? jyAM abheda bhagavAnanA bheTA thayA. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- abhedanA bheTA thayA emAM bhedanuM zuM kAma? uttara :- zuM kAma che? e parigrahane pakaDIne zuM kAma che? mahAprabhu abheda Akho parigraha pakaDyo che. AhAhA...! samyagdarzane AkhA pUrNAnaMdanA nAthane kabaje lIdho. AhAhA...! bahu jhINI vAta, bhAI! A to nirjarA adhikAra che ne? AvA jIvane nirjarA thAya che. AhAhA.! e karmAdi, rAgAdi Ave che te kharI jAya che. AhAhA.! ane karmano udaya paNa kharI jAya che, bhedano vikalpa paNa chUTI jAya che. AhAhA...! aciMtyadeva caitanya ciMtAmaNi bhagavAna. aciMtvadeva kahyo paNa devanuM zuM svarUpa? cinmAtra ciMtAmaNi. AhAhA! aciMtyadeva, e to paNa aciMtyadeva eTaluM kahyuM. paNa enuM devanuM svarUpa zuM? jJAnamAtra ciMtAmaNi bhagavAna AtmA. AhAhA..! evo bhagavAna caitanya ciMtAmaNi, aciMtyadeva. AhAhA...! paryAyamAM jeno Adara thayo, paryAye ene pakaDIne bhagavAnane nija parigraha mAnyo. AhAhA.. paryAyamAM potAnA paramAtmAne parigraha mAnyo, pakaDyo. e.I....! AvI vAtuM sAMbhaLavI muzkale paDe. AhAhA.! sarva-artha-siddha AhAhA...! jene ciMtAmaNi aciMtyadeva prabhu, tenI samyagdarzanamAM prApti thaI, samyajJAnamAM zeya banAvIne prApti thaI.. AhAhA! evA jIvane zirva-artha-siddhamAtmatayA] "sarva-artha-siddha. "AtmatiyA eTale svarUpa. "sarvArtha.mAtmatayA' "sarva-arthasiddha-jJAtmisiddha AhAhA..! samyagdarzana thayuM... AhAhA...! to kahe che ke, aciMtyadeva ciMtAmaNi prApta thayo). aciMtyadeva to vyAkhyA AvI, paNa enuM svarUpa zuM? ke caitanya ciMtAmaNi bhagavAna. AhAhA...! Avo bhagavAna jene dRSTimAM, anubhavamAM Avyo (tene) sarva
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________________ 234 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 artha siddhi (che). je potAnuM prayojana hatuM e siddha thaI gayuM. AhAhA..! zAMti, vItarAgatA, sukha e prayojana hatuM, e prayojana siddha thaI gayuM. mumukSu :- enAthI ghara kema cAle? uttara :- ghara ke di? A ghara (-AtmA) che ke i ghara che? e..i...! 'hasamukhabhAI' pAMca pAMca lAkhanA makAna che ene, chae bhAIone. rahevAnA nyAM hola.. hola zuM kahevAya? chae bhAIonA cha. ane bApunuM juduM. ema loko kahetA hatA, ApaNe kyAM (joyA che)? gayA hatA kharA eka pherI, hoM! tyAM makAne AvyA hatA. jovA gayA hatA eka pherI. AhAhA..! prabhu! e tArA ghara kyAM che? tAruM ghara to aciMtyadeva-ciMtanamAM le-Ave e tAruM ghara che. e gharamAM jeNe praveza karyo (tene) sarva siddhi (che). AhAhA..! ene sarva prayojananI siddhi (thaI gaI). artha eTale prayojana. sarva-artha-siddha-AtmatayA sarva-artha-siddha-AtmatayA' sarva artha siddha thayeluM svarUpa. sarva arthanuM siddha thayeluM svarUpa. AhAhA..! are..! Avo upadeza. AhAhA..! AtmA hajI pakaDamAM Avyo nahi, anubhavamAM Avyo nathI tyAM pAdharI paDiyA ne mahAvrata lye e to bALavrata ane bALatapa che. AhAhA..! 'amRtacaMdrAcArya' A zlokamAM ghaNuM kahevA mAge che, bahu UMDu kahevA mAge che. ohoho..! bhagavAna! tuM aciMtya ciMtAmaNi, AnaMda ciMtAmaNi, zAMti ciMtAmaNi.. AhAhA..! anaMta guNanuM ciMtAmaNi svarUpa prabhu tAruM. tAruM svarUpa che tene pakaDI lIdhuM, anubhava thayo (to) 'sarva-artha-siddha-AtmatayA" sarva arthanA svarUpanI siddhi thaI. sarva prayojananA bhAvanI siddhi thaI. AhAhA..! je prayojana sukhanuM hatuM, samyajJAnanuM hatuM e badhA prayojana siddha thayA. AhAhA..! "anyanA parigrahathI...' nija abheda cidAnaMda svarUpanI anubhavadRSTi sivAya [anyasya pariprazneLa] e jaDanI koI paisA-lakSmI, Abaru, strI, kuTuMba e cIja tArI kyAM che? tenI tane sAvadhAnI, smaraNa, AcaraNanuM tAre zuM kAma che? are..! rAganA paNa AcaraNa, smaraNa, sAvadhAnInuM zuM kAma che? bhagavAna mahAprabhu tane sAvadhAnImAM prApta thayo che ne! AhAhA..! bhagavAnaAtmAmAM sAvadhanA thayo. samaya varte sAvadhAna' nathI kahetA, olA lagana vakhate? TAIma hoya sADA ATha ne dasa miniTa (to kahe), TAIma thaI gayo, samaya varte sAvadhAna, lAvo kanyAne.' ahIM kahe che, 'samaya varte sAvadhAna' samaya eTale AtmA. AhAhA..! duniyAthI judI vAta che, prabhu! AhAhA..! duniyA sAthe kAMI meLa khAya evo nathI. AhAhA..! ethI ekAMta che, ema nathI. e samyak ekAMta che. AhAhA..! jene aciMtyadeva cinmAtra ciMtAmaNi pratItamAM, anubhavamAM, jJAnanI paryAyamAM Avyo, AhAhA..! e jIvane dharmI, samakitadRSTi jIvane potAnA svabhAvanA parigraha-pakaDa sivAya
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________________ 235 zloka-14 anya parigrahanuM zuM kAma che? AhAhA...! e lakSmI Adi, zarIrAdinI kriyA tenuM tAre zuM kAma che? AhAhA...! lakSmInI kriyA Ave ne jAya, tenAthI tAre zuM prayojana che? zarIra niroga ane roga rahe tenAthI tAre zuM prayojana che? AvuM che, prabhu! A to vItarAga traNalokanA nAthano jagata pAse pokAra che. aciMtyadevano nAtha prabhu tuM aMdara, citmAtra ciMtAmaNi e deva huM nahi paNa tuM, AhA! huM tAro deva nahi (ema) prabhuno pokAra che. tAro deva aMdara aciMtya zaktino bhaMDAra che ne prabhu! AhAhA...! ciMtAmaNi ratana che, prabhu! jema jema ekAgratA karIza tema tema tane AnaMda prApta thaze. AhAhA.! AcArya mahArAjanA hRdayamAM ghaNI gaMbhIratA, UMDapa che. nirjarA kone thAya che? saMvarapUrvaka nirjarA kone thAya che? ke, jene potAno bhagavAna aciMtya ciMtAmaNi ratana paryAyamAM prApta thayo. vastu to hatI paNa paryAyamAM rAga ne para prApta hatA. AhAhA...! e paryAyamAM bhagavAna prApta thayA (to) sarva prayojana siddha thaI gayA. traNalokano nAtha pratItamAM, anubhavamAM Avyo. traNalokano nAtha devano deva, AhAhA...! tuM hI devAdhideva. mumukSu - chellI kaDI. uttara :- zivaramaNI ramanAra tuM eka pherI AvyuM hatuM. (saMvata) 1964nI sAlanI vAta che. "zivaramaNI ramanAra tuM, tuM hI devano deva" evI che kaDI hatI paNa ATalI aDadhI kaDI yAda AvI. cha kaDI banAvI hatI. olA lITIvALA kAgaLa hoya che ne? AMkelA. gharamAM copaDI hatI, vepAra hato ne, emAM lakhyuM hatuM. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre bhAIne kahyuM ke, copaDI joIe). tyAM taLAva moTu che, i taLAvamAM pANI bahu AvI gayuM, aMdara garI gayuM. manasukhane khabara che? pANI bahu hatuM. tAro janma to (saMvata) 1974mAM (thayo). meM copaDI mAMgelI. sIttera pachI, hoM! paNa dukAnamAM aMdara pANI garI gayuM hatuM, e copaDI palaLI gaI. AhAhA...! pahelI kaDI A hatI. zivaramaNI ramanAra tuM A strI nahi tAre. tuM to mokSanI ramaNIno ramanAra prabhu. AhAhA...! "tuM hI devano deva" A aMdarathI AvyuM hatuM. e 1964nI sAla, saMvata 1964. AhAhA.! keTalA varSa thayA? 71 varSa pahelA AvyuM hatuM. pachI to ghaNuM AvyuM joIe A bahAra nIkaLata to khyAlaya Avata ke pUrvanuM aMdara keTaluM hatuM)! AhA! copaDI palaLI gaI. e vakhate ame to vepArI hatA) paNa A kavitvanI cha kaDI joDAI gaI hatI. koNa jANe kyAMthI zuM thayuM? "rAmajIbhAI gotatA hatA. amAre "kuMvarajIbhAI cunIlAlanI dukAnanI sAme. "cunIlAlanI tamArI dukAna hatI ne pahelI? cunIlAla motIlAla enI pAchaLa oluM jIna che ne? have tArA makAna nAM thayA. e jInamAM moDhA AgaLa saMco hato AkhA gADAne toLavAno, saMco hoya che ne? AkhuM gADuM toLAya. jamIna upara che, joyuM hatuM, moTo saMco hato. AkhuM gADuM toLAya. e pAchuM toLIne pAchuM nIkaLe tyAre
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________________ 236 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 gADuM tolI lya, have kapAsa keTalo hato i khabara paDe). saMco hato i jamInamAM have A lokonA makAna thaI gayA. AhA.! i jIna hatuM. moTuM jIna. khabara che. tyAM "rAmacaMdra' ne lakSmaNa" ne "sItA mALA chokarAoe paNa evo veza bhajavyo, bApu! zuM kahIe? AhAhA...! Ama yAda Ave che tyAranI vAta. AhAhA.! gAmano eka maMdirano bAvo hato moTo, olI lakSmIcaMdabhAInI lAtI nahi? tyAM maMdira che ne? rAmajI maMdira, eno vRddha bAvo hato. Ama "rAmacaMdra, lakSmaNa" ne "sItAjI AvyA paNa joI lyo, e to jANe Abehuba! bAvAjIne vicAra thayo to AratI utArI. "rAma", "lakSmaNa', "sItAjI' vairAgyanI mUrti. vanavAsamAM jAya che. AhAhA.! e bAvo vRddha hato, hoM! e "rAmajI maMdira che ne? olA lAtImAM. pahelA lakSmIcaMdabhAI hatA ne? sagA hatA, ApaNA saMbaMdhI. tyAM chokarAo che ne? "bharUca". "mohana"ne khabara che. vaiSNava. tyAM laI gayA hatA. prema hato badhAne. e, AhAhA.! bAvAjIne prema thaI gayo. A to "rAmacaMdra ne "lakSmaNa' AvyA. evA gaMbhIra. Dhaba A hatI. je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta' enA gAyananI A Dhaba hatI. "samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadaguru bhagavaMta chokarAonA gAyananI A Dhaba hatI. paNa Dhaba te zAMtithI (gAya). te di to dasa-paMdara rUpiyAno pagAra. te di kyAM... AhA...! traNa rUpiyAno, cArano mahine kharca hoya. AhA...! emAM A dhuna caDI gayelI. ene sAMbhaLIne. tuM koNa cho? AhAhA...! "zivaramaNI ramanAra A strI na hoya. ane tuM to devAdhideva cho. mane khabareya nahi te di to zuM AvyuM A? eno artha ke tuM tIrthakarano jIva cho! evuM AvyuM, bhAI! e to pachI aMdara AvyuM. A zuM AvyuM A te? 1964nI sAla, aDhAra varSanI uMmara. 1946mAM janma, aDhAra varSanI uMmara hatI. paNa pUrvanuM hatuM ne! aMdarathI AvatuM. AhAhA.! bhagavAna pAse (hatA). ahIM kahe che, prabhu! tuM ahIM cho ne devAdhideva sAkSAt! AhAhA...! tane tArA devanA viraha kyAM che? AhA.! paramAtmAnA bhagavAnanA viraha paDyA paNa tArA devano viraha nathI prabhu tArAmAM. AhAhA.! "sImaMdhara sImaM - guNanI maryAdA dharanAro bhagavAna aciMtya deva. e sImaMdhara bhagavAna A che. AhAhA.! ene sarva artha siddha thayA. "evA svarUpe hovAthI... AhAhA.! "jJAnI..." nAma dharmIne "anyanA parigrahathI zuM kare?" [mi vidatte zuM karavA vizeSa dhAraNa karaze? AhAhA! bIjI cIjane zuM karavA anubhavamAM ghe? ema kahe che. ene vidatte zuM karavA dhAraNa kare? AhAhA.! jhINI vAta che, prabhu tArI prabhutAno pAra nathI, nAtha! tuM bALaka thaIne ema mAge ke, A joIe, A joIe. bApu! tuM to prabhu cho aMdara. AhAhA.! tArI prabhutAnI vAtuM vANImAM purI na Ave, evo bhagavAna aciMtyadeva, jene dRSTimAM Avyo, anubhavamAM laI lIdho (tene) sarva arthanI siddhi thaI gaI, kahe che. AhAhA...! tene anya parigrahathI zuM prayojana? bheda,
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________________ zloka-144 237 guNa-guNInA bhedanA vikalpathI paNa tAre zuM prayojana? AhAhA...! bAhya parigraha to nahi, rAga to nahi paNa bhedanA vikalpathI nAtha! tAre zuM prayojana che? AhAhA.! AvA bhagavAne amRta reDyA che. "amRtacaMdrAcArye amRta reDyA che. AhAhA.! zlokamAM bahu UMDapa che. emanA hRdayamAM e vakhatano je abhiprAya hato (e) ghaNo UMDo hato. AhAhA.. "kAMI ja karavAnuM nathI." AhAhA...! bhAvArtha - "A jJAnamUrti AtmA..." cinmAtra ciMtAmaNi kahyuM hatuM ne? eno artha karyo. jJAnamUrti jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna. jJAnasvarUpanI pradhAnatAthI (kathana karyuM che). anaMta anaMta guNa saMpanna prabhu pote ja anaMta zaktino dhAraka deva che..." svayaM ja, pote ja anaMta zaktino dhAraka deva che. ane pote ja caitanyarUpI ciMtAmaNi hovAthI... AhAhA...! zaktino deva che paNa kevI zaktino (deva)? ke pote ja caitanyarUpI ciMtAmaNi. e to caitanyarUpI ciMtAmaNi che. AhAhA...! emAM ciMtavana nAma ekAgra thA to kevaLajJAna paNa prApta thAya. evo ciMtAmaNi ratana prabhu tane maLyo, kahe che. AhAhA! AvuM koI di sAMbhaLyuM nahi hoya. e.I..! heM? AvI vAta che. AhAhA...! amRtano nAtha aMdara Dole che. evI cIja AgaLa tAre zuM prayojana? AhAhA...! amRtanA bhaMDAra bharyA. caitanya ciMtAmaNi ratna. e ciMtAmaNi hovAthI vAMchita kAryanI siddhi karanAro che;" AvyuM hatuM ne oluM? "sarva-artha-siddha'. vAMchita kArya. dharmAtmAnuM vAMchita kArya zuM? samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra ane kevaLajJAna. paryAya che ne? kArya che ne? AhAhA...! "vAMchita kAryanI siddhi karanAro che, mATe jJAnIne sarva prayojana siddha hovAthI tene anya parigrahanuM sevana karavAthI zuM sAdhya che?" bhASA eTalI vadhArI. sevanano artha sAvadhAnI, AcaraNa ane smaraNa. e badhuM paranuM sevana (che). enAthI zuM prayojana che? AhAhA..! yAda kare, yAda ke Avo rAga Avyo. zuM che paNa? samajANuM? mAruM zarIra AvuM nirogI rahyuM. prabhu! e smaraNathI tAre zuM kAma che? tArI nirogamUrti bhagavAna aMdara (birAje che). heM? AhAhA...! enuM smaraNa karane, emAM sAvadhAna thAne, enuM AcaraNa karane. paranI sAvadhAnI, AcaraNa ne smaraNathI zuM prayojana? smaraNa. AhAhA.! jJAnIne sarva prayojana siddha hovAthI tene anya parigrahanuM sevana karavAthI zuM sAdhya che? e vikalpanA sevana ne bhedanA sevanathI tane zuM lAbha che? AhAhA...! "arthAtu kAMI ja sAdhya nathI. Ama nizcayanayano upadeza che." Avo yathArtha dRSTino ane yathArtha vastuno upadeza che.
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________________ 238 gAthA-200 kuto jJAnI paraM na parigRhNAtIti cet - ko NAma bhaNijja buho paradavvaM mama imaM appANamappaNo parigahaM tu NiyadaM ko nAma bhaNedbudhaH paradravyaM mamedaM bhavati AtmAnamAtmanaH parigrahaM tu niyataM vijAnan / / 207 / / yato hi jJAnI, yo hi yasya svo bhAvaH sa tasya svaH sa tasya svAmI iti kharataratattvaddaSTayavaSTambhAt, AtmAnamAtmanaH parigrahaM tu niyamena vijAnAti, tato na mamedaM svaM, nAhamasya svAmI iti paradravyaM na parigRhNAti / samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 have pUche che ke jJAnI parane kema grahato nathI? teno uttara kahe che Hpadravya A muja dravya' evuM koNa jJAnI kahe are! nija Atmane nijano parigraha jANato je nizcaye? 207. havadi davvaM / viyANaMto / / 207 / / dravyam / gAthArtha :- [ AtmAnam tu ] potAnA AtmAne ja [ niyataM ] niyamathI [ AtmanaH parigrae ] potAno parigraha [ vijJAnan ] jANato thako [ : nAma vudhaH ] kayo jJAnI [ maLet ] ema kahe ke [ tuM padravya ] A padravya [ mana dravyam ] mAruM dravya [mavRtti ] che ? 1. sva = : dhana; milakata; mAlikInI cIja. TIkA :- je jeno svabhAva che te tenuM sva' che ane te teno sva bhAvano) svAmI che-ema sUkSma tIkSNa tattvadRSTinA AlaMbanathI jJAnI potAnA) AtmAne ja AtmAno parigraha niyamathI jANe che, tetI 'A mAruM sva' nathI, huM Ano svAmI nathI' ema jANato thako paradravyane parigrahato nathI (arthAt paradravyane potAno parigraha karato nathI). bhAvArtha :- lokamAM evI rIta che ke samajadAra DAhyo mANasa paranI vastune potAnI jANato nathI, tene grahaNa karato nathI. tevI ja rIte 5ramArthAnI potAnA svabhAvane ja potAnuM dhana jANe che, paranA bhAvane potAno jANato nathI, tene grahaNa karato nathI. A rIte jJAnI paranuM grahaNa-sevana karato nathI.
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________________ gAthA-200 gAthA-207 upara pravacana 239 have pUche che ke jJAnI parane kema grahato nathI?" jene AtmA zuddha cidAnaMda prabhu dRSTimAM Avyo, paryAyamAM AkhA jJeyanuM jJAna thayuM, paryAyamAM AkhA zeya jJAyaka AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM, paryAyamAM AkhI cIjanI pratIti jJAnapUrvaka thaI ane temAM lInatAno aMza paNa thayo, e parane kema grahato nathI? parane kema grahato nathI? teno uttara kahe che :-' 207. ko NAma bhaNijja buho paradavvaM mama imaM havadi davvaM / appANamappaNo parigahaM tu NiyadaM viyANaMto / / 207 / / paradravya A muja dravya' evuM koNa zAnI kahe are! nija Atmane nijano parigraha jANato je nizcaye? 207. 'jANato je nizcaye''LiyavaM" che ne pAThamAM? 'LiyavaM viyAgaMto" cothuM pada. ohoho..! 'amRtacaMdrAcArya' enI to zuM vAtuM! enA zlokamAM to amRtanA nAthane jagADavA amRta bharyAM che. jAga re jAga have, bApu! tane sUvuM na pAlave. AhAhA..! e rAgamAM jAgavuM na pAlave, prabhu! ema kahe che. AhAhA..! tArI cIjamAM jAgRta thA, ema kahe che. AhA..! TIkA :- je jeno svabhAva che te tenuM 'sva' che...' svano artha nIce. dhana, milakata, mAlikInI cIja. jeno svabhAva che...' AhAhA..! are.....! AvA avatAra. zuM kahe che? je jeno svabhAva che te tenuM.' dhana che, te tenI milakata che. je jeno svabhAva che te tenuM..' dhana, milakata che ane potAnA svAmItvanI e cIja che. samajANuM? je jeno svabhAva che, svabhAva che. bhAvavAnano, svabhAvavAnano svabhAva che, svabhAvavAnano svabhAva che te tenuM dhana che, te tenI lakSmI che, tenA svAmItvanI e cIja che, tenI milakata che. AhAhA..! te teno (sva bhAvano) svAmI che...' nIce artha Avyo hato ne? ema sUkSma tIkSNa tattvadRSTinA AlaMbanathI...' AhAhA..! sUkSma mati ane zrutajJAnanA upayogathI. sUkSma tIkSNa tattvadRSTinA AlaMbanathI jJAnI...' AhAhA..! 'jJAnI potAnA) AtmAne ja AtmAno parigraha niyamathI jANe che,...' AhAhA..! dhULanA parigraha mArA, e to mUDha mAne, kahe che. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- cakravartIne mUDha kahevo? = uttara moTo mUDha. 'brahmadatta' marIne narake gayo, bhAI ! AhA..! bApu ! e bhASA ThIka paNa moTo soLa hajAra deva sevA kare, channu hajAra strIo, channu karoDa pAyadaLa, aDatALIsa hajAra pATaNa, boMttera hajAra nagara. AhAhA..! hIrAnA Dholiye sUto (hoya).
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________________ 240 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 kurumati strI hatI. hajAra deva sevA kare. 'kurumati. karamati AhAhA.. e marIne sAtamI narake gayo. A kurumatine yAda karI, bhagavAnane yAda na karyo. AhAhA! atyAre paNa evuM thAya che ne? maravA TANe nAnI uMmarano marato hoya to enI vahune enI pAse chelle mokale. zuM emAM? amAro nAno bhAI hato ne? "magana. magana". tArA jamyA pahelA marI gayelo. (saMvata) 1971mAM lagana (thayelA). nAnI uMmarano, vIsa varSano. zarIra moTuM juvAna laThTha jevuM. khAdhe, pIdheluM zarIra. vIsa varSanI uMmare lagana (thayA). mArI dIkSA pachI. sagapaNa to mArI dIkSA pahelA (thaI gayeluM). enA sagapaNamAM huM gayo hato, sAthe hatA. ane 1971mAM lagana ane 1973mAM gujarI gayo. be varSa. AhAhA... lokone evI Teva che mALAne, vahune enI pAse mokalI. maravAnuM TANuM have. 'narmadA' hatI, rUpALI bahu hatI, bahu rUpALI choDI hatI. enI pAse mokalI. badhA bahAra nIkaLI gayA. evuM kAMIka sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke, eNe hAtha mUkyo. pachI cha mahine e jharIne pAchaLa marI gaI. AhA...! A lekha saMsAranA, juo dazA. AhAhA.! ene yAda karavA gayA, parane bApA ! zuM che paNa have? sagAvhAlA evA. ke ene have chello meLApa karavA dyo. zuM che paNa have A? AhA...! ahIM hamaNA nahi, DaoNkTara gujarI gayA? "dastura' DaoNkTara moTo hatone? 61 varSanI uMmare. ahIMthI gayA kempamAM. ane chelle evuM thaI gayuM ke huM nahi bacuM. chatAM strIne bolAvo. evuM chApAmAM AvyuM hatuM. strIne bolAvI, olI strI AvIne rovA maMDI. have rove zuM? chelle TANuM. A bhagavAnane yAda karane! AhAhA...! kyAM jAvuM che? hamaNA bhAInA kAle samAcAra hatA ne? bhAI kaheto hato. "sugadharAja bhabhutamala". be karoDa rUpiyAnI upaja che. kAle kAgaLa hato. mahArAja ema kahetA hatA ke kyAM jaIza ahIMthI tuM? e mane bhaNakAra vAge che. kyAM jaIza? bApu ! tArI dehanI sthiti to pUrI thaI jaze. AhAhA.! A dehanI sthiti to pUrI thaI jaze pachI kayAM jaIza? prabhu ! AhAhA....! corAzI lAkhanA avatAra paDyA che, prabhu ! jo AtmAnuM jJAna ane AtmAnuM bhAna na karyuM, kayAM jaIza? prabhu ! tuM kyAM jaIza? AhA.! kAle "bhabhutamala'nA samAcAra hatA. bhAI kahetA hatA, "zukanalAlajI'. kAgaLamAM AvyuM hatuM. AhA.! nahitara enI pAse paisA ghaNA che, atyAre be karoDa upara paisA (che). pote dhaMdho baMdha karyo che, chokarAo kare. evuM sAMbhaLeluM. sAMbhaLyuM hoya che kahIe, ApaNane kyAM khabara hoya? paNa toya mANasane A prema ghaNo che. AhA.! are.re.! mahArAja ema kahe che ke, A deha chUTIne jAIza kyAM? tuM to rahevAno cho. hai? dehano nAza thaze, tAro nAza thaze? have tuM kyAM jaIza? prabhu ! AhAhA.! kaye ThekANe jaIza? kyAM tAre avataravuM che? are.re.! evA jene aMdaramAM ghA, ghA lAge ne bhavanA Darano evo pATha che ne? "bhavabhayathI DarI citta yogasAramAM che. bhava bhava bhava are...!
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________________ gAthA- 207 241 AhAhA..! enAthI DarIne cittane AtmA upara (vALa), prabhu ! AhAhA. jyAM bhava ane bhavanA bhAvano abhAva che), evA bhagavAna pAse jA, tane bhava nahi rahe. AhAhA...! ane ekAda-be bhava raheze topaNa have tyAM sAdhakapaNe raheze. samajAya che? pUruM karavAne vAra lAge eTale raheze, bAkI bIjuM nahi rahe have. AhAhA...! deha chUTIne javAnuM to che ke nahi? kyAMka to jANe ke nahi? to kyAM jaze? bApA ! are.re...! svarUpanuM bhAna nahi karyuM ne rAganI rucinA premamAM paDyo. prabhu ! kyAM avatarIza tuM? AhAhA...! A ekeya rajakaNa, koI sAthe nahi Ave. jene mATe mamatA karI che. A mArA dIkarA ne A mArI dIkarI ne mArI bAyaDI. are.! prabhu ! zuM karyuM te A? AhAhA...! prabhu ! tAre kayAM jAvuM che? zemAM avataravuM che? evI mamatAvALI cIjamAM javuM che ? emAM avataravuM che? AhAhA..! ahIM e kahe che, AhAhA.! jene svasvabhAva te jenuM dhana che, svasvabhAva jenI milakata che, svasvabhAva jenI svAmitvanI cIja che, dhaNIpattAnI cIja che I. AhAhA.! e "sUkSma tIrNa tattvadRSTinA AlaMbanathI.. AhAhA...! sUkSma tIkSNa tattvadRSTi - be zabda (che). evI dRSTinA AlaMbanathI "jJAnI potAnA) AtmAne ja AtmAno... AhAhA...! dharmI jIva to potAnA AtmAne ja sUkSma, tIkSNa jhINI tattvadRSTinA AlaMbanathI. AhAhA.... potAnA AtmAne ja, parane nahi. AhAhA...! niyamathI, pAchuM. nizcayathI AtmAno parigraha jANe che. mArI cIja to A che, e mAro parigraha che. AhAhA. to pUrNAnaMdano nAtha e mAro parigraha che, e mArI cIja che, e mAro svabhAva, mArI svAmItvanI cIja e che, e mAruM dhana che, e mArI milakata che. AhAhA...! ahIM abajo rUpiyA Ave ne thAya. marIne cAlyA jAya, bApA! kyAMya patto nahi, marIne kyAM jaze? AhAhA...! ghaNA to mamatAmAM mare, DhoramAM avatare. AhAhA.. je enA niyama che e pramANe thaze. kaSAya tIvra karyA hoya, mAMsAdi na hoya. ApaNe vANiyAne kiMI evuM na hoya. ene dharmanI khabara nathI. AhAhA..! ghaNA pazumAM (javAnA). AhAhA...! are.! prabhu! tArA makAna ne mahelamAMthI chUTI DheDhagaroLIne kuMkhe ke bakarIne kuMkhe ke bhuMDane kuMkhe (avatare). AhAhA...! prabhu! A zuM che tane A? AhAhA...! ekavAra dRSTinI gulAMTa mAra, kahe che. jeno svabhAva te tenuM dhana ne milakata, mAlikInI cIja che). mAro bhagavAna to pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, e mAro svabhAva che). AhAhA.! evI cIjanI jeNe tIkSNa dRSTithI AlaMbana lIdhuM e "AtmAne ja AtmAno parigraha niyamathI jANe che... AhAhA...! uThAvI dIdho badhethI. paryAyanA aMzathI uThAvyo, vikalpathI uThAvyo, nimittathI uThAvyo. AhAhA.! "AtmAne janma ema zabda che ne? niyamathI." nizcayathI AtmAno parigraha jANe che. mAro prabhu e mAro
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________________ 242 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 parigraha che. anaMta guNano nAtha e mAro parigraha che. pari nAma samasta prakAre pakaDyuM. parigraha. samasta prakAre mAro zuddha svabhAva e mAro, ema pakaDI lIdhuM, samyagdarzanamAM. AhAhA...! lokone kriyAkAMDanI pravRtti ADe A sat zuM che e vicAravAne vakhata letA nathI. tyAMne tyAM paDyo rahe). eka bicAro kaheto hato, sAdhu Avyo hato. dakSiNI sAdhu hato. 95 varSanI uMmara kahetA, paNa 95 to nahi, 85 to haze. pAlitANAthI AvyA. comAsu "indora' hatuM. tyAM ApaNA eka nemicaMdajI paMDita che. enI pAsethI ahIMnuM vAMcyuM ane pachI ahIM kahetA, mahArAja ! ame sAdhu nathI, hoM ! sAdhu to ame nathI paNa huM to ema mAnuM chuM ke hindustAnamAM koI bhAvaliMgI sAdhu nathI. ahIM AvyA hatA. paNa are..! amArA pApanA udaya, amane A liMga AvI gayA bahAra, have amAre karavuM zuM? dravyaliMga AvyuM, have e pramANe vhoravA (jaIe), emAM pheraphAra thAya to loko... zuM karIe? amArA pApanA udaya. dravyaliMga hAtha AvyuM, darzana vinA. ema tyAre kahetA hatA. che. "RSabhasAgara ne? RSabhasAgara' dakSiNamAM che. indoramAM comAsu hatuM tyAre AvyA hatA. indoramAM ApaNA eka nemicaMda paMDita che. ene ahIMnuM "samakita" pustaka vaMcAvyuM. pustaka vAMcyuM. ohoho...! vAta to alaukika vAta che. eka "bhavyasAgara digaMbara sAdhu che. 18-19 varSanI dIkSA. e maLyA nathI paNa kAgaLa bahu Ave. tamAruM vAMcana karIne amane ema thayuM che ke, ame sAdhu nathI. ame samakita vinA dIkSA laI lIdhI. have amAre karavuM zuM? amane tyAM bolAvo, hoM! ema kahe. amane sonagaDha' bolAvo. paNa ahIM to bolAvavAno patra-phatra (kAMI nahi). ahIM nAkhavA kyAM? ahIM rAkhavA kyAM? chatAM nIkaLyA hatA giranArane nAme. kIdhuM, zuM thayuM? are! bApu! bAhyanA tyAgamAM tyAM rokAvuM paDe ane aMtaranA tattvanA vicAra sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi. eNe to tyAM sudhI lakhyuM che. are.! dhanya kALa je di' tamArI sabhAmAM huM A vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLuM, amAro dhanya kALa. ema lakhyuM che, "bhavasAgara' sAdhu che. AhA.! are.! bApu! bhagavAna! A to aMtaranA bhagavAnanI vAtuM che. AhAhA.! ahIM to prabhu tAro svabhAva je sva-bhAva, sva potAno bhAva, AnaMda, jJAna, zAMti, svacchatA evo bhAvavAna prabhu, teno svabhAvabhAva e tenuM dhana che, e tenI mAlikInI milakata che. AhAhA...! e dharmAe potAnA AtmAnI pakaDa karI lIdhI to e mAlikInI cIjane parigraha banAvyo. AhAhA...! bahu pheraphAra, bhAI! duniyAthI Akho... ohoho...! 'hasamukhabhAI A duniyAnI hoMzuM to UDI jAya evuM che. AhAhA! zenA harakha? bhAI! paramAM zenA tane harakhanA haDakA Ave? bhAI! e pApanA haDakA che. aMtara anaMta AnaMdano nAtha, ene sUkSma dRSTithI pakaDa. e tAro parigraha che. che ne? TIkA che ke nahi?
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________________ gAthA207 243 sUkSma tINa tattvadRSTivAstavika tattva che tenI dRSTi. AhAhA...! "AtmAno parigraha niyamathI jANe che, tethI "A mAruM "sva" nathI,..." koNa? rAgAdi, bhedAdi mAruM sva nathI. huM Ano svAmI nathI" AhAhA.! mArA sivAya je cIja che, rAgAdi, para Adi, e mAruM sva nahi, mAruM dhana nahi, mArI cIja nahi. are! dayA, dAnano vikalpa paNa mArI cIja nahi, e mAruM sva nahi, mAruM dhana nahi, mArI milakata nahi. AhAhA... teno svAmI nathI. "ema jANato thako paradravyane parigrahato nathI..." svadravyano parigraha kare che, paradravyano parigraha karato nathI. AhAhA...! "padravyane potAno parigraha karato nathI. tene nirjarA thAya che. AhAhA...! tene azuddhatA TaLe che ane zuddhatA vRddhine prApta thAya che. (vizeSa kaheze.) (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. 288 gAthA-207, 208 ravivAra, zrAvaNa vada 12, tA. 19-08-1979 samayasAra 207 (gAthAno) bhAvArtha. lokamAM evI rIta che." bhAvArtha che ne ? 'lokamAM evI rIta che ke samajadAra DAhyo mANasa paranI vastune potAnI jANato nathI... dRSTAMta Apyo. lokarIti evI che ke samajadAra DAhyo laukika mANasa puruSa paranI vastune potAnI jANato nathI, tene grahaNa karato nathI. A dRSyata. AhAhA.! jhINI vAta bahu, bApA! 'tevI ja rIte paramArthajJAnI..jene dharmanuM jJAna, AtmajJAnI (che). AtmA puNya-pApanA rAgathI bhinna che evuM jene aMtarajJAna thayuM e jJAnI, paramArthajJAnI. ekalA zAstranA jJAnI ema nahi. AhAhA...! parama padArtha bhagavAnaAtmA, tenA avalaMbane je jJAna thayuM e paramArthajJAnI (che). jhINI vAta bahu, bApu! te potAnA svabhAvane ja potAnuM dhana jANe che...." sAcA jJAnI ane sAcA dharmI, nija AnaMda ane jJAnAdi potAnI cIja che, tene potAnuM dhana mAne che. AhAhA...! paranA bhAvane potAno jANato nathI,..." paranA bhAva. e puNya ne pApanA bhAva e to paranA che. AhAhA! atyAre rADa nAkhI jAya che ne! dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti karo (to) kalyANa thaze. ahIM kahe che ke, e to parabhAva ajJAnabhAva che. AhAhA...! indubhAI AvyA hatA, gayA? che? ThIka! evA pANInA joramAM mAthe caDI gayA. bahu mANasa. "ratibhAI zuM nAma? teno dIkaro. jJAyaka. jJAyaka. jJAyaka. dhuna lagAvI hatI. pANI mAthe. 25-25, 30 phUTa. maDadAM marIne cAlyA jAya. pote mAthe. kahetA hatA. AhAhA..! AtmA to jJAyaka cidAnaMda svarUpa che. temAM puNya ane pApanA bhAva paNa anya che. te potAnuM svarUpa nahi. are...! A vAta jagatane besavI (kaThaNa paDe). e kahyuM ne? paranA bhAvane potAno jANato nathI" e puNya ne pApanA bhAva to vikArI ajIva
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________________ 244 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 parabhAva che ane tenA phaLarUpa je saMyoga, e to parabhAva taddana bhinna che. AhAhA...! potAno jANato nathI, tene grahaNa karato nathI. AhAhA.! dharmI to zubhabhAvane paNa potApaNe grahaNa karato nathI. e bhAva mAro nahi. ara.2.! AvI vAta che. jhINI vAta, bhAI! jene puNya bhAvane to prabhue ajIva kahyo. 'jIva adhikAra"mAM. e jIva bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpanuM jene bhAna thayuM e puNya evA ajIvane kema grahaNa kare? AhAhA.! e ajIva mArA che, puNya mArA che, (ema zA mATe grahaNa kare)? olA vidyAnaMdajI' kahe che ke, puNyane adharma kyAM kahyo che? paNa A kuzIla kahyo, anya bhAva kahyo, e zuM che? AhAhA...! puNyane je dharma' zabda vAparyo che tenuM kAraNa che. vyavahAradharmanI upamA ApI. potAnA nizcaya svabhAvano anubhava thayo, samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritranA pariNAma thayA, temAM je zubha bhAva che tene dharmano-vyavahAradharmano Aropa karyo. nizcayadharmano vyavahAradharmamAM Aropa karyo, e dharma che nahi. to tene vyavahAra kahevAmAM Avyo che. AhA...! bahu AkaruM kAma, bhAI! bhagavAna caitanyasvarUpa, ekalo jJAnarasano AnaMdakaMda prabhu, tene jeNe potAno jANyo, e potAnA svabhAva sivAya dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma Ave che paNa tene potAnA nathI mAnato. AhAhA...! e to paranA che. laukikamAM DAhyo puruSa koI paranI cIjane potAnI nathI mAnato. ema ahIMyAM lokottaramAM... AhAhA...! AtmA jJAnasvarUpa jJAyaka, tenuM jene aMtaramAM bhAna thayuM, e jJAnI potAno svabhAva nija dhana che, e rAgAdi potAnuM svadhana nahi, e to pArakI cIja che tema mAne che). AhAhA...! Avo mArga lokone kaThaNa lAge). digaMbara dharma A pokAra kare che. have digaMbaramAM janmyA ene khabaruM na maLe. AhA.! vyavahAra karo ne A karo ne e karatA karatA thAze. ahIM to kahe che ke, dharmIjIvane vyavahAra Ave che paNa tene potAno mAnIne grahaNa nathI karatA. AhAhA.! che? tene grahaNa karato nathI. A rIte jJAnI paranuM grahaNa-sevana kirato nathI." AhAhA...! dharmAjIva samyagdaSTi vAstavika dharmI, e puNyanA pariNAmane potAnA nathI mAnato, potAnuM mAnIne grahaNa nathI karato. bhinna karIne teno jJAtA rahe che. AhAhA...! kaho, hasamukhabhAI! AvI vAta che. AhAhA...! kAle indubhAI "morabInI vAta karatA hatA. AhAhA...! pANInA dhodhamAM maDadAM cAlyA jAya. mAthe jove ke. AhAhA...! A pANI kyAM caDI jaze? bApu e badhA saMsAranA mArga che. AhAhA! rAgano vega Avyo e pANInuM pUra AvyuM paNa e AtmAnuM nahi. AhAhA.! hai? e puNyanA pariNAmano prabhu vega Avyo, e pANIno pravAha che, e tAruM svarUpa nahi. AhAhA...! e ajIvano pravAha che, prabhu! e jIvano pravAha nahi. AhAhA...! e ahIM kahe che, "A rIte jJAnI paranuM grahaNa-sevana karato nathI."
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________________ gAthA-200 gAthA-208 ato'hamapi na tat parigRhNAmi majjhaM pariggaho jadi tado ahamajIvadaM tu NAdeva ahaM jamhA tamhA Na pariggaho mama parigraho yadi tato'hamajIvatAM tu jJAtaivAhaM yasmAttasmAnna parigraho * 245 gacchejja / majjha / / 208 / / gaccheyam / mA|208] yadi paradravyamajIvamahaM parigRhIyAM tadAvazyamevAjIvo mamAsau svaH syAt, ahamapyavazyamevAjIvasyAmuSya svAmI syaam| ajIvasya tu yaH svAmI, sa kilAjIva eva / evamavazenApi mmaajiivtvmaapdyet| mama tu eko jJAyaka eva bhAvaH yaH svaH, asyaivAhaM svAmI; tato mA bhUnmamAjIvatvaM, jJAtaivAhaM bhaviSyAmi, na paradravyaM parigRhNAmi / mATe huM paNa paradravyane nahi parigrahuM' ema have (mokSAbhilASI jIva) kahe che :parigraha kadI mAro bane to huM ajIva banuM khare, huM to khare zAtA ja, tethI nahi parigraha muja bane. 208. gAthArtha :- [ yavi ] jo [ parigrahaH ] padravya-parigraha [ mama ] mAro hoya [ tataH ] to [ aThTham ] huM [ anIvatAM tu ] ajIvapaNAne [ naghyeyam ] pAmuM [ casmAt ] kAraNa ke [ ahaM ] huM to [ jJAtA puvaeN ] zAtA ja chuM [ tasmAt ] tethI [ parivrajJa: ] (paradravyarUpa) parigraha [ mama na ] mAro nathI. TIkA :- jo ajIva padravyane huM parigrahuM to avazyameva te ajIva mAruM 'sva' thAya, huM paNa avazyameva te ajIvano svAmI thAuM; ane ajIvano je svAmI te kharekhara ajIva ja hoya. e rIte avaze (lAcArIthI) paNa mane ajIvapaNuM AvI paDe. mAruM to eka zAyaka bhAva ja je sva' che, teno ja huM svAmI chuM; mATe mane ajIvapaNuM na ho, huM to zAtA ja rahIza, padravyane nahi parigrahuM. bhAvArtha :- nizcayanayathI e siddhAMta che ke jIvano bhAva jIva ja che, tenI sAthe jIvane sva-svAmI saMbaMdha che; ane ajIvano bhAva ajIva ja che, tenI sAthe ajIvane sva-svAmI saMbaMdha che. jo jIvane ajIvano parigraha mAnavAmAM Ave to jIva ajIvapaNAne pAme; mATe jIvane ajIvano parigraha paramArthe mAnavo te mithyAbuddhi che. jJAnIne evI mithyAbuddhi hoya nahi. jJAnI to ema mAne che ke padravya mAro parigraha nathI, huM to jJAtA chuM.
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________________ 246 gAthA-208 u52 pravacana samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 mATe huM paNa... have dharmI je sAco dharmI che te kahe che ke, huM paNa padvavyane nahi parigrahuM' ema have (mokSAbhilASI jIva) kahe che :- 208. majjhaM pariggaho jadi tado ahamajIvadaM tu gacchejja / NAdeva ahaM jamhA tamhA Na pariggaho majjha || 208 || nIce rigIta. parigraha kadI mAro bane to huM ajIva banuM khare, huM to khare zAtA ja, tethI nahi parigraha muja bane. 208. AhAhA..! 208nI TIkA :- jo...' che? bhAI 'kAMtibhAI'ne AvyuM? jo ajIva padravyane huM parigrahuM...' AhAhA..! dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma e ajIva che, e jIvanI jAta nahi, prabhu! AhAhA..! AkarI vAta che, prabhu! AhAhA..! pANImAM atyAre keTalA hajAra, 'indubhAI' kahe che, vIsa hajAra mANasa marI gayA. are......! ema anaMtakALathI ajJAnamAM DUbIne anaMta marI gayA. AhAhA..! ene taravAno rasto to bhagavAnaAtmA jJAna che. teno anubhava karIne rAgAdinA pravAhane potAno nahi mAnIne. AhAhA..! kemake jo ajIva paradravyane huM parigrahuM...' jo e puNya pariNAma, rAgano bhAva Avyo, paNa tene jo mArA karuM to avazyameva te ajIva mAruM 'sva' thAya,..' AhAhA..! e puNya pariNAma che e ajIva che. AhAhA..! AkarI vAta che. huM jIva jJAyaka svarUpa e puNya pariNAma ajIva che tene jo huM grahaNa karuM, parigraha karuM eTale mArA che ema mAnuM to avazyameva, avazyameva-jarUra A 'A ajIva mAruM sva' thAya...' AhAhA..! ATalo to khulAso che paNa have... AhAhA..! vastu caitanyamUrti prabhu! prathama enI zraddhAmAM to pAkuM kare, pachI anubhava pachI. paNa zraddhAmAM ja hajI vAMdhA tyAM anubhava hoya kayAMthI? AhAhA..! zuM kahe che? kahe che ke, jo ajIva paradravyane huM parigrahuM...' e puNya-pApa, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, kAma, krodha e badhA ajIvabhAva che, mArA bhAva nahi. AhAhA..! have AmAM paisA-baisA dhULa to kyAMya rahI gaI. e......! mumukSu :- hIrA kyAM rahyA? uttara hIrA hIrAmAM rahyA, hIrA kyAM AtmAmAM hatA? eno paMkaja eno kAM hato? hIro to kyAMya rahI gayo have.
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________________ gAthA- 208 247 emane paNa lAgu paDene ke, "sumanabhAI kyAM enA hatA. are! prabhu! tArI cIja to prabhu! AhAhA...! jene janma-maraNano nAza karavo hoya ane janma-maraNamAM avatAramAM utpattino nAza karavo hoya to janma-maraNano ane janma-maraNanA kAraNarUpa bhAva, tenAthI AtmA bhinna jJAyakasvarUpa che tene anubhavavo. AhA...! pelo zabda Avyo che ne tyAM paheluM nahotuM 'hiMmatabhAIe gAyuM? nyAM hamaNA vAMcyuM. jIvarAjajInI pATa upara kAgaLa lakhyo che, prabhu mere tuma saba vAte pUrA, prabhu mere tuma saba vAte pUrA. parakI Aza kahAM kare prItama, kaI vAte tuM adhUrA ? kaI vAte tuM adhUro vhAlA? merA prabhu merA tuma saba vAte pUro, parakI Aza kahAM kare vhAlA' e dayA ne dAnanA vikalpanI AzA kara nahi, e mArA che ema nahi mAna, prabhu! AhAhA.! tArI cIjamAM pUrNatA bharI che, nAtha! sarvajJa trilokanAthano pokAra che. vItarAga jinezvaradevano pokAra che). AhA.! "prabhu mere tuma saba vAte pUrA" AhA.! hamaNA jIvarAjajI pAse vAMcyuM. kAgaLa lakhyo che. jIvarAjajIne kIdhuM, A dhyAna rAkhajo, kIdhuM A. zarIra DhIluM thaI gayuM che ne. parakI Aza kahAM prItama' zarIra ThIka rahe to ThIka, zarIramAM nirogatA rahe (to ThIka). are! prabhu! tAre paranI sAthe zuM kAma che? AhAhA.! have AgaLa Avaze, "chiMdu miM, 209 mAM Avaze. zarIra ne vANI ne mana chedAva to chedo, bhedAva to bhedo, nAza thAva to nAza thAva, mAre zuM? AhAhA...! ema puNyanA-pApanA bhAva nAza thAva to thAva, e mArI cIja nathI ane tenuM phaLa saMyoga maLyA, teno abhAva thAo, nAza ho to nAza thAo, mAre zuM? mArI cIjamAM e cIja che nahi. AhAhA...! AkaruM kAma bhAre bahu. vartamAna to Akho vega, saMpradAyano Akho vega vyavahAra karyo ne A karo ne A karo, bhakti karo ne pUjA karo ne maMdira banAvo ne A karo, enAthI thAya (emAM caDI gayo). ara..! ahIM to kahe che ke, dharmI jIva potAne ema mAne che ke huM ajIva paradravyano parigraha karuM (arthAtu) e puNya pariNAmane potAnA mAnuM to "avayameva te ajIva mAruM "sva" thAya." to e puNya pariNAma ajIva che te mAruM svadhana thAya. AhAhA...! ane huM paNa avazvameva te ajIvano svAmI thAuM;" bahu sarasa gAthA che. AhAhA.! huM AtmA AnaMda ane jJAnano rasIlo huM chuM. AhAhA...! e jJAna sAthe, jJAna, AnaMdanuM bhojana karanAro, atIndriya AnaMdanuM bhojana karanAra, evo je huM AtmA... AhAhA...! ekaluM jJAna nahi, samyajJAnanI sAthe AnaMdano anubhava sAthe, evuM je jJAna e huM chuM. e rAgAdi je ajJAna ne duHkha, e ajIvane mArA mAnuM to huM ajIva thaI jAuM. AhAhA.! bhAre kAma AkaruM, bApu! vItarAga mArga, AhAhA...! are.! lokoe lUMTI nAkhyo. bIjI rIte karI nAkhIne. AhAhA...! 'ajIva mAruM "sva" thAya... puNya mAruM dhana thAya ane huM paNa avazyameva te ajIvano
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________________ 248 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 svAmI thAuM;..' AhAhA..! ane ajIvano je svAmI...' thAya. bheMsano dhaNI pADo hoya che. bheMsano dhaNI koI vANiyo, zeThiyo nathI hoto. ema A rAgano huM dhaNI thAuM.. AhAhA..! to huM ajIva thaI jAuM. gajaba vAta che, prabhu! AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLavI muzkela. AhAhA..! saMpradAyanA AgrahamAM paDyA che ene AvI vAta sAMbhaLavI muzkela paDe. AhAhA..! prabhu kahe che, prabhu! tuM AtmA cho ne! ane AtmA che to e to jJAna ne AnaMdano bhaMDAra prabhu che. temAM A rAgAdi pariNati utpanna (thAya) e tArI cIja nathI. have je cIja tArI nathI tenAthI tane lAbha thaze? AhAhA..! puNya pariNAma karuM (to) mane lAbha thaze. are...! prabhu! zuM kare che tuM A? tuM ajIva thaI gayo? teno svAmI thaIne mArA mAne e to ajIva thaI gayo. kharekhara ajIva ja hoya.' che? ajIvano je svAmI te kharekhara ajIva ja hoya.' AhAhA..! e dayA, dAna, vratano rAga e huM mAro mAnuM to e to ajIva che, to huM ajIva thaI jAuM. AhAhA..! Avo vItarAgano mArga (che). e jina vItarAga sivAya cAMya koI mArgamAM e vAta che nahi. vedAMta ne vaiSNava ne anya badhA aneka prakAranA, badhI kalpita vAtuM che. are..! zvetAMbaramAM kalpita vAtuM che to bIje to... zvetAMbara mata paNa kalpita kADhelo che. A to vastunuM svarUpa (che). AhAhA..! sarvajJa 52mAtmAno pokAra (che ke) prabhu! tuM AtmA AnaMda ne jJAnasvarUpa cho ne ! tArI mAlikInI cIja to jJAna ne AnaMda che ne, prabhu! ane e rAgane jo potAno mAnIza to tuM ava thaI jaIza. AhAhA..! have olo kahe che ke, puNyane adharma kayAM kahyuM che? paNa ahIM puNyane ajIva kahyuM i zuM che? jIva nahi te ajIva, dharma nahi te adharma. AhAhA..! e to olA 'sarvavizuddha'mAM Ave che ne? bhAI! 404 gAthA, nahi? ema ke, AtmA jJAna che, darzana che, AnaMda che ane puNya-pApa e AtmA che. dharma-adharma' zabda tyAM paDyo che. dharma eTale puNya. ema kahIne potAnI paryAyanuM astitva siddha karyuM paryAyamAM paNa pachI kahyuM ke, zubhAzubha bhAva 52samaya che tene dUra karI de. 404 gAthA che ne? AhAhA..! 'dhammAdhamaM' AtmA, tyAM to ema lIdhuM che. puNya ne pApa AtmA che, enI paryAyamAM che ne? e apekSAe. ahIM e vAta nathI. ahIM to nirjarAno adhikAra che to e puNya ne pApa ajIva che. tyAM to jIvanI sthitinuM varNana thAya che ke potAnI paryAyamAM samyagdarzanajJAna-cAritra thayA te potAnA ane puNya-pApa paNa potAnA che. e koI jaDamAM che ane jaDanA che ema nahi. pachI kahyuM ke, e puNya-pApa je potAnA che ema je kahyuM hatuM e parasamaya che, tene dUra karI de. tAro svasamaya grahaNa karI le. che ne bhAI emAM? pAchaLa che. zuM che e? 404 che? 404 che. juo! 404 (gAthA) enI TIkA. pATha laI lyo, pATha. juo! 404 gAthA.
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________________ 249 gAthA208 jJAnaM samyagdaSTiM tu saMyama suutrmnggpuurvgtm| dharmAdharma va tathA pravrakhyAmavupayAtti vadhA:TI404TI e AtmA che, ema kahIne. AhAhA. emAM chelle che. ahIMyAM che, juo! "jJAna ja samyagdaSTi che." bIjI lITI che. che? "jJAna ja samyagdaSTi che, jJAna ja saMyama che, jJAna ja aMgapUrvarUpa sUtra che..." jJAna. jJAnaparyAya. A zAstranA pAnA e nahi. "jJAna ja dharmaadharma (arthAtu puNya-pApa che, jJAna ja pravajyA che - ema jJAnano jIvaparyAyonI sAthe paNa avyatireka nizcayasAdhita dekhavo (arthAt nizcaya vaDe siddha thayelo samajavo-anubhavavo." e pramANe sarva padravyo sAthe vyatireka vaDe ane sarva darzanAdi jIvasvabhAvo sAthe avyatireka vaDe ativyAptine ane avyAptine dUra karatuM thakuM, anAdi vibhrama jenuM mULa che evA dharma-adharma..." juo! pahelA paryAyamAM enA kahyA, paNa pachI kahe che ke, e dharmaadharma che te parasamaya che. svasamaya AtmA (che). che? puNya-pAparUpa parasamayane dUra karIne..." che? pahelA enI paryAyamAM che ema siddha karyuM. samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra, AnaMda Adi dharma paNa potAnI paryAyamAM che ane puNya-pApa paNa potAnI paryAyamAM siddha karyA. pachI kahyuM ke, e parasamayane dUra karI de. AhAhA...! che? AhAhA.! parasamayane dUra karIne dharma-adharmarUpa puNya-pAparUpa, zubha-azubharU5) parasamayane dUra karIne pote ja pravajyArUpane pAmIne darzana-jJAna-cAritramAM sthitirUpa svasamayane prApta karIne," AhAhA.! potAnuM je zuddha svarUpa, sva darzana-jJAna-cAritra tene prApta karIne. rAgAdi parasamaya che tene dUra karIne. pahelA kahyuM ke, tenI paryAyamAM che. pachI kahyuM ke te parasamayane dUra karIne. AhAhA.! have parasamaya kahyuM, kuzIla kahyuM, ajIva kahyuM. zubhabhAva. AhAhA.! A to jarI pravajyAnuM yAda AvyuM. pravajyA e koNa che? bApA! e puNya-pApathI rahita potAnA svarUpanI AnaMda sahitanI ramaNatA e pravajyA che. pravajyA koI nagna thaI gayo ne paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma, e paNa kyAM atyAre che? atyAre to ene mATe cokA banAvIne lya che. vyavahAranAya ThekANA nathI. denAra paNa pApI ane lenAra paNa pApI che. beya (pApI) che. ene mATe cokA banAve. bole (ema ke) AhAra zuddha, mana zuddha. paNa A banAvyuM ene mATe to zuddha kayAMthI AvyuM tAruM? jUThuM bole ane ene mAnya rAkhIne lya. mArga bApA A to vItarAgano che, bhAI! samajANuM? ane e to ame paMdara-vIsa varSa karyuM hatuM ne? amAre mATe pANInuM biMdu hoya to nahotA letA. saMpradAyamAM e rItanuM mAnyuM hatuM ne. be-be divasa sudhI pANIne biMdu nahotuM maLatuM. chAza, maThTho maLe. garAsiyA ke rajapUtane tyAMthI laI AvIe. roTalI ne chAza. e vakhate to je kriyA mAnI hatI e sakhata karatA. sthAnakavAsImAM. pANInuM biMdu paNa amAre mATe karyo hoya to bilakula e gRhasthane ghare AhAra na laIe. paNa e ajJAnanI kriyA. AhAhA.! AhAhA..!
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________________ 250 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ahIM to kahe che ke, prabhu! ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo. nirjarA tene thAya che ke jeNe potAnA jJAyaka svabhAvane svadhana mAnyo ane rAgAdine paradhana ane ajIva mAnyA... AhAhA...! samajANuM? e puNyabhAvane ajIva mAnyo, zubhabhAva ane potAnA caitanya bhagavAnane jIva jJAyakarUpe jANyo, e kahe che ke, huM jo ajIvane grahaNa karuM. AhA.! to ajIvano svAmI thAuM. "ane ajIvano je svAmI te kharekhara ajIva ja hoya. AhAhA...! dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdinA bhAva ajIva che. Are..! tyAM paryAyamAM jIva kahyA. ahIM kahe che ke, e ajIva che. tyAM pachI parasamaya kahIne dUra karI dIdhA. AhAhA.! are.! azaraNa (saMsAramAM) zaraNa kayAMya na maLe. zaraNa je prabhu che aMdara, cidAnaMda svarUpa tenI jyAM dRSTi thaI, tenuM jJAna thayuM te zaraNa (che). tyAre te dharmI jIva ema mAne che ke rAga e puNya e ajIva che. huM jo tene grahaNa karuM to huM ajIva thaI jAuM. kemake ajIvano svAmI ajIva hoya. bheMsano svAmI pADo hoya, bheMsano svAmI vANiyA, zeThiyA nathI hotA. AhAhA..! ahIM to kahe ke, amArI bheMsa che. ahIM to kahe che ke, bheMsa tArI che ema huM mAna to bheMsano pADo thayo. e.I.! A mArI ghoDI che ke A mAro ghoDo che. ghoDA hoya che ne? amAre dAmodarazeTha" hatA ne, "dAmanagara'? eTalAmAM paisAvALA I ja hatA. te di' sIttera varSa pahelA) dasa lAkha rUpiyA. "dAmodarazeTha" "dAmanagaranA che ane ghare ghoDA. eka ghoDA, be ghoTA ema nahi. judI judI jAtanI ghoDI ane judI jAtanA ghoDA ane Arabo ghare. Araba. baMdUkano Araba beTho hoya. A 'dAmanagara'. tyAM amArA ghaNA comAsA hatA ne? AhAhA...! e badhI dhULanI sAhyabI. AhAhA...! ane potAnI mAne. e to bahAranI cIja paNa ahIM to aMtaranA puNya bhAva che. e to tyAM "puNya-pApa (adhikAramAM)* kahyuM che ne beya bhAva ajJAna che. puNya-pApamAM kahyuM che ne? "puNya-pApa' nahi? zarUAtamAM kahyuM che). 145 gAthA, 145 gAthA che? nIce TIkAno chello peregrApha. "zubha ke azubha jIvapariNAma kevaLa ajJAnamaya hovAthI eka che; che? 14pa gAthA, "amRtacaMdrAcAryanI TIkA. AhAhA....! ane kuMdakuMdAcAryanI gAthA. che? zubha ke azubha pariNAma, je jIvapariNAma kahyA. "kevaLa ajJAnamaya hovAthI eka che;" bane eka che, ajJAna che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? bane eka ja che to puNya-pApamAM bheda che ema ame nathI kahetA. AhAhA! che? te eka hovAthI karmanA kAraNamAM bheda nathI." karmanA pariNAma je baMdhananuM kAraNa che temAM bheda nathI. e zubha ane azubha beya ajJAnabhAva che. AhA...! AvI vAta, kyAM lokone paDI che? saMsAramAM rakhaDIne mare che, anAdithI corAzI avatAra (cAle che). vADAmAM dharmane bahAne paNa puNyanI kriyA karIne dharma mAne ane ame dharma karIe chIe (ema mAne che). are.. janma-maraNa nahi TaLe, prabhu! AhAhA...! e to saMsAra che. zubhabhAva e to saMsAra che, ajIva che. ajIvamAM (dharma) mAnavo to saMsAramAM
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________________ gAthA- 208 251 rakhaDavuM che. AhAhA...! have cAlato adhikAra. kharekhara ajIva ja hoya." AhAhA...! dharmI jIva samakitI jJAnI ema vicAra kare che ke huM to jJAyaka svarUpa chuM. puNya ane pApa to ajIva, ajIva jaDa che, e ajJAnabhAva che kemake emAM mAro jJAnasvabhAva che nahi. mAro jJAnasvabhAva e zubhaazubhabhAvamAM che nahi, to e zubhabhAva, azubhabhAvane ajJAna kahIne mArA nathI ema kahyuM. ane jo huM mArA mAnuM to huM ajIva thaI jaIza. kaho, "zAMtibhAI! to pachI paMkaja ne phalANA ne DhIkaNA.. mumukSu :- AtmA sivAya koI mAruM nathI. AvuM sAMbhaLavA maLe tyAre ne, AvuM koNa saMbhaLAve? uttara :- paNa bhAgyazALI tame mUkIne AvyA cho. keTalo utsAha karyo che. nA pramukha che. mUkIne ahIM AvyA che. mArga A che, bApA! kAMtibhAI ! A to paramAtmAno mArga che. AhAhA...! paheluM to sAMbhaLavA maLavuM muzkela che. e siddha che, ame to AkhuM hindustAna joyuM che ne AhAhA..! ahIM kahe che, AhAhA.! gAthA bahu sArI AvI che. huM avazya ajIvano svAmI thAuM. jo huM puNya mAruM mAnuM, zubhabhAva, hoM! to huM avazya teno svAmI thAuM. "ane ajIvano je svAmI te kharekhara ajIva ja hoya. e rIte avaze lAcArIthI) paNa mane ajIvapaNuM AvI paDe." AhAhA.! mArI lAcArIthI puNya pariNAma mArA mAnuM to mane lAcArIthI ajIvapaNuM AvI paDe, huM to ajIva thaI jAuM. AhAhA...! eI..! mAruM to eka jJAyaka bhAva ja je "sva" che," AhAhA.! jANanAra-dekhanAra bhagavAna jJAtA-daSTA e (huM chuM). mAruM to eka jJAyaka bhAva ja.' puNya bhAva nahi ane jJAyaka bhAva ja. AhAhA...! je "sva" che..." jJAyakabhAva ja sva che. potAno je jJAyaka bhAva te sva che, e mAruM dhana che, e mArI lakSmI che. teno ja huM svAmI chuM. AhA.! huM to jJAyakabhAva te mAruM sva che, teno huM svAmI chuM. AhAhA...! e ajIvano svAmI thaI jAuM to huM ajIva thaI jAuM, paraMtu) huM evo chuM ja nahi. AhAhA...! A badhA paisA-baisAnA mAlika ne tamArA makAnanA mAlika, nahi? tamAre cha bhAIone pAMca-pAMca lAkhano eka eka oluM che, zuM kahevAya? bloka.. bloka. cha bhAIone rahevAnA pAMca-pAMca lAkhanuM eka. paisA to karoDo rUpiyA che. dhULa. dhULa. AhAhA.! evuM sAMbhaLyuM che. paNa AvyA hatA, nahi? eka pherI AvyA hatA tyAM makAnamAM AvyA hatA. popaTabhAI hatA. AhAhA.! cha bhAIonuM juduM ane enA bApanuM juduM. AhAhA.! cAlyA gayA. konI cIja hatI? bApA! ahIM to kahe che ke, e saMyoga to puNyanA phaLa che. e to kyAMya dUra rahI gayA. paNa tArAmAM je rAganI maMdatAno zubha bhAva Avyo, e paNa ajIva che, e ajJAna che,
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________________ 252 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 temAM AtmA-jJAna nathI. e jJAyaka svarUpano temAM abhAva che. AhAhA..! tenA bhAvamAM to ajIvapaNuM che. jIvapaNuM to zAyaka bhAva che. rAga to ajIvapaNAno ajJAna bhAva che. AhAhA..! AvI vAta che, bApu! AkaruM paDe, zuM thAya? pachI sonagaDhanuM ekAMta che, ekAMta che.' ema loko kahe che. kA2Na ke vyavahArathI lAbha thAya e to kahetA nathI. paNa vyavahAra te ajIva jaDa che. vyavahA2 ratnatrayano vikalpa e ajIva jaDa che. jaDathI tArAmAM lAbha thaze? tArI cIjamAM che tenAthI tane lAbha thaze. tArI cIjamAM to jJAna ne AnaMda che (to) jJAna, AnaMdathI tane lAbha thaze. AhAhA..! AvI vAta maLavI muzkela paDe. are..! prabhu! AhA..! corAzI lAkha yonimAM) DUbakA mAratA paribhramaNa kare che. morabIvALA'e to najare joyuM, pANImAM maDadAM taratA. AhAhA..! ema A corAzImAM rakhaDatA prANI maDadAM-maDadAM che. caitanyanA bhAna vinAnA prANIne mRtaka kalevara kahyA che. AhAhA..! saMsAramAM DUbIne mare che, je prANI ajJAnamAM rAga mAro, puNya mAruM.. AhAhA..! e marI gayelA maDadAM (che). caitanya jIvato jAgato jIva che tene puNya mAruM mAnIne mArI nAkhyo che, maDaduM karI nAkhyuM. e che ne? kaLazaTIkA'mAM che, maraNatulya karI nAkhyo. che ne? AmAM che? 28, 28 ne? 28 kaLaza. juo! jema DhAMkelo nidhi pragaTa karavAmAM Ave che tema jIvadravya pragaTa ja che. parantu karmasaMyogathI DhaMkAyeluM hovAthI...' rAga mAro che, e rAgathI DhaMkAyelo hovAthI maraNane prApta thaI rahyuM hatuM;...' AhAhA..! kaLazanI 'rAjamalajI'nI TIkA che. maraNane prApta thaI gayuM. are.....! rAga mAro (mAnIne) prabhu! teM AtmAne mArI nAkhyo. e jIvatI jyota jJAyaka, ene A maDadAM, rAga mArA (mAnIne) jIvane maraNatulya karI nAkhyo. AhAhA..! che? 'te bhrAnti...' AhAhA..! paramaguru zrI tIrthaMkarano upadeza sAMbhaLatAM maTe che,...' traNalokanA nAthano upadeza e che.. AhAhA..! ke, puNyanA pariNAma ajIva che, prabhu! (e) tArA nahi. AhAhA..! je puNyanA pariNAma mArA che ema mAnIne tArA AtmAne maraNatulya karI nAkhyo. e bhrAMti traNalokanA nAthanA upadezathI (maTe che). emano-prabhuno upadeza zuM che)? rAga puNya che, ajIva che, tArI cIja nahi. aMdaramAM bhagavAna zAyaka svarUpa e tArI cIja che. evI vItarAganI vANI sAMbhaLatA bhrAMtino nAza thAya. bAkI vItarAga sivAya kyAMya e vAta che nahi. tIrthaMkara sivAya, jaina paramezvara sivAya A vAta kacAMya che nahi. AhAhA..! A TIkAkAra che. AkhA kaLaza che ne? enI TIkA 'rAjamale' (karI che). 'rAjamala jainadharmI, jainadharma ke marmI' 'banArasIdAse' kahyuM. 'banArasIdAsa'. 'samayasAra nATaka'mAM AvyuM che. AhA..! zuM kahyuM? dharmI kahe che ke, '(lAcArIthI) paNa mane ajIvapaNuM AvI paDe.' rAgane mAro mAnuM to lAcArIthI mArAmAM ajIvapaNuM AvI jAya. AhAhA..! mAruM to eka zAyaka bhAva ja
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________________ gAthA- 208 253 je "sva" che, teno ja huM svAmI chuM." AhAhA...! dharmI AtmAnA jJAnI, potAno svabhAva jJAyakarUpa che te huM chuM, e mAruM sva che, e mAruM dhana che tema mAne che). sva nAma dhana. AhAhA..! e mArI lakSmI che. have A tamArA hIrA-phIrAnI lakSmI to kyAMya dhULamAM rahI gaI. pacIsa jaNA ene ghare kAma kare che, hIrAne ghasavAnA. moTA moTA, eka eka mahine hajAra rUpiyAnA. mumukSu - Apa to kaho cho ke paranuM kAma karI zake nahi. uttara :- e karI zake nahi paNa tyAM kare che ema mAne che ne pacIsa jaNA kAma kare che. eka ekane eka hajAra rUpiyA mahine maLe che. pacIsa hajAra rUpiyA to eka mahine Ape che. hIrAne ghasavAnA eka mahinAnA pacIsa hajAra. tyAM gayA hatA ne dukAne badhA AvyA hatA, page lAgavA. kIdhuM, A koNa che A? ke, hIrAne ghasanArA che. bAra mahine traNa lAkha to ghasavAnA Ape che. eTale jANe bIjA paisA to keTalA pedA thAtA haze, dhULa. AhAhA.! e kahe che ke, e paisA mArA che, marI gayo prabhu tuM, mArI nAkhyo tane. tAruM jIva svarUpa che tene ajIvapaNe (mAnIne mArI nAkhyo. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM e AvyuM. teno ja huM svAmI chuM; mATe mane ajIvapaNuM na ho...... AhAhA...! vANI to mArI nathI, karma to mArA nathI paNa upadezamAM je vikalpa uThe che te mAro nathI. samajANuM? dharmI ema jANe che ke, vANInI paryAya e to jaDanI che, e to mArI nathI, mArAthI nathI paNa samajAvavAno je vikalpa Ave che e paNa puNya che, zubha bhAva che te ajIva che. AhAhA.! AvuM kAma AkaruM. e "ajIvapaNuM na ho...' mArAmAM ajIvapaNuM na ho. AhAhA...! huM to jJAtA ja rahIza" AhAhA...! dharmI samyagdaSTi dharmanI zarUAtavALo, dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo Ama mAne che. AhA. to jJAtA ja rahIza,..." rAga Ave che paNa e mAro nathI. huM to tene jANanAro rahIza. AhAhA.! samajANuM? juone, AmAM A to spaSTa vAta che. A to be hajAra varSa pahelA 'kuMdukuMdAcArye kahyuM. A TIkA hajAra varSa (pachI) "amRtacaMdrAcArya digaMbara saMta, cAlatA siddha enI TIkA te TIkA. hindustAnamAM bIje to nathI paNa digaMbara jainamAM AvI TIkA bIjI nathI. evI TIkA! AhAhA! juone ! keTaluM batAve che! AhAhA...! saMskRta TIkAkAra che. kahe che ke, dharmI ema jANe che ke rAga to ajIva che. tene mArI mAnuM to huM ajIvano svAmI thaI jAuM ane ajIvano svAmI thAuM to ajIva thaI jaIza. AhAhA.! puNyane ajIva mAnIne mArA nathI mAnato. AhAhA...! to jJAtA ja rahIza, paradravyane nahi parigrahuM." AhAhA.! e zubha bhAvanI paNa pakaDa nahi karuM ke, A mArA che. AhAhA...! bhASA to sAdI che, prabhu! A tArA gharanI vAta cAle che, nAtha! AhAhA.!
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________________ 254 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 AnaMdano nAtha aMdara Dole che. AhAhA...! atIndriya AnaMdathI bharapUra bhagavAna bharyo che. jema atIndriya jJAnathI bharapUra bharyo che tema atIndriya AnaMdathI bharapUra (bharyo che). jyAre tenuM jJAna thAya che to jJAna sAthe AnaMda paNa Ave che. AhAhA...! tene jIva kahevAmAM Ave che. ane sAthe je rAga che te jo mAro thaI jAya to huM jIva nahi rahuM, ajIva thaI jaIza. (e) huM nahi karuM, huM to jJAtA chuM. AhAhA.! Avo mAraga che. paradravyane. juo! puNyane paradravya kahyuM. e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAno vikalpa rAga (che), are...! je bhAve tIrthaMkara gotra baMdhAya te bhAva paradravya che. AhAhA...! huM paradravyano parigraha nahi karuM. paradravya mArA che ema nahi mAnuM. AhAhA...! tenI pakaDa nahi karuM, huM to bhagavAna zAyakane pakaDamAM lIdho che to rAganI pakaDa nahi karuM. AhAhA.! rAga Avaze, dharmIne paNa rAga to Avaze paNa pakaDa nahi karuM ke e mAro che. AhAhA.! AvI vAtuM che. AvI vAta sAMbhaLavI muzkela paDe, bApu! che ne? amane to 90 varSa thayA. zarIrane 90 (thayA). (saMvata) 1964nI sAlathI. kahyuM hatuM ne? 1964mAM 18 varSanI uMmara (hatI), 72 varSa pahelA e AvyuM hatuM aMdaramAM. AhAhA.! prabhu! tuM koNa cho? 'zivaramaNI ramanAra tuM, tuM hI devano deva" 18 varSanI uMmare, 1964nI sAla. saMvata 1964. be dukAne hatI ne tyAM? 1963mAM bIjI dukAna karI. 1959mAM amArA pitAjInI dukAna hatI, pAleja'. 1963mAM kuMvarajIbhAI ne mArA moTA bhAInI dukAna (karI). beya dukAna baMdha rAkhI hatI. kuMvarajIbhAInI benanA lagana hatA to badhA cAlyA gayA hatA. huM ne eka nokara be rahyA hatA. AhA.! e vakhate rAmalIlA AvI hatI ne barAbara jovA gayA. emAMthI aMdarathI evuM AvyuM. e aDadhI kaDI yAda rahI gaI. bAkI cha kaDI hota to khabara paData ke A zuM che? A zabda Avyo aMdarathI. ame to vANiyA vepArI, ahIM kyAM kavi-bavi hatA. paNa e vakhate (AvyuM, 'zivaramaNI ramanAra tuM, tuM hI devano deva" e lITI zarU thaI gaI. lAlacaMdabhAI! aMdarathI, hoM! AhAhA.! amAro nokara joDe beTho hato. vIracaMda hato. AhAhA...! tuM to prabhu devano deva cho. A devo je che enoya paNa deva tuM cho. AhAhA...! A cIja bApu! evI koI che aMdara. ene aMtaramAM rAga ruce nahi, AhAhA.. (rAga) Ave, hoya, paNa e ruce nahi. ene potAno mAnato nathI. AhAhA...! AvuM kAma eTale lokone to lAge ne, mALA! vyavahArane to uthApe che. uthApe zuM? nAza karIe chIe, sAMbhaLane! vyavahAra ajIva che, ema kahe che. deva-guru-dharmanI zraddhAno bhAva, zAstranA jJAnano vikalpa ane paMca mahAvratano vikalpa e ajIva che, e jIva nahi. AhAhA...! rADa nAkhe ne! "kizorabhAI! A kyAM jyAM nAIrobImAM che tyAM? paisA che tyAM, dhULa. 'ajItabhAI ahIM rahe che eno nAno bhAI. 'ajItabhAI ghaNIvAra ahIM rahe che. "premacaMdabhAI AvatA pahelA. makAna hatA. AhAhA...!
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________________ gAthA-208 255 ATalA zabdo vAparyAM. eka to rAgane ajIva kahyo, bIjuM rAgane padravya kahyo. A eka zlokamAM. e dayA, dAna, vrata paradravya che. AhAhA..! 'niyamasAra'mAM to nirmaLa paryAyane padravya kahyuM che, paryAya u52thI dRSTi haTAvavA. samajANuM? A to paradravya vAstavika che. AhAhA..! huM paradravyano parigraha-rAga mAro che, ema nahi mAnuM. AhAhA..! juo! A dharmanI dRSTi. A samyagdaSTino bhAva. AhAhA..! bhAvArtha :- nizcayanayathI e siddhAMta che.' nizcaya nAma vAstavika dRSTimAM ema siddhAMta che, siddha thayelI vastu che ke jIvano bhAva jIva ja che,... jJAyakapaNuM, jANavuM, AnaMdAda e jIvano bhAva jIva ja che. tenI sAthe jIvane sva-svAmI saMbaMdha che;...' potAno zAyaka ane AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, e potAnuM sva ane teno svAmI nija AtmA. potAnuM svasvAmIpaNuM temAM che. rAga sva ane tenuM svAmIpaNuM potAmAM nathI. AhAhA..! to A bAyaDI, chokarA ne A badhA.. AhAhA..! paLojaNa ubhI (karI). e to tArAmAM che nahi ane tArA che nahi. AhAhA..! tenI sAthe jIvane sva-svAmI saMbaMdha che;...' potAno AnaMda, jJAna svabhAva sAthe. ajIvano bhAva ajIva ja che,..' rAgAdi to ajIvano bhAva, e ajIva che. tenI sAthe ajIvane sva-svAmI saMbaMdha che.' ajIvano sva-svAmI saMbaMdha che. ajIva teno sva ane ajIva teno svAmI. AhAhA..! 'samayasAra'no eka eka zloka bhagavAnanI divyadhvaninuM mAkhaNa. AhAhA..! 'kuMdakuMdAcArya'nI gAthA ane 'amRtacaMdrAcArya'nI TIkA. AhAhA..! DolAvI nAkhe jIvane aMdara. AhAhA..! prabhu! tuM jJAyakamAM jhula. AhAhA..! e rAga tArI cIja nathI, prabhu! AhAhA..! rAga, dayA, dAna pariNAma tArA nahi to have kaI cIja tArI che? AhAhA..! zarIra ThIka hoya to ThIka thaze. are..! paNa e to jaDa che, ThIka thAya to tane zuM che? AhAhA..! lyo, 'hasamukhabhAI'ne thayuM hatuM, nahi? kevo roga thayo hato ene? paisA to karoDo paDyA hatA. evA sapanA Ave ne evA bhAva Ave, jANe Ama.. chelle gayA hatA ne tyAM? ekadama peluM thaI gayuM, anukULatA thaI gaI. chellI sthiti Ama. evA sapanA Ave jANe mArI nAkhyo, mArI nAkhyo, A karyuM ne A karyuM. ene thayuM hatuM, lAlacaMdabhAI'! ene thayuM hatuM. bahu chellI sthiti hatI. Ama gabharAya gayelA. emAM ame gayA. kudarate badhuM pharI gayuM. mumukSu :- ApanA pagale. uttara = e kudarate thavAnI paryAya che. AhA..! e vakhate sapanAmAM mArI nAkhyA ko'ke. mArI nAkhyo. evA sapanA AvatA. kalpanA evI AvatI. AhAhA..! paisA to karoDo rUpiyA hatA, zuM dhULa kare aMdara? AhAhA..!
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________________ 256 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ahIM kahe che, AhAhA.! "jo jIvane ajIvano parigraha mAnavAmAM Ave to jIva ajIvapaNAne pAme..." je bhagavAna che AtmA, e pAmararUpe ajIva thaI jAya. AhAhA...! prabhu garIba thaI jAya, ajIva thaI jAya. AhAhA...! "mATe jIvane ajIvano parigraha paramArthe mAnavo te miththAbuddhi che." AhAhA...! kharekhara bhagavAnane ajIvano, rAga ne puNyAdine mArA mAnavA e miththAbuddhi, mithyAdRSTi che. AhAhA.! AvI vAta che. AvuM sAMbhaLavAnuM, bhAI! bolyA nahi? "kAMtabhAI nahi? 'sAMbhaLavA maLavuM muzkela che." "kAMtibhAI ! bhAgyazALI. tyAMnA pramukha che, mUkIne AvyA che. be-cAra dithI joyA tamane. kAMtibhAI Ave che. AhA.! bApu! mAragaDA... AhAhA.! jJAnIne evI miththAbuddhi hoya nahi." rAgane potAno mAnavo ane tenAthI lAbha mAnavo, evI buddhi hoya nahi. "jJAnI to ema mAne che ke paradravya mAro parigraha nathI..." rAgAdi mArI cIja ja nathI, huM to jJAyaka svarUpa cidAnaMda (chuM). AhAhA...! huM to jJAtA chuM.' huM to jANanAra-dekhanAra bhagavAna jJAyaka chuM. AhAhA...! bIjuM koI mArI cIjamAM che nahi. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!). je kuTuMbIo mATe tuM hoMze hoMze kALa gumAvI rahyo che, je kuTuMbIone sagavaDatA ApavA tuM paisAdimAM kALa gumAvI rahyo che te ja kuTuMbIo tArA maraNa pachI zarIrane makAnanA bArasAkha sAthe aDavA paNa detA nathI, to tuM para mATe A bhava kema vyartha gumAvI rahyo che? are tAre kyAM javuM che? jema koI musAphara cAlyo jato hoya ane rastAmAM je kAMI Ave tene mAruM mAnI le, tema te musAphara cho ane A strIputra mArA, zarIra mAruM ema mAruM mAruM mAnI rahyo cho, paNa prabhu tAre ahIMthI cAlI nIkaLavAnuM che ne bApu A parane mArA mArA kAM kahe cho? arere jIva anaMta anaMta kALathI bhaTake che. AyuSya pUruM thatAM jIva to A deha choDIne cAlyo jAya che. kyAM gayo tenI kone khabara che? ajANyA dravyamAM, ajANyA kSetramAM, ajANyA kALamAM ane ajANyA bhavamAM tAre javAnuM che tenI tane khabara nathI bApu mithyAtvano bhAva che tyAM sudhI eka pachI eka eka jagyAe janma dhAraNa karavAnA che. abajopati marIne bakarInI kUkhe jAya, bhUMDa thAya. duniyAne tenI kyAM khabara paDe che bApu tArI cIjane oLakhIne tenuM jo pariNamana na karyuM to saMsArano roga dUra nahi thAya. Atmadharma aMka-5, jAnyuArI-2008 ]
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________________ gAthA209 257 gujarAta ( gAthA-209) ayaM ca me nizcaya : chijjadu vA bhijjadu vA Nijjadu vA ahava jAdu vippalayaM / jamhA tamhA gacchadu taha vi hu Na pariggaho majjha / / 209 / / chidyatAM vA bhidyatAM vA niyatAM vAthavA yAtu viprlym| yasmAttasmAt gacchatu tathApi khalu na parigraho mama / / 209 / / chidyatAM vA, bhidyatAM vA, nIyatAM vA, vipralayaM yAtu vA, yatastato gacchatu vA, tathApi na paradravyaM parigRhNAmi; yato na paradravyaM mama svaM, nAhaM paradravyasya svAmI, paradravyameva paradravyasya svaM, paradravyameva paradravyasya svAmI, ahameva mama svaM, ahameva mama svAmI iti jaanaami| vaLI A nIce pramANe) mAro nizcaya che" ema have kahe che : chedAva, vA bhedAva, ko laI jAva, naSTa bano bhale, vA anya ko rIta jAva, paNa parigraha nathI mAro khare. 209. gAthArtha - ( chidyanAM vA ] chedAI jAo, [ fmadyanAM vA ] athavA bhedAI jAo, [ nIyatAM vA ] athavA koI laI jAo, [ athavA vipranayam ] athavA naSTa thaI jAo, [ yasmAt tamA chatu ] athavA to game te rIte jAo, [ tathApi ] topaNa [ 7 ] kharekhara [ pariprada: ] parigraha [ ma ra ] mAro nathI. TIkA - paradravya chedAo, athavA bhedAo, athavA koI tene laI jAo, athavA naSTa thaI jAo, athavA game te rIte jAo, topaNa huM paradravyane nahi parigrahuM; kAraNa ke paradravya mAruM sva nathI, huM padravyano svAmI nathI, paradravya ja padravyanuM sva che-paradravya ja paradravyano svAmI che, huM ja mAruM sva chuM, huM ja mAro svAmI chuM ema huM jANuM chuM. bhAvArtha :- jJAnIne padravyanA bagaDavA-sudharavAno harSaviSAda hoto nathI.
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________________ 258 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pravacana naM. 289 gAthA-209, 210 zloka-145 somavAra, zrAvaNa vada 13, tA. 20-08-1979 samayasAra', 'nirjarA adhikAra 209 gAthA. vaLI A nIce pramANe) mAro nizcaya che :- 209 (gAthA) upara. dharmI jene AtmAno rAgathI bhinna anubhavadRSTi thaI che tenuM nAma dharmI ane samyagdaSTi (che). rAgathI, parathI to bhinna che ja paraMtu dayA, dAnanA vikalpathI, rAgathI paNa bhinna evI caitanyaprakAzanI mUrti prabhu, jene e dRSTimAM, anubhavamAM ne jJAnamAM e jaNANuM che tene ahIMyAM dharmI athavA dharmano dharanAra kahevAmAM Ave che. e dharmI ema vicAre che ke, "vaLI A nIce pramANe) mAro nizcaya che ema have kahe che :- 209. chijjadu vA bhijjadu vA Nijjadu vA ahava jAdu vippalayaM / jamhA tamhA gacchadu taha vi hu Na pariggaho majjha / / 209 / / chedAva, vA bhedAva, ko laI jAva, naSTa bano bhale, vA anya ko rIta jAva, paNa parigraha nathI mAro khare. 209. TIkA :- "padravya chedAo...." kaTakA thaI jAya. AhA...! mArA AtmA sivAya koIpaNa cIja zarIra, vANI, kuTuMbano cheda thaI jAya, bhedAya. chedAo nAma chedAvuM, bheda nAma bhedAvuM. chedAvAmAM TUkaDA thaI jAya. bhedAvAmAM TUkaDA na thAya. athavA koI tene laI jAo, mArI cIja kyAM che? AhAhA..! zarIra, parigraha chedAo, bhedAo game te thAo, dharmIne tenI dRSTi zarIra uparathI chUTI gaI che. AhAhA...! dharma durlabha cIja che. dehanI kriyAnI to dRSTi chUTI gaI che paNa puNya, dayA, dAna, bhaktinA, vratanA pariNAmathI paNa jenI dRSTi chUTI gaI che. AhA.! tenI dRSTi caitanyaprakAzanI mUrti prabhu, cetanasvarUpa jenuM trikALI evuM jene dRSTimAM, anubhavamAM Ave tene ahIMyAM dharma ane dharmI kahevAmAM Ave che. te dharmI ema vicAre che, paradravya chedAo, zarIra, lakSmI, Abaru, kIrti, strI, kuTuMba badhI cIja mArI nathI. chedAo, kaTakA thaI jAo, bhedAo-bhUko (thAo). bhedAvamAM bhUko (thAya), chedAvAmAM kaTakA (thAya). AhA...! "athavA koI tene laI jAo." game te laI jAo mArI cIja che nahi. AhAhA...! "athavA naSTa thaI jAo" sarvathA prakAre nAza thAo, mArI cIja kyAM che? AhA...! juo! dharmInI dRSTimAM AvI bhAvanA che. AhAhA...! mArI sivAya koIpaNa parigraha, vastu nAza thaI jAo "athavA game te rIte jAo" koIpaNa prakAre baLI jAo, taNAya jAo, rAkha thaI jAo. AhAhA.!
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________________ gAthA-209 259 tathApi huM paradravyane nahi parigrahuM." e cIja mArI che ema huM kadI nahi mAnuM. mAro nAza thayo, mArI cIja cAlI jAya che ema huM kadI nahi mAnuM. AhAhA...! dharma, jainadharma. potA sivAya para cIja... AgaLa viSaya leze, padravyane nahi parigrahuM, kAraNa ke paradravya mAruM sva nathI,..." paravastu mArI cIja nathI. AhAhA...! zarIra, karma, strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, paisA, lakSmI, Abaru e koI mArI cIja nathI. AhA...! e cIja (mArI) nathI to paradravya mAruM sva nathI,..." mAruM dhana, mArI milakata e cIja nathI. huM paradravyano svAmI nathI...... AhAhA...! patnIno svAmI pati, (ahIMyAM) nA pADe che, huM svAmI nathI. huM to mArA svarUpano svAmI chuM. caitanya zuddha. AhAhA...! dharma alaukika cIja che. lokoe bahAramAM manAvI dIdho. AhAhA..! ahIMyAM to kahe che ke, pAradravya mAruM sva nathI, huM svAmI nathI. paradravya ja paradravyanuM sva che... te to tenuM sva che. AhA.! paradravya ja padravyano svAmI che..." teno svAmI te che. AhAhA.. bahuM ja mAruM sva chuM..." huM AnaMda ane jJAnamUrti prabhu, te ja huM chuM. huM ja mAro svAmI chuM - ema huM jANuM chuM. tene nirjarA thAya che. samajANuM? AhAhA...! huM to mAruM sva ane svAmI huM chuM. parano huM sva ane svAmI huM nahi. teno svAmI te che ane te tenuM sva che. AhA...! bhAvArtha :- "jJAnIne padravyanA bagaDavA-sudharavAno harSaviSAda hoto nathI." AhAhA...! e bagaDe te mATe zoka thaI jAya che ke sudhare mATe harSa thaI jAya) ema nathI. paryAyamAM kamajorIne kAraNe Ave te bIjI vAta che. AhAhA.! paNa paradravyanA bagaDavA, sudharavAne kAraNe dharmane bagaDavA, sudharavAno vikalpa Avato nathI. AhA...! "harSaviSAdo hoto nathI. bagaDavA-sudharavAno harSa-viSAda hoto nathI." AhAhA.! lakSmI vadhI jAya toya harakha nahi, nAza thaI jAya toya zoka nahi. mArI cIja kyAM che te mane maLI? AhA...! ema cakravartI samakitI ho, cha-- hajAra strI mArI nathI. AhAhA...! e strI cAhe to paradravya game te nAza thaI jAo, koI laI jAo. AhAhA..! e cIja mArI nathI. AhAhA... "rAmacaMdrajI to jJAnI hatA. "sItAjIne 'rAvaNa' laI gayA to asthiratAno rAgano bhAga (Ave che). samajANuM? "sItAjI'ne 'rAvaNa laI gayA. "rAmacaMdrajI' to jJAnI dharmAtmA hatA. AhAhA...! e jANatA hatA ke e mArI cIja nahi, paNa asthiratAno rAga Avyo teno paNa huM svAmI nathI. AhA.! e rAga mAro nahi. have A vAta (besavI). ane DuMgare DuMgare pUche, "sItA' kyAM "sItA? heM? chatAM tenI cIja nathI. AhAhA! e to koI cAritranA doSano vikalpa hato. AhAhA! bahu jagatane besavuM kaThaNa paDe). "jJAnIne paradravyanA bagaDavA-sudharavAno harSaviSAda hoto nathI." AhAhA...! "bharata' cakravartI samakitI hatA. bhAIe AjJA mAnI nahi to laDAI karavA ubhA thayA, mAravA
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________________ 260 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 mATe ubhA thayA. "bAhubalIjI'. e mAro che ema mAnatA nathI, e asthiratAno rAga hato. e asthiratAno rAga hato te mAruM sva ane huM teno svAmI ema paNa nahi. A vAta. AhAhA.! dRSTimAM potAnI dolata dekhANI. cidAnaMda sahajAtmasvarUpa prabhu jyAM paramAtmasvarUpa dRSTimAM AvyuM, tene koI paracIja mArI che ema dRSTimAM AvatuM nathI. AhA.! chatAM "bharate" "bAhubalI' sAthe laDAI karI e svAmIpaNAne kAraNe nahi, asthiratAne kAraNe e rAga Avyo. AhA.! A meLa kema karavo? AhA...! mumukSu :- asthiratA ane mithyASTipaNe beya ... uttara :- asthiratA judI che, mithyAdRSTipaNuM juduM che. AhAhA.! e mArI cIja che ema mAnavuM te mithyAtva che. paNa e cIjane kAraNe nahi paNa potAnI nabaLAIne laIne rAgAdi Ave che to e cAritradoSa che. e ajJAna, mithyAtva nahi. AhAhA.! AvI vAtuM. ***************cha ( zloka-145) (vasantatinavaI) itthaM parigrahamapAsya samastameva sAmAnyataH svaparayoravivekahetum / ajJAnamujjhitumanA adhunA vizeSAd bhUyastameva parihartumayaM pravRttaH / / 145 / / have A arthanA kaLazarUpe ane AgaLanA kathananI sUcanArUpe kAvya kahe che : zlokArtha :- [ rUlya ] A rIte [ samastama va parizcama ] samasta parigrahane [ sAmAnyata: ] sAmAnyataH [ pAca ] choDIne [ 31dhunA ] have [ svarayo: vivehetum jJAnam vuimana: mayaM ] sva-paranA avivekanA kAraNarUpa ajJAnane choDavAnuM jenuM mana che evo A [ mUya: ] pharIne [ tam va ] tene ja (parigrahane ja) [ vizeSAta ] vizeSataH [ parihartum ] choDavAne | pravRtti: ] pravRtta thayo che. * A kaLazano artha A pramANe paNa thAya che - [ rUlya ] A rIte | svariyoH vivekadetun samastam va paripram ] sva-paranA avivekanA kAraNarUpa samasta parigrahane [ sAmAnyataH ] sAmAnyataH [ pAca ] choDIne [ adhunA ] have, [ jJAnam bruitumanA: mayaM ] ajJAnane choDavAnuM jenuM mana che evo A, [ mUya: ] pharIne [ tam va ] tene ja [ vizeSAt ] vizeSataH [ parAtm ] choDavAne | pravRttiH ] pravRtta thayo che.
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________________ zloka-145 261 bhAvArtha - svaparane ekarUpa jANavAnuM kAraNa ajJAna che. te ajJAnane samastapaNe choDavA IicchatA jIve prathama to parigrahano sAmAnyataH tyAga karyo ane have (havenI gAthAomAM) te parigrahane vizeSataH (judAM judAM nAma laIne) choDe che. 145. zloka-145 upara pravacana have A arthanA kaLazarUpe ane AgaLanA kathananI sUcanArUpe kAvya kahe che - (vasantatitavaI) itthaM parigrahamapAsya samastameva sAmAnyataH svaparayoravivekahetum / ajJAnamujjhitumanA adhunA vizeSAd bhUyastameva parihartumayaM pravRttaH / / 145 / / nIce artha (che). "A rIte samasta parigrahane sAmAnyataH choDIne have nIce thoDo bIjo artha che. AmAM sAmAnya parigraha choDIne sva-paranA hetune, ajJAnane choDe che ema artha che). ane bIjo artha ema che, "A rIte svaparanA avivekanA kAraNarUpa samasta parigrahane sAmAnya choDIne pahelA e lIdhuM ke, avivekanuM kAraNa che tene choDIne. ane ahIM parigrahane choDIne pachI avivekanuM kAraNa che ajJAna, eTalo phera. vastu to tenI te che. "ajJAnane choDavAnuM jene mana che evo A pharIne tene ja -parigrahane ja-) vizeSataH choDavAne pravRtta thAya che." kaLaza. have sva-paranA avivekanA kAraNarUpa.... AhAhA...! para cIja mArI ane para cIja mArI nahi, para cIja mArI e avivekanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA.. para cIja lakSmI, strI, kuTuMba, parivAra Adi, ahIM to puNya paNa leze, e badhI mArI cIja ja nathI. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- mArI che nahi to rAga zuM karavA kare che? uttara :- rAga karato nathI, asthiratAno kAraNe AvI jAya che. karavA lAyaka che mATe kare che, ema che nahi. paNa pariNamana rAganuM che to karyA che, ema jANavAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- beya vacanamAM sUkSma phera che. uttara :- moTo moTo phera (che). eka to karavA lAyaka che ema karIne kare che ane eka karavA lAyaka che nahi paNa mArI nabaLAIne kAraNe pariName che tene jANe che. kartA
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________________ 26 2 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ane bhoktA huM chuM, ema mAne che. AhAhA.! bhAre. jainadarzana, enA vikalpanI IndrajALa jevuM che. AhAhA.! alaukika vAta che, bApu! aMdara bhagavAna caitanyanA prakAzanuM pUranuM jyAM bhAna ane anubhava thayo, AhAhA...! tene para cIja zuM che? mArI che nahi. mAruM sva nahi, huM teno svAmI nathI. to pachI te chedAo, bhedAo game te thAo, mAre kaMI lAgatuMvaLagatuM nathI. e kahe che, avivekane choDavAnuM jenuM mana che evo A pharIne tene ja parigrahane ja-) vizeSataH choDavAne pravRtta thAya che. sAmAnyapaNe to para mAruM nathI, ema kahyuM. have vizeSapaNe bheda pADI pADIne kahe che. bhAvArtha :- "svaparane ekarUpa jANavAnuM kAraNa ajJAna che." AhAhA.! zarIra, kuTuMba, paiso, lakSmI, makAna e svaparane ekatva mAnavuM e ajJAna che. svaparane eka mAnyA. sva bhinna che, para bhinna che. AhAhA..! mAruM makAna pAMca lAkha, dasa lAkhanuM che). dasa lAkha, cAlIsa lAkhanuM, A bhAIne sIttera lAkhanuM (che). ramaNIkabhAI" "Amoda'vALA nahi? nathI dariyAne kAMThe? sIttera lAkhanuM makAna. pAMca-cha karoDa rUpiyA (che). sIttera lAkha. utaryA hatA, emAM ja utaryA hatA ne. konA paNa makAna? eka makAna sIttera lAkhanuM. mumukSu :- ene joIe to mana thaI jAya evuM makAna banAvavAnuM. uttara :- dhULamAMya nathI. e to para cIja ene kAraNe ubhI thaI che ane ene kAraNe rahI che. ene kAraNe ubhI che, ene kAraNe TakI che ane ene kAraNe nAza thaze. mAre ane tene kAMI saMbaMdha che nahi. AhAhA...! AkarI vAta, bhAI! bhAvArtha :- "svaparane ekarUpa jANavAnuM kAraNa ajJAna che." che ne? sva ane para beya bhinna che chatAM mAruM che, ema mAnavuM ajJAna che. te ajJAnane samastapaNe choDavA icchatA jIve prathama to parigrahano sAmAnyataH tyAga karyokoI cIja mArI nathI ema aMdara (nizcaya karyo, paNa pachI jema jema saMyoga potAne maLe che tene "have havenI gAthAomAM) te parigrahane vizeSata) (judAM judAM nAma laIne) choDe che. have e to ThIka. have A gAthA samajavAnI AvI. roganA kALe roga thayA vinA raheze ja nahi. indra uparathI utare topaNa roga thayA vinA raheze nahi le. ane rAgane kALe rAga paNa thayA vinA raheze nahi le. have tAre najara kyAM karavI che? svabhAva upara najara nAkhavI e ja saMtoSa ane zAMtino upAya che. Atmadharma aMka-5, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ zloka-145 263 (gAthA-210) apariggaho aNiccho bhaNido NANI ya Necchade dhammaM / apariggaho du dhammassa jANago teNa so hodi||210|| aparigraho'niccho bhaNito jJAnI ca necchati dharmam / aparigrahastu dharmasya jJAyakastena sa bhvti||210|| icchA parigrahaH / tasya parigraho nAsti yasyecchA nAsti / icchA tvajJAnamayo bhAvaH, ajJAnamayo bhAvastu jJAnino nAsti, jJAnino jJAnamaya eva bhAvo'sti / tato jJAnI ajJAnamayasya bhAvasya icchAyA abhAvAddharmaM necchti| tena jJAnino dharmaparigraho naasti| jJAnamayasyaikasya jJAyakabhAvasya bhAvAddharmasya kevalaM jJAyaka evAyaM syaat| jJAnIne dharmano puNyano) parigraha nathI ema prathama kahe che : anicchaka kahyo aparigrahI, jJAnI na Icche puNyane, tethI na parigrahI puNyano te, puNyano jJAyaka rahe. 210. gAthArtha - nijha: ] anicchakane [ parijhara ] aparigrahI [ maLataH ] kahyo che [ 2 ] ane [ jJAnI ] jJAnI [ gharma ] dharmane puNyane) [ rucchati ] icchato nathI, ( tena ] tethI [ saH ] te [ dharmagra ] dharmano [ aparipra6: ] parigrahI nathI, | jJAyava: ] (dharmano) jJAyaka ja [ mavati ] che. TIkA - icchA parigraha che. tene parigraha nathI jene icchA nathI. icchA to ajJAnamaya bhAva che ane ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI, jJAnIne jJAnamaya ja bhAva hoya che; tethI ajJAnamaya bhAva je icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe jJAnI dharmane Icchato nathI; mATe jJAnIne dharmano parigraha nathI. jJAnamaya evA eka jJAyakabhAvanA sabhAvane lIdhe A (jJAnI) dharmano kevaLa jJAyaka ja che.
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________________ 264 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 gAthA-210 upara pravacana have kahe che ke "jJAnIne dharmano." A lokone vAMdho che ne? ene dharma kema kahyuM? adharma kema nahi? dharmane puNya kahyuM che. jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM tene puNya kahyuM che. samajANuM? ane dharma kema kahyuM? svasaMvedana caitanyano anubhava, zuddha upayogarUpI vedana che e nizcaya dharma che ane sAthe e rAgAdi AvyA, deva-guru-zAstranI bhakti Adi, tene vyavahAradharma Aropa karIne, vyavahAradharma kahyo jJAnIne, ahIMyAM ajJAnInI vAta nathI. AhAhA...! dharmI jIvane potAnuM zuddha vedana, caitanyamUrti vItarAga svarUpa, tenuM vedana (che) te dharmanuM vedana che. ane ene sAme nabaLAIne laIne rAga Ave che, deva-guru-zAstranI bhakti, vrata, tapano vikalpa (Ave che, tene vyavahAradharma (kahe che). nizcayadharma A (kahyo) to tene vyavahAradharmano Aropa Avyo. vyavahAradharma eTale ke dharma nahi, puNya. paNa vyavahAradharma kema kahyuM? ke, nizcayadharma jene pragaTyo che tene mATe vyavahAradharma kahyo). "jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM che. "jayasenAcAryanI TIkA. AnA arthamAM kahyuM che). 210 (gAthAnI) saMskRta TIkA. "parigraho maLataHA kosau? ni:ta2 pariprado nArita yaRca varidravyaqicchA vAMchA mo nAsliA' paradravyanI icchA, mohanI samikatIne nAsti che). tena vaIRbena svasaMvejJAnI AhAhA...! jene potAno svaAtmA AnaMda, tenuM vedana thayuM che, samyagdarzana thayuM che. svasaMvedanajJAnI. "zuddhopayo nizcayadharma potAmAM zuddhaupayogarUpI dharma pragaTe) e nizcaya satyadharma (che) ane zubhaupayoga. juo! nizcayatharma vidAya gumopayogIjIpa gharma eTale puNya. pAThamAM, TIkAmAM che. jJAnInA zubhabhAvane vyavahAradharmano Aropa Apyo che. ajJAnInI vAta ahIMyAM nathI. samajANuM? AhAhA...! jJAnIne potAnuM svasaMvedana zuddhaupayoga nizcayadharma pragaTyo che. e vidAya enA rahita, "zumopayoga gharma eTale puNya. beya zabda che. saMskRtamAM che. dharma eTale puNya. dharma kema kahyuM? ke, nizcaya dharma sva zuddhopayoga pragaTyo che, zuddha pariNati pragaTI che) tenI pAse je zubhabhAva che tene vyavahAradharmano Aropa karIne vyavahAradharma kahyuM. A nizcayano temAM Aropa karIne vyavahAra kahyo. AhAhA...! ajJAnIne vyavahAradharmano prazna che ja nahi. ahIM to jJAnIne potAnA zuddha svarUpanA bhAna, pratIta ane vedana thayA che, e kAraNe tenAthI viparIta je zubhabhAva puNya (thAya che) tene ahIMyAM dharma kahyo. A nizcayano tyAM Aropa karyo. AhA.! dharma che nahi, che puNya. TIkAmAM lakhyuM che. zubhaupayoga, vrata, tapa, bhakti, pUjAno zubhabhAva dharmIne Ave che. e zubhaupayogarUpI dharma eTale puSya neti (arthAtu)
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________________ gAthA- 210 265 dharmI tene icchato nathI. dharmane icchato nathI to teno artha zuM thayo? AhAhA. potAnA zuddhaupayogarUpI dharmane ja bhAve che paNa zubhabhAvane icchato nathI. kemake zubhabhAvarUpI vyavahAradharma e puNya che. AhAhA...! ane e vyavahAradharmano Aropa paNa jJAnIne Ave che, ajJAnIne to nizcaya nathI to vyavahAra che nahi. zuM kahyuM, samajANuM? AhA...! ahIM puNyane dharma kema kahyo? ke, jJAnIne zuddha svasaMvedana caitanyanA prakAzanuM vedana thayuM che. AhAhA.! tenI pAse vidAya rahita je zubhaupayogarUpI dharma. ahIMyAM nizcaya che to vyavahArano Aropa karIne (dharma kahyuM. che puSya, che vikAra, che duHkha. paNa jJAnIne teno vyavahAradharma kahevAmAM Avyo. je baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA! AvI vAtuM have kyAM? samajANuM? e takarAra che ne? puNyane adharma kyAM kahyuM che? A zuddhaupayogarUpI dharma teno vidAya" nizcayadharma vidAya", zubhaupayogarUpI dharma - puNya "necchati'. eno artha zuM? ke, zubhaupayogarUpI dharma e adharma che. A zuddhaupayogarUpa dharma che to zubhaupayoga e adharma che. ene ahIMyAM dharmano vyavahAra tarIke kahIne, puNyane kahIne niSedha karyo che. AhAhA.! bhAre AkaruM. e kahyuM che, juo! TIkAmAM che. jayasenAcAryanI TIkA. 'vasaMvejJAna AhA.! ene vyavahAradharma kahevAmAM Ave che. zubhabhAva Avyo, zubhaupayoga deva-guru-zAstranI bhakti, vinaya Adara (karavAno) zubhabhAva Avyo paNa e nizcaya zuddhadharma je potAno che, tenI pAse te zubhane vyavahAradharmano Aropa karIne kahyuM. che puNya. che dharmathI viruddha adharma. ene vyavahAradharma kahyo. vyavahAradharma kaho ke nizcaye adharma kaho. AhAhA...! AkarI vAtuM bahu. potAnI dRSTimAM avaLI beThI hoya ene je rIte potAne bese e rIte khatavI nAkhe. paNa zAstra zuM kahe che, e dRSTie levuM joIe ne? AhAhA.! juo! bahu sarasa lIdhuM che. ahIMyAM dharma kahyo, puNyane jJAnI icche nahi. dharmane icche nahi to eno artha zuM? ke, nizcayadharma che tenI tene bhAvanA che tethI vidAya' zuddhaupayogarUpI dharma eTale puNya, tene icche nahi. samajAya che kAMI? arere.! e kIdhuM nahi? "mokSamArga prakAzaka'mAM na kahyuM? ke, AtmAno nizcaya samyagdarzana zuddha caitanyamUrti pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, enI aMdara jJAna thaIne pratItino anubhava thayo tene nizcaya samakita kahIe ane joDe deva-guru-dharmanI zraddhA Adino je rAga rahyo, ene vyavahAra (samakita kahe che). kema vyavahAra (kahyuM? che to rAga. e to vyavahAra samakita nathI paNa A nizcaya samakitanI sAthe sahacara, che ne emAM zabda? sahacara, sAthe dekhIne teno Aropa karIne tene dharma kahevAmAM Avyo. AhA...! have AvuM lAMbu koNa (samajI? A pakaDa thaI gaI, puNya dharma, puNya e dharma. paNa kyo dharma che? I to vyavahAradharma, paNa kone? ajJAnInI to vAta ja nathI. e.I... AhA.! AvI vAta che. vyavahAradharma kone? ke, jene nizcayadharma
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________________ 266 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pragaTyo che tene. AhAhA...! jene nizcayadharma pragaTyo nathI ane rAgane ja dharma mAne che tene vyavahAradharmano Aropa paNa nathI thato. AhA...! mumukSu - loko dharma mAne to zuM kare? uttara :- mAne to svataMtra che, anAdithI mAnyuM che. AhAhA..! rAganI kriyA kare ane ame dharmI (chIe) ema to mithyAdRSTie anAdithI mAnyuM che. vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjA ne maMdira banAvyA mATe mane dharma thaI gayo, dhULeya dharma nathI, e to rAga che. e ajJAnInA rAganI to ahIMyAM vAteya nathI. e rAgane to vyavahAradharma paNa kahevAto nathI. kAraNa ke tyAM to mAtra mithyASTi, ajJAna che tyAM vaLI vyavahAra ane nizcaya AvyA kyAMthI? AhA...! samajANuM? bhAI! mAragaDA prabhunA... o.ho.! e puNyanA vikalpathI paNa bhinna AtmAnuM bhAna to thayuM che. samajANuM? tene nizcayadharma pragaTa thayo che. tenA rAgane dharma kahIne vyavahAradharma kahevAmAM Avyo che. vyavahAradharma eTale nimittanuM jJAna karAvyuM. "mokSamArga prakAzaka'mAM che ke, bhaI! vyavahAra kahyo ne? (to kahe che), e nimittanI sAthe aMdara rAganI maMdatA kevI hatI tenuM jJAna karAvyuM. AhAhA.! arere..! thoDA phere kyAM phera paDe che? ema kahIne ajJAnIne mithyASTipaNAmAM je zubhabhAva hato tene dharma manAvavo che ane dharma karatA karatA karatA nizcaya thaze. vyavahAradharma karatA karatA nizcayadharma thaze. Ama ene manAvavuM che. bhAI! ema nathI, bApu! tArA hitanA mArga che, bhAI! AhA...! tAro anAdara karavAnI vAta nathI, prabhu! tAruM emAM ahita thAya che. tuM rAgane dharma mAnIne AgaLa vadhavA mAge cho, prabhu! e to nukasAna, mithyAtvanA pozaNa che. AhAhA.! ane mithyAtvanuM pozaNa thavuM eTale) prabhu! anaMtA bhava jenA garbhamAM rahyA che. mithyAtvamAM to anaMtA bhavano garbha che. AhA.! ene bacAvavA mATe prabhu kahe che, sAMbhaLa to kharo, prabhu ke rAgathI bhinna zuddha caitanyanuM jene vedana thayuM. AhAhA.. tene deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhAno je rAga Ave che tene vyavahAradharmano (Aropa karavAmAM Ave che). che puSya, che rAga, che adharma. vyavahArathI dharmano Aropa karavAmAM Avyo che. AhAhA...! hIrAbhAI! AvI cIja che. AmAM konI sAthe vAda karavA? A TIkAmAM juone jayasenAcArye spaSTa karI nAkhyuM ke, ema ja che. rAgane vyavahAradharmanuM kathana karyuM e kema? ke, jene rAgathI bhinna nija svarUpanuM vedana zuddhaupayoganuM che, enAthI rahita je zubhaupayoga che ane vyavahAradharmano Aropa karIne vyavahAradharma kahyo che puSya, che rAga, che duHkha. AhAhA.! zuddhaupayogarUpI dharma che sukha, tyAre zubhaupayogarUpI rAga che duHkha. AhAhA...! paNa ene vyavahAradharma kahyo e AropathI kathana che. "mokSamArga prakAzakamAM kahyuM che. "mokSamArga prakAzakamAM kahyuM che ke, nizcaya che tenuM sahacara dekhIne, sAthe joIne, vyavahAra joIne, nimitta joIne vyavahArano Aropa karyo che. samajANuM? AhAhA.!
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________________ gAthA- 210 267 have keTalAka kahe che ke, i nahi. 'ToDaramala', banArasIdAsa" kahe, gRhastho kahe e nahi. (kemake) potAnI dRSTine pozAtuM nathI. jJAnI to cothe guNasthAne tiryaMca ho ke siddha ho, beya eka ja vAta che. prarUpaNAmAM je vAta che e samakitI ane jJAnInI eka ja che. asthiratAmAM phera che. tenuM sthApana karavAmAM bilakula jarIye phera nathI. AhAhA...! cAhe to cothAvALo kahe, cAhe to chaThThIvALo kahe, cAhe to kevaLI kahe. satyadharmanI pratItamAM koI phera nathI. enI prarUpaNAmAM jarIye phera nathI. AhAhA.! samajANuM? cothAvALo paNa I prarUpaNA kare ke, puNya e dharma nathI. bhagavAnanI bhakti Adi Ave paNa nizcayanuM) bhAna che tene vyavahAradharmano Aropa karIne puNya kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA.! have AvI lAMbI vAtuM. A to hajI ekaluM AtmajJAna na maLe, pratIta, anubhava na maLe. rAgathI bhinnanuM to bhAna na maLe ane A vyavahAra kriyAkAMDamAM ene dharma manAvavo (che). ene to vyavahAradharmano Aropeya nathI. hai? AhAhA...! AvuM che, prabhu! zuM thAya? AhA.! are...kAle bhAI nahoto kaheto? "Indu. AhA...! pANI caDyA. amAre to oraDAmAM aMdara nIsaraNI hatI to (upara) caDI gayA. ekadama pANI AvyA. sAme makAna hatuM tyAM pANI AvyuM paNa enI nIsaraNI bahAra, ghara bahAra, eTaluM nIkaLI na zakayA. pANI ATaluM marI gayA pAMce, Akhu ghara marI gayuM. "Indu' to kaheto hato ke, ame to aMdarathI pokAra karatA hatA, 'jJAyaka AtmA chuM. ema kaheto'to. chokarAne jANapaNuM che, vAMcana ghaNuM che. kAle nahoto "indu' (kaheto)? tamArA "cImanabhAInA jamAI. "cImanabhAI'. bahu jANapaNuM ghaNuM che, hoM! hA. paNa e to pANI Ama bhALIne upara caDI gayA paNa pokAra (karyo. ame to jJAyaka chIe, jJAyaka chIe, jJAyaka chIe. kahetA hatA ne kAle? bhAI, lAlacaMdabhAI hatA. AhAhA.! TANe kAma na Ave to kyAre kAma Ave? jANe ke A pANI caDatuM jAya, ahIM ubhA chIe ne ahIM sudhI) AvI gayuM. maraNanA TANA AvyA. AhAhA...! paNa pachI to upara hatA. AkhuM ghara bacI gayuM. gharamAM heThe pANI garI gayuM. oraDAmAM hatuM te nIkaLI gayuM. kAdava paDyo rahyo. olu bhoMyaru hoya tyAM pANI bharAI gayuM. AhAhA...! ahIM to kahe che, prabhu ekavAra satyane satyane satya tarIke to samaja. AhA.! prabhu! tAro AtmA vItarAgamUrti che ne nAtha! AhA! tuM vItarAgasvarUpa cho, prabhu! bhagavasvarUpa cho. AhAhA.! bhagavat svarUpanI A bhAgavat kathA che. "niyamasAramAM chellA zabdamAM Ave che. A bhAgavat kathA che. bhagavaMtanI kathA bhAgavat che. anyamAM bhAgavat kahe che e nahi. AhA! A to bhagavaMta svarUpa paramAnaMdano nAtha! AhAhA...! jenI najaruM karatAM caitanyanA nUra prakAzamAM dekhAya. AhAhA...! evo je bhagavAna AtmA, enuM jene bhAna thayuM Azraya laIne, tene zuddhaupayogarUpI dharma pragaTa thayo. bhale zuddhaupayoga kAyama na rahe paNa zuddha pariNati rahe e kAyama rahe. e zuddha pariNatinA kALamAM je rAga, deva-guru
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________________ 268 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 zAstranI bhakti Adino rAga Ave che tene vyavahAradharmano Aropa karyo. tene paNa vyavahAradharma (kahe che), nizcayadharma nahi. vyavahAradharma(no) Aropa karyo. AvI vAtuM, paNa have zuM thAya? AhA..! mokSamArga prakAzakamAM che ne? "mokSamArga prakAzaka che? aMtaraMgamAM to potAno nirdhAra karI lIdho che ane nizcaya-vyavahAra mokSamArgane to oLakhatA nathI paNa jinAjJA mAnI nizcaya-vyavahAra be prakArano mokSamArga mAne che. have mokSamArga to kaMI be nathI. dharma be nathI, mokSamArga be nathI paNa mokSamArganuM nirUpaNa be prakAre che. kathanamAM be prakAra che. jyAM sAcA mokSamArgane mokSamArga kathana karyuM e nizcaya. jyAM mokSamArga to nathI paraMtu mokSamArganuM nimitta che, sahacArI che, upacArathI mokSamArga kahIe te vyavahAra mokSamArga che. AhAhA.... kAraNa ke nizcaya-vyavahAranuM sarvatra evuM lakSaNa che. nizcaya-vyavahAranuM sarvatra evuM lakSaNa che. AhAhA.! e zuM kahyuM? jyAM nizcaya svabhAvanI dharma dRSTi thaI tyAM rAga Ave che tene vyavahAra samakita, dharmane vyavahAradharma, ahIM nizcayadharma che to vyavahAradharma, nizcaya samakita che to vyavahAra samakita, nizcayajJAna che to vyavahArajJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? nizcaya svarUpanI dRSTipUrvaka cAritra thayuM che to nizcaya cAritra vItarAgatA che ane rAga Avyo tene vyavahAra cAritrano Aropa daIne vyavahAra cAritra kahyuM. rAgane vyavahAra cAritra kahyuM. AhAhA.! zuM thAya? bhAI! are...! A bahAranA bhapakAmAM marI gayo mANasa. A deha ne paisA ne Abaru ne kIrti ne... AhAhA...! mumukSu :- paisA hoya to. uttara :- dhULeya nathI. paisA hoya to zuM thayuM? paisA ghaNAya che. kyAM rahe che? A karoDopati cAlyA, tyo hamaNAM. 'hasubhAI'. koka kahetuM hatuM, cha karoDa che. cha bhAIne ekaekane eka karoDa che. enA bApanA pacAsa-sAITha lAkha judA. gujarI jAya to vArasAmAM (AvyA emAMthI) bAvIsa lAkha sarakArane bharavA paDyA. enA bApanA paisAmAMthI bAvIsa lAkha bharavA paDyA. koka kahetuM ke, dareka pAse eka eka karoDa che. ema kahetuM hatuM, ApaNe kyAM gaNavA gayA chIe? paNa badhAne prema, hoM chaene. A to maratA maratA bacI gayA che. chellI evI sthiti hatI ke, ghA vAge che, mArI nAkhe che, kaTakA thAya che. chelle huM gayo tyAre. gayA ne mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM pachI ekadama pharI gayuM. kudarate pharavAnuM hoya ne. sthiti evI thaI gaI hatI. paisA to karoDo hatA, tyAM zuM dhULa kare paisA? AhAhA...! ahIM to ema kahevuM che ke, mokSamArganuM nimitta, rAgane nimitta kahevAmAM Avyo. nimitta kaMI karatuM nathI. nimitta tene kahIe ke nimitta zuddha nizcayane karatuM nathI. kare to to nimitta rahetuM nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM? A to vItarAgamArga, bApA! AhAhA.. jainadarzana
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________________ gAthA210 269 koI alaukika cIja che. lokone sAMbhaLavA maLI nathI. bahAranI kaDAkUTa, vyavahAra karI ne A karo ne A karo. vrata pALo ne bhakti karo ne pUjA karo ne. AhA...! ahIM to kahe che, sAMbhaLa to kharo, prabhu! e pUjAmAM paNa Ama svAhA (bole, e vANInI kriyA jaDanI kriyA thAya che, e tArAthI nahi. AhAhA...! ane hAtha Ama cAle che e to kriyAvatI zaktine kAraNe e paramANumAM gati thavAno (kALa che, e paramANune kAraNe, kriyAvatI zaktine kAraNe ema thAya che, tArAthI nahi. A vAta kyAM che? AhA...! vItarAga. vItarAga. vItarAga... vItarAga... vItarAga... vItarAga. mArga koI alaukika che, bhAI vItarAgI prabhu AtmA, te jene dRSTimAM Avyo, anubhavamAM Avyo, pratItamAM Avyo tene je rAga utpanna thAya che, deva-guru-zAstranI bhakti, vrata, tapano vikalpa (Ave) tene vyavahAradharmano Aropa kahe che. samajANuM? ahIMyAM to kahyuM ke, nizcaya je zuddha svarUpa AtmA che teno anubhava thayo) te nizcaya samakita. to rAgane vyavahAra samakita (kahevAmAM Ave che). to rAga to cAritrano doSa che. tene vyavahAra samakita kahevuM? e to A samakita che tenI sAthe sahacara dekhI, nimitta dekhI, upacArathI vyavahAra kahevAmAM Avyo. AhAhA...! samajANuM? praviNabhAI AvuM jhINuM che. AhA...! A juone, kevuM lakhyuM? ane sAcuM nirUpaNa te nizcaya, upacAra nirUpaNa te vyavahAra. tyAre A je vyavahAradharma kahyo e to upacArathI kahyuM che. kemake nizcayadharma AtmAno anubhava samyagdarzana, jJAna thayuM che tenI sAthe A rAgane sahacara dekhI, nimitta dekhI, upacArathI vyavahAradharmano Aropa karavAmAM Avyo che. AhAhA.! bahu khulAso karyo che. mokSamArga prakAzakone keTalAka mAnatA nathI. atyAre vidyAsAgara nIkaLyo che. e kahe, mokSamArga prakAzaka' nahi, banArasIdAsanuM nahi, "samayasAra nATaka" nahi. kAraNa ke emAM pokaLa (-pola) khulI jAya evuM che. zAstramAM to gaMbhIra vAta TUMkAmAM bharI hoya, ANe spaSTa karI nAkhI. A kahe, nahi. gRhasthanA kahelA nahi. ame to moTA sAdhu chIe ne. are.! hajI bApA! AhA...! tArI kriyAkAMDa dekhIne tane ema thaI jAya ke, AhA...! e to maMda rAganI kriyAo che, e badho adharma che. AhAhA.! "mokSamArga prakAzakamAM bahu (spaSTa karyuM che). AkhA "mokSamArga prakAzaka"mAM tattvane spaSTa karI nAkhyuM. "ToDaramalajIne vIsapaMthI mAne nahi. kAraNa ke emAM enuM pokaLa (pola) khulI jAya che. mumukSu :- vIsapaMthIne to khoTA kahyA che. uttara :- kAraNa ke vIsapaMthIne to deva-devalA mAnavA. ahIM to deva-devalAne mAne to mithyAdRSTi kahe. padmAvatI ne phalANIvatI ne DhIkaNIvatI. AhA...! traNalokano nAtha deva, aciMtya deva na AvyuM? aciMtya deva to tuM cho. tArA devanI
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________________ 270 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 mAnyatA karavAthI anubhavamAM pratIta thAya te samakita. ane bhagavAna, devanI zraddhA te rAga (che). paramAtmAnI zraddhAno bhAva te rAga che. A paramAtmAno anubhava, pratIti te samyagdarzana, te arAga. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM zuM kahyuM? juo! ra10 che ne? "icchA parigraha che. juo ra10. TIkAnI pahelI lITI. AhA...! pATha e Avyo ne? "gapariyAdo Lio maNilo pachI ya chatte gharmA' dharma zabda puNya, vyavahAradharma. e samakitI vyavahAradharmane icchato nathI. ema che. che ke nahi? "kariyAdo Licho maLato pALI ya khecchake ghai parivAdo ru gharma nAII+II' e to puNyano, vyavahAradharmano jANanAra che. samakitI vyavahAradharmano jANanAra che. vyavahAradharmane icchato nathI ane vyavahAradharma mAro ema mAnato nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. A to bhagavAnanA peTa che. paramAtmAne A kahevuM che, bhAI! traNalokanA nAthano A abhiprAya che. potAnA bacAva mATe gaDabaDa karavI, ema na cAle, bhAI! bhagavAnanI gAdIe besI ane vAtuM UMdhI karavI! AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, "anicchaka kahyo aparigrahI, jJAnI na Icche puNyane, ahIM khulAso karI nAkhyo. jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM puNya kIdhuM che). pAThamAM dharma lIdhuM. eTale koI kahe ke, tyAM kema puNya kahyuM? tyAM ene puNya kIdhuM che. ahIM puNyanI ja vAta che. tethI na parigrahI puNyano te, puNyano jJAyaka rahe." AhAhA...! have AmAM kyAM navarAza, phUrasada (maLe? A to je mAthe beTho hoya e kahe che hA, cAlI nIkaLyA. | mumukSu :- AjanA juvAna A badhuM mAne evuM nathI. uttara :- enuM UMdhuM mAne evuM nathI, A mAne evuM che. juvAniyAne UMdhA lAkaDA garyA na hoya ane A satya sAMbhaLe to mAne. kAraNa ke UMdhA lAkaDA garyA nathI. ane pacAsa-sAMITha varSa thaI gayA hoya ene UMdhA lAkaDA ghaNA garyA hoya ene AkaruM paDe. e.i..! "surezabhAI! A amAre "surezabhAI juvAna nathI? AhA..! AtmA juvAna kayAre kahevAya? zarIranI juvAna ne vRddha avasthA e to jaDanI che. AhAhA...! rAgane potAno mAne te bALaka che, ajJAnI che. ane rAgathI, vyavahArathI bhinna mArI cIja che tene mAne te yuvAna aMtarAtmA che ane kevaLajJAna thAya te vRddha AtmA che. A bALa, vRddha to jaDa mATInI avasthA che. AtmAmAM bALa, yuvAna ne vRddha avasthA zuM? rAganI kriyAne potAnI mAne, dharma mAne) e mithyAdaSTi bALaka che. ane rAgathI mArI cIja bhinna che, huM to zuddha caitanya chuM, rAga dharma nahi, rAga puNya che, vikAra che, tenAthI mArI cIja bhinna che, (e) aMtarAtmA (che). arthAt e puNya pariNAma ane karmathI bhinna aMtaramAM rahyo che. puNyamAM ekAkAra nahi, karmamAM ekAkAra nahi. AhAhA...! e puNyanA pariNAmathI aMtarAtmA aMdara bhinna
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________________ gAthA210 271 che. karmanI madhyamAM paDyo bhagavAna aMtarAtmA bhinna che. tenI dRSTi ane anubhava kare te yuvAna che. e AtmAmAM yuvAna che. ane aMtaramAM ekAgra thaIne kevaLajJAna pragaTa kare e vRddha AtmA che. "kAMtibhAI'! AvI vAtuM che. "kAMtibhAI rokANA che. "maphAbhAI ne beya. "maphAbhAI AvyA che? AvyA che, lyo! sAruM karyuM. hoM! AhA...! bApA! vastu AvI che, bhAI! zuM karIe? lokone sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi ene UMdhuM lAge. zuM thAya? bhAI! mumukSu :- lokone ema thAya che ke amArI badhI kriyA uthApe che. uttara :- e tane lAbhadAyaka nathI. teno niSedha kare che. e tArA hitane mATe vAta che. AhA...! vyavahAra kriyA e lAbhadAyaka nathI, e rAga che e nukasAnakartA che. e mATe tane lAbhanI vAta kare che. AhAhA...! (ahIMyAM) TIkA. "icchA parigraha che. tene parigraha nathI-jene icchA nathI. icchA to ajJAnamaya bhAva che..." AhAhA...! puNyanI icchA karavI, parapadArthanI icchA karavI e to ajJAnabhAva che, kahe che. AhAhA...! ane ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI,... AhAhA.! nirjarA adhikAra che ne? "ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI..." arthAt tene paranI icchAno parigraha nathI. AhAhA...! tene puNyabhAvanI paNa icchA nathI. AhAhA...! jJAnIne jJAnamaya ja bhAva hoya che..." dharmIne dharmamaya bhAva ja hoya che. AhAhA...! e rAga jJAnamaya nathI, e to ajJAna che. AhAhA...! "puNya-pApa adhikAra'mAM to kahyuM, zubha-azubhabhAva beya ajJAna che. temAM jJAnasvarUpano koI aMzaya nathI. AhA...! to ahIMyAM kahe che ke, "jJAnIne jJAnamaya ja bhAva hoya che;." jJAnIne jJAnamaya ja bhAva hoya che. rAga ajJAna che te-maya bhAva tene nathI. AhAhA...! tethI ajJAnamaya bhAva je icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe." ajJAnamaya bhAva. eTale? icchAno abhAva hovAthI "jJAnI dharmane icchato nathI;." dharma zabda zubhabhAva. dharma zabda zubhaupayoga, zubharAga, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino rAga, tene dharmI icchato nathI. ara.2.! AvI vAtuM. samajANuM? samajAya che ne? kizorabhAI! nAIrobImAM A badhuM nathI, tyAM tamArI dhULamAM. vAta sAcI. AhA.! icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe jJAnI dharmane... dharma nAma vyavahAra dharmane eTale puNyane eTale zubhaupayogane icchato nathI...... AhAhA.! thAya che, paNa icchato nathI. jANanAra rahe che, ema kahe che. "icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe jJAnI dharma... nAma puNya nAma zubhaupayogane icchato nathI;." AhAhA..! "mATe jJAnIne dharmano parigraha nathI." dharmano parigraha nathI teno artha zuM thayo? ke, zubhaupayoga je dharma vyavahArathI kahevAmAM Avyo tenI pakaDa nahi, e mAro che ema mAnato nathI. AhAhA.. keTalo spaSTa zloka che. AhA...! prabhu! paNa pUrvanA Agraha pakaDIne beThA) hoya. AhA...! dharmane icchato nathI;" are.re. dharmI dharmane na cAhe? kayo dharma? vyavahAradharma eTale
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________________ 272 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 puNya, zubhaupayoga. ene Aropita dharma kahIne evA Aropita dharmane dharmI icchato nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM? icchAno abhAva hovAthI dharmI dharmane icchato nathI. dharmI dharmane icchato nathI (to) kayo dharma? vyavahAra eTale rAga. zubhaupayoga. AhAhA.! are.re.! anaMtakALathI rakhaDe che. AhAhA..! eka miniTa pahelA bicArAne pANInI khabara nahi. "morabI'. koka kahetuM hatuM, eka miniTamAM eka phUTa caDatuM. pANInuM oluM taLAva phATyuM ne? baMdha tUTyo, baMdha tUTyo. eka miniTe eka phUTa, be miniTe be phUTa. AhA.! ATha miniTe to ATha phUTa UMcuM AvI gayuM. DUbI gayA mANasa. AhAhA.! e vakhate zarIrane mAruM mAnI jIvavA mATe taraphaDiyA mAre. hai? paNa eka AtmA chuM, mAruM jIvana koI parane laIne nathI, bhale deha chUTI jAya, bhale deha buDI jAya. huM kyAM bUDuM chuM? AhAhA...! huM to bhagavAna AtmA bhagavasvarUpa AhAhA...! e mArI cIjamAM huM to birAjuM chuM. AhAhA.! birAjavAno artha zobhA. mArI zobhA to mArAmAM rahevuM e mArI zobhA che. AhAhA...! rAga Ave che paNa icchato nathI. mATe jJAnIne dharmano parigraha nathI." lyo! kayo dharma puNya, rAga zubhaupayoga. jJAnIne zubhaupayogarUpa parigraha nathI. zubhaupayoga mAro che ema te mAnato nathI. AhAhA.! "jJAnamaya evA eka jJAyakabhAvanA sadbhAvane lIdhe...." tyAre kema? jJAnamaya eka jJAyakabhAva huM chuM). vartamAna paryAyamAM jJAyakabhAvanuM bhAna che e jJAyakabhAva huM chuM. jJAyakabhAva to trikALI che paNa paryAyamAM bhAna thayuM tyAre huM jJAyakabhAva chuM. che ne? "jJAnamaya evA eka jJAyakabhAvanA sabhAvane lIdhe A (jJAnI) dharmano kevaLa jJAyaka ja che. puNyano samakitI jANanAra rahe, jANanAra che. puNyane potAnuM mAnanAra che nahi. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) jJAnamAM Ama nakkI to karA vastunuM svarUpa Ave che ema jJAnamAM nirNayane avakAza to de bhAI! are, ene marIne kyAM javuM che? dareka yonimAM anaMtA bhavo gALyA; have to parathI lakSa pheravIne AtmAmAM DUbakI mArA tuM tArA gharamAM jAne e badhA zubha vikalpo hoya, paNa e tArA gharanI cIja nathI, bhagavAna! tuM to dehanI pIDA ne rAganI pIDA-baMnethI bhinna cho, te dehanA rogano tane je aNagamo lAge che te to TheSa che-e ekeya cIja tArA gharamAM nathI. Atmadharma aMka-5, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ gAthA- 211 273 ( gAthA211 ) apariggaho aNiccho bhaNido NANI ya Necchadi adhammaM / apariggaho adhammassa jANago teNa so hodi||211|| aparigraho'niccho bhaNito jJAnI ca necchatyadharmam / aparigraho'dharmasya jJAyakastena sa bhvti||211|| icchA parigrahaH / tasya parigraho nAsti yasyecchA nAsti / icchA tvajJAnamayo bhAvaH, ajJAnamayo bhAvastu jJAnino nAsti, jJAnino jJAnamaya eva bhaavo'sti| tato jJAnI ajJAnamayasya bhAvasya icchAyA abhAvadadharmaM necchti| tena jJAnino'dharmaparigraho naasti| jJAnamayasyaikasya jJAyakabhAvasya bhAvAdadharmasya kevalaM jJAyaka evAyaM syaat| ___ evameva cAdharmapadaparivartanena rAgadveSakrodhamAnamAyAlobhakarmamanovacanakAyazrocakSurdhANarasanasparzanasUtrANi SoDaza vyaakhyeyaani| anayA dishaa'nyaanypyuuhyaani| have, jJAnIne adharmano pApano) parigraha nathI ema kahe che - anicchaka kahyo aparigrahI, jJAnI na icche pApane, tethI na parigrahI, pApano te, pApano jJAyaka rahe. 211. gAthArtha - [ nijI: ] anicchakane [ aparigraha: ] aparigrahI [ bhaLataH ] kahyo che [ 4 ] ane [ jJAnI ] jJAnI [ dharman ] adharmane pApane) [ 1 rUchati ] icchato nathI, [ tena ] tethI [ saH ] te [ dharmasya ] adharmano [ aparigra: ] parigrahI nathI, [ jJAya: ] (adharmano) jJAyaka ja [ mavati ] che. TIkA :- icchA parigraha che. tene parigraha nathI jene IcchA nathI. IcchA to ajJAnamaya bhAva che ane ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI, jJAnIne jJAnamaya ja bhAva hoya che; tethI ajJAnamaya bhAva je icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe jJAnI adharmane icchato nathI, mATe jJAnIne adharmano parigraha nathI. jJAnamaya evA eka jJAyakabhAvanA sadUbhAvane lIdhe A (zAnI) adharmano kevaLa jJAyaka ja che. e ja pramANe gAthAmAM "adharma zabda palaTIne tenI jagyAe rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, karma, nokarma, mana, vacana, kAya, zrotra, cakSu, ghANa, rasana ane sparzana - e soLa zabdo mUkI, soLa gAthAsUtro vyAkhyAnarUpa karavAM ane A upadezathI bIjAM paNa vicAravAM.
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________________ 274 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pravacana naM. 290 gAthA-211 maMgaLavAra, zrAvaNa vada 14, tA. 21-08-1979 'samayasAra 210 gAthA thaI. 211. have, jJAnIne adharmano pApano) parigraha nathI ema kahe che - pahelA ema kahyuM ke, dharmI jIva potAne jJAyaka svabhAva (svarU5) anubhave che, jANe che. tene zubhabhAva Ave che paNa e zubhabhAva mAro che ane mane lAbhadAyaka che, evI dRSTi nathI. AvyuM ne? icchA parigraha che." e puNya-zubhabhAvanI icchA thAya e parigraha che. dharmIne e icchAno parigraha, zubhaupayogarUpI bhAvanI IcchA nathI to tene te parigraha nathI. jhINI vAta che, bhAI! A to pahelA darajjAnI vAta che. jene jJAyaka svabhAva sarvajJa svabhAva huM chuM ema dRSTimAM, anubhavamAM Avyo te jIvane zubhabhAva mAro che, evI icchA thatI nathI. AhAhA.! bahAranI cIja to kyAMya rahI gaI. zubhaupayoga e puNya che, icchA nathI ke e mArI cIja che. icchA hoya to mArI cIja che, e to parigraha (thayo), mithyASTi thayo. AhAhA...! zubhaupayoganI icchA che ane mArI cIja che ema mAne to e to mithyAtva che. jhINI vAta, bhagavAnA Ama Avo, haribhAI" samajANuM? AhAhA.! - dharma, jene dharmI evo bhagavAna jJAyaka sarvajJa svabhAvI prabhunA Azraye, dRSTi-samyagdarzana thayuM ane tene Azraye je samyajJAna thayuM, e jJAnIne zubhabhAvanI icchA nathI. AhAhA...! jo zubhabhAvanI icchA hoya to e parigraha-pakkaDa thaI gaI, to trikALI jJAyakanI pakkaDa chUTI gaI. AhAhA..! trikALI caitanyamUrti, caitanyaprakAzano pUMja prabhu, tenI jene pakkaDaanubhava che to (tene) rAga, zubhabhAvanI pakkaDa nathI, icchA nathI. AhAhA...! ane zubhabhAvano parigraha-pakkaDa thaI ke, mAro che, to jJAyakabhAvanI dRSTi-pakkaDa chUTI gaI. AhAhA.! bahu kAma AkaruM. e zubhaupayoganI vAta 210mAM kahI. zubhaupayoga. AhA..! bhagavAnanI bhakti, bhagavAnano vinaya.... AhAhA.! evo je zubhabhAva, dharmIne e zubhabhAva mAro che, evI dRSTi nathI. AhAhA...! ane jo e zubhabhAva mAro che, evI dRSTi hoya to samyagdarzana chUTI jAya che. trikALI jJAyakanI dRSTi, nija bhAva chUTI jAya che. AhAhA.! bahu vAta (AkarI), bApA! prabhu! (A) janma-maraNanA aMtanI vAtuM (che), bhAI! ahIMyAM to loko kahe che ke, samyagdarzana sAtame (guNasthAne thAya che, ema kAle AvyuM hatuM. are...! prabhu! vaLI eka kora kahe ke "bharata cakravartI kSAyika samakitI hatA. kyAMya meLa nathI. AhA...! kSAyika samakita e samakita nathI? sAtame to cAritra, samakitapUrvaka cAritra che tyAM to. AhAhA...! chae guNasthAne ema ke, pramAda che tyAM sudhI samyajJAna nathI. ara.2.2.! Ama kahe che.
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________________ gAthA211 275 ahIM to pahele dhaDAke bhagavAna zuddha caitanyaghana, teno anubhava sva-anusAre thayo to tene samyagdarzana kahe che ane e samyagdarzanamAM svarUpaAcaraNano aMza ane AnaMdanuM vedana paNa sAthe thAya che. AhA...! are.! A vAta. have ene samyagdaSTi na kahevA ane sAtame kahevA loko atyAre kriyAkAMDanA joramAM caDI gayA che, ajJAnamAM. AhA. samyagdarzana cothe guNasthAne, avirati samyagdaSTi ema kahyuM che ne? AhAhA...! rAganI Asakti chUTI nathI. cAritradoSa chUTyo nathI paNa aMtara svarUpanI dRSTi aMdara pragaTa thaI che. AhAhA...! to samyagdaSTi che ane aviratI che. teno artha zuM thayo? hajI asthiratAnA rAgano tyAga nathI. rAganI ekatAbuddhino tyAga (thayo che) paNa rAganI asthiratAno tyAga nathI. nahitara to aviratI samyagdaSTi kema kahevAmAM Ave che? jhINI vAta bahu, bApu AhAhA.! e ahIM kahe che, dharmIne to jJAnamaya eka bhAva ja potAno che. AhAhA.! caitanyarasathI bharelo sarvajJa svarUpI prabhu, AhA! zAkabhAva te huM chuM. rAgano vikalpa thAya che te huM nathI. AhAhA...! kemake kharekhara to e icchA, zubhaupayogarUpIbhAva e acetana che. AhAhA.. caitanyasvarUpa bhagavAna, e kahyuM ne chaThThI gAthAmAM? ke, jJAyakabhAva bhagavAna jo zubha ane azubha upayogarUpe thaI jAya to jaDa thaI jAya. AhAhA...! zuM kahyuM? ke, bhagavAna jJAyaka svarUpa caitanya, e jo zubha ane azubharUpe thaI jAya to zubha-azubha che e acetana jaDa che, to AtmA jaDa thaI jAya. AhAhA...! chaThThI gAthAmAM che. muddAnI rakama che. AhAhA...! AtmA (ke) je jJAyakabhAva che te jo zubhaupayogarUpa thaI jAya (to) jaDa thaI jAya, ema kahe che. AvI vAta che, prabhu! AhAhA.! cothe guNasthAne samyagdaSTi jIva, zubhaupayogarUpI huM nathI (ema mAne che). AhAhA....! kemake zubhaupayogamAM jJAyakano, cetanano aMza nathI. tethI "puNya-pApa" (adhikAramAM) kahyuM ne? ke, zubhAzubhabhAva to ajJAnamaya bhAva che ne. pahelI gAthA-145. AhAhA.! zubhaazubhabhAva to ajJAnarUpa che ne. puNya-pApamAM AvyuM che ne? pahelI (gAthA) che. 14pa. "zubha ke azubha jIvapariNAma...." 145 (gAthAnI TIkAno) bIjo peregrApha. "zubha ke azubha jIvapariNAma kevaLa ajJAnamaya hovAthI...' AhAhA.! 145 gAthA, bIjo peregrApha. jayaMtibhAI! jhINI vAta che, bApu! bahu jhINI. AhAhA.! zubhaupayoga ane azubhaupayoga, beya ajJAnamaya che. ajJAnamaya eTale mithyAtvamaya ema nahi. emAM jJAna caitanya bhagavAna jJAyakabhAva, teno aMza, zubhAzubhamAM (e) aMza nathI. cetanano aMza nathI mATe acetana ajJAna kahyuM. jJAnano aMza nathI mATe ajJAna kahyuM. mithyAtva nahi. mithyAtva to e zubhAzubhabhAvane potAnA mAne to mithyAtva (kahevAya), paNa zubhAzubhabhAva che te ajJAnamaya che. AhAhA..! e ajJAnamaya bhAvane potAnA mAne, AhAhA...! A vartamAna 210 (gAthAmAM) che
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________________ 276 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ne? e zubhabhAva ajJAnamaya che. AhAhA.! bhagavAna to jJAnamaya che. bhagavAna eTale AtmA. AhA.! e to caitanyaprakAzanI mUrti, caitanyanA prakAzanA nUranuM teja (che). AhAhA.! e jJAnapravAhI bhagavAna, dhruva jJAna. jJAna. jJAna. jJAna. jJAna. jJAna evA bhagavAnamAM zubhabhAvano abhAva che. ane zubhabhAvano jo bhAva thaI jAya to jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna jaDa thaI jAya. AhAhA...! kemake zubhaupayoga e acetana, ajJAna che. ajJAna nAma temAM jJAna nathI. jJAyakabhAva jo ajJAnamaya thaI jAya to jJAyakabhAva raheto nathI. rAgamaya thaI gayo, acetana thaI gayo. AhAhA.! bhAre vAtuM AkarI. A "haribhAI hamaNA "morabInI vAta karatA hatA. Ama dekhAva evo lAge che. hai? morabI'no dekhAva, AhAhA..! bhAI kahetA hatA. bhAI! "indubhAI AvyA'tA, eNe kahyuM. AhAhA.! ema bhagavAna AtmA... AhAhA...! rAgamaya thaI jAya to ujjaDa thaI jAya. samajANuM? caitanya vastu bhagavAna jJAyakabhAva e rAgamaya thaI jAya to caitanya ujjaDa thaI jAya, jaDa thaI jAya. AhAhA...! ahIM vAta che, bhAI! jhINI vAta che, prabhu! tArI prabhutAno pAra nathI, nAtha! AhAhA...! jJAnanI prabhutA, IzvaranI prabhutA, AnaMdanI prabhutA. AhAhA...! tenI AgaLa zubhabhAva to duHkharUpa che. bhagavAna AnaMdamUrti prabhu, AnaMdanA rasathI bharyo paDyo, tenI AgaLa zubha rAga e to duHkharUpa che ane duHkharUpa che e AtmAno thaI jAya to AtmA duHkhamaya thaI jAya. AhAhA.! AvI vAtu, bApA, bahu prabhu! zuM karIe? are. duniyA kyAM paDI che? saMpradAyane kyAM calAvI rahyA che ane mArga kyAM che? AhAhA.! hajI enA khyAlamAMya vAta na Ave e aMdaramAM pariNamana kema thAya? AhAhA...! e ahIM zubhanI vAtamAM TIkAmAM ema lIdhuM che, bhAI! icchA, vAMchA, moha traNa zabda lIdhA che. saMskRta TIkA. zubhabhAvanI icchA, vAMchA ane moha traNe nathI. saMskRta TIkAmAM che, bhAI! "jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM (che). AhA.! ane pApamAM "moha" zabda nathI lIdho vaLI kudarate icchA ane vAMchA be lIdhA che. hamaNA Avaze emAM. AhAhA...! bhAI! A to bhagavat kathA che. AhAhA...! prabhu! bhagavat svarUpa, bhagavAna svarUpa prabhu, ene rAgarUpe mAnavo, prabhu! e to abhagavata-jaDarUpe thayo. AhAhA.. jemAM caitanyano aMza nathI. AhAhA...! emAM sukhabuddhi mAnavI, A zubhamAM, hoM! azubhamAM to ThIka, AhAhA...! zubhabhAvamAM paNa mAro che ema sukhabuddhi mAnavI, e sukhanuM duHkharUpe pariNamana mithyAtva thayuM. AhAhA.! jJAnIne zubhabhAva Ave che paNa tanmaya thaIne mAro che evI dRSTi nathI. chatAM pariNamanamAM zubhabhAva che ema jJAnI jANe che, mArI paryAyamAM che paNa duHkharUpa che. samajANuM? AhAhA.! ane e rAganI paryAyano huM kartA chuM. pariName che to e apekSAe kartA (kahyo). karavA
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________________ gAthA-211 277 lAyaka che mATe kartA (che), ema nahi. AhAhA..! keTalI apekSAo paDe prabhumAM. AhAhA..! eka kora kahe ke, zubharAga mAro nathI ane paryAyamAM che to mAruM pariNamana che ema jANavuM. AhAhA..! pariNamanamAM mAro che, vastumAM mAro nathI. AhAhA..! bahu mArga bApu..! e have ahIMyAM pApamAM kahe che. have kahe che ke, dharmIne adharma(no parigraha nathI). loko to ema kahe che ke, tyAM dharma kema kahyo? tyAM adharma to kahyo nathI. AhAhA..! paNa ene puNya kahyuM che teno artha zuM thayo? puNya e kaMI dharma nathI, e to adharma che. AkarI vAta, bApA! prabhu! tArI balihArI che, nAtha! AhAhA..! nirmaLAnaMda AnaMdano nAtha prabhu, atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara, evo je atIndriya bhagavAna.. AhAhA..! teno jene aMtaramAM svAda Avyo e rAgano svAda levAne atatpara che. svAda Ave che, duHkha che paNa e ThIka che, ema (svAda) levAne atatpara che. samajANuM? duHkhanuM pariNamana mArAmAM che ema jANe che. chatAM e duHkhanA pariNamanamAM sukha nathI. mAre ka2vA lAyaka nathI paNa mArI nabaLAIthI Ave che to e mAro parigraha nathI, mArA dravyamAM e nathI. AhAhA..! paryAyamAM hovA chatAM dravyamAM nathI. evI dRSTi rAgathI bhinna paDIne thaI to e rAgano potAno mAnato nathI. AvuM 'zAMtibhAI' bahu jhINuM, bApu! A to vItarAga mArga 5ramAtmA traNalokanA nAtha indronI vacce, gaNadharonI vacce Ama kahetA hatA. indro ane gaNadharonI vacce je vAta kahe che e vAta che, prabhu! AhAhA..! have, jJAnIne adharmano pApano) parigraha nathI ema kahe che :-' kemake pApa e acetana che. pApa e ajJAna nAma jJAnano abhAva svabhAvarUpa che to dharmIne jJAnanA abhAva svabhAvarUpa cIja, tenI parigraha-pakkaDa nathI. AhAhA..! Ave che, jJAnIne pApanA piraNAma Ave che. viSaya, Asakti AdinA pariNAma Ave che) paNa tenI pakkaDa nathI. pakkaDa nathIno artha temAM tanmaya, zAyakasvabhAva tanmaya thaI jAya ema nahi. paryAyamAM tanmaya che. AvI vAta. AhAhA..! samajANuM? e gAthA kahe che. 211. apariggaho aNiccho bhaNido NANI ya Necchadi adhammaM / apariggaho adhammassa jANago teNa so hodi / / 211 / / anicchaka kahyo aparigrahI, jJAnI na icche pApane, tethI na parigrahI, pApano te, pApano jJAyaka rahe. 211. TIkA :- icchA parigraha che.' AhAhA..! icchA e ja parigraha che. cAhe to puNyanI icchA ho, pApanI icchA ho e icchA ja parigraha che. kemake bhagavAnamAM icchA che ja nahi. AhAhA..! icchA e ajJAnamayabhAva che. e jJAnamaya bhagavAnaAtmAmAM icchAno abhAva che. AhAhA..!
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________________ gAthA-211 279 bheda nahi evo ekarUpa, avinazvara-avinAzI dhruva, paramazuddhabhAva paramalakSaNa nijAtmadravya, nijAtmadravya, tene dharmI sAdhe che. AhA...! ane pachI emAM lakhyuM che, khaMDa khaMDa jJAnane sAdhatA nathI. AhA! cha khaMDane to sAdhatA nathI paNa khaMDa khaMDa jJAnane sAdhato nathI). AhA.! 320nuM vyAkhyAna AvI gayuM che. samajANuM? AhA! che ahIMyAM? hA, i, juo! je sakaLa nirAvaraNa akhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya avinazvara zuddha pAriNAmika paramabhAva lakSaNa nija paramAtmadravya te ja huM chuM. paraMtuM ema bhAvato nathI ke khaMDa khaMDa jJAnarUpa huM chuM. cha khaMDa to nahi paNa khaMDa khaMDa jJAnane bhAvato nathI. AhAhA...! 320 gAthAnuM vyAkhyAna AvI gayuM che. AhAhA...! icchA parigraha che. tene parigraha nathI-jene icchA nathI." AhAhA.! "icchA to ajJAnamaya bhAva che." juo! AhAhA...! e jJAnamaya prabhu che ane) icchA to ajJAnamaya bhAva che. bhagavAna jJAna ane AnaMdamaya che to icchA ajJAna ane duHkharUpa che. AhAhA...! are.re...! AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA na maLe e bicArA kema kare? AhAhA...! A karo ne A karo. are.re...! ahIM to kahe che, icchAmAtra parigraha che. AhAhA.! jene icchA nathI tene teno parigraha nathI, tenI pakkaDa nathI. AhAhA...! e (eka) stavanamAM AvatuM. dukAna upara vAMcatA hatA ne? cAra sakjhAyamALA che. te dinI, A to (saMvata) 1964-6panI vAta che. "sahajAnaMdI re AtmA moTI sajhAya. sUto kAMI nizciMta re' e rAgamAM sUto, potAno mAnIne, prabhu! zuM thayuM tane A? "sahajAnaMdI re AtmA, sUto kAMI nizciMta re, moha taNA re raNiyA bhame rAganI ekatAmAM, mithyAtvabhAva mAthe cora phare che. "jAga jAga re mativaMta re, e lUMTe jagatanA jaMta re bAyaDI, chokarA, kuTuMbIo lUMTArA, dhUtArA lUMTe tane. amane Ama kyo ne amane Ama kyo ne amane ... zuM karavA meLavyuM hatuM? amane sagavaDatA Apo. e jagatanA prANI tUTe tane. lUMTe jagatanA jaMta, viralA koI ugaraMta moTI sakjhAya Ave che ne? e vakhate vAMcatA. cAra sakjhAyamALA che. cAra sakjhAyamALA che. eka-ekamAM base-aDhIse sajhAya che. dukAna upara magAvI hatI te di'. pitAjInI gharanI dukAna hatI, nivRtti (hatI), kaMI upAdhi nahotI. AhA...! AhAhA..! ahIM kahe che, sahajAnaMdI re AtmA. A sahajAnaMdI olA "svAmInArAyaNanA nahi, hoM! A sahajAnaMdI prabhu, sahajAnaMdI AtmA kema sUto nizcita? rAgamAM kema nizcita thaI) sUI gayo? A zuM thayuM tane? AhAhA...! icchAmAM tuM Akho dorAya gayo, nAtha! AhAhA...! tAro parigraha to AnaMda ne zAMti tArI cIja che. prabhu! A rAgamAM tane zuM thayuM? AhAhA...! ahIM e kahe che, "icchA to ajJAnamaya bhAva che... AhAhA...! icchA mithyAtva bhAva che, ema nahi. icchA hoya mATe mithyAtva thAya, ema nahi. icchAne potAnI mAne to mithyAtva (che), paNa icchA svarUpa che e ajJAnamaya che. zuM kahyuM? icchA e mithyAtvarUpI
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________________ 280 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 bhAva che, ema nahi. paNa icchA ajJAnamaya bhAva che. je nija jJAnasvabhAva bhagavAna, tenI icchAno abhAva to ajJAnamaya bhAva che. AhAhA.! "hIrAbhAI! AvI vAtuM, bApu! AhA.! A juone "morabInI vAtuM sAMbhaLIe chIe tyAM vairAgya... vairAgya thaI jAya evuM che. AkhI "morabI'. paMdara-paMdara hajAra mANasa, vIsa hajAra mANasa (marI gayA) ema kahe che. keTalAka dasa hajAra, koI paMdara-vIsa (kahe che). paNa dasa hajAra to ochAmAM ochA kahe che. mANasa marI gayA. AhAhA...! e pAchA marIne (kyAMya jAya). e vakhate to ArtadhyAna hoya. Ama bacuM ne Ama banyuM. e marIne ghaNA to DhoramAM jAya. mAMsa ne dArU na khAtA hoya che, hoM! are.! e pazumAM avatare prabhu ene have manuSyapaNuM kyAre maLe ne ene kyAre sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe? AhAhA.! ahIM kahe che ke, icchA to ajJAnamaya bhAva che. arthAt temAM jJAnano bhAva nathI. e rAga te ajJAnamaya bhAva che "ane ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI," AhAhA...! dharmIne jJAnamaya bhAva che to tene icchA-ajJAnamaya bhAva hoto nathI. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? AhA...! indu parama di Avyo hato, bhAI! jayaMtibhAI! "ratibhAIno. i kahe, jema pANI aMdara gayuM to amAre to aMdara gharamAM nisaraNI hatI eTale (upara) caDI gayA. ane sAme ghara hatuM emAM ene nisaraNI bahAra hatI. pANI ATaluM AvyuM to e bahAra nIkaLI zakyA nahi. tyAM marI gayA. AkhuM ghara khalAsa. paNa ame to A pANI dekhyuM to maDadAM jAya. pokAra aMdara (ukyo), jJAyakabhAva jANanAra chuM. ene jANapaNuM che. indu nahi nAno, ratibhAIno? bApujI ne bA ne badhA upara caDI gayA paNa pokAra aMdaramAM (udyo). koNa jANe kyAMthI ekadama (Avyo). koI vikalpa saMyogano Avato paNa chatAM pokAra (e hato), jJAyaka chuM. huM bIjI koI cIja chuM nahi. juvAna mANasa che. indu, "ratibhAI'no nahi? 'cImanabhAIno jamAI che. AhAhA...! e kaTokaTInA kALe, heM? ene jJAyakabhAvamAM rahevuM. huM jJAyaka chuM, basa! bIjuM kaMI rahevuM-phahevuM nahi. AhAhA.! e jAtanA bhaNakAra paNa bApA! alaukika che ne! hai? bhAI hatA ne, "lAlacaMdabhAI? hai? mumukSu :- khare TANe. uttara :- khare TANe. bhAI hatA. vAta karI tyAre ubhA hatA. AhAhA...! ohoho.. zuM AcArye vAta karI che). icchA parigraha che. gajaba kAma karyuM che, prabhu tene parigraha nathI-jene icchA nathI." AhAhA..! jJAnIne icchA nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA...! jeNe AnaMdanA sAgarane joyo che, jeNe atIndriya AnaMdanA sAgarane hiloLe nAkhato prabhu (joyo che), AhAhA..! atIndriya AnaMdanA hiloLe caDelo prabhu, evuM jeNe aMdara anubhavyuM ane jANyo che. AhAhA...! ene ajJAnamaya bhAva-icchA hotI nathI,
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________________ gAthA-211 kahe che. AhAhA..! jhINI vAta, bApu! A to pa2mAtmA traNalokanA nAtha indro ane gaNadharanI vacce kahetA hatA e vAta che. AhA..! 5ramAtmA birAje che. bhagavAna to birAje che. 'sImaMdharaprabhu' sAkSAt sabhAmAM. AhAhA..! e 'kuMdakuMdAcArya' ATha di' rahyA ne A saMdeza lAvyA. pote to muni hatA, bhAvaliMgI saMta. AnaMdanA.. AhAhA..! AnaMdanA saDakA anubhava karatA hatA paNa jarI sAMbhaLavA gayA ane pachI vizeSa nirmaLatA thaI, ane vikalpa Avyo ke huM zAstra banAuM. AhAhA..! paNa huM zrotAne kahuM chuM ke, he zrotA! anaMta siddhone paryAyamAM sthApIne sAMbhaLaje. AhAhA..! haiM? AhAhA..! prabhu! tuM pAmara nathI. tArI paryAyamAM anaMtA siddhone sthApa. rAgane dUra karI de. AhAhA..! zrotAne kahe che. vaMvittu savvasiddhe sarva siddhone 'vaMvidyu' nAma Adara karIne, Adara karIne nAma paryAyamAM sthApIne. AhAhA..! have siddhapaNAnI paryAyane sthApI to tuM svalakSe sAMbhaLa have. AhAhA..! gajaba vAtuM che. 'samayasAra'nuM eka eka pada, eka eka gAthA alaukika che, bApu! AhAhA..! e A (kahe che), icchA to ajJAnamaya bhAva che...' gajaba vAta che. eka ko2 bhagavAna jJAnamaya caitanyaprakAzanI mUrti ane eka ko2 icchA, aMdhakAra, ajJAna, emAM jJAnano abhAva che. aMdhakAramaya che. A jJAnamaya prabhu che to icchA aMdhakAramaya che. A jJAnamaya che to e ajJAnamaya che. bhagavAna AnaMdamaya che to icchA duHkhamaya che. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! duniyA mAne na mAne, vastu svataMtra che. prabhu! tAre paNa sukhI thavuM hoya to A rasto lIdhe sukhI che, bAkI badhI vAtuM che. AhAhA..! e ajJAnamaya bhAva che. AhAhA..! che to bhAva che. che? AhAhA..! jema bhagavAna AnaMdamaya bhAva che ema icchA ajJAnamaya bhAva che. AhAhA..! samajANuM? bhAI! A to bhagavAnano upadeza che, prabhu! AhAhA..! 'ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI... AhAhA..! jeNe AtmA jJAnamaya, AnaMdamaya jANyo tene A ajJAnamaya icchA bhAva hoto nathI. AhAhA..! samajANuM? (icchA) ajJAnamaya bhAva che ane ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI,...' icchA ja tene hotI nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA..! bhagavAna AnaMdanA nAthanI aMdaranI bhAvanAmAM icchAno avakAza kyAM che? AhAhA..! jene rAgathI bhinna paDIne bhagavAna tarapha prayatna DhaLI gayo che.. AhAhA..! pra-yatna-pra-vizeSe puruSArtha tyAM DhaLI gayo che aMdara. AhAhA..! ene A ajJAnamaya icchA hotI nathI. AhAhA..! AvuM kAma che. have A vastune aMdara samajyA vinA A vrata karo ne apavAsa karo. badhA bALavrata ne bALatapa che. murkhAI bharelA tapa ne murkhAI bharelA (apavAsa che). AhAhA..! e tArA hitanI vAta che, prabhu! tane duHkha lAge ke, are......! ame A badhuM karIe, vrata ne tapa ne, e badhuM jUThuM? bhAI! tane duHkhanA kAraNa che, bhAI! AhA..! emAM duHkha che. icchAmAtramAM duHkha che, 281
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________________ 282 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 e ajJAnamaya che. jJAnamaya nathI tema AnaMdamaya nathI eTale duHkhamaya che. AhAhA...! kaho. A to badhA juvAnone ne vRddhone badhAne samajavAnuM che. juvAna, vRddha to jaDa che. bhagavAna kyAM juvAna, vRddha che? anaMta AnaMda ne anaMta jJAna ne anaMta zAMtithI bharelo sAgara bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu, AhA.! enI AgaLa jJAnIne rAga je ajJAnamaya ane duHkhamaya (che) tene te hoto nathI. AhAhA! jenuM astitva AnaMdamaya ane jJAnamaya evI sattAno svIkAra thayo che. AhAhA...! jenA hovApaNAMmAM, sattAnA svIkAramAM anaMta AnaMda, anaMta jJAna, anaMta IzvaratA, anaMta zAMti... zAMti... zAMti. zAMti. zAMti, akaSAyabhAvarUpI anaMta zAMti. AhAhA.! eno jene aMtara jJAnanI paryAyamAM svIkAra thayo che, dRSTie ene pratItamAM lIdho che. AhAhA...! evA dharmIne A IcchA ajJAnamaya hotI nathI, kahe che. bhAre kAma, bApu! AhAhA..! ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI, jJAnIne jJAnamaya ja bhAva hoya che;" juo! ja' kahyo ne? dharmIne to dharmamaya ja bhAva hoya che. AhAhA.! rAga thAya che paNa e mAro che, ema nathI. eTale ene to dharmamaya, jJAnamaya bhAva hoya che. AhAhA...! "tethI." A kAraNe. kyA kAraNe? ke ajJAnamaya bhAva-rAga, e jJAnIne hoto nathI. jJAnIne jJAnamaya bhAva ja, jJAnamaya ja. AhAhA.! jANavuM-dekhavuM, AnaMdAdino bhAva jJAnIne hoya che. AhAhA.! "tethI...' kayA kAraNe? "jJAnIne jJAnamaya ja bhAva hoya che; tethI.' ema. AhAhA....! ajJAnamaya bhAva je icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe..." ajJAnamaya bhAva, evI icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe jJAnI adharmane icchato nathI;." dharmIne pApanI icchA nathI. pApanA pariNAma thAya che paNa tenI IcchA nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM? AnaMdanA nAthanI jyAM bhAvanA che tyAM adharmanI icchA kayAMthI hoya? AhA...! "tethI ajJAnamaya bhAva je icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe jJAnI adharmane icchato nathI;." dharmIjIvane pApanI icchA ja nathI. pApa mAruM che, evI icchA nathI. huM to jJAnI jJAnamaya chuM, to pApanI icchA jJAnIne che nahi. AhAhA...! potAnA jJAnamaya bhAvanI AgaLa adharma pApa, ajJAnamaya duHkharUpanI icchA hotI nathI. AhAhA...! ohoho...! je prabhu sukhane paMthe AtmA dorAya gayo che, AhAhA.! ene duHkhanA paMthanI icchA nathI. AhAhA...! bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu ane jJAnasvarUpamaya, e paMthe jyAM dRSTi caDI gaI che, AhAhA.! enA duHkhanA paMthamAM, icchAnA bhAva hotA nathI. AhAhA...! have AmAM (kyAM) vAda ne vivAda karavA. AhA...! samakitI apramatta dazAmAM hoya, e vinA cAritra hoya. are.! gajaba kare che, prabhu! cAritra paheluM, samakita pachI? cAritra eTale AnI kriyAkAMDa che ene cAritra kahe che. AhAhA...! ahIM to pahele daraje, dhaDAke jyAM bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano jyAM samyagdarzanamAM
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________________ gAthA- 211 283 svIkAra thayo ane jJAnanI paryAyamAM paramAtmAnuM jJAna thayuM, paramAtmA paryAyamAM Avyo nahi paNa paramAtmAnuM jeTaluM sAmarthya ane svarUpa che teTaluM badhuM jJAnanI paryAyamAM AvI gayuM. AhAhA...! AvI vAta. bhAI! mArga to A che, bApu ene bhale ekAMta TharAvo, nizcayAbhAsa TharAvo. karo! AhAhA...! mATe icchAnA abhAvane lIdhe jJAnI adharmane icchato nathI; mATe jJAnIne adharmano parigraha nathI." AhAhA..! A kAraNe. kyA kAraNe? jJAnIne adharmanI cAhanA nathI, e kAraNe. AhAhA.! bhAvanA to bhagavAna AtmA taraphanI che. AhAhA...! ene A adharmanI cAhanA nathI. e kAraNe jJAnIne adharmano parigraha nathI. AhAhA! zuM bharyuM che ne! amRtacaMdrAcArya enI TIkA. amRta reDaDyA che. jene amRtanA svAda AvyA ene jheranA svAdanI icchA kema hoya, ema kahe che. AhA. jene amRtano sAgara nAtha, jJAnanI paryAyamAM AkhuM zeya-vastu amRtanI sAgara, jJAnamAM AvI gaI, zeya tarIke jJAnamAM AvI gayo ane AnaMdano nAtha paryAyamAM Akho jANavAmAM AvI gayo tene adharmanI icchA kema hoya? AhAhA...! - have i to kahe che ke, cothe guNasthAne jJAnI na kahevAya, jJAnI to sAtame samakita thAya tyAre kahevAya). are ! prabhu! zuM kahe che)? AhAhA.! bhAI! samyagdarzana koI alaukika cIja che. AhAhA...! AkhA paramezvarane svIkArIne dRSTi aMdara paDI ane te vikalpa toDIne nirvikalpa thaIne dRSTi tyAM paDI. AhAhA...! e daSTi ane dRSTinA viSayanI vAtuM zuM karavI? prabhu! AhAhA...! e dRSTi "bharata cakravartI jevA cakravartIpadamAM paNa pragaTa thaI zake che. e pada kyAM AtmAmAM che? AhAhA.! e AvI gayuM che ne? (138 kaLaza) "pam rUdram apam parva AvI gayuM che. pahelA nirjarAmAM. rAga te apada che, apada che, prabhu! e tAruM pada nahi. AhAhA.. pahelA kaLazamAM AvI gayuM che. ahIM Ava, ahIM Ava. be be vAra AvyuM che tyAM. e apada apada che, A pada , pada che. AhAhA.! e tAruM raheThANa-tAruM rahevAnuM sthAna bhagavAna che. e rAga tAruM rahevAnuM sthAna nahi. prabhu! AhAhA...! brAhmaNa caMDALaNIne ghare jAya (to) e kaMI enuM sthAna kahevAya? AhA.! ema bhagavAna alaukika AnaMdano nAtha, e rAganA sthAnamAM jAya e rAgasthAna enA nahi. e pada tAruM nahi, prabhu! AhAhA...! kahyuM hatuM ne eka pherI, nahi? aDhAra varSanI uMmare vaDodarA mAla levA gayelA. pachI navarAze rAtre (nATaka) jovA gayelA, emAM "anusUyAnuM nATaka (hatuM). "anusUyA svargamAM jAtI hatI to nA pADI. ahIM chokarAne hAlaraDuM gAI sUvaDAve che. sUvaDAvatA kahe che, AhAhA...! beTA! tuM nirvikalpa cho. are.re.... AhAhA...! enA nATakamAM A ane A saMpradAyamAM A nahi. vaDodarAnI vAta che, (saMvata) 1964nI sAla. 64-64. aDhAra varSanI
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________________ 284 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 uMmara, mAla levA gayelA. pitAjI gujarI gayelA eTale mAla levA huM jato. amArA bhAgIdAra to tyAM besatA. "muMbaI', "bhAvanagara', "amadAvAda, bhAvanagara' zuM, "muMbaI', 'amadAvAda, vaDodarA (jAtA). emAM 'vaDodarA" gayelA. TikITa lIdhelI bAra AnAnI, bAra AnAnI copaDI lIdhelI. tame zuM kaho cho? (e jovA mATe). ema kahe che, AhAhA..! beTA! tuM nirvikalpa cho. udAsInosI nAtha! tuM to rAgathI udAsIna (cho), tAruM Asana to caitanyamAM che. AhAhA...! jayaMtibhAI' nATakamAM Ama AvatuM, ahIM to tamAre saMpradAyamAM paNa nirvikalpa AnaMda ne nirvikalpa cho, e vAta hatI? rAga karo, basa! A karo, zubha karo. AhAhA...! udAsInosI, zuddhosI, buddhosI. prabhu! tuM zuddha che. tuM buddha nAma jJAnano piMDa cho. cAra bola yAda rahyA che, hatA to ghaNA. A to ghaNA varSa thaI gayAne! hai? 71 varSa thaI gayA. sIttera ne eka. A cAra bola yAda rahI gayA. olI cha kaDI banAvI hatI emAM aDadhI kaDI yAda rahI gaI, kIdhuM ne? e (saMvata) 1964mAM banAvI hatI, i paNa, hoM zivaramaNI ramanAra tuM, tuM hI devano deva' e 1964mAM. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, prabhu jJAnIne adharmano parigraha kema nathI? (kemake) IcchAnA abhAvane lIdhe "jJAnI adharmane icchato nathI; mATe jJAnIne adharmano parigraha nathI." AhAhA...! "jJAnamaya evA eka jJAyakabhAvanA saddabhAvane lIdhe... AhAhA.. kevo lAyakabhAva? jJAnamaya eka jJAyakabhAva. bheda ne paryAya paNa nahi. AhAhA...! jJAnamaya "eka jJAyakabhAvanA saddabhAvane lIdhe...." zraddhA ane jJAnamAM jJAyakanA eka bhAvanA saddabhAvane lIdhe. AhAhA...! A siddhAMta. AvI TIkA to atyAre anyamatamAM to nathI paNa jainamAM digaMbaramAM AvI TIkA bIje nathI. evI A 'amRtacaMdrAcArye TIkAmAM amRta reDyAM che. AhAhA...! jJAnamaya evA eka jJAyakabhAva..." bhASA juo! dharmIne to "jJAnamaya evA eka jJAyakabhAvanA sadbhAvane lIdhe." A kAraNe. pApanI ane puNyanI kema icchA nathI? ke, jJAyakamaya eka jJAyakabhAvanA sadbhAvane lIdhe. AhAhA.! enI sadbhAva hayAtI, trikALI jJAyaka e dRSTimAM Avyo che. A kAraNe (jJAnI) adharmano kevaLa jJAyaka ja che. AhA...! dharmI to adharmano kevaLa jJAyaka ja che. AhAhA...! potAmAM jANe che. potAne jANe che to tene potAnI bhUmikAmAM jANe che. AhAhA...! Avo mArga che. che? "adharmano kevaLa jJAyaka ja che. e ja pramANe gAthAmAM adharma zabda palaTIne tenI jagyAe bIjA levA. vizeSa Avaze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!)
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________________ 286 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 tethI rAgano parigraha ene nathI. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? AvI vAta che, bhAI! AhAhA...! e rAga... AhAhA.! gajaba vAta che. A to vItarAgadharma che, prabhu! vItarAgatA, dravyasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, vItarAgamUrti tene Azraye vItarAga paryAya thAya. samyagdarzana e vItarAgI paryAya che. AhAhA...! dharmIne icchA hotI nathI. kemake icchA e parigraha che. jene parigraha nathI tene icchA nathI ane icchA nathI tethI rAgano parigraha paNa ene nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. tema udveSa... dveSanI icchA nathI. icchA e parigraha che. tene parigraha nathI ke jene icchA nathI. dveSanI icchA dharmIne nathI. AhAhA...! ASano bhAva e ajJAnamaya bhAva (che). e ajJAnamaya bhAvanI jJAnIne icchA nathI. AhAhA! "chabIlabhAI'! AvuM che A. tamArA vakhANa karatA hatA, "chabIlabhAInA. A ramaNIka', "ramaNIka saMghavI" kahe, bahu sAru vAMce che. popaTabhAInA dIkarAnA dIkarA. popaTabhAInA dIkarA. hai? mumukSu :- ene bhagata kahe che. uttara :- e badhA enA karatA A judI jAtano che. A judI jAtano pAkyo che. AhAhA...! "ramaNIkabhAI kahetA hatA, ramaNIkabhAI nahi? "saMghavI. saMghavI". "chabIlabhAI bahu sAru vAMce che. ekano eka dIkaro marI gayo ne? chatAM zoka karyo nathI. sthAnakavAsI mANasone to ajaba thaI gayuM. ekano eka dIkaro, be varSanuM paraNetara, gAmanI kanyA, vidhavA bAI, ene samAdhAna karAve. Ave ene samAdhAna kare pote. bhAI! e cIja to parigraha, mahemAna ja che ne! mahemAnanI muddata keTalI hoya? enI muddata pramANe rahyA, ema kahetA hatA. AhAhA...! khare TANe samyakajJAna-sAcuM kAma na Ave to kyAre kAma Ave? AhAhA.! ahIM kahe che, dveSa te ajJAnamaya bhAva (che). AhA..! aNagamo thAya e dreSa che. AhAhA. ekano eka dIkaro marI gayo hoya ane vidhavA bAI mUkIne jAya ane gharamAM be jaNA. AhAhA...! ane paisAvALA che. dasa hajAra rUpiyA kharcA, chokarAnI pAchaLa dasa hajAra kharcA. AhA...! AmAM kone kahevA bApu paisAvALA? ahIM to kahe che ke, aNagamo thavo e ajJAnamaya bhAva che. AhAhA...! pratikULa saMyoga AvatA temAM dveSa thAya, e dveSa e ajJAnamaya bhAva che. dharmIne ajJAnamaya bhAva hoto nathI. kemake tene icchA hotI nathI. icchA hotI nathI tethI te dveSano tene parigraha nathI. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? - have to A gujarAtI cAle che, spaSTa cAle che, hindImAM eTaluM spaSTa na cAle. tethI kailAsacaMdajI e kahyuM hatuM, hindI lokoe ahIMyAM AvIne gujarAtI zIkhIne AvavuM, to gujarAtI ane spaSTa thAya ne samajAya. toya A phere eka mahino ane traNa di' hindI cAlyuM. aSADha vada 13thI. nahi? zikSiNa zibira cAlI ne? atyAre to A AvyA che
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________________ gAthA-211 287 ne? pajosaNa che, gujarAtI AvyA che. AhAhA...! krodha, ' krodha te ajJAnamaya bhAva che. bhagavAna to jJAnamaya svarUpa che. AhAhA...! e jJAnamaya bhAvamAM jJAyakapaNe krodha Avyo tene jANanAro rahe. AhAhA...! jJAyakapaNe teno jANanAra rahe. paNa te mAro bhAva che. AhA...! krodha mAro bhAva che evo parigraha dharmIne hoto nathI. AhAhA...! gajaba vAta, prabhu! AhA! jeNe bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha parigrahapaNe pakkaDyo, kIdhuMne? e to bhAI! AvI gayuMne? jJAyaka te dharmIno parigraha che. AhA.! e pahelA AvI gayuM che. AhAhA...! ekalA AnaMdano rasa ne jJAnano rasakaMda prabhu, e jJAyakabhAva te dharmIno parigraha che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM bahu AkarI lAge lokone. loko bahArathI manAvI dhe. AhA.! pUjA ne bhakti ne dayA ne dAna ne vrata, e to badho rAga che. ahIM to kahe che ke, rAga te ajJAnamaya bhAva che. AhAhA.! Ave, hoya, paNa e ajJAnamaya bhAva che mATe te mAro che ema nahi. AhAhA.! are.. vItarAga. potAne ThIka na paDe ne tyAM krodha thAya, paNa ahIM to kahe che ke, krodha kadAcit Avyo paNa dharmIne tenI pakkaDa nathI. AhAhA...! e mAro che tema mAnato nathI. huM to eka jJAyakabhAvamaya svarUpa, teno mane parigraha che, e krodhano mane parigraha nahi. kemake e ajJAnamaya bhAva che. AhA...! are.! loko kyAM paDyA ne kyAM vastu che)? ene khyAlamAM paNa AvatuM nathI ke A zuM cIja che? anubhavamAM to pachI. samajAya che kAMI? AhA...! kaI rIte A vastu che ane kaI rIte A rAgAdi vastu che enI khabara nathI). mAna" mAna e ajJAnamaya bhAva che. ane mAnanI icchA te to parigraha che. tene parigraha che ke jene icchA che tene. jene icchA nathI tene te parigraha nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. e mAna (thayuM). "mAyA... AhAhA..! mAyA Ave, paNa mAyAnI icchA nathI. tethI tene mAyAno parigraha nathI ane te mAyA to ajJAnamaya bhAva (che), te jJAnamaya bhAvathI to judI cIja che. enI pakkaDa jJAnIne kema hoya? AhAhA...! jene bhagavAna jJAyakamaya ekalo AnaMdano sAgara nAtha, dRSTimAM ane jJAnanI paryAyamAM evo zAkabhAva, tenuM jJAna thayuM, AhAhA...! ene icchAmAtrano tyAga che. to icchA jyAM nathI tyAM. AhA...! mAyAno parigraha ene nathI. Are.re..re..! ema "lobha, lobha te ajJAnamaya bhAva che. AhAhA...! ajJAnamaya bhAvanI icchA, e jJAnamaya bhAvavALAne kema hoya? AhA..! jJAnamaya jJAyakabhAvane laIne e lobha che teno paNa jANanAra kahevuM e paNa vyavahAra che. paNa ahIM to ene samajAvavuM che. AhAhA...! kemake svapaprakAzaka jJAnanI dazA pragaTI che ethI te lobhane paNa prakAzaka tarIke jANe che paNa e icchA ne lobha mAro che tema dharmIne hotuM nathI. AvI vAtuM. AhAhA...! amRtanI
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________________ 288 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 dhArA vahe che. AhAhA...! bhagavAna tAro mArga eTale A bhagavAna, hoM! AhAhA...! jeNe aMdara AtmAnI amRta AnaMdanI dhArA jANI che, anubhavI che.. AhAhA.! e lobhane potAno kema mAne? AhA...! nirlobha vItarAgI svarUpa jyAM potAnuM mAnyuM che, e lobha te ajJAnamaya bhAva che. e jJAnamaya bhAvavALo te ajJAnamaya bhAvane kema icche? AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? bhASA to sAdI (che), hindIvALAne samajAya evuM che. A kAMI evI (agharI) bhASA nathI. AhA.! badhA hindIvALA Aje AvyA hatA, bhAI! kIdhuM, bhAI! have hindI thaI rahyuM. tame mahinA-mahinAthI sAMbhaLo cho ane gujarAtI samajavAnI darakAra karI nathI. AhAhA..! aSADhanA traNa di ane zrAvaNa Akho (hindImAM) cAlyo. kAla baporathI vaLI 'naMbakabhAInuM thayuM ne. AhA.! "lobha" e ajJAnamaya bhAva che, temAM caitanya bhagavAnano abhAva che. AhAhA.! karmanuM jora che ema je pariNati mAnatI hatI, AhAhA.... e pariNati jJAyaka tarapha DhaLI gaI tethI kahe che), karma e mArI cIja ja nathI, karma mArA che ja nahi. mane karma che ja nahi ne mArA karma che ja nahi. gajaba vAta che. have ahIM kahe ke, karma to cha dasamA guNasthAna sudhI baMdhAya. e to enuM jJAna karAvyuM che. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? bhAI! mAragaDA judA, bApu! lokone mArga sAMbhaLavA maLyo nathI. AhA...! sAdhu nAma dharAvanArA paNa kriyAkAMDathI dharma manAvanArA, eno upadeza paNa evo. e to mithyAtvano upadeza che. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta che, prabhu! kahe che ke, karma e eno parigraha nathI. are.. mane koI azAtA karma che... AhAhA.! mane jJAnAvaraNIya karma che. are! prabhu! mane mohakarma che, aMtarAya karma che, ema dharmI mAnato nathI. AhA. paMkaja to mAro nathI paNa karma mAruM nathI, ema ahIM to kahe che. bhAI! AhAhA...! A chokaro Avyo che ne, paMkaja'. jijJAsu lAgaNIvALo che. AhA.! paNa kono? heM? AhA! e emAM badhuM AvI gayuM ne? icchA parigraha che, tene parigraha nathI, jene icchA nathI. icchA ajJAnamaya bhAva che. ema karma ajJAnamaya bhAva che. AhAhA... ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI. AhAhA...! jJAnIne jJAnamaya bhAva (hoya che). ajJAnamaya bhAva je icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe dharmIne karmanI icchA nathI. AhAhA...! karmano parigraha ajJAnamaya bhAvane laIne karma, enI jJAnIne pakkaDa nathI-mArA che tevo bhAva nathI. ene to jJAnamaya bhAva che. AhAhA...! A te gajaba vAtuM karI che. amRtanA sAgarane uchALyo che. AhAhA.. uchaLyo che aMdarathI to kahe che ke, karma e mArI cIja ja nathI. mane karma che ja nahi. are! AhAhA...! zAstramAM Ave ke samakitIne ATalA karma che). e zabdo sAMbhaLIne tenuM jJAna kare che. e karma mArA che ema e mAnato nathI. gajaba vAta che, bApu! AhAhA...! ahIM to kahe, karmane laIne jJAnano ughADa thAya. karma
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________________ gAthA-211 289 (khase) to ughADa thAya. karmano udaya hoya to tenuM jJAna rokAI jAya. are..! prabhu! sAMbhaLane bhAI! e vAta ema che ja nahi. tArI jJAnanI paryAyano kSayopazama che e tAre laIne teM karyo che, karmanA kSayopazamathI thayo che e che ja nahi. ahIM to kahe che, AhAhA...! karma to ThIka paNa je karma (zabda) sAMbhaLIne je jJAna thayuM, sAMbhaLIne jJAna thayuM eno paNa tene parigraha nathI. kemake e jJAna paralakSI che. AhAhA..! pote bhagavAna svanA jJAnamaya svarUpa che, AhAhA..! ene A paralakSInuM jJAna eno parigraha ene nathI. AhAhA..! AvI vAta che. karma nathI. AhAhA..! karma to kevaLIneya iryAvarI karma baMdhAya che ne? iryAvarI Ave che ne? agiyArame, bArame, te2me. i to zAna karAvyuM. jJAnI pote potAne aMdaramAM iryAvarI ne, AhA..! are..! AhAhA..! jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna trikALI caitanyacaMdra, e caitanyanA caMdrano parigraha jeNe pakaDyo, e mAro parigraha che. zAyakabhAva te mAro parigraha che ene A karmano parigraha na hoya. AhAhA..! eka myAnamAM be talavAra rahI zake nahi. ema jene jJAyakabhAva mAro parigraha che, AhAhA..! ene karma mAro parigraha che ema hoya nahi. AhAhA..! gajaba vAtuM che. A to kahe ke, karmane laIne Ama thAya ne karmane laIne Ama thAya. AhA..! bApu! karmane laIne nahi, tAre laIne tAro jJAnano ughADa ane DhaMkAvuM tArAthI thAya che. paNa e cIjeya te icchavA jevI nathI. AhAhA..! enI pakkaDa nathI. jJAna mane ochuM che. AhAhA..! Akho jJAyakabhAva jyAM prabhu pakkaDyo che, AhAhA..! ene jANavAnA paryAyanuM, paranuM jANavuM, hoM! enI pakkaDaparigraha nathI. AhA..! 'nokarma,..' bAhyanI jeTalI cIjo che e badhA nokarma, eno parigraha (nathI). strI, kuTuMba, rAja, cha khaMDanA cakravartInA rAja, indranA indrAsano, karoDo apsarAo dharmIne teno parigraha nathI. kemake te A jJAnamayathI UMdhu ajJAnamaya che. A jJAna nathI tethI te ajJAnamaya che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! mANasa pachI kahe ne, 'sonagaDha'no mArga to nizcayAbhAsa che. are..! prabhu! sAMbhaLane bhAI! tuM zuM kahe che, bApu! amane khabara nathI? bhAI! vItarAgamArgamAM 52vastu e mArI, e AtmAmAM na hoya. vItarAga svabhAvI bhagavAnaAtmAno jyAM Adara thayo, vItarAgI svabhAva bhagavAnano jyAM parigraha thayo, AhAhA..! ene bAhya koIpaNa cIja mArI che tevI icchA hotI nathI. kemake icchA ajJAnamaya che ane paravastu paNa ajJAnamaya bhAva che. A jJAna tyAM nathI. AhAhA..! e nokarma (thayuM). mana,...' AhAhA..! mana ajJAnamaya bhAva paramANu manamAM che ne? e ajJAnamaya bhAva che. AhAhA..! mananA saMbaMdhe mane vicAra Adi Ave che ane lAbha thAya che, ema nathI. AhA..! mana e ajJAnamaya bhAva che ane ajJAnamaya bhAva te jJAnamaya bhAvavALo bhAva nathI. AhAhA..!
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________________ 290 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 mumukSu :- mana to jaDa che. uttara :- jaDa che mATe ajJAnamaya kIdhuM ne. are. bhAvamana saMkalpa-vikalpa che e paNa mAruM svarUpa nathI. e rAgamAM AvI gayuM. bhAvamana eTale ekaluM jJAna nahi, olA saMkalpa-vikalpa. AhAhA...! e ajJAnamaya bhAva saMkalpa-vikalpamAM prabhu caitanya jJAnamaya svabhAvanA parigrahamAM e ajJAnamaya bhAva na hoya. AhAhA.! A to traNalokanA nAthanA bhAva che, bhAI! AhAhA...! hai? paramAtmAno saMdeza che, prabhu! AhAhA! e mana... mana (thayuM). mana mAruM che... AhAhA.! evo parigraha dharmIne nathI. mAro to bhagavAna jJAyakabhAva che tyAM mana ajJAnamaya bhAva, enI pakkaDa ene kema hoya? AhAhA...! vANI..." vacana ajJAnamaya che. vacana che e ajJAnamaya bhAva che. icchA jene nathI tene ajJAnamaya bhAvano parigraha nathI. dharmIne koI icchA ja nathI. AhAhA.! ene to jJAyakabhAvanI aMdaramAM bhAvanAvALo, ene icchAno parigraha che ja nahi. tethI, AhAhA.! vacanano parigraha ene nathI. A vacana bolAya che e mArAthI bolAya che ane mAruM che, AhAhA...! ema nathI. AhA...! vacana to vANIvargaNAmAMthI utpanna thAya che. mumukSu :- bhASAvargaNA. uttara :- bhASAvargaNA. vANI kaho ke bhASAvargaNA (kaho). enI vargaNAmAMthI vacana utpanna thAya. e kaMI AtmAthI utpanna thatuM nathI. AhAhA...! have ahIM gaLA sudhI racyApacyA saMsAramAM rasa. rasa. basa. AhAhA.! have ene kahe che ke, dharmI chatAM ene Ama na hoya. e to adharmanI dazAmAM e badhuM mIThAza ne lAla. lAla lALa badhuM lAge. dharmadazA pragaTa thatAM e vacananI vargaNAno parigraha nathI ke huM Ama boluM. AhAhA...! AvI bhASA hoya to lokone ThIka paDe, to bhASA mAre Ama karavI. are.! prabhu! ema kayAM che? AhAhA...! mumukSu :- zAstramAM Ave che, mIThuM bolavuM. uttara :- e to rAganI maMdatAnI vAtuM karI. bole koNa? badhI vAtuM vyavahAranI Ave ghaNI. upakAra ekabIjAne karavo, evuM "mokSamArga prakAzakamAM Ave che. AThamA adhyayanamAM. bhagavAne paNa upakAra karyo hato. mATe upakAranuM adhyayana vAMcuM chuM. e badhI nimittanI vAtuM. atyAre to e cAlyuM che, lokano Akho nakazo Ape ane nIce lakhe), paraspara jIvAnAma upagraho paraspara jIvane upakAra karo. are.! e zabda Ave che. badhe have i cAlyuM che hamaNA. caudabrahmAMDano nakazo ane nIce A zabda mUke. "paraspara upagraho jIvAnAma." A jIvane bIjA jIvano upakAra ane e jIvane Ano upakAra. AhA...! sarvArthasiddhi vicanikA'mAM e upakAranI vyAkhyA karI che. e upakAra eTale ke nimitta che tene upakAra kahevAmAM Avyo che. paNa nimittathI tyAM paramAM kAMI thAya che, ema nathI.
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________________ 291 gAthA-211 'sarvArthasiddhi che, "sarvArthisiddhanuM moTuM pustaka che, 'tattvArtha sUtranI TIkAnuM, emAM upakArano artha karyo che. paNa upakAra koNa kare? konI paryAya konI pAse khase? AhAhA...! heM? mumukSu :- zAhukAra hoya e garIbane raste caDAve. uttara :- koNa caDAve? dhULa. e to popaTabhAI' kahetA hatA. emanA sALAne kahyuM hatuM. olAne to paisA be abaja, cAlIsa karoDa. aDhI abaja. A "popaTabhAI'. ATalA paisA ne tame A badhuM zuM karo cho? tyAre javAba Apyo. pAvara phATI gayelA hoya ajJAnInA. kahe, A to lokono nirvAha thAya mATe karIe chIe. hajAro mANaso nirvAha pAme che, hajAro mANaso. AhAhA...! koNa nirvAha kare? prabhu! tane zuM thayuM A? AhAhA...! - vANIno parigraha. AhAhA.! jyAM jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna jANanAra-dekhanAro nAtha jAgyo ne joyuM... AhAhA..! ke A prabhu to caitanyano gaMja che, AnaMdano pUMja che. AhA.! zAMtino sAgara che. AhAhA...! evI jyAM aMtaradRSTi ne anubhava thayo to jJAnIne e vacanano parigraha kema hoya? AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? e jaDanI paryAya che. vANI to jaDanI paryAya che. icchA parigraha che. tene parigraha nathI ke jene icchA nathI. ema jene, AhAhA.! vacanano parigraha jene nathI. kemake enI icchA nathI. AhAhA...! kAya." A zarIra-kAya. audArika, vaikriyaka, AhAraka, kAmaNa, taijasa kAya. AhAhA....! e ajJAnamaya che. bhagavAna jJAnamaya che. ene ajJAnamaya bhAvanI icchA-parigraha kema hoya? AhAhA...! A to mAruM zarIra, mane roga thayo che, huM niroga chuM, AhAhA.! koNa che? prabhu! AhAhA.! e zarIranI dazAo ne zarIra ajJAnamaya che. jJAnamaya evA dharmI jIvane e zarIra mAruM che, evo parigraha nathI. gajaba vAtuM, bApu dharmInI zaratuM bahu moTI. AhAhA...! hai? AhA! be-pAMca lAkha dIdhe kAMI dharma thAto nathI, ema kahe che. mumukSu :- rUpiyA to Ape che. uttara :- karoDo ApI dhe paNa kyAM enI cIja hatI te Ape? e to jaDa che. enI kriyAvatI zaktine kAraNe javAnuM hoya tyAre jAya ane rahevAnuM hoya to rahe. AhAhA...! prabhu! mAraga bahu judo, bhAI! kAyAno jene parigraha nathI. kemake kAyA te ajJAnamaya vastu che. AhAhA.! ajJAnamaya cIja te jJAnamaya bhagavAnanI kema hoya? AhAhA.! e kAyA... AhAhA.! have olAmAM ema Ave, bhAIe kahyuM, "zarIra madhyam gharma sAdhana puruSArthasiddhi upAya'. e to nimittanuM kathana. puruSArthasiddhi upAyamAM Ave che. pahelA pAThamAM zarUAtamAM Ave che). ahIM to kahe che ke, dharmI jJAnamaya bhagavAna saccidAnaMdamaya prabhu jyAM anubhavamAM Avyo, jenI pakkaDa thaIne e ja parigraha mAro che, ene kAyAno parigraha kema hoya? AhAhA...! zrImad na kahyuM? kAle kahyuM hatuM nahi? "ekAkI vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM, vaLI parvatamAM
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________________ 292 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 vAgha, siMha saMyoga jo, aDola Asana ne manamAM nahi kSobhatA, parama mitrano jANe pAmyA yoga jo, apUrva avasara evo kayAre Avaze?" evI samatAmAM jhUlazuM. AhAhA.! zarIrane khAvA mitra siMha Ave, AhA! te to mitra che. mAruM kayAM hatuM te mAruM zarIra dhe? mAruM kayAM hatuM te mAruM dhye che? paranuM zarIra para lya che. AhAhA...! paNa ene Ama dekhAya ne? kriyAmAM, bahArathI. kharekhara to e zarIrane aDatuMya nathI, enuM moDhuM Ane, vAghanuM ke siMhanuM. bahu AkaruM kAma, bApA! paNa jyAre e banavAnuM hoya to potAne kAraNe chUTI jAya che. AhAhA...! kAyAno parigraha dharmIne nathI. zarIra ThIka haze to dharma thaze. AhAhA.! zAstramAMya ema Ave, indriya DhIlI na paDe, zarIramAM roga na Ave, AhAhA.! tyAM dharma karI leje. juo., kuMdakuMdAcAryamAM Ave che. e to ene puruSArthanI jAgRti mATe kahe che. vRddhAvasthA Avaze to cAlI nahi zake, bApA! AhAhA...! pANInA juone loDha eTalA AvyA, gharamAM pANI gayuM ke have tyAMthI bAraNAmAM nIkaLI na zakAya. khullA bAraNA. pANInuM jora AvuM daLa. Ama AvyuM. "indu' (che ne). "ratibhAInA makAnanI bahAra gRhasthanA makAna hatA tyAM ame be vAra utaryA, "ratibhAIne tyAM. tyAM ene bicArAne pANInuM eTaluM jora AvyuM ke bAraNA bahAra na nIkaLI zakyA. nahitara bahAra upara javAnI nisaraNI hatI. basa! tyAMne tyAM pAMceya khalAsa. e dazA ja dehanI thavAnI. bApA! e dehanI avasthAno bhAva ja evo hato. jJAnIne teno parigraha hoto nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM. zrotra, indriyano parigraha nathI, ThIkI zrotra indriya sArI hoya to mane sAMbhaLavAnuM rahe. ahIM to kahe che ke, e zrotra indriya dvArA bhagavAna sAMbhaLato ja nathI. mumukSu :- 172 gAthAmAM Ave che. uttara :- 172 gAthAmAM Ave che, rasa. AhAhA! eka to aliMgagrahaNa che ane eka to 49 gAthAmAM Ave che, bhAI! rasa. eka-ekamAM. tyAM to phakta amuka ja indriyanuM (Ave che). olAmAM to bhAvendriya dvArA rasa cAkhato nathI, dravyendriya dvArA rasa jANato nathI. kSayopazama bhAva che e paNa eno nathI. e dvArA rasa cAkhato nathI ane rasa cAkhavAmAM eka taraphanuM jene jJAna nathI, enuM sAmAnya badhA mATenuM jJAna che. 49 avyaktanA cha bola che ne? che ne, che. AhAhA...! "zrotra,..." indriya. dravyendriya, je zrotraindriya bhAvaindriya, beyano parigraha nathI. AhAhA...! zrotraindriya sarakhI rahe to mane sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe. paNa e sAMbhaLato nathI, kahe che. zrotra indriya dvArA AtmA sAMbhaLato ja nathI. AtmA to jJAna dvArA jJAnanI paryAyane pragaTa kare che. AvI vAtuM che. sAdhAraNa mANasane evuM lAge ke A ekalo nizcaya (che). paNa nizcaya eTale satya ane vyavahAra eTale Aropita upacAra. AhAhA...! Avo traNalokanA
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________________ gAthA-211 293 nAtha vItarAga paramAtmAno A hukama che. AhAhA..! zrotra.. AhAhA..! indriyano parigraha nathI. kemake icchA ja zrotranI nathI. zrotraindriya ThIka rahe evI icchA ja nathI. AhAhA..! asthiratAnI icchA Ave che tenI icchA nathI. AhAhA..! zrotra indriya jaDa.. e to ekatrIsa gAthAmAM AvI gayuM ne? zrotra jaDa zarIra pariNAmane prApta. A to zarIra pariNAmane prApta. e to ThIka paNa bhAva je che, AhAhA..! bhAvendriya e paNa jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. khaMDa khaMDa khaMDa khaMDa khaMDa e jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. AhAhA..! jeNe akhaMDanA nAthane joyo, jANyo ane mAnyo ene khaMDajJAnano parigraha kema hoya? AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM have. emAM pAMca-dasa lAkha paisA thAya, pacIsa-pacAsa thAya tyAM to ema thaI jAya ke dhanADhya chIe, zrImaMta chIe, zrImaMtane ghare avataryAM chIe. ahIM kahe che, prabhu! tuM zuM kahe che? zrImaMta to prabhu AtmA che. zrI nAma svarUpanI lakSmIvALo prabhu che. AhAhA..! tyAM tuM janmyo cho? tyAM tenI utpatti karI che teNe? AhA..! teno zrImaMta zeno tuM? dhULano? AhAhA..! zrotra (thayuM). AhA..! 'cakSu,...' cakSu ThIka rahe to mane bhagavAnanA darzana thAya. A bhagavAnanA darzana jeNe karyAM che ene cakSuno parigraha nathI. AhAhA..! dharmI cakSu dvArA joto ja nathI. e to jJAna dvArA jANe che. A bhagavAna para che e jJAna dvArA jANe che, cakSu dvArA nahi. e 49 gAthAmAM ghaNuM AvyuM che. cha bola Ave che. kSayopazama bhAva paNa eno nathI. AhAhA..! ane 320 gAthAmAM AvyuM ne? ke, jJAnI che e, sakaLa nirAvaraNa akhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya avinazvara zuddha pAriNAmika 5ramabhAva lakSaNa nija paramAtmadravya te huM.. AhAhA..! e khaMDa khaMDa jJAna te huM nahi. khaMDa khaMDa jJAnanI bhAvanA dharmIne nathI. are..! AhAhA..! cakSuno parigraha nathI. 'ghrANa,...' nAka sarakhuM hoya to anAja bagaDeluM che ke saDeluM che ke nathI saDelAnI khabara paDe. e kaMI nAkano parigraha dharmIne nathI. AhAhA..! are......! kayAM jIvane hajI to bahAramAM.. AhAhA..! laukikanI anukULatA mATe mathe bicArA. heM? potAnI sagavaDatA mATe kaMIka oziyALI, lokonI pAse Ama kare ne Ama kare ne Ama kare. are......! bhikhArIveDA (che). potAnuM kAma kAMIka karavuM hoya to paisAvALA hoya ke olA hoya enI pAse, mAruM kAma thaze. AhAhA..! bahAra javA mATe paNa AnI kAMIka anukULatA karuM to mane bahAra javAnuM kAMIka Ape, thAya. are......! zuM kare che tuM? prabhu! bahAra jAvuM che ne tAre? AhA..! aMdara jAvuM nathI ne? AhAhA..! e ghrANaindriya bhagavAnano svabhAva nathI, ajJAnamaya che. 'rasana,...' jIbhaindriya. AhAhA..! mANasane keTalAkane evuM che ke jIbha dvArA Ama svAdano khyAleya na Ave. evI jIbha thaI jAya pachI jIbhane sArI karavA mATe mathe. lUkhuM
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________________ 294 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 thAya ne moDhuM? pANI. zuM kahevAya ? amI. amI na Ave tyAre amI lAvavA mATe pachI AMbalInA kAtarA goThave eTale amI Ave, ema. kAtarA AMbalInA nahi? Ama goThave, gharamAM goThave ne pachI amI Ave. Ave che ne pANI. keTalAkane baMdha thaI jAya eTale amI lAvavA mATe AvuM kare. che, badhuM joyuM che, hoM! AhAhA...! prabhu! amI to amRtano sAgara amI lAvavA to nyAM che. AhAhA...! moDhAmAM amI baMdha thaI gayuM mATe AnA dvArA amI Avaze, zenA phAMphAM mAryA teM A? AhAhA...! amRtano sAgara, emAM amI nathI, ema tArI paryAyamAM amI nathI enI tane khabara nathI? tyAM amI lAvane AhAhA.! paramasatyanI vAtuM, bApA! bahu judI jAta che. e vItarAga sivAya kyAMya AvI vAta che nahi. rasana (thayuM). sparzana..." A sparzana, eno parigraha jJAnIne nathI. A sparza sarakho rahe to huM sparzanuM kAma karI zakuM. AhAhA..! hAthamAM khAlI caDI jAya (tyAre) bIjAne pakkaDI zakuM chuM ke nahi, e aDI na zake. be pAnA judA pADavA hoya to AMgaLA evA thaI jAya ke A juduM pADI na zake. be pAnAne Ama judA na pADI zake. evI aMdara hAthamAM khAlI caDI jAya. sparza. sparza, eno parigraha (nathI). sparza ajJAna che. A ajJAnamaya sparza che. AhAhA...! e soLa zabdo mUkI, soLa gAthAsUtro vyAkhyAnarUpa karavAM..." joyuM? soLanuM vyAkhyAna karavuM, kahe che. jevuM mAthe karyuM hatuM tevuM AnuM karavuM. AhA.! ane A upadezathI bIjAM paNa vicAravAM." jeTalA vikalponI jAta uThatI hoya e badhA mATe vicAra karavo. AhAhA...! e badhA huM nahi. AhAhA...! 211 thaI. ahIMyAM mukhya munipaNAnI apekSAe vAta che. eTale tyAM puNya, pApa, AhAra ane pANI basa! cAra sudhI Avaze. TIkA vacamAM badhA bola AvyA paNa mULa A puNyano parigraha dharmIne nathI, pApano parigraha dharmane nathI. have AhArano parigraha nathI, pachI kaheze pANIno parigraha nathI). vastrano parigraha nathI e nahi lya, kemake A munipaNAnI pradhAnatAthI kathana che. samajANuM kAMI? "have jJAnIne AhArano paNa parigraha nathI...' lyo. e AhAra tye to parigraha nathI. A gajaba vAta che. AhAhA.! e vakhate jJAtA-daSTA AhAra Ave tene jANe che ke A AhAra Avyo. AtmAmAM na Avyo, evuM jANe che. AhAhA...! e AhArano paNa dharmIne parigraha nathI. AhAra ajJAnamaya cIja che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? enI gAthA vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!)
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________________ gAthA- 212. 295 karatA ( gAthA-212 apariggaho aNiccho bhaNido NANI ya Necchade asaNaM / apariggaho du asaNassa jANago teNa so hodi||212|| aparigraho'niccho bhaNito jJAnI ca necchatyazanam / aparigrahastvazanasya jJAyakastena sa bhvti||212|| icchA parigrahaH / tasya parigraho nAsti yasyecchA naasti| icchA tvajJAnamayau bhAvaH, ajJAnamayo bhAvastu jJAnino nAsti, jJAnino jJAnamaya eva bhAvo'sti / tato jJAnI ajJAnamayasya bhAvasya icchAyA abhAvAdazanaM necchti| tena jJAnino'zanaparigraho nAsti / jJAnamayasyaikasya jJAyakabhAvasya bhAvAdazanasya kevalaM jJAyaka evAyaM syaat| have, jJAnIne AhArano paNa parigraha nathI ema kahe che - anicchaka kahyo aparigrahI, jJAnI na icche azanane, tethI na parigrahI azanano te, azanano jJAyaka rahe. 212. gAthArtha - [ niSTha: ] anicchakane [ parijha: ] aparigrahI [ maLataH ] kahyo che [ 9 ] ane [ jJAnI ] jJAnI [ 31zanam ] azanane bhojanane) [ na rUcchati ] icchato nathI, [ tena ] tethI [ saH ] te [ sazastra ] azanano [ aparigra: tu ] parigrahI nathI, [ jJAya: ] (azanano jJAyaka ja [ mavati ] che. TIkA - icchA parigraha che. tene parigraha nathI-jene icchA nathI. icchA to ajJAnamaya bhAva che ane ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI, jJAnIne jJAnamaya ja bhAva hoya che, tethI ajJAnamaya bhAva je icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe jJAnI azanane icchato nathI, mATe jJAnIne azanano parigraha nathI. jJAnamaya evA eka jJAyakabhAvanA sadbhAvane lIdhe A (jJAnI) azanano kevaLa jJAyaka ja che. bhAvArtha :- jJAnIne AhAranI paNa icchA nathI tethI jJAnIne AhAra karavo te paNa parigraha nathI. ahIM prazna thAya che ke AhAra to muni paNa kare che, temane icchA che ke nahi? icchA vinA AhAra kema kare? tenuM samAdhAna :- azAtAvedanIya karmanA udayathI jaTharAgnirUpa kSudhA Upaje che, vIyatarAyanA udayathI tenI vedanA sahI zakAtI nathI ane cAritramohanA udayathI AhAragrahaNanI icchA utpanna thAya che. te icchAne jJAnI karmanA
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________________ 296 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 udayanuM kArya jANe che. roga samAna jANI tene maTADavA cAhe che. IcchA pratye anurAgarUpa icchA jJAnIne nathI arthAt tene ema icchA nathI ke mArI A icchA sadA raho. mATe tene ajJAnamaya icchAno abhAva che. parajanya IcchAnuM svAmIpaNuM jJAnIne nathI mATe jJAnI icchAno paNa jJAyaka ja che. A pramANe zuddhanayanI pradhAnatAthI kathana jANavuM. pravacana naM. 292 gAthA-212, 217 zukravAra, bhAdaravA suda 2, tA. 24-08-1979 samayasAra gAthA-212. puNya ne pApano parigraha nathI, ema pahelA AvI gayuM. AmAM mukhya atyAre munipaNAnI mukhyatAthI adhikAra che. eTale emAM pApa ne puNya, AhAra ne pANI (ema) cAra lIdhA. vastra ne pAtrano parigraha nathI. e vAta nathI lIdhI. mukhya to munine yogyanI apekSAe AmAM vAta che. AmAM hoM! atyAre. Ama to navamI gAthAmAM to "sudedipAchari jJAnanuM ekaluM. jJAnasvarUpathI AtmA jANe. agiyAramI gAthAmAM samyagdarzanano adhikAra che). "mUlyamarisato hatuM ema caudamI gAthAmAM samyagdarzanano adhikAra che), paMdaramAM samyajJAna adhikAra, soLamAM darzana, jJAna, cAritra traNano adhikAra (che). ema gauNapaNe samyagdarzanano adhikAra che paNa kyAMka to mukhyapaNe munipaNAnI apekSAthI kathana che. jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM che. paMcama guNasthAnanI upara hoya, vItarAga samyagdaSTinuM mukhyapaNe kathana che, gauNapaNe samyagdaSTinuM che, evo saMskRtamAM pATha che. eTale atyAre A nirjarA adhikAramAM phakta munipaNAnI mukhyatAthI vAta karI che. kAraNa ke ene zubhabhAva Ave che paNa eno ene parigraha nathI. AhAhA...! e zubhabhAva mAro che ane mane enAthI lAbha thaze, e dRSTi dharmInI nathI. dharmInI dRSTi to jJAyaka cidAnaMda svabhAva, pUrNaghana amRtano sAgara paramAtmA, e dharmInI dRSTimAM che. AhAhA.! ethI ene rAgAdi ke puNyAdino parigraha to samyagdaSTine paramArthe nathI. ema AhAra Adino paNa parigraha nathI). samyagdaSTine AhAra levAnI icchA hoya, AhAra hoya paNa te icchAnoya parigraha nathI ane AhAranIya ene pakkaDa nathI. AhAhA...! munine to sAkSAt AhAra, pANInI icchA hoya chatAM teno e svAmI nathI. azananI vAta karaze. "jJAnIne AhArano paNa parigraha nathI.. AhAhA.! AnaMdamUrti bhagavAna jene aMtaradRSTimAM Avyo, prabhu! AhAhA...! caitanya svarUpa vItarAga AnaMdaamRtano sAgara prabhu, enI sattAno jyAM samyajJAnamAM, darzanamAM svIkAra thayo ane AhArano parigraha nathI. Ave, kaheze khulAso.
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________________ gAthA-212 297 apariggaho aNiccho bhaNido NANI ya Necchade asnnN| apariggaho du asaNassa jANago teNa so hodi||212|| anicchaka kahyo aparigrahI, jJAnI na icche azanane. tethI na parigrahI azanano te, azanano jJAyaka rahe. 212. TIkA :- icchA parigraha che." AhAhA...! bhagavAna amRtanA sAgaranuM jyAM bhAna che tyAM icchA hotI nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA...! icchA hoya che paNa eno parigraha nathI. pakkaDa nathI ke A mArI icchA che. ethI icchA te parigraha che. 'tene parigraha nathI-jene icchA nathI." e vAta AvI gaI che. icchA to ajJAnamaya bhAva che...... AhAhA.! rAga icchA to ajJAnamaya che, bhagavAna to AnaMda ane jJAnamaya che. icchA to ajJAnamaya ane duHkhamaya che. AvI vAtuM AkarI che. AtmA jJAnamaya ane AnaMdamaya che, tyAre icchA ajJAnamaya ane duHkhamaya che. AhAhA...! tethI te icchAno parigraha "ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI..." athavA e duHkhamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI. AhAhA... "jJAnIne jJAnamaya ja bhAva hoya che..." AhA...! samyagdaSTine paNa gauNapaNe AmAM lIdho che. AhAhA...! AtmAnuM jJAyaka svarUpa evuM jyAM aMtaramAM paryAyane jJAyakamAM vALIne jyAM AnaMdano svAda Avyo. AhAhA...! evA samakitIne ajJAnamaya rAga ane duHkhamaya bhAva e mAro che, tene hotuM nathI. AhAhA.! "ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI, jJAnIne jJAnamaya ja bhAva hoya che; AhAhA...! AtmA AnaMda ne jJAna prabhu (che), tethI samakitadaSTine te jJAnamaya Atmamaya svabhAvamaya bhAva hoya che. AhAhA...! tethI ajJAnamaya bhAva je icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe jJAnI azanane Icchato nathI." kaho, AhAra to tIrthakara RSabhadeva bhagavAne cha mahinA sudhI AhAra na karyo. baMdhI hatI, pachI cha mahinA sudhI AhAra levA jatA. nahoto maLato ne pAchA pharI jatA. avadhijJAnamAM ene nahotI khabara? paNa e avadhijJAnamAM upayoga mUkatA nathI. AhA...! nahitara avadhijJAnamAM khyAla na Ave ke, AhAra-pANI maLaze ke nahi maLe? AhAhA...! jene avadhijJAna thayuM che (chatAM) upayoga mUkatA nathI. zuM kAma che? AhAhA.! svarUpanI dRSTi ne sthiratA AgaLa bIjuM zuM kAma che? AhA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! AhAhA...! ethI ajJAnIne je icchA potAnI thaIne Ave che, jJAnIne te icchAno parigraha nathI. tethI jJAnIne AhArano parigraha nathI. AhAhA.! bharata cakravartI samyagdaSTi, batrIsa kavaLano AhAra, zAstramAM puruSane batrIsa kavaLano AhAra cAlyo che, strIne aThyAvIsa kavaLano AhAra cAlyo che. siddhAMtamAM cAra kavaLa
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________________ 298 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ochA lIdhA che. ane batrIsa kavaLa, evA ene batrIsa kavaLa che ene ke jene cha- karoDa pAyadaLa khAya na zake. AhAhA...! evA batrIsa kavaLano bhasmano, hIrAnI bhasmane ghauMmAM nAkhIne zero banAve, roTalI banAve. AhAhA.! ahIM kahe che ke, dharmIne-samyagdaSTine e azananI icchA nathI. icchAnI icchA nathI mATe icchA nathI. AhAhA...! AkaruM kAma, bhAI! vItarAgamArga koI alaukika che. AhA.! batrIsa kavaLa. eka kevaLanI abajo rUpiyAnI kimata. ekalI hIrAnI bhasma. ghImAM nAkhIne ghauMnA dANA emAM nAkhe ne e ghauMnA dANAno banAve zero ne roTalI. e batrIsa kavaLa khAya ke je cha- karoDa pAyadaLa) khAya na zake. chatAM kahe che ke, ene. AhAhA...! enI dRSTimAM eno svIkAra nathI. AhAhA...! mAro prabhu to anAhArI. AhAhA.! amRtanA anubhavano karanAra, amRtano jene AhAra che. AhAhA..! amRta svarUpa bhagavAna che tene jANatA bhAna thayuM. AhAhA...! e amRtano jene AhAra (che), ene A dhULano AhAra (kema hoya)? dhULa che e to. enI ene icchA nathI. icchA che tenI icchA nathI, mATe icchA nathI. AhAhA...! "jJAnamaya evA eka jJAyakabhAvanA sabhAvane lIdhe..." zuM kahe che? jJAnamaya evA jJAyakabhAvanI hayAtInA, sattAnA svIkArane laIne, paryAyamAM jJAnamaya bhAva, AnaMdamaya bhAva, evo pragaTa che ene laIne "jJAnI) azanano kevaLa jJAyaka ja che." AhAhA...! jJAnIdharmI to e AhArano jANanAro che. eka samaye potAnA jJAyakanuM jJAna ane enuM jJAna e potAthI utpanna thatuM jJAyakapaNe te jANe che. AhAhA...! jema joyo jJAnanA viSaya che tema e AhAra jJAnano vyavahAra viSaya che. e jANe che ke, che A. AhAhA...! 'azanano kevaLa jJAyaka ja che." ema che ne? adharmamAMya ema lIdhuM. "adharmano kevaLa jJAyaka ja che." AhAhA...! ekalo jANanAra-dekhanAra ja che. AhAra Ave chatAM teno jANanAradekhanAra ja che. kema? tyAre ziSya prazna karyo. ohoho...! tIrthakara jevA paNa AhAra letA hatA, munio AhAra tye che. AhAhA...! ane munine ke dharmIne AhAra nathI, zuM kaho cho Apa? zuM kahevA mAgo cho? mane zaMkA nathI paNa huM samajI zakato nathI, AzaMkA che. tamAruM kahevuM khoTuM che ema mane lAgatuM nathI. paNa kaI apekSAthI kaho cho tevI AzaMkA rAkhuM chuM. mane samajavuM che. bhAvArtha :- "jJAnIne AhAranI paNa icchA nathI tethI jJAnIne AhAra karavo te paNa parigraha nathI. AhAhA...! emAM sukhabuddhi nathI. sukhabuddhi to bhagavAna AtmAmAM che. AhAra Ave che, tye che emAM sukhabuddhi nathI. AhAhA...! "ahIM prazna thAya che ke-AhAra to muni paNa kare che....... mahAmuni saMta AtmadhyAnI, jJAnI, amRtanA svAdilA. AhAhA.! pracura amRtanA svAdilA. samyagdaSTine amRtano svAda (che) paNa alpa jaghanya (che). AhAhA...! munine to amRtanA sAgaranA dariyA vahe che aMdara. AhA...! zAMti. zAMti. zAMti. traNa
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________________ gAthA-212 299 kiSAyano abhAva (thayo) eTalI zAMti che). AhAhA.! e zAMtinA vedananuM jene mukhyapaNuM che evA paNa AhAra to lya che, kahe che. tame kaho cho) ke, dharmIne AhArano parigraha nathI, to AhAra to "RSabhadeva bhagavAna jevA tIrthakara paNa jyAre cha mahinAnA AhAranI pratijJA pUrI thaI gaI pachI) levA jatA. tyAM maLato nahi, pAchA pharIne AtmAnA dhyAnamAM jAtA. AhAhA...! to AhAra to muni paNa kare che ne. muni paNa eTale zuM? samakitI to kare ja che paNa muni paNa kare che ne. AhAhA...! bhAre mArga. temane icchA che ke nahi? ziSyano prazna che. muni AhAra kare che to ene icchA che ke nahi? "icchA vinA AhAra kema kare?" AhAhA..! tenuM samAdhAna - azAtAvedanIya karmanA udayathI..." traNa bola leze. "azAtAvedanIya karmanA udayathI jaTharAgnirUpa kSudhA Upaje che...AhAhA...! azAtAvedanIyanA udayanuM nimitta. jaTharAgni aMdara utpanna thAya. AhAhA.! "varyAnarAyanA udayathI tenI vedanA sahI zakAtI. nathI" AhA...! munine paNa hajI paryAyamAM nabaLAI che, ene ahIMyAM vIAMtarAyanuM nimitta kIdhuM. AhAhA.! paryAyamAM nabaLAI che to vedanA sahI zakAtI nathI. AhAra na lauM, ema nathI. tyAM vedanA enI sahana thatI nathI. sudhA. sudhA agni baLe che ane AhA! AhAra levAnI vaheMtarAyanA udayathI vedanA sahI zakAtI nathI tethI "cAritramohanA udayathI..." nimittathI kathana che hoM! I. potAne aMdara rAganI maMdatAne laIne rAga Ave che. puruSArthanI kamajorIne laIne icchA Ave che. AhA! "AhAragrahaNanI IcchA utpanna thAya che." AhAhA.! te icchAne..." have traNa bola I kahyA, sAme traNa bola kahe che, cAra kaheze. te icchAne jJAnI karmanA udayanuM kArya jANe che. eka vAta. mAruM kArya nahi, huM to AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu (chuM). AhAhA...! mArI paryAyanuM kArya to AnaMdanuM che. A rAganuM kArya e mAruM nahi. AhAhA...! e karmanuM kArya che. AhAhA. e karmanI paryAya che, prabhu dharmI AtmA enI e paryAya nathI. AhAhA.! bhagavAna amRtano sAgara nAtha, enI e paryAya nathI, enuM e kArya nathI. AhAhA! ethI rAga che te karmanuM kArya che ema nAkhyuM. paNa emAMthI koI ema laI lya ke, juo! karmano udaya Avyo mATe eNe rAga karavo ja paDyo, ema nathI. tyAM potAnI kamajorIne laIne karmanA udayamAM joDAya jAya che. ethI tyAM tene rAganI utpatti thAya che. paNa te rAganuM kArya mAruM che ema mAnato nathI). AhAhA...! gajaba vAta che. kArya eTale paryAya. paryAyane kArya kahe che, vastune kAraNa kahe che. mAruM kArya A nathI. AhAhA...! e icchA to karma je jaDa che tenuM kArya che. AhAhA...! mArI nabaLAI che e vAtane gauNa karIne kahe che). e rAga karmanuM kArya che. e AgaLa Ave che ne? karma vipAkarUpa. karmano vipAka te rAga che. prabhu! AhAhA.! mAro pAka nahi. huM to amRtanA.. AhAhA.!
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________________ 300 amRtanA sAgara UchaLe, amRtano AhAra mAo che. AtmA amRtane pAke tenuM e kSetra che. sukhadhAma anaMta susaMta cahI' e AtmA sukhadhAma. mAruM kSetra ja evuM che ke emAMthI amRta ja pAke. AhAhA..! patharAnA bahu bhAga hoya ane dhULa hoya tyAM kaLathI pAke ane cokhkhI jamIna hoya emAM cokhA pAke. cokhA pAkavAnI jamIna judI jAta hoya che. AhAhA..! ema mArA pAkamAM to prabhu huM to AtmA chuM ne! AhAhA..! mArA pAkamAM to zAMti ne AnaMda pAke. AhAhA..! e rAgano pAka mAruM kArya nahi. AvI vAta. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- potAnI nabaLAI to lAge che. uttara i nabaLAI che e to jANe che, khyAla che. i to pariNamana mAruM che, ema to pravacanasAra'mAM AvyuM che ne! rAganuM pariNamana mArAmAM che, paNa e vAta jJAna jANe che. ahIM dRSTinI pradhAnatAmAM tene gauNa karIne te kArya mAruM nathI, ema che. AhAhA..! jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna! bAkI dharmI to rAga thAya tenuM pariNamana mAruM che (ema jANe che). e kaMI karmane laIne che ema nathI. AhAhA..! tema e rAgano kartA paNa huM chuM ane rAgano bhoktAya huM chuM. e jJAnanI dazAthI tene svaparano bhoktA ne kartA kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! svanA jJAnanoya kartA ane A jJAnanI dazAnoya bhoktA. sAthe rAganuM pariNamana teTalo kartA ane teno teTalo bhoktA che. paNa ahIMyAM to e vAta jJAnapradhAnamAM jANanAra jANe che ke mArAmAM mATe laIne A che, paNa ahIM daSTipradhAnanA kathanamAM to... AhAhA..! Are..! AvI vAtuM che. vItarAgamArga bApu! samyagdarzana koI alaukika cIja che. AhAhA..! AhAragrahaNanI icchA utpanna thAya che, te icchAne jJAnI karmanA udayanuM kArya jANe che.' mArI nabaLAI che e vAtane gauNa karIne (udayanuM kArya kahyuM). paMcAstikAya'mAM bhAI! ema lIdhuM che ne? viSayamAM rokANane laIne mAre ghAta che. pUrNa kevaLajJAnano ghAta kema che? karmane laIne nahi. viSaya pratibaddha' evo zabda che. 'paMcAstikAya'. huM jANavAmAM alpamAM rokAyelo chuM, e pratibaddha che. AhAhA..! prabhu AtmA sarvajJa svarUpI prabhu hovA chatAM mArI paryAyamAM alpapaNAnA viSayamAM rokANo chuM, e ja mane pratibaddha che. AhAhA..! che 'paMcAstikAya'? keTalAmI che? zuM kIdhuM? viSaya pratibaddha. lakhyuM to haze ahIM kyAMka. gAthA 163. samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 = kharekhara sauSyanuM kAraNa svabhAvanI pratikULatAno abhAva che.' bhagavAnaAtmAmAM AnaMda, enuM kAraNa svabhAvanI pratikULatAno abhAva che. 'AtmAno 'svabhAva' kharekhara daza-jJapti (darzana ane jJAna) che.' AhAhA..! te bannene viSayapratibaMdha hovo te pratikULatA' che.' AhAhA..! karma pratikULatA che, ema na lIdhuM. mAruM jANavuM-dekhavuM ochAmAM aTakI gayuM che e mane pratikULa che. AhAhA..! huM sarvajJa ane sarvadarzI mArI zakti ane paryAyamAM te
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________________ gAthA-212 301 hovuM joIe. AhAhA...! mAro nAtha sarvajJa, sarvadarzI prabhu (che) to enI paryAyamAM sarvajJa ane sarvadarzI paryAya AvavI joIe paNa huM alpa viSayamAM rokAI gayelo chuM ethI mane sarvajJa ane sarvadarzI nathI thatuM. AhAhA! viSaya eTale? bhoga e viSaya nahi. jJAnano viSaya je alpa che I. AhAhA...! jANavA-dekhavAnI mArI paryAya alpa viSayamAM rokAI gayelI che. AhAhA.! e ja mane pratikULa che, kahe che. AhAhA.! digaMbara saMtonI balihArI che, jeNe kevaLajJAnInA peTa kholI nAkhyA che. AhAhA...! ane te aMdaramAM besI jAya evI vAta che. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? AhA...! bannene..." darzana, jJAna bannene viSayapratibaMdha... heThe (phUTanoTa che). viSayamAM rUkAvaTa, maryAditapaNuM. darzana, jJAnamAM maryAditapaNuM che jANavAnuM e ja pratikULatA che. AhAhA...! bhagavAna to jANanAro amaryAdita jANavA-dekhavAno svabhAva che eno. trikALa to che paNa paryAyamAM paNa amaryAdita jANavA-dekhavAno svabhAva hovo joIe. AhAhA...! evA jANavAdekhavAnA pUrNa svabhAvanuM amaryAditapaNuM nahi ane alpa viSayamAM rokAI janAruM jJAna, darzana... AhAhA.... e mane pratikULatA che. AhAhA...! e mane mArAthI pratikULatA che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! 163 gAthA che. jeNa vijANadi savvaM pecchadi so teNa sokkhmnnuhvdi| idi taM jANadi bhavio abhavvasatto Na sddhdi|| AhAhA.! bhavya jIva ke lAyaka jJAnI Ama jANe, avine khabara paDatI nathI. are.. mAruM jJAna ne darzana, pUrNa svabhAvI mAro prabhu, enI paryAyamAM pUrNa dekhavuM-jANavuM hovuM joIe ene ThekANe apUrNamAM rokAI gayo... AhAhA.! e mAre pratikULatA che. karmanI pratikULatA che, e nahi. juo to kharA vANI! AhAhA...! mAMgIlAlajI'! A bhASA to sAdI che, bahu olI nathI. tame to ahIM Avo cho. AhAhA...! A "paMcAstikAya che, kuMdakuMdAcArya enI TIkA "amRtacaMdrAcArya (nI che). ahIM kahe che, icchAne jJAnI karmanuM kArya jANe che. eTale ke mArI paryAyamAM kamajorI che. mArI dRSTi tyAM nathI. mArI dRSTimAM to bhagavAna pUrNa svarUpa che te che. mATe mAruM kArya to jJAna ne darzana ne AnaMda AvavuM joIe. ene ThekANe icchA AvI e karmanuM kArya che, ema karIne kADhI nAkhyuM che. AhAhA.! eno huM to jJAtA chuM, ema kahe che. AhAhA.! bIjo bola. "roga samAna jANI tene maTADavA cAhe che. pahelA bolamAM e kahyuM ke, jJAnI icchAne karmanA udayanuM kArya jANe paNa potAnuM kArya nathI (ema jANe che). AhAhA.! are.! nidhAna jene aMdarathI maLyA che. AhA...! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jyAM uchaLIne paryAyamAM Ave che. AhAhA..! enuM to kArya jJAna ne AnaMda che. enuM kArya rAga hoya nahi. kAraNa ke enA svabhAvamAM e kAMI che nahi. AhAhA...! jeTalA svabhAva ane zaktio che e
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________________ 302 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 badhI pavitra che. AhAhA..! to pavitratAmAM apavitratAnuM kArya hoI zake nahi. zuM kahyuM samajANuM? bhagavAnaAtmAmAM to jeTalA anaMta guNo.. kAle AvyuM hatuM ke, AkAzanA pradezathI paNa AtmAmAM anaMtaguNA guNa che. jyAre zvetAMbaramAM AvyuM che (e) AmAMthI lIdheluM AvyuM che, tyAM kyAM hatuM? AmAM kayAM che e khyAlamAM AvatuM nathI. kAle batAvyuM hatuM ne? 'ajItanAtha'nI stuti. eka jIvamAM AkAzanA pradeza ke jeno aMta nathI, AhAhA..! dase dizAono kacAMya aMta nathI. eTalA je AkAzanA pradeza enA karatA bhagavAna eka AtmAmAM anaMtaguNA guNa che. AhAhA..! tamArA paisA karoDa, be karoDa, abaja.. amArA vakhatamAM to bIjuM hatuM jarI. abaja pachI kharva, nikharva evuM hatuM. kharva, nikharva, mahAsaMghadI, jagadI ne madhyama ne e vakhate hatuM. aDhAra bola hatA. atyAre to cAlyuM gayuM, abaja ja che. AhAhA..! paNa ahIM to kahe che ke, hajI prAraMbha che, aDhAramo AMkaDo e paNa hajI enI maryAdA che. bhagavAnane to.. AhAhA..! AkAzanA pradezano aMta nahi, zuM kahe che? prabhu! e khetarano-khetarano jyAM aMta nahi, e khetaranA jANanAranA guNano aMta nahi. evA anaMta guNo prabhu aMdara ThAMsIne bharyAM che. e anaMtamAMthI koI guNa apavitrapaNe pariName evo koI guNa nathI. e jANIne ahIM ema kahyuM che ke, icchA e mAruM kArya nahi. huM to pavitra chuM ne pavitranuM kArya to pavitra che. lAlacaMdabhAI'! kArya kema kahyuM? karmanI mAthe kema nAkhyuM? samajANuM kAMI? che to potAnI nabaLAI paNa karmanI mAthe kema nAkhyuM? pote bhagavAna anaMta guNano piMDa pavitra prabhu, emAM koI guNa vikAra kare evo koI guNa ja nathI. e paryAyamAM adhdharathI vikAra thAya che tethI tene pavitratAnuM kArya na gaNIne karmanuM kArya gaNyuM che. AhAhA..! are..! bhagavAnano mArga to juo, bhAI! AhAhA..! trilokanA nAtha jinezvara paramAtmA. pAchuM evuM che ke jeTalA anaMta guNo AtmAmAM che, AkAzanA pradezathI anaMtaguNA, teTalA ja guNa eka paramANumAM che. bhale e jaDa (che). jaDanA jaDa guNo. eTalA ja sarakhA. dravya che ne! AhAhA..! e kAle AvyuM hatuM ne? AkAzanA pradezathI dareka dravyanA guNa anaMtaguNA che. keTalA vakhatathI kahyuM hatuM paNa hAtha nahotuM AvatuM. kAle AvyuM. ene AvavuM hoya tyAre Ave ne! bApu! AhAhA..! ahIM zuM kahevuM che? ke, bhagavAnamAM anaMtA.. anaMtA.. anaMtA.. anaMtA.. anaMtA.. thokanA thoka anaMtA eTalA anaMtA ke chello anaMta jemAM AvI zake nahi ane chello anaMtano pAcho chello aMka paNa Ave nahi, eTalA anaMtA. AhAhA..! eTalA pavitra guNamAM koIpaNa eka zakti vikAra kare evI zakti nathI. ziSye e prazna karyo che olAmAM ke, prabhu! anaMta zaktino dhaNI che to ko'kanuM kArya kare evI zakti che ke nahi? prazna che ne! samajANuM kAMI? ATalI badhI zaktio tame AtmAmAM varNavo cho to eka zakti evI paNa kema na hoya ke 52nuM karI zake? pATanIjI'! AhAhA..! bhagavAna! tArI mahimA to jo, prabhu!
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________________ gAthA-212 303 AhAhA...! teM koI di sAMbhaLI nathI, beThI nathI, bhAI! AhAhA...! kahe che, prabhu anaMtA anaMtA eTalA mahA guNono anaMtano anaMtano aMta kyAMya nathI AkAzanA pradezanI jema. AhAhA...! ema ne ema jANI levuM ema nahi) paNa enA bhAvamAM khyAla Avavo, bhAsana (thavuM joIe). dase dizAomAM AkAzanI anaMtI zreNI, dhArA eka eka AkAzanI zreNI Ama kyAMya gaI enuM pUruM nathI, Ama gaI emAM pUruM nathI, Ama gaI tyAM pUruM nathI, heThe gaI emAM pUruM nathI. AhAhA.! evA AkAzanA pradezo keTalA haze? eka AkAzamAM anaMtI zreNIo Ama. e eka eka zreNImAM aMta vinAnA pradezo. evI anaMtI zreNInA pradezo jeno pAra na maLe. AhAhA.! bhagavAna! tArI mahimA to jo! tuM kyAM rokAI gayo? kyAM mIThAzamAM tuM rokAI gayo? prabhu! AhAhA...! evA anaMtA... anaMtA. anaMtA... anaMtA guNono anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMtamAM anaMta anaMta anaMta chelluM anaMta jemAM nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA...! jema AkAzamAM chello koI bhAga ja nathI. AhAhA...! kaho, AvuM sAMbhaLyuM hatuM kyAMya? A digaMbara dharma A che. AhAhA...! eTalI eTalI zakti che. ziSya pUchyuM ke, prabhu to anaMta zaktino dhaNI che to eka zakti karmanuM kare, paranuM kare evI zaktinI zuM karavA nA pADo cho? bhAI! anaMtI zakti che paNa paranuM kare evI ekeya zakti nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? hAthane halAve evI paNa enAmAM zakti nathI. AvI anaMta zaktino dhaNI hAthane halAve evI zakti nathI. prabhu! paNa e to paranuM kArya, emAM zakti kyAM che? AhAhA...! potAnA anaMta guNo pavitra che tenuM pavitranuM paryAyanuM kArya te tenuM kArya che. AhAhA...! e hisAbe gaNIne ahIMyAM icchAne karmanA udayanuM kArya jANe che. gajaba vAta, prabhu AhAhA...! lokone AtmA zuM enI khabara nathI. AtmA eTale che, basa! zarIrathI judo. paNa judo che kevaDo ane keTalo? AhAhA...! A zarIramAM paramANuo jeTalI saMkhyAmAM che, ethI anaMtaguNA emAM guNa che. AhAhA...! e eka paramANamAM paNa eTalA ja guNa che. ohoho.! evA pavitranA piMDanuM kArya pavitra hoya ema gaNIne ahIMyAM rAganuM kArya karmanuM che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! zuM prabhunI ghaTanA! AhAhA.! trilokanAthanA bhAvano A upadeza che. enA badhA lakhANa che che. kevaLInA keDAyatoe kevaLInI vAtuM karI che, prabhu! AhAhA...! eka (thayo). roga samAna jANI tene maTADavA cAhe che. mArI dazA to anaMta AnaMda, anaMta pavitratAno bhAva te niroga che. AhAhA. A rAga to roga che. AhAhA...! huM to anaMta... anaMta... anaMta... anaMta guNanA kAryano nirogatAvALo prabhu huM, emAM rAga roga che. AhAhA...! icchA te roga che. AhAhA...! zarIranA roga nahi, hoM A. zarIrano roga e roga ja nahi, e to zarIranI paryAyano te kALa che te pramANe paryAya thAya. emAM e roga che
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________________ 304 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 emeya nathI. e to paramANunI paryAyano kALa ja e pramANe pariNamavAno che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? paramANuomAM te samaye te ja prakAranI paryAyapaNe thavAno svabhAva che. ene roga kaho, paNa e to paramANunI kamabaddhamAM AvatI paryAya che. AhAhA! samajAya che kAMI? 'kizorabhAI! thoDuM thoDuM samajavuM, bAkI AmAM to DhagalA Ave che. "ajItabhAI to ahIM bahu rahetA. ene to, AhAhA...! paisAnI pAyuM pramANe rUpiyAnI pAyuM gaNe ne pAyuMnA pAchA... zuM kahevAya olA? badAma ne aDavoka ne kAMIka evA. enA Ave ne? eka pAyanA ghaNA Ave. enI kAMI kiMmata nathI ahIM AhAhA...! A to anaMta guNano nAtha... uttara to kevo, paMDitajIe khulAso karyA che. hai? AhAhA.! prabhu! tArAmAM to anaMta pavitra guNanA piMDa paDyA che ne! daLanA daLa paDyA che ne! AhAhA...! olA lADu nathI thAtA, daLanA? daLalADu thAtA, daLa(nA). ghaunA daLanA lADu ghI nAkhIne (banAve). jema eka zera caNAnA loTamAM cAra zera ghI nAkhIne banAve) ene mesUba kahe ane ghauMnA eka zeranA zakkarapAro athavA daLa kahe. pahelA lADavA thAtA daLanA. hamaNA to have kyAM? ema AtmA AnaMdanuM daLa ane anaMta guNanuM daLa che prabhu aMdara A daLa, paNa najaruM nathI eTale dekhAtuM nathI. najara bahAramAM rokAI gaI. hai? AhAhA...! je najaranI paryAya che e paryAya rokAI gaI bahAramAM. e paryAyane aMdaramAM roke to anaMta guNanuM daLa tenI dRSTimAM Ave. AhAhA...! tenI apekSAe icchAne roga kahevAmAM Ave che. mAruM svarUpa to niroga che. anaMta anaMta pavitratAnA pariNamanavALuM mAruM svarUpa to niroga che. AhAhA...! temAM A rAga roga che. AhAhA.! be (vAta thaI. eka to icchA karmanuM kArya (kahyuM). pelAmAM traNa AvyA hatA. azAtAne laIne jaTharAgninuM utpana thavuM, vItarAyane laIne sahanazaktino abhAva, cAritramohane laIne icchAnuM thavuM. (ema) traNa AvyA hatA. have e icchAnA samAdhAna kahe che. e icchA, prabhu AtmA enuM kArya nahi, bhAI! enA pavitra guNonuM pariNamana pavitra ja hoya. e apavitranuM kArya kyAM AtmAnuM che? AhAhA...! icchAmAtra roga che. olA logassamAM nathI AvatuM? 'AruggohilAbha logassamAM Ave che, zvetAMbaramAM. ApaNeya logassa che. digaMbaramAM. 'AruggohilAbha nirogatAmAM samyagdarzanano lAbha. AhAhA...! samAvivaramuttama ditu' nathI AvatuM? logassamAM Ave che, "zAMtibhAI'! gaDiyA karyA che ke nahi pahelA? AhAhA...! roga samAna jANI tene maTADavA cAhe che. AhAhA.! dharmIne to jJAnAnaMda anaMta guNanuM kArya che temAM rAgane roga samAna jANI e to maTADavA cAhe che, rAkhavA cAhato nathI. AhAhA.! "icchA pratye anurAgarUpa icchA jJAnIne nathI...." zuM kIdhuM? icchA pratyenI IcchA nathI. icchAnI icchA nathI. icchA pratye anurAga, premarUpa icchA nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA...!
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________________ gAthA-212 305 tene ema icchA nathI ke mArI A icchA sadA raho.' e anurAga. A icchA sadA raho ema che jJAnIne? AhAhA..! mATe tene ajJAnamaya icchAno abhAva che.' AhAhA..! AvI vAta. ane nyAyathI siddha karyuM che, hoM! AhAhA..! 5ramAtmA pote anaMta pavitratAno piMDa, enI paryAya paNa niroga pavitra che. pavitratAmAM A apavitratA te to roga che. AhAhA..! mATe tene ajJAnamaya icchAno abhAva che.' mATe dharmIne ajJAnamaya roga samAna vastuno abhAva che. svarUpamAM nathI, paryAyamAM nathI. e paryAya 52nuM kArya che ene e jANe che. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM. bhAre AkaruM kAma. AhAhA..! parajanya icchAnuM svAmIpaNuM jJAnIne nathI...' i cotho bola. 52janya icchA, bhASA dekho! parajanya che, svabhAvajanya nathI. mAro prabhu anaMta pavitratAnA anaMtanA pAra vinAnA guNo, paNa koI guNa evo nathI ke je apavitratapaNe pariName. pavitra apavitrapaNe pariName evo koI guNa nathI. AhAhA..! parajanya icchAnuM svAmIpaNuM jJAnIne nathI...' AhAhA..! ko'kano chokaro ko'kane Avyo hoya to e ema mAne ke, A mAro chokaro che? AhAhA..! ema rAganI prajA karmanI che, mArI nahi. AhAhA..! AvuM svarUpa che. are..! sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi, tattvanI vAtano prayoga kyAre kare i? AhAhA..! parajanya icchAnuM svAmIpaNuM jJAnIne nathI mATe jJAnI icchAno paNa zAyaka ja che.' paNa kema kIdhuM? ke, olA puNyano paNa jJAyaka che, pApano paNa jJAyaka che ane azanano paNa zAyaka che. 'paNa' zabda eTale bIjuM kAMIka thaI gayuM che eno artha thaI gayo che. A pramANe zuddhanayanI pradhAnatAthI kathana jANavuM.' zuddhanayanI dRSTinI pradhAnatAthI A kathana jANavuM. paryAyanaye jyAre jANe tyAre paryAya potAmAM che tene jANe. samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! kemake zuddha-azuddha paryAyano piMDa che dravya to. mokSamArga prakAzaka'mAM be ThekANe Ave che. kemake anaMtI je azuddha paryAya thaI enI yogyatA to aMdara che ne? ane e azuddha paryAya ane zuddha badhI paryAyano piMDa te AtmA che. emAMthI eka azuddha paryAya kADhI nAkho to dravya siddha nahi thAya. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! have A to keTalI apekSAo lAgu paDe. jJAnano pAra nathI, prabhu! anekAMta jJAnano pAra nathI. AhAhA..! A pramANe zudghanayanI mukhyatAthI kathana jANavuM.' azudghanayanuM kathana cAlatuM hoya tyAre paryAya enI che, enuM kArya che ema jANe. be nayanuM kathana che ne bhagavAnanuM? kAMI eka ja nayanuM nathI. AhAhA..! dii
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________________ 306 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 JrAjA ( gAthA213) apariggaho aNiccho bhaNido NANI ya Necchade paannN| apariggaho du pANassa jANago teNa so hodi||213|| aparigraho'niccho bhaNito jJAnI ca necchati pAnam / aparigrahastu pAnasya jJAyakastena sa bhvti||213|| icchA parigrahaH / tasya parigraho nAsti yasyecchA naasti| icchA tvajJAnamayo bhAvaH, ajJAnamayo bhAvastu jJAnino nAsti, jJAnino jJAnamaya eva bhAvo'sti / tato jJAnI ajJAnamayasya bhAvasya icchAyA abhAvAt pAnaM necchti| tena jJAninaH pAnaparigraho naasti| jJAnamayasyaikasya jJAyakabhAvasya bhAvAt kevalaM pAnakasya jJAyaka evAyaM syAt / have, jJAnIne pAnano pANI vagere pIvAno) paNa parigraha nathI ema kahe che - anicchaka kahyo aparigrahI, jJAnI na icche pAnane, tethI na parigrahI pAnano te, pAnano jJAyaka rahe. 213. gAthArtha -[ ni: ] anicchakane [ aparigra: ] aparigrahI [ matiH ] kahyo che [ 9 ] ane [ jJAnI ] jJAnI [pAnam ] pAnane [ 1 rUchati ] icchato nathI, tena] tethI [ 1 ] te [ pAnaca ] pAnano [ pariprada: ] parigrahI nathI, [ jJAyava: ] pAnano) jJAyaka ja [ mavati ] che. TIkA - icchA parigraha che. tene parigraha nathI-jene icchA nathI. icchA to ajJAnamaya bhAva che ane ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI, jJAnIne jJAnamaya ja bhAva hoya che; tethI ajJAnamaya bhAva je icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe jJAnI pAnane icchato nathI; mATe jJAnIne pAnano parigraha nathI. jJAnamaya evA eka jJAyakabhAvanA sadUbhAvane lIdhe A (jJAnI) pAnano kevaLa jJAyaka ja che. bhAvArtha - AhAranI gAthAnA bhAvArtha pramANe ahIM paNa samajavuM.
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________________ gAthA213 307 gAthA-213 upara pravacana have, jJAnIne pAnano pANI vagere pIvAno)" eTale pIvAnI jeTalI cIjo hoya emAM sAthe nAkhavI. teno paNa parigraha nathI ema kahe che : apariggaho aNiccho bhaNido NANI ya Necchade paannN| apariggaho du pANassa jANago teNa so hodi||213|| maLato' (eTale) bhagavAne kahyuM che. AhAhA.! anicchaka kahyo aparigrahI, jJAnI na icche pAnane, tethI na parigrahI pAnano te, pAnano jJAyaka rahe. 213. e pANI pIto paNa pANI pIto nathI, kahe che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. pANIno parigraha nathI. e pANInI icchA ja nathI. AhAhA...! icchA to parigraha che. e pANInI icchA nathI tethI tene parigraha nathI. parigraha-pANIne e pakaDato nathI. pANI che tene jJAtA tarIke jANe che. AhAhA...! A cIja jagatamAM che tema svapaprakAzaka jJAnamAM parane jANe che, paNa para e mAruM che tema e mAnato nathI. AhAhA...! e badhA pahelA zabda AvyA che e pramANe laI levuM. icchA parigraha che. tene parigraha nathI jene icchA nathI. icchA to ajJAnamaya bhAva che ane ajJAnamaya bhAva jJAnIne hoto nathI, jJAnIne jJAnamaya ja bhAva hoya che; tethI ajJAnamaya bhAva je icchA..." ajJAnamaya bhAva je icchA, duHkharUpa bhAva je icchA tenA abhAvane lIdhe jJAnIne duHkharUpa ane ajJAnamaya bhAva nathI. AhAhA.! "jJAnI pAnane icchato nathI;" dharmIne pANInI icchA nathI. AhAhA..! bApu! kaI apekSA che, bhAI? AhAhA...! icchA mAruM kArya nathI, huM to jJAyaka chuM ne! jANanAro jANe ke jANanAro icchA kare? AhAhA. pANI pIvA) vakhate paNa huM to jANanAro chuM ane te paNa te kALe, pANI AvavAne kALe tene jANatuM jJAna pragaTa thAya che. svaparaprakAzaka jJAnane laIne jJAyakabhAvamAM svapara, tene jANatuM jJAna pragaTa thAya che. e potAmAMthI pragaTa thAya che, pANI AvyuM mATe enuM jJAna pragaTa thayuM che, ema nathI. AhAhA. pANIne jANanAruM jJAna pANI che mATe thayuM che ema nathI. AhAhA...! pANIne kALe je svapaprakAzaka paryAyanuM sAmarthya e potAthI pragaTyuM che. ene parano jANanAra-dekhanAra kahe che. AhAhA...! vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!)
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________________ 308 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (gAthA214) emAdie du vivihe savve bhAve ya Necchade nnaannii| jANagabhAvo Niyado NIrAlaMbo du svvtth||214|| evamAdikAMstu vividhAn sarvAn bhAvAMzca necchati jnyaanii| jJAyakabhAvo niyato nirAlambastu sarvatra / / 214 / / evamAdayo'nye'pi bahuprakArAH paradravyasya ye svabhAvAstAn sarvAneva necchati jJAnI, tena jJAninaH sarveSAmapi paradravyabhAvAnAM parigraho nAsti / iti siddhaM jJAnino'tyantaniSparigrahatvam / athaivamayama zeSabhAvAntaraparigrahazUnyatvAdudvAntasamastAjJAnaH sarvatrApyatyantanirAlambo bhUtvA pratiniyataTaGkotkIrNaikajJAyakabhAvaH san saakssaadvijnyaanghnmaatmaanmnubhvti| e rIte bIjA paNa aneka prakAranA parajanya bhAvone jJAnI icchato nathI ema have kahe che - e Adi vidhavidha bhAva bahu jJAnI na icche sarvane; sarvatra AlaMbana rahita basa niyata jJAyakabhAva te. 214. gAthArtha -[ vamavivAr tu ] ityAdika [ vivighAnuM ] aneka prakAranA [ sarvAna mAvAn 2] sarva bhAvone | jJAnI ] jJAnI [ na rucchati ] icchato nathI; [ sarvatra nirAnisva: tu ] sarvatra (badhAmAM) nirAlaMba evo te [ niyata: jJAya5mAva: ] nizcita jJAyakabhAva ja che. TIkA :- ItyAdika bIjA paNa ghaNA prakAranA je paradravyanA svabhAvo che te badhAyane jJAnI icchato nathI. tethI jJAnIne samasta paradravyanA bhAvono parigraha nathI. e rIte jJAnIne atyaMta niSparigrahapaNuM siddha thayuM. have e pramANe A, samasta anyabhAvonA parigrahathI zUnyapaNAne lIdhe jeNe samasta ajJAna vamI nAkhyuM che evo, sarvatra atyaMta nirAlaMba thaIne, niyata TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAva raheto, sAkSAt vijJAnaghana AtmAne anubhave che. - bhAvArtha :- puNya, pApa, azana, pAna vagere sarva anyabhAvono jJAnIne parigraha nathI kAraNa ke sarva parabhAvone heya jANe tyAre tenI prAptinI icchA thatI nathI.* * prathama, mokSAbhilASI sarva parigrahane choDavA pravRtta thayo hato, teNe A gAthA sudhImAM vyasta parigrahabhAvane choDyo, e rIte samasta ajJAnane dUra karyuM ane jJAnasvarUpa AtmAne anubhavyo.
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________________ gAthA- 214 309 pravacana naM. 293 gAthA-214, zloka-146 zanivAra, bhAdaravA suda 3, tA. 25-08-1979 samayasAra 214 gAthA. e rIte bIjA paNa..." ema kahyuM ke jJAyaka svarUpa bhagavAna badhA guNe pUro pUro prabhu, evuM jene aMtaramAM bhAna ane svIkAra dRSTimAM thayo ene puNya ane pApa, azana, pAna vagerenI ene icchA hotI nathI. bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka pUrNa, jJAne pUrNa, darzane pUrNa, AnaMde pUrNa, zAMtie pUrNa... AhAhA...! evo je pUrNAnaMda prabhu anubhavamAM, dRSTimAM, jJAnamAM Avyo ane AtmAnA bhAva sivAya bIjI para icchAno rAga, icchAnI icchA hotI nathI. AhAhA...! jeNe bharyA bhaMDAra bhALyA. AhAhA...! bhagavAna pUrNa AnaMda, pUrNa zAMti, pUrNa jJAna, pUrNa darzana, pUrNa vIrya evA anaMtA anaMtA guNe pUrNa che ema bhAsyuM, bhALyuM evA dharmIne... AhAhA! icchAmAtranI icchA hotI nathI. AvI vAta che, bhAI! e bIjA paNa A cAra to kahyA. koIpaNa rIte kapaDAM, dAgInA e zarIra upara hoya ane enI bIjAne dekhADavAnI bhAvanA hoya, e jJAnIne na hoya. AhA...! samajAya che kAMI? e rIte bIjA paNa aneka prakAranA parajanya bhAvone jJAnI icchato nathI. AhA.! ene ahIMyAM dharmI ane jJAnI kahevAmAM Ave che. emAdie d vivihe savve bhAve ya Necchade nnaannii| jANagabhAvo Niyado NIrAlaMbo du savvattha / / 214 / / e Adi vidhavidha bhAva bahu jJAnI na icche sarvane; sarvatra AlaMbana rahita basa niyata jJAyakabhAva te. 214. TIkA - ityAdika... eTale ke puNya, pApa, AhAra, pANI vagere bIjA paNa ghaNA prakAranA." vikalpo ke bAhyanI anukULa sAmagrIo ke pratikULa sAmagrIo, (e) padravyanA svabhAvo che te badhAyane jJAnI icchato nathI... AhAhA...! jene AnaMdanA svAda AvyA, bhagavAna. olA stavanamAM kahyuM nahi? "prabhu tuma saba bhAve pUrA, prabhu tuma, prabhu mere tuma saba bhAve pUrA AhAhA.! para kI Aza kahAM kare vhAlA? parakI Aza kahAM kare prItama, kaI vAte tuM adhUrA, kyA vAte tuma adhurA, kayA bhAve tuma adhurA." AhAhA...! prabhu mere saba bhAve pUrA" evo je bhagavAna AtmA. AhAhA...! jJAyakabhAva vItarAga svabhAvathI bharelo pUrNa vItarAga, pUrNa jJAna, pUrNa darzana, pUrNa zAMti, pUrNa AnaMda, pUrNa svacchatA AhA.! evo je bharelo bhagavAna jene pratItamAM (Avyo), paryAyamAM svIkAra karyo. AhAhA.! paryAyamAM
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________________ 310 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 Adara karyo, anubhava karyo... AhAhA..! ene A badhA bhAvono (Adara nathI), jJAnI tene icchato nathI. AhAhA..! dharmIne zAyakabhAva pratyeno prayatna zarU che. bhagavAna zAyakabhAva tenA pratyenA valaNamAM prayatna che. AhAhA..! ethI ene padravyanA vikalpo Adi ke padravya, tenI tene icchA hotI nathI, teno tene prema hoto nathI. AhAhA..! e badhA (bhAvo) jJAnI icchato nathI. badhA padravya svabhAvo... AhAhA..! e jJAnI (icchato nathI). 'tethI jJAnIne...' 'nirjarA adhikA2' che ne? bhAI! AhA..! 'samasta padravyanA bhAvono parigraha nathI.' bhagavAna zAyakabhAvano parigraha jeNe pakaDyo.. AhA..! jJAyakabhAvano parigraha jene thayo, pari nAma samasta prakAre anubhavyo-pakaDyo, ene AtmAnA jJAyakabhAva sivAya koI padArthano parigraha (eTale ke) A mAro che tema ene pakkaDa hotI nathI. AhAhA..! cha khaMDanA rAjamAM cakravartI paDyo hoya ema loko kahe, e cha khaMDanA rAjamAM nathI. e to akhaMDa jJAyakabhAvanA rAjamAM che. AhAhA..! ethI e khaMDa khaMDane sAdhato nathI, e akhaMDane sAdhe che. AhA..! pa2 khaMDa to nahi paNa paryAyanA khaMDane e sAdhato nathI. AhAhA..! Ave che ne 320mAM? jJAnamAM khaMDa khaMDane e bhAvato nathI. AhAhA..! bhAI! dharma koI alaukika vAta che, bhAI! AhAhA..! paripUrNa vItarAga bhAve bharelo prabhu ane paripUrNa AnaMda ane paripUrNa zAMti.. zAMti.. zAMti AhAhA..! pUrNa zAMtanA 2se bharelo bhagavAna, eno jene aMta2mAM anubhava thayo, e jJAnIne e bhAvanA sivAya bIjI kaI icchA paranI hoya? AhA..! samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! e padravyanA bhAvono parigraha nathI. e rIte..' dharmIne. vaLI koI ema kahe ke, (e to) jJAnIne, paNa dharmane amAre zuM che? paNa dharmI kaho ke jJAnI kaho. AhAhA..! jene AtmAnA dharmo je pUrNa svarUpa, sarvajJa jema jJAnanuM pUrNa svarUpa che, ema pUrNa svarUpa darzananuM, pUrNa svarUpa zAMtinuM, pUrNa svarUpa vItarAgatAnuM, pUrNa svarUpa svacchatAnuM, pUrNa svarUpa svasaMvedana prakAzaguNanuM vagere pUrNa svarUpano nAtha prabhu! AhAhA..! eno jyAM aMta2mAM Adara ne svIkAra thayo ene 52 icchAmAtrano athavA paraparigrahanA rAgAdino paNa ene parigraha nathI. AhAhA..! AvI vAta che. jJAnIne atyaMta niSparigrahapaNuM siddha thayuM.' AhAhA..! dharmI jIva.. are..! ATha varSanI bAlikA hoya.. AhAhA..! jene AtmAno anubhava ane AnaMdano svAda Avyo e pachI bhale 52Ne, paNa e paraNavAnI icchAno svAmI nathI. AhAhA..! A zarIra to mATI che. pote anaMta guNano mATI prabhu.. AhAhA..! anaMta guNano dhaNI, anaMta guNano sAhebo, rAjA. AhAhA..! anaMta guNano sAhebo prabhu rAjendra AtmA. AhAhA..! eno jyAM aMtaramAM svIkAra thaI gayo.. AhAhA..! ene kaI icchA paranI hoya? bhAI! mArga Avo che, prabhu!
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________________ 311 gAthA214 joke ahIM munipaNAnI mukhyatAthI vAta che paNa samyagdaSTinI vAta paNa gauNamAM bhegI che. AhAhA..! e "jJAnIne atyaMta niSparigrahapaNuM siddha thayuM." AhAhA...! ekaluM niSparigrahapaNuM nahi, atyaMta niSparigrahapaNuM. AhAhA! jene puNyano rAga Ave tene puNyanA phaLarUpe saMyoga bhAva Ave enI ene pakkaDa nathI eTale A mAruM che, tevo bhAva nathI. AhAhA...! have e pramANe A, samasta anyabhAvonA parigrahathI..." anya bhAvonI pakkaDathI, mArA che tevA bhAvathI "zUnyapaNAne lIdhe... AhAhA.! pote bhagavAna bharelo pUrNa ane parabhAvanI bhAvanAthI zUnya. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? A vAta, AvI mULa vAtuM evI jhINI che. AhAhA...! samasta anyabhAvonA parigrahathI zUnyapaNAne lIdhe...." eTale? pUrA guNano bhagavAna bharelo ene anubhavamAM Avyo, e anya parigrahathI to zUnya thayo. svabhAvathI azUnyapaNuM jyAM pragaTyuM che... AhAhA...! ene parabhAvathI zUnyapaNuM pragaTyuM che. samajAya che kAMI? jeNe samasta ajJAna vamI nAkhyuM che.. AhAhA.! koIpaNa vikalpa mAro che evA bhAvane jeNe vamI nAkhyo che. AhAhA. "evo, sarvatra..." sarva sthAnathI, vikalpathI mAMDIne sarva saMyogathI "atyaMta nirAlaMba" che. parathI atyaMta nirAlaMba che. AhAhA...! svathI atyaMta AlaMbita che. potAnuM svathI pUrNa AlaMbana che, parathI pUrNa nirAlaMba ja che. AhAhA...! evo, sarvatra atyaMta nirAlaMba...' sarvatra AtmA AlaMbanamAM Avyo che, AtmAnuM AlaMbana jeNe lIdhuM che... AhAhA...! eNe paranuM sarvatra atyaMta nirAlaMba che. AhA...! "niyata TaMkotkIrNa. niyata nAma nizcaya TaMkotkIrNa-jevo e svabhAva che tevo aMdara pUrNAnaMdano nAtha zAzvata. TaMkotkIrNa eTale zAzvata. AhAhA...! dhruva. dhravapada rAmI re prabhu mArA dhruva svabhAvanA padano rAmI AtamarAma. AhAhA.! ene paramAM ramavAnI vAta kema goThe? AhAhA.! dharma vItarAga bhAI! vItarAgano dharma koI apUrva alaukika che. e koI sAdhAraNa bahArathI. AhAhA..! dayA, dAna, bhakti ne vrata ne emAMthI maLI jAya evI cIja nathI. AhAhA....! e prabhu to nirAlaMbI che. jene icchA ane deva-gurunuM AlaMbaneya nathI. AhAhA.! trilokanA nAthanuM paNa AlaMbana jene nathI. kemake traNalokano nAtha jyAM svIkAravAmAM Avyo e badhI cIjanA AlaMbana rahita che. AhAhA...! AlaMbananI takarAra che ne? sthAnakavAsI ane derAvAsImAM. olo kahe, mUrtinuM AlaMbana joIe, olo kahe, AlaMbana nathI. I vAta kaI apekSA che? paramArthe to nirAlaMbana ja AtmA che paNa jyAre rAga Ave che tyAre paranuM nimittapaNuM ene che. e parAlaMbIpaNuM eTaluM jJAnamAM Ave paNa tenI ene pakkaDa nathI. AhAhA.. tyAre olA kahe ke, I che ja nahi. I vAta jUThI che. samajAya che kAMI? e AlaMbana svanuM hovA chatAM jyAM sudhI pUrNa nathI tene rAgamAM parAlaMbIpaNAno bhAva Ave, e cIja che. chatAM paNa te parAlaMbI
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________________ 312 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 bhAvamAMthI bhagavAnaAtmA to atyaMta nirAlaMbI che. are.re...! AvI vAtuM. 'sarvatra atyaMta nirAlaMba thaIne..." pATha che ne? AhAhA.! "chidde gALI nALAmAvo Liyo jIrAnaMvo che ne pAThamAM? nizcayathI nirAlaMbI che. AhAhA... jene traNalokanA nAtha, pUrNAnaMda prabhu AtmA, enuM jene AlaMbana AvyuM have bIjA AlaMbananuM zuM (kAma) che? AhAhA.! nizcayathI to paranuM AlaMbana ene ekeya che ja nahi. AhAhA.! mumukSu :- AlaMbana ApI zake che? uttara :- AlaMbana ApatuM nathI paNa levA jAya che ne ahIM? A mane AlaMbana maLe che, mane AlaMbana che. e kyAM AlaMbana (che)? e to joya che. e to jJAnamAM jaNAvA lAyaka joya che. paravastu cAhe to paramAtmA ne cAhe to mUrti ho ne cAhe to maMdira ho. AhAhA...! nava deva nathI kahyA? jinabhavana deva, jinavANI deva, jinadharma deva. AhAhA...! che ne? jinabhavana, jinapratimA, jinavANI, jinadharma-cAra ane pAMca parameSThI. nava deva kahyA che. paNa e devanuM AlaMbana paNa nizcayamAM nathI. vyavahArano jyAre vikalpa uThe che tyAre te nava devanI bhakti ne vinaya ene hoya che. paNa chatAM te bhAvanI ene pakkaDa nathI. AhAhA...! e bhAva mAro che, evuM jJAnIne nathI, prabhu! bhAre jhINI vAta, prabhu! AhAhA...! - tArI prabhutAnI vAtuM karatA prabhu kahI zakyA nathI. AhAhA.! evo mahAprabhu anaMta anaMta guNe pUro prabhu! bhAI! kSetramAM zarIra pramANe che) mATe nAno che, ema nahi. ane e arUpI che mATe e nAno che ema nahi. AhAhA...! enuM kada asaMkhya pradeza che paNa anaMta anaMta bhAvanuM kada to anaMta che. AhAhA.! e anaMta kada, daLano piMDa che e to. AhAhA...! jema baraphanI pATa hoya che ne, pacAsa-pacAsa maNanI, muMbaImAM. ema A anaMta guNanI mahApATa che, zAMtapATa che, zAMtapATa che. vItarAgabhAvanI pATa che e to. AhAhA.! are.. evo AtmA eNe sAMbhaLyo nathI. ene AtmA Avo che enI ene mahimA AvatI nathI ane dharmane nAme bahArathI kriyA) karIne mAne ame dharma karIe chIe. AhA! samajAya che kAMI? ahIM to kahe che, niyata TaMkotkIrNa..." nizcaya zAzvata vastu dhruva je che, dhruvapada rAmI prabhu mahArA' tuM dhruvanA padano rAmI prabhu tuM. AhAhA...! rAganA padano rAmI prabhu tuM nahi. AhAhA.! AvI vAtuM che. lokone AkarI paDe. zuM thAya? bhAI! AhAhA! "jJAnArNavamAM kahyuM che ke, bharatakSetramAM atyAre be-traNa-cAra sAdhu hoya, hoya to. to i vAta ANe lIdhI, 'devacaMdajIe. zvetAMbaramAM kyAMya che nahi. paNa eka "jJAnArNava digaMbaranuM zAstra) che, "zubhacaMdrAcAryanuM kareluM. emAM che ke, bhaI! be ke traNa mAMDa sAdhu bhAvaliMgI hoya to, na paNa hoya. ema lakhyuM che emAM to. AmAM to be-traNa lakhyA. be-traNano artha thoDA. samakitI thoDA hoya che. AhAhA...!
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________________ gAthA214 313 jene bhagavAnanA taLiyAM hAtha AvyA, jenA pAtALanA... AhAhA.! anaMta guNathI bharelo dhruva je pAtALa. paryAyanI apekSAe enuM dhruva pAtALa che. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! evA bhagavAnane jeNe anubhavyo, jANyo ane eno parigraha eTale A jJAyaka te ja huM evo jene parigraha thayo. e AvI gayuM, nirjarAmAM. jJAyaka, jJAnIne jJAyakano parigraha che. AhAhA...! 'TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAva raheto,... AhAhA! jANanAra. jANanAra. jANanAra... jANanAra. jANanAra svabhAva jANanAra, paryAyamAM jANanAra. AhAhA.! ema jANanArapaNe raheto prabhu... AhAhA...! "sAkSAt vijJAnaghana AtmAne anubhave che. AhAhA.! vyaktapaNAmAMparyAyamAM e nahoto, have sAkSAt thaI gayo. anubhavamAM e pratyakSa sAkSAt thaI gayo. AhAhA..! caitanyanA AnaMdano rasakaMda prabhu, sAkSAt vijJAnaghana. e vijJAnaghana thayo, paryAyamAM, hoM! evA vijJAnaghana AtmAne anubhave che. e paryAyamAM vijJAnaghana thayo paNa mULa vijJAnaghana che. che ne anubhave che. AhAhA.! ahIM to ema na kahyuM ke, parane anubhave che to nahi, rAgane anubhave che to nahi, paryAyane anubhave che to nahi. A vAta. AhAhA...! e traNalokanA nAthanA mArgamAM vAta che, bIje kyAMya A che nahi. evo prabhu aMdara che ene pAmara tarIke svIkAryo che ne! AhAhA...! bhikhArAveDA karyA che eNe. ahIMthI mane sukha maLaze, ahIMthI mane sukha maLaze, ahIMthI mane sukha maLaze. are.! bAdazAha cakravartI. AhAhA.! eka dAkhalo Ave che. cakravartIne ghare eka bahu sArI vAgharaNa AvI. ema kahe, A dAkhalo (che). cakravartIne to evI na hoya paNa moTo rAjA ane vAgharaNa rAkhI. paNa vAgharaNane Teva olI ke dAtaNa nAkhIne roTalI levI. e haMmezAM. zuM kahevAya e? gokhaluM.. gokhaluM. thoDA dAtaNa tye ane aMdara roTalI mUke. dAtaNa ane roTalI. AvI Teva. sArA rAjAne ghare AvI toya A Teva rahI. AhAhA.! ema bhagavAna AtmA paramAnaMdano nAtha ene hAtha na Avyo ane zubhabhAvamAM Avyo emAM eNe bhikhArAveDA karyA. A paisA lAvo ne bAyaDI lAvo, chokarA lAvo, anukULa lAvo, Abaru lAvo. zenA prabhu tuM mAge che? prabhu! tArAmAM zuM pUrApaNAnI khoTa che? AhAhA...! e to kahyuM, "prabhu mere tuma saba bhAve pUrA vAte pUrA na kIdhuM, bhAve pUrA. AhAhA...! e ahIM kIdhuM ne? "sAkSAt vijJAnaghana AtmA..." Avo je prabhu sAkSAt vijJAnaghana che tene samakitI dharmI anubhave che. AhAhA...! e AnaMdanI laheranA, AnaMdanA ghUMTaDA bhe che, kahe che. AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna AnaMdathI bharelo, enI sAmuM jotA tenI paryAyamAM AnaMda Ave che, kahe che. AhAhA! e paryAyane vijJAnaghana AtmAne e anubhave che. AtmAne anubhave che. eno artha ke trikALane anubhave che, anubhava to paryAyano che paNa
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________________ 314 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 vijJAnaghana AtmA upara sanmukhatA che tethI tene anubhave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA.! bahu sarasa gAthA! AhAhA.! "niyata, nirAlaMba' zabda paDyo che. AhAhA.! prabhu! tuM nizcayathI parathI nirAlaMbI cIja cho. AhAhA...! to pachI AvI badhI vAta karavI hoya to pachI A mUrti ne pUjA ne I zuM? bApu! bhAI! anekAMta mArga che, samaja. evo bhAva vItarAga na hoya tyAM sudhI Ave. ene UDAvI ja dhe ke mUrti ne pUjA nathI, e daSTi viruddha che. samajAya che kAMI? ane te mUrti ane mUrtipUjAmAM dharma che, e dRSTi khoTI che. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? Avo mArga. eka kora kahe ke koInuM AlaMbana nathI. vaLI pAchuM mUrti ne deva, nava deva. e to zubhabhAva Ave che, vItarAgatA na hoya, pUrNa vItarAgatA na hoya to aMtara vItarAga dazA to pragaTI che paNa pUrNa vItarAgatA na hoya eTale rAga Ave, vyavahAra Ave ane e vyavahAramAM paranuM, nimittanuM lakSa jAya. AhAhA.! paNa paramArthe aMdaramAM vyavahAra ne nimittano Azraya nathI. AhAhA.! AvI vAtuM che. "niyata TaMkotkIrNa.' nizcaya zAzvata vastu prabhu. che, che, che evo dhruva bhagavAna zAzvata vastu. evA jJAyakabhAve raheto. AhAhA...! e che to paryAya. jJAyakabhAva trikALa che e paryAyamAM jJAyakabhAve raheto, ema. samajAya che? "sAkSAt vijJAnaghana AtmAne anubhave che." ohoho...! gAthA to gajaba che. "bALa-mAvo Liyalo khIrAhnavo' ane 'savvastha". AhAhA...! sarvatra atyaMta nirAlaMba... AhAhA...! parathI, rAgathI ne nimittathI mane lAbha thaze, e dRSTi chUTI gaI che. chatAM paryAyamAM kamajorIne laIne zubharAga Ave ane te rAgamAM lakSa pratimA, bhagavAna, deva-guru-zAstrane kahyuM hatuM ne? cAra upakaraNa che. munine paNa nagnapaNuM eka upakaraNa che. upakaraNa, hoM! dharma nahi. bAhya nimitta. AhAhA...! nagnapaNuM e bAhya upakaraNa che, aMtara (upakaraNa) nahi. ene guruvacana paNa eka bAhya upakaraNa che. AhAhA...! ane AhAhA...! vinaya eka upakaraNa che. deva-guru-zAstrano vinaya upakaraNa che, rAga che. para upakaraNa che. ane sUtra adhyayana. zAstranuM adhyayana karavuM e paNa eka upakaraNa che. AhAhA..! traNalokanA nAthane bhUlIne aMdaramAM na jatAM sUtranuM adhyayana kare. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. eka bAju kahe ke, Agamano abhyAsa karavo, tAruM kalyANa thaze. e kaI apekSA? enA svalakSe Agamano abhyAsa hovo joIe. bhagavAna zuM kahe che? kAraNe sAdhu AgamacakSu kahyA che. siddhAMtamAM saMtone AgamacakSu - Agama jenI AMkhyuM che. bhagavAna zuM kahe che evuM enA jJAnamAM taravare che. AhAhA.! sarvacakSu siddha, AgamacakSu sAdhu, avadhicakSu deva. AhAhA.! bhAvArtha - paheluM puNya AvyuM hatuM ne? puNya, pApa, azana, pAna vagere sarva anyabhAvono jJAnIne..." mArA che evo bhAva nathI. mArA to mArI pAse che, mArA to mArI pAse che, A mArA nahi. AhAhA.! mArA to bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha e mAro mArAmAM che. A
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________________ gAthA-214 315 mArA nahi. AhAhA..! dRSTi uThI gaI. haiM? dRSTie pa2ne mArAne mArI nAkhyA. AhAhA..! ane potAnA mArApaNAno jyAM svIkAra, anubhava thayo.. AhAhA..! 52nuM mArApaNuM jenI dRSTimAM rahyuM nahi. are..! AvI vAta. devacaMdajI' nAkhe pAchu, bhagavAnanuM AlaMbana che, bhagavAnanA nimitte upAdAnanI jAgRti thAya. badhI vAtuM karI karIne i nAkhe. bApu! A nathI. ahIMyAM to je bhAva Ave eno paNa aMdara Adara nathI, nizcayathI Adara nathI, vyavahAre Ave. AhAhA..! padmanaMdi paMcaviMzatI'mAM to lIdhuM che, vyavahAranaya vyavahAre pUjya che. AhA..! paNa enI maryAdA che), hoM! nizcaya to bhagavAnaAtmA pUjavAne lAyaka che. AhAhA..! paNa jyAM sudhI vItarAgatA na Ave tyAM sudhI dRSTimAM pUrNano svIkAra hovA chatAM paryAyamAM kamajorIne laIne rAga Ave. AhAhA..! e bhagavAnanI pUjA, bhaktino rAga hoya chatAM tene heya tarIke jANe. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? puNya, pApa Adi sarva anyabhAvono jJAnIne......' sarva anyabhAvono. AhAhA..! sarvaza svabhAvI bhagavAna jyAM hAtha Avyo, sarvajJa svabhAvI kaho ke pUrNa jJAna svabhAvI kaho, pUrNa AnaMda svabhAvI kaho. AhAhA..! pUrA svabhAvano nAtha anaMta pUrNa prabhu.. AhAhA..! ene sarva anyabhAvono jJAnIne parigraha nathI kAraNa ke sarva parabhAvone heya jANe...' joyuM? Ave, hoya paNa heya jANe che. heya tarIke zeya che, prabhu upAdeya tarIke jJeya che. jANavA lAyaka to beya che paNa A upAdeya tarIke zeya che, rAga heya tarIke zeya che. AhAhA..! olAmAM Ave che ne? upadezaka paNa evA.. nathI AvatuM? zuM kare jIva vina? bahu kriyAruci jIvaDA', 'kriyAruci jIvaDA' bahAranI. puNya ne dayA, dAna. AhAhA..! upadezaka paNa tehavA, zuM kare jIva navina" bicAro zuM kare vina? mumukSu :- ghaNuM karIne devacaMdajI'nuM che. uttara H- devacaMdajI'nuM che. pAchuM e kahe ke, nimittathI ja upAdAna jAge. ahIM to kahe che, upAdAna pote potAthI zuddha upAdAna jAge. jene paranuM koI AlaMbana ja nathI. AhAhA..! Avo mArga che), bhAI! parAdhInapaNAnI vastu kevI emAM? svataMtratAno nAtha, kartA guNe bharelo, kartA guNathI paNa pUrNa bharelo. AhAhA..! akAryakA2NabhAvathI paNa pUrNa bharelo. jene rAganuM kAraNa nahi ane rAganuM kArya nahi. AhAhA..! evo pUrNAnaMdano nAtha akAryakAraNa zaktithI pUrNa bharelo che. AhAhA..! jene 52nuM kA2Na nathI ane paranuM pote kArya nathI. AhAhA..! nizcayathI to nirmaLa paryAya SaTkArake potAthI pariName che ene kA2Na ne 52kA2kanI phA2kanI koI jarU2 nathI, ema kahe che. AhA..! jene nirmaLa pariNati SaTkA2ke pariName che ene dravyanI paNa jyAM apekSA nathI tene paranI apekSA kacAMthI lAvavI? AhAhA..! nirmaLa samyagdarzana, jJAnanI paryAyapaNe pariNamato prabhu, SaTkArakapaNe, hoM! i paryAya
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________________ 316, samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 kartA, paryAya karma, paryAya sAdhana, paryAya saMpradAna, pote karIne pote rAkhI, paryAyathI paryAya thaI ne paryAyane AdhAre paryAya thaI. AhAhA...! dravyane AdhAre nahi, dravyathI nahi. AhAhA.! to paranI to vAta kyAM karavI? prabhu! evuM e paryAyanuM sat ahetuka, AhAhA.! e ahIM kahe che. "sarva parabhAvone heya jANe che tyAre tenI prAptinI icchA thatI nathI.' heya jANe tene pAmavuM ne meLavuM evI icchA kyAMthI hoya)? chaThTha ( zloka-146 (svAgatA). pUrvabaddhanijakarmavipAkAt jJAnino yadi bhavatyupabhogaH / tadratvatha ca rAgaviyogAt nUnameti na parigrahabhAvam / / 146 / / have AgaLanI gAthAnI sUcanArUpa kAvya kahe che : zlokArdha :- [ pUrvavaddhanina-varSa-viSAvat ] pUrve baMdhAyelA potAnA karmanA vipAkane lIdhe [ jJAninaH ri 35mo : mavati tat mavata ] jJAnIne jo upabhoga hoya to ho, [ katha ] paraMtu [ raDhiyo ] rAganA viyogane lIdhe abhAvane lIdhe) [ nUnam] kharekhara [ paripradamAvat ti ] te upabhoga parigrahabhAvane pAmato nathI. bhAvArtha :- pUrve baMdhAyelA karmano udaya AvatAM upabhogasAmagrI prApta thAya tene jo ajJAnamaya rAgabhAve bhogavavAmAM Ave to te upabhoga parigrahapaNAne pAme. paraMtu jJAnIne ajJAnamaya rAgabhAva nathI. te jANe che ke je pUrve bAMdhyuM hatuM te udayamAM AvI gayuM ane chUTI gayuM; have huM tene bhaviSyamAM vAMchato nathI. A rIte jJAnIne rAgarUpa icchA nathI tethI teno upabhoga parigrahapaNAne pAmato nathI. 146.
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________________ zloka-146 317 zloka-146 upara pravacana have AgaLanI gAthAnI sUcanArUpa kAvya kahe che : (svAgatA) pUrvabaddhanijakarmavipAkAt jJAnino yadi bhavatyupabhogaH / tadbhatvatha ca rAgaviyogAt nUnameti na parigrahabhAvam / / 146 / / bhASA dekho, 'nikharmaviSAvA' samajAvavuM che to zI rIte samajAve? "pUrvavaddha-ninavarSa-vipavita' vaLI eka bAju kahevuM, potAne karma nathI, rAga nathI. paNa ene samajAvavuM che. paranuM karma nahi paNa tArI pAse paDyuM che e karma, bhAI! zuM samajAvavAmAM karavuM? jJAnIne dharmanuM bhAna thayuM, dharma-samakita pragaTyuM, anubhava thayo chatAM 'pUrve baMdhAyelA potAnA karmanA vipAka. ajJAnabhAve baMdhAyelA je karma e aMdara vipAka thaIne AvyA. AhAhA.! AvI vAtuM have. AhAhA.! A to amarApurInI vAtuM che. AhAhA...! saMsArapurInI vAtuM nathI A. AhA...! pUrve baMdhAyelA potAnA karmanA vipAkane lIdhe jJAnIne pUrve ajJAnabhAve je karma baMdhAyelA tene ahIMyAM nijakarma (kahyuM). (nijakarma) eTale kokanA karma nathI paNa enA kSetrAvagAhamAM rahelA karma, ema. ajJAnabhAve baMdhAyelA pUrvanA. vartamAna jJAnIne tenuM phaLa Ave. potAnA karmanA vipAkane lIdhe...." "jJAnina: yati 31morAH mavati tat mavA AhAhA.! "jJAnIne jo upabhoga hoya to ho...AhAhA.! ene rAga ho to ho, bhale sAmagrI paNa ho to ho. AhAhA.! dharmIne aMdara nabaLAIne laIne rAga Ave. 96 hajAra strI hoya, lyo! AhAhA...! pUrvanA pAkane laIne rAga Ave, kahe che. AhA...! ane e upabhoga hoya. AhAhA...! eka kora kahe ke, rAgano upabhoga jJAnIne nathI. ahIM kahe che ke, rAga ene Ave, eno upabhoga malinapaNe ho, jJAtApaNe ene jANe che. malinanuM vedana che. AhAhA...! nirjarAnI bIjI gAthAmAM AvyuM ne? bhAI! ema ke, jJAnIne paNa karmano bhAva sukha-duHkhapaNe thAya che paNa kharI jAya che. bIjI gAthAmAM Ave che. pahelI gAthAmAM dravyanirjarA (kahI), bIjI gAthAmAM bhAvanirjarA (kahI). eTale ke karmano pAka Ave ane aMdara sukha-duHkhanI kalpanA to thAya paNa e kalpanA kharI jAya che. AhAhA...! bhAre vAtuM, bApu! ohoho...! "graMthAdhirAja tArAmAM bhAvo brahmAMDanA bharyA 'samayasAranI stuti Ave che ne? "graMthAdhirAja tArAmAM.
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 olA 'kalpasUtra'ne kahe che. 'bhadrabAhusvAmI'e 'kalpasUtra' banAvyuM ane enI pratijJA lye. 'kalpasUtra' lAvyA hatA ne bhAI hamaNAM? 'kalpasUtra'nA vakhANa lAvyA hatA. 'bhadrabAhusvAmI'e banAvyuM che. badhI khabara che, bhAI! prabhu! haiM? badhI kalpanA. zuM kare? prabhu! ene duHkha thAya. 45 zAstro kalpita banAvyA che tyAM vaLI... AhAhA..! munine kapaDAM levA ne e kapaDAM dhovA.. heM? Ama karavuM. evo pATha Ave che. eka nizitasUtra' che. badhuM moDhe kareluM, emAM AvuM badhuM Ave. kapaDAM dhovA ne sUkavavA ene Ama karavuM. are..! haiM? are.. prabhu! kapaDAM kevA munine? aMdara jyAM AnaMdano nAtha jAgIne UThyo ne vItarAgabhAvanuM AlaMbana jyAM (AvyuM), AhAhA..! ene kapaDAnA TUkaDAnA AlaMbanano rAga kyAMthI Avyo? AhAhA..! gRhasthImAM hoya che. dharmInuM bhAna hovA chatAM tene rAga hoya che paNa e rAgane kharekhara to heyapaNe jANIne e jJAyaka (rahe) che. AhAhA..! AvI zaratuM AkarI bahu, bApu! pUrva baMdhAyelA potAnA...' 'nina' che ne? nikha'. pote eTale pUrve zubhaazubhabhAva karelo emAMthI baMdhAyelA karma. (tenA) vipAkane lIdhe jJAnIne jo upabhoga hoya to ho' AhAhA..! e to eka jJAna karAve che, hoM! evo rAgano upabhoga ho to ho. sAmagrIno paNa upabhoga ho to ho. AhAhA..! paraMtu rAganA viyogane lIdhe... potApaNAnI mAnyatAnA abhAvane lIdhe, e mAruM che ema nathI. AhAhA..! sarpane pakaDyo hoya che e choDavA mATe. pakaDe che ne Ama? sANaso na hoya to ekadama hAthe pakaDavo paDe. hoziyAra mANasa hoya to Ama karIne UMco karI nAkhe. jhera karI na zake. paNa e pakaDyo che e choDavA mATe. ema jJAnIne rAga Ave te choDavA mATe che, rAkhavA mATe nathI. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? 'jJAnIne jo upabhoga hoya to ho, paraMtu...' tenA Adara nAma rAganA viyogane lIdhe...' ene Adarano viyoga che, eno Adara nathI. AhAhA..! 'rAganA viyogane lIdhe...' AhAhA..! eTale ke te mAro che tevA bhAvanA abhAvane lIdhe. AhAhA..! kharekhara...' 'nUnam ' che ne? 'nUnam ' eTale nizcaya. nizcayathI-kharekhara te upabhoga parigrahabhAvane pAmato nathI.' e rAgano ane saMyogI cIjano te parigraha potApaNuM che ema pAmato nathI. AhAhA..! jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu che, ema kahyuM che ne? i to kaI apekSAe? bhoga che te rAga che, duHkha che. eTalI dazA paNa du:kha che. paNa dRSTinA joramAM eno Adara nathI, teno prema nathI ane AvI gayo che tethI ene bhogane nirjarA kIdhI. jo bhoganI nirjarA hoya to pachI bhoga choDIne cAritra levuM e to rahetuM nathI. heM? to bhoga bhogamAM ja rahyA kare. ema nathI, bApu! kaI apekSAe kahyuM? ene dRSTinA joramAM eno Adara nathI, svIkAra nathI ethI ene bhoga nirjarAnuM kAraNa kahyuM. bAkI jeTalo bhoga che eTalo to rAga che ne eTaluM to baMdhana che. jJAnIne eTalo rAga ane baMdhana che. AhAhA..! ema karI nAkhe 318
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________________ 319 zloka-146 ke ene kAMI rAga nathI, to to vItarAga thaI gayelo hoya. AhAhA...! ahIM to jJAnIne "35mo : mavati tat mavatu ho to ho, ema kahe che. che ne? I to jJAna karAvyuM che. bhoga ho, ema svIkAra karAvavo che? ene hoya che, e jANavA lAyaka che. paNa mArApaNAnA bhAvanA abhAvane lIdhe kharekhara te upabhoga parigrahabhAvane pAmato nathI." nizcayathI te rAga ane bAhya sAmagrI mArI che tevo bhAva hoto nathI. AhAhA...! che to ApaNe AvI gayuM ne, paheluM? muninuM. azAtAnA udayane laIne kSudhA thAya che, vIryaMtarAya karmane laIne sahana thatuM nathI, cAritramohane laIne icchA thAya che paNa te traNe heya, roga samAna che. ema AvyuM ne? AhAhA.. jJAnIne rAga te roga samAna che. AhA! AvI gayuM ne paheluM? roga samAna che, maTADavA cAhe che, icchA pratyenI icchA jJAnIne nathI. mArI A IcchA sadA raho ema bhAva che ene? traNa lokano nAtha sadA raho mArA anubhavamAM, ema che. AhAhA.. e chelle Ave che ne? bhaviSyanI AvalIkAo mArA anubhavamAM raho. AhAhA.! chelle zloka Ave che. mAro prabhu anubhavuM e anubhavamAM sadA sAdianaMta rahuM paNa rAganI bhAvanA ene hotI nathI. AhAhA...! ajJAnamaya icchAno abhAva che. parajanya icchAnuM svAmIpaNuM nathI. AhA...! mATe icchAno jJAyaka che. ema A upabhoganA rAgano paNa, sAmagrIno paNa e jJAyaka-jANanAro che. mane sAmagrIo maLI, 96 hajAra strI ne A indrapada (maLyA), ema e mAnato nathI. AhAhA.! indra samakitI che. zakarendra ekAvanArI che. manuSya thaIne mokSa janAra che. karoDo apsarAo che. e mArA nathI, mArA nathI. rAga nabaLAIne laIne Ave che paNa e mAruM svarUpa nathI. AhAhA...! bhAvArtha - pUrve baMdhAyelA karmano udaya AvatAM upabhogasAmagrI prApta thAya. dharmIne paNa cakravartInuM rAja maLe. AhAhA...! indrapada maLe. tene jo ajJAnamaya rAgabhAve bhogavavAmAM Ave..." AhAhA.i mArA che, evA ajJAnabhAve bhogavavAmAM Ave to te upabhoga parigrahapaNAne pAme." to te sAmagrI ane sAmagrIno bhAva rAga parigrahapaNAne pAme. paraMtu jJAnIne ajJAnamaya rAgabhAva nathI." e rAganuM mArApaNuM dRSTimAMthI jene chUTI gayuM che. AhAhA..! cakravartIne. AhA.! sphaTika ratnanA to jene mahela hoya, makAno sphaTika ratnanA, hoM! eka sphaTikanI karoDonI kimata), A lAdI che I sphaTikanI lAdI ene hoya che. pUrvanA puNyane laIne Ave, kahe che, ho. ane tenA taraphano jarI rAga hoya to ho, paNa Adara nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM. AhA...! A "nauAkhalImAM na thayuM? musalamAno. mAtA cAlIsa varSanI, vIsa varSano juvAna chokaro. ene nAgA karIne ene bheTAve, Ama. e chokarA ne mAne zuM thAtuM haze? dekhAva to Ama thAya che. are. jamIna jo mArga Ape to samAI jaIe paNa A ame joI nahi zakIe. dIkarAnI indriya na joI zakIe, mAnI indriya na joI zakIe. AhAhA...!
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________________ 320 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ema jJAnIne rAga ane para sAmagrI Ave paNa e mArI che ema na joI zakIe. AhAhA...! amArI najaruM tyAMthI UThI gaI che. AhAhA...! "nauAkhalImAM thayuM hatuM. gAMdhIjI' gayA hatA. musalamAno bahu karatA. be sagA bhAI-bahenane nAgA karIne bheTo karAve ekabIjAne. ara..aMdarathI trAsa. trAsa... ema kahe che ke, ahIMyAM upabhoga maLyo ane rAga thayo to eno ene trAsa che. emAM ene kheda che, duHkha che. AhAhA...! "ajJAnamaya rAgabhAve bhogavavAmAM Ave to te upabhoga parigrahapaNAne pAme. paraMtu jJAnIne ajJAnamaya rAgabhAva nathI." eTale ke rAga mAro che tevo bhAva nathI. mAro to vItarAga svabhAva te mAro che. AhAhA...! te jANe che ke je pUrve bAdhyuM hatuM te udayamAM AvI gayuM ane chUTI gayuM...... AhA...! emAM ene rasa nathI. rasa eTale ke ekAkAra thavuM ema nathI. rasanI vyAkhyA i che. svarUpamAM ekAkAra che i jJAnano-AtmAno rasa che. rAgamAM ekAkAra nathI eTale eno rasa nathI. pahelA adhyAyamAM Ave che, "samayasAramAM nava rasanI vyAkhyA zarUAtamAM Ave che ne? tyAM rasa eTale zuM? eno artha karyo che tyAM. pahelA zarUAtamAM. ekAkAra thavuM. jJAnIne AtmAnA AnaMdano rasa che, rAgano rasa che nahi. Ave che, hoya che. AhAhA...! mAlikIpaNuM nathI. AhAhA.! pUrva bAMdhyuM hatuM te kharI gayuM. have huM tene bhaviSyamAM vAMchato nathI." AhAhA...! AvuM rahejo, rAga ane A sAmagrI maLajo evI bhaviSyanI bhAvanA bhagavAna AtmAne na hoya. AhAhA...! dharmI AtmA. "A rIte jJAnIne rAgarUpa icchA nathI tethI teno upabhoga parigrahapaNAne pAmato nathI. A vartamAnanI vAta karI. AhAhA...! "A rIte jJAnIne rAgarUpa...' vartamAna rAga ane vartamAna sAmagrI, tenI icchA nathI tethI teno upabhoga parigrahapaNAne pAmato nathI. have e vartamAna nathI ema traNe kALe nathI, e vAtanI gAthA kaheze. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) duniyA mArA mATe zuM mAnaze? A mANasa sAva namAlo che, kAMI bolatAM ya AvaDatuM nathI, aMdara ne aMdaramAM paDyo rahe che-ema loko game te bole, tenI tane zI paDI che ? loko mane prazaMse, lokomAM huM bahAra AvuM evI buddhivALo jIva to bahirAtmA-mithyAdRSTi che. mATe lokono bhaya tyAgI de, DhIlAza choDI de ane aMtarmukha svabhAvano daDha puruSArtha kara. Atmadharma aMka-5, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ gAthA- 215 321 hhhhhhhhhh ((uthA-215) uppaNNodayabhogo viyogabuddhIe tassa so nniccN| kaMkhAmaNAgadassa ya udayassa Na kuvvade nnaannii||215|| utpannodayabhogo viyogabuddhayA tasya ya nitym| kAMkSAmanAgatasya ca udayasya na karoti jnyaanii||215|| karmodayopabhogastAvat atItaH pratyutpanno'nAgato vA syaat| tatrAtItastAvat atItatvAdeva sa na parigrahabhAvaM bibhrti| anAgatastu AkAMkSyamANa eva parigrahabhAvaM bibhRyaat| pratyutpannastu sa kila rAgabuddhayA pravartamAna eva tathA syAt / na ca pratyutpannaH karmodayopabhogo jJAnino rAgabuddhayA pravartamAno dRSTaH, jJAnino'jJAnamayabhAvasya raagbuddherbhaavaat| viyogabuddhayaiva kevalaM pravartamAnastu sa kila na parigrahaH syaat| tataH pratyutpannaH karmodayopabhogo jJAninaH parigraho na bhavet / anAgatastu sa kila jJAnino nAkAMkSita eva, jJAnino'jJAnamayabhAvasyAkAMkSAyA abhaavaat| tato'nAgato'pi karmodayoyabhogo jJAninaH parigraho na bhvet| have, jJAnIne traNe kALa saMbaMdhI parigraha nathI ema kahe che - utpanna udayano bhoga nitya viyogabhAve jJAnIne, ne bhAvI karmodaya taNI kAMkSA nahIM jJAnI kare. 215. PuthArtha :- [ utpannodayabhogaH ] 6tpanna. (arthAta, vartamAna amu) yano bhoga [ saH ] te, [ tasya ] unIne. [ nityam ] sahA [ viyogabuddhayA ] viyogabuddhi. Doya. cha [ ca ] ane. [ anAgatasya udayasya ] mI. (arthAta bhAviSya mu) dhya-l. [ jJAnI] su-. [ kAMkSAm ] diou [ na karoti ] urato. natha.. TIkA - karmanA udayano upabhoga traNa prakArano hoya-atIta (gayA kALano), pratyutpana vartamAna kALano) ane anAgata (bhaviSya kALano). temAM prathama, je atIta upabhoga te atItapaNAne lIdhe ja (arthAt vItI gayo hovAne lIdhe jI parigrahabhAvane dhArato nathI. anAgata upabhoga jo vAMchavAmAM Avato hoya to ja parigrahabhAvane parigrahapaNAne) dhAre; ane je pratyutpana upabhoga te rAgabuddhie pravartato hoya to ja parigrahabhAvane dhAre. pratyutpanna karmodaya-upabhoga jJAnIne rAgabuddhie pravartato jovAmAM Avato nathI
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________________ 322 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 kAraNa ke jJAnIne ajJAnamaya bhAva je rAgabuddhi teno abhAva che; ane kevaLa viyogabuddhie ja (heyabuddhie ja) pravartato te kharekhara parigraha nathI. mATe pratyutpanna karyodaya-upabhoga jJAnIne parigraha nathI (-parigraharUpa nathI.) je anAgata upabhoga te to kharekhara jJAnIne vAMchita ja nathI (arthAt jJAnIne tenI vAMchA ja nathI) kAraNa ke jJAnIne ajJAnamaya bhAva je vAMchA teno abhAva che. mATe anAgata karmodaya-upabhoga jJAnIne parigraha nathI (-parigraharUpa nathI). bhAvArtha :- atIta karyodaya-upabhoga to vItI ja gayo che. anAgata upabhoganI vAMchA nathI; kAraNa ke je karmane jJAnI ahitarUpa jANe che tenA AgAmI udayanA bhoganI vAMchA te kema kare ? vartamAna upabhoga pratye rAga nathI; kAraNa ke jene heya jANe che tenA pratye rAga kema hoya ? A rIte jJAnIne je traNa kALa saMbaMdhI karmodayano upabhoga te parigraha nathI. jJAnI je vartamAnamAM upabhoganAM sAdhano bheLAM kare che te to pIDA sahI zakAtI nathI teno ilAja kare che-rogI jema rogano ilAja kare tema. A, nabaLAIno doSa che. pravacana naM. 294 gAthA-215, 216 ravivAra, bhAdaravA suda 4, tA. 26-08-1979 'nirjarA adhikA2' che, bhAI! jenI dRSTi prathama rAgathI bhinna paDI, bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda svarUpa, enI aMtara dRSTi thaIne nirvikalpa anubhava thavo e paheluM kartavya che. AhAhA..! A jJAnI kone kahevo enI vyAkhyA che. have, jJAnIne...' zabda paDyo che ne? jJAnI kone kahevo? bhAI! AhAhA..! bahu jANapaNuM hoya e ahIM prazna nathI. ahIM to have pachInA zlokamAM kaheze. vedya-vedakanuM kaheze. vidvAna. che? zloka che ke nahi? 147 zloka che ne? 147 zlokamAM trIjA padamAM vidvAna (lakhyuM) che. zloka, hoM! kaLaza, kaLaza. 147 kaLaza che ne emAM 'vidvAna' zabda vAparyo che. trIjuM pada che. vidvAna eTale ke AtmajJAna che te vidvAna che. AhAhA..! AtmA akhaMDAnaMda prabhu! AhAhA..! zuddha caitanyaghana, teno jene aMta2mAM samyagdarzanamAM, samyajJAnamAM Adara thayo che tene ahIM vidvAna kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! ene ahIMyAM jJAnI kahevAmAM Ave che. A zabda che ne? 'have, jJAnIne...' e zabda che ne? AhA..! jene AtmA AnaMdano kaMda prabhu, tenI jene dRSTi thaI che, AhA..! e ja paheluM kartavya ane ka2vA lAyaka che. AhAhA..! jJAnIne traNe kALa saMbaMdhI parigraha nathI...' parigraha jyAM jJAyakabhAvano parigraha pakaDyo.. AhAhA..! ene traNe kALanA bIjA padArthano parigraha nathI.
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________________ gAthA- 215 323 AhAhA.! "jJAnIne traNe kALa vartamAna, bhUta ane bhaviSya traNe kALamAM, traNe kALa trikALI bhagavAna jJAyakabhAvanI dRSTi hovAthI tenI tene pakkaDa ne parigraha hovAthI parano parigraha ene nathI. AhAhA. e vAta kahe che. che ne? AhAhA. 215. uppaNNodayabhogo viyogabuddhIe tassa so NiccaM / kaMkhAmaNAgadassa ya udayassa Na kuvvade nnaannii||215|| utpana udayano bhoga nitya viyogabhAve jJAnIne, ne bhAvI karmodaya taNI kAMkSA nahIM jJAnI kare. 215. AhAhA.... karmanA udayano upabhoga traNa prakArano hoya che. mULa rakama che bhAI A. AhAhA! jene AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha (che) evI pratItimAM Avyo che, jeno bharoso pUrNAnaMda paramAtmA chuM ema anubhava thaIne bharoso thayo che. AhAhA...! evA dharmI jIvane karmanA udayano upabhoga traNa prakArano hoya." A traNa prakArano nathI ema kahIne paheluM samajAve che. AhAhA...! atIta gayA kALano)..." parigraha. vartamAnano parigraha (ane anAgatano. temAM prathama, je atIta upabhoga..." bhUtakALano upabhoga to vItI gayo che. te atItapaNAne lIdhe ja (arthAtu vItI gayo hovAne lIdhe jI parigrahabhAvane dhArato nathI." have e to gayo che ane parigrahapaNuM atyAre nathI). AhAhA...! have rahI vAta vartamAna ane bhaviSya. anAgata upabhoga jo vAMchavAmAM Avato hoya." AhAhA...! bhaviSyano upabhoga (jo) vAMchavAmAM Avato hoya to ja parigraha hoya. to ja parigrahabhAvane parigrahapaNAne) dhAre" AhAhA...! A to sIdho pahelo nyAya mUke che. "ane je pratyutpanna." (arthAtu) vartamAna che te rAgabuddhie pravartato hoya to ja parigrahabhAvane dhAre." traNa prakAra kahyA. bhUtakALano parigraha hato, vItI gayo eTale have e che nahi. bhaviSyanI jo vAMchA kare to e parigrahapaNAne pAme. vartamAnamAM paNa pratyutpana bhoga te rAgabuddhie pravartato hoya." AhAhA.! "to ja parigrahabhAvane dhAre." traNa nyAya samajANA? pachI zuM che e pachI kaheze. dharmI jIvane AtmA AnaMdano nAtha prabhu (che), AhA! evI jene aMdara pratIti, vizvAsa, vedana-anubhava samyagdarzananI pahelI dazA pragaTa thaI che)... AhAhA...! tene traNa prakArano parigraha (nathI). je bhUtakALano hato e vItI gayo che. eTale e parigrahapaNAne pAmato nathI. bhaviSyanI vAMchA kare to parigrahapaNAne pAme ane vartamAnamAM... AhAhA.! rAgabuddhie pravarte to parigrahapaNAne pAme. A traNa siddhAMta mUkyA. AhAhA..! have bIjo peregrApha. A traNa to siddhAMta kahyA ke, dharmIne gayA kALano parigraha to
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________________ 324 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 parigrahapaNAne pAme nahi, kemake che nahi. bhaviSyano parigraha vAMchA kare to parigrahapaNAne pAme. vartamAna parigraha - rAgabuddhi kare, rAgapaNe) pravarte to parigrahapaNAne pAme. AhAhA...! pratyutpanna karmodaya upabhoga..." eTale vartamAna. 'karmodaya upabhoga jJAnIne rAgabuddhie pravartato jovAmAM Avato nathI. AhAhA.! vartamAna upabhoga rAgano Adara thaIne jovAmAM Avato nathI, kahe che. AhAhA...! jyAM bhagavAna jJAyakasvarUpano Adara che tyAM rAgabuddhie jJAnIne upabhoga jovAmAM Avato nathI, kahe che. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? pratyutpanna karmodaya upabhoga..." dharmIne "rAgabuddhie pravartato jovAmAM Avato nathI." e mArA che, ema mAnyatAthI enI pravRtti nathI. AhAhA...! rAganI rucithI pravartato dekhAto nathI. AhA...! Avo mArga. "kAraNa ke jJAnIne ajJAnamaya bhAva.... AhAhA.! je rAgabuddhi teno abhAva che;" rAganI rucino prema te to ajJAnabhAva che eno to ene abhAva che. AhAhA.! "jJAnIne ajJAnamaya bhAva je rAgabuddhi... rAgano rasa ne prema. AhAhA...! e ajJAnabhAva to UDI gayo che, kahe che. teno tene abhAva che. AhAhA! samajAya che? prabhu! A vAta AvI che, bhagavAnA AhAhA.! vartamAnamAM jJAnIne rAgabuddhie eTale Adarabuddhie pravartato upabhoga dekhAto nathI. AhAhA.. jJAnIne ajJAnamaya bhAva je rAgabuddhi teno abhAva che. mATe rAgabuddhie pravartato jovAmAM Avato nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? Avo mArga. AhAhA...! traNa to pahelI vAta karI. have traNanI vAstavikatA batAve che ke, pratyutpana je bhoga che. AhAhA...! e rAgabuddhie eTale rAganI rucio, rAganA svIkArathI vartamAna bhoga dekhAto nathI. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? kAraNa? dekhAto nathI enuM kAraNa? dharmIne ajJAnamaya bhAva (jI rAga. rAga to ajJAnamaya che, prabhu to AnaMda ane jJAnamaya che. AhAhA..! ohoho...! evI jenI dRSTi thaI che ke, huM to caitanya AnaMda jJAnamaya chuM, jJAyaka chuM evo jyAM svIkAra aMdara anubhavamAM (thayo che), ene vartamAna bhoga rAgabuddhie pravartato dekhAto nathI. kAraNa? kAraNa ke rAgabuddhi te ajJAnabhAva che teno tene abhAva che. AhAhA.! A zailI to juo! enI zraddhAmAM to paheluM nakkI kare. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! zuM zailI! zuM vastunI sthitinI maryAdAnA kathano! ohoho...! dharmIne AtmA tattva che te citayo che, anubhavyo che, jANyo che. tethI tene karmodayano vartamAna upabhoga sAmagrI, zarIra, strI, kuTuMba-parivAra, paisA, Abaru-kIrti vagere tene mArApaNe pravartato jovAmAM Avato nathI. AhAhA...! kAraNa? mArApaNe jovAmAM Avato nathI enuM kAraNa ke, rAgamAM potApaNAnI buddhi ne UDI gaI che. AhAhA...! juo to siddhAMta! AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? A "bhAvanagaranI takarArano kAle patra Avyo che. e zobhe che 'bhAvanagaravALAne?
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________________ gAthA- 215 325 AvA traNa jaNA mukhya mANaso, eno anAdara ane ene chUTuM thavuM paDyuM. AvI dazA, Avo mArga maLyo ene A? AhAhA.! "lAlacaMdabhAI! "lAlacaMdabhAIne AmAM kyAMka paDavuM paDaze. tamAro mitra che. traNa to bhalA mANasa che. traNane potAne judA thavuM paDyuM bicArAne. AhAhA.! ame to kAgaLa vAMcIne.. ko'ka mumukSuno patra che. nanAmo che, nanAmokonA konA nAma che enA nAma paNa ApyA che. are.! vAMka konA? prabhu! A zuM che A? bhagavAna tuM to jJAtA jJAyaka cho ne nAtha! AhA! e jJAyakane vartamAnamAM bhoganI vAMchA hoya to tene parigrahapaNuM hoya), ene rAgapaNuM to ajJAna bhAva che. AhAhA...! rAgabuddhie pravartato dekhavAmAM Avato nathI, AcArya ema kahe che, bhAI! AhAhA...! kAraNa? rAgabhAve-buddhie-rAgabuddhie pravartato jovAmAM Avato nathI...... AhAhA...! dharmIne to ajJAnamaya bhAva, rAgabuddhi teno to abhAva che. AhA..! rAga e to ajJAnabhAva che, emAM mArApaNAno to abhAva che. AhAhA...! zuM zailI! AhA! gajaba vAta che. vastunI prasiddhi karavAnI rIta), AnuM nAma "AtmakhyAti' che ne? saMskRta TIkA "AtmakhyAti' che AtmAnI prasiddhinI rIta koI alaukika (che). AhA.! dharmAjIva ene kahIe ke jene vartamAna bhoga rAgabuddhie pravarte nahi. AhAhA.... kAraNa ke rAga to ajJAnamaya bhAva che. enI buddhi jJAnIne hotI nathI. AhAhA...! eka vAta. bIjI vAta. "ane kevaLa viyogabuddhie ja heyabuddhie jI pravartato dekhAya che. AhAhA...! rAgabuddhie pravartato dekhAto nathI, enuM kAraNa ke rAgabuddhi te ajJAnabhAva che teno abhAva che. bIjuM, ke kevaLa viyogabuddhie pravartato dekhAya (che). AhAhA...! rAgamAM viyogabuddhie pravartato dekhAya che. AhAhA...! svabhAvanI Adarabuddhie dekhAya che, kahe che. AhAhA...! are.! e vAta kyAM maLe? prabhu! AhAhA! Avo mArga. kevaLa viyogabuddhie kevaLa viyogabuddhie. duzmananI jema viyoga icche ema rAgano viyogabuddhie bhAva che. AhAhA...! rAganA rasabuddhie bhAva nathI. AhAhA.! AtmAnA AnaMdanA rasabuddhie rAganI rasabuddhi UDI gaI che. AhAhA. "amRtacaMdrAcArye to amRta vahevaDAvyA che. AhAhA.! evA saMtonA viraha paDyA. AvA kALe AvA saMta ne AvI (vAta). AhA.! bhUtakALano parigraha to nathI eTale ke enI kAMI rAgabuddhi parigrahapaNuM nathI. vartamAnamAM che e vAMchA hoya to parigraha (che), ema pahelo siddhAMta kahyo. bhaviSyanI paNa vAMchA, vartamAna rAgabuddhie pravarte to eno parigraha gaNAya. bhaviSyanI vAMchA hoya to tene parigraha gaNAya. have kahe che ke, vartamAnamAM, AhAhA.! rAgabuddhie pravartato jovAmAM Avato nathI. AhAhA..! ame to ema kahIe chIe (ema) munirAja kahe che ane ema ame jANIe chIe. rAganI buddhie dharmIne rAgano rasa ajJAnabhAvano abhAva hovAthI rAgabuddhie pravartato
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________________ 326 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 amane dekhAto nathI. amAro bhAva paNa amane rAgabuddhie dekhAto nathI. AhAhA..! are..! Avo mArga. AhAhA...! enI hA pADIne ruci kare to aMdara AgaLa vadhI jAya. AhAhA...! Avo mArga mAMDa maLyo. AhA.! heM? (zrotA : apUrva). AhAhA.! are.! savAramAM jarI thaI gayuM hatuM ke, "rAmajIbhAIno pahelo janmadina, paheluM dUdha kema na lAvyA? khabara che? bairAMne jarI kIdhuM. kema na lAvyA? ema kIdhuM. "rAmajIbhAIe nahi sAMbhaLyuM hoya. savAramAM bhAI dUdha AvyuM ne dUdha? emAM paheluM tamAruM AvavuM joIe ema mane lAgyuM. pAchaLa pAchaLa lAvyA. meM bairAMne kahyuM. pahelA bIjA AvyA. pahelA rAmajIbhAI AvavA joIe. enA mANasa AvA DhIlA hajI, meM kahyuM hatuM, bairAMne kahyuM hatuM. A zuM karo cho? AhAhA.! ahIM to paramAtmA. saMto paramAtmA ja che. AhAhA...! parama AtmA che. e jagatanA dharmI jIvonI sthiti zuM hoya che tenuM varNana potAnA anubhavathI kahe che. AhAhA...! dharmIne. AhAhA.! ajJAnamaya bhAva je rAgabuddhi, teno abhAva che tethI rAgabuddhie pravartato jovAmAM Avato nathI. AhAhA...! "ene kevaLa viyogabuddhie ja pravartato...." rAganI paNa heyabuddhie pravartato dekhAya che. AhAhA.! upAdeyabuddhi tenI TaLI gaI che. AhAhA...! bhagavAnaAtmAne jyAM upAdeyapaNe jANyo, eNe rAgane heyabuddhie TALyo che. AhAhA...! ane jeNe rAganI upAdeyabuddhi karI teNe bhagavAna AtmAno anAdara, heya karyo. zuM kahyuM che? jeNe vartamAna rAganI upAdeyabuddhi karI teNe bhagavAna anAkuLa AnaMdano nAtha, tene heya karyo. AhA...! ane jeNe bhagavAna jJAyakamUrti upAdeyapaNe jANyo, ene rAga heyabuddhie pravarte che. AhAhA...! are...! A TANA kyAM che? bhAI! juone! A "morabImAM keTaluM thaI gayuM ? AhA...! olI bAI hatI, nahi? bicArI apaMga. "dalIcaMdabhAInA nAnA bhAI. e bicArIne upara caDAvI. upara ahIM sudhI pANI AvyuM, aMte taNANA, marI gayA. kheMcI lIdhA. maDaduM thaI gayA). AhA.! AvI sthiti, bApu! AhAhA...! AvuM karavAnuM to A che. dharmajIvanI kevI buddhi hoya te paheluM ahIM varNana kare che. dharmI rAgabuddhie pravartato hoya nahi. kemake rAga te ajJAnamaya bhAva che, teno tene abhAva che ane jJAnamaya bhAva evo bhagavAna teno tene sadbhAva che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? jhINuM paDe paNa mArga A che. AhA...! kevaLa viyogabuddhie..." rAgabuddhino abhAva che e to siddhAMta kahyo ane kevaLa viyogabuddhie, rAga che kharo. hai? AhA.! paNa viyogabuddhie-heyabuddhie. AhAhA...! cAhe to zubha prazasta rAga ho, dharmIne heyabuddhie pravarte che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? heyabuddhie jI pravartato te kharekhara parigraha nathI." AhAhA.! rAgane heyabuddhie pravartato dekhe tene parigraha kyAMthI Avyo? AhAhA! tene rAgano ane parano parigraha kyAM che? AhAhA...! "mATe pratyutpana karmodaya-upabhoga... A kAraNe vartamAna maLelA karmanA udayathI
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________________ gAthA- 215 327 thayo rAga ane sAmagrI, te pratyeno upabhoga jJAnIne parigraha nathI. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? have anAgata rahyuM, bhaviSya. je anAgata upabhoga te to kharekhara jJAnIne vAMchita ja nathI...... bhaviSyamAM mane A bhoga maLe ane anubhavuM, evo bhAva jJAnIne to hoto nathI. AhAhA..! "(arthAt jJAnIne tenI vAMchA ja nathI)...." bhaviSyamAM bhoganI, rAganI anukULatA maLe enI vAMchA ja nathI. AhAhA...! bhaviSyamAM to huM kevaLajJAnane pAmuM evI bhAvanAmAM A bhAvanA ene hotI nathI. samajANuM kAMI? bhaviSyamAM huM to kevaLajJAnane pAmuM te sAdianaMtapaNe (rahuM, evI jene bhAvanA (che), ene bhaviSyanA bhoganI vAMchA hotI nathI. AhAhA.! juo! A saMtonI kathanI! AvI vAta digaMbara saMto sivAya kyAMya nathI. paNa enA mAnanArAone paNa khabara nathI. kAMtibhAI! AhA! AvI vAta. caitanyasUrya jyAM ugyA ene rAganA aMdhakAranA Adara kema hoya? kahe che. AhAhA...! caitanyasUryanA prakAzamAM... AhAhA.! e rAganA aMdhakAra kema hoya? AhAhA...! rAga aMdhakAra che, ajIva che, jaDa che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? e anAgata-bhaviSyano upabhoga... bahu UMcI vAta sarasa, mIThI madhurI vAta che, hoM! ema na samajAya, ema nahi. vastunI sthiti AvI che, enuM e jJAna to kare. AhAhA! jJAnamAM to nakkI kare ke mArga to A che. AhAhA...! anAgata upabhoga te to kharekhara jJAnIne vAMchita ja nathI (arthAt jJAnIne tenI vAMchA ja nathI...... AhAhA...! vartamAna rAganI buddhie (na) pravarte tene bhaviSyanA rAganI icchA kyAMthI hoya? ke, anukULatA maLajo ne A maLajo ne A maLajo. AhA...! AhAhA...! amRta vahevaDAvyA che. paramasatyanA vANInA vaheNA (che). AhA...! "veNalA bhale vAvyA" nathI bAyuM gAtI olA lagana vakhate? nAM veNaluM kyAM hatuM tyAM to badhuM aMdhAru che. A paraNe tyAre gAya che ? A veNalA vAvyA aMdarathI, kahe che. bhagavAna caitanyasUrya, eno prakAza thayo evA dharmIne vartamAna bhoga heyabuddhie varte, bhaviSyanI vAMchA ene hotI nathI. vartamAna ja jyAM heyabuddhie varte tyAM bhaviSyanI vAMchI kyAMthI hoya? AhAhA.! juo! A samyagdaSTinI dazA! A samyagdaSTinI bhUmikA! AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? "kAraNa ke jJAnIne ajJAnamaya bhAva je vAMchA...' AhA...! olAmAM vartamAna hatuM. tyAM) ajJAnamaya bhAva je rAgabuddhi ema hatuM. AmAM "ajJAnamaya bhAva je vAMchA teno abhAva che. AhAhA...! e zrutajJAna ne matijJAna je samyaku thayuM e kevaLajJAnane jhaMkhe che, kevaLajJAnane bolAve che. dhavalamAM pATha che, kevaLajJAnane bolAve che. AhAhA...! e kevaLajJAnane bolAve e matijJAna bhaviSyanA bhoganI vAMchA zI rIte kare? AhAhA...! "sumanabhAI ahIM badhuM
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________________ 328 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 AvuM che. AhAhA...! mITho maherAmaNa AtmA jyAM jAge che, AhAhA...! maherAmaNa mAjhA na mUke, Ave che ne olAmAM? celaiyo sat na cUke. evI vAta anyamAM Ave che. bAvo Avyo te ema kahe ke, tArA dIkarAno mAre AhAra levo che. evI vAta e lokomAM Ave che. porabaMdara pAse gAma che. tyAM olo kahe ke, mAro dIkaro bhaNavA gayo che. e sAMbhaLyuM che, tyAM che. e gAma kyu? "bilakhA... bilakhA', sAcI vAta che. nAma bhUlI javAya che. bilakhAmAM khabara che. AhAhA.. e "celAne-dIkarAne khabara paDe che ke, ghare mAro bApa mane bolAve che to e to evuM bole che, "maherAmaNa mAjhA na mUke, celaiyo sat na cUke huM to tyAM javAno, bhale khAMDe. AhAhA...! ema bhagavAnaAtmA maherAmaNa-mITho maherAmaNa AnaMdathI uchaLyo ene bhaviSyanI rAganI vAMchA kema hoya? AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? mArga, bApA! atyAre to bahAramAM bahu pheraphAra karI nAkhyo, prabhu! enI paddhati ne enI rIta ne enuM paDakhuM zuM che? dharmInuM paDakhuM to AtmA che, rAgane paDakhethI to chUTI gayo che. AhAhA...! eNe paDakhuM pheravI nAkhyuM che, bhAI! AhAhA...! DAbe paDakhe sUto hoya ne pachI bahu oluM lAge to jamaNe paDakhe sUve. vadhAre to jamaNe sUvAnI Teva hoya che. tyAM paNa thAkI jAya to DAbe paDakhe Ave. A paNa DAbe paDakhe ajJAnamAM thAkI gayo pachI jamaNe paDakhe caitanyamAM aMdara Avyo che. AhAhA.. je bhagavAna caitanyanA paDakhe caDyo e have rAgane paDakhe kema caDe? AhAhA...! Avo mArga che, bApA! AhAhA.! ajJAnamaya bhAva je vAMchA teno abhAva che. mATe anAgata karmodaya-upabhoga jJAnIne parigraha nathI." AhAhA...! vartamAna viyoge varte mATe nathI ane bhaviSyamAM enI vAMchA nathI mATe nathI. AhAhA.! gayA kALano to che nahi, eTale benuM samAdhAna karyuM. bhAvArtha :- "atIta karmodaya-upabhoga to vItI ja gayo che. bhUtakALano. AhAhA.! anAgata upabhoganI vAMchA nathI. jyAM caitanyaprakAzanA nUra pragaTyA... AhAhA...! enI AgaLa bhaviSyamAM rAganI icchA ne paranI sAmagrInI icchA kema hoya? AhAhA.! "kAraNa ke je karmane jJAnI ahitarUpa jANe che" e rAgane (eTale) rAgarUpI karma, ene ahitarUpa jANe che tenA AgAmI udayanA bhoganI vAMchA te kema kare?' AhA...! bhaviSyamAM mane rAga thAya ne huM bhogavuM e bhAvanA ene na hoya. bhAre kAma, bhAI! vartamAna upabhoga pratye rAga nathI; kAraNa ke jene heya jANe che tenA pratye rAga kema hoya? AhAhA...! jene choDavA lAyaka che ema jyAM aMtarathI jANyuM enA pratye rAganI ruci kema hoya? AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? dhIrAnA mArga che, bhAI! AhAhA. "A rIte jJAnIne je traNa kALa saMbaMdhI karmodayano upabhoga te parigraha nathI." AhA...! traNe kALa rahenAro evo jJAyakabhAvano parigraha jyAM pakaDyo, anubhava thayo), ene traNa kALanA
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________________ gAthA- 215 329 bAhya parigrahano upabhoga hoto nathI. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? jJAnI je vartamAnamAM upabhoganAM sAdhano bheLAM..." have kahe che. tyAre koIne ema lAge ke, A dharmI che ne hajI A bAyaDI paraNe che, raLe che, dukAne bese che. sAMbhaLa tuM, bhAI! "jJAnI je vartamAnamAM upabhoganAM sAdhano bheLAM kare che. AhAhA...! ene rAga Ave ane enA samAdhAna mATe ene bahAranA sAdhano paNa hoya. AhAhA...! "vartamAnamAM upabhoganAM sAdhano bheLAM kare...' bhASA juo! ema ke, dharmI paNa lagna kare che, bAyaDI paraNe che, vepAra-dhaMdho dukAne besIne kare che ne? dekhAya che. AhAhA.! e "vartamAnamAM upabhoganAM sAdhano bheLAM kare che te to pIDA sahI zakAtI nathI.." I rAga Ave che e pIDA che, duHkha che. e pIDA) "sahI zakAtI nathI teno IlAja kare che. jhINI vAta che jarI. AhAhA...! vAsanA, rAga Avyo, enI pIDA sahana thatI nathI eTale rAganA nimitto anukULane bhegA (karato) dekhAya. AhAhA...! "rogI jema rogano IlAja kare... AhA...! e rAga Avyo e roga che. eno ilAja kare che, e rogI jema rogano ilAja kare, ema che, kahe che. AhAhA...! "rogano IlAja kare che tema. A nabaLAIne doSa che. AhAhA...! rAgabhAva Avyo ane ene maTADavA viSayanA sAdhano bhegA kare ema dekhAya. bhegA koNa karI zake? paNa kahe che, e nabaLAIno doSa che. ene dharmI jANe che. AhAhA...! A mArI cIja nathI paNa mane aMdara vItarAgatA nathI ane TharavAnuM sahanazIlapaNuM nathI ethI A rAga Avyo ane e rAganA upAyanA sAdhano (kare che). rogI jema rogane maTADavA icche ema roga maTADavA icche che. rAgabhAve rAkhavA icchato nathI. AhAhA...! jarI jhINI vAta che, hoM! AhAhA...! eka kora kahe ke, vartamAnamAM rAgabuddhi nathI mATe parigraha nathI. chatAM kahe che ke, ene rAga dekhAya che ne A sAdhana viSayano ne bAyaDIno, dhaMdhAno. i rAgano roga jANIne eno ilAja che, e rAgane choDavA mAge che. AhAhA..! Avo mArga. khaganI dhAra jevo. AhAhA. dhAra taravAranI sohyalI, dohyalI jina taNI caraNasevA' jina eTale AtmA. dhAra para nAcatA dekha bAjIgarA, sevanA dhAra para rahe na devA asIdhArA. AhAhA.! AnaMdanA nAthane saMbhALatA rAga Avyo. AhA. e rAganI sevA karato nathI. paNa rAga TALavAno upAya kare che. AhAhA! chatAM teno tene prema nathI. rogane maTADavA jema kare ema A rAga roga che ene maTADavA kare che. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! A to traNalokanA nAthanA paMthanI aMtaranI vAtuM che. AhAhA...! A koI AlIduAlInA kathana nathI. rogI jema rogano IlAja kare..." ema ilAjamAM joDAya jAya che. chatAM teno Adara nathI, aMdara rasa nathI. AhAhA.! rAgane maTADavA enA upAya kare paNa emAM sukhabuddhi nathI. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? have A to aMtaranI vAtuM che.
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________________ 330 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 N uthA-216)) kuto'nAgatamudayaM jJAnI nAkAMkSatIti cet - jo vedadi vedijjadi samae samae viNassade ubhayaM / taM jANago du NANI ubhayaM pi Na kaMkhadi kyaavi||216|| yo vedayate vedyate samaye samaye vinazyatyubhayam / tadjJAyakastu jJAnI ubhayamapi na kAMkSati kdaapi||216|| jJAnI hi tAvad dhruvatvAt svabhAvabhAvasya TaGkotkIrNaikajJAyakabhAvo nityo bhavati, yau tu vedyavedakabhAvau tau tUtpannapradhvaMsitvAdvibhAvabhAvAnAM kSaNikau bhvtH| tatra yo bhAvaH kAMkSamANaM vedyabhAvaM vedayate sa yAvadbhavati tAvatkAMkSamANo vedyo bhAvo vinazyati; tasmin vinaSTe vedako bhAvaH kiM vedayate ? yadi kAMkSamANavedyabhAvapRSThabhAvinamanyaM bhAvaM vedayate, tadA tadbhavanAtpUrvaM sa vinazyati; kastaM vedayate ? yadi vedakabhAvapRSThabhAvI bhAvo'nyastaM vedayate, tadA tadbhAvanAtpUrvaM sa vinazyati; kiM sa vedayate ? iti kaaNkssmaannbhaavvednaanvsthaa| tAM ca vijAnan jJAnI na kiJcideva kaaNkssti| - have pUche che ke anAgata karmodaya-upabhogane jJAnI kema vAMchato nathI ? teno uttara cha : 3 ! vedya va . nanna samaya samaye. virAse, - me. sato. na. pa. na. mayana siau 3re. 216. ___QuthArtha :- [ yaH vedayate ] 4 mAva. vahecha (arthAta vahasamAva) ane. [ vedyate ] he ma. vAya.che (arthAta, vedyamA) [ ubhayam ] tamanne bhAvo. [ samaye samaye ] samaye, samaye [ vinazyati ] vinAzA . cha[ tajJAyaka: tu ] me // 2 [ jJAnI ] 2.nI. [ ubhayam api ] . banne bhAvAne. [ kadApi ] pa [ na kAMkSati ] dichato. natha.. TIkA :- jJAnI to, svabhAvabhAvanuM dhruvapaNuM hovAthI, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvasvarUpa nitya che; ane je vedya-vedaka (be) bhAvo che teo, vibhAvabhAvonuM utpana thavApaNuM ane vinAza thavApaNuM hovAthI, kSaNika che. tyAM, je bhAva kAMkSamANa (arthAt vAMchA karanArA) evA vedha = vahAvAyogya. 67 = venA2, anubhavanA2.
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________________ gAthA- 216 331 vedyabhAvane vede che arthAt vedyabhAvane anubhavanAra che te vedakabhAva) jyAM sudhImAM utpanna thAya tyAM sudhImAM kAMkSamANa (arthAt vAMchA karanAro) vedyabhAva vinAza pAmI jAya che, te vinAza pAmI jatAM, vedakabhAva zuM vede ? jo ema kahevAmAM Ave ke kAMkSamANa vedyabhAvanI pachI utpanna thatA bIjA vedabhAvane vede che, to tyAM ema che ke, te bIjo vedyabhAva utpanna thayA pahelAM ja te vedakabhAva nAza pAmI jAya che; pachI te bIjA vedyabhAvane koNa vede ? jo ema kahevAmAM Ave ke vedakabhAvanI pachI utpanna thato bIjo vedakabhAva tene vede che, to tyAM ema che ke, te bIjo vedakabhAva utpanna thayA pahelAM ja te vedyabhAva viNasI jAya che; pachI te bIjo vedakabhAva zuM vede ? A rIte kAMkSamANa bhAvanA vedananI anavasthA che. te anavasthAne jANato jJAnI kAMI paNa vAMchato nathI. bhAvArtha - vedakabhAva ane vedyabhAvane kALabheda che. jyAre vedakabhAva hoya che tyAre vedyabhAva hoto nathI ane jyAre vedyabhAva hoya che tyAre vedakabhAva hoto nathI. jyAre vedakabhAva Ave che tyAre vedyabhAva viNasI gayo hoya che; pachI vedakabhAva kone vede ? ane jyAre vedyabhAva Ave che tyAre vedakabhAva viNasI gayo hoya che; pachI vedakabhAva vinA vedyane koNa vede? AvI avyavasthA jANIne jJAnI pote jANanAra ja rahe che, vAMchA karato nathI. ahIM prazna thAya che ke-AtmA to nitya che tethI te banne bhAvone vedI zake che, to pachI jJAnI vAMchA kema na kare ? tenuM samAdhAnaH- vedya-vedaka bhAvo vibhAvabhAvo che, svabhAvabhAva nathI, tethI teo vinAzika che; mATe vAMchA karanAro evo vedyabhAva jyAM Ave tyAM sudhImAM vedakabhAva (bhogavanAro bhAva) nAza pAmI jAya che, ane bIjo vedakabhAva Ave tyAM sudhImAM vaidyabhAva nAza pAmI jAya che; e rIte vAMchita bhoga to thato nathI. tethI jJAnI niSphaLa vAMchA kema kare ? jyAM manovAMchita vedAtuM nathI tyAM vAMchA karavI te ajJAna che. gAthA-216 upara pravacana "have pUche che ke anAgata karmodaya-upabhoga..." bhaviSyanA upabhogane "jJAnI kema vAMchato. nathI? bhaviSyanA upabhogane jJAnI kema vAMchato nathI? ema ziSyano prazna che). toDanAtamudAM jJAnI nA jhAMkSatIti saMskRta che. gAthA bahu sArI che. A gAthA (saMvata) 1991mAM umarALAthI ahIM AvyA ne? tyAre "dAse A prazna pUchyo hato. puraSottamadAsa AvyA che? nathI AvyA? eNe A gAthAno prazna pUchyo hato. 1991no phAgaNa mahino. 'umarALA'. pachI phAgaNa vada trIje ahIM AvyA ne? A prazna karyo hato-vedya-vedakano. AhA...! mULa pATha.
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________________ 332 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 jo vedadi vedijjadi samae samae viNassade ubhayaM / taM jANago d NANI ubhayaM pi Na kaMkhadi kyaavi||216|| re ! vedya vedaka bhAva ane samaya samaye viNase, - e jANato jJAnI kadApi na ubhayanI kAMkSA kare. 216. AhAhA.! TIkA - 'jJAnI to, svabhAvabhAvanuM dhruvapaNuM." AhAhA.! bhagavAna dhruva, tenI jene pakkaDa thaI ne svabhAvabhAva je dhruva. AhAhA...! nityAnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna dhruva. svabhAvabhAvanuM dhruvapaNuM hovAthI, dharmAne to svabhAvabhAvanA dhruvapaNAno Adara che. AhA.! e svabhAvabhAva dhruva AnaMda, jJAna, zAMti evo svabhAvabhAva je dhruva. jJAnIne svabhAvabhAvanuM dhruvapaNuM hovAthI AhAhA.! enI dRSTimAM to dhruvapaNuM taravare che, kahe che. AhAhA...! dharmInI dRSTimAM dhruvapaNuM, svabhAvabhAva evo je dhruva. AhA.! e jenI dRSTimAM taravare che, dRSTimAM eno Adara che. AhAhA... bhAre vAtuM, bhAI! dharmInI dRSTi svabhAvabhAvanA dhruvapaNA upara hoya che. AhAhA...! game te prasaMgamAM paNa te dRSTi tyAMthI khasatI nathI. AhAhA...! dharmIne... AhAhA....! gAthA bhAre UMcI! "svabhAvabhAvanuM..." svabhAvabhAva-trikALa svabhAvabhAva AnaMda jJAyaka svabhAvabhAva, "enuM dhruvapaNuM hovAthI, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvasvarUpa nitya che;.' AhAhA...! TaMkotkIrNa nAma zAzvata "jJAyakabhAvasvarUpa nitya che;...' jJAyaka svabhAvabhAva-dhruva svabhAvabhAva che te nitya che. dharmInI dRSTi tyAM che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? "ane je vedya-vedaka (be) bhAvo che..." AhA...! pAThamAM AgaLapAchaLa artha che. pAThamAM vedya-vedaka che. AmAM vedaka-vedya che ane AmAM veda-vedaka che. AhA.! che e pahelI vAta thaI gaI. pAThamAM vedakabhAva ane vedyate. che ne? vedyate ane vedAya te, ema paheluM che. AmAM vedAya te ane vedanAra, vedya-vedaka (eTale) vedAvAyogya. vedana-vedanAra vartamAna. vartamAna vedAvAyogya, enI icchA je A padArthanI, ane te vakhate vedavuM te vedanAra. AhA...! icchA kALe vedavAnI vastu che nahi ane vedanAnI vastu Ave tyAre e icchA rahetI nathI. eTale beno meLa nathI. zuM kahyuM che? je padArtha bhogavavAnI icchA thAya te icchA kALe to sAme vastu nathI ane vastu AvI tyAre olI icchAno kALa rahyo nathI. eTale to icchAno nAza thaI gayo. eTale vedya-vedaka bhAvano meLa nathI. beya nAzavAna che. AhA...! paravastune bhogavavAnI icchA thaI tyAre paravastu nathI ane paravastu AvI tyAre olI icchA nathI mATe beya kSaNika nAzavAnanI icchA kema hoya? AhA! avinAzI dhruva svabhAvanI dRSTine laIne AvA nAzavAnanI icchA jJAnIne hotI nathI. nyAya samajAya che kAMI? AhA.! eka vAsanA thaI aMdara rati ke mArI Abaru hoya to ThIka. have jyAre Abaru thaI
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________________ gAthA-216 333 tyAre olI vRtti te kALe rahetI nathI to beno meLa khAto nathI. meLa nathI khAto enI vAMchA jJAnIne kema hoya? AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? icchA AvI ke huM vepAra karuM ane vepAra jyAre kare che tyAre olI icchA nathI. eTale vedaka ane vedyano meLa khAto nathI. e beya nAzavAna che. AhAhA..! bahu sarasa vAta che. vedya-vedaka (be) bhAvo che teo, vibhAvabhAvonuM utpanna thavApaNuM...' eTale icchA thavI eno nAza thAya ane je icchita vastu AvI tyAre olAno nAza thAya ane i icchita vastu AvI tyAre A icchA nahotI. icchAno nAza thaI gayo. je icchita vastu AvI tyAre icchAno nAza thaI gayo ane vastu AvI tyAre bIjI icchA (che), paNa e to pachInI icchAnI vAta che. e icchA ane icchAno upabhoga, beno meLa nathI. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM che. AhAhA..! beya vibhAvabhAvonuM utpanna thavApaNuM ane vinAza thavApaNuM hovAthI, kSaNika che.' icchA e vibhAvabhAva che, e kSaNika che e nAza thAya che. vastu sAmagrI AvI e paNa nAza thAya che. kAraNa ke (vastu) AvI tyAre enI icchA rahetI nathI. eTale icchAno nAza ane AvI tyAre te vastunI icchA nathI. AhAhA..! e vastu AvI tyAre e nAzavAna che ane icchA thaI e paNa nAzavAna che. AhA..! samajANuM kAMI? tyAM, je bhAva kAMkSamANa (arthAt vAMchA karanAra) evA vedyabhAvane vede che arthAt vedyabhAvane anubhavanAra che te (vedakabhAva) jyAM sudhImAM utpanna thAya tyAM sudhImAM kAMkSamANa...' je cIjo vedAvAyogya che e AvI e pahelAM vAMchA je hatI te vAMchAno nAza thaI jAya che. AhAhA..! jhINI vAta che thoDI, hoM! A gAthA jhINI che. zAyakabhAvanuM dhruvapaNuM je svabhAvabhAvanuM hovAthI vartamAna je padArthane icche te kALe te padArtha nathI. nahiMta2 icchA kema thAya? ane jyAre Ave che tyAre A icchA nathI. AhAhA..! kAraNa ke padArtha paNa anitya che eTale icchA kALe anitya padArtha Avato nathI ane anitya padArtha Avyo tyAre icchA anitya che te rahetI nathI. samajANuM AmAM kAMI? AvI vAtuM che. AhA..! 'kAMkSamANa (arthAt vAMchA karanAra) evA vedyabhAvane vede che arthAt vedyabhAvane anubhavanAra che te (vedakabhAva) jyAM sudhImAM utpanna thAya tyAM sudhImAM...' icchA je hatI te rahetI nathI. AhAhA..! vedyabhAva vinAza pAmI jAya che;...' vedAvAyogya je cIja Ave che tyAre vedavAnI icchA che teno nAza thaI jAya che. AhAhA..! evA kSaNikano meLa nathI tenI icchA jJAnIne kema hoya? AhA..! nitya bhagavAnanI jene bhAvanA che ene kSaNikanI vedananI icchA ane vedavAyogyano meLa nathI, tene te icche kema? AhAhA..! jhINI vAtuM che thoDI. te vinAza pAmI jatAM, vedakabhAva zuM vede?" kAraNa ke pUrvanI icchAno nAza thayo ane
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________________ 334 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (vastu) AvI tyAre vedavAnuM zuM vede che? I IcchA to rahI nathI. jo ema kahevAmAM Ave ke kAMkSamANa vedyabhAvanI pachI utpanna thatA bIjA vedyabhAvane vede che..." paNa te vakhate vedavAnuM Ave tyAM A bhAvano nAza thAya che ane A bhAvano nAza tyAre olI vedavAyogya vastu Ave che. AhAhA...! dAse A prazna karelo. te di "bhAvanagara' hatA ne? 'umarALAthI jyAre ahIM AvavuM hatuM. phAgaNa vada trIje ahIM AvyA chIe. e pahelA 'umarALe" prazna karelo. jo bIjo vedyabhAva utpanna thAya, vedAvAyogya, te "pahelAM ja te vedakabhAva nAza pAmI jAya che..." vastu che e nAza pAmI jAya che. pachI te bIjA vedyabhAvane koNa vede jo ema kahevAmAM Ave ke vedakabhAvanI pachI utpanna thato bIjo vedakabhAva tene vede che, to tyAM ema che ke, te bIjo vedakabhAva utpana thayA pahelAM ja te vedyabhAva viNasI jAya che, pachI te bIjo vedakabhAva zuM vede ? A rIte kAMkSamANa bhAvanA vedananI anavasthA..." icchAyelA bhAvanuM vedavuM, tenI avasthA, meLa nathI. te anavasthAne jANato jJAnI kAMI paNa vAMchato nathI. AhAhA.! icchAnI icchA nathI eTale vAMchato nathI. aMtaranI bhAvanAmAM-nitya svabhAvabhAvanI dRSTi hovAthI tenI bhAvanAmAM che, A bhAvamAM Avato nathI. pravacana naM. 295 gAthA-216, 217 zloka-146-147 somavAra, bhAdaravA suda 5, tA. 27-08-1979 A paryuSaNano pahelo divasa che. dasalakSaNI parva gaNAya che. muninA dasa prakAranA dharmache ne? enI pradhAnatAnuM A paryuSaNa parva che). muninA dasa prakAra je uttama kSamA e samyagdarzana sahitanI vAta che. ekalI kSamAne ahIM kSamA kahetA nathI. bhagavAnaAtmA zAMta... zAMta zAMta. pUrNa zAMtino sAgara, eno jene aMtara anubhava che evA samyagdaSTine uttama kSamA hoya che. ahIM munine mukhyapaNe kahe che. zvetAMbaramAM eno Aja chello di che, ene pahelA sAta di thaI gayA. e laukika rIta hatI, A to vAstavika rIta che. laganamAM hoya che ne je maMDapano divasa? laganano. enAthI vardhI pahelI nAkhe laukikamAM. emAM ema che. eka pAMcamanuM ja pajosaNa. zvetAMbaramAM zAstramAM eka pAMcamanuM ja che, cothanuM pachI eka sAdhue kareluM. mULa pAMcama che, bAkI sAta di to e lokoe vadhAryA. A to anAdi sanAtana jainadharma che). pAMcamathI caudasa. e dase dharma vAstavika muninA che. emAM pahelo uttama kSamA. 44 pAnuM che. A gujarAtI laIe chIe. 45 pAnAnI pahelI lITI) upara. ajJAnIjano dvArA AhAhA...! ajJAnIjano dvArA zArIrIka bAdhA ke apazabdono prayoga ke hAsya ane mazkarI kare. AhAhA.! ke bIjA paNa apriya kArya karavA chatAM je nirmaLa
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________________ gAthA216 335 ane vipula jJAnanA dhAraka sAdhu.. AhA..! enA manamAM krodhAdi vikArane prApta thato nathI. AhAhA...! evo prasaMga ubho hoya, je mazkarI kare, apriya vacana kare. AhAhA...! ajJAnIjano dvArA bAdhA Upaje (topaNa) zAMti. AhA..! enuM nAma kSamA che. te mokSamArgamAM cAlanAra pathikajanone sarvaprathama sahAyaka che. pachI munidharmarUpI pavitra vRkSa unnata guNonA samUharUpI DALIo, pAMdaDAM, phUlothI paripUrNa thayuM thakuM, evuM thakA paNa jo atizaya tIvra krodharUpI dAvAnaLathI. AhAhA.! tIvra krodha jo kare to e badhA nAza pAmI jAya. samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra Adi. jema jhADamAM agni paDe ane DAza thAya. AhA.! vana phALyuM-phUlyuM hoya paNa jo agni Ave to baLI jAya. ema aMdara samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritranA pariNAma thayA hoya paNa jo kodha tIvra kare to badhuM bhasma thaI jAya. AhAhA...! ame rAgAdi doSothI rahita thaIne vizuddha manathI spaSTa sthira thaI chIe. munirAja kahe che. AhAhA... yatheSTa AcaraNa karanArA loko potAnI kalpanAthI AcaraNa karanArA svacchaMdIo potAnA hRdayamAM game tema mAne, lokamAM zAMti abhilASI munioe potAnI Atmazuddhi siddha karavI joIe. duniyA game te mAne paNa dharmAtmAe to potAnA AtmAnI zuddhi vRddhi karavI joIe. AhAhA...! uttama kSamA zabda che ne? ekalI kSamA nahi. samyagdarzana sahita te uttama kSamA (che). AhAhA.! e munino dharma che. sAcA saMta jene aMtara samyagdarzana, jJAna, zAMti... zAMti. zAMti pragaTa thaI che ane AvA prasaMgamAM azAMtino krodha na hoya, ema kahe che. AhAhA...! durjana manuSya mArA doSI jAhera karI sukhI thAo. AhAhA.! dharmAtmA ema vicAre che. durjano doSo dekhI sukhI thAo, prabhu! AhAhA.! dhanano abhilASI manuSya mAruM sarvasva grahaNa karIne sukhI thAo to thAo. jo zatru mAruM jIvana grahaNa karIne sukhI thato hoya, prANa laIne sukhI thato hoya to thAo. AhAhA. bIjA koI mAruM sthAna laIne sukhI thatA hoya to thAo. AhAhA...! ane je madhyastha che-rAgadveSa rahita che, evA madhyastha banI rahe. je madhyastha vItarAgI che te emAM raho. AkhuMya jagata atizaya sukhano anubhava karo, prabhuahIM to kahe che. AhAhA...! mArA nimitte koIpaNa saMsArI prANIne koIpaNa prakAre duHkha na thAya, ema huM UMcA svare pokAruM chuM, kahe che. AhAhA! juo! vyAkhyA. he mana! zuM tuM saMpUrNa traNa lokamAM cUDAmaNi samAna evA zreSTha vItarAga jinane nathI jANato. AhAhA...! sarvajJa paramAtmA jagatamAM che, ane prabhu! tuM nathI jANato? tArA hRdayamAM e sarvajJa kevA che e nathI beThuM? AhAhA.! zuM vItarAga kathita dharmano Azraya nathI lIdho? AhAhA.! paramAnaMdano sAgara nAtha AtmA, teno Azraya prabhu! teM nathI lIdho? zuM janasamUha jaDa ajJAnI nathI? jagata to ajJAnI che, khabara che. AhAhA.! jethI tuM mithyASTi ane ajJAnI duSTa puruSo dvArA karavAmAM AvelA thoDAka upadravathI paNa vicalita
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________________ 336 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 thaIne bAdhA Upaje che ke je karma AsavanuM kAraNa che. AhA..! duniyA sukhI thAo game te rIte. mArA doSa dekhIne, lUMTIne-jIvana lUMTIne, mAruM sthAna laIne sukhI thAo, bApA! AhAhA..! enuM nAma aMdara kSamA kahevAya. A padmanaMda paMcavaMzita' navuM AvyuM che ne? have ApaNe A vedya-vedaka. bhAvArtha :- jhINI vAta che, prabhu! AhAhA..! vaidakabhAva ane vedyabhAvane kALabheda che.' eTale? ke, je koI padArthane icche che evo je vedyabhAva ane jyAre sAmagrI Ave ane vedavAyogya bhAva, beno kALabheda che. AhA..! zuM kahyuM i? vaidakabhAva ane vedyabhAvane kALabheda che. jyAre vedakabhAva hoya che...' jyAre vedAvAyogya, bhogavavAyogya sAmagrI maLe ane bhAva hoya che tyAre pelo vedyabhAva je icchA hatI te hotI nathI. AhAhA..! icchA vakhate vedaka ne sAmagrI Adi vedavAno bhAva hoto nathI. ane e jyAre vedavAno kALa Ave tyAre e icchA rahetI nathI. AhAhA..! jyAre vedyabhAva hoya che tyAre vedakabhAva hoto nathI.' icchA hoya che tyAre sAmagrIne vedavAnuM hotuM nathI. AhA..! jyAre vedakabhAva..' bhogavavA yogya Ave che tyAre...' pelo icchArUpI bhAva 'viNasI gayo hoya che;...' samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! A prazna karyo hato ne? puraSottamabhAI'e karyo hato. 'umarALA'mAM. ahIM AvavA pahelA. parivartana karavA pahelA 'umarALe' (saMvata) 1991nA phAgaNa mahinAmAM prazna karyo hato. A 216 gAthAno. emAM (-sthAnakavAsImAM) hatA ne tyAre? AhA..! bhAI! dharmAtmAne jene AtmajJAna ane anubhava che ene icchA-525dArthane bhogavuM evI icchA ja hotI nathI. kemake icchA je che te kALe tene bhogavavAnA kALamAM sAmagrI nathI ane bhogavavAnI sAmagrI Ave tyAre vedavAnI icchA je hatI te icchA rahetI nathI. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? beya kSaNe kSaNe nAzavAna che. icchA paNa nAzavAna che ane vedavAyogyanI sAmagrI Ave e paNa nAzavAna ane tene vedavAno bhAva e paNa nAzavAna. AhAhA..! 'samayasAra' gajaba vAta che. atyAre bharatakSetramAM ajoDa 'samayasAra' che. AhA..! bhagavAnanI sAkSAt vANI traNa lokanA nAtha, enI vANInA bhaNakAra che badhA. AhAhA..! jyAre vedakabhAva Ave che tyAre vedyabhAva viNasI gayo hoya che;...' bhogavavAno kALa Ave tyAre bhogavavAnI je icchA hatI te to hotI nathI. samajAya che AmAM? vedyabhAva viNasI gayo hoya che;...' jyAre vedakabhAva Ave, bhogavavAno kALa tyAre icchA je hatI e icchA to rahetI nathI. AhAhA..! vaidakabhAva kone vede? jyAre vedyabhAva Ave che tyAre vedakabhAva viNasI gayo hoya che;...' vaLI pAchI icchA thAya tyAre vedakabhAva hoto nathI. pachI vedakabhAva vinA vedyane koNa vede? AvI avyavasthA jANIne jJAnI pote jANanAra rahe che...' AhAhA..! icchA ane sAmagrInuM bhogavavuM, beno meLa nathI. mATe jJAnI jJAtApaNe (rahe che). AhA..! jJAnIne icchA thAya e to nabaLAInuM kAma che. e icchA bhogavavAnI
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________________ gAthA216 337 cIja maLe ane bhogavuM ema nathI. samajAya che kAMI? e icchAne paNa aMtara AtmAnA AnaMda ne jJAtA dvArA jANe che. tethI tene e icchA ke, Ane bhogavuM, evI icchA tene hotI nathI. AhAhA...! "ahIM prazna thAya che ke-AtmA to nitya che tethI te banne bhAvone vedI zake che; icchA thaI ane pachI vedavAyogya vastu thaI to beyane nitya che to karI zake che, ema ziSyano prazna che. AhAhA.. to pachI jJAnI vAMchA kema na kare?' bahu vAta jhINI. tenuM samAdhAna :- vedya-vedaka bhAvo vibhAvabhAvo che..." icchA thavI ane bhogavavAno kALa Ave e paNa sAmagrI ane eno rAga, e badhuM nAzavAna che. AhAhA..! dharmI jene dhruva cidAnaMda prabhu, AnaMdano sAgara jene dRSTimAM Avyo che, ene e bhogavavAnI icchA ane bhogavavAno bhAva, beya hotA nathI. AhAhA...! AvuM che). te vedakabhAva vibhAva che, svabhAvabhAva nathI, tethI teo vinAzika che; mATe vAMchA karanAro evo vedyabhAva..." joyuM? icchA thAya ke, A nahi. e vAMchA karanAro evo vedyabhAva jyAM Ave "tyAM sudhImAM vedakabhAva nAza pAmI jAya che;" bhogavavA yogya bhAva che e to nAza pAme. "ane bIjo vedakabhAva Ave bhogavavA yogya) tyAM sudhImAM vedyabhAva nAza pAmI jAya che;" bhogavavAno bIjo bhAva Ave tyAM (sudhImAM) pelI je icchA che-vedyabhAva, eno nAza thaI jAya. e rIte vAMchita bhoga to thato nathI." icchAvALo vAMchita bhoga sAmagrI ene maLatI nathI tethI vAMchita bhoga bhogavAto nathI. AhAhA...! lyo, A kSamAne di' paheluM A AvyuM. paryuSaNa che ne? AtmAnI sevA karavI, upAsanA (karavI) enuM nAma paryuSaNa che. bhagavAna AtmA jJAna ne AnaMdano sAgara prabhu, tenAmAM sanmukha thaIne tenI sevA karavI, temAM ekAgra thavuM e paryuSaNanuM kartavya che. AhAhA...! e rIte vAMchita bhoga to thato nathI. icchAvALI sAmagrI hotI nathI ane sAmagrI hoya, Ave tyAre bIjI icchA thaI jAya. AhAhA! tethI jJAnI niSphaLa vAMchA kema kare? ' jarI aTapaTI vAta che. TUMkI to A vAta che ke, jene bhogavavAne icche tyAre e bhoga hoto nathI, jo hoya to icchA kema rahe? ane icchA vakhate bhogavavAnI sAmagrI ke bhogavavAno bhAva ane bhogavavAno bhAva jyAre Ave tyAre olI vedyano icchAno kALa raheto nathI. AhAhA.! che jhINuM, bhAI! A to "samayasAra che. paramAtmAnI divyadhvani. AhAhA...! jyAM manovAMchita vedAtuM nathI...... AhAhA.! manamAM je icchA Ave e vastune vedAtI nathI. vAMchA karavI te ajJAna che. mATe te bhogavavAnI bhAvanA-icchA karavI e ajJAna che. samajANuM AmAM? eno zloka.
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________________ 338 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ........... ( zloka-147 (ravApAtA) vedyavedaka vibhAvacalatvAd vedyate na khalu kAMkSitameva / tena kAMkSati na kiJcana vidvAn srvto'pytivirktimupaiti||147|| have A arthanuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che : zlokArtha - [ vedya-veva-vibhAva-vanavA ] vedya-vedakarUpa vibhAvabhAvonuM caLapaNuM (asthirapaNuM) hovAthI [ 7 ] kharekhara [ withtam va vedyate na ] vAMchita vedAtuM nathI; [ tena ] mATe [ vidvAna viSyana vAMkSati na ] jJAnI kAMI paNa vAMchato nathI; [ sarvataH mapi gativiravittama paiti ] sarva pratye ati viraktapaNAne vairAgyabhAvane) pAme che. bhAvArtha :- anubhavagocara je vedya-vedaka vibhAvo temane kALabheda che, temano meLApa nathI (kAraNa ke teo karmanA nimitte thatA hovAthI asthira che); mATe jJAnI AgAmI kALa saMbaMdhI vAMchA zA mATe kare ? 147. zloka-147 upara pravacana (svAgatA) vedyavedakavibhAvacalatvAd vedyate na khalu kAMkSitameva / tena kAMkSati na kiJcana vidvAn sarvato'pyativiraktimupaiti / / 147 / / || vedya-ve-vimAva-navI ] vedya nAma kAMkSita bhAva ane vedaka nAma bhogavavA yogya sAmagrI ane e vakhatano bhogavaTAno bhAva. e vibhAvabhAvonuM caLapaNuM asthirapaNuM) hovAthI.. AhAhA. jene atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava ane bhogavaTo che ene AvI
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________________ zloka-147 339 icchA ane bhogavavAnA bhAvano meLa nathI eTale icchA kema kare? AhAhA..! e icchA ajJAnabhAva che. e paheluM AvI gayuM che ne? nirjarA adhikAra'. e ajJAnabhAva che, e jJAnabhAvavALo bhagavAna e ajJAnabhAvane kema kare? AhAhA..! nabaLAInI icchA Ave che i icchA, bhaviSyane bhogavuM ema nathI. e to vartamAnamAM nabaLAInI icchA thaI tene jANe che. AhAhA..! Ama to emeya AvyuM ke, jJAnIne evo rAga Ave ane ilAja paNa kare. AvyuM hatuM ne? i ilAja kare eno artha ke enI vRtti rAga Avyo, dUra thato nathI eTalI vItarAgatA pragaTa nathI thatI. ethI tene rAga Ave ene ilAja kare. AhAhA..! paNa te ilAja ane rAga, beyane i jANanAra rahe che. AhAhA..! are..! vItarAga mArga to juo! AhAhA..! digaMbara saMtonI zailI to juo! AhAhA..! bhedajJAnanA, 52thI bhinna, enA bhAnavALAnI vAtuM che ahIM to. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? jeNe 52thI bhinna pADIne bhagavAnane joyo che ane jene rAganI ekatAbuddhinA bhUkkA uDAvI dIdhA che. AhAhA..! evA dharmIne vAMchita bhogavAtuM nathI mATe vAMchA kema hoya? zuM kahyuM samajANuM kAMI? je icchA thAya tyAre e bhogavavAnI vastu nathI ane bhogavavAnI vastu Ave tyAre olI icchA rahetI nathI. mATe te vAMchita bhogavAtuM nathI mATe vAMchA kema kare? e 'sumanabhAI' A badhuM AvuM AkaruM che. tyAM ghare samajAya evuM nathI tyAM. 216 gAthA. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- hoziyAra mANasa hoya e na samajI jAya? uttara :- hoziyAra kone kahevA? paisA maLe nyAMnI bahAranI hoziyArI kahevAya. ajJAnanI (hoziyArI). AhAhA..! caitanya bhagavAna AnaMdano sAgara, enI jene dRSTi ane vedana thayA e jIva vAMchita vedAtuM nathI; mATe...' vAMchA karato nathI. A eno sA2 che. samajANuM kAMI? kemake dharmIne to icchA ane sAmagrI beya nAzavAna che. AhAhA..! te nAzavAnanI, avinAzInA AzrayavALA dharmIne nAzavAnanI icchA kema hoya? AhAhA..! avinAzI bhagavAna nityAnaMda prabhu, AhAhA..! enA paDakhe caDI gayo che, ene A nAzavAna icchA ane enuM bhogavavuM e bhAva kema hoya? 'kAMtibhAI' AvI vAtuM che, sAMbhaLI nathI tyAM. i kahe che ne, i kahe che, bhAI! sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. vAta to evI che, bApA! AhA..! zuM kahIe? AhAhA..! vItarAga paramAtmA, eno pokAra che ke, prabhu! tuM uttama kSamA kara. eTale ke A vedanane veda to tane uttama kSamA pragaTa thaze. AtmA vedAvAyogya che tene veda. A icchA ane vedAvAyogya vastu, e tArI nathI. samajANuM kAMI? bhagavAnaAtmA ja vedaka che ane vedya che. pote ja vedAvAyogya ane vedaka pote ja che. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu! atIndriya AnaMdathI chalochala prabhu bharyo che, enA jene bhaNakAra paDakhe
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________________ 340 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 caDIne vAgyA che, AvyA che. AhAhA...! evA dharmIne vAMchA ane vAMchAne bhogavavAno kALa ene meLa nathI, tethI te vAMchA kema kare? samajAya che kAMI? nabaLAInI icchA Ave e judI vastu che ane vAMchA bhogavavuM, enI vAMchA AvavI e judI cIja che. AhAhA...! zuM kahyuM? nabaLAInI rAganI vRtti uThe e to eka nabaLAIne kAraNe paNa e vRttimAM bhaviSyanI cIjane bhogavuM evI vRtti emAM nathI. AhAhA.! ahIM to jene icchA thAya tyAre bhogavavAnI sAmagrI na hoya ane bhogavavAnI sAmagrI Ave tyAre icchA na hoya. evI avasthAno meLa kyAMya nathI. tethI je bhagavAna AtmA vedAvA yogya ane vedaka pote ja che. AhAhA...! vedAvAne lAyaka ane vedana karanAra e pote ja che. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? jhINI vAta che, bhAI! A to apUrva vAta che. emAM A to paryuSaNanA divasa. AhAhA...! Akho saMsAra bhUlI gayA ane bhagavAnane saMbhAryA. AhA! vItarAga svarUpI prabhu, enA jene smaraNa AvyA, anubhava to hato paNa pAchuM smaraNa-yAda AvyuM, AhAhA...! tyAre tenA vedanamAM AtmAno AnaMda vedAya ane vedAvA lAyaka paNa pote ane vedanAro paNa pote. AhAhA...! ene vAMchA ane vAMchAno bhogavavAno samaya, beno meLa nathI ene e kema icche? e to ajJAnabhAva che. AhAhA! kaI paddhati che? jainadharmanI kaI paddhati che e koI alaukika che, bApu! AhAhA...! e ahIM kahe che, "vedya-vedakarUpa vibhAvabhAvonuM caLapaNuM (asthirapaNuM) hovAthI kharekhara..." [bikSitam va vedyate | 'vAMchita vedAtuM nathI..." jenI icchA che te kALe te vastu vedAtI nathI. AhA...! te kALe e vastu nathI. "vAMchita vedAtuM nathI; mATe... "vikA AhAhA...! che A vidvAna kahyuM ne? bhAI, lAlacaMdabhAI! e vidvAna, bApA! AhA! duniyAnA jANapaNA hoya na hoya, are. zAstranA paNa vizeSa jANapaNA hoya na hoya enI sAthe kAMI (saMbaMdha nathI). AhAhA.! vidvAna to ene paramAtmA kahe che, bhagavAna AtmA rAgathI rahita pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jene vedanamAM Avyo, evo vidvAna paranI icchA kema kare? AhAhA...! A vidvAna. A moTA paMDitonA nAma dharAve paNa samyagdarzana ne vedana nathI te vidvAna nathI. AhAhA...! bhASA juone! - vidvAna eTale jJAnI, vidvAna eTale samyagdaSTi, vidvAna eTale dharmAtmA. AhAhA.! 'viSyana vakAMkSati na "jJAnI kAMI paNa vAMchato nathI" AhAhA.svarga gati maLe ke A gati maLe, paNa e kAMI vAMchato nathI. AhAhA.... jene bhagavAna AtmA zuddha sAmAnya jeno svabhAva che temAM jenI dRSTi paDI, AhAhA.! dhruva, dhyAnamAM jyAM dhruva Avyo, dhyAnanI paryAyamAM dhruva jyAM Avyo, e dhIrajathI. AhAhA! e anubhavanI dhuNI dhakhAve. AhAhA...! olA bola kahyA hatA ne? tera bola kahyA hatA. AvyA tyAre AvyA, pachI atyAre yAdeya
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________________ zloka-147 341 na hoya. AhAhA.! dhIrajathI dhruvanI dhuNI dhakhAva. tene dharmI dharma dhuraMdhara kahe che. AhAhA...! bAkI badhI rAganI kriyA ne A ne te ne e badhA dharmI nathI. AhAhA...! jhINuM, bApu! AhAhA.! bhagavAna! tArI mahimAno pAra nathI, prabhu! AhAhA.. tArI mahimA pUrNa sarvajJa paNa kahI zake nahi. je svarUpa sarvaze dIThuM jJAnamAM, je svarUpa sarvaze dIThuM jJAnamAM ema kema lIdhuM che? zrutajJAnI che, dekhe che paNa e pradezane dekhato nathI ane sarvajJa che e to badhuM pUrNa dekhe che. asaMkhya pradeza anaMta guNa pratyakSa badhuM bhALe che. je svarUpa sarvaze dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahi te paNa zrI bhagavAna jo apekSAthI kahyuM che. pAMcamI gAthAmAM to pUrNa karyuM, ema paNa Ave che. "samayasAranI pAMcamI gAthA. badhuM kahyuM emeya Ave che. ahIM e pUrNa nathI kahyuM e apekSAe (vAta che). kAraNa ke jeTaluM jANavAmAM Ave enAthI anaMtame bhAge kathanamAM Ave. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- i kathanano anaMtamo bhAga gaNadhara pakaDe. uttara :- te svarUpane sarvajJa vANI te zuM kahe? anya vANI te zuM kahe? sarvajJa na kahe to te svarUpane anya vANI zuM kaheH "anubhavagocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo, apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze?' sarvajJapaNAnI dazA mane kyAre pragaTaze? e vAta kahe che. ATalI dazAe mane saMtoSa nathI. AhAhA...! samyagdarzana, jJAna ne svarUpanI sthiratAno aMza Avyo eTale saMtoSa nathI. AhAhA.. mAro nAtha pUrNa mane paryAyamAM anubhavamAM Ave evI je sarvajJa dazA, apUrva avasara kayAre Avaze? AhA! tyAre amAre tyA enI TIkA karatA hatA ke, apUrva avasara, munipaNuM dhye to koNa nA pADatuM hatuM? apUrva avasara kayAre Avaze? kyAre Avaze? ema kahetA. (saMvata) 1980nI sAlamAM. are.! bhagavAna! tane munipaNuM kone kahevuM che tane kyAM khabara che, ema karIne mazkarI karatA hatA. bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo Ave che ne paheluM? bAhya nigraMtha thAvuM hoya, muni thAvuM hoya to koNa rokatuM hatuM ene? muni eTale A mAne evA. are bhAI bhAvamunipaNuM koI alaukika cIja che. AhA! enI bhAvanA bhAvI che. tyAre enI TIkA karI ke, bhAvanA levAnI tAkAta nathI. A munipaNuM ame laIne beThA. tame munipaNuM na laI zako? paNa munipaNuM hatuM ke di tAre? huM gRhIta mithyAtva che. are re! zuM thAya? jJAnI kAMI paNa vAMchato nathI;" "sarvataH pi eTale sarvataH paNa "tiviracitam 3pati "sarva pratye ati viraktapaNAne... AhAhA! dharmI to sarvatra ati virakta nAma vairAgyapaNAne pAme che. AhAhA...! game tenA prasaMgamAM e to vairAgyapaNAne pAme che. AhAhA...! parathI dharmAtmA udAsa che. jJAna ane vairAgya zakti be sAthe pragaTelI hoya che. AhAhA...! paheluM I AvI gayuM ne? pahelI gAthAmAM dravyanirjarA, bIjI gAthAmAM bhAvanirjarA. pachI kahyuM
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________________ 342 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ke jJAna ane vairAgya be zakti che). pUrNa prabhu paramAtmA, enuM aMdara jJAna ane puNya ne pApanA vikalpathI virakta evo vairAgya. AhAhA. vairAgya eTale A bAyaDI, chokarA choDyA e nahi. e grahaNatyAga prabhumAM che ja nahi. AhAhA...! paNa ahIMyAM to ema kahyuM... AhAhA...! rAgano tyAga. eTale puNya-pApanA bhAvanuM viraktapaNuM je hatuM, raktapaNuM hatuM e virakta thaI gayo, enuM nAma vairAgya che. AhAhA.! "puNya-pApa adhikAra'mAM Ave che. zubha ne azubha beya bhAvathI virakta che. rakta hato tyAM mithyASTi hato. AhAhA...! virakta che te jJAnI vairAgI che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! sarva pratye AhAhA.! "ati viraktapaNAne pAme che. AhAhA! eka prasaMga nATakamAM joyo hato. ghaNA varSanI vAta che- saMvata) 1968-69. e lokomAM dhruva' Ave che ne? dhruva ne prahalAda e dhruva hato rAjakumAra. pachI enI mAtA marI gayelA eTale eno bApa bIjI paraNelo paNa pote sAdhu thayo. anyamatino bAvo. "bhAvanagara thiyeTaramAM joyeluM. e 1968nI sAla. 67 varSa thayA. tyAM thiyeTara che. tyAre e dhruva' Ama lApI hoya che ne Ama beThakanI? have ene devIo caLAvavA Ave che. nATakamAM Ama lIlA paDadA hoya, vanaspati dekhAya ne Ama vana jevuM? "bhAvanagaranI vAta che. tyAM bahAra thiyeTara che. pachI devIo Ave che ane lalacAve che ke, he rAjan putrA A juo amArA zarIra suMdara mAkhaNa jevA, AvA amArA gAla, amArA zarIra AvA, hAtha AvA, paga AvA. pachI dhruva kahe che, "mAtA! mAre zarIra ekAda dhAraNa karavAnuM hoya to tArI kuMkhe AvIza, bAkI bIjI vAta nathI." "kAMtibhAI A tamArA "bhAvanagaramAM sAMbhaLeluM, te di 1968. thiyeTaramAM evA vairAgyanA pahelA nATaka bahu hatA. eTale vairAgyanuM jovAnuM (bane), nivRtti ghaNI eTale jovA jatA. narasiMha mahetAnuM, "mIrAbAInuM, "anusUyAnA AvA nATako ghaNA joyelA. AhAhA...! e "dhruva' kahe che, paDadAmAM Ama moTuM vana (hatuM). paDadA hoya ne Ama lIlA? ane Ama UDe vanamAM beThelo. devIo uparathI utare che. be olI hoya sUtara, doraDA ane eka pATIyuM hoya emAM paga mUkelo hoya. be bAjuthI utare che ane lalacAve che. AhAhA...! te di sAMbhaLyuM tyAre ema thayuM) vAha! "mAtA! mAre jo zarIra dhAraNa karavAnuM haze, ekAda bhava (to) tArI kuMkhe AvIza, mAtA! bIjI vAta rahevA de. AhAhA...! evuM to anyamatimAM nATakamAM pADatA. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che ke, vairAgI dharmAtmAne "sarva pratye ati viraktapaNAne vairAgyabhAvane) pAme che. AhAhA...! e indranA indrAsano paNa jene vairAgya upajAve che. AhAhA...! A nahi, A nahi, A badhI hoLI saLage che. are. mArI cIja nahi. mArAmAM to AnaMdano
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________________ zloka-147 343 bhaMDAra bharyo prabhA AhAhA..! enI dhIkhatI dhUNImAM rahenAro huM. AhAhA...! cakravartInA rAja uparathI paNa vairAgya hoya che. samajAya che kAMI? ene nirjarA thAya che, ema ahIMyAM kahevuM che. ene pUrvanA karma Ave che kharI jAya che. AhAhA...! Ama kahe ke, apavAsa kare tapa kahevAya, tapa kare ene nirjarA kahevAya. badhI gapyuM che, sAMbhaLane! e apavAsa apavAsa che, upavAsa nathI. upavAsa to bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha enA upa nAma samIpamAM jaIne aMdara vasavuM (te upavAsa che). AhAhA...! evA upavAsane ahIMyAM nirjarAnuM kAraNa kahe che. A to badhI lAMghaNuM che. pApAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhe. AhAhA...! ahIM e kahe che, bhAvArtha :- "anubhavagocara je vedya-vedaka vibhAvo temane kALabheda che," IcchA ane vedAvAno bhAva bene kALabheda che. AhAhA..! temano meLApa nathI." icchAnA kALane ane bhogavavAnA kALane meLa nathI. AhAhA! (kAraNa ke teo karmanA nimitte thatA hovAthI asthira che);.' AhA...! icchA paNa karmanA nimittathI asthira ane sAmagrI maLavI e paNa karmanA nimittathI asthira. mATe jJAnI AgAmI kALa saMbaMdhI vAMchA zA mATe kare?' AhAhA! bhaviSyanA bhogonI vAMchA paramAtmA vairAgI kema kare? AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? bahu vAtuM evI che, bApu! AhAhA...! arerA jenA upara jIvane atyaMta prema che evuM A zarIra kharekhara kevaLa vedanAnI mUrti che. zrI kuMdakuMdacAryadeva bhAvapAhuDamAM kahe che : eka tasumAM 96 roga to AkhA zarIramAM keTalA ? vicAra to kara prabhu -A zarIra to jaDa che, vedanAnI mUrti che. bhagavAna jJAyaka AtmA AnaMdanI mUrti che, caitanyacamatkArathI bharapUra mahAprabhu che ke jenI pUrNa paryAya pragaTa thatAM traNakALa ne traNalokane yugapada dekhe. evI anaMtI pUrNa paryAyanI tAkAtano puMja evo jJAnaguNa, evI anaMtI zraddhAparyAyanI tAkAtano piMDa evo zraddhALuNa, evI anaMtI sthiratAparyAyanI tAkAtanuM daLa evo cAritraguNa, pUrNa AnaMdanI paryAyanuM dhruva taLa evo AnaMdaguNa-AvA anaMta-anaMta guNo paripUrNa tAkAta sahita aMdara bhagavAna AtmAmAM paDyA che. ahA A paripUrNa dravyasvabhAvanA avalaMbanathI kevaLajJAna Adi paripUrNa paryAya pragaTa thaze, mokSamArga ke je apUrNa paryAya che tenA Azraye paNa paripUrNa paryAya pragaTa nahi thAya. pUrNa jJAnAnaMdanI zItaLa pATa-dhruva dravyasvabhAva-aMdara sadA vidyamAna che, teno Azraya karIza to samyagdarzana thaze, teno ugra Azraya karIza to cAritra thaze ane tenA pUrNa AzrayathI kevaLajJAna AdinI pUrNa dazA pragaTa thaze. chUTavAno mArga Avo che bhAI! Atmadharma aMka-1, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ 344 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (gAthA-217) tathApti . baMdhuvabhogaNimitte ajjhavasANodaesu nnaanniss| saMsAradehavisaesu Neva uppajjade raago||217|| bandhopabhoganimitteSu adhyavasAnodayeSu jJAninaH / saMsAradehaviSayeSu naivotpadyate rAgaH / / 217 / / iha khalvadhyavasAnodayAH katare'pi saMsAraviSayAH, katare'pi zarIraviSayAH / tatra yatare saMsAraviSayAH tatare bandhanimittAH, yatare zarIraviSayAstare tUpabhoganimittAH / yatare bandhanimittAstatare rAgadveSamohAdyAH, yatare tUpabhoganimittAstatare sukhduHkhaadyaaH| athAmISu sarveSvapi jJAnino nAsti rAgaH, nAnAdravyasvabhAvatvena TaGkotkIrNaikajJAyakabhAvasyabhAvasya tasya tatpratiSedhAt / e rIte jJAnIne sarva upabhogo pratye vairAgya che ema have kahe che - saMsAradehasaMbaMdhI ne baMdhopabhoganimitta je, te sarva adhyavasAnaudaye rAga thAya na jJAnIne. 217. gAthArtha - vanyopamonimittepu] baMdha ane upabhoganAM nimitta evA [ saMsaravedaviSayey] saMsArasaMbaMdhI ane dehasaMbaMdhI [ adhyavaranoyey ] adhyavasAnanA udayomAM [ jJAninaH ] jJAnine [ 5|: ] rAga [ na va satvare ] Upajato ja nathI. TIkA - A lokamAM je adhyavasAnanA udayo che teo keTalAka to saMsArasaMbaMdhI che ane keTalAka zarIrasaMbaMdhI che. temAM, jeTalA saMsArasaMbaMdhI che teTalA baMdhananAM nimitta che ane jeTalA zarIrasaMbaMdhI che teTalA upabhoganAM nimitta che. jeTalA baMdhananAM nimitta che teTalA to rAgadveSamohAdika che ane jeTalo upabhoganAM nimitta che teTalA sukhaduHkhAdika che. A badhAyamAM jJAnIne rAga nathI; kAraNa ke teo badhAya nAnA dravyonA svabhAva hovAthI, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAva jeno svabhAva che evA jJAnIne temano niSedha che. bhAvArtha :- je adhyavasAnanA udayo saMsAra saMbaMdhI che ane baMdhananAM nimitta che teo to rAga, dveSa, moha ItyAdi che tathA je adhyavasAnanA udayo deha saMbaMdhI che ane upabhoganAM nimitta che teo sukha, duHkha ItyAdi che. te badhAya (adhyavasAnanA udayo, nAnA dravyonA
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________________ gAthA-217 345 (arthAt pudgaladravya ane jIvadravya ke jeo saMyogarUpe che temanA) svabhAva che; zAnIno to eka zAyakasvabhAva che. mATe jJAnIne temano niSedha che; tethI jJAnIne temanA pratye rAgaprIti nathI. paradravya, parabhAva saMsAramAM bhramaNanAM kAraNa che; temanA pratye prIti kare to jJAnI zAno ? gAthA-217 u52 pravacana e rIte jJAnIne.." jyAM nidhAna AtmAnA jaNANA.. AhAhA..! jenA valaNa pharI gayA che, rAga ne nimitta upara ne paryAya upara valaNa hatuM e valaNa jhukAvyuM dhruvamAM. AhAhA..! je valaNane--paryAyane dhruvamAM laI gayo. evA dharmAtmAne sarva upabhogo pratye vairAgya che ema have kahe che :-' AhAhA..! 217. baMdhuvabhogaNamit ajjhavasANodaesu uppajjade saMsAradehavisa su Neva saMsAradehasaMbaMdhI ne baMdhopabhoganimitta je. te sarva adhyavasAnaudaye rAga thAya na jJAnIne. 217. NANissa / rAzo||217|| TIkA :- A lokamAM je adhyavasAnanA udayo che...' vikArI bhAva teo to keTalAka saMsA2saMbaMdhI che...' saMsAra saMbaMdhI keTalAka vikArI bhAva hoya che. keTalAka zarIrasaMbaMdhI che.' zarIrane meLavuM ne zarIrane Ama karuM, evA hoya che. temAM jeTalA saMsA2saMbaMdhI che teTalA baMdhanA nimitta che...' AhAhA..! 'saMsaraNa iti saMsAra' vikArIbhAva Akho, enI jene ekatva bhAvanA che e badhA baMdhanA nimitta che. zuM kahyuM samajANuM? saMsAra je vikArI bhAva saMsAra che. saMsAra koI strI, kuTuMba-parivAra saMsAra nathI. svarUpamAMthI saMsa2Na-khasI jaIne vikArabhAvamAM Avyo te saMsAra kahevAya che. AhAhA..! e saMsAra ne, AhAhA..! saMsArasaMbaMdhI je vikAro te badhA baMdhanA nimitta che. zarIrasaMbaMdhI je bhAvo e 'upabhoganAM nimitta che.' bhogavavAnA bhAva che i. AhAhA..! zuM kahyuM samajANuM? zubhAzubhabhAva je saMsAra enA saMbaMdhInA je adhyavasAyo-ekatAbuddhi e badhA baMdhanA kAraNa che ane zarIrasaMbaMdhInA adhyavasAyo e upabhoga, huM bhogavuM zarIrane, Ane bhogavuM, Ane bhogavuM, Ane bhogavuM.. AhAhA..! upabhoganAM nimitta che teTalA sukhaduHkhAdika che.' sukhaduHkhanI kalpanAnA upabhoganA pariNAma che e to. zuM kahyuM? saMsAra nAma vikArI bhAvanA je adhyavasAya e to badhA baMdhanA nimitta, eka vAta.
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________________ 346 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 have zarIrasaMbaMdhInA je adhyavasAyo, je bhogavavAnA bhAva sukha-duHkha, e paNa baMdhanA kAraNa che. AhAhA...! saMsArI sukha-duHkhanI vAta che hoM A. AtmAnA sukhAnI nahi. AhA...! jeTalA upabhoganAM nimitta che teTalA sukhaduHkhAdika che. eTalI sukha-duHkhanI kalpanAo. AhAhA.! zarIra saMbaMdhI, strI saMbaMdhI, paisA saMbaMdhI, kuTuMba saMbaMdhI, Abaru saMbaMdhI vagerenA je bhogavavAnA bhAva, e badhA upabhoganA nimitta e sukhaduHkhAdi che. sukhaduHkha eTale saMsArI kalpanA. "A badhAyamAM jJAnIne rAga nathI;." AhAhA...! saMsArasaMbaMdhI vikArI bhAvano rAga nathI, prema nathI tema zarIra saMbaMdhI Adi bhogavavAnA bhAva, teno tene prema nathI. AhAhA..! dharmI kharekhara to udayabhAvathI marI gayo che ane pAriNAmika bhAvathI jIve che. bahu vAtuM AkarI, bhAI! AhAhA.! rAga Ave chatAM enuM jIvana e nathI. AhAhA.! jJAyakabhAva pAriNAmika to vaLI paramANumAMya hoya paNa A jJAyakabhAvarUpI pAriNAmika bhAva. e enuM vedana ane e eno bhAva che. e mokSanA kAraNa che. ane saMsAra ne zarIrasaMbaMdhI bhoga, zarIrasaMbaMdhImAM upabhoganA sukha-duHkha pariNAma, saMsArasaMbaMdhInA bhAvo badhA vikAra baMdhanA kAraNa. beya che to baMdhanA kAraNa, paNa ahIM to bhoga kartApaNAnA ane bhoktApaNAnA levA che). AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? eka saMsArasaMbaMdhInA vikAranA kartApaNAnA bhAva ane eka zarIra AdinA bhogavavAnA bhAva, e beya vikArI bhAva che. AhAhA.! bahu kAma, bhAI! AmAM. A badhAyamAM jJAnIne rAga nathI" AhAhA...! e badhAyamAM, jene AtmAnA svabhAvano prema jAgyo. AhAhA...! ruci anuyAyI vIrya. jenuM poSANa rucinuM AvyuM. bhagavAna AnaMdanA nAthanuM poSANa AvyuM, AhAhA..! ene rAga poSAto nathI. samajAya che kAMI? Are...! AvI vAta. kAle eka jaNo kaheto hato, "himatalAla', bAvo thAya to samajAya. paNa bAvo ja cho, sAMbhaLane! ema ke bAyaDI, chokarA choDIne bAvo thAIe to AvuM bese. paNa atyAre ja bAvo cho. rAgathI rahita cho, sAMbhaLane AhAhA.! che? jJAnIne temAM prema nathI. AhAhA...! saMsArasaMbaMdhInA vikArI bhAvo ke zarIrasaMbaMdhInA bhogavavAnA bhAvo, saMsArasaMbaMdhInA kartAnA vikArI bhAvo ane zarIrasaMbaMdhI Adi bhogavavAnA bhAvo, beyamAM rAga nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM have. vaLI cha khaMDanA rAjamAM hoya topaNa kahe che, cha khaMDanA rAjano rAga nathI ane rAga Ave teno rAga nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! kAraNa ke teo badhAya nAnA dravyonA svabhAva hovAthI....' nAnA eTale aneka prakAranA vikArI bhAvo hovAthI. aneka dravyonA eTale vikArIbhAvonA. AhAhA.! e AtmAnuM dravya nahi. saMsArasaMbaMdhInA kartAnA rAga-dveSanA bhAva ane zarIrAdinA bhogavavAnA sukha-duHkhanA bhAva e nAnA dravyo eTale aneka prakAranA dravyono e to svabhAva che. e prabhuno svabhAva
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________________ gAthA217 347 nathI. AhAhA...! 'TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAva jeno svabhAva che... olA aneka prakAranA rAgAdi nAnAaneka dravyonA svabhAva vikArI, tyAre bhagavAna AtmA TaMkotkIrNa-zAzvata eka jJAyakabhAva jeno svabhAva che. zAzvata eka jJAyakabhAva jeno svabhAva che evA jJAnIne temano niSedha che." AhAhA...! saMsArasaMbaMdhInA kartApaNAnA vikArI bhAvo ane bhogavavA saMbaMdhInA sukhaduHkhanA bhAvo. AhAhA.! te dharmIne teno niSedha che. AhA.! indrAsanamAM paDyo, karoDo apsarAo, IndrANIo bhogave? to kahe, nA. e bhogavavuM che ja nahi. AhAhA.! e bhAva pratye prema chUTI gayo che. jemAMthI sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. AhAhA.! rAga ne rAganA sAdhano, enI sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. AhAhA...! are.! AvI vAtuM. be vAta lIdhI. eka kora saMsArasaMbaMdhInA vikArI bhAvo kartApaNAnA, eka kora zarIrAdinA bhogavavAnA bhAvo. indriyo, viSaya, strI Adi. e badhA jJAnIne temAM rAga nathI. AhAhA...! kAraNa ke teo aneka dravyonA, potAnA dravyanA svabhAva sivAyanA bIjA dravyono e to svabhAva che. AhAhA! e rAga-dveSa saMsArasaMbaMdhInA ane sukha-duHkhanA bhAvo e jIvadravyano svabhAva nathI, anerA dravyono svabhAva che. nAnA nAma jagatanA aneka prakAranA jaDa dravya, eno e svabhAva che. AhAhA...! mAro svabhAva zAzvata eka jJAyakabhAva (che). AhAhA...! olo to kSaNika bhAvo, sukhaduHkhanA ane kartApaNAnA. prabhu AtmA... lUkhuM lAge evI vAtuM che. AhA...! mULa rakamanI vAta che ne! jeNe AtmA AnaMdano nAtha eno svIkAra thayo che ane AvA kartA ane bhogavavAnA vikArano svIkAra kema hoya? AhA...! eka myAnamAM be talavAra rahI zake nahi. jene vikAra ne sukha-duHkhanA pariNAmano Adara che, tene bhagavAna AtmAno anAdara che. AtmAno jene Adara che. AhAhA.! ene e kartA ane bhoktApaNAnA bhAvano Adara nathI. kemake e to vikArI bhAva aneka dravyonA svabhAvo (che). bhagavAna ekarUpe dravyano svabhAva. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM have. olA vrata karo ne tapa karo ne apavAsa karo ne jhaTa samajAya. ajJAna che. AhAhA.! ahIM to kahe che ke, karavAno ane bhogavavAno je vikalpa che jJAnIne tenA pratye rAga ane prema nathI, tenI ruci UDI gaI che. rucimAM bhagavAna bhALyo che, bhagavAnanuM poSANa thayuM che aMdara. AhAhA...! dRSTimAM to bhagavAna poSANamAM Avyo che. ene rAga poSAto nathI. kAMtibhAI AvI vAta che, bhagavAna! AhAhA.! bhagavAna che aMdara, bApu! AhAhA...! koNa verI ane koNa duzamana jagatamAM? huM bhagavAna che ne, bApA! AhA...! e bhagavAnanuM jene bhAna thayuM che, AhAhA.! e bIjAne paNa dRSTinA viSaya tarIke bhagavAna ja bhALe che. AhAhA...! paNa e bhagavAna bhUlelo che e bhale jANe. AhAhA...! paNa bhUla
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________________ 348 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 jeNe TALI che te bIjAnI bhUla joto nathI. bhUlanuM jJAna kare paNa vastu je dravya che tene e sAdharmI svIkAre. AhAhA..! evuM AvyuM che. anaMtA AtmAo che, e anaMtA AtmAo che e AdaraNIya che, sAdharmI tarIke, ema lIdhuM che, bhAI! pachI anaMtA AtmAmAM pAMca parameSThI AdaraNIya che. pAMca parameSThImAM arihaMta ane siddha AdaraNIya che. arihaMta ane siddhamAM pAchA siddha AdaraNIya che emAMya pachI AdaraNIya AtmA, chelle. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? kAraNa ke e pAMca padane thavAne lAyaka, e pAMca padasvarUpa ja che. AhAhA.! bhagavAna arihaMta svarUpa che, siddha svarUpa che, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu svarUpa che aMdara Ave che eka gAthA, nahi? AhA..! evA aneka dravyonA svabhAvanI samIpamAM na jatAM dharmI to TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAva jeno svabhAva che tevA jJAnIne te kartA ane bhoktAnA bhAvano niSedha che. AhAhA. tyAM tene jJAtA-daSTAnA bhAvano Adara che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM have. saMtoe jagatane jAhera karIne DhaMDherA pITyA che, prabhu! AhAhA..! bhagavAna tuM pUrNAnaMdano nAtha cho ne, nAtha! AhAhA.! enuM jene bhAna ne Adara thayo, ene e vikArI saMsArI bhAvo ane baMdhanA bhogavavAnA bhAvo, eno ene Adara hoto nathI. samajANuM kAMI? samyagdarzana ane samyajJAnamAM AvuM svarUpa hoya che. vAtuM karavI ne e nathI tyAM. AhA...! bhAvArtha:- je adhyavasAnanA udayo saMsAra saMbaMdhI che ane baMdhananAM nimitta che teo to rAga, dveSa, moha ItyAdi che tathA je adhyavasAnanA udayo deha saMbaMdhI che..." joyuM? have deha saMbaMdhI. "ane upabhoganAM nimitta che teo sukha, duHkha ItyAdi che." che to e paNa baMdhanA kAraNa, paNa olA saMsArane katapaNA tarIke baMdhanA kAraNa (kahyA), Ane bhoktA tarIke baMdhanA kAraNa (kahyA). AhA.! "te badhAya (adhyavasAnanA udayo), nAnA dravyonA (arthAt pudgaladravya ane jIvadravya ke jeo saMyogarUpe che.)' ema, aneka eTale. nAnA dravya AvyuM hatuM ne? nAnA dravya eTale jIva ane karmanA saMbaMdhe utpanna thayelA. eka dravyanA nahi. AhAhA. bhagavAna AtmA paranA nimittanA vaze paDyo to saMyogI bhAva utpana thayo. e nAnA dravya thayA. eka jIva ane pugala benA saMbaMdhe utpanna thayelA vikArI bhAva. AhAhA! karmathI thayA ema ahIM kahevuM nathI paNa karmane nimitte vaza thayo to e bhAva saMyogI thayo ane be dravyanA bhAva thayA. AhAhA.! nAnA dravyonA (arthAt pudgaladravya ane jIvadravya ke jeo saMyogarUpa che temanA) svabhAva che; jJAnIne to eka jJAyakabhAva che. AhAhA...! mATe jJAnIne temano niSedha che; tethI jJAnIne temanA pratye rAga-prIti nathI. paradravya, parabhAva saMsAramAM bhramaNanA kAraNa che;' AhAhA..! paradravya ane parabhAva vikArI, e saMsAramAM bhramaNanA kAraNa che). temanA pratye prIti kare to jJAnI zAno?" AhAhA.! vizeSa kaheze...(zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!)
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________________ zloka-148 zloka-148 (svAgatA) jJAnino na hi parigrahabhAvaM karma rAgarasariktayaiti / rnggyuktirkssaayitvstresvInva di varjIitI / / 148 / / 349 have A arthanA kaLazarUpe tathA AgaLanA kathananI sUcanArUpe zloka kahe che :zlokArtha :- [ rUda aSAyitavastre ] jema lodhara, phaTakaDI vagerethI je kAyita karavAmAM na AvyuM hoya evA vastramAM [ rahyuttiH ] raMgano saMyoga, [ asvItA ] vastra vaDe aMgIkAra nahi karAyo thako, [ vatti: va di tuti ] bahAra ja loTe che-aMdara praveza karato nathI, [ jJAnina: rAsarittatayA rma parigrahamAnaM na hi vRtti ] tema jJAnI rAgarUpI rasathI rahita hovAthI tene karma parigrahapaNAne dhAratuM nathI. bhAvArtha :- jema lodhara, phaTakaDI vagere lagADayA vinA vastra para raMga caDato nathI tema rAgabhAva vinA jJAnIne karmanA udayano bhoga parigrahapaNAne pAmato nathI. 148. pravacana naM. 296 gAthA-218, 219 zloka-148-149 maMgaLavAra, bhAdaravA suda 6, tA. 28-08-1979 'samayasAra' kaLaza 148 che ne? upara AvyuM emAM jarI spaSTIkaraNa karyuM ne? ke, baMdha ne upabhoganA adhyavasAya, ema kahyuM ne? to e saMsArasaMbaMdhI je niSprayojana mithyA dhyAna, ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna. macchano dAkhalo Apyo che. pelo maccha, taMdula macchano dAkhalo Apyo che. vAta sAcI. magajamAM hatuM, kIdhuM A baMdhanA kAraNane saMsAra ne viSayane kAraNo kahyA ane upabhoga, zarIra saMbaMdhInA baMdhanA kAraNamAM na nAkhyuM. to enuM kAraNa zuM? pAchuM kahyuM kharuM ke je saMsArasaMbaMdhI adhyavasAya che rAgAdi, moha, dveSa. rAga-dveSa-moha kahyA che ne? ane zarIra saMbaMdhI je sukha-duHkha che, beyamAM rAga nathI-prema nathI aMdara, AtmAnA dharmanI dRSTie. AhAhA..! cidAnaMda bhagavAnaAtmA aMtaramAM jene rucyo ane poSANa thayuM
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________________ 350 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 che te dharmanI pahelI sIDhI che. AhA. ene saMsAra saMbaMdhInA rAgAdi Ave paNa tenA pratye rAga nathI ane zarIra saMbaMdhI upabhoganA sukha, duHkhanA pariNAma Ave paNa temAM tIvra rasa nathI. ethI ene baMdhanA kAraNa alpa che ene na gaNyA. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! kAle AvyuM hatuM ne i? saMsAra viSaya saMbaMdhInA adhyavasAya hoya e baMdhanA kAraNa ane zarIra saMbaMdhInA upabhoga ne sukha, duHkha, basa! eTaluM kahyuM. AhAhA...! bhAI! mArga to evo alaukika che, bhAI! A zAstra gAthA ne eka eka pada koI alaukika che. AhA.! ene kahe che ke, dharmAjIvane pahelI zarUAta ene rAgathI bhinna thayuM che evuM bhAna thayuM enI vAta che ane karavAnuM paNa paheluM e che. AhA..! rAganA vikalpathI caitanyaprabhu bhinna che evI prathamamAM prathama dRSTi ane anubhava karavA lAyaka che. AhAhA...! e dRSTivaMtane kahe che ke, zarIra saMbaMdhInA je sukha, duHkhanA pariNAma, ene baMdhanuM kAraNa na kahyuM ane viSaya saMbaMdhInA je adhyavasAya, ene baMdhanuM kAraNa kahyuM. enuM kAraNa che ke je bAhya viSaya zarIra sivAyanA upabhoganA je adhyavasAyo bIjA che, upabhoga sivAyanA bIjA che, emAM tIvratA che. jhINI vAta che, bhAI! chatAM te beya adhyavasAyamAM dharmIne rAga nathI. AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che, jJAnasvarUpa che, prabhu! eno jene anubhava ane dRSTimAM svIkAra thayo che ene e adhyavasAya beya prakAra pratyeno rAga nathI paNa ekane baMdhanA kAraNa kahyA ane ekane sAdhAraNa upabhoganA kAraNa kahyA, basa! AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? kAle AvyuM hatuM ne? paNa koIe prazna to karyA nahi ke, upabhoganA kAraNane baMdhanuM kAraNa kema na kahyuM? paNa koIe karyo nahi. badhAe sAMbhaLyuM to hatuM. "sumanabhAI! - jyAre saMsAra saMbaMdhInA ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnanA pariNAma ekalA adhyavasAya, e baMdhanA kAraNa kahyAM ane zarIra saMbaMdhInA upabhogamAM sukha, duHkhAdi kahyuM, basa! eTaluM. paNa e baMdhanA kAraNa na kahyA? paNa koIne prazna uThyo? "hIrAbhAI! pachI Aje A khulAso karyo. AhAhA...! meM joyuM emAM saMskRtamAM che. jayasenAcAryanI TIkA che ne? kAraNa ke prazna uThyo eTale (joyuM). 217 che ne? saMsAra vizeSa niSpayogane vaMdha nimittepura "vaMdha" ema kahyuM. "saMsavizeSa mo nimitteSa vevizeSa rUm satra tAtparya ahIM tAtparya e che. bhopAnimittama stutama pA5ra ti mATe tene baMdhanuM kAraNa na kahyuM. nahitara che to sukha, duHkhanA pariNAma thayA e baMdhanuM ja kAraNa che. bhale enA pratye rAga nathI. samajANuM kAMI? are.! AvI vAtuM che. juo! 'bhoganimittam stutam artha pApa karotim ayama jIva' bhane, 'niSprayojana apa dhyAnam bahutapa varAti' olo taMdula maccha maphatanuM ArtadhyAna karIne Ane khAuM ne Ane mAruM kare che). samajANuM AmAM kAMI? AhAhA.! niprayojana vagara kAraNe, bhoganA kAraNe to jarI rasa ene aMdaramAM chUTato nathI to e sukha, duHkhanA pariNAma Ave che, bhAI! AhAhA.! paNa
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________________ zloka-148 3pa1 niprayojana rAga ane dveSa kare che, saMsAranA, raLavAnA vagere niSThayojana che, kahe che. e adhyavasAyo (baMdhanA kAraNa kahyA). joke beya adhyavasAya che paNa eka adhyavasAya pratye baMdhanuM kAraNa kahyuM ane bIjAne sukha, duHkhAdi pariNAma (kahIne) eTalI maryAdA mUkI dIdhI. samajANuM kAMI? bAkI pachI to kahyuM ke, sukha, duHkhAdinA pariNAma ane saMsAra saMbaMdhI AkarA ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAnanA pariNAma beya pratye dharmIne rAga to nathI. e to kahyuM ne? AhAhA...! juone zailI! kaho, samajANuM? "surezabhAI paNa kema tyAre prazna ukyo nahi? sAMbhaLyA che, sAMbhaLyA che (karo cho). pUchavA jevo che, A rAtre prazna karyA emAM e prazna na Avyo, hIrAbhAI! thoDI jhINI vAta hatI. AhAhA...! je vAta sAMbhaLe emAM khyAlamAM nyAyamAM AvavuM joIe ne? AhAhA...! have 148 kaLaza. (svAgatA) jJAnino na hi parigrahabhAvaM karma raagrsriktyaiti| raGgayuktirakaSAyitavastra svIkRtaiva hi bahirlaThatIha / / 148 / / phida aSAyitavastra jema lodhara, phaTakaDI vagerethI raMgAyeluM vastra nathI. AhAhA...! evA vastramAM raMgano saMyoga... AhAhA...! "vastra vaDe aMgIkAra nahi karAyo thako vastramAM raMga caDato nathI. AhAhA...! jene kaSAya, lodhara, phaTakaDI vagerethI kaSAyita. e badhA kaSAyita che. evA kaSAya eTale kaSAya nahi, kaSAyita. raMga caDavAne lAyaka. AhAhA...! lodhara, phaTakaDI vagerethI je kaSAyita karavAmAM na AvyuM hoya... eTale lodharane phaTakaDInA raMgathI vastra raMgAyeluM na hoya evA vastramAM raMgano saMyoga thato nathI. e vastrane raMga lAgato nathI. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? raMgano saMyoga,... "ravittaH che ne? (eTale) saMbaMdha. "svIkRtA' vastramAM raMga caDato nathI. "bahAra ja loTe che..." vastranI bahAra ja e raMga loTe che. kemake phaTakaDI ane lodharano raMga nathI caDyo mATe tene aMdara bIjA raMga caDatA nathI. AhAhA.! "bahAra ja loTe cheaMdara praveza karato nathI." vastramAM e raMga pesato nathI, kahe che. AhAhA...! ema (jJAninaH rArivatayA varSa parigrahamAve di tiAhAhA...! prathamamAM prathama bhagavaMta AtmA zuddha cighana AnaMdakaMda vItarAgamUrtinI dRSTi karavI joIe. prathamamAM prathama enuM e kartavya che. jene dharma karavo hoya ane sukhI thavuM hoya to. rakhaDe che anAdithI to e rakhaDe che. AhA.! jene dharma karavo hoya eNe prathamamAM prathama svabhAva je caitanyaghana AtmA, ene rAgathI bhinna pahelo jANavo joIe. kAMtibhAI ! A vAta che, bApu ahIM
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________________ upara samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 to. bhagavAnA AhAhA...! tArI cIja to jo aMdara, kahe che. are.! tuM bIjAne jovA rokAI gayo paNa tane joyo nahi. AhA...! A zarIra AnuM AvuM che ane A zarIra rUpALu che ne A kALu che ne lADavA sArA che ne A kALIjIrI sArI nathI. ema nA jovA rokAI gayo. jJAna tyAM jovA rokAI gayo, prabhu! paNa jenuM jJAna che tene jovA rokANo nahi. AhAhA.! bIjI rIte kahIe to bahiraMgamAM teno upayoga pharyo paNa aMtaraMgamAM upayoga na gayo. AhAhA...! karavAnuM A che. zarUAtamAM prathamamAM prathama A che. dharma karavo hoya ene, hoM! AhAhA..! ahIM kahe che, e lodhara, phaTakaDInA raMga nathI caDyA e vastrane raMga lAgatA nathI. vastramAM raMga praveza karato nathI. AhAhA..! ema jJAnIne. AhA...! rAgathI bhinna bhagavAna jene jaNANo che, e caitanyamUrti che evI dRSTi thaI che. AhAhA.! (te) "jJAnI rAgarUpI rasathI rahita hovAthI e vastunA bhAvamAM tene rAga nathI. phaTakaDIno jema raMga nathI te vastrane raMga caDato nathI. ema jene A rAgabhAvamAM rAga nathI. AhAhA...! tene "rma parijhag karma mAruM che' tevuM tene thatuM nathI. AhAhA...! jJAnI rAgarUpI rasathI rahita hovAthI." A prathamamAM prathamanI vAta che. AhAhA...! dharmAjIva ene kahIe ke jene rAgano rasa chUTI gayo ane AnaMdano rasa Avyo che. AhAhA...! e atIndriya AnaMdanA rasanA premamAM dharmIne rAgAdinA bhAvamAM rasa raMgAto nathI. AhAhA...! jyAM ekatvabuddhi tUTI gaI che temAM ene rAgano raMga caDato nathI. AhAhA...! svabhAvanA raMga jene caDyA che.. AhAhA.! ene rAgano raMga caDato nathI, kahe che. AhAhA.! jene AtmabhagavAna paramAnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, eno jeNe rasa cAkhyo che ane rAgano rasa caDato nathI. rAgano rasa ene Avato nathI. AhAhA.! AvI vAta che. sAdI gujarAtI che, samajAya che thoDuM thoDuM? karma parigrahapaNAne dhAratuM nathI. eTale? ke, AtmA jene jJAyakabhAva parigrahapaNAne pAmyo che, jJAyakabhAva jeNe pari nAma samasta prakAre dRSTimAM lIdho che. AhAhA...! evA dharmIne rAganA pariNAmamAM rasa caDato nathI, e raMgAto nathI. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? bhAI! mArga bahu alaukika che, bApu AhAhA.! e karma eTale puNya-pApanA pariNAma e parigraha nAma potApaNe pAmatA nathI. e mamatA-mArA che tema jJAnIne thatuM nathI. mAruM to bhagavAna svarUpa caitanya zuddha e mAruM che. evA jene aMtaramAM bhAna thayA che ane rAgano rasa caDato nathI. e rAga mAro che tevI tene mamatA thatI nathI. AhAhA...! bhAre zailI! bhAvArtha :- jema lodhara, phaTakaDI vagere lagADyA vinA vastra para raMga caDato nathI tema rAgabhAva vinA..." rAganA rAga vinA, rAganA prema vinA, rAga mAro che evI mamatA vinA "karmanA udayano bhoga... AhAhA..! parigrahapaNAne pAmato nathI. AhAhA...! pariNAma
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________________ zloka-148 3pa3 Ave paNa tenA pariNAmanuM pariNAma, pariNAmanuM pariNAma je etvabuddhi te thatI nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? A mANasa nathI kahetA ke, A bhaNyAnuM pariNAma zuM AvyuM chelle? ema ahIM kahe che, rAga Avyo enuM pariNAma zuM AvyuM dharmIne? ke, enuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke, rAganI mamatA ene nathI. AhAhA...! ene mamapaNuM to AtmAmAM che. mama eTale AnaMdano khorAka. mama nathI kahetA chokarAo? AhAhA...! badhI bhASA evI chokarAo mATe vApare che ne? mama ne mammI ne pappA ne. kAraNa ke ahIMthI bhASA nIkaLe evA zabdo, ene aMdara kaMThamAMthI nIkaLe eTale badho prayoga na thAya. mammI, mama ahIMyAthI nIkaLe). ema Ave che. badhA akSaro Ave che. ka, kha, ga, gha sudhImAM Ama che, phalANuM che, evuM badhuM vAMcyuM che. A moDhe bole, hoThe (bole), mama, mammI, pappA. emAM kAMI kaMThanI jarUra nahi. ema mama ne mammI ne pappA, traNe ahIMthI bolAya, adhdharathI. AhAhA.! ema dharmIne mama nAma AtmAnuM jyAM mama che, khorAka che AtmAno. AhAhA...! tyAM rAganI mamatAno mama ene hoto nathI. ene rAgano khorAka nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che, "sumanabhAI! kayAMya maLe evuM nathI, bApA! AhAhA...! e karmanA udayano bhoga...." eTaluM lIdhuM tyAM. "parigrahapaNAne pAmato nathI.' AhAhA...! ( zloka-149 (vAtA) jJAnavAn svarasato'pi yataH syAt sarva raagrsvshiilaa:| lipyate sakalakarmabhireSa: karmamadhyapatito'pi tato n||149|| pharI kahe che ke : zlokArthaH- [ yataH ] kAraNa ke [ jJAnavAna ] jJAnI [ svarataH pi ] nija rasathI ja[ sarvarA rasavarNanazItaH ] sarva rAgarasanA tyAgarUpa svabhAvavALo [ racAt ] che [tata: ] tethI [ kSa: ] te [ varSamadhyapatitaH pi ] karma madhye paDyo hovA chatAM paNa [ sa miH ] sarva karmothI [ na tisthata ] lapAto nathI. 149.
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________________ 354 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 zloka-149 upara pravacana "have pharI kahe che ke - 149. (svAgatA) jJAnavAn svarasato'pi yataH syAt sarva rAgarasavarjanazIlaH / lipyate sakalakarmabhireSaH karmamadhyapatito'pi tato n||149|| kAraNa ke jJAnI..." [svarasata: pi AhAhA...! caitanya bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha prabhu, enA rasano vega caDyo che. AhAhA...! dharmI nijarasanA vege caDyo che. rasano artha vega paNa karyo che eka ThekANe. AhAhA.! bhagavAna AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, ene paMthe je aMtara gayo che ene nijarasanA "rasathI ja. AhAhA...! (sarvarA rasavarnanAzIta] AhAhA...! A ene khyAlamAM to vAta kare ke, vastusthiti A che ke, jJAnIne--dharmIjIvane nija rasathI ja. AtmA AnaMda prabhu che, enA AnaMdanA rasathI ja jeno vega aMdara jAgyo che. AhAhA...! rAgathI bhinna paDIne arAgI zAMtino rasa jeNe cAkhyo che ane zAMtino vega caDyo che. AhAhA.! evA nija rasathI ja." (sarvarA rasavarNanazIna: sarva prakAranA rAganA rasathI tyAgarUpa. rAganA veganA tyAgarUpa. AhA.! eno vega chUTI gayo che. "svabhAvavALo che." cA" eTale. AhAhA...! sarva rAgarasanA tyAgarUpa svabhAvavALo che tethI te karma madhye paDyo hovA chatAM.... AhAhA...! rAgAdinA kAryanA prasaMgamAM aMdara dekhAya chatAM. AhA.! samajAya che kAMI? rAgAdinA kAryanA prasaMgamAM dekhAya chatAM. karma madhye..." rAganI madhyamAM paDyo dekhAya paNa sarva karmothI lapAto nathI.' AhAhA.! cAhe to e dhaMdhApANImAM dekhAya. samajAya che? AhAhA.! paNa eno rasa, aMdara jJAnano rasa che tethI dharmIne darekamAMthI rasa UDI gayo che. AhAhA.! jene nijarasanA bhAna ne svAda AvyA ene rAgano rasa kema hoya? ane jene rAgano rasa che tene Atmarasa kema hoya? AhAhA...! sujAnamalajI' AvI vAtuM che. 'sAdaDImAM-bAdaDImAM kyAMya maLe evuM nathI. kyAMya maLe evuM nathI. AhAhA...! sAdaDI A marI gayA pachI nathI karatA? tyAM "muMbaImAM. kare che ne? nAM jIvato kyAMthI dekhAya? maryAnI sAdaDI hoya. AhAhA...! ema bhagavAna AtmA, jenA jIvana darzana, jJAna, cAritranA che. AhAhA.. jenuM jIvana mana ne indriyathI jenuM jIvana nathI. samajANuM
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________________ zloka-149 355 kAMI? jhINI vAta, bhAI! mana ne indriyathI jenuM jIvana nathI. jenuM jJAna ne AnaMdanA rasathI jIvana che. AhAhA..! ene rAganA rasanA jIvana caDatA nathI. ene rAganuM 2sa-jIvana hoya nahi. rAgathI to marI gayelo che. jAgatI caitanyajyotithI jIvato che. AhAhA..! jIvatarazakti lIdhI che ne? i pahelI kema lIdhI ? ke, bIjI gAthAmAM pAdharuM AvyuM che ne? 'nIvo carittavaMsaLa bALa vivo bhagavAnaAtmA darzana, jJAna, cAritramAM sthita thAya te svasamaya te AtmA che ane rAgamAM sthira thAya e puddagalapradezamAM sthita che. e anAtmA parasamaya anAtmA che. AhAhA..! tyAMthI jIvo e bIjI gAthAno pahelo zabda che. tyAMthI jIvata2zakti kADhI. 47 zaktimAM pahelI. AhAhA..! jIvatara zakti eTale jenA jIvana jJAna, darzana, AnaMda ne sattAnuM jene jIvana che, svasattAnuM jene jIvana che. rAga ne puNya Adi ne 52nuM jIvana ene nathI. AhAhA..! ane jene svanuM jIvana nathI ene rAga ane puNya ne pApanA bhAva, vikAranuM jIvana che e badhA maDadAM, anAtmA che, kahe che. AhAhA..! e ahIM kahe che, 'karma madhye...' karma nAma vikArI pariNAmanA madhyamAM, kAryamAM madhyamAM dekhAya. chatAM paNa sarva karmothI lepAto nathI.' rAgAdinA kAryamAM paDyo dekhAya chatAM jJAnI te rAgathI baMdhana pAmato nathI. e rAgano rasa ene caDato nathI, vastranI jema. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! e kaSAyelA lodha2 ane phaTakaDI sivAya vastramAM raMga praveza na kare ema rAganA rasa sivAya rAga aMta2mAM potAno che tema e nA mAnI zake. AhAhA..! jene rAganA rasa chUTI gayA che ene rAgano raMga-ekatvabuddhi tene AvatI nathI. AhAhA..! bhAre vAtuM, bhAI! ahIM to hajI zubharAga te dharma ane zubharAga atyAre hoya, ema kahe. ara.....! prabhu! prabhu! zuM thAya? are..! caitanyajyota bhagavAna, ene hajI avyaktapaNe paNa che ema nahi mAnatA, rAga ja atyAre che, basa! AhAhA..! vyaktapaNe to anubhava kare tyAre khyAla (Ave) paNa atyAre AtmA aMdara zuddha caitanyaghana che e zuddhaupayogathI ja prApta thAya che, ene enA jIvanamAM zubhaupayoga to hoya ja nahi. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM. 'karma madhye...' eTale vikArI pariNAmanI kriyA hoya, enA madhyamAM dekhAya chatAM te vikArI pariNAmano ene rasa caDato nathI. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? khare TANe samAdhAna rAkhavA jevuM che, kaye kSaNe deha chUTaze!-eno bharoMso karavA jevo nathI. deha kSaNabhaMgura che, nAzavAna che. cAmaDAmAMthI vIMTelo hADakAno mALo kSaNamAM rAkha thaIne UDI jaze. are! AkhuM ghara ekasAthe nAza thaI jAya che tevA dAkhalA sAMbhaLyA che. e kyAM avinAzI cIja che! sahajAtmasvarUpa AtmA e ja avinAzI che, jagata AkhuM anAdithI azaraNarUpa che, bhagavAna AtmA e ja zaraNarUpa che. Atmadharma aMka-5, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ 356 gAthA-218-218 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 savvadavvesu kammamajjhagado / NANI gappa ho No lippadi rajaNa du kaddamamajjhe jahA kaNayaM / / 218 / / kammamajjhagado / aNNANI puNa ratto savvadavvesu lippadi kammaraeNa du kaddamamajjhe jJAnI rAgahAyakaH sarvadravyeSu jahA lohaM / / 219 / / karmamadhyagataH / no lipyate rajasA tu kardamamadhye yathA kanakam / / 218 / / ajJAnI punA raktaH sarvadravyeSu lipyate karmarajasA tu kardamamadhye yathA loham / / 219 / / karmamadhyagataH / yathA khalu kanakaM kardamamadhyagatamapi kardamena na lipyate, tadalepasvabhAvatvAt; tathA kila jJAnI karmamadhyagato'pi karmaNA na lipyate, sarvaparadravyakRtarAgatyAgazIlatve sati tdlepsvbhaavtvaat| yathA lohaM kardamamadhyagataM satkardamena lipyate, tallepasvabhAvatvAt; tathA kilAjJAnI karmamadhyagataH san karmaNA lipyate, sarvaparadravyakRtarAgopAdAnazIlatve sati tllepsvbhaavtvaat| have A ja arthanuM vyAkhyAna gAthAmAM kare che H cho sarva dravye rAgavarjakazAnI karmanI madhyamAM, paNa raja thakI lepAya nahi, jyama kanaka kardamamadhyamAM. 218. paNa sarva dravye rAgazIla ajJAnI karmanI madhyamAM, te karmaraja lepAya che, jyama loha kardamamadhyamAM. 219. gAthArtha :- [ jJAnI ] jJAnI [ sarvadravyeSu ] } e sarva dravyo pratye [ rAgaprahAyakaH ] rAga choDanAro che te [ karmamadhyagataH ] arbha madhye raheso hoya [ tu ] topAza [ rajasA ] 'rbha35 24thI [ no lipyate ] lepAto nathI- yathA ] Thebha [ kanakam ] sonuM [ kardamamadhye ] ahava madhye rahetuM hoya topaza secAtuM nathI tebha. [ punaH ] ane [ ajJAnI ] ajJAnI [ sarvadravyeSu ] } e sarva dravyo pratye [ raktaH rAgI che te [ karmamadhyagataH ] 'rbha madhye
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________________ gAthA- 218-219 3pa7 rahyo thako [ varmanasA ] karmarajathI [ nippale tu ] lepAya che. [ yathA ] jema [ noram] lokhaMDa [ mamaa ] kAdava madhye rahyuM thakuM lepAya che (arthAtu tene kATa lAge che, tema. TIkA :- jema kharekhara suvarNa kAdava maLe paDyuM hoya topaNa kAdavathI lekhAtuM nathI (arthAtu tene kATa lAgato nathI, kAraNa ke te kAdavathI alipta rahevAnA svabhAvavALuM che, tevI rIte kharekhara jJAnI karma madhye rahyo hoya topaNa karmathI lapAto nathI kAraNa ke sarva padravya pratye karavAmAM Avato je rAga tenA tyAgarUpa svabhAvapaNuM hovAthI jJAnI karmathI alipta rahevAnA svabhAvavALo che. jema lokhaMDa kAdava maLe paDayu thakuM kAdavathI lepAya che (arthAt tene kATa lAge che, kAraNa ke te kAdavathI lepAvAnA svabhAvavALuM che, tevI rIte kharekhara ajJAnI karma madhye rahyo thako karmathI lepAya che kAraNa ke sarva paradravya pratye karavAmAM Avato je rAga tenA grahaNarUpa svabhAvapaNuM hovAthI ajJAnI karmathI lepAvAnA svabhAvavALo che. bhAvArtha - jema kAdavamAM paDelA savarNane kATa lAgato nathI ane lokhaMDane kATa lAge che, tema karma madhye rahelo jJAnI karmathI baMdhAto nathI ane ajJAnI karmathI baMdhAya che. A jJAna ajJAnano mahimA che. gAthA-218, 219 upara pravacana 'have A ja arthanuM vyAkhyAna gAthAmAM kare che : NANI rAgappajaho savvadavvesu kmmmjjhgdo| No lippadi rajaeNa du kaddamamajjhe jahA kaNayaM / / 218 / / aNNANI puNa ratto savvadavvesu kmmmjjhgdo| lippadi kammaraeNa du kaddamamajjhe jahA lohaM / / 219 / / cho sarva pratye rAgavarjaka jJAnI karmanI madhyamAM, paNa raja thakI lepAya nahi, jayama kanaka kardamamadhyamAM. 218. paNa sarva dravya rogazIla ajJAnI karmanI madhyamAM, te karmaja lepAya che, jayama loha kardamamadhyamAM. 219. AhAhA...! A paryuSaNanA divasa che, prabhu! olA mArdava (dharmanuM) to rahI gayuM. atyAre yAda AvyuM. mArdava che ne? bIjo dharma, Aje bIjo dharma mArdava che. juo! jAti ane kuLa Adino garva na karavo. e mArdava (eTale) nirmAnapaNuM. jAti mAtAnI ane kuLa pitAnuM ke ame moTA rANInA putra chIe ne ame rAjAnA dIkarA chIe. prabhu! e garva na karavo.
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________________ 358 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 te tuM nahi. AhAhA.! ene sajjana puruSo mArdava nAmano dharma batAve che. jAti, kuLa Adino... AhAhA.! garva nAma abhimAna na karavA. potAnI jAta ane potAnuM.. AhAhA...! tIrthakaranuM kuLa che AtmAnuM. ane tIrthakaranI jAtino AtmA che. AhAhA.! te jAti ane kuLanA jene bhAna thayA e AvA jAti ane kuLanA abhimAna karatA nathI. A uttama mArdava, samakitasahitanI vAta che, hoM! ekalo mArdava nahi. AhAhA.. e dharmanuM aMga che. mArdava dharma paNa dharmano eka bhAga che. jJAnamaya cakSuthI samasta jagatane svapna athavA.... AhAhA...! aMtaranI jJAnamaya cakSuthI samasta jagatane svapna athavA IndrajALa samAna dekhanArA saMto zuM te mArdava dharma dhAraNa nathI karatA? ene mArdava dharma hoya ja che, ema kahe che. AhAhA.! mukhyapaNe dasalakSaNa dharma che ne? dasalakSaNI to muninI pradhAnatAthI, cAritra pradhAnanI vyAkhyA che. AhAhA...! jene samyagdarzana sahita cAritra hoya che tene A dasa prakArano dharma hoya che. samakitIne aMze hoya che, munine vizeSa hoya che. AhAhA...! | sarva taraphathI atizaya saLagatI agniothI khaMDarUpa... AhA...! bIjI avasthAne prApta thanAra suMdara gRhasthanuM pratidina vRddhatva Adi dvArA avasthAne prApta thanAra zarIrAdi bAhya padArthamAM nityatAno vizvAsa kevI rIte kare? AhAhA.! zuM kahyuM? zarIrAdimAM sarva taraphathI atizaya saLagatI agni che e to. jIrNa thatuM jAya che, nAza thatuM jAya che. AhAhA...! evA khaMDarUpa bIjI avasthA, zarIra AdinI ke paisAnI, suMdara gRhastha nAma pratidina vRddhatva Adi dvArA, bhagavAna suMdara AnaMdano nAtha, ene pratidina vRddhatva AvyuM che, sadAya. e jIrNa avasthAne prApta thanAra zarIrAdi, bAhya padArthamAM nityatAno vizvAsa kevI rIte kare? AhAhA. bAhya cIja raheze, rAkhIza evuM kema hoya). eka ThekANe evuM Ave che ke, pote nitya che enI sUjha paDatI nathI eTale bIjI cIjane kAyama rAkhavA mAge che. AhAhA...! samajAya che? pote nityAnaMda prabhu che e nityane e jANato nathI, mAnato nathI. tethI te nitya ahIM che ema na mAnatA parane nitya rAkhuM, parane kAyama rAkhuM evI mamatAmAM anAdithI paDyA che. AhA...! dharmIne mArdavadharmane laIne e bhAva hotA nathI, nirmona che. paranuM jene mamatva ane e mArA che e che nahi. AhAhA...! e rajakaNano eka rAgano aMza paNa mAro nathI. huM to trilokanAtha cidAnaMda svarUpa prabhu, AhAhA...! bAdazAhanI gAdIe beThelo huM, caitanyabAdazAha bhagavAna. AhAhA...! enI gAdIe beThelo ene rAgano prasava kema hoya? AhA! ene mAnano bhAva kema hoya? AhAhA...! karI zakAto nathI eTale parapadArthamAM Asakti thatI nathI. A rIte sarvadA vicAranAra sAdhunA vizeSa vivekayukta nirmaLa hRdayamAM jAti, kuLa ne jJAna. AhAhA.! jJAna thoDuMka jANavAnuM thayuM tyAM ene abhimAna thaI jAya ke, AhAhA...! mane to ghaNuM AvaDyuM. are...! bApu! bAra aMganA jJAna paNa kevaLajJAnanI pAse alpa che. AhAhA...! enA bAra aMga
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________________ gAthA- 218-219 359 sivAyanA sAdhAraNa jANapaNA karIne tyAM abhimAne caDI jAya ke mane AvaDe che ne mane AvaDe che. AhAhA...! ene mArdavapaNuM hotuM nathI. dharmIne mArdava hoya che. bAra aMganA jJAna paNa paryAyamAM hoya chatAM) paryAyamAM pAmara mAne che. are...! huM to pAmara chuM. mAro nAtha prabhu che paNa paryAye pAmara chuM. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? "svAmI kArtikeyAnuprekSAmAM che. svAmI kArtikeyAnuprekSAmAM e bola che. dharmI potAne kevaLInI pAse pAmara mAne che. AtmA dravya paramezvara mAnato hovA chatAM paryAyamAM pAmara mAne che. AhA.! nirmaLa paryAya ughaDI, samyajJAna ane bAra aMganuM jJAna ughaDyuM).. AhAhA.! chatAM tene tenuM abhimAna nathI, temAM tene nirmAnatA che. AhA...! jema jema AgaLa vadhe tema tema mAna ghaTI jAya ane nirmAnatA vadhe che. tene ahIM mArdavadharma kahevAmAM Ave che. A bIjo dharma (thayo). - have ahIMyAM 218-219 (gAthAnI) TIkA. jema kharekhara suvarNa kAdava madhye paDyuM hoya..." e sonuM kAdavamAM paDyuM chatAM sonAne kATa lAge nahi. AhAhA...! benamAM nathI AvatuM eka? kiMcanane kATa na hoya, e agnine udhaI na hoya. AhAhA...! ema bhagavAna traNalokanA nAthane AvaraNa ne azuddhatA na hoya. are.! AvI vAtuM have. have bahAramAM kyAMka kyAMka ThekANe rokAya emAM A vAta kyAM jAya ene? AhAhA! kahe che, suvarNa kharekhara kAdava madhye paDyuM hoya Ama, cAre kora kAdava ne vacce sonuM paDyuM hoya topaNa kAdavathI levAtuM nathI..." e sonAne kATa-jaMka, sonAne jaMka na hoya. AhAhA.! "kAraNa ke te kAdavathI alipta rahevAnA svabhAvavALuM che..." sonAno svabhAva ja kAdavathI alipta rahevAno che. AhAhA..! have A to dRSTAMta che. tevI rIte kharekhara jJAnI." AhAhA.. rAgAdinA kArya ane zarIrAdinI kAryanI madhye rahyo hoya topaNa karmathI lapAto nathI.' e rAgathI tene lepa nathI lAgato. sonAno kAdava caDato nathI ema bhagavAna AtmA zuddha caitanyasvabhAvanI dRSTivaMtane. AhAhA...! karmathI lapAto nathI. te karma madhye rahyo hovA chatAM). karma eTale zubhAzubha bhAva. zubhAzubha bhAvanI madhyamAM paDyo dekhAya. AhA! chatAM aMdara ane lepa che nahi. AhAhA...! kema? AhAhA...! sarva paradravya pratye karavAmAM Avato je, rAga..." kema lapAto nathI? AhAhA! "kemake sarva padravya pratye..." trilokanAtha tIrthaMkara hoya toya e paradravya che. AhA...! enA pratye karavAmAM Avato rAga. AhAhA.! tenA tyAgarUpa svabhAvapaNuM hovAthI." rAganA abhAva svabhAvavALuM hovAthI. rAganA tyAga svabhAve eTale rAgano abhAva svabhAva. bhagavAna ja AtmA rAganA abhAva svabhAvavALuM tattva hovAthI. AhAhA...! sonuM jene kAdavano lepa na lAge evuM hovAthI, ema bhagavAna AtmA, jene rAgano lepa na lAge evo eno svabhAva che. AhAhA! AvI vAtuM have. olA to kahe, vrata karo, tapasyA karo, apavAsa karo, navakAra gaNo, AnupUrvI gaNo. Ave che ne? AnupUrvI nahi? Namo arihaMtANaM, Namo siddhAMNa,
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________________ 360 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 Namo AIriyANuM, Namo arihaMtANaM Ama ADAavaLA (bole kemake) mana sthira thAya. e paNa rAga che e to. AhAhA.! sthAnakavAsImAM AnupUrvI bahu hoya, mana sthira thAya, paNa e to rAga che. ahIM kahe che, dharmI. AhAhA..! "sarva paradravya pratye karavAmAM Avato...... AhAhA.! je, rAga tenA tyAgarUpa svabhAvapaNuM hovAthI.. AhAhA.. deva-guru-zAstrano rAga, enAthI paNa tyAga svabhAvavALuM tattva che. AhAhA.! hamaNA kAryuM nahotuM? "zrImaddanuM bhAIe kahyuM hatuM ne? "zrImamAM 23 mA varSamAM che. tIrthakara bhagavAna kahe che ke, rAga na karavo. to pachI mArA pratyeno rAga tane kema? AmAM che. che? "zrIma'nuM che? A "zrImaddanuM che? A to samayasAra" che. "zrImaddanuM A che. AhAhA...! lyo. 23 muM varSa che, hoM! mumukSu :- pahelo bhAdaravo mahino. uttara :- 23 muM varSa che. A AvyuM. "UMcanIcano aMtara nathI samajyA te pAmyA sadgati" eTaluM karIne pachI lakhyuM. "tIrthaMkaradeve rAga karavAnI nA kahI che. rAga hoya tyAM sudhI mokSa nathI, tyAre A pratyeno rAga tamane badhAne hitakAraka kema thaze? ahIM to AvuM kahe che. chatAM loko) kahe ke, bhakti karavI ane enA rAgathI lAbha mAne. ahIM A kahe che. AhAhA...! tIrthaMkaradeve rAga karavAnI nA kahI che. rAga hoya tyAM sudhI mokSa nathI. tyAre A pratyeno rAga tamane badhAne hitakAraka kema thaze? bhASA to (juo)! doDha lITI che. 23 muM varSa che. "cetanajIe pUchyuM hatuM eTale emAMthI te di nIkaLyuM. nIkaLyuM tAkaDe vaLI. AhAhA.. deva-guru ne zAstra ema kahe che ke, amArA pratyeno rAga tane lAbha zI rIte karaze? AhAhA...! vItarAga mArga. A to paramAtma svarUpa vItarAga mArga che. ene para pratyenA rAgathI lAbha thAya e mAnyatA ja mithyAtva che. AhAhA...! che? "sarva padravya pratye karavAmAM Avato je, rAga tenA tyAgarUpa svabhAva." tenA abhAva svabhAvarUpa svabhAva che. AhAhA.! kharekhara to AtmAmAM eka abhAva nAmano guNa che. e abhAva nAmano guNa rAganA abhAva svabhAvarUpe thavuM te teno guNa che. AhA...! 47 zaktimAM 34 mI zakti che. AhAhA! e karma ne rAga rahita thAya che te ene laIne ahIM abhAva nathI. eno potAno abhAva nAmano guNa che. AhAhA.! ethI tene karmane rAganA abhAva svabhAvarUpe abhAva guNane laIne pariName che. AhAhA.! abhAva zakti che ne? bhAva, abhAva (ethI) cha zakti che. bhAva, abhAva, bhAvaabhAva, abhAvabhAva, bhAvabhAva, abhAvaabhAva. Ama to bhAva bIjo eka che paNa e bIjI vAta che. cha dravyanuM pariNamana che. vikAranuM che kArakanuM pariNamana che enAthI rahita evo eno bhAva nAmano guNa che. samajANuM kAMI? ane eka bhAva nAmano guNa e che, AhA.! ke potAnA bhAvapaNe pariNamavuM e bhAva nAmano guNa che ane abhAva nAmano guNa e che ke eno svataH svabhAva
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________________ gAthA- 218-219 36 1 rAgarahita pariNamavuM e ja eno abhAva guNa che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? bhAvanA traNa prakAra che, emAM 47 (zaktimAM), bhAI! eka bhAva e che ke potAno sadbhAva che te paNe thavuM evo bhAvaguNa che. ane eka abhAva che. paranA abhAva svabhAvarUpe pariNamavuM eno abhAva guNa che paNa eka bhAva evo che ke SakArakarUpe vikArapaNe pariName che tenAthI rahitapaNe pariNamavuM evo bhAva guNa che ane eka bhAva evo guNa che ke, pratyeka paryAya, darekamAM pratyeka paryAya te kALe thAya ja che. e bhAva nAmano eka guNa che. AhAhA.! 47 zaktimAM evA) traNa prakAra che. AhAhA.! zuM kahyuM che? eka bhAva guNa evo che aMdara bhagavAna AtmAmAM ke jenI dRSTiAmAM) tyAM dravyanA svabhAvano svIkAra thayo ene samaya samayamAM anaMta guNanI nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thAya ja. huM karuM to thAya ne vikalpa karuM to thAya e tyAM che nahi. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM have. samajANuM kAMI? e bhAvaabhAva. e rAgarahitano abhAva nAmano guNa potAne kAraNe rAgarahita svabhAvapaNe pariName che. rAgano abhAva e rAgane kAraNe nahi paNa potAno svabhAva ja evo che ke rAganA abhAva svabhAvarUpe abhAva guNa pariName che. are ! AvI vAtuM. AhAhA.! e ahIM kahe che ke, "sarva paradravya pratye karavAmAM Avato je, rAga tenA tyAgarUpa svabhAvapaNuM hovAthI..." joyuM? tyAgarUpa svabhAvavALuM hovAthI, abhAva svabhAvavALuM hovAthI. AhAhA...! bhagavAna AtmAnuM dravya ja samakitIne khyAlamAM je AvyuM che e rAganA tyAgarUpa svabhAvapaNuM hovAthI "jJAnI karmathI alipta rahevAnA svabhAvavALo che. AhAhA...! bhAre vAta A. dharmI jIva eno dharmano svabhAva, enA abhAva svabhAvarUpa che. ethI te rAganA tyAganA abhAvasvabhAvarUpa pariNamana che enuM. AhAhA! AvuM jhINuM paDe eTale zuM thAya paNa? "mULa mArga sAMbhaLo jinano re." Ave che ne "zrImaddamAM? mULa mArga A che. AhA.! zuM kahyuM che? dharmAjIva karma madhye rahyo hovA chatAM paNa karmathI lapAto nathI. kAraNa ke sarva padravya pratye karavAmAM Avato je, rAga tenA tyAgarUpa svabhAvapaNuM hovAthI... AhA...! teno tyAga eTale abhAvasvabhAvarUpa hovAthI jJAnI...' rAgathI 'alipta rahevAnA svabhAvavALo che." AhA! e dharmI dravyanuM svarUpa ja evuM che. dharmI dravya evuM je dharmI tattva, enI jene dRSTi thaI te dharmI dravyane paranA rAganA abhAva svabhAvarUpe pariNamavuM ane parathI alipta rahevAnA svabhAvavALo che. rAgathI lipta thAya tevA svabhAvavALuM e dravya nathI. tethI samakitI paNa paranA rAgathI lipta thAya evo e nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? pachI. e dharmInI vAta karI. jema lokhaMDa kAdava maLe paDyuM thakuM kAdavathI lepAya che (arthAt tene kATa lAge che...." tamAre hindImAM jaMka kahe che. AhAhA! e loDhAno svabhAva che mATe. sonAno svabhAva
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________________ 36 2 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 kAdavamAM rahevA chatAM tene kATa lAgato nathI. e Ane laIne che. ema lAThuM kAdavamAM paDyuM che ne lepa lAge) e to loDhAnA svabhAvane laIne che. AhAhA...! "kAdavathI lepAvAnA svabhAvavALuM che....... AhAhA.! "lokhaMDa kAdava maLe paDyuM thakuM kAdavathI lepAya che (arthAt tene kATa lAge che, kAraNa ke te kAdavathI vepAvAnA svabhAvavALuM che," e to eno potAno svabhAva che, kAdavane laIne nahi. AhAhA...! bhAva nAmano guNa che. emAM kahe che, SakAraka vikArapaNe paryAya pariName che. jenI dRSTi tyAM che te potAnA pArake pariName che e enAthI lepAya che paNa jenI dRSTi enA upara nathI.. AhA.! ane Atmadravya upara che temAM bhAva nAmanA guNane laIne e SakArakanI vikRtinA pariNAmathI abhAvarUpe pariNamavuM evo eno svabhAva che. AhAhA...! Avo dharma kevo? olI to keTalI Ama dhamAla cAle. bhakti karo, pUjA karo, phalANuM karo, saMgIta lagAvo. atyAre cAlyuM che. saMgIta... saMgItanuM vajana. vidyAnaMda che ne? saMgIta banAvyuM che. ahIM AvyuM che ne? eka bena lAvyA hatA. "vaMgi _ siddha paNa ethI zuM thayuM? saMgItamAM lagAvo. traNaso rUpiyA ahIM Apo to tamane e badhuM maLaze. saMgIta e to badho vikalpa, rAga che. saMgIta sAMbhaLavuM e paNa rAga che. saMgItamAM majA AvI jAya Ama, basa! devalAlImAM e che ne? "muMbaI pAse. tyAM saMgIta lagAve. je svarUpa samajyAnI evI lagAve Ama aMdara (ke) lokone Ama dhUna caDe. paNa e to rAga che. bhAI! lokhaMDa kAdavamAM paDyuM che tethI tene lepa lAge che ema nahi. e lepa loDhAno ja svabhAva che. AhAhA.! tevI rIte kharekhara ajJAnI karma madhye rahyo thako..." vikArI pariNAmanI madhyamAM dekhAya che, vikArI pariNAmathI lepAya che. AhAhA.. kemake enI dRSTi tyAM che. jenA dRSTinA astitvamAM vikAranuM ja astitva bhAse che. tethI te ajJAnI evA kAryanI madhyamAM paDyo lepAya ja che. e to potAne kAraNe lepAya che, ema kahe che. eno lepAvAno ajJAnIno svabhAva ja e che. AhAhA...! kAraNa ke sarva padravya pratye karavAmAM Avato je rAga." AhAhA...! bhagavAna trilokanAtha pratye karavAmAM Avato rAga. AhA..! ane vANI pratye paNa karavAmAM Avato rAga. "sarva paradravya pratye karavAmAM Avato je rAga... AhAhA.! sarva dravyamAM to tIrthakara ane tIrthaMkaranI vANI paNa AvI ke nahi? heM? deva-guru-zAstra AvyA ke nahi? AhAhA...! paradravya pratye karavAmAM Avato je rAga tenA grahaNarUpa svabhAvavALuM..." ajJAnIne to e rAganuM grahaNa (karavuM) evo ja eno svabhAva che. A loDhAno svabhAva che kAdava madhye, (e) kAdavane kAraNe nahi. loDhAnA svabhAvane kAraNe. ema ajJAnIno svabhAva ja e che. rAganI ekatApaNe thavuM evo eno svabhAva hovAthI ajJAnI "karmathI lepAvAnA svabhAvavALo che. AhAhA...! bahu jhINuM.
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________________ gAthA- 218-219 363 vikAranA pariNAmanA madhyamAM rahyo chatAM dharmI eno svabhAva evo che ke, tenAthI potAne kAraNe lapAto nathI ane ajJAnI evo che ke eno svabhAva rAganI ekatAbuddhi vALo hovAthI tene vikArI pariNAmano lepa lAgI jAya che. ajJAnI karmathI lepAvAnA svabhAvavALo che, kahe che. e dravyano svabhAva nahi. AhAhA.... vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudevA) pravacana na. 297 gAthA-218, 219 zloka-150 budhavAra, bhAdaravA suda 7, tA. 29-08-1979 paryuSaNano trIjo divasa che ne? Ajarva dharma, Arjava. je vicAra hRdayamAM rahyo hoya e ja vacanamAM rahe. evI saraLatA hoya. samyagdarzana sahita A Arjava dharma che. nizcayathI to munine hoya che paNa samyagdaSTine paNa e gauNapaNe hoya che. te bahAra pariName. jevuM hRdayamAM hoya evuM vacanamAM rahe tevuM ja bahAra zarIra vaDe paNa te pramANe kArya karavAmAM Ave. AhAhA...! enuM nAma Arjava nAma saraLa (dharma che), samyagdarzana sahita. AhAhA...! mumukSu - I to vyavahAranI vAta che ne? uttara:- A paramArthanI vAta che, vyavahAranI nahi. I bhASA che paNa aMdara samyagdarzana sahita saraLatAno nizcaya bhAva evo hoya ke jenuM hRdaya che tevI vANI ne vANI che tevuM vartana hoya). AhAhA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! A to dasalakSaNI parva cAritranA bheda che. munipaNuM che ene dasalakSaNa dharma hoya che. sAcA saMtane aMtara anubhavasahita. kahe che ke, e saraLatA to eno Arjava svabhAva ane dharma che. AhAhA...! e Arjava dharma che. enAthI viparIta bIjAne dago devo e adharma che. e bane kramazaH. saraLatAdi che emAM vikalpanI mukhyatA lIdhI che ahIM. che to saraLa aMdara svabhAva paNa ene vikalpa evo hoya che ke tenuM phaLa svarga devagati che ane dagAnuM phaLa narakagati che. ahIM lokamAM ekavAra paNa karavAmAM AveluM kapaTa. vyavahAra janmathI kapaTavyavahAra, janmathI mAMDIne bhAre kaSTothI eTalI badhI muninA sarAga doSa utpatti Adi guNono atizaya chAyA ghAta kare che. AhAhA...! kapaTa che enA guNanI chAyA paNa rahetI nathI tyAM to. AhAhA.! vakratA, asaraLatA evuM karanArane guNanI chAyA paNa, guNa to rahetA nathI chAyA enI rahetI nathI. ukta mAyAcArathI kSamAdi guNonI chAyA paNa bAkI rahetI nathI. mULamAMthI naSTa thaI jAya che. AhAhA...! kAraNa ke te kapaTapUrNa vyavahAramAM vAstavamAM krodhAdi badhA durguNo paripUrNa thaIne rahe che. AhA.! krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobhAdi kaSAyo je saMsAra che. AhA.! kaSa
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________________ 364 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (eTale) kRza, saMsAra (eTale) Aya. jemAMthI pirabhramaNano lAbha thAya evA kaSAyo eka paNa karelA badhA kaSAyo sAthe. krodhAdi badhu durguNo paripUrNa thaIne rahe che. AhAhA..! kheda che ke te kapaTavyavahAra evuM pApa che ke jenA kA2Ne A jIva narakAdi durgati evA mArgamAM cirakALa sudhI paribhramaNa kare che. AhAhA..! kapaTAdi tIvra kaSAyathI to e nigodamAM jAya, ema kahe che. AhAhA..! nigoda e tiryaMca che ne? te tIcho je kapaTa, mahAmAyAvI.. AhAhA..! jenA hRdaya hAtha na Ave, mAyAnA kapaTanA UMDANamAM patto na lAge eno, evA mAyAcArI.. AhAhA..! marIne nigodamAM jAya, jyAM jIva che evI kabulAta paNa bIjAne na thAya. AhAhA..! e ThekANe jAya. mATe dharmAtmAe samyagdarzana sahita sa2LatAnA bhAvane apanAvavo. AhAhA..! ahIM to eka vicAra A AkRtino Avyo che ke, AkAza che ene paNa AkRti che. AhAhA..! are..! juo to kharA)! vyaMjanaparyAya che ne? AhAhA..! A aloka che ne, aloka khAlI? kayAMya aMta nathI. chatAM ene vyaMjanaparyAya-AkAra che. AhAhA..! e vAMceluM te di'nuM khabara che. AmAM adhikAra che, AkRtino, zuddhadravyano adhikAra. 'mANekacaMda' e letA, mANekacaMda' paMDita hatA ne? ahIM to pahelethI khabara che. AhAhA..! evI jenI vizALatA, evI vizALatA jene aMta2mAM beThI che ene mAyA ne kapaTa kema hoya? eNe enuM varNana lIdhuM. 'khALato zuddha cappAnuM' ema. e zabda mUkayo che. Ave che ne? ema ke, zuddha dravyanI AkRti ane zuddha dravyanuM vAstavika svarUpa, jene jJAnamAM, bhAnamAM jene be... AhA..! enI dazA sarvajJane pAmavAnI lAyakAta thaI jAya. samajANuM kAMI? AhA..! siddhane AkAra che. nirAkAra niraMjana kahevAmAM Ave che e to jaDano AkAra nathI (eTale). AhAhA..! ahIM zuM kahevuM che? vastu AkhI Ama evI che. e vastune jevI che te rIte jJAnamAM, zraddhAmAM jANavI ane mAnavI, emAM kapaTano ne mAyAno avakAza nathI. evI saraLatAmAM, dharmI saraLatAmAM pariNamI rahyA che. enuM phaLa tene mokSa che. paNa vikalpa che thoDo tethI enuM phaLa svarga kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..! dasalakSaNI parva eTale to alaukika cIja che, bApu! e kaMI.. AhAhA..! bhAvaliMgI saMto jene-dasalakSaNIne ArAdhe che. AhAhA..! e alaukika vAtuM che. ahIM kyAM AvyuM che? bhAvArtha? 'samayasAra' 'nirjarA adhikAra', 218-219no bhAvArtha. AhA..! jema kAdavamAM paDelA suvarNane kATa lAgato nathI ane lokhaMDane kATa lAge che, tema karma madhye rahelo zAnI...' AhAhA..! zubhAzubha pariNAmanI madhyamAM rahyo prabhu, AhAhA..! chatAM tene karma baMdhAtuM nathI. dharmI 'karmathI baMdhAto nathI ane ajJAnI karmathI baMdhAya che.' e zubhAzubha pariNAmanI madhyamAM ja enI dRSTi tyAM che. dharmInI dRSTi zubhAzubha pariNAmanA kArya kALe paNa, zubhAzubha pariNAmanA kArya kALe paNa svabhAva upara dRSTi hovAthI tene zubhAzubha pariNAma thayA che
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________________ zloka-150 365 ane baMdha che evuM che nahi. AhAhA...! jhINI vAtuM. "A jJAna-ajJAnano mahimA che. AhA...! mumukSu :- jJAnano to kharo paNa ajJAnano paNa? uttara :- ajJAnano mahimA che. rAgane e pote potAno mAne e paNa koI ajJAnano mahimA che. bhagavAna zuddha cidAnaMda prabhu, AhAhA.! civilAsa'mAM kahyuM che, terI zuddhatA to baDI paNa terI azuddhatA bhI baDI. 'anubhava prakAzamAM kahyuM che. AhAhA! tArI azuddhatA paNa pAra na pAme evI prabhu tArI azuddhatA che. AhA...! paryAyamAM, hoM! zuddhatAnI to vAta zuM karavI? AhA...! "zuddhava saMhe pappA zuddha nAgaMto' zuddha caitanyamUrti caitanyanA prakAzanuM pUra, nUra-teja, enI to zuM vAta karavI enI dRSTi thatAM je nirmaLa pariNati pragaTe enI paNa zuM vAta karavI! AhA! paNa kahe che ke, jene zubhAzubha pariNAma thAya evA samyagdaSTine paNa zubhAzubha bhAva upara dRSTi nahi hovAthI ane trikALI caitanyanA prakAzanA pUrane bhALato-joto hovAthI tene baMdha nathI. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? e 150 zloka che. ( zloka-150) (zArdUnavidohita) yAddak tAdagihAsti tasya vazato yasya svabhAvo hi yaH kartuM naiSa kathaJcanApi hi parairanyAdazaH shkyte| ajJAnaM na kadAcanApi hi bhavejjJAnaM bhavatsantataM jJAnin bhuMkSva parAparAdhajanito nAstIha bandhastava / / 150 / / have A arthanuM ane AgaLanA kathananI sUcanAnuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che : zlokArdha -[ rUda] A lokamAM [ yarazya yAda : di svamAva: tAva tarasya vazataH asti] je vastuno jevo svabhAva hoya che teno tevo svabhAva te vastunA potAnA vazathI ja (arthAt potAne AdhIna ja hoya che. [s: ] evo vastuno je svabhAva che, para: paravastuo vaDe vithagvana pi hi ] koI paNa rIte [ cAvaza: ] bIjA jevo [ vatuM zayate] karI zakAto nathI. [ hi ] mATe [ sattataM jJAna mavat ] je niraMtara jJAnapaNe pariName che te | hAvaja gari ajJAna na mata ] kadI paNa ajJAna thatuM nathI; [ jJAnina] tethI he jJAnI !
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________________ 366 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 [ mukta] tuM (karmodayajanata) upabhogane bhogava,[ ;] A jagatamAM [ para aparAdha gati: vanya: tava nAsti] paranA aparAdhathI Upajato baMdha tane nathI (arthAt paranA aparAdhathI tane baMdha thato nathI.) bhAvArtha - vastuno svabhAva vastune potAne AdhIna ja che. mATe je AtmA pote jJAnarUpe pariName che tene paradravya ajJAnarUpe kadI pariNamAvI zake nahi. Ama hovAthI ahIM jJAnIne kahyuM che ke tane paranA aparAdhathI baMdha thato nathI tethI tuM upabhogane bhogava. upabhoga bhogavavAthI mane baMdha thaze evI zaMkA na kara. jo evI zaMkA karIza to paradravya vaDe AtmAnuM bUruM thAya che evuM mAnavAno prasaMga Ave che. A rIte ahIM jIvane paradravyathI potAnuM bUruM thatuM mAnavAnI zaMkA maTADI che; bhoga bhogavavAnI preraNA karI svacchaMdI karyo che ema na samajavuM. svecchAcArI thavuM te to ajJAnabhAva che ema AgaLa kaheze. 150. zloka-150 upara pravacana (zArdUtravihita). yAddak tAdagihAsti tasya vazato yasya svabhAvo hi yaH karta naiSa kathaJcanApi hi parairanyAdazaH shkyte| ajJAnaM na kadAcanApi hi bhavejjJAnaM bhavatsantataM jJAnin bhukSva parAparAdhajanito nAstIha bandhastava / / 150 / / "A lokamAM je vastuno jevo svabhAva hoya che teno tevo svabhAva te vastunA potAnA vazathI ja (arthAt potAne AdhIna ja hoya che. AhAhA...! vastu bhagavAnaAtmA zuddha pavitra che te potAne AdhIna che. apavitratA e parane AdhIna che, nimitta AdhIna (che). AhA...! zuddha svabhAva je bhagavAna paramAnaMda prabhu, e zuddha svabhAva to potAne AdhIna-svAdhIna che, e parAdhIna nathI. AhA.! teno svabhAva te vastunA potAnA vazathI ja.' che. "evo vastuno je svabhAva te, paravastuo vaDe koI paNa rIte bIjA jevo karI zakAto nathI." siddhAMta A siddha karavo che. dharmIne potAnI vastuno svabhAva zuddha ane pavitra che tethI te paranI sAmagrImAM rahyo ane parasAmagrIne bhogave che ema dekhAya chatAM paracIja, parapadArthane aparAdhe tane aparAdha thAya ema nathI. zuM kahe che? paravastuo vaDe koI paNa rIte bIjA jevo karI zakAto nathI." sintataM jJAna bhavata] je niraMtara jJAnapaNe pariName che..." dharmI zuddha svabhAva caitanyamUrti prabhu! ane enuM pariNamana paNa niraMtara zuddha che. AhA.! te kadI paNa ajJAna thatuM nathI."
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________________ zloka-150 367 te koIpaNa rIte paradravyanA kAraNe ajJAnI thato nathI. AhAhA..! jarI dhIrethI (samajavuM), A vAta AkarI che. zuM kahe che? he jJAnI! tuM (karmodayajanata) upabhogane bhogava...." bhogavavAnuM kahetA nathI. e zabda che. ene ema kahe che, prabhu! tuM zuddha caitanyaghana cho no tane paradravyanI pariNatithI tane kAMI nukasAna thAya evI cIja che ja nahi. AhAhA...! jaDano upabhoga ane jaDanI pariNatithI tane nukasAna thAya evuM kaMI che ja nahi, ema kahe che. zuM kIdhuM e? zarIra, vANI, mana, paisA, lakSmI, strI, kuTuMba taraphanuM lakSa ane bhogavaTo, ene kAraNe e nukasAna thAya che, jaDane kAraNe, ema nathI ane tuM to jJAnAnaMda svabhAvI vastu cho to tane paravastunA aparAdha tane nukasAna thAya, evuM che nahi. bhogava kIdhuM che. A to muni che. bhogavano artha paradravyathI tane nukasAna nathI, e niHzaMka ene TharAve che. AhAhA.! A zarIranI kriyA ke vANInI kriyA ke A bahArano saMyoga ene laIne dharmIne koI aparAdha thAya, padravyane laIne, ema che nahi. ane svadravyano niraparAdhI svabhAva to anubhavamAM pariName che. AhAhA.! zuM kahe che? bhagavAna AtmA caitanyanA prakAzano puMja prabhu! eno jene aMtaramAM svabhAvano svIkAra ane satkAra thayo che evA dharmIne to zuddha caitanyanA svabhAvanuM pariNamana hoya che. e pariNamana paradravya vaDe karIne bIjuM karI zakAya evuM nathI. AhAhA.! zarIranI kriyA game teTalI thAo, ema kahevuM che. paNa enAthI niraparAdhI bhagavAna AtmAne aparAdha thato nathI. AhAhA.! zuM kahe che? he jJAnI! tuM (karmodayajanita) upabhogane bhogava" bahAranI sAmagrIne tuM bhogava. eTale tAruM lakSa tyAM jAya tethI karIne tane nukasAna che, parane laIne, ema nathI. tAruM lakSa tyAM jAya ane vikalpa uThe e to tAro doSa che. paNa e paravastune kAraNe tane kaMI doSa thAya ema nathI). AhAhA.. paisA khuba rAkhyA, zarIranI viSayAdinI jaDanI kriyA khuba thaI ethI e jaDanI kriyAthI tane nukasAna thAya, e vAta nathI. tArA bhAvamAM viparIta bhAva hoya to tane nukasAna thAya. AhAhA.! bhAre vAtuM, bhAI! A jagatamAM..." pi2 kaparA nitaH vandhaH tava nAsti] A siddhAMta siddha karavo che. paranA aparAdhathI Upajato baMdha tane nathI.." zarIranI kriyAthI, paisAthI, strInA dehathI evI kriyAthI tane kaMI nukasAna thAya (ema nathI), e to paradravya che. AhA! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! paranA aparAdhathI Upato baMdha tane nathI (arthAt paranA aparAdhathI tane baMdha thato nathI. A siddha karavuM che, hoM! bhogava kIdhuM che I kaMI bhogavavAnuM kIdhuM nathI. paradravyanA saMbaMdhamAM paradravyane laIne tane nukasAna che ema nathI. AhAhA.! bhAvArtha - "vastuno svabhAva potAne AdhIna ja che. zuddha caitanyaprabhu, enI zuddha
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________________ 368 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pariNati potAne AdhIna che. AhA.! mATe je AtmA pote jJAnarUpe pariName che. eTale ke zuddha svabhAvapaNe pariName che tene paradravya ajJAnarUpe kadI pariNamAvI zake nahi." AhAhA...! jJAnAnaMda svabhAvI bhagavAna, e jJAna ne AnaMdarUpe thAya che tene paradravya koI di ajJAna karAvI zake nahi. zarIranI game teTalI kriyA ne lakSmInA DhagalA hoya to ene laIne ahIM ajJAna thAya, ema che nahi. mumukSu :- enI mamatAne kAraNe che. uttara :- e to potAnA aparAdhathI che, sIdhI vAta che. paNa e to jJAnIne to e che nahi, ema kIdhuM ahIMyAM. e vAta ahIM che nahi. dharmIne AtmA zuddha svarUpa che, tema kahyuM ne? tene I pariName che. eTale azuddhatA tyAM pariNAmamAM che ja nahi ene. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? A nirjarA adhikAra che. eTale jJAnInA zarIrAdinA bhogane kALe paNa tene azuddhatA TaLatI jAya che ane zuddhatA vadhI jAya che, ema kahe che. kAraNa ke parane laIne ahIM azuddhatA thAya evuM nathI. jhINI vAta che. ema karIne koI svacchaMdI thaI jAya enI A vAta nathI. AhAhA...! ahIM to siddhAMtano nizcaya satya zuM che e siddha kare che. bhagavAna AtmA zuddha cidUghana AnaMdakaMda prabhu, ene nihALanAro-jonAro, ene to jJAna ne AnaMdAdinA pariNamana thAya. e pariNamanane paradravyanI kriyAo e pariNamanane pheravI zake ke ajJAna karI zake, ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI AhAhA...! paradravya ajJAnarUpe kadI pariNamAvI zake nahi." A siddhAMta siddha karavo che. paradravyanI pariNatithI ane pAradravyanA aMdaranA saMyoga-viyogathI tane kaMI paNa nukasAna ene laIne nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? eka bhAI hatA ne? paMDita, zuM kahevAya? jAmanagaravALA. 'lAlanA "lAlane eka prazna mUkyo hato, bhAI! ke, A amAre moTo jyorja ane eDa. zuM kahevAya? eDavarDa! ene eka strI ane tame kaho ke, tIrthaMkara cakravartIne 96 hajAra strI! rAjA eDavarDa ne . zuM kahevAya bIjo? jyorja ene eka strI hoya, atyAre che. ane cakravartI samakitI tIrthakara, ene 96 hajAra. are! sAMbhaLa to kharo, kIdhuM. e 96 hajAra padravya che e nukasAnanuM kAraNa kyAM che? samajANuM? to to zarIra jenuM moTuM jADuM hoya e nukasAnanuM kAraNa ane pAtaLuM zarIra nukasAnanuM ochuM kAraNa, ema che? paradravyane laIne nukasAna che? AhAhA.! ene potAnuM mAnavuM e nukasAna che). dharmAne to e mAnyatA che nahi. AhAhA... ema ke, 96 hajAra strI ne tame ene tIrthaMkara ne samakitI kaho. ane ame eka ja rANI rAkhIe. paNa have tuM ajJAnI ene bhAna ke di che? "lAlana hato, "lAlana', paMDita "lAlana'. 'amerIkAmAM bahu jAto eTale AvuM badhuM ene (sUjhe). pachI to ahIM rahetA. bhAI! mArga judA che, bApu! jhAjhA jaDanA saMyoga mATe jJAnIne baMdhanuM
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________________ zloka-150 369 kAraNa che, ema nathI. ane ochA saMyoga mATe tene baMdha ocho che, ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! nizcayathI to bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthamAM nirmaLa paryAyanI utpatti thavI te saMyoga che ane pahelAnI paryAyano vyaya thavo te viyoga che. AhA.! evo to saMyoga ane viyoga dharmIne paNa hoya che. zuM kIdhuM samajANuM kAMI? "paMcAstikAyanI 18mI gAthAmAM Ave che) ke, paryAya thavI, vastu je nityAnaMda prabhu che, ene je paryAya nirmaLa samyagdarzana, jJAna thAya e paNa paryAyano saMyoga thayo. ane pUrvanI paryAyano nAza thayo e viyoga thayo. saMyoga ane viyoga enI paryAyamAM che. AhAhA.! bahAranA kAraNe saMyoga-viyoga che I vastumAM nathI. AhAhA..! prazna rAtre hato, ema ke saMyogamAM ema hatuM ne kAMIka? saMyoga jhAjhA hoya to ene laIne AtmAne kayAM nukasAna che? saMyogane laIne kaMI nukasAna nathI thatuM. paradravya che ne? saMyogI cIja paravya che. A paryAya je saMyogI che e to svadravyanI paryAya che. ane zarIra, karma, lakSmI, kuTuMba, strI, rAja Adi e paradravya che. e paradravyanA kAraNe AtmAne baMdhana thAya ane ajJAna thAya, ema nathI. pote je ajJAna rAgane ekatA buddhithI karato e ajJAna TALyuM che. AhA! e parane laIne ajJAna nahotuM. e pote e rAgane ekvabuddhi karyuM hatuM e ajJAna hatuM, e ajJAna parane laIne nahotuM. tema te ajJAnI TALIne jJAna karyuM tethI tene paradravya ene koI ajJAna karI zake, ema nathI. jhAjhI rANIo ne jhAjhA indra ne indrANIo enI pariNatine paradravya nukasAna kare (ema nathI). thoDo saMyoga ane thoDuM baMdhana ane jhAjho saMyoga ene jhAjhuM baMdhana, ema nathI. are...! samajANuM kAMI? A to tattvano niyama che ke tattva je potAthI jaNANuM ne anubhavANuM, enI dazAmAM have paradravya jhAjhA ke thoDA, e ene ajJAna karAvI zakatuM nathI. samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA...! padravyane to svadravya aDatuMya nathIne! pachI thoDA hoya ke jhAjhA hoya. samajANuM? Ama hovAthI ahIM jJAnIne kahyuM che ke tane paranA aparAdhathI baMdha thato nathI..." A siddhAMta che. bhogavavAnuM kahyuM che bhogava ema kaMI dharmAtmA kahe? paNa ene paradravyane kAraNe tane aparAdha thato nathI, e siddha karavA vAta karI che. AhA.! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! 'tane paranA aparAdhathI baMdha thato nathI." paranA aparAdhathI eTale zarIranI bahu kriyA thaI ane paisA ghaNA thayA ne strIo ghaNI, mATe ene laIne ahIM baMdha che, ema che nahi. AhAhA...! tuM upabhogane bhogava. eno artha ke, saMyogamAM tuM Avato bhale ho, I saMyogamAM tuM nathI Avyo. saMyoga thoDA ke ghaNA emAM tAruM lakSa jAya to vikalpa thAya) e vaLI judI vastu, paNa ene jANavAmAM tAruM lakSa jAya, saMyoga thoDA hoya ke jhAjhA, e to jANavAnuM
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________________ 370 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 lakSa, zAna jANe. eTale jhAjhA saMyogamAM Avyo mATe ene ajJAna karI nAkhe ane enA pariNamanane badalAvI nAkhe, (ema nathI). AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? A to vItarAganA siddhAMto, bhAI! AhA..! ane jene A saMyogo chUTI gayA, lyone nagna muni thayo mATe saMyogo chUTI gayA mATe tyAM jJAna zuddha che ema nathI. ane saMyogamAM 96 karoDanA DhagalA paDyA che cakravartIne, to ene kA2Ne ene jJAnanuM ajJAna thAya, (ema nathI). AhAhA..! ane jene nagnapaNuM (thaIne) saMyoga chUTI gayA mATe tene zuddha jJAna thAya, ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI? Ama saMyoga vinAno dekhe eTale lokone ema thAya ke, AhAhA..! A tyAgI che. paNa aMta2mAM rAganI ekatAbuddhi paDI che, mithyAdRSTi tyAgI nathI. AhA..! dharmano tyAgI che. AvI vAtuM bhAre. bahAranA saMyoganA abhAve tyAgInA tyAgapaNAnI mahattA dekhAya e vastu khoTI che. ane bahA2nA saMyoganI vRddhinI puSTimAM enuM ajJAna che, mithyAsRSTi ajJAnI che ema kalpavuM e taddana jUThuM che. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? AvI vAtuM che. e kahe che ne? tane paranA aparAdhathI baMdha thato nathI...' zarIrano saMyoga khuba jhAjhA paramANu ane strIo ghaNI, dIkarAo ghaNA, paisA ghaNA, makAna ghaNA evA kAraNe tane baMdha thato nathI. e cIja to pa2 che. AhA..! tethI tuM upabhogane bhogava.' eTale ke padravyanA kAraNe tane nukasAna nathI mATe paradravyanA saMyogamAM bhale ho paNa tane emAM (nukasAna nathI). bhogavano artha ke saMyogamAM ho paNa tane baMdhana che nahi. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM ulaTapalaTanI che. ahIMyAM to vartamAnamAM jema jema kaMI bahArano saMyoga ghaTADe to ene tyAgI mAne. to ghaNA saMyoga moTA 96 karoDa pAyadaLa ne 96 karoDa strIo ne karoDo apsarAo sakitIne che paNa e saMyoga uparathI enuM mApa TAMkavu ke e aparAdhI che (to ema che nahi). ane saMyoga ghaNA ghaTI gayA ane kAMI na rahyuM, vastrano TUkaDoya na rahyo mATe te dharmI che evA saMyoganA abhAvathI enuM dharmanuM mApa na hoI zake. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? AhA..! gajaba vAta che. satyano pokAra che. satya che te bhale game teTalA saMyogamAM dekhAya paNa sat che ene hAtha aMta2mAM anubhava dRSTi thaI che, jenuM pariNamana jJAna ne AnaMdanuM pariNamana che ene jhAjhA saMyogothI kaMI nukasAna thAya ane saMyogo thoDA hoya to ene kaMI lAbha thAya evuM che nahi. Are..! AvI vAtuM. AhAhA..! bhagavAna saMto pote A pokAra kare che. 'kuMdakuMdAcArya', 'amRtacaMdrAcArya' AhA..! prabhu! tuM svadravya cho ne! svadravyanI dRSTi ane svadravyanuM pariNamana thayuM ethI tane paradravyanA ghaNA saMyogamAM tane loko dekhe ane tane ema thaI jAya ke A saMyogA ghaNA (che) mATe mane nukasAna thayuM, ema che nahi. AhAhA..! jJAnI to mAnato nathI, paNa loko ema mAne ne? ATalo badho parigraha ne ATalI badhI bAyaDIo ne ATalA
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________________ zloka-150 371 badhA chokarAo. cakravartIne batrIsa hajAra to dIkarIyuM, cosaTha hajAra dIkarA, cha-- karoDa pAyadaLa, chanuM hajAra strIo. paNa kahe che, e saMyoga che te ene baMdhanuM kAraNa che ema nathI. AhAhA.... eTale ke paradravya te baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. AhAhA...! svadravyamAM jo te parane, rAgane potAno mAnyo hoya, bhale saMyoga na hoya, paNa rAgane potAno mAnyo hoya to tyAM mithyAtvano aparAdha teM Ubho karelo che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! ema kahIne siddhAMtanuM satyapaNuM prasiddha kare che. ene saMyogane bhogava ema kahIne kaMI bhogavavAnuM kahyuM nathI. potAnA rAgane anubhave ane kAM nirvikArIne anubhave. e sivAya parano to anubhava che nahi. paNa ahIM kahevAno Azaya e che ke ghaNAM saMyogomAM tuM Avyo, bhale ho, e saMyoga kaMI nukasAna karanAra nathI. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? cImanabhAI'! AvI vAtuM che. svatattva je AtmA aMdara parathI bhinna (che), ene bhale saMyogonA DhagalA hoya ethI karIne enA AtmAne zuM che? AhAhA...! ane saMyogo ghaNA chUTI gayA hoya mATe te dharmI che, evuM mApa kyAM che? ene asaMyogI evI cIja bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha. AhAhA.! - eka pherI AkRtinuM kahyuM hatuM ne? e savAramAM vicAra Avyo hato, vadhAre. A AkAza AkhuM. aMta nahi toya AkAra che. Ara. Are...! gajaba vAta che. jainadarzananuM tattva koI alaukika che. sarvavyApaka AkAza, ene paNa pradezaguNane kAraNe AkAra hoya che. are...! bhAI! siddhaneya AkAra hoya che. potAnA asaMkhya pradezano AkAra che I AkAra hoya che. e to niraMjara nirAkAra (kahe che) e to paranI apekSAe AkAra nathI, ema kahyuM che. ane ANe to ema kahyuM che emAMthI ke, A rIte Avo AkAra ane nirAkAra je rIte che e samaje ane enuM dhyAna kare to ene parathI bhinnatAnuM bhAna thAya. AhAhA...! AmAM che. e copaDI vAMcI hatI. kIdhuM nahi? "mANekacaMdajI hatA ne? AhAhA...! ema zarIrano moTo sthULa AkAra hoya) ane zarIrano thoDo AkAra ane AtmAnA pradezano AkAra paNa tyAM thoDo (che) mATe tene nukasAna che, ema nathI. ke thoDo che mATe lAbha che, ema nathI. AhAhA...! kevaLa samuddAta kare tyAre to lokanA AkAra jeTalo AkAra thaI jAya eno. AhAhA.! bhagavAnano pradezano AkAra lokAkAza pramANe thaI jAya. to e AkAra moTo thayo mATe tene nukasAna che, ane sAta hAthanA dhyAnamAM hatA, kevaLajJAnamAM, mATe tene lAbha che ema nathI. AhAhA...! potAnA nAnA-moTA AkArathI paNa jyAM lAbhanukasAnI nathI tyAM paradravyathI nukasAna che e to che ja nahi, ema kahe che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? bahu jainadarzana, bApu! vItarAga mArga evo che. AhA...! kayAMya che nahi e sivAya. vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvara, jeNe eka samayamAM traNakALa traNaloka joyA ema kahevuM e vyavahAra che. eNe potAnI paryAyane joI emAM jovAI gayuM che. AhAhA...!
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________________ 372 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 parathI bhinna che to paranA game teTalA saMyoga hoya te tane nukasAnanuM kAraNa che athavA e paranA ghaNA saMyoga tane ajJAna karAvI lya, AhAhA.! ghaNA saMyogo tane viparIta buddhi karAve, tAkAta nathI, kahe che koInI. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? ane ghaNA saMyogomAM Avyo mATe tane baMdhanuM kAraNa thayuM, ema nathI. kemake saMyoga paradravya che tenAthI tane nukasAna kAMI nathI. tethI tuM upabhogane bhogava. upabhoga bhogavavAthI mane baMdha thaze evI zaMkA na kara." A vAta che. ghaNA saMyogamAM Avyo mATe mane baMdha thaze evI zaMkA na kara, ema kahe che. AhAhA.! zuM kahyuM? bhAI! jhAjhA saMyogamAM zarIramAM, evA paisAmAM, strInA zarIranA saMyogamAM Avyo, AhA...! mATe ene laIne mane baMdha thaze ema zaMkA na kara. AhAhA...! zuM kahe che? bhAI! AhAhA.! paranA saMyogamAM tuM Avyo e bhale ho, enAthI tane baMdha thaze evI zaMkA na kara, basa, A vAta che. samajANuM? che emAM? AhAhA.! bhogavano artha che ke, saMyogo ghaNA bhale ho, ema. paNa enAthI tane nukasAna nathI. AhAhA.! tArI dRSTi jo rAga ane puNyanA pariNAma para gaI to to tane nukasAna tArAthI che, e paradravyathI nathI. hai? AhAhA...! have AvI vAtuM sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi, jhINI paDe. zuM thAya? bhAI! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu! anaMta guNadhAma sukhadhAma Ave che ne? "zrImamAM. "svayaM jyoti sukhadhAma" AhAhA...! caitanyajyota ane sukhadhAma, AnaMdanuM sthAna, AnaMdanuM khetara che, emAMthI AnaMda pAke. AhA.! evA jIvane, jene AnaMda pAkayo che evA AnaMda svabhAvI jIvane paranA nAnAmoTA saMyogane laIne pariNAmamAM kaMI pheraphAra thAya, ema nathI. samajAya che kAMI? ene saMyogamAMthI zaMkA uThAvI dIdhI ke, A jhAjhA saMyogamAM Avyo mATe mane baMdha thaze, jJAnIne e bhAva hoya nahi. AhAhA.! are. jene vastrano dhAgo paNa na rahyo, saMyoga chUTI gayo mATe te dharmI che, ema nathI. saMyoganA ghaTADA-vadhArAthI dharma ne adharmanuM mApa ema nathI. AhAhA.! upabhoga bhogavavAthI. eTale ke saMyogamAM AvavAthI mane baMdha thaze evI zaMkA na kara." AhA...! jhINI vAta che, prabhu! e mAragaDA enA judA, bhAI! AhAhA.. jainamArga koI judA, bhAI! e vastuno svabhAva varNave che, prabhu! vItarAgadeva pUrNa AtmAno svabhAva varNave che. prabhutAro svabhAva to zuddha che ne! ane e svabhAvanuM jene bhAna thayuM ene saMyogo ghaNA dekhAya mATe tene pApa thayuM ke aparAdha thayo, ema nathI. AhAhA...! A siddhAMta. A svacchaMdI thavA mATe nathI. ene parathI doSa thAya evI zaMkA TALavAnI vAta karI che. AhAhA.! Avo upadeza. jo evI zaMkA karIza" ke paradravyano ghaNo saMyoga mATe mane kaMI nukasAna thayuM ema
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________________ zloka-150 373 jo zaMkA karIza, AhAhA...! cakravartIne to eka eka miniTanI abajonI pedAza, moTA nava nidhAna, chatAM samakitIne ene laIne kaMI paNa zaMkA thAya ke, mane baMdha thaze, ema nathI). AhAhA...! indrane kroDo apsarAo sudharmane, paNa e karoDo apsarAnI saMkhyA ghaNI (che) mATe mane nukasAna thaze, ema zaMkA TALa. e zaMkA dharmIne hoya nahi. AhAhA...! bahAranA saMyogonA ghaNA saMyogamAM dITho mATe te kaMI aparAdhI che, ema tuM mApa na kara. ane saMyogo ghaTI gayA, nagna thayo mATe tyAM dharmI thayo ema mApa na kara, ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI AhAhA...! nagna muni thayo, hajAro rANI choDI, rAjapATa choDyA, are.! prabhu ema rahevA de. saMyoga ghaTADyA ane ghaTyA e to ene kAraNe thayA. ethI tyAM dharma che, ema nathI. ene svabhAva zuddha caitanyaghana upara nirlepa bhagavAna upara jenI dRSTi nathI, eNe saMyoga ghaTADyA chatAM te mithyAdRSTi che. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM. hai? bahu vAta (sarasa che). svadravya ane paradravyanI vaheMcaNI. AhAhA.! paradravyano game teTalo saMyoga ho tane, kahe che. saMyoga ho. bhogavano artha che, hoM! samajANuM? pUrvanA puNyane laIne koI saMyoga ghaNo hoya. saMyoga ho, upabhoga bhogava, ema nahi. saMyoga ho, ethI tane nukasAna che, (ema nathI). AhAhA...! Avo mArga samajavo paNa hajI (kaThaNa paDe). AhAhA...! bahArathI mApa TAMkavA. hai? ke, eNe A choDyuM ne eNe A choDyuM ne ANe A choDyuM. paNa kharekhara to grahaNatyAga vastumAM che ja nahi. parano tyAga karavo ane paranuM grahaNa karavuM e vastumAM che nahi. ene ThekANe parano tyAga thayo tyAM e tyAgI thayo ema nathI). AhAhA.! zuM kahyuM che? - tyAgaupAdAnazUnyatva zakti. prabhu AtmAmAM evo eka guNa che. anAdi nuM sattvapaNuM, sanuM sattvapaNuM evuM che ke para paramANu ke strI Adi parapadArthane grahyA nathI tema e choDato nathI. grahaNa ane tyAga rahita ja enuM svarUpa che. je tyAga ane grahaNa rahita che e ema kahe ke, meM Ane tyAguM mATe dharma thayo hato ema nathI). AhAhA...! tyAM to nizcayamAM to tyAM sudhI laI gayA che ke rAgano tyAga kartA paNa huM nathI. e nAmamAtra che. AhAhA.! bhagavAna vItarAga svarUpa pote. AhAhA.! evI jene dRSTi thaI, ene rAgano tyAga che e paNa nAmamAtra che. kAraNa ke pote rAgarUpe thayo nathI, vastu to rAgarUpe che nahi. eTale rAgane tyAgyuM e kayAMthI AvyuM? kahe che. samayasAra 34 (gAthAmAM) che. paccakhANanA adhikAramAM (che). dharmAtmAe rAgano tyAga karyo e paNa kathanamAtra che. AhAhA...! ene ThekANe parano tyAga karyo mATe dharmI thaI gayo ema kema hoya?) AvI vAtuM che. ane paranA ghaNA saMyogomAM che mATe te ajJAnI che, ema mApa rahevA de, prabhu! ema vastunuM svarUpa nathI. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAtuM aTapaTI. A zloka evo Akaro kIdho. svacchaMdI thaI jAya ene mATe nathI A. huM game teTalA paradravyane bhogavuM
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________________ 374 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 mAre zuM? paNa paradravyane tuM bhogavI zakato ja nathI. paradravyane aDato nathI pachI prazna kyAM? ahIM to saMyogo jhAjhA hoya mATe koI ema mApa kare ke, ene laIne nukasAna che athavA tane ema thaI jAya ke ghaNA saMyogo che mATe mane kaMI nukasAna che, e zaMkA choDI de. AhAhA...! "jo evI zaMkA karIza to paradravya vaDe AtmAnuM bUruM thAya che..." AhAhA...! paradravyanA ghaNA saMyogothI AtmAne nukasAna che evuM mAnavAno prasaMga Ave che. paradravyathI AtmAne nukasAna thAya, bUruM thAya evuM mAnavAno prasaMga Ave che. AhAhA.! cakravartIne batrIsa hajAra to dIkarIyuM, batrIsa hajAra jamAI, cosaTha hajAra dIkarAo, cosaTha hajAra dIkarAnI vahuo, chahajAra strIo. AhAhA..! te saMyogathI tuM mApa karavA jAIza ke Ane ATalo badho saMyoga che mATe enAthI kaMIka nukasAna thAya, samakitI che enAthI tene nukasAna che, ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! juo! vItarAga mArganA paDakAra to juo! AhAhA.. svadravyane pote bhUlIne aparAdha kare e to potAnuM kAraNa che. e paradravya ene aparAdha karAvyo che ane paradravyanA saMyogo ghaNA mATe zaMkA thaI ke, are..! ATalA badhA saMyogamAM huM garI gayo chuM, ema choDI de. jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna! tArA mahimAnI pAra nathI, prabhu! AhAhA! ApaNe nahotuM AvyuM? "prabhu mere tuma saba bAte pUrA, prabhu mere tuma saba bhAve pUrA." AhA... "parakI Aza kahAM kare prItama, parakI Aza kahAM kare vhAlA, kaI vAte tuM adhUrA?" nAtha! kaI vAte tuM adhUro cho te paranI AzA kare che? AhA.! samajAya che kAMI? prabhu mere saba vAte-saba bhAve pUrA" jJAne pUrA, AnaMde pUrA, vIrye pUrA, zAMtie pUrA, vItarAgatAe pUrA, svacchatAthI pUrA, prabhutAthI pUrA. AhAhA...! e prabhutAno, asaMgano jeNe saMga karyo ane bahAranA saMganA jhAjhA saMgathI tane nukasAna che, e rahevA de. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? bhagavAna rAganA saMga vinAnI cIja che. evA asaMganuM jene jJAna thayuM che ene rAga Avyo ane saMyoga ghaNA AvyA mATe tene nukasAna che ema nathI, kahe che. e rAgano e jANanAra che. AhAhA. ahIM to dRSTi ane dravyanI vizeSatAnI vAtuM karI che. AvI vAta che, bhAI! vItarAga mArganA mApa bahu judI jAtanA che. AhAhA.! mANu, mANu nathI kahetA A? mANu eTale mApa che enuM nAma. mANa nahi? dANAne mApe. nANuM zuM kahevAya? mApa kare che mATe mANa. chANA keTalA bharAya che? ema bhagavAna AtmA mApa kare che. potAnuM ane paranuM mApa kare, bAkI para mArA che evuM aMdara mAnato nathI. AhAhA...! pramANa kIdhuM che ne? pramANa kaho ke mApa karanAra kaho, badhuM eka che. pra--vizeSe mANa. AhA! A nAma paDyuM che to mANano artha e che ke, dasa zeranuM mApa Ape che. mANuM hoya ne loDhAnuM? ema bhagavAna jJAnanI paryAya mApa Ape che, potAnuM ane paranuM svarUpa kevuM che tenuM mApa
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________________ zloka-150 375 Ape che. AhA.! para mArA che I vAta enA jJAnapramANamAM nathI. tema parano ghaNo saMyoga thayo mATe pramANa, e pramANa to enuM jJAna kare, samajAya che? paNa e saMyogo ghaNA thayA mATe tene kaMIka nukasAna che ane jene saMyogo ghaNA chUTI gayA mATe tene dharmano lAbha che, (ema) rahevA de. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. heM? AhAhA...! jo evI zaMkA karIza to paradravya vaDe AtmAnuM bUruM thAya che evuM mAnavAno prasaMga Ave che. AhAhA... karoDo apsarAo che mATe mane baMdhanuM kAraNa che ema rahevA de, ema che nahi. AhAhA.! ane bilakula ame bALabrahmacArI (chIe), strIno tyAga karyo, parano badho tyAga karyo che mATe mane dharma thayo, ema rahevA de. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA....! zuM zailI! gajaba vAta che. A vAta besavI, bApu vItarAga trilokanA nAthanI. AhAhA...! bhagavAna hIralo caitanyanAtha, jene jAgyo ne mAnyo ne anubhavyo, kahe che ke, tene saMyogo game teTalA hoya, tuM zaMkA na karIza ke Ane laIne mane nukasAna thaze. AhAhA...! jarI Ajano viSaya jhINo che. gAthA AvI che ne! AhA...! A rIte ahIM jIvane paradravyathI potAnuM bUruM mAnavAnI zaMkA maTADI che; parano saMyoga kara ane saMyogamAM tane vAMdho nathI, bhogava, ema kahevAno Azaya nathI. samajANuM kAMI? paradravyathI jIvane bUruM thatuM mAnavAnI zaMkA maTADI che. paradravya jhAjhA mATe mane nukasAna thaze, e vAta rahevA de. tArI dRSTi jo dravya uparathI khasI gaI ane rAgane potAno mAnyo to tane nukasAna che. pachI bhale saMyogo bilakula na hoya ane saMyogonA DhagalA hoya. AhAhA...! kIdhuM hatuM ne? e "lAlana" ema kahetA ke, amAro bAdazAha AvaDo moTo, hindustAnano rAjA (hoya topaNa ene eka strI ane tame kaho ke, amArA tIrthakara cakravartIne cha-- hajAra strI. te zuM che? kIdhuM. AMkaDo jhAjho mATe zuM? mumukSu :- ekane mAne toya mArI mAne che. uttara :- paNa eka che e paNa eno kyAM che i? eka ne karoDa, enI kayAM che? e to saMkhyA bahAranI che. ane bahAranI saMkhyAne AdhAre AtmAne nukazAna ke anukazAna che, ema che? AhAhA! bhale saMyogo kAMI na hoya paNa aMtaramAM jeNe bhagavAna cidAnaMdane rAgasahita ne rAgavALo mAnyo, AhAhA.! bhale e digaMbara muni hoya topaNa e mithyASTi che. AhAhA...! ane cha- karoDa pAyadaLanI vacce bhogamAM paDyo hoya), "bharata cakravartI haMmezAM seMkaDo kanyAo paraNato, rAjakanyA. cha- karoDa eTale? "bharateza vaibhavamAM Ave che. "bharateza vaibhava' che ne? heM? "bharateza vaibhava'. vAMcyuM che, emAM zuM Ave che ke, haMmezAM seMkaDo rAjakanyA paraNe. te to saMyoga che. saMyogane e aDe che ke di? dRSTimAM to teno tyAga che. dRSTimAM to rAgano tyAga che to vaLI paravastuno tyAga, e to prazna zuM? e to pahelethI ja paravastuno tyAga to enA svabhAvamAM ja che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.!
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ahIMyAM to jIvane padravyathI potAnuM bUruM thatuM mAnavAnI zaMkA maTADI che; bhoga bhogavavAnI preraNA karI svacchaMdI karyo che ema na samajavuM.' AhAhA..! svecchAcArI thavuM te to ajJAnabhAva che...' AhAhA..! svacchaMdI thaIne rAgane ane parane potAnA mAnavA te to mithyASTi che. ema AgaLa kaheze.' havenI gAthAomAM kaheze. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) 376 adhyAtmanI vAta ahIMthI khUba cAlI tethI jainanA nAme keTalAka evA nizcayAbhAsI thaI gayA che ke nizcayathI badhA eka ja che paNa samajyA vinA zuM badhA eka ja che ! chae darzanane ghaNAM eka mAne che. eka sAdhu ahIM AvelAM te kahe, AtmA nizcayathI khAto nathI pachI dArU ke mAMsa khAya topaNa zuM thaI gayuM! are! nizcayano artha evo nathI! jemAM jeTalI bhinnatA che teno viveka jJAnamAM barAbara Avavo joIe. potAnI paryAyane yogya tene AhAra Adino vikalpa Ave che. dArU ane mAMsa paNa cAle-evuM mAnIza to marI jaIza. nizcayAbhAsa karavA jaIza to nizcaya ane vyavahAra baMnene cUkI jaIza. vyavahAra Azraya karavA lAyaka nathI paNa vyavahA2 ja nathI ema mAnIza to ekAMta thaI jaze. zAstranA bahAne AvA UMdhA artha karIne marI jaIza. pahelAM kriyAkAMDano pakSa hato tyAre kriyA karavI... kriyA karavI e ja mukhya hatuM ane have jyAM nizcayano pakSa Avyo tyAM game tevI kriyA cAle" ema na hoya. kriyA tevI na hoya. munine yogya ja kriyAno vikalpa Ave tema darekane bhUmikA anusAra ja bhAva hoya. Atmadharma aMka-7, mArca-2007
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________________ gAthA- 220 thI 223 377 TAGS ((uthA-220-223)) bhuMjaMtassa vi vivihe saccittAcittamissie davve / saMkhassa sedabhAvo Na vi sakkadi kiNhago kaadN||220 / / taha NANissa vi vivihe saccittAcittamissie dave / bhujaMtassa vi NANaM Na sakkamaNNANadaM NeduM / / 221 / / jaiyA sa eva saMkho sedasahAvaM tayaM pjhiduunn| gacchejja kiNhabhAvaM taiyA sukkattaNaM pajahe / / 222 / / taha NANI vi hu jaiyA NANasahAvaM tayaM pajahidUNa / aNNANeNa pariNado taiyA aNNANadaM gcche||223|| bhujjAnasyApi vividhAni sacittAcittamizritAni drvyaanni| zaMkhasya zvetabhAvo nApi zakyate kRSNakaH kartum / / 220 / / tathA jJAnino'pivividhAni sacittAcittamizritAni dravyANi / bhujjAnasyApi jJAnaM na zakyamajJAnatAM netum / / 221 / / yadA sa eva zaMkhaH zvetasvabhAvaM takaM prahAya / gacchet kRSNabhAvaM tadA zuklatvaM prjhyaat||222|| tathA jJAnyapi khalu yadA jJAnasvabhAvaM takaM prahAya / ajJAnena pariNatastadA ajJAnatAM gcchet||223|| yathA khalu zaMkhasya paradravyamupabhujjAnasyApi na pareNa zvetabhAvaH kRSNaH kartuM zakyeta, parasya parabhAvatvanimittatvAnupapatteH, tathA kila jJAninaH paradravyamupabhuJjAnasyApi na pareNa jJAnamajJAnakartuM zakyeta, parasya prbhaavtvnimitttvaanupptteH| tato jJAninaH parAparAdhanimitto nAsti bandhaH / yathA ca yadA sa eva zaMkhaH paradravyamupabhuJjAno'nupabhuJjAno vA zvetabhAvaM prahAya svayameva kRSNabhAvena pariNamate tadAsya zvetabhAvaH svayaMkRtaH kRSNabhAvaH syAt, tathA yadA sa eva jJAnI paradravyamupabhuJjAno'nupabhujAno vA jJAnaM prahAya svayamevAjJAnena pariNamate tadAsya jJAnaM svayaMkRtamajJAnaM syAt / tato jJAnino yadi (bandhaH) svAparAdhanimitto bandhaH /
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________________ 378 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 have A ja arthane dRSTAMtathI dRDha kare che : jyama zaMkha vividha sacitta, mizra, acitta dravyo bhogave, paNa zaMkhanA zuklatvane nahi kRSNa koI karI zake; 220. tyama jJAnI vividha sacitta, mizra, acitta dravyo bhogave, paNa jJAna jJAnI taNuM nahIM ajJAna koI karI zake. 221. jyAre svayaM te zaMkha zvetasvabhAva nijano choDIne pAme svayaM kRSNatva, tyAre choDato zuklatvane; 222. tyama jJAnI paNa jyAre svayaM nija choDI jJAnasvabhAvane ajJAnabhAve pariName, ajJAnatA tyAre lahe. 223. gAthArtha :- [ zaMvaca ] jema zaMkha [ vividhAni ] aneka prakAranAM [ savittAvittamizritAni ] sacitta, acitta ane mizra [ dravyANi ] dravyone [ muggAnasya api ] bhogave che-khAya che topaNa [ zvetamAvaH ] tenuM zvetapaNuM [ kRSNa: vantu na avi zavayate ] (koIthI) kRSNa karI zakAtuM nathI, [ tathA ] tema [ jJAninaH api ] jJAnI paNa [ vividhAni 1 aneka prakAranAM [ savittAvittamizritAni ] sacitta, acitta ane mizra [ vyALi ] dravyone [ muggAnaca avi ] bhogave topaNa [ jJAnaM ] tenuM jJAna [ ajJAnatAM netum na zavayam ] (koIthI) ajJAna karI zakAtuM nathI. [ yavA ] jyAre saH eva zaMkhaH te ja zaMkha (pote) [ taruM zvetasvamAvuM ] te zveta svabhAvane [ prAya ] choDIne [ kRSNamAnuM pacchet ] kRSNabhAvane pAme (arthAt kRSNabhAve pariName) [ tavA ] tyAre [ zuvastatva prabadghAt ] zvetapaNAne choDe (arthAt kALo bane), [ tathA ] tevI rIte [ vastu ] kharekhara [ jJAnI api ] jJAnI paNa pote) [ cavA ] jyAre [ ta jJAnasvamAvaM ] te jJAnasvabhAvane [ prajJAya ] choDIne [ ajJAnena ] ajJAnarUpe [ paribata: ] pariName [ tavA tyAre [ ajJAnatAM ] ajJAnapaNAne [ gacchet ] pAme. TIkA :- jema zaMkha paradravyane bhogave-khAya topaNa tenuM zvetapaNuM para vaDe kRSNa karI zakAtuM nathI kAraNa ke pa2 arthAt paradravya koI dravyane parabhAvasvarUpa karavAnuM nimitta (arthAt kAraNa) banI zakatuM nathI, tevI rIte jJAnI paradravyane bhogave topaNa tenuM jJAna 52 vaDe azAna karI zakAtuM nathI kA2Na ke 52 arthAt 5dravya koI dravyane parabhAvasvarUpa karavAnuM nimitta banI zakatuM nathI. mATe jJAnIne paranA aparAdhanA nimitte baMdha thato nathI. vaLI jyAre te ja zaMkha, paradravyane bhogavato athavA nahi bhogavato thako, zvetabhAvane choDIne svayameva kRSNabhAve pariName tyAre teno zvetabhAva svayaMkRta kRSNabhAva thAya (arthAt potAthI ja karavAmAM AvelA kRSNabhAvarUpa thAya), tevI rIte jyAre te ja jJAnI, padravyane
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________________ 379 gAthA- 220 thI rara3 bhogavato athavA nahi bhogavato thako, jJAnane choDIne svayameva ajJAnarUpe pariName tyAre tenuM jJAna svayaMskRta ajJAna thAya. mATe jJAnIne jo (baMdha) thAya to potAnA ja aparAdhanA nimitte (arthAt pote ja ajJAnapaNe pariName tyAre) baMdha thAya che. | bhAvArtha - jema zaMkha ke je zveta che te paranA bhakSaNathI kALo thato nathI paraMtu jyAre pote ja kAlimArUpe pariName tyAre kALo thAya che, tevI rIte jJAnI paranA upabhogathI ajJAnI thato nathI paraMtu jyAre pote ja ajJAnarUpe pariName tyAre ajJAnI thAya che ane tyAre baMdha kare che. pravacana naM. 298 gAthA220thI 223, zloka-151 zukravAra, bhAdaravA suda 9, tA. 31-08-1979 dasalakSaNIno pAMcamo divasa zaucadharma che). yatparadArArthAdiSu jantuSu niHspRhamahiMsakaM cetaH / duzchedyAntarmalahattadeva zaucaM paraM naanyt|| jenuM citta parastrI ane paradhananI abhilASA na karatuM thayuM cha kAyanA jIvonI hiMsAthI rahita thaI jAya che tene ja durbhedya atyaMtara kaluSatAne dUra karanAra uttama zaucadharma kahevAmAM Ave che. zauca' zabda nirlobhatA. AvyuM hatuM ne? kSamA. krodhanI sAme kSamA, mAnanI sAme mArdava, kapaTanI sAme Arjava ane lobhanI sAme A zauca che. paheluM satya AvI gayuM. eTale A pachI lIdhuM. aMdara AtmA parahiMsAthI rahita ane parastrI ne paradhananA premathI mamatAthI rahita, AhAhA...! evo je AtmAno pavitra pariNAmarUpa svabhAva tene ahIMyAM zauca kahe che. pachI to ema kahe che ke, A snAnAdi zauca che e kaMI zauca nathI. jo prANInuM mana mithyAtvAdi doSothI malina thayuM hoya, AhAhA...! rAganI rucithI mana malina mithyAtvathI thayuM hoya, nirmaLAnaMda prabhu, enI rucithI chUTIne jene e rAgano vikalpa zubha ke azubha, tenI rucimAM jenuM valaNa thayuM, AhA.! e citta mithyAtvAdi doSathI malina che. to pachI gaMgA, samudra, puSkara Adi badhA tIrthomAM sadA snAna karavA chatAM... "prAyaH' zabda paDyo che. ghaNuM karIne eTale zarIranuM bhale svaccha thAya, ema. aMdaranuM na thAya. prAyaH" zabda paDyo che? "prayogazuddha karA" e zarIranI malinatA to pANIthI TaLe paNa mithyAtvanI malinatA enAthI TaLe nahi. mithyAtvanI malinatA che ane pachI lAkha vAra zetruMjaya' snAna kare nahi? zetruMjaya che ne? tyAM paNa jaino snAna kare che paNa aMtaramAM rAganI ekatAnI malinatAno mithyAtva bhAva, evA malinatAnA pariNAma sahita snAna kare to kaMI zuddhi na thAya. AhAhA...!
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________________ 380 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ene to aMtara AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna zauca pavitra nigraMtha nirlobha svarUpa, AtmAnuM nigraMtha svarUpa ja che. AhAhA...! e nigraMtha svarUpanI dRSTi ane ekAgratA thatAM je pavitratA thAya e bahArathI koI snAnathI pavitrA thatI nathI. AhA...! atizaya vizuddhi thaI zakatuM nathI te yogya ja che. madyanA pravAhathI paripUrNa ghaTTa, dArUthI bharelo ghaDo. AhAhA...! bahAramAMthI vizuddha pANIthI aneka vAra dhovAmAM Ave, aMdara dArU bharyo che, bahAra pANIthI vAraMvAra dhovAmAM Ave to zuM zuddha thaI zake? ema jenA ghaTamAM ja mithyAtva bhAva che... AhAhA.! rAga ne puNyAdinA pariNAma, e mArA che, mane lAbhadAyaka che evuM je mithyAtvarUpI malina citta, e game teTalA bahAramAM snAna kare ethI ene zaucI thatI nathI. AhA! vizeSa kahe che. Ano abhiprAya e che ke mana zuddha hoya to snAnAdi vinA uttama zauca hoI zake paNa enAthI viparIta jo mana apavitra hoya, gaMgA Adi aneka jaLamAM snAna karavA chatAM zaucadharma kadI thato nathI. pavitratA to aMdaramAM zarIramAM lAkha snAna kare, jeno "zetruMjaya" snAna karavA jAya che, tyAM "zetruMjaya' nadI che temAM snAna kare. pANImAM snAna kare zuM thAya? AhAhA...! rAgane dhovAnI dazA to AtmAnA zuddha zraddhA, jJAna ne cAritra che. e malinatA TALe nahi ane bahAranI malinatA TALe tethI kaMI ene nirmaLatA, zauca thato nathI. e pAMcamo dharma kIdho. ahIMyAM ApaNe ahIM AvyuM che ne? gAthA AvI che ne? 220 thI gAthA che. bhujaMtassa vi vivihe saccittAcittamissie dvve| saMkhassa sedabhAvo Na vi sakkadi kiNhago kaadN||220|| taha NANissa vi vivihe saccittAcittamissie davve / bhujaMtassa vi NANaM Na sakkamaNNANadaM NeduM / / 221 / / jaiyA sa eva saMkho sedasahAvaM tayaM pajahidUNa | gacchejja kiNhabhAvaM taiyA sukkattaNaM pajahe / / 222 / / taha NANI vi hu jaiyA NANasahAvaM tayaM pajahidUNa | aNNANeNa pariNado taiyA aNNANadaM gcche||223|| jayama zaMkha vividha sacitta, mizra, acitta dravyo bhogave, paNa zaMkhanA zuklatvane nahi kRSNa koI karI zake; 220. tyama jJAnI vividha sacitta, mizra, acitta dravyo bhogave, paNa jJAna jJAnI taNuM nahIM ajJAna koI karI zake. ra21.
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________________ gAthA- 220thI 223 381 jyAre svayaM te zaMkha zvetasvabhAva nijano choDIne pAme svayaM kRSNatva, tyAre choDato zuklatvane; 222. tyama jJAnI paNa jyAre svayaM nija choDI jJAnasvabhAvane ajJAnabhAve pariName, ajJAnatA tyAre lahe. 223. TIkA - jema zaMkha paradravyane bhogave-khAya topaNa tenuM jetapaNuM para vaDe kRSNa karI zakAtuM nathI..." kALA jIvaDA khAya chatAM enuM saphedapaNuM kaMI enAthI kALu thatuM nathI. AhAhA! "kAraNa ke para arthAt padravya koI dravyane parabhAvasvarUpa karavAnuM nimitta (arthAt kAraNa) banI zakatuM nathI... paradravya baMdhanA kAraNa che ja nahi. e to svataMtra bahAranI cIja che. AhA... baMdhanA kAraNa to eno mithyAtva ane rAga-dveSa bhAva te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. paravastu baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. sagA, kuTuMba, vhAlA, paisA, makAna e koI malinatAnuM kAraNa nathI, e koI duHkhanuM kAraNa nathI. AhAhA.! e padravya koI dravyane parabhAvasvarUpa paradravya koI dravyane parabhAva-vikAra svarUpa karavAnuM nimitta (arthAt kAraNa) banI zakatuM nathI,... AhAhA.! e to Ave che ne emAM? AgaLa (Ave che). vastune Azraye bhale adhyavasAya che paNa vastu baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. ene lakSe, ene Azraye bhale adhyavasAya kare, rAganI ekatAbuddhi (ka) paNa e vastu baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM kahe che "padravya koI dravyane parabhAvasvarUpa..." AhAhA...! zarIra, vANI, mana, karma, parapadArtha koIpaNa rIte AtmAne parabhAva karI zakavAnuM kAraNa nathI. AhAhA...! "tevI rIte jJAnI paradravyane bhogave..." bhogave eTale e ene dekhAya. AhAhA...! bIjA loko dekhe ne ke, juo! A strInA saMgamAM Ave che, lakSmInA saMgamAM Ave che. ethI e zabda vAparyo che. bAkI paradravyane bhogave topaNa tenuM jJAna para vaDe ajJAna karI zakAtuM nathI..." e parane bhogave chatAM para vaDe karIne mithyA doSa lAge che ema nathI. AhAhA...! kAraNa ke para arthAt padravya koI dravyane parabhAvasvarUpa karavAnuM nimitta (arthAt kAraNa) banI zakatuM nathI." jema zaMkha kALI cIja khAya chatAM te dhoLAnuM kALuM karI zakatA nathI. ema dharmIne paradravyano bhogavaTo hovA chatAM paradravya tene malinatAnuM kAraNa thatuM nathI. AhAhA...! samajAya che? padravya koI dravyane. AhAhA.! tIrthakarano jIva ke tIrthakaranuM zarIra ke samavasaraNa e paradravya che. e paradravya baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. tema e dharmanuM kAraNa nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? paradravya to bhinna che, e cIja kaMI baMdhanuM kAraNa ke dharmanuM kAraNa che nahi. AhAhA..! paradravyanI bhakti, deva-guru-zAstranI bhakti, e bhakti kaMI AtmAno dharma thato nathI. AhA.! bhakti to rAga che. e paradravyathI dharma thAya ke paradravyathI malinatA
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________________ 382 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 thAya e vAta che nahi. AhAhA...! "jJAnIne paranA aparAdhanA nimitte baMdha thato nathI. mATe dharmIne AhAhA.! jJAnamAM AnaMdano jyAM aMdara anubhava che, AhAhA.! ene paradravyanA saMyogathI tene baMdha thato nathI. AhAhA...! aMtaramAM jyAM nirmaLatA dravya svabhAvano Azraya laIne nirmaLatA pragaTa thaI che tene paradravya koI malina karI zake, karmano udaya Ave ane ene malina karI zake ema nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? cidAnaMda bhagavAna AtmA pavitratAno piMDa prabhu, enI jyAM dRSTi ane nirmaLa jJAna thayuM ene paradravyanA saMyogo game teTalA ho, e ene koI malina karI zake ema che nahi. AhAhA.jhAjhA dravya ghaNA hoya to ene malinatAnuM vadhAre kAraNa thAya, thoDA hoya to thoDuM malinatAnuM kAraNa thAya, ema nathI. AhAhA.! malinatAnuM kAraNa to pote jJAnAnaMda svabhAvane choDI de e che). "vaLI jyAre te ja zaMkha..." e kALA dravyone khAto chato zaMkha kALA dravyathI kALuM thatuM nathI. have te ja zaMkha, "padravyane bhogavato athavA nahi bhogavato....... AhAhA...! e kALA kIDA khAto hoya ke na khAto hoya paNa pote zaMkha jyAre zvetapaNuM choDIne kALuM thAya tyAre parane kAraNe nathI thayuM. AhAhA...! che? "svayameva kRSNabhAve pariName tyAre teno zvetabhAva svayaMkRta kRSNabhAva thAya (arthAt potAthI ja karavAmAM AvelA kRSNabhAvarUpa thAya)..." e to potAthI karAyelo che, e paradravyathI karAyelo nathI. AhAhA...! 'tevI rIte jyAre te ja jJAnI, jene paranA bhogavaTA kALe paNa jJAnIne malinatAnuM kAraNa nathI. AhAhA.. te ja jJAnI, pAradravyane bhogavato athavA nahi bhogavato thako, jJAnane choDIne svayameva ajJAnarUpe pariName... AhAhA...! jJAnasvabhAvI AtmA chuM evuM je pariNamana che tene choDI ane rAgarUpe chuM, evA ajJAnapaNe pariName tyAre potAne kAraNe te mela-mithyAtva ubho thAya che. AhA! kudeva, kuguru ne kuzAstrathI mithyAtva thatuM nathI ema kahe che. tema suguru, suzAstrane mAnavAthI samakita thatuM nathI. AhAhA.! e samyagdarzana thayuM, caitanya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha atIndriya AnaMdathI ThasoThasa bharyo prabhu, enuM jyAM bhAna thayuM ene atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Avyo, ene paradravyanA bhogavaTAmAM malinatA thAya e traNakALamAM che nahi. AhAhA! e pote ja jyAre AtmAnA jJAnasvarUpane choDI paryAyabuddhimAM eTale rAganI buddhimAM Ave, rAga te mAruM kartavya che ane rAga te mane dharmanuM kAraNa che, evI mithyAzraddhAmAM Ave tyAre tene malinatA thAya che. paradravyane laIne malinatA jarIye thatI nathI. tema nirmaLatA paradravyane laIne jarIye thatI nathI. AhAhA...! kahyuM hatuM ne? olA "lAlane pUchyuM hatuM ne? tIrthakara cakravartI "zAMtinAtha, kuMthunAtha' cha-- hajAra strIo ane tIrthakara traNa jJAnanA dhaNI, samakitI, kSAyika samakitI. amAro jyorja ane "eDavarDane to eka rANI. are.. i ekanI sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. eka hoya
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________________ gAthA-220 thI 223 383 ke jhAjhI hoya paNa aMdaramAM svabhAvanI dRSTi thaI che ane parathI bhinna paDI gayuM che ene saMyogo game teTalA hoya e ene nukasAna karatA nathI. AhAhA..! tema saMyogo chUTI gayA ane tethI tene dharma pragaTyo, ema nathI. strI, kuTuMba choDI dIdhA, bALa brahmacArI zarIrarUpe thayo tethI karIne ene dharma thaI jAya, ema nathI. AhAhA..! e to bAhya saMyogano abhAva thayo paNa mithyAtvano abhAva enAthI thayo nathI. mithyAtvano abhAva to svabhAvano Azraya letA, 52no Azraya choDI ane samyagdarzana pragaTa kare tene nirmaLatA pragaTa thAya che. AhAhA..! svadravyane Azraye nirmaLatA pragaTa thAya che ane svadravyano Azraya choDI ajJAnarUpe pariName- rAgano Azraya kare, AhA..! tyAre tene mithyAtvanuM pariNAma thaIne malina thAya che. AhAhA..! jJAnI, 5dravyane bhogavato athavA nahi bhogavato...' ThIka! padravya na paNa hoya. strI, kuTuMba, parivAra choDI dIdhA hoya, lakSmI, dhaMdhA hoya nahi chatAM e dhaMdhA Adi choDI dIdhA hoya, strI, kuTuMba-parivAra choDI dIdhA hoya, AhAhA..! athavA na choDyuM hoya, ho, ahIM to vadhAre e ke, nahi bhogavato thako. saMyogomAM nathI Avato. e jJAnane choDI svayameva ajJAnarUpe pariName...' AhAhA..! bhale saMyogone na bhogave paNa jJAnarUpI bhagavAnaAtmA, tene ajJAnapaNe pariNamAve (arthAt) rAga te huM chuM, paradravya te mArA che, padravyathI mane lAbha-nukasAna thAya che, evI je dRSTi che e ajJAnapaNe pariName che, ene padravya koI pheraphAra karI zakatuM nathI. paradravya tene ajJAna karAvI zakatuM nathI. AhAhA..! ramatuM enI dRSTi svanI ane kAM rAganI dRSTi, e upa2 AkhI ramatuM che. rAganI rucimAM paDyo ene saMyogI cIja badhI chUTI gaI hoya topaNa te ajJAnapaNe pariName che ane saMyogamAM channu hajAra strI ane karoDo apsarAmAM paDyo hoya.. AhAhA..! chatAM jene rAgathI bhinna paDIne samyagdarzana thayuM che tene e strI Adi malinatA karAvI zakatI nathI. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? lokonI dRSTi saMyoga chUTe eTale tyAgI ane saMyoga vadhAre eTale atyAgI, ema dRSTi (che). e vAtanI ahIM nA pADe che. strI, kuTuMba choDI, dukAna choDIne dhaMdhA choDIne beTho hoya eTale jANe tyAgI thaI gayo. e to saMyogI cIja nyAM ghaTI che paNa aMdara mithyAtva kacAM ghaTADyuM che? AhAhA..! rAga te huM ane rAgathI te mane dharma thAya, puNya svabhAvathI dharma thAya (e to mithyAtva che). 'adharma' zabda Avyo che, hoM! bhAI! oluM jUnuM 'samayasAra' che ne? emAM pahelA vyavahAranA bola lakhyA hatA ne? Atmadharma'mAM apAI gayA che. pachI enA AdhAreya ApyA che. 'hirabhAI', AdhAreya ApyA che kharA e vakhate. olAmAM 'adharma' zabda paDyo che. AdhAra haze kharo kAMIka. olA kahe, puNyane adharma kAM kahyuM che? are..! prabhu! sAMbhaLane. AtmAno vItarAgI jJAna, darzana, AnaMda svabhAva, enAthI viruddha puNyabhAva te adharma che. AhAhA..! e adharma kaMI padravyane laIne thayo nathI. potAnI UMdhI mAnyatA, puNya te
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________________ 384 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 mAruM ane mane dharmanuM kAraNa, evI mAnyatAne laIne enI mithyA dRSTi, adharma dRSTi thAya che. AhA...! puNya pariNAma thayA mATe Ane adharma dRSTi thAya, ema nathI. e puNya pariNAma mArA che evI dRSTi kare to adharma daSTi thAya. AhAhA.. ane e puNya pariNAmathI bhinna paDIne svarUpanI dRSTi kare to puNya pariNAma ne pApa hovA chatAM tenI nirmaLatAne koI malina karI zakatuM nathI. AhAhA.! bahu vAta phera che. "jJAnane choDIne..." zuddha caitanya jJAyakabhAva paramAtmA e huM, ema choDI daIne "ajJAnarUpe pariName...' (arthAta) rAga che e mAro che), te rUpe pariName, e to enA potAne kAraNe che, parane kAraNe nahi ke kudeva, kuguru, kuzAstra maLyA mATe amane A thayuM ema kahetA ne eka jaNo? zuM karIe, amane e maLyA e ame mAnyuM. paNa mAnyuM te ene laIne mAnyuM che ke tAre laIne mAnyuM che? zeTha bole che ghaNI vAra. "bhagavAna" zeTha, "zobhAlAla'. amane evA maLyA, e pramANe ame mAnyuM. ene laIne mAnyuM nathI. tamane e goDyuM tene mAnyuM che. AhAhA...! samajAya che? ema samyagdarzana paNa deva-guru-zAstra maLyA mATe samyagdarzana maLyuM, ema nathI. AhAhA...! e to paradravya che. AhAhA...! 'padravyane bhogavato athavA nahi bhogavato..." eTale paradravyano saMyoga hoya ke saMyoga na hoya, bhale saMyoga na hoya, kahe che paNa AtmAne svayameva ajJAnarUpe pariName." rAganI rucimAM AvI gayo. AhAhA...! bhale te tyAgI bahAramAM koI kapaDAno paNa TukaDo na rAkhato) hoya paNa jene rAga te mAro evI dRSTi thaI e ajJAnarUpe pariName che. AhAhA...! ane karoDo apsarAnI madhyamAM indra rahyo chatAM te samyagdarzanapaNe pariName che. para ene mithyAtvapaNe pariNamAve evI tAkAta che nahi. karoDo apsarAmAM rahyo chatAM pote samyagdarzanapaNe pariName che. AhAhA.! ane saMyogano bilakula tyAga (karyo hoya), vastrano TukaDoya na hoya, nagna hoya, AhAhA...! chatAM aMtaramAM mithyAtva bhAva-rAga te mAro ane enAthI mane dharma thAya che, e mithyAtva bhAva malinatAnuM bhAvakAraNa che. saMyogI cIjano abhAvabhAva e koI kAraNa che nahi. ohoho! AvI vAta che. A to jarI saMyoga choDe eTale jANe AhAhA.! bhAre tyAgI thayo. e ahIM kahe che. saMyoga ho ke saMyoga na ho. saMyoga na ho eTale bhogavaTo ho ke bhogavaTo na hoya, ema. AhAhA...! paNa svayameva jJAnasvarUpane choDI ciThThana AnaMdaghana bhagavAna AtmA, tenI dRSTi ane ruci choDI ane rAganI rucimAM Ave to mithyAtapaNe pariName che. e bahAranI cIjano abhAva thayo mATe samakitapaNe, dharmapaNe pariName che, ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI AhA...! 'tyAre tenuM jJAna svayaM ta ajJAna thAya. AhAhA.! kharekhara to jJAnAvaraNIyano udaya paNa jIvane ajJAna karAvatuM nathI. AhAhA...! e to pote jyAre jJAna ne svabhAvanI dRSTi
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________________ gAthA-220 thI 223 385 choDI, rAgane potAnuM mAne evuM ajJAna kare tyAre tene darzanamoha ane jJAnAvaraNIyanuM nimitta kahevAmAM Ave. nimittano artha i kare nahi kAMI. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? jJAnAvaraNIya karma paradravya che. e paradravya AtmAne jJAnanI hiNI dazA kare, traNakALamAM nahi. tema jJAnAvaraNIyano ughADa thayo mATe ahIM jJAnanI vikAsa dazA thAya, bilakula nahi. AhAhA..! potAnI jJAnasvabhAvanI dRSTi thatAM nirmaLa jJAnano vikAsa pote kare tyAre karmano ughADa tene nimitta kahevAmAM Ave. paNa ene laIne ahIM AtmAmAM vikAsa thAya che, ema nathI. i moTo prazna cAlyo hato, nahi? 'varNIjI' sAthe. i kahe, jJAnAvaraNIya karmane laIne AtmAmAM jJAnanI hinAdhika dazA thAya che. jJAnAvaraNIya ghaTe to adhika dazA thAya. kIdhuM, ema che nahi. moTI carcA cAlI hatI. mULa AkhA traNe jaina saMpradAyamAM karmathI thAya, paradravyathI thAya, ema mAne. eTale A vAta na goThI. kIdhuM, bilakula karmane laIne AtmAmAM jJAnAvaraNIyane laIne jJAna haNAya, bilakula nahi. pote ja jJAnanI dazAne haNe che ethI jJAna ghaTI jAya che ane jJAnano pote ja vikAsa kare che tyAre vadhI jAya che. AhA..! samajANuM kAMI? moTA moTA paMDito gothA khAya che ane sAMbhaLanArane kaMI khabara na hoya (eTale) jaya nArAyaNa, sAcI vAta kIdhI. amAre juone karmano udaya che to jJAnano eTalo ughADa nathI. ema che ja nahi. e tArI potAnI ja pariNita jJAnanI hiNIpaNe tuM pariNamAve cho tethI jJAnano vikAsa thato nathI. e to AvI gayuM ne? bhAI! paMcAstikAya' nahi? 'viSayapratibaddha'. AhAhA..! 'paMcAstikAya'(mAM) 'viSayapratibaddha" (Ave che). jJAna bhagavAna e alpa viSayamAM rokAI gayuM e ja ene pratibaddha che. AhAhA..! karmane kAraNe nahi. AhAhA..! AvI vAta. je jJAna bhagavAnaAtmA, enI dazA alpa, alpa zaktinA viSayamAM rokAI gaI e ja pratibaddha ane vizeSa zaktinA vikAsane rUMdhanAra che. zuM kahyuM i? ane tyAMye kahyuM ne? soLamI gAthA, 'pravacanasAra'. 'svayaMbhU'. dravya ghAtikarma ane bhAva ghAtikarma. be lIdhA. dravya jaDa che e AtmAne nukasAna karatuM nathI paNa bhAvaghAti pote paryAyane ghAta kare che. AhAhA..! have A kema bese? ekendriya jIvane jJAnAvaraNIyanuM jora che mATe hINI dazA che, ema nathI. AhAhA..! enA bhAva ghAta karavAnI paryAya potAnI che. dravyaghAta to tyAre nimitta kahevAmAM Ave che. AvI vAtuM, bhAI! e (saMvata) 1984mAM 'vIrajIbhAI' sAthe prazna thayelo. 'rANapura' 1984mAM. ema ke, A nigodanA jIvane karmanA ghaNA prakAra che ene laIne ahIM hINI dazA che? ene laIne kAMI nathI. AtmAmAM eTalA prakAranA ghAtanI avasthAnuM svarUpa che tethI teno ghAta thaI rahyo che. jeTalA prakAranA karma nimitta che teTalA ja prakArano ghAta ahIMyAM potAthI thaI rahyo che. are.....! vIrajIbhAI' vakIla hatA ne? ema ke, karma to padravya che ane AtmAne
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________________ 386 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 jeTalI paryAyamAM hINI (dazA) Adi thAya che e karmane laIne che? e to paradravya che. paradravyane laIne AtmAmAM nukasAna thAya ke lAbha thAya, I to nA pADI. to karma e paradravya che ke nahi? heM? AhAhA...! e paradravya AtmAne jJAnanI hINI dazA kare ane e paradravya ghaTI jAya to ahIM kSayopazama vadhI jAya, ema nathI. bhAre vAta, bApA! AhA! moTA nAma dharAvanArA gothA khAya che emAM to. AhA...! moTI carcA cAlI ke, vikArI pariNAma kema thAya che? kIdhuM, potAnA SaTrakArakathI thAya che. "paMcAstikAya 62 gAthA. e dravya-guNane kAraNe nahi ane SaSkAraka je karmanA, ene kAraNe nahi. AhA.! paradravyane kAraNe AtmAmAM vikAra thAya e traNakALamAM nahi. AhAhA..! ema darzanamohane laIne AtmAmAM mithyAtva thAya ema nathI. e to paradravya che. paradravyane laIne mithyAtva thAya ema koI di' bane nahi. pote ja AtmA potAnA svabhAvane choDIne rAganI ruci kare to mithyAtva thAya. AhA...! AvI vAta che. sAdhAraNa vAta nathI. moTA paMDito AmAM gothA khAya che. hai? AhAhA.! "varNajI jevA bicArA Ama vaiSNava hatA ne. paNa A vastu nahotI. AhA...! ane te pAchA prazna thayA, te pAchA "kalakattA gayA tyAM lakhyuM. "gajarAjajInA ghare AhAra karyo. tyAM "zAhUjI AvyA ane kahyuM, A "isarIthI kAgaLa Avyo che ke, vikAra AtmAthI thAya to e svabhAva thaI gayo. kahyuM, tyAM javAba ApI dIdho che, uTho! zeTha Ave ke game te Ave). "kalakattAmAM gajarAjajI' nahi? enA makAnamAM AhAra karavA gayA hatA? AhAra karIne beThA tyAM "zAhUjI AvyA. isarIthI kAgaLa Avyo che ke, vikAra jo karmathI na thAya to svabhAva thaI gayo (mATe) parathI thAya. bilakula jUThI vAta che, kIdhuM. e paryAyamAM potAno e jAtano paryAyano svabhAva che ke, rAgapaNe thavuM ne rAgano kartA, rAganuM sAdhana, rAganuM kArya e potAthI thAya che. rAganuM sAdhanakaraNa paNa potAthI che. rAganuM karaNa karma che (ema nathI). jainamAM A lAkaDuM bahu garI gayeluM che. e paNa vANiyAne nirNaya karavAnI navarAza nathI. mAthe beTho je kahe I) jaya nArAyaNa"kAMtibhAI! mumukSu :- upadezadAtA kyAM hatA? uttara :- paNa ene nirNaya karavAno vakhata nathI). karmane laIne thAya, emAM) hA pADI daye. paradravyane laIne tuM rakhaDe cho. paNa olo kahe, paNa paradravya Ane aDe nahi to rakhaDe zI rIte? paradravyane svadravya aDatuM nathI. e to potAnI bhUlane laIne rakhaDe che, karmane laIne nahi. AhAhA...! samajANuM AmAM? sAmAnya vAta che paNa mULa vAta che A. AhA...! e zloka Ave che ne eka? "saMgI jIva' nahi? (zrotA : "parasaMga pad'). hA, e loko eno artha e kare che, juo! paranA saMgathI vikAra thAya. paNa parano saMga pote karyo tethI
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________________ gAthA- 220 thI rara3 387 vikAra thAya che, parane laIne nahi. e zloka che. bhAI baMsIdharajI hatA ne? tyAM to viruddhamAM hatA paNa ahIM kahe, vAta to sAcI lAge che. vaLI pAchA ahIMthI tyAM jAya eTale pheraphAra pAcho. sAMITha-sAMITha varSathI ghUMTyuM hoya, karmathI vikAra thAya, karmathI vikAra thAya. jJAnAvaraNIyane laIne jJAnanI hINI dazA (thAya). paradravyane laIne AtmAmAM hINI dazA thAya. ahIM to e kIdhuM, zaMkha paradravyanuM kALuM game eTaluM khAya chatAM e kALo na thAya. AhAhA...! ema karmanA udayanI tIvratA game teTalI ho paNa ene laIne jIvamAM malinatA thAya, ema nathI. paradravyamAM e AvyuM ke nahi? AhAhA..! sAdhAraNa vAta nathI, mULa vAta che A. enI paryAya te samaye SakArakarUpe pariNamatI vikArI thAya che. ene paranuM nimitta ho, paNa e kaMI enA kArakI thAya che, eTale ke enA kAraNe thAya che, enuM sAdhana thAya che, ema nathI. paranirapekSa. vikAra paNa parathI nirapekSa thAya che. e to 6 2mI gAthAmAM te di' ghaNuM kahyuM. (saMvata) 1913nI sAla, 22 varSa thaI gayA. paNa lokone eTaluM badhuM nirNaya karavAnuM TANuM na hoya ke, nA, moTApuruSo kahe che e kaMI khoTI vAta hoya? AhAhA.! ahIM to kahe che ke, zaMkha game teTalA kALA jIvaDA, kAdava khAya chatAM e zaMka kALo na thAya. ema AtmAnI pAse game evA karma joravALA hoya paNa AtmAne malinatA ene laIne na thAya. AhAhA...! para che ke nahi e? e paradravya che ke nahi? AhAhA...! jJAnane choDIne svayameva ajJAnarUpe pariName..." pariName eTale thAya tyAre tenuM jJAna svayaMkRta ajJAna thAya." potAthI kareluM ajJAna thAya, parane laIne nahi. AhA.! darzanamohane laIne ke jJAnAvaraNIyane laIne jJAnanI hINI dazA ajJAnarUpe thAya, ema nahi. AhAhA.! sAdhAraNa vAta nathI, bhAI! A to mULa tattvanI vAto che. AhA..! moTA "baMsIdhara' jevA, varNIjI' jevA gothA khAtA hatA. ene to evuM lAgyuM ke, huM karma vinA vikAra potAthI thAya? to to svabhAva thaI gayo. paNa paryAyano svabhAva che i. vikArapaNe thavuM e paryAyano svabhAva che. duniyA mAne, na mAne ethI kaMI satya nahi phare. AhAhA.! moTA paMDito ne moTA vidvAno ATalA varSathI hoya mATe enuM kaMI khoTuM che? are.! khoTuM che, lyo. ahIM e kahe che ke, zaMkha game teTalA kALA jIvaDA khAya (topaNa) kALo na thAya. ema jJAnIne game teTalA saMyogono udaya ne saMyogo hoya to enAthI AtmAmAM jJAna hINuM thAya ke dRSTi malina thAya, ema nathI. AhAhA.! "mATe jJAnIne jo baMdha thAya che? to potAnA ja aparAdhanA nimitte..." che? AhAhA! karmanA aparAdhane laIne ke para, evA bAyaDI chokarA maLyA, evA samajyA ne ke ene laIne mane ahIMyAM bhAvakrodha, vikAra thAya che. bilakula jUThI vAta che. gopAladAsa baraiyA thaI gayA ne? jainasiddhAMta pravezikA' banAvI). e vAtuM bicArA
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________________ 388 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 enI yogyatA pramANe karatA paNa enI vahu evI hatI, evI kajIyALI ke, olA carcAmAMthI uThe nahi to ekavAra hAMDaluM. A kevuM? eMThavADa eMThavADanuM hAMDaluM enA upara nAkhyuM. e eno prakRtino svabhAva che. kaho. bahu carcAmAM rokANA, uThatA nathI. A jenasiddhAMta pravezikA banAvI che ne? pustaka bahu cAle che. ethI karIne AvI strI maLI mATe ahIM vikAra thAya, bilakula jUThI vAta che. AhAhA...! pote kSamA kare ane AnaMdamAM rahe to ene krodha na thAya ane krodha kare to e potAthI kare che, parane laIne nahi. AhAhA..! potAnA ja aparAdhanA kAraNe baMdha thAya che. AhAhA...! bhAvArtha :- jema zaMkha ke je zveta che te paranA bhakSaNathI kALo thato nathI." AhAhA...! paNa A manuSyano deha lyo ne. zarIra rUpALuM hoya ane kALI cIja khAya tethI kALo thaI jAya? e parane laIne na thAya. A to zaMkhano dAkhalo Apyo. samajANuM kAMI? ane kALA varNavALA hoya ne dhoLuM sapheda dUdha dararoja pIve ke rasagullA khAya, ethI dhoLo thaI jAya? AhAhA.! paradravyane laIne kaMI che ja nahi, ema kahe che. e pote potAnA aparAdhanA kAraNe doSa kare ane aparAdhane TALavAne mATe pavitra kare e potAne kAraNe che, paranuM koI kAraNa che nahi. AhAhA...! jema zaMkha ke je zveta che te paranA bhakSaNathI kALo thato nathI paraMtu pote ja kAlimArUpe pariName..." dhoLApaNAnuM pariNamana choDI kALArUpe thAya, zaMkha... zaMkha, tyAre kALo thAya che. e to potAnA pariNamanane kAraNe kALo thAya che, parane laIne nahi. AhA... dAkhalo juone kevo Apyo che. kALA kIDA khAya, samudramAM kALA kIDA hoya e zaMkha khAya, chatAM e kALo na thAya. AhA...! "tevI rIte jJAnI paranA upabhogathI ajJAnI thato nathI" AhAhA...! paranA ghaNA saMyogomAM rahyo mATe tene ajJAna thAya che, ema nathI. AhAhA...! gajaba vAtuM che. cha khaMDanuM rAja, ekAvatArI Indrane karoDo apsarAo, atyAre je indra che, "zakendra ekabhavatArI, manuSya thaIne mokSa janAra che ane karoDomAM enI eka rANI evI che ke e paNa eka bhavamAM enI sAthe mokSa janArI che. sAthe eTale bIjo eka ja bhava che. karoDo apsarAo che chatAM tene ene laIne nukasAna che ema che nahi. AhAhA. eno bhogavavAno bhAva ane bhogave che jethI tene mithyAtva, malinatA thAya che, ema nathI. AhAhA...! ane je kaMI malinatAnA pariNAma thAya che e potAne kAraNe thAya che, ene kAraNe nahi. strInI kAraNe viSayanI vAsanA thaI, ema nahi. e vAsanA potAne kAraNe che. jJAnI to tene paNa jANe. vAsanA thaI tene paNa jANe, ene ekatvabuddhi karIne vAsanA potAnI che ema mAne nahi. AhAhA...! to jyAM vAsanAne paNa potAnI na mAne to paradravyane to potAnuM kyAM mAne? ke A strI mArI ne dIkarA mArA ne A dhaMdho mAro ne... e hasamukha! paNa
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________________ gAthA- 220thI 223 389 amArA pAlejavALA che ne I to? AhAhA.. kaho, samajANuM kAMI? AhA.! bahu siddhAMta ohoho...! jJAnI paranA upabhogathI ajJAnI thato nathI... AhAhA...! moTo karoDo, abajono dhaMdho hoya) mATe tene ajJAna thAya ema nathI. cha khaMDanA rAja kIdhA, karoDo apsarAo kIdhI, "zakendrane ene laIne rAga nathI, mela nathI. potAne laIne nabaLAIthI rAga thAya che, te rAgano paNa te to jJAtA che. AhAhA...! ane badhA saMyogo choDyA hoya, AhAhA...! zarIrathI bALa brahmacArI hoya chatAM aMdaramAM rAgamAM ekatvabuddhi che to e badhuM mithyAtva che. AhAhA...! ane olo ATaluM bhogave che chatAM te samakitI che. bhogave che eTale saMyogamAM hoya che, ema. bhogave zuM? ene kyAM bhoga che? rAgane paNa bhogavato nathI to ene to kyAM (bhogave)? AhAhA...! eka apekSAe rAgane bhogavato nathI ane eka apekSAe, nayanI apekSAe, jJAnanI apekSAe rAgane bhogave paNa che, paryAyamAM. dravyadRSTie nahi. AhAhA...! paNa e potAne kAraNe rAgane prApta kare che. e rAga koI strIne kAraNe ke bahArane kAraNe thayo che, ema nathI. are.re.! enI dRSTi uThAva, kahe che. parathI dRSTi uThAva ane svamAM daSTi le. AhAhA.! to tArI dRSTi paNa samyak thaze ane aparAdha thaze teno tuM jJAtA rahIza. e aparAdha parathI thayo che ema nahi mAna, mArA puruSArthanI kamajorIthI thayo che. eno paNa jJAnI to jJAtA raheze ane jJAnapaNe jANaze ke mAruM pariNamana-kartApaNuM che, bhoktA huM chuM. paryAyadRSTithI (ema) jove. AhAhA.! eno kartA-bhoktA para che ane parane laIne A kartA-bhoktAno vikAra thayo che, ema nathI. are. are! zuM AmAM phera haze ATalo badho? svadravya ane paradravyanI aMdaranI vahecaNI che. ke paradravya game teTalA ho paNa tuM tene aDatoya nathI ane te tane nukasAnanuM kAraNa che nahi. ane paradravya ghaTI gayA ane ekaluM zarIra nagna rahI gayuM ethI tane adharmano tyAga thayo, emeya nathI. AhAhA.! e rAganA bhAvane potAno mAne ane rAgathI dharma mAne che, nagna che e paNa mithyAdRSTi che. eka kapaDAno TukaDo nathI chatAM mithyASTi che ane Ane cha-- karoDa pAyadaLa ane karoDo apsarAo (che), chatAM e samakitI che. AhAhA.! enI dRSTi kyAM che e upara vAta che. dRSTi dravya upara che to pavitratA ja thAya che ane jeTaluM paryAyamAM lakSa rahe che, jJAnIne paNa, ene rAga thAya che. paNa parane laIne rAga thAya che, ema nahi. are! AmAM ATalo badho phera (che). jJAnI paranA upabhogathI ajJAnI thato nathI paraMtu jyAre pote ja ajJAnarUpe pariName tyAre ajJAnI thAya che ane tyAre baMdha kare che."
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________________ 390 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 zloka-151 ) (zArdUnavikrIDita) jJAnin karma na jAtu kartumucitaM kinycittthaapyucyte| bhuMkSe hanta na jAtu me yadi paraM durbhukta evAsi bhoH / bandhaH syAdupabhogato yadi na tatkiM kAmacAro'sti te jJAnaM sanvasa bandhameSyaparathA svsyaapraadhaaddhRvm||151|| have AnuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che : zlokArdha - [ jJAnin ] he jJAnI, [ nAtu vizvit rma tum 3vita na ] tAre kadI kAMI paNa karma karavuM yogya nathI [ tathApi ] topaNa [ yaddhi uccate ] "jo tuM ema kahe che ke zuM paraM me khAtu na, muMkSe | paradravya mAruM to kadI nathI ane huM tene bhogavuM chuM', [ mo: Turmavatta: wva si ] to tane kahevAmAM Ave che (arthAt ame kahIe chIe) ke he bhAI, tuM khoTI (kharAba) rIte ja bhogavanAra che; [ datta ] je tAruM nathI tene tuM bhogave che e mahA kheda che ! [ ri 35mota: vandhaH na cAl ] jo tuM kahe ke "padravyanA upabhogathI baMdha thato nathI ema siddhAMtamAM kahyuM che mATe bhogavuM chuM', ' tat viM te vImavAra: rita ] to zuM tane bhogavavAnI icchA che ? [ jJAnaM san vasa ] jJAnarUpa thaIne vasa -zuddha svarUpamAM nivAsa kara), [ parathA ] nahi to (arthAt jo bhogavavAnI icchA karIza ajJAnarUpe pariNamIza to) [ dhruvam svaraca para dhAt vanyam Sa ] tuM cokkasa potAnA aparAdhathI baMdhane pAmIza. bhAvArtha - jJAnIne karma to karavuM ja ucita nathI. jo paradravya jANIne paNa tene bhogave to e yogya nathI. paradravyanA bhogavanArane to jagatamAM cora kahevAmAM Ave che, anyAyI kahevAmAM Ave che. vaLI upabhogathI baMdha kahyo nathI te to, jJAnI icchA vinA paranI baLajorIthI udayamAM AvelAne bhogave tyAM tene baMdha kahyo nathI. jo pote icchAthI bhogave to to pote aparAdhI thayo, tyAM baMdha kema na thAya ? 151.
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________________ zloka-151 391 zloka-151 upara pravacana (zArdUnavikrIDita) jJAnin karma na jAtu kartumucitaM kinycittthaapyucyte| bhuMkSe hanta na jAtu me yadi paraM durbhukta evAsi bhoH / bandhaH syAdupabhogato yadi na tatkiM kAmacAro'sti te jJAnaM sanvasa bandhameSyaparathA svasyAparAdhAddhvam / / 151 / / he jJAnI" AhAhA.! he dharmI! tane AtmAnuM jJAna ane AtmAnuM darzana thayuM hoya to he dharmI! (nAtu vizvita varSa vartana ucita na 'tAre kadI kAMI paNa karma karavuM yogya nathI.. AhAhA...! paranuM kArya to karI zakato nathI paNa rAganuM kArya paNa tAre karavA lAyaka nathI. AhAhA.! che? tAre kadI paNa, "kadI kAMI..." koI samaye ane kAMI paNa. AhAhA...! he jJAnI dharmI tuM ho to tAre koI kALe ane thoDuM kaMI paNa, thoDuM paNa rAganuM ke paranuM kArya karavuM e tAre che nahi. AhAhA. AvI vAtuM. hajI to kyAMya salavAIne paDyA che. khabaruM na maLe. AhAhA.! ema ke, ATalA ATalA pariSaha sahana kare, ema kaheto hato vaLI eka. kurAvaDamAM Avyo hato ne? "kurAvaDamAM olo eka Avyo hato ne? eka chokaro che, ahIM Avyo hato, magaja asthira. bahu pAvara phATI gayelo, kSullaka thayo eTale. basa! A badhA ATaluM ATaluM sahana kare, ATalA ATalA tyAga kare, ene dharma nathI? ATaluM sahana kare (che) ane ATaluM sahana kare che te haLave haLave samakita pAmaze. e pAvara phATI gayo hato, nyAM "kurAvaDa Avyo hato. pachI atyAre to evuM sAMbhaLyuM che ke, magaja asthira thaI gayuM, asthira thaI gayuM magaja. aMgrejImAM bolato, Ama pAvara phATelo. kIdhuM, bhaI! mArI sAthe vAta karavAne lAyaka nathI tuM. ahIM to zAMtithI sAMbhaLavuM hoya to vAta che. e bicArAno magaja asthira thaI gayo. AhAhA.! zuM kIdhuM? he dharmI! he jJAtA-daSTA svabhAvavALo tuM, tAre kadI koI kALe paNa kAMI jarI paNa paranuM kArya ane rAganuM kArya karavuM te yogya nathI. AhAhA.! jo tuM jJAnI thayo ane dharma pragaTyo hoya, bhagavAnaAtmA pUrNAnaMdane Azraye jo tane samyagdarzana, jJAna, pragaTya hoya to tuM dharmI cho, tuM jJAnI cho, tAre tArA sivAya rAga ke para, enuM koI kALe ane kAMI paNa karavuM yogya nathI. AhAhA.! koI paNa kALe ane kAMI paNa, ema. ema ke, evo koI kALa Avyo to thoDuMka to karavuM paDe. bhagavAnanI pUjA ne. rAga Ave e juduM
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________________ 392 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ane karuM chuM, e nahi. AhAhA...! bahu jhINI vAtuM, bApA! nitu vinvit rma vartam rita nA AhAhA.! "nA, eTale kALa lIdho. (ema che) ne? bhAI! "nA, eTale kALa. koI kALe ane "vizvita'. 'nAta eTale kALa, koI kALe, "kadI che ne, kadI e zabda "nItuno artha che ane vizvano artha kAMI paNa. be artha che. AhAhA.. "khAtu vinvit' koI kALe, kAMI. AhAhA...! prabhu! tuM jJAna che ne! jJAtA-dRSTA tAruM svarUpa che ne prabhu! evuM tane bhAna thayuM to koI kALe ke Avo prasaMga Ave to mAre ATaluM karavuM paDe. AhA...! munione pariSaha AvyA ne? to viSNukumArane karavuM paDyuM. nA, e munipaNuM ja choDI dIdhuM'tuM. ene munipaNuM rahyuM nahotuM. bIjAne bacAvavA gayA to brAhmaNano veza lIdho hato (to) munipaNuM kyAM rahyuM? samajANuM kAMI? samyagdarzana rahyuM hoya, e judI (vAta), munipaNuM na hoya. bIjAne bacAvavA mATe munie brAhmaNa veza dhArIne olA pAse) mAMgyuM ke, ATaluM rAja, jamIna mane de. e kaMI muninA lakSaNa che? e viSNukumAra' munine munipaNuM chUTI gayuM hatuM. "mokSamArga prakAzakamAM adhikAra che. ene munipaNuM nahotuM, munine yogya e kartavya nathI paNa e vakhate AvuM moTuM kAma hatuM ane thayuM mATe enI prazaMsA karIe chIe, bAkI munine yogya nathI, ema lakhyuM che. "mokSamArga prakAzaka', 'ToDaramala". he jJAnI! AhAhA...! koI kALamAM evA prasaMga Avyo te kALe, A prasaMga evo Avyo ne jANe, paNa te kALe kAMI paNa tAre karavuM e tane yogya nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? he dharmI! tAre kadI, kAMI paNa "nA, vinvit rma ema. koI kALe kAMI paNa karma, karma eTale rAgAdinuM kArya ane paranuM kArya. " vana ucita na te karavuM tAre mATe vyAjabI nathI. AhAhA...! 'topaNa... ciri 3]] jo tuM ema kahe che ke piraM me khAtu na muM] paradravya mAruM to kadI nathI ane huM tene bhogavuM chuM," are..! be kyAMthI AvyuM A? paradravya mAruM nathI chatAM huM bhogavuM chuM. e kyAMthI AvyuM? AhAhA...! moH yukvatta: parva zi to tane kahevAmAM Ave che (arthAt ame kahIe chIe) ke he bhAI, tuM khoTI (kharAba) rIte ja bhogavanAra che. juTho bhogavanAra cho. AhA! rAgane bhogave cho ane parane bhogavuM chuM e tArI dRSTi jUThI che, jJAnI nathI. AhAhA.! bhAre kAma. "he bhAI!" AvyuM ne? moH moH che ne? jo no artha e karyo, he bhAI! ema. (moH mRvattaH pUrva AphriA are.! bhAI! khoTuM bhogavavAmAM tuM Avo Avyo. AhAhA...! -kharAba) rIte ja bhogavanAra che;." AhAhA.! mAre evo prasaMga Avyo to mAre karavuM paDyuM. AhAhA.! muni bahu duHkhI hatA eTale mAre rAga karavo paDyo ane Ama karavuM paDyuM. he bhAI! tAruM kartavya che I? AhA.! chatAM kahyuM che, nahi? pravacanasAramAM. vaicAvaccano kALa hoya ne dhyAnamAM
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________________ zloka-151 393 na hoya tyAre rAga hoya che, basa! paNa rAganuM kartavya mAruM che, ema nahi. Ave kALe paNa rAga mAro che evuM kartavya e to tane hoya nahi, bhAI! tAro svabhAva ja jyAM jJAtAdRSTA akartA, abhoktA che, e rAgane kare, bhogave e tuM 'kurNavatta: '(-kharAba rIte ja bhogavanAra che;" tArI cIjane bhUlI jaI ane rAgano kartA ane bhoktA thA (cho to) pharmavataH AhA...! kharAba bhogavanAro cho. che ne khoTI rIte bhogavanAra cho. AhA...! dinta] je tAruM nathI tene tuM bhogave che e mahA kheda che !" AhAhA...! rAga tAro nathI, strI tArI nathI, zarIra tAruM nathI ane tuM kahe che ke, Ane bhogavuM. are..! bhAre vAtuM, bhAI! AhAhA...! kheda che. "jo tuM kahe ke paradravyanA upabhogathI baMdha thato nathI ema siddhAMtamAM kahyuM che mATe bhogavuM chuM to zuM tane bhogavavAnI icchA che ? kAmacArI. icchA che? AhAhA...! "jJAnarUpa thaIne vasa.." "bhogavavAnI icchA che? jJAnarUpa thaIne vasa (-zuddha svarUpamAM nivAsa karI,... AhAhA.! vizeSa kahevAze... (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. 299 zloka-151, 15ra zanivAra, bhAdaravA suda 10, tA. 01-09-1979 hindI cAlaze, hindI bhAIo AvyA che. A dasalakSaNI parvano chaThTho divasa che. sugaMdha dasamI kahe che ne? mULa to saMyama che. chaThTho saMyama dharma zuM che te kahe che. jenuM citta jIvonI dayAthI bhIMjAyeluM che. saMyama alaukika cIja che, bhagavAna! AhA...! ane iryA, bhASA, eSaNA evI pAMca samitine pAvana karanAra che, evA munine SaTkAyika jIvonI hiMsAno, indriyonA viSayono tyAga che. tene ja gaNadhara Adi deva saMyama kahe che. AhAhA! have saMyama zuM cIja che? AcArya kahe che ke, prathama to saMsArarUpI gahana vanamAM bhramaNa karatA... anAdi corAzI lAkha yonimAM anaMta anaMta avatAra karyA. AhA.! e bhramaNa karatA prANIone manuSya thavuM ja atyaMta kaThaNa che. AhAhA...! anAdi anaMta saMsAra, naraka, nigodanA evA anaMta bhava karyA emAM anaMtakALe manuSyapaNuM maLavuM kaThaNa che. che? paraMtu koI kAraNe manuSyabhava prApta paNa thaI jAya to uttama jAti maLavI, brAhmaNa, kSatriya AdimAM avatAra thavo te paNa durlabha che. koI prabaLa udaya yoge uttama jAti paNa maLI jAya, arihaMta bhagavAnanA vacanonuM zravaNa thavuM. trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradeva paramezvara, temanI vANI zravaNa thavI e durlabha che. AhA.! e paNa maLyuM, kadAcit temanuM zravaNa paNa svabhAvikapaNae prApta thaI jAya to saMsAramAM adhika jIvana maLatuM nathI. adhika jIvana paNa maLe to samyagdarzana... AyuSya lAMbu maLe te paNa durlabha che ane temAM samyagdarzana durlabha che, prabhu!
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________________ 394 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 AhAhA..! AtmA rAgathI bhinna paDI nija AtmAno anubhava karIne pratIti karavI e samyagdarzana mahAdurlabha che. samajANuM? saMyama to pachI kaheze. hajI to samyagdarzana durlabha che. AhAhA...! bhagavAna AtmA dhruva saccidAnaMda prabhu, pUrNa AnaMdakaMda AtmA, tenI aMtara sanmukha thaI tenI pratIti ane jJAna aMtaramAM thavA ane temAM AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Avavo tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. AvI vAta che, prabhu! tArI balihArI che aMdara, bhAI! tAruM aMtara svarUpa bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdano saccidAnaMda prabhu che. tenuM samyagdarzana hajI, hoM! dharmanI pahelI sIDI, dharmanI pahelI zreNI, te samyagdarzana. AyuSya lAMbu maLyuM, nirogatA thaI, manuSyapaNuM maLyuM, sAMbhaLavA maLyuM paraMtu samyagdarzana durlabha cIja che. anaMtakALamAM paribhramaNa karatA, "munivrata dhAra anaMta aira raiveyaka upAyo paNa AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo' 'cha DhALAmAM Ave che. "munivrata dhAra..." digaMbara muni thaIne aThyAvIsa mULaguNa lIdhA, hajAro rANIono tyAga karyo. "munivrata dhAra anaMta baira raiveyaka upajAyo grIvAnA sthAne raiveyaka che. puruSAkAre A brahmAMDa che ne? cauda rAjulAka puruSAkAre che. grIvAmAM-grIvAnA sthAnamAM nava raiveyaka che. tyAM anaMta vAra upajyo. paMca mahAvrata, aThyAvIsa mULaguNa pALIne zukla legyAthI (tyAM gayo) paNa samyagdarzana prApta na karyuM. AhA...! "AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyA' AtmA AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna. AhA..! zreNika rAjA gRhasthAzramamAM rAjamAM hatA chatAM kSAyika samakita hatuM. AhA.! emAM tIrthakaragotra bAMdhatA hatA paraMtu narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM hatuM eTale narakamAM gayA che paNa che kSAyika samakita. AhAhA...! ane tyAM paNa samaye samaye tIrthakaragotrano baMdha kare che. narakamAM paNa. e samyagdarzanano pratApa che. e samyagdarzana bhAI! koI alaukika cIja che. loko bahArathI mAne ke ame deva-guru-zAstrane mAnIe chIe, nava tattvanA bhedane mAnIe chIe, e samyagdarzana, e samyagdarzana nahi. e ahIM kahe che, AhA! samyagdarzana ane samyajJAnanI prApti thavI ati kaThaNa che. svasvarUpa paramAtma svarUpa aMdara, jinacaMdra bhagavAna jinacaMdra che. AhAhA.! vItarAgasvarUpe bhagavAnaAtmA aMdara birAje che. tenI sanmukha thaIne parathI vimukha thaI, nimittathI, saMyogathI, rAgathI, paryAyathI paNa vimukha thaIne... AhA...! aMtara paramAnaMda svarUpa prabhu, tenI sanmukha thaIne je pratIti-samyagdarzana, anubhava thavo e apUrva cIja che. e anaMtakALamAM prApta nathI karyuM. bahAranI kriyAkAMDa karI, dayA ne vrata ne tapa ne bhakti, e to badhuM puNya che, rAga che. AhAhA.! e koI dharma nathI, dharmanuM kAraNa paNa nathI. sUkSma vAta che, bhagavAna! AhAhA..!
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________________ zloka-151 395 ahIMyAM kahe che ke, aMtara svarUpa zuddha caitanyaghana, paramAnaMdanI mUrti prabhu che, aMdara evo anAdithI che. tenI sanmukha thaIne samyagdarzananI prApti (karavI). kAle AvyuM hatuM. chelluM kahyuM hatuM, 'lAlacaMdabhAI'! chello vIsamo bola. pravacanasAra' aliMgagrahaNano (vIsamo bola). AhA..! bhagavAna! teM je dhruva svarUpa bhagavAna, dhruva nityAnaMda prabhu, e u52 jo tArI dRSTi gaI to paryAyamAM AnaMda AvyA vinA rahe nahi. AhAhA..! e atIndriya AnaMdanI vAta che, hoM! indriyanA viSaya to duHkha che, rAga che, bhikhArAveDA, bhikhArI che. paramAMthI mane sukha maLaze, indriyathI, viSayathI (mane sukha maLaze ema mAnanA2) bhikhArI che. bhagavAna! bAdazAha aMdara AnaMdano nAtha prabhu, AhAhA..! tenI sanmukha thayo, dhruvane dhyAnamAM lIdho to paryAyamAM AnaMda AvyA vinA rahe nahi. mATe e dhruvanA lakSanuM phaLa AnaMda che. AhAhA..! chello bola e vAMcyo. AhAhA..! zuM kahyuM? prabhu! AtmAmAM je samyagdarzana thAya che, dhruva bhagavAna nityAnaMda prabhu dhruva, e dhruva upara jyAre dRSTi jAya che tyAre paryAyamAM AnaMda AvyA vinA raheto nathI. mATe tyAM vIsamA bolamAM kahyuM ke, AnaMdano anubhava e AtmA che. je anAdithI rAga ane dveSano anubhava che e to duHkhano anubhava che. AhAhA..! cAhe to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAmano anubhava e rAga che ane duHkha che. ara.........! prabhu! mArga judA che, bhAI! traNalokano nAtha tIrthaMkaradevano pokAra che. AhA..! ke jene dhruva dhyAnamAM Avyo, jenI dRSTi dhruva u52 AvI tenI paryAyamAM AnaMda AvyA vinA rahe nahi, tethI AnaMda te AtmA che. AhAhA..! rAga e AtmA nahi, e to anAtmA che. e ahIMyAM kahe che ke, samyagdarzana, AhA..! chaThTho (dharma) che ne? ahIM AvyuM che. samyagdarzana ane samyajJAnanI prApti thavI ati kaThaNa che. jo koI puNyanA yoge, AhAhA..! akhaMDa nirmaLa samyagdarzana ane samyajJAnanI prApti paNa thaI jAya, aMtaranA AlaMbanathI.. AhAhA..! jo (samyagdarzana paNa prApta thaI jAya) to saMyama dharma vinA, saMyama vinA mukti nathI. ekalA samyagdarzana, samyajJAnathI mukti nathI. samyagdarzana, jJAna prApta karyAM pachI saMyama vaga2 svarga ane mokSarUpI phaLa denAra na thaI zake. mATe te badhAnI apekSAe saMyama ati prazaMsanIya che. paNa e saMyama kone kahIe, prabhu! bahArano tyAga karyo e saMyama nahi. AhAhA..! aMtara bhagavAnaAtmAno aMdaramAM zuddha anubhava thaIne, AnaMdano anubhava thaIne samyagdarzana thayuM pachI svarUpamAM lInatA karavI. AhAhA..! atIndriya AnaMdanA bhojana karavA, AhAhA..! AvI vAta che. tenuM nAma bhagavAna saMyama kahe che. saMyama' zabda paDyo che ne? saMyama. saMm eTale samyagdarzanapUrvaka, aMtaranA anubhavapUrvaka. saMm yama. yama nAma aMtara lIna thavuM. AhAhA..! evA saMyamadharmano, sugaMdha dasamIno Aje chaThTho divasa che. durlabha cIja che.
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________________ 396 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 have ApaNe cAlato adhikAra. "samayasAra, 151mo zloka cAlyo che, teno bhAvArtha. 151 je kaLaza che ne kaLaza? teno bhAvArtha. che? bhAvArtha :- "jJAnIne... AhAhA...! jene atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava, svAda Avyo evA dharmIne, samakitIne, jJAnIne 'karma to kiravuM ja ucita nathI." koI prakAre paranA kArya ane rAga karavo e ucita nathI. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta che, prabhu AhAhA. dharmIne, dharmI ene kahIe ke jene atIndriya AnaMdano aMtaramAM samyagdarzanamAM AnaMdano svAda Avyo hoya. AhAhA..! e dharmIne. dharmI eTale dravya svabhAva je trikALa che tenI anubhavamAM dRSTi thaI te jJAnI, te dharmI (che). dharmI eTale bAhyanI kriyAkAMDa kare ne pUjA ne bhakti (kare) mATe dharmI che, ema nathI. sUkSma vAta che, bhagavAnA navamI raiveyaka anaMtavAra (gayo). samyagdarzana vinA kriyAkAMDa evI karI ke cAmaDA utaraDIne khAra chAMTe toya krodha na kare. paraMtu samyagdarzana vinA e nirarthaka che. AhAhA.! ahIM kahe che, "jJAnIne." jene jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAnanuM jJAna thayuM. jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna, jJAnano paMja, jJAnano puMja, jJAnano gaMja, jJAnano Dhagalo, tenuM jene sanmukha thaIne jJAna thayuM. AhAhA. zAstrajJAna Adi thAya e kaMI nahi. AhAhA.! zAstrajJAna thayuM e kaMI jJAna nathI. aMtara bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu, e jJAyakabhAvathI bharelo prabhu, AhA...! vAtuM bahu AkarI, bhAI! e jJAyakabhAvanI aMtaramAM sanmukha thaIne pratIti karIne AnaMdano svAda aMdara Avavo tenuM nAma jJAnI ane dharmI kahevAmAM Ave che. jJAnIne karma to karavuM ja ucita nathI." teNe to rAga ke, paranuM kArya to karI zakato nathI paNa rAganuM kArya paNa karavuM ene ucita nathI. AhAhA! jhINI vAta che, prabhu! AhA...! AcAryo to bhagavAna tarIke bolAve che. "samayasAra' 7ra gAthA. bhagavAna AtmA! AhAhA...! zrotAone pokAra karIne AcArya ema bolAve che, bhagavAna AtmA. e puNya ane pApanA (bhAva) azuci-mela che tenAthI bhagavAna bhinna che. AhAhA..! e puNya ane pApanA je bhAva che, dayA, dAnAdi e jaDa che. bhagavAna caitanyano temAM aMza nathI. ara..ra..! AvI vAtuM bhAre AkarI paDe. zubha dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma e jaDa che. jaDano artha caitanya jJAnAnaMda svabhAvano temAM aMza nathI. rAga che e to AMdhaLo che. AhAhA...! bhagavAnaAtmA to prakAzanI mUrti che. e prakAzanI mUrtinuM bhAna thavuM tene rAga je aMdhakAra te karavo ucita nathI. AhAhA.! bhAre vAta, bhAI! "jo paradravya jANIne paNa tene bhogave..." rAgAdi ne parastrI Adine paradravya jANIne bhogavavAno bhAva kare to e yogya nathI." e dharmAne lAyaka nathI. AhAhA...! bhogavavA lAyaka to bhagavAna AtmA che. tene choDIne dharmI nAma dharAvIne para, strI Adi ane rAganA bhogamAM sukha mAne to e dharmI nathI. AhAhA! bahu AkaruM kAma che. jene bhagavAnaAtmAmAM AnaMda svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM), AnaMdano pUMja che evo anubhava
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________________ zloka-151 397 thayo tene rAgamAM majA ane bahA2mAM majA dekhAtI nathI. AhA..! indra che, zakrendra che, samikatI che, anubhavI che, karoDo apsarAo che paNa (temAM) sukhabuddhi nathI. rAga Ave che to kALo nAga jove che. are......! ame A kayAM cIja (chIe)? samajANuM? nirjarAno adhikAra che ne? jene AtmAnuM jJAna ane anubhava thayo tene rAganI mIThAzathI rAga karavo e che nahi. 52nI kriyA, bhoganI to hotI nathI paNa rAganuM karavuM e paNa tenI icchAnI, abhilASAthI rAgane karavuM che nahi. AhAhA..! jhINI vAta che, prabhu! padravyanA bhogavanArane to jagatamAM cora kahevAmAM Ave che,..' AhAhA..! zarIra, strI, paisA-lakSmIne bhogavavA e to cora che. potAnI cIjane choDIne 52cIjane bhogavavI e to cora che. are.....! A zuM paNa? samajANuM? anyAyI kahevAmAM Ave che.' AhAhA..! nija dravya choDIne padravyane bhogavavA e anyAya ne cora kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! aMdara AcAryonI bhASA to juo! saMto digaMbara munio AtmAnA dhyAnamAM masta che. vikalpa Avyo ne TIkA thaI gaI. e vikalpanA paNa kartA nathI. AhA..! TIkAnI akSaranI avasthA che, tenA to kartA nathI, e to jaDanI paryAya che. AhAhA..! kahe che, dharmIne paradravyane bhogavavuM kharekhara anyAya ane cora che. vaLI upabhogathI baMdha kahyo nathI...' siddhAMtamAM kahyuM che ke, jJAnIne upabhogathI baMdha nathI, to zAnI icchA vinA 52nI baLajorIthI udayamAM AvelAne...' AhAhA..! potAnI bhAvanA nathI paNa rAga Avyo, karmanA nimittane vaza thaIne rAga Avyo, AhA..! e paranI baLajorIthI udayamAM AvelAne bhogave...' che. AhA..! gadheDA upara besADe ane pachI calAve to tyAM besanArane emAM khuzI che? samajANuM? 'dilhI'mAM ke bIjA koI gAmamAM evuM banyuM hatuM. chokaro kanyA paraNavA gayo, evA lagna prasaMgamAM kanyAne AvavAno samaya thayo to teNe mAgaNI karI ke, ATalA paisA, ATaluM phalANuM ATaluM ATaluM (joIze) ane (sAme) garIba sAdhAraNa ghara. have ATalI mAMgaNI karI to gAmanA juvAniyAo gadheDo lAvyA, gadheDo ane tene besADIne gAmamAM pheravyo. mALA, gadheDA jevA, enI pAse eTalA paisA nathI ne tuM mAMge cho. to e gadheDA upara beTho emAM khuzI haze! juvAna chokarAoe kareluM. A banyuM che. juvAna chokaro hato, bahu jora karyuM ke ATalA paisA lAvo, ATaluM lAvo, eka hArmoniyama lAvo, eka phalANuM lAvo, ATalA paisA lAvo, ATalA dAgInA lAvo. have ghara sAmAnya hatuM emAM ATalI mAMgaNI (karI). juvAniyAoe bhegA thaIne gadheDA upara besADyo ane gAmamAM pheravyo. ema ahIMyAM AtmAmAM aMdara rAga Avyo. AhAhA..! e gadheDA upara besanAra jema rAjI nathI, ema (jJAnI) rAgane karavAmAM rAjI nathI. samajANuM? bhAI! mArga judo che. A to alokika cIja che. tIrthaMkara jinezvaradeva trilokanAtha mahAvidehamAM birAje che. paramAtmA sImaMdharasvAmI'
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________________ 398 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pAMcaso dhanuSano deha che, karoDa pUrvanuM AyuSya che, bhagavAna birAje che. A kuMdakuMdAcArya tyAM gayA hatA, tyAMthI A saMdezA lAvyA. AhA! pote anubhavI, samikatI muni saMta aMtara AtamajJAnI hatA paNa tyAM gayA hatA to vizeSa nirmaLa jJAna thayuM ane AvIne A zAstra banAvyA ke bhagavAnano A saMdeza che. ahIMyAM paNa pati ke pitA bahAra gayA hoya ane pAchA AvyA hoya to kahe, mArI mATe zuM lAvyA? ema bhagavAna pAse gayA hatA. to ahIMnA manuSyo kahe che, prabhu! tyAMthI Apa zuM lAvyA? ke, A lAvyo. jene AtmAno dharma, dRSTi pragaTa thaI te dharmI bhale gRhasthAzramamAM ho, cakravartInA rAja ho, AhAhA.! chatAM e rAga potAnI bhAvanA viruddha baLajarIthI Ave che, potAnI nabaLAIthI (Ave che). te baLajorIthI udayamAM AvelAne bhogave..." che. tyAM tene baMdha kahyo nathI." jJAnIne rAga Ave che, teno svAmI nathI, tenI mIThAza nathI to tene baMdha kahyo nathI. alpa baMdha ane sthiti thAya che tene gauNa karIne baMdha kahyo nathI. AhAhA...! caitanya bhagavAna upara ArUDha che, AhAhA...! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu aMdara AtmA, e caitanyamAM ArUDha che tene rAgamAM ArUDha thavuM e ThIka paDatuM nathI paNa parAdhInapaNe Ave che, bhogave che (tenI) nirjarA thaI jAya che. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta, bApu vItarAga mArga, jinezvaramArga evo mArga bIje kyAMya che nahi. vItarAga sivAya kyAMya che nahi. badhAe kalpanAthI dharma manAvyo che. A to traNalokano nAtha jinezvara vItarAga paramAtmA, emaNe traNakALa traNaloka joyA ane jevu vastunuM svarUpa hatuM tema jANyuM ane tene kahyuM. prabhu! jyAM sudhI rAganI mIThAzano bhAva tane che tyAM sudhI tuM mithyAdRSTi che. ane rAgathI bhinna nija svabhAvanA AnaMdanI mIThAza AvI to tene rAgano svAda jhera jevo lAge che. AhAhA.! jeNe dUdhapAkano svAda lIdho, ene kALIjIrIno svAda. kALIjIrI hoya che ne? kaDavI. kaDavI. zuM kahe che? kALIjIrI kahe che? kaDavI jhINI (hoya). teno svAda mITho nathI lAgato. ema dharmIjIva, jene AtmAno anubhava ane dharmadaSTi thaI che, samyagdarzana thayuM che, AhAhA...! ane na ho to prathama e karavuM, e che. samajANuM? samakitadRSTine siddhAMtamAM bhogane baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI kahyuM. tenuM kAraNa e che ke, e rAganI aMdara bhAvanA nathI. rAga to baLajorIthI udayathI Ave che paNa tenI mIThAza nathI, tenI sukhabuddhi temAM nathI, rAgamAM sukhabuddhi nathI. AhAhA. jo pote icchAthI bhogave...." icchA karIne bhogave), kAmAcArI AvyuM hatuM ne? kaLazamAM kAmAcArI (AvyuM hatuM. icchAthI bhogave to to mithyASTi che. "pote aparAdhI...' che. AhAhA...! "tyAM baMdha kema na thAya?' icchAthI, mIThAzathI rAgane, vikArane, bhogane bhogave to tene mithyAtvano baMdha kema na thAya? AhAhA...! samajANuM? ane samyagdaSTine to mIThAza che nahi. nija caitanyanI mIThAza AgaLa rAganI mIThAza jhera jevI dekhAya che, kALo nAga Ave ne jema bhAge (tema che). AhA.!
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________________ 399 zloka-15ra rAga che, jyAM sudhI vItarAga na thAya to dharmIne paNa rAga Ave che, paNa rAga Avyo to kALA nAga jevo dekhAya che. are...! A jhera, A zuM? mArI cIja bhinna che. to nija cIjanI mIThAza AgaLa rAganI bhAvanAthI mIThAzathI bhoga bhogavatA nathI. AhAhA...! Avo mArga che. 15ra. 151 (zloka pUro) thayo ne? 15ra. (c), G O , , 0 0 0000000000000000 zloka-1para) (zArdUnavikrIDita) kartAraM svaphalena yatkila balAtkamaiva no yojayeta kurvANaH phalalipsureva hi phalaM prApnoti ytkrmnnH| jJAnaM saMstadapAstarAgaracano no badhyate karmaNA kurvANo'pi hi karma tatphalaparityAgaikazIlo muniH / / 152 / / have AgaLanI gAthAnI sUcanA rUpe kAvya kahe che - zlokArdha - [ ya vina varSa va vartAra svaruna vatI no yogayeta ] karma ja tenA kartAne potAnA phaLa sAthe baLajarIthI joDatuM nathI ke tuM mArA phaLane bhogava), [ nig: Ti vurvANa: varmaLa: yat channa prApnoti ] phaLanI icchAvALo ja karma karato thako karmanA phaLane pAme che; [ jJAnaM san ] mATe jJAnarUpe raheto ane [ tatpa rata-pAvanaH ] jeNe karma pratye rAganI racanA dUra karI che evo [ muni: ] muni, [ ta-na-parityAka-zIta ] karmanA phaLanA parityAgarUpa ja jeno eka svabhAva che evo hovAthI, [ varSa M: kapi ri ] karma karato chato paNa [ Maa no vadhyate ] karmathI baMdhAto nathI. bhAvArtha:- karma to kartAne jabaradastIthI potAnA phaLa sAthe joDatuM nathI paraMtu je karmane karato thako tenA phaLanI icchA kare te ja tenuM phaLa pAme che. mATe je jJAnarUpe varte che ane rAga vinA karma kare che evo muni karmathI baMdhAto nathI. kAraNa ke tene karmanA phaLanI IcchA nathI.15ra. * karmanuM phaLa eTale (1) raMjita pariNAma, athavA to (2) sukha taraMjita pariNAma) utpanna karanAra AgAmI bhogo.
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________________ jaOO samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 zloka-15ra upara pravacana (zArdUlaiviDita) kartAraM svaphalena yatkila balAtkarmaiva no yojayet kurvANaH phalalipsureva hi phalaM prApnoti yatkarmaNaH / jJAnaM saMstadapAstarAgaracano no badhyate karmaNA kurvANo'pi hi karma tatphalaparityAgaikazIlo muniH||152|| zlokArtha - ( yata vitta karma vi vartAra svarunena vasAta no rokata ] karma ja tenA kartAne potAnA phaLa sAthe baLajorIthI joDatuM nathI... AhAhA...! karmano udaya Avyo to tene baLajorIthI rAga karAvato nathI. potAnA puruSArthanI kamI che to tene kAraNe rAga thAya che, parathI thato nathI. AhAhA.! ke tuM mArA phaLane bhogava)..." ema karma nathI (kahetA). [prati: pava hi durvANa: varmaM: yata naM praznoti phaLanI.... karmanuM phaLa (eTale) raMjita pariNAma. zuM kahe che? jarI sUkSma vAta che. rAgano rasa caDavo, rAgano rasa Avavo rAgamAM raMgAI javuM e karmanuM pariNAma che, e pariNAma jJAnIne hotA nathI. AhAhA...! karmanuM phaLa raMjita pariNAma. che nIce? rAgamAM raMgAvuM, raMjita pariNAma e dharmIne hotA nathI. jene AtmAno raMga caDyo, AhAhA...! bhagavAna AtmAno raMga caDyo tene rAgano raMga hoto nathI. AhAhA...! eka myAnamAM be talavAra rahetI nathI. AhAhA...! A to prathama hajI samyagdarzananI vAta che, bhagavAna samyagdarzana pachI saMyama to koI alaukika cIja che. AhAhA...! A to atyAre to samyagdarzananA ThekANA nathI. AhAhA...! ane vrata ne tapa (karavA) e to badhA ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA che. AhA...! ahIM to prathama kahe che, prabhu "phaLanI IcchAvALo ja karma karato thako karmanA phaLane pAme che;" paNa karmanA phaLano artha rAgamAM raMjita thaI javuM, rAgano raMga caDavo. AhAhA....! "sukha (-raMjita pariNAma) utpanna karanArA AgAmI bhogo." AhA! mane sukha thaze, rAga Avyo to mane sukha thayuM, e to mithyASTi che. AhA.! e phaLanI icchAvALo ja karma karato thako..." rAga karavo e phaLanI icchA che ke tenuM koI phaLa maLe, tevA phaLanI icchAvALAne rAgakartA kahevAmAM Ave che. karmanA phaLane pAme che, mATe jJAnarU5 raheto..." AtmA jJAna ane AnaMdarUpa che evI dRSTi samyak thaI to dharmI to jJAnarUpa raheto thako, rAgarUpa thato nathI. AhAhA...! are.! Avo mArga. e mArga vItarAga jaina paramezvare kahyo che. evuM bIje
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________________ zloka-152 401 kayAMya, bIjA mArgamAM che nahi. AhA...! e pAmavuM alaukika che, bhAI! kahe che, jeNe karma pratye rAganI racanA dUra karI che. AhAhA.! jJAnamAM rahevuM, ema kahyuM ne? "jJAnarUpa raheto..." eTale zuM? zAstrajJAna nahi. aMdara jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA jJAtAdraSTA, e jJAtA-daSTAmAM raheto thako. AvI vAtuM lokone moMghI paDe. (eTale) pachI lokoe bahAramAM caDAvI dIdhA. mULa cIja nahi ne caDAvI dIdhA, vrata karo ne apavAsa karo ne pUjA karo, bhakti karo) e dharma. e to anaMtavAra karyuM. prabhu e dharma nathI, e to rAganI kriyA che. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? ahIM to paramAtma svarUpa, jene aMtaradRSTimAM samyagdarzanamAM bhAsyuM.... oho...! nija svarUpamAM jeNe praveza karyo, anAdithI je rAgamAM praveza hato e aMtara AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, temAM jeNe praveza karyo, tyAM nivAsa karyo. AhAhA.! jJAna svabhAvamAM te rahe che, dharmI rAgabhAvamAM rahetA nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM have moMghI lAge. bApu! mArga to A che, bhAI! bIjI rIte kaheze to chetarAI jaze. bhava cAlyo jaze, prabhu! ane pachI Avo manuSyabhava maLavo muzkela che, nAtha! AhA.! prabhu tuM koNa cho? AhAhA! to jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa, e jJAnasvabhAva, hoM! e jJAnasvabhAva (eTale) zAstranuM jJAna nahi. ahIM to jJAnasvabhAva puMja. jema sAkara gaLapaNasvarUpa (che), ema bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa che. jJAna jenuM rUpa che, jJAna jenuM svarUpa che, jJAna jeno svabhAva che, jJAna jenI zaktinuM sattva che. sattva kema kahyuM? sat je che tenuM A jJAna sattva che. AhAhA...! are.re...! e cIjanI jene dRSTi thaI to kahe che, jJAnI tuM jJAnamAM rahe, rAgamAM AvIza nahi. AhAhA...! cothe guNasthAne, hoM! samyagdaSTiA kahe che, prabhu! tuM jJAnamUrti cho ne, nAtha! to jJAnanuM tane bhAna thayuM tene jJAnasvarUpa kahyuM, tyAM rahe ne. AhAhA...! Avo upadeza have. hai? mArga Avo che, bhAI! AhAhA...! ene jJAnamAM to paheluM nakkI karavuM paDaze ke nahi? ke, mArga to A che. AhAhA...! e vinA janma-maraNanA uddhAra prabhu nahi thAya. AhA...! ahIM kahe che, mATe..." mATe zuM? jJAyaka svarUpa bhagavAna AnaMda prabhu, tenI dRSTi thaI to tene bhAvanAthI rAga karavo e che nahi. to rAganuM karavuM che nahi to kayAM rahevuM? jJAnamAM rahe ne. tAruM svarUpa dhAma paDyuM che ne. "svayaM jyoti sukhadhAma" bhagavAna svayaM jyoti, caitanyajyoti, caitanyanA pUranA, nUranA prakAzano pravAha paDyo che Akho, dhruva... AhA...! jhINI vAtuM, bhagavAnA AhAhA.! tyAM rahene prabhu! teM tAruM dhAma joyuM che ne. AhAhA.! jJAnasvarUpa chuM, AnaMdasvarUpa chuM, are.. vItarAga svarUpa che. AtmA to anAdithI vItarAga svarUpa che. AhAhA...! evA vItarAga svarUpanI tane dRSTi thaIne samakita thayuM to have tyAM rahe ne. rAga Ave tyAM khasI na jA. rAganI mIThAza tane na hovI joIe. AhAhA.!
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________________ 402 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 jJAnamAM rahevuM jo khasI gayuM.. khasI gayo ne zuM kahe che hindImAM? haTa gayA. ame to gujarAtI chIe ne. badhuM hindu nathI AvaDatuM, thoDuM thoDuM AvaDe che. AhAhA.! ahIM to zarIrane nevuM varSa thayA, nevuM, somAM dasa ochA. ame to gujarAtamAM chIe, ahIMnA chIe. ahIMyAMthI agiyAra mAIla 'umarALA' che. tyAMno janma che. amArI dukAna pAleja (che). AvyA che ne amArA? hasu ne "naTu'. 'bharUca' ane 'vaDodarA vacce pAleja che. dukAna tyAM hatI. dukAna hatI tyAM nava varSa rahyA. hai? mumukSu :- have dukAna kyAM che? uttara :- have dukAna A che. pAMca varSa dukAna calAvI hatI. sattara varSathI bAvIsa. satraha kahate hai, kyA kahate haiM? eka aura sAta. sattara varSathI bAvIsa, pAMca varSa dukAna calAvI. dukAna che, A chokarAo AvyA che, moTI dukAna che. moTI lAkhonI pedAza che, atyAre. dhULanI, pApanI dukAna che I. AhA.AhAhA...! kahe che ke, jo tane AtmajJAna ane AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM hoya, prabhu! to tuM AtmAnA jJAnamAM rahe. tuM rAgamAM AvIne rAganI mIThAza na kara. AhAhA.! Avo mArga. vItarAga. jJAnamAM vasa. "jJAnarUpa raheto." che ne? jJAtA-daSTapaNe raheto thako. AhA.! kemake tArI cIja e jagatacakSu che. tuM to jagatacakSu-jJAnasvarUpI cho. to parane ane svane jANavAnI tAkAtavALo tuM cho. parane bhogavavuM e tArI cIjamAM che ja nahi. AhAhA...! ane parane karavuM e paNa tArI cIjamAM che nahi. AhAhA...! ahIM to hajI samyagdarzanamAM, cothA guNasthAnamAM, AhA! kahe che ke, prabhu! tane karmanA nimittane vaza thaIne nabaLAIthI, baLajorIthI koI rAga Ave to rAgano bhoga na leto. rAganA bhogano artha mane rAgano bhoga che, ema nahi mAnato. tane to prabhu jJAnano bhoga che ne. AhAhA...! AvI cIja mANasane jhINI paDe. lokone bahAramAM caDAvI dIdhA. AhA.! mULa cIja ekaDA na maLe ne mIMDA caDAvI dIdhA. AhA..! A to samyagdarzana traNalokano nAtha kone kahe che enI ahIM to pahelI vAta che. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? mATe jJAnarUpa raheto." eTale? AtmA jJAtA-daSTA rahe che evuM tane bhAna to thayuM tyAre to samyagdaSTi kahevAmAM Ave che, tyAre jJAnI kahevAmAM Ave che. bhale gRhasthAzramamAM ho, paNa he jJAnI! tuM jJAnamAM rahe. rAga Ave che tenI aMdara nahi cAlyo jato. rAganI mIThAzamAM rAgamAM praveza nahi karato. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM che. tipasva-ravina:] jeNe karma pratye rAganI racanA dUra karI che... AhAhA...! jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna, eka bhajanamAM evuM Ave che. prabhu tuma jANaga rIti, sahu jagata dekhatA ho lAla." he nAthA sarvajJa paramezvara tame jagatane juo cho. nija sattAe zuddha sahune paMkhatA ho lAla." prabhu! amArI sattA, amAruM hovApaNuM tene Apa zuddha juo cho. A bhagavAna aMdara che. prabhu tuma jANaga
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________________ 403 zloka-15ra rIti he nAtha! tamArA jJAnamAM amArI cIja Ave che to amArI cIjane Apa kevI juo cho? prabhu! Apa to amArI cIjane zuddha juo cho. rAga ne puNya e amArA che nahi, ema Apa to juo cho. AhAhA..! samajANuM? AvI vAtuM, bApu! AhA! samyagdarzana koI alaukika cIja che ane e vinA badhuM nirarthaka che. ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA, lAkha mIMDA lakhe ne ekaDo na hoya to mIMDAnI kAMI kiMmata nathI. ane eka ekaDo Ave ne pachI mIMDu caDe to dasa thaI jAya. ema samyagdarzana pachI jo sthiratA AvI jAya to saMga thaI jAya. samajANuM? AhA...! pati pAsta-2Rvana.] jeNe karma pratye rAganI racanA dUra karI che. AhAhA...! rAga Ave che paNa rAga racuM, tenAthI dUra thaI gayo che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? dharmI rAganI racanA karatA nathI. e dharmI to jJAnanI racanA kare che. AhAhA.. kemake AtmAmAM eka vIrya guNa paDyo che. AtmAmAM vIrya nAmano guNa che. A vIrya reta che jenAthI) dIkarI, dIkarA thAya e to jaDa che. AtmAmAM eka vIrya nAmano svabhAva, guNa che. e vIryano dharanAra bhagavAna, tenI jene dRSTi ane samyagdarzana thayuM to tenI vIryanI racanA nirmaLa paryAyanI racanA kare che. e rAganI racanA nathI karatA. AhAhA...! puNya-pApanA adhikAramAM AvyuM che ne? ke, je rAgamAM rahe che ane rAgathI khasIne aMdara jatA nathI te napuMsaka-pAvaiyA-hIjaDA che. zuM kahyuM? ke, je dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti Adi rAga che temAM Takayo che ane temAMthI khasatA nathI, A bAju AvatA nathI, e napuMsaka che. kemake rAgamAM AtmAnI prajA thatI nathI. AhAhA...! jema napuMsakane vIrya nathI, napuMsakane prajA thatI nathI. hIjaDA hoya che ne? pAvaiyA. ema bhagavAna trilokanAtha ema kahe che, aMdara tuM rAgathI bhinnatA nathI karato to napuMsaka cho, puruSa nahi. AhAhA.! puruSa to ene kahIe, potAnA caitanya svabhAvamAM sUto, raheto puruSa puruSArthasiddhi upAyamAM AvyuM che. potAnA caitanya svabhAvamAM sUve, rahe te caitanya che. rAgamAM sUve e to acetana, jaDa che. AhAhA.! Avo mArga che? jeNe karma pratye..." eTale rAga. rAganI racanA dUra karI che. AhAhA...! svarUpa zuddha caitanyaghanamAM vIrya nAmano eka guNa che, to samyaka dRSTimAM jyAre AkhA dravyanI dRSTi thaI to vIryaguNanI racanA nirmaLa pariNati kare e tenI racanA che. rAganI racanA kare e vIrya nahi, e svanuM vIrya nahi. AhAhA. svanuM baLa nahi. AhAhA.! are.re...! Avo vakhata. e kahyuM ne? bhASA TUMkI che paNa aMdara bhAva ghaNA bharyA che. AhA...! eka jagata" zabda ho to "jagata" zabda traNa akSarano che. ja-ga-ta. kAnomAtrA vinA. chatAM jagata eTale cauda brahmAMDa AvI jAya. anaMtA siddha (AvI jAya). AhA...! ema ahIMyAM kahe che, prabhu tane nirjarA kyAre thaze? ke jyAre jJAnasvarUpa
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________________ 404 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 bhagavAna AtmAno anubhava thayo, tyAM rahe, tyAMne tyAM prayatnane sthApa. rAganA bhAvamAM tAro prayatna na laI jA, tenI racanA karavAmAM tAruM vIrya nathI. AhAhA...! tAruM vIrya to prabhu! tane dravyadRSTi thaI, dravyanuM jJAna thayuM, dravyano anubhava thayo to tenuM vIrya je che e to zuddha svarUpanI racanA kare e vIrya. rAganI racanA kare e tAruM kArya nahi. AhA.! rAga Ave che, dharmIne dayA, dAna, vrata, pUjAno bhAva Ave che paNa tenI racanA-A mAruM kArya che, ema te mAnatA nathI. AhAhA...! heyabuddhie jANe che. zuM kahyuM? e zubha bhAva heyabuddhie jANe che. huM racuM ane mAruM kArya che (ema nahi). AhA...! bhAI! A to vItarAgano mArga ane teya janma-maraNa rahita, corAzInA avatAra rahita thavAnuM samyagdarzana, e koI alaukika mArga che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? zuM kahyuM? "apArasta-rAraMvanaH rAganI racanAno teNe nAza karyo che. "apasta' che ne? AhAhA.! apasta-2IRvana: samyagdaSTi jIve to AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAnane joyo che, e AtmAnA AnaMdathI viruddhathI rAga, tenI racanAthI to te dUra che. AtmAnI zAMti ane AnaMdanI racanAmAM e to paDyo che. AhAhA...! Avo mArga have. [ jJAna san ] che ne? jJAnamAM rahe. caitanyasvarUpa bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpamAM rahe to samyagdaSTi kahevAmAM Ave che. rAgamAM AvI jAya ane rAga mArI cIja che (ema jo mAne to) mithyAdRSTi che. AhA.! kemake bhagavAna AtmAmAM anaMta guNa che. e dareka guNa pavitra che. anaMtAanaMta guNa che te pavitra che. to e pavitratAno je svAmI thayo e apavitra evA rAgano svAmI kema thAya? je pavitranI racanA karanAruM samyagdarzana thayuM. AhA...! e apavitra evA rAganI racanAthI dUra che. "masta AhAhA.! zuM saMtonI vANI! jAga re jAga nAtha! caitanyamUrti prabhu tuM cho ne! ema kahe che. rAgamAM sUto cho e AtmAmAM jAge che. rAgamAM sUtA che nAma rAgano svAmI thato nathI e AtmAno svAmI thAya che. AhAhA...! ane je AtmAmAM jAgRta thaIne sUve che te rAgamAM sUve che. rAga mAro nahi. AhAhA.. jema zarIra potAnuM nathI tema rAga paNa potAno nathI. rAga to Asravatattva che. dayA, dAna puNya Asravatattva che. hiMsA, jUTha, corI, viSaya e pApa Asravatattva che to e tattva jJAyakatattvathI to bhinna che. nahitara nava nAma kema paDyA? jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApa, Asrava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha ane mokSa. nava tattva che ne? nava (nAma) kema paDyA? AhAhA.! samajANuM? AvI vAtuM have. bApu! tArI gharanI vAtuM judI jAta che. bhAI! AhAhA...! e vatano vikalpa uThe to paNa kahe che, tyAM e racanAnI mIThAzamAM nahi jato. e tArI cIja nathI. AhAhA...! bhagavAnanI bhaktino bhAva Ave che paNa tenI racanAmAM e mAruM kArya che ema jAto nahi. AhAhA...! zlokamAM ghaNI gaMbhIratA bharI che. nirjarA che
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________________ zloka-15ra 405 ne, nirjarA. AhAhA! jeNe karma pratye..." eTale rAganuM kArya. rAganI racanA dUra karI che evo muni,..." muninI pradhAnatAthI kathana che, bAkI samyagdaSTi paNa gauNapaNe AvI jAya che). kaLazaTIkAkAra to jyAM muni (zabda) Ave tyAM samakitI ja (artha) kare che. A kaLazaTIkA'. keTalAmo che A? 15ra. A 15ra, lyo. muni. ANe artha karyo che, bhAI! rAjamala' TIkAkAra che. zuddha svarUpa anubhave birAjamAna samyagdaSTi jIva. A kaLazaTIkA che. "rAjamala jinadharmI, jinadharma kA marmI banArasIdAsa kahe che, "banArasIdAsa' 'samayasAra nATaka' karanAra, emaNe lakhyuM che. muninI vyAkhyA karI che. zuddha svarUpa anubhave. zuddha svarUpa anubhave birAjamAna, AhAhA.! evo samyagdaSTi jIva. A 15ra zlokano artha che. moTuM AkhuM bharyuM che. badhuM joyuM che. AhAhA.! zuM kahyuM? jo tane AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM hoya, AtmAnuM jJAna, samyagdarzana thayuM, (jo) na thayuM to rAgamAM ekatA che, e to anAdi kALathI che, e to mithyAtva bhAva che ane saMsAramAM rakhaDavAno bhAva che, paNa tane rAgathI bhinna jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM hoya, samyagdarzana thayuM, jJAna thayuM, jJAnanuM jJAna thayuM, jJAnInuM jJAna thayuM, AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM. AhA...! to have tyAM rahe ne. e tAruM dhAma che, tAruM sthaLa che. AhAhA..! samajANuM? AhA.! pahelA nahotuM kahyuM eka pherI? nATakamAM AvatuM. ene e khabara nahi hoya. e.i..! 'hasamukha'! tAro janma kyAM hato (e vakhate). (saMvata) 1964nI sAlanI vAta che, 1964mAM aDhAra varSanI uMmara hatI. 1946mAM janma che. 18 varSanI uMmara. mAla levA vaDodarA gayA hatA. mAla levA jAto ne. "muMbaI', "surata" badhe jatA. to "vaDodarA mAla levA gayA hatA. aDhAra varSanI uMmaranI vAta che. 7ra varSa pahelAnI vAta che. e "anasUyAnuM nATaka hatuM. bharUcane kAMThe "narmadA nadI che ne? e narmadA' ane 'anusUyA' be baheno hatA. enuM moTuM nATaka hatuM. divase mAla lIdho ane rAtre gayA. "anusUyAnuM nATaka jotA, e bAIne putra nahoto, e bAI svargamAM jAtI hatI to svarge nA pADI. e lokomAM che ne? " putrazya tinAsti' putra na hoya ene gati na hoya. e e lokonuM-vedanuM. tyAM nATakamAM evuM hatuM. bAI kahe che, mAre karavuM zuM? nIce hoya ene vara. brAhmaNane paraNI. ene thayuM chokaruM. chokarAne sUvaDAvatI. AhAhA.. te dinI vAta yAda che. 72 varSa sIttera ne be. beTA! tuM nirvikalpo cho. prabhu! nATakamAM Ama pADatA hatA. zuddhosI, buddhosI. prabhu! tuM zuddha caitanyaghana che. buddhosI-jJAnasvarUpa cho. ema kahetI hatI, lyo! nATakamAM Ama pADatA hatA. ahIM to atyAre saMpradAyamAM e vAta rahI nahi. bahAra karo, A karo, A karo, A karo. e.i..! kAMtibhAI ! zeTha che ne tyAM paNa atyAre to mUkIne AvyA che, barAbara dhAmA nAkhyA che. mumukSu - sAMbhaLavA kayAM maLe che?
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________________ 406 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 uttara :- bApA! zuM kahIe? bhAI! are.! bIje nathI ema kahevuM lAja Ave evuM che. AhAhA...! mArga to A che. kahe che ke, prabhu! teM tArI cIjane jANI hoya ane tArI cIja AnaMdano tane anubhava thayo, tane samyagdarzana thayuM ane samyagdarzananI sAthe tenuM jJAna paNa thayuM to prabhuhave tuM jJAnamAM raheje, hoM! tyAMthI nIkaLIne rAganI racanAmAM jAIza nahi. rAga Avaze, paNa rAganI mIThAzanI racanAmAM jaIza nahi. AhAhA...! "cetanajI'! AvI vAtuM che. AhA...! te di to bAra AnAnI TikiTa lIdhI hatI ane bAra AnAnI copaDI lIdhI hatI). pahelethI mArI Teva ke, bhaI! tame zuM kaho cho e samajyA vinA amAre saMbhaLAya nahi nATakamAM to tamArI bAra AnAnI copaDI lAvo. tame zuM bolo cho, I khabara paDe). (saMvata) 1964nI vAta che. 72 varSa pahelA. (atyAre) 90 thayA. aDhAra varSanI uMmara. emAM ema bole, beTA! bhagavAna AtmA! tuM to zuddha cho ne, nAthA buddhosI! tuM jJAnano piMDa cho, rAga tArI cIja nahi. AhAhA...! elo! anyamatinA nATakamAM AvuM pADatA. ahIM to saMpradAyamAM ene kahevA jAya ke, tuM zuddha, buddha cho. rAga tAro nahi. (to kahe, are.! e to ekAMta thaI gayuM. mumukSu :- e brAhmaNanuM che. uttara :- sAcI vAta. AhAhA...! e vakhate bAI bolatI hatI. are.. bhAI! AtmA to bhagavAna ja che, paNa bhAna kare to. ('samayasAra) 72 gAthAmAM AvyuM, bhagavAna AtmA! ema AcArye kahyuM che. kuMdakuMdAcArya ane "amRtacaMdrAcArya. A kuMdakuMdAcArya, "amRtacaMdrAcArya. bhagavAna AtmA! puNya ane pApa azuci che. puNya ane pApanA bhAva mela che. prabhu! tuM to jJAnano sAgara cho ne! nirmaLa jJAna. AhAhA! ema bheda batAvyo. vakhata thaI gayo. AhA.! ahIM to e kahevuM che ke, jJAnamAM rahe. jo tane AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM che to je cIja che temAM dRSTi rAkha. rAganI racanAmAM nahi jA. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) potAnI pAchaLa vikarALa vAgha jhapaTuM mArato doDato Avato hoya to pote kevI doTa mUke e visAmo khAvA Ubho raheto haze? ema A kALa jhapaTuM mArato cAlyo Ave che ane aMdara kAma karavAnA ghaNA che ema ene lAgavuM joIe. Atmadharma aMka-1, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ gAthA- 224 thI 227 407 (0-224 thI. 227) puriso jaha ko vi ihaM vittiNimittaM tu sevade raayN| to so vi dedi rAyA vivihe bhoge suhuppAe / / 224 / / emeva jIvapuriso kammarayaM sevade suhaNimittaM / to so vi dedi kammo vivihe bhoge suhuppAe / / 225 / / jaha puNa so cciya puriso vittiNimittaM Na sevade raayN| to so Na dedi rAyA vivihe bhoge suhuppAe / / 226 / / emeva sammadiTTI visayatthaM sevade Na kammarayaM / to so Na dedi kammo vivihe bhoge suhuppaae||227|| puruSo yathA ko'pIha vRttinimittaM tu sevate rAjAnam / tatso'pi dadAti rAjA vividhAn bhogAn sukhotpAdakAn / / 224 / / evameva jIvapuruSaH karmarajaH sevate sukhanimittam / tattadapi dadAti karma vividhAn bhogAn sukhotpaadkaan||225|| yathA punaH sa eva puruSo vRttinimittaM na sevate rAjAnam / tatso'pi na dadAti rAjA vividhAn bhogAn sukhotpaadkaan|226|| evameva samyagdRSTi: viSayArthaM sevate na karmarajaH / tattanna dadAti karma vividhAn bhogAn sukhotpAdakAn / / 227 / / yathA kazcitpuruSo phalArthaM rAjAnaM sevate tataH sa rAjA tasya phalaM dadAti, tathA jIvaH phalArthaM karma sevate tatastatkarma tasya phalaM ddaati| yathA ca sa eva puruSa phalArthaM rAjAnaM na sevate tataH sa rAjA tasya phalaM na dadAti, tathA samyagdRSTi: phalArthaM karma na sevate tatastatkarma tasya phalaM na dadAtIti taatprym|
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________________ 408 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 have A arthane dAMtathI daDha kare che : yama jagatamAM ko puruSa vRttinimitta seve bhUpane, to bhUpa paNa sukhajanaka vidhavidha bhoga Ape puruSane; 224. tyama jIvapuruSa paNa kamarajanuM sukhaaratha sevana kare, to karma paNa sukhajanaka vidhavidha bhoga Ape jIvane. 225. vaLI te ja nara jayama vRtti arthe bhUpane seve nahIM, to bhUpa paNa sukhajanaka vidhavidha bhogane Ape nahIM, 226. sudRSTine tyama viSaya arthe karmarajasevana nathI, to karma paNa sukhajanaka vidhavidha bhogane detAM nathI. 227. gAthArtha :- [ yathA ] jema [ 3 ] A jagatamAM [ va: pi puruSa: ] koI puruSa [ vRttinimitta tu ] AjIvikA arthe [ rAkhInam ] rAjAne [ sevata ] seve che [ tat ] to [ sA rAnI pa ] te rAjA paNa tene [ juvotpAda- ] sukha utpanna karanArA | vividhAna ] aneka prakAranA [ mo na ] bhogo [ vAti ] Ape che, [ Pvam 4] tevI ja rIte [ nIvapuruSa: ] jIvapuruSa [ suranimittam ] sukha arthe [ varmaranaH ] karmarajane [ sevata ] seve che [ tad ] to [ tat rma pa ] te karma paNa tene [ juvotpAdavAna ] sukha utpanna karanArA [ vivighAnuM ] aneka prakAranA [ mo I ] bhogo [ havAti ] Ape che. [ puna: ] vaLI [ yathA ] jema [ saH 4 puruSa: ] te ja puruSa [ vRttinimitta] AjIvikA arthe [ rAkhInam ] rAjAne [ na sevata ] nathI sevato [ tat] to [ : rAnI bapi ] te rAjA paNa tene [ suravotpAchA ] sukha utpanna karanArA [ vividhAna ] aneka prakAranA [ mo na ] bhogo [ na rAti ] nathI Apato, [ wvam va ] tevI ja rIte [ sAvRSTiH ] samyagdaSTi [ viSayArtha ] viSaya arthe [ varSanaH ] karmarajane [ na sevate] nathI sevato | tad] to (arthAt tethI) [ tat rma ] te karma paNa tene [ suvotpAdana ] sukha utpanna karanArA [ vividhAna ] aneka prakAranA [ mo II ] bhogo [ na havAti ] nathI ApatuM. TIkA :- jema koI puruSa phaLa arthe rAjAne seve che to te rAjA tene phaLa Ape che, tema jIva phaLa arthe karmane seve che to te karma tene phaLa Ape che. vaLI jema te ja puruSa phaLa arthe rAjAne nathI sevato to te rAjA tene phaLa nathI Apato, tema samyagdaSTi phaLa arthe karmane nathI sevato to (arthAt tethI) te karma tene phaLa nathI ApatuM. ema tAtparya (arthAtu kahevAno Azaya che. bhAvArtha - ahIM eka Azaya to A pramANe che :- ajJAnI viSayasukha arthe arthAt
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________________ gAthA- 224 thI 227 409 raMjita pariNAma arthe udayAgata karmane seve che tethI te karma tene vartamAnamAM) rajita pariNAma Ape che. jJAnI viSayasukha arthe arthAt paMkti pariNAma arthe udayAgata karmane sevato nathI tethI te karma tene raMjita pariNAma utpanna karatuM nathI. bIjo Azaya A pramANe che :- ajJAnI sukha -rAgAdipariNAma) utpanna karanArA AgAmI bhogonI abhilASAthI vrata, tapa vagere zubha karma kare che tethI te karma tene rAgAdi pariNAma utpanna karanArA AgAmI bhogo Ape che. jJAnInI bAbatamAM AthI viparIta samajavuM. A rIte ajJAnI phaLanI vAMchAthI karma kare che tethI te phaLane pAme che ane jJAnI phaLanI vAMchA vinA karma kare che tethI te phaLane pAmato nathI. pravacana naM. 300 gAthA-224 thI 227, zloka-153, ravivAra, bhAdaravA suda 11, tA. 02-09-1979 dasalakSaNI parvano sAtamo divasa che ne? tapa. tapa, tapa kone kahevuM? samyajJAnarUpI netranA dhAraNa karanAra. AhAhA...! je AtmA jJAtRttva che tene jeNe jANyuM che, e jANanAra samyagdarzana che ema kahe che. AtmA jJAtRtattva che. kAle bapore AvyuM hatuM ne ke, zabdo ane zabdomAM kahelo artha, e zabdane paNa jJAnAkArathI zeyAkArane jANe che ane AkhA vizvane jJAnAkArapaNe jANe che evuM je jJAtRtattva. tyAM to eka pada kahyuM hatuM ne? bhAI! zabdane, AkhA zabdabrahmane, zabda-satu. AkhuM vizva, padArtha beyane jANanAruM pada eTale adhiSThAtA AtmA. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? evuM je Atmatattva samyajJAnarUpI netrane dhAraNa karanAra. ene samyajJAnathI jeNe jAmyuM che. jhINI vAta che, bhAI! AhA! je A zabda sat (che), satu e cha dravyane batAvanAra zabda che ane sat evuM vizva-AkhI duniyA, e beyanuM je jJAnanI paryAyamAM jJAtRtattva beyanI jAtane jANavAvALuM thayuM che, AhAhA...! evuM je zabda ane artha AkhI duniyA, vizva, lokAloka ene jANavAnA paryAyapaNe pariName che evuM je adhiSThAna eTale AtmA. enuM jene samyajJAnarUpI netrathI samyajJAna thayuM che. AhA...! hajI tapasyA pahelI kone kahevI? hajI A (tattvanuM) bhAna na maLe ane tapasyA (kare) e tapasyA nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA...! samyajJAnarUpI netrane dhAraNa karanAra karmarUpI mela dUra karavA mATe tapasyA tapAvavAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! jeNe A AtmA jJAyakatattva AkhuM jagata ne zabdane jANanAruM, evA tattvano jeNe nirNaya karyo che ane pachI karmamaLane TALavA mATe e svarUpamAM tanmaya thaIne rame che, tene tapa kahevAmAM Ave che. Are.! AvI vAta che. tapAvavAmAM Ave che eTale
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________________ 410 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pachI aMdara AnaMdamAM rahetAM karmanA rajakaNo ane azuddhatA TaLI jAya che. AhAhA...! te bAhya ane atyaMtaranA bhedathI be prakAranuM tapa che. anazanAdi bhedathI bAra prakAranuM che, atyaMtara ane bAhyathI be prakAranuM che ane bAhya atyaMtaranA bhedathI bAra prakAranuM che. e ta5 janmarUpI samudra pAra karavAne mATe jahAja samAna che. AhAhA...! jJAtRtattva je jJAyaka svarUpa bhagavAna, svaparane jANanAruM ane zabdane paNa jANanAruM evuM je jJAyakatattva jeNe samyajJAna netra dvArA jeno nirNaya karyo che, AhA! e pachI emAM lInatA kare che, tape che, sUrya jema prakAzathI zobhe che ema potAno prakAza, jJAnanA prakAzanI ugratAnA pratApathI karma baLI jAya che. ene ahIM tapa kahevAmAM Ave che. A uttamatapa, hoM! dasa uttama (dharma) che ne? eTale uttamatapamAM paheluM samyajJAna ane darzana hovuM joIe. e vinA tapa e tapa che nahi. AhAhA.! bIjo. AmAM jarI lAMbI vAta che. je krodhAdi kaSAyo ne paMcendriya viSayorUpa uddhata aneka corono samudAya ghaNI muzkelIthI jItI zakAya che. te tArUpI subhaTa dvArA, AhAhA.! e bhagavAna AnaMda ane jJAyaka svarUpamAM lInatA dvArA, aMtaranA AnaMdamAM ramavA dvArA, baLapUrvaka mAra khAIne nAza pAme che (arthAta) rAgAdi marI jAya che. AhAhA.! jIvatI jyotane jyAM jAgRtapaNe ugra kare che tyAM rAga ane karma te marI jAya che, bALI nAkhe che. AhAhA...! Ane tapa kahevAya. A to nathI jyAM samyagdarzana, jJAna ne bhAna ane apavAsa karyA ne A karyA, tapasyA karI), e tapasyA te nirjarA (ema mAne. dhULeya nathI nirjarA. A nirjarA adhikAra che ne? bapore cAle che emAM A ja adhikAra Avaze. AhA...! mAra khAIne nAza pAme che. AhAhA...! eTale? bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna, emAM lInatA karavAthI rAga ane karma mAra khAIne, marI jaIne nAza pAme che. AhA...! jIvatI jyota jAgRta karatA... AhAhA.! caitanyanA prakAzane jAgRta, ugra karatA e rAga ane karma tapIne baLI jAya che, marI jAya che, kahe che. AhAhA...! ene tapa kahevAmAM Ave che. atyAre to tapanI vyAkhyA ATha, dasa apavAsa kare dasalakSaNanA ne thaI gayuM tapa. dhULeya nathI. AhA...! emAM (kaSAya maMdI hoya to kadAcit pApAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya. pApAnubaMdhI puNya. AhAhA.! A (upara kahelA) tapane bhagavAna tapa kahe che. AhA.! dharmarUpI lakSmIthI saMyukta sAdhu mokSanagarInA mArge sarva prakAranA viba, bAdhAothI rahita thaIne, AhAhA... aMtaranI AnaMdanI ramaNatAmAM bAdhA, pIDA rahita thaIne aMdarathI mokSanI nagarImAM cAlyo jAya che. pUrNa zuddhatAnI prAptine raste cAlyo jAya che. AhAhA...! AvuM svarUpa che. lokamAM mithyAtvAdi nimitte tIvra duHkha prApta thavAnuM hatuM tenI apekSAe tapathI utpanna thatuM duHkha alpa che. duHkha eTale duHkha to nathI paNa ema ke bahAramAM je duHkho sahana karavA e karatAM aMtaramAM ramatA jarI pratikULatA ane sahana karavuM e alpa
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________________ gAthA-224 thI 227 411 che. jeTaluM samudrajaLanI apekSAe tenuM eka TIpuM hoya che. ema AtmAnA dhyAnathI kaMI sahana karavuM paDe e alpa che ane ajJAnamAM je sahana karavuM paDe e samudranA moTA jaLa jevuM che. AhA..! kaThinAIthI manuSyaparyAya prApta thavA chatAM paNa jo tuM A vakhate tapathI bhraSTa thaze.. AhAhA..! to pachI tane keTalI hAnI thaze, e jANe che? te avasthAmAM tAruM sarvasva naSTa thaI jaze. AhAhA..! bhagavAna jIvatI jyota jJAtRtattva, temAM ramaNatAnI tapasyA jo na karI.. AhA..! to bhraSTa thaIne prabhu! kayAM jaIza tuM? AhAhA..! tAro avatA2 kacAM thaze? e tapanI vyAkhyA karI. ahIMyAM ApaNe 224 gAthA. i che ne? puriso jaha ko vi to so vi dedi emeva jIvapuriso to so vi dedi jaha puNa so cciya to so ihaM vittiNimittaM tu rAyA vivihe bhoge kammarayaM sevade kammo vivihe bhoge puriso vittiNimittaM Na di rAyA vivihe bhoge emeva sammadi visayatthaM sevade Na to so Na dedi kammo vivihe bhoge yama jagatamAM ko puruSa vRttinimitta seve bhUpane, to bhUpa paNa sukhajanaka vidhavidha bhoga Ape puruSane; 224. tyama jIvapuruSa paNa karmaranuM sukhaaratha sevana kare, suhuppAe / / 227 / / to karma paNa sukhajanaka vidhavidha bhoga Ape jIvane. 225. vaLI te ja na2 jyama vRtti arthe bhUpane seve nahIM, to bhUpa paNa sukhajanaka vidhavidha bhogane Ape nahIM; 226. sudRSTine tyama viSaya arthe karmarasevana nathI, to karma paNa sukhajanaka vidhavidha bhogane detAM nathI. 227. AhAhA..! TIkA :- jema koI puruSa phLa arthe rAjAne...' rAjAnA mAkhaNiyA hoya che ne? anukULa bolanArA. e rAjAne hetuthI seve che, kAMIka maLe. mAkhaNa copaDe che ke, bahu tame AvA cho ne tame AvA cho ne tame AvA cho. AhAhA..! jema koI puruSa phaLa arthe...' huM AnI sevA karIza to mane kaMIka deze, jamIna Apaze, paisA Apaze. AhA..! sevade rAyaM / suhuppAe / / 224 / / suhaNimittaM / suhuppAe / / 225 / / sevade rAyaM / suhuppAe / / 226 / / kammarayaM /
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________________ 412 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (tema jIva) "phaLa arthe karmane seve che." "rAjA tene phaLa Ape che, tema jIva phaLa arthe karmane seve che..." rAgano bhogavaTo paNa rAgamAM sukha mAnIne bhogave che. AhA...! rAgamAM sukhapaNAne mAnIne rAgane seve che. AhAhA! "to te karma tene phaLa Ape che. ene vikAra baMdhana thAya che. AhAhA...! ane saMyogo ene maLaze, svabhAva nahi maLe. AhAhA...! vaLI jema te ja puruSa phaLa arthe rAjAne nathI sevato to te rAjA tene phaLa nathI Apato. AhAhA.! "tema samyagdaSTi phaLa arthe karmane nathI sevato.. AhAhA...! rAgamAM sukhabuddhi che tema rAgane sevato nathI. AhAhA...! bhogamAM sukha che, evI buddhithI bhogane bhogavato nathI. AhAhA..! te puruSane te karma tene phaLa nathI ApatuM. tene rAgabaMdhana thatuM nathI. AhA. ene nirjarA thaI jAya che. ene karma phaLa ApatuM nathI. AhAhA...! "jAmanagaramAM eka pArasI divAna hato ne? maherabAnajI karIne. jAmanagaramAM (saMvata) 1991mAM ame jAmanagaramAM gayA hatA ne? maherabAnajI divAna sAMbhaLavA AvatA. A samayasAra' vaMcAtuM hatuM. 100mI gAthA. 1991nI mAgazara mahinAnI vAta che. pachI koIe vAta karI hatI ke, ene hajArano pagAra hato. te di', hoM! darabAre ene pUchyA vinA so (rUpiyA) vadhArI dIdhA. ene khabara paDI ke, juo to A paisA vadhAre koNe ApyA? koNe noMdhyA? rAjAe kahyuM che. rAjAne kahyuM ke, zuM karavA vadhAre ApyA? mAro pagAra hajAra che ne bAraso zuM karavA tame karyo? tamArA kAma Ave to huM anukULa karI dauM ema? e mATe? rAjAnA kAma Ave to huM ene nirdoSa rIte TharAvI dauM, e mATe Apo cho A? e huM nahi, kADhI nAkho. pArasI, hoM! e basono pagAra vadhArIne tamArA rAjanA kAma Ave tyAre emAM huM chUTa ApI dauM, e mArAthI nahi bane. mArAthI to raiyatanuM je phaLa lauM che te tamArA rAjanuM, koIno pakSa mATe hoI zake nahi. to tamArI nokarI che. samajANuM? AnuM paNa AvyuM hatuM ne kAMIka? gopALa... zuM kahevAya che? bareyA. ApaNe A siddhAMta pravezikA' chapANI che ne? "bayAne paNa nokarI hatI emAM vadhAre paisA ApyA, lakhyA. enA nAme moTo dhaMdho karelo ane emAM pedAza thaI ne pedAza thaI to ene nAme ApI. copaDAmAM lakhyuM. (to kahyuM), koNe lakhyuM A? meM dhaMdho karyo nathI, mAre nAme dhaMdho koNe karyo ke, rAjAe karyo che ke bIjo koI gRhastha haze. ene phaLa maLyuM che tamane ApyuM che. bilakula nyAya nathI. to koI vakhate mAre nAme nukasAna jAya to mAro upara dAvo karavo che? mArI pAsethI lUMTavuM che tamAre AvAya sajjana loko hoya che. samajANuM kAMI? ema ajJAnI rAgane, bhogane seve che e mIThAzathI seve che. ene vikAranuM baMdhana thaIne karma phaLa Apaze. jJAnI rAgane bhogave che e sukhabuddhithI nahi. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAta che. aMdara duHkhanI lAgaNIthI ene seve che. AhA...! are...re...! mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. e duHkhane bhogave che. I duHkhane bhogave che), tenA phaLane icchato nathI.
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________________ gAthA- 224 thI 227 413 AhAhA.! samyagdarzana koI cIja evI che, prabhu! zuM kahIe? AhAhA.. ke jene AtmAnA anubhavanA svAda joyA che, AhAhA...! ene A rAganA bhAvamAM tene AnaMda Ave ke cha-- hajAra strI sAthe lagna kare to temAM tenI mIThAza ne sukhabuddhi che (ema nathI). mAro nAtha sukhathI bharelo bhaMDAra che), e sukha tyAMthI Ave, bahArathI Ave nahi. AhAhA...! e cha-- hajAra strInA bhogamAM dekhAya te bhogamAM sukhabuddhi nathI ene, prabhu! AhAhA...! duHkhabuddhithI che ethI ene karma phaLa AvatuM nathI. AhAhA.! AvI vAtuM che. jagatathI jAta judI bahu, bApu! AhA! karma tene phaLa ApatuM nathI. ema tAtparya (arthAt kahevAno Azaya) che." bhAvArtha - 'ahIM eka Azaya to A pramANe che :- ajJAnI viSayasukha arthe arthAt..." rAganA raMgAyelA pariNAma arthe udayAgata karmane seve che.." ajJAnI rAgamAM raMgAI jaIne seve che. AhAhA.! viSaya bhoga, pAMca indriyanA viSayo, enA rAgamAM raMgAIne bhogave che. AhA.. tethI te karma tene (vartamAnamAM) raMjita pariNAma Ape che." rAgamAM raMgAyelA pariNAma ene maLe che. rAgamAM raMgAyelA pariNAma maLe che. AhAhA.! jJAnI viSayasukha arthe arthAt... rAganA "raMjita pariNAma arthe udayAgata karmane sevato nathI..." rAgamAM rasa caDI gayo che ane seve che ema nathI. AhA.jJAnIne to AtmAnA AnaMdano rasa che, e rasa AgaLa rAgano rasa ene hoto nathI. (rAga) Ave, bhogave paNa emAM rasa hoto nathI. AhAhA...! juo! A nirjarA ajJAnIne rAganA rasamAM raMgAyelA rAgathI bhogave che tethI mithyAtva thaIne navA karma bAMdhe che. AhAhA.! dharmI jIva potAnA AnaMdanA rasane bhUlIne rAgano rasa ene thato nathI. AhA...! jJAnanA AnaMdanA rasanI AgaLa rAgano rasa tene duHkharUpa lAge che. AhAhA...! tethI tenA bhogavaTAmAM karma kharI jAya che. AhA...! AvI vAtuM che. bApu! vItarAga dharma koI bIjI jAta che. AhAhA...! A to bahAramAM jarI kriyA karI, dayA ne vrata pALyA, tapasyA karI ne dasalakSaNI parva tapasyA karI, kAMIka dAna ApyA, lAkha, be lAkha, pAMca lAkha (ApyA), dhULeya tyAM dharma nathI, sAMbhaLane AhAhA...! hamaNAM ghaNe ThekANe Ave che, pAMca-pAMca lAkha ApyA. olA eka che ne kalakattA? 'misarIlAla gaMgavAla pAMca lAkha ApyA. hamaNA bhAI, maNibhAI che ne A? "zAMtAbenanA, benanA naNadoI. "maNibhAI che ne? "muMbaI. eNe hamaNAM morabImAM pAMca lAkha ApyA. morabImAM bahu bhIDa paDI che ne atyAre? loko bicArA TaLavaLe che. makAna nahi, sAmAna nahi, kapaDA nahi. AhAhA! eka joDa kapaDA hatA te melA ghANa, kAdavamAM rahelA. hamaNA pAMca lAkha ApyA. loko ema mAnI bese ke, pAMca lAkha ApyA mATe ene dharma thaI gayo. rAga maMda karyo hoya to puNya che, dharma nahi. pAMca lAkha zuM tArA karoDa Apa nahi. AhAhA...! pAMca, cha karoDa rUpiyA che ane
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________________ 414 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 badhA ApI de to zuM che? dharma che emAM? AhAhA...! tyAre to Ama kahyuM che ne? ApaNe AvI gayuM hatuM, 'padmanaMdi paMcaviMzatikAmAM, ke maMdira banAve e mahA moTo (mANasa che). nAnakaDuM maMdira) banAve to moTo mANasa ane e jo sthApe to e saMghavI kahevAya. Ave che ne? e to samyagdarzana sahitanI vAta che. AhAhA...! AtmAnuM bhAna che tene A moTA maMdirAdi banAvavAno jarI zubha bhAva Avyo, te zubhano tene rasa nathI. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! ahIM to kahe che, prabhu ajJAnI viSayasukhane arthe raMgAyelA rAgathI bhogane bhogave che. rAgathI raMgAI gayo che. caitanyamUrtine eNe bhinna rAkhyo nathI. jene rAganA rasa caDI gayA che. evA ajJAnI viSayasukhane bhogavatA navA baMdhanane pAme che, navA karmane pAme che. AhAhA.! "tethI te karma tene (vartamAnamAM) raMjita pariNAma Ape che. eTale raMgAyelA rAgane Ape che e. rAgamAM raMgAI jaze. AhAhA.! bhagavAna judo che enuM bhAna ene nahi rahe. AhAhA.! "jJAnI viSayasukha arthe...' rAganA raMgAyelA arthe udayAgata karmane sevato nathI...' rAgamAM jene raMga nathI, bApA! AhAhA...! jeno-caitanyano raMga caDyo che. AhA...! "dAmanagara comAsu hatuM. eka bAvo hato, bAvo. te bAvAe eka bAI rAkhelI. emAM e bAIe pachI ene na AdarI. pachI Ane evo kaSAya caDI gayo. bAvo hato, hoM! jogI, tyAgI. AhA...! Akho koTa paheryo. e bAInuM nAma lakSmI ke evuM kAMIka hatuM. bAInuM nAma lakSmI" hatuM. A to "dAmanagaranA comAsAnI vAta che, (saMvata) 1983 nI hoya ke 1976 nI hoya. e raMga evo ke, lakSmI. lakSmI. lakSmI..." ene herAna, anAdara karavA mATe. e apAsarA pAsethI nIkaLyo, koTamAM strInuM nAma lakhyuM hatuM), kokane meM kahyuM, elA paNa A che koNa? A bAvA jevo che ne A strI, strI AkhA kapaDA upara. to eNe tyAM jaIne kahyuM, to kahe, "kSatriya kA raMga caDA hai, utaratA nahi have." amane e strIno raMga caDyo che e raMga utarato nathI, ema bolyo. meM kIdhuM, A bAvo che ke A zuM A? Akho koTa paheryo ne emAM lakSmI. lakSmI. lakSmI" (lakheluM). meM kIdhuM, A zuM kare che? "lakSmI bAI che koI? kIdhuM, paisA che? tyAre kahe, e to lakSmI bAI eNe rAkhelI, e bAIe ene choDI dIdho. eTale Ane have eTalo kaSAya thaI gayo che. eTale ene jaIne koIe kahyuM ke, A mahArAja kahe che ke, tame A zuM karo cho A? to kahe, "kSatriya kA raMga caDA hai, utaratA nahi." pApano raMga. AhAhA...! A to baneluM, hoM! "dAmanagaramAM. olAno hato kyAMka, zuM kahevAya? maTha. maTha kahevAya zuM kahevAya che? koI maMdirano olo hato. prasiddha hato, pachI bAyaDI rAkhI kokanI ane eNe choDI dIdho ne pachI kaSAye caDI gayelo. basa! AkhA gAmamAM phare. ene herAna karavA, enuM apamAna karavA. zuM che A? javAba evo
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________________ gAthA-224 thI 227 415 Apyo mALAe, kSatriya kA raMga caDA hai, e raMga have utarate nahi.' pApano raMga caDyo che, e have utarato nathI. ema A ajJAnIne bhoga ne kALe rAganA rasa caDyA che e ene utarato nathI. AhAhA..! ane jJAnIne bhogane kALe AtmAno rasa caDyo che te utarato nathI. AhA..! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! Avo mArga che. are......! sAcuM tattva ene sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi ane jiMdagI cAlI jAya. AhAhA..! pazu jevI jiMdagI kahevAya e to. AhAhA..! satya zuM che? 52mAtmA trilokanA nAtha, eNe satyanuM zuM svarUpa kahyuM che? ane asatyamAM jAya to zuM dazA che? enuM kathaneya sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi e kyAre aMdara samaje? ahIM e kahe che, bIjo Azaya A pramANe che H- ajJAnI sukha (-rAgAdipariNAma) utpanna karanArA AgAmI bhogonI abhilASAthI vrata, tapa vagere zubha karma kare....' AhAhA..! maMdira banAve paNa aMdaramAM AzA UMDI ke AnAthI mane kaMIka phaLa maLaze ane emAMthI bhaviSyamAM huM sukhI thaIza. AhAhA..! bahAranA sukhI, A dhULanA. AhA..! vrata, tapa vagere zubha karma...' zubha pariNAma ajJAnI kare che e AgAmI bhogonI abhilASAthI (kare che). bhaviSyamAM mane anukULa bhoga maLe, sAdhana maLe. AhAhA..! tethI te karma tene rAgAdipariNAma utpanna karanArA AgAmI bhogo Ape che.' ene bhaviSyamAM bhoga maLaze, saMyoga maLaze. rakhaDavAnA saMyoga maLaze. AhAhA..! jhINI vAtuM bahu, bhAI! AhAhA..! eka bhogane bhogavatA rAganA rasa jene caDI gayA che, tene karmabaMdhana thaIne saMyogo maLaze ane jene rAganA 2sa UtarI gayA che, AhAhA..! jJAnanA rasa ne AnaMda2sa, jene Atmarasa caDyo che ene 52no rasa caDato nathI. ene rAgano rasa mITho lAgato nathI. AhA..! AvI vAtuM che. bahu pheraphAra. atyAranI saMpradAyanI paddhati ane A vItarAganI paddhati, Akho moTo phera che. heM? viparIta che. AhAhA..! jJAnInI bAbatamAM AthI viparIta samajavuM.' jJAnIne bhoganA rAgano rasa che nahi. mATe tene karma utpanna thatA nathI. e rIte ajJAnI phaLanI vAMchAthI karma kare che...' UMDe UMDe ene rAgano rasa che tethI rAganuM phaLa ene saMsAra maLaze. rakhaDavAnA bhava (maLaze). AhAhA..! tethI te phaLane pAme che.' rakhaDavAnuM. AhA..! jJAnI phaLanI vAMchA vinA...' rAgane kare che athavA rAgane bhogave che tethI te phaLane pAmato nathI.' AhAhA..! koIne phAMsIno orDara thayo hoya ane phAMsI ApavAnI rUmamAM laI jAya ane pachI kevo dhrujavA mAMDe! tema saMsAranA duHkhathI jene trAsa trAsa thaI gayo hoya ene mATe A vAta che. Atmadharma aMka-5, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ 416 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ( zloka-153 (zahUrtavikrIDita). tyaktaM yena phalaM sa karma kurute neti pratImo vayaM kitvasyApi kuto'pi kiJcidapi tatkarmAvazenApatet / tasminnApatite tvakampaparamajJAnasvabhAve sthito jJAnI kiM kurute'tha kiM na kurute karmeti jAnAti kaH / / 153 / / have, jene phaLanI vAMchA nathI te karma zA mATe kare ?' evI AzaMkA dUra karavAne kAvya kahe che : zlokArdha - [ cena ne tyAM : " kutte ti vayaM na pratImaH ] jeNe karmanuM phaLa choDayuM che te karma kare ema to ame pratIti karI zakatA nathI. [ -- ] paraMtu tyAM eTaluM vizeSa che ke - [ maraca kapa : kapi vivid gapi tat karma avazena kApatet] tene (jJAnIne) paNa koI kAraNe kAMIka evuM karma avazapaNe tenA vaza vinA) AvI paDe che. [ tarikSan sApati tu ] te AvI paDatAM paNa, [ 5-parama-jJAnasvamAve sthitaH jJAnI ] je akaMpa paramajJAnasvabhAvamAM sthita che evo jJAnI [ ka ] karma [ vi gurute 3tha vi6 ne te ] kare che ke nathI karato [ rUti va: nAnAti ] te koNa jANe? bhAvArtha :- jJAnIne paravaze karma AvI paDe che topaNa jJAnI jJAnathI calAyamAna thato nathI. mATe jJAnathI acalAyamAna te jJAnI karma kare che ke nathI karato te koNa jANe? jJAnInI vAta jJAnI ja jANe. jJAnInA pariNAma jANavAnuM sAmarthya ajJAnInuM nathI. avirata samyagdaSTithI mAMDIne uparanA badhAya jJAnI ja samajavA. temAM, avirata samyagdaSTi, dezavirata samyagdaSTi ane AhAravihAra karatA munione bAhyakriyAkarma pravarte che, topaNa jJAnasvabhAvathI acalita hovAne lIdhe nizcayathI teo bAhyakriyAkarmanA kartA nathI, jJAnanA ja kartA che. aMtaraMga mithyAtvanA abhAvathI tathA yathAsaMbhava kaSAyanA abhAvathI temanA pariNAma ujajavaLa che. te ujajavaLatAne teo ja -jJAnIo ja jANe che, mithyASTio te ujjavaLatAne jANatA nathI. mithyAdRSTi to bahirAtmA che, bahArathI ja bhaluM bUruM mAne che; aMtarAtmAnI gati bahirAtmA zuM jANe? 153.
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________________ zloka-153 417 zloka-153 upara pravacana to have, jene phaLanI vAMchI nathI te karma zA mATe kare? evI AzaMkA dUra karavAne kAvya kahe che -' phaLa nathI joItuM) to bhogave che. zuM karavA? sAMbhaLa, bhAI! (zahUrtavihita) tyaktaM yena phalaM sa karma kurute neti pratImo vayaM kitvasyApi kuto'pi kiJcidapi ttkrmaavshenaaptet| tasminnApatite tvakampaparamajJAnasvabhAve sthito jJAnI kiM kurute'tha kiM na kurute karmeti jAnAti kaH / / 153 / / AhAhA...! yena naM tyavarta sa: varSa purute ti vaya ne pratIma: jeNe karmanuM phaLa choDayuM che." AhAhA.! rAganA phaLanuM raMgatapaNuM ane enA phaLanuM maLavuM saMyoga, (e) choDI dIdhuM che, AhAhA.! ane jene AtmAnA raMganA rasa caDyA che. AhAhA...! rAgathI bhinna karIne jene bhedajJAna thayA che, AhAhA.! e bhedajJAnI jIva... AhAhA...! (teNe) karmaphaLa choDyuM che. e rAgathI bhinna paDyo che tethI rAganuM phaLa maLe ane rAga mAro che evI dRSTi ene chUTI gaI che. bhAre vAtuM. "kAMtibhAI! tyAM tamAre tyAM badhuM cAle che, apavAsa karo ne A karo. bhAre kAma karyuM, hoM. tame bahu sAruM karyuM. AhAhA...! ahIM mUkIne AvyA che, mahinA, savA mahinAthI paDyA che. savA mahino thayo? keTalA thayA? mahino, savA mahino thayo? mahino. sAruM karyuM. tyAM pramukha che. bApu! mArga A che, bhAI! AhA! e saMpradAyamAM to enI vAtuM na maLe, bhAI! AhA! kahe che, jeNe rAganA phaLa ne rAgamAM sukhabuddhine UDADI dIdhI che. AhA! jeNe AtmAnA jJAnanA sukhabuddhimAM rasa caDI gayA che, AhA...! teNe) "karmanuM phaLa choDyuM che te karma kare.' che, e rAga kare che ane rAga bhogave che "ema to ame pratIti karI zakatA nathI. AhAhA.! amane to e vAta besatI nathI, kahe che. muninI vAta kahe che. AhAhA.! zuM kahyuM che? ke, jene dayA, dAna, vratAdinA pariNAmano rasa chUTI gayo che, enuM phaLa mane sukha che ke Ane bhogavuM chuM mATe mane sukha maLaze, e dRSTi jenI chUTI gaI che, AhAhA...! ane jene bhagavAna jJAtRtattva, eno jene rasa caDyo che te karma kare che ne bhogave che ke nahi, koNa jANe? ame to mAnatA nathI, kahe che. AhAhA...! zvetAMbaramAM eka Ave che, "ayavaMtokumAranI vAta. "ayavaMtokumAra "bhagavatImAM Ave che. che kalpita vAta, paNa e nAnI uMmaramAM sAdhu thayo. bALaka hato, rAjakumAra. bALaka
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________________ 418 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 nAno, nAnI uMmara. ane pAtra kahe ne? zvetAMbara to mAne ne? munine pAtrA-bAtrA hoya nahi, paNa e loko pAtra laIne enA guru sAthe bahAra dizAe gayA. bahAra gayA tyAM varasAda Avyo. varasAda Avyo to eTaluM badhuM pANI cAle. emAM sAdhu bALaka kharo ne, eTale jarI dhULanI pALa bAMdhI ane pANI bheguM karyuM ane pAtra emAM mUkyuM. AvuM Ave che, "bhagavatI sUtramAM Ave che. che ne, badhuM vAMcyuM che ne. "bhagavatI sUtra" soLa hajAra zloka ane savA lAkha TIkA, sattara vAra vAMcyuM che. AhAhA...! pachI tyAM bole che, "nAva tare re morI nAva tare, munivara jaLa zuM khela kare, e mohakarmanA e cALA AhA. "munivara nAnaDiyA e bALA'. bALaka muni che e nAvamAM Ama kare che, "mArI nAva tare che, e mohanA cALA" paNa munine e hoya ja nahi. munine pAtra ja hoya nahi. pAtra rAkhe e muni nahi. AhAhA...! AvI vAta emAM 'bhagavatImAM kalpita vAtuM badhI, zvetAMbara sAdhue digaMbaramAMthI nIkaLIne AvA kalpita zAstro banAvyA. prabhu... prabhu! lokone duHkha lAge evuM che, hoM! hai? kAraNa ke ahIM to badhuM joyuM che ne. 45 varSa to zvetAMbaramAM rahyA. karoDo zloko, karoDo zloko! Akho dhaMdho ja (I karyo che). dukAna upara hato toya huM to vAMcato. amAre "zIvalAlabhAI hatA i bese. huM to che jyAre thaDe bese (tyAre) huM to aMdara zAstra vAMcuM. 18-19 varSanI uMmarathI, hoM! A zvetAMbaranA zAstro che ne? "dazavaikAlika', "uttarAdhyayana', 'AcAraMga" e badhA dukAna upara vAMcelA. 70 varSa pahelA. A vAta emAM nahi, bApu! AhAhA.! emAM AvI vAta nAkhI. sAdhu thaIne pANImAM pAtrI nAkhe ane A mohakarmanA cALA (kahe). mumukSu :- pAtrAne siddha karavuM che. uttara :- pAtrAne siddha karavuM che ane pAchuM e sAdhu jove che eTale sAdhu ekadama bhagavAna pAse jAya che, "mahArAjA A." "are.. tame enI olI na karazo, e A bhavamAM mokSa janAra che." AvI vAta. Avo pATha che, "bhagavatI'mAM che. sAdhune ema thayuM ke, A pANIne Ama kare che ne ApaNe have ene aDAya nahi. mATe ene choDIne bhagavAna pAse gayA, bhagavAnane kahe, 'A rAjakumAra." (bhagavAna kahe che, "e tame enI glAni na karo. e to A bhavamAM mokSa janAra che." paNa AvI kriyA kare che ne! mumukSu :- mokSa janAra hoya pachI kriyA AvI thaI jAya ne? uttara :- paNa mokSa janAra eTale enI AvI kriyA kyAM hatI? e to ekalI pApanI kriyA. sAdhu ke di rahyo? bahu AkaruM. AhAhA.! ahIM kahe che, dharmIjIva, jene AtmAnA jJAnarasa caDyA che, samakitanA rasa jene caDyA che, e rAganA bhogamAM raMgAya che ke nahi? e rAga kare che ke nahi? kema ame pratIta karIe? e to te vakhate jJAna kare che, kahe che. AhAhA...! e to bapore AvyuM nahi?
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________________ zloka-153 419 kharekhara to A zarIranI avasthA thAya che e vizvamAM jAya che. e avasthAnuM ahIM jJAna thAya che. e avasthA game tevI hoya. samajAya che? enuM ahIM jJAna thAya che. vizvanuM ane zabdabrahmanuM jema jJAna thAya, kIdhuM ne? to vizvamAM A zarIranI avasthA roganI hoya, game te ho. AhAhA..! jJAnIne to jJAnamAM te avasthA jANavAno jJAnano paryAya evaDo ja hoya. e ene jANe. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? ene ema nathI ke, A zarIra AvuM che mATe mane nukasAna che. huM to teno jANanAra chuM. teno adhiSThAtA chuM. AhAhA...! zarIranI avasthA-dehanI avasthA, bhoganI avasthA... AhAhA...! e badhuM vizva che. ene to huM jANanAro chuM, karanAro nahi. lokone ema dekhAya ke, A to kare che ne? to ahIM munirAja kahe che ke, e kare che ke nathI karato? kare che evI pratIta ame mAnatA nathI. prasanabhAI AvuM kyAM che? tyAM kyAMya che? AhAhA...! mahendrabhAI to tyAM salavAI gayA che, paisAmAM. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM, bApA! traNalokano nAtha bhagavAnanI vANI che A. saMtonI vANI e bhagavAnanI ja vANI che). bhagavAna tulya ja A saMto che. AhAhA..! e pote bhagavAna pote che. e ema kahe che ke, dharmI jJAnanA rasa jene caDyA che, jene Atmadarzana thayA che e darzanavALo jIva rAgane bhogave che ke nathI bhogavato e koNa jANe? tane zI khabara paDe. che? "vuM te atha vi ja yukta kare che ke nathI karato? karma 'ti : nAnAti koNa jANe? tane khabara che? AhAhA...! putra juvAna hoya ane mAtA paNa cAlIsa varSanI juvAna hoya, dIkaro vIsa varSano juvAna (hoya). mAtA nhAtI hoya ane zarIra nagna hoya, khATalo ADo rAkhIne nhAya che ne? have emAM UbhI thaI ne chokarAnI najara gaI to e najare jove che ke nathI joto? kahe koNa? kahe che. e rIte jove? mAtAnI nagna dazAne dIkaro jove? paNa AMkha to enI Ama gaI che. mArI janetA, huM enA kukhamAM savA nava mahinA rahyo, mArI mAtA (che) ene nagna huM kema jouM? AhAhA..! enI najaruM Ama gaI chatAM I ene joto nathI, kahe che. ema dharmI rAgamAM AvI gayo chatAM rAgane karato ne bhogavato nathI. AhAhA...! mAMgIlAlajI" AvI vAtuM kayAMya sAMbhaLavA maLe evuM nathI atyAre, bApA! AvI vAtuM che. AhAhA.. jenA eka eka vacano, eka eka bhAva. AhAhA.! enI kimata zuM? AhAhA..! munirAja "amRtacaMdrAcArya. tIrthakara jevuM kAma kuMdakuMdAcArye paMcamaArAmAM karyuM ane 'amRtacaMdrAcArye enA gaNadhara jevuM kAma karyuM, e munirAja ema kahe che, prabhu! samyagdaSTi jIva jene AtmAnA rasa caDyA che, AhAhA...! e A bhoga vakhate rAganA rasamAM che ke nahi, rAga kare che ke bhogave che ke nahi, koNa jANe? tane zI khabara paDe. e to te TANe paNa jANanAra-dekhanAra rahe che. AhAhA...! kAraNa ke, e vizvano. e to AvI
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________________ 420 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 gayuM ne bhAI ApaNe? adhiSThAna. AtmA, jagatanI je cIjo che, zarIra, rAgAdi e vizvamAM jAya che to ene jJAtRtattva che je nijapada je eno AdhAra che, e enuM jJAna kare che ane zabdanuM paNa jJAna kare che. e zabda ane arthano adhiSThAna AtmA che. adhiSThAna eTale ene jANanAro AdhAra pote che. AhAhA..! eno karanAro AtmA nahi. AhAhA..! zuM vItarAganA saMtonI dhArA! amRta dhArA varasAvI che. prabhu! jeNe amRtanA rasa cAkhyA ene A bhogamAM bhogave che ane rasa che ke nahi, enI tane zI khabara paDe? : nAnAti 'te' rAga kare che ke nathI karato, koNa jANe? eTale ke i rAga karato nathI. AhAhA..! te vakhate paNa rAga saMbaMdhI ane deha saMbaMdhI je kriyA thAya tene jJAtA tenA jJAnarUpe pariName che, te tenuM kArya che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? ' paraMtu tyAM eTaluM vizeSa che ke [ asya api kutaH api kiMcit api tat varga avazena Apatet 1 'tene (jJAnIne) paNa koI kA2Ne kAMIka evuM...' rAga 'avazapaNe (-tenA vaza vinA) AvI paDe che.' AhAhA..! [tasmin Apatite jI te rAga AvI paDyo. AhAhA..! te AvI paDatAM paNa...' [arumpa-parama-jJAnasvamAve sthitaH jJAna] dekho! AhAhA..! te kSaNe paNa je akaMpa paramajJAnasvabhAvamAM sthita che...' AhAhA..! e rAgamAM sthita nathI, rAganI, dehanI kriyA (thAya) emAM sthita nathI. te saMbaMdhInuM ahIM jJAna thAya che te jJAnamAM sthita che. jhINI vAta che, bhAI! AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! bhoga nathI, bhoga choDyA che ane tyAgI thayo che te rAgano tyAgI che ke nahi, tane zI khabara paDe? tuM to bahA2nI jove che ke, A tyAgI che. paNa aMdara rAgano rasa caDyo che. dayA, dAna, vratAdinA pariNAmano rasa caDyo che te mithyAdRSTi che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! 'gRhastho moLamayo Ave che ne? ratnakadaMDa zrAvakAcAra'. gRhasthAzramamAM paNa samakitI mokSamArge che ane tyAgI che e paNa rAganA 2savALA che te mithyAdRSTi che. AhA..! 'aLavAro mohI" ratnakadaMDa zrAvakAcAra'mAM Ave che. kayAM gayA? paMDitajI. aNagAra hoya chatAM rAganA rasamAM prema che e vrata ne tapa ne bhaktino vikalpa che, teno rasa che (to e) mithyAdRSTi che. AhAhA..! ane gRhasthAzramamAM AtmAnA jJAnanA 2sa jene caDyA che e bhale bhogamAM dekhAya, paNa e bhogamAM che ke nahi e tane zI khabara paDe? e to jJAna kare che tyAM. e vakhatanuM TANuM enuM e samayanuM te prakAranA jJAnane jANe, evI jJAnanI avasthA tene thAya che. AhAhA..! A nirjarA adhikAra' che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! e akaMpa jJAnasvabhAvamAM sthita eTale ke jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAnaAtmA, enA jJAnamAM ne enI pratItimAM ekAkAra che ene bhoga ne rAganuM jJAna che. e jJAna paNa potAne kA2Ne thayeluM che. bhoga ane kriyAnI kriyA che mATe tenuM ahIM thayuM, ema nahi. te kALe paNa
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________________ zloka-153 421 jJAtattvano anubhava hovAthI svapaprakAzakanI paryAya potAne kAraNe pragaTelI che. AhAhA..! have Avo mArga, hIrAbhAI! zuM kare? eka to dhaMdhA ADe, pApa ADe navarAza na maLe. Akho di dhaMdho ne bAyaDI, chokarA. AhA...! thoDo vakhata maLe, mAthe kahenAro maLe, jaya nArAyaNa! kizorabhAI vAta sAcI che ke nahi? tamAre tyAM pAchA paisAvALA mANasa badhA, nAIrobI'. sAMITha lAkha, sIttera lAkha. A "nAIrobI" rahe che. hamaNA maMdira karAvyuM che. nAIrobI'. paisAvALA mANasa, paMdara lAkha zuM karoDanuM kare nahi. e kriyA to te kALe thavAnI che. jJAnIne te kALe thatI kriyAnuM potAthI jJAna thAya che. AhAhA. tethI te maMdirane kare che ke aMdara rAga Avyo eno kartA che ke nahi? jJAnI (kartA) hoto nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM have. eka kora kahe ke, maMdira ne maMdiramAM pratimA sthApe to saMghavI kahevAya. nAnI paNa pratimA sthApe to enA puNyano pAra nahi, ema kahevAya. "padmanaMdi paMcaviMzatikAmAM Ave che. mumukSu :- puNyabaMdha ne? uttara :- puNya. paNa e to dharmInA svabhAvanI dRSTimAM evo bhAva Avyo, enuM phaLa ene puNya che. paNa e puNya ne ane rAgane paNa jANanAro che. AhAhA...! jJAnIne lakSmInA DhagalA AvatA hoya, abajo, karoDo, te kALe tenuM jJAna tenuM te prakAranuM potAthI potAne pariName che, tevA jJAnano kartA che. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAtuM. akaMpa jJAna. bhASA dekho! rAga Avyo, bhogamAM dekhAya chatAM jJAnano kALa evo potAno te samaye che ke te saMbaMdhInuM jJAna potAne svapaprakAzakanuM pragaTe, temAM te akaMpa che. AhAhA...! paramajJAnasvabhAvamAM sthita" parama eTale che, potAno svabhAva. zAstrajJAna ne I nahi. paramajJAna eTale potAno svabhAva. paramajJAnasvabhAva kIdho ne? paramajJAnasvabhAva je trikALa, temAM sthita che. AhAhA..! bharateza vaibhavamAM eka (vAta) Ave che. "bharata cakravartIne to cha-- hajAra strI hatI. bhale "bharata' putra hatA tenA, evo emAM lekha che ke, viSaya lya che, e viSaya laIne jyAM navaro thAya, heThe bese che tyAM) dhyAnamAM nirvikalpatA AvI jAya che. "bharateza vaibhavamAM che. che, khabara che ne. Akhu vAMcyuM che ne che. AhAhA...! kemake e vikalpano rasa nahoto paNa AvI paDelorAga. AhAhA.! eTale duniyA ema mAne ke A kare che ane bhogave che. paNa te vakhate paNa tenuM jJAna ja kare che. AhAhA...! e jyAM nIce Utare che tyAM dhyAnamAM nirvikalpa thaI jAya che. e vakhate vikalpa hato tenuM jJAna karato hato). AhAhA...! nIce nirvikalpa dazA thaI tenuM e jJAna kare che. AvI vAtuM che. duniyAthI judI jAta che, bApu! vItarAga paramezvaranI vAtuM. AhAhA...! jene AtmAnA rasa caDyA ane A badhI, masANamAM jema hADakA ne phAsaphUsa dekhAya,
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________________ 422 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 A badhuM phAsaphUsa dekhAya che). oho...! A makAna ne bAyaDI rUpALI, zuM che paNa A? e jene rasa che e mithyAdRSTi che. samyagdaSTine e badhuM dekhAvAmAM, bhogavavAmAM dekhAya chatAM te bhogavato nathI. tene jotoya nathI kharekhara to, pote potAne jove che. AhAhA...! je svapaprakAzakazAnanI paryAya te kALe te jAtanI utpanna thaI tene jANe che ane jove che. AvI vAtuM. are.! jagatane kyAM navarAza na maLe. AhAhA! phUrasada na maLe. satyane tolana karIne nirNaya karavo. AhAhA.! ame mAnatA hatA ane zuM A che? enI tulanA karIne aMdara nirNaya karavo e koI alaukika cIja che. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che ke, e kare che ke nathI karato e koNa jANe? tane zI khabara paDe, kahe che. ke, A bhogave che ne? paNa tane khabara thI paDe? tane jJAna hoya to khabara paDe ke e to e vakhate jJAna kare che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA! svada thaIne bhogave che (ema) nahi. svataMtra jJAnane karIne rAgane jANe che. jJAnane svataMtra karIne jJAnano kartA thaIne jJAnanuM kArya kare che. e rAga ne dehanI bhoganI kriyA dekhAya tene kAraNe ahIM jJAna thayuM che emeya nathI. te kALe potAnuM svapaprakAzaka jJAna svano Azraya hovAthI je paryAya tene jANavAnI paryAya potAthI pragaTe che tene te jANe che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA...! are.! AvI vAtuM. have olo tyAgI thaIne beTho, sAdhu thaIne digaMbara hoya, vastra na hoya, pAtra na hoya paNa olA mahAvratano rAgano kaNa Ave e mAro che, ema rasa caDyo che e mithyASTi che. ene AtmAno rasa nathI, rAgano rasa che. ane jJAnI gRhasthAzramamAM bhoga ne rAgamAM dekhAya to kahe che ke e rAga ne bhogamAM Avyo nathI. e to jJAnamAM sthira che. AhAhA...! have A AMtarA koNa mAne? AhA. "kare che ke nathI karato te koNa jANe?' bhAvArtha:- "jJAnIne paravaze karma AvI paDe..." rAgAdi topaNa jJAnI jJAnathI calAyamAna thato nathI." AhAhA...! jJAtA-daSTA chuM evI mArI cIja, tyAMthI khasato nathI, calAyamAna thato nathI. game tevA cha- karoDa strInA viSayamAM hoya. AhAhA.! paNa potAnuM jJAnasvarUpa che tyAMthI khasato nathI. AhAhA.! "mATe jJAnathI acalAyamAna te jJAnI." jJAnamAM svarUpamAM che enI dRSTi tyAM che tethI te jJAnI rAga ne bAhyanI kriyAne kare che ke nathI karato te koNa jANe? AhAhA...! avaladoma vAtuM che. pachI ahIMno virodha kare. eno virodha nathI karato, prabhu! tuM tAro virodha kare che. ahIMno virodha koNa kare? kokano virodha koNa kare? AhAhA. potAne e vAta besatI nathI tethI pote potAno virodha kare che. AhAhA...! mATe jJAnathI acalAyamAna te jJAnI karmane." rAgane, bhogane kare che ke nathI karato te koNa jANe? jJAnInI vAta jJAnI ja jANe." jJAnI ja jANe. AhAhA! "bharata"no dAkhalo Apyo che TIkAmAM. "bharata'. "bharata" ema ke, ATalI ATalI strIo, dararoja so-so strIne
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________________ zloka-153 423 paraNe chatAM te rAgamAM raMgAyelo nathI, e to jJAnanA rasamAM raMgAyela che. ane 'rAvaNa'no dAkhalo Apyo che. 'rAvaNa' ema ke A rIte badhuM bhogavato hato ajJAnabhAve, jene sphaTikanA to baMgalA, sphaTikanA baMgalA. eka eka sphaTika karoDa rUpiyAnuM, evA baMgalA AkhA sphaTikanA. emAM rasa caDI gayelA. ajJAnI 'rAvaNa'. AhAhA..! jJAnInI vAta zAnI jANe. jJAnInA pariNAma jANavAnuM sAmarthya... AhAhA..! zuM kahe che? dharmIjIvanA pariNAma te vakhate kriyAkAMDa vakhate paNa rAgathI bhinna pariNAma che. AhAhA..! e pariNAma jANavAnuM kAma-sAmarthya ajJAnInuM nathI. ajJAnInA kAma nathI, bhAI! AhAhA..! pote saMyoga choDIne beTho hoya, evuM badhuM hoya eTale ame tyAgI chIe ane olAne saMyoga che mATe bhogI che, kema tane khabara paDe? bApu! e saMyogamAM paNa jJAnamAM sthira che. jJAna svapaprakAzakamAM paDyo che i. bahAranA kAmamAM i Avyo nathI, nIkaLyo ja nathI, kahe che. AhAhA..! vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. 301 gAthA-228, zloka-153, 154 somavAra, bhAdaravA suda 12, tA. 03-09-1979 Aje dasalakSaNIno AThamo divasa che ne? tyAga, tyAga. dharmI muni, tyAgI munine Ape enI ahIM vAta che. vyAkhyA yat kriyate zrutasya yataye yaddIyate pustakaM sthAnaM saMyamasAdhanAdikamapi prItyA sadAcAriNA / sa tyAgo vapurAdinirmamatayA no kiMcanAste yate rAkiMcanyamidaM ca saMsRtiharo dharmaH satAM saMmataH / / sadAcArI puruSa dvArA eTale muni dvArA. vAta to A che. sadAcArI (eTale) jene samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra pragaTyA che, jeNe sattnuM AcaraNa karyuM che. AhA..! sat evo jJAyaka svabhAva, enuM jene samyagdarzana, jJAna ne cAritranuM AcaraNa thayuM che, ene sadAcArI kahevAmAM Ave che. A laukika sajjana kahe ane sadAcArI (kahe) e ahIM nahi. dayA, dAna ne vrata, bhakti Adi laukika kare ne dAna Ape (e nahi). A sadAcAra eTale sat evuM jJAyaka svarUpa bhagavAnaAtmA, enuM aMtaramAM jene darzana, jJAna ne cAritranuM AcaraNa pragaTa thayuM che, e sadAcArI che). e sadAcArI puruSa dvArA eTale muni dvArA munine. Ama vAta che, lyo. je premapUrvaka AgamanuM vyAkhyAna karavAmAM Ave. AgamanuM vyAkhyAna premapUrvaka yathArtha vastunI sthitinuM varNana karavAmAM Ave. AhA..! pustaka ApavAmAM Ave. muni munine
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________________ 424 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pustaka Ape. A to nimittathI kathana che. bAkI emAM rAgane tyAga kare che ane svabhAvamAM sthira thAya che enuM nAma tyAga dharma che. paNa ahIM vikalpathI vAta karI che. pustaka Ape, saMyamanA sAdhanabhUta pIMchI Adi paNa ApavAmAM Ave. nimitta. munine to evuM hoya che ke kapaDA ne pAtro to ene hotA nathI. pIMchI, kamaMDaLa Adi hoya e muni munine koI Ape ene ahIM rAganI dazAnA abhAvasvarUpa tyAga dharma kahe che. AhAhA...! dasalakSaNa che ne? muninA dharma (che). A muninA ArAdhananA divasa che. A to digaMbara sanAtana jainadharma, temAM cAritra te mokSanuM kAraNa ane e cAritranA ArAdhananA A dasa divasa che. samajAya che kAMI? peTAmAM gRhastha samakitI Adi AvI jAya, paNa mukhya to A che. tene uttama tyAga dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. zarIrAdimAM mamatvabuddhi na rahe. AhAhA.! parano to tyAga kare ja, pustaka koIne joItuM hoya ane potA pAse che to e ApI daye. koI kamaMDaLa Adi vizeSa vadhAre hoyato ApI dhe, morapIMchI hoya che e ApI ze. paNa zarIra pratye paNa mamatvabuddhi na rahe. muninI pAse kiMcitmAtra paNa parigraha raheto nathI. AhAhA.! talatuSamAtra je rAga aMdara ane vastra Adi parigraha ene hoto nathI. AhA...! enuM nAma uttama Akicana dharma che). sAthe joDI dIdhuM. che to Aje tyAga (dharma, paNa tyAganI sAthe akiMcana joDI dIdhuM. pachInuM akiMcana Ave che ne? sajjana puruSone icchita sapuruSone icchavA lAyaka, dharmAtmAne bhAvanA karavA lAyaka te dharma saMsArano nAza karanAra che. sajjana puruSo eTale munirAjane bhAvanAmAM te dharma saMsArano nAza karanAra che. AhAhA...! rAgarUpI aMza je che teno e tyAga kare che ane svarUpamAM Thare che e munino tyAga dharma saMsArano nAza karanAra che. AhAhA.! vastra, pAtra muni (rAkhe) ene to siddhAMte muni kahyA ja nathI. ane vastra, pAtra choDIne beThA paNa aMtaramAM mithyAtva bhAva che to ene paNa muni kahyA nathI. munine to aMtara Atma anubhava, samyaka AnaMdanI lahera jene jAgI che darzanamAM ane jene AtmAnI lahera jJAnamAM jaNAya che ane jJAnanA AnaMdamAM jenI lInatA vadhe che ene ahIM muni kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA! e muni bIjA munine vyAkhyAna kare, pustaka Adi Ape to emAM jeTalo olA rAgano tyAga thAya che ne, vastu ApavAnI kriyA to para che paNa emAM jeTalo rAga hato eno tyAga thAya che ane svarUpamAM sthiratA thAya che enuM nAma dasalakSaNIno AThamo dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. AnI eka ja gAthA che. ApaNe ahIMyAM kyAM AvyuM che? 153 kaLaza, bhAvArtha AvI gayo? hai? bIjo peregrApha. "avirata samyagdaSTithI mAMDIne 153 kaLaza, eno bhAvArtha. pahelI traNa lITI thaI gaI che. AhA...! avirata samyagdaSTi (arthAtu) jene hajI avratano tyAga thayo nathI, paNa
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________________ zloka-153 425 samyagdarzana thayuM che. AhAhA.! aMtaranA anubhavanI AnaMdanI dhArA jene dRSTimAM AvI che. AhA...! ene hajI avatabhAva che, ene ahIMyAM avirata samyagdaSTi kahe che. ene thI) mAMDIne uparanA badhAya jJAnI... cothe guNasthAnathI mAMDI, pAMcamAM, chachuM vagere badhAne) "jJAnI ja samajavA." e badhAne jJAnI kahevAmAM Ave. keTalAka ema kahe che ke, jJAnI to jyAre nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM hoya to jJAnI (kahevAya), nahitara (nahi). evuM ekAMta kheMcavA jAya che. nIce paNa ema ke, sarAga samakita hoya che paNa vItarAga samakita to jyAre nirvikalpa thAya tyAre hoya. paNa ahIM to samyagdarzana thAya te samyagdarzana vItarAgI ja paryAya che. AhAhA...! vItarAgI bhagavAna AtmA caitanya vItarAga svarUpa, enI pratIta ane enA jJAnamAM je vItarAgatA Ave tene ahIMyAM samyagdarzana ane jJAna kahe che. rAga joDe hoya che, avirata kIdhuM, chatAM e rAga che e doSa che paNa je samyagdarzana che e mokSano mArga aMdara pragaTyo che. AhAhA...! enethI) mAMDIne pAMcame guNasthAna, chaThThuM badhAne "jJAnI ja samajavA." ema bhASA che, joyuM? paNa A gRhasthanuM lakheluM) I na mAne. A to "jJAnI ja samajavA." ema kIdhuM che. "temAM, avirata samyagdaSTi... cothe. dezavirata samyagdaSTi... pAMcame, ane AhAravihAra karatA munione...' chae. AhAravihArano vikalpa (chaThThuM hoya). "bAhyakriyAkarma pravarte che...." ene rAganI ane jaDanI, zarIrAdinI kriyA pravarte che. 'topaNa jJAnasvabhAvathI acalita hovAne lIdhe....... AhAhA...! jene jJAyaka svabhAva anubhavamAM Avyo che tenAthI te calita thato nathI. cAhe to rAga viSayano Ave, laDAIno Ave ane laDAInI kriyA ho... AhAhA...! paNa potAnA jJAnasvabhAvamAMthI calita thato nathI. AhA.! laDAImAM Ama Ubho hoya aMdarathI chatAM enuM jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAnaAtmA, enI je dRSTi jAmI che enAthI calita thato nathI. bhale rAga ho, bhale laDAInI kriyA ho, bhale viSayanI kriyA dehanI ho. AhAhA.! AkarI vAta, bhAI! AhAhA.! topaNa jJAnasvabhAvathI acalita hovAne lIdhe koNa? cothAnA, pAMcamAnA ane chaThThAnA jJAnI che te jJAnIne AhAra, vihAra, zarIrAdinI kriyA, viSayavAsanA AdinI kriyA cothe, pAMcame vartatI hoya ane dehanI kriyA paNa e jAtanI pravRttimAM ho, chatAM jJAnasvabhAvathI acalita che). huM je AnaMda ane jJAnasvarUpa jJAyaka chuM emAMthI to acalita-calato nathI. AhAhA.! "jJAnasvabhAvathI acalita hovAne lIdhe..." A jJAnasvabhAva eTale zAstranuM jJAna nahi. AtmA jJAnasvabhAvI vastu, tenuM jJAna hovAthI. e "jJAnasvabhAvathI acalita..." che. AhAhA..! nizcayathI teo bAhya kriyAkarmanA karatA nathI." kharekhara zarIranI kriyA thAya, vANInI
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________________ 426 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 thAya, are! lakhavAnI thAya. AhAhA.! e to badhuM ApaNe zeyamAM AvI gayuM che ne? e zeya che. lakhavAnI kriyA jaDanI che te joya che. tenA pratyenuM jJAnanuM pariNamavuM, e joya je cIja che te zeyAkAre jJAnanuM thavuM e enI cIja che. AhAhA...! bhAre vAtuM, bhAI! kahe che ke, evI lakhavAnI kriyA Adi zarIranI cAlatI hoya, samakitIne viSayanI vAsanA ane dehanI kriyA cAlatI hoya, AhAhA...! munine AhAravihArano vikalpa ane AhAravihAranI kriyA cAlatI hoya athavA e munio zAstro banAve che ne? zuM kahevAya? tADapatra. e tADapatra ne lakhavAnI kriyA bhale ho, eno vikalpa paNa ho paNa aMdara jJAnasvarUpathI calita thatA nathI. e rAga che e huM karuM chuM ane A kriyA mArI che evuM jJAnIne nathI. AhAhA..! Avo mArga. nizcayathI teo bAhyakriyAkarmanA kartA nathI....... are..! "rAmacaMdrajI samakitI. sItAjIne rAvaNa' laI gayo. ("rAma') jaMgalamAM pUche, "sItA', mArI "sItA". e badho vikalpa ane kriyA (thAya paNa) enA jJAnathI calAyamAna nathI. AhAhA.! AkaruM kAma che, bApu! jyAM aMdara jJAtA-deNano svabhAva pratItimAM, anubhavamAM, jJAnamAM zeya tarIke jyAM Avyo, AhAhA...! have emAMthI calAyamAna kema thAya? game te rAganI pravRtti hoya, dehanI pravRtti hoya. AhAhA.! cha khaMDane sAdhavA cakravartI samakitI nIkaLe chatAM e kriyA, cha-- karoDa pAyadaLa sAthe hoya, devo hoya, cakravartI samakitI ane koI tIrthakara Adi hoya, e badhI kriyA bhale ho. "zAMtinAtha', kuMthunAtha', "aranAtha cakravartI hatA, tIrthaMkara hatA. e cha khaMDa sAdhavA nIkaLe paNa aMdaramAM... bhAIe kahyuM ne? bhAI! "sogAnI". cha khaMDa sAdhatA nathI e to akhaMDane sAdhe che. AhAhA.! e vakhate paNa enI akhaMDa dhArAmAM dRSTi paDI che ene e vadhAre che. AhAhA! mArga bahu judI jAta, bhAI! mAthe AvI gayuM hatuM ne? ke, "jJAnInA pariNAma jANavAnuM sAmarthya ajJAnInuM nathI. jJAnInI vAta jJAnI jANe, bApu! AhAhA..! bahAranI pravRttithI AMka TAMkavA jAya tene AMka hAtha nahi Ave. AhAhA...! jJAnanA ja kartA che. juo! A vastu. dharmI to AnaMdano nAtha prabhu AtmA jene dRSTimAM Avyo che te jJAna ane AnaMdanI paryAyano ja e kartA che. AhAhA.. te vakhate rAga ane zarIranI kriyA e zeya tarIke che tene jJAna tarIke jANavAnI kriyA kare che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA...! "aMtaraMga mithyAtvanA abhAvathI." aMtaramAM rAganI ekatAbuddhinuM mithyAtva TaLavAthI yathAsaMbhava kaSAyanA abhAvathI..." yathAsaMbhava. cothe anaMtAnubaMdhIno abhAva, pAMcame anaMtAnubaMdhI ane apratyAkhyAnano abhAva, chachuM pratyAkhyAnano abhAva, tethI yathAsaMbhava kIdhuM. te te guNasthAnane yogya yathAsaMbhava kaSAyanA abhAvathI temanA pariNAma ujjavaLa che." AhAhA. te ujjavaLatAne teo ja tvajJAnI jANe che..." AhAhA..! bahu jhINI vAta.
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________________ 427 zloka-153 mithyASTio te ujjavaLatAne jANatA nathI." e to bAhyanI kriyA jove. jo A kare che, jo A kare che. kare che nahi, thAya che. AhAhA...! ene paNa jANavAnuM kAma kare che. AhAhA.! "mithyASTio te ujjavaLatAne jANatA nathI. mithyASTi to bahirAtmA che," bahira-jenI dRSTi bAhya upara che. deha upara, rAga upara, vANI upara AhAhA..! e to "bahArathI ja bhaluM buruM mAne che;" bahArano tyAga hoya to e bhalo che, bAhyano tyAga na hoya ane bhoga hoya to e bhuMDo che, ema mAne. AhAhA.! paNa bAhyano tyAga nathI ane aMdara atyAgamAM rokAya che to paNa tenI dRSTimAM te nathI. dharmInI dRSTi to jJAnasvabhAva, jJAyakasvabhAva, dhruva svabhAva, nityAnaMda prabhu... AhA...! evA jJAyakabhAvathI dharmI calAyamAna thato nathI. A vastu (che). samajANuM kAMI? AhA.! bahArathI ja bhaluM buruM mAne che; aMtarAtmAnI gati bahirAtmA zuM jANe? AhAhA...! aMtara AtmAnI dRSTi thaI ane aMtarAtmA pragaTyo, jANyo e bahirAtmA, bAhyanI pravRtti ane rAgane dekhanArA, enI ujjavaLAtane kema jANI zake? AhAhA.! bhAre AkarI vAtuM. have A bAhya tyAga karIne beTho hoya, hajAro rANI choDI, zarIramAM kapaDAno TukaDoya na hoya chatAM aMdaramAM rAga ane e kriyA huM karuM chuM evI daSTi che to mithyASTi che. ane bAhyamAM cakravartInA rAjamAM paDyo dekhAya, AhAhA...! cha-- karoDa pAyadaLanA lazkaramAM Ama hAthIne hode jAto hoya, lazkara cAlatuM hoya bhego hAthIne hode pote beTho hoya. AhA...! moTo pathAro. cha- karoDano pathAro mANasono, hAthIne, paNa kahe che ke, e pravRtti ane emAM thato rAga, tenuM jJAna, tene jJAna kare che. e jJAna svabhAvamAMthI calAyamAna thato nathI. calAyamAna thaIne rAga mAro che ne kriyA huM karuM chuM, e dRSTi enI nathI. AvI vAtuM. jagatathI UMdhI che, bApu! AhAhA.! tethI mAthe kahyuM hatuM ke, jJAnInI vAta jJAnI ja jANe, bApu! AhAhA.! e jJAnInA pariNAma jANavAnuM sAmarthya ajJAnInuM nathI. e to bahAranA atyAga upara mApa kare ke, juo! Ane kyAM tyAga che? bAyaDIno tyAga nathI, Ano tyAga nathI. ane A to tyAgI thaIne beTho che badhuM. paNa tyAga zeno? ahIM to jene rAgano tyAga karI ane dRSTimAM svabhAvano svIkAra thayo che te samyagdaSTinI rAganI pravRtti je dekhAya teno e svAmI nathI. temAM tenI kabuddhi nathI. e mArAthI thAya che ema e mAnato nathI. AhAhA..! ane ajJAnI bahAranI nagna kriyA, paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma e mArI kriyA che, e mAruM svarUpa che, enAthI huM tyAgI chuM (ema mAne che to) mithyAdRSTi che. ara.ra..ra...! AvI vAtuM have AkarI paDe.
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________________ 428 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ( zloka-154 (zArdUnavikrIDita) samyagddaSTaya eva sAhasamidaM kartuM kSamante paraM yadvaje'pi patatyamI bhyclttrailokymuktaadhvni| sarvAmeva nisarganirbhayatayA zaGkAM vihAya svayaM jAnantaH svamavadhyabodhavapuSaM bodhAccyavante na hi||154|| have, A ja arthanA samarthanarUpe ane AgaLanI gAthAnI sUcanArUpe kAvya kahe che : zlokArtha:- [ ya maya-vatrata-tranoya-muvatta-dhvani vaNe pataMti mapa ] jenA bhayathI calAyamAna thatA-khaLabhaLI jatA-traNe loka potAno mArga choDI de che evo vajapAta thavA chatAM, [ nI ] A samyagdaSTi jIvo, [ nisa-nirmayata ] svabhAvathI ja nirbhaya hovAne lIdhe, [ sarvam va zai vidAya ] samasta zaMkA choDIne, [ svayaM svam vadhya-vAghavapuSe nAnatta: ] pote potAne (arthAt AtmAne) jenuM jJAnarUpI zarIra avadhya (arthAt koIthI haNI zakAya nahi evuM) che evo jANatA thakA, [ vothAt vyavanta na hi ] jJAnathI cuta thatA nathI. [ rUdra paraM sAm sargIkRSTaya: kava tuM kSamatte ] AvuM parama sAhasa karavAne mAtra samyagdaSTio ja samartha che. bhAvArtha - samyagdaSTi niHzaMktiguNa sahita hoya che tethI game tevA zubhAzubha karmanA udaya vakhate paNa teo jJAnarUpe ja pariName che. jenA bhayathI traNa lokanA jIvo kaMpI UThe che-khaLabhaLI jAya che ane potAno mArga choDI de che evo vajapAta thavA chatAM samyagdaSTi jIva potAnA svarUpanuM jJAnazarIravALuM mAnato thako jJAnathI calAyamAna thato nathI. tene ema zaMkA nathI thatI ke A vajapAtathI mAro nAza thaI jaze; paryAyano vinAza thAya to ThIka ja che kAraNa ke teno to vinAzika svabhAva ja che. 154. zloka-154 upara pravacana "have, A ja arthanA samarthanarUpe ane AgaLanI gAthAnI sUcanArUpe kAvya kahe che - 154.
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________________ zloka-154 429 | (zArdUnavichArita) samyagddaSTaya eva sAhasamidaM kartuM kSamante paraM yadvaje'pi patatyamI bhyclttrailokymuktaadhvni| sarvAmeva nisarganirbhayatayA zaGkAM vihAya svayaM jAnantaH svamavadhyabodhavapuSa bodhAccyavante na hi / / 154 / / yita maya-ta-nainovaya-mu-3 dhvani vaje patati maSi jenA bhayathI calAyamAna thatAkhaLabhaLI jatA-traNe loka potAno mArga choDI de che..." AhAhA.! bhayamAM AvI jAya. jyAM upasarga paDe, juone A pANInA badhA. AhAhA...! munine paNa dariyAmAM pANImAM nAkhe. ene kaMI aDatoya nathI. AhA...! ajJAnI emAMthI mArga) choDI daye che. are..! amane A duHkha AvI paDyA, amane pariSaha AvI paDyA. potAnA AtmadharmathI chUTI jAya che. evo vajapAta..." mAthe vajapAta paDe. AhAhA...! jenA zarIranA ghANa vaLI jAya evA vajapAta paDavA chatAM "A samyagdaSTi jIvo....... AhAhA...! bhAI! samyagdaSTi zuM cIja che i (tane khabara nathI). atyAre to keTalAka ema kahe che ke, nizcaya samakita che I jANavAmAM Ave nahi mATe ApaNe badho vyavahAra karIe e barAbara che, jAo. AhAhA. e samyagdaSTi jANavAmAM Ave nahi ema tuM kahe che e ja batAve che ke, tuM mithyAdRSTi cho. AhAhA...! zuM thAya? ahIM kahe che ke, "samyagdaSTi jIvo... nisa-nirmAtA svabhAvathI ja. 'nisanirbhayatA AhA..! jene AnaMdano nAtha vajabiMba caitanyano jene aMtara anubhava ane jJAna thayuM, e samyagdaSTi uparathI vajapAta paDe, aMdarathI agninI dhArA vahe. AhAhA...! (chatAM) svabhAvathI nirbhaya hovAne lIdhe. dharmI to svabhAvathI nirbhaya che. huM jJAnasvarUpa chuM, mArA killAmAM rAgano praveza nathI to mArA killAmAM pariSahano praveza to che ja nahi). durga killo mAro nAtha. AhA....! jhINI vAta, bhAI! AhAhA...! dharmajIva to ene kahIe ke jene AtmajJAna thayuM che ane jene samyagdarzana, jJAnanI sAthe pragaTyuM che evo jIva vajanA mAthe ghaNa paDatA hoya topaNa svabhAvathI nirbhaya che. eno svabhAva ja nirbhaya che. AhA...! che? 'nisa-nirmayatayA' AhAhA...! have ATha AcAra levA che eno A upodyAta che. samakitanA ATha AcAra che ne? samakitI "svabhAvathI ja nirbhaya hovAne lIdhe..." sim va zawAM vidAya "samasta zaMkA choDIne..." are...! mane kaMIka thAya che evI zaMkA choDI dIdhI che. tane kAMI thatuM nathI. i to AnaMdano nAtha che. vajamAM jema soyano praveza nathI ema mArA svarUpamAM rAga ane kriyAno praveza nathI. evo svabhAvathI nirbhaya samakitI che). AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. samasta zaMkA choDIne, sviyaM svam vadhya-vAgha-vapuSe nAnantaH] pote potAne." "svayaM"
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________________ 430 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 eTale pote. "sva" eTale potAne arthAt AtmAne. jenuM jJAnarUpI..." "vadhya-vadha-vapuSa bInantaH mAruM to jJAnarUpI zarIra (che). jJAnarUpI zarIra te huM chuM. rAga nahi, zarIra nahi. AhAhA..! jJAnarUpI zarIra." I zarIra, A (jaDa) zarIra nahi. jANaka svabhAvano piMDa prabhu, e jJAnarUpI zarIra. AhAhA...! avadhya che, e jJAnarUpI zarIra avadhya che. koIthI haNI zakAya evuM nathI. AhAhA...! A zarIrane haNe ke na haNe, e to jaDanI kriyA che. mAruM je zarIra jJAna, AnaMda svarUpano kuMja prabhu, e jJAna mAruM zarIra che. jANapaNuM svabhAva, jJAyaka. AhAhA.! ene koI haNavA (samartha nathI). haNI zakAya nahi evuM che i. AhA...! che ne? "vapu... vadhu che ne? "vadhya-vopa-vapui MAnanta: mAro jJAnasvabhAva zarIra te koIthI haNI zakAya nahi evuM mAruM zarIra che. e caitanya zarIrI huM zarIra chuM. AhA.! AvI vAtuM (choDIne bahAranI pravRttimAM rokAI gayA. mULa vAta rahI gaI. AhAhA.! jJAnathI Tyuta thatA nathI." zI rIte? evuM jANatA thakA. mAruM jJAnarUpI zarIra haNI zakAya nahi evuM che, evuM jANatA thakA, ema jANatA thakA. AhAhA...! huM chuM e to jJAnarUpI zarIra te huM chuM. rAga ne zarIra e to mArI cIjamAM che ja nahi ane e huM nathI. huM to jJAna jJAyakarUpI caitanya zarIra te huM, te koIthI haNI zakAya evuM nathI. mAro killo durga killo che. jemAM vikalpa ane zarIranI kriyAno praveza nathI. AhAhA. jema moTA pattharanA killA hoya to emAM praveza na hoya, ema mAro nAtha caitanya bhagavAna durga killo, temAM rAga ne kriyAno praveza nathI. AhAhA...! are.! AvI vAtuM. ATha varSanI bAlikA paNa jo samyagdarzana pAme to ene A jJAnamAMthI caLe e vastu nathI. bhale e lagana kare, AhAhA.! chatAM te laganano rAga ane e kriyAmAM huM chuM ema nathI). mAruM svarUpa to jJAna che, temAMthI caLato nathI. AhAhA.! bhagavAna cidAnaMda saccidAnaMda prabhu, te mAruM zarIra che, e huM chuM. evA svabhAvamAM parano praveza ne parano bhaya kaMI che ja nahi. AhA...! ethI "jJAnathI cuta thatA nathI." avadhya mAruM svarUpa che evuM jANatA thakA. parathI, rAgathI ne kriyAthI na haNAya evo mAro prabhuno svabhAva che. AhAhA.! ema jANatA thakA. jANatA thakA "jJAnathI cuta thatA nathI. AhAhA.! zreNika rAjA. mAthuM phoDyuM, hIro cUsyo chatAM jJAnathI calAyamAna nathI. arere.! e to rAgano bhAva Avyo ane dehanI kriyA evI thaI. te mAruM caitanya zarIra che emAM A thayuM nathI, e mane thayuM nathI ema jJAnathI calAyamAna tevA prasaMgamAM paNa te jJAnathI calAyamAna thato nathI. AhAhA...! munione ghANImAM pIle. AhAhA...! paNa te pote jJAnasvarUpI mAro nAtha, emAMthI te calAyamAna thato nathI. AhAhA...! enI dRSTi dravya svabhAva upara paDI che. AhAhA.!
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________________ zloka-154 431 jJAyaka svabhAva, jJAyaka svabhAva, jJAyaka svabhAva evuM mAruM paramezvara svarUpa, temAM dRSTi hovAthI saMyoganA game tevA prasaMga bhajo paNa te jJAnasvarUpIthI caLato nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. ahIM to jarI anukULatA maLe tyAM rAjI rAjI thaI jAya, pratikULatA maLe tyAM kheda kare. e to pote jJAnathI caLI gayo che. AhAhA...! sanatakumAra' cakravartI, cha-- karoDa pAyadaLa, cha-- hajAra strI choDI muni thayA. aMdaranA AnaMdanA kaMdamAM jaIne muni thayA. ene 700 varSa gaLata koDha (thayo). zarIranA AMgaLA gaLatA jAya. chatAM) jJAnasvarUpathI calAyamAna nathI. AhA.! e kriyAno to huM jANanAro chuM. te paNa ene jANanAro chuM kahevuM e paNa vyavahAra che. huM to tenA saMbaMdhInuM mAruM jJAna ane mArA saMbaMdhInuM mAruM jJAna tene huM jANanAro chuM. enAthI calAyamAna thato nathI. AhAhA...! phia paraM sAm rASTaya: va tuM kSamatte "AvuM parama sAhasa karavAne mAtra samyagdaSTio ja samartha che. AhAhA...! rAgane potAno mAnanAra ane rAganI kriyAthI dharma mAnanAra evA mithyASTinI A tAkAta nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAtuM che, bhAI! AhA...! jene nirlepa jJAyakabhAva bhagavAna birAje che dehamAM prabhu, AhAhA.! enA jene Adara ane svabhAvanA satkAra thayA, AhAhA...! evo paramAtmA paramezvara svarUpa e huM chuM), evuM jene bhAna thayuM ane bahArathI calAyamAna thAya evI koI cIja nathI. AhAhA...! bhAvArtha - samyagdaSTi niHzakitaguNa sahita hoya che..." nirbhaya kahevuM che ne? niHzaMkita kaho ke nirbhaya kaho. AhAhA.! "samyagdaSTi niHzaMkitaguNa sahita hoya che. samyaku.. "sItAjI samyagdaSTi hatA. ("rAma" kahe che), parIkSA Apo. "rAvaNa'nA ghare tuM rahI cho. lokamAM zuM kahevAya), amAre hajI rAja karavuM che. loko zuM kahe? parIkSA Apo, ekavAra agnimAM paDo." AhAhA...! paNa tyAM svarUpathI calAyamAna na thAya. zarIra agnimAM jhukAvyuM paNa jJAnasvarUpathI tyAM calAyamAna nathI. AhAhA...! e to pUrvanA puNya hatA te vaLI.. e puNya hatA te, hoM vartamAna brahmacaryane laIne thayuM e AropathI kathana che. e to pUrvanA puNya hatA ene laIne thayuM, i brahmacaryathI thayuM ema kahevAmAM Ave. I caraNAnuyoganI rIta che. AhA.! bAkI to enuM brahmacarya ane enuM samyagdarzana. AhAhA...! enA joramAM agnimAM jhaMpalAvyuM toya kahe che, tyAre jJAnathI calAyamAna nahotA. huM to jJAtA-daSTa chuM. thAya te kriyAno jANanAra mArAmAM rahIne (jANuM chuM). AhAhA.! juo! A samyagdaSTinuM sAhasa. che ne? AvuM parama sAhasa karavAne... AhAhA...! ema to "rAmacaMdrajIne khabara hatI ke, sItAjI' satI che paNa bAhyamAM "rAvaNane ghare gayA (to) loko zuM kahe? e laukika khAtara parIkSA karI). e paNa samakitI che. ene e jAtano rAga Avyo. cAlo, "sItAjI'. jyAre
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________________ 432 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 agnimAM paDIne bahAra AvyA tyAre kahe, cAlo 'sItAjI' tamane have huM paTarANI banAvuM. (tyAre 'sItAjI' kahe che), basa thaI gaI. saMsAra basa thayo. AhAhA..! have huM paTarANI tarIke AvavA mAgatI nathI. paMcama guNasthAna aMgIkAra karI sAdhvI thAya che. sAdhvI eTale chaThTha guNasthAne sAdhvI, i nahi, arjiMkA, paMcama guNasthAna. agnimAM paDIne bahAra AvyA.. AhAhA..! A to pariSahathI pAra utaryAM. cAlo have tamane paTarANI banAvuM). basa thayuM. rAmacaMdrajI" basa thaI gaI, saMsAranI sthiti. have ame tyAM AvavAnA nathI. jyAM ame chIe tyAM javAnA chIe. AhAhA..! 'rAmacaMdrajI' baLadeva jevA puruSa, e bhavamAM mokSagAmI che. AhAhA..! ane sItAjI' eka bhava karIne pachI gaNadhara thavAnA. tIrthaMkaranA gaNadhara thavAnA. 'rAvaNa' tIrthaMkara thaze ane A (tenA gaNadhara thaze). AhAhA..! pariNAmanI vicitratA che. AhAhA..! e 'sItAjI' Ama jaMgalamAM cAlI nIkaLe che. sAdhvI, arjikAo che enI pAse jAya che. mAtA! mane arjikA banAvo. oluM rAja AkhuM hatuM toya mAruM nathI ane chUTe toya mAruM thatuM nathI. AhAhA..! mArga bahu jhINo, bApu! AhA..! AvuM parama sAhasa karavAne mAtra samyagdaSTi...' mithyAdRSTino bhAra nathI. bhale pariSaha sahana kare, upasarga sahana kare.. AhAhA..! paNa dRSTi jyAM mithyAtva che, rAganI kriyAe mArI che ane mane enAthI dharma thAya che, e mithyASTinA kAma nathI, bApA! AhA..! muni ane mithyAdRSTi hoya toya enA A kAma nathI. ane samyagdaSTi ane saMsAramAM hoya topaNa enA e sAhasa, kAma che. AhAhA..! meru parvata pavanathI hale nahi, kaMpAyamAna na thAya. ema mAro prabhu, dhruva cidAnaMda prabhu, AhA..! e bahAranA upasarga ane pariSahathI calAyamAna na thAya. AhAhA..! AvuM samyagdaSTinuM sAhasa ane svarUpa nisargathI che. nisarga nAma svabhAvathI, i AvyuM hatuM ne? nisarga nirbhaya che, svabhAvathI nirbhaya che. bhaya thAya kharo thoDo paNa e asthiratAno thAya. aMtaramAM nirbhaya che. AhAhA..! gAmamAM plega Avyo hoya, AkhuM gAma khAlI thatuM hoya to pote paNa bahAra nIkaLI jAya. mumukSu :- pahelo nIkaLe. utta2 :- paheloya nIkaLe. ethI karIne ene 52no Da2 che (ema nathI). asthiratAmAM jarI Avyo paNa chatAM e asthiratAne paNa jANanAro che. AhAhA..! AvuM svarUpa, bApu! jene moTAnI otha maLI ene nAnA koNa gaMjI zake? AhA...! bhAvArtha H- "samyagdaSTi niHzaMkitaguNa sahita hoya che tethI game tevA zubhAzubha karmanA udaya... AhAhA..! aMdaramAM zubha-azubha bhAva ke bahAramAM zubha-azubhano saMyoga pratikULa (hoya), AhAhA..! e vakhate paNa teo jJAnarUpe ja pariName che.' rAgarUpe ke pararUpe e pariNamato nathI, AhAhA..! game tevA zubhAzubha karmanA udaya vakhate paNa teo jJAnarUpe...' AtmasvarUpe ja pariName che. jenA bhayathI traNa lokanA jIvo kaMpI UThe...' jenA bhayathI
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________________ zloka-154 433 traNalokanA jIvo bhAge, Dare, khaLabhaLI jAya... AhAhA...! hajAro kALA nAga Ama jaMgalamAMthI bahAra AvatA hoya. pote nIkaLyA hoya. bIjA rADa nAkhI jAya. te kALe jJAnasvarUpathI caLatA nathI. kALA nAga Ama seMkaDo dekhAya, ene huM jJAna caitanyamUrti chuM). e meru pavanathI hale to mAro AtmA parathI hale. AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. have e samyagdaSTinI vAta to AkhI mUkI dIdhI. e samyagdarzana nizcaya che, ApaNane khabara na paDe. mATe ApaNe A badho vyavahAra karo e munipaNuM. ara.2.2...! mumukSu :- vyavahAra e to rAga che. uttara :- e to rAga (che). e rAganI kriyA paNa samakita vinAnI. AhA...! e to badhuM mithyAtva sahita che. AhAhA...! jenA bhayathI traNa lokanA jIvo kaMpI UThe che-khaLabhaLI jAya che ane potAno mArga choDI de che evo vajapAta thavA chatAM samyagdaSTi jIva potAnA svarUpanuM jJAnazarIravALuM mAnato.' to bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa chuM. e jJAnasvarUpa mAruM zarIra che. A zarIra huM nahi, rAga huM nahi. AhA...! saMyogo mane aDatA ja nathI. AhAhA.! saMyoga mane aDatAya nathI. AhAhA.! arUpI evo jJAnasvabhAva bhagavAna, jene aMtaramAM anubhavamAM, jANavAmAM Avyo, kahe che ke mArA jJAnazarIrane have koI vajapAtano ghA lAgu paDe, e che nahi. agninA aMgArA uparathI paDatA hoya toya mane A nukasAna kare che ema che nahi. huM to jJAnasvarUpe pariNamanAra (chuM. te vakhate te agninI kriyA ane te vakhate jarI rAga thayo, beyane huM zeyAkArapaNe jJAnapaNe pariNamanAro te huM chuM. AhAhA! AvI zaratuM che, prabhu! AhA! tene ema zaMkA nathI thatI ke A vajapAtathI mAro nAza thaI jaze; paryAyano vinAza thAya to ThIka ja che" e to nAza thavA lAyaka che. huM to avinAzI chuM. AhAhA...! traNe kALe huM avinAzI ane A traNe kALe nAzavAna. AhA.! beno, mAre ane ene meLa kAMI nathI. AhA...! bhAI! samyagdarzana dharmanI pahelI sIDI alaukika che. loko sAdhAraNa rIte mAnI beThA che e vastu nathI. AhA...! samajANuM kAMI? AhA.. paryAyano vinAza thAya to ThIka ja che kAraNa ke teno to vinAzika svabhAva ja che." mAro prabhu to avinAzI svabhAve che. AhAhA.! ene AMca lAgatI nathI. AhAhA...! meru parvata... Ave che ne olA bhaktAmaramAM, nahi? bhaktAmaramAM Ave che. ema ke, saMvartaka vAyaro vAya moTo topaNa meru hale nahi. ema bahAranA pratikULatAnA gaMja hoya ane anukULatAnA gaMja hoya topaNa jJAnI jJAnathI caLato nathI. AhAhA...! AvuM svarUpa che.
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________________ 434 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 1 - ( gAthA-228) sammAdiTTI jIvA NissaMkA hoMti NibbhayA teNa| sattabhayavippamukkA jamhA tamhA du nnissNkaa||228 / / samyagddaSTayo jIvA nizzaGkA bhavanti nirbhyaasten| saptabhayavipramuktA yasmAttasmAttu nizzaGkAH / / 228 / / yena nityameva samyagddaSTayaH sakalakarmaphalanirabhilASAH santo'tyantakarmanirapekSatayA vartante, tena nUnamete atyantanizzaGkadAruNAdhyavasAyAH santo'tyantanirbhayAH smbhaavynte| have A arthane gAthA dvArA kahe che : samyakatvavaMta jIvo niHzaMkti, tethI che nirbhaya ane che saptabhayapravimukta jethI, tethI te niHzaMka che. 228. gAthArtha:- [ sacadRdayaH bIvA: ] samyagdaSTi jIvo [ nizA mavatti ] niHzaMka hoya che. tena ] tethI nirmacA: ] nirbhaya hoya che; [ ] ane [ HI< ] kAraNa ke [ saptamaviSamuvaI: ] sapta bhayathI rahita hoya che [ taramA ] tethI [ nizA : ] niHzaMka hoya che (aDola hoya che). TIkA - kAraNa ke samyagdaSTio sadAya sarva karmonAM phaLa pratye nirabhilASa hovAthI karma pratye atyaMta nirapekSapaNe varte che, tethI kharekhara teo atyaMta niHzaMka dAruNa (daDha) nizcayavALA hovAthI atyaMta nirbhaya che ema saMbhAvanA karavAmAM Ave che (arthAt ema yogyapaNe gaNavAmAM Ave che) gAthA-228 upara pravacana have A arthane gAthA dvArA kahe che : ' sammAdiTTI jIvA NissaMkA hoMti NimayA teNa / sattabhayavippamukkA jamhA tamhA du nnissNkaa||228||
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________________ gAthA-228 435 samyaktvavaMta jIvo niHzaMkti, tethI che nirbhaya ane che saptabhayapratimukta jethI, tethI te niHzaMka che. 228. TIkA :- 'kAraNa ke samyagdaSTio sadAya sarva karmonA phaLa pratye nirabhilASa hovAthI...' AhAhA..! jene AtmA sAhebo paramAtmA, enA jJAna thaIne pratItamAM Avyo che, AhAhA..! jenA namUnA paNa paryAyamAM AvyA che. AhAhA..! vIrya, jJAna, AnaMda, zAMti evA aMza jene pragaTyA che. AhAhA..! e to namUno che, AkhI cIja to pUrI che. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM bahu (AkarI che). 'kAraNa ke samyagdaSTio sadAya sarva...' sadAya, sadAya ane sarva 'karmonA phaLa pratye nirabhilASI hovAthI...' AhAhA..! juo! jene AtmajJAna ane darzana thayA che, e samyagdaSTi jIva sadAya ane sarva karmo. cAhe to jaDakarmanA phaLa aneka prakAranA aMdara rAgAdi Ave ane saMyoganA (phaLa Ave). ghAtikarmanuM phaLa aMdaramAM ghAta thAya evA jarI rAgAdi pariNAma Ave ane aghAtinuM phaLa saMyoga Ave. be prakA2nA karma che ne? ghAti ane aghAti. to A bAju jarI rAga bhAva Ave, ghAtinA nimittathI ane A bAju aghAtinA kAraNe saMyoga Ave. AhAhA..! e 'sarva karmonA phaLa...' aghAtinuM phaLa ane ghAtinuM phaLa. AhAhA..! sarva karmonA phaLa pratye nirabhilASa hovAthI...' jenI 52nI abhilASA TaLI gaI che. AhA..! jene jJAnAnaMda svabhAva pratye prayatna cAlu che. AhA..! jeno prayatna aMdaramAM DhaLI gayo che. AhAhA..! AvI vyAkhyA. evA sarva ane sadA. koIpaNa kALamAM ane sarva karma phaLa. emAM nirabhilASI hovAthI karma pratye atyaMta nirapekSapaNe varte che,...' AhAhA..! e rAga ane bahAranI kriyA, aghAtinA saMyoganI, AhAhA..! e sarva kArya pratye atyaMta nirapekSapaNe varte che,..' atyaMta nirapekSa (arthAt) jenI saMyoganI ane rAganI apekSA nathI. AhAhA..! ahIM to kahe che, samyagdaSTithI mAMDIne jJAnI kahevA. tyAre olo kahe che ke, nirvikalpa dhyAna hoya to ja jJAnI kahevA. emAMthI chUTe to jJAnI na kahevA. are..! prabhu! zuM tAre karavuM che? AhAhA..! badhI AcaraNa ne bahAranI kriyA che ne emAM potAne cAritra manAvavuM che. AhA..! ane cAritra jyAre sAruM pUruM Ave tyAre pachI ene nizcaya samakita thAya. AhAhA..! evuM kare che. kAraNa ke samyagdaSTio sadAya sarva karmonA phaLa pratye' zAtAnuM hoya ke azAtAnuM hoya, ghAtinuM hoya ke aghAtinuM hoya, aMtarAyanuM phaLa hoya ke nAmakarmano bAhya saMyoga hoya, jazakIrti vagere badhA pratye nirabhilASI (che). AhAhA..! jazokIrti karmano udaya Avyo (to) jaza.. jaza.. jaza (thayo). paNa dharmIne tenI abhilASA nathI. ajazo kIrtino udaya Avyo (to) bahA2mAM apajaza thAya chatAM teno abhilASI nathI. AhAhA..! e mAro apajaza
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________________ 436 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 kare che ema e mAnato nathI. AhAhA! mAruM svarUpa eNe joyuM nathI ne mAro apajaza zI rIte kare? AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! olAne to aMdara (ema hoya ke) bahAra paDuM, bahAra kahe, loko mAne. tyAre mAruM samyagdarzana siddha thAya. e badhI aMdara bhrAMti che. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, AhAhA...! beya karma pratye. jazokIrtino udaya Dhagalo Ave, apajazano (udaya Ave), AhAhA...! evA 'phaLa pratye nirabhilASa hovAthI.." ene enI abhilASA nathI. karma pratye atyaMta nirapekSapaNe... atyaMta nirapekSapaNe. kaMI apekSA ja nathI. jazanA AbarUnA DhagalA hoya, apajazanA moTA gaMja Ave bahAramAM. AhAhA...! (beya pratye) atyaMta nirapekSa che. AhAhA.! tethI teo kharekhara atyaMta niHzaMka dAruNa (daDha) nizcayavALA..." daDha nizcayavALA. dAruNano artha che karyo-daDha. AhA...! to AnaMda ne jJAnasvarUpa chuM. evA dRDha nizcayavALA. eTale koI bahAranI kriyAmAM anukULatA, pratikULatA mane che e mAnato nathI. AhAhA....! jarI jhINI vAta che. samyagdarzana kone kahevuM ane enA bhAvamAM zuM hoya? AhAhA.! (tenI vAta che). atyaMta niHzaMka, daDha nizcaya hovAthI AhAhA...! "atyaMta nirbhaya che..." joyuM? atyaMta nirapekSapaNe varte, atyaMta niHzaMka hovAthI atyaMta nirbhaya (che). traNene "atyaMta" zabda vAparyo. hai? AhAhA...! karma pratye nirapekSapaNe varte ema na lIdhuM, teo niHzaMka che ema na lIdhuM, teo nirbhaya che eTaluM ekaluM na lIdhuM. AhAhA...! dareka ghAti, aghAtinA phaLamAM atyaMta nirapekSapaNe. AhAhA...! ane atyaMta niHzaMka nizcayavALA. niHzaMka, nirbhaya nizcayavALA. evA "hovAthI atyaMta nirbhaya che..." ekalA nirbhaya na lIdhuM, atyaMta nirbhaya che ema kahyuM. AhAhA.! AvuM svarUpa have. ahIM to bahAranI kiyA kare (to) mAne ke samakitI (chIe), thaI gayA cAritra. are.! prabhu! zuM thAya? bhAI! AhA..! ema saMbhAvanA karavAmAM Ave che (arthAt ema yogyapaNe gaNavAmAM Ave che).' ema kahe che. atyaMta daDha nizcayavALA che ane atyaMta nirbhaya che. AhAhA.! "ema saMbhAvanA." che ne zabda? (arthAtu) "ema yogyapaNe gaNavAmAM Ave che. evI enI yogyatA ja evI che, kahe che. AhAhA...! e niHzaMkanI vyAkhyAmAM pahelo zabda lIdho che ne? have sAta bhayanAM kaLazarUpa kAvyo..." sAta bhaya che ne? ethI nirbhaya che ema batAvavA sAta bhayanI vyAkhyA kare che. "sAta bhayanAM kaLazarUpa kAvyo kahevAmAM Ave che, temAM prathama A lokanA tathA paralokanA ema be bhayanuM eka kAvya kahe che :- sAtamAM cha kAvya che. emAM Aloka ane paralokanuM eka kAvya che ane pachI pAMcanA judA che. pAMcanA eka eka kaLaza che, A beno) eka kaLaza che. e vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!)
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________________ zloka-155 437 ( zloka-155) (zAhUtavikrIDita) lokaH zAzvata eka eSa sakalavyakto viviktAtmanazcillokaM svayameva kevalamayaM yallokayatyekakaH / loko'yaM na tavAparastadaparastasyAsti tadbhIH kuto nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindti||155|| have sAta bhayanAM kaLazarUpa kAvyo kahevAmAM Ave che, temAM prathama A lokanA tathA paralokanA ema be bhayanuM eka kAvya kahe che : zlokArdha -[ g: ] A cisvarUpa loka ja [ vivivarAtmanaH ] bhinna AtmAno (arthAt parathI bhinnapaNe pariNamatA AtmAno) [ zAzvata: : vana-vyavara: toveza: ] zAzvata, eka ane sakalavyakta -sarva kALe pragaTa evo) loka che; [ ya ] kAraNa ke vinam vitno ] mAtra cisvarUpa lokane [ sAM svayameva vave: novati ] A jJAnI AtmA svayameva ekalo avaloke che-anubhave che. A cisvarUpa loka ja tAro che, [ tatpa ra: ] tenAthI bIjo koI loka- [ gayuM to: apara: ] A loka ke paraloka [ tava na ] tAro nathI ema jJAnI vicAre che, jANe che, [ tasya tadramI: vetaH ati ] tethI jJAnIne A lokano tathA paralokano bhaya kyAMthI hoya? [ sa: svayaM satata niraza sadanuM jJAna savA vindati ] te to pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako sahaja jJAnane potAnA jJAnasvabhAvane) sadA anubhave che. | bhAvArtha :- "A bhavamAM jIvana paryaMta anukULa sAmagrI raheze ke nahi ?' evI ciMtA rahe te A lokano bhaya che. parabhavamAM mAruM zuM thaze ?' evI ciMtA rahe te paralokano bhaya che. jJAnI jANe che ke A caitanya ja mAro eka, nitya loka che ke je sarva kALe pragaTa che. A sivAyano bIjo koI loka mAro nathI. A mAro caitanyasvarUpa loka to koIthI bagADayo bagaDato nathI. AvuM jANatA jJAnIne A lokano ke paralokano bhaya kyAMthI hoya? kadI na hoya. te to potAne svAbhAvika jJAnarUpa ja anubhave che. 155.
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________________ 438 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pravacana naM. 302 zloka-155, 156 maMgaLavAra, bhAdaravA suda 13, tA. 04-09-1979 Aje navamo divasa che ne? dasalakSaNI parvano navamo akicana dharma. jeno moha sarvathA gaLI gayo che. akicana kone hoya che? muni. muni kone kahevAya? AhAhA...! jene sarvathA moha gaLI gayo che. potAnA AtmAnA hitamAM niraMtara lAgelA che. potAno AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna, temAM niratara AnaMdamAM lAgelA rahe che. e muni (che). tene akicana dharma hoya che. ane suMdara cAritranA dhAraNa karanArA. aMtara AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna, atIndriya AnaMdamAM ramanArA. cAritra nAma aMtara caravAvALA. aMtara AnaMdasvarUpamAM caranAruM cAritra. tene cAritra kahe che. te ane ghara, strI, putrAdi choDIne mokSane arthe dIkSA, cAritra dhAraNa karyuM che. potAnA svarUpanI dRSTi ane ramaNatAmAM lIna thavA mATe cAritra grahaNa karyuM che. te muni saMsAramAM virala che. e muni to saMsAramAM virala che. emAM atyAre to zuM munipaNuM che? samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra virala che. je svataH nija hitArthe tapa kare che, cAritra dhAraNa karyuM che. tapamAM munipaNuM. tapakalyANaka Ave che ne? dehathI, rAgathI bhinna potAnA svarUpano anubhava karIne temAM lIna thavAnI dazA pragaTa karI che. bIjA mATe zAstra Adi dAna kare che, tenA sahAyaka paNa che evA yogIzvara saMsAramAM atyaMta durlabha che. pahelA to cAritravaMta durlabha che paNa emAM paNa parane koI zAstra AdinuM dAna de, rAgano tyAga karIne e to bahu durlabha che, ema kahe che. samasta zAstranA jANanArA vItarAge potAnA AtmAthI samasta vastuone bhinna jANIne badhAno tyAga karI dIdho. ema kaho ke badhAne choDyA to zarIra, pustakAdi kema na choDyA? teno uttara :- zarIra AdimAM koI prakAranI mamatA nathI hotI. AhAhA...! A dasalakSaNI parva cAritranuM parva che. cAritra e koI kriyAkAMDa, nagnapaNuM ke paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma e koI cAritra nathI. AhA.! aMtara bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, teno anubhava karIne aMtaramAM lIna thavuM e cAritra che. tethI tene mojUda nathI. tene zarIrAdi che topaNa nathI. tenI upara mamatA nathI. AhA...! akicana che ne? kicana mAtra paranuM mamatva nathI. A zarIra ane pustaka hoya topaNa tenuM mamatva nathI. ane vagara AyuthI zarIrano nAza to thato nathI. paraMtu teo zarIrAdimAM koI paNa prakAranuM mamatva karatA nathI. jo zarIrAdimAM koI prakAranuM mamatva kare to e jinendra AjJA bhaMgarUpa mahAdoSanA bhAgI thAya che. AhA...! muni zarIranI mamatA to karatA nathI paNa pustakAdi maLe e mAruM che evI mamatA nathI karatA. AhAhA! AvI vAta
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________________ zloka-155 439 che, bhAI! munipaNuM akiMcanapaNuM e koI alaukika vAta che. AhAhA. e akiMcananI vAta thaI. have ApaNe 155 kaLaza che ne? samayasAra' 155 kaLaza. (zArdUtavikrIDita) lokaH zAzvata eka eSa sakalavyakto viviktAtmanacillokaM svayameva kevalamayaM yallokayatyekakaH / loko'yaM na tavAparastadaparastasyAsti tadbhIH kuto nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindti||155|| dharmI tene kahIe ke jene rAgathI bhinna potAnA AtmAnI dRSTi ane anubhava thayA hoya. AhAhA...! koI bAhyanI kriyA kare che mATe dharmI che, ema nathI. AhA...! aMtaramAM AtmAno anubhava kare che. rAgathI, vikalpathI, zarIrathI bhinna thaIne AtmA AnaMdasvarUpano anubhava kare che e dharmI, e dharma karanAro (che). 'A cisvarUpa loka ja bhinna AtmAno (arthAt parathI bhinnapaNe pariNamatA AtmAno) zAzvata, eka ane." AhAhA...! dharmIne to A loka ane paraloka AtmAmAM che. Alokaciloka, jJAnaloka zAzvata svabhAva bhagavAna, e potAno Aloka che. zarIrAdi e kaMI potAno loka che nahi. AhAhA...! bahu sUkSma vAta, bhAI! vItarAga mArga bahu sUkSma. ahIMyAM to (kahyuM ke, cisvarUpa loka ja amAro loka che. dharmI ema mAne che ke jJAnasvarUpa mAro AtmA te ja mAro loka che. AhAhA.! zarIrAdi to nahi paNa dayA, dAnano rAga e paNa mArI cIja nahi. AhAhA...! cisvarUpa, jJAnasvarUpa, caitanyacaMdramA, zItaLatAnA svabhAvathI, vItarAgabhAvathI bharelo e citroka e mAro loka che. jhINI vAta che, bhAI! AhAhA...! e bhinna AtmAno (arthAtu parathI bhinnapaNe pariNamatA." rAgathI prabhu bhinna che to dharmI bhinna thaIne potAnA AtmAnuM pariNamana kare che. AhAhA.! vartamAna cAlatI prathAthI vastu judI che. AhAhA..! bhagavAnaAtmA rAgathI bhinna thaIne potAno cisvarUpa loke ja pariNamato AtmA zAzvata. e cisvarUpa dhruva cIja zAzvata che. jJAnAnaMda svabhAva bhagavAna AtmAno e zAzvata che. e koI navo nathI, kSaNika nathI. AhAhA. dharmI ene kahIe ke je potAno ciloka zAzvata che tene potAno mAne che ane anubhave che. AhAhA...! AkarI vAta che. zAzvata, eka.' jJAyaka svarUpa bhagavAna zAzvata che ane eka che, bheda nahi. AhAhA.! rAga to nahi paNa paryAyano bheda paNa jemAM nathI. jhINI vAta che, bhAI! "zAzvata, eka ane sakalavyakta." AhAhA.! olAmAM avyakta kahyuM. ahIM sakalavyakta (kahyuM, arthAtu)
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________________ 440 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 trikALa jJAyakabhAva aMdara pragaTa che. AhAhA...! rAgano, dayA, dAna, bhaktino bhAva che e rAga che. e rAgathI ciloka zAzvata bhinna che. AhA...! te eka che. zAzvata che, eka che. AhAhA...! ane sarva kALe pragaTa che. astipaNe to potAnI sattA, astitva zAzvata e sakaLa vyakta che. AhAhA...! e vastu tarIke sakaLavyakta che. AhAhA...! AvI bhASA, lyo. sarva kALe pragaTa che. "kAraNa ke mAtra cisvarUpa lokane A jJAnI AtmA svayameva ekalo avaloke che." AhAhA.! dharmI jIva-jJAnI jIva potAnA cisvarUpa lokane dekhe che, potAnA citasvarUpa lokane anubhave che. AvI vAta che. AhA...! che? "mAtra cisvarUpa lokane A jJAnI AtmA svayameva ekalo avaloke che. mAtra cisvarUpa loka, jemAM dayA, dAna, vikalpa, rAgano paNa abhAva che. e badhI kriyA to rAga che. AhAhA...! "mAtra cisvarUpa lokane.' [maye svayameva : toti, AhAhA.! jhINI vAta, bhAI! vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmA, teno paMtha aMtaramAM dharmInI cIja koI judI che. e koI kriyAkAMDa ne rAga ne bhakti ne pUjA ne vrata ne jAtrA e koI dharma nathI, e to rAga che. AhAhA...! e rAgathI bhinna bhagavAna che). jJAnI AtmA svayameva ekalo..." ekalo rAganI apekSA choDIne cidhdhana, jJAnaghana bhavagAna AtmAne "avaloke che. ekaluM svarUpa. rAganI apekSA nahi, nimittanI apekSA nahi, deva-guru-zAstranI paNa jemAM apekSA nathI. AhAhA.! evo svayameva, svayameva-svayaM ja. "gva' che ne? "svayaMmeva ekalo avaloke che..." AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna jJAna, zAzvata AtmA, dhruva AtmA, nitya AtmA tene ekalo avaloke che ane ekalo anubhave che. AvI vAta che. AhAhA...! A dharmInI cIja A che. dharmI kaMI A dayA pALe ne vrata kare ne apavAsa kare e koI dharma nathI, e to rAga che. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta, bhAI! vItarAga mArga, jinezvara trilokanAtha, teno kahelo paMtha koI alaukika che. A to samyagdarzana cothuM guNasthAna jyAre thayuM, hajI cothuM, hoM pAMcamuM ane chaThuM muni e to koI alaukika cIja che. AhAhA.! ahIMyAM to samyagdaSTi thayo, AtmA jJAyakabhAva, nityabhAva, zuddhabhAva, dhruvabhAva e bhAva potAno che ema potAno mAnI, tene ekalo paranI apekSA vinA anubhave che, avaloke che. AhAhA...! tenuM nAma dharmI ane dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. "kAMtibhAI A badhuM AvuM koI di sAMbhaLyuM nathI. AhAhA.! kaho, 'hiMmatabhAI A karavAnuM che, bApA! A karavAnuM che, bolatA hatA, bhAI! bhAI kahetA hatA. sAcI vAta, bApA! AhA! are.re.! pahelI zraddhA to kare ke A ja karavA jevuM che. AhAhA..! jhINI vAta, bApu! bhAI! AhAhA..! dharmAtmA "svayameva ekalo avaloke che." zuM kahe che? jemAM rAganI maMdatAnI kriyAnI paNa apekSA nathI, evo bhagavAna ciloka, jJAnaloka, AnaMdaloka svayameva svabhAvika nitya
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________________ zloka-155 441 zAzvata loka AtmA, sakaLavyakta pragaTa, tene ekalo anubhave che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? "ekalo avaloke che-anubhave che. A cisvarUpa loka ja tAro che," AhAhA...! 'novayaMti rUti to:" je jJAnamAM jANavAmAM Ave che. zarIra, vANI, mana A to mATI jaDa dhULa che. AhAhA...! aMdaramAM je pApano rAga, hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSayabhoga (A) e to pApatattva bhinna tattva che. ane dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA, jAtrAno bhAva e to rAga, puNyatattva che, e AtmA nahi. ahIMyAM to kahe che ke, cisvarUpa loka ja tAro che. e rAga nahi. jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna, jJAna eTale A zAstrajJAna nahi, jANakasvabhAva zAzvata te mAro loka che. AhAhA.! Aloka ne paralokano bhaya jJAnIne nathI. kAraNa ke Aloka ane paraloka potAno AtmA che. samajANuM? AvI jhINI vAtuM. arere.. anaMtakALathI e caitanyanA darzana ane bhAna vinA rakhaDyo. munipaNuM anaMta vAra lIdhuM, digaMbara saMta anaMtavAra thayo paNa e kriyA, paMca mahAvratanI kriyAmAM dharma mAnyo. AhAhA...! e to mithyAdaSTi che. AhAhA...! samyagdaSTi dharmanI pahelI sIDIvALo, zarUAtavALo e citasvarUpa loka ja tAro che (ema mAne che). jJAnAnaMda svabhAva dhruva e mAro che, rAga mAro nathI, jaDanI kriyA mArI nathI, jaDa mAruM nathI, strI, kuTuMba-parivAra, loka, gAma, nagara mArA nathI. AhAhA...! che? cisvarUpa loka ja." bhASA che? che ne? [maye svayameva : sovati AhAhA...! zAzvata caitanyaprabhu, dhruva je bhagavAnaAtmA e tAro loka che, ema samakitI-dharma jANe che. AhAhA...! ti-apara: 'tenAthI bIjo." jJAyaka svabhAva dhruva, e tAro loka che, tenAthI bhinna "A loka ke paraloka tAro nathI..." AhAhA...! A rAga, strI, kuTuMba-parivAra e A loka e tAro nathI. e loka tAro nathI. AhAhA...! ema paraloka. svarga ane narakamAM javuM e paraloka, e paNa AtmAno nathI. AhAhA.! "A loka ane paraloka tAro nathI..." ema dharmI aMtaramAM anubhave che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM AkarI che. A to hajI zarUAta samyagdarzananI vAta che. cAritra to koI alaukika vAtuM che, bApu! hajI samyagdarzana vinA cAritra AvyA kayAMthI? samyagdarzana thayuM to e mAne che ke mAro loka to cighana, AnaMdakaMda e mAro loka che. tenAthI para rAga, dayA, dAna, vikalpa, zarIra, vANI, mana, kuTuMba e loka to paraloka (che), mAro loka nathI. AhAhA...! vyavahAra ratnatrayano vikalpa uThe che e paNa mAro loka nathI. arere.! AvI vAta che? tenAthI bIjo koI." jJAyaka svabhAva bhagavAna nityAnaMda prabhu, e mAro loka che. tenAthI bhinna rAgAdi ke zarIrAdi ke vANI Adi ke kuTuMba, kabIlA e paraloka (che), mAro loka nathI. AhAhA.... deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhAno rAga, e paNa mAro loka nathI. AhAhA..! mAro hoya e mArI pAse rahe, judA na paDe. AhAhA.! rAga to
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________________ 442 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 mArI pAse raheto nathI, rAga to chUTI jAya che. AhAhA...! rAgathI rahita mArI cIja je che, jJAnAnaMda sahajAnaMda prabhu, e mAro loka che, apara mAro loka koI che nahi. AhAhA.! je bhAve tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya e bhAva mAro nahi. e mAro nahi, e mAro nahi, mAro to cighana loka) che. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta, bhAI! vItarAgamArga jinezvarano mArga bahu sUkSma che. lokamAM to atyAre sthULa badhuM viparIta banAvI dIdhuM che. basa, A vrata karo ne apavAsa karo ne jAtrA karo e dharma. maMdira banAvo ne pUjA karo. e to badho rAga che, bhAI! tane khabara nathI. e rAga AtmAno svabhAva nahi. AhAhA.! dharmI potAnA svabhAvathI apara vyavahAra ratnatrayanA rAgane paNa potAno mAnatA nathI. AhAhA...! Aje navamo divasa che. aphara di che. AhAhA...! bhagavAna jJAyaka svarUpa dhruva, e upara dRSTi paDIne je anubhava thayo to dharmI ema mAne che ke mAro loka to A che. rAgAdi mAro loka traNakALamAM nathI. AhAhA.! "tAro nathI ema jJAnI vicAre che. athavA ema jANe che. ane evo ja anubhava kare che. AhAhA...! saMsAramAM paDyA Akho di, ene AvuM kahevuM. bhAI! e rakhaDavAnA paMtha to anaMtakALathI karyA. chUTavAno paMtha eka sekaMDa paNa kyAreya karyo nathI. muni thayo, nagna digaMbara muni hajAro rANIo choDIne paMca mahAvratanuM pAlana niraticAra karyuM, paNa e to rAga che. AhAhA.! rAga e mAro loka nahi. mAro loka to rAgathI bhinna jJAyakabhAva e mAro loka che, AhAhA...! e mArI cIja che. rAgAdi mArI cIja nathI to pachI A zarIra, kuTuMba, kabIlA to mArI cIja che nahi. AhAhA...! juo! A saMtonI vANI. sAcA saMta muni dharmAtmA, jene aMtaramAM AnaMdamAM lIna thavAnI jAgRta dazA ugra che, e kahe che ke munine athavA samakitIne potAno loka to AnaMda ane jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna, nitya prabhu, zAzvata vastu che). paryAya badalatI che, A to zAzvata vastu. AhAhA...! e mAro loka che ema paryAya mAne che. paryAya ema mAne che ke, paryAya eTale hajI sAMbhaLyuM na hoya, kAMI khabara na maLe. jainanA ekaDAnA mIMDAnI vAtuM A to che. AhAhA...! e paryAya eTale avasthA. e avasthA paNa huM nahi. huM to zAzvata cighana chuM e avasthA ema mAne che. AhAhA...! oluM 'nAva tare re morI nAva tare evuM Ave che ne? bhASA bhUlI gayA. "samayasAra nATaka'mAM zloka Ave che. AhA...! ekalo bhagavAna zAzvata cidAnaMda, 'vastu vicArata dhyAvarta mana pAve vizrAma AhAhA! vastu, AtmA vastu jemAM anaMta guNa vasyA che, rahyA che evI vastu vicArata dhyAvarte mana pAve vizrAma AhAhA.! "anubhava tAkI nAma AhA..! "rasa svAdata sukha Upaje paNa e rasa svAda Upaje e anubhava. 'anubhava tAkI nAma AhAhA.! atIndriya AnaMdano rasa paryAyamAM Avavo. "vastu vicArata" bhagavAna vastu trikALI nityAnaMda prabhu, anAdianaMta
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________________ zloka-155 443 che teno koI kartA nathI. svayaMsiddha vastu che, e zAzvata che. teno vicAra dhyAvavAthI "mana pAve vizrAma" vikalpa chUTI jAya che. AhAhA...! "rasa svAdata sukha upaje" atIndriya AnaMdanA rasano svAda lya che. "rasa svAdata sukha upaje AnaMdanI dazA utpanna thAya che. AhAhA.! e sukha. duniyAnA bahAranA sukhanI kalpanA e to mUDha mAnI che. AhA! indriyomAM sukha ne paisAmAM sukha ne zarIra, strImAM sukha ne... mUDha ajJAnI potAnA AnaMda ne sukhane bhUlIne paramAM sukha mAnIne cAra gatimAM rakhaDe che. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to rasa svAdata sukha Upaje AtmA AnaMdamUrti prabhu, teno svAda letA "rasa svAdata sukha Upaje" atIndriya AnaMdanuM sukha utpanna thAya che. AhAhA.! are. AvI vAta. "anubhava tAko nAma tenuM nAma AtmAno anubhava ane AtmAnA rasano svAda (kahevAmAM Ave che). bhAI! vItarAgamArga koI alaukika che. evo mArga kayAMya che nahi. vitarAga sivAya kayAMya A vAta nathI. atyAre to vItarAganA vADAmAM paNa goTA uDyA che. AhAhA...! A to traNalokanA nAtha jinezvaradeva "sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavAna to mahAvidehamAM birAje che. AhAhA...! paramAtmA birAje che tyAMthI A vAta AvI che. kuMdakuMdAcArya tyAM gayA hatA. digaMbara muni, "kuMdakuMdAcArya be hajAra varSa pahelA (gayA ane ATha divasa tyAM rahyA hatA, AhAhA.. tyAMthI AvIne A (Astra) banAvyA. bhagavAna Ama mArga kahe che ane ema che. AhAhA...! dharmanI dRSTi jene samyagdarzana thayuM to e samyagdarzanamAM AkhA pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI pratIti AvI ane sAthe atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava, rasanA svAdanA sukhanI utpatti thaI. AhAhA...! are.! A to ekalI nizcayanI vAtuM (kare che), vyavahAra (to kahetA nathI). vyavahAra tArA kyAM che, dhULamAM sAMbhaLane have. AhAhA! evA vyavahAra to abhavie paNa anaMtavAra karyA. "munivrata dhAra anaMta aira Taiveyaka upajAyo paNa AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo' paMca mahAvrata ne pAMca samiti guptinA nirdoSa pAlana karyA, ene mATe AhAra karIne Ape ane pANInuM biMdu (Ape to) na le. evI kriyA anaMta vAra karI, AhA.! paNa e to rAganI kriyA che. paNa rAgathI bhagavAna bhinna evA AtmAnuM jJAna karyuM nahi, to AtmAnA jJAna vinA sukha maLyuM nahi. e paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma duHkha che. AhAhA.! are..! A kema utare? kyAM bicArA rakhaDatA prANI, anaMta kALamAM naraka ne nigodamAM rakhaDatA, emAMthI Avyo, mANasa thayo (paNa) bhAna na maLe kAMI. AhAhA.! dharmane nAme paNa goTA badhA. rAganI kriyA karo to dharma thAya. ahIM to paramAtmA jinezvaradeva vItarAga paramAtmA vItarAga dharma kahe che. e AtmA cihvana AnaMdakaMda e tArI cIja che, e sivAya apara rAgAdi tArI cIja nahi. AhAhA...! juo! A dharmInI dRSTi. samyagdaSTino A bhAva. AhAhA...!
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________________ 444 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 jJAnI vicAre che, jANe che. AtmA jJAyaka svabhAva sivAya koI cIja mArI nathI. e para mArI cIja ja nathI. AhAhA...! tisya tadmI: ta: sti, tethI jJAnIne..." dharmIne ke jene AtmAnA jJAyakabhAvanuM bhAna thayuM ane jJAyakabhAvano svAda lIdho, jJAyakabhAvanA sukhano paryAyamAM anubhava thayo e samakitI (che). AhAhA...! tethI samakitIne, jJAnI kaho ke samakitI kaho. 'A lokano tathA paralokano bhaya kayAMthI hoya?' AhAhA...! A lokamAM mArI A sAmagrI maratA sudhI raheze ke nahi? vRddhAvasthA Avaze to A badhI sAmagrI raheze ke nahi? e ciMtA samakitIne hotI nathI. samajANuM? vRddha thaIza ane zarIra jIrNa thaze to A sAmagrI zuM karaze? evI ciMtA nathI. AhA...! tema paralokanI ciMtA nathI. ahIMyAMthI kyAM jaIza? svargamAM jaIza ke manuSyamAM jaIza? svarga, narakamAM huM jato ja nathI. mAro AtmA mArAmAM che, huM to tyAM jAuM chuM. AhA.! "mAMgIlAlajI' AvI vAtuM che. jhINI vAta, bhAI! AhAhA...! parano tyAga to AtmAmAM che ja nahi. kemake paranA tyAgagrahaNathI to bhagavAna trikALI zUnya che paNa rAgano tyAga paNa AtmAmAM yathArthapaNe che nahi. kAraNa ke rAgarUpa AtmA thayo ja nathI to rAgano tyAga karavAnuM kyAM rahyuM? AhAhA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! ajANyA ajJAnI mANasa anAdithI rakhaDe che. ene A vAta kema bese? eka to Akho di dhaMdhApANI, dhaMdhAnA pApa ane bAyaDI, chokarA sAcavavA ne bhogamAM pApamAM jAya), cha-sAta kalAka sUvuM, emAM vakhata maLe nahi. kadAcit kalAka vakhata maLe to A bhagavAnanA darzana karavA ne pUjA karavI ne bhakti karavI. e to rAga che. AhAhA.! samajANuM? AhAhA.! jJAnIne A lokano tathA paralokano bhaya kyAMthI hoya?" che? AhA.! tethI...." "tacI jJAnIne..." "ta mI: 'A lokano tathA paralokano bhaya kyAMthI hoya? te to pote niraMtara..." AhAhA. cAhe to e dhaMdhApANImAM dekhAya chatAM jJAnI to jJAnano ja niraMtara anubhava kare che. jJAtApaNAnI paryAyano e kartA che. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? AhA! te to pote niraMtara... samyagdaSTi dharmAjIva (dharmanI) zarUAtavALo svayaM niraMtara. che ne? "sa: (arthAtu) te dharmI. "svayaM satataM pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako..." nirbhaya vartato thako. AhA...! niHzaMka kaho ke nirbhaya kaho. pote niratara niHzaMka vartato thako...... AhAhA...! zuM kahe che? pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako...." zaMkA nathI ke A loka mAro che ne paraloka mAro che, evI zaMkA nathI. mAro loka to A caitanya) che. mArI zAzvata cIja e mAro loka che. AhAhA...! e pramANe pote ja potAthI niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako sahaja jJAnane potAnA jJAnasvabhAvane) sadA anubhave che. svAbhAvika, sahaja eTale svabhAvika jJAna eTale potAno jJAnasvabhAva, jANo svabhAva je trikALa jJAyaka svabhAva. AhAhA.! teno sadA." trikALa
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________________ zloka-155 445 "anubhave che. Ama to niraMtara paheluM AvI gayuM che paNa A to 'sadA' nAkhyuM che eTale) trikALa. dharmI to trikALa bhUta, vartamAna ne bhaviSyamAM AtmAnA jJAnane ja anubhave che. AhAhA.! jhINI vAta, bhAI! bhavanA aMtano dharma je samyagdarzana koI alaukika cIja che. AhA...! munipaNuM to alaukika cIja che tenI vAta to kyAM? e to kyAM che paNa samyagdarzana e koI virala cIja che. AhAhA...! te (jJAnI) aMtaramAM potAnA svabhAvamAM svayaM niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako. svabhAvamAM niHzaMkapaNe vartato thako. svAbhAvika jJAyaka svabhAvano sadA trikALa anubhava kare che. bhaviSyamAM Ama thaze ne bhUtamAM Ama hatuM, ema che nahi. e to jJAyakano anubhava trikALa potAmAM kare che. bhaviSyamAM paNa svargamAM jAya to paNa potAnA anubhavamAM rahe che. AhAhA...! samakitI svargamAM jAya che? to kahe che, nA. e to tyAM paNa potAnA anubhavamAM rahe che. AhAhA...! ane tyAMthI marIne manuSyabhava thAya che to kahe che tyAM paNa jJAnanA anubhavamAM rahe che, jJAnanI paryAyanA anubhavamAM rahe che. jJAna mAro svabhAva che tyAM rahe che. AhAhA.! samajANuM? AvI cIja che. pahelA enuM jJAna to kare. AhA.! hajI jJAnanAya ThekANA nahi, zraddhA to kyAMthI lAvavI? AhAhA. bhAvArtha :- "A bhavamAM jIvana parvata anukULa sAmagrI raheze ke nahi?' vRddhAvasthA Avaze, anukULa sAmagrI raheze ke nahi? AhAhA...! "evI ciMtA rahevI te A lokano bhaya che." enuM nAma A lokano bhaya kahevAya che. dharmIne e ciMtA che nahi. AhA...! ATalA paisA saMgharI rAkhIe, ATalo mAla rAkhIe. moTI uMmaranA thAya ne? strI marI gaI paNa bIjI nahi hoya to sevA karaze koNa? eTale bIjI paraNIne lagana karavA. AhA...! e ciMtA jJAnIne thatI nathI. AhAhA.A bAhyanI sAmagrI maraNa paryata raheze ke nahi? e ciMtA jJAnIne hotI nathI. AhAhA..! "evI ciMtA rahe te A lokano bhaya che." parabhavamAM mAruM zuM thaze? are.. deha choDIne huM kyAM jaIza? deha to chUTaze to kyAMka to jaze. ahIM to amuka vakhata raheze, paralokamAM kyAM jaIza? "evI ciMtA rahevI te paralokano bhaya che. jJAnI jANe che ke-A caitanya ja mAro eka, nitya loka che." paralokapharaloka mAre kyAM javAnuM che. paraloka-pradhAnaloka mAro caitanya te mAro paraloka che. AhAhA. AvI vAtuM che. vItarAga mArga bahu, bApu! lokoe Akho viparIta karI nAkhyo che. vItarAgamArgane rAgamArgamAM khatavI nAkhyo che. AhAhA.! zraddhA taddana mithyAtva ghUMTI rahyA ahIM to kahe che, prabhu paralokamAM kyAM jaIza evI ciMtA samakitI nathI. kemake paralokamAM jaIza paNa huM to mArI paryAyamAM ja rahIza. tyAM paralokamAM huM devalokamAM nathI jato. AhAhA...! "zreNika rAjA kSAyika samakitI. narakanA Ayuno baMdha karyo hato pachI
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________________ 446 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 bhagavAna pAse tIrthakaragotra bAMdhyuM. vartamAnamAM corAzI hajAra varSanI sthitie pahelI narakamAM che. tyAMthI nIkaLIne) pahelA tIrthakara thaze, AvatI covIzInA pahelA tIrthakara thaze. paNa kahe che ke, kSAyika samakitI ahIMyAM hatA toya ciMtA nahotI ke huM kyAM jaIza? narakamAM nathI jAto, huM to mArI paryAyamAM ja tyAM rahIza. AhAhA...! "zreNika rAjA corAzI hajAranI varSanI sthitimAM pahelI narakamAM che. tyAMthI nIkaLIne tIrthaMkara thavAnA che. AvatI covIzInA pahelA tIrthakara (thavAnA), paNa kahe che ke, I narakamAM nathI. AhAhA..! eka prazna thayo hato, bhAI! lAlabhAI! "zrImadne eka jaNAe prazna karyo ke, "zrIkRSNa kyAM che? ola bahAranuM sAMbhaLeluM hoya ne. (kahyuM, "zrIkRSNa' AtmAmAM che. mumukSu :- jJAnInuM i ja kAma hoya. uttara :- oluM bahAranI sthitinuM varNana che ne. AhAhA...! Avo prazna karyo. "zrImaddane koIe prazna karyo, ema ke oluM bahAranuM sAMbhaLe ne ke A pramANe pApa bAMdhyA hatA ne narakamAM gayA che. eTale pUchyuM, "zrIkRSNa' kyAM che? to kahyuM, "zrIkRSNa' AtmAmAM che. AhAhA...! narakanA kSetramAM paNa nathI, e to AtmAmAM che. AhAhA...! samyagdaSTi jJAnI deha choDIne kadAcitu narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM hoya ne narakamAM jAya to e narakamAM nathI, tyAM to AtmAmAM che. AhAhA.! samajANuM? AhAhA. koI samyagdaSTi hoya ane pahelA tiryaMcanuM AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM hoya pachI e narakamAM to na jAya, tiryaMcamAM bhogabhUmimAM jAya. traNa palyanuM AyuSya ane tyAM traNa gAu UMcA thAya). to kahe che ke, e tyAM gayo paNa tyAM e AtmAmAM che. e jugaliyA thayA ja nathI. samajANuM? AhAhA.... jyAM bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha svabhAvanI dRSTimAM jyAM Avyo, AhAhA..! temAMthI haTIne rAgamAM ke paralokamAM rahe che? temAMthI khasatA ja nathI, sadA temAM ja rahe che. AhAhA.! e to jJAnanI pariNatimAM caMcaLa, capaLa thayA vinA akaMpapaNe jJAnamAM jyAMtyAM rahe che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? bhAI! dharma cIja koI alaukika che. AhA...! lokoe kalpi rAkhyuM che ane badhuM manAvyuM che evuM svarUpa nathI). AhAhA...! jeNe samyagdarzamAM AkhI pUrNAnaMdanI cIjane jyAM pratItamAM, anubhavamAM lIdhI to have kahe che ke, e rahe che kyAM? to kahe che, e potAmAM rahe che. svargamAM gayA e to vyavahArathI kathana che. potAmAM rahyA che. narakamAM gayA? to kahe che, nA. e potAmAM che. tiryaMcamAM gayA? samakitIne AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM hoya to tiryaMcamAM jugaliyAmAM jAya che. to kahe che, tyAM paNa AtmAmAM che. AhAhA...! samajANuM? A prazna pUchyo hato, khabara che? "cetanajI'! zrImane pUkyo hato. bahAramAM evI vAta Ave ne ke narakamAM gayA che. evo javAba Apyo, prabhu sAMbhaLa, zrIkRSNa" samakitI dharmAtmA hatA. AhAhA.! e jyAM che tyAM AtmAmAM che. AhAhA...! AvyuM ke nahi A? A loka ne paralokanI ciMtA ja nathI. A
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________________ zloka-155 447 loka ne paraloka badho mAro A che. cidUghana AtmA A loka ane para nAma pradhAna paraloka A che. AhA.! AvI vAtuM che, bApu! AkarI vAtuM, bhAI! duniyAnA mANaso atyAre kayAMya bicArA rakhaDatA paDyA che. ene hajI dharma zuM ne kema thAya, enI khabaruM na maLe. AhAhA! e marIne kyAMya jAze rakhaDatA. AhA...! ahIM kahe che, AhAhA...! "jJAnI jANe che ke-A caitanya ja mAro eka, nitya loka che." AhA.! dhruva mAro loka che ema jANe che paryAya paNa dhruva mAro loka che (ema jANe che). samajANuM? nityAnaMda prabhu zAzvata vastu e mAro loka che ema paryAya jANe che. AhAhA.! nitya loka che ke je sarva kALe pragaTa che." dhruva vastu to sadA kALa vyakta pragaTa ja vastu che. AhAhA.! e to paryAyanI apekSAe paryAyane vyakta kahIe to ene avyakta kahIe. paNa e vastu tarIke juo to potAnI apekSAe vyakta pragaTa nitya vastu che. dhruva zAzvata pragaTa. pragaTa. pragaTa. AhAhA.! heM? mumukSu :- pragaTa eTale hayAtI. uttara :- hayAtI. AhAhA.! hayAtI nahi, pragaTa ja vastu pragaTa ja che. ema. enI kAyamI cIja vyakta pragaTa che. paryAyanI apekSAe ene avyakta kahyuM e bIjI apekSA paNa vastu tarIke je che e to pragaTa vastu che ke nahi? che ke nahi? to che to pragaTa che. DhaMkAyelI che? AhAhA...! AkarI vAtuM, bhAI! atyAranA mANaso karatA bahu phera che, bhAI! duniyAnI badhI khabara nathI? AhAhA...! 'sarva kALe pragaTa che.' sadA kALa vyakta ja che. AhAhA...! dhruva sadA kALa che. "A sivAyano bIjo koI loka mAro nathI." e sivAya koI bIjI cIja mArI che, evI koI cIja che nahi. "A mAro caitanyasvarUpa loka to koIthI bagADyo bagaDato nathI. AhAhA...! dhruva bhagavAnaAtmA konAthI bagaDe? AhAhA.! "AvuM jANatA jJAnIne A lokano ke paralokano bhaya kyAMthI hoya? kadI na hoya. te to potAne svAbhAvika jJAnarUpa." caitanyarUpa, jJAyakarUpa 'ja anubhave che. bahu jhINuM, bApu kaho, A samajANuM ke nahi? e... "naTu. A dhaMdhobaMdho huM nahi, ema kahe che. A dhaMdhA saMbaMdhIno rAga thAya e paNa huM nahi. mumukSu :- muddo na Avyo. uttara :- huM nahi, eTale caitanya te huM. dukAne bese ne pachI A badhI vyavasthA karuM chuM ne A karuM chuM, paNa e tArI cIja nathI to tuM vyavasthA kyAMthI kare? samajANuM? jhINI vAta, bhAI! vItarAga... vItarAga paramAtmA jinezvaradeva, temanA mArganI paddhati koI alaukika che. atyAre to laukika jevuM, loka jevuM Ama sthULa karI nAkhyuM. AhA...! A pUjA karI ne bhakti karI ne jAtrA karI, thaI gayo dharma. are. dhULeya nathI, sAMbhaLane. AhA...! dharmI evo bhagavAna potAnA dharmane saMbhALe nahi ane rAga ne parane saMbhALavA jAya... AhAhA...!
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________________ 448 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 e to mithyAdRSTi che. AhAhA...! potAne svAbhAvika jJAnarUpa ja." bhASA che? heM? e to si: svayaM satata niraza: sadanuM jJAnaM savA vinnati AhA...! e eka vAta karI. eka kaLazamAM be vedanAne UDADI dIdhI-A loka ne paraloka. sAta bhaya che ne? ekamAM be bhayane UDADI dIdhA. have vedanA rahI. zarIramAM roga thAya to e AtmAnI vedanA che? e to jaDanI dazA, A to mATI che. roga kahevuM e paNa eka apekSita vAta che. bAkI to padArthanI avasthA te paNa thaI che, e to jJAnamAM paraNeya tarIke jANavA lAyaka che. AhAhA...! roga kahevo kone? e to niroga avasthAnI apekSAe roga kahevAya. bAkI roganI paryAya, paramANunI paryAyanI avasthA te kALanI tevI che. AhAhA! bahu phera. hai? atyAre cAlato mArga ane A kahevuM. AhAhA...! are... vItarAga paramAtmA jinezvaradevanA pokAra che. traNalokanA nAthanI vANImAM, divyadhvanimAM A AvyuM, e A vAta che. AhA! vizva ( zloka-156) (zArdUnavikrIDita) eSaikaiva hi vedanA yadacalaM jJAnaM svayaM vedyate nirbhadoditavedyavedakabalAdekaM / sAnAnaiH naivAnyAgatavedanaiva hi bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindti||156|| have vedanAbhayanuM kAvya kahe che : zlokArdhaH- [ nirma-rita-ve-veva-vanIta ] abhedasvarUpa vartatA vedya-vedakanA baLathI (arthAtu vedya ane vedaka abheda ja hoya che evI vastusthitinA baLathI) [ yaduM gavarnA jJAna svayaM anAjaiH savA vedyate ] eka acaLa jJAna ja svayaM nirAkuLa puruSo vaDe (-jJAnIo vaDe) sadA vedAya che, [ HI 1 va phi venA ] te A eka ja vedanA (jJAnavedana) jJAnIone che. (AtmA vedanAra che ane jJAna vedAvAyogya che.) [ jJAnina: kanyA sAta-venA jIva hi ne kava bhavet ] jJAnIne bIjI koI AvelI (pudgalathI thayelI) vedanA hotI ja nathI, [ tI : uta: ] tethI tene vedanAno bhaya kyAMthI hoya ? [sa:
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________________ zloka-156 49 svayaM satata nirahi: sadanuM jJAnaM savA vintati ] te to pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako sahaja jJAnane sadA anubhave che. bhAvArtha - sukhaduHkhane bhogavavuM te vedanA che. jJAnIne potAnA eka jJAnamAtra svarUpano ja bhogavaTo che. te pagalathI thayelI vedanAne vedanA ja jANato nathI. mATe jJAnIne vedanAbhaya nathI. te to sadA nirbhaya vartato thako jJAnane anubhave che. 156. zloka-156 upara pravacana 156 (kaLaza), vedanA bhaya. (zArdUnavivrIhita). eSaikaiva hi vedanA yadacalaM jJAnaM svayaM vedyate nirbhadoditavedyavedakabalAdekaM sadAnAkulaiH / naivAnyAgatavedanaiva hi bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindti||156|| [nirma-3rita-vedya-va-vanAta ] "abhedasvarUpa vartatA vedya-vedakanA baLathI (arthAt vedya ane vedaka abheda ja hoya che." kahe che? ke, AtmA vedanAra ane AtmAnI vedanA. anubhavanuM vedana karanAra ane enuM anubhavanuM vedana. vedya-vedaka abhedamAM hoya che. AhAhA...! che? AhAhA.! I olAmAM AvI gayuM, nahi? 216 gAthA. vedya-vedaka. parano vedya-vedaka nathI, AtmAno ve-vedaka che. AhAhA.! 216. vedya (eTale) vedavA yogya ane vedaka abheda hoya che. vedavA yogya paNa AnaMda ane vedavAvALo AtmA. AhAhA...! "(evI vastusthitinA baLathI)..." zuM kahyuM? bhagavAna AtmA vedanAra ane vedana yogya potAnI anubhava dazA. AnaMdanI dazA vedavA yogya ane vedavAvALo AtmA. kharekhara to badhI paryAya che. samajANuM? AhA...! nirmaLaparyAya vedavAvALI ane nirmaLa paryAya vedavA yogya. AtmA to dhruva che. apekSAthI kahe che. AhAhA...! e to AvI gayuM che, nahi? aliMgagrahaNano vIsamo bola. AtmA vedanamAM potAnI paryAyane vece che te AtmA (che). e AtmA vedanamAM dhruvane vedato nathI. are.! AvI vAtuM have. aliMgagrahaNamAM AvyuM hatuM ne? vastu akhaMDAnaMda prabhu, tenI dRSTi thaI to vedavA yogya dazA vItarAgI thaI. zAMti ane akaSAyI pariNati thaI te vedavA yogya ane vedavAvALo e AtmA. e to abhedanI abhedanI vAta che. AhAhA..! vedavAvALo AtmA ane rAga davA yogya, e vastumAM nathI. AhAhA...! vedavAvALo AtmA ane roga vedavA yogya, e AtmAmAM nathI. rAga vecavA lAyaka ane vedavAvALo AtmA, evuM AtmAmAM
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________________ 450 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 nathI. AvI vAtuM have. kyAM jAvuM mANasane AmAM? bicArA... AhAhA.! aMdara prabhu tuM mahAprabhu mahAtmA cho, paramAtmA cho, vItarAga cho. e tArI cIja che. vItarAga svarUpanI mUrti prabhu caitanya pratimA che. e vedavAvALo ane enI nirmaLa jAta te vedavA yogya. paNa AtmA vedavAvALo ane rAga davA yogya, vastumAM nathI. AtmA vedavAvALo ane rAga davA yogya (e) vastumAM nathI. Are.! AvI vAtuM. je sAMbhaLeluM hoya enAthI bIjI jAta. mAthAkUTa badhI. AhAhA..! bhAI! teM satyane sAMbhaLyuM nathI. AhA...! tata prIti vitenuM vArtADapi kutAe vArtA sAMbhaLI nathI, kahe che ane jeNe AvI vAta premathI, rucithI sAMbhaLI ane alpa kALamAM mokSa thayA vinA raheto nathI. AhAhA...! che ne, Ave che ne ? AhAhA...! devedya ane vedaka abheda ja hoya che...." zuM kahyuM che? anubhava karanAra ane anubhavavA yogya AtmA ja che. anubhava karanAra AtmA ane rAga anubhava karavA yogya ema che nahi. evo bheda che nahi. Ara. Are.! AvI vAta. hajI ekaDAnI khabara na maLe bicArAne emAM AvI vAtuM. zuM thAya? bApu! A to hajI dharmano ekaDo che. AhAhA...! vedya nAma vedAvA yogya ane vedaka karanAra abheda ja hoya che. eno e AtmA vedavAvALo ane AtmA vedAvA yogya. AhAhA...! AnaMdanI dazA vedavA yogya ane AtmA vedavAvALo. paNa AtmA vedavAvALo ane rAga vedavA yogya, (evuM) vastumAM nathI. samajANuM? ohoho...! saMtoe TUMkA zabdomAM satyane prasiddha karyuM che, satyanA DaMkA vagADyA che. AhAhA...! digaMbara saMto eTale cAlatA siddha. AhAhA...! heM? vedya-vedaka AtmA che. AtmA AnaMdano vedavAvALo ane AnaMdanuM vedana karanAra AtmA ja che. AtmA vedavAvALo ane rAga vedaka che, ema che nahi. vastunuM svarUpa ema nathI. vizeSa kaheze.. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. 303 zloka-156 thI 158 budhavAra, bhAdaravA suda 14, tA. 05-09-1979 dasalakSaNI dharmano dasamo divasa che). brahmacaryano adhikAra che. AhA. je tIvra duHkhono samUharUpa dhArAsahita jenA pravAhathI prANI mATInA pIMDalAnI jema cAra gatimAM ghUme che ane aneka vikArarUpI dharma karanAra evuM A saMsArarUpI cakra strIonA AdhAre zIghratAthI phare che. AhAhA...! sparzendriya akhaMDa AkhA zarIramAM che. enA bhogamAM strI che tethI tene lIdhuM che. A saMsAracakranA paribhramaNamAM strIno saMga ja paribhramaNanuM kAraNa che. AhA...!
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________________ zloka-156 451 ane jeNe eno saMga choDyo, mohane upazAMta ka2nA2 mokSanA abhilASI nirmaLa buddhivALA muni sadA bena, dIkarI ane mAtA samAna juo. e ja uttama brahmacarya che. AhA..! brahma nAma AtmA, AnaMda svarUpa prabhu, emAM TharavuM, ramavuM enuM nAma brahmacarya che. zarIrathI brahmacarya pALe e to eka ekalo zubhabhAva che. pAMce indriyanA viSayo taraphathI khasI jaI ane anIndriya evo je bhagavAnaAtmA, AhAhA..! brahma nAma AnaMda svarUpa, jJAna svarUpa, zAMta svarUpa, vItarAgamUrti prabhu, emAM caravuM.. AhA..! enuM nAma brahmacarya dasamo dharma che. lokamAM puNyavAna puruSo rAga utpanna karIne niraMtara strIonA hradayamAM nivAsa kare che. zuM kahe che? puNyavaMta prANI che e strIonA hradayamAM nivAsa kare che. ene (enA pratye) prema hoya che. puNyavAna puruSo paNa je munionA hRdayamAM te strIo kadI ane koI prakAre paNa rahetI nathI. AhAhA..! puNyavaMta prANIonA zarIra Adine laIne anukULatA strIonA hRdayamAM hoya che. paNa jenA hRdayamAM strI nathI, AhA..! pAMca indriyanA viSayo jenA hRdayamAM nathI, AhAhA..! che? te puNyavAna puruSo munionA caraNonI pratidina ati namra banIne stuti kare che. AhAhA..! have A dasa dharma che ne, e badhA cAritranA bheda che. tethI kahe che ke, vairAgya ane tyAgarUpa be lAkaDAthI banAvelI suMdara nisaraNI. AhA..! mAthe javuM hoya to sArI lAkaDAnI nisaraNI hoya ne? ema mokSa javA mATe A suMdara nisaraNI che. AhAhA..! jJAna ane vairAgya. eTale bhagavAnaAtmAnuM je jJAna, brahma AnaMda svarUpa huM chuM evuM je jJAna ane puNya-pApanA vikalpano vairAgya, raktathI virakta, e be prakAranA lAkaDAthI baMdhAyelI mokSa mATe caDavAnI nisaraNI che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? je mahAna sthira pagathiyAMvALI hoIne, e dasa prakA2no dharma jJAna ane vairAgyavALo, e mahA dRDha pagathiyAMvALI nisaraNI che. AhA..! mokSamahelamAM javA mATe caDavAnI abhilASA rAkhanAra munione mATe yogya che. AhA..! traNa lokanA adhipatio dvArA stuyamAna-stavanane lAyaka dasa dharmonA viSayamAM kyA puruSone harSa na thAya? AhAhA..! A dasa prakArano je dharma, uttama kSamAthI mAMDI brahmacarya, e kahe che ke traNa lokanA adhipatiothI vaMdya che. e dasa prakArano dharma traNa lokanA adhipatiothI stuti karavA lAyaka che. e dasa dharmanA viSayamAM kacA puruSone harSa na thAya? AhA..! aMtaramAM AnaMdanI dhArAmAM kone harakha na thAya? ema kahe che. dasa prakArano dharma eTale cAritra. svarUpanuM cAritra, ramaNatA, e dasa prakArano dharma che. AhAhA..! AkarI vAtuM, bhAI! duniyAne atyAre (AkaruM lAge). ekaluM zarIrathI brahmacarya pALe) e koI brahmacarya nathI. pAMce indriyonA viSayone.
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________________ 452 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 kAmabhoga kAle kahyA hatA ne? kAma eTale sparza ane rasendriya. ane ghANa, AMkha ne kAna e bhoga. e pAMca indriyonA viSaya taraphanA valaNane choDI anIndriya evo je bhagavAna AtmA... AhAhA...! enI sanmukha thaIne emAM ramaNatA karavI enuM nAma brahmacarya che. AhA...! A to zarIrathI brahmacarya pALe to (mAne ke, ame bALa brahmacArI thaI gayA. ema nathI ahIM to kahe che. bALa brahma to e che ke jene AnaMdanI ramaNatA bALakamAMthI jene pragaTa thaI. AhAhA..! nAnI uMmaramAMthI, dehanI nAnI uMmara, AtmA to anAdianaMta che, e AtmA anAkuLa AnaMdano nAtha, enI mIThAzanA vedanamAM bALapaNathI jene aMtaramAM ramaNatA jAgI che, ene ahIMyAM bALa brahmacArI kahe che. samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! kahe che ke, evo je dharma, AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna dasa prakArano dharma, e AnaMdanI ramaNatA (thavA) e dasa prakArano dharma che. ene traNa lokanA adhipatio jene stave che. evA dasa prakAranA dharmamAM kone harakha na thAya? AhAhA.! kone enA AtmAnA svabhAvamAM valaNa na thAya. paranA valaNamAMthI koNa khase nahi? Avo je dharma vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmA, A dasa prakArano dharma e muninA dharmanI vyAkhyA che paNa aMze cothe ane pAMcame paNa hoya che. A mukhya dasa dharma cAritranA che, enA A bheda che. nirvikalpa zAMti. AhA...! vikalpa vinAno bhagavAna nirvikalpa cIja che AtmA, enI aMdaramAM nirvikalpatAnI ramaNatA thavI, jevuM e nirvikalpa svarUpa che evI ja ramaNatA-nirvikalpatA paryAyamAM thavI. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. enuM nAma cAritranA dasa dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI? e brahmacarya (thayuM). ApaNe ahIM vedanAnuM AvyuM che ne? pUruM thaI gayuM che? (zrotA :- zarUAta ja thaI che). ThIka! vedanAno bhaya. AhAhA...! jene A zArIrIka sukha-duHkhanI kalpanA, enuM vedana e to jheranuM vedana che. AhA. duHkhanuM vedana che. e dharmIne kahe che ke, jene AtmA zuddha caitanyaghana, eno jene AnaMdano sAgara-sattA, evI jenI sattAno svIkAra dRSTimAM thayo ene A zArIrIka vedanAno bhaya hoto nathI ke A roga thAze to zuM thaze? kSaya thaze to zuM thaze? samajANuM kAMI? kemake jJAnIne aMtaramAM AnaMda svarUpa prabhu, e jene vedavA lAyaka ane vedanAro huM, ane AnaMda vecavA lAyaka e mArI vedanA che. Are...! AvI vAtuM che. AhA.! e kahyuM. | 'abhedasvarUpa vartatA vedya-vedakanA baLathI... abheda eTale? AtmA ja AnaMdano vedanAro ane AnaMdanuM vedana enuM. AhAhA.! abheda kIdhuM ne? bhagavAnaAtmA atIndriya AnaMdanI mUrti, e pote atIndriya AnaMdanI paryAyane vede ane vedavA lAyaka e atIndriya AnaMdanI paryAya. vedanAra paNa AtmA ane vedavA lAyaka enI AtmAnI paryAya. AhA...! evI vastusthitinA baLathI). AhAhA.! zuM kahe che I? AvI je vastu je caitanya bhagavAna,
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________________ zloka-156 enI jyAM dRSTi paDI tyAM ane eno je anubhava thayo enA baLathI. AhAhA..! yad avataM jJAnaM svayaM anAi: savA vedyate] 'eka acaLa jJAna ja...' AhAhA..! jJAna eTale AtmA. zuddha AtmA, acaLa jJAna, kadI caLe nahi evI dhruva cIja bhagavAna, nityAnaMda prabhu, AhAhA..! evo acaLa AtmA ja 'svayaM nirAkuLa...' prabhu pote to nirAkuLa AtmA che. AhAhA..! emAM AkuLatAnA vikalpano praveza nathI. vastumAM AkuLatA che ja nahi. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM have. nirAkuLa bhagavAnaAtmA enuM jene nirAkuLapaNAnuM vedana che e svayaM nirAkuLa puruSo vaDe...' AhAhA..! nirAkuLa evo bhagavAnaAtmA ane je paryAyamAM nirAkuLavALo puruSa-AtmA che enAthI te vedAya che. are..! AvuM kAma che, hoM! bhAI! AhAhA..! 453 pAMca indriyo ane tenA taraphano vikalpa, enAthI khasI, haTI ane asti tattva je bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanI asti-sattA, tenA avalaMbanamAM je gayo, AhAhA..! tene eka ja jJAna ja svayaM nirAkuLa che tene e veThe che. AvI vAta che. AnuM nAma dharma che. rAgAdi ane puNyAdinA pariNAma e koI dharma nathI, e to AkuLatA che ane bhagavAnaAtmA nirAkuLa che. e nirAkuLa svarUpa bhagavAna.. AhA..! ATha varSanI bALikA paNa jo samyagdarzana pAme che, AhA..! are..! tiryaMca, aDhI dvIpa bahAra asaMkhya tiryaMca bhagavAne kahyA che. siMha ne vAgha ne nAga ne vAMdarA ne hAthI ne ghoDA asaMkhya samakitI bahAra che. AhAhA..! Ave che paDikamaNAmAM, sthAnakavAsInA khAmaNAmAM. aDhI dvipa bahAra asaMkhyAtA che. AhA..! e tiryaMcanA zarIra hovA chatAM bhagavAna aMdara AtmAnA AnaMdane jANyo che ane anubhavyo che tethI te ene nirAkuLatAnuM nirAkuLa puruSo dvArA nirAkuLatAnuM vedana che. jene AkuLatAvikalpanI jALu varyAM kare che, AhA..! e nirAkuLa puruSa nahi, nirAkuLa puruSa nahi eTale pariNatimAM nirAkuLa puruSa nahi, ema. vastu to nirAkuLa che ja, paNa paryAyamAM jene nirAkuLatA pragaTI che te ene anubhave che. paNa jene bahAranA khadabadATa, puNya ane pApanA vikalpanI jALamAM guMcAI gayo che, AhA..! e to duHkhane vede che. e duHkhanuM vedana e AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI. AhAhA...! zarIra ane saMyogo lAkha, karoDa pratikULa ho, roga ho, kSaya roga ho, AhA..! soLa roga ho, sAtamI narakanA nArakIne to soLa roga pahelethI che. AhA..! paNa jyAre e aMtaramAM gayA hoya tyAre, mithyAdRSTi jAya sAtamI (nake), samitI na jAya ane tyAM pachI sakita pAme che. sAtamI narakano nAkI. AhA..! e nirAkuLa AtmA, e nirAkuLa paryAyathI vede che. AhAhA..! sAtamI naka kone kahevI, bApA! AhAhA..! jenI zItanI vedanA, eka zItanuM ATaluM jarI pUmaDuM ahIMyAM lAve (to) dasa hajAra jojananA mANaso ThaMDImAM marI jAya. evI ThaMDI che tyAM. evI ThaMDImAM utpanna thayelo paNa jyAre bhagavAna
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________________ 454 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 zAMta AnaMdamUrti prabhu, evI ThaMDakanA garbhamAM aMdara jAya che. AhAhA...! baraphanI pATa jema zItaLa hoya che ema bhagavAna zItaLa, AnaMdasvarUpa zItaLa, ThaMDo, ThaMDo AtmA nirAkuLa (che). e nirAkuLane nirAkuLa puruSo vaDe vedana thaI zake. AhAhA...! vikalpanI jALamAM guMcAyelA, enuM A kAma nathI, kahe che. jhINI vAta, bhAI! AhAhA...! kahe che ke, sadA "svayaM nirAkuLa puruSo vaDe (jJAnIo vaDe) sadA vedAya che." AhAhA...! eno artha e thayo ke, prathama tAre samyagdarzana pragaTa karavuM paDaze. "lAkha vAtanI vAta nizcaya ura ANo' Ave che ne "cha DhALAmAM? "choDI jagata kaMda phaMda nija Atama ura dhyAvo' e AtmAnuM dhyAna karatA ane AnaMda Ave. kemake AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che. tethI nirAkuLa puruSo vaDe te AnaMda vedAya che. AkuLatAvALA jIvone te AnaMda hoto nathI. e vikalpanA khadabadATa, A karyuM ne A karyuM ne A karyuM mAMga karI), AhAhA.... duniyAne anukULa rahevA mATe mAkhaNa copaDe ne Ama kare ne tema kare, vikalpanI jALamAM guMcAI gayelA che). AhAhA...! e mithyAdRSTi che, kahe che. AhAhA.! jeNe vikalpanI jALa toDI che ane nirAkuLa puruSa che tenA vaDe nirAkuLa AnaMda vedAya che. ene e vedanA che. AhA...! jJAnIone jJAna vedAvA yogya che. che? te A eka ja vedanA (jJAnavedana) jJAnIone che. (AtmA vedanAra che ane jJAna vedAvAyogya che." || jJAninaH kanyA mAta-venA parva di na va ma ] "jJAnIne bIjI koI AvelI - pudgalathI thayelI) vedanA..." khAra chAMTe ane pachI agni nAkhe, (enI) vedanA dharmIne nathI. AhA.! kemake tenA taraphanuM tenuM lakSa ja chUTI gayuM che. AhAhA.. ane jyAM lakSa gayuM che e to nirAkuLa AnaMdano nAtha che. AhAhA.! jhINI vAta, bApu! bhagavaMta tAruM svarUpa koI judI jAta che, bhAI! AhA! lAge nizcaya, parama satya AkaruM lAge paNa vastu to AvI che. AhAhA.! dharmIne bIjI koI AvelI vedanA hotI nathI. AhAhA.! nirdhanatA AvI paDI, kSayano roga Adi AvI paDyo, AhA.! e vedanA dharmIne nathI. eno te jJAtA che ane jJAna ne AnaMdanuM vedana karanAra che. Are. AvI vAtuM che. A dasa dharma pUrA thAya che. kahe che ke, e dasa dharmanA AnaMdanuM vedana, AhAhA! emAM) kone harakha na Ave? ema kahe che. je dasa dharma, trilokanA moTA traNalokanA adhipatio paNa jenI-dasa dharmanI stuti kare che, AhAhA...! e dharma kone harakha na Ape? e dharmamAM kone harakha na Ave? kahe che. AhAhA. AvI vAtuM have. A to kriyA karo ne vrata karo ne apavAsa karo. e to AkuLatA che. AhA.! e AkuLatA rahita nirAkuLa puruSo vaDe nirAkuLatA vedAya che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM agamagamanI vAtuM, sAdhAraNa mANasane to bicArA bahAranI vikalpa jALamAM guMcAI gayA. A karyuM ne Ane anukULa karyuM ne Ane mAkhaNa copaDyuM ne Ane
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________________ zloka-157 4papa anukULa thaIe to ame bahAra AvIe, prasiddhi pamAya (evI) AkuLatAnI jALamAM guMcAI gayA. paNa nirAkuLa bhagavAna AtmA, te vedanA eka ja che. dharmIne bIjI vedanA hotI nathI. ti-mI: :] tethI tene vedanAno bhaya kyAMthI hoya ?' kema? "sa: te dharmI-jJAnI AtmA "ravayaM satata niraza: sadanuM jJAna savA vindati "te to pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako sahaja jJAnane sadA anubhave che. AhAhA...! jJAnanuM zuddha pariNamana thavuM e jJAnanA vedanamAM Ave che. AhA.! rAganuM, puNyanuM, dayA, dAnanuM pariNamana thavuM e badhuM duHkhanuM vedana che. AvI vAtuM lokone AkarI paDe. zuM thAya? eNe karavuM paDaze, bhAI! janmamaraNanA duHkha... AhAhA....! cAre kora bhame che cakkara AkhuM. oluM kuMbhArano cAkaDo phare ema cAra gatimAM phare che. A eka mANasa thAya ne vaLI pAcho Dhora thAya ne vaLI narakamAM jAya. AhAhA...! dha to AtmA AnaMda ne jJAnasvarUpI te huM ema anubhava thayo che. tethI te to pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako sahaja jJAnane anubhave che. jJAna eTale AtmA. AhA..! bhAvArtha - 'sukhadu:khane bhogavavuM te vedanA che. jJAnIne potAnA eka jJAnamAtra svarUpano ja bhogavaTo che." bhAre AkaruM kAma. dharmI ene kahIe ke jene AtmA AnaMda svarUpanI dRSTi ane anubhava thayo. tene to eka AnaMdanuM ja vadana hoya che, jJAnanuM ja vadana hoya che). AhAhA.! eka potAnA jJAnamAtra svarUpano-AtmAno ja anubhava (che). "te pudgalathI thayelI vedanAne vedanA ja jANato nathI." AhAhA! zarIramAM roga, daridratA (hoya), kSaya roga, soLa roga pragaTa thAya, ene jJAnI roga jANato nathI. e to jJAnInA jJAnamAM zeya tarIke (jaNAya che). AhA...! Avo mArga. lokone to zuM kare? atyAre mANasane sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi. bahAranuM A karo, A karo, A karo. karI ne maro. AhA.... bhAIe nathI kahyuM? "sogAnI'. karavuM i maravuM (che). rAgane karavo, A rAga karo, Avo karo, A karo, rAgane karo e to maravuM che. jhINI vAta, bhAI! AhAhA...! ene ugAravAno prabhuno rasto nirAkuLa AnaMdamAM jAvuM, jyAM nirAkuLa bhagavAna birAje che. AhAhA.! tenA samIpamAM jAvuM ane jatAM je paryAyamAM AnaMda Ave, e eka ja vedanA jJAnIne che. bIjI lAkha, karoDa vedanA, pratikULatA, nirdhana hoya, khAvA maLe nahi evI nirdhanatA AvI jAya toya samakitI che). enI vedanA ane nathI. AhA! ane dharmIne abajonA moTA rAja maLe enI vedanA jJAnIne nathI. e enA taraphanA vedanane to duHkha jANIne, jhera jANIne choDI daye che. choDato jAya che. aMdara AtmAne Adarato jAya che. AhAhA...! mATe jJAnIne vedanAbhaya nathI. te to sadA nirbhaya vartato thakI... AhAhA.! AkhA siddhAMtano sAra che A. "jJAnane anubhave che."
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________________ 456 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ( zloka-157) (zArdUlavikrIDita) yatsannAzamupaiti tanna niyataM vyakteti vastusthitiniM satsvayameva tatkila tatastrAtaM kimasyAparaiH / asyAtrANamato na kiJcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGka satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindti||157|| have arakSAbhayanuM kAvya kahe che - zlokArdha - cit sat tat nAza na paiti ti varasturithatiH niyata cavattA ] je sat che te nAza pAmatuM nathI evI vastusthiti niyatapaNe pragaTa che. [ tat jJAna vina svayameva sat ] A jJAna paNa svayameva sat (arthAt sasvarUpa vastu) che mATe nAza pAmatuM nathI), [ tataH pare: maraca trAta vi6 ] tethI vaLI para vaDe tenuM rakSaNa zuM ? [ ata: jhaca vikhya mAtrAmAM ra ma ] A rIte (jJAna potAthI ja rakSita hovAthI tenuM jarA paNa arakSaNa thaI zakatuM nathI [ jJAnina: tamI vuDa: ] mATe AvuM jANatA) jJAnIne arakSAno bhaya kyAMthI hoya ? [ sa: svayaM satata nirarzAva: jJAna savA vindati] te to pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako sahaja jJAnane sadA anubhave che. bhAvArtha- sattAsvarUpa vastuno kadI nAza thato nathI. jJAna paNa pote sattAsvarUpa vastu che; tethI te evuM nathI ke jenI bIjAo vaDe rakSA karavAmAM Ave to rahe, nahi to naSTa thaI jAya. jJAnI Ama jANato hovAthI tene arakSAno bhaya nathI; te to niHzaMka vartato thako pote potAnA svAbhAvika jJAnane sadA anubhave che. 157. zloka-157 upara pravacana 157 Avyo ne? arakSAbhaya. mAruM koI rakSaNa hoya to huM rahI zakuM, ema mAnanArA (ajJAnI che). gaDha, killo hoya, paiso hoya, nokara sArA hoya, mane rakSe to huM rahI zakuM, evI pIDA, evA bhAva jJAnIne hotA nathI. trikALa rakSAsvarUpa ja bhagavAna che. ene huM rAkhuM to rakSA thAya evI e cIja nathI. AhA...!
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________________ 457 zloka-157 (zArdUnavikrIDita) yatsannAzamupaiti tanna niyataM vyakteti vastusthiti niM satsvayameva tatkila tatastrAtaM kimasyAparaiH / asyAtrANamato na kiJcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaka satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindti||157|| AhAhA..! "yat sa' 'ya' je sat che te 'ta nAza na paiti bhagavAnaAtmA trikALI sat che. AhA.! che, sat che te nAza thatuM nathI. che teno nAza nathI. sat che prabhu. AhAhA.! anaMta guNathI birAjamAna prabhu je sat che te nAza pAmatuM nathI evI vastusthiti niyatapaNe..." nizcayapaNe pragaTa che. AhAhA...! bahArathI rakSA karuM to mAro AtmA rahe, sAdhano evA badhA rAkhuM, AhAhA.! ema dharmIne hotuM nathI. mAro bhagavAna to sattAthI ArakSita ja che. parathI rakSA kare evo che ja nahi. paranA mahela, makAna, nokaracAkara, polIsa, baMduka evA sAdhano hoya to mArI rakSA thAya (ema mAnanAra) mUDha che. AhA...! bhAre AkaruM, duniyAthI (judI jAta che). evI vastusthiti niyatapaNe..." nizcayapaNe pragaTa che. sat prabhu zAzvata nityAnaMda prabhu sadA pragaTa che. vastu che I vastu pragaTa ja che. anAdi che, anaMtakALathI che, ema ne ema che. AhA.! [ tat jJAna vina svayameva sat ] "A jJAna paNa svayameva sat (arthAt satvarUpa vastu) che." jema koIpaNa sat hoya eno nAza na thAya ema AtmA paNa sat che, kahe che. AhAhA...! bhAre kAma, bhAI! vItarAga mArga bahu alaukika che, bApu! vItarAgabhAvathI te vItarAgapaNuM pragaTa thAya che. AhAhA...! rAganI kriyAthI te vItarAgapaNuM pragaTa thatuM nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA..! jJAna paNa svayameva sasvarUpa vastu che. cIja nAza pAmatI nathI. titaH pare: saca trAta vi tethI vaLI para vaDe tenuM rakSaNa zuM ?" "trAta' eTale rakSaNa. pote sat avinAzI bhagavAna che tene para vaDe rakSA che zuM? AhAhA! AvI vAtuM. ATha varSanI bALikA paNa samyak pAme to A hoya che, ema kahe che. satu bhagavAna vastu che. AhAhA...! mAro AnaMda to mArAmAM che. e AnaMda sat che che ke di nAza thAya? AhAhA.! "pare: trAta "i para vaDe tenuM rakSaNa zuM?' AhAhA.! huM AtmA durga killo chuM. ene rakSaNa zuM? emAM koIne praveza nathI. AhAhA! jemAM vikalpano praveza nathI evo bhagavAna durga killo, enI huM rakSA karuM to rahe evuM nathI. Are...! AvI vAtuM. pajosaNamAM to apavAsa karavA ne A karavA ne te karavA evuM hoya to samajAya to kharuM. e to vikalpa che, bApA! rAga che. e apavAsa-bapavAsa tapasyA nathI. tapasyA to caitanyamUrtine tapAvavo, aMdara pragaTa karavo. jema sonAne geru lAgavAthI sonuM ope che, ema bhagavAna
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________________ 458 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 AnaMdanA nAthamAM ekAgra thaIne AnaMdanI zobhA aMdara pragaTa thAya tene apavAsa ne tapa kahe che. bAkI to lAMghaNuM che. AhAhA...! "pa: aca trAta vi bhagavAnanA rakSaNa mATe bIjAnA zaraNanI zuM jarUra? AhAhA..! A rIte (jJAna potAthI ja rakSita hovAthI)..." jJAna eTale AtmA. "A rIte (jJAna potAthI ja rakSita hovAthI) tenuM jarA paNa arakSaNa thaI zakatuM nathI.' AhAhA...! kiMcit paNa tenI rakSA karavI evuM che nahi. e to trikALa rakSita che. jenI dRSTimAM nityAnaMda prabhu Avyo ane have rakSA konI karuM? konI rakSAthI huM rahuM? e che nahi. AhAhA.! jarA paNa arakSaNa thaI zakatuM nathI... [ jJAninaH tamI gurutaH ] "mATe (AvuM jANatA) jJAnIne.." jJAnI eTale dharmI, samyagdaSTi cothe guNasthAnathI. e AvI gayuM che, nahi? jJAnI kone kahevA? aviratIthI badhAne jJAnI kahevA. olA vaLI ema kahe ke, jJAnI na kahevAya. nirvikalpa dhyAna thAya ene jJAnI kahevAya. eTale A bahAranI kriyA kare ane nirvikalpa thAya. dhULeya nathI. AhAhA.! zuM thAya? jJAnI eTale dharmIne AvuM jANatA eTale arakSaNa thaI zakatuM nathI evo huM chuM. jarA paNa arakSaNa nathI. rakSaNa hoya to huM rahuM ema nathI. enuM arakSaNa thaI zakatuM nathI. AhA...! te to pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako..." je vastu akhaMDa AnaMdasvarUpa dhruva (che) ene jeNe pakaDI che ane anubhavI che te) pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako..." potApaNAmAM niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako. sahaja AtmAne sadA vede che. AhA.! sadA AtmAne anubhave che, sadA anubhave che. game tevA prasaMgamAM hoya to ene to AtmAnuM ja vedana mukhya che. rAgAdi ho tenuM vedana nathI paramAtmAne. daSTinI pradhAnatAthI kathana che ne. vedana che paNa e bhinna che. AnaMdanuM vedana che e AtmAnuM che. jJAnIne rAga Ave, enuM vedana che paNa vedana duHkharUpa che. jeTalo AtmAnI sanmukha thaIne AnaMda pragaTyo e sukharUpa che ane jeTalo paranA lakSathI rAga thAya te duHkha che. beyanuM vedana che. paNa ahIM to e vedanane gauNa karIne e AtmAnA AnaMda svarUpanuM ja vedana che. AhAhA...! bahu kAma AkaruM. te to niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako... nirbhaya vartato thako, svAbhAvika AtmAne sadA anubhave che. AhAhA...! "sadA' zabda paDyo che ne. darekamAM sadA che, darekamAM. "svayaM satata nirarzAva: rahanuM jJAnaM savA vindati AhAhA..! kemake AtmA je samyaka darzana pAmyo tyAre tenI paryAyamAM AnaMdanuM vedanA (AvyuM). "navA vindati ene ja e vede ne anubhave che, ema kahe che. jene dhruva upara dRSTi jAya ene paryAyamAM AnaMdanuM vedana Ave. tyAre enI dRSTi dhruva upara che ema nirNaya thAya. AhAhA.! vastu che, bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, enA upara dRSTi gaI, paryAye tene svIkAryo ke huM to akhaMDa AnaMdasvarUpa chuM. ema svIkAryo enI paryAyamAM AnaMda Ave, eno namUno Ave. e AnaMda Ave e enuM phaLa che. AnaMda
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________________ zloka-158 459 na Ave ane dRSTi dhruvanI thaI che, e vAta khoTI che. AhAhA.! AvI vAtuM have. alakamalakanI nahi paNa agamagamyanI. AhA.! evo mArga (che), bApu! "sadA anubhave che." sadA. AhAhA...! eTale ke AnaMda, jJAna svarUpa che evo je anubhava thayo e bhale upayoga rAgamAM jAya chatAM enuM vedana jJAna che tyAM to akaMpapaNe paDyo che. jJAnanA AnaMdathI khasato nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM have dharmane nAme. olI sahelITa (hatI). sthAnakavAsImAM kahe, sAmAyika karo, poSA karo, paDikamaNA karo, covihAra karo, phalANuM tyAkhyuM, A tyAguM, A tyAgo. derAvAsImAM bhakti karo, pUjA karo, jAtrA karo. digaMbaramAM lUgaDA choDo. AhAhA...! paNa mULa vAtanI khabaruM vinA tArA (tyAga zenA?) AhA...! ahIM to e kahyuM. bhAvArtha :- "sattAsvarUpa vastuno kadI nAza thato nathI." che teno kadI nAza na thAya, che te na thAya evuM kadI banatuM nathI. bhagavAna AtmA che. che te kadI nathI ema na thAya. che I nathI thAya? AhA.! vastu bhagavAna AtmA sattA sat che. "jJAna paNa sattAsvarUpa vastu che..." paheluM siddhAMtanuM sthApana karyuM ke sattAsvarUpa vastuno kadI nAza na thAya. che teno abhAva kadI na thAya. e to siddhAMta kahyo. ema AtmA paNa pote sattAsvarUpa vastu che. AhAhA.! arere...! A zarIra ne vANI ne mana ne A badhA jaDa mATI, bahAranA badhA bhapakA, agni che badhI. ene lakSe to jhALa saLage che. ene lakSe to jhALa-rAga (saLage). bhagavAnane lakSe to arAgI AnaMda thAya che. AhAhA.! che? AtmA, jJAna eTale AtmA. "jJAna paNa pote sattAsvarUpa vastu che; tethI te evuM nathI ke jenI bIjAo vaDe rakSA karavAmAM Ave to rahe..." bIjAo vaDe rakSA karavAmAM Ave to rahe "nahi to naSTa thaI jAya evI sattA-vastu nathI. paNa kyAM enI dRSTi ja jyAM paryAya ane rAga upara anAdinI che. sAdhu thayo anaMta vAra, digaMbara muni, hoM topaNa dRSTi dayA, dAna ne vrata ne bhakti ne e vikalpa ne paryAya upara dRSTi (che). mithyASTi (che). AhAhA.! mahAsattA prabhu che eTale ke mahA anaMta guNapaNe hovApaNe cIja che. AhAhA...! parathI nahi hovApaNe, svathI hovApaNe che. evI cIja upara dRSTi karI nahi. AhA.! jJAnI Ama jANato hovAthI" zuM kIdhuM che? ke, koI rakSA karanAra hoya to huM rahuM evI cIja huM nathI. huM to sattA trikALI vastu che. AhAhA.! rakSita ja che, enI rakSA kare to rakSita che, ema che nahi. AhAhA...! "jJAnI ema jANato hovAthI tene arakSAno bhaya nathI; te to niHzaMka vartato thako pote potAnA svAbhAvika jJAnane...." eTale AtmAne. jJAnane eTale ke rAga ne puNyane nahi, paNa jJAnane sadA anubhave che. AhAhA.! rAgathI bhedajJAna thayuM che e have bhedajJAna che i abheda thatuM nathI. sadA bhedajJAnapaNe varte che. AhA! AvI vAtuM have, bhAI! kaThaNa paDe mANasane. "arakSAno bhaya nathI; te to niHzaMka vartato thako pote potAnA svAbhAvika jJAnane sadA anubhave che." have agupti.
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________________ 460 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 zloka-158 (zArdUlavikrIDita) svaM rUpaM kila vastuno'sti paramA guptiH svarUpe na yacchaktaH ko'pi paraH praveSTumakRtaM jJAnaM svarUpaM ca nuH| asyAguptiparato na kAcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGka satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 158 // have aguptibhayanuM kAvya kahe che : zlokArtha :- [ti svarUpaM vastuna: paramA muttiH asti ] kharekhara vastunuM svarUpa ja (arthAt nija rUpa ja) vastunI parama gupti' che [ yat svarUpe : avi para: pravettum na zavattaH ] kAraNa ke svarUpamAM koI bIjuM praveza karI zakatuM nathI; [7 ] ane [ achUta jJAnaM nu: svarUpaM ] akRta jJAna (-je koIthI karavAmAM AvyuM nathI evuM svAbhAvika jJAna-) puruSanuM arthAt AtmAnuM svarUpa che; tethI jJAna AtmAnI parama gupti che.) [ ataH asya na vhAvana anuttiH mavet ] mATe AtmAnuM jarA paNa aguptapaNuM nahi hovAthI [ jJAnin tad-mI: ta: ] jJAnIne aguptino bhaya kyAMthI hoya ? [ saH svayaM satataM nizaM: sahakhaM jJAnaM savA vivRtti ] te to pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako sahaja jJAnane sadA anubhave che. bhAvArtha :- 'gupti' eTale jemAM koI cora vagere praveza na karI zake evo killo, bhoMyaruM vagere; temAM prANI nirbhayapaNe vasI zake che. evo gupta pradeza na hoya paNa khullo pradeza hoya to temAM rahenAra prANIne aguptapaNAne lIdhe bhaya rahe che. jJAnI jANe che kevastunA nija svarUpamAM koI bIjuM praveza karI zakatuM nathI mATe vastunuM svarUpa ja vastunI 52ma gupti arthAt abhedya killo che. puruSanuM arthAt AtmAnuM svarUpa jJAna che; te jJAnasvarUpamAM rahelo AtmA gupta che kAraNa ke jJAnasvarUpamAM bIjuM koI pravezI zakatuM nathI. AvuM jANatA jJAnIne aguptapaNAno bhaya kyAMthI hoya ? te to niHzaMka vartato thako potAnA svAbhAvika jJAnasvarUpane niraMtara anubhave che. 158.
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________________ zloka-158 46 1 zloka-158 upara pravacana (zArdUnavivrIDita) svaM rUpaM kila vastuno'sti paramA guptiH svarUpe na yacchaktaH ko'pi paraH praveSTumakRtaM jJAnaM svarUpaM ca nuH / asyAguptiparato na kAcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGka satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindti||158 / / zuM kahe che? AhAhA.! [vina parva cha vastuna: parama ptiH sti] kharekhara..." vastu bhagavAna AtmA, te "sva-rUpa ja (arthAtu nija rUpa jI vastunI parama gupti che..." ene koI chInavI leze, koI corI leze evI e cIja nathI. AhAhA...! are.! mArI vastu koI corI leze. paNa tuM gupta ja cho. gupta cho e killo guptamAM koIno praveza nathI. AhAhA. e mane koI harI jaze, chInavI leze, mane corI leze. paNa tane koNa (corI jAya) bahAranI vastu che e to enI nathI ne emAM i pote nathI eTale prazna emAM kaMI che nahi. AhAhA.! kharekhara vastunuM svarUpa "vastunI parama gupti che." eTale ke aMtarathI gupta karuM ema nathI). ene koI chInavI le mATe mArI gupti karuM, gupta thaI jAuM, ema nathI. e to gupta ja che. AhAhA.! are. are.! AvI vAtuM. A to hADakA, cAmaDA che A to. e kaMI AtmA nathI. aMdara karma che i kaMI AtmA nathI. tema dayA, dAnanA vikalpa uThe I kaMI AtmA nathI, e to rAga-anAtmA che. AhAhA. aMdara je AtmA che e to trikALI guptasvarUpa che. gupta killo che, durga killo (che). AhAhA.! makAnamAM loDhAnA patarA kaThaNa nAkhyA hoya e killAmAM koI praveza karI zake nahi. pavana praveza na kare to vaLI cora kyAMthI praveza kare? loThAnA hoya che ne moTA patarAM. patarAM. ema A bhagavAna to durga killo che. AhAhA...! jemAM vikalpano praveza nathI to koIka ene chInavI lya ke koI tene harI lya ke koI tene temAMthI laI jAya ema nathI). AhAhA...! AvI vyAkhyA have. pajosaNanA divasamAM to apavAsa karo, A karo, te karo, covihAra karo. dasa apavAsa kare to ohoho! (thaI jAya). have ito lAMghaNuM che, sAMbhaLane! AtmA aMdara gupta paDyo che tenI to tane khabara nathI ane bahAramAM vikalpanI jALamAM rokAIne mAne ke mane dharma thaI gayo. mithyAtvanuM pozaNa che. AhAhA...! AkaruM kAma. kahe che ke, muni dharmI ema jANe che, mArI cIja che e gupta ja che. mane koI chInavI le, harI le, corI le evI cIja ja nathI. AhAhA.! oluM Ave che ne
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________________ 46 2 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pravacanasAramAM nahi? ema ke, A cora che enAthI have huM gupta thAuM chuM. 'amRtacaMdrAcArya pravacanasAramAM Ave che. meM mAro nAtha AtmA joyo, anubhavyo che to A badhA rAgAdi cora che enAthI mAre have chUTavuM che ane sthira thAvuM che. pravacanasAramAM che. AhA...! rAgAdi cora, koI para cora nahi. AhAhA.! enAthI bacIne rahevuM che). pravacanasAramAM zarUAtamAM che. AhAhA.! AcAryoe to gajaba kAma karyA che. (ahIMyAM) kahe che, je mAruM svarUpa che e parama gupti ja che, gupta ja che. AhAhA...! killo moTo che, vajano killo che, jemAM koI praveza karI zake nahi, evo) gupta chuM. AhAhA...! bIjA mane joI zake evo huM nathI. AhAhA...! huM mane joI zakuM evI gupta cIja che. samajAya che? bIjo mane joI zake nahi to pachI laI zake e kyAM AvyuM? AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. "samayasAranI vAta parama svabhAvanI dRSTinI vAta che. AhA.! ene anaMtakALamAM cAra gatimAM rakhaDatA eka samaya paNa AtmajJAna thayuM nathI. AhAhA...! e AtmajJAna A cIja che. je gupta vastu che tene jeNe dRSTimAM prApta karI che. AhAhA.! gopana ja che. ene gopavuM to rahe ema nahi, e gopana che. AhAhA.! kharekhara nija rUpa jI vastunI parama gupti che." ema kIdhuM ne? "kAraNa ke svarUpamAM koI bIjuM praveza karI zakatuM nathI;" mArA svarUpamAM durga killo vaja, vajano gaDha che temAM pavana pesI zake nahi to vaLI koI mANasa AvI zake e to che nahi. AhAhA...! pavana" zabda jemAM rAgano vikalpa pravezI zake nahi, to bIjAo ene laI jAya e vAta che kyAM? AhAhA...! munione meru parvata sAthe Ama pachADe che. deva virodhI hoya (e evuM kare). (muni) pramAdamAM hoya tyAre, apramatta dazA thAya to laI zake nahi. chachuM guNasthAne vikalpamAM hoya (tyAre) upADe. meru parvata sAthe, dhotiyA dhove tema munine) pachADe. paNa kahe che ke, huM to gupta chuM. huM (zarIra) kyAM chuM? mAro pachADa paNa nathI ane mane koIe pakaDyo paNa nathI. e AnaMdanA sAgaramAM guptamAM aMdara paDe che ane tyAM pachADe che tyAM kevaLa pAmIne mokSamAM jAya che. AhA...! tyAMthI anaMtA mokSe gayA che. meru parvatane kaNe kaNe, meru Ama che ne? to tyAM keTaleka ThekANe besavAnA ThekANA nathI chatAM tyAM pachADa mAre che. tyAM AgaLa aMdara guptamAM ramI ane kevaLajJAna pAmIne cAlyA jAya che. zarIra heThe paDyuM rahe, AtmA upara cAlyo jAya. AhAhA...! kahe che ke, jene koIe upADyuM paNa nathI ane jene pachADa karI nathI. AhAhA...! sAMbhaLyuM che che? meru parvata Ama Ubho che ne? jyAM vana che tyAM to besavAnuM sthAna che paNa Ama sogaThInA AkAre Ama sIdho che tyAM besAya evuM nathI chatAM te te kaNIe kaNIe anaMta mokSe gayA che. AhAhA.. kemake mAthe anaMtA siddha ekasAthe Ama paDyA che. eka ThekANe
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________________ zloka-158 463 anaMtA siddha che. e ThekANe anaMtA zI rIte thayA? zarIrane pachADyuM che tyAM pote gupta che ene to koI pachADI zakatuM nathI. AhAhA. e guptamAM aMdaramAM ramaNatA karato AtmA, jene rakSAno ke koI corI le eno bhaya nathI e nirbhayapaNe aMdaramAM rahe che. nirbhayapaNe aMdara gupta thatAM kevaLajJAna jhaLahaLa jyoti pragaTa thAya che. AhAhA.! tyAMthI deha heThe rahI jAya che, AtmA upara cAlyo jAya che. meru parvatanA eka eka kaNe. AhA...! samajAya che kAMI? kema? "ane..." [batuM jJAna nu svarUpa "akRta jJAna -je koIthI karavAmAM AvyuM nathI evuM) e to svAbhAvika vastu che. bhagavAnaAtmA koIe karelo che ema nathI. e to akRtrima anAdinI cIja che. AhAhA.! nivRtta jJAna : svarUpanuM jJAna eTale AtmA. akRta jJAna (-je koIthI karavAmAM AvyuM nathI evuM svAbhAvika jJAna-) puruSanuM arthAt AtmAnuM svarUpa che. AtmAnuM jJAnasvarUpa te svAbhAvika, akRtrima che, koIe kareluM nathI. anAdi sat che. tene koI corI jAya, haNI jAya, chInavI le evI koI cIja nathI. AhAhA...! bahAranI cIja laI jAya to e bahAranI cIja to enI nathI. samajANuM kAMI? emAM mAruM koI laI gayuM che ema che nahi. e cIja kaMI mArI nahotI. mArI hoya to laI jAya, paNa mArI hatI nahi pachI laI koNa jAya? je mArI cIja che ene to koI aDI zakatuM nathI. AhAhA...! Avo mArga che. bhAI! janma-maraNa rahita thavAnA mArga bahu alaukika che. AhAhA...! corAzInA avatAra juone, A "morabImAM juone kevuM thayuM? AhA.! keTalA mANaso bicArA marI gayA. ispitAlamAM sADA traNaso upara maDadAM nIkaLyA. zrAvaNa mahinAmAM "rAmajI maMdiramAM eMsI bAIo prArthanA karatI hatI. pANI gayuM, badhA maDadAM, marI gayA. ara.2.2.! marIne jAvuM kyAM eNe? kAraNa ke e vakhate to A zarIra kema nabhe, kema nabhe? (ema cAlatuM hoya). ara.2.2.! ghaNA to bicArA Arya mANasa hoya (to) DhoramAM jAya. are.re..re...! AhAhA.! ahIMthI AvI sthitimAM deha chUTe (pachI) pazumAM jAya. tyAM huM koNa chuM evuM sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe nahi. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, huM to akRta jJAna chuM. koIthI karavAmAM AvyuM nathI evuM AtmAnuM svarUpa. che ne? puruSa eTale AtmA, ema. [vRta jJAna : svarupe puruSanuM arthAt AtmAnuM svarUpa che; tethI jJAna AtmAnI parama gupti che).' jJAna-AtmA to aMdara gupta ja che. [ prata: zu na jAvana azuddhi: ma ] "mATe AtmAnuM jarA paNa aguptapaNuM." nathI. AhA! bahAramAM jarI paNa raheto nathI. aMdara gupta che. AhA! rAgathI paNa bhinna bhagavAna gupta che aMdara. AhAhA...! rAga paNa jene aDato nathI to bIjI koI cIja chInavI ne harI lve (ema nathI). AhAhA...! rAga Ave che e paNa ahIMyAM svabhAvane
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________________ 464 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 aDato nathI ane svabhAva te rAgane aDato nathI. evI rIte huM rAgathI parama guptasvarUpa ja chuM. AhAhA.! aguptipaNuM nathI. [jJAnis tadmI: ta] "jJAnIne aguptino bhaya kyAMthI hoya ? AhAhA...! koI chInavI leze ke corI leze evo bhaya ene hoto nathI. AhAhA..! juo! A samakitanA niHzaMka evA, nirbhaya evA sAtanuM varNana che. sAta bhaya che ne? sAta bhayanuM varNana che. bhaya jJAnIne nathI. niHzaMka che kaho ke nirbhaya che kaho. AhAhA.! "sa: te AtmA "vayaM pote "satata niraMtara joyuM? be vAra (AvyuM. "satataM" ne "saT. AhAhA. dharmI to AtmAnI dRSTi dhruvanI thaI che te dhruvamAM guptapaNe ja paDyo che. AhA.! e niraMtara niHzaMka vartato. A samyagdaSTinI vAta che. samyagdaSTine sAta bhaya hotA nathI. emAM A aguptibhaya eTale koI corI leze evo bhaya hoto nathI. AhAhA.! "niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako svAbhAvika jJAna." eTale AtmAne sadA, svAbhAvika AtmAne "sadA anubhave che. AhAhA...! juo! artha karyo ne? bhAvArtha :- "gupti eTale jemAM koI cora vagere praveza na karI zake evo killo, bhoMyaruM..." AhAhA...! evo killo huM chuM, kahe che. durga killo chuM. AhAhA...! "temAM prANI nirbhayapaNe vasI zake che. evo gupta pradeza na hoya paNa khullo pradeza hoya to temAM rahenAra prANIne aguptapaNAne lIdhe bhaya rahe che." bahAra hoya to koI cora Avaze, A Avaze (ema thAya) paNa bhoMyarAmAM aMdaramAM ekalo hoya ene cora Avaze ne laI jaze evuM che nahi. AhAhA...! "vastunA nija svarUpamAM koI bIjuM praveza karI zakatuM nathI mATe vastunuM svarUpa ja vastunI parama gupti...' vastunuM svarUpa vastunI parama gupti (che). AhAhA...! abheda killo che, joyuM? AvyuM ne abheda killo che. bhagavAna abheda killo che, dhruva che. AhAhA...! puruSanuM arthAt AtmAnuM svarUpa jJAna che; te jJAnasvarUpamAM rahelo AtmA gupta che kAraNa ke jJAnasvarUpamAM bIjuM koI pravezI zakatuM nathI. AvuM jANatA jJAnIne aguptapaNAno bhaya kyAMthI hoya ? te to niHzaMka vartato thako potAnA svAbhAvika jJAnasvarUpane niraMtara anubhave che.' (vizeSa kaheze). (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) nAmadhArI-jainane paNa rAtrinA khorAka na khavAya. rAtrinA jhINI jIvAto khorAkamAM AvI jAya che tethI khorAkamAM mAMsano doSa gaNAya che, mATe nAmadhArI-jainane paNa rAtre khorAka na khavAya. athANAmAM paNa trasa jIva thaI jAya che, e paNa jainane na hoya. jemAM trasa jIvo utpanna thaI jAya evo khorAka ja jainane hoya nahi. Atmadharma aMka-1, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ zloka-159 465 . . . ( do-158) (zArdUlavikrIDita) prANocchedamudAharanti maraNaM prANAH kilAsyAtmano jJAnaM tatsvayameva zAzvatatayA nocchidyate jaatucit| tasyAto maraNaM na kiJcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 159 / / have maraNabhayanuM kAvya kahe che - doArtha. :- [ prANocchedam maraNaM udAharanti ] nanazane. Caust) bh25|| 49 cha. [ asya AtmanaH prANAH kila jJAnaM ] . satmA-u un to nizcayathI. 2||n cha. [ tat svayameva zAzvatatayA jAtucit na ucchidyate ] . (una) svayameva. zazvata DovAthI. tano pi. za. thato. nathI.; [ ataH tasya maraNaM kiJcana na bhavet ] bhATe AtmAna, bha29 lasa thAM, nathI. [ jJAninaH tad-bhIH kutaH ] tetha. (Aug. neudu) uIne. bh.24||. bhaya syAthI. Doya. ? [ saH svayaM satataM nizzaGkaH sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati ] . to pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako sahaja jJAnane sadA anubhave che. bhAvArtha :- iMdriyAdi prANo nAza pAme tene loko maraNa kahe che. paraMtu AtmAne paramArthe iMdriyAdi prANa nathI, tene to jJAna prANa che. jJAna avinAzI che-teno nAza thato nathI; tethI AtmAne maraNa nathI. jJAnI Ama jANato hovAthI tene maraNano bhaya nathI; te to niHzaMka vartato thako potAnA jJAnasvarUpane niraMtara anubhave che. 159. pravacana . 304 zloka-159 zukravAra, bhAdaravA vada 1, tA. 07-09-1979 'samayasAra' 158 che. bha25 mayano samAva. 158. (zArdUlavikrIDita) prANocchedamudAharanti maraNaM prANAH kilAsyAtmano jJAnaM tatsvayameva zAzvatatayA nocchidyate jAtucit / tasyAto maraNaM na kiJcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindti||159||
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________________ 466 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 e to jaDa che, jaDanA prANa e kaMI AtmAnA prANa nathI. AhAhA...! AtmAnA prANa to pahelI zaktinuM varNana karyuM ne? "vIvo varittavaMgaMAtivo bhagavAna AtmA jIvatvazaktino sAgara che. e jIvatva zaktino artha anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta AnaMda ne anaMta) vIrya evA catuSTaya prANathI tenuM jIvana anAdi che. AhA.! e prANane koI lUMTI zake nahi. AhA! ane e prANanuM jyAre phaLa anaMta jJAna, darzana, AnaMda ne vIrya che evuM catuSTaya svarUpa, evA je nija prANa enI jyAM dRSTi thAya, eno-dravyano svIkAra thAya. kAraNa ke dravyamAM e caitanya prANa che, AhAhA.! to dravyano jyAM svIkAra thAya tyAre tenA pariNAmamAM darzana, jJAna, cAritra, AnaMdanI paryAya pragaTa thAya che enuM jIvana che. jhINI vAta che, bhAI! AhAhA...! ane jyAre e dravyadRSTi thAya, vastu che te pUrNAnaMda prabhu anaMta jJAna, darzananA prANathI bharelo evA dhruvanA dhyeyanI dRSTi thAya tyAre enuM pariNAma paryAyamAM AnaMda na Ave to enI dRSTi thaI ja nathI. AhAhA.! AvI vAta che. e to vIsamA aligaMgrahaNanA (bolamAM) kahyuM hatuM ne? aliMgagrahaNamAM AvI gayuM ke, AtmA ene kahIe ke jenI dRSTi dravya upara che, jenA prANa anaMta jJAna, darzana, AnaMda che, loko kahe che ke, mahAvIrano Adeza 'jIvo ane jIvavA do e vAta che ja nahi. ahIM to jIvana eTale bhagavAnaAtmA, AhAhA...! jJAna, darzana, AnaMda ne vIryanA prANa enuM e jIvana che. enAthI jIva ane enAthI bIjAne jIvADavAnA bhAva kara. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to ema kahevuM che ke, jene A prANano nAza thAya che e prANa AtmAnA nathI. AhA...! enA prANa ahIM to ekaluM jJAna kaheze. prANonA nAzane loko) maraNa kahe che." [baca mAtmanaH prANa: viruna jJAnuM AhAhA...! e AtmAnA prANa eTale enuM jIvana darzana, jJAna, cAritra, AnaMdanA svarUpanuM enuM jIvana che. AhAhA...! ane e jIvananI dRSTi thAya tene paryAyamAM AnaMdanuM vedanA ane catuSTaya je prANanI zakti che tenI vyaktatAno aMza paryAyamAM Ave to teNe te dravyane svIkAryuM ane dravyanI dRSTi thaI. jhINI vAta che, bhagavAnA AhAhA...! tyAre tene to ema kahyuM, AhAhA! ke AtmA je paramAnaMda ane paramaAnaMda, jJAnanA prANathI bharelo prabhu, eno aMtaramAM svIkAra thAya tyAre paryAyamAM AnaMdanuM, zAMtinuM athavA anaMtA jeTalA guNo che tenI zaktinI vyaktatAnuM vedana Ave. jo vedana na Ave to te AtmA nathI. AhAhA! samajANuM kAMI? e vedana che te ja AtmA che, ema kahyuM che. "caMdubhAI! vIsamA, vIsamo (bola). eka kora kahe ke dravya dhruva AtmA che ane eka kora kahe ke e vedana je thAya che te ja AtmA che. te AtmA vedana kare che te AtmA dravyane AtmA sparzato nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. zuM kahyuM prabhu! AhAhA...! enA prabhutva AdinA prANa je che, jenuM jIvana anAdithI dasa prANathI zaktirUpe jIvana che. AhAhA.! eno jyAM dRSTimAM
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________________ zloka-159 467 ane jJAnanI paryAyamAM eno svIkAra thayo, tyAre te paryAyamAM dravya AvatuM nathI paNa paryAyamAM dravyanI je zakti che tenI vyaktatA paryAyamAM Ave che. samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! e zaktinI vyaktatA je thaI te dravyanI dRSTinA pariNAma phaLarUpa che. samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! je trikALI zAyakabhAva bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, enI sanmukha thayo tyAre tenA pariNAmamAM jeTalA guNo che tenI zaktinI vyaktatAno aMza vedanamAM na Ave to teNe dRSTi karI ja nathI. AhAhA..! AvuM svarUpa che. jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna! ane Ameya Ama kahyuM che ne ke, "svAmemi sarve khIvA:' svAmami manuSya pIvA teva nIvAH' ema nathI kahyuM. AhAhA..! badhA jIvo je jJAna, darzana, AnaMdanA prANavALA bhagavAnaAtmA, ene huM khamAvuM chuM. tamArI jeTalI sattA che teno svIkAra mane che. mArI sattAno mane svIkAra che ane tamArI sattAno mane svIkAra che. AhAhA..! tethI tamane mArAthI, mAruM ochuM, adhika, viparIta meM karyuM hoya to e to gayuM paNa tamArAmAM je ochuM, adhika, viparIta che ene huM joto nathI. tamAro bhagavAna aMdara prANa-AnaMdanA prANathI jIvanAro caitanya, AhA..! ene huM khamAvuM chuM, e mAro nAtha che, mAro sAdharmI AtmA che. heM? AhAhA..! 'zazIbhAI'! AvuM che bhagavAna! AhAhA..! jenA rUpa ne raMga jenI jAta ja judI che. A dhULanA rUpanA raMga e to masANanA phAsaphUsa jevA che. AhAhA..! bhagavAnaAtmAnuM rUpa anaMta jJAna, darzana, AnaMdanuM rUpa ane eno raMga, asaMga raMga (che). AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? A prANamAM Ama kahevA mAge che ke, jenA prANa nAza thAya che tene loko maraNa kahe che, paNa [anya mAtmanaH prALA: vita jJAna] bhagavAnaAtmA.. che? 'ti' nizcayathI, 'ti" nizcayathI jJAna ne AnaMda ne zAMti jenA vItarAgI prANa che. AhAhA..! e 'jJAna' zabda kahIne Akho AtmA kahyo che. samajAya che kAMI? AhA..! bhAI! vItarAgamArga koI alaukika che. AhAhA..! A AtmAnA prANa to nizcayathI jJAna....' AnaMda, jJAna, vIrya ne darzana (che). jIvatarazakti kIdhI che ne? e pahelI jIvatara zaktimAM ja enA prANa che. jJAna, darzana, AnaMda ne vIrya prANa che. pahelI gAthAthI ja upADyuM che. bIjI (gAthA). AhAhA...! 'nIvo vRttivaMzaLabALavivo ene svasamaya jANa, tene tuM AtmA jANa. AhAhA..! je bhagavAnaAtmA potAnA zAyaka anaMta prANa zAMti, AnaMda Adi, emAM jenI dRSTi paDIne Adara thayo, AhAhA..! ene paryAyamAM svasamayanuM pariNamana thayuM. darzana, jJAna, cAritra, AnaMda AdinI paryAya thaI tene tuM AtmA jANa. dravya AtmA che e to dRSTino viSaya thayo paNa vedanamAM Avyo te AtmA tene tuM AtmA jANa. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? kahe che ke, dasa prANe jIvuM chuM evI dRSTi jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI to tenA prANanI pariNati nirmaLa che nahi. AhAhA..! paNa dasa prANe jIvana e mAruM nahi, e to jaDanuM
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________________ 468 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 che. huM to jJAna, darzana ne AnaMda mAruM sattva ne sattAnuM sattva, sanuM sattva, sat evo je bhagavAna enuM sattva eTale AtmApaNuM.. AhAhA.! bhAvanuM bhAvavAnapaNuM e to anaMta jJAna, darzana, AnaMda e mAruM bhAvapaNuM, mAruM sanuM sattva to e che, mAro kasa to e che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA...! A to alaukika vAtuM che, bApu! atyAre duniyA sAthe kAMI meLa khAya evuM nathI. AhAhA...! kahe che ke, e dasa prANa che e to jaDa che, eno nAza thAya ane maraNa kahevuM e to ajJAnI kahe che. mArA prANa to jJAna, darzana ne AnaMda che. AhAhA..! enAthI mAruM jIvatara trikALa che. e che tenI dRSTi karatA. AhAhA.! paryAyamAM paNa AnaMdanuM vedana Ave, zAMtinuM vedana Ave, vItarAga svabhAvano Adara thatAM paryAyamAM je vItarAgatA Ave te mAruM jIvana che ane te AtmA huM to chuM, te huM AtmA chuM. dravya AtmA che e to dRSTimAM lIdho. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? paNa mAruM je AnaMdanuM vadana thayuM e huM AtmA chuM. dravya e to AtmA che, e to dRSTino viSaya thaI gayo. e.i... AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? A to alaukika vAtuM che, bApu AhA...! dasalakSaNI parva pUrA thayA ane Aje kSamAvaNIno divasa che. hai? kSamAvaNIno divasa kyAre kahevAya? prabhu! tAruM jeTaluM, jevaDuM svarUpa che teTaluM tuM kSamAmAM rAkha. AhAhA...! dRSTimAM ne jJAnanI paryAyamAM jeTaluM jevaDuM svarUpa che teTaluM rAkha to teM AtmAne khamAvyo. enAthI ochuM, adhika, viparIta karyuM to AtmAne haNI nAkhyo. AhAhA.! ethI ema kahe che ke, AtmAnA prANa to nizcayathI jJAna che. AhA! e jJAna mukhya lIdhuM che. bAkI AnaMda, darzana, vIrya vagere (badhA guNo che). 'ta vayameva' te prANa to svayaM ja. "va" zabda paDyo che ne? e to svayameva, svayaM jaI paDyuM che. AhAhA...! jJAna prANa, AnaMda prANa, zAMta prANa. zAMta eTale zuM? ke, mULa to svarUpa e cAritrasvarUpa che, vItarAga svarUpa che, akaSAya svarUpa che e badhuM eka ja che. evo je bhagavAna akaSAya zAMta svarUpa, eno jyAM svIkAra thayo tyAM paryAyamAM zAMti Ave. AhAhA...! AnaMdano svIkAra thayo, pUrNAnaMdano to paryAyamAM AnaMda Ave. pUrNa jJAnano svIkAra thayo, samyajJAnano aMza pragaTa samyajJAna thAya, zAstrajJAna e jJAna nathI. AhAhA.! AvI vAta che. samajANuM kAMI? vIrya je aMdara che, anaMta guNanI zaktimAM vIrya (che), eno svIkAra thatAM vIryo paryAyanI, nirmaLa paryAyanI racanA karI. AhAhA...! vIrya guNanuM svarUpa che ne? AhAhA...! e racanA vIrye anaMta zAMtinI, vItarAgatAnI karI te mAruM jIvana che. AhAhA...! AkarI vAta bahu, bApu! jagatanI zailIthI enA rastA ja koI nirALA che. AhAhA...! ene koI zAstranuM vizeSa jJAna hoya to A prANa pragaTe ema kAMI nathI. enuM joIe, je jJAna che tenuM
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________________ zloka-159 469 jJAna joIe. zraddhA svarUpa trikALa che tenI zraddhA joIe. AhA.! trikALa AnaMda che tene AnaMdanI dazA paryAyamAM joIe. vIrya trikALa che tenI paryAyamAM vIrya zuddha svarUpanI racanA kare tevuM vIrya paryAyamAM hovuM joIe. AhAhA.! kaho, "zazIbhAI! "navaraMgabhAI ! A nava raMga caDe che. AhAhA..! e AtmA to jJAnaprANa che. svayameva. be zabda che che. svayaMeva. e jJAna ne AnaMda prANa to sahaja, svayameva svayaM ja che. ene rAkhuM to rahe ema nathI), e to svayaM prANa che ja. sahajarUpe che. AhAhA...! eka vAta. "zAzvatatayA" e mAro jJAna ne AnaMda prANa to zAzvata che. AhAhA...! svayameva che, svayaM ja che. che svayaM ja zuM? zAzvata che. samajANuM kAMI? "gAvita "khAtuvi eTale koI kALe paNa nathI tema nathI, ema. 'nAtuno zabdArtha e che. samajANuM kAMI? "kadApi' zabda paDyo che ne emAM? kadApi e nAtuno artha che. koI kALa batAve che, "nA, e kALa batAve che. zuM kIdhuM samajANuM kAMI? svayameva zAzvatatayA' kALa. eTale trikALa che. AhAhA.! "svayameva zAzvata hovAthI teno kadApi." kadApi e "nAvita'no artha che. koI kALa, eno artha che. "nItuti no artha kALa che. koI kALe paNa "na chidyate" AhAhA...! koI kALe paNa teno nAza thato nathI. AhAhA.! zuM TIkA! "amRtacaMdrAcAryanI zailI alaukika, gajaba vAta che. TUMkAmAM ghaNuM bharI dhe che. AhAhA...! eka to "nAvi" trikALa. mAro nAtha AnaMda ane jJAna svabhAvanA prANathI bharelo, e svayaM che, zAzvata che, koI kALe te nAza thAya evo nathI. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? " chidyate' ema AvyuM ne chelluM? ta' te prANa "svayameva zAzvatatayA kALe, koI kALe na nAza thAya. AhAhA...! "te (jJAna) svayameva zAzvata teno kadApi nAza thato nathI." [ ata: tasya para vizvana na mavet ] AhAhA! prabhunA prANa je zAzvata che, koI kALe teno nAza nathI. AhAhA...! te "ra gvina na ma te prANamAM kaMI paNa hINapa thAya ke nAza thAya, evuM che. nahi. AhAhA.! "taH mATe, 'taH eTale tethI. mATe (artha) karyo. 'taH te mATe..." ze mATe? ke svayameva zAzvata koI kALe nAza na thAya te mATe, te kAraNe te para virugvana na' teno abhAva, maraNa kiMcit paNa thato nathI. AhAhA.! kaho, "caMdubhAI! hAthaveMtamAM che, AvyuM hatuM ne? tamArA lakhANamAM AvyuM hatuM. kAgaLamAM AvyuM hatuM, khabara che? ahIM to koI zabda kyAMka Avyo hoya che mULa magajamAM rahyA kare. AhAhA...! bhagavAna Ama hAthaveMtamAM che. pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jenA prANano koI kALe nAza na thAya te mATe "tasya mAM gvina jarI paNa tenA aMzano nAza thAya ema nathI. AhAhA.! "tazya bhara vizvana nA bhAI! AhAhA.! dehanA prANa nAza thAya to thAo, e to nAzavAna hatA te nAza thAya
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________________ 470 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ja, paNa avinAzI mArA je prANa che (teno nAza thato nathI). AhAhA..! nAzavAnanA prANa to nAza thAya ja paNa prabhu huM nAzavAna prANamAM huM nathI. AhAhA..! huM to avinAzI mArA prANa che te huM chuM, e avinAzI prANamAM kiMcit paNa ghaTADo, abhAva thato nathI. samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAtuM che. AhAhA..! 'tasya' te kAraNe. 'ataH' te kA2Ne 'tasya" tenuM "maraNaM gvina na mavet' kiMcit nathI. AhAhA..! mATe AtmAnuM maraNa bilakula thatuM nathI.' e gujarAtI karI nAkhyuM. [jJAnina: ta -mI: tA:] 'tethI (AvuM jANatA) jJAnIne...' AhAhA..! ahIM to dharmIne nirbhaya kahevo ne? sAta bhaya rahita. Ama to ene bhaya Ave paNa e cAritramohanA doSano Ave. mULa cIjamAMthI khasI jauM chuM ema ene nathI. samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! mAro pUrNa 52mAtmA je dravya svabhAva che emAMthI jarIye haTI jauM chuM, ema nathI. asthiratAno bhaya Ave paNa e asthiratAno bhaya, samyagdarzana ne bIjA doSa, ahIMyAM (-samyagdarzanane) doSa karI zake evI tAkAta nathI. AhAhA..! zuM kIdhuM i? asthiratAno doSa e cAritradoSa che. e samyagdarzanamAM AkhA pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano svIkAra thayo tene e doSa karI zake e traNakALamAM nahi. AhAhA..! tethI ema kahyuM ne? 'ToDaramalla''rahasyapUrNa ciThThI' tiryaMcanuM samakita te ja siddhanuM samakita (che), samikatamAM phe2 nathI. kahyuM ne? bhAI! AhAhA..! cAhe to tiryaMca deDako hoya ane AtmajJAna pAme. bahA2 asaMkhya che, aDhI dvipa bahAra asaMkhya tiryaMco che. samakita pAmelA, pAMcamuM guNasthAna pAmelA. AhAhA..! e samakita pUrNano je svIkA2 pratItamAM, jJAnamAM Avyo enI jJAnanI paryAyamAM tene zeya banAvIne jJAna thayuM, paryAyanuM zeya banAvIne jJAna nahi, dravyane zeya banAvIne paryAyamAM jJAna thayuM... AhAhA..! e paryAyanI pratIti je aMtara anubhavanI thaI che, AhAhA..! e tiryaMcanuM samakita ho ke siddhanuM (hoya) beya sarakhA che, sakitamAM kAMI phera nathI. kAraNa ke enA samite sArA pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano svIkAra karyo che ane siddhanA samakite paNa pUrNAnaMda pUrNano svIkAra karyo che. AhAhA..! siddha samAna sadA pada mero' ema jyAM aMta2mAM siddha samAna svarUpanI pratIti thaI.. AhAhA..! eTale ke A aMdara bhAvaprANa je AnaMda, jJAna sattA, sattnuM sattva, AtmAnuM AtmApaNuM, bhAvanuM bhAvavAnapaNuM je vastu svabhAva, eno jyAM svIkAra thayo ethI tenI paryAyamAM teno aMza paNa ghaTe evuM nathI. paryAya ema mAne che ke AmAM-dhruvamAM kaMI aMza ghaTe evo huM nathI. AhAhA..! e mAne che paryAya, paNa dhruvamAM aMza ghaTe, i paryAya kahe che ke, evo huM nathI. paryAya kahe che ne! 320 gAthAmAM chelluM Ave che ne? paryAya ema mAne che ke, AhAhA..! je sakaLa trikALa nirAvaraNa akhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya avinazvara zuddha pAriNAmika pa2mabhAva lakSaNa nija paramAtma dravya te huM chuM. paryAya ema kahe che.
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________________ zloka-159 471 huM paryAya chuM, ema nahi. AhAhA...! akaLa kaLAnI vAtuM che, bApA! kaLAmAM na Ave ene kaLAmAM laI levo. hai? AhAhA...! mumukSu :- hamaNAM kahyuM ke vedana eTalo ja huM, vaLI (kahyuM ke, trikALI huM. uttara :- i trikALI che I to dRSTino viSaya thayo paNa vedanamAM Ave che e to aMza Ave che, mAre to te AtmA che. vedanamAM Ave eTalo AtmA. vedanamAM dhruva AvatuM nathI. samajANuM kAMI? Ama vAta che jarI. ahIM to kahe che ke vedanamAM Avyo te AtmA huM. rAgAdi huM nahi. AhAhA..! AvI vAta che, bhAI! eka kora kahe, paryAya kahe ke huM pUrNa AtmA chuM. eka kora kahe, paryAyanuM je vedana che te huM chuM. kaI apekSA che? samajAya che kAMI? olo to dravyano svabhAva svIkAryo e apekSAnI vAta che ane svIkAra thatAM je vedana AvyuM e dhruvanuM vedana nathI, vedana to paryAyanuM che. vedana to dhruvane aDatuMya nathI. AhAhA.. e.I....! tethI ema kahyuM ne vIsamA (bolamAM ke) pratyabhijJAnanuM kAraNa evo je kAraNaparamAtmA te AtmA tene nahi aDato. le! "bAbubhAI! AvI vAtuM che. trikALI sAmAnya jJAyakasvabhAva je dRSTino viSaya te paryAyamAM e AtmA potAne paryAyamAM vedato nathI. ene vedato nathI. jeTalo zuddha svabhAvano Azraya thaIne ane Azraya karyo eTale enI paryAyamAM nirmaLatA thaI e paryAyanI nirmaLatA te AtmA. mAre to vedanamAM Avyo te huM daSTinA viSayamAM bhale dhruva ho. paNa e dhruvanuM pariNAma ja e AvyuM. dRSTie dhruvane svIkAryo tyAre pariNAma e AvyuM, samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, zAMti, AnaMda AdinuM pariNAma AvyuM te mAruM vedana che. mane to AtmA vedanamAM Avyo te huM chuM. e vedanane karuM te AtmA. e AtmA dravyane sparzato nathI, vedanavALo ema kahe che. ara.2.2.! AvI vAtuM have. samajANuM kAMI? mumukSu :- sparyA vinA vedana kema Ave? uttara :- paryAya ene aDatI nathI, AtmA dravyane aDyo nathI. paryAyanuM svataMtra vedana svataMtra che. paryAya. bahu kahevuM che? paryAya SakArakapaNe svataMtrapaNe pariNamatI UbhI thaI che. e paryAye dravyano Azraya lIdho che te paNa paryAya kartA, svataMtrapaNe kartA thaIne Ama lakSa gayuM che. eno Azraya karavAnuM kartApaNuM paNa svataMtrapaNe thayuM che. zuM kIdhuM che? AhAhA.! je paryAyamAM vedana thayuM (e) SakArakapaNe pariNamana thayuM che. SakAraka eTale paryAya kartA svataMtra che. dravyanuM lakSa, svataMtrapaNe kartA thaIne e lakSa karyuM che. e svataMtrapaNe karyuM che. paryAya kartA che. AhAhA...! vedananI paryAya karyA che, vedananuM karma vedana che, vedananuM sAdhana vedana che, vedana vedanamAMthI thayuM che, vedanane AdhAre vedana thayuM che, dravyane AdhAre nahi. AhAhA...! juo! A vItarAganI lIlA! AtamalIlA! olA lIlA kahe che ne? hai? mumukSu :- rAmalIlA.
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 uttara H- rAmalIlA ane bIjI IzvaralIlA. i (lIlA) nathI, bApu! tAro Izvara nAtha aMdaranI lIlA koI alaukika che. samajANuM kAMI? olA IzvaranI lIlA kahe. 'koI kahe lIlA le lIlA Izvara taNI' 'AnaMdaghanajI'mAM Ave che. koI kahe lIlA re lIlA Izvara taNI, Izvara doSa svabhAva' e to Izvarane doSa nAkhe che. A lIlA aMdaranI che. AhAhA..! je dRSTimAM pUrNatAnuM dhyeya hoyA vinA dRSTi sAcI thAya nahi ane te dRSTi paryAye dravyano svIkA2 svataMtrapaNe karyo che, kartApaNe svataMtrapaNe karyo che. e Ama lakSa pheravyuM che e svataMtrapaNe pheravyuM che ane e paryAya paryAyanI kartA che. e paryAyanuM karma paryAya che, paryAyanuM karaNa paryAya che, paryAyanuM saMpradAna-pote karIne pote pAtra ne pote lIdhuM, pote dAtA ne pote pAtra. AhA..! beya-denAro paNa bhagavAna, lenAro paNa bhagavAna. AhAhA..! paryAyamAM, hoM! AvI vAtuM che. vItarAgamArga bApA, enI dharmanI zarUAtano mArga koI judI jAta che. cAritra thavuM ane aMdara ramaNatA thavI e to vaLI alaukika vAtuM, bApu! AhAhA..! paNa A to zarUAtano pahelo samyagdarzanano mArga koI alaukika che. AhA..! samajAya che kAMI? bhASA to sAdI che, prabhu! bhAva to je che i che. AhAhA..! i ApaNe 'pravacanasAra'mAM AvI gayuM che ke, 'sat' zabda je che (te) sArA lokAlokane batAve che. sat che. zabdabrahma. ane Atamabrahma, vizvabrahma. sAruM vizva. anaMtA siddho, anaMtA nigodanA jIvo ne AkhuM vizva. e sAruM vizva ane vizvane batAvanArI vANI je sat, e beyane zeyAkA25Ne jJAna jANe tevo eno svabhAva che. AhAhA..! zabdane paNa zeya tarIke jANIne jANe ane sArA vizvane paNa zeya tarIke jANe). sArA vizvamAM to anaMtA siddho AvI gayA. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? sArA vizvane (jANe kIdhuM) emAM pote paNa eka AvI gayo. vizva eTale. pote dravya, guNa, paryAya, cha dravyanA, bIjA pAMca dravyanA dravya, guNa, paryAya, anaMtA siddho, anaMtA nigodo, anaMtA skaMdho, tenA trikALa paryAyo, badhI trikALa paryAya e vizvamAM AvI gaI ane ene kahenAro zabdabrahma, che' evuM je sat. zabda che te vAcaka che ane vastu AkhI che te vAcya che. beyane adhiSThAna tarIke bhagavAna jANanAro che. eka kSaNe zabdane ane vizvane jANavAvALo bhagavAna adhiSThAna-AdhAra e che. AhAhA..! ApaNe AvI gayuM che. AhA..! samajAya eTaluM samajavuM, bApu! A to vItarAgamArga (che), bhAI! 5ramAtmAnA viraha paDyA paNa vANI 5ramAtmAnI rahI gaI. saMto A vANI kare che e vItarAganI ja vANI che. ane saMto traNa kaSAyanA abhAvamAM rahelA, enI vANI e vItarAganI ja vANI che. AhAhA..! are..! AvI vAtuM cAM (che)? bhAI! lokone evuM lAge ke, A to nizcaya.. nizcaya. paNa nizcaya eTale paramasatya. ane vyavahA2 eTale Aropita vAtuM. nizcaya eTale anAropita satyano svabhAva, tene nizcaya kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! 472
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________________ zloka-159 473 arere! ene sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe nahi e vicAramAM kyAre (tye? vicArabhUmikAmAM-jJAnanI bhUmikAmAM jyAre tye ane Ama guMlATa khAya? AhA...! paryAyane gulAMTa khAIne dravyamAM joDI dhe. joDI phle, hoM! ekameka na thAya. paryAyane Ama joDI eTaluM. joDIno artha te tarapha lakSa gayuM. paNa paryAyamAM kaMI dravya AvatuM nathI tema paryAya dravyarUpa thatI nathI. AhAhA...! are.re.! AvuM potAne karavAnuM che I mUkIne badhuM karyuM. AhAhA.! oluM dasalakSaNI parvanuM AvyuM ne? bhAI! bhAInuM-hukamacaMdajI'nuM AvyuM che? dasalakSaNInuM pustaka AvyuM che? kyAMthI AvyuM? bheTa? hindImAM AvyuM haze. vAMcyuM che? bahu sarasa vAta, bahu kSayopazama mALAno. evI vAta karI, evI vAta karI che. gajaba. 44 varSa, paNa eno kSayopazama e vAMce, ene khyAla Ave tyAre khabara paDe ke evI vividhatA ne vicitratAthI vAta eka eka guNanI kare che. chatAM pachI chelle lakhe che ke, huM have viramuM chuM. ema chelle zabda che. e badhuM eka ekanuM kahI pachI lakhe che), have huM AmAM viramuM chuM. AhAhA...! e.I. vAMcyuM che ke nahi? nathI vAMcyuM? vAMcavA jevuM che. "rAmajIbhAIne kahyuM ke, vAMcavA jevuM che. vAMce to khabara paDe aMdara. hai? mumukSu :- Aje vAMcyuM savAre. uttara :- vAMcavA jevuM che. eka eka kSamA, eka eka nirmAtA, Arjava, zauca... AhAhA...! bhAre mALAno kSayopazama. evI vidhie vAta karI che ke, ene AtmAne lAge ke, vAha. vAha! vastunI sthitinuM spaSTIkaraNa! ahIM paramAtmA, A to munirAja kahe che, AhAhA.! [jJAninaH tamI ta:] jeNe AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha zAzvata svayameva che, enI hayAtIno jeNe svIkAra karyo che evo je dharmI, samakitI ne jJAnI cAhe to cothAvALo ho, cothAvALo samakitI ho. AhAhA...! [jJAninaH tamIH ta] tethI AvuM jANIne "maraNano bhaya kayAMthI hoya?" AvuM jANatA huM to zAzvata svayameva paramAtma svarUpa, emAM UNapa ne dhAta ne ochapa ne viparItatA kaMI che ja nahi. ochapa pariNati kare to ghAta (thAya). A to vastu che emAM to ochA che ja nahi. samajAya che kAMI? bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa che, e thoDA viSayamAM rokAya che e ja eno pratibaddha che. karmanuM pratibaddha nathI. zuM kahyuM? paMcAstikAyamAM che, paMcAstikAya' chelle. bhagavAna AtmA sarvane jANanAra, dekhanAra sAmarthya evuM hovA chatAM te alpa viSayamAM je rokAya che e ja ene pratibaddha che. lAlacaMdabhAI! AhAhA...! "paMcAstikAya. gajaba vAtuM che, saMtonI digaMbara munionI to kyAMya joDa na maLe. paNa eneya khabara nathI. A badhA tame zeThiyA tyAMne tyAM paDyA hatA ne? "kAMtibhAI! paNa sAhasa karyuM atyAre A pherI mUkIne. AhAhA...! AvuM jANatA thakA.. AhAhA.! maraNa nAma abhAva. bhAvavALuM mAruM tattva temAM abhAva
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________________ 474 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 traNa kALamAM nathI. AhAhA..! ane te paNa paranA abhAva kAraNe nahi, mAro svabhAva ja paranA abhAvasvabhAvarUpa rahevAno trikALa che. abhAva guNa che ne? bhAvaabhAva. AhAhA..! mAro bhAva svabhAva che tethI tenI paryAyamAM nirmaLa paryAya hoya ja. karuM to hoya (ema nahi), e hoya ja. e bhAva nAmano guNa che ane e guNano dharanAra dravya che, evA je dravyano svIkAra thayo tyAre bhAva guNane kAraNe anaMta guNanA paryAyanuM rUpa pragaTa thAya, tevo bhAva guNano svabhAva che. bhAva guNanuM rUpa anaMta guNamAM che. bhAva guNanuM rUpa anaMta guNamAM che. eTale bhAva guNane kA2Ne nirmaLa paryAya hoya ja. jeNe dravyano svIkAra karyo tene nirmaLa paryAya hoya ja. ane te anaMtA guNanI nirmaLa paryAya hoya ja. kAraNa ke bhAva guNanuM anaMtA guNamAM rUpa che. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM che. A to alaukika che, bApu! e anaMtA guNomAM bhAva nAmano guNa che tethI te bhAvavAnane jyAM svIkAryo tethI tenI paryAyamAM anaMtA guNanI paryAya hoya ja. karuM to thAya (ema) nahi, enA kramabaddhamAM hoya ja. ane tenAmAM abhAva nAmano guNa che te kA2Ne rAga ane paranA abhAva svarUpe (che), 52ne kA2Ne nahi, mAro guNa ja evo che ke paranA abhAva svarUpe pariNamuM e mAro guNa che. AhAhA..! e to eka pherI traNa lIdhA hatA. eka bhAva nAmano guNa evo che ke, paryAyamAM vikA2paNe SaTkArakapaNe pariName. vikA2paNe pariName evo koI guNa to che nahi. anaMtA anaMtA guNano piMDa prabhu, anaMtA anaMtA guNo. paNa koI guNa vikA2paNe pariName evo koI guNa nathI paNa paryAyamAM je vikRta thAya che, AhAhA..! tenA vikRtanA abhAva svabhAvarUpa mAro bhAva che. e bhAva nAmano eka bIjo guNa che. olo guNa (eTale) vidyamAna dazA ane eka bhAva nAmano guNa evo che ke vikRtapaNe pariNita thAya tenA abhAvarUpe pariNamavuM evo mAro bhAva guNa che. AhAhA..! 47 mAM che, eka bhAva che ne eka zakti che, kriyA. kriyAmAM to e ke, mArA bhAvapaNe pariName che, SaTkArakapaNe, e kriyA. kriyA nAmano guNa. are..! AvI vAtuM che. ahIM kahe che, jJAnIne.. AhAhA..! mahA paramAtmAnA jene bheTA thayA, pAmara paryAyane paramAtmA maLyA, AhAhA..! e dharmI jIva pote paramAtmAne aMdarathI pAmyo, kahe che. ene have maraNa konuM? ghaTADo kono? ahIM to eno Azraya thatAM zuddhinI vRddhi thayA ja kare che. e amArA jIvana che, e jIvananuM maraNa koI di' hoI zake nahi. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! bAkI to eka bhAvabhAva. traNa lIdhuM hatuM ne? eka pherI lIdhuM hatuM. be bhAva, ane eka bhAvabhAva trIjo guNa. bhAvabhAva eTale je bhAva che te ja bhAva te ja paNe rahyA ja kare. bhAvabhAva che, guNa che. bhAva che. nirmaLa paryAyo je pariName che evo bhAva guNano guNa che. evo ja bhAvabhAvano guNa te ja paNe kAyama rahyA kare. AhAhA..!
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________________ zloka-159 47pa samajANuM kAMI? eTale pachI I bhAvamAM nAkhyuM. paNa che I bhAvabhAva. traNa bhAva che tyAM. eka bhAva vidyamAna paryAyane pragaTa kare, eka bhAva vikArI paryAyathI rahitapaNe thAya ane eka bhAvane bhAva e che tevo che tevo che tevo rahyA ja kare. AhAhA...! kramabaddhanA pariNAmamAM e nirmaLa pariNati thayA ja kare. 'caMdubhAI! AvuM che. AhAhA...! jhINuM tattva, bhAI! samyagdarzana ane samyagdarzanano viSaya e alaukika tattva che. e ahIM kahe che, huM to jJAnaprANa chuM ne! huM to jJAna zabda AkhA AtmAnA svabhAvarUpI prANa chuM ne AhAhA.! samyagdaSTi Ama mAne che. samyagdaSTi (eTale) ema nahi (ke) deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhA karI, ema nahi. AhAhA...! jeNe pUrNAnaMdano nAtha anaMtA guNono sAgara bhagavAna, ene paryAyamAM sapeTAmAM laI lIdho che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! tALA kholI nAkhyA che, kahe che. hai? mumukSu :- aDyA vinA. uttara :- hA, aDyA vinA. AhAhA..! bhagavAna che, bApu! badhA bhagavAna che, hoM! zarIrane na jo, strI ne puruSa evA zarIrane na jo. AhAhA.! e to badhA bhagavAna che. paramAtmAnA svabhAvathI bharelA bhagavAna che. potAne bhagavAna tarIke bhALyo to bIjAne bhagavAna tarIke ja jove che che. AhAhA.! paryAyadaSTi TaLIne svabhAvadaSTi thaI to svabhAvane I jove che, to bIjAne paNa paryAyathI kema jove che? paryAya che enI enuM jJAna kare paNa AdaravAmAM to olo dravya svabhAva che. samajANuM kAMI emAM? ema kahyuM che. pratye dareka AtmA zuddha che te AdaraNIya che, siddhAMtamAM ema lakhyuM che. samajAya che? AhAhA.! e A apekSAe. mAruM svarUpa ja svayaMsiddha trikALa che. evo ja bhagavAna badhA AtmAno trikALI svayaMsiddha paripUrNa paramAtmA che aMdara. AhA.! jenI paryAyabuddhi gaI che e bIjAne paryAyabuddhithI kema jove? bIjAnI paryAya che tenuM jJAna kare. AdaravAmAM to eno bhagavAna che tene e Adare. AhAhA...! AmAM khAmemi savva jIvA" AvI gayA badhA. hai? AhAhA...! prabhu! tane ocho, adhika mAnyo hoya to kSamA karaje, kahe che. AhAhA...! oho...! olAmAMya Ave che ne? haratA pharatA pragaTa hari dekhuM re, mAruM jIvavuM re saphaLa." A jIvana. e to anyamati to zuM kahe che, paNa A (jIvana). "haratA pharatA pragaTa hari hari eTale AtmA. e kahyuM hatuM nahi hamaNAM? "zrImadde eka patramAM kahyuM, ghaNA mahAtmAoe adhiSThAna kahyuM che te adhiSThAna barAbara che. e adhiSThAna hari bhagavAna che. e adhiSThAnane ame aMdaramAM joIe chIe. ema kahe che. eka patra che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! ghaNA mahAtmAoe adhiSThAna kahyuM che te adhiSThAna hari bhagavAna che ane te hari bhagavAnane ame hRdayamAM joIe chIe. pAchuM pheravIne (Ama kahyuM). koka kahe ke bIjo hari). AhA...! e ja ApaNe adhiSThAnamAM AvyuM hatuM ne? sarva vizva ane zabda, ene eka samayamAM pUrNa
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________________ 476 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 jANanAruM tevo je AtmA te adhiSThAna che. e badhA guNa ne paryAyano AdhAra te pote AtmA che. AhA.! e adhiSThAna che. nayanA adhikAramAM. AhAhA...! AvuM jANatA "jJAnIne maraNano bhaya kakyAMthI hoya?' AhA..! jIvatI jyota jyAM paDI che, eno abhAva ke di thAya? AhA.! deha chUTe to chUTe, AhA! e to AvI gayuM che ne? A loka ne paralokano bhaya jJAnIne nathI. A lokamAM badhI A sAmagrI raheze, kema raheze ke nahi? paNa e sAmagrI mArI nathI ne kema raheze zuM? huM kema rahIza e to mAruM mArA hAthamAM che ane paralokamAM kyAM jaIza? kyAM jAya paralokamAM? pote jyAM che tyAM potAmAM ja che. AhAhA...! kahyuM hatuM che, "zrImane eke pUchyuM hatuM. ApaNe olI zailI che ne? "kRSNa" kyAM gayA? (to kahyuM, "kRSNa' AtmAmAM che. jyAM gayA tyAM tuM kSetrathI jova cho, paNa e che AtmAmAM. oluM narakanuM che kharuM ne eTale. AhA. samakitI narakamAM paDyo chatAM e AtmAmAM che, narakamAM nathI. evo uttara Apyo che. olAne bIjuM pUchavuM hatuM. kRSNa bhagavAna zrIkRSNa jyAM che tyAM I AtmAmAM che. AhAhA.! kAraNa ke dRSTi ane pragaTI che ane dRSTino svAmI, dhaNI to hAthamAM Avyo che. I tyAM che. samajAya che kAMI? e dharmI rAgamAM nathI, zarIramAM nathI, bahAranA jIvanamAM nathI. AhAhA... "IzvarabhAI! AvI IzvaratA che enI, ema kahe che. AhAhA.! "haratA pharatA pragaTa hari dekhuM, mAruM jIvana saphaLa taba dekhuM e jIvana che. zarIre jIvavuM-phIvavuM e kaMI AtmAnuM jIvana che ja nahi. "sa: te. "sa:' eTale te jJAnI. "svayaM" pote. "satata niraMtara. "niraza: sane vartato thako. 'sahaja jJAnane..." "sadanuM jJAnaM savA viti svabhAvika jJAnane vede che. svabhAvika jJAna to trikALa che paNa tene vede che e paryAya paNa svabhAvika che. AhAhA...! che? "sa: nAma te jJAnI. te te. 'te AvyuM ne? te to.." "vAM eTale pote. koInI apekSA vinA. AhAhA.! "niHzaMka vartato thako..." niHzaMka vartato thato. bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha huM chuM (ema) niHzaMkapaNe vartato thako. AhAhA.! "sahaja jJAnane..." svabhAvika jJAnane "sadA anubhave che." bhAvArtha:- 'iMdriyAdi prANo nAza pAme tene loko maraNa kahe che. paraMtu AtmAne paramArthe ikiyAdi prANa nathI, tene to jJAna prANa che. sAdI bhASAmAM kahyuM. "jJAna avinAzI che." kAraNa ke e to avinAzI che. ane teno nAza thato nathI; tethI AtmAne maraNa nathI. jJAnI Ama jANato hovAthI tene maraNano bhaya nathI; AhAhA...! te to niHzaMka vartato thako potAnA jJAnasvarUpane niraMtara anubhave che. lyo. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!)
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________________ zloka-160 477 (zloka-160) (zArdUlavikrIDita) ekaM jJAnamanAdyanantamacalaM siddha kilaitatsvato yAvattAvadidaM sadaiva hi bhavennAtra dvitiiyodyH| tannAkasmikamatra kiJcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindti||160|| have AkasmikabhayanuM kAvya kahe che - zlokArdha :- [ tat svataH siddha jJAnam vina parva ] A svataHsiddha jJAna eka che, [ sanAri ] anAdi che, [ sanattam ] anaMta che, [ HvanaM ] acaLa che. [ rUddha vAva tAvat savA rava di bhavet ] te jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI sadAya te ja che, mitra dvitIyoya na ] temAM bIjAno udaya nathI. [ tat ] mATe [ satra kAvariam vigvana ja bhavet ] A jJAnamAM Akasmika (aNadhAryuM. ekAeka) kAMI paNa thatuM nathI. [ jJAninaH tamI: chata: ] AvuM jANatA jJAnIne akasmAtano bhaya kyAMthI hoya? [ sa: svaye satata niraza: sadanuM jJAna savA vindati ] te to pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako sahaja jJAnane sadA anubhave che. | bhAvArtha - kAMI aNadhAryuM aniSTa ekAeka utpana thaze to?' evo bhaya rahe te Akasmikabhaya che. jJAnI jANe che ke AtmAnuM jJAna potAthI ja siddha, anAdi, anaMta, acaLa eka che. temAM bIjuM kAMI utpanna thaI zakatuM nathI, mATe temAM aNadhAryuM kAMI paNa kyAMthI thAya arthAt akasmAta kyAMthI bane ? AvuM jANatA jJAnIne akasmAtano bhaya hoto nathI, te to niHzaMka vartato thako potAnA jJAnabhAvane niraMtara anubhave che. A rIte jJAnIne sAta bhaya hotA nathI. prazna :- aviratasamyagdaSTi Adine paNa jJAnI kahyA che ane temane to bhayaprakRtino udaya hoya che tathA tenA nimitte temane bhaya thato paNa jovAmAM Ave che to pachI jJAnI nirbhaya kaI rIte che? samAdhAna :- bhayaprakRtinA udayanA nimittathI jJAnIne bhaya Upaje che. vaLI aMtarAyanA prabaLa udayathI nirbaLa hovAne lIdhe te bhayanI pIDA nahi sahI zakavAthI jJAnI te bhayano ilAja paNa kare che. paraMtu tene evo bhaya hoto nathI ke jethI jIva svarUpanAM jJAnazraddhAnathI zruta thAya. vaLI je bhaya Upaje che te mohakarmanI bhaya nAmanI prakRtino doSa che; teno pote svAmI thaIne kartA thato nathI, jJAtA ja rahe che. mATe jJAnIne bhaya nathI. 160.
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________________ 478 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pravacana naM. 305 zloka-160, 161 zanivAra, bhAdaravA vada 2, tA. 08-09-1979 'samayasAra' 160 kaLaza che. akasmAtabhaya. (zArdUlaiMvikrIDita). ekaM jJAnamanAdyanantamacalaM siddha kilaitatsvato yAvattAvadidaM sadaiva hi bhavennAtra dvitIyodayaH / tannAkasmikamatra kiJcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindti||160|| tita svata: siddha jJAnam viruna vaM] "A." bhagavAnaAtmA "svataHsiddha jJAna eka che..." AtmA svataHsiddha-potAthI jJAna che. AhA...! te "anAdi che...." svataHsiddha jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA che e anAdi che. anaMtakALa rahenAra che. tema vartamAna "acaLa che." dhruva je bhagavAnaAtmA satya te acaLa che, caLe evo nathI. AhAhA.! [ rUdra yAvat tAva sAva himavet] te jyAM sudhI che. jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAnaAtmA 'tyAM sudhI sadAya te ja che....... AhAhA...! e rAgarUpe nathI, paryAyarUpe paNa nathI. AhAhA...! paryAyamAM e Avato nathI. evo e svataHsiddha jJAnasvabhAva bhagavAna anAdianaMta acaLa je che te che. AhA...! "jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI sadAya te ja che..." e to. mitra dvitIyodaya: na] temAM bIjAno udaya nathI." bhagavAna jJAnasvabhAvI prabhu anAdianaMta acaLa (che) temAM bIjAonuM AvavuM thatuM nathI, bIjAono emAM udaya che nahi. AhAhA...! mATe. [matra mArima vizvana ma ] A kAraNe bhagavAna AtmA jJAnasvarUpI prabhu "A jJAnamAM Akasmika (aNadhAryuM, ekAeka) kAMI paNa thatuM nathI." aNadhAryuM ekAeka thAya evuM emAM kAMI che nahi. e to trikALI jJAnamUrti dhruva cidAnaMda prabhu AnaMdanI zilA che e to. jJAnazilA, AnaMdazilA emAM aNadhAryuM aNaciMtavyuM akasmAta kaMI Ave evI koI e cIja nathI. jo ke bahAramAM je thAya che e aNadhAryuM che e apekSita (vAta che), bAkI to e paNa kramasara thAya che. aNadhAryuM to bIjAnA khyAlamAM na hoya mATe aNadhAryuM ene kahevAya, bahAramAM, hoM! e paNa tene samaye te thavAnuM te thAya che. jyAM bahAra to te samaye te thavAnuM thAya te paNa aNadhAryuM nathI to bhagavAna cidAnaMda bhagavAna to trikALa che e to vartamAna avasthAnuM kamasara kahyuM. paNa A trikALI jJAyaka svarUpa bhagavAna... AhAhA...! jeNe dhruva svarUpa dRSTimAM lIdho e to je che te ja che. AhAhA...! emAM kaMI pheraphAra thAya ke aNadhAryuM, ociMtu koI AvI paDe, ema che? AhAhA.! A to aNadhAryuM thayuM. olA bicArA kApaDanI dukAna ughADIne beThA hatA. morabI'. hai?
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________________ zloka-160 479 mumukSu :- "morabI'nuM to aNadhAryuM thayuM. uttara :- e aNadhAryuM nathI paNa eNe dhAryuM nathI ethI enI apekSAe, bAkI e to e samaye thavAnuM ja hatuM. AhAhA...! kApaDanI dukAna kholIne beThelA, kaMdoInI dukAnuM badhI baraphI bharIne beThelA. ema ekadama pANI (AvyA), (eka) miniTe phUTa, bIjI miniTe be (phUTa) pAMca-sAta phUTa pANI AvyA emAM) badhA kaMdoI taNAI gayA. I akasmAta to lokonA khyAlamAM nathI e apekSAe. bAkI to te samaye te paryAya thavAnI hatI. jyAre bahAramAM paNa akasmAta nathI to prabhu to jJAnAnaMda svabhAva che. AhA...! e to avinAzI acaLa ane anAdi anaMta vastu che. temAM koI aNadhAryuM aNaciMtavyuM AvI paDe evI koI cIja nathI aMdara. AhAhA.! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! AhAhA...! A jJAnamAM Akasmika (aNadhAryuM, ekAeka) kAMI paNa thatuM nathI. AhAhA.... [jJAninaH tamIH ta. AvuM jene jJAna che, samyagdaSTine, AhAhA.! "AvuM jANatA jJAnIne...' dharmIne "akasmAtano bhaya kyAMthI hoya?" AhA...! akasmAta AvI paDaze to? bhIMta AvI paDaze to? phalANuM AvI paDaze to? paNa emAM aMdaramAM kyAM AvI paDe che? AhAhA...! je trikALI vastu che e to satya bolavAno vikalpa che ene e sparzatuM nathI. AhAhA...! satya dharma kahyo che ne? satya dharma. e kaMI vANI satya bolavuM e kaMI satya dharma nathI, e to vikalpa che, Asava che. satya dharma to bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpI trikALI, ene aMdara pakaDIne sthiratA dRSTinI, jJAnanI thavI e satyadarzana, satyajJAna ne satya sthiratA thavI te satya dharma che. AhAhA...! satya prabhu trikALI vastu satya, jemAM kaMI aNadhAryuM, aNaciMtavyuM AvatuM nathI evo bhagavAna che).AhA...! je koI satya bolavAmAM dharma mAnI bese e satyane zodhaze nahi. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! satya vastu bhagavAna paramAnaMdanI mUrti, parama satya sat, satya nAma sat, sat evuM satya. AhAhA.! e vANImAM ja bolavuM satya bolavuM temAM aTakI gayo ne ene dharma mAne, to AvuM parama satya che e aMdara zodhavA nahi jAya. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? zarIrathI brahmacarya pALavAmAM ja rokAI gayo, AhAhA.! e aMdara parama satyane zodhavA aMdara nahi jaI zake. kAraNa ke tyAM to manAI gayuM che ke A dharma che. AhAhA...! aNuvrata ne mahAvratane to Asrava kahyA che. jene satya aNuvrata thoDuM hoya ne satya mahAvrata thoDuM hoya tene to Asava kahyA che. have AsavamAM ja je rokAI jAya, je bhagavAna aMdara nityAnaMdano nAtha, AhA! zodhIne tene amalamAM, sthiratAmAM levo evo je svabhAva emAM koI akasmAta che nahi. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. vItarAga paramAtmA, eNe e kahyuM. je satyasvarUpa che prabhu, emAM aNadhAryuM kaMI nathI evI dRSTi jene samyaku thaI e samyagdarzana ne samyajJAna e ja dharma che. AMzika dharma che. satya evo bhagavAna acaLa, acaLa, akaLa ne anAdi. manathI kaLAya nahi, vikalpathI kaLAya nahi evo bhagavAna AtmA
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________________ 480 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 aMtaranI jJAnanI kaLAthI kaLAya evo che. AhAhA...! evo je akasmAta, jemAM koI che nahi, evI cIjanI jene dRSTi thaI ene akasmAta bhaya lAgato nathI. AhAhA.! juone Ama keTalA beThA haze, sADA traNa vAge to. koI khAvA, koI pIvA, dasa vAge khAdhuM hoya pachI e vakhate jarI DuMgu kare ne phalANuM karavA beThA hoya ne emAM ekadama pANI. taNAI gayA. AhAhA...! koka kahetuM hatuM, aDhI vAge be jaNa bahArathI AvyA, bAyaDI-bhAyaDo aDhI vAge paradezamAMthI AvyA. aMdara garyA bhegA sADA traNe taNAI gayA. paradezamAMthI bAyaDI, bhAyaDo be bicArA AvyA, "morabI'. ema koka kahetuM hatuM. phUlacaMdabhAI'. I aMdara garyA tyAM sADA traNa vAge pANI AvyuM. have juo! deha chUTavAno prasaMga tyAM che. paradezamAMthI bicArA keTale varSe AvyA. aDhI vAge AvyA tyAM sADA traNe to beya khalAsa. AhAhA...! paNa e to bahAranI sthiti, ene akasmAta lAge che. kharekhara to e akasmAteya nathI bahAramAM. to bhagavAna AtmAmAM) aNadhArI koI AvI paDe evI koI vastu emAM che nahi. AhAhA...! - saccidAnaMda prabhu, sat cit jJAna AnaMda svabhAva prabhu, e cIjamAM koI aNadhAryuM ke akalpanika-kalpanAmAM na hoya ne AvI paDe evI koI cIja che nahi. AhAhA.. tethI dharmIne akasmAtano bhaya kyAMthI bane? AhAhA...! bhaya kyAMthI hoya? te to..." "sa: eTale te. 'svayaM satata pote ja niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako... juo A dharma. A samakitInuM niHzaMka AcaraNa, paryAyanuM AcaraNa. niHzaMkita paryAyanuM AcaraNa. trikALI che tenI dRSTi che tethI paryAyamAM niHzaMkanuM AcaraNa pragaTyuM che. nirbhayanuM paryAyamAM AcaraNa pragaTyuM che. vastu to nirbhaya che. AhAhA...! paNa e nirbhaya cIja jyAM dRSTimAM, anubhavamAM AvI to paryAyamAM paNa nirbhayatA pragaTa thaI. AhAhA...! zuM kahyuM che? vastu pote nirbhaya akasmAta emAM thAya evI koI cIja nathI. saccidAnaMda prabhu nityAnaMda dhruva, AhAhA..! to enuM jene jJAna ne zraddhA thaI ane eTale aMze sthiratA paNa thaI te paryAyamAM paNa akasmAta kAMI nathI. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? e nirbhaya che. vastu jema nirbhaya che, niHzaMka che tema tenuM jJAna ne zraddhA karanAra paNa nirbhaya ane niHzaMka che. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM che. te to pote niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako...... niHsaMdeha, nirbhaya, bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jyAM AzrayamAM lIdho, enuM jyAM avalaMbana lIdhuM, AhAhA...! jene puSya ne pApa Adi paranA AlaMbana choDI dIdhA ane bhagavAnanA jene bheTA thayA, pAmaranA bheTAne choDI dIdhA. AhAhA...! paramAtmasvarUpa prabhu pote AtmA, enI jene dRSTi ne jJAnamAM bheTA thayA e to "satataM niHzaMka vartato thako. AhAhA! sahaja jJAnane sadA anubhave che." UMghe che emAM zuM? UMghe che e to bahAranI paryAya (che), emAMya satata jAgRta dazAnuM ja pariNamana che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? je jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, enuM je pariNamana thayuM e pariNamana to niMdrAmAM paNa
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________________ zloka-160 481 kAyama rahe che. AhAhA..! e to 'satataM' kahyuM ne? niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako...' paryAyamAM niraMtara niHzaMka vartato thako. AhAhA..! cAhe to niMdrAno kALa hoya, cAhe to laDAIno kALa hoya. AhAhA..! e pote niHzaMka vartato thako, sahaja jJAnane...' trikALI jJAnane. trikALI AtmAne sadA anubhave che.' e paryAya. trikALI zAyaka bhagavAnano Azraya lIdho che, dRSTi karI che tethI tenA AzrayamAM tene ja te sadA anubhave che. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM have. have ahIM to lokone vyavahAradharma aNuvrata ne mahAvrata ne samiti ne gupti, emAM aTake. e to vikalpa che ene vyavahAradharma to A nizcayadharma pragaTyo che tene olo AropathI vyavahAradharma (kahyo). che to e adharma, dharma nathI. AhA..! dharma hoya to chUTI na jAya. dharma hoya to to siddhamAM paNa rahe. samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra jo dharma hoya to e to siddhamAMya rahe che. jo e (vyavahAradharma) dharma hoya to siddhamAM paNa rahevo joIe. satya bolavuM, samiti-guptimAM rahevuM to e to ene tyAM che nahi. AhAhA..! dharmI jIva to ene kahIe ke jeNe AtmAnA svabhAvanI trikALI dRSTithI anubhava karyo che, AhAhA..! tenI sattAno pUrNano svIkAra thayo che. tene e sattAmAM jema bhaya ne zaMkA nathI tema tenI dazAmAM paNa zaMkA ne bhaya nathI. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAtuM che. AhA..! te to jJAnane... eTale AtmAnA svabhAvane, jJAna eTale Atma svabhAva, zuddha caitanya, tene sadA anubhave che.' AhAhA..! eka to niraMtara kahyuM, svayaM pote, niraMtara ane ahIM sadA kIdhuM pAchuM. eTale trikALa eno bhAva niraMtara varte che. AhAhA..! bhAvArtha :- 'kAMI aNadhAryuM aniSTa...' iSTa nathI evuM apriya. ekAeka utpanna thaze to?" AhAhA..! Ama beTho hoya khAvA ane sarpa koI kALo nAga Ave to? are..! lagana vakhate, eka pati-patnInA lagana thatA hatA ane Ama hAtha karavA jAya tyAM nIce moTo sarpa ka2Dyo, va2 nyAM marI gayo. nAzavAnamAM zuM hoya? bApu! i akasmAta nathI, hoM! Ama aMdara heThe paga hoya ane Ama mAthe Ama hAtha karIne beThA hatA, tyAM e moTo nAga hato. va2ne aMguThe karaDyo, evo nAga Akaro (hato ke), tyAMne tyAM DhaLI paDyo, marI gayo. A dazA. keTalI hoMzuM haze! jANe AhAhA..! are..! zenI hoMzuM? bhAI! nAzavAnanI hoMzuM zenI? prabhu! AhA..! nAzavAnanI hoMzamAM avinAzI haNAya jAya che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? ahIM to niraMtara sadA, be zabda vAparyAM che ne? satataM svayaM sahapna savA anumavati' AhAhA..! jyAM jene AtmasvabhAva zuddha caitanyaghana, enI jyAM dRSTi ane anubhava thayo che te dharmI, e samakitI. tene niraMtara sadA, niraMtara (eTale) kAyama, sadA (eTale) trikALa. AhAhA..! teno anubhava varte che. anubhave che. AhAhA..! 'kAMI aNadhAryuM aniSTa ekAeka utpanna thaze to? evo bhaya rahe te Akasmikabhaya che. jJAnI jANe che ke :- AtmAnuM jJAna potAthI ja siddha,...' bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpI je cIja che, jJAna eTale A laukika nahi,
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________________ 482 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 jJAna svabhAva ja eno che. jema sAkarano gaLapaNa svabhAva, kALIjIrIno kaDavo svabhAva, mIThAno khAro svabhAva ema bhagavAnano jJAnasvabhAva ja trikALa che. AhAhA...! jJAnasvabhAva. vastu svabhAvI ane A svabhAva. e jJAnasvabhAva nitya che. AhAhA...! Ane zodhavA na jatAM bahAramAM zodhyA kare. jyAM bhagavAna paDyo che khANa, AhAhA...! kahe che ke evA bhagavAna AtmAne jeNe jANyo ke AtmAnuM jJAna potA thakI siddha che. potA thakI ja che. eTale emAM kaMI parathI nathI. te anAdi che, anaMta che, acaLa che ane eka che. AhAhA..! 'temAM bIjuM kAMI utpanna thaI zakatuM nathI..." ekamAM bIjo koI udaya AvIne thAya ema che nahi. ahIM che ne? mULa pAThamAM che ne? "dvitIyodaya: na' mULa pATha che ne? eno sAdI bhASAmAM artha karyo che. AhAhA...! pote ja svayaMsiddha bhagavAna nityAnaMda prabhu, temAM bIjAno udaya AvIne kAMI Dakhala kare, evI cIja che ja nahi. AhAhA.! e pANImAM zarIra taNAtuM hoya ne, paNa dharmIno AtmA to je zuddha caitanya che teno emAM niraMtara anubhava che. eTale ke jJAnasvabhAvanI, jJAtA-daSTAnI paryAyathI caLatA ja nathI. AhAhA...! mATe temAM bIjuM kAMI utpana thaI zakatuM nathI, mATe temAM aNadhAryuM kAMI paNa kyAMthI thAya arthAt akasmAta kyAMthI bane?' AhAhA...! 'AvuM jANatA jJAnIne dharmIne paNa dharmI eTale? jeNe jJAnasvabhAvI bhagavAnane jeNe jANyo ne anubhavyo ne mAnyo. e traNa thayuM. jANyo, mAnyo ane anubhavyo eTale sthiratAno aMza bhego (che). AhAhA...! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jeNe jANyo, mAnyo ne anubhavyosthira thayo evo je dharmI, ene dharmI kahIe. AhAhA..! bahu pUjA kare ne bhakti kare ne maMdiro banAve ne dAna bahu moTA kare mATe dharmI ema nathI, ahIM kahe che. AhAhA...! e to potAnA svabhAvamAM Ama jANatA jJAnIne akasmAtano bhaya hoto nathI....... AhAhA.! eTale pahelAmAM paheluM karavAnuM to A che. lAkha vAtane mUkI daIne eka caitanya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu, temAM sanmukha thaIne anubhava karavo e pahelAmAM paheluM karavAnuM che. AhAhA.! ane enuM nAma samyagdarzananI-dharmanI zarUAta che ane te samyagdarzana siddhamAM paNa te rahe che. AhA.! kemake e dharma che to dharma to tyAM siddhamAMya rahe che. AhA...! tethI tiryaMcanuM samakita ane siddhanuM samakita sarakhuM kahyuM. AhAhA.! aNuvrata ne mahAvratanA pariNAma e kaMI AtmAmAM dharma nathI. e to chUTI jAya che), te siddhamAM rahetA nathI. kemake e AtmAnuM svarUpa hoya to siddhamAM rahe. e kaMI AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI. AhAhA...! AkaruM kAma bahu dharma vItarAgano bahu durlabha che, bhAI! azakya nathI. bahArathI badhuM saMkelIne aMdaramAM jAvuM, guphAmAM jema jAvuM ema badhuM bahAra paDyuM rahe. vAsaNa lAvyo hoya, vAhana lAvyo hoya e badhuM bahAra paDyuM rahe. guphAmAM kAMI gADuM gare nyAM? AhA. ema bhagavAna AtmA aMdara jJAnasvabhAvanI guphAmAM prabhu paDyo che, AhAhA.! e badhA vikalpo mUkIne aMdaramAM jaI
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________________ zloka-160 483 zakaze. samajANuM kAMI? ane evI cIjane jyAM jANI ene have bhaya zA? AhA.! nityAnaMdamAM aNadhArI cIja zuM Ave ke jethI ene bhaya lAge. AhA...! AvuM jANatA jJAnIne akasmAtano bhaya hoto nathI, te to niHzaMka..." A to mULa cIja che ne eTale jhINI paDe jarI, bApA! AhAhA...! niHzaMka vartato thako potAnA jJAnabhAvane" jJAnasvabhAvane. rAgabhAva eno svabhAva nathI. AhAhA! "jJAnasvabhAvane niraMtara anubhave che." AhAhA.! "A rIte jJAnIne sAta bhaya hotA nathI." prazna :- aviratasamyagdaSTi Adine paNa jJAnI kahyA che..." praznakAra kahe che. ane temane to bhayaprakRtino udaya hoya che..." ene bhayaprakRtino udaya hoya, prakRti che eTale aMdara bhaya paNa thAya che, emAM joDAya che eTale. che? 'ane temane bhayaprakRtino udaya hoya che tathA tenA nimitte temane bhaya thato paNa jovAmAM Ave che..." nimitte ema. olo prakRtino udaya che, emAM joDAya che, ethI samakitIne paNa tyAM bhaya to che, kahe che. ane tame kaho cho ke samakitI nirbhaya ane niHzaMka (che). sAMbhaLa, bhAI! AhA.! "tenA nimitte temane bhaya thato paNa jovAmAM Ave che;" nimitte (kahyuM che), joyuM? olo prakRtino udaya che e to nimittamAtra che. ethI AtmAne vikAra kare ja evuM nathI. e nimittamAM joDAya che eTale bhayAno) bhAva thAya che. thato paNa jovAmAM Ave che, to pachI jJAnI nirbhaya kaI rIte che?' A rIte to che. samakitIne AtmajJAna thayuM, darzana thayuM ane bhayaprakRtino udaya nimittamAM che, temAM joDANa thAIne bhaya paNa thAya che. tyAre tame kaho ke nirbhaya che, e zI rIte meLa khAya? ema ziSyano prazna che). samAdhAna :- bhayaprakRtinA udayanA nimittathI..." nimittathI, hoM! paNa nimittathI eTale enAthI ema nahi. are...! "jJAnIne bhaya Upaje che. e potAnI paryAyamAM bhaya UpajavAno kALa che tethI bhaya Upaje che. e karma to nimitta mAtra (che). nimitta e karatuM nathI, nimittane laIne thatuM nathI. AhAhA...! bhASA AvI Ave tyAM pakaDe, juo! nimittathI thAya che. paNa e to bhaya thavA kALe nimitta koNa hatuM enuM jJAna karAvyuM. AhAhA! bahu phera. bhaya paNa SakArakanA pariNamanathI svataMtra utpanna thAya che, prakRtine kAraNe nahi. AhAhA..! dharmIne paNa paryAyamAM vikRta je bhaya che, e SakArakathI pariNamatI bhayadazA thAya che. bhayano kirtA bhaya, bhayanuM kAraNa bhaya, bhayanuM sAdhana bhaya, bhayanA SaSkAraka bhaya. AhAhA.! evuM ene che. vaLI aMtarAyanA prabaLa udayathI." bhASA AvI. "aMtarAyanA prabaLa udayanA nimittathI nirbaLa hovAne lIdhe... e vakhate paNa aMtarAyano je udaya che temAM joDANa che. pote svataMtra nirbaLa hovAne lIdhe. potAnI paryAya nirbaLa che e paNa SaTUkArakanA pariNamanathI nirbaLa thaI che. AhAhA...! karmanA aMtarAyane kAraNe nirbaLa paryAya thaI che
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________________ 484 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ema nathI. are. are.. AvI vAtuM have. ahIM to bhASA to ema che ke, "aMtarAyanA prabaLa udayathI nirbaLa hovAne lIdhe..." e to nimittathI kathana kare che. nirbaLa hovAne lIdhe bhayanI pIDA nahi sahI zakavAthI jJAnI te bhayano ilAja paNa kare che. AhAhA...! pANImAM taNAya emAMthI nIkaLavAno paNa vikalpa Ave ene. AhAhA.! samajANuM? gAmamAM plega Ave, gAma khAlI thatuM hoya ane chokarAo ene ekadama kahetA hoya ke bApu! ApaNe pahelA nIkaLI jAo. ApaNe jyAM jAvuM che tyAM jagyA nahi maLe nahitara. A badhA jAya che. pahelo I nIkaLI jAya bhayathI. paNa e to asthiratAnI prakRti che, e to cAritradoSa che. aMdara samakitamAM nirbhaya che. AhAhA.! have AmAM meLa zI rIte karavo ? mumukSu :- cAritrano doSa eTale zuM? uttara :- e cAritrano doSa che e judI cIja che ane samakitanI niHzaMkatA te judI cIja che. samakitamAM nirbhaya che e judI cIja che. hai? mumukSu :- bhayaprakRti che e to cAritramAM che. uttara :- A doSa che I cAritrano doSa che. potAthI thAya che, karmathI nahi. potAnI nabaLAInI paryAyanuM pariNamana potAthI thAya che, karmathI nahi. jhINI vAta, bhAI! AvA zabdo Ave tyAM badhA adhdharathI artha kare ke, juo! enAthI thAya, aMtarAyanA prabaLa udayathI nirbaLatA thAya, paNa aMtarAya karma jaDa che, bhagavAna caitanya bhinna che, jaDa ene aDatuMya nathI. AhAhA...! e to trIjI gAthAmAM na kahyuM ke, koIpaNa dravya potAnA guNa, paryAyane cUMbe, aDe che paNa paranA dravyane aDatA (nathI) athavA karmano udaya paNa karmanI paryAyane aDe ane chUe che. AtmAne e aDatoya nathI. AhAhA...! ema nirbaLa paryAya thAya che e kaMI karmane aDatI nathI. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? potAno dharma je nirbaLatA che e paNa eka dharma-yogyatA che. e to kAle AvI gayuM ne? aniyata svabhAva. aniyata svabhAva Avyo ne? e paNa eNe dhArI rAkhelo dharma che. AhAhA...! evI aniyata vikRta avasthA svabhAva nathI mATe tene aniyata kIdhuM, vikRta. paNa che e vikRta potAthI potAmAM che, parathI nahi. AhAhA.! paraMtu tene ilAja paNa kare. paraMtu tene evo bhaya hoto nathI ke jethI jIva svarUpanAM jJAnazraddhAna..." joyuM? bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, enA zraddhA ane jJAna che emAMthI I caLe nahi. mAthe vajanA moTA ghA paDe, loko cAre kora bhAge, e paheluM AvI gayuM, pote to te aMdaramAM sthira akaMpa jJAnasvarUpa che. AhA! emAM kaMpana ne dhrujAro jarI thato nathI. AhAhA. AvI vAtuM che. paraMtu tene evo bhaya hoto nathI ke jethI jIva svarUpanA jJAnazraddhAnathI zruta thAya." jIva potAnA svarUpanA jJAna, zraddhAnathI Tyuta thAya tevo tene bhaya nathI. AhAhA.! Are.! "jIva svarUpanAM jJAnazraddhAnathI cuta thAya." evuM ene nathI. AhAhA...!
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________________ zloka-160 485 vaLI je bhaya Upaje che te mohakarmanI bhaya nAmanI prakRtino doSa che;..' A nimittathI (kathana che). e doSa che, cAritradoSa che. teno pote svAmI thaIne kartA thato nathI....' bhaya karavA lAyaka che ema svAmI thaIne karato nathI. thAya che. AhAhA..! potAmAM thAya, pote kare chatAM svAmI nathI. i dRSTinI apekSAe svAmI nathI paNa jJAnanI apekSAe to e bhayano kartA ne bhoktA huM ja chuM. 47 nayamAM i AvyuM hatuM ne? AhAhA..! e bhaya nAmano bhAva, enuM pariNamana-kartApaNuM mAruM che ane teno bhayano bhogavaTo paNa mArAmAM che. ema jJAna jANe che. dRSTinI pradhAnatAmAM te bhayano kartA ne bhoktA nathI, ema dRSTinA jorathI kahyuM. AhA..! chatAM kahe che ke, samitIne pariNamanamAM to bhaya Ave che, choDavAno ilAja paNa kare paNa aMdaramAM jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAnaAtmA, emAMthI kaMpa ane calAyamAna thato nathI. e jJAna dhruva che te dhrujatuM nathI. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM che. te mohakarmanI prakRtino doSa che. joyuM? eTale vAstavika svabhAvamAM nathI e apekSAe ene ema kahyuM. teno pote svAmI thaIne kartA thato nathI,...' svAmI thaIne karato nathI, pariNamana thAya che paNa mAruM kartavya che ane huM eno svAmI ema thaIne pariNamato nathI. ahIM atyAre i kahe che. cAlatA adhikAramAM to bapo2e i cAle che ke aniyata je bhayaprakRtinuM pariNamana thayuM eno svAmI-adhiSThAtA huM chuM. Are A! AhAhA..! ahIM nA pADe che i kaI apekSAe? dRSTimAM te bhayano svAmI nathI ane dRSTimAM dRSTinI asthiratA tyAM thatI nathI e apekSAe bhayaprakRtino svAmI nathI. bAkI pariNatinI prakRtimAM bhaya pote pariNamyo che ane tethI teno adhiSThAna ane AdhAra to AtmA che e vAta kAMI khoTI nathI. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM have. ghaDIkamAM kahe ke svAmI nathI ane ghaDIkamAM kahe ke eno svAmI che. adhiSThAtA (che). bapore AvyuM ne? aniyata. bhaya che e aniyata svabhAva che. niyata svabhAva, nizcaya svabhAva eno nathI. bhaya thAya kharo paNa aniyata svabhAva che paNa aniyata svabhAva hovA chatAM dRSTimAM jJAna ne svarUpamAMthI caLe ane bhraSTa thAya evuM ene nathI. AhAhA..! have Avo AMtaro kyAre dekhAya? samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! teno pote svAmI thaIne kartA thato nathI.... e dRSTinI apekSAe kahyuM che. bAkI pariNamanamAM pariNamyo che eno svAmI AtmA che ane e bhayano adhiSThAtA bhagavAnaAtmA che. koI karmane laIne bhaya thayo che, ema nathI. have ATalo badho phe2, lakhANa hoya emAMthI artha pAchA bIjA karavA. i zailI A che. AhAhA..! jJAtA ja rahe che.' che ne? bhaya mAro svabhAva che tema mAnato nathI. jJAtA rahe che. AhAhA..! jJAnIne jema rAga thAya chatAM te rAgano jJAtA rahe che. kemake rAga tenuM svarUpa nathI. tethI teno jJAtA rahe che. jJAnamAM dRSTinI apekSAe. jJAna svarUpa bhagavAnaAtmA, enI jyAM dRSTi thaI che e apekSAe te rAga, bhayano kartA nathI. bhayano svAmI e apekSAe nathI. jJAtA ja rahe che. mATe jJAnIne bhaya nathI.' lyo. AhAhA..!
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________________ 486 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ..................... ( zloka-16 1) (makhvAjhapitA). TaGkotkIrNasvarasanicitajJAnasarvasvabhAjaH samyagdRSTeryadiha sakalaM ghnanti lakSmANi krm| tattasyAsminpunarapi manAkkarmaNo nAsti bandhaH pUrvopAttaM tadanubhavato nizcittaM nirjaraiva / / 161 / / have AgaLanI samyagdaSTinA niHzaMkti Adi cihno viSenI) gAthAonI sUcanArUpe kAvya kahe che - zlokArdha - [TorI-svara-niti-jJAna-sarvasva-mAnaH sampaSTa: ] TaMkotkIrNa evuM je nija rasathI bharapUra jJAna tenA sarvasvane bhogavanAra samyagdaSTine [ ya rUda naWALi] je niHzaMkti Adi cilo che te [ sanna varga ] samasta karmane [ natti ] haNe che; [ tat] mATe, [ min ] karmano udaya vartatAM chatAM, [ ca ] samyagdaSTine 1 puna: ] pharIne [ rmA: vandhaH ] karmano baMdha [ manAlDa pi ] jarA paNa [ nAsti ] thato nathI, [pUrvopAtta] paraMtu je karma pUrve baMdhAyuM hatuM [ tadnu mavata: ] tenA udayane bhogavatAM tene [ nizcita ] niyamathI [ nirjarA va ] te karmanI nirjarA ja thAya che. bhAvArtha - samyagdaSTi pUrve baMdhAyelI bhaya Adi pravRtionA udayane bhogave che topaNa ni:zaMkti Adi guNo vartatA hovAthI tene zaMkAdikRta (zaMkAdinA nimitte thato) baMdha thato nathI paraMtu pUrvakarmanI nirjarA ja thAya che. 16 1. zloka-161 upara pravacana have AgaLanI samyagdaSTinA niHzaMkita Adi cilo" have e sAta bhayanI vyAkhyA thaI gaI. have samakitanA niHzaMka Adi ATha guNo, cihno, lakSaNo enI gAthAonI sucanArUpe kAvya kahe che :-' e gAthA cAlaze eno upoddaghAta, zarUAta ke AmAM zuM Avaze (e) kaheze. 1. niHzaMkti = saMdeha athavA bhayarahita 2. zaMkA = saMdeha; kalpita bhaya.
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________________ zloka-161 487 TakotkIrNasvarasanicitajJAnasarvasvabhAja: samyagdRSTeryadiha sakalaM ghnanti lakSmANi krm| tattasyAsminpunarapi manAkkarmaNo nAsti bandhaH pUrvopAttaM tadanubhavato nizcittaM nirjaraiva / / 161 / / kaLaza che. [ ToLuM-svara-niti-jJAna-sarvasva-mAnaH saca: 'TUMkotkIrNa evuM je nija rasathI bharapUra jJAna...." eTale zAzvata. TaMkotkIrNa eTale zAzvata. nija rasathI bharapUra...." evo je AtmA eTale jJAna. AhAhA.! zAzvata evo nija svabhAvanA bhAvathI bharapUra AtmA tenA sarvasvane..." sarvasva, sarva-sva, tenA pUrNa svane bhogavanAra samyagdaSTine..." AhAhA.! dharmIne to jJAnasvabhAvano bhogavaTo hoya che, kahe che. AhAhA.! 'TaMkotkIrNa evuM je nija rasathI bharapUra..." eTale jJAnathI, darzanathI, AnaMda Adi rasathI bharapUra evuM jJAna eTale AtmA. tenA sarvasvane..." pUrNa potAne, evA pUrNa potAne bhogavanAra... AhAhA...! vaLI eka kora ema kahe ke, dravyano-dhruvano bhogavaTo hoya nahi. aliMgagrahaNanA vIsamA bolamAM I AvI gayuM. AtmA dravyane nahi sparzato vedananI paryAyamAtra AtmA che. kAraNa ke vedanamAM dhruva AvatuM nathI. dhruvane asparzato vedanamAtra AtmA che. ahIM kahe che, "bharapUra jJAna tenA sarvasvane bhogavanAra samyagdaSTine..." i paryAyanI vAta che. trikALI che tene anubhave che I paryAyamAM teno bhogavaTo che. paryAyano bhogavaTo (che), dravyano bhogavaTo nathI. are.! zuM kahe che? nija rasathI bharelo bhagavAna AtmA, jJAna eTale AtmA, tenA sarvasvane bhogavanAra..." AhAhA.. tenA sarvasva eTale sArI pUrNa cIja che temAM ekAgratA che eTale paryAyamAM sarvasvane bhogave che. bhogave che. paryAya paNa dhruvanuM lakSa che ane enAthI je paryAya thaI te sarvasvane bhogave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. dravyane bhogave che ema kahe che. nija rasathI bharelo bhagavAnaAtmA, AnaMdanuM daLa AkhuM dhruva, e sarvasva. sarva-potAnuM tene bhogave che. eno artha che ke rAgane bhogavato nathI paNa potAnuM dravya trikALa che tene avalaMbe nirmaLa dazA thaI tene bhogave che. are.. are..! AvI vAtuM che, bApu! thoDA phere bahu phera paDI jAya, bhAI! A to tattva, vItarAganA tattva che, bhAI! AhAhA.! eka kora "amRtacaMdrAcArya ema kahe ane A paNa 'amRtacaMdrAcAryano kaLaza che. nyAM 'amRtacaMdrAcArya ema kahe, AtmA trikALI pratyakSa. AhAhA! A che te che, tema. evo AtmA dhruva, tene AtmA nahi sparzato, nahi aDato potAnI paryAya je vedavAmAM Ave che te AtmA che. AhAhA...! ahIM I kahevuM che. e to sarvasvane bhogave che). rAgane ane parane nathI bhogavato ethI AtmAne sarvasvane bhogave che ema kahevuM che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM AkarI bahu, bhAI! vItarAganA zAstro amUla ratanathI bharyA che. AhAhA.! samyagdaSTine, kharekhara to pUrNa bhogave paNa kyAM che? pUrNa bhogave to to siddha thaI
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________________ 488 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 jAya ane pUrNa A che ene bhogave to dravyane bhogavI zakato nathI. zuM kahyuM che? pUrNa dravya je che enI pUrNa paryAyane pUrNa bhogave to to siddha thaI jAya ane dravyane pUrNane bhogave e to banI zakatuM nathI. samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAtuM che. AhAhA! e sarvasva pUrNAnaMdano nAtha tenA upara Azraya, dRSTi che ane tenuM jJAna tenA lakSamAM che, enA lakSamAM (che), ethI te dRSTi pUrNa jJAna ane pUrNane bhogave che ema kahevAmAM Ave. samajANuM kAMI? bIjI rIte kahIe to dRSTi ane jJAnanI paryAyamAM sArA dravyanuM jJAna ane zraddhA AvI gaI che. ene bhogave. zuM kahyuM che? prabhu AhAhA...! jenI jJAnaparyAyamAM sAro jJAyaka pUrNAnaMdano nAtha tenuM jJAna thaI gayuM che. I emAM Avyo nathI paNa enuM jJAnaparyAyamAM pUrNanuM thaI gayuM che ane dRSTimAM paNa pUrNa jevo che tenI pratIti thaI gaI che. pratItamAM (arthAt pratItinI paryAyamAM) e Avyo nathI paNa enI pratIta thaI gaI che. ethI pratIta ane jJAnanI paryAyane bhogavato sarvasvane bhogave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! have AvI navarAza na maLe ne Avo mArga che. 'sarvasvane bhogavanAra samyagdaSTine..." (ya rUda naWA]i je niHzaMkti Adi cilo..." lakSaNa. niHzaMkita Adi samakitanA cilo-lakSaNo, guNo kahevAya che. che to paryAya paNa I paryAyane niHzaMkita guNa kahevAmAM Ave che. che to niHzaMkita Adi ATha (guNa) che e paryAya che. samakitanA niHzaMka Adi ATha guNo che te paryAya che. samakita pote paryAya che ne. enA je ATha lakSaNo-cihna che e paryAya che. AhAhA...! niHzaMkita Adi (ATha) cilo..." eTale lakSaNo siva varSa "samasta karmane haNe che." eTale ke niHzaMkita AdimAM raheto prANI, ene udayano bhAva te kharI jAya che. haNe che eTale ke kharI jAya che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? niHzaMka nirbhaya, samakitanA je ATha lakSaNo pragaTyA che tethI tene karmanuM baMdhana thatuM nathI. e udaya Ave che tenAmAM joDANa nathI eTale kharI jAya che. eTaluM ahIM jora kahevuM che ne. AhAhA...! karmano udaya vartatA chatAM," che? "samasta karmane haNe che; mATe karmano udaya vartatA chatAM, samyagdaSTine pharIne karmano baMdha jarA paNa thato nathI. ahIM dRSTinA joranI apekSAe vAta che. AhAhA.! bhayapaNe pariNamato hoya to to ekalo prakRtino baMdha ja thAya paNa ahIM i pariNamanane gauNa karI nAkhIne ekalA niHzaMka Adi ATha guNo levA che. te guNo to karmanA udayane haNe eTale ke navuM baMdhana thatuM nathI. e udaya Ave che te kharI jAya che, navuM baMdhana thatuM nathI. niHzaMka nirbhaya svabhAvamAM ramato... AhAhA...! ene navA karmanuM baMdhana che nahi. have AmAM ema ekAMta laI jAya koI ke, samyagdaSTine baMdhana nathI ne duHkha nathI. e to 47 prakRtino baMdha nathI ane alpa baMdha ne sthiti che tene ahIM gaNI nathI. AhA.! mumukSu :- jarA paNa thato nathI ema lakhyuM che. uttara :- i jarAno artha A. svabhAvanI apekSAe jarA paNa baMdha nathI. alpa che
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________________ 489 zloka-16 1 teno e jJAtA che ane te che tenI alpa sthiti ne rasavALo che mATe tene baMdha gaNavAmAM Avyo nathI. AhAhA...! samyaku AtmAnI pratIti ane anubhava thayo to kahe che ke manuSya hoya ene azubhabhAva paNa Ave, zubhabhAva hoya pariNatimAM paNa jyAre ene AyuSya baMdhAvAnuM hoya tyAre i zubhabhAvamAM ja bAMdhaze, I azubhamAM nahi bAMdhe. eTaluM to dRSTinI joranI dRSTi varte che. AhAhA...! e karmano udaya Ave che paNa AtmA karmanA udayamAM niHzaMka ane nirbhaya evA ATha guNathI potAmAM vartato tenuM je alpa bhAvapaNe pariNamana che tene na gaNatA, tenI sthiti, rasa alpa paDe tene na gamyuM. paNa Ane laIne sarvathA koI ema mAnI bese ke samyagdaSTine kaMI duHkha ja hotuM nathI ane jarAya baMdha hoto nathI. to dasamA guNaThANA sudhI baMdha che. bhAI! "dIpacaMdajIne ema thaI gayuM hatuM ne? bhAInuM vAMcIne, tamAruM. "sogAnI'nuM. dIpacaMdajI ghaNI vAra ahIM AvatA, paNa rahe thoDuM sAta di ne bAra mahinA pachI tyAM rahe. eTale AnuM vAMcIne jarI pheraphAra thaI gayo ke A to samakitI duHkhane vede che ema kahe che ane duHkhane vede che to tIvra kaSAyavALo hoya, samakitI nahi. ema nathI, bhAI! kaI apekSA che? bApu e alpa duHkhane vede che. jeTalo rAga thayo, bhaya thayo tene e vede che. e to na AvyuM? navamAM Avaze. 47 mayamAM. vede che, bhAI! pUrNa AnaMdanuM vedana hoya to siddhane hoya, pUrNa duHkhanuM vadana hoya to mithyASTine hoya. tyAre samyagdarzanamAM AnaMda ne duHkha beya che. jeTalo svaAzraya dRSTi pragaTI, sthiratA (thaI) teTalo AnaMda che ane jeTalo nimittane AdhIna hajI rAga thAya che teTaluM duHkha che. duHkhanuM vedana samakitIne che ane ene laIne eTalo baMdha paNa thAya che. paNa ahIM ene dRSTinA jorathI vAta karavI che. ane 'jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM to ema che ke AmAM pAMcamA guNasthAna uparanI mukhya vAta che. mukhya, mukhya hoM! ema bhASA che. gauNapaNe samakitI che. AhAhA. emAM ekAMta laI jAya che ke, AmAM samakitano adhikAra nathI, e to munino ja adhikAra che. ema nathI, sAMbhaLa. tyAM zabda to mukhyapaNe evo lIdho che. saMskRta TIkAmAM che. are.re.! zuM thAya? ahIM paNa ema kahe ke, ene bilakula baMdha nathI. "jarA paNa' che ne? [manA kavi, minAchuM gapi nirita thato nathI." minAlDa ]i [nAsti, paraMtu je karma pUrve baMdhAyuM hatuM tenA udayane bhogavatAM tene niyamathI te karmanI nirjarA ja thAya che." AhAhA..! e nirjarA adhikAra che ne? bIjI, trIjI gAthAmAM AvI gayuM che ke je udaya Ave ene bhogavavA, sukha-duHkhanI bhAvanA hoya che paNa e kharI jAya che. AhAhA...! e apekSAe kahyuM che. bAkI to jeTalo hajI rAgarUpe pariName che eTaluM duHkha paNa che ane eTale ene baMdhana paNa che. sarvathA nathI ema ekalo mAnI tye to ekAMta thaI jaze. AhA...! vizeSa bhAvArtha kaheze.. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudevA)
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________________ 490 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ( gAthA-229) jo cattAri vi pAe chiMdadi te kmmbNdhmohkre| so NissaMko cedA sammAdiTThI munnedvo||229|| yazcaturo'pi pAdAn chinatti tAn krmbndhmohkraan| sa nizzaGkazcetayitA samyagdRSTiAtavyaH / / 229 / / yato hi samyagdRSTi: TaGkotkIrNaikajJAyakabhAvamayatvena karmabandhazaGkAkaramithyAtvAdibhAvAbhAvAnnizzaGka, tato'sya zaGkAkRto nAsti bandhaH, kintu nirjraiv| have A kathanane gAthAo dvArA kahe che, temAM prathama niHzakti aMganI athavA niHzaMkti guNanI-citanI) gAthA kahe che : je karmabaMdhanamohaka pAda cAre chedato, cimUrti te zaMkArahita samakitadRSTi jANavo. 229. gAthArtha - [ 4: veyitA ] je zvetayitA, [ karmavazvamoharAnuM ] karmabaMdha saMbaMdhI moha karanArA (arthAt jIva nizcayathI karma vaDe baMdhAyo che evo bhrama karanArA) [ tAna vAra: pi pahAna ] mithyAtvAdi bhAvorUpa cAre pAyAne [ chinatti ] chede che, [2] te [ niraza: ] niHzaMka [ sASTi: ] samyagdaSTi [ jJAtavya: ] jANavo. TIkA - kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa evA eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe karmabaMdha saMbaMdhI zaMkA karanArA (arthAt jIva nizcayathI karma vaDe baMdhAyo che evo saMdeha athavA bhaya karanArA) mithyAtvAdi bhAvono (tene) abhAva hovAthI, niHzaMka che tethI tene zaMkAkRta baMdha nathI paraMtu nirjarA ja che. bhAvArtha - samyagdaSTine je karmano udaya Ave che teno te, svAmitvanA abhAvane lIdhe, kartA thato nathI. mATe bhayaprakRtino udaya AvatAM chatAM paNa samyagdaSTi jIva niHzaMka rahe che, svarUpathI zruta thato nathI. Ama hovAthI tene zaMkAkRta baMdha thato nathI, karma rasa ApIne kharI jAya che. * cetayitA = cetanAra; jANanAra-dekhanAra; AtmA.
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________________ gAthA- 229 491 pravacana . 306 gAthA-229, 230 ravivAra, bhAdaravA vada 3, tA. 09-09-1979 samayasAra' 229 gAthA. mumukSu :- 16 1 kaLazano bhAvArtha bAkI che. uttara :- emAM badhuM AvI gayuM. jo cattAri vi pAe chiMdadi te kmmbNdhmohkre| so NissaMko cedA sammAdiTTI munnedvyo||229 / / je karmabaMdhanamohaka pAda cAre chedato, cimUrti te zaMkArahita samakitadRSTi jANavo. 229. TIkA :- samyagdaSTi eTale ke aMtarmukhanI caitanyanI dRSTi jene thaI che. bahirmukha je indriya AdinA viSayo taraphanuM jene valaNa chUTI gayuM che, hoya che paNa enuM valaNa chUTI gayuM che. AhAhA...! je AtmA jJAyaka AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa je zAzvata dhruva, tenA tarapha jenA valaNa vaLyA che, AhA! e valaNa AtmAmAM jhukave che. AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha che tenA valaNamAM te ene Adare che. AhA.! jhINI vAta, bhAI! AhAhA...! A AMkhanA viSayathI Ama indriyonA viSayo AMkhathI jove, zarIra dhULa, puSTa, pAtaLuM, jADuM e AMkhathI jove e to pudgala dekhAya che. AhAhA...! e AMkhano viSaya che e to pudgala jaNAya che. AnuM A zarIra suMdara che ane AvuM AvuM che ne AvuM AvuM che. AhAhA.! e indriyano viSaya paNa jene aMtaramAMthI rucithI chUTI gayo che ane anIndriya evo bhagavAna, AhAhA..! cha kAyanI hiMsA na karavI eno artha ke cha kAyamAM pote paNa che ke nahi? AhAhA.! enuM jeTaluM ane jevaDuM svarUpa che teTaluM na mAnatAM adhika, ochuM, viparIta mAne te AtmAnI hiMsA che. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM e kahe che ke, AtmA jene samyagdaSTi thaI, daSTi samyaku caitanyamUrti pUrNAnaMdano nAtha bahirmukha dRSTi chUTIne aMtarmukha thaI che, AhAhA..! evo je samyagdaSTi, satyadRSTi satyasvarUpa je pUrNa prabhu AtmAnuM eno jene svIkAra thaIne samyagdaSTi thaI che, AhAhA...! te "samyagdaSTi TaMkotkIrNa evA eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe... AhAhA...! enI dRSTimAM to TaMkotkIrNa eTale zAzvata, eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNuM che). AhAhA...! jeno viSaya jJAyakabhAva che. jeno viSaya nimitta nahi, rAga nahi ne paryAye nahi. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. bahAranA viSayothI jyAre rucithI marI jAya che tyAre aMdaranI rucithI te jIvato thAya che. AhA..! ane aMdaranI rucine mArI nAkhIne pAMca indriyanA viSayanI rucimAM jAya che tyAre AtmAnuM
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 492 eNe maraNa karI nAkhyuM. AhA..! maraNatulya AvyuM che ne? kAla baporanI vAta pachI tyAM AvI hatI. nirjarAno adhikAra, tatvArtha rAjavArtika'. ema ke, nirjarAno kALa eka nathI. eno artha loko ema kare che ke, eka ja jIvane nirjarA bhinna bhinna (kALe che). ema nathI. bhinna bhinna jIvane nirjarAno kALa judo judo che. e batAvavuM che. AhAhA..! pachI tyAM tarata kADhyuM hatuM. 'tattvArtha rAjavArtika'mAM, AhAhA..! kALa to je samaye mokSa thavAno te ja che paNa tyAM evI vAta che ke kALano niyama nathI. kALano niyama nathI. paNa e niyama nathI eTale eka eka jIvanA bhinna bhinna jAtanA kALane niyama nathI. koI vine alpa kALe kevaLajJAnano kALa Ave, koIne vizeSa kALe (Ave) e to potAnI yogyatAne kAraNe che. e kALa AghopAcho thAya ema tyAM kahevAno Azaya nathI. samajANuM kAMI? jainatattva mimAMsA'mAM Ave che. i kAle bapore AvyuM hatuM ne? AyuSyanI vAta tyAM nathI tema AyuSya ghaTe ne ArogatA thAya e vAteya nathI. pratyeka bhavi jIvanI nirjarAno kALa to te samaye mokSano kALa te che, paNa badhA vi jIvane eka sarakho na hoya, ema. koI alpa asaMkhyapaNe bhave mokSa thAya, koIne anaMta bhave mokSa thAya, koIne saMkhyAta bhave, koIne eka-be bhave. ema kALano to niyama ja che paNa te te bhinna bhinna jIvane mATe kALanI bhinnatA che. AhAhA..! kALe AvyuM hatuM ne kAle? AhA..! ahIMyAM e kahe che ke, bhagavAnaAtmA je zAzvata zAyakabhAva che. AhA..! eka TaMkotkIrNa evo zAzvata evo eka. be nahi. AhAhA..! jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe...' jJAyakabhAvamayapaNuM jenuM. AhAhA..! dRSTimAM to zAyakabhAvamaya jenI dRSTi thaI che. AhAhA..! evo je samyagdaSTi. zuM karavuM? A kAle pUchatA hatA ne? 'sujAnamalajI'! e badhuM AvatuM hatuM, kALe thAya ne akALe thAya. paNa ene jANIne aMdara jAvAnuM che. e karavAnuM che. AhAhA..! aMtarmukha vaLavAnuM che. aneka prakAranuM kALa, akALanuM jJAna karIne javAnuM che aMdaramAM. AhAhA..! jyAM jJAyakabhAva pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, zAzvata vastu aMdara paDI che. AhAhA..! tenI dRSTi thaI tene samyagdaSTi eka jJAyakabhAvapaNAne lIdhe karmabaMdha thavAthI 'karmabaMdha saMbaMdhI zaMkA karanArA...' AhAhA..! mane karma baMdhAze ne mane Ama thAze, evI zaMkA karanArA. (arthAt jIva nizcayathI karma vaDe baMdhAya che evo saMdeha athavA bhaya karanArA)...' AhAhA..! mithyAtvAdi bhAvono...' pAThamAM cAra zabda che. ahIMyAM cAra zabdane khullA nathI mUkyA. mithyAtvAdi eTale ke mithyAtva, avrata, kaSAya ne yoga. tyAM pramAda na levo. pramAda kaSAyamAM jAya che. samajANuM kAMI? baMdhanA kAraNa pAMca che. mithyAtva, avrata, pramAda, kaSAya ne yoga. paNa ahIMyAM pAThamAM cAra che ne? "vattAri chiMdravi" che ne? tene pramAdane kaSAyamAM nAkhyo che. mithyAtva.. AhAhA..! avrata, kaSAya, yoga teno nAza karanArA. AhAhA..! che?
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________________ gAthA 229 493 'mithyAtvAdi bhAvono (tene) abhAva hovAthI...' nAza karyo che eNe ethI eno abhAva che. AhAhA..! samyagdarzana-AtmAnuM darzana thatAM bhagavAna zAyaka svarUpa paramAtmA, enuM aMdara jJAna, anubhava ne pratIta thatAM te niHsaMdehapaNe rahenAro, tene mithyAtvAdi cArano abhAva hoya che. eTale ahIM pAThamAM ema lakhyuM ke chede che. che ne? chiMvavi pattAri vi pANa chiMdravi" ahIM kahyuM ke te bhAvono (tene) abhAva hovAthI..' bhAI! eno artha e che, AhA..! jene samyak caitanyanA Atmadarzana thayA che, ene mithyAtva, avrata, pramAda ne kaSAyano bhAva tene potAmAM nathI. thAya che jarI avratAdino bhAva, teno te jANanA2 rahe che. AhAhA..! mithyAtva to che nahi. cArane chedavAnuM kahyuM che ahIM to. pAThamAM to e che. mithyAtva, avrata, kaSAya ne yoga ene samyagdaSTi chede che. bhASA dekho. yogane chede che. yoga to teramA guNasthAna sudhI rahe che. AhA..! ahIMyAM to pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu, sarvajJa svabhAvInI jyAM dRSTi thaI che ene laIne mithyAtva to che nahi, avrata ne kaSAya ne yoga che tene paNa chede che eTale ke ene eTalA prakArano utpanna thavA deto nathI. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM. samyagdaSTinA niHzaMka guNanuM A varNana che. niHzaMka guNa nathI, niHzaMka paryAya che. samyagdarzananI niHzaMka e paryAya che paNa ene guNa tarIke kahIne, samakitInuM cihna kahyuM ne? samyagdaSTinuM e cihna che, eMdhANa che, lakSaNa che. AhAhA..! jene AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha niHzaMkapaNe dRSTimAM, anubhavamAM Avyo enI niHzaMkatA, nirbhayatA cAra bhAvane chedanArI che. mithyAtva to che ja nahi paNa ahIM to olA traNa che eno abhAva hovAthI ema kIdhuM ne? paryAyamAM che paNa dRSTinA viSayamAM teno abhAva hovAthI. AhAhA..! mArga bahu, bApu! AhAhA..! 'aMtarmukha avalokatA vilaya thatA nahi vAra' Ave che ne? 'zrImad'mAM. AhA..! aMtarmukha sRSTi jyAM thaI, ane karavAnuM te che bAkI badhA bahirmukhanA jJAna ne bahirmukhanI pratIti ne indriyonA jovAnA dekhAya e badhuM indriyathI thatuM jJAna e paNa heya che. AhAhA..! ahIMyAM to atIndriya jJAyakamaya bhAva prabhu, eno jene aMtarmukha thaIne svIkAra thayo ne anubhava thayo, dRSTi thaI te niHzaMka che. e jIva niHzaMka-zaMkA karanArA enAthI rahita che. AhA..! ene mithyAtvAdi bhAvo, teno abhAva hovAthI, che? karmabaMdha saMbaMdhI zaMkA karanArA (arthAt jIva nizcayathI karma vaDe baMdhAyo che evo saMdeha athavA bhaya karanArA) mithyAtvAdi bhAvono (tene) abhAva hovAthI,...' abaMdha svarUpa che evI dRSTi thaI che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? jene samyagdarzana thayuM aMda2 eNe to yoganeya kApyo che, kahe che. yoganeya cheDyo che. AhAhA..! kemake abaMdha ayogI bhagavAnaAtmAnuM svarUpa che. jhINI vAta bahu, bhAI! AkhI duniyAthI vairAgya pAmIne aMdaramAM jAya. vairAgyano artha, duniyA
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________________ 494 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 eTale puNya-pApanA vikalpo. puNya-pApanA je vikalpa che ne tenAthI aMdara javuM e vairAgya. vairAgya eTale ke bAyaDI, chokarA choDIne (bese) ema nahi. AhAhA..! A 'gulAbacaMdabhAI' pAse kAle gayA hatA, bhAI! AhAhA..! paDyo hato. AhA..! bhAI! kIdhuM kema che? 'gulAbacaMda'! rovA maMDyo. AhA..! sAdhana kAMI karyuM nahotuM ane A avasthA ATalI AvIne UbhI rahI. AhA..! kIdhuM, bhAI! 'gulAbacaMda'! zarIranI sthiti bApA AvI che. tuM koNa cho aMdara jo. heM? mumukSu H- zarI2 pudgalanuM che. uttara :- koI sAmuM jotuM nathI. koNa jove paNa bApu? tuM ja pa2ne jovA jAya che teTalI parAdhInatA che. AhA..! aMtaramAM jovAmAM jA to tyAM samyagdarzana thAya che. AhAhA..! sparza indriyano eka bhoga che e chUTyo mATe indriyano viSaya chUTI gayo ema nathI. anIndriya evo je bhagavAnaAtmA, ene pAMca indriyanA viSayo taraphanuM valaNa chUTIne aMdara jAya. ekalA bhogano (vikalpa choDe) ema nahi. AhAhA..! anIndriya che ne? ane jitendriya kahyuM ne? bhAI! 31 gAthA. 31. jitendriya. samakitI jitendriya che. eTale? A dravya indriya jaDa mATI A, bhAvendriya eka eka viSayane jANanArI ane e viSayane jaNAvAyogya bhagavAnanI vANI ne deva-guru-zAstra ne strI, kuTuMba-parivAra, deza e badhuM indriya che. AhAhA..! ene jovA taraphanuM lakSa choDI daI.. AhAhA..! ane je joyo nathI koI di' ene jovAmAM najara kara. AhAhA..! ema najara karatAM najaramAM samyagdarzana thAya che ane e samyagdarzanamAM niHzaMkatA evI Ave che ke mane karmabaMdhana che, e STi chUTI jAya che. AhAhA..! AvuM vastunuM svarUpa che. A kAMI koI pakSa ne paMtha nathI. AhAhA..! vastunuM svarUpa ja AvuM che, prabhu! AhA..! 'mithyAtvAdi...' eTale pAThamAM cAra zabda che ne? eTale A mithyAtvAdi eTale cAra levA. AdimAM mithyAtva, avrata, kaSAya ne yoga ema levuM. e cArenA bhAvono (tene) abhAva hovAthI,...' dekho! AhAhA..! avratano, kaSAyano, yogano paNa jJAnIne abhAva hovAthI. AhA..! jhINI vAta che, prabhu! A to aMtaranA mArganI vAtuM. traNalokanA nAtha tIrthaMkaronI divyadhvanimAM AvyuM che, bApu! AhAhA..! bahArathI eNe marI javuM paDaze. aMdara jIvato jAgatI jyotane jo jagADavo hoya to. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- anAdino parAdhIna che ne. uttara :- bahAra indriyanA viSaya to parAdhIna pudgalane jonA2 che. AMkhathI pudgala, gaMdhathI pudgala, rasathI pudgala, sparzathI pudgala, kAnathI pudgala. AhAhA..! e paNa indriyane AdhIna thavAthI thAya che. jJAna thAya che potAmAM paNa indriya AdhIna thaIne pudgalanuM jJAna thAya che. emAM AtmAnuM (jJAna) nathI. AhA..! tethI ahIM kahyuM ke, cAra bhAvano tene abhAva
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________________ gAthA- 229 495 hovAthI. kaho, cAra bhAvano abhAva thaI gayo? to siddha thaI gayA. dRSTimAMthI to abhAva thaI gayo che. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! prabhunA mArga che zUrAnA, e kAyaranA tyAM kAma nathI. AhAhA...! duniyAnA pAMca indriyanA viSayonA rasa jene chUTI jAya che, AhAhA...! tyAre tene bhagavAna AtmAno rasa Ave che. e AtmAno rasa Ave che evI pratIti tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? atyAre lokoe bIjI vAta AkhI karI nAkhI. bahArathI indriyo ghaTADIne viSaya ghaTADyA ne A karyo ne te karyA, e tyAga samaje che. paNa e tyAga kyAM che? A tyAga to samyagdarzana thatAM cAra bhAvono tyAga che te tyAga che. AhAhA...! eTale ke AtmAmAM aMtarmukha thayA vinA A cArano tyAga thAya nahi ane e aMtarmukha thayA vinA bahArano tyAga je mAne che e to mithyA tyAga che. AhAhA...! "zazIbhAI'! AvI vAtuM che. prabhu! tuM saccidAnaMda prabhu cho ne. AnaMdanuM daLa cho ne. AnaMdanI pATa cho ne. atIndriya AnaMdanI anaMta anaMta (pATa che). ArasapahANanI to... ArasapahANa zuM A barapha. e to pacAsa maNanI, sAMITha maNanI pATa hoya. A to anaMta... anaMta. anaMta. anaMta jeno tola nathI eTalI e moTI pATa che. AhAhA...! che arUpI. AhAhA...! eTalo anaMta AnaMda, anaMta jJAna, anaMta zAMti.. zAMti... zAMti. zAMti... zAMti. zAMtianaMta vItarAgatA, anaMta zAMti, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta prabhutA, anaMta darzana, anaMta vIrya, anaMta sattA evo moTo prabhu zAzvata pATa che moTI. AhA..! tyAM najaruM karatA tenI najarabaMdhI thaI jAya che. najara tyAM baMdhAya jAya che. A najarabaMdhI nathI kahetA? AhAhA...! evo ja koI svabhAva che ke tyAM najara karatA najarabaMdhI thaI jAya. najaramAM Akho AtmA pakaDAya jAya che. AhAhA...! A rIta che, lyo. "sujAnamalajI'! oluM kALI ne akALa, e badhuM enI paryAyamAM che ema jANavuM karIne... AhAhA.! aMtarmukha caitanya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu, vItarAgI biMba AkhuM caitanya pratimA che e. tenI najarabaMdhI, najarane bAMdhIne eTale tyAM najarune nAkhIne, AhAhA...! je samyagdarzana thAya e cAra bhAvanA bhAvane chedanAro athavA tene cArano abhAva che. pAThamAM chedanAro lakhyuM) che paNa TIkAkAre nyAya aMdarathI kADhyo che. AhAhA...! dharmIne dRSTimAMthI jyAM caitanya bhagavAna bhALyA, bhAsyA ne pratIti thaI ene A cAra bhAva to che ja nahi, kahe che. enA svabhAvamAM e nathI tenI dRSTinA viSayamAM nathI. AhA ! e dRSTimAMya nathI. AhAhA.! ohoho.! bahu sarasa gAthA AvI che. mithyAtvAdi bhAvo che kharA-hatA kharA "tene) abhAva hovAthI... AhAhA...! samyagdarzanamAM mithyAtvano abhAva kharo paNa ahIM to kahe che ke avrata, kaSAya ne yogano abhAva che, sAMbhaLane. AhAhA..! e jJAtA-daSTAmAM rahI gayuM have. samajANuM? enI dRSTimAM ne dRSTinI pariNatimAM e
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________________ 496 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 cAra nathI. AhAhA...! zuM kahyuM che? dRSTimAM, dRSTinA viSayamAM ne dRSTinI pariNatimAM e cAra bhAvano abhAva che. AhAhA.! samyagdarzananuM pariNamana thayuM emAM mithyAtvano to abhAva che ja paNa emAM avrata, kaSAya, yogano paNa amuka aMze tyAM abhAva che. AhAhA..! amuka avrata, kaSAya bhAva kaMIka rahyo che te jJAtAmAM zeya tarIke jANe che. AvI vAta che. mULa vAtane mUkIne badhI bahAranA A vrata ne tapa ne A ne A. jema A pAMdaDAM toDyA paNa mULa sAjuM rAkhyuM. AhA.! e pAMdaDAM tUTyA paNa mULa sAjuM che te paMdara die pAMdaDAM pAchA pAlavI jaze. ema bahArano A tyAga karyo ne A choDavuM ne A choDyuM, rasa tyAga (ryo) ne DhIkaNuM paNa aMdara mithyAtvanuM mULiyuM toDyuM nathI ane mULa evuM samyagdarzana tattva ene pakaDyuM nathI. AhAhA...! e thatAM ene cAra bhAvano abhAva hovAthI niHzaMka che. eTale ke huM jJAyakabhAva chuM e niHzaMka che. emAM rAga ne avrata ne kaSAya, yoga chuM emAMthI niHzaMka che. e huM nathI. AhAhA...! juo! A samakitano pahelo niHzaMka guNa. che paryAya. "karmabaMdha saMbaMdhI zaMkA karanArA..." ema zabda paDyo che ne? eka jJAyakabhAvapaNAne lIdhe, eka jJAyakabhAvapaNAne lIdhe, dRSTimAM. "karmabaMdha saMbaMdhI zaMkA karanArA ke A karma thAya, AmAM baMdha thAze evI zaMkA karanArA e bhAvano jene abhAva che. AhAhA...! kharekhara karma vaDe baMdhAyo chuM evo saMdeha, huM baMdhAyelo chuM evo saMdeha chUTI jAya che. abaMdha chuM. AhAhA...! prabhu mAruM svarUpa to mukta che, ema kahe che. abaddhaskRSTa je kIdhuM che I Ama lIdhuM che. AhAhA...! eno abhAva hovAthI cAra lITI che paNa vAta gajabanI che. AhAhA...! je karavAnuM che te karyuM evuM je samyagdarzana... AhAhA...! pachI aMdara pravRttinA amuka pariNAma rahyA, hiMsAnA, krodha Adi vagere, paNa e pariNAma tenI pariNatinI paryAyamAM eno abhAva gaNyo che ahIM. nirmaLa pariNati thaIne emAM eno abhAva che. bhinna rahyuM. AhAhA! paNa ahIMyAM to samyagdarzanano viSaya ane samyagdarzananI pariNati, emAM e mithyAtvano to abhAva che paNa avata, pramAda, kaSAya ne yogano abhAva che. AhAhA...! are. yogano abhAva to caudame thAya ne? sAMbhaLane bhAI! bhagavAna jyAM abaddhaskRSTa ne ayogI che) evo anubhava thayo tyAM yoga enAmAM che e zaMkA ja nathI. AhA...! niHzaMka che. AhAhA...! yoga e mArA svarUpamAM che ja nahi. Are...! AvI vAtuM. abhAva hovAthI, niHzaMka che." niHzaMka kema che? ke, A cAra bhAvano abhAva hovAthI niHzaMka che. tethI tene zaMkAkRta baMdha nathIzaMkAkRta tene baMdha nathI paraMtu nirjarA ja che. AhAhA.! e jarI udaya Ave che ene zaMkA thatI nathI ke huM baMdhamAM chuM, mane baMdha che, huM to abaddha chuM. evuM niHzaMkapaNe rahetA zaMkAkRta je baMdha thato te ene nathI. AhAhA.! bhAre AkaruM kAma. lyo, A cAra lITI che. zaMkA to nathI tethI baMdha nathI paNa te Ave
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________________ 497 gAthA- 229 che je udayamAM e kharI jAya che. AhA.! zuddhatAnA svabhAvanA AzramamAM jyAM paDyo tyAre have kahe che ke thoDo je azuddhano udaya rahe che e kharI jAya che. ene baMdha thAya che. ema nathI. AhAhA...! Are.! mumukSu :- dRSTimukta thaI gayo sAheba! badhA prakArathI dRSTimukta thaI gayo. uttara:- cothAthI dRSTimAM mukta thayo. mukta che e paryAyamAM paNa mukta thayo. AhAhA.! jevuM mukta svarUpa che evI dRSTi thaI to paryAyamAM paNa aMze mukta thayo. AhAhA...! AvuM kAma. sAdhAraNa mANasane to evuM lAge). lokoe mULa vAtane mUkIne bahAramAM pravartanamAM joDI dIdhA, thaI rahyuM. mithyAtvamAM. ane ema mAne ke amane dharma thayo. AhAhA.! jyAM dharmanA mULa che enI to ene khabara na maLe. dharma paryAya che enuM mULa to dravya che. AhAhA...! | bhAvArtha :- "samyagdaSTine je karmano udaya Ave che teno te, svAmitvanA abhAvane lIdhe..." joyuM? mArA che teno ene abhAva che. mAro to nAtha pUrNAnaMdano sAgara te huM chuM. AhAhA.! AvI vAta have. 'kata thato nathI." svAmitvapaNAnA abhAvane lIdhe rAgAdi hoya che, jogAdi hoya che paNa teno svAmI nathI tethI e "kartA thato nathI." AhAhA...! e jogano e kartA thato nathI. AhAhA.! kemake bhagavAna abaMdha svarUpa che, abaddha che emAM joga kevo? AhA...! AvI je dRSTi ne anubhava thatAM tene jogano jarI udaya che te paNa kharI jAya che, eno svAmI e nathI tema e joga karavAlAyaka che tema kartA nathI. AhAhA...! dRSTinI pradhAnatAthI atyAre kathana che ne. have AvuM samajavuM. AhAhA...! A juone mANasa mare che. roga. AhAhA...! "morabImAM juone dhamAla... dhamAla. kAle "morabIvALA AvyA hatA. evuM pANI caDyuM ke ame naLiye caDI gayA, bacI gayA. chApare naLiyA upara (caDI gayA). paMdara, vIsa hajAra mANasa (marI gayA). AhAhA.! kSaNa pahelA kaI sthiti hatI, kSaNa pachI kyAM thaI gaI. AhAhA...! e badhI nAzavAna (cI) che enI dRSTi choDI de, kahe che. AhAhA...! indriyathI jovAnuM che ane jANavAnuM AvyuM che e paNa vastu choDI de. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to anIndriya evo je bhagavAna AtmA, enI jene sanmukhatA thaIne pratIti, anubhava paryAyamAM zAMti ne AnaMda Avyo che. e jIvane paryAyamAM rAgAdi, jogAdi udaya dekhAya che paNa eno i svAmI nathI, eno kartA nathI. kartA te jJAtA-daSTAnA pariNAmano kartAbhoktA che. AhAhA...! hajI A cothA guNasthAnanI vAta cAle che. AhA...! A AvI vAta che, bhAI! navamI raiveyakanA mithyAdRSTi devone sparza indriyano bhoga nathI chatAM te asaMyamI che. ane ahIMyAM samakitI pAMcamA guNasthAnavALo aMtarano Azraya laIne jene zAMti ne sthiratA pragaTI che, AhA...! ene sparza indriyanA viSayanI pravRtti paNa ghaNI che. olAne DaLa 2 che DADA |
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________________ 498 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 bilakula nathI ne Ane ghaNI che chatAM te aMdara be kaSAyano abhAva ane AtmAnI dRSTi thaI tethI te saMyamI che. AhAhA..! aMze saMyamI che. olo bilakula 31 sAga2 strIno viSaya nahi, manamAM enI kalpanA nahi. AhAhA..! ane AhAranuM paNa koI rAMdhavuM ne karavuM evuM che nahi. ekatrIsa hajAra varSe AhArano vikalpa Ave tyAM to ahIM kaMThamAMthI amRta (jhare). ane Ane to AhAra mATe kaMIka mAthAkUTa karavI paDe). chatAM pAMcamA guNasthAnavALo AhA2 mATenI pravRttimAM hoya chatAM te aMdaramAM aMtarmukhanI dRSTimAM sthiratA che tethI tene saMyamI kahyo ane Ane AvI sthiti bilakula nathI chatAM te asaMyamI che. e aMtaranI apekSAe vAta che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! aMtarmukhano Azraya thayo e samyagdaSTi laDAImAM Ubho hoya topaNa te samyagdaSTi eno svAmI nathI. AhAhA..! ane aMze tene saMyama, svarUpAcaraNarUpI saMyama pragaTyuM che, svarUpAcaraNarUpa. AhAhA..! navamI traiveyakanA mithyAdRSTi devo, mahA zukla lezyAthI dravyaliMgI mithyAdRSTi sAdhu thayA. jaina sAdhu mahAvrata pALIne tyAM gayA, tyAM tene viSaya nathI, rasano nathI, sparzano nathI. AhAhA..! chatAM te asaMyamI che. e aMtaranI apekSAe vAtuM che. jenuM aMtara sudharyuM nathI eno bAhyano tyAga te tyAga che ja nahi, ema kahe che. AhAhA..! ane aMtara jenuM sudharyuM che teno hajI bAhya tyAga keTaloka na hoya topaNa tenA aMtaranI dRSTinA sudhArAne kAraNe ene samikatI ane saMyamI kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? bhayaprakRtino udaya AvatAM chatAM paNa samyagdaSTi jIva niHzaMka rahe che, svarUpathI cuta thato nathI.' AhA..! jene za2I2nuM kRtrima nAma pADyuM che, evo dRDha thaI gayo ke UMghamAM ene kahe ke, lANA! to kahe, huM! have kyAM che paNa? evo dRDha thaI gayo. AhA..! 'kAMti'! to kahe, huM! paNa kyAM che? 'kAMto' koNa che? zarIra. zarIranuM nAma 'kAMti' pADyuM tyAM tane (i dRDha thaI gayuM). i to kRtrima pADyuM che. enuM koI nAma hatuM ja nahi, e to zarIra che. bIjAthI juduM samajAvavA ene 'kAMti' nAma pADyuM. evo dRDha thaI gayo. ema ahIMyAM jeNe caitanyanI kAMti joI ne jANI (e) evo dRDha thaI gayo, AhAhA..! ke koI ThekANe paNa e jAgRtamAMthI aMdhAruM AvatuM nathI ene. AhAhA..! A to jhINI vAtuM, bApu! AtmaAzraya sivAya badhI vAtuM khoTI che ane AtmAno jeNe Azraya lIdho ene bhale asthiratA keTalIka vizeSa hoya topaNa te samyagdaSTi niHzaMka, abaMdha che. AhAhA..! 'Ama hovAthI tene zaMkAkRta baMdha thato nathI, karma rasa ApIne kharI jAya che.' ApIne eTale udaya AvIne kharI jAya che. AhA..! athavA nirjarA adhikA2'mAM AvyuM che ne? 'nirjarA adhikAra'mAM AvyuM hatu, thoDuM sukha-duHkha thAya, kharI jAya che. trIjI gAthA. AhAhA..!
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________________ gAthA- 230 gAthA-230 jo du Na karedi kaMkhaM kammaphalesu taha savvadhammesu / so NikkaMkho cedA sammAdiTThI yastu na karoti kAMkSAM karmaphaleSu tathA sarvadharmeSu / niSkAMkSazcetayitA sa have ni:kAMkSita guNanI gAthA kahe che : 499 muNedavvo / / 230 / / savRSTintavya:||rarU0|| yato hi samyagdRSTiH TakotkIrNaikajJAyabhAvamayatvena sarveSvapi karmaphaleSu sarveSu vastudharmeSu ca kAMkSAbhAvAnniSkAMkSaH, tato'sya kAMkSAkRto nAsti bandhaH, kintu nirjaraiva / je karmaphaLa ne sarva dharma taNI na kAMkSA rAkhato, cinmurti te kAMkSArahita samakitaSTi jANavo. 230. gAthArtha :- [ ca: zvetayitA ] je cetayitA [ rmajJeSu ] karmonAM phaLo pratye [ tathA ] tathA [ sarvadharmavu ] sarva dharmo pratye [ AMkSAM ] kAMkSA [ na tu roti ] karato nathI [ saH ] te [ niAMkSaH samyavRSTi: ] niSkAMkSa samyagdaSTi [ jJAtavya: ] jANavo. TIkA :- kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe badhAMya karma phaLo pratye tathA badhA vastudharmo pratye kAMkSAno (tene) abhAva hovAthI, niSkAMkSa (nirvAMchaka) che, tethI tene kAMkSAkRta baMdha nathI paraMtu nirjA ja che. bhAvArtha :- samyagdaSTine samasta karmanAM phaLonI vAMchA nathI; vaLI tene sarva dharmonI vAMchA nathI, eTale ke kanakapaNuM, pASANapaNuM vagere tema ja niMdA, prazaMsA AdinAM vacana vagere vastudharmonI arthAt pudgalasvabhAvonI tene vAMchA nathI-temanA pratye samabhAva che, athavA to anyamatIoe mAnelA aneka prakAranA sarvathA ekAMtapakSI vyavahAradharmonI tene vAMchA nathI - te dharmono Adara nathI. A rIte samyagdaSTi vAMchArahita hovAthI tene vAMchAthI thato baMdha nathI. vartamAna pIDA sahI zakAtI nathI tethI tene maTADavAnA ilAjanI vAMchA samyagdaSTine cAritramohanA udayane lIdhe hoya che, paraMtu te vAMchAno kartA pote thato nathI, karmano udaya jANI teno zAtA ja rahe che; mATe vAMchAkRta baMdha tene nathI.
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________________ 5OO samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 gAthA-230 upara pravacana "have nikAMkSita guNanI gAthA kahe che e pahelI niHzaMkanI karI. jo du Na karedi kaMkha kammaphalesu taha savvadhammasu / so NikkaMkho cedA sammAdiTThI munnedvvo||230|| je karmaphaLa ne sarva dharma taNI na kAMkSA rAkhato, cimUrti te kAMkSArahita samakitadaSTi jANavo. 230. TIkA - "kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, kotkIrNa evA eka glAyakabhAvapaNAne lIdhe' zabda to enA e che. pahelA che I (che). badhAMya karmaphaLo pratye AhAhA.! indriyanA viSayo Ama cakravartInA rAja hoya, indranA IndrAsana hoya e karmaphaLa pratye udAsa che. AhAhA...! (te karmaphaLa) pratye kAMkSA vinAno che. enI kAMkSA nathI, icchA nathI. AhAhA...! karmanA phaLa je sAmagrI, indranA indrAsana maLe, cakravartInA rAja maLe, samakitIne tenI icchA che nahi. e to jaDanA karmanA phaLa che. AtmAnA AnaMdanuM phaLa e nathI. bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpI prabhu, enuM phaLa to AnaMda ne zAMti hoya. A je karmanA-jheranA phaLa, jheravRkSanA phaLa, karma che I vRkSa, jhera vRkSa che. che ne? chelle Ave che ne? 'samayasAra'. viSavRkSa. 148 prakRti viSavRkSa (che). ohoho.. puNyaprakRti baMdhAyelI, jazokarti baMdhAyelI e badhA jheranA jhADa (che). enA phaLa tarIke je saMyoga Ave tenI kAMkSA dharmIne hotI nathI. AhA.! javAbadArI bhAre, bhAI! zaratuM bahu. AhAhA...! jeNe bhagavAna AtmAnA svarUpanI pratIti ne aMtarmukhanI dRSTi thaI ene karmanA phaLa bhayanA tenI kakSA ene hotI nathI. AhAhA.. sAdhAraNa vAta che paNa ghaNI gaMbhIra ne aMtaranI cIja che A. samyagdaSTi "eka zAkabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe..." jJAyakabhAva ja huM chuM, basa. ene lIdhe badhAMya karmaphaLa..." zAtAudayanI sAmagrI ho, jazokIrtinI sAmagrI maLe, loko vakhANa kare, AhA...! are...! karmanA phaLamAM niMdA kare paNa enI tene icchA nathI. niMdA karanAramAM pugalanuM pariNamana thayuM e to. jokIrti karanAro, vakhANa karanAro e paNa pudgalanuM pariNamana thayuM. pudgalanuM pariNamana thayuM, emAM tAre zuM? AhA.! jhINI vAta bahu, bhAI! parathI bhinna paDelA bhagavAnane potAthI bhinnanA anukULa-pratikULa phaLonI AkAMkSA nathI, kahe che. AhAhA...! tema pratikULa phaLa maLyuM to dveSa nathI, anukULa maLyuM to rAga nathI. AhAhA.! AvI samyagdaSTinI vItarAgI daSTi che. keTalAka kahe che ke, cothe guNasthAne
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________________ gAthA- 230 501 sarAga samakita hoya, vItarAgI na hoya. are.! bhagavAna! tane khabara nathI. samyagdarzana ja vItarAga paryAya che. e to sarAga samakita kyuM e to jarI olo rAga sAthe che ene laIne (kahyuM). samakita to vItarAga ja che. AhAhA...! eka olo vikAsavijaya' che ne? pahelA to AvuM hoya, vItarAgatA na hoya, rAga ja hoya, DhIkaNuM hoya. ghaNA kAgaLa Ave ahIM samajAvavA. A pherI kAgaLa Avyo to pAcho ApI dIdho. AhA.! are.! bhAI! zuM tuM kahevA mAge che? ema ke samakitI hoya to paNa rAgI hoya che. vItarAgI samakita cothe guNasthAne na hoya, ema. ahIM to kahe che ke, samyagdarzana ja vItarAgI paryAya che. AhAhA...! samyajJAna e vItarAgI paryAya che ane svarUpamAM AcaraNa te paNa vItarAgI paryAya che. AhA...! kema? ke, vastu bhagavAna vItarAganI mUrti jJAyakabhAvapaNAne lIdhe vItarAgasvarUpa che. enI dRSTi ne jJAna thayA. AhAhA. enI paryAyamAM to vItarAgI ja paryAya pragaTe. rAga che e enI cIja nathI. enI ene kAMkSA nathI. AhAhA.! enA phaLa tarIke cakravartInuM rAja maLe to kAMkSA nathI. A te kaMI vAta che. AhAhA...! soLa hajAra deva sevA kare, AhA! cha-- hajAra strIo, batrIsa hajAra dIkarIyuM, batrIsa hajAra jamAI, cosaTha hajAra dIkarA. AhA...! huM to eka jJAyakabhAva chuM. ekaDe eka ne bagaDe che. bIjA mArA che (ema mAne) to mithyAtva che. AhA..! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! janma-maraNa rahita thavAnI dRSTi, pahelI mULa ja rakama bahu AkarI che. samajANuM? pachI vaLI aMdaramAM sthira thavAnI vAta cAritra e to alaukika vAta che. AhA...! ane e cAritra kaMI bahArathI pravRtti choDe ne ghaTe mATe cAritra thaI jAya ema nathI. aMtarano ugra Azraya le ne sthiratA thAya tyAre cAritra kahevAya. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, gharmIne karmaphaLa pratye. AhAhA.! zAtA udayanA, puNyanA udayathI Ama DhagalA... DhagalA (dekhAya). AhAhA...! eka mAge tyAM ekavIsa DhagalA thAya. phaLo, kapaDAM, dAgInA DhagalAM, hoM! AhAhA...! tIrthakara to janmathI ja samakitI hoya che. ene devo (devalokamAMthI) lAvIne dAgInA paherAve), kapaDA ne dAgInA tyAMthI lAve. kAMkSA nathI. devathI lAvelA. kAMkSA nathI. AhAhA.! karmanA phaLanI kAMkSA, AtmAnA AnaMdanA phaLanI bhAvanA AgaLa karmanA phaLanI kAMkSA hotI nathI. are.! AvI vastu che, bhAI! paheluM tenuM jJAna to kare ke, A cIja AvI che. hajI cIja kevI che ne kema thAya ne enuM zuM hoya tyAre zuM hoya enI khabaruM nathI ane ene dharma thaI jAya (ema kema bane) AhAhA...! - mithyAdRSTi dravyaliMgI eka vastrano kaTako paNa na rAkhe ane hajAro rANIne choDIne beTho hoya ane chatAM tenI dRSTimAM bhagavAna jJAyaka che te Avyo nathI. te badho pUro mithyAdRSTi ne asaMyamI che. AhAhA...! kAraNa ke ene Ama aMtaranI bhAvanA nathI eTale bahAra kAMkSA ene hoya ja che. AhAhA..! ane dharmIne DhagalA paDe bahAranA viSayonA, zabdo, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha chatAM e to jaDa che, indriyano viSaya che, e mAro viSaya nahi. AhAhA.! ene
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________________ 502 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 evA cakravartInA gaMja, nava nidhAna jene ghare, nidhAna dITha deva adhiSThAtA ane kahyuM e pramANe tyAM nidhAnamAMthI pragaTe. AhAhA..! kAMI icchA nathI, kAMkSA nathI. AhAhA...! bhagavAna AnaMdanA nAthane jyAM zuddhimAM vadhAravo che emAM A kAMkSA kyAM hoya? malina bhAva (kyAMthI hoya)? AhAhA.! che? badhAMya karmaphaLo." zabda ema lIdho che. "badhAMya' zabda che ne? pachI cAhe to azAtAnuM phaLa hoya, cAhe to zAtAnuM phaLa hoya, puNyanuM phaLa hoya ke pApanA phaLa (hoya). AhAhA...! samakitI nidhana hoya, aMtardaSTie sadhana che. bahAramAM pAMca-pacIsa rUpiyA paNa na hoya. AhAhA...! ne eka TaMka mAMDa mAMDa kyAMkathI maLatuM hoya, khAto hoya chatAM niHkAMkSita che. AhAhA...! mAro prabhu AnaMda svarUpa, AnaMdano moTo Dhagalo jyAM aMdaramAMthI phATyo che, dRSTimAM Avyo chehave ene paranI kAMkSA kyAM che? AhAhA...! AvI zaratuM che. AhA...! 'tathA badhA vastudharmo pratye..." zuM kahe che? karmaphaLa pratye ane badhI vastuo pratye. AtmA sivAyanA anya anya dharmo pratye ane vastunA bIjA svabhAva pratye. badhI vastuno svabhAva, cAhe to durgadha, sugaMdha Adi game te ho. surUpa, kurUpa Adi. AhAhA...! vastunA svabhAvo che tenA pratye kAMkSAno abhAva hovAthI. AhAhA...! badhethI IcchA UDI gaI che. AhA! be vAta thaI. badhAMya karmaphaLo..." badhAMya karmaphaLo, joyuM? AhA...! tIrthakarane karmaphaLanuM kaMI peluM hotuM nathI. e to kevaLI thAya tyAre Ave. chatAM tene enA phaLanI bhAvanA nathI. AhA...! AhAhA..! vastudharma ane badhI vastuo. jeno je svabhAva che te te prakArano teno dharma. AhAhA...! dharma eTale tenI dazA. AhAhA...! tenI kAMkSAno abhAva hovAthI. te badhA pratye IcchAno abhAva hovAthI niSkAMkSa nivachaka) che... AhAhA...! Are. Are.! vaLI cakravartI hoya, seMkaDo rANIne dararoja paraNe to kahe che, niHkAMkSita che. enI ruci nathI ne. ruci to ahIM jAmI che. AhAhA..! ane ajJAnIne hajAro rANIono tyAga che chatAM ruci tyAM rAgamAM jAmI che. rAga vinAno bhagavAna to eNe joyo nathI. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? ene abhAva hovAthI niHkAMkSita che, tethI tene kAMkSAkRta baMdha thato nathI." icchA ja nathI paranI pachI ene icchAkRta je baMdha che e che nahi. AhAhA! "paraMtu nirjarA ja che." e azAtAno udaya ke zAtAno (udaya) AvI e badhuM kharI jAya che. AhAhA! teno tene sparza paNa nathI. AhAhA...! sAtamI narakano nArakI samyagdaSTi hoya) to kahe che, niHkAMkSita che. ahIMthI huM nIkaLIne huM mANasa thAuM ne tyAM mane ThIka paDe e kAMkSA ene nathI. AhAhA...! AkaruM kAma, bhAI! samyagdarzana ane enA pariNAmanI jAta ane eno viSaya (koI alaukika che). kAMkSAkRta baMdha to nathI paraMtu nirjarA ja che." AhAhA...! e badho samyagdarzanano pratApa che. vizeSa kahevAze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!)
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________________ gAthA- 230 pa03 pravacana . 307 gAthA-ra30thIra3ra somavAra, bhAdaravA vada 5, tA. 109-1979 'samayasAra gAthA 230no bhAvArtha. "samyagdaSTine..." jene AtmA jJAyaka svabhAva zuddha paripUrNa paramAtmasvarUpa (che) evI jene satyaSTi, samyaku eTale satya, satya evuM pUrNa svarUpa satya, enI jene svasammukha thaIne samyagdaSTi thaI che e "samyagdaSTine samasta karmanA phaLonI vAMchA nathI...... AhAhA.! jyAM AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAnaAtmA, samyagdarzanamAM AnaMdanuM vedana jyAM AvyuM ane enA sivAya karmanA phaLanI vAMchA kema hoya? AhA...! AvI vAta che. "samasta karmanA phaLa." ema bhASA che? koI paNa karmanuM phaLa, AhAhA...! (tenI) vAMchA nathI; vaLI tene sarva dharmonI vAMchA nathI..." sonA, kanakapaNuM, pASANapaNuM vagere tema je niMdA, prazaMsA AdinAM vacana vagere vastudharmonI arthAt pudgalasvabhAvonI tene vAMchA nathI. koI prazaMsA kare ke niMdA kare, sonuM ke patthara beyanI tene vAMchA nathI. AhAhA..! jene bhagavAne ema kahyuM ke A bhavya jIva che e jIvane mAna konuM joIe che? kahe che. AhAhA! ene bahAranI niMdA, prazaMsAnI kaMI vAMchA ja nathI. AhAhA..! ke loko prazaMsA kare to ThIka, niMdA kare to ThIka nahi, beya icchA nathI. AhAhA.! "AnaMdaghanajImAM Ave che, "lahI bhavyatA moTuM nAma... bhAIe paNa nAkhyuM che. ahIMthI ghaNuM keTaluMka sAMbhaLyuM hoya ne. bhagavAne jene bhavya kIdhA ane jene A amuka padavI mATe lAyaka che, AhAhA...! evuM jene bhagavAne kahyuM ane duniyAnI kaI prazaMsAnI jarUra che? AhAhA..! ene kaI nidAnI pratikULatA che? niMdA ho e pudgalanI dazA che. niMdA karanAranI bhASA pudgalanI che, prazaMsA karanAranI bhASA pudgalanI che. AhAhA...! dharmIne jene niMdA, prazaMsAnI vAMchA nathI. zuM che A? AhAhA.! AdinAM vacana vagere vastudhamanI arthAt pudgalasvabhAvonI..." e to pudgala che, jaDanI paryAya che. AhAhA...! koI prazaMsA kare te pudgalanI paryAya che, enI vAMchA dharmIne kema hoya? AhAhA...! jarI jhINI vAta che, bhAI! samyagdarzana eTale zuM cIja che! AhAhA...! jyAM pUrNAnaMdano sAgara bhagavAna, atIndriya jJAnano sAgara prabhu, jyAM svIkAravAmAM dRSTimAM Avyo ane have zuM joIe che? kahe che. AhAhA...! ene A pudgalanI koIpaNa vAMchA hotI nathI. duniyA prazaMsA kare ne duniyA mane to huM kaMIka gaNatarImAM gaNAuM, e bhAva samyagdaSTine hoto nathI. AhAhA...! dharmInA dharmanA gaNatarImAM pote jyAM Avyo che, AhAhA...! samyagdarzana eTale dharmInA
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________________ 504 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 dharmanI gaNatarImAM AvI gayo, have ene duniyAnI gaNatarInuM zuM kAma che? AhAhA..! bahu sUkSma vAta che, apUrva vAta che, bhAI! temanA pratye samabhAva che. prazaMsA ka2nA2 ho ke niMdA karanAra ho, AhA..! sonuM ho ke patthara ho, hIrA-mANeka hoya, AhAhA..! ke thora hoya. thora, thora samaje? badhuM eka che. dharmInI dRSTimAM bemAM kaMI taphAvata che nahi. AhAhA..! athavA to anyamatIoe mAnelA aneka prakAranA sarvathA ekAMtapakSI...' olA anya dharmanI vAMchA nathI ema kahyuM ne? i be vyAkhyA karI. anya dharmanI vAMchA nathI, pAThamAM che ne? 'sabaMdhammesu' che ne? be vyAkhyA karI. kanaka-sonuM, patthara, niMdA ane prazaMsA e pudgalanA svabhAva hovAthI tenI vAMchA dharmIne hotI nathI. AhAhA..! bIjuM temanA athavA to anyamatIoe mAnelA aneka prakAranA sarvathA ekAMtapakSI vyavahAradharmonI tene vAMchA nathI...' ekAMtI 363 pAkhaMDa che. AhA..! evA dharmane mAnanArA moTA rAjA nIkaLe to ethI karIne enI vAMchA thAya ke AhAhA..! Avo dharma ApaNe hoya to loko mAne, evI vAMchA ene nathI. AhAhA..! te dharmono Adara nathI.' ekAMta mAnanArA. AhAhA..! A rIte samyagdaSTi vAMchA rahita hovAthI tene vAMchAthI thato baMdha nathI. vartamAna pIDA sahI zakAtI nathI...' AhAhA..! evo koI rAga Ave ke enAthI sahana thaI zake nahi ane rAga TaLe nahi. AhAhA..! to vAMchArahita hovAthI tene vAMchAthI thato baMdha nathI. vartamAna pIDA sahI zakAtI nathI tethI tene maTADavAnA ilAjanI vAMchA samyagdaSTine' AhAhA..! viSayanI icchA, rAgAdi Ave, ene maTADavAno ilAja paNa kare paNa e icchAno kartA nathI. AhAhA..! jhINI vAta, bhAI! AhA..! samyagdaSTine cAritramohanA udayane lIdhe hoya che...' zuM kIdhuM i? rAga evo Ave aMdarathI ke ene maTADyA vinA e rAga TaLe nahi. rAgano khadabadATa rahyA karato hoya, AhAhA..! to e pIDA sahI zakatA nathI tethI maTADavAnA ilAjanI vAMchA...' joyuM? vAMchA pAchI kIdhI. ilAjanI vAMchA. AhAhA..! maTADavAnA ilAjanI vAMchA samyagdaSTine cAritramohanA udayane lIdhe...' cAritramohanA udayano doSa che. AhAhA..! ethI e vAMchA hoya che ane ilAjanI paNa vAMchA hoya che. AhAhA..! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! samyagdaSTi che, AhAhA..! ene rAga evo Ave che. channu hajAra strI hoya che ke ekAda hoya che paNa vAsanA AvI te TaLatI nathI, khasatI nathI. te cAritrano doSa jANIne e maTADavA icche che paNa teno prema nathI, tenI ruci nathI. AhAhA..! zuM AMtaro che? e cAritramohanA udayane laIne rAgano doSa Ave paNa e doSanuM kartApaNuM nathI. AhAhA..! Ama ilAja kare che, viSaya lye che, rAga evo Avyo ke dhaMdhAmAM paNa bese che. AhAhA..! paNa teno ilAja e kare che paNa chatAM te rAganI karbuddhi nathI. AhAhA..! have A
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________________ gAthA- 230 505 te... jyAM jJAtA-daSTApaNAnuM kartApaNuM pragaTyuM che tene AvA ilAjamAM rAgAdino ilAja kare maTADavA chatAM tenI tene ruci nathI. AhAhA...! have AvI vAta, kaho. samyagdaSTine "pIDA sahI zakAtI nathI tethI tene maTADavAnA ilAjanI vAMchA samyagdaSTine cAritramohanA udayane lIdhe hoya che... AhAhA.. paraMtu te vAMchAno kartA pote thato nathI, AhAhA.! kemake AtmA zuddha caitanyaghana jenI dRSTimAM taravare che ene e rAga Ave ane ene choDavAno, mUkavAno IlAja paNa kare chatAM teno kartA nathI. kartA AnaMdakaMdano nAtha eno jJAtA-daSTAno kartA che. jhINI vAta che, bhAI! AhAhA..! vinayatAnI vyAkhyA karI che, bhAIe jarI. AhAhA.! vAta sAcI che. vinayatapa e kaMI parano vinaya karavo e kaMI vinayatA nathI. aMtara darzana, jJAna ne cAritranA je bhAva pragaTyA tenuM bahumAna karavuM enuM nAma vinaya che. kAraNa ke vinayatapa che ne? tapa to zuddha upayogI, icchA nirodharUpI tapa hoya. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? to jyAM icchA che, A karuM, Ane bhogavuM tyAM to vAMchA kartApaNAnI buddhi che. AhAhA...! have eNe vinayanA bhAI traNa prakAra lIdhA che. bahu mALAe vistAra karyo che. meM to vAMcyuM nahotuM. paMDitoe vakhANa karyA che. cotrIsa paMDitoe. vinaya traNa prakArano, ema. eka vinaya tapa, eka vinaya puNya, eka vinaya anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa. eka vinaya tapa. aMtara icchA nirodha thaIne vItarAgatA vadhI, zuddhaupayoga vadhyo te vinayatA. ane vinaya puNya. tIrthakaragotranA puNyanA baMdhana thayA e vinaya puNya ane ajJAnIonA mithyASTionA Adara ne vinaya karavo e anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa pApa. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? mALAe vAMcyuM che ghaNuM ne eTale vAMcIne cAre korano meLa bahu karyo che. AvuM to pustaka potAthI meLavIne karyuM che, hoM! AhAhA...! evA to keTalAya bolo lIdhA che. anazana, uNodarI. eka pachI eka vadhAre che. anazana karatA uNodarI, enA rasaparityAga ne enI vRddhi. e vizeSa tapa che. enA karatA vizeSa (che). bhagavAne krama Ama mUkyo che mATe emAM vizeSatA che. eno paNa vizeSatAno khyAla mUkyo che. AhAhA.! ane vinayamAM A mUkyuM che aMdarathI. AhAhA...! potAno je bhagavAnaAtmA, enuM je darzana, jJAna, cAritra pragaTyuM hoya teno vinaya nAma vizeSe bahumAna e icchA nirodharUpI vinayatA che. upacArika vinaya zAstramAM Ave che. to e upacArika vinayano artha bIjAno vinaya karavo ema kahe che paNa ANe kADhI nAkhI, e vAta sAcI che. upacArika vinaya e ke sAcA deva-guru-zAstrano vinaya karavo e para che mATe upacAra vinaya che. AhAhA...! mALAe paNa bahu sarasa vAta karI. vAta to barAbara goThavI che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? vinayanA prakAra traNa pADIne Ama vIMkhI nAkhyuM che. AhAhA...! ema to dareka tapanI vyAkhyA bahu sarasa karI che. vAstavika
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________________ 506 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 tapa to zuddhaupayoga che, vItarAgatA te tapa che ane zuddhaupayoga svarUpanI dRSTi thaI, sthiratA te zuddhaupayoga che. AhAhA...! e zuddhaupayoganI jene bhAvanA che ane A bahAranA pudgalanI icchAnI bhAvanA kema hoya? AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? e ahIM kahe che. dharmIne aMtara sat svarUpanI dRSTi thaI che ethI tenA pratyenuM bahumAna varte che. ene vacce A niMdA, prazaMsA ne sonuM enA upara to enI vAMchA hotI nathI. tyAre kahe ke, kadAcita vAMchA Ave che, viSayanI, rAganI, cAritramohane laIne to eno ilAja e karato dekhAya. viSayabhoga le, vagere, chatAM te rAgano kartA nathI. aMtaramAM jAmI zakato nathI ane asthiratA TaLatI nathI. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? e mATe asthiratA TaLe evA prayatnamAM dekhAya paNa te asthiratAno kartA nathI. AhAhA...! AvuM svarUpa bhAre AkaruM, bApA! e "vAMchA samyagdaSTine cAritramohanA udayane lIdhe hoya che, paraMtu te vAMchAno kartA pote thato nathI, joyuM? AhAhA.! dehanI kriyA thAya, rAga thAya chatAM teno kartA thato nathI. A te vAta. AhAhA...! jeNe AtmAne jJAtA-daSTA tarIke jANyo ane anubhavyo, AhAhA.! ene AvA ilAjo karatA dekhAya chatAM teno kartA nathI kahe che. AhAhA.! AkaruM kAma che, bhAI! AhAhA.! "dhAra taravAranI sohyalI dohyalI, caudamA jinataNI caraNasevA paMdaramAM adhyayanamAM... AhAhA...! "dharmanAthanI vAta Ave che. dhAra para nAcatA dekha bAjIgarA, sevanA dhAra para rahe na devA devo aMdara rahI zake nahi ane "rahe na devA ajJAnI tyAM rahI nahi zake. AhAhA...! sevA eTale AtmA AnaMdano nAtha prabhu, sa-eva sevA jene aMtaranI pragaTI che, AhAhA...! enA dhAranI sevA upara rahenArA to dharmI jIva che. AhA.! ajJAnInA tyAM kAma nathI. AhA. te vAMchAno kartA pote thato nathI." karmano udaya jANI teno jJAtA ja rahe che. jANe ke A eka rAga Avyo. samajAya che kAMI? udaya che jANe. AhA.! mATe vAMchAkRta baMdha tene nathI." mULa pATha che ne che? mmattera tada sarvadhummasu - reHi rad' sarva dharmanA be artha karyo. anyamationA dharma ane pASANa-sonuM, niMdA-prazaMsA. tyAre kahe ke, e samakitI che, e viSaya letA dekhAya che, strInA vagerenA (viSaya lyuM che) to e che, e rAga Ave che to e rAgano ilAja karato dekhAya che paNa teno tene rasa nathI. AhAhA. Ara. Are.! AvI vAtuM. ane ajJAnI strIono tyAga kare che chatAM aMdara rAgano rasa cAle che ane rAgano karyA che, mithyAdRSTi che. AvuM svarUpa che. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? e bIjo guNa thayo. niHzaMka, nikAMkSa. samakitanA ATha guNa che. guNo eTale dazAo, cihno, lakSaNo, eMdhANa enA be thayA.
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________________ gAthA- ra31 5O7 hhhhhhhhhh ( gAthA-231) jo Na karedi duguMchaM cedA savvesimeva dhmmaannN| so khalu Nividigiccho sammAdiTTI munnedvo||231|| yo na karoti jugupsAM cetayitA sarveSAmeva dharmANAm / sa khalu nirvicikitsaH samyagdRSTitivyaH / / 231 / / yato hi samyagdRSTiH TaGkotkIrNaikajJAyakabhAvamayatvena sarveSvapi vastudharmeSu jugupsAbhAvannirvicikitsaH, tato'sya vicikitsAkRto nAsti bandhaH, kintu nirjraiv| have nirvicikitsA guNanI gAthA kahe che - sau koI dharma vize jugupsAbhAva je nahi dhArato, cimUrti nirvicikitsa samaktidRSTi nizcaya jANavo. ra31. gAthArtha - [ yaH veyitA ] je cetayitA [ sarvaSAr thava ] badhAya [ dharmAnAm ] dharmo (vastunA svabhAvo) pratye [ jugupsAM ] jugupsA (glAni) [ roti ] karato nathI sa: ] te [ ] nizcayathI [ nirvivivi7 ] nirvicikitsa vicikitsAdoSa rahita) [ sagavRSTi: ] samyagdaSTi [ jJAtavya: ] jANavo. TIkA - kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe badhAya vastudharmo pratye jugupsAno tene) abhAva hovAthI, nirvicikitsa -jugupsA rahita) che, tethI tene vicikitsAkRta baMdha nathI paraMtu nirjarA ja che. bhAvArtha - samyagdaSTi vastunA dharmo pratye arthAt sudhA, tRSA, zIta, uSNa Adi bhAvo pratye tathA viSTA Adi malina dravyo pratye) jugupsA karato nathI. jugupsA nAmanI karmaprakRtino udaya Ave che topaNa pote teno kata thato nathI tethI jugupsAkRta baMdha tene thato nathI, paraMtu prakRti rasa daIne kharI jAya che tethI nirjarA ja thAya che.
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________________ 508 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 gAthA-231 upara pravacana trIjo (guNa). have nirvicikitsA guNanI gAthA kahe che :-' guNa zabda paryAya che. samyagdarzananI sAthe A eka paryAya che ene guNa kahevAmAM Ave che. jo Na karedi duguMchaM cedA savvesimeva dhmmaannN| so khalu Nividigiccho sammAdiTTI munnedvo||231|| sau koI dharma vize jugupsAbhAva je nahi dhArato, cimUrti nirvicikitsa samaktidRSTi nizcaya jANavo. ra31. AhAhA.! vinayanI vyAkhyAmAM eNe evuM kahyuM che ke, A mAthuM kaMI saDeluM nALiyera nathI ke jyAM tyAM namI jAya. ema lakhyuM che. ene to dharmadaSTi dekhAya, dharma hoya tyAM e namI jAya ane te namana paNa upacArika vinaya che. kAraNa ke vikalpa che ne. AhAhA.! vAMcana mALAnuM ghaNuM. ghaNuM vAMcana emAMthI meLavIne bahu sArI vAta karI che. ohoho...! AvuM pustaka to... ApaNe to bhAI jema che. AtmA che. paramAtmA thavAnI lAyakAtavALo AtmA che. AhA.. kevaLajJAna pragaTa kare tevI lAyakAta che. AvI sAdhAraNa vAtomAM to enI zuM... mumukSu :- e badho Apano pratApa che. uttara :- nA, paNa chatAM eno kSayopazama che. vAta to lakhI che ke, huM to bhaI badhuM ahIMthI zIkhyo chuM. ahIM Ave to vAta che kare che ne. paNa ATalo badho vistAra ahIMthI nathI Avyo. enA vAMcananA badhA pustako saLaMga vAMce, TheThathI TheTha sudhI, emAMthI ene magajamAM sAra rahI jAya, e meLavIne kADhyuM che. moTA karaNAnuyoganA, caraNAnuyoganA graMtha hoya che ne? dArzanika graMtho, zAstro, siddhAMtika graMtho. AhAhA...! enA vAMcanathI pahelethI lakSa te TheTha (aMta) sudhImAM AgaLa zuM che teno khyAla rAkhIne hoya che. tethI emAM AvI vAta AvI che. AhAhA.! kaho, paMDitajI! A paMDitajI A kahevAya. AhA.! ahIM kahe che, che ne? 231. TIkA :- kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi." AhAhA.! eTaluM badhuM jJAna vizeSa tiryaMcane hotuMya nathI chatAM samyagdarzana hoya che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? e ahIM samyagdaSTi jIva, cAhe to tiryaMca ho, nArakI ho, manuSya ho, deva ho. "TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe... AhAhA...! TaMkotkIrNa eTale zAzvata. dhruva ekarUpe jJAyakabhAvamayapaNuM. jJAyakabhAvamayapaNuM ekalo jANakasvabhAvamayapaNuM prabhu AtmA,
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________________ gAthA- 231 509 ene lIdhe "badhAya vastudharmo pratye... AhAhA...! malina Adi padArtha ke muninI malina Adi dazA dekhIne "jugupsAno (tene) abhAva hovAthI," tene dugaMchAno abhAva che. AhAhA...! saDelAM maDadAM paDyA hoya topaNa tenI dugaMchAno tene abhAva che. e to pugalano paryAya svabhAva che. AhAhA..! ema munirAja bhAvaliMgI vItarAgI muni saMta hoya, enA zarIramAM mela dekhAya, roga dekhAya, AhAhA...! ane potAnuM zarIra majabuta Ama dekhAya chatAM te para pratye jugupsA nathI, dugaMchA nathI. AhAhA...! munirAja vItarAga che. AhAhA...! ene paNa evA UlaTI AdinA roga thAtA hoya ke Ama khAdhuM ne UlaTI. AhAhA.! ane te UlaTI paNa pAchI zarIra upara AvI jAya, khyAla na rahe eTale Ama (Ave). mumukSu :- rAjA "udayana'. uttara :- hA, e game e paNa A to nyAyathI (vAta che). evI UlaTI thaI jAya ke Ama zarIra upara AvI jAya. chatAM ene to dugaMchA nathI paNa samakitI tenI durgAchA karato nathI. AhAhA...! e to che. lohInI UlaTI thAya. juone. zarIra. kAle juone, kAle joyuM ne? olI lalItAbenane AkhA zarIramAM agni baLe che, kahe. agni, agni, agni Ama. lalitA". have olA ApaNe "nemacaMdabhAIne jarIka ahIM saDAkA mAre che. evA te mAre. Ane AkhA zarIramAM agni baLe che. bicArA "motIbena' enI cAkarI kare che evI ne ke, e bicArA rovA maMDyA, hoM! ame pahelethI bhegA eTale TheTha sudhI... AhAhA...! e sthiti pudgalanI che). AhAhA...! ApaNA "lAlacaMdabhAIne paNa che, juone! aMdarathI dhaDAkA mAre che. koNa jANe zuM mAre Avo roga? aMdara taNakhA mAre agni jevA, hoM! A paramANuo aMdara. zarIra cha-- rogathI bharelI vedanAmUrti che. dharmIne tenI duchA na hoya. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? lohInI UlaTI thatAM zarIra upara lohI paDI jAya. hai? kharaDAI jAya, lohIthI kharaDAI jAya. AhAhA...! e to vastuno svabhAva che. dharmIne tenI dugaMchA na hoya. jene AtmajJAna ne Atmadarzana thayuM che.. AhAhA.! tene tenI dugaMchA na hoya. AhAhA...! trIjI rIte kahIe to pahelAmAM niHzaMka kahyuM. niHzaMkapaNuM. AmAM utAryuM haze kayAMka, khabara nathI. pahelAmAM niHzaMka kahyuM che e vastunA svarUpamAM niHsaMdeha che. pachI kAMkSA kIdhI e paramAM rAga nahi, icchA nahi, ema kahyuM. have A dveSa nahi. e pahelA kahevAya gayuM che. (vAta) thaI gaI che. AhAhA...! AmAM kyAMya AvyuM nathI hajI. eka pachI eka ene aMdaramAM kema mUkayuM che e badho hetu che. trilokanA nAthanA gharanI vAtuM, bApA! e kaMI game te bhASA enI hoya e kramamAM kema AvyuM? ane krama kema kahyo? enA paNa koI hetu hoya che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- e krama pachI e ja hoya, bIjo hoya nahi.
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________________ 510 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 uttara :- e ja hoya. traNalokanA nAthanI divyadhvanimAM, "OMkAra dhvani suNI artha gaNadhara vicAre, racI Agama upadeze bhavika jIva saMzAya nivAre AhAhA...! jJAyakabhAva bhagavAna AtmA che, e rAgavALo to nathI paNa alpa paryAyavALoya nathI. AhAhA.! sakaLa nirAvaraNa akhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya nija paramAtmadravya e jJAyakabhAva jeno Azraya lIdho che, jene bhagavAna AtmAnA bheTA thayA, ene paranI durgAchA paramAM dveSa kema hoya? kahe che. AhAhA...! potA sivAya paramAM kyAMya rAgeya nathI, tema potA sivAya paramAM kyAMya ene dveSeya nathI. AhAhA...! AvI aMtaranI vAtuM bApu! bahu jhINI. eNe to vinayatAne tyAM nAkhyo che ke, zuddhaupayoga che te vinayatA che. parano vinaya karavo e to upacArika vinaya, vikalpa che. vAta sAcI che. sAcI vAta che, bApA! eka jaNAe lakhyuM che ne tethI, ke bhaI! "kAnajIsvAmIe je kaMI UMDI UMDI vAtuM kahI che enI A eka kaDI che, ema lakhyuM che. emAM lakhyuM che ne? kAle AvyuM hatuM. enI A eka baMdhabesatI kaDI che. paNa e vicAraka, kSayopazama ghaNo. 34 paMDitoe vakhANa karyA che ke AvI vAta to atyAra sudhI kyAMya hatI nahi. jenuM jeTaluM hoya enuM emAM. chatAM bicAro nirmAnI mANasa che. e to ema kahe, ahIMthI huM to zIkhyo chuM ne! AhA...! prabhu aMtara jenI dRSTino vikAsa thayo enI to vAtuM zuM karavI! AhAhA...! ene to paranA game teTalA saDelA Dhora dekhAya paNa dugaMchA nathI. jANe che ke mArI jJAnanI paryAya atyAre tene jANavAne lAyakapaNe jANe che. mArI jJAnanI paryAyano svabhAva ja atyAre tene jANavuM ane potAthI ja potAne ema jANavAno svabhAva che. e jANavAno svabhAva che ene A kADhI nAkhavuM ema kaMI rahe che? enI durgachA karuM ema che)? AhAhA...! nirvicikitsA -jugupsA) rahita) che..." cikitsA rahita eTale dugaMchA rahita. tethI tene vicikitsAkRta baMdha nathI." durgadha kRta je bhAva che teno baMdha ene che nahi. AhAhA...! nirjarA ja che. AhAhA.! vastu vAstavika tattva che, jJAyakabhAva, eno je anubhava ne dRSTi enI ahIM balihArI che. bAkI to badhI vAtuM pachI. A vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne A ne A. e to badhA rAga hoya, Ave paNa teno e dharmI kartA nathI. AhAhA...! bhagavAna jyAM anaMta AnaMdano sAgara jyAM UchaLe che, dRSTimAM jyAM paramAtmA Avyo ene kaI vAtanI kamI che? ke bIjI vAtanI tene mahimA Ave? AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? mATe karavAnuM hoya to paheluM A karavAnuM che. kaho, "sujAnamalajI'! AvuM che, bApu! AhAhA.! pAMca indriyathI anaMtavAra anaMtakALathI joyuM paNa je jonAro tene joyo nahi. AhAhA...! jonArane joyA nahi ne jonAre paryAyamAM parane joyuM. AhAhA. e potA taraphano eNe anAdara karyo che. AhAhA...! 'Sa arocaka bhAva A to dugaMchA che ne? dveSa. dveSa arocaka
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________________ gAthA- ra31 511 bhAva' svarUpanI jene ruci nathI tene prabhu pratye dveSa che, A AtmA pratye, hoM! AhAhA.! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha paramAtmA, anaMta anaMta caitanya ratnAkarathI bharelo bhagavAna, eno jene Adara ne jJAna nathI ane A pAMca indriyanA jJAnamAM rokAI gayo, prabhu! teM tArA svabhAvano anAdara karyo. arucibhAva, ene rucyuM nahi te tane tenA pratye prabhu! dugaMchA, dveSa che. ahIM dveSa para pratye nathI paNa ahIMyAM dveSa, AtmAnI ruci nathI tene AtmA pratye dveSa che. AhAhA...! ane dharmIne AtmA pratye dveSa nathI paNa paravastu dugaMchA dekhIne paNa tene dveSa Avato nathI. AhAhA.! AvI vAtuM che. bhAvArtha :- samyagdaSTi vastunA dharmo pratye (arthAt sudhA,zarIramAM sudhA dekhAya. tethI ene durgachA nathI, anAdara nathI. hoya che. tRSA,..." AhA! pANInuM eka biMdu na maLe ane tRSA (lAgI hoya). sAcA saMta hoya vItarAgI muni, ene zarIra jIrNa thayuM ne UbhA thaIne pANI levAno prasaMga paNa na rahe, UbhA thaIne pANI levAya ne? bIjo koI ubho karIne le e paNa nahi. AhAhA.! have e tuSA lAgI hoya chatAM tene aMdara AnaMda che. e tRSAnI durgachA nathI ke ara.2.2.! A kema? jANe che. AhAhA...! pANInuM biMdu na maLe. AhAhA...! evI tRSA vakhate paNa dharmIne, AhA.! tenI jugupsA nathI. e tRSAnI jaDanI dazA e rIte hoya. AhAhA...! "zIta," hIma paDe hIma. enA pratye tene dveSa nathI. zItaLa svabhAva bhagavAna AtmA jeNe jANyo tene bahAranI zIta pratye dveSa nathI. AhAhA...! jeNe AtmAnI aruci choDIne dveSa choDyo ane ruci karI ene para pratye paNa dveSa nathI, kahe che. samajANuM kAMI? zuM kIdhuM ? jeNe bhagavAna AtmAnI arucirUpI dveSa, dveSa choDyo ane ruci ne dRSTi thaI ene sva pratye dveSa nathI tema para pratye dveSa nathI. AhAhA.! e to vItarAgamUrti AtmA, samakitI vItarAgamUrti che. samakita I vItarAga paryAya che. AhAhA...! ane samyagdarzana thAya che e zuddhaupayogamAM thAya che. have atyAre ema kahe che ke, atyAre zubhaupayoga ja hoya. are ! prabhu! zuM kare che mANasa? sAdhu nAma dharAvI moTA "zAMtisAgarane keDe zrutasAgara'. vAta to enI sAcI che ke, e badhA pAse zubhabhAva ja hato. paNa ene zubhabhAvane munipaNuM manAvavuM, mAnavuM che). zubhabhAva to samakitIne paNa hoya che paNa e zubhabhAva mAro nathI huM to zuddha caitanya chuM, e huM chuM. zuddhaupayogI bhagavAna AtmA te huM chuM, AhAhA..! jhAjho svAdhyAya karyo hoya ne zAstra bahu bhaNyo hoya mATe tene A samyagdarzana thAya, ema nathI kAMI. AhAhA...! e to mahAprabhu jenA pUrNa AnaMdAdi anaMta guNonuM mAhAbhya aMdara AvatA aMdara jAya che, ekAgra thAya che, kahe che, tene potA pratyeno je aruci bhAva hato e to gayo, ruci bhAva poSANamAM AtmA AvI gayo ane bahAranI zIta, kSudhA, tRSA ke uSNa, tenA pratye paNa tene aruci nathI. AhAhA...! che?
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________________ 512 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 "zIta, uSNa..." garamI Ama evI garamI paDe. eka kora bAra DigrI, paMdara DigrI, soLa DigrI. paDe che ke nahi? e to zeya che. enuM ene dveSapaNuM nathI. AhAhA.! zarIramAM agni saLage. agni evA AkhA zarIramAM taNakhA mAre. zarIrano svabhAva che, huM e zarIra nathI. tema mane te taNakhA mAratA nathI. AhAhA...! bhAre vAta, bApu! AkarI vAta bahu. ane jenA janma-maraNanA aMta Ave, bApA! AhAhA.! corAzInA avatAramAM saDI gayo che, marI gayo che. enA duHkha veThyA ene paNa jonAranI AMsunI dhArA cAlI che, evA duHkho eNe vekyA che. kAMIka Ama sagavaDatA jarI bahAra dekhAya tyAM jANe basa! have ame sukhI chIe. paNa AtmAnA jJAna vinA e rAgamAM ekatva mAnanArA mahAduHkhI che. AhAhA...! samyagdarzana e vItarAgI paryAya che. tethI tene paranI vAMchA nathI tema paramAM tene dveSa nathI. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! sAdhAraNa vAta (lAge) paNa emAM paramAtmAnuM ghara jeNe joyuM che, AhA. evA samyagdaSTi cAhe to tiryaMca ho, are ! sAtamI narakamAM nArakI ho, AhAhA...! e vedana nyAM ThaMDInuM, eka ATalI ThaMDI ahIMyA lAve dasa hajAra jojanamAM mANasa marI jAya, emAM samakitI aMdara paDyo hoya. AhAhA...! chatAM tene zItanI dugaMchA nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA.! gajaba vAta che. ane agnimAM Ama zarIrane saLagAvI the. haDa. haDa. haDa... haDa duzamano, verIo. TATAnuM che ne moTuM kArakhAnuM? pacIsa varSano rAjakumAra hoya), karoDo kharcAne lagana thayA hoya te divase rAtre, hajI pahelI rAtre koI upADIne agnimAM nAkhe, AhAhA.! evI pIDA hoya topaNa kahe che ke samakitIne dugaMchA nathI. AhAhA.! bhAI! mAragaDA bahu judA che. zuddhaupayoga e dharma che. zubhaupayoga e dharma nathI. AhAhA.! ethI ahIM dugaMchA nathI tyAM zuddhaupayoga che athavA samyagdarzananI vItarAgI dazA che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! e jugupsA karato nathI athavA viSTA Adi malina dravyo pratye).. AhAhA.! gaMdhAtI viSTAnA DhagalA dekhAya. A khetaramAM nAkhe che ne? bhaMgyA badhuM laIne khAtara, Ama amathI viSTA paDI hoya, khetaramAM Dhagalo hoya), bhUMDa ene khAya. dharmI kahe che ke, ene dekhIne dugaMchA na kare. e ratnanA DhagalA dekhIne vAMchA na kare ane viSTAnA DhagalA dekhIne dveSa na kare. AhAhA.! ciMtAmaNi nAtha aMdara jene pragaTyo bhagavAna ane jeTalI aMdara ekAgratA thAya teTalI tene AnaMdanI dazA vadhe have ene para jove che zuM? AhA...! paranI vAMchA ne paramAM dugaMchA-dveSa ene hoto nathI. vItarAgabhAve te jANe che. AhAhA! AvuM che. - atyAre to samyagdarzana vinAnI vAtuM ekalI. vrata ne tapa ne bhakti, pUjA ne zAstra vAMcana ne moTI sabhAo bharavI ne.. AhA...! ahIM to bhagavAna paheluM samyagdarzana hoya tene dharmanI zarUAta thAya che. pachI vacce bhale vikalpa aneka prakAranA hoya, AhAhA...!
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________________ gAthA- 231 513 paNa teno te kartA nathI. AhAhA...! viSTA vigere levuM. AhA...! "milina dravyo pratye) jugupsA karato nathI. jugupsA nAmanI karmaprakRtino udaya Ave topaNa pote teno kata thato nathI...." AhAhA.! eTale? jarI aMdara dugaMchAno bhAva, vikalpa AvI jAya paNa eno kartA nathI. AhAhA...! AvuM svarUpa have. AhAhA.! topaNa pote teno kartA thato nathI tethI jugupsAkRta baMdha tene thato nathI, paraMtu prakRti rasa daIne kharI jAya che." e rAgano ke dveSano udaya jarI Avyo e kharI jAya che. AhAhA..! pANInA pUra bahu AvatAne pahelA? tyAre gAmamAM garI jAya dukAna upara, pachI zeThiyAo nALiyera nAkhe, ema ke pANI pAchuM pharI jAya. amArA 'umarALA gAmamAM thatuM. moTI nadI kharIne? gAmamAM zeThanI dukAna hoya tyAM sudhI pANI Ave ane aMdara vadhI jaze. cAre koranA pANI, Ama pacIsa-pacIsa gAuthI "kariyANAthI nadI Ave. e.ya moTo dariyo. pachI e loko Ama nALiyera nAkhe ema ke pAchuM haTI jAya. hai? mumukSu :- cuMdaDI ne nALiyera nAkhe. uttara :- cuMdaDI nAkhatA haze. AvI badhI bhramaNA che. e to jovAnI cIja che to jANa ke Ama thAya che. emAM haTI jAya ke tArA gharamAM garI jAya emAM tane zuM che? A (jJAna) gharamAM kyAM gare evuM che? AhAhA...! A to dukAnanuM to nAnI uMmaramAM joyeluM. "rokaDa zeTha hatA e loko tyAM Ave ne nALiyera nAkhI jAya, ema ke pANI have haTI jaze. kAMI bicArAne khabara na maLe. sthAnakavAsI jaina. AhA...! e trIjo bola thayo. zrotA :- A to badhAnA gharamAM jhagaDA thAya tevuM che. pUjya gurudeva :- zAstrakAra paNa kahe che ne ke kuTuMbIjano dhutArAnI ToLI che. bhAI! jene sarpanuM jhera caDyuM hoya tene kaDavo lImaDo paNa mITho lAge che. tema saMsAra jhera samAna hovA chatAM mohI jIvane te mITho lAge che. tethI tene jinavANInuM amRtapAna karAvI nirmohI banAvavA vastusthitinI jema vAta che tema kahevAya che. ahIM to bhavano abhAva karavAnI ne parabhava sudhAravAnI vAto che. uMdara phUMkI phaMkIne paga Adi khAya che no uMdara phUMka mArIne karaDe eTale nidrAmAM khabara paDatI nathI. tema A bairA-chokarA Adi vakhANa karI karIne khAya che eTale mUDhane khabara paDatI nathI! Atmadharma aMka-1, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ 514 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (( gAthA-ra3ra)) jo havadi asammUDho cedA saddiSTi sbbhaavesu| so khalu amUDhadiTThI sammAdiTTI munnedvvo||232|| yo bhavati asammUDhaH cetayitA sadRSTiH sarvabhAveSu / sa khalu amUDhaddaSTiH samyagdRSTitivyaH / / 232 / / yato hi samyagdaSTiH TaGkotkIrNaikajJAyakabhAvamayatvena sarveSvapi bhAveSu mohAmAvAdamUDhaddaSTiH, tato'sya mUDhaddaSTikRto nAsti bandhaH, kintu nirjaraiva / have amUDhadRSTi aMganI gAthA kahe che : saMmUDha nahi je sarva bhAve, - satya dRSTi dhArato, te mUDhadRSTirahita samakitadaSTi nizcaya jANavo. 232. gAthArtha - [ yaH veyitA ] je cetayitA [ samAvey | sarva bhAvomAM [ garamUDha: ] amUDha che- [ savRSTi: ] yathArtha dRSTivALo [ mavati ] che, [ ] te [ 7 ] kharekhara [ amUDhaSTi: ] amUDhadRSTi [ sAvRSTi: ] samyagdaSTi [ jJAtavya: ] jANavo. TIkAH- kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe badhAya bhAvomAM mohano tene) abhAva hovAthI, amUDhadRSTi che, tethI tene mUDhadaSTikRta baMdha nathI paraMtu nirjarA ja che. bhAvArtha :- samyagdaSTi sarva padArthonA svarUpane yathArtha jANe che, tene rAgadveSamohano abhAva hovAthI tenI koI padArtha para ayathArtha dRSTi paDatI nathI. cAritramohanA udayathI IniSTa bhAvo Upaje topaNa tene udayanuM baLavAnapaNuM jAmIne te bhAvono pote kartA thato nathI tethI tene mUDhaSTikRta baMdha thato nathI paraMtu prakRti rasa daIne kharI jatI hovAthI nirjarA ja thAya che.
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________________ gAthA- 23ra 515 gAthA-ra3ra upara pravacana cotho amUDhadRSTi. samyagdaSTi amUDha hoya che. AhAhA.! jo havadi asammUDho cedA saddiSTi savvabhAvesu / so khalu amUDhadiTThI sammAdiTTI munnedvvo||232|| saMmUDha nahi je sarva bhAve, - satya dRSTi dhArato, te maDhadaSTirahita samakitadaSTi nizcaya jANavo. 232. AhAhA...! "kuMdakuMdAcArya kevI zailIthI vAta kare che. ane emAM "amRtacaMdrAcArya enI TIkAnA kartA. AhAhA...! kuMdakuMdAcArye to paMcamaArAnA tIrthakara jevuM kAma karyuM ane ANe gaNadhara jevI TIkA karI. ohoho...! mIThA maherAmaNa UchALyA che. bhagavAna amRtano sAgara paramAtmA, AhAhA...! enI jene dRSTi ne samyajJAna thayA che ane kahe che koI jAtanI mUMjhavaNa che nahi, mUMjhAto nathI. AhA...! kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe badhAya bhAvomAM mohano (tene) abhAva hovAthI.' AhAhA..! kyAMya tene moha nathI, mUMjhavaNa nathI. AhAhA...! anyamatInA bAvA Adine mAnanArA rAjA, mahArAjA hoya ane karoDo hAthI ne lAkho hAthInI upara besADIne moTuM mAna ApatA hoya to ene ema na thAya ke, mALuM AmAM kAMIka haze? e jagatanA ajJAnIonA puNyanA prakAro hoya che. mUMjhAto nathI. are. Avo vItarAgI eka huM ane mane mAnanArA nahi ane AvAne mAnanArA, mATe kAMIka haze emAM? AhAhA...! ema samakitIne muMjhavaNa, moha nathI. AhAhA...! che? bhAvomAM mohano (tene) abhAva hovAthI, amUDhadRSTi che, tethI tene mUDhaSTikRta baMdha nathI..." muMjhAvAnA bhAvathI je baMdha thato e bhAva ene che nahi. tethI tene teno baMdha nathI paNa jarIka koI bhAva AvI gayo, ene kharI jAya che. AhAhA...! che ne? "paraMtu nirjarA ja che." "ja" zabda mUkyo pAcho. che ne? "nirnarava' saMskRtamAM che. nirnareva AhAhA.! jJAnIne koI evo bhAva Ave paNa kahe che e to kharI jAya che. AhAhA...! bhAvArthaH- "samyagdaSTi sarva padArthanA svarUpane yathArtha jANe che;" sarva padArthanA svarUpane yathArtha jANe che tene rAgadveSamohano abhAva hovAthI tenI koI padArtha pratye ayathArtha dRSTi paDatI nathI.' AhAhA...! koI paNa padArtha pratye tenI viparIta dRSTi ke ayathArtha dRSTi thatI nathI. AhA...! e bIjAne paNa vAstavika dRSTithI dekhe che. enI -sAmAnI) daSTi bhale viparIta hoya paNa ene e rIte dekhe che. AhAhA! samajANuM kAMI?
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________________ 516 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 dravya paramAtmA sAdharmI hovA chatAM, dravya dharmI ene sAdharmI tarIke dhruva AnaMdano nAtha bhALe che paNa paryAyamAM enI je muMjhavaNa Adi je ajJAna che tene te rIte jANe che. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? paNa muMjhAto nathI, ema ke, AhAhA.! AvA jIvo bahumAna kare ne A kare ne moTA rAjAo mAne, cakravartI mAne. cakravartI paNa mithyAdRSTi hoya to mAne, emAM zuM che? AhA...! jenA rAjamAM e cAlatuM hoya, samyagdaSTi muMjhAya nahi. AhA...! "samyagdaSTi sarva padArthonA svarUpane yathArtha jANe che; tene rAgadveSamohano abhAva hovAthI tenI koI padArtha para ayathArtha dRSTi paDatI nathI. cAritramohanA udayathI ISTAniSTa bhAvo Upaje.." joyuM? jarI iSTa-aniSTa vRttio thaI jAya. che to badhA joyo paNa zeyane dekhIne nahi paNa potAnI kamajorIne laIne jarI iSTa-aniSTa vRtti thaI jAya, ema kahe che. e vastu iSTa-aniSTa nathI. vastu to zeya che. paNa e zeyane jotAM potAnI vRttimAM potAne kAraNe je ISTa-aniSTa vRtti thaI tene te jANato teno kartA thato nathI. Are...! AhAhA...! cAritramohanA udayathI ISTaniSTa bhAvo Upaje topaNa tene udayanuM baLavAnapaNuM jANIne..." zuM kahe che? rAga e jAtano jarI kamajorIthI che. AhA.. karmanuM baLavAnapaNuM e nahi, enI vikAranI dazAnuM atyAre jarI baLavAnapaNuM che, ema jANe. ema karIne jJAtA rahe. AhAhA...! che? "udayanuM baLavAnapaNuM..." (A vAMcIne tyAM ema nAkhe, joyuM karmanuM jora che. e karmanuM jora che eTale potAnI paryAyamAM nabaLAI che e bhAvakarmanuM jora che. AhA...! samajANuM kAMI? te bhAvono pote kata thato nathI. ema kIdhuM ne? tethI tene mUDhadRSTikRta baMdha thato nathI..." I muMjhAto nathI. AhAhA...! ke, ATaluM badhuM A jagatanuM jora ane mArAmAM paNa A rAgano ATalo joradAra bhAva! jANe che ke che, mArI nabaLAI che. ene e jANe che. kartA thato nathI. are ! A paNa? AhAhA. eTale ke DhAMkI daye che. jJAtA-dRSTA AgaLa doSanI vizeSatA dekhAtI nathI. doSa jANe che ke che. jJAtA-daSTa bhagavAnaAtmAnI pAse doSanI kimata kAMI nathI. ema jANIne te doSano jJAtA rahe che ane te doSa ene kharI jAya che. AhAhA! are.! AvI vAtuM. kyAMya maLe evI nathI). paraMtu prakRti rasa daIne..." AtmAnA raNe caDelo AtmA, ene prakRtino rasa rAgAdi Avyo e kharI jAya che. AhAhA.! kharI jatI hovAthI nirjarA ja thAya che. prakRti rasa daIne kharI jatI hovAthI... AhAhA.! "nirjarA ja thAya che. samakitanA A AcAra che ne? nirmaLa vItarAgI paryAya che. vItarAgI paryAyano svAmI hovAthI ane dravyano svAmI hovAthI te rAgAdi tarI Ave teno svAmI thato nathI, kartA thato nathI paNa kharI jAya che. evuM samyagdaSTinuM svarUpa che. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!)
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________________ gAthA- ra3ra 517 pravacana . 308 gAthA-23rathIra34 maMgaLavAra, bhAdaravA vada 6, tA. 11-09-1979 bAhya parigraha to bhAI! e badhA rAganA nimitto che. AhAhA.. jene aMtaramAM samyaka dRSTi eTale ke mithyAtva, rAga, rati, arati Adi atyaMtara parigraha che enI ekatAbuddhi jene tUTI che ane jJAyaka svabhAvamAM ekatAbuddhi thaI che tene ahIMyAM samyagdaSTi kahe che. samajAya che kAMI? parigraha covIsa prakArano che ne? dasa prakArano parigraha bAhya che. bhAIe hamaNAM emAM prazna mUkyo hato. dasa prakAramAM dhana, dhAnya Ave che to dhana, dhAnyamAM dhanano artha paisA nathI tyAM. sonuM, rUpuM Adi che. dasa prakArano bAhya parigraha (che) emAM paNa paisA AvatA nathI. loko paisAne parigraha mAnI beThA che. AhA..! I bhAIe lakhyuM che. ane e parigraha je che aMdara rAga, dveSa, puNya-pApa atyaMtara parigraha ene jeNe pakaDyo che, e mArA che evI buddhi che tyAM sudhI to mithyAtvano parigraha che. AhAhA.! ane e mithyAtvano parigraha chUTyA vinA rAgAdinA pariNAma thAya enI ekatAbuddhi tUTe nahi. rAga hoya bhale, paNa enuM parimANa thaI jAya-mApa AvI jAya che. eTale? ke, kaSAyanI je tIvratAnI ekatAbuddhi che e mahAparigraha mithyAtvano che. AhAhA.! ane e mithyAtvano parigraha chUTyA vinA jJAyaka svabhAva taraphanI ekatA kadI thAya nahi. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? bhAIe akicana ane brahmacaryano khulAso bahu sAro karyo che. hajI brahmacarya AvyuM nathI. akiMcana eTale paraparigrahano abhAva ane brahmacarya eTale svabhAvamAM ekatA. olo artha nAsti che, A ati che. AhAhA...! kAMI paNa rAgAdi kaNa koI cIja mArI nathI evo akiMcana dharma te nAsti tarIke che ane mAruM svarUpa pUrNAnaMda che evo jene dRSTimAM, jJAnamAM svIkAra thayo emAM ene brahmacaryanI zarUAta thaI. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM kahe che ke, amUDhadRSTi. AhAhA.! "sarva padArthonA svarUpane yathArtha jANe che; che? (bhAvArtha). sarva padArthanA svarUpa. sarvamAM badhuM AvI gayuM), rAga, dveSa, AtmA, para, mithyAbhAva, rAga A badhAne yathArtha jANe che. AhAhA...! 232 gAthA. pAnuM kADhatA vAra lAge, olA paisAnuM pAnuM kADhavuM hoya to jhaTa nIkaLe. AhAhA...! amUDhadRSTi eTale samyagdaSTi sarva padArthonA svarUpane yathArtha jANe che... AhAhA...! e hAsya rAgAdino bhAva te doSa che, atyaMtara parigraha che ema jJAnI barAbara aMtaramAM jANe che. AhAhA.! ane e parigrahanI ekatAbuddhi tUTyA vinA samyagdarzana thAya nahi ane enA tUTyA vinA bAhya parigrahano tyAga karIne bese e badho mithyA tyAga che. AhAhA...! evI vAtuM che. 'sarva padArthonA svarUpane.." paravastu che e taddana para che, paiso Adi e to para
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________________ 518 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 che ema jANyuM che. rAgAdi che e aMtaramAM atyaMtara parigraha che vikAra e mAro nathI. e thAya che paNa mAro nathI. evI ekatvabuddhi tUTI che. evo samyagdaSTi jIva sarva padArthonA svarUpane yathArtha jANe che;" AhAhA...! eNe-bhAIe to eka lakhyuM che, ema ke A parigrahanA tyAgIone meM khaDakhaDATa hasatA dekhyA che. khaDakhaDATa hasavuM te hAsya parigraha nathI? AhA...! mALe! mULamAM ghA karyo che. vAta sAcI che. ema ke Ama bAhya paisA, bAyaDI, chokarA choDIne beTho to jANe ame nigraMtha thaI gayA ane hAsya eTalo khaDakhaDATa hAsya kare, dAMta kADhe. e hAsya che e parigraha che ane enI pakkaDa che, etvabuddhi che ke nathI enIye khabara nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? ane eka eNe lakhyuM che, bhAI! ke, "jayapuramAM mUrti levA Ave che, mUrti, to e loko ema kahe che ke, amAre evI mUrti joIe, hasamukhI mUrti joIe. tyAre huM ene kahuM kahe che, e kahe che ke, hasamukhI mUrti to hAsya kare evI mUrti hAsya to parigraha che ane bhagavAna to parigrahanA tyAgI che. AhAhA...! hasamukhI mUrti karatAM zAMta ane vItarAgI mUrti joIe ema kaho. e.I....! AhAhA...! mUrtimAMya ema kahe che loko ke Ama hasamukhI ne AvI joIe). AhAhA...! zuM che paNa A? hAsya che e to pApano eka parigraha che. to hAsyanA parigrahavALA e bhagavAnanI pratimA che? AhA.! vItarAga zAMta mudrA prabhunI akaSAya mudrA che e to. ene hAsya AdinI mudrAvALA jANavA to kaSAyavALI mudrA mAnI. AhAhA...! lokone tattvanI vAstavika sthiti zuM che enI mUDhatA TaLatI nathI. AhA...! ahIM kahe che, samyagdaSTi sarva padArthomAM badhuM AvI gayuM ke nahi? hai? bhagavAnanI pratimA, bhagavAna pote, potAno AtmA, rAgAdi bhAva badhuM emAM AvI gayuM. AhAhA...! svarUpane yathArtha jANe che; tene rAgadveSamohano abhAva hovAthI." ekatvabuddhino abhAva che. rAgadveSamohano ekatvabuddhino abhAva che eTale kharekhara ene rAgadveSamoha che nahi. AhAhA...! tenI koI padArtha para pratye) ayathArtha dRSTi paDatI nathI. AhAhA...! samyagdaSTinI dRSTi koIpaNa padArtha pratye ayathArtha dRSTi paDatI nathI. AhAhA...! vItarAgane vItarAga tarIke jANe, vItarAganI mUrtine vItarAga tarIke jANe. AhAhA! AtmAne rAgarahita cidAnaMda prabhu che tema tene jANe. ane hAsya, rati, arati atyaMtara parigraha che ne? cauda prakArano parigraha che ne? mithyAtva (Adi). to ene e mArI cIja nathI tema tene jANe. AhAhA...! eno parigraha, caitanya svabhAva jeno parigraha thayo che. e parigraha zabda Ave che ne? "nirjarA adhikAramAM AvI gayuM che. jeNe jJAyakabhAva parigraha eTale samasta prakAre pakaDyo
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________________ gAthA- ra3ra 519 che. AhAhA...! ene atyaMtara parigraha rAgAdinI ekatAbuddhi hotI nathI. AhAhA...! svabhAva caitanya bhagavAna jJAtA-daSTAnI jyAM ekatAbuddhi thaI ene rAgAdi, dayA, dAna Adi vikalpo Ave paNa tenI ekatAbuddhi tUTI gaI che. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? ane jene puNya pariNAma Ave to tene puNya tarIke jANe, ene dharma tarIke na jANe. yathArtha buddhi thaI che ne? AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? koI padArtha para pratye) ayathArtha dRSTi paDatI nathI. eTale ke ene zubha bhAva Avyo e dharma che tevI dRSTi enI thatI nathI. AhAhA...! "cAritramohanA udayathI ISTAniSTa bhAvo Upaje." thAya 'topaNa tene udayanuM baLavAnapaNuM jANI.." eTale ke rAganI, vikRtanI dazA mArI nabaLAI che ema jANI te bhAvono te kartA thato nathI..." ekatAbuddhi tUTI che mATe kartA thato nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA! te bhAvono pote kartA thato nathI..." eTale ke e bhAvo che kharA, thAya che paNa ekatvabuddhi nathI tethI kartA thato nathI. AhAhA! jemAM ebuddhi thaI che tenA jJAna, darzana ne AnaMdanA pariNAmano kartA thAya che. AhAhA.! jene potAno svabhAva mAnyo che teno kartA paryAyamAM thAya che paNa vikArI pariNAma mArA nathI to teno te kartA thato nathI. AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. tethI tene mUDhadRSTikRta baMdha thato nathI..." ekatAbuddhinI je mUDhadRSTi che tevo bhAva ene hoto nathI tethI teno baMdha thato nathI. paraMtu prakRti rasa daIne kharI jatI hovAthI..." AhAhA.! rAgAdi thAya temAM ekatvapaNuM nathI tethI tenA pratye bhAva Avyo te kharI jAya che. AhAhA! svabhAvanI sAthe tene ekatva karato nathI. AhAhA...! tethI tene nirjarA ja thAya che. bahu amUDhadRSTimAM pATha ja ema che ne? "badhAya bhAvomAM mohano abhAva..." ema che ne mULa pAThamAM? eno artha ke badhA bhAvomAM ekatvabuddhino abhAva, ema. samajANuM kAMI? ane trikALI jJAyakabhAvamAM ekvabuddhino abhAva. AhAhA.! AvuM samyagdaSTinuM amUDha svarUpa che. AhA.! he bhavyo! tame evuM kAma karo ke jethI AtmA potAnI jJAnabhUmikAmAM AvI jAya. deha chUDyAM pahelAM A prayatna karI le. ghara baLe tyAre kUvo khodavA na besAya. mATe maratAM pahelAM AtmAno yatna karI le. mAnavadehathI ja zivapada maLI zake che. deva, nAraka, pazugatimAMthI zivapada nahi maLe, mATe A amUlya avasara khovA jevo nathI. Atmadharma aMka-1, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ pa20 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 hhhhhhhhhh ( gAthA-233) jo siddhabhattijutto uvagRhaNago du svvdhmmaannN| so uvagRhaNakArI sammAdiTThI munnedvo||233|| yaH siddhabhaktiyuktaH upagUhanakastu sarvadharmANAm / sa upagUhanakArI samyagdRSTitivyaH / / 233 / / yato hi samyagdRSTiH TaGkotkIrNaikajJAyakabhAvamayatvena samastAtmazaktInAmupabRMhaNAdupabRMhakaH, tato'sya jIvazaktidaurbalyakRto nAsti bandhaH, kintu nirjraiv| have upagUhana guNanI gAthA kahe che - je siddhabhaktisahita che, upagUhaka che sau dharmano, cimUrti te upagUhanakara samakitadRSTi jANavo. ra33. gAthArtha - [ : ] je cetayitA) [ siddhamavittayuvatta: ] siddhanI (zuddhAtmAnI) bhakti sahita che tu ] ane [ sarvadharmAm 35 nava: ] para vastunA sarva dharmone gopavanAra che (arthAtu rAgAdi parabhAvomAM joDAto nathI) [ 5 ] te [ 31danavArI ] upagUhanakArI [ sagavRSTi: ] samyagdaSTi [ jJAtavya: ] jANavo. TIkA :- kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe samasta AtmazaktionI vRddhi karato hovAthI, upabRhaka arthAt Atmazaktino vadhAranAra che, tethI tene jIvanI zaktinI durbaLatAthI (arthAt maMdatAthI) thato baMdha nathI paraMtu nirjarA ja che. bhAvArtha - samyagdaSTi upagRhanaguNa sahita che. upagUhana eTale gopavavuM te. ahIM nizcayanayane pradhAna karIne kahyuM che ke samyagdaSTie potAno upayoga siddhabhaktimAM joDelo che, ane jyAM upayoga siddhabhaktimAM joDyo tyAM anya dharmo para dRSTi ja na rahI tethI te sarva anya dharmono gopAvanAra che ane Atmazaktino vadhAranAra che. A guNanuM bIjuM nAma "upavRMhaNa" paNa che. upavRMhaNa eTale vadhAravuM te. samyagdaSTie potAno upayoga siddhanA svarUpamAM joDelo hovAthI tenA AtmAnI sarva zakti vadhe cheAtmA puSTa thAya che mATe te upavRMhaNaguNavALo che.
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________________ pa21 gAthA- 233 A rIte samyagdaSTine AtmazaktinI vRddhi thatI hovAthI tene durbaLatAthI je baMdha thato hato te thato nathI, nirjarA ja thAya che. joke jyAM sudhI aMtarAyano udaya che tyAM sudhI nirbaLatA che to paNa tenA abhiprAyamAM nirbaLatA nathI, potAnI zakti anusAra karmanA udayane jItavAno mahAna udyama varte che. gAthA-233 upara pravacana "have upagUhana guNanI vyAkhyA kahe che - pAMcamuM. pAMcamuM che ne A? jo siddhabhattijutto uvagRhaNago du svvdhmmaannN| so uvagRhaNakArI sammAdiTThI munnedvyo||233|| je siddhabhaktisahita che, upagRhaka che sau dharmano, cimUrti te upagUhanakara samakitadRSTi jANavo. 233. A siddha eTale para nahi. AhAhA. mithyAtvano je atyaMtara parigraha che enI jyAM sudhI ektAbuddhi ane e mArA che ema TaLyuM nathI tyAM sudhI bAhyano tyAga e badho mithyA tyAga che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? TIkA :- "kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe..." temAM ekatvapaNAne lIdhe, ema. AhAhA.! jJAyaka svabhAva caitanyamUrti prabhu, enA paNAne lIdhe eTale emAM ekatvapaNAne lIdhe "samasta AtmazaktionI vRddhi karato hovAthI, samasta Atmazaktio jeTalI che tenI paryAyamAM zuddhinI vRddhi karato hovAthI, upaeNka arthAt Atmazaktino vadhAranAra che... AhAhA.! zuM kahyuM che? bAhya parigraha dasa prakAra ane atyaMtara cauda prakAra, badhA parigrahathI jenI buddhi haTI gaI che ane svabhAvano parigraha je jJAyakasvarUpano parigraha pakaDyo che. AhAhA.! e nirjarA adhikAramAM pahelAM AvI gayuM che. svabhAva caitanyajyota che ene pakaDyo che, parigraha karyo che. parigraha-samasta prakAre graha-pakaDyo che. AhA...! samyagdaSTine parigraha svabhAvano che. AhA...! "AtmazaktionI vRddhi karato hovAthI, kAraNa ke e pote potAnuM svarUpa A che tethI zakti upara ekatvabuddhi che ane paranI ekatvabuddhi TaLI che tethI zaktionI paryAyamAM vRddhi karato thako. zaktinI vyaktatAnI vRddhi karato thako. zaktio to trikALa che. e trikALa zaktine dRSTimAM lIdhI che ane ekatvabuddhi thaI che tethI te zaktionI vyaktatAne vadhArato thako. AhAhA...! ane asthiratAno je rAga che tene ghaTADato thako. AhAhA.!
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 522 AvuM svarUpa (che). samasta AtmazaktionI...' samasta kema kahyuM? ke jeTalI zaktio je dravya svabhAvamAM anaMta che, e jeno parigraha che ane mArI cIja A che ema jeNe ekatvabuddhi karI che tenI paryAyamAM anaMta zaktionI paryAyamAM zuddhino aMza pragaTa thAya che. te te zuddhinA aMzane vadhArato jAya che. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM. 'upabRhaka arthAt Atmazaktino vadhAranAra che, tethI tene jIvanI zaktinI durbaLatAthI... AhAhA..! je durbaLatAthI baMdha thato hato te tene thato nathI. AhAhA..! vastuno svabhAva anaMta zakti saMpanna prabhu, teno aMta2mAM svIkAra thavAthI te zaktionI vyaktatAno ja vadhAro thAya che. samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! enuM nAma A upabRhaka (che). vadhAre kare che ne? pachI arthamAM bIjuM leze. gopave i, doSane gopave i. A paheluM astithI vadhA2o ka2vAnuM lIdhuM. pachI doSane gopave che eTale ke aMdara abhAva kare che, doSane DhAMkI re che ane potAnI zuddhinI vRddhine prasiddha kare che. e paheluM astithI A lIdhuM. AhAhA..! i paNa Ave che, kahyuM ne A, A kahyuM ne zuM kIdhuM? i nAstithI che. e to kahyuM ne sAthe. e have hamaNAM Avaze. A astithI pahelI vAta che. upabRhaNa (eTale) vadhAre, upagrahana (eTale) ghaTADe-dAbe. e nAstithI che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! dhana raLe ne DhagalA thAya, nathI kahetA? pote 2Le emAM DhagalA na thAya, pachI dhana vadhI gayuM ne pachI emAMthI dhana vadhe. ema ahIM je dhana bhagavAnaAtmAnuM dhana, sadhana anaMta zaktione jeNe grahaNa karI, AhAhA..! anaMta anaMta zaktiono pAra na maLe evI badhI zaktione jeNe potAnI mAnIne grahaNa karI e zaktinI paryAyamAM vyaktatA vadhatI jAya che. zuddhinI vRddhi thatI jAya che. nirjarA adhikAra' che ne. nirjarAnA traNa prakAra che. eka-karmanuM gaLavuM. svabhAvanI zuddhinI vRddhi thatAM karmanuM gaLavuM eka nirjarA. ane eka azuddhanuM TaLavuM e azuddhanizcayanayanI nirjarA ane eka zuddhinI vRddhi thavI eka nirjarA. samajANuM kAMI? to A eNe paheluM A lIdhuM-zuddhinI vRddhi. AhA..! Atmazaktiono vadhA2nA2 che, tethI tene jIvanI zaktinI durbaLatAthI paryAyamAM) (arthAt maMdatAthI) thato baMdha nathI paraMtu nirjarA ja che.' AhAhA..! zuM kahe che? jene samyagdarzanamAM pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano pUrNa zaktino saMgraha thayo, saMgraha thayo eTale svIkAra karyo. zraddhA-jJAnamAM jeNe pUrNAnaMdano saMgraha karyo. parigraha karyo ne? AhAhA..! enI zaktionI zuddhi paryAyamAM vadhatI jAya che. e vadhatI jAya tethI tene rAganI maMdatAthI kaMI rAga bhAva Ave e jarI jAya che. maMdatAthI baMdha thato hato te ene thato nathI. AhAhA..! juo! A samyagdaSTinA AcAra. AhAhA..! A enuM AcaraNa. zuddha svabhAva bhagavAnaAtmA, eno anubhava thayo (tyAM) AnaMdano anubhava Avyo. samyagdarzana thatAM ene AnaMdano anubhava Avyo. e AnaMdanA anubhavanI sAthe badhI zaktiono aMza vadhI gayo. AhAhA..!
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________________ gAthA- 233 para3 hajI A pahelA samyagdarzana ane mithyAdarzananI khabaruM na maLe. e zaktiono jyAM svIkAra thayo to DhagalAbaMdha zaktio je che tenI paryAyamAM DhagalAbaMdha paryAyonI zuddhi vadhatI jAya che. AhAhA...! ane maMdatAthI je baMdha thato, bhAI! mArga bahu jhINo che, bApu! AhAhA...! atyAre to Akho pheraphAra karI beThA. mithyAtva zuM che tenA tyAga vinA badho bAhya tyAga karIne bese e to mithyAtvanI puSTi kare che. mumukSu :- bAhya tyAgamAM hetu hoya che. uttara :- bAhya tyAga to che ja, tyAga ja che, para grahaNa ke di karyo hato? bAhyano to tyAga ja che ane A tyAguM chuM e mAnyatA to mithyAtva che. AkarI vAta, bhAI! je grahyuM nathI tene tyAkhyuM ema kahevuM e to mithyAtvabhAva che. AhAhA...! ahIM to paramAtmA ema kahe che, samyagdaSTine potAnI zaktionuM jJAnamAM bhAna thaIne pratIti thaI gaI che tethI tenI ekatAmAM vadhAro thato jAya che. samakita thayuM eTale zaktinI pratItinuM jJAna, anubhava, AnaMdano svAda Avyo. enI sAthe anaMtA guNanI vyaktatAno svAda Avyo. AhAhA.! ane tethI temAM ekatA hovAthI te zuddhi ane paryAyamAM vadhatI jAya che. AhAhA...! dhana raLe ne DhagalA thAya, i. dhana nAma svarUpanuM dhana che, AhAhA...! eno jeNe svIkAra-mArA che ema jANyuM, enI paryAyamAM zaktinuM dhana vadhI jAya che. AhAhA..! kuMdakuMdAcAryanI zailI adbhuta zailI che. atyAre to mULa mithyAtva zuM ne samakita zuM enI khabaruM vinA bAhyanA tyAga (karI bese. bAhyano tyAga to che ja emAM te tyAga karyo (evuM) mAnyuM e zuM? e to mithyAtva che. paranA tyAgagrahaNa rahita prabhu to anAdithI che ja. phakta rAga ne vikArane pakaDyo che te mithyAtvabhAva che ene choDavuM che e na choDatAM bAhyane choDavA maMDyo. AhAhA! e to mithyAtvanI puSTi kare che. bApu AkaruM kAma bhAI! AhAhA.! e mithyAtvano vadhAro kare che ane samyagdaSTi zaktinI paryAyano zuddhatAno vadhAro kare che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? tethI tene jIvanI zaktinI durbaLatAthI (arthAt maMdatAthI) thato baMdha nathI paraMtu..." jarIka nirbaLatAthI thAya che e sabaLatAnI vRddhithI te nirbaLatAno nAza thaI jAya che. AhAhA.! azuddhatAno nAza thaI jAya che. karmanuM gaLavuM e to paramAM paranuM (che). ahIM zuddhinI vRddhi thAya che tethI azuddhatA TaLI jAya che. AhAhA...! zuddhinI utpatti thAya che tethI azuddhatAno vyaya thAya che. AhAhA...! e nirjarA thAya che, ema kIdhuM. AhAhA...! gajaba vAta che. bhAvArtha - "samyagdaSTi upagRhanaguNa sahita che. sAme bIjuM lIdhuM. oluM upabRhaNa hatuM. samyagdaSTi upagRhanaguNa sahita che. upagRhana eTale gopavavuM te. ahIM nizcayanayane
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________________ 524 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pradhAna karIne kahyuM che ke samyagdaSTie potAno upayoga siddhabhaktimAM joDelo che..." (arthAtu) potAnA svarUpamAM. siddha nAma potAnuM siddha samAna sadA pada mero AhAhA...! evo je bhagavAna siddha svarUpa, tenI bhakti-ekAgratA. AhAhA...! nAma siddha zabda paDyo che. arthakAre pote .... "samyagdaSTie potAno upayoga siddhabhaktimAM joDelo che eTale potAnA svarUpamAM joDelo che. rAgamAMthI toDelo che. AhAhA.! rAganuM joDANa toDyuM che, svabhAvanuM joDANa vadhAryuM che. AhAhA...! "ane jyAM upayoga siddhabhaktimAM joDyo tyAM anya dharmo para pratye) dRSTi ja na rahI... AhAhA...! zuM kIdhuM i? svarUpa zuddha che enA upara joDANa thayuM eTale pachI rAgAdinuM joDANa tyAM rahyuM nahi. "anya dharmo para pratye) dRSTi ja na rahI..." rAgAdi pratye to dRSTi ja rahI nahi. AhAhA...! ohoho. tethI te sarva anya dharmono gopavanAra che..." e pAThano artha che enAthI eka bIjo (artha) karyo. ane Atmazaktino vadhAranAra che. rAgAdine ghaTADanAra che e gopave che, ema kahyuM. have AnI zaktine vadhAranAra che e upavRMhaNa che. AhAhA...! Are...A te vAtuM, bhAI! A kathA nathI kaMI, A to bApu! vItarAgano (mArga che). AhAhA...! A guNanuM bIjuM nAma 'upabRhaNa paNa che." je TIkAmAM che i. 'upavRMhaNa eTale vadhAravuM te." oluM gopavavuM hatuM. A vadhAravuM. pAThamAM mULa I lIdhuM che. te "samyagdaSTie potAno upayoga siddhanA svarUpamAM joDelo hovAthI..." dharmIjIne siddha svarUpa zuddha caitanyamUrti bhagavAna, pUrNa vItarAgamUrti prabhu AtmA, tenI sAthe upayogane joDyo che. rAgathI joDANa teNe toDyuM che ane siddhathI joDANa chUTuM hatuM ene joDI dIdhuM che. AhAhA...! jeNe joDyuM teNe toDyuM. jeNe siddha svarUpamAM joDANa karyuM teNe rAganuM joDANa toDI nAkhyuM che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM, bhAI! samyagdaSTie potAno upayoga siddhanA svarUpamAM joDelo hovAthI..." joyuM? tenA AtmAnI sarva zakti vadhe che. paryAyamAM, hoM! zakti vadhe che eTale zakti che eTalI to anaMta che paNa eno svIkAra hovAthI paryAyamAM zuddhatAnI vRddhi vadhe che. AhAhA.! AtmA puSTa thAya che...... AhAhA.! oluM hINApaNuM TaLe che ane ahIM utkRSTapaNuM zuddhi puSTa thAya che. AhAhA.! caNo jema pANImAM poDho thAya paNa e to polo poDho che ane A to aMdara zaktio je anaMta che enA upara dRSTi ane eno svIkAra hovAthI tenI zuddhinI paryAyamAM vRddhi thatI jAya che. AtmA puSTa thAya che. AhAhA.! paryAyamAM je (zuddhinI) ochapa hatI te puSTa -vRddhigata) thAya che. Are.! AvI vAtuM have. AhAhA.! "mATe te upabRhaNaguNavALo che." vadhAravAvALo (che). AhAhA.! bAhya parigraha upara to jenI dRSTi nathI paNa atyaMtara rAgAdi che tenA upara paNa jenI dRSTi nathI. AhAhA.! bhagavAna
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________________ gAthA- 233 525 pUrNAnaMdano nAtha pUrNa svarUpa, enI dRSTi hovAthI tenI zaktinI paryAyamAM puSTi thatI jAya che. Are.! AvuM che. A rIte samyagdaSTine AtmazaktinI vRddhi thatI hovAthI zaktinI vRddhi eTale paryAyamAM zuddhatAnI vRddhi, ema. zaktio che emAM (to) jeTalI che eTalI trikALa (che). paNa eno svIkAra thavAthI, Adara thavAthI, AhAhA...! paryAyamAM zuddhinI vRddhi vadhe che. AhA...! e eno upavRMhaNa nAmano samakitIno guNa che, eTale paryAya (che). AhAhA.! dharmAtmA upadezane kALe paNa tenI dRSTimAM e upadeza, vANI ane enA vizeno rAga nathI. AhAhA...! jenI dRSTimAM rAga ne upadeza che e upadezaka mithyASTi che. AhAhA...! jenI dRSTi rAga ane upadeza-zabdo upara nathI, ema kahe che. ema AvyuM ne? AhAhA.. te kALe paNa jJAyaka svabhAvanI anaMta zaktio che te upara enI dRSTinuM dhoraNa baMdhAI gayuM che. najarabaMdhI karI che. najara AtmA upara bAMdhI dIdhI che. e najarabaMdhIne laIne bIjuM dekhato nathI, ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI? mANasa nathI (kahetA)? najarabaMdhI (thaI hoya) pachI bIjuM dekhe nahi. evA atyAre thAya che ne keTalAka bAvA ne kAMIka. kAMIka evuM nAkhe ke pachI ene ja dekhe ne enI bhego cAlyo jAya. paisAvALo hoya toya. thayuM hatuM evuM nahi kokane hamaNA? heM? jeThAbhAI. e nAkhe eTale enI pAchaLa cAlyo jAya) pachI khabara paDe, utare tyAre. o.yA mALe A che? ema A najarabaMdhI (che). jeNe najaruM bAMdhI che siddha svarUpamAM. AhA.! e najarabaMdhInI keDe cAlyo jAya che. rAga ne zarIra Adi para bAhya parigraha ke atyaMtara, enA uparathI dRSTi uThI gaI che. AhAhA.! A to gRhasthAzramamAM samakitI hoya toya Ama che, ema kahe che. AhAhA...! samyagdaSTine AtmazaktinI vRddhi thatI hovAthI tene durbaLatAthI je baMdha thato hato. te thato nathI, nirjarA ja thAya che. azuddhatA kharI jAya che. AhAhA..! "joke jyAM sudhI aMtarAyano udaya che tyAM sudhI nirbaLatA che..." e udaya che e nimittathI kahe che. udaya potAmAM che, ema. 'topaNa tenA abhiprAyamAM nirbaLatA nathI.... AhAhA. paryAyamAM nirbaLatA che paNa abhiprAyamAM nirbaLatA nathI. abhiprAyamAM to pUrNAnaMdano nAtha te baLavAna che. AhAhA...! e baLavAnane paDakhe caDI gayo che. AhA...! e nimittathI kathana che. mULa to paryAyamAM nabaLAI che. tenA abhiprAyamAM nirbaLatA nathI,..." paryAyanI nirbaLatA upara dRSTi nathI. AhAhA.! aMtara jJAyaka svabhAva pUrNAnaMdano nAtha baLavaMta caitanya, tenI upara dRSTi hovAthI potAnI zakti anusAra karmanA udayane jItavAno mahAna udyama varte che. AhAhA.! svabhAva sanmukhatAno prayatna cAlu che. svabhAva bhAna che ane svabhAva sanmukhano prayatna cAlu che. ethI "udayane jItavAno mahAna udyama varte che." AhAhA.! bahAra choDe ne tyAge e vAta ahIM na lIdhI. paNa e bahAra choDavuM kyAM che)? maphatanA I to. bahArathI to
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________________ 526 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 sadAya rahita ja che. A to bAhya choDyuM eTale jANe ame tyAgI thayA ane tyAgI tarIke amane mANaso svIkAre. AhAhA..! e to mithyAtvanI puSTi che. AhAhA..! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! AhAhA..! potAnI zakti anusAra... eTale svabhAva taraphanA prayatnanI anusAra karmanA udayane jItavAno mahAna udyama varte che.' AhAhA..! doSane dabAve che ane zaktione vadhAre che, ema be apekSA lIdhI. AhAhA..! samikatI pAse paisA hoya ane dAna Ama Ape to e pote A paisA meM ApyA ne mArA che, evI buddhi ene nathI. emAM kaMI rAgano ghaTADo thayo hoya to puNya che, e puNyathI paNa ekatvabuddhi tUTI gaI che. e puchyuM pariNAma mArA nathI. AhAhA..! e rIte puNya pariNAma mArA nathI ane mAruM zuddha paripUrNa svarUpa te huM chuM ema zuddhatAne vadhArato, nabaLAIne TALato AgaLa vadhye jAya che. AhAhA..! samajAya che AmAM? 'kAMtibhAI'! AvuM svarUpa che. AhA..! bhAgyazALI bApA! sAMbhaLavA rokAI gayA. A vastu, bhAI! A to vItarAganA gharanI che, bApA! lokoe enA badhA artho ja pheravI nAkhyA. bahArathI A karyuM ne A choDyuM ne A mUkyuM. ahIM to rAgane choDavo e paNa enA svarUpamAM nathI. pa2ne choDavuM to enA svarUpamAM nathI, AhAhA..! paNa rAgano tyAga karavo e paNa nAmamAtra kathana che. zuddhi svabhAvanI jyAM vadhe che, AhAhA..! tyAM rAga ghaTato jAya che tene rAga tyAgyo ema nAmamAtra kathana che. bahAranA tyAganI to vAteya zuM karavI? AhAhA..! AvuM svarUpa che. AhAhA..! e pAMcamo bola thayo. samyagdaSTino pAMcamo guNa eTale nirmaLa paryAya. guNa zabde nirmaLa paryAya. trikALa guNa nahi. avaguNanI apekSAe tene guNa kahevAya. rAgAdi che te avaguNa kahevAya tyAre A eka guNa kahevAya, paNa che to e paryAya. avaguNa paNa vikArI paryAya ane A guNa che e paNa avikArI paryAya. AhAhA..! zrotA :- bhUtakALanA duHkhone yAda zuM kAma karavA? pUjya gurudeva :- evA duHkho pharI na Ave e mATe yAda karI vairAgya kare che. munirAja paNa bhUtakALanA duHkhone yAda karIne kahe che ke huM bhUtakALanA duHkhone yAda karuM chuM tyAM kALajAmAM AyudhanA ghA vAge che. juo! samyagdaSTi muni che, AnaMdanuM pracura vedana che, chatAM bhUtakALanA duHkhone yAda karI evA duHkho pharIne na Ave e mATe vairAgya vadhAre che. Atmadharma aMka-5, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ gAthA- 234 527 hhhhhhhhhh ( gAthA-234) ummaggaM gacchaMtaM sagaM pi magge Thavedi jo cedaa| so ThidikaraNAjutto sammAdiTThI munnedvvo||234|| unmArgaM gacchantaM svakamapi mArge sthApayati yshcetyitaa| sa sthitikaraNayuktaH samyagdRSTitivyaH / / 234 / / yato hi samyagdRSTiH TaGkotkIrNaMkajJAyakabhAvamayatvena mArgAtpracyutasyAtmano mArge eva sthitikaraNAt sthitikArI, tato'sya mArgacyavanakRto nAsti bandhaH kintu nirjraiv|| have sthitikaraNa guNanI gAthA kahe che - unmArgagamane svAtmane paNa mArgamAM je sthApato, cimUrti te sthitikaraNayuta samakitadaSTi jANavo. ra34. gAthArtha:- [ ya: vetayitA ] je cetayitA [ sanmA chanta ] unmArge jatA [ svam pi ] potAnA AtmAne paNa [ mA ] mArgamAM [ rathA yati ] sthApe che, [ sa: ] te [ sthitirayuvataH ] sthitikaraNayukta (sthitikaraNaguNa sahita) [ sacavRSTi: ] samyagdaSTi [ jJAtavya: ] jANavo. TIkA - kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe, jo potAno AtmA mArgathI (arthAt samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritrarUpa mokSamArgathI zruta thAya to tene mArgamAM ja sthita karato hovAthI, sthitikArI che, tethI tene mArgathI Tyuta thavAnA kAraNe thato baMdha nathI paraMtu nirjarA ja che. bhAvArtha - je, potAnA svarUparUpI mokSamArgathI cuta thatA potAnA AtmAne mArgamAM (mokSamArgamAM) sthita kare te sthitikaraNaguNayukta che. tene mArgathI zruta thavAnA kAraNe thato baMdha nathI paraMtu udaya AvelAM karma rasa daIne kharI jatAM hovAthI nirjarA ja che.
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________________ 528 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 gAthA-234 upara pravacana chaThTho. sthitikaraNaguNanI vyAkhyA ummaggaM gacchaMtaM sagaM pi magge Thavedi jo cedaa| so ThidikaraNAjutto sammAdiTTI munnedvyo||234|| unmArgagamane svAtmane paNa mArgamAM je sthApato, cimUrti te sthitikaraNayuta samakitadaSTi jANavo. ra34. kahyuM ne emAMya te? olAmAM AvyuM hatuM ne? badhAmAM cimUrti lIdhuM che. jJAnamUrti, prabhu to jJAnamUrti che. AhA! TIkA :- kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe...." eno jene svIkAra hovAne lIdhe, e ja huM chuM. jJAyakabhAva che te huM chuM, ema daSTi hovAthI. AhAhA.! paryAya uparanI paNa dRSTi nathI, kahe che. dayA, dAna ne rAga e to puNya che enA upara to daSTi hoya ja zenI? AhAhA! olo kahe ke, bahArathI ghaTADavuM eTalI AkuLatA ghaTI ema kahe che, lyo! have eka zarIramAtra rahyuM che mAre to eTalI AkuLatA rahI). che ne eka juvAna? bahArathI badhu ghaTADI dIdhuM eTalI AkuLatA ghaTI. paNa bahAra hatuM ke di aMdara te ghaTe? aMdaramAM to ajJAna ne rAga, dveSa ne ekatAbuddhi che ene ghaTADI? ane ene ghaTADavuM tAruM kayAre thAya? ke jJAnasvabhAvanI ekatAbuddhi kare tyAre rAganI ekatAbuddhi TaLe. AhAhA...! e kaMI bAhya tyAga karyo tArI ekatAbuddhi TaLe ema che nahi. AhAhA.! eNe lakhyuM che jarI. mithyAtvanA tyAga vinA bAhyamAM nigraMtha thaIne, nagna thaIne phare che. bhAIe paNa ema lakhyuM hatuM, nahi? "bhavasAgara', bhavyasAgara' ne? enuM AvyuM hatuM. ahIMnuM vAMcIne. eka digaMbara sAdhu che ne? aDhAraogaNIsa varSanI dIkSA che. ema ke, tame kaho cho e pramANe to ame samakita sahita to sAdhupaNuM lIdhuM nathI, mithyAtva sahita lIdhuM che. bahAranI kriyA mithyAtva sahita lIdhI have ame muni chIe nahi, ema lakhyuM che. ame muni chIe ja nahi. are.! bApu! hajI samyagdarzananA ThekANA nathI tyAM munipaNA kyAM che? AhAhA...! bhAI! samyagdarzana thayuM tyAM prabhu AtmAno bAdazAha thayo. je rAgAdine potAno mAnIne rAMka hato, AhAhA.! pUrNa bAdazAha anaMta guNano piMDa prabhu, eno jyAM aMdara svIkAra thayo, bAdazAhe gAdIe beTho e. AhA.! bAdazAhInI gAdIe beTho. rAgAdi mAro, mane lAbha karaze e rAMkanI gAdIe beTho, bhikhArAveDA. AhAhA...! eNe I vAta karI che ke, A bAhya tyAgI keTalAka ame joIe chIe paNa khaDakhaDa hasatA dekhIe chIe. to e
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________________ pa29 gAthA- 234 hAsya che e parigraha che enI ene khabara nathI. atyaMtara parigrahamAM hAsya Ave che. rati, arati Ave che ne? hAsya, rati, arati, bhaya, zoka, dugaMchA ane traNa veda, nava e atyaMtara parigraha che. AhAhA.! khaDakhaDakhaDa dAMta kADhe ne vaLI (kahe) ame bAhya parigrahanA tyAgI, paNa aMdara parigrahanA tyAgI nathI hajI. hAsya che I zuM che? ane ene pakaDI rAjI rAjI thaI jAo cho, zuM che A? AhAhA...! "kartA-karmamAM Ave che ne? potAno udAsIna bhAva choDI-tyAgIne rAgAdi ne hAsyAdino kartA thAya che. AhAhA..! kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa..." zAzvata "eka zAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe e ja huM chuM, ene lIdhe. AhAhA...! trikALI jJAyakabhAva che te huM chuM tene lIdhe. "jo potAno AtmA mArgathI (arthAt samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritrarUpa mokSamArgathI) Tyuta thAya." jarIka koIka asthiratA thaI jAya ane Tyuta thAya, AhAhA...! "to tene mArgamAM....' sthira karavo. AhAhA...! asthiratAno bhAga AvIne asthira thaI jAya to ene mArgamAM sthira karavo, aMdara mArgamAM. AhA...! potAne. "samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritrarUpa mokSamArgathI) Tyuta thAya." eTale? kayAMya rAganI ekatvabuddhi thaI jAya, rAganA jJAnamAM ja jJAna rokAya jAya, rAganA AcaraNamAM ja AcaraNa manAI jAya, e jJAnI emAM na mAne. emAMthI chUTIne pAcho AmAM cAlyo Ave. AhAhA.! bahu kAma (AkarA). eka eka gAthA ne eka eka zloka). AhAhA...! gajaba vAtuM. "samayasAra" eTale... AhAhA...! "graMthAdhirAja tArAmAM bhAvo brahmAMDanA bharyA Ave che ne stuti pahelI? graMthAdhirAja tArAmAM bhAvo brahmAMDa." cauda brahmAMDanA bhAvo prabhu tArAmAM bharyA che. AhAhA...! enI eka eka kaDI, eka eka gAthA, AhAhA...! potAno AtmA mArgathI kaMIka kaMIka (zruta thAya), zraddha-jJAnathI to ThIka paNa cAritrathI paNa jarI asthira thAya to ene pAcho potAmAM joDI daye. AhA...! to tene mArgamAM ja sthita karato hovAthI, mArgamAM sthita karato hovAthI. e to mArgamAM sthita kare ja che, ema kahe che. AhAhA.! "sthitikArI che..." potAmAM sthita, pote mArgamAM sthita kare e sthitikaraNa che, kahe che. AhA.! "cuta thAya to tene mArgamAM ja sthita karato hovAthI, sthitikArI che, tethI tene mArgathI Tyuta thavAnA kAraNe thato baMdha nathI paraMtu nirjarA ja che." AhAhA...! evo koI asthiratAno bhAva AvI jAya to ene choDI daye ane potAne svabhAvamAM sthApe ethI te asthiratAnI nirjarA thaI jAya, ema kahe che. AhA! kemake kSaNe ne paLe bhedajJAna to varte ja che. huM A rAga nahi ane huM svabhAva, evuM bhedajJAna to niraMtara varte che. AhAhA...! samyagdaSTine niraMtara rAga ane svabhAva vaccenI bhedajJAnazakti to pragaTa thaI che. AhAhA.... e pragaTa thaI che e niraMtara rahe che. pachI pragaTa navI karavI che ema nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA! jarI asthiratAno
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________________ 530 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 bhAga Avyo chatAM bheda to varte ja che aMdara, chatAM vizeSa aMdara sthira kare to asthiratA TaLI jAya che. AhAhA..! 52nI ekatAbuddhi to TaLI gaI che paNa asthiratAno bhAva je Ave che, AhAhA..! tene paNa sthiratA dvArA teno nAza kare che. AhAhA..! zaratuM bahu moTI. AhAhA..! moTA kAma che ne, bApA! phaLa moTA, paramAtmA. jenA janma-maraNanA aMta AvI gayA, jene sAdi anaMta AnaMda Ave, sAdI anaMta kevaLajJAna. AhAhA..! enA phaLanI zuM vAtuM karavI! bhAvArtha :- je, potAnA svarUparUpI...' svarUparUpI mokSamArgathI vyuta thatA...' svarUparUpI mokSamArga, hoM! potAnA AtmAne mArgamAM mokSamArgamAM) sthita kare te sthitikaraNaguNayukta che.' paryAya. 'tene mArgathI vyuta thavAnA kAraNe thato baMdha nathI paraMtu udaya AvelA karma 2sa daIne kharI jatAM hovAthI nirjarA ja che.' vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) mumukSune satsamAgama vagereno zubhabhAva Ave paNa sAthe sAthe aMdara zuddhatAnuM dhyeya-zodhakavRtti-cAlu rahe che. je zuddhatAne dhyeyarUpe karato nathI ane paryAyamAM game eTalI azuddhatA hoya tethI mAre zuM?-ema svacchaMdapaNe varte che te zuSkajJAnI che. mumukSujIva zuSkazAnI na thaI jAya, hRdayane bhiMjAyeluM rAkhe. zrImad rAjacaMdra kahe che : koI kriyAjaDa thaI rahyA, zuSkajJAnamAM koI. koI jIvo rAganI kriyAmAM jaDa jevA thaI rahyA che e koI jIvo jJAnanA ekalA ughADanI vAto kare te aMdara pariNAmamAM svacchaMda sevanAra nizcayAbhAsI che. game tevA pApanA bhAva Ave tenI darakAra nahi te svacchaMdI che, svataMtra nahi. jene pApano bhaya nathI, parathI ne rAgathI udAsInatA AvI nathI te jIva lUkho che-zuSkajJAnI che. bhAI! pApanuM sevana karIne nake jaIza, tiryaMcamAM avatAra thaze. kudaratanA niyamathI viruddha karIza to kudarata tane choDaze nahi. mATe hRdayane bhiMjAyeluM rAkhavuM, zuSkAnI na thaI javuM. ahA! bahu AkaruM kAma bhAI! Atmadharma aMka-8, eprila-2007
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________________ gAthA- ra3pa 531 hhhhhhhhhhhh ( gAthA235) jo kuNadi vacchalattaM tiNhaM sAhUNa mokkhamaggamhi / so vacchalabhAvajudo sammAdiTThI munnedvyo||235|| yaH karoti vatsalatvaM trayANAM sAdhUnAM mokssmaarge| sa vatsalabhAvayutaH samyagdRSTiAtavyaH / / 235 / / yato hi samyagdRSTiH TaGkotkIrNaikajJAyakabhAvamayatvena samyagdarzanajJAnacAritrANAM svasmAdabhedabuddhayA samyagdarzanAnmArgavatsalaH, tato'sya mArgAnupalambhakRto nAsti bandhaH, kintu nirnavA have vAtsalya guNanI gAthA kahe che : je mokSamArge "sAdhutrayanuM vatsalatva kare aho cimUrti te vAtsalyayuta samakitadRSTi jANavo. ra35. gAthArtha - [ ] je cetayitA) [ mokSamA ] mokSamArgamAM rahelA [ trayA sAdhUnAM ] samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritrarUpI traNa sAdhako-sAdhano pratye (athavA vyavahAre AcArya, upAdhyAya ane muni-e traNa sAdhuo pratye) [ vana- roti ] vAtsalya kare che, si: te [vatsasamAvayutaH ] vatsalabhAvayukta (vatsalabhAva sahita) [ sacavRSTiH ] samyagdaSTi [ jJAtavya: ] jANavo. TIkA - kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe samyagdarzanajJAna-cAritrane potAthI abhedabuddhie samyapaNe dekhato (anubhavato hovAthI, mArgavatsala arthAt mokSamArga pratye ati prItivALo che, tethI tene mArganI anupalabdhithI thato baMdha nathI paraMtu nirjarA ja che. bhAvArtha :- vatsalapaNuM eTale prItibhAva. je jIva mokSamArgarUpI potAnA svarUpa pratye prItivALo-anurAgavALo hoya tene mArganI aprAptithI thato baMdha nathI, karma rasa daIne kharI jatAM hovAthI nirjarA ja che. * anupalabdhi = pratyakSa na hovuM te; ajJAna; aprApti.
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________________ 532 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 pravacana naM. 309 gAthA-235, 236 budhavAra, bhAdaravA vada 7, tA. 12-09-1979 vAtsalya guNanI gAthA. jo kuNadi vacchalattaM tiNhaM sAhUNa mokkhamaggamhi / so vacchalabhAvajudo sammAdiTThI munnedvvo||235|| je mokSamArge sAdhutrayanuM vatsalata kare aho ! cimUrti te vAtsalyayuta samakitadRSTi jANavo. ra35. TIkA :- samyagdaSTi eTale ke trikALI jJAyakabhAva zuddha AnaMda svarUpa parama jJAyaka pAriNAmika svabhAva, tenI sanmukha thaIne jJAna karIne pratIta kare ene ahIMyAM samyagdaSTi kahe che. AhAhA.! dharmanI pahelI zarUAta. vastu je satya samyapha caitanya che enI aMtara sanmukhamAM tenuM jJAnamAM svIkAra ne zraddhAmAM pratIti thaI), AhAhA.! tyAre tene AnaMdano aMze anubhava Ave ene dharmI ane samyagdaSTi kahevAya che, dharmanI zarUAtavALo kahevAya che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? "kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe..." juo! AvyuM che, AvyuM ne? AhAhA.! TaMkotkIrNa eTale zAzvata. AtmA je jJAyakabhAvapaNe zAzvata che parama pAriNAmika svabhAvapaNe te zAzvata che. parama pariNAmika na lIdhuM kemake pAriNAmika to bIjA dravyamAMya che. ethI ahIM jJAyakabhAva nityAnaMda prabhu, "jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe..." AhAhA..! samyagdaSTi jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe. AhAhA...! samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritrane..." samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ne sammacAritra. eTale svarUpa jJAyakabhAva tenI pratIti, tenuM jJAna ane temAM ramaNatA. AtmazraddhA, AtmajJAna ne AtmacAritra-ramaNatA. AhAhA! e potAthI abhedabuddhie samyapaNe dekhato..." e traNane AtmAthI abhedapaNe... AhAhA...! AtmAthI A traNane 'abhedabuddhie samyakapaNe dekhato (-anubhavato) hovAthI, mArgavatsala arthAt mokSamArga pratye ati prItivALo che,... AhAhA...! vastu svarUpa je bhagavAna cidAnaMda.. bahu jhINI vAta, bhAI! jJAyakabhAva je nityAnaMda dhruva, e paNAnI dRSTi ne jJAna hovAthI tenuM darzana, jJAna ne cAritra potAthI abhedapaNe dekhato. AhA...! e traNane abhedapaNe anubhavato. AhAhA...! hovAthI, samyakapaNe dekhato - anubhavato hovAthI, samyakUpaNe potAthI abheda anubhavato hovAthI mArgavatsala arthAtu mokSamArga pratye ati prItivALo che..." A prIti eTale A, rAga nahi. e to nirjarAmAM paheluM AvI gayuM hatuM ne? oluM prIti nahi? prItivaMta bane, ruci
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________________ gAthA- 235 533 ne prIti, saMtoSa. 'prIti' zabde A rAga nahi. je jJAyakabhAva paripUrNa prabhu, ene samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritrathI abhedathI zra, anubhave enuM nAma prIti kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..! tethI tene...' tenA pratye ati prItivALo che,...' ema bhASA che. ekalI prIti ema nahi. ati prIti. bhagavAna zAyaka svarUpa prabhu, AhAhA..! enI sanmukhanI pratIti, jJAna ne ramaNatA. ene potAthI ekapaNe anubhavato.. AhAhA..! tene mokSamArga pratye ati prItivALo kahevAmAM Ave che. che to mokSamArga paryAya, paNa dravyathI tene abheda anubhave che tethI tene mokSamArga pratye ati prItivALo che (ema kahyuM che). AvI vAtuM che, AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI? A ATha bolanuM kAMya vistAramAM bahu nathI AvyuM, A dasalakSaNImAM. AThanuM nathI AvyuM. brahmacaryamAM AvyuM hoya to vaLI ... tethI tene mArganI anupalabdhithI....' mArganuM pratyakSa na hovuM. (anupalabdhi arthAt) ajJAna, aprApti. tenAthI je baMdha thato (te) nathI. mArganI prApti thaI eTale aprAptithI baMdha thato nathI. aprAptithI baMdha hato te baMdha thato nathI. AhAhA..! tethI tene mArganI anupalabdhithI...' mArga prApta thayo che (tethI) anupalabdhithI je baMdha thato te ene nathI. AhAhA..! paraMtu nirjA ja che.' AhAhA..! bhAvArtha :- vatsalapaNuM eTale prItibhAva. je jIva mokSamArgarUpI potAnI svarUpa pratye prItivALo-anurAgavALo hoya...' AhAhA..! ene anusarIne premamAM paDyo hoya. AhAhA..! puNyane paNa dharmAnurAgamAM kahevAmAM Ave che. dharmAnurAga-dharmano prema. A prema) judo. puNyabhAvane dharmAnurAga, samakitIne hoM! puNyabhAvane dharmAnurAga, dharmano prema (kahyo che), paNa che rAga, e A nahi. ahIM to anurAgavALo. trikALI svarUpanI prItivALo-anurAgavALo, ema. Are..! AhAhA..! jene bhagavAna sarvajJa 52mAtmasvarUpa AtmA, tenA jene prema lAgyA che e prema kyAre kahevAya? ke enuM darzana, jJAna ne cAritra thayuM che te teno prema lAgyo che. AhAhA..! ane parathI jene prema chUTI gayo che. AhAhA..! tene mArganI aprAptithI thato baMdha nathI.... AhAhA..! kaMIka 'karma rasa daIne kharI jatAM hovAthI nirjarA ja che.' AhA..! kaMIka udayamAM Ave rAgAdi, paNa temAM teno prema nathI. prIti to ahIM darzana, jJAna, cAritramAM che. tethI te udayamAM) Avyo jarI rAga (te) kharI jAya che. AhAhA..! samajANuM? hamaNAM kahyuM nahi? olA puNyanI vAta. bhAIe karI che, paMDitajIe. A paisA Adi maLavA e puNyane laIne che paNa maLyA che e pApa che. parigraha che ne? bAhya parigraha che ne? cauda prakArano atyaMtara parigraha, dasa prakArano (bAhya) parigraha, (ema) covIsa. bhale bAhya che paNa che to parigraha ne? ane ene pApamAM gaNyA che ne? e paisA Adi prApta thavA e puNyane laIne che paNa maLyA che te pApa che. e..i...! e cIja ja pApa che. bAhya parigraha che e pote pApa che. jhINI vAta che. covIsa
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________________ pa34 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 prakArano parigraha che ke nahi? cauda atyaMtara ane dasa bAhya. to dasa bAhyamAM e sonuM, rUpuM-cAMdi Adi AvI gayuM ke nahi? AhA.! to e covIsa prakAranA parigrahamAM e bAhya parigraha che. tyAre bAhya ane atyaMtara parigraha beyane pApa kahyo che. AhAhA...! "ratibhAI! AvI vAtuM che. mALAe bahu khulAsA karyA che. eka ja lITI, be lITImAM ATaluM badhuM samADyuM ke, bhaI! A bahAranI je anukULa sAmagrI maLe te che to puNyano udaya paNa maLI che te pApa che. AhAhA...! ane tene bhogavavAno bhAva te pApa che, paNa tene zubhakAryamAM vAparavAno bhAva puNya che, dharma nahi. AhAhA.! akicana. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to rAga ane bAhya koI cIja mArI nathI. mArI cIja to jJAyaka svarUpa bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, evo je paranA tyAga svarUpa ane svabhAvamAM lInatA svarUpa, ene tyAM akicanadharmamAM kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA.! "AtmadharmamAM AvyuM hatuM, ApaNe kaMI vAMcyuM nathI. A to hAthamAM AvyuM ne? uttama kSamAnuM thoDuM joyuM to thayuM) bhAre vAta, bhAI! "navaraMgabhAI' vAMcyuM che ke nahi? nathI vAMcyuM? AvyuM che ke nahi? ThIka, Ave che. AhAhA..! badhAne vAMcavA jevuM che, bhAI! AhAhA..! parigraha vAparavAthI koI dharma na thAya, dharmAnurAga pratye hoya to puNya che. parigraha) pote pApa che, maLe che puNyane laIne, che pApa. ene bhogavavAmAM pApa (che), paisA mArA ene bhogavuM, strI Adi. AhAhA...! maLyA che puNyane laIne. strI, kuTuMba, paisA Adi, A badhA kArakhAnA che puNyane laIne paNa che I vartamAna pApa ane ene bhogavavA mATeno prema-rAga e pApa (che) paNa ene koI zubha kArya mATe vApare to puNya (che), dharma nahi. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? ahIM to koI pAMca-dasa lAkha Ape tyAM to moTo dharmI, dharma dhuraMdhara, basa! bhAre dharmI (ema thaI jAya). duniyAnI lAIna ja AkhI phera thaI gaI che. samAjamAM ane ahIMyAM. samAjamAM to ema ke sarakhuM bhogavo badhA, sarakho bhAga pADo. A dharmamAM ema nathI. dharmamAM to puNyanA udayane laIne moTuM cakravartInuM rAja hoya ane bIjAne na hoya ethI karIne AhAhA...! cakravartInuM rAja hoya chatAM dRSTimAM te aparigraha che. jeTale aMze dRSTi pragaTIne akaSAya bhAva pragaTyo eTale aMze e aparigrahI che ane ajJAnI pAse kAMI na hoya chatAM ene rAganI ekatAbuddhi che to parigraha-moTo mithyAtvano parigraha paDyo che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- garIbanuM jyAM hoya tyAM evuM ja. uttara :- garIba kahevo kone? kharekhara to pApano udaya che tethI te garIbAI kahevAya. samajANuM? munirAjane paNa pApanA udaye rogAdi Ave ethI kaMI ene pApI kahevAya? heM? AhAhA.! muni mahA cakravartI... mumukSu :- munirAjane to azubhabhAva bilakula nathI.
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________________ gAthAra3pa pa35 uttara :- azubha nathI enI vAta nathI paNa ahIM ene roga Avyo che, e kaMI ene pApI kahevAya? kAraNa ke enuM tyAMthI lakSa chUTI gayuM che. AhAhA.! ane dRSTimAM caitanya bhagavAnane bhALe che. ethI tene pApI na kahevAya, e dharma che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? ene puNyavaMteya na kahevAya. ene pApI na kahevAya, ene puNyavaMta na kahevAya, ene to dharmI kahevAya. AhAhA.! oluM eka "zrImaddamAM Ave che ne? "zarIrano dharma jIvapadamAM jaNAya che" e vyavahAra che. zarIrano je svabhAva che, je thAya, rogAdi aneka prakAre hoya, AhAhA! e jJAyakapada jANe che ke A che. zarIrano dharma jIvapadamAM jaNAya che. jIvapadamAM e thAto nathI. AhAhA...! sanatakumAra' cakravartI mahApuNyazALI hatA. muni thayA tyAM roga Avyo, gaLata koDha mATe te pApI che ema kahevAya? AhAhA.! kAraNa ke te parigrahano to tyAga che enI aMdara. bAhya parigraha ne atyaMtara parigrahano to tyAga che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? ane atyaMtara parigrahamAM jene rAganI ekatAbuddhi che, tyAga nathI ene bahAramAM lakSmI Adi sAdhana na paNa hoya, sAdhana na hoya chatAM te parigrahavaMta che. AhAhA..! Avo AMtaro che. samAjamAM to ema mAne ke ApaNe sarakhuM bhogavavuM, ema mAne ne? sarakhA bhAga pADo. koNa pADe?) dharmamAM ema nathI. dharmamAM to cakravartInA rAja hoya chatAM e dharmI che, samakitadRSTi che. AhAhA...! e rAganA bhAga pADe to barAbara che ema nathI tyAM. vAtuM bahu phera, bhAI! AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? ahIMyAM to kahe che, prabhu! je atyaMtara ne bAhya parigrahathI rahita prabhu che, enI jene pratIti, jJAna ne ramaNatA jAgI che, tene tenA dharma pratye te ati premavALo che. prema eTale vikalpa-rAga nahi. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! vItarAga mArga koI alaukika che, bhAI! e sAdhAraNa laukikanA mApathI mapAya evo nathI. AhAhA...! enA mApa koI judI jAtanA che. AhAhA.. tene kaMI udayano bhAva Ave e kharI jAya che. kemake darzana, jJAna, cAritranI ramaNatA che tethI pUrvano bhAva kharI jAya che. AhA.! e sAtamo vAtsalya (bola thayo). oluM "sAdU che ne? 'tiE sAhUUT' eno artha AmAM sAdhaka karyo, sAdhakabhAva je darzana, jJAna, cAritra je sAdhakabhAva tene tiTTa sAhU' kahyuM). paNa "jayasenAcArye traNa sAdhu lIdhA-AcArya, upAdhyAya ne sAdhu. enA pratye tene prema hoya e vikalpa, vyavahAra nAkhyo che. zuM kIdhuM? pote je sAdhakabhAva che, darzana, jJAna, cAritra je svarUpano sAdhakabhAva che teno tene prema che eTalI vAta ahIMyAM lIdhI paNa jayasenAcArye vyavahAreya nAkhyo che. jene darzana, jJAna, cAritra pragaTyA che evA AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu enA pratye prema che te paNa vyavahAra vAtsalya che. A nizcaya vAtsalya che, oluM vyavahAra vAtsalya che. AhAhA...! nizcaya vAtsalya nirjarAnuM kAraNa che, vyavahAra vAtsalya puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA.! evuM Ave. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.!
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________________ pa36 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 hhhhhhhhhh ( gAthA-236)) vijjArahamArUDho maNorahapahesu bhamai jo cedaa| so jiNaNANapahAvI sammAdiTTI muNedavyo / / 236 / / vidyArathamArUDhaH manorathapatheSu bhramati yshcetyitaa| sa jinajJAnaprabhAvI samyagdaSTiAtavyaH / / 236 / / yato hi samyagdRSTiH, TaGkotkIrNaikajJAyakabhAvamayatvena jJAnasya samastazaktiprabodhena prabhAvajananAtprabhAvanAkaraH, tato'sya jJAnaprabhAvanA'prakarSakRto nAsti bandhaH, kintu nirjaraiva / have prabhAvanA guNanI gAthA kahe che - cimUrti mana-rathapaMthamAM vidyArathArUDha ghUmato, te jinazAnaprabhAvakara samakitadRSTi jANavo. ra36. gAthArtha - [ 4 veyitA ] je cetayitA [ vidyAratha... mAruDha: ] vidyArUpI rathamAM ArUDha thayo thako (caDayo thako) [ manorathapas ] manarUpI ratha-paMthamAM (arthAt jJAnarUpI je rathane cAlavAno mArga temAM) [ zramati ] bhramaNa kare che, [ sa: ] te [ binajJAnapramAvI ] jinezvaranA jJAnanI prabhAvanA karanAro [ samyavRSTi: ] samyagdaSTi [ jJAtavya: ] jANavo. (TIkA :- kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe jJAnanI samasta zaktine pragaTa karavA-vikasAvavA-phelAvavA vaDe prabhAva utpanna karato hovAthI, prabhAvanA karanAra che, tethI tene jJAnanI prabhAvanAnA aprakarSathI (arthAt jJAnanI prabhAvanA nahi vadhAravAthI) thato baMdha nathI paraMtu nirjarA ja che. bhAvArtha - prabhAvanA eTale pragaTa karavuM, udyota karavo vagere; mATe je potAnA jJAnane niraMtara abhyAsathI pragaTa kare che-vadhAre che, tene prabhAvanA aMga hoya che. tene aprabhAvanAmRta karmabaMdha nathI, karma rasa daIne kharI jAya che tethI nirjarA ja che. A gAthAmAM nizcayaprabhAvanAnuM svarUpa kahyuM che. jema jinabiMbane rathamAM sthApIne nagara, vana vageremAM pheravI vyavahAabhAvanA karavAmAM Ave che, tema je vidyArUpI (jJAnarUpI) rathamAM AtmAne sthApI manarUpI (jJAnarUpI) mArgamAM bhramaNa kare te jJAnanI prabhAvanAyukta samyagdaSTi che, te nizcayaprabhAvanA karanAra che.
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________________ gAthA- 236, pa37 A pramANe uparanI gAthAomAM samyagdaSTi jJAnIne niHzaMkti Adi ATha guNo nirjarAnAM kAraNa kahyA. evI ja rIte anya paNa samyakatvanA guNo nirjarAnAM kAraNa jANavA. A graMthamAM nizcayanayapradhAna kathana hovAthI niHzaMkti Adi guNonuM nizcaya svarUpa (svaAzrita svarUpa) ahIM batAvavAmAM AvyuM che. teno saMkSepa sArAMza) A pramANe che - je samyagdaSTi AtmA potAnAM jJAna-zraddhAnamAM niHzaMka hoya, bhayanA nimitte svarUpathI Dage nahi athavA saMdehayukta na thAya, tene niHzaMkti guNa hoya che. 1. je karmanAM phaLanI vAMchA na kare tathA anya vastunA dharmonI vAMchA na kare, tene niHkAMkSita guNa hoya che. 2. je vastunA dharmo pratye glAni na kare, tene nirvicikitsA guNa hoya che. 3. je svarUpamAM mUDha na hoya, svarUpane yathArtha jANe, tene amUDhadaSTi guNa hoya che. 4. je AtmAne zuddha svarUpamAM joDe, AtmAnI zakti vadhAre, anya dharmone gauNa kare, tene upavRMhaNa athavA upagRhana guNa hoya che. 5. je svarUpathI zruta thatA AtmAne svarUpamAM sthApe, tene sthitikaraNa guNa hoya che. 6. je potAnA svarUpa pratye vizeSa anurAga rAkhe, tene vAtsalya guNa hoya che. 7. je AtmAnA jJAnaguNane prakAzita kare-pragaTa kare, tene prabhAvanA guNa hoya che. 8. A badhAya guNo temanA pratipakSI doSo vaDe je karmabaMdha thato hato tene thavA detA nathI. vaLI A guNonA sadbhAvamAM, cAritramohanA udayarUpa zaMkAdi pravarte topaNa temanI (-zaMkAdinI) nirjarI ja thaI jAya che, navo baMdha thato nathI; kAraNa ke baMdha to pradhAnatAthI mithyAtvanI hayAtImAM ja kahyo che. - siddhAMtamAM guNasthAnonI paripATImAM cAritramohanA udayanimitte samyagdaSTine je baMdha kahyo che te paNa nirjarArUpa ja nirjarA samAna jI jANavo kAraNa ke samyagdaSTine jema pUrve mithyAtvanA udaya vakhate baMdhAyeluM karma kharI jAya che tema navIna baMdhAyeluM karma paNa kharI jAya che, tene te karmanA svAmIpaNAno abhAva hovAthI te AgAmI baMdharUpa nathI, nirjarArUpa ja che. jevI rIte-koI puruSa parAyuM dravya udhAra lAve temAM tene mamatvabuddhi nathI, vartamAnamAM te dravyathI kAMI kArya karI levuM hoya te karIne karAra pramANe niyata samaye dhaNIne ApI de che; niyata samaya AvatAM sudhI te dravya potAnA gharamAM paDyuM rahe topaNa te pratye mamatva nahi hovAthI te puruSane te dravyanuM baMdhana nathI, dhaNIne daI dIdhA barAbara ja che; tevI ja rIte jJAnI karmadravyane parAyuM jANato hovAthI tene te pratye mamatva nathI mATe te mojUda hovA chatAM nirjarI gayA samAna ja che ema jANavuM. A niHzaMkti Adi ATha guNo vyavahAranaye vyavahAramokSamArga para nIce pramANe lagAvavA - jinavacanamAM saMdeha na karavo, bhaya Avye vyavahAra darzana-jJAna-cAritrathI DagavuM nahi te niHzaMkitapaNuM che. 1. saMsAra-deha-bhoganI vAMchAthI tathA paramatanI vAMchAthI vyavahAramokSamArgathI DagavuM nahi te niSkAMkSitapaNuM che. 2. apavitra, durgadhavALI-evI evI vastuonA
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________________ pa38 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 nimitte vyavahAramokSamArganI pravRtti pratye glAni na karavI te nirvicikitsA che. 3. deva, guru, zAstra, lokanI pravRtti, a matAdikanA tattvArthanuM svarUpa-ityAdimAM mUDhatA na rAkhavI, yathArtha jANI pravartavuM te amUDhadRSTi che. 4. dharmAtmAmAM karmanA udayathI doSa AvI jAya to tene gauNa karavo ane vyavahAramokSamArganI pravRttine vadhAravI te upagRhana athavA upavRMhaNa che. 5. vyavahAramokSamArgathI mRta thatA AtmAne sthita karavo te sthitikaraNa che. 6. vyavahAramokSamArgamAM pravartanAra para vizeSa anurAga hovo te vAtsalya che. 7. vyavahAramokSamArgano aneka upAyo vaDe udyota karavo te prabhAvanA che. 8. A pramANe AThe guNonuM svarUpa vyavahAranayane pradhAna karIne kahyuM. ahIM nizcayapradhAna kathanamAM te vyavahArasvarUpanI gauNatA che. samyajJAnarUpa pramANaSTimAM banne pradhAna che. svAduvAdamatamAM kAMI virodha nathI. gAthA236 upara pravacana have AThamo chello prabhAvanA (guNa). loko to bahAramAM patAsA beMcavA ne peMDA beMce. ne prabhAvanA sArI. ema kahe ne? AkhA nALiyera beMce. nALiyera beMce che ne? e prabhAvanA nahi. e to vyavahAra prabhAvanAya nahi. e AmAM Avaze. prabhAvanA guNanI...' vyAkhyA kahe che :- "guNa' zabda paryAya che. vijjArahamArUDho maNorahapahesu bhamai jo cedaa| so jiNaNANapahAvI sammAdiTThI munnedvyo||236|| cimUrti mana-rapiMthamAM vidyArathArUDha ghUmato, te jinajJAnaprabhAvakara samakitadRSTi jANavo. 236. AhAhA.! TIkA :- "kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi..." kema prabhAvanA hoya che ema kahe che. ke, samyagdaSTi. AhAhA.! na hoya tene pragaTa karavuM ane pragaTa hoya tenI dazA zuM che enI vAta che. AhAhA...! prathamamAM prathama eNe karavAnuM hoya to ene jJAyaka svarUpa pUrNAnaMda prabhu, enI sanmukha thaIne jJAna ne pratIti nirvikalpa karavI, e pahelAmAM paheluM kartavya che. AhAhA....! ane e jene kartavya pragaTyuM tene prabhAvanA kaI rIte hoya chehave e vAta kare che. samajANuM kAMI? AhA.samyagdarzana nathI tyAM to prabhAvanA ke koI vAta che ja nahi. AhAhA.! mumukSu :- vyavahAra prabhAvanAya nathI? uttara :- mithyAtva prabhAvanA che. mithyAzraddhAne vadhAre che. mithyAzraddhAnI prarUpaNA karIne
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________________ gAthA- 236 pa39 puSTi kare che. AhAhA...! ema je prarUpe che ke, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, tapathI dharma thAya e mithyAtvanI prarUpaNA kare che. mithyAtvanI prabhAvanA kare che. AhAhA...! pra-vizeSe, bhAvanavikArI. AhA...! UlaTI prabhAvanA. A sulaTI prabhAvanAnI vAta che. AhA...! pra-bhAva. pravizeSe bhAva. tene prabhAvanA kahe che. have jene samyagdarzana pragaTyuM che ane prabhAvanAno bhAva, aMga, cihna, lakSaNa, samakitanuM hoya che. AhAhA...! kema? ke "samyagdaSTi, TaMkotkIrNa..." nAma zAzvata "eka jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe..." jenI dRSTimAM e jJAyakabhAva ja Avyo che. AhAhA.! dharmI-samyagdaSTi ene kahIe ke jenI dRSTimAM nimitta nahi, dayA, dAnano rAga nahi ane ene rAgane jANanArI paryAya paNa nahi. jenI dRSTimAM jJAyaka trikALIbhAva Avyo che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM. lokoe to enuM badhuM AkhuM rUpa ja palaTAvI nAkhyuM. je muddAnI rakama che e zuM che enI khabara nathI. AhAhA...! samyagdaSTi to TUMkotkIrNa-zAzvata eka jJAyakabhAvamaya, jJAyakabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe. AhAhA...! e to jJAyakasvabhAvamayapaNAne lIdhe samyagdaSTi "jJAnanI samasta zaktine pragaTa karavA..." A prabhAvanA. AtmAnI je anaMta zakti che, AhA...! enI jene pratIta ane jJAna, anubhava thayo che te samakitI potAnI anaMta zaktio je che ene pragaTa karavAvikasAvavA-phelAvavA vaDe prabhAva utpanna..." kare che. AhAhA...! A prabhAvanA che. AhAhA...! trikALI jJAyakabhAvano anubhava ne dRSTi, anubhava hovAthI. AhAhA.... jene e jJAyakabhAvanuM svarUpa jene dRSTimAM AvyuM che svIkAra, e jJAyakabhAvapaNAne kAraNe enI je zaktio che, jJAyakanI anaMtI ene pragaTa karavA, paryAyamAM e zakti aMze pragaTa thaI che paNa vizeSa pragaTa karavA. AhAhA.! bahu kAma (AkarA). hajI to samyagdaSTinI vAta che. zrAvaka ne muni e to dazA koI judI jAtanI che. loko mAne che e nathI kaMI. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to samyagdaSTi jIva pote jJAyaka anaMta anaMta guNa saMpanna evo jJAyakabhAva ene jJAyakabhAvapaNAne lIdhe potAnI jJAnanI eTale AtmAnI je samasta zakti che, samasta zakti-anaMta anaMta guNo ne e zakti che, tene pragaTa karavA. A prabhAvanA. pra-bhAva, vizeSe nirmaLa pariNatinI pragaTatA vizeSa karavI te prabhAvanA che. AhAhA.! ahIM to hoya ajJAnI rAgane pote dharma mAnanAro ane kAMIka lhANI-bahANI kare be-pAMca-dasa hajAra rUpiyAnI tyAM to, ohoho...! prabhAvanA karI ame to. mumukSu - Apa nA kema pADatA nathI. uttara :- oLakhANamAM nA pADIe chIe. vastune mAnavAnI vAta che ne, e AcaraNa thAya e to judI kriyA. AhAhA.! ene mAnavuM zuM ne jANavuM zuM, e vAta che. thAya to thAya. AhAhA...! paNa ahIM to kahe che ke, e thAya che te mAruM kartavya nathI. AhA...!
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________________ 540 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 temAM je rAganI maMdatAno kadAca bhAva thayo hoya te paNa mAruM kartavya nathI. AhAhA...! mAruM kartavya to prabhu je anaMta guNano piMDa prabhu, e anaMta guNanI zaktivALAne meM jANyo ne anubhavyo to e zaktine vizeSa pragaTa karavI e mArI prabhAvanA che. Are...! vAtuM AvI che. samasta zakti" zabda vAparyo che. jJAnanI samasta zakti eTale AtmAnI. jJAna zabda AtmA je jJAyakamayapaNe che emAM anaMtA guNo che, anaMta zaktio che eno jyAM aMtaramAM anubhava thaIne pratIti ne ramaNatA thaI, have te anaMtI zaktiomAMthI vizeSa pragaTa karavA tenuM nAma prabhAvanA kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! pragaTa karavA-vikasAvavA...' AhAhA...! bhagavAnaAtmAnI jeTalI zaktio-guNo che AhAhA... te zaktivAnanI dRSTi ne pratIti to thaI che, have e pratItivALo jIva e anaMtI je zakti che ane paryAyamAM pragaTa karavAnI bhAvanA che, pragaTa kare che. AhAhA...! vikasAve che. kamaLa jema khIle che ema zaktio paryAyamAM khIle che. AhAhA.! AvI vAtuM che. phelAvavA. traNa bola kahyA, pragaTa kare che, vistAre che, phelAve che. AhAhA.! anaMta anaMta zaktiono sAgara prabhu, jJAyakabhAvapaNAne lIdhe samyagdaSTi, eno viSaya to jJAyakabhAva che, samyagdarzanano viSaya-dhyeya to jJAyakabhAva che. e jJAyakabhAvane dhyeyamAM lIdho che, AhAhA.! dhyAnanI paryAyamAM tene dhyeya lIdho che. AhAhA...! te samyagdaSTi, AhAhA...! e zAzvata jJAyakabhAvapaNAne kAraNe. enAmAM zAzvata je zaktio paDI che, AhAhA...! pAThamAM I che ne? " viMAramajIto che ne? jJAnarUpI rathamAM ArUDha che. olA rathamAM besADIne bhagavAnane bahAra pherave che ne? e to badho zubhabhAva hoya to e bahArane nimitta kahevAya. e kaMI bAhyathI pharavAnuM karavAno vyavahAreya nathI. vyavahAra prabhAvanA to samyagdarzana sahita nizcaya prabhAvanA che ene Avo je zubhabhAva Ave ene vyavahAra prabhAvanA kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI? mumukSu - prabhAvanAya judI. uttara :- vAta ja bhagavAnanI badhI judI che. jainadarzana koI alaukika cIja che, e vastunA svabhAvanuM svarUpa che. jainadarzana koI kalpita paMtha nathI, vADo nathI. AhAhA.! e to jJAyaka prabhu AtmA, AhA...! e jinasvarUpI prabhu, enI pratIti karavI te jaina che. AhA! jaina koI vADo nathI. olA kahe che ne ke A keTalAka ghaNA ema kahe ke, A to vANiyAno dharma che, amAro bIjo dharma che. ema nathI. AhAhA...! A to tIrthakaro kSatriyono dharma hato paNa e kSatriyono dharma e dharma nathI, dharma to Atmadharma che te dharma che. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? eTale keTalAka kahe ke, Avo dharma jainane to pUjA karavI
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________________ gAthA- 236 541 ne bhakti karavI (te dharma). mumukSu - loko to ema kahe che ke nAgA rahe e dharma. uttara :- e paNa khoTI vAta che. nAgA to Dhora paNa rahe che. "aSTapAhuDamAM 'liMgapAhuDamAM Ave che. lUgaDA rahita aMdara to badhA nAgA ja che. aMdaramAM rAganI, vikalpanI vastranI dazA, ene choDIne nirvikalpa AnaMdano anubhava kare ane anubhavamAM vizeSa sthiratA jAme tene ahIMyAM muni kahe che. AhAhA.. pachI ene rAgano vikalpa hoya che e vyavahAra kahevAya che. paMca mahAvratAdi hoya che. samajANuM? dharmanA lobhIone zubharAga Avyo ene samajAvavA mATe bhAva hoya che paNa che e badhuM puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa. AhAhA...! AtmAmAM jeTalI zaktio che, AhAhA.! e badhI zaktione pratItamAM, jJAnamAM, anubhavamAM lIdhI che paNa have to vizeSa pragaTa kare che, zaktione paryAyamAM vikasAve che. AhAhA. caNo jema pANImAM poDho thAya che paNa e to polo poDho thAya. polo, polo poDho. toLa vadhato nathI kaMI. hai? jeTalo eka caNAno tola che eTalo poDhAno tola to sarakho ja che. zuM kIdhuM? A dUdha. dUdha uphALo mAre che ne? e dUdha vadhyuM che? che to eTaluM ne eTaluM, phakta Ama uphALo mAryo che. A to zaktino je sAgara bhagavAna che, vajabiMba prabhu paDyo che, AhAhA.! eno jene dRSTi ne anubhava thayo che te tene vikasAvavAno prayatna kare che te prabhAvanA che. AhAhA.! pragaTa karavA vikasAvavA athavA phelAvavA." "vAghena "samasta vittapravothenA jJAnanI, zaktionI vizeSa pragaTa dazA. AhAhA...! bodhasvarUpa bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa ne anaMta zaktisvarUpa che. enI pratIti anubhavamAM thaI che e jIva prabodha-te te bodhanI jeTalI zaktio che tene vadhAravA-pragaTa karavA-vikasAvavA kare che tene prabhAvanA kahe che. are. are.! A zeThiyAonA paisA-baisA che ne. mumukSu :- e prabhAvanA nahi. uttara :- nahi? A cImanabhAI hamaNAM makAna kare che ne? AhAhA.! e to eka zubhabhAva. e kriyA to svataMtra thAya che. emAM bhAva zubha hoya e puNya che, e nizcaya prabhAvanA nahi. sAcI prabhAvanA bhagavAna aMdara guNano vikAsa kare, zaktiono sAgara prabhu, AhAhA.! emAM ekAgra thaIne zaktione vikasAve, phelAve tene ahIMyAM paramAtmA prabhAvanA kahe che. AhAhA...! vaLI prabhAva utpanna karato hovAthI pragaTa karavuM, vikasAvavuM ane phelAvavA vaDe prabhAva utpanna karato hovAthI pra-bhAva, vizeSe bhAva nAma zaktine utpanna karato hovAthI. AhAhA...! nizcaya AkaruM lAge lokone nizcaya vinA badhA thothAM che. jyAM nizcaya nathI tyAM to vyavahAreya nathI. nizcaya hoya ene pachI vyavahAra vikalpa Ave. AhAhA.!
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 542 samajANuM kAMI? are..! AhA..! vaLI, prabhAva utpanna karato hovAthI...' zuM kIdhuM? prabhAva-pra-bhAva-vizeSe zaktione pragaTa karato, vistArato prabhAva utpanna karato hovAthI prabhAvanA ka2nA2 che,...' AhAhA..! paNa jeNe AtmA koNa che jANyo nathI, jANyo nathI to enI zaktione pragaTa karavAnuM ene hoya kayAM che? AhAhA..! jene AtmajJAna ja aMdarathI thayuM nathI ene A vikasAvavAno prasaMga che ja kyAM? AhA..! e to rAgane, puNyane vikasAve che. AhAhA..! prabhAva utpanna karato hovAthI...' pra-bhAva, vizeSe zaktione vikasAvato prabhAva karato hovAthI. AhAhA..! prabhAvanA ka2nA2 che,...' che? prabhAva utpanna, pra-bhAva vizeSe zaktione vikasAvato hovAthI prabhAva karato hovAthI te prabhAva karanAra che. AhAhA..! AvuM svarUpa che. heM? AhA..! rAgAdi, puNyAdi hoya e kaMI nizcaya vinA to vyavahAreya nathI. AhAhA..! jene AtmajJAna ne Atmadarzana nathI tene vikasAvavAno prasaMga ja kayAM che? AhAhA..! (e) to rAganI kriyAne vikasAve ne vadhAre. AhAhA..! e adharmanI prabhAvanA che. AhAhA..! AkaruM kAma, bhAI! paramAtmA to satyano svabhAva che tevuM tenuM svarUpa kahe che. emAM duniyAne oluM lAge ke na lAge e mATe nathI. e to enA hitane mATe che. ahitamAM hita mAnI beTho hoya ene enA hitane mATe kahe che. bhAI! tAruM kalyANa kema thAya? AhAhA..! e kalyANamUrti prabhu che, enI zaktio pavitra svarUpa che. enI tane pratIta ne jJAna thayuM hoya to tene pragaTa vizeSa karavAno tane bhAva Ave ene ahIMyAM prabhAva ane prabhAva karanAra kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! AvI zaratuM che. pachI ene vyavahAra hoya che. deva-guru-zAstranI bhaktino rAga, dharmanI vRddhi lokomAM kema thAya evo bhAva Ave paNa e puNya che. samajANuM kAMI? bIjAmAM dharmanI vRddhi kema thAya mATe te bhAva dharma che ema nahi. para taraphanuM lakSa gayuM ne to e to zubhabhAva che. AhAhA..! AvuM (sAMbhaLe eTale) nizcaya, nizcaya, nizcaya kahe. 'sonagaDha'vALA nizcaya nizcaya kare che ema kahe che. are..! bhagavAna! nizcaya eTale sat. sat eTale satya. satya te A svarUpa che. AhAhA..! teM sAMbhaLyuM na hoya ne jANyuM na hoya mATe kaMI satya asatya thaI jAya? ane satya che i soMghuM thaI jAya? rAgathI prApta thAya ema thaI jAya? AhAhA..! sane prApta karavA mATe enI kiMmata devI joIe. AhAhA..! evo pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu, ene svIkAra karavo e kaMI anaMta puruSArtha nathI? ene samyagdarzanamAM pratItamAM levo e puruSArtha nathI? AhAhA..! ane A nizcaya che e to potAthI pragaTa thAya che ane pachI zubhabhAva Ave, pachI khyAti, pUjA, lAbhane mATe nahi. mArI prasiddhi thAya, mane loko oLakhe evA je bhAva Ave e bhAva to zubheya nathI. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! ene to potAne zaktinI vRddhi thaI che, kare che mATe bIjAne paNa kema thAya evo vikalpa Ave. paNa e vikalpa te puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa che, e nizcaya
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________________ gAthA- 236 543 prabhAvanA nahi. nizcaya prabhAvanA dharmanI pariNati che ane A je vyavahAra prabhAvanA che, A nahi paNa aMdara bhAva thavo te zubhabhAva, nizcaya sahita hoya ene, hoM! AhAhA...! e prabhAva utpana karato hovAthI..." zuM kIdhuM che? prabhAva utpana karato hovAthI. eTale ke AtmAmAM anaMta zaktio che tene paryAyamAM prabhAva vizeSa pragaTa karato hovAthI tene prabhAvanA karanAro kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! arere.! "tethI tene jJAnanI prabhAvanAnA aprakarSathI." AtmAnI je zaktiono vikAsa thayo tethI tene vikAsa na thavAno je bhAva enAthI je baMdha thato hato te baMdha nathI. AhAhA.! jJAna eTale AtmA. jJAyakabhAva lIdho che ne? eTale jJAna. AtmAnA anaMta jJAnaguNanI zaktine vikasAvato hovAthI tenI prabhAvanAnA apakarSathI..." tenuM je hINApaNuM thavuM viruddha e ene nathI. tethI tene jJAnanI prabhAvanA nahi vadhAravAthI thato baMdha nathI. jJAnanI prabhAvanA pote aMdaramAM vadhAre ja che. AhAhA..! thato baMdha nathI paraMtu nirjarA ja che. je jarIka vikalpa zubhAdi Avyo to ahIMyAM zaktinI prabhAvanA pragaTa kare che tethI te kharIne nirjarI jAya che ema kahe che. AhAhA...! e zubhabhAva Ave che enuM puNya baMdhAya che paNa ahIM e vAta na letA e kharI jAya che. svabhAvanuM zaktinuM jora batAvyuM ke e kharI jAya che. AhAhA...! (bhAvArtha) :- (prabhAvanA eTale) pragaTa karavuM..." pra-bhAvanA che ne? vizeSa bhAvanA. pragaTa karavuM, udyota karavo." vikasAvavuM, phelAvavuM vagere. 'mATe je potAnA jJAnane AtmAne "niraMtara abhyAsathI pragaTa kare che..." AhAhA.! potAno bhagavAna AtmA, AhA! e pote potAno te AtmA che. rAga ne zarIra e kaMI potAnuM nathI. AhAhA...! ane paryAya jeTaloya potAno AtmA nathI. AhAhA.! che? potAnA AtmAne niraMtara abhyAsathI pragaTa kare che..." AhAhA..! anaMta guNano sAgara nAtha, tenI anaMta guNanI zaktione paryAyamAM ekAkAranA abhyAsathI pragaTa kare che. AhAhA.! A abhyAsa, hoM! zAstra abhyAsa ke I ema nahi. AhAhA...! potAno je bhagavAna jJAyakabhAva teno ekAgratAno abhyAsa. AhAhA...! niraMtara AtmAnA "abhyAsathI pragaTa kare che.' AtmAnA niraMtara abhyAsa-ekAgratAthI je pragaTa kare che. AhAhA...! "vadhAre che." zuddhinI paryAya che enAthI vadhAre che. AhAhA...! Avo mArga. lokone evuM lAge ke A to nizcayAbhAsa jevuM (che), vyavahAranI to vAta AvatI nathI ke vyavahAra karIe to kAMIka thAya. vyavahAra kare to puNya baMdhAya, saMsAra. saMsAra thAya. e dayA, dAna, vratanA bhAva pariNAma e saMsAra che. AhAhA.! bhagavAna saMsAra svarUpathI rahita che. AhAhA.! mumukSu :- dravya rahita che, paryAyamAM to che.
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________________ 544 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 uttara :- dravyamAM nathI e ja vastumAM nathI. dravyamAM nathI e ja vastumAM nathI. vastu je bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu jJAyakabhAva, emAM saMsAra che ja nahi. paryAya emAM nathI to vaLI saMsAranA rAganI vAtuM kyAM karavI? jhINI vAta, bhAI! AhAhA..! prabhunA mAragaDA zAstromAM rahI gayA. prabhunA to viraha paDyA. AhAhA...! paNa enI paMthanI rIta AkhI bhUMsAI gaI ane apaMtha-kupaMthane nAme paMtha calAvyA. AhAhA...! ahIM to kahe che, prabhu! tuM koNa cho? keTalo cho? kevaDo cho? e to bapore AvyuM hatuM ne? ke, e to anaMta guNasaMpana zaktivALo che. atyAre olI paryAyanI vAta nahi. paryAyano adhiSThAna e atyAre ahIM nahi. ahIM to anaMtI zaktio svabhAva je trikALI te vALo che. AhAhA.! evI jene prabhAvanA aMga hoya che tene aprabhAvanAta karmabaMdha nathI...... AhAhA... jene e aprabhAvanA nAma zaktino vadhAre nahi paNa hINI karavAno bhAva hato tenAthI je baMdha thato e Ane baMdha nathI. AhAhA. paryAyamAM e zaktine hiNI, viparIta karavAno jene bhAva che e Ane nathI. AhAhA..! tethI tene aprabhAvanAmRta karmabaMdha nathI, karma rasa daIne kharI jAya che..." jarI rAgAdi Ave... AhAhA.! paNa svabhAva taraphanI ekAgratAnA jore e rAga kharI jAya che. AhAhA...! A gAthAmAM nizcayaprabhAvanAnuM svarUpa kahyuM che. che ne? have vidyAArUDha zabda hato ne emAMthI kADhyuM che. jema jinabiMbane..." bhagavAnanI pratimAne "rathamAM sthApIne..." jinabiMba vItarAgamUrti, ene mAthe kapaDA ke cAMdalA ke e na hoya. jevA vItarAga hatA tevI jinapratimA hoya. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? jinabiMba kahevAya che ne? jevA jina paramezvara vItarAga hatA, evI jinabiMba dazA vItarAgI zAMta dekhAya ene ahIM jinabiMba kahe che. e jinabiMbane rathamAM sthApIne..." kAle eka jaNo prazna karato hato. eka zvetAMbara juvAna Avyo hato. Ama to ThekANA vinAnI vRtti hatI paNa juvAna mANasa hato. nAma bhUlI gayA. olo juvAna hato. aMdara Avato, besato. mane to bIjI kaMI zraddhA nathI paNa A tame kaho cho enI mane zraddhA thAya che. mAre paNa have bahAra moTI prabhAvanA mAMDavI che. dharmanI zraddhA-baddhA kAMI nahi. juvAna mANasa ane paraNavAno bhAva, juvAna mANasa. pahelethI nAnI uMmaramAM dIkSA lIdhI. pachI eka kanyAe ene kIdhuM ke huM tane paraNuM. kanyA kahe. paNa olo kahe ke mArI pAse atyAre sAdhana na maLe huM zuM karuM? AhAhA...! khAnagI kaheto hato bicAro aMdara. tamArI vAtamAM mane kaMIka bharoso Ave che, bAkI huM to kaMI mAnato nathI. AhA.! I ema kaheto hato ke tame ema jinabiMba kaho, bhagavAnanI mUrti ne vaLI pAchA rathamAM besADo. Ama hoya, kAyotsarga hoya ne Ama? vaLI ene rathamAM besADo. tame ema ke, ame vastramAM bhagavAnane padharAvIe chIe. tame rathamAM padharAvo cho tethI zuM thayuM? ema kahe. are! bhAI! ema
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________________ gAthA236 545 nathI. e to puNya, zubhabhAva Ave tyAre e jinapratimA rathamAM besADIne pherave). vItarAga che ne ene ratha kevo? ema kahetA I. bhaI! A to pratimA che, enI sthApanA che. sAkSAt vItarAga hoya to to rathamAM na bese. paNa jinapratimAM jina sArakhI" e vyavahAre kahyuM che. ethI ene rathamAM samyagdaSTi dharmI hoya ene paNa evo zubhabhAva Ave. samajANuM kAMI? bhagavAnane pheravIne jagatamAM loko jANe ke AvA dharmI jIvo che ane dharma kema thAya enI prabhAvanA kare che. evo vikalpa hoya che. AhA...! ahIM kahe che, jema jinabiMbane rathamAM sthApIne nagara, vana vageremAM pheravI vyavahAabhAvanA karavAmAM Ave chee to eka zubhabhAva che. samakitInI vAta che, hoM. tema je vidyArUpI... pAThamAM che kharuM ne? "vijJAramAto vidyAratha ArUDha vidyArUpI rathamAM besADyo. olA rathamAM bhagavAnane padharAvyA. ahIM vidyA (eTale) jJAnarUpI rathamAM bhagavAnane padharAvyo. AhAhA...! rathamAM AtmAne sthApI "manarUpI (jJAnarUpI) mArgamAM bhramaNa kare.... AhAhA...! te jJAnanI prabhAvanAyukta samyagdaSTi che, te nizcayaprabhAvanA karanAra che." e sAcI prabhAvanA karanAra che. vyavahAranI vAta Avaze. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. 310 gAthA-ra36 zukravAra, bhAdaravA vada 9, tA. 14-09-1979 samyagdarzana eka guNanI-zraddhA guNanI eka paryAya che. samajAya che kAMI? dravyamAM je eka zraddhA nAmano guNa trikALa che. samyagdarzana nirmaLa vItarAgI paryAya che. AhAhA...! emAM niHzaMkita Adi guNonuM..." (eTale ke paryAyanuM nizcaya svarUpa sva-Azrita svarUpa) ahIM batAvavAmAM AvyuM che. deva-guru-zAstramAM zaMkA na karavI e to badho vyavahAra che. e to vikalpa che ane A to vAstavika nirvikalpa dRSTi che. AhAhA...! "teno saMkSepa A pramANe che-je samyagdaSTi AtmA..." dharmanI pahelI sIDhI je samyagdarzana pUrNa paramAtma jJAyakabhAva, eno jene anubhava thayo che ane anubhavamAM pratIta thaI che tene ahIMyAM samyagdaSTi kahe che. AhA.! e samyagdaSTino AtmA potAnA jJAna-zraddhAnamAM niHzaMka hoya." che. potAnuM ja svarUpa jJAyaka trikALa che, enA jJAnamAM ane enI zraddhAmAM niHzaMka hoya che. pUrNa jJAna ne pUrNa AnaMda, pUrNa zAMti ne pUrNa svacchatA, pUrNa prabhutA evo je Atma svabhAva, temAM dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo niHzaMka hoya che. che? "jJAna-zraddhAnamAM niHzaMka. paheluM to A che. A vinA je badhuM thAya e badho saMsAra che. mumukSu :- ekaluM jJAna ke ekalI zraddhA hoya to?
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________________ 546 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 uttara :- jJAna, zraddhA beya sAthe ja hoya che. vastu svarUpa je che tenI vartamAna jJAnanI paryAyamAM jANavAmAM AvyuM, tenI pratIta ema lIdhuM che ne? 17 mI gAthA. prathamamAM prathama A bhagavAna AnaMda ne jJAnasvarUpa che e jene aMtaramAM svasammukhamAM jJAna thayuM e jJAnamAM A AtmA pUrNa che ema jaNANuM te jJAnamAM pratIta thavI te samyagdarzana che. AhAhA...! mULa A vAta pahelethI AkhI goTA uDyA che. AhA.! are. anAdikALathI pote duHkhane paMthe paDyo che. zubharAganI kriyA e paNa duHkhano paMtha che. AhAhA.! dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA Adino bhAva e badho rAga, duHkhano paMtha che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- puNya duHkhanuM kAraNa? uttara :- duHkha ja che che, kAraNa nahi, e pote duHkha che. je rAganI kriyA vatanI, tapanI, bhaktinI, pUjAnI e rAga pote duHkha che. enAthI rahita AtmA jJAyaka svarUpa che tenuM jyAM bhAna thAya, tyAre tene atIndriya AnaMdano aMza vedanamAM Ave. AhAhA...! tyAre te sukhane paMthe paDyo. sukhI evo je bhagavAnaAtmA, enI zraddhA jJAnane paMthe paDyo e sukhanI dazAnA vedanamAM Avyo. AhAhA...! e cIja che (ema) jANI tenI pratIta karIne pachI temAM ramaNatA thAya. paNa cIja jANI nathI tenI zraddhA kevI? ne tenI sthiratA kevI? AhA.! jANavuM paheluM che AmAM. 17 mI gAthAmAM nathI AvyuM? pahelo AtmA jANavo, ema kahyuM che. pahelA deva-guru-zAstrane jANavA ke A jANavA, e badhI vyavahAranI vAtuM nathI karI. AhAhA...! "samayasAra parama satyanI dRSTino e viSaya che. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM AtmA-samyagdaSTino AtmA prathama ja cothe guNasthAne, AhAhA...! pAMcamuM guNasthAna to hajI cothA guNasthAnane pragaTa kare emAM vizeSa AnaMdanI sthiratA kare tyAre ene pAMcamuM guNasthAna thAya. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- pahelethI ja paDimA laI laIe to zuM vAMdho? uttara :- paDimA-baDimA hato ke dI? rAga che, duHkhane aMgIkAra karyA che. mumukSu :- mahAvrata.? uttara :- mahAvratanA pariNAma e duHkharUpa che. kahyuM nahi e to? "munivrata dhAra anaMta baira raiveyaka UpajAyo, paNa AtamajJAna leza sukha na pAyo' e mahAvratanA pariNAma paNa duHkha ne Asava che. bhAI! ene khabara nathI. mumukSu :- e to ajJAnInA vrata, jJAnInA...? uttara :- e ajJAnInA vrata ne jJAnInA vratano vikalpaya Asava che. 'tattvArthasUtramAM AvyuM nahi? AmravanA adhikAramAM. aNuvrata ne mahAvrata e Asava che. 'tattvArthasUtramAM che. AhAhA.! ahIMyAM to prathama bhagavAna pUrNa paramAtma svarUpa paramezvara che. e paramezvaranI sanmukha
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________________ gAthA- 236 547 thaIne tenuM jJAna thaIne temAM pratIta thavI ane tenI pratItamAM tene niHzaMkatA thavI, AhAhA..! AvI vAta che, bhAI! che? je samyagdaSTi AtmA potAnAM jJAna-zraddhAnamAM...' potAnA eTale AtmAnA jJAna ne zraddhAnamAM. AhAhA..! atIndriya anaMta AnaMda ane atIndriya anaMta jJAna, atIndriya anaMta vIrya ne anaMta atIndriya darzana, eno piMDa prabhu AtmA che. AhAhA..! evo je potAno AtmA, tenA jJAna-zraddhAnamAM. AhAhA..! niHzaMka hoya,...' eno bIjo artha karyo ke, bhayanA nimitte svarUpathI Dage nahi...' AhAhA..! je vajano biMba bhagavAne pakaDyo AtmAe, dhruva.. oho..! have e bhayanA nimitte svarUpathI Dage nahi... AhAhA..! duniyAno badho bhaya nIkaLI gayo, kahe che. AhA...! 'saMdehayukta na thAya,...' aMtara anubhava thayo che ne samyagdarzanamAM AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava thayo che tene ahIM samyagdaSTi kahIe. AhAhA..! e samyagdaSTi niHsaMdehayukta che, saMdeharahita che, niHsaMdehayukta che. saMdehayukta na thAya, ema. AhAhA..! tene niHzaMkita guNa hoya che. guNa eTale paryAya. vItarAgI paryAya niHzaMkita ene hoya che. AhAhA..! are..! bIjo bola. 'je karmanAM phaLanI vAMchA na kare... karmanuM phaLa je saMyoga. aghAtinuM phaLa saMyoga ane ghAtinuM phaLa rAga. zuM kIdhuM? 'karmanAM phaLanI vAMchA na kare...' eTale? ghAti karmanA phaLa tarIke aMdara rAga Avyo enI paNa jene vAMchA nathI. aghAtinA phaLa tarIke ene lakSmInA DhagalA, cakravartInA rAja hoya topaNa jene enI icchA nathI. AhAhA..! 'karmanAM phaLanI vAMchA na kare...' eka vAta. anya vastunA dharmonI vAMchA na kare...' sonuM, rUpu Adi vastu, AhA..! enI vAMchA na kare. tema anya matanA dharmonI vAMchA e na kare. AhA..! jaina dharma je vastu svarUpa che enuM jene bhAna thayuM te anyamatinA moTA ADaMbara dekhebAvA ne jogI ne moTA nagna (hoya enA) rAjA Adara karatA hoya ethI ene vAMchA nathI ke A Avo kAMIka haze. e badhuM pAkhaMDa che. AhAhA..! lAkho, karoDo mANaso mAnatA hoya ane khamA.. khamA thatA hoya hAthIne hodde. mumukSu :- maMtravALo doro bAMdhe to.. uttara :- dhULeya utaratA nathI, maphatano mUDha che. svAmInArAyaNa'ne junAgaDha'mAM hAthIne hodde rAjAe besADyA. hAthIne hodde mAna ApyuM, moTuM lazkara.. ethI zuM thayuM? e vastu zuM che? AhAhA..! rAjA hato musalamAna. 'svAmInArAyaNa'nA vakhatamAM ene hAthIne (hodde) besADIne kADhyuM hatuM, ratha. zuM kahevAya? e hatuM. ethI zuM? ane samakitI dharmI hoya eno koI Adara paNa karatuM na hoya, sAmuM jotuM na hoya. ethI zuM? AhAhA..! ahIM kahe che ke, samakitI anya vastunA dharmonI vAMchA na kare, tene niHkAMkSita guNa hoya che.' AhAhA..! trIjo. je vastunA dharmo pratye glAni na kare.' dugaMchA na kare. kUtarA saDelA, mIMdaDA
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________________ 548 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 saDelA dekhIne glAni nahi. ema munirAja dharmAtmA saMta hoya sAcA enA zarIramAM glAni hoya, roga hoya ke melA zarIra hoya, zarIra gaMdha mAre (to) samakitI glAnI na kare. AhAhA..! pahelA kAMkSA na kare (kIdhuM) eTale rAga na kare, glAni na kare eTale dveSa na kare. AhAhA...! tene nirvicikitsA guNa hoya che. jene jugupsAno abhAva, evI vItarAgI paryAyano bhAva tene hoya che. AhAhA. jeNe svano Azraya lIdho che ane svane Azraye jene samyagdarzana thayuM che. AhAhA.! ene paramAM koI jAtanI glAni ke paranI icchA, vAMchA hotI nathI. AhAhA. potAno bhagavAnaAtmA, tenuM bhAna thayuM temAM have ramavA mATenI bhAvanA hoya. svarUpamAM ramavuM e cAritra che. cAritra koI kriyAkAMDa ne mahAvrata ne e kaMI cAritra nathI. AhAhA..! vastu jevI che tene jANI, mAnIne vastumAM TharavuM, AhAhA...! enuM nAma jJAna, zraddhA ne cAritra che. AhAhA...! je svarUpamAM mUDha na hoya..." e svarUpamAM muMjhAya nahi ke, AhAhA.! are.! AvI cIja che ane huM sthira thaI zakato nathI to kaMI mArAmAM bhramaNA haze? ema muMjhAya nahi. AhAhA.! bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa prabhu, enuM samakitIne atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana Ave che tyAre to ene samakitI kahevAya che. AhAhA...! evA AnaMdanA svAdamAM bIjI koI cIjamAM ene mUDhatA na hoya. "svarUpane yathArtha jANe," jevI rIte svarUpanI sthiti che) te rIte jANe. viparIta nahi, ochuM nahi, adhika nahi. AhAhA...! cotho bola thayo. "je AtmAne zuddha svarUpamAM joDe" che? "AtmAnI zakti vadhAre... AhA.! "anya dharmone gauNa kare,..." rAgAdine gauNa kare ane svarUpanI sthiratAne vadhAre. AhAhA.! zaktine vadhAre, joyuM? bhagavAnaAtmA anaMta jJAna, darzana Adi anaMta zaktino sAgara prabhu, tenI zaktine samyagdaSTi vadhArato jAya. AhAhA...! rAga ghaTADato jAya ane A zaktine vadhArato jAya. be lIdhuM ne? upagRhana ane upavRMhaNa. upagUhanamAM rAgane ghaTADato jAya, gauNa karato jAya ane niHzaMka Adi nirmaLa paryAyane vadhArato jAya. AhAhA.! AvuM to hajI cothA guNasthAnanuM svarUpa che. hajI cothAnA ThekANA nahi. AhAhA...! AkarI vAta, bhAI! enA sukhanA paMtha prabhunA, vItarAge kahyo te vItarAga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA che. e vItarAga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmAnA paMthe aMtaramAM paDavuM, eno Azraya laIne emAM ramavuM, AhAhA...! e upavRMhaNa che. paryAyane vadhAre che, zaktine vyakta karavAmAM vadhAro kare che. zaktinI vyaktatA to aMze thaI che paNa enI zaktino have vadhAro kare che. enuM nAma upavRMhaNa nAmano samakitano eka paryAya guNa kahevAya che. AhAhA...! tene upagUhana guNa hoya che." gauNa kare e upagUhana che, zaktine vadhAre e upavRMhaNa che. pAMca (thayo. - je svarUpathI zruta thatA AtmAne svarUpamAM sthApe..." koI paNa rIte kAMIka aMdaramAM gaLakA khAtAnA pariNAma thaI jAya (tene) choDI phle, sthira thAya. AhAhA...! AnaMdanA
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________________ gAthA- 236 549 nAthamAM sthira thAya, kahe che. bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa che, AhA...! emAM e sthira thAya. jarI duHkhanA pariNAma Ave (ene choDIne AmAM sthira thAya. AhAhA...! tene sthitikaraNa guNa hoya che." - je potAnA svarUpa pratye vizeSa anurAga rAkhe..." potAnA svarUpa pratye anurAga (arthAtu) anusarIne prema rAkhe. AhAhA.! jene atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava samyagdarzamAM thayo che te rucine anuyAyI vIrya, puruSArtha tyAM kAma kare. AhAhA...! e paramAtmasvarUpa pratye prema kare. AhAhA...! nizcayanI vAta che ne A satya? tene vAtsalya guNa" kahe che. je AtmAnA jJAnaguNane prakAzita kare..." jJAna eTale AtmAnA anaMtA guNo je che tene paryAyamAM vizeSa pragaTa kare te prabhAvanA che. A prabhAvanA sAcI che. AhA...! prabhAvanA, pra-vizeSe pragaTa. anaMta anaMta zaktino sAgara prabhu, teno anubhavano aMza to Avyo che paNa have e zaktine vizeSa prabhAvanA pragaTa kare. AhAhA. anaMta zaktino sAgara che tenI paryAyamAM vizeSa pragaTa kare. ene ahIMyAM prabhAvanA sAcI kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! A nizcaya prabhAvanA. kizorabhAI! A tamAre tyAM badhA karavAnA che ne? keTalAya. keTalA kharcavAnA? trIsa lAkha. 'nAIrobI', "AphrikA'. A badhA zeThiyAo bhegA che. e bahAranI vAta kahe che emAM rAganI maMdatA hoya to puNya che. AhAhA. ahIM to prabhAvanA ene kahIe, e bahAramAM moTI prabhAvanA thAya ke, ohoho! zeThiyAoe paisA bahu kharcA ne maMdira moTuM banAvyuM. mumukSu :- e to Apano prabhAva che ne. uttara :- koIno nathI. "AphrikAmAM be hajAra varSamAM koI digaMbara maMdira che nahi, pahelavaheluM thAya che. "AphrikAmAM "nAIrobI'. tyAM to zvetAMbara ghaNA che. zvetAMbaranuM maMdira moTuM karaze. ane A digaMbara maMdira bhagavAna pachI be hajAra varSe thayuM ne tyAM to che ja nahi, have navuM thAya che. paNa e to paramANunI kriyA te kALe te thavAnI che ane temAM jeno rAga maMda hoya e zubhabhAva, paNa e zubhabhAva e vyavahAra prabhAvanA che, paNa kone? ke jene nizcaya AtmAnA guNanI prabhAvanA pragaTa karI che ane vyavahAra hoya. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? AkaruM kAma bahu, bhAI! vItarAga mArgane aMtara mArge caDavuM, kupaMthane choDIne vItarAga mArganA, AtmAnA paMthe (caDavuM). AhAhA...! AtmA vItarAga svarUpa ja che. e vItarAga svarUpane paMthe caDavuM. AhA...! ane emAM je zaktio anaMta che tene kSaNe kSaNe aMdaramAM vadhAravI te prabhAvanA che. pra-bhAvanA. pra-pragaTa, pragaTapaNe zaktione pragaTa karavI. AhAhA...! vyavahAravALAne to evuM lAge ke AvuM zuM? paNa vastu ja A che pahelI, A vinA tArA vyavahAra badhA mIMDA che khoTA. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? "AtmAnA jJAnaguNane..." eTale AtmAnI badhI zaktione prakAzita kare- pragaTa kare. tene prabhAvanA guNa" kahe
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________________ pa50 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 che. che? "A badhAya guNo temanA pratipakSI doSo vaDe..." e guNonA pratipakSI doSa vaDe je karmabaMdha thato hato tene thavA detA nathI." AhA...! AThe guNothI viruddha je bhAva, enAthI baMdha thato e A avirodhI guNane laIne baMdha thato nathI. AhAhA...! "cImanabhAI gayA? gayA haze. vaLI A guNonA bhAvamAM..." A samyagdarzananI dazAmAM ATha paryAya je pragaTI tenI hayAtImAM, saddabhAva eTale hayAtI, "cAritramohanA udayarUpa zaMkAdi pravarte.." cAritramohanA udayarUpI koI zaMkAdi thAya "topaNa temanI -zaMkAdinI) nirjarA ja thaI jAya che....AhAhA...! Adara nathI. Adara to ahIM bhagavAnano che. AhAhA.! pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano jyAM svIkAra ne Adara aMdara dRSTimAM thayo ene cAritramohanA udayano rAga Ave paNa e nirjarI jAya che. be vAta karI, ke je niHzaMkAdi ATha guNo che enAthI viruddha doSothI baMdha thato te baMdha nathI ane ene je udayamAM Ave e paNa nirjarI jAya che, ema kahe che. AhAhA.! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthane othe paDyo che ne aMdara. ene enA guNathI viruddha je doSo enAthI baMdha thato, e to che nahi. have jyAre pUrvanA karmanA udayane laIne je rAgAdi Ave paNa tyAM eno Adara nathI ane Adara to ahIM svabhAvano che. AhAhA...! AvuM svarUpa. tethI te samyagdaSTine potAnA zuddha svabhAvanA satkAra ane AdaramAM, svIkAramAM, AhAhA...! rAgano svIkAra nathI, upAdeya nathI tethI te rAga kharI jAya che. AhAhA...! navo baMdha thato nathI. eTale? ke, doSathI baMdha thato e to nathI paNa udayane laIne rAga thAya tenAthI paNa baMdha thato nathI, ema kahe che. mumukSu :- rAgathI baMdha na thAya? uttara :- kharI jAya che, ema kahe che. svabhAvanuM jora che ne? ema kahe che. ahIM to samyagdarzananuM mAhAtma AThe guNanuM varNavavuM che ne. rAga che. pahelA to kahyuM enAthI je viruddha bhAvo che enAthI doSathI baMdha thato e to che nahi paNa have pUrva karma che jarI to nabaLAIthI rAgAdi Ave che paNa teno Adara nathI eTale kharekhara enuM baMdhana nathI. alpa baMdhana ne sthiti paDe che tene ahIM gaNI nathI. rAga che thoDo e paNa che ene paNa kharI jAya che ema gaNavAmAM AvyuM. bAkI che. nathI? ane enAthI baMdha, sthiti paDe che paNa e gauNa karI nAkhIne (nathI ema kahyuM). AhAhA...! are.! bhAI! janma-maraNanA corAzInA AMTAmAMthI chUTavuM, bhAI! e koI alaukika vastu che, bhAI! corAzInA avatAramAM.... kAraNa ke baMdha to pradhAnatAthI." joyuM? heM? "baMdha to pradhAnatAthI mithyAtvanI hayAtImAM ja kahyo che." joyuM? jyAM AgaLa rAganI ekatAbuddhi che, rAga dharma che, dayA, dAna, vrata mane dharmanuM kAraNa che evo je mithyAtva bhAva. AhAhA...! "kAraNa ke baMdha to." mukhyathI,
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________________ gAthA- 236 papa1 gauNapaNe pariNAma che paNa mukhyathI mithyAtvanI hayAtImAM ja kahyo che." mithyAtva e ja saMsAra che, mithyAtva e ja Asrava che, mithyAtva e ja bhAvabaMdha che. AhAhA. enI to khabaruM na maLe, mithyAtva eTale zuM? A dehanI kriyA huM karuM chuM, dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma mane dharma che e badho mithyAtva bhAva che. AhAhA...! kare mithyAtvanI puSTi ane mAne ke ame kAMIka dharma karIe chIe. zuM thAya? AhA! anaMtakALa thayA, bhAI! ene satyapaMthe gayo nathI. AhAhA.! ahIM to kahe che, baMdha to pradhAnatAthI. eTale mukhya, mithyAtvanI hayAtImAM ja kahyo che. samakita pachI jarI je baMdha thAya e alpa che, alpa sthiti, rasavALo (che) ene ahIM na gaNyo. alpa saMsAra thoDo che. mithyAtvamAM to anaMta saMsAranI vRddhi che. bhale muni hoya, paMca mahAvrata dhAranAro hoya, nagna digaMbara paNa rAgane potAno mAne che, rAganI kriyA te dharma che, zubhaupayoga te dharma che, emAM A kALe zubhayoga ja hoya che, ema atyAre kahe che. zrutasAgara' che. "zAMtisAgaranA keDAyata. ema ke badhA munio zubhaupayogavALA ja hatA ane zubhaupayogI atyAre hoya, bIjo hoya nahi. are! prabhu... prabhu...! zuM kare che? bhAI! to paNa eTaluM bahAra pADyuM eTaluM ThIka karyuM. AhAhA...! atyAre zubhaupayoga ja hoya. zubhaupayoga to puNya che, rAga che, jhera che. tyAM to dharma che kyAM? AhAhA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! AhA...! "zAMtisAgaranA keDAyata. "zAMtisAgara' ahIM AvyA hatA, covIsa kalAka rahyA hatA. mULa dRSTinI khabara nahi. bAkI AcaraNa ane bahAranI kriyA sAdhAraNa. ene mATe cokA karIne AhAra bhe, e to vyavahAranAya ThekANA nahi. bhaI! mArga to Avo (che), prabhu! zuM thAya? AhAhA...! mumukSu :- badhAnI pola khullI thaI gaI. uttara :- vastusthiti A che, koIne mATe kaMI che nahi. AhAhA.! mArga A che ne, prabhu paramAtmAnuM pharamAna A che. kahyuM hatuM nahi? "jayapuramAM "manoharalAla varNI varNIjInA ziSya amArI pAse AvyA. Ama kSullaka paNa chatAM relamAM besIne AvyA. relamAM besatA. pachI AvIne prazna karyo. beya "jayapura' AvyA. kahe, mahArAja! A rAgane pudgala kema (kahyo)? pugalanA pariNAma kema kahyA? eka prazna A karyo. kIdhuM, bhaI! e nIkaLI jAya che, AtmAno svabhAva nathI. ethI pudgala gayA bheguM e chUTI jAya che. jyAM sudhI karma che tyAM sudhI rAga che ane karma nathI tyAM rAga nathI. e apekSAe tene pugalanA pariNAma kahIne choDI gayA. bIjo prazna karyo ke, atyAre kSullaka ne munine A badho uddezika AhAra thAya che e to gRhastho potAne mATe kare che. mATe e uddezikano khulAso jo thAya to bahu sAruM thAya, ema. eno artha ema ke e uddezika kahevAya nahi. meM kahyuM, bApu! prabhu! zuM kahuM? are ! vItarAganA viraha paDyA, traNalokanA nAthanA saMyogamAM hatA tyAMthI
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________________ papara samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 viyogamAM AvI gayA. AhAhA! emAM vItarAgano atyAre saMyoga nathI, emAM uddezika AhAra e uddezika nathI, prabhu! ema na kahevAya, na kahevAya. bhAI! ene mATe banelA banAvelA cokA banAve, kSullaka lya. e to vyavahAre kSullaka nathI. e to bApu! huM to vyavahAranayathI dravyaliMgI kSullaka paNa koIne mAnato nathI. sAMbhaLyuM, sAMbhaLatA hatA. madhyasthatAthI kaheto hato, koI anAdara mATe nahi. bApu! vastu AvI che, bhAI! paramAtmAnuM pharamAna che ane vastusthiti Ama che, bhAI! koI vyaktigata mATe nahi. ene ema ke, A loko banAve che ne tye emAM ene zuM doSa? ema. paNa loko banAve che ane tye che e enuM anumodana che. samajANuM kAMI? ene mATe banAvelA AhAra Ave, ene khabara che ke A mAre mATe banAve che. e tye che to e pApane anumode che. bhale karato nathI, karAvato nathI, e le che e anumode che. nava koTimAM anumodana koTi tUTI jAya che enI. vyavahAranI nava koTi paNa rahetI nathI, nizcaya to kyAM che? AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? A prazna to amAre saMpradAyamAM 1969nI sAlamAM cAlyo hato, saMvata 1969. chAsaTha varSa pahelA A prazna (cAlelo). kAraNa ke huM to dukAna choDIne dIkSA levA upara hato, saMpradAyamAM, emAM vaLI eka sAdhu maLyA. traNa mahinA pALiyAda rahyo pachI bhAInI AjJA levA pAleja jAto hato. tyAM vacce boTAda (A), emAM eka gulAbacaMda gAMdhI sAdhu hatA. rAjakoTanA. ekalA rahetA. eNe evuM kahyuM ke, sAdhu mATe apAsaro banAvyo hoya ane apAsaro vApare to e sAdhu nahi. are. A zuM kahe che? ApaNe to koI di sAMbhaLeluM nahi. amArA hirAjI mahArAja sthAnakavAsI guru hatA, e apAsarA vAparatA (ane) A zuM kahe che? sAdhu mATe makAna banAvyuM hoya ane jo vApare to e sAdhu nahi. kema? e vApare to anumodana thAya che ane "dazavaikAlikAmAM pApa che. e pachI prazna mArA gurune karyo ke, bhaI! A makAna ene mATe banAve che ane e vApare to ene doSa zuM? to emaNe kahyuM ke, tamArA bhAIe tamArA mATe makAna banAvyuM ane tame vAparo emAM zuM? ema bicArA saraLa bhadrika hatA. mane tyAre paNa khabara hatI ke, je makAna jene mATe banAve ke AhAra banAve ane tye to e anumodana che. anumodananI koTi tUTI jAya che. karavuM, karAvavuM ane anumodananI (koTi) eka tUTatA nave tUTI jAya che. A to 1969nI sAla, dIkSA lIdhA pahelAnI vAta che. 1970mAM TUMDhiyAmAM dIkSA lIdhI. e to dIkSA kyAM hatI? e 1969mAM A prazna thayelo. 1969 samaje? 69. comAsAmAM "rANapura prazna karelo, rANapura'. amArA saMpradAyanA guru hatA. meM kIdhuM A jene mATe makAna banAve ane e vApare to mahArAja kaI koTi tUTe? 1969nI sAla, A sAMITha varSa pahelAnI vAta che. have ene atyAranI kAMI khabara nathI. ene mATe banAvelA AhAra ne cokA le ne AhAra,
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________________ gAthA- 236, papa3 pANI, adhamaNa pANI, eka pANInA biMdumAM asaMkhya jIva. evA dasa-dasa zera, paMdara zera pANI banAve tye ne ene mATe lyu. e.i..! kAMtibhAI e to zeThiyA che ne. eNe karyuM che ne badhuM. A to vastunI sthiti jANavA mATe. AhAhA...! ene mATe karelA che, i lya che e ja mahApApa che. lenAraneya pApa che ane denAraneya pApa che. kAraNa ke sAdhu mAnIne Ape che to ene mithyAtva che ane olo sAdhu chuM ema mAnIne le che to ene paNa mithyAtva che. AhAhA! AvI vAtuM che. e ahIM kahe che. mithyAtvanI pradhAnatAmAM hayAtImAM ja baMdha kahyo che. jenI zraddhA hajI viparIta che. AhAhA...! jenA zraddhAnA ThekANA nathI enI pradhAnatAthI ene ja baMdhanuM kAraNa kahyuM che. "siddhAMtamAM guNasthAnonI paripATImAM cAritramohanA udayanimitte samyagdaSTine je baMdha kahyo che... che ne? samyagdaSTine olAmAM nA pADIne have kahe che ke, baMdha kahyo che ne? te paNa nirjarArUpa ja." che. AhA...! apekSAthI gayuM che ne ene? dRSTinuM jora che ne? e to zAstramAM emeya AvyuM che ke, jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu. nirjarAmAM adhikAra AvI gayo che. samakitI bhoga bhogave e nirjarAno hetu che. e bhoga nirjarAno hetu hoya? bhoga to pApa che. e to ene bhogano Adara nathI ane dRSTinuM jora che e apekSAe kahyuM che. paNa ema ja mAnI ltha ke bhoga che e nirjarAno hetu che. to pachI bhoga choDIne cAritra grahaNa karavuM e to rahetuM nathI. ema nathI. e to dRSTinA joramAM svabhAvano Adara che ane tethI tene rAgano Adara nathI ane tethI tene thoDo rasa ne sthiti paDe che, tene gauNa karIne nirjarA kahevAmAM AvI che. AhAhA...! emAM kheMcAtANa karI nAkhe ke bhogamAM nirjarA ja che. ema nathI. tema bhAgamAM nirjarA kIdhI che ne siddhAMte? e to kaI apekSAe? bhAI: mithyAtvathI je baMdha paDato teTalo baMdha ene nathI. tethI e baMdhane gauNa karI sthiti, rasa thoDo paDe tene gauNa karIne baMdha nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA! are.! bhAI! baMdha to dasamA guNasthAna sudhI paDe che. samakita thayuM eTale thaI rahyuM, baMdha na paDe? kaI apekSAe kahyuM che? mithyAtva saMbaMdhIno je baMdha che te baMdha nathI ane mukhyapaNe ene baMdha gaNavAmAM Avyo che. e apekSAe baMdha nathI ema kIdhuM. paNa samakita thaIne ema ja mAnI le ke amAre to have kAMI baMdha che ja nahi. e svacchaMdI che. AhAhA.! ahIM to bhaI! je vAta satya haze tema raheze. ahIM kaMI koIno pakSa nathI. AhA.! ahIM kahe che ke, siddhAMtamAM..." che? baMdha kahyo che te paNa nirjarArUpa ja." che. AvI gayuM. cAritramoha thayo ne? "-nirjarA samAna jI jANavo kAraNa ke samyagdaSTine jema pUrve mithyAtvanA udaya vakhate baMdhAyeluM karma kharI jAya..." AhAhA...! zuM kahe che? samyagdarzanamAM AtmAnA anubhavamAM AnaMdanI dazA varte che. tene pUrvanuM karma che I kharI jAya che. tema navIna baMdhAyeluM karma paNa kharI jAya che. AhAhA.! e samyagdarzananA joranI apekSAe
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________________ papa4 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 vAta karI. mithyAtvanI pradhAnatAthI baMdha thAya eno niSedha karyo. bAkI bilakula baMdha ja nathI ema nathI. AhAhA...! samakitIne avratanA bhAva che, pramAdano bhAva che, kaSAyano bhAva che e badhuM baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA.! munine paNa hajI rAga, pramAda, paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma che e baMdhanA kAraNa che. AhAhA...! are.re.! AvI vAtuM. vItarAga mArga bahu alaukika che, bApu ane vANiyA ne vepAra-dhaMdhA ADe satya zuM che eno nirNaya karavAnI navarAza na maLe. A Thapako apAya che. nivRttithI satya zuM che ane asatya zuM mAnIe chIe? are ! prabhu ene nirNaya karavAnA TANAya nahi, bhAI! AvA manuSyapaNA maLyA. vItarAganI vANI kAne paDI. AhAhA...! ahIM to kahe che ke, samyagdaSTine AtmAnuM jJAna ne bhAna, anubhava che tethI tene mithyAtva nathI. tethI tene pUrvanA karmano udaya che e kharI jAya che. thayuM ane vartamAnamAM je rAgAdi thAya che, navuM baMdhana e paNa kharI javAnuM che mATe kharI jAya che ema kIdhuM. zuM kahyuM samajANuM? ke AtmA pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanA jenA aMtaranA bheTA anubhavamAM, samyagdarzanamAM thayA; samyapha-satya darzana pUrNAnaMdano nAtha enuM darzana thayuM, teno anubhava thayo, ene AnaMdano svAda Avyo, AhAhA... evA samyagdaSTine pUrvanA karmano udaya che e kharI jAya che. ene Adara nathI. tyAre kahe, rAga che enuM baMdhAya che ne thoDuM? to kahe che), e paNa kharI jAya che. kharI jaze ene) kharI jAya che ema kahyuM. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI! vItarAga traNalokanA nAtha paramAtmAno mArga koI alaukika che. AhA...! atyAre to lokoe bahAramAM badhuM manAvI lIdhuM. AhAhA.! kema kharI jAya che? "tene te karmanA svAmIpaNAno abhAva hovAthI...' che ne? pUrvanA karmano svAmI nathI ane vartamAna rAganoya svAmI nathI. AhAhA.! A mithyAtvanI apekSAe, hoM te AgAmI baMdharUpa nathI, nirjararUpa ja che." nirjarArUpa ja che. AhAhA! jevI rIte-' AhAhA...! have munivrata dhAre, paMca mahAvrata lya, niraticAra pALe to paNa tene duHkhanI dazA che, ene dharma mAne che. tethI te mithyAdRSTi che, ene mithyAtvano Akaro baMdha paDe che. ane samakitIne rAga jarI thAya che teno thoDo baMdha paDe e baMdha paNa kharI jo ema ahIM kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI? are.. AvI vAtuM AkarI lAge lokone, zuM thAya? bhAI! tAruM satya zuM che ene zodhavA jA to tane maLaze. AhA...! prabhune zodha, ene pagale-Dagale tyAM jA. AhAhA...! tyAM AgaLa bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha birAje che. aMtarAtmA, tene anubhava, dRSTimAM le, anubhava kara. e apekSAe tene pUrvanuM karma nirjarI jAya che, navuM baMdhAya e paNa nirjarI jaze eTale nirjarI jAya che ema kahyuM. kemake eno svAmI nathI. jyAM svasvarUpano svAmI thayo. AhAhA! svasvAmIsaMbaMdha nAmano eka AtmAmAM guNa che. anaMtaguNa che e mAhelo eka guNa che. svasvAmIsaMbaMdha. to sva nAma AtmA
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________________ gAthA- 236 papapa AnaMdamUrti bhagavAna, e sva, eno guNa sva, dravya sva ane nirmaLa paryAya thaI e sva, eno e svAmI che. rAgAdi Ave eno e svAmI dharmI che nahi. AhA.! samajANuM? AvI vAtuM AkarI paDe, zuM thAya? bhAI! are.re.! anaMtakALathI rajhaLe che. jevI rIte-koI puruSa... dRSTAMta Ape che. "parAyuM dravya udhAra lAve temAM tene mamatvabuddhi nathI... AhAhA..! A chokarAnA lagana hoya ane moTA gRhastha pAsethI) pAMca-dasa hajArano dAgIno laI Ave, varaghoDe caDe ne to nAkhavA mATe paNa e mAne ke A mAruM che? hai? sAdhAraNa hoya, enI pAse kaMI be-pAMca hajArano dAgIno hoya paNa vadhAre hoya to pachI kizorabhAIne kahe ke, eka dasa hajArano dAgIno Apajo. lAvIne varaghoDe nAkhe. ene potAnuM mAne? "kAMtibhAI! AhAhA...! koI puruSa parAyuM dravya udhAra lAve temAM tene mamatvabuddhi nathI, vartamAnamAM te dravyathI kAMI kArya karI levuM hoya te karIne..." be-traNa di chokarAne varaghoDe caDAve, dAgInA paherAve, sArA lUgaDAM koI koTa UMcA hoya, malamalanA ke koka UMcA zeThiyAone tyAMthI laI Ave paNa I kaMI mAruM mAne ema mAruM mAne che? mArA dIkarAe paheryuM mATe mAruM che ema mAne che)? AhAhA...! 'te karIne karAra pramANe." joyuM? "te karIne karAra pramANe.' zeThiyAne kahe, bhAI! A ame be di', traNa di rAkhazuM. tamAro dAgInA ne A kapaDA traNa di rAkhazuM pachI tamane ApI daIzuM. "karAra pramANe niyata samaye..." niyata eTale nizcaya samaye. je samaya nakkI karyo hoya ke, traNa di pachI ene tamane ApI daIzuM. e dhaNIne ApI de che; niyata samaya AvatAM sudhI te dravya potAnA gharamAM paDyuM rahe topaNa te pratye mamatva..." mAruM che ema nathI. AhAhA. mALI dRSTAMta dIdho che ne ema bane che ne atyAre? zeThiyAo pAsethI laI Ave. AhA.! "gharamAM paDayuM rahe topaNa te pratye mamatva nahi hovAthI te puruSane te dravyanuM baMdhana nathI... AhAhA.! dhaNIne daI dIdhA barAbara ja che;" e dhaNI nahi, paranuM ja che, daI dIdhA barAbara che. AhA.! tevI ja rIte-jJAnI... samyagdaSTi jIva. AhAhA.! are.. samyagdarzana zuM cIja che, bApu e lokone khabara nathI. bahAramAM mAnI beThA, deva-guru-zAstrane ame mAnIe chIe. have vrata laI lyo. badho mithyA bhrama che. AhAhA...! ohoho...! pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano jyAM aMdara svIkAra thAya, eno svIkAra thaI, satkAra thaIne anubhava thAya evI dRSTine ahIMyAM samyagdaSTi kahe che. AhAhA. bhASA samajAya che gujarAtI thoDI thoDI? AhA. "jJAnI karmadravyane parAyuM jANato hovAthI..." zuM kahe che, joyuM? dharmI jIva to (ema jANe che ke, karma jaDa che, ajIva che, para dravya che e to, paradravya mArI cIja nathI. AhAhA...! ajIva che tene mAruM mAne? karma to ajIva che, jaDa che, mATI che, dhULa che, pugala che. AhAhA...! e ajIva tattvane, jIvatattva jANelo potAnuM mAne? AhAhA...!
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________________ papa6 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 dharmI karmadravyane parAyuM jANato hovAthI tene te pratye mamatva nathI mATe te mojUda hovA chatAM." e karma hovA chatAM nirjarI gayA samAna ja che...... AhAhA...! oluM gharamAM rAkhyuM che chatAM dIdhA barAbara che. AhAhA...! juo. A samyagdarzananI mahimA. AhAhA..! cothA guNasthAnanuM samyagdarzana AvuM hoya. loko mAne che ke ApaNe deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhA ne nava tattvanI vyavahAra zraddhA e badhI mithyAtva che. nava tattvano anubhava e mithyAtva che, bheda che ne? bheda. AhAhA...! "kaLazaTIkAmAM kaLazamAM che. navanA bhedanI zraddhAvALo che te mithyAdRSTi che. abheda bhagavAna akhaMDAnaMda prabhu, AhAhA...! pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanA svabhAvano svIkAra karI ane je paryAyamAM anubhava thAya temAM svAdano aMza Ave, emAM pratIta thAya ke A to pUrNAnaMdano nAtha che, A svAdano aMza e pUrNa AnaMdathI bharelo che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? AvuM che. "mamatva nathI mATe te mojUda hovA chatAM nirjarI gayA samAna ja che ema jANavuM.' lyo. A niHzaMkita Adi ATha guNo vyavahAranaye vyavahAramokSamArga para nIce pramANe lagAvavA:-' A to nizcayathI je satya che te kahyA. have e samakitIne paNa vyavahAra ATha Ave. vyavahAra niHzaMka Adi ATha vikalpa Ave. che puNya baMdhanuM kAraNa. vyavahAra samakitanA ATha AcAra e puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa ane nizcaya samakitanA AcAra te nirjarAnuM kAraNa. AhAhA...! are.re.! "jinavacanamAM saMdeha na karavo.' e have vyavahAra utAre che. vItarAganA vacanamAM saMdeha na karavo, e vyavahAra, vikalpa, rAga che. e vyavahAra samakitanuM AcaraNa ATha AcAra e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA...! paNa nizcayavALAne vyavahAra hoya, hoM jene nizcaya nathI ene vyavahAra hoya ja nahi. AhAhA..! jene AtmAnuM niHzaMkapaNuM (Adi) nizcayathI ATha (guNo) pragaTyA che ene Avo vyavahAra hoya che e vyavahAra paNa tene baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA...! ajJAnI mithyASTine to vyavahAreya hoto nathI. AhAhA...! kAraNa ke jyAM nizcaya pragaTyuM nathI, samyagdarzana, anubhava zuM che enI khabareya nathI, ene to vyavahAra hoto nathI. vyavahArAbhAsa tarIke rakhaDe. AhAhA.! "jinavacanamAM saMdeha na karavo, bhaya Avye vyavahAra darzana-jJAna-cAritrathI DagavuM nahi." A vyavahAra, hoM! te niHzakitapaNuM che." enuM nAma niHzaMkitapaNuM (che). saMsAra-deha-bhoganI vAMchAthI tathA paramatanI vAMchAthI vyavahAramokSamArgathI DagavuM nahi." saMsAra, deha ne bhoganI vAMchAthI ane paramatanI vAMchA-anyamationI vAMchAthI vyavahAra mokSamArgathI DagavuM nahi te niSkAMkSitapaNuM che." e zubha vikalpa che, e zubha vikalpa che. e samakitIne Avo zubha vikalpa hoya ene vyavahAra kahevAmAM Ave che. ajJAnIne to vyavahAreya nathI. AhAhA.! AvI vAtuM AkarI che. apavitra, durgadhavALI-evI evI vastuonA nimitte vyavahAramokSamArganI pravRtti pratye
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________________ gAthA- 236 557 glAni na karavI te nirvicikitsA che.' zubhabhAva. deva, guru, zAstra, lokanI pravRtti, anyamatAdikanA tattvArthanuM svarUpa-ityAdimAM mUDhatA na rAkhavI...' devamAM mUDhatA, gurumAM mUDhatA, zAstramAM mUtA, lokanI pravRttimAM mUDhatA. e vyavahAramUDhatA che, e vikalpa che. e vikalpa rAga che. nizcaya amUDhatA e jIvanA arAgI pariNAma che. samyagdarzana e arAgI pariNAma che to enA niHzaMka Adi e paNa nizcaya arAgI pariNAma che ane A vyavahA2 che e to rAganA pariNAma che. nizcaya hoya ene Avo vyavahAra Ave, hoya che. AhAhA..! dharmAtmAmAM karmanA udayathI doSa AvI jAya...' dharmAtmA che, koI karmano Akaro doSa AvI jAya to tene gauNa karavo...' ene bahAra na pADavuM. samyagdaSTi che, dharmAtmA che ene koI vakhate evo rAgAdi AvI gayo. samajANuM? AhAhA..! to dharmIjIne vyavahA2thI tene gauNa karavo ane vyavahA2mokSamArganI pravRttine vadhAravI...' potAno zubharAga. 'te upagrahana athavA upabRhaNa che.' e pAMca kahyA. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) pravacana naM. 311 gAthA-236, zloka-162 zanivA2, bhAdaravA vada 10, tA. 15-09-1979 'samayasAra' nizcaya samyagdarzananA ATha aMgo kahyA. e svarUpane Azraye ahIMyAM vAta che ane A che e paranI apekSAnI vAta che. parAzrita vyavahAra. AhAhA..! A niHzaMkita Adi ATha guNo vyavahAranaye vyavahA2mokSamArga para... vyavahAra mokSamArga eTale dayA, dAna, vrata pariNAma ene vyavahA2 mokSamArga kahevo, che rAga, mokSamArga nathI. mokSamArga to aMta2mAM zuddha svarUpa, tenI dRSTi, jJAna ne ramaNatA thAya) te eno nizcaya mokSamArga che. e nizcaya mokSamArganA kALamAM pUrNa vItarAgatA nathI tethI ene paradravya pratye vyavahA2thI 'jinavacanamAM saMdeha...' nahi. olAmAM svarUpamAM saMdeha nahi. AhAhA..! samyagdarzana eTale bhAI e to koI alaukika (cIja che). AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna enI aMtaramAM vedana thaIne pratIti thAya, AhAhA..! evA je svarUpane samyagdarzanamAM jANyuM-mAnyuM, te svarUpamAM zaMkA kAMkSA nahi e nizcaya che ane jinavacanamAM zaMkA nahi e vyavahAra vikalpa che. AhAhA..! vItarAga traNalokanA nAtha, enI je vANI e padravya che ne? emAM saMdeha na karavo. bhaya Avye vyavahAra darzana-jJAna-cAritrathI DagavuM nahi,...' vyavahAra. vyavahA2 darzana-jJAnacAritra eTale zubharAga. ene bhaya AvatA DagavuM nahi. AhA..! te niHzaMkita che. nizcayamAM svarUpanI niHzaMkatA che enI sAthe karmanA phaLanI kAMkSA nathI, svarUpamAM ni:kAMkSa che e 52mAM kAMkSa nathI. e nizcaya che. e nizcayanI sAthe Avo vyavahAra, pUrNa (vItarAgatA) na hoya
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________________ papa8 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 tyAM hoya. e niHkAMkSita che. vyavahAra darzana-jJAna-cAritra, vyavahAra hoM! nizcaya je svarUpane Azraye jJAna, darzana, cAritra (pragaTyA) e to nizcaya che. AhAhA..! jhINI vAtuM, bhAI! evo jene nizcaya che ene Avo vyavahAra aMdara Ave che, e zubharAga che, zubha vikalpa che. svaAzraya che te nirvikalpa niHzaMka, niHkAMkSa Adi che. paraAzraya che e rAga, vikalpa che. ene ahIMyAM vyavahAra mokSamArgamAM nikAMkSa kahevAmAM Ave che). AhA.! trIjuM. "apavitra, durgadhavALI-evI evI vastuonA nimitte vyavahAramokSamArganI pravRtti pratye glAni na karavI...... olAmAM svarUpa pratye glAni na karavI. potAno svabhAva AnaMda svarUpa che temAM glAni na karavI. evA nizcayamAM Avo vyavahAra hoya che. AhAhA...! zarIra, saMsAra, deha bhoga, enI vAMchA eTale paradravya AvyA ne? enAthI paramatanI vAMchA, e sivAya paramatanI vAMchA, vyavahAra, vyavahAra mokSamArgathI DagavuM nahi te niSkAMkSitapaNuM che." AhAhA...! ekaluM vyavahAra niHkAMkSitapaNuM hoI zake nahi. jene AtmAnA svarUpanI aMtara dRSTi ane anubhava thayo che, AhA.! e paranA, karmanA phaLane vAMchato nathI evA nizcayanI sAthe vyavahAramAM deha, zarIra, bhoga saMbaMdhI vAMchA tene nathI. AhAhA.! zailI che, alaukika vAtuM che, bhAI! AhAhA...! prabhu! tArA hitano paMtha koI alaukika che. AhAhA....! tArA svarUpanI aMtara dRSTi, anubhava thavo ane aMtara.. AhAhA.! atIndriya AnaMdanA svAdamAM AvavuM ene svamAM zaMkA na thAya e niHzaMka nizcaya che ane para AdimAM zaMkA na thAya e vyavahAra (che). jinavacanamAM zaMkA na thAya e vyavahAra. jinavacanamAM zaMkA na thAya mATe te nizcaya samakita che ema nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? svarUpa bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu, emAM jene kAMkSA ja nathI, ene mUkIne paranI icchA ja nathI. svarUpane choDIne paranI icchA nathI ane ahIMyAM to deha, zarIra ne bhoganI icchA nathI. AhA...! athavA paramata ne vyavahAramokSamArgathI DagavuM nahi. e niHkAMkSita che. AhAhA...! ekaluM A vyavahAra nikAMkSapaNuM hoya) ane vyavahAra kahetA nathI. samajAya che kAMI? - trIjuM. trIjAmAM e che ke, svarUpa pratye glAni na kare. potAnuM svarUpa AnaMdano nAtha prabhu, enA pratye dveSa na kare. AhAhA.! e to vastu AnaMdakaMda prabhu, AhAhA.! enA pratye nirvicikitsA e to nizcaya che. vyavahAra... AhAhA...! "apavitra, durgadhavALI-evI evI vastuo para. A para che ane oluM nija svarU5) sva che. AhAhA...! paMDitajIe paNa keTaluM spaSTa karyuM che, juo! "hemarAjajI) paMDita che ne? hai? jayacaMdrajI. jayacaMdrajI'. hemarAjajI' to olA pravacanasAra(nuM spaSTIkaraNa karyuM). jene AtmAnA svarUpamAM pUrNAnaMdano nAtha Avo kema hoya? evI glAni ja nathI jene. eTale ke aruci bhAva nathI. AhAhA! svarUpa aruci te glAni che. ahIMyAM to kahe che, para vastunI jugupsA, niMdA, dugaMchA na karavI e nirvicikitsA trIjo guNa che. che A
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________________ gAthA- 236, papa9 zubhabhAva. pahelA je ATha nizcaya che e zuddhabhAva che. AhAhA...! e samakitanA avayavo che. zuM kahyuM che? prabhu! pahelo (guNa) je samyagdarzana che, svarUpanI anubhava dRSTi thaI, AnaMdano svAda Avyo e samakita nizcaya che, e samakitanA niHzaMka Adi ATha avayava che. samakita te avayavI che, che to paryAya, AhAhA.! samyagdarzana che to nirmaLa vItarAgI paryAya paNa enA ATha je guNo che e enA avayava che, bhAga che, avayavI samyaka che tenA bhAga che, te badhA vItarAgI paryAya che. AhAhA...! ane je A vyavahAra che e paradravya Azraya bhAva che temAM te vikalpa che te) zubharAga che. AhAhA! samajANuM kAMI? cotho. "deva, guru, zAstra" joyuM? olAmAM svarUpamAM mUDhatA nahi. potAnuM svarUpa je zuddha caitanyamUrtino anubhava thayo temAM ene--dharmIne mUDhatA nathI. e nizcaya che. have ahIM vyavahAra mUDhatA nathI eTale 'deva, guru, zAstra" e para che ne? AhAhA...! deva, guru ne zAstramAM mUDhatA nahi. e eka zubhabhAva che. AhAhA.! paradravya pratye mUDhatA nahi. devamAM, gurumAM ne zAstramAM mUDhatA nahi e kaMI dharma nathI. svarUpamAM mUDhatA nahi te dharma che. AhAhA...! paradravyamAM mUDhatA nahi e dharma nathI, e zubhabhAva che. AhAhA.! are..! AvI vAtuM have. ahIM to nizcaya svaAzraya ane vyavahAra paraAzraya. eTale lakSamAM AvyuM ne A enuM spaSTIkaraNa che). AhAhA...! jene e nizcaya svaAzraya samyagdarzana ane tenA ATha avayavo nizcaya hoya ene pUrNa vItarAga na thAya tene Avo vyavahAra hoya. AhAhA.! deva, guru ne zAstramAM mUDhatA nahi, e hajI zubhabhAva. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? deva, guru ne zAstra to paravastu che. paravastumAM mUDhatA nahi e zubhabhAva che. mumukSu :- bhagavAna mAruM bhaluM kare e zubhabhAva? uttara :- bhagavAna bhaluM kare e to vaLI dRSTi mithyAtva che. bhagavAna bhaluM kare. AtmA bhaluM kare. AhAhA...! deva sarvajJa paramAtmA, guru nigraMtha muni digaMbara bhAvaliMgI saMta, zAstra sarvaze kahelA, bhagavAne kahelA zAstra, e traNamAM mUDhatA nahi e hajI zubha rAga che. nizcaya mUDhatA nahi e nizcaya zuddha che. vyavahAra mUDhatA nahi e zubha rAga che. AhAhA...! are.! prabhu! tAro mArga koI judo che, bhAI! AhA! are.re.! sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi, enA bhedajJAnanA prakAra zuM che? prabhu! tAruM hita kema thAya? AhAhA...! A to hitanA paMthane mATe vAta kare che. AhA! kahe che ke, svarUpa pUrNAnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna, emAM mUDhatA nahi e to samakitano nizcayano eka zuddha avayava che. AhAhA...! ane deva, guru, zAstramAM mUDhatA nahi e vyavahAra vikalpa che. AhAhA...! navamI raiveyaka digaMbara sAdhu thaIne gayo ene deva, guru, zAstramAM mUDhatA nahotI. emAM muMjhANo nathI evo ekalo zubha rAga hato. AhAhA! deva, guru, zAstranI zraddhA paNa barAbara hatI paNa ene AtmAnA AzrayanI zraddhA nahotI. AhAhA...!
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________________ 560 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 mumukSu :- to pachI deva, gurunI zraddhA kevI rIte? uttara :- e vyavahAre kahyuM che ne kahyuM che. baMdha adhikA2'mAM kahyuM che. vyavahAra, avine paNa vyavahAra hoya che. e apekSAthI kahyuM che. e apekSA che. nizcaya vinA vyavahAra hoto nathI paNa vyavahArAbhAsane paNa mithyAdaSTine paNa e vyavahAra kahevAmAM Avyo che. 'baMdha adhikA2' che ne? mithyAdarzana, mithyAjJAna che, AhAhA..! paNa ene deva, gurunI vyavahA2 zraddhA barAbara che e apekSAe tene vyavahAra kahevAmAM Avyo che. AhAhA..! che to e baMdhanuM kAraNa, paNa ene vyavahA2 kahevAmAM Avyo che. ahIMyAM to nizcaya sahita hoya tene vyavahAra kahevAmAM Avyo che. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? A to samayasAra' che ne? prabhu! samaya eTale AtmA ane teno sAra. vItarAgamUrti prabhu, pUrNa atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa, kaMda prabhu emAM jarI muMjhavaNa na thavI te amUDhadRSTi nizcaya che ane deva, guru, zAstramAM mUDhatA na thavI te vyavahAra che. AhAhA..! ahIM to kahe, deva, guru, zAstrane barAbara mAne ne oLakhe to samakita che, e vAta khoTI che. AhAhA..! AtmAno anubhava svabhAvano Azraya karIne anubhave to samikata che. AhA..! juone! khulAso. deva, guru ne zAstra. je samakitanA nimitta kAraNo (che). AhAhA..! tenA pratye.. para che ne i? eka. ane lokanI pravRtti...' duniyAnI pravRtti evI dekhAya, oho..! jANe dharmanI pravRtti ghaNI eTale ene muMjhavaNa AvI jAya ke A zuM? muMjhAya nahi vyavahAre. mithyAdRSTionI dharmanI pravRtti bahAra dekhIne karoDo rUpiyA kharcatA hoya, hAthIne hodde gajaratha kADhatA hoya paNa ethI lokanI pravRtti dekhIne e muMjhAya nahi. emAM zubhabhAvamAM muMjhavaNa na Ave, ema kahe che. zuddhamAM to na ja Ave. AhAhA..! are.....! A dharma to samajyA nathI ane A loko karoDo rUpiyAnA gajaratha kADhe, rathayAtrA kADhe ne paMDito badhA bhegA thAya, ho..hA, ho..hA (kare) e pravRttithI samakitI vyavahArathI muMjhAya nahi. nizcayathI to muMjhAya nahi. svabhAva (che). AhAhA..! jhINI vAta che, prabhu! zuM thAya? vItarAga sarvajJa 5ramAtmA, enA viraha paDyA. AhAhA..! ane pAchaLa vANImAM mArga rahyo. i jene aMdara samajavAmAM Avyo, AhAhA..! ene kahe che ke vyavahA2 deva, guru, zAstramAM... i deva, guru, zAstramAM muMjhAya nahi mATe e nizcaya dharma che ema nahi. samajANuM kAMI? potAno nAtha bhagavAna svarUpa AnaMdano svaAzraya temAM je amUDha dRSTi pragaTI che te nizcaya che, te nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. e nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. AhAhA..! ane deva, guru, zAstramAM muMjhavaNa nahi, e samakitIne, hoM! e puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. are..! AvI vAtuM che. mumukSu :- paraMparA mokSanuM kAraNa che. uttara HparaMparA e to Ano abhAva karaze e apekSAe. AhA..! baMdhabhAva e kaMI paraMparA mokSanuM kAraNa hoya? paNa atyAre nizcayamAM Avyo che ane azubhanA olAthI chUTyo che pachI zubhathI chUTaze ethI ene paraMparA kAraNano Aropa Apyo che. AhAhA..!
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________________ gAthA- 236 evuM svarUpa che, bhAI! AhAhA..! ahIM to prazna magajamAM ema uThyo ke, deva, guru ne zAstramAM muMjhavaNa nahi e vyavahAra mArga (che). AhAhA..! e eka vikalpa che, e dharma nathI. vyavahAra vikalpane, vyavahAra puNyane vyavahAra dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. vyavahAra dharma eTale puNya, ema. eTale ke baMdhanuM kAraNa. AhA..! paNa jene AtmAnA jJAnano anubhava hoya, zAyakano jene svAda Avyo che, AhAhA..! e svAdane aMzethI Akho AtmA AnaMdamaya che evI jene aMta2mAM anubhavamAM pratIti AvI che tenI dazAne amUDha dazA kahe che. e muMjhAto nathI AmAM ke A duniyAmAM zuM che? prabhu! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha ja che. AhA..! mumukSu :- korTamAM jAya to muMjhAya jAya. uttara = korTamAM jAya toya muMjhAya nahi, kIdhuM nahotuM? te di' e (saMvata) 1963nI sAla che, sattara varSanI uMmara hatI. sattara varSanI. moTI korTa, 'vaDodarA'. te di' traNa hajArano mahine pagA2! zuM kahe che? bhAI! presiDenTa zuM kahe che? presiDenTa. te di', hoM! 1963nI sAlamAM mahinAno traNa hajArano pagA2. moTI korTa che vaDodarA' bahA2. amAre mAthe aphINano khoTo kesa Avyo hato. dukAna upara polIsa (bakSIsa) levA Avyo, pitAjIe kahyuM ke tuM bhaI! tuM ATha AnA le. e kahe ke nahi, rUpiyo lauM. emAM thaI taka2A2. AhA..! emAM korTe caDatA sAtasono kharca thayo. te di' to mArI nAnI uMmara, satta2 varSa ane polIse mAruM nAma nAkheluM ke A aphINanI poTalI laIne Avyo hato ane chokarAe Ama karyuM ne tema karyuM ema kaMIka kahyuM. 1963nI vAta. khoTI, taddana khoTI (vAta). traNa kalAka korTamAM kesa cAlyo. 'vaDodarA' bahA2 moTI korTa (che). te di' traNa hajArano pagA2 te di' eTale! atyAre trIsa guNo lAkhano (pagAra) thayo. traNa kalAka (dalIla cAlI) ane sattara varSanI uMmara. mArA bhAI sAthe 'gAMDAbhAI', A manaha2' nahoto Avyo, karoDapati che, enA bApano bApa amArI sAthe hato, kesamAM hatA. pAMcane pakaDyA hatA. traNa kalAka, bhAI hoM! bahAra nIkaLIne bhAIe pUchyuM, bhAI! kema thayuM? kIdhuM, kAMI thayuM nathI. zuM thAya? je satya hatuM (te kahyuM). 561 mumukSu :- Apa to apavAda cho. uttara :- A to satya che, bilakula dhrujyA vinA (kahyuM). sattara varSanI uMmara. eno bhUrAno eka kArakuna hato, bahu madhyastha. Ama joIne (kahyuM), koNa che A vANiyA? A aphINanA gunegA2? bilakula enA moDhAmAM dekhAtA nathI, ema kahyuM. 1963nI sAlanI vAta che. tamArA janma pahelA. boMttera varSa (thayA). emane lAkaDAnA olAmAM na ubhA rAkho. pAMjarAmAM (ubhA) rAkhe ne? nahi, khullAmAM ubhA rahevA kyo. vANiyA che, enA moDhA to dekho! aphINanA gunegAra A vANiyA? kacAM dekhAya che? vAta sAcI, khoTekhoTo kesa hato. traNa kalAka mane korTamAM pUchyuM ke, AnuM kema che? meM traNa kalAka javAba barAbara Apyo.
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________________ 562 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ApaNane kAMI bhaya-Dara kAMI karatA kAMI (nahi), moTA traNa hajAranA pagAradAra hoya ane olI bhAI hoya ne zuM mAthe? paMkho moTo. A paMkho na hoya. moTI korTa. mahinAno traNa hajArano pagA2, 1963nI sAla eTale? ahIM amAre kAMI nathI. traNa kalAka korTamAM (hatA). e lokone evuM lAgyuM ke A vAta, kesa taddana khoTo che. mumukSu :- i vAta sAcI paNa ApanuM dRSTAMta badhAne lAgu na paDe. uttara :- paNa A to thayuM enI vAta che. bilakula kesa khoTo che. moTo traNa hajArano pagAradAra ane kArakuna. jyAM kesa thayo tyAM ame korTa lAvIe. pAleja' korTa lAvyA. nyAthI 'vaDodarA'thI 'pAleja'. je ThekANe khurazI nAkhI ne presiDenTa beTho, kArakuna beTho. pUchavA mAMDyo saune, polIsane ne badhAne. bilakula kesa khoTo, jUTho, zUnya che ema lakhyuM. e..i..! ane tyAM sudhI e lokoe kahyuM ke, A polIse tamane guno karIne pakaDyA ne tamane kharca thayo hoya te enI pAsethI lyo. khoTI vAta kema karI AvI? have, kIdhuM rahevA de ne, bhaI! amArA pitAjIne badhAe (kahyuM). ane kudarate evuM thayuM koI ke, koI mANase ene mArI nAkhyo. ahIMthI to bilakula kIdhuM, bicArA garIba mANasa, eNe Ama karyuM, jatuM karyuM, sAtaso rUpiyAno ahIM amAre tUTo nathI. 1963nI vAta che. satyane zuM che? ema jyAM A satya ja vastu AvI che. AhAhA..! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna jyAM pratItamAM, anubhavamAM Avyo kahe che, ene mUDhatA kevI aMdaranA svarUpa mATe? ke AvuM svarUpa AvaDuM moTuM haze ke nahi? eka samayamAM traNakALa traNalokane jANe evI zakti aMdaramAM paDI che, evo e AtmA. anaMta anaMta AnaMda paDyo che, anaMta anaMta vIrya paDyuM che, anaMta anaMta zAMti paDI che. zAMta.. zAMta.. AvaDo AtmA haze? ema svarUpa pratye tene mUDhatA hotI nathI. ene vyavahAra pratye, deva-guru-zAstra pratye mUDhatA hotI nathI, vikalpa che. AhAhA..! zuM vItarAgano mArga! AhAhA..! deva, guru ne zAstra e traNa (ane) bahAranI 'lokanI pravRtti,...' emAM muMjhAya nahi. ajJAnIonA moTA ThAThamATha dekhe, gajaratha hoya ne, che mithyAdRSTi. ane badhA sAdhu bhegA thaIne.. ohoho..! enAthI muMjhAya nahi. e to puNyano udaya hoya to evuM hoya che. AhA..! be. 'anyamatAdikanA tattvArthanuM svarUpa...' anyamati Adi je ajJAnInA kathana, vedAMtanA, Izvara kartA AdinA matanA. ityAdimAM mUDhatA na rAkhavI...' A vyavahAra, hoM! AhAhA..! A mUDhatA na rAkhI mATe dharma che ema nahi. AhAhA..! are..! prabhu! mArga bahu judo, bhAI! AhAhA..! svarUpamAM mUDhatA nahi. AvaDo bhagavAna moTo paramAtmA asaMkhya pradezI, A zarI2 pramANe ane anaMta anaMta guNano puMja, jenI saMkhyAno pAra nahi ane je anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta jJAna, darzananI zaktino sAgara, jJAnIne temAM mUDhatA nathI AvatI. niHzaMka che, vastu ja evI che. AhAhA..! te jIvane vyavahA2mAM deva, guru, zAstranI lokapravRttinI anyamatinI vAMchA nahi, mUDhatA nahi e vyavahA2 mokSamArga che, e
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________________ gAthA- 236 563 vikalpa che. olI nizcaya mUDhatA e nirjarAnuM kAraNa zuddha che. A vyavahAra vikalpa te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA..! Avo mArga che. "yathArtha jANI pravartavuM." deva, guru, zAstrane yathArtha jANI pravartavuM). yathArtha jANI (tema pravartavuM) te amUDhadRSTi che." joyuM? te paNa vyavahAra thayo. AhAhA...! pAMcamuM. dharmAtmAmAM karmanA udayathI doSa AvI jAya to tene gauNa karavo. koI dharmI che, samakitI che, muni che, sAcA saMta che ene koI rAgAdi ke evo doSa AvI gayo to samakitI tenA doSane gauNa kare, ene mukhya karIne bahAra prasiddha na kare. e zubha bhAva che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? potAnA guNanI zaktinI vRddhi kare ane vikArane gauNa karIne ene gopavI lya, e nizcaya. zuM kIdhuM che? upavRMhaNa. e nizcaya upabRhaNa (che). AhAhA....! ane dharmAtmA padravya che, enA udayathI koI doSa hoya, aMdara rAgAdi AvI jAya, lokane ThIka na paDe evo rAga hoya ethI enI niMdA na kare. jANe ke atyAre chaghastha che, koI doSa AvI gayo. AhAhA...! to tene gauNa karI vyavahAramokSamArganI pravRttine vadhAravI." zubhanI. joyuM? te upagUhana athavA upavRMhaNa che.' vadhAravuM athavA gopavavuM e upagUhana che. vyavahAra, hoM! paNa jene nizcaya hoya tene Avo vyavahAra hoya che. nizcaya jene AtmAnuM samyagdarzana, anubhava ja nathI enI to vAta ahIM che nahi. AhAhA...! game eTalA e pachI paMca mahAvrata pALato hoya ne pAMca samiti ne gupti ne badhuM thothA che. AhAhA. jhINI vAta, bhAI! paramAtmA traNalokanA nAtha, vItarAga sImaMdhaprabhu birAje che, bhAI! emanI A kathanI che. AhAhA. enI pAsethI lAvyA. AhA...! ohoho...! pAMcamo thayo. vyavahAramokSamArgathI cuta thatA AtmAne..." deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhA AdimAMthI khasatA AtmAne sthira karavo. vyavahAra, hoM! nizcayamAM to potAnA svarUpamAM sthira thavuM te. AhAhA...! vyavahAramokSamArgathI mRta thatA AtmAne sthita karavo..." e vyavahAra, zubha vikalpa che. vyavahAramokSamArgamAM pravartanAra para vizeSa anurAga hovo te vAtsalya che.' svarUpa AnaMdano nAtha, emAM vAtsalya nAma anurAga-prema e nizcaya vAtsalya che ane deva, guru, zAstra pratye sAcA dharmAtmA Adi pratye). AhAhA.! che? "vyavahAramokSamArgamAM pravartanAra para vizeSa anurAga hovo te vAtsalya... prema che. AhA...! zubharAga che. vyavahAramokSamArgano aneka upAyo vaDe udyota karavo..." joyuM? oluM nizcayamAM svarUpane pragaTa karavuM e prabhAvanA che. bhagavAna AtmA anaMta guNano piMDa prabhu, tenI zaktimAMthI vyaktatA vyakti pragaTa karavI, te nizcaya prabhAvanA che. vyavahAramAM deva, guru, zAstranI, A rathamAM bhagavAnane besADIne (rathayAtrA kADhe) e zubharAga che. e zubharAga che. AhAhA.! paNa e vyavahAra paNa jene nizcaya hoya ene ahIM vyavahAra kahyo che. jene nizcayanI khabara ja nathI, AtmA jJAnAnaMda svarUpa prabhu che, e jJAtA-daSTA che, e rAganoya kartA nathI ne paranI kriyAno to kartA
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________________ pa64 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 che ja nahi. AhAhA...! are.re...! Avo svabhAva are.re.! gopya rahyo, gopya, gopya rahyo. agopya che ene gopya rAkhyo. AhAhA..! evo je bhagavAna AtmA, enA svarUpanI zaktiono je bhaMDAra che tene kholIne zaktione vadhAravI e nizcaya prabhAvanA che ane vyavahAramAM deva, guru, zAstra pratye prema karavo. AhA...! "vyavahAramokSamArgano aneka upAyo vaDe vyavahAra vaDe, zubharAga. "udyota karavo te vyavahAra prabhAvanA che). A pramANe AThe guNonuM svarUpa vyavahAranayane pradhAna karIne kahyuM. joyuM? parAzritanI apekSAe ATha bhAvane kahyA ane olAmAM (nizcayamAM) ema kahyuM hatuM joyuM? "guNonA sadbhAvamAM,..." cAritramohanA udayarU5) "zaMkAdi pravarte topaNa temanI -zaMkAdinI) nirjarA ja thaI jAya che....... tyAM to ema kahyuM che. aMdara dRSTimAM to niHzaMka che ne? "baMdha thato nathI; kAraNa ke baMdha to pradhAnatAthI mithyAtvanI hayAtImAM ja kahyo che." AhAhA.! rAganI kriyA dayA, dAna, vrata, tapa, bhaktinI che ane dharma mAne e mithyAtva che. AhAhA.! e mithyAtvanI pradhAnatAthI ahIM vAta lIdhI che. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? e 'vyavahAranayane pradhAna karIne kahyuM. ahIM nizcayapradhAna kathanamAM te vyavahAra svarUpanI gauNatA che." joyuM? vyavahAra che paNa tenI gauNatA che. mukhyatA niHzaMkanI, nizcayanI che. A "samayasAramAM svarUpanA AzrayanI nizcayanI pradhAnatA che. AhA...! caraNAnuyogamAM vyavahAranI pradhAnatAthI kathana Ave. ahIM kahe che ke, e gauNa che. AhAhA...! are...! eNe koI di pUrNAnaMdanA nAthane joyo nahi, jANyo nahi ne vAtuM badhI karI. AhAhA...! moTA abhimAna, abhimAna, abhimAna jANe ame... AhAhA...! bhAI! eNe mAnanI vyAkhyA karI che. bahu sarasa vyAkhyA, ohoho...! bhAI hukamacaMdajIe. nirmAna mArdava dharmanI vyAkhyA karI che. pATanIjI' vAMcyuM che ke nahi? vAMcyuM che? maLyuM che? ThIka, AhA! ema thaI jAya ke, AhAhA.! vAha! spaSTIkaraNa karavAnI paddhati. ema ke mAna paravastu cIja che ema nahi, paravastu na hoya topaNa dInatA Ave che enuM paNa eka mAna che. Ama to "zrImadde kahyuM nahi? "mAna pratye to dInapaNAnuM mAna che mAna eTale dInapaNuM ja chuM, eno mAnano abhAva thaI gayo. ane ahIM to kahe che, dIna hoya che, are..! ame dIna chIe. e paNa eka abhimAna, mithyAtva che, abhimAna che. AhAhA.! bahu vyAkhyA lAMbI karI che. AhAhA...! ahIM nizcayapradhAna kathanamAM..." bhagavAnaAtmA nirmaLAnaMda prabhu, dayA, dAnanA vikalpathI paNa prabhu rahita che. AhAhA.! evA AtmAnI zraddhA-jJAnanI mukhyatAmAM vyavahAra che te gauNa karIne kahevAmAM Ave che. mukhya to nizcaya kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! "samyajJAnarUpa pramANaSTimAM banne pradhAna che." nizcayaSTimAM vyavahAra gauNa che paNa pramANadRSTimAM beya ekasAthe che ema jANavAmAM Ave che. zuM kahyuM che? AhAhA.! jyAM aMtara svanA AzrayanI dRSTinuM kathana che tyAM AgaLa pradhAnatA tenI-nizcayanI che ane rAgAdino vyavahAra je che
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________________ gAthA236 565 tenI gauNatA che paNa jyAre pramANathI joIe to nizcaya ane vyavahAranuM ekasAthe jJAna thAya tyAM beyanI mukhyatA che. che? "samyajJAnarUpa pramANadRSTimAM banne pradhAna che. zuM kIdhuM I samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.! vastu bhagavAnaAtmA, zuddha anaMta AnaMdano kaMda, eno je anubhava ne samyagdarzana, enI nizcaya kathanImAM vyavahAra kathano che e gauNa che. tyAre pramANadRSTie joIe to olA nizcayanI pradhAnatA ane vyavahAranI gauNatA (che) paNa pramANathI joIe to beyanI pradhAnatA (che), e sAthe che ema. nizcaya che ane sAthe vyavahAra che, evuM pramANajJAna beyane ekasAthe jANe che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- nizcayapUrvakano vyavahAra Avo ja hoya? uttara :- vyavahAra Avo hoya. jyAM sudhI vItarAga na thAya tyAM sudhI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? mALAe mArdava dharmanI vyAkhyA karI che. ApaNe to koI evo joyo nathI atyAra sudhI. evI vyAkhyA Ama AtmA aMdarathI uchaLI jAya. AhAhA...! nirmAnanI vyAkhyA, mArdavanI vyAkhyA, mALo jAgyo che ne! 44 varSanI uMmara ane atyAre to badhA paMDitone pANI bharAvyA che. 34 paMDitoe to ene abhinaMdana ApyA che. AhAhA...! are.! bhAI! AtmA che. bhale nizcaya nathI paNa aMdara vyavahAra zraddhA, jJAnanA keTalA prakArano vikAsa che. AhAhA.! samyajJAnarUpa pramANadRSTimAM banne pradhAna che. ane eTale nizcaya ane vyavahAra tyAM eka pradhAna ane eka gauNatA pramANamAM nahi. nizcayanI pradhAnatAmAM vyavahAra gauNa, paNa pramANadRSTimAM beyanI pradhAnatA ekasAthe jANe. nizcaya che tyAM Avo vyavahAra hoya, ema sAthe jJAna kare. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! pramANano avayava te naya che. pramANa avayavI che ane beya tenA avayava che-nizcaya ane vyavahAra. eka kora samyagdarzana avayavI che ane niHzaMka nizcaya je che, niHzaMka Adi nizcaya te tenA avayava che. A vyavahAra te teno avayava nathI. e to rAgano vikalpano bhAva che. AhAhA...! ane jyAre nizcayanA kathanamAM jyAre Ave tyAre vyavahAranA kathano gauNa hoya che paNa jyAre beyanI pradhAnatAekasAthe nizcaya ane vyavahAra che ema jANavuM hoya tyAre beyanI pradhAnatArUpI pramANa che. pramANa beyane jANe. A nizcaya che ane A vyavahAra (ema) beyane jANe. AhAhA.! are.re. AvI vAtuM sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi, e kyAM aMdara viveka kare? prabhu! are. hitanA paMtha.. AhAhA..! alaukika vAtuM che, bApu! ekano eka juvAna dIkaro marI jAya ane ene kevo ghA lAgI jAya che? ema ene ghA lAgavo joIe. rAga ane saMyoganI ADamAM tuM pote marI jAya che eno tane ghA lAge che kAMI? Atmadharma aMka-1, jAnyuArI-2008
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________________ 566 zloka-162 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 (manvAgatA) rundhan bandhaM navamiti nijaiH saGgato'STAbhiraGgaiH prAgbaddhaM tu kSapamupanayan nirjarojjRmbhaNena / samyagdRSTiH svayamatirasAdAdimadhyAntamuktaM / jJAnaM bhUtvA nati nAmonAM vizAhya||162|| have, nirjarAnuM yathArtha svarUpa jANanAra ane karmanA navIna baMdhane rokI nirjarA karanAra je samyagdaSTi teno mahimA karI nirjarA adhikAra pUrNa kare che H zlokArtha :- [ kRti navam vandha rundhan ] e pramANe navIna baMdhane rokato ane [ninaiH aSTAmi: aDyo: sAtaH nirjarA-3rRmaLena prAvaA tu kSayam upanayam ] (pote) potAnAM ATha aMgo sahita hovAnA kAraNe nirjarA pragaTavAthI pUrvabaddha karmone nAza karI nAkhato [ samyadraSTi: ] samyagdaSTi jIva [ svayam ] pote [ atirasAv ] ati rasathI (arthAt nijarasamAM masta thayo thako) [ Avi-madhya-antamuttuM jJAnaM mUtvA ] Adi-madhya-aMta rahita (sarvavyApaka, ekapravAharUpa dhArAvAhI) jJAnarUpa thaIne [ gAna-Amoda-ra6mAM vicAhya] AkAzanA vistArarUpI raMgabhUmimAM avagAhana karIne (arthAt jJAna vaDe samasta gaganamaMDaLamAM vyApIne) [ nati ] nRtya kare che. bhAvArtha :- samyagdaSTine zaMkAdikRta navIna baMdha to thato nathI ane pote ATha aMgo sahita hovAne lIdhe nirjarAno udaya hovAthI tene pUrva baMdhano nAza thAya che. tethI te dhArAvAhI jJAnarUpI rasanuM pAna karIne, jema koI puruSa madya pIne magna thayo thako nRtyanA akhADAmAM nRtya kare tema, nirmaLa AkAzarUpI raMgabhUmimAM nRtya kare che. prazna :- samyagdaSTine nirjA thAya che, baMdha thato nathI ema tame kahetA Avyo cho. paraMtu siddhAMtamAM guNasthAnonI paripATImAM avirata samyagdaSTine vagerene baMdha kahevAmAM Avyo che. vaLI ghAtikarmonuM kArya AtmAnA guNono ghAta ka2vAnuM che tethI darzana, jJAna, sukha, vIrya-e guNono ghAta paNa vidyamAna che. cAritramohano udaya navIna baMdha paNa kare che. jo mohanA udayamAM paNa baMdha na mAnavAmAM Ave to to mithyAdaeNSTine mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhIno udaya hovA chatAM baMdha nathI ema paNa kema na manAya?
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________________ zloka-162 567 samAdhAna :- baMdha thavAmAM mukhya kAraNa mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhIno udaya ja che; ane samyagdaSTine to temanA udayano abhAva che. cAritramohanA udayathI joke sukhaguNano ghAta che tathA mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhI sivAya ane temanI sAthe rahenArI anya prakRtio sivAya bAkInI ghAtikarmonI prakRtiono alpa sthiti-anubhAgavALo baMdha tema ja bAkInI aghAtikarmonI prakRtiono baMdha thAya che, topaNa jevo mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhI sahita thAya che tevo nathI thato. anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa to mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhI ja che; temano abhAva thayA pachI temano baMdha thato nathI; ane jyAM AtmA jJAnI thayo tyAM anya baMdhanI koNa gaNatarI kare ? vRkSanI jaDa kapAyA pachI lIlAM pAMdaDAM rahevAnI avidha keTalI ? mATe A adhyAtmazAstramAM sAmAnyapaNe jJAnI-ajJAnI hovA viSe ja pradhAna kathana che. jJAnI thayA pachI je kAMI karma rahyAM hoya te sahaja ja maTatAM javAnAM. nIcenA dRSTAMta pramANe jJAnInuM samajavuM. koI puruSa daridra hovAthI jhUMpaDImAM raheto hato. tene bhAgyanA udayathI dhana sahita moTA mahelanI prApti thaI tethI te mahelamAM rahevA gayo. joke te mahelamAM ghaNA divasano kacaro bharyo hato topaNa je divase teNe AvIne mahelamAM praveza karyo te divasathI ja te mahelano dhaNI banI gayo, saMpadAvAna thaI gayo. have kacaro jhADavAno che te anukrame potAnA baLa anusAra jhADe che. jyAre badho kacaro jhaDAI jaze ane mahela ujjavaLa banI jaze tyAre te paramAnaMda bhogavaze. AvI ja rIte jJAnInuM jANavuM. 162. TIkA :- A pramANe nirjA (raMgabhUmimAMthI) bahAra nIkaLI gaI. bhAvArtha :- e rIte, nirjarA ke jeNe raMgabhUmimAM praveza karyo hato te potAnuM svarUpa pragaTa batAvIne bahAra nIkaLI gaI. zloka-162 upa2 pravacana 'have, nirjarAnuM yathArtha svarUpa jANanAra ane karmanA navIna baMdhane rokI nirjarA karanAra je samyagdaSTi teno mahimA karI nirjarA adhikAra pUrNa kare che H-' chello kaLaza che, nirjarAno chello kaLaza (che). (manvAgattA) rundhan bandhaM navamiti nijaiH saGgato'STAbhiraGgaiH prAgbaddhaM tu samyagdRSTiH kSapamupanayan nirjarojjRmbhaNena / svayamatirasAdAdimadhyAntamuktaM / jJAnaM bhUtvA nati panAmoraDAM vinAhya||162||
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________________ 568 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ohoho...! [ti navam vadhuM runyana] "e pramANe navIna baMdhane rokato...... AhAhA...! zuddha nirmaLa samakitanI nizcayanI vAta che ne. AhAhA...! e "navIna baMdhane rokato..." amRtacaMdrAcAryano kaLaza che. "amRtacaMdrAcArya' digaMbara saMta, jeNe kuMdakuMdAcArye tIrthakara jevA kAma karyA enI TIkA karIne gaNadhara jevuM kAma karyuM che. AhAhA.! paMcama ArAnA e gaNadhara ane kuMdakuMdAcArya paMcamaArAnA tIrthakara. evA kAma karyA che, prabhu! AhA! samakitI potAnA svarUpanI prabhutAne pUrNa mAne paNa paryAyamAM potAne pAmara jANe che. kyAM muninI dazA, kyAM kevaLInI dazA ane kyAM A paryAya. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? potAnA svarUpane pUrNa prabhu tarIke mAne che paNa mAnavAnI je paryAya che temAM pAmaratA mAne che. e pAmaratAnI paryAya prabhutAne mAne che paNa pAmaratAnI paryAyane joIne samakitI pUrNa kevaLajJAna ne munidazA... AhAhA...! enI pAse potAne pAmara mAne che. dRSTinA viSayanI apekSAe prabhutA che ane paryAyanI apekSAe pUrNa paryAya, saMtonI paryAya. AhAhA...! bhAvaliMgI munio jene vItarAga dazA pragaTI che), atIndriya AnaMdamAM jhulatA saMto ane kevaLI atIndriya AnaMdanI pUrNa dazA, enI pAse mArI paryAya to pAmara che. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? ahIM kahe che, e pramANe navIna baMdhane rokato.... ninaiH maH gau eTale potAnA ATha aMga. che ne? "ninaiH sadAmiH : sAta: potAnA ATha aMgo sahita..." 'ninai: eTale potAnA "aSTAmi: ahI: sAtaH "sahItaH eTale sahita. AhAhA...! nizcaya samyagdaSTi te vAstavika dRSTivaMta ane te badhA nijanA samakitanA aMgo che. e "ninaiH aEAmaH ATha aMga. "ahI: sAtaH "sahita hovAnA kAraNe..." "nirmarA3jhUmonA nirjarA pragaTavAthI....... AhAhA.! azuddhatAno nAza thavAthI "prAddha tu kSayam upanayama "pravarte nAma je pUrvabaddha karmone.." nAza karI nAkhavA. AhAhA.! pUrvabaddha che te bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanI dRSTi thaI, ahIM samakitanuM jora ApyuM che. ene laIne vartamAna to baMdhanA kAraNono to nAza kare che paNa pUrvanA baMdhanA kAraNane paNa nAza kare che. AhAhA...! evo "samyagdaSTi jIva pote..." "tirasa AhAhA...! ati AnaMdanA rasamAM masta thayo thako. AhAhA...! saMtonI bhASA to juo! AhAhA...! digaMbara munio kahe che ke, ame nijarasamAM masta chIe. samakitI. AhAhA.! pote "tirasa nijarasamAM 'tirasa' masta thayA thakA. AhAhA...! samyagdaSTi atIndriya AnaMdamAM masta thayA thakA. AhAhA...! "tirasa nijarasamAM masta thayo thako)... AhAhA...! [vAmithya-santamuvatuM jJAna mUtvA] Adi-madhya-aMta rahita...." evuM ja svarUpa AtmAnuM, e to "Adi-madhya-aMta rahita..." che. sarvavyApaka, ekapravAharUpa dhArAvAhI) jJAnarUpa thaIne... AhA...! AtmAnI paryAya jJAnarUpa dazA thaIne. jJAna eTale AtmA. AtmArUpa thaIne. AhAhA.! paryAyamAM AtmArUpa
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________________ zloka-162 569 thaIne. na-gAmo-2 viIII] AkAzanA vistArarUpI raMgabhUmimAM avagAhana karIne (arthAt jJAna vaDe samasta gaganamaMDaLamAM vyApIne)..." eTale jANIne. jJAna sArA jagatane lokAlokane jANatuM jJAna. bhale chadmasthanuM zrutajJAna che. AhAhA.! chatAM te lokAlokane jANavAnI tAkAtavALuM jJAna che. AhAhA! emAM "avagAhana karIne..." AkAzanI vistArarUpa raMgabhUmi eTale i. sarva AkAzane jANanAruM evuM je jJAna, eno vistAra, enI raMgabhUmimAM tyAM jaIne. AhAhA.! AnaMdamAM ane jJAnamAM aMdara praveza karIne. AhAhA.! are..! satya vAtuM kayAM rahI gaI? heM? ane bahAranA DoLe jagatane mArI nAkhyA. AhA! ane emAM ene abhimAna thAya, prabhu! AhAhA...! A to kahe che, je jJAna lokAlokane jANanAra che, " na-sAmo' AhAhA...! gagana (arthAtu) AkAzanA vistArarUpI raMgabhUmimAM avagAhana karIne..." eTale enuM jJAna karIne emAM aMdaramAM jAya che. evuM je jJAnasvarUpa che tene avagAhe che. AhA...! jema dariyAmAM avagAhana kare ne? ema A jJAna kevuM che? ke, lokAlokane jANanAruM evuM prabhu bhagavAna jJAna, AhAhA...! kyAMya nahi aTakatuM te jJAna temAM praveza karIne. AhAhA...! "(jJAna vaDe samasta gaganamaMDaLamAM vyApIne)' niti, nRtya kare che. AhAhA...! dharmI atIndriya jJAnamAM pesIne e jJAna ne AnaMdanI paryAyamAM nAce che. "nati eTale pariNamana kare che. AhAhA...! rAga nahi, puNya nahi, vyavahAra nahi. ahIM to e kADhI nAkhyuM. AhA.! paramArthanI vAtuM bApu! bahu AkarI che. bhAI! tArA gharanI vAtuM che, prabhu! tAruM ghara evaDuM moTuM che. e gharamAM jatA enA AnaMdano nAtha, jJAnano sAgara (eno) jyAM patto maLe... AhAhA.! enI paryAyamAM to AnaMda ane jJAnano nAca, AnaMda ane jJAnanuM pariNamana hoya che. AvI vAtuM che. paNa A badhuM ThIka, paNa enuM koI sAdhana, vyavahAra sAdhana haze ke nahi? lokonI rADyuM AvI che. e sAdhana bhagavAna tArA guNamAM che, prabhu! sAdhana-karaNa nAmano tArAmAM eka guNa che. anaMta guNamAM eka karaNa nAma sAdhana nAmano trikALa guNa che. e sAdhanamAM jA to sAdhana thAya. bAkI rAganI kriyA karatA sAdhana thAya e vastunA svarUpamAM nathI. rAga sAdhana thAya e vastumAM guNa nathI, kahe che. AhAhA.! svarUpamAM sAdhana nAmano eka anAdianaMta guNa che. karaNa nAmano. kartA, karma, karaNa, saMpradAna, apAdAna, adhikaraNa. e karaNa nAmanA guNanuM sAdhana aMtaranI dRSTi karIne e sAdhana thaIne tane sAdhya thaze. AhAhA.! vAtuM badhI pheraphAravALI bahu A. bhAI! mArga to Avo che, prabhu! AhA! nAce che. nAce che eTale pariName che. AhAhA...! lokolokane jANanAruM jJAna, evo je jJAnano svabhAva, temAM avagAhIne pariName che. AhAhA...! jema pANImAM paDatA raboLa thaIne nIkaLe, pANI TapakatA, ema aMdaramAM jaIne ekAgra thAya to AnaMdamAM rasaboLa thaIne
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________________ pa70 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 Tapake che, kahe che. AhAhA...! juo A samyagdaSTinI dazA! AhAhA...! are...! prabhu! enI khabaruM na maLe ne tuM bahAramAM mAnIne bese, bhAI! e bahAranI mahimA tane AvI ne aMtaranI na AvI. jyAM mahimA karavA lAyaka che tenI mahimA na AvI ane A dayA, dAna ne vratanA vikalpa, rAga enI mahimA AvI, prabhu! teM AtmAno anartha karyo che. artha je padArtha che teno teM anartha karyo che. AhAhA! artha nAma padArtha je che, akhaMDAnaMda prabhu pUrNAnaMda AtmA, teno teM rAgathI lAbha thAya (mAnIne) anartha karyo che. AhAhA.! samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA.! ahIM to nirmaLa pariNati te pariName che te teno nAca che. rAga je Ave che e nAca (che), enI nA pADe che. AhAhA.! ekadama UMcI vAta lIdhI che ne! bhAvArtha:- "samyagdaSTine zaMkAdikRta navIna baMdha to thato nathI." niHzaMka Adi AtmAnI dRSTino anubhava varte che tethI tene zaMkAkata to baMdha che nahi ane pote ATha aMgo sahita hovAne lIdhe..." e samyagdaSTine ATha avayavo, aMgo kaho avayavo kaho, e sahita hovAne lIdhe nirjarAno udaya hovAthI." AhAhA.! ene to zuddhatAnI vRddhi ane azuddhatAno nAza hovAthI. AhAhA.! zuddhatAnI dhArA vadhatI jAya che, utpAda thAya che ane azuddhatAno vyaya thato jAya che. AhAhA...! ane dhruva upara dRSTi che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! are...! ekavAra madhyasthathI tuM sAMbhaLa to kharo, prabhu tuM. tArI cIja zuM che ne kema che ne kema prApta thAya? AhA...! paramAtmAno pokAra che, saMtono dhArAvAhI upadeza che A. AhA.! digaMbara saMto karuNA karIne A vAta kare che. AhA...! samyagdaSTine zaMkAdikRta navIna baMdha to thato nathI ane pote ATha aMgo sahita..." che. niHzaMkAdi nizcaya. ene nirjarAno udaya hovAthI tene pUrva baMdhano nAza thAya che. pUrvano je baMdha che te paNa nAza thAya che. tethI te dhArAvAhI jJAnarUpI rasanuM pAna karIne... AhAhA...! 'gAmo' lIdhuM che ne? dhArAvAhI jJAnarUpI rasa, AtmAno rasa. e dhArAvAhI, dhArA-AnaMdanI dhArA vahe che. AhAhA.! jema zeraDIno-gannAno rasa gaTaka gaTaka gaTaka pIve che ema samyagdaSTi jIva... AhAhA...! dhArAvAhI jJAnanA rasane pAna kare che. e AnaMdanA rasane pIve che i. AhAhA.! olAmAM Ave che nahi? bhAI! dravyadRSTi prakAzamAM, nyAlabhAI'. zeraDIno rasa jema gannAno rasa gaTaka gaTaka pIve ema samakitI jIva, AhAhA...! are.! A vAta, bApu! jene hajI sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi, jene hajI enI zraddhAno zuM viSaya che enI khabara nahi, are.re...! prabhu! enuM zuM thAya? are.! anaMtakALathI rakhaDe che. ahIM kahe che, ekavAra prabhu! samyagdaSTi dhArAvAhI jJAna, jJAna eTale AtmA, enA rasanuM pAna karIne, AhA! rAganuM nahi eTale jJAnanuM, ema. AhAhA...! jema koI puruSa madya pIne magna thayo..." dArU pIne "magna thayo thako nRtyanA akhADAmAM nRtya kare" dArU pIne nAce. ema aMdara AtmAno madya caDyo che, kahe che. AhA.! atIndriya AnaMdanA
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________________ zloka-162 pa71 rasane dhArAvAhI pIve che. AhAhA...! are. are! kahe che, AvuM to munine hoya ne kevaLIne hoya. are.! sAMbhaLa to kharo, prabhu! munine to alaukika vAtuM hoya che. sAcA saMtanI vAtuM to bApu! judI che koI. bhAvaliMgI saMtane to aMdara atIndriya ubharA Ave che, pracura svasaMvedana hoya che. pAMcamI gAthAmAM kahyuM che. sAcA saMta to ene kahIe ke jene pracura atIndriya AnaMdanA svAdanA DhagalA aMdarathI Ave che. ahIM to hajI samyagdaSTinI vAta che. muni to kone kahevA, bApu! e koI alaukika vAtuM che, bhAI! jema madya pIne nRtyanA akhADAmAM nAce che, tema "nirmaLa AkAzarUpI raMgabhUmimAM..." nirmaLa AkAzarUpI eTale olA nirmaLa AtmasvabhAvamAM raMgabhUmimAM nRtya kare che. samakitI AtmAnA AnaMdamAM rame che. prazna vizeSa karaze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudevA) pravacana naM. 312 zloka-162, 163 ravivAra, bhAdaravA vada 11, tA. 16-09-1979 samayasAra pAchaLathI che, prazna che ne? "samyagdaSTine nirjarA thAya che..." AtmA pUrNa jJAyaka caitanya svarUpa, pUrNanuM jyAM pratIta ane jJAna thayuM, e pUrNa paramAtmA hAtha Avyo. AhAhA.! pUrNa svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA dhruva svarUpa, enI jyAM aMtaramAM aMtarmukha dRSTi thaI tyAM pUrNa paramAtmAnA bheTA thayA, ethI ene samyagdaSTi kahevAmAM Ave che. samyaka nAma satya pUrNa svarUpa, tenI dRSTi thaI ethI ene samyagdaSTi kahIne ene nirjarA thAya che ema kahyuM). ene azuddha bhAva thoDo thAya ke karmano udaya hoya e kharI jAya che. A e apekSAe (vAta) che. AhAhA...! jenA manamAM-daSTimAM jene AtmA aMdara vasyo che, AhAhA! jenI dRSTimAM paramAtmA. olA bhajanamAMya ema AvyuM hatuM, "hari bhajatAM hajI koInI lAja jatA nathI jANI re...' hari A, hoM! hari bhajatA haju koInI lAja jatA nathI jANI re jeno AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, ene hari kahIe. AhA...! "zrImadde kahyuM che ne? ke, mahAtmAoe adhiSThAna kahyuM che te adhiSThAna hari bhagavAna che, te hari bhagavAna mArA hRdayamAM bhAse che. ahIM che. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- potAno adhiSThAna potAmAM ja hoya ne. uttara :pote. koI bhagavAna ne Izvara bIjo koI e nathI ahIM. ane harino artha ja (e che ke, harati iti hari. je ajJAna ane rAga, dveSane hare e hari. e prabhu pote hari che. AhA.! enA jeNe zaraNA lIdhA ene have pAchuM paDIne jagatamAM rakhaDavuM thAya e bane nahi. AhAhA.!
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________________ 572 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 ahIM kahe che ke "samyagdaSTine..." satya svarUpa paramAtmA, bhagavAna paramezvara nija paramAtmA, hoM! AhAhA...! enI jyAM dRSTi thaIne paryAyamAM eno anubhava thayo, kahe che ke, ene je kaMI rAgAdi thAya eno svAmI nathI eTale nirjarA thaI jAya che. AhAhA...! mithyAtva jevuM koI mahApApa nathI ane samyagdaSTi jevo koI AtmAno Adara nathI. AhAhA...! mithyAdRSTi jevo koI AtmAno anAdara nathI, AhAhA...! ane samyagdaSTi jevo koI AtmAno Adara nathI. AhAhA...! bALaka, ATha varSano bALaka hoya, bhagavAna to paripUrNa birAje che, prabhu! AhA..! badhA AtmAo bhagavAna che, bhagavat svarUpa che. evA svarUpane jeNe, bhale ATha varSano bALaka ho paNa jeNe e svarUpane pakaDyuM ane bheTA thayA, AhAhA. enA mAhAsyanuM zuM kahevuM? ene to nirjarA thaI jAya che. AhAhA...! ahIM samyagdarzananI pradhAnatAnI vAta che, hoM! kaheze uttara. prabhu! tame kaho cho ke ene baMdha thato nathI. samyagdaSTi paramAtmA, jene najare paDyA, jene paramAtmA najaramAM Avyo, najarabaMdhI thaI gaI. AhAhA.! ene Apa to nirjarA kaho cho. AhA...! "baMdha thato nathI..." ema kaho cho. "ema tame kahetA AvyA cho." AhAhA...! paraMtu siddhAMtamAM. prazna kare che. guNasthAnonI paripATImAM avirata samyagdaSTi vagere..." cothA guNasthAne, samyagdaSTi che e cothA guNasthAnathI vagere "baMdha kahevAmAM Avyo che." cothA guNasthAnamAM sAta-ATha karmano baMdha kahevAmAM Avyo cho ne, prabhu! tame kaho cho ke nirjarA thaI jAya ane baMdha nathI. sAMbhaLa, bhAI! AhAhA! A to potAnA svabhAvanI prAptinI vAta che, prabhu! ahIM bahAranA jhagaDA-phagaDA AmAM kAMI na maLe. AhAhA...! ahIM to zaMkA-kaMkhA Adi na maLe. hai? AhA.! niHsaMdeha nAtha paramAtmAnA aMtara jene darzana thayA ene kahe che ke, nirjarA ja che, baMdha thato nathI. to siddhAMtamAM to cothA, pAMcamAthI dasamA sudhI baMdha kahyo che ne? prabhu! tame pAdharo samyagdaSTi che to baMdha ja nathI (ema. kaho cho). sAMbhaLa, bhAI! AhA...! vaLI ghAtikarmonuM kArya... be vAta karI ke, guNasthAnonI) paripATImAM avirata samyagdaSTi Adine baMdha kahevAmAM Avyo che ane ghAtikarmonuM kArya AtmAnA guNono ghAta karavAnuM che tethI darzana, jJAna, sukha, vIrya-e guNono ghAta paNa vidyamAna che. samyagdaSTine, AhAhA.! darzana, jJAna, sukha ne vIrya, eno ghAta paNa che. cAra ghAtimAM cAra. enI paryAya pUrNa nathI. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? "e guNono ghAta paNa vidyamAna che." eka, be vAta. trIjI. "cAritramohano udaya navIna baMdha paNa kare che. AhAhA...! cothe guNasthAnathI AgaLa cAritramohano udaya ene baMdha paNa kare che. mumukSu :- darzanaguNano ghAta kare che ema kema kIdhuM? uttara :- darzana eTale darzana upayoga. darzana samakitanI kyAM vAta che? darzana upayoganI
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________________ zloka-162 pa73 vAta che. samyagdarzananI vAta kyAM che. ahIM to darzana eTale darzana upayoga, jJAna upayoga, sukha ane vIrya eno ghAta kare che. AhA...! samyagdarzananI ahIM vAta nathI. AhA...! ane cAritramohano udaya navIna baMdha paNa kare che. cothe rAga che. jo mohanA udayamAM paNa baMdha na mAnavAmAM Ave to to mithyAdRSTine mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhIno udaya hovA chatAM baMdha nathI ema paNa kema na manAya?' AhAhA.! samyagdaSTine, AhAhA.! darzana, jJAna, sukha ne vIryano ghAta paNa che. darzana eTale upayoga ane tene cAritramohanA udayathI baMdha paNa che. jyAre tame ene baMdha nathI ema kaho to prabhu! huM to ema kahyuM ke, mithyAdRSTine paNa baMdha nathI. AhAhA...! jhINI vAta che, prabhu! samyagdarzananI mahimAnuM varNana che. AhA...! samAdhAna :- baMdha thavAmAM mukhya kAraNa mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhIno udaya ja che. A mukhya, hoM! gauNa che tene ahIMyAM lakSamAM lIdhuM nathI. AhAhA...! jema AtmAmAM paryAya che chatAM jyAre dRSTino viSaya batAvavo hoya tyAre paryAyane gauNa karIne nathI ema kahe. AhAhA.! trikALI bhagavAna vastu bhUtArtha satyArtha prabhu, e che ema dRSTi karAvavA paryAya che tene gauNa karIne nathI ema kahyuM che. ema ahIMyAM, AhAhA. samyagdaSTine, mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno udaya baMdhanuM kAraNa che, e samyagdaSTine nathI. AhAhA...! paNa mithyAtva zuM ne anaMtAnubaMdhI zuM? jagatane kaThaNa paDe. AhA.! jyAM rAgano vikalpa che enI ekatAbuddhi che tyAM mithyAtva ne anaMtAnubaMdhI beya bhAva paDyA che. AhAhA...! ahIM to pRthaka thayo mATe ene be nathI ema kahyuM che. zuM kahyuM che? rAgano paNa kaNa game te zubharAga hoya, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti Adino zubha rAga (hoya) paNa e rAganI ekatAbuddhi jyAM che tyAM mithyAtva ne anaMtAnubaMdhI beya che ane jenI ekatA tUTI che, AhAhA.! ene e mithyAtva ne anaMtAnubaMdhI nathI tethI tene baMdha nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA! paNa emAMthI ema ja sarvathA mAnI tye ke cothe guNasthAne bilakula baMdha ja nathI, ema nathI. ene gauNa karIne nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? jema bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha aMdara birAje che enA sanI astitvanI pratIti karAvavA paryAyanI alpatAno bhAva, tene nathI-gauNa karIne nathI ema kahyo paNa ethI paryAya nathI, ema nahi. ema ahIMyAM samyagdarzananA joramAM pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jyAM rAganI ekatA tUTI ane svabhAvanI ekatA thaI, alpa pAmara rAganI ekatA tUTIne paramAtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, emAM ektA thaI. AhAhA...! e ATha varSanA bALaka paNa samakita pAme che. ene mATe uMmaranI koI jarUra nathI. AhAhA...! eTale bIjAo ema jANe ke ApaNane A na samajAya ke na thAya, ema nathI, prabhu AhAhA...! aMdaramAM caitanya paramAtmA birAje che enI jene ekatA thaI ane rAganI ekatA tUTI... AhAhA.! e "samyagdaSTine to temanA udayano abhAva che." mithyAtva ane
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________________ pa74 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 anaMtAnubaMdhIno abhAva che. AhAhA...! kaho, "zazIbhAI'! AvI vAtuM che. "cAritramohanA udayathI joke sukhaguNano ghAta che.' samajANuM? AhAhA...! che? AtmAnuM AnaMda svarUpa prabhu, eno aMza pragaTyo che, paripUrNa sukha pragaTyuM nathI tethI sukhano ghAta paNa che. AhAhA...! ane mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhI sivAya temanI sAthe rahenArI anya prakRtio sivAya bAkInI ghAtikanI prakRtiono alpa sthiti anubhAgavALo baMdha tema ja bAkInI aghAtikarmonI prakRtiono baMdha thAya che...." samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! samyagdaSTine paNa bhagavAnanA bheTA thayA ene paNa paryAyamAM pAmaratA che ethI... AhAhA...! jarI saMsAranI sthiti, baMdha thoDo paDe che. sukhano ghAta paNa thAya che. AhA...! tema ghAtinI prakRtinI sAthe aghAtinI prakRtino baMdha paNa thAya che. "topaNa jevo mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhI sahita (baMdha) thAya che tevo nathI thato. AhAhA...! ekatAbuddhi tUTI che enI ekatA koI di thatI nathI ema kahe che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? jene vikalpanI sAthe ekatvabuddhi hatI, e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma paNa rAga che, e rAga sAthe ebuddhi hatI tyAM sudhI te mithyAdRSTi ne anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyavALo che. AhAhA.! are.! prabhu! tArI mahimA to jo! AhAhA.! tArI mahimA jene aMtaramAM AvI ene rAga je vikalpa che tenI ekatA tUTI gaI che. e bhagavAna mukta svarUpa dRSTimAM Avyo che. AhAhA...ane tethI paryAyamAM paNa muktapaNe thoDuM AvyuM che. AhAhA.! paNa thoDo baMdha kahyo che chatAM mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhI saMsAranuM kAraNa che. " mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhI sahita thAya che tevo nathI thato." joyuM? AhAhA.! | 'anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa to mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhI ja che. AhAhA.! e vikalpa che dayA, dAna, vratAdino rAga, enI sAthe ekatvabuddhi che e ja mithyAtva ne anaMtAnubaMdhI che. are.re. AvI vAtuM have A. kALa Avo paMcama halako kALa, emAM A moTo paramAtmA aMdara che enI moTapa aMdara besavI ane rAganI pAmaratAnI ekatA tUTI javI. AhAhA...! pAmara sAthe prema ane prabhuthI eNe prema toDI nAkhyo ane prabhu sAthe prema teNe pAmarathI prema toDI nAkhyo. AhAhA.! Avo mArga che, bApA! samajANuM kAMI? bhagavat svarUpa che paramAtmA badhA. koIno nAnomoTo AtmA che, ema che nahi. AhAhA...! kone kahevo nAno? ne kone kahevo moTo? vastunI apekSAe. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA...! are.! zAstramAM to evuM Ave ke, samyagdaSTi satyanI vAta karatA doSone batAve ke mithyAdRSTi AvA hoya, AvA hoya. are...! kahe che ke, lAja Ave che amane prabhunI pAse. AhAhA...! e prabhunA doSo paryAyamAM che e batAvavA lAja Ave che. AhAhA...! paNa vastunuM svarUpa jaNAvatAM prabhu! e AvyA vinA rahetuM nathI. AhAhA...! kahe che, e mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhI sahita baMdha thAya tevo baMdha tene-samakitIne nathI.
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________________ 575 zloka-16 2. anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa to mithyAtva... AhAhA..! bhale tyAgI thayo hoya, paMca mahAvrata dhAraNa karato hoya, agiyAra paDimAM dhAraNa karI paNa e rAgano vikalpa che te mAro che ema ekatAbuddhi paDI che e anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa to e che. arere.! enI ene khabaruM na maLe. eTale zuM kahyuM? ke, anaMta AnaMdano nAtha anaMta guNano sAgara, teno prema choDI ane je rAganA premamAM joDAya gayo che e anaMta saMsAranA abhAva svarUpa prabhu, eno anAdara karIne anaMta saMsAra eNe vadhAryo che. AhAhA...! bhAI nathI AvyA, "hIrAbhAI? gayA haze. samajAya che kAMI? prabhu! amRtanI vAtuM che, bhAI! AhAhA...! amRtano sAgara bhagavAna, e amRtano sAgara prabhu, AhAhA. enI jene aMtaramAM ekatA thaI ane rAganI ektA tUTI kahe che ke mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI sahita je baMdha thAya tevo tene baMdha nathI ane te ja anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa che. AhAhA.! bhale tyAgI thayo hoya, paMca mahAvrata dhAraNa karyA, hajAro rANI choDI paNa e rAgano kaNa che e mAro che ema ekatvabuddhi (che), enAthI mane lAbha thaze ema mAne che to) anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa che. ara.2.2.! kemake anaMta saMsAranA abhAvasvarUpa anaMta guNano piMDa prabhu, eno to eNe anAdara karyo ane rAganA kaNano Adara (karyo), pAmara che e to. eNe ekatAbuddhimAM Adara karyo, prabhu! e anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa che. e samakitI nathI. AhAhA.. kaho, hiMmatabhAI'. AvI hiMmata che aMdara, kahe che. hai? AhAhA...! prabhu! tArA puruSArthanI zuM vAtuM karavI! anaMta baLano dhaNI baLiyo. olA baLadeva nathI kahetA? zuM kahe che? A chokarAone kahe che, nahi? hai? pAMjarAmAM. baLiyo. olu pAMjaruM hoya. oluM zuM kahevAya pANInuM? pANInuM hoya ne enA upara baLiyo rAkhatA. amArA gharamAM rAkhatA e yAda AvyuM. kyArAnuM rAkhe, thoDuM rU coDe. AhAhA. e baLiyo nahi, prabhu tuM anaMta baLano dhaNI nAthA! tArA baLane rokavAne koNa samartha che? evI ekatvabuddhi jene svabhAvanI thaI che tene anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa rAganI ekatAbuddhino mithyAtvabhAva ne anaMtAnubaMdhI tene TaLI gayA che. tethI ene anaMta saMsAra thato nathI. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI? have AvI vAtuM have kyAMya sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi). AhAhA...! jarIka zarIra rUpALuM hoya tyAM ene aMdara mAhAsya Ave ke, AhAhA.! ame to rUpALA chIe, ame to chokarAvALA chIe, ame paisAvALA chIe. are! prabhu! zuM thayuM tane A? tAro nAtha aMdara bhagavAna birAje che ne! enA rUpanA svarUpanI tane pratIti nahi ane A rUpa mArA! to eno artha thayo ke zarIra mAruM. e rUpa mAruM to zarIra mAruM thayuM, prabhu! AhAhA.! AhAhA.! to AtmA mAro nahi, ema ene thayuM, prabhu! AhAhA.! paNa jene AtmA mAro che ema bhAna thayuM tene rUpa zarIra beya mArI cIja nathI. AhAhA.!
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________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 576 samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! che ne? saMsAranuM kAraNa to mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhI ja che;...' bApu! A mAla mAla varNave che. AhAhA..! temano abhAva thayA pachI temano baMdha thato nathI; ane jyAM AtmA jJAnI thayo.. AhAhA..! jJAnI eTale zAstranuM jJAna e ahIM nahi. AhAhA..! jeNe bhagavAnaAtmAnuM jJAna karyuM, rAganuM jJAna nahi, nimittanuM nahi, paryAyanuM paNa nahi. 'AtmA jJAnI thayo...' (arthAt) AtmajJAna thayuM. AhAhA..! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha bhagavAnaAtmA, enuM jene jJAna thayuM te dravyanuM jJAna thayuM. AhAhA..! AtmA jJAnI thayo tyAM anya baMdhanI koNa gaNatarI kare?" AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? 'vRkSanI jaDa kapAyA pachI...' jhADanA mULiyAM kapANA pachI pAMdaDAM ne DALIyAnI zI kiMmata che? e to sUkAI javAnA. jeNe vRkSanuM mULa heThethI toDyuM, vihAra karatA rastAmAM ghaNA evA jhADa dekhelA, Ama paDI gayA hoya, eka ja thoDo bhAga rahI gayo toya khIle paNa AkhuM mULa tUTI gayuM (to na Uge). ema jeNe mithyAtva ne anaMtAnubaMdhInA mULa toDI nAkhyA che, saMsAranuM mULa to e che. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? 'vRkSanI jaDa kapAyA pachI lIlAM pAMdaDAM...' lIlAM pAMdaDAM, hoM! bhale e lIlAM pAMdaDAM hoya paNa e sUkAI javAnA, paDI javAnA. kAraNa ke kasa maLato nathI, mULa tUTI gayuM. pAMdaDAMne pANI pAya to pAMdaDuM rahe ema nathI. pAMdaDAMne pANI to mULamAMthI maLe to rahe. zuM kIdhuM i? pAMdaDAM che ene pANI nAkhe to ene puSTi na thAya. e aMdara na caDe. AhAhA..! mULiyAmAM kasa hoya tyAMthI pAMdaDe kasa caDe, e mULa to tUTI gayuM che. bhale pachI lIlAM pAMdaDAM pANImAM boLo to nahi rahe have. nahi rahe, bhAI! AhAhA..! zuM prabhuno mArga! jinezvara trilokanAtha traNalokanA nAtha.. AhAhA..! jagatanI darakAra karyA vinA saMto jagatane jAhera kare che ke, are..! AvI vAtuM karanArA je kriyAkAMDIo rAgathI lAbha mAnanArAne zuM thaze? prabhu! je thAya, tane lAbha thaze, bhAI! e dRSTi toDI nAkha. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! A ame vrata pALIe chIe, paDimA dhAraNa karI che, evA paranA abhimAnIonI ekatAbuddhi ene tUTI jAya mATe ene A vAta kare che. prabhu! e toDI nAkha, bhAI! e vastu tArI nathI. AhA..! tArI che temAM e nathI. e nathI temAM tuM nathI. AhA..! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! vRkSanI jaDa kapAyA pachI lIlAM pAMdaDAM... bhASA joI? sUkA pAMdaDAM nathI lIdhA. sUkA to sUkAI gayA paNa A to lIlAM pAMdaDAM paNa sUkAI jaze. (tenI) rahevAnI avadhi keTalI? lIlAM pAMdaDAM rahevAnI avidha keTalI? mULa kapAI gayuM, kasa to caDato nathI, lIlAM pAMdaDAMne bhale kUvAmAM nAkho, sarovaramAM nAkho, (e) sUkAI jaze, bhAI! AhAhA..! emAM zuM kahevuM che jarI? ke, jenA mULa kapANAM tenA pAMdaDAMmAM bhale koI asthiratA Adi, mithyAtva kapANuM
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________________ zloka-162 pa77 asthiratA Adi rahI paNa e sUkAI javAnA. AhAhA...! ene have poSaNa maLatuM nathI. AhAhA.! puNya-pApanA bhAva dharmIne thAya paNa tene mithyAtvanuM poSaNa nathI, enI ekatAbuddhinuM mULiyuM tUTI gayuM che. AhAhA...! aMdara badhA bhagavat svarUpe bhagavAna birAje che, hoM! koIe zarIrane dekhavuM nahi. veda dekhavo nahi. enA puNya-pApanA pariNAma te dekhavA nahi. dekhavo bhagavAna aMdara paramAtmA. evI jene potAnI dRSTi thaI che e bIjAne paNa e ja dRSTie bhagavAna tarIke jove che. AhAhA...! paryAyamAM doSa che e jANe paNa bhagavAna aMdara paramAtmA che, e to mAro sAdharmI siddha bhagavAna che. AhA.! "siddha samAna sadA pada mero' ema badhAnuM siddhapada che ne? AhAhA.! konA upara ene dveSa Ave? ane konA upara ene rAga Ave? AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? AhA.! lIlAM pAMdaDAM rahevAnI avadhi keTalI? AhAhA...! juo! samyagdarzananuM mAhAbhya! samyagdarzane svIkArelA bhagavAnanuM mAhAsya. jene paryAyano svIkAra gayo, rAgano svIkAra gayo, nimittano svIkAra gayo, AhAhA...! mATe A adhyAtmazAstramAM sAmAnyapaNe jJAnIajJAnI hovA vize pradhAna kathana che. sAmAnya-vizeSa, jJAnI-ajJAnInI mukhyapaNe. gauNapaNe to jJAnIne baMdha che, asthiratA che e badho khyAla che paNa e anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa nathI ane ajJAnI bhale tyAgI thaIne beTho hoya, paMca mahAvrata pALato hoya) ane ene mATe AhAra-pANIno kaNa paNa marI jAya to na lya, evI kriyA hoya chatAM aMdara rAgathI bhinna bhALyo nathI ane e rAganI sAthe ekatAbuddhi che to e anaMta saMsArI che. AhAhA...! ANe evo artha karyo, bhAI! anaMtAnubaMdhI che ne? anaMta sAthe saMbaMdha che mATe anaMtAnubaMdhI. ema artha karyo che. ane Ama nahitara anaMtAnubaMdhI eTale anaMta eTale mithyAtva, enI sAthe saMbaMdha che evo anaMtAnubaMdhI, evo artha che. A anaMtAnubaMdhI che ne? e anaMta mithyAtva enI sAthe saMbaMdhavALo kaSAya te anaMtAnubaMdhI. bhAIe vaLI evo artha karyo che. Ave, Ave e to vyavahArathI samajAvavAmAM Ave). AhAhA.! anaMtano anubaMdha. che ne? eka sAthe jene ekatAbuddhi che ene anaMta sAthe ekatAbuddhi che, ema. samajANuM? eka rAganA kaNano paNa kartA thAya che to sArA vizvano paNa kartA e mAne che. AhAhA...! ane jeNe rAganuM kartApaNuM toDIne jJAtApaNuM che eka rAganuM, e sArA vizvano te jJAtA-draSTA che. AhAhA...! are. AvI vAta. mAMDa thoDo TAIma maLyo che, mANasapaNAno TAIma thoDo che e pUro thaI jaze, deha cAlyo jaze, bhAI! AhAhA...! adhyAtmazAstramAM sAmAnyapaNe... sAmAnyapaNe, hoM! vizeSanI vyAkhyA to ghaNI badhI aMdara che. jJAnI-ajJAnI hovA viSe ja pradhAna kathana che." jJAnI ane ajJAnInuM benuM mukhyapaNe varNana che. jJAnIne baMdha nathI ane ajJAnIne baMdha che. "jJAnI thayA pachI.. AhAhA...! jJAnI eTale bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha tenuM jJAna thayuM. bhale zAstrajJAna na paNa hoya, AhAhA.!
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________________ pa78 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 'zivabhUti aNagAra. mAruSa-mAtuSa zabda yAda nahoto raheto. aMdara AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che e barAbara yAda che. AhA.! AhAhA.! bahAranuM dhAraNAnuM jJAna bhale ochuM hoya, are. tiryaMcane to nava tattvanA nAmeya AvaDatA nathI, AhAhA...! are...! prabhu! e vAtuM koI judI che, bApA! AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? aMtaramAM jene "jJAna thayA pachI je kAMI karma rahyAM hoya te sahaja ja maTatAM javAnAM." olA pAMdaDAMnI peThe. mULa kapAI gayuM eTale pAMdaDAM jUnA hoya topaNa sUkAI javAnA, TaLI javAnA. AhAhA.! AvuM samyagdarzananuM mAhAbhya che. have enI atyAre kimata ghaTI gaI ane bahAranA tyAganI kiMmata vadhArI nAkhI. bahAranA tyAga kare, lUgaDAM pherave ke zAstrane kAMIka vAMce eTale thaI gayuM jJAna ne thaI gayo tyAgI. are.! prabhu! AhA! anaMta saMsAranA mULiyA to toDyA nathI ne kyAMthI tyAgI thaI gayo tuM? AhAhA...! "sahaja ja maTatAM javAnAM. nIcenA dAMta pramANe jJAnInuM samajavuM.' koI puruSa daridra hovAthI..." koI puruSa daridra hoya jhUMpaDImAM raheto hato. tene bhAgyanA udayathI dhana sahita moTA mahelanI prApti thaI." puNyanA udayathI moTuM makAna maLI gayuM, be-pAMca karoDanuM, AhAhA.! "bhAgyanA udayathI dhana sahita... moTA dhana sahita, hoM! ekalo mahela nahi. karoDo, abajo rUpiyA aMdara (bhareluM), e sahita moTuM makAna maLyuM. AhAhA...! "tethI te mahelamAM rahevA gayo. e mahelamAM rahevA gayo. joke te mahelamAM ghaNA divasano kacaro bharyo hato..." kacaro che, vALanAre vALyuM nahotuM. AhAhA...! 'topaNa je divase teNe AvIne mahelamAM praveza karyo. AhAhA.. te divasathI ja te mahelano dhaNI banI gayo." hai mahela ne dhanano dhaNI banI gayo. AhAhA.! "mahelano dhaNI banI gayo, saMpadAvAna thaI gayo." be vAta thaI. olI aMdara lakSmI che ne? mahelano dhaNI thayo ane oluM dhana hatuM (tethI) saMpadAvAna thaI gayo, ema. mahelano dhaNI ane aMdara abajo rUpiyA lakSmI hatI. AhAhA..! A to dAMta che, hoM! emAM kaMI rAjI thavA jevuM nathI. AhA...! ke, ThIka, ThIka bhAgyathI Avo mahela ne paisA maLyA). dhULa che. A to dRSTAMta dIdho che. AhAhA.! be vAta kIdhI, te divasathI ja te mahelano dhaNI banI gayo ane saMpadAvAna thaI gayo. che. lakSmI hatI ne aMdara? ekalo mahela nahi. abajo rUpiyA emAM hatA. AhAhA! have kacaro jhADavAno che." e kacaro kADhavAno che. AhAhA..! te anukrame potAnA baLa anusAra jhADe che. potAnI zakti anusAra e kacaro kADhe che. AhAhA.! daSTAMta to juo! jyAre badho kacaro jhaDAI jaze ane mahela ujajavaLa banI jaze tyAre te paramAnaMda bhogavaze." dhaNI to thaI gayo che. AhAhA! eTalo ene e jAtano rAjIpo paNa Avyo che paNa badhuM kADhI nAkhaze tyAre pUrNa rAjI thaze. AhAhA. 'AvI ja rIte jJAnInuM jANavuM. AhAhA...! dharmAjIvane-samakitIne Akho bhagavAna paramAtmA maLyo ane emAM anaMtI lakSmIaMdara svabhAva-guNa che e badhA maLI gayA. AhAhA...! dravya maLyuM, bhegA anaMtA guNonI
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________________ zloka-162 579 je saMpadA, anaMtI anaMtI saMpadA paDI che, prabhumAM anaMtI saMpadA paDI che aMdara. AhAhA..! teno e svAmI thaI gayo. dravyano ane saMpadAno, beyano. AhAhA..! olo mahelano ane lakSmIno, beyano. AhAhA..! ema A dravyano ane enA bhAvano. AhAhA..! samyagdaSTi beyano svAmI thaI gayo, beya jene aMdarathI prApta thayA. AhAhA..! rAganI ekatA jene tUTI gaI, prabhu! AhAhA..! AtmAnI sAthe ekatva thatAM e tUTI gaI. samajAvavAmAM to ema Ave. AhAhA..! AvI ja rIte jJAnInuM jANavuM.' samyagdaSTine paNa Atmadravya ane anaMta anaMta guNanI saMpadAno khajAno, beya maLI gayA. AhAhA..! are....! prabhu! AvA AtmadravyanI vAtuM mUkIne bAkI bIjI kUthaliyuM (karI). AhAhA..! prabhu! tArA gharanI, hitanI vAtuM che, nAtha! AhA..! have olo samikatI che, cakravartInuM rAja hoya, lyo! paNa vastu ane vastunA guNonI saMpadAno svAmI thaI gayo, have eno jarI rAgAdi che e TaLI jaze. e thoDo kacaro che. AhAhA..! asthiratAno kacaro. aMdaramAM sthiratA karIne TALI nAkhaze. AhA..! vastu hAtha AvI gaI ne! bhale kacarAvALo mahela ne saMpadA, paNa e kacaro mahelano, mahelanA saMpadAno nathI. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM, lyo. jene bhagavAnaAtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jene maLI gayo, ene anaMtI saMpadA maLI. jemAMthI kevaLajJAnanI paryAya pragaTa thAya evo jJAnaguNa anaMto maLI gayo. AhAhA..! jenA guNamAMthI kevaLajJAnanI paryAya anaMtI anaMtI anaMtI anaMtI sAdianaMta pragaTe. e guNamAMthI evI anaMtI paryAyano sAhebo jJAna maLI gayuM. anaMtI samakitanI zraddhA che, aMdara je zraddhAguNa che emAMthI samikatanI paryAya anaMtI navI thAya eno khajAno zraddhAguNa ene maLI gayo. AnaMdanI paryAya je sAdi anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta AnaMda thAya, e AnaMdanI paryAyano svAmI-dhaNI AnaMda maLI gayo aMdarathI. AhAhA..! khajAnA kholI nAkhyA jeNe. AhAhA..! ajJAnInA kapATa baMdha che. rAganI ekatAmAM khajAnA baMdha che, bhAI! AhAhA..! bhale pachI digaMbara muni thayo hoya paNa aMdaramAM rAgane-zubhAgane potAno mAnIne potAne lAbha che ema mAne che e khajAnAne tALA mAryA che. AhAhA..! samikatIe khajAnA kholI nAkhyA che. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM che. bhAI! tArA saMsArano aMta kema Ave enI vAtuM che, bhAI! samajAya che kAMI? bIjAnA doSa dekhADavAnI A vAta nathI. AhA..! paNa tAro doSa che e tAruM svarUpa nathI. aMdara guNa che. doSa che e to kSaNika che ane guNa che e to trikALa AnaMdano nAtha pUrNa che. AhAhA..! enI jyAM dRSTi paDI pachI doSano kacaro kADhavAne vAra zI? kahe che. doSano svAmI nIkaLI gayo ane guNano svAmI thayo, dhaNI to guNa ne dravyano thaI gayo. AhAhA..! A kIdhuM ne oluM? rastAmAM jAya pachI olA pAMca vAgyA pachI gAya che ne? eka
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________________ 580 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 oluM bolyo hato 'haMsalo mAro nAno ne mAruM devaLa junuM thayuM, jUnuM re thayuM re devaLa jUnuM thayuM, mAro haMsalo nAno ne devaLa...' mAro nAtha to evo ne evo che anAdithI. A zarIra jIrNa thayuM che. gAtA hatA. ene kaMI bolanI khabara na hoya. sAMbhaLatA, haMsalAnuM bhAIe kIdhuM hatuM. oluM hirabhajana to meM paNa sAMbhaLeluM. 'hira bhajatA hajI koInI lAja' AhAhA..! bahA2nA jANapaNA, pheraphAra thaI jAya ne pAgala thaI jAya, hoM! ghelo thaI jAya i. dRSTimAM tattva AvyuM nathI ane bahA2nI dhAraNA hoya emAM moTo paMDita dekhAya, e pAgala thaI jAya. AhAhA..! paNa jene bhagavAnaAtmAnuM jJAna thayuM che, AhAhA..! bhale tene bahu vizeSa dhAraNAnuM jJAna nathI paNa e pAgala nahi thAya, e paMDita thaIne kevaLa leze. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! AvI ja rIte jJAnInuM jANavuM.' TIkA :- A pramANe nirjarA (raMgabhUmimAMthI) bahAra nIkaLI gaI.' e nirjarAnuM jJAna thaI gayuM. zAyaka che, nirjarA ane baMdha beyano jJAtA-dRSTA jANavAmAM Avyo. nirjarAneya jANe che, baMdhaneya jANe che, mokSane jANe che, udayane jANe che. AhAhA..! che ne 320 (gAthA)? bhAvArtha :- e rIte, nirjarA ke jeNe raMgabhUmimAM praveza karyo hato....' zuddha paryAya zuddhatAe raMgabhUmimAM praveza karyo hato te potAnuM svarUpa pragaTa batAvIne bahAra nIkaLI gaI.' nirjarAnI sthiti A che, (ema) jANI nirjarA chUTI gaI. AhAhA..! Avo upadeza have. vrata pALavA ne bhakti karavI ne paDimA levI e kaMI AvatuM nathI AmAM. bhAI! tAruM bhAna thatAM rAga jema ghaTato jaze tema sthiratA vadhatI jaze, tema tevA paMca mahAvratanA vikalpa te bhUmikAmAM Avaze paNa e kacaro che. AhAhA..! are..re..! enuM dravya ane enA guNanA mAhAtmya na Ave ane rAganI kriyA khUba kare eTale mAhAtmya Ave, are..! prabhu! tuM kayAM rokAI gayo? duniyA mAna Apaze. duniyAne tyAga nathI ane A tyAga kare (eTale) ohoho! bhAre kAma karyA tame, jAvajIvanuM brahmacarya, tame bALa brahmacArI. paNa bhAI! e zuM che? e cIja zuM che? brahma nAma AnaMdanA nAthane jagADIne jeNe brahmamAM AnaMda carcA karI che, e brahmacArI che, kAyAnA brahmacarya to anaMta vAra pALyA che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA..! mumukSu : kAyAnuM brahmacarya e brahmacarya che ja nahi. = uttara che ja cAM? paNa loko to A mAne che ke, zarIrathI viSaya na lIdho to thaI gayA ApaNe brahmacArI. are..! bhAI! strInuM sevana na karyuM mATe brahmacArI thaI gayA ema ahIMyAM prabhu kahetA nathI. AhAhA..! navamI traiveyaka gayo tyAre strInA sevana to anaMta vAra nathI karyAM, paNa bhagavAnaAtmA brahma nAma AnaMdasvarUpa tenI sevA teM na karI. AhAhA..! temAM tenI carcA, brahmAnaMdano nAtha tenI carcA teM na karI. AhAhA..! bahu vAtuM
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________________ zloka-162 581 phera, bhAI! atyAra karatAM bahu vAtuM phera lAge, bhAI! AhA..! paNa vastunuM svarUpa ja AvuM che. anAdithI traNalokanA nAtha tIrthaMkara kahetA Ave che, kahe che ane kaheze. heM? AhAhA..! chello zloka che. iti zrImadamRtacandrasUriviracitAyAM samayasAravyAkhyAmAtmakhyAtau nirjarAprarUpakaH doDa : || samyakavaMta mahaMta sadA samabhAva 2hai duHkha saMkaTa Ave, karma navIna baMdhe na tau ara pUrava baMdha jhaDai vina bhAye; pUraNa aMga sudarzanarUpa dhare nita jJAna baDhe nija pAye, yoM zivamAraga sAdhi niraMtara AnaMdarUpa nijAtama thAye. Ama zrI samayasAranI (zrImadbhagavakuMdakuMdAcAryadevapraNIta zrI samayasAra paramAgamanI) zrImad amRtacaMdrAcAryadevaviracita AtmakhyAti nAmanI TIkAmAM nirjarAno prarUpaka chaThTho aMka samApta thayo. samyakavaMta mahaMta sadA samabhAva 2hai duHkha saMkaTa Ave, karma navIna baMdhe na tau ara pUrava baMdha jhaDai vina bhAye; pUraNa aMga sudarzanarUpa dhare nita jJAna baDhe nija pAye, yoM zivamAraga sAdhi niraMtara AnaMdarUpa nijAtama thAye. AhAhA..! 'samyakavaMta mahaMta...' e mahaMta che. AhAhA..! e mahAtmA che. jeNe bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI dRSTi, anubhava thayo e mahaMta che. AhAhA..! samyakavaMta mahaMta...' have olA samyagdaSTinI kiMmata kAMI karatA nathI. i to tyAga thAya tyAre cAritra pALe, bahAranI kriyA tyAre ene sAtame guNasthAne nizcaya samakata thAya. are.....! zuM kare che prabhu tuM? ahIM to kahe che, samyakavaMta mahaMta sadA samabhAva rahai...' e to jJAtA-dRSTA rahe che. AhAhA..! rAga Ave ene jANe, dveSa Ave ene jANe. zeyo jagatanA anaMta che tene zeya tarIke jANe. A ThIka-aThIka che te rIte na jANe i. ThIka-aThIkanI kalpanA AvI jAya, ene paNa jANe. AhA..! kAraNa ke e badhuM jJeyamAM jAya che. ThIka-aThIkanI kalpanA ne zeyo badhuM jJeya che, ema kahe che. sadA samabhAva rahai...' AhAhA..! e potAnA jJAtAdRSTAnA bhAvamAM rahenAro che. AhAhA..! duHkha saMkaTa Ave,..' pratikULatA ane saMkaTamAM AvyA
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________________ 582 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-7 chatAM samabhAva rAkhe che. ene pratikULatA dekhAtI nathI. pratikULatA zeya tarIke jANe che. AhAhA...! samyagdaSTi hoya, nirdhana hoya, AhA! garIba hoya, rahevAnI jhUMpaDI paNa maLatI na hoya, khAvAnuM eka TaMka maLatuM na hoya chatAM tene aMtaramAM zAMti ne samabhAva che. huM garIba chuM ema ene dInatA nathI. AhAhA...! to dhanavAna chuM, AtmAno dhaNI chuM. AhAhA.! AvI vAtuM che, prabhu! zuM thAya? paramAtmAnA to viraha paDyA, kevaLajJAnI rahyA nahi, zAstromAM vAta rahI gaI paNa e vAtane ukelanArA ochA thayA ane bahAranI pravRttimAM badhuM manAvI dIdhuM. AhAhA.! ene AvI vAtuM evI lAge ke, are.! "sonagaDhiyA' to nizcayanI vAta kare che). are.! "sonagaDhiyAranI rahevA de, bApu AhAhA.! e... e to nizcayanI ja vAta mAnanAra, vyavahAranI nahi. are! prabhu! sAMbhaLane, bhAI! satya ja svarUpa che, bhagavAnaAtmA tene mAnanArA, rAga e mAruM svarUpa nathI, ema mAnanArAnI tane niMdA kema Ave che? samajANuM kAMI? AhA...! karma navIna baMdha na taLe..." ene navIna karma na baMdhAya. pUrava baMdha jhaDe vina bhAve." bhAvanA vinA enA karma to jharI jAya che. pUrNa aMga sudarzanarUpa samakitadarzana-sudarzana. sudarzana moTuM. "pUraNa aMga." AThe aMga sahita dhare nita jJAna baDha nija pAye,..." nita jJAnanI paryAya zuddhatA vadhI jAya. 'nija pAye potAne prApta kare tyAre. AhAhA.! "yoM zivamAraga sAdhI...' e rIte ziva nAma mokSano mArga sAdhI niraMtara AnaMdarUpa nijAtama thAya." niraMtara pUrNa AnaMdarUpa nijAtma dazA pragaTa kare. tene mokSa thAya. A samyagdaSTinI dazA. ene pUrNAnaMdanI prApti thAya, te tenuM pariNAma ne phaLa. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva!) he jIva ! strI-putra AdinA kAraNe tuM je hiMsA Adi pApa kare che tenuM phaLa tAre ekalAe ja bhogavavuM paDaze, duHkhaphaLa bhogavavA strI-putra ke sagA-saMbaMdhI sAthe nahIM Ave. strI-putra, sagA-saMbaMdhI AdinA mamatvathI tuM hiMsA, jUThuM Adi aneka prakAranA pApa kare che tathA aMtaramAM rAgAdi vikalpa vaDe rAgAdi vikalpa rahita zuddha caitanya bhagavAna AtmAnI hiMsA kare che, paraMtu tenA phaLamAM duHkha bhogavavA TANe strIputra Adi tArA duHkhamAM bhAga paDAvavA nahIM Ave, tAre ekalAe naraka-nigoda AdinA aneka duHkho bhogavavA paDaze. jenA kAraNe tuM pApa karI rahyo che teo tArA duHkha bhogavavA to sAthe nahIM Ave paNa tArA duHkha jovA paNa sAthe nahIM Ave. Atmadharma aMka-1, jAnyuArI-2008
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