Guruvani

Author(s): Padmasagarsuri
Publisher: Ashtmangal Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008711/1

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AcArya paDadyAsAgara sUri

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyan mandir 4. H1470122112 zmy kobling CIT 30-671999 hai219" 28! ACHARYA SRI KAILASSAGARSURI GYANMANDIR * SHREE MAHAVIR JAIN ARADHANA KENDRA Koba, Gandhinagar - 382 007. Ph. : (879) 23276252, 23276204-05 -- Fax : (079) 23276249 For Private And Personal use only

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-guruvANI guruvANI * pravacanakAra . AcArya zrI padmasAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja * saMkalana evaM saMpAdana * sAhityapremI gaNivarya zrI devendrasAgarajI mahArAja A. zrIkailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamandira zrImahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra, kovA (gAMdhInagara) pi 382000 * prakAzana . zrI aSTamaMgala phAunDezana, kobA (gujarAta) CRIR For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 125 www.kobatirth.org guruvANI 82422 * prakAzana * zrI aSTamaMgala phAunDezana kobA (gujarAta) pustaka - guruvANI sumadhuravaktA AcArya zrI padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ke pravacanoM kA saMkalana saMskaraNa prathama san - 1996 * mudraka impresa oNphaseTa I-17, saikTara 7 noeDA - 201301 (yU.pI.) dUrabhASa:- 8527995 / 8529440 pheksa:- (011) 8529536 * prApti sthAna * zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra kobA, jIlhA gAMdhInagara (gujarAta) pIna naM. 382001 motIlAla banArasIdAsa 41 yU e javAhara nagara, dillI-110007

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsun Gyanmandir %3DguruvANI Amukha... D - bhArata bhUmi anAdikAla se RSiyoM-muniyoM aura tapasviyoM kI janmasthalI rahI hai. sudhI santoM aura AcAryoM ne apanI sAdhanA aura apAra jJAna-garimA se nirantara bhAratIya saMskRti ko anuprANita kiyA. muniyoM kI isI manISA kA pratiphala hai ki Aja bhAratIya zAzvata saMskRti kI akSaya nidhi samagra vizva meM apane anUThe vaiziSTya ke lie suvikhyAta hai. prasiddha saMskRti cintaka DaoN. harSanArAyaNa ke zabdoM meM saMskRtirbhAratIyA yA sA na bahirvizvasaMskRteH / deza ke inhIM marmajJa AcAryoM ne apane satata sarjanAtmaka yogadAna se bhAratIya vAGamaya ko samRddha banAyA. AcAryoM kI isI paramparA meM AcArya haribhadrasUri jaise mahAn sAdhaka jainAcArya kA AvirbhAva huA.. ___ bahumukhI pratibhA se sampanna AcArya haribhadrasUri dharma, darzana, kathA-sAhitya, yoga, kAvyazAstra, jyotiSa, Agama Adi ke adbhuta vidvAn the. saMskRta, pAlI tathA prAkRta bhASAoM para unakA adhikAra thA aura jainAgamika prakaraNoM para to unake vipula sAhitya kI saritA pravAhita ho uThI. AcArya zrI ne 'samarAiccakahA' aura 'dhUttakhkhANa' jaise kathA-granthoM ke sAtha-sAtha 'anekAntajayapatAkA' 'SaDdarzanasamuccaya' Adi dArzanika granthoM kA bhI praNayana kiyA. yogasAdhanA ke prabala-draSTA AcArya haribhadrasUri ne 'yogabindu' 'yogadRSTisamuccaya' jese anekoM advitIya yogagranthoM ko praNIta kiyA. unakI sAdhanA vastutaH eka mahAna yogI kI sAdhanA thI aura isakA vilakSaNa digdarzana unakI prabhUta Agamika racanAoM, jaise 'aSTaprakaraNa', 'dharmabindu' Adi meM hotA hai. AcArya haribhadra sUri dvArA praNIta 'dharmabindu' unakI eka atyanta mahatvapUrNa kRti hai. ATha adhyAyoM meM vibhakta isa gadyAtmaka racanA meM unhoMne jaina dharma kI eka jIvanta-jhA~kI prastuta kI hai. sampUrNa grantha saMskRta bhASA meM hai aura ise sUtroM kI zailI meM AcArya ne amUlya ratnoM kI taraha piroyA hai. isa kati meM jaina dharma ke vAstavika rUpa kA pratipAdana kiyA gayA hai. zrAvaka-vrata, aticAra, zikSA-dIkSA tathA dIkSArthI ke guNoM kA varNana isa pustaka kA pramukha pratipAdya hai. zrI AcArya haribhadrasUri ke kRtitva para prakAza DAlate hue likhA gayA hai ki 'dharmabindu' para municandra sUri ne 3000 zlokoM meM saMskRta meM TIkA likhI hai jisakA iTAliyana aura gujarAtI bhASA meM anuvAda bhI upalabdha hai. AcArya haribhadrasUri kI dRSTi samanvayAtmaka thI aura unhoMne 'vasudhaiva kuTumbakam' kI bhAvanA ko janamAnasa taka sampreSita karane kA yAvat jIvana stutya prayAsa kiyA. 'dharmabindu' jaise anupama granthoM kI racanA karake unhoMne ajJAna ke timira meM bhaTakate jAgatika prANiyoM For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra OM guruvANI ko apane dharmopadeza evaM sAhitya se jJAna patha para ArUr3ha hone ke lie utprerita kiyA. digbhramita mAnava ko mukti-mArga kA varaNa karane kA upadeza diyA aura samAja ke zreyas ke lie adhyAtma kI zikSA dI. sumadhura vaktA AcArya zrI padmasAgara sUrIzvarajI maharAja ne vilakSaNa santa paramparA ko alaMkRta kara hue mahAna AcArya haribhadrasUri dvArA praNIta grantha 'dharmabindu' ke Aloka meM apane pravacana dvArA dharma ke vividha pakSoM para prakAza DAlakara vyasta aura bhrAnta janamAnasa kA patha-pradarzana kiyA, unheM adhyAtma mArga para calane ke lie prerita kiyA tAki ve manuSya jIvana kI sArthakatA ko pahacAna sakeM aura AtmA ke tatva kA sAkSAtkAra kara sakeM. prastuta pustaka usI divya mRdula vANI kI pariNati hai. vastutaH manuSya kA jIvana darda aura utpIr3ana se ota-prota hai. vaha apanI pIr3A ko apane antarmana meM sameTe hue samAja ke bIhar3a kAnana meM bhaTaka rahA hai. isI utpIr3ana se jakar3A huA usakA mana isake samAdhAna kI apekSA se apane anathaka prayAsa meM lagA huA hai. cAhe vaha arthopArjana ho athavA bhautika sukhoM ke prApti kI abhIpsA, mAnavIya prapIr3ana ho yA sAmAjika zoSaNa, vyakti ajJAna ke aMdhakAra se pUrNataH abhibhUta hai aura yahA~ taka ki manuSya manuSyatA se hAtha dhoye jA rahA hai. maharSi aravinda kA udghoSa yAda AtA hai- 'AdhunikatA ko cIrakara dekho to Adima sAMsArika sukhoM kI upalabdhi ke aharniza prayAsa meM manuSya apanI vAstavikatA ko bhulA baiThA hai, tRSNA kI saMtuSTi meM lagA huA vaha manuSya antataH eka aise kagAra para Akara khar3A hotA hai jahA~ use mAtra nirAzA hI milatI hai, usakI sukha prApti kI tRSNA eka mRgatRSNA banakara raha jAtI hai' tRSNA na jIrNA vayameva jIrNAH '. prastuta pravacana- kRti meM zraddheya AcArya zrI padmasAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja apanI mRdula yathArtha vANI se nizcaya hI manuSya ke antarmana ko Andolita kara dete haiM. niSThura se niSThura, Adhunika se atyAdhunika pASANa hRdaya ko bhI guruvara kI marmabhedI vANI eka bAra jhakajhora detI hai, unakI sarasa aura vaijJAnika abhivyakti kA pAna kara kisI kA bhI mana kampita ho uThatA hai, vaha tatkAla to barabasa adhyAtma meM sannaddha ho hI jAtA hai. bar3A apUrva prajJA kauzala piro uThA hai AcArya zrI kI isa kRti meM zrotA- pAThaka isake zravaNa-paThana meM tanmaya hue binA nahIM raha sakatA. yatra-tatra uddhRta dRSTAntoM kI prAsaMgikatA evaM AMglabhASA kI chuTa-puTa zabdAvalI se prastuta pustaka meM bhASA kI samarasatA evaM sahajatA jIvanta ho uThI hai. dasa adhyAyoM meM vibhakta isa pustaka meM manuSya jIvana meM sadAcAra kA mArgadarzana bar3e kramika DhaMga se darzAyA gayA hai. duHkhI AtmAoM ke duHkhoM ko dUra karane se AtmA parizuddha hokara paramAtmA kI ora unmukha hotI hai. pUjya guru mahArAja jI ne kahA hai ki hameM koI For Private And Personal Use Only Tong

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- guruvANI bhI kArya jo lokApavAda kA kAraNa bane use nahIM karanA cAhie- 'lokApavAdabhIrutvaM dInAbhyuddharaNAdaraH' karuNAmaya AcArya ne jIvana ke vyavahAroM aura karttavyoM kA bar3A spaSTa vivecana kiyA hai. dadhIci RSi kA dRSTAnta dete hue unhoMne jIvana meM paropakAra kI anivAryatA para prakAza DAlA 'paropakArAya satAM vibhUtayaH' jaba taka vyakti meM parahita kI bhAvanA nahIM uddIpta hotI usakA antarmana nirmala nahIM bana pAtA 'bhAvanA bhavanAzinI' tulasIdAsa jI ne bhI spaSTa kara diyA haiM. "parahita sarisa dharama nahiM bhAI. para pIr3A sama nahiM adhamAI." arthAt kisI bhI prANI kA mana vANI athavA karma dvArA kisI bhI rUpa meM kaSTa pahu~cAnA yA apane svArtha ko dhyAna meM rakhakara usakA zoSaNa karanA akSamya aparAdha hai. yahI saccI ahiMsA kI avadhAraNA hai- 'ahiMsA paramo dharmaH', isI se azubha karmoM athavA antarAya karmoM ke dUSita vikAra ko naSTa karake vyakti jIvana ke sacce marma ko pahacAnane meM sakSama hotA hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pUjya guru mahArAja jI kA upadeza jIvana kI azA ko sarvathA naSTa karane ke lie hai. etadartha AvazyakatA hai ki sarvaprathama mana ko nirmala banAyA jAe, tadanantara hI dharma kI prakriyA Arambha ho sakatI hai. mana yadi pavitra hogA tabhI hama zAntipUrvaka sAdhanA meM pravRtta ho pAeMge aura isaliye hameM mana ke sAre saMzayoM ko tilAMjali denI hogI. zrIkRSNa ne gItA meM kahA hai- 'saMzayAtmA vinazyati'. ekamanastha hokara hI vyakti sAdhanA patha para Age bar3ha sakatA hai. jIvana kI niyamitatA, AtmA kA anuzAsana, paramAtmA kI AjJA kA anugamana, sadAcAra, paropakAra, dAna, satya bhASaNa, ahiMsA ye saba sAdhanA patha aura dharma ke sopAna haiM. inake anupAlana aura AcaraNa se AtmA kA nirmala sAdhanA mana adhyAtma meM pravRtta hotA hai. isa prakAra samyagdarzana, jJAna aura caritra kI mokSa pradAna karAtI hai. niSkarSataH alpa zabdoM meM yahI kahanA samIcIna hogA ki parama zraddheya AcArya zrI padmasAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja ke mRdula kamala kaMTha se niHsRta yaha guruvANI pustaka rUpa meM eka amUlya ratna hai jisake adhyayana se Aja kA digbhrAnta aura santapta manuSya eka vilakSaNa Ananda kI anubhUti karegA, usakA jIvana eka Adarza jIvana bana jAegA. yahI maMgala kAmanA hai. E For Private And Personal Use Only gaNivarya devendrasAgara da

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-sAUta-tapANA prakAzakIya... maMtra aura sUtra parama laghu hote haiM kintu hote haiM ve parama prabhAvakArI. Aja ina donoM ke sambandha meM eka dIvAra yaha khiMca gaI hai ki maMtroM kI kriyAe~ aura sUtroM kI vyAkhyAye durbodha hotI jA rahI haiM. jahA~ taka sUtra granthoM kA prazna hai, unakA vistAra aura unakI vyApakatA kevala-pratIka ke taura para Adarza vacanoM yA siddhAntoM ke rUpa meM simaTa kara raha gaI hai. jisa taraha kisI nibandha kA zIrSaka batA dene se nibandha pUrA nahIM ho jAtA, usake lie viSaya kI pUrI paridhi taka jAnA par3atA hai, isI prakAra sUtroM kI sArthakatA unakI vyAkhyA para nirbhara hai. sone cA~dI kI dukAna kA sAina borDa par3ha lene se grAhaka kA kAma nahIM calatA usake lie to usake adhikRta svAmI aura usakI tAlI kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai jo use khola kara grAhaka ko eka eka karake dikhalA de. guru bhagavanta AcArya haribhadra sUri kA 'dharmabindu' eka aisA hI jauharI kI javAharAtoM se bharA huA sUtra grantha hai jisakI vyAkhyA rUpI cAbhI ke adhikArI rASTrasaMta, parama prabhAvaka jainAcArya pUjya pAda padmasAgara sUrIzvara jI mahArAja haiM. saMsAra kI sabhI dhArmika paramparAoM meM guru ko bhagavAna kA darjA diyA gayA hai. 'dharmabindu' pUrvavartI AcArya guru kA sUtra-grantha hai. isalie grantha kA nAmakaraNa 'guruvANI' ke rUpa meM kiyA gayA hai, jo apane pUrvAcAryoM ke prati zraddhA aura kRtajJatA kA paricAyaka hai. grantha ke viSaya meM adhika kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM. yaha eka darpaNa haiM isameM jhA~ka kara dekha lIjie isameM Apa kI antarAtmA kI jhalaka milegI kyoMki praur3ha prajJA ke dhanI AcArya bhagavanta ne sAdhAraNa se sAdhAraNa viSayoM ko bhI anekAnta dRSTi se spaSTa kiyA hai. vividha rUpakoM, dRSTAntoM, laukika aura zAstrIya AkhyAyikAoM aura upAkhyAnoM dvArA sarala, saMvedana zIla aura vyaMgyAtmaka zailI meM kI gaI yaha vyAkhyA mAtra vyAkhyA hI nahIM eka svataMtra praNayana hai. ise Apa par3hanA Arambha kareMge to eka sAMsa meM par3ha lenA cAheMge. ise Apa bAra bAra par3heMge aura jIvana bhara anucintana kareMge kyoMki yaha koI sAmAnya purataka yA vANI nahIM hai. yaha eka vAD.maya rUpI auSadhi hai jo bhava ke prahAra se ghAyala hamAre Apa ke ghAvoM ko bharane meM samartha hai. gaNivarya zraddheya devendra sAgara mahArAja ne isakA kauzala pUrNa saMkalana aura saMpAdana karake tathA isakA uttama aura surapaSTa rUpa se mudraNa karake hamArA bar3A upakAra kiyA hai.' isa pustaka ke mudraka-impresa oNphaseTa, noyaDA ke zrI sAketa prakAza evaM siddhArtha prakAza ke atyanta AbhArI hai jinakaM anathaka prayatnoM se yaha grantha mohaka svarUpa meM Apake sammukha prastuta ho sakA. isake prakAzana ke lie aSTa maMgala phAunDezana apane ko dhanya mAnatA hai. phAunDezana dharma prANa, parama udAra svanAma dhanya zrAvakoM ke bhI AbhArI hai jinake Arthika sahayoga se grantha ne AkAra grahaNa kiyA. ____ AcArya bhagavanta kI preraka, prabhAvaka aura uddhAraka vANI jagata ke jIvoM kA satata kalyANa karatI rahe aura hama saMsArI jIvana apane kaSAyoM se mukta hote raheM bhAvI pratIkSA ke sAtha : aSTa maMgala phAunDezana - For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI prakAzana ke sahayogI zrI. jaina zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka maMdira, gAMdhInagara - beMgalora zrI. AdinAtha jaina zvetAmbara maMdira, cikapeTa, beMgalora zrI. maNilAla premacaMda morakhiyA (tharAda nivAsI) bambaI zrI. sohanalAla gautama mahAvIra caudharI cerITebala TrasTa ahamadAbAda zA. dhanarAja kAMtilAla kAMkariyA, ahamadAbAda 6 zrImatI sUrajakaMvara pArasamalajI goliyA, bambaI zA. lAlacaMdajI bhairulAlajI copar3A, ahamadAbAda zA. kAlidAsa tArAcaMda zAha parivAra (pAlItANA nivAsI) kalakattA zrI choTamalajI surAnA, kalakattA sa. sudhIra kezavalAla bhansAlI, kalakattA sa. ratanalAla maganalAla desAI, kalakattA zrI mukunda siMghavI, paTanA zrI vIracaMda sucantI, paTanA zrI sumerajI chAbaDa - kizanagar3ha (rAja.) zrI manojakumAra bAbulAla jI haraNa (sirohI - rAja.) govA zrI Anandacanda jI ostAvala - kalakattA zrI ajayacanda aura vijaya kamAnI - kalakattA zrI kAntIlAla jI aura zrImatI kamala kumArI tAMbI - kalakattA 19 zrI nirmalakumAra jI navalakhA parivAra - ajimagaMja (kalakattA) 20 zrI lakSmIpatasiMha dhanapatasiMha duggar3a - kaThagolA, jiyAgaMja, kalakattA 21 zrI dIpaka oNpha 22 zrI esadu saMsthAna 23 zrI kAMkariyA cairiTebila TrasTa - kalakattA seTha kizanalAla kAMkariyA cairiTebila TrasTa 24. sva. zrI anUpa caMdajI seTha kI smRti meM - kalakattA 25 zrI madanacaMdajI prakAza - kalakattA zrI caMdajI hastimAla beganI - kalakattA 26 zrI devendra botharA - kalakattA 27 zrI motIlAlajI mahendra kumAra seThiyA - kalakattA 28 zrImatI kanakakumArI aura uSAkumArI botharA - kalakattA 29 rAyacaMda coraDiyA - kalakattA 30 sva. zrI rAjendrasiMha siMghavI - ajimagaMja, kalakattA 31 premacaMda moghA, kalakattA 32 zrI jayakumAra siMha, ajayakumAra siMha, nirbhayakumAra siMha, bhAgalapura, kalakattA 34 sva. zrI umarodevI botharA kI smRti meM.... hama sabhI ke AbhArI hai aSTamaMgala phAunDezana For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - - saujanya smaraNa 'gurUvANI' prakAzana meM sahayoga pradAna karane vAle sabhI mahAnubhAvoM ke hama hArdika AbhArI haiN| - aSTamaMgala phAunDezana na For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI DA. nathamala TATiyA, nirdezaka jaina agama TrAMsalezana projekTa gurUvANI - eka paricaya "guruvANI" kA avalokana kA parama suavasara prApta huaa| paramapUjya AcArya zrI padmasAgara sUrIzvavarajI mahArAja ke 31 pravacanoM ke isa saMgraha meM jaina dharma ke lokahitakArI aneka tattva sucArU rUpa meM lipibaddha hue haiN| viSaya-pratipAdana zailI itanI kuzala hai ki sAdhAraNa se sAdhAraNa pAThaka bhI ise sahajatA se samajha letA hai| jaina dharma kI vyApakatA evaM gabhIratA kA mAna pAThaka ko sahaja hI ina pravacanoM ke adhyayana se ho jAtA hai| jIvana-vijJAna evaM jIvana-kalA ke kaI mUlyavAna tattva ina pravacanoM ke mAdhyama se pAThakoM ke hadaya meM aMkita ho jAte haiM, jo unakI jIvana zailI meM maulika parivartana lAne meM pracara mAtrA meM sakSama haiN| __"gurUvANI" hamAre jIvana kI kaI samasyAoM kA spaSTa rUpa se samAdhAna detI hai| saMsAra kI dardanAka vAstavikatA ke kaI prasaMga ina pravacanoM meM prAMjala bhASA meM lipibaddha haiM, jo hameM jIvana-yApana kI sahI dizA batAte haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke upadezoM kI maulika vizeSatA ko spaSTa karate hue AcArya zrI ne kahA hai mahAvIra kA vacana sApekSa hai usameM Apako saMsAra kI bAta bhI AyegI, sAmAjika dRSTi se bhI cintana milegA, Apake zArIrika Arogya ke bAre meM bhI jAnakArI milegI, AdhyAtmika dRSTi se paramAtmA ko prApta karane kA upAya bhI usake andara Apa ko milegaa| paramapUjya AcArya zrI kA jJAnabhaMDAra ati vizAla haiM jIvana kI sUkSma gaharAiyoM ko pahicAnane kI unakI zakti apAra hai| vAstavikatA ko apane nagna rUpa meM pradarzita karane kI unameM apAra kSamatA hai| purAne AkhyAno, kathAoM evaM ghaTanAoM ke mAdhyama se Adhunika jIvana kI samasyAoM ke samAdhAna ke mArga unake pravacana prazasta karate haiN| saMkSepa meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki prAcIna jainAcAryoM ne apanI gaMbhIra sUtrAtmaka vANI dvArA tatkAlIna prabuddha varga ke samakSa jisa samanvayAtmaka ahiMsA evaM anekAMta siddhAMta ko rakhA thA, AcArya zrI padmasAgara sUrIzvara jI mahArAja ne Adhunika jagat ke hitArtha Adhunika bhASA meM use hI paddhati se vyAvahArika rUpa pradAna kiyA aura gaNivarya zrI devendrasAgarajI ne usI sahajatA se AcAryazrI ke pravacanoM ko Avazyaka sampAdana dvArA pustaka kA AkAra diyA hai| AcAryazrI kI ojasvI vANI kA prabhAva likhita pustaka ke rUpa meM utanA hI nikharakara AyA hai, isake lie gaNivarya devendrasAgarajI sAdhuvAda ke pAtra haiM. nathamala TATiyA 6-3-96 - - For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI anukramaNikA adhyAya viSaya pRSTha Na 85 101 122 141 160 180 202 12. 220 241 181 304 14. 15. 16. maMgalAcaraNa kI paramparA tathA ahaMkAra kA vinAza Atma-saMtoSa ke upAya gRhastha-jIvana meM naitikatA, prema aura dravya arjana Atma-vikAsa ke sopAna : paropakAra aura prema dhyAna aura sAdhanA meM mana kI ekAgratA satya aura sadAcAra : gRhastha jIvana ke mUla Adarza karUNA, tyAga aura paropakAra dharma kA vAstavika svarUpa jIvana kA AdhAra-ziSTAcAra kriyA aura AcAra meM zraddhA kA mahatva mokSa kA rAja mArga (jJAna-darzana aura caritra) saMkalpa se AcAra kI siddhi ATha guNoM kA camatkAra vAka saMyama sahanazIlatA aura prAyazcita tIna praznoM kA samAdhAna AtmA kI rakSA ke lie balidAna vANI kA vyApAra prema, maitrI aura mukti samAdhAna saMvAda se, vivAda se nahIM kriyA-siddhi kriyA-vidhi dharma kA marma AcAra kA marma brahmacarya kA marma kAma para vijaya krodha para saMyama AvAsa kA vidhAna karma kA phalodaya AhAra kA saMyama paryuSaNa kI sAdhanA dharmabindu viSayAnukrama 320 11. 18. 19. 334 353 374 391 407 427 23. 21. 444 461 476 491 507 527 544 564 585 28. 29. 30. - - For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsun Cyanmandir zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra, kobA Aja itanA prasiddha ho gayA hai ki isake sAtha tIna nAma jur3a gaye haiM - prathama AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri kI pAvana smRti, dvitIya AcArya zrI padmasAgarasUri ma. sA. kI preraNA se vikasita yaha tIrtha tathA tRtIya apane Apa meM anupama AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri jnyaanmNdir| inameM se kisI kA bhI nAma lene para svataH ye tIna svarUpa ubhara kara Ate haiN| ye tInoM eka dUsare ke paryAya bana cuke haiN| AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri ahamadAbAda-gAMdhI nagara rAjamArga para sthita yaha tIrtha sAbaramatI nadI ke samIpa suramya vRkSoM kI ghaTAoM se ghirA huA prAkRtika zAntipUrNa vAtAvaraNa kA anubhava karAtA hai| gacchAdhipati, mahAna jainAcArya zrImat kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke praziSya rASTrasaMta, AcArya pravara zrImat padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke zubhAzIrvAda se yahA~ zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra kI sthApanA 26 disaMbara 1980 ke dina kI gayI thii| AcAryazrI kI yaha mahAvIrAlaya icchA thI ki yahAM jJAna aura dharma-pravRttiyoM kA mahAsaMgama ho| etadartha AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. kI smRti meM AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdira kA bhI nirmANa kiyA gyaa| Aja zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra anekavidha pravRttiyoM meM apanI vibhinna zAkhAoM-prazAkhAoM meM vikasita ho cukA hai aura vistAraNa kArya pragati para hai| mahAvIrAlaya: hRdaya meM alaukika dharmollAsa jagAne vAlA atibhavya jinezvara mahAvIrasvAmI kA prAsAda mahAvIrAlaya nirmita kiyA gayA hai| prathama tala para garbhagRha meM mUlanAyaka mahAvIrasvAmI Adi 11 pratimAoM ke darzana alaga-alaga dehariyoM meM hote haiM tathA bhUmi tala para AdIzvara bhagavAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuni Cyanmandir kI bhavya pratimA, mANibhadravIra tathA bhagavatI padmAvatI sahita pAMca pratimAoM ke darzana hote haiN| sabhI pratimAe~ atyanta mohaka evaM cumbakIya AkarSaNa rakhatI haiN| isa mahAvIrAlaya kI viziSTatA yaha hai ki AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke antima saMskAra ke samaya prativarSa 22 maI ko dupahara, samaya 2.07 baje mahAvIrAlaya ke zikhara meM se hokara sUrya kiraNeM zrI mahAvIrasvAmI ke tilaka ko dedIpyamAna karatI hai| gurumaMdira : pUjya gacchAdhipati AcAryadeva zrImat kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke puNya deha ke antima saMskAra sthala para pUjya zrI kI puNya smRti meM saMgamaramara kA kalAtmaka guru maMdira nirmita kiyA gayA hai| sphaTika ratna se nirmita anantalabdhi nidhAna zrI gautamasvAmIjI kI manohara mUrti tathA sphaTika se hI nirmita guru-pAdukA vAstava meM darzanIya hai| isa guru maMdira meM AcArya zrI ke jIvana-prasaMgoM ko svarNAkSaroM se aMkita karane kI yojanA hai| gurumaMdira / ArAdhanA bhavana : ArAdhaka yahA~ AtmArAdhanA kara sakeM isake lie ArAdhanA bhavana kA nirmANa kiyA gayA hai| muni bhagavaMta yahA~ sthiratA kara apanI saMyama ArAdhanA ke sAtha-sAtha viziSTa jJAnAbhyAsa, dhyAna, svAdhyAya Adi kA yoga prApta karate haiN| prAkRtika havA evaM prakAza se bharapUra isa ArAdhanA bhavana meM eka pravacana khaNDa va 18 kakSa haiN| inameM se cha: kakSa bhUgarbha meM haiM jo jJAna, dhyAna, svAdhyAya ke liye vizeSa upayukta haiN| sAdhu bhagavaMto ke uccastarIya adhyayana ke lie apane-apane kSetra ke vidvAna paMDitajanoM kA viziSTa prabandha kiyA gayA hai| yaha jJAna, dhyAna tathA AtmArAdhanA ke liye vidyAnagara kAzI ke sadRza siddha ho sake, isa hetu prayAsa kiye gae haiM tathA Age bhI cala rahe haiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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zeTha zAniyAla lallUbhAI zAha bhajana ArAdhanA bhavanaU. ArAdhanA bhavana mumukSu kuTIra : deza videza ke jijJAsuoM, jJAna pipAsuoM ke lie dasa mumukSu kuTiroM kA nirmANa kiyA gayA hai| hara khaNDa jIvana yApana sambandhI prAthamika suvidhAoM se sampanna hai| saMsthA ke niyamAnusAra vidyArthI mumukSu suvyavasthita rUpa se yahA~ uccastarIya jJAnAbhyAsa, prAcIna evaM arvAcIna jaina sAhitya kA paricaya evaM saMzodhana tathA munijanoM se tatvajJAna prApta kara sakate haiN| jisase ve samAja meM jJAna kA sahI rUpa se pracAra-prasAra kara skeNge| mumukSu kuTIra / alpAhAra gRha : yahA~ AnevAle zrAvakoM, darzanArthiyoM, mumukSuoM, vidvAnoM evaM yAtriyoM kI suvidhA hetu bhojanAlaya va alpAhAra gRha kI sundara vyavasthA hai, jisameM jaina siddhAntoM kA pAlana karate hue tadanurUpa sAttvika bhojana upalabdha karAyA jAtA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdira zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra kI yaha AtmA hai| yaha svayaM apane Apa meM eka vizAla saMsthA hai| AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdira ke antargata nimnalikhita vibhAga kAryarata haiM: devadigaNi kSamAzramaNa hastaprata bhAMDAgAra : devadigaNi kSamAzramaNa hastaprata bhADAgAra meM lagabhaga 2,25,000 se adhika prAcIna durlabha hastalikhita zAstra graMtha haiN| inameM Agama,nyAya, darzana, yoga, vyAkaraNa, itihAsa Adi viSayoM se sambandhita adabhUta jJAna kA sAgara hai| isa bhAMDAgAra meM 1.000 se adhika prAcIna va amalya tAr3apatrIya graMtha viziSTa rUpa se saMgRhita hai| itanA vizAla saMgraha kisI bhI saMgrahAlaya ke liye gaurava kA viSaya ho sakatA hai| AcArya zrI padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI ne apanI bhArata-bhara kI padayAtrA ke daurAna choTe-choTe gA~voM meM asurakSita, upekSita evaM naSTa ho rahI bhAratIya saMskRti kI yaha anUThI nidhi logoM ko prerita kara saMgraha karavAI hai| yahA~ ina bahumUlya kRtiyoM ko vizeSa rUpa se bane Rtujanya doSoM se mukta kakSoM meM pAramparika DhaMga se viziSTa prakAra kI kASTha-maMjUSAoM meM saMrakSita kiyA jA rahA hai| kSatigrasta pratiyoM ko rAsAyanika prakriyA se surakSita karane kI bRhada yojanA hai| aneka hastalikhita graMtha suvarNa va rajata se Alekhita, tathA saiMkar3oM sacitra haiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Arya sudharmAsvAmI zrutAgAra : jJAnamaMdira meM bhUtala para vidvAnoM Adi hetu kakSa / upakakSa sahita pAThakoM ke lie adhyayana kI sundara vyavasthA yukta Arya sudharmAsvAmI zrutAgAra nAmaka graMthAlaya hai| yahA~ kula milA kara lagabhaga 78,000 mudrita prateM evaM pustakeM haiM / graMthAlaya meM bhAratIya saMskRti, sabhyatA, dharma evaM darzana ke atirikta vizeSa rUpa meM jaina dharma se sambandhita sAmagrI sarvAdhika hai| isa sAmagrI ko itanA adhika samRddha kiyA jA rahA hai ki jainadharma se sambandhita koI bhI jijJAsu yahA~ Akara apanI jijJAsA pUrNa kara sake / zrI rAjArAmaMdira vaisA ghara sAjidA satra jI // Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir samrATa samprati saMgrahAlaya : samrATa samprati saMgrahAlaya jJAnamaMdira meM prathama tala para avasthita hai / purAtattva - adhyetAoM aura jijJAsu darzakoM ke lie prAcIna bhAratIya zilpa paramparA ke gauravamaya darzana isa sthala para hote haiN| pASANa va dhAtu mUrtiyoM, tAr3apatra va kAgaja para citrita pANDulipiyoM, laghucitra, paTTa, vijJaptipatra, kASTha tathA hastidaMta se banI prAcIna evaM arvAcIna advitIya kalAkRtiyoM tathA anyAnya purAvastuoM ko bahuta AkarSaka evaM prabhAvotpAdaka DhaMga se pradarzita karane ke sAtha hI kahIM bhI unakI dhArmika evaM sAMskRtika avahelanA na ho, isakA pUrA dhyAna rakhA gayA hai| bromAyabhavane vajecanayAtrA gadAnatramavadugAkAvA saMgrahAlaya ko ATha khaMDoM meM vibhakta kiyA hai. 1. vastupAla tejapAla khaMDa, 2. Thakkara pherU khaMDa, 3. paramArhat kumArapAla khaMDa, 4. jagata zeTha khaMDa, 5. zreSThi dharaNAzAha khaMDa, 6. pethaDazA mantrI khaMDa, 7. vimala maMtrI khaMDa 8. dazArNabhadra madhyastha khaMDa. prathama evaM dvitIya khaMDa meM pASANa evaM dhAtu kI prAcIna kalAkRtiyoM ko pradarzita kiyA gayA hai, jinameM tIrthaMkara kI pratimAe~ apanI alaukika evaM abhUtapUrva mudrA ke sAtha pradarzita hai. tRtIya evaM caturtha khaMDa meM zruta saMbaMdhita jAnakAriyA~ dI gaI hai. IsA pUrva tIsarI zatAbdI se i. 15vIM zatAbdI taka brAhmI lipi kA vikAsa, Alekhana mAdhyama, Alekhana takanIka, evaM Alekhana saMrakSaNa ke namUne pradarzita kiye gaye haiM. inake alAvA Agama zAstra evaM alaga-alaga viSayoM se saMbaMdhita hastalikhita graMtha bhI pradarzita kiye gaye haiM / For Private And Personal Use Only

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pAMcave aura chaThe khaMDa meM gujarAta kI jaina citra zailI ke isvI. 11vIM zatAbdI se 19vIM zatAbdI ke citra, sacitra hastaprateM, sacitra guTake, AcArya bhagavaMtoM ko cAturmAsa ke lie Agamana hetu vijJaptipatra evaM prAcIna yaMtra citrAdi vastra para pradarzita kiye gaye haiN| sAtaveM khaMDa meM caMdana evaM hAthI dAMta kI suMdara kalAkRtiyAM pradarzita kI gaI haiM jo darzakoM kA mana moha letI hai| inake alAvA paraMparAgata kaI purAvastuoM kA pradarzana bhI kiyA gayA hai| samrAT samprati saMgrahAlaya apane vikAsa ke patha para agrasara hai| sabhI kalAkRtiyoM ko eka hI sthAna para susaMyojita karanA, saMrakSaNa karanA, samaya-samaya para viziSTa pradarzana kI yojanA banAnA, saMzodhana karanA, kITAdi se bigar3I huI kalAkRtiyoM ko punaH saMskArita karanA aura jaina saMskRti kI prAcInatA evaM bhavyatA ke pramANa patra samAja taka pahuMcAnA isa saMgrahAlaya kA dhyeya hai| AryarakSitasUri zodhasAgara : jJAnamaMdira meM saMgRhita hastalikhita graMthoM tathA mudrita pustakoM kI vyavasthA karanA eka bahuta hI jaTila kArya hai lekina graMtha saralatA se upalabdha ho sake isake liye bahuuddezIya kampyUTara kendra jJAna maMdira ke dvitIya tala para kAryarata hai| graMthAlaya sevA meM kampyUTara kA mahattva vartamAna samaya meM atyaMta Avazyaka ho gayA hai| hastalikhita va mudita graMthoM, unameM samAviSTa kRtiyoM tathA patra patrikAoM kA vizad sUcI-patra evaM vistRta sUcanAe~ kampyUTarAija kI jA rahI haiN| mahAvIra-darzana (kalAdIrghA) : bhagavAna mahAvIra ke preraNAdAyaka prasaMgoM ko pradarzita karane ke lie isa kalAdIrghA kA nirmANa pragati para hai| yahAM bhagavAna mahAvIra va unakI avicchinna paramparA meM hue tejasvIpujja zramaNa va zrAvakoM ke preraNAdAyaka prasaMgo ko dhvani tathA prakAza halana calana se yukta pratimAoM dvArA sajIva karane kA prayAsa kiyA jaaegaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsun Cyanmandir sampUrNa parikalpanA ke svapnadRSTA evaM zilpI tatkAlIna, gacchAdhipati AcArya bhAgavanta zrImat kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke asIma AzIrvAda va yugadraSTA, rASTra santa, mahAna jainAcArya zrImat padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke athaka-anavarata parizrama, kuzala mArganirdezana evaM saphala sAnnidhya ke phalasvarUpa zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra apane Apa meM eka jIvanta aitihAsika smAraka bana gayA hai| isa jJAnayajJa meM AcArya pravara ke ziSya va praziSya ratnoM ke aharniza sadprayAsa, kAryakartAoM kI lagana tathA udAra dAna-dAtAoM kA avismaraNIya sahayoga bhulAyA nahIM jA skegaa| darzakoM evaM vidvAnoM ne hamArI vyavasthA kI bhUri-bhUri prazaMsA kI hai tathA hamArI sucAru evaM cirakAla taka hastapratoM ko saMrakSita karane kI vyavasthA se prabhAvita hokara aneka jaina saMghoM ne baMda par3e jJAna bhaNDAra evaM logoM ne svayaM apane vyaktigata saMgraho ko hameM bheTa diyA hai| nikaTa bhaviSya meM vistAra kI yahAM anaginata sambhAvanAeM tathA yojanAeM hai, vizeSa rUpa se eka vizAla sAdhvIjI upAzraya, yAtrika dharmazAlA tathA adyatana bhojanAlaya zIghra hI bana jaayegaa| vAstava meM AcAryazrI aura zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra eka dUsare ke paryAya bana gaye hai| namra nivedana : saMsthA ke vartamAna svarUpa ko saMrakSita karane tathA vikAsa kI vibhinna pariyojanAoM ke lie Apase tana-mana-dhana se sahayoga apekSita hai| zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra (raji. naM. A2659, Ahmedabdad) ko diyA gayA anudAna Ayakara adhiniyama 80G ke antargata kara-mukti kA adhikAra rakhatA hai| sahayoga hI saphalatA kI kuMjI hai saMmparka sUtra : zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra, kobA gAMdhInagara - 382 001. (gujarAta) (bhArata) For Private And Personal Use Only

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Sap AcArya padmasAgarasUri kAmais (nepAla) ___G namaH 15-4-5 anAca 5 5 595 mAra / hential 44 ( H ERA KHOhArAjA Aur GcA | 649 miart-GAtI vyaktitva * jaina sameta samamA anaya hai | jena zAsanako anne sAhitya 47 sATa vizvAsa ke mAliye mAla kAmanA se GoMne "vindu" ji) racanA kI ba yAra) jara ko zipa banAne 9 lA kA darzana isa pase miltaa| jIna kI samasya/A 11 samAyAna) isameM 31 hotaa| isa mananIya gAya para jve 55 na ga , GHI suMdara 15se saMbhala ji 49 hai2 sAja)ma0 ne " (guru) " meM kiyA, jo 52146 yoyara Grein roza ke 70 *zita 58 Gem (#ne yAriyo se jana jyolabanarAzita karanesalA bane 49 megala kAmanA karatA pasara. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AcArya zrI padmasAgarasUri ma.sA. hRdaya ke udgAra - ojasvI pravaktA jainAcAryoM kI garimApUrNa arvAcIna paramparA meM eka yazasvI nAma hai : AcArya padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja kA. vyavahAra-kauzalya, vAkpaTutA, svAbhAvika sahajatA, nirbhIka abhivyakti, karttavya-parAyaNatA, anuzAsanapriyatA, adbhuta sAhasikatA, netRtva-sakSamatA ityAdi anekAneka sadguNoM se nikharatA ApakA jIvana jana-sAmAnya ke lie Adarza aura varadAna haiM, to mAnavatA va sAdhutA ke lie sukhada saMvAda. mahAna AdarzoM ke Thosa dharAtala para nirmita huA ApakA pratibhAsampanana va bahumukhI vyaktitva prArambha se hI saMgharSazIla rahA hai. dhyeya ke prati apAra niSThA aura sadvicAroM va sadAcAroM ke lie samarpita ApakA jIvana apane Apa meM eka upalabdhi hai. AcAryazrI ke pravacanoM ke sandarbha meM loga kahate haiM ki Apa jAdUgara haiM. pravacana meM logoM ko bAMdhe rakhane ke Apake sAmarthya kI hor3a nahIM ho sakatI. Apa prabhAvazAlI pravacanakAra va For Private And Personal Use Only

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bahumukhI pratibhA ke dhanI haiM. bhASA kI saralatA, kathayitavya kI spaSTatA, abhiprAya kI gambhIratA, vicAroM kI vyApakatA, prastuti kI maulikatA AcArya padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ke pravacanoM kI vizeSatA hai. nAbhi se nikale Apake sacoTa zabda zrotAoM ke hRdaya ko gaharAI taka AMdolita karate haiM. Apake pravacanoM ne janatA meM adbhuta lokapriyatA prApta kI hai. jaina sAmAja ko Apa para garva hai. Apake ojasvI pravacanoM se vyakti aura samAja meM Ae parivartana to agaNita haiM. aSTamaMgala phAunDezana For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra S gh www.kobatirth.org P Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ga parama pUjya AcArya zrI padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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gaNivarya devendrasAgara parama pUjya dAdA gurU AcArya zrI padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sadaiva hI merI preraNA ke strota rahe haiN| AdaraNIya guruvarya kI mahatI kRpA hI sAdhanA patha ko niSkaMTaka banAkara sahaja pragati meM atyanta sahAyaka siddha huI haiN| ___ AcAryazrI ke mukhArabinda se nikale hue AzIrvacana sabhI zrAvakoM ko dharma mArga para calane kI utkaTa AkAMkSA evaM akSuSNa zakti dete haiN| pravacanoM dvArA diyA gayA AcArya zrI kA mArgadarzana zrAvakoM ko unmAda se jhakajhora kara jagA detA hai aura unheM mokSamArga para calane ke lie nirantara prerita karatA hai| - AcArya zrI ke nirantara pravacana sunane se merA hRdaya Andolita huA evaM eka icchA huI ki AcArya zrI ke pravacanoM ko lipibaddha kara ke zrAvakoM ke sammukha prastuta karUM jisase bhramita mAnavatA ko sahI dizA dene vAle AcAryazrI ke pravacanoM kA lAbha janasAdhAraNa ko prApta ho ske| AcArya zrI ke ojasvI pravacana zrAvaka varga ke hRdaya ko Andolita kara na kevala unheM apanI AsaktiyoM va kaSAya yukta jIvana ke prati asAratA kA smaraNa karA dete haiM apitu unheM dRr3hatA se kaSAya yukta hokara dhArmika pravRtti meM vicaraNa ko prerita karate haiN| ___ AcAryazrI kI ojasvI vANI evaM unakI viziSTa zailI zravaNa karane para jitanA zrAvaka ko Andolita karatI hai usakA leza mAtra prabhAva bhI ina lipibaddha pravacanoM dvArA Ae to maiM apanA prayAsa sArthaka smjhuugaa| __merA yaha prayAsa dharma pravRtti ko vikasita karane meM sahAyaka bane, kaSAya yukta jIvana kI prApti ho evaM mokSamArga kaMTaka vihIna ho, yahI prArthanA hai| gaNivarya devendrasAgara MSGA AR For Private And Personal Use Only

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samarpaNa kaSAya va dukhoM meM khoI huI usa janatA ko! jisakI dRSTi mokSamArga kI kiraNa pAne ke lie barasoM se bhaTaka aSTamaMgala maMgala phaoNunDeza unDezana For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI maMgalAcaraNa kI paramparA tathA ahaMkAra kA vinAza karuNAmaya AcArya zrI haribhadrasUri mahArAja ne apanI adbhuta racanA dharmabindu ke dvArA apane cintana ko prArambha karane se pUrva sarvaprathama paramAtmA ke upakAra kA smaraNa kiyA. vastutaH bhAratIya aura Arya saMskRti kI paramparA meM koI bhI maMgala kArya hama prArambha karate haiM to sarvaprathama paramAtmA evaM garujanoM ko namaskAra karane ke pazcAta hI usakA zrIgaNeza karate haiM, cAhe vaha kArya laukika ho yA AdhyAtmika. AcAryapravara ne jahAM jIvana kA sundara mArgadarzana kiyA, vahIM unhoMne sarvaprathama paramAtmA ko smaraNa karake apane bhAvoM ko abhivyakti dI ki he prabhu! prastuta racanA meM kisI prakAra se merI bauddhika vikRti na Aye, mere dvArA logoM ko koI galata mArga-darzana na mile. jo Apane kahA, vahI maiM logoM taka pahuMcAne vAlA banUM. yahI isa maMgala sUtra kA Azaya hai. unhoMne apane antarbhAva prakaTa kie, unake antaraMgoM se una zabdoM kA AvirbhAva huA. antarbhAvoM kI abhivyakti ke lie zabda eka mAdhyama hai jaisA ki unhoMne kahA - praNamya paramAtmAnaM, samuddhRtya shrutaarnnvaat| dharmabindu pravakSyAmi, toybindumivoddheH|| tadantara prArthanA meM unhoMne aisI laghutA prakaTa kI ki bhagavan mere pAsa to kucha bhI nahIM hai. yaha jo kucha vidyamAna hai, saba terI kRpA kI hI pariNati hai. tere kahe hue zAstroM meM se, usa zAstra ke mahodadhi meM se, maiMne to ekabindu mAtra prApta kiyA. aba isa grantha ke dvArA jo kucha bhI yahAM rakhUgA, vaha apane vaiduSya pradarzana ke lie nahIM, apitu isakA uddezya saMsAra ke bahata baDe samudAya ko terI AptavANI se lAbhAnvita karAnA hai. unhIM AtmAoM ke upakAra ke lie maiMne isa grantha kI racanA kI. isa racanA kA dhyeya koI apanI vidvattA ko pradarzita karane ke lie nahIM, na hI abhimAna batAne ke lie, aura na hI yaha darzAne ke lie ki maiM kitanA jAnakAra hU~, parantu jo kucha bhI maiMne tere sAhitya ke samudra meM se prApta kiyA, yaha to tere vacanoM ke payodhi meM se eka bindu mAtra hai. jagat ke hita ke lie, AtmAoM ke kalyANa ke lie, aneka loga tere pravacana se dharma kA anupAlana kareM, Atma kalyANa kareM - isI Azaya se isa grantha ke mAdhyama se maiM logoM taka paramAtmA kI vANI kA sampreSaNa kara saka~. ukta zloka ke prArambha meM sarvaprathama zabda kA jo prayoga kiyA gayA, vaha sarvathA acintya hai - pahale hI namaskAra "praNamya paramAtmAnaM" se abhiprAya hai vaha paramAtmA jo paripUrNa hai, jinake andara rAga aura dveSa kA sarvathA abhAva hai, sArI duniyA jinako paramAtmA ke rUpa meM svIkAra karatI hai, jo pUrNa hai, paramezvara hai, niraMjana hai, nirAkAra hai, jyotisvarUpa SAR URUPAN For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: hai aura sampUrNa zakti meM jinakI cetanA hai, jinakI cetanA ananta zaktimayI hai, usa sampUrNa paramapuruSa paramAtmA ko maiM namaskAra karatA hU~ ____ AcArya zrI haribhadra sUri ne kisI prakAra kI koI sAmpradAyika saMkIrNatA nahIM batalAI aura na hI kisI prakAra se unhoMne apanI manovikRti kA paricaya diyA. parantu jo niraMjana hai, jo AtmA sarvathA karma se rahita hai, nirAkAra hai arthAt jisakA koI AkAra nahIM, zarIra nahIM, mana nahIM, karma kucha bhI nahIM, aise nirAkAra paramezvara aura ananta siddhamaya AtmA ko namaskAra karake maiM isa grantha kI racanA kara rahA hU~, aisA kahA. namaskAra isIlie kiyA jAtA hai ki yatkiMcit ahama kA aMza andara ho namaskAra ke uparAnta usakA visarjana ho jAya. botala ke andara yadi koI galata cIja ho aura Apa use jhukAe~ to vaha Dhala jAtI hai, nikala jAtI hai. isa prakAra mana kI botala ke andara yadi ahaMkAra kA praveza ho gayA ho, kisI kAraNa se yadi jJAna meM ajIrNa ho gayA ho, mana ke andara vikRti A gaI ho to namaskAra jaisI kriyA ke dvArA mana ke botala meM se apane ahaMkAra kA maiM visarjana kara rahA hU~ aura bhagavan tere smaraNa ke dvArA usa botala ko maiM pUrNa kara rahA hU~ tAki mere andara sadbhAvanA banI rahe. niSpakSa rUpa se logoM ko mArgadarzana dene vAlA banUM. jaina sAdhu kisI pakSa kA vakIla nahIM hotA. kisI sampradAya kI vakAlata nahIM karatA. jo satya hai, jo AtmA hai, AtmA ke andara raha rahe jo bhI padArtha haiM aura jo paripUrNa paramezvara hai, vaha sAdhu unhI kA pakSadhara hotA hai. yahI mahAna AcArya haribhadrasUri kA kathana hai. jise unhoMne isa zloka meM spaSTa kara diyA: na me pakSapAto vIre na dveSaH kpilaadissu| yuktimad vacanaM yasya tasya kAryaH prigrhH|| __aisI sundara bAta unhoMne logoM ke samakSa prastuta kara spaSTa kara diyA ki maiM mahAvIra kA vakIla nahIM hU~. mahAvIra ke vacana kA bacAva karane vAlA nahIM hU~, kisI ke pakSa kA maiM nahIM hU~. anya darzanoM se, anya dharmoM se merA koI antardvaSa nahIM hai. "yuktimad vacanaM yasya tasya kAryaH parigrahaH" AcAryazrI ne yaha spaSTa kara diyA ki jinakA pakSa parama satya hai, jinake kathana meM satya hai, maiM unakA pakSa karane vAlA hU~, cAhe vaha mahAvIra ne kahA ho, yA rAma ne kahA ho yA ki vaha zrIkRSNa kA upadeza ho, jahA~ parama satya hai evaM AtmA se saMbaMdhita jo bhI bAteM haiM maiM usakA saharSa anumodana karatA hU~, satya kA pakSa lekara hI maiM calane vAlA hU~. kisI pakSa kA vakIla nahIM, kisI pakSa kA rAgI nahIM, maiM to kevala satya kA anurAgI hU~.. apanI pavitratA ko prakaTa karane hetu kI gayI sarvotkRSTa kriyA - namaskAra kI kriyA hai. duniyA ke pratyeka dharma ke andara isa namaskAra ko sarvaprathama mahattva diyA gayA hai. yaha atyanta rahasya kA viSaya hai. isake dvArA vyakti apanI pAtratA, apanI yogyatA kA sampAdana For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI G makha lA KOT karatA hai. isIlie kriyA ke andara namaskAra kA mahatva rakhA, namaskAra kriyA ke andara apane ahaMkAra kA visarjana kiyA jAtA hai. mana se saMsAra ko nikAlane kA prayAsa kiyA jAtA hai aura namaskAra ke dvArA AtmA isa prakAra kI yogyatA evaM pAtratA prApta karatI hai. jJAniyoM ne kahA hai ki koI bhI vastu prApta karane se pUrva, pahale svayaM ko khAlI karanA par3atA hai. yadi Apa mere pAsa loTe meM chAcha bhara ke lAe~ aura dUdha kI yAcanA kareM to maiM dUdha rakhUgA kahAM, loTA to chAcha se bharA hogA. mana ke loTe meM yadi Apa gurujanoM ke pAsa saMsAra kA chAcha bharakara le jAe~ aura phira kaheM ki paramAtmA kA amRta isake andara Apa bhara dIjie to kaise samAyegA? eka bahuta bar3A samajhadAra dArzanika kisI mahAna yogIpuruSa ke pAsa gayA. videza se AyA thA aura usane sunA thA ki bhArata meM bar3e mahAna yogIpuruSa rahate haiM. vaha cIna se isa deza meM AyA thA. hajAroM varSoM taka isa deza kA cIna ke sAtha sAMskRtika sambandha rahA hai. vaha dArzanika mahAn yogIpuruSa ke pAsa darzanArtha gayA. bhAratIya paramparA se usakA koI vizeSa paricaya nahIM thA. yogIpuruSa ke darzana ke pazcAt vaha unake pAsa baiTha gayA. __ yogIpuruSa ne pUchA, "kaho kaise AnA huA" ? pahale to usane apanA paricaya diyA ki maiMne bahuta abhyAsa aura adhyayana kiyA hai, duniyA ke hareka dharma aura darzana kA bar3I gaharAI se adhyayana kiyA hai aura maiMne sunA hai ki bhArata ke andara mahAna yogI haiM, isalie kacha yoga kI prakriyAoM ko jAnane tathA una rahasyoM ko samajhane ke lie maiM hindustAna AyA hU~, yahAM ApakA nAma sunA, so darzana kI icchA balavatI huI aura socA zAyada yahAM kucha mila jAye, astu prApti kI apekSA se AyA hU~, maiM sArI duniyA meM ghUma cukA hU~, bahuta gahana abhyAsa kiyA hai, bahuta sI bhASAoM kA maiM jJAtA hU~ aura duniyA ke hareka darzana ke viSaya se maiM pUrNataH vijJa hU~. usake kathana meM ahaMkAra kI durgandha thI, apanI jAnakArI kA pradarzana thA ki, maiM bahuta kucha jAnatA hU~, yogirAja kucha nahIM bole, bar3e gambhIra rahe. andara jAkara ketalI meM cAya lekara Aye tathA kapa aura rakAbI bhI lekara Aye. yogirAja ne kahA ki mere Atithya ko svIkAra kareM. yaha bhAratIya ziSTAcAra kI paramparA hai. isa prakAra kahakara hAtha meM kapa aura rakAbI de diyA aura ketalI lekara ke yogIpuruSa ne cAya DAlanI zurU kara dI. kapa bhara gayA, rakAbI bhara gaI parantu vaha to DAlate hI gaye. vaha Ane vAlA vyakti vicAra meM DUba gayA ki ye kaise dArzanika haiM; kaise vidvAna haiM ki inheM itanA bhI mAlUma nahIM ki nIce bikhara rahI hai aura usake chITeM merI paiMTa ko bigAr3a rahe haiM. usane bar3A saMkoca kiyA aura kahane lagA - svAmI jI basa kIjie, yaha to pUrA bhara gayA hai, kapa aura rakAbI bhara gayA hai. meharabAnI kIjie. sune hI nahIM, vaha to pUrA DAlate rahe. pUrI ketalI unhoMne khAlI kara dI. saba nIce phaila gayA. cAya phaila gayI, chIMTe se usakI paiMTa bhI bhIga gayI. vaha mauna rahA -- svAmI jI andara cale gaye. For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI dasa minaTa ke bAda jaba unakA bAhara AnA huA to svAmI jI ne kahA ki Apake prazna kA uttara maiMne de diyA hai. yadi Apa jAnA cAheM to jA sakate haiM. vaha dArzanika ghabarA gayA ki bar3I vicitra bAta hai. koI carcA nahIM huI, koI vArtAlApa nahIM huA. maiMne to apanA prazna upasthita kiyA aura Akara unhoMne javAba de diyA ki maiMne prazna kA uttara de diyA hai, yadi Apa jAnA cAheM to jA sakate haiM. __usane kahA ki mahAtman, mujhe jarA spaSTa rUpa se samajhAie, Apake kahane ke Azaya ko maiM samajha nahIM pAyA hU~, Apake kahane kA abhiprAya kyA hai? svAmI jI ne kahA ki usa kapa aura rakAbI se maiMne Apake prazna kA javAba de diyA hai. Apako yaha mAlama hogA ki jaba maiMne kapa meM cAya DAlanI zurU kara dI, kapa bhara gayA, rakAbI bhara gaI aura bharane ke bAda jo kucha maiMne DAlA vaha saba bikhara gayA, nIce gira gayA -- ApakI yahI sthiti hai ki ApakA dila aura dimAga itanA bharA huA hai jisa prakAra yaha kapa aura rakAbI. yahA Ate hI vaha to bikharane lagA, isa taraha zabdoM se bikharane lagA ki maiM bar3A dArzanika hU~, sabhI darzanoM kA mujhe paricaya hai. sArI duniyA kA bhramaNa kiyA hai, bahuta sAre viSayoM kA jJAna mere pAsa hai. Apa to yahAM Ate hI Apake kapa aura rakAbI meM se bikharane lage, zabdoM ke dvArA bAhara girane lage. maiMne socA yadi isameM maiM jyAdA DAlUMgA to vaha bhI bikhara jAaigA. kyA Apa merI bAta samajha gaye? usa yogI ne kahA- pahale Apa apanA dila aura dimAga khAlI karake mere pAsa AyeM taba yahAM se Apa kucha pA sakeMge. ata: namaskAra kI kriyA se dila aura dimAga ko khAlI kiyA jAtA hai. ahama se AtmA ko zUnya banA liyA jAtA hai. kucha prApta karane ke lie jA rahA hU~, aura binA namratA ke kabhI kisI vastu kI prApti nahIM hotI. pravacana meM se jo kucha Apako prApta karanA hai usakI sarvaprathama prakriyA namaskAra kI hai jisase yaha dhvanita hotA hai ki maiM kucha nahIM hai. mere pAsa kucha nahIM, maiM svayaM kucha nahI. merA koI svataMtra astitva nahIM hai. jo astitva hai vaha AtmA kA hai. paramAtmA kI kRpA kA pariNAma hai. unake anugraha se isakI prApti huI na ki mere svayaM ke prayatna se. yahAM isa namaskAra kA isIlie mahattva hai, nahIM to AtmA prApti se vaMcita raha jAaigI. isI prakAra Apa jaba nala ke pAsa jAte haiM to bartana kahAM rakhate haiM - nala ke Upara yA nIce? nala ke nIce tabhI to vaha pUrNa banatA hai, bhara jAtA hai, yahA~ bhI jo kucha grahaNa karanA hai vaha namratApUrvaka hI grahaNa kiyA jA sakatA hai. abhimAna ke sira para ArUr3ha hone para yadi Apa kucha lenA cAheM to Apako kabhI kucha nahIM milegA. pUrA jIvana ApakA niSphala calA jAaigA. ahaMkAra jIvana kA sarvanAza karane vAlI cIja hai. krodha yahIM se janma letA hai, mAna yahIM se hai. itihAsa meM bahuta se vyaktiyoM kA jIvana Apako dRSTigata hogA jinako darpa ne kAla-kavalita kara diyA. - nA For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra S 327 ac www.kobatirth.org: guruvANI Apa dekhate haiM relave Trena kI sthiti ko ki ahaMkAra kA signala jaba taka khar3A rahe to gAr3I kabhI andara nahIM AtI hai. yaha abhimAna kA pratIka hai, Trena vicAra karatI hai ki mujhe kyA garja maiM andara AU~ koI svAgata nahIM, sammAna nahIM yaha abhimAna kA pratIka hai. Trena bAhara ruka jAegI. parantu jaba signala yaha vicAra karane laga jAya ki isake Aye binA merA koI mUlya nahIM evaM isake na Ane se yahAM zmazAna jaisI zAnti rahegI. yahAM koI cahala pahala nahIM hogI. isake yahAM Ane se hI yahAM kI raunaka bar3hegI aura logoM meM prasannatA hogI. vicArapUrvaka jaba signala DAuna hotA hai, namra banatA hai, jhuka jAtA hai aura taba Trena andara AtI hai. - - Apa vicAra kara lenA yaha mastaka siganala jahAM taka ApakA Upara hai vahAM taka na to paramAtmA praveza kareMge na gurujanoM kA ArzIvAda andara AegA. parantu yaha mastaka siganala jaise hI DAuna huA namaskAra - sahaja ke andara AzIrvAda Apako prApta ho jAegA. paramAtmA kI kRpA Apako prApta ho jAegI. unake vyaktiyoM kI sadbhAvanA Apa prApta kara pAeMge, pahale ise sIkho. yaha akar3a cukA hai. aisA prayatna kareM ki vaha namra bana jAai. namratA meM apUrva zakti hai, namratA athavA vinayazIlatA dharma prApti kA dvAra hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir - "dhammassa mUlaM vinayaH" paramAtmA mahAvIra kA kathana hai ki dharma kA jo mUla hai, vaha vinaya hai aura vinaya ke dvArA hI vyakti prema kA sAmrAjya sthApita kara sakatA hai. jagata ke prANImAtra ke antastala meM apanA sthAna banA sakatA hai. isameM sAre klezoM aura kaTutA kA nAza karane kI apUrva kSamatA samAhita hai. namratA ke dvArA hama apanI kSamA kI bhAvanA prakaTa karate haiM. apanI tiktatA visarjita karate haiM. apane vaira bhAva ko hama tilAMjali de dete haiM. ananta kAla ke saMsAra kA bheda isI namratA kI kriyA ke dvArA hI hama prApta karate haiM. isIlie saMsAra ke pratyeka dharma ke andara sarvaprathama namaskAra ko mahattva diyA gayA hai. maMdira jAeM, prabhu kA darzana kareM, rAste meM santa mila jAeM, gurujana mila jAeM to namaskAra avazya kareM. ghara ke andara apane mAtA-pitA yA bar3e bhAI yA jo bhI ghara meM bar3e haiM, sarvaprathama vyavahAra meM bhI namaskAra kareM. kahIM para jaba Aphisara ke pAsa kAma karAne jAye to vahAM bhI pahale hI namaste, namaskAra karate haiM. bar3I apUrva kriyA hai. vilakSaNa camatkAra isa namaskAra kI kriyA meM antarhita hai. zuddha bhAva se paramAtmA ko kiyA huA namaskAra mokSa kA kAraNa banatA hai. hamAre yahAM pratikramaNa sUtra meM pApa kI AlocanA kI jo sabase zreSTha kriyA hai, usameM spaSTa kaha diyA gayA hai "ikko vI namukkAro jinavara vasahassa vaddhamAnassa / saMsAra sAgarAo a tAreI naraM va nAriM vA // 5 saMsAra ke isa sAgara se AtmA tairakara kinArA prApta kara letI hai aisI apUrva kriyA hai isa namaskAra meM. isa lie granthakAra ne sarvaprathama namaskAra ko mahattva diyA hai. For Private And Personal Use Only Yuan

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: guruvANI: Apako mAlUma hogA ghara ke andara ilaikTrika svica Apa rakhate haiM aura yadi svica oNpha kara deM to lAiTa calI jAtI hai. svica jaise hI Upara huA, usakA mAthA, "garveNa tuMgaM ziraH" garva se, abhimAna se usakA mAthA Apane U~cA kara diyA, oNpha kara diyA lAITa calI jAegI, andhakAra milegA parantu jaise hI svica Apane oNna kara diyA, svica ko namA diyA to usameM namaskAra kA camatkAra dekhA turanta lAiTa A jAtI hai. yaha mana kA baTana hai, mana kA svica hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mana ko viparIta kariye to kyA banatA hai nama mana kA svica yadi Apane Ana kara diyA, auMdhA kara diyA, aura namaskAra DivAina lAiTa. andhakAra meM jJAna kA prakAza AegA. yaha rahasya hai. mana ke svica ko oNna karake rakhiye. namaskArapUrvaka hareka kriyA kariye. namaskAra kI bhAvanA se prApta karane kI utkaNThA rakhiye. sArI samasyA dUra ho jAegI. mana kA tanAva dUra ho jAegA. mana ko halkA banA degA. namaskAra kI kriyA meM yahI rahasya hai. bar3I prasannatA hogI. aneka vyaktiyoM kI jaba sadbhAvanA mila jAegI to prasannatA to svayaM A jAegI. yahAM bhI usa paramAtmA ko sarvaprathama bhAvapUrvaka namaskAra kiyA gayA ki bhagavan tujhe namaskAra karake maiM isa kArya ke andara praveza kara rahA hU~. isa lekhana kArya ke andara, jo mujhe jagat ko denA aura jo kucha jagata ko diyA jAya, vaha vizuddha ho, amRta tulya ho. usameM manovikAra rUpI viSa kA praveza na ho jAe. ahaM kI durgandha ina zabdoM meM na A jAe. isIlie prathamataH namaskAra kI maMgala kriyA sampAdita kI gayI tAki jagat kA mArga-darzana karane kI prakriyA meM kahIM manovikRti na ho. vizuddha amRta tattva isake andara diyA jAye jisakA pAna karake Ananda kA anubhava ho sake. 6 bahuta sAre aise vikRta lekha Apako mileMge. bahuta galata mArgadarzana mila jAeMge. pazcima sabhyatA kI A~dhI itanI khataranAka hai ki vaha sAiklona sArI duniyA ke andara vAyarasa phailAne vAlA hai. viSAkta kITANu phailAne vAlA hai. unakA eka hI darzana hai, unakI eka hI mAnyatA hai - "khAo, pIo, aiza karo kala to tuma mara jAoge." jahAM paramAtmA ke astittva meM vizvAsa nahIM hai. svayaM kI AtmA meM AtmavizvAsa nahIM, jahAM kisI prakAra kA jIvana meM anuzAsana nahIM, jahAM bhoga kA atireka ho, vahAM yahI dazA hogI. maranA to sabako hai. jJAniyoM ne kahA * maranA bhI eka apUrva kalA hai. jisakA sArA hI jIvana dharmamaya hogA. vinamratApUrvaka jahAM jIne kI sundara kalA hogI. jahAM vicAroM kA apUrva saundarya hogA, vahAM usa AtmA kI mRtyu bhI jagat ko preraNA dene vAlI banegI, usakA sArA hI jIvana paropakAramaya hogA. - For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra isIlie kavi ne kahA www.kobatirth.org : guruvANI: " jInA bhalA hai usakA jo jItA hai iMsAM ke lie| maranA bhalA hai usakA jo jItA hai khuda ke lie // " jo AtmA aneka AtmAoM ke kalyANa ke lie jIvita ho, pUrNatayA paropakAra kI bhUmikA para jisakA jIvana nirvAha ho, usa AtmA kA jIvana dhanya hai aura usakI mRtyu bhI maMgalamaya hogI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir parantu jo vyakti sirpha apane lie jItA hai, apanA peTa bhara kara yaha samajha le ki sArI duniyA kA peTa bhara gayA hai, usa vyakti kA to maranA hI zreSTha hai. apane lie nahIM jagat kI AtmAoM ke lie mujhe jIvana jInA hai. mere jIvana meM se aneka vyaktiyoM ko lAbha mile, yaha bhAvanA namaskAra ke dvArA prApta hogI. vyakti jaba laghu banatA hai taba use prabhutA milatI hai. isa prakAra prabhutA ke vicAra adbhuta hote haiM. "laghutA se prabhutA mile, prabhutA se prabhu duur|" saMta tulasIdAsa kA kathana hai - jahAM laghutA hogI vahIM prabhutA AegI aura yadi pahale hI prabhutA kA nazA bar3ha jAe to jJAniyoM ne kahA hai ki vahAM kucha milane vAlA nahIM. vaha AtmA kI prApti se vaMcita rahegI. sArA jIvana dharma se zUnya rahegA, kucha milegA nahIM. bhAratIya darzana ke una mahAna vidvAnoM ne cintana prastuta kiyA ki pazcima kI A~dhI meM hama kisa taraha se apanI sthiratA ko prApta kara sakate haiM. Apake sAmane sarca lAiTa diyA, jJAna kA aisA divya prakAza Apake samakSa rakhA aura kahA "anityAni zarIrANi vibhavo naiva zAzvataH / nityaM sannihito mRtyuH karttavyo dharmasaMgrahaH // " he Atman! mauta Apake mastaka para nAca rahI hai aura na jAne kaba Apa kisa nimitta se cale jAo, kyA isakA patA hai Apako ? maiM rAjasthAna ke eka gAMva meM thA. gAMva meM mAM bApa kA eka ikalautA yuvaka putra thA. vaha bahuta hI vinamra, saMskArI tathA merA acchA paricita thA. baisAkha kA mahInA thA. usakI zAdI kA maukA thA aura saMyoga se merA AnA huA. mAtA-pitA evaM pUrA parivAra itanA harSita thA ki isa yuvaka kA bar3I sundara jagaha para saMbaMdha huA hai. zAdI kA utsava manAyA jA rahA thA. zAma ko nikAsI nikalane vAlI thI. iSTa mitra, bandhugaNa saba Ae hue the. pUre parivAra se ghara bharA huA thA. dUlhA rAjA snAna karane ke lie snAnagRha meM gayA. dasa minaTa huA, bIsa minaTa huA aura ghanTA bhara nikala gayA. loga vicAra meM par3a gaye ki nikAsI kA samaya hai, aura abhI taka vara rAjA nahIM Aye. logoM ne jAkara ke daravAjA khaTakhaTAyA. andara koI sunane vAlA nahIM. loga vicAra meM DUba gae. kyA kAraNa ho gayA ? kyA huA? daravAjA tor3A gayA aura tor3a karake jaba 7 For Private And Personal Use Only pa

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra apn www.kobatirth.org guruvANI andara dekhA to tanI huI lAza par3I hai. pAnI ke andara se karaMTa utara gayA. lIkeja thA lAina meM aura vahIM khatma ho gayA. nIce bainDa baja rahA ghor3I Akara ke khaDI hai. sAre parivAra ke loga intajAra kara rahe haiM ki abhI vara rAjA AeMge aura nikAsI nikalegI. kise mAlUma thA ki isa ghara se isakI lAza nikalegI. jagat kA yaha svabhAva hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jJAnI puruSoM ne isIlie cintana prastuta kiyA ki jarA apane sAmane isa mauta ko dekhie Aja nahIM kala nizcita Ane vAlI hai. isa vAranTa ko koI roka nahIM sakatA. Apake paisoM se vahAM koI rukAvaTa nahIM A sakatI. Apake bandUka vAle caukIdAra use roka nahIM sakate. jagat kI koI golI use mAra nahIM sakatI. Apake makAna kA daravAjA yA dIvAra usako Ane se roka nahIM sakatI. koI vakIla vahAM "sTe ArDara" lekara de nahIM sakatA. koI DAkTara Akara usa samaya jIvanadAna Apako de nahIM sakatA. kaisI lAcArI hai. vyakti bar3A ahaMkAra rakhatA hai bar3e naze meM rahatA hai. unake zabdoM se dekhie durgandha hI durgandha nikalatA hai. paramAtmA ne kahA aura jJAnI puruSoM ne bhI kahA * he Atman! jarA vicAra kara aura apanI bhAvI usa mRtyu kA darzana kara, jo tere sAtha meM hai. " nityaM sannihito mRtyuH kartavyo dharmasaMgrahaH" tere mAthe para mRtyu nAca rahI hai, Aja nahIM to kala vaha dina to nizcita Ane vAlA hai. tU mRtyu ke vartula para upasthita hai. tU khar3A hai. Apa jahAM baiThe haiM jarA gaharI najara se jhAMka kara dekhie ki kitane murde vahAM gar3e hue hoMge kitanI lAzeM jalI hoMgI. saMsAra kA koI aisA sthAna nahIM jahAM zmazAna yA kabristAna na banA ho. anAdi ananta kAla se saMsAra calA AyA hai. rAjadhAnI to Aja banI kisI samaya yaha zmazAna bhI rahA hogA. hajAroM murde yahAM jale hoMge, gAr3e gae hoMge, mAre gae hoMge. murdoM para baiThakara Apa garjanA karate haiM. nIce to murde gar3e hue haiM aura saMsAra garjanA karatA ki maiM kucha hU~. use nahIM mAlUma ki yaha kursI calI jAegI. yaha sattA calI jAegI. paoNkeTa khAlI ho jAegA. paisA AtA hai to vyakti bar3e garva se akar3akara calatA hai. pAkeTa garma rahatA hai to zabdoM meM garmI AtI hai. parantu urdU meM kahA jAtA hai - "daulata, yaha bar3A daulatamaMda AdamI hai. samajha gae daulata ! matalaba do lAta ! AtI hai taba kamara para lAta mAratI hai, chAtI bAhara AtI hai. akar3a ke calatA hai aura jAte samaya chAtI para lAta mAra kara jAtI hai. yaha lakSmI to kamara jhukA jAtI hai apane Apa namra banA jAtI hai. yaha daulata nahIM do lAta hai." bahuta sAvadhAnI se apane jIvana kA nirvAha karanA hai. bar3I jAgRti meM jIvana jInA hai. maiM aMdhakAra meM na rahU~, ajJAna kI dazA meM bhaTakane vAlA maiM na banUM. jJAna ke prakAza meM calane vAlA banUM. ahaM ke nAza kA sarvazreSTha upAya aura jIvana kI sAdhanA kA praveza dvAra 8 For Private And Personal Use Only Tong

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%3-guruvANI: hI namratA hai. kabhI yadi paramAtmA ko namaskAra kara liyA jAe to jJAniyoM ne kahA ki bhava saMsAra meM hama tara jAe~. koI sAdhu santa puruSa mila jAe, maMgala bhAvanA A jAe to santa ke caraNoM meM pApa kA prakSAlana kara deM. vAsanA se AtmA mukta bana jAe. na jAne kaba kisa santa ke antaHhRdaya se AzIrvAda mila jAe aura mere lie AzIrvAda hI varadAna bana jAe. vaha jIvana kA parivartana lAne vAlA bana jAye, santoM kA paricaya jIvana meM kabhI na kabhI to sugandha dekara hI jAtA hai, isalie satsaMga ko itanA mahattva diyA gayA hai. sAMdhujanoM ke paricaya ko itanA mahattva dene kA yahI tAtparya hai. Apa kisI seMTa kI dukAna para jAkara baiThe to vahAM Apako khuzabU lene ke lie koI paisA denA par3atA hai? sArI usakI dukAna seMTiDa (suvAsita) hotI hai. Apa dasa minaTa baiThe yA Adhe ghaNTe baiThe. binA paise muphta meM Apako khuzabU milatI hai. koI paisA isakA cArja nahIM hotA aura bahuta jyAdA Apa seMTa kI dukAna para baiTho to Apa bhI seMTiDa ho jAeMge. sugandha Apa meM bhI A jAegI. isI taraha sAdhu saMtoM ke samAgama meM binA paise ke Apako jIvana suvAsita karane kA pravacana sunane ko milatA hai. yAda rakhie aura adhika paricaya meM AeM to saMyamI AtmAoM kA saMyama Apa meM bhI sugandha paidA karatA hai. ApakI bhAvanA meM bhI vaha sadabhAvanA bhara detA hai, isIlie yahAM sataparuSoM ke paricaya ko itanA mahattva diyA gayA hai. yahAM hamAre jIvana ke aMdara vyavahAra ke aMdara isakA bar3A mahattva hai. hama logoM ko bacapana meM yaha saMskAra diyA jAtA hai aura pahale hI hamAre ghara meM yaha ziSTAcAra hai ki mAtA-pitA ko namaskAra karane kA - subaha uThate samaya, zAma ke samaya, AratI ke samaya eka diyA-battI ke samaya. jaise hI bAlaka ko bodha hone lagatA hai use ina saMskAroM se paricita karA diyA jAtA hai ki vaha mAtA-pitA, gurujana aura bar3oM ko namaskAra kareM. bAlyakAla se hI namratA kI zikSA dI jAtI hai. mAtA-pitA hokara ke yadi Apa bAlaka ko dharma saMskAra se vaMcita rahane deM to usa AtmA ke Apa zatru banate haiM, kyoMki Apane isa prakAra kI zikSA nahIM dI, jJAna nahIM diyA. mAtA aura pitA ne apane kartavya kA usa samaya bhAna nahIM rakhA ki yaha bAlaka Age calakara AtmA meM azAnti paidA karane vAlA banegA. dharma saMskAra se mukta rakhane kA yaha pariNAma phira Apako hI bhoganA par3egA. hamArI bhAratIya paramparA meM sarvaprathama namratA kA saMskAra diyA jAtA hai, Aja to pacAsa varSoM se bar3A parivartana A cukA hai. bhale hI duniyA kI dRSTi meM krAnti kahA jAye, parantu jIvana ke andara yaha ApakI bhrAnti hai. eka jamAnA thA jaba utpAta karane para zikSA milatI, daNDa milatA. pA~va meM girate, kSamA mAMgate, bAraha baja jAte, bhUkha laga jAtI. namaskAra karate. bar3e pyAra se prema se biThAkara bhojana dete. hama loga pratijJA karate unake sAmane, aba kabhI yaha utpAta nahI kareMge, badamAzI nahI kareMge. - For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI bAlyAvasthA kI caMcalatA hotI hai aura vaha daNDa hamAre hita ke liye hote haiM. bar3A vAtsalya hotA hai. aba samaya itanA badala cukA hai ki yadi Apa kabhI prayoga kareM to musIbata ho jAya. ghara ke andara yadi Apa kabhI DaoNTa- DapaTa kara deM, do thappar3a hI lagA deM, usa AtmA ke hita ke liye to pariNAma kyA hogA? Apako mAlUma hai-thAlI pheMka kara ke zere bahAdura nikala jAeM. jAo, mujhe nahI rahanA hai. phaurana ghara se bAhara, phira pepara meM phoTo chApate rahie. TI0 vI0 para unake darzana karate rahie. paristhiti yaha hai ki mAM bApa unake pA~va para girate haiM ki beTA mApha kara de. bhUla huI, aba aisA kabhI nahI kareMge. eka jamAnA thA, hama apane mAtA-pitA ke pA~va meM girate the. Aja jamAnA itanA badala cukA hai ki maoNDarna ejukezana ke prabhAva se ki mAtA-pitA ko namra bananA par3atA hai, ki beTA bhUla huI, phira kabhI nahIM kahU~gA- cala. agara bAlyakAla se saMskAra hogA to bhaviSya meM bacce Apake liye upayogI banegeM. prasannatA se jIvana vyatIta karane vAle vyakti ne yadi bAlakoM meM dharma saMskAra, namratA kA saMskAra, nahI diyA to bur3hApe ke andara ro kara ke maranA par3egA roja prabhu se yahI prArthanA karegA ki aba tU mujhe uThA le. aba isa saMsAra meM, isa parivAra meM nahIM rahanA. yahAM para isa namaskAra ke dvArA vyavahAra kI bhI zikSA dI jAtI hai. AdhyAtmika jagat meM to isakA bahuta bar3A mahattva hai. parantu usa namaskAra kA Apake vyAvahArika aura sAmAjika jIvana meM bhI bahuta bar3A mahattva hai. binA namaskAra ke ApakA vyavahAra nahIM calatA. Apake kArya meM rukAvaTa paidA hotI hai. isaliye maiM Apase kahUMgA ki hamezA namra banane kA prayAsa kareM. Apa kaheM ki he bhagavAna, terI bar3I kRpA hai. terI kRpA se jIvana milA. he bhagavAna, yaha to terI asIma kRpA kA hI pratiphala hai ki merA isa jagat meM prAdurbhAva huA tathA yaha samaya aura yaha samRddhi prApta huI. kama se kama itanA bhI usa paramAtmA ke upakAra kA smaraNa kareMge to jIvana dhanya ho jAegA. ___ sAdhujanoM ke pAsa jAkara ke yadi bhAvapUrvaka, gurujanoM ko namaskAra kareM ki Apake dvArA hI mujhe jIvana kA mArgadarzana milA hai. mujhe jo jJAna kA prakAza milA, yaha ApakI kapA kA hI pariNAma hai tathA garujanoM ke antaHkaraNa se prApta isa AzIrvAda se ApakA jIvana dhanya bana jAegA. yaha namaskAra sAmAnya kriyA nahIM hai. bar3I sundara yaugika kriyA hai. yaha kAyA ko nirmala karane vAlI kriyA hai. yaha vacana ko pavitra karane vAlI apUrva sAdhanA hai. isase vacana meM namratA AegI tathA mana vizuddha aura pariSkRta bana jAegA. AtmA ke guNoM kA sarjana bar3I sahajatA se Apako hone laga jAegA. isIlie merA kahanA thA ki jaba kabhI bhaviSya meM Apako Age bar3hanA ho yA AtmA kA vikAsa karanA ho to yahAM jo isa mahApuruSa ne likhA isa namratA kA jo mantra diyA, namaskAra ke dvArA yaha pratidina Apako hRdaya meM rakhanA hai. apane mastiSka ke andara ise pratiSThita kara lenA hai ki isake binA merA koI vyavahAra Age nahIM bar3hegA. isIlie yahAM 10 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: guruvANI: para gurujanoM ne namaskAra kI upAdeyatA para prakAza DAlA. paramAtmA se lekara apane mAtA-pitA taka isa namaskAra kI kriyA ko vyApaka banAyA gayA hai. prathama sUtra ke andara usa mahAn karuNAmaya AcArya ne Apake jIvana kA, vyavahAra kA, adhyAtmika dRSTi se, saba prakAra se isa namaskAra ke dvArA paricaya karA diyA. ahaM ke visarjana kI maMgala kriyA hai, namaskAra. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir " praNamya paramAtmAnaM samuddhRtya zrRtArNavAt" dharma bahuta vyApaka hai. isa grantha kA nAma hI dharmabindu hai parantu prathama maMgala sUtra ke andara prArambha karate hue unhoMne likha diyA prabhu tujhe namaskAra karake isa kriyA meM maiM Age bar3hatA hU~. mere mana ke andara saMsAra praveza na kara jAya. laghutApUrvaka tere vacanoM ko likhate samaya maiM prAmANika rahU~. maiM dharma ke vizuddha svarUpa kA paricaya de sakU~ aura usa paricaya ke andara usakI pUrNatA kA paricaya bhI batalAyA ki dharma kitanA vyApaka hai. barasAta ke dina meM kue~ ke andara rahane vAle meMDhaka ke ghara, bAhara ke dUsare meMDhaka mehamAna A gae. Ane vAle atithi kA kuMe ke meMDhaka ne bar3A suMdara svAgata kiyA aura pUchA ki Apa kahAM se Ae ? ajI maiM to bambaI se AyA hUM. barasAta kA mausama thA. yAtrA meM suvidhA rahI, maiM A gayA. are bhAI, yahAM Ae to baMbaI meM Apa rahate kahAM the? samudra meM araba sAgara meM. araba sAgara meM ? sAgara kyA hotA hai? usa kuMe ke meMDhaka kA eka prazna thA. aba kyA paricaya koI zabdoM se diyA jA sakatA hai ? dharma zabda kA paricaya yadi maiM zabdoM se dUMgA to usakI vyApakatA Apako mAlUma nahIM par3egI. vaha zabdAtIta hai. zabdoM kI paikiMga meM dharma kI yadi maiM saplAI karUM to dharma kA adhUrA hI paricaya milegA. vaha AtmA hI jAna sakatI hai. kaI cIjeM aisI haiM isa saMsAra meM, jo anubhava ke dvArA hI jAnI jA sakatI haiM. maiM Apako ghI pilA dUM aura pUchUM ki ghI kA svAda kaisA hai? eka bhI vyakti aisA nahIM milegA jo ghI ke svAda kA paricaya de sake. Apako kahanA par3egA ki dharma aisA hai jisakA zabdoM se paricaya nahIM diyA jA sakatA. jaba Apa sAdhanA ke dvArA usakA anubhava kareMge tabhI usakA svAda Apako milegA. vaha zabdAtIta hai arthAt zabdoM se pare hai. zabda ke mAdhyama se kahAM taka paricaya diyA jAya. usakA to limiTezana hotA hai. zabda to zarIra hai. usameM rahane vAlA bhAva vaha dharma kI AtmA hai. isalie maiM Apase batalAtA hUM ki usa meMDhaka ne paricaya diyA. niHzabda kI bhUmikA jisakA paricaya denA thA usakA zabda ke mAdhyama se yA kisI bhI prakAra vyAvahArika mAdhyama se Apa jo paricaya deMge, vaha paricaya kabhI pUrNa nahIM bana pAegA. para, saMsAra kI vartamAna meM, sabase bar3I samasyA hai ki hama dharma kA paricaya anubhava yA sAdhanA ke binA dene laga jAte haiM. isaliye dharma kleza kA kAraNa bana gayA hai. zabda meM 11 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI vikRti A jAegI. Apake svataMtra vicAra isameM A jAeMgeM. usase paramAtmA kA vicAra gauNa bana jAegA. aura ApakA vicAra mukhya ho jAegA aura vahIM para yaha sAmpradAyika durbhAvanA paidA ho jAegI. sArI sadbhAvanA khatma ho jAyegI. meMDhaka ne chalAMga lagAI kue~ ke andara aura kahA itanA! sAgara ke meMDhaka ne kahA - ki tuma nahIM samajha pAye. usane kahA ki kyA sAgara isase bhI bar3A hai. are bhAI sAgara bahuta bar3A hai. usakA koI mApa nahIM, AkAra nahIM. kueM meM meMDhaka ne bahuta jora se chalAMga lagAI, AdhA kuAM pAra kara gayA aura usane kahA -- tumhArA sAgara itanA bar3A hai? are yAra nahIM! pUrI tAkata lagA kara eka chalAMga lagAI. pUrA kuAM pAra kara gayA. isa kinAre se usa kinAre taka calA gayA aura kahA - itanA bar3A sAgara hai? sAgara ke meMDhaka ne kahA ki isa taraha usakA paricaya nahIM diyA jA sakatA. usakI mahAnatA kA paricaya maiM zabdoM se nahIM de sakatA. kisI mApa se usako mApA nahIM jA sakatA. yaha to tuma mere sAtha yAtrA meM calo. calakara dekho taba mAlUma par3egA. kue~ ke meMDhaka ne kahA ki maiM mAnatA hI nahIM. merI duniyAM se bar3A koI saMsAra meM hai hI nahIM. jindagI bhara usa kue~ meM rahA, use kyA mAlUma ki saMsAra kitanA mahAn hai. hamArI dazA bhI yahI hai. ThIka kue~ ke meMDhaka jaisI sthiti hai. buddhi hamArI kue~ jitanI hai aura hama dharma kA paricaya lene ke liye nikalate haiM. hamArI AtmA bahuta vyApaka hai, usakI vyApakatA kA paricaya hama apanI buddhi se kaise kara sakate haiM. buddhi to ekadama sAmAnya hai. usa mahAna tattva kI jAnakArI ke abhAva se yadi andhavizvAsa paidA karate haiM to hamArI murkhatA hai. jinhoMne jJAna ke prakAza meM dekhA, vaha jJAnI puruSa hI jAna sakate haiM. bahuta sI bAteM aisI haiM. jo tarka se nahIM samajhAI jA sakatI. use zraddhA ke dvArA, hI samajhA jA sakatA hai. pahale sAdhanA kIjie. usake bAda usake svAda kA anubhava AegA aura phira usake bAda sugandha paidA hogI. Apako dharma kI vyAkhyA batAI. dharma kise kahA jAtA hai? yahAM jo dharmabindu zabda kA prayoga kiyA gayA to isakA bahuta sIdhA sA artha hai. 'dhR' dhAtu se 'dharma' banA hai. vyAkaraNa meM 'dhR' kA artha dhAraNa karane ke lie prayoga karate haiM. AtmA ko durvicAra meM jAne se rokeM, rakSaNa kareM, usakA nAma 'dharma' hai. __ "durgatau patanAt prANAndhArayati dharmaH" durgati meM jAte hue, durvicAra meM jAte samaya Apa apanI AtmA kA rakSaNa kareM yA rokeM to usako dharma kahate haiM. dharma koI sampradAya nahIM. dharma ApakI AtmA meM hai aura bhagavAna mahAvIra ne ise spaSTa kahA hai "dhammo zuddhassa ciTThaI" zuddha hRdaya ke aMdara dharma nivAsa karatA hai. azuddha aura gaMde hRdaya meM kabhI dharma ThaharatA hI nahIM hai. RUCU 12 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-vAkavIjAsataIUII "antaHkaraNazuddhitvamiti dharmatvaM" ApakA antaHkaraNa, ApakI AtmA pariSkRta ho, zuddha ho, vahIM para dharma kA vAsa hotA hai. bAkI azuddha AtmA meM dharma kabhI rahatA hI nahIM. dharma ke lie bar3I vyApakatA kI AvazyakatA hai. jJAniyoM ne kahA ki saMkIrNatA kabhI AtmakalyANa kI sAdhanA nahIM banatI. kisI AtmA ko duHkhI karane vAlA jIvana meM kabhI sukhI nahIM banatA. kisI ko rulA kara ke jagat meM koI prasanna nahIM ho sakatA. kisI ko mAra kara ke Apa jindA bhI nahIM raha sakate. vaha vyakti dUsaroM ko nahIM mAra rahA hai, apanI AtmA ko hI mAra rahA hai. vaha dUsarI AtmAoM ko duHkhI nahIM kara rahA hai, apane hI dukha ko nimaMtraNa de rahA hai. AdhyAtmika paribhASA ke antargata Apa dharma ke rahasya ko samajhane kA prayAsa kareM. yadi Apa kisI AtmA ko sukhI karate haiM to usI ke sukha meM ApakA sukha chipA huA hai. vahIM se Apa sukha prApta kara pAeMge. paropakAra kI maMgala kAmanA hI to dharma hai. vyAsa RSi se janaka mahArAja ne eka prazna kiyA ki bhagavAna aThAraha purANa par3hane kA mere pAsa samaya nahIM hai. Apa isakA sAra samajhA dIjie. pApa aura puNya kI paribhASA batalA dIjie. vyAsa RSi ne do zabdoM ke aMdara hI pApa aura puNya kA paricaya de diyA "aSTAdazapurANeSu vyAsasya vcndvym| paropakAraH puNyAya pApAya parapIDanam // " RSi ne kahA thA ki mahArAja yAda rakhanA ki para pIr3A ke samAna jagat meM koI pApa nahIM aura paropakAra ke samAna jagat meM koI puNya nahIM. yahI aThAraha purANoM kA sAra hai. sAre dharmagranthoM kA yahI niSkarSa hai. ata: jIvana ko paropakAramaya honA cAhie. 'paropakArAya satAM vibhUtayaH' mahAna puruSoM kA jIvana paropakAra kA mandira hotA hai. ApakA jIvana eka aisA vRkSa bana jAe ki Ane vAlI AtmAoM ko zAnti aura samAdhi mile tathA Apa kaSTa sahana karake dUsarI AtmAoM ko zAnti dene vAle baneM - yahI mahAvIra kA Adarza hai. 'tU sahana kara aura aneka AtmAoM ko zAnti pradAna kara'. - Aja hamArA vartamAna jIvana kaisA banA hai, yaha maMgalAcaraNa ke andara, grantha ko prArambha karate samaya sAdhanA ke praveza dvAra ke andara Apako paricaya de diyA gayA ki praveza tabhI milegA jaba ApameM isakI yogyatA hogI, paropakAra kI bhAvanA ho, aMtaHkaraNa ko zuddha karane kA ApakA prayAsa aura jIvana ke andara prANimAtra ke prati ApakI sadbhAvanA ho. nahIM to dvAra para hI Apako rukanA hogA. binA namaskAra aura binA isa prakAra kI bhAvanA ke Apako dharmakSetra ke andara praveza nahIM milegA. - - - - 13 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI Age calakara unhoMne spaSTa kara diyA-- toyabindumiva yaha to zAstroM kA apAra samudra hai aura bhagavan, maiMne to usameM se mAtra eka bindu prApta kiyA hai. Apa unakI namratA to dekhiye. jarA bhI jJAna kA ajIrNa nahIM hai. kaisI vinamratA aura laghutA hai. jarA bhI usameM ajIrNa nahIM. jo maiMne prApta kiyA prabhu saba terI kRpA kA pariNAma hai aura tere hI zAstroM evaM graMthoM meM se cintana karake, sva maiMne ise prApta kiyA hai. maiMne pahale hI Apase kahA hai - bindu meM se sindhu prakaTa karanA hai. AtmA ko aNu meM se virATa taka pahuMcAnA hai, yaha paropakAra kI bhAvanA sva se sarva AtmAoM taka pahuMcA denA hai tAki kahIM koI samasyA na rahe. hama to aTake hue par3e haiM, sampradAya ke aise bandhana meM jakar3e hue par3e haiM ki dUsaroM ko dekhane kI dRSTi hI khatma ho gaI. mAtra paikiMga raha gayA aura mAla gAyaba ho gayA. yahIM kisI baiMka meM hamAre jamAlakhAM paThAna rahate the jo usa baiMka meM caukIdAra the. eka bAra mainejara kA koI kAma aisA A par3A ki use jAnA par3A. caukIdAra se kahA "jarA samaya kharAba hai, jokhima hai, tuma jarA dhyAna rakhanA, hiphAjata rakhanA." caukIdAra bahuta vaphAdAra thA aura kahA, "paThAna baDe vaphAdAra hote haiM. hajara bephikra rahie." pahale merI gardana jAegI phira tAlA TUTegA. Apa nizcinta rahie. tAle para sIla lagAkara mainejara cale gaye. pAMca-dasa dinoM ke bAda jaba mainejara apanA kAma karake lauTe. paThAna bar3A khuza huA ki hujUra jarA dekhie ki baiMka kA tAlA aura sIla sahI salAmata hai. pAMca rupaye bakhzISa diyA aura kahA, jamAlakhAM vAha, bilkula surakSita hai! sIla kholakara ke jaise hI tAlA kholA -- andara gae. mainejara dekhakara AvAka raha gayA ki sArA kaiza luTa gayA thA, baiMka luTa gayA thA. baiMka kI sAiDa meM veNTIlezana meM se cora ghuse the aura tijorI sApha kara gaye the. bAhara Akara vaha mainejara cillAyA - are jamAlakhAM! baiMka luTa gaI. caukIdAra bolA hajUra andara kyA huA, kyA nahIM, mujhe nahIM mAlUma. Apane mujhase bolA thA ki sIla aura tAle kA dhyAna rakhanA to maiMne barAbara dhyAna rakhA. andara kyA huA vo Apa jAne merA usase koI saMbaMdha nahIM, hamArI dazA bhI jamAlakhAM paThAna jaisI hai. jJAnI puruSa, sAdhu puruSa hameM Akara kahate haiM ki bhale AdamI tuma laTa gaye. andara cora ghusa gayA. mAna A gayA, lobha A gayA, sArI pavitratA luTa gaI. paropakAra kI bhAvanA luTa gaI. mahArAja vaha saba kucha huA. jo maiM apanA kapar3A, apanA simbala, apanA tilaka, bAhara kI vezabhUSA pakar3a ke baiThA hUM tAlA aura sIla kI taraha vaha surakSita honA cAhie. andara se AtmA meM se saba luTa jAye, usakI paravAha nahIM. merA odhA kAyama, merA DaNDA kAyama, tilaka kAyama, tripuNDa kAyama, bAhara kA paikiMga sahI salAmata, tAlA aura sIla meM koI gar3abar3a nahIM aura andara luTa gayA. aisI mUrkhatA hama kyoM kareM ki paikiMga kA dhyAna rakheM aura mAla saba gAyaba ho jAe. 14 For Private And Personal Use Only

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3-guruvANI posTamaina Apake pAsa Ae aura rajisTarDa inzyorDa leTara lekara Aye tathA ceka calA jAye aura khAlI liphAphA Apake hAtha meM de jAe to ApakI kaisI dazA hogI. hamArI Aja vahI dazA hai. dharma calA gayA, usakA paikiMga lekara hama ghUma rahe haiM. mana ko saMtoSa de rahe haiM, prasanna bana rahe haiM. bar3A dharmAtmA hUM, bar3A dhArmika hUM. parantu dhArmika bananA itanA saratA nahIM hai. yaha koI yUnivarsiTI kA sarTIphikeTa nahIM hai jo Apako de diyA jAya. yaha to svayaM aisI yogyatA prApta karanI par3atI hai taba vyakti usake yogya banatA hai. dhArmika banane ke lie bahuta bar3A balidAna denA par3atA hai. durvicAra kI kurbAnI denI par3atI hai. sArI durbhAvanA khatma karake aura paramAtmA ke yogya apanA jIvana nirmANa karanA par3atA hai. taba jAkara ke vyakti usa yogya banatA hai. isa prathama maMgalAcaraNa ke andara ye sAre hI paricaya isa mahApuruSa ne de die. yadi Apako dharma meM praveza karanA hai to isakI zarta hai. sUtra ko prArambha karate samaya unhoMne kahA - dharma kahAM se prArambha hotA hai. "maitryAdi bhAva saMyuktaM" - eka hI vAkya maiM Apako batAU~gA - dharma kahAM se janma letA hai? maitrI bhAvanA, vizvabandhutva kI bhAvanA kyA hai? prANimAtra ko svayaM kI dRSTi se dekheM, jahAM maiM dekhatA hUM vahAM bhI maiM hUM. vahAM bhI merI AtmA vidyamAna hai aura mere andara ye sabhI AtmAeM maujUda haiM. jo mere andara hai, vahI Apake andara hai. yaha sAkSepa dRSTi AnI cAhie. maitryAdi bhAva. jagat ke sAre jIva mAtra mere parama mitra haiM, unake anugraha se hI merA kalyANa hogA. isa maMgala bhAvanA se paropakAra karanA cAhie. aham kI bhUmikA para nahIM, aura nAhaM kI dazA meM kucha nahIM hUM, namratA ke dvArA, usa namratA / meM paropakAra karanA hogA. yaha Apa mata samajha lenA ki maiM bahuta bar3A upakAra kara rahA hUM. kisI ko dekara ke bar3A upakAra kara rahA hUM. Apa soca lenA Apake ghara para bhikhArI AtA hai. kyA kahakara ke jAtA hai. Apa yaha samajhate haiM ki bhikhArI ko Apane pAMca rupayA de diyA, bar3A upakAra kiyA, Atma-kalyANa ho gayA. apane aham kA poSaNa kara liyA. dharma ke mAdhyama se bhI vyakti apane jIvana meM aham kA poSaNa karatA hai. dekara ke bhI ajIrNa paidA hotA hai. ahaMkAra puNya kI khetI khA jAtA hai. bhikhArI kitanA bar3A upadeza Apako dekara ke jAtA hai. kAlidAsa jaise mahAna kavi ne bar3A sundara varNana kiyA - vaha bhikSA grahaNa karane nahIM AtA. vaha sAmAnya bhikhArI nahIM hai. vaha Apako jAgRta karake jAtA hai. ApakI bhUla se Apako bacAtA hai. vaha ghara-ghara jAkara kyA kahatA aura kyA upadeza detA hai. "bodhayanti na yAcayanti bhikSAdvArA gRhe-gRhe" paNDita kAlidAsa kahate haiM ki vaha sAmAnya bhikhArI nahIM hai. ghara-ghara phira karake, bhaTaka karake vaha bodha detA hai, upadeza detA hai. "bodhayanti na yAcayanti" vaha bhIkha nahIM For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI HOM mAMgatA hai, upadeza detA hai. kahAM "bhikSAdvArA gRhe-gRhe" -- bhikSA ke mAdhyama se hareka vyakti taka vaha jAtA hai aura kahatA hai "dIyatAM dIyatA, adAtuH phala miharAm" seTha! kucha denA, kucha denA, maiMne pUrvabhava meM kucha nahIM diyA, usakA InAma bhikhArI banA, yaha sajA milI. merI taraha se aisI bhUla tuma kabhI mata karanA. dekara ke jAnA, paropakAra karake jAnA. maiM bhI tumhAre jaisA hUM. koI aisA azubha karma kiyA. kisI ko dene se rokA hogA. kisI ke dene meM IrSyA paidA huI hogI. koI dharma kArya ke prati mana ke andara IrSyA kI Aga lagI hogI. merA puNya jala gayA. mujhe yaha sajA milI. prakRti ne yaha sajA mujhe dI. merI taraha se tuma bhUla kabhI mata karanA. "dIyatA-dIyatAM" kucha do, kucha do. adAtuH phalamiharAm kucha paropakAra karake jAo aura yadi nahIM karoge - adAtu phala mitrasthaM ye maiMne nahIM diyA usakA prekTikala riz2alTa maiM tumhAre sAmane khar3A hUM. mujhe dekhakara kucha sIkho. kyA merI bAta samajha gae? Apa kaheM mahArAja! mere pAsa kucha dene ko nahIM. bahuta se aise vyakti haiM jo majadUrI karate haiM, peTa bharate haiM parantu peTI nahIM bhara pAte. isameM koI Apatti nahIM. paranta jo detA hai use dekhakara ke Apa dalAla baneM. usakA kamIzana Apako milegA tathA prasannatA dene vAle ko dhanyavAda, kyoMki usameM koI jIbha nahIM ghisatI. jaba koI zubha kArya karatA hai to Apako usakI prasannatA kA AbhAsa honA cAhie. maitrI bhAva kA eka prakAra hai ki koI bhI zubha kArya dekhakara apane andara prasannatA ho to isase dene vAle kA utsAha bar3hatA hareka prakAra se puNya upArjana Apa kara sakate haiM. parantu yadi Apa kaheM ki nahIM hamAre yahAM mahAn pUrvAcAryoM ne bhagavAn kI pUjA meM likhA - "karaNa karAvaNa anumodana sakhA phala nipajAve" astu, yadi koI zubha kArya karatA ho to use dekha kara ke prasanna hoie. yaha maitrI bhAva haiM aura maitrI bhAva ko vikasita karane kA eka upAya hai - prasannatA. Apa apane mitroM ko kisI zubha kArya karane kI preraNA dIjie. acche kAryoM meM Apa bhAga lIjie kabhI aisA prasaMga yadi A jAe to maiM bhI socatA hUM ki Apa sabhI vastutaH dila vAle haiM. kabhI koI maMgala kArya A jAe, rASTra para saMkaTa A jAe, samAja para koI vipatti A jAe, kadAcit koI prakRti kA aisA prakopa A jAe to hamezA ke lie Apa apanI maMgala bhAvanA rakhie. bhAva ke andara duSkAla nahIM cAhie. jitanI zakti ApameM ho utanA avazya denA. parantu bhAva aura apanI prasannatA aisI honI cAhie ki aise zubha kAryoM meM maiM bhI bhAga lUM. isameM kucha gAMTha kA paisA nahIM lagatA. parantu yadi Apane usameM kRpaNatA kI to isakA pariNAma acchA nahIM AegA. - 16 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI samrATa akabara ke samaya kI eka bAta hai. bIrabala unake bahata hI manapasanda vyakti the. eka dina darabAra meM eka aisI bAta calI. bIrabala eka bAta tU mujhako batA. ye sabhA meM loga baiThe haiM dIvAne Ama meM mujhe batA ki ye loga isa samaya kyA soca rahe haiM. vaha to taraMgI AdamI thA. bIrabala ne kahA hajUra! kyA maiM koI paigambara hUM? koI phakIra hUM? maiM to eka iMsAna hUM. bhalA maiM logoM kI bAta kaise jAna sakatA hUM? kaise Apako sunA sakatA hUM? akabara bolA! nahIM nahIM tuma mujhe samajhAo. bar3A kuzala thA. yuktibAja vyakti thA. bar3A acchA manovaijJAnika thA. bIrabala ne kahA hajUra! jaba Apane Agraha kiyA to mujhe samajhAnA hI hogA. parantu hajUra maiM jAnanA cAhatA hUM ki eka-eka vyakti kA batAU~ yA sabakA eka sAtha hI batAU~. akabara bole - nahIM nahIM. eka-eka vyakti ko to batAne meM kAphI samaya laga jAegA. sabakA eka-sAtha hI batA do. vaha jAnatA thA. vaha bAdazAha ko acchI taraha se jAnatA thA. logoM ke mijAz2a se bhI paricita thA. usane kahA hajUra! isa dIvAne-Ama ke andara, itanI bar3I sabhA meM ye jitane bhI Apake sAmane baiThe haiM. ye isa samaya yahI soca rahe haiM ki ApakA AyuSya hajUra sau varSa kA ho. aba isa bAta se kauna manA kare. sabakI gardaneM hilane lagIM ki hajura, yahI soca rahe haiM. jitane loga baiThe the, sabane yahI kahA ki hajUra, ve mana meM yahI soca rahe haiM. ApakA rAjya aphagAnistAna se bhI Age bar3ha jAye aura udhara barmA taka phaila jAye, ApakA sAmrAjya bahuta lambA-caur3A ho jAe. ye saba yahI bhAvanA rakhate haiM. ApakI prajA Apake hita kA cintana karatI hai. sAre gardana hilAne lage. usane kahA hajUra! aura kabUla karAU~. Apa jitanA kaheM utanA kabUla karavAU~. nahIM-nahIM! aba mujhe saMtoSa ho gayA, parantu dhunI thA usane kahA bIrabala! mujhe eka bAta samajha meM nahIM AtI, tU mujhe samajhA de aura to saba bAta maiM samajha gayA. sAre zarIra meM bAla ugate haiM, hathelI meM kyoM nahIM? hajara ye to "gaoNDa-giphTeDa" hai. yahAM ApakA kAyadA nahIM calatA. ye to khudA kA kAyadA hai. merA bhI koI kAyadA yA buddhi nahIM calatI. yahAM to mauna rakhanA hI jyAdA ThIka rahegA. ___ tuma mujhe samajhAo. isa sAre zarIra meM bAla ugate haiM, hathelI meM kyoM nahIM ugate? bar3A prazna thA, bar3A Agraha thA. bIrabala ne kahA isase bacane kA koI upAya nahIM hai. isalie inako samajhA denA, inakA manoraMjana kara denA hI tarkasaMgata hogA. hamAre jIvana kI saccAI kaha gayA bIrabala. Hot HERE 17 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI bIrabala ne kahA ki hajUra Apa to dAnezvara ho. rAta aura dina Apake hAtha se aise khairAta hote haiM. aisA sundara dAna-puNya hotA hai. hajUra! dAna dete-dete, azarphI dete dete hathelI ke sAre bAla Apake ghisa gae. hajUra! aba maiM kyA kahUM. are tU mujhe kyA bevakUpha banA rahA hai. merI hathelI ke bAla ghisa gaye. tere bAla kahAM gaye. hajUra! maiM to brAhmaNa hUM. Apane itanA dAna diyA ki lete-lete mere bAla bhI ghisa gae. ___ are mere bAla dete hue ghise aura tere lete hue ghise. ye sabhA meM saba itane loga baiThe haiM. inake bAla kahAM gae? hjr| Apane itanA InAma dAna diyA. maiMne lekara ke apanA ghara bharA. ye IrSyA meM hAtha malate rahe aura inake bhI ghisa gaye. samajha gae, Apa merI bAta? IrSyA kI Aga bar3I khataranAka hotI hai, svayaM ke puNya ko jalAkara rAkha kara detI hai. kabhI bhaviSya meM IrSyA kI Aga meM apane guNoM ko Apa bharama na kareM. yadi koI AtmA paropakAra karatA ho, zubha kArya karatA ho, to usakA anumodana kareM. yaha dharma kA prANa hai. usakA nAza nahIM merA nAza ho rahA hai. ve duHkhI nahIM, use dekhakara maiM duHkhI ho rahA hUM. usa AtmA ke duHkha ko, darda ko maiM kaise dUra karUM? yahI hamArA satata prayAsa honA cAhie. ___aba isake pazcAt dharma ke anya pakSoM para hama Age prakAza DAlanA cAheMge. dharma kahAM se prArambha hotA hai tathA maMgalAcaraNa ke dvArA usakA pUrva paricaya Apako diyA jA cukA hai. isI para aura gambhIra cintana prastuta kareMge. sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM, sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM, jaina jayati zAsanam bhagavAna mahAvIra ke udgAra haiM ki prema ke dvArA lAyA gayA parivartana sthAyI hotA hai. koI cAhe jitanA bhI duSTa va kaThora hRdaya kA vyakti kyoM na ho, prema ke AdhAra para use pighAlA jA sakatA hai, prema pagaDaMDI hai sAmane vAle ke hRdaya taka pahu~cane kI. CPI 18 For Private And Personal Use Only

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0 =guruvANI - pANI Atma -saMtoSa ke upAya % 3D ananta upakArI, parama kRpAlu, paramAtmA jinezvara ne jagata ke jIvamAtra ke kalyANa ke lie dharma pravacana ke dvArA mokSa mArga kA paricaya diyA. kisa prakAra vyakti apanI sAdhanA ke dvArA svayaM kI pUrNatA ko prApta kare - usakA sampUrNa mArga-darzana paramAtmA ne apane pravacana dvArA kiyA hai. "sarvatra sarvasya sadA pravRttiH duHkhasya nAzAya sukhasya hetuH| kadApi duHkham na vinAzameti sukham na kasyApi bhajeMtesthiratvam // " jIvana ke anAdi-ananta kAla ke itihAsa meM jIva mAtra kA yahI prayatna rahA ki sukha kI prApti ho parantu Aja taka vaha sukha milA nahIM. prANI mAtra kA yaha prayAsa rahA ki duHkhoM kA nAza ho, parantu Aja taka duHkha naSTa huA nahIM, sArA prayatna niSphala gayA - sukha kI prApti mRgatRSNA hI rahI, duHkha ko naSTa karane kA sArA prayAsa viphala rahA, kAraNa? viphalatA ke kAraNoM ko hamane khojA hI nahIM. kAraNa thA -binA AdhArazilA kA makAna banAte rahe. binA cintana ke hama ArAdhanA karate rahe. lakSya ko bhala kara ke hama calate rahe aura isI kAraNa Aja taka hamArI sukhaprApti kI sAdhanA asaphala rahI. mAnasika azAnti se Aja hamArA pUrA jIvana trasta hai. hara vyakti ne apane klezoM se svaya ko pIr3ita kara rakhA hai. prabhu ne sukha prApti kA atyanta sundara mArga batAyA. Atma-saMtoSa ke dvArA usa parama vaibhava ko hama prApta kara sakate haiM. yadi icchA aura tRSNA para niyantraNa A jAe to mAnasika azAnti kA nAza sahaja ho sakatA hai. asantoSa kI agni bhayaMkara hai. citta kI sArI prasannatA usameM jala kara rAkha ho sakatI hai, vyakti hara kriyA meM pratiphala kI kAmanA rakhatA hai. yahAM taka ki dharmakriyA meM bhI vaha apekSA rakhatA hai ki kucha mila jAe. yahI asaMtoSa vinAza kA kAraNa hai. apane prArabdha se jo sahaja rUpa meM mila jAe, usI meM saMtoSa honA cAhiye. hamArA sArA puruSArtha artha aura kAma para hI kendrita rahA. dharma aura mokSa kA paruSArtha gauNa bana gayA. sukha kI prApti ke jo sAdhana the, unako gauNa banA diyA. gahastha jIvana meM artha aura kAma kI prApti gauNa viSaya honA cAhie thA, use hamane mukhya banA liyA. sArI samasyA, sArI viSamatA yahIM se utpanna huyI. sRSTi meM hara padArtha kA mUlya hai parantu vyakti ne svayaM kA mUlyAMkana nahIM kiyA. janma-janmAntara kI varSoM kI sAdhanA ke uparAnta manuSya ne mAnava-kAyA dhAraNa kara mokSa kA yaha praveza-dvAra prApta kiyA hai. isa manuSya jIvana kI prApti ke lie bhUtakAla meM usane bahata se balidAna kie aura usI kI pariNati ke rUpa meM vaha mAnava rUpa meM avatarita na 19 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Tang : guruvANI huA. parantu isa vartamAna meM mAnava zarIra se yadi usane kucha lAbha nahIM uThAyA to bhaviSya meM vaha punaH usI andhakAra ke gahana garta meM bhaTakatA rahegA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir isa loka meM padArpaNa karane ke anantara vaha apane parivAra ke bharaNa-poSaNa karane jaise sAmAnya karttavyoM meM hI ulajhA rahA aura usane apane uddezya kI prApti ke liye Atma-dRSTi vikasita nahIM kI. usa vyakti ne Aja taka kabhI nahIM socA ki maiM kitanA mUlyavAna hUM? evam kina mahAn kAryoM ke pariNAmasvarUpa ye sAdhana sulabha hue haiM? yadi vartamAna zUnya rahA to bhaviSya meM sRjana hone kI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM. vibhinna dharmoM ke sabhI dharmAcAryoM ne sarvaprathama AtmA ke mUlya ko parakhane kA upadeza diyA hai. eka bAra yadi ApakA lakSya AtmA para kendrita ho gayA aura sAdhanA ke mUlya ko Apa samajha gae to magnatA A jAegI aura sArI sAdhanA saphala ho jAegI. sArI kriyA saphala ho jAegI. jaina darzana kI sArI kriyAeM pUrNataH vaijJAnika haiM. eka-eka zabda ke andara vaha parama satya chipA hai. jisakI hamane khoja nahIM kI. yadi eka bAra bhI khoja kI gaharAI meM gae hote aura svayaM ko khokara khoja kI hotI to hamArI khoja Aja pUrI ho jAtI. sAmAyika karate samaya yA paramAtmA kA smaraNa karate samaya jo ekAgratA hama meM AnI cAhie thI, usakA abhAva rahA. magnatA aura tAdAtmyatA kA bhAva AnA cAhie tathA usake sAtha ekAkAra ho jAnA cAhie, usa sthiti ko lAne ke lie hamaneM kabhI koI prayAsa nahIM kiyA. abhI Apako svayaM kA bhI paricaya nahIM aura na hI svayaM kI AtmA ke mUlyA paricaya aura na Atma-zakti kA paricaya hai. kadAcit prArabdha se do paisA mila jAe aura kucha bhI na rahate hue saba kucha ho jAe taba citta meM aisI prasannatA hogI ki bahuta kucha kamA liyA aura paidA kara liyA. isa prakAra kA Atma saMtoSa Apako milegA. parantu saba kucha kamAne ke bAda prApta hone ke bAda yadi kisI kAraNa se zArIrika vyAdhi A jAe yA koI aisA asAdhya kaSTa A jAe athavA roga kA AkramaNa ho jAe aura DAkTara Apako salAha de ki isake lie Apako videza jAnA par3egA kyoMki yaha bar3I qhataranAka bImArI hai. usakI zalya cikitsA hogI jisameM bahuta bar3A khatarA hai. usa samaya kyA Apa vicAra kareMge ki varSoM taka pasInA bahA kara yaha, arjita kI gayI sampUrNa sampatti roga nidAna meM hI samApta ho jAyegI. Apa paisA bacAeMge yA zarIra bacAeMge? Apako mAlUma hai ki videza jAeMge aura cikitsA karAeMge to sabhI sampatti samApta ho jAyegI - aisI sthiti meM ApakA kyA nirNaya hogA ? Apa satya hI boleMge ki zarIra bacAeMge. zarIra hai to paise kA mUlya hai. paise kA upayoga karane vAlA bhoktA to yaha zarIra hai. paisA itanA kImatI nahIM hai balki zarIra jyAdA kImatI hai. aura yadi maiM Apase Age pUcheM ki zarIra kA mAlika isakA mainejiMga DAyarekTara TrAMsaphara ho jAe to phira isa zarIra kI kyA koI kImata hai ? ghara meM rakhanA koI pasanda nahIM karegA ? jisa ghara kA Apane nirmANa kiyA jisa parivAra ko Apane janma diyA aura jinakA 20 For Private And Personal Use Only UR

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guruvANI Aja taka bharaNa-poSaNa kiyA kyA vaha parivAra bhI usa zarIra ko rakhanA pasanda karegA? nahIM. / yaha saMsAra svArtha se bharA hai. alaga-alaga prakAra ke svArtha haiM. bahuta jyAdA yadi anurAga hai, to vahA~ para bhI svArtha hai. jisa saMsAra ko Apa apanA mAna kara ke cala rahe haiM, jisake anurAga ke lie Apa apanA jIvana de rahe haiM. kyA Apane kabhI socA ki vaha saMsAra vAstava meM merA hai? yaha dharmazAlA hai. parivAra ke jitane bhI sadasya haiM, sabhI yAtrI haiM, saba apane karma ke anusAra Ae haiM aura na jAne kaba kauna calA jAegA. yadi Apa isa dharmazAlA ke andara atithi rUpa meM Ae haiM aura Apa atithi bana kara yadi isameM raheM, taba to koI samasyA nahIM, koI aTecameMTa (moha) nahIM. yadi Apa mAlika banane kI koziza kareMge, to anekazaH samasyAeM paidA ho jAeMgI. udAharaNArtha kisI ke ghara yadi Apa atithi bana kara ke jAe~ to Apako koI cintA rahatI hai ki nAztA kaba AegA? khAnA kaba milegA? sArI suvidhAeM mila jAtI haiM kyoMki Apa atithi haiM. ve sArI cintAeM makAna mAlika para haiM. yadi svayaM ko atithi banAkara saMsAra meM raheM taba to bahuta kucha sukha mila sakatA hai. parantu hama apanI Adata se lAcAra haiM - mAlika bana kara rahane kI koziza karate haiM aura jaise hI vaha bhAva andara AtA hai - aTecameMTa (moha) kA AvaraNa da:kha evaM azAnti ko Amantrita karatA hai. hamArA jIvana klezamaya hokara tamAma ulajhanoM se jakar3a uThatA hai. __isa prakAra jinake lie Apane saba kucha kiyA, vahI Apako vidAI dete hai. yaha Apako mAlUma hai ki yaha ghara merA nahIM aura parivAra bhI saMyoga se milA hai. yaha zarIra aura saMsAra saba udhAra kA hai aura udhAra kI dukAna para Apa dIvAlI manAne kI koziza kareM to Apa svayaM hI isa tathya para cintana kareM ki kaba taka manAeMge? paise se jyAdA kImatI yaha zarIra hai aura zarIra se jyAdA kImatI AtmA hai. Apa svayaM svIkAra kareMge ki hamArA jyAdA se jyAdA samaya yA to paise ke lie yA zarIra ke lie yA saMsAra sukhoM ko prApta karane ke lie lagatA hai. AtmA ke lie paramAtmA ke dhyAna meM yA athavA sAdhanA meM hama kitanA samaya lagAte hai. aura yadi jo samaya hama dete bhI hoM to vaha samaya kisa prakAra hai jo sAmAyika lekara Apa baiThe haiM, paramAtmA kA smaraNa kara rahe haiM yA phira mAlA phera rahe haiM. Apa paramezvara ko sAkSya mAnakara baiThe hai ki aDatAlisa minaTa taka sAdhu rUpa meM sthira citta hokara ArAdhanA kareMge mana, vacana, aura karma se koI aise kArya meM pravRtti nahIM kareMge, jo AtmA ke pratikUla ho. Apa pratijJAbaddha hokara sAmAyika meM baiThe hoM aura saMyogavaza, bacce skUla gae hoM, ghara meM koI na ho aura usa samaya para yadi koI kuttA sIdhe hI Apake cauke meM jAe aura eka-Adha lITara dUdha vagairaha par3A hoM to Apa sAmAyika bacAeMge yA dUdha Adi bacAeMge? ka - - 21 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI sAdhanA kA mUlya ApakI dRSTi meM hai hI nahIM. vaha kuttA dUdha Adi bigAr3a degA isakI Apako bar3I cintA hai. Apa apanI praNabaddhatA ko bhI tilAMjali dekara kisI bhI taraha Apa usa kutte ko nikAlane kA prayAsa kareMge. merA itanA hI abhiprAya hai ki jo eka lITara dUdha kA tyAga nahIM kara sakatA vaha isa saMsAra kA tyAga kisa taraha se kara pAegA? yaha kaisI bhayaMkara Asakti hai? eka choTI-sI cIz2a meM usakI Asakti chipI huI hai aura usake andara yaha viveka nahIM hai aura na hI yaha tAtvika dRSTi vikasita hai ki yaha soca sake-maiMne isa loka meM kyoM padArpaNa kiyA hai tathA maiM to kucha lekara to nahIM AyA thA ? eka bAra koI caukIdAra gorakhA jA rahA thA. rAste meM sau kA noTa par3A huA pAkara mudita ho gayA aura use uThAkara jeba meM rakha liyA. thor3I-sI dUra Age gayA to usakA eka mitra mila gayA. muphta kA paisA thA. binA pasInA utAre milA thA. mitra ko bulAyA aura kahA ki cAya pI kara ke AeM cAya pIne ke lie vaha hoTala meM gayA nAztA bhI kiyA. parantu jaise hI cAya, nAztA kara ke vaha pemeMTa karane ke lie kAuNTara para AyA to paoNkeTa meM dekhatA hai ki pAkeTa khAlI. usakA sArA ceharA utara gayA, nirAza ho gayA. usake sAthI ne pUchA ki are bhAI kyA bAta hai? ekadama cehare para parivartana kaise AyA? kyA batalAeM! rAste meM nikalA thA - eka sau kA noTa milA. mere mana meM AyA ki calo isakA upayoga kareM aura isI bIca tuma mila gae aura icchA huyI ki sAtha-sAtha nAztA kareM aura cAya pIeM parantu yahAM to koI pAkeTa hI sApha kara gayA. ___bar3A sundara dArzanika usakA mitra thA. usane kahA ki are isameM cintA kI kyA bAta hai? tuma ghara se nikale to kucha thA nahIM. rAste meM milA aura rAste meM gayA. isake lie haMsanA kyA aura ronA kyA? apanI pUrva sthiti para to vicAra karo. Apa z2arA-sI Atma-dRSTi prApta karo, hama janmeM to kyA lAe the? aura jAeMge taba laMgoTI bhI rahegI? nahIM, phira saMsAra ke mArga meM pUrva ke puNya se yadi paisA mila gayA to usakA kyA Ananda aura yadi karma rAjA ne pAkeTa kATa liyA aura vaha paisA calA gayA to usake lie kyA ronA? mana ko yadi Apa samajhAne kA prayAsa kareM taba to yaha mana mAna letA hai. yaha sArA hI upadrava mana kA hai, isIlie jJAniyoM kI bhASA meM kahA gayA hai - mana eva manuSyANAM kAraNaM bndhmokssyoH| saMsAra ke bandhana se mukta hone kA sAdhana mana hai. mana hI vaha cAbI hai. tijorI ke andara bahuta sArA vaibhava rahatA hai parantu cAbI eka hotI hai. Apa usase tijorI khola bhI sakate haiM, banda bhI kara sakate haiM. rAiTa Tarna dIjie - khula jAegI, lephTa Tarna dIjiye tijorI banda ho jAegI. cAbI eka hai aura kAma do haiM. R hanA 22 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI mana eka hai aura isake kArya do haiM: yaha saMsAra ko kasTaDI bhI detA hai aura mokSa bhI. yaha mana saMsAra se mukta kara detA hai. guruoM dvArA batAI gayI maitrI aura prema rUpI cAbI ko sahI tarapha (rAiTa Tarna) ghumAnA par3atA hai, aura hamAre antaHdvAra ko khola detI hai. AtmA ananta vaibhava kI mAlika bana jAtI hai. hamArI AdatoM meM baira, kaTutA, dveSa aura ahaMkAra jaise bhayaMkara dUSita tattva haiM, jo bAhara se Ae hue vaibhava svarUpa haiM. ye AtmA ke vyAvahArika guNa haiM. svAbhAvika nahIM. hamane kabhI dhyAna avasthA meM apanI antarAtmA ke guNoM ke vaibhava ko dekhane kA prayAsa hI nahIM kiyA. kabhI hamaneM apanI manaHsthiti para Atma-cintana nahIM kiyA aura aprApti ke kAraNa asaMtoSa kI Aga meM mana jalatA rahA. bhUtakAla sArA niSphala gayA. anAdi, ananta kAla taka hama prApti se vaMcita rahe, aprApti kI vedanA se ghire hue rahe. aprApti kA asaMtoSa bar3A bhayaMkara hotA hai. usakI vedanA AtmA meM bar3I bhayaMkara hotI hai. bahuta se loga kahate haiM ki prayAsa kiyA magara upalabdhi kucha nahIM huI. ataH sukha se vaMcita rahe. eka vyakti bahuta duHkhI thA. mere pAsa samaya lekara jaba rAtri meM AyA to maiMne pUchA - "kyA bAta hai?" "mahArAja! bahuta bar3I cintA hai." "kisa bAta kI?" "mere lar3ake ne bahuta bar3A nukasAna kara diyA." "kitanA bar3A?" "dasa lAkha rupaye kA nukasAna kara diyA, mahArAja!" vaha bar3A zraddhAlu vyakti thA. maiMne kahA ki mere pAsa dharma ArAdhanA ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM hai. maiM sAdhu hUM, apanI maryAdA meM rahakara maiM jo kara sakatA hUM vaha karane ko maiM taiyAra hUM. maiM Apako mArga-darzana de sakatA hUM, dharma ArAdhanA kyoM karanA ? vaha batA sakatA hU~. "Apa mujhe batAeM ki Apa bambaI Ae to Apake pAsa kyA thA?" "mahArAja! kucha nahIM, naukarI karatA thA. mAtra DeDha sau rupae mahInA aura khAne-pIne ko milatA thA." "usake bAda Apane kyA kiyA?" "kisI kI bhAgIdArI meM dhandhA kiyA." "usake bAda Apane kyA kiyA?" "mahArAja! usake bAda? maiMne svataMtra dukAna kara lI." "Aja Apake pAsa kyA hai?" "phlaiTa hai, dukAna hai, gAr3I hai, ..... 23 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3 DguruvANI%3D "Apa yaha vicAra kyoM nahIM karate - jaba yahAM AyA thA taba naukarI karatA thA, phUTapAtha para sotA thA. hoTala meM khAtA thA. seTha kI gAliyAM sunatA thA. dhIre-dhIre Apa Age bar3hate gae aura Apane bhautika vikAsa kara liyA tathA aba pacAsa lAkha kA phlaiTa Apake pAsa hai, tIsa lAkha kI dukAna va pAMca lAkha kI gAr3I bhI Apake pAsa haiM tathA itane naukara-cAkara haiM. jvailarI tathA likviDa-manI Apake pAsa hai tathA baiMka baileMsa bhI. itanA saba kucha Apake pAsa hai, aura dasa lAkha calA gayA to usake lie Apa ro rahe haiM? are! jo hai usakA Ananda lUTo - nahIM to Apa mara jAoge." vyakti kA svabhAva hai ki jo calA gayA, usakI cintA meM vaha apanA pUrA jIvana samApta kara letA hai. eka mahIne se ve cintA kara rahe the ki dasa lAkha calA gayA aura nukasAna ho gayA parantu unhoMne yaha nahIM vicAra kiyA ki jo mere pAsa eka karor3a hai usI se Anandita rahU~, hama apanI ajJAnadazA meM isI roga se AkrAnta haiM aura yahI dazA hamArI azAnti kA kAraNa hai. jarA-sI jJAna dRSTi se yadi vivekapUrvaka dekhA jAe to Ananda kA khajAnA andara hai. kaisA bhI bAhara vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa ho jAe athavA karma ko lekara kaisI bhI viSama samasyA paidA ho jAe. agara yaha AtmadRSTi unmeSita ho jAe ki hara paristhiti meM Apa citta kI zAMti banAe rakheM to kabhI bhI koI samasyA Apa vicalita ko nahIM karegI. Aja kA pUrA mAnava samAja isa cintA se pIr3ita hai jo pUrNataH nirarthaka hai. jisake jo pAsa nahIM hai, vaha usako prApta karane kI AzA karatA hai. yahI duHkha kA mukhya kAraNa hai. hama yahI cintA karate haiM ki kucha mila jAe. hamArA sArA prayAsa kucha prApta karane ke lie hotA hai. jagata kI anityatA kA kabhI Apa vicAra kIjie tathA mana ko samajhAne kA prayAsa kareM to usakA pAgalapana miTa jAegA. yaha mAnasika roga kI cikitsA hai. isakA upAya paramAtmA ne batAyA hai ki anitya bhAvanA kA cintana karanA cAhie. jaise "anityAni zarIrANi vibhavo naiva shaashvtH| nityaM sannihito mRtyuH karttavyo dhrmsNgrhH|" paramAtmA ne mAnasika roga kI pIr3A kA atyanta sundara upacAra batAte hue kahA hai ki mana ko samajhAe~ ki pratyeka dRzya vastu nazvara hai tathA jo hama karate haiM vaha saba yahIM raha jAtA hai. tIna pIr3hI ke bAda nAma yAda rakhane vAlA bhI ghara meM koI nahIM hogA. hamArI sthiti isa taraha hai. kisa bAta para maiM abhimAna karUM aura kisa vastu kA maiM Ananda lUM? mana se jo Ananda milatA hai, vaha Ananda sthAyI nahIM hotA kyoMki vaha udhAra kA hai. apanI AtmA ke hI guNoM kA Ananda leM. jo pAsa hai, usI Ananda se mana ko santoSa dIjie. 24 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: guruvANI itihAsa meM bahuta sI bAteM milatI haiM. sArI sampatti saba yahIM chor3a kara ke cale gaye, sikandara sArI duniyA ko lUTane ke lie jA rahA thA. arastU usakA bar3A AdhyAtmika guru thA. vaha unase AzIrvAda lene ke lie gayA. sikaMdara ko sAmane dekhakara arastU kahatA hai "gurudeva, AzIrvAda lene ke lie AyA hUM." "kisa bAta kA AzIrvAda ?" "kyoM Ae, kaise Ae ?" "hindustAna para vijaya prApta karane ke lie jA rahA hUM." "usake bAda kyA karoge ?" Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir "usake bAda, araba para vijaya prApta karUMgA." "usake bAda ?" "usake bAda, usase Age kI jo duniyA hai, usa para adhikAra prApta karUMgA." "are, usake bAda tU kyA karegA ?" "pUrA miDila IsTa merA ho jAegA. pUrA eziyA mere adhikAra meM A jAegA aura bAkI ke jo bhI dvIpa yA khaNDa haiM, una saba para merA adhikAra hogA." "areM, usake bAda tU kyA karegA ? " "sAre vizva meM ekAdhikAra karUMgA. sAre vizva kA samrATa banUMgA. " "usake bAda tU kyA karegA? arastU ne jaba AkhirI bAra pUchA. " "taba mere pAsa jItane ko kucha nahIM rahegA. bar3I zAMti se, aiMThana se maiM baiThUMgA aura duniyA para sAmrAjya karUMgA. phira koI icchA aura tRSNA nahIM." "tU kaisA mUrkha hai-- itanI bar3I azAMti paidA karake, zAMti kI kalpanA karatA hai ? dhUpa meM pasInA sukhAne kI icchA rakhatA hai? abhI tujhe kauna-sI azAMti hai ? khAne ko milatA hai, rahane ko milatA hai, haz2AroM naukara terI sevA meM hai, bar3A rAjamahala hai, hajAroM-lAkhoM AdamiyoM kA ghara ujAr3a kara ke, kisI ko mAra kATa kara ke, kisI ko lUTa kara ke itanI bar3I azAMti paidA karake - tU zAMti kI kalpanA karatA hai. aise mUrkha vyakti ko maiM AzIrvAda nahIM detA." isa prakAra arastU ne use spaSTa kaha diyA. itihAsa sAkSI hai ki jaise hindustAna para vijaya prApta kI, use vApisa jAnA par3A. battIsa varSa kI umra meM zarIra se lAcAra ho gayA. usakA jIvana asaMtoSa kI agni se paricchinna ho gayA, vaha mAnasika rUpa se aisA pIr3ita bana gayA ki mRtyu zaiyyA para par3a gayA. senApati, aura bar3e-bar3e vyakti vahAM para A gae aura sabhI khar3e the. antima samaya para kahatA hai ki mujhe mauta se bacAo. DAkTara kahate haiM ki hamAre pAsa mauta kA koI ilAja nahIM. aisI koI davA hamAre pAsa nahIM hai jo Apako bacA sake. 25 For Private And Personal Use Only Ba

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: guruvANI Apa paise se narsiMga homa aura bar3e DAkTara athavA eksaparTa DAkTara lA sakate haiM. bahuta kImatI davA bhI phaurana Apa maMgavA leMge. magara Apa paise se AyuSya kahAM se lAeMge ? kyA kisI meDikala hAla meM vaha milatA hai? saba cIjeM to paise se mila jAeMgI para AyuSya kabhI paise se nahIM milatA. vaha to puNya se hI prApta hogA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir yaha hamArI Adata hai ki jaba saba taraha se vyakti lAcAra ho jAtA hai aura hAspiTala se DAkTara DiscArja karake kaha detA hai ki inheM aba ghara le jAo yahA~ para anAvazyaka rUpa se jagaha mata rokakara rakho. jitanA inakA AyuSya hai, bhogane do. inakI jo icchA hai, use tuma pUrA karo. DAkTara bhI uMgalI ke izAre se yaha kaha detA hai ki Upara paramAtmA ko yAda karo. jIvana meM jaba kucha karanA thA, taba to Apane kiyA nahIM. aura jaba DAkTara ne reDa siganala kara diyA ki hopalesa kesa, bacane kI sambhAvanA nahIM, ghara le jAo, taba paramAtmA kA smaraNa kiyA jAtA hai. Aga lagane ke bAda kahate haiM ki mahArAja! kuMA khodo. Aga to laga cukI hai. yaha hamArI ajJAnatA hai. mRtyuzayyA para samrATa sikandara jagat kA bAdazAha leTA huA thA aura sAre senApati sira nIce laTakA kara ke, udAsIna bhAva se khar3e the. sArI duniyA ko jItane vAlA sikandara mauta se hAra kara ke gayA. vaha mauta ko nahIM mAra pAyA. usake pAsa meM apAra vaibhava thA, parantu vahAM dhana koI kAma nahIM AyA. jJAniyoM ne kahAH "anityAni zarIrANi" zarIra anitya hai, vaibhava anitya aura nAzavAna hai, jarA usa para vicAra kIjie. isIlie maiM Apako usa para cintana de rahA hUM. mana ko kaise samajhAyA jAe tathA mAnasika zAMti kaise paidA kI jAe, kyoMki jahAM se samasyA paidA huI hai, samAdhAna vahIM se Apako milegA. jo cIjeM Apa ghara meM khote haiM, yadi Apa unheM bAhara meM khojane ke lie jAeM to cIja vahAM nahIM milegI aura vaha khoja kabhI pUrI nahIM hogI. seTha maphatalAla yahAM se bambaI gae aura vahAM se landana gae. unako koI aisI bImArI thI, jo DAkTara DAyaganoja nahIM kara pAe, aura na hI nidAna kara pAe. eka taraha se bar3I azAMti thI. vaha jaba khAte to bar3I becainI lagatI tathA zvAsa lene meM rukAvaTa AtI. vaha becAre sArA dina udAsa rahate aura unheM bhArIpana najara AtA. sphUrti nahIM milatI thI to unhoMne vizeSajJa DAkTaroM ko dikhAyA. kisI DAkTara ne kahA ki AMkha ke DAkTara ke pAsa Apa jAo, naz2ara kI kamajorI se bhI aisA ho sakatA hai. kAna meM koI kAraNa ho athavA aura koI bar3e acche cikitsaka ko dikhAo. kahIM para bhI koI nahIM milA aura ve iMglaiNDa gae. vahAM ke bar3e-bar3e DAkTaroM ne jaba dekhA, aura DAyaganosisa kiyA to kaha diyA ki seTha, tumhArA koI roga pakar3a meM nahIM A rahA hai. blaDa meM nahIM, yUrina meM nahIM, kisI prakAra ke TesTa meM koI roga naz2ara nahIM A rahA hai yaha koI naI bImArI nikalI hai| 26 For Private And Personal Use Only HOR gha

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%DguruvANI: aura bar3I khataranAka bImArI hai. acchA hai tuma. apane ghara vApisa lauTa jAo aura jo / tumako karanA ho, ghUmanA-phiranA ho, kara lo. "TumAro yU zaila DAI." ___mauta kA sarTIphikeTa lekara maphatalAla dillI vApisa Ae ki jagat meM aba isa bImArI kI koI davA nahIM hai. yaha bar3I khataranAka bImArI hai. unhoMne dekhA ki aba agara mujhe maranA hai to acchI taraha se kyoM na marA jAe. khA-pI kara ke aura ghUma kara ke maiM marUM. unheM ghUmane kA zauka lagA. vaha bar3e samRddha vyakti the apane darjI ko bulAkara kahA ki mujhe eka darjana sUTa sila kara ke do. maiMne kamAyA hai aura mujhe usakA upayoga karanA hai. pUre hindustAna meM ghUmUMgA aura tIrthayAtrA para jAUMgA. jaba sUTa sIne ke lie darjI AyA - Upara se nIce kA saba mApa mAlUma thA kyoMki roja naye kapar3e silA karatA thA. kaoNlara sIne kA jaba vaha mApa le rahA thA. seTha maphatalAla ne kahA, kyA mApa tuma lete ho, varSoM se kapar3A silA rahA hUM zarIra ke eka-eka aMga kA mApa tujhe mAlUma hai. ___ darjI ne kahA, ho sakatA hai usa mApa meM zAyada kucha bhUla raha gaI ho. mujhe Apa phira se mApa lene dIjie, darjI kA Agraha thA. usane kahA nahIM-nahIM, maiM ThIka kaha rahA hUM. muMha se mApa to bola gae. gardana kA mApa bhI vaha kaha gae ki solaha giraha kA hai. Telara ne kahA, merA Apase namra nivedana hai, Apa mApa lene dIjie. zarIra kA mApa liyA gayA. aba ve to pAMca-sAta varSa pahale kI bAta kara rahe the aura usake bAda unakA zArIrika vikAsa acchA ho gayA, ataH jo mApa pahale thA, vaha aba purAnA ho gayA thA. aba gale kA mApa yadi solaha giraha kA liyA jAye - ve Aja taka solaha kA hI silAte Ae. darjI ne kahA ki seTha sAhaba! yaha mApa Apa badala dIjie. solaha ke mApa meM to Apako phAMsI jaisI sajA ho jAegI. itanA kasA rahegA, ApakI pAcanakriyA bigar3a jAegA. Apake zvAsa meM rukAvaTa paidA hogI. AMkhoM ke sAmane andherA AegA. kAna meM jhanajhanAhaTa sunAI degI. sAre dina Apako becainI rahegI. kyA Apane kabhI yaha socA hai? seTha to camaka gayA ki isIlie to maiM bambaI gayA, aura vahAM ke bar3e-bar3e DAkTaroM ko maiMne dikhAyA. iMglaiNDa ke sAre DAkTara mAta khA gae. koI bImArI nahIM pakar3a pAyA aura maiM to mauta kA sarTIphikeTa le kara ke AyA hUM.. yAra! tumane to gajaba kI bAta kaha dI. Apa aba bAta samajha gae hoMge. bImArI gardana para thI. eka z2arA-sI bhUla ke pariNAma svarUpa maiM lAkhoM rupaye naSTa kara ke pUrI duniyA ghUmakara A gayA. REPORTER SATH 27 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsur Gyanmandir -guruvANI jahAM samasyA paidA hotI hai, samAdhAna vahIM milegA. jaise hI usako DhIlA kara diyA / gayA, sArI samasyAeM svataH miTa gayIM. samasyA mana se paidA hotI hai aura yadi mana ko samajhA diyA jAe to sArI samasyA kA samAdhAna ho jAegA. daraasala, hama paise meM samasyA kA samAdhAna khojate haiM. parivAra meM khojate haiM, patra meM, putrI meM, bAhara ke vaibhava meM aura dhana-sampati meM samAdhAna khojate haiM. pariNAmataH samasyA andara banI rahatI hai aura hamArI mRga-marIcikA kI talAza jArI rahatI hai. __ mRtyu kA bhaya sabase bhayaMkara hotA hai. isase AtaMkita acche-acche vyaktiyoM kA eka hI pariNAma hotA haiM. samrATa-sikandara antataH nirAza ho gayA kyoMki vaha samajha gayA thA ki usake paga-paga para agrasara hone ke sAtha mRtyu nimantraNa de rahI thI. jaba kisI ko yuvAvasthA kA mada ho, pAsa meM dhana kI pracuratA ho, mAnasika sthiti bhI darda se AplAvita ho aura sAtha meM sattA kA mada bhI ho to Apa samajha leM ki usakI antima ghar3iyoM kA yaha pUrvAbhAsa haiM. astu kavi kA nimna udghoSa smaraNIya hai "uchala lo, kUda lo, jaba taka hai jora naliyoM meM" "yAda rakhanA isa tana kI, ur3egI, khAka galiyoM meM" sArI garmI calI jAegI. bar3I zAna-zaukata se nikalate haiM. bar3e zAna se calate haiM. bahuta aizo-ArAma se hama rahate haiM. mAthA UMcA karake hama nikalate haiM. hameM kucha nahIM mAlUma, hamane apane bhAvI kAla ko nahIM dekhA. vartamAna ke andara apanI mRtyu ko jhAMkakara ke nahIM dekhA. use mAlUma nahIM ki kala jalA diyA jAUMgA - zmazAna ke andara yaha khopar3I kitane pAMva kI Thokara khAegI. bar3e zAna se maiM UMcA mastaka lekara ke jA rahA hUM aura na jAne mRtyu ke bAda kitanA apamAna isa deha ko sahana karanA par3egA. eka bAra eka samajhadAra phakIra mare hue murde kI rAkha lekara sUMgha rahA thA. kisI vyakti ne pUchA ki Apa yaha kyA kara rahe haiM. usane kahA ki yaha kisI bahata bar3e raIsa lAlA kI rAkha hai. vaha dasa bAra senTa (itra) Adi lagAte the aura jahA~ se nikalate the. vaha pariveza suvAsita ho jAtA thA. bar3e sundara aura hRSTa-puSTa vyakti the. maraNoparAnta rAkha meM unakI sugandha kA avazeSa dekha rahA hU~. kaisA samAjavAda hai? cAhe kaisA bhI garIba ho agara jalA diyA jAe to usa rAkha meM koI durgandha nahIM milegA. cAhe kaisA bhI amIra ho, usakI rAkha meM koI sugandha nahIM milegA. zmazAna kA samAjavAda bar3A vicitra hai. kitanA bar3A thA sikandara, aura vaha bhI marate samaya nirAza ho gayA. sArI duniyA ko lUTane vAlA, usa para vijaya prApta karane vAlA, vaha mauta se hAra kara ke jA rahA thA saba kucha luTA kara ke jAnA par3a rahA thA, kucha bhI usake pAsa nahIM bacA. - 28 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI ikaTThe kara jahAM ke jara, sArI duniyA ke mAlika the| sikandara jaba gayA duniyA se donoM hAtha khAlI the| sikandara jaba hindustAna AyA to usake bhI guru ne kahA thA ki kisI jaina sAdhu se paricaya karanA. vijaya-prApti ke bAda vaha usa naze meM ghUma rahA thA aura kisI naukara ko kahA ki kisI jaina sAdhu kA paricaya karanA hai. koI dhyAnastha sAdhu guphA meM baiThe the. sAmane jAkara khar3A ho gayA. usane socA merA sammAna kareMge, abhivAdana kareMge. parantu vaha to dhyAnastha hI rahe, koI paravAha nahIM kI. usane talavAra nikAlI ki aise badtamIja kI gardana ur3A dI jAe kyoMki bar3I garmI thI, usakI yuvAvasthA meM hone para. itanI bar3I sattA aura vijaya kA unmAda aisA thA ki talavAra nikAlI. phira vicAra AyA aura sAdhu se pUchA ki tU kauna hai ? mujhe jAnatA nahIM ki maiM kauna hUM? jIvana aura mRtyu meM unako koI bhaya rahatA hI nahIM, rAga hotA hI nahIM. ve mAna aura apamAna ko samadRSTi se dekhane vAle tathA unake lie sone meM, dhUla meM koI antara nahIM. ve dhUla ke hI eka zuddha prakAra haiM, aisI jaina sAdhutA hai. vizva ke andara isakI barAbarI karane vAle dUsare Apako koI nahIM mileMge. thor3I-bahuta vikRti yadi AI to Apa saba ke bahuta adhika paricaya kA pariNAma hai. bAkI, sAdhuoM kI zuddhatA to sugandhamayI hotI hai. unakI antaHcetanA to pUrNa jAgRta hotI hai. lokaiSaNA sAdhu ke lie viSa tulya hai. sAdhu usase bahuta dUra rahate haiM. sahaja meM zAsana kI sevA ho gayI to ThIka, nahIM to mere puNya meM kucha kamI rahI. ve to apanI sAdhanA meM hI magna rahate haiM. sikaMdara usa sAdhu se kahatA hai, "tU jAnatA hai maiM kauna hUM? mere hAtha meM naMgI talavAra - / sAdhu ne usase kahA, "maiM acchI taraha jAnatA hUM, aura acchI taraha pahacAnatA hUM." "kauna tU hai ?" "tU mere gulAma kA gulAma hai." Apa kaTe hue para namaka DAleM to kaisI pIr3A hotI hai? eka to vaha uttejita thA hI aura usa para aise zabda bola die ki vaha aura jyAdA uttejita ho gayA. usane kahA, "tU samajhA mujhe, nahIM to isa talavAra se terI gardana alaga karatA hUM" sAdhu to bar3I zAMti meM the. usameM koI azAMti nahIM thI, koI bhaya nahIM thA. unhoMne kahA "tU mujhe talavAra se kyA DarAtA hai? maiM bhI dekhUgA ki talavAra se tU mujhe kaise kATatA hai." "terI gardana kaTa jAegI to tU kyA dekhegA?" sAdhu ne kahA "yahI to terI mUrkhatA hai. itanI bhI akla khudA ne tujhe nahIM dI. are, rada 29 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsur Gyanmandir -guruvANI - jise tU kATatA hai, vaha thor3e hI dekhatA hai. dekhane vAlA to andara baiThA hai. tU kyA terA bApa bhI nahIM kATa sakatA. samajha gayA?" talavAra andara calI gayI. sikandara vicAra meM par3a gayA, bar3I gajaba kI bAta kaha dI. tU jise kATatA hai, vaha nahIM dekhatA aura jise tU kATa hI nahIM sakatA vaha antarAtmA to mere andara hai, vaha dekhegI ki tU kaise kATatA hai. sAdhu ne dArzanika dRSTi se bar3I dArzanika bAta use samajhA dI aura usakI talavAra andara calI gayI. __ vaha jhuka kara ke baiTha gayA, "bhagavan maiM ApakA gulAma hUM, batalAie. mujhe spaSTIkaraNa dIjie, maiM gulAma kaise hUM? __ "bar3I sIdhI sI bAta hai - ye sArI indriyA merI naukara haiM. A~kha se na dekhane kI sthiti meM ve banda ho kara ke dhyAnastha ho jAtI haiM. kAna ko paranindA nahIM sunane kI sthiti meM kAna banda ho jAte haiM, jIbha ko Adeza detA hUM, yaha vastu nahIM khAnA, vaha becArI mauna ho jAtI hai. saba indriyAM ekadama mere basa meM haiM. ye saba mere naukara aura galAma haiM aura tU indriyoM kA gulAma hai." ___"AMkha ne kahA mujhe nAca dekhanA hai to pUrI rAta calI jAtI hai. kAna ne kahA mahaphila meM jAkara ke saMgIta sunanA hai to pUrI rAta gulAma bana kara tU usakI sevA meM jAgatA hai. jIbha ne kahA mujhe yaha khAnA hai to tU usakI sevA meM pravRtta ho jAtA hai. hara indriya kA tU dAsa hai. hara indriya kA tU gulAma hai. maiM indriyoM kA svAmI aura mAlika hUM isa bAta kA mujhe garva hai aura tU gulAma hokara mere jaise samrATa ko DarAne AyA aura vaha bhI talavAra lekara. terI kyA tAkata ki tU mujhe mAra sakegA?" sikandara bhI samajha gayA, vaha caraNoM meM gira gayA "bhagavan! Aja merI AMkha khula gaI" isIlie maiMne kahA ki Atma-cintana kie binA, svAdhyAya kie binA tumako apane svayaM kA paricaya nahIM milegA. Apa jagat kA paricaya jAnate haiM, parantu svayaM kA koI paricaya nahIM. __Aja taka bahuta pravacana Apane sune hoMge. bahuta sAdhu-santoM ke paricaya meM Apa Ae hoMge aura maiM pUMchu ki ApakI AtmA kA zatru kauna hai? Apa kyA javAba deMge? ___ jindagI nikala gaI paisA upArjana karane meM aura jaba jarUrata par3I to Apako paramezvara yAda AtA hai, jaba ApakI tijorI khAlI huI yA zarIra meM kisI roga kA AkramaNa huA taba Apa paramezvara ko smaraNa karate haiM. vaha bhI svArthavaza yAda kiyA gayA ki bhagavana aba tU hI bacA "tvameva zaraNaM" isase pahale kabhI Apane paramezvara ko yAda kiyA yA kabhI Atma-dazA kA cintana kiyA ki kala mujhe jAnA hai aura jo merI vastu hai merA lakSya honA cAhie. Apa pravRtti 30 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI mahA! karo parantu nivRtti rakhakara ke pravRtti karo. bAhara kI pravRtti se nivRtta hokara ke thor3A-bahuta avazya hI Atma-cintana kareM. maiM kauna hUM? maiM kyA hUM? Apase yadi koI pache - "ha Ara ya" - Apa kauna haiM? kyA javAba deMge? kyA kaheMge merA yaha nAma hai. nAma to udhAra hai aura janmeM to lAye the, rajisTarDa thA kyA? kacha nahIM, mAM-bApa ne de diyA, Apako svIkAra karanA paDA. jaisA bhI nAma diyA ho - maphatalAla nAma diyA ho, candUlAla nAma diyA ho, svIkAranA par3atA hai. jagata isa nAma se pukAratA hai, calo svIkArya hai, koI DikzanarI meM se dekha kara ke to nAma lAye nahIM. Apa kaheM mahArAja! isa ghara meM rahatA hUM - kyA hai -- dharmazAlA hai - vaha ghara ApakA huA kabhI. kaI Ae, kaI gae, AnA-jAnA to cAlU hai. Apa kyA kaheMge? Apa kaheMge ki yaha zarIra merA hai, mahArAja. yaha zarIra bhI to eka udhAra hI hai, mAtA-pitA kI dena hai. ApakA kyA? zarIra bhI ApakA nahIM, parivAra bhI ApakA nahIM, makAna bhI ApakA nahIM, nAma bhI ApakA nahIM hai, to ApakA hai kyA? kabhI Apane svayaM kA paricaya kiyA ki maiM kauna hUM? ye andara se bolane vAlA kauna hai? nahIM! ____ AtmA kA eka bAra sampUrNa paricaya prApta kareM. apanI svayaM kI jAnakArI Apa prApta kareM ki maiM kauna hUM. AtmA kA zatru kauna? Apako mAlUma nahIM. paramAtmA kA kathana hai. jaina dRSTi se ApakA zatru Apake andara hI hai bAhara nahIM. yahAM to jo apane karma ko zatru mAna kara ke cale - vahI sAdhu aura vahI zrAvaka mAnA gayA hai. AhAra-viSayaka Ayurveda kA niyama hai - "bhojanAnte zatapadaM gacchet" caraka saMhitA Ayurveda zAstra (meDikala sAinsa) duniyA kA prAcInatama prAmANika grantha hai. vaha Ayurveda kA pramukha srota hai jisa para meDikala sAinsa zodha meM laga rahe haiM. sArI duniyA kI AMkha khola dene vAlA grantha. Apake Arogya kI cAbI usameM batalAI hai. usameM kahA gayA hai yadi bhojana ke bAda zrama nahIM kiyA gayA to vaha bhojana bImAriyoM kA ghara bana jAtA hai. rAtri ke samaya kiyA huA bhojana Apake andara vikRti paidA karatA hai. sUrya kI rozanI, alTrAvAyaleTa kiraNa bhojana ke pAcana meM sahAyaka banatI hai aura mandAgni ko pradIpta karane vAlI alTrAvAyaleTa rez2a sUrya kI kiraNeM hai jisake prakAza meM koI vAyarasa nahIM hotA. usakI kiraNoM meM yaha tAkata hai ki aise jIvANuoM ko panapane hI nahIM detIM. usake kAraNa kITANu chipa jAte haiM parantu jaise hI sUrya asta hotA hai, ve sAre kITANu bAhara nikalate haiM. rAtri ke andhakAra meM ve apane bhojana kI pratIkSA meM rahate haiM. ve AMkhoM se nahIM dikhate, aura na hI carma-cakSu grAhya haiM. itane sUkSma hote haiM. dAla meM, sAga meM, Apake bhojana kI 31 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI sAmagrI meM yadi vaha A jAeM parantu Apako mAlUma nahIM par3egA aura yadi Apa usa bhojana ko grahaNa kareM to kaI aise viSAkta kITANu Apake bhojana ke andara bImArI utpanna karate haiM. - dhArmika dRSTi se vaha hiMsA kA kAraNa mAnA gayA hai. zArIrika dRSTi se Arogya kI hAni kA kAraNa mAnA gayA aura usakA vaijJAnika kAraNa batalAyA gayA hai ki yadi Apa bhojana ke bAda pAMca- paccIsa kadama nahIM caleMge to vaha bhojana Apake peTa meM par3A rahatA hai. yaha kArya usa bAyalara ko karanA par3atA hai jisameM se esiDa utpanna hokara bhojana ko pacAtA hai. parantu taba to vaha esiDa utpanna karatA hai. parantu yadi Apa bhojana karake aise hI sIdhe baiThe rahe. zAma ko Apa dukAna se thaka kara ke AeM nau baje AeM dasa baje AeM - bhUkha to lagegI hI, sAre dina Apane zrama kiyA hai. jaise hI Apane peTa bhara ke bhojana kiyA to rAta ko dasa baje Apa kahAM ghUmane jAeMge? usake bAda Apa kyA zrama kareMge? ghara meM TI. vI. cala rahA hai aura pAsa meM bacce baiThe haiM. aisI sthiti meM Apa bhI sophAseTa para ArAma hI karate haiM. vaha bhojana Apake andara par3A hai. - Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir isa prakAra jo kAma zarIra ko karanA thA, vaha ApakI hojarI kara rahI hai. bar3A zrama par3a rahA hai, usa hojarI para aura dhIre-dhIre usakI zakti kama par3a jAtI hai. vaha hoz2arI kamaz2ora ho jAtI hai aura usake bAda pAcana kriyA kamaz2ora hote hI bhUkha bahuta kama lagegI aura sArI bImAriyoM kA vaha kAraNa banegI. eka dina, do dina cala sakatA hai para roz2a kI Adata to qhataranAka hogI. bhojana kA eka nazA hotA hai. isameM bar3I alpamAtrA meM alkohala hotA hai, tandrA AtI hai, pramAda AtA hai. vizrAma karane kI icchA hotI hai. nau-dasa baje bhojana ke bAda Apa turanta so jAeMge. bhojana ke bAda pacAne ke lie jo pAnI milanA cAhie utanI mAtrA meM pAnI peTa meM nahIM jAegA. zrama ke dvArA jo pAcana honA cAhie. vaha pAcana-kriyA barAbaraM nahIM hogI. andara par3A huA vaha AhAra gaisa utpanna karegA. aura phira vaha gaisTika Trabala. Ayurveda kI dRSTi 84 prakAra kI vAyu haiM. agara alaga-alaga nAr3iyoM meM vAyu kA praveza hotA hai to ve alaga-alaga bImAriyAM utpanna karatI haiM, agara vaha gaisa sIdhI taraha se nahIM nikala pAI, nAr3iyoM meM aura praveza kara liyA to dhIre-dhIre Age calakara pairAlisisa (lakavA) karegA. hAIpara aisIDiTI karegA. kabhI hembreja (viphalatA) kA kAraNa banegA. hRdaya kI nasa meM praveza kiyA to hArTa aTeka lAegA. rakta ke andara praveza kara gayA to raktacApa kA roga, blaDa-prezara utpanna karegA. isa prakAra sArI bImAriyoM kA kAraNa banegA. jJAna tantuoM meM praveza karegA to memorI ( smaraNa zakti) kama hogI, dila aura dimAga meM tanAva paidA hogA. zarIra meM bhArIpana AegA. Apa jo rAta nau-dasa baje AhAra karake so gae yaha sArI bImArI vahIM se paidA huI. 32 For Private And Personal Use Only Tong

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-guruvANI Ayurveda meM kahA gayA hai: "bhojana AdhA peTa kara, duganA pAnI piiuuN| tigunA zrama, caugunI haMsI, varSa savA sau jIUM // " AhAra jisa mAtrA meM kiyA gayA, usase duganI mAtrA meM pAnI pInA cAhie. yaha Ayurveda kA siddhAnta hai. isake bAda tIna guNA zArIrika zrama apekSita hai. pAcana ho jAtA hai to zarIra kA Arogya surakSita rahatA hai. __ Arogya to gAMva meM hai, subaha se zAma taka kisAna kAma karatA hai. dhUpa sahana karatA hai, garmI sahana karatA hai, roga ke pratikAra kI usameM kaisI zakti vahAM koI sardI-garmI nahIM hotI. vahAM koI bImArI nahIM AtI. sazakta rahate haiM. vahAM muzkila se hI koI haoNspiTala hai. kabhI davA ke lie lAina nahIM lagAte. kabhI koI zArIrika kAraNa bana jAye to alaga bAta hai. Arogya kI dRSTi se zaharI logoM se to vo becAre puNyazAlI haiM. bar3I sAtvika khurAka hai, ve kucha ulTA-sIdhA nahIM khAte. AIsakrIma pArTI meM nahIM jAte. ve apanI tarapha se koI mAla-malIdA nahIM ur3Ate. sUkhI roTI aura dAla-sAga khAte haiM phira bhI unakA zarIra hRSTa-puSTa hotA hai. yaha unake zrama kA pariNAma hai. jitanI Apa zrama kI corI kareMge, utanA hI roga ko AmantraNa deMge. phira yaha zarIra na rahakara kArTUna bana jAegA. adhika mAtrA meM zrama kI corI kA pariNAma, roga ko AmantraNa denA hai. ___suvidhAeM itanI bar3ha gaIM haiM ki Upara car3hanA hai to liphTa cAhie. nIce utare to gAr3I cAhie. gAr3I se utarakara dukAna gae to sophA cAhie aura vahAM jAkara ArAma se baiTha gae. kahAM se Arogya milegA? phira to Apa becAre DAkTaroM kI hI dayA ke pAtra haiM. kisI kAraNa se eka bAra seTha maphatalAla ko korTa meM upasthita honA paDA. koI kriminala kesa thA. nyAyAdhIza ne pUchA - "Apa jaise zarIpha AdamI aura korTa meM! Apa para corI kA kesa!" jaja kA pahalA hI prazna thA ki "Apane corI kyoM kI?" seTha bole mApha kIjiegA - "maiMne Apake lie corI kI." yaha sunate hI, jaja to cauMka gayA. "maiMne Apase kaba corI karane ko kahA thA?" "Apa nahIM samajhate. yaha to bar3A sundara rASTrIya kArya hai. "no prAbalama" Aja rASTra meM bekArI kI samasyA bahuta bar3I hai. lagabhaga do karor3a par3he-likhe zikSita vyakti, Aja isa deza meM bekAra haiM. Apa merI bAta ko bar3e dhyAna se samajhie. maiM bar3I dArzanika dRSTi se yaha bAta kaha rahA hUM. bahuta bar3e paimAne para jIvoM kA upakAra kara rahA hU~. hajAroM-lAkhoM AdamiyoM kA peTa bharatA hUM. parivAra kA poSaNa karatA hUM. agara corI nahIM karU to hajUra! | 33 For Private And Personal Use Only

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3-guruvANI Apako yahAM kauna biThAegA? pulisa kA sTApha bekAra ho jAegA tathA vakIloM kI jamAta bekAra ho jAegI. hajUra Apa bekAra ho jAeMge. Apake bIvI-baccoM kA kyA hogA?" hama kitane bar3e sTApha kA bharaNa-poSaNa karate haiM, jarA hamAre kArya para to vicAra kIjie. Apa corI kI bAta karate haiM. usase Age kucha nahIM socate, ki corI karane vAle kitanA bar3A upakAra deza para kara rahe haiM. lAkhoM-karoDoM vyaktiyoM kA peTa bhara rahe haiM. hajAroM vyaktiyoM kA bharaNa-poSaNa ho rahA hai. yaha saba corI kA pariNAma hai. isI prakAra yadi Apa hoTala meM na jAeM to haoNspiTala bekAra ho jAeMge mahArAja kyA batAe - aisI hAlata meM phemalI DAkTaroM kI dazA kyA hogI? hA~ to merA kahanA thA ki yaha sArI bImAriyoM kA janma sthAna hai. maiM Apako apanI dRSTi se nahIM kahatA ki Apa chor3a dIjie. Apa samajha kara ke chor3iye. "bhojana AdhA peTa kara, duganA pAnI piiuuN| tigunA zrama, caugunI haMsI, varSa savA sau jIUM // " tIna gunA zrama honA cAhie. hama loga sAdhanA kA zrama karate haiM, kaI vyakti becAre saMsAra meM rahate haiM, naitika dRSTi se unakA karttavya hai. parivAra kA bharaNa-poSaNa karanA. ve zArIrika zrama karate haiM. caugunI haMsI. haMsI kA matalaba hai -- prasannatA. citta meM prasannatA "haippInesa" cAhie. prasannatA roga kA pratikAra karatI hai. prasannatA bahuta-sI bImAriyoM kI bar3I sundara davA hai. prasannatA citta ke andara rAga aura dveSa ke pariNAma ko khatma karatI hai, manda kara detI hai. to merA kahanA thA ki yaha davA to aisI hai agara Apa sevana kareM to Arogya bhI mila jAe. roga kA pratikAra bhI ho jAe aura saba taraha se ApakA jIvana Ananda-maMgalamaya ho jAe. zAma ke samaya bhojana kara yadi Apa so jAte haiM to pUrI rAta vaha AhAra gaisa utpanna karatA hai. binA pAnI ke binA zrama ke vaha zarIra bImAriyoM kA ghara banatA haiM aura dhIre-dhIre ve roga zurU ho jAte haiM. yaha mAtra jaina darzana meM nahIM apitu mArkaNDeya purANa meM mArkaNDaya RSi ne bhI - kahA hai: "astaM gate divAnAthe Apo ruudhirmucyte| annaM mAMsasamaM proktaM mArkaNDeya maharSiNA // mArkaNDeya RSi ne likhA ki rAtri ke samaya, sUrya ke asta hone ke bAda yadi koI vyakti pAnI pItA hai to vaha rakta ke barAbara hai aura yadi anna kA sevana karatA hai to vaha mAMsa ke tulya hai. - - 34 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: guruvANI "annaM mAMsasamaM proktaM" jaba vaidika RSi-muniyoM ne bhI yaha udAharaNa diyA to isakA matalaba Apa samajha lIjie ki usake tyAga kA kitanA mahattva hai. pratyeka dharma meM Apako bAta naz2ara AegI. mahAvIra kA vacana sApekSa hai. usameM Apake saMsAra kI bAta bhI AegI. sAmAjika dRSTi se bhI cintana milegA. Apake zArIrika Arogya ke bAre meM bhI jAnakArI milegI. AdhyAtmika dRSTi se paramAtmA ko prApta karane kA upAya bhI usake andara Apako milegA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir paramAtmA kA pratyeka pravacana sApekSa hotA hai. dhArmika dRSTi se rAtri bhojana kA tyAga jIva dayA kA pAlana hotA hai. AdhyAtmika dRSTi se mAnasika zAnti milatI hai. Apake sadAcAra kA pAlana hotA hai. rAtri meM kiyA huA AhAra peTa meM garmI paidA karatA Apake jIvana ko kSINa banAegA, vikAra utpanna karegA, uttejanA utpanna karegA aura vaha mAnasika pIr3A, krodha ke rUpa meM parivartita hogI. Aveza AegA. rAga aura dveSa ke pariNAma ko puSTi milegI. isIlie usako varjita mAnA gayA hai. AdhyAtmika dRSTi se isIlie usakA parityAga kiyA gayA hai. sAyaMkAla yadi AhAra karanA par3e to sUrya kI rozanI meM karanA cAhie. sandhyA ko pAMca baje sUryAsta se pUrva karie. kama se kama ghaNTA do ghaNTA zarIra ko zrama aura calane ko milatA hai. kArya karane meM vaha bhojana AsAnI se paca jAtA hai. pUrA pAnI mila jAtA hai. isase Apako bImArI nahIM hogI. jayanA kA abhAva yAne nirIkSaNa kA abhAva kaI bAra bar3I bhayaMkara bhUla bana jAtI hai. rAtri meM kadAcit pAnI kA upayoga karanA par3e to dekhakara jayanApUrvaka, koI jIva-jantu isameM na ho, dekhakara ke yadi Apa karate haiM to ThIka hai. bambaI ghATakopara meM eka bar3A sukhI saMpanna jaina parivAra rahatA thA. rAtri meM pUnA ke lie nikalanA thA. naukara ko kahA cAya banA lAo. hamane Aja ghara kA sArA kAma naukaroM ko sauMpa diyA, kahAM to zrAvikA cAya banAtI, saba kAma yatnapUrvaka hotA, jIvana kA Arogya milatA, AhAra pavitra milatA, buddhi aura vicAroM kI zuddhatA rahatI thI, Aja kyA hai ? parizrama kI corI ke kAraNa bAhara se ATA pisA kara lAte haiM, usakA sArA satva jala jAtA hai, viTAmina khatma ho jAtA hai. pahale subaha uThate hI ghaNTA bhara parizrama karate, ghara para hI hAtha kI cakkI se pisAI karate, pramodapUrvaka pisAI hotI, zuddha AhAra, proTIna milatA. aba proTIna kahAM milegA kyoMki ATA to jala jAtA hai. cakkI se pIsane ke bAda Apa ATe ke kanastara ko pakar3ie to hAtha jala jAegA, Apa pakar3a nahIM sakate. itanI "hITa" hotI hai. gehUM kA sArA satva jala jAtA hai. usakA mAdhurya phIkA par3a jAtA hai. zarIra ko bala kahAM se degA. saba guNa to usa cakkI meM qhatma ho gayA. jisa mAtrA 35 For Private And Personal Use Only Tong dhana

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-guruvANI meM usako garmI milanI cAhie, pisanA cAhie cakkI meM adhika mAtrA meM garmI mila jAtI hai. vahAM para anAja kI zuddhi bhI kahAM rahI. kasAI ke ghara kA bhI anAz2a AyA, vezyA ke ghara kA bhI anAz2a AyA. na jAne kaise-kaise gharoM kA anAja usameM AyA - aura saba usake sAtha hI - ApakA bhI pIsA gayA. saba kucha peTa meM gayA. vahAM kahAM parimArjanA kI jAegI. kIr3e hoM, makor3e hoM, tilacaTTe hoM, jo bhI AeM ve saba sApha - vaha sArA viTAminsa usameM AtA hai. ghara ke andara zramapUrvaka pIsA jAtA thA. zuddha milatA thA, sAtvika milatA thA. usa AhAra meM mAdhurya milatA thA, usa roTI ke andara miThAsa milatI thI. usameM ghara kA, parivAra kA vAtsalya milatA thA. mAM ke hAtha kI banAI huI cIz2a yadi Apa khAeM to tRpti milegI, usameM jo vAtsalya hai, vaha vAtsalya Apa kahAM se lAeMge? ghara ke andara rasoI karane vAlA ThAkura ho, rasoiyA ho. usako to paise se matalaba. seTha yA seThAnI Ae, usane to parosA aura rakha diyA. usa bhojana meM kahAM se vaha prema milegA? na Ananda milegA aura na hI vaha tRpti. maine eka bAra yaha kahA thA ki bacce naukaroM ko loga sauMpa dete haiM jisase unake saMskAra bhI usI prakAra bigaDa jAte haiM. apanI dekhI huI ghaTanA se Apako avagata karA rahA hU~ ki eka bAra marInaDrAiva bambaI meM kisI seThAnI ke baMgale para jAnA thA. dekhA ki memasAhaba goda meM kutte ko lie jA rahI haiM aura unake pIche unakI dAI bacce ko lie hae thI. kitanI nakala hamAre yahA~ ke loga pazcimI saMskRti kI kara rahe haiM, bilkula andhe taura para. maiMne kahA, vAha! kuttA memasAhaba ke hAtha meM aura bAlaka AyA ke hAtha. mujhe taba mAlUma par3A jaba vaha bAlaka royA. taba jAkara ke unako akla AyI phira baccA hAtha meM liyA aura kuttA AyA ko diyA. ronA banda ho gayA. maiMne kahA dekho - yaha samaya kI balihArI. usa bAlaka meM saMskAra kahAM se AegA. apanA saMskAra to Ane se rahA, una naukaroM kA saMskAra AegA. bAhara ke vIbhatsa saMskAra AeMge. yaha hamArI dazA hai. dazA kyA, yaha durdazA hai. Aja apane gharoM meM bhI isakA praveza ho gayA hai. kAma karane meM zarma AtI hai. ghara ke andara rasoI banAye to rasoiyA, parase to rasoiyA - saba kAma unake hAtha se hI hotA hai, eka seTha sAhaba the. bar3e sampanna the. naukara se kaha diyA subaha gAr3I taiyAra kara denA. cAra baje uTha gae. nahAe-dhoe aura bAtharUma se Ae aura kahA ki cAya banA do. usa naukara ko kyA matalaba ki bartana jhAMka kara ke dekhe - bambaI meM tilacaTTe itane hote haiM ki bartanoM meM ghusa jAte haiM. hama loga bhI vahAM rahate haiM to sAmAna ke andara bhI ghusa jAte haiM, vahAM para usa vyakti ne cAya banAne ke lie gaisa kA upayoga kiyA, cUlhe para ketalI rakha dI, pAnI DAlA, cAya DAlA aura milka pAuDara DAlA kyoMki saba reDImeDa Tea 36 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI milatA hai. cAya taiyAra huI to kapa meM DAlA aura seTha ko de diyA. cAya pI rahe the. DrAivara bAhara bAga meM intaz2Ara kara rahA thA. thor3A samaya huA thA to seTha sAhaba to paraloka pahuMca gae. parivAra ke pAMcoM vyakti sApha ho gae. naukara bhI sApha ho gayA. ghara meM koI nahIM bacA. DrAivara Akara ke dekhatA hai ki sabhI mUrchita par3e haiM. DrAivara ghabarA gayA. par3osa meM jAkara unake kisI mitra se kahA ki Apa z2arA Ao dekho, kyA huA. seTha ne hamako pAMca baje bulAyA thA, pUnA calanA thA, gAr3I taiyAra hai. par3osI ne Akara dekhA. ghabarA gayA. DAkTara ko bulAyA. DAkTara ne Akara dekhA aura kahA ki kesa to khalAsa hai, koI bacA nahIM. pulisa bulAI gaI, inkvAyarI huI, saciMga huI. kyA kAraNa? koI cora nahIM, DAkU nahIM, koI badamAza nahIM. jahara kA asara kaise huA. pulisa ne andara rasoIghara meM jhAMka kara ke dekhA. cAya pIne ke bAda yaha ghaTanA ghaTI. vahAM kapa-rakAbI saba jUThI par3I huI thI. andara jAkara ke jaba dekhA to ketalI ke andara eka bar3A jaharIlA nAga thA. garmI kA samaya thA. pIche pahAr3I thI. kahIM khir3akI Adi se vaha AyA hogA aura ketalI meM ghusa gayA. ThaNDaka ke kAraNa ketalI se bAhara nikala nahIM pAyA. subaha naukara ne ketalI meM pAnI DAlA, cAya DAlA, dUdha DAlA aura zakkara DAlakara DhaMka kara ke calA gayA. sAMpa garmI se gaisa ke cUlhe para mara gayA. usakI z2ahara kI thailI phUTI aura sArA viSa phaila gayA. eka bhI vyakti usa parivAra meM jIvita nahIM rahA. yaha rAtri bhojana kA pariNAma hai. ___ jayanA se rahita bhojana kI yahI pariNati hotI hai ki sArA kA sArA kaTamba hI mauta kI zaiyyA para so gayA. aisI ghaTanAeM prAyaH ghaTatI rahatI haiM. isalie jayanA vidhi se hI bhojana kareM. Apa kacha dina ke lie mere kahane se rAtri bhojana kA tyAga kIjie aura usake bAda Apa dekheMge isakA pariNAma ki ApakA zarIra halkA ho jAegA. sphUrti milegI, tAjagI milegI. bhojana meM, bhUkha jyAdA lagegI. agara Apa cAra roTI khAte haiM to chaH roTI khAeMge. binA paise kI davA hai, koI TaoNnika lene kI jarUrata nahIM. Arogya mila jAegA. gaisa Trabala nahIM hogA. kisI taraha kI bImArI nahIM hogI. Apako duharA lAbha milegA. AtmA kA bhI Arogya mile. aura zarIra kA bhI Arogya mile. caturmAsa ke andara na khAne jaisI cIjoM kA tyAga karanA cAhie, abhakSya kA sevana nahIM karanA cAhie. khAne pIne meM jaba taka Apa kA saMyama nahIM AegA, taba taka dharma kI carcA vyartha hai. jahAM taka AhAra kI zuddhi nahIM AegI, vahAM taka vicAroM kI zuddhi nahIM A sakatI. Apako DAyabaTIja ho DAkTara ke pAsa jAeM, aura vaha kahegA - insulina kA iMjekzana maiM detA hUM, kepsUla detA hUM, parantu paraheja to Apako karanA hI par3egA. agara davA lete - - jAnA 37 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI hI cale jAeM. iMjekzana lete cale jAyeM, roz2a kepsUla lete raheM aura kaheM ki halavA-pUrI bhI cAhie, isake binA to maiM bhojana nahIM karatA to kaise Arogya milegA ? pathya ke sAtha auSadhi kA sevana ho to zarIra ko Arogya milatA hai. yahAM AcAra kA pathya pAle binA yadi maiM roz2a vicAra kA meDisana Apako dUM, roja Apako ArAdhanA kI TebaleTa dUM. Apa eka ghaNTA ye TebaleTa leM parantu pathya nahIM pAleM to merI davA kyA kAma karegI. aura yaha to Apa jAnate haiM AuTaDora pezeMTa TrITameMTa ke lie Ate haiM. Arogya kI cintA ke lie Ate haiM, mAnasika zAMti mile, samAdhi mile. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sAre jagat ke andara, hara vyakti mAnasika azAnti se pIr3ita hai. kisI vyakti ke cehare para prasannatA nahIM milegI aura jo milatI hai, vaha kRtrima hai ArTiphiziyala hai. andara to ro rahe haiM aura dikhAve ke lie haMsanA par3atA hai. majabUrI hai Apa yaha saba svIkAra kareMge. Apako saca bAta svIkAra karanI par3egI aura vaha paristhiti aisI hogI ki Apa svIkAra leMge. hA~ to merA tAtparya thA ki chaH mAsa taka rAtri bhojana kA tyAga kareM. navakAra mahAmantra kI ArAdhanA kareM, jisa mahAmantra ke prabhAva se sudarzana ke yahAM devatA naukara banakara ke Ae. Apa bhUla gae. isa bhautika taMtra-maMtra meM kucha nahIM dharA hai. mana ko zAnta karane kA yaha eka pralobhana hai. isameM kucha nahIM hai " deyara iz2a nathiMga ". Apa usa cakkara meM na par3e. "namaskAra mahAmaMtra" ke alAvA Aja taka kabhI maiMne apanI jIbha ko gandA nahIM kiyA jo paramAtmA ke lie jIbha samarpita kara diyA. jisa jIbha se amRta utpanna hotA ho, arihanta kA smaraNa hotA hai, usameM gaTara (nAlI) kA pAnI kaise DAlA jAe ? eka bAra seTha candUlAla dillI se bambaI gae. gaNapati pUjA cala rahI thI aura vahAM jAkara gaNapati jI ke kAna meM prArthanA kara dI ki merI eka kAmanA hai, agara pUrNa ho jAe to savA kviMTala kA laDDU lAkara Apako car3hA jAUM. gaNapati ko modaka priya hai. eka mAruti gAr3I yadi mujhe mila jAya to yaha Trena TeksI meM AnA-jAnA merA miTa jAya. roja mauta ko hathelI meM lekara ke calanA par3atA hai. bhagavan! basa eka kRpA ho jAe, aura kucha nahIM cAhie. eka mAruti kAra agara mila jAye to savA kviMTala kA laDDU car3hAUM gaNezacaturthI kA aura ApakA yaha mahotsava bhI maiM karUM. gaNezajI ko bar3A gussA AyA. gaNapati ne uThAkara eka sUMr3ha lagAI aura kahA ki bevakUpha. mujhe mUrkha banAne AyA hai! tere meM itanI akala nahIM. agara tujhe maiM mAruti de sakatA to maiM cUhe para savArI kyoM karatA ? merA vAhana cUhA hai. binA prArabdha ke jagat meM kucha milatA hI nahIM bhagavAna rAmacandrajI jaise ko vanavAsa jAnA par3A. vaziSTha RSi ne "kamarNo hi pradhAnatvaM kiM kurvanti zubhagrahAH / " 38 For Private And Personal Use Only khulakara ke kahA: da gha

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%DguruvANI __yahAM to karma kI pradhAnatA hai. kyA milegA. mahAvIra paramAtmA kA ananta puNyodaya thA. phira bhI sAr3he bAraha varSa taka unako kaSTa sahana karanA par3A. kAna meM kIla Thoka diyA gayA. usa samaya kisI devatA ne Akara bacAyA? zrI rAmacandra jI ko vanavAsa meM kisI devatA ne Akara koI sukha-suvidhA pUchI ki sItA ko maiM jAkara le AtA hUM --- sArI vyavasthA ho jAegI. kRSNa kI dvArikA jalakara rAkha ho gaI. koI devatA bacAne vAlA nahIM milA. Apa aise puNyazAlI haiM ki - savA kilo prasAda, sindUra aura tela car3hA deM devatA ApakI sevA meM Akara hAjira ho jAeM. usa kalpanA meM Apa mata rahanA. gAMTha kA paisA bhI jAegA aura kucha nahIM milegA. bhUta preta bhI A jAe, to bhI dhanyavAda do - ve bhI isa kAla meM nahIM Ate. ve bhI Apase Darate haiM. aisA hamArA jIvana bana cukA hai. isa taMtra-maMtra meM Apa kahAM taka par3eMge? kabhI isa viSaya meM apanI zraddhA ko kahIM Apa malina na banA leM. sudarzana seTha kI vaha sAdhanA thI. aisA bhayaMkara Aropa lagAyA gayA ki inAma meM mauta milI. dharma karane vAle ko mauta kI kaisI kasauTI para utaranA par3A. usa puNyazAlI ne pepara kaisA likhA. hameM loga kaI bAra kahate haiM ki mahArAja! dharma kiyA aura dhAr3a par3I. to maiMne kahA jahA paisA hogA, vahIM DAkU AeMge. jahAM puNya hogA vahIM karma kasauTI karane AegA. dUsare ko kauna lUTeMge. jisake pAsa laMgoTI bhI nahIM, use kauna lUTegA? __Apa yAda rakhie, aisI paristhiti ke andara yadi Apake citta kA saMtulana rahatA hai Apa dhanyavAda ke pAtra haiM. aise bhayaMkara samaya para arihanta kA smaraNa karake aura usa vyakti ne "namaskAra-mahAmaMtra" kI jo sAdhanA kI usake usa zabda ke kampana, vAyabarezana ne devatAoM kA Asana calAyamAna kara diyA, hilA diyA. unakA upayoga vahAM para gayA, kyA kAraNa? mujhe kauna yAda kara rahA hai - jarA bhI dIna bana kara ke nahIM. sudarzana seTha to dhanyavAda detA hai abhayArAnI ko jisakI kRpA se inAma meM yaha mauta milI. paramAtmA kA smaraNa karake mujhe mRtyu kA AliMgana karanA hogA. maiM apanI mRtyu kA mahotsava manA rahA hai kyA patA sote hae mara jAtA. bImArI meM mara jAtA. darghaTanA meM mara jAtA. kauna vahAM bhagavAn kA nAma lene AtA. jAgRta avasthA meM mRtyu mila rahI hai aura yaha mahArAnI kI kRpA hai. paramAtmA arihanta kA smaraNa karate samaya mRtyu mile, isase adhika aura kyA cAhie. yaha to puNyodaya hai. vaha vAibarezana (kampana) kaisA? "navakAra" kA smaraNa kaisA? ___ "arihante zaraNaM pavajjAmi" devatA naukara bana kara ke sevA meM binA bulAe Aye aise puNyazAlI kI sevA karUM, merA jIvana dhanya bane. Apa bhI apanA jIvana aisA banAie ki kisI devI-devatA ko bulAnA na par3e, Apake naukara bana kara ke sevA meM svayaM AeM. ApakA apanA jIvana aisA banA 39 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI hai ki unheM garaz2a ho to AeM, mujhe kucha nahIM cAhie. mere prArabdha meM parivartana karane vAlA saMsAra meM koI nahIM. ye to mAnasika zAMti ke lie hama apanI sAdhanA karate haiM. gurujanoM kA AzIrvAda prApta karate haiM aura kyA hai? Apa vAsakSepa lete haiM. yaha acchA hai Apako isakA rahasya nahIM mAlUma, varanA to Apa lenA hI banda kara deM, kyoM diyA jAtA hai kucha mAlUma nahIM, dene vAloM ko bhI mAlUma nahIM, basa diyA jA rahA hai. AzIrvAda svarUpa diyA jA rahA hai, ki dukAna para jA rahe haiM vaha acchI cale, parivAra meM samRddhi ho. vAsakSepa - DAlanA. arthAt sugandhI DAlanA. jIvana ko sugaMdhita karanA. santoM ke yahAM AzIrvAda hI milatA hai, abhizApa nahIM, lekina vaha AzIrvAda kyA hai? "nitthAraga pA hoha" he Atman! tumhArI AtmA kA saMsAra se nistAra ho, mokSa kI prApti ho. samasta duHkhoM se AtmA mukta bana jAe - yaha gurujanoM kA AzIrvAda hotA hai. "dhanavAn bhava, putravAn bhava", "samRddhivAn bhava" - yaha alpakAlika AzIrvAda yahAM nahIM hotA, ki Aja A gayA to hasane lage Ara kala calA gayA to rone lage. yahA to sthAI AzIrvAda hotA hai. sadA ke lie ApakA maMgala ho. sadA ke lie ApakI AtmA sukhI ho. yaha maMgala AzIrvAda hRdaya se, bhAva se diyA jAtA hai.. ___ AzIrvAda kaba liyA jAtA hai - koI maMgala prasaMga ho, koI anuSThAna karate hoM, ArAdhanA karate hoM, tIrthayAtrA meM jAte hoM, koI mana ke andara azAMti ho, roga ke kAraNa se sAdhanA meM koI rukAvaTa AtI ho, taba gurujanoM kA AzIrvAda prApta karate haiM ki bhagavana! citta kI zAMti aura samAdhi ke lie, merI dharma ArAdhanA nirvighna pUrI ho jAe, usake lie mujhe AzIrvAda cAhie. taba AzIrvAda hRdaya se, bhAva se diyA jAtA hai. Apa sarala haiM, Apako mAlUma nahIM. Ajakala AzIrvAda sirpha isIlie diyA jAtA hai, santa Apake Dabala rola ko acchI taraha jAnate haiM, agara vAsakSepa nahIM DAleM to jo pahale bhakta banane kA nATaka kara rahe the vahI turanta kaheMge - mahArAja ko abhimAna A gayA, vahAM khar3e rahe aura vAsa-kSepa bhI nahIM DAlA. santa socate haiM, calo DAla do. Apa vicAra karanA, sAdhu apane-Apa meM bAdazAha hotA hai. unheM kisI kI phikara nahIM, sAdhu jIvana kA yahI to Ananda hai, koI paravAha nahIM. paravAha kare to vaha phira sAdhu nahIM. vaha to masta phakIra hai. mileM to Ananda, nahIM mile to Ananda. Ae to Ananda, jAe to Ananda vahA~ Ananda meM koI kamI nahIM AtI. ___ maiM isIlie kahatA hUM ki yadi mere Ananda meM bhAgIdAra bananA hai to do-tIna cIz2a Apako samajhAUMgAH ApakI zraddhA nirmala bane. apanI ArAdhanA meM Apa jAgRta baneM. Apake AhAra kI pavitratA prApta ho aura sAdhanA kI zuddhi ke dvArA usa sAdhya, mokSa mArga kA paricaya Apako mile. 40 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra S www.kobatirth.org guruvANI: samudra ke kinAre Apa yadi ghUmeM to ThaNDI havA jarUra milegI aura Apako Ananda AegA. para samudra kI gaharAI meM DubakI lagAeM to motI milatA hai. abhI to Apa pravacana ke kinAre-kinAre, ghATa para ghUma rahe haiM. Apako ThaNDaka mila rahI hai, Ananda ho rahA hai, bar3I prasannatA hotI hai, mAnasika zAMti mila rahI hai para jaba pravacana kI gaharAI meM DubakI lagAeMge, taba motI milegA, ratnatraya milegA samyaka darzana, jJAna, cAritraya aura usakA paricaya milegA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir isakA kitanA mUlyavAna paricaya Apako milegA aura usake bAda yaha bAhara kA Ananda calA jAegA. phira andara se apane ghara kA Ananda Apa leMge. yaha to udhAra kA Ananda hai. calA gayA to turaMta rulAegA. ApakI prasannatA naSTa kara degA. eka kSaNa ke andara citta meM prasannatA aura dUsare kSaNa rudana jo ki yaha saMsAra kA svabhAva hai. Apa yahAM se dukAna para gae samajha lIjie ApakA ati puNya kA udaya hai. grAhaka Ae, haz2AroM-lAkhoM kA saudA cala rahA hai aura acAnaka agara ApakI patnI kA phona A jAe. ApakA eka lar3akA acAnaka gira gayA, eksIDeNTa ho gayA to sahasA Apa jisa Ananda meM DUbe hue paise ginane meM lage the vaha apAra duHkha meM pariNata ho jAtA hai aura Apa sArI mudrA rAzi naukara ke bharose chor3akara cale jAte haiM. Apa daur3a kara ke gae aura apane bacce ko kadAcit prayatnapUrvaka bacA liyA. phira Ananda AyA phlaDa (bAr3ha) kI taraha, Aha! merA lar3akA baca gayA, ekadama sepha sAiDa. paramAtman, terI bar3I kRpA. eka bAra rulAyA phira haMsAyA aura phira acAnaka koI aisA kAmpalikeTeDa kesa (hAlata) A gayA aura patnI bImAra par3a gaI to haoNspiTala le gae. DilIvarI kesa hai aura usa samaya yadi DAkTara ne kahA ki seTha sAhaba do meM se eka jIva bacegA batAo kisako bacAnA hai ? hAM, to aisI paristhiti kI maiM bAta kara rahA hU~. saMsAra ko maiM acchI taraha jAnatA hUM, ghara-ghara jAtA hUM, eka-eka vyakti se paricaya karatA hUM. Apa se adhika to saMsAra ko maiM jAnatA hUM. mujhe ghara ghara kA paricaya hai. maiM kitane ghara ghUma AyA, itane to Apa kahIM gae bhI nahIM haiM, prAyaH sATha hajAra kilomITara cala cukA hUM. kitane hI gharoM taka calA gayA. kitane hI vyaktiyoM ke samparka meM AyA. usase anubhava milA aura maiM svayaM ko dhanyavAda detA hUM ki bar3A acchA huA, bar3I samajhadArI se nikala gayA, nahIM to duHkhI ho jAtA. para Aja dhanyavAda, Apako detA hUM ki yaha saMsAra yaha saMgharSa, ghara ke andara kI yaha paristhiti, rAvaNa jaise avatArI suputra yama jaise jamAI mile, durgA devI jaisI bahU mile aura roz2a subaha-zAma seTha sAhaba, seTha sAhaba karanA par3e. mantriyoM ke pAMva cATane par3e, AphisaroM kI gulAmI karanI par3e, roz2a gupta dAna dekara rahanA par3e aise bhayaMkara samAja meM mahAvIra ne sAr3he bAraha varSa taka bar3e kaThina upasarga sahana kiyA aura Apa z2indagI * 41 For Private And Personal Use Only 120

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- - -dipANA bhara roja yaha upasarga sahana kara rahe haiM to Apa dhanya haiM, jo aise saMsAra meM rahate haiM. ___ hamase yaha sahana nahIM hotA, hamane to bardAzta nahIM kiyA, hamane saMsAra chor3a diyA Apako dhanyavAda detA hUM, ki Apa bar3I bahAdurI se abhI taka saMsAra meM DaTe haiM. sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM srvklyaannkaarnnm| pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam hindU saccA hindU bane aura gItA ke AdarzoM ko apane jIvana meM caritArtha kare, musalamAna pAka musalamAna bana jAe aura kurAna ke AyatoM ko jIvana meM utAre. jaina saccA jaina bana jAe aura Agamokta jIvana jiye. IsAI vAstavika IsAI bane aura bAIbala ke batalAe patha para cale -- isa prakAra sabhI apane-apane dharmagranthoM ke anusAra jIvana jIe~ to deza kI adhikAMza samasyAe~ pala-bhara meM hala ho sakatI hai. phira yaha deza rAmarAjya hI nahIM, svarga bana sakatA hai. - 42 For Private And Personal Use Only

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garuvANI gRhastha-jIvana meM naitikatA, prema aura dravya-arjana ananta upakArI, parama kRpAlu, karuNAmaya, AcArya bhagavaMta zrI haribhadra sUri jI jagat ke jIvana ke kalyANa ke lie, unakI AtmAoM ke sundara mArgadarzana ke lie, isa 'dharmabindu' graMtha kI racanA kI. dhArmika dRSTi se usakA prArambha karate hue maMgalAcaraNa ke bAda unhoMne kahA aura likhA ki sarvaprathama vyakti apane jIvana ko kahAM se prArambha karatA hai, jIvana kI prAraMbhika bhUmikA kyA hai? eka bAra yadi vyakti ekAMta meM gaMbhIra yaha vicAra aura ciMtana kare to usa ciMtana ke mAdhyama se vyakti apane jIvana ko ujjvala banA sakatA hai. maiM jaisA karUMgA vaisA hI pariNAma mujhe sAmane milegA. vyakti apane bhAgya kA svayaM hI nirmANa karatA hai. prArabdha kA nirmANa, ApakA vartamAna puruSArtha karatA hai. jaisA ApakA kArya hogA, jaisI ApakI manovRtti hogI, aura jaisA ApakA puruSArtha hogA, usI ke anusAra prArabdha kA nirmANa hogA. bhAgya kA nirmANa bhagavAna nahIM, vyakti svayaM karatA hai. parantu hama apanI kamajorI ko Dhakane ke lie bhagavAna ko bIca meM lAte haiM. Apane do paise kamA lie to Apako nazA A gayA. vyakti bar3e aham se kahatA hai ki maiMne saba kucha kiyA, mere pAsa kucha bhI nahIM thA. vaha bar3e garva se abhimAna kA poSaNa karatA hai aura kadAcit vaha bahuta kucha lekara AyA aura kucha bacA na ho, saba kucha kho gayA ho aura Apa unake pAsa jAyeM aura usase yadi bAta kareM to kahegA ki bhAI kyA karUM masIbata meM A gayA, saba kucha kho diyA, kyA kareM bhagavAna kI yahI marjI thI. kamAte samaya bhagavAna yAda nahIM AyA, magara khote samaya bhagavAna ko dasa bAra jarUra yAda karegA. vaha yaha nahIM socatA ki merI mUrkhatA se gayA, mere pAsa viveka kA abhAva thA aura merI ajJAna dazA ke andara upArjana kiyA huA merA dravya calA gayA. yahI to vyakti kI Adata hai. AdhyAtmika dRSTi se paramAtmA ne kahA ki jarA Apa apane jIvana para vicAra kara lenA. yaha jIvana Aja nahIM to kala naSTa hone vAlA hai. jisa cIja kA Apa upArjana kara rahe haiM jisake lie Apa sArA jIvana prayatnazIla hai vaha Apake pAsa sthAyI rUpa se rahane vAlA kadApi nahIM hai. isa prakAra AcAryazrI haribhadra sUri jI ne isa prathama sUtra ke dvArA isakI pUrI jAnakArI dI hai. ApakA sArA vartamAna prayatna niSphala hogA, ApameM AtmA ke lie jo pravRtti hai. apane svayaM ke AtmasaMtoSa ke lie jo kArya kiyA, citta kI samAdhi ko prApta karane kA jo Apane prayAsa kiyA, vahI prayAsa, vahI puruSArtha paraloka taka Apake sAtha jAegA. sabhI sAMsArika vastue~ nazvara haiM. ye bhaviSya meM Apake sAtha nahIM rahane vAlI haiM, gRhastha jIvana kA paricaya dete hue usa mahAna pUrvAcArya ne likhA: banA 43 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI so'yamanuSThAtRmedAt dvividho| gRhasthadharmo yatirdhazceti // usa mahApuruSa ne dhArmika jIvana kA paricaya tIna prakAra se diyA. gRhastha jIvana ke lie do prakAra ke jIvana kA prAvadhAna kiyA evaM sAdhu ke lie eka tIsare prakAra ke alaga jIvana kA prAvadhAna kiyA. isakI vivecanA karate hue unhoMne kahA tatra ca gRhasthadharmo'yi dvividhaH sAmAnyato vizeSatazceti // gRhastha jIvana kA paricaya do prakAra se diyA. sAmAnya aura vizeSa taura para. gRhastha jIvana kA dUsarA prakAra vizeSa sAdhanA ke dvArA, vrata aura anuSThAna ke dvArA, niyama aura anuzAsana ke dvArA. vaha jIvana kisa prakAra kA honA cAhie? vahAM taka pahuMcane ke rAste kauna se haiM? parantu sarvaprathama sAmAnya prakAra se jIvana kA jo paricaya diyA vaha jIvana nimna sUtra se prArambha hotA hai: __ nyAyopAtahi vittamubhaya hitAyeti isa sUtra ke dvArA sarvaprathama jIvana ke andara usa dhArmika dRSTikoNa kA paricaya diyA ki binA upArjana ke jIvana kA nirvAha saMbhava nahIM, parivAra kA bharaNa-poSaNa sambhava nahIM. gRhastha jIvana ke lie upArjana usakA naitika dharma hai. parivAra kA bharaNa-poSaNa karanA, unakI sevA karanA usakA naitika karttavya hai aura usa karttavya ko dhArmika maryAdA meM liyA gayA hai, parantu upArjana kaise kiyA jAye? kyoMki jIvana kA vyavahAra yahIM se prArambha hotA hai. 'nyAyopAttaM hi vittam' yaha tathya spaSTa kara diyA ki jisa kisI bhI dravya ko Apa vyApAra, naukarI majadUrI yA anya kisI puruSArtha se arjita kareM, usake taura-tarIke nyAyasaMgata aura prAmANika hoM. usameM ApakI hRdayecchA aisI ho ki manasA-vAcA-karmaNA koI zoSaNa aura prapIDana na ho. ApakA antaHkaraNa pUrNataH zuddha ho. isI maMgala bhAvanA ke sAtha Apa apanI sArI neka-hRdaya kI vizuddhatA ke sAtha sabhI vyApAroM meM pravRtta hoM. Apa bhagavAna se yaha prArthanA kareM ki ApakI buddhi sadaiva nirmala banI rahe aura Apa ThagI, caturAI, kUTanIti, athavA anya Adhunika buddhicAturya se dhanArjana hetu apanI mAnasikatA ko vikRta na kareM. mana, vANI aura karma se kisI ko Ahata na kareM, na hI kisI ko anya pIDA pahu~cAe~ yA usakA apanI caturatA se zoSaNa kareM, kyoMki kisI bhI galata tarIke se arjita dravya ApakA antataH vinAza karegA. astu, Apake lezamAtra cUka jAne se yadi pApa kA praveza ho gayA to vahI eka dina vizAla rUpa dhAraNa kara legA aura pApa kA vizAla dvAra khula jAegA. - 44 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI ApakI z2arA sI upekSA Apake sampUrNa jIvana kA nAza kara degI. Apake hRdaya kI / sArI pavitratA calI jAyegI. kahane ko kahA jAtA hai bar3I choTI-sI bAta hai, parantu choTI sI bAta bhI kaI bAra baDI khataranAka hotI hai. Apa havAI jahAja meM yAtrA kara rahe hoM aura yadi mazIna meM jarA sI gar3abar3I ho jAye to vaha kaisI samasyA paidA karatI hai? Apa yahAM se apanI gAr3I meM jayapura yA kahIM ghUmane ke lie nikale hoM aura TAyara meM yadi eka choTA sA paMcara ho jAye to phira kyA hAlata hotI hai? calate samaya jarA-sA kAMca yA kAMTA laga jAe to pAMva kI kyA hAlata hotI hai? kahane ko kahA jAtA hai, jarA-sA. khAne ke andara agara jarA sA viSa A jAye to kyA hAlata hotI hai? nAva meM baiTha kara Apa yAtrA kara rahe hoM aura nAva meM jarA-sA cheda ho jAe to kyA hAlata hotI hai? eka z2arA sI bAta kitanI khataranAka banatI hai. dhArmika kArya aura sAdhanA ke andara jarA-sI bhUla ho jAe to kyA pariNAma hotA hai. isa jarA-sI bAta kI Apa upekSA na kareM. gAr3I Apa svayaM 100 ki. mI. kI spIDa se calAte haiM. ApakI gAr3I daur3a rahI ho aura jarA-sI jhapakI khA jAe~ to yaha yAtrA paraloka kI yAtrA bana sakatI hai. eka jarA-sI bhUla ke pariNAma svarUpa mauta ho sakatI hai. sAdhanA ke kSetra meM yadi Apa z2arA-sI bhUla kareMge, yAda rakhie, isakA inAma kisa prakAra se milegA. yahAM to pUrNataH sAvadhAna rahanA hai. jo upArjana kara rahe haiM usameM viveka honA cAhie, upArjana kI apanI maryAdA honI cAhie, usa upArjana ke andara ApakI maMgala-bhAvanA AnI cAhie ki isa vastu se merA koI sambandha nahIM hai. dhArmika dRSTi se AtmA se padArtha kA koI sambandha nahIM hai. isa naitika dRSTi se apane kartavya kA hameM pAlana karanA cAhie. eTaicameMTa nahIM, Asakti nahIM, agara Asakti A gaI to viyoga kA darda bar3A bhayaMkara hogA. sAre saMsAra ko rulAne vAlA, sAre deza kA nakzA badala dene vAlA, hiTalara vizva yuddha ke samaya lUTamAra ke dvArA bahuta bar3A khajAnA saMgraha kara liyA thA. bila baoNksa ke andara rahatA thA aura jaba use mAlUma par3A ki barlina ghira gayA hai aba marane ke sivAya mere pAsa aura koI upAya zeSa nahIM rahA. sArI duniyA ko jItane kI kalpanA lekara DhAI-tIna karor3a vyaktiyoM ko mauta ke ghATa jisane utAra diyA, araboM-kharaboM kI sampatti jisane ikaTThI kara lI, kaisA aTaicameMTa, kaisI Asakti, sArA khajAnA usake bila baoNksa meM thA. mana meM isa prakAra kI eka bhAvI kalpanA ki sAre vizva kA sAmrAjya mere hAtha meM hogA, apAra sampatti kA maiM mAlika bana jAU~gA aura vaha yaha bhUla gayA ki kala mujhe maranA hai aura Asakti se ghirA huA jIvana, marate samaya aisA darda usake andara paidA kara detA hai ki vaha isI viyoga ke darda se Ahata ho jAtA hai ki maiMne jo upArjana kiyA hai vaha mujhe chor3a kara jAnA par3egA. va OR - 45 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: - koI vyakti usakI AMkha se AMkha nahIM milA sakatA thA. hiTalara ke samaya jarmanI meM kisI vyakti kI tAkata nahIM thI ki AMkha se AMkha milAkara usase bAta kare, jaba bhI koI vyakti usake pAsa jAtA to vaha AMkha aura gardana nIcI karake bAta karatA. cAhe senApati ho, yA anya koI kaisA bhI adhikArI ho usakA yahI anuzAsana thA. eka sAmAnya za-mekara ke yahAM janma lene vAlA, mAtra chaThIM kakSA taka par3hA huA vyakti, ra kA nakzA badala kara calA gayA. marate samaya usane apanI premikA aura apane sundara kutte ko svayaM zUTa kara diyA aura khuda bhI AtmahatyA karake mara gayA. usI samaya usane apane naukara ko bulAkara hidAyateM de dI ki mere marane ke bAda merI lAza ko tuma peTrola meM jalAkara rAkha kara denA kyoMki duzmana ke hAtha merI lAza calI gayI to bar3I durdazA hogI. vaha isa bAta se ciMtita thA ki musolinI kisa taraha mArA gayA? prajA ne usakA kaisA tiraskAra kiyA? kahIM yaha dazA merI na ho jAye. svayaM AtmahatyA karanA itihAsa ko dekha karake sAvadhAna honA hai, ki aisI bhUla mere jIvana meM na ho. __ Apa jagat ko prApta karake kyA kareMge? hiTalara ne itanI bar3I duniyA ko jItA, apAra sampatti kA mAlika banA aura pariNAma kyA AyA? vaha bar3A darda paidA karake usane chor3a diyA. isase usako bar3I bhayaMkara pIr3A huI. isIlie jJAniyoM ne kahA ki upArjana itane hI maryAdita rUpa se karanA, jisase apanA jIvana nirvAha sukha zAMti se ho jAya. anIti kA Azraya na lenA par3e, jIvana meM aprAmANikatA kA praveza na ho jAye aura merA naitika patana na ho jAye. yahAM to usa naitikatA kA mUlya hai, vaha jo dharma kI nIMva hai aura yadi nIMva maz2abUta nahIM, to Apake jIvana kI prAmANikatA asthira hai, nIMva kamajora hone para makAna meM sthiratA kahAM se AyegI. vaha dharma sthira kaise ho sakegA? duniyA ke andara sabase bar3A duSkAla acche caritra kA hai. yaha naitikatA kA duSkAla hai, sabhI jagaha anaitikatA kA sAmrAjya hai, sAmAnya naukarI karane vAlA vyakti bhI apekSA rakhatA hai ki merI sAiDa inakama (atirikta Aya) kahIM na kahIM se ho. vyApAra karane vAlA vyakti bhI yahI socatA hai, sarakAra ke adhikArI bhI yahI socate haiM ki mujhe kucha jagata ke andara mila jAye, yaha aisA vAyarasa (viSANu) hai jo sarva vyApaka banA huA hai. koI jagat khAlI nahIM rakhatA aura isI se hama ko sAvadhAna honA hai. jaina itihAsa meM eka bAta eka vyakti ke jIvana ke sambandha meM bar3I sundara AtI hai. usa vyakti kI prAmANikatA kaisI apUrva thI, ki bhagavAna mahAvIra ne usake guNoM kA anumodana kiyA. bhagavAna kA eka parama zrAvaka aura bhakta thA, puniyA. puniyA kA jIvana itanA saMtoSI thA ki vaha utanA hI dravya upArjana karatA jisase eka dina taka kA usakA peTa bhara jAe aura vaha svayama eka samaya hI AhAra karatA. rUI kI pUniyoM kA vyApAra karane vAlA, bAz2Ara meM beca karake vaha usase itanA hI dravya lAtA jisase do AdamI kA peTa bhara jAe, use parivAra meM do ke alAvA aura koI nahIM thA. parantu usameM maMgala-bhAvanA aisI thI ki eka atithi ko ghara para bulA kara maiM bhojana karAUM. hamArI Arya saMskRti 46 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: meM kahA gayA hai, 'atithidevo bhava' atithi deva tulya hai aura unakI bhakti karanA yaha hamArA naitika dharma hai. vaha puniyA zrAvaka pratidina eka sadhArmika atithi bandhu ko ghara para lAtA aura lA karake, bahuta bhaktipUrvaka sundara bhojana de karake, usake bAda svayaM bhojana karatA. samasyA yaha thI ki vaha upArjana itanA hI karatA thA ki do AdamiyoM kA peTa bhare, kyoMki tIsare kI kamAI nahIM thI. eka dina apanI patnI se kahA ki hameM yaha bhakti kI paramparA to cAlU rakhanI hI hai. isake andara koI kamI nahIM honI cAhie, isameM khAmI nahIM rahanI cAhie. donoM ne mila karake, nirNaya kiyA ki pratidina ekAntara upavAsa kareMge aura eka dhArmika baMdhu ko, atithi rUpa meM ghara para bulAkara bhaktipUrvaka bhojana karAeMge. - Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Apa vicAra kIjie ki itanA upArjana usake pAsa meM thA nahIM, itanA dravya nahIM aisI anukUlatA nahIM ki tIna vyakti bhI usake pAsa khA sake. aisI pratikUlatA meM bhI Ananda kA anubhava karane vAlA, prasanna rahane vAlA, apanI sAmAyika ke andara citta ko sthira rakhane vAlA vaha dhyAna meM aisA magna bana jAtA ki sArI duniyA ko bhUla jAtA. usakA sAmAyika itanA mUlyavAna thA ki sArA sAmrAjya bhI yadi arpaNa kara diyA jAye to bhI usakA mUlyAMkana nahIM ho sakatA. sAmAyika avasthA meM usake dhyAna aura citta kI ekAgratA itanI prabala thI. vaha eka dina svayaM upavAsa karatA aura eka dina usakI dharmapatnI upavAsa karatI. yaha anukrama calatA rahA, eka sadhArmika bandhu ko bulAkara bhAvapUrvaka bhakti se bhojana dene kI usakI pratibaddhatA kA jIvana ke aMtima samaya taka usane pAlana kiyA. z2arA bhI usake andara saMsAra kA pralobhana nahIM thA kyoMki usane pralobhana kA praveza dvAra hI baMda kara rakhA thA. bhagavAna mahAvIra ke samaya kI yaha ghaTanA hai, Aja taka duniyA usako bhulA nahIM pAI. yAda karatI hai. parantu hama apanI Adata se aise lAcAra haiM, kahIM se mila jAe enI hAU enI ve * koI bhI rAstA ho, galata ho yA sahI, usa prApti meM Ananda kA anubhava lete haiM. bhagavAna mahAvIra kI bhASA meM kahA gayA hai: khaNamitta sukkhA bahukAla dukkhA kSaNamAtra ke sukha ke lie vyakti apane Anandita jIvana ko dukhamaya banA detA hai bhautika vAsanA ke sukha meM AtmA ke AnaMda kI Apa kalpanA bhUla jAie. vaha AnaMda kabhI milane vAlA nahIM aura jo kucha Apa Ananda prApta kara rahe haiM, vaha bhaviSya meM rudana kA kAraNa hI banegA. vaha bhaviSya meM AtmA ke lie pIr3A kA kAraNa banatA hai. aisA Ananda nahIM cAhie jo Aja haMsAe aura kala rulAe aura bhaviSya meM sArA jIvana aMdhakAramaya bana jAe. prApti tRpti kA kAraNa bananI cAhie. AtmasaMtoSa honA cAhie, parantu Aja asaMtoSa kI Aga meM insAna jala rahA hai. sArI prAmANikatA usakI jala gaI hai. kavi ne bar3A sundara kahA kisI z2amAne meM cora corI karate the, parantu aMdhakAra meM, rAtri ke samaya, ekAMta meM. Aja bauddhika kuzalatA itanI vyApaka aura sundara bana gaI hai ki aba corI 47 For Private And Personal Use Only Ba

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guruvANI: karane ke bhI vaijJAnika tarIke A gaye haiM, bar3I saphAI A gaI hai, usa kavi ko kahanA par3AH 'bijalI kI rozanI meM sAmAna corI ho gayA' kavi kahatA hai aMdhiyAre meM nahIM, rAtri meM nahIM, ekAMta meM nahIM, bijalI kI rozanI meM sAmAna corI ho gayA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 'iMsAna to thA lekina ImAna corI ho gyaa|' caukIdAra maujUda thA parantu andara se prAmANikatA hI calI gaI. magara Apa dharma karate raheM, prArthanA karate raheM magara usameM prANa to hai hI nahIM aura isIlie Aja kI yaha sArI dharma ArAdhanA aura dharma hI prANazUnya bana gayA hai, svAdahIna bana gayA hai, jisameM kisI prakAra kI anubhUti AtmA ko hotI hI nahIM. kucha dina pahale mere eka paricita vyakti jApAna se Aye unakA kArobAra jApAna meM hai to kaI bAra bambaI AnA-jAnA par3atA hai. vaha eka dina rAtri meM baiThe the. maiMne unase pUchA ki vahAM ke viSaya meM Apa kucha jAnakArI dIjie. vahAM ke logoM kA vyavahAra kaisA hai ? una logoM kA jIvana-vyavahAra kisa prakAra kA hai? unhoMne eka paricaya mujhe diyA aura maiM cauMka gayA. unhoMne kahA ki mahArAja maiM Tokiyo ke eka hoTala meM ThaharA thA. bAz2Ara se naye bar3e sundara jUte lekara AyA to maiMne naye jUte to pahana lie aura purAne jUte hoTala meM hI chor3a diye, maiMne socA ki kahAM inheM bambaI lekara vApisa jAU~ par3e rahane do. aba maiM to vahAM se phlAiTa meM sIdhe bambaI A gayA aura dUsare dina bambaI pahuMca gayA. eka saptAha maiM eka pArsala dekhatA hUM jo jApAna se mere pAsa AyA aura hoTala mainejara ne usake sAtha eka patra bhejA ki Apa hamAre hoTala meM isa rUma nambara meM Thahare the. Apa yahAM bhUla se apane jUte chor3a gaye, ve jUte Apako eyara pArsala se bheja rahA hUM. kRpayA inheM svIkAra kareM. pArsala bhejane meM do dina kA vilamba huA usake lie hama kSamA cAhate haiM. bAda do sau rupaye. gAMTha ke kharca karake, hoTala vAloM ne, binA pAMva ke jUte unake ghara taka pahuMcA die. yaha Aja kA itihAsa hai bhUtakAla kI bAta nahIM hai. parantu yaha bhArata jahAM rAma kI bhUmi kRSNa kI bhUmi mahAvIra ne jahAM para avatAra liyA, aise RSi muniyoM kI pAvana bhUmi aura rAma, kRSNa yA mahAvIra ke maMdira se hI jUte gAyaba ho jAte haiM. aba Apa vicAra kara lIjie ki hamAre deza kI kyA durdazA hai, naitika dRSTi se hamArA kitanA ghora patana ho cukA hai aura jahAM naitikatA nahIM hogI to dhArmikatA kahAM se AegI naitikatA meM se hI dhArmikatA janma letI hai aura isalie isake andara sarvaprathama sUtra ke dvArA gRhastha jIvana ke prathama AcAra kA paricaya diyA dhana, prAmANikatA se upArjana karanA, 'nyAyopArjitam dravyam' 48 - For Private And Personal Use Only da dha

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: guruvANI nyAya se, prAmANikatA se, ImAnadArI se upArjita pasIne kA paisA cAhie, jisase hama paramezvara kI prasannatA prApta kara sakeM. pUrvakAla ke una mahAna puruSoM ke andara yaha maMgala-bhAvanA isIlie AtI thI kyoMki ve prAmANikatA se upArjana karate the. peTI yA piTArA bharane ke lie ve kabhI pApa nahIM karate the. unake upArjana meM Asakti nahIM thI, anAsakta bhAvanA thI. sahaja meM mujhe kahanA par3atA hai, nirvAha karanA koI Asakti nahIM thI. unakI mRtyu bhI mahotsava hotI thI. unakA sArA jIvana hI Anandamaya rahatA thA, parantu Aja kA jIvana asaMtoSa kI Aga meM jala rahA hai. kaise maiM prApta karUM? kisI prakAra mujhe mile. sAre vyaktiyoM kA jIvana usI tarapha daur3a rahA hai. milatA kyA hai ? resa ke ghor3e kI taraha hama roz2a daur3ate haiM. resa korsa meM jAkara dekhie, ghor3A kitanA daur3atA hai para mAla to saba dUsare le jAte haiM, ghor3e ko kyA milatA hai - canA aura ghAsa. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ThIka isI taraha insAna bhI ghor3e kI taraha daur3a rahA hai. AtmArAma bhAI ko kyA milatA hai ? mauja to indriyAM karatI haiM. mana kA viSaya, mana kA vikAra apanA poSaNa karate haiM, daNDa aura zrama to AtmA ko milatA hai. AtmA ko paraloka meM dukha milegA, darda milegA vaha saba AtmA ko sahana karanA par3egA. mauja majA to ApakI indriyA~ kareMgI. jaise ki ghor3A daur3atA hai, maz2A dUsare lete haiM. bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai. maiM bambaI meM resa korsa ke pAsa se nikalA to ghor3oM ne mujhase kahA ki mahArAja eka naI bAta sunAUM, maiMne kahA kyA ? bole hama jaba daur3ate haiM to lAkhoM AdamI resa korsa meM hameM dekhane Ate haiM, parantu mahArAja Apa z2arA vicAra kIjie, insAna subaha se zAma taka roz2a daur3atA rahatA hai, maiM to kevala zanivAra ko daur3atA hUM. insAna roja daur3atA hai parantu eka bhI ghor3A unako kabhI jAkara dekhatA nahIM. insAna kI daur3a kA koI mUlya hI nahIM hai, hamArI daur3a kA to phira bhI mUlya hai. yaha hamArI vartamAna dazA hai. binA prArabdha ke koI cIja prApti hone vAlI hI nahIM hai. vyakti kahAM-kahAM jAtA hai, kaise-kaise pApa karatA hai, kitane galata AcaraNoM kA sevana karatA hai, vaha kabhI apane vartamAna ko nahIM dekhatA, vartamAna meM bhaviSya ko jhAMka karake nahIM dekhatA ki maiM jo Aja kara rahA hUM isakI sajA mujhe kala milegI. kucha varSa pahale kI bAta hai. amerikA meM yaha ghaTanA ghaTI hai. Apa jAnate haiM ki hamAre deza kI pArivArika paramparA kA vahAM abhAva hai. jvAiMTa phemilI (saMyukta parivAra) vahAM para kabhI nahIM rahatI. subaha zAdI kI aura patnI kaba chor3a karake calI jAegI isakA bhI koI vizvAsa nahIM. vahAM yaha khela-tamAzA jaisA hai. jIvana sAthI kI khoja karane meM bhI dasa bAra vicAra karanA par3atA hai, yaha to Apa dhanyavAda dIjie hamArI bhAratIya paramparA ko, ki Apa sukha aura zAMti se jIvana jI rahe haiM, parivAra meM Apako paripUrNa prema aura vizvAsa hai. parivAra kA Apake prati lagAva aura sadbhAvanA hai jisakA sabase bar3A abhAva pazcimI dezoM meM hai. 49 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra an ekhl www.kobatirth.org guruvANI hamArI paramparA bar3I sundara hai. hamArI sabhyatA sAre jagat meM eka Adarza hai. eka jamAnA thA jaba parivAra kA prema kitanA adbhuta thA. maiMne Apako rAmAyaNa kI bAta kahI, rAma ke parivAra kA eka sAmAnya paricaya diyA ki rAma jaba vanavAsa se lauTa karake Ane lage to bharata rAjya kA saMcAlana kara rahe the. azoka vATikA taka rAma kA Agamana ho gayA, hanumAna pAsa meM hI the hanumAna aura rAma kA abhUtapUrva prema thA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir hamArI jaina rAmAyaNa meM hanumAna mokSa meM gaye, Apa Azcarya kareMge, kaI bAra loga saMkucita bhAvanA se anyathA vicAra kara lete haiM. jaina dRSTi se, hamAre yahAM to rAma kA vahI Adarza hai jo mahAvIra kA hai. koI antara nahIM hai kadAcit rAma ke upAsaka upekSA kara jAeM. hamAre yahAM dRr3ha niyama hai. hindustAna kA eka bhI jaina sAdhu yA sAdhvI aisA nahIM ki jo draupadI aura solaha satiyoM kA nAma lie binA muMha meM pAnI DAle. pratidina prAtaH kAla pratikramaNa meM solaha satiyoM kA nAma lenA hI par3atA hai. yaha saccAI hai. unakA nAma bar3e Adara se smaraNa kiyA jAtA hai, tadanantara hI mu~ha meM pAnI DAla sakate haiM. mahAna tIrtha zatruMjaya meM sarvaprathama praveza karate samaya pAMca pAMDavoM kI mUrti AtI hai. hanumAna mokSa meM gae, tadbhava mokSagAmI AtmA the, pUrNa brahmacArI the, unake jIvana kA Adarza Apako jaina rAmAyaNa meM milegA. hA~ to hanumAna aura rAma kA aisA sneha thA ki eka dUsare ko Apa alaga nahIM kara sakate. pratyeka kSaNa rAma aura hanumAna sAtha hI sote tathA rAma jAgate to hanumAna bhI jAgate. eka dina rAmacandra jI ke mana meM eka aisI kalpanA AI ki sArI duniyA kahatI hai ki rAma ke nAma se patthara tairatA hai. nadI ke kinAre ve usa samaya vizrAma kara rahe the. rAtri kA ekAMta samaya thA aura mana meM eka vicAra AyA to unhoMne socA ki maiM svayaM eka bAra prayoga karake dekhUM prayoga to hamezA saMdigdha hotA hai. prayoga tabhI kiyA jAtA hai jaba mana meM sandeha ho, vizvAsa meM prayoga nahIM hotA, avizvAsa meM hI prayoga hotA hai. eka bAra yadi Apa rAma kA nAma lete haiM, to vaha AtmakalyANa kA mukhya kAraNa banatA hai. rAma kA nAma punaH punaH hama isalie doharAte haiM tAki hamAre antaHkaraNa ke kA uddIpana ho sake, ve bhAva jAgRta ho uTheM. suSupta bhAvoM kabIra ke Azrama meM eka bAra eka bar3A duHkhI vyakti AyA. parantu kabIra ghara para nahIM the. kabIra ke ghara meM unakI patnI thI. kabIra kA bar3A sundara aura saMtoSI jIvana thA, aura ve kaTu satya kahane vAle vyakti the. unakI patnI ne Ane vAle vyakti se pUchA ki bhAI kaise Ae? tabhI usane kahA ki maiM bahuta duHkhI hUM, mujhe aisA upAya batalAie ki jisase mere jIvana meM sukha kA Agamana ho dukha aura darda se merA jIvana AplAvita hai, aura maiM yaha AzIrvAda lene AyA hUM ki merA dukha calA jAe aura mujhe sukha mila jAe. patnI ne kahA yaha rAma nAma kI auSadhi dina meM tIna bAra lenA. Apake sAre dukha kA rUpAMtara ho jAyegA aura sukha 'kI anubhUti milegI. vaha becArA AzIrvAda lekara jAne lagA usI samaya 50 For Private And Personal Use Only vaha

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-guruvANI sAmane hI kabIra mila gaye. saMta kabIra ne pUchA ki bhAI subaha-subaha Aja mere Azrama meM kaise Ae? usane kahA ki mahArAja, AzIrvAda lene AyA thA. Apa to the nahIM, mAM vahAM para thIM aura unakA AzIrvAda mujhe mila gayA. "kyA AzIrvAda diyA?" unhoMne kahA ki dina meM tIna bAra rAma kA nAma lenA aura tumhAre sAre dukha darda cale jAyeMge. sunate hI kabIra kA ceharA utara gayA. kabIra kucha bole nahIM, udAsa ho kara ghara para Ae. patnI ne pUchA"Aja kyA bAta hai ApakA ceharA utarA huA hai, Apa itane udAsa kyoM haiM?" "tumhAre kAraNa. mere ghara meM paramAtmA ke prati itanA bar3A avizvAsa aura tuma avizvAsa kA jahara le karake sAdhanA karatI ho, tumheM kaise pUrNatA milegI?" / yaha suna karake patnI bhI vicAra meM DUba gaI. "maiM aura paramAtmA ke prati avizvAsa?" "aura nahIM to kyA? tUne to eka prayoga kiyA hai, vaha Agantuka vyakti dukhI thA, darda se ghirA huA thA aura usako vaicArika zAMti tujhase prApta karanI thI, tumako itanA bhI vizvAsa nahIM paramAtmA ke nAma meM, kaisI pracaNDa zakti hai, eka bAra rAma kA smaraNa kara lIjie to sAre dukha aura darda cale jAeM. magara tumane to usako kaha diyA ki dina meM tIna bAra lenA, aura usake andara avizvAsa paidA kara diyA. tIna bAra kI jarUrata hI kyA hai? yadi eka bAra meM nahIM hotA, taba tIna bAra meM kaise duHkha darda dUra hogA?" DAkTara ke pAsa marIja jAe aura DAkTara svayaM zaMkA meM ho, zaMkAzIla ho, aura marIja se kahe ki maiMne roga kA patA to lagAyA hai. subaha yaha TebaleTsa to lenA. agara pharka na par3e to dopahara ko yaha kaipsUla le lenA aura agara isa kaipsUla se bhI phAyadA nA ho to zAma ko AnA maiM tumheM eka iMjekzana lagA dUMgA. isakA matalaba - iTa ija ena eksapairimaiMTa. yaha prayoga jo DaoNkTara Apa para kara rahA hai isase DAignosiz2a (roga kI jA~ca) pUrA nahIM huA hai. __kabIra apanI patnI se bole ki tumane to prayoga kiyA, subaha rAma kA nAma lenA, dukha nahIM jAe to dopahara ko phira le lenA, agara usase bhI phAyadA na ho to zAma ko AnA, phira naI davA de dUMgI. kitanI sacoTa bAta kaha dI. hama avizvAsa le karake maMdira meM jAte haiM, avizvAsa le karake saMtoM ke caraNoM meM jAte haiM, mana meM hamezA zaMkAzIla rahate haiM isIlie ApakI sAdhanA kabhI phalIbhUta nahIM hotI. durgA ke mandira gaye, lAbha nahIM milA, phira kAlI ke maMdira cale, nahIM milA to calo kahIM vaiSNava devI ke maMdira caleM, nahIM milA, HI 51 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI pacAsa jagaha bhaTakate haiM. isakA matalaba ApakA prayoga cala rahA hai. iTa ija ena eksapairImeMTa - prayoga kara rahe haiM ki kahIM lAbha mila jAegA. roja eka-hAtha kA kuAM khodate haiM kahIM pAnI milatA hI nahIM. pAnI ke lie Apako eka hI sthAna para ku~A khodanA par3egA arthAt kahIM na kahIM Apako aTUTa zraddhA-vizvAsa prApta hI karanA par3egA. hamArI hAlata to aisI hai ki hama Trena meM baiTha kara yahAM se bambaI jA rahe hoM. rAjadhAnI eksapresa meM baiThe hoM aura sAmAna jaise peTI bistarA mAthe para le karake kampArTameMTa meM baiThe to loga kyA kaheMge ki are bhAI gAr3I meM baiThe ho to Apa apanA peTI bistarA apane mAthe para kyoM rakhe ho. use nahIM mAlUma ki jisa gAr3I meM maiM car3hA hUM, jo mujhe le jA rahI hai vahI merA sAmAna bhI le jAegI. hamArI yaha manosthiti hI hamArI paramAtmA ke samarpaNa ke prati hamAre dRSTikoNa ko darzAtI hai. arihante zaraNaM pavajjAmi tvameva zaraNaM mm| jaba paramAtmA kA samarpaNa svIkAra kiyA, unakI gAr3I meM baiTha gaye. dukAna, makAna, parivAra, sArA bojhA, peTI-bistarA saba mAthe para phira kyoM Dho rahe haiM? yaha saba maiM calAtA hUM, parivAra kA peTa meM hI bharatA hUM, sArI majadUrI maiM karatA hUM, para yAda kareM Apane bhagavAna kI zaraNa lI hai jisake caraNoM meM Apane jIvana arpaNa kiyA, yaha saba usI kI kRpA se cala rahA hai. para hamArI Adata peTI bistarA mAthe para, aura baiThe haiM gAr3I meM, jaisI hai. rAtri kA samaya thA aura jaise hI rAma jAge unake mana meM eka vicAra AyA. unhoMne prayoga kiyA ki sArI duniyA kahatI hai ki rAma ke nAma se patthara tairatA hai, maiM bhI prayoga karake dekhU. to maiM yahIM se Apako vaha bAta samajhA rahA thA ki prayoga to avizvAsa kI bhUmikA hai. patthara liyA, rAma kA nAma likhA aura rAma ne nadI ke kinAre jAkara usa patthara ko chor3A. hanumAna jAga rahe the, parantu rAma ko mAlUma nahIM thA ki vaha jAga rahe haiM, nATaka aisA kiyA ki jaise vaha so rahe hoM. hanumAna ke mana meM kutUhala thA ki rAma kyA kara rahe haiM? rAma rAta meM jAga karake nadI ke kinAre kyoM gaye. aba jaise hI rAma kA nAma likha kara unhoMne patthara pAnI meM DAlA to vaha DUba gayA. rAma ne cAroM tarapha dekhA ki kisI ne dekhA to nahIM. cupacApa Akara apanI jagaha para so gae. aba mana meM vicAra karane lage ki jo sArI duniyA kahatI hai vaha saca hai yA jo maiMne prayoga kiyA vaha saca hai? sArI duniyA kahatI hai ki rAma ke nAma se patthara taira gayA aura maiMne apane hAtha se rAma kA nAma likhA aura pAnI meM patthara DAlA aura vaha DUba gayA. 52 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra OM www.kobatirth.org guruvANI: hanumAna apane mana meM haMsane laga gaye parantu ha~sI rukI nahIM. haMsI jaba pragaTa gaI aura rAma se kahA ki prabhu Apane yaha kyA nATaka kiyA. mujhe mAlUma hai. Apa jAnate haiM, yaha bhI maiM jAnatA hUM ki yaha bAta mere peTa se bAhara nahIM jAyegI, Apa nizciMta rahie, aura maiM Apako kAraNa bhI samajhA detA hUM ki patthara kyoM DUbA ? Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir bahuta sundara bAta hanumAna jI ne samajhA dI. rAma ko saMtoSa huA aura vaha so gae. hanumAna jI ne rAma jI ko yaha samajhAyA thA ki prabhu, jisako rAma ne tyAga diyA, vaha to nizcaya hI DUba jAegA, vaha bhalA kahA~ se tairegA. bAta kA Azaya yaha hai ki jisa para paramAtmA kI kRpA nahIM hai, usakA vinAza taya hai. jo vyakti paramAtmA kA sAtha chor3a de, dharma kA sAtha chor3a de aura svataMtra rUpa se apane vyaktitva yA astitva ko le karake calane kA prayAsa karegA vaha nizcita rUpa se saMsAra - sAgara meM DUbegA. paramAtmA ne jisako chor3a diyA yA hamane usakA sAtha chor3a diyA to yahI dazA hogI. kaisA rAma kA apUrva jIvana thA. azoka vATikA meM rAtri meM rAma ne mana meM vicAra kiyA ki aba mujhe ayodhyA meM praveza nahIM karanA hai. maitrI kA kitanA sundara prakAra, jIvana kI kaisI apUrva prAmANikatA kI preraNA isase milatI hai. kyoMki dharma kA janma hI maitrI se hotA hai aura maitrI ke sAtha anyAya kA pariNAma burA hotA hai. nyAyopAttaM hi vittamubhalokahitAyeti nyAya se upArjita kiyA huA dravya, isa loka meM aura paraloka meM, donoM ke lie kalyANakArI banatA hai. yaha pApa kA praveza dvAra baMda kara detA hai jIvana meM prAmANikatA A jAye to duniyA ke pApa kA praveza dvAra banda ho jAyegA. apUrva maitrI bhAva vahAM para pragaTa ho jAegA kyoMki kisI AtmA ko bevakUpha banAU, kisI kI AMkha meM dhUla DAla karake aura do paise kamAUM, kyoM apanI buddhi kA durupayoga karUM bhavAntara meM phira yaha buddhi mujhe nahIM milegI. usake andara aisA bhaya hogA aura pApabhIrutA kA usameM guNa paidA hogA. rAmacandra jI ne mana meM eka saMkalpa kiyA. usI samaya ayodhyA meM unake praveza kI taiyArI cala rahI thI. logoM meM bar3A apUrva utsAha thA ki rAma aba caudaha varSa ke vanavAsa ke bAda ayodhyA meM padhAra rahe haiM. hanumAna ko jagA karake rAma ne kahA ki aba merI icchA ayodhyA meM jAne kI nahIM hai, praveza banda kara diyA jAye. mere mana meM rAtri meM aisA vicAra AyA ki caudaha varSa taka maiMne nahIM, mere bhAI ne rAjya kiyA aura tuma jAnate ho hanumAna, vyakti kA svabhAva hai - AtmA kA anAdikAlIna saMskAra hai ki prApta kI huI cIz2a ko chor3anA bar3A muzkila hotA hai. mere jAne se mere bhAI bharata ke mana meM dukha to z2arUra hogA, ki aba caudaha varSa kA sArA sAmrAjya mujhe apane bhAI ko denA hai. eka loka-lajjA se, loka-vyavahAra se, hamAre kula kI paramparA se hamAre Adarza ko dekhakara merA bhAI mujhe rAjya z2arUra degA isameM saMzaya nahIM, parantu usakI AtmA ko jarA bhI pIr3A pahuMcI, agara - 53 For Private And Personal Use Only dhana

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-guruvANI - jarA bhI usakI AtmA ko dukha pahuMcA to mujhe aise rAjya se dUra hI rahanA hai. apane bhAI ke hAtha se lekara mujhe aise rAjya kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai. kisI ko dukhI karake maiM sukhI nahIM bananA cAhatA. hanumAna ne kahA ki Apa nirNaya karane se pahale thor3A-sA soceM aura mujhe vahAM jA karake Ane deM. maiM dekha karake AUM usake bAda Apa tadanusAra nirNaya kareM ki, Apake jAne se usako dukha hogA yA Apake jAne se usake mana meM prasannatA hogI. Apa bAlaka jaisI isa vicAra dhArA ko mere Ane ke pazcAt hI vyavahAra meM leM. hanumAna svayaM gaye. rAja darabAra lagA thA aura bharata ke darabAra meM jA karake hanumAna ne vahAM badhAI dI ki aba rAma kA Agamana ho cukA hai. ve azoka vATikA meM vizrAma kara rahe haiM bahuta jaldI unakA isa ayodhyA nagarI meM praveza hogA. maiM badhAI dene AyA hUM aura unakA saMdeza dene AyA hUM. bharata ne jaise hI rAma kA nAma sunA vaha bhAva vibhora ho nRtya karane laga gae. unake mu~ha se dhanyavAda kA zabda bhI nahIM nikalA, usakA bhI duSkAla par3a gayA. kaisA apUrva prema thA. abhivyakti nahIM milI, zabda nahIM mile, nAcane laga gaye. prema ke AMsU dono AMkhoM se Ane laga gaye. aisA harSa ki saMpUrNa zarIra romAMcita ho gayA. hanumAna turaMta lauTa gae aura jAkara kaha diyA ki rAma isa sabakI Apa bilkula ciMtA na kareM. maiMne bharata se milakara dekhA to unake cehare se Apake prati jo unakA prema jhalakA, maiMne adhyayana kiyA. jisa vyakti ke pAsa jA karake maiMne mAtra Apake Ane kI sUcanA dI, Agamana kI badhAI dI aura vaha aise apUrva bhAva se nRtya karane laga gae, prema ke AMsuoM kI dhArA unake netroM se baha calI, zarIra meM romAMca ho gayA ki Ananda vyakta karane ke lie unake pAsa zabda hI nahIM the, zabdoM kA hI duSkAla par3a gayA. rAma ne nirNaya badalA ki aba maiM jarUra jAUMgA. Apa samajha gaye hoMge ki maitrI kise kahA jAtA hai. kahane ko hama maitrI kaha dete haiM, paryuSaNa AtA hai, saMvatsarI AtI hai, nATaka kara lete haiM, kSamA yAcanA kara lete haiM, Ida kA tyauhAra AtA hai, eka dUsare ke gale mila lete haiM, krisamasa AtA hai, eka dUsare ko badhAI de dete haiM. hareka dhArmika parva ke andara kahIM na kahIM Apako maitrI kA prakAra mila jAyegA. duniyA kA hara dharma isako mAnatA hai. dharma kA prANa to yahI hai aura yadi prANa calA jAye aura Apa murde ko uThA kara le caleM usa dharma kA mUlya kyA? vaha kyA mokSa degA? vaha kyA Apako chur3AyegA? hama mare hue dharma kI upAsanA kara rahe haiM. aura prema, vaha to jIvita dharma hai. jahAM prema hogA vahAM anIti, anyAya kabhI ho hI nahIM sakatA, kabhI sambhava hI nahIM. ina donoM kA eka dUsare ke sAtha anyonya sambandha hai. ____ maiM Apako yaha samajhA rahA thA ki paradravya ko prApta karane meM jo Ananda AtA hai, usakA viyoga kaisA darda paidA karegA. kaisA apanA parivAra honA cAhie. parivAra kA dharma - 54 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI kaisA sundara honA cAhie? bhAratIya paramparA kA yaha eka bar3A Adarza hai aura isIlie maiM kahUMgA ki Apa bhI bar3e sukhI haiM ki aisA parivAra Apako milA hai. Aja videzoM meM loga hamArI pArivArika dharma paramparA aura saMskRti se ve loga IrSyA karate haiM. isake lie tarasate haiM. - __ amerikA ke eka dhanADhya vyakti kA prasaMga yAda AtA hai. usake pAsa apAra vaibhava, apAra sampatti thI. para parivAra kI zAMti nahIM mAnasika zAMti nahIM. usakA baMgalA bahata vizAla thA. ghara ke andara eka saipha banAyA aura usa tahakhAne ke andara karIba cha: karor3a DAlara kI sampatti par3I thI, oNrnAmeMTsa, bahuta sundara mUlyavAna AbhUSaNa aura lAkhoM DaoNlara andara par3e the aura saipha itanA sundara banA huA thA ki kisI kI naz2ara meM hI na Ae. yAMtrika kuzalatA aisI sundara thI ki agara banda kara diyA jAe to bAhara se eka bahuta bar3A phoTo naz2ara Ae. aisI vyavasthA thI ki kisI ko mAlUma hI na par3e ki andara kyA hai. eka dina acAnaka koI jarUrI kAgaja, koI DAkyUmeMTsa nikAlane the. vaha cAbI le karake gayA, saipha kholA. usakA gapta rUpa se andara jAnA kisI ko mAlama nahIM lagA. vaha andara gayA daravAjA andara se banda karake nIce utarA, jarUrI kAgajAta the. ve lie aura le karake lauTane lagA. jaise hI vaha lauTane lagA, daravAz2A baMda. usa yaMtra meM aisI TaiknIkala kharAbI AI ki, kisI bhI hAlata se daravAjA nahIM khulA. ATomaiTika phiTiMga thI. ilaikTrAnika sisTama thA. andara koI aisA sAdhana nahIM ki bAhara kisI vyakti ko mAlUma par3e ki andara koI chipA huA hai, pukAra rahA hai yA ro rahA hai. na ghaMTI thI na inTarakAma TelIphona kI vyavasthA thI, na koI yAMtrika suvidhA thI. bahuta koziza kI, nirAza ho gayA, pasIne se tara ho gayA, mauta kA Dara, sAmane apanI mauta dekha rahA thA ki merI mauta nizcita hai kyoMki kisI ko bhI mAlUma nahIM ki maiM saipha meM utarA haM. jaba bhaya AtA hai to sAtha meM pyAsa AtI hai. zarIra kA pAnI usa bhaya meM sUkha jAtA hai. bhaya se use bar3I tIvra pyAsa lagI. kAgaz2a lekara likhatA hai ki paramAtmA kI kRpA se yadi koI vyakti mujhe eka gilAsa pAnI pilA de to sArI araboM kI sampatti dene ko taiyAra hU~. use mArkeTa meM eka grAhaka bhI nahIM milA. puNya kA jaba duSkAla AtA hai aura jIvana ke dvAra meM jaba mauta kA praveza hotA hai, taba aise nimitta milate haiM. koI vyakti nahIM, koI pukAra sunane vAlA nahIM, koI usake AMsU poMchane vAlA nahIM, koI sAntvanA dene vAlA nahIM, tar3apa rahA hai. kalama le karake likhatA hai - 'golDa iz2a varsTa pvAyajana'. saMsAra ke andara yaha sabase bhayaMkara jahara hai. isakA smaraNa karanA bhI AtmA ke lie hAnikAraka hai, isakA saMgraha karanA sarvanAza hai aura isakA smaraNa karanA bhI pApa hai. Apa vicAra kara lIjie usI dravya ke pIche Aja kA insAna daur3a rahA hai, jo mauta kA kAraNa hai. na 55 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI ___ varSa 1947 meM lAhaura se Ane vAlA eka hindU parivAra tIna dina taka lAhaura sTezana para rukA rahA. gAr3I meM jagaha nahIM, spezala Trena thIM, bhara karake jA rahI thIM. usa samaya deza kA vibhAjana haA. yaha hamArA durbhAgya thA. bhAI-bhAI kA kleza, na jAne kitane vyaktiyoM kA ghara ujAr3a gayA aura aise hI duHkhada samaya kI yaha ghaTanA hai. tIna dina taka, jisa vyakti ne apanA ghara jalate hue dekhA, apane parivAra ko marate hue dekhA, dukha aura darda se bharA huA insAna eka choTA sA apanA bAlaka aura apanI strI ko le karake mazkila se sTezana para pahuMcA. jo kucha bhI thoDA bahuta bacA huA sAmAna thA. vaha becArA ghara se sUTakesa ke andara lekara nikalA thA. paramezvara kA nAma lekara sTezana taka pahuMca gayA, vahAM surakSita vAtAvaraNa thA. gAr3I kI pratIkSA meM tIna dina nikala gaye aura use bhUkha aura pyAsa bar3I gajaba kI lagI huI thI. cauthe dina bar3I muzkila se eka Trena ke andara praveza milA. iMjana DrAivara se nivedana kiyA, ki bhAI yahAM se hindustAna kI sImA taka mujhe pahuMcA de. maz2abUrI kA insAna kitanA galata phAyadA uThAtA hai. DrAivara kahatA hai ki pAMca sau rupae do to iMjana meM biThAtA hUM. zaraNArthI hai. usakA jIvana bhayaMkara duHkha se ghirA huA hai. pUre parivAra ko marate hue apanI najaroM se dekhA. jisa ghara meM vaha janmA, use jalate hue usane dekhA hai aura usakI lAcArI kA yaha duHkhada zoSaNa. kaisI anIti? kaisA anyAya? yaha anyAya hI nahIM atyAcAra hai. usa vyakti ne iMjana meM apanA bAksa rakhA. apane bacce aura apanI strI ko pahale hI leDIz2a kampArTameMTa meM car3hA diyA aura svayaM iMjana meM A kara baiTha gayA, DrAivara ne kahA ki bhAI tuma zaraNArthI ho, kyA patA tuma badala jAo, paise dene se inakAra kara do, isalie pahale eDavAMsa pAMca sau rupae de do. usane sUTakesa kholakara pAMca sau rupae gina karake de die. sArA sUTakesa sone aura noToM se bharA huA thA. becAre ke pAsa jo kucha ghara meM thA, le karake nikalA thA. bAkI to saba nAza ho gayA. usake sUTakesa ke andara kI vastueM dekhate hI DrAivara ke mana meM pApa kA praveza ho gayA. vaha becArA thakA huA thA, tIna dina kA bhUkhA, pyAsA. gAr3I cAlU ho gaI to calatI huI gAr3I meM usako jhapakI Ane lagI aura nIMda bhI Ane lagI, mana meM thor3I zAMti milI thI ki calo aba apane deza surakSita pahuMca jAUMgA. vahAM jA karake phira se koI nayA kArobAra karUMgA. DrAivara kI phAyaramaina se izAre meM bAta ho gaI. DrAivara ne kahA, yAra yahAM haz2AroM-lAkhoM roja marate haiM. agara yahAM eka mara gayA to kauna pUchane vAlA hai. jiMdagI meM itanA nahIM kamA pAyeMge. sArI sampatti A jAegI. koyalA jhoMkane kA jo phAvar3A hotA hai, phAyaramaina ne vaha uThA karake usake mAthe para mArA. vaha to becArA so rahA thA aura R 56 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI usakI coTa aisI lagI ki vaha behoza ho gayA. DrAivara aura phAyaramaina ne mila karake use bvAyalara meM DAla diyA. Apa jAnate haiM sTIma iMjana kA bvAyalara kaisA hotA hai. jaise tinakA jalatA ho aise hI usakA zarIra bhasmasAta ho gayA. paise kA darzana karanA bhI kitanA khataranAka hai. anIti aura anyAya se bharA huA jIvana, kyA pApa nahIM karatA. zaraNa meM Aye hue vyakti kA nAza kara denA kitanA bhayAvaha lagatA hai? para dravya ko prApta karane kI dUSita manovRtti kitanI qhataranAka hai? parantu yaha pApa chipA nahIM rahatA. durgandha ko Apa kitanA chipAeMge? Akhira vaha kahIM na kahIM se pragaTa hogA. jaise hI gAr3I amRtasara AI, leDIja kampArTameMTa se usakA baccA aura usakI patnI utare aura iMjana kI ora Ae. DrAivara ko yaha patA nahIM thA ki pIche bhI koI hai. usakI patnI ne sUTakesa dekhate hI kahA ki mere pati kahAM gaye? DrAivara ne kahA ki mujhe kucha nahIM mAlUma. DrAivara ke cehare se bolane se mana meM zaMkA huI. usa strI ne turaMta pulisa ke pAsa jAkara nivedana kiyA ki mere pati nahIM mila rahe haiM. kahIM gAyaba ho gaye haiM. zAyada unheM mAra diyA gayA hai aura yaha merA sArA sUTakesa isa DrAivara ke adhikAra meM hai, yaha mujhe dilAyA jAye. pulisa bar3I ImAnadAra thI, aMgrez2a aphasara the. pulisa ne DrAivara aura phAyaramaina ko giraphtAra kiyA aura vaha sUTakesa kabje meM liyA. jaba unakI pUchatAcha kI gayI taba mAlUma par3A ki lAza bvAyalara ke andara DAlI gaI thI. bvAyalara ko bujhA karake andara se haDDiyAM barAmada kI gayIM. merA to Apase itanA hI kahanA thA ki anIti aura anyAya kA vicAra vyakti ko kahAM se kahAM pahuMcA detA hai. dUsare ke dhana ko prApta karane ke lie vyakti kaise bhayaMkara pApa ke rAste apanA letA hai. isIlie paramAtmA ne kahA ki para dravya arthAt yaha paisA aisI cIja hai, jisakA darzana karanA bhI pApa hai, jisakA sparza mAtra bhI pApa hai aura saMgraha karanA to sarvanAza hai. yaha samajha karake ise upayoga meM lenA ki yaha z2ahara hai, jahAM taka pAkeTa meM hai, vahAM taka pApa. aura jaise hI yaha paropakAra meM gayA, turanta puNya kA prakAra banatA hai. rUpAMtara hotA hai. kabhI saMgraha karane kI manovRtti nahIM rakhanA, yaha to samarpaNa karanA hai. prArabdha se aura puNya se yadi do paisA jyAdA mila jAye to use paropakAra meM denA, parantu upArjana meM viveka rakhanA ki nyAya se aura nIti se hI maiM upArjana karUMgA. bar3A sundara ciMtana hai. yadi ApakI bhAvanA sundara hai aura nyAya tathA prAmANikatA se upArjana karate haiM to koI aisA azubha karma hai, jo rukAvaTa paidA karatA hai. vaha tor3a degA. bhAvanA se azubha karma kA nAza hotA hai, Apake dravya ke, paise ke Agamana meM jo aMtarAya hai, jo rukAvaTa hai, usa rukAvaTa ko bhI nikAla detA hai. loga bahuta prayatna karate haiM. galata rAste apanAte haiM. maiM kahatA hUM ki jo prArabdha meM hai, vaha paramAtmA bhI nahIM le sakatA. binA prArabdha ke yadi prabhu bhI AeM to ve bhI kucha nahIM de sakate. sAnA 57 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3-guruvANI: ___ bahuta varSa pahale dillI meM zaMkara jI Ae. unhoMne dekhA ki sArA deza mujhe yAda karatA hai, zivAlaya meM jAtA hai aura roja subaha se merI pukAra calatI hai, zAma taka loga mujhe pukArate haiM, merI arcanA aura pUjA karate haiM. zaMkara jI ne vicAra kiyA ki jA karake una bhaktoM kI khabara to lUM. pArvatI ne kahA prabhu jarUra calo. bhaktoM kI pukAra hai, jarA deza meM Ao aura svarga se utaro. mRtyuloka meM kyA cala rahA hai, jarA naz2ara to daur3Ao. zaMkara aura pArvatI donoM jaise hI dillI bArDara meM praveza huA to subaha ke samaya unheM eka daridra nArAyaNa najara Ae. bar3I garIba strI thI. usakI dardanAka sthiti dekha karake hRdaya pighala jAe, vaha apane pati ke sAtha A rahI thI. pati bhI becArA bar3A dukhI thA, vaha saba kho cukA thA, ceharA utarA huA thA, na jAne kitane dinoM kA bhUkhA hogA. eka choTI-sI bAlikA sAtha thI. jaise hI zaMkara jI bArDara meM ghuse, ye tInoM najara Ae. bhArata meM Ate hI yaha cIja najara AtI hai. gAMdhI jI ne marane se pahale kahA thA ki yahAM kI prajA kA koI bhI vyakti svatantratA ke bAda naMgA bhUkhA nahIM rahegA, deza kI svataMtratA ke bAda naMge kA matalaba badamAza, lucce, ve kabhI bhUkhe nahIM raheMge. yaha AzIrvAda Aja saphala ho rahA hai. sajjana hI mAre jA rahe haiM, naMge to Ananda le rahe haiM, maje lUTa rahe haiM. yaha gAMdhI jI kA kalikAla ko AzIrvAda hai. unhoMne ise AjAdI ke bAda diyA thA, yA yoM kahie ki apane marane se pUrva diyA thA ki AjAdI ke bAda isa deza meM naMge koI bhUkhe nahIM mareMge. sajjana hI bhUkhe mareMge kyoMki kaliyuga hai. hAlata vahI huI. tInoM daridra nArAyaNa mile. pArvatI ne dekha karake kahA ki Apa sAre jagata ko varadAna dete haiM. inako bhI deM. zaMkara ne apanI yoga dRSTi se dekha karake kahA-isake bhAgya meM nahIM, prArabdha meM nahIM, kisake ghara kA lA karake varadAna dUM, para strI kA haThAgraha Apa jAnate haiM. merA Adeza to hotA hai, para patnI kA adhyAdeza hotA hai. maiM yahAM para yadi kahUM ki zubha kArya hai, karane jaisA hai, paropakAra ho jAegA. hAM-hAM vicAreMge, soceMge. yadi thor3A bahuta kama jyAdA ho to usameM lAbha le leMge. parantu yadi cAMdanI cauka se nikaleM aura koI AbhUSaNa najara A jAye, yA banArasI sAr3I najara A jAye, cAhe dasa hajAra kI ho, aura Adeza mile ki lenA hai to udhAra lA karake bhI deMge. yaha eka sahaja bAta hai. jahAM rAga hai, vahAM arpaNa hogA. abhI vaha dharma kA rAga pragaTa nahIM haA isIlie arpaNa meM rukAvaTa AtI hai. strI kA rAga, putra kA rAga, parivAra kA rAga. rAga honA cAhie, parantu vikata nahIM susaMskRta rAga honA cAhie. AtmA kA rAga honA cAhie. parivAra ke prati bhI AtmAnurAga honA cAhie. pArvatI kA Agraha thA ki nahIM! nahIM! tumhArI aura bAta sunane ko maiM kadApi taiyAra nahIM. isako varadAna milane hI cAhie. tIna haiM, tInoM ko tIna varadAna dIjie. zaMkara jI ne dekhA ki pArvatI mAnane vAlI nahIM haiM, striyoM kA haTha. zaMkara ne kahA acchA kahatI ho to bulAo, tInoM ko tIna varadAna de detA haM. - - - 58 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI pArvatI ne pahale usakI strI ko bulAyA aura bulA kara kahA -- mAMga tujhe kyA cAhie. sAkSAt zaMkara haiM, mAMga varadAna. strI ne vicAra kiyA, mAMgU to, riTela meM kyoM mAMgU hola sela meM hI mAMga jaba sAkSAt bhagavAna zaMkara mila gae to kamI kyA rakhanI. usane kahA "mujhe kisI karor3apati kI aurata banA dIjie. yahAM to khAne kA patA nahIM, pIne kA patA nahIM, pahanane kA ThikAnA nahIM. jaba se zAdI huI bar3I durdazA hai. mauta ko le karake jI rahI hUM bhagavana! aisA varadAna dIjie ki dillI ke sabase bar3e zrImaMta ke yahAM jAkara, maiM usakI strI banUM aura rAnI kI taraha se rahUM" "tathA'stu" varadAna phalIbhUta huA. devakRta mAyA, zarIra ke andara rUpAMtara ho gayA. kapar3e sundara pahana lie, AbhUSaNa se ekadama sajjita ho gaI. ceharA Adi saba ekadama badala gayA. bhAva-bhaMgimAeM saba badala gayIM. __vaha pati pAsa meM khar3A huA dekha rahA. IrSyA kI Aga meM usakA mana jala rahA hai ki mujhe chor3a kara calI gaI, aba merI sevA kauna karegA? isa baccI kA lAlana-pAlana kaise kiyA jAyegA. mana meM IrSyA kI Aga, mujhe chor3a karake kyoM gaI? aba vaha gussA usake andara - durbala vyaktiyoM ko gussA jyAdA AtA hai. cAhe vaha mAnasika durbalatA ho yA zArIrika durbalatA, yaha eka svabhAva hai. zaMkara jI ne use bulAyA, beTA idhara A, mAMga tujhe kyA cAhie, le tujhe varadAna dUM bhagavan! mujhe kucha varadAna nahIM cAhie, Aveza meM thA, ubalate hue pAnI meM ceharA nahIM dIkhatA. jaba jIvana krodha se ubalatA huA hotA hai, to vahAM AtmA kI anubhUti nahIM hotI, vahAM yaha pratibimba naz2ara nahIM AtA ki maiM kauna hUM aura kyA kara rahA hUM? viveka kA bhAna nahIM rahatA. Aveza meM kaha diyA bhagavAna ise kutiyA banA dIjie, ise sajA milanI cAhie kyoMki yaha mujhe chor3a karake calI gaI. "tathA'stu" dUsarA varadAna mila gayA. vaha rAnI se kutiyA ho gaI. bar3I dayanIya dazA, dekha karake iMsAna ko dayA A jAya. baccI pAsa meM baiThI thI. mAM kI dazA dekha kara zaMkara jI ke caraNoM meM girI. bhagavAna zaMkara ne kahA, beTI tU bhI mAMga tujhe kyA cAhie. baccI kahatI hai - bhagavan mujhe kucha nahIM cAhie. mujhe merI mAM cAhie, jaisI thI vaisI hI merI mAM, mujhe mila jAe vaha basa. "tathA'stu" vaha jaisI thI vaisI hI ho gaI. 59 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: zaMkara jI ne pArvatI jI ko kahA, dekho prArabdha nahIM, bhAgya nahIM, maiM sAkSAt zaMkara, hRdaya se varadAna diyA. tInoM ko tIna varadAna die aura jaise the, vaise ke vaise hI rahe. koI badalAva nahIM huA. aba sambhavataH bAta samajha gae hoMge. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Apa vaiSNava devI se le karake rAmezvaram taka kI yAtrA kara AeM, para prArabdha ho to milegA. kisI devatA ko yaha ekAdhikAra nahIM diyA gayA ki vaha ApakA vaha bhaNDAra bhara de. samudra ke pAsa pAnI bahuta hai para jisake pAsa jitanA bartana hai, usameM utanA hI pAnI AegA. saMsAra meM lakSmI kI koI kamI nahIM, samRddhi kI koI kamI nahIM. jisa vyakti ne zubha karma kiyA hogA, koI dAna puNya, koI udAratA yA koI aise zubha kArya ke dvArA dharma AcaraNa kiyA hogA, tabhI jAkara vartamAna meM prArabdha milA hai. prArabdha ke anusAra hI prApti hogI, isase adhika prApti kabhI sambhava nahIM. Apa kabhI aisA prayAsa na kareM, galata rAstA na apanAeM. sahI mArga batalAyA ki upArjana kaise karanA hai. ise kaise prAmANikatA se karanA hai. ise kaise maitrI bhAva se apane dharma ko jIvita rakhanA hai. Age ina donoM viSayoM para vistAra se vicAra kareMge. maitrI bhAva, jo dharma kA rakSaNa karane vAlA hai aura nyAya se arjita dravya kA upayoga kaise karanA hai ? usakA upArjana kaise karanA ? kisa prakAra kA viveka rakhanA ? bhagavAna ne yaha Adeza nahIM diyA ki tuma bhUkhe mara jAo, parantu jo tuma prApta karate ho, usameM viveka rakho. usa prApti meM yadi adhika A jAe to usakA upayoga kaise karo yahIM se prArambha hotA hai - dharmabindu nyAya se upArjana kiyA huA dravya mujhe cAhie aura jIvana kI sabase bar3I jaTila samasyA upArjana kI hai. koI vyakti aisA nahIM milegA, jisake pAsa vakIla na ho. vakIla ke pAMvoM se hI Apako calanA par3atA hai, kyoM ? kAraNa yaha hai ki galata karanA hai. ataH binA vakIla ke sahAre cala nahIM sakeMge aura Apa yaha jAnate haiM ki vakIla pahale se hI Apako kahate haiM ki mujhe dekha kara AnA, merA yUniphArma kaisA hai blaika sUTa. merA dhaMdhA kaisA hai, pahale samajha lo . koI vyakti aisA nahIM jisake ghara ke andara isa pApa kA praveza na huA ho aura isa pApa ke praveza ko rokanA hai. kaise rokA jAegA? jarUrata kama karanA, AvazyakatA kama hogI to pApa svayaM kama ho jAyegA. dekhA-dekhI banda kara deM, dUsare ne koThI banAI to maiM isase zAnadAra banAUM dUsarA marsaDIz2a gAr3I lAyA hai to maiM rAlsarAyasa lAUM, dUsare ne yaha sUTa silAyA hai to maiM yaha sUTa silavAUM. yAnI z2arUrata bar3hatI calI gaI aura usI ke anusAra ApakA pApa bar3hatA calA gayA. Apake andara kI bhUkha aura jyAdA lagane laga gaI aura isakA kAraNa thA ki hama asantoSa se jalane laga gae haiM aura prApti kI vedanA meM tar3apane lage. prApti na ho pAne kI sthiti meM hamAre mana kI vedanA itanI bhayaMkara ho jAtI hai ki hama tanAva se ghira jAte haiM aura antataH aprApti hI mRtyu kA kAraNa banatI hai. anIti se upArjana karane ke lie hama tanAvagrasta rahate haiM aura cehare se prasannatA 60 For Private And Personal Use Only R

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guruvANI: calI jAtI hai. bhayaMkara roga isase paidA hote haiM. z2arA vizleSaNa kIjie. Age maiM bahuta acche tarIke se isI kA spaSTIkaraNa karUMgA aura eka-eka sUtra Age bar3heMge. isameM to hara bAta batalAI gaI hai. upArjana kaise karanA, vivAha kaise karanA, kaise kula meM karanA, kaisI maryAdA se karanA aura kaise makAna meM rahanA aura kaise ghara meM rahanA, kaisI yAtrA karanI, kaise bhojana karanA, hara cIz2a ina sUtroM meM AegI aura ApakI sArI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna inhIM sUtroM se diyA jAegA. bImArI kA kAraNa, asaMtoSa, aura samAdhi kA kAraNa darda kA kAraNa, ye saba cIjeM maiM Apake sAmane dhIre-dhIre spaSTa kara dU~gA. yaha vaicArika mArgadarzana Apako pravacana se mila jAyegA phira Apa apanA ilAja svayaM karane laga jAyeMge. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jainaM jayati zAsanam" Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Shi ceka athavA DrAphTa meM yadi koI takanIkI bhUla ho to baiMka use svIkAra nahIM karatI. use lauTA detI hai. ThIka isI prakAra prArthanA meM pazcAttApa na ho, saMsAra kI yAcanA aura vAsanA rUpI takanIkI bhUla ho to vaha bhI asvIkRta hotI hai. aisI kitanI hI prArthanAe~ Aja taka lauTa AI hai, una para rimArka lagA hai : "kRpayA sudhAra kara bhejiye ! 61 For Private And Personal Use Only Qu

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-guruvANI Atma-vikAsa ke sopAna : paropakAra aura prema paramakRpAla paramAtmA jinezvara ne jagata ke prANimAtra ke lie dharma pravacana dvArA logoM kA mahAna upakAra kiyA. pravacana ke dvArA yadi jIvana kA sundara mArgadarzana upalabdha ho jAye, isake zravaNa se jIvana kA parivartana ho jAye to sArI sAdhanA saphala ho jAe. pravacana parivartana ke lie hai. pravacana AtmA kI pavitratA ko prApta karane kA eka parama utkRSTa sAdhana hai. antaH preraNA se hI vyakti pravacana zravaNa meM pravRtta hotA hai kyoMki paramAtmA ke ye pravacana prANimAtra ke kalyANa kI kAmanA se hI unake antastala meM udbhUta hue haiM. yadi bhAvapUrvaka use grahaNa kiyA jAye to saMsAra ke samasta bandhanoM se AtmA mukta ho jAye, paramAtmA ke pravacana zravaNa karane kA pariNAma - saMsAra kI samasta vAsanAoM ke baMdhana se AtmA kI mukti hai. kisI vyakti ko yaha nahIM patA ki hama kahAM jA rahe haiM? hamAre jIvana kA lakSya kyA hai? hamArA dhyeya kyA hai? kisa prakAra kA maiM kArya karUM ki merA bhaviSya ujjvala bane aura maiM apane lakSya kI prApti kara saka~? Aja taka apane jIvana kA koI lakSya hamane nizcita nahIM kiyA hai. sArA jIvana asta-vyasta ho cakA hai. isIlie maiM yahI kaha~gA ki ta ho cukA hai. isIlie maiM yahI kahU~gA ki makAna yA mandira kA jIrNoddhAra to bAda meM hogA. sarvaprathama jIvana kA jIrNoddhAra kareM. jIvana kA navanirmANa prArambha kareM. pahale apane andara meM yaha pipAsA jAgRta kareM ki Apa. svayaM ko pahacAna sakeM tAki Apa apane jIvana-lakSya kA bhedana kara sakeM.. eka bahuta sundara mandira kA nirmANa kArya cala rahA thA. vahA~ rAste se koI saMta jA rahe the. saMta ne eka vyakti se pUchA ki bhAI kyA kara rahe ho? usa vyakti ne bar3I sahajatA meM javAba diyA ki patthara tor3a rahA hUM. bar3I musIbata hai, peTa kI samasyA se jyAdA nahIM soca pAtA. kisI bhI prakAra patthara tor3a karake, majadUrI karake apanA jIvana-nirvAha kara rahA hUM. saMta thor3A Age gaye aura eka dUsare vyakti se pUchA ki bhAI kyA kara rahe ho? usane kahA ki mahArAja eka maMdira kA nirmANa kara rahA hai. pasInA bahA karake paisA paidA karatA hUM aura parivAra kA nirvAha tathA bharaNa-poSaNa kara letA hUM, usase Age gaye, eka vyakti se pUchA ki bhAI tuma kyA kara rahe ho? usane kahA ki mahArAja jI maiM bhagavAna kA nirmANa kara rahA hUM, apane vicAra ke sAre saundarya ko isa patthara ke andara AkAra de rahA hUM, tAki isameM prANa A jAe, saundarya A jAe. jagat kI AtmA A karake yahAM parama zAnti kA anubhava kara sake. mere jIvana kA yaha lakSya hai ki maiM sArI sandaratA isake andara samAviSTa kara dUM. maiM isa patthara meM apane vicAra ko eka sampUrNa AkAra denA cAhatA hU~. -- 62 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI pada kavi kI kalpanA meM, jagata meM tIna prakAra ke vyakti haiM. eka to aise mileMge ki jo patthara tor3a karake apanA jIvana-nirvAha kara rahe haiM. kisI taraha se manuSya kA janma mila gayA hai, use hI kisI taraha pUrA kara rahe haiM. kucha isa prakAra ke vyakti Apako saMsAra meM mileMge jo majadUrI kara leMge, naitika dRSTi se parivAra kA bharaNa-poSaNa kara leMge, parantu usase Age kA lakSya unake pAsa nahIM hai. parantu bahuta kama aise vyakti Apako naz2ara AyeMge jo apane vicAra kI sundaratA ko jIvana meM AkAra dene vAle haiM. bahuta kama aise vyakti Apako mileMge jo AtmA meM paramAtmA kA nirmANa karane vAle hoMge, jo jIvana ke saundarya ko prakaTa karane kA prayatna karate hoM, jinake jIvana kA eka lakSya nizcita ho ki mujhe AtmA se paramAtmA taka kI yAtrA karanI hai, maiM saMsAra meM bhaTakane ke lie nahIM AyA, calane ke lie AyA hUM. merA lakSya nizcita hai aura mujhe vahAM taka pahuMcanA hai. agara Apake jIvana kA eka lakSya nizcita ho jAye to dhyAtA rUpI ApakI AtmA, dhyAna ke mAdhyama se dhyeya taka pahuMca sakatI hai. vaha apane lakSya ko prApta kara sakatI hai, parantu prayAsa to Apako hI karanA par3egA. Aja taka hamane prayAsa nahIM kiyA. sirpha hama prazna karate rahe. mana kI vAsanA ko kisI na kisI prakAra tRpta karate rahe. vAsanA kabhI tRpta nahIM hotI. aba taka aprApti kI vedanA ke andara hama kuThita banate rahe. mAnasika malinatA ke andara AtmA ke tattva ko mUrchita banAte rahe. jIvana meM, kabhI jAgRta dazA meM jIvana kI pUrNatA ko prApta karane kA hamane koI prayAsa nahIM kiyA. Apa apanA lakSya nizcita kara lIjie aura calanA zurU kara dIjie. svAmI vivekAnanda ne sAre jagat ko kahA - 'uttiSThata jAgrata'. he Atman! tuma uTho, jAgRta ho jAo, apane jIvana kA paricaya prApta kara, usa lakSya ko le karake Age baDho. ___ maiM Apase kahUMgA, yadi Apa jAgate haiM, to uTha jAie, agara Apa uTha gaye haiM to calanA zurU kIjie, Apa calanA zurU kara die haiM to aura jyAdA atizIghratA meM calane kA prayAsa kIjie. isa choTe se jIvana ke andara usa mahAna lakSya ko prApta karanA hai, yaha nizcaya Apake andara meM honA cAhie. Aja taka yaha hamane jIvana meM nizcaya nahIM kiyA hai. Apa pUchate rahe, bahuta sAre vyaktiyoM kI eka Adata bana gaI, mahArAja jI AtmA kahA hai? paramAtmA kahA hai? kaise pahuMceMge? pUcha karake jIvana vyatIta kara diyA gayA aura calane kA kabhI prayAsa kiyA hI nhiiN| prazna karanA bhI eka phaizana bana gayA, mADarna phaizana. kahIM se uThA karake,par3ha karake, corI karake, suna karake le Aye aura bhautika pradarzana karane ke lie apane prazna ko upasthita kiyA. dharma pradarzana kI cIz2a nahIM, svadarzana kI cIz2a hai. yaha dikhAne ke liye nahIM dharma to svayaM dekhane ke lie hai ki maiM kahAM hUM aura kaisI paristhiti meM upasthita haM? vartamAna meM merA kArya kyA hai, kArya karake lakSya ko prApta karane ke lie dharma hai. dharma jIvana kI vyavasthA hai. dharma jIvana kA anuzAsana hai aura dharma svayaM ko prApta karane kA eka sAdhana hai. 63 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI hamArI Adata hai ki hara cIja dikhAne kI koziza karate haiM. ghara kI pUMjI kabhI dikhAI nahIM jAtI. tijorI hamezA hama baMda rakhate haiM. kabhI koI vyakti tijorI khola karake dukAna para nahIM baiThatA, kabhI koI dhana ke vaibhava kA pradarzana nahIM karatA ki mere pAsa kitanI sampatti hai. bAjAra meM Apa jAte haiM, hajAroM rupaye jeba meM hoM, Apa cAMdanI cauMka meM khar3e ho karake kabhI nahIM gineMgeM. eka sAmAnya bhautika sampatti ko bhI hama chipA karake rakhane kI koziza karate haiM ki kahIM maiM luTa na jAUM, kahIM yaha corI na ho jAe. yaha to AtmA kA vaibhava AtmA kI pUMjI hai, yaha batAne kI cIja nahIM hai ki maiM jagata meM DhiMDhorA pITUM ki maiM bar3A dhArmika hUM, bar3A tapasvI hUM, bar3A paropakArI hUM. yaha kahane kI cIz2a nahIM, yaha to chipAne kI cIz2a hai. dharma karane kI vidhi ke sambandha meM jJAnI puruSoM kA mata hai ki hameM dharma guptarUpa se karanA cAhie. mAM bacce ko pallA DhA~kakara dUdha pilAtI hai tAki kahIM najara na laga jAe. paropakAra gupta rUpa se karanA cAhie tAki yahAM logoM kI prazaMsA jIvana meM patana kA kAraNa na bana jAya, kyoMki prazaMsA ko pacAne kI zakti honI cAhie, nahIM to yaha jahara kA kAma karatI hai. vyakti meM nazA car3hatA hai ki sArA jagat merI prazaMsA karatA hai. maiM bar3A dhArmika hUM - maiM bar3A naitika hUM - maiMne bar3A paropakAra kA kArya kiyA - maiMne bahuta bar3A dAna kiyA. jahAM taka usameM guptatA nahIM hogI, vahAM taka usa dAna meM yA dharma meM prANa nahIM AyegA aura vaha niSprANa dharma kabhI aMtazcetanA ko jAgRta nahIM kara sakegA. isIlie paramAtmA kA Adeza hai ki dharmakriyA gupta rUpa se honI cAhie. lakhanaU meM vAjida alI zAha the. bar3e mAne hue bAdazAha the. vaha vahAM ke navAba the tathA eka manamaujI vyakti the. eka dina jumme kI namAz2a par3hAne kA prasaMga AyA. namAja adA karane ke lie bar3e mullA ko vahAM AmaMtraNa diyA gayA. mullA mudita ho gayA ki Aja to navAba kA AmaMtraNa milA hai aura sAtha meM zAhI bhojana kA bhI AmaMtraNa hai. ghara meM apanI bIbI se kahA ki mujhe ghara meM jalapAna, nAztA Adi kucha nahIM karanA hai, Aja to zAhI bhojana kA Ananda lenA hai, z2arA bhUkhe peTa jAUMgA to ThIka rahegA. becAre subaha-subaha vahAM Ae. bar3e-bar3e amIra, bar3e bar3e zahajAde, amIrajAde, zAhI masjida meM namAz2a adA karane ke lie Aye the aura bar3I adA aura adaba ke sAtha khudA kI baMdagI kI. namAja adA kI, para bar3e mulle ke andara bhAvanA yaha thI ki logoM ko maiM batAUM ki kaisI sundara maiM baMdagI karatA hUM, maiM kitanI sundara namAja adA karatA hUM. loga merI dharma-kriyA kI, isa prArthanA kI, prazaMsA kareM, vaha prazaMsA kI bhUkha le karake AyA thA. prazaMsA kI bhUkha mAnasika daridratA hai. jagat se pAne kI kAmanA bhI mAnasika daridratA kA lakSaNa hai aura jo vyakti mana se daridra hai vaha AtmA para vijaya nahI prApta kara sakatA. mahAvIra paramAtmA ne kahA ki hamArI sArI dharmakriyAe~ AtmA ko pAne ke lie, AtmA kA sAmrAjya prApta karane ke lie tathA svayaM kA mAlika banane ke lie hotI haiM. / 64 For Private And Personal Use Only

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3-guruvANI-- - bahuta uTha-baiTha kI, bar3I adaba ke sAtha namAja adA kI aura jaba zAhI bhojana kA prasaMga AyA aura mahala meM gaye to bar3e-bar3e amIra, bar3e-bar3e khAnadAnI zrImaMta, navAba ke jitane bhI paricita mitra the, ve saba Aye the. ve saba to ghara se bhojana karake Aye the aura vahA~ para to aupacArika dRSTi se unakA AmaMtraNa thA. Adara kI bhAvanA se ve saba baiThe aura do-do grAsa lekara uThe aura hAtha dhokara calate bane. bar3e mullA ne vicAra kiyA ki ghara se bhUkhA AyA thA aura peTa pAtAla meM jA rahA. yahAM para to yaha hAlata ki saba do-do grAsa khAe aura hAtha dhokara uTha gaye. merI to bar3I burI dazA huI hai, abhI jo do grAsa liyA, yaha to gale taka utarA hai, peTa taka pahuMcA bhI nahIM aura ye uTha gaye. bar3I sundara sAmagrI thI, itanI sundara bhojana kI sAmagrI dekha kara mullA bar3A vivaza ho rahA thA. bar3e mullA ne socA ki saba khA pI karake uTha gaye aura yadi maiM baiThA rahUM to ye loga samajheMge ki kahAM kA daridra AyA hai? kauna se duSkAla se AyA hai, abhI taka khAne ke lie baiThA hai. maiM kisI se kama thor3e hI hUM. mullA uTha karake apanA hAtha muMha dho karake apane ghara A gayA; parantu becArA bhUkhA thA. itanI adaba se namAja adA kI, uTha baiTha bahuta kI thI, ata: bhUkha to bahuta teja lagI thI, parantu usakI vivazatA yaha thI ki vaha aupacArikatA vaza lajjA ke kAraNa khA nahIM pAyA. ghara para AyA aura apanI patnI se kahA ki jaldI rasoI taiyAra karo, bar3I bhUkha lagI hai. ___"Apa to manA karake gae the ki Aja zAhI bhojana karake AUMgA. aura tumhArI yaha hAlata ki Ate hI Adeza denA zuru kara diyA. kyA bAta hai. vahAM khAkara nahIM Aye?" "are tU samajhatI nahIM hai, vahAM bar3e-bar3e zrImaMta Ae the, bar3e-bar3e amIrajAde, bar3e-bar3e pIrajAde Aye hue the, navAba ke parivAra ke loga the. unhone to do-do grAsa khAe, aura hAtha dhokara saba uTha gaye. merI bar3I vivazatA thI. maiMne bhI kahA maiM tumase kama thor3e hI hUM. unako dikhAne ke lie maiM bhUkhA hote hue bhI hAtha dhokara uTha gayA." usakI patnI bar3I samajhadAra thI usane kahA - "bar3e miyAM andara jAo aura phira se namAja par3ho, phira se baMdagI karo. usake bAda yahAM khAnA khAne AnA. taba taka maiM khAnA taiyAra karatI hUM." "kyoM? namAja phira se kyoM par3heM?" "are vaha namAja bhI tumane dikhAne ke lie, navAba ko khuza karane ke lie adA kI thI. vaha khudA taka nahIM pahuMcI. ThIka usI taraha jisa taraha tumane khAnA dikhAne ke lie khAyA aura vaha peTa taka nahIM pahuMcA aura Apa vahAM se bhUkhe Aye." ___ tAtparya yaha hai ki jo sAdhanA pradarzana ke lie hogI, usameM svadarzana kA abhAva hogA. namAz2a dikhAne ke lie adA kI, vaha khudA taka nahIM pahuMcI, dikhAne ke lie khAnA khAyA vaha peTa taka nahIM pahuMcA aura ghara meM bhUkhA AyA. kahAM taka dikhAne ke lie dharma kareMge? 65 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: kahAM taka logoM meM yaha pradarzana kareMge. yadi Apa dikhAne kI bhAvanA rakhate haiM, to svayaM kA dekhanA hI baMda ho jAegA. AtmA kI anubhUti Apa nahIM kara pAyeMge. isameM bar3I gopanIyatA cAhie, taba vaha pUMjI surakSita rahatI hai. yaha ghara kI pUMjI hai. vaha batAne ke lie nahIM hotI. Atma- saMtoSa ke lie citta kI samAdhi ke lie, AtmA kI bhAvanA ko tRpta karane ke lie yaha dharmakriyA hotI haiM. AtmA kI pyAsa bujhAne ke lie karate haiM. paropakAra jagat meM sabase bar3A dharma mAnA gayA hai. cAhe vaha kisI bhI prakAra kA ho. mahAvIra kI bhASA meM "jo vyakti garIba kI, nirdhana kI, dIna aura duHkhI kI sevA karate haiM, ve merI sevA karate haiM. yaha paramAtmA kI sevA hai, aura sevA ke kArya meM Age bar3hanA hai, yaha lakSya le karake calanA hai. hamArA koI lakSya nahIM, aura yadi Apane socA ho, to mujhe batA dIjie. makAna banAte haiM, to pahale iMjIniyara se yojanA taiyAra karAyI jAtI usake bAda makAna kA nirmANa kiyA jAtA hai. jIvana kI yojanA kabhI Apane banAyI ? kabhI Apane aise sAdhu-saMtoM, gurujanoM se mArgadarzana liyA ki mujhe apane jIvana kI yojanA cAhie, kisa prakAra maiM apane jIvana kA nirmANa karUM, tAki sAdhanA kI sarvocca bhUmikA ko maiM pA sakUM? maiM apanI AtmA ko pA sakUM? kabhI hamArA yaha lakSya nahIM rahA. mAnasika daridratA le karake gaye, kucha mila jAye. jahAM mArgadarzana lenA thA, yAcanA karane laga gaye ki AzIrvAda mila jAye, kucha jagat kI prApti ho jAye, kucha bhautika dRSTi se prApta ho jAye. koI antastala kI pyAsa le karake kabhI kisI sAdhu saMta ke pAsa nahIM gayA. jagat kI yAcanA aura daridratA hI le karake gaye. kyA milegA ? jo prArabdha meM hai, vahI prApta hogA. prArabdha ke sivAya to prApti hone vAlI nahIM, cAhe Apa kitanA bhI prayAsa kara leM. lakSya se bhraSTa hone kA yaha pariNAma * vyakti daridra banatA hai jagat kI yAcanA ke lie apanI AtmA ke sAre guNoM ko naSTa kara detA hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Aja taka hamArA yahI lakSya rahA ki jagat ko prApta kareM. yaha lakSya kabhI nahIM sUjhA ki svayaM ko prApta kareM. yaha hamAre saMsAra kI yAtrA hai. yaha mokSa kI yAtrA nahIM hai. yaha dharma yAtrA nahIM hai. AtmA ko saMsAra kI yAtrA meM kabhI pUrNavirAma prApta hI nahIM hotA aura mokSa kI yAtrA meM AtmA ko pUrNa vizrAma milatA hai, jIvana kA pUrNavirAma prApta hotA hai. aura yaha bAra-bAra kA AnA-jAnA, zaMkarAcArya jI kI bhASA meM kahA jAye jaisA unhoMne kahA: punarapi jananaM punarapi maraNam, punarapi jananI jaThare zayanaM. bar3A sundara bhAva unhoMne pragaTa kiyA. virakta bhAvanA ko pragaTa karane ke lie carpaTa maMjarI meM bhagavAna se prArthanA karate hue unhoMne kahA ki bhagavan kahAM taka saMsAra meM janmatA-maratA rahU~gA. bAra-bAra mAM ke garbha meM AnA aura janma lenA, mRtyu prApta karanA isa 66 For Private And Personal Use Only R

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-guruvANI bhava paramparA se mujhe mukta kara. vahAM mukta hone kI utkaNThA thI andara kI bhAvanA thI aura hamArI Adata aisI hai, bAra-bAra saMsAra meM Ao, samRddhi mile, jagat mile, yaha jagat kahAM taka ApakA rakSaNa karegA. yaha jagat Aja taka kisI kA rakSaNa karane vAlA nahIM banA, nirapekSa hai, Apake sAtha isakI koI apekSA nahIM hai. parantu hamArA prayAsa vahI rahA. ___ loga pUchane ke lie prazna pUcha liyA karate haiM. bahuta-se vyaktiyoM kI Adata hai. hamArI manodazA samAja ko prabhAvita karane kI rahatI hai. jJAnI dekhakara AtmA aura paramAtmA ke viSaya meM bahuta carcA, kintu prazna ke andara prANa nahIM hotA, gaharAI nahIM hotI aura una praznoM ke andara antara kI pyAsa naz2ara nahIM AtI. antara kI jijJAsA unake andara cAhie, taba prANa Ae. bauddhika pradarzana ke lie bhI kaI bAra prazna pUchA jAtA hai ki maiM bar3A jJAnI haM. yAda rahe, yadi prazna udhAra hai, sunA, sunAyA yA kahIM se par3ha karake prazna upajA hai, to javAba santoSa-prada nahIM hogA. santoSa-pUrvaka javAba tabhI mila pAegA, jaba prazna svayaM ke antas kI gaharAI se prasphuTita huA ho. antazcetanA ke tAroM kI jhanajhanAhaTa se jisakA AvirbhAva huA ho. prophesara candUlAla kI Adata thI ki ve hamezA prazna karate. Apa jAnate haiM, jyAdAtara dArzanika vikSipta hote haiM, unakA pUchane kA tarIkA bar3A vicitra hotA hai kyoMki ve apanI dhuna meM hI rahate haiM. eka dina kAleja meM gaye aura apane vidyArthiyoM se prazna kara liyA ki mere andara eka mAnasika ulajhana hai aura maiM cAhatA hUM ki tuma meM se usakA koI uttara de to mujhe bar3A Atma-saMtoSa milegA. eka tIkSNa buddhi vAle lar3ake ne kahA, sAhaba prazna karie. javAba maiM dUMgA. Aja kala ke lar3ake bar3e catura hote haiM. buddhi kA atireka bhI kaI bAra sarvanAza kA kAraNa banatA hai. ___ kalakattA meM eka par3hA-likhA bar3A hoziyAra lar3akA thA. eka dina graiNDa hoTala ke "no pArkiMga" kI jagaha apanI gAr3I khar3I karake subaha-subaha apane kAma para nikala gayA. kAma karake lauTA to dekhatA hai gAr3I ke pAsa pulisa khar3I hai, use apanI galatI kA AbhAsa huA. mana meM vicAra kiyA - agara gAr3I ke pAsa jAtA hUM to kama se kama sau rupayA to guptadAna denA hI par3egA. guptadAna dene ko mana nahIM thA. buddhi daur3AI, dasa rupaye die aura TaiksI se ghara pahuMca gayA lAla bAjAra pulisa sTezana ko TelIphona ghumAyA ki isa nambara aura isa raMga kI gAr3I ghara se guma ho gaI. patA nahIM ghara se kauna le gayA kahAM calI gaI? mana meM nizcinta thA binA paise kA caukIdAra khar3A hai, cintA hai hI nahIM. gAr3I ke pAsa pulisa khar3I thI. gAr3I ko koI khatarA hai hI nahIM. usake phona karane ke bAda pUre kalakatte meM vAyaralaisa (betAra kA tAra) se samAcAra pahu~ca gayA. vahAM jitane bhI caika posTa the una para samAcAra calA gayA aba ghUmate-phirate ghaMTe-do ghaMTe meM jaba pulisa kI gAr3I vahAM AI aura dekhA ki gAr3I to yahI hai. gAr3I kA nambara bhI yahI hai. kalara bhI yahI hai. maoNDala bhI yahI hai. jAkara dekhA, pulisa vAlA becArA eka 67 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI ghaNTe se dhyAnastha khar3A thA, dekhA koI Ae to pAraNA karUM. ve pulisa vAle apanI gAr3I se utare aura unhoMne usa pulisa vAle se kahA ki bhAI yahAM koI Ane vAlA nahIM, yaha gAr3I to corI kI hai. koI ur3A karake lAyA hai aura tumhAre Dara se koI AtA nahIM hai. usane kahA yAra cora kahAM se AyegA? sAhUkAra ho to Ae. eka ghaNTA merA pAnI meM gayA aura milA kucha nahIM. pulisa usa gAr3I ko le karake gayI aura usake baMgale taka pahuMcAyA aura kahA seTha sAhaba yahI gAr3I hai? hAM bhAI yahI hai. surakSita hI A gaI. dhanyavAda. binA pasInA utAre gAr3I ghara para A gaI. yaha maiMne Apase kaha diyA parantu yaha kahanA nahIM cAhie. Apa kabhI aisA prayoga mata karanA, nahIM to pApa mujhe lagegA ki mahArAja ne sikhAyA. AvazyakatA se adhika akla bhI nahIM cAhie kyoMki vyakti usakA bar3A durupayoga kara rahA hai. ANavika UrjA jagat ke kalyANa ke lie ho sakatI thI, parantu Aja insAna kI buddhi para viveka kA aMkuza nahIM rahA, dharma kA niyaMtraNa nahIM rahA. usakA pariNAma sarvanAza ke lie ho gayA, jo sRjana ke lie cIja banI thI. vaha visarjana kA kAraNa bana gaI. prophesara candUlAla ke mana meM bhI vicAra A gayA. lar3akoM se jaba pUchA ki yaha batAo ki yadi dillI se bambaI tuma havAI jahAz2a meM yAtrA karo aura tIna sau mIla prati ghaMTA kI gati se jahAja ur3atA ho aura usa samaya para tuma yahAM se bambaI pahuMca jAo to mujhe yaha jAnanA hai ki isa samaya merI Ayu kitanI hai? bar3A aTapaTA savAla thA aura bar3A ulajhA huA bhI. baccoM ne bar3A Azcarya pragaTa kiyA ki sara, bar3A gambhIra prazna hai. cakkara meM par3a gaye ki tIna sau kI gati se ur3ane vAlA plena dillI se bambaI taka kI yAtrA kare aura usake anusAra inakI Ayu kA nirNaya karanA, yaha to bar3A gajaba kA prazna hai. isake to hAtha-pAMva bhI nahIM haiM. parantu eka bahuta acchA vicAravAna vidyArthI, usane vicAra kara liyA ki javAba to mujhe denA hai. usane yaha nahIM kahA ki prazna galata hai. usane kahA ki sara ApakI vartamAna Ayu cauvAlIsa varSa hai. ____ "hAM ThIka hai, iTa ija karaikTa. bahata saca kaha diyA. merI vartamAna umra isa samaya ThIka cauvAlIsa hai." bar3A khuza ho gayA aura pro. candUlAla ne kahA bacce! yaha samajhAo ki kisa phArmUle se tumane yaha nirNaya kiyA." ___"vaha Apa mata pUchie. Apako maiMne kaha diyA. merA aMdAja sahI nikalA. ThIka cauvAlIsa varSa isa samaya ApakI Aya hai, usa lar3ake ne kahA ki aba kyA batAeM? ApakA prazna hI aisA thA ki nirNaya bhI alaga tarIke se karanA par3A. mere ghara para merA bhAI hai jo roja isa taraha ke prazna karatA hai vaha AdhA pAgala hai, aura isa samaya usakI Ayu bAIsa varSa lala 68 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: hai. maiMne aMdAja lagAyA ki vaha AdhA pAgala hai aura bAIsa kA hai. Apa to pUre pAgala haiM isalie cauvAlIsa ke hoMge. aise praznoM se kabhI pyAsa bujhane vAlI nahIM. prazna to andara se utpanna honA cAhie. jijJAsA kI manovRtti honI cAhie taba usakA samAdhAna milatA hai. pyAsa le kara hI Apako AnA hai. prazna ko lekara ke AnA hai, upasthita karanA hai. samasyAoM kA samAdhAna prApta karanA hai. yaha nahIM ki Apa prazna na kareM, jarUra kareM gaharAI meM jAkara vicArapUrvaka ApakA prazna ho. prazna yadi sundara hogA, vivekapUrNa hogA, usakA samAdhAna karanA bar3A sarala ho jAegA. maiM jo Apase kaha rahA thA ki lakSya ko le kara ke calanA hai. Apake jIvana kA lakSya kyA hai? apane lakSya taka jAnA hai. prayAsa kiyA? calane ke lie koziza kI? prazna karate rahe. mokSa kahAM svarga kahAM, paramAtmA kahAM? eka kadama bhI hama Age nahIM bar3ha pAe. kahAM taka pUchege? jIvana pUrA ho jAegA pUchane meM. kaba Age bar3hoge? Apako nahIM mAlUma ki maiM kyA kara rahA hUM? karttavya se vimukha hokara Apa caleMge kaise? ____ maiM Apako sahI kahatA hUM, pUchanA banda kIjie, calanA zurU kara dIjie. kaise calanA hai vaha maiM batA rahA hUM. paramAtmA ne jidhara Adeza diyA, jahAM jAne kA rAstA batalAyA, usI rAste se calanA hai. durAcAra ke mArga para nahIM jAnA hai, durgati kI ora nahIM jAnA hai. jIvana ko barbAda yA naSTa nahIM karanA hai. jIvana meM AtmA ke guNoM kA sRjana karanA hai. maiM sadagati kA adhikArI banUM. maiM sadkArya karane vAlA banUM aura jIvana ke lakSya ko prApta kara ke hI maiM jAUM. Aja taka jo bhI maiMne dekhA .. jo bhI Ae prazna karate rahe. pUchate rahe para calane vAle mujhe Aja taka nahIM mile. 1961 meM jaisalamera jA rahA thA. lambI yAtrA thI - sau-do-sau AdamI sAtha the. eka mukAma aisA AyA jahAM rAtri vizrAma karanA par3A. vahAM kA eka grAmINa vyakti, khetI karane vAlA, rAtri meM sAr3he ATha yA nau baje kaimpa meM AyA aura kahA ki mahArAja eka prArthanA hai vizrAma karanA cAhatA hUM - aparicita vyakti thA. ekadama ekAnta jagaha thI, pAsa meM koI gAMva bhI nahIM. usa jagaha DAkuoM kA upadrava bhI thA. ___ maiMne svAbhAvika rUpa se pUchA ki bhAI tuma kahAM se Ae? kaise Ae? maiM to tumheM jAnatA nahIM. usane kahA ki mahArAja maiM isa pAsa ke gAMva kA AdamI hUM aura kisI kAraNa basa cUka gayA, rAtri meM basa sarvisa banda hai. aba maiM vApisa agara gAMva meM jAtA hUM to do kosa mujhe gAMva meM jAnA. vApisa mujhe calakara ke AnA, subaha dasa baje mujhe basa milegI, to maine socA ki rAtri meM yadi sone ko yahAM mila jAe to subaha pAMca baje paidala nikala jAUM aura ATha baje gAMva pahuMca jAUM. vaha jisa gAMva meM jAne vAlA thA saMyoga se usI gAMva meM hamArA mukAma hone vAlA thA. rAstA bar3A ghUma kara ke jAtA thA. maiMne usase pUchA 69 For Private And Personal Use Only

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garuvANA ki bhAI hama bhI usI sthAna para jAne vAle haiM to mere sAtha calo. mujhe vizvAsa ho gayA ki galata AdamI nahIM hai. ___maine kahA ki bhAI subaha z2arA jaldI calanA hogA, kAphI lambA hai, yahAM se karIba aThAraha-bIsa kilomITara hai, mahArAja maiM Apake sAtha haM. eka sIdhA rAstA maiM Apako batalAUMgA - yaha rAste kA cakkara miTa jAyegA. bar3I prasannatA huI. maiMne kahA ki paramAtmA kI bar3I kRpA. ghara taka yaha AdamI A gayA. logoM se kahA to loga bhI bar3e khuza hae. phAlguna kA mahInA thA, garmI bar3I tez2a thI, rAtri meM maiMne use pAsa meM rakhA aura do-tIna AdamiyoM se kahA ki bhAI isakA dhyAna rakhanA pralobhana denA, kahIM yaha calA na jAe. subaha hama cala par3e. vaha Age-Age aura hama pIche-pIche. aba rAste meM hama Age bar3hane laga gae. sar3aka chor3akara ke hama nIce utare to dhorA, retI eka-eka beMta pAMva andara jAeM. zrama itanA par3A ki mere mana meM vicAra AyA ki yaha lobha to bar3A galata rahA. vahI rAstA ThIka thA. yahAM to adhika zrama par3atA hai. vahAM taka pahuMcate-pahuMcate to pAnI utAra degA. hama calate rahe, ghaNTA-do ghaNTA nikalA. hara vyakti meM mAnasika utsukatA hotI hai, maiMne usase pUchA ki bhale AdamI aba gAMva kitanI dUra hai. bolA ki Der3ha kosa hai. phira maiM calatA rahA. ghaNTA bhara nikalA aura sUryodaya ho gayA. maiMne kahA ki bhale AdamI aba kitanA hai. bolA ki Der3ha-do kosa aura dUra hai. maiMne kahA ThIka, pahale bhI yahI aura aba bhI yahI. thor3A dUra cale aura AdhA ghaNTA nikalA, phira usase pUchA --- azikSita vyakti thA, saca-saca batAo ki aba kitanI dUra hai? bolane lagA ki eka-DeDha kosa aura hai. ThIka hai, apanI bhASA meM kahA ki gAMva to sAmane hI hai DeDha-do kosa. ____ maiMne usako pakar3A aura kahA ki pahalI bAra pUchA to eka-Der3ha kosa, dUsarI bAra pUchA to bhI DeDha kosa, tIsarI bAra pUchA to bhI Der3ha kosa - aura kucha zabda AtA hai ki yahI AtA hai. __ maiM cala rahA hUM ki khar3A hUM, yaha batAo? aMgUThA chApa AdamI thA, gaMvAra thA, jATa thA vahAM kA aura bolA ki mahArAja! sAdhu-saMta to zAnta hote haiM, Apa gussA kyoM karate haiM? pahale to mujhako upadeza diyA. ____ maiMne kahA yaha jo Aveza AyA, yaha tumhArI kRpA se AyA. tumhAre prati tiraskAra nahIM hai, aruci nahIM hai, para maiM jAnanA cAhatA hUM ki gAMva kitanI dUra hai aura tuma saca bolate nahIM, jaba pachatA hai - DeDha-do kosa, DeDha-do kosa. maiMne tIna-tIna bAra. cAra-cAra bAra pUchA, hamAre sAtha itane sAre AdamI haiM - bhUkha bar3ha rahI hai, pyAsa bar3hanI zurU ho gaI, mukAma nahIM AyA to muzkila khar3I ho jAegI. 70 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI aMgaThAchApa iMsAna aisA mahAna dArzanika nikalA, ki merA bolanA banda kara diyA. grAmINa vyakti thA, bholApana usake cehare meM dikhatA thA. usa vyakti ne hAtha jor3akara mujhe nivedana kiyA "kSamA karo mahArAja! Apako mere nimitta se duHkha huA. merA koI aura Azaya nahIM - Apa eka bAra pUcho yA dasa bAra pUcho, vaha gAMva kitanI dUra hai? Apa meharabAnI karanA aura kSamA karanA, vaha gAMva kabhI pUchane se nahIM, calane se AegA. ____ maiMne kahA pUchanA banda, calanA zurU. samajha gae, AdhA ghaNTA huA gAMva meM pahuMca gayA. maiMne kahA ki usa AdamI ko bulA kara ke lAo. usa AdamI ko bulAyA aura kahA ki tune mujhe bahuta bar3I zikSA dI, maiMne usako dhanyavAda diyA. dekhie, par3hA-likhA nahIM thA, hRdaya kI bhASA thI aura hRdaya kI bhASA meM kahA, koI kRtrimatA nahIM thI, bar3A sahaja thA aura usakI bAta ne mere Upara asara kiyA. maiM usa iMsAna ko Aja taka nahIM bhUlA. __ maiM bhI Apase yahI kahUMgA ki Apa pUchanA banda karie aura calanA zurU karie. Aja taka Apa pUchate cale Ae - paramAtmA kahAM, mokSa kahAM? yaha koI pUchane kI bAta hai, calanA zurU karie, lakSya A jAegA. calanA hai nahIM-aura mokSa cAhie, kahAM se milegA. ___ "caraiveti caraiveti bahujana-hitAya bahujana-sukhAya" buddha ne kahA hai tuma calo, tuma Age bar3ho - aneka AtmAoM ke kalyANa ke lie, isa Atma-kalyANa kI bhAvanA se, mokSa-mArga kI tarapha Age bar3ho. saMsAra kI vAsanA se Apako nA hai, calanA zurU kIjie. kaise calanA hai, usakA mArgadarzana, pravacana se Apako roz2a milatA hai. lakSya nizcita karake calanA hai aura vahAM taka jAne ke lie do hI rAste haiM - paropakAra yA prema. prema kA mAdhyama yA paropakAra kA mAdhyama, do hI mAdhyama hai. maiM kaise usa AtmA kA bhalA karUM. duHkhI AtmAoM ke duHkha ko, darda ko, kaise dUra karane vAlA banUM. yaha maMgala-kAmanA ApameM AnI cAhie. prema aura maitrI kA guNa vikasita honA cAhie. yaha aisA tattva hai - jo paramAtma-tattva ko AkarSita karatA hai. AtmA ke guNoM ko vikasita karatA hai. AtmA ko nirbhayatA pradAna karatA hai. hamAre yahAM mahAvIra kI bhASA meM, jaina darzana kI prakriyA meM - sAmAyika ko isIlie mahattva diyA gayA hai kyoMki vaha samattva kI bhAvanA ko utpanna karatA hai. jagat meM samadRSTi se rahane kI kalA ApameM vikasita karatA hai aura paramparA meM Apako paramAtma dazA kA bhoktA banAtA hai. vaha dharma ko janma dene vAlI maMgala kriyA hai. parantu usake rahasya ko, usakI vaijJAnika prakriyA ko hama samajha nahIM pAe aura aupacArika dRSTi se kriyA kara lete haiM. jar3atA A jAtI hai, sakriyatA nahIM A pAtI. caitanya jAgRta nahIM ho pAtA hai. kriyA ke artha aura rahasya ko hama samajha nahIM pAte. pratyeka dharma meM dhyAna kI prakriyA meM samattva ko pAne kI bhUmikA chipI huI hai. kaise maiM vaha prema prApta karUM - jagata kI sabhI AtmAoM taka merA prema vyApaka bana jAe. jagata 71 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- : guruvANI eka kI sabhI AtmAoM kI, prANimAtra kI maiM sadbhAvanA prApta karane vAlA banUM aura paropakAra usI prema kA vyAvahArika rUpa hai. jahAM taka prema nahIM AegA, paropakAra A hI nahIM sakatA. vaha to prema ke dvArA, jise Apa dayAlutA kaha lIjie, karuNA kaha dIjie, Antarika vAtsalya kaha dIjie * paryAyavAcI, samAnArthI, alaga-alaga zabda haiM parantu Azaya to hRdaya ke andara prANimAtra ke prati maitrI yA prema kA bhAva AnA hI cAhie. 'dharmabindu' ke prathama adhyAya ke prathama sUtra meM isakA paricaya diyA hai ki dharma kA prANa maitrI hai, prema kA tattva hai parantu Aja kA iMsAna usase bahuta dUra jA rahA hai. parivAra meM bhI Aja aisI samasyA hai pitA aura putra ke bIca Aja dIvAra khiMcI huI hai. jahAM pitA-putra meM bhI bheda hogA to phira paramAtmA ke abheda ko kaise pA sakate haiM. agara parivAra ke andara hI samasyA hai to saMsAra kA samAdhAna Apa kaise kara pAeMge. samasyAoM kA samAdhAna prema ke mAdhyama se hI Apako khojanA hogA aura jaise hI Apa prema ke tattva ko vikasita kareMge. binA mAMge, binA AmaMtraNa Apako pUrNatA mila jAegI. pUrNa banane ke lie hI prayAsa hai aura vahI jIvana kI yAtrA hai, maiM pUrNa banUM, paramezvara banUM, AtmA ke andara se paramAtmA ko prApta karane vAlA banUM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ye sAre hI puruSArtha tabhI saphala ho pAeMge, jaba andara prema kI bhUmikA ho. rAmacandra jI ke prema kA isIlie maiMne pUrva meM Apako paricaya diyA. unake andara kitanA adbhuta prema kA tattva thA. mahAn yogI puruSoM ke jIvana kI ghaTanAoM ko dekhie, Apako prema kA tattva naz2ara AegA. isIlie apane jIvana meM ve mahAnatA pA sake. prema to balidAna detA hai. prema jIvana kA sarvasva arpaNa karane ko taiyAra hotA hai. parantu hamAre andara vaha bhAvanA kahAM ? kucha aisI bAte haiM jinakA paricaya prApta karanA hai. pravacana ke dvArA usa paropakAra kI gaharAI taka utaranA hai. jIvana meM prayoga dvArA apane kArya se use gatizIla banAnA hai. paropakAra ke dvArA prema kI bhAvanA ko sakriya rUpa denA hai tAki Apa jIvana meM kucha kara sakeM. kabhI rAste meM dIna-duHkhI AtmAoM ko dekhie kaise jIte haiM, kaisI dazA hai kabhI vicAra AtA hai ki inakA duHkha aura darda maiM kaise dUra karUM ? TaoNlasTAya rAste para cala rahA thA usa samaya bar3I bhayaMkara ThaNTha par3a rahI thI, barpha gira rahI thI, snophAla ho rahA thA * eka becArI garIba bur3hiyA ThiThura rahI thI. TAlasTAya ne dekhA ki agara thor3A samaya aura isa taraha se yaha nikAla degI to becArI mara jAegI. usake pAsa eka ovarakoTa thA, nikAlA aura acchI taraha se bur3hiyA ko Dhaka diyA. godI meM uThAkara usa bur3hiyA ko le kara aisI jagaha para baiThAyA ki jahAM ThaNDI kA prakopa kama ho. vaha apanI DAyarI meM likhatA hai ki mere andara aisI bhAvanA AI aura isa kArya se merI AtmA ko saMtoSa milA. dayAlu banane ke lie vaha likhatA hai ki "Daz2a nATa kaoNsTa 72 For Private And Personal Use Only para

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: guruvANI: bI kAiNDa " dayAlu banane ke liye paise kI z2arUrata nahIM, hRdaya kI z2arUrata hai. dekhane meM yaha eka sAmAnya kArya thA. apane dharma ko hama apane jIvana meM sakriya banAyeM. yaha bhI to dharma kA hI eka prakAra hai. aise dIna-duHkhI kI sevA ke dvArA dharma ko vikasita kiyA jAtA hai. bhItarI guNoM kA vikAsa kiyA jAtA hai. apanI bhAvanAoM ko puSTa kiyA jAtA hai, vicAra ko AkAra diyA jAtA hai. ina cIz2oM meM hama bahuta upekSita haiM aura Apa yaha samajheM ki paramAtmA ke dvAra para jAUM, AratI utArUM aura bhagavAna prasanna ho jAeM bhagavAna ke yahAM jAkara ke darzana kara lUM aura prArthanA kara lUM aura paramAtmA prasanna ho jAeM * paramAtmA sarvajJa haiM, sarvadarzI haiM. ApakI aupacArikatA se ve pUrNa paricita . andara kI vAstavikatA kyA hai, vaha paramAtmA se chipI huI cIz2a nahIM hai. vahAM jIvana kA sabhI pApa pragaTa hai. vahAM to Antarika rudana lekara ke jAnA hai. hRdaya se pazcAtApa le kara ke jAnA hai. hRdaya se rokara ke prabhu kI prArthanA karanI hai Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir bhagavan! tere dvAra para aparAdhI bana kara ke AyA hUM, sAhUkAra nahIM, sadbuddhi kI kAmanA lekara ke AyA hUM. bhagavan! terI kRpA se vaha zakti mile ki aisI bhAvanA se maiM baca pAUM. durvicAra kA, durbhAvanA kA maiM pratikAra kara sakUM. vaha zakti tuma mujhe pradAna karo. kyA kabhI isa prakAra kI prArthanA lekara gae? hamezA hamArI prArthanA meM jIvana kI daridratA chipI milI. Upara se paramAtmA ko prArthanA aura andara se bhAva yaha cale kareM zAMtinAtha prabhu zAtA karo; gola ghI kapAsIyA moMghA kro| kyA bhagavAna bAjAra bhAva kI cintA karate haiM yA ApakA caukhaTA dekhane ke lie baiThe haiM ? bhagavAna ko rizvata dene cale ki agara yaha kAma ho jAe to itanA rupayA Apako dU~. kyA bhagavAn Apake pApa meM bhAgIdAra banane vAle haiM? kaisI ajJAna dazA. isa ajJAna dazA se mujhe nikalanA hai. prArabdha meM vizvAsa karanA hai. mere kArya meM mujhe vizvAsa honA cAhie. mere vartamAna kArya se, mere prArabdha kA nirmANa hogA. apane karma se vyakti apane prArabdha kA nirmANa karatA hai. paramAtmA sAkSI bhAva meM hai. kisI kA bhalA-burA nahIM karatA. iMsAna svayaM apanA bhalA-burA karatA hai. paramAtmA jJAtA aura draSTA hai, nirapekSa hai, use koI matalaba nahIM. jaise Apa karate haiM, vaisA hI Apako phala milegA. isIlie kahA gayA hai: "svayaM karma karotyAtmA, svayaM tatphalamaznute / " "svayaM bhramati saMsAre svayaM tasmAt vimucyate // " 73 For Private And Personal Use Only Tong gha

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guruvANI ___ iMsAna jaisA karatA hai, vaisA hI bhogatA hai, vaisA hI phala usako milatA hai apane karma se hI apane kArya se saMsAra kA paribhramaNa karegA. "svayaM tasmAt vimucyate" vyakti apane prayatna dvArA vAsanAoM se mukta hokara saMsAra se mukta banatA hai. pazutva aura prabhutva donoM zaktiyAM ApameM nihita haiM. nirNaya Apako karanA hai, ki kisa zakti ko sAkAra karanA hai yadi pazatva meM ruci hai to Apa apanI UrjA kA galata dizA meM prayoga kareMge aura yadi prabhutva kI upalabdhi cAhie to ApakI UrjA sadgAmI banegI. donoM avasthAoM meM zakti kI samabhAga rUpa se AvazyakatA hai, rAma banane ke lie bhI zakti cAhie aura rAvaNa banane ke lie bhI, kRSNa ke lie bhI, kaMsa ke lie bhI, cAhe mahAvIra bano, cAhe gautama buddha bano cAhe devadatta. zakti kI AvazyakatA donoM ke lie hai. donoM paristhitiyoM meM zakti kI asamAnatA nahIM thI, asamAnatA thI to vaha sirpha usa zakti ke prayoga kI prakriyA meM thI. jaba vyakti apanI zakti ko UrdhvagAmI banA letA hai to vahI zakti yA UrjA yoga-zakti ke nAma se paricaya prApta karatI hai, aura yadi usa zakti ko vaha adhogAmI rUpa de detA hai to vahI zakti, bhoga-zakti ke nAma se pukArI jAtI hai. zakti to eka hai usake prayoga alaga-alaga ho jAte haiM, usI prayoga kI bhinnatA kA pariNAma hai ki vaha nara aura nArAyaNa, ziva aura zava jaisI mahAna asamAnatA ko janma detA hai, bhUtakAla meM kiyA gayA UrjA kA galata upayoga hamAre lie vartamAna meM saMsAra rUpI sainTrala jela bana kara upasthita huA, jisake hama kaidI banakara Ae, aparAdhI banakara Ae aura daNDa bhogane ke lie karmavaza hokara jIvana jInA par3A. jIva ko jar3a (karma) ke adhIna rahanA par3a rahA hai. saMta tulasI dAsa ne kahA karma pradhAna vizva kari rAkhA. jo jasa karahiM so tasa phala cAkhA // jo vyakti jaisA kArya karegA, usake anusAra usako vaisA hI phala bhugatanA par3egA. yaha to Apako dekhanA hai ki maiM kaisA kArya kara rahA hai. mere kArya meM merI AtmA ko saMtoSa hai ki nahIM. mere kArya se merI AtmA kahIM rudana to nahIM karatI. AtmA kI pukAra hamaneM kabhI Aja taka sunI hI nahIM. kabhI apane kArya meM vaha vizvAsa paidA hI nahIM kiyA. ___ karttavyaniSTha banie. dharma zabda kI paribhASA meM apane karttavya ko hI mahAvIra ne dharma kahA. satkArya karanA hI dharma hai. zubha kArya meM pravRtti jIvana kA parama dharma hai. jIvana ko sadAcArI banAeM, satyaniSTha banAeM, satkArya kA Agraha kareM. tabhI jA kara ke vyakti kA jIvana dharma sakriya bana pAegA. aisA kArya kareM ki ApakI AtmA ko tRpti mile, jisase mAnasika prasannatA mile ki yaha kArya maiM kara rahA hUM aura isase mujhe bar3A Ananda hai. 7A For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI mere paricaya se lAbha kyA ? sAdhu-saMtoM kA paricaya isalie kiyA jAtA hai, tAki vicAra meM parivartana A jAe, krAnti A jAe. aisI vaicArika krAnti jisase sakriya bana jAyeM. paramAtmA ke vicAra apane AcAra se prakaTa hone laga jAe aura AcAra sugandhamaya ho tathA usameM sadAcAra kI sugandha ho. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jIvana meM mujhe bahuta se vyakti aise mile, jinakA jIvana svataH mukharita ho uThA hai jinakI upasthiti mAtra upAsaka ke jIvana ko jhakajhora de, jinakA mauna hI upadeza banakara barase. jinakI sahaja dainika caryA hI dharma kI jananI banane jinakI dharma carcA kA nahIM, caryA kA sahacara hai, unakA paricaya kabhI samaya Ane para dUMgA. jo cIz2a zabdAtIta hai, zabda ke mAdhyama se usakA paricaya kabhI pUrNa nahIM banegA. niHzabda kI bhUmikA se jIvana kI sAdhanA kA paricaya milanA cAhie. yahAM zabda kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM. ApakA kArya hI ApakA paricaya detA hai. ApakA AcaraNa Apake jIvana ko sugandhA detA hai. isa paricaya se yadi Apa meM parivartana A jAe, tabhI mujhe mAnasika prasannatA mile. sAdhu-saMtoM kA paricaya bar3A mahatva rakhatA hai. samAja aura rASTra kA utthAna isameM nihita hai. vyakti kI pavitratA kA udgama hai. vaha vyakti kI antazcetanA kA unmeSa karatA hai. usakA yahI camatkAra hai ki vaha vyakti kI suSupta cetanAoM ko uddIpta karatA hai. bahuta varSa pahale kI yaha ghaTanA hai. prekTikala dharma kisako kahate haiM vaha samajhA rahA hUM. Apako jAnakArI hai, zabdoM se Apako paricaya milA AcaraNa se dharma kaise sakriya banatA hai, usakA do minaTa meM Apako maiM paricaya dUM. hamAre santa, relave lAina se vihAra karate hue jA rahe the, barasAta zurU ho gaI. mahArAja ne sAthiyoM se kahA - AkAza bAdaloM se ghirA hai, saMdhyA ho gaI hai, mukAma taka pahuMcate - 2 rAta ho jAegI, santoM ke lie rAta meM calanA niSedha hai. dRSTipUtaM nyasetpAdam. sAdhu jIvana kA AcaraNa hai ki dekhakara hI pAMva rakheM, munirAja kI eka jhopar3I para najara gaI, dekhA ki khetoM kA caukIdAra bhI vahI hai, vahAM gae aura usase kahA bhAI ! hameM mukAma taka jAne meM rAta ho jAegI. barasAta kI sambhAvanA hai - mAtra eka rAtri tumhAre yahAM vizrAma karanA hai, sthAna milegA ? hama sAdhu-saMta haiM. subaha hama cale jAeMge. vaha vyakti itanA prasanna huA ki mere ghara paramezvara ke pratinidhi saMta-puruSa Ae. grAmINa vyaktiyoM ke andara Apako hRdaya kI saralatA milegI, jo vaha prasannatA milegI, vaha eka alaga prakAra kI hogI. 75 - zaharI sabhyatA bar3I vikRta hai. haMsanA bhI yahA~ banAvaTI hai. ApakA ronA bhI pradarzana mAtra hai. ve sacce dila se roeMge aura sacce dila se prasanna hoveMge. unakI Antarika hRdaya kI prasannatA hI eka alaga prakAra kI hogI. For Private And Personal Use Only Ba

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guruvANI: sAdhu andara gae. vaha grAmINa vyakti apanA sAmAna lekara dUsare kI jhoMpar3I meM calA gayA. mere ghara atithi AeM haiM. sAdhu-saMta Ae haiM, unakI sevA kA Aja mujhe lAbha milegA. saMdhyA kI kriyA pratikramaNa se nivRtta ho kara mahArAja baiThe. vaha vyakti vahAM AtA hai aura pUchatA hai -- mahArAja mujhe Apa dharma samajhAo kaisI pyAsa le kara ke AyA thA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir hamAre yahAM, Aja taka aisA eka vyakti nahIM milA ki jo yaha prayAsa lekara AyA ho ki mahArAja Apa mujhe dharma samajhAie kahane z2arUra Ae, dukAna nahIM calatI hai, paisA nahIM AtA hai. mahArAja kyA kareM, bar3A dharmasaMkaTa hai, parivAra meM kleza hai. mahArAja kyA batAeM isa taraha duniyA bhara kI zikAyata lekara ke AeMge, yAcanA lekara ke AeMge, jIvana kI daridratA lekara ke AeMge. roz2a musIbata AtI hai to maiMne bhI rAstA nikAla liyA. maiMne kahA bhAI, maiM bhI bahuta duHkhI thA. saMsAra chor3akara ke yahAM A gayA, Apa bhI A jAo. apane sukha meM Apako bhI bhAgIdAra banA dUM. kisI ko AnA to hai nahIM. sahI rAste se kAma karanA nahIM. jaba saz2A milI hai, to bhoganI nahIM. chaTakane kI bAta karate haiM. "avazyaM bhAvino bhAvAH ' jo bhAvI bhAva hai. use jagata meM koI TAla hI nahIM sakatA. agara TAlane kI himmata hotI to rAma ko vanavAsa jAne kI jarUrata nahIM par3atI. kRSNa ko yuddha karane kI jarUrata na par3atI. jue ke andara pANDavoM kI yaha dazA nahIM hotI. yahAM to Apako karma kI pradhAnatA ko mAna kara hI calanA par3egA. vaha vyakti dharma kI pyAsa lekara AyA thA ki mahArAja mujhe Apa dharma samajhAie. dharma kyA hai ? mahArAja ne kahA sarvaprathama jIvana kA dharma vahIM se prArambha hotA hai jo dUsaroM ke lie jInA sIkhe, dUsaroM ke lie maranA sIkhe. mahArAja maiM samajha nahIM pAyA, jarA spaSTa karie. dUsarI AtmAoM ko jIvana dAna denA jagat kA sabase bar3A puNya kArya hai. mahAbhArata ke zAMtiparva meM yogezvara kRSNa ne kahA hai: "yo dadyAt kAJcanameruM sakalAMcaiva vasuMdharAm / ekasya jIvitaM dadyAt na ca tulyaM yudhiSThira // ye zrIkRSNa ke zabda haiM. kahA ki yudhiSThara yAda rakhanA - sArI pRthvI kA dAna karane vAlA koI dAnezvara bhI A jAe. zAyada karNa jaisA koI dAnezvara hI paidA ho jAe. meru parvata jitanA sone kA roz2a dAna karane vAlA ho parantu eka jIva ko bacAne vAlA usase adhika puNya upArjita karatA hai. abhayadAna kA itanA bar3A mUlya hai. kisI AtmA ko jIvana dAna denA sarvazreSTha dharma hai. 76 For Private And Personal Use Only dha

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guruvANI: "dANANa seTTaM abhayappayANaM" bhagavAna mahAvIra ke zabda haiM. jagat meM sabase bar3A dAna abhayadAna hai arthAt kisI AtmA ko jIvana dAna denA. bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA, "jIo aura jIne do" aura isase bhI Age bar3ha kara kahA ki dUsaroM ke jIvana ke lie tuma apanA jIvana balidAna karo. khAo aura khilAo. mahAvIra kA Adarza hai ki tuma bhUkhe raha kara bhI dUsaroM ko khilAo. svayaM sahana karake jagat kI AtmAoM ko zAMti pradAna karo. yaha hamAre dharma kA siddhAnta hai. usa vyakti ne kahA ki bhagavan Aja se mAMsAhAra kA tyAga kisI jIva ko maiM duHkhI nahIM karUMgA aura Apane jo Adarza diyA, kabhI agara prasaMga AyA to prANa dekara bhI dUsaroM ko bacAUMgA, yaha maiM pratijJA karatA hUM usane yaha tatkAla saMkalpa kara liyA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir eka dina aura eka rAtri ke paricaya kA itanA bar3A parivartana subaha ke samaya mahArAja vihAra karake gae. cAturmAsa kA samaya AyA. yahI zrAvaNa mahInA aura bihAra meM bhayaMkara bAriza huI, jahAM mahArAja gae the, vahA~ bhayaMkara bAriza. rAtri kA samaya, bAr3ha AI, nAlA TUTa gayA, relave lAina nama gaI. vaha TUTane kI AvAja Ane se vaha ekadama jagakara jhoMpar3I se bAhara jAkara jhAMkatA hai to dekhA ki relave lAina nama gaI, kreka ho gayI. ghabarA gayA, bijalI kI camaka meM usane dekhA ki relave lAina TUTI huI aura thor3e samaya meM Trena Ane vAlI hai. barasoM se rahatA thA, sabhI gAr3iyoM kA samaya andAja se usako mAlUma thA, usane anumAna lagAyA ki haz2AroM nirdoSa vyakti isase mara jAeMge. kyA maiM tamAzA dekhatA rahUM, are, usa sAdhu puruSa kahA hai ki mara kara ke dUsaroM ko jIvana do. maiM jAkara gAr3I ko bacAUM. ghara meM parivAra ke kisI bhI vyakti ko nahIM jagAyA. usane socA kyA patA mere kArya meM rukAvaTa kareM. garIba vyakti thA eka hI dhotI thI. usI kI mazAla banAI, khAne kA sArA tela usameM DAlA. mazAla banA kara ke relave * lAina ke pAsa calatA banA. yaha nahIM socA mere baccoM kA kyA hogA. puNya kArya kA Ananda aisA thA ki sArA darda usake nIce daba gayA. kitanI prasannatA thI usako ? yaha Aja kaisA sundara * maukA milA ? guru mahArAja ke vacana ko Aja maiM sAkAra karane jA rahA hUM. mazAla lekara vaha relave lAina ke kinAre-kinAre daur3ane laga gayA. rAste meM socA sTezana to bahuta dUra hai aura vahAM taka pahuMca nahIM pAUMgA usane socA ki sAiDa meM daur3atA hUM to gAr3I nahIM rukegI, galata samajha leMge. DrAIvara socegA koI badamAza yA DAkU gAr3I lUTane ke irAde se AyA hai. 77 - aMgrez2oM kA TAima thA. Andolana bhI cala rahA thA. DrAivara kahIM galata na soca le isalie usa vyakti ne vicAra badalA aura donoM relave lAinoM ke bIca meM daur3anA zurU kiyA ki maiM kaTa jAUMgA, Trena ruka jAegI. paMcanAmA hogA, loga ikTThe hoMge aura Trena For Private And Personal Use Only do

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-guruvANI rukane se unako mAlUma par3a jAegA ki vAstavikatA kyA hai - sAmane relave lAina TUTI huI hai. hajAroM AdamI baca jAeMge. maiM akelA marU, isameM kyA. bahuta bar3A lAbha hai isameM to. yaha to lAbha kA saudA hai. mana meM aisA socakara lAina ke bIcoM-bIca calane lagA. prasannatA bar3I prabala thI. sAmane se Trena A rahI thI. gAr3I ne sITI dI rela cAlaka ne bahuta bacAne kI koziza kI parantu isako mAlUma hI nahIM ki merI mauta kI pukAra hai. ise nahIM mAlUma ki sAmane se mauta A rahI hai. apanI dhuna meM vaha itanA Ananda meM DUbA huA thA. daur3atA huA jA rahA thA parantu yoga kI paribhASA meM kahA jAtA hai: "meNTala TelIpaithI" Apa yadi kisI ke lie acchA socate haiM yA vicArate haiM to ve vicAra sAmane vAle ke hRdaya para, dila aura dimAga para asara karate haiM. yaha ilekTronika sisTama hai ki paramANu sAmane vAle ke hRdaya para nizcita asara karegA. isIlie apanI prArthanA meM sadavicAra rakhate haiM tAki sabhI AtmAoM meM mere lie sadbhAva utpanna ho, prema kA saMcAra ho. usakI bacAne kI bhAvanA kitanI sundara thI. yahI "meNTala TelIpaithI" kAma kara gaI. isane DrAivara ke andara eka aisA vicAra paidA kara diyA ki gAr3I to mere kaNTrola meM hai. bahuta barasAta hone se gAr3I dhImI thI. yaha becArA mara jAegA, kisI kA ghara ujar3a jAegA. koI vidhavA bana jAegI, bacce anAtha ho jAeMge, maiM isako bacA lUM. yahAM bacAne kI bhAvanA, DrAivara ke andara bhI bacAne kI bhAvanA ko janma detI hai. usane gAr3I ko kaNTrola meM lenA zurU kiyA, breka lagAyA. dasa-bIsa mITara ke phAsale para gAr3I ruka gaI aura jaise hI gAr3I rokI aura DrAivara gusse meM utarA. eka tamAcA lagAyA aura kahA ki mUrkha, tujhe jela bheja dUMgA. isa taraha rAste meM marane ke lie AyA. bahuta jagaha hai marane kI. ___vaha vyakti hAtha jor3akara, bar3I namratA se kahatA hai - bAbU! Apa galata samajha lie hai. maiM Apako bacAne kI bhAvanA se AyA thA. isa garIba ke pAsa sivAya zarIra ke dUsarA koI sAdhana nahIM. maine socA Apako kaise batAUM. isalie maiMne nirNaya kiyA ki maiM mara jAUMgA aura Apa saba baca jAeMge. isa prakAra haz2AroM vyakti gAr3I meM baca jAeMge. sabakA AzIrvAda milegA. mere jIvana kA pApa dhula jAegA. guru mahArAja kA jo AzIrvAda thA, vacana thA vaha phalIbhUta ho jAegA. maiM niSpApa banane ke lie AyA thA aura mara kara ke Apako bacAne ke lie AyA thA, saMyoga ki Apane mujhe bacA liyA. DrAivara suna kara ke vicAra meM par3a gayA - kyA bAta karate ho? ki bAbU jI isa garIba kI jhoMpar3I ke sAmane jo relave lAina hai vahAM eka nAlA hai, bahuta jyAdA pAnI Ane se bADha ke kAraNa, vaha ekadama nama gayA. Ta gayA. maiM ghabarA gayA. vicAra meM par3a gayA ki haz2AroM vyakti nirdoSa mara jAeMge. maiM kaise unako bacAUM. basa bAbU jI! isI bhAvanA se maiM mazAla lekara ke AyA thA. maiM galata AdamI nahIM hUM aura yadi Apako vizvAsa na ho to Apa svayaM calakara dekha leM. - 78 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI gArDa aura DrAIvara Ae aura jaba jhAMka kara ke dekhA to pAMva dhaMsane laga gaye. usake pAMva meM gira gae. tU devadUta hai. tU nahIM hotA to Aja yahAM para eka bhI jIva na bacatA. usako gAr3I meM biThAkara DrAivara ne gAr3I pIche kara lI. jaba sTezana para gAr3I vApisa lauTakara AyI to yAtriyoM ne jAkara pUchA ki bAta kyA hai ? DrAivara aura gArDa ne kahA ki eka aisA deva puruSa hai jisakA jA kara tuma darzana karo, jisakI kRpA se tumako yaha jIvana milA, nayA janma milA. mauta ke muMha meM se tuma nikala kara ke Ae. isa puNyazAlI AtmA kA darzana karo. yAtrI utara gae. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vaha becArA sIdhA-sAdA laMgoTI pahane hue khar3A thA. par3hA-likhA bhI nahIM thA. sadbhAvanA se loga Ae. jaba unheM saccAI mAlUma par3I, parsa nikAlA, kisI ne aMgUThI nikAlI, kisI ne cena nikAlI, kisI ne ghar3I nikAlI jo jisake pAsa thA, isake upakAra ko yAda karane ke lie de DAlA. isakI kRpA se yaha nayA jIvana milA. isakA mAna aura sammAna kiyA jAye. vaha bola nahIM pAyA aura antima samaya usane kahA ki bAbU jI, meharabAnI karake kSamA karo merA dharma mujhe becanA nahIM hai. mere puNya ko kalaMka nahIM lagAnA hai. yaha to mere guru kA vacana thA jisakA ki maiMne pAlana kiyA. yaha to mujhe apanI AtmA ke lie karanA thA. mujhe ina paisoM se becanA nahIM. - garIba kI ImAnadArI dekhI ? usake dharma kI prAmANikatA Apane dekhI ? usane koI saudA nahIM kiyA "giva eNDa Teka" kI bhAvanA nahIM ki maiM kucha detA hUM to lUM - aisI koI bhAvanA nahIM. kucha bhI nahIM liyA aura kahA ki jisakI jo cIz2a hai, vApisa le jAe. mujhe kucha nahIM cAhie. bAbU jI mApha karo. merA dharma mujhe becanA nahIM. mere jIvana ko kalaMkita nahIM karanA hai. merI prasannatA Apa naSTa mata karo. na mAlA pahanI, na tilaka lagAyA, na sAphA pahanA, na abhinaMdana-patra liyA. na hI kisI kA dhanyavAda liyA. jaise usane kucha kiyA hI nahIM. usane apane karttavya kA pAlana kiyA. guru kA Adeza thA jo mujhe karanA thA, maiMne kiyA. bar3I namratA se, bar3I sahajatA se kiyA. usane sabako dhanyavAda diyA aura vaha vApisa calA gayA. kahAM gayA, yaha nahIM mAlUma. bar3I khoja huI, aura vahAM ke IsTarna relave ke janarala mainejara ko kalakattA se bulAyA gayA. mAlUma to Akhira par3A, puliyA ke pAsa hI eka jhoMpar3I thI. bulAkara ke janarala mainejara ne eka prazna kiyA ki hamAre jaise par3he-likhe aura zikSita vyaktiyoM meM bhI aise vicAra nahIM Ate, aisI paropakAra bhAvanA nahIM AtI. tumhAre jaisA azikSita vyakti, aMgUThAchApa iMsAna, yaha itanA sundara bhAva tumhAre andara kaise AyA? vaha kahatA hai ki eka rAtri eka jaina santa paidala calane vAle Ae the. zAma par3a gaI thI. unhoMne hamArI jhoMpar3I ko pAvana kiyA. maiMne unakA satsaMga kiyA. unakI kRpA kA 79 For Private And Personal Use Only 0

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guruvANI pariNAma hai. yaha sArA puNya kArya usa mahApuruSa kI kRpA kI hI pariNati hai aura maiMne to jo puNya kA phala thA, vaha bhI gurucaraNoM meM arpita kara diyA. bhagavan, mujhe kucha nahIM cAhie. vaha bar3e vicAra meM par3a gayA. jo sammAna karanA thA, relave ne kiyA. mujhe to Apase basa itanA hI kahanA thA ki vaha eka rAtri kA saMta paricaya aura kitanA bar3A jIvana kA parivartana. yahAM eka sau bIsa dina, cAra mahIne kA merA ApakA paricaya hogA aura maiM dekhatA hUM ki kitanA parivartana AtA hai? mujhe aura kucha nahIM cAhie, pravacana ke dvArA Apake jIvana kA parivartana cAhie. Apa apanI pavitratA prApta kareM. apane AcaraNa meM sakriya baneM. apane dharma ko kriyAtmaka rUpa deM. jIvana meM aise sakriya baneM ki jIvana kA sugandha dUsare vyakti taka pahuMca jAye. loga Apake gaNoM se AkarSita hoM. Apake kArya se usa AtmA ko preraNA mile. maiM kevala Apase yahI cAhatA hUM, aura merI koI apekSA nahIM. mujhe paisA nahIM cAhie, ApakI pavitratA cAhie. paise se koI matalaba nahIM, vaha bhautika sampadA hai. maiM to ApakI AtmA kI tarapha dekhatA hUM ki ApakI AtmA ke guNa vikasita hoM aura Age bhaviSya meM calakara ke ApakI AtmA paramAtmA ke lie priya bane. andara kA dvAra khula jAe, bheda kI dIvAra TUTa jAe. jagat ke sAtha maitrI aura prema kA saMbaMdha kAyama ho jAe. jo kRSNa kA vAkya hai, vaha hamAre jIvana meM sAkAra bana jAya vasudhaiva kuTumbakam sArA jagat, prANimAtra merA kuTumba hai. sabhI mere parivAra ke sadasya haiM - hRdaya kI yaha bhAvanA vikasita honI cAhie aura vaha maiM dekhanA cAhatA hUM. Aja kI jo paristhiti hai, usa para maiMne abhI vicAra nahIM kiyA. Age isa para vicAra kareMge ki kaisI dardanAka Aja kI paristhiti hai. kitanA khatarA hai, iMsAna ko iMsAna se. kaisI paristhiti meM hama jIvana vyatIta kara rahe haiM. sArA saMsAra arAjakatA se ghirA huA hai. hara vyakti duHkha aura darda se pIr3ita hai. kisI bhI AtmA ke cehare para prasannatA nahIM hai. citta kI prasannatA kA yaha duSkAla kaise AyA? hamAre cAritrya meM yaha kalaMka kaise lagA? hamAre AcaraNa meM yaha niSkriyatA kaise AyI? ina sArI bAtoM para Age vicAra kareMge ki isakA upacAra kaise kiyA jAe. yaha bhayaMkara bImArI hai. isase bacane kA upAya kaise khojA jAe. dhyAna kI prakriyA meM Apako maiM batAUMgA ki dhyAna kaise karanA, jApa kaise karanA. bahuta sAre vyaktiyoM ko mAlUma nahIM ki dhyAna athavA jApa kaise karanA cAhie. isake andara kyA karanA cAhie. agara mana sthira nahIM rahatA hai, caMcala rahatA hai to dhyAna kI thor3I-sI bhUmikA Apako samajhA dUM ki kaise kareM. kaI bAra loga mAlA ginA karate haiM, gale meM mAlA par3I rahatI 80 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANID hai. mAlA kisa taraha se pheranA, yaha bhI viveka unheM nahIM hotA. jApa karate samaya tIna bAtoM kA vizeSa dhyAna denA hai. eka to samaya nizcita honA cAhie. jaba bhI Apa mantra jApa kareM manovaijJAnika daSTi se samaya kA nizcita honA bar3A mahattvapUrNa hai. Apako subaha cAya ke samaya cAya kI yAda A jAtI hai, cAya kA TAima ho gayA. dopahara ko tIna bajate hI ubAsI Ane lagatI hai, mAlUma par3a jAtA hai ki aba mujhe cAya pInI hai. khAne ke samaya khAnA yAda A jAtA hai, binA ghar3I dekhe mAlUma par3a jAtA hai ki mere khAne kA samaya huA. isI taraha se yadi Apane jApa kA samaya nizcita kara liyA to binA kahe Apako mAlUma par3a jAegA. andara se svayaM AvAz2a AegI ki aba jApa kA samaya ho gayA hai, mujhe jApa para baiThanA hai. Adata par3a jAegI. Adata DAlane ke lie nizcita samaya cAhie. jahAM Apa baiThate haiM, vahI sthAna honA cAhie, sthAna parivartana nahIM. karanA kyoMki jisa sthAna para Apa jApa kareMge, Apake vicAra-paramANu vahAM aisA vAtAvaraNa banA dete haiM ki Apa ke jAte hI ve paramANu Apake mana ko sthira karane meM sahAyaka ho jAte haiM. Apa rAtri meM jahAM sote haiM, agara usI kamare meM Apa sone ke lie jAeM to vahAM ke paramANu aisA vAtAvaraNa nirmita kara dete haiM ki jAte hI Apako nidrA Ane lagegI parantu yadi Apa dUsarI jagaha soeM, kisI dina tIsarI jagaha soeM to vAtAvaraNa nirmANa karane meM samaya calA jAegA aura Apako jaldI nIMda nahIM AegI, mana baicena ho jAegA. isIlie jApa jahAM para karate hoM, usI sthAna para kareM. vahAM kA vAtAvaraNa aisA nirmANa ho jAegA, Apa jAkara baiThe aura Apake mana ke andara vaha vAtAvaraNa asara karegA. jApa meM, mana ko sthira karane meM, vaha vAtAvaraNa, Apako sahayoga degA. sthAna nizcita honA cAhie, samaya nizcita honA cAhie. jApa kI saMkhyA nizcita honI cAhie. eka mAlA gine, kala dasa mAlA gine phira eka mAlA gine. phira doSa dete haiM mAlA ko, aisA nahIM honA cAhie. kaI loga kahA karate haiM - - "mAlA to mana kI bhalI aura saba kASTha kA bhAra" kyA lakar3I kA bhAra uThA kara ke calanA, koI matalaba nahIM? mAlA ne javAba diyA ki Apa mujhe kyoM badanAma karate haiM. "mAlA to bhalI kASTha kI, bIca meM boyA sUta, mAlA becArI kyA kare, japane vAlA kapUta." usa japane vAle kA ThikAnA nahIM, Apa mujhe kyoM badanAma karate haiM. are maiM to nirdoSa hUM. hareka kI dharma sAdhanA meM sahAyaka banane vAlI hUM mAlA hamezA nAka aura nAbhi ke bIca meM honI cAhie. jaba bhI Apa ghara meM apane iSTa kA jApa kareM, to usa samaya mAlA kI mudrA nAka aura nAbhi ke bIca meM honI cAhie. nAbhi se nIce mAlA nahIM jAnI cAhie.. nAka se Upara mAlA nahIM jAnI cAhie. isakA yaha zAstrIya pramANa hai aura jaba bhI mAlA India vana - 81 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - - ginate hoM, usameM tIna prakAra ke jApa haiM - mAnasika jApa bhI kara sakate haiM. pukAra kara ke bhI jApa kara sakate haiM. mantrocAra ke dvArA aura upAsikA jApa bhI kara sakate haiM. ___ anuSThAna karate samaya mana kA jApa karanA jyAdA zreSTha hai. mana kI ekAgratA ke lie, mana ke andara, mAnasika jApa kareM. jApa jisa samaya kara rahe hoM dizA pUrva yA pazcima honI cAhie, uttara aura dakSiNa nahIM. kyoMki dhruva kA AkarSaNa aisA hai ki uttarI dhruva aura dakSiNI dhruva mana ko caMcala kara usameM asthiratA paidA karate haiM. ataH pUrva aura pazcima kI dizA meM baiThane se mana sthira rahatA hai. - isIlie jApa meM aura zubha kAryoM meM do dizAoM ko zuddha mAnA gayA hai. isameM Apako mAnasika caMcalatA kama AegI. ___ ataH jApa nizcita ho, jApa kI saMkhyA nizcita ho. eka mAlA to eka mAlA, pAMca mAlA to pAMca mAlA. sAtha meM sthAna nizcita ho. samaya nizcita ho, phira Apa jApa karie Apako bar3A Ananda AegA. kaI bAra loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, kahate haiM ki mana caMcala banatA hai. mana kA svabhAva hai. NamokAra kA mantra Apa ginate haiM, gAyatrI mantra ginate haiM aura maiM kahatA hai ki yadi Apa usako pazcima se pUrva kI tarapha gine - mana ekAgra rahegA. Namo se havaI maMgalam taka Apa ginate haiM. Apako mana ko sthira rakhanA hai to havaI maMgalama se zurU karake Namo taka kI yAtrA Apa kareM. Apa dekhie mana kaisA sthira rahatA hai. pUrI taraha sthira ho jAegA. abhI to Apane mana ko samajhAyA nahIM. jisa dina Apa mana ko samajhA deMge mana mAna jAegA. maphatalAla eka dina kisI mahArAja ke pAsa zikAyata lekara ke Ae aura kahA ki mahArAja - mana sthira nahIM rahatA hai, bar3A caMcala hai, bar3A idhara-udhara ghUmatA hai, kahAM-kahAM bhaTakatA hai aura Apa kahate haiM ki mana sthira rahatA hai. maiM mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM, koI bhI tarka maiM mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM haiM. rAja-darabAra meM mahArAja baiThe the. rAjA ke sAmane seTha maphatalAla ne yaha prArthanA kI ki sAdhu-santa bekAra kI bAta karate haiM, mana kabhI sthira rahatA hai? usakA svabhAva to bar3A caMcala hai. mahArAja kucha nahIM bole ki ThIka hai Apake prazna kA javAba Aja, nahIM eka-do dina bAda deMge. rAjA ke kAna meM mahArAja ne eka bAta batalA dI. mana ko kaise sthira rakhanA yaha upAya batalA diyA. mahArAja ne pUre gAMva ke andara DiNDorA piTavA diyA ki bahuta kImatI, bar3A mUlyavAna, merA hAra corI ho gayA aura ghara-ghara kI talAzI lI jAegI. saMyoga, ghara kI talAzI lete samaya seTha maphatalAla ke ghara se hAra barAmada ho gayA. jisakI kabhI kalpanA nahIM thI. kisI ne socA bhI nahIM thA aba maphatalAla seTha bar3e vicAra meM par3a gae, bar3I cintA meM DUba gaye. giraphtAra kiyA, rAja-darabAra meM lAkara upasthita 82 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI kara diyA. maphatalAla ne bar3I saphAI dI ki maiM bar3A prAmANika mahAjana ke ghara janmA hUM, kabhI galata kAma nahIM kiyA. kyA patA koI vyakti mujhe badanAma karane ke lie yaha hAra mere ghara DAla gayA ho. rAjA ne kahA mujhe kyA bevakUpha banAte ho? majUrI khuda kare aura naphA tumako de jAe esA koI AdamI milegA jo itanA khatarA lekara ke, itanA kImatI hAra mere rAjamahala se curA le jAe. aura tumhAre yahAM DAla Aye - aisA kabhI nahIM hotA hai. tuma galata bAta karate ho, tumhArI bAta para vizvAsa nahIM, tumheM sajA milegI. vahAM to maukhika kAnUna thA, rAjA ne saz2A de dI, sajA-e mauta. isako phAMsI kI sajA de dI jAe. hamAre rAjadarabAra meM Ane vAlA, darabAriyoM ke sAtha baiThane vAlA, eka pratiSThita parivAra kA sadasya hokara, itanA galata kAma isa vyakti ne kiyA hai, maphatalAla ko kATo to khUna na nikale, usakI aisI dazA ho gaI. mahArAja pAsa meM hI baiThe the, mahArAja se nivedana kiyA, yAcanA kI ki rAjan! eka sAmAnya galatI ke lie itanI kaThora sajA nahIM denI cAhie. mahArAja ne kahA-isane aisA kArya kiyA. sAdhu kA rAjA para bar3A prabhAva thA. sAdhu ne dayA kI yAcanA kI aura kahA ki rAjan, merI bAta Apa mAna leM. maiMne kabhI Apase koI nivedana nahIM kiyA, merI bAta mAna kara ke Apa ise kSamA dAna de dIjie. rAjA ne kahA ki ThIka hai, sAdhu puruSoM ke vacana kA anAdara to nahIM kiyA jA sakatA Apa kahate haiM to isako kSamA kara sakatA hUM para eka zarta - tela se bharA huA eka pAtra isake hAtha meM dUMgA aura yaha apane ghara se mere rAjamahala taka Ae. eka bUMda bhI tela rAste meM nahIM giranA cAhie phira maiM ise kSamA kara dUMgA. lekina isane jarA bhI tela rAste meM girA diyA to do caukIdAra, paharedAra isake sAtha caleMge aura isakI gardana ur3A dI jAegI. maphatalAla ne socA ki aba prANa hI jA rahA hai to usameM kacha to bacAva kA rAstA hai - DUbate hue AdamI ko tinake kA bhI sahArA mila jAe to dhanyavAda hai. zarta svIkAra kara lI. saba loga maphatalAla ke ghara tamAzA dekhane Ae. aisA tamAzA kauna nahIM dekhanA cAhatA. pUrA zahara ulaTa gayA, nagara ke andara rAste meM bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gaI. mauta kA jalasA dekhane ke lie vizAla jana samudAya umar3a par3A. eka dama pUrA tela se bharA huA bhagonA, usake hAtha meM de diyA. Age Dhola baja rahA hai, baiNDa baja rahA hai, zahanAI baja rahI hai. loga nAca rahe haiM, kaI gIta gA rahe haiM kyoMki rAja-darabAra kI ora se Ayojana thA ki bhIr3a bhar3akke meM isako bhulA denA hai. isake hAtha se tela nikala jAe, aisA prayatna karanA hai. pIche do caukIdAra naMgI talavAra lekara cala rahe the. eka bUMda bhI tela rAste meM gira gaI, chalaka gaI to gardana alaga. ___ aba maphatalAla donoM hAthoM se bhagonA pakar3a kara ke rAste meM calane laga gae. Dhola aura nagADe baja rahe haiM, zahanAI baja rahI hai. pUre gAMva ke loga tamAzA dekhane ke lie 83 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - upasthita haiM. pIche se naMgI talavAra hai. maphatalAla ghara se nikale, savArI nikalI unakI, mauta kI savArI aura vaha calate-calate-calate rAja-darabAra taka A gayA. pUre rAste meM eka bUMda bhI bAhara nahIM girA. kaisA saMtulana! kSamA kara diyA gayA. rAja-darabAra meM lAkara ke peza kiyA. maphatalAla ne nivedana kiyA ki mahArAja Apake Adeza ke anusAra kArya to kiyA parantu eka bUMda tela bAhara nahIM AyA. sAdhu mahArAja vahIM para baiThe the aura unhoMne maphatalAla ko kahA ki maphatalAla ghara se rAja darabAra taka Apa Ae to ApakA mana kahAM bhaTakatA thA? mahArAja, vaha to tapele meM hI thA. sArA tarka khatma ho gayA. maphatalAla kA puchanA banda ho gayA. mana caMcala hai - kaise ekAgratA A gaI? jhAMka karake dekhA bhI nahIM ki bAhara kyA ho rahA hai. loga nAca rahe haiM, gA rahe haiM. usane kahA ki majhe to tapele meM mauta najara A rahI thI. vahIM dekha rahA thA, pIche naMgI talavAra kI cintA thI mahArAja. maiMne aura kucha nahIM dekhA, merA mana isI meM rahA. tAtparya yaha hai ki jisa dina Apa mana ko samajhA leMge, cetAvanI de deMge ki jo tU ikaTThA kara rahA hai, tujhe chor3anA hogA. jo tUne pAyA hai tujhe khonA hai. eka dina tU yahAM se jAegA. eka bAra use mauta kA paricaya de deM, jagat kI anityatA kA paricaya de deM. mana sahaja aura sarala bana jAegA aura vaha kabhI taphAna nahIM karegA. mana ko samajhAyA nahIM gayA. Izvara kI upAsanA kaise karanI, thor3A sA upAya maiMne Apako batalAyA. bAda meM maiM Apako isakA pUrA upAya batalAUMgA ki kisa taraha se jIvana meM sundara ArAdhanA kareM. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" prema ke mAdhyama se jIvana kI zuddhatA ko prApta karo, jIvana ko mandira jaisA pavitra banA do, apanI vANI meM itanI miThAsa bhara do ki use sunane vAlA prema ke bandhana meM bandha jAya. 84 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI zA dhyAna aura sAdhanA meM mana kI ekAgratA paramAtmA mahAvIra ne jIva mAtra ke kalyANa ke lie apane dharma pravacana ke dvArA jagat para sabase bar3A upakAra kiyA hai. dIrghakAla kI sAdhanA ke bAda paramAtmA ko jo upalabdhi prApta huI use sAre jagat ke kalyANa ke lie pravacana ke mAdhyama se pradAna kiyA hai. sAdhanA ke dvArA kisa prakAra antazuddhi prApta kI jAe, kisa prakAra pravacana ke dvArA jIvana kI pavitratA ko prApta kiyA jAe aura pravacana ke mArgadarzana se jIvana kI pUrNatA prApta ho. yaha sArI jAnakArI pravacana zravaNa se prApta hotI hai. __zravaNa sAdhanA kA eka prakAra hai. janmajanmAntara kI gandagI se Alipta hU~. dhIre-dhIre malInatA miTAne kA yadi hama prayAsa kareM to saphalatA nizcita hai. tIna-cAra dinoM se yahI cintana karate hue cale A rahe haiM. bAhara ke jagat se antarjagata meM hama praveza kareM, jagat ko nahIM pahale apane Apa ko dekhane kA prayAsa kareM, jisameM citta-vRttiyoM kA zuddhIkaraNa ho, aisI sarala sAdhanA meM hama praveza kareM. sAdhanA ke prakAra ko samajheM aura paramAtma tatva se sundara vicAroM ko jIvana meM hama sakriya banAyeM. paramAtmA ke vicAroM ko apane AcAra se prakaTa kareM. maiM kyA jAnatA hUM? yaha jAnakArI apane zabdoM se nahIM, apane AcaraNa se prakaTa kareM aura jisa dina isa viSaya meM sakriya ho jAeMge, dharma sAdhanA kA anubhava aura usakI anubhUti sahaja meM prApta karane lageMge. sarvaprathama yahI cintana karanA hai, ki hama jA kahAM rahe haiM? hamArI dizA nizcita nahIM haiM, hamAre jIvana kA koI dhyeya yA lakSya nizcita nahIM hai. yadi maiM Apase pUche ki Apa kahAM jA rahe haiM? koI nizcita nahIM. lakSya kI ajJAnatAvaza bhaTaka rahe haiM. calane aura bhaTakane meM bahuta antara hai. hama saMsAra meM bhaTakane ke lie nahIM Aye, calane ke lie Ae haiM. jIvana kI yAtrA kA pUrNavirAma cAhie. kahAM taka isa saMsAra meM hama zrama kareMge? kahAM taka zrama ke dvArA isa jIvana meM saMgharSa utpanna kareMge, mujhe vizrAnti cAhie, virAma cAhie. saMsAra kA visarjana cAhie. jisa dina apanI AtmA ko saMsAra se zUnya banA leMge, usa dina se AtmA ke guNa sakriya bana jAyeMge, AtmA ke samasta guNa jAgRta ho jAeMge. mUrchita avasthA se jAgRta meM A jAeMge aura vaha jAgRti bhaviSya meM Apake jIvana ko pUrNatA pradAna karegI. jIvana meM jAgRti pahale cAhie. nIMda nahIM, jAgRta dazA meM zravaNa karanA hai. upayoga aura viveka kI jAgRta dazA meM, yadi paramAtmA ke vacana kA pAna kiyA jAe to vaha amRtapAna, viSaya aura kaSAya ke jahara kA sarvanAza kara detA hai. krodha kaSAya ko jahara kI upamA dI gaI hai. usI jahara se antarAta na 85 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - jisake vidhvaMsa para hI samatva kA sRjana saMbhava hai. samatva sRjana ke lie apanI galatiyoM kI svIkRti prathama sopAna hai. svIkRti kI kalA yadi A jAe. samarpaNa sahaja meM AyegA aura eka bAra yadi samarpaNa kI bhUmikA Apane prApta kara lI to AtmA ke guNoM kA sarjana prArambha ho jAegA. svIkAra kI bhUmikA cAhie. hamArI Adata hai ki hama bhUla kI vakAlata karate haiM. paramAtmA ne kahA ki bhUla ke bAda pazcAtApa honA cAhie. vahI usakI auSadhi hai. bhUla bImArI hai, roga hai aura usakA upacAra hai prAyazcita. pazcAtApa kA AMsU AnA cAhie. ___jIvAtmA anAdi kAla ke ye saMskAra lekara ke AI hai. kadAcit pramAdavaza bhUla ho jAe, hama svIkAra kareM. bhaviSya meM aisA na ho, isakA saMkalpa kareM. jo pramAda se bhUla ho cakI, usake lie hRdaya ke andara darda paidA ho. to Apa sahI mArga para cala rahe haiM. una bhUloM ko jAnane kA prayAsa kareM. bhUla ko svIkAra kara pazcAtApa ke dvArA usakA zuddhIkaraNa kara lenA samyaka vicAra, samyaka darzana hai. bhUloM ko alaga-alaga dRSTikoNoM se jAna lenA samyagjJAna hai aura bhUloM se AtmA ko nivRtta kara lenA, usakA saMkalpa karanA samyakcAritra aura samyaka AcaraNa hai. pahale Apako apanI dizA lakSya nizcita karanI hogI. bhagavAna ne kahA hai: "samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritrANi mokSamArgaH" samyaka zraddhA ho, vizuddha jJAna ho. nirmala cAritrya ho, vahI mokSa kA rAjamArga hai. andha zraddhA se mukta bananA par3egA. indriyoM kI vAsanAoM se Apako mukta banAnA par3egA, taba samyagdarzana kI vizuddhatA milegI. paramAtmA ke prati niSThA AnI cAhie. ApakI niSThA, samyagdarzana, dharma imArata kI AdhArazilA hai. zraddhA usa AdhArazilA kA patthara hai. dRr3ha saMkalpa karanA hai. paramezvara ke prati pUrNatayA jIvana ko samarpita kara denA hai. bhUla kA praveza dvAra banda ho jAe. paramAtmA ke samarpaNa kA yaha camatkAra hai, pahale Apako niSThA prApta karanI par3egI. paramAtmA ko chor3a kara ke aura kahIM nahIM jAnA hai. usa paramezvara ko, jo paripUrNa hai, pUrNa samatva kI bhUmikA hai, jo pUrNa vItarAga dazA ke andara hai, jahAM rAga aura dveSa kA sarvathA abhAva hai, aisI paripUrNa AtmA ko hI apanA sarvasva arpaNa karanA hai, phira cAhe vaha kisI bhI dharma se saMbaMdhita ho.. ___kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandra sUri jI mahArAja gujarAta ke mahAn samrAT mahArAjA siddharAja kI vinatI se, unhIM ke Agraha se somanAtha ke mandira meM gae. eka zivopAsaka paMDitajI mile. unhoMne kahA, mahAdeva kI stuti Apake dvArA ho. somanAtha deva kI aisI apUrva stuti kI, mahAdevasrotra kI racanA kI. sarvaprathama mahAdeva zabda kA paricaya diyA. paribhASA batAI kI mahAdeva kise kahA jAtA hai: Dad 86 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- - -guruvANI bhavabIjAGkura jananAH rAgAdyAH kSaya mupAgatA yasya brahmA vA viSNurvA haro vA jino vA nmstsmai|" mahAdeva kI stuti ke prathama zloka meM unhoMne kahA jisake bhava rUpI aMkura naSTa ho gae, bhUla kI paramparA kA visarjana ho gayA, saMsAra kA pUrNavirAma jinhoMne prApta kara liyA, rAga aura dveSa sarvathA kSaya ho gae, jahAM isa prakAra kI pUrNatA ho, saMpUrNa doSa mukta AtmA ho. jinheM phira Apa cAhe rAma ke nAma se pukAre, mahAvIra ke nAma se pukAre, kaSNa ke nAma se pukAreM, hari kaheM, zaMkara kaheM, koI Apatti nahIM. kisI bhI nAma se Apa pukAreM jagat ke ve mahAdeva haiM, maiM unheM namaskAra karatA hUM. anekAnta daSTi se kaisA aparva cintana, jagata ko diyA ki sampUrNa sAmpradAyika dveSa khatma ho jAe. hamArI AtmA ke bIca meM jo dIvAra hai, vaha dIvAra TUTa kara ke, daravAjA bana jAye. yadi eka bAra yaha niSThA A jAe, paramAtmA ke prati Apa prAmANika bana jAyeM to yaha jIvana jyortimaya bana jAe, prakAzamaya bana jAye. parantu Aja taka hamaneM zabdoM ko pakar3A, dharmagranthoM ke andara mAtra zabdoM ko dekhA. Aja taka usakI AtmA kA sparza nahIM kiyA. usake prANoM ko chUne kA prayAsa taka nahIM kiyA. una mahApuruSoM ne kisa bhAvanA se zabdoM ko janma diyA hai, unake zabdoM kA rahasya kyA hai? una zabdoM kA jarA vizleSaNa kIjie. gaharAI meM jA kara ke zabdoM kI AtmAoM kA sparza karie. aba usake bhAvoM ko samajha leMge, antarbhAvoM kI zaddhi ho jAegI. hamane zabdoM ke zarIra ko pakar3A aura yahI kAraNa hai ki sAmpradAyika dveSa meM dRr3hatA A gaI, manobheda utpanna ho gayA. kacha varSa parva dharma pracAra kI bhAvanA lekara iMglaiMDa se eka pAdarI Ae. sevA kI uttama bhAvanA lekara Aye. rAste meM A rahe the to Trena meM bar3e miyAM sAtha ho gae. baiThe-baiThe bar3e miyA ko vicAra AyA aura unhoMne pUchA, hamAre deza meM Ane kA ApakA prayojana? "lADe krAisTa" ke vicAroM kA pracAra karane AyA hUM. koI Apatti hai? Apake dharma meM aisI kauna sI vizeSatA hai ki Apako vahAM se yahAM AnA par3A? hindustAna meM to itane dharma haiM, ki agara yahAM se niryAta kiyA jAye to bhI koI Apatti nahIM hai. pAdarI jarA vicAra meM par3a gayA. nayA-nayA dharma kA vyApAra karane AyA thA. kucha naphA mila jAye. unako apanI jamAta bar3hAne se matalaba hai. vahAM yaha prayojana nahIM ki AtmA kucha zuddha bane, alipta bane. jaba unase yaha pUchA ki Apake dharma meM aisI kyA vizeSatA hai ki Apako yahAM AnA par3A. usane kahA - "lArDa krAisTa" kA Adeza hai - tumhAre gAla para yadi koI eka thappar3a mAre to dUsarA gAla tuma usake sAmane kara do. usa AtmA ko tuma bala se nahIM prema se jIto. prema kA sandeza lekara AyA hUM. bAibala kA yahI Adarza hai. bar3e miyAM bar3e samajhadAra the. unhoMne kahA aisI bAteM to maiMne bahuta sunI haiM aura par3hI haiM. loga vicAroM kA sampreSaNa kara dete haiM magara AcAra meM zUnya raha jAte haiM. Aja ke upadezaka tA gunA . 87 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: guruvANI isI prakAra ke haiM. paMsArI kI dukAna para kabhI Apane tarAjU ko dekhA hai, jo AtA hai use mAla tolakara ke de detA hai, jholA bhara detA hai, parantu svayaM khAlI kA khAlI rahatA hai. hamAre Adhunika bhASaNa dene vAle netAoM kA jIvana bhI aisA hI hotA hai, ApUrti to kara deMge svayaM kA tarAjU dekhA jAe to khAlI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kapar3e kI dukAna para Apane mITara dekhA hai, kapar3A mApa karake sArI duniyA ko zvetAmbara banA de parantu svayaM digambara kA digambara. mITara ke Upara eka bhI dhAgA yA sUta Apako nahIM milegA ? mAtra upadeza dene se kAma nahIM calatA. paNDitoM ne kahA "paropadeze pANDitya". upadeza dene vAle vyakti bahuta mileMge. AvazyakatA hai ki use AcaraNa meM apanAyA jAya. mahAvIra paramAtmA ne kahA jAnakArI kabhI dharma nahIM hotA, AcaraNa dharma hotA hai. dimAga ko lAibrerI mata banAiye, use vicAroM kA godAma mata banAie. AcAra se use prakaTa kIjie apane jIvana meM saMyama kI sugandha paidA kIjie. pAdarI vicAra meM par3a gayA aura kahA ki yadi Apa jAnanA cAhate haiM to vyAvahArika prayoga kara sakate haiM. vaha samajha gayA. pahalI bAra bhArata meM AyA hUM aura yahAM isa taraha kI samasyA A khar3I huI. maiM apanI saccAI prakaTa nahIM karUMgA to samasyA paidA ho jAegI, Zhan jhUThA ho jAUMgA. sAhasa juTAyA aura kahA ki Apa prayoga kara sakate haiM. bar3e miyAM ne dekhA ki bahuta dina ho gae Aja z2arA tamAzA to dekho. z2ora kA eka tamAcA lagAyA. pAdarI bar3A sAvadhAna thA, parIkSA kA pepara likha rahA thA. usane dUsarA gAla sAmane kara diyA ki yaha bhI hAjira hai, bar3I namratA se tAki "lArDa krAisTa" kA vacana asatya na ho jAe bar3e miyAM ne dekhA ki lAbha se vaMcita kyoM rahanA, dUsare gAla para bhI eka tamAcA lagA diyA. donoM gAloM para thappar3a khA kara ke pAdarI khar3A ho gayA. bar3e miyAM ne dekhA ki isakA AcaraNa to bar3A sundara hai. itane meM sTezana AyA aura gAr3I ruka gaI. pAdarI ne apanA colA utArA, saba kucha utArA, unhoMne kahA ki yaha kyA kara rahe ho? unhoMne kahA ki "lArDa krAisTa" kA Adeza maiMne pAlana kara liyA. unakA yahI Adeza thA ki koI eka gAla para thappar3a mAre to dUsarA gAla bhI Age kara do. usake bAda unakA koI Adeza nahIM. aba to mujhe Apase nipaTanA hai, byAja sahita vasUla karatA hUM. bar3e miyAM Trena se utara kara bhAga gaye. zabdoM kI jAnakArI kA yahI artha hai. bAibala paDhA, zabda ko pakar3a liyA gayA. zabda ke zarIra kA paricaya huA parantu usake rahasya taka nahIM pahuMca pAe ki kahane kA Azaya kyA hai ? sabhI dharmoM meM zabda ko pakar3a liyA gayA. zabda ke zarIra taka hama pahuMca pAe aura yahI kAraNa hai, hamArA jIvana Aja sAmpradAyika dveSa aura krodha se bhara cukA hai, vaha 88 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: durgandhamaya bana cukA hai. vicAroM meM vikRti A gaI hai. jIvana jo sarjana ke lie milA thA, vaha sarvanAza kA kAraNa bana gayA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sabhI mahApuruSoM kA eka hI prakAra kA kathana thA ki agara vyakti apane-apane dharma aura sampradAya ke anusAra prAmANika bana jAye, apane dharmagranthoM ke anusAra AcaraNa kareM to saMsAra svarga bana jAe. vaha ImAnadArI hamAre andara nahIM hai. apane bhUtakAla ke itihAsa ko jaba dekhatA hUM ki hamArI dharmabhAvanA jIvana meM sakriya thI. hamAre deza kA DAkU bhI apane zabda ke lie prANa de detA. jo pramANikatA hamAre Arya deza ke DAkuoM meM thI, vaha Aja hamAre sAhUkAroM meM bhI nahIM hai. hamAre vartamAna jIvana meM naitikatA kA hrAsa huA hai. hamAre andara vaha naitikatA nahIM rahI kyoMki jahAM dharma hogA, vahAM naitikatA to avazya milegI, sadAcAra ke guNa avazya mileMge. hama rAma kI bAteM karate haiM, mokSa kI bAteM karate haiM, mahAvIra kI bAte karate haiM, lekina kabhI unake jIvana kI gaharAI meM nahIM gae. varddhamAna se mahAvIra taka kI yAtrA meM kitanI rukAvaTeM AI, kabhI dekhA hai ? unake jIvana kI nirmalatA kabhI dekhI ? hama apane jIvana kA Adarza, lakSya bhI abhI taka nirdhArita nahIM kara pAe, jIvana kA lakSya hai, rAma ko prApta kareM, AtmA ko prApta kareM, paramezvara taka kI yAtrA ko prApta kareM. saMsAra meM bhaTakane ke lie nahIM Ae. mokSa mArga para agrasara hone ke lie yAtrI bana kara Ae haiM. jIvana kA eka dhyeya nizcita karake Ae haiM. hama jagat kI tarapha dekhate haiM, kabhI svayaM kI tarapha jhAMkakara bhI nahIM dekhate ki hamArI kyA dazA hai. hama dekhate haiM, duniyA kidhara jAtI hai. "veyara ema AI goiMga " . mAlUma nahIM ki maiM kahA jA rahA hUM. duniyA se kyA matalaba. yaha hameM cAra-pAMca vyakti pUnA se bambaI ghUmane ke lie Ae hoMge, ravivAra kA dina thA, do-pAMca mitroM ko sAtha lekara bambaI ghUmane ke lie nikale the. pUre dina ghUmate rahe, bhaTakate rahe, koI lakSya to thA nahIM, ""ovara DriMksa" kara liyA. pUnA se TikaTa lekara Aye the. unako zAma kI gAr3I se vApisa pUnA pahuMcanA thA. naze meM the, hoza nahIM thA, TaiksI mila gaI bulAyA. sTezana le calo. usane bAmbe senTrala pahu~cA diyA. unheM basa itanA hI mAlUma thA ki hameM jAnA hai. gujarAta mela meM baiTha gae. jaise hI pahalA sTezana dAdara AyA. cekara ne Akara kahA "plIz2a TikaTa". unhoMne kahA ki pUnA se hI vApasI TikaTa lekara baiThA hUM. prathama zreNI kA yAtrI hUM. cekara ne kahA ki mahAzaya jI Apa galata baiTha gae haiM. maphatalAla ne kahA kyA bAta kara rahe ho, kyoM galata car3ha gaye ? tuma galata car3ha gae, maiM bilkula sahI baiThA hUM. yaha Apako gujarAta pahuMcAegI, pUnA nahIM jAegI. 89 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: maiM saba jAnatA hUM AI ema graijueTa. tuma mujhe kyA sikhAoge, par3he likhe nahIM ho.||| galata Trena meM car3ha gae pUcha karake car3hanA thA, anAr3I AdamI ho. dUsare se pUchA - tumhArI TikaTa kahAM hai? tU merI TikaTa pUchane vAlA kauna? saba naze meM the. tIsare se pUchA. usane kahA - kyA yAra, binA TikaTa car3ha gae to cupacApa baiTha jAo. gar3abar3a kiyA to Ane vAle sTezana para pulisa bulAkara nIce utAra deMge. sabane galata javAba die. pAMcavA vyakti jarA sahI najara A rahA thA, naze kI mAtrA kama thI. pUchA mahAzaya jI TikaTa? yAra! tuma samajhate nahIM, kisa duniyA meM jIte ho, disa ija DaimokresI. hama pAMca mitra haiM. pAMcoM ko tumane pUchA. usane apane sAthiyoM kI tarapha izArA karake-pUchA kyoM yAra, apane sahI car3he haiM? pAMcoM ne hAtha UMcA kara diyA. vI Ara rAiTa, bilkula sahI. yaha akelA kaba se bakabaka kara rahA hai. koI sunane vAlA nahIM. mAthA khA rahA hai isako nIce utAro. __ mAtra calanA hI paryApta nahIM hai, cala to sabhI rahe haiM. duniyAM meM saikar3oM dharma haiM, sabhI cala rahe haiM. aisA bhI pratIta ho rahA hai, sabhI kI maMjila kI tarapha yAtrA hai, phira bhI maMjila kI upalabdhi nahIM ho pAI. kyoM? kyoMki sabhI kI yAtrA suSuptAvasthA meM cala rahI hai, koI bhI jAgRta dazA meM nahIM cala rahA hai. kolhU ke baila kI taraha sabakI AMkhoM para andha vizvAsa kI paTTI baMdhI hai. pariNAma kyA AtA hai? kolhU ke baila kI dazA dekhie, subaha se zAma taka calate-calate zarIra thaka ke TUTa jAtA hai lekina pariNAma meM zUnya hI prApta hotA hai, mIloM kI yAtrA calakara bhI vahIM kA vahIM rahatA hai, pariNati meM sivAya thakAna ke kucha upalabdha nahIM ho pAtA. hama bhI cala rahe haiM, varSoM se sAmAyika kara rahe haiM, vrata, niyama kara rahe haiM, pratikramaNa kara rahe haiM, lekina pariNAma jIvana meM kucha bhI parivartana jaisI ghaTanA nahIM ghaTI. __ Apa kisI vyakti ko bAjAra meM dekhakara yaha nirNaya nahIM le sakate ki yaha dhArmika hai aura yaha nAstika, jo beImAnI nAstika kara rahA hai vahI dhArmika kara rahA hai. jhUTha, krodha, ahaMkAra kahIM para bhI Apako bhinnatA najara nahIM AegI. aisA kaise? mAnyatA meM itanI bar3I bhinnatA aura AcaraNa meM pUrNataH samarUpatA. aisI sAdhanA aisI yAtrA ko Apa kyA kaheMge? brahmA jI ne sRSTi kI racanA kI. usa racanA meM sabako eka samAna AyuSya diyA. paramAtmA kI dRSTi meM amIra aura garIba kA bheda nahIM hotA. dIvAra hotI hI nahIM, yahAM to daravAjA hai. koI bhI Ao koI bhI jAo. yahAM koI rukAvaTa nahIM. paramAtmA ke dvAra ke andara hamezA daravAjA khulA najara AegA. koI sAmpradAyika dIvAra najara nahIM 90 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI AegI. mokSa meM dIvAra to rukAvaTa paidA karegI. dila ko daravAjA banA lIjie, dIvAra mata banAiye. brahmA jI ne eka samAna dRSTi se sabako AyuSya diyA, bar3I sundara kalpanA hai. insAna AyA cAlIsa varSa kA AyuSya de diyA. gAya baila Ae unako bhI cAlIsa varSa kA AyuSya de diyA. kutte Ae unako bhI cAlIsa varSa de diyA. sabako eka samAna AyuSya diyA. bailoM ne vicAra kiyA ki bar3A anyAya ho gayA. unakI bahuta bar3I sabhA huI. brahmA jI ke pAsa bailoM ne pukAra kI. yaha kaliyuga hai. insAna nirdayI hai. hamase bahuta majadUrI karAyegA. jaba zarIra kI zakti kSINa ho jAegI, kasAI ke hAtha beca degA. bar3I burI mauta hogI. hameM itanA lambA AyuSya isa kAla meM nahIM cAhie. bhagavan! hamAre AyuSya ko Apa ghaTA dIjie. yahI prArthanA lekara hama Ae haiM. brahmA jI ne kahA, yahAM sabako samAna AyuSya vitarita kiyA gayA. yahAM diyA jAtA hai vApisa nahIM liyA jAtA. jo cIja de dI gaI vApisa nahIM lI jAtI. tumhArA Agraha hai to TrAMsaphara ho sakatA hai, riTarna nahIM. insAna khaDA thA. Apa jAnate haiM, insAna kI hara jagaha mAMgane kI Adata. bhagavAna ke dvAra gayA to bhI yAcanA, gurudvArA gayA to bhI yAcanA, masjida meM gayA to bhI yAcanA. mujhe kucha mila jAe. Apa mAMganA banda kara dIjie, Apako saba kucha mila jAegA. ve saba jAnate haiM aura ve ananta jJAnI haiM. Apa jisa bhAvanA se Ae haiM vaha paramAtmA aura gurujana saba jAnate haiM. kahane kI z2arUrata nahIM. mAMganA eka prakAra kA avizvAsa hai jo dene hI vAlA hai, vahAM mAMganA kyA? ghara meM thAlI lekara baiThe, mAM roTI DAlane hI vAlI hai, mAMga karake kyA karoge? mAMganA to mAM ke prati avizvAsa hai. paramAtmA ke dvAra para gae, gurujanoM ke pAsa gae, gurudvAre meM gae to ve antardRSTi se saba kucha jAna lete haiM aura binA mAge saba kucha mila jAtA hai. hamArI Adata, tirupati se lekara vaiSNavI devI taka lAina laga jAtI hai. hama Atma kalyANa ke uddezya se nahIM jAte, basa sirpha isalie ki kucha mila jAe. kahAM taka daridra banake raheMge. samrAT banie. kahAM taka yAcanA kareMge, samarpaNa bhAva lAiye. daridratA se hI mAnava kA patana huA hai. mAMga-mAMga karake ikaTThA kareMge Akhira to chor3a kara ke jAnA hai. mauja-maz2A to dUsare kareMge. galata tarIke se upArjana karane se sajA Apako milegI aura majA lar3ake kareMge. ___maiM rAjasthAna se vihAra karake A rahA thA. garmI ke dina the. subaha dhUpa nikalI huI thI. gAMva ke loga julAhe the. maiM gAMva ke kinAre se jA rahA thA to eka mAcA (palaMga) par3A thA. lakar3I lekara jora-jora se usa mAce ko mAra rahA thA. maiMne kahA yaha kyA tamAzA hai. usase pUchA ki ise kyoM mAra rahe ho? ___ mahArAja kyA batalAeM! pUrI rAta khaTamaloM ne mere prANa le lie, khUna cUsa liyA. 91 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: maiMne kahA - vaha bAta sahI hai para khUna cUsane vAle to rAta ko hI vihAra kara gae, palAyana ho gae. isa mAce ko kyoM mAra rahe ho. isane kyA gunAha kiyA hai? isane to tumheM Azraya diyA, pUrI rAta tumane vizrAma kiyA. isane kyA galatI kI? kyA batAeM? zAyada isameM hoM. maiMne socA yahI hAlata apanI hai. mauja-majA to indriyAM kareMgI. bAla bacce kareMge, Ane vAlI santAna karegI, indriyoM ko Azraya dene vAlI AtmA durgati meM jAkara mAra khAegI. karma kI mAra usa para par3egI. AtmA ne kyA bhUla kI. khaTamaloM ne khUna cUsA para mAra to mAcA ne khAyI, upArjana kareM, kamAeM, pApa kareM, saba karanA par3e. jhUTha bolakara ke paisA paidA kiyA. pApa karake paisA paidA kiyA, anIti se anyAya se upArjana kiyA. maz2A lar3ake, pote, parapote kareMge. bApa acchA majadUra, kamA kara ke rakha gayA mauja karo. lar3ake Apako dhanyavAda deMge aise bhI nahIM haiM, kyoMki Apane saMskAra hI nahIM diyA. __ maz2A ve kareMge aura sajA Apako milegI, vicAra kara lenA, eka cintana hai. hamArI aisI sthiti bana jAtI hai. insAna kI Adata -- hara jagaha mAMganA zurU kara detA hai. kaviyoM kI bar3I sundara kalpanA ke andara apane jIvana kI saccAI chipI milegI. hamAre jIvana kI saccAI najara AegI. bhagavAna bhI mAnava kI mAMgoM se taMga A gae. mandiroM se bhagavAna cale gae. devaloka meM jAkara nArada jI ko bulAyA aura kahA "mujhe insAna se bacAo. jisa maMdira meM gayA, lAina laga gaI. kisI dharma sthala para gayA to lAina laga gaI. bhIr3a se taMga A gayA aba kahAM jAeM." nArada jI ne kahA - "kailAza parvata para jAiye. vahAM para manuSya pAegA." "kyA bAta karate ho? tenasiMga aura eDamaMDa hilerI vahAM bhI pahuMca gae aura jhaMDA phaharA ke A gae. aba kailAza, himAlaya bhI surakSita nahIM hai. vahAM bhI insAna ke kadama cale gae. candramA para bhI A jAiye. kahIM Teliskopa se dekha liyA to merI musIbata. rAkeTa taiyAra ho gayA, yahAM taka unakI savArI A jAegI. vaha bhI surakSita nahIM hai." "bhagavAna aisA karie ki pAtAla loka meM cale jAiye" - nAradajI ne kahA, bhagavAna ne kahA - "pAtAla meM jAkara kyA karUM? manuSya mahAsAgara kI gaharAI taka cale jAte haiM. mujhe vahAM bhI najara AtA hai ki insAna vahAM bhI A jAegA. socakara batAo ki maiM kahAM chipUM, jahAM insAna na Ae." nArada jI ne vicAra pUrvaka eka aisI jagaha batalAI ki jahAM insAna kabhI jAtA hI nahIM. nArada jI ne bhagavAna ke kAna meM kahA - "insAna ke hRdaya meM cale jAiye vahAM insAna kabhI jhAMkakara nahIM dekhatA. apanA hRdaya nahIM TaTolatA vaha mandira meM jhAMkegA. gurudvAroM meM jhAMkegA, masjida meM jAkara jhAMkegA, bhagavAna hai, khudA hai. vaha yaha nahIM socegA ki khudA to khuda ke andara meM hai." nya mahA pahaca 92 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsun Gyanmandir -guruvANI apane antarhRdaya meM nahIM dekhate ki paramAtmA antara meM hI chipA hai. mandira to use prApta karane ke mAdhyama haiM. citta kI ekAgratA ko prApta karane ke sAdhana ko, yadi Apa sAdhya mAna leMge to bar3I bhayaMkara bhUla hogI. usa mAdhyama se svayaM ko pAnA hai. baccoM ko pustaka dI jAtI hai. jJAna to usake andara hai. pustaka eka mAdhyama hai tAki usa jJAna kA vikAsa pustaka ke mAdhyama se ho. paramAtmA kI mUrti ke dvArA, usa avalambana se svayaM ko pAnA hai. brahmA jI ne saba ko samAna AyuSya kA vitaraNa kara diyA. baila ne kahA bhagavana! mujhe bacAiye. yaha insAna bemauta mAra DAlegA, kasAI ke hAthoM meM de degA. kAma nikalate hI svArthapUrti hone ke bAda, merI bar3I durdazA ho jAegI. unhoMne to cAlIsa-cAlIsa varSa kA samAna AyuSya vitaraNa kiyA huA thA. bhagavAna ne kahA - "TrAMsaphara ho sakatA hai, riTarna honA saMbhava nahIM. insAna khar3A thA - bhagavan! calegA. lene ko taiyAra hUM. bIsa varSa baila kA mila gayA. insAna bar3A prasanna ho gayA. vaha AzA lagAe khar3A thA, zAyada aura kucha mila jAe. kuttoM kI bhI bahuta bar3I sabhA huI. unhoMne nirNaya kiyA hama to insAna ke bar3e vaphAdAra haiM. insAna paramAtmA kA kitanA vafAdAra hai, vaha vicAraNIya viSaya hai. kaliyuga meM hamArI kyA dazA hai? hamArI jAti ko bahuta badanAma kiyA jA rahA hai. hamArI vaphAdArI logoM ke dhyAna meM nahIM AtI. kuttoM ne vicAra karake nirNaya kara liyA aura brahmA jI ke pAsa gae, bole ki bhagavan! hamArA lambA AyuSya ghaTA dIjie. hama isa prakAra jInA nahIM cAhate. brahmAjI bole, bhAI TrAMsaphara ho sakatA hai para riTarna nahIM ho sakatA. vApasa nahIM liyA jA sakatA. kattoM ne kahA - jaisA Apa ucita samajheM. yadi riTarna nahIM ho sakatA to TrAMsaphara kara dIjie. insAna khar3A thA AzA lagAe ki kucha milegA. bIsa varSa kuttoM kA bhI mila gayA. samaya pUrNa huA paramAtmA to cale gae. paramAtmA ne vahAM para jo varadAna diyA thA, vaha hamAre jIvana meM sAkAra ho rahA hai. hamAre jIvana kI vartamAna meM durdazA dekhie. dekhA kabhI, cAlIsa varSa haka kA hotA hai. usake bAda bIsa varSa baila kA liyA. isa kalpanA meM apane jIvana kI saccAI ko dekhie. cAlIsa varSa taka mAtA-pitA vidyamAna hote haiM. sAsa-sasura hote haiM. harA-bharA parivAra hotA hai. zarIra sazakta hotA hai. nizcinta rahatA hai. kisI bImArI kA AkramaNa nahIM hotA. cAlIsa varSa ke bAda do cAra jamAI A jAeM. do cAra suputra ho jAeM. ghara ke andara lar3akI bar3I hone laga jAe. phira dekhie cAlIsa sAla se sATha taka bIsa varSa kaisA jAtA hai. baila kI taraha majadUrI sAre ghara kA vaz2ana. Aja jamAI kI cintA, lar3akoM kI cintA, bahU kI cintA, zAdI kI cintA, saba taraha kI cintA hI cintA hotI hai. dukAna kI samasyA, kamAI kI samasyA, pasInA utArate haiM. subaha se zAma taka dhUpa, garmI, sardI, saba bardAzta 93 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: guruvANI karate haiM. pUre saMsAra kA vaz2ana uThA karake calate haiM. gulAmI naz2ara nahIM AtI. cAlIsa varSa se sATha varSa taka hamArI kyA sthiti hotI hai. kaisI majadUrI karanI par3atI hai. saMsAra kA yaha zrama kabhI vairAgya nahIM detA. jaise hI sATha varSa ke ho jAeM aura lar3ake hoziyAra ho jAyeM. buddhimAna hoM. cAbI TrAMsaphara ho jAe. dukAna Aphisa saMbhAlane laga jAeM. zarIra se kamaz2ora ho jAeM, pAMva javAba de deM. AMkha meM rozanI kama ho jAe. dAMta TrAMsaphara ho jAeM. khAnA pace nahIM. bacce dukAna meM pahuMca jAe. unake hAtha meM sArA kanTrola A jAe. aisI lAcArI meM kyA dazA ho ? Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sATha se lagAkara assI taka, ghara meM kahAM jagaha milatI hai, kabhI socA ? kahAM baiThate haiM ? daravAje para baccoM ko khilAo, daravAje para raho, cauMkIdArI karo. samaya hogA thAlI meM khAnA A jAegA. vaha jagaha kisakI hai? bolane kI z2arUrata nahIM, Apa jAnate haiM ? jo varadAna liyA gayA, usI kA yaha pariNAma ki vRddhAvasthA meM vahI jagaha milegI. taba bhI kabhI vairAgya AyA. kabhI jIvana meM jAgRti AI. yaha to TrAMsaphara hotA hai. loga kahate haiM - svatantratA cAhie, AjAdI cAhie. nau mahIne taka garbha meM rahe. pAMca varSa taka mAM kI najara kaida meM rahe. paccIsa varSa taka bApa kI kasTaDI meM rahe. usake bAda jaise hI zAdI huI phira kaisI gulAmI, viSaya kI gulAmI ? jaise bur3hApA AyA baccoM kI gulAmI. kabhI koI kAma A jAe aura maiM carcA cheDUM kI ise karanA cAhie to kaheMge mahArAja, baccoM se pUcha kara batAU~gA. sArA jIvana isa gulAmI meM pUrA hotA hai. jIvana meM AjAdI haiM kahAM ? svatantratA hai| kahAM? vyakti bAta karatA hai mujhe AjAdI cAhie, svatantratA cAhie. yama-niyama kA bandhana nahIM cAhie. maryAdA bandhana nahIM, jIvana kA anuzAsana hai. Aja kA manuSya yaha socatA hai ki niyama kA bandhana nahIM cAhie. vrata, niyama pratijJA nahIM cAhie. AjAdI cAhie to kaTI pataMga jaisA hI pariNAma AegA. insAna ko bauddhika vikAra ko lekara nazA car3hatA hai. jJAna kA ajIrNa ho jAtA hai. sannipAta kI sthiti A jAtI hai. bImArI meM vAta, pitta, kapha saba eka nAr3I meM A jAe, use sannipAta kahate haiM. vyakti phira bakabaka karatA hai. tInoM sama nAr3I meM AtI haiM. vaha mRtyu se pUrva kI bhUmikA hai, mRtyu nizcita hai. baka baka baka karane laga jAtA hai. use mAlUma nahIM, kyA bola rahA hUM? mere sAmane kauna hai? saba bhUla jAtA hai. bakavAsa karatA hai. hamAre yahAM bhI paisA A jAe, pada A jAe, jJAna A jAe to manuSya sannipAta kI sthiti meM A jAtA hai. vaha kahatA hai- mujhe yama niyama nahIM cAhie, bandhana nahIM cAhie. anuzAsana nahIM cAhie yama niyama aura paramAtmA ke Adeza kI paratantratA nahIM cAhie. nahIM cAhie to yahAM Agraha to hai nahIM, parantu usakA yahI pariNAma Ae sArA jIvana ApakA bandhana meM jAtA hai. koI aisI jagaha hai, jahAM bandhana na ho ? yama niyama Apako 94 For Private And Personal Use Only Ta

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-guruvANI bandhana naz2ara AtA hai. pratijJA jIvana kI bar3I sundara vyavasthA hai. anuzAsita jIvana AtmA ko mukta karane kA sAdhana banatA hai. Apa mujhe kaheM nau mahInA mAM ke garbha meM rahanA par3A, AjAdI thI vahAM para? karma kI kasTaDI thI. janma ke bAda pAMca varSa taka Apako mAM kI najara meM rahanA par3A, bhUtakAla ko jhAMka kara dekhiye kaisI galAmI thI, biThAe baiThanA par3A, khilAe khAnA par3A, sulAye to sonA par3A, dhamakAe to sunanA par3A. kucha ApakA kAnUna calA? pacIsa varSa taka bApa kI kaida meM rahe, to bajaTa vahIM se pAsa hotA thA. pAkeTa khAlI thI. lAcArI thI. paccIsa varSa ApakI gulAmI meM gae. kahAM gaI ApakI AjAdI? zabdoM meM rahA, AcaraNa meM kucha nahIM thA. paccIsa varSa ke bAda ghara kI javAbadArI AyI. bar3I burI javAbadArI hotI hai. vaidika paramparA meM eka bar3A sundara rUpaka diyA hai. ___ yama-niyama jIvana ke anuzAsana haiM. ve jIvana kI vyavasthA aura surakSA ke lie haiM. kahIM ApakI AtmA durgati meM na calI jAe, use Apa prakAzita kara pAeM isIlie alaga-alaga dharma meM alaga-alaga vyavasthA ho gaI. anuzAsana batalAe gae tAki vyakti apanI indriyoM para niyantraNa prApta kara pAe. jisa dina indriyoM para anuzAsana hogA, binA prayatna ke sahaja meM Apako AtmA para adhikAra mila jAegA. pradeza para yadi adhikAra mila jAe to deza milane hI vAlA hai. sArA prayatna hI usake lie honA cAhie. sArI vyavasthA dharmabinda grantha meM isI rUpa meM batalAI gaI hai. kisa taraha se apane jIvana kA sundara nirmANa kiyA jAe. kisa taraha se jIvana ko jyotirmaya banAyA jAe, use prakAzita kiyA jAe. aneka AtmAoM ke hita ke lie merA jIvana arpaNa ho jAe. vaha bhAvanA hai? hai sahana karane kI tAkata? jaisI ApakI daSTi hogI vaisI hI ApakI saSTi bana jAegI, zrI kaSNa jI jaisI daSTi prApta kareM. ve eka bAra jA rahe the, sAtha meM bahuta se aura sAthI the. eka marA huA kuttA dekhakara saba ghRNA prakaTa karane laga gae, apanI nAka ko kapar3e se Dhaka lie, thUkakara ke nikale, basa aruci paidA kara rahe the, use dekha kara kRSNa jI ne apane maMgala dRSTi se kahA - ahA! kitanA vaphAdAra prANI hai. namaka khAne para usake lie prANa de detA hai. jagata meM aisA eka bhI prANI Apako nahIM milegA. jisakA Apa pAlana kareM, aura ApakA vafAdAra banA rahe. aise prANI mileMge jo Apa para AkramaNa kara deM. parantu yaha bar3A vaphAdAra hai. isakI prAmANikatA bar3I sundara hai. marane ke bAda isake dAMta kitane sundara motI kI taraha camaka rahe haiM. yaha unakI guNa dRSTi thI. jitane bhI vyakti gae, ve vicAra meM par3a gae. natamastaka ho gae. hamArI dRSTi bhI itanI maMgala honI cAhie ki gandagI meM bhI hama sundaratA ko dekhane laga jAeM. kisI prANI ke prati ghRNA aura tiraskAra hamAre jIvana meM na ho. maMgala dRSTi ho. kahIM se bhI sadguNa ko grahaNa karanA hai. - do 95 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI hama eka aMgulI udhara karate haiM to tIna aMgulI ApakI tarapha AtI haiM. udhara kyA dekhatA hai idhara dekha, kaisA hai. tIna aMgulI ko nahIM dekhate ki ve mujhe kyA kaha rahI haiM. ye bahumata haiM, tIna haiM vaha to eka hai. hamArI najara eka kI tarapha jAtI hai, tIna kI tarapha nahIM ki maiM svayaM kaisA hUM. mujhe kyA adhikAra, kisI ko kucha kaha~, hara vyakti apane karma ke adhIna hai. "mittI me savva bhUesu" paramAtmA ne kahA Apa yaha pratijJA karie, jagat meM kisI bhI AtmA se merI koI zatrutA nahIM. kleza hI saMsAra kA bIja hai. jIvana ko jalA kara ke koyalA banA degA, rAkha banA degA. sArI zAMti ApakI usase naSTa ho jAegI. AtmA kI sArI samRddhi luTa jAegI. samatva kI bhUmikA cAhie. sAr3he bAraha varSa taka paramAtmA mahAvIra ne sahana kiyA. sAre jagat ko unhoMne kahA, jo AtmA sahana karegA, vahI siddha banegA. sAdhanA ke kSetra meM pahale sahana karatA hai. koI bhI zabda A jAe, zabda kA pAna isa prakAra se kareM ki jahara bhI amRta bana jAe, sahana karane kI aisI zakti Apa vikasita kareM ki jagat kI koI zakti dhyAna bhaMga nahIM kara sake. samadRSTi ko prApta karane ke lie, sAdhanA ke sarvocca zikhara taka pahuMcane ke lie, sAmAyika kI sAdhanA hai. yaha samatva ko prApta karane kI parama sAdhanA hai. dhIre-dhIre vyakti usa kSetra meM samatva ke patha para Age bar3hatA hI calA jAe phira koI bhedabhAva nahIM rahegA, koI dIvAra nahIM rahegI. sArA saMsAra hI usake lie dvAra hogA. sabhI AtmAoM ke lie usake andara praveza saMbhava hogA. sabhI AtmAoM ko vaha apanI dRSTi se dekhegA. sarva ko svayaM meM dekhegA. svayaM ko sarva meM dekhegA. yaha maMgala dRSTi usameM A jAegI. saMgharSa kI pravRtti calI jAegI. saMgama deva prabhu vIra ko pIr3ita kara rahA thA aura paramAtmA mahAvIra bilkula mauna khar3e rahe, jarA bhI dveSa bhAva kI dRSTi nahIM. kaisI udAratA thI, sahana karane kI kaisI apUrva zakti thI, taba siddha baneM. samabhAva meM yahI cintana ki yaha becArA karma vaza hai, bhUtakAla kA koI aisA karma upArjana kiyA hai. maiM nimitta bana karake AyA hUM. isa becArI AtmA kA kyA hogA. kaisI sundara bhAvanA, kaisA maMgala cintana. mujhe yaha pasanda nahIM ki isake duHkha kA nimitta maiM banU~, dayA ke AMsU A gae. dUsarI AtmAoM ko duHkhI dekhakara yadi ApakA hRdaya darda kA anubhava kare, dUsaroM kI pIr3A kA AMsU ApakI AMkhoM se A jAe taba samajhanA maiM dayAlu hUM. dUsare kA darda dekhakara ke ApakI AMkha meM AMsU AnA cAhie. dUsaroM kI pIr3A kA Apako anubhava honA cAhie. isa AtmA kI kyA dazA hai. isa dukhI AtmA ko dukha se kaise mukta karUM? taba jAkara ke sAdhanA se sugandha paidA hotI hai. yahI hai mahAvIra kA sampUrNa darzana. - 96 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: - - ___ jIvana kI zuddhi ke lie pahale Apa sahana karanA sIkheM. usameM bhI sarvaprathama zabda kI coTa ko sahana karanA sIkheM kyoMki kaTutA vahIM se paidA hotI hai. saMgharSa vahIM se paidA hogA. isane aisA kaha diyA, usane vaisA kaha diyA. mahAna pahuce hue santa the. RSi the. dhyAnastha baiThe the. koI unakA parama bhakta thA. bar3I sundara vastu lAkara arpaNa kara gayA. sAmane eka vyakti ne jaba yaha najArA dekhA mana meM vicAra AyA ki yaha kaisA santa hai, kaisA sAdhu haiM. kahIM kamAne jAtA nahIM, khAtA pItA maz2A karatA hai. mana meM IrSyA paidA huI. isake bhakta varga kaise haiM. bar3I mUlyavAna cIja lAkara sAmane rakha gae. jhAMka kara dekhatA bhI nahIM. bevakUpha hai. javAna vyakti thA, sAmane Akara ke nahIM bolane jaisA bola gayA. kAyara AdamI hai, ghara se bhAga kara A gayA. bAla-baccoM kA pAlana-poSaNa karane kI tAkata nahIM isalie bAbA bana gayA. muphta kA khAnA milatA hai. bolane vAle kaTu zabda vaha bola gayA. mahAtmA ke cehare para koI vedanA kA cinha nahIM. apanI prasannatA meM magna sAdhanA kA nazA aisA hai jo kabhI utaratA hI nahIM. Apa rAta ko zarAba pIyeMge to usakA khumAra subaha utara jAegA. parantu isa sAdhanA kA khumAra aisA hai, eka bAra ise apanA liyA to jindagI meM utare hI nahIM. jagat kA darda yA darda kA anubhava bhI nahIM hone detA. AnaMda kA hI anubhava hogA. koI darda nahIM hogA. isa naze meM yaha majA hai. sAdhu apanI sAdhanA meM masta the. jagat se zUnya the kyA ho rahA hai kucha mAlUma hI nahIM. parantu hama apanI sAdhanA meM to, hama saba dhyAna rakhate haiM. mAlA ginate samaya ghara kI pUrI caukIdArI rahatI hai. bhagavAna kA bhajana calatA ho, lakSmInArAyaNa ke mandira meM gae ho. jUtA bAhara khola karake Ae. mana jUte meM rahA. zarIra bhagavAna ke pAsa le gae. Upara se prArthanA kara rahe haiM. Apa dRSTi dekhie. "tvameva mAtA ca pitA tvameva" dRSTi turanta bAhara jUte kI tarapha ghUmegI ki jUtA hai yA gAyaba ho gayA. phira jUte kI tarapha naz2ara karate huye bAlegA. "tvameva bandhuzca sakhA tvameva" phira vApasa mur3a kara bhagavAn ke sAmane dekhakara bolegA. "tvameva vidyA draviNaM tvameva" phira bAhara jUte kI tarapha dekhakara bolegA. "tvameva sarvam mama deva deva" jUte se bhI gaI bItI hamArI prArthanA. jUte kA mUlya samajha liyA. prArthanA kA mUlya Aja taka samajha meM nahIM AyA. yaha jUtA bar3A mUlyavAna hai. do sau-cAra sau meM lAyA hUM. - ma 97 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI parantu nahIM mAlUma ki prArthanA amUlya hai. maiMne kahA ki dimAga se Apa jUtA nikAla denA. parantu hamArI hAlata bar3I kharAba hai jAtA nahIM, purAtana saMskAra hai, prayatna kareMge to z2arUra sudhAra AegA. mahAtmA ko Akara ke apazabda bola gayA. sAdhanA meM unakA praveza ho cukA thA. ve to sAdhanA ke naze meM the saba bhUla gae the, duniyAM kahAM hai? citta kI aisI ekAgratA A jAtI hai, kucha patA nahIM par3atA, kyA ho rahA hai? jahAM taka yaha sthiti nahIM AegI, saMsAra se zUnya nahIM baneMge aura kabhI andara meM sarjana nahIM hogA. AtmA kI vaha khoja kabhI pUrI hone vAlI nahIM hai. samrAT akabara jaMgala meM zikAra khelane ke lie gae the. zAma kA samaya thA, khudA kI bandagI ke lie namAja par3ha rahe the. bar3A sundara kAlIna bichA diyA gayA. unake sAtha aura bhI kaI amIra the. acAnaka zAma ke samaya eka choTA-sA nirdoSa bAlaka daur3atA huA AyA aura galIce ke Upara se nikala gayA. bar3A sundara galIcA thA. samrAT ekadama nArAz2a hue apane AdamiyoM ko kahA ki isa bAlaka ko pakar3a karake le Ao. kahA thA aura Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir namAz2a pUrI ho gaI. bandagI karake jaise hI bAdazAha apane kaimpa meM gae. sipAhiyoM ne usa bacce ko bAdazAha ke sAmane peza kiyA. bacce ko bAdazAha ne tujhe zarma nahIM AI. kaisI badatamIjI kI tumane maiM khudA kI namAz2a par3ha rahA tU mere sAmane se nikala kara calA gayA. merA galIcA gandA kara gayA. - baccA kucha bhI nahIM bolA. vaha bar3A samajhadAra baccA thA. hAtha jor3a kara ke kahA gustAkhI mApha kareM. mujhe kSamA kareM. maiM eka bAta kahanA cAhatA hUM maiM apanI mAM ke sAtha AyA thA. mAM jaMgala meM lakar3iyAM kATa rahI thI, zAma kA samaya thA. maiM jaMgala meM khelane calA gayA, mAM calI gaI, mAM ne dekhA bAlaka A jAegA. maiMne jaba dekhA to mAM naz2ara nahIM AI. kisI sAthI ne kahA-terI mAM isa rAste se gaI hai. maiMne apanI mAM khojane meM svayaM ko aisA kho diyA. mujhe kucha nahIM mAlUma, bAdazAha kahAM khar3e haiM. namAja kahAM par3hA jA rahA hai. galIcA aura kAlIna kahAM bichA hai. maiM daur3atA gayA. khoja meM svayaM ko kho diyA. merI khoja pUrI ho gaI. mAM mila gayI. hujUra ! Apa khudA kI khoja meM nikale the. Apako saba mAlUma hai kauna kidhara se gayA, galIcA kisane gandA kiyA. yaha ApakI khoja kaba pUrI hogI ? paramAtmA kI prArthanA meM jaba taka hama svayaM ko khoeMgeM nahIM, taba taka ApakI khoja pUrI hone vAlI nahIM svayaM ko khonA hai, svayaM ko khojanA to dUra gayA. paramAtmA kI khoja bhI dUra gaI. hama to duniyAM ko khoja rahe haiM. paise ko khoja rahe haiM kahAM se milegA. paramAtmA ke mAdhyama se yadi Apa paise ko khoja rahe haiM, to yaha hamArI mUrkhatA hogI. mahAtmA dhyAna meM magna the. saba kho cuke the. saMsAra ko bhUla kara Ae the. mAtra paramAtmA kI smRtiyoM meM jIvita the. unake lie saMsAra mara cukA thA. vAsanA qhatma ho gaI thI. vaha vyakti gAliyAM dekara ke gayA, patA hI nahIM. do-tIna dina taka usane ye nATaka kiyA 98 For Private And Personal Use Only Guo

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guruvANI isa Akhira vaha vyakti thaka gayA. kaisA patthara jaisA AdamI hai. roz2a itanA bakatA para koI dhyAna hI nahIM detA. cauthe dina AyA. mana meM glAni paidA huI ki koI mahAna santa haiM, apazabda bolakara maiMne Aga lagAne kI bar3I koziza kI parantu vaha to phAyaraprUpha haiM. barpha jaise haiM. itanA uttejita kiyA. zabdoM kI coTa inako dI. na jAne kaise-kaise zabda inake sAmane maine lAkara rakhe parantu inake cehare para krodha kI z2arA bhI nizAnI nahIM, tanAva nahIM. caraNoM meM gira gayA. usake hRdaya se parivartana huA ki koI mahAna santa haiM. kahA bhagavan! merI ajJAna dazA ko dekhakara Apa kSamA kareM, maine jo bhI kI bhUla usake lie kSamA cAhatA hUM bhagavan! maiMne Apake sAtha kitanA durvyavahAra kiyA, kaise-kaise apazabda bole bhagavan kSamA kareM aura AzIrvAda deM. santa ne kaisA jabAba diyA use chAtI se lagAkara kahA nahIM kI. terA koI aparAdha hai hI nahIM. beTA! tUne kucha bhI bhUla prema se sArI duniyAM ko jItA jA sakatA hai, prema hI ekamAtra aisI sAdhanA hai jo binA mantra ke siddha ho jAtI hai. yadi vyakti prema kI sAdhanA meM praveza kara jAe, aisI maMgala bhAvanA vikasita kare ki jagata meM koI bhI parAyA nahIM sabhI mere apane haiM, apanI dRSTi ko hI badale de, dUsaroM ko mitravat samajhane kI dRSTi A jAe, to saMsAra kI samasta vaimanasyatA samApta ho jAe. prabhu vIra kI dRSTi parivartana kI prakriyA dhIre-dhIre Apako batalAtA rahUMgA. merA kAma hai saplAI karanA Apa taka pahuMcA denA. DAkie kI taraha se saMdeza de denA. paramAtmA kA pravacana to sAre vizva ko prakAza dene vAlA hai. itanA sAmarthya hai usa pravacana meM ki sAre deza ko, sAre vizva ko, prakAzita kara deM. pAvara hAusa dekhie kitanA volTeja hotA hai usake andara hAI volTeja hotA hai. pUre zahara ko saplAI karatA hai para homa DilIvarI ke lie kitanA volTeja cAhie ? " " Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kama vAlTeja cAhie. dau sau volTeja cAhie ghara taka pahuMcAne ke lie, agara sIdhI saplAI kara dI jAye pAvara hAusa se to Apake ghara kI kyA hAlata hogI. dIvAlI ho jAyegI. pUrA zahara jala kara ke rAkha bana jAegA zakti hai, para grahaNa karane kI tAkata nahIM hai. paramAtmA kA yaha pravacana tattvajJAna se bharA huA hai. samRddha hai, sAre vizva ko prakAza dene vAlA hai. hamAre pAsa itanI mAnasika kSamatA nahIM hai. saplAI nahIM kI jAtI TrAMsaphara hotA hai. hAI volTeja ko, lo volTeja meM lAkara DilIvarI dI jAtI hai. sudharmA svAmI kA yaha pATa (takhata) TrAMsaphArmara hai, tAki Apa samajha leM. paramAtmA ke vicAra ke prakAza meM se Apako bhI rAstA mila jAe. Apa svayaM apanA prakAza prApta kara leM, calane kA rAstA Apako svayaM dikhAI par3e maiM samajhaMgA mujhe apanI majadUrI kA lAbhAMza mila gayA. usase mujhe prasannatA milegI. inameM ruci paidA ho gaI, pyAsa jaga gaI. 99 For Private And Personal Use Only 24

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-guruvANI ___AtmA kI khoja ke samudra meM jaba DubakI lagAeMge, taba samatva rUpa ratnoM kI prApti hogI. isa upalabdhi ke lie Apako dhyAna kI prakriyA se gujaranA hogA, dhyAna dvArA hI usa parama tatva kI, paramAnanda kI anubhUti hogI. maiM kyA hUM? kahA hUM? Adi praznoM kA bhI sahaja meM samAdhAna mila jAegA. samAdhAna prApti ke bAda Apa Apa nahIM raha pAeMge. pUrNa rUpAntaraNa ho jAegA. varSoM kI satat sAdhanA, mokSaphala kI jananI bana jAegI. sAdhanA cale aura jIvana na badale, isase bar3A kyA Azcarya ho sakatA hai? sUrya nikalA ho aura kahe AkAza abhI aMdhakAra kA Azraya banA huA hai, yaha koI svIkArya hai? pAnI pI liyA jAe aura kaheM pyAsa nahIM bujha pAI to samajhanA cAhie ki hamane pAnI hI nahIM piyA. pAnI kI jagaha kisI galata vastu kA sevana kara liyA. dhyAna kI upalabdhi, usakI anubhUti kisa taraha se ho vaha bhI Apako samajhAUMgA. Aja itanA hI rahane deM. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jainaM jayati zAsanama" kabra meM soe eka murde ne AvAja dI mujhe yahA~ kauna chor3a gayA? mere pAsa dhana-makAna-saba kucha thA. mujhe yahA~ akelA kauna chor3a gayA? vahIM se guz2arate eka kavi ne pratyuttara diyA : "sabra kara, tujhe chor3ane koI terA duzmana yahA~ nahIM AyA. jinake lie tU saba kucha chor3a AyA hai, ve hI tere parijana tujhe yahA~ lAkara chor3a gae haiM! 100 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI satya aura sadAcAra : gRhastha jIvana ke mUla Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir parama kRpAlu AcArya zrI haribhadrasUri jI mahArAja ne aneka AtmAoM ke kalyANa kI maMgalakAmanA se isa 'dharmabiMdu' grantha kI racanA kI. sUtroM ke dvArA dharma-sAdhanA kA mArgadarzana diyA, kisa prakAra se jIvana meM apane dharma ko vyApaka banAyA jAye. merA dharma mere makAna taka, parivAra taka aura prANimAtra taka vyApaka bane. jaise-jaise hama una sUtroM kA cintana kareMge aura cintana ke dvArA, svayaM ke jIvana kA nirIkSaNa kareMge, to jo satya hai, vaha hamAre sAmane upasthita hogA. maiM kyA hUM? kauna hUM? kisakI kRpA kA yaha vartamAna pariNAma hai ? aura maiM kahAM upasthita hUM ? aura mujhe kahAM jAnA hai? ina sArI bAtoM para svayaM ko vicAra- cintana karanA hai. jIvana mila gayA parantu isakI pUrNatA Aja taka nahIM huI. Adarza jIvana milanA koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai, parantu usakI pUrNatA mahattvapUrNa bAta hai aura jo jIvana ke sadAcAra yA sadAcaraNa kA sUtra cala rahA hai, vaha ati mUlyavAna hai, isalie ki jIvana ke usa cAritrya ko kaise prApta kiyA jAe ? sUtra samajhane ke uparAnta usa pUrNatA ko prApta karanA sarala bana jAegA. 101 jJAniyoM ne kahA hai, ki ApakA jIvana kitanA bhI sundara ho, cAhe kaisA bhI mUlyavAna ho. vyakti dhanavAna ho, pUrva kA puNya lekara ke AyA ho, saba prakAra kI suvidhA ho, sAdhana-sampanna ho, parantu yadi jIvana meM satya aura sadAcAra ke do kAMTe nahIM haiM, to usa jIvana kA koI mUlya nahIM. una do kAMToM kA hI mUlya hai. arthAt satya aura sadAcAra ina donoM viSayoM kI upAdeyatA para cintana huA. satya ke dvArA usa prAmANikatA ko prApta karanA hai, aura sadAcAra ke dvArA jIvana ko sugandhita karanA hai, isalie hama isa dizA meM cintanarata haiM. gRhastha jIvana kA eka Adarza hai - sadAcAra. isake abhAva meM kucha ho nahIM sakatA. gRhastha jIvana kA AdhAra hai, vyakti kA upArjana karanA, aura zAdI-byAha ke dvArA apane parivAra kA nirmANa karanA.. For Private And Personal Use Only zAdI kahAM karanI hai ? vivAha-saMskAra kahAM kiyA jAye ? hamArI saMskRti meM vivAha ko bhI saMskAra kI upamA dI gaI hai. vaha bhI jIvana kA eka saMskAra hai. kaise karanA ? kahAM karanA ? isameM isakA nirdeza hai. vyakti bhAvukatA meM Akara turanta binA soce nirNaya kara letA hai aura usakA pariNAma anarthakArI hotA hai. pUre parivAra ke lie vaha vidhvaMsakArI kyoMki usa nirNaya meM usakI gaharAI nahIM, usakA anubhava nahIM, aura isakA pariNAma hama roz2a dekhate haiM. parantu ghara ke mAtA-pitA ke dvArA jo nirNaya liyA jAtA hai, vaha bahuta soca samajha kara ke, anubhava ke dvArA liyA jAtA hai. mAtA-pitA yaha nahIM cAhate ki mere putra kA jIvana barbAda ho yA klezamaya bane. ve bahuta socane ke anantara hI nirNaya lete haiM. bana jAtA kR

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guruvANI yadi isa prakAra nirNaya ke AdhAra para yaha kArya kiyA jAye to isameM koI bAdhA yA rukAvaTa nahIM AyegI. jo Aja ghara-ghara kI samasyA hai, usakA bahuta hada taka samAdhAna ho jAegA. mAtA-pitA meM bhI aisI udAratA honI cAhie ki usameM bAlaka kI bhI salAha lI jAe tAki bAlaka ke mana meM yaha bhAva na Ae ki mere jIvana kA nirNaya karane vAle yaha kauna hote haiM? salAha le lene se pArivArika prema banA rahatA hai. mAtA aura pitA ke prati bAlaka kA pUrNa sammAna surakSita rahatA hai. ataH mila-jalakara yaha nirNaya lenA hI adhika samIcIna hai. jahAM unake zIla kA, unake AcaraNa kA, unake vyavahAra kA pUrNa paricaya pahale prApta kiyA jAye. jaise ki unakA khAna-pAna kaisA hai?, unakA rahana-sahana kaisA hai?. unake parivAra kA vAtAvaraNa, unake gAMva, mohalle kA vAtAvaraNa jAna lenA cAhie. nahIM to bahuta bar3I samasyA paidA hotI hai. apanI paramparA meM, apanI ArAdhanA meM, apanI dharma-sAdhanA meM, apanI mAnyatA meM, vaha vicAra kA matabheda Age calakara kleza kA rUpa le letA hai. sUtrakAra ne isa sambandha meM bahuta sundara spaSTIkaraNa prastuta kiyA aura kahA ki samAna kula ho, agotraja ho. eka hI gotra meM vivAha Adi kA kArya na kareM, kyoMki zArIrika Arogya kI dRSTi se vaha hAnikAraka hai. Age calakara vaha prajA buddhi se vikRta ho jAtI hai aura atizaya viSayI aura kAmI banatI hai. isIlie usakA niSedha kiyA gayA. isa paramparA kA nirvAha karane ke lie unhoMne kahA ki vivAha eka gotra ke andara Arya paramparA ke anurUpa ho, cAhe hindU hoM yA jaina. vaidika saMskRti meM, eka gotra meM vivAhAdi kArya, bauddhika vikRti evaM ArogyatA kI dRSTi se niSiddha mAnA gayA hai. isa prakAra ke AcaraNa jIvana meM, bhaviSya meM, dharma svarUpa ho jAte haiM. saMskArI kUla ke andara bar3I samAdhi milegI, citta ko eka prakAra kA apUrva Ananda milegA aura ApakI dharma-sAdhanA meM vaha sahAyaka banegA. citta kI samAdhi dharma-sAdhanA kI AdhArazilA hai, aura yadi citta meM samAdhi aura zAMti nahIM hai usake andara mAnasika kleza hai, pArivArika kleza hai, to vaha kabhI dharma-sAdhanA meM saphala nahIM bana pAegA. andara se usake vicAra meM udvega rahegA, cintAeM raheMgI aura vaha kabhI bhI ekAgra citta nahIM bana pAegA. pArivArika kleza jIvana ke andara azAMti kA eka mukhya kAraNa hai aura usakA bhI mukhya kAraNa Apake mana kI azAMti hai kyoMki yadi mana caMcala rahegA to mana kA AkarSaNa hamezA kleza ko janma degA. jo vyakti apanI maryAdA meM rahakara apane gRhastha jIvana kA saMcAlana karatA hai, vaha uttama prakAra kI AtmA hai. aisI AtmA, Age cala kara ke Atma-vikAsa meM saphala bana sakatI hai. Apa vartamAna sthiti para socie. roja nayI durghaTanAeM dRSTigata hoMgI. bahuta kama vyakti ina durghaTanAoM meM se baca pAe haiM. bahuta kama aise parivAra aura ghara mileMge, jahAM kleza / - - 102 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra RE www.kobatirth.org guruvANI kI agni nahIM pahuMcI. hara ghara jalatA huA naz2ara AegA. hara vyakti andara se pIr3ita najara AegA, kyoMki vahAM vaha jIvana usakI maryAdA ke viparIta hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sadAcAra ko hamAre yahAM eka amUlya nidhi mAnA gayA hai: "prANabhUtaM caritrasya parabrahmaika kAraNa* kalikAla sarvajJa ne kahA ki hamAre jIvana ke andara caritra ko prANa mAnA gayA aura prANa zUnya ApakI sAdhanA jIvana meM kabhI sugandha nahIM degI, vaha durgandha se bharI huI milegI.. hamArA vartamAna jIvana viSayoM kI durgandha se bharA huA hai. yaha anAdi kAla kA saMskAra hai. cAritra ke abhAva meM Apa kitanA bhI prayatna kareM, vaha durgandha, sugandha meM rUpAntarita hone vAlI nahIM. kucha aise azubha nimitta Aja mila rahe haiM. dina aura rAta usI vAtAvaraNa meM hama rahate haiM. isa vAtAvaraNa kA hamAre mana para asara par3atA hai. eka samaya aisA thA jaba sadAcAra kA kitanA bar3A mUlya thA. jIvana meM naitikatA kA kitanA mUlyAkaMna kiyA gayA hai. AdhyAtmika kSetra meM hamAre itihAsa meM dekhane ko milatA hai udayapura sTeTa meM hindukula bhUSaNa cAritrya saMpanna mahArANA gopAla siMha the, jinakA eka patnI vrata kA niyama thA. kaThora pratijJA thI unake jIvana meM mahArANA the, vicAra se svatantra the. dhana sampatti kI kamI nahIM thI. sAre hindU jagata kA sammAna unheM milA thA, parantu apanI dhArmika maryAdA meM rahakara, eka patnI vrata kA niyama unhoMne le rakhA thA. vicAroM meM itanI pavitratA aura sadAcAra ke itane sundara samanvaya kI pariNati ke avabodha ke lie itihAsa sAkSI hai. vaha hai mevAr3a kA itihAsa aura usakI eka apUrva ghaTanA. eka mahAtmA puruSa udayapura Ae. eka kuSThI vyakti jisakA sArA zarIra kor3ha se gira cukA thA, unake darzana kI apekSA se unake pAsa gayA, caraNa-vandana kiyA aura kahA ki bhagavan ! maiM bahuta bhayaMkara roga se pIr3ita hUM aura yaha kuSTha kI vyAdhi itanI khataranAka hai ki gAMva vAle bhI mujhase ghRNA karane laga gaye parivAra vAloM meM bhI mujha se ghRNA hai. merA vicAra hai ki maiM isa zarIra kA anta kara dUM. aMtima icchA le kara ke AyA hUM. yadi ApakA AzIrvAda mila jAye to maiM roga se mukta ho jAUM isa bhAvanA se maiM Apake pAsa darzana ko AyA hUM. mahAtmA ne kahA- mere pAsa Ane kI jarUrata hI kyA hai ? agara tujhe Arogya cAhie. to mahArANA rAjamahala meM jahA~ snAna karate haiM unake gaumukhI ke nIce baiThakara snAna karo to tumhAra roga naSTa ho jAegA. pahale jala nikAsI ke lie pRthvI ke nIce se nAlI nahIM hotI thI aura jala ke lie Upara se gaumukhI jaisA nikAsa hotA thA. bar3e vicAra meM par3a gayA ki inake pAsa koI AzIrvAda nahIM, koI jar3I-bUTI nahIM aura bahuta acchA upAya inhoMne batA diyA. to ThIka hai saMta puruSoM kA vacana hai. prayoga 103 For Private And Personal Use Only LE

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-guruvANI kara ke dekheM, kyA Apatti hai. vaise bhI to yaha zarIra sar3A huA hai, jala jAegA, rAkha / bana jAegA. agara maiM prayoga kara lUM to kyA Apatti hai. saMta kA mArga-darzana milA. sipAhiyoM se nivedana kiyA ki bhaI jahAM mahArAja snAna karate hoM, aura jisa nAle meM se jala giratA hai, mujhe jarA usake nAle ke nIce baiThane do, maiM vahAM baiThakara snAna karanA cAhatA hU~. sipAhiyoM ne kahA ki yaha kauna sA pAgalapana hai. usase kyA hogA. usane kahA - nahIM bhAI ! merI icchA hai. sipAhiyoM ko dayA AI. chUTa de dI aura vaha barAbara usa nAle ke nIce snAna karane lagA. do dina, pAMca dina, dasa dina, ikkIsa dina taka vaha baiThA aura usa jala se snAna kiyA. bar3A Azcarya hogA - sAre roga usake dUra hote cale gae. ghAva sUkha gaye, aura ikkIsa dina ke bAda vaha vyakti aisA dIkhane lagA ki jaise kabhI kucha huA hI nahIM. usane mahAtmA ke pAsa jAkara ke nivedana kiyA ki mahAtman ! Apane yaha kauna sA upAya mujhe batAyA samajha meM nahIM AyA. mahArANA koI mantra-tantra nahIM jAnate. na hI mahArANA koI sAdhu-santa haiM, to yaha kyA vizeSatA hai? unhoMne kahA, tuma samajhe nahIM ! are vaha eka patnI-vrata kA niyama lene vAlI sadAcArI AtmA hai aura usa brahmacarya kI, usake andara itanI pracaNDa zakti hai. eka patnI-vrata kA yaha pariNAma ki agara usake zarIra se sparza kiyA huA jala koI yadi pI le to vaha auSadhi kA kAma karegA. zarIra ke andara vidyuta hotI hai. bar3I tez2a garmI hotI hai. pAnI kA svabhAva hai, vidyuta ko bahuta jaldI grahaNa karatA hai, vaha aura yadi jala zarIra se sparza karake nIce utara jAe to vaha auSadhi kA rUpa le letA hai aura yadi usake dvArA koI vyakti snAna kare, usakA prayoga kare to Arogya milatA hai. usa paramANu meM itanI tAkata hotI hai. usa jala ke andara auSadhi hai, guNa usake andara prakaTa hotA hai. zarIra se nikalane vAlA paramANu, zarIra se bahane vAlI vidyutadhArA, usa jala ke andara itanA parivartana le AtI hai. hamAre yahAM jaina itihAsa kI ghaTanA meM bhI aisA varNana AtA hai. udayapura ke pAsa bahuta bar3A tIrtha hai - mANDavagar3ha jaina tIrtha. eka samaya meM vaha eka bar3A rAjya thA, rAjya kA kendra-sthAna thA aura hamAre pethaDazAha jaina, vahA~ ke mahAmantrI the. rAjA ko aisI bhayaMkara bImArI haI. bahuta upacAra kiyA, ilAja kiyA parantu bImArI gaI nahIM . bahuta pIr3ita thA. mana se bahata vyathita thA. apane rAjadarabAriyoM se usane kahA ki bhAI koI upacAra kiyA jAye. bAhara se kisI acche vaidya ko bulAyA jAye. kisI vyakti ne kaha diyA ki yahAM jo Apake mahAmantrI pethaDazAha hai yadi unakI cAdara lekara ke Apa dasa-pAMca dina or3heM to mujhe vizvAsa hai, ki ApakI bImArI calI jAegI. Adeza gayA. rAjA ne pethaDazAha ke yahAM kahalAyA ki or3hane kA cAdara mujhe cAhie. - 104 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI mahAmantrI ne kahA ki rAjA kA Adeza hai to le jAo. use mAlUma nahIM thA ki isakA kyA upayoga kareMge. cAdara maMgavA liyA. rAtri meM vahI cAdara or3hatA aura thor3e samaya taka jaba usakA prayoga kiyA to sArI bImArI calI gayI. usa rahasya ko jAnane ke lie jaba usa vyakti se pUchA ki tujhe kaise mAlUma? / rAjan! mujhe kevala itanA mAlUma thA ki yaha vyakti sadAcArI hai. pUrNa brahmacArI hai. battIsa varSa kI avasthA se jIvana-paryanta isa vyakti ne brahmacarya kA niyama liyA hai aura isake andara aisI eka zakti hai jo mere anubhava meM AyI. yaha cAdara Apane jo oDhA. usameM paramANu auSadhi kA tattva hai. auSadhIya guNa usake andara vidyamAna haiM aura mujhe pUrNa vizvAsa thA ki Apa yadi cAdara or3heMge to bImArI calI jAegI. yaha koI camatkAra yA jAdU nahIM hai, yaha isakA vaijJAnika pakSa hai. sadAcAra ke guNa se, hRdaya kI pavitratA se, sadvicAra ke dvArA zarIra se nikalane vAle pratikSaNa ilekTronasa - paramANu meM aisI pracaNDa zakti AtI hai ki ve paramANu yadi vAsita bana jAe~ aura usakA upayoga yadi koI bImAra vyakti karatA hai to bImArI calI jAegI. usake vicAra meM bhI samatA A jAegI. usake vicAra ke andara bhI sadbhAvanA prakaTa ho jAegI. yaha paramANu kA guNa hotA hai. jahAM para paramAtmA dezanA dete hoM, pravacana dete hoM - unake atizaya meM itanI bar3I vizeSatA hotI hai ki bAraha yojana taka (pUrva kAla ke andara yaha eka prakAra kA mApa thA - itane lambe-caur3e vistAra taka) koI bhI vyakti usa paridhi meM A jAe to usake vicAra meM parivartana A jAegA. vicAra meM eka Andolana pragaTa ho jAegA. usake vicAra sadbhAvanA se pratiSThita ho jAeMge. "ahiMsA pratiSThAyAM tatsaMnidhau vairatyAgaH" pAtaMjala yogadarzana meM mahAn RSi ne likhA ki jo vyakti sadAcArI hogA, ahiMsaka, hogA, vicAra meM jisake pavitratA hogI, usake pAsa Ane vAlA vyakti, usake vartula ke andara, usakI paridhi meM yadi koI A gayA to vaha vicAra se AkarSita bana jAegA. usake vicAroM meM parivartana A jAegA. vaha pUrNa sAtvika bana jAegA. aneka AtmAoM ke prati sahaja hI eka bhAva pragaTa ho jAegA. yaha vizeSatA hai. brahmacArI AtmAoM kA AzIrvAda isIlie liyA jAtA hai. sadAcArI AtmAoM kA caraNa-sparza isIlie kiyA jAtA hai. sAdhu puruSoM ke caraNa-sparza meM yahI to rahasya hai. isakA vaijJAnika kAraNa hai. zarIra meM pratikSaNa "ilekTronsa" nikalatA hai. eka prakAra kI AbhA nikalatI hai. jo Apa camar3e kI A~kha se nahIM dekha sakate. vaha dRSTigocara nahIM hotI. adRzya kiraNa hai. zarIra kI jyAdAtara zArIrika zakti jo hai, sadvicAra kI jo pracaNDa zakti hai usako ye arthiva milatA hai. sAdhu ughAr3e pAMva calate haiM, tAki zakti aura zarIra ke andara saMtulana banA rahe. isIlie sAdhu saMnyAsiyoM ko ughAr3e pAMva calane 105 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI kA Adeza diyA gayA. jIvoM kI jayanA ke lie aura zarIra ke andara sadAcAra aura brahmacarya ke dvArA jo usane zakti-saMpAdana kiyA hai, zakti prApta kI hai usake andara saMtulana banA rahe. vaha zArIrika mAnasika dRSTi se bhayaMkara nukasAna kara jAegA kyoMki usa pracaNDa zakti ko sahana karane kI kSamatA vartamAna zarIra ke andara meM nahIM hai. usake saMtulana ko banAe rakhane ke lie arthiva usako milatA rahe, ughAr3e pAMva calane se zarIra ke andara jo adhika zakti kA saMgraha hai, usakA visarjana ho jAegA. yaha isake pIche rahasya hai, ughAr3e pAMva calane kA aura koI kAraNa nahIM. agara isakA vaha upayoga nahIM karatA hai aura zakti kI mAtrA bar3hatI calI jAtI hai to usakA pariNAma * krodha AegA, cir3acir3Apana AegA. bhayaMkara dveSa paidA hogA. dUsare prakAra se vaha zakti usake lie hAnikAraka bana jAegI. isIlie yahAM isakA mahattva rakhA gayA. aisI hI pavitratA Apake andara meM AnI cAhie. svAmI vivekAnanda ke guru rAmakRSNa, par3he-likhe nahIM the. unheM bahuta sAmAnya prakAra kA akSara jJAna thA parantu ve hRdaya se itane sarala aura sajjana puruSa the ki unake sadAcAra kA Apa jIvana dekhie: apanI strI ko bhI mAM kahakara bulAte the. mAM kI upAsanA meM sAre jagat kI sabhI nAriyoM ko vaha mA~ kI dRSTi se dekhate aura yahA~ taka ki svayaM apanI pariNItA strI ko bhI isI mA~ kI garimA se alaMkRta karate. kaisI pavitratA thI unake vicAroM meM, tabhI vo vivekAnanda jaise ziSya ko paidA kara sake. sadAcAra ke saundarya jIvana meM utAra kara apane vicAroM ko ziSya ke dvArA ve AkAra de sake. yaha zakti sadAcAra ke guNoM meM hai. durAcAroM se bharA huA jIvana duHkhamaya hotA hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir "AcArahInaM na punanti vedAH" RSi-muniyoM kA yaha vAkya hai jo vyakti AcAra se bhraSTa hogA, vaha vicAroM se nizcita naSTa hone vAlA hai, aura AcAra se bhraSTa vyakti ko veda bhI pavitra nahIM kara sakatA. "AcArahInaM na punanti vedA". durAcAra kA bhayaMkara tiraskAra karate hue jJAniyoM kahAsar3e hue kAna kA kuttA kisI bhI sthAna para calA jAye kAna meM kIr3e ghatapata karate hoM, mAthA sar3a cukA ho, durgandha se bharA ho. usakI dazA dekhakara ke hRdaya meM eka prakAra kI vikRta bhAvanA A jAegI. koI vyakti apane yahAM use praveza nahIM degA. vaha jahAM jAegA vahAM tiraskAra kA pAtra banegA. jJAniyoM ne kahA AdhyAtmika jagat meM yadi koI durAcArI AtmA A jAye to vaha bhI jagat meM isI prakAra se tiraskAra kA pAtra banatI hai. usake sudharane kA koI upAya nahIM rahatA. sadAcAra kA mahatva darzAte hue kahA gayA hai "prANabhUtaM caritrasya " 106 -- sadAcAra ko caritra kA prANa mAnA gayA hai. gRhastha jIvana meM isI sadAcAra ko surakSita rakhane ke lie vivAha-saMskAra kA prAvadhAna batAyA gayA hai. hamAre pUrvajoM, RSi-muniyoM, For Private And Personal Use Only Ke

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsun Gyanmandir -guruvANI: sAdhu mahAtmAoM ne vaivAhika paramparAoM kA isI Azaya se mArga-darzana kiyA hai tAki vivAha aisA kiyA jA sake jisase vaha kisI prakAra ke mAnasika dveSa aura azAnti athavA sAmAjika vigraha se bacA rahe. nahIM to ApakI zAdI-vivAha se unakA kyA prayojana. usakA prayojana to mAtra itanA hI thA ki Apake citta kI samAdhi banI rahe. samAja kA sundara rUpa se vikAsa ho. yahI unakA dRSTikoNa thA. ____ kaisI pavitratA thI una AtmAoM ke andara, jo itanA bar3A visarjana kara pAIM. mana se apane saMsAra kA visarjana kara pAIM. bAhara se, vyavahAra se, unakA bhoktRtva najara AtA thA, parantu unakA jIvana andara pUrNa yogamaya thA. jaina dharma kI dRSTi se zrIkRSNa ke yahAM para solaha haz2Ara rAniyAM thIM. ve vAsudeva the. unake pAsa koI kamI nahIM thI parantu unako yogezvara kahA gayA, kyoMki unakI bhoga meM koI Asakti nahIM thI. unakA virakta jIvana thA. jaba bhoga meM raha karake bhI vyakti anAsakta bana jAtA hai to yogI banatA hai. bAhara se kadAcit Apa yogI na bana pAeM para mana se to yogI bana jAnA cAhie. kadAcit bAhara se maiM yogI na bana pAUM, maiM apanI sAdhutA ko prApta na kara sakU, koI cintA nahIM. antarmana se to apane ko sAdhu banA denA hai. sAdhu zabda kA artha hai - sajjana, sarala aura sAdhaka, mana ko to aisA sAdhu banA hI denA hai ki mana ke andara pApa kA praveza na ho pAe. rAmakRSNa meM kyA pracaNDa zakti thI. vivekAnanda Izvara ke astitva meM bahuta kama vizvAsa karane vAle vyakti the. jaba snAtaka hokara ke Ae, sAdhuoM kI khoja meM jaba nikale. taba unake mana meM eka vicAra paidA huA ki isa kAlI ke mandira meM koI santa rahatA hai, unake darzana kara lU~. jIvana meM sarvaprathama vahAM gaye. kisI vyakti ne kahA ki bhAI ! jAo aura koI sAdhanA nahIM, koI mantra, nahIM taMtra nahIM, koI camatkAra nahIM. brahmacArI AtmAoM kA jIvana hI camatkAra se paripUrNa hotA hai. saMkalpa hI siddhi kA kAraNa banatA hai, jagat kI bhautika siddhi to unako sahaja meM milatI hai. jaba AdhyAtmika dRSTi A jAtI hai. taba jagat kA koI AkarSaNa usa AtmA ko prabhAvita nahIM kara sakatA. rAmakRSNa jaba bImAra par3e, unheM kaiMsara huA to bahuta sAre loga unake pAsa Ae aura nivedana kiyA. bar3e-bar3e pratiSThita vyakti kalakattA se Ae aura bole, bhagavana! sArI duniyA ko Apa roga se mukta karate haiM. usakI bhAvanA pUrNa ho jAtI hai. loga yahAM Akara ke zAMti kA anubhava karate haiM. Apake caraNoM meM baiThakara Ananda lete haiM. hameM darda hai ki Apako yaha bhayaMkara vyAdhi ho gaI aura koI upacAra isa samaya nahIM. usa z2amAne meM kahAM isakA upacAra thA. nidAna bhI muzkila thA to upacAra kahAM se hotA. hamArI prArthanA hai ki mAM kAlI se Apa prArthanA kareM aura yaugika zakti ke dvArA isa MPRISE 107 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra RE www.kobatirth.org guruvANI: bImArI ko Apa dUra kareM. hamArI yaha bhAvanA hai, ki Apa rogamukta ho jAeM. rAmakRSNa pahale to haMse aura haMsa karake una pratiSThita vyaktiyoM se aura vidvAnoM se kahA. "tuma mujhe samajha nahIM pAe. Aja taka kyA tuma mujhe pAgala samajhate ho, mujhe mUrkha samajhate ho." nahIM! aisI koI bAta nahIM. kisane kahA ? "tuma bAta to aisI hI kara rahe ho ki jaise maiM mUrkha hUM, pAgala hUM, kucha samajhatA hI nahIM hUM. kyA bAta karate ho isa zarIra ke lie maiM apanI prArthanA luTA dUM aura mAM se yaha yAcanA karUM. kitanA mUrkha hUM ki rAkha ke andara ghI DAlUM. yaha zarIra jalane vAlA hai, naSTa hone vAlA hai. kala ise tuma jalA kara ke rAkha kara doge. maiM apanI antarAtmA kI prArthanA, isa zarIra ke lie kaise luTA dUM. mAM kI prArthanA isalie karU~. aisI mUrkhatA rAmakRSNa se nahIM hogI." aisI virakta bhAvanA thI. - Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ve eka sAmAnya santa the, par3he-likhe nahIM the, gRhastha jIvana meM the aura phira bhI unakA mana santa kI taraha thA. ve ekadama zAMta aura sajjana svabhAva ke the. Apa unakI gaharAI dekhie AtmA kA lakSya Apa dekhie kitanI jAgRta avasthA thI aura usa jAgRti ke andara unhoMne apane zarIra kA visarjana kara diyA para kabhI mAM se yAcanA nahIM kI ki "mAM terA ziSya hUM aura mujhe duHkha se tU mukta kara de" nahIM "maiMne pUrva meM koI aisA aparAdha kiyA hai jisakI sajA mujhe milI hai aura prasannatA se mujhe sajA bhoga lenI hai cAhe zArIrika pIr3A ke dvArA ho yA kisI anya prakAra se ho. sajA, sajA hai. - unhoMne antima samaya vivekAnanda ko bulAyA. sadAcArI AtmA ke guNa aura vicAra kaise hote haiM, usakA yaha eka namUnA hai. bulAkara ke vivekAnanda se kahA ki mere mana meM eka vicAra AtA hai, mere pAsa ATha siddhiyAM haiM aura ve sahaja meM milI hai. binA yAcanA ke, binA mAMge mila gayIM kyoMki dRSTi itanI zuddha thI aura jahAM dRSTi zuddha hogI, vahAM sArI siddhiyAM binA bulAye AeMgI. kaise dekhiegA ki yaha eka apUrva kalA hai. jo netra paramAtmA ke dazarna kare, jo netra vItarAga nirvikAra dRSTi ko dekhe, jo netra sAdhu-santoM ke caraNoM meM gire. saMta puruSoM kA darzana kare aura yadi usa netra meM pApa kA praveza ho jAe to AMkha meM dhUla par3a jAyegI. jJAniyoM ne kahA- vahAM aisI AMkha kA kyA kAma vaha darzana kI sAdhanA kahAM saphala ? 108 - sArI sundaratA paramAtmA ke cehare meM hai. santa-puruSoM ke Atmika saundarya meM chipI hai aura jaba usa saundarya kA pAna karane vAlI AtmA meM gandagI praveza hone lage to hamArI sAdhanA kA mUlya kyA rahA? jJAniyoM ne kahA, jisa AMkha meM aisI pApa kI dhUla par3I ho usakA koI mUlya nahIM. For Private And Personal Use Only para

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% 3DguruvANI mahAvIra ne to kaha diyA kadAcit agara aisI bhUla ho jAe to usakA nirdeza diyAH / "cittabhittim na joIjjA nArI vA sakalaMkIyA" uttarAdhyayana sUtra meM kahA ki jisa prakAra se dopahara ke samaya, jaba sUrya kA bhayaMkara tApa par3a rahA ho, bhUla se usa sUrya kI tarapha najara calI jAne para dRSTi svayaM nIce calI jAtI hai, usI prakAra saMyamI aura sadAcArI puruSa kI dRSTi, yadi dIvAra para lage strI ke citra para bhI calI jAe to vo saMyamapUrvaka apanI dRSTi ko saMyamita kareM. vivekAnanda meM kaise guNa the. amerikA jAne ke bAda unakI sundaratA dekhakara, unakA AkarSaNa dekhakara kaI striyAM AI. eka strI ne Akara jaba vivAha kA prastAva rakhA aura kahA ki mahAtman! merI icchA hai ki ApakI ardhAMginI banUM. unhoMne kahA ki merI bhI icchA hai. mujhe bhI bar3A Ananda hotA, yadi mere ko terI jaisI bahana milatI. sundara mAM mujhe milatI, bar3A Ananda milatA. vivekAnanda kA javAba sunakara vaha calI gaI. videza jaise azubha nimitta meM rahakara bhI apane ko saMyamita rakhA. ve jAnate the. unake pAsa saMyama kA vrata thA ki jarA bhI vicAra meM zithilatA nahIM AnI cAhie. ve pUrNataH jAgata the. astu jIvana meM kabhI kalaMka nahIM laga pAyA, unakA jIvana niSkalaMkita rahA. nahIM to unake pAsa kyA kamI thI. lAkhoM anukaraNakartA the. bahuta bar3e-bar3e zrImanta rAjA-mahArAja unake anuyAyI the. vidvattA kI bar3I pracaNDa tAkata thI. pratibhA thI. saba kucha kara sakate the, saba kucha karane meM svataMtra the parantu nahIM. unakI maryAdA thI, aura ve mAnate the ki maryAdA meM hI jIvana surakSita hai, aura isIlie itane sundara vicAra unameM Ae. jIvana kA antima samaya thA aura rAmakRSNa ne kahA ki mere pAsa ATha siddhiyAM haiM aura ve sahaja meM prApta huI haiM, binA mAMgeM mAM kI kRpA se mujhe milI haiM aura maiM cAhatA hUM ki ve siddhiyAM maiM tujhe dekara ke jAUM. vivekAnanda ne caraNoM meM girakara kahA ki ina siddhiyoM ko pacAne kI tAkata mujha meM nahIM hai. bhagavan! kRpA karie - yaha bhautika lAlasA, saMsArI prapaMca mujhe nahIM cAhie, merA jIvana jagata kI dukAnadArI ke lie nahIM, ina siddhiyoM se to jIvana kA nizcita patana hogA, phira bhI maiM Apase jAnanA cAhatA hUM, bhagavan, kyA ina siddhiyoM kA AtmA se saMbaMdha hai? paramAtmA kI khoja meM kyA siddhiyAM sahAyaka haiM? kyA siddhiyoM ke dvArA maiM paramAtmA ko pA sakatA hUM? rAmakRSNa ne kahA ki bilkula nahIM. yaha siddhi to jagat ke lie hai, camatkAra ke lie hai. isase AtmA kA koI prayojana nahIM. paramAtmA se isakA koI saMbaMdha nahIM. __ ve caraNoM meM gira gae. vivekAnanda ne kahA - bhagavan kRpA karie, yaha jahara mujhe mata dIjie. mujhe mata dIjie, mujhe to ApakA amRta cAhie, AzIrvAda cAhie. maiM paramAtmA / zA 109 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Jpn tara www.kobatirth.org guruvANI kA upAsaka hUM AtmA kI saphalatA mujhe mile aura merI sAdhanA ujjvala bane. jagat ke pralobhana aura prapaMca ko prApta karane kA yaha bhayaMkara sAdhana ye siddhiyAM mujhe nahIM cAhie. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jisake lie Apa duniyA bhara meM bhaTakate haiM. na jAne kahAM-kahAM jAkara mAthA Teka kara Ate haiM, vivekAnanda ke sAmane ve cIjeM AyIM aura guru mahArAja AzIrvAda ke rUpa meM ve cIjeM de rahe haiM aura vivekAnanda ne kahA ki yaha z2ahara mujhe mata dIjie. mujhe nahIM cAhie. vicAra ke andara pralobhana kA yadi isa prakAra pratikAra kara diyA jAye taba sAdhanA sakriya banatI hai, taba yaha zakti prApta hotI hai. gurujanoM ke pAsa jAeM. hAtha rakhA aura kArya ho jAyegA, ve paramANu auSadhi rUpa haiM, koI camatkAra nahIM. vivekAnanda jaba pahalI bAra gaye to ve arddhanAstika jaise vyakti the. kAleja se nikala kara ke Aye the aura kahA ki mujhe Izvara ke astitva meM z2arA zaMkA hai. Apa mujhe AzIrvAda deMge. Izvara ke viSaya meM kucha anubhava karAeMge? AtmA kI zakti ke viSaya meM kucha paricaya Apa mujhe deMge ? rAmakRSNa haMse ve ati sarala the. bar3e vaicArika krAnti vAle vyakti the. unhoMne kahA "beTA mere pAsa Ao Izvara kA anubhava karanA hai. AtmA kI zakti kA tumheM paricaya karanA hai. koI mantra nahIM, koI tantra nahIM, koI camatkAra nahIM. mana se sakaMlpa kiyA, dRr3ha saMkalpa, aura saMkalpapUrvaka vicAroM se jaise hI usake mAthe para hAtha rakhakara zaktipAt kiyA, tabhI vivekAnanda ke mastiSka meM pracaNDa zakti kA prAdurbhAva huA. vivekAnanda ne apane anubhava meM likhA maiMne jIvana meM aisA prakAza nahIM dekhA, bijalI camakane se bhI kaI guNA adhika prakAza thA. maiM mUrchita ho gayA behoza ho gayA. usa zakti ko pacA nahIM pAyA. Adhe ghaNTe taka mUrchita avasthA meM par3A rahA. jaise hI hoza AyA, caraNoM meM gira gayA aura kahA ki maiM kAna pakar3atA hUM. AtmA ke astitva ke viSaya meM Aja mujhe pUrNa vizvAsa ho gayA. rAmakRSNa ne kahA yaha to eka sAmAnya cIz2a hai AtmA ananta zaktimaya hai. mere pAsa yaha zakti kahAM yaha to tujhe AtmA ke anubhava ke bAre meM z2arA-sI jAnakArI dI. mAthe para hAtha rakhA aura tU zakti ko pacA nahIM pAyA. ina zaktiyoM kA tU vikAsa kara, ye zakti tere andara bhI nihita haiM. sadAcAra guNa se AtmA sahaja hI ina zaktiyoM kA vikAsa prApta kara letI hai. jo sAdhu saMtoM ke pAsa AzIrvAda kI apekSA se Ate haiM, ve sadAcArI, brahmacArI AtmAeM hotI haiM. unake vicAroM meM pavitratA rahatI hai. jaise mAthe para hAtha rakhA ki sArA paramANu usake dimAga meM utaratA hai, meDisana banatA hai, Arogya prApta karatA hai, mAnasika zAnti prApta karatA hai, sadbhAva ke dvArA azubha karma kSaya karake puNya ko janma detA hai. sAdhu santa tyAgI 110 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI puruSoM ke prati Adara A jAe, sadbhAva A jAe, paramAtmA ke prati yadi pUjya bhAva A jAye to vaha azubha karmoM kA nivAraNa kara letA hai aura vahAM jaise hI azubha karmoM kI dIvAra TUTa jAye, vahAM puNya kA janma hotA hai, aura jaise hI puNya puSTa banA, anumodanA ke dvArA ve puNya ApakI hareka bhautika kriyA meM sahayoga dene vAle banate haiM. ___ loga camatkAra ke pIche bhaTakate haiM. binA sadAcAra ke camatkAra A hI nahIM sakatA. isIlie maiM kahUMgA ki Apa bhaTakanA hI banda kara deM. svayaM kI zakti kA hI vikAsa prApta kareM. eka patnI-vrata ke andara, pUrNa sadAcArI jIvana jIne kA prayAsa kareM. gRhastha jIvana kI sAdhanA meM bhI zakti hai. eka ghaTanA hamAre jaina dharma ke itihAsa kI hai. eka sajjana zAdI karane gaye the. lagna kA samaya thA. zAdI ke andara pherA phirAyA jA rahA thA. pherA phirate-phirate mana ke andara vairAgya A gayA. yaha caturmukhIrUpa saMsAra - manuSya gati, tiryaJca gati, naraka gati, svarga gati. saMsAra caturgatirUpa hai aura cAra-cAra pherA mujhe phiranA par3atA hai. tIna phere taka puruSa AdhA rahatA hai aura cauthe phere meM to Apako mAlUma hI hai. jIvana-paryanta zrImatI ke AdezoM kA anupAlana karanA hogA. kaisI vicitratA hai hamAre niyamoM kI ki sAMsArika niyamoM kI bhI bar3I vizeSatA hai. sAMsArika pratikriyA meM bhI bar3I vizeSatA hai. yadi vairAgya bhAva A jAe to, caturmukha rUpI saMsAra - cAra pheroM meM phira jAe. jagat kA bandhana svIkAra kara leM, yaha vairAgya bhAvanA ki maiM kahAM A gayA hUM. sAvadhAna hone ke bAda bhI asAvadhAna ho kara AyA aura yahAM jagat kI granthi maiMne bAMdha lI. jisa saMsAra ke nAza ke lie merA janma huA aura phira se maiM saMsAra paidA kara rahA hUM. aisA vairAgya A gayA ki vaha zAdI karane gayA thA. pherA phira rahA thA aura usa lagna-maNDapa ke andara kaivalya jJAna prakaTa ho gayA. kevalI bana gaye. gaye the zAdI karane aura kevalI bana gaye, sarvajJa bana gae. vicAra kA vairAgya aisA pracaNDa ho jAe. mana se yadi sAdhu bana jAeM to jJAniyoM ne kahA ki yaha saMsAra Apake lie svarga bana jAye. ye sArI sAdhanA Apake jIvana meM sugandha bhara degI. saMsAra meM raheM lekina alipta rahakara. yadi Apa pAnI kI bAlTI meM hAtha DAleM - kyA pAnI cipakegA? slipa ho jAegA. vairAgya ke tela se yadi AtmA kA mardana kara diyA jAye. phira yadi saMsAra meM bhoga ke kIcar3a meM gira jAyeM - lipta nahIM banegA - aTecameMTa nahIM hogA, anAsakta rahegA. ghara ke andara garma dUdha kI aura cAya kI tapelI jaba Apa utArate haiM. ise sIdhe sparza nahIM karate. bIca meM saMDAsI rakhate haiM - apratyakSa ki kahIM aisA na ho ki isakI garmI mere hAtha ko jalAye. saMsAra ke andara bhoga kA prayoga bhI aise hI karanA hai. vairAgya kI saMDAsI bIca meM rakhanI. hai pratyakSa nahIM, apratyakSa rUpa se. AtmA se saMbaMdha nahIM, vicAroM se koI mela nahIM, ThIka hai saMsAra hai. parijanoM kA pAlana-poSaNa karanA merA naitika kartavya hai, isa gRhastha vana 111 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI Azrama kA dharma hai, yahI samajhakara ke isakA upayoga karanA. saMtAna prApti ke lie hI yaha saMbaMdha hotA hai, isake Age isakA koI prayojana nahIM. viSaya ke poSaNa ke lie nahIM. samaSTi kI taraha usakA upayoga karanA tAki AtmA ke lie vaha hAnikAraka na bane. vartamAna kAla bar3A duHkhada hai, yaha to bhUtakAla kI bAteM maiMne Apase kahI. hamAre isa vartamAna meM Apa jhAMkakara ke dekhie: Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir hara vyakti kA jIvana durAcAra kI gaMdha se bharA huA hai. kahAM se sadAcAra usake andara pragaTa hogA. kahAM se vaha sAdhanA usake andara sakriya banegI. maiMne kala hI kahA thA jo tIrthaMkaroM ko janma dene vAlI mAtA, avatArI puruSoM jaise rAma aura kRSNa ko janma dene vAlI mAtA hai. una mAtAoM kA yadi Apa abhinaya kareM apamAna kareM, unake aMga pradarzana kA yadi Apa viSaya vAsanA se nirIkSaNa kareM, vaha AtmA meM sAdhanA phalIbhUta kaise hogI? ve dharmabIja, vahAM vRkSa kaise banegA ? mokSa kA phala dene vAlA kaise banegA ? kabhI nahIM mA~ rUpI usa nArI ko ghora apamAnita kiyA jA rahA hai. strI jAti ko viSaya kA sAdhanA mAna kara ke cala rahe haiM. jagajjananI mAtAoM ke sAtha yadi aisA vyavahAra kiyA gayA to vyakti kabhI sukhI nahIM ho pAegA. dharmazAstroM ne nirdeza diyA hai aura purANa aura upaniSada ne bhI strI jAti kA kitanA bar3A sammAna kiyA hai. isIlie maiMne kala kahA thA ki jahAM nArI jAti kA sammAna kiyA jAye, mAM ke rUpa meM use svIkAra kiyA jAye to vaha jagat svarga banatA hai. vahA~ duSkAla nahIM AegA. prakRti kA prakopa nahIM AegA. durbhikSa nahIM par3egA. vahAM isa prakAra kA roga vyApaka nahIM banegA. ve paramANu itane zuddha hoMge, vicAra itane sundara hoMge ki vAtAvaraNa parivartita kara deMge. parantu vartamAna sthiti bar3I nAjuka hai yaha roga ghara ghara taka pahuMca cukA hai, jo sAdhana vyaktiyoM meM caritra ke nirmANa ke lie hone cAhie, naitika dRSTi se jIvana ke utthAna ke lie hone cAhie, una sAdhanoM kA, reDiyo yA dUradarzana kA kitanA ghora durupayoga Aja kiyA jA rahA hai. ApakI AMkha meM aura kAna meM roz2a viSa DAlA jA rahA hai, vaha saMtAna kyA karegI. usa saMtAna ke bharose yaha deza kaise calegA? pahale hI apanI mAnasika dRSTi se durAcAra ke roga se ghirA huA jIvana rASTra kA kyA rakSaNa karegA? apane jIvana kA jo rakSaNa nahIM kara sakatA, vaha rASTra kA kyA rakSaNa karegA ? gujarAta kI eka bahuta choTI-sI ghaTanA hai. aMgrejoM ke samaya eka zUravIra talavAra lekara ke jaba yuddha meM gayA. yuddha kA saMcAlana karane vAlA aMgrez2a kamANDara thA aura jaba usane cAvar3A ko dekhA, vanarAja cAvar3A ko donoM hAthoM se yuddha meM talavAra calA rahA thA. bar3A bahAdura thA, bar3A zUravIra thA. Aja bhI gujarAta use bahuta yAda karatA hai, kisI prakAra 112 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI duzmanoM ke caMgula meM phaMsa gayA, gardana kATa dI gaI. gardana kATane ke bAda bhI usakI talavAra dasa minaTa taka to calatI rahI. yaha joza kahAM se AyA? aMgrez2a isa camatkAra ko dekhakara vicAra meM par3a gaye. gaz2aba kA AdamI hai - jIvana meM nahIM dekhA. gardana kATa dI phira bhI dasa minaTa taka dono hAthoM se talavAra calAtA rahA. yuddha samApta hone ke bAda usa aMgreja ne apane mastiSka meM soca liyA ki isake mAM-bApa se maiM milUMgA. isameM aisI kyA vizeSatA thI? ghara para gayA. bApa thA, mAM mara cukI thI. ghara pahu~cakara aMgreja z2arA jAnakArI lenA cAhate the. unake pitA se jA kara ke pUchA - maiM eka jAnakArI lene Apake pAsa AyA hUM. tumhArA lar3akA kaisA zUravIra thA, yuddha meM gardana kaTane ke uparAnta bhI talavAra calAtA rahA, aisA adbhuta camatkAra kaise ghaTA? aisI kauna sI zakti thI usameM? merI icchA hai ki Apa mere sAtha iMglaiNDa caleM aura hamAre deza meM bhI aisI saMtAna Apa paidA kareM, jo hamAre deza kA gaurava bane. bApa ne kyA javAba diyA - saMtAna to mila sakatI hai - isake jaisI mAM tuma kahAM se lAoge? usane usa ghaTanA kA varNana kiyA ki usake mAM kI kaisI pavitratA thI. taba zera kI saMtAna kI taraha tumako isane vIratA kA paricaya diyA. isakI mAM kA jIvana dekhA, Adarza dekhA. bAlyakAla thA. yaha bAlaka nirdoSa thA. sirpha tIna varSa kI avasthA thI. pAlane meM jhUla rahA thA. maiM bAhara se AyA. isakI mAM rasoI banA rahI thI aura pAsa meM hI pAlanA par3A huA thA, jhUlA. gAMva meM rivAz2a hai bAlaka ko jhUle meM jhulAyA karate haiM, usako sulA dete haiM, mAtAeM gIta bhI gAtI rahatI haiM tAki mAM kA mana bhI bahalatA rahe. mAM kA saMbaMdha bhI banA rahe. usa samaya maiMne Akara ke kucha nahIM kiyA. isakI mAM kA jo ghUghaTa thA, vaha maiMne uThAkara nIce kiyA, cUMghaTa dUra kiyA aura isakI mAM ne mujhe kahA ki para-puruSa ke sAmane isa taraha ThiTholI karate hae. tumheM zarma nahIM AtI, bAlaka para kyA saMskAra AyegA? yaha isa bAlaka meM ApakI chAyA kaisI par3egI. isakI suSupta cetanA to jAgRta hai jIbha kATa kara ke vahAM prANa de diyA isakI mAM ne. aba Apa vicAra karie - itanI sI ThiTholI kA pariNAma usakI mAM jIbha kATa ke rasor3e meM mara gaI. taba jAkara ke strI kI saMtAna vaha bAlaka paidA huA, kyA yaha Apake andara hai? aMgreja DAyarI meM likhatA hai ki yaha hindustAna meM hI mila sakatA hai. bhAratIya paramparA ke saMskAra meM hI aise zUravIra janma lete haiM. yaha duniyA meM khojane para nahIM milegA. yaha hamArI sabhyatA para hamArA adhikAra (monopAlI) hai. kyA pavitratA thI? kyA yaha deza thA? hamAre yuvA AzramoM meM se gurujanoM kA AzIrvAda lekara nikalate the aura una gurujanoM kA AzIrvAda kaisA phalIbhUta hotA thA. rASTra kitanA surakSita thA. jaba ve calate - yuvAoM R - 113 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI ke andara vaha teja hotA thA - jamIna dhaMsatI thI. hamArI saMtAna paccIsa varSa kI avasthA meM brahmacarya Azrama meM se gurujanoM kA AzIrvAda lekara jaba bAhara Ate. dharmaM cara. dharma kA AcaraNa karanA. adharma kA pratikAra karanA. yaha AzIrvAda hotA thA. ve bAlaka jaba bolate the to jaise siMha garjanA karate hoM, zabdoM kA vAibrezana - (kampana) itanA hotA thA ki sAmane vAle kA hRdaya dahala jAye. vaha tAkata thI, zera kI saMtAna thI. unake pAsa garjanA thI. jIvana meM saMyama kA bala thA. deza ko aisI sthiti meM koI khatarA nahIM thA. isa paramparA ko jaise hamane dUra kiyA aura isakA pariNAma kamajora huA deza aura Aja to aisI sthiti hai ki nAre to hama lagA leMge, jalUsa nikAla leMge, cillA leMge, uttejanA A jAegI parantu uttejanA meM zakti kahAM. cillA lIjie. galI ke kutte bhI bahuta cillAte haiM, pUrI rAta nIMda bigAr3a dete haiM para tAkata hai zera se mukAbalA karane kI? hamArI zArIrika zakti to Apa dekhie - ganne meM se rasa nikAla lete haiM aura sAMjhA bacatA hai, yaha hamArI sthiti hai. sudAmA RSi ke jaise to hama naz2ara Ate haiM ki binA eksare ke eka-eka haDDI gina lo. yaha hamArI sthiti hai Aja ke yuvAoM kI, tAkata kahAM gayI? sadAcAra kI zakti kahAM gayI? vaha pavitratA kahAM gayI? vicAra kI sundaratA kahAM gaI? kacha bhI nahIM milegA. paccIsa varSa ke andara to bur3hApA najara AtA hai. ___ pAMca barasa, dasa barasa kI bAlaka kI umra hotI hai, vahAM taka ThIka hai, bAlaka svastha hai aura jaise hI solaha-satraha barasa ke Upara gayA, bImAriyoM se ghira jAtA hai, meDisana cAlU ho jAtI hai. phemilI DAkTara roja Akara ke usakA jIrNoddhAra karate haiM. vaha makAna, jisakI nIMva itanI kamajora hai ki yadi Apane chata banAyI to do varSa ke bAda pAnI Tapakane laga jAye. dIvAra meM darAra ho jAye aura makAna hilane laga jAe. vaha makAna kaba taka TikegA. pandraha barasa kI umra huI. abhI to makAna kA nirmANa huA aura usase pahale hI yadi jIrNoddhAra zurU ho jAe - davAiyAM aura iMjekzana zurU to vaha imArata apane jIvana kI seMcyurI kaba pUrI karegA? cAlIsa-pacAsa varSa se pahale hI tabAdalA ho jAegA. unake jIvana ko dekhakara dayA AtI hai. yaha hamAre Aja ke saMskAra haiM. skUloM meM yahI saMskAra milatA hai. vahAM kA samAja evaM pariveza aisA bana gayA hai. ghara meM Aie to ghara meM roga vyApaka bana gayA. mAtA-pitA kA bAlakoM para koI adhikAra nahIM rahA. dhArmika saMskAra se zUnya unakA jIvana bana gayA. posTara dekhie to aise hoMge ki jo bhAvanA va vAsanA ko uttejita karane vAle hoM. isa prakAra ke vijJApana Apako mileMge. jahAM jAiye vahIM para yaha jaharIlI havA Apako milegI. isa bhayaMkara cakravAta meM, tUphAna - 114 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: meM apane sadAcAra kA Apa rakSaNa kaise kareM. rASTra ko bala kahAM se milegA ? bhraSTAcAra bar3hegA. viSaya kI pUrti ke lie galata rAste lene par3eMge. roja ye durghaTanAeM hama apanI naz2aroM se dekhate haiM, aura phira usameM hamArI sarakAra kA sAtha mila jAtA hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ghara-ghara meM kasAIkhAnA khola diyA gayA hai. jahAM-jahAM jAtA hUM vijJApana dekhatA hUM do sau rupae ke andara garbhapAta. par3hate samaya zarma AtI hai, mana meM isakA darda paidA hotA hai. hiMsA jise hamArI saMskRti ke andara bhayaMkara aparAdha mAnA gayA, sarakAra usako protsAhana detI hai, aura hamArI Arya saMskRti ke parivAra meM mAnava hatyA jaise bhayaMkara pApa kie jAte haiM. kabhI Apake hRdaya ke andara yaha bhAvanA AtI hai. mAtAoM ke hRdaya ke andara kabhI yaha karuNA AtI ki apane peTa meM pala rahe usa bAlaka ko hamane svayaM mAra DAlA, hatyArA banA prabhu kA aparAdhI banA. sAmAjika dRSTi se to aparAdha hai hI AdhyAtmika dRSTi se to sabase bar3A pApa hai. garbhapAta ke dvArA paMcendriya kI hatyA, mAnava hatyA jaise bhayaMkara pApa isa jagat meM kie jA rahe haiM ki isake varNana ke lie hamAre pAsa zabda nahIM haiM. Aja taka hama pazuoM ko bacAne ke lie cillAte rahe. aba to mujhe cillAnA par3egA ki apane bAlaka ko bacAo. pApa ko chipAne ke lie vyakti kitanA bar3A pApa karatA hai aura usameM phira sarakAra sahAyaka banatI hai. videzoM ke andara isakA bar3A pratikAra kiyA jA rahA hai. amerikA kI prajA meM bahuta bar3A vidroha cala rahA hai. romana kaitholika sampradAya isa cIz2a ko bilkula nahIM mAnatA. islAma bilkula nahIM mAnatA. parantu Azcarya hai ki hamArI hindu saMskRti yA jaina saMskRti isa bAta ko z2arA bhI svIkAra nahIM karatI. yaha to sarakAra kA atyAcAra hai, balAtkAra hai aura hamArI AvAja taka nahIM uThatI. hamaneM use svIkAra kara liyA. koI Andolana nahIM. Apako svayaM isakA nirNaya karanA par3egA. yaha hamArI vartamAna sthiti hai. kahAM jAeM! kaise hama apane sadAcArI jIvana kI rakSA kara sakeM! maiM to kahUMgA ki pahale Apa svayaM apane parivAra meM isa prakAra taiyArI karie. apane parivAra ko sundara banAie tAki ApakA Adarza dekha kara ke dUsare vyakti kucha pA sakeM. apane baccoM ko Apa aisA taiyAra karie. gurujanoM ke samparka meM lAie. manovaijJAnika upacAra karie tAki unake andara manovaijJAnika parivartana A jAe aura bhaviSya meM vaha santAna Apake lie AzIrvAda bane aura agara yaha saMskAra nahIM diyA to yaha saMtAna bhaviSya meM Apako rulAegI. Apake jIvana ko, ApakI mauta ko bhI bigAr3a kara rahegI kyoMki sadAcAra hI nahIM to sadvicAra kahAM se AeMge. binA sadAcAra ke sadvicAra janma hI nahIM lete. 115 For Private And Personal Use Only Tong gha

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Jan www.kobatirth.org - guruvANI: " peTa kATa karake bhUkhe raha kara ke eka vyakti ne apane lar3ake ko videza bhejA. puNya ne sAtha diyA ki hoziyAra nikalA. medhAvI chAtravRtti mila gaI. parantu ikalautA lar3akA hone se mAtA-pitA kA vAtsalya prema aisA thA. prema kA atireka kaI bAra patana kA kAraNa banatA hai, bhUkhe rahakara ke phaTA huA kapar3A pahana kara ke apane bAlaka ko par3hAne kI bhAvanA se usa mAtA-pitA ne bAlaka ko videza bheja diyA aura dharma saMskAra jarA bhI nahIM de pAe. bAlyakAla se lAr3a aura pyAra sirpha bhautika apekSA ki lar3akA bar3A hogA, hoziyAra * hogA, kamAkara ke lAegA aura hama bar3e Ananda se apanA jIvana vyatIta kareMge. amerikA meM usane ema.bI.e. kiyA. vyApAra prabandhana meM usane snAtakottara upAdhi arjita kara lI. bahuta bar3I kampanI kA prastAva milA aura usane pada svIkAra kara liyA. bahuta purAnI bAta hai, jaba vaha sTImara se bambaI A rahA thA. bApa use lene ke lie gayA. kampanI se patra milA ki tumhArA putra isa sTImara se utarane vAlA hai kyoMki ghara kA paricaya aura patA thA. becArA maile phaTe kapar3e pahane hue thA ki itane bar3e pada para merA lar3akA A gayA. hRdaya ke andara bar3A ullAsa thA, Aja merA bAlaka merI kalpanA ko sAkAra karane ke lie A rahA hai. maiMne jo vicAra kiyA thA, vaha vicAra Aja pUrNa nA. apAra prasannatA thI. garIba bApa apane beTe kI AzA lekara bahuta umaMga lekara ki Aja use dekhUMgA "porTa" (bandaragAha) para gayA. pratIkSA kara rahA thA ki sTImara AegA. bahuta sAre Aphisara usakI kampanI ke usako lene svAgata ke lie gae. puSpa guccha lekara, guladastA lekara phUla kI mAlAeM lekara gae. yaha becArA phaTA huA kapar3A, daridra jaisA dikhAI par3ane vAlA nIce khar3A rahA. vahAM bar3e-bar3e loga the, caparAsI ne ghusane hI nahIM diyA. agara vahAM yaha kahatA ki yaha lar3akA merA hai to mAra khAtA ki koI pAgala A gayA. vaha becArA nIce A gayA ki lar3akA mujhe dekhegA jarUra mujhe bulAegA. mere pAMva par3egA. maiM use apane prema ke AMsuoM se nahalA dUMgA bar3I sundara kalpanA thI, parantu vaha bAlaka jo dasa barasa taka amerikA rahA. vaha bhautika vAtAvaraNa, vaha durAcaraNa kA usa para prabhAva thA. vaha jaise hI utarA aura bahuta bar3e-bar3e Aphisara mAlAeM pahanAne laga gae, guladastA dene laga gae, hAtha milAne laga gae. pUrI pAzcAtya saMskRti usake jIvana meM aisA ghara kara gayI thI. vaha Upara se dekha rahA hai ki merA bApa nIce khar3A hai, bApa eka dRSTi se use dekha rahA hai. kaba merA bAlaka nIce utaregA, mere pAMva par3egA, mujhe namaskAra karegA. aba usako bar3A saMkoca ho rahA hai ki itane bar3e-bar3e AdamiyoM ke bIca meM kaise inako pramANa karUM, inase kaise milUM aura kaise inase bAta karUM? aba vaha bAlaka Akhira bApa kI hI saMtAna thI. dhyAna bAra-bAra udhara jA rahA thA. eka sAthI ne pUchA "hU iz2a deyara" kauna hai vaha vaha bolA 116 " - "hI iz2a mAI saraveMTa. " Refe

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-guruvANI dekhA Apane. jaise hI bApa ke kAna meM yaha zabda gayA ki mujhe naukara kahatA hai, calA gayA. jindagI meM isa lar3ake kA muMha mujhe nahIM dekhanA. bhUkhe mara jAUMgA, AtmaghAta kara lUMgA para isa nAlAyaka kuputra kA maiM muMha kabhI nahIM dekhUgA. samajha gae, dharma saMskAra se zUnya jIvana kA yaha pariNAma AtA hai. bApa ko naukara kahate hue zarma nahIM AyI. usane vicAra nahIM kiyA ki maiM kyA kara rahA hUM? jisane mujhe janma diyA, bhUkhe rahakara aura dina-rAta mujhe khilAyA. phaTA huA kapar3A pahana kara mujhe sundara kapar3A pahanAyA aura kitanA RNa lekara, kitanI majadUrI karake mujhe amerikA bhijavAyA. mujhe isa pada para biThAne kA sArA zreya to mere bApa kA hI hai, vaha saba upakAra bhUla gayA, sApha ho gayA. yaha pazcima kI AdhI itanI khataranAka hai ki yaha sAre sadavicAroM ko ur3Akara ke rakha degI. agara jIvana meM Apa sAvadhAna nahIM rahe aura aisI saMtAna Apake jIvana meM Age calakara ghAtaka siddha hogI. vaha mAnasika zAMti dene meM kabhI sahAyaka nahIM banegI. isIlie bAlyakAla meM hI aisA saMskAra diyA jAye ki sadAcAra se vaha AtmA apane jIvana ko pratiSThita kara pAe. unake jIvana ke andara sadvicAra utpanna hoM. unakA jIvana eka vaTa vRkSa, kI taraha bane. aneka AtmAoM ko zItala chAyA dene vAlA bane. anAdi kAla kA saMskAra hai aura hama viSaya kI durgandha meM rahe, to saMyama kI sugandha hamako mAlUma hI nahIM par3egI. cAMdanI cauka ke andara maphatalAla seTha kI dukAna thI. itra kI dukAna thI. becArA subaha harijana AtA, jhADU dekara dukAna sApha kiyA karatA. merI dukAna ko jarA acchI taraha se sApha rakhanA, bAhara gandagI na rahe, gandagI na rahe. maiM tujhe inAma dUMgA. vaha inAma ke pralobhana meM vaha becArA harijana roz2a subaha AtA aura bar3I sApha-saphAI kara jAtA. eka dina harijana ne kahA, seTha sAhaba! Apane kahA thA inAma ke lie aba dIvAlI najadIka A rahI hai, kucha bakhzIza. maphatalAla seTha kyA dene vAle the. kAma karA liyA. unhoMne kahA ki dekho - gulAba kA itra tumheM detA hUM. eka sIMka para itra kA phUTTA banAkara ke kahA ki lo sUMgho. thor3A aura jyAdA dUMgA apane parivAra vAloM ko bhI jAkara denA. yahI to inAma hai. mere pAsa jo cIz2a hai vahI to inAma meM dUMgA. ____ jindagI meM kabhI itra sUMghA hI nahIM. usa becAre harijana ko sIkha ke andara lagAkara ke itra diyA, gulAba kA itra thA. jaise hI sUMghA behoza ho gayA. mUrchita ho gayA. jindagI meM kabhI aisA apUrva sugaMdha anubhava kiyA nahIM aura vaha becArA vahIM behoza ho gayA. jIvana kI apUrva ghaTanA thI. ise dekhane ke lie logoM kI bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gaI. maphatalAla ne kahA! are yAra kucha nahIM huA. maiMne to gulAba kA itra ise inAma meM diyA. merI dukAna ke sAmane sApha-saphAI karatA hai isalie ise itra kA phUhA diyA. usakI ghara vAlI kahIM 117 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI sAmane ror3a sApha kara rahI thI. kacare kI TokarI sAmane par3I huI thI, uThAkara ke AI aura dekhA to sAmane bhIr3a. aMdara Akara ke jhAMkA to usI kA pati thA, donoM saphAI karmacArI the. dukAnadAra ko pUchA ki maphatalAla yaha Apane kyA kiyA? ___ are kucha nahIM, dekho, isake hAtha meM itra kA phUhA diyA thA aura isane jaise hI sUMghA, yaha behoza ho gayA. aba maiM kyA karUM. maiM bhI ghabarA gayA. usane kahA aba Darane kI jarUrata nahIM, isakA ilAja mere pAsa hai. vaha gaI aura itra kA phUhA to alaga kara diyA aura jo gaMdagI se bharI haI TokarI lekara ke AI thI, use thor3A nAka ke pAsa ghumAyA. jaise hI usako apanI vAstavikatA mAlUma par3I, usakI sugandha AI, vaha uThakara ke baiTha gaye. dekhA Apane yaha camatkAra. vaha jindagI bhara isI gandagI meM rahA aura aisA priya, isako yaha gandagI priya ho gaI. Apane dekhA ki TokarI ghumAte hI ekadama jAgRta ho gayA. seTha sAhaba! yaha sugandha sUMghane lAyaka vyakti nahIM. yaha isI durgandha meM rahane vAlA AdamI hai. hama loga to isI meM janmeM aura isI meM bar3e hue. ____ jJAniyoM ne AdhyAtmika bhASA meM kahA, jo saMsArI durAcAra meM janmA, aura durAcAra meM hI bar3A huA, aura durAcAra kI durgandha se jisakA jIvana sanA huA hai, nirmita hai, vaha cAhe jitanA bhI saMyama kA sugandha le jAye mUrchita ho jAegA. usako to viSaya kA hI durgandha cAhie. saMyamI AtmAoM ke saMyama kI sugandha se vaha vaMcita rahegA. durgandha meM rahane kA yaha anAdi kAla kA hamArA svabhAva hai, anAdi kAla vyatIta ho gayA. yaha vartamAna isa prakAra se na jAe, saMyama kI sugandha se apanI AtmA ko sugandhita banAo. yaha saMkalpa Apako karanA par3egA. __ Apa dekhate haiM, acche-acche gharoM ke andara, jarA sI bhautika prApti ke lie, kaisI bhayaMkara durghaTanAeM hotI haiM? kaisI yAtanAeM dete haiM? roja eka-Adha ghaTanA to Apako dekhane ko milegI hI. jala jAtI haiM, jalA die jAte haiM. jahara de diyA jAtA hai. mAra-pITa kI jAtI hai. kyoM? kabhI mana ke andara aisA vicAra AyA ki naitika dRSTi se kitanA bhayaMkara gunAha kara rahA hUM. nirdoSa AtmA ke sAtha merA kitanA galata vyavahAra ho rahA hai aura jagat mUka-darzaka banA rahatA hai. - maiM to kahatA hUM aisI AtmAoM aura parivAra kA sAmAjika bahiSkAra kIjie, tiraskAra kIjie. ve samAja meM baiThane lAyaka vyakti nahIM haiM. sarakAra jo bhI sajA de, parantu hamAre yahAM kabhI unakA tiraskAra nahIM kiyA gayA ki dUsare vyakti sAvadhAna ho sakeM ki yaha galata kAma nahIM karanA. sAmAjika dRSTi se unakA sammAna honA hI nahIM cAhie. aise vyakti prathama koTi ke aparAdhI haiM, ve sammAna ke pAtra kadApi nahIM haiM. 118 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: ghara meM hatyAeM kareM, Upara se mahAvIra kA nAma leM, rAma kA nAma leM, kRSNa kA nAma leM, mandira jAkara ke paramAtmA ko Thagane kI koziza kareM. mAlA le jAeM - kyA paramAtmA rizvata lete haiM yA Apake pApa kI vakAlata karane vAle Apake pApa kA rakSaNa karane vAle haiM? kisa muMha se hama jAte haiM? itanA bhayaMkara pApa karane para paramAtmA ke caraNoM kA sparza karane kI bhI yogyatA una AtmAoM meM nahIM. jJAniyoM ne kahA ki paramAtmA ke darabAra meM bhI vaha kSamya nahIM hai. Apa gRhastha haiM, z2arA vicAra kara lenA sadgRhastha haiM. kabhI isa pApa kA praveza Apake dvAra taka na Aye. apane parivAra taka isa pApa kA praveza na Aye. Apa yaha saMkalpa kara leM. roja kI yaha ghaTanA hai. yaha hamAre deza aura hamAre samAja meM yaha bar3I kalaMka kI vastu hai aura ye ghaTanAeM roz2a ghaTatI haiM kyoMki Arthika pralobhana hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir isIlie kahA ki mAtA-pitA, apane gurujana, bandhu unakI salAha ke anusAra kArya kareM. yadi sampanna parivAra, apane samAna kula, zIla, AcAra-vicAra vAle vyakti hoM to yaha gar3abar3I paidA nahIM hogI. jahAM anubhava zUnya jIvana ho, tAtkAlika nirNaya kiyA jAtA ho, bhautika pralobhana se koI nirNaya liyA jAtA ho, vahAM ye sArI samasyAeM paidA hotI haiM. Apake gRhastha jIvana kI sArI pavitratA calI jAegI. bahuta kucha Apase kahA Apa eka bAra phira se isa para vicAra kara lenA. aba Age carcA hogI zAdI aura vivAha ke prasaMga ke bAda " tathA ziSTAcaritaprazaMsannamiti" vyavahAra ke andara ziSTAcAra kA bahuta mahatvapUrNa sthAna hai. aba isa sUtra ke antargata Apako tatsambandhI mArgadarzana milegA. isameM sAre ziSTAcAra kA paricaya diyA gayA hai "lokApavAdabhIrutvaM, dInAbhyuddharaNAdaraH / kRtajJatA sudAkSiNyaM, sadAcAraH prakIrtitaH // sarvatra nindAsaMtyAgo, varNavAdazca sAdhuSu / ApadainyamatyantaM, tadvat saMpadi namratA // prastAve mitabhASitvamavisaMvAdanaM tathA / pratipannakriyA ceti, kuladharmAnupAlanam // asadvyayaparityAgaH, sthAne caiva kriyA sadA / pradhAnakArye nirbandhaH, pramAdasya vivarjanam // lokAcArAnuvRttizca sarvatracityapAlanam / pravRttirgarhite neti, prANaiH kaNThagatairapi // 119 For Private And Personal Use Only dhana

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:guruvANI yaha saba ziSTAcAra hai aura eka-eka ziSTAcAra samajhane yogya hai. aisA koI kArya apane jIvana meM nahIM honA cAhie, jo lokAcaraNa ke viruddha ho. "yadyapi zuddha loka viruddha nAcaraNIyam" aisA koI kArya nahIM karanA jo loka-vyavahAra meM pracalita na ho, jo loka nindA kA kAraNa bana jAye, tamAzA bana jAye. ziSTAcAra ke antargata hamAre yahAM sUtra meM kahA jAtA hai ki pratikramaNa meM, loka viruddha kArya kabhI nahIM karanA nahIM to mAnasika tanAva AegA. jIvana bhaya se grasta rahegA. mana ke andara eka prakAra se lajjA kA anubhava hogA. "dInAbhyudhdaraNAdaraH" na-dukhiyoM kI AtmAoM kA uddhAra karanA. ApakI dRSTi meM yadi koI garIba yA bhUkhA iMsAna A jAe yA roga se pIr3ita AtmA A jAe aura sAmarthya yA sakSamatA hote hue bhI Apane usakA agara darda dUra nahIM kiyA, prayAsa nahIM kiyA to bhagavAna kI dRSTi meM kahA gayA ki vaha bhI gunahagAra hai. vaha bhI eka prakAra kI hiMsA hai. ataH sAmarthya hote hue kisI AtmA ke darda kA nivAraNa karanA hiMsA ke antargata AtA hai. yaha hamAre ziSTAcAra kA eka Avazyaka pakSa hai. dUsarI bAta, Apako apanI kRtajJatA ke prati saceta rahanA cAhie ki usane ApakA upakAra kiyA ataH Apa bhI yathA sambhava kareM. "sudAkSiNyaM" andara dAkSiNyA kA guNa AnA cAhie. koI vyakti agara galata kara gayA to dAkSiNyA rakhie, upekSA karie ki ho gayA hogA, iMsAna bhUla kara aisA kara gayA. jisa prakAra calane vAle ko Thokara laga hI jAtI hai usI taraha kArya karatA huA vyakti vyavahAra meM bhUla kara detA hai. apanI dAkSiNyatA ko Apa kabhI mata bhulAeM. "sadAcAraH prakIrtitaH" isa prakAra samyak AcaraNa kA gRhastha pAlana kareM. "sarvatra nindAsaMtyAgo" nindA ko tyAgo. yaha kaiMsara se bhI bhayAnaka roga hai. bAjAra meM Apa cATa khAte haiM. usase bhI jyAdA svAda paranindA meM AtA hai. kisI kI nindA sunane meM, kisI kI nindA karane meM logoM ko bar3A Ananda AtA hai. yaha kaiMsara jaisA hai. sArI sAdhanA meM kaiMsara utpanna karatA hai. kamajora banA degA. jIbha kI sArI pavitratA calI jAegI. haz2Ara bAra rAma kA nAma liyA, amRta utpanna kiyA isa jIbha se, aura eka bAra paranindA kiyA to amRta meM jahara milA liyA. vaha amRta AtmA svIkAra kaise karegI. Apa kisI ke yahAM bhojana ke lie jAyeM aura khIra se bharA huA tapelA ho, bhagonA ho aura usa meM yadi eka bUMda pAyajana (jahara) DAla deM to Apa leMge? kabhI nahIM. isI taraha nindA AtmA kabhI svIkAra nahIM karegI. 120 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI paranindA ke pApa se apane Apako bacAnA hai. isa para bhI vicAra hama kareMge. kitanA anartha hotA hai isameM. pUrA parivAra jalatA hai. roja samAcAra patroM meM rAjanaitika netAoM kA tamAzA dekhate haiM. sivAya nindA ke koI dUsarI bAta AtI hai? kabhI kisI rAjapurUSa ne kisI AtmA kI prazaMsA kI? marane ke bAda jarUra guNagAna gAyA jAtA hai. mAlAeM pahanAI jAtI haiM. para jaba taka jIvita hote haiM vahAM taka kabhI nahIM. vinobA bhAve ne eka bar3A sundara abhiprAya diyA ki prajAtantra meM aise sajjana vyakti Ane cAhie jo isa deza ke lie rASTra ke nirmANa ke lie kucha kara sakeM. sajjana vyakti kI vyAkhyA unhoMne batalAI ki jo paranindA na kare aura Atma-prazaMsA bhI na kareM. kyoMki donoM hI durjana vyaktiyoM ke lakSaNa haiM. sva-prazaMsA, maiM bar3A vidvAn hUM, bar3A jAnakAra hUM, bar3A sevA karane vAlA hUM. apane muMha se hI apanA guNagAna karane vAlA, aura pratidina dUsaroM kI nindA karane vAlA, sAmane vAlA vyakti bar3A galata hai, bar3A qhataranAka hai,bar3A cora hai, beImAna hai durjanatA kA pratIka hai. Aja ke netAoM ko Apa dekha lIjie. unake vaktavyoM ko Apa suna lIjie. Apako mAlUma par3a pAegA ki yaha sajjanatA ke antargata Ate haiM yA inakI vANI meM durjanatA hai. ve kaise rASTra kA rakSaNa kareMge? kisI samaya meM bar3e suyogya netA the. Aja bhI Apako kucha aise varga mileMge. parantu bahuta kama hai. pahale hamAre jIvana meM yaha cIz2a AnI cAhie ki hama nindA nahIM kareMge. guNoM kI tarapha hI mujhe dRSTipAta karanA hai aura guNoM ko hI grahaNa karanA hai. "avarNavAdazca sAdhuSu" "kabhI sAdhu puruSoM ke viSaya meM aisA akAraNa galata nahIM bolanA. kabhI unake doSoM ko dekhakara ke apanI jIbha gandI nahIM karanA. sAdhu purUSoM ke lie jIvana karma ke adhIna vinamratA AnI cAhie. apanI dRSTi meM kabhI isa prakAra kA avarNavAda nahIM AnA cAhie. ye sArI cIz2e isake andara eka-se eka bar3ha kara ke haiM aura bar3e mahattva kI hai. Apake vyavahAra ko sundara banAne vAlI haiM. Apake jIvana kA nava-nirmANa karane vAlI haiM aura Age calakara ke ApakI AtmA ko zAMti pradAna karane vAlI aura bhaviSya meM sadgati dene vAlI cIje haiM. isa ziSTAcAra kA pAlana mujhe apane vyavahAra meM karanA hai. kala isa viSaya para vicAra kareMge. ziSTAcAra, jo hamAre lie Avazyaka mAnA gayA, isa para do-tIna dina lagakara vicAra kareMge, kAphI lambA sabjekTa (viSaya) hai. Aja itanA hI rahane deM. sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam - 121 For Private And Personal Use Only

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=guruvANI karuNA, tyAga aura paropakAra dharma kA vAstavika svarUpa mahAna kRpAlu AcArya zrImad haribhadrasUri jI mahArAja ne apane dIrgha kAla ke cintana ke dvArA jo anubhava prApta kiyA use paropakAra kI bhAvanA se ina sUtroM meM pirokara jagat ke kalyANa ke lie, arpita kara diyA. isa graMtha ke dvArA isa prakAra kA mArga-darzana diyA ki jisase jIvana kA koI kSetra. koI vyavahAra dharma se rahita na ho, vaha dharma se navapallavita ho. bolanA, calanA, khAnA-pInA, jIvana kA hara vyavahAra dharmamaya ho. dharma zabda kA artha bahata vyApaka hai. karttavya ke rUpa meM dharma ko svIkAra karanA hai. paramAtmA kI prArthanA, upAsanA, dhyAna eka alaga cIz2a hai, jIvana kA hareka vyavahAra prAmANika ho, AtmA ke anukUla ho aura sArI pravRttiyAM AtmA ke kalyANa ke lie hoM. pratyeka kriyA se prArthanA, upAsanA aura dhyAna kI sugandha pravAhita ho. aisI koI pravRtti hamAre jIvana meM nahIM cAhie jisase kisI AtmA ko kaSTa ho. aprIti utpanna ho. mana ke andara azAMti paidA ho. jisa kArya meM AtmA sAkSI na detA ho, aisA koI kArya nahIM karanA hai. sampUrNa jIvana dharma-pradhAna banA lenA hai, jIvana kSaNabhaMgura hai. na jAne kaba aura kisa nimitta se calA jAe. jAne se pUrva apane AcaraNa ke dvArA Atma-zuddhi prApta kara lenI hai. jaise-jaise jIvana ke andara dharma sakriya banegA Apake vicAra samparNa kriyAtmaka rUpa le leMge. ApakI vANI, vyavahAra aura vicAra meM ekarUpatA A jAegI. yaha jIvana eka saMgIta utpanna karegA. jIvana kyA hai? isake AkAra ko dekhie. isakI AkRti tAnapUre jaisI hai. tAnapUre meM tIna tAra hote haiM. jaba ina tInoM tAroM ko eka sAtha jhaMkRta kiyA jAtA hai taba sunane meM bar3A. madhura aura bar3A priya hotA hai. jIvana meM bhI mana, vacana aura karma, ye jIvana tAnapUre ke tIna tAra haiM aura yadi inameM eka rUpatA A jAe to jIvana-vyavahAra zabda saMgIta bana kara ke bAhara AtA hai. hamAre jIvana kA zabda bhI saMgIta bana jAye. hamAre vicAroM kI abhivyakti, eka kavitA kA rUpa dhAraNa kara le. jIvana meM hamArA calanA-phiranA eka prakAra kA nRtya bana jAe. vaha mAnasika prasannatA ko prakaTa kare aura mana ke andara vItarAga ke usa paramatatva kI pratiSThA ho jAe aura jIvana kA pratyeka AcaraNa jagata ke prANimAtra ko AhalAdita kara apanI sadabhAvanA prakaTa karane vAlA bana jAe. astu, isa kAla meM, isI samaya vaha vyakti parama sukha kA anubhava karane lagatA hai. AcaraNa ke dvArA, isa jIvana meM nava saMskAra ko pratiSThita karanA hai. granthakAra ne jIvana vyavahAra ke do mukhya sAdhanoM kA paricaya dete hue usa sUtra meM kahA ki dravya upArjana kaise kareM, kauna-sA tarIkA usameM apanAnA hai. va 122 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI "nyAyasaMpannavibhavaH" dravya nyAya se upArjita kiyA huA hI cAhie. dravyopArjana jIvana-nirvAha ke lie tathA parivAra ke bharaNa-poSaNa ke lie cAhie. yadi usase adhika prArabdha se prApta ho jAtA hai to kaheM bhagavana! tU aisI buddhi de ki usakA upayoga maiM paropakAra ke lie kara sakaM gRhastha jIvana aura vyavahAra ko calAne ke lie vivAha eka AcAra hai, jise jIvana vyavahAra kA dUsarA pramukha sAdhana mAnA gayA hai. vivAha kahAM karanA, kaise karanA, kisa prakAra kI bhAvanA se karanA vaha cintana bhI isa mahAna AcArya ne prastuta kiyA tAki jIvana meM viSamatA na paidA ho. jIvana meM koI aisA mAnasika yA anya prakAra kA dveSa paidA na ho jAe, koI duvidhA utpanna na ho, parivAra kleza se pIr3ita na ho, kahAM aura kisa prakAra se vivAha saMskAra kiyA jAye, tIsare sUtra ke dvArA AcArya pravara ne upadiSTa kiyA ki jIvana meM vyavahAra kA bhI pAlana avazya karanA. to ziSTa AcAra kA anumodana karate hue, ziSTa AcAra kA paricaya diyA ki ziSTAcAra kyA hai? uttama puruSoM kA mAna karanA, mAtA-pitA, gurUjanoM kA sammAna karanA, unake sAtha vivekapUrvaka vyavahAra karanA. unake sAtha bolanA ziSTatApUrvaka - ye saba cIjeM ziSTAcAra ke antargata AtI haiM parantu isase bhI Age hamAre jIvana aura AcAra, ziSTa AcAroM kI samprApti hetu sUtra ke dvArA paricaya diyAH "lokApavAdabhIrutvaM dInAbhyuddharaNAdaraH" aisA koI kArya mujhe nahIM karanA ki jo logoM kI icchA ke viruddha ho. "yadyapi zuddha lokaviruddha nAcaraNIyam" hamAre RSi-muniyoM kA yaha cintana rahA hai ki cAhe Apa kitane bhI zuddha mArga kA anusaraNa karate hoM, parantu yadi lokavyavahAra se vaha kArya viruddha ho jAtA hai, lokaruci usa kArya meM nahIM hai to lokaruci kA sammAna karate hue usa kArya kI upekSA kara denI cAhie. samaya ke anusAra kArya meM parivartana AtA hai. AcAra meM bhI thor3A-bahuta parivartana AtA hai. kisI samaya vaha cIja bar3I mahattvapUrNa thI. usa samaya ke lokamAnasa meM usakA Adara thA. logoM kI usa kArya meM ruci thI aura kadAcit vartamAna meM usa kArya meM ruci na ho to lokaviruddha hokara vaha kArya nahIM karanA cAhie. vaha kaI bAra AtmapIr3A kA kAraNa banatA hai. mAnasika AghAta kA kAraNa banatA hai. yadi isa prakAra kA AcaraNa nahIM karate haiM to pariNAma jitanA sundara honA cAhie utanA nahIM hotA hai. aisI prathA haiM ki vivAha - zAdI meM yA aise kisI bhI kArya meM, pradarzana kA atireka ho jAtA hai aura isI atireka kA pariNAma sAmyavAda ko AmantraNa detA hai. loga dharma se vimukha hote haiM. unameM IrSyA prakaTa hotI hai. lokamAnasa usameM ruci nahIM letA. yaha lokApavAda hai. 123 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: vartamAna kAla ko dekha kara bhagavAna mahAvIra ke zabdoM meM kahA jAe dravya, kSetra, kAla aura bhAva ke anusAra kArya kareM. dravya kA matalaba logoM kI AtmA ke pariNAma. vizuddha dravya AtmA hai aura usake pariNAma, usI ko dekhakara ke kArya karanA ki karma ucita hai yA nahIM. kSetra dekhanA ki yaha kSetra, yaha prAnta, yaha pradeza hamAre kArya ke anukUla hai yA nahIM. alaga-alaga pradeza kI alaga-alaga ruci hotI hai. unakI saMskRti tathA prAdezika paramparA alaga hotI hai. use dekha kara ke nirNaya karanA cAhie. kAla dekhanA, loga kyA cAhate haiM, samaya kI pukAra kyA hai aura yadi samaya se viparIta hokara hama kArya kareMge to nindA milegI, IrSyA milegI, logoM kA Aveza milegA aura mana kI azAMti milegI. logoM kA bhAva bhI dekhanA Avazyaka hai ki unakA antarbhAva kisa taraha kA hai. "lokApavAdabhIrutva" isa prathama sUtra ke dvArA ziSTa AcaraNa kA lakSaNa batAyA gayA hai. baMgAla meM bhayaMkara duSkAla par3A thA. svAmI vivekAnanda usa samaya baMgAla meM maujUda the aura aisI paristhiti, ki loga dAne-dAne ke lie tarasane lage. usa kAla aura samaya meM logoM ke andara bahuta hI zraddhA thI. dhArmika AsthA bhI bahuta prabala thI. vahAM kI prajA meM bhI bar3I sundara dhArmika AsthA thI. logoM ne mila kara ke lAkhoM rupayoM kA eka phaNDa ikaTThA kiyA, tAki bahuta bar3A yajJa vahAM para kiyA jAye, anuSThAna kiyA jAye. paisA to ikaTThA ho gayA. zrImanta loga the, ucca kulIna loga the. lAkhoM rupayoM ke karIba phaMDa ikaTThA ho gayA. rupaye ekatra karake unhoMne apanI eka kameTI banAI aura vicAra kiyA ki svAmI jI ko jAkara nimantraNa diyA jAye ki isa kArya ke lie Apa Aiye ApakI adhyakSatA meM eka bahuta bar3e yajJa kA anuSThAna kiyA jAye. deza, kAla kI paristhiti bar3I viparIta thI janamAnasa alaga prakAra kA thA. logoM ko peTa kI cintA thI. jahAM taka peTa kI cintA hogI, vahAM taka paramezvara kA vicAra kabhI nahIM AegA. taba taka AtmA kA vicAra kabhI nahIM AegA. yadi saMskAravaza A bhI gayA to usameM sthiratA nahIM rahegI. isIlie bhagavAna mahAvIra ko kahanA par3AH " Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir khuhA sama veyaNA natthi jagat meM bhUkha sadRza kucha nahIM hai. kSudhA kI vedanA se Ahata vyakti akaraNIya kRtyoM ko bhI kara DAlatA hai. kabhI-kabhI vaha hatAza hokara apane prANa bhI de detA hai. isa sambandha meM eka ukti bhI hai bubhukSitaH kiM na karoti pApam. " 124 yajJa ke samAroha meM Ane ke lie viziSTa vyakti svAmI vivekAnanda ke pAsa gae aura kahA ki hama logoM ne itanA sundara Ayojana kiyA hai aura usakI adhyakSatA Apako karanI hai. vaha bar3e vicAravAn vyakti the. isI prathama ziSTAcAra kA unhoMne pAlana kiyA. unhoMne kahA isa samaya to mujhe mAnava yajJa karanA hai, yaha sArA paisA Apa mujhe de dIjie aura isakA upayoga maiM isa prakAra ke yajJa meM karUMgA ki baMgAla meM eka bhI vyakti bhUkha se For Private And Personal Use Only F

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-guruvANI - pIDita na rahe aura vaha mRtyu ko prApta na ho. ye jIvita paramAtmA haiM aura mujhe yaha yajJa Apa karane dIjie. merA isameM koI prayojana nahIM hai. loga bhUkha se tar3apa kara ke mara rahe hoM to Apa paramAtmA ko prasanna nahIM kara sakate. Aja cAroM tarapha duSkAla kA prabhAva hai. pratidina dekhate haiM -- pazu mara rahe haiM, mAnava mara rahe haiM, na jAne kyA-kyA hatyA kara DAlate haiM. aisI paristhiti meM Apako vicAra badalanA cAhie. vivekAnanda kA zAbdika prahAra unakI cetanA ko jAgRta kara gayA aura unako vicAra badalanA par3A aura unhoMne lAkhoM rupae kA phaNDa vivekAnanda ke pAsa lA kara diyA aura vivekAnanda jI ne bhUkha se pIr3ita logoM ke kalyANa ke lie usakA upayoga kiyA. ____ maiM nahIM kahatA ki yaha dhArmika kArya yA anuSThAna galata hai. parantu samaya ke anurUpa, vyakti, kAla, bhAvoM ko dekhakara ke, logoM ke pariNAma ko dekhakara hI kArya kareM, cAhe kitanA bhI zubha kArya ho parantu yadi loka ruci na ho, logoM kI, prasannatA na ho, aura yadi Apa kareM to loka nindA kA kAraNa baneMge. loga dharma se vimukha bana jAeMge ki hama to bhUkha se mara rahe haiM aura yahAM dekho inako dharma sUjha rahA hai. isIlie yahAM isako mahattva diyA gayA ki aisA koI kArya nahIM karanA jisase hamAre jIvana se, hamAre AcaraNa se, hamAre kArya se loga dharma se vimukha baneM. hamArA prayatna logoM ko dharma ke sammukha lA kara khar3A karanA hai. jIvana kA pratyeka kArya dhArmika preraNA kA kAraNa bana jAe, parantu aisA koI azubha nimitta nahIM denA ki jisase isa paristhiti kA sRjana ho. hameM mahAna puruSoM dvArA kie kAryoM se utprerita honA hai tathA unake dvArA nirdiSTa patha kA anugamana karanA hai. tadanusAra hI AcaraNa karanA hai. eka samaya thA loga sukhI the, sampanna the. jIvana kI koI samasyA nahIM thI. logoM ne bar3e AlIzAna mandira banAye. bar3e adabhuta mandira taiyAra kie, kyoMki usa samaya usakI bar3I AvazyakatA thI. hamAre deza kI saMskRti meM isakA bar3A mahattva rahA hai. ve hamArI bhAratIya saMskRti aura paramparA ke pratIka haiM. bhArata kA itihAsa mandiroM se jur3A hai. usa samaya logoM kI manovRtti kaisI thI, usakA yaha paricAyaka hai, maMgala pratIka hai kyoMki sukhI loga the, saMpanna the, kisI ke peTa meM bhUkha kI vedanA nahIM thI aura usa samaya kalA kA sundara nirmANa huA. hajAroM-lAkhoM mandira banAe gae. parantu Aja paristhiti bar3I vicitra hai. mandira vidyamAna haiM parantu logoM kI bhAvanA khatma hotI jA rahI hai. eka samaya thA, jaba mandira tor3e jAte the. hamArI bhAvanA itanI jAgRta thI ki eka tor3ate to eka darjana mandira banate the. loga sampanna the. logoM meM prasannatA thI, maMdira nirmANa ho jAtA, parantu aMgrejoM ke samaya se lagabhaga 1500 varSoM kI avadhi meM zikSA kA itanA patana aura duSprabhAva rahA ki mandira vidyamAna rahatA hai, jAne kI bhAvanA khatma kara dI jAtI hai. 'vaha hisTorikala plesa (aitihAsika sthala) hai.' aisA kahakara usase jur3I hamArI AsthA kI hatyA kara dI jAtI hai aura zraddhA kA apUrva saundarya mAtra kalA kA pratIka bana kara raha jAtA hai. pazcimI sabhyatA aura atyAdhunika zikSA kI bhayAvaha A~dhI se Aja kA svArthI / - 125 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI mAnava apane itihAsa kI vAstavikatA se mu~ha phera letA hai aura pariNAmataH hamArI AdhyAtmika bhAvanAe~ kaNThita ho jAtI haiM, naSTa ho jAtI haiM. mandira TUTate the, usakI hameM cintA nahIM thI, aba jaba bhAvanA tor3I jA rahI hai, usakI bar3I cintA hai. mandira vidyamAna raheMge, usameM jAne vAle bhI raheMge, parantu jAne ke sAtha jur3I AsthA kI umaMga samApta ho jAegI. paramAtmA ke pAsa jAne kI bhAvanA khatma kI jA rahI hai. yaha zikSA nahIM parantu zugara koTiDa pAyaz2ana (mIThA jahara) hai. zabdoM ke mAdhyama se aisA nazA diyA jA rahA hai. sArI bhAvanA vikRta kI jA rahI hai. vaibhava kA pradarzana usI kA pariNAma hai. bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kabhI isa prakAra kA upadeza nahIM diyA, Adeza nahIM diyA ki tuma abhimAna aura anyAya se dravya kA upArjana karo, anIti se upArjana karo aura use abhimAna se kharca karo. nyAya se upArjana karanA aura tIrthasthAnAdi mandira meM kharca kara denA. mujhe isase-bar3I prasannatA hogI, tumhAre aparAdha mApha ho jAyeMge. bhagavAna ke yahAM yaha Adarza nahIM hai ki tuma gaTara meM pAMva DAlo aura gulAbajala se pAMva dho lo aura gandagI calI jAegI. nyAya se, nIti se, prAmANikatA se dhana upArjana karo. apane prArabdha meM vizvAsa rakha kara ke kArya karo aura bar3I namratA se arpaNa karo, bar3I laghutA se tuma do tAki andara kI prabhUtA mila jAye. sarvaprathama ziSTAcAra ke dvArA unhoMne yaha batAyAH kabhI prakRti kA koI prakopa A jAe, usa samaya pahale usa kArya ke lie apanA yogadAna denA. koI duSkAla kA prasaMga A gayA, durbhikSa A gayA, koI prAkRtika prakopa jaise bhUkampa A gayA, acAnaka koI bAr3ha A gaI, tUphAna A gayA, aise samaya meM khAnA-pInA, jalasA karanA, ziSTAcAra ke viparIta kArya ho gayA. ApakA dharma apamAnita hogA, ApakI badanAmI hogI. loga apriya zabda Apake lie kaheMge. Apake dhArmika anuSThAna kI pratiSThA kama kareMge. vahAM para usakI upekSA karake vartamAna meM kyA AvazyakatA hai jisase loga dharma kI anumodanA kareM. isa maMgala bhAvanA se kArya karanA hai ki mere kArya kI prazaMsA ho, usa prazaMsA se mere bhAva aura ullAsa jAgRta hoM tathA mere citta kI zAMti aura samAdhi banI rahe. isIlie ziSTAcAra sambandhI prathama sUtra meM batalAyA gayA hai ki "lokApavAda bhIrutvaM" loka ruci ko dekha kara kArya karanA cAhie, usase viparIta nahIM. jaba aisA prasaMga A gayA to dekhA logoM ne apane prANa dekara ke, apanA balidAna dekara ke, hamArI saMskRti ko banAye rakhA. jaba unhoMne hamArI saMskRti ko jIvita rakhA to hama bhI kucha aisA kArya kareM apanA yogadAna dekara ke paramAtmA mahAvIra ke vicAroM ko sthAyI banAyeM. bhagavAna ke vicAroM ko apane jIvana meM AkAra deM. ziSTAcAra ke antargata dUsarA prakAra batalAyA 'dInAbhyuddharaNAdaraH' Join 126 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI agara apane pAsa zakti hai, apane pAsa sAdhana hai, to dIna-duHkhI AtmAoM ke lie jarUra sahAyatA kA kArya karanA, usake yogya kArya karanA jise apane yahAM anukaMpA kahA gayA hai. samyaka darzana, samyaka zraddhA kA jo mukhya lakSaNa hai, usa anukaMpA kA hRdaya meM anukaMpana honA cAhie. duHkhI AtmAoM ko dekhakara ke hRdaya darda se bhara jAye. unake darda kA AMsU jaba AMkha meM Ane laga jAye, taba samajhanA ki maiM kucha dayAlu banA. mere svabhAva meM kucha karuNA AyI. maiM paramAtmA ke prema ke yogya banA. aise puNya kArya kA mujhe kaba avasara mile ki dIna AtmAoM kI maiM sevA kara sakU, anAthoM kI sevA karane vAlA banUM, bhUkhI AtmAoM ko bhojana dene vAlA banUM, kisI duHkhI AtmA ke AMsuoM ko poMcha kara ke, apanI prasannatA ko maiM prApta karUM, merA citta prasanna ho jAye. yaha maMgala bhAvanA isI ziSTAcAra ke antargata yahAM dI gaI: dhArmika kahalAnA sabako pasanda hai, parantu dhArmika banane meM bahuta bar3I samasyA hai kyoMki vaha to AcaraNa se banA jAtA hai, zabdoM se nahI. kisI vyakti ko agara dhArmika kahA jAye vaha bar3A khuza hogA. para yaha nahIM mAlUma ki dhArmika banane meM kitanI kaThinAI, kitanA bar3A balidAna diyA jAtA hai. kitanA bar3A yogadAna usameM hotA hai. bahuta sAre aise vyakti Aja bhI Apako mileMge ki jaba-jaba aisA prasaMga AtA hai, taba unheM kaisA peTa kA darda hotA hai. hamane kabhI usa tarapha dhyAna nahIM diyA. hamAre yahAM pAkSika pratikramaNa meM apane doSoM ke nirIkSaNa ke lie aticAra sUtra ke dvArA yaha vicAra kiyA jAtA hai, ki bhagavAna kI AjJA ke viparIta maiMne kArya kiyA aura usa aparAdha kI kSamAyAcanA kI jAtI, prati caturdazI ke dina hama bolate haiM "dIna-duHkhI sadhArmikatanI anukaMpA bhakti na kIdhI" parantu hRdaya se pUchie ki kabhI jhAMkakara ke kisI dIna-duHkhI ko dekhA. hamAre pAsa-par3osa meM kitane vyakti rahate haiM. unakI kyA sthiti hai hamane yaha vicAra kabhI nahIM kiyA. samrATa kumArapAla ke darabAra meM, jaba mahAn AcArya kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandrasUri mahArAja kA Agamana huA aura unake zarIra para jo kheta vAle majadara pahanate haiM. ekadama moTA vastra thA itane mahAn AcArya, sukumAra zarIra, apUrva puNyazAlI AtmA, pratibhAsampanna vyakti, bar3e-bar3e rAjA-mahArAja jinake caraNoM kI sevA kareM, aisA prabala puNyodaya aura usa mahAn AcArya ke zarIra para ekadama moTA vastra, rAjamahala meM AcArya bhagavanta Ae. samrATa kumArapAla svAgata ke lie gae. sammAnapUrvaka apane darabAra meM bulAyA vastra dekhakara ke vaha zarmindA ho gayA. AcArya bhagavanta ko vandanA karane ke bAda samrATa ne nivedana kiyA ki bhagavan, mere jaisA bhakta ApakA parama sevaka, Apake caraNoM kA dAsa, sArA rAjya maiMne Apake caraNoM meM arpaNa kara diyA, ApakA Adeza zirodhArya hai. Apake zarIra meM yaha moTA vastra dekhakara mujhe bar3I zarma A rahI hai. a - 127 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: unhoMne kahA ki rAjan! kabhI mere sAtha calo ApakI prajA meM kitanI garIbI hai, prajA meM kaisI dInatA hai, kaisI paristhiti hai, usakA z2arA maiM Apako paricaya karAUM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir merA eka sAdhaka, ghara kI paristhiti se lAcAra, parantu prema se lAkara usane yaha vastra mujhe diyA. prema kA kabhI bhI bhautika dRSTi se mUlyAMkana nahIM hotA, vaha amUlya hotA hai, usane lAkara bar3e prema se mujhe yaha cIz2a bheMTa kI aura maiMne svIkAra kara liyA parantu isa kapar3e se tumheM yaha jAnakArI milanI cAhie ki isa tumhAre rAjya ke andara kaise nirdhana aura garIba vyakti rahate haiM. merI cintA chor3a kara tuma unakA vicAra karo ki tumhArA kyA karttavya hai ? itane bar3e sAmrAjya ke tuma mAlika bano parantu una vyaktiyoM ke lie kabhI tumane vicAra kiyA ? isa kapar3e se yahI sandeza dene AyA hUM ki tere rAjya meM aisI prajA hai ki jinake pAsa pahanane ke lie bhI dUsarA vastra nahIM thA aura mujhe prema se aisI paristhiti meM bhI mujhe apane vastra arpaNa kiyA. prema amUlya hai. isIlie maiM ise asvIkAra nahIM kara sakA ki yadi ye vastra bhI maiM le jAUMgA to inake pAsa aura bhI vastroM kA abhAva ho jAe. maiMne ise svIkAra kiyA ki aisI paristhiti meM yadi maiM svIkAra nahIM karU~gA to inake dila meM pIr3A hogI. gujarAtI ke kavi ne bar3I sundara bhAvanA AcArya bhagavanta ke sandarbha meM kahA tujha jehavA zAsana taNAM zubha staMbha hoya te chatAM; nirdhana rahe kima nRpa acaMbo, ame mana pAmatA / tumhAre jaisA zAsana kA samrATa, itane bar3e vizAla sAmrAjya kA mAlika aura tumhAre deza meM aisI garIbI hai jisake lie tumheM zarma AnI cAhie. vaha paisA kisa kAma kA, usa samudra ke jala kI kyA kImata jo kisI kI pyAsa bujhAne meM saphala nahIM. usa kavi ne kahAH zuM kAmanA moTAM samudara tRSNA koI nI nA Tale; ethI bhalI nAnI nadI jyAM sarve ne zAnti male / usase to dubalI patalI, choTI nadI bhalI ki Ane vAle kI pyAsa to bujhAtI hai. samudra ke pAnI kI kyA kImata, bhale hI usake pAsa bahuta bar3I jala rAzi ho, jala kA bahuta vizAla saMgraha ho. una dhanavAnoM kA yahAM koI mUlya nahIM. baiMka kaiziyara kI taraha saMgraha karake cale gaye, lAkhoM noTa roz2a gine, para mile vahI ke vahI jo bhAgya meM likhe the. vahI bhoga sake bAkI tiz2orI meM par3e rahe. Age cala kara usa kavi ne varNana kiyA ki aise dIna-dukhiyoM kI sevA karane kA pariNAma kyA? unhoMne kahA aise mahAna, sahadharmI bandhu, dIna-duHkhI AtmAoM kI sevA karane kA pariNAma, ati sundara hai, kavi kahatA hai ki sahadharmI bhakti karane se tIrthaMkara pada kI prApti hotI hai. gaNadhara nAma karma kA vyakti upArjana kara sakatA hai. 128 For Private And Personal Use Only Nore

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guruvANI n ikaansarma RENonstellheat liwalawww.everalHARMEDARSHUBHASHARE AMISARAImao R sahadharmI bhakti - aisI sundara, apUrva bhakti ko chor3akara ke hama kahAM jAeM? ina AtmAoM kI sevA se ghara baiThe dharma milatA hai. paramAtmA prasanna hote haiM, unakA AzIrvAda milatA hai. hamAre azubha karma kA nivAraNa hotA hai aura upArjana kie hue jo azubha karma haiM, jisakA pariNAma galata Ane vAlA hai, ve sAre kameM isake dvArA kSaya ho jAte hai. ataH yaha kaisI sundara aura maMgala kriyA hai. aisI paristhiti meM hamArA naitika karttavya kyA hai? Apa khA lete haiM, pI lete haiM, parivAra kA bharaNa-poSaNa karate haiM para naitika dRSTi se hamArA aura bhI karttavya hai. par3osI, hamAre parivAra, hamArI jAti meM rahane vAle, hamAre paramAtmA ke zAsana meM rahane vAle aura dIna-duHkhI unako Apa dekhie aura agara hamaneM kucha nahIM kiyA to hamArA aparAdha hai. yathAzakti Apake jo anukUla ho vaha unake lie karie. paristhitiyoM se jakar3A vyakti kaI bAra na karane jaisA kArya bhI kara jAtA hai. galata tarIke se jIvana vyatIta karanA par3atA hai. agara dhandhA nahIM milA to galata kAma karanA par3atA hai. usa galata kArya ke karane meM jitanA doSI vaha vyakti hai, usase kahIM jyAdA vaha vyakti hai jo usa vyakti kI paristhitiyoM se anajAna banakara use apanI svArtha pUrti kA sAdhana banA kara rakhatA hai. rAyabahAdura buddhasiMha prakhyAta aura bahuta bar3e jamIdAroM meM se the, ghara ke munIma kI laDakI kI zAdI kA prasaMga AyA. zAdI meM kharca karane lAyaka paisA unake pAsa nahIM thA, mana meM pApa kA praveza ho gayA. unake yahAM se cAra-pAMca cAMdI kI thAlI gAyaba kara dI. paisA arjita karane ke lie una thAliyoM kA jaba bAjAra meM becane ke lie gayA. dukAnadAra ne thAliyoM meM rAyabahAdura kA pratIka-cihna dekhA, aura vaha samajha gayA ki thAlI corI karake lAI gaI hai. dukAnadAra bar3A prAmANika aura ImAnadAra thA, mAla le liyA isa bhAva se ki kahIM galata jagaha na calA jAe aura rAyabahAdura ke ghara para saMdeza bheja diyA ki amuka nAma kA vyakti Apake ghara se isa prakAra sAmAna corI karake merI dukAna para lAyA hai, kRpayA apanA sAmAna vApisa le jAeM. Aja se sattara, assI varSa pahale kI ghaTanA hai, taba loga bar3e prAmANika the, ImAnadAra the, kisI pIr3ita vyakti kI pIr3A kA anubhava karane vAle the, Aja jaisA kaluSita vAtAvaraNa nahIM thA. Apa socie. jaba samAcAra pahaMcA vyakti kA nAma AyA, to rAyabahAdura mana meM vicAra karane laga gae ki vaha aisA nahIM ho sakatA. ekAnta meM usa vyakti ko bulAyA aura bulAkara ke baDe prema se pachA ki bhAI, tama hamAre bhAI ho, hamAre sahadharmI ho, bhagavAna kA tilaka lagAte ho, paramezvara kI AjJA kA tuma pAlana karate ho. aisI kyA majabUrI tumhAre andara AI ki tumako yaha pApa karanA par3A. binA pUche, binA AjJA hamAre ghara kI thAlI le jA kara tuma beca Aye. kauna sI majabUrI meM aisA karanA par3A. yAda rakho! tumhArI ijjata vaha merI ijjata hai. yaha bAta mere peTa se abhI taka gaI nahIM, jAne vAlI bhI nahIM. mujhe saca-saca batA do. liol nA 129 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI * usa vyakti kI AMkhoM se AMsU A gae. antarahRdaya se bar3I karuNA se ve zabda nikale. isa kula meM, isa jAti meM, mere bhAI hokara, mere saMbaMdhI hokara yaha vivazatA kaise AI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vaha caraNoM meM gira gayA, kahA ki lar3akI kI zAdI kA prasaMga thA. paisA pAsa meM nahIM thA aura koI sambandhI dene ko taiyAra nahIM. aisI vivazatA meM mujhe yaha aparAdha karanA par3A. aba Apa jo sajA denA cAheM de dIjie parantu aba jindagI meM maiM mara jAUMgA parantu isa prakAra kA pApa nahIM karUMgA, yaha saMkalpa letA hUM. sAmane vAle vyakti kA hRdaya parivartana ho gayA. mAlika bulAkara ke jaba itane prema se bAta karatA hai. usa ne yaha nahIM kahA ki tumane corI kI, tuma badamAza ho, cale jAo. maiM tumheM pulisa meM dUMgA. kitane prema se usako samajhAne kA prayAsa kiyA, usakI majabUrI ko samajhane kA prayAsa kiyA ki kisa kAraNa isako yaha kAma karanA par3A. merA sahadharmI hokara ke yaha galata kArya kaise kiyA isake isa AparAdhika kRtya kA kahIM maiM to kAraNa nahIM hU~. usa vyakti ne apanI paristhiti batAI. unhoMne kahA, koI harja nahIM. Aja ke bAda kabhI aisA galata kArya mata karanA. maiM tumhArI pAMca rupayA tankhvAha bar3hAtA hUM. assI sAla pahale kI bAta hai. dUsare munIma ko bulAkara ke kahA mujhe aisA lagatA hai ki isako rupaye kI z2arUrata hai isalie isakA 'pAMca rupayA mahIne bar3hA diyA jAye, jo Aja kA pAMca sau rupae hotA hai. isa vyakti ko galata karanA par3A, isakA kAraNa maiM hUM, maiMne isakA dhyAna nahIM rakhA. jo vyakti mujha para Azrita hai, mere yahAM apanA jIvana-nirvAha karatA hai aura maiMne kabhI baiThakara ke yaha nahIM pUchA ki usake ghara kI kyA paristhiti hai, kitanA bar3A parivAra hai, nirvAha hotA hai yA nahIM. maiMne apane kAma se matalaba rakhA. kabhI isake jIvana meM jhAMkakara ke nahIM dekhA. naitika dRSTi se merA karttavya thA. jo vyakti mere yahAM Azrita ho, jIvana nirvAha karatA ho, usakI samasyAoM para vicAra karanA bhI merA kartavya hai ghara meM yadi sukha-duHkha kA kArya A gayA to merA naitika karttavya hai ki maiM usakA bhI pAlana karUM. Apane kabhI aisA socA ? aThAraha sAla pahale merA cAturmAsa bambaI thA. acAnaka vyAkhyAna dekara ke jaise hI maiM Upara gayA karIba gyAraha baja gaye the eka bahana mere pAsa AI aura kahA ki mahArAja ! Apa mere ghara padhAreM bar3I teja garmI thI. vyAkhyAna se thaka kara ke maiM Upara gayA thA. maiMne kahA bahana, gocarI ke samaya sAdhu jAte haiM, Akara le jAnA mahArAja gocarI ke lie nahIM, mujhe dUsarA kAma thA. kyA ? mere pati bahuta bImAra haiM aura na jAne kaba cale jAyeM, antima zvAsa gina rahe haiM. Apake darzana kI AzA rakhate haiM, agara Apa maMgalAcaraNa sunA sakeM? maiMne kahA, agara aisI paristhiti hai to lAkha kAma chor3a kara ke AUMgA. maiMne pUchA ghara kahAM hai. bolI, eka-Der3ha kilomITara. maiMne kahA mujhe calanA hai. isake cehare se maiM bhApa gayA ki darda se bharI huI AtmA hai, mAtra vahAM AMsU nahIM nikale, usakI vANI ke andara jo darda thA, cehare para jo udAsInatA 130 For Private And Personal Use Only Mer

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guruvANI thI, usase maiM samajha gayA ki kucha bole binA mujhe vahAM calanA hai. maiM gayA. bhayaMkara garmI. pAMva ekadama sika jAeM relave lAina ke kinAre-kinAre karIba tIsa paiMtIsa barasa kI vaha bahana aura meM pIche-pIche calate calate maiM vicAra meM par3a gayA aura pUchA ki bahana ghara kidhara hai ? mahArAja ghara to kahAM hai, vahAM jhopar3apaTTI hai aura usI meM rahate haiM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mujhe aisI galata jagaha para jAnA par3A cAroM tarapha jhopaDapaTTI kahIM zarAba bika rahI hai. kahIM badamAza lar3a rahe haiM duniyA bhara kI vahAM gandagI kaisA bhayaMkara vAtAvaraNa. andara gayA, jaba usa jhoMpar3I meM ghusA, choTI sI jhoMpar3I aura vahAM jaba usa AdamI ko dekhA to merA hRdaya kampita ho gayA. nIce leTA huA thA, bichAne ko kucha nahIM, nAma ko eka takiyA. ghara ke andara naz2ara gaI, to koI bartana nahIM kevala eka-do alyUmUniyama ke thAla, koI cIja nahIM. maiM bahuta vicAra meM par3A maMgalAcaraNa bhI sunAyA saba kucha kiyA. maiMne pUchA ki isako tharDa sTeja meM hai. DAkTara ne javAba kyA bImArI hai ? mahArAja kyA batAUM kaiMsara hai aura de diyA aura mahArAja meM inakI sevA meM cAra dinoM se jo Asa pAsa jA kara ke majUrI karatI thI, yaha bhI nahIM kara pAI khAne ko rahA nahIM. Aja cAra dina se inako davA nahIM de sakI. mahArAja do bacce haiM choTe cAra dina se baccoM ke lie dUdha nahIM lA sakI, bacce bhI bhUkhe haiM. AyaMbila zAlA meM jAkara ke ina baccoM ko khilAyA. aisI paristhiti hai. mahArAja! AzIrvAda dIjie, isa AtmA ko zAMti mile aura apanA jIvana yaha zAnti se pUrA kareM. koI yAcanA nahIM. aisI dardanAka paristhiti meM vahAM gayA. merA hRdaya aisA ho gayA ki maiM isake lie kyA karUM. maiMne kahA bahana ! saba ho jAegA. maiM maMgalAcaraNa to sunA kara ke gayA lekina vahAM kA sArA dRzya mere AMkhoM ke sAmane citrapaTa kI bhAMti nRtya karane laga gayA. gocarI lAI huI thI AhAra ke lie sAdhuoM ne eka bAra kahA, do bAra kahA ki gocarI kA samaya hai, gocarI kara lo. eka bajane AyA parantu mere mana meM vahI vicAra, AhAra kaise karUM? unakI kyA dazA hogI, jo Aja maiM dekhakara ke AyA hUM. cAra-cAra dina se bacce bhUkheM haiM, unako dUdha pIne ko nahIM, ye bImAra haiM, vaha mRtyu zaiyyA para haiM, usake lie davA taka nahIM, ghara meM pAnI lAne ke lie ghar3A taka nahIM. kaisI paristhiti, kaisI lAcArI vaha sArA dRzya mere hRdaya meM aisA asara kara gayA ki mujha se nahIM rahA gayA. eka bahuta hI parama snehI mitra the. maiMne unako bulavAyA ki tuma abhI ke abhI Ao. jaba taka ve nahIM Ae, mere mana meM aisI azAMti rahI, unake choTe baccoM ko jo mujhe rAstA batalAne Ae the, unako maiMne roka rakhA thA. usako khilAyA aura maiMne snehI mitra se kahA ki isa bacce ke sAtha abhI jAo, usa ghara kI sthiti dekho aura sabase pahale jo tuma se ho sakatA hai, unake lie karo. usake bAda hI AhAra karUMgA. tIna baje maiMne AhAra kiyA, 131 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra cayA Re www.kobatirth.org guruvANI aise kitane vyakti isa duniyA meM hoMge. yaha dRzya dekhane ke bAda merA hRdaya pighala gayA aura maiMne socA ki hama to bhojana kara lete haiM, peTa bhara jAtA hai, apane lie to duniyA dIvAlI naz2ara AtI hai aura kitane vyakti becAre bhUkha se apanA jIvana vyatIta karate hoMge, kitanA dardanAka unakA jIvana hogA, kaisI-kaisI paristhiti meM becAre jIvana pUrA karate hoMge aura sahadharmI bandhuoM ke lie hamArA z2arA bhI lakSya nahIM. dIna-duHkhI AtmAoM ke lie z2arA bhI dayA nahIM. yaha kamAyA huA paisA kisa kAma kA ? yaha to viSa hai, mAra DAlegA. ise paropakAra ke dvArA amRta kaise banAyA jAye. " hamArA ziSTa AcAra hotA hai. aise dIna AtmAoM kA duHkhI AtmAoM kA uddhAra karanA, unakA hAtha pakar3akara ke unako khar3A karanA, apanI barAbarI meM lAne kA prayAsa karanA. yaha sabase mahAn puNya kArya hai paramAtmA ko prasannatA milatI hai, anugraha milatA hai kyoMki unakI AjJA kA isake dvArA pAlana hotA hai, paramezvara kI AjJA kA pAlana hI vAstavika pUjA hai. unakI AjJA kA Adara karanA sammAna karanA aura unake anusAra jIvana vyavahAra kA pAlana karanA bhAva pUjA hai. aisI paristhiti A koI bhayaMkara pApI AtmA prakaTa nahIM ho rahI hai. ise Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jAe aura yadi hRdaya meM bhAvanA jAgRta na ho to samajha lenA ki hUM, koI aisA pApa kara ke AyA koI aisA pApa kara ke AyA hUM jo mere andara yaha bhAvanA naitika dRSTi se prathama karttavya mAnA gayA. bhagavAna ne kahA jisa AtmA meM karuNA nahIM, jisa AtmA meM vAtsalya nahIM, jisa AtmA meM dIna duHkhiyoM ke lie prema nahIM, pyAra aura anurAga nahIM, usa vyakti ke jIvana kA mUlya hI kyA, vaha to pazu se bhI gayA- bItA hai usase to pazu bhI lAkha guNA acche haiM. gAya ko dekhie, Apa use ghAsa khilAte haiM aura badale meM vaha dugdha detI hai. pazu kitanA paropakAra karatA hai jindagI bhara Apake lie sarvasva detA hai aura marane ke bAda bhI apanA camar3A aura haDDI taka Apake lie detA hai. manuSya kyA detA hai "te mRtyuloke bhuvibhArabhUtA manuSyarUpeNa mRgAzcaranti / * kavi ne kahA ki hamArA jIvana isa pRthvI para bhAra rUpa bana gayA hai. aisA koI kArya hamane apane jIvana meM nahIM kiyA, jisase hamAre mana ko zAMti mile prasannatA mile. jIvanaparyanta lAbha-lAbha karate rahe aura jahAM lAbha-lAbha kareMge, vahAM bhagavAna rAma kaise milegA ? binA rAma ko yAda kie yaha bhAvanA kahAM se AegI. andara se rAma kI karuNA kaise barasegI rAma jaisA dayAlu hRdaya kaise banegA ? hamAre andara mahAvIra kI antaH karuNA kahAM se prakaTa hogI ? jIvanaparyanta ve karuNA mandira, dayA kI preraNA dete rahe dharma kA AdhAra jisa karuNA ko mAnA, jisa dayA ko mAnA ki nahIM, iMsAna kI sevA hI merI sevA hai, prANimAtra kI 132 For Private And Personal Use Only Hea

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guruvANI sevA hI merI sevA hai. vaha sevA kA Adarza kahAM gayA? ye hamAre jIvana ke baDe prazna haiM. eka mahAn zrAvaka jagaDU zAha osavAla kaccha kA nivAsI thA. AcArya bhagavanta ne apanI divya-dRSTi se pUrvAbhAsa kara usako kahA ki Ane vAle varSa meM isa deza meM aisA bhayaMkara duSkAla par3egA, paropakArArtha jitanA anAja kA saMgraha kara sako, maMgavAkara kara lo. vaha videza se bhI anAja maMgAtA rahA aura saMgraha karatA rahA aura godAma bhara die. duSkAla par3A. gujarAta, rAjasthAna bahuta sAre madhya prAnta - saba duSkAla se ghira gaye, jagaDUzAha ne sabhI jagaha rAjAoM ko apanA nivedana bheja diyA aura kahA ki Apa jarA bhI cintA nahIM kareM. jagaDUzAha jahAM taka jIvita hai, vahA~ eka bhI prANI anAja ke binA nahIM mara sakatA. itanA vizAla saMgraha kiyA thA. eka nayA paisA nahIM liyA aura sabhI rAjyoM ko apanI ora se anAja vitaraNa kara diyA. Apa socie! yaha Aja se chaha-sAta sau varSa pahale kI ghaTanA hai aura usa jamAne meM, itanI udAratA usake jIvana meM ki eka bhI paisA nahIM liyA. yaha to paropakAra ke lie hai, yaha bhI nahIM kahA ki jagar3azAha kI tarapha se diyA jAtA hai. prajA kA hai, prajA ke lie hai, hamArA kucha bhI nahIM. yaha to prajA kA paisA hai. hamane vyApAra ke dvArA prajA se upArjana kiyA aura prajA ke kalyANa ke lie arpaNa hai. merA kucha nahIM. kahIM apanA nAmo-nizAna taka nahIM rakhA. sAre deza kA duSkAla kevala eka hI vyakti ne dUra kara diyA yaha socakara ki mere pAsa yaha par3A huA paisA kisa kAma kA. paropakAra kA aisA puNya avasara milA - maiM kyA mUrkha hUM ki isa suavasara para cUka jAUM. isa avasara kA pUrA lAbha mujhe uThAnA hai. eka jaina sAdhaka kI udAratA, mahAvIra kI kaisI karuNA usake jIvana meM sAkAra banI Apa dekhe. sArA prAnta gujarAta kA subaha uThakara ke jaba rAma kA nAma lete haiM turanta hI jagaDUzAha ko yAda karate haiM. aisI puNyazAlI AtmA kA nAma subaha liyA jAye tAki aise guNa mere andara bhI AeM. paropakAra kI bhAvanA hamAre andara bhI janma le. hamArA jIvana bhI aisA Adarza bananA cAhie ki hamAre jAne ke bAda logoM ke hRdaya meM hamArI smRti kAyama rahe. hamArI smRti prajA ke dila aura dimAga ke andara smAraka bana jAye, loga yAda kareM aura preraNA leM. aisA hamArA jIvana honA cAhie. prasaMga A jAe aura yadi Apane usakA sahI prayoga nahIM kiyA to pariNAma kyA AegA. apanA peTa to kuttA bhI bhara letA hai, pazu bhI apanA peTa bhara letA hai. lekina manuSya ke andara vaha zakti hai ki dUsaroM kA peTa bhI bhara sakatA hai. isa mAnava jIvana kA itanA mUlya isIlie rakhA gayA ki vaha paropakAra kara sakatA hai. apane vicAra ko sakriya banA sakatA hai aura use AkAra bhI de sakatA hai. parantu pazuoM meM yaha tAkata nahIM. vaha kevala apanA hI peTa bhara pAtA hai. - nA - 133 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI AcArya bhagavanta ne isa sUtra ke dvArA bar3I sundara preraNA dI hai: dInAbhyudhdaraNAdaraH dIna-duHkhI AtmAoM kA apamAna karake yA tiraskAra karake nahIM. AdarapUrvaka, unakA uddhAra karane kI bhAvanA rakheM, koI vyakti Apake dvAra para yAcanA lekara AyA. jaba vyakti lAcAra ho jAye, koI upAya na rahe, taba vaha kisI ke dvAra para jAtA hai. kucha AzA lekara ke jAtA hai. yadi Apane tiraskAra kara diyA, pariNAma, usakI AtmA duHkhatI hai. darda se bharI haI AtmA hai aura kabhI antara se agara durAzISa nikala gayA, paramANu se bhI bhayaMkara hote haiM. Apa sammAnapUrvaka, premapUrvaka usase nivedana kara sakate haiM ki bhAI, mere pAsa anukUlatA nahIM hai, tiraskAra nahIM, sammAnapUrvaka. merA karttavya hai, maiM koI isa para upakAra nahIM kara rahA hUM. yaha lene vAlA vyakti mere Upara upakAra kI varSA karake jA rahA hai. yaha puNya pradAna kara rahA hai. maiM to paise dUMgA. yaha vyakti to mujhe puNya kA paramANu dekara ke jA rahA hai. mere antarbhAvoM ko prasanna karake jA rahA hai aura yaha mere Upara AzIrvAda kI varSA bhI. dAna dene vAle meM aisI namratA aura laghutA AnI cAhie ki lene vAlA vyakti upakAra kI varSA karegA. maiM kucha nahIM yaha to mujhe puNya avasara de rahA hai. isalie usakA apamAna kabhI nahIM karanA. kaI bAra aisI rAjakIya paristhiti A jAtI hai. hamAre pUrvajoM ne itanA mahAn kArya kiyA hai. unakA jIvana prasaMga Apa suneM to Apako bhI preraNA mila jAe ki kyA kArya hai. ahamadAbAda jise - sADhe cAra sau varSa pUrva ahamadazAha ne basAyA thA, kAphI acchI samRddha nagarI hai. Aja sAr3he tIna sau jaina mandira haiM mahAjanoM kI bahata vizAla saMkhyA hai aura pahale se hI mahAjanoM kA bar3A varcasva rahA hai. Aja gujarAta kA yA ahamadAbAda kA koI bhI nirNaya hogA to pahale mahAjana ko pUchA jAegA. aisI eka vahAM kI paMraparA rahI hai, mugala kAla meM jo vahAM kA sUbA kamajora thA, jarA dhyAna nahIM diyA. ___ ahamadAbAda kI samRddhi aura usakA AkarSaNa dekhakara IrAna kI tarapha se hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM luTere, badamAza lUTane ke lie Ae ki pUre ahamadAbAda ko lUTakara sApha kara denA. katleAma zuru kara dete haiM, mAra-dhAr3a zurU kara dete haiM aura makAnoM ko jalAnA zurU kara dete haiM, jisase loga bhayatIta ho jAeM, ghabarA jAeM aura bar3I AsAnI se unakI sampatti unheM mila jAe. koI unakA mukAbalA na kare, yuddha kI eka nIti hai ki sAmane vAle ko ekadama bhayabhIta kara denA, tAki vaha hataprabha bana jAe aura usa mauke kA lAbha lekara lUTa kara ke cale jAeM. nagara seThoM ko yaha samAcAra milA. bahuta bar3I saMkhyA meM lUTane ke lie IrAna kI tarapha se koI luTere Ae haiM aura ahamadAbAda para unakI dRSTi hai. zahara se bAhara unhoMne mukAma 134 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI e kiyA hai aura ve jAnate haiM, unake pAsa pUrI jAnakArI hai ki yahAM para itanI saMkhyA meM senA nahIM hai, jo hamArA pratikAra kara sake, mukAbalA kara sake. maukA bar3A acchA hai, vyApAra kA itanA bar3A kendra hai, karor3oM kI sampatti binA pasInA utAre mila jAegI. nagara seTha jaise hI mandira se darzana karake Ae aura bar3I baicenI zurU huI. gAMva vAloM ne mujhe nagara seTha banAyA. roja paramAtmA kA darzana karatA hUM, tilaka lagAkara AtA hUM ki bhagavan terI AjJA zirodhArya karUMgA aura prabhu kI AjJA kA pAlana karane kA jaba avasara AyA yadi maiM muMha chipAUM to mere jIvana meM isase bar3A adharma kArya aura kyA hogA. tilaka lagAne kA matalaba prabhu terI AjJA, tere vacanoM ko svIkAra karatA hUM, zirodhArya karatA hUM, isa kArya ke lie jo kucha mere pAsa hai, prabhu terI AjJA ke lie sarvasva samarpita karatA hUM. tilaka isIlie lagAyA jAtA hai aura isakA eka AdhyAtmika aura vaijJAnika kAraNa hai. zarIra ke andara nAbhi se lagAkara sira-brahmAMDa taka SaT cakra haiM usameM AjJA cakra ApakI bhRkuTi meM, donoM netroM ke bIca AjJA cakra hai, Adeza vahAM se chUTatA hai. vicAra paramANu vahAM se janma lete haiM. candana kA sundara, zItala tilaka ke dvArA hama pratidina prayoga karate haiM, candana lagAte haiM. vaha bar3A zItala hotA hai aura zItopacAra kahA jAtA hai.. Ayurveda kI bhASA meM, zItopacAra, vicAra meM uttejanA aura garmI na A jAe, isalie pratidina candana kA tilaka lagAte haiM tAki vicAra zAnta raheM, saumya raheM, AtmA ke anukUla raheM, isake pIche yaha bhI eka kAraNa hai. jaba prasaMga AegA maiM Apako samajhAUMgA. eka-eka cIja kI AvazyakatA kyoM hai? mandira kyoM cAhie? yaha isa prakAra kA nirmANa kyoM kiyA gayA? makAna kaisA honA cAhie? isake andara pUrA vivaraNa Ane vAlA hai ki kahAM, kaise makAna meM rahanA hai? Ajakala AdhunikatA kA pratIka bana gayA hai ki koThiyoM meM rahanA, baMgaloM meM rahanA. bhale hI Apa prasannatA kA anubhava kareM, jIvana kI vahAM surakSA nahIM milegI. hamAre mohalle meM jo vyavasthA thI. alaga-alaga jAtiyoM ke mohalle baMTe hae the. mohalle meM rahane vAle vyakti meM pApa kA praveza dvAra banda milatA thA. muhalle meM eka AdamI agara aparicita A jAe. pUrA mohallA caukIdAra thA. hamAre jIvana kA rakSaka thA. dhyAna rakhate isake ghara kauna AyA, kauna gayA. kyA vArtAlApa ho rahA hai. sArI ghaTanAeM mAlUma rahatI thI. vyakti pApa karane se pahale sau bAra socatA ki karanA yA nahIM karanA - muhalle vAle dekha leMge. zarma aura lajjA Apake jIvana kA kavaca thA. koThI meM kauna dekhane vAlA hai? kauna AyA, kauna gayA? aura yadi videza cale gaye to hajarata sulemAna, Apake priMsa Apha belsa, kyA dhandhA kara rahe haiM, kisako mAlUma. kauna jhAMkakara ke dekhane vAlA. kauna unake jIvana kI rakSA karane vAlA. muhalle meM the to vahAM taka to pUrA muhallA rakSaNa karane vAlA thA. muhalle kA hara vyakti Apake jIvana kA rakSaka - - - 135 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI thA. vaha zarma aura lajjA aisI cIz2a thI ki cAhate hue bhI pApa kA AcaraNa nahIM ho sakatA thA. aba bAhara jAne ke bAda koI rukAvaTa nahIM rahI. isa sArI vyavasthA ko bhaMga karane kA pariNAma yaha huA ki jIvana kI zAMti Apa kho baiThe. yahAM ve vyakti vicAra karate haiM ki aba kyA kareM! mandira darzana karake Ae. nagara seTha vicAra meM par3a gae ki mere pAsa apAra sampatti, itanA dhana aura itanA vaibhava, yaha saba kisa kAma kA agara prabhu AjJA kA pAlana mere jIvana meM na ho. kitanI dIna-duHkhI AtmA isa zahara meM haiM aura yaha katleAma karane vAle caubIsa ghaNTe ke andara ahamadAbAda ko lUTeMge. sArA zahara zmazAna bana jAegA. yahA~ hajAroM-lAkhoM nivAsiyoM kI sAmUhika hatyA kara dI jAegI. kitanI bahaneM vidhavA baneMgI, anAtha baneMgI. mAM-bApa ke binA becAre bacce anAtha ho jAeMge. maiM kyA karUM? sArA zahara stabdha ho gayA. saba ke makAna ke daravAje banda ho gae. saiMkar3oM jaina mandiroM kA rakSaNa kaise kiyA jAye. ye sAdhu mahAtmA yahAM rahate haiM, unako kyA mAlUma. Apa usakI antaHkaruNA dekhie. inakA uddhAra, inakA rakSaNa karane kI maMgala bhAvanA se nagara seTha ne nirNaya kiyA. apane cAra sipAhiyoM ke sAtha bagghI lekara ke duzmana kI chAvanI meM gae. jahAM ve luTere A kara ke Thahare hue the, unakA kaimpa thA. vhAiTa phlega (zveta patAkA) lekara ke gae, tAki ve mujhe galata na samajha leM. vahAM jo luTeroM kA saradAra thA usane kahA - seTha sAhaba! kaise Ae? maiM Apase eka yAcanA karane AyA hUM. Apa to gAMva ke nagara seTha haiM. unako mAlUma par3a gayA thA ki nagara seTha haiM. Apa mere yahAM bhIkha mAMgane kaise Ae? jI hAM! logoM ke prANadAna kI bhIkha mAMgane AyA hUM ki hamAre nagara meM eka bhI vyakti maranA nahIM cAhie. bolie maiM ApakI kyA sevA karUM. usane apanI mA~ga rakhI ki itane karor3a hamako nakada cAhie. sonA, cAMdI, nagInA saba milA kara karor3oM kI sampatti cAhie aura yadi Apa de sakate haiM to maiM ApakI bhAvanA kI kadra karU~gA. nagara seTha ne kahA, Apa merA vizvAsa kIjie. Apane jo mujhase mAMgA usase savAyA lAkara ke dUMgA parantu kurAna kI saugandha khA kara ke kahie ki yaha talavAra myAna se bAhara nahIM nikalegI aura jaise hI maiM Apako lAkara sampatti dUM, Apa ahamadAbAda se hI vApisa apane deza cale jAyeMge. hamAre nagara meM kisI bhI prakAra kA nukasAna nahIM pahuMcAe~ge. isa deza ke kisI bhI gAMva ko Apa. nahIM lUTeMge. maiM vacana detA hUM, tuma jAo. mujhe saMvata smaraNa nahIM, yaha do-DhAI sau varSa pUrva kI eka aitihAsika ghaTanA hai. seTha vApisa ghara Ae. ghara para apane munIma se kahA ki jitanI sampatti hai bAhara nikAlI jAye. 136 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - phAvar3e se lekara ke sonA aura cAMdI ke sikke tahakhAne se boroM meM bhare gaye. dasa gAr3iyoM meM vahAM para mAla bharA gayA. sonA, cAMdI, sikkA, jo bhI thA saba aura jo usane rAzi kahA thA, usase bhI adhika sampatti sArI gAr3iyoM meM sajAI. munImoM ne kahA jindagI meM maiMne isa nagara seTha ke tahakhAne kA taliyA nahIM dekhA thA. vaha usa dina dekha liyA. lekara ke gae aura jAkara ke vahAM jo videza se duzmana lUTane ke lie Ae the, unako kahA ki Apa dekha lIjie apanI saMpatti. agara tolanA hai to tola lIjie. mere vacana meM yadi koI antara Ae to Apa mujhe sajA dIjie. Apane jo vacana diyA hai usakA pAlana honA cAhie. vaha stabdha raha gayA yaha dekhakara ki hindustAna kA eka iMsAna, aisA dayAlu ho sakatA hai. yaha khudA kA phariztA hai. usane kahA seTha sAhaba! hamArI bhUla huI. aba jIvana meM aisA pApa hama kabhI nahIM kareMge. hamako peTa bhara ke mila gayA. aba yaha lUTa-mAra kA dhandhA, yA kisI ko khatma karane vAlA kAma nahIM kareMge, Apa vizvAsa kIjie. hRdaya-parivartana huA. vacana dekara ke gayA. sAre ahamadAbAda meM jaba yaha bAta phailI sabake daravAje khula gae. logoM ne prasAda bAMTanA zurU kara diyA. mandiroM meM gaye aura logoM ne pUre ahamadAbAda meM jalasA manAyA. nahIM to caubIsa ghaNToM meM zmazAna ho jAtA. saiMkar3oM-hajAroM iMsAnoM kA katleAma kara diyA jAtA. yaha nagara seTha khuzahAladAsa, kastUrabhAI seTha ke dAdA ke dAdA ke jIvana kI ghaTanA hai. itanA bar3A tyAga sAre zahara ko bacAne ke lie kevala eka vyakti ne diyA. ahamadAbAda kI sArI prajA, musalamAna se lekara ke hindU taka saba kauma ke loga mANika cauka para ekatrita ho gae aura yaha nirNaya kiyA ki jisa nagara seTha ne Aja hamako bacAyA, nayA jIvana diyA, hamAre zahara ko AbAda rakhA, hamArA yaha karttavya hai ki hama usake lie kucha kareM. seTha ne manA kara diyA ki mujhe isake badale meM kucha nahIM cAhie. logoM ne taya kiyA ki yahAM jo bhI vyApAra hogA, eka rupaye meM se eka paisA seTha kA naz2arAnA hogA aura yaha naz2arAnA bAjAra kI tarapha se unako hara sAla bheMTa kiyA jAegA. nagara seTha ne manA kara diyA. ahamadAbAda ke vyApAriyoM kA yaha prastAva nagara seTha ne ThukarA diyA aura kahA ki Apa mujhe lajjita na kareM. maiMne jo kiyA apanA karttavya samajha kara kiyA. Apane jaba nagara seTha banAyA to seThAI aise nahIM rahatI. prasaMga Ane para usakA sahI upayoga honA cAhie. logoM ne bahuta jidda karake unako bahuta kucha tohaphA diyA. briTiza ke kAla meM kastUrabhAI seTha kI paramparA taka naz2arAnA milatA rahA. ahamadAbAda zahara ko bacAyA, usake pratIka ke rUpa meM yaha hara varSa diyA jAtA thA. Apa vicAra kara lIjie ki hamAre pUrvaja kisa prakAra ke the. ghara kI sArI sampatti le jAkara ke de dI. yaha nahIM socA ki kala kyA hogA. merI seThAI kaise calegI. puNya | | | 137 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI kArya hai, paropakAra kA kArya hai. kitanI dIna-duHkhI AtmAoM ke hRdaya se mujhe AzIrvAda milegA aura aise sundara paropakAra kA suavasara mujhe kaba milegA. saba kucha jA kara maiM arpaNa kara dUM. kahAM to aisI maMgala bhAvanA aura kahAM Aja hamArI vartamAna sthiti. kaisI sthiti meM hama khar3e haiM. vicAra karie. kabhI aisA vicAra AtA hai? do rupaye bhI kisI AtmA ko deM. maiM itanA kamAtA hUM, itanA pratizata merA paropakAra meM jAegA, zubha kArya meM jAegA. sArA jIvana isI meM pUra / ho jAtA hai. hoTaloM meM nikala jAtA hai aspatAloM meM mara jAtA hai. dekha kara ke dayA AtI hai antima samaya cehare para udAsInatA milatI haiM. kucha bhI nahIM huA. jo hAtha paropakAra ke lie milA thA, usakA upayoga jagat prApti ke lie ikaTThA karane meM huA. marate samaya hAtha khAlI karake calA jAtA hai. yaha vicAraNIya prazna hai. seTha maphatalAla kisI gAMva se dillI meM Ae the. yahAM para takadIra AjamAI, bhAgyodaya huA. lAkhoM kI sampatti unhoMne kamAI. do-tIna lar3ake the, bar3e hoziyAra. marate samaya unhoMne pUchA ki bar3A baccA kahAM gayA. kahA ki vaha ApakI sevA kara rahA hai, Apake mAthe para paMkhA kara rahA hai. bole maMjhalA lar3akA kahAM hai. kahA ki ApakA pAMva dAba rahA hai. pUchA ki choTA lar3akA kahAM hai. kahA ki vaha Apake lie davA lAne gayA hai. mahAmUryo! dukAna para kauna gayA? divAlA nikala jAyegA. yaha hAlata thI maphatalAla seTha kI. tInoM lar3ake sevA meM hAjira mara rahA hUM, isakI cintA nahIM, dukAna kI cintA. marate-marate bhI dukAna kI hI cintA. maphatalAla gAMva meM gaye. choTA gAMva thA, vyApAra ke lie bar3e zahara meM Akara base the. yahAM se kamAI hotA vahAM cale jAte. umra assI varSa ke Upara huI. zarIra se bUr3he ho gae para mana se bar3e javAna the. jaise hI gAMva meM pahuMce aura vahAM lena-dena kI koI takarAra huI. acAnaka hAdasA lagA bImAra hue, pakSAghAta (yA lakavA) ho gayA. gAMva vAle the, unake ghara para le gae aura cauka para rakha diyA. garmI ke dina the, caugAna meM unakA mAcA rakha diyA. Asa-pAsa ke loga dayAlu the. davA le Aye. ghara le Ae, sevA kI. TelIphona kiyA. tInoM bacce dauDa kara ke bhAge, sevA ke nimitta nahIM, ve to jAnate the ki jo AyA hai vaha to nizcita jAegA parantu aba yaha umra - pakSAghAta ho gayA, aTaika, yA haimbreja ho gayA aura kahIM mara gae to vaha caupar3A kahAM rakhA hai, inako kucha mAlUma nahIM ki vaha rakhA kahAM hai. unake peTa meM kahIM calA gayA to paisA DUba jAegA. isa bhAvanA se tInoM ikaTThe hokara TaiksI lekara ke gaye, aisA vairAgya thA inake andara ki bApa to Ae hai, mareMge hI. jaise bApa meM thA, vaisA beToM meM saMskAra AyA. vahAM TaiksI lekara ke daur3e ki jaldI se jaldI jAeM, marane se pahale jAnakArI to mila jAe. vahAM gae dekhA to pakSAghAta. jubAna aTaka gaI, bolA jAtA hI nahIM. tInoM bacce hairAna ho gae. upAya karanA hai, nahIM to gajaba ho jAegA. thor3I dera meM dekhA to bApa becArA daravAje - 138 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AG www.kobatirth.org guruvANI kI tarapha bAra-bAra izArA kara rahA. bolA nahIM jAeM ? Uha Uha, itanA hI zabda nikale. izArA daravAje para hI kare, " bacce samajha nahIM pAe ki izArA kisa bAta kA kara rahe haiM. baccoM ne samajhA ki kucha batAne kI icchA hai, bola nahIM pA rahe gAMva meM eka bar3A jabaradasta vaidya thA, vahAM gae aura kahA ki mere pitA kI aba avasthA bhI hai, bImAra bhI haiM, koI aisI davA Apake pAsa hai jisase ve antima samaya meM kucha bola sakeM. vaidya ne kahA ki hai saMjIvanI nAma kI dayA hai. pAMca sau rupae kI eka khurAka par3egI gulAba jala meM ghoMTa kara do maratA huA iMsAna bhI eka bAra do minaTa ke lie z2arUra bolegA garmI A jAegI. raktacApa ucca ho jAegA. vaha uTha ke baiTha jAegA usase itanI garmI aura uttejanA paidA hogI ki jIbha hilane laga jAegI. jo pUchanA ho pUcha lenA. do yA tIna minaTa isakA asara rahegA, usake bAda nahIM. dUdha ke sAtha pilA baccoM ne dekhA yaha ghATe kA saudA to yaha hai nahIM. sArA patA laga jAegA. lAkhoM kI sampatti dikha rahI thI. becAre gae tInoM bacce davA lAe, dUdha ke sAtha pilAyA aura pilAte hI dasa-pandraha minaTa ke andara zarIra meM jAte hI davA ne asara kiyA, ekadama uttejanA AI bApa ekadama uThakara ke baiThA tInoM bacce aise vItarAgI bana gae ekadama namra, dekhane lAyaka binA namratA ke prApti nahIM hotI. baccoM ne bar3I vinamratA se kahA-pitA jI! Apa subaha gyAraha-bAraha baje bAra-bAra kucha izArA kara rahe the, hama samajha nahIM pAe. rokar3a rakama kahAM hai. byAja- baTTe para dI huI vaha saba rAzi kahA~ hai ? agara patA cala jAe, to hama usakI vasUlI kara sakeM. - Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir - bApa ko yaha suna kara ke aisA gussA huA, jaise Aga meM ghI DAlA ho. bevakUphoM kyA mujhe yahAM mArane Aye ho kyA maiM marane vAlA hUM? kyA samajha rakhA hai? eka ghaNTe taka daravAje para maiMne izArA kiyA aura tuma samajha nahIM pAe bevakUphoM tuma kyA zahara kI dukAna sambhAloge ? divAlA nikAloge kyA divAlI manAoge. ghaNTe bhara taka izArA kiyA. mere dhyAna meM A gayA lekina tumhArI akala meM nahIM AyA. bAta karate-karate ghar3I to apanA samaya pUrA kara rahI thI. unhoMne kahA pitAjI! kahie to sahI, hama samajha nahIM pAe. 139 -- kyA samajha nahIM pAe. ghaNTe bhara taka izArA kiyA * vaha bakarI ghusa gaI thI, maiM mAce meM leTA dekha rahA thA. vaha jhADU khA rahI thI. maiMne kahA- isako nikAlo, nikAlo nikAlo aura tuma bevakUphoM-gadhoM meM akala nahIM, bakarI pUrA jhADU khA gaI. itane meM tIna minaTa pUre hue jubAna aTaka gaI aura vaha vApisa leTa gae. For Private And Personal Use Only tInoM baccoM ne mAthe para hAtha ThoMkA ki pAMca sau kI davA pilAI, vaha bhI pAnI meM gaI. marate-marate isako jhADU dikhAyI par3A. R

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-guruvANI : z2indagI agara lobha meM gaI, to marate samayaM yahI dazA hogI, jhADU hI najara AegI. merA Apase yaha kahanA thA jo puNya kA avasara milA hai usakA upayoga kIjie. viSaya kAphI lambA hai Age isa para aura vicAra kiyA jAegA. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" pazcima kI A~dhI Aja joroM para hai. hamArI sAMskRtika virAsata ko naSTa karane ke lie pazcimI - sabhyatA eTama bama yA astra-zastra kA prayoga nahIM kara rahI hai. balki patra-patrikAoM, reDiyo aura TI.vI ke mAdhyama se AkramaNa kara vaha hamArI vaicArika pavitratA ko naSTa kara rahI hai. yadi samaya rahate usase apanA rakSaNa nahIM kiyA gayA to eka dina durvicAroM kA yaha zakkara mizrita z2ahara hamArI samasta sadbhAvanAoM ko mAra kara rakha degA. 140 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI jIvana kA AdhAra - ziSTAcAra mahAn AcArya zrImad haribhadrasUri jI mahArAja ne 'dharmabindu' ke dvArA jIvana vyavahAra kA sundara paricaya diyA. unhoMne mAnava jIvana ke Avazyaka karttavyoM ke lie unake vyavahAra kA sundara svarUpa apane cintana dvArA prastuta kiyAH ziSTAcaritaprazaMsanamiti sUtra ke dvArA yaha pratIta ho rahA hai ki hara vyakti ko apane ziSTAcAra kA ucita pAlana karanA cAhie. bhale hI apanI zakti anusAra atyadhika kare, yadi paramAtmA kI kRpA se vaha sAdhana sampanna ho to usakA sundara se sundara upayoga kareM. __ vyakti pramAda meM sArA jIvana vyatIta kara detA hai aura apane kArya se vimukha ho jAtA hai. jahAM karttavyaniSThA hogI, kArya karane kI jahAM suniSThA hogI, vaha kArya nizcita saphala hotA hai. eka bAra nirNaya kara lenA hai ki yaha kArya mujhe karanA hai aura yadi isa prakAra dRr3ha saMkalpa kiyA jAye to AdhA kArya to vahIM pUrA ho jAtA hai. mAtra AdhA karanA hI avazeSa rahA, kevala saMkalpa cAhie. nirdhana se nirdhana vyakti bhI zArIrika dRSTi se paropakAra karane meM sakSama hotA haiM. paropakAra meM mAtra mana kI jarUrata hai, paise kI z2arUrata nahIM, aura mana ke andara yadi paropakAra kA bhAva janma letA hai to zarIra se vaha svayaM kriyAnvita rUpa meM prakaTa hogA, Apake kArya meM bhAvanA kA paricaya mila jAyegA ki vyakti bar3A sundara, paropakArI hai. isa prakAra jIvana ko paropakAra kA mandira banAnA hai... ___ asuroM kA jaba bhayaMkara upadrava huA. to devatAoM ne mila karake brahmA jI se prArthanA kI. brahmA jI ne kahA ki ina asuroM para vijaya prApta karane ke lie mere pAsa koI upAya nahIM, koI sAdhana nahIM; parantu unhoMne yaha sujhAva diyA ki mahAn tapasvI dadhIci RSi tapa kara rahe haiM. tuma vahAM jAo aura unase prArthamA. karo to asuroM ke upadrava se tumako zAnti mila jAegI. devatAoM ne dadhIci RSi ke sammukha jAkara prArthanA kI ki bhagavan! pratidina yaha upadrava hotA hai. rAkSasoM ke upadrava se hamArA jIvana asta-vyasta aura azAnta ho cukA hai. koI upAya batAie. aisA koI AzIrvAda dIjie jisase asuroM se zAnti mila jAe. dadhIci RSi ne apane jJAna ke dvArA yoga dRSTi se dekhA, unhoMne kahA ki asuroM ke upadrava ko zAnta karane kA mAtra eka hI upAya hai. aura koI dUsarA upAya nahIM hai. maiM apanA jIvana arpaNa kara dUM, deha visarjana ke uparAnta merI avaziSTa asthiyoM se Apa eka astra kA nirmANa kara, use bacAva kA sAdhana rUpa banAkara asuroM para prayoga karo. isI zakti se devoM kI surakSA aura asuroM kA vinAza hogA.. - - 141 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: dadhIci RSi ne apanA prANa de diyA, deha visarjana kara diyA aura unake batalAye hue upAya se, zarIra meM se nikalI huI haDDI ke dvArA banAe hue sAdhana se asuroM kA upadrava zAnta ho gayA. isIlie RSi-muniyoM ne kahAH "paropakArAya satAM vibhUtayaH" vyakti paropakAra kI bhAvanA meM sarvasva arpaNa kara sakatA hai. dadhIci RSi ne vicAra kiyA, ki mujhe thor3e samaya taka jInA hai aura mere zarIra ke dvArA yadi inakA bhalA hotA ho to kyoM na zarIra kA sadupayoga kara liyA jAye. paropakAra kI bhAvanA hamezA mana se janma letI hai. aura zarIra usa bhAvanA ko kriyAtmaka rUpa dekara usakI abhivyakti karatA hai. Apake pAsa pUrva ke prArabdha se, puNya se paisA A jAe to usakA upayoga usI prakAra se hotA hai, jisa prakAra se Apane apane mana kA nirmANa kara rakhA ho. pahale mana ko taiyAra karanA par3egA. mana meM isa bhAvanA kA nirmANa karanA par3egA ki mAnava janma lekara ke yadi maiMne sevA nahIM kI to merA janma sArA niSphala ho jAegA. paropakAra kI bhAvanA ko bar3I sundara upamA dI hai. sevA kI bhAvanA, ati mUlyavAna bhAvanA hai. RSi-muniyoM kI bhASA meM kahA jAya to unhoMne kahA hai: "sevAdharmo paramagahano yoginAmapyagamyaH" yaha sevA dharma itanA mahAna aura gahana tattva hai, jo yogiyoM ko bhI isakI gambhIratA kA AbhAsa nahI ho pAtA. "dInAbhyuddharaNAdaraH" isa sUtra ke dvArA, yaha jAnakArI prApta karanI hai. ki yatkiMcita jo mere pAsa hai, usameM se maiM paropakAra meM arpaNa karUMgA. apane zarIra kA upayoga isa prakAra ke kArya meM karUMgA. mere mana meM satat usa prakAra kI bhAvanA banI rahe. merA hRdaya komala banA rahe. barasAta ke kAraNa jamIna jaba komala hotI hai, usameM bIja DAlie to turanta usameM se aMkura nikalatA hai. hRdaya jaba sadbhAvanA ke dvArA komala bana jAe to dharma-bIja kA aMkura turanta vahAM utpanna hotA hai aura usakA pariNAma thor3e se samaya meM hamAre samakSa A jAtA hai. ___ ataH hRdaya kI kaThoratA nikala jAnI cAhie aura usameM karuNA kA AvirbhAva honA cAhie ki jAte-jAte bhI maiM apane zarIra kA sundara se sundara upayoga karane vAlA banaM. Apake zarIra kI kyA kImata hai, kucha bhI nahIM. Aja jo kucha bhI mUlya hama ne mAna liyA yA samajha liyA, vaha paise ko samajha liyA. kavi ne kahA hai: yasyAsti vittaM sa naraH kulInaH, sa eva vaktA sa ca drshniiyH| kavi ne saba ke lie anta meM kahA hai: "sarve guNAH kAMcanamAzrayanti' nola 142 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: bar3A sundara usakA cintana thA. kavi ne kahA jisa vyakti ke pAsa paisA hai vahI kulIna hai, vahI vaktA hai aura vahI darzanIya hai kitane Azcarya kI bAta hai ki sabhI guNa sone ke andara A gae. "yasyAsti vittaM sa naraH kulInaH" yadi do paisA A jAe to vyakti ko jagat kahegA - ki Aha! bar3A kulIna, bar3e khAnadAna aura bar3e raIsa gharAne ke haiM kyoMki paisA A gayA. sAre durguNa usa sone kI camaka meM Dhaka gaye, aura vyakti kI mahattA najara AI. yadi koI sajjana vyakti, sAtvika puruSa, mahA vidvAna, mahAn gharAne se AyA ho. paisA usake pAsa na ho to jagata kabhI usako svIkAra nahIM karegA, kyoMki paisA nahIM hai. yaha svabhAva hai, usakI sAtvika dRSTi meM logoM ko daridratA naz2ara AegI. bhikhArI hai, bhUkhA hai, khAne ko nahIM, pahanane ko nahIM, jagat ko upadeza dene ke lie nikalA hai: "sa eva vaktA sa ca darzanIyaH" yadi paisA A jAe aura TUTA-phUTA vaktavya de jAye, bhASaNa de jAe to loga kaheMge - o! vicAra karane vAlA bhASaNa hai, bahuta mahattvapUrNa bhASaNa hai, samAcAra patroM meM sthAna mila jAegA. logoM ke mastiSka meM usakI jagaha mila jAegI. bar3I prazaMsA hogI - cAhe AtA-jAtA kucha bhI na ho. parantu yadi koI aisA vyakti jisake pAsa paisA na ho, mahA vidvAna ho, vicAraka ho, cintanazIla vyakti ho aura bahuta anubhava ke dvArA dArzanika bhASA meM AtmajJAna kA paricaya apane pravacana se detA ho - loga kaheMge - khAlI tapelA hai - AvAja karatA hai. AtA-jAtA kucha bhI nahIM hai. kyA bakavAsa karatA hai? mAthA duHkha rahA hai. anAdi kAla kA yaha svabhAva hai "sarve guNAH kAJcanamAzrayanti" jagat ke ye sAre hI guNa, usa sone ke Tukar3e ke andara A gae, jitane bhI guNa haiM, usI meM najara Ate haiM. paisA prApta karanA bhI sarala hai parantu paropakAra meM lagAnA, usake lie bahuta bar3A puNya cAhie. jahAM taka puNya kA abhAva hogA, vahAM taka arpaNa kI bhAvanA kabhI paidA nahIM hogI. andara meM dene kI ruci nahIM AI hai, lekina dene ke tarIke alaga-alaga haiM. bahuta-sI jagaha para, dAna bhI kanDIzanala (sazarta) hotA hai. maiM yaha detA hUM, isakA phAyadA mujhe mile, beniphiTa (lAbha) mile. jJAniyoM kI bhASA meM kahA gayA ki vaha dAna nahIM, vyApAra hai. Apane paisA diyA, usane nAma diyA. dAna kA prANa calA gayA. vaha mokSa kA kAraNa, Atma-zAMti aura samAdhi kA kAraNa nahIM banegA. aura phira bhI hama svIkAra karate haiM. kyoM? - 143 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI kaI vyakti mujhase pUchate haiM ki isa galata cIz2a ko Apa kyoM protsAhana dete haiM. maiMne kahA- "eja e riharsala" - vaha dAna dene kI prekTisa (abhyAsa) kara rahA hai. agara Apa bilkula hI banda karA doge to usakI bhAvanA hI mara jAegI. vaha detA to hai. dete-dete usameM saMskAra AegA. mere zabda kI coTa kabhI na kabhI usako jAgRta karegI aura kabhI yaha bhAvanA A jAegI ki yaha dene kA tarIkA galata hai, maiM aise dUM ki mujhe bhI mAlUma na par3e - "phAra giva eNDa phArageTa" dUM aura use bhUla jAUM, yAda na Ae. de kara ke yadi yAda AtA hai, abhimAna AtA hai ki maiMne diyA to vaha ahaMkAra sAre puNya kI khetI ko khA jAegA. dekara ke yadi namratA A jAe, vyakti svayaM ko dhanyavAda de - maiM puNyazAlI hUM, mere dvArA yaha sukRta kArya huA to usa kArya meM Ananda AegA. usa kArya meM AtmA ko prasannatA milegI, AtmasaMtoSa milegA. dene kA yaha tarIkA honA cAhie. isa zabda para Apa dhyAna denA - "dInAbhyudhdaraNAdaraH" aise dIna vyakti, jo karma saMyoga se nirdhana bana jAeM, paristhiti se lAcAra bana jAeM, majabUra ho jAeM, parivAra-sampanna na hoM, sthiti saMpanna na ho aura pratiSThita hoM aisI paristhiti meM kaI bAra aisI durghaTanAeM ho jAtI haiM, vivazatA vyakti ko mauta kI tarapha le jAtI hai, aisI paristhiti meM una AtmAoM ko sahayoga denA hamArA naitika karttavya hai. jaina paramparA meM isako bar3A mahattva diyA gayA hai. "sAdharmyavacchalantu bahulAbhaM" aise sahadhArmika janoM kI bhakti karanA, asIma puNya kA kAraNa mAnA hai. paryuSaNa parva AegA - usa samaya para isakA vivecana calegA. usI paryuSaNa, parva meM mahAvIra paramAtmA kA kathana hai: "egattha savvadhammA iMegattha sAhammiANa vacchala eka tarapha sArI duniyAbhara kI dharma kriyA karie, tapa karie - dUsarI tarapha yadi zuddha bhAva se aise sadhArmika bandhuoM kI, aisI dIna AtmAoM kI Apa sevA karate haiM to saba dharma eka tarapha aura yaha sevA dharma eka tarapha, usakA mUlyAMkana nahIM kiyA jA sakatA. itanA mUlya isa ko diyA gayA, itanA Adara isa dharma ko diyA gayA. paropakAra, to hRdaya kI anukaMpA hai, hRdaya kI dayAlutA hai, hRdaya kI karuNA hai. isI AdhArazilA para samyak-darzana AdhArita hai. samyak-zraddhA kA AdhAra hai. paramAtmA ke prema ko pAne kA sabase sarala tarIkA hai. unakI AjJA kA yathAvat pAlana hai. unakA Adeza hai:- paropakArI bano. jahAM taka paisA pAkeTa meM hai, vaha pApa mAnA gayA paranta jaise hI pAkeTa se paropakAra meM gayA; to vaha turanta hI rUpAntarita hotA hai, puNya banatA hai, philTara ho jAtA hai. paropakAra meM jAe, taba yaha gaTara kA jala bhI gulAbajala banatA jAegA, nahIM to durgandha degA, abhimAna 144 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI utpanna karegA, vikRti AegI, usakA galata upayoga hogA. paisA hai, Apa zarAba pIjie - Apake vicAra para AdhArita hai, Apake viveka para nirbhara hai parantu kucha aisA kArya karanA ki jAte samaya AtmA prasanna rahe, saMtuSTa rahe. duniyA kA sabase dhanavAna vyakti, rAkaphelara, ne kaisI garIbI meM apane jIvana kA nirmANa kiyA. ekamAtra bhAvanAH ___ "bhAvanA bhavanAzinI" yadi paropakAra kI bhAvanA bhI A jAe to bhI azubha karmoM, antarAya karmoM aura jo bhI Apake andara dUSita tatva haiM, unakA vaha pratikAra kara detI hai, bhAvanA meM bar3I pracaNDa zakti hai. kabhI "rAkaphelara" kI jIvanI Apa avazya par3heM. vaha duniyA kA sabase dhanavAna vyakti thA. usakA janma jaMgala meM huA aura usakI mAM lakar3iyAM kATakara bAjAra meM becakara ke apanA jIvana nirvAha karatI thI. rahane ke lie sAmAnya jhoMpar3I thI. usa bAlaka ke rakSaNa meM pUrI rAta Aga jalAkara rahatI tAki koI jaMgalI jAnavara na A jAe aura mere bAlaka ko nukasAna na pahuMce - aisI sthiti. jahAM rahatI thI vahAM makAna meM daravAjA bhI nahIM thA. aisI bhayaMkara paristhiti meM, pUrI daridratA meM. usakA bacapana vyatIta huA, thor3I-bahuta zikSA usako milI, besika zikSA. Age par3hane ke lie vaha prayAsa karatA hai. mAM majadUrI karake, kaSTa sahana karake, ki apane bAlaka ko maiM par3hAUM. bAlaka sazakta thA. usameM vaicArika daridratA nahIM thI. usane prayatna kiyA aura naukarI mila gaI. eka prophesara ke yahAM naukarI karatA. prophesara bar3A dayAlu, usakI sArI suvidhA aura usakA pUrA dhyAna vaha prophesara rakhatA. kAleja kI phIsa svayaM detA. par3hane kI pustakeM bhI vahI detA, usake ghara kA saba kAma vaha karatA. kAleja meM ghaMTI bajAne kI usakI naukarI lagavA dI. thor3A-bahuta paisA vahAM se mila jAtA. mAM ko saMtoSa milatA. usake hRdaya meM eka hI bhAvanA thI ki maiM apanI mAM kI sevA karUM. mere lie merI mAM saba kucha karatI hai, aura merI mAM hI mere lie saba kucha hai. jaba yaha maMgala-bhAvanA AtI hai to yaha kartavyaparAyaNatA ko janma detI hai. daridratA se koI tAtparya nahIM, yaha to pUrva karma kA phala hai, parantu isa phala kA bhI pratikAra Apa kara sakate haiM - Apa meM vaha bhAvanA cAhie. apanI maryAdA rakhakara ke hI kArya karanA cAhie. vyApAra kA tarIkA batalAyA ki upArjana karanA parantu eka bhAga riz2arva rakhanA - eka bhAga vyApAra meM rakhanA - usakA eka bhAga parivAra ke bharaNa-poSaNa meM lagAnA aura eka bhAga dhArmika kAryoM meM, paropakAra meM, dIna-dukhiyoM kI sevA meM lagAnA tAki kabhI koI samasyA na Ae, cintA na Ae. mAnasika rUpa se AtmA kabhI pIr3ita na ho. rAjasthAna meM, gujarAta meM eka paramparA rahI hai ki prati varSa sonA, cAMdI, sthAI milakiyata leMge, isa taraha se thoDI-bahata puMjI ve rijarva rakheMge -- Apatti kAla meM jo 145 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra S www.kobatirth.org guruvANI: kAma A jAe. agara khAeM- pIeM maz2A kareM to kaI bAra aisI samasyA AtI hai ki samAja ke lie unakA jIvana kalaMkita bana jAtA hai. eka aparAdhI bana karake yahAM se paraloka jAte haiM. varSoM pahale bambaI ke eka nirdhana parivAra kI ghaTanA hai. eka parivAra kA mukhiyA bahuta bar3A juArI thA. jaisA ki Apako batAyA ki galata saMsarga meM jAkara vyakti vinAza ko prApta hotA hai. vaha juArI bhI apanA saba kucha gaMvA baiThA aura anta meM usane mRtyu kA AliMgana kiyA. pUre parivAra ke lie usakA jIvana zrApa bana jAtA hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir saTTA meM saba kucha barbAda kara diyA, sApha ho gayA. bahuta garIbI se pIr3ita vaha parivAra akelI mAM sAre parivAra kA bhAra vahana karatI. baccoM kA lAlana-pAlana karanA, par3osa meM jA kara ke bartana mAMja kara ke AtI. kapar3A sI kara ke bar3I muzkila se apanA jIvana nikAlatI do bAlaka, eka baccI aura eka bAlaka bAlaka ko mAM ne pahale se hI yaha saMskAra diyA. mAM ne kahA! baiTA, jIvana meM apanI pavitratA aura ImAnadArI nahIM jAnI cAhie, paisA to AtA jAtA rahatA hai tere pitA ne bhUla kara dI. isakA yaha matalaba nahIM ki apane kula 'kI paramparA calAeM. beTA jIvana ke andara yaha pavitratA kabhI naSTa nahIM karanA / acAnaka miyAdI bukhAra huA. mAM bImAra par3I aura aisI paristhiti meM ghira gaI ki ghara ke andara koI sAdhana nahIM, gyAraha barasa kA bAlaka aura nau barasa kI usakI choTI bahana, aura parivAra meM koI nahIM, parantu bAlaka dharma saMskAra se pUrNa thA mAM ke vicAroM se bahuta prabhAvita thA. mAM ne kahA thA ki kabhI bhUla kara bhI galata rAstA nahIM apanAnA, satya kA Azraya nahI chor3anA, jIvana hai, utAra-car3hAva AeMge kadAcita koI aisI paristhiti A jAai to bhI, peTa ke lie bhI, koI pApa nahIM karanA. bar3e komala hRdaya kA bAlaka. zabda ko pakar3a liyA aura usake anusAra, usakA AcaraNa. mAM kI sthiti bahuta nAjuka ho gaI. bAlaka baiThA-baiThA socatA hai ki maiM kyA karUM. ghara meM paisA nahIM. mAM to roz2a maz2adUrI karake zAma ko paisA le AtI. aba kyA kiyA jAe. koI upAya pAsa nahIM thA. mAM ke prati Adara aura sevA kI bhAvanA ki mAM ke isa darda meM maiM kaise sahAyaka banUM par3osa meM eka musalamAna bhAI rahatA thA phala- phrUTa kA biz2anesa karatA thA aura yahI vaizAkha kA mahInA thA, Ama kA mausama thA. vaha bAlaka nirdoSa bhAva se kahatA hai bar3e miyAM! eka kAma karoge, bolA kyA ? mujhe thor3A-sA Ama de do, maiM bAjAra meM becUMgA. thor3A-bahuta usase AmadanI ho jAegI. apanI mAM ke lie davA lAUM, usakI sevA kara sakUM itanA hI paisA mujhe cAhie, usakI antarbhAvanA, komalatA dekhie. vaha bAlaka TokarI lekara jAtA hai, kitanA prasanna hotA hai, parantu dina ke gyAraha baja gae loga Ate haiM. jAte haiM, vaha to bambaI zahara hai. kisI ne dhyAna bhI nahIM diyA. bAlaka gyAraha baje vicAra meM par3a gayA ki abhI taka maiMne mAM ko dUdha nahIM diyA, -- 146 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI davA nahIM dI. ghara para nahIM gayA, mAM alaga cintA karatI hogI. usakA bukhAra bhI adhika bar3hA hai aura merA kaisA pApa ki mAM kI sevA se maiM vaMcita hUM. kitane sundara vicAra haiM TokarI le kara ke baiThA hai, pratIkSA meM, koI A jAe aura do paisA bhI isameM andara mila jAe to bar3I prasannatA se maiM mAM kI sevA karUM. usakI bhAvanA itanI sundara thI. koI vyakti najara nahIM AyA. eka zrAvaka bhAI Ae, gAr3I se nIce utare. sampanna vyakti the. bAlaka ne jAkara unakA pAMva pakar3a liyA. pAMva pakar3ate hI vaha seTha kahane lagA ki beTA yaha kyA hai, kyA kara rahe ho? aura kucha nahIM, merI eka prArthanA hai, merI mAM bahuta bImAra hai. davA ke lie mere pAsa paisA nahIM. mAM ko lAkara dUdha pilAne ke lie paisA nahIM. mere ghara para Aja mere pitA maujUda nahIM. mujha kamajora zarIra para itanA bar3A uttaradAyitva, itanA bar3A bhAra A par3A hai. maiM Apase dAna athavA bhIkha nahIM mAMgatA, maiM Ama lekara AyA hUM. dina ke bAraha baja gae aura abhI taka kisI ne bhI nahI kharIdA, maiM khAUM yA na khAUM, mujhe mere peTa kI cintA nahIM. Apa yaha Ama le lIjie. paisA mila jAegA aura usa paise se merI mAM ke lie maiM davA kharIda sakU~gA. usake hRdaya kA bhAva dekhakara seTha kA hRdaya pighala gayA. unhoMne turanta sau kA noTa nikAlA aura bAlaka ko diyA. Ama gAr3I meM rakha do aura yaha sau kA noTa le jAo. nahIM-nahIM mere sau rupae nahIM hote. itanA to Ama nahIM. bAkI rupae Apa vApisa le lIjie. mujhe to basa kevala apanI majadUrI ke paise cAhie. usa bAlaka ke lie kitanA bar3A pralobhana aura aisI paristhiti meM bhI usake vicAra kI kaisI dRr3hatA? kahatA hai, nahIM-nahIM. seTha ne kahA- mere pAsa rejagArI nahIM hai, sAmane dukAna se lAkara ke DrAivara ko de denA. sau kA noTa lekara ke sAmane eka pAna vAle kI dukAna para gayA, vahAM chuTTA karavAyA. apanA paisA, jo naphA-majadUrI kA thA, le liyA aura bAkI paisA muTThI meM le kara ke aura rAstA pAra karake AtA hai to gADI durghaTanA grasta ho jAtI hai. bAlaka gira gayA aura pUrA mAthA usakA phaTa gayA. uThAkara ke usako turanta aspatAla le gayA, vahAM behozI kI avasthA meM bhI hRdaya ke vicAra usake zabdoM se prakaTa ho rahe haiM. merI mAM ke lie - merI mAM ke lie. mAM ke sivA koI dUsarA zabda hI nahIM A rahA thA. merI mAM kyA karatI hogI. DAkTaroM ne AzvAsana diyA. - jaise hI seTha nIce utare aura pUchA ki lar3akA AyA thA. DrAivara ne kahA. vaha A rahA thA aura gAr3I se durghaTanAgrasta ho gayA. kahAM hai? vaha aspatAla meM pulisa vAle le gaye. usakI mAnavatA dekhie. pulisa se pUchatAcha kI ki bAlaka jo durghaTanAgrasta huA thA, kisa aspatAla meM hai. ve svayaM vahAM gAr3I lekara ke gae. DAkTaroM ne bahuta prayatna karake usako bacA liyA. usako bhAna (hoza) AyA. bhAna Ate hI, seTha / 147 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI - sAhaba vahAM pahuMce pAsa meM gae aura pUchA, beTA! yaha kyA ho gayA. AMkha khola kara ke dekhatA hai to kahatA hai ki seTha sAhaba! maiMne Apake paise muTThI meM rakhe, lauTAne ke lie A rahA thA, mujhe patA nahIM ve paise kisake pAsa gae, kahAM gae mujhe mAlUma nahIM, mujhe mApha kara denA. itanI ghAyala avasthA meM vaha bAlaka kahatA hai mujhe kSamA kIjie, maiM Apako lauTAne ke lie A rahA thA. merI mAM ke lie davA kA paisA to mere pAkeTa meM hai. seTha ne kahA ki maiM paise ke lie nahIM AyA. maiM koI mAMgane ke lie nahIM AyA - terI bhAvanA dekhakara ke maiM AyA hUM. bAlaka ne kahA ki Apa merI cintA na kareM. yadi Apako merI cintA hai to Apa merI mAM ke lie cintA kIjie. mere lie merI mAM merA sarvasva hai. kaisI hRdaya kI bhAvanA, yaha paropakAra kI vRtti, mAM kI sevA kI AMtarika-ruci sAre azubha karma kA nivAraNa kara detI hai. seTha ko koI saMtAna nahIM thI, vaha karor3apati seTha the. seTha ne nirNaya kara liyA ki yaha bAlaka maiM lUMgA. isakA lAlana-pAlana maiM karUMgA. paramapitA ke rUpa meM maiM isakA pAlana karUMgA aura isakI mAM kI jaisI bhAvanA hogI, usake lie sArI vyavasthA meM svayaM kara dUMgA. DAkTara se prAiveTa meM kaha diyA ki isakA sabase sundara IlAja honA cAhie. bAlaka baca gayA. usakI mAM ko bulAkara ke kahA ki jahAM tumako rahanA ho, makAna banavA detA hUM, naukarAnI rakha detA hUM. tuma jaise cAhe raho - tumhArA mAsika kharca maiM de dUMgA agara yaha bAlaka mujhe de do. jo bAlaka marate samaya bhI apanI mAM kA vicAra karatA hai. mere lie to yaha bAlaka kohinUra hIrA sadRza hai. yaha bAlaka mere ghara para rahegA. ise par3hAUMgA, ise taiyAra karUMgA aura merI sArI saMpatti maiM isake nAma karUMgA. ___gyAraha varSa kA bAlaka aura usake andara bhI yaha paropakAra kI bhAvanA. maiM bhUkhA rahUM, merI mAM ko davA lAkara ke do. kaisI prAmANikatA. sau kA noTa milA to bhI manA kara diyA. z2arA bhI pralobhana use AkarSita nahIM kara sakA. aisI bhAvanA, aisI dRr3hatA paropakAra meM Apake andara AnI cAhie. jaba gyAraha varSa kA nirdoSa bAlaka apane andara yaha bhAvanA paidA kara sakatA hai. to hamAre pAsa duniyAbhara kA anubhava hai, umra kI dRSTi se bahuta bar3A anubhava hai, to hamAre andara yaha bhAvanA kyoM nahIM AtI aura jisa dina yaha bhAvanA apane andara A jAegI Apa yAda rakhie, sUtrakAra ne likhA hai - yaha sadbhAvanA pApa kA pratikAra kara detI hai aura yadi yaha bhAvanA AMdhI kA rUpa le le, tUphAna bana jAe. mana ke andara Andolana zurU kara de, mUvameMTa zurU kara de - eka kSaNa ke andara pApa kA palAyana ho jAegA. usa AMdhI se sAre pApa ke paramANu ur3a jAeMge. isIlie isako yahAM mahattva diyA gayA. sArI dayAlutA kA AdhAra isako mAnA gayA. paropakAra ke dvArA vyakti apanI karuNA ko sakriya banAtA hai. apane vicAra ko - II - R 148 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI apane antaHkaraNa meM pratiSThita karatA hai. isIlie yahAM paropakAra ko itanA mahattva diyA gayA hai: "dInAbhyuddharaNAdaraH" aisI dIna-hIna AtmAoM kI sevA karanA, aisI AtmAoM ke antarhadaya kA AzIrvAda prApta karanA bahumUlya mAnA gayA, isakA koI mUlyAMkana bhautika dRSTi meM nahIM hotA, aisI garIbI meM "rAkaphelara" bar3A huA. cAroM tarapha se musIbata ghirI huI thI. kAleja meM ghaMTI bajAtA, garIbI aisI ki rAta ko paiMTa aura zarTa dhokara sukhA detA aura subaha vahI pahana kara ke jAtA, eka Dresa thA. yaha rAkaphelara apanI DAyarI meM likhatA hai ki jaise hI kAleja meM usane praveza kiyA. carca meM jAkara ekadina prArthanA kI, prArthanA meM pukAra thI ki bhagavan, jo tujhe saz2A denI hai, maiM saharSa svIkAra karatA hUM, usakI mujhe cintA nahIM. parantu merI eka bhAvanA pUrI ho jAe. merI eka hI bhAvanA hai, mere jaise kitane, lAkhoM garIba duniyA meM hoMge, agara prabhu terI kRpA se do paisA mile to maiM sabase pahale garIboM kI sevA karUMgA. maiM paise kA yahI sadupayoga karUM, paropakAra meM lagAUM. varSa-do varSa kA samaya nikalA. kucha paisA usane paidA kara liyA. koI jamIna bikane vAlI thI aura vahAM usa jamIna ke andara dhIme-dhIme kArobAra zuru kiyA. kudaratI vahAM se peTroliyama nikalA. usakI rAyalTI usako milI. paisA bar3hatA gayA, bar3hatA gayA. eka dina aisA A gayA ki eka minaTa ke andara eka lAkha kI AmadanI haI. usane bahuta bar3A phAuNDezana banAyA. svAmI vivekAnanda jaba amerikA gae to unase mulAkAta huI. vaha svayaM cala kara gayA ki bhAratIya RSi-muniyoM kA jIvana tyAga-pradhAna hotA hai. unakA maiM darzana karUM. unake viSaya aura pravacana kA usameM bar3A AkarSaNa thA. ataH unase milane gayA. bhAratIya sanyAsiyoM kA jIvana kaisA hai? vivekAnandajI kucha par3ha rahe the - kursI para baiThe the. sAmane rAkaphelara Akara ke baiThA. dasa minaTa taka to unakA dhyAna hI usa ora nahIM gayA. kauna AyA-kauna gayA, gambhIra vyakti the. dasa minaTa ke bAda dhyAna gayA, unhoMne dekhA aura pUchA ki Apa kauna haiM? svAmI jI, mujhe rAkaphelara kahate haiM. maiM Apake darzana ke lie AyA hUM. saMsAra kA sabase dhanADhya vyakti aura svAmI jI ke darzana ke lie AyA. bhAratIya saMskRti kA kaisA AkarSaNa? svAmI jI ke pAsa kucha nahIM thA. hamAre sAdhu-saMto meM jo tyAga kI vRtti thI, vaha bar3I apUrva thI. logoM ke hRdaya meM apanA sAmrAjya paidA kara lete. loga dillI meM rAjya karate aura sAdhu logoM ke dila meM rAjya karate haiM. ve hindustAna meM rAjya karate hai. aura sAdhu ke prema kA sAmrAjya sAre vizva ke andara hotA hai. __svAmI rAmatIrtha jaba amerikA jAne lage. koI atA-patA nahIM, kisI ne TikaTa kaTA dI aura jAne laga gae. vaha paMjAba vizvavidyAlaya lAhaura meM prophesara the. gaNita ke bahuta 149 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI bar3e vidvAna the. parantu tyAgI bana gae, gaMbhIra sanyAsI bana gaye. do kapar3A liyA, jholI meM DAlA aura amerikA ravAnA. vahAM amerikana sTImara meM koI unako milA aura pUchA, "ApakA lageja?" "are! sAdhuoM kA kyA lageja (sAmAna) hotA hai. mere pAsa bahuta sAmAna hai." "kyA sAmAna hai?" "eka caddara hai. tuma nahIM jAnate rAta ko or3hatA hUM caddara kA kAma detA hai. garmI AI bichA letA hUM -- darI kA kAma detA hai. garmI AI mAthe para DAlatA hUM - chatarI kA kAma detA hai. bahuta kAma detA hai - isameM eka nahIM aneka cIjeM haiM. mujhe do kapar3e cAhie, bahuta haiM. prabhu kI marjI." "Apa amerikA jA rahe haiM?" "hAM, icchA ho gaI rAma kI, calanA hai." "kahAM ThahareMge?" "tumhAre yahAM. "ApakA koI pahacAna vAlA?" "tuma pahacAna vAle ho. yahAM mila gaye." usake sAtha. aisI dostI ho gaI vaha vyakti unake prema ke AkarSaNa se bAhara nahIM jA sakA. sArI amerikA meM dhUma macA dI. vApasa Ate samaya jaba ve hAMgakAMga meM utare aura jaba kalakattA sTImara kI TikaTa buka karAI, unako eka mitra ne Akara kahA ki Apa jisa sTImara se jA rahe haiM. eka deza kA bAdazAha bhI usI sTImara se ravAnA ho rahA hai. to merI TikaTa vApisa karA do. eka sTImara meM do bAdazAha hote haiM? dhuna ke dhanI the. TikaTa kaiMsala karA diyA gayA. ve kyA samajhate haiM. yaha bhI bAdazAha hai. kyA do bAdazAha eka hI sTImara meM jAeMge? hamAre sAdhu-saMtoM kA jIvana aisA adbhuta thA. maiM to kahatA hUM ki Apa Ao aura dekho isakA svAda hI apUrva hai. yaha kahane kA nahIM, anubhava ke lie hai. koI cintA nahI hai? koI nona-tela, lakar3I kI cintA hai? koI pagar3I kI yA bhAr3e kI cintA hai? ekadama nizcinta jIvana itanA sugama jIvana aura phira bhI loga Ate nahIM. yahI to durbhAgya hai. svAmI vivekAnanda ne dasa minaTa ke bAda usako dekhA aura pUchA -- "kaise Ae?" "Apake darzana ke lie, AzIrvAda ke lie." vivekAnanda pahale to vicAra meM par3a gae aura kahA "AzIrvAda isa taraha nahIM diyA jAtA. kucha paropakAra kara ke AeM, koI sundara kArya Apa kara ke AeM - usake bAda DE 150 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Rn www.kobatirth.org guruvANI: AzIrvAda kI apekSA rakheM. sAdhu-saMtoM kA AzIrvAda aise hI nahIM milatA. vaha bhI puNyazAlI AtmAoM ko, unake zubha kArya ke lie diyA jAtA hai. kitane hI garIboM ko mAra kara ke pApa ko AmaMtrita karane ke lie AzIrvAda nahIM hotA ki maiM kahUM - " dhanavAna bhava" aura vaha pApa kitane hI garIboM ko mArakara ke, pApa se upArjana kare usameM maiM bhAgIdAra banUM. aisA muphta kA AzIrvAda sAdhu-santoM ke pAsa nahIM hotA. kucha paropakAra karake Ao, koI sundara kArya karake Ao, tabhI dhanyavAda diyA jAye." usake dila meM bar3I coTa lagI, vicAra meM par3a gayA parantu eka caritravAn vyakti ke zabda the. usake antarhRdaya meM ghara kara gayA aura socane laga gayA ki kitanA nizcinta. koI paravAha nahIM. merA koI svAgata nahIM, sammAna nahIM. maiM AyA to usakI koI unake cehare para prasannatA nahIM. ekadama masta sanyAsI aura mere hita ke lie usane kahA, kucha paropakAra karo, aura maiMne bAlyakAla se niyama kiyA thA ki kucha kArya karanA hai. aba Apa socie, battIsa karor3a DAlara kA "rAkaphelara phAuNDezana" banAyA. Aja se assI barasa pahale battIsa karor3a DAlara kA kitanA mUlya thA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vivekAnanda kI seMcyurI meM unakI pUrI jIvanI prakAzita huI. kaise-kaise unake jIvana kI ghaTanAeM ghaTIM, vaha sArA varNana hai. "rAkaphelara phAuNDezana" kI sthApanA bhI vivekAnanda kI preraNA se huI sArA eziyA, aphrIkA aura sArA madhyeziyA garIbI ke nIce dabe hue jo deza haiM. vahAM ke logoM ko meDikala eDa milI. zikSA ke lie sahAyatA milI yA aise koI durbhikSa, prAkRtika prakopa hoM aura isa phaNDa se unako sahayoga diyA jAe, usake lie usa phaNDa kI sthApanA huI. rAkaphelara TrasTa banAkara vivekAnanda ke pAsa AyA aura nivedana kiyA ki svAmI jI! Apane kahA thA bahuta bar3A eka TrasTa maiMne banAyA hai. maiMne sabase pahale usameM battIsa karor3a DAlara jamA karAyA hai. "rAkaphelara phAuNDezana" aba to AzIrvAda deM. svAmI jI ne kahA ki maiM kyA dUM. tuma mujhe dhanyavAda do. tumako maineM jIvana jInA sikhAyA. dhanyavAda kA pAtra to maiM hUM ki tumako yaha jIvana jIne kI kalA maiMne batalAI. aba tumhAre jIvana ke andara usa paropakAra kA Ananda AegA, mAnasika prasannatA milegI. tulasIdAsa jI ne bar3e sundara zabdoM meM kahA hai: "para hita basa jinake mana mAMhI, tinakaha~ jaga durlabha kachu nAhIM // " jisa AtmA ke antarhRdaya meM paropakAra kI bhAvanA jAgRta hogI, jagat meM koI vastu usake lie durlabha nahIM. 151 - usa vyakti ne bAlyakAla meM prabhu se prArthanA kI ki bhagavAna merI bhAvanA pUrNa ho jAe to maiM garIboM ke lie kucha karUMgA. bhAvanA sAkAra bana gaI. kise nAlUma thA ki jisake pAsa pahanane ke lie eka paiMTa, rahane ko kevala eka sAmAnya jhoMpar3I, khAne kA patA nahIM. gulAmI karanI par3atI hai aura vaha AdamI duniyA kA sabase bar3A dhanavAna bana jAegA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - - aisI antarbhAvanA jaba bhavoM kA nAza kara detI hai to pApa kA nAza kaise nahIM karegI, durvicAra kA nAza kaise nahIM karegI? hamezA sadbhAvanA se AtmA ko vAsita kareM. prayatna karie z2arA bhI durbhAvanA A jAe, pratikAra karie, usako coTa pahuMcAiye. indriyoM ko kabhI hAvI na hone dIjie kyoMki ye pApa ke praveza-dvAra haiM vahAM pahale hI apanA niyantraNa honA cAhie. AtmA para adhikAra bAda meM hogA, pahale apanI indriyoM para adhikAra kareM, apane viSayoM para adhikAra kareM. apanI bhAvanA meM viveka kA saMcAra kareM aura usake pazcAta Atmatatva kI carcA kareM. AtmA-paramAtmA aura mokSa to bahuta dUra kI cIz2a hai. pahale Apa jahAM khar3e haiM, usa dharatI ko dekheM ki maiM kaise cala rahA hUM, Thokara to nahIM khAUMgA. merA vyavahAra kisa prakAra kA hai, mere vyavahAra se kisI AtmA ko aprIti to nahIM hogI. mere jIvana meM mere vyApAra meM koI galata kArya to nahIM hogA. usake andara pralobhana kA praveza to nahIM hogA. vaha upArjana pavitra to hogA. astu, pahale vyAvahArika dRSTi ko vyApaka banAnA hai aura usake bAda AdhyAtmika jagat meM praveza karanA hai. ye sArI carcAeM jIvana vyavahAra se saMbaMdhita bAteM haiM. isIlie maiM yahAM kara rahA haM. "dInAbhyuddharaNAdaraH" jIvana meM eka bhI kisI dIna-duHkhI AtmA kI sevA kI ho, apane jIvana kI DAyarI meM likhA ho, ki maiMne kahIM isa prakAra kA kArya kiyA ho to usase prasannatA ho. kabhI kiyA hI nahIM aura mAtra bola kara ke raha jAeM. bolane se bImArI nahIM jAtI. seTha maphatalAla ke yahAM vaidya Ae. ThaNDI kA samaya thA. umra bhI bahuta ho gaI, bImAra the. vaidya ne kahA ki aisA karie, zIta Rtu hai aura maiM eka rasAyana likhakara detA hUM, Apa usakA sevana karie, Apako Arogya mila jAegA, bar3I zakti mila jAegI. bahuta lambA-caur3A phArmUlA de diyA - sonA bhasma, vasanta-mAlatI. usake andara bar3e kImatI rasAyana the. parantu vaha eka TakA bhI kharce nahIM. Adata se vaha majabUra the. marane kA samaya A gayA. DAkTara ne A kara kaha diyA --- seTha sAhaba! aba apanI paraloka kI taiyArI kIjie, rAma nAma kI auSadhi lIjie - yaha davA koI kAma nahIM AegI. seTha maphatalAla antima sAMseM gina rahe the. lar3ake kaphana lene gaye. antima samaya kI taiyArI meM laga gae. unakA bistara nIce rakha diyA gayA. ghI kA dIpaka bhI rakha diyA gayA. kAna meM prabhu kA nAma diyA jA rahA thA. saMyoga se bar3A lar3akA kaphana jaldI se lekara A gayA. choTA lar3akA bar3e bhAI se kahatA ki Apa sAmAna le AyeM. vRddha seTha maphatalAla, bar3A dhyAna dekara sunatA hai. abhI taka kAna sakriya haiM. bar3e lar3ake ne kahA le to AyA hUM parantu kaphana bahuta bar3A A gayA hai. jaldabAjI meM naukara nau gaja kA le AyA. - nA 152 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI aisA karo! aba kaphana le Ae, to isakA upayoga kara lene do. vRddha kahatA hai, kyA bolA mere lie nau gaja kaphana lAyA hai. ve samajha gae ki pitA ke kAna taka AvAja calI gayI. ve phusaphusA rahe the. pitAjI ne kahA beTA! isakI kyA cintA karatA hai. are, AdhA phADa kara rakha de, tere kAma AegA. __ marate-marate bhI vRddha kahatA hai - "AdhA tere kAma AegA" - mere lie to AdhA hI bahuta hai. aise AdamiyoM ko kyA dharma upadeza deMge, aura kyA saMskAra milegA. eka nayA paisA jisase chUTe nahIM. jAnatA hai ki marane ke bAda yaha saba parAyA hone vAlA hai phira bhI kaisA mamatva? yaha bar3I khataranAka cIja hai. pralobhana kA pratikAra karanA bahuta kaThina hai. vyakti usa cakkara se nikalatA hI nahIM aura jaba taka pralobhana nahIM jAegA paropakAra nahIM janmegA. vaha to bhAvanA ko mUrchita kara degA, cAhe Apa kitanA hI prApta kareM. Akhira usakA pariNAma to galata AegA. aisI paristhiti meM kyA kiyA jAe. sadbhAvanA kA poSaNa kaise kiyA jAe? isakA rakSaNa kaise kiyA jAe? hamAre yahAM eka nahIM aneka prazna rakhe haiM jisase apane ko preraNA milatI hai. una AtmAoM ke jIvana vyavahAra se preraNA milatI hai. hamArA bhI lakSya aisA honA cAhie. hamAre andara bhI bhAvanA vikasita honI cAhie. dIna-duHkhI AtmAoM kI bhakti se, jo puNya janmA, usa para merA adhikAra kaise? sabhI AtmAoM kI sevA se yaha puNya milatA hai to isake andara se kucha na kucha to maiM paropakAra meM dUM kyA dUM? gujarAta ke mahAmaMtrI vastupAla tejapAla ne mAuNTa AbU meM eka adbhuta jinAlaya banavAyA jisameM vikrama saMvat gyAraha sau bAraha meM bAraha karor3a rupaye lage the| yaha vizva meM eka bejor3a aitihAsika mandira hai. aisI sajIva kalA hai jaise patthara bolate hoM, usameM prANa A gae hoM. banAne vAle kI bhAvanA bhI kaisI thI. unake mahala kI eka IMTa nahIM rahI. mandira kAyama raha gayA. vastupAla tejapAla mahAmaMtriyoM kA mandira AbU aura delavAr3A meM Aja bhI kAyama hai. Aja nau sau varSa ho gae. kumArapAla samrATa kA pratIka. tAraMgA kA kyA bhavya kalAtmaka maMdira hai. Apane camatkAra dekhA maMdira kI eka IMTa nahIM girI aura unakA mahala sApha ho gayA, mahala kahAM thA? yaha bhI patA nahIM. eka IMTa nahIM milatI. maMdira pUrA kA pUrA kAyama hai. jIvana meM paropakAra rahegA. apane lie kiyA huA, jo bhI hai, usakA nAmonizAna nahIM rahegA. eka santa ke pAsa bahuta dhanADhya vyakti calA gayA. kahA mahArAja mere makAna kA udghATana hai. baMgalA bar3A zAnadAra banAyA hai. mahAtmA ne kahA ThIka hai. sAmane hindustAna nA 153 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI kA nakzA thA, vaha maMgavAyA. maMgAkara ke pUchA rahA, dillI kendra meM hai. dikhAIye isameM dillI kahAM hai. yaha isake andara terA baMgalA kahAM hai? nakze meM to baMgalA nahIM hai. tumheM kyA mAlUma hai ? duniyA ke nakze meM terA koI astitva nahIM ? tere baMgale kI jhAMkI taka nahIM. tU garva karatA hai. vyakti kI Adata hai ki use sannipAta ho jAtA hai. naze meM bakatA hai. mana ke andara jaba moha kA nazA car3hatA usa samaya bhAna nahIM rahatA ki maiM kyA bola rahA hUM. mujhe eka bAra eka AdamI bambaI le gayA. do karor3a kA phlaiTa liyA thA. ve saMpanna vyakti the. usa dina prabhu kI pUjA rakhI thI. mujhe kahA ki Apa eka bAra hamAre yahAM padhAreM. maiMne kahA ThIka hai. paramAtmA kI pUjA hai, maiM A jAuMgA. maiMne kahA calo, Upara le gayA jo gRhasthoM ke yahAM bahuta sundara pharnIcara vagairaha hotA haiM. le jAkara mujhe dikhAyA. sAhaba, yaha phleTa do karor3a meM liyA hai. paccIsa lAkha pharnIcara meM kharca kiyA hai. vaha hIre kA bahuta bar3A vyApArI thA. maiMne kahA * mujhe kisI ke puNya se koI IrSyA nahIM hai, prasannatA hai. pUrva ke puNya se tumako milA hai. agara bhAvanA ho to kabhI paropakAra meM vaha paisA denA. tumane kahA bahuta sundara makAna hai. maiM bhI kahatA hUM bar3A sundara hai para isameM eka bhUla hai. use sudhAra lenA. isameM bhUla hai ? Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir hAM! isameM bhUla hai. maiMne kahA, phira kabhI milanA bAta kareMge. maiM to A gayA. jisa vyakti ko milane ke lie cAra-cAra dina pahale samaya lenA par3atA, eka minaTa TAima nahIM. rAta ko hI A gayA. mujhe vizvAsa thA aisA mantra dekara AyA hUM binA bulAe AegA. huA bhI vahI. maiMne kahA - itanI jaldI A gae. nahIM-nahIM mahArAja, idhara se jA rahA thA soca liyA. calo mahArAja jI ko vaMdanA karake jAUM. maiMne kahA, bar3I acchI bAta hai. mahArAjajI vaha bhUla kyA hai? Apa mujhe batalAiye? maiMne kahA itane bar3e kuzala vyApArI ho. dhaMdhA karate ho. merI bAta ko nahIM samajhe. are jisa makAna ke andara tuma mujhe lekara ke gae. jisa daravAz2e se praveza kiyA. tumane kabhI socA usI daravAje se tumako bAhara nikAleMge. makAna tumhArA aura gharavAle tumako bAhara nikAleMge vaha daravAjA banda kara do. dIvAra banA do tAki kabhI aisI bhUla na ho. 154 - are, mahArAja dIvAra banAyA jAegA? maiMne kahA, tumhArA makAna kaise huA ? usa sArI sundaratA para daravAz2A pAnI phera detA hai. makAna bahuta sundara, bar3A zAnadAra. parantu yAda rakho, tumhAre ghara vAle usI daravAje se nikAleMge. isIlie maiMne kahA, yaha bhUla sudhAra lenA. daravAz2e kI jagaha dIvAra banA denA tAki koI le nA jAe. For Private And Personal Use Only da

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guruvANI3D - nazA utara gayA. maiMne kahA ghara meM raho, makAna meM raho, jhopar3I meM raho. jarA hRdaya ke andara yaha vicAra karake calanA ki mujhe kala jAnA hai. javAnI ke joza ke andara yadi pAkeTa garma ho jAe. yadi dimAga ke andara nazA car3ha jAe ki maiM kucha hUM to eka kavi ne kahA hai: uchala lo kUda lo jaba taka hai z2ora naliyoM meM. yAda rakhanA isa tana kI ur3egI khAka galiyoM meM // vicAra kara lenA. uchala lo, kUda lo, jo marjI meM Ae bola lo. isa tana kI khAka galiyoM meM ur3egI. jalA deMge. astitva nahIM rahegA. bar3I zAna-zaukata se hama jAte the, yaha khopar3I hamezA UMcI rahatI thI. kahAM gayA tumhArA aizoArAma? vaha zAna-zaukata. vaha navAbI, vaha raIsI kahAM gaI? dekhA saba sApha. bahuta vicAra karake calanA. jo pUrva ke puNya se milA hai, usakA sahI upayoga karanA. kumArapAla samrATa ke samaya aise kaI prasaMga Ae. vastupAla, tejapAla saMgha lekara ke jA rahe the. isa rUpaka ke dvArA "lokApavAda bhIrutvaM" aise kArya meM kabhI rasa nahIM lenA, jisameM logoM kI ruci na ho, prasannatA na ho, vaha cAhe kitanA bhI sundara kArya hogA asundara bana jAegA evaM isa para donoM para cintana ho jAegAH vastupAla, tejapAla mahAmantrI the. paise kI koI kamI nahIM. apane jIvana meM tIna araba sonA mohara se Upara to dAna-puNya kara ke gae. paryuSaNa meM unakA jIvana prasaMga Apa ko mAlUma par3egA. kyA-kyA kArya kiyA. acAnaka bahuta bar3A paidala saMgha lekara ke zatrujaya jA rahe the, jise hamAre yahAM zAzvata tIrtha mAnA jAtA hai, jisakA apanA eka svatantra itihAsa hai, jisameM logoM kI bhAvanA kA bar3A yogadAna hai, unakI bhAvanA kI abhivyakti apUrva sAhitya ke rUpa meM vikasita huI, dhanezvara sUri jI jaise mahAracayitA ne bhI "zatrujaya mAhAtmya" nAmaka kAvya kI racanA kii| saMgha lekara ke nikale. rAjasthAna ke sAMcaura meM unhoMne mukAma kiyA. saMyoga Adhe rAjasthAna meM pUrNa sukAla thA. bahuta sundara vRSTi thI. loga bar3e prasanna the. kisI taraha kI koI samasyA na thI, ve sAMcora meM gae aura vahAM kI sthiti dekhI. darbhikSa thA. lagAtAra do varSoM se akAla kI sthiti thI, loga taMga A gae the. mahAjana karjadAra ho gae. paise se khAlI ho gae. vasUlI nahIM huI logoM ke pAsa khAne kA anAja nahIM. mahAmantrI ke AdamI jo saMgha yAtrA meM the vahAM para Thahare. pahale Trena to thI nahIM. to vahI thI vyavasthA. sAmudAyika yAtrA hotI. vahAM duSkAla kI paristhiti thI. mahAmantrI ne sAMcora saMgha ko svayaM ke yahAM AmaMtrita kiyA, lekina vahAM ke saMgha ne unake isa Agraha ko asvIkAra kara diyA. ha ya mA 155 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: - - - mahAmantrI svayaM gae, gAMva ke paMcoM ko ikaTThA kiyA, hAtha jor3akara nivedana kiyA, eka jaina zrAvaka hone ke bAda jisakI talavAra se sArI duniyA DaratI thI. sar3asaTha bAra yuddha meM gayA. vijayI hokara AyA kabhI hArA nahIM rASTra kI rakSA karanA apanA karttavya samajhatA thA. yaha usakA itihAsa itanA paropakArI vyakti ki rASTra rakSA ke lie rAjya para AkramaNa huA to apanI prajA, apane dharma apanI saMskRti ke rakSaNa ke lie vaha pIche nahIM haTA. ahiMsA kA yaha matalaba mata lenA ki kAyara kahalAo. kumArapAla bar3A ahiMsaka thA. parantu yuddha ke andara kabhI hAra ke nahIM AyA. hama kisI para AkramaNa nahIM karate. hamArI vaha bhAvanA bhI nahIM hotI. usa samaya hamArI rakSaNa bhAvanA hotI hai. jo prajA mere Azrita hai, maiM unakA rakSaNa karane vAlA banUM. pariNAma rakSaNa kA hotA hai, vahAM parIkSaNa kA pariNAma nahIM hotA. yuddha meM mAtra atyAcAriyoM kA pratikAra kiyA jAtA hai, atyAcAra nahIM. pratikAra hotA hai ki maiM apane rASTra kA rakSaNa karUM. prajA ke prati vizvAsa kA ghAta na ho jAe. mere pramAda se hamArA rAjya naitika yA dhArmika dRSTi se patana kI tarapha na calA jAe. rakSaNa karanA merA kartavya hai. ve karttavya samajha karake yuddha meM jAte haiM, aura yuddha meM bhI pratikAra kI nIti hotI hai, atyAcAra kI nahIM, rakSaNa kI bhAvanA hotI hai, kisI ko khatma karane kI nahIM. mahAjanoM ne kahA ki hama bhojana nahIM svIkAra sakate. kyA kAraNa hai? kAraNa aura kucha nahIM. sAMcora meM rahane vAle pUre mahAjana karjadAra haiM. kisI ke pAsa paisA nahIM. lene-dena kA vyavahAra calatA thA, udhAra diyA thA. prajA itanI garIba ho gaI, do tIna varSa se phasala nahIM huI. hama vasUlI nahIM kara pAte. aisI sthiti meM agara hama Apake yahAM bhojana karane AeM to hamArA bhI pharja banatA hai ki hama bhI Apake zrI saMgha kI sevA hetu Apako bhojana para AmaMtrita kare, aura duSkAla ke pariNAma svarUpa hama Aja aisI paristhiti meM nahIM haiM, isI bhAva se ki jaba hama bhojana nahIM de sakate to bhojana karane ke lie AmantraNa kaise svIkAra kara sakate haiM. bAta mahAmantrI ke gale utara gaI. kyA aisI bhayaMkara sthiti hai? maiM taiyAra hUM. jitanA anAja cAhie yahAM ke garIboM ke lie maiM usakI vyavasthA karatA hUM. vaha maiM apane rAjya se lAkara dUMgA. mahAjanoM ko bulAyA aura kahA Apa bhojana nahIM leMge hamArI lAnI to leMge. lAnI ghara para dI jAtI hai. hareka ke ghara eka eka lAnI.dI jAtI hai. prabhAvanA ke rUpa meM, prabhAvanA lene meM koI Apatti nahIM. anApa-zanApa saMpatti thI. usane mahAjanoM ke ghara meM eka-eka lAkha rupayA prabhAvanA ke rUpa meM diyA lAnI, saMgha pUjana. gyAraha sau ghara the. mahAjana prasanna ho gae. prabhAvanA thI svIkAranA par3A, vacana baddha the. vahAM jitane bhI dIna-dukhI the, saba ke lie anAja kI vyavasthA kI. kahA ki pahale logoM kI peTa pUjA karAI jAe. usake bAda paramAtmA - - hanA 156 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: guruvANI kI pUjA meM Age baDhUMgA, nahIM to paramAtmA merI pUjA svIkAra nahIM karegA. mere pAsa sAdhana hai. mere pAsa zakti hai yadi maiM zakti ko chipAUM to aparAdhI bana kara ke jAUMgA maiM zatruMjaya sAhUkAra bana kara ke jAnA cAhatA hUM, aparAdhI bana ke nahIM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir hamAre pUrvajoM meM aisI maMgala bhAvanA thI. na jAti dekhate the na vyakti dekhate the. vahAM to kArya dekhakara ke apanA kArya karate the. isa kArya se merI AtmA ko Ananda milegA, prasannatA milegI aura kahAM Aja hamArI sthiti, bar3e buddhimAna aura catura haiM. jaba dene kA nAma Ae phira Apa dekhoge, ceharA dekho, phoTo utAra lo jaise kaisTara Ayala pIkara ke AyA ho, yA sudarzana cUrNa phAMka karake AyA ho, maphatalAla seTha mara rahe the. ar3osa par3osa ke loga Ae rAma kA nAma lene ke lie ki seTha sAhaba aba to paropakAra kara jAo. jIvana meM kabhI kharcA hI nahIM rAtri meM nikalate, eka thailI pAsa meM rakhate jUtA usI meM utAra ke rakhA karate the ki rAtri meM jUtA ghisa jAe. koI hamAre jaisA mila jAe, kaha de seTha rAtri meM naMge pAMva calate haiM. ye nahIM kahate ki jUtA ghisa jAe isalie baiga meM rakhA hai. itane cAlAka Apa pakar3a nahIM sakate. itane hoziyAra vAkpaTutA meM bhI ve nipuNa the. caturmAsa kA samaya, kIr3e-makor3e mara jAeM jIva yAtanA kI jAtI hai. marate samaya mohalle vAle rAma kA nAma lene ke lie Ae. kisI mitra ne kahA, yAra marate-marate to kucha dAna karake jA. kyoM badanAmI lekara ke jA rahA hai. vaha bahuta laMgoTiyA dosta thA. maphatalAla kI naz2ara meM eka gAya AI aura kahA jAo paMDita ko bulAkara lAo, mujhe abhI godAna karanA hai. loga to Azcarya meM par3a gae ki yaha kyA camatkAra huA, gaU dAna to bahuta bar3A dAna hai. gAya mila jAe, roja kA dUdha milegA. maphatalAla seTha brAhmaNa ko gaUdAna degA. paMDita prasanna ho gayA. gAMva ke loga mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM. parantu ghara ke lar3ake bulAne gaye the. paMDita rAste meM A rahA thA. jisase bhI mulAkAta hotI kahate, are maphatalAla ke yahAM jA rahA hUM, godAna kara rahA hai. logoM ne kahA paMDita jI mAla le Ao para isa ghara kA anAja pacegA nahIM. yaha gAya usa ghara kI hai. paMDita to lobha meM Ae hue the. yAra tuma to vaise hI bakate rahoge, kabhI na kabhI to AdamI kI mati sudharatI hai, marate samaya usane jo puNya kA vicAra kiyA hai usake lie dhanyavAda do. paMDita jI Ae aura godAna kI kriyA huI. gaU ko lAyA gayA. pUMcha pakar3a kara paMDita jI ke hAtha meM de diyA gayA. mantra bole aupacArika vidhi pUrI huI anuSThAna pUrA huA. maphatalAla ne kahA ki mere jAne ke bAda savA pAMca paisA dakSiNA baccoM se le lenA yAni vaha bhI udhAra. gAya lekara ke gae, gAya to bImAra thI. bar3A anubhavI, usakA aMdAja bilkula sahI, eka pAva dUdha bhI nahIM piyA aura zAma ko cAra baje gAya mara gaI. 157 For Private And Personal Use Only do 20

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-guruvANI - maphatalAla jAnatA thA, eka tIra se do zikAra ho gae. gAya ko nikAlane kA paisA bacA. takalIpha bacI. mehatara ko bulAo, rupayA, savA rupayA mAMgeM, ghara kI zaddhi karAo. apane yahAM niyama bahuta haiM. godAna kA godAna ho jAegA aura yaha gAya Tikane vAlI bhI nahIM hai, marane vAlI hai. becAre paMDita jI ghabarA gae. brAhmaNa kA ghara. yahAM to gaU kA mara jAnA, anAja vagairaha saba bAhara nikAla denA par3egA, bahuta bar3A Arthika nukasAna hogA. rote hue seTha ke pAsa Ae ki seTha sAhaba savA pAva dUdha nahIM piyA aura yaha hAlata huI. hama to brAhmaNa haiM. ghara kI zuddhi karavAnI hogI. anAja tela jo ghara meM hai, saba bAhara nikAla denA par3egA. sUtaka pAlanA par3egA. seTha ne kahA - kyoM rAmAyaNa bAMca rahe haiM, Apako de diyA, Apa jAne, ApakI gAya jAne, merA kyA lenA-denA? maiMne to Apako pakar3A diyA. Apake bhAgya meM nahIM maiM kyA karUM. yahAM se kucha milane vAlA nahIM. marate-marate gau dAna kiyA, parantu gaudAna bhI bar3A vicitra. paisA bhI baca jAe aura gaudAna kA nAma bhI ho jAe. paMDita rotA huA gayA. zAma ko seTha sAhaba bhI paraloka pahuMca gae. marane vAle to the hI. marakara ke svarga meM gae. jAte hI vahAM para dharmarAja ne pUchA - kahAM se Ae? dillI se AyA hUM. kyA bAta hai? kyA puNya kArya kiyA ki Apa yahAM svarga meM A gae. tumhArA bahIkhAtA dekhU? bahI khAtA dekhate hue dharmarAja ne kahA marate hue gAya dAna kiyA thA aura cAra ghaNTe vaha gAya brAhmaNa ke yahAM jIvita rahI. cAra ghaNTe taka svarga kA Ananda le lo. usake bAda to nIce naraka meM jAnA par3egA. cAra ghaNTA bahuta hai, usake bAda jahAM bhejanA ho bheja denA mujhe koI Apatti nahIM. vahAM para gAya Akara ke hAjira ho gayI. dharmarAja ne kahA yaha gAya jisakA tumane dAna kiyA thA. tumhAre Adeza kA pAlana karegI. tumhArI sevA meM hAjira rahegI. cAra ghaNTe ke bAda gAya lupta ho jAegI. tumako TrAMsaphara karanA hai. taiyAra rahanA. gAya merA Adeza mAnegI. Apa vacana se baddha haiM. gAya ko Adeza diyA kyA dekhatI hai? lagAo dharmarAja ko sIMga, becAre bhAge, tahalakA maca gayA, ki jaba naraka meM hI jAnA hai to pUrI taraha se jAUM. * aisA camatkAra dikhAkara ke jAUM ki devatA bhI yAda kareM. becAre dharmarAja bhAga karake viSNu ke pAsa nivedana karane gae maphatalAla bhI pahuMce. gAya ko Adeza diyA kyA dekhatI hai? lagA sIMga. viSNu jI ghabarA gaye siMhAsana bhI hilane lagA, vacana se baddha the. manA nahIM kara sakate the. Adeza kA pAlana bhI Avazyaka thA. zaMkara. ke pAsa gae. pUre devaloka meM tahalakA macA diyA. jisako dekhe-lagA sIMga. jaba naraka meM hI jAnA hai to phira kasara kyA rakhanI. pUrI taraha hairAna-karake jAnA hai. devaloka meM tahalakA maca gayA, bar3A vicitra AdamI AyA hai. bar3A khataranAka hai. jaise hI cAra ghaNTA huA gAya lupta. vaha calI gaI. 158 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI S devatAoM ne baMdI banAyA. hAtha pAMva bAMdhakara ke lAe sabhI baiThe the. brahmA jI, viSNu jI, ziva jI, pUrI painala baiThI thI. vahAM pakar3a kara le Ae, ye maphatalAla hai, isako jitanI sajA dI jAe utanI kama hai. brahmA jI ne Adeza diyA. usako to raurava naraka meM bhejanA hai, bhagavan, taiyAra. tuma samajha gaye abhI abhI tuma ko jAnA hai. bhagavAna Apake dvAra meM nyAya hai, anyAya nahIM. Apane nyAya diyA. maiM svIkAra karatA hUM. z2arA bhI anAdara karane vAlA nahIM. Apa jo sajA deMge, maiM svIkAra karUMgA. para merI bAta suneMge kyA ? yaha nahIM honA cAhie ki sarAsara anyAya jAe duniyA meM AdamI kahAM jAeMge. mere mana meM yaha zaMkA raha jAegI. bolo kyA hai ? bhagavAna aura kucha nahIM, Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir bhagavAna merI bAta suna lIjie aura nyAya dIjie. Apake sAdhu saMta, sanyAsI jo mRtyu loka meM Apake pratinidhi haiM. ghara-ghara ghUmate haiM roja pravacana dete haiM, aura roz2a kahate haiM sAdhu santoM kA darzana karo, paramAtmA kA darzana karo. vaikuNTha milegA, durgati kA nAza hogA, cillA-cillA kara pravacana meM bolate haiM. mujhe koI Apatti nahIM, unakA kathana satya hai aura kucha nahIM, Apake isa dharmarAja ke bahI meM galata nahIM likhavAU~gA. maiM yahA~ para Apase koI galata kArya karavAne nahIM AyA. basa itanA hI likhanA hai, jo saca hai, ki maphatalAla ne yahAM brahmA, viSNu aura zaMkara ko sAkSAt dekhA, sAkSAt unake darzana kie aura yahAM se mara kara narka meM jA rahA hai. aisA kaise likhA jAegA ? to phira yaha to saca bAta hai. merA satyAgraha hai. maiMne koI galata to likhavAyA nahIM. vahAM to nAma lene se vaikuNTha milatA hai, yahAM to sAkSAt svarga meM Apako dekha rahA hUM. Apa itanA hI likho ki maiMne darzana kiyA aura yahAM se naraka ke lie TrAMsaphara huA. brahmA jI, viSNu jI saba vicAra meM par3a gaye ki kyA karanA cAhie ? usane kahA bhagavana Apa vicAra karie, maiM baiThA hUM Aja taka maphatalAla Upara baiThA hai, abhI taka brahmA jI, soca nahIM pAe ki kisa prakAra se usakA TrAMsaphara kiyA jAe. vyakti apanI buddhi kA upayoga bar3e vicitra prakAra se karatA hai. parantu buddhi kA upayoga * paropakAra ke lie karanA hai. aba isa para Age cintana kareMge. sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jainaM jayati zAsanam E 159 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI kriyA aura AcAra meM zraddhA kA mahatva parama kRpAlu AcArya zrIharibhadrasUri jI ne mAnava jIvana ke vikAsa, AtmA kI pavitratA tathA sundara bhaviSya ke nirmANa ke lie, ina sUtroM ke dvArA jIvana kA sundara mArgadarzana kiyA hai. kisa prakAra se apanI AtmA se paricaya kiyA jAye usakI pUrI bhUmikA ina karttavyoM aura ziSTAcAra pAlana ke dvArA unhoMne batalAI hai. dIvAra yadi sApha aura ekadama svaccha ho aura usa para citra banAeM, to citra kI sundaratA bar3I apUrva hogI. gandI dIvAra para kabhI citra aMkita nahIM kiyA jAtA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mana yadi svaccha aura pavitra hogA, aura usameM dharma kA AkAra diyA jAye to vaha AkAra apane AcAra ke dvArA sahaja hI hogA. usa dhArmikatA meM apUrva sundaratA milegI. parantu mana kI dIvAra yadi gandI ho, mana yadi asvaccha ho aura karma kI kAlimA usameM lagI ho phira Apa dhArmika vicAroM kA AkAra dene kA prayAsa kareM to usa citra meM sundaratA nahIM AyegI. isaliye usa mahAna AcArya ne pUrva bhUmikA meM hradaya ko zuddha aura svaccha karane ke liye ziSTAcAra, sundara AcAra ke dvArA prathama paricaya diyA. gata do tIna pravacanoM meM isa para vicAra cala rahA hai koI bhI kArya binA sAdhanA ke saphala nahIM hotA, dharma kriyA hetu AtmA ko pAne ke lie vibhinna prakAra ke bahuta se sAdhana batalAe gae haiM. Apako kahIM bhI yAtrA meM jAnA ho, vAhana kA sAdhana Avazyaka hai. gRhasthoM ke lie anivArya hai, nadI pAra utaranA hai to nAva cAhie. Apake pAsa cAhe jaisI bhI jAnakArI ho parantu kArya kI saphalatA ke lie sAdhana Avazyaka mAnA gayA hai. darjI kitanA bhI hoziyAra ho, parantu yadi suI aura dhAgA usake pAsa nahIM to vaha kyA karegA ? vicAra ko AkAra kaise degA. binA sAdhana ke usa sAdhya ko kaise prApta karegA, vaha lakSya kabhI prApta nahIM kara sakatA. citrakAra kitanA bhI sundara jAnakAra ho, mahAna kalAkAra ho, parantu usake pAsa yadi raMga yA pIchI na ho, bruza na ho, to vaha apane vicAroM ko kisa prakAra AkAra de pAegA. jaba taka vaha usa vijJatA ko vyAvahArika rUpa se koI AkAra nahIM detA, vaha mahatvahIna hai. tAtparya yaha hai ki binA sAdhana ke vyakti kabhI apane lakSya ko prApta nahIM kara sakatA. isI taraha cAhe DAkTara kitanA bhI jAnakAra ho, parantu usake pAsa yadi sAdhana meM sarjikala insTrUmeMTsa na hoM, sTaithaskopa na ho tathA anya prakAra ke sAdhana na hoM, to vaha ApakA kyA upacAra karegA kisa prakAra se vaha roga kA parIkSaNa karegA. astu, pratyeka kSetra meM sAdhana Avazyaka hai. 160 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-garuvANI- pANA Apa vyApAra karate haiM aura caupar3A (bahI) Apake pAsa na ho to vyApAra kyA mUlya rakhatA hai. jisa taraha se hara kSetra ke andara sAdhana Avazyaka haiM, usI prakAra dhArmika kSetra meM bhI AcAra evaM kriyAoM ke dvArA vyakti apane parama sAdhya ko prApta karatA hai. ye saba alaga-alaga prakAra ke sAdhana batalAe gae. tapa, sevA, kriyAeM, paropakAra aura ziSTAcAra ke pAlana ke dvArA vyakti apanI prAmANikatA se aura satya ke avalambana se usa paramAtmA ko prApta karane meM saphala ho jAtA hai. phira sArI dhArmika kriyA jIvana meM sakriya banatI hai. ekTiva banatI hai. vaha vicAra yA jAnakArI phira mUrcchita nahIM rahatI, vaha praikTikala (vyAvahArika) rUpa letI hai, prayogAtmaka dRSTi se usa kArya ke andara phira saphalatA milatI hai. pratyeka sAdhana kA paricaya alaga-alaga AcAra ke dvArA diyA gayA tAki jIvana ke andara isa prakAra paropakAra kI ruci A jAe. ina vicAroM meM aMkura A jAye, jo kala mokSa kA phala dene vAlA bane. karuNA kA aMkura apane hRdaya ke andara prasphuTita honA cAhie. supravacana ke dvArA bIja DAlA jAtA hai. yaha AtmA kI khetI hai. sAdhu hara roz2a prayAsa karatA hai. amRta pravacana ke dvArA sIca kara vaha Apake hRdaya ko komala banAtA hai, vaha sAdhu pratidina andara kI ghAsa ukhAr3a karake aura Apake antarmana ko svaccha aura sundara banAne kA prayAsa karatA hai. sIMcana se paramAtma tattva ke dvArA, hRdaya ke andara usa komalatA ko, pradAna karane kA vaha puruSArtha karatA hai aura phira isameM mokSa kA bIja-vapana kiyA jAtA hai. samaya Ane para kriyAoM aura AcaraNa ke dvArA, vaha vyakti use aMkurita karatA hai aura eka bAra yadi yaha khetI ho jAe, to usa mokSa kA phala nizcita hI milatA hai. Aja kiyA gayA prayatna kala pUrNatA jarUra pradAna karegA. bazarte ki prayatna satata ho. bImAra hone kI sthiti meM yadi DAkTara ko roga parIkSaNa ke pazcAt bImArI kA patA laga jAe to vaha ucita davA degA jise nirdiSTa paraheja ke sAtha lenI cAhie. aisA karane meM yadi koI pramAda karegA to pariNAma ThIka nahIM hogA. jaba hameM isa zarIra kI itanI cintA hai ki jarA bhI usameM pramAda na kareM; to AtmA ke lie kabhI aisA socA ki sAdha purUSa jo mArgadarzana dete haiM usake anukUla AtmA ko viparIta kRtyoM se dUra rakheM, jinheM karane kA pariNAma, AtmA ke lie khataranAka ho sakatA hai, durgati kA kAraNa bana sakatA hai. dhArmika auSadhi lene para hI usakA phAyadA hogA. use ghara para Apa zo kesa meM saMjokara rakheM to koI lAbha nahIM hogA yA usakA darzana mAtra leM to bhI vo koI phAyadA nahIM degA. vaha to davA lenI hI par3egI. karanA hI par3egA. yahAM jo yaha davA batalAI yadi ise pathyapUrvaka liyA jAe, to jJAniyoM ne kahA hai ki yaha nizcita hI AtmA ko Arogya dene vAlI hai. isameM koI saMzaya nahIM. para vyakti 161 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI kI Adata hai ki vaha pApa abhI aura puNya bAda meM karanA cAhatA hai yAnI pApa kaiza meM aura dharma udhAra meM vaha kahatA ki mahArAja abhI to javAna hai phira kabhI dekheMge, vRddhAvasthA AegI, taba mAlA gineMge. pUrva kA bAsI puNya lekara ke AyA aura kadAcit vartamAna meM usakA puNya prakaTa ho gayA aura kArya meM saphalatA mila gayI, pAkeTa meM garmI A gayI phira use paramAtmA ko yAda karane kI bhI phurasata hI nahIM. dharma kala kareMge. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir seTha maphatalAla jaba bImAra par3e. unheM TAyaphAiDa huA. aura bar3e DAkTara Aye. patnI acchI zrAvikA thI. roz2a kahA karatI ki mandira to jAo. sAmAyika to karo. prabhu kA nAma to lo kucha dAna-puNya karo itanA paisA milA hai, are sATha varSa bAda yaha saba dekhane kI bAte haiM, abhI to maiM paiMtIsa sAla kA hI huA hUM. abhI to bahuta lambA jIvana hai abhI dharma karane kA samaya nahIM hai. ye mauja majA karane ke dina haiM, yadi bhagavAna ne diyA hai. to usakA upabhoga karanA hai. to phira bhagavAna ne diyA hI kyoM ? hara samaya bAta ur3A detA. patnI mauke kI tAka meM thI. saMyoga se vaha eka dina bImAra hue. DAkTara Akara ke kahatA hai ki isa tApa ko niyantrita karane ke lie turanta Apako injekzana lenA hogA aura ye kaipasUla bhI likha detA dina meM tIna TAima lene hoMge. DAkTara to salAha dekara calA gayA. maphatalAla ne bistara para par3e par3e eka-do bAra apanI patnI ko bulAyA. vaha AI nahIM. phira z2arA Aveza meM Akara ke kahA sunatI ho ki nahIM ? vaha AI. kyA bAta hai ? tU samajhatI nahIM ? DAkTara ne kahA hai ki injekzana lenA par3egA. bahuta jyAdA bukhAra hai. merA to dimAga phaTA jA rahA hai, kahIM haimbreja ho gayA to usakA pariNAma tujhe hI pahale bhoganA par3egA. maiM calA jAUMgA. -- zrAvikA ne kahA mujhe isakI koI cintA nahIM jo bhagavAna ne cAhA vahI hogA. parantu tuma hara roz2a kahA karate the ki dharma to mujhe sATha varSa ke bAda karanA hai. aura Aja tuma marane kI bAta karate ho. sATha-sattara varSa kI umra hogI to dekheMge. phira mAlA gineMge. jo tU kahegI, usa tIrthayAtrA meM jAyeMge. to phira Aja itanI kyA jaldI hai ? jaba dharma karane kI jaldI nahIM to davA ke lie itanI jaldabAz2I kyoM ? usane kahA jo bhUla ho gaI, tU mApha kara, maiM to marA jA rahA hUM. mujhe to merI mauta naz2ara A rahI hai. isa bukhAra meM merA sArA zarIra TUTA jA rahA hai. patnI ne sIdhe kahA to saca bolo kabhI aise jhUTha to nahIM bologe ? aisI galatI to nahIM karoge ? zarIra roga grasta ho gayA to bImArI ke lie davA Aja hI cAhie. parantu yadi AtmA meM bImArI A jAe yA gar3abar3I A jAe, durvicAra kA Agamana ho jAye aura AtmA ghAyala ho jAye yA karma se pIr3ita ho jAe to kaheMge ki dharma mujhe kala karanA hai. pApa 162 For Private And Personal Use Only R

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra J www.kobatirth.org guruvANI: Aja aura dharma kala karanA hai. pApa rokar3a meM karanA hai aura dharma ko bAkI udhAra rakhanA hai. yaha hamArI Adata hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kahAM se AtmA ko Arogya milegA. AtmA meM bImAra durvicAra, viSaya aura kaSAya kA kSaya roga (TI.bI) laga jAe, pramAda aura kaSAya A jAe, usa samaya para upacAra ke lie hamAre pAsa koI taiyArI nahIM. hama kahate haiM ki dekheMge phira kabhI kara leMge. isa prakAra ke pramAda se hamArA jIvana jarjarita ho cukA hai. jIvana kA jIrNoddhAra kara lenA hai. isakA punarnirmANa kara lenA hai. bhUla ho gaI. usakI cintA nahIM. parantu usa bhUla kA punarAvartana nahIM honA cAhie. bhUla kA pratikAra hameM saMkalpapUrvaka kara denA hai. isa prakAra kI bhUla meM hamane jIvana ke anAdikAla vyatIta kara die. aba hamArA bhaviSya hameM nahIM bigAr3anA hai. apane ko vartamAna meM upasthita rahanA hai pUrNa jAgRti ke dvArA hameM apanI sAdhanA se usa saphalatA ko prApta kara lenA hai. isIlie AtmA ke usa upacAra ke lie AcAra kA patha batalAyA gayA hai- ziSTAcAra. isa prakAra se yadi AcAra kA pAlana kiyA jAe aura usake sAtha yadi paramAtmA kA nAma smaraNa kiyA jAe to koI samasyA nahIM rahegI. samasyA to hama svayaM paidA karate haiM. sArI samasyA mana se paidA hotI hai aura apanI Adata kI vivazatA, hama samAdhAna bAhara khojate haiM, samasyA mana ke andara paidA huI aura samAdhAna dukAna, makAna, parivAra, strI, putra athavA paise meM khojate haiM ki zAnti milegI? azAnti andara se paidA huI aura zAnti hama bAhara se khojate haiM jo cIja Apane apane ghara meM kho dI ho agara Apa use janapatha para khojeM to kyA hogA ? ghara meM andhakAra hai aura Apa bAhara khojane jAeM to duniyA kyA kahegI ki bhAI jo cIz2a tumane ghara meM kho dI hai use ghara meM hI khojo. prakAza meM use khojo. azAnti to hamAre mana se paidA huI ajJAna dazA meM AtmA ke isa paramatattva ko hama samajha nahIM pAye. vaibhAvika dazA ke andara, mAtra kalpanA ke usa bhrama meM hama bhaTakate rahe. para ke andara sva kI Asakti lekara ke calate rahe para ko prApta karane kA prayAsa kiyA to vaha pIr3A kA kAraNa banA. para kI aprApti se AtmA meM jo asantoSa AtA hai, vahI pIr3A kA kAraNa bana jAyegA. darda utpanna karegA aura usa becaina avasthA meM hama zAnti ke lie prayAsa karate haiM. kahAM aura kidhara mile? kucha milane vAlA nahIM, kabhI milane vAlA nahIM jIvana usakI khoja meM calA jAtA hai. parantu Aja taka vaha zAnti hameM milI nahIM. hama Adata se majabUra haiM. samasyA mana se paidA hotI hai aura hama usakA samAdhAna prApta karane ke lie dukAna meM jAte haiM, makAna meM jAte haiM. para ko prApta karane kA prayAsa karate haiM. vaha nahIM dekhatA 163 For Private And Personal Use Only i ME

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guruvANI ki samasyA to hamAre andara hai. samAdhAna bAhara kahAM se milegA. isaliye jJAniyoM ne kahA ki samasyA kA hala andara meM hI khojanA. "jina khojA tina pAiyA, gahare pAnI paiTha / " jo vyakti khoja meM svayaM ko nimagna kara legA. usakI khoja nizcita pUrI ho jAegI. parantu hamArI khoja meM adhUrApana rahatA hai. usa khoja kI gaharAI meM hama apane ko utAra nahIM pAte. jaba taka usa khoja meM svayaM ko nahIM khoyeMge aura jagat meM zUnya nahIM baneMge taba taka vaha khoja kabhI pUrI hone vAlI nahIM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir paramAtmA ko pAne kI vaha pyAsa abhI tIvra nahIM huI hai aura jisa dina usameM tIvratA A jAegI, usa pyAsa meM bhI gaharAI A jAegI. pyAsa meM svayaM ko pAne kI ruci paidA ho jAegI. usa pyAsa meM jaba prANa prazna bana jAegA. paramAtmA svataH Apako mila jAyeMge. eka mahAtmA se kisI vyakti ne kahA- mujhe paramAtma dazA kA anubhava karanA hai. bahuta sAre grantha par3he, bahuta sAre vyaktiyoM se mulAkAta kI. bar3e-bar3e dArzanika mujhe mile, sabhI ne zabdoM meM paricaya diyA. paramAtmA ke astitva aura saundarya ke saiddhAntika pakSa se paricita karAyA, parantu kisI ne mujhe abhI taka vyavahAra meM nahIM batalAyA hai, jisakI mujhe jijJAsA paramAtmA hai yA aisA kauna sA tatva hai, kyA Apa jAnakArI de sakeMge ? mahAtmA bahuta acche siddha puruSa the. vaha gaMgA kinAre apane Azrama meM rahate the. bar3I mastI meM the. jagat kI koI paravAha nahIM thI. paramAtmA kI bhakti kA aisA nazA hai ki eka bAra yadi A jAye, saba kucha bhulA detA hai, saMsAra se AtmA ko zUnya kara detA hai. paramAtmA bhakti kA nazA parama Ananda hI Ananda detA hai, isakI koI galata pratikriyA nahIM hotI. usa vyakti ke nivedana para mahAtmA ne kahA calo, tumako paramAtmA kI anubhUti karanI hai, darzana karanA hai, maiM karAtA hUM. paramAtmA ko pAne kI pyAsa tumhAre andara lagI hai parantu paramAtmA kabhI tarka se nahIM milatA. tarka ke jaMgala meM yadi cale jAyeMge to svayaM ko khojanA bahuta muzkila ho jAegA: - "zabdajAlaMmahAraNyaM, cittabhramaNakAraNam" Adya zaMkarAcArya kA kahanA hai, ye tarka to jaMgala haiM. yadi Apa usameM AtmA ko khojane ke lie nikale to svayaM ko hI bhUla jAeMge. Apa svayaM ko hI kho baiTheMge. kucha nahIM milegA. citta meM bhrama utpanna kara degA. tarka ke jAla meM kabhI ulajhanA mata. yaha khoja kA sahI tarIkA nahIM hai. para hamArI yaha Adata hai ki hara cIz2a meM hama tarka kareMge. paramAtmA kA smaraNa karane yA japa karane A jAe~. parantu vahAM vizvAsa kA abhAva hai. 164 Apa DAkTara ke pAsa kabhI tarka karate haiM, usase koI gAranTI lete haiM ki Aprezana karavAUMgA to maiM bilkula surakSita A jAUMgA ? kabhI DAkTara aisA vizvAsa dilAtA hai. For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: DAkTara kahegA - bhAI, tumhArA nasIba. merA prayatna aura tumhArA bhAgya. koI gAraNTI dene vAlA nahIM. para kitane vizvAsa ke sAtha Aprezana hotA hai. mauta ko hathelI meM lekara jAte haiM. kitanI niSThA, kitanA AtmavizvAsa ki jarUra maiM yahAM se saphala hokara lauTuMgA. merA Aprezana saphala hogA. maiM nayA jIvana lekara ke AUMgA. kabhI prabhu ke mandira meM isa prakAra vizvAsa ke sAtha gae yA santoM kA AzIrvAda lene gae. isa bhUmikA para gae hoMge yA nahIM hoMge usameM tarka karate haiM. DAkTara yadi kahe ki nahIM dina meM tIna bAra yahI kaipsala lenA. yaha injekzana lekara hI khAnA khAnA, nahIM to mara jAoge. paraheja rakhanA, kabhI halavA pUrI khAnA mata. kyA usa samaya Apa tarka karate haiM ki DAkTara sAhaba, yaha kyA eka hI davA dina meM tIna bAra leM. roja injekzana leM. ye saba kyA hai? vahAM koI tarka nahIM. parantu Apa hamAre pAsa avazya tarka kareMge ki mahArAja, mandira nitya jAnA cAhie, roja eka mAlA ginanI cAhie, roja upavAsa karanA cAhie. ApakI paramAtmA ke kArya meM bar3A jhaMjhaTa lagatA hai. ___ DAkTara zaraNaM pavvajjAmi. DAkTara ne jo kahA vaha brahma vAkya, sAdhU zaraNaM pavvajjAmi nahIM. DAkTara ne jo kahA, vaha svIkArya, usameM koI tarka nahIM aura yadi tarka kareM to vahAM calegA. hamAre pAsa kaI AdamI kahate haiM - mahArAja! kahAM taka yaha dharma karanA cAhie. roja mAlA, tapa, prArthanA kareM ki mahArAja isase kabhI chuTakArA hogA? yaha kyA roz2a kA laphar3A hai? bImAra par3a jAeM aura aisI bhayaMkara bImArI ho to DAkTara kyA kahegA. agara tuma ko jInA hai to yaha injekzana roja lenA hogA, yaha davA roz2a lenI hogI. maranA hai to chor3a do. yahAM bhI jJAniyoM ne kahA ki hamameM yaha yAvat jIvana kI bImArI hai. saMsAra svayaM eka bImArI hai zarIra bhI eka bImArI kA prakAra hai. vicAra bhI eka prakAra kI bImArI hai, jahAM taka bImArI hai , vahAM taka to davA lenI hogI isase ArAma milegA, aura jI sakoge. agara maranA hai to chor3a do. davA to hama chor3ate nahIM, dharma chor3ane ko taiyAra haiM. kriyA, anuSThAna, japa, tapa Adi meM koI ruci nahIM hai. zarIra ko bacAne ke lie lAkha prayAsa kareMge. para AtmA kI surakSA ke lie koI prayAsa nahIM kiyA kyoMki zarIra kA lakSya hai aura AtmA kA koI lakSya nahIM hai. hamane koI AcAra kI bAr3a nahIM banAI ki jisase hamArA jIvana hamArI sArI dhArmika bhAvanAeM surakSita raheM. DAkTara ke pAsa hama kabhI tarka nahIM karate aura AtmA ke sambandha meM hama tarka karate haiM. eka bAra bImAra maphatalAla bambaI gae. kisI vyakti ne kahA - bar3A eksaparTa DAkTara hai, jarA Apa dikhA deM. avasthA ke bhI kaI kAraNa hote haiM. vaha mana se bhI avasthA ke kAraNa durbala the. zarIra meM bur3hApA AyA parantu mana bhI bUr3hA ho gayA, ghabarA gayA. unhoMne DAkTaroM ke pAsa samaya liyA. jAkara ke DaoNkTara ko nivedana kiyA ki maiM bahuta dUra se AyA hUM. pAMca sau rupayA ApakI phIsa dekara ApakA samaya liyA hai. 165 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI mujhe batalAiye. bahuta baicenI rahatI hai, kamajorI bhI hai. kucha aisA sahI ilAja kIjie ki jisa se maiM ThIka ho sakUM. mujhe naI tAkata mila jAye. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir DAkTara ne pUre zarIra kA roga parIkSaNa kiyA. usake bAda kahA, Apa meM koI bImArI nahIM hai. avasthA ke kAraNa yaha kamaz2orI hai. maiM TaoNnika Apako likha kara detA hUM. dina meM do bAra dUdha ke sAtha lIjie bar3A sundara rahegA. thor3e dinoM meM Apako zakti bhI A jAyegI aura sphUrti bhI milegI. para vaha to dhunI dimAga kA AdamI thA. ghara se ravAnA hote hue kisI ne kaha diyA dekho bambaI hai. vahAM ke DAkTara bar3e vicitra hote haiM. tuma phIsa doge, yadi kucha pUchanA zeSa raha gayA to yahAM se tumhArA punaH jAnA aura usa DAkTara ko milanA muzkila. phira pAMca sau rupaye dekara samaya naSTa karanA par3egA aura hoTala meM Thaharakara punaH paisA kharca karanA hogA, astu vistRta rUpa se saba kucha pUcha lenA. vaha pUchane kI Adata se lAcAra the. pUchanA bhI eka bImArI hai aura hamAre jIvana meM bhI aisI bImArI A gaI ki hara cIz2a meM hama pUcheMge. eka bAra meM jo kAma ho sakatA hai usake lie dasa bAra pUcheMge. mahArAja ye mAlA ginanI ? kitanI ginanI ? kisa taraha se ginanI ? kahAM para ginanI ? kyA khAnA? kyA chor3anA ? kyA karanA ? isa prakAra pacAsa bAra pUcheMge. agara zraddhA kA guNa andara A jAe to rAma-rAma raTate raTate marA-marA karane vAlA bhI rAma ko pA jAtA hai. zabda meM sundaratA nahIM, vahAM to bhAvoM meM sundaratA cAhie. zabda to marA huA hai. hamAre bhAva hI usake andara prANa kA saMcAra karate haiM. marA marA karane vAlA arjunamAli jaisA pApI bhI tara gayA. rAma-rAma karane vAle raha gae kyoMki usameM zraddhA kA guNa thA. rAma ko prApta karane kI usake andara pyAsa thI parantu hama Adata se vivaza haiM ki hara prasaMga para tarka kA sahArA lete haiM. maphatalAla ne kahA "DAkTara sAhaba! Apane jo kahA vaha bilkula sahI davA maiM le lUMgA aura use dUdha ke sAtha lUMgA, parantu kucha pUchanA cAhatA hUM pUcheM?" "hAM-hAM bezaka." "DAkTara sAhaba agara dUdha na mile to yaha davA pAnI se le sakatA hUM?" "hAM-hAM kabhI aisA maukA A jAe dUdha na mile to pAnI se le sakate ho." "DAkTara sAhaba mujhe yaha batalAiye ki dUdha garma cAhie yA ThaNDA ? " ""eja yU lAika Apako jo pasanda ho dUdha ke sAtha lenA jyAdA ThIka hai." DAkTara sAhaba Ajakala to dUdha DeyarI kA AtA hai. bhaiMsa kA calegA yA gAya kA ? are ! ApakI marjI meM jo Aye usI prakAra kA dUdha pIjie. "DAkTara sAhaba! dUdha zakkara DAlanA hai yA nahIM ?" "vaha ApakI icchA para hai, "eja yU lAika" jo Apako pasanda hai, vaha kIjie." 166 For Private And Personal Use Only da

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guruvANI "DAkTara sAhaba dUdha glAsa meM lenA hai yA loTe meM?" DAkTara vicAra meM par3a gayA aura usane kahA "dekhie aspatAla meM jAkara dimAga dikhAiye. Apa merA dimAga mata khAiye. " "are! DAkTara sAhaba! maiMne pAMca sau rupayA phIsa dI hai. mujhe pUrI bAta to pUchane dIjie. vApisa dillI jAkara ke yahAM kaba lauTUMgA. sArI hakIkata mujhe jAna lene dIjie. " DAkTara ne uThAkara phIsa kA paisA lauTA diyA "meharabAnI kIjie, dasa marIja aura bhI baiThe haiM. merA samaya jA rahA hai. Apa apanI phIsa le jAiye. maiM samajhaMgA maiMne paropakAra kiyA. " "are DAkTara sAhaba! yaha kaise ho sakatA hai? Apane mujhe samaya diyA maiM itanA paisA kharca karake AyA. Apa phIsa lauTA rahe haiM. yaha ThIka nahIM hai. kRpayA Apa mujhe batalA dIjie. " DAkTara ne dekhA yaha pIchA nahIM chor3a rahA hai. usane rupaye nikAle aura kahA "meharabAnI karake yaha davA dasa rupae meM merI ora se le jAnA dasa rupaye Apako bhAr3e kA bhI detA hUM. TaiksI meM cale jAnA. Apa jA sakate haiM. phira kabhI agara z2arUrata par3e to phona kara lenA. " Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir DAkTara ne uTha karake unako daravAje taka pahuMcAyA. Adata se lAcAra bAhara se phira Aye. DAkTara ne kahA yaha mUrti vApisa kaise AI ? pahale Apa kisI menTala usane kahA "DAkTara sAhaba! jAte-jAte eka prazna aura raha gayA. Apane dasa ke do noTa die. TaiksI vAle ko kauna-sA noTa denA hai ? aura davA kisa noTa se lenI hai." - DAkTara ne kahA * " meharabAnI kIjie. davA mere pAsa namUne ke taura para bahuta AI hai, Apa le jAyeM. merI gAr3I Apako gaMtavya sthAna taka pahuMcA degI. rupayA bhI apane pAsa hI rakhie. " hamArI AtmA tarka-vitarka se pUrNataH grasta hai, AcchAdita hai. isIlie zaMkarAcArya jI ko kahanA par3A " zabdajAlaM mahAraNyaM, cittabhramaNakAraNam" isa zabda ke jAla meM AtmA ko mata ulajhAnA nahIM to usa tarka ke jaMgala meM se svayaM ko khojanA aura nikAlanA bahuta muzkila hogA. yahAM to zraddhA kI bhUmikA cAhie. paramAtmA meM pUrNa vizvAsa honA cAhie. hA~, to vaha vyakti jo sAdhu ke pAsa paramAtmA kI khoja meM tarka kI kasauTI para mApane nikalA thA, apanI vidvatA para usako bar3A garva thA aura aba vyAvahArika rUpa se paramAtmA ko dekhane kI jijJAsA se sAdhu se nivedana karane lagA. 167 santa ne dekhA ki vaha mAnane vAlA nahIM. kitanA bhI samajhAne kA prayAsa kiyA jAye, parantu inako prayoga dvArA hI samajhAyA jAe. santa ne kahA Apa pyAsa lekara ke Aye For Private And Personal Use Only -- ca

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsur Gyanmandir -guruvANI haiM ki Apako paramAtmA ko pAnA hai, dekhanA hai. hAM! Apane bahuta prayAsa kie. bahuta tIrtha sthAnoM aura bar3e-bar3e santoM ke pAsa gae. Aja taka dhyAna aura japa ke dvArA kitane hI aise maMgala anuSThAna kie. parantu AtmA kI anubhUti Aja taka nahIM huI. ___ Apako hamAre jaise kI koI jarUrata nahIM. agara pyAsa meM pUrNatA hai to paramezvara kA sAkSAtkAra nizcita ho jAegA. ApameM thor3A adhUrApana hai. isaliye Apa bhaTakate phire aura paramAtmA kI dazA kI anubhUti Apako nahIM huI. calie mere sAtha gaMgA meM snAna kIjie. pavitra banie. maiM Apako paramAtmA kA sAkSAtkAra isI samaya karAtA hUM. isI kSaNa Apako anubhUti ho jAegI aura ApakA adhUrApana bhI Apake dhyAna meM A jAegA. ve bar3e pahuMce hue brahmacArI santa the. sAmane vAle vyakti ne gaMgA meM DubakI lagAI, snAna kiyA. jaise hI usane snAna ke lie gaMgA meM pAMva rakhA, vaha santa bhI sAtha utare aura jaise hI usane DubakI lagAI, gardana dAbA, jora se dAbA. gardana dAba dene se zvAsa ghuTane lagI. bahuta baicenI huI. bahuta bar3I tAkata lagAI usane aura bar3I muzkila se apanI gardana Upara kara pAyA kyoMki zvAsa nahIM le sakA. andara meM bar3I ghabarAhaTa huI. oNksIjana milI nahIM, baicenI rahI. sArI zakti lagAkara apane mAthe ko UMcA kiyA aura kahA - svAmI jI, yaha kauna-sA tarIkA hai paramAtmA kI anubhUti aura darzana karane kA? __ svAmI jI ne kahA - "jaise terA prazna thA, vaisA hI merA uttara. maiMne jaba ApakI gardana isa pAnI meM jora se dabAyI, Apa chaTapaTAne laga gaye. mujhe batalAiye usa samaya Apako kyA yAda AyA - dukAna, makAna thA, parivAra? Apa usa samaya kyA vicAra kara rahe the? bhagavan, sAre vicAra mara gae the. mUrchita ho gae the, eka vicAra thA, maiM zvAsa kaise lUM. itanI baicenI thI aura jI andara se ghuTa rahA thA. maiMne sArI zakti kendrita karake tAkata lagAkara apanA mAthA UMcA kiyA. eka hI icchA, vicAra thA ki maiM zvAsa kaise lUM? bAkI saba vicAra mara cuke the. na maiMne dukAna dekhI, na makAna dekhA aura na parivAra yAda AyA. saMsAra kI koI bhI bAta mujhe yAda nahIM AI. svAmI ne kahA - maiMne AtmA se paramAtmA ko dekhane kI TekanIka batalA dI. Apa jisa dina saba kucha bhUla jAeMge aura Apake andara mAtra yaha jIvita rahegA ki maiM paramAtmA yA AtmA kA sAkSAtkAra karUM phira mere jaise kI z2arUrata nahIM par3egI aura Apako svayaM anubhava ho jAyegA. aba Apa bAta samajha gae hoMge. abhI to sAre vicAra jAgRta haiM, sakriya haiM, na jAne kahAM-kahAM bhaTakate haiM. mana kahAM-kahAM jAtA hai. dharma sAdhanA bhI karate haiM aura bhaTakate phirate bhI haiM. eka yogya vyakti candUlAla seTha sAmAyika meM baiThe prArthanA Adi kriyA kara rahe the. __ koI santa puruSa AhAra ke lie gae. A 168 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI santa ne pUchA Aja zrAvaka candUlAla kahAM gae. zrAvikA patnI rasoI kara rahI thI. munirAja ko AhAra dekara kahA sAhaba, vaha yahAM nahIM haiM. isa samaya ve Dher3avAr3e gae haiM. are ! para vahAM kaise ugarAnI ke lie cale gaye. abhI dasa baje kA samaya huA hai. usa samaya andara candUlAla sAmAyika kara rahe the. ve vicAra meM par3a gae ki merI patnI kaisI hai. maiM andara baiThA hUM aura kahatI hai Dher3avAr3e gae. jaise munirAja bAhara nikale aura candUlAla garaje "tere meM akla nahIM hai ki maiM yahAM baiThA hUM?" Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vaha to maiM bhI jAnatI hUM ki tuma yahAM baiThe ho. para tumhArA mana to udhara ghUma rahA hai. dasa bAra ghar3I uThAkara dekhI ki kaba TAima pUrA ho aura kaba ugarAnI meM jAUM. zarIra se yahAM sAmAyika meM baiThe ho aura mana meM Dher3avAr3e meM ghUma rahe ho. yaha sAmAyika kaise AtmA kI zuddhi meM upayoga hogA. use kaise AtmA svIkAra karegI. gambhIra bhAvapUrvaka kI gayI dharma sAdhanA hI AtmA kA bhojana hai. vahI AtmA ke lie upayogI sAdhana hai. parantu hamane kabhI bhI usakA upayoga usa dRSTi se nahIM kiyA. hamane AtmA kI ruci ko binA samajhe aura usakI prasannatA ke binA kArya kiyA. pratyeka ziSTAcAra AtmA ko saMrakSaNa pradAna karatA hai. AtmA taka kI yAtrA pUrI karane hetu inakA vyavahAra apekSita hai. inhIM AcAroM ke dvArA vyakti apane lakSya ko prApta karatA hai. maiMne Apase kahA "lokApavAdabhIrUtvaM" mahAna AcArya ne jagata se kahA ki loka ruci dekhakara aura logoM kA prema saMpAdana karake jo vyakti dhArmika kArya meM praveza karatA hai, vaha kArya kaisA bhI ho, parantu paropakAra se paripUrNa ho. aneka AtmAoM ke hita ke lie ho. maiM isase pUrva yaha batA cukA hU~ ki kaisA kArya honA cAhie? apane jIvana meM kisa prakAra kI udAratA AnI cAhie ? dene ke bAda andara kI bhAvanA kaisI honI cAhie ? hamArA itihAsa udAratA kA eka paricaya detA hai. jaina itihAsa meM paccIsa sau varSa meM aisA eka bhI dhanavAna vyakti saMsAra meM Aja taka paidA nahIM huA jaise ki zAlibhadra vaha itanI z2abaradasta puNyazAlI AtmA thI ki prativa dIpAvalI meM use yAda karate haiM. apanI pustaka meM usa puNyazAlI kA hama nAma likhate haiM. "dhannAzAlI bhadra kI samRddhi ho jo Rddhi ho" parantu usake pAsa kyA thA ? munirAja kI bhakti karUM! jaisA ki maiM Apako spaSTa kara cukA hU~ ki yadi hamArI bhAvanA vikasita ho jAe to sArI parezAniyA~ dUra ho jAeM sAre pApa kA andhakAra samApta ho jAya. dhana evaM putra kI prApti se jakar3e hue mana kA antarAya yA rukAvaTa naSTa ho jAya kyoMki bhAvanA itanI prabala hotI hai ki vaha antarAya kI dIvAra ko tor3a detI hai. 169 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI garIba parivAra meM janmeM eka bacce se baccoM ke sAtha khelate samaya kisI bacce ne itanA hI kahA (gvAle kA lar3akA thA) - Aja merI mAM ne khIra khilAI hai. tumane kabhI khIra khAI hai? vaha nirdoSa bAlaka dasa-bAraha varSa kA thA. usane kahA, khIra kyA hotI hai? mujhe mAlUma nahIM. tU apanI mAM se pUcha. kyA sundara svAda hai usake andara, kyA mIThA hai. khAkara ke tabiyata khuza ho jAe. baccoM kI bAta suna karake usake mana meM vicAra A gayA. ghara Akara mAM se jida kI aura kahA - mAM mere lie khIra banA, mujhe khIra khAnI hai. bAlaka ke haTha kI taraha jisa dina paramAtmA ko pAne ke lie haTa A jAe, usa dina kalyANa ho jAe. Apa dekhie, rAste meM jAte samaya yadi bAlaka kisI cIja para najara DAlatA hai, aura kahe ki yaha cIz2a mujhe dilAo. bApa kahegA - nahIM-nahIM aise to bAjAra meM bahuta cIjeM AtI haiM. pratyeka vastu ko mAMgane kA bAlaka kA svabhAva hai. bAlaka bar3e nirdoSa hote haiM, Apa unase kitanA bhI chipAeM parantu ve apanI bAta kahe binA nahIM raheMge. maphatalAla dillI se bambaI kisI zAdI meM jA rahe the. sAtha meM teraha sAla kA choTA-sA bAlaka thA, para dasa sAla kA dekhane meM lagatA thA. bambaI jAnA jarUrI thA. bAlaka bar3e niSkapaTa hote haiM. ve apanI saccAI prakaTa kara dete haiM. maphatalAla ne teraha varSa ke bAlaka ke lie bhI AdhA TikaTa liyA aura usako kahA ki yadi TikaTa nirIkSaka Ae aura umra pUche to use dasa varSa batAnA. usane hA~ kara liyA. vaha bApa kI kamajorI samajha gayA thA. ___ gAr3I ne rAtri meM mathurA pAra kiyA, aura usI samaya TikaTa nirIkSaka A gayA. eka bAra saca kaha diyA ki dasa sAla kA hU~ aura vaha utara gayA. Age jaise hI agale sTezana para gae. bAlaka kI naz2ara bAhara gaI. koI manapasanda cIz2a sTezana para thI. bApa se kahA ki mujhe dilA do. maphatalAla ne kahA - aise koI calate rAste cIz2a dilAI jAtI hai. hara sTezana para naI cIja AyegI. isa taraha paise nahIM kharcanA cAhie. pahale kamAnA sIkha. usake bAda lenA. pitAjI agale sTezana para kaha dUMgA ki maiM teraha sAla kA hUM maphatalAla samajha gayA ki yahAM gar3abar3a ho jAegI. bAlaka se kahA - tere ko jo kucha lenA hai, le le. usane bambaI taka Dabala TikaTa vasUla kara liyA. maphatalAla ko akala A gaI. jJAniyoM ne kahA ki ye karma haiM. asatya ke dvArA yadi eka bAra prApta kara liyA to de degA, parantu yAda rakhie ye byAja sahita vasUla kara leMge. yaha prakRti hai. chor3egI nahIM. 170 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI bAlaka kA hRdaya bar3A niSkapaTa hotA hai. vaha bar3A sarala hotA hai. Apa yadi bAlaka kI pukAra nahIM suneM to Age calakara bAlaka mAM se haTha karatA hai. cillAegA, mujhe dilAo. mA DAMTatI hai. bApa phaTakAratA hai. khabaradAra parantu bAlaka se rahA nahIM jAtA aura Age calakara yadi bAlaka rone laga jAye aura ronA banda hI na kare, jo usakA sabase bar3A zastra hai to Apa kyA kareMge? ApakA hRdaya pighalegA yA nahIM. paramAtmA ke dvAra para jAeM, bAlaka bana kara yA nirdoSa bana kara ke jAeM. aura haTha pakar3eM kI mujhe mokSa do. mere andara sadbhAvanA do. maiM tere dvAra para yaha mAMgane AyA hUM aura ise lekara ke hI jAUMgA. ____ yadi paramAtmA pukAra sune, to ronA zurU kareM. yaha sAdhanA kA uttama prakAra hai. ro karake AsuoM se prArthanA kareM ki bhagavAna tere dvAra se aba to lekara ke hI mujhe jAnA hai. ta kitanA bhI majhe kahe. majhe nahIM sananA hai. agara paramAtmA ke pAsa aisA Agraha ApameM A jAe yA yoM kahie satya aura sadbhAvanA ko prApta karane kA Agraha A jAe, yadi prArthanA rudanapUrNa ho jAe, to parama pitA itanA karuNAnidhAna hai ki ApakI bhAvanA vaha avazya hI pUrNa kare. parantu rokara ke Aja taka prabhu ke dvAra para bhIkha mAMgI hI nahIM, antarhRdaya se kabhI darda lekara paramezvara ke pAsa gae hI nahIM.. eka bAra jaMgala meM siMha kA baccA kahIM calA gayA. kabhI usane saMsAra ke andara pazuoM ko nahIM dekhA thA. janma ko thor3e mahIne hue the. choTA-sA bAlaka ghUmate-ghUmate jaMgala meM acAnaka ghabarA gayA. bahuta bar3A hAthiyoM kA jhuNDa A rahA thA. usane jIvana meM pahale aisI ghaTanA kabhI nahIM dekhI thI. bhaya se ghira gayA. dauDa karake AyA aura apanI mAM kI goda meM so gayA. siMhanI vicAra meM par3a gaI. zarIra thara-thara kAMpa rahA thA. siMha kI santAna aura zarIra ke andara bhaya kA kampana thA. usa bAlaka kA ceharA ekadama utarA huA thA. siMhanI ne kahA tujhe kyA haA? mere dUdha ko kalaMkita kara diyA, parivAra ko kalaMkita kara diyA. kyA haA tujhe? yaha bhaya kaise AyA. siMha kI santAna meM to kabhI bhaya hotA hI nahIM, vaha to nirbhaya rahatA hai. bAlaka ne kahA - kyA batAUM. maiMne itanA bhayaMkara eka prANI dekhA ki yadi usakA pAMva mere Upara gire to merA zarIra caTanI bana jAe. vaha itanA vizAlakAya, usako dekhakara maiM ghabarA gayA. siMhanI samajha gaI ki bhaya kI kalpanA se hI bAlaka Dara rahA hai. isako mAlUma nahIM ki usake pitA meM kitanI pracaNDa zakti hai. bAlaka mAM siMhanI kI godI meM soyA thA. siMhanI ne kahA - tere pitA kI zakti para tujhe vizvAsa nahIM, are kahIM jAne yA chipane kI jarUrata nahIM. koI bhaya karane kI jarUrata nahIM, yahAM se eka bAra apane pitA 171 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: ko cItkAra kara. dekha, tere pitA meM kitanI tAkata hai, terA sahaja meM rakSaNa ho jAegA. sAre bhaya dUra ho jAeMge. usake bAda se usa bAlaka ne kucha bhI nahIM kiyA. na kabhI bhAgA aura na hI kabhI chipane kA prayAsa kiyA. antarhRdaya se usane pitA ko pukArA aura aisI cItkAra kI jisake andara darda bharA huA thA. antarhRdaya kI pukAra thI. pAsa meM hI siMha zikAra ke lie gayA thA. bAlaka kI usa pukAra ko sunakara usake mana meM vicAra AyA ki yaha darda kahAM se AyA. isa pukAra meM yaha bhaya kA kampana kaise AyA. chalAMga lagAkara daur3atA huA siMha AyA aura Ate hI sArI samasyA use dRSTigata huI. hAthiyoM kA jhuNDa A rahA thA. samajha gayA ki bAlaka ise dekhakara ke Dara gayA. usane eka garjanA kI aura sAre hAthI pUMcha uThAkara bhAga gae. siMhanI ne apane bacce se kahA - dekhA! pitA kI pukAra kA camatkAra. eka kSaNa meM bhaya calA gayA. Apa yaha samajha lenA ye parama pitA paramezvara ananta zaktimaya haiM, kabhI ghara meM baiThe hue koI aise karma kA bhaya A jAe, koI zatru yadi AkramaNa ke lie A jAe, to eka bAra se jisameM darda ho usa parama pitA ko pukArie. antarhRdaya se jisameM paramAtmA ko pAne kI bhAvanA ho. usa paramAtmA ke nAma ke camatkAra eka kSaNa ke andara saMsAra kA bhaya calA jAegA. andara darda cAhie. vaha pukAra Apake hRdaya kI bhASA meM honI cAhie. jIbha kI bhASA meM nahIM, bAlaka kI taraha se nirdoSa bana jAiye. vaha bAlaka apanI mAM se Agraha karane laga gayA, mujhe khIra pilA. mA~ bahuta vicAra meM par3a gaI. bAlaka ne kahA ki mere sAthiyoM ne kahA ki khIra meM bar3A Ananda AtA hai. usameM bar3A svAda AtA hai. mAM lAcAra thI. ghara kI aisI paristhiti nahIM ki vaha bacce ke lie khIra banA sake. par3osa meM gaI do cAra milane vAloM se usane nivedana kiyA. mere bacce ko Aja khIra banA kara khilAnI hai. bahuta jida kara rahA hai. kahIM se zakkara kahIM se dUdha, kahIM se cAvala lekara ke AI aura lAkara ke bacce ke lie khIra banAI. ___ bar3I sundara khIra banI. mAM ne bar3e vAtsalya se, usa bacce kI thAlI meM khIra DAlI aura kahA beTA - yaha tere lie banAI hai. tU pUrI khIra Aja pI jA. mAM bAlaka ko santoSa dene kA prayAsa kara rahI thI. kisI kAraNa se mAM par3osa meM kisI kAma se gaI. acAnaka eka mahIne kA upavAsa kiye hue mahAna tapasvI koI santa bAlaka ke dvAra para Ae. jaise puNya kI lATarI khulane vAlI ho. usa bAlaka meM eka dama vicAra AyA ki mere jaise daridra ke yahAM yaha lakSmI. sAdhuoM ko usane lakSmI kI upamA dI. santoM kA Agamana, dharma lakSmI kA Agamana. usa lakSmI se AtmA ke vaibhava aura guNa kI prApti hotI hai. dharma lakSmI hai. vaha sAdhu-santoM ke mAdhyama se ghara meM AtI hai. 172 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI bAlaka ke mana meM vicAra AyA ki merA kaisA puNyodaya huA ki yaha sundara nirdoSa vastu merI mA~ ne banAyA aura mujhe apane puNya ke pratiphala meM isako kisI sAdhu ko dene kA saubhAgya prApta huA. bar3e-bar3e samRddha logoM ke ghara sAdhu nahIM Ate. yadi koI maMgala bhAvanA ho tabhI aisA saMyoga milatA hai. - bAlaka kahatA hai mahArAja yaha Apa zuddha AhAra leM. pyAra se banAyA huA dravya thA. usakA svAda bhI alaga hotA hai. bar3e prema se arpaNa kiyA. saba kA saba DAla diyA. munirAja AzIrvAda dekara ke cale. saMyamI AtmAoM ke saMyama meM sahAyaka bananA bahuta bar3I maMgala kriyA hai bAlaka socatA hai, vaha dUdha mere peTa meM jAtA to z2ahara utpanna karatA, maiM saMsArI hUM, vAsanA se ghirA hUM Aja nahIM to kala viSaya vAsanA ko utpanna karatA eka saMta ke peTa meM gayA, usakI sAdhanA meM sahAyaka banegA unake peTa meM jAkara yaha jahara amRta hogA. usa bAlaka kI aisI maMgala bhAvanA thI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir * mAM par3osa se AI, dekhie usakI guptatA kitanI ki maiMne to sAdhu ko sArI kI sArI khIra de dI, maiMne to liyA hI nahIM. mAM yaha dekhakara ke mujhe DAMTegI. akAraNa munirAja ke lie galata bolegI aura nindA karake pApa meM DUbegI. mAM kA maiM rakSaNa karUMgA mAM ko batalAne ke lie usa bAlaka ne thAlI cATanA zurU kara diyA tAki mAM ko santoSa ho jAe ki sArI khIra maiMne pI lI. aba thAlI cATa rahA hUM, dAna kI guptatA dekhie vaha maMgala bhAvanA hI isa guptatA kA camatkAra hai, vahAM aise prabala puNya ke phalasvarUpa vaha bAlaka mRtyu ke uparAnta sabase dhanavAna vyakti gaubhadra seTha ke yahA~ janmA aura vaha aisA puNyazAlI kI usake jUte hI pUre bhArata kI kharIda ke lie paryApta the. gaubhadra seTha kI mRtyu huI to ve svarga meM gae. parantu bAlaka ke prati itanA anurAga jisake kAraNa pratidina devaloka se javAharAta AbhUSaNoM se bharI huI banda peTI bhejate.. alaga-alaga prakAra kI cIjeM usake andara bharI, vaha apane pitA kI putra ke prati sneha ke kAraNa bhejate. isIlie maiM kahUMgA ki isa paropakAra sAdhu-sevA kI maMgala bhAvanA ko kabhI Apa mUrcchita mata hone denA. yaha to satat jAgRta honI cAhie. aise avasara kI talAza honI cAhie ki Apa dUsare ke lie kucha kara sakeM. apanA parityAga kara sakeM. eka rAjA savA lAkha sonA muhara ke mUlya kA ratna jaDita kambala nahIM kharIda sakA. jaba vyApArI ke pAsa gayA to mUlya jAnakara pIche haTa gaye parantu rAnI ke Agraha para usa vyApArI ko bulAkara rAnI ne pUchA ratna jar3ita kambala kisako becA to usane kahA sAhaba mere pAsa jitane kambala the saba zAlIbhadra seTha ne kharIda lie." 173 For Private And Personal Use Only Mer

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Ja www.kobatirth.org guruvANI zreNika kI AMkha khula gaI. rAjA meM ye tAkata nahIM aura prajA meM ye tAkata kahAM se AI. jaba bulAkara pUchA ki zAlIbhadra kauna hai. patA calA ki nagara kA sabase dhanavAna vyakti hai. use bulavAne ko kahA. "rAjan ! jindagI meM vaha kabhI ghara se nIce utare hI nahIM. Apa ko yadi milanA hai to Apa unake ghara jA sakate haiM." Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir yaha itihAsa kA pahalA prasaMga thA ki rAjA apanI prajA ke ghara milane gayA, kaisA puNya kA AkarSaNa. zreNika ke andara bhI vicAra AyA, bhAvanA jAgRta huI. itanA bar3A magadha kA sAmrAjya aura usa kA mAlika apanI prajA ke yahAM jAe. - zAlIbhadra kI mAM ne kahA rAjana, ve to sAtavIM maMjila para haiM. nIce Ane meM asamartha haiM. Apa Upara jA sakate haiM vaha Upara se nIce bhI nahIM utarA zarIra kyA makkhana jaisI komala kAyA thI. pAna khAne ko caritrakAroM ne varNana kiyA hai ki pAna gale se nIce utaratI huI dikhatI. samrATa Upara gayA. jaba use dekhA, usakI sundaratA dekhI, usakA vaibhava dekhA to samrATa zreNika ne AliMgana kiyA. samrATa ke AliMgana se usako itanI garmI lagI ki vaha zarIra meM pasInA-pasInA ho gayA. usa puNyazAlI AtmA ko bhI zarIra chor3ane meM eka minaTa lagA. eka kSaNa ke andara andara araboM kI sampatti kA parityAga kara diyA, sArI rAniyoM kA parityAga kiyA. bhoga kA parityAga karake vaha kaisA parama tyAgI banA rAjagrahI nagara meM do upavAsa ke bAda eka bAra AhAra karatA. usakA sArA zarIra kSINa ho gayA. pAdopagama anazana karake vaha to anutaravAsI vimAna meM calA gayA. isa prakAra vaha eka bhava avatArI AtmA thI. eka bhava karake mokSa meM jAne vAlI AtmA. hama rAta dina caritroM meM usakA varNana karate haiM. hara divAlI meM unhe yAda karate. Aja taka Apane pustaka meM likhA 'dhannA' zAlIbhadra kI RdhdI ho jo khAlI peTI bhI ninyAnaveM AI haiM. vahAM to bharI huI peTiyAM AtI thI. yahAM to khAlI bhI jAeM to bhI dhanyavAda kabhI likhate samaya yaha nahIM likhA ki dhannA zAlIbhadra kA tyAga ho jo tyAga se samRddhi kA janma hotA hai usa tyAga se puNya kA janma hotA hai. arpaNa ke andara prApti chipI haiM arpaNa kI bhAvanA A jAe, phala kI prApti sahaja hI ho jAegI. " parantu yaha tarIkA Apako mAlUma nahIM ki maiM jo detA hUM to vaha puNya AtmA grahaNa karatI hai. isalie sUtrakAra ne isa para jora diyA: "dInAbhyudhdaraNAdaraH" aisI dIna AtmAoM kA hAtha pakar3iye, una AtmAoM kI sevA kIjie, jise paramAtmA svIkAra kare, usa kI AzA anusAra ho, jisase hRdaya meM parivartana A jAe. sadbhAvanA 174 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI janma le le, aura vaha prema pUrvaka apane paramAtmA tathA usake upakAra kA smaraNa kareM isa prakAra kI maMgala bhAvanA AnI cAhie. dete samaya mana meM yaha vicAra AnA cAhie ki dekara hama kisI para upakAra nahIM karate haiM. yaha merI AtmA ke lie hai aura maiM svayaM isake dvArA kucha prApta karatA hUM. yaha bhAvanA jisa dina Apake andara AegI usa dina puNya kA duSkAla nahIM rahegA. Apa yadi dete haiM to nizcita Apako milegA, yaha vizvAsa rakha kara ke calie. invesTamaiMTa to pahale karake calanA par3egA. vyApAra karate samaya lAkhoM rupayA udhAra lAkara pahale Apa lagAte haiM, taba vaha bAda meM lAbha kA kAraNa banatA hai, taba vaha prApti kA sAdhana banatA hai aura vahAM yadi pahale dAna hI nahIM de aura kaheM-nahIM mahArAja, pahale hI lAbha dikhalAo, to yaha kadApi saMbhava nahIM hai. dhana aura saMpatti ke viSaya meM jJAniyoM ne kahA hai koI aisA sAdhana nahIM hai. kabhI aisA prasaMga A jAe ki sTImara meM Apa yAtrA kara raheM hoM aura acAnaka tUphAna A jAe, aura jisa nAva yA sTImara meM Apa baiThe hoM usakA saMtulana ThIka karane ke lie nAvika yA kaipTena Apako apanA kImatI sAmAna khAr3I meM pheMkane ko kahe to Apa apane prANoM kI rakSA ke lie use pheMka deMge. saMsAra meM Apako isI taraha tyAga bhAvanA se rahanA hai. Apane nAva ko dekhA hai, pAnI meM rahatI hai para kabhI DUbatI nahIM hai. vaha pAnI ke Upara hotI hai. para nAva ke andara yadi pAnI A jAe to nizcita DubA degA. yaha jIvana naukA hai. saMsAra sAgara kI isa nAva para bhAI AtmArAma yAtrA kara rahe haiM. lakSya hai mokSa taka isa jIvana naukA ko pahuMcA denA. jahAM taka saMsAra sAgara meM naukA Upara hai, vahAM taka koI khatarA nahIM. kitanA hI AMdhI tUphAna kyoM na A jAe. parantu yAda rakhie, isa jIvana-naukA meM sAMsArikatA nahIM ghusanI cAhie. agara sAMsArikatA kA jala isa jIvana-naukA meM A gayA to vaha ise nizcita DubA degA. mana meM saMsAra kA praveza nahIM honA cAhie. jisa dina Apa yama-niyama ke dvArA isakI vailDiMga kara leMge ki saMsAra kA praveza mere jIvana meM na hone pAe, jIvana kA uddhAra ho jAegA. sahaja meM jIvana ke lakSya ko Apa prApta kara leMge. isIlie isa sUtra para cintana karake isake Age jo sUtra batalAyA hai, vaha aura bhI isake rakSaNa ke lie jyAdA sundara haiM. ___"kRtajJatA" usa mahAna AcArya ne kahA ki hara vyakti ko kRtajJa bananA cAhie. kisI vyakti ne Apake Upara upakAra kiyA ho, yA hama ne kabhI kisI vyakti se kucha prApta kiyA ho, to usake prati kRtajJatA honI cAhie. upakArI ke upakAra kA smaraNa karanA, usake prati sadabhAva kA arpaNa karanA, unake guNoM ko smaraNa karanA kRtajJatA hai. VAL, 404 175 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: una AtmAoM ke lie kabhI aisA prasaMga A jAye to apanA sarvasva arpaNa kara denA. amerikA meM eka aisI apUrva ghaTanA ghaTI. eka vyakti samudra ke kinAre rAtri meM eka baje gAr3I lekara ke jA rahA thA. vahAM to gAr3I bar3I spIDa meM calatI hai. saba eksapresa hAive hotA hai, kisI kAraNa se leTa ho gayA. bahuta dUrI para eka aisA samudra kA kinArA AyA jahAM loga ghUmane AyA karate haiM. rAtri ke eka baje cuke the. usake mana meM ekadama vicAra A gayA ki aisA sundara ramaNIka vAtAvaraNa hai thor3I dera ke lie gAr3I roka kara maiM ghUma lUM. gAr3I roka karake vaha ghUmane ke lie samudra ke kinAre jAne lagA. bar3I sundara havA cala rahI thI aura usako bar3A Ananda AyA. tanAva se mukta hone ke lie zuddha vAtAvaraNa cAhiye. mana ko bahalAne ke lie aisA vAtAvaraNa asaradAra hotA hai. vaha manakI davA hai jisase mana ko Arogya milatA hai. saMyoga se, pIche eka gAr3I A rahI thI. bar3A udAra vyakti thA, usane ekadama acAnaka dhyAna se dekhA ki itane ekAnta meM samudra ke kinAre gAr3I rokane vAle kI kyA patA gAr3I kharAba ho gaI ho. Apa usakI mAnavatA dekhiye. ziSTAcAra dekhiye usI samaya apanI gAr3I pAsa meM roka dI. gADI meM jhAMkakara dekhA to koI vyakti nahIM. dUra dRSTi DAlI to samudra ke kinAre eka vyakti jA rahA thA. mana meM eka aisI kalpanA kara lI ki jarUra yaha vyakti AtmaghAta ke lie jA rahA hai. nahIM to rAtri meM eka baje samudra ke kinAre jAne kA dUsarA kyA prayojana. hAlAMki use bahuta jaldI thI. koI mitra A rahe the. unheM lene ke lie eyaraporTa jA rahA thA. ghar3I dekhakara vicAra kiyA ki jaldI se jAkara maiM isa AdamI ko pahale AtmahatyA karane se bacA laM. dauDatA haA gayA usa vyakti ke pIche gayA ki yaha mere deza kA nAgarika hai, kisI kAraNa vaha koI ulajhana meM A gayA hogA aura kadAcit yadi AtmaghAta karatA hai, to Izvara kA gunahagAra banatA hai. yadi maiM ise nahIM bacAUM to maiM bhI gunahagAra banatA hUM. usako sAMtvanA denI cAhiye. yaha merA naitika karttavya hai. daur3atA huA gayA to use dekhakara vaha vyakti eka dama Azcarya meM par3a gayA. pIche se gayA. pITha thapathapAI. kyoM yAra, jIvana bahuta mUlyavAna hai. paramAtmA kI dI huI bheMTa hai. yaha luTAne ke lie nahIM hai. isa prakAra bemauta marane ke lie jIvana nahIM milA hai. tuma Izvara ke gunahagAra bana jAoge. jo bhI samasyA hai, maiM tumheM kArDa detA hUM, mere Aphisa meM kala Akara ke milo. mere pAsa abhI jyAdA nahIM dasa DAlara haiM. tumhAre pAkeTa meM rakhatA hUM. tuma A jAo, mitra yaha vicAra badala do. use bolane kA avasara nahIM milA aura vaha vicAra meM par3a gayA ki bhAI usa vyakti ne kaise galata samajha liyA. maiM koI marane to nahIM jA rahA. parantu usake mAnavatAvAdI vicAra ko sunane ke bAda ve zabda mantra kI taraha lage. usakI mUrcchita cetanA thI, vaha jAgata ho gaI. eka paisA kabhI paropakAra meM dene vAlA nahIM, aura usa vyakti ke mana meM d 176 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra $6 www.kobatirth.org guruvANI eka bhAva paidA huA ki dhanya hai isa puNyAtmA ko hamAre deza ke nAgarika ko isane bhale hI galata kalpanA kI hogI para usakA ziSTAcAra kitanA mAnavatApUrNa hai ki vaha mujhe apanA kArDa dekara Amantrita kara rahA hai. paise kA kitanA sundara upayoga yaha kara rahA hai aisA vicAra usake andara AyA aura usake ziSTAcAra vyavahAra se usake vicAra meM parivartana A gayA aura mana meM socA ki maiM kabhI na kabhI aisI puNyazAlI AtmA kA darzana karU. usake paricaya meM AUM. usake sAtha raha karake apane jIvana kA nirmANa karUM. yaha bhAvanA usake andara paidA huI. parantu bahuta bar3A vyakti thA. bahuta kampaniyoM kA DAyarekTara thA. aura amerikA meM samaya kahAM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dUra rahane vAlA vyakti to calA gayA. usane dasa DAlara aura kArDa donoM apane pAsa rakhA. mitra kI smRti meM rakhA ki eka mahAmAnava mujhe milA thA. yaha vyakti bhI calA gayA. yaha bhI bahuta dhanADhya vyakti thA. kaI kampaniyoM kA mAlika bhI thA. apane mitra ko lene gayA thA. aiyaraporTa lekara ke A gayA. chaH mahIne nikala gaye aura ve eka dUsare ko mila nahIM pAye aura na hI koI sambandha kAyama huA. chaH mahIne ke bAda koI aisA hI saMyoga ki paropakAra kI vRtti vAlA vyakti hAni meM A gayA karor3oM DAlara kA nukasAna isakI kampanI ko lagA. vahAM ke vyApArI patroM meM nyUyArka TAimsa Adi meM samAcAra AyA ki yaha bar3I kampanI laoNsa meM jA rahI hai. do haz2Ara ki. mI. dUra rahane vAle vyakti ko jaba samAcAra AyA bar3e dhyAna se isane par3hA. usako kArDa diyA gayA thA. isa kampanI kA nAma usa kArDa meM thA. mana meM socA ki zAyada yaha vyakti to nahIM hai, jisane binA mAMge dasa DAlara mere pAkeTa meM rakhA thA. mAnava kA vaha devadUta mujhe kArDa dekara gayA thA ki mere pAsa AnA maiM hara prakAra se sahayoga dUMgA. parantu tuma marakara Izvara kA gunahagAra mata bananA... kAna ke andara vaha AvAja gUMjane lagI. apane sekreTarI ko kaha karake vaha kArDa maMgavAyA, kArDa dekhA to vahI kampanI thI. - paMdraha-bIsa karor3a DAlara kA nukasAna thA bar3I kampanI thI usakA yaha mainejiMga DAyarekTara thA. mana meM samajha gayA ki sajjana vyakti thA aura muzkila meM A gayA. kisI kAraNa isa kampanI ko nukasAna ho gayA merA naitika kartavya hai ki sahayoga dekara isa kampanI ko bacAUM. mere Upara isane jo upakAra kiyA, vicAroM ke dvArA jo mere jIvana kA nirmANa kiyA hai, maiM jAkara ke upakAra kA badalA cukAUM use nahIM mAlUma ki maiM to ghUmane nikalA thA. ArAma ke lie jA rahA thA. thor3I mAnasika vizrAnti ke lie gayA thA. vahAM havA khAne utarA thA. maiM marane ke lie nahIM jA rahA thA. usane to galata samajha liyA thA. use nahIM mAlUma ki maiM bahuta bar3I kampanI kA DAyarekTara hUM bahuta sI kampaniyoM kA maiM nijI mAlika hUM. usane apanA Teliphona uThAyA aura usa nambara para TelIphona kiyA milane ke lie samaya mAMgA. parantu vaha vyakti itanA vyasta thA, itanA tanAvagrasta 177 For Private And Personal Use Only F

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra han www.kobatirth.org : guruvANI thA ki usane kahA-kSamA kIjie, mujhe milane ke lie Apa abhI Agraha chor3a dIjie. Apa mere saikreTarI se mila lIjiyegA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nahIM nahIM maiM Apase milanA cAhatA hUM, isI samaya AnA cAhatA hUM. atiAvazyaka kArya hai. maiM Apase koI paisA mAMgane nahIM A rahA hUM. jaise hI vahAM unake oNphisa meM gayA aura paricaya diyA aura kahA, Apane mujhe usa samaya samudra ke kinAre, rAtri meM eka baje ekAnta meM Akara AzvAsana diyA thA. Apako mAlUma hogA sahayoga dene kA vacana diyA thA. z2arA bhUtakAla kI smRti usane tAz2I kI vaha vyakti dekhiye aisI musIbata meM hai parantu usakI namratA kaisI hai. ziSTAcAra kaisA ! bhAI mujhe kSamA karo. maiM isa samaya koI sahayoga dene kI sthiti meM nahIM hUM. jaba bhI anukUla samaya hogA maiM tumheM bulA lUMgA. Apa abhI bhI galata samajha rahe haiM. Apa kArDa par3hiye, Apake sAmane rakhA hai. maiM koI Apase sahAyatA yA sahayoga kI apekSA se nahIM AyA hUM maiM kucha Apako arpaNa karane AyA hUM. mere jIvana para ApakA itanA mahAn upakAra hai. usa samaya Apane jo udAratA kA paricaya diyA aura jo ziSTAcAra se Apane mere jIvana ko preraNA dI, maiMne bahuta kucha Apase pAyA hai, jo maiMne kampanI se Aja taka nahIM kamAyA thA, vaha kamAI Apake kSaNika paricaya se mere andara huI. kucha sevA kI bhAvanA lekara AyA hUM. Apa mujhe kyA sahayoga deMge. Apa jo kucha mAMgie. caika buka Apake sAmane rakhatA hUM aura ApakI kampanI ko jo sahayoga cAhiye maiM dene ko taiyAra hUM. aba sArI bAta usane spaSTa kI, ki maiM to ghUmane nikalA thA. Apane samajha liyA ki maiM marane jA rahA hUM. Apane mujhe bolane kA avasara hI kahAM diyA thA. usase pahale hI Apa cale gaye. maiMne Apake vicAra para gambhIratApUrvaka cintana kiyA. merI AMkha khula gaI. mujhe jIvana jIne kA tarIkA mAlUma par3A. Apa jo kaheM dene ko taiyAra hUM. pandraha karor3a DAlara usa vyakti ne hastAkSara karake usa kampanI ko de diyA, tAki DUbatI huI kampanI tairane laga jAye aura kahA ki maiMne ApakI badaulata bahuta kucha pAyA hai. yaha maiMne kucha nahIM kiyA. bhaviSya meM maiM to cAhatA hUM merI kampanI ke sAtha sAjhedArI ho jAye. merA hara saMbhava sahayoga ApakI kampanI aura Apake lie hai. isa taraha apanA vaha mAnavatA kA RNa cukA sakUMgA. amerikA jaisI anArya bhUmi para aise saMskAra kaisI sundara mAnavatA ke saMskAra. koI lenA-denA nahIM eka sAmAnya paricaya, eka kSaNika paricaya. kaisI vicAra kI sundaratA. AtmA ko jAgRta kara diyA. usa vyakti ne upakAra kA badalA paMdraha karor3a DAlara kA caika de diyA. 178 For Private And Personal Use Only gha

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: guruvANI: upakArI ke upakAra kA smaraNa kiyA. kaisA paropakAra. Apane mere Upara mahAna upakAra kiyA. usa vicAra dAna kA pariNAma ki mere andara vicAra kA vaibhava prakaTa huA. bhaviSya meM isa prakAra kI mujha ko bhI preraNA. koI apanA mitra ho kisI ko sahayoga dene kI z2arUrata ho to isa prakAra kI kRtajJatA karanI cAhiye ki isakA maiMne namaka khAyA hai. yaha mere bhUtakAla kA upakArI hai. jaba-jaba prasaMga Ae, usakI kRtajJatA kA smaraNa kIjie. upakArI ke upakAra ko kabhI bhUlane kA prayAsa mata kIjie. kRtaghna kabhI mata baniye aura avasara A jAye to kRtajJa banane kA prayAsa kariye dhana sampatti, pUrva ke puNya se milI hai. aise puNyazAlI AtmAzAlI bhadra sAdhU santoM kI sevA ke dvArA, aneka dIna-dukhiyoM kI paropakAra ke dvArA arpaNa karake jinhoMne puNyopArjana kiyA hai puNya kA samyak prakAra se Apa upayoga kariye. puNya kI hatyA kabhI mata kariye. hama to puNya kI hatyA karane nikale haiM. galata kAryoM meM puNya ke dvArA pApa arjana kara rahe haiM, prakAza meM se andhakAra meM jAne kA prayAsa kara rahe haiM. ise rokane kA bhI upAya hai. usa mahAna AcArya ne nayA cintana diyA: " sarvatra nindAsaMtyAgo'varNavAdazca sAdhuSu " para nindA sabase bhayaMkara mAnava kI bImArI hai. jIbha gandI hotI hai. avarNavAda kA pariNAma sAdhu puruSoM kI nindA, sajjana puruSoM kI nindA karake vyakti apanI maryAdA kA ullaMghana karatA hai aura bhaviSya meM jIva kI prApti usa AtmA ke lie durlabha banatI hai. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jainaM jayati zAsanam" Zhu Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir yaha zarIra aura saMsAra sabhI kucha chor3akara eka dina cale jAnA hai. mRtyu jIvana kI vAstavikatA hai. saMsAra kI jina bhautika upalabdhiyoM ke lie athaka purUSArtha kara rahe ho, unheM kala kho denA par3egA. samasta sAMsArika upalabdhiyoM ko mRtyu vyartha banA degI. 179 For Private And Personal Use Only Tong ra

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guruvANI mokSa kA rAja mArga (jJAna-darzana aura caritra) paramAtmA mahAvIra ne apane dharma pravacana ke dvArA sAre jagata ke kalyANa kI maMgala bhAvanA se, jIvana kA eka apUrNa mArga-darzana kiyA hai. bhagavana se jaba ye prazna kiyA gayA ki bhagavAna! saMsAra meM dharma kise kahanA cAhie? kisa prakAra ke dharma kI ArAdhanA jIvana meM honI cAhiye? prabhu! aise mArgadarzana kI AvazyakatA hai jisase hamArA jIvana sakriya ho evaM vicAra racanAtmaka bhUmikA nibhA sake. paramAtmA ne ina sAre praznoM kA apane upadezoM dvArA samAdhAna kiyA. unhoMne kahAH "ANAe dhammo" arthAt AjJA hI dharma hai. paramezvara kI jinAjJA ko svIkAra karanA, unakI AjJA anusAra jIvana kA pAlana karanA tathA AjJA ko zirodhArya rakhakara ke calanA hI jIvana kA sarvazreSTha dharma hai. bhagavan! jo Apane kahA vahI parama satya hai aura usa satya ko maiM bhAvapUrvaka svIkAra karatA hUM. ApakI AjJA ke lie jIvana samarpita karatA hUM. samarpaNa ke dvArA jo sarjanAtmaka zakti paidA hogI, vahI zakti Age calakara sAdhanA ko saphala banAyegI. sAdhanA kI saphalatA ke lie samarpaNa Avazyaka hai aura samarpaNa se pUrva svIkAra karanA anivArya hai. astu paramAtmA jinezvara kI AjJA ko maiM pahale zirodhArya karatA hUM bhagavanta ne kahAH "AjJArAdhdA virAdhdA ca zivAya ca bhavAya ca" paramAtmA kI AjJA ko svIkAra kara calane vAlA visarjana ko prApta karatA hai. paramparA kA pUrNa virAma prApta karatA hai. parantu bhagavAna kI AjJA se viparIta AcaraNa karane vAlA athavA unakI AjJA kA anAdara karane vAlA durgati prApta karatA hai. vahI durgati meM jAnevAlA bhagavanta kI AjJA kA pUrNa Adara kare, AcaraNa kare to vaha mokSa kA bhAgI bhI ho sakatA hai. / prastuta upadeza ke dvArA vyakti ko usake jIvana ke lakSya kA udbodhana karAnA hai. yahAM se sadgati kI yAtrA karanI hai. durgati meM nahIM jAnA hai. sadgati ko prApta karane kA parama sAdhana paramAtmA jinezvara kI AjJA kA pAlana bhAvapUrvaka karanA hai, kadAcit zAririka anukUlatA na ho athavA andara koI aisI karma kI rukAvaTa A jAye jo karaNI ke asamartha ho, parantu bhAva se svIkAra karanA anivArya hai. agara AjJA kA paripUrNa pAlana na ho sake to usakA pazcAtApa karanA yatheSTa hogA. yaha kahate hue ki bhagavAna maiM aparAdhI hUM. bhUla ko svIkAra karane vAlA samyagdarzana kI prApti karatA hai. paripUrNa samyak vaha AtmA prApta karatI hai jo dharma kI imArata kA stambha mAnA gayA hai. bahuta varSa pahale maiMne to 180 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI / yUropa kA itihAsa par3hA. jahAM para eka bar3I sundara ghaTanA milI. phrAMsa aura iMglaiMDa meM bar3A bhayaMkara yuddha cala rahA hai. naipoliyana ko bar3A bahAdura mAnA gayA hai. duniyA meM sabase adhika usakA jIvana caritra likhA gayA. vizva kI hara bhASA meM usakA jIvana caritra likhA gayA. vizva kI hara bhASA meM prakAzita huA aura kahA jAtA hai ki bAibala jitanI pratiyAM usake jIvana caritra kI chapa cukI haiM. logoM ko preraNA milatI hai ki vaha bar3A sAhasI vyakti thA. eka bAra nirNaya kara letA phira usake anusAra vaha apane kArya meM laga jAtA. vaha kahA karatA ki asaMbhava jaisI vastu mere zabdakoza meM nahIM hai. hameM apane kAryoM meM naipoliyana se preraNA lenI cAhie. hamArI Adata hai ki hama dharma ke kArya ko kala ke lie TAla dete haiM aura usake karane meM udAsInatA pradarzita karate haiM. yadi kahIM do paise dharma ke lie kharca karanA par3e to anyamanaskatA A jAtI hai parantu isakI tarapha pAponmukha kRtyoM meM bar3I utkaNThA aura tanmayatA dikhAte haiM. aba Apa vicAra kIjie jisa samaya aise yuddha me naipoliyana choTI sI senA lekara ke svayaM gayA, vaha phrAMsa kI senA kA kamANDara ina cIpha thA. aisI mahatvapUrNa sUcanA milI ki duzmana senA bahuta pAsa haiM aura acAnaka subaha ke samaya ve AkramaNa kara sakatI haiM. usase rakSaNa ke lie pUrI taraha sAvadhAna rahanA hai. yaha rAtri meM use mAlUma par3a gayA ki hamArI senA kA yahAM mukAma hai to acAnaka chApAmAra yuddha ke dvArA vaha hamArA saphAyA bhI kara sakate haiM aura kara bhI dege. naipoliyana ne rAtri meM hI Adeza diyA apanI senA ko ki yahAM pUrI taraha zAnti aura stabdhatA honA cAhie. koI sigareTa taka na piye. duzmana ko jarA bhI gandha nahIM AnI cAhie ki hama yahAM para haiM. yaha bar3A mahattvapUrNa morcA hai aura hama una para acAnaka AkramaNa kareMge jisase duzmana ghabarA jAyeM aura hama morcA jIta leM. ye bahuta bar3I saphalatA hamako milegI. zAma ke samaya sAre kaimpa meM Adeza de diyA gayA. rAtri ke samaya ghor3e para savAra hokara naipoliyana yaha nirIkSaNa karane nikalA ki senA nirdezoM kA sahI anupAlana kara rahI hai yA nahIM, kyoMki anuzAsana banAe rakhanA hai. senA kI pahalI zarta hotI hai anuzAsana, usane dekhA kaimpa ke andara jarA sI prakAza kI kiraNa bAhara A rahI thI, utara gayA aura kaimpa ke bAhara jhAMka kara dekhA ki andara kauna hai. usane dekhA ki kaipTana ke Tebala ke Upara momabatI jala rahI hai. koI patra likha rahA hai. naipoliyana andara jAkara kaimpa meM cupacApa khar3A ho gayA. likhate-likhate usakA dhyAna pIche gayA ki koI khar3A hai aura Upara dekhA to naipoliyana. vaha gardana nIcI karake sammAna pUrvaka khar3A ho gayA. nepoliyana ne pUchA yaha kyA kara rahe ho? Dool For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI "kucha nahIM, basa apanI patnI ko eka patra likha rahA thA." "likha liyA?" "hAM, pUrA ho gayA." "merA Adeza hai ki isake nIce eka lAina aura likha do." "kyA?" "basa likha do ki mere jIvana kA yaha antima patra hai. maiM cAhatA hUM ki tumhArI patnI ko mAlUma par3a jAye. isalie jIvana kA antima saMdeza jo tumheM likhanA ho use likha do." naipoliyana ne kahA - "aba patra mujhe de do. tumhAre ghara taka yaha patra pahuMca jAyegA. apane sAthI sipAhiyoM se kahA-isako giraphtAra kara liyA jAye." subaha ke samaya jaise hI vahAM pareDa para naipoliyana AyA. usa kaipTana ko bandI banAkara lAyA gayA aura Adeza diyA ki isa vyakti ne mere Adeza kA ullaMghana kiyA hai. isane anuzAsana bhaMga kara diyA. ataH ise puraskAra meM mauta kI sajA dI jAtI hai, sipAhiyoM ko bulAyA aura kahA ki ise golI se ur3A do. sArI senA ke andara khalabalI maca gaI kyoMki usase senA stabdha raha gaI, golI se ur3A diyA gayA. ____ maiM kaI bAra socA karatA hUM ki isa jagata kA suprIma kamANDara ina cIpha paramAtmA vItarAga tIrthaMkara zrI mahAvIra prabhu ne ananta karma zatruoM para vijaya prApta kI, antarzatruoM para saphalatA prApta kI, usa jagata ke sarvocca vijetA, senApati paramAtmA mahAvIra kI AjJA kA yadi hama anAdara kareMge (ullaMghana kareMge to hameM kaisI sajA milegI. Apa svayaM soca leM. eka sAmAnya senApati ke Adeza ke ullaMghana kI pariNati mauta meM huyI aura jagata kA jo sarvocca senApati hai usa paramAtmA kI AjJA kA yadi hama anAdara kareM, ullaMghana kareM, upekSA kareM, to karma rAjA kaisI sajA degA vaha Apa soca lenA. bhale hI Apa mauja kara leM lekina hamAre andara yaha mAnasika pAgalapana haiM citta vRttiyoM para hamArA koI adhikAra nahIM. kisI bhI indriya para hamArA anuzAsana nahIM. hamAre mana ke viSaya para hamArA koI adhikAra nahIM hai. kisa prakAra hameM saphalatA milegI. ___ hamArI yaha dazA hai ki AtmA rotI rahe, mujhe apane mana ko prasanna rakhanA hai. indriyoM ke viSayoM ko tRpta karanA hai. parantu mana ke viSaya ke andara kabhI tRpti milane vAlI nahIM hai. mana kI bhUkha ke andara kabhI pUrNa virAma milane vAlA nahIM. Apa majadUrI karate cale va 182 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: guruvANI jAiye, zrama karate cale jAiye. zrama ke bAda kabhI bhI zAnti milane vAlI nahIM. isase nayA saMgharSa paidA hogA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jitanA Apa mana ko santoSa dene kA prayAsa kareMge ApakA saMgharSa bar3hatA jAegA, paramAtmA kI AjJA ke anusAra, unake mArgadazana ke anusAra yadi hama sAdhanA karate haiM. citta meM vizrAnti milegI. samAdhi milegI, aura jagata kI vAsanA ko pUrNa virAma mila jAyegA. vAsanA kA dvAra hI banda ho jAyegA. usa kA rUpAntaraNa ho jAyegA. vaha sadbhAvanA bana jAyegI. usa paramANu meM parivartana A jAyegA. vicAra meM krAnti A jAyegI. vaha vicAra vItarAgatA taka kI yAtrA meM Apako sahayoga dene vAlA bana jAyegA. merA tAtparya yahI batAne kA thA. sarvaprathama jinezvara deva kI AjJA ko zirodhArya karake mujhe apanI yAtrA meM Age bar3hanA haiM, lakSya kI tarapha calanA hai. kahAM rukAvaTa AtI haiM, usakA Apa vicAra kara lIjiye. hamAre yahAM mokSa taka kI yAtrA meM jo rAjamArga batalAyA hai, vaha hai- 'samyagdarzana samyag jJAna samyag cAritrANi mokSamArgaH jaina paramparA meM mahAvIra jaise sarvajJa dvArA nirdiSTa yaha mArga darzana haiM. yaha paripUrNa mArga-darzana hai, jahAM samyak pradhAna hogA, una vicAroM ko apane AcAra se prakaTa kiyA jAyegA aura jahAM se darzana, jJAna aura caritra kA triveNI saMgama hogA vahIM para yAtrA ko pUrNa virAma milegA. hama lakSya kI prApti kara pAeMge. hamArI jIvana yAtrA vahIM para pUrNa hogI aura yahI mokSa kA rAja mArga hai. prathama upAya batalAyA, samyagdarzana, paripUrNa vizvAsa DaoNkTara para hamArA vizvAsa, Aprezana karavAne jAte haiM. pUrNa vizvAsa lekara jAte haiM aura mana meM z2arA zaMkA sI rahatI hai, ki vahAM se apane prANa lekara ke lauTUMgA yA nahIM. isa pUrNa vizvAsa ke sAtha hama Aprezana karavAte haiM ki hameM nayA jIvana milegA. vyApAra karate haiM, lAkhoM karor3oM rupaye kI pUMjI lagAte haiM aura ise karate haiM pUrNa vizvAsa ke sAtha ki jarA bhI nukasAna na hogA. mujhe lAbha milegA, lAbha kI AzA ko lekara lAkhoM rupaye kA khatarA uThAte haiM. vyApAra vizvAsa para calatA hai. zarIra kA Arogya vizvAsa para milatA hai. koI mukadamA calatA hai to vakIla para vizvAsa ki jarUra isameM saphalatA dilAegA. isa prakAra sArA jagata ApakA vizvAsa ke bala cala rahA hai. agara jarA bhI avizvAsa A jAe to lAkhoM karor3oM kA yaha lena-dena, ApakA yaha vyavahAra-ruka jAye. hamAre lie jIvana jInA muzkila ho jAye. bAjAra meM calate haiM pUre vizvAsa ke sAtha ghara se bAhara nikalate haiM aura sar3aka para calate haiM, isa vizvAsa ke sAtha ki koI durghaTanA nahIM hogI. relagAr3I meM vAyuyAna meM musAphirI karate haiM pUrNa vizvAsa ke sAtha ki jarA bhI yahAM durghaTanA kI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai. maiM surakSita pahuMca jAUMgA. saMsAra ke hareka kArya meM Apa vizvAsa lekara calate haiM. to phira mokSa mArga meM yaha avizvAsa kyoM ? 183 For Private And Personal Use Only kR

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra F 2c www.kobatirth.org: : guruvANI: jo paramAtmA ne kahA hai use nisvArtha bhAvanA se kahA hai. vahAM Apa saMdigdha kyoM hote haiM ? dharma karate haiM to vizvAsa karake kIjie, phala avazya prApta hogA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir seTha maphata lAla kI bhAvanA jAgrata ho gaI. unhoMne nirNaya kara liyA ki mahArAja roja kahate haiM to ye cAra mahInA mujhe vizvAsa ke sAtha dharma kriyA karanA hai. unheM mArgadarzana mila gayA. guru ke dharma sthAna para gae. gurU ne kahA ye do mahIne kama se kama payurSaNa taka aisA karo ki jisameM tumhAre mana ko prasannatA mile, Ananda mile, sAmAyika karo, pratikramaNa karo, dhyAna karo, paramAtmA kA smaraNa karo vaha guru mahArAja ke vacana ko svIkAra karake A gayA. , ghara meM patnI thI. eka do dina vicAra kiyA. vaha upAzraya meM hI rahA. guru ke pAsa jAkara usane kahA mujhe to yahAM Ananda A rahA haiM. yahAM sugandha AtI hai, aura yaha itra kI dukAna hai. jAne kI icchA bhI nahIM hotI. sAdhuoM ke saMyama kI sugandha aisI ki mujhe viSayoM kI usa durgandhi meM jAne kI icchA bhI nahIM rahI. maphatalAla kI patnI ko jaba patA calA to vaha krodhita hokara mana meM bar3I lajjita huI aura apane maike calI gayI. maphatalAla ko jaba patA calA khuza hokara bole ki acchA huA aba zAnti se ArAdhanA kara sakUMgA. par3osiyoM ne kahA- maphatalAla akla hai yA nahIM. are z2arA soco ki tumhArA makAna gira gayA. kahAM taka isa prakAra dharma ArAdhanA meM baiThe rahoge. jarA ghara kA dhyAna rakho. tumhArI mAM akelI hai aura koI nahIM hai. tumhArI patnI bhI calI gaI haiM. makAna girane se usake nIce tumhArA bina paise kA caukIdAra kuttA bhI dabakara ke mara gayA. usane kahA * mujhe paramAtmA meM vizvAsa hai aura jo kucha guru bhagavanta ne kahA usameM vizvAsa. isalie do mahIne taka maiM ghara nahIM AUMgA. jaba taka saMvatsarI nahIM AegI, maiM yahAM se jAne vAlA nahIM. logoM ne dekhA ki isa AdamI ko kahanA dIvAra ko kahane ke samAna hai. yaha bar3A dhunI dimAga kA pAgala AdamI haiM. saMyoga ThIka hone para prakRti bhI anukUla AcaraNa karatI hai. vaha varadAna siddha hotI hai. rAtri kA samaya thA. amAvasyA kI rAtri thI, pUrNa andhakAra thA. cora bahuta bar3I corI karake A rahe the. apAra saMpatti unake sAtha meM thI. itanA sArA mAla sAmAna corI karake gadhe para lAda diyA thA. pAMca dasa gadhe the. kisI para sonA mohara, kisI para cAMdI ke sikke, kisI para bartana Adi vibhinna dhana daulata lUTakara ke ve rAtri ke samaya jA rahe the ki jAkara ke apanI saMpatti kA hama baMTavArA kara leMge. saMyoga aisA thA ki gAMva ke andara jaise hI ve Ae to Apa jAnate haiM, gadhe thor3e kAmacora hote haiM. mAra khAeMge taba bhI cillAeMge nahIM. Apa jo bhI kAma karAeM bar3I sajjanatA se kareMge. 184 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra S www.kobatirth.org guruvANI insAna ko gadhe se kucha sIkhane cAhie parantu usa meM to gadhe jaisA bhI lakSaNa Aja nahIM rahA, zrama kI corI hamAre jIvana meM nAsUra bana gayI hai ki usake kAraNa hameM galata rAstA apanAnA par3atA hai. hamArA samAja yahA~ taka patita ho gayA hai ki zrama bilkula nahIM karanA cAhatA. agara thor3A sA zrama karanA par3e to use sAiDa inakama kA sAdhana samajha kara karatA hai, yaha zrama kI corI hamArI sAdhanA meM bhI praveza kara gaI hai. sAdhanA meM bhI hama corI karane laga gaye haiM. jo hameM prAmANikatA pUrvaka Atma kalyANa ke lie kArya karanA haiM. vahAM para bhI hamArI upekSA vRtti A gaI hai aura isI kA pariNAma ki hamArA sArA jIvana samasyAoM se ghira gayA hai. maphatalAla apanI ArAdhanA meM masta pUrNa jAgRta thA. saMsAra se zUnya bana karake usakI sAdhanA cala rahI thI. usakI sAdhanA meM jarA bhI saMsAra kA praveza nahIM thA ki makAna gira gayA thA yA patnI calI gaI thI. koI cintA nahIM. usameM nizcita paramAtmA samarpaNa para paripUrNa vizvAsa thA. usakA yaha natIjA ki ve cora usI rAste se nikale. gadhoM ko lekara ke nikale. aba ve becAre eka do gadhe aise the ki mohareM aura azarphiyAM lAdI huIM thI, vajana se dabe hue gadhe ne dekhA ki andhakAra hai. makAna kA daravAjA khulA dekhA jisakI dIvAra TUTI huI thI. eka do gadhe jo azarphI aura cAMdI ke sikke lekara ke jA rahe the, ve ghara meM ghusa gae. andhere meM patA lagA nahIM, cora jaldI meM the Age jAne lage. saba gadhe Age nikala gae aura ye saba vizrAma karane laga gae, sArA sonA mohara cauka meM gira gayI. sArI azarphI kA vahAM para Dhera laga gayA. donoM gadhoM ne dekhA ki aba bar3I vizrAnti mila gaI aura vizrAnti lekara gadhe calate bane. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir subaha maphatalAla kI mAM uThI aura dekhA to sonA moharoM kA Dhera lagA hai. jaba prArabdha hotA hai to sahaja meM prApta ho jAtA hai. yaha zraddhA aura vizvAsa kA pariNAma hai. maphatalAla jaba saMvatsarI parva kI ArAdhanA karake ghara para AyA to mAM ne bar3e prema se unako AzIrvAda diyA. mAM ne kahA- beTA terI dharma sAdhanA hamAre lie phalIbhUta ho gaI. jIvana kA duSkAla calA gayA. sArI garIbI calI gaI. tUne jo sundara puNya kArya kiyA, yaha usI kA pariNAma hai. maphatalAla ne kahA mAM bahuta loga Ae mujhe bahuta satAyA kisI ne kahA patnI calI gaI, kyA tuma jAnatI ho ? agara maiM gayA hotA aura samajhAkara ghara para le AyA hotA, yaha mAla ghara para jo AyA hai, yaha na bacatA. " 185 striyoM ke peTa meM bAta jaldI nahIM pacatI pUre gAMva meM Dhola pITa diyA ki aisI ghaTanA mere ghara para ghaTI hai. pariNAma yaha huA ki gAMva ke rAjA ne sArA mAla kabje meM kara liyA. maphatalAla ne kahA, mAlUma hai agara maiM nayA kuttA lekara ke AtA to kutte kI Adata haiM, ghara meM gadhe ko ghusane na detA, vaha bhoM-bhoM karake nikAla detA, AI huI lakSmI calI jAtI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 1C www.kobatirth.org guruvANI agara yaha dIvAra aura daravAjA maiM banA detA to yaha mujhako na milatA. yaha dharma niyama kA puNya prabhAva, cAturmAsa meM koI aisA Arambha samArambha nahIM karanA, jisase jIvoM kI virAdhanA ho. maiM apanI dharma sAdhanA meM vaphAdAra rahA. prAmANika rahA aura guru bhagavanta ke caraNoM meM rahA, isalie apanA prArabdha sAtha dekara gayA. jahAM vyakti vizvAsa pUrvaka kArya karegA to vizvAsa kI pariNati ke rUpa meM saphalatA to nizcita milegI. parantu Adata se lAcAra jyAdAtara vyakti jagata ko prApta karane ke lie jagatapati paramezvara kI upekSA karate haiM. + Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pahalI zarta yaha hai ki hamAre mana meM vizvAsa aura zraddhA AnI cAhie binA prArabdha ke jagata meM koI dene vAlA nahIM. koI bhI devatA lAkara ke Apako koI cIja nahIM dene yAlA Apa bhale hI jindagI bhara bhaTakate raheM, parantu kucha nahIM milegA. bhagavAna ne AdhyAtmika bhASA meM kahA ki icchA aura tRSNA se kucha nahIM milegA. isase mAtra karma-bandha hI milegA. "icchA AgAsasamAnantA" AkAza ke samAna hamArI icchAeM aura tRSNAeM ananta haiM, isameM kabhI pUrNatA Ane vAlI nahIM kyoMki icchAeM kabhI bhI tRpta hone vAlI nahI haiM. Aja taka jagata meM eka bhI vyakti aisA nahIM huA jo apane jIvana meM apanI icchAoM ko pUrNa kara ke marA ho, apUrNa adhUrI icchAeM lekara ke hama saMsAra se jAte haiM. sivAya karma kI mAra ke aura hameM yahA~ kucha nahIM milatA. sarvaprathama AvazyakatA isa bAta kI hai, hama apane andara samyagdarzana ke patha para agrasara hote hue usa parama satya kA varaNa kareM, jisase mokSa kA mArga prazasta ho sake aura hamAre sampUrNa duHkhoM se hameM mukti mila sake. parantu samasyA jyAdA prabala rUpa taba dhAraNa karatI hai jaba hama Apatti kI jarA sI bhI kasauTI para khare nahIM utara pAte aura hamArA citta vicalita ho uThatA hai usa azAnti kI sthiti meM paramAtmA kI kalpanA hI nirarthaka hai. jisa dina Apake mana meM yaha dRr3hatA A jAegI ki mujhe paramAtmA ke sivAya jagata meM aura kucha bhI nahIM cAhie ye jagata kI sArI vastueM usake pratiphala meM, Apake caraNoM meM Akara gireMgI. parantu hamameM vaha vizvAsa kahA~? eka bahuta bar3A jauharI paramAtmA ke prati pUrNa vizvAsa rakhane vAlA, bambaI kalakatA jaise nagaroM meM bar3A vyApAra karatA thA. vaha dalAlI kA kAma karatA thA. parantu jaba bhI ghara se bAhara nikalatA paramezvara kA smaraNa karake jAtA. vaha bar3A prAmANika vyakti thA kabhI galata mAnyatA nahIM aura nahIM galata vizvAsa. Aja to sArA hI jIvana andha zraddhA para cala rahA hai. rAste calate agara kucha mila gayA to namaskAra. namaskAra uttama aMga hai. vaha kahAM namAyA jAtA hai, kisa jagaha namAyA 186 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI jAtA hai, vicAra kIjie. ananta zakti ko namaskAra kiyA jAtA hai, jahA~ paramAtmA tIrthakara hoM, jisakA roja Apa smaraNa karate haiM, pratidina Apa jisakA jApa karate haiM, pratidina jinakI ArAdhanA karate haiM. ____ maiM yaha jAnanA cAhatA hUM ki Apa mana se kahAM-kahAM bhaTakate haiM. mana ko durAcArI banA rakhA hai. mana ke vicAra se AtmA kA rakSaNa kareM jo mana paramAtmA ko samarpita kara diyA hai, usameM dUsaroM ko yAda karanA, dUsare kA smaraNa karanA, yaha vaicArika vyabhicAra aura aparAdha hai. jIvana ke andara jarA jhAMka kara dekhie, kahAM-kahAM jAte haiM. jo paramAtmA tIrthakara kI kRpA se nahIM milA, pUrNa paramezvara kI kRpA se nahIM milA, phira jagata meM kisI kI tAkata nahIM ki lAkara ke Apako de de. arihaMta prabhu kI kRpA se hI AtmA kA sampUrNa hita saMbhava hai. ananta siddha jahAM para maujUda haiM, jinakA hama prAtaH kAla smaraNa karate haiM, jo parama upakArI haiM, jinake smaraNa se hI kalyANa hogA, unako bhUla kara ke jagata ko yAda kareM to vaha vyartha hogA. kisI devI devatA kI tAkata nahIM ki Apako lAkara rupayA paisA de de. ApakA vizvAsa hai. maiM koI vizvAsa ke andara rukAvaTa paidA nahIM karatA, ApakI zraddhA para prahAra nahIM karatA. parantu mAMganA to parama pitA paramezvara jI se maoNgo. jagata meM bhikhArI bana ke jIne kI kyA jarUrata. eka bAra eka bAdazAha masjida meM khudA kI namAz2a adA kara rahe the. usI samaya bAhara eka phakIra Akara baiTha gayA, socA ki kucha mA~gUgA. jaba vaha bAdazAha namAja par3hakara bAhara nikale to unhoMne phakIra ko usake hAtha meM azarphI rakha dI. phakIra ne usa azarphI ko nAlI meM pheMka diyA. isa tiraskAra para bAdazAha nArAja hokara pUchA ki tumane aisA kyoM kiyA. phakIra bolA-janAba kSamA kareM. maiMne socA thA ki Apa koI bAdazAha hoMge aura andara se Ane para kucha dAna maoNgUga rantu maiMne dekhA ki Apa to mujhase bhI bar3e bhikhArI nikale kyoMki Apa namAja par3hate samaya khudA se dhana daulata aura santAna ke lie prArthanA kara rahe the. ataH maiMne nizcaya kiyA ki yoM to maiM bhI bahuta bar3A apane mana kA bAdazAha hU~. Apa isa taraha svayaM bhikhArI haiM to Apase mujhe kisI dAna kI apekSA nahIM haiM. yAda rakhiye paramAtmA ke dvAra para mAMgane jAnA nahIM cAhie, kyoMki vahAM to binA mAMge hI saba kucha mila jAtA hai. yAcanA yA mAMga lenA eka prakAra kA avizvAsa hai. kabhI aisA avizvAsa lekara ke Apa paramAtmA ke dvAra para mata jAnA, paripUrNa vizvAsa ke sAtha jAnA. aisA vizvAsa nahIM ki jarA sI bAta, jarA sI kasauTI para, hama calAyamAna ho jAe~. mahAna kavi gaMga samrATa akabara ke darabAra meM thA. vaha navaratnoM meM se eka thA aura acAnaka eka dina usase samrATa ne kahA - "merI eka samasyA hai. tuma samAdhAna kara do. " usane kahA - "janAba hogA jo jarUra karUMgA." "maiM eka samasyA detA hUM usakI pAdapUrti / 187 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI mujhe cAhiye." kavi gaMga ne kahA - janAba! Apa pharamAiye, usakI pAdapUrti maiM kara detA hUM." __"saba mila Asa karo akabara kii"| ye jitane bhI yahAM para baiThe haiM saba mujhase AzA rakho, maiM tumhArI icchAoM ko pUrNa karUMgA. usake mana meM aisI vAsanA A gaI ki jaise maiM hI paigambara hUM yA avatArI puruSa hUM aura merA nAma loga leM aura mere AzIrvAda se paripUrNa baneM. aisA hotA hai. kaI bAra bar3e AdamiyoM ke dimAga meM aisI bAta AtI hai. eka dina akabara ke dimAga meM bAta A gaI. paMDitoM ko bulAkara ke kahA - yAda rakho. tuma loga ghara para rAmAyaNa par3hate ho. merI icchA hai eka akabara ke nAma se rAmAyaNa banAI jAe. bIrabala ko bulAyA aura kahA ye ApakI javAbadArI hai. "akabarI rAmAyaNa" ko taiyAra karanA hai. "hajUra! samaya to cAhiye. eka dina meM koI taiyAra thor3I hI ho jAegI. rAmAyaNa ko taiyAra hone meM kaI mahIne laga jAyeMge." akabara ne kahA - jo kharca Aye, vo mujhase se le jAnA." chaH mahIne nikala gaye, eka dina dimAga meM AyA, pUchA -- "bIrabala! merI akabarI rAmAyaNa taiyAra ho gaI. jagata meM usakA pracAra honA cAhiye." ___hajUra! taiyAra hai magara eka bAta pUchanI bAkI hai. use begama sAhaba se pUchakara ke AtA hUM bAki pUrI rAmAyaNa taiyAra hai." vaha buddhizAlI vyakti thA. andara jahAM begama sAhibA thIM vahAM gayA. bar3A sA pothA lekara ke kapar3e meM lapeTa karake gayA aura kahA - "Aja bAdazAha janAba kA eka Adeza hai ki akabarI rAmAyaNa pUrI karanA hai aura usake andara eka prazna haiM jisakA javAba majhe Apa se cAhiye." begama ne kahA - kyA bIrabala! kauna sA javAba cAhiye? "hajUra! gustAkhI mApha karanA rAma kI rAmAyaNa sItA ke kAraNa paidA huI thI, aba akabarI rAmAyaNa to maiMne pUrA banA liyA hai. usakA sampUrNa jIvana vRttAnta to maiMne isameM likha diyA hai parantu eka bAta pUchanI hai ki sItA kA haraNa to rAvaNa ne kiyA thA parantu begama sAhibA mApha karanA! ApakA kisa taraha apaharaNa huA hai? begama gusse meM A gaI sArA pothA uThA liyA. andara le jAkara cUlhe meM DAla diyA, bhAr3a meM jAye terI rAmAyaNa pUrA jalA karake rAkha kara diyA. kyA bAta tuma yahAM karane Aye ho? kyA badatamIjI karate ho?" bIrabala ko itanA hI cAhiye thA. vaha darabAra meM gayA aura akabara ne pUchA ki kyA merI rAmAyaNa taiyAra hai? "hajUra! cha: mahIne mere pAnI meM gaye." "kyA huA? 188 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: "hajUra ! maiM begama sAhibA ke pAsa gayA thA. eka savAla thA vaha jaise hI unase pUchA itanA Aveza A gayA ki sArI rAmAyaNa lekara cUlhe meM DAla dI. aba hajUra meM kyA karUM. vaha to saba jalakara ke rAkha ho gaI. aba savAla Apa hI apanI begama se pUcha lenA. hajUra aba mujhe mata bhejanA." alaga-alaga AdamiyoM ke alaga-alaga dimAga alaga-alaga vicAra hote haiM. "saba mila Asa karo akabara kI" saba milakara ke merI AzA karo. maiM tumhArI AzAyeM pUrNa karUMgA. eka aise hI vicAra meM abhimAna praveza kara gayA. vaha bAdazAha thA. isI bAta para kavi gaMga kA svAbhimAna jAgRta ho gayA. usane kahA hajUra! yaha ApakA galata savAla hai. isakA sahI javAba nahIM milegA. Apane bar3A galata prazna kara liyA jo paramezvara kI maryAdA hai, Apane isakA ullaMghana kara diyA. isakA javAba yadi maiM detA hUM to paramezvara kA maiM bhI gunahagAra banatA hUM AzA to paramezvara se kI jAtI hai jo parama pUrNa haiM. Apa to svayaM karma ke gulAma banakara ke Aye hai. Apa to svayaM apanI indriyoM aura vAsanAoM ke gulAma haiM. Apa kyA hameM mukta kara pAyeMge athavA hamArI icchAoM ko kyA pUrNa kara sakeMge. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir - kavi gaMga ke ye zabda aise prahAra karane vAle zabda the ki bahuta bar3I coTa lagI. usakA svAbhimAna TUTane lagA aura kahA karanA hogA. tuma mere naukara ho." vaha svAbhimAnI kavi thA kisI kA aMkuza nahIM calatA. usakI kalama ko jagata meM koI dekhane vAlA nahIM, hajUra ApakI talavAra aura merI kalama donoM zakti samAna hai." akabara kI antarcetanA ko - "maiM jo kahatA "maiM jo kahatA hUM tumheM kahAH "kaviyoM ke Upara 189 -- akabara ne kahA tuma vidvAna ho, samajhadAra ho. maiM jo kucha kahatA hUM usa para jarA vicAra karanA aura samajhakara kArya karanA. isakA spaSTIkaraNa karo, merI samasyA kA samAdhAna karo varnA anartha ho jAegA. kavi gaMga ne kahA hajUra Apa ko sunanA hai to maiM sunA dUM. For Private And Personal Use Only eka ko chor3a dUje ko bhaje, rasanA kaTo usa labbara kI aba kI duniyA guniyA ko bhaje sira bAMdha poTa aTTabbara kI kavi gaMga to eka gobiMda bhaje, kachu saMka na mAnata jabbara kI jisa ko haTa kI paratIta nahIM vo mila AzA karo akabbara kI kavi kA svAbhimAna isa taraha jAgRta huA ki usane khar3e hokara ke kaha diyA, hajUra Apa vicAra karanA eka ko chor3a dUje ko bhajai", rasanA kare usa labbara kI eka paramezvara ko chor3a karake dUsare ko yAda karane vAlA yA jagata kI yAcanA karane vAlA, aise labbara nArAyaNa kI jIbha kaTa jAye. jo paramezvara ko bhUlakara ke jagata ko yAda kare, icchAoM, tRSNAoM kA gulAma banakara ke devI devatAoM ke pIche bhaTakatA phire aise vyakti kI jarUrata nahIM hai.

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-guruvANI hindI meM kahA jAtA hai arabbara ko kacarA ki aise aTAlA. "idhara udhara kI du meM bhaTakane vAlA, vaha gulAma vyakti na jAne kahAM kahAM icchA aura tRSNA ko lekara gayA aura apanI vAsanA kA gulAma banA huA hai tathA jo paramAtmA ke sthAna para samrATa banane kI kAmanA rakhatA hai. idhara-udhara bhaTakane vAlA karma kA aTAlA, kacarA poTalA bAMdha karake paraloka jAtA hai. "kavi gaMga to eka govinda bhajai, kachu saMka na mAnata jabbara kI" yaha kavi gaMga to apanA svAbhimAna lekara ke AyA hai. sivAya apane paramezvara ke jagata meM kisI ko yAda karane vAlA nahIM. zraddhA to maiMne paramezvara ko samarpaNa kara dI hai. aMta meM ye bhaTakane vAlA vyakti nahIM haiM. jisako hara kI paratIta nahIM, vo mila Aza karo akabara kI yAni jisako paramezvara para vizvAsa nahIM hai vahI hajUra Apake darabAra meM AyegA. vahI ApakA gulAma banegA, aura apanI AzA ko pUrNa karane kI kAmanA se AegA. ___ ve zabda aise tIra the ki akabara kI AtmA ko cubhe aura usane sajA dI ki bAta kI isameM tuma phera badala karo anya ko mauta ke ghATa utAra diye jAoge. usa jamAne meM jabAnI kAnUna hotA thA. aMta meM kavigaMga ne dekhA yaha niSThura hai, yaha samajhane vAla nahIM, muM para thUka diyA, to bhI akabara ahaM ke naze meM kahatA hai aMtima cAnsa detA hU~ pherabadala kara do. kavi to manake bAdazAha haiM, cAhe to ghor3e para bhI bIpa de, cAhe to gadhe para. aMta meM kavi gaMga ne joroM se apane svAbhimAna ke prati kiye kuTharA ghAta para use vApasa chaMda bajAkara kahA-aba tU merI bAta aMtima suna le phira tujhe karanA hai so kara. kavi gaMga ne garjanA pUrva kahAH "akabbara akabara narA handA nara hojA merI strI yA hojA merA vara eka hAtha meM ghor3A , eka hAtha meM khara kahanA thA so kaha diyA tUjhe karanA haiM so kara." akabara kA khUna sunakara khalabalA gayA aura Adeza diyA ise bar3I kaTTaratApUrvaka hAthI ko zarAba pilA karake madamasta kiyA jAye aura hAthI ke pAMva ke saMga jaMjIroM se bAMdhakara cAMdanI cauka meM daur3AyA jAye. ___ yaha eka aitihAsika ghaTanA hai, cAMdanI cauka ke sAre loga dekhate raha gaye. hAthI ko zarAba pilAkara ke madahoza banAyA gayA. jaMjIroM se kavi gaMga ko hAthI ke pAMva se jakar3a diyA gayA, aura pUre cAMdanI cauka meM daur3AyA gayA. kahIM hAtha girA kahIM pAMva girA, zarIra ke Tukar3e-Tukar3e ho gaye parantu usakA svAbhimAna banA rahA. 190 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra rAja bahiSa www.kobatirth.org guruvANI hamAre yahAM kA itihAsa gauravapUrNa hai. logoM ne apanI zraddhA ke lie prANa de diye, para zraddhA se kabhI vicalita nahIM bane. usa kavi kA bar3A zAlIna parivAra ghara ke andara thA, loga sAMtvanA dene gaye. usakA hI bAda meM putra bhI mArA gayA. loga ghara meM baccoM ko sAMtvanA dene gaye. parantu usakA beTA zera kI santAna bhI kaisI ! garjanA bhI usa lar3ake kI kaise thI ki jaise hI logoM ne kahA hama to sAMtvanA dene Aye, tumhAre pitA kI isa prakAra dukhada mRtyu ho gaI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vaha kahatA hai merA bApa marA nahIM vaha Aja bhI jIvita hai. usakI zraddhA aura AtmasammAna Aja bhI kAyama hai. apane pitA kI mRtyu kA bar3A sundara varNa na usane kavi kI bhASA meM kiyA: devana ko darabAra bhayo taba piMgala chanda banAya sunAyo, kAU se artha diyo na gayo taba nArada ne parasaMga batAyo, mRtyu loka meM gaMga kavi hai, tAhi ko nAma sabhA meM batAyo, cAha bhaI paramezvara kI, taba gaMga ko lena gaNeza paThAyo / (devana ko darabAra bhayau, taba piMgala chanda banAya sunAyo) bhare darabAra meM kisI deva piMgala nAma kA chanda banAkara vahAM sunAyA. merA bApa piMgala chanda kA samrATa thA. usakA prabhutva thA. usake mukAbale isa chanda kI racanA sunAne vAlA koI bhI usa samaya nahIM thA. jaba piMgala nAma ke chanda kA vahAM para paThana kiyA gayA taba "kAU se artha diyo na gayau taba, nArada ne parasaMga batAyo" jaba vahAM koI usakA artha vyavasthita rUpa se nahIM kara sakA, taba nArada jI ne paramezvara se kahA. bhagavan,"mRtyu loka meM kavi gaMga hai tAhi ko nAma sabhA meM batAyo"; mRtyu loka ke andara gaMga nAma kA eka mahAna kavi hai. vaha piMgala chanda samrATa hai. agara usake mukha se isake artha kA zravaNa kiyA jAya to Apako bahuta santoSa milegA. bar3A apUrva Ananda AyegA. " cAha bhAI paramezvara kI, taba gaMga ko lena gaNeza paThAyo " jaba paramezvara ke mana aisI icchA paidA huI, ki maiM kavi gaMga ke mukha se isakA artha zravaNa karUM, taba gaNeza ko Adeza milA aura vaha hAthI ke rUpa meM Aye tathA mere bApa ko lekara svarga gaye. hamAre deza kA apUrva itihAsa isa prakAra kA hai. zraddhA ke lie prANa arpaNa kara diye parantu usameM jarA bhI pralobhana nahIM AyA. aise vyaktiyoM kA jIvana prasaMga hamAre sAmane parantu Azcarya kA viSaya hai ki hamArI zraddhA hI nahIM hai. haiM bambaI meM eka vyakti dalAlI kA kAma karane vAlA thA. namaskAra mahAmantra ke prati usameM apUrNa vizvAsa thA. ghara se bAhara nikalatA to paramezvara kA smaraNa karake ke nikalatA. 191 For Private And Personal Use Only ha

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: guruvANI hareka kArya meM paramezvara kA smaraNa karatA ki merA saMsAra bhI maMgalamaya bane. kabhI durvicAra mere andara na A jAya, vyApAra meM mere mana meM kabhI anIti paidA na ho, Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pApa se Darane vAlI AtmA paramezvara ko bar3I priya hotI hai. dalAlI karane vAlA bar3A prAmANika dalAla thA. jeba meM tIna lAkha rupaye kA mAla thA. bajAra ke andara becane ke lie kisI vyakti ne diyA thA. guMDe laga gaye pIche. guMDoM ne socA ise yahAM se uThA liyA jAye to bahuta mAla mila jAyegA. jaise hI vaha jauharI kI dukAna se bAhara AyA tIna cAra guMDe khar3e the pakar3A, TaiksI meM DAlA aura le gaye. jaise hI use TaiksI meM baiThAyA usa vyakti ne apanI aMgulI calAnI zurU kara dI. paramAtmA kA smaraNa kara navakAra mantra kA jApa karane lagA aura nizcita ho gayA, usane kahA, Apa eka bAra chor3a dIjiye phira usakA camatkAra dekhiye Apako batA cukA hUM ki samarpaNa meM hI rakSaNa hai. " anyathA zaraNaM nAsti tvameva zaraNamamaH " paramAtmA se vaha hara roja nivedana kare bhagavan! jagata meM mujhe koI zaraNa dene vAlA nahIM hai. tere zaraNa ko svIkAra karane AyA hUM. ye jitane baiThe haiM, saba anAtha hai. jagata meM koI rakSaNa karane vAlA nahIM. nAtha to eka hI hai. vahI paramezvara jagata kA rakSaNa karane vAlA hai " tasmAt kAruNyabhAveNa rakSa rakSa jinezvara" isa maMgala bhAvanA se jAte haiM ki bhagavan tU merA rakSaNa kara, parantu bhagavAna ke prati samarpaNa Ae tabhI to vaha rakSA kareMge. hama gandI nAlI ke pAnI ko dekheM to usase sadaiva durgandha hI AtI hai. vaha ahaMkAra kI durgandha hai parantu jyoM hI vaha nAlI durgandhapUrNa apane ahaMkAra kA visarjana kara detI hai arthAt nadI meM jAkara AtmasaparmaNa kara detI hai to vaha pAnI rUpAntarita ho jAtA hai aura usI nadI meM snAna karane vAlA vyakti pavitratA aura Ananda kA anubhava karatA hai. gaTara kA pAnI bhI gaMgA jala bana jAtA hai. isI prakAra hamArA jIvana pApa se bharA huA hai. pApa kA gaTara andara pravAhita ho rahA hai. yadi paramAtmA kA smaraNa kara liyA jAye to vaha samarpaNa kA bhAva Apako gulAba jala banA degA, sugandhamaya Apake jIvana ko banA degA. parantu eka bAra isa gaTara ko vahAM para samarpita kara denA hogA. rAste ke andara kI eka ghaTanA hai. hamAre eka mahAtmA Anandaghana RSi acAnaka rAste se nikala rahe the. vaha mahAna pahuMce hue yogIzvara the. rAste meM saMta kabIra dAsa kI kuTiyA AI aura unhoMne kabIra dAsa ke AMkha meM AMsU dekhe. ve ro rahe the. unakI karuNA barasa rahI thI, Anandaghana ne pUchA, ki bhAI kabIra Aja kyA huA, kisa darda ke AsUM haiM ? tumhArI AMkha meM, kauna sI vedanA hai ? kyA ho gayA ? 192 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - A kabIra ne apanI bhASA meM Anandaghana jI ko javAba diyA calatI cakkI dekha ke diyA kabIrA roya, do pATana ke bIca meM sAbuta bacA na koy| vaha bole, thor3e samaya pahale eka javAna AdamI ko antima saMskAra ke lie le gaye usa becAre ne apanA antima jIvana bhI nahIM dekhA aura vaha bharA huA saMsAra chor3a karake calA gayA. yaha dekhakara mere andara darda paidA ho gayA aura usa AtmA ke prati karuNA prakaTa huI jo netra se AMsU banakara ke bAhara AI. bar3A lAcAra hUM. isa jagat kI isa cakkI meM Aja taka koI nahIM bacA. acche-acche pisa gaye. surakSA lekara ke calane vAle bhI mAre gaye. yahAM koI gArDa bacAne vAlA nahIM. koI Apake makAna kI dIvAra yA daravAjA, koI bhI mauta ko rokane vAlA nahIM hai. aisI kamajorI kI dazA dekhakara ke mere netra meM darda ke AMsU A gae. ____ Anandaghana jI mahArAja ne kahA - kabIra tumhAre rone se saMsAra ke isa zAzvata dharma, meM sattA meM koI parivartana Ane vAlA nahIM. tumhArI samasyA kA samAdhAna mere pAsa hai. tumhAre prazna kA sahI uttara meM detA hUM. jarA vicAra kara lenA, agara bacanA hai to eka mAtra upAya yahI hai. Anandaghana jI bhI eka mahAna kavi the. unhoMne apanI bhASA meM usI prakAra uttara diyA. Anandadhana jI ne kahAH "calatI cakkI hai to calane de, tU kyoM kabIrA roye, khIle se jo jA lage, to bAla na bAMkA hoy|" ghara ke andara cakkI hotI hai. Apa dekhanA bIca meM eka dhurI (khIla) rahatI hai. yadi Apa cakkI calA rahe hoM aura gehUM pIsa rahe hoM do cAra dAne samajhadAra hote haiM, ve agara dhurI meM cale jAyeM aura samarpita ho jAyeM - "tvameva zaraNam" pUrI ghaNTI pIsa DAlI usakA bAla bAMkA nahIM hotA. parantu jo dAne yaha ahaMkAra lekara Ate haiM ki maiM kucha hUM - AI aima samathiMga, AI haiva samathiMga, to ve sApha ho jAeMge. yaha sunakara kabIra ko bar3A mAnasika saMtoSa milA. hamAre yahAM bhI sahI kahA hai ki santa paramAtmA kA samarpaNa jisa vyakti ne le liyAH __arihaMte zaraNaM pavajjAmi jagata meM vahI eka mAtra zaraNa evaM rakSaNa kA upAya hai. bAkI to jagat kI cakkI meM anAja kI taraha pisa kara calA jAtA hai kisI kA nAmo-nizAna bhI nahIM rahatA. pariNAma yaha huA ki usa jauharI ko jaise hI guNDoM ne pakar3akara use gAr3I meM DAlA thA. usane navakAra mahAmantra ginanA zurU kara diyA. yahI merA rakSaNa karane vAlA hai aura kauna rakSaNa karegA. paramAtmA ke smaraNa se pApa kA pratikAra hotA hai. durbhAgya kA nAza hotA hai. 193 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI usa zubha paramANu meM itanI pracaNDa tAkata hai ki ajJAna ke aMdhakAra kA nAza kara detA hai. azubha paramANu bhI zubha meM parivartita ho jAte haiM. karma ke andara saMkramaNa kI kriyA zurU ho jAtI hai. paramAtmA kI zaraNa kA camatkAra ki usake karma meM bhI rUpAntaraNa ho gayA. use vicAra AyA ki rAstA mila gayA. isameM itanA Atma-vizvAsa paidA ho gayA aura usane socA ki ye cAhe mujhe kahIM bhI le jAyeM, prabhu merA rakSaNa karegA. mana meM koI Dara nahIM. usako marane kI bhI koI cintA nahIM, sirpha eka hI cintA thI ki paramAtmA kA pUjana karake nikalA hUM. mAthe para tilaka lagA huA hai. loga kyA kaheMge. dharma kA anurAgI thA, bAjAra kA paisA lekara bhAga gayA. ghara kI badanAmI, mere dharma kI badanAmI hogI. vaha mere prabhu kI badanAmI hogI jise maiM bardAzta nahIM kara sakatA. loga izarA kareMge. unako kyA mAlUma ki mere sAtha kyA paristhiti gujarI. mujhe kisa prakAra kI samasyA kA mukAbalA karanA par3A, loga to samajheMge, mAla ke sAtha dalAla gAyaba ho gayA. yaha badanAmI bar3I khataranAka hogI aura apane hI dharma ko badanAma karane kA maiM nimitta banUgAM. nirNaya kara liyA ki prANoM kI bali dekara bhI mujhe apane dharma kI rakSA karanI hai. guNDoM ne use le jAkara eka kamare meM banda kara diyA aura kahA ki aba tumhAre bacane kA koI upAya nahIM hai. saradAra Akara sArA mAla lUTakara tumheM mAra kara nadI meM pheMka deMge. tuma apanI antima icchA batA do. usane kahA merI koI icchA nahIM hai. kabhI bhI mAra sakate ho. tumhArI marjI meM jo Aye vaisA vyavahAra kara sakate ho. vaha dRr3ha nizcaya thA. use pUrNa Atma vizvAsa thA aura vahI navakAra mantra kA smaraNa kara rahA thA.. usake mana meM eka vicAra AyA ki kisI taraha apane dharma kI rakSA karUM. prabhu se yaha prArthanA kara rahA thA ki jo mere pAsa dUsaroM kI sampatti hai use vApasa kara sakaM, varanA merA dharma parivAra kalaMkita ho jAegA. acAnaka pezAba kI zaMkA se pezAba gRha meM gayA aura rozanadAna khulA thA. usameM sirpha kAMca thA, jAlI nahIM thI. mana meM socA prabhu terI kRpA se rAstA mila gayA. aba nIce gira ke mara jAUMgA aura loga hajAroM ikaTThe ho jAeMge. pulisa A kara merI merI pAkeTa se mAla prApta karegI. mere parsa ke andara mere ghara kA patA hai. bAjAra vAloM ko bhI mAlUma par3a jAegA ki isa prakAra durghaTanA meM merI mauta huI. mAla surakSita rahegA. merI ijjata baca jAegI. mujhe marane kI cintA nahIM para prabhu dharma kabhI badanAma nahIM honA cAhie. dekhie dRr3ha nizcaya aura nizcaya kA pariNAma. jora kA eka dhakkA lagAyA aura rozanadAna ke kAMca ko tor3a diyA. paramAtmA kA smaraNa kara "arihante zaraNaM pavajjAmi" bolakara do maMjila se nIce kada gayA. takadIra kA sikandara thA mila se ruI kI gaTharI A rahI thI aura jaise hI vaha Traka nIce se gujarA 194 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI saMyoga se isakA giranA huA aura nIce se Traka kA AnA. vaha rUI kI gAMTha para Akara ke girA, aisA girA ki jarA bhI zarIra ko coTa nahIM lagI. behoza ho gayA. logoM ne dekhA loga cillAye. Traka DrAivara ghabarA kara sIdhA bhAga kara gAr3I pulisa sTezana le gayA. kahA ki mere Upara kisI ne katla karake zava DAla diyA hai. pulisa AI aura dekhA ki AdamI to marA huA nahIM haiM, sAMsa le rahA hai, jIvita hai - pulisa vAle turanta embulensa bulAkara aspatAla le gae. thor3e samaya meM vyakti kI mUrchA dUra huI. jaba usase pUchA gayA to sArI hakIkata sAmane AI. usa vyakti se jaba bAjAra meM logoM ne pUchA to kahatA hai ki navakAra kA samarpaNa mere rakSaNa kA kAraNa banA. jisa dina paramAtmA kA samarpaNa bhAva apane andara meM A jAe, yaha rakSaNa to Apako sahaja meM mila jAegA. kahIM bhaTakane kI jarUrata nahIM. yaha to pUrva va puNya hai jo Apako milA haiM, jisa dina puNya meM duSkAla AegA, lAkha thApA mAra lIjie kucha nahIM milegA. bhagavAna mahAvIra ananta puNyazAlI AtmA the. janma se devoM ke dvArA pUjita, aise paramAtmA mahAvIra jaba dIkSA lie to unheM bhI sAr3he bAraha varSa taka karma kI mAra khAnI par3I thI. jisa dina vaha dIkSA lekara ke prayANa kiye, vihAra kiye, usa dina se upasarga zurU ho gayA. unake kAnoM meM kIla Thoka diye gaye. pAMva meM cUlhA banAkara logoM ne khIra pakAI. kisI bhI devatA ne Akara bhagavAna ko nahIM bacAyA. kisI ne bhI Akara ke gvAle kA hAtha nahIM pakaDA ki kyA kara rahA hai? kAnoM meM kIla Thoka karake kyA pApa urpAjana kara rahA hai? paramAtmA mahAvIra jisake puNya meM koI kamI, koI duSkAla nahIM, unheM bhI upArjana kiyA huA karma vartamAna meM bhoganA par3A. mahAvIra ne svIkAra kiyA ki ina karmoM ko ajJAna dazA meM maiMne hI AmaMtraNa diyA haiM aura inakI upasthiti meM maiM unheM svIkAra karUMgA. kaisI apUrva sAdhanA yA AtmA ke prati samarpaNa thA? Atma guNoM kI magnatA meM lIna the. jarA bhI dhyAna nahIM diyA ki eka devatA ne bAraha varSa meM Akara mahAvIra kA rakSaNa kiyA. Apake jarA se laDDU yA per3A caDhAne meM kyA ve A jAyeMge. ApakI naukarI karate haiM ki Apake gulAma haiM yA aisA koI puNya mahAvIra se jyAdA lekara ke Aye haiM jo A jAyeMge. ___eka mAlA ginA, pukArA aura devatA hAjira. isa bhrama meM Apa mata rahanA. Apa pUjA kareM, prArthanA kareM ApakI paramparA se hai, maiM niSedha nahIM karatA. parantu icchA aura tRSNA lekara ke mata jAnA. ve koI rakSaNa karane vAle nahIM. bhagavana mahAvIra kA rakSaNa nahIM huA to ApakA kyA rakSaNa kareMge. rAjA rAmacandra mahAna puNyazAlI, maryAdA puruSottama. ve bhI usI bhava meM mokSa meM gaye aura eka bhI devatA ne Akara rAma se nahIM kahA ki Apa cintA na kareM, sItA ko lAkara maiM hAjira karatA hUM. kyA rAma se jyAdA puNya Apa meM haiM ki Apane Adeza diyA yA rAtri meM prasAda caDhAyA aura lakSmI subaha Akara noTa kI poTalI ApakI tijorI meM DAla jAya? na 195 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI dIvAlI ke dina vyakti pUrI rAta daravAjA kholakara dukAna ke andara baiThate haiM ki zAyada bhUla se kahIM lakSmI A jAye. dekhiye Apa karate haiM, ApakI zraddhA, maiM ApakA niSedha nahIM karatA. parantu Apa jarA vicArapUrvaka kArya kareMge to Apako Ananda AyegA. maiM to andhazraddhA para coTa kara rahA hUM. ye andhavizvAsa kyA dene vAle haiM? unake pAsa kyA tAkata. mere prArabdha meM jo hogA mujhe vahIM milegA. maiM jarA bhI isa andhavizvAsa ko mAnane vAlA vyakti nahIM, maiM jarA bhI aisI mAnyatA nahIM rakhatA.. sArI duniyA usI ke pIche hai. rAjA rAmacandra jI ke puNya meM koI kamI nahIM thI parantu eka bhI devatA ne Akara rAma kA rakSaNa nahIM kiyA. unheM caudaha varSa taka banavAsa meM bhaTakanA par3A. pANDavoM ko bhI sahana karanA par3A. koI devatA pANDava ke pAsa Akara nahIM kahe ki Apa kisa musIbata meM A gaye, maiM ApakI sevA meM baiThA hUM. draupadI ke sAtha itanA galata vyavahAra kiyA gayA. to kyA koI devatA Aye the? vaha to yogezvara kRSNa ne Akara ke usake zIla kI rakSA kI kyoMki yaha usake puNyodaya kA pratiphala thA. yogezvara kRSNa jo jagata kA rakSaNa karane vAle haiM, hamAre bhAvI tIrthaMkara kI AtmA haiM, vAsudeva kI sArI dvArikA jala kara ke rAkha ho gaI. koI devatA Akara ke Aga nahIM bujhAye, na unakI rakSA kI. itihAsa kI sArI ghaTanAeM Apake sAmane haiM phira hama aMdhavizvAsa kyoM kareM eka paramAtmA ko chor3akara bAhara bhaTakane kI z2arUrata hI kyA hai. eka meM vizvAsa rakhiye aneka svayaM A jAyeMge. Apake jIvana kI sAdhanA aisI ho ki devatA ApakI sevA meM binA bulAye, binA AmantraNa Akara ke hAjira hoM.. sudarzana seTha ko inAma meM mauta kI sajA milI. una para galata Aropa lagAyA gayA thA. vaha mahArAnI kI tarapha se durAcAra kA Aropa thA. rAnI kI vAsanA kI parti nahIM huI. abhayArANI ne usa para aisA Aropa lagA diyA ki mere sAtha galata vyavahAra kara rahA thA. rAjA ne socA merI rAnI ke sAtha gAMva ke seTha ne itanA dhArmika hokara aisA galata kArya kiyA to isako sUlI kI sajA dI jAye. jaba sUlI ke pAsa le gaye to rAjA aura rAnI ko dhanyavAda diyA ki merI mauta kA mahotsava manAne kA AzIrvAda diyA hai. kyA patA sote hue mara jAtA kyA patA durghaTanA meM mara jAtA. ho sakatA hai, bImArI meM mara jAtA. aisI paristhiti meM yadi mauta A jAye, aura prabhu kA nAma lenA maiM bhUla jAUM, ho sakatA hai ki jIvana hAra ke maiM jAUM. merA paraloka bigar3a jAye. mujhe dI gayI yaha mauta nahIM, mere lie mahotsava hai. usane aura kisI devatA kA smaraNa nahIM kiyA balki sirpha prabhu mahAvIra para apane dhyAna ko kendrita rakhA. vaha kAyara nahIM thA. usakA saMkalpa dRr3ha thA aura mauta ke Dara 196 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - se apane patha se vicalita nahIM huA. usane kahA ki arihaMta ko yAda kara mauta ko gale lagAUMgA. usakA mana itanI sadbhAvanAoM se ota-prota thA ki leza mAtra bhI usameM durbhAvanA nahIM thI. mRtyu dene vAle ko bhI vaha apanI antarAtmA se ArzIvAda detA hai. usake samarpaNa-bhAva se devatAoM kA mana dravita ho uThA aura usakI sevA karane ko ve vihvala ho uThe. eka aise zrAvaka-sAdhu kA vRttAnta Apa dekha rahe haiM. Apa bhI aisI sAdhanA kIjie. paramAtmA ke prati jIvana ko samarpita kara dIjiye. eka paramezvara arihanta ke sivAya aura mujhe kahIM nahIM bhaTakanA. phira usakA anubhava Apa pAeMge ki binA bulAye deva Apake pratyakSa yA parokSa jaise hI hogA, ve ApakI sevA meM raheMge, __ bhAvanA bhavanAzinI bhAvanA to bhava kI paramparA kA nAza karatI hai aura sadbhAvanA A jAye to devatAoM ko bhI gulAma banA letI hai. devA vitaM nama sati dukkaram karati te yadi Apa usa prakAra kI maMgalabhAvanA apane meM vikasita karaleM to devatA bhI ApakA sAtha deMge aura namaskAra kareMge. arthAt Apa jJAna-prakAza meM apanI yAtrA Arambha kareM aura andhavizvAsa ko jIvana meM na apanAeM. jaba taka nasIba sAtha detA hai, taba taka sArI duniyA Apake sAtha hai. pAkeTa khAlI huA to Apako eka AdamI nahIM milegA. Apa jahAM bajAra meM jAyeM, cAra-cAra gAr3I ghUmatI hoM, hAIklAsa eyarakaMDIzana baMgalA yA koThI ho aura zAna-zaukata se rahate haiM. roja ApakI kampanI kA nAma akhabAra meM camakatA hai. usa samaya yadi Apa cAMdanI cauka se nikaleM to bahuta se ApakI Avabhagata karane vAle hoMge. unakA tAMtA lagA hogA. parantu Apa bambaI gaye aura pAkeTa sApha ho gayA. Ane ke lie udhAra TikaTa lekara AnA par3e. pUre gAMva ko mAlUma ho jAye, pepara meM caritra chapa jAye aura tIna mahIne kI sajA bhoga kara ke nikale hoM. pAsa meM kucha nahIM khAkI kaMgAlI. phira Apa cAMdanI cauka se nikaleM, koI Apako nahIM pUchegA. yaha puNya kA camatkAra hai, sUrya udaya hotA hai. sArI duniyA namaskAra karatI hai - namo nArAyaNa namo nArAyaNa kahakara divAkara kI pUjA kareMge. asta hote samaya koI jhAMkakara dekhatA hai ki sUrya nArAyaNa kahAM DUbe? yaha puNya kA udaya kAla AtA hai. puNya kA sUrya jaba udaya hotA hai, sArI duniyA namaskAra karegI. jisa samaya yaha asta huA koI nahIM pUchegA. seTha maphatalAla ke ghara koI sAdhu santa Aye the. unake pAsa jAkara ke AzIrvAda liyA. maphatalAla ne kahA bhagavan - jarA merA nasIba to dekhiye, kaba taka takalIpha calatI hai. ____ vaha mahAna yogI puruSa the. antarhRdaya meM eka bhAvanA A gaI. Ane vAle kA puNya hogA taba andara bhAva AyeMge, Apa yaha mata samajhanA ki Apa AyeM aura mujhe vandana kareM. sAdha 197 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI santoM ko vandana kareM. jarUra kareM, ApakA AcAra aura ziSTAcAra hai. parantu Apa agara andara icchA rakhate hoM ki AzIrvAda mila jAye aura maiM mAlAmAla bana jAUM tathA sArI duniyA kI lakSmI A jAye to usake lie Apake andara bacata khAte meM puNya honA cAhiye. yadi Apake andara pUNya kA paramANu hogA tabhI ve paramANa mere antarhRdaya meM Andolana paidA kareMge. maiganeTa kI taraha mere vicAra ko udvelita kareMge aura sahaja meM AzIrvAda bAhara nikalegA. parantu yadi Apake pAsa puNya nahIM hai to kisake ghara kA AzIrvAda lAkara dUM yaha koI udhAra to milatA nahIM ki kahIM se lAkara de dUM. Apa vaijJAnika dRSTi se vicAra karake dekhie ki yaha hamAre andara nahIM paidA hotI hai. aisA nahIM ki Apako maiM detA jAUM. Apake mastaka para hAtha rakhane se Apako mAnasika santoSa milegA para Apako koI upalabdhi tabhI hogI, jaba prArabdha meM hogA. ___ maphatalAla ne hAtha dekhA. mahAna yogI puruSa ne kahA terA nasIba tujhe sAtha de rahA hai. oMdhA kare to sIdhA ho jAye. terA nasIba isa samaya itanA joradAra hai. puNya kA zubha-udaya cala rahA hai. kAhe kA vicAra karatA hai. lagA dAva, oMdhA kare to bhI sIdhA ho jAye - aisA puNya hai. maphatalAla ne socA - aba kyA upAya kiyA jAye? yogI puruSa kA vacana asatya nahIM hogA. sAdhu kabhI asatya nahIM bolatA. vaha rAja darabAra meM rAjA ke muMha lagA huA thA. bAlyakAla kA bhI dosta thA. isalie rAjA ne kursI lagA dI thI darabAra meM maphatalAla ko bhI usakA jarA nazA car3hatA. parantu saMyoga aisA cala rahA thA ki pAsa meM paisA nahIM thA aura vaha nasIba AjamAne ke lie baicena thA. __vaha rAja darabAra meM gayA aura vicAra kiyA ki yogI puruSa ne kahA hai - oMdhA kare to sIdhA ho jAye. oMdhA kyA karUM. garmI ke dina the. rAja darabAra meM jaise hI rAjA Aye, rAjamukuTa pahane hue the. jaise hI siMhAsana para baiThe, sAre rAjadarabArI khar3e hokara rAjA kA abhivAdana karane lage. __ maphatalAla ne socA Aja yogI puruSa ke vacana kI parIkSA lUM. oMdhe se oMdhA kAma karUM. rAjA ke gAla para jora kA eka tamAcA lagAyA. isase bar3A auMdhA aura kyA hogA kiyA to merI gardana jAyegI yA kucha acchA kAma hogA. tamAcA aisA lagA ki rAjA kA mukuTa nIce girA aMgarakSakoM ne talavAra khIMcI ki gardana alaga kara diyA jAye. usa badatamIja ne hamAre rAjA kA itanA bar3A apamAna kiyA hai. rAjA ne hAtha se izArA karake roka diyA aura kahA nahIM, isane mere Upara mahAna upakAra kiyA hai. ye garmI ke dina haiM. bagIce ke andara se mAlI bahuta sAre phUla sajAkara mukuTa le Ae the aura phUla kI sugandha aura kAlA nAga kA baccA usa mukuTa meM chipa gayA thA. mAlI ko dhyAna nahIM rahA. bagIce meM par3A thA. mukuTa darabAra meM jAne kA samaya 198 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - huA aura thAlI meM lAkara mukuTa peza kiyA aura vaise hI mukuTa mAthe para pahana kara rAjA A gaye. phUla ke bIca meM bar3A jaharIlA nAga mAthe para mauta ke rUpa meM savAra thA. rAjA ne kahA sivAya thappaDa mAra kara girAne kA dasarA koI upAya nahIM thA. yadi becArA hAtha DAlatA to use mauta kA Dara thA. agara mujhe kahatA ki rAjana! mAthe para sAMpa to mere hRdaya para asara hotA aura maiM turanta hAtha Upara karatA to vaha mujhe Dasa letA. thappar3a mAra ke girAyA. matalaba mujhe nayA jIvana milA. isa vyakti ne mujhe Aja mauta ke muMha se nikAlA. savA lAkha rupaye aura eka jAgIrI isako inAma diyA jAya. isalie maiM kahatA hUM ki Apa apanI zraddhA ko pariSkRta banAiye. zraddhA ko parimArjita kIjie. zraddhA kA kendrIkaraNa kariye. antarhadaya meM jisa paramezvara ko Apane apanA iSTa mAnA hai usa arihanta paramAtmA ke prati vizvAsapAtra baniye. prAmANikatA kA inAma Apako diyA jAyegA. vaha paramezvara ke darabAra se avazya milegA. isa taraha se apane jIvana kA aisA nava nirmANa kareM ki andha zraddhA se nikala kara samyak zraddhA kI ora Age bar3heM taba to Apa kucha pA sakeMge. yadi andhazraddhA aura andhavizvAsa meM raheM to kucha nahIM milegA. Apa sAdhu-mahAtmA ko namaskAra karate haiM, tIrthakara paramAtmA kA maMgala darzana karate haiM parantu dukAna kholate samaya sIDhI ko namaskAra, tAle ko namaskAra, andara bAksa ko namaskAra, kucha samajha nahI AtA hai ki isa namaskAra ke pIche kisa devatA kA AvAsa hai. aise bhAva se yadi paramAtmA sAdhusaMtoM ko namaskAra kareM to apanA jIvana sArthaka ho jAya. namaskAra kA kucha mUlya hotA hai. isakA avamUlyana (DivailyUvezana) na kareM. yaha paramAtmA ko yA sAdhu santa ko, prANiyoM ko yA janma dene vAle mAtA-pitA ko kiyA jAtA hai. sivAya isake yaha uttama aMga se namaskAra nahIM aura jo kiyA jAtA hai vyavahAra se, vaha ziSTAcAra praNAma. basa zraddhA kA upayoga kabhI bhUla kara bhI na karanA, sahI karanA tabhI sAdhanA kA Ananda AyegA. svAda milegA, taba ye sAdhanA sagandha dene vAlI banegI. nahIM to Apa phirate rahiye. seTha maphatalAla bagIce meM se phUla kI TokarI lekara A rahe the. bAdazAha navAboM kA bagIcA dillI ke pAsa kisI gAMva meM thA. bahuta acchA bagIcA thA. roja vahAM paramezvara ko phUla car3hAne ke lie TokarI bhara le Ate. ve gulAba kA phUla le Ate. acAnaka rAste meM varSA kA mausama thA to jarA peciza ho gaI. DisenTrI meM Apa jAnate haiM, kaI bAra jaMgala jAnA par3atA hai. lUja mozana hotA hai. varSA Rtu meM pAnI kI gar3abar3I se yaha roga hotA hai. vAyarasa kA saMkramaNa hotA hai. - UP 199 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI ACAN eka dina maphatalAla ko jarA DisenTrI bhI ho gaI. para pUjA karane kA pakkA niyama, bar3e hoziyAra, bar3e buddhizAlI. gAMva meM paMcAyata unake binA ho hI nahIM sakatI. navAbI rAjya calatA thA. gAMva meM bar3e pratiSThita the. ve bahuta dUra bagIce meM gae. jaMgala se nipaTa kara zuddha hokara TokarI bhara karake phUla lAne gae. gulAba kA phUla, itanA sArA TokarI bharA huA lie the. kisI kAraNa gAMva ke phaujadAra, kotavAla samaya ke tAka meM thA. kotavAla paThAna se maphatalAla ke sAtha kucha bAtacIta bolacAla ho gaI. vaha jarA akar3abAja thA. mauke kI tAka meM thA. kahIM maukA mile aura seTha ko camatkAra batalAUM. maphatalAla bar3A sAvadhAna thA ki gAMva kA kotavAla merA zatru hai aura zAyada kucha gar3abar3I kare. DisenTrI ke kAraNa laiTrIna jAne kI zaMkA huI magara dUra daravAje ke pAsa hI becArA baiTha gayA. yaha cIja to rokI nahIM jA sakatI, yaha to prakRti kI pukAra hai. kotavAla sAmane se ghor3e para A rahA thA. vaha Dara gaye ki kotavAla mujhe apamAnita karegA ki seTha zarma nahIM AtI. gAMva ke daravAje ke pAsa jaMgala gayA. uThAo isako. apamAnita karegA. maphatalAla seTha kama to the nahIM. bAta samajha gaye ki ghor3e para A rahA hai vaha yamadUta. yaha usako nimitta mila jAyegA. vaha bar3e hI hoziyAra the. gAMva ke daravAje ke pAsa jahAM jaMgala gaye the, vaha phUla lekara Aye aura usa para DAla diyA. viSTA ko pUrA phUla se DhaMka diyA. paThAna ne dekhA-are maphatalAla! yaha kyA kara rahA hai? hujUra! kyA batalAUM, bar3A sundara camatkAra dekhA. yahAM koI abhUtapUrva AtmA hai. are itanI sundara lAiTa, kyA zakti, isake andara divyazakti praveza karate hue maiMne dekhA. abhI mere pAsa aura kyA thA? bhagavAna ko phUla le jA rahA thA, use maiMne yahI car3hA diyA. tIna bAra daMDavata bhI kiyA vahIM para maphatalAla ne. paThAna ke mana meM vizvAsa paidA ho gayA-kucha camatkAra hai. nahIM to yaha maphatalAla itanA sArA phUla yahAM kaise car3hAyegA. gAMva meM bAta phailI. pUrA hindU samAja AyA carcA huI ki hanumAna prakaTa hue hai. vahAM lAina laga gaI phUloM kA Dhera laga gayA. jo Ae vahAM prasAda car3hA diyA. Dhera laga gayA. maphatalAla tamAzA dekha rahA thA. saMyoga aisA, musalamAnoM ko mAlUma par3A. vahAM koI cinha to thA nahIM, na hindU kA mandira, na musalamAnoM kI daragAha. gAMva meM navAbI rAjya to maulaviyoM ne dekhA. unhoMne kahA-hamAre eka jamAlakhAM pIra vahIM rahate the. unakI daragAha thI. kisI kAraNa naSTa ho gaI. yaha pIra kA camatkAra hai. Akara baiTha gae, nIlA kapar3A bichAyA. logoM kI dukAna zurU, jo Aye vo Dhoka dekara calA jAtA. musalamAna bhI namAja par3hakara jAte. 200 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3=guruvANI musalamAnoM ne kahA nahI nahIM yaha to hamArA sthAna hai. hinduoM ne kahA-nahIM-nahIM yaha to hamAre hanumAna jI kA sthAna hai. zAma taka gAMva meM tanAva ho gayA. sAMpradAyika durbhAvanA jAgRta ho gaI. maphatalAla to ArAma se ghara para so gae. gAMva kA navAba bar3A samajhadAra thA. usane kahA bhAI dharma ke nAma para kleza kyoM karate ho. hamAre lie hindU-musalamAna samAna haiM. ye donoM AMkheM haiM. tuma isa prakAra lar3a ke hamArI zAnti kyoM bhaMga karate ho. isase acchA hai do hinduoM meM se aura do maslima meM se aura pAMcavA maiM, pAMcoM milakara ke nirNaya kareM aura usa jagaha ko dekheM aura usakI taphasIsa kareM khadAI kareM agara jarA bhI hindaoM kA avazeSa milA. hindaoM ko de deMge. agara koI muslima avazeSa milatA hai to musalamAnoM ko de diyA jAegA. kyA isameM koI Apatti hai ? nagara kI prajA ne svIkAra kara liyA. paMca gae. navAbajAdA bhI gae. pahale to jAkara adaba kiyA. navAba ne bhI Dhoka diyA tAki donoM prajA ko zAnti mile. naukara ko bulAkara phala kA Dhera haTAyA. nIce dekhA to vaha viSThA thI. navAba ne kahA koI gAMva meM bevakUpha nahIM milA, kyA maiM hI milA? sAre jitane vyakti the vahAM se dUsare saba thUkakara ke gae. pUcho ki ye saba tamAzA kisane kiyA. ve kahe phalAM miyAM jAne, dUsare kaheM phalA miyAM jAne. jAkara ke sArI maphatalAla ko mAlUma par3I. kotavAla ne kahA-meharabAnI karake merA nAma mata lenA. maphatalAla ne kahA Aja se merI duzmanI mata rakhanA. kotavAla hamezA usakA gulAma bana gayA. apanA kAma ho gayA. yaha andha zraddhA hai. isIlie maiMne kahA - yaha mAthA paramezvara ke sivAya aura kahIM jhukAnA nahIM. yaha Apa saMkalpa kara lenA ki Aja ke bAda galata yAcanA nahIM karUgAM. kabhI bhikhArI bana karake paramAtmA ke dvAra para nahIM jAUMgA. prArabdha ke sivAya kisI devI-devatA ke pAsa yAcanA nahIM karUMgA. garuke pAsa paramAtmA ke pAsa sivAya AzIrvAda ke aura koI kAmanA maiM nahIM rakhaMgA. dekhie ApakA prArabdha sakriya banatA hai yA nahIM. jisa dina Apa mAMganA banda kara doge usa dina se svayaM kudarata Apako degI. yaha anubhava kI cIz2a hai, Apa karake dekhie. bhale hI Apa gurujanoM ke pAsa jAeM, devI devatAoM ke pAsa jAeM, merA kisI devI-devatA se virodha nahIM. basa Apa mAMganA banda kara deM kyoMki yaha cIja prArabdha se milatI hai. icchA aura tRSNA kA usake dvArA poSaNa hotA hai. AdhyAtmika sthiti meM hama pIche haTate haiM. sArI sAdhanA phira yAcanA meM badala jAtI hai. aisI sAdhanA nahIM karanI hai. apane mandira ko vyApAra nahIM banAnA hai. apanI dharma sAdhanA ko bijanesa nahIM banAnA hai ki paise ke lie apanI pavitratA ko gaMvA deM. prANa calA jAe pavitratA nahIM jAnI cAhie. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" ha 201 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI saMkalpa se AcAra kI siddhi parama kRpAlu AcArya bhagavanta zrI haribhadra sUri jI ne dharmabindu grantha ke dvArA jIvana kA apUrva aura sundara prakAra se mArgadarzana diyA hai. manuSya janma kI prApti ke bAda usakA vikAsa kisa taraha se kiyA jAe. use prApta karane ke bAda usa para Ananda kA anubhava kaise prApta kiyA jAe. jIvana kI sAdhanA meM sarvocca zikhara taka kisa taraha se maiM pahuMca pAUM? ve sabhI upAya ina sUtroM ke dvArA inhoMne batalAe haiM. jIvana kA vyavahAra yadi ApakA sandara bana gayA hai. Apake jIvana ke hara vyApAra se yadi logoM meM sadabhAvanA, prema-prIti utpanna ho jAe to usa prema kI vyApakatA Apako paramAtmA taka pahuMcA degI. jitane bhI vizva ke andara dharma haiM, una sabhI dharmoM meM AcAra ko pramukhatA dI gaI hai. AcAra se saMpanna vyakti vicAroM ko bar3I AsAnI se svaccha kara sakatA hai. vicAroM ko nirmala banA sakatA hai aura AtmA ke anukUla vicAra nirmANa kara sakatA hai, parantu AcAra meM dRr3hatA AnI cAhie. eka bAra yadi hamAre andara yaha saMkalpa A jAe ki maiM bhaloM kA pratikAra karUMgA jo bhUla mere pramAda se ho gae, usakA antara hRdaya se pazcAtApa karUMgA. bhaviSya meM bhUla na ho jAye, usakA dRr3ha saMkalpa paidA karUMgA. to yaha saMkalpa siddhi kA kAraNa bana jAegA. hamAre andara sabase bar3I samasyA hai saMkalpa kA abhAva. konphIDensa kriyeTa nahIM kara pAte. vyavahAra meM kaI bAra hamane dRr3ha nizcaya kiyA hai ki mujhe yaha kArya hara hAlata meM karanA hai. parantu usa prakAra kI dRr3hatA AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kSetra meM hama kara nahIM pAe. RSi muniyoM kA yaha cintana rahAH saMkalpAt jAyate siddhiH jo vyakti saMkalpa karatA hai to usa kArya meM use avazya siddhi milatI hai. to kArya kI saphalatA ke lie saMkalpa anivArya hai, Avazyaka hai. __ AcAra aura isakI dRr3hatA Apa saMkalpa se prApta kara pAeMge. binA saMkalpa ke koI vyakti apane AcAra meM sthira nahIM raha sakegA. rAga aura dveSa ye donoM mana ke aise azuddha pariNAma haiM. azuddha paryAya haiM ki ve donoM tarapha Apako khIceMge. yA to Asakti AegI, jise hama rAga kahate haiM yA kisI vyakti ke prati dveSa jAgata hogA. donoM meM se eka upasthita rahegA. donoM meM se eka jagaha ApakI upasthiti milegI, yA to rAga meM yA dveSa meM. yA to kisI vastu ko prApta karane kI icchA loin Inso How 202 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI hogI. maiM use prApta karUM? usakA mamatva hogA. yA kahIM se prApti kI saMbhAvanA hai to vyakti kA anurAga hogA. parantu anurAga vikAra aura viSayoM se bharA huA rahegA. zuddha nahIM milegA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jahAM jisa padArtha kA anurAga honA cAhie usa anurAga kA abhAva milegA. anurAga AtmA ke prati anurAga paramAtmA ke prati anurAga hamezA kisI vyakti ke guNoM ke prati honA cAhie. yadi isa prakAra kA anurAga A jAe to AtmA ke andara guNa vikasita ho jAe aura use vikasita kaise kiyA jAe? isa sUtra ke dvArA paricaya diyA gayA hai: yaha sUtra hai. guNoM kA anurAga yadi prApta karanA hai. jagat ke vyaktiyoM kA yadi prema aura sadbhAva prApta karanA hai. jIvana ko yadi Apa prema kA mandira banAnA cAhate haiM to isa sUtra ko yAda kara lenA par3egA. sAre jagat ke kleza kA yahI kAraNa hai. bolane meM una zabdoM meM viveka kA anuzAsana nahIM rahA. saMyama kI maryAdA nahIM rahI aura isI kAraNa, vANI meM jo antarAtmA kI sAdhanA kI sugandha AnA cAhie, usa vANI meM jo prema kA AkarSaNa AnA cAhie, vaha nahIM A pAtA. vANI kA vyApAra puNya kA lAbha dene vAlA honA cAhie. sAre jagat kI AtmAoM se maiM prema karUM. vANI kI kriyA ke dvArA jagat kI AtmAoM kA sadbhAva mujhe mile. sAre jagat ke andara kleza kA yahI janma sthAna hai. yahIM se saMgharSa zurU hotA hai. vizva ke jitane bhI bhayaMkara yuddha hue aura usakA mukhya kAraNa yadi Apa gaharAI se jAkara dekheM, vANI kA doSa hai. vANI ke vikAra kA kAraNa thA, vinAza kI tarapha le gayA. bhayaMkara se bhayaMkara mahAbhArata kA yuddha huA jo bhArata ke itihAsa kI eka aisI ghaTanA hai. eka sAmAnya vANI ke viveka kA abhAva itane bar3e saMgharSa kA kAraNa bana gayA. nahIM to kaurava aura pANDavoM meM kabhI isa prakAra kA yuddha nahIM hotA. bahuta bar3A sundara rAja prAsAda nirmANa kiyA pANDavoM ne aura usa rAja prAsAda meM apane bhAI kauravoM ko Amantrita kiyA. jaise hI unake AmantraNa se kauravoM kA AnA huA. usakA jo pharza thA, vaha itanA zAnadAra thA ki dekhane meM dRSTi meM bhrama paidA kara detA. jaise hI kaurava vahAM Ae sundara rAja prAsAda dekhakara ke bar3e prasanna hue bhAiyoM kA AmantraNa milA apanI prasannatA lekara Ae the. andara jaise hI unhoMne kadama rakhA, caugAna ke andara Ae, makAna kA pharza aisA banA huA thA, aisA dRSTi meM bhrama paidA kara diyA, unheM mAlUma par3A isa pharza ke andara jala honA cAhie. usa bhrama ko dekhakara jitane bhI vahAM para kaurava Ae the, una kauravoM ne apanI dhotI UMcI kI. kapar3e UMce kie tAki ye kapar3e pAnI meM bhIga na jAeM. vAstavika vahAM pAnI nahIM thA. vaha eka prakAra kA bhrama thA. Apa registAna meM jAte haiM dina ke samaya sUrya kI rozanI meM eka bhrama aisA paidA hotA hai jaise ki jala Apako dRSTi se yaha AbhAsa hogA ki vahAM para pAnI hai parantu vahAM 203 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI vAstavika pAnI nahIM hotA. balki retI ke kaNoM ke dvArA eka camaka paidA hotI hai, bhrama paidA karatA hai jala kA. parantu usameM vAstavikatA nahIM hotI. vahAM bhI usa pharza ke andara aisI vyavasthA thI. Ate hI sUrya ke prakAza ke dvArA aisA bhrama paidA huA. pANDava z2arA haMse ki kaise inako banAyA gayA, andara gaye eka dUsarA cauka thA. vahAM pAnI thA, parantu Apako jarA bhI AbhAsa na ho. isa prakAra kI vyavasthA thI. Apako pharza hI najara Ae. aura jaise hI kaurava andara gae, usa caugAna meM to kapar3e bhIga gae. ye loga z2arA haMse. pANDavoM ke haMsane se unake mana ko z2arA AghAta lagA ki mujhe unhoMne Amantrita kiyA aura Amantrita karake mere sAtha aisI ThiTholI kI. jarA nArAjagI AI kauravoM meM. bolane meM z2arA-sA viveka cUka gae. gAr3I calatI ho aura jarA braika lUja ho jAe to durghaTanA nizcita hai. jabAna calatI ho aura viveka kA yadi breka nahIM lagA aura jarA-sA do-cAra zabda Age calA gayA, zabda kI durghaTanA nizcita hai. saMgharSa paidA hogA. bhIma ne kaha diyA ki ye to mujhe Aja mAlUma huA ki andhe ke lar3ake bhI andhe hote haiM. vaha Aga meM ghI kA kAma kara gayA. dhRtarASTra andhe the. parantu baccoM ke andara aisI koI bImArI nahIM thI. sAre kaurava dekhane vAle the. vaha to eka bhrama ke kAraNa thA. aura inako eka cuhala karanI thI. jarA-sA zabda kA viveka cUka gae, usakA pariNAma, kauravoM ne pratijJA kara lI ki isakA badalA hama lekara raheMge. aura yAda rakho, tumhArI dropadI ko maiM jAMgha para biThA kara apamAnita nahIM karUM to hama kaurava nahIM. bhIma ne pratijJA kI. gadA uThA kara ke kahA ki tumhArI jAMgha ko toDakara rakta pAna na karUM to merA nAma pANDava nahIM. yaha saMgharSa kA kAraNa hai. aThAraha dina ke yuddha meM eka karor3a assI lAkha AdamI mara gae. hamAre deza meM mahAbhArata kI ghaTanA jaisI to aneka ghaTanAeM hamAre itihAsa meM ghaTa cukI haiM. bolane meM viveka rakhanA cAhie. nahIM to Aga kA kAma karatI hai. peTrola kI TaMkI to hara iMsAna ke pAsa hai. zabda kI ciMgArI lagate hI jvAlA nikalatI hai. __ zabda meM ciMgArI nahIM AnI cAhie. krodha yA Aveza nahIM honA cAhie. zabda meM aisA mAdhurya cAhie ki sAmane vAle vyakti ko amRta mile aura usakI Aga bhI bujha jAe. kSamA ko pAnI kI upamA dI gaI hai. zItala phala jaisA. aisI sundara madhura vANI yadi Apake pAsa meM ho to sAmane vAle vyakti kI krodhAgni ko bujhA sakatA hai. usake antara meM jo krodha kI bhaTTI jala rahI hai, vaha bujha jAe. usakI bhI samatva ke andara upasthiti ho jAe. usakA samatva sAre jagata ke lie kalyANakArI bana jAe. yahAM para sUtrakAra ne yaha nirdeza diyA hai: "sarvatra nindAsatyAgo'varNavAdazca saadhussu|" 204 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%-guruvANI - kabhI isa prakAra kA galata kArya nahIM karanA. para nindA meM kabhI jAnA nahIM. kabhI sAdhu puruSoM ke viSaya meM galata bolanA nahIM. apanI sAdhutA calI jAyegI. apanI sajjanatA calI jAyegI. binA kAraNa AtmA kaleza kA pAtra bana jAyegI. aise kleza meM kabhI nimitta nahIM bananA. bar3e se bar3e vyaktiyoM meM bhI aisA roga hai. paMDitoM se lagAkara mUrkha taka vyApaka hai. yaha vAyarasa bar3A khataranAka hai. kisI kAraNa se pradUSaNa ko lekara koI vAyarasa kI bImArI A jAe to eka bAra Apake zarIra ko naSTa karegI. phira se Apa zarIra prApta kara leMge, jIvana prApta kara leMge. nindA kA yadi vAyarasa A gayA, to yaha aneka janmoM kI prakriyA, vaira kI prakriyA jIvita rahegI. Apa marate raheM parantu ApakA vaira andara jIvita rahegA. vaha vaira kI paramparA kaTatA ko jIvita rakhane vAlA sabase bhayaMkara vAyarasa hai - paranindA. yahAM isakA nirdeza hai, sAdhanA ke kSetra meM, paranindA ko kainsara mAnA hai. eka bAra yadi vyakti kaiMsara se grasita bana jAe. aisI asAdhya bImArI hai. usase bacanA phira saMbhava nahIM hotA. lAkhoM meM eka vyakti baca pAtA hai. koI paNya bala se. bAkI to sabhI samajha lete haiM ki noTisa A cukA haiM, dina gino. paranindA ko sAdhanA ke kSetra meM kainsara mAnA gayA, aura yaha bImArI Apake andara eka bAra bhI A gaI, isakA ilAja bahuta muzkila hai. isa bImArI se bacane kA upAya kareM kaise bolanA? kyA bolanA? isakA viveka apane andara honA cAhie. prakRti ne Apako bar3I sundara vyavasthA dI hai. maiMne eka bAra kahA bhI thA, Apako zAyada yAda bhI hogA. hamAre zarIra ke andara zArIrika racanA isa prakAra kI hai. prakRti ne pahale se isakI vyavasthA isa taraha se kI. Apake do AMkha, do kAna, do nAka, do hAtha, do pAMva. kahIM koI dvAra nahIM. kisI prakAra kA pratibandha nahIM. dekhA Apane AMkha itanI komala hai. parantu isake rakSaNa ke lie mAtra eka camar3e kA halakA sA pardA. kAna ke andara koI pardA nahIM. nAka ke andara koI dIvAra nahIM. saba andara taka cale jAte haiM, koI bhaya hI nahIM. Apane kabhI yaha vicAra kiyA isa jIbha ke lie kaisI vyavasthA hai. hoMTha kA daravAjA diyA, andara battIsa gArDas baiThA gae aura usake andara meM jIbha rakhI gaI. bahuta samajha karake mujhe bolanA hai, bahuta vicArapUrvaka bolanA hai. vidvAna aura mUrkha meM antara kucha nahIM hotA. vidvAna samajha kara, vicArapUrvaka socakara bolate haiM aura mUrkha bolane ke bAda socate haiM. aura koI antara nahIM. 205 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI "bolI bola amola hai bola sake to bola / pahale mana meM tola ke pIche mukha se bola ||" kaviyoM ne bar3A sundara cintana diyA. agara Apa vicArapUrvaka tola karake zabda kA prayoga kareMge, to zabda kA vyApAra Apako lAbha dene vAlA hogA. Atma-santoSa aura Atma-tRpti dene vAlA hogA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir parantu vahAM viveka agara cUka gae to usakA pariNAma saMgharSa hogA. kleza kA kAraNa banegA. kaise bolanA hai, usakA viveka pahale apane meM AnA cAhie. ye zabda aise haiM, jo bar3e mUlyavAna haiM. kaI AtmAoM ko jAgRta karane meM zabda sahAyaka banate haiM. ye zabda kyA haiM? eka prakAra ke prahAra haiM. ApakI AtmA para eka prakAra kI coTa haiM. pravacana kyA hai ? pravacana prahAra hai. ApakI antarAtmA ko coTa de jAtA hai. Apako jagA jAtA hai. ApakA viveka jAgRta ho jAe, jo suSupta dazA meM hai. usa cetanA ko jAgRta karane ke lie zabda kI mAra hai. santa zabdoM ke dvArA Apako jAgRta karate haiM. aura kucha nahIM. jIvana kyA hai ? jaba aisA vicAra karie. bAz2Ara ke andara meM Apa jAiye. jIvana eka caddara hai. sTIla ke sITas Ate haiM. ve lambI caddara Adi Apa lekara ke A jAte haiM. yadi Apa tAlAba meM, gaMgA meM jA karake DAleM to sITsa DUbegI yA tairegI ? DUba jAegI. parantu usI sTIla ko yadi Apane phaikTarI meM bhejA. bartana bana nikale kisI phaikTarI meM vahAM para yadi usakA upacAra kiyA jAe. prayoga kiyA jAe. to AkAra dene se pahale kyA kiyA jAtA hai. mApa pUrvaka usako kATa kiyA jAtA hai. kaTiMga mazIna meM jAtA hai. usake bAda aisA haivI prezara diyA jAtA hai. usa dabAva ke kAraNa vaha bartana kA AkAra le letA hai. bhagonA bana jAtA hai, tapelA bana jAtA hai. loTA bana jAtA hai. itanA bhayaMkara usako prezara diyA jAtA hai, vaz2ana se dabakara ke coTa se vaha AkAra le letA hai. yadi eka bAra sITa meM se AkAra paidA ho gayA, phira yadi Apa gaMgA meM, jamunA meM DAleM vaha DUbegA, nahIM. vahI cIz2a hai, mAtra usako AkAra mila gayA. vahI plena sITa yadi Apa DAlate haiM to DUba jAtI hai, use yadi coTa pahuMcA kara Apane AkAra de diyA to AkAra kA camatkAra, DUbegA nahIM, phira tairegA. yaha jIvana paramAtmA kI kRpA se, pUrva ke puNya se vartamAna meM Apako milA. yahAM merA kAma kucha nahIM. yaha dharma sthAna hai, yaha to phaikTarI hai. AdhyAtmika sAdhanA ke lie eka aisI phaikTarI hai. zabda kI mAra par3atI hai. vaz2ana par3atA hai. pravacana kA haivI prezara par3atA hai. usase isa jIvana ke AcAra kA AkAra Apake jIvana meM A jAe. usakA camatkAra ki yaha saMsAra sAgara meM phira nahIM DUbegA. tairegA. hama DUbane ke lie paidA nahIM hue, tairane ke lie yahAM Ae haiM. 206 For Private And Personal Use Only pa F

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-guruvANI eka bAra Apako yaha AkAra to prApta kara lenA hai, yahAM to jIvana ko AkAra dene kI kriyA hotI hai. pravacana kA prahAra isIlie kiyA jAtA hai. antarAtmA ke andara isa prakAra kA AcAra prakaTa ho jAe. aisA prezara diyA jAtA hai pravacana ke dvArA. jIvana kuMbha kI taraha AkAra prApta kara le. vaha saMsAra meM DUbe nahIM parantu tairane laga jAe. tairanA eka kalA hai. DUbane meM koI kalA nahIM, AcAra sampanna vyakti kabhI saMsAra meM nahIM DUbatA. jo vyakti samyak zraddhA se saMpanna ho. zIla se sampanna ho, apane AcAra meM jAgRta ho, vaha kabhI saMsAra-samudra meM DUbegA nahIM, vaha tairegA. Apa dekha lIjie, vANI meM yaha viveka kA anuzAsana Avazyaka mAnA gayA. zArIrika racanA ke andara bhI Apa dekhie, kahIM kisI taraha kA pratibandha AMkha ke lie nahIM, kAna ke lie nahIM, kisI bhI jagaha koI pratibandha nahIM. ApakI jabAna para kaisA pratibandha lagAyA hai. battIsa-battIsa gArDas rakhe gae. kahIM aisI surakSA nahIM hai. AMkha ke lie bhI nahIM hai. ___ jaba se Apa bolanA sIkhe, taba se ye Ane lage. jahAM taka Apako bolanA nahIM AyA bAlya avasthA, nirdoSa avasthA thI. Izvara kA pratIka mAnA gayA. bAlaka kA hRdaya to niSkapaTa hotA hai. eka bhI dAMta nahIM thA. kyoM? khatarA hI nahIM. jaba khatarA hotA hai, taba eka-eka gArDas bulAye jAte haiM. jaise-jaise khatarA bar3hatA gayA AtmA kI sArI pavitratA jaba calI gaI, taba jAkara ke battIsa ke battIsa gArDas Akara ke baiTha gae. dAMta ne eka dina vArniMga dI jIbha ko. agara bolane meM jarA tuma cUka gae to jAnate ho kucala DAleMge. dhAradAra haiM, tIkSNa haiM, tumhAre rakSaNa ke lie Ae haiM. tuma isakA galata upayoga na karo. prakRti ne hameM bhejA hai. jIbha ne javAba diyA. tuma mere par3osa meM rahate ho. zatrutA se kabhI zatrutA zAnta hotI nahIM. mitravat vyavahAra rakhanA par3atA hai. mere par3osa meM rahate ho aura tumane Aja pahalI bAra jubAna calAI. aura mujhe noTisa diyA. tuma merA javAba suna lo. dUsarI bAra yadi aisI bhUla karoge to usakA pariNAma kyA AegA? yAda rakhanA. bAjAra meM z2arA-sA oMdhA bola gae to battIsI bAhara A jAegI. usa dina se ye dAMta cupa haiM ki isako cher3anA nahIM bar3I khataranAka hai. kabhI Apake sAtha duzmanI kI dAMta ne. kabhI ise kaSTa pahuMcAyA? kabhI ghAyala kiyA? kabhI yadi bhUla se jIbha ko coTa laga gaI to dAMta ko kitanA pazcAtApa huA hogA. ise Apa socakara ke calanA. Apake hAtha do, kAna do, para jIbha ko dekhA Apane. pAvara kaisA? DipArTamaiMnTa kitanA pAvaraphula hai isake pAsa, donoM mahattvapUrNa vibhAga haiM - phUDasaplAI aura broDakAsTa, yaha minisTarI bar3I pAvaraphula hotI hai. sArA vyavahAra ApakI vANI se calatA hai. zarIra Apake AhAra se calatA hai. binA vANI ke ApakA vyavahAra nahIM calegA, vyApAra nahIM calegA. ET hA URRPM/ 207 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: jagat kA sArA vyavahAra banda ho jAyegA. yadi AhAra nahIM liyA gayA to zarIra banda ho jAegA. sArI prakriyA khatma ho jAegI. donoM mahattvapUrNa vibhAga hAtha meM haiM. yaha Apa vicAra lenA. kaisI isakI hama sevA karate haiM. Aja kA eka mADarna phaizana hai. vyakti kA eka mApadaNDa hai. jagata kA eka aisA galata vyavahAra bana gayA hai. sTeTsa siMbala. pratiSThA kA eka pratIka bana gayA. merA phaimilI vakIla, merA phaimilI DAkTara. bar3e garva se kahate haiM. apane doSa ko chupAne ke lie kamajoriyoM ko DhAMkane ke lie, vyakti naze meM bolatA hai. use nahIM mAlUma ki maiM apanI kamajorI prakaTa kara rahA hUM. yaha merA phaimilI DAkTara, yaha merA phaimilI vakIla hai. bolate haiM ki nahIM? yaha kyoM rakhanA paDatA hai? kAraNa samajha gae? jhUTha bolate haiM, taba vakIla rakhanA par3A. galata khAte haiM, taba Apako DAkTara rakhanA par3A. yaha koI pratiSThA kA pratIka nahIM. yaha to apane jIvana ke apamAna kA paricaya hai. maiM kyA galata kara rahA hUM? Apa logoM ko Dhola pITakara batA dete haiM. ___ galata khAeMge, jIbha ke lie khAeMge to pariNAma yaha AegA. peTa ke lie khAeM, to koI bImArI na Ae. yaha Apa jIbha ke lie khAnA zurU kara dete haiM. taba yaha tamAzA hotA hai. jIbha kA kAma kyA hai? kamIzana ejenTa. dalAla, ye seTha AtmA rAma bhAI kI itanI bar3I pIr3hI. isake andara dalAla jIbha hai. yadi Apa yahAM para pIr3hI calAte ho, lAkhoM karor3oM rupayoM kA vyApAra karate hoM. yadi Apa dalAla ke bharose sauMpa do ki mAla lAyA karo. bAjAra dekhe nahIM, bhAva dekhe nahIM, apanI kapaisiTI dekhe nahIM aura mAla liyA kareM. to dalAla ko kyA, cAhe seTha divAlI manAye yA divAlA nikale, use to apane kamIzana se matalaba. samajha gae! ye seTha AtmA rAma bhAI kA dalAla use kyA matalaba ki AtmA durgati meM jAe, naraka meM jAye yA svarga meM jAe. use apanI dalAlI kamIzana cAhie. ArDara chUTA ki ye bahuta acchI cIz2a hai, bAjAra meM khAo. cAhe to galata ho ApakI zArIrika dRSTi se hAnikAraka ho, Apa to ise kamIzana deMge. aura isakA kamIzana to cAra iMca meM kATa letA hai. jIbha ke andara. kyoMki svAda grahaNa karane ke jo tattva the, ve mAtra ApakI jIbha meM haiM. AtmA rAma bhAI ko kyA cAhie? isa bhojana ke andara. do roTI aura dAla, isase ye goDAuna bhara jAtA hai, isase jyAdA kucha nahIM cAhie, isa zarIra ke nirvAha meM. parantu dalAla ko kamIzana milatA hai. ye bhI lAo vo bhI lAo. kamIzana kATA, mAla andara saplAI. jIbha se nIce utarate hI koI svAda nahIM, usakA koI Ananda nahIM. svAda sirpha cAra aMgula taka hai, jahAM taka kamIzana nahIM milA, vahAM taka Apa ko Ananda detA hai. pAgala banA ke rakhatA hai. Apako naze meM rakhatA hai. aura lUTa letA hai. 208 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: hamArI pUrI pIr3hI hamane jIbha ke bharose sauMpa kara rakhI hai. isI lie Apa ko phaimilI DAkTara rakhanA par3atA hai. koI jamAnA thA, mohalle ke andara koI eka DAkTara bhI A jAe pUrA mohallA ikaTTA ho jAtA ki ye kahAM se AyA. yamarAja kA pratinidhi kaise AyA. loga ghabarAte. makAna ke andara, pUrA mohallA AtA. kyA huA? logoM meM itanI prema bhAvanA thI, mere par3osI ko kyA huA? ki DAkTara bulAnA par3A. gAMva meM koI DaoNkTara nahIM milatA. AhAra vihAra kA pathya pAlate, yahI sabase bar3I auSadhi. bahuta jyAdA takalIpha huI to upavAsa kara lete. Ayurveda ke andara bar3A sundara siddhAnta hai. ___ "laMghanaM pathyauSadham" sabase bar3I davA hai laMghana yAne, upavAsa isase bar3hakara ke jagat meM koI davA hai hI nahIM. sAre vikAra khatma ho jAeM. parantu vaha hamako karanA nahIM. davA bhI cAhie, peTa to roja bharanA hai. binA khAlI kie, sApha kie isameM zuddhatA AegI kahAM se? ___ Ayurveda kA siddhAnta dhArmika siddhAnta bhI hai ki azubha karma jo A jAe dhArmika dRSTi se. yadi usa samaya upavAsa kI maMgala bhAvanA A jAe. bhAvanA karma kA pratikAra karatI hai. dUSita tatva kA nivAraNa karatI haiM, zarIra ke vikAroM kA bhI upazamana karatI hai. sAre zarIra kI prakriyA zuddha ho jAtI hai, parantu hamArI Adata upavAsa nahIM karanA. hamAre pUrvaja upavAsa kI auSadhi kA sevana karate. sardI A gaI, bukhAra A gayA, zarIra agara ghuTa rahA hai, jvara se yadi klAnta haiM. jvara se pIr3ita haiM to subaha kyA karate, vaha jAnate the. zatra aura mitra kI pahacAna unako baDI sandara thI. merI sAdhanA ke andara zatra banakara ke bImArI AI hai. merI sAdhanA meM rukAvaTa pahaMcAegI. merI ArAdhanA ko khaMDita karegI. pramAda lekara ke AegI. mere Arogya ko bhI nukasAna pahuMcAegI. ___ zarIra to dharma sAdhanA kA sAdhana hai. ise surakSita rakhanA hai. dharma kriyA isake dvArA hotI hai. kyA karate? jAne, merA duzmana mehamAna ho gayA. duzmana kabhI AmantraNa se nahIM Ate. ve to binA bulAe Ate haiM. yaha karma hai bImArI ke rUpa meM mere andara AyA. subaha uThate hI yadi zarIra TUTatA hai, bukhAra sA lagatA hai, sardI jukAma huA hai, kyA karate? upavAsa. calo Aja isake dvArA, isa nimitta se, merA upavAsa to huA. tapa kI ArAdhanA karate. dhyAna meM baiTha jAte prabhu kA smaraNa karate. Izvara kA smaraNa karate. ki calo Aja dukAna ke pApa se bacA, jhUTha bolane se bacA. corI se bacA. na jAne kitane pApa aura anartha se Aja merA rakSaNa huA. isa duzmana kA bar3A bhArI upakAra, bar3A ehasAna. isane Akara mere Upara upakAra kI varSA kI. aisI maMgala bhAvanA rakhate. sAmAyika meM baiTha jAte. apanI sAdhanA meM baiThate. saMpUrNa saMsAra kA tyAga karake. mana se sAdhu bana kara ke baiThate. yaha bar3I samajhane kI bAta hai. Ane vAlA duzmana yaha socatA ki mujhe aba khAnA ha aru 209 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: milegA. vizrAnti milegI parantu vaha to sAdhanA kA zrama aura kahA jAo. maiM tumhArA svAgata sAdhanA se karavAtA hUM. khAnA banda, Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Apake ghara meM yadi koI mehamAna A jAe. Apa cAhe pAnI ko na pUcho, bhojana ke samaya bhI Apa havA khAo. zAma ke samaya bhI Apa aMgUThA batAo. vaha mehamAna kahAM taka TikegA. thaka jAegA. dasa baja gae, bAraha baja gae, koI patA nahIM cAya nahIM, pAnI nahIM. kucha bhI nahIM. AhAra kA tyAga, pAnI kA tyAga karake ve to dhyAna meM baiTha gae. vizrAnti bhI nahIM Ane vAlI bImArI socane laga jAtI hai yahAM koI svAgata nahIM. sadbhAva nahIM, kucha bhI nahIM. maiM AyA, mujhe koI pUchane vAlA nahIM to eka dina ke andara saba bhAga jAyeM, dUsare dina vahAM Ane kA nAma bhI na leM. yaha sArI prakriyA to hama bhUla gae. aba to hama aisA vyavahAra karate duzmana ke sAtha jo AtmA kA zatru mAnA gayA. karma vaha yadi bImArI ke rUpa meM A jAe, subaha uThate hI yadi ApakA zarIra TUTe, yadi sardI khAMsI jukAma A jAe, jarA Temparecara hAI ho jAye. kyA karate haiM? turanta TelIphona se DaoNkTara ko bulAte haiM. phaimilI DaoNkTara bulAyA gayA hai. sAre putra-beTiyAM Adi ko bulAte haiM ki Ao jaise ki koI bar3A cIpha gesTa jaisA AyA ho pUrA parivAra ikaTThA ho jAtA hai, kyA huA ? kaise huA 1 ? inake svAgata kI taiyArI DaoNkTara Akara ke dekhakara ke gayA. kaipsUla de diyA gayA. cAra bAra davA lenA. yU Teka kampalITa resTa, pUrA vizrAma itane bar3e mehamAna Ae. inako chor3a kara kyA maiM dukAna jAUM, unakI sevA meM pUre dina mujhe yahAM hAjira rahanA hai. DaoNkTara eDavAiz2a dekara ke AegA. Aja oNrDinarI khAnA khurAka nahIM calegA. dAla-bhAta, roTI-sAga, jo roja khAte ho, ye cIpha gesTa haiM. yU Teka onalI likviDa phrUTa jUsa, TI, anDa kaoNphI. dina meM cAra bAra mausamI kA rasa, dina meM do bAra cAya lo, kaoNphI lo. bahuta acchA rahegA. Ane vAlA mehamAna dekhatA hai, bahuta acchA bevakUpha milA dasa-pAMca dina bhI raho, kAhe ko jAnA. upavAsa kareM to eka dina meM bhAga jAe parantu svAgata Apa aisA karate haiM, Ane vAlA mehamAna dasa dina TikatA hai. Akhira DAkTara ko bhI vahI rAstA lenA par3atA hai. kahanA par3atA hai ki Apa banda karie. merI bAta samajha gae. yaha saba jIbha kA ulajhana hai. ApakA aMkuza yahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai. jIvana paryaMta hama jIbha ke gulAma banakara ke rahate haiM. ye khilAo, vo khilAo, vo apanA kamIzana kATatA hai. Apa divAlI manAo ki divAlA nikAlo, use kyA matalaba. AhAra kA saMyama sabase pahale cAhie. AhAra pUrNa sAtvika honA cAhie. tabhI sAtvika vicAra AeMge. AhAra yadi dUSita hai to AhAra kA paramANu Apake vicAra ko dUSita karatA hai. vaha paramANu vicAra paramANuoM ko dUSita karatA hai aura vaise vicAra Apake AeMge. 210 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: Apa nazA lete haiM Apake vicAra kitane DagamagAne lagate haiM. zarAba pIkara ke madahoza banakara ke AeM. vicAra to vahIM ke vahIM para lar3akhar3Ane laga jAeMge. Apa galata bolane laga jAeMge. Apake vicAra meM galata tattva bAhara Ane laga jAeMge. AhAra kA itanA jaldI asara par3atA hai Apa zarAba pIkara dekhie ghaNTe bhara meM Apako nacA degI. _vaha paramANu turanta Apake vicAra ko prabhAvita karegA. jaba eka mAdaka padArtha, eka prakAra kA vyasana aura usakA sevana bhI Apake vicAra ko khaMDita kara detA hai, dUSita kara detA hai. yadi pratidina isa prakAra azuddha AhAra, tAmasI AhAra kareMge, usakA pariNAma Apake vicAra para kaisA par3egA? sAdhanA ke kSetra meM vaha prabhAva kitanA bhayaMkara nukasAna pahuMcAegA? vaha kabhI mana meM zuddha vAtAvaraNa nirmita nahIM hone degA. khaMDita karegA. isIlie gItA meM tIna prakAra kA AhAra batalAyA gayA. zuddha sAtvika AhAra-jo sAdhanA ko sahayoga dene vAlA sAdhanA ko saphalatA pradAna karane vAlA. zrI kRSNa kI dRSTi meM jo gItA meM kahA bilkula satya hai, yathArtha hai, sAtvika AhAra cAhie, satvaguNoM vAlA. eka rAjasika hotA hai. viSaya aura kaSAya ko uttejita karane vAlA hotA hai. viSaya kI puSTi ke lie bahuta sundara svAdiSTa bhojana, pakavAna. pratidina usakA sevana Apake jIvana ko barabAda kara degA. masI AhAra usase bhI bhayaMkara. madya, mAMsa kA sevana, akhAdya kA sevana. ye hamAre yahAM niSedha isaliye kiyA ki lahasuna hai, pyAja hai, ye bar3e kharAba padArtha haiM. uttejita karane vAle haiM. satvaguNa ko naSTa karane vAle haiM. aneka jIvoM kI virAdhanA vahAM para hone kI saMbhAvanA hai. isalie isakA AdhyAtmika kSetra meM niSedha kiyA gayA. ApakI sAtvikatA ko kAyama rakhane ke lie. Apa vicAra kara lenA ki yaha jIbha kitanI khataranAka hai. donoM vibhAga isake pAsa bar3e khataranAka haiM. pahale ApakA anuzAsana yahIM para kAyama honA cAhie. pApa kA praveza pahale yahIM se hotA hai. kaTutA aura vaira kA janma ApakI jubAna se hotA hai, kyoMki vANI para viveka nahIM rahA. usakA mUla kAraNa Apake AhAra para ApakA koI niyaMtraNa nahIM. pahale to AhAra kA niyaMtraNa. kaisA AhAra karanA, kisa prakAra karanA. jisase ApakA Arogya surakSita rahe aura mana kA Arogya bhI sundara rahe. vicAra bhI sundara, svastha ho. jahAM Arogya hogA, vahAM vicAra bhI sundara svastha hoMge. yadi ApakA tana svastha hai to mana bhI svastha rahegA. mana kA Arogya bhI milegA. para usakI cAbI hai - zuddha sAtvika AhAra. parimita AhAra. yahAM usa vANI meM kaise niyantraNa lAyA jAe, hara vyakti ko apanA vakIla rakhanA par3atA hai kyoMki jhUTha bolanA hai. usake bacAva ke lie vakIla kA Azraya cAhie. jhUTha ha - 211 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI hamezA vakIla ke pAMva se hI calatA hai. usake pAsa calane ke lie zakti nahIM hai, zakti kA abhAva hai. yaha eka prakAra kA pratIka bana gayA, phaimilI vakIla, phaimilI DAkTara. maiM Apako kahatA hUM phaimilI sAdhu bhI rakhie. jahAM jAkara ke hRdaya kholakara ke pApa prakAzana kara sakeM. AtmA ke Arogya ko pA sakeM. DaoNkTara se kitanA saca bolate haiM. vahAM agara jhuTha boleM to sahI davA milegI? saba saca bolanA par3atA hai DaoNkTara ke pAsa, sAMpa kitanA hI Ter3hA cale parantu bila ke Age sIdhA hI calanA par3atA hai. __jaise hI DaoNkTara ke yahAM gae, hRdaya kholakara ke pApa prakaTa kara deMge. DAkTara sAhaba, maiMne yaha nazA liyA, Dragsa liyA, galata kAma kiyA, durAcAra kiyA aura isa bImArI se ghira gayA. Apa mujhe bacAo. saca bolanA paDatA hai, taba vaha sahI nidAna karake ApakI auSadhi karatA hai, barAbara yahI kAma hamAre yahAM hotA hai. IsAiyoM meM Apane dekhA kanphaizana karate haiM. pAdarI ke pAsa jA karake hRdaya kholakara pApa prakaTa karate haiM. hamAre yahAM bhI yaha prakriyA hai. "guru jogo AloyaNA, nindiya garahIya guru sagAse" yaha to aticAra sUtra hai, pratikramaNa meM bolate haiM. usakA artha kyA? apane pApa ko guru ke sAmane nivedana kareM, pApa kA pazcAtApa kareM. pApa nahIM karane kA saMkalpa kareM. jo pramAda yA bhUla se pApa ho gayA, usakA prAyazcita leM aura Atma zuddhi kareM. yahAM se prakriyA batalAI, agara ApakA phaimilI sAdhu hogA, kalyANakArI mitra hogA. binA phIsa lie ApakA ilAja karegA. mArgadarzana degA. hRdaya kholakara ke Apa prakaTa kareMge to usakA upAya batalAegA, bacane kA upAya batalAegA. pApa kI zuddhi ke lie prAyazcita Apako degA. hamezA ApakI AtmA kA vaha satat rakSaNa karegA. kyoMki kalyANa mitra hai. usakI dRSTi Apake pAkeTa para nahIM, ApakI AtmA para hai. ___ bAhara se Apa kitanA bhI mitra banAeM. mitra kI dRSTi ApakI pAkeTa para aTakegI. vaha kabhI antara hRdaya ko sparza nahIM karegI. aise mitroM se kyA kAma. kavi ne kahA "mitra aisA kIjie, jo DhAla sarIkhA hoy| __ mitra kaisA cAhie. pahale ke jamAne meM yuddha meM jAte. DhAla lekara jAte. jo zArIrika rakSaNa ke kAma meM AtA hai. vAra ko rokatA hai. talavAra kI dhAra sahana karatA hai. parantu zAnti ke samaya kahAM rakhA jAtA hai? pITha ke pIche. kabhI mahArANA chatrapati kI tasvIra dekhI hai? pITha ke pIche DhAla hotA hai. ____ jo saccA mitra hai, paropakArI hai. ApakI AtmA kI tarapha dRSTi rakhakara calane vAlA jo mitra hogA. Atma-kalyANa ke hita se jo ApakA mitra hogA. vaha kaisA? Apa jaba jAla da 212 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI %3 sukhI hoM, Ananda meM hoM, taba pITha ke pIche rahegA. kabhI Age Ane kA prayAsa nahIM karegA | Apako sukhI avasthA meM dekhakara Ananda meM rahegA. sAdhu kA jIvana hI aisA hotA hai kalyANa mitra kI taraha, hamArA mitra gRhastha meM prasanna hai, AtmA kI sAdhanA meM magna hai. bar3A Atma-santoSa milegA. vaha ApakI sukhI avasthA meM pIche raheMge. vaha kabhI Age Ane kA, Apase phAyadA uThAne kA prayAsa nahIM kareMge. koI galata phAyadA nahIM leMge. parantu jaba yuddha kA samaya hotA hai, jaba talavAra bhAle barache calate haiM aura sAmane yadi golI bArI calatI ho to DhAla kyA kAma AtA hai? kahAM oTanA hai? pIche se nikalakara Age AtA hai. talavAra kA ghAva svayaM sahana karatA hai, apane mitra ko bacAne ke lie. mitra aisA cAhie jaba karma ke Agamana kA samaya ho, sAmane Akara khar3A rahe. ApakA rakSaNa kare. Apako durgati meM jAne se bacAe. aisI mitratA ko hI yahAM svIkAra kiyA hai. to aise samaya jaba durvicAra kA AkramaNa ho, taba sAdhu Apake rakSaNa ke lie Ate haiM. sAmane Akara khar3e ho jAte haiM. bacAva karate haiM. ApameM saMkalpa jAgRta karate haiM. Apake andara viveka dRSTi kholate haiM. pravacanoM ke dvArA Apake upayoga aura viveka ko jagAte haiM. garjanA karake Apake hRdaya kI bhAvanAoM ko upasthita karate haiM. yaha kAma sAdhu puruSoM kA hai. niSkAma bhAvanA se ekAnta jagata ke prANImAtra ke kalyANa ke lie unakI kAmanA hotI hai? koI svArtha nahIM. para jagata meM aisA koI mitra nahIM milA. isIlie yahAM para kahA ki aisI sthiti meM Apa kyA kareMge? kahAM taka vakIla kA Azraya leMge? lene kI koI jarUrata nahIM. saca bolanA kabhI sIkhanA hI nahIM par3atA. jhUTha bolanA hI sIkhanA par3atA hai. yaha Apa yAda rakhanA. sarvatra nindAsatyAgo'varNavAdazca sAdhuSu / usa mahAna puruSa ne bar3I gaMbhIratA pUrvaka yaha sUtra diyA hai. ki saMpUrNa paranindA kA tyAga. bar3A svAda AtA hai paranindA meM bolate samaya pAnI pakaur3I khAte haiM, cATa khAte haiM, usase bhI jyAdA svAda isameM milatA hai. jitanI bAra bolo, utanI bAra nayA svAda milatA hai. usakA eka bAra milegA, isameM to aneka bAra milegA. bar3A Ananda AtA hai. parantu yaha nahIM socatA ki AgAmI bhava ke andara jIbha milegI nahIM. bhagavatI satra meM paramAtmA mahAvIra ne kahA - apane ziSya gautama se. he gautama! jo vyakti apanI jisa indriyoM kA durupayoga karegA. bhavAntara meM ve indriyAM usake lie dulabha hoMgI. milegI nahIM. AMkha kA durupayoga kiyA. andhApana AegA. kAna kA durupayoga kiyA - baharApana milegA. jIbha kA durupayoga kiyA to gUMge banoge. jIbha milegI hI nahIM. Apa vicAra kara lenA. ki prAkRtika vastu.kA kabhI durupayoga nahIM karanA. yadi durupayoga kiyA. asatya, paranindA meM, parakathA meM, vikathA ke andara ye jIbha milane vAlI nahIM. Maay 213 For Private And Personal Use Only

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3-guruvANI: bahuta samajha karake indriyoM kA upayoga karanA. ye prakRti ne varadAna diyA hai. paramAtmA ke smaraNa ke lie diyA hai. yadi Apane isakA durupayoga kiyA to hamAre jaisA koI durbhAgI. Apako nahIM milegA, kaise bolanA hai, kyA bolanA, yaha sIkhane kI bAta hai. vacana ratna mukha koThar3I, cupakara dIje tAla; grAhaka hoya to dIjie vANI vacana rsaal|| kavi ne kitanI sundara bAta kahI. Apa yahAM jauharI bAjAra meM jAiye. sonA cAMdI kA jo kAma karate hai. sarAphoM ke yahAM jAiye, ve kyA tijorI se bAhara nikAlakara pradarzanI meM rakhate haiM. koI javAhArAta, koI jvelarI, kabhI rakhate haiM? sAmAna dikhAne ke lie bAhara namUnA rahatA haiM. bahuta kImatI bahuta mUlyavAna sAmAna tijorI meM banda rahatA hai, parantu kaba dikhAyA jAtA hai. usake yogya koI pAtra A jAe. grAhaka A jAe. taba jAkara tijorI kholI jAtI hai. grAhaka ko mAla dikhAyA aura vApisa mAla andara rakhate haiM. barAbara jJAniyoM ne kahA hai: vacana ratna mukha koThar3I, cupa kara dIjai taal| zabda kyA haiM? ye to amUlya ratna jaise haiM, kohinUra hIre jaise haiM. bahuta mUlyavAna zabda haiM. kahAM rakhanA mukharUpI koTharI meM, tijorI meM aura chupA kara tAlA lagAkara rakhanA. grAhaka ho to dIjie vANI vacana rsaal| yadi koI grAhaka A jAe, yogya pAtra A jAe, to zabda ko denA, vANI kA vyApAra karanA. prema aura sadabhAva kI pUMjI kamA lenA. naphA le lenA aura vApisa cupa kA tAlA lagAkara baiTha jAnA. aise jIvana kA vyApAra kiyA jAtA hai. kupAtra ko kabhI upadeza nahIM diyA jAtA. bhagavAna mahAvIra ke sAtha varSoM taka gauzAlA rahA. paramAtmA ne kabhI upadeza diyA. Apane sunA hogA kalpa sUtra meM sArA prasaMga bhagavAna mahAvIra kA usameM gauzAle ke sAtha kA varNana AtA hai. kabhI gauzAlA ko upadeza diyA. caNDa kauzika ko upadeza dene paramAtmA vahAM cala karake gae. binA AmantraNa usake bila taka gae. caNDa kauzika ne bulAyA nahIM thA. ki bhagavAna mere dvAra para Ao. aura mujhe upadeza do. vahAM chadmastha kAla ke andara paramAtmA ne upadeza diyA. do zabda kahA use jAgRta karane ke lie. jJAna se paramAtmA jAnate the mere nimitta, se yaha AtmA jAgRta ho jAegI. ekAnta kalyANa kI bhAvanA se prabhu vahA gae. __gauzAlA sArA dina paramAtmA ke sAtha rahatA thA. kabhI prabhu ne kahA? kyoMki kupAtra thA. ayogya AtmAoM ko kabhI upadeza nahIM diyA jAtA. yogyatA aura pAtratA dekha kara upadeza diyA jAtA hai. uttama kheta ke andara bIja boyA jAtA hai. pahAr3oM ke andara yA registAna meM nahIM. 214 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI upadezo hI mUrkhANAM prakopAya na shaantye| payaHpAnaM bhujaMgAnAM kevalaM viSavardhanam // / kavi kAlidAsa ne kahA --- upadeza yogya AdamiyoM ko diyA jAtA hai. sAMpa ko dUdha pilAiye, jahara paidA karegA. mUrkha ko yadi Apane upadeza diyA, krodha utpanna karegA. Apake prati zatrutA paidA karegA. hamAre mAravAr3I meM bar3I sundara bAta hai. maiM to kaI bAra kahA karatA hUM. Apane sunA bhI hogAH jJAnI ko gurU ajJAnI kA dAsa // the upAr3I lAkar3I to maiM upAr3I ghAsa // yaha mAravAr3I kahAvata hai. maiM jJAniyoM kA guru hUM. ajJAniyoM kA to dAsa hUM. kyoMki ajJAniyoM ke sAtha ApakA yaha namratApUrvaka vyavahAra nahIM kara sakate. ve uddaNDa haiM. agara ve lakaDI uThAe to Apa ghAsa uThA lo. usI meM kalyANa hai. mukAbalA kabhI mata karanA. ajJAniyoM se kabhI zAstrArtha nahIM karanA. jar3atA hotI hai, pakar3a hotI hai, pUrvAgraha hotA haiM, una AtmAoM ke lie upadeza koI upayogI nahIM rahatA, koI mUlyavAna nahIM rahatA. ye to antarvAra kholakara AeM, namratA lekara ke AeM. to usake andara pAtratA AtI hai. taba pUrNatA milatI hai. yahAM para paramAtmA ne yahI kahA - vANI ke doSa kA sarvapraH vAraNa kara lenA hai. kyA boleMge? kaise boleMge? bhASA ke ATha guNa haiM. dazavaikAlika sUtra ke andara bhI prabha ne vANI kA viveka batalAyA. "apucchiyo na bhAsejjA bhAsamANassa aMtasa, piTTi maMsa na khAejjA, mAyA mosaM vivjje| paramAtmA mahAvIra ke mukha se nikale hue ye zabda haiM. kala isa para maiM vivecana karUMgA. yaha to bahuta samajhane kA hai, kyoMki vizvavyApI roga hai. anAdi kAla se calA AyA. yaha kronika bana gayA haiM. aba isakA IlAja bhI usI prakAra se kiyA jAnA haiM. jaba bImArI kronika bana jAtI hai. bar3I khataranAka hotI hai. yadi koI do cAra TaibaleTsa diyA to yaha koI aisI nahIM ki ApakI bImArI ko chur3A de, yAni mukta kara de. kAphI upacAra karanA par3egA. bar3A svAda AtA haiM, Adata hai, anAdikAlIna saMskAra hai. eka bAra nahIM aneka bAra kareMge, bhUla ho jAegI. kaise nikAleM. bhagavAna ne vANI ke prakAra batalAe ki bhASA kisa prakAra kI honI cAhie. bhASA eka apUrva vijJAna hai. bahuta bar3A camatkAra hai. zabda ke andara vaha jAdU hai. yuddha meM dekhie senApati kI eka garjanA hotI hai aura koI aisA tyAgI, deza kA mahAna netA bolatA hai, unake zabdoM kA jAdU kaisA? loga apane prANa dene ke lie yuddha meM jAte haiM. apanI gardana de / 215 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3-guruvANI dete haiM. chAtI kholakara, sInA tAnakara khar3e rahate haiM. goliyoM kI barasAta meM prANa kI Ahuti de dete haiM. zabda meM vaha karAmAta hai. ___ kaI zabda aise hote haiM, agara bAjAra meM bola gae to ApakI gardana alaga ho jAtI hai. eka sAmAnya zabda meM bhI agara itanI tAkata ki ApakI gardana alaga kara de yA sAmane vAlA vyakti Apake lie apanA prANa de de, to mahAmantroM meM kaisI tAkata hogI. bhASA ke viveka meM kyA zakti hogI? vahI to dekhanA hai. bhASA kA viveka mujhe cAhie. bhagavAna ne isake ATha prakAra batalAe: stokam , madhuram, nipuNam, kArya patitam, atuccham, garva rahitam, pUrvasaMkalitam, aura dharma sNyuktm| ATha haiM. usameM sarvaprathama-stokama meM nirdeza diyA. bhASA bolanI to kaise bolanI. bahuta kama. sAdhanA meM mauna ko prANa mAnA hai. hamAre yahAM bhI pratikramaNa, kAyotsarga, sAmAyika meM kyA bolate haiM. bar3I sundara prakriyA hai. yaha dhyAna kI prakriyA hai. para dhyAna AegA kaise. mauna pUrvaka. mauna usakA AdhArastambha hai. ThANeNaM moNeNaM jhaannennN| ye zabda haiM prAkRta meM. eka sthAna para mauna pUrvaka maiM dhyAna karatA hUM. pahale jhANeNaM nahIM AtA, moNeNaM pahale AtA hai. mauna pUrvaka. vicAroM kA saMyama rakha karake paramAtmA kA smaraNa karUMgA. mana se bilkula mauna ho jAUMgA. saMsAra se zUnya bana jAnA vAstivaka mauna hai. kAyA meM zUnya bananA yaha kAyA kA mauna hai. tInoM prakAra se maiM mauna ko grahaNa karatA hUM. eka sthAna para sthiratA pUrvaka, bilkula zabda kA vyApAra kie binA hamAre yahAM to AtmA kA vyApAra calatA hai. dhyAnapUrvaka paramAtmA kA smaraNa karatA hUM. dhyAna se pahale mauna kI bhUmikA AnI cAhie. sArI sAdhanA ko saphala banAne kA yahI kAraNa. hamAre jitane AdhyAtmika puruSa hue, unake jIvana meM Apa dekheMge, bahata kama bolane vAle mileMge. bakavAsa nahIM kareMge. eka zabda kA bhI galata prayoga nahIM kareMge.. maharSi pAtaMjala yoga darzana ke racayitA, bahuta bar3e vidvAna bhArata ke mahAna dArzanika ne kyA kahA. yoga meM praveza karane se pahale sUcanA dIH vacanapAtAt, vIryapAtAt, gariyasI // Aja kA maiDikala sAIMsa bhI isa bAta ko mAnane laga gayA. eka pAuMDa dUdha pIne ke bAda zarIra ko jo zakti milatI hai. eka zabda bolane meM vaha zakti kSaya ho jAtI hai, yaha Aja vaijJAnikoM kA niSkarSa hai. unhoMne khoja kI ki RSi muni dhyAna kyoM karate, the? mauna kyoM rakhate the? vANI kA itanA saMyama itanI kaMjUsI kyoM karate haiM? usake pIche kyA rahasya chipA hai? zArIrika zakti kSaya hotI hai, vaha na ho. bhagavAna mahAvIra ne sAr3he bAraha varSa taka mauna rakhA. pUrNa jJAna kI prApti ke bAda upadeza / - 216 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI diyA thA. chadamastha paryAya meM mauna pUrvaka dharma dhyAna, zukla dhyAna meM rahe. usake bAda AtmA jagat kI prApti huI taba jagat kalyANa ke lie bole. mauna kA bar3A mahattva hai. mauna se cintanabala, vicArabala bar3hegA, cintana kI gaharAI milegI. hamAre eka mahAtmA cAturmAsa meM Ae, Apa jaise sadabhAva vAle vyakti the. bar3A Agraha kiyA. parantu munirAja aise pavitra the, mauna rakhate, bhASA kA saMyama. bolate nahIM. unhoMne pahale hI kaha diyA maiM cAra mahIne mauna rakhUgA. para calA nahIM. logoM ne Akara gar3abar3I paidA kI. bahuta Agraha kiyA ki Aja caturmAsI caudasa hai, Aja to caturmAsa prArambha ho rahA hai. do akSara Apa bolie. hama nirdoSa ho jAeM. sAdhu AcAra to hai. upadeza denA, yaha sAdhuoM kA kartavya hai. parantu mauna kI bhASA meM bhI bahuta kucha kahA jAtA hai. bhagavAna mahAvIra niSkriya nahIM rahe. sAr3he bAraha varSa taka mauna kI bhASA meM jagat ko upadeza diyA. unake kArya se, unake calane se, pratyeka kriyA se logoM ko preraNA milI. mauna unakI bhASA thI. sAdhane kaha diyA ThIka hai yadi ApakA itanA Agraha hai likha karake de diyA catarmAsI caudasa para maiM jarUra AUMgA aura saMyoga barAbara caturmAsI caudasa ko Ae. Apa jaise bhadra loga the, Akara baiThe. mahArAja ne maMgalAcaraNa kiyA. saMgha kA Agraha kabhI tiraskAra kiyA nahIM jAtA. hamezA kisI kI sadbhAvanA kA Adara karanA cAhie. yaha bhI eka ziSTAcAra hai. nahIM to loka viruddha hogA. isa sUtra meM batalAyA gayA. aisA loka viruddha kArya nahIM karanA jisase aprIti utpanna ho jAe. abhAva utpanna ho jAe. binA kAraNa mAnasika kleza kA kAraNa bana jAe. aisA kArya nahIM karanA. mahArAja ne logoM kI sadabhAvanA ko dekhakara ke itanA hI kahA. pahalA dina thA caturmAsI caudasa kA. usa dina unhoMne yaha kahA - eka prazna kiyA, jitane bhI loga baiThe haiM, unase kahA ki bhAI Apake Agraha se maiM AyA hUM. mujhe Aja kucha nahIM kahanA hai. maMgalAcaraNa ke bAda eka prazna pUchanA hai. yadi prazna pUchane meM uttara santoSaprada hogA to maiM pravacana dUMgA, nahIM to mauna rahUMgA. logoM ne kahA - bar3I khuzI se pUchie. mahArAja ne pUchA - AtmA, paramAtmA aura mokSa meM ApakA vizvAsa hai. saba loga kahane lage - mahArAja kyA bAta karate haiM? pUrA vizvAsa hai. sabane hAtha U~cA kiyA, binA vizvAsa ke yahAM Ae kaise? saba ko vizvAsa hai. __ mahArAja ne kahA - aba mujhe kucha bolanA hI nahIM hai, jo mujhe samajhAnA thA, vaha to Apako AtA hai, jo vizvAsa paidA karanA thA, vaha to pahale se hI AtA hai. maiM bolakara kyA samaya naSTa karUM, merA kAma ho gayA. sarva maMgala kara diyA mahArAja ne. - - - 217 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: logoM ne kahA acche bevakUpha bane barAbara paryuSaNa kA samaya AyA. madhya caturmAsa kA samaya AyA aura logoM ne bar3A Agraha kiyA ki mahArAja mahA maMgalakArI paryuSaNa parva AyA. kama se kama do akSara to Apa bolie bahuta Agraha thA, mahArAja ne svIkAra kiyA. Ae prema kA Agraha thA. prema eka aisA bandhana hai binA tAlA aura cAbI kA mahArAja Ae baiThe. pravacana meM maMgalAcaraNa kiyA aura phira vahI prazna upasthita kiyA. sAdhuoM kA ghUma phira karake yahI sabjaikTa hogA. tyAgI puruSoM kA dUsarA koI viSaya nahIM hogA, yahI sabjekTa isI vartula meM ghUmanA hai. vahI pUchA AtmA paramAtmA aura mokSa meM ApakA vizvAsa hai, loga pahale se hI reDimeDa uttara lekara Ae. pahale bevakUpha bana gae the. jitane loga baiThe the kahA- mahArAja bilkula nahIM. aba to mahArAja boleMge. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir - mahArAja ne kahA jo mujhe samajhanA thA, vahAM to Apa pahale hI khoja karake A gae. vahAM kucha hai hI nahIM, to aba binA pAye kA makAna kahAM banAUM AdhArazilA hI nahIM hai. zraddhA kI bhUmikA hI nahIM. aise vyakti jo mere se pahale hI apanI yAtrA meM jA karake aura mokSa dekhakara lauTa Ae. AtmA kI khoja karake A bhI gae ki vahAM kucha hai hI nahIM. aba maiM kyA karUMgA batalA karake sarva maMgala kara diyA mahArAja ne - bhUmikA hI nahIM hai, jAnane kI jijJAsA hI nahIM hai. pyAsa hI nahIM hai. aura jo maiM khoja rahA hUM, yAtrI banakara pahuMcA nahIM hUM para vizvAsapUrvaka apanI yAtrA meM Age bar3ha rahA hUM. parantu Apa to gae, lauTa kara bhI A gae, khoja karake bhI A gae. paramAtmA nahIM. AtmA kI bhI khoja kara lI ki AtmA bhI kucha nahIM hai paramAtmA bhI nahIM mokSa bhI nahIM. to maiM batalAkara kyoM apanA samaya naSTa karUM. bakavAsa karUM. isase to apanI sAdhanA karUM. logoM ne kahA Aja bhI ThIka bana gae. bAta bilkula sahI thI. cAra mahIne pUre ho gae. mahArAja kI vidAI kA samaya AyA kArtika sudI pUrNimA prasthAna karane laga gae. logoM ne kahA mahArAja Aja to do zabda bola jAiye. bahuta Agraha dekhA mahArAja ne kahA- jAte-jAte maMgala AzIrvAda dekara ke jAUM, loga pahale se hI bar3e taiyAra the jaise hI mahArAja ne Akara maMgalAcaraNa kiyA. phira vahI prazna AtmA, paramAtmA, mokSa meM ApakA vizvAsa hai ? to Age baDhUM. Adhe logoM ne kahA bilkula nahIM. Adhe ne kahA sAhaba! pUrA vizvAsa hai. dekhA ! mahArAja duvidhA meM Agaye. : mahArAja ne kahA merA kAma ho gayA Apa jAnate haiM Adhe ne kahA vizvAsa hai. vaha inheM nahIM jAnane vAle Adhe ko Apa samajhA do mujhe bIca meM kyoM lAe, vyAkhyAna pUrA. sarva maMgala karadIyA. samajha gae, mauna ke andara bar3I gaharAI hotI hai. bahuta bar3A isameM sAiMsa chipA hai. 218 For Private And Personal Use Only S UC

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-guruvANI: mauna ke andara adbhuta sAdhanA kA eka prakAra hai. mauna kA eka apUrva rahasya hai. isIlie vicAraka puruSoM ne kahA, bhASA ke ATha guNoM meM sarva-prathama stokam. mauna kA mahattva diyA. yadi bolanA par3e to ati alpa stokam kA matalaba hai bahuta kama. alpam. z2arUrata se jyAdA nahIM. vaira se kaTutA se saMgharSa se ApakA rakSaNa ho. __ maiM sArI cIjeM Apako kala samajhAUMgA. isake bAda kA jo madhura, nipuNam, kArya patitam, atuccham, garva rahitam, pUrva saMkalitam, dharma saMyuktam, -- ye bhASA ke bar3e madhura guNa haiM. eka bAra ina guNoM ko yadi Apa samajha leM. to ApakI bhASA pariSkRta ho jAegI. ___kaisA pAnI philTara AtA hai, pIne para pyAsa bujhA de. yaha bhASA bhI chAna karake philTara hokara ke Ae jo pyAsa bujhA de. usake andara jarA bhI vikAra ke kITANu na raheM, z2arA bhI vAirasa na mileM, vaira virodha ke. yadi ApakI vANI kA vyavahAra isa prakAra kA ho, to yaha vyavahAra Apako vahAM taka pahuMcAne meM madada karegA. paryuSaNa parva kI ArAdhanA ApakI saphala banA degA. ___bhASA meM niyantraNa cAhie. maiM isa viSaya ko samajhAUMgA. aba samaya ho cukA hai, Aja itanA hI. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jainaM jayati zAsanam" ___ jaba-jaba vicAroM meM pApa kA praveza ho, taba * taba yaha gahana cintana karanA ki maiM prati pala mRtyu kI ora Age bar3ha rahA hU~. kadama-dara-kadama merI jIvana-yAtrA mauta kI ora ho rahI hai. mere pApoM ke kyA duSpariNAma hoMge? mRtyu kA cintana pApa maya pravRtti ko vilambita karegA aura isa prakAra sambhava hai AdamI pApa se baca jAya. 219 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Jan www.kobatirth.org guruvANI ATha guNoM kA camatkAra parama kRpAlu bhagavanta zrI haribhadrasUri jI mahArAja ne jIva mAtra ke kalyANa kI maMgala bhAvanA se isa dharmabindu sUtra kI racanA kI kisa prakAra se sAdhanA ke mAdhyama se sva kI prApti kara anAdi kAlIna vAsanA se AtmA mukta bane sva aura para kA bheda vijJAna kisa prakAra se vyakti kI jAnakArI meM Ae. vaha sArA hI maMgala paricaya ina sUtroM ke dvArA diyA gayA hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jIvana vyavahAra kA saMpUrNa paricaya dhArmika mAdhyama se diyA hai. vyavahAra ko kisa prakAra dharma pradhAna banAyA jAe, usakI sArI rUparekhA ina AcAra sUtroM se unhoMne batalAyI. ziSTa aura sajjana vyaktiyoM kA AcAra kisa prakAra honA cAhie ? Apake vyavahAra se, ApakI vANI se ApakI antara dazA kA sahaja meM paricaya mila pAegA. sarvaprathama AcAra zuddha honA cAhie taba jAkara ke AtmA kA zuddhikaraNa kiyA jA sakatA hai. isalie Apake AdhAra kA paricaya, dhArmika dRSTikoNa se, sAmAjika dRSTikoNa se, Arogya kI dRSTikoNa se, saba prakAra se diyA gayA hai. kala jisa para Apane vicAra kiyA jo jagat ke andara sarva vyApaka hai. koI vyakti viralA hI isameM se bacA hogA. yaha itanA bhayaMkara AtmA kA prabala zatru hai. bImArI kA yaha mukhya kAraNa hai kisa taraha se isa bImArI se bacA jAe AtmA ke parama Arogya ko prApta kiyA jAe ApakI AtmA kA zuddhikaraNa kisa prakAra se saMbhava ho, vaha upAya batalAyAH "sarvatra nindAsaMtyAgo 'varNavAdazca sAdhuSu" jagat kI sabase bar3I bImArI hai, sarvavyApta bImArI hai aura yaha kITANu bar3A khataranAka hai. yaha zarIra hI nahIM apitu ApakI AtmA ko barabAda karake rakha detA hai AtmA ke sAre guNoM ko mUrcchita karake rakhatA hai. jagat kI AtmAoM ke sAtha jo prema kA saMbaMdha hai usakA viccheda karatA hai nAza kara detA hai. isalie bhagavAna ne kahA ki jo satya bhI ho. kahane jaisA bhI ho, parantu yadi sAmane vAle vyakti meM usake grahaNa kI pAtratA na ho, vahAM mauna rahanA hI zreSThakara hai, nahIM to vaha kaSAya aura kleza kA kAraNa banatA hai. hara vyakti ko upadeza dene kA apanA adhikAra nahIM. jagat meM kisI ko sudhArane ke lie nahIM Ae. apane ko sudhArane ke lie Ae. hamAre AcaraNa ko prema pUrvaka preraNA se yadi koI vyakti prApta kara le, to bar3I acchI bAta hai. parantu logoM kI Adata hai 220 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI ___ 'paropadeze pANDityam.' maiM bahuta sundara bar3A jAnakAra hUM. aura dUsare saba galata kara rahe haiM. yaha jo vyakti ke mana meM kuNThita bhAvanA AtI hai. usI kA pariNAma zabdoM ke andara se jahara nikalatA hai. sAmane vAlA vyakti agara grahaNa na kara pAe, yogyatA kA abhAva ho. usakI pratikriyA bar3I galata hotI hai. vaha svayaM ko sahana karanA par3atA hai. jhukanA par3atA hai. bhagavanta ke samaya bhI bahuta-se paramAtmA ke vicAra kA virodha karane vAle vyakti hue the. paramAtmA mahAvIra kA siddhAnta unheM priya nahIM thA. aise eka nahIM tIna sau tirasaTha vicAra dhArA ke loga-dharmAtmA usa samaya vidyamAna the. alaga-alaga prakAra se vicAroM kA virodha karate the. bhagavanta ne jo satya thA jagata ke samakSa rakhA, parantu unake zabda meM jarA bhI durgandha nahIM AyI. z2arA bhI una zabdoM ke andara unakA mAnasika kleza najara nahIM AyA. dArzanika vicAra dhArA ko lekara ke virodha cala rahA thA. hara vyakti kA virodha huA. kisakA nahIM hotA hai? parantu bhagavanta ne apane Adarza ko chor3A nahIM. sabake samakSa apanA Adarza prastuta kiyA. itane bhayaMkara vAtAvaraNa meM anekAnta dRSTi dekara ke jagat ko samanvaya kA rAstA batalAyA. parantu bhagavanta ne kabhI apane mukha se yaha nahIM kahA ki tuma galata kara rahe ho. jo satya thA sAmane rakhA, andhakAra ko dUra karane ke liye yadi Apa phAyariMga kareMge, to andhakAra nahIM jAegA. talavAra se andhakAra ko kATane kA prayAsa kareM to saphalatA nahIM milegI. jarA sA prakAza utpanna kara dIjie. andhakAra svayaM calA jAegA. anAdi ananta kAla se mithyAtva kI graMthi AtmA ke sAtha baMdhI huI hai. varSoM se kleza kA saMskAra lekara Ae. jarA-sA prema utpanna kara dIjie, kleza svayaM calA jAegA. paramAtmA ne jagat ko vicAra kA prakAza diyA, aMdhakAra cale gae. ahaMkAra abhimAna ko lekara Ane vAle indrabhUti paramAtmA kI vicAradhArA ke prabala zatru, ke mana meM jJAna kA ajIrNa thA. paramAtmA ne Ate hI unakA tiraskAra nahIM kiyA, bhagavanta ne yaha nahIM kahA thA tU merA virodhI hai. tU durAgrAhI hai, tU galata hai maiM tere-se bAta karanA bhI pasanda nahIM karUMgA. jarA bhI prabhu ne koI aisA rAstA nahIM liyA jo galata ho. Ate hI baDe prema pUrvaka saMbodhita kiyA, Ao indrabhUti! vahI Antarika sneha, vahI vAtsalya, paramAtmA kI Antarika karuNA barasI. indrabhUti mana meM vicAra karatA hai ki jIvana meM pahalI bAra isa mahApuruSa ke pAsa AyA hUM. Aja taka inakA mere sAtha koI paricaya nahIM, kabhI sAkSAtkAra nahIM huA. kisI prakAra kI mulAkAta nahIM huI. phira bhI prabhu ne mere nAma se mujhe saMbodhita kiyA. ___ mana meM vicAra AyA ki jagat meM mujhe kauna nahIM jAnatA. sArI duniyA mujhe jAnatI hai. ho sakatA hai mahAvIra bhI jAnate ho. isIlie mere nAma se pukAra karake kahA. parantu - 221 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI mere mana ke saMzaya ko yadi batalA deM. aura usakA samAdhAna kareM to maiM samarpita ho jAUM. paramAtmA to svayaM sarvajJa the. vahAM koI kahane jaisI bAta to thI nahIM. prabhu ne mana ke saMzaya ko sAmane rakhA aura ucita samAdhAna kiyA. mere kahane kA yahI Azaya hai. itanA virodha karane vAlA indrabhUti parantu prabhu ne usake sAtha zAlIna vyavahAra kiyA. sahI ziSTAcAra, jarA bhI durbhAvanA nahIM, jarA bhI tiraskAra kI bhAvanA nahIM. vahI prema dRSTi yadi apane andara A jAe to apanI sRSTi sudhara jAe. samrAT zreNika paramAtmA ke caraNoM kA mahAna upAsaka thA. kabhI prabhu ne samrAT zreNika se ye Adeza nahIM diyA - "virodhiyoM ko rAjya se bAhara nikAla diyA jAe. mere sAmrAjya ke aMdara tU merA parama bhakta aura tere samrAjya meM mere virodhI haiM, unheM cupa kara diyA jAe. kabhI prabhu ne kahA? devatAoM kA prabhu ke pAsa Agamana hotA. indra mahArAja paramAtmA kI sevA meM Ate. aisA unakA Alaukika puNyodaya. tIrthaMkara nAma karma kA udaya kabhI prabhu ne indra se yaha Adeza nahIM diyA. kyoMki aisA kara ina virodhiyoM ko zikSA mile. hamAre aMdara uttejanA AtI hai. hamAre aMdara Aveza A jAtA hai. kisI ke vicAra ko pacAne kI tAkata hamAre aMdara nahIM. Apa kaSAyoM ko pacA lIjie. TaoNnika bana jAegA. samatA rasa utpanna karane vAlA bana jAegA. samatA rasa AtmA ke lie TaoNnika hai. vaha z2ahara bhI amRta bana jAegA. jo z2ahara ko pacA le, vahI mahAdeva banatA hai. vaidika paraMparA meM bar3I suMdara eka kalpanA hai. devatAoM ne samudra kA maMthana kiyA. donoM padArtha usameM se bAhara Ae. jahara bhI AyA aura amRta bhI AyA. jitane bhI deva vahAM upasthita the, unhoMne amRta pAna to kara liyA paraMtu jahara khAne ko koI taiyAra nahIM. use svIkAra karane ke lie koI taiyAra nahIM. zaMkara vahAM maujada the. devatAoM ne dekhA bar3I samasyA ho jAegI. jahara kA pAna karanA bhI jarUrI hai. paraMtu kisI ke pAsa yaha sAhasa nahIM ki vahAM jAkara jahara kA pAna kare. sAre devatA milakara Ae aura zaMkara ke caraNoM meM gire aura kahA prabhu hama asamartha haiM. amRta to hama pI gae, jahara pIne ko koI taiyAra nahIM. kyA kiyA jAe? koI upAya batalAiye. zaMkarajI bar3e dayAlu the. aura hRdaya se unakI AtmA sarala thI. isalie bhole nAtha kahA jAtA hai. viSa diyA, unhoMne kahA koI harja nahIM, maiM pIne ko taiyAra hUM. lAo mere pAtra meM de do. maMthana ke dvArA jo jahara nikalA thA, zaMkara usakA pAna kara gae. devatA bar3e ghabarAe ki kahIM anartha na ho jAe. sahaja bhAva meM maiMne to prArthanA kI aura prabhu ne svIkAra kara liyA. zaMkara to pI bhI gae. sAre devatA vahAM ghUmane laga gae. unakA prArthanA meM eka rudana thA ki bhagavana! kahIM anartha na ho jAe. hamane ApakA ghora avinaya kiyA hai, hameM kSamA kara deM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra - www.kobatirth.org : guruvANI unhoMne kahA isameM koI bar3I bAta nahIM. yaugika prakriyA ke dvArA, yoga zakti se. unhoMne apane gale ke aMdara usa viSa kA zamana kara diyA. unakA jo kaNTha thA, vaha nIlavarNa vAlA ho gayA. isalie vizeSaNa lagAte haiM nIlakaMTha z2ahara ke kAraNa unakA kaNTha nIlA par3a gayA. yaugika kriyA ke dvArA use vahIM staMbhita kara diyA, tAki zarIra meM usakI koI galata pratikriyA na ho. sAre devatAoM ne bahuta bar3I sabhA kI. aura milakara ke nirNaya kiyA ki hama to deva haiM, jitane bhI avatArI puruSa hue sabhI deva haiM. sabhI ne amRta kA pAna kiyA. eka mAtra zaMkara ne z2ahara kA pAna kiyA. Aja se ye deva nahIM, mahAdeva kahalAeMge. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir yaha vaidika kalpanA kA bar3A suMdara rUpaka hai. aura AdhyAtmika dRSTi se ise samajhanA hai. jo vyakti kar3avA z2ahara pIegA. kisI ke zabda kA pAna karegA, tiraskAra kA pAna karegA, kisI ke krodha kA yadi pAna kara jAe aura sahaja pUrvaka use svIkAra kara le, to vaha jahara amRta bana jAegA. AtmA ke lie TaoNnika bana jAegA. vaha Apake jIvana kI eka suMdara kasauTI hogI. vahI mahAvIra banegA. hamAre pAsa pacAne ke lie hojarI nahIM: pAcanazakti itanI kSINa hai. galata pratikrayA ho jAegI. aura jagaha hama mauna rahate haiM. bhaya se cupa rahate haiM, jAnate haiM ki bolUMgA to galata pariNAma AegA. Aveza A jAtA hai. turaMta nindA kA Azraya le lete haiM. parAzrita bana jAte haiM. karma ke Azrita bana jAte haiM. AtmA ke AvalaMbana ko chor3a dete haiM. AtmA ke guNoM kI upekSA kara dete haiM aura apane antara kI cetanA kI hatyA kara dete haiM. sArI sAdhanA "chAra para lipano teha jAno", gobara kA lepa lagAyA ho ghara ke aMdara rAkha ke Upara yadi Apa gobara kA lepa karo, vo gobara TikegA ? usI taraha binA samatva ke binA isa prakAra kI maMgala bhAvanA ke, Apa sArI dharma kriyA kareM koI usakA mUlya nahIM rahegA. gobara ubar3a jAne vAlA hai. kSaNika hai. Tikane vAlA nahIM, usameM sthAyitva nahIM. sAre guNa mUrcchita ho jAte sAre kaSAya ko janma dene vAlI yaha paranindA hai. para carcA jisase AtmA kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM. gAMva ke bAhara baiThane vAlA vyakti gAMva kI gAya ko ginatA hai. kisI vyakti kI Adata thI, gAMva ke bAhara baiThanA. sAre gAMva kI gAMyeM carakara jaba vApisa lauTatI, godhUli ke samaya to vahI ginA karatA thA. bekAra baiThA thA. isake ghara itanI gAya. pUre gAMva kI saba gAya usakI aMgulI para - kisI sAthI ne kahA "tuma bekAra samaya naSTa karate ho. isa paracarcA se dUsaroM ke vicAra se tujhe kyA milegA ? hajAroM gAyoM ko tU hara roz2a ginatA hai. hareka ghara kI gAyoM kI saMkhyA tujhe mAlUma hai. para kabhI eka chaTAMka eka pAMva dUdha milA hai ?" "yAra vaha to nahIM milA." 223 For Private And Personal Use Only do

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra a AL www.kobatirth.org guruvANI: "to isa bekAra kI mAthA phoDI se kyA matalaba?" mAtra hama paracarcA kareM. para nindA kareM. vaha aisA, yaha aisA, isase ApakI AtmA ko kyA lenA denA ? ApakI AtmA ko kyA lAbha milA? usase kauna sA aisA puNya Apane upArjana kiyA? kauna se aise puNya kI Apako prApti huI ? sivAya kleza ke aura kucha nahIM Apako milegA. mAnasika kleza aura saMtApa se pIr3ita AtmA ko kabhI zAnti aura samAdhi kA anubhava prApta nahIM ho sakatA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir paramAtmA ne apanI dezanA ke aMdara apane pravacana meM yahI mArgadarzana diyA ki jaise bhI ho vANI kA kabhI durupayoga nahIM karanA cAhe kaisA bhI prasaMga A jAe. mauna ke dvArA apanI AtmA kI pavitratA ko kAyama rakhanA. paramAtmA jJAna se saba jAnate the. sarvajJa the. jo AtmA sarvajJa hotI hai, kaivalya jJAna prApta kara letI hai. sAre jagat kA citra unake samakSa spaSTa hotA hai. bhUta, bhAvI aura vartamAna unakI jAnakArI se bAhara nahIM rahatA. tInoM kAla ke samasta vAstavikatAoM ko jAnane vAle hote haiM. Apane Azcarya se dekhA kabhI samavasaraNa meM jaba prabhu dezanA dete haiM. pravacana dete haiM. sabhI AtmA pavitra nahIM hotI. eka eka AtmA ke manogata bhAvoM ko jAnane vAle usakI sArI pApa kriyA ko jAnane vAle, bhagavanta ne kabhI apanI dezanA meM yaha kahA tU kyA bAta karatA hai? terA jIvana meM jAnatA hUM kisI AtmA ke jIvana kA prakAzana kiyA. kisI ke pApa kA visphoTa kiyA ? kaisA gAMbhIrya thA. "sAgara vara gambhIrA" hamAre yahAM pratikramaNa sUtra meM kahA jAtA hai, sAgara ke samAna paramAtmA gaMbhIra hote haiM. jarA bhI chalakate nahIM. vicAra meM jarA bhI uttejanA nahIM. kArya meM kaisA samatva vicAra meM kaisI dhIratA. kaisI gaMbhIratA. jAnate hue bhI nahIM, kyoMki unase to koI pApa chipA nahIM. paraMtu prabhu ne kucha bhI nahIM kahA, kisI se bhI nahIM kahA. , tU kyA karatA hai? maiM saba jAnatA hUM. hamArI Adata bar3I vicitra hai. binA jAnakArI ke bhI hama kaha deMge. kisI ko nIcA utArane ke lie tiraskRta karane ke lie, apamAnita karane ke lie nahIM Ae hama bola deMge. bhagavanta ne kahA 7 yadi Apane kabhI bolane nahIM jaisA kucha bolA to nahIM sunane jaisA Apako kala sunanA bhI par3egA nahIM karane jaisA kArya yadi Apane kiyA, to nahIM bhogane jaisI sajA bhI Apako hI bhoganI par3egI. 224 bolate samaya Apa vicAra karake bolanA nahIM to phira nahIM sunane jaisA hI sunanA paDegA. vyakti kI Adata hai. For Private And Personal Use Only HOFER NE

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guruvANI - eka bAra baMbaI meM eka vakIla ne mujhase se pUchA. ki saca bAta para Aveza A jAtA hai. to mahArAja ne kahA Aveza AegA hI. koI AdamI galata karatA hai, hamase sahana nahIM hotA. ___ maiMne kahA - "AdamI ko sudhArane kA yaha sahI rAstA nahIM. aise Aveza meM sivAya nukasAna ke kucha bhI nahIM." ___ maiMne unase kahA - "dharma sthAna meM Ane vAle, maMdira kI sevA karane vAle, paraMtu hamArI yaha Adata ki jarA kucha bhI icchA ke viparIta huA. turaMta boleMge." eka aisA vyakti mujhe milA - tyAga patra lekara AyA subaha hI mere pAsa. maiMne kahA - "kyoM, kyA bAta hai?" "basa aba tyAga patra de denA hai." "kyoM?" "sAthiyoM se hamArA mana mela nahIM baiThatA hai, maiM bahuta saccI bAta kA Agraha karatA hUM. aura koI mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM. maiM kyoM jhukU?" sArI garmI usane nikAlI. maiMne kahA gussA AyA hai, isako vomiTa karane do. usake bAda zAnti se bAta karo. ___ vyakti ko pahale Apa zAnta ho jAne dIjie. phira usase bAta kareM. garma tela ke aMdara Apa z2arA bhI pAnI DAleMge, chIMTA DAleMge usakA pariNAma, pahale Apako jalAegA. usakI pratikriyA bar3I galata hogI. Aveza aura uttejanA meM yadi Apane upadeza diyA, usakA pariNAma ApakI AtmA meM bhI kleza hogA, uttejanA A jAegI. vyakti ko pahale zAnta hone dIjie. Aveza meM thA. "maiM baradAzta nahIM karatA, eka ghar3I bhI isameM rahanA pasaMda nahIM karatA. merA rAjInAmA. kisI ko nahIM dUMgA. Apako hI dene AyA hUM. basa Apa unheM pahuMcA dIjie." bolakara ke cupa ho gayA. ____ maiMne kahA - yahAM to saba apane bhAI haiM. saba milakara ke dharma kA suMdara kArya saMcAlana karate haiM. hotA hai kaI bAra vicAroM meM tAlamela nahIM baiThatA. jarA socie. jarA samaya jAne dIjie. unakI uttejanA khatma ho jAe. apanI saccI bAta rakhie. Aja nahIM to kala z2arUra mAneMge. eDajasTa hone kA Apa prayatna kIjie. maiMne kahA - aise to ghara meM bhI prasaMga Apake Ate hoMge. yahAM to kabhI mahIne meM eka bAra mITiMga hotI hai. paraMtu ghara ke aMdara to roz2a carcAeM calatI hoMgI. hara ghara kI eka alaga rAmAyaNa hai. kaho, agara durgA devI jaisI bahU A jAe, rAvaNa ke avatAra jaisA koI suputra A jAe. yamarAja ke pratinidhi banakara koI jamAI A jAe. ghara meM roja upasarga calatA ho. ___ mahAvIra ne to sAr3e bAraha varSa sahana kiyA, paraMtu yahAM hamArA jIvana to aisA hai jIvana paryanta saMgharSa calatA hai. aura vahAM roja apamAnita honA par3e. lar3ake ApakI mAne nahIM. ar 225 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI ve ApakI bAta suneM nahIM, gharavAlI Apase AMkha milAe nahIM, ye sArA vAtAvaraNa yadi tanAvapUrNa ho, Apa baradAzta karate haiM ki nahIM? maiMne unase kahA - ghara se rAjInAmA de dIjie, mere yahAM Aiye dvAra khulA haA hai. koI vyakti apane ghara se rAjInAmA, tyAga patra dene ko taiyAra nahIM, maMdira se de degA, TrasTa se de degA, bAhara se de degA, Aveza meM AegA. ghara meM roz2a yaha rAmAyaNa ghaTatI hai. paraMtu koI ghara se tyAga patra de kara ke Ane vAlA nahIM milA. vahAM hama saba sahana kara lete haiM. sAdhanA meM sahanazIlatA kA abhAva to sAdhanA kahAM se paripakva banegI? vaha sAdhanA kahAM jIvana meM mahaka degI? Ananda de hI nahIM sakatI. saMsAra meM sahana hotA hai. pulisa sTezana meM AmantraNa mile, vahAM agara apamAnita kiyA jAya, kaise sahana karate haiM. bolate haiM jarA bhI? mauna ho jAte hai. inkama Taiksa oNphisa meM gae, savAla kiyA jAtA hai. eka akSara bolate haiM? kalaikTara ke oNphisa meM gae, kisI bar3e oNphisara ke pAsa gae. yadi vaha dhamakAe, apamAnita kare, koI vahAM ziSTAcAra nahIM aura kitanI kSamatA se sahana karate haiM. dhanyavAda. sArI samasyA yahIM paidA hotI hai. jarA Atma-dRSTi se Apa vicAra karie, hamArA vyavahAra kitanA dharma se zUnya banA hai. jarA bhI vyakti vicAra nahIM karegA. Atma-dRSTi se, vaha kabhI nahIM socegA ki maiM galata kArya kara rahA hUM. isakA pariNAma bar3A galata AegA. dharma se zUnya jIvana kA yahI pariNAma, vaha kahIM prema saMpAdana nahIM kara pAegA. bihAra ke aMdara eka gArDana meM se nikala rahA thA. bacce phuTabAla khela rahe the. acAnaka phuTabAla khelate-khelate vaha grAuMDa se nikala kara mere pAMva ke pAsa AyA. bar3I suMdara maiMne kalpanA kI. phuTabAla se pUchA - "bhAI kyA bAta hai. tU jahAM jAtA hai vahIM ThokareM khAtA hai. isakA kyA kAraNa hai? koI tujhe hAtha meM lenA pasaMda nahIM karatA? jahAM jAeM vahIM Thokara. terI ye durdazA dekhakara mujhe dayA A gaI." ____ phuTabAla ne ekadama satya kaha diyA. Apa se to chipA kara ke bAta kyA karUM.. usane kahA -- "mahArAja mere aMdara pola hai. bilkula zUnya hUM, yahI kAraNa jahAM jAUM, vahIM Thokara milatI hai." jisa AtmA kA jIvana phuTabAla kI taraha dharma zUnya hogA. ekadama pola hogA, vaha jagat ke aMdara karma kI Thokara hI khAegA. sanmAna kA pAtra nahIM banegA. kahIM use Adara nahIM milegA. ___ hamArA jIvana isa prakAra dharma se zUnya nahIM honA cAhie. zabdoM se vyakti kI pahacAna hotI hai. tapele meM kyA hai? vaha cammaca kaha detA hai. antara hRdara meM ApakA cintana kaisA hai? yaha jIbha kaha detI hai. yaha cammaca jaisI hai. sunane vAlA usake svAda meM anubhava kara letA hai. vyakti kaisA hai kaTu yA madhura. 226 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI yahAM isa vasta para vicAra karie kala maiMne kahA thA, kaise bolanA hai kyA bolanA hai, yaha bhASA samiti hai. samiti kA matalaba hai - upayoga, jayaNA, jayaNA kA matalaba hai - pUrNa AtmA kI jAgRti. jarA bhI aisA galata kArya na ho jAe jo merI AtmA ke lie pIr3A kA kAraNa bane. kisI AtmA ko dukhI karanA svayaM kI AtmA ko dukha dene jaisA hai. usI mAdhyama se to vyakti dukha kI prApti karatA haiM binA karma ke jagat meM kabhI koI kArya nahIM hotA. kArya ke pIche kAraNa chipA hotA hai. jo kArya ghaTita hotA hai, bhale hI hama nimitta bana kara ke AeM. paraMtu usake pIche kAraNa to mAnanA hI par3egA. binA karma ke kArya banA kaise? karma kI prApti kA sabase sarala sAdhana, karma ke Azrava bAta para, aura Agamana kA zrota ApakI jIbha hai. maiM kahA karatA hUM sabase pahale dharma kA janma hI yahAM se hotA hai. dharma kI mRtyu bhI yahIM se hotI hai. kRSNa ne bhAgavat meM zAMti parva meM spaSTa kahAH "satyena utpadyate dharmaH" paramAtmA mahAvIra kA bhI yahI zabda hai. ___saccaM khalU bhagavama" satya hI paramAtmA hai, vahI parama satya. siddha avasthA meM AtmA kA zuddha svarUpa, vahI jagat kA parama satya hai. satya ko prApta karane kA samyak prayAsa, samyak puruSArtha vahI dharma sAdhanA hai. AtmA ko prApta karane kA, parama satya ko, satya ke mAdhyama se, prApta karane kA, vahI parama mArga hai. vahI samyak darzana hai. satya ko svIkAra karanA. satya ko samajhanA hI samyaka jJAna hai. satya meM pratiSThita jIvana hI samyak caritra hai. asatya kA pratikAra karanA hI cAritra kA guNa hai. satya ko svIkAra karanA hI to samyak darzana hai. alaga-alaga dRSTikoNa se satya ko samajhanA, vahI samyaka jJAna hai. jJAna para samyaka anuzAsana, viveka kA anuzAsana. aMta meM, unhoMne kahA - dharma kA nAza kaise hotA hai? mRtyu kaise hotI hai ? zrI kRSNa ne bar3A apUrva cintana diyAH / "krodhAt lobhAt vinazyati" krodha ke dvArA, paranindA ke dvArA, para carcAoM ke dvArA dharma kA nAza hotA hai. dharma kI mauta hotI hai. dharmasatya se janma letA hai aura krodha se vaha mRtyu prApta karatA hai. maiM kahUMgA sarvaprathama vANI se apanA anuzAsana kAyama karanA hai. yaha vANI kA vyApAra puNya kA lAbha dene I 227 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- - guruvANI vAlA bane, jagata kI AtmAoM ke sAtha prema kA saMbaMdha kAyama karAne vAlA bane. isake dvArA maiM sadbhAvanA prApta karUM, aisI suMdara vANI hamArI honI cAhie. vANI kA viveka pahale honA cAhie. paramAtmA kI vANI meM kaisA sambodhana, bho devAnAM priyoM, hara jagaha para paramAtmA mahAvIra kA sambodhana kisI AtmA ko jaba sambodhita kiyA jAtA hai unake zabda kaise hai. "bho devAnAM priyo" he devatAoM ke priya, aisA maMgala pavitra saMbodhana paramAtmA kA, yaha bhAva apane aMdara AnA cAhie. hara AtmA kA maiM sammAna karane vAlA banUM. AtmA ko paramAtmA se dekhU AtmA ke sAtha usake guNoM ko prApta karUM. usake durguNoM kI tarapha naz2ara nahIM DAlanI hai. ___ gaMdagI par3I ho aura vahAM Apa kI hIre kI aMgUThI se hIrA gira gayA ho. murgI AegI murgA AegA. sar3e hue anAja kIcar3a ke kIr3e usakI khurAka hai. vaha khAegA. yadi hIre kI kaNI A jAe to coMca meM lekara pheMka degA. use usakA mUlya mAlUma nahIM ki hajAroM Tana anAja isake dvArA A sakatA hai. merI jindagI AsAnI se nikala sakatI hai. sAta pIDhI khA jAeM, itanI sAmagrI isase mila sakatI hai. __ hamArI Adata aisI bana gaI. hIrA jaise mUlyavAna pavitra zabda jo AtmA ke anukUla hai. use to hama upekSita kara dete haiM. paraMtu kisI AtmA ke durguNa para jo sar3A huA anAja jaisA hai, jisake aMdara kaSAya aura viSa ke kIr3e haiM. vahI khurAka AtmA ko dete haiM. kahAM kisa AtmA meM kyA durguNa hai. jise hama grahaNa karate haiM. apanI dRSTi se prApta karate haiM. yaha gaMdagI galata khurAka aMdara jA kara ke phUDapAyaz2ana paidA karatI hai. AtmA ke guNoM kA nAza karatI hai. parantu sadguNoM ko prApta karane kA, jo hIrA jaisA mUlyavAna hai, hamArI dRSTi vahAM nahIM jAtI. yahI kAraNa binA cintana ke, binA khurAka ke, avarNavAda meM, para parivAda meM, hama cale jAte haiM. kisI bhI vyakti ke viSaya meM turaMta apanI rAya de dete haiM. vaha galata hai, yaha sahI hai. usake sAre guNa hama DhaMka dete haiM aura eka durguNa naz2ara AtA hai, yaha vyakti bar3A galata hai. saiMkar3oM usake aMdara sadguNa haiM, vahAM to dRSTi DAlo. eka-Adha durguNa hoMge, unheM chor3a do. jahAM taka apUrNatA hai, apUrNatA ke lakSNa haiM, ve to kAyama rahane vAle haiM. kabhI guNa to Apa grahaNa karo, madamasta jIva ke aMdara jahAM taka apUrNa dazA hai. sAdhanA kI pUrNatA nahIM milI, vahAM taka ye durguNa to kAyama rahane vAle haiM... __hamArI dRSTi kI pahalI sAdhanA aisI honI cAhie. loga peTa kA upavAsa to kara lete haiM. parantu vANI kA upavAsa Aja taka nahIM kiyA gayA. vANI kA upavAsa - mauna. mauna ko sAdhana ke kSetra meM prANa mAnA gayA hai. moNeNaM, maunapUrvaka apanI sAdhanA meM AtmA sthira rahe. sAre dina kitanA hama bolate haiM. kala maiMne Apase kahA thA, mauna kA kyA mahattva haiM? meDikala sAiMsa kisa niSkarSa para gayA? eka zabda bolate haiM aura kitanI bar3I zArIrika zakti ko hama kSaya kara dete haiM. AtmA kI sAdhanA visarjita ho jAtI hai. aura yadi Apa - 228 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI mauna rakheM to sAdhanA kA saMgraha hotA hai. kaSAya ke Agamana kA dvAra banda ho jAtA hai. AtmA, jo kleza se pIr3ita hai, parama zAnti kA vahAM anubhava prApta karatI hai. mauna kI sAdhanA. bolanA hI nahIM. stokam bhASA ke ATha guNoM meM se eka guNa maiM kala batalAkara ke gayA thA. kisa prakAra bolanA stokam. bahuta alpa. z2arUrata se adhika nahIM. jitanA viveka pUrvaka hama paukeTa meM se paisA kharca karate haiM, bephajUla eka paisA kharca karane kA nahIM, eka cIja lenI hotI hai, dasa dukAna hokara Ate haiM, kahAM sastA milegA? pasInA utAra kara ke paisA paidA kiyA hai. jJAniyoM ne kahA usase bhI adhika viveka vANI ke upayoga meM honA cAhie. eka paisA bhI merA galata na calA jAe, eka zabda bhI merA vyartha nahIM honA cAhie. yaha hamArI zakti hai. zakti kA apavyaya nahIM honA cAhie. bahata pracaMDa zakti hai hamArI vANI ke aMdara. varSoM taka RSi-muni mauna rahate the. mauna ke bAda jaba zabda nikalate, ve zabda maMtra banate the. ve zabda phalIbhUta hote the. prakRti ke aMdara vAtAvaraNa meM parivartana lekara ke Ate the. una AtmAoM ke zabdoM para Apa dRSTipAta karie, unake vyavahAra ko dekhie. bar3A saujanyapUrNa unakA vyavahAra hotA thA. ___ mahAtmA ke pAsa kisI puruSa ne Akara ke gAlI dI, apazabda bolA. mauna rahe. do dina AyA, cAra dina AyA, bola-bola kara ke thaka gayA. vicAra meM par3a gayA. yaha vyakti bar3A vicitra hai. patthara jaisA hai. itanA maiMne isake sAtha durvyahAra kiyA. pUrva janma kA koI saMbaMdha thA. isa jIvana ke sAtha dekhakara ke Aveza meM A jAtA hUM. gusse meM A jAtA hai. phajUla kI bAta karake calA jAtA. khUba gAliyAM detA, eka akSara nahIM bolatA. buddha ke jIvana kI ghaTanA hai. rAjaputra the, javAna avasthA thI. apUrva saundarya thA cehare meM. sAdhanA kI pavitratA bhI thI. Apako Azcarya hogA. svayaM buddha bhagavAn pArzvanAtha ke ziSyoM ke aMdara unhIM kI paraMparA meM sAdhu bane. bauddha dharma kA sabase bar3A grantha "majjhima nikAya" unake tripiTika hote haiM. majjhima nikAya, diganikAya, aura sUta nikAma. usa graMtha meM unakA hI varNana hai. buddha ne svayaM kahA maiMne jaina. sAdhu banakara, bahuta varSoM taka sAdhanA kI ghora tapasyA kI. parantu merA zarIra usako sahana nahIM kara pAyA. jagata ke loga kadAcita isa kaThora sAdhanA ko sahana na kara sake, isalie maiMne madhyama mArga nikAlA. jo ati kaThora na ho, ati komala na ho. bIca kA rAstA. unhoMne eka-eka cIja svIkAra kI. maiMne loca bhI kiyA, maiMne varSoM taka sAdhanA kI, tapasyA kI. mere zarIra kI haDDI-haDDI nikala gaI tapa ke dvArA. cAritravAna the, isameM do mata nahIM. parantu vicAradhArA se usake bAda alaga hue, unhoMne svatantra bauddhamata vahIM para paidA kiyA. buddha ke mAtA-pitA pArzvanAtha bhagavAna ke zrAvaka the. 229 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - buddha ne pahale jaina dIkSA lI. usake bAda svatantra mata unhoMne calAyA. svayaM buddha ne apane Agama satroM ke andara apane jIvana-caritra kA isa prakAra paricaya diyA. hamAre yahAM bhI graMthoM meM yahI varNana AtA hai. mahAvIra se umra meM bIsa varSa baDe the. jahAM taka mahAvIra ne kaivalyajJAna prApta nahIM kiyA, vahAM taka pArzvanAtha kA zAsana calatA thA. jaba kaivalya jJAna prApta huA usake bAda, paramAtmA mahAvIra kA zAsana prArambha huA. buddha bIsa varSa bar3e the. usa samaya pArzvanAtha kA zAsana calatA thA, isIlie pArzvanAtha ke anuyAyI zrAvaka kahalAe. unhoMne pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kI paramparA meM unake muniyoM ke pAsa dIkSA grahaNa kI. itihAsa kI bahuta sI kahAniyAM Apako mAlUma hai. bahuta sArI aisI bAteM hamAre yahAM se vahAM bauddha darzana meM gaIM. zabda prAyaH milate-julate mileMge. AcAra ke andara kAphI samAnatA Apako milegI. ekamAtra siddhAnta kI dRSTi se bheda Apako najara AegA. usa samaya para buddha ke pAsa Akara vaha vyakti hara roja gAliyAM detA, Aveza meM Akara eka dina unake muMha para thUka kara ke calA gayA. buddha ekadama zAnta rahe. rAja putra the. garmI A sakatI thI, z2arA bhI nahIM. z2arA bhI uttejanA nahIM, thUkane vAlA vyakti thaka gayA. lauTa kara ke dUsare dina AyA. mana meM itanI glAni AI, itanI pIr3A huI. kaisA mahAna saMta hai. yuvA avasthA rAjakumAra jaisA ceharA. kyA sAdhanA kA apUrva teja, zIla kA sauMdarya, maiMne unake sAtha Aja taka bar3A galata vyavahAra kiyA. hamAre gAMva meM ye mahApuruSa Ae apanI sAdhanA meM magna rahane vAle. maiMne jAkara unake sAtha bar3A galata vyavahAra kiyA. maiM jAkara kSamA yAcanA kara ke A jAUM. buddha ke ziSyoM ne jarA Aveza meM Akara buddha se pUchA - yaha Apa kyA kara rahe ho. sAmane vAlA vyakti thUka kara calA gayA. koI harja nahIM usa becAre ke pAsa zabdoM kI kamI thI. isalie becArA thUka kara ke calA gayA. aba unake pAsa koI zabda nahIM rahA. glAni se bhara gayA. glAni se bhara kara ke vaha AtmA AI. yaha prema kA parivartana thA. hRdaya se parivartana AyA. aura kSamA yAcanA kI. buddha ne kahA - isameM kSamA yAcanA kI kyA bAta tuma mere pAsa koI bheMTa lekara ke Ao. maiMne svIkAra nahIM kI to vastu tumhArI tumhAre pAsa. Apa koI cIja lAeM, maiM svIkAra na karUM to vastu para adhikAra kisakA? dene vAle kA. maiMne svIkAra hI nahIM kiyA. are, tuma gAlI rUpI bheMTa mere pAsa lekara ke Ae. maiM to mauna rahA svIkAra hI nahIM kiyA, dhyAna hI nahIM diyA, to cIja tumhArI tumhAre pAsa. mujhe kyA lenA denA hai. __ mana ko samajhA dIjie TelIphona AtA ho. agara koI vyakti phona para apanA gussA utAratA ho, nahIM bolane jaisA bolatA ho. Apa mauna rahie, usako bolane dIjie. pAMca minaTa dasa minaTa use bolane dIjie. AdamI kaSAya ko jyAdA samaya taka nahIM rakha sakatA. MPUR all 230 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI: prema meM sthiratA nahIM milegI. Aveza meM sthiratA nahIM milegI. jindagI bhara Apa prema ko rakhate haiM. sthiratA A jAegI. Aveza kitane samaya kareMge thaka jAeMge. behoza ho jAeMge, yaha jyAdA samaya kA nahIM hotA. bolane dIjie bola bola kara jaba thaka jAeM taba Apa eka zabda bola dIjie Apa kaha dIjie. disa ija roMga nambara. sAmane vAle vyakti kI dazA dekhie mana ko samajhA dIjie. koI galata bolatA ho to maiM roga nambara hUM. AtmA se isakA koI saMbaMdha hI nahIM. jagat meM aisI carcAeM calatI raheMgI. ye kabhI kama hone vAlI nahIM. usa varSA se merA koI saMbaMdha nahIM, koI kisI taraha kA sarokAra nahIM to bahuta kama bolane kA prayAsa kareM. rAjA zikAra ke lie gayA. tIna rAniyAM sAtha meM thI sabakI alaga-alaga ruciyAM thIM aura rAste meM jaba zikAra ke lie gae. jarA vAtAvaraNa aisA thA. eka rAnI ne kahA. apanI jijJAsA prakaTa kI mujhe vahAM saMgIta sunanA hai. kyA sundara prAkRtika vAtAvaraNa hai. yahAM yadi saMgIta calatA ho to Ananda A jAe. rAjA ne kahA- saro natthI / Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dUsarI rAnI ko bar3I pyAsa lagI thI. jaMgala thA. kahIM aisA naz2adIka meM sAdhana na thA aura rAjA se kahA mujhe to bar3I pyAsa lagI hai. rAjA ne phira vahI zabda kahA saronatthI. tIsarI rAnI usane apanI jijJAsA prakaTa kI ki mujhe eka tIra do zikAra karanA hai. itane sundara yahAM jaMgala meM pazu cara rahe haiM. aura do cAra hiraNoM kA zikAra mujhe karanA hai. rAjA ne kahA saronatthI. tInoM ne prazna kiyA aura tInoM kA eka hI uttara saronatthI. tInoM ko samAdhAna mila gayA. vANI kA kaisA viveka, kaisI maryAdA, eka zabda ke aMdara sabakA samAdhAna mila gayA. kyA ? saronatthI, kyA gAna ke yogya isa samaya merA svara nahIM hai. saronatthI tumheM pyAsa lagI hai maiM jAnatA hUM. yahAM para tAlAba nahIM hai. saronatthI tIra mAMgA zikAra ke lie mujhe tIra cAhie. rAjA ne kahA saronatthI, "sara" kahate haiM tIra ko vahAM tIra nahIM hai. tInoM ne alaga-alaga prazna kie aura javAba eka hI mile. saronatthI. Agamika sUtra meM bhagavan ne kahA isI prakAra vANI kA viveka rakheM kama se kama bolane ke kAraNa Apa kleza se baca jAeMge. doSa se baca jAeMge. ApakA prezara nArmala ho jAegA. koI zarIra ke aMdara galata pratikriyA nahIM hogI. mana kA bhI Arogya milegA. tana kA bhI Arogya milegA aura sAtha meM AtmA ko bhI parama Arogya milegA. - AtmA ke Arogya ko nukasAna pahuMcAne vAle to kleza haiM aura kleza kA janma sthAna hai para nindA, para-parivAda, kadAcita bolanA par3e ApakA vyavahAra vANI ke Upara calatA haiM to kaisA bolanA. mAdhuram miThAsa dUsarA guNa hai. Apa kisI ke ghara jAeM aura koI vyakti Apako cAya yA kaoNphI lAkara ke de. mIThA nahIM ho to Apako kaisA lagegA. pIne ke aMdara cAya yA kaoNphI svAda nahIM degA. ceharA 231 For Private And Personal Use Only Price

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guruvANI: kaha degA kucha gar3abar3I hai. cAya yA kaoNphI meM. cAya to hai kaoNphI acchI hai paraMtu zakkara nahIM. Apa kisI ke sAtha bAtacIta kareM, zabda to hai paraMtu zabda meM zakkara nahIM haiM, mAdhurya nahIM haiM miThAsa nahIM haiM. sunane vAle kA ceharA utara jAegA, tana jAegA, kyA bolatA hai? samajha gae yadi z2arA-sA usameM mAdhurya DAla diyA. Apa zabda kA prayoga kareM sAmane vAlA vyakti Apake zabda kA pAna karake saMtoSa vyakta karegA. usakA ceharA khila uThegA. samajha lenA. mere zabda ke bANa se isako santoSa milA. Ananda milA. pAna karate hI usa zabda ke mAdhurya se isake cehare para prasannatA A gaI. hotA hai. ___ kaI jagaha aise prasaMga Ate haiM, mAdhurya kA abhAva kleza kA kAraNa banatA hai. ghara ke aMdara sAsa -- bahU roja lar3atIM, svabhAva hai. mela baiThA nahIM. kisI saMta ke pAsa gae aura kahA ki mahAtmana! majhe aisA AzIrvAda dIjie ki kama se kama ghara kA mahAbhArata to banda ho jAe. bar3A vicitra saMsAra hai. hara ghara ke aMdara vahI kAraNa. sAsa apane bar3appana ko bhala jAtI hai, vaha apanA viveka kho detI hai. bar3e-choTe kA viveka nahIM rahatA. vANI meM saMtulana rahatA nahI. mAdhurya hotA nahIM. bahU ko, yaha samajha kara agara Apa caleM ki vaha ghara kI naukarAnI hai. bahU yadi vaha yaha samajhe ki ye bekAra bakavAsa karatI hai. bUr3hI hai, akala hai hI nahIM. akala kI jaise monopaoNlI maiMne hI lI hai. to saMgharSa kA kAraNa banatA hai. Aga lagatI hai phira ghara meM. yA to parivAra vibhAjana hotA hai yA usakA pariNAma galata AtA hai. Atma-ghAta taka kI yAtrA hotI hai. pUrA parivAra pIr3ita bana jAtA hai. ye kleza kI graMthi bar3I khataranAka hai. ise yadi sApha nahIM kiyA gayA to aMdara-aMdara yaha kaiMsara paidA karatA hai, vaha rugNatA pUre parivAra ke lie zrApa bana jAtI hai. sArA ApakA mAnasika Tenzana usI kI tarapha lagA rahegA, vyApAra meM rukAvaTa, vyavahAra meM rukAvaTa paidA kara degA. ye maine kaI jagaha dekhA hai. eka ghara kA jarA-sA azAnta vAtAvaraNa, vANI ke aMdara viveka kA yaha abhAva kaI bAra pUre ghara ko jalAkara rAkha kara detA hai. ___ ye to anAdikAlIna saMskAra haiM. sAsa-bahU meM yadi mela baiTha jAe taba to binA bulAe lakSmI usa ghara meM A jAe. lakSmI se pUchA gayA tuma kahAM nivAsa karatI hoH adaMta: kalaho nAsti tatra vsaamyh| . jisa ghara meM dAMta kA kleza nahI ho, vahIM para maiM nivAsa karatI hUM. vahIM prema hotA hai, saMgaThana hotA hai, kauTumbika sneha hotA hai. parivAra ke aMdara sneha hotA hai vahAM maiM binA bulAe jAtI hUM, rahatI hUM. RSi muniyoM ne bahuta suMdara bAta batalAI. vahIM lakSmI kA nivAsa hotA hai. aura jahAM kleza AyA, lakSmI calI jAtI hai. sArI pavitratA calI jAtI hai. aisA kArya mujhe nahI karanA. to yaha saMsAra hai bar3A vicitra saMsAra hai. Apako mAlUma nahIM. . sAsa - bahU ke aMdara kleza thA aura mahAtmA ke pAsa gaI bahU ne kahA bar3e viveka ra 232 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra guruvANI se - kyA kareM, koI pUrva karma kA saMyoga, sAsa aisI milI phira bhI mAM ke rUpa meM maiMne svIkAra kiyA. paraMtu kahAM taka sahana karUM, kabhI na kabhI to maiM bola jAtI hUM aura bolate hI doSI bana jAtI hUM. unakA Aveza pUre dina vaha reDiyo calAtA rahatA hai. binA baiTarI kA sunanA par3atA hai hI. www.kobatirth.org striyoM kI eka Adata hai, usa jAti kA eka doSa hai. sahanazIlatA kA guNa kama hotA hai. puruSa z2yAdA sahana kara sakatA hai. vaha nahIM kara sakatI. - ghara ke aMdara sAsa bahU thI. aura acAnaka bahU kahIM naI AI par3hI likhI hotI hai, bar3e zaharoM kI dillI jaisI, aba becAre gAMva ke aMdara ekadama cauthe Are kI satayuga kI mAM thI. sAsa mAM tulya thI, aba koI na koI aisA kAraNa A jAtA hai, to ghara kI maryAdA, ghara kA vyavahAra kahanA par3atA. ghara kI bar3I thI, mAM tulya thI. sAsa becArI bahuta sahana karatI kI bhI to maryAdA hotI hai. sAsa ne bahU se eka dina kucha kahA tana gaI. maiM to ema. e. hUM. bahuta par3hI-likhI hUM. sAsa kahAM par3hane gaI thI ? prAimarI aijukezana bhI nahIM hai. duniyA kahAM jA rahI hai ? sAsa ko patA bhI nahI hai. bahU ko jarA par3hAI kA ghamaNDa thA. sampanna ghara se AI thI, to paise kA ajIrNa thA. ghara ke aMdara sArA vAtAvaraNa ekadama gandA kara diyA. phira bhI baccI hai, umra nahI hai aparipakvatA hai para sahana karane " Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ghara ke aMdara vyavahAra se bhI ghara kA saba kAma karanA par3atA hai. cUlhA bhI phUMkanA par3e. roTI bhI banAnI par3e. bahU ne dekhA ki yahAM saba kucha karanA par3egA, majabUrI hai. sAsU avasthA meM haiM aura nahIM kare to Asa-pAsa ke loga tAnA mAreMge. kaisI bahU AI hai, seThAnI bana kara ke AI hai. ghara kA kAma nahIM karatI kyA zarIra ko lakavA mAra gayA hai ? " usane eka nayA rAstA nikAlA. jaise hI rasoI banAne kA TAima ho vaha ekadama vahAM para behoza ho kara ke gira jAe. becArA pati vicAra meM par3a gayA. pati bholenAtha jaisA thA. idhara jAe, udhara jAe, DAkTara ke pAsa gayA, vaidya ke pAsa gayA, pUrA gAMva khoja liyA. koI ilAja ho nahIM, bImArI ho to ilAja ho bImArI to mana kI thI. dekhA, calo cUlhA phUMkane kI jhaMjhaTa to miTI jaise hI rasoI taiyAra ho jAe. ekadama bilkula ThIka, khAne ke samaya koI bImArI nahIM. 233 to logoM ne kahA yaha to havA kA prakopa hai. kucha na kucha gar3abar3I hai. vaha bhI aise hI nATaka karatI. abhinaya to aisA hotA hai ki vAstavikatA jaisI naz2ara Ae. asala hIre se bhI ArTIphiziyala hIre meM camaka jyAdA hotI hai abhinaya ke andara- vAstavikatA kA darzana jyAdA hogA. yaha manovaijJAnika satya hai. jaise hI vaha giratI aura mAthA dhunane lagatI. nizcita ho gayA ki kucha havA kA prakopa hai. aura yaha bahU ko hairAna kara rahA hai, koI bAhara kI havA hai, aba jhAr3A phUMkI dilAnA zurU kiyA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI - eka dina koI mahAtmA Ae ghara para. sAsU ne kahA aura kucha nahIM cAhie, Apa jo kaheM, dakSiNA meM de dUM, parantu bahU ko kyA bImArI A gaI? kauna sI havA laga gaI? Apa koI aisA AzIrvAda dIjie. isako ArAma mila jAe. becAre sAdhu mahAtmA bhI bhole jaise the. Ae. kamaNDala se pAnI nikAla kara chAMTa diyA. usane bhI barAbara nATaka kiyA. bahU samajha gaI ki Aja maukA acchA hai. barAbara mAthA dhunane laga gaI. dhunate-dhunate jJAna tantu ke andara eka aisI pratikriyA hotI hai. aisI dhuna savAra ho jAtI hai, nazA-sA A jAtA hai. usameM bar3A Ananda kA anubhava karate haiM. atizaya mAthA dhUnane ke bAda eka laya aisA bana jAtA hai. jo tor3anA muzkila hotA hai. usa samaya saMnyAsI ne pUchA - bola tU isake andara kauna hai. saca batA. nahIM terA upAya karake hI jAUMgA. dhunate-dhunate usI laya ke andara jo eka prakAra kA mAnasika nazA hotA hai. usI dhuna savArI ke andara bahU ne kaha diyA "mai isa ghara se eka ko lekara ke jAne vAlA hUM." "tU hai kauna? kyA le jAegA, kisako le jAegA? saca bola." "eka upAya hai agara mujhe nikAlanA ho to." sAsa ne kucha kaha diyA hogA. mana ke andara gAMTha bAMdha lI. granthi thI, sAsU ko camatkAra dikhAUM. kaha diyA usane, maukA acchA mila gayA, badalA lene kA, apamAna kA badalA. "merI sAsa yahIM mAthA muMDA kara muMha kAlA karake agara baiThe, mere se mAphI mAMge to hI mai yahAM se jAUM." sAsa bar3I gaMbhIra thI. agara beTe kA jIvana sukhamaya rahe to mAM kyA nahIM karatI, saba kucha kurbAna karatI hai. bahU agara ThIka hotI ho. ___ "mujhe koI Apatti nahIM. agara yaha bAhara kA prakopa isameM zAnta ho jAe. isa ToTakA meM to mujhe saba bardAzta hai. mAthA muMDAkAra, muMha kAlA karake bailUM. tU kahe eka bAra nahIM tIna bAra mAphI mAMga lU." mere lar3ake ko kucha nahIM honA cAhie. mAM kA hadaya kaisA vAtra va se bharA hotA hai, apane bAlaka ke prati. nirNaya kara liyA ki "batA tU kaba AegI?' basa. ravivAra ke dina dopahara ko maiM Ane vAlI hUM. usa samaya yaha sAsa mujhase mAphI mAge tabhI jAUMgI. nahIM to ghara se eka anya ko lekara ke hI jAUMgI." loga z2arA bhayabhIta the Apa jAnate haiM. bhrama kA bhata kabhI nikalatA hI nahIM koI mantra hI nahIM hotA usakA. upAya kiyA. para pati bholenAtha nahIM thA bar3A cAlAka, bar3A catura thA. vaha samajha gayA ki dAla meM kAlA hai. kucha gar3abar3I hai. sAtha rahane vAle eka-dUsare se to paricita the. vaha sIdhe apanI sasurAla gayA aura apanI sAsa se kahA tumhArI baccI jaba se ghara AI hai, hamAre ghara kA to satyAnAza kara diyA. kyA huA? are kyA patA kauna se bhUta preta tumhAre ghara se lekara AI? hamAre ghara ko barabAda kara diyA. aba kahatI hai merI mAM Ae mAthA muMDavAe, muMha kAlA kare, mAphI - 234 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra S www.kobatirth.org guruvANI: mAMge to hI jAUM. pati ne jAkara apanI sAsa se kaha diyA. sAsa ne kahA baccI agara sukhI rahatI hai, to maiM saba karane ko taiyAra hUM. ravivAra kA dina thA pati cAlAka thA koI maphatalAla jaisA hI thA. paDosa meM gayA apane mitra ke yahAM mAM ko pahuMcA diyA. apanI sAsU ko le AyA. eka mitra ke ghara ThaharAyA bar3I cAlAkI se mAthA muMDAkara muMha kAlA karake sAmane lAkara biThA diyA. pacAsa sATha varSa kI umra meM pahuMcI huI mAtA ho. mAthA muMDAkara muMha kAlA kara diyA jAe to pahacAnanA hara AdamI ke lie muzkila hai. barobara sAmane lAkara biThA diyA. pUrA gAMva tamAzA dekhane AyA. bahU ke mana meM AyA ki sAsa kA Aja barobara badalA lekara ke rahUMgI kaisI nAka kATI Aja, mAthA muMDavA diyA, muMha kAlA kara diyA, jindagI bhara kI akla A gaI. mana ke andara vaha granthi baMdhI huI thI. kleza kaisA hotA hai? usakA yaha bar3A sundara rUpaka lAkara ke rakhA, jaise hI samaya huA. ve becAre sanyAsI Aye, paropakAra ke lie pAnI lekara ke kamaNDala se chAMTA mArA aura mantra bolA. ekadama vaha uttejanA meM AI aura dhunanA zurU kiyA. pati bhI pAsa meM, pUrA parivAra vahAM upasthita, vaha pahacAna nahIM pAI ki ye merI sAsa hai yA mAM hai. cillAI, bar3e jora se bolI dekha raNDI kA cAlA, mAthe muNDana muMha kAlA pAsa meM hI pati khar3A thA usane kahA dekha marda kI pherI ammA terI ki merI. sArA bhUta nikala gayA, jJAniyoM ne kahA "ayameva saMsAraH" isI kA nAma saMsAra hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir yaha saMsAra baDA vicitra hai jaise-jaise Apa saMsAra kI gaharAI meM jAyeMge svayaM vairAgya A jAyegA. maiM to isIlie kaI bAra kahA karatA hUM. maiM dhanyavAda kA pAtra nahIM, aise bhayaMkara saMsAra meM Apa rahate haiM. maiM Apako hI dhanyavAda detA hUM, ye becAre sAdhu santa to saMsAra chor3akara ke nikala gae. aise vicitra saMsAra meM nahIM rahanA Apa Aja taka morce para DaTe rahe hoM, jo hogA dekhA jAyegA. kafana bAMdhakara ke khaDe hoM, dhanyavAda to Apako denA cAhiye. mahAtmA ne kahA usa bahU se ki aura kucha nahIM karanA, eka prayoga batalAtA hUM. ghara para jAkara karanA sAsa tumhAre lie saba kucha karane laga jAegI. bar3A vazIkaraNa mantra hai. kyA choTA-sA lakar3I kA Tukar3A de diyA. savA iMca kA jaba sAsa ghara meM bolanA zurU kare, barasanA zurU kare, ye Tukar3A detA hUM, mantra karake muMha meM DAla denA. 235 For Private And Personal Use Only OR

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%3DguruvANI sAdhu kA zabda thA. jaise hI vaha ghara gaI, eka do dina nikalA. acAnaka koI nimitta / banA. usa dina nimitta meM sAsa gaI, A gaI bolane ke lie. lakar3I kA Tukar3A muMha meM. aba muMha meM Tukar3A liyA jAye. to bolA jAe nahIM. eka akSara bolI nahIM. aise do bAra tIna bAra huA. prasaMga ke andara vaha sAsa ke sAmane eka akSara bolI nahIM. sAsa ke mana meM eka dina eka bhAva AyA. yaha bahU kitanI khAnadAnI haiM. maiM itanA garma ho jAtI hUM. itane Aveza meM AtI hUM. kaI bAra nahIM bolane kI bAta. jaisI bola bhI detI hUM. apanI baccI samajha kara parantu baDe gajaba kI bAta hai. mere sAmane bolatI nahIM. kitanA viveka kitanI maryAdA rakhatI hai, isakI maryAdA kitanI sundara. sAsa kA hRdaya parivartana ho gayA. aura bar3e pyAra se bar3e, vAtsalya se apanI baccI kI taraha vyavahAra zurU kara diyA. hamezA ke lie kaSAya kA anta ho gayA. usake pati ne pUchA - bhaI kyA bAta hai, ghara ke andara yaha kyA camatkAra huA? merI mAM aba tere sAtha kaisA vyavahAra karatI hai? pUre ghara kA vAtAvaraNa kitanA sundara bana gayA, kahA-sAdhu-santa ne AzIrvAda diyA. mujhe eka cIja diyA. pUchA kyA? dikhAyA to eka lakaDI kA Tukar3A. santa ne kahA thA.-sAsU bole taba yaha muMha meM DAla lenA. yaha bahuta bar3A vazIkaraNa mantra hai. sAsa vaza meM ho jAyegI. maine prayoga karake dekhA. jaba-jaba vaha bolatI, maiM muMha meM DAla letI, muMha meM DAlatI aura cupa rahatI, kyoMki phira to bolA jAye nahIM. merI bAta samajha gaye. nahIM bole. gAlI Avata eka hai, jAvata hota aneka, jo gAlI jAve nahI, to rahe eka hI ek| cUlhe ke aMdara yadi Apa lakar3I nahI DAleMge to Aga svayaM bujha jAegI. Apane mujhe apazabda kahA aura sAtha me maiM yadi apazabda kA vyavahAra karUM. usakA AnA-jAnA zurU ho jAe to paraMparA bar3hegI. yadi Apa kabhI boleM aura maiM cupa rahUM to pariNAma vahI AegA, Apa thaka jAeMge. sunane vAlA kabhI thakegA nahIM. bolane vAlA hI thaka jAyegA, hamezA hI pariNAma sundara AegA. maiM kahatA hU~ hareka ke ghara meM yaha Tukar3A to rakhanA hI cAhiye. jaba-jaba prasaMga A jAe to Tukar3A muMha ke aMdara va eka akSara bolane kA nahIM, use Apa dekhanA ApakI AtmA ke lie AzIrvAda hai. bar3e kucha bhI kaheM. bhagavAna mahAvIra kA eka zabda hai. mahAniSitha-sUtra meM kadAcit guru Aveza meM A jAye. guru ko uttejanA A jAye. koI aisA upAya dekhane meM AyA hai? gautama svAmI ne prazna kiyA - bhagavana! kulIna aura khAnadAnI ziSya kisako kahA jAe? kulIna aura khAnadAnI putra kisako kahA jAe? bhagavAna ne kahA-usakI yaha pahacAna - kar3avA se kar3avA zabda guru kA ho yA mAtA-pitA kA ho. aura use miThAI kI taraha se, kalAkanda kI taraha khAkara svAda kA anubhava kare. prasannatA prakaTa kare, asala khAnadAnI, kulIna ziSya hogA. mAM bApa kI agara saccI saMtAna hogI to mauna rakhegI. aura 236 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI aise kaTu zabdoM ko bhAvapUrvaka grahaNa karegI. miThAI kI taraha se svAdapUrvaka grahaNa karegI. ki mere Upara bar3I kRpA hai, guru mahArAja kI. mere mAtA-pitA kI mere hita ke lie, kalyANa ke lie kaha rahe haiM. yaha gAlI nahIM ye AzIrvAda haiM, yaha samajhakara ke jo cale to samajhanA vaha khAnadAnI kulIna ziSya hai. vahI khAnadAnI suputra hai. jo mAtA - * pitA kI gAlI ko AzIrvAda mAnakara ke svIkAra kare. yaha hamArA vyavahAra. madhuram ! yaha dUsarA guNa hai. madhuratA honI cAhiye, karkazatA honI nahIM cAhie. zabda phIkA nahI honA cAhie, svAda pUrNa honA cAhie. zabdoM ke aMdara aisI tAkata honI cAhie, una zabdoM ko grahaNa karate hI vyakti Apake anukUla bana jAe. aura Apake prati sadbhAvanA utpanna karane vAlA bana jAe. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nipuNam. tIsarA guNa. vANI ke andara nipuNatA honI cAhie. buddhimattA honI cAhie. mUrkho kI taraha nahIM bolanA. samajhadArI pUrvaka bAta karanA. vicAra ke andara gaharAI cAhie. taba jAkara ke vaha vANI saphala banatI hai. aura usakI pratikriyA bar3I sundara hotI hai. yaha nahIM ki buddha bana kara suna Ae aura binA soce-samajhe baka kara ke A gae. bolane meM aura bakane meM bahuta antara hai. soca karake vicAra pUrvaka bolA jAtA hai. binA soce, binA vicAre bakA jAtA hai. hama bakane ke lie paidA nahIM hue. bolane ke lie. vANI ke aMdara nipuNatA, kuzalatA AnI cAhie. vyavahArika buddhi usake andara honI cAhie. tIkSNatA honI cAhie. gAMdhI jI aphrIkA kI yAtrA meM the. usa jamAne ke aMdara aMgrejo kA vahAM itanA atyAcAra thA, kisI bhI bhAratIya ke lie apane gaurava ko TikAe rakhanA bahuta muzkila thA. bleka bUTa kI taraha hamAre sAtha vyavahAra kiyA jAtA thA. tiraskAra kI dRSTi se dekhA jAtA thA. jisa kaMpArTameMTa meM rela ke aMdara agara aMgreja yAtrA karate hoM to koI bhI bhAratIya usameM baiTha nahIM sakatA thA. eziyana baiTha nahIM sakatA thA. aphrIkana usameM car3ha nahIM sakatA. calane ke lie phuTapAtha alaga, hoTala alaga, relave alaga. kaMpArTameMTa sITa alaga. ghRNA kI dRSTi se dekhA jAtA thA. - gAMdhI jI bairisTara the; TikaTa liyA phasTa klAsa kA aura baiTha gae. phasTa klAsa meM baiThe. kaMpArTameMTa ekadama khAlI thA baiTha gae. agale sTezana para koI aMgrez2a car3hA. eka sAthI usakA aura car3hA. bIca meM gAMdhI jI aura donoM sAiDa donoM aMgreja baiTha gae. unake mana meM bar3I ghRNA utpanna huI ki yaha inDiyana kahAM se A gayA. utarane ke lie kucha izArA kiyA, gAMdhI jI kucha bole nahIM. vaha to vicAra meM pahale se hI bar3e dRr3ha the. apane vicAra ke pakke jiddI the. jo satya hai, usa kA AgrahI to honA hI cAhie. bAlyakAla se hI yaha saMskAra liyA. baiThe rahe. gAr3I cAlU huA. cAlU gAr3I meM utaranA kaise dAyeM hAtha kI tarapha jo aMgreja baiThA thA - usa aMgreja ne dekhakara ke ghRNA kI dRSTi se kahA yU DaimaphUla. laiphTa sAiDa. bolane meM bhI jarA ghRNA prakaTa karake tiraskAra kI dRSTi se gAMdhI jI ko kahA, yU DaimaphUla. 237 For Private And Personal Use Only Ba

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guruvANI - gAMdhI jI cupacApa baiThe rahe. sTezana A hI rahA thA. utarane kI taiyArI thI. gAMdhI jI ne apanA mauna bhaMga kiyA, vANI meM kaisI kuzalatA honI cAhie. eka bAra bole aura saba cupa ho jAeM. gAMdhI jI ne kahA - bilkula sahI kahA. Aya ema siTiMga biTavina Tu Daimaphala do bevakUphoM ke bIca meM maiM baiThA hUM. usake bAda akla AI ki. ye to misTara gAMdhI haiM. kahane meM, bhASA meM vaha viveka honA cAhie, buddhimattA usameM honI cAhie ki sunane vAlA bhI eka bAra usameM DUba jAe. ____ aphrIkana kAMgresa ke aMdara eka bAra aisA saMyoga. DemokreTika pArTI vijayI bana gaI. vahAM do hI pakSa haiM. apane bhArata kI taraha vahAM sthiti nahIM, barasAta ke samaya Apa jAnate haiM, meMDhaka paidA hote haiM. yahAM roja naI pArTiyAM paidA hotI hai. deza sevA kisI ko nahIM karanA hai, vahAM to maje cAhie. binA maz2adUrI kie naphA cAhie. binA pasInA utAre paisA milanA cAhie. yaha hamArA lakSya bana gayA. vahAM sirpha do pArTI haiM varSoM se. jahAM Apa dekhie do hI pArTI yA to ripablikana yA DemokreTika. donoM ke cinha haiM-eka kA gadhA, eka kA hAthI. ripablikana kA hAthI cinha hai. saMyoga aisA vahAM DemokreTika pakSa vijayI bana gayA. ripablikana hAra gaI. presiDenTa unakA AyA to saineTa kA udghATana thA. usa dina virodhI pakSa ke jo netA the, aupacArika dRSTi se bhASaNa ke lie kahanA par3A, virodha pakSa ko bhI. saineTa udghATana kA pahalA hI dina thA. virodha pakSa kA netA bar3A hoziyAra bar3A kuzala thA. usane nizAnA chor3A, ripablikana thA, use mAlUma thA ye DaimokreTika vAle haiM. unakA bahumata hai. unhIM kI sarakAra hai. presiDenTa unakA hai. khar3e hote hI usane kahA - maiM yahAM para kyA bhASaNa dUM. Adhe se Upara to gadhe haiM. ina gadhoM ko kyA kahUM. unakA cinha gadhA hai. zabda bolate hI spIkara ne kahA - nahI, DU noTa spIka, baiThA diyA. kahA - Apa apane zabda vApisa lIjie, ye ziSTAcAra ke zabda nahIM haiM. saMsada meM bolane lAyaka bhASA nahIM hai. yaha to yahAM ke saineTa ke sadasyoM kA apamAna hai. yA to apane zabda vApisa leM yA kSamA yAcanA kareM. pahale hI dina "prathamagrAse makSikApAtaH" pahalA hI grAsa liyA aura makkhI girI. kitanA hoziyAra vyakti thA, bar3A buddhimAna, apanI bauddhikatA kA paricaya diyA usane. kahA-rapIkara mahodaya. apane zabda vApisa letA hUM. yahAM Adhe gadhe nahIM haiM. samajha gae merI bAta isakA matalaba Adhe to haiM hI. spIkara ne kahA zabda vApisa lIjie. le liyA. zabda vApisa le lie para AdhoM ko to gadhA banAkara hI gayA. pahale dina hI usane apanA bauddhika paricaya diyA. vyakti meM aisI kuzalatA honI cAhie. hamAre AcArya hemacandra sUri jI jaba rAjadarabAra meM padhAre, vahAM para bahuta bar3e-bar3e vidvAn paNDita the. unakA Adara sammAna aura pratibhA dekhakara ke, paNDitoM ke mana meM IrSyA AI. eka paNDita ne z2arA kaha diyA - unake Agamana para pATana kI ghaTanA hai. samrAT siddharAja - 238 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI jaya siMha ke samaya kI ghaTanA hai. siddharAja kA rAjya thA, jaise hI vahAM AcArya hemacandrasUri kA Agamana huA. kaMdhe para kaMbalI par3I thI. hAtha meM DaMDA thA jo sAdhU kA veza hai, vo A rahe the. eka paNDita ne z2arA masakarI kara dI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir "Agato hema gopAlo, daNDa kaMbalamudvahan" hema nAma kA koI gvAlA A rahA hai. gAya carAne vAlA, kaMdhe para kaMbalI laTakI hai. hAtha meM DaMDA lekara ke A rahA hai. hemacandra sUri samajha gae. rAjadarabAra meM Ate hI sunane ko kaisA milA. usI samaya javAba milA. hemacandra sUri ne Akara bar3I prasannatA se kahA" SaDdarzanazca sAdhuSu pazucArayan jaina vATake" tumhAre jaise Dhora ko carAne ke lie hI yahAM AyA hUM. kahIM jaMgala meM nahIM pazu to yahIM mileMge. jaisA prazna vaisA hI uttara. ise kahA jAtA hai - nipuNatA vyavahAra meM aisI nipuNatA Apa rakhate haiM ? seTha maphatalAla pakar3e gae tihAr3a jela meM gae. gharavAlI ne kahA- caumAsA A gayA zrAvaNa kA mahInA cala rahA hai. khetI-bAr3I kauna karegA. tuma to jela meM baiTha gae hama yahAM kyA khAeMge, canA phAMke. khetI kauna karegA, hala kauna calAegA, bIja kauna boegA. paisA kahAM se lAeM. binA paise ke TraikTara hala calAne ko kauna degA. maphatalAla ne kahA baDabar3a mata kara, maiM saba upAya kara dUMgA. jA ghara. mulAkAta ke lie AI thI. jela se usane opana posTa kArDa likhA ki Aja taka maiMne bahuta mAla corI kA liyA, idhara-udhara kA mAla kharIdA. ghara meM chipAeM to Dara thA, na jAne kabhI nukasAna ho jAe. caikiMga ho jAe. isalie maiMne apane kheta ke aMdara alaga-alaga jagaha para bahuta mAla gAr3A huA hai. dhyAna rakhanA, khetI kI pUrI rakhavAlI rakhanA. vahAM koI hAtha sApha na kara jAe. jela se koI bhI patra binA sensara huye jAtA nahIM. sensara ke hAtha meM laiTara AyA aura turaMta pulisa ko inphArma kiyA. isake kheta ke aMdara dekhA jAe. aba kyA TraikTara calane zurU hue. kyA khudAI huI, kabhI jindagI meM aisA hala nahI calA. eka-eka iMca jagaha khodA gayA. pUrA kheta vahAM para khoda diyA gayA. dhana ho to mile. -- gharavAlI AI to maphatalAla ne kahA - dekhA buddhi daur3AI. hala khair3a diyA nA. bIja bo denA. samajha gae. ise kahA jAtA hai| akla. vyavahAra meM to akla bahuta calAte haiM. adhyAtmika kSetra meM akla calAiye. karma mUrkha bana kara ke lauTa jAe. karma ko hI Thagane kA prayAsa karie. jagat ko Thagane se kyA matalaba. dhuna tulasIdAsa ke pAsa jaba paNDita gae. kAzI meM ve to gaMgA ke kinAre rAma kI bhakti meM lage the. rAma kA smaraNa kara rahe the. logoM ne Akara namaskAra kiyA aura pUchA kyA hAla-cAla hai ? 239 For Private And Personal Use Only da

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guruvANI: A hAla cAla aba bahuta sundara hai. merI bhUla thI, use maiMne sudhAra lI, Aja taka rAma ko namaskAra karatA thA. aba rAma ko namaskAra nahIM karatA. kisako karate haiM? jagat ke mahAThaga ko namaskAra karatA hUM. Thaga koI avatArI puruSa nahIM. koI devI-devatA nahIM. Apa Thaga ko namaskAra karate haiM? itane mahAna saMta hokara. bilkula sahI hai, mujhe vahI najara AyA, usI ko hI namaskAra karanA. paNDita vicAra meM par3a gae. vaha kavi sahRdaya vyakti the. unake bhAvoM ko samajha nahIM pAe. vidvAna paNDita. ne kahA - jarA Apa spaSTIkaraNa to karie. Apa kisa Thaga ko namaskAra karate haiM tulasIdAsa ne kahA apane Thaga kA paricaya dUM. mAyA to ThaganI bhaI, Thagata rahata dina rAta, jisane mAyA ko ThagA, usa Thaga ko namaskAra. samajha gae Apa. mAyA sArI duniyA ko ThagatI hai, para jisane mAyA ko ThagA. karma ko ThagA, usako namaskAra karatA hUM. mahAThaga kauna arihaMta, jisane karma ko ThagA. vo Thaga kauna - rAma. apane antara zatruoM ko jIta liyA, karma ko hI banAyA. jagata ko bevakUpha mata banAiye, karma ko bevakUpha banAie. jagat ko Thagate haiM to gunahagAra banate haiM. yadi Apane karma ko ThagA, mAyA ko ThagA, to sAhUkAra baneMge. ThaganA sIkhie. vaha kalA maiM batAUMgA, Aja to samaya kAphI ho gayA. __mAyA ko kaise ThagA jAe, bhASA ke tIna guNa taka Ae, stokam, madhuram, nipuNam. aba batAUMgA --- kArya patitam, atuccham, garva rahitam, pUrva saMkalitam aura dharma saMyuktam. ye gaNa bAkI rakheM haiM. hama carcA kareMge ki kArya jaba ho tabhI bolanA. akArya bolane kA prayAsa nahIM karanA. eka-eka guNa karane lAyaka hai. Apake vyavahAra kI bAta hai. subaha se zAma taka sArA vyavahAra ApakI vANI para AdhArita hai, vANI meM yadi viveka kA niyaMtraNa A jAe, vANI meM pavitratA A jAe zabda philTara ho jAeM, to koI vikAra kA jantu paidA nahI hogA. koI kaTutA vaira virodha ke jantu vahAM paidA nahIM hoMge. yadi AtmA usa vANI kA pAna kare to use Arogya milegA. isa viSaya para punaH hama carcA kareMge. Aja basa itanA hI rahane do. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" ya na 240 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- = guruvANI vAk saMyama parama kRpAlu AcArya-bhagavanta zrI haribhadra sUri jI ne dharmabindu grantha ke dvArA AtmA ke parama guNoM ko, AtmA ke vizuddha dharma ko, jIvana aura vyavahAra ke AcaraNa ko bahuta sundara tarIke se samajhAne kA prayAsa kiyA hai. unhoMne batAyA hai ki pratidina upayoga meM Ane vAlI vastu, jIvana aura vyavahAra kA eka mAtra AdhAra hamArI vANI hai. isase hI sArA vyavahAra calatA hai. isake mAdhyama se vyakti jagata kA prema prApta karatA hai. isa vANI ke prakAzana ke dvArA arihanta prabhu ke guNoM kA smaraNa kiyA jAtA hai. aise mahatva kI isa vANI kA upayoga kisa prakAra viveka pUrvaka kiyA jAye? vaha paricaya unhoMne isa sUtra ke dvArA diyA hai. vANI kI pavitratA tabhI AyegI jaba usake andara kisI prakAra ke vikAra kA vicAra praveza na kareM. sarvatra nindAsatyAgo'varNavAdazca sAdhuSu isI sUtra para gata tIna dinoM se hamArA vicAra cala rahA hai. vyakti kI Adata hai. yaha usakA anAdikAlIna saMskAra hai. jaba-jaba prasaMga AtA hai, vyakti Aveza meM Akara vANI kA durupayoga kara baiThatA hai. pariNAma svarUpa jIvana meM saMgharSa hotA hai, sArA hI jIvana kAma aura krodha kI Aga meM jalakara koyalA bana jAtA hai. sArI madhuratA calI jAtI hai. jIvana kA sArA Ananda calA jAtA hai. vANI ke mAdhyama se jIvana meM hamAre andara kI jo kavitA bAhara AnI cAhiye, vaha saba naSTa ho jAtI hai, jIvana karkaza bana jAtA hai. usake sAre madhura svara rudana meM badala jAte haiM. vyakti sivAya pazcAtApa ke kucha bhI prApta nahIM kara pAtA. zIrSa andara zUnya milatA hai. isaliye graMthakAra ne isa para adhika jora diyA aura kahA ki jIvana meM yadi Apako dhArmika bananA hai to sarvaprathama indriyoM para adhikAra prApta karanA hai. viSaya ke anukUla nahIM bananA cAhie, apitu viSaya ko apane aisA anukala banA liyA jAye ki ye sArI indriyAM dharma prApti kI sAdhana bana jAyeM. yadi ina indriyoM para adhikAra prApta ho jAye to AtmA ko prApta karanA ati sarala bana jAyegA. Aja taka kabhI hamane isakA prayAsa nahIM kiyA. sArA jIvana jIkara bhI AdhyAtmika rUpa meM hama mare hue haiM. aMgoM se mUrcchita usa jIvana kA koI mUlya nahIM jisameM dharma sakriya nahIM. jisameM dharma Apake kArya kSetra ko mArgadarzana dene vAlA nahIM. niyaMtrita aura vyavasthita jIvana na ho, indriyoM para viveka kA anuzAsana na ho, jJAniyoM kI bhASA meM kahA gayA hai ki vaha AtmA mRta hai. aMdara se mUrcchita AtmA ko mRta kI saMjJA dI gaI hai. 241 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3-guruvANI yahA~ to hameM apane vyavahAra se apanI dhArmikatA kA paricaya denA hai. hara indriya para hamArA anuzAsana honA bahuta jarUrI hai. khA-pIkara ke to sArI duniyA calI jAtI hai, aisA jIvana koI mUlya nahIM rakhatA hai. isIlie mAnava jIvana ko paramAtmA ke pAne kA parama sAdhana kahA gayA hai. ise mokSa kA maMgala-dvAra mAnA gayA hai. na jAne pUrva janmoM meM kitane puNya Apane kie hoMge. prayatna pUrvaka kitanI dharma sAdhanA Apane kI hogI. usake pariNAma svarUpa isa vartamAna jIvana kI prApti huI hai. caurAsI lAkha jIvana yoniyoM kI mAnyatA hai vaidika aura jaina darzana kI paramparA meM. dono hI darzana ise svIkAra karate haiM. kitanI hI yoniyoM ke andara hamArA paribhramaNa huA. na jAne kahA~-kahA~ bhaTaka kara hama yahA~ Aye haiM. isalie yadi jarA bhI pramAda kiyA to ve hI yoniyA~ phira se Apake svAgata ke lie taiyAra haiM. phira se yaha paribhramaNa kA cakra calegA. parigraha kI vAsanA ko lekara, jagata ko prApta karane kI kAmanA ko lekara, pUre saMsAra kA paribhramaNa calatA hai aura saMsAra jIvita rahatA hai. hama bAra-bAra marate haiM parantu yaha hamArA saMsAra jIvita rahatA hai, jindA banA rahatA hai. yaha kabhI maratA nahIM. honA yaha cAhiye ki hamAre andara se saMsAra mara jAye. mana ke andara se saMsAra ke viSaya mUrcchita ho jAyeM aura maiM pUrNa jAgRta rahU~, apane pUrNatama ko prApta karU~.. isa granthakAra ne antara kI karuNA se isa sUtra kI racanA kI haiM. jagata kA mukhya kAraNa vaira, kaTutA aura vaimanasya hai. isa kA janma isa se hI hotA hai. bolane meM viveka kA abhAva ho sakatA hai kyoMki bhASA para ApakA koI niyantraNa nahIM hai. jise hamAre yahAM samiti mAnA gayA. samiti kA matalaba hI hotA hai upayoga, yatna, kArya aura usa kArya ke viveka ko yahA~ samiti mAnA gayA, bhASA samiti. kriyAoM ke andara, pauSadha pratikramaNa ke andara hama isakA upayoga karate haiM. ki viveka pUrvaka aura maryAdita rUpa meM bolUMgA. jarUrata par3ane para hI maiM isakA upayoga karUMgA. samiti kA matalaba hotA hai sArA hI jIvana vyavahAra. ise AdhAra mAnA gayA hai. isa AdhAra para yadi ApakA niyantraNa na rahe to yaha dharma kI imArata kaise aura kaba taka TikegI? yaha Apa svayaM sociye. yadi jIvana meM vyakti ne uddezyamalaka kucha nahIM kiyA. khA pIkara, mauja karake, jIvana vyatIta kara diyA. sabhI viSayoM ke AdhIna rahate hue durdazA pUrvaka apanI mRtyu ko prApta ho gayA. aise vyakti kI - mRtyu ho jAye to antima saMskAra karavAne ke lie bhI koI taiyAra nahIM hotA. mohalle vAle bAhara se loga bulAkara usa lAza ko nikalavA dete haiM. aura jaMgala ke andara kisI ekAnta sthAna para le jAkara usa lAza ko DAla diyA jAtA hai, kahIM kisI pApI vyakti kI aisI hI mRtyu huI. vahA~ koI yogI puruSa apanI sAdhanA meM apUrva Ananda le rahA thA. ekAnta vAtAvaraNa thA. prAkRtika sundaratA bikharI huI thI. aise maMgalamaya vAtAvaraNa meM bhI acAnaka usake 242 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI mana meM jarA caMcalatA AI. vikRti A gaI. bhAva meM Aveza kA praveza ho gayA. yogI puruSa ne vicAra kiyA ki Aja yahA~ Asa pAsa kA vAtAvaraNa kucha dUSita najara AtA hai. __mere dhyAna meM, sAdhanA meM, citta kI ekAgratA meM yaha vyagratA kaise A gaI? mere bhAva ke andara Aja Aveza kA praveza kaise ho gayA? jarUra kahIM Asa-pAsa duSita vAtAvaraNa huA hogA. nirIkSaNa kiyA. Atma gaveSaka vyakti bar3A jAgRta rahatA hai. nirIkSaNa ke bAda unako mAlUma par3A, kisI vyakti kI lAza lAkara koI vahA~ DAla gayA hai. jaMgala ke bhUkhe prANI vahA~ A gaye. lAza ko sUghaMne lage. vanya prANiyoM meM siyAra ko bar3A cAlAka mAnA jAtA hai. kahAvata meM jaMgala kA rAjA siMha batAyA jAtA hai, usako eka dina aisI dhuna savAra huI ki jitane bhI usake darabAra meM prANI the, sabhI ko bulAyA siMha ke AmantraNa ko kauna asvIkAra kare, sabhI Aye. eka-eka ko bulAkara usane kahA ki hamAre kisI sAthI ne kahA hai ki tumhAre muMha se bar3I durgandha AtI hai. bAsa AtI hai. kyA yaha saca hai? mujhe merI durgandha mAlUma nahIM paDatI tama saMgho to? becAre bakarI vagai ha saba Aye. Akara saMghane lage. muMha to gaTara hai. durgandha to AyegI hI. vaise hI unhoMne vahA~ kaha diyA. hA~ hajUra, jo Apane kahA vaha bilkula saca hai. Apake muMha se jarA durgandha to AtI hai. bar3A apriya lagA siMha ko vaha zabda aura usane usI samaya una para AkramaNa kiyA aura unheM mauta ke ghATa utAra diyA. jitane bhI jAnavara vahAM Aye the, sabake sAtha isI prakAra kA vyavahAra huA. siyAra sAvadhAna thA, jaba usakA nambara AyA aura use bulAkara pUchA ki jarA batAo to sahI ki yaha durgandha mere muMha se AtA hai yA nahIM? ye jAnavara to isa prakAra kaha kara gaye haiM. tuma batAo ki satya kyA hai? siyAra ne kahA "hajara! ApakA Adeza majhe zirodhArya hai, paranta majhe jora kI sardI lagI huI hai. jukAma lagA hai. nAka kAma nahIM karatI. maiM sUcUM to bhI khuzabU yA badabU mAlUma nahIM par3atI". isa taraha vaha baca gayA. vaha apanI hoziyArI se, vANI kI caturAI se bacA anya jinate bhI Aye saba mauta ke ghATa utara gaye, siyAra kA yaha kahanA ki "mujhe sardI lagI hai. mAlUma nahIM par3atA durgandha hai yA sugandha." usakI caturAI thI.. ___ siyAra jaba usa lAza ke pAsa meM AyA aura sUMgha kara dekhane lagA. usakI dRSTi bhI vahA~ para gaI. use mAlUma par3A ki siyAra AyA hai. vaha isa lAza ko khAyegA, bhakSaNa karegA. dUra se hI yogI puruSa ne apane antara kI karuNA se kahA re re muJcaka muJca sahasA, nicasya niMdyavapuH yogI purUSa ne dUra se dekhakara usa siyAra se kahA ki avazya hI tumane pUrva janma meM koI aisA aparAdha kiyA hogA jisakA vaha vartamAna pariNAma hai. itanI nikRSTa yoni meM, pazu yoni meM tumhArA janma huA hai. yadi aba tumane aise galata vyakti kI lAza ko khAyA to bhaviSya meM tumhArI kyA gati hogI? yaha bhayaMkara pApI AtmA hai, jIvana meM kabhI 243 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI dharma kArya isane kiyA nahIM. isakA sArA manuSya-janma niSphala gayA hai. isakA sArA jIvana pApa pravRtti se bharA huA rahA. aisI dUSita AtmA kI lAza hai yaha. ise khAnA chor3a. siyAra ne kahA bhagavan! ApakA Adeza to ucita hai parantu mujhe bhUkha itanI satA rahI hai ki jInA duSkara ho gayA hai. bar3I muzkila se yaha lAza milI hai. ise bhI Apa manA kara rahe haiM. mujha para dayA kariye. kevala thor3A sA AhAra kA AdhAra mila jAye to mujhe bar3A santoSa hogA. isakI yadi A~kheM khAM lUM to kyA harja hai? choTI sI AMkha hai. AMkha ne kyA pApa kiyA hogA? yogI puruSa ne dekhakara siyAra se kahA "netre sAdhu viloka netre rahite," isa AMkha ne kabhI santapuruSoM kA darzana nahIM kiyA. isa kI dRSTi mAtra logoM ke durguNoM para gaI. kAka dRSTi kaisI hotI hai? kaue kI najara jAtI hai gandagI para. hamArI dRSTi kA yaha vikAra hamAre jIvana kA vinAza karatA hai. hara vyakti ke durguNa para hI hamArI dRSTi jAtI haiM hyUmana sAikolojI hai. mAnavIya manovijJAna hai. Apa yadi apane makAna ke andara eka dama hvAiTa pepara, sapheda kAgaja borDa para lagA deM aura maiM usake bIcoM bIca kAlA bindu rakha dUM to Apa saca kaheM ki najara kahA~ jAyegI? bilkula kendra meM, senTara meM maiMne jahAM kAlA bindu lagA diyA hai. sabakI najara vahIM jAyegI. yaha anAdi kAla kA saMskAra 99 pratizata usameM ekadama hvAiTa pepara hai, sapheda kAgaja hai. eka parsenTa yadi maiMne blaika spoTa kara diyA, kAlA nizAna banA diyA, najara usa kAle nizAna para jAyegI. 99 pratizata jo nirmala hai, svaccha hai, vahAM najara nahIM jAyegI. ___ yahI hamArI Adata hai, kisI vyakti meM hajAra guNa hoM, vahA~ hamArI dRSTi nahIM jAyegI. parantu jahAM jarA sA bhI durguNa jhalaka jAye, hama jhaTa vahIM para dRSTi TikA legeM. apavAda yA avarNavAda bolakara apanI jIbha gaMdI kareMge aura turanta para-nindA ke Azrita bana jAyeMge. yogI purUSa ne kahA-"naina sAdhu viloka nainarahite" isa AMkha se kabhI sAdhu puruSoM kA darzana hI nahIM kiyA, paradoSa darzana meM hI isakI dRSTi rahI. ataH dRSTi isakI malina banI rahI. kabhI prabhu kA darzana nahIM kiyA. vikAra se bharI isakI daSTi kabhI apane Apa ko nahIM dekhA. hamezA para dRSTi meM rahA. loga kyA karate haiM? yahI dekhane meM jIvana calA gayA. mere antara jagat meM kyA hai? yaha dekhane kA prayAsa hI nahIM kiyA. apane ko dekhane kI dRSTi prApta nahIM kI. daSTi nirmala honI cAhiye paramAtmA ne kahA-giddha dRSTi cAhiye. giddha kI dRSTi bahuta gaharI hotI hai. bahuta u~cAI se vaha apanI vastu ko dekha letA hai. usI taraha se hamAre jIvana meM dRSTi honI cAhiye, vartamAna meM rahakara bhI maiM apane paraloka ko dekha sakU~, kalpanA kara sakU~ ki merA kArya mujhe kahA~ pahu~cAyegA. kisa prakAra kI mujhe gati milegI. vartamAna meM isa prakAra se dekhanA, yaha dUradRSTi yA giddha dRSTi hai. - 244 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: siyAra cupa rahA, parantu kyA kare, vaha bhUkha se lAcAra thA. usane kahA "bhagavan ! aura kucha nahIM, kAna khAM, lUM to kyA hai ? kAna kyA pApa kiyA hai ? choTe se kAna yadi maiM bhakSaNa kara lU~ to mujhe thor3I sI tRpti mila jAyegI. mAnasika santoSa mujhe mila jAyegA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir " sArazrute drohiNau" yogI puruSa ne garjanA karake kahA- isa kAna ne kabhI bhalA zravaNa nahIM kiyA. para nindA kA hI zravaNa kiyA hai. jagata kI carcA kA hI zravaNa kiyA hai, kabhI dharma kathA yA pravacana se isane isa kAna ko pavitra nahIM kiyA. ye kAna khAne yogya nahIM, terI buddhi bhraSTa ho jAegI, terI sArI pavitratA bhI calI jAegI, merA yaha Adeza hai, tU ise khAne kA vicAra chor3a de. 'sArasa Rtau drohiNau' AMkha se kabhI acchA dekhA nahIM, kAna se kabhI dharma kathA sunI nahI. siyAra vicAra meM par3a gayA. kahA ki bhagavAna phira kyA karUM. isake hAtha khA lU. Apane manA kara diyA to mujhe cupa rahanA par3atA hai. "hastau dAnavivarjitau" isane jIvana ke aMdara hAtha se kabhI dAna kiyA hI nahIM. jagata ko lUTane meM hI isakA prayoga kiyA. arpaNa meM kabhI isakA upayoga nahIM kiyA. kevala durupayoga kiyA hai. isalie bhUlakara bhI isake hAtha kA bhakSaNa mata karanA, varanA terI rahI-sahI bhI calI jAegI. bhavAntara ke aMdara isase bhI bhayaMkara yoni meM tujhe janma lenA par3egA. jo hAtha sevA ke lie kudarata ne diyA, jisa hAtha se paramAtmA yA sAdhuoM, munijanoM kI bhakti karanI cAhie. jo hAtha dIna-dukhiyoM kI sevA ke lie milA hai, usakA upayoga Aja taka hamane kyA kiyA ? koI sAdhana burA nahIM hotA, sAdhana kA upayoga burA yA bhalA hotA hai. cAkU kitane vyaktiyoM ko jIvana dAna detA hai, na jAne kitane vyaktiyoM kA prANa letA hai. cAkU nirapekSa hai, nirdoSa hai, usakA upayoga yadi viveka pUrvaka kiyA jAe to lAbha ke lie hai. viveka zUnya hokara yadi upayoga kareM to hAnikAraka hai. ye sArI indriyA~ mokSa prApti meM sahAyaka banatI haiM. sArI indriyAM karma kSetra meM sahayoga dene vAlI banatI haiM. parantu yadi durupayoga kiyA jAe to duHkha ko Amantrita karatI haiM. hAtha kA upayoga kabhI hamane isa prakAra kiyA hI nahI. sevA ke lie isakA upayoga hamase kabhI na ho pAyA. "hastau dAnavivarjitau" vyaktiyoM kI Adata hai jagata ko prApta karanA hameM prApti meM Ananda anubhava hotA hai, arpaNa meM jarA bhI Ananda nahIM AtA hai. loga kSaNika prApti ke andara bar3I zAnti kA anubhava karate haiM. parantu vaha zAnti sthAyI nahI rahatI, asthAyI hotI hai. na jAne isa prApti 245 For Private And Personal Use Only Ba ca

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0 -guruvANI: ke lie kitanA bhayaMkara pApa karanA par3atA hai. jagata ko prApta karane ke lie na jAne kitane anAcAra kA sevana karanA par3atA hai. kitanA ghora durupayoga hama karateM haiM, isa hAtha kA apanI lekhanI ke dvArA. asatya kA prayoga karake yadi hama dhana upArjana kareM to vaha kaise zAnti dene vAlA banegA? dharma kA jo sAdhana hai, usa sAdhana kA yadi durupayoga kiyA jAe. sarasvatI ke sAdhana kA yadi durupayoga kiyA jAe, to vaha darda aura pIr3A kA kAraNa banatA hai. hamane kabhI isa taraha se socA hI nahIM, likhakara asatya kI vakAlata karake, aprAmANikatA se jIvana calAkara, kitanA hamane apanI AtmA ke lie anartha upasthita kiyA hai, kabhI usakA hisAba hamane dekhe hI nahIM. purAne jamAne meM caupar3A rakhA karate the. hisAba kitAba ke lie dukAna para. Apako mAlUma hogA kAlI syAhI se, holDaroM se caupar3A likhA jAtA thA. divAlI ke dina muhUrta karate samaya usI kA prayoga kiyA jAtA thA. vaha mAMgalika mAnA jAtA hai. hamArI paraMparA hai. to caupar3A likhate-likhate hameM mAlUma hai, usa samaya bloTiMga pepara nahIM hotA thA, retI rakhI jAtI thI. dhUla sUkhI huI, yadi kahIM jyAdA syAhI jama jAe to use DAla dete. vaha sUkha jAtA thA. syAhI aura kalama ne Apasa meM milakara bar3I mitratA kI, syAhI ne kahA- paropakAra pUrvaka apanA jIvana arpaNa kara denA, yaha merI bhAvanA hai. tuma mujhe sahayoga do. kalama ne kahA-ThIka hai, maiM bhI ghisa ghisa kara apanA prANa arpaNa karane ko taiyAra hU~, donoM ke andara balidAna kI bar3I suMdara bhAvanA rahI ki apanA balidAna karake logoM kA hama peTa bhareM, logoM ke jIvana nirvAha karane meM madada kareM, parivAra kA bharaNa poSaNa karane meM sahAyaka baneM. Apa dekhie! donoM meM kaisI suMdara apUrva mitratA hai. kalama jaise hI syAhI meM DuboyA jAtA hai, syAhI kA sAtha milatA hai. donoM meM bar3I acchI mitratA rahatI hai. jaise-jaise kalama Age calI, usake pIche syAhI sUkhatI huI calI jAtI hai. mitra ke viyoga ke aMdara, kavi kI bar3I suMdara kalpanA hai, vaha syAhI apanA prANa de detI hai. merA mitra Age calA gayA usake viyoga meM merA jindA rahanA koI mUlya nahIM rakhatA. syAhI sUkha jAtI hai, mara jAtI hai. kalama Age calI jAtI hai. kaI bAra Apane dekhA hogA, likhate-likhate do cAra lAina hama nIce A jAeM aura yadi kahIM syAhI jIvita raha jAe, sUkhe nahIM. aise meM yadi pannA badalanA par3e to kyA karate haiM? vaha dhUla lekara Upara DAla dete haiM. vaha dhUla kyoM DAlate haiM? terA mitra tujhe chor3akara kahAM calA gayA, mitra ke viyoga meM tU abhI taka jIvita hai. tere muMha para dhUla par3e. 246 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- -guruvANI hamArI paraMparA bar3I apUrva vastu hai. AtmA ko chor3akara dharma ko chor3a kara yadi Apa jIvana meM Age bar3ha jAeM, to jJAniyoM ne kahA ki Apake muMha para bhI karma rAjA dhUla DhAlatA hai. dhikkAra hai tumheM. dharma tumhAre jIvana kA parama kalyANakArI mitra hai. usako chor3akara tuma itane Age bar3ha gae? AtmA aura dharma ko chor3akara yadi Age bar3hoge to muha para dhUla par3egI. dhikkAra hai aise jIvana ko. isa jIvana kA koI mUlya nahIM hai, koI mahatva nahIM hai. tiraskAra ke yogya hai aisA jIvana. yogI puruSa ne bahuta suMdara DhaMga se usako samajhAyA, kahA-ki tU ise chor3a de. kaisI bhI tujhe bhUkha laga jAe, upekSA kara de. yadi prANa calA jAe to bhI cintA na kara. vaha to jAne vAlA hai hI. do dina pahale calA jAe to kyA huA. ataH isake hAtha kabhI mata khAnA. varanA tumhAre aMdara kI sArI udAra vRtti naSTa ho jAegI. na jAne bhavAntara meM kahA~ kisa yoni meM janma lenA par3e? siyAra kahatA hai aura kucha nahIM - "agara isakA peTa khA lUM to, yogI ne kahA ki "yaha to pApa kA godAma hai." anyAyopArjitavittapUrNamudaram. anyAya se upArjana kie hue dravya se isane apanA peTa bharA hai. kabhI nIti aura nyAya kA paisA isake peTa meM nahI gayA. kabhI bhUla kara ke isa peTa kA bhakSaNa mata karanA. yaha to pApa kA godAma hai. bicArA siyAra vicAra meM par3a gayA. eka-eka aMga ko lekara ke usane cAhanA kI. ki bhagavan! yadi ApakI icchA ho to isako khA lUM. Akhira meM siyAra ne kahA "bhagavana! isake mAthe ko hI khA lUM." / yogI purUSa ne kahA "yaha to pApa kI pArliyAmeMTa hai. sAre durvicAra vahAM se hI paidA hue. isake aMdara pApa kI mati hai. garveNa tuMgaziraH bar3e garva se isane apane mAthe ko Upara rakhA hai. isa sira kA bhakSaNa mata karanA. nahIM to ahaMkAra praveza kara jAegA. ye sAre pApa ke vicAra tere adara A jAege. usakA pariNAma tU jAnatA hai. bhavAntara ke aMdara buddhi milegI nahIM, nirbuddhi hogA. isalie bhUla kara bhI isake mAthe kA bhakSaNa mata karanA". "bhavagan, isake pAMva ko khA lUM to kyA harja hai? sArA zarIra chor3a detA hUM kevala pAMva khA lUMgA." "pAdau na tIrthaMgatau" "ina pAMvoM se kabhI tIrtha yAtrA isane nahIM kI. kabhI satpuruSoM kI sevA meM ina pA~voM kA prayoga nahIM kiyA. kabhI koI dharma pravacana meM yA dharma yAtrA meM ye pAMva nahIM gaye. isalie ise tU pUrA kA pUrA hI chor3a de. bhUkhe maranA, tere lie bhale hI puNya na bane parantu isakA bhakSaNa karanA, pApa avazya bana jAegA." 247 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- -guruvANI kitanA bhayaMkara durupayoga hamane apane pAvoM kA kiyA hai. na jAne dina meM garmI meM kahAM pAMva daur3e. paise ke lie usa bhayaMkara garmI meM bhI hama daur3ate rahe. parantu paramAtmA ke darzana ke lie yA sAdhu santoM ke darzana ke lie kabhI apane puNya puruSoM kI sevA ke lie hamane Aja taka pAMvoM kA prayoga nahIM kiyA to phira ye kisa kAma Ae? ___hamane apanI indriyoM kA Aja taka upayoga kevala pApa ke Agamana ke lie kiyA hai. inheM pApa ko praveza dvAra banA kara rakhA hai. pApa ke upArjana meM sArI indriyAM mAdhyama bana gaIM jabaki isakA upayoga dharma kA sAdhana banane ke lie the. kintu yaha upayoga dharma sAdhanA ke kSetra meM Aja taka nahIM kiyA gayA. mokSa prApti kA jo sAdhana thA. vaha sAdhana saMsAra upArjana meM nimitta banA. yaha bahuta vicAraNIya prazna hai. pA~va ko yadi Apane dekha liyA hotA, samajha lete pAMva hI kI bhASA se usake bhAvoM ko yadi yaha jAna lete, bahuta kucha pA jAte. pAMva kI bhI eka bhASA hai. ___ Aja taka isa bhASA ko hama samajha nahIM pAe. Apa ne kabhI pAMva kI namratA dekhI? isa pAMva kI sAdhutA ko dekhA? kabhI isane asahayoga bhAva se jIvana meM azAnti utpanna kI? kabhI har3atAla kI? ApakI AjJA kA yathAvata pAlana kiyA. yadi pAMva jitanI akala bhI hamAre aMdara A jAe, to ye sArI yAtrA mokSa kI ora, paramezvara kI yAtrA bana jAe. pAMva jitanI bhI buddhimAnI hamAre pAsa meM nahI. Apa dekhanA, jaba hama calate haiM, eka pAMva Age jAtA hai dasarA pIche rahatA hai. vaha kahatA hai, bhaI! tama Age calo. maiM tumhAre pIche hU~, tumhAre sahayoga meM upasthita hU~ tumhAre sahayoga meM taiyAra hUM. tuma Age bar3ho, jaise hI vaha pAMva Age bar3hatA hai, ruka jAtA hai. mAno kahatA hai tumheM lie binA maiM Age nahIM badUMgA. tuma Age Ao. ina donoM pA~voM kI maitrI kyA kabhI Apane dekhI? ___kaisA prema pUrvaka AmantraNa hai, eka iMca bhI pichalA pAMva Age nahIM jAtA. kabhI sAtha calane kA prayAsa nahIM karatA. kabhI inameM yaha durbhAvanA nahI AtI ki yaha hI Age kyoM bar3hatA hai yA maiM hI Age Age calUMgA. huA hai kabhI aisA? eka pAMva Age jAegA dUsarA pAMva pIche rahegA. maiM tumhAre lie sahayoga meM, maiM taiyAra hUM tuma Age bar3ho, jo Age bar3hegA vaha turaMta ruka jAegA. tuma ko chor3akara maiM Age nahI badUMgA. tuma mere sAtha calo maiM tumhArI sevA meM taiyAra hU~, jaise pAMva Age AegA pichalA ruka jAegA. agalA rukA to vaha turaMta kahegA teja Age AoM. donoM kA prema dekho, Apako yahA~ se ghara taka pahuMcA dete haiM. ghara dukAna makAna taka le jAte haiM. inameM agara vaira ho jAe. kaTutA A jAe to kyA Apa yahAM se jA sakeMge? pAMva jitanI bhI namratA A jAe, sahayoga kI bhAvanA A jAe to bhI usakA kalyANa ho jAe. hamane na to apanI indriyoM se kucha sIkhA. na apanI zArIrika racanAoM meM se koI adhyAtmika cetanA yA jAgati prApta kI. mAtra jagata kI cintA meM sArA jIvana barabAda ho gayA. 248 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: guruvANI siyAra ne sAdhu kI AjJA kA pAlana kiyA aura kahA- maiM bhale mara jAUM para ise na khAU~gA. ApakI AjJA zirodhArya hai. aise pApI AdamI kI lAza kA bhakSaNa maiM kabhI nahIM karUMgA. yaha kavi kalpanA hai, bar3I sundara kalpanA hai. yaha sArI kalpanA hamAre upakAra ke lie hai. hameM jAgRta karane ke lie hai.. usa mahAna AcArya bhagavanta ne bhI yaha nirdeza isIlie diyA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir " sarvatra nindA saMtyAgo" jIbha kA kitanA ghora durupayoga kiyA. Apane kabhI socA. Dhera sArI miThAI Apa khA gae. janma se lekara Aja taka laDDU per3A kitanA hI khA gae. kyA jIbha ke andara miThAsa AI ? Aja taka nahIM AI khAte-khAte AnI cAhie thI. ApakI vANI ko mIThA bana jAnA cAhie thA. kSamApanA karate samaya saMvatsarI ke pAraNe meM miThAI se kSamApanA karanA ki maiMne tumhArA bahuta hI durupayoga kiyA. Aja ke bAda kabhI durUpayoga nahI karUMgA. janma se Aja taka tumhArA svAda liyA, tumhArA paricaya kiyA. na jAne kitanA-kitanA tumhArA AhAra kiyA. paraMtu usa mAdhurya kA svAda mere zabdoM meM Aja taka nahI AyA. kar3avApana hI rahA. miThAI khA kara ke bhI miThAsa nahI AI phira hama roja khAte haiM. usase bhI kSamApanA karie. tumhAre paricaya se mujhameM parivartana kyoM nahIM AyA ? saMkalpa kariye ki aisA mAdhurya mere zabdoM me AnA cAhie. stokam madhuram, aura nipuNam zabda ke jo guNa cala rahe haiM. jisakA varNana cala rahA hai ki kaise bolanA cAhie. kaisI madhuratA AnI cAhie. nipuNam jaba Apa bolate haiM to usa kArya ke aMdara usa vANI ke vyApAra ke aMdara, ApakI bauddhika kuzalatA kA paricaya milanA cAhie, cAlabAjI kA nahIM, cApalUsI kA nahIM. buddhi pUrvaka, AtmA ke anukUla kucha bauddhika kuzalatA kA logoM ko paricaya milanA cAhie. usakA upayoga maiM Atma hita meM karU~. tAki kArya ke kleza se, kleza ke Agamana se, yaha AtmA mukta bane. buddhi kA upayoga isa prakAra se kiyA jAe. antara jagata meM merI AtmA ke guNa lUTe na jAeM. hamane kabhI isa prakAra vicAra nahIM kiyA, jo hoziyAra vyakti ko karanA cAhie. bAhara luTane se bacane kI hama bahuta koziza karate haiM. parantu andara luTane se bacane ke lie, hamane Aja taka kisI upAya para vicAra nahIM kiyA. seTha maphatalAla phasTa klAsa meM baMbaI jA rahe the. rAste meM guMDA mila gayA, hAtha meM bar3I kImatI aMgUThI thI. bar3I mUlyavAna char3I thI. kisI guMDe ne dekhA yaha maukA acchA hai. baiTha gayA vaha bhI usa phasTa klAsa ke Dibbe meM gAr3I cala rahI thI. maphatalAla vicAra meM par3a gayA. yaha AdamI bahuta galata dikhAI detA hai. cehare kI bhASA se hI vaha use samajha gayA. itanA kuzala thA. 249 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra S www.kobatirth.org guruvANI gAr3I cala rahI thI. vaha jAna gayA ki isakI harakata bar3I kharAba hai. isakI najara merI aMgUThI para hai. guMDA AyA. dhamakI dene lagA. maphatalAla bar3A cAlAka aura catura thA. guMDe ne izArA kiyA ki tumhAre pAsa jo kucha hai, vaha utAra kara de do. maphatalAla ne kahA- bola nahIM sakatA, kAna para izArA kiyA ki maiM suna bhI nahIM sakatA. Apa likha kara de do ki Apa kyA bAta kara rahe haiM gUMgA bana gayA, baharA bana gayA. sAmane vAlA vyakti vicAra meM par3a gayA, usane samajhA yaha gUMgA hI hogA, baharA bhI hogA. usane eka kAgaja kA Tukar3A nikAlA aura pena se likha kara ke diyA "jo kucha tumhAre pAsa hai, tuma de do. agara nahIM diyA to usakA pariNAma bhoganA par3egA. maiM tumhe khatama kara dU~gA. calatI huI gAr3I se tumako bAhara pheMka dUMgA. cupa cApa de do." likha kara kAgaja diyA hai. maphatalAla ne kAgaja le liyA. DAlA pokeTa meM, agUMThI ghar3I jo kucha thA vaha nikAla karake de diyA. vyakti ko acchI taraha usane pahacAna liyA. Ane vAle sTezana para usa guMDe ne dekhA ki merA kAma to ho gayA. aMgUThI mila gaI. ghar3I mila gaI isake bAda, cAra pAMca hajAra rupaye nagada bhI mila gae gUMgA AdamI hai, baharA AdamI hai. nizcaya ho gayA, vaha kyA cillAegA? kyA bolegA? usakI AvAja kauna samajhegA ? vaha nizcita thA. Ane vAle sTezana para vaha hajarata utara gayA mAla sAmAna lekara use kalpanA nahIM, thI ki gUMgA kucha bolegA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir - 250 pIche se maphata lAla utarA aura cillAyA "cora cora mujhe lUTa kara le jA rahA hai." paisenjara ikaTThe ho gae. cora vicAra meM par3a gayA. isa ko AvAja kahAM se A gaI. vaha ghera liyA gayA cAroM tarapha se aura pakar3A gayA. korTa ke andara sabUta ke rUpa meM vaha slipa nikAla kara de dI. isase bar3A pramANa aura kyA cAhie. gAr3I meM isane dhamakI dI kisako sAkSI lAUM maiM? vahAM kauna viTanesa milegA ? maineM isase likhA karake le liyA. maiMne yaha cAlAkI kI. isane likha kara de diyA. rAiTiMga isakI hai pUcha lIjie nahIM to TesTa karA lIjie. mAla pakar3anA par3A. sajA ho gaI. mAla bhI mila gayA, sajA bhI ho gaI. sAkSI kI jarUrata nahIM par3I. cAlAkI kaise kAma AI ? kheda hai ki hama cAlAkI aura buddhi kA upayoga saMsAra ko bacAne ke lie to karate hai. kintu kabhI AtmA ke rakSaNa meM isakA upayoga nahIM karate. merI AtmA ke guNa naSTa ho rahe hai. vaha karma corI jaisA hai. merI sArI sAdhanA kI pUMjI roja lUTI jA rahI hai. Apa ne vahA~ jo kamAyA vaha dukAna meM luTA na do, isake lie sikyuriTI cAhie. dukAna ke mAla kI rakhavAlI caukIdAra karatA hai, sAdhu bhI caukIdAra jaisA hai AvAja detA hai Apako jagAtA hai, sAvadhAna karatA hai. koI bhaya nahIM, koI khatarA nahIM, kisI pApa kA praveza nahIM, Apa nizcinta hokara baiThe haiM. For Private And Personal Use Only . yahA~ se Apa dukAna taka yaha socate jAyeMge ki Aja bahuta dharma kamAyA hai. bar3e sundara vicAra mile. bahuta sundara bhAvanA se puNya upArjana kiyA. vahA~ pahu~ca kara naukara ko huMDI lAne ko kaheMge, usake sAtha hI lobha pahu~ca jAyegA.

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guruvANI vaha eka dhakkA lagAtA hai, eka thappaDa mAratA hai aura saba saMskAra. yahAM se jo prApta kiyA use vaha lUTakara le jAtA hai. sAmane dikhatA hai ki lakSmI A rahI hai. noToM kI barasAta ho rahI hai. saba bhUla gaye ki usa naze meM kyA sunA thA? kyA kiyA thA? merA kartavya kyA thA? vahAM jAte hI saba kucha bhUla gaye. sArI mehatana pAnI meM DUba jAyegI. jaise hI dukAna para gae, lobha AyA, vaha usa saba ko khatma kara degA. koI vyakti aisA vaisA mila gayA to krodha kA Aveza AegA aura tana mana meM Aga laga jAegI. sAre sadvicAra jala kara rAkha bana jAeMge. eka kSaNa lagatA hai, sAre dina hama vahAM para luTAte haiM, kamAI hai. muzkila se Apa eka ghaNTA, puNyazAlI haiM ki A jAe. paramAtmA kI vANI zravaNa karane ko mila jAe. mArgadarzana mila jAe. parantu usakA pariNAma kyA? 23 ghaNTe to luTAnA hai. janme saMsAra meM puNya lUTane ke lie haiM. svayaM ko luTAkara nahIM jAnA hai. saMsAra se puNya lUTakara ke jAnA hai. Aja taka hama luTAte Ae. AtmA ke vaibhava ko luTAte haiM. sArI pavitratA ko luTAte rahe. saMkalpa karo ki mujhe saMsAra ko lUTakara le jAnA hai, svayaM nahIM luTanA. Aja taka saMsAra meM maiM maratA rahA. saMsAra kAyama rahA jindA rahA, parantu aba aisA marUMgA ki mere mana se saMsAra mara jAe. jaba taka jindA rahUM, AbAda rahU~, aisI sthiti meM calA jAUM ki merA maraNa na ho. isIlie sArA prayatna cala rahA hai aura kisI kAraNa koI prayAsa nahIM. hamArA dhyAna usa tarapha nahIM gayA. bhAva aura bhASA kA sambandha aTUTa hai. bhASA kA viveka yadi nahIM rahA aura usameM nindA A gaI to durbhAva ko janma degI. saMgharSa karegI. bar3A bhayaMkara saMgharSa hogA. nindA Age cala kara mauta kA kAraNa banatI hai. kaTutA aura vaira kI paramparA ko janma detI hai. jitane bhI korTa meM kesa calate haiM usake andara dekhie. gaharAI meM jAkara dekheM to vANI ke andara viveka kA abhAva Apako najara AegA. vahI kleza kA kAraNa banA hai. jitane marDara hote haiM, hatyAe~ hotI haiM, duniyA ke andara, una saikar3oM mRtyu kA kAraNa kyA hai? vANI ke andara viveka kA abhAva hI vaha kAraNa hai. ye jitanI bhI ghaTanAeM roja ghaTatI haiM. striyoM ko apaghAta Adi paruSoM meM isa kA vicAra kahAM se paidA hotA hai? usakA kAraNa agara Apa jAnane kA prayAsa kareM to Apako mAlUma par3a jAegA ki ghara meM kisI na kisI vyakti ne Apako kucha galata sanAyA hai. Apa sahana nahIM kara pAe, aura usake pariNAma svarUpa Apako mauta kA rAstA apanAnA par3A. saMgharSa kA rAstA svIkAranA par3A yA aura koI galata rAstA lekara use kAma karane kA Apane saMkalpa kiyA. yaha duzmana hai isa kA maiM saphAyA kara dU~, yaha nizcaya kiyA. isa prakAra durbhAva hI kleza kA kAraNa banatA hai. bolane meM yadi jarA sA durbhAva A gayA to yaha durbhAva Apake bhAvoM ko naSTa kara degA. bolane meM bar3I gambhIratA honI cAhie. hamAre yahA~ Agama sUtroM meM bar3e sundara DhaMga se btaayaa| 251 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI gayA ki kaisI gambhIratA cAhie. kadAcit kisI vyakti kA pApa bhI najara Aye. AMkhoM se dekhA ho to bhI gaMbhIra zrAvaka pApa kA prakAzana nahI karegA. vaha yahI samajhegA ki vyakti karmoM ke AdhIna hai. pUrva karma ke kAraNa yaha vyakti galata rAste para calA gayA. ekAnta meM mitra dRSTi se usakI pAtratA dekha kara use upadeza degA. yadi pApa kA prakAzana karatA hai, to anartha kA kAraNa banatA hai.. kisI vyakti ke marma rahasya ko prakaTa karanA bahuta bar3A pApa mAnA gayA hai. kyoMki vaha bhI para nindA ke antargata A jAtA hai. Apa bAhara carcA kareMge to vaha kisI kI AtmA ko AghAta lagegA. usake andara darda paidA rahegA. na jAne usakA kyA galata pariNAma A jAegA. kaI bAra galata ghaTanAeM ho jAtI haiM. Agama ke andara isa viSaya kI bar3I bAta AtI hai. saMyoga aisA thA, ghara ke aMdara paisA thA nahI, parivAra ke loga bar3e udAsIna the, bhAI saba alaga ho gae. paise kI mAyA hai. gur3a hai to makkhI AegI. paisA hai to parivAra meM eka nahIM, dasa paidA ho jAe~geM. yadi prArabdha nahIM hai to Apa jagata meM ghUmate raho, koI pUchane vAlA nahIM. svArtha se bharA huA saMsAra hai yaha. bhagavanta ne apane zabdoM se kahA. saMsAra kaisA hai isakA paricaya diyA. "dukha rUpe dukhAnubandhe dukhAnuphale" yaha saMsAra svayaM dukha rUpa hai. dukha kA anubandha karAne vAlA. dukha kI paraMparA upasthita karane vAlA hai. dukha ko pariNAma yA phala ke rUpa meM dene vAlA hai. svayaM saMsAra hI jaba dukha rUpa hai. hamArI sAdhanA saMsAra ke duHkhoM se mukta hone ke lie hai. agara Apa yahA~ sukha kI kalpanA karate haiM, to yaha ApakA bhrama hai ki mujhe saMsAra meM sukha milegA. sukha milane vAlA nahIM. dukha se hama ghabarAte haiM. yaha hamArI kAyaratA hai, bahuta bar3I kamajorI hai. bhagavAna ne dukha kA svAgata kiyA aura Apa tiraskAra karate haiM. saMta kabIra ke yahAM eka dukhI vyakti AyA aura bolA "bhagavan, bahuta dukhI ho gayA. sArA saMsAra maine dekha liyA aura sAre parivAra kA paricaya kara liyA. vairAgya A gayA ho, aisA bhI nahI. ApakA AzIrvAda lene AyA hU~. koI aisA maMgala AzIrvAda dIjie. jisase merA dukha calA jAye aura sukha kI prApti ho. kabIra ne kahA-"maiM AzIrvAda detA hU~ ki tU aura dukhI ho jA." saMta kA zabda kyA thA, vajrapAta thA. vaha vyakti caraNoM meM gira gayA aura bolA "bhagavan! Apake mukha se nikalA zabda hamezA sAkAra hotA hai, logoM kI aisI mAnyatA hai. sadAcArI AtmA ke mukha se jo nikalA ho, vaha zabda sAkAra banatA hai. isalie isa garIba para dayAdRSTi rakhakara kucha kIjie. Apane jo zabda kahA vaha to AghAta hai, vajrapAta hai. bhagavan! dukhI hUM aura isa ghAyala ko yadi Apa mAreM to ApakI icchA hai. maiM to saMsAra se ghAyala ho kara Apake caraNoM meM Aya dukha aura darda lekara AyA hUM. bhagavan, aura kucha mujhe nahI cAhie. kevala ApakI kRpA cAhie." 252 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: kabIra ne kahA "tumane merI bhASA ke rahasya ko nahI samajhA. zabda kaThora haiM. para unameM mere jo bhAva haiM, ve bar3e komala haiM." kaviyoM ke bhAvoM ko samajhanA bahuta muzkila hai. mujhe nahI mAlUma ki mere Azrama ke aMdara yadi sukha kA praveza ho jAe to maiM usakA svAgata kaise karUMgA? kabIra ne apanI bhASA meM ThIka kahA. Apa bhI samajha lenA. jisakI Apa mAlA ginate hI chor3a denA. kabIra ne kahA. sukha ke mAthe sila par3o, jo prabhu diyA bhulAya. balihArI usa dukha kI jo bAra-bAra prabhu sumirAya. samajha gae merI bAta? nahI samajhe? sukha ke mAthe patthara par3o, jisane prabhu diyA bhulAya. are tuma kyA samajhate ho? mere Azrama meM yadi sukha A jAe to patthara lekara usake mAthe meM de mArU~gA kyoMki vaha bhagavAna ko bhulA detA hai. "yahA~ sAre dina prabhu ke samiraNa kI raTana calatI hai, kitanA mahAna upakAra hai usa dukha kA. isalie maiMne tujhe AzIrvAda diyA, isI meM terA Atma kalyANa hogA. sukha kI bAta chor3a de. dukha kA svAgata kara." AegI ye bhASA samajha meM? Aja taka hamAre jIvana meM jo hai, vaha dukha kA hI upakAra hai, jaina tAtvika dRSTi se yadi dekhA jAe. hamAre jIvana kA AdikAla prArambha hotA hai. niroga avasthA meM se yaha AtmA janma aura maraNa karatI hai. eka bhayaMkara darda aura vedanA se bharA huA vaha jIvana, vaha yoni nirogAvasthA hai, vahAM se itanA dukha sahana karake anAdi ananta kAla meM hamArA yaha kramika vikAsa huA hai. bhUtakAla kA sArA itihAsa dukha aura darda se bharA huA itihAsa hai. itanA kaSTa sahane ke bAda iSTa kI yaha prApti huI hai. vartamAna jIvana milA hai. isameM hama bhUtakAla ke dukha ko bhUla gae hai. vahAM koI dharma kriyA kA sAdhana nahI thA. anicchA se dukha ko sahana kiyA aura usakI kRpA se karmakSaya huA, nirjarA kI aura mAnava jIvana taka Aye. yahA Akara usa parama mitra ko bhUla gae jisane yaha upakAra kiyA. Apako isa mAnava jIvana taka pahuMcAyA. __agara dukha nahIM hotA to vartamAna kA yaha sukha bhI nahIM milatA. bhUla gae haiM yaha Apa! Agama meM AI ghaTanA kI bAta cala rahI thI. aisA vAtAvaraNa bana gayA thA usa ghara ke andara paise kA, dAnApAnI kA, abhAva aura bhAva jAnate hI ho Apa. dukha se ghirA huA jIvana thA maphatalAla kA. aisI paristhiti meM gharavAlI ne bhI upadeza denA zurU kara diyA. becArA kyA kare lAcAra thA, paristhiti kA lAbha lete haiM. mana meM eka nirNaya kiyA ki videza jAkara vaha kucha upArjana kare. kucha dhana-upArjana kare. isa bhAvanA ke sAtha ghara se nikalA... strI sAtha meM thI. choTA sA goMdI kA bAlaka thA. paisA aisI cIja hai, usakA ArkaSaNa hI alaga hotA hai. nAma rakhane se kucha nahI hotA. yahA~ to paisA cAhie. kAma cAhie. yaha PU BIA 253 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI: to lakSmI kI kRpA hai. gujarAtI meM kahA hai paisA hai to "seTha nAthAlAla." agara paisA calA gayA, dAna zIlatA na rahI to kahate hai "nAthiyo." itanA bar3A parivartana AtA hai. dene se hamArI ijjata hotI hai. camaka hotI hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Akhira vahI huA. paradesa jAte hue rAste meM use pyAsa lagI. purAne jamAne meM loga luTiyA DorI rakhate the pAsa meM apanA sAdhana apane sAtha rakhate the. AhAra kI pavitratA kA khyAla rakhate the. garmI ke dina, pAnI nikAlane ke lie vaha becArA kueM meM jhukA. DorI bAMdha karake loTI DAlI. soca rahA thA garmI kA samaya hai thor3A pAnI pI leM. sustA leM, usake bAda caleMge. pAsa meM hI ghara vAlI thI, usake mana meM vicAra AyA ki yaha kaisI nirbhAgI AtmA mujhe milI ? jaba se zAdI huI hai, khAne kA patA nahI, pahanane kA ThikAnA nahI, hara samaya subaha se zAma taka na jAne kitanI gAliyAM sunanI par3I hai. soca ke isI Aveza meM usane pati ko eka lAta lagAI aura kueM meM girA diyA. soca rahI thI ki aba hamezA ke lie mere dukha kA anta ho jAegA. kaI bAra Aveza meM aise azubha nimitta milate hai. gharavAlI ko bhI kabhI Aveza meM pati ne aise kucha zabda bola die hoMge. zabda sahana nahI huye aura jaba maukA milA usane pratikriyA meM aisA kiyA, usa becAre ko kueM meM girA diyA. vaha apane bacce ko lekara pIhara meM calI gaI. usa jamAne meM tAra TelIphona the nahIM. lambA caur3A parivAra nahIM thA. koI aisI kalpanA bhI kaise kare ? gAMva meM gaI, jAkara kaha diyA ki ve to videza gae haiM dhana upArjana ke lie kaha gaye hai ki cAra chaha mahIne meM dhana kamAkara AUMgA, taba tujhe lene AUMgA. logoM ne vizvAsa kara liyA. usa jamAne meM chaha-chaha mahIne taka kI yAtrA hotI thI. eka bAra hI ghara Ate the varSa meM holI dIvAlI ghara Ate. na cAha thI ki videza meM kyA huA, kyA nahI huA ? koI aise sAdhana nahI the. sAdhana ke abhAva. satya kyA hai ? yaha kaise mAlUma par3e? vaha to bar3e AnaMda se rahane lagI ki hamezA kA dukha darda calA gayA. roja sunAyA karate, roja tAnA mArate ki tU jaba se ghara meM AI taba se lakSmI calI gaI. aba yaha kauna sahana kare ? parantu jaise hI vaha kueM meM gire unake puNya ne sAtha diyA. eka patthara mila gayA. use pakar3a kara ve kueM meM khar3e rahe. DUbe nahIM, mare nahI sirpha thor3I hI coTa A gaI. Ane jAne vAle kaI aise yAtrI the jinako dayA AI, unhoMne inhe bacA liyA. aba inheM apane jIvana para vicAra AyA ki usa jIva ko maiMne bahuta kahA thA, usI kA yaha pariNAma hai. Aveza meM Akara vaha mere sAtha aisA vyavahAra kara gaI hai. paraMtu isa pApa ke udaya hone para usane samajhadArI se kAma liyA, bar3A gaMbhIra rahA. pariNAma svarUpa usake lie koI zabda nahI bolA. socA ki yaha to mere karma kA doSa hai. vaha nirdoSa hai. vaha sAdhuoM aura muniyoM ke samparka meM AyA. eka sajjana mila gae. ve sahadharmiyo kI bhakti karane vAle the. kahA ki mere sAtha calo. ve ise deza videza meM le gaye. bahuta 254 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- garuvANAkamamit - bar3A vyApAra thA usakA, usake aMdara unakI bhAgIdArI rakhI. isa prakAra se mAlAmAla ho gae. kalpanA se bar3hakara lakSmI unako milI. do cAra chaha mahIne bAda dhana urpAjana karake jaba lauTane lage to mana meM socA. sasurAla hokara jAUM. vahAM gharavAlI hogI to lekara jAUM. gharavAlI ne kalpanA kara lI thI. ve to kabhI mara marA gae. vaha yahI jAnatI thI aura bar3I nizcinta thI. unake patideva bahuta sI gAr3I bharake daulata sAmAna lAe. na jAne kitanI peTI aura piTAre bhara ke javAharAta lAe. isa daulata ko sAtha le ghara ke sAmane pahu~ce. lakSmI kI mAyA bar3I vicitra hai. lakSmI calI jAe to koI ghara meM pUchane vAlA nahIM, bhale hI vaha sasurAla kyoM na ho. seTha maphatalAla sasurAla meM bahuta barSoM ke bAda gae. kabhI jAte hI nahI the. aba to gharavAlI bhI mara gaI thI. vicAra kiyA ki aba sasurAla jAkara kyA karUMgA? paraMtu saMyoga vaza rAstA vahIM se thA. pAMca sAta sAla binA gaye nikala gae the. ghara sAsa thI. do tIna sAle the. aura koI parivAra meM nahI thA. sasura jI to kabhI ke devaloka cale gae the. aisI paristhiti meM maphatalAla ne dekhA ki rAta par3a gaI hai. kama se kama rAta to yahAM bitA lU~, yaha vicAra kiyA. yadyapi ve jAnate the ki patnI ke mara jAne para sasurAla kA vAtAvaraNa kaisA ho jAtA hai. vahA~ dAmAda kI koI kImata nahIM rahatI. - cha: sAta varSa ke bAda gae the. zAma kA samaya thA. sAsa ko unakA AnA acchA nahI lagA phira bhI use svAgata kA nATaka karanA hI par3A. bolI-Ao-Ao. bahuta dina bAda Ae. ekadama acAnaka kahAM rAstA bhUla gae. ___ maphatalAla ne kahA-nahIM-nahIM, merI icchA thI. bahuta dina ho gae the. socA ki sabase milUM. andara koTharI meM baiThA diyA. sAsa kaMjUsa seTha kI avatAra thI. TakA eka chUTe nahI. __maphatalAla Ae to sevA bhI usI prakAra se huI. unheM andara rUma meM baiThA diyA gayA. aura sAmane thAlI rakha dI gaI. gAMva ke aMdara to tela kA diyA hotA hai. vaha eka tarapha jala rahA thA. tInoM unake sAle the jo bAhara kAma kara rahe the. sAsa ne aMdara biThA kara kahA- Apa bahuta dera se Ae nahI to sIrA vagairaha banAte. aba rAta kA samaya hai khicar3I taiyAra hai. Apako ko bhI bhUkha lagI hogI. naI rasoI banAeM to bahuta TAima laga jAegA. Apa khicar3I khAo. arI mA~ jI, jo hai vahI lAo. sAsa ne thAlI meM khicar3I DAla dI aura phira ghilaur3I, ghI kA bartana le AI. phira usane ruI kI battI banA kara isa kalasiyA meM DAla dI tAki ghI na gira jAe, jyAdA. ghI DAlane kA nATaka karane lagI vAstava meM saMsAra bar3A vicitra hai. bAhara ke loga bhI Ae milane, bar3e dina bAda jamAI rAjA Ae. loga dekhane Ae. vaha nATaka kara rahI thI. gola-gola ghumAne para bhI eka bUMda bhI na giratA thA. kyoMki battI DAlI huI thI aMdara. 255 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI: maphatalAla hAtha lagAkara samajha gayA ki isameM to eka bUMda bhI ghI nahI girA hai. kucha gar3abar3a hai. vaha bhI bar3A hoziyAra thA. sAsa se kahA ki jarA eka gilAsa pAnI to lAo. yaha pAnI maiM pI cukA, galA sUkha rahA hai, khicar3I se. sAsa becArI bAhara pAnI lene gaI. idhara maphatalAla ne ghilaur3I kA pUrA ghI usameM DAla liyA. maphatalAla ne apanA kAma pUrA kara liyA. socA aba rAta ArAma se nikalegI. sAsa ne jaba ghilaur3I dekhI to usa kA jIva eka dama aMdara ho gayA. hAya-hAya ATha dina pahale itanA ghI aMdara thA. sArA kA sArA ghI isake aMdara jamAI khA jAyegA. AvAja diyA tInoM baccoM ko. jamAI rAjA bahuta dina se Ae haiM. sAtha baiThakara to khAo. ye maukA kaba milegA. sAsa ne dekhA kama se kama mere tInoM bacce to A jAeM. / maphatalAla ne socA-majadUrI maiMne kI, isa naphA meM phira ye bhAgIdAra ho gaye. itanA riska lekara ke kAma kiyA phira bhAgIdAra. to baiThe khAne. saMyoga dekhiye. idhara maphatalAla ke sAmane tIno bacce the. ghI saba maphatalAla kI tarapha AyA haA thA thAlI kA. isa prakAra se rakhI thI. tInoM sAloM ne vicAra kiyA, yAra udhara hAtha mAranA to ThIka nahIM. ghI kA tAlAba bhI udhara hai. apanI tarapha jo kucha hai nahI. bar3e hoziyAra the ve sAle. eka lakIra khIMcI. unhoMne kahA - kyA sAhaba. saMvatsarI jaisI saMvatsarI gaI. eka bhI kSamApanA kA kArDa nahIM. kama se kama eka posTa kArDa to likhanA thA. vyavahAra meM itanA to rakhanA thA. dUsare ne kahA-yAra saMvatsarI to gaI. dIvAlI bhI gaI. eka lakIra aura khIcI. tIsare ne bhI usakI prakAra kA bahAnA. kara tInoM tarapha se kenAla aisA bana gayA aura ghI udhara calA gayA. maphatalAla ne kahA-ye to bar3e catura najara Ate haiM. itanI mehanata karake saba kAma kiyA. ye muphta meM bhAgIdAra bana gaye. maphatalAla bhI jabalapura kA thA, kama to thA nahIM. usane kahA yAra holI dIvAlI saMvatsarI jo hai. vaha saba Aja hI samajha lo. usane barAbara ghumAyA. ve bhI samajha gae. Apake saMsAra kA yaha nagna paricaya hai. paise kI mAyA hai, agara paisA hai to saba kucha hai aura paisA nahIM to kucha bhI nahIM. pariNAma yaha huA ki jaise hI vaha mAla sAmAna lekara vahAM para AyA, usakI strI ghabarA gaI ki yaha jindA kahAM se A gayA. ise to maiMne kue~ meM dhakkA de diyA thA. to muMha meM pAnI A gayA aura bahuta svAgata karane lagI. para mana se bar3I bhayabhIta thI. kahIM merI bAta na khola de, jo mauta barAbara hai. parantu bar3e gambhIra the vaha zrAvaka, eka zabda bole nahIM. ghara ke andara Ae, sasurAla meM do dina rahe. parivAra ko lekara cale. sAtha meM eka lar3akA thA. jo bAlyakAla meM choTA hI thA. aba thor3A bar3A ho gayA thA. apanI zrAvikA ko lekara ghara Ae. bacce kI zAdI bhI huI. eka dina aisA saMyoga huA ki jaba bhojana kara rahe the, vahIM thAlI meM baiThe-baiThe. koI sUrya kI kiraNa usakI AMkha para par3I, pAsa meM strI thI, gharavAlI ne dekhA mere patideva ko kaSTa ho rahA hai. apanA pallA lekara DhAMkane lagI. tAki sarya kI kiraNa isakI AMkha para na paDe. 256 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: ye ArAma kI bAteM haiM. saMsAra kI vicitratA kA paricaya isase milatA hai. kaisA bhayaMkara saMsAra hai. yaha nATaka dekhakara pati ko jarA haMsI A gaI. Apa jAnate haiM, ghara meM sAsa, bahU kA tanAva to hotA hai. vahAM bhI vAtAvaraNa aisA thA, para pati bar3e gambhIra the, usa samaya bahU bhojana parosane AI. usane apanI sAsa ko isa prakAra se pallA DAlate hae dekhA. sUrya ke sAmane se jahAM kiraNa A rahI thI, vahAM pallA DAla kara vaha baiThI thI. patideva haMsa rahe the eka dama acAnaka. koI bAta kie binA. bahU ke mana meM ekadama vicAra AyA ki isako haMsI kaise A gaI. binA kAraNa binA bAta kie. koI bAta kI nahIM, koI aisI carcA calI bhI nahIM, lAkara maine to thAlI meM roTI DAlI aura unhoMne pallA kiyA aura mere sasura haMsane laga gae. jarUra isameM koI rahasya hogA. para vaha kucha bolI nahIM. rAta ko patideva Ae to baha ne kahA - pitA kI sevA karate samaya pAMva dAbate samaya yaha jarUra se pUchanA ki dopahara ko bhojana karate-karate Aja binA kAraNa haMsI kaise AI? yaha rahasya jAnakara ke AnA. patnI kA kahA huA thA. becAre gae aura pitA bAteM karane laga gae, bAteM karate-karate putra ne pitA se pUchA - pitA jI, agja bhojana karate samaya Apako acAnaka haMsI kyoM A gaI thI? isameM rahasya kyA hai? jarA jAnane kI icchA hai, bApa ne kahA - "beTA saMsAra kI baDI vicitratA hai. maiM bolanA nahIM cAhatA. kahane jaisI bAta nahIM hai." beTA bolA - "pitA jI, maiM ApakA putra hU~, ApakI santAna hU~, pitA-putra meM pardA kaisA? yadi koI rahasya hai to ApakA mujha para upakAra hogA. ApakA anubhava mujhe phAyadA degA." putra kI bAta vinaya pUrvaka thI. bApa ne bhI socA ki kadAcit mere anubhava se yaha zikSA le le. saMsAra kA vairAgya isake andara Ae. isa dRSTi se peTa kI bAta jo bar3I mArmika thI, putra se kaha DAlI "terI mAM Aja satI-sAvitrI kI taraha se mere pAsa baiThakara pallA lekara, sUrya kI kiraNa AMkha meM na par3e, khAte samaya azAnti na ho, usake lie itanA prayatna kara rahI thI. tU bAlaka thA, jaba mere pAsa kucha nahIM thA, videza kamAne ke lie nikalA, kueM meM rassI DAlI, loTA DAla pAnI nikAlane ke lie. terI mAM ne mujhe dhakkA dekara andara girA diyA. vahI hai terI mAM jaba Aja paisA A gayA, tU samajha gayA nA?" "hAM pitA jI, saba samajha gayA." yaha saMsAra bar3A vicitra hai. yaha kisI eka vyakti kA doSa nahIM, apitu yaha karma kA doSa hai. saMsAra isa vicitratA ke anubhava se zikSA le. vaha sevA karake AyA aura usane apanI patnI se kaha diyA. usase bAta pacI nahIM. patnI ko to itanA hI cAhie thA, eTama bama mila gayA, kabhI sAsa dhaDAkA paTAkhA chor3egI to maiM eTama bama DAla dUMgI. ghara ke andara eka dina aisA vAtAvaraNa banA, choTI sI bAta ko lekara visphoTa huA. bahU ne kaha diyA, dekhI-dekhI bahuta satI AI hai, tUne pada 257 For Private And Personal Use Only

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garuvANI to apane pati ko kue~ ke andara lAta mAra kara DAla diyA thA, yahAM bahuta satI-sAvitrI bana rahI hai. bahU kA itanA kahanA thA ki sAsa ko cakkara A gayA aura ekadama behoza hokara gira par3I. jaba hoza AyA to usake dimAga meM tanAva thA. donoM dukAna para the bApa-beTe. ghara para koI thA nahIM. vaha mana meM socane lagI ki aba mohalle meM muMha kaise dikhAUMgI. yaha bAta Aja to mujha se kahI hai, kala mohalle meM jAyegI. phira pUre gAMva meM jAyegI. sage sambandhiyoM taka bAta pahuMca jAyegI. mere liye yaha maraNa se bhI bhaMyakara hogA. yaha socakara vaha Upara gaI aura DorI lekara gale meM phAMsI lagA lI aura mara gaI. usa vANI kA pariNAma AtmaghAta taka pahuMca gayA. kucha samaya bAda bhojana ke lie pati jI Aye. nIce Akara baiThe to dekhA unakI zrAvikA nahIM hai ghara meM, becAre Upara gaye. jAkara kamare meM dekhA, vahA~ zrAvikA kI lAza laTakara rahI thI. taranta samajha gaye kala kI ghaTanA. maiMne apane peTa se bAta nikAlI, bacce ko kahI. usa bAta kA yaha pariNAma huA. isakI mauta kA kAraNa banI. isa sAre anartha kA kAraNa maiM hUM, kisI ke marma vacana kA prakaTa kara denA, kisI kI kamajorI ko prakaTa karanA yA karA denA. kisI ke pApa kA prakAzana kara denA, kitanA bar3A anartha paidA karatA hai. para-nindA ke antargata AtA hai. aisA anartha mere kAraNa huA. isa pApa kA prAyazcita kyA kiyA jAye? usI soca vicAra meM ve svayaM laTaka gaye, kAphI samaya taka, dukAna para jaba bApa lauTakara nahIM Aye, to lar3ake ne dukAna banda kI aura dekhA ki pitA jI kyoM nahIM Aye, unakI pratIkSA meM vaha bhojana ke lie na jA sakA thA. dukAna banda karake vaha ghara para AyA, nIce bhojana kiyA, pUchA apanI bahU se --- "kahAM haiM pitA jI? yahAM, mAtA jI bhI nahIM haiM." lAja, maryAdA zarma aisI cIja hai. baha Upara jA nahIM sakI. nIce hI rahI. bahU ne kaha diyA, "jAo Upara kucha karate hoMge. miTiMga-Adi kucha karate hoMge. jaba se Upara gaye taba se abhI ina donoM meM se koI AyA nahI." lar3akA Upara gayA dekhA nIce mAM kI lAza par3I hai aura bApa kI lAza laTaka rahI hai. bAlaka samajha gayA ki sArA pApa mere kAraNa huA. isa anartha kA kAraNa maiM hUM. bahU ke kahane se viveka kho diyA. merI mAM kI kucha aisI kamajorI thI jo karma ke adhIna hai. maiMne yaha bAta kara dI, usakA yaha pariNAma haA aura maiM mAtA-pitA kI mauta kA kAraNa banA. mAtR hatyA-pitR hatyA kA bhayaMkara pApa maiMne kiyA. isa pApa kA kyA prAyazcita karUM. kise jAkara aba maMha dikhAUM. mere jIvana kA AdhAra hI calA gayA. pitA kI lAza utArI aura svayaM usa DorI ke andara svayaM kA AtmAghAta kara diyA. bahuta dera taka bahU nIce vicAra meM par3I rahI. kyA abhI taka pati bhI Upara se Aye nahIM, sAsa sasura bhI Upara kyA kara rahe haiM, ye loga? dina ke do bajane ko Aye. abhI kyA kara raheM haiM, ye loga? cupacApa dhIme-dhIme Upara AI. parde meM jhAMkakara dekhA to avAka raha gaI. - 258 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Ta www.kobatirth.org guruvANI sAsa sasura bhI mara gaye, mere pati deva kI lAza laTaka rahI hai. loga kyA kaheMge? mohalle vAle ye sabhI loga kaheMge ki DAkina AI pUre ghara ko har3apa kara gaI. maiM kahAM muMha dikhAne jAUM mere lie saMsAra meM aba rahA kyA hai ? satyAnAza ho gayA. bolane meM z2arA se aviveka kA kAraNa pUrA ghara barabAda ho gayA, maiM aba yahAM muMha dikhAne lAyaka nahIM rahI, pati kI lAza nIce utArakara vaha svayaM bhI laTaka gaI. paramAtmA mahAvIra ke zabda haiM. agara jarA bhI Apake andara gambhIratA nahIM rahI. aura paranindA ke Azraya meM A gaye. kisI AtmA ke mArmika bAtoM ke gupta rahasya kA yadi Apane prakAzana kara diyA to viveka naSTa ho gayA samajho. usakA pariNAma utanA bhayaMkara anarthakArI ho sakatA hai. yahA~ pUrA ghara pUrA parivAra sApha ho gayA. ApakA sukhamaya saMsAra jala kara rAkha ho jAyegA. yaha saba AtmA ke lie anarthakArI hogA. jIvana ke andara gAMTha bAMdha leM, aisI bAta kabhI nahIM kareMge. kuTumba kI zAnti ke lie, parivAra kI zAnti ke lie apane AtmakalyANa ke lie, yaha galata rAstA meM kabhI nahIM apanAUMgA. kisI AtmA kI koI aisI gupta bAta usakI AtmA ko AghAta lage. usakI AtmA ko pIr3A pahu~ce. kadAcit aisA kathana AtmA ke lie mauta kA kAraNa bana jAye. ataH saMkalpa karo ki aisI koI bAta maiM kabhI nahIM karUMgA. aisI gambhIratA hamAre andara AnI cAhiye. isaliye bhASA kA guNa batalAyA. kArya patitam yaha vANI kA cauthA guNa hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir binA kAraNa kabhI bolanA nahIM. stokam madhuram nipuNam ke bAda Aja isa kArya patitam kI vyAkhyA. jaba kArya kI AvazyakatA ho tabhI bolanA, binA kAraNa bolanA anartha kA kAraNa banatA hai. jo nahIM bolane cAhie. vaha Apa kabhI nahIM bolanA. jaba kArya ho AvazyakatA ho tabhI bolanA, * bahuta AdamiyoM kI Adata huA karatI hai. binA kAraNa bolate raheMge. vyartha hI idhara udhara kI carcA kareMge. binA prayojana idhara-udhara kIrtikathA se Apako milegA kyA? koI lAbha nahIM, sivAya nukasAna ke para vyakti kI Adata hai. maphatalAla bambaI se dillI A rahe the, rAste meM do tIna aise hI mila gaye, samaya kaise nikAlanA, lambA rAstA ThaharA, rAste meM carcA calI, eka vyakti ne pUchA "sAhaba! kahAM jA rahe haiM?" uttara milA 'dillI' maiM bhI dillI jA rahA hUM." "Apa kahA~ rahate haiM ?" "maiM jApAna meM rahatA hUM, inDiyA AyA hUM. socA calo deza ho AUM isalie dillI jA rahA hUM." dUsare vyakti ne kahA "maiM amerikA se A rahA hUM" saba aparicita the. eka dUsare kI bAtacIta huI. maphatalAla se unameM se bhI kisI ne pUchA ki "Apa kahAM se A rahe haiM ?" ve A rahe the bambaI se para bole, "kaineDA gayA thA vahIM se A rahA hUM." bar3AI to karanI cAhiye. kauna kisI ko dekhane AyA hai. kauna kisI kA pAsaporTa mAMga rahA hai. sabhI ko baiThe baiThe TAima pAsa karanA thA. bAta meM bAta nikalI. eka vyakti ne kahA "yAra ! yaha 259 For Private And Personal Use Only da 3R

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-guruvANI inDiyana relave bar3A dhIme-dhIme calatI hai, yaha bhI koI spIDa hai? cAlIsa-cAlIsa sAla ho gaye AjAdI ko aura gAr3I aba bhI rote hue calatI hai. maiM abhI jApAna se AyA hUM kyA supara phAsTa Trena hai. vahAM mAlUma bhI nahIM par3atA eka sTezana se dUsarA sTezana kaba nikalA. kaba AyA aura kaba gayA. itanI phAsTa Trena calatI hai vahAM." dUsare ne kahA "maiM bhI abhI iMglaiMDa se AyA hUM, phrAMsa ke andara kyA Trena calatI hai, itanI phAsTa calatI hai ki vahAM kucha dikhatA hI nahI. aisI hAI spIDa haiM. maphatalAla baiThe-baiThe soca rahe the ki maiM bhI to kama nahIM hUM, dillI kA hUM hoziyAra hUM. unhoMne bhI bAjI lagAI. kahA - "yAra! maiM abhI kaineDA se AyA hUM. aura tuma jAnate ho rela vahIM para banAyA jAtA hai. relave kA vikAsa hI kaineDA se haA haiM. itanI phAsTa Trena hai. aura abhI naI zurU huI supara phAsTa. bambaI pahuMcane se do dina pahale maiM kaineDA kI eka Trena meM baiThA, vahAM Trena sTezana para rukI thI aura merA kulI se jhagar3A ho gayA. maiMne hAtha nikAlA usa kulI ko mArane ke lie. gAr3I sTArTa huI merA vaha hAtha dUsare sTezana ke kulI ko lagA. itanI phAsTa Trena hai." vahA~ isa prakAra maphatalAla bAjI mAra gayA. 'kAryapatitam' kA Azaya yahI hai ki binA kAraNa bakavAsa karanA, bolanA koI mUlya nahIM rakhatA phira bhale hI koI mana ke laDDU khAye aura santoSa mAne. Apa loga binA kAraNa bakavAsa kabhI nahIM karanA. ye cAra bhASA ke gaNa maiMne Apako samajhAyeM. inheM acchI taraha yAda rakhanA. stokam, madhuram, nipuNam, kArya patitam jarUrata ho tabhI bolanA binA jarUrata ke kabhI apanI bhASA kA upayoga mata karanA. vANI apanI zakti hai, isakA apavyaya kabhI nahIM karanA. __isake bAda ke guNa AyeMge. atuccham, garvarahitam bhASA meM tucchatA nahIM cAhiye tiraskAra nahIM AnA cAhiye. garva rahitam abhimAna kA durgandha bhASA meM nahIM cAhiye. pUrva saMkalitam pahale se socakara bolanA cAhie. dharma se yukta bhASA bolI jAye. jo AtmA ke anukUla ho. AtmA ko enarjI dene vAlI satya kA poSaNa karane vAlI ho, ye jo cAra guNa haiM. isa para Age vicAra kareMge. Aja itanA hI rahane deM. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" 260 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI vANI ke guNa parama upakArI, parama kRpAlu AcArya bhagavanta zrI haribhadrasUri jI ne jIvana kI sAdhanA kA bahuta sundara vyavahArika mArga-darzana isa sUtra ke dvArA diyA hai. jahAM taka vyakti apane jIvana meM vyavahAra kA zuddhikaraNa nahIM kara pAyegA vahAM taka Atma zuddhi kI koI sambhAvanA nahIM, jIvana kA vartamAna vyavahAra kI azuddhi lekara khar3A hai. vANI ke andara, bartana ke andara, vicAroM ke andara, aisI azuddhatA hai ki yadi usa para Apa sAdhanA kI bhUmikA kA nirmANa kareM vaha sambhava nahI hogA. jIvana ke andara yadi isa prakAra vyavahAra azuddha hogA. sampUrNa jIvana yadi asatya kI bhUmikA para hogA, vicAroM meM yadi kaTutA aura vaira kI durbhAvanA hogI to vahAM sadbhAvanA kA Agamana kaise hogA? vicAraNIya prazna hai. isIlie jIvana kI prAthamikatA kA isa sUtra ke dvArA paricaya diyA. yadi prArambha meM dharma sAdhanA se pUrva vyakti isa prakAra apanA jIvana nirmANa kara le to bhaviSya meM AtmA ke anukUla apane jIvana kA nirmANa kara sakatA hai. parantu jahAM ApakA vyavahAra zuddha nahIM, vahAM para nizcaya hI dhArmikatA kI bAta Apa chor3a dIjie. kyoMki cAroM tarapha se karma kA AkramaNa cAlU hai. hamane pUrva meM jo upArjana kiyA hai, usa pUrva kRta karma kA yaha vartamAna pariNAma hai. pUrva meM ajJAna dazA meM viSaya ke adhIna bana kara paudagalika vAsanAoM ko lekara na jAne kitanA bhayaMkara karma kA anubandha hamane kiyA hai. vartamAna meM unakA kaTa pariNAma hama roja bhogate haiM. vartamAna meM yadi Apa ne isakI upekSA kI to sArI duniyAM pApa kA praveza dvAra bana jAegI. yadi pApa kA praveza dvAra indriyoM ko banA diyA gayA to puNya kArya meM ApakA utsAha kahAM se hogA. andara to saba gandagI bharI hai. sArA hI jIvana viSaya kI durgandha se ghirA huA hai. isa durgandha ke hama AdI bana gae haiM. bahuta bar3e santa puruSa kisI samrAT ke AmantraNa se rAjamahala ke andara eka dina pahuMce. samrAT unakA parama bhakta thA. samrATa ke bahuta vinaMtI karane para mahAtmA vahAM para gaye. rAjaprAsAda ke andara praveza karate hI unhoMne kahA ki "rAjan! mujhe isa bhayaMkara gandagI meM kyoM le Ae? maiM eka kSaNa bhI yahAM para raha nahIM sakatA. yahAM para bar3I durgandha hai." rAjA ne kahA "bhagavan! ApakI dhAraNA kucha galata hai. sArA hI rAjaprasAda sugandhamaya hai." santa ne kahA - "tumhArI dRSTi alaga hai, isa durgandha ko tuma samajha nahIM pAte ho, mujhe aba yahAM se jaldI jAne do." yaha kahakara ve usI samaya vahAM se lauTa gaye. kucha dina bAda rAjA phira se unheM AmantraNa dene gayA. mana meM vicAra kiyA. kadAcita mere vyavahAra Hall meM koI aisI truTi rahI hai ki santa puruSa Akara ke lauTa gaye. majhe lAbha milA nahIM. da 261 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI rAjA phira se vahAM para gaye aura rAjA ne phira se nivedana kiyA - "bhagavana! mere dvAra para eka bAra aura Apa kRpA kareM. Apake Ane se mujhe bar3I prasannatA milegI. merI bhAvanA pUrNa bana jAegI ki maiM Apako AhAra kA dAna dUM." yogI puruSa ne kahA - "jarA mere sAtha kucha bhramaNa karo, tumhArI bAta para bhI vicAra karUMgA." rAjA usake sAtha-sAtha calane lagA. jaMgala ko pAra karake vaha aisI jagaha para gae, jahAM camAroM kA mohallA thA. pratidina vahA~ camar3e kA kAma hotA thA. jUtA banAyA jAtA thA. usa camar3e ke andara to Apa jAnate haiM kaisI durgandha hotI hai. jahA~ para camaDe kA kAma hotA hai. use svaccha kiyA jAtA hai. vahA~ bar3I bhayaMkara durgandha hotI hai. ___ parantu Agraha thA santa puruSa ke sAtha ghUmane kA. santa puruSa ne unase kahA ki "rAjan! ye becainI kyoM ho rahI hai?" rAjA ne kahA "isakA kAraNa mahArAja yaha hai ki yahAM bhayaMkara durgandha hai. yaha durgandha yahAM aisI basI huI hai ki raha pAnA sambhava nahIM. ataH mahArAja kSamA karie. Apa jaldI yahAM se calie." . __santa ne kahA - "yahAM para bhI loga rahate haiM. aura apanI jindagI jIte haiM. ve to kahIM jAne kI bAta nahIM karate." rAjA bolA - "mahArAja Apa jAnate haiM. unakA janma hI yahAM para huA. bar3e bhI yahAM para hue, unakA to saMskAra hI aisA bana gayA ki durgandhamaya vAtAvaraNa unheM cubhatA nahIM. parantu sahana nahIM kara sakatA. jo yahAM rahate haiM, unakI to Adata ho gaI hai isIlie unako durgandha satAtI nahIM." ___mahAtmA ne kahA - "tuma bhI rAjamahala meM janmeM. rAjamahala meM bar3e hue. usa vAtAvaraNa meM tuma pale, tumako kyA mAlUma ki viSaya kI durgandha kaisI hotI hai. vaha to hamAre jaise sAdhuoM ko hI mAlUma par3atA hai, isIlie usa dina maiMne manA kiyA ki rAjamahala mujhe le jAkara kyA kareMge. tumhAre Agraha meM calA gayA. parantu vahAM se turanta mujhe lauTakara AnA par3A. vahA~ viSaya kI durgandha thI. puNyazAlI AtmAoM ko viSaya kI durgandha mAlUma nahIM par3atI jaisI ki saMyamI AtmA ko, yaha viSaya kI durgandha unheM asahya lagatI hai ataH vaha vahA~ rahanA nahIM cAhatA." hamArI Adata bana gaI hai. hama aise anAdikAlIna saMskAra lekara AeM hai. viSaya ke andara magnatA le kara hama Ae haiM. isIlie sAdhakAvasthA ke andara usa prakAra kA Ananda hameM AtA nahIM, sArI indriyoM ko hamane pApa kA praveza dvAra banAkara rakhA hai. jisa dina indriyoM para hamArA nigraha ho jAegA, indriyoM para hamArA niyantraNa A jAegA, indriyAM dharma kA praveza dvAra bana jAeMgI taba koI samasyA nahIM rahegI. pratidina pApa kA Agamana to hotA haiM, pApa hama holasela meM karate haiM, puNya riTela meM karate haiM. ataH pApa kI mAtrA bar3hatI calI jAtI hai. riTela ke andara vyApAra karane vAlA karor3apati kaba banegA? vaha to usake lie mAtra eka kalpanA rahegI. puNya kArya,dharma kArya jaba hameM riTela meM hI karanA hai. sAre dina meM se eka ghaNTA, aura jo kucha karanA hai to 262 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI bhI caudaha kereTa kA, caubisa kereTa kA nahIM. yaha bhI pUrva ke saMskAra se prerita hokara, yA dekhA-dekhI.loka-vyavahAra se, yA gurujanoM kI preraNA se bhAvukatA ke andara hama kara lete haiM. yahI kAraNa hai ki use karane se AtmA ko pUrNa saMtoSa yA tRpti nahIM milatI jo milanI cAhie. dharma kriyA ke andara sAdhanA kSetra meM jo Ananda kA anubhava mujhe milanA cAhie, vaha Aja nahIM mila pA rahA hai, vyApAra karate haiM parantu yadi naphA na mile to ceharA kaha detA hai. dharma kriyA karate samaya yadi citta kI prasannatA na mile, AtmA ko yadi Ananda vahA~ na mile. to cehare para prasannatA kaise jhalaka sakatI hai? dharma kriyA kA Ananda, usakI prakriyA kA jo teja hamAre cehare para najara AnA cAhie, vaha Aja taka najara nahIM AyA. kyoMki jaba Antarika prasannatA ho taba hI usakA bAhya svarUpa prakaTa hotA hai. hamameM usakA abhAva rahA hai. isI kAraNa ina sUtroM ke dvArA batalAyA gayA ki pahale apane jIvana ke vyavahAra kA zuddhikaraNa kiyA jAye. jIvana vyavahAra kA AdhAra vAstava meM paisA yA dravyopArjana nahIM apitu vANI kA vyavahAra hai. jisase pratidina kA ApakA vyavahAra calatA hai. kauTumbika, pArivArika, sAmAjika Arthika sAre vyavahAra kI AdhArazilA hI ApakI vANI hai. usa vANI para kaise niyantraNa prApta kiyA jAye. isakA upAya ina sUtroM ke dvArA batalAyA gayA. nindaka vyakti kabhI priya nahIM banatA, vaha kabhI apane jIvana meM eka rUpatA prApta nahIM kara sakatA. sAmAjika dRSTi se, AdhyAtmika dRSTi se, vaha vyakti kabhI saphala nahIM ho sakatA. usake jIvana meM vaha bhAva paidA hI nahIM hogA. yahA~ upasthita vartamAna usakA hI kaTa pariNAma hai ki hama vibhakta hai. vibhakta hone kA mUla kAraNa vANI ke andara viveka kA abhAva hai, isase sAmpradAyika bhAvanA AegI. sAmpradAyika bhAvanA se pIr3ita hokara ke hamArI vANI azuddha banegI. azuddha vANI kleza kA kAraNa banatI hai. deza ke vibhAjana kA yahI kAraNa huA. duniyAM ke nakze hamezA badalate rahate haiM. ve nakze badalane ke pIche kAraNa haiM, una puruSoM kI vANI hai jo jarA-jarA sI bAta lekara ke hamArA itihAsa kalaMkita karate haiM. ___mAnava jAti kA pAMca hajAra varSa kA itihAsa kahatA hai ki hamArI vANI ke doSa ke kAraNa Aja taka 15600 yuddha hue. pAMca hajAra varSa ke itihAsa meM mAno sirpha lar3AI kA itihAsa hai, 15600 yuddha aura usake pIche kAraNa ApakI vANI, vANI kA vikAra vinAza kA kAraNa banA. vANI para niyantraNa nahIM rahA. Apa gAr3I meM jA rahe haiM. 120 ki. mI. kI raphtAra se gAr3I daur3a rahI hai. parantu yadi breka para ApakA kanTrola na rahA to pariNAma kyA AyegA. Apa bola rahe haiM vANI kA pravAha gatimaya hogA. parantu yadi viveka kA anuzAsana nahIM rahA. saMyama kA breka yadi vANI para 263 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI na rahA to vaha vANI durghaTanA kA kAraNa banegI, vahI durbhAvanA paramparA meM ApakI durgati kA kAraNa banegI. saMvatsarI kI ArAdhanA karane kA Azaya yaha hai, AdhyAtmika aura tAttvika dRSTi se Apa vicAra karie. hamAre yahAM pAMca prakAra kA pratikramaNa mAnA jAtA hai. pratikramaNa hamAre yahAM sabase bar3I dhArmika kriyA hai. vaha sArI dharma sAdhanA ke andara sabase mUlyavAna kriyA hai. "pratikramaNa" zabda kA artha Apako mAlUma hai. zabda ke pIche usakA artha kyA hai ? "prati" kA matalaba "pIche" aura "kramaNa" kA artha hotA hai "haTanA." pratikramaNa kA zAbdika artha pIche haTanA hotA hai. pApamaya vicAroM se rivarsa meM AnA. saMsAra se nikalakara svayaM kI AtmA meM sthira bananA. isakA nAma pratikramaNa hai. ye dhArmika anuSThAna haiM. jisa prakAra se musalamAnoM kI bhakti aura kIrtana kA mahatva hai. hamAre yahA usase bhI adhika mahatva pratikramaNa kA mAnA gayA hai. ye sArI kriyA AtmA ko pApa se pIche lAne kI hai. yaha Apako mAlUma hai ki pAMca prakAra kA pratikramaNa rakhA gayA. pAMca rakhane ke pIche Azaya kyA hai? eka hI pratikramaNa calatA. bhUla dina ke andara, rAta ke andara, kabhI bhI ho sakatI hai. aThAraha prakAra kA sevana karane vAlI AtmA ko jhUTha bhI bolanA par3atA hai. asatya se, corI kA upArjana bhI karanA par3atA hai. maskharI ke andara upahAsa meM kabhI kisI AtmA ko dukha pahuMcAyA ho. anyAya se upArjana kiyA ho. galata tarIke se use kharca kiyA ho. mana meM kisI ke lie galata vicArA ho. para nindA kI ho Adi. ina aThAraha prakAra se vyakti pApa kA sevana karatA hai yAnI pApa kA arjana karatA hai. vaha apane vicAroM ko aThAraha prakAra se AkAra detA hai. pApa ke vicAra vahAM sAkAra banate haiM aura usake aThAraha prakAra haiM. aba ye rAtri ke samaya, sote samaya, ajJAna dazA ke andara yadi vicAra pUrvaka maiMne aise pApa kA sevana kiyA ho. vicAra meM bhI yadi pApa kA praveza huA ho. prAtaH kAla pratikramaNa ke samaya paramAtmA ke sAkSI ke andara, pratikramaNa ke andara, ina pApoM kA prAyazcita karanA, yaha rAyasI pratikramaNa hai. rAya kA matalaba hotA hai prAta: divasa saMbaMdhI. ' jo kucha aparAdha dina meM maiMne kiyA ho, rAtri saMbaMdhI to pUrNa huA, yadi dina saMbaMdhI koI kriyA irAdA pUrvaka kI ho. kadAcit usa pApa pravRtti ke andara mujhe Ananda AyA ho. pUrva kRta karma ke kAraNa, ajJAnatA se, moha ke adhIna ho, pApa kiyA ho. una sabhI pApoM kA prAyazcita maiM sAdhanA ke samaya phira se karatA hUM. dina ke andara jitane bhI doSa lage hoM, pApa kA sevana haA ho, irAdA pUrvaka yA sahaja una pApoM kI AlocanA zAma ko saMdhyA ke pratikramaNa meM hama karate haiM, do pratikramaNa ho gayA. 264 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - yaha pApa kaisA hotA hai. sAmAnya prakAra kA jise saMjvalana kahA jAtA hai. dhArmika paribhASA meM, isa pApa ke vicAra itane halake hote haiM ki sahaja ke andara, donoM samaya ke sAmAnya pratikramaNa ke andara, hama use mAnasika vicAroM ke dvArA svaccha kara lete haiM. paramAtmA smaraNa ke dvArA usakA zuddhikaraNa kara lete haiM. isa pApa ko kyA upamA dI gaI? jaise pAnI kI lakIra khIMcI, thor3e samaya ke andara vaha lakIra sUkha jAtI hai. havA se garmI meM, usI prakAra rAtrI saMbaMdhI, divasa saMbaMdhI jo bhI pApa hue hoM vaha sAmAnya kriyA se aura tapa kI garmI se sahaja prakAra meM sUkha jAte haiM. sAmAnya prakAra kA hotA hai ___ kucha aisI pApa pravRtti hotI haiM. vicAroM kA kucha aisA Agraha hotA hai ki vyakti kuNThita bana jAtA hai, durAgrahI bana jAtA hai. sAmAnyatayA vicAroM kA Agraha rakhatA hai. yadi roga bar3ha jAe to upacAra aura cikitsA meM bhI parivartana karanA par3atA hai. golI kaipsUla se kAma nahIM hogA, to injekzana lenA par3egA. hamAre yahAM pAkSika pratikramaNa rakhA gayA hai. koI aisA pApa yadi vicAra meM sthira raha gayA ho. jo Apake AcAra ko nukasAna pahucAtA ho, pApa kI graMthi baMdha gayI ho. pUrvAgrahI bana gayA ho, durAgraha usameM A gayA ho, usase pIr3ita AtmA ke lie pAkSika pratikramaNa hai jo caturdazI ke dina vizeSa rUpa se upacAra hetu kiyA jAtA hai. AtmA ke Arogya ko prApta karane kA yaha upAya hai, usake bAda vyakti usakA prAyazcita karake antara zuddhi karatA hai. pApa maiM kisake lie karUM, mujhe mere sAmane apanI mauta najara A rahI hai. yaha sajA mujhe bhoganI paDegI. yaha samajha kara vyakti apane pApa ko kamajora banAne ke lie isa prakAra kI samparka kriyA karatA hai. aura ina 15 dinoM taka Apake andara jo kaTutA hai, jo virodha kI bhAvanA rahI, usakI upamA dI gaI reta para yadi Apa nizAna kareM to vaha kucha ghaNTA banA rahatA haiM. isa prakAra kI kaTutA ko hamAre yahAM pAkSika pratikramaNa ke andara zaddhi ke lie upacAra batalAyA. tIsarA pratikramaNa kA svarUpa "pAkSika pratikramaNa" hai. kacha aise bhI pApa haiM, kaTatA hai jo vicAra ko lekara paidA hote haiM. vANI ke andara, viveka kA abhAva hone se jo kalaha paidA ho jAtA hai. pUrvAgraha baMdha jAe to kaI aise vikAra haiM, jo sthira rahate haiM, cAra mahIne taka, unakA samaya aura maryAdA batalAI cAra mahIne taka. agara koI aisA pApa saMgraha meM raha jAe, vANI ke andara garva utpanna kara de, vANI ko tuccha aura vikRta banA de. aise pApa kI zuddhi ke lie cAturmAsika pratikramaNa haiM. kAphI samaya Apako milA. avakAza phira milA. avakAza meM bhI Apa pramAda se mukta nahIM baneM. karma ke dAsa bana karake apanI AtmA ko pIDita kiyA. AtmA ke lie Atma dargati upArjita kI. aisI paristhiti meM cAturmAsika pratikramaNa meM vizeSa ArAdhanA ke dvArA, prabhu prArthanA ke dvArA, paramAtmA smaraNa ke dvArA, Apane usakA zuddhikaraNa kiyA. bhagavanta se usakA pazcAtApa prakaTa kiyA ki "bhagavan ! maiM aparAdhI hUM, ApakA kSamA kA pAtra hUM." cAra mahIne 265 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: - - meM jo bhI pApa jAgata ho gae, usakI upamA dI gaI hai. kheta ke andara, tAlAba ke andara, garmI meM jaise darAra par3a jAtI haiM parantu jaise hI caturmAsa AyA ekarUpatA ho jAtI hai. saba kucha samAna bana jAtA hai. usI taraha se AtmA aura dharma ke bIca meM darAra par3a gaI. cAturmAsika pratikramaNa ke dvArA, aisA prayAsa kiyA jAtA hai jisase AtmA meM ekatA, samAnatA A jAtI hai. __parantu yadi cAturmAsika pratikramaNa meM bhI Apa sAvadhAna nahIM hue to sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa AtA hai. ye cAra pratikramaNa pUrA huA. jaise-jaise kaSAya kI mAtrA bar3hegI, kaSAya kI mAtrA bar3hane kA pariNAma dhArmika anuSThAna ke andara, kriyAoM ke andara aisI vyavasthA rakhI gaI hai ki vizeSa rUpa se prArthanA yA kAryotsarga kiyA jAegA. parantu saMvatsarI vArSika parva sabase bar3A parva hai, isase bar3hakara vartamAna kAla ke andara koI parva nahIM hai. jaina paramparA meM yaha parva AtmA zuddhi kA parva hai. maitrI kA parva hai. parva kA kSaNa hai. jitane bhI bhArata ke andara pracalita parva haiM. unheM preraNA milatI hai. unameM yaha saMpUrNa paryoM kA prANa mAnA gayA hai. yadi maitrI nahI, prema nahIM to paramAtmA kI bAta Apa kyoM karate haiM. vaha kabhI milane vAlA nahIM prema ke abhAva meM phira paramAtmA kI bAta Apa kyoM karate haiM? kyoMki paramAtmA aise nahIM milatA. prema aura maitrI ke abhAva ke andara hamezA dharma kA duSkAla milegA. duniyA ke hara dhArmika siddhAMta ke andara ye usakI maulika mAnyatAeM haiM. Rgveda ke andara likhA hai "bhagavAna! tU mujhe aisI dRSTi pradAna kara, maiM sabhI AtmAoM ko mitravat dekhU" yaha prArthanA kI gaI hai ki par3osiyoM ke sAtha. jagat ke sAtha kaisA vyavahAra karatA hai. bAibala ke andara lArDa krAisTa ne zatru-mitra kA bheda-bhAva kara kahA - "svarga meM jo dvAra hai, vaha una AtmAoM ke lie khulA hai, jinakA hRdaya prema aura dayAlutA se bharA hai." Apa vicAra kara lIjie. jahAM prema se paripUrNa ApakI AtmA hogI, dayAlutA se paripUrNa AtmA hogI, vahAM para svarga kA dvAra khulA milegA. svarga meM Apako AmantraNa milegA. duniyAM ke hara dharma meM Apako ye siddhAMta mileMge. jaina darzana meM to sarvatra hI maitrI hai. yadi vaha maitrI nahIM rahI to isakA pariNAma sabase bhayaMkara hameM bhoganA paDegA. Apa hama bhAga rahe haiM. maiMtrI kI bAta karane vAle sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa karane vAle dazalakSaNI parva ko AdhAra karane vAle hama saba kA yaha ArAdhanA yA nATaka huA. yadi hama mana meM kaTutA rakheM, baira rakheM, hadaya ke dvAra banda rakheM to vaha kisa prakAra kI ArAdhanA haI? kaisI sAdhanA huI? bhagavAna mahAvIra kA kahanA hai "jo vyakti apane antara hRdaya kA dvAra banda kara le kisI bhI eka vyakti ke lie, to gautama, mokSa kA dvAra usa AtmA ke lie banda rahatA hai." kisI bhI vyakti ke lie yadi Apane apanA dvAra banda kara liyA to prabhu kA dvAra Apake lie kudaratI taura para banda ho jAegA. Aja taka hama prema kA nATaka karate rahe. 266 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI logoM ko dikhAte rahe. kSamAvANI para patra likhate rahe. kSamApanA parva manAte rahe. andara meM kyA bharA hai vaha to jAnA nahIM. agara kSamA kI bhAvanA AtI to hamArI yaha samasyA hI nahIM rahatI. koI samasyA nahIM rahatI. yahAM saMsAra bhI svarga jaisA banatA. ApakA jIvana calatA phiratA maMdira jaisA bana jAtA. parantu aphasosa hai ki hama prabhu ke nAma ko lekara paramAtmA ko badanAma kara rahe haiM. jo satya hai, vaha to sAmane AegA. prakAza ke lie kisI ko Dhola nahIM pITanA paDatA, koI vijJApana nahIM denA par3atA ki merA yaha prakAza hai. sArI duniyA ko najara AegA. jo satya hai, vaha sArI duniyAM ko samajha meM A jAegA, vijJApana kI jarUrata nahIM. presa pablisiTI kI nahIM. nAre lagAne kI jarUrata nahIM. duniyAM baharI nahIM hai. adhI nahIM hai, jo prakAza ko na samajha sake. yA satya kI jAnakArI use na mile. kintu Adata se lAcAra. sAmpradAyika dRSTi kA vaha tuccha pariNAma hai. Aja hama bhoga rahe haiM. duniyA ke hara dharma meM Aja vaha roga vyApaka bana gayA hai. yaha vAyarasa kI bImArI itanI khataranAka hai. koI isase baca nahIM sakatA. sArI duniyAM ko Adarza dene vAlA Aja kaisI bImArI meM phaMsAyA gayA. yaha kaTutA, vaira virodha kI bhAvanA bImArI hI to hai, saMvatsarI to manAte haiM. prativarSa parva AtA hai. preraNA dekara calA jAtA hai. vaha to atithi hai, mehamAna kI taraha se hai, usakA jo svAgata honA cAhie hama kara nahIM pAte, mAtra aupacAritA kA nirvAha kara lete haiM. usameM vAstavikatA nahIM milatI, parva kI ArAdhanA kaise kareM? pArzvanAtha bhagavAna jinakA mokSa kalyANa parva najadIka A rahA hai. unake jIvana kI ghaTanA hai. unhI kA bhAI pUrva ke 10-10 bhAvoM ke andara kSamApanA ke lie usake sAmane gayA. eka aisA hI prasaMga thA. pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kA jIva apane bhAI ke pAsa jo saMnyAsa lie hue the aura paMcAgni tapa kara rahe the, gayA, vahAM jAkara kSamA yAcanA kI ki merA vyavahAra ApakI AtmA ke dukha kA kAraNa rahA hai. mere nimitta usa AtmA ko jo bhI kucha kaSTa huA ho maiM jAkara antara zuddhi ke lie kSamApanA karUM. pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kA jIva nirdoSa thA. aparAdha unhoMne kucha bhI nahIM kiyA, parantu aisI galata dhAraNA bhAI ke andara A gaI. bhAI saMsAra se virakta ho gaye. unhoMne saMnyAsa le liyA. pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kA jIva vahAM gayA. jAkara kSamAyAcanA kI. kSamAyAcanA ke bAda, kaisA Aveza AyA usake andara, aba Apa sociye. usa Aveza kA pariNAma kitanA anarthakArI huA. kahanA thA, doSa lage yA nA lage, svayaM kSamApanA kI bhAvanA lekara ke gae. jAkara ke hRdaya pUrvaka unhoMne apanI kSamAyAcanA kI. usakA pariNAma mana ke andara aisA pracaNDa paidA huA. bhagavAna ke bhAI jinhoMne saMnyAsa le liyA thA. mana se saMnyAsI nahIM bane the. bAhara se kapar3A hI badalA thA. unhoMne patthara uThA liyA aura unake mAthe para de mArA. yaha hai kaTutA kA pariNAma, jisake pAtra yahAM pArzvanAtha bane. unhIM ke bhAI kamaTha bana kara phira baira virodha kI bhAvanA lekara Ae. usake bAda paramAtmA para kyA upasarga News / 267 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI kiyA vaha to itihAsa ke andara spaSTa hai. parantu unhoMne apanA naitika kartavya kabhI nahIM chor3A. apane AcAra ko kabhI chor3A hI nahIM. mohammada sAhaba eka bAra samudra meM snAna karane gae, vahAM pAnI meM eka jaharIlA bicchra DUba rahA thA. unhoMne use hAtha se uThAyA, bicchU kA svabhAva hai, usane DaMka mArA, jisase inakA hAtha kAMpa gayA aura vaha vApisa pAnI meM gira par3A. unhoMne phira uThAyA usane phira DaMka mArA, do cAra bAra isa prakAra kI ghaTanA huI. sAthiyoM ne kahA - jAne dIjie. yaha DUbanA cAhatA hai, DUbane dIjie. bAra-2 Apako DaMka mAra rahA hai. mohammada paigambara ne kitanI sundara bAta kahI - yaha pazu hai, jAnavara hai. isameM dila aura dimAga nahIM. paramAtmA ne socane samajhane kI zakti nahIM dI. yaha koI apanA aparAdha lekara AyA hai, aparAdha mAna rahA hai, isa yoni ke andara, parantu phira bhI kitanI bar3I vizeSatA hai ki yaha apanA svabhAva nahIM chor3atA. DaMka mAranA isakA dharma hai, svabhAva hai. maiM insAna hUM, bacAnA merA dharma hai. maiM apanA dharma kaise chor3a dUM? bicchU apanA dharma DaMka mAranA nahIM chor3atA to maiM apanA dharma bacAnA kyoM chor3a dUM? jInA bhalA hai usakA, jo jItA hai dUsaroM ke lie. maranA bhalA hai usakA, jo jItA hai khuda ke lie. yahAM to paropakAramaya jIvana honA cAhie. isa prakAra kI bhAvanA apane meM rakhanI cAhie. yaha jitanI bAra DaMka mAregA, maiM ise bacAkara rahUMgA. saMkalpa thA, duniyA ke haraeka dharma isako Aja mAnane ko taiyAra haiM. bAibala jaisA grantha bhI prema aura maitrI kA sandeza dene vAlA hai. nyU TesTAmaiMTa jahAM para lArDa krAisTa kahate haiM - dayAlu aura prema se paripUrNa AtmA ke lie svarga kA dvAra khulA hai. kahIM pratibandha nahIM. buddha kI maitrI aura karuNA dekhie. mahAvIra kA vizva maitrI bhAva dekhie. jagata ke prANimAtra ke prati unakA hitacintana Apa dekhie. agara eka bAra usa cintana para vicAra kiyA jAe to vyakti jIvana kI samasta cintAoM se mukta bana jAe. para Aja hamAre pAsa usa cIja kA abhAva hai. saMtyAgo'varNavAdazca sAdhuSuH "sarvatra nindA varNavAdaH sAdhuSu." mahAna puruSa zrI haribhadra sUri cAra-cAra veda ke jJAtA the. ve citaur3a rANA ke rAja purohita the. bAda meM ve jainAcArya bane. caudaha sau cavAlIsa granthoM ke raciyatA hue. mahAna dArzanika vibhUti bane, unakA yaha kathana hai isa sUtra ke dvArA, ki agara dharma meM praveza karanA hai, jIvana ke andara apanI jubAna para lagAma pahale lagAo. indriyoM para pahale niyantraNa prApta karo. jahAM taka Apake pAsa vyAvahArika jJAna nahIM, vahAM taka AtmA ke viSaya meM pUrNatA nahIM milegI. usake bAda AtmA, paramAtmA yA mokSa kI carcA karo, koI vyakti jisane prAimarI ejukezana bhI nahIM liyA, use yadi yUnivarsiTI meM eDamizana dilA deM aura vaha roja laikcara sune, taba bhI vaha pepara nahIM karegA. 268 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI prAthamika jJAna bhI jisake pAsa nahIM, prAthamika AcAra vicAra kI pavitratA bhI jisake pAsa nahIM, vaha AtmA kI pavitratA aura pUrNatA ko kaise prApta karegA? isIlie yahAM to kramika vikAsa meM paramAtmA ne mAnyatA dI hai. AtmA ke andara, dhArmika kAryoM ke andara vyakti ko pahale apanI sthiti majabUta kara lenI cAhie. isake lie sarvaprathama prAthamika sthiti hai - maitrI. jagata ke jIva mAtra ke sAtha mujhe isa prakAra kA sambandha rakhanA hI nahIM hai to sArI kriyA ApakI niSphala jAegI. hamAre yahAM eka-eka mahInA kA upavAsa karate haiM. nahIM karane vAloM se, jo karate haiM, ve dhanyavAda ke pAtra haiM. musalamAnoM meM rojA rakhate haiM. IsAiyoM meM bhI tapa hotA hai. duniyA ke hara eka dharma meM kisI na kisI prakAra tapa kA Ayojana rakhA gayA hai. indriyoM ke damana ke lie, viSayoM ko naSTa karane ke lie, AtmA kI zuddhi ke lie tapa Avazyaka hai, tapa kI bhaTTI meM AtmA kA zuddhikaraNa hotA hai. hama ye sArI kriyA karate haiM. roja hama prArthanA karate haiM. duniyA ke andara lAkhoM mandira, carca, masjida aura gurudvAre haiM, koI kamI nahIM hai, prabhu kA dvAra hara jagaha Apako milegA. hamArI sAdhanA kyoM nahIM saphala bana pAtI? yaha saMsAra merA svarga jaisA kyoM nahIM banatA? yahAM hamAre mana ke andara bhayaMkara naraka jaise vicAra kaise Ate haiM? yaha kucha karane ke bAda hama vahIM ke kyoM rahate haiM? isakA kAraNa kyA, kabhI Apane socA? majadUrI karatA hUM, sAdhanA kA zrama karatA hUM. saphalatA kyoM nahIM milatI? dekheM pUre varSa taka maine majadUrI kI hai. dasa ghaMTe dukAna ke aMdara hamane zrama kiyA, yaha naphA kyoM nahIM batalAtA hai? ceharA kaha degA. cintA se prakaTa ho jAegA. varSa bekAra gayA. yaha saMvatsarI jo A rahI hai. usa dina yahAM aMdara kA caupaDA bhI dekhanA hai. pUre varSa paryanta maiMne tapa kiyA, upavAsa kiyA, mAsa ravaNam kiyA, bahuta prArthanA kI, paramAtmA kI bhakti kI, pratikramaNa kiyA. sAmAyika kiyA, aMdara kA caupar3A TaTolanA ki naphA kitanA milA. hamAre aMdara vaha samatva kI bhamikA kisa prakAra kI AI hai? maitrI aura prema kI bhUmikA meM kitanI maiMne vRddhi kI, kitanA bar3hAyA, use kitanA vyApaka kiyA? Aja taka hamane isapara kabhI vicAra nahIM kiyA. yaha bahata khataranAka sthiti hai. hara sAla hama lAsa meM jA rahe haiM, basa jIvana vyatIta ho rahA hai. naphA meM kucha nahIM. seTha maphatalAla dillI se baMbaI gae the. jaise hI sTezana para utare vahAM seTha candUlAla mila gae. donoM becAre sAthI the. paisA khokara ke baMbaI bhAgya kI parIkSA ke lie gae. zAyada vahAM takadIra ajamAeM. sTezana para utarate hI vahAM koI jyotiSI mila gayA. bahuta lambA caur3A tilaka lagAyA huA, bhAgya ko dhanyavAda diyA ki seTha sAhaba subaha-subaha Ae eka dUsare ko dekhane laga gae ki bahuta acchA. lambA caur3A koTa pahanA huA thA. dekhate hI mAlUma par3a jAe ki karor3a pati hai. ha 269 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DtArutANI - jyotiSI ke pAsa gae. unhoMne hAtha dikhalAyA. kahA ki Aja koI aisA acchA maharta do, baMbaI hai, loga yahAM dhUla se paisA kamAte haiM. paisA kamAne ke lie AyA hUM. koI upAya batalAo, jarA merA hAtha to dekho. usane hAtha dekhA aura kahA -- seTha sAhaba takadIra to ApakI bahuta sAtha degI. eka anuSThAna Apa karA lIjie. kyA? Apa jAnate haiM? jyotiSI to bar3e hoziyAra hote haiM. unako samajhanA bahuta muzkila hai. auraMgajeba ke kAla meM yahAM eka bAra bhUkampa AyA. sAre brAhmaNoM ko bandI banA liyA, aura kahA tuma bhaviSyavANI karate ho. isa nakSatra meM barasAta hogI. isa samaya eka grahaNa lagegA. isa samaya akAla par3egA. tumane ye bhaviSyavANI kyoM nahIM kiyA, yaha bhaviSyavANI kyoM nahIM kI ki isa dina rAtri ke samaya bhUkampa AegA? hajAroM AdamI beghara ho gae. paMDitoM ne kahA - "yaha to bar3I gajaba kI bAta hai. auraMgajeba kA jubAnI kAnUna thA. thor3A socakara kahA - "hajUra! jarA vicArane dIjie. kahAM bhUla ho rahI hai? jarA socakara batAyeMge." _ vicAra kA vilamba kaI bAra bacAva kA rAstA nikAla detA hai. eka jyotiSI aisA AyA, vaha sabake lie usakI mauta kI tithi batalA detA thA. isa tArIkha ko maroge. pUre gAMva ke aMdara zoka chA gayA. hareka kI mRtyu tithi batalA dI, rAjA ko bar3A gussA AyA. pakar3a kara ke kahA - "bevakUpha! tU apanI mauta kI tithi nikAla, tU kaba maregA." hAtha meM naMgI talavAra le lI. vaha jAnatA thA ki yaha rAjA bar3A dhunI dimAga kA hai. yadi maiMne kala parasoM kiyA to yahAM isI samaya gardana alaga hone vAlI hai. mauta kI dUrI kevala cAra aMgula hI thI. kasauTI kA samaya thA. usane kahA - "hajUra jarA do minaTa dIjie. maiM paMcAMga dekhakara ke apanI mauta kI tithi Apako batalAtA haM." usane vicAra kara vilamba se rAstA nikAla liyA. hAtha jor3akara ke kahA ki "rAjana maiMne apanI mauta kI tithi to dekha lI. para kahane meM jarA vicAra AtA hai. kahUM yA na kahUM?" terI mauta ekadama najadIka meM cAra aMgula kI dUrI para hai, tU jAnatA hai, isakA pariNAma tere sAmane upasthita hai. mauta tere sAmane khar3I hai. usane kahA - "rAjana maiM ApakI talavAra se yA mauta se nahIM DaratA, paraMtu kucha kahane ke aMdara aviveka na ho jAe. kisI ko dukha na pahuMce. isalie DaratA hUM." "kyA bAta hai? saca batA de." "hajUra merI mauta ke bAda mAtra tIna dina bAda ApakI mauta hai." talavAra aMdara calI gaI. saMdeza yA AzaMkA kA IlAja duniyA meM hotA hI nahIM. rAjA ne dekhA ki yaha jokhima kyoM lUM? Aja isakI gardana ur3AUM aura tIna dina bAda mujhe maranA par3e. zabda satya ho jAe, aisA riska nahIM lenA. talavAra aMdara myAna meM gaI. kahA -- "mere rAjya ko chor3akara cale jAo." paMDita ne dekhA, calo jAna to bacI. upAya nikAla liyA. L: 270 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI auraMgajeba ko paMDitoM ne kahA - "hajUra hamAre jitane bhI pUrvaja haiM. hamArI hindU saMskRti ke aMdara, jo bhI hamAre pUrvaja hue, marakara ke unakI AtmA devagati meM jAtI hai. AkAza meM jAtI hai. svarga ke aMdara jAkara graha nakSatra dekhatI hai, jo gati hotI hai unakI sUcanAhamako dete haiM. hama loga pitR pakSa meM tarpaNa karate haiM. unheM AhvAna karate haiM. una AtmAoM ko tRpta karane kA prayAsa karate haiM. vaha pUrva sUcanA hamako saba mila jAtI hai ki kauna sI ghaTanA ghaTegI. grahaNa kaba hogA. duSkAla kaba par3egA. barasAta kisa nakSatra meM AegI. usakI pUrI jAnakArI hamako mila jAtI hai. hajura Upara kA vibhAga to hamArA hai mullA, maulavI, pIra, phakIra, hajUra saba gAr3e jAte haiM. dharatI meM kyA hotA hai vaha DipArTamaiMTa unakA hai." __auraMgajeba ne kahA - "inako nikAla bAhara karo." samajha gae bar3e hoziyAra hote haiM. Apa inako nahIM samajha sakate ki hajUra nIce bAta to vahI jAneMge, Apa maulaviyoM ko bulAie. ___maphatalAla seTha hAtha dikhA rahe the aura kahA - are, tumhArI takadIra bar3I sikandara hai. jAte hI dhUla se paisA paidA karoge. kyA bAta karate ho. maiM acchA muhUrta detA hUM isa muhUrta kA pariNAma yaha hai ki jAte hI vahAM cAMdI hI cAMdI hai. are maroge to tumako svarga bhI milegA. betAja bAdazAha bana jAoge. tumhArA puNya sikandara hai. para gyAraha rupayA yahAM de jAo, maiM jarA anuSThAna kI vidhi kara dUM. isake bAda yaha pariNAma AegA. saMsAra svarga banegA. maroge to baikuNTha milegA. karor3oM kI saMpatti AegI. paMDita ke zabda meM bar3A jAdU thA. AkarSaNa thA, zabda kI suMdaratA bahuta thI. ___ maphatalAla bhI kama nahIM thA, dillI se gayA thA. usane kahA paisA gayA, akla nahIM gaI. usane kahA - "paMDita jI! Apane jaba isa prakAra se AzIrvAda diyA to dakSiNA dene meM kamI kyoM rakhU, baMbaI, dillI, kalakatA, saba jagaha para Apako inAma meM dakSiNA denA hai. "bar3A gussA AyA paMDita ko - "kyA dillI, baMbaI, kalakatA tere bApa kA hai?" "to kyA paMDita jI svarga aura baikuNTha Apake bApa ne kharIdA hai ki Apane AzIrvAda meM de diyA?" bar3e akla vAle AdamI the candUlAla aura maphatalAla. dono mila gae - kahA ki jarA takadIra to AjamAo, maiM khAlI hUM. candUlAla milA usane kahA - maiM bhI khAlI hUM. ghUmate phirate eka rAstA nikala AyA. unhoMne kahA "yAra! ye plAsTika ke gilAsa le leM. garmI ke dina haiM jarA zarbata banAeM apane pAsa thoDI paMjI haiM. plAsTika ke gilAsa bAlaTI aura zakkara, khUba kamAI hogI yAra, kyoMki hajAroM, lAkhoM AdamI caupATI ghamane Ate haiM. eka-eka gilAsa bhI leMge to paise kI barasAta ho jAegI. mahIne do mahIne taka dhandhA calegA phira koI nayA vyApAra zurU kareMge." donoM samajha gae para lAbhAntarAya karma jise kahA jAtA hai, vaha to apane bhAgya kA doSa hai, cAhe kitanA bhI koI prayAsa kare. 271 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: "bhAgyaM phalati sarvatra na ca vidyA na ca pauruSam" pUrva meM jo kArya Apa karake Ae. jaise prArabdha kA nirmANa karake Ae. prArabdha bar3A balavAna hotA hai. sAre prayatna ko vaha eka bAra niSphala kara detA hai. itanA prArabdha unakA balavAna thA. vahIM para baiTha gae. dina ke bAraha baja gae, eka grAhaka nahIM AyA, prArabdha hI aisA thA. kisI vyakti kA dhyAna udhara nahIM gayA. candUlAla seTha ko pyAsa lagI, kahA - yAra bar3I teja pyAsa lagI hai aura bhUkha bhI lagI hai. kucha upAya karanA cAhie. mere pAsa to sirpha cavannI bacI hai. kahA - koI harja nahIM. AdhA gilAsa cavannI hai. bharA gilAsa kA yahAM ATha AnA hai. agara tuma cAho to bohanI karA do. cavannI nikAla ke de dI. vaha samajha gayA. pAnI usako pilA diyA. do baje ke samaya maphatalAla kI hAlata bar3I bigar3a gaI. cakkara Ane laga gayA. aisI bhayaMkara pyAsa, mUrchA sI Ane lagI. usane kahA yAra candUlAla merI hAlata bahuta kharAba ho rahI hai. usane kahA - jo maiMne kiyA vaha tuma bhI karo. maiMne tumheM bohanI karA dI, tuma mujhe bohanI karA do. hama donoM to pArTanara haiM. grAhaka nahIM AyA usakI cintA nahIM. cAra Ane paoNkeTa se nikAla kara de diyA aura pAnI pI liyA. thor3I zAnti milI, pyAsa bujhI, aura yahI vyavahAra donoM ke pAsa zAma taka calatA rahA, Tarna ovara, cAra Ane isa paoNkeTa se usa paoNkeTa meM, usa paoNkeTa se isa paoNkeTa meM zAma taka sArA zarbata khatma ho gayA. vyApAra pUrA karake lauTe. unake kisI mitra ne kahA - yAra kaisA rahA? ____ kahA - vyApAra to bahuta acchA rahA lekina naphA kucha nahIM huA. Apa samajha gae merI bAta. hamArI prArthanA kA vyApAra bhI aisA hI hai. roja jAeM paramAtmA ke pAsa, roja japa kareM, tapa kareM, dAna puNya kareM. maphatalAla jaisA vyApAra bahuta kiyA. Tarna-ovara bahuta calA. paraMta naphA kacha nahIM jIro kyoMki aMdara baira hai. kaTatA hai. aMdara maitrI aura prema kA abhAva hai. yaha kaSAya saba khA jAtA hai. ApakI sArI kamAI yaha lUTa letA haiM isalie mahAvIra ne kahA pahale maitrI aura prema lekara mere pAsa Ao. taba maiM tumheM pUrNa banAUMgA, jahAM taka maitrI aura prema ke tatva kA abhAva hogA, vahAM taka AtmA kabhI pUrNatA prApta nahIM kara pAegI. jIvana kI sArI sAdhanA ApakI apUrNa rahegI. sAdhanA ko pUrNa karane ke lie prema aura maitrI cAhie. isalie isakA paricaya diyA aura batAyA ki ise naSTa karane kA sAdhana nindA kA tyAga hai. aisI koI nindA, para nindA, para carcA maiM nahIM karUMgA. jisase baira kI paraMparA baDhe yA sAmpradAyika darbhAvanA baDhe. maiMne kahA Apase --- sAre dharmoM ke aMdara Aja vikRti A gaI. hama use saMskAra nahIM de pAe. hamArI sArI saMskRti Aja vikRti bana gaI. mana kI sArI udAratA Aja khatma ho gaI. anudAra prakRti se kI gaI sAdhanA kisa prakAra se saphala banegI. sarvaprathama jIvana kI saphalatA ko prApta karane kI sAdha zuddha karo. kabhI aisA galata bolane kA prayAsa nahIM karanA. - 272 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI 3D hama to par3ha likhakara bhI mUrkha bana jAeM. santa kabIra jI ne bahuta suMdara bAta kahI hai: pothI par3ha-par3ha jaga muA, paNDita bhayA na koya. DhAI Akhara prema kA, par3he so paNDita hoya. yaha DhAI akSara yadi sIkha liyA jAye to mahA paMDita bana sakatA hai. isa prema ko prApta karane kA parama sAdhana paranindA kA tyAga hai jo ki isa sUtra meM hai. ___ maiMne kala hI Apase kahA - cAra bAteM bAkI thI. bhASA ke guNa jo maiM Apako samajhA rahA thA, kaise bolanA aura kyA bolanA. stokam, madhuram, nipuNam, kAryapatitam ina cAra para vicAra hamane kiyA cAra zeSa rahe. vANI kaisI honI cAhiye. alpa ho, madhura ho, nipuNatA yukta ho, buddhimAnI se paripUrNa ho. bauddhika kuzalatA ke sAtha jaba AvazyakatA ho tabhI bolanA, binA jarUrata kabhI bolane kA prayAsa nahIM karanA. kAryapatitam. jaba bolanA par3e tabhI bolanA. akAraNa kabhI bolane kA prayAsa nahIM karanA, bauddhika kuzalatA usake andara AnI cAhiye. ___eka bahuta bar3e rAjA ke yahAM eka daulata nAma kA naukara thA. pAna meM cUnA jyAdA A gayA, pAna meM cUnA jyAdA laga jAne se rAjA kI jIbha kaTa gaI, pariNAma svarUpa use naukarI se barakhAsta kara diyA gayA. usane kisI mahAjana ke pAsa pahaMcakara usase kahA - aba maiM bekAra baiThA hUM, divAlI sAmane A rahI hai kyA karUM? mahAjana ne kahA - kucha nahIM divAlI ke dina AnA aura maiM jo kahUM usa prakAra kahanA. bauddhika kuzalatA dikhAte hae bolanA. ucita samaya para bolanA. usakA mahatva rahatA hai. vaha AyA bilkula subaha kA samaya thA aura divAlI kA dina. rAjA baDe dhArmika pravRtti kA thA. Aveza A jAne se usane aisA nirNaya de diyA thA, jisase daulata naukarI se barakhAsta ho gayA thA. aba mahAjana ke kahane para vaha subaha ke samaya meM AyA. jaise hI rAjA darabAra meM Akara baiThe jora se usane rAjA kA jaya-jayakAra kiyA. bolA - hajUra! daulata hAjira hai. yadi Apa kaheM to calA jAye. yadi Apa kaheM to Ae. dIvAlI ke dina rAjA yaha kaise kahe, daulata calA jAye. aisI bauddhika kuzalatA kA paricaya diyA. garma lohe para coTa kI. rAjA ko kahanA par3A "daulata A jAye". baMdA taiyAra hai. samajha gaye. khuza kara diyA. avasara para hI bolanA cAhie. yahAM kyA batalAyA? bhASA ke cauthe guNa meM. kAryapatitam. jaba jarUrata ho, AvazyakatA ho, usI samaya para bolanA cAhiye. nahIM to bolA huA niSphala calA jAegA. divAlI ke sivAya aisA bolanA galata hotA. taba kahA hotA to ye cIja kabhI hotI? samaya kI anukUlatA aura paristhiti ko dekhakara apane zabda kA upayoga karanA, apanI bhASA kA upayoga karanA kAryapatitam kahalAtA hai. jana 273 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI atuccham. bhASA ke andara kisI prakAra kI tucchatA yA daridratA nahIM honI cAhiye, apanI bhASA ke andara kisI prakAra kA garva nahIM honI cAhiye. nahIM to vyakti jaba bolegA, usake andara hRdaya kI durgandhi hI durgandhi utpanna hogI. zravaNa karane vAle vyakti meM bhI aruci paidA karegI. mare hue murde ko bhI hama chune meM vicAra karate haiM. mare hue zabda kA sparza kauna karegA. jisameM prema aura maitrI kA abhAva ho, jo mare hue zabda hoM, unakI yadi Apa DilIvarI do to kauna svIkAra karane ko taiyAra haiM.. __isalie merA kahanA thA. atuccham - kabhI tucchatA, tiraskAra apane zabdoM meM nahIM honA cAhiye. nahIM to unase prema kA saMbandha TUTa jAtA hai. garva rahitama, una zabdoM ke andara garva nahIM honA cAhiye. hindU saMskRti ke andara to garva kA bahata tiraskAra kiyA gayA. jIvana ke andara kI vikRti kA paricaya garva se hotA hai. yaha garva kisI kAma kA nahIM. dharma kriyA ke andara vyakti ko majabUta karane vAlA, usakA TaoNnika namratA aura laghutA haiM, garva nahIM "laghutA se prabhutA mile, prabhutA se prabhu dUra.' jahAM namratA hogI, jahAM laghutA hogI, vahIM para prabhutA kA darzana hogA. yadi pahale se hI prabhutA A gaI to prabhu dUra cale jAyeMge. aise durgandhamaya vAtAvaraNa meM paramAtma tatva kA vAsa nahIM ho sakatA. hamArA jIvana bar3A laghu honA cAhie. Apa dekhate haiM, suI ke andara Apa DorA DAliye, para DorA DAlate samaya suI ke andara kyA kiyA jAtA hai. dhAge ko, sUta ko kitanA masalA jAtA hai? praveza karane ke lie pahale thUka lagAkara, pAnI lagAkara use masalate haiM. nokadAra banAte haiM. jaise hI usameM namratA A jAtI hai sUI meM praveza ho jAtA hai. prabhu ke dvAra para bhI mana ko masalakara, namra banAkara AvAja denA nahIM to prabhu ke dvAra meM praveza nahIM hogA. suI ke cheda ke andara bhI dhAge ko masala karake praveza diyA jAtA hai. praveza vahIM taka rahatA hai, jahAM taka dhAge meM saralatA ho. parantu yadi eka gAMTha bIca meM A jAye to prabhu ke dvAra meM praveza banda ho jAyegA, phira vaha kabhI praveza nahIM pA sakegA. suI meM piroI gaI yaha namratA camatkAra zakti hai. camatkAra yaha ki isa namratA ko lekara usameM eka bahuta bar3I sRjanAtmaka zakti A gaI hai. sRjanAtmaka zakti kA pariNAma yaha ki vaha sabako eka kara detI hai. cAhe kitane phaTe hue kapar3e haiM, jitanI darjI kI dukAneM haiM, unako sIne kA kAma isI namratA ke dvArA kiyA jAtA hai. andara praveza kaba milatA hai? nIcA hone para usakI noka kitanI teja hotI hai? bar3A nukIlA hotA hai suI kA agra bhAga. isI kAraNa andara meM AsAnI se praveza mila jAtA hai eka dUsare ko eka kara detI hai. suI kA sammAna kaise hotA hai? isa ekatA ke kArya se usakI namratA ke kAraNa sArA ja ko namaskAra karatA haiM. kisI bhI darjI ke yahAM jAiye. koI darjI ha 274 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI suI ko kabhI nIce nahIM rakhegA. TopI meM, pagar3I meM yA gardana ke kAlara meM lagAkara rakhegA. nIce rakhane se durghaTanA ho sakatI hai, pAMva meM laga jAye to uThAnA muzkila hotA hai. aise kaI kAraNa haiM. ataH darjI jyAdAtara use TopI meM hI rakhate haiM. itanA bar3A sammAna. choTI sI suI usake kArya ko lekara, usakI namratA ko lekara usakA yaha sammAna ki use TopI meM rakhA jAtA hai. parantu itanI bar3I jo kaiMcI hotI hai, usakA dhandhA hai kATane kA. alaga karane kA, vaira aura kaTutA kA. usakA pariNAma yaha ki use pAMva ke nIce darjI dAba karake rakhatA hai. kitanA bar3A apamAna. vyakti kitanA bhI bar3A ho jAye parantu yadi usake andara namratA aura laghutA kA abhAva hogA, garva se yadi usakA jIvana paripUrita hogA, vaha kabhI jagata meM sammAna prApta nahIM kara pAyegA. suI jaisI eka laghu vastu bhI jagata kA sammAna prApta kara sakI, to phira hamAre jaisA insAna yadi usake jIvana meM namratA A jAye aura vinamratA ke dvArA yadi karane kI bhAvanA A jAye, sAre jagata ke kalyANa kI kAmanA A jAye, to sammAna kA kyA duSkAla milegA. koI duSkAla nahIM. eka rUpatA A jAyegI. saMvatsarI mahAparva ke dina isI lie namratA pUrvaka kSamApanA ko svIkAra kiyA gayA. yaha pAMcavAM pratikramaNa isIlie kiyA jAtA hai tAki jIvana ke saMpUrNa pApoM se maiM apanI AtmA ko mukta karUM. kisI bhI AtmA se kisI prakAra kI kaTutA vaira-virodha mere andara nahIM rahe, pUrNatayA sahana karane kI andara meM ruci AnI cAhiye. bhagavAna ne kahA ki jo sahana karatA hai, vahI siddha banatA hai. jahAM sahana karane kI tAkata nahIM, vaha siddha bhI nahIM bana sakatA. ___ pahale to svayaM ko isa yogya Apa banAiye. hama to zabda ko bhI sahana nahIM kara sakate. jagata kI mAra ko kyA sahana kareMge? sADhe bAraha varSa taka mahAvIra ko sahana karanA par3A. jagata kI mAra khAnI par3I. bar3e-bar3e mahApuruSoM ko jagata kA tiraskAra sahana karanA par3A. apamAna sahana karanA par3A, aura ve saba pacA gaye. jahara bhI amRta bana gayA, ve siddha bana gaye, jagata kI kaTutA ko pacAne vAlA vyakti jahara ko amRta banAtA hai. sahana karane vAlA vyakti jagata meM siddha banatA hai. mahA puruSa banatA hai. rAste ke andara bar3A sundara gulAba kA phUla khilA thA. loga bar3I prazaMsA karate jA rahe the. saMyoga se eka choTA sA patthara rAste meM gar3A huA thA. usase kaI vyaktiyoM ko Thokara lagI, kaI vyaktiyoM ke pAMva se khUna nikala gayA. loga usakA tiraskAra karate dhikkArate, bar3A gajaba kA patthara hai, Thokara mAratA hai, koI sundaratA nahIM. ____ apanI prazaMsA se gulAba ke phUla ko bar3A ahaMkAra ho gayA. garva prakaTa ho gayA. bolA - "mere jaisA sundara isa jagata meM koI padArtha nahIM, merI sundaratA dekhakara acche se acche vyakti mohita ho jAte haiM, merA AkarSaNa aisA hai. mere pAsa sugandha hai. mere pAsa saba kucha hai. isa patthara meM sundaratA nahIM, khUbasUratI nahIM, koI sugandha nahIM, rAste ke andara na / 275 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI jAne kitane logoM ko isane Thokara lagAI hogI." apane prati garva aura abhimAna tathA patthara ke prati tiraskAra kI bhAvanA usa gulAba meM thI. vahAM se koI kalAkAra nikalA, usakI najara usa patthara para par3I. apane vicAra ko usane zabdoM kA rUpa diyA. ati sundara ki vItarAga ke vicAra ko usane usa patthara ke mAdhyama se prakaTa kara diyA. paramAtmA kA apUrva saundarya prakaTa huA, dikhAI diyA. mahInoM taka usakI sAdhanA calI. patthara ne sahana hI sahana kiyA, coTa khAtA gayA, khAtA gayA. __maiM mandira jA rahA thA. mere sAtha kaI sAthI A rahe the, jUte vAle. sIr3hiyoM ke pattharoM ne bar3A virodha anubhava kiyA ki hamArA yaha apamAna kyoM kiyA jA rahA hai? usa mUrti ke patthara meM aura hama sIr3hiyoM ke pattharoM meM koI antara nahIM hai. hama eka hI jAti ke haiM. eka hI jagaha se janme haiM. yahAM yaha bheda daSTi kyoM hai? sArA jagata usa mUrti kA sammAna karatA hai apanA prANa dekara ke, balidAna dekara ke, mUrti kA sammAna karatA hai. apanA prANa dekara mUrti kA rakSaNa karatA hai. hama bhI to patthara haiM, hamAre Upara roja jUte utAre jAte haiM. yaha antara kyoM hai? maiMne kahA - bhAI! vaha usake sahana kI sAdhanA kA sammAna hai. chaha mahIne taka usa mUrti ne coTeM khAI hai. usa para hathaur3e mAre gaye, chenI lagAI gaI, kalAkAra ne use bAra bAra ghisA. hara taraha se usake Upara coTa pahuMcAI. samabhAva pUrvaka usa patthara ne yaha saba kucha sahana kara liyA. sahana kI svIkRti kA pariNAma yaha svarUpa prakaTa ho gayA hai. paramAtmA kA nirAkAra bhI yahA~ Akara sAkAratA prApta kara gayA hai. sArA jagata vahA~ jAtA hai aura unake sahana ke saundarya ko namaskAra karatA hai. parantu tumhAre sAtha jaba aisA vyavahAra kiyA gayA. eka hathaur3I lagAI gaI, tuma Aveza meM A gaye, kArIgara se kahA yaha vesTeja hai, sIr3hI meM lagA diyA jAye." jo vyakti saMvatsarI pratikramaNa meM kreka ho gayA. gusse meM A gayA, Aveza meM A gayA, usakI yahI dazA hogI, jo sahana karegA, zabda kI mAra ko sahana karegA, vaha jagata kA sammAna pAtra bana jAegA. ____ "vaha mUrti bhI usI patthara meM se taiyAra huI, usI meM se gar3hI gaI. AlIzAna mandira meM jaba mUrti kI pratiSThA huI, sArA jagata vahAM sammAna ke lie AyA. jo gulAba bar3e garva se apanA abhimAna prakaTa kara rahA thA. merI sundaratA, merI khazaba kahakara itarA rahA thA, loga use toDakara lAye aura mUrti ke caraNoM meM arpaNa kara diyA. gulAba vicAra meM DUba gayA. kala maiM isa patthara kA tiraskAra karatA thA. mere aMhakAra kA hI pariNAma hai. kudarata ne mujhe sajA de dI hai. isI ke caraNoM meM Akara mujhe samarpita honA par3A. vartamAna samaya ke andara Igo, eka sarvavyApI roga hai. Igo, maiM bahuta bar3A hUM. maiM bar3A mahAna hUM. maiM bar3A vidvAna hUM. maiM bar3A deza sevaka hUM. maiM bar3A tyAgI hUM. jaba taka Apa isa Simil na 276 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI "maiM" kI dIvAra ko nahIM tor3eMge. zUnya kA dvAra nahIM banAyeMge. taba taka yaha ahaMkAra ApakI dharma sAdhanA meM aisA kaiMsara paidA karegA. jisase sArI dharma sAdhanA Apake lie samApta ho jAyegI. kabhI sakriya nahIM banegI. kabhI AzIrvAda nahIM banegI. dharma ke isa rahasya ko samajhe binA, yadi hama dharma kA paricaya deM, paricaya pUrNa nahIM banegA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir isIlie maiMne kahA- garva rahitam. hamAre zabda garva se rahita hone cAhiye. namratA kI bhUmikA para zabda kA sRjana honA cAhiye, taba zabda meM sundaratA milegI, una zabdoM meM saMyama kA sugandha Apako milegA. yahAM taka yaha sArA paricaya abhI to apUrNa hai. abhI vaha isase Age bar3A sundara viSaya liyA jAyegA. yaha sUtra pUrA hote hI Apake jIvana vyavahAra kA aura tarIke se paricaya diyA jAyegA. "asadvyayaparityAgo, sthAne caiva kriyA sadA", jIvana ke andara samasyAeM kahAM se paidA hotI haiM ? AcArya bhagavanta jIvana ke andara samasyAaiM kahAM se paidA huIM ? AcArya bhagavanta kA nirNaya kitanA sundara hai. asadvyaya. hamArA paisA jo vyaya bekAra yA phijUla kiyA jA rahA hai. yaha anIti aura anyAya ko janma detA hai. kyoMki sAiDa inakama nikalavAne kA rAstA nikAlanA hI par3atA hai. sadvyaya nahIM kareMge. binA prayojana zauka, mauja ke lie Apa paise kA durupayoga kareMge. rAstA bhI phira galata hogA upArjana kA. Apako asatya kA AsarA lenA par3egA. ina bAtoM para bhI vicAra kareMge. parantu dhArmikatA kA apanA jo cintana bana gayA hai. yaha aisA khataranAka vAyarasa hai, jisase koI bhI dharma bAkI nahIM bacA. hara dharma ke andara isane vikRti paidA kara dI hai. isa kAraNa hamArI zAnti gaI, hamArI pavitatratA gaI. hindU saMskRti kI ekatA naSTa huI, vicAra ke mata bheda kAyama hue. mahAvIra kA anekAnta jisa kI hamane hatyA kara dI, mahAvIra kA anekAnta sAre dharma ko eka karane vAlA thA, rASTrIya eka rUpatA paidA karane vAlA thA, hamane milakara isa anekAnta kI hI hatyA kara dI, usI kA nagna svarUpa isa vartamAna meM hai. becAre sAdhu santa kyA kareM. ve anta hRdaya ke rudana dvArA apane darda ko prakaTa karate haiM. parantu jagata meM sunane vAlA koI bhI nahIM rahA, yaha Aja hamArI dazA hai. duniyA ke hara dharma meM antara, bheda rekhA A gaI. dIvAra bana gaI, daravAje banda ho gaye. kahA~ se Apa prabhu ke pAsa jAyeMge ? bhagavAna kI vANI ke sAtha bhI hama khilavAr3a karane laga gaye. mana pasanda artha karane laga gaye. yAda rakhiye paramAtmA ke zabdoM ko jinake sAtha hama vakAlata karane laga gae haiM. yAda rakhie paramAtmA ko apanI kamajorI ko chipAne kA eka rAstA hamane DhUMDha liyA. isI kA yaha pariNAma hai ki loga dharma se vimukha bana jA rahe haiM. logoM ko ghRNA ho gaI, aise dharma se kyA matalaba usa dharma kA, jo insAna se napharata karatA ho, prANiyoM meM jahAM prema kA abhAva ho, jahAM itanI saMkIrNatA ho. sArI 277 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI daniyA paramAtmA kI hai. hara AtmA meM paramAtmA vidyamAna hai. maiM kisakA apamAna karUM, maiM kisakA nAza karUM. vyakti kA nAza nahIM, mere svayaM kA nAza hai. yaha dRSTi hamAre andara AnI cAhie. "Atmavat sarvabhUteSu" sAre jagata ke andara jitanI bhI AtmAyeM haiM. vaha saba AtmAyeM mere Atma tulya haiM. "vasudhaiva kuTumbakam" yaha sArA jagata merA kuTumba haiM, parivAra hai, usake sAtha parivAra jaisA hI vyavahAra apane ko karanA hai. mujhe usa zabda se jarA prayojana nahIM, usa kArya se prayojana nahIM, jo apane matalaba ke lie nirmANa kiye gaye. dharma koI aisA laMgar3A nahIM, paMgu nahIM, itanA kamajora nahIM hai. vaha pUrNa hai. sabala hai. vaha jagata kI hara AtmA ko rakSaNa dene meM samartha hai parantu vaha vahIM para rahegA jahAM zuddha hRdaya ho, jahAM prema aura maitrI kA vAtAvaraNa ho, vahIM dharma kA nivAsa hotA hai. anyatra dharma kahIM nahIM milegA bhagavAna to cale gaye mandira se, Apake vyavahAra ko dekhakara, prANa nahIM rahA aisI gandI jagaha para koI vyakti rahane ko taiyAra nahIM to bhagavAna kahAM raheMge. jahAM pavitratatA hI na ho. jahAM prema kA abhAva ho vahAM paramAtmA kA bhI abhAva milegA. yahA~ to prema ke mAdhyama se hI paramAtmA kA Agamana hotA hai. prema galI ati sAMkarI yA meM do na samAyaM, kabIra dAsa ne kahA ki yaha to prema kI galI hai. yaha aisI galI hai jisameM mAtra Apa yA kevala paramAtmA ko hI lekara jA sakate haiM. Apake sAtha ApakA saMsAra nahIM calegA. Apake sAMsArika vicAra ko vahA~ praveza nahIM milegA. anya vicAra se zUnya hokara mAtra prema se paripUrNa hokara hI paramAtmA ke dvAra taka jA sakate haiM. apane vicAra ko chor3a denA par3egA. apane svayaM ke vicAra kA yahAM koI mUlya nahIM hai. AdhyAtmika sAdhanA ke andara praveza karane se pUrva isa dhArmika vastu kA prAthamika paricaya Apako prApta karanA par3egA. jIvana vyavahAra Apako sundara banAnA par3egA. usake bAda Apako andara praveza milegA. praveza bhI tabhI milatA hai jaba samarpaNa kA bhAva ho, agarabattI sugandha detI hai. agarabattI ko dekhiye, usase sIkhiye, vaha jalakara bhI jalAne vAle ko sugandha detI haiM. dIpaka prakAza detA haiM. Apako mArga darzana detA hai. AtmA meM jJAna ke prakAza ko pracArita karane kI preraNA detA hai, jalakara bhI prakAza detA hai. hama kyA dete haiM? gAya ghAsa khAkara ke Apako dUdha detI hai. insAna kyA detA hai? vRkSa Apako chAyA detA hai, phala detA hai, lakar3I detA hai. vaha apanA saba kucha sarvasva apanA arpaNa karatA hai. insAna kyA detA hai? marane para bhI REC na 278 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: nau kI lakar3I nabbe kharca. mara gayA to bhI kharca. zrAddha karo, jImana karo, use jalAo, kitanA laphar3A, isase to jAnavara acche haiM, jIvita avasthA meM bhI apanA sarvasva arpaNa karate haiM. kitanA becAre mauna bhAva se apanA sarvasva arpaNa karate haiM. kitanA bar3A balidAna hai unakA? marane ke bAda bhI apanA tana dekara jAte haiM. camar3A dekara jAte haiM. insAna kyA detA hai? jIvita avasthA meM bhI khataranAka aura marane para bhI samasyA paidA karake jAtA hai. yahAM to insAna banake Aye, deva banane kA prayAsa kareM. insAniyata hamAre andara meM A jAye. Aja vaha insAniyata hamAre andara nahIM rahI, jo kisI jamAne meM thI. yaha Arya saMskRti thI, sArI duniyA ko Adarza detI thI, saMskAra detI thI, zikSA detI thI. aba sArI duniyA hameM zikSA dene AtI hai. jarA vicAra karanA par3egA, hamArI kyA durdazA hai. vaicArika duSkAla hai. isa deza meM bAhara kA duSkAla nahIM. bAhara kA duSkAla kabhI khataranAka nahIM hotA. insAna ke andara vicAra kA duSkAla A gayA. sadavicAra kA duSkAla A gayA hai. prema kA duSkAla itanA bhayaMkara hai, antara se paramAtmA hI calA gayA. DeDa baoNDI lekara hama ghUma rahe haiM. murdo kI taraha hama cala rahe haiM. jIvana ke andara vikRti kA durgandha A rahA hai. jIvana sar3a cukA hai. jIvana kA jIrNoddhAra kareM, nava nirmANa kareM, AtmA ko nirmala aura pavitra banAyeM. prema kA mandira isa jIvana ko banAyeM. taba binA AmantraNa hI paramAtmA Apake antara meM pratiSThita ho jAyeMge. mere zabdoM se sugandha Ane laga jAye. merA jIvana saMsAra ko suvAsita banA jAye. merA jIvana calatA phiratA skUla jaisA bana jAye. aneka vyaktiyoM ko preraNA dene vAlA bana jAe. jIvana kA Adarza hama upasthita kareM, taba maiM samajhU ApakA vartamAna saphala banA. taba bhaviSya bhI Apake lie varadAna bana jAyegA. Aja ye viSaya yahIM rakheMge. samaya ApakA ho cukA hai. isa viSaya para kala phira cintana kareMge. apanA raniMga sabjekTa hai. do tIna dina bAda yaha viSaya pUrNa hogA, usake bAda agale viSaya para vicAra kareMge. sUtrakAra ne agalA viSaya bar3A sundara diyA. kahA~ rahanA aura kisa prakAra rahanA. ApakA makAna kisa prakAra kA honA cAhiye? Aja kA yaha makAna to bImAriyoM kA janma sthAna hai, kisa prakAra zilpa se isakA nirmANa kiyA jAtA thA. mandiroM kA nirmANa, hamAre dharma sthAnoM kA nirmANa kitanI sundara zilpakalA ke dvArA hotA thA, jahA~ jAne se mana kI zAnti milatI. vaicArika zuddhatA milatI. citta kI ekAgratA AtI, aisA vAstavika zilpa kA gaNita thA. zuddha zilpa se banA huA yadi mandira hai, masjida hai, yA gurudArA hai. jahAM trijyAkAra ho rekhAkiMta gaNita ke anusAra, use zuddha zilpamaya mandira kahiye paramAtmA ke kendra meM Apa khar3e ho jAiye. Apako eka anubhava batalAUM kitanA bhI Apa ko sira kA darda ho, sira meM becainI ho, mana meM caMcalatA-vyagratA ho, jAkara ke kendra meM khar3e rahiye, tIna bAra bhUmi ke sAtha mastaka kA sparza namaskAra kariye, darda calA jAyegA. Apa karake dekha lenA. parantu zilpamaya mandira cAhiye. yaha gaNita kA aura zilpa kA camatkAra hai, 279 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: pirAmiDa banAne vAle bar3e buddhimAna vyakti the. Apa eka kA eka bAra rAuNDa dekara ke Aiye, zarIra se darda gAyaba ho jAyegA. pirAmiDa kA camatkAra tIna minaTa ke andara. yaha bahuta bar3A sabjekTa hai, tIna dina bAda somavAra se yaha viSaya calegA. Aja isako yahIM taka rahane deM. apane vicAra kala phira prakaTa kareMge. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" ma mauta se na apane parijana bacA sakate haiM, na hI apanA makAna. majabUta dIvAreM bhI mauta ko roka nahIM sakatI na caukIdAra hAtha pakaDa sakatA hai mauta kA. na koI DaoNkTara mauta ke bhaya se mukta kara sakatA hai aura nA hI koI vakIla mauta ke samakSa sTeArDara (sthagana Adeza) lA sakatA hai. jIvana mRtyu se ghirA hai. kevala dharma hI use surakSA pradAna kara sakatA hai. 280 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: sahanazIlatA aura prAyazcitta parama kRpAlu AcArya zrI haribhadra sUrijI ne aneka AtmAoM ke kalyANa kI maMgala bhAvanA se apane jIvana kA eka sundara anubhava logoM ke mArga darzana ke lie diyA hai. kisa prakAra apane AcAra ko sakriya banAkara vyakti apane mUrchita vicAroM ko jAgRta karane vAlA bane. una vicAroM ke dvArA apanI sAdhanA ke jIvana kI saphalatA mAdhyama se prApta ho. yahI maMgala Azaya aura isI kAmanA se unhoMne dharma pravacana kA yahAM para ullekha kiyA hai, jIvana ke samyak AcAroM ke dvArA jIvana ko prApta karane kA sarala upAya batalAyA hai. jina satroM para apanA cintana cala rahA hai. ve bahata vicAraNIya haiM. cintanIya haiM. sAtha meM anukaraNa karane ke yogya haiM. mAtra vicAra aura cintana se kAma nahIM calatA, use jIvana ke vyavahAra ke sakriya banAnA par3atA hai. jAnakArI se Arogya nahIM milatA, davA kI pahacAna se bhI Arogya nahIM milatA. mAtra pravacana zravaNa kara liyA, AtmA ko prApta karane kI prakriyA aura usakI jAnakArI prApta kara lI jAe, parantu yadi AcAra kA pathya na ho. una vicAroM ko yadi sakriya rUpa na diyA jAe. ve vicAra kabhI AtmA ko Arogya dene vAle nahIM banate. ve vicAra kabhI meDisina nahIM banate. ve vicAra kabhI jIvana kI sAdhanA meM saphalatA dene vAle nahIM banate. ina sArI bAtoM para vicAra kara lenA hai. pravacana isI lie diyA jAtA hai tAki antarAtmA ko usakI preraNA mile. suSupta cetanA meM jAgRti A jAe. hamAre sAmane isa vartamAna meM, usa bhaviSya ko, pravacana ke prakAza meM, dekhane yogya bana jAeM. kisa taraha mujhe calanA hai, usakI jAnakArI mila jAe. isIlie prati dina pravacana AtmA kI khurAka ke rUpa meM diyA gayA hai. "jJAnAmRtasya bhojanam" AtmA kA bhI divya bhojana hai. hama roja ise prApta karate haiM. parantu yadi AhAra kA pathya A jAe, yaha auSadhi amRta bana jAtI hai. jIvana vyavahAra meM alaga-alaga prakAra se AhAra kA paricaya hai. jIvana vyavahAra kA alaga-alaga prakAra se paricaya diyA. janma ke pazcAta jaba vyakti upArjana ke yogya bana jAe. mAtA pitA ko santoSa aura samAdhi dene vAlA bana jAe, usa avasthA meM dravya upArjana kisa prakAra se karanA, usakA tarIkA batalAyA. upArjana ke bAda usakA vyaya kaise karanA. dAna dharma ke dvArA usakA paricaya diyA. vyakti jaba yuvAvasthA meM praveza karatA hai. apane AcAra ko surakSita rakhane ke lie sadAcAra kI pravRtti meM sthira rahane ke lie kisa prakAra vicAra karanA, usakA bhI isake andara paricaya diyA gayA. 281 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI lokApavAdaH loka icchA ke viruddha koI aisA kArya nahIM karanA, jisase apanI zAnti bhaMga ho jAe. loka vyavahAra ke andara hama kisI kI AlocanA ke lakSya baneM. kisI vyakti kI AlocanA zravaNa ke bAda apanI zAnti naSTa ho jAtI hai. mana meM eka prakAra se udvega hotA hai. mana ke andara rahI azAnti ApakI sAdhanA meM bAdhaka banatI hai. isIlie yahAM prathamAcAra kA paricaya diyA. kisI bhI prakAra se loka vyavahAra viruddha kArya nahIM karanA jo apanI zAnti naSTa karane vAlA ho. "dInAnuddharaNAgrahaH" dIna dukhI AtmAoM kI satata sevA karanI, maMgala bhAvanA ke dvArA una AtmAoM kA rakSaNa karanA, unake uddhAra kI manokAmanA rakhanA yaha apanA samyaka AcaraNa hai. isa para bhI apane gurujana bahuta kucha vicAra karake gae haiM. yaha hamArI smRti meM vidyamAna rahe. isIlie maiM Apako saMkSipta meM phira se samajhA rahA hUM. tAki vicAra apanI smRti meM smAraka bana jAeM. ve hamezA ke lie mujhe prakaTa dene vAle baneM __ "kRtajJatA kSudAkSyavam" kie hue upakAra kA hamezA apane mana meM kRtajJa bhAva honA cAhie. upakArI AtmAoM ke upakAra kA hamezA puNya smaraNa karanA cAhie, tAki apane antara meM bhI ve bhAva jAgRta hoM. paropakAra kI bhAvanA ko janma dene vAle baneM. hamezA vyakti ko kRtajJaH bananA cAhie, dAkSiNyatA andara meM AnI cAhie. dAkSiNyatA kA matalaba hai ki komalatA AnI cAhie. hRdaya saMvedanazIla honA cAhie, senseTiva honA cAhie, kisI bhI dukhI AtmA ko dekha karake apanA hRdaya dravita ho jAe, apane hRdaya kI komalatA jAgRta ho jAe. maiM kaise usa AtmA kA dukha darda dUra karane vAlA banUM. merA kauna sA samyaka prayAsa usa AtmA ko zAnti dene vAlA bane, isa maMgala bhAvanA ko dAkSiNyatA kahA jAtA hai. yaha hamezA apane andara rahanI cAhie. hRdaya kI komalatA dharma bIja ko aMkarita karatI hai, prasphaTita karatI hai. bhaviSya ke andara kA jo bIja vapana kiyA gayA vaha dharma kA phala dene vAlA, mokSa dene vAlA, vAsanA mukta karane vAlA banatA hai. sadAcAraH prakRtitaH sAre viSayoM ko sadAcAra ke antargata yahAM para liyA gayA hai. "sarvatra nindA saMtyAgo'varNavAdazca sAdhuSu" isI sUtra para apanA gata do tIna dina se cintana cala rahA hai. kisI prakAra isa bhayaMkara aparAdha se AtmA kA rakSaNa kiyA jAe. naitika dRSTi se yaha bhayaMkara se bhayaMkara aparAdha hai. kisI vyakti ke viSaya meM bolane kA koI naitika adhikAra Apako nahIM milA hai. kisI vyakti ko dekhane kA yaha tarIkA bar3A galata hai. apane svayaM kA hI nirIkSaNa karanA hai. - ni 282 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI svayaM ke viSaya meM hI jAnakArI prApta karanI hai. maiM svayaM kyA kara rahA hUM vahI dekhanA hai. parantu vyaktiyoM kI Adata bar3I galata ho gaI. paranindA kA svAda itanA hamAre andara pahuMca cukA hai. gaharAI meM, use eka dama nikAlanA itanA sarala nahIM hai, yadi abhyAsa kiyA jAe to ye sAdhya haiM. saMbhava ho sakatA hai. isa pApa se isa aparAdha se maiM svayaM kA rakSaNa karUM. bahuta kucha isameM kahA gayA. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ina sAre pApoM ko janma dene vAlA unakA janma sthAna hai nindA kI Adata, para nindA, para carcA, vikRta kathA. jisase AtmA kA koI sambandha nahIM. jisake andara AtmA yA paramAtmA kI koI carcA nahIM. ina viSayoM ke andara samaya naSTa kara denA. yaha samaya kI hatyA hai. samaya kA ghora durupayoga hai. samaya kisI kI pratIkSA nahIM karatA. vaha nirapekSa hotA hai. samaya kA sundara se sundara upayoga kara lenA, sAdhaka AtmAoM kA lakSya hotA hai. samaya kA sundara upayoga sAdhanA ke dvArA kiyA jAnA, yahI apane andara buddhimAnI mAnI gaI hai. parantu samaya kA agara durupayoga kiyA gayA, vaha apane lie aparAdha hai. jJAniyoM ne kahA- yadi samaya kA sundara upayoga nahIM kiyA gayA to vahI vartamAna bhaviSya ke andara itanA bhayaMkara samaya lA karake upasthita karegA ki usase bacanA Apake lie muzkila ho jAegA. yadi kahA jAe Atma sAdhanA ke andara vicAroM ko kendrita karane kA, sAdhanoM ke andara lakSya ko upasthita karane kA, sva ke andara sthiratA ko prApta karane kA to vyakti taranta kahegA, kyA kareM mahArAja, samaya nahIM hai, bahuta kucha hai. samaya kA ghora durupayoga kiyA jA rahA hai. parantu paramAtmA ke lie, jisakI kRpA se samaya milA, sAdhana milA, sArI jagata kI sAmagrI milI, samaya nahIM hai. Aja kA vyakti itanA nirlajja bana cukA hai ki isa parama kRpAlu paramAtmA ke lie usake pAsa samaya nahIM. jagata ke lie samaya hai. mauja, zauka karane ke lie usake pAsa samaya hai. paranindA meM naSTa karane ke lie usake pAsa bahuta samaya hai. parantu svayaM ke lie, Atma kalyANa ke lie, svayaM ko jAnane ke lie, sAdhanA ke dvArA svayaM kA zuddhikaraNa karane ke lie usake pAsa samaya kA abhAva hai. yAda rakhie, samaya kA durupayoga kiyA gayA to bhaviSya ke andara samaya kA duSkAla Apako milegA. bhaviSya meM AnevAlA samaya Apake anukUla nahIM hogA, Apake hamezA pratikUla hogA. isIlie jo kucha milA hai usakA sadupayoga karane kA prayAsa kareM. ina AdhAroM ke dvArA samaya ko kisa prakAra se upayoga meM liyA jAe. samaya kA lAbha kaise uThAyA jAe. samaya ke andara sAdhanA ke dvArA puNya kA lAbha kaise liyA jAe. vaha rAstA ina AcAroM ke dvArA batalAyA gayA hai. yaha viveka apane ko andara meM rakhanA hai. pratikSaNa hamArA samaya jA rahA hai. hameM mAlUma nahIM. gatimaya saMsAra ke andara jIvana kA hara kadama hamArI mRtyu kI tarapha bar3ha rahA hai. eka-eka zvAMsa meM mRtyu ke samIpa hama pahuMca rahe haiM. moha nindA ke - - 283 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - andara, pramAda avasthA ke andara kI zUnyatA aura viveka ke abhAva meM hama samaya ke mUlya ko nahIM samajha pAe. hara vyakti hAtha meM ghar3I rakhatA hai. yaha Aja kA maoNDarna phaizana hai. Apake jIvana kI durdazA ko dekhakara ApakI ghar3I rotI hai, Apane kabhI isakA rudana sunA nahI. pratikSaNa eka prakAra kI AvAja nikalatI hai. Apane sunA hogA. kabhI dhyAna se Apa sananA. kaTa-kaTa, kaTa-kaTa hamezA calA karatI hai. usa AvAja ke aMdara ghar3I ke jIvana kA eka darda chipA hai. Apake jIvana ko dekhakara ke usakA eka rudana hai. vaha pukAra kara ke Apako kahatI hai. Apake sAtha raha kara pukAratI hai. kyA? jIvana vRkSa ApakA pratikSaNa prati sekeMDa kaTa rahA hai. kaTa-kaT zabda kI jo pratidhvani hai. yadi Apa gaharAI meM jAkara dekheM, ApakI cetanA ko jAgRta karatI hai. tumhArA pratikSaNa jIvana vRkSa kaTa rahA hai. yAda rakho, yaha sArA jIvana eka dina kaTa kara ke samApta jAegA. hamane kyA prApta kiyA, ghar3I kI usa pukAra ko hamane sunA hI nahIM. ghar3I Apako jAgRta karatI hai. batAtI hai eka bajAkara. ekoahaM bahuta spaSTa kahatI hai. ekohamekazcitaM nAsti nAhaM anyasya ksyycit| ghar3I kI pukAra ko Apa sunie. ApakA raha raha karake bahuta bar3A upakAra karatI hai. Apako jagAtI hai. eka bajAkara ke spaSTa kahatI hai, saMsAra meM akele Ae, koI sAtha nahI. "maraghaTa taka ke loga barAtI, haMsa akelA jAtA" ye bArAtI Apako zmazAna taka pahuMcAne AeMge. vahAM se sAtha chor3a deMge antima vidAI de kara ke. Apako svayaM akelA jAnA par3egA. koI sAthI nahI milegA. aisI paristhiti meM ghar3I bAra-bAra Apako jagAtI hai. batAtI hai tuma akele Ae koI tumheM sAtha dene vAlA nahI. Apa jAgRta bane raheM. saMsAra meM rahane kI kalA prApta kareM. jaina itihAsa ke aMdara eka bar3I sundara kathA AtI hai. mithilA ke eka bahuta bar3e samrAT the. nemirAja RSi bahuta bar3e samrAT the. koI kamI nahIM thI. ATha-ATha rAniyAM thI vahAM. unakI sevA meM, kisI kAraNa ko lekara eka aisI asAdhya bImArI unameM AI. dAha-jvara! jise viSamajvara kahA jAtA hai. zarIra ekadama garma ho gayA. bahuta upacAra kiyA gayA. bukhAra zAnta nahIM hotA. vyAkula ho gae. eka bahuta samajhadAra vaidya ne upacAra batalAyA. yadi zItopacAra kiyA jAe, gozIrSa candana kA yadi vilepana kiyA jAe. to yaha dAhajvara zAnta ho sakatA hai. Apako samAdhi mila sakatI hai. rAjA kI AThoM rAniyAM sevA meM laga gaIM. gozIrSa candana maMgavA kara ke use vilepana ke lie ghisanA zurU kara diyA. jahAM rAjA soe hue the, pAsa meM hI candana ghisA jA rahA thA. pUre zarIra ke andara vilepana lagAnA thA. AThoM rAniyoM ne candana ghoTanA zurU kara diyA. hAtha kI cUr3iyAM AvAja karane laga gaIM. dhvani prakaTa hone laga gaI. bImAra 284 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI = ra vyaktiyoM kI eka mAnasikatA rugNa hotI hai. cir3acir3Apana A jAtA hai. kamajorI kA yaha lakSaNa hai. vicAra zunyatA A jAtI hai. bAta-bAta ke aMdara krodha A jAtA hai. koI bhI suMdara vastu usa samaya priya nahIM lagatI. aisI paristhiti meM rAniyoM ke candana ghoTane meM jo AvAja paidA ho rahI thI, jo cUr3iyoM kI AvAja nikala rahI thI, kaviyoM kI kalpanA meM jo eka alaga prakAra kA saMgIta thA, nemi rAjarSi ke jIvana ke aMdara vaha dhvani viSama bana gaI. kaSTa dene vAlI bana gaI. rAjA ne AvAja dekara kahA "yaha kyA ho rahA hai? vajrapAta banda karo, isa AvAja ko. mujhe jarA bhI priya nahIM laga rahA hai. azAnti banda kara do." rAniyoM ke pAsa viveka thA. viveka pUrvaka unhoMne vicAra kiyA. rAjA kI zAnti bhaMga ho rahI hai. isalie hameM ye sArI cUDiyAM nikAla denI cAhie. eka-eka karake sArI caDiyAM nikAla dI. saubhAgya kA pratIka mAtra eka cUr3I hAtha meM rakhI. bAkI sArI cUr3iyAM nikAla dI. AvAja banda ho gayI. jo saMgharSa thA, banda ho gayA. do minaTa ke bAda rAjA ne Azcarya se pUchA - "AvAja banda kaise ho gaI?" bImAra vyakti svabhAva se bAlaka jaisA bana jAtA hai. pUchA - "kyA mere lie candana ghisanA banda kara diyA hai, jo mere upacAra kA sAdhana hai?" rAniyoM ne kahA - "nahIM mahArAja! ApakI azAnti ke lie hama logoM ne sArI cUr3iyAM nikAla dI, candana to ghisA jA rahA hai. mAtra eka-eka cUr3I hAtha meM rakhI hai, jisameM koI gharSaNa nahIM, koI AvAja nahIM. itanA rAniyoM kA kahanA thA. rAjA ne usI samaya usa para dArzanika dRSTikoNa se vicAra kiyA, tAtvika dRSTikoNa se usa para cintana kiyA. eka meM zAnti aura aneka meM azAnti. jahAM ye cUr3iyAM aneka thIM vahAM saMgharSa thA, kleza thA. usameM karkazatA thI. parantu eka-eka cUr3I hAtha meM haiM, isIlie koI azAnti kA kAraNa nahIM, koI saMgharSa nahIM. kisI prakAra kA kleza nahIM, kitanI parama zAnti hai. ekatva bhAva ke andara kitanI zAnti hai. vahI tAtvika cintana unhoMne apane lie bar3e sundara DhaMga se kiyA. mana me eka saMkalpa kiyA, agara isI prakAra maiM bhI ekatva bhAvanA meM sthira bana jAUM. parivAra se, saMsAra se mukta hokara, ekatva bhAva ke andara ekAkI avasthA ke andara Atma cintana karUM? sAdhanA kI gaharAI meM DUba jAUM. kitanI zAnti milegI. parama zAnti kA mujhe anubhava hogA. jaise hI isa bImArI se maiM mukta bana jAUM, usI samaya jAkara ke ekatva bhAvanA meM AtmA ko sthira karane ke lie maiM sanyAsa grahaNa kara lUMgA. dIkSA le lUMgA. yaha mAtra maMgala bhAvanA thI. bhAvanA to Apa jAnate haiM, bar3A sarjana kA camatkAra karatI hai. zubha bhAvanA ke paramANu roga kA pratikAra kara gae. bhAvanA hI unake lie upacAra bana gaI. vahI eka prakAra kI meDisina bana gaI. sadbhAvanA ke dvArA aisA prabala puNyopArjana kiyA ki roga kA pratikAra ho gayA. aura apane vicAra meM haDha rahe. nikala gae saMsAra se. - 285 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI ekamAtra cUr3iyoM ke nimitta se usa AtmA ne aisA vairAgya prApta kara liyA. jIvana kI parama zAnti meM jIvana ko sthira kara liyA. sArI azAnti calI gaI. eka meM AvAja nahIM, jahAM eka se do paidA hue, gharSaNa paidA huA. cUlhe ke andara yadi agara Apa eka lakar3I DAlate hoM, Aga bahuta muzkila se pakar3atI hai. yadi do lakar3I Apane vahAM sajA dI, to Aga pakar3a legI, yadi do cAra pAMca lakar3iyoM ko sajA diyA jAe, cUlhe ke andara jamA diyA jAe. kaisI jvAlA prakaTa hotI hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir "ayameva saMsAra" saMsAra meM bhI isI prakAra kI vicitratA hai. Apa anubhava karanA, jahAM taka Apa akele the. kaisI parama zAnti thI. koI azAnti thI ? mAtA-pitA kI puNya chAyA pUrA parivAra prema saMpAdana kiyA thA. ApakA jIvana bar3A nirdoSa thA. koI pApa, koI vAsanA Akara satAtI nahIM thI. parantu jaise hI eka se do ho gae vicAra kA gharSaNa zurU huA. do se cAra jaise hI paidA ho jAe, phira dekhie Apa ghara tamAzA. phira to ghara jvAlA thI, bana jAegA. isIlie adhyAtmika dRSTi se kahA gayA. kadAcita aise karma ke kAraNa, Apa saMsAra se mukta na hoM, kadAcit Apako vicAroM meM azAnti ho, saMgharSa ho, rahane kI aisI apUrva kalA Apa prApta kara leM ki raheM saMsAra meM parantu manake vicAra se Apa alipta bana jAeM. vicAra meM ekatva bhAvanA A jAeM. mana ke vicAra se saba meM rahakara aura sabase alaga bana jAeM. vahAM para koI azAnti praveza nahIM karegI. mana ko aisA zaktimAna banA liyA jAe. vicAroM dvArA aisA pula lagA liyA jAe jisase saMsAra kI garmI yA uttejanA asara hI na kare. hama kabhI usa taraha kA prayAsa hI nahIM karate haiM. " sAmAyika kI maMgala kriyA isI tattva ko prApta karane ke lie hai. dhyAna avasthA ke andara usa dhyeya ko prApta karane ke lie hamAre pAsa ye upAya batalAe gae. hamAre pUrvAcAryoM ne, RSi muniyoM ne cintana ke dvArA mArga-darzana diyA hai. ghar3I eka bajAkara ke Apako jagAtI hai parantu jagate hI apanA mAna karake calate haiM, yaha merA vaha merA hai kisI kA, jo Apa apane sAtha lekara Ae vaha bhI ApakA nahIM. jo zarIra janma se mAM ke garbha se Apa le karake Ae vaha bhI sAtha chor3a de to bAhara ke A jAne vAle parivAra ke loga Apake sAthI bana sakeMge? jo AMkha, pAMva, jIbha ApakI sArI indriyAM jo Apa janma se sAtha lekara Ae, kitanA khilAyA pilAyA aura inake anukUla rahakara Apane kitanI sevA kI vRddhAvasthA Ane ke bAda AMkha kI rozanI banda ho jAtI hai, dekhane meM bar3I muzkila hotI hai. kAna ke andara baiTarI lUja ho jAtI hai. dAMta saba cale jAte haiM. vizvAsaghAta kara jAte haiM. jo hAtha manoM vajana uThA sakatA thA, eka kilo uThAne ko taiyAra nahIM. pAMva har3atAla kara dete haiM. do phuTa bhI calanA apane hAtha meM nahIM rahatA. uThAkara le jAnA par3atA hai. peTa jo ApakA godAma hai. daravAjA khula jAtA hai. koI mAla pacatA nahI. aisI paristhiti meM kabhI Apane ciMtana kiyA hai ki jo maiM janma se lekara ke AyA, mAM ke garbha se jinako 286 For Private And Personal Use Only 220

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- guruvANI sAtha le karake AyA, ve bhI avasthA Ane para aMgUThA dikhalA gae. AMkha ne kahA-mujhe dekhanA nahIM. maiM kyA majadUrI karUM. saba ne kaha diyA. dAMta ne kahA-aba to maiM rahUMgA nahI. maiM kyA majadUrI karUM. tumhArI AjJA kA maiM koI pAlana nahIM karUMgA. niSkriya bana jAte haiM. pAMva ne kaha diyA-mujhe aba nahI calanA hai. eka bhI indriya ApakI AjJA ko mAnane ke liye taiyAra nahI hai. to bAhara se Ane vAlI ApakI gharavAlI ho (bacce ho) parivAra meM koI bhI hoM, sAtha calane ko taiyAra hoMge? zarIra bhI yahAM Apako chor3akara jAnA par3atA hai. kyoMki udhAra hai. karma ke dvArA prApta hotA hai. kabhI jarA vicAra to kariye. ghar3I baDA spaSTa kahatI hai ki tuma akele hI ho. mAlika ko akele hI jAnA par3atA hai, koI sAtha hai nahIM. merA zarIra bhI nahIM, merA saMsAra bhI nahIM, merA parivAra bhI nahIM, kucha bhI merA nahIM. AcArya bhagavanta ne AcAra para isaliye bala diyA. maiM kyoM kisI ke liye pApa upArjana karUM? kyoM apanI jIbha gaMdI karU? paraniMdA dUsaroM kI carcA karane kI apekSA maiM svayaM kI carcA kyoM nahIM karUM? apanI AtmA kA avalokana kyoM nahIM karUM? svayaM hI AtmA kA nirIkSaNa kyoM nahIM karUM? apane bhUtakAla ko dekhane kA prayAsa kyoM nahIM karUM? bhUtakAla ke andara maiMne kyA pApa kiyA hai jisakI sajA maiM lekara ke AyA? kitanA bar3A saMsAra kA senTrala jela mujhe milA eka kaidI kI taraha se, karma kA gulAma banake mujhe jInA par3atA hai. eka-eka indriyoM ke adhIna mujhe rahanA par3atA hai. jaise indriyoM kA Adeza mile usake anusAra karanA par3atA hai. yaha hamArI durdazA hai. kabhI aisA cintana, kabhI aisA vicAra ApameM AyA? vicAra Apa ko karanA hai. vicAra ke andara jAgRti to honI hI cAhie. jaba vicAra meM jAgRti A jAye, vicAra kI mUrchA calI jAye, taba dekhiye jIvana kA Ananda alaga prakAra kA hogA. vaha kabhI parAdhIna nahIM banegA. vaha jIvana kA sundara se sundara upayoga karegA. koI galata bAta nahIM hogI. vaha niyantraNa Aja hamAre pAsa nahIM karanA par3egA. Apa samajha karake caleM ki kaise isa indriyoM kI dAsatA se nikaleM. Ananda ghana jI mahArAja jaina yogI puruSa the, bahuta pahuMce hue mahAtmA the. acAnaka bhikSA ke lie dina ko bAraha baje nikale. unakI AMkha meM AMsU A gae. kisI gRhastha ke dvAra para khar3e the aura donoM AMkha se AMsU Ane laga gae. sAtha meM do cAra gRhastha the, unhoMne dekhA ye yogI hamezA masta rahane vAle, cinta kI prasannatA meM rahane vAle, inako kyA huA. inake rudana kA kAraNa kyA hai? eka bhakta ne pUchA- bhagavan, Apake netra meM AMsU, kisa darda ke AMsU haiM? Ananda ghana jI mahArAja janmajAta kavi the. satata paramAtmA kI sevA, upAsanA meM rahane vAle, jagata kI paravAha nahIM thI. vaise masta yogI puruSa ne bhakta ke prazna kA javAba bar3e sundara DhaMga - sa 287 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI se diyA aura kahA. hRdaya se udagAra nikalA. vaha zabda kyA thA? svayaM eka kavitA thI. paramAtmA ke samakSa AkAza meM hAtha karake kahA "bhaTakata dvAra-dvAra aurana ke, kUkara AzAdhArI" bhagavan! paramAtmana! maiM tere anarAga kA upAsaka! mokSa kA yAtrI bana karake AyA. terA bhakta bana karake, terI upAsanA karane vAlA, yaha AhAra kI vAsanA kaisI bhayaMkara, ki Ananda ghana ko terA bhajana chor3akara ke bhojana ke pIche bhaTakanA par3e. dharmalAbha, dharma lAbha AhAra ke lie. yAcanA ke lie, terA bhajana chor3akara. yaha terA upAsaka hai, terI upAsanA meM rahane vAlA. bhagavan, isa vAsanA se mukta kara. AhAra kI lAlasA se sadA ke lie mukta kara. anAhArI honA mujhe cAhie. jahAM tUM baiThA hai vaha sthAna mujhe cAhie. bhagavana! terA bhajana chor3akara bhojana ke pIche bhaTakanA par3e. ghara-ghara kuttoM kI taraha roTI ke lie bhaTakanA par3e. bhagavan, isa dazA se mujhe mukta kara. yaha dazA mujhe nahIM cAhie. samajha gae. mahAna yogI kI kaisI antara vedanA? kaisA unake jIvana kA darda? bhikSA ke lie jAnA thA aura unakI AMkha meM AMsU. kutte kI taraha merI yaha durdazA. bhagavan, terA yaha bhakta aura yaha durdazA. bhagavan! isa vAsanA se mukta kara. jisa dina yaha pIr3A Apako A jAe. saMsAra meM raha kara ke saMsAra ke andara darda paidA ho jAe. ki mujhe nahIM rahanA hai, eka kaidI ke rUpa meM nahIM rahanA hai, viSaya kA gulAma banakara ke mujhe nahIM rahanA hai, maiM to svayaM kA samrAT banane AyA hUM. svayaM kA mAlika bana kara ke yahAM se jAUMgA. sadgati kI eDavAMsa bukiMga karane ke lie maiM yahAM AyA hUM. eka bAra yaha dRr3ha nizcaya ho jAe to jIvana kA uddhAra ho jAe. bhojana karane jaba Ananda ghana baiThate usa samaya unake andara se udgAra nikalatA. kabahuka kAyA kUkarI, karata bhajana meM bhaMga. kyA batAUM yaha zarIra kyA hai? kAyA rUpI kuttI hai. jaba bhauMkate haiM to kyA zAMti bhaMga hotI hai. bhagavan! maiM terA bhajana karatA hUM. para yaha zarIra aisA hai, bhauMkanA zurU karatA hai. katte kI taraha se aMdara se bhauMkatA hai. Tukar3A lAkara ke DAla detA hUM peTa meM to yaha bhauMkanA banda kara de aura Ananda ghana terA bhajana kare. kyA maMgala bhAvanA thI. khAne kA yaha kaisA tarIkA thA. vaha AhAra bhI sAdhanA kA eka prakAra bana jAtA. merA bhojana bhI bhajana bananA cAhie. yaha AhAra bhI sAdhanA kA eka prakAra bananA cAhie. AtmA ke Arogya ke liye kiyA huA AhAra poSaka bananA cAhie. AtmA kA zoSaka nahIM. AtmA kA nAza karane vAlA nahIM. yaha aMtara cetanA ko eka bAra samajhA denA. ghaDI eka bajAkara Apako TaMkAra karatI hai. pahananA phaizana hai. paraMtu rotI 288 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: hai, hama kabhI usake rudana ko sunate nahIM usase bAra bAra Apako cetAtA hUM. tumhArA jIvana vRkSa kaTa rahA hai. jAgRta bano. do bajAkara ke phira se jagAtI hai kyA hai saMsAra meM jar3a aura caitanya, tuma caitanya ho ananta zaktimaya tumhArI cetanA hai. kahAM yaha jar3a kI vAsanA meM lipta bana gae. kahAM para ke andara sva kI kalpanA lekara tuma cala rahe ho ? jar3a se tumhArA koI saMbaMdha nahIM. isa bhAr3e ke ghara meM raha karake kyoM mamatva kara rahe ho.. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir * koI vyakti aisA bevakUpha hogA. bhAr3e ke ghara meM rahe aura usameM mArbala lagAe. pharnIcara lagAe. rupayA vyaya kare use mAlUma hai ki bhAr3e kA ghara hai, kabhI bhI noTisa Ae aura mujhe chor3anA par3e. parantu hamArI kaisI dazA subaha se zAma taka kitanA kAma karate haiM. kitanA pAuDara, tela lagAte haiM. kitanA krIma lagAte haiM. subaha se zAma taka snAna karake isa sundara banane kA hama prayAsa karate haiM. ye sArI zakti, ye sArI majadUrI, hamAre ghATe meM hai. naphA meM kucha nahIM. ke - 1 do bajAtI hai aura spaSTa kahatI hai. jar3a aura caitanya bheda vijJajana samajha lenA. bAhara se tumhArA koI saMbaMdha nahIM. jagata meM do hI tatva haiM caitanya yA jaDa jar3a ko prApta karane kA koI prayojana nahIM, ye to baccoM ke khela jaisA hai. parantu khela ko khela hama samajhe nahIM. usameM Asakti A gaI hai merApana A gayA hai merApana hI darda kA kAraNa hai, vahI dukha kA janma sthAna hai jahAM asAkti AegI vahIM darda paidA hogA. maiM bambaI meM eka dina caupATI ke kinAre se jA rahA thA zAma ke samaya kinAre-kinAre jA rahA thA. bar3I dUra se najara par3I. bacce the ve retI ke andara apanA makAna banA rahe the. baccoM kA khela hotA hai, makAna banAyA. gArDana banAyA. bar3e DhaMga se bahuta sajAyA usako. jaise maiM unake najadIka kinAre para pahuMcA to DrAivara gAr3I lekara ke pAsa meM A gayA. baccoM ko lene ke lie kucha samaya ke lie vahAM khela rahe the. DrAivara kahIM gAr3I lekara gayA thA usI samaya AyA aura baccoM ko AvAja dI calo, calane kA samaya ho gayA, jaise hI AvAja milI maine dekhA, ve bacce ekadama uTha gae. koI atirikta nahIM. ghaMTe bhara se mehanata kara rahe hoMge. itanA saba kucha banAyA sajAyA. parantu tInoM bacce eka dama uThe. lagAI lAta turanta tor3a phor3a karake gAr3I meM jAkara baiTha gae. maiMne kahA ye bacce bar3e acche haiM. bar3e samajhadAra haiM. itanI samajhadArI hamAre andara A jAe to kalyANa ho jAe. DrAivara ne itanA hI kahA- calo calane kA samaya ho gayA. lAta mAra karake saba vahAM se uThe saba kucha tor3a diyA. jaisA merA thA hI nahIM. yaha dazA apane mana ke andara AnI cAhie. yaha jo kucha maiMne banAyA yaha merA hI nahIM.. una baccoM meM jarA bhI Asakti nahIM. hamAre jaise sAdhu Ae aura cillAeM - calo calane kA samaya ho gayA noTisa A gayA to bhI Apa cale nahIM. kudarata kI noTisa 289 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pAla www.kobatirth.org guruvANI AtI hai. Apa mauta ko badanAma na kareM. mRtyu apane Ane se pUrva noTisa detI hai, sAvadhAna karatI hai. mAne ki bAla sapheda kara detI hai. isa pahalI vArniMga se bhI vyakti sAvadhAna nahIM hotA, isakA jabAba bar3e galata tarIke se detA hai, khijAba lagA letA hai, tAki vaha dikhe hI nahIM, mauta najara nahIM Ae. nahIM to bAra-bAra mauta najara AegI. Ane kA dina usako dikhane laga jAegA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir " insAna kitanA hoziyAra hai, khijAva lagA liyA tAki dikhe hI nahIM, mauta chipa jAe. AMkha meM se tela ghaTA detA hai rozanI kama ho jAtI hai. cirAga ke andara yadi tela kama hogA to rozanI kama ho jAegI. hamArI Adata cazmA lagAeMge. tAki acchI taraha dekha sakUM. kAna ke andara baiTarI lUja ho jAe. hiyariMga eDa lagAte haiM tAki sunAI de jAe. hara taraha se dAMta calA jAe. noTisa to kaI bAra AtI hai. dAMta cale jAte haiM to ArTiphiziyala dAMta lagA Ate haiM. kahIM se bhI mauta najara nahIM AnI cAhie. AMkha se nahIM, bAla se nahIM, dAMta se nahIM. vaha becArI noTisa de dekara thaka jAtI hai. Akhira to use lenA hI par3atA hai. taba lAsTa vAraNTa AtA hai ki cala agara isa taraha kA vicAra bhI A jAe to saMsAra kI prasannatA calI jAe aura AtmA kI prasannatA A jAe. abhI hamArI hAlata yaha hai, AtmA rotI hai aura mana prasanna hai, kyoM ki mana jar3a hai, AtmA caitanya hai. vahAM caitanya ke andara jo Ananda ho cAhie. ApakI durdazA dekha karake, mana kI vAsanA dekha karake, AtmA rudana karatI hai ki merI dazA kyA hai. jahAM maiM svatantra hone ke lie AyI thA vahAM to parAdhInatA meM jakar3I gayI, bhrama kI jaMjIro se jakar3I gayI ye mana kI vAsanA ko lekara . kabhI Apane socA hai. yaha hamArI antara dazA hai. AdhyAtmika dRSTi se AtmA kA paricaya prApta kareM. kaisI gulAmI ? para kI Asakti kA pariNAma kaisA hai ? sva kI kaisI durdazA hai ? ghar3I do bajakara bahuta spaSTa kahatI hai ki do meM se eka meM Ao, yA to zuddha saMnyAsI bano, sanyAsa grahaNa karo yA zuddha sadAcArI, zuddha gRhastha bano, mujhe santa to bananA hI nahIM hai. yadi sadAcArI sadgRhastha bana jAeM to bhI dhanyavAda vaha bhI hamArI taiyArI Aja nahIM hai ki maiM apane jIvana meM sadAcArI banUM jIvana kA nava nirmANa karUM. jIvana kA nirmANa AcAra ke dvArA honA cAhie. vaha bhI nahI ho pAyA. ghar3I tIna bajAtI hai, bAra bAra Apako jagAtI hai AtmA meM kyA hai? bAhara ke vaibhava se koI matalaba nahIM tumhArA. vaibhava tumhAre andara chipA hai. AtmA ke vaibhava ko to dekho, jJAna, darzana, caritra AtmA ke anaMta guNa to ApakI AtmA meM hI chipA hai. dekha nahIM pAte makAna kitanA bhI sundara apanA sajAyA ho. yadi andara andhakAra hai, kyA usameM sundaratA dikhegI? koI cIja Apako sundara najara nahIM AegI. 290 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: andara meM yadi ajJAna dazA kA aMdhakAra ho vahAM AtmA kI sundaratA ko vyakti kaise pahacAnegA ? isIlie jJAniyoM ne jJAna kA prakAza diyA. usa prakAza meM AtmA ke vaibhava kA pahale paricaya prApta kareM Aja taka bAhara se prApta kiyA gayA, upArjana kiyA gayA. antara se AtmA se prApta karane kA koI prayAsa nahIM huA. bhikhArI thA. rAste para eka sthAna para khar3A rahatA thA. bar3e dayAlu bar3A sajjana svabhAva kA thA. usa bhikhArI meM eka bar3I vizeSatA thI, yadi do rupayA jyAdA A jAe to kisI dUsare bhikhArI ko khilAkara AtA mahAna guNa the usake andara. mohalle vAle usa bhikhArI kA bhI Adara karate, jIvana ke cAlIsa varSa nikala gae usa bhikhArI ke. eka jagaha para hI khar3A rahatA, vahIM yAcanA karatA. loga vahIM lAkara use dete. usakA sammAna bhI karate. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir " eka dina vaha bhikhArI mara gayA. logoM ne bar3e sammAna pUrvaka usake antima saMskAra kiye. logoM meM eka bhAvanA paidA huI ki isake sammAna ke liye yahAM kucha nirmANa kiyA jAe. unakI smRti ke andara vaha eka aisA daridra nArAyaNa thA jo hRdaya se samrATa thA, bAhara se bhale hI daridra ho. vicAroM se bar3A amIra aura zrImanta thA. usa vyakti kA eka sundara smAraka banAyA jAe. smAraka banAne ke lie jamIna kI khudAI kI khudAI karane ke bAda bar3A Azcarya, usake nIce khodakara dekhA gayA to na jAne kitane sone cAMdI ke bhaNDAra mile. logoM ne kahA- dekha yahIM para khar3A rahakara becArA jIvana ke cAlIsa varSa taka bhIkha mAMgatA rahA. use nahIM mAlUma thA ki cAra phuTa nIce mere pAsa apAra dhana thA. kaisA Azcarya ! usa bhikhArI kI dazA dekhakara hameM bhI yahI vicAra AtA hai. vyakti jIvana paryanta mAMgatA hai. paramAtmA ke dvAra para gayA to bhI mAMgane ke lie, gurujanoM ke pAsa gayA to bhI mAMgane ke lie.. jahAM gayA, jidhara gayA vaha sArA jIvana hI mAMgakara vyatIta karatA hai. kucha mila jAe parantu andara khodakara nahIM dekhatA, AtmA kI gaharAI meM socatA nahIM ki andara apAra vaibhava par3A hai. bAhara kI apekSA andara hI saba kucha chipA hai. indaura ke bahuta bar3e zrImanta the sara hukmIcanda jaina, the. acAnaka eka dina unake eka mitra ne Akara kahA andara se gaharAI meM se vaibhava meM se vaibhava prApta karane kA hamArA koI prayAsa nahIM. hamArA prayAsa hamezA bAhara se prApta karane kA rahA. tIna bajAkara ghar3I spaSTa kahatI hai. kahAM jAnA hai? jarA vicAra kara lo yaha vaibhava to tumhAre andara chipA hai bAhara se kitanA hI dhana upArjana karo, putra, dhanasaMpatti ye jAte samaya tumheM Ananda dene vAle nahIM. rulAkara ke tujhako vidAI dene vAlI cIjeM haiM. 291 - For Private And Personal Use Only dAnezvara the, khAnadAnI zrImanta jIvana kA antima samaya bahuta Welc

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- 3 -guruvANI: - sundara tarIke se vyatIta kiyA jAya. sAdhu jaisA jIvana vyatIta karanA zurU kara diyA. kArobAra, putra saMsAra ke kisI prasaMga para kabhI jAte nahIM. apane yahAM sAmAyika avasthA meM aura navakAra mahAmantra ke jApa meM hI ve rahate. sArI pravRti bAhara kI unhoMne banda kara dI antima samaya. . unakA eka mitra pUchatA hai-maiM ne sunA hai ki Apake pAsa to apAra saMpatti hai. apAra vaibhava. usa samaya unhoMne kahA ki mere pAsa merI DAyarI hai. merI saMpatti kA pUrA lekhA jokhA, usake andara meM hai. usakA vivaraNa usa meM hai. DAyarI nikAla kara apane parama mitra ko dikhalAI. dekhakara ke vaha kahane laga gayA. Apane galata likhA hai. itanI thor3I pUMjI. vahAM karor3oM meM hai, Apane to yaha lAkhoM meM batalAyA, yaha galata hai. hakmIcanda jaina ne kahA-tuma samajhe nahIM merI bAta. maiM sAmAyika meM hU~. asatya kA merA tyAga hai. tumane mujha se pUchA ki ApakI saMpatti kitanI hai. maine saca batalA diyA, merI saMpatti merI DAyarI meM likhI huI hai. jo maine samajha pUrvaka dIna dukhI AtmAoM kI sevA meM, paropakAra meM jina maMdira meM, sAdhu santoM kI bhakti meM, Aja taka puNya kArya meM arpaNa kiyA, jo antara bhAva se diyA, vaha maine DAyarI meM noTa kiyA. anumodanA ke lie ki ye puNya avasara paramAtmA kI kRpA se mujhe milA. maiM bArambAra isakA anumodana karU. bhavAntara meM bhI mujhe ye sAdhana mila jAeM, isa prakAra ke udAra vicAra mujhe mila jAe, isa anumodana ke lie maiMne noTa karake rakhA hai. ____ maiM marUMgA to yaha saMpatti hI mere sAtha jAegI. isIlie jo merI vAstavika saMpatti hai. vahI maine tamhe batalAI. bAkI tama dekhate ho - ye makAna, ye gADI, ye naukara cAkara dhana vaibhava, ye mere haiM hI nahIM. kisane kaha diyA tumako? ye saba galata hai. ye to lar3akoM se pUcho. mere potoM se pUcho. merA koI saMbaMdha nahIM, maiM to yahAM se jAne vAlA hU~. do dina kA mehamAna hU~, do dina rahU~gA, calA jAU~gA. dekhA Apane yaha bAta? koI aisI DAyarI Apane banAI ki jo dravya maiMne arpaNa kara diyA, dIna dukhI kI sevA meM de diyA. sAdhu santoM kI bhakti meM diyA. paramAtmA kI bhakti meM uttama bhAva se jo arpaNa kiyA, vaha merI saMpatti hai. marane para mere sAtha jAegI. jo tijorI meM hai, baiMka meM hai, Apa bhUla jAnA yaha ApakA divA svapna hai. vaha ApakA hai hI nahIM, Apa mAna kara calate haiM. jo diyA gayA usI kA anumodana karanA, puNya lAbha hogA. kahA~-kahA~ bhaTakanA hai? yaha mRtyu to jaMkazana haiM. svarga meM jAnA to bhI yahAM se, tiryak gati, pazuyoni meM jAnA to bhI yahIM se, agara durgati naraka meM jAnA hai, to bhI yahIM se. phira se manuSya gati meM AnA ho, to bhI yahIM se. cAro ora kI gati meM Apa yahIM se jA va 292 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: - sakate haiM, yaha mRtyu loka jaMkazana hai. kahA~ Apako jAnA hai, usakI taiyArI Apako karanI / hai. agara zubha bhAva A jAe, pariNAma meM zuddhatA A jAe, dayAlu bana jAeM hRdaya se, aura paranindA ke bhAva se AtmA kA rakSaNa kara leM, sadAcArI AcaraNa kA cAlana kareM, to AtmA nizcita devagati meM jAtI hai. davAva se mukta hone vAlI AtmA ke lie gati hI sadgati hai. yadi sajjana aura sarala bana jAeM. hRdaya meM saralatA A jAe. vaira virodha kI bhAvanA calI jAe. to jJAniyoM ne kahA-saralatama manuSya gati AtI hai. phira yadi mAyA kA sevana kiyA. dharma ke nAma se yadi pApa kiyA gayA. dharma ke nAma se dhana baToranA. dharma ke nAma se duniyA bhara kA pApa karanA. dharma ke nAma se na karane yogya daSkata kArya ko kara lenA. jJAniyoM ne kahA-paza yoni meM le jAegA.. jIvana meM durAcAra ko Azraya denA, pApa meM prasannatA prakaTa karanA, pApa ko puSTa kara lenA, naraka le jAne vAlI vastu hai. kahAM jAnA hai? usakI taiyArI hamAre andara honI cAhie jIvana ke andara vahI to preraNA lenI hai. prabaMdhana ke dvArA yahI to sIkhanA hai yahI jAnakArI prApta karanI hai. vicAra ke andara eka samajhadArI A jAe, kuzalatA A jAe, taba to jIvana dhanya bana jAe. vaha kuzalatA hamAre andara AtI nahIM. yahAM para hamAre sUtrakAra ne nirdeza diyA hai. avarNavAdazca saadhussu| ghar3I ne to cAra bajAkara Apako kAphI jagA diyA. bAda meM Apa phira dekheMge. ghar3I to bAraha baje taka Apako pukAra-pukAra kara cillA-cillA kara phira jagAegI. aMtima samaya meM to kaha degI maiM bAraha bajA dUM? yA to bAraha vratadhArI zrAvaka bano, nahIM to tumhAre bAraha to bajane hI vAle haiM. __vrata niyama aura anuSThAna ke dvArA jIvana ko anuzAsita banAeM. usake andara sarvaprathama anuzAsana ApakI vANI para AnA cAhie. jo apanA viSaya cala rahA hai. isI viSaya ke antargata ye saba vicAra kiyA gayA. kyoM maiM avarNavAda bolU? kisI kI nindA se mujhe kyA lAbha? kisI kI AlocanA karane se mujhe kyA milegA? kisI AtmA kI AlocanA se mana kI vAsanA ko prasannatA milegI. andara se AtmA to rudana karegI. lAbha meM kyA lAbha? kucha nahIM nukasAna hai. sivAya karma bandhana ke, prema naSTa hogA, prIti naSTa ho jAegI, sadbhAvanA khatma ho jAegI. paramAtmA kI prasannatA se maiM vaMcita rahUMgA. milegA kyA? merI sArI sAdhanA pAnI meM gaI. itanI sundara khetI kI aura yadi bAr3ha A jAe, sArI khetI sApha. sundara makAna banA leM. bahuta sundara andara sAja-sajjA kareM, yadi Aga laga jAe saba sApha. yahAM para nindA ke andara zeSa guNa naSTa ho jAeMge. isa jagat ke pravAha ke - 293 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI andara eka bAra yadi bAr3ha A gaI, Aja taka kI sArI kamAI bAr3ha ke andara sApha ho / jAegI. milegA kucha nahIM. bhagavAna ne kahA - sAvadhAna raheM. paranindA ke bhAva se bacane kA prayAsa kareM. avarNavAdazcasAdhuSu. aise sAdhu puruSoM kI nindA se bhI svayaM kA rakSaNa kareM. hamAre yahAM sAdhutA kI bar3I sundara vyAkhyA dI hai. mAtra peTa bharane ke lie nikale hoM to aisI sAdhutA ko DhoMga kahate haiM. aisI sAdhutA ko svIkAra nahIM kiyA gayA. sAdhutA kisa prakAra kI AnA cAhie. yahAM to zikSA hai, aise sAdhu puruSoM kA anumodana karanA, unake guNoM se anurAga prApta karanA. kabhI bhUla ke sAdhupuruSoM ke avarNavAda bola karake anartha upasthita nahIM karanA. vaha sAdhutA kisa prakAra kI cAhie? vyavahAra meM to kahA jAtA hai bar3I sastI Aja kI hamArI sAdhutA hai. sAdhu jIvana kaThina hai, car3hanA per3a khajUra, car3he to rasa bharapUra hai par3e to cakanA cuur| isa sAdhu jIvana ke andara saMyama zreNI meM, uttarottara AtmA kA vikAsa prApta kara le. anubhava amRta kA rasa pAna kare. hamAre yahAM aise kaI AcArya eka jarA sI vAsanA ko lekara jIvana se patita ho gaye. jarA sI uttejanA meM Akara jIvana se bhraSTa ho gae. caNDa kauzika nAga pUrva ke andara sAdhu thA. mahAna caritravAna sAdhu thA. acAnaka eka dina aisA prasaMga A gayA. bhikSA ke lie jA rahe the, unake sAtha unake ziSya bhI the. rAste ke andara eka choTA meDhaka. pramAdavaza pAMva ke nIce AyA, dabakara mara gayA. ziSya ne dekha liyA guru bhagavAna se nivedana kiyA- bhagavan, Apa bhikSA ke lie jA rahe the, Apa ke pramAda se, yaha Apa ke pAMva se nIce kucalA gayA. mara gayA. jo Alocana prAyazcita ho bhagavana! Apa karaleM. ziSya ne sAvadhAna kiyA, jagAyA. parantu vAsanA aisI thI, upekSA kara dI. dhyAna nahIM diyA. bhikSA lekara Ate samaya upAzraya meM usane jagAyA, tAki bhikSA ke sAtha isakI bhI AlocanA kara leM. dopahara ke samaya paDilehana ke samaya bhI ziSya ne sAvadhAna kiyA. dhyAna nahIM diyA. rAkhI ke samaya ziSya ne phira se apane guru ko jagAyA tAki mere guru mahArAja kA yaha doSa unake lie anarthakArI na bana jAe. cittapUrvaka isakI zuddhi kara leM. pratikramaNa kA samaya thA, upAzraya meM, dharmadvAra meM, pUrNa adhakAra thA. usa adhakAra ke andara ziSya ne jaise hI vinayapUrvaka kahA-bhagavan, Apa ke pramAda se isa prakAra kI yaha cIja ho gaI hai. kisI taraha se Apa Atma zuddhi kara leM. yaha pratikramaNa hai, prAyazcita kI kriyA hai. isake andara prabhu se prArthanA karake Apa zuddha ho jAeM. IMAR 294 For Private And Personal Use Only

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di / guru ko bar3A Aveza A gayA, kyA bAra-bAra mujhe tU jagAtA hai, mujhe kyA sikhAtA hai. bAra-bAra mujhe Akara batalA rahA hai, maiM kyA bAlaka hUM? maiM saba jAnatA hUM. saba samajhatA haM. jarA Aveza meM A gae. Aveza meM Akara ziSya ko mArane ke lie gae. sAmane khaDA thA, Aveza meM daur3akara jAne lage, mArane ke liye aura vahIM para mauta ho gaI. durdhyAna ke andara jIbha para niyantraNa nahIM rahA, isakA yaha pariNAma marakara ke isI yoni kI prApti huI kyoMki caritravAna thA, brahmacArI kA mahAna guNa thA, sadAcArI jIvana thA. phira se unhoMne saMnyAsa grahaNa kiyA. saMnyAsa lene ke bAda tapasvI bane, tApasa kahalAe. baccoM kI Adata hai. bAra-bAra Azrama jAte bhUla kara phala tor3ane kA prayAsa karate. vahI gusse kA saMskAra, vahI krodha kA saMskAra, pUrva se lekara Ae the, bhayaMkara krodha AtA. baccoM ko mArane daur3ate. bacce to cAlAka the, bhAga jAte. mana ke andara eka dina vicAra kara liyA, ina baccoM ko eka dina to zikSA denI hai. ye bAra-bAra chaTaka jAte haiM, bhAga jAte haiM. hamArI masakarI karate haiM aura Azrama ke phala ko tor3ate haiM. phUloM ko tor3ate haiM. unhoMne eka bahata baDI khAI banAI. tAki bacce Ae jaba ve phala phaloM ko toDeM. maiM unake pIche bhAgUM aura ve isa gar3he meM gira jAeM. phira pakar3e jAeM aura maiM unheM mArUM. saMnyAsa lene ke bAda krodha ke saMskAra nahIM gae. usakA yaha pariNAma niyantraNa nahIM rahA. rAtri kA vakta thA, bacce maukA dekhakara Ae. udhara se nikala rahe the, icchA huI ki kucha phala tor3a lAeM. jaise hI unake dhyAna meM AyA koI bagIce meM ghusA hai. phala tor3ane kA prayAsa kara rahA hai. ekadama Aveza meM A gae. saMyoga aisA thA jo khaDDA khodA thA usameM svayaM hI gira gae. bacce to bhaga gaye, ve svayaM gira gaye. gire bhI isa prakAra se ki vahIM unakI mRtyu ho gaI. marakara ke sarpa yoni meM gae. yahIM marakara ke caNDa kauzika sarpa baneM. aisA viSadhara nAga caNDa kauzika, vahI krodha kA saMskAra. dRSTi meM viSa thA, Apa kI AMkha se AMkha milAe aura jahara car3ha jAe. usakI dRSTi ke andara bhI jahara thA. itanA khataranAka sarpa thA. paramAtmA mahAvIra kA saMparka huA. logoM ne kahA ki bhagavan, usa rAste se Apa na jAeM. bar3A khataranAka sarpa hai. Apako kaSTa degA. rAstA hI banda ho gayA. itanA vikarAla vaha pradeza bana gayA. dina ke samaya bhI koI pazu-pakSI Ane kA sAhasa nahIM karate. parantu paramAtmA to karuNA nidhAna the apane jJAna ke dvArA unhoMne ye jAna liyA ki mere jAne se hI isa AtmA kA kalyANa hone vAlA hai. yaha AtmA sadagati meM jAegI, sahana karake isa AtmA ko zAnti dene vAlA banUM. isa maMgala bhAvanA se prabhu gae. gAMva ke logoM ne manA kiyA, phira bhI gae. jAkara ke usI ke bila ke pAsa dhyAnastha rahe. karuNAsarga avasthA meM ve dhyAnastha rahe. Atma dazA kI usI avasthA meM magna rahe. kaisA prema, kaisA vAtsalya paramAtmA ke antara in A 6 . mi 295 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI hRdaya meM. caNDakauzika sarpa vahAM para nikalA. caNDa-zabda kA saMskRta meM artha hotA hai bhayakara. isI dina se usa sarpa ko isa nAma se pukArA gayA. krodha kA saMskAra lekara ke AyA. sAdhu banA thA, krodha nahIM gayA, usakA yaha pariNAma ki sarpa yoni meM AnA par3A. usa sarpa ne jaise hI vahAM dekhA. isakA itanA bar3A sAhasa, mere bila ke pAsa Akara ke khaDA hai, phUkAra mArA, jahara kA prayoga kiyA. paramAtmA nizcala the. jahAM prema kI mAtrA hogI. vahAM jahara kI koI pratikriyA hone vAlI nahIM. jahara kA paramANu bhI rUpAntita ho jAegA. vaha bhI amRta bana jAegA. bahuta pracaNDa pratikAra kI zakti prema ke paramANu meM hai. ____ dhyAnastha rahe, jarA bhI koI pratikriyA galata nahIM huI. Akhira meM caNDa kauzika sarpa ne vicAra kiyA. yahAM merA yaha jahara asara nahIM karatA to maiM daMza dUM. daMza dene ke lie pAMva meM gayA aura jaba DaMka mArA. paramAtmA ke usa caraNa meM se jahAM khUna nikalanA cAhie vahAM se dUdha kI dhArA nikalane lagI. ___caNDa kauzika vicAra meM par3a gayA. bar3A Azcarya hai! yahAM to rakta kI jagaha dUdha dikhane meM A rahA hai. yaha koI bar3A vicitra vyakti hai. eka bAra to vicAra meM DUba gayA. zAnta huA. zAnta hone para paramAtmA ne kahA. "bujha-bujha caNDa kauzika baudha prApta kara baudha prAptakara apanI pUrva kI sthiti para jarA vicAra kara. itanA sA hI jagAyA. paramAtmA ke zabda kyA the mantra the. mUrchita AtmA jaga gaI, jAgRtAtmA bana gaI. usakI smRti jaba pUrva kI smRti bana gaI. jAti smaraNa jJAna utpanna huA. sAdhu avasthA kI usa carcA ko dekhA. ziSya ke prati apane krodha ko dekhA, marakara ke vApasa baneM, vahAM baccoM ke sAtha kyA vyavahAra kiyA, ve sArI pUrva kI smRti usameM jAgRta huI. kiye hue kAryoM ko jaba unhoMne apanI najaroM se dekhA. ghora pazcAtApa usake bAda usane apanI smRti kA upayoga paramAtmA ke prati kiyA, taba mAlUma par3A, ye to tIrthakara kI AtmA hai. maiMne bhaMyakara aparAdha kiyA hai. yaha sajA aisI bhayaMkara hogI bhavAntara meM bhI. isa sajA se maiM mukta banane vAlA nahIM, ghora aparAdhI hUM. paramAtmA ke caraNoM meM natamastaka hokara ke bila meM muMha DAla diyA pratijJA kara lI ki kabhI Aja ke bAda apanA muMha bAhara nahIM nikAlUMgA. tAki loga bhaya se mukta bana jAeM. AhAra kA tyAga kara diyA. anazana karake upavAsa ke dvArA mare zarIra ko visarjita kara dUMgA. isa deha kI jarUrata nahIM. bahuta pApa isa deha ke dvArA huA. kitane vyaktiyoM ko maiMne khatma kara diyA, apane jahara se. aba yaha pApa mujhe nahIM karanA hai. tiryaka jaise sarpa meM bhI yaha vicAra A gayA. . - 10 296 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI paramAtmA vahAM se jaba bAhara jAne lage taba logoM ne dekhA isa yogI puruSa kA camatkAra. aba saba jAne - Ane laga gaye usa rAste se. kisI ne dUdha DAlA, kisI ne dahI DAlI, nAga pUjA zurU ho gaI. parantu sarpa itanA sthira bana gayA. zarIra kA jarA bhI halacala mujhe nahIM karanA. kIDI makaur3e Ane laga gaye. sarpa kA mAMsa bar3A svAdiSTa komala hotA hai, cIMTiyoM ne caTakA mAranA zurU kara diyA, unake zarIra para dUdha paDA thA. naivedya paDe the. miThAI bagairaha car3hAte the loga, usa kAraNa se sarpa ko kATane laga gae, ghAyala kara diyA. sarpa ke zarIra ko chalanI jaisA banA diyA. Ara-pAra hone laga gaye. __ marate-marate bhI caNDa kauzika sarpa kI samatA kaisI. he Atman, tUne itanA bar3A pApa kiyA hai. yaha sajA tere lie bahuta kama hai. marate samaya bhI agara tUne virAdhanA kI, tere nimitta se kisI AtmA kI hatyA huI. kitanA anartha hogA. yaha bar3I komala cITiyAM haiM kIr3e makor3e haiM, mere zarIra ke andara praveza karate haiM. mere zarIra ke AhAra se Ananda lete haiM. tUne agara pramAda se Aveza meM Akara apane zarIra ko hilAyA yA jarA bhI halacala kiyA to tere zarIra ke calane se dabakara becAre kIr3e - makor3e mara jAyeMge. ___inake andara bhI AtmA kA nivAsa haiM. marate-marate kisI ko mArakara ke mujhe nahIM jAnA hai. zarIra naSTa hotA hai to ho jAye. apane zarIra ko maiM jarA bhI hilAUMgA nahIM, aisI pratijJA. chalanI jaisA zarIra ho gayA. kIDiyAM AsapAsa hone laga gaI, parantu usa AtmA kI samatA kaisI. paramAtmA ke paricaya kA kaisA puNya prabhAva? eka dama samatva meM A gayA. marakara sarpa anta meM deva loka meM gayA. ___kaisI apUrva ghaTanA. paramAtmA kA prema aura vAtsalya dekhie. Apa vicAra kareMge khUna kI jagaha dUdha kaise AyA. yaha paramAtmA kI samatA kA camatkAra, yaha prema kA camatkAra, yaha prema kI apUrva sAdhanA. sarvotkRSTa sAdhanA kA prakAra. sAre reDa-selsa bana gaye. mAM ke stana meM kyA hotA hai, rakta kA hI rUpAntara hotA hai. stana meM rakta hI rahatA hai. bAlaka ko stana pAna karAtI hai, bAlaka ke muMha kA sparza huA, bAlaka ke prati mAM kA apUrva vAtsalya, phIliMga se caiMnjiMga AtA hai. rAsAyanika prakriyA meM parivartana AtA hai. rakta paramANu dUdha ke paramANu bana jAte haiM. vahI rakta dUdha banakara ke bAlaka kA poSaNa karatA hai. eka bAlaka ke prati jaba mAM kA hRdaya bAtsalya se pUrNa bana jAye. vahAM usa stana meM rahA haA rakta bhI dUdha bana jAye, jo AtmA prANI mAtra se prema aura vAtsalya rakhegA, aMzamAtra bhI jahAM kaTutA nahIM, unake zarIra ke andara rakta kahAM se milegA? paramAtmA ke caraNoM se dUdha kI dhArA nikalI, usakA yaha vaijJAnika kAraNa prema aura caraNoM se dUdha kI dhArA nikalI, usakA vaijJAnika kAraNa prema aura vAtsalya se paripUrNa unakI AtmA thI. kahIM vaira-virodha kI bhAvanA nahIM thI. usI paramAtmA ke anuyAyI banakara yadi hama ArAdhanA na kareM, yahAM sUtra kAra ne likhAH nolo na 297 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra STan RE www.kobatirth.org guruvANI "sarvatra nindA saMtyAgo'varNavAdazca sAdhuSuH " yadi hama isI prakAra dhArmika viSayoM ko lekara kleza paidA kareM. azAnti paidA kareM. sAmAnya vastuoM ko lekara yadi rAga kA poSaNa kareM. hamArI kyA dazA hogI ? jarA Atma nirIkSaNa karanA. jitane bhI parva ke prasaMga Ate haiM, preraNA dene ke lie Ate haiM. ina saba preraNAoM ke kAraNa haiM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir bhagavAna mahAvIra kA nirvANa jagata ke kalyANa ke lie huA. kisa taraha se AtmA ko nirvANa pada mile? usakI preraNA lenI hai. paramAtmA pArzvanAtha prabhu kA kalyANa parasoM A rahA hai. isa jagata para mahAna upakAra karane vAle tIrthakara paramAtmA. aise mahAnatama upakAra karane vAle siddha bhagavantoM kA to upakAra hai. isIlie arihanta kA smaraNa pahale karate haiM. aura siddha kA smaraNa bAda meM karate haiM Apake jIvana meM sabase najadIka kA upakAra Apake pitA kA hotA hai. isIlie nAma ke Age pitA kA nAma rakhate haiM. dAdA to upakArI hai hI. parantu nahIM nikaTatama upakAra karane vAlA kauna ? mAtA aura pitA. isIlie mAtA aura pitA kA saMyojana hamAre jIvana meM sabase najadIka kA upakAra karane vAle tIrthaMkara paramAtmA haiM. unake zAsana meM rahakara ke maiMne dharma prApta kiyA. siddha bhagavantoM kA upakAra to hotA hI hai, pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kI ArAdhanA bhI apane ko nirvANaka kalyANa meM karanI hai. paramAtmA ne usa dina jagata ke samasta dukhoM se apanI AtmA ko mukta kiyA. ArAdhanA mAtra svahita svakalyANa ke lie rakhI gayI. jagata kI carcA ke lie nahIM. samasyAoM ko paidA karane ke lie nahIM. hamArI AtmA kA kalyANa karane vAlI, bhaviSya meM mokSa dene vAlI bane, isa maMgala bhAvanA se hI ArAdhanA karanI cAhie. parva ko kabhI koI vikRta na kareM. saMvatsarI parva mahA maMgalakArI hai, vaha koI kleza kA parva nahIM, bhagavAna ke sabhI kalyANa cAhe janma kA ho, dIkSA kA ho, zravana kA ho, kevala jJAna kA ho yA nirvANa kalyANa ho. parva kI pavitratA meM bhI Aja hama AkramaNa karane laga gae. parva kI pavitratA bhI naSTa karane laga gae. jo parva ekAnta Atma kalyANa kA sAdhana hai. usako samasyA kA parva banA deM choTI moTI bAtoM ko lekara hama yadi gharSaNa kareM) paramAtmA mahAvIra kA vaha zAsana kisa taraha se hamArA kalyANa karegA. jarA bhI kisI kArya meM utejanA nahIM AnI cAhiye vahI apanA samabhAva vahI sundara sAtvika arAdhanA. ekAnta AtmA kI dRSTi se hI apane ko karanA hai. parva ko vikRta nahIM karanA hai. loga kaI bAra pUchA karate haiM, mahArAja se jo parva ko vikRta nahIM karanA hai yaha jo parva kA Agamana huA. isa samaya Apake pAsa kyA yojanA hai ? maiMne kahA- Atma kalyANa kI yojanA hai. mAlA mere pAsa par3I haiM jAo aura gino. upavAsa karo pacakkhANa 298 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: / detA hUM. ye parva koI nArAbAjI lagAne kA nahIM, pherI lagAne kA nahIM, kisI AtmA ko dukhI karane kA parva nahIM haiM. jisase aneka AtmAoM ko zAnti samAdhi mile, parva kI ArAdhanA isa prakAra se kI jAtI hai. bhagavAna kI jIbha para pAMva lagAkara karake paramAtmA ke caraNoM meM mastaka nahIM rakhanA hai. jinezvara bhagavanta ne jo Adeza diyA. usakA paripUrNa pAlana karanA hai. paramAtmA kI AjJA kA jarA bhI anAdara mujhe nahIM karanA hai. parantu Adata se lAcAra choTe se pralobhana meM vicAre logoM ko gumarAha hama kara dete haiM. samparka dRSTikoNa yA mArga darzana ko milanA cAhiye mila nahIM pAtA. phira hamAre sAdhu puruSoM meM bhI jagata kA paricaya kaI bAra patana kA kAraNa banatA hai. isIlie maiM kahUMgA yahAM to nirdeza diyA - "avarNavAdazcasAdhuSu" aise sAdhu puruSoM kI bhI nindA nahIM karanI. avarNavAda kA paricaya kA parityAga kara denA. kabhI unake lie galata bolanA nahIM, parantu sAdhuoM ke lie jina kA maiM paricaya de rahA hUM aise pavitra santa mahAtmA jo ekAnta Atma kalyANa kI bhAvanA se jinakI sAdhanA calatI hai, jinake andara rAjanIti na ho. kUTanIti na ho. jinake andara mAyA, prapaMca na ho, aise sAdhu mahAtmA mujhe cAhiye. jahAM jAkara ke maiM AtmA kI zAnti prApta karUM.. mere jaisA sAdhu bhI agara rAjanItika rUpa lele. Apa ko yadi pravacana kA hI rAstA batalAye. saMgharSa aura kleza kA hI mArga - darzana de. merI sAdhutA kahAM rahI. vo to krodha, kaSAya kI Aga meM jala karake rAkha ho gayI. phirato sAdhapanA kA paikiMga rahA mAla to gAyaba ho gayA. sAdhu kabhI utejita nahIM hogA. kabhI Aveza meM nahIM AyegA. kabhI logoM ko galata mArgadarzana nahIM degA. kabhI uttejanA nahIM degA. aura Aja to hamArI aisI dazA ho gaI sAdhu senApati bana jAe aura Apa jaise sainika mila jAeM. karo phAyariMga. yahI cala rahA hai. sAdhu to nAma mAtra ko raha gayA, durgandha se hamArA jIvana bhara gayA, kleza aura kaTutA hamAre jIvana meM A gaI. aise sAdhu se yahAM koI matalaba nahIM, aisI sAdhutA ko kabhI vandana karate hI nahIM. yahAM to jo sAdhu ho, susAdhu hoM, paramAtmA jinezvara kI AjJA ke adhIna raha karake jo Atma kalyANa ke lie caleM, una mahAtmAoM ke lie apanA jIvana arpaNa kara dUM. unake rakSaNa ke lie apane prANoM kA bhI balidAna kara dUM. yaha hamArI bhAvanA honI cAhie. __ sAhU saraNam pavvajjAmi" sAdhu puruSoM ko maiM pUrNata : apanA jIvana arpaNa karatA hUM. yaha maMgala bhAvanA sAdhu puruSoM va hamAre andara AnI cAhie. yadi maiM parigraha kA hI saMgraha karane vAlA bana jAUM. bAhara - CUCU - 299 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI se tyAgI dikhU bAhara se maiMne saba chor3a diyA parantu mana se agara parigraha nahIM gayA, usakA pariNAma kyA AegA? bAhara kA tyAga koI mUlya nahIM rakhatA. ye pazu bahuta bar3e tyAgI haiM. na ghara hai na bAra hai. na kapar3A hai na sonA cAMdI hai. mahAna tyAgI haiM. ina baMdaroM ko dekhie. pazuoM ko dekhie. hai becAroM ke pAsa? ye bhI gocarI lAte haiM? ghara-ghara jAte haiM? nahIM milatA to le lete haiM. kucha hai inake pAsa? laMgoTI bhI hai? kucha bhI nahIM. kitane nirdoSa haiM. kabhI Atma kalyANa hogA. mokSa mila jAegA. bAhara se tyAga karanA jaina darzana meM koI mUlya nahIM rakhatA "mUrchA parigrahaH" tatvArtha sUtra kA yaha vacana hai. mana se parigraha aura vAsanA se jo AtmA mukta bana jAe, vaha mokSa kA adhikArI mAnA gayA. rAste meM eka mahAtmA mila gae. bar3e tyAgI the. aise unakI tyAga kI prazaMsA calI. pUre gAMva ke loga Ate, bolane meM bar3e vAkpaTu the. thor3A puNya prabhAva thA. jaTA rakhate the. vaha AtmA gAMva meM Ae, logoM se kahate-maiM to eka paisA rakhatA nahIM. jinako paropakAra karanA hai, vaha AtmA kA kare. paropakAra kI preraNA detA hUM. parantu loga AzIrvAda kI kAmanA lekara jAte. aise vyakti unako mila jAte the jo sukhI sampanna hoM. unako kahate kabhI ekAnta meM AnA merI dhanI para AnA. jaMgala meM vahAM tumako AzIrvAda daMgA. becAre loga AzIrvAda kI kAmanA ke lie jAte. ekAnta meM jaMgala meM eka dhUnI jalA rakhI thI. vaTa vRkSa ke nIce baiThate. jaTA thI, zarIra para eka laMgoTI aura kucha nahIM, bar3e tyAgI. bar3A prabhAva, kaI loga jAte. zraddhAvaza sonA mohara rakhate. to ve kahate-beTA maiM chatA nahIM, ye mujhe nahIM cAhiye. vahAM dUra rakha do, yaha to DAkina hai. merI sAdhutA ko khA jAyegI. ADambara bahuta, zabda meM bahuta sundaratA najara AtI. loga unake tyAga se prabhAvita hote. paropakAra ke lie do cAra sonA mohara rakha dete. kahate mahArAja! jahAM Apa kI icchA ho paropakAra meM denA. hama to guptadAna mAnate haiM. jaise hI vaha bhakta gayA. sonA mohara lekara apanI jaTA meM. sau DeDha sau sonA mohara kI thailI unakI jaTA ke andara. bAhara se eka dama tyAgI. ___maphatalAla seTha usI rAste se jA rahe the. acAnaka loTA lekara ke jA rahe the. unako mAlUma par3a gayA ki yaha sonA-mohara kI AvAja kaise AI? ginate-2 cAra mohareM gira gayIM. yahAM to ye vaNika putra the. yaha Aga to turanta pahacAnI jAye. kAna meM AvAja Ate hI vicAra kiyA. yaha sonA-mohara honI cAhiye. dekhA to jhopar3I thI aura to kucha : na - 300 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI - nahIM, ekAnta meM jarA dhyAna se dekhA to mAlUma par3A - aho bAbA jI kA nATaka cala rahA hai. sonA mohara gina rahe haiM aura unako thailI meM DAla rahe haiM. maphatalAla yaha dekha rahA thA ki ye rakhate kahAM haiM? kyoMki vahI usakI jAnakArI meM AnA cAhiye. bAbA jI ne kahIM nahIM rakhA, gAr3A bhI nahIM, jaTA ke andara kI thailI. jo kothalI thI usameM sonA mohara DAla lI. jaTA bAMdhanA mAlUma par3e nahIM ki bahuta bar3I jaTA thI. maphatalAla samajha gayA ki ina ko aba pUrA sAdhu banA dUM. yaha becArA parigraha kI vAsanA meM DUba jAegA. isako bacA lUM. bacAne kI bhAvanA thI aura mujhe bhI lAbha mila jAe. eka paMtha do kAja. maiM DUbU isakI cintA nahIM para inako bacA lUM. do dina bAda maphatalAla bAbA jI ke pAsa gaye, namaskAra kiyA, mana meM to jAnate the. mAyA kapaTa to thA hI, bar3e bhAva se namaskAra kiyA. kahA - bAbA jI pAMca mohara nahIM, merI bhAvanA hai, barobara sau mohara paropakAra meM denA hai. Apa jaise satpuruSa ko ghara meM bulAkara bhojana bhI denA haiM. bhojana ke pazcAt ApakI icchA ke anusAra mujhe dAna karanA haiM. bAbA ne dekhA, bar3A acchA bhakta milA. yahAM to eka mohara dene vAle bhI kama haiM. yaha sau mohara sonA kharca karegA. itanI mohara kharca karegA. kahA - beTA AyeMge. dina nizcita kara liyA. ghara meM bar3I sundara taiyArI kI. bali kA jo bakarA hotA hai. khUba mAla khilAyA jAtA hai. bAbA jI ko ghara meM bulAyA. kucha mitroM ko lekara svayaM bhI AyA, svAgata kiyA. bar3e Adara se bAbA jI ko Upara le jAkara bhojana karavAyA, cAMdI kI thAla meM na jAne kitane miThAI pakavAna sajAye. __ bhojana karate-karate maphatalAla pahuMcA aura kahA - bAbA jI aura kucha cAhiye to pharamAiye. __nahIM beTA, aba to tRpta ho gayA, bhojana bar3A sundara banA. bahuta AzIrvAda tujhe dekara jAUMgA. are bAbAjI, abhI to bahuta bAkI hai. ApakI sevA bhakti karanA to bahuta bAkI hai. vaha eka dama bAhara gayA. andara tijorI par3I thI, cAbI lagAI huI thI, nATaka aisA kiyA bAbA jI ke pAsa Akara ke, sIrA DAlA, per3A DAlA. kahA bAbAjI ise to lenA hI hogA. are beTA - basa kara, bahuta ho gayA. aura kucha nahIM cAhiye. bhojana karake bAbAjI baiThe hI the. maphatalAla ne Akara ke tijorI kholI. do tIna bAra tijorI dekhI, Upara nIce dekhA. bAbA jI se pUchA bAbA jI yahAM Apa bhojana kara rahe the. koI AyA thA. nA beTA koI nahIM AyA. 301 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI maiMne Apako dene ke lie sonA-mohara kI thailI rakhI thI. vo gaI kahAM? yahI maiM soca rahA hUM, aura koI AyA nahIM. nATaka kiyA, do bAra Upara gayA do bAra nIce gayA. AdamiyoM se kahA. ar3osI-par3osI saba ikaTThe hue, kyA huA? ghara meM corI kaise huI. yahAM to sivAya bAbAjI ke koI nahIM AyA. bAbA jI ko jo kucha khilAyA pilAyA, ceharA to utaranA zurU ho gayA. mana meM corI thI. mana meM mamatva thA. maphatalAla bahata saphAI se kAma kara rahA thA. apane par3osiyoM se kahA - yAra abhI to maiMne tijorI kholI. sau sonA mohara maiMne ginakara ke andara rakhA. Azcarya hotA hai, yahAM itane AdamI andara? bAbA jI bhojana kara rahe the. gaI kahAM koI kuttA billI to nahIM le gayA. vaha gAyaba kaise huI? eka par3osI ko samajhA rakhA thA, maphatalAla ne ekAnta meM bAbA jI se Akara kahA bAbA jI bhUla hara insAna se hotI hai, koI devatA thor3e hI hai, Apa bhI sAdhu santa haiM. aura sAdhu santoM se bhI agara kabhI bhUla ho jAe. mahArAja! hama loga to gRhastha haiM, dayAlu haiM, hama to kSamA kara dete haiM. mahArAja kabhI bhUla ho jAye lobha se. tijorI khulI par3I thI. bAbA jI. yadi bhUla ho gaI to yahAM koI sunane vAlA nahI. maiM akelA hUM ApakA hitaiSI hUM. use agara denA ho to de dIjiye. yahAM se jAne kI bhI jarUrata nahIM. pichalA daravAjA maiMne khulA rakhA hai. bAbA jI, phira binA kAraNa loga Apako hairAna kareM. do zabda kaheM. mArAmArI kareM, usase acchA hai bAbA jI, vinatI kara rahA hUM. bAbA ko gussA AyA. beTA terA satyAnAza hogA. __ sAdhutA ho to merA nAza ho, para jahAM sAdhutA hai hI nahIM phira ApakA zrApa kyA kAma karegA? bAbA jI, Apa apane ko saMbhAlie, bAbA jI, sAdhu hokara yaha kAma bar3A galata ho gayA, abhI logoM ko mAlUma par3egA, bAbA jI, bar3I burI hAlata kareMge. mujhe dayA AtI hai. maiM andara rakha detA haM thailI ko, jo ApakI jaTA ke nIce hai. phira yahAM se Apa vidA ho jAiye, maiM kaha dUMgA, bhAI thailI to mila gaI. bAbA jI ko jarA jaldI thI. isalie nikala gaye. logoM kI bhIr3a meM AnA ve pasanda nahIM karate. bAbA jI bAijjata maiM Apako vidA kara dUM. bAbA jI to vahAM se tilamilA kara gae. sAlA terA satyAnAza ho. khilA karake mujhe lUTa liyA. merI jindagI kI kamAI gaI. bar3I saphAI se maphatalAla ne kAma kara liyA. kahane kA matalaba hai yadi bAhara se hama nATaka kareM, sAdhutA kA, samatA kA, aura andara yadi krodha kaSAya baiThA ho, AtmA ke guNoM ko lUTatA ho. hama kyA jAkara ke vahAM namaskAra kareMge. maiM Apase kahUM krodha mata karo. lobha mata karo vaha cIja yadi mere andara vidyamAna ho Apa dekhakara ke mere se kyA prApta kareMge. Dela 302 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- -guruvANI - - sAdhu hI agara galata cIjoM ko uttejita kare aura yadi galata mArga darzana de to sAdhutA kahAM rahI? Apa vicAra karanA. yaha viSaya kAphI lambA hai. ina sUtrakAroM ne isake uparAnta bahuta sundara vivecana kiyA. aise sAdhu puruSoM ke avarNavAda se apanI AtmA kA rakSaNa karanA inakA sUcana hai. kala phira isa vastu para vicAra kareMge. Aja samaya kAphI ho gayA kyoMki ye bahuta samajhane jaisA viSaya hai ki apanI sAdhutA kisa prakAra kI honI cAhiye. mahAvIra paramAtmA ne kisa prakAra kA mArga darzana diyA hai aura hama kahAM kaisI sthiti meM khar3e haiM. jarA vicAra karanA. bhagavAna pArzvanAtha kA mokSa apanI ArAdhanA ke dvArA, cita kI prasannatA meM pUrNa samatA ke dvArA, isa nirvANa kalyANa kI ArAdhanA karanA to bhI saMsAra apanA visarjana ho. bhava saMsAra bar3hAne ke lie hamArI ArAdhanA nahIM, use maryAdita yA samiti yA naSTa karane ke lie hamArI sAdhanA hai. krodha aura kaSAya se isa parva kI ArAdhanA hameM nahIM karanI hai. hameM koI jagata ke pralobhana se yA kisI prApti kI AkAMkSA se parva kI ArAdhanA nahIM karanI hai. yahAM to tyAga kI bhUmikA para isa tyAga kI ArAdhanA karanI hai, usa parva kI ArAdhanA para kala vicAra kareMge. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanama" - apanI surakSA svayaM hI karanI hai. gaira koI Apako bacAe - isa bAta meM dama nahIM hai. saba saMyoga-sAthI haiM. svayaM ke kadamoM se calakara hI hama Age bar3ha sakate haiM. kevala itanA qhayAla rakheM ki jIvana ke isa yAtrA-patha meM sadavicAra aura sadAcAra kA pAtheya apane sAtha ho. 303 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI tIna praznoM kA samAdhAna parama kRpAlu paramezvara ne sAre jagata ke kalyANa ke lie, dharma pravacana ke dvArA isa jagata ko mArga-darzana diyA. kisa prakAra vartamAna jIvana kI upasthiti meM mere sundara bhaviSya kA nirmANa ho. vartamAna ke dvArA bhaviSya meM svayaM ko pAne vAlA banUM maMgala bhAvanA se yadi pravacana kA pAna kiyA jAe to vaha jarUra AtmA ke lie upayogI aura saphalatA dene vAlA bana sakatA hai. jIvana ke andara anAdi ananta kAla se jijJAsA kI pyAsa hai. hara vyakti svayaM ko jAnanA cAhatA hai. hara vyakti svayaM ko bhI cAhatA hai. hara vyakti jAnanA cAhatA hai ki maiM kyA hUM? kauna hUM.? jAnane kI icchA to hara vyakti meM haiM lekina pAne ke lie prayAsa kA abhAva hai. jisa dina svayaM ko pAne ke lie prayatna zuru ho jAegA, Aja nahIM to kala vaha vyakti usako prApta bhI kara legA. sArA hI pravacana svayaM ko prApta karane kA mArga-darzana dene vAlA hai. jIvana ke Adi-kAla se Aja taka kA yaha itihAsa hai ki hamane kabhI svayaM ko pAne kA koI prayAsa nahIM kiyA. hamArA prayAsa hamezA bAhara se prApta karane kA rahA. andara se kabhI prApta karane kI jijJAsA, evaM prazna Aja taka upasthita nahIM huA. prakRti kA yaha niyama hai, yadi bAhara se Apa saMsAra ko prApta kareMge, usase kabhI AtmA kI pUrNatA milane vAlI nahIM, bAharI saMsAra se zUnya rahane vAlA hI svayaM ko pA sakatA hai. bAhara se zUnya bana jAe to andara se sarjana prArambha ho jAe. yadi vyakti bAhara se pAne ke lie prayAsa kare, saMsAra ko pAne ke lie yadi puruSArtha kare, to svayaM ke andara meM mAtra zUnya milegA. phira jisa prakAra se hamArA paribhramaNa cAlU hai. usameM koI pUrNa virAma prApta hone vAlA nahIM. jIvana kI isa gati meM vaha vyakti kabhI bhI niyantraNa nahIM pA sakegA. kucha na kucha aisI zakti mujhe cAhie jisase AtmA ko gati mile. cetanA ko jAgRti mile, aura AtmA ke vikAsa ke andara ve tatva sahayogI baneM. iMjana Apa dekhate haiM, yadi DIjala na ho, to rela kabhI calatI nahIM aura iMjana niSkriya par3A rahatA hai. Apa kI gAr3I kitanI bhI sundara ho parantu yadi peTrola nahIM ho to usa gAr3I meM kabhI bhI gati nahIM AegI. ghaDI Apake pAsa meM ho agara sela nahIM, agara cAbI nahIM dI gayI, vaha ghar3I kabhI calegI nahIM. hara kSetra ke andara usake sAtha meM honA jarUrI hai taba jAkara ke vaha lakSya ko batalAne vAlI banatI hai, lakSya taka pahuMcane vAlI banatI hai. jaba jar3a padArthoM ko bhI khurAka kI jarUrata par3atI haiM, zarIra calAte haiM to anAja cAhie, pAnI cAhie, binA AhAra ke zarIra TikatA nahIM, to phira AtmA ke lie bhI kucha khurAka honA jarUrI hai. ba 304 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI yaha sArI dharma sAdhanA isa AtmA ke lie khurAka hai. isase AtmA ko poSaNa milatA hai. AtmA apanI gati kara sakatI hai. AtmA kI cetanA ke andara usakI gati jAgRta ho sakatI hai isalie dharma sAdhanA ko Avazyaka mAnA gayA. sAdhanA ke alaga-alaga bahuta sAre prakAra batalAe gae haiM. aura inhIM prakAroM ko samajha karake yadi jIvana ko sanniyama banA liyA jAe to svaya ko pAnA to koI kaThina bAta nahIM hai. vyakti bahata dUrI taka jAtA hai, AkAza ko chane kA prayAsa karatA hai, gahoM para jAne kI carcA karate haiM. pAtAla ke andara jAne kI bAta karate haiM. sAre saMsAra ke andara hara cIja ko khojane kA prayAsa karate haiM. parantu Aja kA insAna svayaM ko khojane kA prayAsa nahIM karatA ki maiM kahAM hUM? maiM svayaM ko kaise pA sakU? usakA hamane koI prayAsa hI nahIM kiyA. eka-eka jar3a padArtha kI khoja ke andara na jAne kitanA prayAsa hamane kiyA. eka sAmAnya bAta Apa ilaikTrika balba dekhate haiM, usake andara choTA sA tAra hotA hai. jahAM prakAza kI sthiratA milatI hai, jahAM prakAza ko sthira rakhA jAtA hai. usa eka jarA se choTe se tAra hai jo dhAtaoM kA mizraNa hotA hai. jo bijalI ko kendrita kara letA hai. aura prakAza detA hai, apanI camaka se garmI se galatA nahIM, pighalatA nahIM. eDisana ne sAr3he tIna sau vastuoM kA aviSkAra kiyA, jArja eDisana choTI bar3I saba milAkara sADhe tIna sau vastuoM ko janma dene vAlA, usa eDisana ne apanI pustaka meM yaha do inca ko tAra ke viSaya meM likhA. jaba-jaba usane prayoga kiyA to vaha tAra pighala jAtA, garmI baradAzta nahIM kara sakatA, naSTa ho jAtA, balba phyUja ho jAtA. usane apanA prayAsa banda nahIM rakhA. phira se prayAsa karane kA pariNAmasvarUpa, usako saphalatA milI. usa saphalatA kA pariNAma Aja Apa najaroM se dekha rahe haiM. prakAza milatA hai, parantu prakAza ko sthira rakhane vAlI dhAtu jisake AviSkAra ke lie taiMtIsa hajAra bAra prayoga karanA par3A. vyakti yadi samajha le ki kyA hai, chor3a do. agara TAla gayA hotA. prayoga ke andara agara niSkriya bana gayA hotA, to Aja yaha cIja Apa ke sAmane nahIM hotI. saMsAra meM eka jana sAmAnya jar3a padArtha usakI khoja ke lie bhI hameM itanA prayoga karanA par3atA hai. eksaperimenTa karanA par3atA hai. taba jA karake saphalatA milatI hai. taiMtIsa hajAra prayoga ke bAda Apako yaha saphalatA milI. Apako prakAza milA. ___ maiM Apa ko pUchU? prazna to hara vyakti karatA hai parantu maiM yaha jAnanA cAhatA hUM ki AtmA ko pAne ke lie Apane kitanA prayAsa kiyA?. prayoga nahIM karanA hai, mAtra jAnakArI prApta kara lenI hai aura jAnakArI ke anusAra yadi hamAre vyavahAra meM parivartana nahIM karanA hai to usa jAnakArI se kyA matalaba? usa jAnakArI kA mUlya hI kyA.? pravacana zravaNa karake usa bhamikA para yadi hama cintana kareM pravacana kI gaharAI meM DabakI lagAeM. vahAM se pyAsa le kara ke jo prazna upasthita ho jAe, una praznoM ke samAdhAna ke ranA kA samAdhAnakA 305 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: lie agara hama prayAsa kareM taba to jIvana saphala bana jAegA. citta ko samAdhi dene vAlA, mana ko prasanna karane vAlA bana jAegA, samAdhAna mila jAegA. jo bhI jijJAsA hai vaha antara kI cAhie. una praznoM ke uttara ke andara hRdaya kI pyAsa bhI cAhie. una praznoM ke andara svayaM ko pUrNa banAne kA eka antarbhAna bhI honA cAhie ki cita ke samAdhAna ke lie, apanI zraddhA ko aura dRr3ha karane ke lie, isa prakAra prazna karatA hUM. mere prazna ke andara mAtra svayaM kI kAmanA hai. apanI zraddhA ko nirmala karane kI bhAvanA hai. zaMkA-kuzaMkA apanI zraddhA ko malina karate haiM aura zraddhA hI dharma kI imArata hai, dharma hI eka parama sAdhanA hai. svayaM ko pAne kI bahuta bar3I isakI vyAkhyA hai. bahuta vizAla isakA kSetra hai. paramAtmA mahAvIra kI dRSTi meM isakI vyAkhyA asaMkhya prakAra kI hai, AtmA ko pAne ke asaMkhya sAdhana haiM, AtmA ko zuddha karane ke asaMkhya yoga haiM, paramAtma-dazA ko prApta karane ke asaMkhya yoga, asaMkhya prakAra se haiM, eka prakAra apane ko svIkAra kara lenA par3egA. eka rAstA nahIM, aneka rAste prabhu ne batAe, usa rAste se yadi hama calate haiM to hamArI gati ke andara vizrAma mila jAegA. merI yaha bAta thI, prazna se pUrva eka bhUmikA ki jitane bhI prazna hoM, ve mana ke samAdhAna ke lie hoM. apanI zraddhA ko nirmala karane ke lie hoM. apanI bhAvanAoM ko zaddha karane ke lie hoM. usake andara antara meM eka jijJAsA ho, svayaM ko jAnane kI una praznoM ke mAdhyama se bhI svayaM ko jAnA jA sakatA hai parantu adhUre vyakti kabhI use pA nahIM sakate. adhUrI jAnakArI lekara calane vAlA kabhI pUrNatA kI jAnakArI nahIM pA sakatA. ____ maiMne Apase abhI kahA hamane isa bhaviSya meM kabhI khoja kiyA hI nahIM. Aja taka kabhI saphala invesTigezana hamane kiyA nahIM, kabhI ekAnta meM baiTha kara ke svayaM ko jAnane kI jo prakriyA batalAI gaI, vahAM taka hama pahaMce nahIM. dhyAna ke dvArA citta-vRtiyoM kA nirodha karake, indriyoM ke vikAroM kA damana karake use jAnane kA hamane prayAsa kiyA nahIM, ___maiM kauna hUM? jIvana kA eka sabase bar3A prazna hai. usa prazna ke lie hamane kabhI aisA prayAsa nahIM kiyA, agara baiThe hote haiM svayaM ko khoja nikAlane to svayaM ko Apa pA lete haiM, svayaM kI anubhUti Apake andara A jAtI hai, vaha tabhI saMbhava ho sakatA hai jaba cita-vatiyAM zAnta hoM. yaha dharma-bindu grantha isIlie rakhA gayA tAki nirmalatA pradAna kare, Apake cita ko aisI sthiratA prApta karAye. AtmA ko Arogya lAkara ke de, usake bAda jo bhI Apa jAnane kA prayAsa kareMge svayaM ko dikhAne kA prayAsa kareMge, bar3I AsAnI ke usakA pratibimba Apako najara AyegA. pAnI yadi gandA hai. gande jala ke andara yadi Apa svayaM ko dekho, pratibimba najara nahIM AyegA. pAnI yadi hilatA hai, yadi usameM lahareM AtI hoM to bhI ApakA ceharA spaSTa / - - - 306 For Private And Personal Use Only

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=guruvANI ) / najara nahIM AyegA. cita-vRtiyoM ke andara vicAra meM caMcalatA ho, hRdaya ke andara udvega ho. Aveza ho to vaha vyakti apanI Atma-dazA kA anabhava kabhI dhyAna kI sthiratA meM prApta nahIM kara pAegA. vaha sthiratA AegI nahIM. asthiratA meM sthiratA kI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM. cita-vRtiyoM kA nirodha kareM, ekAnta meM kabhI svayaM ko khojane kA hamane prayAsa hI nahIM kiyA. vaha prayAsa karanA hai. maharSi aravinda, jIvana kI sAdhanA kAla ke andara jIvana ke cAlIsa varSa taka ekAnta meM rahe. eka hI rUpa meM, usI dhyAnastha avasthA meM, cAlIsa varSa unhoMne vyatIta kara diye. maiM kauna hUM? ye jAnane kA prayAsa cAlIsa varSa taka unhoMne kiyA. hamane isake lie cAra dina bhI nahIM nikAle. maiM kauna hUM? yaha jAnane kA antara meM kabhI vaha jijJAsA yA pyAsa utpanna nahIM huI. jIvana ke cAlIsa varSa jo vyakti apane ko khojane meM nikAle, usakA anubhava kisa prakAra kA hogA. Apa jarA vicAra kIjie. kitane hI vyaktiyoM kI sAdhanA ke viSaya meM jaba jAnane kA prayAsa karate haiM to bar3A Azcarya hotA hai. eka bahuta bar3e mahAtmA the. darzana zAstra ke mahAna viddhAna the. adbhuta jJAna unake pAsa meM thA. bar3I jabaradasta zakti unake pAsa thI. javAna avasthA thI. zAdI to kara dI gaI parantu usake pazcAta jaba Atma-saMzodhana kI gaharAI meM utare, mana meM eka saMkalpa kiyA ki mujhe yaha kArya to karanA hai. sarasvatI kI kRpA se jarUra merA eka saMkalpa saphala ho jAegA. ____ jahAM taka dRr3ha saMkalpa hotA hai. mujhe yaha kArya karanA hai. phira koI viDambanA nahIM rahatI, koI samasyA nahIM rahatI. usake bAda unhoMne apane kArya ke andara pravRtti zurU kara dI. kitane hI varSa nikala gaai. AdyazaMkarAcArya kA brahma-sUtra bhASya thA, bar3A sundara dArzanika graMtha hai. unhoMne apane vicAra usake andara prastuta kie. usa brahmasUtra ko sarala banAne ke lie. loga kucha samajha sakeM AtmA ke viSaya meM, svayaM ke viSaya meM, bar3e sundara tarIke se unhoMne usa vastu ko vahAM para rakhA. usa para TIkA likhAne kA prayAsa kiyA. vAcaspati mizrake jIvana ke chattIsa varSa nikala gaye. usa jJAna kI upAsanA meM, eka kSetra kI sAdhanA meM, sarasvatI kI sAdhanA meM hI jIvana ke chattIsa varSa nikala gaye. ___chattIsa varSa taka apane kakSa meM baiThakara ve apanI ArAdhanA meM laga gaye. bAhara kA koI lakSya hI unake pAsa meM nahIM thA. svayaM ke andara kendrita the, usI ke vicAra ke andara aise magna bana gaye ki bAhara kI duniyA kA unako jJAna hI nahIM rahA. saMyoga dekhiye. zAdIzudA the. javAna strI thI. parivAra sampanna thA, parantu unakA prayojana mAtra kalama aura davAta se thA. apanA lekhana kArya usI prakAra se kara rahe the. subaha se - 307 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - - zAma taka vahI cintana cala rahA thA, maiM isake Age kyA likhaM? vahI dArzanika cintana. usI kartavya ke andara svayaM ko upasthita rakhA. chattIsa varSa nikala gaye. bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai, eka dina likhate-likhate, kArya karate karate, dIpaka ke andara se tela samApta ho gayA. tela khatma hone ko AyA, unakI strI ne vicAra kiyA, bhAmatI ne unakI strI kA nAma thA bhAmatI. mana meM eka vicAra AyA ki patideva sarasvatI kI sAdhanA kara rahe haiM. zaMkara Azaya para TIkA likha rahe haiM. mahAna kArya lekara ke cala rahe haiM. maiM kisa prakAra inako sahayoga dUM. unakI ghara vAlI ne kitanA sundara sahayoga diyA, jaba najara AyA ki tela DAlanA bAkI hai. dIpaka bujhane kI taiyArI meM hai, lAkarake usane tela DAlA. jaise hI tela DAla karake vaha jAne lagI, acAnaka vAcaspati mizra kA dhyAna bhaMga huA. unhoMne najara uThAkara ke jaba dekhA, usa strI se pUchA-tU kauna hai? unakI svayaM kI strI thI. chattIsa varSa ho gaye the, zAdI kiye hue. apane kArya meM aise magna bana gae, aise DUba gae usa kArya ke andara, bAhara kyA ho rahA hai? unheM mAlUma nahIM samaya para bhojana AtA samaya para snAna karate, samaya para apane lekhana kArya meM baiTha jAte. sArA unakA jIvana cintana meM calA jAtA. chattIsa varSa ke bAda apanI strI ko unhoMne pahalI bAra dekhA, aura bar3e Azcarya se pUchA-tuma kauna ho? bar3I namratA se jabAva milA - "ApakI ardhAMginI bhAmatI hUM. Apa mujhe pahacAne nahIM?" chattIsa varSa nikalane ke bAda cehare meM parivartana A gayA, bAla sapheda ho gae, parantu unakI sAdhanA meM isa prakAra se vaha sahayoga dene vAlI banI. mana ke itane prasanna ho maNDana mizra ne kahA - "yaha merI jJAna kI sArI jo sAdhanA hai, Aja taka maiMne jIvana meM jo zrama kiyA hai vaha tujhe arpita hai." sArI TIkA kA nAma unhoMne apanI strI ke nAma kara diyA. Aja taka jagata ke andara vaha graMtha prasiddha hai, vizva ke bahuta ucca vidyAlayoM ke andara, bahuta ucca adhyayana meM isa graMtha kA rakhakara adhyayana karAyA jAtA hai. brahma sUtra kI usa para jo TIkA likhI gaI, usa TIkA kA nAma rakhA gayA-bhAmatI. duniyA ke hara paMDita vidvAna use jAnate haiM. mujhe jJAna ke isa kSetra ke andara itanA hI kahanA thA. isa gaharAI meM jaba unhoMne DubakI lagAyI. jIvana ke chattIsa varSa nikAla diye jAne kI icchA bhI nahIM huI. usa kArya ke andara aisI pravINatA unhoMne prApta kI. ki hara kSetra ke andara jaise maiMne Apako kahA hai. jaDa kSetra ke andara saMzodhana meM eDIsana ne jisa prakAra kA kArya kiyA. sAr3he tIna sau vastuoM kA vistAra karane vAlA, subaha se zAma taka baiThA rahatA. prayogazAlA meM yaha bhI patA nahIM lagatA, maiMne khAyA hai yA nahIM khAyA. % 3D - - 308 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: guruvANI jaba aisI dhuna savAra ho jAe. mana ke andara jaba aisI becainI A jAe, kabhI isa prakAra kA pAgala pana A jAe, svayaM ko jAnane kA, svayaM ko samajhane kA, to sAdhanA kabhI niSphala nahIM rahatI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir maharSi aravinda ne 40 varSa nikAla diye AtmA kI khoja meM, jaba ekAnta sthala para baiTha kara unhoMne cintana kiyA. aba hama sArI duniyA meM bhaTakeM makAna, dUkAna, parivAra ke bhoja ko lekara ke caleM. jIvana ko cintAoM se ghirA kara rakheM. andara krodha aura kaSAya kI jvAlA meM hama tapate raheM. phira yadi yahAM Akara hama prazna kareM ki mahArAja maiM kauna hUM? maiM kyA jabAva dUM? aise vyakti Aja bahuta mileMge. ve adhUre jarUra haiM parantu pradarzana pUre kA karate haiM. hamArI Adata meM gambhIratA milanI cAhie, svayaM kI jAnakArI ke lie, usa gambhIratA kA abhAva milegA. hara vyakti jAnane kA icchuka hotA hai, maiM jAnatA hUM. yaha manovaijJAnika satya hai. hara vyakti kA prayAsa hotA hai, maiM svayaM ko samajhU, parantu prayAsa saphala nahIM ho pAtA. jAnane ke lie icchuka jarUra haiM, parantu prayatna kA abhAva hai. usake yogya hama apane jIvana kA nirmANa nahIM kara pAte, isIlie jAnakArI adhUrI rahatI hai, phira bhI Adata se lAcAra, pradarzana to pUrNatA kA kareMge. jo vyakti apUrNa hai aura yadi pUrNatA kA pradarzana kare, to vo pUrNatA kaise milegI. adhUrA vyakti adhUre kAma ke andara pUrNatA kA paricaya kisa prakAra kara pAyegA ? sArI jAnakArI nahIM liyA. hama prayAsa kara rahe haiM, roja nayA prazna upasthita karate haiM, apane svayaM kI jAnakArI ke lie maiM kauna hUM? maiM kauna hUM? kaise batalAyA jAegA. hamArI eka bar3I choTI sI bAta hai. adhUre vyakti kaI bAra kitane khataranAka bana jAte haiM, bolane kI Adata, maiMne kahA- sAdhanA ke kSetra meM pahalI zarta hai. svayaM ko agara jAnanA hai, svayaM ko dekhanA hai, mauna kI bhUmikA cAhie. binA mauna ke cintana AegA nahIM, cintana meM gaharAI nahIM milegI. Aja jo khoja hai, pUrI nahIM hogI. samudra ke kinAre yadi Apa ghUmate haiM, thor3I ThaNDaka mila jAegI, thor3e bahuta Apako kaMkar3a patthara mila jAeMge, parantu motI nahIM mila sakatA. usake lie gaharAI meM jAnA par3egA. jIvana kI gaharAI meM jaba AtmA DubakI lagAe, pravacana ke mAdhyama se svayaM ko khojane kA prayAsa kare. taba AtmA ko ratnantraya kA paricaya milatA hai. apanI mahAnatA kA bodha usako hotA hai. yadi adhUrA pana lekara ke caleM. hamAre yahAM bolane kI Adata bahuta jyAdA hai. binA kAraNa bahuta bar3I zakti kSaya karate haiM, kaSAya ko AmantraNa dete haiM, saMsAra kA AmantraNa dete haiM. binA kAraNa AtmA ke lie hama daNDa nirdhArita karate haiM, anartha daNDa jise kahA gayA hai, koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, Apa thor3A niyantraNa kareM, apane vicAroM para Apane zabdoM para, to ye thor3e dina ke prayAsa se sahaja hI Apako mila sakatI hai. 309 For Private And Personal Use Only da ghara

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-guruvANI bolanA banda kareM, svayaM ko samajhane kA vizeSa prayAsa kareM. zArIrika lAbha, mAnasika zAnti Apako milegI, Atma zakti kA usake dvArA vikAsa hogA. bahuta bar3I zakti hamArI vyaya ho rahI hai, use roka liyA jAeM. ___ bahuta pahale kI bAta hai ki eka choTI sI ghaTanA hai. jisa samaya yahAM mugala bAdazAha the, iMglaiNDa ke andara jArja kA rAjya cala rahA thA, kisI kAraNa se vahAM iMglaiNDa ke rAjA ko kisI vyakti se jAnakArI milI ki bhArata ke andara bahuta zAnadAra imArata banAte haiM. bar3e sundara bilDiMga banAne vAle loga haiM, rAja mahala banAte haiM. bar3e-bar3e kile banAte haiM, kyoM nahIM laMdana ke andara isakI sundaratA bar3hAne ke lie aisI imArateM banAI jAe. rAja darabAra ke andara vahAM ke rAjA ne apane logoM se bAta kI. eka vyakti thA, kisI samaya meM bhArata AyA thA, bahuta thor3e samaya ke lie koI vyApAra kA kArya karane ke lie AyA thA, vaha jaba vApisa lauTA to TUTI phUTI hindI use AtI thI, kAma calAU jise kahA jAe. jaba darabAra ke andara iMgalaiNDa ke rAjA ne kahA, mujhe vahAM jaisI imArata banAnI hai, usakI jAnakArI ke lie kisI ko bhArata bhejanA cAhatA hUM, vahAM se aisA injIniyara lekara Ae. isa deza ke andara, usa prakAra ke bhavana nirmANa kie jAeM. pUchA-koI hai vahAM jAne ke lie taiyAra? vahAM kI bhASA se koI paricita hai? vaha adhUrA vyakti thA, khar3A ho gayA. khar3A hokara ke kahA-maiM bahuta acchI hindI jAnatA hUM. maiM bhArata jAkara ke AyA hUM, bahuta bar3I-bar3I aisI sundara imArateM maiMne dekhI haiM. maiM aise injIniyara ko khojakara ke lA sakatA hUM. do AdamiyoM ko sAtha lekara ke bajaTa banA diyA gayA, aura usakI yAtrA kA vizeSa prabandha kara diyA gayA. kahA jAo. bhArata bhramaNa ke lie nikalanA ho jAegA. muphta kA paisA mila jAegA, mauja zauka kara leMge, antara meM yaha vAsanA adhUrA vyakti thA. iMglaiNDa se calA. jaise hI dillI pahaMcA. yahAM magala darabAra meM apanA paricaya diyA, zAhI svAgata kiyA gayA. mehamAna thA. iMglaiMNDa ke rAjA ne bhejA thA , usane apanI jijJAsA rakhI ki kisa kAraNa yahAM para AyA hUM, mujhe yahAM bar3I sundara imArateM dekhanI haiM. usa ke banAne vAle aise sundara kArIgara, mujhe apane deza meM le jAne haiM. yahAM rAjya kA sarvopari kendra sthAna hone se yahAM to dvibhASiye hote haiM, yahAM to unake saba kAma barAbara ho gae. sArI paristhitiyAM bAdazAha ne samajha lI, usake lie zAhI pharamAna de diyA gayA. ve jahAM cAhe raha sakatA hai. jo imArata dekhanA cAhe, nakzA banAnA cAhe, banA sakatA hai. koI kArIgara apane deza le jA sakatA hai. pharamAna mila gayA. dillI se vaha calA AgarA gayA. jAkara ke tAja mahala dekha AyA to kucha nahIM thA, adhUrA vyakti thA, usane vahAM dekhakara logoM se pUchA. jamAne meM isakA koI aisA mahatva nahIM thA. kyoMki nayA banA thA. na koI aitihAsika jAnakArI hamAre pAsa. yahAM ke loga na usa samaya itane zikSita pAsa meM jAkara ke jaba usane kahA. mosTa vanDaraphula bilDiMga? DU 310 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI bar3I sundara imArata hai. vaha jAnanA cAhatA hai kaba banA?, kisane banAyA? itihAsa kI jAnakArI ke lie jJAna lenA cAhatA thA. pAsa se eka gaMvAra jA rahA thA. usase pUchA yaha kaba banA? kisane banAyA? usa AdamI ne kahA-mAlUma nahIM sAhaba. gore logoM ko yahAM sAhaba kahate haiM, eka bhASA bana gaI. vaha mana meM socane laga gayA ki sAhaba nAma kA koI injIniyara hai. usane yaha imArata banAI hai. usake noTa kara liyA 'mAlUma nahIM sAhaba' nAma kA injIniyara haiM, unhoMne yahAM tAjamahala banavAyA hai. vahAM se cale jayapura, ajamera gae, kilA dekhA. imArata dekhI, bar3e-bar3e rAja prAsAda dekhe. vahAM bhI usane pUchA-vahAM to zuddha hindI bhASI kSetra, aMgrejI to usa jamAne meM koI jAnatA bhI nahIM thA. usane vahAM vahI jijJAsA vyakta kI ki kisane banAyA? logoM ne kahA -- "mAlUma nahIM sAhaba." kyoMki vahI javAba milegA. ___ usane socA, "mAlUma nahIM sAhaba" koI bahuta baDA injIniyara hai, vaha jaise vahAM se gujarAta gayA. vahAM bar3e mahala dekhe. jahAM jAe, vahI prazna, javAba mile -- "mAlUma nahIM sAhaba." usane iMglaiNDa samAcAra bhejA dUta ke dvArA-dI gresTesTa injIniyara "mAlUma nahIM sAhaba." hindustAna kA sabase bar3A injIniyara "mAlUma nahIM sAhaba" hai. acAnaka jaba bar3audA AnA huA, vahAM gAyakavAD mahArAjA kA mahala dekhA. bar3I sundara imArata. darabAra jAne kI taiyArI meM thA, aMgarakSaka khar3e the. vyaktitva baDA sundara thA, golDa meDala lage hue the, bar3e sundara kapar3e the. dUra se usane socA ki koI bahuta bar3A AdamI hai. kyA isase pUchA jAye? kyA vastra, kyA sundara golDa meDala lage hue the, aura kitanI zAnadAra imArata hai? ye nIce kauna hai? pAsa meM se jAne vAle kisI vyakti ne pUchA-hU ija deyara "mAlUma nahIM sAhaba." usa vyakti ko kyA mAlama ki vaha kauna hai yaha vyakti to itanA khaza ho gayA ki kitane dinoM se maiM khoja kara rahA thA ki "mAlUma nahIM sAhaba" kahAM milegeM? Aja ye sahaja se mila gaye, vaha gayA. vahAM bhASA to AtI nahIM thI, parantu itanA prasanna ho gayA, Akara usako chAtI se lagAyeM usa ko, AI ema vairI glaiDa TU sI yU. mujhe bar3I prasannatA huI tumhe mila kara ke izAre se bAta kI ki hama milanA cAhate haiM.. e.DI.sI. ghabarAyA-jAna nahIM pahacAna nahIM, isa taraha kA vyavahAra. vaha DayUTI para thA. darabAra jAne kI taiyArI meM thA. usane kahA ThIka hai. hAtha se izArA kiyA ki kala. usako bar3A santoSa huA ki usakA samaya nizcita ho gayA. kala Akara maiM milaMgA. iMglaiNDa samAcAra bheja diyA, utsukatA thI, bar3I prasannatA thI, bar3A mahAna AdamI mila gayA, "mAlUma nahIM sAhaba" mujhe mila gaye. bahuta bar3e injIniyara haiM, unheM deza meM lAne kA prayatna karUMgA, unase jAnakArI lUMgA. unakI Adata hai (aMgrejoM kI) subaha ghUmane nikalate - - 311 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- =guruvANI haiM. subaha hajarata ghUmane nikale, kampanI bAga kI tarapha nagara ke koI bahata baDe seTha paraloka pahuMca gaye the. gAMva ke jitane bhI sajjana puruSa the, ve antima yAtrA meM A rahe the, mana meM socA pUrA gAMva yahAM dikha rahA hai, koI mahApuruSa mara gayA hai, nahIM to itane pratiSThita, mahAjana, pUre gAMva ke loga na jAte. rAste calate kisI AdamI se pUchA - hU ija DeDa.kauna marA? "mAlUma nahIM sAhaba." vaha becArA kapAla para hAtha dekara rone lagA, Aja to mulAkAta kA samaya diyA, kaisA aphasosa becAre cale gae, paraloka pahuMca gae. iMglaiMNDa samAcAra bheja diyA "dI greTesTa injIniyara Apha iMNDiyA" "mAlUma nahIM sAhaba" "TU De eksapAyaraDa." lAkha do lAkha rupayA apane dosta kA barabAda kara diyA, samaya naSTa kara diyA, vApisa ghUma karake iMgalaiDa cala diyA, aura riporTa de dI ki jisa ko hama lAnA cAhate the ve khatma ho gae. aphasosa kI bAta hai, hamArA yaha durbhAgya hai ki hama unako lA nahIM sake, khatma huI bAta. adhUrA vyakti sArI duniyAM ko aMdhere meM rakhegA. yaha hai adhUrI jAnakArI kA pariNAma. hamArI dazA bhI "mAlUma nahIM sAhaba" jaisI hai. bAta AtmA kI kareM, prazna mokSa kA kareM, aura saMsAra meM rahanA bhI unako nahIM AtA. apane parivAra ke andara jahAM taka prema kA abhAva hogA, vahAM taka paramAtmA kI khoja kisa prakAra pUrI hogI? pahale to apane jIvana ke andara usa prema ko pratiSThita nahIM kiyA ki prema apane parivAra taka bhI vyApaka nahIM. jahAM taka prema meM pUrNatA nahIM milegI to paramezvara kI khoja saphala kaise hogI? phira bhI maiM dhanyavAda detA hUM ki thor3A bahuta to Apa prazna karate hai, yaha to prazna kI sArI bhUmikA maine Apako batalAI. Aja do tIna hI prazna the, isIlie jyAdA samaya maiMne nahIM liyA. kisI vyakti ki jijJAsA thI ki hamAre yahAM jaina-darzana ke andara loga kahA karate hai. ki arihanta paramAtmA hamAre jIvana para sarvopari upakAra karane vAle haiM. kyoMki sarvajJa kI sthiti meM sAre vizva kA jinhoMne darzana kiyA, sAre jagata kA jinako paricaya ho gayA. vaha paricaya jagata kA AtmAoM ke parivartana ke lie ho. isa dRSTi se jagata se vikrata hone ke lie paramAtmA dikhalA dete haiM, pravacana unakA parivartana lAne ke lie hotA hai. hamAre jIvana para unakA sabase mahAna upakAra hotA hai. hara jina mandira ke andara arihanta paramAtmA kI mUrti pratiSThita hotI hai. prazna kartA ne mujhe likhA-aise siddha bhagavantoM kI mUrti kyoM nahIM? __maiMne Apako samajhA diyA ki hamAre jIvana para sabase nikaTatama upakAra, sabase mahAnatama upakAra arihanta bhagavana kA hotA hai. isI dRSTi se hama AnaMda bhAva se sarva-prathama arihanta prabhu kI mUrti kI pratiSThA karate haiM, unake guNoM kA smaraNa karane ke lie, unake upakAra - DU - 312 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI: kA smaraNa karane ke lie. hamAre jIvana kI yaha maMgalakArI sAdhanA hai. vaha parama sAdhanA kA zreSTha sAdhana hai. isIlie arihanta kI mUrti ko hama pratiSThita karate haiM, parantu ve bhUla jAte haiM. yahAM para bahuta sAre aise mandira haiM, jahAM siddha-bhagavanta kI bhI mUrti hamAre yahAM pratiSThita hai, siddha kI mUrti bhI banatI hai. nirAkAra kI upAsanA bhI sAkAra ke mAdhyama se kI jAtI hai. kyoMki bhAvanAoM kA koI AkAra nahIM hotA. vahAM to niraMjana nirAkAra svarUpa hai. ___ Apako maiM pUch ki yaha lAiTa ke andara jo prakAza AtA hai, usakA koI AkAra hai? prakAza kA koI AkAra hai? to pudagala jar3a haiM. caitanya nahIM haiM, parantu isake andara koI AkAra nahIM mileMge, isI taraha se siddhAvasthA meM rahI huI AtmA kA bhI koI AkAra nahIM milegA, kyoMki AtmA svayaM nirAkAra rahI huI hai. AtmA svayaM niraMjana hai, karma se rahita hai, AtmA meM koI indriyAM nahIM, siddha bhagavantoM ke andara kisI prakAra kI AkRti nahIM, parantu apanI parikalpanA ke dvArA una AtmAoM kI mUrti ke rUpa meM pratiSThita karake, sAkAra ke mAdhyama se nirAkAra kI upAsanA karate haiM. isIlie kaI jagaha aise siddha bhagavantoM kI mUrti bhI Apako milegI aura kaI jagaha arihanta bhagavana kI mUrti bhI siddhAvasthA kI milegI, jisa mUrti ke andara parikara na ho. AsapAsa ke andara jo banAyA jAtA hai, use hama parikara karate haiM. aura jisameM cAra pratimAeM alaga prakAra kI hotI haiM vaha arihanta paramAtmA kI mUrti kahalAtI hai. parantu jahAM parikara nahIM, AbhAmaNDala nahIM, pIche kisI prakAra kI AkRti nahIM, sAiDa meM koI AkRti nahIM, mAtra jina mUrti hotI hai, arihanta kI vaha siddhAvasthA kI mUrti kahalAtI hai. siddha bhagavantoM ke yahAM para parikara rakhanA zilpa ke andara prAmANika kahA gayA hai parikara rakhane kA eka prayojana batalAyA gayA, ki zilpa zAstra meM yadi isa prakAra kA parikara rakhA jAe mUrti ke pAsa to usa parikara se parivAra kI vRddhi hotI hai, putra bRddhi hotI hai, kAma kI unnati hotI hai, hara prakAra se parikara rakhanA unnatikara mAnA gayA, yadi bhUlanAyaka bhagavAna meM parikara nahIM hai, mAtra siddha-avasthA kA hai to zilpa kalA ke andara use doSa mAnA gayA hai. kaI kAraNoM se kisI jamAne ke andara nahIM rakhA gayA, anukUlatA nahIM milI, yogya mArga-darzana dene vAle koI vyakti nahIM mile, aura pratimA virAjita kI jAe to doSa pUrNa nahIM mAnA gayA, parantu zilpa ke andara adhUrApana to kahalAegA. jahAM kahIM bhI hamAre yahAM zrI-saMgha hotA hai vahAM yadi hama jina-maMdira kI pratiSThA karate haiM, parikara sAtha meM hotA hai jisase saMgha dina prati dina unnati kare, gAMva kI unnati ho, prajA sukhI bane, zrImanta bane. yaha usake pIche maMgala bhAvanA rahatI hai. eka bAta Apako aura batalAUM, hamAre yahAM sApekSa dRSTi se eka meM aneka kA samAveza kiyA gayA hai. eka arihanta bhagavanta kI mUrti kA darzana, eka siddha bhagavanta kA darzana - 313 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI pUjana, ananta arihanta, siddha bhagavantoM kA darzana, pUjana hotA hai. eka kI pUjA ki usame aneka A gae. eka meM aneka kA samAveza ho gayA. ____ maiM Apake sAmane yadi kahUM-vizva kitanA? vizva zabda kA hI uccAraNa hogA, eka vacana kSama hai, bahuvacana meM nahIM kyoMki vizva to eka hai, para vizva meM deza kitane? bahuta. aura deza eka to prAnta kitaneM? bahuta. prAnta eka to jilA kitane? bahuta. jilA eka to usameM tahasIla kitanI? bahata. tahasIla eka to gAMva kitane? bahuta. gAMva eka to usameM mohalle kitane? bahuta. mohallA eka to makAna kitane? bahuta makAna eka to usameM kamare kitane? bahuta. kamarA eka to usameM rahane vAle kitane? bahuta. rahane vAle eka to vicAra kitane? bahuta. yaha eka ke andara aneka kA samAveza. eka arihanta ke andara aneka arihanta, ananta arihantoM kA samAveza ho jAtA hai. koI samasyA nahIM, eka siddha bhagavanta kI upAsanA dvArA anaMta siddhoM kI upAsanA ho jAtI hai. hamAre yahAM kaI mandiroM meM aise sAmAnya siddha-bhagavantoM kI mUrti milegI. marudevI mAtA kI milegI, bharata mahArAjA kI milegI, kaI jagaha para Apa pAlItAnA zatrujaMya para jAeM, pAMcoM pANDavoM kI mUrti milegI, ve koI tIrthaMkara nahIM tha, para siddhagAmI AtmA the, siddhapuruSa the, mokSa meM gae. Apa pAlitAnA jAeM pAMcoM pANDavoM kI mUrti kAyotsarga avasthA meM milegI. aise aneka jagaha para Apako isakA pramANa mila jAegA, mere khyAla se prazna kartA kA pUrA sammAna ho jAegA. eka dUsarA prazna usake andara unhoMne jijJAsA kAla kI apekSA se , zAstroM meM kaI bAra varNana AtA hai. paramAtmA tIrthaMkaroM kI avagAhanA. avagAhanA kA matabala hotA hai. zArIrika uMcAI kA eka mApa. praznaH- AdinAtha bhagavAna kI avagAhanA kitanI thI? pUchA-dhanuSa kA pramANa kitanA? hamAre yahAM pramANa tIna prakAra kA hotA hai, AtmAgula, pramANAMgula aura hastAgula. ye tInoM zAstrIya pramANa mAne gaye. ye jo dhanuSa kA pramANa 500 dhanuSa kI kAyA kA mAnA gayA, eka dhanuSa DhAI hAtha kA hotA hai. vaha DhAI hAtha kA pramANa AtmAMgula . svayaM ke aMgula ke pramANa se use pramANAMgula mAnA gayA. aise pAMca dhanuSa kI kAyA usa jamAne meM thI. dhanuSa kA pramANa zAstra meM isa prakAra kA AtA hai. ___parantu unhoMne eka nayA prazna kiyA ki yaha kAla avasarpiNI utsarpiNI hamAre yahAM kAla cakra hai, aura kAla cakra ke andara do vibhAga kie gae haiM, utsarpiNI aura avasarpiNI. vartamAna kAla avasarpiNI kA hai, jo uttarottara saba cIja ghaTatI calI jAtI hai. yaha ikkIsa hajAra varSa kA kAla hai. cha: mahAvIra ke nirvANa. chaThA ArA AegA, ArA kA matabala kAla ke cha: bhAga kiye gae haiM. usake andara ye paMcama kAla pAMcavA cakra cala rahA hai. aura yaha co - 314 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- - - -vANA ikkIsa hajAra varSa mahAvIra ke nirmANa ko pUrNa hogA. usake bAda ikkIsa hajAra varSa kA chaThA ArA AegA, jo bar3A khataranAka hogA. vizva ke andara pralaya jaisI sthiti AegI. sabhI dharmo kA nAza hogA. usameM sarvaprathama mahAvIra ke jaina darzana kA nAza hogA. kyoMki koI darzana koI mAnyatA, koI zraddhA usa samaya para nahI rahegI. AkAza ke andara sUrya itanA prakAza degA ki garmI ke kAraNa loga tar3apa kara mara jAeMge, itanI bhayaMkara ThaNDa paDegI, jIvAtpatti kI saMbhAvanA nahIM rahegI. sArA vizva ekadama sikur3a jAegA. bhayaMkara bAriza hogI, aise aneka prakAra se pralaya ke prAkRtika kArya hoMge. insAna mAtra eka hAtha pramANa kA raha jAegA. AyuSya mAtra bIsa varSa kA hogA. chaThe varSa ke andara strI garbhavatI banegI. aisA varNana hamAre jaina zAstroM meM AtA hai. parantu use abhI cAlIsa hajAra varSa kA phAsalA hai. apane lie vartamAna meM cintA kA koI kAraNa nahIM. dhIme-dhIme uttarottara kAla isa prakAra kA AegA. hamAre vicAra bhI daridra bana jAeMge. vyakti vicAra se bhI pIDita bana jAegA. apane vicAroM se hI patita bana jAegA, dina pratidina uttarottara vicAroM meM kamI AegI, yaha avasarpiNI kAla kA lakSaNa hai. avasarpiNI kA abhiprAya-utaratA huA samaya. parantu jaba utsarga kA samaya AegA, uttarottara vikAsa hogA phira isa prakAra kI barasAta hogI. isa prakAra prakRti apane anukUla bana jAegI ki pRthvI ke andara vRkSa aMkurita ho jAeMge. dhana-dhAnya se pUrita bana jAegI, logoM ke andara bhI prasannatA AegI, phira se eka nayA vAtAvaraNa pRthvI meM nirmANa hogA. yaha pRthvI kA eka prAkRtika krama hai. yaha zAzvata vyavasthA hai, yUnirvasala TUtha hai, isameM koI asatya nahIM kyoMki prakRti apanA kArya karatI hai. parantu isake andara mere kahane kA Azaya unakA jo prazna thA ki zAririka uMcAI itanI kaisI? phira uMcAI ghaTatI hai. yaha to tIrthaMkara paramAtmAoM kA aisA apUrva pUjya hotA hai pUjya ko lekara nAma karma jisake kAraNa yaha prakRti kA baMdhana par3atA hai, zArIrika uMcAI usI prakRti ke nAma karma ko lekara, vaha baMdhana karate haiM, nirogI zarIra hotA hai. pUrNatayA zarIra kI avagAhanA, uMcAI milatI hai, pUrNa Arogya milatA hai, jarA bhI asAtAvedanIya karma jisake kAraNa bImArI paidA ho, tIrthaMkaroM ke jIvana meM hotA nahIM, bahuta sAmAnya prakAra kA kadAcita hotA. asAtAvedanIya karma Adi kSaya ho jAte haiM yaha to zAstrIya prakAra hai, parantu paramAtmA ke ina vicAroM meM Aja ke vaijJAnikoM ne satya siddha kara diyA. maiM vaijJAnika dRSTi se hI Apako samajhAtA hUM. rasiyA ke andara sAiberiyA maidAna meM itane lambe vizAla prANI haiM, Apa kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakate, eka mAnava khopar3I vahAM para 22 lAkha varSa purAnI milI, aisA vahAM ke purAtatva ke vidvAnoM kA kahanA hai, sAiberiyA meM se vaha khopar3I 22 inca paridhi kI hai, . 315 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - pAlA - aba Apa vicAra kara lIjie. itanI bar3I khopar3I hogI to insAna kitanI uMcAI vAlA hogA. vaijJAnika bahuta khoja karake isa niSkarSa para Ae ki kisI jamAne ke andara gurutvAkarSaNa ke kAraNa yaha pRthvI bahuta phailI thI, Aja jaisI nahIM thI. Aja to pRthvI kA hissA kama hai. pAnI jyAdA. pRthvI choTI ho gaI, jo hamAre yahAM mApa batalAyA gayA, jaina bhUgola ke andara, jaina gaNita ke andara, usa prakAra se Aja kI pRthvI nahIM rahI, isameM parivartana AyA. unakA kahanA hai ki kisI jamAne ke andara isI dharatI para bahuta uMcAI ke loga hote the, bahuta vizAla inakA zarIra hotA thA. aise jIvANu mile, aise mare hue prANiyoM kA asthi piMjara milA hai jisase Aja to yaha siddha hotA hai ki lAkhoM varSa pahale mAnava bahuta vizAla kAyA meM thA. mAnava jIvana kI zArIrika racanA bahuta vizAla rUpa meM hotI thI. prANI bhI bahuta vizAla hote the, parantu saMkucita hone kA kAraNa pRthvI kI saMkucita hone kI kriyA. inakA kahanA hai-isa gurutvAkarSaNa ke kAraNa dhIme-dhIme pRthvI ke andara saMkucana kI kriyA cAlU hai. lAkhoM varSoM se gurutvAkarSaNa ke kAraNa pRthvI ke andara saMkucana kI kriyA ho rahI hai. isake kAraNa gurutvAkarSaNa kA jo dabAva par3atA hai usase vyakti kI uMcAI kama hotI calI jAtI hai, yaha Aja ke vaijJAnika kA kathana hai aura kisI prakAra se satya bhI ho sakatA hai. binA prAkRtika vAtAvaraNa ke zarIra kI uMcAI-nicAI, ghaTanA bar3hanA to sambhava nahIM, prakRti bhI isa kArya meM sAtha detI hai. gurutvAkarSaNa ke siddhAnta ke anusAra usakA jo dabAva hai, saMkucana kI jo kriyA hai, isa kAraNa se pRthvI bhI saMkucita banI, Upara se yaha dabAva aisA AyA, yahAM janma lene vAle prANI bhI dhIre-dhIre choTe hote cale gae. yaha to bahuta spaSTa hai, Apake sAmane jaba vaijJAnika kahate haiM to kucha khojakara hI usa niSkarSa para Ae. paramAtmA kA to kathana hai, ve jIva karmAnusAra apane zarIra ko prApta karatA hai. pahale kisI jamAne ke andara sunA karate the, bahuta lambe caur3e zarIra vAle huA karate the, bar3I hRSTa puSTa kAyA hotI thI, bar3e balavAna hote the. kahA jAtA hai, hamAre yahAM siddharAja 13 varSa kI umara meM to yuddha karane gayA thA. yaha to hajAra varSa pahale kI ghaTanA hai. aba teraha varSa ke bAlaka ko Apa yahAM bulAeM to muMha dhonA bhI nahIM Ae. vaha teraha varSa kI umra meM yuddha meM gayA. aisI tAkata thI. kahAM se AyA? pUrvakRta karma ke kAraNa, aura kucha nahIM. apane isa prazna ke sAtha eka hI prazna hai. mahAvideha kSetra kahAM para hai? hamAre yahAM asaMkhya dvIpa asaMkhya kSetra haiM. mAtra mahAvideha kSetra nahIM, Aja ke vaijJAnika bhI isa satya ko mAnakara calate svIkArate haiM. ve to mAnate haiM ki hamArI tAkata sirpha uttarI Ooll 316 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI Heal dhruva se dakSiNI dhruva taka jAne kI hai. pacIsa hajAra mIla kI hamArI duniyA hai, ATha hajAra mIla kA vRtta hai, pacIsa hajAra mIla usakI paridhi hai. isa duniyA meM sAr3he tIna araba kI saMkhyA hai. isI meM hama rahate haiM. hamAre pAsa vaha sAdhana Aja taka nirmANa nahIM ho pAyA, AviSkAra kara nahIM pAe ki gurutvAkarSaNa ko cIra karake usa kSetra se Age bar3heM, parantu itanA to ve mAnate haiM ki uttarI dhruva ke pAsa kama se kama hajAroM kilo mITara taka unhoMne khoja kiyA. varpha kI dIvAra hai, sivAya varpha ke vahAM kacha nahIM hai. bahata prayAsa kiyA, ve khoja nahIM kara pAe, isa dhruva kA AkarSaNa aisA hai, yadi Apa uttara se nikaleM to dakSiNa meM hI AeMge. isa jagata kA, isa vatana kA AkarSaNa aisA hai. Apa koI bhI cIja yadi sIdhe phaiMke to bhI tirachI jAegI, yaha dhruva ke AkarSaNa kA kAraNa hai. jina logoM ne prayAsa kiyA ki uttarI dhruva ko pAra karake Age calA jAUM, ve jA nahIM pAe. vimAna svayaM mur3a jAtA hai. turanta Tarna letA hai. kintu loga, pRthvI jarUra hai. ye vaijJAnika mAnate haiM. barpha se DhakI huI pRthvI hai. lAkhoM kI saMkhyA meM dvIpa aura samudra haiM. aisA Apake bhaugolika bhI mAnane lage haiM jo jaina-darzana mAnatA hai. use ye Aja apane prayoga ke dvArA Apake sAmane siddha karake batalA rahe hai ki bahuta sAre kSetra haiM. ___ mahAvideha kSetra bhI, pUrva dizA meM haiM, pUrva dizA kI tarapha iMsAna ke andara lAkhoM mIla dUra eka vizAla kSetra AyA huA hai. bhArata kI taraha se vahAM bhI loga haiM, hamezA kI taraha se cauthA ArA jaisA, jo mahAvIra kA samaya thA, jise hama cauthA ArA kahate the. vahI pIriyar3a vahAM kAyama hotA hai. vahAM samaya meM kAphI parivartana nahIM AtA, vahAM kAla kA cha: bhAga nahIM rakhA. gayA, ye araba kSetra kI upekSA se rakhA gayA. usa kSetra meM to kAyama cauthA ArA hotA hai. vahA pratidina mokSagAmI AtmA bhI hotI hai. sAtaveM naraka meM jAne vAlI AtmAeM bhI hotI haiM. pApI aura puNyAtmA to Apako hara jagaha samAna rUpa se mileMge. jaina bhUgola kA yadi abhyAsa kareM to mAlUma par3a jAegA. isa kSetra kA paricaya mila jAegA. uMcAI ke viSaya meM maiMne Apake sAmane bahuta spaSTIkaraNa kara diyA. eka prazna aura:-mahArAja kaI jagaha likhA hai. "jIvo jIvanam" eka jIva dUsare jIvana kA AhAra hotA hai. usakA bhojana hotA hai. aise samaya meM yadi koI jIva apanA bhakSya grahaNa karatA ho, usa samaya usako bacAnA yA nahIM bacAnA!" agara hama bacAte haiM to usako bhojana se vaMcita rakhate haiM. ___ bar3I sundara bAta hai Apako bar3A sundara naz2ara AegA, parantu merA Apase kahanA hai bhagavanta kI AjJA hai, apane hRdaya kI komalatA ko, apane hRdaya ke lakSaNa ke lie usako bacAnA apanA dharma hai. vaha jIva kisI bhI prakAra se bhakSaNa kareM, usa jIva ke karma saMyoga hI aise haiM, para apanI naz2aroM se yadi hama dekhate haiM ki kisI para AkramaNa kiyA, yadi 317 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsur Gyanmandir guruvANI Apane rakSaNa nahIM kiyA, ApakA pariNAma dUSita banegA, niSThura banegA, bhaviSya meM jAkara / krUra bana jAeMge. apanI karuNA ko rakhane ke lie, anukampA ke rakSaNa ke lie, apanI komalatA ko bacAne ke lie, hama use bacAne kA prayAsa kareMge, ye Apake sAmane ghaTanA na ho kyoMki manovaijJAnika dRSTi se-jo cIz2a bAra-bAra dekhI jAegI, Apake antara hRdaya meM bhI vaha vAsanA janma legI, vaha sArI komalatA, pavitratA calI jAegI. __ AhAra karatA hai. nahIM karatA hai, vaha prAkRtika vastu hai, hama kahAM-kahAM bacAne jAeM? kisa-kisa kA rakSaNa kareM? va vahAM jAeM? parantu merI najaroM meM jo sAmane ghaTanA ghaTita hotI hai. to hamArA naitika kartavya hai. eka bAra nahIM hajAra bAra hama use bacAne kA prayAsa kareMge. bacAnA merA kartavya hai merA parama dharma hai. . vaha apanA bhojana kahIM na kahIM prApta kara legA, isa dRSTi se Apa bhojana kI cintA na kareM, merI AtmA ke pariNAmoM kI kyA dazA hogI. Aja roja yahAM kisI ko cAka calAte dekhie to ApakA pariNAma kaisA banegA? TI.vI. meM sinemA meM jo bAra-bAra ye hiMsaka dRzya batalAe jAte haiM. azlIlatA ke jo dRzya dikhalAe jAte haiM. usakA pariNAma to Aja deza bhoga rahA hai. naI naI takanIka nikala rahI haiM. kaise insAna ko mAranA? kaise usako kiDanaipa karanA? kaise usako yantraNA denI? kaise bahAnoM ke sAtha nirlajja vyavahAra karanA, ye sArI hakIkata hara roja dekhate haiM, roja peparoM meM par3hate haiM. hameM yaha nahIM mAlUma ki eka sAmAnya philma yA TI.vI. meM dekhA haA dRzya hamAre mAnasa ko dUSita kara detA hai. vicAra ko vikRta banA detA hai. bAlakoM ke saMskAra ko khaNDita kara detA hai, to phira hamArI najaroM se sAkSAta isa dRzya ko hama dekheM to kyA dazA hogI? ApakI komalatA kahAM jAegI? dayA mara jAegI. dayA ko jIvita rakhane ke lie paramAtmA kA Adeza hai, zAstroM kA ullekha hai-aise prasaMga para jIva kA rakSaNa kareM. merI bAta samajha gaye? bahuta sI bAteM zraddhA se samajhane kI hotI haiM. hara jagaha para tarka nahIM kiyA jAtA. tarka se Age kI jo vastu haiM, vahAM zraddhA rakhakara ke hI calA jAtA hai. saMsAra meM bahuta jagaha para hama zraddhA rakhate haiM, vizvAsa rakhate haiM. DAkTara para hamArI zraddhA hotI haiM. vakIla para hamArI zraddhA hotI hai. use jAne dIjie mAM kahatI hai tere pitA jI haiM, pUrNatayA hama zraddhA rakhakara calate haiM. __ zaMkA hai, koI kuzaMkA hai. yahAM para tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ghoSita karate hoM. jisa vastu ko satya ke rUpa meM siddha karake sAmane rakhate hoM, nizaMka ho karake use svIkAra kara lenA hai. svIkAra yaha samyaka darzana hai. aura jIvana kI AdhAra zilA hai. mokSa kA janma sthAna . bhI samyak darzana hai. jo unake prazna the, maiMne saMkSipta meM batalAe. prazna mAtra tIna the, isalie maiMne bahuta lambA caur3A isameM samaya nahIM liyA. thor3I sI bhUmikA maiMne samajhA dI. prazna kaisA honA cAhie? adhUrA na ho. pUrI jAnakArI kA ho. svayaM 318 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: anubhava kA ho. cintana ke bAda ke bAda jo prazna upasthita huA ho usakA samAdhAna prApta karanA sarala bana jAegA. nahIM to Apake Apa svayaM ke prazna ulajha jAeMge. Apako usake andara se samAdhAna nahIM mila pAegA. Aja itanA hI. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jainaM jayati zAsanam " E jIbha khataranAka hai. usase sambhalanA jarA! apane zarIra kI saMracanA ko dekho. A~kheM do haiM, para unakA kAma eka hai: dekhanA. kAna do haiM, kintu unakA kAma eka hai: sunanA. nAka ke chidra do haiM, parantu unakA kAma eka hI hai : zvAsa lenA. hAtha do haiM, para unakA kAma eka hai: vastu ko sthAnAntarita karanA. paira do hai, kintu unakA kAma eka hI hai: calanA. lekina saMyoga hai ki jIbha eka hai aura usake kAma do: braoNDakAsTiMga (bolanA ) eNDa phUDa- saplAya (khAnA). donoM khataranAka DipArTamenTa (vibhAga) haiM. galata bolakara karma-bandhana aura galata khAkara karma-bandhana. 319 ca

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-guruvANI AtmA kI rakSA ke lie balidAna parama upakArI, parama kRpAlu, paramAtmA mahAvIra ne jagata ke jIva mAtra ke kalyANa ke lie, ArAdhanA sAdhanA kI. usa saphalatA ko prApta karane ke lie, apane vartamAna ke dvArA usa bhaviSya ko dekhane kI pravacana ke dvArA eka maMgala dRSTi unhoMne dI. jisa dina vyakti ke andara yaha dRSTi prApta ho jAe, mAnava kI sArI sRSTi badala jAe. Aja taka jagata ko jAnane vAlA svayaM ko nahI jAna pAyA. duniyA kA itihAsa janAne vAle ne svayaM kA itihAsa Aja taka par3hA nahIM. sArI duniyA ko dekhane vAlA Aja taka svayaM ko nahIM dekha pAyA. maiM kauna hU~? Aja taka hameM hamArA koI paricaya nahIM, jo bhI hamane paricaya prApta kiyA vaha aupacArika dRSTi se, usameM vAstavikatA kA abhAva hai. yahA~ to pravacana ke dvArA svayaM kA hI paricaya prApta karanA hai. maiM kauna hUM, isa itihAsa ko eka bAra dekhanA hai, vartamAna ke andara usa bhaviSya kI dRSTi ko prApta karanA hai, jisase maiM apanA bhaviSya dekha sakaM. jaisA maiM Aja kArya karUMgA, vaisA hI merA bhAvI pariNAma hogA. bacce skUla ke andara jo pepara karate haiM, vahI rijalTa banakara ke AtA hai. vartamAna meM apane jIvana ke pepara meM jaisA Apa kArya kareMge, jaisA vicAra ke dvArA likheMge, vahI bhaviSya meM pariNAma banakara ke AegA, maiMne gata ravivAra ko kahA-binA prArabdha ke jagata meM kabhI koI vastu prApta nahIM hotI parantu insAna kA hamezA prayAsa rahA, paramezvara ko gauNa karake jagata ko kaise prApta kiyA jAe, isI lakSya ko lekara hamArA vartamAna cala rahA hai. bhaviSya ke lie usa lakSya ko lekara hame koI yAtrA Aja taka prArambha nahIM kI, kahAM se vaha sthiti hama prApta kara pAeMge, jo mujhe pAnA hai, usakI to hama upekSA kara rahe haiM, jo mujhe chor3anA hai. usI ke lie jIvana kA sArA prayAsa hai. jo pAnA hai, use pAne kA Aja taka koI prayAsa nahI huA, jo mujhe chor3a denA hai, acchI taraha se hama jAnate haiM. hamArI jAnakArI meM hai, parantu jIvana kA sArA hI prayAsa usake lie cala rahA hai, kaise maiM prApta karU~? cAhe vaha galata rAstA ho cAhe sahI rAstA ho. isa bAta para Apa jarA vicAra karanA, gaura karanA, yaha pravacana ke dvArA Apako apanA itihAsa batalAyA jAtA hai. hama kahAM the? kaisI sthiti meM the? anaMta kAla se, hamane apanI sAdhanA ke dvArA jo zrama kiyA, kitanI prasannatA kA hamane balidAna diyA, aura usakA yaha vartamAna pariNAma ki jIvana kI hamane prApti kI, mokSa kA dvAra jaisA maMgala jIvana milA, parantu isa jIvana ke andara hamako vaha dRSTi nahIM milI, jisase hama jIvana ke bhaviSya ko dekha sake. 320 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI - - bhUtakAla kI sAdhanA kA mUlyAMkana kabhI vartamAna meM nahIM kiyA, vaha kitanI apUrva sAdhanA thI, jisakI hama vartamAna meM sugandha prApta kara rahe haiM, kabhI apanI manodazA kA paricaya prApta nahIM kiyA ki vartamAna meM hamAre jIvana kI manodazA kitanI dUSita hai, yaha bAhara kA pradUSaNa kadAcit zarIra ko nukasAna pahuMcAegA, prANaghAtaka bana jAegA, kadAcita bImAriyoM kA AkramaNa hogA, parantu yaha mana kA sArA vAtAvaraNa itanA dUSita hai ki yaha AtmA ke lie khataranAka bana jAegA. AtmA ke lie pIr3A kA kAraNa bana jAegA. ___ bAhara ke pradUSaNa se itanA khatarA nahIM,mana ke pradUSaNa se hai. isa pradUSaNa ko kaise zuddha banAyA jAe. sAdhanA kA prakAra isalie samajhAyA jAtA hai, ki vartamAna sAdhanA ke dvArA apane antara jIvana kI aisI zuddhi karuM ki jisase mana kA pradUSaNa calA jAe. nirmala vAtAvaraNa A jAe, Aja nahIM to kala bhaviSya meM hama svayaM kI AtmA ke dUSya baneM. dhyAna ke dvArA usa dhyeya ko prApta karane vAle bane meM apane lakSya taka pahuMcane vAle bane. merA kArya kSetra itanA sundara ho ki jisake pariNAma svarUpa apanI AtmA kI prasannatA majhe mile. kabhI vaha prasannatA naSTa na ho jAe. citta kI prasannatA paramAtmA kI bhakti kA prANa tatva hai. gata ravivAra ko maiMne jo zAbdika prahAra kiyA thA, ApakI antas-cetanA ko jagAne ke lie, Apako mAlUma hogA ki sArA jIvana aMdhazraddhA se ghirA hai. ___ jo paramAtmA nahIM de sakate, jagata meM kisI kI tAkata nahIM ki Apako lAkara de jAe, kRSNa kI dvArikA nahIM baca pAI aura kRSNa vidyamAna the. mahAvIra ko sAr3he bAraha varSa taka parIzaha svIkAra karanA par3A, koI pratikAra nahIM thA. koI devatA ne Akara ke paramAtmA kA rakSaNa nahIM kiyA. rAma tadbhava mokSagAmI AtmA the. 14 varSa kA vanavAsa unako bhoganA par3A. pAMDavoM kI kyA sthiti huI, itihAsa sAkSI hai. mahApuruSoM ke jIvana meM ye sArI ghaTanAeM ghaTita huIM. karmoM dvArA upArjita jo bhI upasarga thA bhoganA par3A, koI pratikAra kisI kA calA hI nahIM. ye sArI ghaTanAeM jaba Apake sAmane vidyamAna haiM, Apa saba jAnate haiM aura dekhate haiM. samparka zraddhA meM AtmA ko sthira rakhanA hai, Apa saba jAnate haiM aura dekhate haiM. usase milegA kyA? apanI zraddhA ko naSTa karUM. apanI pavitratA ko malina karUM,paise ke lie? yadi maiM paramezvara ko upekSita karUM. eka bAra Apa dRr3ha nizcaya karie. mujhe paise ke lie pApa nahI karanA hai, apanI zraddhA becakara mujhe jagata prApta nahIM karanA hai. gajarAta ke mahAmaMtrI samrATa kamAra pAla kI mRtyu ke bAda nayA rAjA ajayapAla bar3A durAcArI, bar3e duSTa pravRtti kA thA, jahAM para vaha mahAmaMtrI ke rUpa meM Ae, unakI tIna-tIna pIr3hiyoM ne rAjya kI sevA meM arpaNa kiyA, baDe vizvasta the. vaphAdAra the, parantu paramAtmA jinezvara kI upAsanA karane vAle, anubhava kA bhaNDAra, kuzAgrabuddhi vAle, apanI prajA ke lie bahuta kucha kiyA. mahAmaMtrI kA jaise hI tilaka lagAkara rAjadarabAra meM unakA Agamana huA, mAlUma paDA ki usa tilaka dvArA ye kumAra pAla kA vyakti hai. kyoMki kumAra pAla loo Pold 321 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- %3DguruvANI: - ra pratidina pUjA karane vAlA, tInoM samaya paramAtmA kA darzana karane vAlA, bar3I nirmala AtmA thI. logoM ke hRdayapara usakA sAmrAjya thA, prema kA sAmrAjya thA, jo kabhI naSTa hotA hI nahIM rAma kA kaisA prema kA sAmrAjya rahA jo Aja taka vidyamAna hai. logoM ke atahRdaya para Aja bhI unakA rAjya hai, bAhara se lAe yA Ae, usakA koI matalaba nahIM, koI mUlya nahIM. jo hRdaya meM smRti banAkara banA rahe, usI kA mUlya hai. Apa dekha lenA AhaDa mahAmaMtrI rAjadarabAra meM kaise Ae, jaise hI vahAM tilaka dekhA aura bhaDakA. dekhate hI usake andara use lagA ki yaha kumAra pAla kA vyakti hai. kadAcit yahAM mere rAjya meM yaha vidroha paidA karegA. Aga kI cinagArI lekara ke AyA hai, mana meM aisI bhaya kI kalpanA thI. pahale Adeza usane diyA ki tilaka miTA karake Ao, usake bAda mere rAjadarabAra meM tuma A sakate ho. usakI bahAdurI dekhie. assI varSa kI avasthA thI. vayovRddha vyakti thA. pUrA prAmANika apane jIvana meM thA. parantu prabhu zAsana kA anurAga kaise roma-roma meM se paramAtmA kI pukAra nikalatI thI. usane kahA rAjan! maiM Apake kAma meM pUrNa vaphAdAra rahUMgA, parantu yaha merA tilaka merI zraddhA kA pratIka hai. maiMne paramAtmA tIrthaMkara ko apanA jIvana arpaNa kara diyA hai. unakI AjJA maiMne zirodhArya kI hai, yaha unakA maMgala pratIka hai. yaha maiM miTA nahI sakatA. rAjan / Apa mujhe miTA sakate hai. merA tilaka nahI miTa sakatA. vicAra ke andara dRr3hatA thI. aisI dRDhatA Aja hamAre andara kahAM. bhautika vastu ko prApta karane ke lie insAna paise ke lie prANa detA hai. paramezvara ke lie arpaNa karane vAle kitane hai? 1945 ke andara vizva yuddha ke pUrNa hone kI taiyArI thI. yaha ghaTanA 44 kI hai. paiMtAlIsa ke andara to yuddha samApta ho gayA. parantu 44 ke andara eka aisI ghaTanA ghaTI, jApAna kI rASTrIya bhAvanA kA kabhI Apane itihAsa nahI dekhA hogA. ghamAsAna yuddha cala rahA thA. vahAM ke nAgarika itane ghamAsAna yuddha ke andara tabAha ho gae. parantu vahAM kabhI samarpita hone ke lie taiyAra nahI. prANa de deMge parantu samarpaNa svIkAra nahIM. aisI paristhiti meM jApAna kI isa dRr3hatA ko dekhakara briTiza senA ke kamANDaroM ne nirNaya kara vahAM se kyUna merIpho briTiza jalapota jala senA durga bhejA gayA. sAutha eziyA ke andara, yuddha kSetra ke andara use bhejane kA Adeza diyA gayA. naMyA manobala mitra rASTroM ke sainiko ko mila jAe isa Azaya se... itanA vizvAsa thA ki carcila jaise mahAna kuTila nItijJa pradhAna maMtrI ne kahA ki yaha briTiza jalapota briTiza senA kA baikabona hai. hamArI rIr3a kI haDDI hai. jagata kI koI tAkata isako Dubo nahIM sakatI. naSTa nahIM kara sakatI. Akhira meM jaise hI yuddha kA jahAja hinda mahAsAgara ho karake AyA jApAna ke sainikoM ne mila karake mITiMga kiyA, kyA kiyA - - 322 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: jAe ? aisI bhayAnaka paristhiti meM yadi jahAja kA praveza ho gayA. jApAna ke bandaragAha para agara jahAja ghusa gayA, pUre jApAna ko isase nukasAna pahuMcegA. hamArA manobala TUTa jAegA. bar3e bar3e nagara ko dhvasta kara degA. hamArI jala senA ko khatma kara degA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir itanI bar3I tAkata jala senA kI jApAna kA eka jamAnA thA. pUrA sAmrAjya thA. samudra para pUrA adhikAra usa rASTra kA thA. mITiMga ke andara yaha nirNaya liyA gayA ki usako tor3A kisa prakAra jAe koI aisI tAkata nahIM ki isa jahAja ko tor3A jAe. isalie to carcila ko garva thA. yaha abhedya durga hai. kamANDaroM ne eka vicAra kiyA ki eka upAya hai, agara prANa dene vAle vyakti mila jAeM aura jyAdA nahI cAra-pAMca eroplena, unake andara bama lekara ke jAeM. sTImara ko agara lagA detA, Takkara visphoTa hogA aura bhayaMkara visphoTa hogA. isameM yaha sTImara nizcita TUTa jAegA. aise mujhe paccIsa javAna cAhie. isa deza meM se jo deza ki rakSA ke lie apanA prANa de sakeM. zAma kA samaya thA, vahAM ke samrATa ko jaba jAkara sainika kamANDara ne kahA, samrATa ne isa bAta ko svIkAra kiyA, rAtri ke samaya ghoSaNA jApAnI reDiyoM se ki hamAre rASTra ke lie mAtra paccIsa javAna cAhie jo apanI jAna de sakeM. prAtaH kAla unako bhartI Aphisa me nau baje pahucanA hai. jApAna ke samrATa kA yaha Adeza thA. sAre jApAna ke andara yaha ghoSaNA kI gaI. prAtaH kAla jaise hI bhartI Aphisa meM kamANDara gayA, vaha ghabarA gayA ki aba mai kyA karUM?, paccIsa hajAra javAna lAina meM khar3e the. dekhakara AMkha phaTa gaI thI usakI, vicAra meM DUba gayA ki dhanya haiM. AMsU A gae, kamANDara ke ki kaisA hamArA deza ! kaise hamAre nAgarika ! rASTra ke lie prANa dene kA saudA cala rahA hai. mAtra paccIsa javAna prANa dene vAle cAhie, paccIsa hajAra lar3ake khar3e haiM. kyA kiyA jAe? bulAyA, samajhAyA. koI mAnane ko taiyAra hI nahIM, saba ke nAma le lekara ciTThI nikAlI gaI jinakA nAma AegA unako hI liyA jAegA. aise javAna unameM se pasanda kie gae, bahuta jaldI meM unako taiyAra kiyA gayA ki airoplena ke sAtha baiThakara aura bhayaMkara bama lekara ke eka sAtha eka sAtha jA karake jaba jahAjoM ne aTaika kiyA aura abhedya briTiza jalapota DubA diyA gayA. " briTena kA sArA gaurava khatma ho gayA, carcila udAsa ho gayA. vicAra meM DUba gayA, ajaba tAkata hai inakI mai yaha kaI bAra socA karatA hUM eka sAmAnya bhautika rASTra ke lie yuddha kSetra ke andara itanI prasannatA se jaba logoM ne apanA prANa de diyA, Aja usa rASTra kI cetanA to dekheM. yuddha meM sApha ho gayA. aisA barabAda kara diyA hirozimA aura nAgAsAkI para bama DAlA gayA ki vaha sadiyoM taka khar3A na ho sake, usa rASTra kI cetanA usakI 323 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - - prAmANikatA dekhie. Aja khar3A ho gayA, khaDA huA itanA hI nahI, jagata ke sAtha gati se cala rahA hai. saba rASTroM se Age nikalane kA usakA prayAsa hai. ___ Aja dekhie hara taraha se samRddha milegA, bauddhika dRSTi se dekhie to bahuta samRddha rASTra hai. unakI unnati kA kAraNa deza ke prati unakA anurAga, aura aisA anurAga paramAtmA ke prati A jAe to antara hRdaya kA sAmrAjya sahaja hI prApta kara le... itanA bar3A mahAmantrI jaise hI vahAM para rAjA kA Adeza huA, tilaka miTAkara Ao. assI varSa ke vayovRddha mahAmantrI ne kahA, rAjana! majhe miTA sakate haiM yaha tilaka nahI miTa sakatA. cetAvanI dI dekho, samajha jAo, tumhAre pUrvajoM ne isa deza kI bahuta sevA kI hai, jyAdA vicAra karake Ao. isame vicAranA kyA hai? pahale to jinezvara paramAtmA kI AjJA usake bAda, saMsAra ko dekhanA hai. aura usake bAda mujhe Apako sunanA hai. kaTe hue para namaka DAla de, kaisI pIr3A hotI hai.? rAjA ke mana meM bhI aisI pIr3A, aisA darda paidA huA. darda kA pariNAma rAjA ne Adeza de diyA ki jidhara sainikoM ke lie pUrI talI jA rahI thI. jidhara vaha rasoI banAI jA rahI thI. vahAM le jA karake mantrI ko batalAyA gayA-mantrI jI, rAjA ne aisA Adeza diyA hai ki usakA pariNAma Apake sammukha haiM. yaha tela kI kar3AhI Apane dekhI? bahuta baDI kar3AhI hai, sainikoM ke lie pUrI talI jA rahI hai. rAjA ne Adeza diyA hai yA to Apa tilaka miTAeM yA isake andara kUda jAe. vikrama saMvata 1230 kI ghaTanA hai. mahAmantrIzvara ne arihate zaraNa pavvajjAmi. arihaMta paramAtmA kA samarpaNa svIkAra kiyA, rAjA ko dhanyavAda diyA aura kahA-rAjana, bahuta bar3A ApakA upakAra hai, aisI jAgRta dazA meM Apane mujhe mRtyu dekara inAma diyA. aisA sundara inAma diyA jisase ki bhaviSya meM maiM paramAtmA ko pA sakaM. kyA patA mRtyu kisa sthiti meM ho jAe.? kyA patA pramAda ke andara mRtyu ho jAe? kyA patA merI mauta durghaTanA meM ho jAe? rAtri meM sotA rahUM aura mere prANa cale jAeM? bahuta hI sundara mujhe maukA diyA. rAjan, maiM ApakA upakAra kabhI bhUla nahI sakUgA. eka tilaka ke lie assI varSa ke mahAmantrI ne jo kahA thA, karake dikhalA diyA, ve bhale hI bhautika-dRSTi se mara gae, parantu itihAsa ke andara Aja bhI ye vyakti jIvita mileMge. kaisI apUrva zraddhA hogI. arihante zaraNaM pavvajjAmi. kUda gaye usake andara, prANa de diyA, parantu apanI zraddhA se cala-vicala nahIM huye. ye hamAre pUrvaja the, paramAtmA ke prati aisI prAmANikatA thI. aise hamAre usa jamAne ke mahAna AcArya, paramAtmA ke prati aura gurujanoM ke prati prAmANikatA aura vaphAdArI thI, kahane ko hama roja kahate haiM, sAhU zaraNaM pavvajjAmi. yadi kisI sAdhu mahArAja kA Adeza A jAe, dekhA jAegA. mahArAja kA Adeza udhAra meM calatA hai. jagata kA aura parivAra kA Adeza rokar3a meM calatA hai 324 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI ___ yadi ghara meM putra kA Adeza ho, zrAvikA kA Adeza mila jAe ki yaha kArya karanA hai, jarA bhI upekSA nahI. koI maMgala kArya A jAe, dharma kArya A jAe, kisI paropakAra meM do paisA agara dene kA prazna A jAe, mahArAja. jarA vicAreMge. maiM bhI kahatA hUM. aise daridroM se kyA lenA, jo puNya kArya ko udhAra meM rakhate hoM, kala kareMge. ye mana kI mAnasika daridratA ke lakSaNa haiM. hamAre aise bhI pUrvaja the. jinhoMne aise mahAna kArya kiye. kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandra sUri jo isa jagata ke andara jJAna ke sUrya samAna the, aisA sAhitya kA samudra dene vAlA eka bhI mahApuruSa Aja taka paidA nahI haA 2500 varSoM meM. ve sarasvatI ke varada-putra the, unakI pratibhA alaukika thI, aura zera kI santAna bhI zera jaisI thI. unake ziSya rAmacandra sUri vidvAna, mahAna kavi aura isI samrAT ajayapAla ne jina ko lekara hamAre Ahar3a mantrI ne tilaka ke lie prANa arpaNa kara diyA, hamAre rAmacandra sUri mahArAja ko bhI bulAkara usane Adeza diyA. jisako AjJA se bAhara nikAlA thA, jo anuzAsana bhaMga karane vAlA, prabhu AjJA ke prati drohI thA bAlacandra, hema candra sUri kA ziSya thA, parantu AcArya bhagavanta kI AjJA se bahiSkRta kara diyA, ki yaha ayogya aura kupAtra hai. unake sAtha rAjA kA aisA sundara saMbaMdha thA, saMbaMdha ko lekara kucha pralobhana meM Akara rAjA ne rAmacandra sUri ko bulAyA, mahAna gItArtha puruSa the, parama pavitra AcaraNa thA, guru AjJA ko samarpita the, bulAkara ke kahA - "bAlacandra ko AcArya pada diyA jAe." rAmacandra sUri ne kahA - "rAjan-maiM svIkAra nahIM kara sakatA. mere guru kA Adeza sarvopari hai. mujha se bhale hI ye dIkSA meM bar3e hai. vidvAna hai, saba kucha hai, para guru AjJA kA droha to maiM nahIM kara sakatA." "tuma jAnate ho isakA kyA pariNAma hogA?" "pariNAma kyA? jaba dIkSA lI, saMnyAsa liyA, sara se kaphana sAtha meM lekara AyA hUM, mauta se sAdhu Darate nahIM." garjanA dI guru AjJA ke prati vaphAdArI thI, jAnate the. isakA pariNAma kyA ho sakatA hai. Adeza diyA samrATa ajayapAla ne. yaha ghaTanA bhI 1230 kI hai. unhoMne kahA - "agara ye AcArya pada dene ko taiyAra nahIM, mere Adeza kA agara ullaMghana karate haiM. inheM mauta kI sajA dI jAe. kisa prakAra mauta dI jAe vaha bhI batalA diyA. garma-lohe kA tavA, bar3e-bar3e usameM kIla lage hue, Aga meM tapAkara lAla surkha banA diyA. koI bhI cIja usameM DAla dI jAe to moma kI taraha pighala jAe, itanA lAla-surkha kiyA gayA. rAmacandra sUri ko vahAM lekara gae. rAjA ne kahA - "Apa merI AjJA mAna leM, maineM jo Adeza diyA hai, usake anAdara kA pariNAma sAmane dekha leM, agara mAna lete haiM, rAjya guru kA pada Apako diyA jAegA. bahuta bar3A sammAna maiM ApakA karUMgA, mere Agraha se Apa inheM AcArya pada de deM." - 325 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI unhoMne kahA - "maiMne to apanA jIvana guru ko sarmipata kiyA hai. unakI AjJA kA anAdara mere isa jIvana meM honA saMbhava hai nahIM. rAjan. jo Apako karanA ho kareM. mere andara Apake prati koI durbhAvanA nahIM, yaha mere karma kA doSa hai, koI pUrva-kRta kama udaya meM AyA hai usakA maiM svAgata karatA ha. maiM pratikAra karatA nahIM, merA koI kleza nahIM apanI sAdhanA ke andara mujhe pUrNa vizvAsa hai, sadagati prApta hogI, itanA to maiM nizcinta ha. Apa vilamba kyoM karate ho.? apanI AjJA kA pAlana prasannatA se kIjie." "so jAiye isake andara." lAla surkha lohe kA tavA. bar3e-bar3e kIla lage hue. arihante zaraNaM pavvajjAmi. sadA ke lie so gaye. prANa arpaNa kara diyA, sArA zarIra jalakara ke rAkha bana gayA. ye hamAre pUrvaja, eka paramAtmA ke Adeza ke lie itanI prAmANikatA, vaphAdArI. jIvana arpaNa kara diyA, aura zAsana ke itihAsa meM ve amara ho gaye. aisA hai hamArA itihAsa. __ cha: mahIne meM rAjA kI mRtyu huI. sAre rAjya ke andara arAjakatA phaila gaI. vaha duSTa sAdhu bhI marakara ke vyantara banA. duSTa prakRti kA deva banA, kyoMki caritra bala to thA, caritra meM koI doSa nahI thA, usa kAraNa se gati kucha acchI milI. pUrva kA dveSa, pure rAjya ke andara bhayaMkara upadrava usane kara diyA, upadrava kA pariNAma eka-eka ghara meM loga marane laga gae. mauta ke muMha meM jAne laga gae, bhayaMkara bImArI phaila gaI, logoM meM eka prakAra kA bhaya chA gayA, usake lie bahuta bar3A anuSThAna kiyA gayA, aura prArthanA kI gaI. taba jAkara ke usane aprakaTa rUpa se logoM ko yaha kahA -- "maiM tabhI zAnta ho sakatA hUM, maiM bAla candra hUM, mujhe AcArya pada nahI diyA gayA, merI isa vAsanA ke kAraNa, merI AtmA ko jo dukhaH pahuMcA, usakA yaha vartamAna pariNAma sAre nagara ko sApha karake rahU~gA. eka bhI vyakti isa nagara meM jIvita nahIM rahegA." mere sAtha jo vyavahAra kiyA gayA usakA pratizodha lekara ke rahUMgA. Akhira meM jo pariNAma AnA thA, vahI AyA, vahAM ke logoM ne bahuta sundara anuSThAna karake prArthanA karake use zAnta karane kA prayAsa kiyA. usake bAda usase pUchA ki "ApakI antarkAmanA kyA hai? batalAiye. isa taraha se nirdoSa vyakti jaba mara jAeMge, ina nirdoSa vyaktiyoM ko mArakara ke Apa kyA prApta karageM. kyA milegA Apako?" ___ usane kahA - "agara merI eka icchA tuma pUrI kara do, to maiM ye upadrava zAnta kara dUM." "ApakI icchA kyA hai?" "cartudazI ke dina pAkSika pratikramaNa meM, sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa meM, prati caturdazI ke dina mere guru kI batAI huI apUrNa racanA, tIrthaMkaroM kI stuti aura prArthanA, jo strota hai, vaha jo bolA jAtA hai caitya vandana ke rUpa meM, pratikramaNa prArambha karane se pUrva, agara merI batAI huI stuti tuma bolo to maiM zAnta ho jAU." - 326 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI usa samaya hamAre pUjyoM ne, vahAM ke saMgha ne nirNaya kiyA. nahIM to kitane hI vyaktiyoM kI mauteM ho jAtI, upadrava se, azAnti se sAre saMgha meM vikSobha ho jAtA, use zAnta karane ke lie svIkAra kiyA ki calo Aja se yaha hama nirNaya karate hai, aura pUre saMdha meM ghoSita karate haiM tumhArI batAI huI stuti Aja se bolI jAegI, taba se Aja taka nau sau varSa ho gae, hara caturdazI ke dina sanAtsayA kI stuti bolI jAtI hai. "bAla candrAbhadaMSTram" usI nAlAyaka ziSya kI racanA hai, kalikAla sarvajJa ke ziSya the, kintu AtmA se bahiSkRta kara diyA gayA, aura pariNAma mRtyu ke bAda vyantara mAnoM meM pratizodha kI bhAvanA se, saMgha ke andara jaba upadrava kiyA, use zAnta karane ke lie saMgha ne svIkAra kiyA, yaha stuti Aja taka bolI jAtI hai. kahane kA matalaba, una AtmAoM kI Apa prAmANikatA dekhie, Aja hamAre jIvana kI durdazA dekhie, pratikramaNa kareM, sAmAyika kareM, paramAtmA kI prArthanA kareM, paramAtmA ke prati hamArA vizvAsa, hamArA prema aura hamArA anurAga kaisA? ve hamAre pUrvaja the. paramezvara ke lie prANa dene vAle the. do paisA denA par3e, to dasa bahAnA nikAle. vahA dekara A jAeMge. guptadAna karake A jAeMge. sAmane sInA karake deMge. AI. TI. o. zaraNam pavvajjAmi. inkama Taiksa Aphisa meM gae, vahAM hamArI dazA dekhie, do zabda kar3avA bhI kahe to bhI suna leMge, sAdhu munirAja yadi Apake kalyANa ke lie do zabda boleM to Apase sahana nahIM hogA. Aphisa meM sahana hogA, vahAM kI mAra khAkara A jAeMge, jagata kA apamAna sahana karake AeMge, inkama Taiksa Aphisa meM agara Apako cora kaheM to bhI Apa AzIrvAda mAneMge, yadi sAdhu Atma kalyANa ke lie do zabda kahe, hamArI guru bhakti, hamAre zAsana ke anurAga, AtmakalyANa kI bhAvanA, se do zabda kahe, to bhI ye pacA nahIM pAte. yaha hamArI dazA hai. sAre jagata ke lie hama sahana karate haiM, parantu AtmA ke lie hamArI koI taiyArI nahIM. isa sthiti meM vartamAna cala rahA hai. bAta karate haiM mokSa kI. kabhI hamane yaha nahIM socA ki hamArA vartamAna kisa prakAra kA hai. durAcAra se bharA huA, anIti se bharA huA yaha jIvana kaise Apako mokSa dene vAlA banegA. AhAra pavitra nahIM to vicAra kI pavitratA kaise AegI. dravya zuddha nahIM to bhAva zuddha kaise hogA? AhAra kI azuddhatA. Ane vAle ravivAra ko apane usa para vicAra kareMge. hamArA AhAra kaisA hai? aura usakA kyA pariNAma AtA hai? Apako namUnA batalAUMgA. Apake jIvana kA darzana Ane vAle ravivAra ko mila jAegA, yaha to maiM usase pUrva kA paricaya de rahA hUM ki hamArI vartamAna meM yaha avasthA hai, hama dhArmika banane kA prayAsa karate haiM, itanA sastA dhArmika bananA nahIM hai, 327 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI - - - - tApavANA pANA maphatalAla seTha jaisA vyakti bambaI ke andara kisI upanagara meM rahatA thA. do-tIna bhAI the. tathA hoziyAra. dhArmika kArya meM bhI Age, baiThane ko Age jagaha cAhie. sammAna cAhie, jahAM kahIM upasthiti kA prasaMga ho to sammAna cAhie. unakA nAma tIna bAra lenA par3A, unako nazA car3hatA. vaha kahate ki hAM ThIka hai. mAlA pahanAo aura pAkeTa lUTo. yaha hAlata thI, sammAna milanA cAhie. jagata kA apamAna sahana karane vAlA hamAre yahAM sammAna kI icchA rakhatA hai. paramAtmA ke darabAra meM sammAna kI apekSA, yaha to ThIka hai. loga anumodanA ke lie kucha bhI kareM parantu mana meM to socanA cAhie. hamArI kyA sthiti hai? Apa vicAra kara lIjie, vahAM unakA bhI aisA hI thA. vyAkhyAna meM Ate, pratikramaNa meM Ate, vyavahAra se AnA paDatA kyoMki agragaNya the. tInoM Akara ke Age baiThA karate. tripuTI thI, aba ye tInoM vahAM para Ate, parantu unakA jIvana dekhanA ho to ghRNA utpanna ho jAe. itanA bar3A zAnadAra baMgalA banAyA, bar3e alaga tarIke se makAna ko raMga karatA thA. pUre bambaI jaise zahara se hara roja eka vyakti Akara kahatA raMga karanA hai? kaisA karoge? jarA namUnA dikhAo. aba vaha namUnA dikhAne ke lie raMga karane vAlA becArA bar3I mehanata karatA, tAki seTha pUre baMgale kA koMnTrekTa mujhe de deM. lAbha kI dRSTi se becArA zrama karatA zAma ko tInoM gAr3I meM Ate. bAghamala jI andara Akara dekhate aura kArIgaroM se kahate kyA tujhako raMganA AtA hai? makAna bigAr3a diyA. sArA pAliza bigAr3a diyA, pAliza karanA sIkha kara Ao, phira tumhe kAnTrekTa diyA jAegA. zAma ko vidAI kara dete, namUne namUne meM pUrA baMgalA raMgavA liyA. eka paisA gAMTha kA nahI lagA. ___ bar3e hoziyAra baDe cAlAka, sArA kAma isI taraha se karavAte, phira dhArmika kahalAne meM pahale nambara, barobara paryuSaNa meM Agamana huA. eka mahInA pahale se mAravAr3a kA koI sahadharmI bhAI gayA hogA. hama bAta to karate haiM, sahadharmI, bandhuoM kI, jaba prasaMga AtA hai. maiMne do ravivAra taka Apako paricaya diyA, jarA hRdaya meM vicAra AyA ki merA yaha paryuSaNa saphala bana jAe. maiM kisI eka bhAI ko aisA khaDA karUM, maiM kisI bhAI ke andara apanatva kI bhAvanA paidA karUM. usa AtmA ko kucha dekara Atma saMtoSa anubhava karUM, aisI bhAvanA Aja taka paidA nahIM huI. merA bhAI mere se bhI Age bar3he, kaise hamAre pUrvajoM ne sahadharmI bandhuoM kI pUjA kI hai. kisa prakAra kI bhakti kI hai? Apako kahA, bambaI kA paricaya diyA, Aja ke loga kisa prakAra jIvana jI rahe haiM. yaha paramezvara kI bhakti hai. saMgha kI sevA paramAtmA kI sevA hai. dIna-dukhI AtmAoM kI bhakti vaha jinezvara bhagavAna kI bhakti hai. apane hRdaya kI karuNA kA usake dvArA rakSaNa kiyA jAtA hai. AtmA kA sundara vikAsa kiyA jAtA hai dekara ke hama svayaM meM kucha pAte haiM. dekara ke kucha khAte meM nahIM pAte haiM, 328 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI Aja taka mana meM vaha bAta AI nahI. dUMgA to luTa jAegA, jo aisA vicAratA hai vaha / Aja nahIM to kala luTane hI vAlA hai. hamAre dharma bindu graMtha meM jisakA cintana calatA haiM unhoMne kahA-koI lakSmI kI pUjA karane kI jarUrata nahIM. koI devI-devatAoM kI mAnyatA kI jarUrata nahIM, tumhArI udAratA tumhAre antarAya karma ko kSaya kara degI. sArI dIvAra TUTa jAegI rukAvaTa kI, binA nimantraNa lakSmI Apake dvAra para Ae, vaha upAya batalAyA gayA-dAna. dAna kI ruci calI gaI. dAna bhI denA to prakaTa denA, prANa calA jAe, DeDa boDI raha jAe. maiMne diyA vaha gapta dAna kaisA? jisameM sugandha mile gapta dAna mokSa kA dAna mAnA gayA, vaha dene kI ruci Aja kahAM rahI. seTha maphatalAla dillI se devaloka meM gae aura DaipuTezana lekara ke gae. vahAM jAkara zikAyata kI ki santa jhUTha bolate haiM. unako koI dhandhA nahIM, ve yahI bAta kiyA karate haiM dAna do, sukhI banoge. ve bAra-bAra kahate hai ki deva loka meM kucha bhI nahIM, manuSya bhava meM hI saba kucha haiM. manuSya janma hI mokSa kI sAdhanA kA parama sAdhana hai, hamArA jIvana Apa jAnate haiM, kaisA dukhamaya banA hai, subaha se zAma taka peTa kI cintA se hI mukta nahI banate. roja Tainzana. parivAra kA Tainzana, kamAI kA Tainzana, rAjakIya Tenzana, na jAne kitanI samasyAoM se bharA huA hamArA saMsAra hai. sukha kA to nAma nizAna bhI nahI rahA. slIpiMga TebaleTasa lekara rAta nikAlate haiM. dina ko bolane kA nazA caDhAkara nikAlate haiM. yaha hamAre jIvana kI durdazA hai isIlie deva loka meM hama yaha zikAyata lekara Ae haiM. sAdhu-santoM kA bakanA banda karavA deM, ye bekAra kI bAta karate haiM. saba to devaloka meM dekhA jAtA hai, maiM yaha jAnane AyA hUM ki sukha kA rAstA kyA hai? upAya kyA hai? Apa itane sukhI aura hama dukhI hai. isakA kAraNa kyA hai? indra mahArAja ne kahA-Apa bahuta dUra se Ae haiM, bhojana Adi grahaNa kareM, usake bAda zAnti se Apake prazna kA uttara dUMgA, eka ziSTAcAra to hai hI bhojana kA samaya ho gayA thA. le gae andara DAyaniMga Tebala lagA thA. baDI sundara bhojana kI sAmagrI rakhI thI. devatAoM ko vahAM kyA kamI thI?, sukha ke vaibhava ko kyA duSkAla thA? vahAM bhojana ke lie saba baiTha gae, devatA bhI apane caimbara meM gae, maphata lAla bhI baiTha gae. jaise hI bhojana ke lie hAtha lambA kiyA, Diza meM hAtha DAlA goliyAM lekara jaba muhaM para lAne laga gae, hAtha sabake sthira ho gae, aba goliyAM muhaM me jAeM nahIM, hAtha vahIM kA vahIM aTakA rahA, aba vahAM lambA caur3A bhASaNa calanA zurU huA, maphatalAla ne kahA-ye to bar3A galata kiyA gayA, hamArA apamAna kiyA gayA, hama itanI dUra se Ae. bhojana kI thAlI para baiThA karake hamArA isa prakAra kA devatA loka meM apamAna. jAkara ke dillI meM bar3I sabhA kareMge, virodha kA prastAva pAsa kareMge, prastAva yahAM para bhejeMge, Andolana calAeMge, railI nikAleMge, nAre lagAeMge, gharoM me vijJApana deMge, apamAna kA badalA - - 329 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra S www.kobatirth.org guruvANI hama lekara raheMge. maphatalAla bolane meM to kama the nahIM, kahAM paisA lagatA hai. bar3A lambA caur3A bhASaNa vahAM para calA, Apa vicAra kara lIjie, khAlI tapelA hotA hai to AvAja bahuta AegA. peTa bhUkhA thA to bhaukaneM me koI kamI rakhI nahIM samaya pUrA huA indra mahArAja ne apane dUta ko bhejA bulAkara lAo, darabAra meM hAjira karo. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dUta Ae aura kahA- sabhA kA samaya zurU ho rahA hai, aba calo, ve becAre eka to bhUkhe, itanA lambA caur3A bhASaNa diyA huA gae vahAM para sabhA meM baiThe to ceharA dekhane jaisA, indra mahArAja ne kahA- Apake prazna kA uttara Apako mila gayA? kyA uttara milA ? apamAna kiyA, bhojana kI thAlI meM baiThAkara bhUkhe rahe. kama apamAna hai ? indra mahArAja ne kahA- devatAoM ke sAtha bhI aisA vyavahAra kiyA gayA, unase pUchie bhUkhe Ae yA khAkara Ae. devatAoM ne kahA- mahArAja hama to peTa bharakara Ae, tRpta hokara Ae ekadama pUrNa hokara Ae jarA bhI bhUkha nahIM. maphatalAla ne kahA- Apake hAtha jaba sIdhe kara die, stabhita ho gayA, Apa bhojana kaise kie ? are, tuma jAnate nahI ? tumhAre meM itanI akala nahIM, sIkha lo hAtha sIdhe hamAre muMha meM nahIM gae, hamane dUsare ke muMha me DAlA, dUsare ne mere muMha meM DAlA, basa itanI sI bAta thI. na hamane bhASaNa diyA, na ThaharAva pAsa kiyA, na cakacaka kiyA, hamane to khilAnA zurU kiyA to khilAne vAle mujhe bhI mila gae peTa bharakara ArAma se khAe tuma kisI ke muMha meM DAle nahIM to tumhAre muhaM meM DAlegA kauna ? prakRti kA niyama hai giva enDa Teka. Apa deMge Apa ko milegA, agara Apa dAna dete hai to kudarata Apako degA. unhoMne kahA- devatAoM ke sukhI hone kA yahI kAraNa hai. unakI udAratA. manuSyoM kA dukhI hone kA kAraNa dAna kI udAratA kA abhAva eka paisA denA nahIM, ye to bAsI puNya lekara Ae to vartamAna meM khA rahe haiM. koI naI kamAI to ho nahI rahI, Aja kA diyA huA kala milegA, isameM hamArA vizvAsa nahIM. hamAre bAgamala jI bhI aise hI the, saMyoga se rAjasthAna kA koI bhAI vahAM gayA hogA, naukarI ke lie gayA. logoM ne kahA- are bhAI vahIM jAo, vahIM hamezA vaikensI milegI. mahIne kI 25 tArIkha ko Aropa lagAkara naukara nikAla diyA jAtA hai, Aropa lagA dete haiM tankhA kauna de. roja aisA hI calA. becArA rAjasthAna kA bhAI gayA hogA, jAkara ke kahA- mujhe naukarI cAhie, kahA- raha jAo. sahadharmI ho, apane bhAI ho. kyA AtA hai ? bolA- rasoI banAnA bahuta sundara AtA hai. becAre ne eka mahIne taka rasoI banAkara khilAI. itanI svAda pUrNa ghara ke aMdara zAyada 330 For Private And Personal Use Only (2)

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guruvANI: hI koI rasoI banAtA ho. bahuta hoziyAra rasoI banAne vAlA apanA ghara samajhakara, parivAra samajhakara usane bhakti kI. gharavAlI kI ciTThI AI, bambaI gae ho, do mahIne ho gae, eka paisA nahI bhejA, kahAM- dIvAlI manAeM ?, kyA kareM ? vaha ciTThI lekara dukAna para gayA, vahAM kamala jI ke pAsa pahuMcA, "yathA nAmaH tathA guNa:" jaisA nAma thA vaise hI guNa, vaisA hI AkRti vekamala jI, ye ve samajha gae. kisI kAraNa se AyA hai. " "sAhaba mere ghara se ciTThI AI hai Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kahA " " -- mai kyA karUM? tumhAre ghara kA hamase kyA matalaba?" " are sAhaba! kucha paise ke lie AyA hU~?" "yahAM koI paise kI bAta to huI nahIM, tumane kahA thA naukarI ke lie naukarI rakha dI, khAnA milatA hai, pahanane ko milatA hai. rahane ko milatA hai, bambaI me eka AdamI ke khAne para sAta sau ATha sau kA kharca AtA hai. rahane kA pAMca sau rupayA lagatA hai, kapar3A alaga * detA hUM, pandraha sau rupayA nahInA to terA aise hI ho jAtA hai, tumako paisA cAhie to dUsare ghara bahuta haiM vahAM cale jAo vaha samajha gayA noTisa mila gaI eka TakA milane kA nahIM. " are sAhaba ! ghara me khAeMge kyA ?" "vaha cintA maiM karUM ki tuma karoge. ghara tumhArA yA merA ?" ekadama sApha jabAva. * guru mahArAja ke pAsa AyA koI sAdhu mahArAja hoMge cAturmAsa meM kahA ki mahArAja jI. vaha roja Ate haiM, Apa jarA to sadbuddhi deM, yaha garIba kA paisA pasInA utAra ke maiMne paisA mAMgA, mujhe yaha galata javAba milA, Apa unako samajhAne kA prayAsa karie." - mahArAja ne kahA- "koI yogya vyakti ho, yogya pAtra ho, taba to maiM usako samajhAUM. vaha to aisA vicitra hai ki maiMne upadeza diyA to merA hI utthApana kara deMge. mujhe hI upadeza deMge meharabAnI karake aba jAne do, aura koI saMgha meM koI aise vyakti hoM, yogya hoM, " unako samajhAo to rAstA nikalegA." " vaha bhI bar3A hoziyAra ki "mahArAja! vasUla karanA to mujhe bhI AtA hai, to bhaI, jaisI icchA tumhArI paryuSaNa kA dina AyA aura pahalA hI dina thA, vahAM para pratikramaNa ke lie vaha bhI AyA, pratikramaNa meM Akara baiTha gayA, tInoM kamala, bAgamala, navala mala tInoM Akara ke baiThe hI hue the, pahalA hI dina thA pUrA saMgha baiThA thA, usa samaya dekhA ki inakA abhI phoTo utArA jAe to kAma ho jAegA. mahArAja ke kie becAre nae the, unako koI paricaya nahI thA. gAMva meM nae Ae the, vo rasoIyA bolA bhahArAja stuti bolane kA Adeza denA, bolanA pratikramaNa meM stuti bolI 331 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI cha jAtI hai. mahArAja koI sarvajJa to the nahIM ki mAlUma par3a jAe kyA bolegA? jaise hI vahAM pratikramaNa prArambha huA, aura stuti bolane kA samaya AyA. mahArAja ne kahA - "namoarihaMtANaM" gAMva vAlA khar3A thA usane kahA - "namo arihaMtANaM pratikramaNa meM paramAtmA kI stuti bolI jAtI hai, aba vaha vyakti rasoiyA thA, dharma se paramAtmA kA upAsaka thA, khar3A huA aura kahA triputi bandhu rAdhu dAla bhAta ne sAga valI kuNa-kuNa jIne haMsa navala ne bAga badI-badiyoM ghaTiyoM, sAdhu jIno bhAga. yahAM pasInA chUTa gayA, tInoM bhAiyoM ko, ye to hamArI ijjata gaI. itane bhAiyoM ke bIca meM. munIma ko bulAyA aura kahA - "inako paisA do. jo mAMge vahI do, aura yahAM se ravAnA karo." munIma gayA ki mere seTha kI ijjata to rakhe, are dUsarI tIsarI stuti bAkI hI hai. meharabAnI karo, becArA pAMva meM gira gayA ki ijjata kA savAla hai. maiM seTha kA munIma hUM, tuma mAMgo vaha dene ko taiyAra hUM. baiThAyA gAr3I meM, ghara para le gayA. diyA pAMca hajAra eka hajAra Ane jAne kA bhADA, aura Upara se-kahA jo cAhie aura dillI kI gAr3I meM baiThA diyA ki tuma ko jahAM jAnA ho jAo. kyA dazA huI, denA to par3A yaha hamArI paristhiti hai. jJAniyoM ne kahA-hara vyakti mAnasika daridratA se pIr3ita hai, jaba taka yaha udAratA kA guNa nahI AegA, vahAM taka hama apane jIvana kA AnaMda kabhI prApta nahI kara pAeMge. vahAM taka jIvana kA yaha madhura saMgIta hama suna nahI pAeMge. yahAM to paramAtmA ne kahA, pahale hI jIvana meM udAratA cAhie. kyA hama arpaNa karate haiM? binA arpaNa ke AtmA ko tapti kabhI milane vAlI nahIM. vaha arpaNa kI bhAvanA Aja kahAM hai? do paisA dene kA savAla AtA hai, dasa bahAnA nikAla deMge. turanta ceharA udAsa banatA hai, prasannatA, parantu arpaNa meM rudana. denA par3e to hamArI lAcArI, bar3I majabUrI banatI hai, jaba dene meM prasannatA A jAe to jJAniyoM ne kahA-vaha mokSa kA janma sthAna bana jAe. jIvana kA nava nirmANa ho jAe. aisI paristhiti kA nirmANa apane meM karanA hai. apane jIvana kA isa prakAra sarjana apane ko karanA hai. do tIna ravivAra se hama isI viSaya ko lekara cala rahe haiM, kala mujhe jAnA hai aura jAne se pahale hI ye kArya apane ko kara lenA hai, nahI to mana meM eka prakAra kA asantoSa raha jAegA, apane lakSya ko prApta karane ke lie, yaha hamArA purUSArtha saphala bane, varadAna bane, yaha samajha karake kArya kariye taba to AnaMda AyegA. maiMne gata ravivAra ko kahA-paise ke lie hama kitanA bar3A aMdhavizvAsa lekara ke calate haiM, milatA kyA hai? kucha nahIM, sivAya karma bandhana ke. icchA aura tRSNA se sivAya karma - 332 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI bandhana ke kucha nahI milatA, to jIvana ke andara yaha udAratA apane ko prApta karanI hai. Ane vAle ravivAra ke dina, paryuSaNa se pUrva kA ravivAra ke dina eka aise mahApuruSa kA guNAnubhAva karanA hai, jisane isa samAja ke lie bahuta kucha kiyA, aura usako hama bhUla gaye, Aja se sau varSa pahale AtmArAma jI kA jaba dharma sAmrAjya thA, usa samaya para cikAgoM ke andara barDa rilijiyasa kAMphresa rakhA gayA. jahAM kAnphreMsa rakhA gayA, usa kAnphreMsa ke andara svAmI vivekAnanda bhI gaye the. hAlAMki usa samaya unako AmantraNa nahI milA thA, amerikA jAne ke kAraNa, lokacarcA ke kAraNa vahAM ke sthAnika logoM ke Agraha para unako samaya diyA gayA parantu bI. Ara. gAMdhI jo berisTara the, mahuA ke the, gujarAta ke the, bar3e mAne hue buddhizAlI aura sajjana zrAvaka the. jinhoMne zatrunjaya tIrtha kA kesa bhI liyA. vahAM ke ThAkura ke sAtha eka anyAya kA yuddha cala rahA thA, jaise Aja to kaI jagaha cala rahe haiM. dharma ke nAma se adharma calAnA, yaha Aja hamArA dhandhA ho gayA hai. phira sAhUkArI hama batAte haiM. nAma ke lie jaina kahalAte haiM aura jainatva kA nAmonizAna nahIM hotA. kaI ginane vAle mileMge, khAne vAle mileMge aura kahalAne ko jaina kahalA leMge, jaba aisA prasaMga A jAe, netAgirI kA prasaMga A jAe, Age Ane kA prasaMga A jAe, to Age A jAeMge. bI. Ara. gAMdhI jo bairiTara the, AtmArAma jIva ko jaba vahAM Ane kA AmantraNa milA, unhoMne AmantraNa kA javAba diyA. sAdhu maryAdA hone ke kAraNa hama videza yAtrA nahIM kara pAeMge, hamArI maryAdAeM haiM, parantu yadi Apa anukUla hote hoM to eka pratinidhi ke rUpa meM kisI gRhastha ko hama bheja sakate haiM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir usI ke lie bI. Ara. gAMdhI ko bulAkara AtmArAma jI ne jaina darzana kA paricaya diyA, jaina tatva ko sikhAyA, jisa taraha se jA karake paramAtmA ke darzana kI puSTi karalI, vaha sArA AtmA rAma jIva ke pAsa unhoMne jJAna prApta kiyA. amerikA gae, kAnphreMsa pravacana meM unakI aisI dhUma macI, vahAM ke bar3e-bar3e vidvAnoM ne unake pravacana ko suneM aura sarAhA. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jainaM jayati zAsanam" E 333 For Private And Personal Use Only

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=guruvANI vANI kA vyApAra - parama kRpAlu AcArya bhagavanta zrI haribhadrasUrijI mahArAja ne, dharma-binda, dvArA AtmA kI anAdi kAlIna yAtrA kA aura AtmA ko usa yAtrA meM pUrNa virAma prApta hone kA, donoM prakAra kA upAya ina sUtroM ke dvArA batalAyA hai. jIvana kA saMpUrNa bhUtakAla, vartamAna kI sArI paristhiti, kisa prakAra bhaviSya meM pUrNatA ko upalabdha honA hai, ye sabhI upAya ina sUtroM ke dvArA batalA diye gaye haiM, saMpUrNa paricaya unhoMne isa kathana ke dvArA kara diyA. mana, vacana, karma ke ye aise sAdhana haiM jinase vyakti saMsAra bhI upArjana karatA hai aura mokSa bhI inhIM sAdhanoM dvArA prApta karatA hai, sAdhana eka hai aura sAdhya do. makAna banAne ke lie jina sAdhanoM kA upayoga kiyA jAtA hai, unhIM sAdhanoM kA kuA~ khodane ke lie bhI upayoga kiyA jAtA hai. Apa dekheM sAdhana eka hai jisase rAjamahala, rAjaprAsAda bhI vyakti nirmANa karatA hai aura kuA~ bhI usI ke dvArA khodatA hai. isI prakAra hamAre jIvana ke andara ye tIna prakAra ke sAdhana haiM mana, vacana, aura karma. ye tInoM hI sAdhana yA to svarga kA sopAna nirmANa karadeM, mokSa meM pahu~cA kara apanI yAtrA meM Apako vizrAma de deM, yA phira agara upayoga sahI tarIke se nahI kiyA gayA, to ye hI sAdhana anaMta saMsAra kA paribhramaNa karAne vAle, arthAt kugati ke sAdhana haiM. mana kA upayoga kisa prakAra honA cAhie, mere apane zabdoM ke andara kisa prakAra kA niyantraNa AnA cAhie aura mere AcaraNa meM isa ke dvArA kaisI nirmalatA AnI cAhie isakA paricaya ina sUtroM ke dvArA diyA gayA hai. vANI ke viveka kA darzana Apako inake dvArA batalAyA gayA hai. "sarvatra nindA saMtyAgo'varNavAdazca saadhussH|" ina sUtra kA Aja antima dina hai. maiMne Apase kahA kleza kA janma sthAna ApakI vANI hI hai. vANI para yadi aMkuza nahIM rahA, niyantraNa nahI rahA, aura yadi isakA isI prakAra upayoga kiyA gayA to isa upayoga kA pariNAma vinAza ko janma dene vAlA banatA hai. vANI hai to jarA sI, para isake galata upayoga se jIvana jvAlA bana jAegA. kisa prakAra kI vANI honI cAhie, una guNoM kA maine paricaya diyA. stoka, madhuram,nipuNaM, kAryapatitaM, atucchN| garvarahitam, pUrva saMkalitam,dharma saMyuktam // - inameM mAtra do para vicAra karanA bAkI thA. unameM prathama yaha ki-pUrva saMkalana karake, pahale se soca karake mujhe apanI vANI kA upayoga karanA hai. aura dUsare yaha ki jo kucha bhI maiM bolUM vaha dharma saMyuktam ho. pUrva saMkalitam aura dharma saMyuktam ye vANI ke do antima - do 334 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: guNa haiM. bhASA ko pariSkRta karane vAle haiM. pahale yaha socakara, viveka pUrvaka yadi zabda kA prayoga kiyA gayA, to vaha Apake lie hitakArI hogA. usakI koI galata pratikriyA nahIM hogI. sadabhAvanA meM aura prema saMpAdana karane meM vaha zabda sahAyaka banegA. dharma saMyuktam. hamArI prAya: yaha Adata hai ki jisa vastu kI hameM kevala jAnakArI na ho, jisakI gaharAI meM hama gaye na hoM, mAtra sunA huA ho, kevala zabdoM se paricaya pAyA ho, vaha vastu yadi Apake zabda hoMge to vaha AtmA ke lie anarthakArI baneMge. jinAjJA se viruddha jo zabda mujhe iSTa hoMge, ve AtmA ke lie anarthakArI baneMge. jinAjJA ke viruddha mujhe eka zabda kA bhI prayoga nahIM karanA hai, aisA dRr3ha saMkalpa rahanA cAhie. hameM jisakI koI jAnakArI nahIM, jJAna kI apUrNatA hai, usake andara yadi ajIrNa A jAye, pradarzana kI bhAvanA A jAye, to vaha vacana dharma se yukta nahIM hogA, yadi bhASA dharma se mukta hogI to saMsAra ke paribhramaNa evaM karmabandha kA kAraNa bana jAegI. jyAdAtara logoM kI Adata hotI hai ki svayaM jAnate nahIM phira bhI batAte haiM. apanA artha abhiprAya denA itanA sastA bana cukA hai ki usakA koI mUlya hI nahIM rahA. itane vizAla aura gahana tatva vAlI vANI ko sahI rUpa meM jAne binA, usakI gaharAI meM utare binA, yadi paramAtmA ke vacanoM para apanA abhiprAya hama vyakta kareM to usa abhiprAya kA kyA mUlya rahA / kucha bhI nahIM. yahAM nirdeza diyA gayA ki dharma saMyuktam. vaha vANI, merI bhASA dharma se yukta honI cAhiye, AtmA ke anUkUla honI cAhiye, AtmA ke vartula se usa bhASA kA janma honA cAhiye, tabhI usa bhASA kA mUlya hogA aura vaha bhASA Apake jIvana ke lie hitakArI banegI. yadi bhASA kA guNa acchI taraha se vANI aura vartana meM, vyavahAra meM A gayA to ApakA jIvana eka alaga prakAra kA hogA. parama tatva kI prApti meM vaha jIvana ApakA sahAyaka bana jAyegA. madada dene vAlA bana jAyegA, aura usakA yaha pariNAma hogA ki vyakti apanI vANI ke dvArA apanI sAdhanA ko aura puSTa karegA. usake andara kisI prakAra kA jarA sA bhI durbhAva nahIM rahegA, vaira aura kaTutA kI bhAvanA nahIM rahegI. sarvatra nindA saMtyAgoM nindA kA parityAga kara denA AtmA ke Arogya ko pAne kA eka sarala sAdhana hai. avarNavAdazca sAdhuSu aise sajjana sAdhU puruSoM ke viSaya meM kabhI galata bolane kA prayAsa nahIM karanA kyoMki vaha prayAsa karma bandhana kA hI mukhya kAraNa mAnA gayA hai. parantu hamAre vartamAna jIvana meM aise hI vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa ho gayA hai, aisI galata bAta uttejita karatI hai. uttejanA karmabandhana meM DAlatI hai, saMsAra ke bandhana meM uttejanA sAdhu bhI detA hai para yaha uttejanA saMsAra se haTAkara paramAtmA se jor3atI hai. logoM ko paramAtmA kI ora unmukha karanA sAdhu parUSoM ke jIvana kI maryAdA hai. AtmA ke sAmane AtmA ko upasthita karanA, paramAtmA OU 335 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI ke vicAroM se usako raMga denA, paramAtmA yA AtmA kA anurAgI banAnA, yaha sAdhu purUSoM kA kArya-kSetra hai. ____ maiMne pahale dina sAdhu kA paricaya diyA thA. svarUpa batAyA thA ki kisa prakAra kA ho, usakI paribhASA kisa prakAra kI ho ? sAdhnoti svaparahitArthaM ceti saadhuH|| sva kA kalyANa kare aura jagata ke kalyANa kI kAmanA kare, vaha sAdhu hai. aneka AtmAoM ke hita kA cintana karane vAlA, unheM mArga-darzana dene vAlA, svayaM sAvadhAna rahane vAlA, hamAre yahA~ sAdhu mAnA gayA hai. alaga-alaga bahuta sAre isake paryAyavAcI zabda haiM. mauna pUrvaka AtmA kA cintana karane vAlA sAdhu muni kahA jAtA hai. sAdhanA ke zrama ke andara rahanevAlA zramaNa bhI kahA jAtA hai. bhAvoM meM sajjanatA aura komalatA hone se vaha sAdhu kahalAtA hai. saMsAra se jo pUrNa virakta bana gayA, vaha virAgI bhI kahA jAtA hai. jisa artha meM Apa lenA cAheM usI artha meM vyAkhyA kI jA sakatI hai. sAdhu ko apanI maryAdA meM rahanA cAhie kyoMki agara sAdhu apanI maryAdA kA ullaMghana karatA hai to vaha dugunA doSI banatA hai. gRhastha yadi mokSa kI yAtrA meM jA rahA hai to vaha bailagAr3I meM yAtrA kara rahA hai. dhIme-dhIme apanI gati se jA rahA hai. sAdhu kI yAtrA yahA~ para kahI gaI hai supara phAsTa, yadi supara phAsTa Trena kI durghaTanA ho jAye, eksIDenTa ho jAye to DrAivara ke jIne kI saMbhAvanA nahIM rahatI. bailagADI kI durghaTanA meM kabhI koI marA ho, aisA prAyaH sunane meM nahIM AyA. . sAdhu itanI tIvra gati se apanI sAdhanA meM, apanI ur3Ana meM jA rahA hai ki yadi jarA bhI pramAda ho gayA to patana kA dvArA khulA hai. nizcita rUpa meM usakI mRtyu hone vAlI hai. parantu gRhastha ke lie aisI saMbhAvanA kama hai, kyoMki usakI yAtrA meM vaisI gati nahIM hai. vaha dhIme-dhIme gati kara rahA hotA hai. kadAcita durghaTanA ho bhI jAye to kevala vilamba ho jAyegA, parantu lakSya ke prati usakI gati banI rahegI. yaha bAta dUsarI hai ki lakSya taka pahuMcanA isa vartamAna meM saMbhava nahIM hai. sAdhu kI gati meM antara hai, ataH sAdhu apanI maryAdA meM rahegA. parantu yadi use gRhasthoM kA sAtha mila jAye aura vaha apanI manovRtti kA poSaNa kare to usa ke lie patana kA dvAra khulA hai. Aja yahI ho rahA hai. jahAM jisa cIja se sAdhu ko alipta rahanA thA, yadi usameM liptatA A jAye. yadi usake andara saMsAra kI Asakti A jAye. mUrchA jAgrata ho jAye, para-vastuoM ke saMgraha meM yadi ruci paidA ho jAye, yadi vaha apane ko anurAgI banAne meM lagA rahe to usameM sAdhutA rahegI kahAM? maiM yadi Apako apanA anurAgI banAUM, dakAna paramAtmA kI, dhandhA maiM apanA karUM to yaha dhokhAdhaDI hogI. sAdha puruSoM kA upadeza jagata meM ekarUpatA lAne ke liye thA. para Aja hamAre andara anekatA A gaI. kitane saMpradAya bana gaye? kitane matapaMtha taiyAra ho gaye? hamameM agara prAmANikatA hotI. mAtra 336 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI paramAtmA vItarAga kA yadi upadeza diyA jAtA to Aja yaha khaMDita sthiti nahIM rahatI. hamArA svarUpa pUrNa akhaNDa rUpa meM milatA. parantu jarA sA jJAna prApta huA, jJAna kA ajIrNa huA, tabhI apanI dukAna alaga calA lI.. jaba jarA sI unheM jJAna kI prApti huI, jaise hI do bhakta mile, apanA paMtha alaga kara liyA. mere bhI anuyAyI haiM jagata meM, aisA soca liyA to hareka vyakti ko anuyAyI mila jAte haiM, mArkiTa itanA bar3A hai ki grAhakoM kI kamI nahIM hai, kevala jarA sA anurAga paidA karanA par3atA hai para aisA karanA hamAre jIvana kA sabase bar3A pApa hogA. aparAdha hogA. sAdhuoM kA kArya hai ki ve paramAtmA kA anurAgI banAyeM. jinezvara bhagavanta ke rAga se hI vItarAga kI prApti hogI. paramAtmA kA rAga hI mokSa kA kAraNa banegA. vaha saMsAra se virakta kara degA. sadguNoM kA rAga honA cAhiye. parantu yahAM itanI saMkIrNatA hamAre jIvana meM A gaI hai, aisI saMkucita vAsanA se hama ghira gaye haiM ki apanA hI saMpradAya cAhiye, guNoM kI upekSA hotI hai aura vyakti kI apekSA rahatI hai. yahI vyakti mujhe cAhiye, yaha apekSA rahatI hai. usa vyaktivAda ko yadi maiM guNoM kI upekSA karake puSTa karUM aura yaha bhI mAnUM ki maiM tumhArA kalyANa karUMgA to yaha kaise sambhava hai. kyoMki vyakti jo svayaM apUrNa hai, svayaM chadmastha hai, to aise chadmastha vyakti, apUrNa vyakti, Apako kaise pUrNatA pradAna kara sakate haiM? Apa jarA ise samajhiye kyoMki yaha samajhane kA viSaya hai. __ hara vyakti yahAM para apanA anurAgI paidA karatA hai. usakA pariNAma yaha ki mujhe mAno, basa mujhe hI namaskAra karo, maiM hI tumhArA kalyANa karUMgA. isa prakAra hamane to zabdoM ke artha meM se bhI anartha paidA kara diyA hai. gItA ke andara zrI kRSNa ne kaI aise zabdoM kA prayoga kiyA, jo sApekSa haiM. parantu hama usako samajha nahIM pAye aura isalie usakA ekadama saMkIrNa sAmpradAyika artha kara liyA hai. yadi adhyAtmika dRSTi se, mahAvIra ke anekAnta para vicAra kiyA jAye to pUrNa rUpa se mahAvIra ke anukUla zrI kRSNa ke vAkya Apako mileMge koI antara nahIM milegA. zrI kRSNa ne gItA ke andara upadeza dete hue kahA - "sarvadharmAna parityajya mAmekaM zaraNaM vraja" he arjuna! ye sAre duniyA bhara ke jo dharma haiM una kA tU parityAga kara de, aura apane Atmadharma meM svayaM ko sthira kara. yaha baDA sundara upadeza hai. "sarvadharmAn parityajya" ye jo bAhya dharma haiM, AtmA se bhinna jo pauglika dharma haiM. jo AtmA ke lie vikAra utpanna karane vAle haiM. AtmA ko durgati meM le jAne vAle haiM, una sabhI dharmoM kA tU parityAga kara de aura vizuddha Atmadharma ke andara tU sthiratA paidA kara. yaha isakA artha hai AdhyAtmika dRSTi se. parantu hamane isako alaga artha meM le liyA, duniyA ke to sabhI dharmoM kA parityAga kara de, aura mAtra merI zaraNa grahaNa kara. - 337 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: guruvANI: he arjuna, mAtra tU merI zaraNa grahaNa kara maiM tujhe mokSa dUMgA. koI mahApuruSa kabhI isa prakAra se kaheMge? kabhI unake jIvana meM ahaMkAra kA durgandha Apako milegA ? Apa samajha lIjiye, yadi maiM kahUM ki mere pAsa Ao, merI zaraNa grahaNa karo, maiM tumheM sukha zAnti dUMgA, tumheM sampanna banAUMgA, artha se paripUrNa karUMgA, aisA maiM kahUM to jagata kI dRSTi meM mere lie unakA kyA Azaya aura bhAva hogA. zrI kRSNa jaise yogI gItA meM isa prakAra upadeza deM, ki puruSa "sarvadharmAn parityajya mAmekaM zaraNaM vraja" yahAM mAM meM zabda kA artha kevala AtmA se hai. isa zabda kA upayoga AtmA kI apekSA se kiyA gayA hai, yahAM yadi dArzanika ulajhanoM meM Apa cale jAyeM aura sAmpradAyika dRSTi se artha kareM, to usakA pariNAma kyA hogA ? anartha hogA yaha ki duniyA ke jo bhI dharma haiM, unako tU chor3a de, mAtra merI zaraNa grahaNa kara maiM tujhe mokSa dUMgA. kyA koI mahApuruSa aisA kabhI boleMge? kyA unake zabdoM meM aham ki durgandhi kabhI milegI ? kabhI nahIM. hamane una zabdoM ko pakar3a liyA aura unake rahasya artha ko ekadama gauNa kara diyA hai, apanI dRSTi se hamane artha saMkalita kara liyA. yahI anartha kA kAraNa hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir - duniyA ke hareka dharma grantha meM Apako yaha cIja milegI, isIliye bhagavAna ne apanI anekAnta dRSTi dI. unake arthoM ko samajhane ke lie sApekSa bhAva cAhie. donoM prakAra kA dRSTikoNa honA cAhiye. gItA meM aura bhI bAteM batalAI gaI haiM jo bar3I sundara haiM. " svadharme nidhanaM zreyaH paradharmo bhayAvahaH " yaha mahA vAkya hai zrI kRSNa kA apUrva cintana hai, isake andara jIvana kA niSkarSa, tatva kA nicor3a, isa sUtra ke andara hai. parantu yadi sAMpradAyika dRSTi se artha kareMge to anartha paidA hogA. saMkIrNatA A jAyegI. "duniyA ke sabhI dharma bar3e khataranAka haiM. apane dharma ke andara hI maranA tumhAre lie zreSTha hogA." bar3A sIdhA sA zabda kA artha nikalatA hai. parantu yadi rahasya meM Apa jAyeM to apUrva rahasya Apako jAnane ko milegA. kitane uttama bhAva haiM. ye ki jitane bhI AtmA se bhinna dharma haiM, paudgalika dharma haiM, jagata ke andara ye jo bhI dharma haiM, ve vAsanA janita haiM. he arjuna! ve sabhI tumhArI AtmA ke lie khataranAka haiM, unase bacake rahanA. 338 svadharme nidhanaM zreyaH. Atma dharma ke andara mRtyu prApta karanA. vahI maMgala hai. vahI zreya hai. yaha bar3A sundara isakA artha hai. jagata ke eka-eka dharma ke andara vartamAna meM aisI vikRti A gaI hai ki hamArI udAratA calI gaI. ekadama sAMpradAyika saMkIrNatA hama meM A gayI. hamAre yahAM bhI yahI sthiti huI. anekAnta kI mAnyatA ko lekara calane vAle, anekAnta dRSTi dvArA jIvana kI sAdhanA karane vAle hamAre jaise sAdhu santoM meM yadi vikAra A jAye. hamAre jaise sAdhuoM meM yadi yaha ekAntika dRSTi A jAye, saMkIrNatA A jAye ki mujhe For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI mAno, maiM tumhArA kalyANa karUMgA, maiM tumheM mokSa dUMgA, mAtra mujhe namaskAra karane se tumhArA kalyANa hogA to yaha hamArI saMkIrNatA hogI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir " sAdhu jIvana to udAratA se paripUrNa hotA hai sAdhu kisI saMpradAya meM baMdhA nahIM rahatA, vaha to apanI vyavasthA meM anuzAsana meM rahatA hai parantu usake jIvana kI udAratA aisI hotI hai ki vaha sAre jagata ke kalyANa ko lekara calatA hai. kyA usa AtmA ke vaibhava ko hama Thokara mAra deM ? saMkIrNatA meM yadi hama A jAyeM, to usameM vartamAna pariNAma Apako milegA. na jAne kitane mata kitane paMtha aura eka hI saMpradAya meM alaga-alaga anuyAyI Apako mileMge, saba kI bhinna-bhinna mAnyatA Apako milegI, jisa gurujana kA Apa para upakAra huA ho, jisa guru ne Apa para kRpA kI ho, jisake dvArA Apane dharma meM praveza pAyA ho, dina meM sI bAra usa puNyazAlI AtmA kA smaraNa kareM, apane hRdaya meM guru ke rUpa ko sthAna dene meM koI Apati nahIM, parantu jaba use sAmAjika rUpa de diyA jAye, use mukhya mAnakara anya saba ko gauNa kara diyA jAye to usakA pariNAma kitanA khataranAka hogA? isakA anumAna nahIM lagAyA jA sakatA. vyaktigata anurAga paidA kara leM aura guNoM kA anurAga Apa chor3a deM to vaha AtmA ke lie khataranAka banegA. isaliye bhagavAna mahAvIra ne bahuta sundara rUpa meM kahA uttamaguNAnurAo nivasaI jassa hiyayammi | jisameM uttama prakAra kA guNa anurAga A jAye. vaha vyakti nizcita rUpa se apanA kalyANa kara sakatA hai. tIrthaMkara pada kI prApti sahaja meM kara sakatA hai. guNoM ke anurAga ko yaha mahatva diyA gayA hai. yahAM sampradAya vizeSa ko mahatva nahIM diyA gayA. hamAre andara dina pratidina yaha roga bar3hatA jA rahA hai. na jAne kitane guru ho gaye. phira una gurujanoM kI pratiSThA, phira una gurujanoM kI upAsanA yahAM to mahAvIra kI varSa meM eka bAra jayantI AtI haiM parantu hamAre guru to eka nahIM aneka paidA hoMge. Apa kina-kina vyaktiyoM kI jayantiyoM ko manAyeMge ? tIna sau sATha dina bhI kama par3eMge. - samaya bahuta lambA caur3A hai. yahAM to aise gurujanoM ko bhI, jinakA hamAre Upara mahAna upakAra huA, hama bhUla gaye. yA phira antara meM vAsanA A gaI, kAmanA A gaI ki isakI jayantI manAo, pUjA karAo, mUrti rakho, phira usI andha mAnyatA se hama ghira gaye bahuta hI spaSTa lagane vAle alaga-alaga sampradAyoM meM hama baMTa gaye. eka hI sampradAya meM alaga-alaga sAdhuoM, alaga-alaga AcAryoM meM hama baMTa gaye. paramAtmA kA pUrA zAsana Aja khaNDita ho gayA. isa jIvAvasthA meM isakA jIrNoddhAra nahIM kiyA to yaha imArata TikanI bahuta muzkila hai. 339 mere jaise eka nahIM aneka AyeMge, Apa kisa-kisa se anurAga rakheMge, maiM isalie bahuta spaSTa kahatA hUM, jahAM bhI jAtA hUM, pahale hI sUcanA detA hUM jAte samaya AzIrvAda meM kahatA hUM. agara merA rAga rakhA to nizcita rUpa meM tumhArA patana hogA. tuma DUba jAoge. sAdhu For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI ABVE - kA nahIM, sAdhutA kA rAga rakhanA, tumhArA kalyANa hogA. kabhI vyaktigata rAga ke andara, kabhI vyaktigata moha ke andara Apa mata AnA. Apa mere se dharma prApta kareM dhanyavAda. Apa mujhe sau bAra yAda kareM, maiM manA nahIM karatA, parantu use aisA rUpa diyA jAye jo sArvajanika ho, yA jo sAmAjika rUpa le le. vyakti ko Apa itanA mahatva mata deM. apane nijI rUpa meM Apa jarUra mAne ki dharma guru haiM, unase maiMne dharma prApta kiyA haiM, jarUra unakA anurAga rakheM, vaha Apake lie AzIrvAda haiM parantu jaba use Apa vyApaka rUpa de deMge, use Apa phailAyeMge to tIrthaMkara mahAvIra kI vANI kI avamAnanA hogI. aneka sAdhu puruSoM kI upekSA ho jAyegI. mujhe aise bhI kaI mile, kahA ki mahArAja to basa unhIM ko mAnate haiM, namaskAra agara dUsare ko kareM to vaha dharma kaisA? vaha ziSTAcAra bhI unake pAsa nahIM. maiMne unase kahA - bar3I acchI bAta hai, ApakA dharma itanA kamajora hai ki agara Apa mujhe namaskAra kareM aura vaha dharma calA jAe? agara itanA Darapoka ApakA dharma hai, itanA kamajora dharma hai to yAda rakhanA, yaha dharma Apako kabhI mokSa nahIM de sakegA. itanA kamajora ki mujhe namaskAra kareM aura vaha calA jAye, aise kamajora dharma se mujhe koI matalaba nahIM. maiMne kahA - yadi Apake yahAM koI inkama-Taiksa kamiznara A jAe koI sarakArI aphasara A jAye aura kisI aisI paristhiti meM Apako AnA par3e to kyA Apa unako namaskAra na kareMge? hAM mahArAja kareMge. sar3e hue AdamI ko namaskAra kara sakatA hai, saMsArI AtmAoM ko namaskAra kara sakatA hai, jo ekadama bhraSTAcAra kA sAgara ho, bhraSTAcAra se bharA huA ho, vahAM to hama jAkara namaskAra kara AyeM, vahAM guptadAna dekara unakI bhakti bhI kara AyeM, unako lAne le jAne ke lie dasa bAra gAr3I bhejeM para dUsare sAdhuoM ko namaskAra bhI na kareM. ve Ate hoM to unake svAgata ke lie taiyAra, unake sammAna ke lie taiyAra, vahAM unakA dharma nahIM jAtA? paranta hamAre jaise koI sAdha rAste meM mila jAyeM aura unheM hAtha jor3eM yA namaskAra kareM to unakA dharma calA jAye. dhikkAra hai unakI aisI buddhi ko, Aja yaha hamArI Adata ho gaI hai. yaha roga vAyarasa kI taraha phailatA jA rahA hai. basa mujhe hI mAnoM maiM hI tumhArA kalyANa karUMgA. isa bhAvanA se, isa roga se svayaM ko bacAne kA prayAsa kareM. merA yahI kahanA hai. merI yaha cIja dukAnadArI na bana jAye. maiM yahAM paramAtmA kA prAmANika rUpa se vyApAra karane vAlA na banaM. pramANita rUpa se usa kA paricaya dene vAlA banUM. agara mujha meM vikAra A jAye, paramAtmA kA nAma gauNa karake maiM apanA mAla saplAI karUM, apane hI vicAra yadi yahAM prakaTa karUM aura apane hI anuyAyI banAUM, to prathama nambara kA maiM aparAdhI banatA hUM. gunahagAra banatA hUM. paramAtmA mahAvIra ke zAsana kI udAratA dekhiye, unhoMne yahAM guNoM kA anurAga rakhA, vyakti kA nahIM. kisI saMpradAya kA nahIM, kisI AcArya kA nahIM.. aise guNa jisa kisI meM hoM, aisI sAdhutA ko maiM vandana karatA hUM. aise sAdhu puruSoM ko namaskAra karatA hUM, mere - 340 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-kavI pANA cehare ko nahIM, mere kapar3oM ko nahIM, ve cAhe lAla yA pIlA yA sapheda haiM, andara kA khajAnA dekho, andara yadi sAdhutA hai to sau bAra namaskAra. bAhara kI paikiMga kA, pahanakara ke Ae kitane hI sundara kapar3oM kA, jJAniyoM kI dRSTi meM koI mUlya nahIM hotA. aise sAdhu to jagata meM bahuta sAre bhaTakate phirate haiM. maphatalAla kA kheta thA aura sAdhu pahuMca gaye, cAra pAMca saMnyAsI hoMge becAre, vahAM gaye, gAMva meM khAnA milA nahIM. saMyoga se aisA hI samaya thA, nikalakara rAste meM gaye cAra pAMca cele the, majA mila gayA, kheta A gayA, ganne kA kheta thA. unhoMne dekhA ki apanI bhUkha aura pyAsa donoM isase miTA leMge. andara dekhA ki kheta meM koI hai yA nahIM. dhyAna se dekhA to jAnA kheta kA koI rakhavAlA vahAM nahIM thA. socA maukA acchA hai. celoM se kahA jAo jaldI se kucha ganne tor3a lAo. ArAma se khAyeMge. bharapUra rasa mila jAyegA. becAre gaye andara. guru bAhara khar3e rahe, cele andara gaye. guru bar3e hoziyAra the, nahIM to mArkeTa kaise cale, Apa jaise grAhaka kaise mileM? kaMThI bAMdhanA hai, apanA rAgI banAnA hai. apane ko mAnane vAlA choTA sA saMpradAya banAkara phira kaheMge ki maiM unakI mAnyatA meM hUM. kyA paramAtmA ke zAsana meM yA kisI Agama meM aisI vyavasthA hai. yadi hai to mujhe batalAiye. agara maiM bhUla karatA hUM to. zabda kA jAla aisA ki becAre bhadra loga usa jAla meM phaMsa jAte haiM, una zabdoM meM A jAte haiM, phira usakI bAtoM meM aise raMga Ate haiM ki bAkI saba chUTa jAtA hai aura vaha vyakti vahAM mukhya bana jAtA hai. saMpradAya kabhI mokSa detA hai? koI sAdhu kabhI mokSa detA hai? kyA kisI sAdhu kI mAnyatA se mokSa milatA hai? kyA bhagavAna kI vANI jhUThI hai? "kaSAyamuktiH kila muktireva" bhagavAna ne kahA ki krodhAdi kaSAyoM se mukta bano jisase AtmA pUrNa samatva meM A jAye. vahIM mokSa kA kAraNa hai. yahAM to ye sAdhu rAstA batalAne vAle haiM, ve koI mokSa dene kA adhikAra nahIM rakhate. mere pAsa koI lAisensa nahIM hai jise maiM de dU~ koI jamAnA thA. aisI mAnyatA logoM meM calatI thI. krizciyanoM ke dharmagurU popa veTikana nAmaka siTI meM rahate the. usa samaya do tIna sau varSa pahale, aisI mAnyatA cala gaI ki popa meM unake Izvara kA pratinidhi haiM saMsAra ki vaha ciTThI likhakara de de to tumako svarga milegA, yaha mAnyatA calI. yaha aitihAsika satya hai. iglaiMDa kI pArliyAmenTa meM prastAva hai para popa pAsa kare tabhI vaha prastAva pAsa hotA thA. eka vakta thA, jaba popa kA bola bAlA thA. Aja bhI duniyA meM sabase dhanADhya vahI hai. tIsa lAkha kI kursI hai unake baiThane kI. kahane ko vaha mahAtmA kahalAtA hai. para isase jyAdA vaibhava unake pAsa. vaha ciTThI likhakara diyA karatA thA. eka bar3A hoziyAra AdamI samisana 341 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI thA, maphatalAla jaisA. usane socA isakI akla ThIka ThikAne lAnI cAhie. vaha kisI kAraNa se roma meM gayA thA. vahAM ghUmate phirate mAlUma par3A ki popa apane yahA~ veTikana siTI jAne vAlA hai, use bheMTa dakSiNA meM lAkhoM rupaye mileMge, azarphI aura sone kI mohareM mileMgI. vaha pahale popa ke pAsa gayA. popa eka sonA-mohara meM ciTThI detA thA. usane sone kI dasa mohareM popa ke sAmane rakhI aura kahA ki mujhe svarga kI ciTThI cAhiye. ApakA AzIrvAda cAhiye. popa ne turanta sAina kiye aura likhakara de diyA ki aba duniyA kI koI tAkata ise svarga jAne se nahIM roka sakatI. merA AzIrvAda hai aura yaha popa kI ciTThI hai. ___ "maiM Izvara kA pratinidhi hUM yahA~ para, merI siphAriza koI ThukarA nahIM sakatA, nizcinta ho jAo." agale dina apanA mAla khajAnA lekara popa jA rahe the rAta ke samaya, apanI bagghI meM baiThakara, rAste meM vahI AdamI apane sAthiyoM ke sAtha AyA baMndUka lekara aura Akara unako roka diyA. "usane kahA kyA hai tumhAre pAsa, kauna ho tuma?" popa ne kahA tuma jAnate nahIM? duniyA kA sabase bar3A dharmAcArya hUM maiM apanA khajAnA lekara jA rahA hUM. vaiTikana pailesa, tuma kauna ho ?" "maiM tumheM lUTane ke lie AyA hUM. bevakUpha banA karake jagata ko tumane lUTA hai. kyA hai tumhAre pAsa ? jo hai vaha mujhe de do. nahIM to isakA khataranAka pariNAma bhoganA par3egA." popa ne pahale to kahA - "dhamakI kyoM de rahe ho ? yAda rakho mere sAtha isa galata vyavahAra ke pariNAma svarUpa marakara naraka meM jAoge. yU vila go TU haila." usane kahA - "isIlie to eDavAMsa bukiMga karavAyA hai. dasa DAlara dekara ciTThI lI haiM. kaha do tumhArI ciTThI galata hai. isa sAina kA koI vailyU nahIM." popa kyA bolate. sArA mAla khajAnA lekara vaha calA gayA. kahA-isIlie pahale eka nahIM dasa mohara diye, ciTThI pahale se hI likhavA lI tAki mere svarga meM jAne meM koI gaDabar3I na rahe. tuma bola do merI ciTThI jhUTha hai. kyA bole? svayaM kA sAina kiyA huA, sArA mAla le gayA. yahA~ bhI bahuta kucha calA hai. yahA~ ke dharmAcAryoM ne bhI kucha kama nahIM kiyA. jahA~ sAdhu ko maryAdA kA pAlana karanA thA, tapa aura tyAga se jahA~ paripUrNa jIvana honA cAhiye thA, vahA~ hamAre jIvana kI kaisI durdazA huI, usakI sAkSI itihAsa kI aneka ghaTanAe~ ApakoM milegI. vartamAna meM bhI hama dekha rahe haiM. kahalAne ko pUrA sAdhu kahalAye para duniyA bhara ke aizo ArAma pAte haiM, mauja karate haiM. duniyA bharake bhautika sAdhana jaba pAsa meM haiM to tyAga kahA~ rahA ? maphatalAla ke kheta ke bAhara bAbA jI khar3e the. tabhI unhoMne cAra pAMca celoM ko bheja diyA thA, ganne tor3ane ke lie. becAre cele andara gaye aura gannoM ko tor3ane meM laga gaye. 342 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI thoDA samaya hI huA thA ki maphatalAla apane sAthiyoM ke sAtha kheta para lauTA. kheta bahuta bar3A thA, jaise hI sAmane se AyA to bAbA jI ne use dekhA. socane lagA ki, andara jo loga gae hue haiM, unakA isako mAlUma par3a gayA to anartha ho jAyegA. aba bAbA jI dviarthI zabda kA prayoga karane laga gae, bar3e hoziyAra, bar3e cAlAka the ve. hamAre yahA~ bhI kaI bhakta Apako mileMge jo dviarthI zabda kA prayoga karate haiM, tAki paramAtmA kA mAla bhI Apako najara A jAe, aura khuda kA mAla bhI saplAI ho jAe, cAheMge ki loga unake anurAgI bana jAyeM bAbA jI ne dekhA ki aba merI piTAI karegA. yaha cehare se bhI rudra laga rahA hai. puNya prakRti kA najara nahIM A rahA hai. maphatalAla sAmane se AyA. bAbA jI bAhara caukIdArI meM khar3e the, andara celoM ko sAvadhAna karane ke lie jora se bole. santa pakar3a lo, A gae geruvAdhArI, are bhAI santa ko pakar3o. geruvA vastra pahane hue, ye vairAgya kA sandeza dene lie tumhAre sAmane Aye haiM, tuma santa ko pakar3o. santa kA Azraya lo. santa ke caraNo meM samarpita ho jAo to tumhArA kalyANa ho jAegA. maphatalAla ko upadeza dene laga gae, andara se sAdhuoM ko izArA kara diyA ki ghUma phira karake mere ko Akara pakar3a lo to surakSita ho jAoge. andara rahanA ThIka nahI hai, khatarA hai. ___ becAre ve taba bhI Aye nahIM. ve gannA kATane meM hI masta rahe. guru jI ghabarAye, pasInA chUTane lagA. inako kahAM taka upadeza detA rahU~, sAmane maphatalAla hAtha joDakara khar3A thA. kahA, are bhaI santoM kA Azraya lo, santoM ko pakaDo. to isa bhava kI pIDA se baca jAoge. cele phira bhI nikale nahIM. nahIM nikalane kA pariNAma ve jAnate the. kyA hone vAlA hai. bAbA jI ne Age upadeza lambA kiyA aura kahA lambe ho to choTe kara lo, kara lo, guptadhArI santa pakar3alo A gae geruvAdhArI. mana meM samajha gae ganne lambe haiM, kATa to liyA para lAne meM takalIpha hai, kaise unheM lAnA hai? usakA upAya batalA diyA. lambe ho to choTe kara lo guptadhArI. celo se kaha diyA lambe haiM to kATa kara choTe banA lo, gaTharI bAMdha kara ke gupta rUpa se le Ao, mujhe pakar3a lo to tuma baca jAoge. maphatalAla ko kahA are bhAI, tuma dekhate nahIM saMsAra to bahuta lambA caur3A hai. vaha choTA hotA hai, usa lambe caur3e saMsAra ko agara kATa kara choTA banA lo, para isake lie indriyoM ko gupta karanA par3egA. guptendriya honI cAhie. taba saMsAra jo lambA hai, vaha choTA hotA hai, sAdhu santoM kA kahanA hai ki apane saMsAra ko choTA banA lo, nahIM to lambe saMsAra meM kahA taka bhaTakoge. apanA yaha upadeza de rahe the ve lagAtAra. 343 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - maphatalAla ko bhI saMbhAla kara rakhA, aura apane celoM kA bhI dhyAna rakhA, eka tIra se do zikAra kara rahe the. phira bhI cele bAhara nahI Aye. aba bAbA jI ghabarAye ki Aja to muzkila pUrI hai. taba bAbA jI ne Age bar3hakara ke kahA "caramadAsa kI mAra paDeMgI, pUjA hosI thArI", bAbA jI ne sApha kaha diyA ki aba bhI nahI nikale to caramadAsa yAne camar3e kI jUte se acchI mAra par3egI. jaldI A jAo, mere pAsa A jAo to rakSaNa mila jAegA. maphatalAla ne kahA jo unake sAmane hI khar3A thA, kyA sunatA hai, samajhatA hai merI bAta ? agara sAdhu santoM ke zabdoM ko nahI sunA, amala meM nahI lAyA to karma rAjA camar3e ke jUte se tumhArI marammata karegA. isa prakAra idhara isako bhI saMbhAla ke rakhA. apanI bAta barAbara jamA ke rakhI, udhara celoM ko bhI sAvadhAna kiyA. para cele, patA nahIM kisa kAma meM lage the, Aye hI nahIM. bAbA jI kA raktacApa bar3ha gayA, pasInA bhI chUTane lagA, socA ki celoM ko chor3akara yahA~ se kaise jAU~? jAtA hU~ to bhI samasyA, udhara cele vicAra meM par3a gaye ki AeM kaise? gannA kATA huA hai, corI kiyA huA hai, yaha corI kA mAla pAsa meM hai, aba kaise bAbA jI ke pAsa jAe~ ? bAbA jI bAra-bAra izArA kara rahe haiM, mere pAsa A jAo. idhara bAbA jI se jaba nahI rahA gayA to upadeza dekara unhoMne cAroM tarapha dekhA. cele kahIM dIkha nahI rahe the. khopar3I bhI najara nahI A rahI thI. bAbA jI ne sApha kaha diyA phira "andara pUjA thArI hosI, bAhara hosI mArI, santa pakar3a lo santa pakar3a lo, Aye geruvAdhArI" aba koI upAya nahI rahA, taba bAbA jI ne dekhA eka rAstA baca gayA hai, celoM ko batalA dUM , cele bhI baca jAeMge aura maiM bhI nikala jAUMgA. maphatalAla se kahA - "seTha saMsAra to bahuta lambA-caur3A haiM, kahAM taka isa saMsAra meM khetI karate rahoge, kahAM taka yoM upArjana karake peTa bharate rahoge?" _ "rAma nAma ko raTakara cele, Tapa jA paralI kyArI." rAma nAma kA raTana karake baika sAiDa se pichalI ora se nikala jAnA. maiM bhI usa tarapha AtA hUM. izArA kara diyA, rAstA batalA diyA. maphatalAla se kahA ki saMsAra kI kyArI ko Tapane ke lie rAma nAma kA sahArA cAhie, usake sahAre saMsAra se pAra utara jAoge. yaha kahakara bAbA jI calate bane. kahane kA matalaba yaha hai ki upadeza dene kA bhI eka tarIkA hotA haiM. yadi isa prakAra cAlAkI kI jAe aura paramAtmA ke vicAra ke sAtha yadi khelA jAe to kyA pariNAma AegA. apanI svayaM kI AtmA ke lie yaha kitanA khataranAka ho jAegA. koI vyakti kabhI kisI kA kalyANa nahI kara sakatA. vyaktigata anurAga kaI bAra patana kA kAraNa banatA haiM. isIlie sUtrakAra ne kahA ki sAdhutA kA rAga cAhie, sAdhu kA nahIM. yadi usake 344 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - pratinidhiyoM ko hI lekara mAnyatA de deMge to milegA kyA ? lAiseMsa dene kA adhikAra to klarka ke pAsa haiM parantu Apa yadi klarka ko mAlA pahanAeM aura phala naivaidya rakhe to kyA hogA ? klarka kI kyA tAkata ki sAina karake Apako lAiseMsa de de. Apako mokSa dene kA adhikAra to mAtra paramAtmA kA haiM, unakI ArAdhanA kA hai, ye puNya prabhAva haiM. hamArA kAma to kArya meM sahayoga dene kA hai, mokSa dene kA nahIM, samaya badala cukA hai. sAmpradAyika phUTa kA vakta lada gayA hai. kitane mata, kitane paMtha bana gae haiM. saMsAra ke jaMgala ke andara jarUrata kyA thI inakI ? koI jarUrata nahIM thI. pavitratA eka pakSIya bana gaI hai. dUsare sAdhu-santoM ke pAsa jAne meM bhI hama soca vicAra karate haiM. merA dharma calA jAegA, merI pavitratA calI jAegI, hama aisA socate haiM. jahAM tyAga hai, jahAM vairAgya hai, jahAM vicAroM meM pavitratA hai, jahAM AcAra meM zuddhatA hai, zuddha AcAra kA pAlana haiM, vahAM sAdhutA kA guNa najara AyegA. hameM isa guNa se anurAga karanA cAhie. jahAM AtmA meM guNa najara Ae, vahAM mujhe vandana karanA haiM. namaskAra karanA haiM. guNoM se majhe anurAga cAhie. vyaktigata anurAga ke jAla meM hameM nahIM par3anA cAhie, jisase hamArI yaha sthiti huI hai. hama kamajora ho gae. vaha dekho, vaha karo use mata dekho, use mata karo, aisA guNoM avaguNoM ke prati na hokara vyakti ke prati ho gayA hai. sAdhu hokara paNDita hokara bhI yadi yaha roga na gayA to kyA kiyA jAe. bahuta bar3e paNDita, samajhadAra paNDita, kAzI se par3hakara Ae. donoM brAhamaNa the. bar3e dArzanika the. donoM meM acchI mitratA thI. donoM sAtha-sAtha paidala yAtrA kara rahe the. para donoM ke mana meM eka roga thA, ve eka dUsare kI nindA karate the, kevala maukA milanA cAhie. __ saMyoga se eka gAMva meM Ae. maphatalAla kA niyama thA ki roja brAhmaNa kI pUjA karake roTI khAtA. usa dina maphatalAla ko koI milA nahI thA ki use ye donoM Ate najara Ae. yAtrI banakara Ae the, kAzI se paDhakara Ae the. jaise hI ina brAhmaNa puruSoM ko usane dekhA tranta nata mastaka ho gayA. bolA, Aja to dhanya bhAgya, subaha se pratIkSA meM thA ki koI mahApuruSa Ae aura merA ghara pavitra kara jAe utama koTi ke brAhmaNa haiM. brahmajAnAti iti brAhmaNaH. brahma ko jAnane vAlA, AtmA ke anusAra AcaraNa karane vAlA hI brAhmaNa kahalAtA hai.' maphatalAla donoM ko ghara le gayA. acchI taraha se sammAna parvaka sthAna diyA bhojana ke lie ucita prabandha karake, kahA Apa snAna saMdhyA karie. snAna saMdhyA ke bAda bhojana ke lie padhArie, usake bAda jo yogya dakSiNA hogI vaha Apako dUMgA. bAtharUma eka thA. pahale eka paMDita snAna karane gayA, maphatalAla bar3A hoziyAra thA. usane prazna karake dekhanA cAhA ki usakI paMDitAI kaisI hai ? kitane kaireTa kI hai ? pUchA-paNDita jI! kahA~ se Ae? na 345 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI kahA "kAzI se. " pUchA "Apa to mahA vidvAn hoMge ?" kahA " SaT - darzana kA AcArya hU~. nyAya kA AcArya hUM. koI aisA viSaya nahIM jisakA maiMne abhyAsa na kiyA ho, jo maine na par3hA ho. koI sabajekTa bAkI nahIM bacA jo bepaDhA raha gayA ho. pUchA " Apake sAtha jo paMDita Ae haiM ve kaise haiM?" kahA "bilkula gadhA jaisA hai. akala to hai hI nahIM. paNDita bana gayA hai. hai. kucha bhI nahIM AtA". usake mana meM IrSyA kI Aga thI. Upara se ekatA kI bAta karane vAle aura andara se isa prakAra kI anekatA aura bhinnatA rakhane vAle aise mAyAvI vyaktiyoM ko Apa kyA kaheMge ? vartamAna saMsAra meM jyAdAtara Apako ye hI najara AeMge bAta dharma ke nAma se karate haiM jabaki unakA sArA jIvana adharma se hI bharA hai. Upara se ekatA kI bAta karate haiM para andara ekatA ko kATane vAlI kaiMcI lekara baiThe haiM. mahAvIra ke nAma ko badanAma karane vAle, hamAre dharma ko naSTa karane vAle, hamArI sArI pavitratA miTAne vAle, tathAkathita aise dhArmika netA prAyaH Aja mileMge jinakA jIvana aura AcaraNa kucha bhI zuddha nahIM hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir maiM bambaI meM thA. eka vyakti ne Akara mujhe phoTo grApha dikhalAyA kahA- dekhiye, hamArA adhivezana huA, bahuta bar3A adhivezana thA. isa adhivezana meM rASTra ke kaI netA bhI Ae. jitanI mUrtiyaoN sTeja para baiThI thI, maiM sabase paricita thA. bambaI meM aisA koI vyakti nahI hogA, samAja kA yA bAhara kA jisase prAyaH paricaya na ho. sabako jAnatA thA. usane bar3I bar3hAkara bAta kI ekatA kI carcA chor3akara kahane lagA ki saMvatsarI ekatA honI cAhie. anya bAtoM evaM viSayoM meM bhI ekarUpatA AnI cAhie. usakI sArI bAteM maine bar3e dhyAna se sunI. bolane vAlA vyakti bar3A cAlAka thA. vaha jAnanA cAhatA thA ki mahArAja merI bAta se pUrNa sahamata haiM yA nahIM ? mujhe pUrNa saMtoSa hai. yoM sArI bAta sunAne ke bAda usane mujhase kahA mahArAja jI maiM cAhatA hU~ ki isameM mujhe ApakA AzIrvAda mile. maiMne kahA- maiM sAdhu haeNU. lAcAra hU~. zrApa de nahI sakatA. parantu isameM se eka bhI mUrti AzIrvAda kI pAtra nahI hai. Apa jAnate haiM. nahIM jAnate ho to batA dUM ki inameM se kitane hI aise mileMge jinakA khAnA pInA ThIka nahIM haiM. batAo yaha saca hai yA nahIM ? "hAM mahArAja' usase kabUla karAyA ki khAne vAle bhI haiM. kitane aise vyakti haiM jinakA jIvana hai. usase ve vratadhArI haiM. rAtri bhojana tyAga hai, hoTala kA tyAga hai, durAcAra kA tyAga hai, 346 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI kisI ne pApa ke mArga kA tyAga kiyA hai, inako yadi Apa mAlA pahanAeMge to bandara ko zarAba pilAne jaisA hai. inako Apa sTeja para baiThAte haiM, mAlA pahanAte haiM, svAgata karate haiM, inheM isase koI prayojana nahIM. Adeza dete haiM Apa. ve ekarUpatA lAeMgeM. unhIM se ekarUpatA karAiye. Apa hameM kyoM bIca meM lAte haiM ? yaha hamAre samAja kI dazA hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jinakA AcaraNa zuddha nahIM, jinake parivAra meM dharma kA nAmoM nizAna nahIM, ve hamAre dhArmika netA banakara Ate haiM. hamArI samasyA ke samAdhAna ke lie vakIla banakara Ate haiM. sAdhuoM ko upadeza dene Ate haiM. mahArAja aisA honA cAhie jinheM svayaM ke jIvana kA patA nahIM, aise kitane hI zrImanta sar3e hue mileMge. jagata meM unheM sammAna milatA hai, sastI netAgIrI mila jAtI hai. agraNI, agavAne bana jAte haiM ye. Aja hamArI yaha sthiti hai prasiddhi prApta karanA, peparoM meM chapanA, jaise ki ye samAja ko vizvAsa dilAte haiM ki maiMne bahuta bar3A kArya kara DAlA. hamArI isa sthiti ko dekhakara jarA vicAra to karie. kaI bAra bar3A dukha hotA hai. darda hotA hai, isa bAta kA ki hama kahAM jA rahe haiM ? hamArI kyA sthiti hai ? aise vyaktiyoM ko Apa Agraha karake sthAna dete haiM. unase to hamAre caritravAna gRhastha acche haiM. caritravAna vyakti acche haiM, sAmAnya se sAmAnya garIba se garIba grAhaka unase lAkha darje acchA jIvana to pavitra hai unakA, agara hama sammAna karate haiM to vaha hamArI AtmA ke lie upayogI hai. maphatalAla ne ghara ke andara una brAhmaNoM ko jo kAzI ke andara par3ha kara ke Aja vidvAna kahalAte paricaya kiyA. jaba aise brAhmaNoM ke andara bhI brahma ko samajhane kI jarA bhI ruci nahIM, to vartamAna samaya meM aise sAmAnya vyaktiyoM kI kyA sthiti hogI. bAhara baiThane vAle paMDita ne kahA- andara jo snAna karane gayA hai. vaha bilkula gadhA hai. apane Apa ko paMDita mAna karake calatA hai, apane Apa ko bar3A akala vAlA samajhatA hai. gadhA jaisA hai. . maphatalAla mauna rahA kyoMki vaha samajhadAra aura bar3A gambhIra thA. vaha paNDita jaise hI snAna karake bAtharUma se bAhara AyA. isako andara snAna karane bheja diyA. use dono kI parIkSA lenI thI, donoM ko kasauTI para kasanA thA. vaha paNDita gayA taba usase kahA "are sAhaba! Apa hamAre dvAra para Ae, aho bhAgya meM yaha jAnanA cAhatA hU~ ki Apa ke sAtha jo paNDita Ae haiM aura aba andara jo snAna karane gae haiM, ve mujhe acche vidvAna najara Ae." "kAhe kA vidvAna hai ? bilkula baila jaisA hai, Dhora jaisA hai, mUrkha hai." isa taraha eka dUsare ko pahacAna liyA, donoM sAtha A rahe the. donoM kAzI se paDhakara Ae the. jJAna kA yaha pariNAma nikalA. peTa bharane kA jJAna le Ae, jIvana jIne kA jJAna unake pAsa nahI thA. donoM paMDita snAna saMdhyA karake bhojana ke lie jaise hI baiThe, donoM tarapha thAlI rakhI huI thI. eka meM bhUsA DAla diyA thA, dUsarI meM ghAsa 347 For Private And Personal Use Only Here 220

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsun Gyanmandir nit -guruvANI maphatalAla baDA hoziyAra thA. socA ki aba tamAzA dekheM. aba donoM nahA dhokara bAhara Aye. eka baje kA samaya, thA bhUkha jora kI lagI thI. jaise hI unhoMne thAlI meM idhara bhUsA, udhara ghAsa dekhA to gussA car3hA. kyA hamako Dhora samajha rakhA hai ? kyA hama ghAsa bhUsA khAyeMge? maphatalAla ne kahA - paMDita kabhI jhUTha nahI bolate. paMDita to satyavAdI hote haiM, Apane kahA ye gadhe jaise haiM. inhoMne Apa ke lie kahA ye bilkula baila jaise haiM. ataH svAda ke lie maine yahI cIja rakhI. kyA kaheM ? maphatalAla ne kahA-paMDita jI abhI paMDitAI AI nahIM, kevala DigarI lekara ke Ae haiM. jJAna jaba taka AcaraNa meM nahIM utaregA vahAM taka sAdhutA nahIM AegI. jIvana meM jaba ye cIjeM sakriya banatI haiM. taba jAkara hamArA jIvana Adarza pradhAna banatA hai. usane yahAM taka spaSTa kahA ki isa bhayaMkara pApa se aura roga se apanI AtmA kA rakSaNa karanA , jahAM sAdhutA najara A jAe, jahAM koI guNavAna vyakti najara A jAe, usakA hamezA ucita sammAna karanA. para ucita dhyAna denA. merA Azaya thA ki yahAM jo sUtra diyA gayA, isa sUtra ke bAda isI ke anusaMdhAna meM usa mahAna AcArya ne sAdhanA ke kSetra meM praveza karane ke lie apUrva cintana diyA. jaba prazna kiyA gayA ki bhagavan! yaha to maiM to samajha gayA ki kaise bolanA, kisa prakAra bolanA, bhASA samiti kaisI rakhanI, vANI kA vyApAra kaise karanA, aura jIvana kI bahuta sI bAteM isa sUtra dvArA maiMne samajhane kA prayAsa kiyA, isase sAdhanA ke kSetra meM praveza hone ke lie kyA koI dvAra hai ki jahAM jAkara sAdhanA se Atma zAnti kA maiM anubhava prApta karU~? isa para bar3I sundara bAta unhoMne batalAI. "ariSaDvargatyAgena viruddhArthaM pratipatyendriya jayati" apUrva cintana hai isa sUtra ke andara. "ariSaD varga tyAgena" AtmA apane zatruo para vijaya prApta kare. chaha zatru haiM "ariSar3a varga:" grupa hai pUrA chaha kA jo use tyAga karade, aura indriyoM para vijaya prApta kara le vaha vyakti parama sukhI banatA hai. yaha sukhI banane kA upAya hai. bhagavan! hamAre ve chaha zatru kauna se haiM? jo hameM nukasAna pahuMcAte haiM ? hamArI antarAtmA ke una prabala zatruoM kA paricaya, AcArya bhagavanta ne sUtra meM spaSTa rUpa se de diyA. kAmakrodhamadalobhamAnaharSAH gRhasthAnAm antaraMgo ariSaD varga:" isake andara sabase pahale kAma ko liyA. viSaya, seksa yaha antarAtmA kA sabase prabala zatru hai. saMsAra kI paramparA ko enarjI dene vAlA. isa ke bAda krodha, usake bAda lobha, usake bAda mAna, usake bAda mada, usake bAda harSa, vaha harSa bhI kaisA ? jagata ko prApta karane kA harSa. AtmA prApta karane meM to citta kI prasannatA hotI hai, parantu harSa eka agale prakAra - 348 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI ke vikAra se paripUrNa hotA hai. jo harSa ko prApta karane, galata vastuoM ko prApta karane ke pariNAma viSaya ko lekara paidA hotA hai, vaha AtmA ke lie bar3A anarthakArI hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir harSa pApa ko guNAkAra karatA hai usakA kAma hai pApa kI vakAlata karanA, vaha pApa ko bacAne kA prayAsa karegA. " "ariSaD varga tyAgena' AtmA ke ina zatruoM kA mujhe tyAga karanA hai, pahale to hameM ina zatruoM kA paricaya bhI nahIM ki kitane ArAma se andara baiThe haiM ? Apa kyA bigAr3a sakate haiM, inakA ? hai tAkata krodha ko naSTa karane kI, Apa ke pAsa koI bhI tAkata nahIM. eka dama kAyara ho karake hama bar3I lAcArI se baiThe haiM. kucha kara nahI pAte. kyA kareM ? yaha to ina zatruoM kA paricaya huA. kyA kabhI isake lie Apa ne koI upAya socA hai ? koI aisA rAstA nikAlA hai, jisase AtmA ke zatruoM para vijaya prApta ho ? maiM eka prazna upasthita karU~ Apa yahAM cAMdanI cauka meM dUkAna karake baiThe haiM, koI badamAza vyakti AtA hai. yadi Apa se kahe ki seTha sAhaba hajAra rupayA cAhie, lAo. Apa usake cehare se bhA~pa jAte haiM ki khataranAka AdamI hai. dene meM hI kalyANa hai. nahIM to kala khatarA paidA hogA, Apane eka hajAra de diyA. eka bAra to Apa baca gae vaha Apa kI kamajorI dekha gayA dUsarI bAra phira AyegA kyoMki dukAna dekha gayA hai. Apa socie. aisI paristhiti meM Apa kyA kareMge. Apa lar3ate haiM, mukAbalA karate haiM, to mAra khAte haiM. Apa dukAna chor3a karake bhAga nahI sakate, aura kamA kara use dete haiM, to mUrkha banate. aisI paristhiti meM Apa kauna sA rAstA nikAleMge ? mujhe batalAie ? paramAtmA ne kahA yukti se mukti milatI hai. buddhi lagAiye, yukti se kAma karie. binA yukti se kucha nahI hogA. * ahamadAbAda meM seTha maphatalAla the pAsa vAle makAna ke sAmane hI eka paThAna rahatA thA. usa jamAne meM, usa mugala sAmrAjya ke samaya, ahamadAbAda ke sUbedAra ko bhI bahuta bar3A adhikAra thA, pradeza para sUbedAra usa pradeza kA mAlika hotA thA. gavarnara hotA thA. vaha paThAna unakA riztedAra thA. maphatalAla seTha kI Adata thI hamezA mU~cha rakhanA. pahale to mU~cha apane deza meM eka pratIka thA, vyakti apanI mU~cha para tAba dekara nikalatA thA, usase usakI mardAnagI dIkhatI thI. puruSa kA jo cinha thA, jisa para hameM garva thA, vaha hamane khatma kara diyA. kyoMki jaba mardAnagI hI rahI nahIM to phira mU~cha rakhakara hI kyA karanA ? puruSatva hI nahIM rahA taba sAina borDa kAhe kA rakhanA. sApha kara dI. kisI kavi ne kahA hai: mU~cha mur3A phaizana calA, dekho yAroM isa deza meN| marda bhI ho cale aba, hIjar3oM ke veza meM // hamArI yaha dazA ho gaI. maphatalAla to bahuta bar3I mUMcha rakhatA thA aura subaha tAva 349 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI detA thA. ahamadAbAda meM pola hai. vahAM para baiThatA dhArI para, vahIM dAtUna-pAnI karatA. to| muhalle ke do cAra loga A jAte . tUM mujhe kAyadA batalAtA hai ? yaha kahakara mArane ko talavAra nikAlI. mahAjana bhI kama nahIM thA, usane apanI kalama dikhAkara kahA ki terI talavAra se tAkata isameM jyAdA hai. ___ jA-jA tere kalama bahuta dekhe haiM maiMne. paisA to de diyA, bhugatAna kara diyA. purAne jamAne meM jise tanakhvAha denI hotI, usa vyakti kA haliyA likhA rahatA, ki ye sainika haiM, kahIM koI galata AdamI tanakhvAha na le jAai. cehare kA koI cinha usameM likhA rahatA. usane vahAM noTa lagA diyA, nIce aMDaralAina kara vyakti isa nAma kA hai, isake agale do dAMta TUTe hue haiM, nizAna lagA diyA. vahA~ se vaha calA gayA, TrAMsaphara ho gayA. sainika kAyadA to bar3A jar3a hotA hai. ___jaba dUsarA mahInA huA to tanakhvAha lene gayA, sAmane DAyarI dekhI. vaha bhI marAThA thA, bar3A akar3abAja thA, usane jaba ceharA dekhA ki galata AdamI hai, bolA- yaha nAma kisI dUsare kA hai, tumhArA nahIM hai. tumhArA nAma Ae, taba AnA. ___ usane kahA-yaha vyakti maiM hI hU~, yaha patA bhI mere ghara kA hI hai. are! saba kucha hai, para tere do dAMta Te hae nahIM haiM. kAyadA kahatA hai, yaha AdamI nahI haiM, maiM tumhArI bAta nahI sunatA. maiM to kAyade kI bAta sunatA hU~ do dAMta TUTe hue hoM tabhI tanakhvAha milegI Akhira vivaza ho gayA. do dAMta tur3avA kara AnA par3A. ___ mahAjana kI kalama meM yaha tAkata hotI hai. paThAna bahuta tagar3A aura bahuta abhimAnI thA. para yaha maphatalAla bhI kama nahIM thA. bar3A hoziyAra thA. rAta ke samaya mahaphila baiThI. pUre mohalle ke mahAjana Ae. baiTha kara bAteM kI. kahA ki bar3A gajaba hai, maiM apanI mUMcha para baMTa detA hU~ aura isa paThAna ko dukha hotA hai. kyA kiyA jAe ? kala mukAbalA ho to kyA kiyA jAya ? sAthiyoM ne kahA-sau pacAsa caukIdAra rakha lo, ho jAe mukAbalA. dekhA jAegA. kamAte to roja ho, samajhanA ki eka mahInA nahIM kamAyA to kyA huA ? gyAraha mahIne kI kamAI to ghara meM hai hI. usane kahA- bAta ThIka hai. bAhara bAta hotI hai, samAcAra paThAna ke pAsa pahuMca jAtA hai. paThAna ne kahA-pAMca sau caukIdAra rakha liyA jAe, tAki kabhI mukAbalA ho to isakA saba ghara-bAra sApha kara diyA jAe, phira dekhA jAegA. abhimAna meM paThAna bhI kama to hote nahIM. miyAM hama to Ana jAnate haiM. paisA A gayA to amIra haiM, calA gayA to phakIra haiM, mara gae to vIra haiM, bahuta sIdhA hisAba hai. usane pAMca sau caukIdAra lagA lie. vana 350 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI do dina bAda phira vahI hAlata, rAta ko mITiMga haI. maphatalAla ne kahA-cAra pAMca sau raMgarUTa rakhA hai usane. usane pAMca sau rakhA hai, tujhe kyA kamI hai. hajAra rakho, dekhA jAegA. abhimAna meM paThAna bhI kama to hote nahIM. miyAM hama to Ana jAnate haiM. paisA A gayA to amIra haiM, calA gayA to phakIra haiM, mara gae to pIra haiM. bahata sIdhA hisAba hai, usane pAMca sau caukIdAra lagA lie. do dina bAda phira vahI hAlata, rAta ko mITiMga huI maphatalAla ne kahA-eka hajAra raMgarUTa rakhA hai usane. usane eka hajAra rakhA hai, tujhe kyA kamI hai. do hajAra rakho. dekhA jAegA. mukAbalA ho to aisA ki paThAna kA nAmo nizAna miTa jAe. kudarata ne buddhi dI hai, paisA diyA hai. acchA to hajAra nahIM do hajAra sainika rakha liyA jAe. pAMca hajAra sainika lAkara ke rakhA, unakA khAnA pInA, tanakhAha. isa taraha saba kucha giravI rakha karake karjadAra bana gayA. eka dina meM aisI hAlata hai ki dasa dina kA samaya nikala gayA. usake bAda eka dina usane Akara pUchAH __abe, baniye, tU kaba lar3egA, kaba taiyAra hogA? maine pUrI taiyArI kI hai, pAMca hajAra paThAna rakhA hai. pandraha dina ho gae para tere lar3ane ke dina kA patA nahIM. maphatalAla ne bar3e ThanDe lahaje se javAba diyA-hajUra, merI kyA tAkata kyA aukAta ApakA mukAbalA karUM? are, rAta ko yahAM roja bAta calatI hai, itanA gorakhA rakhA, itanA sikkha rakhA, itane caukIdAra rakhe. topa golA bArUda ikaTaThA kiyA. hama to tere kahe mutAbika Dabala karate cale gaye. hajUra merI kyA tAkata Apa se laDUM? ye to hamAre mahAjanoM kI bAte haiM, bAte to hamAre yahAM bar3I lambI caur3I calatI haiM, Apa jAnate haiM, hama rahate saMsAra meM hai, bAta mokSa kI karate haiM. ye to bAteM haiM hajUra. are, para mere sAmane mUchoM para tAva detA hai, baMTa detA hai? hajUra, merI kyA tAkata? sAr3he sAta bAra merI mUMcha nIcI. maiM mUMcha UMcI rakhatA hI nahIM, Apake sAmane, kyA tAkata hai? merI sADhe sAta bAra nIcI.. are, para tumhArA to sAr3he sAta bAra nIcI para merA to saba gayA. makAna bhI girabI hai, tuma lenA cAho to le lo. are hajUra, kala lU~gA. saste ke andara Adhe dAma meM makAna bhI le liyA, paThAna ko bAhara karA diyA vahAM se. tyAgI banA kara ravAnA karA diyA. yaha hai maphatalAla kI akla. eka paisA gAMTha kA gayA nahIM aura jAnatA thA, mere sAmane merA duzmana rahatA hai. kaise isako 351 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra An www.kobatirth.org guruvANI ke nikAlanA hai, isa para buddhi se kAma liyA. aisI buddhi vahAM dauDAie, taba jAke AtmA zatru karma se judA hoMge. bAhara to saMsAra ke lie bahuta buddhi laDAI, bahuta acche-acche vakIla kie, parantu vahAM hamAre jaise kisI vakIla ko rakhie karma se lar3ane vAlA sAdhu cAhie. aisA upAya batalAne vAlA cAhie jisase ki merA rakSaNa ho. yaha viSaya kala leMge, Aja samaya ApakA kAphI ho gayA hai. AtmA ke zatruoM para vicAra cala rahA hai. vizuddha AdhyAtmika cintana hai. kisa prakAra se hama apane zatruoM ko parAjita kara pAeM, ye SaDripu AtmA ke lie kitane bhayAnaka haiM? inameM kaisI ekatA hai. hamArI sad bhavAnAoM meM dhArmika dRSTi se ekatA nahIM milatI. kala isa para vicAra kareMge Aja itanA hI rahane deM. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jainaM jayati zAsanam " E maiM sabhI kA hU~, sabhI mere haiM. prANI mAtra kA kalyANa merI hArdika bhAvanA hai. maiM kisI varga, varNa, samAja yA jAti ke lie nahIM, apitu saba ke lie hU~. maiM IsAiyoM kA pAdarI, musalamAnoM kA phakIra, hinduoM kA sanyAsI aura jainoM kA AcArya hU~. jo jisa rUpa meM cAheM, mujhe dekha sakate haiM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 352 For Private And Personal Use Only U

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-guruvANI prema, maitrI aura mukti anaMta upakArI parama kRpAlu AcArya bhagavanta zrI haribhadra sUri jI mahArAja ne jagata ke jIva mAtra ke kalyANa ke lie dharma sAdhana ke dvArA jIvana kA eka sundara paricaya diyA, lakSyoM ko prApta karane kA sAdhana unhoMne isa dharma bindu graMtha ke dvArA diyA hai, jIvana kI sAdhanA kA eka lakSya to nicita honA cAhie, mujhe kahAM jAnA hai? isa bAta kA pahale se hI patA honA cAhie. phira usakI pUrI taiyArI apane jIvana meM honI cAhie. Aga laga jAe phira hama kaAM khodane ke lie AeM bahata baDI markhatA hogI jIvana ke antima samaya, DAkTara ne javAba de diyA ho, aisI paristhiti meM yadi hama dharma karane kI taiyArI kareM, rakSaNa to milegA, parantu jaisA cAhie, vaisA santoSa, Atma tRpti nahIM milegI. pahale se usakI taiyArI honI cAhie ki mujhe kahAM jAnA hai. "idamapi gamiSyati" jo maiM AkhoM se dekha rahA hU~, ye sArI vastu mujhe chor3a karake eka dina jAnA hai. yaha mantra yadi yAda ho jAe ki mujhe jAnA hai, pApa kamajora ho jAegA. eka bAra yaha nizcita kara lIjie ki jitanA maiM prayatna kara rahA hU~ yaha merA sArA hI prayatna niSphala hone vAlA hai, "idamapi gamiSyati". maiM jo dekha rahA hU~, jina para vastuoM kA maiMne saMgraha kiyA hai. AdhyAtmika dRSTi ke andara, usakI paribhASAoM meM, spaSTa nirdeza diyA gayA ki koI cIja AtmA se sambandha rakhane vAlI nahIM. vartamAna meM jo bhI maiM prayatna kara rahA hU~ , yaha saba chor3akara ke mujhe jAnA hai, itanA Apa yAda kara lIjie, "mujhe chor3a karake jAnA hai" ye mere sAtha jAne vAlI cIja nahIM hai __ "vibhavo naiva zAzvataH" eka bhI vastu aisI nahIM hai, jo mere sAtha jA sake, maiMne antara hRdaya se prema pUrvaka jo bhI zubha kArya kiye haiM, vahI mere sAtha jAne vAle haiM. usa kArya ke dvArA puNya-karma kA maiMne jo anubandha kiyA hai, vahI mere sAtha nara-bhAva meM Ane vAle haiM. bAkI saMsAra se merA koI saMbaMdha nahIM, sUtrakAra ne spaSTa kara diyA dharma karane se pahale, dhArmika kArya anuSThAna se pahale, apane pariNAma aura Azaya ko Apa zuddha banA leM. usI bhAvanA se Apa dharma kriyA kareM to phalIbhUta banegA, tAki usa dharma kriyA ke andara bhautika kAmanA na A jAe. usa dharma sAdhanA ke andara jagata kI yAcanA na A jAe. sAdhanA jo samrAT banane ke lie hai, usa sAdhanA ke mAdhyama se mAnasika daridratA mere andara na A jAe. eka bAra Apa nizcita kara leMge mujhe kucha nahIM cAhie, saba kucha ha 353 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI Apako milane vAlA hai. jisa dina Apane zarta rakhI ki mujhe yaha prApta ho jAe, sArI bhAvanA kuNThita ho jAegI. dharma sAdhanA ke dvArA Apa jo prApta karane kA prayAsa kara rahe haiM, saphala nahIM ho sakegA, Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jahAM jo cIja milane vAlI hI hai, usake lie bhAvanA kyoM ? kAmanA kyoM ? apanI Adata se hama lAcAra haiM, sArI dharma sAdhanA ko dAMva para rakha kara hama saMsAra prApta karanA cAhate haiM. samRddhi mila jAye, do paisA mila jAe, jagata meM sammAna mila jAe, isa jagata kI kAmanA ko lekara Aja taka hamArI sAdhanA niSphala gaI, jIvana ke usa bhUtakAla meM anAdi ananta kAla merA niSphala gayA, milA kucha nahIM, sivAya karmabandhana ke kucha nahIM milA. inAma to gayA hI, sAtha sajA bhI milI. saMsAra eka prakAra kI sajA hai saMsAra svayaM ke andara eka senTrala jela hai. hama aparAdhI banakara ke, karma ke kaidI banakara ke yahAM Aye haiM, ataH Apa dhyAna meM rakhakara ke calanA, koI vyakti saMsAra meM svatantra nahIM hai. koI vyakti AjAda nahIM hai. bolakara ke Apa AnaMda leM ki maiM svatantra hU~, zabdoM se bhale hI Apa svatantra hoM, kArya se Apa svatantra nahI haiM. hara vyakti cAhatA hai maiM samrAT bana jAU~, bhikhArI banakara ke jIvana nikAlanA par3atA hai. hara vyakti cAhatA hai, maiM karoDa pati bana jAU~, daulatamanda bana jAU~ sAre jIvana prayatna yAcanA kI bhUmikA para jIvana pUrA karanA paDatA hai. hara vyakti cAhatA hai, meM Arogya prApta karU~, bImArI meM jIvana pUrA ho jAtA hai. hara vyakti ise cAhatA hai usakI manokAmanA hotI hai ki saMsAra meM maiM hukUmata karU~, merA adhikAra sAre saMsAra meM kAyama rahe, gulAmI meM jIvana pUrA karanA paDatA hai, naukarI karake jIvana bitAnA par3atA hai. kaisI lAcArI, apanI icchA se Apa janmeM nahIM apanI icchA se Apa marane vAle bhI nahIM. maranA bhI Apake hAtha se nahI. vyakti cAhatA hai, maiM mara jAU~, maranA bhI Apake hAtha meM nahIM hai. yaha bhI ApakI dhAraNA galata hai. sAdhanA meM AzIrvAda kA svarUpa hai. jagata ke sAre bandhanoM se Apako mukta kara detA hai. pUrA phrIDama detA hai, pUrI AjAdI Apako detA hai. karma kI gulAmI se miTA karake Apako AjAda banAtA hai. samrAT banAtA hai. dharma sAdhanA kA puNya prabhAva hai. dharma karanA nahIM, binA dharma kie hI mujhe isakA inAma cAhie. anAdi kAla kA eka saMskAra hai, hyUmana sAikolojI hai-: dharmasya phalamicchAnti / dharma necchanti mAnavAH jagata ke vyaktiyoM ke andara eka svabhAva hai. dharma karanA nahIM aura dharma kA phala mujhe cAhie. binA majadUrI kie mujhe naphA cAhie binA zrama kie mujhe vizrAma cAhie. dharmasya phalamicchanti, pApaM kurvanti sAdarAH jagata meM kisI vyakti ko pApa kI sajA nahIM cAhie koI vyakti nahIM cAhatA ki maiM aparAdha karma karUM aura isakI sajA mujhe mile. aparAdha chor3anA nahIM hai, pApa baDe prema 354 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI se karatA hai. pApa meM bar3I prasannatA hai, jagata upArjana ke lie hama pApa bar3I prasannatA se karate haiM. doSI banate haiM parantu koI vyakti nahIM cAhatA ki pApa kI sajA mujhe mile. dharma karanA nahIM aura dharma kA phala mujhe cAhie, kadAcita dharma karanA par3e to ro karake kareM, udAsInatA se kareM, lAcArI se kareM ki karanA par3a rahA hai, majabUrI hai parantu usameM prasannatA nahIM AegI. yadi pApa karanA par3e, pApa se upArjana karanA par3e to baDI prasannatA hogI. anAdi kAla kA saMskAra hai, jo prasannatA hamAre lie hai kitanI bAra meM taranA hai kisI ko mAlUma nahI. prasannatApUrvaka kiyA huA bhava ro karake bhI nahIM chUTa sakatA. itanI bhayaMkara pApa pravRti hotI hai, parantu jagata kA eka saMskAra pApa bar3e maje se karanA hai. aura puNya ro karake karanA hai. isIlie jJAniyoM ne kahA-jo bhI sAdhanA kareM, koI kAmanA hai hI nahIM, koI icchA tRSNA nahIM. Aja taka sArI dharma sAdhanA ko icchA aura tRSNA lekara ke kuNThita banA diyA, malina banA diyA. usI kA pariNAma kaI bAra ajJAnatA meM kI huI sAdhanA jo bhI saMsAra ke lie banI. phira se nayA saMsAra hamane kara diyA. jahAM saMsAra kA visarjana karanA thA, sAdhanA ke dvArA, para ajJAna dazA meM sAdhanA kA upayoga galata dizA meM karake nayA saMsAra hamane paidA kiyA. saMsAra svayaM eka sajA hai, yaha mAnakara ke Apa calanA, yaha saMsAra nahIM hamAre lie senTrala jela haiM hama gunahagAra bana karake Aye. koI na koI aisI bhUla hai pUrva ke andara ki paramAtmA ke gunahagAra hama banakara ke Ae. karma ke kaidI banakara ke Ae. jIvana meM parAdhInatA ke sivAya svAdhInatA hai hI nahIM. Apa janme apanI icchA se nahIM, karma kI gulAmI. kahA se kahAM Apako AnA par3A pUrI svAdhInatA meM jIvana vyatIta hotA hai. aura vyakti apanI AjAdI meM AnA par3A. pUrI svAdhInatA meM jIvana vyatIta hotA hai. aura vyakti apanI AjAdI kI bAta karatA jisa kA pAgalapana kaisA hai? koI bhI kArya icchA ke anusAra hotA nahIM. sabase bar3I karma kI gulAmI, yahI parAdhInatA hai. "karma pradhAna vizva kari rAkhA", tulasI jI kA kahanA hai ki sAre jagata meM karma kI parAdhInatA hai. jaisA karma cAhegA vaisA hI Apake sAtha vyavahAra karegA. "karma nacAvata timahI nAcata", madArI bandara ko nacAtA hai, karma hameM nacAtA hai. vaha jaise nacAe vaise hI nAcanA par3atA hai. jo bulAe aise hI bolanA paDatA haiM, kahAM taka aisI gulAmI meM hama apanA jIvana vyatIta kareM. kahAM taka aisI paristhiti meM rahakara hama apane jIvana ko barbAda kareMge. pravacana isalie diyA jAtA hai vyakti sAvadhAna ho, preraNA mile, prakAza mile, pravacana ke dvArA, AtmA kI jAgRti ke andara kucha nayA rAstA mile. dukha aura darda se mukta hone kA ATha upAya usako pravacana ke dvArA mile. jagata ke darda se mai apanI Atma 355 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- -guruvANI - banA lUM. bar3I vicitra karma kI sthiti hai. yaha jo dharma sAdhanA hai. tIna dina kA upavAsa jo isa samaya cala rahA hai. kaThinAI to AegI, zrama to par3egA, bhUkha ko mAranA paDegA kyoMki Aja taka bhUkha ne hI hama ko mArA hai. yaha bhUkha ko mArane kA prayAsa hai, jIva jaba garbha meM hotA hai. sarvaprathama utpanna hote hI AhAra ke paramANuoM ko prApta karanA hai. AhAra prApti kahA jAtA hai, usake bAda AhAra ke paramANuoM se karma ke andara apane zarIra ko utpanna karatA hai usake bAda indriyoM ko prApta karatA hai. prathama utpati va sthAna para jAte hI AhAra utpanna karatA hai. anAdi anaMta kAla se jIva kI yahI sthiti hai, AhAra prApta karanA AhAra kI prApti meM sAre jIvana paryanta galAma banake rahanA. AhAra kI vAsanA se mukta hone ke lie, anAhArI pada mokSa kI ArAdhanA ke lie, yaha upavAsa sarvopari sAdhanA hai. anAdi kAla se hamArA jo AhAra se aTaicamenTa hai vaha TUTa jAe. AhAra kI vAsanA se maiM mukta bana jAU~, kyoMki maiM AtmA ke sAtha jur3A huA hU~, isalie prayAsa karavAyA jAtA hai, abhyAsa karavAyA jAtA hai tAki anAdi kAla ke saMskAra se hamArI AtmA kA rakSaNa ho. AtmA kA svabhAva AhAra karanA nahIM hai, yaha to zarIra kA dharma hai. zarIra lekara ke yaha batAnA hai. jJAniyoM ne kahA - jahAM taka vAsanA hai. vahAM taka sadbhAvanA nahIM A sakatI. kahane kA Azaya, sAdhanA saMsAra kI vAsanA se mukta karane kA sarva zreSTha upAya hai. "prativana kriyAneti" kriyAoM ke andara, dharma puruSArtha ke andara, vyakti ko satata jAgRta rahanA cAhie. sArI dharma kriyA pUrNa vaijJAnika kriyA hai. vyakti agara mahIne meM kama se kama do upavAsa karatA hai. aise to upavAsa mahAna varSa tithiyoM meM honA cAhie parantu yadi do upavAsa bhI Apa karate hoM to bhI ApakA zAririka, mAnasika, Arogya surakSita rakhatA hai. vicAra meM pavitratA AtI hai, vikAra ko mArane kI sabase bar3I davA upavAsa. upavAsa kA artha hotA hai, AtmA ke najadIka upasthita rahanA. upavAsa do zabda hai, "vAsa" kA artha rahanA, "upa" kA matalaba hai najadIka, kisake najadIka upasthita rahanA. AtmA ke najadIka upasthita rahanA, usakA nAma upavAsa. aisI sthiti A jAe, upavAsa meM dhyAna aura sAdhanA ke dvArA vyakti AhAra ko hI bhUla jAe, dhyAna kI prasannatA ke andara isa peTa ke darda ko hI bhUla jAe, vaha Ananda dhyAnAvasthA meM AnA cAhie, jo Ananda Aja taka Apako saMsAra kI prApti meM milA, makAna dukAna banane meM milA, vyApAra meM milA, paise meM milA vaha saba asthAyI hai. ___ zarIra meM kahIM darda ho jAe aura Apako golI dI jAe darda ke upazamana ke lie zAnti ke lie, to vaha koI sthAyI upacAra nahIM hai. thoDI avadhi ke lie ApakA darda ghaTA degA. parantu bAda meM pIr3A to hogI. vaise meM agara Apa Ananda dekhate ho, parivAra 356 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI meM agara Apa zAnti khojate ho, dukAna makAna ke andara sukha anubhava karate ho to jJAniyoM kI dRSTi meM vaha kSaNa mAtra kA hai. usake bAda darda to paidA karegA hI, jaise hI usakA viyoga huA darda paidA hogA. makAna calA gayA, kisI kAraNa se becanA paDA to roeMge. dukAna calI gayI to roeMge. parivAra meM se koI AdamI calA gayA to bhI AMsU nikaleMge. AyA huA vaisA gayA to bhI baDI vedanA, bar3A darda, prApti ke bAda usakA viyoga Apa meM darda paidA karake jAtA hai, usa Ananda se yahAM koI prayojana nahIM. vahAM to jo svayaM kA Ananda hai, svayaM kI AtmA se hI prApta karanA hai, jo Ane ke bAda phira kabhI jAe nahIM. aise sukha ko prApta karanA hai. usakA upAya batalAyA jAtA hai. Aja taka usa kSaNika sakha ke andara apanI prasannatA kA hamane anubhava kiyA. jahAM jahAM jo bhI sAdhana milA. una sAdhanoM ko lekara ke sakha kA Ananda liyA, parantu jJAniyoM ne kahA-jo Ananda bhale hI vartamAna meM Apako AnaMda de jAeM lekina socanA bhaviSya kA hai. Aja kI prasannatA Apane jo saMsAra meM prApta kiyA hai usakI jo vartamAna prasannatA hai, vaha bhaviSya meM rudana banatA hai. aisA kAma hama kyoM kareM ki bhaviSya meM ronA paDe. AMsa nikalanA par3e. Aja kI prasannatA yadi mere lie vyathA bana jAe, rudana kA kAraNa bana jAe, dukha darda aura pIDA kA kAraNa bana jAe, aisA sukha mujhe cAhie hI nahIM. khaNamitta sukkhA bahukAla duHkhA mahAvIra paramAtmA ke zabdoM meM dekhakara kahA jAe to jJAniyoM ne kahA, anya jJAniyoM ne jJAna ke prakAza meM dekhakara kahA, apane ekAnta upakAra ke lie kahA-kSaNa mAtra kA sukha bhale hI bhautika dRSTi se Apako AnaMda de jAe, parantu bhaviSya ke lie dukha kA kAraNa banatA hai. jo vartamAna paulika vAsanA se utpana hone vAle sukha haiM vahI paramparA meM dukha kA janma dene vAlA sthAna hai. yaha Apa samajha karake calanA ki vartamAna sukha bhaviSya meM dukha dene vAlA banatA hai, aisA sukha mujhe nahIM cAhie. ravivAra kA dina ho. mitroM ke sAtha Apa kahIM pikanika para jA rahe hoM, bahuta sundara Apako paudgalika vAsanA kA AnaMda A rahA ho, ApakI vAsanA ko tRpti mila rahI ho. mitroM ke sAtha baiTha karake vahIM duniyA bhara kA AnaMda lUTa rahe ho, parantu jaba bhojana kA samaya ho aura Apake anukUla sAmagrI ho, khIra-pUrI kA jIvana ho, sundara se sundara svAdiSTa bhojana banA ho, vahAM pikanika ke andara dopahara ke bAraha baje yadi Apa bhojana karane apane mitroM ke sAtha baiThe. khIra utArate samaya Apake gale meM jarA sA darda ho, kaThinAI ho, pAnI ke dvArA utAranA paDe, aisI sthiti A gaI ho. kabhI Apane anubhava nahIM kiyA? Apake mana meM zaMkA hogI kyA bAta hai? rukAvaTa kisa kAraNa hai? koI TaoNnasila hai, sardI hai, kyA bAta hai, galA itanA pakar3a liyA. khAne kA AnaMda to gayA parantu vApisa / 357 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI jaba Apa lauTa kara AeM, apane phaimilI DaoNkTara ko Apa dikhalAeM ki bhAI jarA dekho kyA bAta hai. mere pravacana meM Apa cAra mahInA roja niyamita zravaNa kareM, eka sau bIsa dina taka pravacana zravaNa kareM, to vairAgya nahIM AegA, DaoNkTara kA eka zabda vairAgya dekara calA jAegA. dekhakara Apa ko itanA hI kahe ki "seTha sAhaba! aura to saba kucha ThIka hai, aisI koI bAta nahIM, eka bAra bambaI TATA hospITala meM Apa dikhalA kara A jAeM." eka vAkya, kyA pariNAma AyA. sArA Ananda calA gayA. jala karake rAkha bana jAegA. sArI prasannatA naSTa ho jAegI, Aja taka Apane jo sukha kI imArata banAI, vaha sArI imArata eka bAra meM girA degA. jaise ApakI mauta Apake sAmane ho. sArI imArata khatma ho jAegI. sArA AnaMda havA meM ur3a jAyagA. koI astitva hI nahIM rahegA. vicAroM meM DUba jAeMge. nIMda lene para bhI nIMda nahIM AegI. bambaI gae aura vahIM DAkTara ne nidAna kiyA aura kaha diyA tumhe kaiMsara haiM. kyA jabAva hai Apake pAsa? noTa ginane meM Ananda AegA. dukAna meM baiTheMge, grAhaka dekha karake Ananda AegA? bahuta sArI khAne kI sAmagrI par3I hai. dekha karake muMha meM pAnI AegA? eyarakulara ke pAsa Apako baiThA diyA jAegA. pasInA banda hogA. sArI prasannatA calI jAegI. dukha darda se jIvana bhara jAegA. yaha saMsAra bar3A vizvAsaghAtI hai. yaha sukha bhI Apake mana kA bhArI bhrama hai. eka mAtra kalpanA hai. deara ija no rielTI. vahAM koI vAstavikatA hai hI nahIM. saba bhrama meM hI Apa jI rahe haiM. sukha kaba dhokhA de jAe mAlUma nahIM, DAkTara eka zabda Apako aisA de jAegA ekadama parivartana. javAna lar3akA, kabhI dharma kriyA meM usakA cita nahIM lagA. loga kahate haiM-nazA hotA hai. javAnI kA nazA. yaha umra hI aisI hotI hai. bar3I khataranAka umra hotI hai. gujarAtI meM kahA jAtA hai, javAnI hindI meM bhI kahate hai. gujarAtI kavi ne isakA bahuta sundara artha nikAlA. javAnI meM rahavAnI nahIM, jisako Apa javAnI kahate haiM. vaha rahane vAlI nahIM hai. rahavAnI nAthI vo to jAne vAlI hai. bar3I tIvragati se jA rahI hai. yuvA saMnyAsI, gAMva ke kinAre kueM ke pAsa maMdira meM dhyAnastha baiThA thA. yuvaka ghora brahmacArI purUSa aThAraha se bIsa varSa kI umra hogI. dhyAna ke aMdara mana kI sthiratA rakhakara ke baiThA. subaha kA samaya thA prAtaH kAla vahAM se pAnI bharane ke lie aurateM jAyA karatIM. bar3A prasiddha kuAM thA. sArA gAMva vahAM se pAnI bharatA. pAnI bharane yuvA striyAM vahAM AtI thI. vaha yuvA saMnyAsI aura kucha nahIM karatA. vaha japa kara rahA thA. aura jahAM ziva kA nAma lenA cAhie. "oma namaH zivAyaH" rAma kA nAma lenA cAhie, paramezvara kA nAma lenA cAhie. vahAM yuvA saMnyAsI kisI aura maMtra kA jApa kara rahA thA. ha 358 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsun Gyanmandir -guruvANI = usa mantra jApa ke andara bola rahA thA. loka bhASA meM hI mantra jApa thA. loga bhI acchI taraha samajha sakeM, mAlA ginate-ginate vo joroM se kahatA. "agalI bhI acchI pichalI bhI acchI, bicalI ko jUte kI mAra" mantra meM aura kucha nahIM thA. "agalI bhI acchI pichalI bhI acchI, bicalI ko jUte kI mAra" saMyoga dekhie. gAMva kI aurateM jaba pAnI bharane jA rahI thIM, Age rAjapUta ghara kI aurata thI. aura usake Age brAhamNa parivAra kI aurata thI, pIche eka vANika parivAra kI aurata thI, tIna aurateM thIM. tInoM maTakA lekara pAnI bharane jA rahI thIM. jaba yaha mantra sunA, vicAra meM par3a gaIM. pAgala hogA, dimAga kharAba hogA. pAnI bhara ke jaba ve lauTIM taba bhI vahIM jApa cala rahA thA__ "agalI bhI acchI, pichalI bhI acchI, bicalI ko jUte kI mAra" rAjapUtanI kA khUna garma ho gayA, maiMne kyA aisA pApa kiyA hai, gunAha kiyA hai, maine kyA aisI badatamIjI kI hai, mere? kyoM jUte kI mArako. do ke bIca meM cala rahI thI. ghara Akara apane pati se bAta kI. parivAra ko mAlUma par3A, parivAra uttejita ho gayA. use aura koI nAma nahIM milA, kRSNa kA nahIM, rAma kA nahIM. yaha kauna sA mantra hai. yaha kauna sA jApa hai. bar3A Aveza A gayA. pati ne talavAra lI, rAjapUtoM kI to asala bhASA talavAra hI hai. talavAra lI aura AyA ki abhI sara kalama kara detA hUM. mAtra muMha hotA hai. Aveza meM gayA. uttejita vyakti ke pAsa AMkha nahIM hotI. muMha kA dvAra khulA rahatA hai. khule hue dvAra se duzmana to sahaja meM A jAte haiM. karma zatruoM kA praveza bar3A AsAna hotA hai, krodhita avasthA meM. krodhI vyakti kA dvAra khulA rahatA hai, prakAza baMda rahatA hai. vaha dekhatA nahIM, vaha AMkha baMda hai, ajJAna kA aMdhakAra hai aura iNDiyA geTa khulA rahatA hai, muMha khulA rahatA hai, sAre zatru aMdara praveza kara pAte hai. bar3e AsAnI se apanA adhikAra jamA lete haiM. vaha Adeza meM A gayA, paraMtu vahAM sAdhuoM ke pAsa koI Dabala rola to thA nahIM. vahI jApa cala rahA thA. "agalI bhI acchI, pichalI bhI acchI, bicalI ko jUte kI mAra" vaha camaka gayA ki yahAM koI agalA nahIM, pichalA nahIM, koI nahIM, isa mantra kA rahasya kyA hai? koI aurata yahAM para nahIM hai. yaha jApa yahI kara rahA hai. bar3e joroM se bola rahA hai, isake pIche kAraNa kyA hai? cupa rahA, jarA zAnta huA. mana meM eka jijJAsA paidA huI ki sAdhu se jAkara isakA rahasya pUchA jAe. jaise hI vahAM gayA, sAdhu ke caraNoM meM eka bAra to girA, zAMta svabhAva usakA. vyakti jaba zAMta hotA hai, usake vicAra meM jaba pavitratA AtI hai. jJAniyoM ne kahA-usameM eka apUrva zakti hotI hai, jise hama laba Apha aTraikzana kahate hai. maigneTa kI taraha usake 359 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI prema kA AkarSaNa sabakI AtmAoM ko. yUropa ke andara eka bahuta bar3A santa huA. eka jamAnA thA. usakA itanA prabhAva yUropa ke andara, vahAM ke cAhe kaise bhI vyakti hoM parantu usake lie to ve arpita the. aisA unakA jIvana thA. aisA usakA madhura sundara kArya thA. jahAM vaha rahatA thA, rahane kA sthAna itanA sundara banAyA, parantu eka bhI daravAjA usameM nahIM rakhA. santa ne kahA-prabhu kA daravAjA khulA rahatA hai, yahAM dvAra kA kyA kAma? koI bhI Ao, kisI bhI samaya Ao, prabhu kA dvAra hai khulA milegA. eka bhI darabAjA usameM nahIM lagAyA. koI dIna dukhI AtA aura jo usake pAsa sAdhana hotA, usase bhakti karatA. gAMva ke loga usa kArya meM usakI khuda madada karate. rAtri kA samaya thA, jela se chUTA haA bhayaMkara khUnI, usako usa dina chor3a diyA gayA. polaiNDa ke andara, jo vahAM kI sabase bar3I jela hai, vahAM se usako mukta kiyA gayA. zAma kA samaya thA, usane socA mere pAsa paise to haiM nahIM aura yaha ThaNDI rAta hai, dekhatA hUM kahIM Azraya mila jAe to eka rAta nikAla lU, to subaha meM apane gAMva calA jAUM. usa vyakti ne darjanoM khUna kara die the. DAkTaroM ne abhiprAya diyA thA, yaha bar3A khataranAka vyakti hai, kabhI bhI yaha logoM ko nukasAna pahuMcA sakatA hai, parantu kAyadA hai, kAyade ke Age unako chor3a denA par3A. jisa rAta vaha chUTA bhayaMkara ThaNDI rAta thI. jahAM gayA, use tiraskAra ke sivAya svAgata to kahIM nahIM milA. bar3A saccA bolane vAlA thA. yaha usameM bahuta bar3A guNa thA, jo hakIkata hai kaha detA. to jahAM gayA, logoM ne pUchA-kahAM se AyA? sainTrala jela se AyA hUM Aja hI chUTA hUM aura khUna kI sajA bhoga kara AyA hUM. loga pahale hI ghabarA jAte, daravAjA banda. kahIM Azraya nahIM milA. gAMva ke eka bUr3he vyakti ne kahA ki aisI jagaha jAo, jahAM tumako hamezA ke lie Azraya mila jAegA, tumhArA jIvana nirvAha ho jAegA. tumhArA jIvana maMdira carca bana jAegA. jAo vahAM. rAtri ko sAr3he bAraha baje vahAM pahuMcA. bhayaMkara ThaNDI. jAte hI vaha vahAM dekhatA hai to dvAra khulA hai. andara gayA. jo santa puruSa vahAM soe the, unako jagAyA ki svAmI mujhe yahAM rAtri meM rahanA hai. isIlie to maiMne yaha sthAna banAyA hai. daravAjA isIlie maiMne nahIM rakhA, Apa jaise mehamAnoM ke lie, Apake svAgata ke lie yaha makAna hai. Apa mujhe jAnate haiM? koI vyakti rAtri meM AyA aura Apako jagAkara merA paricaya diyA to ho sakatA hai Apa mujhe yahAM se nikAla deM, maiM khUnI hUM, bahuta lambI sajA bhogakara ke jela se chUTA hUM. pahale hI paricaya detA hUM tAki merI rAta na bigar3e. ____ maiM yahAM kisI ke jIvana ke viSaya meM jAnane nahIM AyA, na mujhe jAnane meM rasa hai, di 360 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: guruvANI: maiM to ye dekhatA hUM, Apa bhI paramAtmA ke atithi haiM. maiM to paramAtmA ke rUpa meM hI jagata ko dekhatA hUM. Apa nizcita raheM, ApakI aura kyA sevA karUM? Apa batalAeM. aura to kucha nahIM bhUkhA aura pyAsA hUM agara thor3A sA bhojana mila jAe to AnaMda A jAe. jela ke andara so kara ke mere sAre badana meM darda ho gayA. kahIM sone ko sundara takiyA yA gaddA mila jAe to maiM ArAma se rAta nikAla lUM. bar3I sundara mujhe nidrA AegI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir maiM vyavasthA karatA hUM. santa ke hRdaya meM aisI apUrva karuNA thI, apane sAthiyoM se kahAbahuta bar3e mehamAna haiM, inake sAtha aisA vyavahAra karo. pApiyoM ke sAtha aura sundara vyavahAra karo. dhArmika vyakti itane khataranAka dardI nahIM haiM. DAkTara, jo adhika sIriyasa marIja hotA hai, usapara adhika dhyAna kendrita karatA haiM. usako bacAne kI pUrI koziza karatA hai. sAdhu santoM kA svabhAva bhI aisA hI hai. pApI puruSoM ke prati aura adhika karuNA hogI. jo sIriyasa marIja haiM, karma ke roga se bahuta pIr3ita haiM. usake andara maiM usa pApI ko kaise bacAUM, kaise use pApa se rakSaNa dUM. usakI AtmA ko Arogya kaise mile? sAdhu adhika dhyAna usa tarapha degA. dhArmika vyakti itane khataranAka hote hI nahIM. unake pAsa koI aisA darda bhI nahIM, sAmAnya upacAra kiyA, koI khatarA nahIM. parantu pApI ke prati sAdhu kI karuNA bahuta jabaradasta hogI. apane sAthiyoM se kahA- sundara se sundara AhAra inake lie banAo. jo sAmagrI thI usameM se spezala rasoI taiyAra kI. bahuta bar3e mehamAna haiM isIlie inakA svAgata bhI usI DhaMga se karanA hai. cAMdI kI pleTa nikAlI gaI baiThAyA, bhojana karavAyA. sone ke lie bahuta sundara sthAna unako diyA gayA. mana ke anukUla bhojana milA thA, peTa bhara kara ke khAyA. vistara meM gayA, soyA. santa bhI nizciMta hokara so gae. usake mana meM phira se pApa kA praveza huA. yuvAvasthA thI, pApa ke saMskAra the, pUrvakRta karma hI aisA karake AyA thA, saMskAra nae nahIM the. aisA nimitta milA ki aura jyAdA saMskAra jAgRta ho gae ki kaisA sunaharA maukA hai, Aja kitane zubha dina meM jela se chUTA hai, khulA dvAra mila gayA, sundara sthAna mila gayA. khAne ko acchA bhojana, sone ke lie palaMga mila gayA, parantu vahAM sunaharA cAnsa cAMdI kI tastarI hai. eka nahIM darjanoM tastariyAM yahAM par3I haiM. koI pUchane vAlA nahIM, koI dekhane vAlA nahIM. yadi maiM lekara calA gayA to yahAM kauna inkvAyarI karegA. kAphI dUra nikala jAUMgA, aba to mere pAsa paise kI kamI nahIM rahegI. mana kI aisI kalpanA meM nIMda nahIM A rahI thI. E rAtri meM yahI soca rahA hai, aura aise azubha paramANu usameM A gae, vicAroM meM AyA ki usake sAre vicAra dUSita kara gae, uThA ki maiM jAUM jAkara alamArI kholakara sArI tastarI apane baiga meM DAla lI. jholA bharakara ke cale, hajAroM DAlara kA mAla mila 361 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Jan gweonri www.kobatirth.org guruvANI: jAegA, binA pasInA utAre mana meM socatA hUM, yadi yaha santa jAga gayA aura mujhe yadi pakar3a liyA to mujhe phira se jela kI havA khAnI par3egI. kisI ko mAlUma hI nahI, kyoM nahIM isa sAdhu kA hI khUna kara dUM? kahAM kauna dekhane vAlA hai phala kATane ke lie jo cAkU rakhA thA, vahI cAkU rasoI se uThAyA, santa ke pAsa AyA. andara kI karuNA santa ke cehare se bAhara nikala rahI thI, prema aura maitrI se paripUrNa vaha AtmA thI, jarA bhI durbhAvanA nahI. mArgAnusArI ke itane sundara guNa usake andara vikasita ho gaye the. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vaha vyakti AyA aura jaise hI usa paridhi meM AyA, yaha prema kA prabhAva cumbaka jaisA hai. turanta hRdaya para usakA asara hotA hai. cAkU lekarake mArane AyA. vicAra meM ekadama parivartana A gayA, nirdoSa ceharA hai. isa vyakti ne mere Ane para kitanA sundara vyavahAra kiyA. maiM kaise cAkU calAUM, vaha cAkU lie pIche haTa gayA. phira eka bAra sAhasa kiyA. dUsarI bAra karma kA AkramaNa huA ki tU hamalA kara, mAra DAla. hogA so dekhA jAegA. kAhe ko pyAra meM kAyara banatA hai ? aisA sunaharA maukA phira kabhI milane vAlA nahIM, phira vaha ekadama uttejita huA, mArane ke lie AyA parantu prema kA pratikAra kaisA, jaise cehare ko jhAMkA to sAre vicAra usake pIche haTa gae. maiMne maiM socA, maiM bahuta bhayaMkara aparAdha karane jA rahA hUM. yaha paramAtmA kA sabase bar3A aparAdha hogA. yaha karuNA se bharA huA. mere Upara isakI kitanI sundara maitrI, rAtri ko sAr3he bAraha baje mere lie khAnA banAyA. itanI sundara mere lie sone kI vyavasthA kI, isako yadi maiM mAratA hUM to merA mana sAkSI nahIM detA, merI AtmA sAkSI nahIM detI. vApisa cAkU andara gayA, do, tIna bAra usane prayAsa kiyA parantu mAra nahIM pAyA. viphala ho gayA. sAre durvicAra usake pIche haTa gae. usakA AkramaNa saphala nahIM ho pAyA. Akhira nirAza hokara usane socA. yahAM kauna dekhane vAlA hai? agara baiga bhara kara meM le jAUM, ye kahAM pIche daur3ane vAle haiM, cillAne vAle haiM. binA mAre agara mujhe sAmragI mila jAtI hai to mArane kI mujhe koI jarUrata nahIM, lekara bahuta dUra nikala gayA, parantu gAMva ke kinAre caukIdAra ne lalakArA- kauna hai ? kahAM jAte ho ? rukanA par3A, mana meM Dara thA kahIM pIche se golI na calA deM, 'kyA hai tumhAre pAsa ?, kahAM jA rahe ho itanI rAtri meM ?" " kyA haiM tumhAre pAsa ?" *Azrama ke bartana haiM. saca bolanA par3A, majabUrI thI. reDa haiNDa pakar3A gayA. "ye bartana maiM le jA rahA hUM, cAMdI ke haiM." 362 For Private And Personal Use Only Mor

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guruvANI tuma corI karake bhAga rahe ho. do cAra tamAcA lagAyA. hAtha meM DorI bAMdha karake sipAhI lekara use Azrama meM pahuMce. prAtaH kAla pAMca sAr3he pAMca kA samaya hogA. sUryodaya kI taiyArI thI aura hajarata ko le Ae. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir santa se kahA, pulisa vAloM ne "Apa kaise sajjana haiM maiMne kitanI bAra kahA yaha dvAra Apa khulA rakhate ho, aise AvArA gardI meM bhaTakate hue loga Ate haiM, cora DAkU Ate haiM Apako yaha nahIM mAlUma ki isane jisako Apa ne Azraya diyA, Apake yahAM jisane rAta nikAlI ho, vaha ApakA sArA mAla corI karake le jA rahe the, yaha to acchA samajhiye ki hama mila gae aura pakar3a liyA, mAla bhI barAmada ho gayA, yaha ApakA mAla lekara ke AyA hUM santa ke cehare meM to aura adhika karuNA thI. baDA dayA pAtra vyakti usane kahA "bhAI Apane galata samajha liyA, ye hamAre mehamAna the. aisI majabUrI meM ye Aye the, inake pAsa eka paisA nahIM thA, ho sakatA hai. kala jAkara Atma ghAta karane kA koI galata kArya karaleM, paise ke lie na jAne kauna sA pApa kara baiTheM ? kyA patA kisI kA khUna karake kisI ko lUTa kara A jAeM? maiMne socA, hamAre yahAM ye saba sAdhana aise hI par3e haiM, kyoM na inako pUrNa kara diyA jAe. vicAra se nirNaya le liyA ki inako pUrNa kara dUM. ye mAla aba merA nahIM inhIM kA hai. inhIM ko bheMTa diyA huA hai." yaha prema kI mAra kaisI bhayaMkara hotI hai ki jisa ke aMdara karma mara jAtA hai, mUrcchita ho jAtA hai, yaha prema kI mAra kA camatkAra hai. thor3e samaya ke pahale jo vyakti use mArane AyA, usa vyakti kI sthiti dekhiye, caraNoM meM gira gayA. girA itanA hI nahIM vaha rone lagA. unake caraNoM meM gira kara ke AMsuoM se pAMva dho die. kahA "Apa koI devadUta haiM. ApakA yaha vyavahAra ApakA yaha AcAra, mere hRdaya kA mUla se parivartana Aja kara gayA. aba yAda rakhiye, maiM Apako vizvAsa detA hUM ki apane vacana ke Upara, Aja jo cAhe mujhase karavA sakate haiM Apake pasIne kI jagaha apanA khUna bahAne ko taiyAra hUM. Apake eka zabda meM prANa arpaNa karane ko taiyAra hUM. yaha Izvara kI sAkSI maiM pratijJA karatA hUM ki Aja ke bAda mere jIvana meM aisA aparAdha nahIM hogA. aba Apa mujhe Azraya deM, jo cAheM mere se sevA karAeM." zaitAna saMta bana gayA yaha prema kA camatkAra aisI apUrva prema kI sAdhanA ki aMtara kI vaha vAsanA calI gaI. mahAvIra ke zabdoM meM kahA jAe, agara isa prakAra hama prema aura maitrI kI sAdhanA kareM to jitane bhI zatru hamArI najara me haiM, vo mitravat bana jAeMge. sArI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna mila jAe, vAsanA mukta bana jAe. yaha umra aisI khataranAka hai, isa umra meM yaha vicAra AtA nahIM, to sAdhu apanI sAdhanA ke aMdara prema kI upAsanA kara rahA thA javAna sAdhu thA aura usakA yahI maMtra"agalI bhI acchI pichalI bhI acchI, bicalI ko jUte mAra" 363 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI vaha javAna vyakti uttejita ho gayA, avasthA hI aisI hai, uttejanA se bharI huI. javAnI isI ko kahA jAtA hai, bar3I khataranAka avasthA hai. usa vicAra meM praur3hatA nahIM milatI. vicAra meM paripakvatA nahIM AtI. kaccA anAja hotA hai, khAne meM svAda nahIM AtA. yaha kaccI umra aura kacce vicAra, jisase AtmA ko tRpti aura saMtoSa nahIM milatA. vaha ekadama uttejita thA, paraMtu zAnta ho gayA vicAra ke aMdara ki A jAya to kucha alaga hai. merI strI ne Akara ke jisa ghaTanA kA varNana kiyA vaha ekadama alaga hai. jAkara saMta ke caraNoM meM girA, aura kahA vaha to prema se paripUrNa AtmA thI, AzIrvAda diyA aura kahA-bhAI. yahAM kaise Ane kA kaSTa kiyA. mahArAja! aura to saba ThIka, yaha ApakA kauna sA maMtra hai? yaha mujhe jAnanA hai, isakA rahasya kyA hai? Apa mujhe batalAiye. unhoMne kahA - bhAI isameM koI rahasya nahIM yaha koI jAda nahIM koI aisI bAta nahIM, yaha to jApa mere lie hai maiM karatA hUM. merI avasthA nahIM dekhI? yuvAvasthA hai. isa avasthA ke aMdara tumane dekhA, na jAne kaba pApa kA praveza ho jAe. antara-jAgRti ke lie, svayaM ko sAvadhAna rakhane ke lie, maiM isa maMtra kA jApa kara rahA hUM. "agalI bhI acchI pichalI bhI acchI" . bAlyAvasthA bar3I nirdoSa avasthA, bar3I suMdara avasthA hai, aisI avasthA yadi apane aMdara A jAe. bRddhAvasthA meM vyakti bahuta jJAnI hotA hai. paripakva hotA hai, avasthA acchI hotI hai, praur3hAvasthA. pacAsa sATha varSa kI umra hotI hai, jIvana kA anubhava hotA hai, unake pAsa bar3e gajaba kI bauddhika zakti hotI hai. bAlaka ke pAsa usa zakti kA abhAva hotA hai. vaha zakti abhI usameM vikasita nahIM huI. raMtu maiM eka zabda kahUMgA. Apa jarA vicAra karanA. Apa ke pAsa umra ke hisAba se bauddhika zakti, bauddhika pratibhA A jAe, bar3I vyavahAra kuzalatA A jAe, dimAga Apake pAsa hai, bAlaka ke pAsa dimAga kA abhAva hai, isIlie bAlaka kahA jAtA hai. bAlaka ke pAsa buddhi nahIM hai. apane pAsa dimAga to hai. bAlaka jaisA pavitra nahIM hai. bAlaka ke pAsa hRdaya hai to buddhi nahIM hai. jisa dina apanA hRdaya bAlaka jaisA bana jAe, buddhi paripakva bana jAe donoM meM sumela bana jAe, jJAniyoM ne kahA-sArI-sArI sAdhanA sugandhamaya bana jAe. apUrva jAgRti apanI antara cetanA meM A jAe. sArI vAsanA nikala jAe. bAlaka jaisA hRdaya nahIM, prema aura maitrI se bharA huA hRdaya nahIM. ___Apa ghara meM kutte rakhate haiM. Apane kabhI kuttoM ko dekhA? unakI sAikolojikala sTaDI kI? insAna ke aMdara kutte jaisA prema bhI nahIM, bar3A apUrva prema hai. usake aMdara. Apake ghara meM rahane vAlA kuttA ApakI roTI khAtA hai. subaha se zAma taka ghRNA prakaTa 364 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI kI. kitanI jaldI bhUla jAtA hai nirdoSa bana jAtA hai. usa samaya bhauMkegA. ApakI uttejanA se usa samaya usameM bhI garmI A jAegI. thor3e samaya bAda Apa ghara para AeM, vahIM kuttA saba bhUla kara ke ApakA pAMva cATane ke lie AtA hai. kabhI Apa dekhanA, saba bhUla jAtA hai, nirdoSa bana jAtA hai. jaise kucha bhI isane mere sAtha nahIM liyA, koI pUrva kA lakSaNa nahIM. agara kutte jaisA lakSaNa bhI A jAe to saMvatsarI saphala ho jAe. hama bhUlate nahIM, gAMTha bAMdha rakhate haiM. korTa taka jAte haiM, varSoM taka ye saMskAra lekara jAte haiM. kaise Atma kalyANa hogA. yaha nikRSTa prANI kuttA vaha bhI Apake vyavahAra ko bhUla jAtA hai ki subaha isane mujhe DaNDA mArA, merA apamAna kiyA, saba bhUla jAtA hai. Apa bhUlanA sIkhie. bahuta sI bAteM to bhUlane jaisI haiM. bhUla gae to ApakI sAdhanA meM camaka A jAe. lekina, hama yAda rakhate haiM, yahI sabase bar3I galatI hai. sAdha kahatA hai-bhaI merI avasthA aisI hai. maiM kyA batalAUM? yaha bAlyAvasthA baDI nirdoSa avasthA thI. paramAtmA ke pratIka jaisA merA hRdaya thA. pAradarzaka merA hRdaya thA. kisI ke prati kaTutA, baira, virodha nahIM thA. pichalI bhI acchI. buDhApA A jAye, indriyAM zithila ho jAeM, pApa kA praveza dvAra hI banda ho jAe. pApa karane kI tAkata hI na rahe, nirdoSa bana jAo, sabhI vyakti dayA dRSTi se dekheM. bUr3hA vyakti hai, isakI ijjata karo. isako sahayoga do, kyoMki vaha koI pApa to kara nahIM sakatA. para vivaza hotA hai, zAririka lAcArI hotI hai. indriyAM zithila bana jAtI haiM, pApa karane meM asamartha bana jAtI haiM. vaha avasthA bhI bar3I acchI. jIvana kA anubhava kaI bAra rakSaNa kA kAma karate haiM. "agalI bhI acchI." ___ yaha bicalI avasthA, paccIsa se cAlIsa kI avasthA bar3I khataranAka hai. isalie maMtra jApa karate samaya jora se bolatA hUM. ___ "agalI bhI acchI, pichalI bhI acchI, bicalI ko jUte kI mAra" isa avasthA ko jUte kI mAra, tAki indriyAM sIdhI raheM. aura viSaya kA damana hotA rahe, yaha viSaya uttejita na ho jAeM. ye tIna dina kA upavAsa jUte kI mAra hai. aura kucha nahIM, ye sArI indriyAM baDI khataranAka haiM. saba sIdhI ho jAeMgI. nirvikArI banane ke lie tapa kI ArAdhanA hai. pUrva meM upArjana kie hue jo bhI karma haiM, ve sabhI karmoM ko naSTa karane kA parama sAdhana, nirjarA kA parama kAraNa tapa hai, isIlie tapa ko nirjarA kA sAdhana mAnA. tapasyA nirjarA ko tatvArtha-sUtra meM mahAna umA svAti ne kahA-yaha tapa to nirjarA ke lie hai. jagata kI prApti ke lie nahIM. usa AkAMkSA se mujhe karanA nahIM. tapa ko kalaMkita nahIM karanA, nirdoSa bhAva se karanA. ha nA - 365 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI ye bahuta sI cIjeM hamAre jIvana meM bahuta vicAraNIya haiM hama kara nahIM pAte agara saMsAra kI isa gulAmI se mukta honA hai, kyoMki mana to nahIM cAhatA, mana kI vAsanA to tIna vakta AhAra mAMgatI hai. mana kI vAsanA aisI hai so to kahegI lAo. yaha mana ko mArane kA upAya hai indriyoM para damana karane kA eka bahuta suMdara vikalpa hai. tapa kI sAdhanA. "icchA nirodhasya tapaH" 7 tapa kI vyAkhyA dI paribhASA batalAI, icchAoM kA virodha karanA, pratikAra karanA tapa hai. vAsanA hogI sundara se sundara bhojana lU~ parantu Apa sAvadhAna haiM, usakA pratikAra karate haiM ki ina viSayoM ko maiM kabhI poSaNa dene vAlA nahIM. ye saMkalpa haiM tIna dina taka cAhe jaisA bhI saMkaTa A jAe, mujhe AhAra nahI cAhie. mujhe usa vAsanA se hai. yaha hamArA dRDha saMkalpa Age calakara hameM bahuta lAbha dene vAlA hai. mukta bananA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir saMkalpa meM manobala cAhie dRr3hatA cAhie. eka bAra Apa mana ko vArniMga de diye ki nahIM mileMge. phira bhUkha nahIM lagegI, pyAsa nahI lagegI. yuddha ke kSetra meM sainika lar3ate haiM. na vahAM khAne ko milatA hai, na pIne ko milatA hai. vahA~ to sAmane mauta najara AtI hai. mauta nAcatI hai aura dikhatI hai. kaise lar3a rahe hoMge, cAra pA~ca dina binA pAnI ke binA AhAra ke nikalate haiM. aisA bhI morcA hotA hai, phaMsa jAte haiM. cAro tarapha nikalane kA rAstA banda ho jAtA hai, rAzana kA saplAI nahI ho pAtA. kaise jItate haiM. kaise mauta kA mukAbalA karate hai ? ye sArI cIjeM ApakI najara meM hai. Apa mana ko samajhAie jaba Apako lar3anA hai lar3iye eka prakAra se mana ke sAtha yuddha hai. mana bahuta tUphAna karegA, subaha sAta baje sAyarana bajegA ki khatarA hai. cAya lAo. ubAsI para ubAsI AegI. dopahara ko peTa andara se pukAregA phira sAyarana bajegA khatarA hai lAo. tIna-cAra TAima khAeMge. yuddha ke andara eka pAlisI hotI hai usake andara pahale kyA kiyA jAtA hai. duzmana senA ki saplAI ko pahale kaTa kiyA jAtA hai. lar3AI bAda meM, saplAI kaTa pahale kiyA jAtA hai. usake lie kyA karate haiM. pula tor3eMge, relave lAina toDeMge, roDa pula ko kATa deMge tAki duzmana saplAI kara hI na sake jaise hI saplAI kaTa huA duzmana kI AdhI zakti calI gaI. AdhA mukAbalA khatma ho jAe yuddha meM vijaya prApta karane kA yaha rAstA, pahale hI saplAI kaTa. , 366 hamArA to karma ke sAtha yuddha, abhI vAstavika nahIM yaha to riharsala kiyA jA rahA hai tIna dina isalie kyA kiyA jA rahA hai pahale tIna dina kaTa. yaha mana aise nahI maregA ye viSaya aise nahI mareMge, bahuta bar3I enarjI hai usake pAsa, ye saba saplAI kaTa kara diyA jAtA hai, usameM pahale hI rAzana saplAI chaMTA, tAki mana kI sAdhanA ho jAe, yaha tIna dina kA abhyAsa hai, yahA~ to tIsa dina nikAlanA hai, kabhI prasaMga A jAe to saplAI For Private And Personal Use Only HE

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsun Gyanmandir - guruvANI kaTa kara denA hai. A~kha kA saplAI kaTa, kAna kA saplAI kaTa, jIbha kA saplAI kaTa, viSayoM kA saplAI kaTa kara dIjie, aisI bama bArI kariye ki saba pula TUTa jAeM. AtmA svatantra bana jAe, duzmana hAra jAe, mara jAe. karma ko mArane kA yaha upAya hai. yadi tIna dina ke abhyAsa meM bhI saphala nahI hue, yadi eka sAmrAjya morce para bhI hama phela ho jAeM, aura vApisa lauTa kara ke A jAeM to bar3A zarmiMdA bananA par3atA hai. yuddha ke morce para agara sainika Ae, sAmane eka topa chaTe aura bandaka choDakara karake A jAe, usake sAtha mArzala lA kaisA kiyA jAtA hai. aiksana kaisA liyA jAtA hai. hamArI bhI hAlata eka dina upavAsa karavAyA aura morce para lAkara khar3A kara diyA. yaha zera bahAdura Aja nahIM to kala apane karma ko mAregA, AtmA para vijayI banegA. svayaM kI AtmA ko svatantra karAegA. Apako kala morce para khar3A kiyA dUsare dina hI yadi bandUka rakha karake Agaye ki mahAjana basa, Aja to navakArI pAraNA, bhage yahA~ se hamArI kyA hAlata hogI? zobhA detA hai. rAjapUtoM kI eka kavitA hai: tArA kI jota meM candra chipe nahIM, sUrya chipe nahIM bAdala chaayo| raNa car3he rAjapUta chipe nahIM, dAtA chipe nahIM, ghara mAMgana aayo| caMcala nAri ke naina chipe nahIM, prIta chipe nahIM pITha dikhaayo| deza phiro, paradeza phiro, karma chipe nahIM bhabhUta lgaayo| morce para jAne ke bAda raNa kA jo maidAna hotA hai rAjapUta chipA nahIM rahatA, usakA khUna khaula jAtA hai. talavAra lekara ke yuddha meM nAcatA hai. mauta ke sAtha khelatA hai. dAnezvarI AtmA ghara para agara koI yAcaka A jAe, kabhI chipA nahI hogA, usakI udAratA sahaja meM hI prakaTa ho jAegI. kahanA nahI par3egA maiM dAnezvarI AtmA hU~. __cAhe kitanA hI bAdala A jAe sUrya chipatA nahI, prakAza A hI jAtA hai, prema kabhI chipA nahI rahatA, vaha svaMya prakaTa ho jAtA hai. AcaraNa se prakaTa ho jAtA hai. cAhe Apa duniyA meM kahIM bhaTaka jAo, sarjarI karavA ke A jAo, nAma badala ke A jAo, ghara kA sAina borDa badala do, karma chipatA nahI barobara AegA. cAhe kitanI bhI bhabhUta lagA lo, bAbA bana jAo, trizUla le lo, bama-bama bhole nAtha karo, karma pahu~ca hi HiA 367 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: HTRA hI jAegA. yaha to karma ko mArane kA upAya batalAyA gayA, yaha to eka sAmAnya upAya hai. abhI to paryuSaNa A rahA hai. vaha to ATha dina lar3ane kA hai, aise prabala zatru se mukAbalA karanA hai jisane anAdi kAla taka hameM gulAma banAkara rakhA, saMsAra kI sainTrala jela meM hamako lAkara rakhA. karma rAjA kA kaidI banA karake rakhA. hamAre jIvana para usakA kaisA adhikAra kabhI usakA pazcAtApa, upAya, kabhI vicAra AyA ki gulAmI meM kahAM taka rahUMgA. jarA Apa vicAra kariye. isa saMsAra kA jitanA bhI AnaMda hai, kSaNa meM nAza ho jAegA. khAte-pIte mauja karate yadi DAkTara ne itanA hI kaha diyA-Apa ko kaiMsara hai. usakA pariNAma sArA AnaMda calA jAegA. eka kSaNa ke andara. jIvana meM pasInA utAra kara jo paidA kiyA koI cIja. paramAtmA mahAvIra kI bhASA meM kahA jAe. "khaNamitta sukkhA bahukAla duHkhA" vaha kSaNa mAtra kA AnaMda, vartamAna ko prApti meM saMtoSa, vaha usakA pariNAma, bhaviSya meM Apake lie sajA upasthita hogI. bhaviSya meM dukha aura darda kA kAraNa banegA. vahI javAna vyakti, maiM bambaI caupATI meM thA. vaha javAna vyakti kabhI maMdira nahIM gayA, dharmasthAna nahIM gayA, usa javAnAvasthA ke andara amerikA gayA, bahata bar3A jauharI thA. vahAM jAne ke bAda usako Taimprecara huA. bukhAra utara nahIM rahA thA. usane nidAna karavAyA aura kaiMsara milA. ikalautA laDakA, sampanna parivAra. merA caturmAsa caupATI meM hI thA, mere bilkula pAsa vAlI bilDiga meM usake rahane kA thA. lAla gulAba ke phUla jaisA usakA ceharA, javAna avasthA caubIsa, pacIsa varSa kI. DeDha varSa zAdI ko hae, ekamAtra usakI choTI bAlikA aura koI nahIM mAtA-pitA putra ke lie saba kucha karane ko taiyAra mere pAsa Ae, jIvana meM kabhI nahIM AyA, aura aisI tabIyata hai. usa vakta binA bulAe pAsa Ae. kahA-mahArAja ikalautA laDakA hai aura aisI tabIyata hai. maiM lekara AyA hUM. maineM kahA- mauMta se to maiM nahI bacA sakatA para mauta kA sudhAra jarUra kara sakatA hUM. bacAnA mere hAtha meM nahI hai. sudhArane ke lie merA prayAsa hai. isakI mRtyu isake lie varadAna bane, mahotsava bane. maiMne kahA-vaise koI AzA to nahIM hai. maiM roja usa bAlaka ko balAtA, AdhA ghaNTA samajhAtA, vahAM taka calane phirane kI tAkata thI. caumAse meM eka dina bhI usane paramAtmA kI pUjA nahIM chor3I. ghaNTA, do ghaNTA paramAtmA kI bhakti meM rahatA. pratikramaNa kara ke aSThama kA maukA AyA. tIna dina telA kiyA. cauvihAra kiyA. maine use apanI mAlA dI aura kahA pArzvanAtha prabhu kA jApa karanA, jIvana ke aMtima samaya vahI samAdhi degA. pArzvanAtha prabha ke nAma smaraNa meM vaha tAkata hai, vaha mauta ko sudhAratI gunA 368 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI hai aura mokSa gati detI hai. cita kI samAdhi dene vAlA paramAtmA ke nAma krama meM aisA camatmakAra hai jisake dvArA nAma lete hI AtmA ko zAnti aura samAdhi mile. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pratIkSA karanI par3I. usake Ane jAne meM takalIpha par3ane laga gaI, zarIra kSINa ho gayA, zakti nahIM rahI. dIvAlI ke bAda meM svayaM usake ghara jAtA, maiMne dekhA isako kisI bhI taraha se samAdhi mile, roja vahAM maMgalI sunAne jAtA. tIna mAle car3hatA aura utaratA, parantu kisake lie? eka jIva ke lie, saMtoSa mile, usa AtmA ko Aja usakI mRtyu samAdhimaya ho. , roja jAtA, roja usako jagA karake AtA sAvadhAna karatA maiMne apanI mAlA dI ki merI mAlA hai, tuma ginA karanA, pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kI mUrti apane sAmane Tebala para rakhA. roja subaha se zAma taka jaba bhI jAgRta rahanA, mAlA aura bhagavAna pArzvanAtha kI tarapha dRSTi, parivAra meM nahI, putrI meM nahIM, kisI bhI taraha kA moha gayA nahIM, usako snAna karA dete, narsa rakhI thI. kapar3A pahana letA aura vahI mAlA. jo thor3A bahuta khAyA jAe, khAe. mujhe eka dina usane kahA- mahArAja AzIrvAda dIjie, AratI utAratA hUM to eka gilAsa AMsU nikalatA hai itanA darda AzIrvAda dIjie, jaldI merI mauta A jAe. maiMne kahA- ghabarAne se kAma nahI calegA. morcA tumhAre hAtha meM hai. jarA majabUta aura sAvadhAna rahanA, mauta kA pratIkAra karanA hai. mukAbalA karanA hai. mauta bhI eka bAra vicAra meM par3a jAe ki kahAM A gaI. ravIndra nAtha Taigora ke aMtima samaya jisa dina mRtyu hone vAlI thI, usI dina apane antara hRdaya se paramAtmA ko nivedana kiyA ki bhagavAna merI aMtima prArthanA svIkAra kareM. yahAM para maiM tere dvAra para mauta se bacane kI yAcanA lekara nahI AyA, jagata se bhAgakara kAyara banakara maiM tere dvAra para bhIkha mAMgane nahIM cAhe kaisA bhI karma kA AkramaNa ho jAe, mRtyu kA mukAbalA karanA par3e, bhagavan! tU sahana karane kI zakti de. unakI gItAnjalI meM Apa par3hanA, unhoneM apanI prArthanA meM likhA- mere aMtima samaya mauta jaba sAmane AI ve kahate haiM apane sAthiyoM ko bhaI maineM Aja taka saba kucha tujhe luTAyA hai, saba kucha sAthiyoM ko diyA hai, aba mere pAsa dene ko kucha bhI nahI rahA aura mauta apanI jholI lekara ke AI hai. usa jholI ko khAlI kaise bhejA jAe. maiMne Aja soca liyA ki apanA jIvana usa mRtyu kI jholI meM de dUM. tAki vaha khAlI hAtha vahAM se na lauTe, marane ke dina unake ye aMtima zabda the. kaisI mRtyu sarala aura sadAcArI AtmA ke jIvana meM mauta bhI sIdhI aura sarala ho jAtI hai. maiMne usako itanA sAvadhAna kiyA, usakA pariNAma dUsare dina usakI hAlata bigar3a gaI. baiThA thA sAmane paramAtmA kI vaha mUrti, pararzvanAtha bhagavAna kI ora merI dI huI mAlA 369 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra haen www.kobatirth.org guruvANI: usake hAtha meM mAlA gina rahA thA. parivAra ke loga AMsU nikAlakara sAmane khar3e the, maiM bhI gayA maMgalAcAra sunAyA, vandana kiyA pacchakhAna kiyA. kahA- mujhe jaba ghara se parivAra se koI sambandha nahIM, maiM mana se sAdhu bana cukA hUM, Apa merA saba kucha tyAga karavA dIjie. maiMne usako pacchakhAna diyA, tyAga karAyA, jahAM taka mujhe jarUrata na ho, vahAM taka pAnI kA bhI tyAga, vaha bhI pacchakhAna diyA, usa pacchakhAna avasthA ke andara pUrNa tyAgAvasthA meM jo vyakti mujhe kAna meM kahatA hai mujhase bolA nahI jAtA. mahArAja maiM mana se sAdhu bana cukA hUM Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir usa samaya usakA netra paramAtmA kI tarapha mAlA gina rahA hai. AdhI mAlA ginI aura prANa gae. kaisI mauta huI, mAMgane para bhI na mile. acche-acche karor3a - patiyoM ko na mile, sArA rAjya bhI Apa arpaNa karadeM to bhI aisI mauta nahI milatI, kaisA puNyazAlI 26 varSa kI avasthA thI aura prANa cale gae. na kabhI strI kI tarapha aura na apane mAtA-pitA kI tarapha dekhA. marane ke bAda bhI usakA hAtha aise kA aise dRSTi khulI huI, bhagavAna kI tarapha. ye aTThamatapa kI ArAdhanA baDI mUlyavAna ArAdhanA hai, yaha mauta ko sudhArane kI ArAdhanA hai, yaha mRtyu ko mahotsava banAne kI apUrva kalA isa aThThamatapa ke andara hai. pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kA jApa citta kI zAnti aura samAdhi detA hai ye bhUkhe marane kI cIja nahI hai, yaha to bhUkhA ko mArane kI dayA hai. hamezA ke lie mRtyu kI vedanA se AtmA kA rakSaNa ho, anAdi kAlIna isa AhAra kI vAsanA se maiM mukta banUM isa bhAvanA se yaha ArAdhanA karAI jAtI hai. apane andara bhI yaha sAvadhAnI honI cAhie. isa sUtrakAra ne kahAH "pratikSaNaM kriyAceti" isakA artha kyA hai. kriyAoM ke andara vyakti ko satata jAgRta rahanA cAhie. yaha merA AcaraNa, merI dharma kriyA hai. maiM antima samaya taka apane AcaraNa ko chor3ane vAlA nahIM, yaha to eka prakAra kA Antarika momenTa hai. vicAra ke andara kA eka AMdolana hai. isameM agara saphalatA mila gaI to bahuta bar3I AzA hai. yahA~ yadi hama niSphala ho gae to Age bar3hanA bahuta muzkila hogA. paryuSaNa taka to apanA hRdaya itanA svaccha aura nirmala bananA cAhie. aisI komalatA aura madhuratA hamAre jIvana meM AnI cAhie. hamArA micchAmi dukkar3am hamAre lie varadAna bana jAe. hamArA eka micchAmi dukkaDam mokSa kA dvAra kholane vAlA bana jAe. antara hRdaya se nikalA huA yaha yantra micchAmi dukkaDam jagata ke bandhana se mujhe mukta banAne vAlA bana jAe taba to maiM samajheM ki yaha micchAmi dukkar3am diyA. nahI to * Apa nATaka karake cale jAiye. 370 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI 0 ( - . bhagavAna ke ghara meM koI cIja chipI nahI hai. phira aparAdha hogA. phira doSI baneMge. hamArI Adata bar3I kharAba hai. rimAMDa para lete haiM na pulisa vAle. cora ko jaba mArA jAtA hai, pUjA utaratI hai to kyA bolatA hai, kabhI corI nahIM karUMgA. kabhI bhUla nahI karuMgA. hamArI bhI aisI Adata bana gaI hai ki jaba karma kI mAra par3e to bhagavAna ke pAsa daur3e. bhagavAna kabhI aisA nahIM karatA jaise hI vahAM rimAMDa meM se chaTe, paramAtmA kI dayA se baca gae, phira bhagavAna ko hI bhUla gae. upAzraya bhUla gae. mahArAja ko hI bhUla gae. saba bhUla gae, phira karma kI mAra par3e to sIdhe hI yahAM, yaha hamArI Adata... .. maiM kahA karatA haM Apa burA na mAnanA, ye saba ganahagAra haiM. bhala karate haiM phira yahAM Ate haiM. gunahagAra kI; bAra bAra karma rAjA rimAMDa para leM aura mAra khAeM. phira paramAtmA ke dvAra para dayA kI bhIkha mAMgane ke liye Aye. Adata badala lIjie vaira aura kaTutA ko choDa dIjie. prema aura maitrI se pUrNa bana jAiye. sajA se mukta bana jAeMge. yaha saba indriyoM kA tUphAna hai. seTha maphata lAla eka totA lekara AyA. totA bar3A sundara thA, bar3A samajhadAra thA, maphatalAla use kharIda lAe. bar3A zauka thA. kaI vyaktiyoM ko bar3A zauka hotA hai, parantu ve bhUla jAte hai ki kisI ko bandhana meM rakhakara yadi maiM AnaMda lUM to yaha bandhana mere lie bhaviSya kA bandhana banegA. Adata, Apako bar3A priya lagatA hai, AvAja kAna ko baDI priya lagatI hai. vaha totA to le AyA. saMyoga vahA~ para guru mahArAja kA AnA jAnA, sAdhu bhagavanta AhAra ke lie. Ae bhikSA ke lie Ae. mahArAja ne dekhA yaha acchI cIja nahIM hai, zrAvikA se kahA, bacco se kahA, bandhana rakhanA, yaha zrAvaka kA AcAra nahI hai, aticAra lagatA hai. sAdhu bhagavantoM ke Ane jAne se usa tote ko jAtismaraNa kA jJAna ho gayA. pUrvakarma kA bhaya usakI smRti meM A gayA. Apane par3hA hogA ki hamAre kAryakartA siddharAja DhaDDA jo svargIya gulAba canda jI DhaDDA ke suputra haiM. unake jIvana kI eka yAtanA hai. chapI huI eka ghaTanA hai. yaha satya ghaTanA hai. ve pAlItAnA zatrajaya yAtrA meM gae the. Upara caDhate samaya jo pAlItAnA mandira AtA hai, kisI kAraNa se eka totA ghAyala ho gayA. jamIna para par3A thA. marA nahIM thA. gulAba canda jI pUjA karane jA rahe the. hAtha meM usa tote ko lie, pAnI DAlA, sUtra sunAyA, unake hAtha meM hI totA mara gayA. jo kriyA karanI thI, eka rAta jA kara Ae. ___ kucha varSa bAda yahI siddharAja jI jaba pAMca cha: varSa ke the, gulAba canda kI yAtrA karane .prati varSa jAte. use lekara gaye. siddharAja DhaDDA ne apane muMha se kahA-pitA jI yaha jagaha to merI dekhI huI hai. maiM to yahAM AyA hUM aura Apake hAtha meM hI marA hUM. vahI totA mara karake unakA putra banA, vahI Aja ke siddharAja DhaDaDA. - jana 371 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: guruvANI eka navakAra maMtra sunAne kA yaha prabhAva antima samaya usa AtmA ko samAdhi dI. marakara ke saMyoga aisA una ke ghara meM putra ke rUpa meM huye. yaha ghaTanA bahuta varSa pahale hI prakAzita ho gaI, jaba ve bahuta hI choTe aura nirdoSa the, bAlaka avasthA thI. jAti smaraNa jJAna DUbA apane pUrva bhAbukoM ko dekhA, sArI hakIkata unhoMne batalAyI aisI ghaTanAyeM kaI bAra hotI haiM. ye matijJAna kA hI eka prakAra hai, Aja to jJAniyoM ne pairAsAikolojI meM inakI pUrI khoja kI. yaha siddha ho gayA kI AtmA meM bhI eka prakAra kI zakti hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vaha totA jisakI smRti jAgRta huI, sAdhuoM ke Agamana se vAsanA ko lekara maiM isa sthiti meM AyA. pakSI banA eka dina seTha maphatalAla vyAkhyAna meM jA rahe the tote ne kahA- mere eka prazna kA javAba lekara AnA. manuSya kI bhASA totA kaI bAra bola letA hai. pUchA saMsAra ke bandhana se AtmA kisa prakAra mukta banatI hai bar3A gaMbhIra, tAtvika prazna thA. maphatalAla ne to aisA socA hI nahIM thA. ve vyAkhyAna meM gaye. vahAM vyAkhyAna huA aura jaba vidAI kA maukA AyA. saba cele gaye taba maphatalAla ne mahArAja se kahA- bandhana se AtmA kaise bacatI hai. mahArAjA ne kahA- yaha tumhArA prazna nahI ho sakatA, jisa vyakti meM aisA prazna AyA usa vyakti kA jIvana nahIM hotA hai. tU saca batAlAo. jJAnI the. turanta usakI corI pakar3a lI. usane kahA-mahAtman! maiMne ghara meM eka totA pAla rakhA hai. usane mujhase pUchA aura kahAguru mahArAja se mere prazna kA javAba lAnA ki jIvana bandha se mukta kaise hotA hai. tote kA prazna hai. yaha kahate hI mahArAja behoza ho gaye, eka dama gira gaye. na zvAsa cale na kucha bole. maphatalAla Dara gayA ki maiMne aisA kyA galata kAma kara diyA ? yahAM koI vyakti milegA to kyA kahegA ki mahArAjA ko na jAne kyA kara diyA ? becAre sAdhu mahArAja behoza ho gaye. ve maukA dekha kara cupacApa Thahara ke dUsare daravAje se nikala gaye mauke kI tAka meM hI the, badanAmI se to baca jAeM, to loga kyA samajheMge ? khar3A rahA to loga kaheMge kI seTha tumhAre meM itanI akla nahI DAkTara bulAnA, upacAra karavAnA thA, kucha to karanA thA, jisase gAMTha kA paisA kharcanA par3e. dUsarI takalIpha.. 1 sabase acchA upAya pIche ke daravAje se nikala gaye. jAkara apane tote se kahA ki terA prazna kitanA bhayaMkara hai. jaise hI maiMne mahArAja se kahA, mahArAja to behoza ho gaye. ekadama so gaye, zvAsa bhI nahIM zarIra kA halacala bhI nahI kucha bhI nahIM. aba kabhI aisA galata prazna karanA nahIM. maiM to aba upAzraya jAne vAlA hI nahI. "na nau mana tela ho na rAdhA nAce" kAhe ko jAUM upAzraya kyoM muzkila mola lUM. kala mahArAja koI nayA prazna kareM. to merI muzkila. 372 For Private And Personal Use Only fec

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-guruvANI: saMyoga do cAra dina bAda totA ne khAnA banda kara diyA, totA ne pAnI pInA bhI banda kara diyA. vaha becArA komala prANI, macchita ho gayA. behoza ho gayA, ekadama zarIra kA halacala saba banda. seTha ne socA yaha mara cukA hai. maiM aba ise bAhara chor3a kara ke A jAU. piMjarA lekara ke gayA, jaMgala meM dUra usa tote ko chor3a diyA. navakAra sunAkara vaha vApisa mur3A tabhI totA ur3a gayA. aura jhAr3apara jAkara baiTha gayA, dekhakara maphatalAla ekadama Azcarya meM par3a gayA. tote ne kahA-maiM to mukta ho gayA. mahArAja ne upAya batalAyA, aba saMsAra ke bandhana se tumheM mukta honA hai, to mere jaisA upAya kara lenA, indriyoM ko sukhA lenA, apane Apa mukta ho jAoge. choTI sI bAta ke andara jIvana kA bahata bar3A rahasya Apako khola karake rakha diyA ki dekho ki bhASA meM kitanA sundara saMdeza bhejA. tumase kahA ki chor3a Ao to mere mamatva ke kAraNa tuma nahIM choDate. unhoneM eka hI upAya batalAyA ki jisa prakAra se maiMne kiyA aise hI tuma bhI karo, apane Apa chUTa jAegA. jisa dina Apa indriyoM ko salA deMge, AMkha, kAna, nAka, so jAeM, zarIra kI samasta vAsanA so jAe, usI dina AtmA karma bandhana se mukta bana jAe. indriyoM ko sulA dIjie apane Apa AtmA jAgRta ho jAegI. mukta ho jAegI. sArI ArAdhanA tapa kI ho, japa kI ho ye saba indriyoM ko sulAne kI haiM, indriyoM ko suSupta dazA meM lAne kI maMgala kriyA hai. AtmA kI jAgRti se lie pUrva bhUmikA hai. eka bAra jAgRta bananA hai. Apa nizcita apanA kalyANa kara leMge. Aja itanA hI rahane deM. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" agara kuttA hameM kATe aura hama bhI kutte ko kATane ke lie tatpara bana jAe~ to phira hamAre aura kutte meM kyA pharka rahegA! apakArI ke prati bhI upakAra kI varSA karanA bhagavAna mahAvIra kA Adarza thA. maiM samajhatA hU~ yahI Adarza hameM sukha-zAnti aura Ananda de sakatA hai. prANI-mAtra ke prati parama maitrI kI abhilASA hI hameM saba duHkhoM se mukta karegI. Jen nA 373 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI samAdhAna saMvAda se, vivAda se nahIM on - - parama kRpAlu AcArya zrI hari bhadra sUri jI mahArAja ne dharmabindu grantha ke dvArA Atma dharma ke sAtha jIvana ke vyavahAra kA bhI dhArmika dRSTi koNa se paricaya diyA. jisa taraha apane vyavahAra ke dvArA Atma dharma kI upAsanA ho, vyavahAra ke mAdhyama se bhI maiM dharma sAdhanA karane vAlA banUM. merA sArA vyavahAra dharma kA vyApAra bana jAe. usa vyApAra se jagata ko mere vyavahAra se, kriyA se dharma kI preraNA mile isa prakAra kA mujhe samyaka AcaraNa apane jIvana se sakriya karanA hai. jIvana ke sampUrNa vyavahAra kA paricaya dekara, jo bar3e mahatva kI bAta unhoMne batalAI ki vANI kA vyApAra isa prakAra kA banAyA jAye, vANI ke vyApAra dvArA bhI vyakti puNya lAbha ko prApta karane vAlA bane, parantu usake sAtha "prastAve mitabhASitvam abhisaMvAdatam tathA" jarUrata par3ane para apane vArtAlApa meM koI aisA viSaya nahIM AnA cAhie ki jisase vaha vivAda kA kAraNa bana jAe aura jIvana meM saMgharSa paidA kare. AdhyAtmika tatva kA cintana kiyA gayA ki apane atazatruoM para kaise vijaya prApta kiyA jAye. ve aMtaraMga jo hamAre prabala zatru haiM. una zatruoM kA damana kisa prakAra se kiyA jAe?, upAya aura yukti dvArA usa para vicAra kareMge. sUtrakAra ne isa sUtra kA saMkalana kiyA "prastAve mitabhASitvam" jarUrata par3ane para jo kucha bhI vArtAlApa kiyA jAe, vicAra vimarza kiyA jAye usa vicAra vimarza se AtmA ko lakSya se rakhakara ke usameM vivAda na A jAye. koI carcA saMgharSa kA kAraNa tabhI hotI hai. jaba vicAra se vivAda kA praveza hogA to jIvana kA saMgharSa nizcita hone vAlA hai. yahAM saMvAda cAhie vivAda nahIM cAhie. ___mahAvIra kI bhASA meM kahA gayA mujhe saMvAda cAhie vivAda nahIM cAhie. vivAda aura saMvAda meM antara itanA hI hai, Apane dekhA hogA, hindI ke andara chattIsa jo likhA jAtA hai. vaha vivAda kA pratIka mAnA gayA saMvAda kA pratIka Amane sAmane : mujhe apane jIvana meM 36 kA AkAra nahIM lenA, yahAM to 36 kA aMka banatA hai. yadi apanA jIvana 63 ke aMka kI taraha se bana jAye, Amane sAmane upasthita ho jAye. saMvAda kA rUpa le liyA jAe to vicAra vimarza Ananda dene vAlA, citta kI prasannatA. dene vAlA banegA. saMgharSa kA kAraNa kabhI nahIM banegA. rAjanItika dRSTi se Aja taka jitane bhI saMgharSa hue isa vivAda ke kAraNa hue. hama jyAdA tara samasyA kI gaharAI meM nahIM jAte, samasyA ke mUla kAraNoM para hama vicAra nahIM , // - - - 374 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI: - karate, UparI sthiti dekhakara ke hama saMgharSa meM cale jAte haiM. agara mati meM cale jAeM to vivAda kA koI kAraNa nahIM rahegA. samasyA khoja nikAleMge. hamArI Adata ki choTI-choTI bAta ko lekara hama vivAda upasthita kareMge, baccoM kI taraha se hamArA haThAgraha ho jAyegA. kaI bAra Agraha sAmAjika aura vyaktigata samasyAoM meM ulajhA detA hai. sArI samasyAeM vivAda meM se janma letI haiM, sAre vivAda nahIM saMvAda cAhie. jo bhI cacA kA jAya, savAda ke rUpa meM kI jAye. vicAroM kA AdAna pradAna ho jisase koI nayI cIja hamako mile, vicAroM ke usa tatva kA manthana hamako mile jo AtmA ke liye poSaNa dene vAlA ho. vicAra aura cintana yadi saMvAda kI bhUmikA para haiM. taba to vaha prasannatA dene vAle baneMge, yadi vivAda kI bhitti para haiM to saMgharSa hogA.. kaI jagaha para par3he likhe zikSita vyakti ho karake bhI choTI-choTI bAtoM meM par3a jAte haiM, aura saMgharSa paidA kara lete haiM. hindustAna ke andara yahAM ke par3he likhe zikSita pArliyAmenTa meM yA vidhAna sabhA meM yadi deza kI koI samasyA ho, rASTrIya ho, sAmAjika ho yA kisI bhI prakAra kI maulika samasyA ho, vahAM para vicAra vimarza kareM kyoMki vaha saMvAda kA, vicAra vimarza kA sthAna hai aura yadi use vivAda kA rUpa de deM aura phira nATaka, tamAzA ho to yaha sthiti deza ke lie kitanI zarmanAka hai. yadi nyUja meM ye A jAye to hamAre Ane vAle bacce kA kyA saMskAra? bAhara ke loga kisa prakAra se hamArI sthiti kA tamAzA dekheMge. rASTra kA gaurava kahAM rahA? __ kucha varSa pahale, bAta bar3I choTI thI lekina vivAda kyA rUpa letA hai? usakA eka namUnA batalAUM. nAgapura meM mahArASTra kI vidhAna sabhA kA satra cala rahA thA. mahArASTra meM gaNeza jI kI bar3I mAnyatA hai. vahAM ke logoM ke antara bhAva meM bar3A pUjya bhAva hai. gaNeza jI ko vahAM kA eka pratIka mAnA gayA hai. maMgala bhAvanA kA. bar3e Adara kI dRSTi se dekhate haiM. hareka kArya meM gaNeza jI ko sabase pahale yAda karate haiM. vaise bhI bhAratIya paramparA meM "zrI gaNezAya namaH bola karake hI kArya prArambha kiyA jAtA hai. vahAM eka bahuta bar3A savAla khar3A ho gayA. kisI vyakti ne vahAM prazna kiyA ki bhArata dharma nirapekSa hai. asAMpradAyika hai. aisI sthiti meM yadi baccoM ko par3hAne kI pastaka jo sacitra AtI hai, usameM ga ke dvArA gaNapati kA paricaya diyA gayA. ga yAni gaNapati. mahArASTra meM hara bAlaka gaNapati se paricita hai. vahAM ke ArAdhya deva mAne gaye haiM. usa vyakti ne Apatti uThAI ki ga kI jagaha gaNapati kyoM? una logoM ko gaNapati kA nAma lene meM bhI jora lagatA hai. raheMge hamAre deza meM, Aja se nahIM hajAroM varSoM se hamAre yahAM para haiM, eka hajAra varSa to unakA rAjya calA, hamArI sArI saMskRti vikRta banI. isa deza ko bahuta bar3A nukasAna sahana karanA par3A, phira bhI unako Apati hI nahIM. prasaMga AtA hai to ve apanI samasyA khar3I kara dete haiM. eka ghanTe ke lie yadi lokasabhA meM praznottara calA ho to lAkhoM kA - - 375 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DgaruvANI ceo kharcA AtA hai vaha sArA bojha Apa para par3atA hai. isa garIba prajA ko hI usakA vahana karanA par3atA hai. usane aisA vivAda kA rUpa liyA ki tIna dina taka carcA calI, mAtra ga ne gaNapati kA rUpa le liyA. Akhira meM spIkara ne nirNaya kiyA ki voTiMga liyA jAye. unhoMne apanI tarapha se gadhe ko khar3A kiyA ki ga mAne gadhA honA cAhie. Apa jAnate haiM yaha kalikAla hai. kalikAla meM gaNapatijI kA saMsAra meM virodha haiM, gadhA phira bhI mAnya hai. _ vivAda ko lekara jaba pepara meM carcA kA viSaya banA to logoM ke antara bhAva ko kitanI coTa pahuMcI hogI. eka thor3e se samudAya ko prasanna karane ke lie hajAroM, varSoM se calI A rahI hamArI saMskRti ko hama nukasAna pahucAyeMge, to hamAre saMskAra ko vaha kyA asara DAlegA, maiMne eka mAtra do namUnA batalAyA. eka sAmAnya vivAda kitanA bhayaMkara rUpa le letA haiM. ye acchA haA ki sAmpradAyika prabhAvanA Age nahIM baDhI. kacha niyaMtraNa meM A gayA. nahIM to hajAroM lAkhoM vyaktiyoM kI gardana calI jAtI. __ choTI-choTI bAta ko lekara ke yahAM tanAva khar3A hotA hai. eka sAmAnya bAta ko lekara sAMpradAyika yuddha ho jAtA hai. na jAne kitane nirdoSa vyakti apane prANa gaMvA baiThate haiM. AcArya bhagavanta ne nirdeza diyA ki nahIM, koI aisA viSaya vivAda ko rUpa na le, usake lie sAvadhAnI rakhanA. aMgreja yahAM rAjya karake gaye. unakI eka nIti bar3I sundara thI kisI bhI vyakti kI dhArmika bhAvanA ko coTa na pahuMce tabhI hamArA zAsana rahegA, isalie unhoMne kabhI dhArmika kArya meM hastakSepa karane kA prayAsa nahIM kiyA. rAjanItika dRSTi se ve cAhe kaise bhI hoM, parantu kabhI kisI kI dhArmika bhAvanA ko Thesa lage, aisA koI kArya nahIM karanA, yaha unakA eka nirNaya thA isaliye ve itane Tika pAye. prasaMga aise unake samaya meM Aye. bar3I kuzalatA ke sAtha unhoMne usako samajhAyA. hamAre yahAM to sarakAra choTI-choTI bAtoM meM bhI hastakSepa karegI. usameM hastakSepa kA prayAsa karegI, cAhe yaha kArya kisI bhI taraha se ho mujhe kara denA hai. jarA se svArtha ke lie bhale hI deza kA nukasAna ho jAe, hamArI paramparA ko coTa pahuMca jAe, hamAre saMskAra ke Upara bhayaMkara asara DAlane vAlI ho to bhI apane mahatva ko siddha karane ke lie kArya kI siddhi ke lie vaha kacha bhI karane ko taiyAra hai. emarajensI ke vakta aisA hI prasaMga AyA. nirNaya liyA gayA ki bihAra ke andara jitane bhI maMdira vivAda meM hai, jahAM samasyA hai unakA rASTrIyakaraNa kara diyA jAye. mandiroM kA bhI rASTrIkaraNa kara diyA jAye. maiM ahamadAbAda thA vahAM ke upa-mukhyamantrI ne Akara mujhe batAyA mahArAja jI aisI bAta hai yaha nirNaya liyA gayA hai. isakA pahale prayoga bihAra meM hogA. hindU aura jaina donoM ke karIba 200 maMdiroM kA rASTrIkaraNa karanA hai. aisA nirNaya hamArI varkiMga kameTI ne liyA hai. yaha aba aikzana meM AyegA. 376 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: ___ maiMne kahA-yaha to bahuta anartha hogA. maine kahA kyA kiyA jAye. sAhaba. aura to kucha nahIM, yadi indirA jI ko samajhAyA jAye to yaha prasaMga baiTha sakatA hai, bAkI abhI kisI vyakti meM kahane kA sAhasa to rahA hI nahIM. Ananda jI kalyANa jo per3hI ke TrasTI haiM mile, kastUrabhAI seTha bhI usa samaya maujUda the, vicAra kiyA gayA isakA kyA nirNaya liyA jAye. bAta kucha nahIM thI vahAM para sAmAnya samasyA thI. aura sarakAra ne dekhA ki maukA acchA hai aura yadi eka bAra pahalA prayoga kara diyA jAye to anya mandiroM ko, anya TrasToM ko lene meM AsAnI ho jAyegI. prajA yadi daba gaI to dUsare mandiroM para bhI adhikAra karo. ahamadAbAda ke usa yogya vyakti ko bhejA gayA, merA aura kastUrabhAI seTha ke patra kA bar3I ijjata karatI thIM indirA jI kyoMki jIvana meM kAphI samaya taka unake ghara rahIM. jaba javAhara lAla jI AjAdI se pahale jela meM the aura unakI mAM jaba sviTarajalainDa meM bImAra thIM indirA jI ko kAphI samaya taka kastUra bhAI ke yahAM rahanA par3A, bar3A acchA sammAna karatI thIM unakA. hamane patra bhejA aura turanta unhoMne phona kiyA ki yaha Adeza nahIM denA aura yaha bila nahIM lAnA. baca gaye. unheM samajhAyA ki ina mAmaloM meM yadi Apa hastakSepa kareMge to logoM kI bhAvanA ko bahuta coTa pahuMcegI. Age calakara ke isakI prati kriyA bar3I galata hogI aura ye Apa ko hI sahana karanA par3egA. mandiroM ko svatantra rahane dIjie, usameM rAjanItika praveza maMdira kI pavitratA ko naSTa karatA hai. ___bAta kucha nahIM hotI hai, parantu use vivAda kA rUpa de diyA jAtA hai. tIrtha sthAna yadi sarakAra ke adhikAra meM jAyeM to usakA pariNAma kyA AyegA? apanA ghara nahIM saMbhAla sakate to dasaroM kA ghara kyA saMbhAleMge. jahA~ lA eNDa ArDara bhI na ho, prazAsana jahAM para zithila ho aura yadi mandiroM kI vyavasthA bhI Apa unako saupeMge to kyA pariNAma AegA? cairiTI kamiznara jaba mujhe eka bAra mile, unhoMne kahA hama mandiroM ke lie eka aisA kAyadA banA rahe haiM. maiMne kahA-Apa kyoM samaya naSTa karate haiM kisI kAyade kI jarUrata nahIM hajAroM varSoM taka hamAre pUrvajoM ne ina mandiroM kA rakSaNa kiyA hai? koI kAyadA thA? binA kAyadA ke, vyavasthA ke, apanI bhAvanA se ina mandiroM ko TikA rakhA hai. bar3e-2 tIrtha sthAna hoM hinduoM ke, jainoM ke, bauddho ke. pUrvajoM ne bahuta bar3A Atma balidAna dekara ke hara taraha se hamArI saMskRti ke isa pratIka kA Aja taka rakSaNa kiyA. kisI kI jarUrata nahIM par3I kisI kAyade kI jarUrata nahIM par3I. Aja Apako kAyadA dikhatA hai. yadi kAyadA banA liyA jAye aura sarakAra ke adhikAra meM A jAye to mandira kA kacha varSoM meM eka ITa bhI nahIM milegA. bajaTa pAsa hogA, taba taka to mandira hI gira jAyegA. /GR 377 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- - -guruvANI - sArI pavitratA calI jAyegI. TrasToM ko yadi kucha kAma karAnA ho to unako bhI paisA denA par3egA ki hamArA yaha bajaTa pAsa karo, paisA ApakA, mandira ApakA aura hakUmata unakI. isakA pariNAma anarthakArI hogA. maiMne kahA-kabhI aisI bAta mata karanA, ina kAyadoM kI koI jarUrata nahIM eka bAra yadi sarakAra ke adhikAra meM hamAre tIrtha AyeMge to pariNAma kyA AyegA?. pahale hoTala banegA. hamAre bhAI khuda hI dIpaka lekara ke apanA ghara batalAte haiM ki hamAre yahAM Ao. bAta kucha nahIM saMvAda se miTa sakatA hai parantu usa vivAda kA rUpa diyA jA rahA hai. bulAkara ke hama unako apanA ghara dikhA rahe haiM ki hamAre yahAM Ao. ___Aja to AzvAsana deMge ki hama tIrtha ko koI nukasAna nahIM pahucAyeMge ApakI bhAvanA ko Thesa nahIM pahuMcAyeMge. zatrunjaya meM aisA huA thA, videza ke koI pratiSThita vyakti bhArata sarakAra ke atithi Aye. zatranjaya unheM dekhane jAnA thA. unhoMne zikAyata kI ki hama Upara caDhe rAste meM hameM koI resTorenTa nahIM milA. pAnI kI vyavasthA nahIM, cAya kI vyavasthA nahIM. koI hoTala nahIM. itane bar3e sundara sthAna para kucha to honA cAhie. bhArata sarakAra ke adhikAriyoM ne gujarAta sarakAra ko likhA. gujarAta sarakAra ne vahAM bhAvanagara kalaikTara ko liyA, TenDara de diyA jAye, hoTala khola diyA jAye, sArI samasyA phira miTI. vahAM ke mukhya mantrI ko samajhAyA unhoMne isakA bar3A sundara javAba de diyA aura vaha hamezA ke lie banda rahA. sarakAra ko Apa bulAoge to vahAM hoTala nizcita banegA. TUrisTa senTara banegA. jahAM pavitra sthAna hai vaha pikanika pvAiMTa banegA. aizo ArAma kA eka sAdhana bana jAyegA. hara jagaha para ye cIz2a dekhI hai yadi Apake prasAda se sarakAra ko Ane kA maukA mila gayA to Ane vAle varSoM meM tIrtha kI pavitratA Apako nahIM milegI. hara jagaha para jahAM saMvAda se kAma calatA hai, vahAM hama vivAda upasthita karate haiM. AsAnI se kAma ho sakatA hai. ApakI koI samasyA hai to hama miTA sakate haiM. bahuta AsAnI se miTa sakatA hai. koI sAMpradAyika durbhAvanA isameM nahIM AyegI. mahAvIra jayantI kA prasaMga thA pichale bAraha varSa se hindU ho yA musalamAna yahAM se kisI bhI taraha kA dhArmika jalUsa banda. maine una logoM se kahA-mahAvIra jayantI A rahI hai jUlusa nikAlanA hai sAhaba. yahAM to prativAda hai. koI julUsa nahIM nikalatA. maiMne kahA - kyoM? sAhaba-musalamAnoM ne masjida ke kisI prasaMga ko lekara eka bahuta bar3A upadrava kiyA hai. kitane hI vyaktiyoM kI yahAM hatyAyeM ho gaI lUTa mAra ho gayA. taba se kalekTara ne jalasa banda kara diyA. donoM meM se kisI ko koI prosezana nahIM nikala sakatA. - banA - 378 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: __maine kalekTara ko batAyA. kAphI musalamAna bhAI vahAM Ate haiM, pravacana meM Ate haiM. unake hRdaya meM eka aisA sadbhAva utpanna huA. maiMne unako samajhAyA. maiMne kahA-merI yaha bhAvanA hai, ApakA sahayoga cAhiye. __ mahArAja. usa bAta ko bAraha varSa nikala gaye. eka choTI sI bAta ko lekara ye sArA jhamelA khar3A huA. ApakA Adeza hai to hamAre musalamAna samAja kA pUrA sahayoga milegA. maiMne kalekTara ko bulAkara bAta kI. ___kalakTara ne kahA-ApakA kahanA sahI hai. ApakI javAbadArI para Apa nikAla sakate hai. hamArI koI javAbadArI nahIM rahegI. ___ maiMne kahA-mujhe ApakI eka pulisa yA usakI bandUka nahIM cAhie. merA yaha pahalA progrAma hai. maiM karake dekha laM. sArA vivAda kA prasaMga thA. hamane use saMvAda kA rUpa diyA. Apasa meM milakara baiThe. musalamAna bhAiyoM ne kahA-sAhaba Apa kyoM Darate haiM. hama loga Apake julUsa ke sAtha AyeMge. hama se kama musalamAna mahAvIra jayantI ke julUsa meM nahIM the. pUrA hindU samAja, jaina samAja sAtha meM thA. hamArI saMkhyA to vahAM sAmAnya hai. karIba 180 ghara haiM parantu vicAra kariye, nahIM ghaTane jaisI ghaTanA vahAM bana gaI. aisA apUrva prema kA prasaMga logoM ne dekhA, usake bAda se dvAra khula gayA. donoM ko samajhAyA ki eka dUsare kI bhAvanA kA Adara karo, yaha prArthanA sthala hai. paramAtmA ko yAda karane ke dvAra haiM, mandira ho yA masjida ho. aisA tanAva nahIM honA cAhiye. Aja taka vaha paramparA vahAM kAyama hai, nahIM to vo vivAda banA rahatA, na jAne kaba kitanA saMgharSa paidA karatA, eka choTI sI bAta ko itanA bar3A rUpa de diyA gayA. pitA patra yA parivAra meM bhI yahI hotA hai, jarA sA prasaMga hotA hai, use hama itanA bar3A banA lete haiM jo saMgharSa kA kAraNa banatA hai. parivAra barabAda ho jAtA hai isIlie sUtradhAra ne kahA-vivAda nahIM saMvAda cAhie. ___ "prastAve mitabhASitvama avisaMvAdama tathA" visaMvAda nahIM, saMvAda cAhie Age calakara sUtrakAra ne jIvana ke vyavahAra kI jo bar3I mukhya bAta hai, jo hamAre pratidina kI ghaTanA hai, jo kriyA pratidina hama karate haiM, usa viSaya kI jAnakArI dI. pratipUrNa kriyAceti kuladharmAnupAlanam thor3A vizvAsa raha gayA thA use Aja pUrNa kara le sUtrakAra ne bar3I sundara bAta batalAI. jIvana vyavahAra meM ThIka hai, khAte haiM, pIte haiM, parivAra meM rahate haiM, aura saba bAtoM kA paricaya to sAmAnya rUpa se de diyA parantu jIvana vyavahAra se pratidina dharma kriyA hama karate haiM vaha bhI hamAre jIvana kA bar3A sundara naitika dRSTi se vyavahAra hai. usa vyavahAra kA pAlana kisa prakAra karanA hai. - 379 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI: loga kahate hai-prArthanA karatA hUM parantu cita meM prasannatA nahIM AtI. binA prasannatA ke kI huI prArthanA pUrI huI prArthanA nahIM hai? vaha hRdaya se nahIM janmI usakA janma svArtha se hotA hai. isalie hamArI kriyA kaise saphala bane, kaba jIvana meM sakriya bane usa kA sundara pariNAma anubhava meM jAnane ko mile, usakI sArI prakriyA usameM jAnane ko milI. "pratipUrNa kriyAceti kula dharmAnupAlanam" kriyAoM ke andara kaisA viveka honA cAhie, viveka ke abhAva meM yadi Apa kriyA karate haiM to svAda nahIM AyegA. khIra ke, tapele meM, Apa cammaca DAla dIjiye. pUre parivAra ko to khIra pilAyegA parantu yadi cammaca se pUche ki tujhe kucha svAda milA. sAre parivAra ko tRpta karane vAlA kyA javAba degA, mujhe kucha svAda nahIM milA. isa tapele meM. hamAre jIvana kI sAdhanA bhI isI prakAra kA svAda bana gaI, mandira meM, khIra ke tapele meM jaisA hai, apUrva svAda jaisA hai. paramAtmA kI upAsanA hama cammaca kI taraha pUre dina mandira ke sthAna meM sAre dina ghUmate haiM. cammaca kI taraha hilate rahe parantu usa mandira se bAhara Apa aura pUche, kucha sAdhanA se svAda milA? nahIM, nahIM mahArAja. yaha to ThIka hai gatAnugatika vyavahAra meM mAM bAta karate calI AyI hama bhI kara rahe haiM. isa kriyA meM Ananda nahIM AyegA. yaha aupacArika kriyA bana jAyegI. AtmA kabhI svIkAra nahIM karegI. bhale hI manovikAra meM Apako santoSa mila jAye ki maiM mandira gayA, prArthanA kI, darzana kiyA. isameM kucha nahIM milatA. prArthanA meM paramAtmA ko pAne kI vaha pyAsa kahAM? sabase pahale pyAsa lekarake paramAtmA ke pAsa jAnA hai. kriyAoM meM sAdhanA ke kSetra meM, antara kI pyAsa cAhiye. vaha pyAsa utpanna karanI par3atI hai. abhI taka vaha dazA nahIM huI. eka bAra yadi kriyA meM rasa A jAtA to bAhara ke sAre rasa khatma ho jAte. pUrva kAla ke mahApuruSoM kA jaba jIvana darzana dekhate haiM. dhyAnAvasthA meM baiThate haiM to saMsAra se zUnya bana jAte haiM. __ bahuta bar3A yogI apane dhyAna meM magna thA. cIna se koI vyakti bhAratIya yoga vidyA ko jAnane ke lie AyA. baDI jijJAsA lekara AyA. vahAM Akara ke yogI ko apanA paricaya diyA ki maiM cIna se A rahA hUM, Apake pAsa yoga ke rahasya ko jAnane kI icchA se AyA hUM. Apa mujhe kucha batalAyeMge? yogI ne sarvaprathama usakA antara pariNAma kaisA hai, isakA paricaya karavAyA. usa vyakti ne to apanA paricaya dArzanika dRSTi se diyA ki maiM itanI bhASAoM kA jAnakAra hUM. iksarasAija meM koI kamI nahIM rakhI, jJAna ko bahuta pustakeM banA diyA parantu usakA matalaba kyA? lAibrerI ke andara geTa banda hotA hai. aThAraha purANa hotA hai sAre upaniSad hote haiM mahAbhArata, gItA. sampUrNa mahAvIra bhagavAna kA Agama usameM rahatA hai AlamArI ke andara. parantu usakA upayoga kyA vaha jJAna to jarUra hai, insAna bhI aisA bana jAyegA? jo ki apane jIvana ko lAibrerI banA rakhA hai. - 380 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Cyanmandir -guruvANI ___ mAnava kI AkRti bhI AlamArI kI taraha hai. khar3A rahegA saba kucha dimAga meM bharA hai, pUrA veda bharA hai, duniyA kA jJAna, zAstra vijJAna, saba kucha usakI dimAgI lAibrerI meM bharA hai parantu jahAM taka usakA praikTikala kucha nahIM hai usakA lAbha kyA? tijorI meM rupayA rakhA hai usakA na byAja milegA na inTresTa milegA. DeDa manI hai. vaha to jaba vyApAra meM AyegA. sakriya banegA taba lAbha degA. ___ jJAna isI prakAra DeDa manI jaisA hai, dimAga meM hai to jAnakArI meM hai, parantu jaba taka AcaraNa meM nahIM lAyeMge, vyavahArika dRSTi se jaba taka dharma kriyA ko prayoga meM nahIM lAyeMge, binA prayoga meM lAye usa puNya kA naphA Apako kyA hogA? usa jAnakArI kA kyA mUlya rahA? kucha nahIM. ___maphatalAla seTha rAtri meM soye the. ghara meM kucha jokhima par3A thA, koI cora maukA dekha karake AyA. ghara meM ghusA, gharavAlI jaga gaI, striyoM kA svabhAva Darapoka hotA hai unhoMne seTha ko jAkara kahA-dekho kauna AyA hai." "are koI nahIM AyA. koI cUhA yA billI hogI. so jA. vaha jAnatA thA ki koI ghusa gayA hai." "are, vaha to andara ke kamarA kA daravAjA khola rahA hai. cUhe billI ke hAtha pAMva nahIM hote ki daravAjA khola leM. vaha daravAjA khola rahA hai." "nahIM, nahIM, tere bhaya se aise vicAra A rahe haiM, cupacApa se jA kucha bhI nahIM hai." "maiM kahatI hUM, vahAM jAgakara dekho to sahI?" "maiM saba jAnatA hUM merI jAnakArI meM hai. daravAjA kholakara vaha vyakti andara ghusa gayA, seThAnI se nahIM rahA gayA. striyoM meM mamatva hotA hai, koI cIz2a calI jAye, kaise bardAsta ho. bhaya ke kAraNa jA nahIM rahI thI. seTha jaga gayA." __ maphatalAla ne kahA-maiM saba jAnatA hUM, vaha AdamI AyA hai." " tijorI tor3a rahA hai, aba to jAo." "are, maiM saba jAnatA hUM. tU kyA baka baka karatI hai? pratidina kisa liye hai? kala kamlenTa kareMge. saba kucha likhavAyeMge, pulisa khoja legI, vaha pulisa kI DyUTI hai. mAla DAla rahA hai, tuma sunate ho yA nahIM?" " maiM saba jAnatA haM. merI jAnakArI meM hai, usako ghara se nikalane to do AvAja karUMgA. sAre mohalle vAle AyeMge. pakar3a legeM." "are, jaba mohalle vAle AyeMge taba AyeMge, abhI to lUTa rahA hai. vaha mAla lekara ke jA rahA hai, jarA pIche to jAo." on 381 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - - are, maiM saba jAnatA hUM, merI jAnakArI hai. mere dhyAna meM hai saba. ghara kA pUrA mAla lekara ke cora calatA banA. ye jAnakArI ke AnaMda meM DUbe rahe. Akhira seThAnI ko gussA AyA aura kahA - "tumhArI jAnakArI para dhUla par3e. merA pUrA ghara to lUTa gayA." "yaha jAnakArI kisa kAma kI? hama yadi kaheM ki kyoM. bahuta pravacana sune bahuta sAdhu santa Aye." "hAM mahArAja." "krodha nahIM karanA." "mahArAja, jAnatA hUM." "lobha nahIM karanA." "mahArAja pUrI jAnakArI meM hai." "asatya kA Azraya nahIM lenA." "jI sAhaba. saba jAnatA hUM." jAnakArI meM to maphatalAla bhI kama nahIM the. pUrI jAnakArI thI. hamAre andara bhI pUrI jAnakArI hai, krodha nahIM karanA, jhUTha nahIM bolanA, corI nahIM karanA, galata kArya nahIM karanA, bahuta bar3I sajA milegI. parantu jAnakArI jaba AcaraNa meM nahIM Aye to usa jAnakArI kA kyA mUlya. jaba Apa kriyA karate ho. kriyA ke mUlya ko samajha nahIM pAye aisI gatAnugatika se cala rahe ho. saba karate Aye, maiM bhI kara lUM to usakA pariNAma, kriyA kA AnaMda nahIM AyegA. rAjasthAna ke bADamera jile meM koI mahArAja gaye. vahAM ke loga jarA sarala the. jo cAhie vaha mila gayA. paisA mila gayA phira paramezvara kI kyA jarUrata? parivAra mila gayA, sakhI sapanna ho gayA. phira dekhA jAyegA. paise kI kamI nahIM thI, harA bharA parivAra thA. sukhI sampanna the. mahArAja sarala meM aba to pratikramaNa karegeM. dhArmika prArthanA hai pazcAtApa kI maMgala kriyA hai. loga taiyAra ho gaye. saMskAra nahIM, prati zrama kA paricaya nahIM, artha aura rahasya kI koI jAnakArI nahIM. usa kriyA meM manako koI svAda nahIM kyoMki kabhI paricaya hI nahIM kiyA. ApakA merA paricaya nahIM hogA to prema kahA se AyegA. jaba kriyA kA paricaya nahIM hotA to prema kahAM se jAgRta hogA. jaba taka usake artha kA mUlya dhyAna meM nahIM AyegA, vahAM taka kriyA kA anurAga nahIM hogA. Apako mAlUma hai ki rAma ke nAma meM tAkata hai. arihaMta zabda ke sammukha meM apUrva zakti hai, sAta-2 sAgaropama upArjana kiyA haA pApa, eka-eka pada se samApta ho jAye, eka pada kA pApa kareM aura kSaya ho jAye. 382 For Private And Personal Use Only

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garuvANI - - itanI pracanDa tAkata paramAtmA ke smaraNa meM hai. ApakI jAnakArI meM ho taba jAkara usame anagarA AtA hai, usa kriyA meM prema kA janma hotA hai. baDI sundara dharma kriyA banegI. paricaya bhI na ho, anurAga bhI na ho, na kabhI aisA prayAsa kiyA hai. becAre saralAtmA the A gaye., mahArAja, pratikramaNa me hameM kucha AtA jAtA nahIM. mahArAja ne kahA-jaisA mai karUM, vaisA tuma karanA. ThIka hai. aMdherA to thA hI. pratikramaNa ke samaya rAtri par3a gaI. mahArAja vayovRddha the. akele the, saMyoga aisA ki miragI kA daurA AyA karatA thA, sUtra par3hate mahArAja ko daurA AyA, mahArAja gire, Upara se logoM ne socA yaha bhI pratibhAva kI kriyA hai ve bhI gire. miragI kA daurA aisA hotA hai, vyakti parAdhIna hotA hai, jitane loga the ve bhI hAtha pAMva saMkocane lage. jaba ve ekadama svaccha ho gaye, pratibaddhamala pUrA huA, mahArAja ne dUsare dina pUchA pratikramaNa meM AnaMda AyA? hAM bApa, AyA to sahI, idhara udhara bhI lagA, vahAM bhI lagA, pIche bhI lagA, bar3I kaSTamaya kriyA hai mahArAja. Apa karate haiM Apako dhanyavAda kriyA to parI haI mahArAja ne vicAra kiyA ki galata kara gaye. mahArAja ne dhanyavAda diyA ki Apane eka dina to kiyA, usake lie dhanyavAda. __mahArAja, eka bAta batalAUM? Apane jaisA kiyA vaisA hI maiMne kiyA parantu eka bAta adhUrI raha gaI. merI kriyA adhUrI raha gaI. jo prazikSaNa denA ho dIjie. ise jar3a kriyA kaheMge, isa jar3a kriyA se kyA svAda milegA? kyA AnaMda AyegA? ArAdhanA to AnaMda dene vAlI cAhie. hama jaba khAyeM, isameM svAda kA AnaMda AnA cAhie. khAne ke bAda isakI tRpti milanI hI cAhie. kriyA karate haiM to kriyA kI prasannatA AnaMda jo usakA pariNAma hai use to AnA hI cAhie. AtmA ko pUrNa santoSa aura tRpti milanI hI cAhie, vaha Aja taka milA hI nahI, kyoMki hamane Aja taka use samajhane kA prayAsa kiyA hI nahIM. eka bAra zuddha bhAva se yadi paramAtmA kA darzana kare. eka mAsa svaparNa kA lAbha milatA hai. uttarottara bhAva kI vRddhi karma kI nirjarA meM sahayoga detI hai, yahAM bhAvoM kA mUlya hai. "yasmAt kriyA pratiphalanti na bhAva zUnyA" bhAva se zUnya kriyA kabhI phalIbhUta nahIM banatI. yahAM jo likhA hai. "pratipUrNa kriyA ceti" kriyA meM pratipala sAvadhAna rahe, pUrNa jAgarUka rahe, dharma kriyA kA pUrNa AnaMda lene vAlA vyakti baneM. vaha dharma kiyA gayA saphala kaise banegA? hamArI dharma kriyA prArambha hotI hai paramAtmA ke darzana se, paramAtmA ke maMgala smaraNa se, usameM kisa prakAra kA AnaMda milanA cAhie, usakI anubhUti kaisI honI cAhie? ApakA ikalautA lar3akA ho, amerikA gayA ho, varSo bAda yadi yahAM Ane vAlA ho, Apako samAcAra mila jAye ki isa phlAiTa se maiM A rahA hUM. Apako batalAyeM, yaha sunakara 383 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: ke Apake cita meM kaisA AnaMda AyegA? varSoM se pratIkSA hai, ikalautA lar3atA hai aura videza se lauTakara AegA, use dekhaMgA mAtA-pitA ke hRdaya meM bar3I prasannatA hogI. usake lie bar3e utsuka raheMge, kaise usake pAsa jAUM, kaba vaha tArIkha Aye? bar3I becainI rahatI hai. __yadi Ane kI tArIkha A jAye, Apako agara lene jAnA par3e, subaha se kitanI jaldI taiyAra ho jAyeMge, kitanI prasannatA rahegI. bhAva meM uttarottara vRddhi hotI calI jAyegI. usI samaya ghara se gAr3I lekara Apa nikale, rAste meM Apa jA raheM haiM, ghara se eyaraporTa taka kitanI bhAva kI vRddhi hogI, use jarA soca lIjie. kaba Aye, kaba use dekheM, kaba mujhe santoSa ho? itanI utsukatA banI rahegI. vahAM jAkara ke Apa iMtajAra meM khar3e raheMge aura phlAiTa A jAye, dekha kara mana meM apAra prasannatA hogI, merA lar3akA abhI usameM AyegA maiM use dekhUgA. yadi phlAiTa utara jAe, usake bAda bAlaka utare ceharA dekhakara kitanI prasannatA hogI, bAlaka Akara ke caraNoM meM gire aura namaskAra kare, ApakI AMkhoM meM prema ke AMsU A jAyeMge. bolane ke lie zabda nahIM milegA, apAra Ananda A jAyegA. eka bhautika vastu kI prApti se cita meM itanA AnaMda Aye to kyA paramAtmA ko dekhakara yaha AnaMda AtA hai? kabhI aisI anubhUti hotI hai? lar3ake ko dekhakara ke A gayA. jIvana para sarvopari jinakA upakAra hai, jinakI kRpA se hI hama saMsAra ke dukha se mukta baneMge. usa paramAtmA ke darzana ke bAda kabhI aisI ana paramAtmA ke darzana ke dvArA kabhI prema ke AMsU Aye? mana se kabhI dhanyavAda diyA? subaha prAtaH kAla yadi uThe aura mana meM eka vicAra AyA ki paramAtmA ke darzana ko jAUM isa vicAra se eka upavAsa kA lAbha. vicAra ko sakriya banAne ke lie pAMva nIce rakhA, do upavAsa kA lAbha Apa calane lage tIna upavAsa kA lAbha. jaise hI vahAM se cale, mana kI prasannatA bahatI calI. mandira meM devatA kA darzana kiyA. maMgala zikhara dikhA ki majhe bhI sAdhanA ke zikhara taka pahuMcanA hai. yaha sAdhanA kA sarvocca pratIka hai. mana meM apAra prasannatA ki abhI jAUM aura paramAtmA kA darzana karUM. apane netra ko tRpta kara dUM. Apa upavAsa kA lAbha leMge. jaise hI paramAtmA ke mandira meM car3hanA zurU kiyA, dvAra taka pahuMcA, manakI prasannatA bar3hatI calI gaI to solaha upavAsa kA lAbha. jaise hI paramAtmA ke darzana karate hI apAra cita meM prasannatA Aye to mAsa-kSamaNa kA lAbha, pratidina mAsa pratikramaNa kA lAbha mila sakatA hai. antara se bhAva kA purAkAla nahIM cAhie, yahAM sArI kriyA kA mUlyAMkana prema bhAva se kiyA gayA, koI bhI dharma kiyA, Apa mAlA gineM sAmAyika kareM, paramAtmA kA nAma leM. prArthanA kareM Apake andara usakI prazaMsA kitanI hai? yahI usakA mApa daNDa hai. darzana ke bAda to bahuta prakAra kI vidhi batalAI hai. vaha bhI maiM samajhAUMgA. parantu pahalI bAra hameM yaha dekhanA hai, hama kriyA me kitane jAgRta hai? eka sAmAyika kI kriyA. apUrva vaijJAnika / sUti haI 384 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI prakriyA hai AtmA ko pAne kI, arogya ko prApta karane kI, cita kI zAnti ko prApta karane kI, maMgala kriyA sAmAyika kI kriyA hai. vaisI sthiti me Apa sAmAyika me A jAeM, samabhAva kI sthiti ko lAne kA yadi Apa puruSArtha kareM, antara muhUrta meM yadi isa prakAra kA samatva A jAye, jIvana dhanya ho jAye. isa maMgala kriyA me 48 minaTa kA TAima isIlie rakhA hai ki jIva ko mokSa jAne ke lie yaha 48 minaTa kA TAima cAhie. isa 48 minaTa meM agara dhyAna me ekAgratA A jAye, citta me ekAgratA A jAe, apUrva prakAra kI prasannatA A jAye, jIva mAtrA ke prati pUrNa samatva A jAye 48 minaTa meM vaha hindu ho, musalamAna ho, jaina ho, kisI bhI jAti meM janmA ho mokSa kA adhikArI bananA hai. cita meM prasannatA aura apUrva samatvakA bhAva, jIva mAtra ke prati ekadama samatva kA bhAva AnA cAhie, yaha mokSa kI zarta hai. rAga aura dveSa ekadama kSaya honA cAhie. saMsAra meM zUnya banakara ke sAmAjika sAdhanA me praveza honA cAhie. phira dekhie usakA anubhava. jaise-jaise rAga aura dveSa ke pariNAma ko kSaya kareMge, sAmAyika kriyA dvArA, yaha aisA zastra hai rAga dveSa ke nAza karane kA. jagata meM Apako aisA eka bhI zastra nahI milegA. kisI bhI eTama bamba meM karma ko mArane kI tAkata nahIM, insAna mAra degA makAna ko toDa degA, vaha tAkata hai mAtra dhyAna meM, paramAtmA ke smaraNa meM, vaha tAkata hai ki karma kA nAza kara DAle, saMsAra kA hI nAza kara DAle. parantu vaha sthiti lAne ke lie Apako puruSArtha to karanA hI paDegA. dhyAna meM abhI taka vaha sthiti nahIM AI. kaI bAra jApa karate-karate dhyAna karate-karate dikhatA hai aura mana meM thoDI bahata lAlasA hotI hai ki jarA saMkaTa hai, itanI mAlA japatA hU~, jarA bhagavAna dhyAna do, merI manokAmanA pUrNa ho jAye. ___ maphatalAla ne aTThama kiyA. aTThama kiyA parantu huA aisA, mana meM lAlasA thI, mahArAja kahA karate ki tIna upavAsa meM bar3A camatkAra hai, tIna upavAsa ke sAtha yadi paramAtmA kA puNya smaraNa ho jAe, taba to jIvana kA daridra hI calA jAe. rAta kA samaya thA jApa karake so gayA, antara meM vAsanA thI, saMsAra ko prApta karane kI. mAlA lekara baiTha to gayA, baiThe-baiThe use nIMda A rahI thI, mAlA pUrI kI aura so gayA. __antara kI vAsanA thI, supuSTa vicAra the, vaha svapna ke andara vicAra ne Akara le liyA, svapna meM kyA dekhatA hai ki devI prasanna ho gaI, Akara use kahatI hai-mAMga tujhe kyA cAhiye? maphatalAla jisa vAsanA ko lekara soyA thA, vahI vAsanA yadi sAkAra bana jAye, kitanA Ananda Aye, devI ke caraNo meM girA. vicAra karatA hai, kyA mAMgana hai? mAMgane meM bhUla ho gayI. varadAna mAMgA liyA jAe, hAtha lagAUM vaha saba sonA bana jAye. - 385 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: - mAma devI ne kahA-tumhArI ArAdhanA aura tana kI ArAdhanA se tujhe aisI zakti milegI, jahAM hAtha lagAoge vaha sonA bana jAyegA. maphatalAla khuza ho gayA. vaha prasannatA. prasannatA kA bhI ajIrNa hotA hai, peTa meM pacatI nahIM, gayA, makAna ko chuA, makAna sone kA, bartana-bAsana saba sone kA, palaMga ko hAtha lagAyA vaha sone kA. usane socA, jarA gharavAlI ko batalAUM ki saba kucha sone kA bana gayA. gharavAlI ko jagAne lagA, gharavAlI sone kI. ghabarA gayA, naukara ko AvAja dI svapna meM hI, mujhe pyAsa lagI hai, pAnI ko hAtha lagAyA to pAnI bhI sone kA, becArA ghabarA gayA, pasInA-pasInA ho gayA ki maiMne yaha bhayaMkara galatI karalI. mAMgate samaya jarA vicAra nahIM rakhA. jaldI bAjI meM usase varadAna mAMga liyA, pAnI bhI nahIM, khAne ko bhI nahIM, gharavAlI bhI sone kI ho gaI. sone se kyA prANa milatA hai? jIvana milatA hai? ekadama ghabarA gayA. zvAsocvAsa kI gati teja ho gaI aura ekadama jAgakara uThA, dekhA ki saba barAbara salAmata hai. jaba dekhA ki yaha to svapna thA, taba becAre ko santoSa huA. pratijJA karalI ki kabhI tapasyA meM koI cIja nahIM mAMganI. kabhI mAMganA nahIM, vaha to binA mAge milane vAlA hai, mAMgane kI bhI jarUrata nahIM. vrata niyama ke prati yadi ApakI niSThA rahI, jagata kA koI aisA vrata niyama nahIM jo niSphala jAye. dharma sAdhanA kabhI niSphala jAtI nahIM, dharma kriyA kabhI niSphala nahI rahatI. kucha na kucha to usakA pariNAma jarUra milatA hai. mahArAja pratidina pravacana diyA karate. eka vyakti aisA thA jo roja pravacana sunatA, eka dina kahA-bhale AdamI kucha to kriyA karo, pratikramaNa karo, sAmAyika karo, paramAtmA kA darzana karo, binA dharma kriyA se zarIra kisa kAma kA? itanA khilAte ho, pilAte ho, isa kA rakSaNa karate ho, isa naukara se kAma to lo, nahIM to vaha kAmacora bana jAyegA. usane kahA - mahArAja. itanI sArI maiM kriyA karatA hU~, usI meM se phusarata nahIM hotI, pahalI kriyA bIDI pIne kI, usake bAda cAya pItA hU~ aura kyA-kyA ginAUM. sArA dina isI kriyA meM jAtA hai, dopahara ko tAza khelatA hU~, kitanI lambI kriyA hai. ___ mahArAja kucha bole nahIM, ayogya AtmA ko kyA upadeza denA, parantu ayogya meM bhI kucha guNa hote haiM. cAra mahIne mahArAja ne samajhAyA, upadeza diyA, Akhira meM jAte-jAte mahArAja ne bulAkara kahA-bhale AdamI ho, cAra mahInA majAka meM gayA, maiMne tumhArI AtmA ke hita ke lie bahuta kucha kahA, aba to kucha mAna lo. usane socA, mahArAja ko burA nahI laganA cAhie, sAdhu santa haiM. jA rahe haiM, inakI AtmA ko prasanna karanA hai. usane kahA-mahArAja eka niyama mujhe deM aura koI kriyA nahIM karatA thA, eka kriyA svIkAra kara lI. 386 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI // mahArAja ne kahA-pUrI vaphAdArI se kAma karanA. usane kahA-jarA bhI nahI cUkUgA. pUrI prAmANikatA se isakA pAlana karUMgA. bar3I acchI bAta hai, mahArAja ne niyama de diyA. usane pratijJA kI mere ghara ke par3osa meM eka kumhAra rahatA hai, usake mAthe para TAla paDI hai uThate hI vaha kumhAra najara AtA hai, usakI TAla najara AtI hai, jaba TAla dekhUgA to bhojana taba karUMgA. vahAM taka nahIM yaha pratijJA jaba taka vaha jIvita hai, aura ghara ke pAsa hai, vahAM taka merA niyama hai. mahArAja ne pratijJA de dI. vaha subaha uThatA aura usakI TAla dekhatA, TAla dekhakara ke AtA aura cAya pAnI pItA. sAvana bhAdrapada kA mahInA, pUrA AkAza bAdaloM se ghirA me jagA huA thA, vaha so gayA. kumhAra kheta meM miTaTI lene gayA. subaha ke samaya uThA aura bAhara dekhA, gayA bhI nahIM aura kumhAra bhI nahIM. vicAra meM par3a gayA. ghanTA nikala gayA, binA cAya bIr3I ke becaina ho gayA. gharavAlI se pUchA-kyA bAta hai? vaha kaba AyegA. kaba lauTegA? are seTha sAhaba-mujhe kyA mAlUma? kaba lauTegA? 12 baje Aye, zAma ko bhI. barasAta kA mausama hai, miTTI lene gayA, Apa to jAnate haiM, hamArA to dhandhA yahI hai, eka dama vicAra me par3a gayA, taba to upavAsa ho jAyegA. usane kahA-aura kyA upAya hai? tuma usa kheta ko jAnatI ho? jisa kheta meM gayA hai, ___ usane kahA-usa kheta me gayA hai, Apa vahAM jAkara mila sakate ho. usa jamAne meM Apa jAnate haiM? ghor3iyAM jyAdA thI ghor3I para baiThA, savAra huA kheta meM pahuMcA, pandraha bIsa dina niyama ko liye hue mana meM aba yahI socatA hai, maiMne to phijUla niyama liyA, bekAra maiM hairAna ho rahA hU~, liyA hai to pAlana to karanA par3egA, niyama se vaphAdArI cAhie. ghor3I para savAra hokara jahAM kumhAra khaDDA khoda rahA thA, ekAnta sthAna thA, vahAM usakA puNya udaya aura nIce se sone ke itane sAre sAmAna mile, mujhe itanA sonA mile, kisI samaya koI vyakti isameM gAr3A ho yA to corI kA mAla hogA. gAr3A huA. aba vaha kumhAra to Azcarya me par3a gayA. ___ mere to jIvana kI sArI daridratA miTa gaI. aba ye hajarata ghor3e para A rahe the, bAdaloM kI dhUpa thI. aura dhUpa meM jaise calate camakA aura ekadama khuzI meM A gayA. dekhA vicArA dekha liyA. isake kAna me AyA, yaha vaNika patra hai. gAMva me Dhola pITegA. mai pakaDA jAUMgA. mAla ko rAjA le jAyegA aura sArI mehanata para pAnI phira jAyegA. baDA gajaba ho gayA aura yaha cillAne vAlA vyakti gAMva me Dhola pITe rahegA nahIM. usane jora se AvAja dI jAte kahAM ho? yahAM AA apane AdhA-AdhA kara leMge. cillAtA kAhe ko hai? dekha liyA to dekha liyA. yahAM do ke sivAya tIsarA koI nahIM. Apa jAnate haiM vaNika putra ke kAna teja hote haiM izAre meM samajha liyA. koI mAla mAlika hai. jaise hI vahAM para AyA aura dekhA sone se bharA huA mAla kA thAla, sonA bharI huI, - 387 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI - AGAN kumhAra kahatA hai- yAra kAhe ko bevakUphI karanA hai? tU A gayA hai to AdhA ta le le, AdhA maiM le lUMgA. cillAtA kAhe ko hai, vaha to apanA mAla baTora kara gayA. rAtri meM vicAra meM par3a gayA, kaba jAU mahArAja kA darzana karanA hai. maiMne eka niyama liyA, eka kriyA ke andara pramukhatA mila gayI. ise pramANita karane kA inAma itanI apAra sampatti milI. kamAne kI bhI jarUrata nahIM. eka kriyA me prANI pramANita bana jAye. bhaviSya meM usameM aura vikAsa karane kI bhAvanA A jAye to apanA antarAya karmakSaya hotA hai, dukhoM kA nAza karatA hai, pApa kA nAza karatA hai aura punaH ko janma dene vAlI kriyA banatI hai. saMsAra kI sArI samaddhi usake caraNoM meM Akara giratI hai. daridratA aura pApa kriyA kA yaha anuSThAna nAza kI kriyA hai. isa kriyA meM Aye, prasAda kA sevana kiyA to bhaviSya me kriyA meM yogya sAdhana nahIM milegA. yahAM isIlie AcArya bhagavAna ne nirdeza diyA. "pratipUrNa kriyAceti kuladharmAnupAlanam" paramparA se apane kula kA jo dharma hai, kula ke andara jo dhArmika anuSThAna, jo maryAdAyeM batalAI hai, unakA pAlana karanA, chor3anA nahIM. unameM bhI bar3A rahasya hai. sAmAyika meM kitanI zakti hai. cita ko zAnti dene vAlI hai. jaba samajha leMge, taba isakA Ananda AyegA. kaisI apUrva kriyA hai. __jarmanI ke bahuta bar3e vaijJAnikoM ne isakI khoja kI ki bhAratIya muniyoM ne jagata ko dhyAna ke dvArA eka aisA citra diyA, jisase citta ke andara zAnti milatI hai. zarIra meM jo Arogya milatA hai usakA rahasya khoja nikAlA hai. dhyAnAvasthA me zarIra meM kyA-kyA parivartana AtA hai? ye to saba AtmA rAma bhAI kI phaikTarI hai. donoM taraha kA utpAdana hotA hai, jahara bhI utpana karatA hai aura amRta bhI utpanna karatA hai. jarmanI kI jela meM jaba isakA prayoga kiyA gayA usa prayoga ke andara eka aise kaidI ko jo baDA badamAza thA, kitane hI khUna karake AyA thA. use uttejita kiyA gayA. nazA pilAkara. uttejanA me lAyA gayA usakA khuna pasInA saba lekara ke usakI jAMca kI gayI, usame se iMjekzana taiyAra kiyA pazuoM para usakA prayoga kiyA. bandaroM para kiyA, kharagoza para kiyA. aise jIvita jAnavaroM para prayoga kiye, ve pazu usakA pratikAra nahIM kiye. ve saba mara gaye. bandara kucha bar3e the. mUrchita ho gaye, bImAra par3a gaye. unameM roga utpanna ho gayA. usakI sArI pratikriyA dekhakara unhoMne nirNaya kiyA ki zarIra ke andara krodhita avasthA meM jahara paidA hotA hai. sAre paramANu dUSita ho jAte haiM. isakA bhayaMkara pariNAma insAna ko bhoganA paDatA hai. bImAra par3atA jAtA hai. kSaNika uttejanA bhaviSya meM roga ko utpanna karane vAlI banatI hai. 388 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI uttara pradeza kI kucha dina pahale samAcAra patra meM eka ghaTanA thIM. pAnI ko lekara bahanoM meM Apasa meM takarAra huA, itanI burI taraha lar3I lar3akara apane-apane ghara para AI par3osI jabaradastI unheM ghara para lAye, ghara para Akara dekhA. unakA choTA bAlaka pAlane mero rahA thA, rote bAlaka ko zAnta karane ke lie krodhita mAtA ne Ate hI bAlaka ko stanapAna karAyA. stanapAna ke bAda bAlaka ko ulTI huI. mUrchita huA aura bAlaka mara gayA. DAkTara bulAye. DAkTara ne kahA-isako jahara diyA gayA hai, ulTI me jahara hai. sArA zarIra nIlA par3a gayA. mAM ne kahA-aisI koI bAta nahI huI sivAya stanapAna ke bAlaka ko kisI ne kucha bhI khilAyA pilAyA nahIM. bAlaka haMsatA thA, prasanna thA, jaba yaha rone lagA, ise zAnta karane ke lie maiMne stanapAna karAyA. stanapAna karane ke bAda yaha avasthA huI. DAkTara ne kahA- Apake dUdha meM hI jahara hai. Apa kahAM se AI? mai nala para pAnI bharane gaI thI, vahAM lar3ane laga gaI, usake bAda Aveza meM mai yahAM para AI. basa isI krodha ke pariNAma svarUpa ApakA dUdha jahara bana gayA thA. jahara kA pAna isa bAlaka ko Apane karAyA aura bAlaka turanta mara gayA, yaha cha: varSa pahale kI ghaTanA hai. krodhita avasthA meM zarIra ke andara jahara utpanna hotA hai| ntu yahI agara rUpAntarita bana jAye, prema kA tatva usameM A jAye to pariNAma amRta utpanna karegA. saMta kumAra cakravartI, svayaM cakravartI the- chaH khanDa ke mAlika the. bar3I pracanDa tAkata thI unake andara. pUre saMsAra kA parityAga karake asAra bhAvanA se saMyama kiyA. pUrvakRta karma kA doSa, zarIra ke andara vyApaka roga bana gayA, itane sAre roga andara meM A gaye, parantu sAdhanA kA bala aisA pracanDa thA. indra mahArAja unakI sevA me Aye. sAdhanA ke puNya se AkarSita hokara Aye. caraNoM me girakara nivedana kiyA bhagavan, yadi ApakA Adeza ho to ApakA upacAra hama kara deM. devatA jinake upacAra ke liye sevA meM Aye. santa kamAra cakravartI ne kahA-merA dhyAna merI AtmA para kendrita hai, zarIra para nahIM. yaha to bImAriyoM kA ghara hai. zarIra zarIra kA kAma karatA hai maiM apane Ananda meM maratA hU~. sAdhanA meM magna hU~, mujhe koI zarIra kI cintA nahIM, Apa kyA merA upacAra kareMge? kyA auSadhi kareMge? hamAre pAsa svayaM meM vaha auSadhi hai. santa kumAra ne apane hAtha meM jarA sA thUka liyA. zarIra para lagAyA, usakA vilepana kiyA. kancana jaisI kAyA bana gaI. indra se kahA yaha to merI tAkata hai isakA vilepana kiyA. auSadhi kA rUpa le liyA. yaha amRta utpanna karatA hai. - GAR - 389 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI kala batalAUMgA, kriyAoM meM kyA tAkata hai-amogha avasthA meM sAmAyika prakAra phalI bhUta banatA hai. jisa taraha varadAna banatA hai. rUliMga anusAra Apa kara rahe haiM karie. karate to haiM kintu vaha sAmAyika AtmA kI tRpta karane vAlA nahIM banatA. vaha antara se citta kI prasannatA pradAna karane vAlA nahIM banatA. upavAsa meM jo smaraNa karate haiM vaha kitanI bar3I tAkata rakhatA hai use batalAUMgA. upavAsa meM jo smaraNa karate haiM vo kitanI baDI tAkata rakhatA hai to batalAUgA. pUrva kI huI ArAdhanA kitanI sakriya banatI hai? kisa taraha apane ko lAbha dene vAlA banatI hai? kriyAoM kA paricaya antaraMga me jAkara kareMge. Aja itanA hI rahane de. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" isa jagat meM sampUrNatayA svataMtra to koI bhI nahIM hai. janma se pahale nau mAha taka mA~ ke garbha kI kaida rahatI hai, janma ke bAda bhI mA~ kI naz2arabandI meM dina guz2arate haiM, usake bAda pitA ke aMkuza meM jIvana rahatA hai, vivAha ke bAda havAlA hastAntarita hotA hai, patnI kA bandhana AtA hai, bur3hApA putroM ke bandhana meM kaTatA hai. batAo! kahA~ hai svataMtratA? sacamuca jagat kA hara-eka manuSya kaidI hai. - - 390 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI kriyA-siddhi parama upakArI parama kRpAlu AcArya bhagavanta zrI haribhadra sari jI ne jIvana kA paricaya kriyA ke mAdhyama se diyA. jahAM taka vyakti apane vicAroM ko sakriya nahIM banAegA, vahAM taka vaha vicAra kabhI sAdhanA ke lie sahayogI nahIM banegA. vicAroM meM par3A dharma jo mUrcchitAvasthA meM hai, vaha jIvana kI jAgRti kA sAdhana kabhI nahIM bana sakegA. isIlie haribhadra sUri jI mahArAja ne ina sUtroM ke dvArA "pratipannA kriyA ceti" isa satra ke dvArA unhoMne vizeSa rUpa se Agraha kiyA, ki apanI jAnakArI ko apane vartana ke dvArA, use sakriya banAeM. davA kI jAnakArI se Arogya nahIM milatA, davA lene se Arogya milatA hai. mAtra jAnakArI se koI Atma-kalyANa hone vAlA nahIM. usa jAnakArI ke anusAra apanA jIvana vyavahAra hama prArambha kareM tAki vyakti apane jIvana kI saphalatA ko prApta kara sake. abhI taka hama svayaM ke mUlya ko samajha nahIM pAe. jahAM taka vyakti svayaM ke mUlya ko nahIM samajhegA, vahA~ taka kriyAoM ke mUlya ko vaha vyakti kabhI nahIM samajha pAegA. ___sAdhanA bar3I utama vastu hai, sAdhanA ke mArga meM praveza honA sAdhanA ke anukUla apane jIvana kA prArambha karanA, yaha jarA kaThina hai, praveza kadAcita, prArambha ho jAe, parantu samyak prayAsa pUrvaka usa parama tatva ko prApta karanA bahuta hI durlabha hai. phira bhI hama prayAsa karate haiM. isIlie use dhanyavAda diyA gayA, usa maMgala kArya kI anumodanA kI gaI ki vyakti kama se kama prayAsa to karatA hai. vyakti pramAda ke adhIna Azrita hote haiM, prayAsa bhI nahIM karate, jagata kI aisI koI cIja nahIM jo binA prayatna ke Apako mila jAe. eka sAmAnya paisA paidA karane ke lie makAna chor3akara ke, parivAra kA moha chor3a karake, dasa ghaNTe taka hama dukAna yA Aphisa meM baiThate hai. bhUkha aura pyAsa sahana kara lete haiM, kadAcita kisI kAraNavaza bAhara jAnA par3e. zarIra kI anukUlatA na ho to bhI pratikUlatA ko svIkAra karake hama dhUpa meM, garmI meM, sardI meM, hara jagaha jAte haiM. khar3A rahanA par3e to khaDe raha jAeMge, apamAna sahana karanA par3e to apamAna bhI sahana kara leMge. kyoki paisA milatA hai. vyakti jaba sAmAnya paise ke lie bhI itanA sahana kara sakatA hai, to paramezvara ko prApta karane ke lie, svayaM kI usa prasannatA ke lie hama kaise sahana nahIM kara sakate, binA sahana kiye sAdhanA kabhI saphala banane vAlI nahIM, parantu sAdhanA ke kSetra meM sahana karane meM takalIpha AtI hai, rukAvaTa AtI hai. 106 391 For Private And Personal Use Only

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=guruvANI yahAM para saba prakAra kI anukUlatA cAhie, aura vahAM samasta pratikUlatAoM ko hama svIkAra kara lete haiM kyoki saMsAra se, usake prayatna se, do paisA mujhe milegA. usa prApti kI kalpanA ke AnaMda meM hama saba duHkha sahana kara lete haiM, vaha dukha bhI sukha rUpa bana jAtA hai, kyoMki sAmane prApti kI AzA dikhatI hai. agara isI prakAra vyakti sAdhanA ke kSetra meM thor3A sahana karale, aura apanI dRSTi se sAmane usa Ananda ko dekhane laga jAe, ki thor3A bahuta sahana karane para mujhe yaha saphalatA milane vAlI hai. use upavAsa kA koI darda nahIM lagegA, saMsAra ke sammAna prApta na hone kA use koI dukha nahIM hogA. cAhe saMsAra meM kitanA hI kaSTa A jAe to bhI sukha kA anubhava karegA. vicAroM ke dvArA vaha sukha kA hI anubhava karegA. ye kaSTa bhI mere upakAra ke lie Ae, mere karmo kA kSaya kareMgeM, jo maiMne upArjanA kiyA hai, usa karma kI nirjarA hogI. karmoM kA kSaya yadi maiM samabhAva se sahana kara letA hUM to merA pariNAma ati sundara AegA. ___jarA sI vicAra kI bhUmikA cAhie, to phira saMsAra kI sArI prasannatA calI jAegI sAdhanA ke kSetra meM sarvaprathama usakI yaha zarta hai ki saMsAra se zUnya bana jAe. eka vyakti jaba yoga mArga kI sAdhanA ke lie, bhAratIya gUDha vidyAoM kI jAnakArI ke lie, isa deza meM AyA. kisI mahApuruSa se jAkara nivedana kiyA ki mujhe sAdhanA kA rAja mArga batalAiye. tAki maiM saralatA se apanI upAsanA kara sakU~, kucha aisI vidyAoM ke lie bhI maiM Apake pAsa AzA lekara AyA hU~ yadi Apa yogya evaM pAtra samajheM to mujhe pradAna kareM. mahAtmA ne usakI parIkSA lI. vyakti kA svabhAva hai. mana bar3A caMcala rahatA hai, vyagra rahatA hai. mana kI mAnasika vyavasthA ke andara vaha sthira nahIM ho pAtA. apanI AtmA ko sthira karane kA prayAsa kabhI nahIM kara pAtA. usake lie sarvaprathama unhoMne parIkSA lI. vaha cIna se A rahA thA, videza se A rahA thA, Ate hI yogI puruSa ne pahale hI prazna kiyA - "rAste meM tuma bahuta se deza hokara Ae ho?" "hA~." "baMgAla, bihAra bhI Ae hoMge?" "hA~. sabhI pradeza Ae." "baMgAla meM cAvala kA bhAva kyA hai?" bar3A vicitra prazna thA. AdhyAtmika kSetra se koI saMbaMdha nahIM. Ate hI yogI ne yahI pahalA prazna kiyA, vyakti ke svabhAva se vyakti kA cintana, vyakti kI manodazA kA paricaya mila jAtA hai. usI paricaya ke lie unhoMne eka aisA vicitra prazna kiyA - "ThIka hai, AdhyAtmika kSetra meM jAnakArI ke lie AyA, mere pAsa kucha vidyA prApti ke lie tuma Ae. parantu baMgAla ke andara cAvala kA kyA bhAva hai? tumheM mAlUma hai." ne - 392 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: "bihAra meM gehU~ kA kyA bhAva hai?" bar3e vicitra prazna the. aise cAra pAMca prazna kiye, usa vyakti ne javAba de diyA. vaha isa rahasya ko samajha nahIM pAyA. yogI ne kahA - "tuma mere pAsa aisI vidyA kI jAnakArI ke lie Ae, AdhyAtmika kSetra meM praveza pAne ke lie Ae. abhI taka tumhAre mana se saMsAra nahIM nikalA. tuma mere pAsa Aye to bhI apane saMsAra ko lekara ke Ae. saMsAra se mukta bana karake Ao, vicAroM se mukta banake, svaccha karake mere pAsa Ao, andara kI pyAsa lekara ke mere pAsa Ao to tumheM maiM yaha vidyA dUM." vApisa kara diyA ki tuma isake lAyaka nahIM ho jahAM taka tuma saMsAra ko nahIM bhaloge. vahAM taka sAdhanA kI prasannatA pUrNa rUpa se nahIM A pAegI. sAre saMsAra ko hama dimAga meM lekara caleM. phira sAdhanA ko badanAma kareM ki maiMne ye kArya kiye aura AnaMda nahIM AyA. AnaMda kahAM se Ae, AnaMda kI pahalI zarta hai ki saMsAra ko chor3a karake Ao, saMsAra ko bhUla karake Ao, jahAM taka hama saMsAra ko mana se nahIM chor3eM, mana se bhUle nahIM, mana se vismata na kareM to AtmA kI smRti kahAM se jAgRta ho. saMsAra kI smRti, sukhoM kI AkAMkSA bhUlane kA prayAsa karanA hai. saMsAra meM bahuta sI aisI cIjeM haiM jo bhUlane jaisI haiM. use yAda rakhanA apanI AtmA ke lie ghAtaka hai. vaira kI paribhASA meM vaha jyAdA durbhAva paidA karegA. usa vicAra ke andara kabhI paripakvatA nahIM milegI, ve vicAra kabhI Apako sundara aura svaccha nahIM mileMge. ___jo bhI hamArI maMgala kriyAeM haiM paramAtmA kA smaraNa hai, sAmAyika hai, pratikramaNa hai. una sArI kriyAoM ke andara Atma jAgRti agara A jAe. vicAra pUrvaka yadi samyaka kriyA bana jAe, to vaha anuSThAna acche ke lie AzIrvAda tulya banatA hai.. ____ kaI aise mahApuruSoM ke jIvana se preraNA milatI hai. sAdhanA ke kSetra meM praveza kiyA, saba bhUla gaye, yAda nahIM rahA. upavAsa karate rahe aura paramAtmA ke smaraNa meM itane masta bana gae. unhoMne paramAtmA kA anubhava prApta kiyA, AhAra yAda hI nahIM rahA. kaI vyakti to sAdhanA meM aisI mAnyatA prApta kara lete haiM. ki zarIra kA bhI unako khyAla nahIM rahatA. rAmakRSNa mAM kI jaba upAsanA meM baiThate, aisI tanyayatA unameM A jAtI, tAdAtmya bhAva unameM A jAtA, ve saba bhUla jAte, murchita avasthA meM A jAte, sAre saMsAra kI vismRti vahAM para paidA ho jAtI. apUrva zakti hai. AtmA kI zakti kA AnaMda hai, parantu eka sAmAnya prakAra kI sAdhanA meM bhI vizeSatA hai ki vaha aisI zakti dekara ke jAtI hai jisake dvArA vyakti bahuta kucha apanA kArya kara letA hai. bahuta kucha paropakAra kA kArya ho jAtA hai. sAdhanA aisI hai. loga kahate haiM bAra-bAra paramAtmA kA smaraNa kiyA jAe, nAma liyA jAe. kahate haiM. rAma nAma ko auSadhi rUpa mAnA gayA, paramAtmA kA nAma, cAhe rAma kA le, mahAvIra kA ha janA 393 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI GAN leM. kisI bhI aise purUSa yA kisI pUrva purUSa kA, vItarAgI usa paramadeva kA smaraNa kareM, smaraNa auSadhi rUpa mAnA gayA hai. loga kahate haiM bAra-bAra nAma lene kA Azaya kyA hai? eka bAra liyA jAe, smaraNa ho jAtA hai. jJAniyoM kA kathana hai-anAdi kAla se hamAre andara jo saMskAra haiM una saMskAroM ko dUra karane ke lie, nae saMskAroM ko dRr3ha karane ke lie, nAma kA smaraNa bahuta aMzoM meM jarUrI hai. ApakA kapaDA jaba mailA ho jAtA hai yadi Apa ghara para dhoeM eka bAra sAbuna lagAeM, do bAra lagAyeM, tIna bAra lagAeM. kitanI hI bAra use masalanA par3egA. pAnI meM use DubonA par3atA hai. eka sAmAnya kapar3e ke lie, Apako tIna cAra bAra sAbuna lagAnA par3atA hai. ghara kI thAlI meM yadi dAga laga jAe, use sApha karane ke lie use kitanI bAra mAMjanA par3atA hai. svaccha karanA par3atA hai. taba jAkara ke usameM camaka paidA hotI hai, usakA dAga nikalatA hai. mana ke andara anAdi kAla se karma kA dAga lagA huA hai, viSayoM (kaSAyoM) kA maila car3hA huA hai. tabhI to aneka bAra paramAtmA kA nAma lenA par3atA hai, taba jAkara AtmA nirmala banegI, aura svaccha bana jAegI. tapa kI bhaTTI meM AtmA ko DAla karake nikAlA jAe to svacchatA AyegI tapazcaryA to parama agni hai. sonA ko zuddha karane ke lie Aga meM tapAyA jAtA hai. taba usakI malinatA nikalatI hai. usI taraha se AtmA ko svaccha karane ke lie tapa kI bhaTThI meM DAlA jAtA hai, tIna dina ko, pA~ca dina kA, mahInA bhara kA, jaise usakI zakti ho jaisI vaha garmI sahana kara pAe. usa hAI Temparecara meM, tapa kI garmI meM AtmA ko svaccha kiyA jAtA hai, yaha AtmA ko zuddha banane kI maMgala kriyA hai. tapa ko agni kI upamA dI. gAMva se bAhara varSoM ke kacaDe kA yadi Dhera laga jAe. Apane dekhA-mAcisa se yadi jarA sI usameM Aga lagA deM, ghaNTe ke andara varSoM kA kacarA jala karake sApha ho jAegA. hamAre yahAM yahI vyavasthA haiM tapa kI isa paramAgni ke andara yadi AtmA ko DAla diyA jAe, to varSoM se jo karma upArjana huA hai, duSkarmo ke dvArA, vAsanA ke dvArA, aneka prakAra se karma jo upArjana kiye, yadi eka kSaNa bhI usameM agni prakaTa ho jAe, jvAlA bana jAe to samasta karmoM kA kSaya kara DAle... jahAM taka viSaya antara meM hogA, viSaya ke antargata bahuta sArI cIjeM AtI haiM, kAma aura vAsanA bhI usake antargata hai, jagata ko prApta karane kI mUrchA, vaha bhI viSaya ke antargata hai. viSaya meM gIlApana hotA hai, mAcisa yadi bAhara rakha deM aura barasAta kI havA use laga jAe, sIlana paidA ho jAe phira mAcisa lagAte raheM, Aga prakaTa hI nahIM hogI. Apa kaheM ki tIna dina upavAsa kiyA, lekina upavAsa meM abhI taka garmI prakaTa nahIM huI to bhAva meM garmI nahIM AI, uttejanA nahIM AI, usake kaI kAraNa haiM, Aga ko pakar3ane Fan - 394 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: - ke lie mAcisa ko sukhAnA bahuta jarUrI hai yadi mAcisa sUkha jAtI hai Aga pakar3egI parantu abhI taka Aga pakar3a nahIM pAI. hamArA prayAsa yahI hotA hai ki AtmA ko pahale sUkhA banA diyA jAe, viSaya se AtmA nirlipta bana jAe, ekadama viSaya kA rasa usameM se sUkha jAe. usa viSaya ko sukhAne ke lie, mamatca ko sukhAne ke lie, maMgala kriyA kI jAtI hai. aura koI isakA Azaya nahIM. eka bAra viSaya se AtmA sakhA bana jAe makta bana jAe to taranta dhArmika vatti prajvalita ho jAtI hai. tapa kI Aga AtmA ke samasta karmo kA nAza karatI hai. bahuta dinoM se yahI prayAsa cala rahA hai. kaise Apake hRdaya meM Aga paidA ho. kaise sAre karma jalakara bhasmI bhUta bana jAeM. lekina vaha saphalatA Aja taka nahIM milI. maiM bambaI kI tarapha jA rahA thA. bihAra meM AdivAsiyoM kA eka mukAma AyA. rAstA bar3A vikaTa thA. rAste meM Thaharane kA mukAma bhI aisA milA, andara gRhastha,, hama bAhara, usakI caukI para Thahare. cAro tarapha pahAr3a jaMgala thA, saMyoga, pUrI rAta barasAta par3I bAhara se chIMTe A rahe the. aura koI vahAM sthAna nahIM. kisI prakAra rAta to nikalI. subaha bhI AkAza bAdaloM se ghirA huA, chIMTe cAlU the. ____ maiMne socA do tIna ghaNTe vizrAma lene ke bAda hI jAeMge. sAmane maiMne naz2ara kI to eka AdivAsI aurata, do tIna bacce nAztA taiyAra karane ke lie cUlhA jalAye, cUlhe meM thor3I lakar3I DAlI, parantu Aga pakar3a nahIM rahI thI. eka ghaNTe taka usa aurata ne mehanata kI. maiM sArI ghaTanA apanI AMkhoM se dekhatA rahA. vaha aurata cUlhe meM phUMka mAratI rahI, ghaNTe taka prayAsa kiyA para lakar3I saba bhIMga gaI. bhIgI lakar3I Aga nahIM pakar3a rahI thI. sArA prayAsa usakA niSphala ho gayA. vaha aurata taMga A gaI. sAre cUlhe ko khAlI karake par3osI ke yahAM se sUkhI lakar3I lAI, usake bAda jaba Aga lagAI to Aga laga gaI. ____ maiM rAste meM yahI socatA rahA eka ghaNTe taka usane mehanata kI, parantu Aga pakar3I nahIM, garmI nahIM AI, sArA prayAsa niSphala huA. maiMne bhI socA karIba eka mahInA ho cukA hai aura hara roja eka ghaNTA phUka mAratA hUM tAki andara meM Aga prajvalita ho jAe, merA hara roja yahI prayAsa hotA hai. parantu abhI taka saphala nahIM ho pAyA, Aga pakar3atI nahIM, kyoMki viSaya se bhIgI huI AtmA hai. jahAM taka aise sukhAyA nahIM jAegA vahAM taka Aga nahIM pakar3egI. ___jitanI bhI tapazcaryA hai, AtmA ko sukhAne kI kriyA hai. viSaya kA rasa sUkha jAe, saMsAra kA rasa sUkha jAe. eka bAra yaha rasa sUkha gayA to jarA sI merI ciMgArI zabdoM kI Aga ko prajvalita kara degI. AtmA nirmala hokara bAhara AegI. ye sArI kriyAeM AtmA ke viSaya rasa ko sukhAne kI kriyAeM hai. tAki andara se seksa calA jAe, kAma aura vAsanA mara jAe, jagata ko prApta karane kA jo rasa hai. vaha rasa khatma ho jAe, vaha rasa yadi sUkha jAe to phira Apa dharmAgni prajvalita kariye, usI samaya 395 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI agni prakaTa hogI. mokSa koI bahuta dUra kI cIja nahIM hai, ApakI muTThI meM hai. Apa prayAsa kariye, jJAniyoM ne kahA-vaha prayAsa bahuta jaldI pUrNa banatA hai. naveM varSa meM hama kevala banate hai. kauna kahatA hai?, mokSa nahIM, jarUra hai, nizcita hai bhale hI yahAM se nahIM, dUsarI jagaha se Trena milatI hai, dillI se nahIM to bAhara se. mahAvideha kSetra, jahAM vartamAna tIrthaMkara sImadhara svAmI vicaraNa kara rahe hai, hamAre bharata kSetra se bahuta najadIka par3atA hai. yadi apanI antazcetanA meM paramAtmA kA zuddha bhASA se anurAga A jAe, vItArAga kA rAga prakaTa ho jAe to vaha rAga hamAre janma kathAnaka meM khUba parivartana kara degA. kyoMki vyakti vAsanA ko lekara ke janma grahaNa karatA hai. binA vAsanA ke janma maraNa kI kabhI prakriyA nahIM hogI, vAsanA ko lekara ke hI vyakti janma letA hai. antara kI AtmA use khIMca letI hai, durbhAvanA meM durgandha hai, bhAvanA meM sugandha hai, donoM viparIta haiM. pAnI to gaTara meM bahatA hai. aura pAnI yamunA meM bhI, parantu donoM pAnI meM antara hai. zabda eka hai. gaTara kA bhI pAnI kahalAtA hai. aura yamunA meM bhI pAnI kahalAtA hai. gaTara kA eka chIMTA bhI agara laga jAe to mana meM ghRNA hotI hai. svaccha karane kI bhAvanA AegI. dhokara ke zuddha kiyA jAegA, kyoMki durgandha se bharA hai. vikAra se bharA hai, yadi yamunA meM jAe to vahAM snAna karake svayaM ko zuddha mAneMge. vahAM Apa meM bhAva AegA. ___ vAsanA aura bhAvanA meM bhI itanI hI bhinnatA hai. vAsanA gaTara ke pAnI jaisI hai. AtmA ko gaMdI banAyegI, AtmA meM eka prakAra se gandha paidA karegI, parantu di usakA rUpAntara ho jAe aura sadbhAvanA A jAe to vaha bhAvanA bhagavAna taka pahuMcA degI. paramAtmA ke prati eka bAra anurAga paidA ho jAe to usakA yaha camatkAra hI sahI dizA meM Apako janma degA. yahAM se mahA videha kSetra meM hI Apako pahuMcA degA. vahAM janma lene ke bAda paramAtmA meM yadi prazasta anurAga rahA, pUrva kA puNya rahA to AThaveM varSa meM dIkSA aura nauveM varSa meM kevala jJAna. ___ koI dUra kI cIja nahIM, nauMveM varSa meM AtmA kevala jJAna prApta karatI hai, apanI Ayu pUrNa karake nirvANa prApta karatI hai, mokSa prApta karatI hai. jahAM se phira kabhI AvAgamana hotA hI nahIM. jIvana kI antima mRtyu ko nirvANa kahA jAtA hai, jahAM se phira kabhI maraNa hotA hI nahIM, vaha apanI mauta ko mAra kara ke phira maratA hai. vaha sthiti mujhe prApta karanI hai. tapa kA lakSya bhI yahI hai, kahAM taka janameM, kahA~ taka mareMge, isa saMsAra kA kabhI anta Ane vAlA nahIM. zaMkarAcArya ne carapara maMjarI ke andara paramAtmA se nivedana karake kahA punarapi jananaM punarapi maraNam, punarapi jananI jaThare zayanam. - na 396 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI bhagavan ! yaha bAra-bAra janma lenA, bAra-bAra mRtyu-dukha sahanA, bAra-bAra saMsAra kI sajA lekara AnA, karma kI mAra khAnA, jagata kA apamAna sahana karanA, merI yaha paristhiti kahAM taka rahegI. antarbhAva se kar3e darda pUrvaka paramAtmA se unhoMne nivedana kiyA. kahAM taka yaha janma-maraNa kI kriyA hamArI cAlU rahegI. apUrva vairAgya bhAva se unhoMne nivedana kiyA. eka-eka zloka ke andara yaha bhAva bharA hai. ___vyakti agara sundara cintana kareM to saMsAra meM rahakara bhI vairAgya bhAva paidA kara le, phira use bhI AnaMda nahIM AegA. saMsAra ke andara saMsAra kI prApti meM bhI AnaMda nahI AegA. ___ bahuta bar3A samrAT hamezA udAsa rahatA hai. cehare para apUrva prakAra kA vairAgya rahatA hai. bahuta sAre loga vahAM Ate haiM, milate hai. kaI logoM ne aisA vicAra kiyA-kyA bAta hai. itanA bar3A samrATa aura isake cehare para prasannatA kyoM nahIM. cehare meM AnaMda kyoM nahIM? jarA sI kursI milatI aura nazA A jAtA hai. jarA sI jagata kI prApti ho to AnaMda A jAtA hai, ceharA prakaTa kara detA hai. yaha itane bar3e sAmrAjya kA mAlika! isa ke cehare para AnaMda nahIM, prasannatA nahIM, udAsInatA dikhatI hai. isakA rahasya kyA hai? rAjA ke pAsa gae. rAjA ke mitroM ne pUchA - "Apako koI kaSTa hai? koI apriya ghaTanA ghaTI? koI pArivArika kleza hai? koI saMtApa hai? zarIra ke andara Apake vyAdhi hai? kyA kAraNa hai?" rAjA ne kahA - "kucha nahIM, mujhe koI Adhi-vyAdhi nahIM, maiM nizcinta hUM." "rAjan! phira Apake cehare para udAsI kyoM?" maphatalAla ne jaba yaha pUchA ki - "rAjA ! Apake cehare para udAsI kyoM?" rAjA ne kahA - "dekho. kala mere yahAM AnA. tumhAre lie bar3I sundara vyavasthA kI hai. varSoM se tuma mere yahAM Ate ho. mere mitra jaise ho, kala Akara mere yahAM bhojana grahaNa karanA, merA AmantraNa svIkAra kara lo. udAsInatA kA kAraNa bhI kala hI batalAUMgA." ___maphatalAla ko rAjA ke yahAM bhojana karane kA jaba AmantraNa milA to bar3A prasanna huA. rAjA ne jaba use bulAyA to bar3A Anandita huA. jaise hI dUsare dina vaha vahAM gayA. rAjA ne pUrI taiyArI kara rakhI thI, bahuta bar3A bagIcA thA. usa bagIce meM eka bahuta gaharA kuA~ thA. kueM ke Upara eka aisA siMhAsana banAyA huA thA, kacce bAMsa kA kacce sUtoM se ba~dhA huA, sAmane eka Tebala rakha diyA. kursI bhI aisI ki baiThe aura kaba gira jAe, isakA kucha patA nahIM. jaise hI maphatalAla AyA, rAjA kA parama mitra thA. rAjA ne use kursI para baiThAyA. bahuta suMdara udyAna thA. garmI ke dina the. rAjA apane sAtha le gayA ki calo mere sAtha calo. 397 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI sipAhiyoM ko Adeza diyA gayA ki inako inake sthAna para baiThA diyA jAe. kaeM meM na jAne kitane sAMpa the. rAjAjJA sipAhI ne kahA ki Apako yahI baiThanA paDegA. majabUrI thI, Akara kursI para baiTha gayA, Upara naMgI talavAra laTaka rahI thI. kacce sUta se baMdhI talavAra. havA meM hila rahI thI. jaise hI kursI para baiThA to pUrI kursI lacakadAra hilatI huI. jarA bhI agara bailensa ghumAe to sIdhA nIce. __ baiThA diyA sAmane Tebala para, bar3e sundara pakavAna rakhe the. maphatalAla se kahA -- "karo bhojana." vaha bhojana karane ke lie baiThA to sahI, Upara dekhatA hai to naMgI talavAra, havA ke jhoMke lagane se hila rahI hai. na jAne kaba gira jAe aura mauta kA kAraNa bana jAe. maphatalAla udAsa ho gayA. cintA ho gaI. socA yaha AmantraNa maiMne kaise svIkAra kara liyA. yaha to mauta kA AmantraNa hai. rAjA haiM. inase kucha pUcha nahIM sakatA. prazna nahIM kara sakatA. rAjA kA Adeza hI sarvopari hai. nIce jhAMkakara dekhA to bahuta bar3A gaharA kuA~ hai. kue~ ke, bIca meM baiThA huA. sipAhiyoM ne kahA - "bhojana karie. rAjA kA Adeza hai, Apako bhojana karanA hai. bar3I sundara sAmagrI rakhI hai." jabaradastI khAne to lagA, Adeza thA. mAnanA par3A. khAnA to khA liyA, usake bAda jaba use kursI se utArA gayA, rAjA ne pUchA - "khIra kaisI lagI?" "mahArAja! bar3I sundara." mauta se bacakara AyA thA. "tumheM mAlUma nahIM vaha khIra to maiMne bhI khAI, usa khIra meM to cInI DAlI hI nahIM thI." "vaha to lUma hai, rakhA thA maiMne to use hI liyA. mauta ke bhaya meM cInI DAlI hai yA nahIM yaha bhI mujhe mAlUma nahIM." "usake sAtha sAga kitanA sundara thA, mAlUma hai?" / "hAM rAjana, sAga maiMne khAyA, bar3A acchA lagA, maiMne to saba khA liyA." "are, usa meM mirca-namaka hI nahIM thA." "vaha bhI mujhe mAlUma nahIM thA, maiMne to khA liyA." rAjA ne kahA - "akla AI. naMgI talavAra aura mauta kA kuA~ dekhA, svAda bhUla gae. merA Adeza thA, isalie khAnA khAnA paDA. majabarI thI. jo AyA khA liyA. svAda kA koI anubhava nahIM huA, anubhava ke nIce to mauta chupI huI thI." rAjA ne kahA, "merI udAsItA kA yahI kAraNa hai, tumheM spaSTa kara diyA, samajhe? maiM rAja siMhAsana para baiThatA hUM to kalpanA karatA hUM, Upara mauta kI talavAra hai. na jAne kaba kudarata kI talavAra A jAe aura merI mauta ho jAe. satata sAvadhAna. saMsAra meM jo sAvadhAna rahe, vahI AdamI Age calakara ke apane lakSya ko pAtA hai. nIce dekhatA hUM to durgati kA kuA~. agara maiMne jarA bhI yahAM rAja siMhAsana kA durupayogapata 398 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: kiyA nyAya-nIti kA ullaMghana kiyA, maryAdA kA ullaMghana kiyA, AcAra se viruddha yadi durAcAra kA Azraya liyA to nIce durgati kA kuA~ najara AtA hai. yahI kalpanA hamezA sAmane rakhakara siMhAsana para baiThatA hUM, isalie pApa mauta kI talavAra naz2ara AtI hai aura nIce durgati kA kuA~ dekhatA hUM isalie pApa karane se maiM bacA. saMsAra kI koI bhI prasannatA mere andara asara nahIM karatI. saMsAra meM mujhe kisI prakAra kA AnaMda nahIM AtA. yahI merI udAsI kA rahasya hai. __ Aphisa meM jAkara jaba Apa kursI para baiTheM, pAMca dasa hajAra kI kursI lAte haiM, bar3I Aphisa hotI hai. eyara kanDIzana Aphisa hotI hai. baiThate samaya Apa bhI yahI socanA. Upara laTakatI huI mauta kI talavAra kaba paraloka pahuMca jAeM, na jAne kudarata kaba kyA sajA de de. sAvadhAna, pApa se sAvadhAna, viSayoM se sAvadhAna, krodha pApoM se sAvadhAna, saMsAra ke samasta bhayaMkara pApoM se sAvadhAna rahanA. usI meM sajjanatA hai, usI meM kalyANa hai. ___ kursI para baiThate samaya nIce jhAMka lenA durgati kA kuA~ hai. anIti karuMgAA, anyAya karUMgA, asatya yadi prayoga karUMgA, usakI mujhe sajA milegI, merA jIvana barabAda ho jAegA. marane ke bAda usI durgati ke kuMe meM mujhe DUbanA hogA. yaha sajA mujhe milegI. vyakti kursI para baiThate samaya Upara nIce najara DAla le, na jAne kaba mauta A jAe, nIce durgati kA kuA~ taiyAra hai yadi maiMne galata kArya kiyA to usakI sajA mujhe milegI. Apake jIvana se sArI prasannatA calI jAegI. prasannatA satkAryoM meM honI cAhie. saMsAra ke kAryoM meM prasannatA kaisI, vahAM to ronA cAhie. kaisI majabUrI ki na cAhate hue bhI dukhI rahanA par3atA hai. AhAra kaise karanA haiM usakA viveka batalAyA gayA hai. yaha zarIra kA dharma hai. paramAtmA ne kabhI nahIM kahA ki tuma bhUkhe mara jAo. jahAM taka tumhArI zakti hai, prasannatA hai, prayAsa karo. AhAra se mukta hone kA, usakI vAsanA se mukta honA, samyak tapa mAnA gayA hai. samyak anuSThAna mAnA gayA hai. zarIra ko kaise AhAra diyA jAe. paramAtmA mahAvIra ne batalAyA. zarIra ke sAtha kaisA vyavahAra karanA. bar3A cAlAka hai, vizvAzaghAtI, durgandha se bharA huA hai. jJAniyoM ne kahA-z2arA bhI isa se rAga rakhanA nahIM, jaise ghara meM naukara khAte haiM, use khAnA dete haiM. kapar3A dete haiM, mAlika vetana dete haiM, parantu kAma barAbara lete haiM. subaha se zAma taka zarIra ApakA naukara hai. seTha AtmArAma bhAI mAlika haiM. zarIra naukara hai, hAtha pAMva sArI indriyoM se barAbara kAma lenA. khilAte haiM to pUrI taraha vasUla karane kA. yadi Apane vasUla nahIM kiyA to ye naukara Apako naukara banA leMge, samaya badala cukA hai. kaise isase vyavahAra karanA hai. vaha maiM Apako samajhAUM AhAra to Apa bhI karate haiM. parantu karane meM Asakti nahIM, jo milA le liyA lene ke andara itanA viveka honA cAhie. 399 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - jarA bhI usake svAda meM prasannatA nahIM. svAda AegA, zarIra kA dharma hai. yAnI jIbha para rakhA, svAda AegA parantu svAda nahIM, usakI prasannatA nahIM milI, bhAr3A de diyA. zarIra se kAma lenA hai, isa naukara se kAma lenA hai. merI dharma sAdhanA meM zarIra sahAyaka hai. isakI sahAyatA lene ke lie hama isakA poSaNa karate haiM, viSaya ke poSaNa ke lie nahIM, dharma ke poSaNa ke lie, parantu lene kA tarIkA honA cAhie, AhAra kisa prakAra kI bhAvanA se diyA jAe. hamAre AgamoM meM eka udAharaNa AtA hai. ki tapasvI AtmA, sAdhu, sAdhaka AhAra kaise kareM, jIbha para adhikAra kaise prApta kareM, AhAra karane kA jo varNana diyA hai. bar3A apUrva hai. eka thA bahuta bar3A zrImanta seTha, kisI kAraNa usakA jo ghara kA naukara thA bar3A badamAza thA. saMyoga ki eka lar3akA thA, itanA zrImanta parivAra, parantu parivAra meM mAtra eka lar3akA thA. eka seThAnI eka svayaM ghara kI sevA ke lie eka naukara rakhA. naukara bar3A badamAza thA, badatamIja thA. udAharaNa dvArA samajhAyA hai AhAra kaise kiyA jAe. saMyoga ghara meM naukara rahatA, mana meM usakA eka hI vicAra thA kaba maukA mile, kaba yahAM se lUTa karUM. vaha mauke kI tAka meM thA. eka dina kisI kAraNa se seTha tIrtha yAtrA para gae. seThAnI kisI kAma se par3osa meM gaI, naukara ko maukA milA, ikalautA lar3akA sone se ladA huA. lAr3a pyAra se bar3A huA. naukara lar3ake ko mAra karake usakA sArA mAla lekara gAyaba ho gayA. yaha samAcAra jaise hI milA par3osI Ae, seTha ko bulAkara lAe, rAjA ke pAsa gaye. rAjA ne kotavAla ko Adeza diyA-usa naukara ko pakar3a liyA jAe. pakar3akara use AjIvana kArAvAsa kI sajI dI gaI. antima samaya kucha aise prasaMga Ae. saMyoga aisA, kisI ne rAjA ke kAna meM cugalI kara dI ki seTha Taiksa corI karatA hai. Apake rAjya ke viruddha kArya karatA hai, Apake duzmana rAjA ko jAkara paisA detA hai. Apake lie Sar3ayantra karatA hai, rAjA ke kAna kacce the, seTha ko bhI pakar3A gayA. rAjA ne vicAra kiyA, isako sajA kaise dI jAe. kyA sajA denI cAhie. rAjA ne sajA ghoSita kI isa seTha ko isake naukara ke sAtha eka hI ber3I meM DAlA jAe. tAki apane ikalaute beTe ke khunI ko hamezA dekhakara jalA kare, isakA khUna jalA kare. pratizodha kI bhAvanA isake andara meM rahA kare. dukhI karane kA upAya batalAyA. isako eka hI rassI meM baMda rakhanA kaThora sajA thI... ApakA aisA koI patra ho. aura isa prakAra kI durghaTanA ho jAe usI kaidI ke sAtha Apako rahanA par3e, jisane isa prakAra kA ghRNita kArya kiyA ho. Apake mana meM kyA AegA. use dekhate hI eka dama durbhAvanA A jAe, dveSa bhara jAe. a 400 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: seTha ko usI ke naukara ke sAtha eka hI ber3I meM rakhA gayA, eka hAtha naukara kA aura eka hAtha seTha kA. apane lar3ake ke khUnI ke sAtha caubIsa ghaNTe usako bitAnA, yaha kitanA bar3A darda kA viSaya. subaha se zAma taka usI ke sAtha rahanA, usI ke sAtha baiThanA, usI ke sAtha sonA. gharavAlI seThAnI khAnA lekara AtI. seTha khA letA, baca jAe bAhara pheMka detA. yA kisI jela ke sipAhI ko de detA. yaha ghaTanA roja hotI thI. naukara ne vicAra kiyA. seTha mAla pAnI khA le aura bacA huA bAhara pheMka de. hama roja mAla dekhate raheM aura eka Tukar3A bhI mujhe nA mile. naukara ne vicAra meM gAMTha bAMdha lI ki maukA Ane do. seTha to mAla pAnI khAe aura pheMka de. seTha ko jaMgala jAnA thA. usase kahA calo sAtha. usane kahA-seTha mAla pAnI to tuma khAo aura jaMgala meM tumhAre sAtha maiM calUM? aisA nahIM ho sakatA, maiM to sotA hUM. ber3I to sAtha-sAtha meM, aisI paristhiti meM naukara na cale to seTha kI kyA dazA hogI. vahAM subaha kA samaya prAtaHkAla yaha to zarIra kA dharma hai, binA nivAraNa kie zAnti nahIM milatI. bahuta vinatI kiyA. naukara ne kahA bilkula nahIM. mujhe koI zaMkA nahIM, tuma ko jAnA hai jAo.-tU calegA nahIM to maiM jAUMgA kaise? seTha mAla tuma ur3Ate ho aura majadUrI mujhe karane ko kahate ho. yaha ghara nahIM jela hai. merI bAta mAno to maiM calUM. aisI paristhiti meM mAnanA par3e yA nahIM, naukara ko to ghara kI rasoI khilAnI hogI, jo svayaM ke lie AtI thI. to kyA prema se khilAyA. usa khilAne meM usako Ananda AyA. kaise bhAva se khilAyA, usI bhAva se zarIra ko khilAnA hai Ananda nahIM, prasannatA nahIM. majabUrI hai, seTha AtmArAma bhAI ko isa naukara ke sAtha eka hI ber3I meM rakhA hai. eka ber3I meM AtmA aura eka hI meM zarIra, kaisA bandhana ? AtmA svataMtra hai, zarIra ke bandhana hai. zarIra agara akar3a jAe to AtmA kyA kare, zarIra kahe mujhe maMdira nahIM jAnA mujhe pratikramaNa nahIM karanA, aMgUThA dikhAye to kyA karanA paristhiti kaisI ki eka hI ber3I meM hama DAle hue haiM. thor3A bahuta to zarIra kI mAnanI par3atI hai. tIna dina to Apane tapa kiyA lekina cauthe dina kahegA mujhe khilAo nahIM to sAtha nahIM dUMgA. yahAM se vahAM calane kI tAkata nahIM hai mere meM, khilAnA par3egA.. parantu khilAne meM, AhAra meM prasannatA nahIM, Asakti nahIM. Asakti ko khatma karane ke lie hI to upavAsa kiyA jAtA hai. yahI upavAsa kA lakSya hai. upavAsa pUrA pAraNe meM dikhAnA cAhie. tapa ke samaya khAnA yAda AtA hai. lekina khAte samaya upavAsa yAda nahIM AtA hai. nahIM khAte samaya kabhI upavAsa yAda nahIM AyA. parantu upavAsa meM khAnA jarUra yAda AyA. yaha anAdikAla kA saMskAra hai. isa saMskAra meM parivartana lAne ke lie itanA kaha rahA hUM. Ananda to sAdhanA kA, AnaMda upavAsa kA khAne kA Ananda nahIM, bhale hI Apa bAdAma kA halavA khAeM, karmabandha kA koI kAraNa nahIM kyoMki pariNAma zuddha hai. zarIra ke rakSaNa - 401 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - kA bhAva hai tAki isake dvArA isakA aura sundara upayoga karUM. sAdhanA ke isa kSetra meM | upayoga ho. cAhe acchI lagane vAlI kitanI hI sundara sAmragI lAeM, ApakI thAlI meM rakhe, Apa khAiye parantu usameM AnaMda nahIM. Apa khAeM mujhe usameM AnaMda hai. zarIra kA dharma hai, zarIra ke nirvAha ke lie khAnA Avazyaka hai. khAne kA viveka honA cAhie. zarIra ke kAraNa jAne kitanA pApa karanA par3A. ina indriyoM aura zarIra ke lie kitanA bhayaMkara saMsAra upArjana kiyA. ye bar3e khataranAka haiM. seTha ne usa naukara ke sAtha sadavyavahAra kiyA lekina usane usake putra ko khatma kara diyA. kitanA bhayaMkara atyAcAra kiyA. vizvAsaghAta kiyA. isa zarIra ne bhI AtmA ke guNoM kI na jAne kitanI bAra hatyA kI. na jAne kitanA bhayaMkara vizvAsaghAta isa zarIra ne AtmA ke sAtha kiyA. apane viSaya bhoga ke andara isakA upayoga kiyA aura AtmA dekhatI rahI, rotI rahI, lekina zarIra ne sunA nahIM. Aja taka saMsAra dene vAle isa zarIra ko lekara yaha saMsAra prApta kiyA. isI zarIra ke dvArA hI pApa kiyA. indriyoM ke mAdhyama se pApa upArjana kiyA gayA. zarIra ke sAtha Apa aisA vyavahAra nahIM kareMge to Age calakara kyA hogA? ___maiM pUnA se A rahA thA. rAste meM maiMne eka ghaTanA dekhI. pUnA se bambaI A rahA thA. rAste meM loNAvAlA kA ghATa thA. ghATa utarane ke bAda nIce khApolI gAMva thA. vahAM eka bahuta bar3A peparamila hai-piko. usakA mAlika mahArASTriyana brAhmaNa hai. usane kahA mahArAja isa bAra Apako mere mila meM ThaharanA hai. bahuta jabaradasta mila hai. maiMne usakA Agraha svIkAra kiyA kahA ki AUMgA to ThaharUMgA. Ate samaya eka rAtri ke lie maiM AyA. Thahara gayA. subaha kA samaya thA. ThaNDI kA samaya, unhoMne kahA-mahArAja, Apa nAztA karake jAe. subaha bahuta ThaNDa par3atI hai. maiMne kahA - ThIka. Apako pepara mila dekhanA ho to dikhAUM. mere mana meM aisA vicAra AyA, yaha sarasvatI kA sAdhana hai. paramAtmA kI vANI isa para likhI jAtI hai. paramAtmA ke akSara zarIra kA nivAsa hotA hai. yaha kaise banatA hai. jarA dekha lUM. kabhI koI prasaMga AyA nahIM thA. mila meM mujhe le gayA. jahAM usakA bahuta bar3A vAyalara thA. usane vahIM se zurUAta kI ki yaha hamArA vAyalara hai. isake andara kAgaja kI lugadI taiyAra hotI hai. ___saba kacce kAgaja lAe haiM, sAre isameM DAla die jAte haiM, phira ise ubAlA jAtA hai. itanI bhayaMkara durgandhi ki Apa khar3e nahIM raha sakate, maiMne do minaTa vahAM raha kara ke dekhA phira kahA ki caleM Age: ise dekha liyA. vahAM se Age gae, do minaTa bhI hama vahAM khar3e nahIM raha pAe, Age usake alaga-alaga prosijeja batalAe, philTara kiyA huA kAgaja, sIdhA bana gayA phira usako pakAkara Aga meM DAlA to sITsa taiyAra hone laga gae. jaba 402 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI ] maiM aMtima daravAje ke pAsa pahuMcA, taba to kAgaja bana kara taiyAra ho kara A rahe the, ekadama vAITa pepara, dekhakara ke AkheM prasanna ho gaI. vaha sarasvatI kA sAdhana bana gayA. na koI durgandha, na kisI taraha kI aruci paidA ho, jaise hI maiM phaikTarI dekha kara AyA mere sAtha jo sAdha the maiMne kahA sAdha saMsAra ko alaga daSTi se dekhatA hai usI cIja ko saMsArI apanI dRSTi se dekhatA hai. maiMne kahA ki yaha jar3a phaikTarI maiM dekhakara ke AyA, mujhe bar3A Azcarya huA. isa jar3a ke andara kitanI bar3I vizeSatA hai. kharAba se kharAba isa phaikTarI kA khurAka hai, parantu isakA proDakzana supara phAina. hAtha meM lene se Ananda A jAe, cithar3A kAgaja bana karake AtA hai, sarasvatI kA sAdhana banatA hai. usa kAgaja para paramAtmA ke zarIra kA nivAsa hotA hai. nAma banatA hai. AtmArAma bhAI kI phaikTarI dekhI, jisameM koI haDatAla nahIM, lebara kI jarUrata nahI seTha AtmArAma bhAI kI calatI phiratI ber3I, andara se proDekzana cAlU rahatA hai, mazIna calatI rahatI hai. jo phela ho jAe to kabhI risTArTa hotI nahIM, maiMne kahA yaha caitanya kI phaikTarI hai, vaha to jar3a phaikTarI parantu isase mujhe vaha phaikTarI acchI lagI jar3a phaikTarI. kharAba se kharAba khurAka aura supara phAIna maiTiriyala, ApakA rA maiTiriyala kaisA? halavA, purI, rasagullA, sugandha se bhI AnaMda, dekha kara bhI AnaMda. isa phaikTarI ko calAne kA rA-maiTiriyala kaisA? bar3A sundara! para kabhI proDakzana dekhA hai? ghRNA se bharA huA, tiraskAra se bharA huA. vaha kahatA hai ki zarIra kA sAtha maiMne bAraha ghaNTe kiyA. kabhI jA rahA thA jaMgala se lauTakara ke AyA bhUkha aura neka, mujhe tiraskRta karake kyoM jA rahe ho. merI tarapha mu~ha phera karake kyoM jA rahe ho? itanI ghRNA jarA vicAra karo, tuma jAnakAra ho, maiMne zarIra kA bAraha ghaNTA sAtha kiyA, subaha garma-garma halavA thA, bAraha ghaNTe zarIra ke sAtha ke kAraNa merI yaha dazA haI. loga thUka karake jAte haiM, ghRNA karake jAte haiM, jAne kitanA tiraskAra merA karate haiM. mere nAma se ghRNA karate haiM. jarA vicAra kara, zarIra ke sAtha bAraha ghaNTe ke kAraNa merI yaha dazA huI, halavA miTa karake viSThA banA. jindagI bhara jo zarIra ko lekara calatA hai, usakI kyA dazA hogI? jarA soca lenA. zarIra ke prati sabakA yaha vyavahAra. yahAM to mAlika kA dhyAna rakhanA hai, naukara kA nahIM. hamArI Adata aisI ki hama jyAdAtara naukara kA hI dhyAna rakhate haiM. jIbha kyA mA~gatI hai? AMkha kyA dekhanA cAhatI hai. kAna kyA sunanA cAhate haiM? hamezA hamane viSayoM kI gulAmI karake aisI Adata bigADI ki mAlika naukara bana gayA aura naukara mAlika bana gayA. kahAM se Ananda AegA? agara sAvadhAna na hae to divAlA manAnA paDegA. isIlie kahA hai-AhAra karate samaya usameM Asakti nahIM, rasendriyakI lolupatA nahIM cAhie, jisa 403 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - dina rasa meM Ananda A gayA, jIvana kA patana taiyAra hai. hamAre mahAnaAcArya the, pAMca pAMca sau sAdhuoM ko jJAna dene vAle, mathurA ke andara yaha Agama meM varNana AtA hai. mathurA eka samaya jainoM kI mahAna nagarI thI. Agama kI saMpUrNa vAcanA huI thI. sAdhuoM kA bahuta bar3A sammelana Aja se pandraha solaha sau varSa pahale huA thA. paTanA ke bAda dUsarA sammelana mathurA meM huA. aMtima sammelana jahAM Agama likhA gayA. bhagavAna mahAvIra ke 980 varSa bAda ballabhapurI meM huA. bhagavAna ke nirvANa ke turanta bAda patana huA. dUsarA mathurA aura tIsarA sammelana hamArA usa samaya ballabhapurI meM huA. nirvANa ke 980 varSa ke bAda paramAtmA kI vANI ko likhita rUpa diyA gayA. akSara likhe gaye. vahAM taka to maukhika dhAraNA aisI thI, Agama kaNThastha rahate the. jaise-jaise vismRti AI, sAdhu bhUlate cale gae. kAla kA prabhAva, Agama likhita kiyA gayA. usa samaya 500 sAdhuoM ko par3hAne vAle mahAna AcArya maMgu aisI camatkArika zakti thI unameM, jJAna thA vidvatA thI, caritra kA tapobala thA, parantu Apa jaise sajjana zrAvakoM kI bahuta bhakti thI. koI pUrva karma kA kAraNa AcAra meM zithila bana gae. ziSya bar3e vivekI the, unhoMne socA guru ko avarNavAda kabhI nahIM bolanA. vidyA guru haiM. dhIme-dhImeM eka-eka sAdhu vahAM se AjJA lekara cale gae. yaha itane zithila bana gae itane pramAda se jIvana ghira gayA, saMsAra kI vAsanA ko lekara zrAvaka mila gae. bhakta varga mila gae. guru mahArAja ke vacanoM ke prati vizvAsa, inakA AzIrvAda milA, kalyANa ho jAegA. isa bhAvanA se becAre bhakta zrAvaka roja unakI bhakti kareM. ___ AcAra se itanA patita bana gae ki maMdira chUTa gayA, pratikramaNa chUTa gayA, sArI ArAdhanA chUTa gaI . khAnA, pInA aura par3e rahanA. eka ziSya bar3A vinayI thA, garu kA hita cintana karane vAlA thA, usane dekhA yadi maiM bhI calA gayA to guru kA patana nizcita hai. Aja nahIM to kala kabhI na kabhI maiM apane gurU deva ko sAvadhAna karUMgA. paryuSaNa kA dina AyA to bhI vahI dazA. koI vyAkhyAna, pravacana koI ArAdhanA nahIM. kisI vyakti ko aisI tAkata nahIM, dRSTi rAga aisA thA koI bole nahIM. ___saMvatsarI ke mahA maMgalakArI dina aisA prasaMga AyA ki ArAdhanA to mukta ho gaI, ArAdhanA haI nahIM, usakA pariNAma AyA, ArAdhanA se vimukha ho gae. pratikramaNa kA samaya huA, pratikramaNa cala rahA thA, guru ArAma kara rahe the, mahA anAcArI the, apane jamAne ke sabase bar3e vidvAna AcArya 500 ziSyoM ko vAcanA dene vAle mahAjJAnI. dekheM, karma kaise nacAtA hai. ___ jarA sA pramAda kiyA jIbha ke AdhIna ho gae, rasendriya ke gulAma bana gae, patita ho gae. saMvatsarI kA pratikramaNa taka nahI kiyA thA, ziSya guru kA hita cintana karane vAlA thA. Aja nahIM to kala inakI AtmA ko janma AegA.- gayA, vaha ArAma kara rahe 404 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI the. jAkara kSamAvanA kI, caraNoM meM girA aura mastaka rakhA aura kahA-bhagavana, mere aparAdha ko kSamA karo. Aja mahAmaMgalakArI saMvatsarI parva kA dina, kaI bAra Apake lie mere mana meM durbhAvanA AI, Apane mere Upara mahAna upakAra kiyA hai. yadi maiM camar3I utAra kara jUtI banavA kara Apako pahanAUM to bhI maiM upakAra mukta nahIM bana sakatA. bhagavan! mujhe durgati meM nahIM jAnA hai. yaha aparAdha karake mujhe durgati meM nahIM jAnA hai. Apake lie maiMne kitanI durbhAvanA rakhI hai. bhagavana hRdaya kholakara ke pApa prakaTa kara rahA hUM. Aja saMvatsarI kA dina hai. Apa mujhe kSamA kareM. itanA vinIta ziSya, viveka pUrvaka zabda kA pariNAma antarcetanA jaga gaI. ziSya ko gale lagA liyA. rokara ke ziSya se kahA-tUne mujhe bacA liyA, nahIM maiM kahAM calA jAtA. vRddha ho gaye the, avasthA kA pariNAma vyaMtara (nikRSTa yoni) meM gae. hAlAMki caritra meM dUsare doSa nahIM the. kriyA kI zithilatA thI, AhAra kI vAsanA thI, jisake kAraNa niSkRTa yoni meM gae. vahI unake ziSya 500 jo unake pAsa par3hate the, usI mathurA nagarI meM jaba Age Ane lage. jahAM unakA agni saMskAra kiyA thA vahAM bahuta bar3I khAI thI. durgandha se bharI huI khAI thI. pUre nagara kA pAnI aura gadaMgI vahIM jAtI thI. unhoMne jaba jJAna se dekhA ki ye mere ziSya hai., bhava meM mere pAsa jJAnAbhyAsa karate the. maiM to AhAra kI vAsanA se aisI gaMdI jagaha paidA huA hUM, AyuSya karma kA bandhana aisA hai, yahAM se aba maiM A nahI sakatA, yAni nahIM badala sakatA. isa yoni meM apamRtyu nahIM hotI, AyuSya pUrNa bhoganA par3atA hai. ArAdhanA sAdhanA se vaMcita rahA. kaisI sajA mujhe milI. ina ziSyoM ko maiM sAvadhAna karUM. ziSya sabhI A rahe the. apanA vikArAla rUpa banAkara DhAI phuTa lambI jIbha nikAlI, unako jIbha hilA hilA karake dikhalAyA. saba sAdhu Dara gaye. mana meM baicena ho gae, ghabarA gae, sAtha vahIM khar3e rahe. unameM eka jJAnI purUSa the. unhoMne Akara viveka pUrva pUchA- Apa kauna hai. Apake kahane kA Azaya kyA hai? acAnaka mudrA dikhAne kI jarUrata kyA hai? hama to sAdhu haiM, mauta se Darane vAle gRhastha nahIM. jo haiM Apa, saca batalA dIjiye. unhoMne kahA maiM tumhArA gurU bhava kA maMguAcArya. tuma pAMca sau sAtha mere pAsa jJAna par3hate the. yAda rakho-eka rasanA indriya kA gulAma banA, usake kAraNa yaha dazA banI. isa khAI meM se peTa banA. eka jarA se viSaya kA poSaNa kiyA, usakA yaha pariNAma yAda rakhanA, saMyamI jIvana meM yadi rasendriya para adhikAra nahIM AyA, isI AhAra kI vAsanA ko lekara agara jIvana barabAda kiyA. merI jaisI dazA hogI. tuma ko isIlie jIbha dikhAI isase sAvadhAna rahanA. bar3I khataranAka hai. __ "akkhAna rasanI kammAna mohinI, tavepsu atmama babhaceram" indriyoM meM rasendriya para adhikAra prApta karanA bahuta muzkila hai. tapoM meM brahmacarya tapa ati duSkara hai. karmoM meM mohanIya Tan karma jItanA bahuta duSkara hai. indriyoM meM rasendriya para vijaya prApta karane ke lie yaha prayAsa / 405 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI - kiyA hai. hamArA prayAsa niSphala na jAe isIlie sAvadhAna rahanA. AhAra se merA koI virodha nahIM, lekina AhAra sAtvika ho, zarIra kA poSaNa karane vAlA ho. usake sAtha binA Asakti ke bhojana ho, dIna dukhI AtmA ko dekara bhojana kare. supAtra dAna karake bhojana kare aisA maMgala bhoja ApakI AtmA ko nirogI banA degA. AtmA kA Arogya aura manakA Arogya to zarIra kA Arogya dene vAlA hI hotA hai. zarIra kI cintA nahIM apane mana kI cintA kare. AhAra vAsanA ko utpanna na kare.. akabara ke samaya 450 varSa pahale campA zrAvikA zrI mAtA tulya thI. chaH mahIne kA upavAsa. samrATa akabara ke mana meM saMzaya paidA huA, apane mahala meM lAkara rakhA, vahAM para usakI ArAdhanA jaba dekhI akabara daMga raha gayA. akabara ne kahA-hama to rojA karate haiM. rojA meM bhI rAta ko miThAI calatI hai, jisameM bhI hamArI hAlata burI ho jAtI hai. isa zrAvikA ne cha: mahIne kA upavAsa kiyA dhanya hai. balihArI hai. zrAvikA se pUchA - "yaha zakti tumako kahAM se milI?" "guru mahArAja ke AzIrvAda se." "tumhAre guru kauna haiM? "vaha to ahamadAbAda haiM, vijayahIra sUri." ahamadAbAda se AzIrvAda bhejA aura dillI meM tapazcaryA ho gaI. maiM aise guru kA darzana karanA cAhatA hUM. yahAM se pharamAna bhejA, aise mahAna guru ko yahAM lAne ke lie pUrA zAhI lamAjamA bhejA jAe. hAthI dhor3e gae, pUre samAja ke sAtha vahAM para AmantraNa dene gayA. AcArya bhagavanta ne kahA - "hama to sAdhu haiM, paidala jAte haiM, yaha saba hamAre kAma nahIM AegA. ahamadAbAda kA sabA samrATa ko likhatA hai. maiM darzana ke lie gayA, aura AcArya bhagavanta kA paricaya kiyA. yaha to khadA kA paigambara dikhatA hai, koI avatArI purUSa najara AtA hai." taba akabara prabhAvita huA. AIne akabarI ke andara abula phajala ne isakA bar3A sundara varNana kiyA hai. aitihAsika varNana hai. campAzrAvikA kA, vijayahIra sUri jI kA varNana AtA hai. sarva prathama unakI kRpA se hamArI pravartana huA, aura samrATa ne pratibodha prApta karake, ye sAre tIrtha vijayahIra sUri mahArAja ke nAma karake paTaTA arpaNa kiyA jo Aja bhI ahamadAbAda myUjiyama meM maujUda hai. akabara ke hastAkSara ke sAtha. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" ma 406 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI kriyA-vidhi ananta upakArI jinezvara paramAtmA ne jagata ke sarva jIvoM ke kalyANa ke lie dharma sAdhanA ke dvArA mokSa-mArga kA maMgala paricaya diyA hai. anAdi anantakAlIna saMsAra ke paribhramaNa se AtmA kisa prakAra mukta ho, svayaM kI prApti kisa prakAra sarala bana jAe, svayaM kI prasannatA meM AtmA kisa prakAra magna rahe, saMsAra ko bhUla karake svayaM kI smRti meM AtmA kaise jAgRta bane, paramAtmA ne apane maMgala pravacana ke dvArA ve upAya batalAe haiM. yadi pravacana ke mAdhyama se vyakti prayAsa kare, jIvana kA prayatna yadi prArambha kare, taba to nikaTa bhaviSya ke andara apanI pUrNatA ko vyakti prApta kara sakatA hai. yadi prayatna kA abhAva rahA to saMsAra maujUda hai jisa saMsAra ke nAza ke lie jina viSayoM ke nAza ke lie hamArA samyaka purUSArtha hai. anAdi kAla se yaha saMsAra hamArA senTrala jela hai, karma ke kaSToM meM indriyoM kA gulAma bana karake maiM rahatA hUM, kisa taraha se maiM sabala banUM, svatantra banaM, apane Ananda ke parama upayoga aura viveka meM yadi jAgati A jAe to pUrNatA prApta karanA koI kaSTamaya nahIM. jarA bhI asaMbhava nahIM. parantu Aja taka hama vicAra ke andara itanA vilamba kara diyA. samaya nikala gayA vicAra ke vilamba meM kabhI kArya saMpanna yA saphala nahIM ho sakatA. jahAM taka vyakti vicAra meM vilamba karegA, vahAM taka saMsAra kI sthiti maujUda milegI. ___alaga-alaga dRSTi koNa se pravacana ke dvArA Apane vyavahAra kA paricaya prApta kiyA ki merA vyavahAra itanA sundara bana jAe, vyavahAra kA hareka kSetra merA dharmamaya bana jAe tAki kisI bhI prakAra se pApa kA Ananda mere andara na ho. sAdhanA sAvardhana rahane ke lie hai. sAvadhAnI isIlie rakhanI hai. dharma bindu graMtha kA mukhya Azaya yahI hai ki jIvana meM pApa kA praveza dvAra banda honA cAhie. sAre dvAra puNya ke praveza ke lie hone cAhie. jina indriyoM se Aja taka pApa upArjana kiyA, una samasta iMdriyoM dvArA maiM puNya upArjana karane vAlA banUM. netra kA upayoga yadi sundara vargoM ke lie huA to indriyoM kA mAdhyama paramAtmA kI anumati kA kAraNa banegA. kAna kA upayoga yadi sahI tarIke se kiyA gayA. maiM kabhI para nindA zravaNa nahIM karUMgA, dharma-kathA zravaNa karUMNA, kisI AtmA ke guNoM kI prazaMsA zravaNa karUMgA to yaha karNedriya kI saphalatA hogI. pApa kA praveza dvAra puNya kA praveza dvAra bana jAegA. apanI jIbha se kabhI koI galata AcaraNa nahIM karUMgA, kabhI asatya bhASaNa nahIM karUMgA. vaira aura kaTutA kA kabhI merI jIbha se varNana nahIM hogA. isa prakAra agara saMkalpa kara liyA jAe. saMkalpa meM yadi dRr3hatA A jAe to jIvana dhanya bana jAe. hamArI jIbha prabhu kA praveza dvAra bana jAe. 407 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI sabhI indriyoM para viveka kA niyaMtraNa ho jAe aura hamAre adhikAra meM A jAeM, AtmA para adhikAra pAnA bahuta sarala ho jAe, vaha sthiti Aja taka AI nahIM, vaha sthiti tUne lAI nahIM hai. Aja taka yahI prayAsa banA, kitane hI mahApuruSoM ne jIvana kA balidAna dekara svayaM ko prApta kiyA hai. dvitIya vizva yuddha ke samaya kaise vyakti the. apane deza ke lie, rASTra ke lie, apane svAmI ke lie, apane prANoM kI Ahuti de dete the. parantu apanI ImAnadArI ko kalaMkita nahIM karate. agara aisI bhAvanA apane andara A jAe, cAhe prANAnta kaSTa A jAe, prANa kA mUlya mujhe cukAnA par3e to bhI maiM apanI ImAnadArI se jarA bhI pIche nahI haTUMgA. dhArmika kAryoM meM pUrA prAmANika rahUMgA. mere hareka kArya para paramAtmA kI dRSTi hai. merI AtmA svayaM usa kArya ko dekhatI hai. maiM bilkula prAmANika praveza pUrvaka usa kArya ke lie jAgRta rahUMgA. yadi jarUrata par3e, prANa visarjita kara dUMgA. kitane hI vyaktiyoM ke jIvana-itihAsa hamAre sAmane haiM, yuddha ke samaya aise bhI prasaMga Ae haiM. bahuta bar3I khAIM banI huI haiM. bhayaMkara Aga lagI haiM. usa bhava ke andara senA ko Adeza milA hai ki maukA bar3A acchA hai yadi duzmana para acAnaka hamalA kara diyA jAe to eka hI rAtri meM bahuta bar3I saphalatA hamako mila jAegI. paraMtu yaha pula yahAM para hai nahIM, itanI bar3I senA ko kaise vahAM pahuMcAyA jAe. khAIM meM duzmanoM ne Aga lagA dI. aisI sthiti meM khAI ko krAsa kaise kiyA jAe. kamAMDara ne oNDara diyA ki mujhe do hajAra aise sainika cAhie. isI samaya tAki tatkAla vahAM pahuMcA jAe aura acAnaka AkramaNa kiyA jAe to sArA morcA hamAre hAtha meM A jAegA. __bar3I AsAnI se, bar3I saralatA se, hama saphalatA prApta kara leMge. do hajAra sainika cAhiye. isa khAI ke aMdara jo jalatI khAI meM kUda sakeM. sArI raijimeMTa taiyAra ho gaI. jaise hI senApati ne Adeza diyA ki rASTra ke lie tumako samarpita honA hai, sainikoM ne jarA bhI Age pIche nahI dekhA, merI gharavAlI kA kyA hogA? baccoM kA kyA hogA, koI bhaviSya kA svapna nahIM dekhA. koI mana meM mAnasika kalpanA nahIM. jitane bhI sainika the, sabane apane rASTra ke lie Ahuti de dI. Adeza ke sAtha kUdanA zurU kara diyA. pUrI kI pUrI khAIM sainikoM ne isa prakAra bhara dI ki usake Upara se gAr3I jAne laga gaI. TaiMka jAne laga gae. sAdhana sAmagrI taka pahuMcane laga gaI. do DhAI hajAra sainikoM ne rASTra ke lie jalatI khAIM meM prANa visarjana kara diyA. jaba isa yuddha kA itihAsa dekhA jAtA hai. loga itanI prasannatA se apane prANoM ko arpaNa kara dete haiM. agara dhArmika kriyAoM ke andara tatva ke rakSaNa ke lie, prAmANikatA ko bacAne ke lie, AtmA ke guNoM ke rakSaNa ke lie, hamAre aMdara isa prakAra kI bhAvanA IANS 408 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI A jAe, ki prANoM kI Ahuti dekara, icchA aura tRSNA kA balidAna dekara kisI bhI prakAra se mujhe apane guNoM kA rakSaNa karanA hai to phira koI samasyA nahIM hai. aisI bhAvanA apane aMdara AnI cAhie. kaisA bhI prasaMga A jAe, hara hAlata meM mujhe AtmA ke usa dharma kA rakSaNa karanA hai. Aja taka isameM hama saphala nahIM bana pAe. sArA jIvana hamArA vyatIta ho rahA hai. bhagavAna kI bhASA meM yadi kahA jAe, sArI duniyA meM sabase mUlyavAna jIvana mAnava kA hai. yahI AtmA meM praveza karane kA mukhyadvAra hai. svayaM ko pAne kA yaha parama sAdhana hai. paropakAra karane meM mAnava jIvana eka mandira jaisA hai. hamArI dRSTi abhI taka usa prakAra kI nahIM huI. isa tathya ko, rahasya ko, jAnane kA prayAsa Aja taka kiyA nahIM. bahuta varSoM bAda kisI ghara para kisI sAdhu kA Agamana huA. jaba ghara gae, bar3I dIna-dukhI AtmA thI. bahata dinoM se musIbata meM thI. acAnaka sAdhu ke Agamana ko dekhakara vaha bar3A prasanna huA ki Aja mere dvAra para eka santa kA Agamana huA. becAre ke pAsa jo rUkhI-sUkhI roTI thI santa ke pAtra meM arpaNa kI aura kahA - "bhagavan mujhe AzIrvAda deM, bahuta dukhI hU~." "kisa bAta kA duHkha hai?" "jaba se janmA hUM taba se Aja taka, dukha hI dukha dekhA hai, sukha kA chIMTA bhI mere nasIba meM nahIM. bar3I muzkila se eka TAima apanA peTa bhara pAtA hUM. Aja varSoM kI icchA ke bAda, Apa ke Ane se vaha merI icchA pUrNa huI. bhAvanA Aja tRpta banI. bhagavan aura koI kAmanA nahIM. eka aisA AzIrvAda deM ki mana ke saMtoSa se bacUM. bahuta dukhI hUM. kaThora parizrama karatA hUM. parizrama kA pariNAma yaha ki eka vakta peTa bhara pAtA hUM, do vakta bhUkhA rahatA hUM." mahAtmA kI dRSTi gaI, usakI gharavAlI caTanI banA rahI thI, patthara para caTanI ghoMTa rahI thI, namaka, mirca DAla karake. mahAtmA bar3e jJAnI, samajhadAra the, unhoMne usa patthara ko dekhA jisa para caTanI pIsI jA rahI thI. mahAtmA ne kahA - "yaha tumhAre yahAM kaba se hai?" ___ "mahArAja maiM janmA hUM. taba se ise dekha rahA hUM. merI mAM bhI isa para caTanI pIsA karatI thI, hama bhI Aja taka isI para hara roja caTanI pIsate haiM, kyoMki sAga-dAla to nasIba meM nahIM, rUkhI roTI aura caTanI khA lete haiM." __mahAtmA ne kahA - "tuma samajha nahIM pAe, yaha patthara nahIM hai, yaha to cintAmaNi ratna hai. tumhArI sArI manokAmanA yaha pUrNa karane vAlA deva adhiSThita yaha ratna hai. tuma isake Age hAtha jor3akara prArthanA karo. tumhArI sArI manokAmanA pUrNa kara degA, yaha cintAmaNi ratna hai. tumhAre pUrvajoM ko kisI puNya se yaha cIja milI hai, tuma ise Aja taka pahacAna nahIM pAe, samajha nahIM pAe." 409 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI "bhagavan, ajJAnatA meM hama kucha samajha hI nahIM pAe. hameM koI jAnakArI nahIM, koI jJAna nahIM. hamane to caTanI pIsane meM hI isakA Aja taka upayoga kiyA." uttarAdhyayana sUtra meM bhagavAna mahAvIra ke mukha se nikalA yaha zabda, yaha udAharaNa, unhoMne kahA hamArA yaha mAnava jIvana bhI isI prakAra kA hai. jindagI bhara caTanI pIsane meM hI pUrA ho jAtA hai. vartamAna mAnava jIvana cintAmaNi ratna jaisA hai. mokSa kA phala dene vAlA. sArI manokAmanA pUrNa karane vAlA, yadi isakA samyaka prakAra se upayoga kiyA jAe, to yaha mokSa kA phala dene vAlA. paNya kA phala dene vAlA hai. sAre saMsAra kI samaddhi Apake caraNoM meM arpaNa karane vAlA hai. paranta yaha sArA hI jIvana parivAra ke bharaNa poSaNa meM, dhanopArjana meM apane viSayoM kI tRpti ke lie, namaka, mirca, masAlA, caTanI pIsane meM hI hama pUrA karate haiM, isase Age bhI mujhe kucha karanA hai. yaha Aja taka hamAre lakSya meM nahIM AyA, jIvana ke bhaviSya ko kabhI vartamAna meM hamane nahIM dekhA. jIvana kI koI yojanA nahIM, kabhI usameM nirmANa nahI kiyA. makAna banAte haiM, iMjIniyara ke pAsa jAte haiM, iMjIniyara Apako makAna kA nakzA banAkara detA hai taba Apa makAna banAte haiM, kisI bhI viSaya para salAha lenI par3atI hai. to hama vakIla ke pAsa jAte haiM. kAnUna ke lie ki hamArA rakSaNa kisake andara hai usake upAya hamako batalAo, salAha lete haiM, zarIra ke andara koI bImArI AI to DAkTara kI salAha lete haiM. kabhI mana meM gaDabaDI hone para sAdha-santoM se salAha lI hai ki hamAre jIvana kA mArga-darzana dIjie, maiM bar3I samasyA meM hUM. kabhI prayAsa nahIM kiyA, kabhI jIvana kA nAma banAne kA hamane socA taka nahI, ki jIvana kI koI aisI sundara yojanA hama banAeM ki jisase hamako saphalatA mile. hamAre jIvana kI bahuta bar3I ulajhana hai. jJAniyoM ne kahA saMsArI AtmAoM ke kalyANa kI bhAvanA se, amara AtmA meM paramAtmA ke prati AsthA bhI Ae samyaka jJAna kA guNa prakaTa ho jAe to jIva saMsAra meM DUbegA nahIM balki tairegA. vaha DUbane nahIM degA. nadI yA samudra meM yadi koI gira jAe to lAipha jaikeTa diyA jAtA hai. TayUba de diyA jAtA hai, agara usakA Azraya le le to DUbe nahIM. samyak jJAna saMsAra sAgara ke andara lAipha jaikeTa jaisA hai. yadi usakA prayoga kara liyA jAe, kadAcita Apa meM jJAna na ho, jIvana meM sakriyatA na ho. vicAroM se yadi AtmA mUrchita ho, yadi lAipha jaikeTa usake pAsa hai to bhava sAgara meM DUbegA nahIM, bahane laga jAegA. koI na koI Apa ko kinArA batAne vAlA bhI mila jAegA, Azraya dekara kinAre pahuMcA bhI degA. lekina samyak jJAna kI bhUmikA pahale cAhie. jaba AtmA meM zradvA guNa prakaTa hotA hai, vikasita hotA hai aura usake lakSya svarUpa, rAga aura dveSa kSaya hote haiM. koI dveSabhAva usake andara nahIM rahegA, jagata kI AtmAoM 410 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI ko dekhane kI maitrI dRSTi, maMgala dRSTi, usako mila jAegI. mitravat jagata ko maiM dekhane lagU sArA hI jagata mere prati sadbhAva prakaTa karane vAlA bane, yaha bar3I vizeSatA usameM najara AegI. jahAM taka andara rAga hai, dveSa kA padArtha hai, sAre padArtha azuddha haiM, vahAM taka jagata ke andara bhautika saphalatA bhI nahIM milegI, AdhyAtmika cetanA kI saphalatA kaise milegI? jahAM taka mana ke andara Apa kA pariNAma dUSita hogA, atizaya dveSa bhAva hogA, vahAM taka tanAva hogA, kyoMki dveSa ke kAraNa tanAva Ane vAlA hai, kadAcit atizaya rAga kSamatA hogI, Apa kA lakSya vahIM para kendrita hogA. yaha eka manovaijJAnika satya hai, Apa apane kArya meM kabhI saphala nahIM hoMge. mevAr3a ke andara eka bahuta sundara rAjakumAra kI naI zAdI huI. naI zAdI ke bAda rAjakumAra kA moha itanA ki eka dina bhI apanI strI kA viyoga vaha saha nahIM pAtA. eka dina kA viyoga bhI unake andara darda aura becainI paidA kara detA. kisI kAraNa se duzmanoM ko mAlUma par3a gayA ki maukA acchA hai. rAjakumAra kA dhyAna rAjya kI tarapha nahIM. prazAsana ke tarapha nahIM. naI mahArAnI kI tarapha hai. isa rAga dazA ke sandara mauke kA phAyadA uThAyA jAe. cAroM tarapha se na ne rAjya ko ghera liyA. bar3I senA thI. rAjya ke andara sArI vyavasthA svayaM sarA aura sandarI meM masta rahane vAlA, jarA bhI dhyAna apane rAjya kI tarapha nahIM, prajA kI tarapha nahIM, prazAsana kI ora nahIM, isa rAja dazA kA pariNAma, mahala ke andara zarAba pItA rahA. senApati kA Agamana ho gayA. morcA DAla karake yahAM khar3e haiM yA to Apa yudva kareM yA samarpita ho jAeM. ___ naze ke andara hoza nahIM rahA. rAjakumAra ne kahA ThIka hai, dekhA jAegA. senA ko taiyAra karo mukAbalA kareMge. Aja nahIM to kala, yuddha to hama jIteMge. AcaraNa meM kucha nahIM, zabdoM meM Adeza de detA hai. svayaM ke jIvana meM vaha jAgRti nahIM ki merA rAjya calA jAegA. merA tiraskAra kareMge, loga mujhe kAyara kaheMge, mere kula ko kalaMkita kareMge, mujhe sAvadhAna honA cAhie, nahIM. moha ke naze meM kacha mAlama nahIM paDA aura rAga dazA hI pariNAma duzmana kI senA nagara kI sImA taka A gaI. mahArAnI ko mAlUma par3A kI mere pati moha ke kAraNa yudva meM jAne se katarAte haiM, Darate haiM. mujhe chor3akara jAnA unheM pasanda nahIM. kyA kiyA jAe? agara mere moha ke kAraNa rAjya kA patana hotA hai. rAjya se yadi hamAre pati bhraSTa banate hai. nArI pUjA kA tiraskAra unako milatA hai, aisA kArya apanI jIvita avasthA meM nahIM hone dUMgI. ___ mahArAnI kI garjanA se moha nidrA TUTa gaI. zabdoM ne aisA joza diyA. rAnI ne tilaka karake usako vidAI dI jAte-jAte. rAjakumAra ghor3e para baiTha gayA, talavAra lekara yuddha 411 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI % 3D kSetra meM jA rahA thA, vidAI dI gaI. mahArAnI Upara se dekha rahI thI. apanI paristhiti kA nirIkSaNa kara rahI hai. rAjakumAra jA rahA hai. sAmane parantu dRSTi rAjamahala meM hai bAra-bAra ghUmakara ke dekha rahA hai. mamatva kA bandhana TUTA nahIM, yaha mahArAnI ne vicAra kiyA. yaha yuddha meM mAra karake AegA ki hAra karake AegA. yaha vijayI banane ke lakSaNa nahIM haiM. mere prati anurAga inakA patana bana jAegA. upAya karanA cAhie isa meM jora A jAe. mahArAnI ne kucha nahIM kiyA andara jAkara apanI dAsI ko bulAyA. dAsI ko kahA - "tuma mujhe vacana do. mere Adeza kA pUrA pAlana karegI." "dAsa aura anAdara karUM, aisA sambhava nahIM." cAMdI kI thAlI maMgavAI. rezamI rUmAla maMgavAyA, kahA "isake andara jo cIja maiM rakhU yuddha ke maidAna meM jAkara abhI-abhI rAjA ko pradAna karanA aura kahanA-Apake lie bheMTa bhejI hai. bola, mujhe vacana de, Adeza kA pAlana hogA?" "hAM-bilkula!" mahArAnI ne talavAra nikAlI, eka hI jhaTake ke andara apanI gardana utAra dI, gardana thAlI meM Akara girI. prANoM kI Ahati de dI. vaha samajha gaI mere balidAna ke binA rAjya meM vijaya kI saphalatA prApta karanA bahuta muzkila hai. maiM apanA balidAna de karake kula kI paramparA kA rakSaNa karUM. mere pati kAyara na bana jAeM. prajA ke andara tiskAra ke pAtra na bana jAeM. mahArAnI ne jaise hI apanI gardana utAra dI, dAsI ekadama ghabarA gaI, manobala kendrita karake vacana diyA hai, usakA mujhe pAlana karanA hai. pahale to hata-prabha bana gaI. hAtha meM thAlI lekara ke ghor3e para savAra ho kara yuddha kSetra meM pahuMcI. dAsI ne rAjA ke pAsa jAkara kahA-rAjana! mahArAnI ne Apake lie bheMTa bhejI hai. jaise hI rAnI zabda sunA talavAra myAna meM calI gaI. moha dazA, rAga dazA kA lakSaNa, sArA dhyAna udhara A gayA. kauna sI aisI cIz2a hai? yuddha ke maidAna meM. udhara yaddha cala rahA hai. sAre sainika jI jAna se lar3a rahe haiM. parantu rAjA jo usa yuddha kA kAraNa hai, rAga dazA meM usakA jIva thA - thAlI ke andara kyA hai? isake andara ke rahasya ko jAnane meM thA. jaise hI vaha rUmAla uThAyA, rAnI kI gardana usameM najara AI. rAjA stabdha raha gayA. usakA rAga khatma ho gayA. are, jisa mahArAnI ne mujhe kalaMka se bacAne ke lie, prajA ke tiraskAra se bacAne ke lie. mere kula kI ijjata ke rakSaNa ke lie, apane prANoM kA balidAna kara diyA, maiM kaisA kAyara? hAr3a-mA~sa ke piMjare ke andara apanA jIva aTaka gayA, kaisI rAga dazA? calAI talavAra, ghamAsAna yuddha huA. vIratA se lar3ane kA pariNAma. yuddha meM vijaya prApta karake AyA. duzmana kI senA vahAM se bhAga gaI. senA pati giraphtAra kara liyA gayA. bahuta zAnadAra unakA nagara meM praveza huA. 412 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - - - jahAM taka rAga kA pariNAma thA, vahAM taka saphalatA nahIM milI, jaise hI rAga kA anta ho gayA, vaise hI yuddha meM saphalatA milI. bhautika yuddha meM rAga kA vijaya prApta karanA atyanta Avazyaka hai. jahAM taka parivAra kA rAga jAegA. vahAM taka sainika yuddha meM kabhI saphala nahIM bana sakate. yahI cIja yahAM hai. karmayuddha lar3ane ke lie antara jagata ke andara vahAM para yadi Apa rAga ko lekara gaye. kitanI hI sundara ApakI sAdhanA ho, sAdhu banakara ke mokSa mArga kI Apa ArAdhanA karate ho parantu jJAniyoM ne kahA-saphalatA nahIM milegI. do vicAroM se, jaba taka rAga kA abhAva nahIM hogA. ve vicAra Apako vItarAgatA taka nahIM pahuMcAeMge. karma kA nAza ho, aisA sAdhana nahIM banegA. rAga aura dveSa ke pariNAma ko pahale hI Apako upekSita karanA par3egA. visarjita kara denA par3egA. usake bAda yadi Apa antara yuddha ke maidAna meM jAeM, jIvana kI sArI saphalatA Apako mila jAegI. sArA jIvana hamAre lie eka prakAra se yuddha kA maidAna hai. ___TolasToya ne jIvana kI paribhASA dI 'dI lAipha Apha dI maina,dI phIlDa Apha baiTila' yaha sArA jIvana yuddha kA maidAna hai. saMgharSa karate rahie. saMgharSa meM Aja nahIM kala to saphalatA milegI. AdhyAtmika kSetra ke andara, yadi eka bAra praveza ho gayA. antara jagata meM zatruoM se lar3ane kI kalA Apako mila gaI,to Aja nahIM to kala jarUra Apako saphalatA milegI. isameM koI zaka nahIM. eka bAra Apako mana meM yaha dRDha nizcaya to karanA hI par3egA ki mujhe Akhira usa lakSya ko pAnA hai. cAhe kaisA bhI saMgharSa A jAe. deza kI AjAdI kI khAtira jo zabda eka bAra mahAtmA gAMdhI ne kahA thA 'karo yA maro' hamAre yahAM prAcIna kAla meM RSi muniyoM ne isase bhI sundara zabda diyA. dehaM pAtayAmi kAryaM sAdhayAmivA maiM apanI sAdhanA meM saphalatA prApta karane ke lie zarIra kA bhI visarjana karane ko taiyAra hUM parantu maiM apanI saphalatA lekara jAUMgA. paramAtmA ke samakSa isa khyAla ko lekara jAye. aisI dRr3hatA se vyakti saphalatA lekara ke AtA hai. parantu yahAM para pahale se hI rote hue jAye to kucha nahIM milegA. apane deza meM eka kahAvata hai "rotA jAye, maroM kA samAcAra lAye" jaise hI ArAdhanA kA prazna AyA, ekadama ceharA utara jAyegA. kyA saphalatA nahIM milatI? saMsAra kA moha chor3anA par3atA hai. usake bAda paramAtmA kA prema jAgRta hotA hai. eka botala meM do cIz2a nahIM AtI. mana kI botala meM yA to saMsAra ho yA mana kI botala meM paramAtmA ho yA to Apa gaMgA jala bhareM nahIM to gaTara kA pAnI bharA huA hai. - - 413 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI saMsAra ke viSaya pApa, rAga, dveSa kA jala to andara bharA huA hai. mana kI botala meM, pahale use khAlI kara lIjie phira gulAba kA jala, bhakti aura bhAvanA usameM AegI. eka botala meM do cIja nahI AtI. __ hAtha meM loTA lekara ke kahIM se chAcha muphta meM lAe, yadi koI dUdha dene vAlA mila jAe to usake andara dUdha nahI AegA. chAcha khAlI hI karanA par3egA. loTA eka hai padArtha do. kyA grahaNa karanA hai? usameM Apako viveka cAhie kaise grahaNa karanA hai? usakA bhI viveka honA cAhie. __gAMva ke andara loga chAcha lekara Ate haiM. muphta meM milatA hai. chAcha kA koI mUlya nahIM hotA. yadi loTA apane baccoM ko pakar3A diyA ki chAcha lekara Ao aura dUdha bhI, do loTe lekara jAte haiM. maphta meM chAcha le Ate haiM aura paisA dekara dadha le Ate haiM. yadi Apako aisA prasaMga mile, to Apa chAcha kA loTA kisa hAtha meM pakaDeMge aura dUdha kA kisa hAtha meM? dAhine hAtha meM pakar3eM. paisA dekara liyA hai. yaha giranA nahIM cAhie. chAcha kA loTA bAe hAtha meM. agara gira jAe to cintA nahIM. muphta meM liyA hai. jJAniyoM kI bhASA meM kahA gayA hai-yaha zarIra bhI loTA hai. AtmA bhI eka loTA hai. parantu AtmA ko garva hai, dUdha se bharI huI AtmA hai. ati mUlyavAna tatva isake andara hai. zarIra to chAcha se bharA huA hai. mala mUtra se bharA hai. isameM kucha nahIM. donoM loTA sahI tarIke se pakar3anA, dAhine hAtha meM AtmA kA loTA aura bAMe hAtha meM zarIra kA loTA. zarIra meM se yadi gira jAe, pakar3A jAe, koI cintA kI bAta nahIM, donoM eka sarIkhe mUlyavAna nahIM, parantu AtmA ke guNa bAhara nahIM jAne cAhie, giranA nahIM cAhie, chalakanA nahIM cAhie. pUrNa surakSita hI rahanA cAhie. __ yadi AtmA kI dRSTi se AtmA ke mUlya ko samajha karake cale. taba to jIvana meM koI prazna nahIM rahatA hai. nahIM vicArate haiM to jIvana sArA praznoM se bharA hai. vicAroM ke jaMgala se ghirA hai. ulajhanoM se ghirA huA yahI jIvana hai. vartamAna kA bahuta sAre vicAra kI bhI andara bhare hae haiM. isa bhIDa meM se AzA ko khoja lenA hai. pravacana ke andara bhagavatI sUtra cala rahA thA. tatva jJAna kA bhaNDAra, sArI jainAlojI, usake apUrva tatva jJAna, bhagavatI sUtra se bar3hakara koI grantha Apako nahIM milegA. jarmanI ke bahuta bar3e vidvAna jainAlojI ke DA0 brAuna ahamadAbAda mile. vahAM ke yUnirvasiTI ke ceyaramaina haiM. jaba maiMne unase pUchA-yahAM Ane ke bAda jaina philosaphI kI Apane sTaDI kI, Apako kyA milA? "mahArAja, kyA batalAUM? bhagavAna mahAvIra ke ye jo sUtra haiM. bhagavatI sUtra jaisA mahAna grantha apUrva vijJAna kA bhaNDAra hai. sArA sAiMsa bharA huA hai." usa vyakti ne apanI prasannatA prakaTa kI aura kahA-mahArAja ye sUtra par3hane ke bAda hI AzIrvAda Apase cAhUMgA. koI 414 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI pApa jo merA udaya thA. AcArya bhUmi meM janmA Aja AzIrvAda lene AyA hUM. jarmanI jA rahA hUM. apane deza jA rahA hUM, aisA AzIrvAda dIjie. isa bhArata bhUmi para janmUM." ___ par3hane ke bAda cintana aura manana ke bAda itanA bar3A parivartana AyA, antima kAmanA. aisA koI vyakti mere pAsa maMgalA caraNa sunane nahIM AyA. bhavAntara meM bhI paramAtmA kA darzana ho, dharma mile, Aja taka pratIkSA karatA hUM, koI A jAe. mahArAja bambaI jA rahA hUM. kAma bana jAe, ApakA AzIrvAda, Apa ke pApa meM maiM bhI bhAgIdAra banUM. koI isa bhAvanA se nahIM AtA ki hAlAMki hama to dete haiM hI haiM. maMgalAcaraNa dene ke pIche hamArA Azaya zudva hai, yaha AtmA sada baddhi prApta kare. sanmArga meM cale. kadAcita buddhi A jAe to maMgalAcaraNa ke zabda usakI rakSA kareM. yaha diyA huA zabda paramANu usake andara andolana paidA kare, bure vicAroM ko vahAM se bhagAe. sAdhuoM kA to yahI AzIrvAda hogA. DAkTara ke pAsa yadi DAka bhI AtA hai, to bhI use bacAegA. usakA lakSya hai usako bacAnA. vaha kArya karatA hai, yaha nahIM socegA ki isako bacAUMgA phira se DAkA DAlegA. vaha to sirpha bacAne kI bhAvanA se bacAtA hai.. __sAdhu puruSa ke pAsa koI bhI dukhI AtmA Ae, koI saMsAra kA dukha lekara Ae use sAMtvanA deMge. maMgalacaraNa sunAeMge, AzIrvAda deMge, usakI AtmA ko durvicAra se maiM rokU, maiM isa AtmA kA rakSaNa karUM. prema pUrvaka ise samajhAne kA prayAsa karUM. hamArA to yahI prayAsa hogA, pApI AtmA Aye, cAhe puNyAtmA Ae. hamAre yahAM to hAspiTala hai. jArja barnArDa yUropa ke bahuta bar3e sAhityakAra the. landana meM the. kucha varSa pahale hI unakA svargavAsa ho gayA. mahAtmA gAMdhI unase svayaM milane gae the. vaha kitane mahatvapUrNa vyakti the ki mahAtmA jI svayaM unake pAsa jAte aura kAphI samaya dete. apanI jIvana kathA meM bhI gAMdhI jI ne unakA ullekha kiyA. neharU bhI unase mile haiM. vaha vyakti bambaI meM Ae. kisI mitra ke dvArA jAkara ke prabhu kA darzana kiyA aura nIce utare, choTA sA bukaleTa thA. jaina darzana ke viSaya meM mahAvIra kA paricaya thA. mahAvIra ke sidvAntoM kA paricaya thA. jaba hAtha meM lekara gAr3I meM baiThane lage, unhoMne pUrA paricaya par3hA, paricaya ke dvArA aisA parivartana ho gayA. bhArata jaba chor3ane lage unhoMne saMkalpa liyA, Aja ke bAda kabhI mAMsAhAra nahI karUMgA. jaba iMglaiDa gae. isa parisara kA parivartana kitanA bar3A? itane bar3e vahAM ke rAjanItijJa vyakti, bar3e sAhityakAra, unako jaba naoNbela prAija milA, saMsAra kA mAnA huA puraskAra eka lAkha pAuMDa kA hotA hai. unakA samajhanA jaba huA , pArTI meM jaba unako bulAyA gayA. sArI sAMmiSa bhojana sAmagrI vahAM para thI pArTI meM. vahAM gaye vahAM unhoMne dekhA. ve khar3e ho gaye. kaisA parivartana thA. unhoMne yaha nahIM samajhA ye loga kyA samajheMge. sabhyatA ke viruddha merA vyavahAra hogA. nahIM. jo maiMne nirNaya kiyA vahI sahI hai. 415 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI mahAvIra kA kathana vaijJAnika satya hai, khar3e ho gaye aura kahA -- "mAI DIyara phrenDsa mAI sTomaka ija no plesa phAra DaiDa bADI "bhAiyoM mApha karanA! merA peTa ina murdo kA kabristAna nahIM hai". mare hue jIvoM kA mAMsa khAUM aura peTa ko kabristAna banAUM. cale gaye vahAM se. unakI bahAdurI meM naitika bala itanA thA. koI mitra vahAM para gayA, unhoMne apanI vasIyata par3hAI. unakI vasIyata Aja bhI hai. marate-marate kyA likhA, "bhagavAna se antima prArthanA usa vasIyata meM kI. bhagavAna! agara pUrvajanma isa duniyA meM hai. to merA janma iNDiyA meM ho. khAsakara jaina parivAra meM vizeSa rUpa se isa jAti meM merA janma ho. tAki mAM ke garbha se mujhe zAkAhAra kA saMskAra mile. paricaya kA yaha parivartana, unakI vasIyata Aja bhI iMglaiMDa meM maujUda hai. pAMca hajAra mIla dUra rahane vAlA, pustaka kA paripatha aura itanA bar3A parivartana. yahAM to 120 dina se maiM hAjira hUM, roja apanA paricaya dekara dekhU, kaisA paricaya detA hU~, paryuSaNa ke bAda mAlUma par3egA. paramAtmA hai, pravacana se parivartana to AnA hI cAhie. AhAra kI zuddhi vicAroM kI zuddhi lekara AegI. bahuta sAre vyaktiyoM meM kyA hotA haiM, prazna to kara lete haiM parantu prazna ke anusAra samAdhAna nahIM hotA. mAna prApta karake apane jIvana meM vaisA nirmANa nahIM karate. prazna to usake mana meM bhI thA, parantu praznoM kA samAdhAna aisA milA ki jArja banArDa kA jIvana eka dama badala gayA. hamAre yahAM bhI prazna karane vAle to bahuta haiM parantu samAdhAna kI prApti ke bAda parivartana kitanA? maphatalAla bhI prazna karane kI Adata se lAcAra haiM. bhagavatI sUtra kA vikAsa cala rahA hai. vahAM tatva jJAna kA vizeSa kucha cIja nahIM pUcha lenA tAki loga samajha leM. ki maiM kitanA jAnatA hUM. bahuta se logoM meM dikhAne kI Adata hotI hai. AtA jAtA kucha nahIM phira bhI dikhAnA bahuta hai. mAravAr3a meM eka kahAvata hai. usake andara hAtha pAMva nahIM hote, mAtra vicAroM kI kalpanA hotI hai. vicAra taraMga hotA hai. havAI ur3Ana hotI hai. aura bAta rakha dete haiM ki tujha se jyAdA maiM jAnatA hUM, zAstroM ke viSaya meM hamArA koI paricaya nahIM. usakI gaharAI meM gae nahIM hama, zAstroM se sambandha nahIM. para pUchane ke lie prazna pUcha lenA. cAhe vaha koI ho. mana kI kalpanA ho. jisake prati vicAra meM koI Adara nahIM hai. vaha prazna hama lAkara rakha dete haiM. mAravAr3a meM eka kahAvata hai kaba kahUM gapa? bar3I cIja bAraha hAtha meM teraha hAtha kA bIja. yaha bhI eka prazna hai. kyA kahA jAe to aisA honA cAhie. jisakA koI hAtha pAMva na hile. prazna meM bhI vicAra kA AkAra milanA cAhie. usakI sundaratA najara AnI cAhie. 416 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI maphatalAla kahIM pahuMca gae. kisI vyakti ne kahA--tumheM mAlUma hai mere bApa dAdA kaise the. apane gaurava kA prazna, apane-apane dAdAoM kA itihAsa, bAta se bAta nikalI. unhoMne kahA-kyA batAUM hamAre bApa dAdA ne aisA rAjamahala, itanA UMcA banavAyA ki itanA Aja taka banA nahIM. yaha to ThIka hai paramparA meM hama sunate Ae haiM. aisA UMcA banavAyA ki Aja taka banA nahIM, acAnaka kisI ne dekhA. do tIna aura bhI sAthiyoM ne apanI bAta kahIM. eka vyakti ne kahA.kyA batalAUM hamAre bApa dAdAoM ne bhI itanI UMcI hamArI havelI banA dI. hamArA laDakA godI kA Upara se girA usakI UMcAI itanI thI, jaba taka nIce pahuMcA zAdI lAyaka ho gayA. maphatalAla roja Ate, kucha na kucha sAtvika prazna kahIM se sunakara. eka dina usane pUchA. mahArAja! mujhe samajhAyeM . Apa hara roja indriyoM kI bAta karate haiM. indriyA~ kitanI haiM. mahArAja ne kahA - "maiM samajhatA hU~ indriyAM pAMca hotI haiM. aura unake vaMza teIsa." "mahArAja! pAMca indriyoM ke viSaya meM jarA vistAra meM hameM samajhAiye." mahArAja ne kahA - "mAtra samajhanA hai. yA kucha karanA bhI hai?" "nahIM-nahIM mahArAja, jAnakArI lekara kucha karUMgA.". "indriyoM ke viSaya meM Apa kucha jAnakArI lekara Ae ?" "mahArAja, kyA batAeM, sAre AcArya Ae, bahuta sunA hai." mahArAja ne kahA - "indriyAM kise kahate haiM?" maphatalAla ko nAma Ae to batalAeM, vaha to sunI huI bAta thI. ur3a gayI. unhoMne kahA mahArAja hAthI pAMca indriyAM haiM, buddhi daur3AI. bAta sahI thI. mahArAja ne bhI svIkAra kiyA ki hAthI pAMca indriyAM hotI haiM. yaha to maiM bhI mAnatA hai. parantu indriyoM ke nAma to ginAo. mahArAja ne kahA - "hisAba bar3A sarala hai. cAra indriyAM kauna?" "cAra pAMva vAle jitane bhI prANI gAya, bakarI bagairaha saba cAra indriyAM haiM." mahArAja ne kahA - "caturendriya kauna?" mahArAja ne socA phira pUchA jAe to maphatalAla ne bhI socA ki maiM javAba bhI pUrA hI dUMgA, logoM ko to mAlUma ho ki maiM kucha hU~. "mahArAja. AkAza meM ur3ane vAle saba pakSI meM indriyAM haiM." mahArAja ne kahA - "indriya kauna?" "mahArAja, do indriya to maiM hUM. mere aura merI patnI ke sivAya aura koI nahIM. hamAre ghara meM hama do hI haiM, tIsarA koI nahIM." mahArAja ne phira pUchA -- "ekendriya kauna?" Mod 417 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI "mahArAja, aba, Apake Age pIche koI nahIM. bar3A sIdhA sA savAla haiM. kyA prazna karate ho mahArAja?" __aise praznoM ko kahAM se pUrA kiyA jAe. parantu hamAre vicAravAna vyakti haiM. bahuta samajhakara ke unhoMne prazna kiyA. usa samAdhikaraNa kI prApti meM tuma sahAyaka bano. yaha hamArI prArthanA hotI hai parantu merA niSedha kisa jagaha hai jaba saMsAra kI bhautika kAmanA lekara prArthanA kareM. devI devatAoM ke pAsa jAeM, unase bAra bAra kI socanA kareM. jo dharma sAdhanA meM sahAyaka ho. mArga kI kriyAoM meM sahayoga dene vAle eka tuccha kArya meM saMsAra ke lie hama yadi prArthanA kareM. yahI apanA virodha thA. aisI prArthanA hamameM nahIM karanI. Apa vahAM aisI bhAvanA lekara jAeM. merI dharma sAdhanA meM tuma sahAyaka ho sako. tuma dharma sAdhanA kA puNya prabhAva aisA hai, ki saMsAra kI sArI bhautika sAmragI Apa ko muphta milegI. Apa kabhI DipArTamenTa sTora meM gae? bambaI meM, dillI meM, bahuta baDe DipArTamenTa sTora hote haiM. vahAM Apa jAkara pAMca pacAsa hajAra kA saudA karo to Apa ko kucha na kucha upahAra diyA jAtA hai. to vahAM bhI paramAtmA ke zAsana meM agara sundara se sundara dharma kriyA kareM, dharma ArAdhanA kareM to saMsAra kI bhautika sAmragI Apa ko upahAra svarUpa milatI hai. phira kyoM mAMgate ho? ve to nikaTa meM hI milane vAlI hai. apanI prArthanA ko durbala kyoM banAeM? prArthanA to honI cAhie. vAcanA aisI kareM, jisameM puSTi Ae. durbalatA na Ae. devI devatAoM kI tulanA samAna kare. tAki mAlika kA avinaya na ho. maiM AcArya pada para hUM. mere choTA sAdhu ziSya vahAM para baiThA hai. Apa Akara sIdhe yahI vandana karo. unakI bhakti karo. guru pUjana karo. aura maiM vahAM baiThA dhyAna karatA hUM. yaha vicAra ThIka hai. jagata ke mAlika jagata ke nAtha trilokI nAtha paramezvara jo mokSa dene vAle sarvazakti mAna AtmA haiM, unake darabAra meM jAkara hamAre jaise guruoM kI devI, devatAoM kI jo madamasta haiM, aMpUrNa haiM. jinake pAsa dene koI tAkata nahIM. tAkata to paramAtmA kI bhakti meM chipI hai. aise samaya Apa jAkara ke mAtra devI devatAoM aura gurujanoM kA guNagAna karo. unakI AratI utAro. bhagavAna kAyA avasthA meM baiThe raheM. merA vahAM virodha hai. jo jagata kA mAlika hai. usakA Apa avinaya karo. jo abhI jagata meM maujUda hai. karma pUre naSTa nahIM hue. madamasta hai. na jAne kitane bhava saMsAra unake bAkI haiM. yaha to jJAniyoM kA viSaya hai. - hamAre jaina dharma ke anusAra unako sthAna milA huA hai. aba uccasthAna meM haiM. jaise anya padamAvatI mAtA haiM. bhairava haiM. maNibhadra haiM. koI bhI devI devatA hoM. prazna karatA, to maiM kahUMgA-kahAM sarvathA vibheda hai. unako unake rUpa meM ucita sthAna diyA gayA hai. unakA 418 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI ) pUrA sammAna rakhA gayA hai. hamAre yahAM to sAdhu sAdhvI ko nirdeza diyA hai. aticAra sUtra hotA hai. aticAra kauna kauna se lage haiM. usakA prAyazcitta pUrvaka micchAmi dukkaDama diyA jAtA hai. usI taraha se hamAre yahA para, aticAra sUtra aba sAdhu bolate haiM to kahA gayA devANaMAsANAya, devaNINaM aasaannaay| yadi koI sAdhu deva-devI kI AsAtanA kare to micchAmi dukkDam lenA par3atA hai sAdhu ko. Apa samajha leM unakA kaisA sammAna rakhA gayA. kabhI bhUlakara bhI kisI AtmA kI nindA to kabhI nahIM karanI cAhie. devI devatAoM kI phira nindA kyoM kareM. jo nirdoSa kiyA gayA vaha kisa apekSA se kiyA gayA Apa samajha leM. hara maMdira meM adhiSThAtA deva hote haiM. hara maMdira meM zAsana rakSaka deva hote haiM. hara maMdira ke andara mAtAyeM hotI haiM. cakrezvarI mAtA, zAsana devI mAtA, barAbara unakA sammAna karate haiM. pratikramaNa meM unakA kAyotsarga karate haiM. ki mujhe tumhArI zakti se aisI sahAyatA milI. "samAhimaraNaM ca bohiloa" AratI utAro, bhakti karo, bhairo hoM, cAhe bhadra hoM yA koI bhI guru hoM, yaha AsAtanA nahIM hai. yaha AsAtanA bhayaMkara hotI hai. mAlika ko chor3akara ke naukara kI sevA kareM. Akhira AcArya ho yA deva ho, haiM to paramAtmA ke naukara, sevaka. ye to sarAsara avinaya hai. isa avinaya kA pariNAma aura jyAdA dukhI bananA hai. aura jyAdA karma bandhana hote haiM. avinaya ke dvArA, aisA kArya kabhI nahIM karanA. paramAtmA, paramAtmA kI jagaha hai. sarvopari bhakti jinezvara bhagavAna kI, dUsarI kakSA meM guru janoM kI, tIsarI kakSA meM devI devatAoM kI. yaha isakA anukrama hai. Apa kariye, koI niSedha nahIM. dasa bAra jAiye unakA sammAna kariye, parantu paramAtmA kA avinaya karake nahIM. paramAtmA paramAtmA kI jagaha hai, guru guru kI jagaha hai. maMdira meM sanmAna lene kA nahIM, paramAtmA kA avinaya hotA hai. sArI bAteM samajha karake Apa caleM. jisa bhAvanA se prazna kiyA, usakA yaha javAba hai. hamAre yahAM devI devatAoM kA kisI prakAra kA avinaya nahIM kiyA gayA, ucita sammAna ke lie yahAM nirdeza diyA gayA. unakI AsAtanA bhI nahIM karanI, zakti se apanI apekSA ve bar3e haiM, zakti sampanna haiM, unakA puNya bala hai. Apa unase yAcanA kareM ki merI dharma sAdhanA meM sahAyaka bano, mere andara jo dharma kriyA meM antarAya hai, use naSTa karane vAle bano. mere cita ko samAdhi mile, basa yahI prArthanA karo. bAkI to prabhu se yAcanA hotI hai. maMgalayAcanA. ___jayavIyarAya sUtra meM Apa kyA mAMgate haiM. sabhI cIz2a to Apane paramAtmA se mAMga lI bAkI kyA rahA. kabhI usa sUtra kA artha par3hiye, jayavIrAya sUtra yAcanA sUtra hai. iSTaphala zuddhi usameM saba A gayA. merI sArI kAmanA bhagavan, tumhArI kRpA se paripUrNa bane. 419 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI eka prazna aura hai. mantra se karmoM kI nirjarA hotI hai. bahuta sahI bAta hai. maMtrAkSara yadi zuddha bhAva se bolA jAe, to una zabdoM kA asara apane hRdaya para, apane vicAroM para paDatA hai, zabdoM kA kampana Apake vicAra ko svaccha karatA hai. Apake mana meM eka sAtvika vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa karatA hai. ApakA pariNAma, sAtvika vicAra jo Ae, usa samaya mantra smaraNa meM paramAtmA ke smaraNa ke andara jo sadbhAva paidA huA, usa samaya jo cita kI ekAgratA AI, vaha karma ko jalA kara bhasma kara detI hai. hamAre pUrva AcAryo ne jaba kahA-navakAra mantra kA eka pada sAta sAgaroM jitane bhayaMkara pApa kA nAza kara sakatA hai. eka oMkAra ke andara vaha zakti ki vAtAvaraNa meM parivartana lA sakatA hai. to apanI cita vRttiyoM meM parivartana kaise nahIM AegA. isIlie mantra smaraNa ko bar3A mahatvapUrNa sthAna diyA gayA. karma nirjara meM sahAyaka mAnA gayA. mana ke pariNAma meM yadi zuddha bhAva ho. aura paropakAra kI ruci A jAegI, puNya ke Azrava kA bhI dvAra banatA hai. nirjarA bhI karatA hai. eka prazna aura. hamAre yahAM sAmAjika paramparA meM kabhI bAlaka kA janma ho to hamArI eka paramparA hai, vaha mAtA paramAtmA ke maMdira meM yA dharma kriyA meM mahIne bhara Aga nahIM detI. eka vyavahAra hai. paramparA se hamAre AcAryoM ne yaha vyavahAra nicita kiyA hai. zarIra ke andara zArIrika azuddhi aisI hotI hai. jahAM taka azuddhi kA nivAraNa na ho, vahAM taka paramAtmA ke pUjana se use vaMcita rakhA gayA tAki vahAM kA vAtAvaraNa kITANuoM se dUSita na baneM, bAkI anya kisI dharma kriyA kA niSedha nahIM, sAmAjika kAryoM meM nahIM, pratikramaNa meM nahIM, mAtra vaha sArI kriyA mAnasika honI cAhie. zabdoM se uccAraNa karane kI nahIM. zabda ke dvArA yadi uccAraNa pUrvaka hama kriyA karate haiM? sAdhanA ko lekara ke yadi usakA upayoga karate haiM. jJAnAdi ke sAdhana hoM, to vaha jJAna kI AsAdhanA mAnI gaI. mana ke andara navakAra kA smaraNa kara sakate haiM, bAraha dina paripUrNa ho jAe, sAmAjika pratikramaNa kI kriyA kara sakate haiM. koI niSedha nahIM. bAhara dina meM yadi kisI prakAra kA sUtaka ho jAe janma kA yA maraNa kA to bhI mana se kriyA karane kI pUrI chuTa hai, mAnasika kriyA honI cAhie. navakAra kA jApa. paramAtmA kI stuti kriyA ho sakatI hai. parantu mAnasika zabdoM se nahIM. ___ niSedha to haiM nahI. pratikramaNa dono samaya kara sakate haiM. parantu mana se, vaha mAnasika kriyA hai. isa prakAra se bhAva pUrvaka kriyA kA niSedha yahAM nahIM. lekina dravya ke andara paramAtmA ke maMdira meM pUjanAdi kA niSedha kiyA. usake pIche Azaya, vAtAvaraNa kI zuddhi ke rakSaNa ke lie zArIrika prakriyA aisI hai, azuddhi ke kAraNa hI niSedha kiyA gayA hai. aura koI dUsarA kAraNa nahIM. - 420 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI eka bahuta bar3I prArthanA ddhi kI kriyA hai. sAtha eka aura prazna thA-saMvatsarI jaisA pratikramaNa Ae, yaha hamArI eka bahuta bar3I prArthanA hai, jaise paramAtmA meM pratikramaNa Atma zuddhi kI kriyA hai. sAdhya kI kriyA hai. jaise musalamAna namAja par3hate haiM, hindu paramparA meM sadhyA kI kriyA hotI hai. isI taraha se jaina paramparA meM use pratikramaNa kahA jAtA hai. pApa ke pIche haTane kI maMgala kriyA. usake andara jo bolI, bolI jAtI hai. vaha eka vyavasthA ke lie hai. hajAra AdamI baiThe haiM. pratikramaNa kI maMgala kriyA meM kise Adeza kiyA jAe. usakI vyavasthA kaise kara rahe haiM. hamAre pUrvajoM ne eka paramparA rakha dI-do paisA kI Avaka hogI. kisI ke pAsa vaise mAMgane jAe. vicAra karanA par3atA hai, kI Avaka hogI. sahaja se paisA ikaTaThA hotA hai, zuddha kArya meM lagatA hai. maMdira Adi ke kArya meM jAtA hai. isI Azaya se bolI bolane kI paramparA rakhI gaI aura koI Azaya nahIM bhagavAna ke ghara koI bhUkha nahIM hai ki paisA nahIM Ae to nahIM calegA. eka vyavasthA banI rahe. Adeza kise diyA jAe. satra bolane ke lie to kArya karane ke lie vyavasthA aura anuzAsana ko banAe rakhane ke lie paramparA hai. isa nimitta se kisI vyakti kA paisA yadi acche kArya meM lagatA hai. anumodana kA viSaya hai. vyakti nimitta dekhakara ke mAla lete haiM. Apa bhI jAte haiM cIja dekhakara dAma-bhAva karake mAla lete haiM. yahAM para bhI paramAtmA ke maMdiroM kA kArya hai. Aja chatIsa hajAra jaina zvetAmbara maMdira haiM. ahamadAbAda meM upadhAna kA samaya thA. bahuta bar3I presa kAMphresa lagI huI thI. upadhAna kyA hai. usakA vaijJAnika svarUpa kyA hai. Atma zuddhi kA sAdhana vaha kisa taraha se kiyA jAtA hai? yaha prazna kiyA. eka patrakAra ne mujhase pUchA-ye lAkhoM rupayoM kI mAlA pahanAne kI bolI bolI gaI. upadhAna ko antima kriyA mAlA pahanAne kI. isa bolI ke paisA kA Apa kyA kareMge. jagata meM Aja kA vyavahAra aisA hai. binA soce samajhe aise sIdhe hI inako samajhA dUM. yaha paisA deva dravya meM jAegA. yaha usako galata rUpa se leMge kyoMki patrakAra haiM. mAla masAlA to maiMne de diyA namaka mirca ye milAyeMge taba jA karake majA AegA. pepara meM diyA jAe aura namaka mirca na DAleM to Ayavika ki rasoI ho jAeM, koI bhI pasaMda na kare. vaha to svAdiSTa honA cAhie. maiMne kahA-paisA kA rASTrIya rUpa meM zuddha upayoga meM AegA. ve vicAra meM par3a gae ki-ye kauna sA rASTrIya kArya hai. jisake andara isa paise kA upayoga kiyA jAegA. ___ maineM kahA - AbU, raNakapura, zatrujaya, ye saba bar3e itihAsa maMdira haiM. ye rASTra kI milakiyata haiM. rASTra ke AbhUSaNa haiM. hamAre deza kI paramparA kA itihAsa isase jur3A huA hai. isako Apa alaga nahIM kara sakate. rASTrIya preraNA ke pratIka hai. hamAre maMdira hamArI paramparA ke, hamArA itihAsa hai. bhArata kA itihAsa isase jur3A hai. yaha gaurava gAthA isake Ine 421 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - dvArA gAI jAtI hai. yaha aitihAsika maMdiroM ke rakSaNa ke lie unake jIrNoddhAra ke lie paise kA upayoga kiyA jAtA hai. sarakAra ko yaha javAbadArI de dI jAe to eka varSa meM TrejarI khAlI ho jAe. araboM rupaye kI sampati cAhie. kahAM se lAyeM, sarakAra ko yadi supUrda kara diyA jAe to bila pAsa hote-hote hamAre maMdira gira jAeMge. hajAra varSa ke hamAre maMdira Tike haiM. ye hamArI sAmAjika paramparA ke haiM. vaha bolI aura car3hAve ke paise inake kAma meM lagate haiM. eka bhava kA jIrNoddhAra karAyA gayA. 170 lAkha rUpaye lage. vaha bhI Aja se 30 sAla pahale eka raNakapura ke maMdira kA riperigaM huA. jo maMdira eka sau karor3a rupaye ke kharca se banAyA gayA. - hamAre pUrvajoM ne kyA bhAga diyA. eka hI vyakti ne banavAyA aura unake jIrNoddhAra para 78 lAkha rupaye kharca huA. aba Apa vicAra kara lIjie do cAra karor3a rupayA to 10 varSoM meM kharca ho gayA. agara bAra-bAra Apase mAMgane AeM to ApakA ceharA kaise utare. Apa to yahI kaheMge ki dUsarA ghara nahIM dekhA. yahI ghara dekhA hai. hara tIsare dina candA. tumhAre lie paisA kamAtA hUM. mahArAja ko aura kucha nahIM dikhatA merA pokeTa najara AtA hai. yahIM agara zurU kara deM to tIsare dina eka bhI vyakti yahAM nahIM Ae. hamAre pUrvajoM ko dhanyavAda do ki aisI sundara paramparA rakhI. isa niyamita vidhi se dhanavAna vyakti paisA puNya kArya meM lagA detA hai. unako utsAha milatA hai ki nimitta kArya milatA hai. isI Azaya se boliyoM kI paramparA rakhI hai. dUsarA koI kAraNa nahIM. paisA acche kArya meM A jAe, samAja kI vyavasthA banI rahe. anuzAsana banA rahe, una vyaktiyoM kI bhAvanA bhI pratikramaNa meM sUtra yadi sAdhu bole to sAdhuoM ke sUtra sAdhu bolate haiM. apanA pratikramaNa gRhastha ke dvArA hama karAte nahIM. hamAre pratikramaNa kI sArI kriyA sAdhu kI kriyA hai jinheM sAdhu hI bolate hai pUrA pratikramaNa. sAdhu ko Adeza diyA jAtA hai, sAdhu kI hAjirI meM koI gRhastha nahIM bolatA. gRhastha ke jo sUtra, sAta lAkha pRthvI kArya, yahato pratipAta, to merI kauna sI dukAnadArI calatI hai? kisakA micchAmi dukkar3ama dUM? maine kauna sA zAdI vivAha karavAyA, use to gRhastha hI legA, sAdhu kaise boleMge. pApa Apa karo, micchAmi dukkar3ama maiM dUM. isI taraha pratikramaNa meM vaMditA satra zrAvaka kA aticAra hai, to zrAvaka ke adhikAra kI bAta hai vahI zrAvaka bolate haiM bAkI to sabhI sUtra sAdhu svayaM apane mukha se bolate haiM.. prazna kartA ke mana kA samAdhAna ho gayA hogA. maiMne bilkula spaSTa karake Apa ko kahA. eka vicAravAna prazna vicAravAna vyakti kA eka prazna hai. dhArmika karma granthi kI dRSTi se sampUrNa dhautikarma kA jisa vyakti ne nAza kara diyA ho, aise tIrthaMkara paramAtmA unako upasarga kaise A gayA. yAni paramAtmA mahAvIra jaba sarvAzraya bana gae, sAre karma unake kSaya ho gae. phira kauna sA karma aisA rahA jisake udaya meM paramAtmA ko gauzAlA ne teja lezyA pheMkI. 422 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI isakA ucita samAdhAna to prativarSa Apa ko mila jAtA hai, kalpa sUtra ke andara isakA bar3A sundara Alekha hai. Aja taka kabhI aisA nahIM pahale khyAla meM hI samAdhAna A jAegA.. kalpa sUtra kA pahalA pravacana. Aja taka kabhI aisA huA nahIM, anAdi anaMtakAla meM kabhI aisA hotA nahIM, bhaviSya meM hone vAlA nahIM, isalie isa karma ko Azcarya ke rUpa meM mAnA, eka prakRti ke viruddha kArya huA, Aja taka koI isa viSaya meM spaSTIkaraNa kara nahIM pAyA. na isakA koI samAdhAna hai. AcArya ke rUpa meM hamAre zAstrakAroM ne isako mAnA hai. Apa ke prazna kA yahI uttara ki aisA hotA nahIM, hone vAlA nahIM aura huA bhI nahIM, parantu ho gayA eka Azcarya hai, isa kAla kI caubIsI meM dasa acchere hue. acchere kA matalabaHAzcarya, kabhI aisA hotA nahIM, yaha to prAkRtika vyavasthA hai. parantu prakRti ke kAryase viruddha jo kArya huA, usako Azcarya ke rUpa meM mAnA gayA, yaha kalpa sUtra Aja suneMge, usameM dasa isa prakAra ke Azcarya hai, paryuSaNa meM sunane ko mila jAegA. isa prazna kA dUsarA uttara hamAre pAsa nahIM. hamAre pUrvAcAryoM ne Azcarya ke rUpa meM isako mAnA hai. __ yahAM unakA eka prazna hai-pUrva kAla ke andara paramAtmA mahAvIra ke jIva ne jaba ve vasadeva the usa samaya apane sevaka ke kAna meM kIla ThoMkA, aisA ullekha AtA hai, bhagavAna ke jIvana ke itihAsa meM. inakA prazna hai-rAjA hai, rAjA ko daNDa denA yaha adhikAra kSetra kI bAta hai, unhoMne usako vAstavika daNDa diyA ki usane unakI AjJA kA anAdara kiyA, AjJA kA anAdara karane kA pariNAma vasudeva ne zikSA dI. bhagavAna mAyAvI kA jIva usa bhava meM vasudeva thA. vasudeva ke bhava meM unhoMne isa prakAra kI zikSA dI. zikSA kI maryAdA hotI hai, makkhI mArakara ke AUM aura Apa mujhe phAMsI kI sajA deM, to yaha kyA daNDa kahalAegA? usa vyakti ne sAmAnya rUpa se koI bhUlakara dI, vaha sAmAnya prakAra kI bhUla thI bhagavAna ke usa jIva ne itanA hI. kahA-mai jaba so jAUM, ye saMgIta banda kara denA. dhyAna rahA nahIM aura use AnaMda A gayA, saMgIta meM magna bana gayA, dhyAna se bAta calI gaI. usakI sajA ke rUpa meM prANAnta kaSTa denA, kAna ke andara garma-2 zIzA pighalAkara DAlanA, yaha kyA nyAya hai? rAjA to. nyAyavAna hotA hai. isa prakAra kA anyAya pUrvaka daNDa de de to sajA karma kI milegI. vaha cAhe mahAvIra hoM yA koI ho. karma meM zarma nahIM hotI. vaha nirapekSa hotA hai. vaha ceharA dekhakara to AtA nahIM, karma to kArya dekhakara AtA hai. bhagavAna ke jIva ne yaha galata kAma kiyA, mahAvIra ko isa prakAra kI zikSA milI, kAna meM kIla Thoke gae. rAjA apane rAjya ke saMcAlana meM prajA ke rakSaNa ke lie yadi koI bhI zubha kArya karate haiM, aura duSTa vyaktiyoM ko ucita zikSA dete haiM, vahAM taka to kartavya kI paribhASA meM A jAtA hai. yadi usase alaga maryAdA kA ullaMghana karake sajA de, taba to galata hogA, taba to hiTalara ko bhI mApha kara denA cAhie. pacAsa yahUdiyoM ko mauta ke ghATa utAra diyA. gaisa nA 423 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: caimbara meM bheja karake na jAne kitane nirdoSa baccoM ko, parivAra ko khatma kara diyA. yaha koI daNDa nahI hai, yaha to maryAdA kA ullaMghana hai. isa taraha kI rakSA kI bhAvanA. duSToM ko isalie zikSA dI jAtI hai ki galata kArya Age nahIM bar3he, vahIM ruka jAe. andara se zuddha hotA hai. vyakti ke prati dveSa yA ghRNA kI bhAvanA nahIM rahatI, pApiyoM kA tiraskAra nahIM karate. pApa ke tiraskAra ke lie, pApa se AtmAoM ko preraNA na mile, isI kA pratikAra karane ke lie sajA dI jAtI hai. tAki dUsare vyakti bhUla karate samaya vicAra kara sakeM. klAsa meM bacce par3hate haiM yadi eka baccA taphAna karatA hai. adhyApaka mAratA hai tAki dUsare baccoM kA rakSaNa ho jAe, yaha bhAva kSamA hai. dUsare vyakti galata kArya na kareM aura dUsare bacce isa bacce kI sohabata se na bigar3eM. isa prakAra rAjA bhI prajA ke rakSaNa ke lie daNDa vyavasthA kA upayoga karatA hai. parantu usakI maryAdA hai. maryAdA kA ullaghaMna nahIM kiyA jAtA. tIsarA prazna hai ki jaina mantroM meM rAtri bhojana kA niSedha kiyA gayA hai? bhagavAna ke samaya to Aja kI taraha lAiTa thI nahIM. dIpaka kA prakAza thA. ho sakatA hai dIpaka ke prakAra meM kITa pataMga Ae hoM aura bhojana ke sAtha peTa meM jAeM, isa kAraNa niSedha kiyA gayA hai. yaha niSedha eka apekSA se nahIM. pahale hI dina rAtri bhojana para maiMne pravacana diyA thA. usakI apekSAoM ko maiMne Apako samajhAyA thA. eka dRSTikoNa nahIM hai. paramAtmA kA uddezya trikAla abAdhita hotA hai. trikAla abAdhitakA matalaba bhUta, bhAvI aura vartamAna kI apekSA se diyA jAtA hai. tInoM samaya, tInoM kAla pravacana kA kAyadA lAgU rahatA hai.. bhagavAna ne apanA vartamAna kAla bhI jJAna se dekhA thA, ve jAnate the bhaviSya ke andara kisa prakAra bhautika vijJAna unnati karegA. bhautika sAdhana banegA. paramAtmA kA sArA hI pravacana, AdhyAtamika bhUmikA para hotA hai. usake andara bhautika dRSTi nahIM hotI. bhautika paricaya bhI vairAgya ke lie diyA jAtA hai. vaha bhI AdhyAtmika preraNA ke lie diyA jAtA hai. bhautika vAsanA se virakti ke lie unakA bhautika paricaya hotA hai. paramAtmA to jJAna cakSu se vartamAna kAla ko bhI jAnate the, Apake bhaviSya ko bhI dekhA phira niSedha kiyA. niSedha ke pIche kAraNa hai. aise bhI sUkSma jIva jantu haiM. jo carama cakSu grahaNa nahIM. sUrya kI rozanI jAne ke bAda, sUryAsta hone ke bAda ve apanA dhyAna chor3ate haiM. paribhramaNa karate haiM. bhojana se AkarSita hokara AhAra ke sAtha milakara Apake peTa meM jAte haiM. isake andara alTrA vAeleTa kiraNa hotI hai. usa kiraNa meM vaha tAkata hai ki sUkSma jIva jantu isa prakAza meM bAhara nahIM Ate. jaise hI sUrya kI rozanI vyApaka bana jAe 424 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI aisI tAkata hai. ki aise jIva jantu bAhara Ane kA sAhasa nahIM karate, uDate bhI nahIM. hiMsA ke kAraNa se. zArIrika kAraNoM se, mAnasika zAnti ke lie, kaI kAraNoM se rAtri bhojana kA niSedha kiyA hai. yaha lAiTa bhI aisI hotI hai. ki Apa samajhate haiM jIva jantu nahIM Ate haiM bAhara laimpa posTa meM barasAta meM dekhiye, dera lagatI hai? itane pIche pataMgeM par3a jAte hai. ghara meM kadAcit bar3e jIva na A jAeM, kaI aise sUkSma jIva haiM, jo Apake ghara meM bhI najara AeMge Apa nahIM roka pAeMge. isIlie rAtri bhojana kA niSedha kiyA hai. eka aura prazna-pUrva bhadra ke viSaya meM bhI hai. isa para kAphI vacana cAhie siddha karane ke lie vakta kama hai. isa viSaya meM jijJAsA prakaTa kI ki isa viSaya meM jAnane yogya koI grantha hai. jaina bhUgola ke viSaya meM bhI hai. hamAre yahAM prakAza hai. saMgrahaNa sUtra hai. jo bahuta vistAra pUrvaka jaina bhUgola dvArA vizva kA paripUrNa paricaya diyA. pUre jo jyoM tapa maNDala kA paricaya Apako milegA sAtha meM jo jijJAsA hai usakA bhI uttara mila jAegA. prazna-mukha vAstrikA rakhane kA prayojana kyA hai? ise bAMdhanA yA hAtha meM rakhanA alaga-alaga paramparAeM haiM. alaga-alaga sampradAya ke alaga-alaga dRSTi koNa haiM. isakA Azaya pUchA hai, kyA hai? pahale ke samaya meM bar3e bar3e hAtha ke likhe tAr3a patri graMtha hote the, bAra-bAra sUtra par3hanA par3atA thA. use donoM hAtha se hI uThAnA par3atA thA, muMha kA thUka usameM na gire jJAna kI avinaya yA AsAtanA na ho jAe, grantha naSTa na ho jAe isIlie vyavasthA thI ki muMha para kapar3A bAMdha lete. tAki grantha ko thUka na lage. sarasvatI kI AsAtanA na ho. hamArI paramparA meM bhI bAMdhate the. hamAre gurujana bhI bAdhate the. ar3atAlisa minaTa bAMdha kara khola dete the. ki jIvotpatti na ho jAe. kyoki jo thUka hai. vaha ar3atAlisa minaTa se jyAdA rahA to indriya jIva usameM paidA hoMge. jIva kI virAdhanA hogI. isIlie satata muMha para bAMdhane kA hamAre yahAM niSedha kiyA, hAtha meM rakhanA tAki bolate samaya usa AtmA ko yaha viveka rahe ki maiM sAdhu hUM ___ mukhavastrikA sAvadhAna karatI hai. bolane se pahale bahuta socakara bolanA. jIva kI yAtanA kA pAlanA liyA jAtA hai. bahuta sUkSma jIva hote haiM jo halacala kI kriyA karate haiM. unakI yAtanA ke lie rakhA gayA. graMtha ke andara apanA thUka na gira jAe. usakI AsAtanA na ho jAe, bahumAna kI dRSTi se rakhA gayA. yaha hamArI paramparA hai. isake pIche aura koI Azaya nahIM, pratikramaNa kA viSaya jaba maiM samajhAUMgA, yaha mukhavastrikA jaba pratikramaNa meM khola kara pratilekhana pacAsa bola hote haiM, kahAM kisa prakAra pratilekhana karanA, maiM samajhAUMgA. lA 425 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI ye to zAstroM ke siddhAnta haiM, maryAdA mizrita. paramAtmA ne jJAna cakSu se dekhakara ke kahA hai. hamAre upakAra ke lie kahA hai, zradvA pUrvaka dharma kriyA karanI hai. zraddhA Age calakara ke phalIbhUta banatI hai. samaya bahuta ho gayA hai. gata zanivAra mujhase eka bhUla ho gaI, unakA micchAmi dukkaDam. dhanuSa kA pariNAma maiMne DhAI hAtha kahA, jo cAra hAtha kA hotA hai. chadamastha hai. kSapopazama meM nahI AyA bhUla ho gaI. pramAda vaza agara kabhI jinAjJA se viruddha kahA gayA ho, isIlie sAdhu ne kahA bAra-bAra micchAmi dukkar3am. koI zabda jinAjJA viruddha yadi bhUla se bhI bola diyA ho, pramAda se bola diyA ho, binA jAnakArI ke bola diyA ho to, hamArA AcAra hai. usake lie-micchAmi dukkaDama. merA Azaya aisA nahIM thA. isa prakAra kA dhanuSa thA pramANa paramAtmA kI avagAhanA ke lie, pAMca sau dhanuSa kI kAyA deva paramAtmA kI thI. ise samajha kara sudhAra lenA. "sarvamaMgalamAgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" parva vo hai, jo jIvana ko prakAzita kare. aise paryoM se preraNA milatI hai. isIlie unakA Ayojana mAtra aupAciraka nahIM honA cAhie. jIvana kI vAstavikatA ko madde najara rakhakara pavitra parvo kI isa prakAra upAsanA kIjiye ki ve apanI bhItarI vAsanAoM ko naSTa karane meM sahAyaka baneM - 426 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI dharma kA marma - - vItarAga paramAtmA kI jagata ke jIva mAtra ke kalyANa ke lie, kisI eka ke lie nahIM, kisI saMpradAya ke lie nahIM, kisI vyakti ke lie nahIM parantu jagata ke jIva mAtra ke kalyANa ke lie maMgala dezanA rahI. sarvaprathama paramAtmA ke Agata vicAroM para Apa dhyAna kendrita kareM. paramAtmA mahAvIra kisI saMpradAya ke nahIM the. na ve digambara the, na zvetAmbara, na sthAnakavAsI, na terA paMthI. paramAtmA paramAtmA the, paripUrNa AtmA the. paramAtmA ne jo kucha bhI vicAra darzana diyA, usa darzana ke pIche unakI maMgala bhAvanA thI, jIvamAtra kA kalyANa ho, paramAtmA mahAvIra ne kabhI aisA vicAra taka bhI nahIM kiyA ki merA kalyANa ho, mere sampradAya kA kalyANa ho aura mujhe sammAnita karane vAloM, mere nAma kA raTana karane vAloM kA kalyANa ho, aisI vikRta bhAvanA nahIM thI. ___ merI sAdhanA jIva mAtra kI zAnti ke lie ho, merI sAdhanA se jagata ko prakAza mile. merI sAdhanA se jagata kI pIr3ita AtmAoM ko sukha zAnti mile, mokSa mArga kA maMgala paricaya mile aura jagata kI sabhI AtmA saMsAra ke samasta dukhoM se mukta hoM. isa maMgala bhAvanA se bhagavAna mahAvIra ne dezanA dI. __ paramAtmA ke vicAroM meM na koI sAMpradAyikatA thI, na koI prAntIyatA thI, na koI vahAM vyaktivAda thA. vahAM to samaSTi ko lekara jIva mAtra ke kalyANa kI maMgala kAmanA thI. isI kAmanA ko lekara ke prabhu ne apane vicAra darzana diye, yadi una vicAroM para cintana kiyA jAye, vicAroM kI gaharAI meM yadi DubakI lagA lI jAye to yAda rakhiye AtmA paramAtmA banakara ke lauTatI hai. paramAtmA ke vicAroM kA sAgara itanA nirmala hai ki yadi eka bAra AtmA usameM snAna kare to AtmA nirmala banatI hai, paramAtmA banatI hai. paramAtmA ke vicAroM kA cintana vItarAgatA kI upalabdhi Apako karAtA hai, hamane kabhI usa tarapha dhyAna diyA hI nahIM. kabhI vicAra kI gaharAI meM DubakI lagA kara dekhA hI nahIM. sAdhanA ke dvArA kabhI svAnubhUti kA anubhava hamane kiyA nahIM, paramAtmA ke vicAra amRta ko pAkara ke bhI AtmA kA sparza usake sAtha Aja taka huA nahIM. vANI to hama zravaNa karate haiM parantu jaba hRdaya se vANI kA sparza hotA hai, taba jAkara jIvana kA rUpAntara hotA hai. kaisI apUrva karuNA se paramAtmA ke maMgala hRdaya se isa vANI kA prakAza huA hai? kaisA vAtsalya aura kaisI karuNA thI unake eka-2 zabdoM ke andara, hamArA durbhAgya paramAtmA kI usa vANI ko sApekSa dRSTi se, anekAnta dRSTi se samajhane kA prayAsa nahIM kiyA aura hama Tukar3oM meM baMTa gaye. na 427 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI ekatA meM se anekatA ke rAste para cale gaye. bAta to hama ekatA kI karate haiM para hamAre jIvana meM Apa jhAMkakara dekhiye to ekatA kA darzana hamAre vyavahAra se nahIM milatA. hara vyakti apanA sAina borDa lagAnA pasanda karatA hai. apanI antarvAsanA se grasita hai, isIlie paramAtmA kI vANI ko usane vikRta rUpa meM jagata ke samakSa rakhA. jina AtmAoM ne paramAtmA kI vANI ke sAtha isa prakAra kA vyavahAra kiyA, jagata ke ve prathama koTi ke aparAdhI haiM. paramAtmA ke ve gunahagAra haiM. sahI tarIke se jo vastu rakhanI thI, use vikRta rUpa se rakhA gayA. asatya ko satya kA rUpa diyA gayA, satya kI paikiMga ke andara asatya kA mAla Apa taka pahu~cAyA gayA aura sAMmapradAyika durbhAvanA utpanna kara dI. paramAtmA ke dvAra para jahAM jagata kI sabhI AtmAoM ko praveza milA, vahAM usa vikRti kA pariNAma yaha ki paramAtmA ke dvAra para praveza pAne se pahale hI dIvAra khar3I kara dI gaI. hara vyakti ko aisA nazA de diyA gayA, vaha yahI samajhatA hai ki maiM hI pUrNa hU~, mere vacana ke dvArA hI mujhe pUrNatA milegI. isa prakAra sAre jIvana vyavahAra ko hamane dUSita kara diyA. jahAM amRta denA thA, vahAM hamane jahara denA zurU kara diyA. paramAtmA kI vANI kA amRtapAna karane se jahAM AtmA nirmala banatI hai, vahAM yaha jaharIlA tatva milane se sAMpradAyika durbhAvanA ke kAraNa, usa vyaktigata anurAga ke kAraNa, dRSTi rAga ke kAraNa, hamArA jIvana itanA vikRta Aja bana cukA hai. kabhI paramAtmA ne vyakti ko mahatva nahIM diyA. yahAM to guNoM ko mahatva diyA gayA hai. aneka AcArya sAdha AyeMge, agara Apa vyaktigata kisI kA anurAga rakhate haiM to nizcita Apa kA patana hone vAlA haiM. paramAtmA ne dRSTi rAga ko jahara mAnA hai. kisI bhI eka sampradAya kA dRSTirAga, kisI vyakti kA dRSTi rAga, vyakti ko patana kI tarapha le jAtA hai. __kabhI bhUla kara bhI isa jahara ko lene kA prayAsa na kareM. apanI AtmA ko nirmala rakheM. hamAre yahAM to guNI ko abhivAdita kiyA gayA hai. abhinaMdita kiyA gayA hai gaNoM kA anurAga paidA karane ke lie. paramAtmA ne kahA-jahA~ saMprabhutA kA darzana ho, jahAM guNoM kA darzana ho, vahAM apanA jIvana natamastaka honA cAhie. guNoM ko prApta karane ke lie prayAsa honA cAhie, samyak guNoM kA anumodana honA cAhie. hama vyaktigata rAga ke andara dUsaroM kI upekSA na kareM. navakAra mahAmantra vizva kA. sabase bar3A rASTra mantra hai. paramAtmA mahAvIra kA sabase bar3A mahA upakAra isa zAsana para hai. sAre jagata ko unhoMne prema aura maitrI kA sandeza diyA. sarvopari upakAra navakAra meM hai, kahIM nAma hai kisI bhI tIrthaMkara kA? eka bhI tIrthaMkara kA nAma navakAra mahAmantra meM nahIM, yaha vizeSatA hai. jaina darzana kI yaha udAratA hai, jaina darzana kI yaha vizAlatA hai. 428 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI hamAre yahAM zabdoM se nahIM parantu AcaraNa se dharma ko prakaTa kiyA gayA. vyAvahArika batalAyA gayA. jisa navakAra se hamAre hRdaya kI zuddhi hone vAlI hai, jo navakAra hamAre lie amRta tulya mAnA gayA. ananta paramezvaroM ko usa ke dvArA vandana kiyA jAtA hai. jisa AtmA meM arihaMta kA guNa hogA, jisa AtmA meM nirmalatA, pavitratA hogI, jo AtmA bhaviSya meM mokSagAmI hogI, jina AtmAoM ke andara AcAra kI sampannatA hogI, jina AtmAoM meM sAdhutA kA guNa vidyamAna hogA, una AtmAoM ko eka bAra nahIM ananta bAra se vandana karatA hU~, namaskAra karatA hU~. apane jagata ke kisI bhI mantra meM yaha vizeSatA dekhI? kaisI apUrva vizeSatA, kisI saMpradAya kA nAma nahIM, kisI mata paMtha kA nAma nahIM, kisI vyakti vizeSa kA nAma nahIM. mahAvIra se lekara RSabhadeva taka kisI tIrthaMkara kA nAma nahIM. arihanta jisane antara zutraoM para vijaya prApta kara liyA, jo mahAna vijetA bana gayA, jaga ke usa mahAna vijetA, usa parama puruSa paramAtmA ko vandana karatA hU~ antara zatru krodha, mana, mAyA, lobha ina kaSAyoM para jisane vijaya prApta kara liyA usa vijetA ko mai namaskAra karatA hU~ jo saMsAra se sarvathA mukta bana gaye, saMpUrNa karma kA avazeSa bhI jinakA naSTa ho gayA, sampUrNa zuddhAtmA, siddhAtmA una puruSoM ko vandana karatA hU~, vandana bhI kisa prakAra. bhUta, bhAvI, vartamAna kAla kI apekSA se. unake dvArA Apane dharma prApta kiyA parantu usako agara Apa sAmAjika rUpa deMge. isa prakAra vyAvahArika rUpa se unako pratiSThita kareMge. to galata hai. sabhI sAdhuoM ke lie merA dvAra khulA hai, koI bhI sAdhu bhagavanta AyeM, merA abhivAdana hai. yaha vizAla daSTi AnI cAhie, abhI taka yaha AI nahIM. ApakA ceharA hI sAkSI de rahA hai, vaha prasannatA, udAratA Aja hamAre jIvana meM nahIM. ekatA kI bar3I bAteM karate haiM parantu hamAre jIvana meM ekatA kA nAmo nizAna nahIM, aisI ekatA meM merA vizvAsa nahIM, yaha to eka prakAra kA nATaka hai. saMpradAya hamAre lie upakAraka hogA. hamAre jIvana kI eka vyavasthA hai, anazAsana hai. hamAre pUrva ke AcAryoM ne eka vyavasthA dI hai. usakA Adara karanA. sammAna karanA. usake apUrva jIvana kA saMpUrNa vyavahAra pAlana karanA. usako vikRta mata banAnA. use hama vikRta kara rahe haiM, dUsaroM ke prati ghRNA prakaTa kara rahe haiM, avarNavAda bolate haiM, nahIM bolane jaisA abhiprAya de dete haiM, vaha hamArI maryAdA ke viruddha hai. __pahale isa udAratA ko jIvana meM apanAeM. usake bAda paramAtmA ke vacana para, paramAtmA jinezvara ke vicAra para, baDI gambhIratA se soceM paramAtmA ke vicAra kitane udAra haiM, isa udAratA ke lie hI maiMne Apako paricaya diyA. dharma se sabhI bahuta dUra haiM, kahane ko jarUra kaheMge bar3e dhArmika haiM. Ananda aura kAmadeva paramAtmA mahAvIra ke parama zrAvaka the. paramopAsaka the. aise dasa to parama zreSTha upAsaka mAne gaye jo jJAniyoM kI daSTi meM mokSagAmI the. jinakI zraddhA ekadama surakSita thI, nirmala po 429 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%-guruvANI thI. vaise parama parizrAvaka rAjagRha nagara meM nivAsa karate the. samrAT zreNika ne jaba sunA mere rAjagRha nagara ke andara aisI mahAna AtmA nivAsa karatI haiM, gRhastha jIvana meM bhI unakA Adarza sAdhu jaisA hai, una AtmAoM kA maiM darzana kara kRtArtha banUM. mere netra usase nirmala bana jAyeM samrATa zreNika svayaM vahAM para gayA. sAmAyika meM baiThe the, sarvajJa ne jo cIja dI vahAM saMdeha kA to sthAna hI kahAM rahA. jagata kA sabase bar3A sarTiphikeTa. sarvajJa kA kathana pUrNa satya hogA. jo jJAna se dekhA vahI hogA. yathArtha hogA, usI samaya vahAM jAkara ke unakA abhivAdana kiyA unheM namaskAra kiyA, aura kahA maiM dhanya banA. merI nagarI pAvana huI, Apa jaise puNyazAlI dharmAtmA puruSa mere nagara Ae. aisI prajA ko pAkara ke merA jIvana to kRtArtha huA. ___ eka puNyazAlI AtmA ke jo guNa the, unakA antara se anumodana kiyA. samrAT zreNika, itane bar3e magadha deza kA samrATa, vaha samrATa jaba vahAM para gayA hRdaya se unakA abhivAdana kiyA. Apa jaise vyakti ke lie aise rAjA A jAyeM, ApakA abhivAdana kareM to binA pie hI Apa ko nazA caDha jAe. itanA bar3A samrAT merA abhivAdana kara rahA hai. jagata kI dRSTi meM bar3A dhArmika hU~, Ananda zrAvakakAmadeva zrAvaka puNyAtmA zrAvaka. ye saba AgamoM meM varNita zrAvaka haiM. una mahAna AcAryoM ne isa gRhastha kA jIvana caritra likhA, unakA gRhastha jIvana kitanA Adarza hogA, Apa jarA dekhie. nahIM to tyAgiyoM ko kyA AvazyakatA ki gRhastha kA jIvana caritra likheM likhane kA prayojana Ane vAle gRhasthoM ko inake jIvana se preraNA mile. unakA gRhastha jIvana pavitra bane. unakA jIvana AcAra se sampanna bane, vicAra kA vaibhava prApta kare, isa maMgala bhAvanA se una tyAgiyoM ne Azrama meM aise zrAvakoM kA varNana kiyA. samrAT zreNika ne jaise hI unakA abhivAdana kiyA, dhanyavAda diyA. Ananda, kAmadeva puNyAtmA jaise zrAvaka ro par3e. AMsU nikala Aye, ceharA ekadama utara gayA. udAsIna bana gaye. samrATa ne kahA maiMne ApakA koI avinaya to kiyA nahIM, maiMne Apake sAtha koI galata vyavahAra kiyA nahIM, maiM samajha nahIM pAyA, Apake AMsuoM kA kAraNa kyA hai? maiMne to ApakI stuti kI, Apake guNoM kA abhivAdana kiyA. ye kisa darda ke AMsU haiM? puNya zrAvaka Ananda zrAvaka ne kahA rAjan! yaha ApakI prazaMsA mere lie patana bana na jAyeM. Apa ne mere bAhyaguNa dekhe hogeM, mai mana meM pazcAttApa karatA hU~. paramAtmA jinezvara kI vANI agara koI eka bAra bhI zravaNa kara le, saMsAra se virakta ho jAye, saMnyAsa grahaNa kara le, vaha kabhI senTrala jela meM rahanA pasanda nahIM karegA. vaha mukta vAtAvaraNa meM rahane laga jAyegA. ____ "maiMne koI aisA pApakarma bhUta kAla meM kiyA hogA. kyA patA kaisA caritra mohanIya karma mai upArjana karake AyA hU~. mere Upara merA sAmrAjya nahIM, moha rAjA kA sAmrAjya 430 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI hai, mamatva ko lekara ke jIvana jI rahA hU~, aisA greviTezana hai, mujhe Upara jAne hI nahIM detA. usI vartala meM phaMsA hU~. paramAtmA jinezvara kI dezanA sanatA hU~ phira bhI kaisA pApI hU~, abhI taka saMsAra ke moha jAla meM phasA hU~, saMsAra nahIM chUTa pAyA, isa bAta kA kaSTa hai." "Apane mujhe galata samajha liyA roja pratidina ghara ke andara hiMsA karatA hU~. khAne meM, bolane meM, pIne meM, calane meM, apane vyavahAra meM, jahAM bhI Apa najara kareMge, saMsAra binA hiMsA ke calatA nahIM, pUrNa rUpa se ahiMsA kA pAlana mere jIvana meM nahIM ho pAtA. paramAtmA ne jo rAjamArga batalAye abhI taka usameM merA calanA prArambha nahIM huA. isI bAta kA mere andara kaSTa hai. Apa mujhe kSamA kareM mujhe dhArmika na kaheM. mere jaisA pApI saMsAra meM khojane para bhI dUsarA nahIM milegA." AtmA kA kaSTa dekhie, ApakA mana paramAtmA kI vANI zravaNa karane ke bAda saMsAra se virakta nahIM banA. kaisA darda thA una AtmAoM kA. hamAre hRdaya meM to isa bAta kA pazcAttApa bhI nahIM hai, aphasosa bhI nahIM hai, maiMne bhUla kI, mujha se aparAdha ho gayA, antara hRdaya se kama se kama darda bhI agara paidA ho jAye to bhI maiM Apa ko dhanyavAda dUM ki Apa puNyAtmA haiM, kama se kama pApa kA darda to hai, pApa kA pazcAttApa to hai. apane jIvana meM to hama pApa kI vakAlata karate haiM. dharma ke nAma se lar3ane kI bAta kareMge. dharma kabhI laDanA sikhAtA haiM? dharma itanA kamajora hai? apanI Adata se hama lAcAra, bahuta sAre vyakti kahate haiM-maiM dharma kA rakSaNa karane vAlA hU~, bahuta se vyaktiyoM ke zabda itane durgandhamaya mileMge-maiM dharma kA rakSaNa karane vAlA, samAja ke zAsana kA rakSaNa karane vAlA hU~, dharma kA Apa kyA rakSaNa kareMge, apanA hI rakSaNa kara leM to bhI dhanyavAda. jo AtmA hRdaya meM dharma kA rakSaNa karatA hai, hRdaya meM bhAva pUrvaka dharma ko grahaNa karatA hai: "dharmo rakSati rakSitaH vaha AtmA dharma ke mAdhyama se, dharma ke puNya prabhAva se apane jIvana kA svataH rakSaNa prApta karatA hai. jarA artha ko acchI taraha Apa samajhiye, hama Aja taka usake rahasya ko samajhe nahIM, Apa kyA dharma kA rakSaNa kareMge. apanI dukAna makAna ko bacA leM, to bhI balihArI hai. dharma kyA itanA kamajora hai ki Apa para Azrita hai. jo zAzvata hai, kabhI naSTa hone vAlA nahIM jo kabhI bhraSTa hone vAlA nahIM, jisameM kabhI jagata kI apavitratA Ane vAlI nahIM jo paripUrNa hai, zAzvata satya hai, Apa kyA usakA rakSaNa kareMge? kyA paramAtmA itanA kamajora hai? Apake rakSaNa para Azrita hai. yaha logoM ko bahalAne kI Adata hai, maiM dharma kA rakSaNa karane vAlA, sAmrAjya kA rakSaNa karane vAlA hU~. 431 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - samAja tumhArA rakSaka hai, samAja kI kRpA se apane jIvana kA vyaktigata rakSaNa hotA hai. hamAre AcAra surakSita rahate haiM, samAja kI dRSTi se hamArI surakSA chipI hai. samajha kara ke calie. maiM yaha Apase kaha rahA thA. paramAtmA ke vicAroM kA yadi hRdaya se sparza ho jAye, taba to jIvana kI udAratA prakaTa ho jAye. taba to apane hRdaya kI bhAvanA jagata kI sadbhAvanA ke lAyaka bana jAye. parantu sparza Aja taka hamAre hRdaya meM huA nahIM. zabda zravaNa kiyA gayA, parantu AtmA se, hRdaya se, usakA sparza Aja taka nahI huA. usakA bhI kAraNa hai. anAdi kAla ke saMskAra haiM, jahAM gaye vahIM daridra nArAyaNa bana karake gaye. apanI mahAnatA bhUlakara ke gaye. mai paramAtmA hU~, yaha Apa ke dimAga se nikala gayA. kAyara bana kara ke gaye prabhu ke dvAra para kamajora banakara ke gaye, daridra banakara ke gaye, jagata kI yAcanA lekara bhikhArI banakara ke gaye, isI kAraNa Aja taka Apa samrAT nahIM bana pAye. mAMganA banda kara dIjie, jo milegA mere bhAgya meM hogA vahI milegA, hamArI andhazraddhA hamAre jIvana kA sarvanAza kara rahI hai, hamAre gurujanoM ko badanAma kara rahI hai, hamAre devI devatAoM ko badanAma kara rahI hai. paramAtmA jinezvara ke zAsana ko kalaMkita kara rahI hai, vaha kabhI bhIkha nahI mAMgegA. mahAvIra kA upAsaka mahAvIra banane kA prayAsa karatA hai. vaha jagata kA bhikhArI nahIM, ki jahAM gayA, TokarI lekara gayA ki kucha de do. . apanI Adata se hama lAcAra. devI devatAoM ke pAsa jAyeM, gurujanoM ke pAsa jAyeM. jahAM gae, daridra bana karake gaye. AzIrvAda de dUM, Apa karor3apati bana jAyeM. Apa ke hAtha meM hai? kubera koI merA naukara hai? mai sarvajJa hUM ki Apa ke bhAgya ko jAnalU yA samajha lU~. "etat puNyena labhyate" pUrva koI puNya kArya kiyA ho to sampatti milatI hai, nahIM to viparIta to AyegI hI. sAmanA Apa ko karanA par3egA parantu bahuta sAmAnya rUpa se mujhe vaisA dhana, sampatti mila jAye. yaha hamArI Adata hai, bahuta bAra. aisA dekhA gayA, sunA gayA. loga Adata se majabUra haiM. maphatalAla kisI sAdhu ke pAsa gayA hogA pUchA "mahArAja! prArabdha bhI koI cIja hai? "hAM." "merA prArabdha kaisA cala rahA hai? Apa batalAyeMge." viziSTa jJAnI the. jJAna ke prakAza meM usake prArabdha ko dekhakara ke kahA-"are maphatalAla! terA puNya itanA balavAna hai, itanA prabala puNya hai isa samaya para, binA kahe, binA mAMge, tere ghara para lakSmI kA Agamana ho jAye. aisA apUrva puNya hai." __"mahArAja! puruSArtha karU~?" purUSArtha to bhAgya kA nirmANa karane vAlA hai, merA Apa se yahI kahanA thA, puruSArtha ko kabhI gauNa na kareM. prArabdha kA janma hI Apake puruSArthana 432 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI se hotA hai, kala kA puruSArtha vartamAna kAla kA prArabdha hai, vartamAna kA puruSArtha bhaviSya ke prArabdha kA nirmANa karane vAlA hai. mAnava svayameva hI bhAgya kA nirmANa karatA hai. paramAtmA nirmANa nahIM karate, vaha Apake dvArA hI nirmita hotA hai. ____ "unhoMne kahA-tumhArA puruSArtha itanA sundara ki jisako lekara vartamAna kA sundara bhAgya tumheM milA hai. "mahArAja! maiM isakI parIkSA kara sakatA hU~?" "karo, koI Apatti nahIM. vicAra meM par3a gayA ki "mahArAja mere bhAgya meM Apane kyA dekhA. agara mai baiThA rahU~, bhUkhA hU~ to khAnA mila jAyegA?" "jarUra milegA." "mahArAja! hAtha se uThAkara khAU~ vaha bhI to puruSArtha hai. kyA mere muMha meM DAlane vAlA koI mila jAyegA?" "vaha bhI mila jAyegA. itanA jora kA tumhArA bhAgyodaya cala rahA hai." mai isakI parIkSA karUM. do cAra dina bAda maphatalAla seTha nikale gAMva se bahuta dUra cale gaye, jaMgala meM cale gaye. vahAM eka devI kA mandira thA. jahAM kisI tyohAra para loga jAyA karate the. apanI mAnyatA lekara, aise koI jAte nahI the. bhayAnaka jaMgala dina meM koI jAye to bhI bhaya lage. maphatalAla gayA ki mo mere bhAga kI majhe mere bhAgya kI parIkSA karanI hai. bhAgya kyA hai? prArabdha kise kahA jAtA hai? jarA usakA Aja vyAvahArika rUpa se paricaya prApta kara . subaha jAkara ke usa mandira meM dhyAnastha baiTha gayA. ekAgracita hokara ke baiTha gayA. kasauTI samajha kara baiThA rahU~gA. aura dekhatA hU~, merA prArabdha kyA kArya karatA hai? sArA dina nikala gayA, saMdhyA kA samaya huA, bhUkha lagI, hatAza ho gayA, nirNaya meM par3A rahA. caubisa ghanTe to mujhe mere bhAgya kI parIkSA karanI hai. baiThA rahA, zAma kA samaya huA. saMyoga dekhiye, vahAM ke rAjA ko putra kA janma huA. putra ke janma ke bAda rAjA kI eka pratijJA thI, mana meM eka vicAra thA, jisa dina mere ghara bAlaka kA janma hogA. devI ke yahAM savA mana prasAda maiM caDhAUMgA. yaha prasAda atisundara hogA aura usake bAda maiM bhojana karUMgA. sarvaprathama meM nirNaya kiyA huA thA. zAma ke samaya putra kA janma huA, apane sipAhiyoM ko Adeza diyA ki jAo savA mana miThAI lekara ke Ao, devI ke mandira meM yaha prasAda caDhA karake Ao. rAjA kA Adeza sainikoM ne zirodhArya kiyA. maphatalAla bhakhe baiThe the. intajAra meM the. koI khilAne vAlA dAtA mila jAtA. parantu apane vicAra meM dRDha the jaise hI vahAM para prasAda gayA, vahAM dhUpa dIpa lekara devI ke samakSa arpaNa kara diyA. AdamI to calA gayA, use nahIM mAlUma thA, andara koI baiThA hai. - 433 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI maphatalAla andara the, jaise hI prasAda car3hAyA aura usakI khuzabU AI, muMha meM pAnI chUTA. zAma taka bhUkhe baiThe the, saMyoga. mana meM socA agara uThA kara khAtA hU~ to merA puruSArtha ho jAtA hai. maiM Aja bhAgya kI parIkSA ke lie AyA hU~, thor3A intajAra aura karU~. koI khilAne vAlA AtA hai yA nahIM. baiThA rahA mAla sAmane thA. rAtri ke gyAraha baje cora corI karake Aye the, kAphI mAla baTora karake Aye the. dIpaka kA prakAza mandira ke bAhara dekhA. coroM meM zaMkA AI. kyA patA yahAM kauna hai? mana jarA zaMkita thA. parantu jaise hI mandira meM gaye, dekhA koI nahIM. socA kisI bhakta ne Akara ke prakAza kiyA hogA. prakAza meM dekhA ki bahuta sundara prasAda car3hA hai, bahuta sundara miThAI rakhI thI, savA mana prasAda thA. rAjA ke yahAM kyA kamI, putra janma kI khuzI meM rakhAyA gayA. mana meM vicAra kiyA aise jaMgala meM yahAM miThAI lAne vAlA kauna ho sakatA hai? koI SaDayantra ho, yaha sArA jaharIlA ho. yadi hama khA leM aura khatma ho jAyeM aura sArA mAla eka vyakti le jAye aisA koI SaDyantra to nahI hai? mana meM zaMkA thI, zaMkA ke nivAraNa ke lie to koI mantra hai nahIM. eka vyakti ne vahAM bAta kI itanI miThAI! Aja taka isa mandira meM kabhI koI cIja najara nahIM AI, Aja savA mana miThAI yahAM par3I hai, jarUra koI SaDayantra honA cAhie. bhUkha bahuta lagI hai, khAne kI icchA bhI hai parantu zaMkA hai, usakA nivAraNa kaise karAnA hai. dUsare ne kahA-isameM kyA vicAra karate ho. bAhara kattA ki billI ho to unheM jarA khilAkara dekha lo rAtri meM kahAM kuttA billI mile. eka vyakti andara AyA dekhA ki andara maphatalAla baiThA hai dhyAna, meM. intajAra meM the koI khilAne vAlA Aye to A gayA. cora itane prasanna hue bAhara Akara sAthiyoM se kahA-kahA~ jAte ho? kisI kutte billI kI jarUrata nahIM, eka eka vyakti andara AyA aura saba kucha use khilAne lage. khAte-khAte hairAna. unhoMne muMha meM DAlanA zurU kara diyA. __ maphatalAla kahatA hai-bar3e jora kA merA prArabdha hai, miThAI bhI A gaI, khilAne vAlA bhI A gayA. hAtha jor3akara kahatA hU~, bhAI, mApha karo. merA peTa bhara gayA. isase jyAdA mujhe mata do. unhoMne kahA kisI se bAta mata karanA, mAla lAyA hU~, tujhe bhI detA hU~. miThAI bhI milI aura mAla bhI milA. jJAniyoM ne ise prArabdha kahA. prArabdha kA nirmANa vyakti karatA hai. bhUtakAla meM jaisA kArya Apane kiyA usI kArya ke anasAra vartamAna meM prArabdha kA nirmANa huA jise Apa bhAgya kahate haiM. puNya kA AkarSaNa aisA hotA hai ki sahaja meM sampatti mila sakatI hai. Apa prApta kara lete haiM, puNya bala aisA honA cAhie. jo hama logoM kI sadbhAvanA ko AkarSita kare. 434 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI: prema kA AkarSaNa, jo sAre jagata kI, prANi-mAtra kI sadabhAvanA meM prApta karane vAlA banUM, logoM ko prema aura vizvAsa saMpradAna karane vAlA banUM, isa taraha kA hamAre jIvana meM prayatna honA cAhie bhUtakAla se vartamAna kAla taka kA paricaya diyA. kisa prakAra apanA sundara ujjvala bhUtakAla rahA. paramAtmA ne kitane sundara vicAra Apa ke sAmane rakhe. paramAtmA ke vicAra ke maMgala prakAza meM apanI jIvana yAtrA Arambha kareM to apane lakSya ko prApta kara pAyeMge. dharma ko badanAma karane kA, apanI AtmA ko kalaMkita karane kA, kabhI prayAsa na kareM. paramAtmA ne abhI sAMpradAyikatA kA paricaya dharma ke mAdhyama se nahIM diyA. "dhAraNAt dharma ucyate" dharma use kahA gayA jo AtmA kA rakSaNa kare. AtmA ko dhAraNa kare. vaha dharma kahalAtA hai. durvicAra se AtmA kA rakSaNa kare, durgati meM jAte hue AtmA kA rakSaNa kare, taba vaha dharma kahalAtA hai, Apa kyA dharma kA rakSaNa kareMge? dharma ApakA rakSaNa karatA hai, dharma itanA kamajora nahIM ki Apa phUMka mAre aura ur3a jAya. vaha zAzvata tatva hai. vaha parama tatva hai. nizcita satya hai. usame koI asatya nahIM. sabhI AtmAoM ke kalyANa ke lie hai. navakAra mantra kA paricaya isIlie diyA. koI saMpradAya navakAra meM nahI milegA. koI vyakti kA darzana Apako navakAra mahAmantra meM nahIM milegA. koI prANivAda, koI bhASA vAda, jagata kA koI vivAda, Apako navakAra ke darzana meM nahIM milegA. vaha pUrNa rUpa se nirapekSa hai. jisa AtmA meM ye guNa maujUda hoM, use maiM vandana karatA hU~, sIdhI sI bAta hai. mahAmantra kI bar3I vizeSatA hai, jahAM sAdhutA kA darzana ho, jahAM caritra saMpanna jIvana ho, jahAM jijJAsAnusAra jIvana kA AcaraNa ho. aise sAdhu puruSoM ko maiM bhAvapUrvaka vandana karatA hU~. samasta sAdhuoM ko vandana karatA hU~ "namo loe savva sAhuNa" meM nahI likhA ki "namo loe mama sAhuNa" apane sAdhuoM ko vandana karUM. anya ko nahIM. zabda kI vizAlatA aura udAratA ko dekhiye. mahAvIra kA darzana, jagata kA sabase bar3A darzana hai. itanI udAratA paramAtmA mahAvIra ne dI, Aja taka kisI vyakti ke jIvana meM vaisI udAratA najara nahIM AI. vaha udAratA unake jIvana meM vyAvahArika thI. mAtra zabdoM se nahIM, unhoMne apane AcaraNa se dharma ko prakaTa kiyA hai. mauna kI bhASA meM sAre jagata ko upadeza diyA hai. nizabda kI bhUmikA para unakI sAdhanA kI bhUmikA kA paricaya milatA hai paramAtmA kA yadi smaraNa kareM to sugandha milegA. mana ke andara eka saMgIta kA anubhava prApta hogA. mahAvIra kA jIvana saMpUrNa maMgalamaya, sAre jagata ke kalyANa kI kAmanA lekara calatA thA. yaha nahIM kahA-mere mAnane vAloM kA kalyANa ho. dusare durgati meM jAyaM jagata ke jIva mAtra kA kalyANa ho, kahane vAle mahAvIra paramAtmA the. unake darzana ke pahale 435 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI udAratA kA paricaya prApta kareM. unakA dharma itanA saMkIrNa nahIM hai, mujhe mAne, mujhe namaskAra kare, tabhI kalyANa hogA. ___ merI upekSA kareMge to Apa durgati meM jAyeMge. yaha sarTiphikeTa hamAre yahAM nahIM diyA jAtA. hara vyakti apane karma ke adhIna hotA hai, apane pariNAma ke anusAra, hRdaya ke vicAroM ke anusAra, karma kA anubandha karatA hai. usake anusAra hI saMsAra kI sajA prApta karatA hai. pUNya kA inAma milatA hai. jaise hama kArya kareMge. vaisA hI phala milegA. dharma ko hamane sAdhanA banA liyA, jagata kI prApti kA sAdhana banA liyA. kahAM taka aMdha vizvAsa meM hama par3e raheMge. Apa mahAvIra ke upAsaka haiM, hamArI saMskRti pukAra pukAra ke kahatI hai-tuma bhikhArI nahIM samrATa banane ke lie Aye ho. kabhI paramAtmA ke pAsa saMsAra kI yAcanA yA daridratA lekara na jAo. kabhI sAdhu puruSoM ke pAsa kAmanA, vAsanA, lekara na jAo ki Apake AzIrvAda se bhautika samRddhi Aye. AzIrvAda do aura kalyANa ho jAye to karmavAda ko kauna mAnegA? guru janoM ke pAsa mArga darzana kiyA jAtA hai, unakA AzIrvAda isIlie liyA jAtA hai. mere antara meM sadabhAva utpanna ho, mere vicAra kI zuddhi se merI AtmA ko mukta kara de, mere sAre vicAra maMgalamaya bana jAyeM. merA saMsAra svargamaya bane. mere parivAra kA prema prANI mAtra taka vyApaka bane. prema kI bhUmikA mujhe mila jAye. merI ArAdhanA, sAdhanA sva se vyApaka taka bana jAye. koI vyakti koI prANI bAkI na rahe. isI meM merA kalyANa hone vAlA hai. ise saMkIrNa na banAye. yaha koI vyApAra kA sAdhana nahIM. dharma sthAna koI vijanesa senTara nahIM hai ki bhagavAna maiM tujhe itanA detA hU~, tU mujhe itanA de. yaha andha zraddhA hai kucha nahIM milegA. mAMganA banda kara dIjie. binA mAMge milegA, yAcanA nahIM. Apa socakara ke calie. bahuta sI bAteM aisI hotI haiM, dharma ko itanA vikRta banA diyA jAtA hai, itanA sastA banA diyA jAtA hai. hanumAna jI ke sAmane gaye, do per3e car3hAye. hanumAna jI kyA aMgaThA chApa haiM? do per3e meM savAlAkha Apako de deMge, tela kA bhAva bhI bar3ha gayA hai eka chaMTAka tela de aura eka kviMTala tela kI yAcanA kare. vaha itane bhole nahIM vaha to siddha puruSa haiM, jaina paramparA meM hanumAna to mokSa gaye. kabhI aisA vicAra na kare hamAre yahAM aisI vicAra dhArA lekara bahuta sAre vyakti calate haiM. seTha maphatalAla dillI se gaye the. yahAM se jaba gaye to acAnaka ahamadAbAda jAne kA vicAra AyA. loga samajhate haiM ki eka DubakI lagAyeM aura pApa kA prakSAlana ho jAyegA bahuta saste meM agara puNya milatA hai, use chor3anA nahIM. muphta meM milatA hai to jarUra le jAnA, itane saste meM puNya milatA hotA, svarga milatA hotA, taba to mahAvIra ko rAjya chor3ane kI jarUrata nahIM par3atI. nAnaka haridvAra meM snAna kara rahe the. snAna karate-karate eka vyakti AyA pyAsa lagI thI, sAdhana thA nahIM, aMjulI lekara hAtha se pIne lagA, asuvidhA huI. nAnaka ne kahA "maine loTA mAMjakara ke svaccha kiyA hai isase pAnI pI lo." 436 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI = 1.0 "nahIM, nahIM, maiM apavitra bana jAU~gA. tumhArA loTA?" unhoMne kahA "loTA koI pApa nahI karatA, pApa to vicAroM meM hai. vicAroM se pApa ho sakatA hai. insAna hai. loTA to niSpApa hai, nirdoSa hai, cAra pAMca bAra ise mAMjA hai, ise dasa bAra gaMgA meM DubakI lagA kara zuddha kiyA, jaba loTA zuddha nahIM banA to jindagI bhara DubakI lagAte raho, tuma kaise zuddha bana jAoge?" kriyAoM ke pIche rahasya ko hama jAnate nahI. sAdhu zaraNam karane laga jAte haiM, pAnI to pI liyA lekina tarpaNa karane laga jAte haiM, pAnI AkAza kI tarapha karake tarpaNa kI kriyA karane laga gayA. bahuta sI jar3a kriyAoM ke pIche manovaijJAnika dRSTi se hama kabhI anusaMdhAna nahI karate. kabhI usakI gaharAI meM nahI jAte. zAstroM meM zabda ke zarIra ko dekhA lekina prANoM taka pahuMcane kA prayAsa nahI kiyA. usa kathana kI AtmA kA sparza hI nahIM huA. usakA pariNAma zabda ke zarIra ko pakar3a karake calate haiM. vahI sAMpradAyika durgandha paidA karate haiM kyoMki AtmA kA sparza to huA nahIM. kahane kA Azaya kyA thA? vahAM taka to hama gaye nahIM. tarpaNa ke pIche kyA Azaya, kisa prakAra kI maMgala bhAvanA hai, use hama jAne nahIM, gatAnugatika pIche se calI AI mujhe bhI karanA. vaha tarpaNa karane laga gayA. nAnaka ne pUchA "kyA kara rahe ho?" "hamAre pitara AkAza meM haiM, unheM pyAsa lagI hai, maiM unheM pAnI dekara unakI pyAsa bujhA rahA hU~. tRpta kara rahA hU~ "bahuta acchI bAta." nAnaka bhI bar3e hoziyAra the, unhoneM gaMgA ke kinAre nahA karake hAtha se pAnI lekara kinAre para DAlanA zurU kara diyA. usa vyakti ne pUchA "yaha kauna sI kriyA hai? ye koI tarpaNa kI kriyA thor3I hai." "yahAM se tuma DAlate ho to svarga meM tumhAre pitaroM kI pyAsa bujhA detA hai to kinAre para DAlA gaMgA jala hamAre gAMva ke khetoM ko kyoM nahI jAyegA. jaba tumhArA pAnI svarga meM jA sakatA hai to hamArA to gAMva sau mIla hI dUra hai." yaha andha vizvAsa hai. loga kriyAoM ke rahasya ko samajha nahIM pAte. ina kriyAoM meM bhAva kA sambandha hai. kriyAoM kA sambandha choTA mAnA gayA. bhAvoM kA sambandha mukhya mAnA gayA. bhAvoM kI upekSA karake kaI bAra kriyAoM ke zAbdika ulajhana meM par3a jAte hai. ___ zabda ke jaMgala meM agara Apa cale gaye, vicAroM kI bhIr3a meM ghusa gaye to AtmA ko khojanA bahuta muzkila hogA.. 'zabda jAlam mahAsyam cittabhramaNakAraNam' ye zaMkArAcArya kA kathana. zabda ke jAla meM phaMsa jAne vAlA svayaM ko nikAla nahIM pAyegA, bahuta bar3I ulajhana hai. 437 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: kuMbha ke mele para maphata lAla snAna karane gaye. bahuta pApa kiyA hogA. bAraha varSa kA eka sAtha snAna karake prakSAlana kara lUM. pApoM se mukta ho jAeM. ahamadAbAda se bhI candUlAla pahuMce ki bar3A sastA hai, agara binA paise puNya milatA hai to kauna chor3e. vaha bhI jAyegA. maphatalAla bahata hoziyAra the candU lAla bhI kinAre baiThe the. candU lAla zarIra ke sthUla the, snAna kaise kareM? ulajhana meM the. loTA lekara ke snAna kara rahe the. maphatalAla ne kahA aise koI kumbha kA snAna hotA hai. DubakI lagAo pApa dhulegA. loTe se pApa nahIM dhulatA. donoM me vizeSa paricaya nahIM thA, sahaja meM kaha diyA. candUlAla ne kahA-"kyA karUM, mujhe tairanA nahIM AtA. DubakI lagAUM yadi DUba jAUM to." ... "maiM baiThA hU~ na, cintA kAhe ko karate ho." "tumhArA vizvAsa kyA? tumhArA merA paricaya kyA? koI paricaya nahIM. yaha to ghATa kinAre tumane batA diyA. yaha kyA gAranTI kI DubakI lagAUM aura tuma bacA lo. itanA bar3A paropakAra karoge mujhe kaise vizvAsa ho." ___ maphatalAla ne kahA "udhara dekho (uttara pradeza sarakAra) kA borDa lagA hai, usa borDa ko par3ho? vyavasthA sarakAra kI. agara koI DUbane vAle vyakti ko bacAye to pAMca sau rupaye kA inAma." maphatalAla zikAra kI khoja me the. koI mila jAye. Ane jAne kA bhADA to vasUla ho jAyegA. __ candU lAla ne kahA---"likhA to hai, bacAne vAle ko pAMca sau kA inAma. kyA pahalA prayoga mere Upara hI karoge?" "yAra itanI dUra se Aye, ahamadAbAda se, kama se kama pUrA snAna karake to jAo. Darate kAhe ko ho paisA to lagegA, sarakAra kA lagegA. gAranTI detA hU~, bacA lUMgA. tumako puNya lAbha karanA hai." jarA vizvAsa paidA huA. candUlAla ne himmata kI aura kUda gaye. ghATa ke kinAre pAnI gaharA thA. DubakI lagAI do tIna DubakI lagAI, ghabarAye cillAye "maphatalAla! bacAo.. "jaldI kyA hai, bahuta pApa kiyA hogA, aura DubakI lagAo. do cAra meM to paraloka kI yAtrA ho jAyegI," "mujhe bacAo." "jaldI kyA hai? bacA lUMgA jarA Thaharo." "tumako pAMca sau kA inAma milane vAlA hai, maiM sAkSI dUMgA. isane mujhe bacAyA. meharabAnI karake mujhe nikAlo. merA dama ghuTa rahA hai. tairanA AtA nahIM." tIna cAra DubakI lagA diyA. maphatalAla kahatA hai-"tumane eka sAiDa kA sAina borDa paDhA. baikasAiDa nahI par3hI. PRIT 438 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: usameM kyA likhA hai? sAmane likhA hai-DUbate vyakti ko bacAye to pAMca sau inAma. pIche likhA hai-mare murde kI lAza nikAle to eka hajAra inAma." candU lAla ne kahA barobara phaMse. acchA sudhAra kiyA. usane kahA- "maiM pandraha sau dUMgA. gaMgA kI kasama mujhe bacAo." maphatalAla ne bacA to liyA, pandraha sau rupaye mile gaye. 'dharma kA dharma ho gayA, kAma kA kAma ho gayA.. zaddha bhAvanA se agara dharma kiyA jAye, jagata kI yAcanA bhI eka prakAra kA svArtha hai. jaba svArtha kI bhUmikA para Apa dharma kareMge, vaha dharma AtmA ke lie Tonika kaise banegA. vaha puNya ko janma dene vAlA kaise banegA. kisa taraha se vaha dharma sAdhanA merI AtmA ko poSaNa dene vAlA bane. sAre dharmo ke andara usakA prANa paropakAra kI bhAvanA hai. bhagavAna ne yahI Adarza diyA, vaha Adarza hamAre jIvana meM rahA nahI. kisI dhArmika tattva kA vizeSa paricaya nahIM rahA. na hamane kabhI AtmA ke viSaya meM jAnane kA prayAsa kiyA. sArA samaya saMsAra upArjana meM gayA. svayaM ko prApta karane kI pyAsa Aja taka paidA nahIM huI. yahI kAraNa hai ki hama bhaTakate rahe. mArga milA nahIM, calane kA rAstA nahIM dikhA. sAdhu puruSa isIlie mArga darzana dete haiM, vicAra kA prakAza dete haiM. yaha mokSa mArga kA rAstA hai. "samyak darzana jJAna cAritrANi mokSamArga:" jIvana meM samyaka zraddhA, A jAye, andha zraddhA ke andhakAra se Apa nikala jAyeM, samparka pradAna kI bhUmikA para yAtrA prArambha kareM. sAtha meM jJAna kA prakAza. samyaka jJAna jagata ko luTane kA jJAna nahIM, peTa bharane kA jJAna nahIM. samyak vizeSaNa lagAyA gayA, jJAna para viveka kA anuzAsana rakhA gayA. corI karane vAle cora ke pAsa bahuta jJAna hotA hai. eTama bama kA AviSkAra karane vAle ko bhI jJAna thA. eTomika pAvara usane tabhI sAre jagata ke nAza ke lie diyA. mahAvIra ne kahA jJAna nahIM, samyaka jJAna, jJAna para viveka kA niyantraNa ho, jo jJAna samyaka ho, AtmA kA kalyANa karane vAlA, mokSa mArga kA darzana dene vAlA ho. DA. rAdhA kRSNan jaise vyakti ne bar3e sundara zabdoM meM kahA "no ejukezana baTa karekTara ija mainsa greTesTa nIDa enDa greTesTa sephagArDa," jo caritra kA nirmANa kare vaha jJAna cAhie yahAM jarUrata caritra ke nirmANa kI hai. "sA vidyA yA vimuktaye" saMsAra kI vAsanA se jo mukta kare vaha jJAna cAhie. peTa to kuttA bhI bhara letA hai. Apa parivAra kA bharaNa poSaNa kara leM, peTa bhara usameM koI bahAdurI nahIM, vaha koI samyaka jJAna nahIM, aneka AtmAoM ke lie kalyANakArI baneM, mArga darzana dene vAlA baneM, vaha samyaka jJAna hai, jo jIvana meM Adarza upasthita kare, vahI samyaka jJAna. yaha jJAna Apako kAleja na 439 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - JAB yUnivarsiTI meM nahIM milegA. yaha to slo poyajana hai, Apako nazA car3hegA, maiM ema. ema. pI. eca. DI. hU~. yaha upAdhiyoM kA nazA lagatA hai. usameM zabda jJAna mila jAyegA. bhautika vastuoM kA paricaya mila jAyegA, Apako apanI AtmA kA paricaya nahIM milegA. yaha paricaya to sAdhu santoM ke pAsa, jinakA dIrgha kAla kA cintana hai, manana hai, unhIM ke pAsa milegA. isa jJAna binA kabhI sva. kalyANa nahIM hogA. skUloM meM bhale hI jAye parantu yadi bAlakoM ko dhArmika jJAna se vaMcita rakhA. Atmika jJAna nahIM diyA, Apake liye hI samasyA hogI. Aja ke bacce, kala Apake lie samasyA paidA kareMge. unake naitika jIvana kA agara nirmANa nahI huA to ve deza ko patana kI tarapha le jAyeMge. Aja ke bAlaka hI to kala ke netA baneMge. yadi unameM AcAra kI sampannatA nahI rahI, pariNAma Apa jAnate haiM sAre rASTra meM Aja bhraSTAcAra vyApta hai. jaise hamAre pAMca mahAvrata hote haiM, jaise sAdhuoM ke bodhoM meM usI prakAra kA rUpaka paMcazIla hai, barAbara paMca mahAvrata kA hI eka rUpa hai, hamAre vaidika paramparA me pAMca prakAra ke mAtra niyama haiM, hamAre rASTrIya netAoM ke bhI paMca mahAkartavya haiM vartamAna meM. gAndhI jI kA AzIrvAda yAda hai? kyA AzIrvAda diyA thA? vaha satyaniSTha vyakti thA. AzIrvAda phalI bhUta ho rahA hai. unhoMne kahA-deza AjAda hone ke bAda hamAre AjAda deza meM koI naMgA bhUkhA nahIM rahegA. bilkula satya kaha diyA. jarA gaharAI meM jAkara zabda kA ApradAna kareM to mAlUma par3a jAyegA. zabda kyA hai? AjAdI ke bAda isa deza ke andara koI naMgA bhUkhA nahI rahegA. jo naMge haiM, badamAza haiM ve kabhI bhUkhe nahIM raheMge AbAda raheMge, jo sajjana haiM, ve bhUkhe hI mareMge. gAndhI jI kA yaha AzIrvAda vartamAna meM phalIbhUta ho rahA hai. naMge tamAzA dekhate haiM, badamAza logoM kA yahI kArya hotA hai, kaise sajjana ko kaSTa pahuMce. hamAre pAMca kartavya bhI vahI rahe-udghATana, bhASaNa, AzvAsana, cATana aura dezATana. kevala pAMca kartavya. udghATana kareMge nau kI lakar3I nabbe kharca. kitanA kharca hotA hai, deza kI vyavasthA ko kitanA nukasAna pahuMcatA hai parantu vaha to vaise hI hai. udghATana karanA yaha phaizana ho gayA udaghATana haA. to bhASaNa ho gayA. bhASaNa hai to AzvAsana deMge, nahI to tAlI bajegI nahI. AzvAsana mila gayA apazakuna ho gaye, pUjA bahuta bhelI hai ki netA jI ko prasAda caDho. cATana pArTI hogI. pepara meM dUsare dina par3he-dezATana TUra para gaye the. caparAsI ghusane bhI nahIM degA. likhA jAyegA janasamparka meM gaye the. yaha AlocanA nahIM satya hai. gAMdhI jI ne jo socA thA ki hamAre deza kA rAma rAjya kaisA hogA. vaha sArI kalpanA Aja svapna bana gaI. sAkAra nahIM huI, agara gAMdhI jI hote to isa bAta se baDA kaSTa hotA. unhIM ke anuyAyI unhIM ko bhala gaye. gAMdhI jI kI hatyA se bahuta bar3A nukasAna huA. usase bhI bar3A nukasAna unake vicAroM kI hatyA se huA. - O 440 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI yaha jJAna Apako bAhara skUla yA yUnivarsiTI meM nahI milegA. yaha to sAdhu santoM ke mArga darzana se hI prApta hogA. caritra kA nirmANa kareM, vaha jJAna cAhie. deza se aMgreja cale jAyeM parantu dilo dimAga para aMgreja raheM, aisA koI upAya zikSA se inheM jarUra diyA jAye, gulAmI ke saMskAra diyA jAye. aisA bhASA jJAna sikhAyA jAye ki inameM vikRti A jAye. usI kA yaha vartamAna pariNAma hai ki hamAre yahAM rASTrIya bhAvanA vikasita nahIM ho rahI hai, kyoMki bacapana se hI videzI bhASA kA saMskAra diyA gayA. vahAM kI sabhyatA kA paricaya diyA gayA. apanI saMskRti kA hameM gaurava nahIM rahA. vivekAnanda jaba amerikA gaye, unake zabdoM meM garjana thA, cAla meM kaMpana thA. jaba kisI vyakti ne pUchA-apanI saMskRti kI Apa itanI bar3AI karate haiM, pAMva meM jUtA amerikana aura sAphA sira para bhAratIya hai. pUre amerikana ho gaye. kyA etarAja hai? vivekAnanda ne javAba diyA - "tuma kisalie cintA karate ho. yaha koI samasyA nahIM, pAMva mere naukara haiM yadi koI amerikana ho jAye mujhe kyA Apatti, mAlika bhAratIya rahegA. vicAra dhArA bhAratIya hogI. jarA gaura kariye.. kisI aMgreja pAdarI ne unako ghara para bulAyA. baDA sundara svAgata kiyA parantu mana meM kapaTa thA. ghara para bulAkara unakA sammAna kiyA. vidAI kA samaya jaba AyA, pAdarI ne kahA-dekhiye kaisA vicitra saMyoga! Tebala para bahuta sI pustakeM paDI thIM, sabase Upara bAibala thA. vivekAnanda jaise hI vahAM se jAne lage, usane kahA-"ApakI gItA ekadama nIce par3I hai aura hamArI bAibala ekadama Upara hai." pustakoM ke Dhera lage the. vivekAnanda ne haMsate huye kahA-"Apa kyoM cintA karate haiM, yaha to Ananda kA viSaya hai, merI eka prArthanA hai Apa dhyAna rakhanA. nIce se Apa gItA mata nikAlanA, nahIM to bAibala gira jAyegI." jaisA prazna vaisA javAba. usa vyakti ke vyaMgya kA isa prakAra javAba diyA. apanI bhASA kA apane ko gaurava honA cAhie. apanI saMskRti-saMskAra kA svAbhimAna honA cAhie. taba jAkara ke rASTrIya bhAvanA vikasita hotI hai. usameM sadbhAva paidA hotA hai. aneka meM bhI ekatA kA darzana hotA hai. yahI to mahAvIra kI "thyorI Apha rileTiviTI" hai. jo "sApekSavAda" kahA gayA. mahAvIra kA darzana hai. anekatA meM ekatA kA darzana aura ekatA meM anekatA kA paricaya. yaha Apa ko Aja kI zikSA meM nahIM milegA. videzI bhASA, vahI saMskAra. eka jamAnA thA. DeDha sau varSa agrejoM ne rAja kiyA aura eka bhI aMgreja ne dhotI pAyajAmA nahIM pahanA parantu sAre bhArata ko painTa sUTa pahanAkara cale gaye. hama badala gaye, ve nahIM badale. sAre deza kI saMskRti ko vikRta banA cale gaye. ve apane saMskAra meM dRr3ha rahe. 441 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI Aja yaha dRDhatara hai, yaha hamAre rASTra ke gaurava kA viSaya hai. hamAre pAsa nahIM rahA. isalie rASTra kI yaha dazA hai, sarakAra pAne ke lie dhArmika saMskAra lenA jarUrI hai. jJAna aisA lenA cAhie jo viSaya vAsanA se Apako mukta kara de. Apake andara kI hRdaya kI kaTutA baira-virodha se Apako dUra kara de. aura jagata se isa AtmA ko svatantra kare. vaha jJAna cAhie. aba vaha jJAna yahAM nahIM milegA. kisI yUnivarsiTI meM usakA duSkAla hai. rAjasthAna ke eka skUla meM eka rAtri meM ThaharA to rAtri meM mAsTara jI Aye. jarA paricaya bhI thA. unhoMne kahA mahArAja koI asuvidhA ho to hameM kahanA. baDe sajjana vyakti the. baiThe-baiThe maiMne unase pUchA-"kaisA calatA hai Apake skUla ke andara?" unhoMne jabAva diyA-"sarasvatI ke mandira meM bhI aMdhakAra hai." maine kahA-"jJAna ke prakAza meM andhakAra kaise AyA. andhakAra ke Ane kA sAhasa kaise paidA huA? prakAza ke abhAva meM andhakAra AtA hai, jaba vahAM prakAza maujUda hai, vahAM aMdhakAra kaise AyA?" "mahArAja, kyA batalAeM, yahI to satya hai jo maiMne Apase kahA." ___ unhoMne baDI sundara hakIkata mujha se kahI. kucha dina pahale hamAre yahAM insapaikTara sAhaba A rahe the, nirIkSaNa ke lie hamAre yahAM kAgaja A gayA, sUcanA A gaI. hamane aisA suna rakhA thA, jarA dhunI dimAga ke haiM, kreka mAinDa AdamI haiM, svAgata sundara karanA, hamAre sAthiyoM ne yaha sUcanA dI. tAki skUla ke viSaya meM abhiprAya dekara jAyeM. usI hisAba se taiyArI kI. baccoM ko kahA-acche kapar3e pahana kara AnA. mAlA lekara AnA. insapaikTara sAhaba ke nAzte kI taiyArI bhI kara lI. insapaikTara Aye, bilkula nizcita tArIkha para Aye, samaya para Aye. jaise hI jIpa se utare hamArA bhI paricaya nahIM thA, unake svAgata meM hama taiyAra the. mAlA pahanAI. khuza karake unako lAyA. kakSA meM nirIkSaNa ke liye gaye. eka bacce se pUchA-"bacce mere prazna kA jabAva do." baccoM ne bar3A sundara jabAva diyA insapaikTara khuza hue, haMsate hue bAhara Aye. hamane socA skUla ke pariNAma sundara hoge, baccoM ke jabAva se bhI khuza haiM, hamAre svAgata se bhI prasanna haiM, jAte-jAte kucha varadAna dekara ke jAyeM to ThIka hai. vahAM se nikala karake naI kakSA meM gaye. vahAM para eka bacce se insapaikTara ne prazna kiyA. vahI prazna kiyA. saMyoga, bacce ne khar3e hokara jaba jabAva diyA, insapaikTara ne kahA "tuma to seventha klAsa meM the. nAintha me kaise Aye?" "vaha mata pUchiye." "nahIM, nahIM, mujhe pUchanA hai. maiMne abhI tumako sAtavIM kakSA meM dekhA. tuma nauMvI kakSA meM kaise A gaye. mere prazna kA tumane vahAM bhI javAba diyA aura yahAM hI tuma hI jabAva / 442 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI de rahe ho." sAba, maiM hUM, to sAtavIM kakSA kA vidyArthI, nauMvI kakSA meM merA mitra par3hatA hai. usane kahA-"yAra, mujhe Aja kikreTa maica dekhane jAnA hai. tuma merI kakSA meM hAjirI de denA. mitra ke sahayoga ke lie maiM gayA thA aura itane meM ApakA AnA huA aura klAsa ke baccoM ne mujhe pakar3A aura kahA yAra, tU nauMvI meM par3hatA hai, sAtavIM kA javAba de denA. Apane Ate hI prazna kiyA aura maiMne jabAva de diyA. Apane dhanyavAda diyA. maiM apanI nauMvI kakSA meM baiTha gayA." bilkula sApha kaha diyA. hicaka koI nahIM. bhASaNa meM koI lajjA nahIM, bar3A gussA AyA, insapaikTara ko. isane mujhe bevakUpha banAyA hai. klAsa mAsTara ko bulAyA, aura DAMTA "tuma andhe ho. galata klAsa kA lar3akA tumhAre yahAM Akara ke hAjirI bharake jAtA hai? tumhAre meM itanI akla nahIM?" adhyApaka ne kahA-"kSamA kariye, hamase galatI huI, bhUla huI jo isa klAsa ke zikSaka haiM, vaha mere acche mitra haiM, unhoMne kahA-mujhe Aja maica jAnA hai, merI klAsa ko tuma sambhAla lenA. vaha zikSaka maica meM gaye aura mai unakI klAsa meM A gayA. itane meM hI ApakA AnA huA. mai isa klAsa kA TIcara nahIM haiM, klAsa TIcara to maica meM gaye." ___"maiM tumako naukarI se barakhAsta karatA hU~," kursI kI garmI bola rahI thI. usa garIba vyakti ke eka sAmAnya bhUla kI itanI sajA. insapaikTara sAhaba klAsa se gusse meM nikale jAkara baiThe jIpa meM, zikSaka daur3atA huA gayA, pAMva pakar3A, "mujhe mApha kariye. kucha bhUla ho gaI, phira kabhI jIvana meM vaisI bhUla nahIM hogI. garIba hU~ bahuta bar3A parivAra hai, bhUkhA mara jAyegA. jarA Apa dhyAna dIjie. maine to socA thA varadAna degeM lekina Apa to abhizApa dekara jA rahe haiM." pAMva meM girakara zikSaka rone lagA. bar3I coTa lagI. insapaikTara ko thor3I dayA AI. pAsa meM bulAkara zikSaka ko kahA-"misTara Du noTa varI, cintA kyoM karate ho, vaha asalI insapaikTara bhI maica meM gayA, maiM bhI DupalI jahAM sarasvatI ke mandira meM ye aMdhera calatA ho to vidyArthI meM vahAM se rASTrIya bhAvanA kaise vikasita hogI? kaise unakA jIvana paropakAra kA mandira banegA? kaise ve Apako antima samaya samAdhi dene vAle baneMge. Apa kyA unase apekSA rakhate haiM? isIlie kahA. "noTa ejyukesana baTa karekTara, jo caritra kA nirmANa kare vaha jJAna cAhie. peTa bharane ke lie kalA sIkha le yA jagata ko Thagane kI vidyA A jAye, usase koI Atma kalyANa nahIM hogA. baccoM ko dharma saMskAra ghara para de. apane ghara ko skUla jaisA banAye, baccoM kA vicAra Apa svayaM baneM. taba baccoM ke jIvana kA nirmANa hogA. skUla ke bharose Apa na raheM. sarvamaMgala mAMgalayam sarva kAranam; pradhAna sarva dharmANAm jainaMjayati zAsanam 443 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI mA AcAra kA marma parama kRpAlu AcArya zrI haribhadra sUrijI ne aneka AtmAoM ke kalyANa ke lie, aneka AtmAoM ke lakSya kI prApti meM sahayoga kI maMgala bhAvanA se isa dharma bindu grantha ke dvArA jIvana ke AcAra kA ati sundara prakAra se paricaya diyA hai. yaha paricaya jIvana ke Antarika parivartana ke lie apanI khoI huI pavitratA ko phira se prApta karane ke lie, bhaviSya meM usa parama lakSya ko prApta karane ke lie diyA hai. jIvana ke andara vyavahAra kA bahuta mahattva hai. binA vyavahAra ke jIvana cala nahIM pAtA, usa vyavahAra ko kaise sundara banAyA jAe, saMskArita kiyA jAe, usa vyavahAra ke dvArA svayaM kI AtmA ko prApta karane vAlA vaMza puruSArtha mere lie AzIrvAda rUpa bana jAe. saMsAra meM rahakara ke bhI maiM apane lakSya se patita na banUM. merA dRSTikoNa yahIM ho. jagata ko dekhane kI eka kalA mujhe mila jAe. isa bhAvanA se isa dharma sUtra kA cintana hama karate haiM. sarvaprathama jagata ko dekhane kI maMgala dRSTi AnI cAhie, jagata kyA hai, usake vAstavika padArtha taka hamArI dRSTi pahuMcI nahIM. eka bAra yadi jagata ko bhale hI Apa bhautika dRSTi se dekheM. parantu usa dRSTi meM usakA bhAvI pariNAma yadi upasthita ho, to vaha vartamAna dRSTi Apake lie AzIrvAda rUpa bana jAegI. jo padArtha Apa dekhate haiM, do eka bhI padArtha isa jagata meM sthira rahane vAle nahIM. ye jitane bhI padArtha haiM, jahAM padArtha haiM, usa vastu kA nAza hai. usakA nAza to nizcita hai. usa padArtha meM hamezA satata paryAya kA parivartana cAlU hai. paramANuoM meM satata parivartana cala rahA hai, hama bAlyAvasthA meM se yuvAvasthA meM Ae, vRddhAvasthA meM gae, kala vRddhAvasthA bhI Ane vAlI hai. avasthAoM kA parivartana usa padArtha ke andara rahe hue padArtha kA parivartana hai. jagata meM koI vastu zAzvata nahIM, sivAya AtmA ke AtmA ke guNoM ke andara paryAya kA parivartana to vahAM bhI hotA hai. parantu padArtha zAzvata hai, usakA kabhI nAza hone vAlA nahIM. __jo vastu kabhI naSTa hone vAlI nahIM, prayAsa hamezA usI ke lie honA cAhie. jo vastu naSTa hone vAlI hai, jise maiM prApta karUM, kala usakA viyoga darda paidA kare, vastu kA viyoga dukha kA kAraNa bana jAe. atadhyAna kA kAraNa bana jAe, mAnasika pIDA utpanna karane vAlI bane, aisA kyoM karanA? Aja jo prApta kiyA kala usakA viyoga darda paidA karegA. paramAtmA ne kahA-prayAsa aisA do, jisameM prApti ke bAda viyoga na ho. prApta karane ke bAda kabhI viyoga na ho. 444 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI vaha hRdaya meM kabhI darda paidA karane meM nimitta rUpa na baneM. antara-AtmA meM kabhI pIr3A utpanna na kareM isa prakAra kI prApti karanI hai. eka bAra yadi isa jIvana kA lakSya nizcita ho gayA, ki AtmA ko hI prApta karanA hai. yaha mukhya viSaya, saMsAra sAiDa sabjaikTa hai. jIvana vyavahAra ko calAne ke lie anivArya honA Avazyaka hai. yadi yahA~ taka hI dRSTi rahe to ThIka hai. hotA hai yaha ki saMsAra ko mukhya lakSya banA lete haiM. AtmA ko gauNa sabjaikTa banA lete haiM. bhUla vahAM hotI haiM hindustAna para eka bAra yUnAna ke bAdazAha ne acAnaka AkramaNa kiyA. siMdha ke rAste se ve gajarAta Ae. gajarAta saurASTra ko bahata laTA, bahata sI sampatti ikaTaThI karake ve jAne lage. jAte samaya ve rAste meM bhaTaka gae aura kaccha ke raNa meM se nikalane ke lie ve Age bar3he. bahuta bar3A registAna hai. rAste me jahA~ unhoMne apanA kaimpa lagAyA, bahuta bar3A samudAya thA bahuta vizAla saMkhyA meM Ae the garmI ke dina the mAla khajAnA bahata thA. sainikoM ne rasoI banAI bhojana kA samaya huA. jaba pAnI kI khoja kI to Asa-pAsa koI pAnI nahIM thA. sAre kaimpa meM udAsInatA A gaI. hamAre pAsa khAne kA hai, parantu pAnI hamAre pAsa nahIM hai. apane netA ke pAsa gae jo unakA grupa lIDara thA. kamANDara thA, usane kahA hamAre pAsa saba kucha hai, sonA cA~dI kA Dhera lagA hai, bar3e jevarAta bhI haiM, parantu pAnI nahIM hai. bahuta vikaTa samasyA hai. unheM mAlUma nahIM thA, pAnI kahAM milegA? mana meM cintA thI agara acAnaka AkramaNa huA to hama mAre jAeMge. sArI senA bhUkha pyAsa se tar3apane lagI. bhayaMkara garmI. kAphI saMkhyA meM sainika mara gae. thor3e se bace. ve bhI bhAge. kisI se prANa nahIM milA, sonA cA~dI se prANa nahIM milA. unake pAsa bhautika sAmagrI kI kamI nahIM thI. phira bhI binA pAnI ke prANa calA gayA. mukhya sthAna vahAM para pAnI kA thA, vahAM para dhana daulata kI kamI nahIM thI, laDane ke sAdhana kI kamI nahIM thI, saba kucha hote hue bhI unheM apanA prANa denA par3A. ___usa kSetra meM jo mUlya pAnI kA thA, hamAre jIvana meM vahI sthAna dharma kA hai. Apake pAsa sAdhana ho, baMgale gAr3I ho, saba kucha ho. parantu saMsAra ke registAna meM AtmA ko zAnti dene vAlA dharma Apake pAsa na ho to AtmA pyAsa se tar3apa kara, mara kara durgati meM calI jAeMgI. ___ jIvana to bigar3A hama mauta ko bhI bigAr3a leMge. sArA jIvana azAnti meM gayA, parantu mRtyu ke samaya bhI AtmA ko zAnti nahIM milegI. senApati ne vahAM jabAvadeha vyakti ko kahA-isakI sajA tumako bhI dI jAegI. tumako itanA bhI jJAna nahIM thA ki senA ke lie sarva prathama pAnI kI vyavasthA karanI cAhie, tumane saba intajAma kiyA, parantu pAnI nahIM milA. usakA pariNAma tamako bhoganA par3egA. mauta kI sajA tumheM milegI. yaha 445 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI tumhArI bhUla ke kAraNa ye sainika registAna meM mAre gae. sone se peTa nahIM bharatA, pyAsa nahIM bujhatI, bhautika sAdhanoM se AtmA ko tRpti nahIM milatI. prANa nahIM milatA. jIvana meM saba kucha kareM. sArI duniyAM ke mAlika bana jAeM parantu AtmA kI zAnti kahAM se lAeMge? zAnti sivAya dharma sAdhanA ke kahIM se nahIM mila sakatI. paisA Apake pAsa hai. kadAcita zarIra bImAra par3a jAe, koI vyAdhi A jAe, usa samaya Apake pAsa paisA hogA, sAdhana yA zakti hogI. eka nahIM dasa DAkTara Apa bulA sakate haiM. paise se DAkTara mila jAegA, narsiMga homa mila jAegA. paise se Apa davA maMgavA leMge, davA mila jAegI, saba kucha mila jAegA. sevA karane vAle naukara mila jAeMge. Ayu kahAM se lAeMge? jIvana kahAM se lAege? zAnti kahAM se lAeMge? jIvana kI sArI sampati bhI yadi Apa arpaNa kara deM to bhI vaha milane vAlI cIja nahIM hai. koI DAkTara aisA nahIM hai jo Ayu pradAna kara sake. yA mAnasika zAnti pradAna kara sake. AzvAsana deMge. antima samaya meM ve bhI izAre se samajhA degeM, paramAtmA kA nAma lo. sAMpa kitanA hI bila ke bAhara cale parantu jaba bila AtA hai to vaha bhI sIdhA ho jAtA hai. vyakti ke pAsa paisA A jAe, pokeTa meM garmI A jAe, dimAga meM tejI A jAe. sukha saMpati kA nazA car3ha jAe, pAgala bana jAe, saba kucha ho jAe. saMsAra meM kitanA hI TeDhA cale paranta jaba mauta AtI hai to hara vyakti sIdhA ho jAtA hai. bar3I bhArI lAcArI A jAtI hai. sAdhanA ke binA zAnti kahIM milane vAlI nahIM, ekAdhikAra hai dharma kA. dharma kI sAdhanA kareMge, mRtyu ke samaya zAnti kA anubhava milegA. paraloka jAne para sadgati milegI, sundara gati meM jAnA hogA. kama se kama vartamAna meM bhAgya ko na bigAr3e, pApa kA bhaya andara meM A jAe, to paramezvara kI prApti sarala bana jAe. ___jahAM taka pApa kA bhaya andara taka praveza nahIM karegA, taba taka ubhaya kI prApti nahIM hogI. paramezvara kA prema aura anurAga bhI nahIM milegA. garmI meM Apa jAte ho, bar3I bhayaMkara garmI ho. aisI bhayaMkara garmI meM yadi koI makAna mila jAe aura Apa usameM cale jAeM to kitanI ThaNDaka milegI. sukha kA anubhava karake garmI se baca jAeM, pApa se baca jAeM. dharma kA Azraya lene vAle ko isI taraha saMsAra ke tApa se rakSaNa milatA hai. hara roja anubhava karate haiM. rAste meM garmI lagI ki chAyA meM khaDe ho jAte haiM, zAnti milI, vizrAnti milI, mana ko tRpti milI. saMsAra eka dAvAnala haiM. pUrA saMsAra jala rahA hai, hara vyakti krodha kI Aga meM jala rahA hai, sArA saMsAra tApa se bharA hai. isa bhayaMkara tApa se rakSaNa dene vAlA mAtra dharma hai. eka bAra yadi dharma kA zaraNa grahaNa kara liyA jAe to jaise vyakti dhUpa se chAyA meM AtA hai. sukha zAnti milatI hai. usI taraha dharma sukha zAnti pradAna karane vAlA banatA hata 446 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI hai. citta ko vizrAma dene vAlA banatA hai. aisI vizrAnti ke lie dharma kA Azraya lenA par3atA hai. svayaM ko samajhAne kA prayAsa kareM, bAhara kI hara cIja ko hama jAnate haiM. bAhara kI jAnakArI hama rakhate haiM. parantu jaba bAhara kI jAnakArI prApta kareMge, vahI sahI tarIkA hogA, vahI jAnakArI vAstavika jJAna banegI. saMsAra kI jAnakArI jJAna nahIM apitu ajJAna mAnA gayA. jahAM AtmA kA ahita hotA hai, vaha jJAna hamezA ajJAna mAnA gayA hai, vaha jJAna AtmA ke lie zatru tulya bana jAtA hai. AtmA ke guNoM kA nAza karake agara jagata kI prApti karate haiM, usakA koI mUlya nahIM hai. sUtrakAra ne Antarika jagata kA paricaya baDe sundara prakAra se diyA hai. Aja taka to bAhara ke vyavahAra kA paricaya diyA. parantu sUtrakAra ne bar3I kuzalatApUrNa AMtarika hRdaya kA paricaya isa sUtra dvArA diyA. "ariSaDvargatyAgena viruddhArtha patipratyendriya jaya iti|" eka choTA sA sUtra hai aura bar3A rahasya isameM hai. jIvana kI sArI samasyA isameM rakhI gaI hai. isakA upAya bhI batalAyA hai. sUtrakAra ne bahuta vivekapUrvaka Apake jIvana kA nidAna karake, bImArI kyA hai, usakA patA lagAyA, bImArI kA paricaya diyA. kisa prakAra kI bImArI hai, usakA upacAra bhI sAtha meM batalAyA. kisa taraha kA pathya pAlana karanA, AcAra ke dvArA vaha bhI isameM batalAyA hai. vyakti hamezA bAhya dRSTi se pIDita hai. hamArI ajJAna dazA ki hama turanta mAna lete haiM, yaha merA zatru hai. parantu usane kabhI andara jhAMkakara ke nahIM dekhA ki saba se bar3A zatru to andara baiThA hai. ye bAhara ke zatru to nimitta mAtra haiM, nimitta ko dekhakara ke yadi Apa kAraNa ko bhUla gaye ki nimitta kA kAraNa kauna hai? mere karma haiM. agara mere andara karma nahIM hotA to nimitta kI upasthiti kahAM se hotI? ___ koI na koI kArya maiMne aisA kiyA jisase ina nimittoM ko maiMne janma diyA. vahI karma mukhya kAraNa hai bAhara ke zatruoM ko paidA karane kA. hamAre pAsa dRSTi kaisI honI cAhie. siMha dRSTi. kaisI? kaviyoM ne bar3I sundara kalpanA kI hai. usa kalpanA meM jIvana kI vAstavikatA hai. jIvana kA satya chipA huA hai. ___Apa siMha kA zikAra karane jAe. yadi siMha kI dRSTi meM Apa najara A jAeM, Apane agara tIra calAyA yA phAyariMga kI, yA kisI bhI prakAra ke sAdhana se usa para AkramaNa kiyA to siMha kI Adata hai, vaha tIra ko nahIM pakaDegA. bhAle barache ko nahIM pakaDegA. vaha sIdhA Apa para AkramaNa karegA. kAraNa kauna rahA hai? mArane vAle vyakti para hI siMha AkramaNa karegA. 447 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI kutte kI Adata, usakI dRSTi alaga hai. Apa yadi patthara pheMkate haiM to vaha Apako chor3a degA, patthara ko kATegA. Apa yadi lakar3I se prahAra karate haiM, Apa para prahAra nahIM karegA, lakaDI ko kATegA, hamArI aisI Adata hai. koI vyakti karma kA nimitta banakara ke AyA, Apa usase jhagar3eMge. tU mere ko aisA kahane vAlA kauna? nimitta ko le karake zvAna dRSTi kI taraha nimitta ko hI pakaDeMge. parantu jJAnI puruSa kAraNa ko pakaDeMge, nimitta ko chor3a deMge. nimitta kA janma kahAM se huA. mere karma se. antara zatruoM se? ve andara hI aTaika kareMge. antara zatruoM ko hI khatama karane kA prayAsa kareMge. bAhara ke zatru svayaM hI mara jAeMge. ghara meM svIca hotA hai hajAroM lAiTa jalate haiM, kisa kisa ko bujhAeM. mena svIca banda karie sabhI lAiTa bujha jAegI. mukhya kAraNa to apane karma haiM, antara kI vAsanA haiM, jisako lekara ke bAhara se samasyA paidA huI. bAhara kI samasyA kA samAdhAna bAhara khojane se nahIM milegA. andara kI gaharAI se hI milegA. samasyA kA samAdhAna hama bAhara khojate haiM. khojanA hai andara. inhoMne spaSTa kaha diyA ye sAre zatru apane andara meM baiThe haiM. ___ hamane bAhara se rAma kI rAmAyaNa paDhI. parantu andara se AtmA kI rAmAyaNa par3hane kA kabhI prayAsa hI nahIM kiyA. AdhyAtmika dRSTi se apanI AtmA meM svayaM rAma haiM. rAma zabda kI jo saMskRta se vyAkhyA kI hai "ramateiti rAmaH" krIDArtha, khela ke artha meM isakA paricaya diyA hai. Atma dazA meM magna raheM, Atma dazA meM krIDA kareM. Atma dazA ke paramAnanda kA anubhava prApta kareM, usa rAma zabda kA artha, apanI AtmA ke vartana meM hI rahe. AtmA svayaM rAma hai, paryAyavAcI hai. Apa AtmA kaheM yA rAma kaheM, samAnArthI hai. AdhyAtmika dRSTi se svayaM AtmA hI rAma hai. Apa meM ramA huA dharma kA prema aura dharma kA anurAga vahI hanumAna hai. rAma ke prati hanumAna kA kaisA anurAga thA. jarA gaharI dRSTi se socie, yadi aisA anurAga AtmA ke prati A jAe to jIvana hanumAna jaisA bana jAe. AtmA meM ramA huA viveka hI lakSmaNa hai. viveka dRSTi-lakSmaNa kA sAtha aura sahayoga milA, taba rAma ko bala milA. unake puruSArtha meM eka alaga prakAra kI jAgRti AI. AtmA meM ramI huI samatA, zAnti, vahI sItA hai. AtmA meM ramI huI icchA aura tRSNA, vahIM laMkA nagarI hai. andara jagata kI vahIM laMkA nagarI hai. AtmA meM ramA huA lobha hI rAvaNa hai. jo ApakI AtmA meM ramI samatA, zAnti, prema dRSTi rahate haiM. usakA haraNa isa rAvaNa ne kara liyA hai. Apa taka usake viyoga kA darda hamAre andara paidA nahIM huA. samatA to andara taka usameM ramA rAvaNa haraNa kara cukA hai. asaMtoSa aura azAnti kI Aga meM se hara roja jala rahA hU~. bAhara se prApta karane se AtmA ko zAnti yA samAdhi nahIM milegI. 448 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3 -guruvANI jaise lAbha hogA lobha bhI baDhegA, usako zakti milegI. hamane kabhI yaha vicAra nahIM kiyA ki antardazA meM rAma kA rAjya cala rahA hai yA rAvaNa kA. Aja taka hamArI antardazA meM lobha kA hI sAmrAjya hai. jaisA mana kahatA hai vaisA hI mujhe karanA par3atA hai. jaise vaha nacAtA hai, vaise hI nAcanA par3atA hai. hamArI hAlata madArI ke bandara kI taraha bahuta burI hai, lobha nacAtA hai, pApa karAtA hai, jhUTha bulavAtA hai. corI to karAtA hai. adharma ke rAste meM vahI le jAtA hai. durAcAra ke rAste meM vahI le jAtA hai. pApa kA janma sthAna lobha meM hI hai. kAzI se eka paMDita paDhakara A rahe the. rAste meM seTha maphatalAla kA ghara milA. ve pratIkSA meM the, koI mahApuruSa A jAeM. brAhamaNa puruSa A jAeM aura unakI ucita bhakti karake bhojana karU~. unakA niyama thA. usI rAste se paMDita jI Ae. baDe zuddha karmakANDI paMDita the. jaba paMDita jI mile to maphatalAla ne kahA - "Apa kahAM se Ae?" "kAzI se A rahA hU~." "kyA adhyayana kiyA?" "SaT darzana kA AcArya hU~. vedAnta kA AcArya hU~." "bahuta acchA. mere ghara ko pAvana karo." Ae, baiThAe. parantu baDe karmakANDI brAhmaNa the. hAtha se pakAkara ke khAnA unakA AcAra thA. dopahara kA samaya thA. snAna, saMdhyA karake sIdhA sAmAna nikAla karake rakha diyA. "bhojana kI sArI sAmagrI taiyAra hai. parantu Apa bahuta dUra se Ae haiM. bahuta thaka cuke hai. ApakA ceharA ApakI thakAvaTa batalA rahI hai. agara Apa kRpA kareM to maiM gharavAlI se kahUM, ApakI saba rasoI taiyAra kara deM." "maiM bhraSTa bana jAUM? dUsaroM ke hAtha kA AhAra yadi maiM karUM. to maiM bhraSTa bana jAU~gA." _"maiMne aisA eka saMkalpa kiyA hai ki agara koI brAhmaNa puruSa mere hAtha kA bhojana grahaNa kareM, kucha sonA-mohara unakI dakSiNA meM dUM." paMDita jI samajha gae ki yahAM kucha milane vAlA hai. paMDita jI ne kahA "acchA. pahale kucha dharma carcA hone do usake bAda sandhyA kAla meM bhojana kareMge. mujhe bhojana kI cintA nahIM pahale bhajana kara leM." dharmakathA calI. maphatalAla ne prazna kiyA - "paMDita jI. maiMne bahuta sAre paMDitoM se dharmakathA sunI, bahata paMDitoM kA maiMne paricaya kiyA. mujhe eka vastu kA paricaya nahIM milA, pApa ke bApa kA nAma nahI milA. ye mujhe jAnanA hai." paMDita jI ne kahA - "yaha to kisI veda meM nahIM, purANa meM nahIM milA. gItA meM nahIM. yaha to nAma maiMne bhI kabhI sunA yA paDhA nahIM." na - 449 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - "paMDita jI Apa jarA vicAra karanA aura Apake khyAla meM Ae to batalAnA, mujhe bar3I prasannatA hogI, agara yaha jAnakArI mila jAye." kathA vArtA haI. paMDita jI ke bhojana kI taiyArI zurU huI. paMDita jI ko to sonA-mohara dikha rahe the. "unhoMne kahA tuma gRhastha ho, saMsArI ho, Aja taka maiMne kabhI yaha pApa kiyA nahIM, dUsaroM ke hAtha kA bhojana nahIM kiyA. maiM to svapAkI hU~. eka bAta kA khyAla rakhanA, yadi kisI kAraNa vaza meM bhojana karatA hU~ to yaha bAta apane taka hI rakhanA." "paMDita jI usake lie Apa nizcita raheM, merA peTa bahuta bar3A hai. isa kueM meM jo bAta DAla dI vaha kabhI nikalane vAlI nahIM. sArI bhojana kI sAmagrI taiyAra ho gaI. thAlI meM mevA miSThAna rakha diyA. kahA - "paMDita jI yadi Apa mere hAtha se bhojana kareM. maiM hI Apako khilAUM to mujhe baDI prasannatA hogI." paMDita jI ne kahA - " kyA bAta karate ho? mere hAtha pAMva ko kyA lakavA mAra gayA hai." "nahIM-nahIM, paMDita jI, mere bhAva itane bar3ha rahe haiM ki aise sundara AcAra sampanna brAhmaNa kI maiM sevA bhakti karUM. apane hAtha se bhojana dUM." "tumhAre hAtha kA kiyA huA bhojana mujhe bhraSTa kara degA." __ "paMDita jI usakI cintA na kareM, merA peTa kuAM hai isameM DAla dUMgA, bAta kabhI bAhara bhI nahIM AegI." ekaeka kadama vaha apane vicAra se nIce girate cale gae. nahIM khAne jaisA AhAra unhoMne grahaNa kara liyA. apane niyama ke viruddha unhoneM kArya kiyA. paMDita jI jJAnI hokara bhI bhUla gae, jisa pApa ko merI AtmA svayaM dekha rahI ho. santa jJAnI puruSa jisa pApa ko dekha rahe hai. maiM kisase chipAUMgA. __paMDita jI bhojana karane baiThe. eka laDDU maphatalAla ne muMha meM DAla diyA, bar3e ArAma se paMDita jI ne khA liyA, sAmane dakSiNA dikha rahI thI. maphatalAla ne kahA - "maiM hAtha se bhojana karAUM, to, ikkAvana sone kI mohara dUMgA." pralobhana aisA thA, sArA pApa gopa ho gayA kauna dekhatA hai aura - hAM para maphatalAla se vizvAsa bhI prApta kara liyA ki ye bAta bAhara nahIM jAyegI. __do - cAra laDDU maphatalAla ne khilAe, khilAne ke bAda maphatalAla ne eka tamAcA paMDita jI ke gAla para lagAyA, paMDita jI kAzI se par3ha kara ke Ae the, vyAvahArika jJAna prApta kiyA thA, "AtmA kA jJAna to maiM Apa ko de rahA hU~, maiMne Apase prazna kiyA thA, pApa kA bApa kauna? paMDita jI samajha gae yaha lobha." paMDita jI ko eka tamAce meM brahma jJAna ho gayA. maiM AcAra se bhraSTa banA, apane vicAroM se patita banA. niyama ke viruddha maiMne kArya kiyA. jo pApa kiyA yaha merI AtmA ke lie kitanA khataranAka hai. Aja taka hamAre hRdaya meM lobha kA, rAvaNa kA sAmrAjya hai. sItA 450 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI kA haraNa ho cukA hai. samatA hamAre andara meM rahI nahIM. zAnti nAma kI koI cIja hamArI AtmA meM nahIM. kahAM taka usake viyoga meM raheMge, viyoga kA to darda hI paidA nahIM huA. rAma ke andara sItA ke viyoga kA darda thA, tar3apa thI, dharma yuddha thA, usake zIla ke rakSaNa ke lie, zIla ko bacAne ke lie. rAma ko koI lobha nahIM thA ki rAvaNa ko mAra kara laMkA kA mAlika bana jAUM. vahAM to lakSya thA sItA ke zIla kA rakSaNa karUM. sItA ke satItva ke rakSaNa ke lie apanA prANa de dUM. vaha dharma yuddha eka satI ke satItva ke rakSaNa ke lie thA, darda aisA thA maphatalAla ne saphalatA prApta kara lI. hamAre jIvana meM isa prakAra kA darda abhI taka paidA hI nahIM huA. antara jagata kA paricaya yahAM para diyA gayA hai. apane antara AtmA ke zatru kauna haiM? Aja taka bAhara se zatru mAnakara cale, parantu apanI AtmA ko hI zatru mAnanA hai ki sAre karma to mere andara vidyamAna haiM. karma mAtra AtmA kA zatru hai. na karane jaisA mere dvArA kiyA jAtA hai, phira nahIM bhogane jaisA mujhe hI bhoganA par3atA hai.. sajA mAlika ko milatI hai. resa korsa meM dekhA hai, ghor3e daur3ate haiM, prANa kI bAjI lagA dete haiM, daur3ane ke bAda jaba phala AtA hai use kauna le jAtA hai. dUsare dekhane vAle. ghor3e ko kyA milatA hai. ghAsa aura canA. hamArI yaha hAlata, majadUrI AtmA kare, zrama AtmA kare, naraka aura durgati meM sajA AtmA bhoge. sAre dukha darda ko sahana karake hamane parizrama se saMsAra upArjana kiyA. majA mauja letI haiM, indriyAM jinakA AtmA ke sAtha koI sambandha nahIM. viSayoM kA sevana kara mauja majA kareM sajA AtmA ko milegI merA kyA. . sajA bhogane ke lie koI bhI bhAgIdAra mileMge, yaha to jagata kA svabhAva hai. InAma meM saba bhAgIdAra mileMge. puNya ke udaya kAla meM sArI daniyA bhAgIdAra milegI. pApa meM bhAgIdAra banane ke lie koI taiyAra nahIM. laoNTarI nikala jAye lAkhoM rupayA mila jAye, parivAra meM yadi kisI ko Apa denA cAheM to dasa mila jAyeMge. sarakAra ko denA cAhe to sarakAra bhI sammAna karegI. koI manA nahIM karegA. usa puNya udayakAla meM saba bhAgIdAra bana jAyeMge. yadi kisI azubha karma ke kAraNa varSa do varSa kI sajA mila jAye koI bhAgIdAra milegA? yadi Apa sajA riTarna karane jAeM, sarakAra se nivedana kareM, Apako arpaNa karatA hU~, koI lene ko taiyAra hai? koI nahIM. pApa svayaM ko bhoganA paDA. usameM koI bhAgIdAra nahIM. indriyAM majA lUTeMgI. sajA AtmA ko bhoganI par3egI. aisA kArya maiM kyoM karUM, jisase AtmA aparAdhI bane. viveka kI isIlie AvazyakatA hai aura use lakSamaNa kI upamA dI hai. AtmA, rAma hai, viveka lakSmaNa hai, dharma kA anurAga hI hanumAna hai. andara kI samatA hI sItA hai. icchA, tRSNA, laMkA nagarI hai, lobha rAvaNa hai. usI ke samundara meM hama apanA jIvana calA rahe 451 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI haiM. rAga kA sAmrAjya hI nahIM. kahAM se Ananda milegA. AtmA ko nyAya to milatA hI nahIM jisakA pariNAma dukha darda se ghirA jIvana. rokara ke jIvana pUrA karate haiM. taDapa karake mara jAte haiM usa marane kA bhI mUlya nahIM. __ mRtyu bhI aisI honI cAhie jo dUsaroM ko preraNA de. aneka vyaktiyoM ko ApakI mauta se bhI zikSA mile. aisI mRtyu ke lie kabhI koI prayAsa nahIM kiyA. sUtrakAra ne sarva prathama AtmA ke zatru kA paricaya diyA. jahAM antara jagata ke zatru aura mitra donoM kA paricaya diyA gayA. AtmA ke guNa hI AtmA ke mitra hai. kabhI usase alaga nahIM hote. AtmA aura AtmA ke guNa kabhI alaga nahIM rahate. pAnI aura pAnI kI ThaNDaka kabhI alaga nahIM ho sakatI. Aga aura Aga kI garmI ko Apa alaga kareM to vaha alaga hone vAlA nahIM. isI taraha AtmA ke guNa darzana, jJAna, caritra, tapa, vIrya aura upayoga ye chaH lakSaNa batalAe, inase AtmA yukta hai, ve kabhI usase alaga hone vAle nahIM. hama roja dekhate hai, hamAre jIvana kI hara roja kI ghaTanA hai, hameM sikhAtI hai, hamane kabhI usa tarapha dhyAna nahIM diyA. krodha karanA, kAma kA sevana karanA, AtmA ke lakSaNa nahIM haiM, ye vaibhAvika lakSaNa haiM. bAhara se Aye karma paramANuoM kA yaha kArya hai, antarAtmA ke guNoM meM durAcAra hai hI nahIM, ve sadAcAra se paripUrNa haiM. ye to vaibhAvika lakSaNa hai. svabhAva dazA kA lakSaNa nahIM, vibhAva dazA meM bhaTakane kA lakSaNa hai. AtmA jaba vicAroM se AtmA ke vartula se bAhara calI jAye, usake bAda ye lakSaNa prakaTa hote haiM. maryAdA kA ullaMghana aura usake ye pariNAma. garma pAnI ho rahA thA, kisI kavi ne sahaja meM prazna kiyA - bhAI. tuma to ThaNDe ho, terA svabhAva zItala hai, tere andara yaha uSNatA kaise AI? garmI kaise AI? baukhalAhaTa kahAM se AI? kyoMki ubalatA hai to AvAja bhI karatA hai. aura kavi ko jabAva diyA pAnI ne - merA svabhAva baDA zItala hai. maiM svayaM ThaNDA hU~ parantu yaha bIca meM tapelA hai isalie mere andara garmI AI. mujhe ubalanA par3A. merA dharma nahIM. yaha garmI merA svabhAva nahIM hai. ye sArI uttejanA ye isa tapele ke nimitta se AI. agara ye tapelA nikala jAye to cUlhe ko camatkAra dikhalA dUM. eka kSaNa meM Aga bujhA dUM. ___AtmA svabhAva se zAnta hai, zItala hai. uttejanA usakA lakSaNa nahIM. krodha, viSaya AtmA ke lakSaNa nahIM. parantu AtmA ne kahA-maiM kyA karUM? yaha mana kA tapelA bIca meM aisA baiThA hai. yaha nimitta itanA khataranAka hai ki jagata kI utejanA aura garmI mere andara A jAtI hai, sArI uSNatA mere andara A jAtI hai. mana ke tapele ko AtmA se kaise nikAlanA hai vicAra kareM. sarva prathama yahAM AtmA ke zatru kA paricaya diyA. AtmA kA prathama zatru kAma hai. 452 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI "kAma, krodha, lobha, mAna, mada, IrSyA ye cha: antastha SaTaripu haiM. cha: kA grupa hai. ye saba milakara ke Aja taka hameM saMsAra meM nacAte cale A rahe haiM. madArI ke bandara kI taraha Aja taka nAcate cale Aye. izAre para nacAtA hai. dukAna meM dekhie hama nAcate haiM. ___ "karma nacAvata timahI nAcata" jaise ye nacAye vaise hameM nAcanA paDatA hai. nartakI kI taraha nAcate haiM. dukAna meM nAcate haiM, makAna meM nAcate haiM jarA sI prApti huI. nAcane vAlI ko inAma dIjie aura khuza hokara ke nAcatI hai aura jyAdA prasanna hogI. mana kA svabhAva aisA hai, nartakI kI taraha roja nAcate haiM. nRtya karate haiM jarA sA saMsAra kA inAma milA, do paisA milA, vApisa nAcate haiM dugunI zakti ke sAtha. yadi Apa nartakI zabda ko auMdhA kara deM to baDA sundara camatkAra ho jAyegA. nartakI zabda hai usako auMdhA karie kyA banatA hai-kIrtana, yadi paramAtmA kA guNagAna aura hari kIrtana A jAye, AtmA ke guNoM kA kIrtana yadi zurU ho jo, to camatkAra kitanA sundara hogA. yaha karma Apake sAmane nAcane lagegA. jaisA Apa nacAeM, vaise karma nAcegA. nartakI ko kabhI auMdhA karane kA prayAsa hI nahIM kiyA ki kIrtana bana jAye aura jIvana kI ArAdhanA meM mai svayaM kA mAlika bana jAUM. karma merA gulAma bana kara rahe. karma to rahegA. mujhe eka vyakti ne kahA - "Apa kahate haiM sAdhu santa svataMtra rahate haiM. AjAda hote haiM. karma to Apake Upara bhI hai. hamAre jaise saMsAriyoM ke Upara bhI karma vidyamAna hai. donoM jagaha karma kI upasthiti haiM, phira Apa kahate haiM hama svataMtra haiM, yaha svatantratA kisa prakAra kI hai?" maiMne kahA - "ApakI bAta sahI hai, karma andara hai, jahAM taka saMsAra meM hU~, vaha samaavasthA hai, apUrNa avasthA hai, vahAM taka karma kA sAmrAjya to andara rahegA. parantu prakriyA meM antara A jAyegA." pUchA - "kaise. maineM kahA - "Apane rAste meM dekhA hogA pUrNa lasa gunahagAra ko pakar3akara le jAtI hai. aparAdhiyoM ko hathakar3I lagAkara le jAtI hai. Apa mujhe batalAiye usa samaya pulisa kahAM rahatI hai. pIche najara ke sAmane aparAdhI hotA hai. hathakar3I lagA dete haiM, pIche pakar3akara pulisa vAle calate haiM. pulisa to hai." ___ "kabhI koI mantrI nikalatA ho, usa samaya para bhI pulisa hotI hai, donoM jagaha pulisa hai, vahAM para pulisa Age rahatI hai. rakSaNa ke lie pahale se vyavasthA rahatI hai donoM jagaha pulisa hai, mantrI cale to bhI pulisa, cora ko pakar3e vahAM bhI pulisa." saMsArI aura sAdhu meM itanA hI antara hai. saMsArI AtmAoM ke sAtha kyoM aparAdhI kI taraha kArya karatA hai. hathakar3I lagA kara DorI apane hAtha meM rakhatA hai. yaha najara se kahIM 453 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - bAhara nA calA jAye, parantu sAdhu santa AjAda isalie hai ki vahAM karma Age calatA hai unakI khidamata meM rahatA hai, unake Adeza kA pAlana karatA hai, AMkha ko kahA nahIM dekhanA. majAla hai AMkha dekha le. kAnoM ko Adeza diyA galata zabda nahIM sunanA, saba daravAje banda ho jAyeM. jubAna ko kahA tumheM khAnA nahIM. isa kA tyAga, svAda kA poSaNa nahIM karanA, zarIra kA poSaNa karanA hai, jIbha cupa ho jAtI hai, jarA bhI upadrava nahIM karatI. parantu Apako rAste meM jAte hue mana ke anurUpa vastu mila jAye, jIbha kahe mujhe khilAo turanta khAne laga jAyeM. rAste meM kahIM sinemA kA posTara najara AyA aura AMkha ne kahA majhe dikhAo. taranta dekheM kisI sandara mahaphila meM gIta sanA, kAna ne kahA baiTha jAo. baiTha gaye. kaisI gulAmI. sAdhu kabhI isa gulAmI meM nahIM rahate. isIlie karma hamAre sAmane calatA hai. sAdhu ke AdezAnusAra kArya karatA hai. maujUda jarUra hai parantu kArya meM antara milegA. antarAtmA meM hamArA sabase prabala zatru anAdi anaMta kAla se kAma hai. anAdi kAlIna maithuna saMjJA. viSayoM se bharI huI AtmA hai. aura paramAtmA ne isakA bar3A sundara upAya batalAyA. kAma ko kAma se jIto. mana ko kabhI khAlI na rakho, ekAnta kabhI na do, jisase vaha viSaya cintana karane laga jAye. galata vicAra Ane laga jAye. kahIM na kahIM sundara kArya meM, pravRti meM mana ko jor3a kara cale. acche-acche vyaktiyoM ko calAyamAna kara diyA. vizvAmitra jaise RSi varSoM se jaMgala meM tapa karane vAle, kanda mUla to kyA, sUkhe patte khAkara apanA nirvAha karate the, vahAM para bhI unako nahIM chor3A, jo mAla khAte hoM, aura aisI jagaha para rahate hoM, vahAM kyoM chor3egA. mana ko samajhAnA paDegA viSayoM ko kamajora karane ke lie. ghara ke andara santa tulasI dAsa rAma ke parama bhakta meM kaisA parivartana AyA, eka zabda kA prahAra unake jIvana ko parivartana karane vAlA bana gayA. kaI bAra eka zabda kI coTa Apa ko jagA detI hai. zabda kA prahAra antas cetanA ko jagAne kA sAdhana bana jAtA hai. kaI bAra aisI ghaTanAeM dekhane ko milatI hai. gAMva kA eka sabase bar3A badamAza, bar3A upadravI vyakti thA. pUrA gAMva usase DaratA thA, baDA bhayaMkara khUkhAra vyakti thAM eka sAdhu kahIM se ghUmate hue vahAM Aye. jaise hI unakA AnA huA gAMva ke logoM ne zikAyata kI ki aisA badamAza vyakti hai, use Apa samajhAeM. gAMva ke ekAnta meM jAkara vaha sAdhu baiTha gayA. kahA - maukA dekhakara use samajhAUMgA. kucha dina bIte. badamAza vyakti thA kahIM se corI karake AyA. zmazAna ke andara hI eka devI kA mandira thA, vahIM usakA aDDA thA. jaise hI vahAM vaha vyakti pahaMcA, santa dhyAnastha baiThe the. andara meM pUrNa jAgRta the. vyakti AyA, Ane ke sAtha samajha gaye ki vahI vyakti hai jisake lie gAMva vAloM ne kahA thA. pUrA gAMva jisase DaratA hai. 454 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI DAkTara baDA dayAlu hotA hai, marIja kaisA bhI vyavahAra kare to bhI DAkTara sahana karake usakA upacAra karatA hai. bAlaka ko injekzana dete haiM bAlaka royegA, mAM ko thappaDa lagAyegA: hara taraha se bacane kI koziza karegA. parantu DAkTara kA hRdaya baDA dayAlu hotA hai, vaha bAlaka kI ceSTA para dhyAna nahIM detA, vaha to injekzana lagAyegA. sAdhu santa bhI baDe dayAlu hote haiM. aise galata vyaktiyoM ke prati jarA bhI dhyAna nahIM dete. vaha to bolegA saMsArI AtmA hai, sAdhu eka zabda nahIM bolA. jarA garma kara bolA - "tU kauna hai? apanA paricaya to de? santa ne kahA - eka vyakti kI intajAra meM yahAM baiThA hUM. kisI kI pratIkSA meM maiM baiThA hU~, "kisI kA intajAra kara rahA hai yahAM baiThe? kauna AegA? agara kisI vyakti kI khoja karanI hai to zahara meM jAo. gAMva meM jAo, makAna kA patA lekara ke use khojo, taba milegA, yahAM thor3I milane vAlA hai." "are bhAI. maiM kahAM jAUM? kahAM bhaTakaM? maiMne socA, yahIM baiTha jAUM milegA to sahI, Aja nahIM to kala. tuma jAnate ho, yaha zmazAna hai. nizcita patA hai, khoyA vyakti yahIM AyegA. mujhe khojane kI koI jarUrata nahIM, binA khoje yahAM lAyA jAyegA. isIlie usakI pratIkSA meM yahA baiThA hU~." isa eka zabda kA asara usake hRdaya para aisA kara gayA, caraNoM meM gira gayA phira use samajhAyA, akla A gaI. eka zaitAna bhI santa bana gayA. zabda kA prahAra aisA hotA hai, ApakI suSupta cetanA ko jAgRta kara detA hai. santa tulasI dAsa parivAra meM rahate the. eka sadagRhastha the. saMyoga se patnI kA jaba viyoga huA, ve viyoga ke darda ko sahana nahIM kara pAye. bharI nadI, bAr3ha AI huI thI. parantu strI ke viyoga ne aisA darda paidA kiyA ki rAtri meM ghara se nikala gae sasurAla jAne ke lie. nadI taira kara ke pahaMca gaye. ghara ke nIce gae, eka sarpa laTaka rahA thA. DorI kA, bhrama samajhakara usakA Azraya liyA. aisA kara ke pichale daravAje se Upara pahuMca gae. bhayaMkara aMdhakAra se bharI rAtri, barasAta kI rAta acAnaka ghara meM isa prakAra se AnA. apanI strI ko jagAyA, camaka kara uThI kauna hai? "-tulasI dAsa." "-yahAM itanI rAtri meM kaise Aye?" "-tumhArA prema yahAM khIMcakara to AyA." "-nadI meM to bADha AI huI hai?" ." mujhe kucha nahIM dikhA. viSaya kI bAr3ha meM jagata najara hI nahIM AtA hai." "-yahAM kaise car3ha gaye?" prakAza lekara dekhA to sarpa laTaka rahA hai. OU 455 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Cyanmandir -guruvANI ". mujhe kucha nahIM mAlUma maiM to DorI samajha karake car3ha gayA." santa tulasI dAsa kI strI aisI satI thI, eka zabda unako kahA aura tulasI dAsa santa bana gaye. sArA viSaya khatma ho gayA. rAtri ke samaya santa tulasI dAsa se unakI patnI ne kahA - ki tuma mere viyoga kA darda sahana nahIM kara pAye, aura isa bhayaMkara rAtri meM nadI taira karake, sAMpa pakaDa kara ke mere yahAM A gae. maiM kahatI sApa pakaDa kara kamara yahA A gae. ma kahatI ha jarA dhyAna denA. asthi carmamaya deha yaha, tAsoM aisI priiti|| aisI jo raghunAtha meM, to na hota bhava bhiiti|| yaha unakI patnI kA kathana thA. hADa mAMsa khUna se bharA zarIra, mala mUtra. yaha unakI patnI kA kathana thA. ki yaha mala mUtra se bharA, gandagI se bharA zarIra isa para tumako itanA rAga hai, itanA prema hai.. agara yaha prema paramAtmA se ho jAye to bhava sAgara tara jAo. usI samaya santa tulasI dAsa vahAM se lauTa gaye. ghara bAra chor3a diye. vairAgya prApta kara liyA. prema rAma kA prema bana gayA. eka zabda kI mAra ne usakI AtmA ko jagA diyA. kaba kauna sA zabda coTa kara jAye, apanI AsthA ko jagA de aura paramAtmA kA anurAga paidA kara de, isI bhAvanA se yahAM zAbdika prahAra usa AcArya ne sUtra ke dvArA diyA. kahA ki jagata meM sabase zatru AtmA kA kAma hai. kAma ke rakSaNa kA parama mitra krodha sAtha meM hI rahatA hai. prati kSaNa jalAtA hai. sArI AtmA ke vaibhava, sampatti ko jalA kara rAkha kara detA hai. anAdikAla se ina zatruoM kA isa para adhikAra hai. makAna meM rahA huA Apake bhAr3e meM rahane vAle kirAyedAra. agara Apa nikAlane kA vicAra kareM to AdhA jIvana calA jAtA hai. use nikAlane meM pokeTa khAlI karanA paDatA hai. to bhI nikale yA nahIM nikale. eka sAmAnya kirAyedAra ko nikAlane meM bhI yaha dikkata, jinakA anAdi kAla se AtmA para adhikAra hai, vaha kaise nikala jAyegA. kucha upAya kiyA aura calA jAyegA. isa bhUla meM mata rahanA. nikAlane kA satata prayAsa karanA par3egA. eka bhava nahIM aneka bhavoM kI sAdhanA samarpita karanI par3egI. taba isa gulAmI se Apa chUTeMge. kAma, krodha donoM AtmA ke bhayaMkara zatru haiM. kArya karavA dete haiM. viSaya meM andhA banA vyakti kitanA bhayaMkara anartha karatA hai. krodha apanI AtmA kA kitanA bar3A nAza kara detA hai. Apako jalAkara ke andara se rAkha kara detA hai. kabhI hamane zArIrika, mAnasika, AdhyAtmika tInoM dRSTi se nukasAna karane vAle isa krodha ke bAre meM, jise jahara mAnA gayA, amRta kI taraha roja isakA sevana karate haiM, kabhI socA. ___ vyakti socatA hai - krodha se merA rakSaNa hotA hai, Apake jIvana kI barabAdI hotI hai jo tAkata prema meM hai, jise rasAyana mAnA gayA. Tonika mAnA gayA, AtmA ko puSTa karane kA parama sAdhana mAnA gayA. hama usakI to upekSA karate haiM, prema ko hama kamajorI samajhate 456 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI haiM. kamajorI nahIM, bahuta bar3I tAkata hai usake andara krodha karake dUsaroM para roba DAlakara / hama use bahAdurI mAnate haiM. yaha bahAdurI nahIM vaha ApakI kamajorI ke lakSaNa hai., vaha kAyaratA hai. mahAvIra ne kahA - "zatruoM ko khatma karane kA kabhI prayAsa mata karo, zatrutA baDhegI. zatrutA ko hI khatma kara do sAre zatru miTa jAyeMge, andara se zatrutA ko miTA dIjie. bAhara ke sAre zatru miTa jAyeMge. yadi bAhara se zatruoM ke nAza kA upAya kiyA to zatrutA baDhegI. vaira kI paramparA baDhegI. andara se zatrutA ko hI khatma kara dIjie tAki bAhara ke sAre zatru mitravat bana jAyeM. zatruoM kA vyavahAra mitroM jaisA bana jAyeM." tulasI dAsa kI bhASA meM yadi kahUM : krodha mAna mada lobha kI, jaba taka mana meM khAna. kA paDita kA mUrakha, donoM eka samAna. yaha santa kA kathana hai, cAhe kitanA hI bar3A vidvAna ho yadi andara meM krodha, mAna, mada, harSa, mAyA, inakI khAna ho jAye to paMDita aura mUrkha donoM eka samAna mAne gaye haiM. maphatalAla baDA hoziyAra thA, bar3A cAlAka thA. parantu cAlAkI kahIM na kahIM to pakar3I jAyegI. relave eksIDeMTa ke andara maphatalAla ne bhI buddhi calAI kyoM na muphta kA lAbha liyA jAye. klema likhA diyA. DAkTara ke pAsa gayA, paise dekara pramANapatra likhavA liyA . merA hAtha kAma nahIM karatA. 50 hajAra kA klema kara diyA. isa durghaTanA meM mere hAtha ko coTa AI. coTa ke kAraNa hAtha se kucha kAma nahIM kara sakatA. bekAra baiThA hU~ 50 hajAra rupaye kA klema. sarakArI vakIla ne sArI bAta sunI. jaba kAla ijalAsa huA usa samaya para vakIla baDe hoziyAra hote hai. ulaTa pulaTa kara jaba bAta nikAlI. kahA - "maphata lAla. yaha bAta mai mAnatA hU~, tamhAre hAtha para coTa AI. hakIkata hai, tuma baiDeMja bAMdha kara Aye, DAkTara kA pramANapatra lekara Aye, saba kabUla. tuma kahate ho, hAtha se kAma nahIM hotA. hAtha UMcA nahIM hotA, parantu eksIDenTa se pahale tumhArA hAtha kitanA UMcA hotA thA." "itanA." pakaDA gayA. Apa kitanI bhI cAlAkI kareM, kitanI hI buddhi daur3AeM kahIM na kahIM to besa milegA. lUja pvAITa milegA, vyakti pakar3A jAtA hai. Adata se lAcAra binA lar3e, roTI pacatI nahIM, hajama hotI nahIM. roja ghara meM mahAbhArata calatA hai roja donoM pati patnI meM, donoM korTa meM hAjira hote. kabhI pitA, putra. kabhI bhAI-bhAI Ate. jaja ne pUchA - "maphata lAla yaha kyA kAraNa hai? roja tumhArI hAjirI korTa meM hotI di 457 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI hai. isa prakAra se zAyada maMdira bhI nahIM jAte. kitanI hAjirI isa korTa meM hotI hai?" jaja ne aise hI Azcarya se pUchA - "kabhI tuma eka bhI hae yA roja lar3ate rahate ho." "jIvana meM eka bAra hama saba parivAra ke loga eka ho gaye the." "kaise?" "ghara meM Aga lagI thI, rAta kA samaya thA, saba eka ho gaye the." agara itanI bhI akla apane andara A jAye ki andara krodha kI Aga lagI hai, usa samaya yadi apane andara ekatA A jAye. usa samaya yadi saMgaThana kI bhAvanA A jAye. usa samaya eka hokara ke saba apanA-apanA kArya kareM, nahIM to yaha krodha to nAza karegA hI. acche-acche mahApuruSoM kI sAdhanA ko jalA kara rAkha kara DAlA. kyA tAkata hai ki isa Aga meM svayaM kA rakSaNa kareM. __kisI bhI hAlata meM apanI AtmA kA mujhe rakSaNa karanA hai. svAmI rAmatIrtha jI amerikA se lauTa karake A rahe the. bahuta bar3e gaNita ke prophesara the. saMnyAsa le liyA thA, bar3e masta vyakti the. hAMga kAMga ke andara apane eka mitra ke ghara Thahare. Aja se assI varSa pahale. jyAdAtara makAna vahAM lakar3I ke hote the. mitra kA baMgalA bhI lakaDI kA thA. rAtri meM acAnaka hI par3osa meM bhayaMkara Aga lagI. loga sahayoga dene gaye. Aga bujhAne ke lie ghara ke sAmAna ko bacAne ke lie. par3osiyoM ne milakara ke unakA sAmAna bacAyA. saba kucha bacAyA. kisI ne pUchA - "isa makAna kA mAlika kahAM hai?" vaha to bhUla hI gae. mAlika jala kara andara rAkha ho gayA. rAmatIrtha ne DAyarI meM likhA "sAmAna bacA liyA gayA, mAlika jalakara rAkha ho gayA" hamArI bhI aisI Adata. krodha kI Aga meM becArA AtmA rAma bhAI to jalatA hai ora saMsAra bacA liyA jAtA hai dukAna, makAna, parivAra, ye saba bAhara kI cIjeM haiM, parantu krodha kI Aga meM andara kA mAlika jala rahA hai, kabhI dhyAna gayA udhara? makAna kA mAlika jala jAye aura sAmAna bacA le, to sAmAna bacAne kA mUlya kyA? ___ AtmA yadi krodha, kI Aga meM jala kara rAkha bana jAye, saMsAra ko Apa bacAte rahe to bacAne kA koI mUlya nahIM. lakSya to AtmA ko bacAne kA honA cAhie. eka-eka zatra AtmA ke lie khataranAka mAnA gayA. kAma, krodha, lobha, mAna, mada, phira saMsAra ko prApta karane meM prasannatA va harSa. AtmA kI prasannatA alaga cIja hai, usameM vikAra bharA huA hai. pradUSita vAyu hai. usakA pAna karanA svAsthya ke lie ghAtaka hai. zuddha vAyupAna jo AtmA kI prasannatA kahalAtI hai, use prasannatA kI puSTi kA sAdhana mAnA gayA. aisA harSa bhI nahIM honA cAhie jo pApa se upArjita kiyA ho. pApa se upArjita kI prasannatA AtmA ke lie ghAtaka hai. ye cha: AtmA ke parama zatru haiM, ina zatruoM se mujhe AtmA kA rakSaNa karanA hai. of 458 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3 -guruvANI AtmA ke mitra aura zatru kA paricaya dUM. kahAM ApakA vAstavika upacAra ho sakatA hai. kahAM se roga ko miTAyA jA sakatA hai, use batalA dUM. sArI bImArI kI davA yahAM hotI hai. jitane bhI sAdhu santa haiM, ye cikitsaka haiM. sabase baDe vaidya to tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ko mAnA gayA. jagata ke sAre rogoM kI davA ve jAnate haiM aura upAya batalAte haiM. unake AdhIna rahakara ke sevA arpaNa karane vAle DAkTara sAtha haiM. paramAtmA tIrthaMkara kI tAkata sahAyaka hai. jo jagata ke sabase bar3e sarjana haiM. jo jagata se mukta kara deM, vaha jAnakArI paramAtmA meM hai. unakI AjJAnusAra AtmA ko nIroga karane vAle nirgrantha sAdhu haiM. hamAre DAkTara jitane bhI mileMge. graMthi rahita nirgrantha sAdhu mileMge. unake andara jarA bhI bhautika pralobhana nahIM. sevA ke dvArA samarpita Arogya ko dene vAle sAdhu hote haiM. hamArI jo AdhyAtmika cikitsAlaya hai, satsaMga bAjAra krodha kaise zAnta kiyA jAye, upAya hai. koI aisI bImArI nahIM ki jisakI davA na ho. tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ne apane jJAna se saba upacAra batalAyA. Aja ke DAkTara bhale hI zarIra ke lie khoja karate hoM, adhUrA jJAna hogA. bahuta sI bImAriyoM kI jAnakArI nahIM hogI. davA nahIM hogI. abhI unakI khoja cAlU hai. tIrthaMkara bhagavAna ne to sAre roga jAna liye. pahacAna lie. usakA upacAra batalA diyA. use khatma karane kA rAstA batalA diyA. kAma kaise mare yaha bImArI. yaha bImArI kaise calI jAye. vAyarasa kaise khatma kiyA jAye. krodha ko kaise zAnta kiyA jAye: jvara hai. krodha ko jvara kI upamA dI gaI hai. kitanA bhI samajhAiye ye nahIM mAnegA. Apako eka sau cAra DigrI bukhAra ho, usa samaya ApakA koI mitra Diza lekara ke Aye, gulAba jAmuna, rasagullA, samosA yadi kisI Diza meM lA karake de, Apako rucikara lagegA? usakI gaMdha bhI apriya lagegI. jabaradastI khilAe to vomiTa ho jAyegI. pitta vikRta bana jAtA hai. usako le kara ke svAda bhI vikRta bana jAyegA. khAne kI ruci khatma ho jAyegI. usa bukhAra meM kitanI hI sundara bhojana kI sAmagrI hI lAkara ke diyA jAye to, dekhanA bhI pasanda nahIM. usakI khuzabU bhI pasanda nahIM. vomiTa ho jAye. hamArI yaha sthiti hai. mai roja sundara se sundara AtmA kA bhojana lekara AUM. "jJAnAmRtaM bhojnm"| jo AtmA kA bhojana hai. Diza meM sajA karake lAUM. eka ghaNTe taka pasInA utArUM. pravacana daM. Apake sAmane AtmA kI khurAka rakhaM, vrata, niyama, sadAcAra satya yaha saba AtmA ke ati sundara bhojana haiM, eka bAra yadi AtmA grahaNa kare, tRpta bana jAye, ati svAdapUrNa hai. parantu abhI taka bukhAra kama nahIM huA, apanA Diza pleTa vApisa lenA par3atA hai. yaha bukhAra jaba kama hogA taba khAne kI ruci paidA hogI. agara viSaya kA jvara nahIM 459 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI jAyegA, krodha kA jvara jahAM taka zAnta nahIM hogA, vahAM taka dharma kI ruci paidA nahIM hogI. vahAM taka isa AhAra meM Ananda nahIM AyegA. prasannatA nahIM AyegI. abhI taka to yahI nidAna cala rahA hai ki krodha ke jvara ko kaise zAnta kiyA jAye. yaha Taimprecara kaise DAuna ho. yadi eka bAra Taimprecara calA jAye, svayaM Apako bhUkha lagegI. upAya batalAeMgA, Aja to samasyA batalAI, kala upAya batalAuMgA. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" jaba taba apane pApoM ke prati rudana prakaTa na ho, taba taka bhItarI malinatA kA prakSAlana nahIM hogA aura jaba taka citta kI zuddhi nahIM ho jAtI, sAdhanA kA siddhi asambhava hai. ataH Aja yaha atyanata upAdeya hai ki paramAtmA ke patha kI jijJAsA tIvra bane, saMsAra kI Asakti kama ho aura apane pApoM ke prati bhava va rudana ho. 460 For Private And Personal Use Only

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n EUNA guruvANI: brahmacarya kA marma parama kRpAlu AcArya bhagavanta zrI hari bhadra sUri jI ne isa dharma bindu graMtha ke mAdhyama se AtmA kI ananta zakti kA paricaya diyA. AtmA kI una mUrcchita zaktiyoM ko jAgRta karane kA parama sAdhana ina sUtroM ke dvArA diyA. jAgRti kA upAya aura paricaya ina sUtroM dvArA diyA. jagata kA vyavahAra kisa prakAra dharmamaya baneM, AcaraNa aura dharma kI bhUmikA para apanA jIvana kisa prakAra upasthita ho, usakA bar3A sundara vivecana diyA hai. jagata kI utpatti kA kAraNa, jagata kI prApti kA kAraNa, karma ko AmantraNa dene kA nimitta, isa sUtra dvArA batalAyA hai. agara vyakti meM jAgRti kA abhAva rahA, yadi AtmA viveka se nya hai. to isakA pariNAma karma ko AmantraNa milatA haiM, isake Agamana kA dvAra khulatA hai. mUrchitAvasthA meM karma kA praveza sarala bana jAtA hai. inhoMne usa dvAra ko banda karane kA sAdhana evaM upacAra bhI batalAyA hai. Aja taka hamArI bAhya dRSTi hI rahI, jagata kyA karatA hai? isa carcA meM hamane jIvana pUrA kara diyA. kabhI antara jagata meM jAkara apane zatru kA paricaya kiyA ki merI AtmA ke sabase prabala zatru kauna haiM? usakA koI paricaya prApta nahIM kiyA. dUsarA vyakti kauna hai? isa paricaya ke lie kAphI samaya diyA, maiM kauna hUM? yaha jAnane kA hamAre pAsa avakAza nahIM hai. jIvana kI yaha sabase bar3I bhUla hai ki hama svayaM ko pahacAna nahIM pAye. eka bAra yadi hamane AtmA ke mUla svarUpa ko pahacAna liyA hotA to Aja yaha samasyA nahIM rahatI. sArI gar3abar3I yahIM se paidA hotI hai. antara zatru chaH prakAra ke batalAye. sarvaprathama anAdi ananta kAlIna jo hamArI saMjJA hai, usa saMjJA kA paricaya diyA kAma ke dvArA. ariSDvarga vyAgenAviruddhArtha pratipacyendriya jaya iti ina cha: zatruoM para vijaya prApta karane kA upAya isameM batalAyA, ye antaraMga zatru haiM. hama bAhara ke zatruoM kI cintA karate haiM, bAhara ke zatruoM se mukAbalA karane kA prayAsa karate haiM. kArya ko naSTa karane ke lie jIvana paryanta hama prayatna karate haiM. parantu kAraNa ko yadi khatma kara diyA jAye to kArya svayaM naSTa ho jAye. usakA kAraNa hai svayaM kA karma. andara se hI karma ko khatma kara diyA jAye to bAhara ke sAre kArya naSTa ho jAeMge. ye kArya aura kAraNa kA paricaya isa mahApuruSa ne diyA. sAre jagata meM kleza kA kAraNa yahI hai. kAma ko aneka artha meM liyA gayA hai. kisI bhI vastu ko prApti karane kI yadi abhilASA ho jAye aura vastu meM yadi Asakti A jAye. to vaha eka prakAra kA viSaya haiM, kAma ke antargata hai. ina zatruoM kA eka dUsare ke sAtha bar3A nikaTa kA sambandha hai. ye eka hI parivAra ke sadasya haiM. - jayala ADAM 461 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI mAkha hamezA eka dUsare se pUraka rahe. kAma kI prApti na huI to krodha upasthita ho jAyegA. krodha se kAma nahIM calatA to mada A jAyegA. usakA sAtha dene vAlA. yahAM taka bhI kAma nahIM huA to Age aura mitra haiM mAna. aura bhI Age bar3hakara na jAne unake parivAra meM aura kitane haiM? bahuta bar3A parivAra hai. una saba kI upasthiti ho jAyegI. saba milakara ke AtmA ko parAjita karane kA prayAsa kareMge. sadavicAra ko naSTa kara dene kA, ApakI bhAvanA ko khatma kara dene kA sadaiva inakA prayAsa rahegA. bAhara kA pralobhana aisA hai ki vahAM andara kA AkarSaNa lupta ho jAtA hai. kyoMki hamArI dRSTi bAhya hai. Aja taka hama bAhara hI dekhate Aye haiM, bAhara se hI vastu prApta karane kA prayAsa kiyA hai. Antarika vaibhava kA, Antarika guNoM kA Aja taka paricaya prApta nahIM kiyA. kabhI yaha nahIM socA ki maiM svayaM ke lie kacha samajha. svayaM ke lie kacha jAnane kA prayAsa karU. agara yaha prayAsa kiyA hotA to pUrNatA nizcita mila jAtI. eka zabda ke andara parivartana A gayA aura tulasI dAsa santa bana gaye. upadeza dene vAlA bhI koI aura nahIM unakI dharmapatnI. ki tumako mere prati jitanA anurAga hai yaha anurAga yadi paramAtmA ke prati A jAye to tuma dhanya bana jAo. tumhArA jIvana dhanya bana jAe. isa zabda kI coTa aisI lagI. usI kSaNa unake andara kA zaitAna calA gayA. aura santa prakaTa ho gayA. jahAM sadAcAra hogA, vahAM santa bananA to nizcita hai. santa banane ke lie zaitAna se saMgharSa karanA paDegA. ye viSaya aura kAma, krodha aura mAna saba zaitAna haiM. kabhI santa banane nahIM dete, antara dvAra ko kabhI kholane nahIM dete. kabhI antara dRSTi dene kA ye prayAsa nahIM karate. aMdhA banA karake rakhate haiM. viSaya ke andara eka prakAra kA andhApana AtA hai. jisa aMdhere meM Apa bAhara dekha sakate haiM. parantu andara dRSTi nahIM jAyegI. jIvana kI sabase bar3I kamajorI hyUmana vikanesa mAnA gayA, vyakti yahAM Akara nirbala bana jAtA hai, sArI sAdhanA usakI kSINa ho jAtI hai. kAma kA AkarSaNa hI aisA hai. bhagavAna mahAvIra ke zabdoM meM kahA jAya to sAdhu puruSoM ne jo maryAdA banAI aura usa maryAdA meM rahane kA nirdeza diyA. bhagavAna ke anusAra caritra kA prANa brahmacarya hai, sadAcAra. "prANabhUtaM cAritrasya pAramArthika kAraNam" AtmA ko upArjana karane kA, sabakI prApti kA, sabase bar3A sAdhana jIvana meM brahmacarya kI upAsanA hai, kAma para vijaya prApta karanA hai. sAdhutA vahIM para hai. jahAM caritra calA gayA vahAM sugandha paidA nahIM hogI. durgandha paidA hogI. durAcAra durgandha utpanna karatA hai. sadAcAra agarabattI kI taraha jIvana ko sugandhamaya banAtA hai. ROPIC 462 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI paramAtmA kA nirdeza hai : "cittaM jijAye, nArIvA sola kipana" kisI bhI strI jAti kA citra bhI najara A jAe to bhI sadAcArI AtmA dRSTi kA saMyama rakhatA hai. sUrya ke sAmane yadi dRSTi calI jAe to kaise jhuka jAte haiM. sadAcArI AtmA ko apane saMyama ke rakSaNa ke lie, kAma ke AmantraNa se rakSaNa ke lie, dRSTi ke saMyama kA nirdeza diyA. turanta dRSTi nIcI honI cAhiye. kadAcit dRSTi meM koI A bhI jAye to bhI vikAra kA praveza na ho. ___mAM zabda mahAmantra hai, jaise hI Apa isa zabda kA ucAraNa kareMge. viSaya mUrcchita ho jAyegA. svAmI rAma kRSNa sadAcArI jIvana meM itane jAgRta the ki zAradA maNi unakI dharma patnI thI. vyavahAra se. parantu svayaM ke antara meM itane jAgRta the ki patnI ko bhI mAM kaha kara bulAte. bAhara ke jagata kA itanA jJAna unhoMne prApta nahIM kiyA - sAdhanA ke dvArA hI unhoneM antara jagata kA jJAna prApta kiyA - svayaM ko jAnane kA hI prayAsa kiyA. unhoMne kahA - jagata se merA kyA matalaba? unakI strI bhI AtI to bhI mAM kahakara hI bulAte. itihAsa meM yaha ghaTanA aura kahIM nahIM milegI. apanI dharmapatnI ke prati bhI mAM kI dRSTi, taba jAkara ke vaha zakti paidA hotI hai, yaha bar3I apUrva zakti hai. isa zakti kA sarjana brahmacarya ke sAdhana dvArA prApta kiyA jAtA hai. siMha kI santAna phira siMha hI paidA karatI haiM. vivekAnanda ko paidA karane vAle saMnyAsa jIvana dene vAle rAmakRSNa the. isa sadAcArI jIvana kI prApti unake Adarza se huI, isa bAta kI kriyA dvArA aisI mUrcchita zaktiyoM ko jAgRti kiyA gayA. sArI duniyA ko batalA diyA ki yaha kyA zakti hai. unakI AvAja meM bolA karatI, jo tAkata thI. amerikA meM vizvadharma sammelana meM jaba ve gaye, kaI jagaha vyAkhyAna ke AmantraNa mile. apUrva zakti to guru kRpA se milI thI. eka vyakti ne prazna kiyAH AdhyAtmika zakti kA hama paricaya dekhanA cAhate haiM. vyAvahArika, saiddhAntika nahIM. hAMlAki sAdhu santa kabhI pradarzana nahIM karate. ve to sva darzana meM hI rahate haiM. sAdhanA koI jAdU nahIM ki logoM ko dikhAkara AkarSita kare. logoM ko AkarSita karane kI kAmanA bhI mAnasika durAcAra hai. camatkAra kA pralobhana denA aura logoM kA patha - bhraSTa kara denA. sAdhanA kA lakSaNa nahIM, zaitAna kA lakSaNa hai. sAre camatkAra yahIM raha jAte haiM. AtmA se usakA koI sambandha nahIM. camatkAra to caritra meM hai. cAritra kI sAdhanA meM haiM. sAdhu purUSoM kA zabda hI mantra hotA haiM. antara se nikalA zabda hI AzIrvAda hotA hai. 463 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI mA sArA jagata hI usa tarapha jAtA hai. sAdha | lUTe jAte haiM, hamAre jIvana ke caukIdAra to haiM. gRhastha apanI sAdhanA kA rakSaNa karatA hai. sAdhu puruSoM kA rakSaNa karane vAlA gRhastha hamAre zrAvaka haiM. caukIdAra svayaM hI lUTa karane laga jAye, corI karane laga jAe. to mAlika kI kyA dazA hogI. jahAM saMyama ke rakSaNa kI vyavasthA thI, Apake jIvana kA sAdhuoM ko caukIdAra banAyA, yadi Apa hI sAdhu puruSoM se galata kAma karAyeM yA kisI prakAra kA pralobhana dekara ke sAdhu puruSoM ko patha bhraSTa kareM. phira sAdhu apanI sAdhutA kA kaise lakSya prApta kare. kisI bhI sAdhu ke pAsa jagata kI koI kAmanA lekara jAtA hI nahIM. maryAdA se viruddha koI kArya karanA hI nahIM. usa vyakti ne jaba pUchA-mujhe saiddhAntika nahIM kucha vyAvahArika dikhAiye, pratyakSa meM dikhalAiye ki sadAcAra kI kyA zakti hai. vakIla khar3e hokara ke prazna kara rahA thA. vivekAnanda ne mAnasika vicAroM ko kendrita kiyA, mana ke andara bar3I zakti hai, mAnasika paramANuoM meM yadi ekAgratA A jAye, sAdhanA ke dvArA yadi use pariSkRta banA liyA jAye, nirdoSa kAmanA usameM A jAye. vivekAnanda ke vicAra meM AyA, isa AtmA ko dharma ke prati zraddhA jAgRta karanI hai. mAtra usakI AtmA ko surakSita rakhane ke lie, zraddhA ko sthira karane ke lie, unhoMne jIvana meM kaI bAra aise prayoga kiye. vivekAnanda khaDe the, prazna kartA bhI khar3e the, mana meM saMkalpa kiyA, saMkalpa kA bala kaisA, mAnasika paramANu meM tAkata kitanI. usakI ekAgratA jo Apa vicAra kareM to kArya ho jAye. yaha mana kA camatkAra hai, mantra kA nahIM, mantra to mana ko kendrita karane kA Azraya hai. vivekAnanda ne kahA tama baiTha jAo vaha nahIM baiTha sakA. bahata koziza kI baiThane nahIM pAyA. unhoMne kahA - Apa baiTha jAiye, nahIM baiTha sakA. unhoMne kahA-Apa koziza karate haiM phira bhI Apa baiTha nahIM sakate, yaha AdhyAtmika zakti hai. yaha brahmacarya kA camatkAra hai. zabda ke paramANu kA AkarSaNa hai. maiMne mana meM saMkalpa kiyA ki Apa baiTha nahIM sakate, khar3e hI rahoge. yaha mana ke saMkalpa kI cIja hai, koI jAdU nahIM. yaha brahmacarya kI zakti hai. mere zabdoM meM vaha tAkata hai ki Apa ko cAhUM to baiThA sakatA hUM. cAhUM to khar3Akara sakatA hUM. usa vyakti ne kAna pakar3akara kSamA yAcanA kI. eka sAmAnya mAnava meM bhI yadi ina zaktiyoM kA vikAsa ho jAye. ina zaktiyoM ko yadi surakSita rakhA jAye to yaha cIja to bar3I svAbhAvika hai, bar3I sahaja hai. hAlAki ina cIjoM se AtmA kA koI sambandha nahIM, yaha to mAtra unakA prayAsa thA. isa AtmA ke andara dharma kI AsthA sthira bana jAye. kabhI zakA kA jahara isameM na A jAye. caritra meM yaha tAkata hai isIlie kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandra sUri ne kahA . "prANabhUtaM riyassya, prabhumaNeka kAraNam" 464 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: E cAritra kA prANa mAnA gayA vaha brahmacarya calA gayA to saba calA gayA. heltha isa losTa nathiMga ija lAsTa veltha ija losTa samathiMga ija losTa baTa karekTara ija losTa evarIthiMga ija losTa. zarIra calA gayA, kucha nahIM gayA. khA pIkara phira se zakti prApta kara leMge. koI cintA nahIM, vailtha ija losTa kadAcit paisA calA gayA. karma kI cIja hai phira se prayAsa kareMge, nukasAna jarUra huA. bharaNa poSaNa kI cintA rahegI. parantu phira bhI prayatna karake prApta kara leMge. yadi Apa ne caritra gaMdA kara diyA to jIvana kA saba kucha gayA. Apa murdA haiM. Apake andara prANa hI nahIM hai. ___AyuSya karma ke paramANuoM ko bhogane ke lie hI Apa jIvita haiM. isake sivAya vahAM kucha nahIM hai. mare zabda hogeM. usameM koI prANa tatva nahIM hogA. jIvana niSkriya bana jAyegA bahuta jaldI saMsAra se paraloka kI yAtrA ho jAyegI. hamAre yahAM una mahAna puruSoM ne jIvana ke sAtha isake rakSaNa ke lie maryAdAyeM batalAI sUryAsta ke bAda hamAre yahAM koI nahIM A sakatA. cAhe sagI mAM hI kyoM na ho. maryAdA hai, bar3e agara galatI kareMge to choTe turanta usakA anukaraNa kareMge. rAtri meM sAthI ko apane dharmasthAna ke bAhara jAne kA niSedha kiyA. kyoMki saMdhyA kA samaya hai. sAdhu dharma kriyA kare, upAsanA kare. bhaTakane ke lie sAdhanA nahIM hai, maryAdAeM brahmacarya ke rakSaNa ke lie haiM. zAma ke samaya sabhI ghamane jAte haiM kaisI dezabhASA hotI hai maryAdA kA ullaMghana kara rahe haiM. vartamAna meM bahuta soca samajhakara ke sadAcArI AtmAoM ke rakSaNa ke lie vyavasthA ho gaI. kabhI aisA prasaMga A jAye, bhagavAna mahAvIra kI yaha vANI hai, kahAM taka nirdeza diyA gayA. jahAM brahmacarya hogA, vahAM para cita kI samAdhi binA bulAye A jAyegI. ati paricaya patana kA dvAra banatA hai. garmI ke pAsa Apa ghI rakheMge nizcita pighalegA. koI bahAnA nahIM calatA. mana hai koI aisA eka sA jAgRta meM nahIM jo mana ko dekha sake. kisa mana meM kaba pApa praveza kara jAye. bhadra bAhu svAmI jaise zruta kevalI samrAT candragupta maurya ke dharma guru mahAna zaktizAlI AcArya pUrva dhara the. aise mahAna AcArya ne AgAmI sAdhuoM ko spaSTa nirdeza diyA. ziSya ne prazna kiyA - "bhagavan, saMsAra baDA vicitra hai. koI aisA saMyoga A jAye bhoga ke lie yadi koI kAmanA kare, prArthanA kare kisI gRhastha ke yahAM sAtha bhikSA ke lie gayA ho. ekAnta sthAna ho, galata nimitta bana jAye. javAna sAdhu ho, aise meM koI kAma kI prArthanA lekara A jAye. vahAM se bacane kA koI upAya na ho to kyA kiyA jAye?" ____ isalie sAdhuoM ko vizeSa nirdeza diyA gayA ki bhikSA ke samaya AhAra ke samaya usa samaya jaba gRhastha AhAra lete hoM, pUrA parivAra ghara meM ho, usI samaya bhikSA ke lie 465 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsun Gyanmandir -guruvANI jAye, anya samaya nahIM jAye kyoMki ghara meM ekAnta milegA, puruSa nahIM mileMge vaha paricaya bhaviSya meM patana utpanna karegA. AcAryoM ne vicAra karake nirdeza maryAdAyeM batalAIM, bhale hI vaha do baje AhAra karate haiM, parantu bhikSA gyAraha baje lekara AeM tAki ghara meM ekAnta vAtAvaraNa nahIM mile. sAtha hI hamezA surakSita rahe. aisA samaya aisI paristhiti meM kyA karanA? upAya batalAyA. ziSya ne prazna kiyA. unhoMne kahA - jhUTha bola kara bhI brahmacarya kA rakSaNa karo. asatya jahara hai parantu usa ko davA banAtA hai. saMkhiyA jaisA jahara bhI bImAra ko diyA jAtA hai. rasAyana ke rUpa meM diyA jAtA hai. damA kI vyAdhi meM pilAyA jAtA hai. jaba jahara bhI amRta bana jAye. asatya ke dvArA bhI apane brahmacarya kA rakSaNa kare. jhUTha bole, sAdhu hokara ke bhI jhUTha bole. kyoMki usase bhI mahAna tapa kA rakSaNa karanA hai, asatya kA Azraya kisa prakAra le ki maiM abhI bhikSA ke lie AyA hUM. abhI turanta dharma sthAna jAtA hUM. bAda meM anukUla samaya para A jAUMgA AzvAsana de. apane caritra ko bacAne ke lie sthAna chor3a de. gAMva choDa deM. tAki kabhI aisA azubha nimitta na mile. dRSTi meM bhI na Ae aura vicAra meM bhI na Aye. parantu Age calakara ziSya ne phira eka prazna pUchA - "bhagavan! yadi jhUTha bolane se bhI kAma na cale to. vyakti viSaya meM andhA hotA hai. viSaya kA gulAma hotA hai. aisI paristhiti A jAye, aura sAdhu ke mana meM yadi caMcalatA, vyagratA A jAye. kAma kI manovRti yadi praveza kara jAye to kyA kiyA jAye. ise khokara ke caritra kA, sAdhutva kA, rakSaNa karanA, yA ise naSTa hone ke bAda prAyazcitta ke bAda Atma zuddhi karanA. kyA upAya hai?" itane mahAna AcArya zrutakevalI, bhadrabAhu svAmI jainoM ke cAroM hI saMpradAya jinako mAnate haiM. jAti se brahmaNa the. mantra zAstra aura jyotiSa viSaya ke apUrva jJAtA the. varAhamihira ke sage bhAI the. varAhamihira jyotiSa ke mahAna jJAtA varAha jyotiSa ke raciyatA. vaiSNava paramparA meM mahA paNDita hue. unhoMne kaI stotroM kI racanA kI. zruti kA uddhAra karane vAle. aise mahAna vibhUti ne kyA nirdeza diyA? kalpanA kariye, sAdhu prazna karatA, "bhagavana aise samaya meM kyA kiyA jAye. sAdhatA ko bacA lenA eka bAra yadi kisI pApa kA sevana ho jAye to kadAcit atipAta dvArA usakI zuddhi kara lenI cAhie." bhadrabAhU svAmI ne spaSTa nirdeza de diyAH "zreyaste maraNam bhavet" ziSya se kahA - brahmacarya ko naSTa karane se maranA hI AzIrvAda hai, vahI tumhAre caritra kA rakSaNa karane vAlA hai, vahI mRtyu se tumheM bacAegA. kaise upAya haiM. vahAM koI marane kA sAdhana to sAtha-sAtha lekara jAtA nahIM, jahara to hotA nahIM bhagavan kiyA kyA jAye. upAya batalAo. 466 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: bhikSA ke lie sAdhu jAte haiM. kApaTa mAtra hotA hai, DorI lagI rahatI hai. usa DorI lagAne kA Azaya samajha gaye? sAdhu binA pAtra ke bAhara jAte hI nahIM. gRhastha ke yahAM jAye to nirdeza hai upakaraNoM ke sAtha, pAtra ke sAtha. binA pAtra ke gRhastha ke ghara na jAeM. kaba na jAne kyA kAma A jAye. upakaraNa bhI bahuta samajha kara rakhe. jyAdA le jAye to DaNDA, pAtra, rajoharaNa sAtha cAhiye. loga kaI bAra pUchate haiM. mahArAja DaNDA kA kyA kAma hai? bhagavAna kI AjJA hai, saMyama sAdhanA kA eka parama sAdhana hai, kaI kAraNoM se isa ko rakhA gayA. sAdhanoM kA upayoga yadi Apa galata karate haiM. yaha Apake viveka para nirbhara hai. paisA Apake pAsa hai, Apa zarAba pIjiye yA dUdha pIjiye. hAtha lUTatA nahI hai, hAtha bacAtA bhI hai. cAkU to DAkTara bhI calAtA hai. cAkU DAkU bhI calAtA hai. DaNDA isIlie rakhA jAtA hai, sAdhu vihAra karate haiM. pada yAtrA karate haiM. acAnaka kahIM pAnI A gayA. nadI A gaI, nadI pAra karane ke lie. Atma virAdhanA dekhate na ho jAye. durghaTanA kA kAraNa na bana jAye. pahale DaNDA rakhakara usase pAnI dekhate phira nadI pAra kareM. eka to yaha kArya hai. car3hAiyAM AtI haiM. pahAr3a Ate haiM. kaI jagaha para. koI sAdhu bImAra hai, vRddha hai, calanA hai, unakI car3hAI meM yaha DaNDA Azraya detA hai.... ___saMyama sAdhanA kA yaha parama mitra hai, caDhAI meM madada karegA. utarane meM madada karegA. acAnaka koI bImAra par3a gayA to calane meM sahArA degA. bahuta taraha se saMyama sAdhanA meM upayogI mAnA gayA hai. acAnaka kisI sAdhu kI rAste meM durghaTanA huI, to sAtha ke sAtha cAra pAMca hote haiM, do DaNDe lie, hamAre pAsa kAmalI taiyAra rahatI hai. usase bAMdhA aura DaNDA uThA liyA. __ vihAra karate haiM, rAstA bhUla gaye, bhaTaka gaye, jaMgala meM cale gaye. koI upAya nahIM milA tIna DaNDA milAyA kAmalI Upara lagAI, tambU bana gayA Thahara gaye. bahuta upayogI hai isalie rakhanA Avazyaka mAnA gayA haiM prabhu kI AjJA hai. miliTarI ko nirdeza diyA jAtA hai, yuddha ho na ho para yUniphArma jarUrI hai. prabhu kI AjJA hai, hamAre pAsa sarvopari vahI hai. usakA upayoga karanA par3e, na karanA par3e, vaha alaga cIja hai. prabhu kI AjJA ko zirodhArya karanA. eka - eka cIja hamAre lie upayogI rakhI gaI hai. tarapanI rakhI jAtI hai, jise loTA kahate haiM. koI bhI tarala padArtha pAnI dUdha jo bhI lenA ho usI meM lete haiM. tAki vaha gire nahIM, chalake nahIM. isa dRSTi se usameM DorI lagI hotI hai. use hAtha meM liyA jAtA hai. bhadra bAha svAmI ne Adeza diyA. apane sAdhuoM ko ki bhaviSya meM isa kAla ko dekhate hue, yaha cIja anivArya hai. gRhastha ke ghara jAye to pAtra lekara ke jAye, binA pAtra gRhastha 467 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI ke ghara na jAye. binA pAtra kA sAdhu kupAtra hotA hai. zobhA nahIM detA hai, agara koI upAya na mile jhUTha kA sahI rAstA le. taba kyA karanA, tarapanI meM se DorI nikAlakara paramAtmA kA nAma lekara AtmaghAta kara lenA. saMyama kA rakSaNa avazya karanA. prANa kA mUlya cukA karake saMyama kA rakSaNa karanA. yaha hamAre AcArya kA nirdeza hai, prANa de denA. bahmacarya se bhraSTa kabhI bhI nahIM honA. "zreyaste maraNama bhavet" dazavaikAlika sUtra meM prAyazcita haiM. Apa vicAra karate isakA kitanA mahatva hogA. sAdhu se hiMsA ho jAye, usake lie upacAra hai. prAyazcitta hai kadAcit pramAda se jhUTha bola gayA. usake lie upacAra hai, prAyazcita se zuddhi ho jAye, kadAcita sAdhu ne binA bole koI cIja uThA lI, corI ho gaI to bhI usake lie prAyazcita hai. sabhI cIjoM ke lie prAyazcita rakhA. kadAcit aisA ho to aisA kara lo| __ lekina brahmacarya ke lie koI upAya nahIM, sivAya mauta ke isakI koI davA upacAra nahIM. Apa samajha lenA. ki vrata kitanA mUlyavAna hai. sAre vratoM meM ise samrAT mAnA gayA. ise rAjA kI upamA dI gaI saba isakI prajA haiM. DAkTara ke pAsa Apa ilAja ke lie jAyeM, zarIra meM koI vyAdhi ho. DAkTara cintA nahIM karatA jarA davA leM. bAhara se usako koI khatarA najara nahIM AtA hai. DAkTara nizcita rahatA hai. upacAra se ye cIjeM miTa jAyeMgI. bAhara se koI khatarA najara nahIM Aye, zarIra meM koI darda najara na Aye, DAkTara ke pAsa gaye, eksare liyA, DAkTara kA ceharA utara jAyegA, yaha bar3A khataranAka roga hai. bAhara se koI cIja najara nahIM AtI. usakA eksare bola rahA hai ki hArTa Demeja hai. zarIra ke andara jo sthAna hRdaya kA hai hamAre jIvana meM vahI sthAna brahmacarya kA hai agara dasare daSaNa haiM, ve saba sAmAnya roga haiM. kadAcita gussA A jAye. lobha A jAye, vastuoM ke saMgraha karane kI bhAvanA A jAye. aura koI uttama guNoM meM doSa A jAye. ve saba gauNa haiM, sAmAnya roga haiM. saba cale jAyeMge, Agama-svAradhyAya se, saMta saMgata se.. yaha aisA doSa hai, jaise hArTa aTaika Ane ke bAda DAkTara kaha de ki aba koI saMbhAvanA nahIM. isIlie prathama zatru sUtrakAra ne kAma ko batalAyA. AtmA ke cha: zatruoM kA paricaya cala rahA hai. yaha dikhatA nahIM. isakI koI veza bhUSA nahIM hotI. krodha to dikha jAtA hai. vaha prakaTa zatru hai. Apake cehare se hAva - bhAva se. vaha zatru to prakaTa hai. mAlUma par3a jAyegA. dUsarA vyakti sAvadhAna ho jAyegA. ___mana meM chipe kAma kI dUSita prakRti ko nahIM pakar3a sakatA ki mana meM kyA pApa chipA hai, yaha chipA huA zatru hai. chipA huA zatru khataranAka hotA hai. mere andara agara krodha A gayA to Apa mere se dUra raheMge, parantu vaha to aisA bhayaMkara zatru hai. kapar3A badala kara AtA 468 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsur Gyanmandir -guruvANI hai. alaga-alaga prapaMca karake AtA haiM. mana meM chipa jAtA hai. ghara kA zatru haiM. ghara ke cirAga se hI ghara meM Aga laga jAtI hai. pramAdI sAdhu kA jIvana jalakara ke rAkha bana jAtA hai. neminAtha bhagavAna ke jIvana meM rAjamatI jaisI satI, jisa samaya para nisAra meM sAdhvI mahArAja ke pAsa dIkSA lene jA rahI thI, neminAtha bhagavAna mere sarvasva haiM. agara unhoMne yahAM merA hAtha nahIM pakar3A? mere mastaka para unakA hAtha par3egA. tIrthaMkara paramAtmA the pUrNa nirvikAra AtmA thI. pUrNa vItarAgI AtmA thI. jo kArya neminAtha ne kiyA, vahI kArya unhoMne kiyA. saccA vAstavika AtmA kA prema to ise kahA jAtA hai. saMnyAsa le liyA, dIkSA lekara sAdhvI bana gaI. satI ziromaNi kI neminAtha bhagavAna ke hAtha se dIkSA haI. AzIrvAda dekara unheM caritra diyA. acAnaka rAste meM guphA ke andara. barasAta kA samaya thA. barasAta par3a rahI thI. zarIra kA kapar3A bhIMga gayA. to patana kI dRSTi se ekAnta dekhakara ke pahAr3a ke andara gaI aura vastra ko sukhA diyA. saMyoga se hI rathanemI pahale se hI andara maujUda the. neminAtha bhagavAna ke choTe bhAI ve bhI caritra lie the. bar3e bhAI the. saMyama lekara apanI sAdhanA meM nimagna the. koI aisI sAdhanA nahIM thI. parantu acAnaka rAjamatI andara AI, prakAza meM se andara mAlUma nahIM par3A ki koI hai. vastra lekara ke sukhA diyA. ati sundara, ati rUpavAna jaise hI rathanemI kI dRSTi gaI, vikAra kA praveza huA. yaha kAma zatru tIrthaMkara jaise mahAna khAnadAna meM bhI ghusa gayA. mana meM vikAra bhAvanA AI. rAjamatI ko kucha mAlUma nahIM. jaba vikAra bhAvaprakaTa huA, bhoga kI bhAvanA se prArthanA kI. rathanemi ne kahA-tuma tapa karake kyA zarIra sukhA rahI ho. yaha sundara zarIra to upabhoga ke lie hai. isakA upabhoga kareM. jaise hI usane zabda sunA ekadama camaka gaI. vastra ko lekara apane zarIra ko chupA liyA. ___kahA - "rathanemi! kisa kula meM tuma janme ho, neminAtha ke tuma bhAI ho, aise uttama kula meM janma lekara ke aisI prArthanA. aisI prArthanA to nIca vyakti bhI nahIM karate. isase to tumhArA maranA hI zreSTha hogA. uttama kula ke sarpa bhI viSavamana karake vApisa kabhI pIte nahIM. jisa neminAtha bhagavanta ne mujhe vomiTa kara diyA. tuma use cATane Aye ho. dhikkAra hai. tumheM aura tumhAre jIvana ko. tuma mara jAo." ___zabda AyA, mantra kA kAma kara gayA. rathanemi lajjA se jhuka gaye. ghora pazcAttApa huA. paramAtmA ke pAsa jAkara ke isakI AlocanA kI, AtmAzuddhi kI. itane mahAna puruSoM ko bhI lalacAye, mAna kara jAye. vahAM taka bhI pahuca jAye aura AmantraNa kare. phira hamAre jaisI AtmAoM kI kyA sthiti hogI. Apa soca lIjiye. Oila 469 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - - jahAM roja aise azubha nimitta milate hoM. bAhara jAiye aise nimita mileMge. ghara meM aise nimitta mileMge. parivAra meM rahanA par3egA. saMsAra meM rahanA par3egA. Apane apane bacAva kA koI upAya kiyA. kaise azubha bhayaMkara nimitta milate haiM. usameM apanA rakSaNa karanA. sTIma iMjina ke andara Apane dekhA hogA. agara vAyalara meM lIkeja ho jAye to gAr3I nahIM calegI. gAr3I vahIM se calatI hai, pUre iMjana meM zakti dene vAlA usakA vAyalara hai. jo sthAna iMjana meM vAyalara kA hai, vahI sthAna hamAre jIvana meM brahmacarya kA hai. vahI pAvana hai jo mokSa mArga meM ApakI cetanA ko gati detA hai. yadi vahAM lIkeja rahA jarA bhI ApakA vikAsa nahIM hogA. jahAM saMsAra meM pale haiM vahIM para rahiye. ekadama spaSTa nirdeza hai bhoga ke andara yoga kA praveza honA cAhiye. agara yoga dRSTi A jAye. AtmA kA lakSya A jAye to vyakti bhayaMkara pApa se apanI AtmA kA bacAva kara legA. sadAcArI AtmA apane jIvana meM santoSa mAna kara ke cale. pUrNa rUpa se isa vrata ko pUrNa karane kI manokAmanA lekara ke cale. jisa samaya sItA kA haraNa ho gayA. rAma ko vihvala dekha karake hanumAna ke mana ko bar3A kaSTa huA. hanumAna to brahmacArI puruSa the. unhoMne nirNaya kiyA ki rAma mere rahate Apa cintA karo nahIM. maiM jahAM taka jIvita hUM. vahAM taka ApakI AtmA ko kaSTa paidA ho jAye, yaha mere liye bar3I lajjA kI bAta haiM. Apa nizcita raho. mAM ko lekara meM abhI AtA hUM. sItA ko lekara ke AtA hUM. apanI yoga zakti ke dvArA samudra pAra karake laMkA meM gaye. hanumAna kI namratA dekhiye. sItA ekadama dekha karake vicAra meM par3a gaI, kaho hanumAna! tuma yahAM kaise Aye? itanA vizAla samudra kaise pAra karake Aye? rAma kI kapA se zabda meM kaisI namratA, yaha nahIM ki apanI zakti se. "yahAM kaise Aye?" "mAM tumheM lene ke lie AyA hUM. rAma kA jo kaSTa hai, vaha calA jAye. kisI taraha se merA sahayoga ise dUra karane vAlA bane. Apa merI pITha para baiTha jAiye. maiM eka kSaNa meM Apako pahuMcAUMgA." sItA ne javAba diyA - "hanumAna, tumhArA kahanA ThIka hai. tumhArI zakti ke lie dhanyavAd parantu tuma mujhe jAnate ho. kisI bhI para puruSa kA jarA bhI sparza maiM kabhI karatI nahIM. isa prakAra merA jAnA saMbhava nahIM. rAma kA hI hAtha pakaDUMgI. dUsare kisI para puruSa kA sparza bhI maiM nahIM karUgI." usake satItva ko lAkhoM varSoM se duniyAM yAda karatI hai. muphta meM yAda nahIM karatI. rAma ko yAda karatI hai. rAma se pahale sItA ko lekara rAma kA mahatva hai. kaisI pavitratA unake AcAra meM hogI. ye jaina rAmAyaNa kI ghaTanA hai. kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandra sari ne likhA hai. 470 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: jahAM jisa Arya bhUmi meM aise saMskAra the: jisa Arya bhUmi meM aisI mAtAyeM thI. aisI maryAdAyeM thI, Aja to maryAdAyeM rahI kahAM. yaha bahuta vicAraNIya hai. zaharoM meM jahAM pratikSaNa azubha nimitta milate haiM. jahAM pratikSaNa patana kA nimitta apane ko milatA haiM, vahAM vizeSa sAvadhAnI rakhe, ki jitanI maryAdAoM kA rakSaNa ho sake vahAM Apa bacAne kA prayAsa kareM. AcArya bhagavanta ne yahI nirdeza diyA hai. itihAsa meM eka ghaTanA, jo prativarSa divAlI ke caupar3e meM likhA jAtA hai. mahArAjA vikrama prajA ke hRdaya meM sAmrAjya karane vAle. saMvat pravartana jinhoMne kiyA. saMvat pravartana karane vAle rAjA aise. saMvat kaba pravartana kiyA jAtA hai jaba pUre deza meM eka hI vyakti karjadAra nahIM honA cAhiye. isakA niyama hai, jitane bhI vyakti rAjya meM karjadAra haiM. una sabhI ke karja ko rAjya apane koSa meM se dekara unheM karja mukta kara de. sArI prajA karja mukta bana jAye, jisake rAjya meM, usa vyakti se saMvata calA. saMvata pravartana hotA hai mahArAjA vikrama ke samaya isa prakAra kA kArya unhoMne kiyA. eka bhI vyakti karjadAra nahIM. bhArata meM janma lete hI vyakti assI hajAra kA karjadAra bana jAtA hai. janma se hI karjadAra rahatA hai. itanA videzI karja isa deza ne liyA hai, vyakti ke Upara assI hajAra rupaye kA karja AtA hai Apa kalpanA bhI nahIM kareMge ____ mahArAjA vikrama, unhIM ke bar3e bhAI bhartRhari, jo vairAgya zataka ke racayitA haiM, jinhoMne sanyAsa liyA. apUrva vairAgya thA. parantu piMgalA unakI dharma patnI thI. saMyoga koI pUrva karma kA aisA doSa, kAma ne vahAM praveza kiyA. pare parivAra ke andara aisA eka nimitta A gayA. bhartahari baDe vidvAna the. unhoMne aisA rAjamArga liyA. vikrama hokara ke vairAgya pAkara ke saMnyAsa le liyA. usakA eka kAraNa banA. bahuta varSoM kI sAdhanA ke bAda kisI saMnyAsI se aisA eka sundara phala milA. devI ne lAkara ke hAtha meM diyA aura kahA-isa phala ko tuma lo aura isa phala ko khAo. ise khAne kA pariNAma sadA javAnI tumhAre andara rahegI. bur3hApA tumhAre andara kabhI praveza nahIM karegA. koI asAdhya bImArI tumhAre andara nahIM AyegI. saMnyAsI ne dekhA maiM to sAdhu hUM. maiM javAnI lekara kyA karUM? matalaba yaha zarIra kA dharma hai? zarIra kare. merA to AtmA dharma jo paramAtmA ne dekhA vahI hogA. parantu yaha prajA kA pAlaka rAjA, bar3A sundara AcAra vicAra vAlA hai. aisI yogya AtmA ko agara maiM phala arpaNa karUM to prajA kA rakSaNa karegA. dharma aura saMskRti kA rakSaNa karane vAlA banegA. maiM jAkara yaha phala rAjA ko arpaNa karUM. prajA pAlana karane vAlA rAjA hai. bar3A yogya rAjA haiM, phala lekara ke AyA. rAja darabAra meM lAkara ke rAjA ko diyA. rAjA ne socA ki yaha phala khAkara maiM kyA karUM? apanI dharmapatnI piMgalA ko de deM. agara vaha sundara rahe aura niroga rahe to mujhe bar3A santoSa milegA. mahArAnI piMgalA ko diyA. piMgalA kA premI eka AyA karatA Rela 471 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI thA. piMgalA ne rAtri ke samaya apane premI ko diyA. premI ne socA maiM khAkara kyA karUM. vaha vezyA ke yahAM jAyA karatA thA. vezyA ko jAkara de diyA. vezyA ne vicAra kiyA, yaha phala khAkara maiM kyA karUM? aura jyAdA pApa kA poSaNa hogA, maiM to pApa se chUTanA cAhatI hUM, merI majabUrI hai. vezyA ne socA rAjA ko de daM. vezyA jaba rAjA ke pAsa rAja darabAra meM AI aura Akara ke jaba phala arpaNa kiyA. aura kahA rAjan, phala kA yaha sundara pariNAma hai. rAjA vicAra meM DUba gayA ki yaha rAuNDa dekara vApisa mere pAsa kaise AyA, sArI hakIkata mAlUma par3I. eka vAkya rAjA ne kahA, aisA virakta bhAva A gayA. aisA nimitta se aparva vairAgya A gayA, rAjya kA parityAga kara diyA. unhoMne kahA ___ "sarvaM vastu bhayAvaha hi jagatA, vairAgyamevAbhayam" yaha vairAgya aisI vastu hai, jahAM bhaya kA praveza nahIM, maiM nirbhaya rahUM aura isa vairAgya se ina sAre prapaMcoM se apanI AtmA kA rakSaNa karUMbhartRhari ne saMnyAsa le liyA. mahArAja vikrama isI piMgalA ke kAraNa se, asantoSa lekara ke vahAM se vidA ho gaye the. chadma veza meM, anyatra cale gaye the. yahAM aisI paristhiti A gaI bhartRhari ne vairAgya le liyA. koI muhUrta nahIM dekhA aura koI rAjya gadadI kA uttarAdhikArI thA hI nahIM. mahArAjA vikrama kI khoja kI jAne lagI. piMgalA ke kAraNa, pArivArika kleza ke kAraNa ve rAjya se pahale hI cale gaye the. kahAM the? kisa rUpa meM the? kisI ko mAlUma nahIM, ve avadhUta ke rUpa meM deza-deza phirate the. acAnaka logoM ne dekhA, rAjya kI gaddI khAlI nahIM cAhiye. zUnya gaddI thI. aura agara kisI pretAtmA kA nivAsa ho gayA, lAkarake usa gadadI para baiThAyA aura vo pretAtmA AI aura usa vyakti ko khatma kara gaI. jisako lAkara ke ujjaina meM usa gaddI para baiThAye. rAtri meM usakA anta ho jAye. subaha usakI lAza nikale. vo pretAtmA kA nivAsa zUnyakAla meM ho gayA. koI puNyazAlI AtmA AI nahIM. kahIM se lAkara kisI daridranArAyaNa kI baiThAyA. pUNya kA abhAva hone se mArA gayA. saMyoga, vahAM mahArAjA vikrama avadhuta saMnyAsI ke veza meM nadI ke kinAre Aye, mahAdevI ke mandira ke pAsa. gAMva vAloM ne nizcita kiyA ki hAthI ko eka kumbha kalaza dekara bhejanA zahara meM. yaha hAthI jisa para kumbha kA kalaza DAle, use hI mahArAjA banA denA. aisI bhI prathA thI pahale. vahAM se savArI nikalI. mahArAjA vikrama vahIM nadI ke kinAre soye the. mahAkAla ke mandira ke pAsa. hAthI ne nadI se jala lAkara kumbha kalaza DAlA, DAlate hI rAja sevakoM ne Amantrita kiyA. Apa isa rAjya ke adhikArI rAjA haiM. hAthI para baiThiye, ApakI savArI nikalegI. ApakA lau 472 For Private And Personal Use Only

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=guruvANI rAjyabhiSeka kiyA jAyegA. gAMva ke loMgoM ne kahA aura koI nahIM milA? yaha bAbA milA. yaha kyA rAjya calAyegA? isakI kyA tAkata, jIvana meM kabhI DaNDA nahIM calAyA. yaha talavAra kyA calAyegA. lAkarake rAjya gaddI para baiThA diyA. mana meM jAnate the ki rAta ko isakI bali hone vAlI hai ki subaha isakI lAza milegI. __ mahArAja vikrama ko saba kucha mAlUma thA. kisI ko apanA paricaya nahIM diyA. mahApuruSoM kI yaha vizeSatA hai ki apane muMha se, zabdoM se, apanA paricaya nahIM dete. apane kArya se, apanI mahAnatA se, apanA paricaya dete haiM. logoM ko jAnakArI nahIM thI ki yaha mahArAja vikrama haiM. bhartRhari ke chorTa bhAI, rAjya ke sahI adhikArI yahI haiM. unhoMne rAtri ke samaya bahuta sArI cIjeM maMgavAI, miThAI, phala maMgavAye. aura apane rAjamahala meM jahAM sote the vahA rakhI thI. kisa taraha sArI durghaTanA ho gayI. maiM sAvadhAna ha. madhyarAtri meM vaha pizAca AyA. Ate hI vahAM dera | ma vaha pizAca AyA. Ata hA vahA dekha sugandhamaya, madhyarAtri meM vAtAvaraNa dekha khuza ho gayA. naivedya aura phala rakhA thA. dekhakara ke Atma santoSa milA. yaha eka aisA vyakti hai jisane merA svAgata kiyA. majhe naivedya aura phala arpaNa kiyA. baDA santoSa haA. usane kahA-tumane merA svAgata kiyA. maiM tumhArA koI nukasAna karane vAlA nahIM. kucha dina usane bar3I sundara upAsanA kI. madhya rAtri meM jaba bhI usakA Agamana hotA, bar3e sundara tarIke se usakA svAgata karatA. logoM ne kahA-bAbA bar3A camatkArika hai, vaha to jindA nikalA. Aja taka jitane Aye unakI lAza hI nikalI. isalie rAjya kA saMcAlana to kara legA. eka dina acAnaka mahArAja vikrama ne apane sevakoM ko Adeza diyA-Aja eka bhI cIz2a yahAM nahIM rakhanA. jaba taka maiM kahaM na taba taka madhyarAtri kA samaya, baDA prasanna kara diyA pretAtmA ko, phira usase prazna kiyA "tumhAre pAsa meM kucha jAnakArI hai?" "tuma prazna karo, maiM tumheM jabAba dUMgA." "merA AyuSya kitanA hai?" | pretAtmA ne kahA - "sau varSa." mahArAjA vikrama ne kahA-eka ke Age do bindu lagatA hai. yaha jarA acchA nahIM, yA to eka bindu ghaTA do yA baDhA do. pretAtmA ne kahA - "yaha kyA mere hAtha kI cIz2a hai, eka minaTa bhI maiM ghaTA bar3hA nahIM sakatA. mere adhikAra meM yaha cIja nahIM. maiM tumhAre eka bindu ko kaise ghaTAU-bar3hAUM. to kyA yaha nizcita hai?" ka 473 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI "hAM yaha satya hai, sau varSa tumhArA AyuSya hai." dUsare dina mahArAja ne sevakoM ko Adeza diyA. Aja eka bhI cIja nahIM lAnA. eka bhI phala nahIM, eka bhI miThAI nahIM, kucha nahIM, saba svAgata banda. rAtri meM pretAtmA AI. usane jaba dekhA vahAM koI svAgata nahIM, dhUpa nahIM, dIpa nahIM, koI phala nahIM, kucha nahIM, vaitAla yoni meM thA. bar3e Aveza meM talavAra lekara ke mahArAja vikrama ke sAmane AyA. "tUne Aja kyA kiyA. merA apamAna kiyA. usakA badalA maiM lUMgA." "tU kyA terA bApa bhI nahIM le sakatA. kala to maiMne tujha se pUchA. sau varSa se ghaTA nahIM sakatA, bar3hA nahIM sakatA, bekAra maiM tere liye phala phUla lAUM, eka cIja tujhe nahIM milegI. tU jo cAhe kara lenA." bacana se baddha thA. natamastaka honA par3A. hamezA apane Apa ko usake vaza meM kara diyA. mahAna puruSoM kI yaha tAkata. vairAgya kA yaha nimitta milA, zatru praveza ke bAda parivAra meM kaisA bhayaMkara kleza paidA haA. mahArAjA vikrama kA yaha prasaMga bar3A rocaka hai, kala samajhAUMgA. isase Age to bar3I apUrva ghaTanA hai. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" prakRti ke isa aTala niyama ko sadA yAda rakho ki kisI ko rUlAkara Apa ha~sa nahIM sakate. auroM ko duHkhI banAkara sukhI banane kI kalpanA mAtra bhrama hai. dUsaroM ko mArakara isa jagata meM koI zAnti se jI nahIM sakA hai. nain 474 For Private And Personal Use Only

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=guruvANI = kAma para vijaya anaMta upakArI, parama kRpAlu AcArya bhagavanta zrI haribhadra sUri jI ne, sAre jagata ke prANi mAtra ke hita ke lie aneka AtmAoM ke kalyANa kI bhAvanA se isa dharma bindu graMtha kI racanA kI. kisa taraha se vyakti jIvana ke andara vicAroM kA prakAza DAle. prakAza ke andara apanI jIvana yAtrA kA pUrNavirAma use upalabdha ho, paramAtmA tattva kI saMpUrNa jAnakArI, paramAtmA ke vicAroM ke dvArA vyakti prApta kare. merA jIvana zaktimaya bane, mere eka eka zabda saMgIta baneM. mere jIvana kI kriyA eka nRtya bana jAe. merA jIvana eka dharma mahotsava jaisA bana jAe, pariNAma meM merI mRtyu bhI mahotsava jaisI hI bane. isI maMgala bhAvanA se usa mahAna AcArya ne apane antara jIvana kI gaharAI meM se, cintana kI gaharAI se ye vicAra jagata ko die. sAre jagata ke prANI mAtra ke kalyANa kI bhAvanA thI. yahAM Apa dekheMge ina sUtroM meM Aja taka aisI koI bAta unhoMne nahIM batalAI jo kisI eka vyakti ke lie, eka saMpradAya ke lie, eka jAti ke lie ho. bhagavAna mahAvIra kA saMpUrNa dharma-zAsana sabako lekara ke calane vAlA hai. sabako lekara hI calatA hai. kisI bhI dharma yA saMpradAya ke andara yaha cIja nahIM milegI. hara kriyA ke andara AtmAoM ke kalyANa kI bhAvanA rakhI gaI hai. __pUjA meM, dharmAnuSThAna ke andara, saMdhyA meM, pratikramaNa meM, samAjika kArya meM prArthanA kI jAtI hai, taba AtmAoM ke kalyANa ke lie jAtI hai. vahAM kahI Apake vicAroM kI daridratA nahIM milegI ki merA hI kalyANa ho, mere parivAra kA hI kalyANa ho. merI jAti kA kalyANa ho, aura prabhu mujhe mAnane vAlI AtmAoM kA hI kalyANa ho. aisI kisI bhI bAta kA eka bhI udAharaNa nahIM milegA. "zivamastu sarvajagataH" yaha maMgala sUtra hai, paramAtmA ke hara kArya meM, hara vicAra meM, isakA darzana milegA. prANI mAtra kA kalyANa ho, jIvana mAtra kA kalyANa ho. "sabhI jIva karUM zAsanarasI" paramAtmA kI maMgala bhAvanA hotI hai. hara AtmA ko sukhI banAU, jagata kI hara dukhI AtmA hara sukha ko prApta karane vAlI bane. moha kI adhikArI banI jagata kI hara AtmA paramAtmA bane. paramAtmA ke darzana ke lie. isI bhAvanA se hama jAte haiM ki prabhu terA darzana karake maiM bhI vaisA banUM. mere andara bhI prabhUtA ke guNa vikasita ho jAeM. maiM apUrNatA se pUrNatA prApta karane vAlA banUM. mere sAre jIvana kI sAdhanA bhAvanA terI kRpA se saphalatA pradAna karane vAlI bane. hi 475 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI jahAM taka yaha bhAvanA vikasita nahIM hogI vahAM taka koI dharma sAdhanA mere liye AzIrvAda rUpa nahI banegI. sarva prathama vicAra kI udAratA cAhie. Apa pAkeTa se udAratA batalAeM yA na batalAeM, kAdhIna hai. parantu vicAra se to udAra bananA hI paDegA. udAracaritAnAM tu vasudhaiva kuttumbkm| ye sAre jagata ke jitane bhI vyakti haiM. jIva mAtra mere parivAra ke sadasya haiM. yaha udAratA sarvaprathama Apa ke andara AnI cAhie. hamArI sArI dharma kriyA yahAM se prArambha hotI hai. pratikramaNa yA sAmAyika karane ke pUrva hama kyA bolate haiM? ekendriya jIva se lagA kara paMcendriya jIva kA kisI se sambandha bAkI nahI rahatA. jo avyakta dazA meM hai, jinakI indriyoM kA vikAsa nahIM huA. kisI bhI prakAra se unhoMne apanI AtmA kA vikAsa prApta nahIM kiyA una AtmAoM se sambandha banAkara ke Age bar3hate haiM. kadAcita mere pramAda se, merI bhUla se unakI virAdhanA haI ho. mere dvArA una AtmAoM ko kaSTa pahuMcA ho, maiM usake lie bhI kSamA yAcanA karatA hUM. Atma zuddhi karake paramAtmA kI bhakti se apane hRdaya ko pavitra karake dharma kriyA meM praveza karatA hUM. vahAM taka to praveza hI niSedha hai. sabhI jIva mAtra ko lekara ke calanA hai. yaha udAratA sarva prathama apane andara AnI cAhie. jitane Apa saMkIrNa baneMge utane hI Apa paramAtmA se dUra ho jAeMge paramAtmA ke najadIka pahuMcane kA yahI tarIkA hai vicAroM se dUra nahI vicAroM ke eka dama najadIka pahuca jAnA hai. garmI kA dina ho aura Apa paMkhe kI havA se dUra baiThe hoM. ghara meM eyara-kulara ho, aura haiM. kyA ThaNDaka milegI? bhayakara sardI paDatI ho, sardI meM hITara lagA ho, hITara se dUra jAkara baiThie, garmI anubhava hogI? sardI jAegI nahI. Apa jitane hITara ke najadIka AeMge, utanI custI AegI. garmI anubhava hogI. Apa jitanA eyara kalara ke najadIka AeMge, utanI ThaNDaka milegI. jitanA paramAtmA ke najadIka pahuMceMge, utanI hI citta ko zAnti aura samAdhi milegI. Apa jitane apane vicAroM se apanI AtmA ke najadIka pahuMceMge, utanI hI zAnti kA anubhava kareMge. hama to bahuta dUra cale gae. sadAcAra ke mAdhyama se una vicAroM ko svaccha karake AtmA ko svaccha kara cale gae. paryuSaNa parva kA yahI saMdeza hai. hamAre jIvana kA yaha parama kalyANakArI mitra hai. yaha prakAza dene vAlA dharma hai. isa parva kA prANa hai jIvana kA sadAcAra. sadAcAra kI pravRti meM sArI bAta A gaI. kSamApanA kI pravRti bhI A gaI. krodha aura kaSAya se AtmA ko mukta karane kA sAdhana bhI batalA diyA. sadAcAra zabda ke antargata jIvana kA saMpUrNa paricaya de diyA. isa kalyANa mitra ke Agamana para hamAre antarhadaya meM taiyArI honI cAhie. usakI upasthiti meM bhAva pUrvaka usakA tyAga karane vAlA banUM URURI 476 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI parva kA jo sandeza hai. apane jIvana aura vyavahAra meM utArakara ke jIvana ko saphala karane vAlA banUM, parva kI udAratA hai. usa udAratA ko jIvana vyavahAra meM utAra lU apUrva saMdeza hai parva kA. dharma bindu graMtha meM bhI parva kI bhUmikA ke lie jo mantra batalAyA gayA, sAdhanA siddha karane kA AtmA ke prabala zatruoM para vijaya prApta karane kA. "ariSaDvarga tyAgena" ye AtmA ke sabase prabala zatru haiM. parva kI sAdhanA ko niSphala karane vAle dharma kI imArata ko toDa dene vAle. sadabhAvanA ko lupta kara dene vAle, vicAra ke prakAza ko bujhA dene vAle haiM. bar3e prabala zatru AtmA ko andara se lUTa lete haiM. sarva prathama zatruoM kA samrATa, hamAre duzmanoM kA rAjA kAma. anAdi ananta kAla kI yaha vAsanA AtmA meM bharI hai. AtmA kA prathama nambara kA zatru hai, vaha sArI sAdhanA khaNDita kara detA hai. krodha to prakaTa roga aura kAma aprakaTa roga hai. prakaTa roga kA ilAja karanA bar3A sarala hotA hai. phrekcara ho jAye, ghAva ho jAye, jaraka ho jAye, DAkTara ke pAsa jAyeM, sArA ilAja AsAnI se kara degA. sArA roga dekha kara ThIka kara degA. koI roga dikha rahA hai. usake kAraNa najara A rahe haiM parantu andara meM koI roga ho, sira meM ho, peTa meM ho, gale meM ho, jo jaldI dikhegA nahIM, vaha bar3A bhayAnaka hotA hai. krodha prakaTa roga haiM. upacAra ho jAyegA. dasa AdamI bacAne vAle mila jAyeMge. samajhAne vAle mila jAyeMge, loka lajjA se kadAcit Apa ke andara kA yaha jahara dikhegA nahIM. sAmane vAle vyakti ko jaldI najara nahIM AyegA. usakA upacAra sambhava nahIM. vaha to vyakti ko svayaM hI sAvadhAna rahanA hai. ki antara zatruoM kA rAjA andara sakriya bana rahA hai, use kaise mUrcchita kiyA jAye. sabhI sAdhanoM kA kala vizeSa rUpa se paricaya AyA. paricaya hamAre lie patana kA kAraNa banatA hai. paricaya ke andara pUrNa viveka honA cAhie. dRSTi meM pavitratA AnI cAhiye taba to paricaya AzIrvAda rUpa bana jAye, vaha dekhane kI kalA prabhu ne batalAI. "mAtRvat paradAreSu" nItikAroM ne cintana diyA ki dekhane kA yadi koI maukA A jAye, kadAcit dekhanA bhI hai to mAtRvat. jaise hI mAM kA zabda Apa mana meM smaraNa kareMge, jo aisA mahAmantra hai kAma mUrchita ho jAyegA. aisI andara meM bhAvanA AnI cAhiye ki jahara bhI amRta bana jAye. eka smaraNa karate hI zabda kA prabhAva mana kI vAsanA ko mUrcchita kara de. ___mahArASTra ke yuddha meM ahamada nagara ke kile se bahuta se sainikoM ko zivAjI ne pakar3a liyA. bahuta se parivAra ke logoM ko bhI lekara A gaye. unake sAtha eka sundara navayuvatI chatrapati zivAjI ke pAsa lAyI gayI. 477 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: chatrapati zivAjI zaurya mUrti the. caritravAna vyakti the. kyoMki unake Upara AzIrvAda rAmadAsa kA thA. santapuruSa kA thA. santa kA AzIrvAda sadAcAra ko janma detA hai, santoM kI paridhi meM rahane vAlA vyakti, durAcAra ke pApa se rakSA pA jAtA hai isalie sAdhu santoM kA samAgama anivArya mAnA gayA hai. navayuvatI Akara ke nivedana karane lagI ki merI bhAvanA hai, maiM Apake sAtha nirvAha cAhatI hUM. Apake apUrva zaurya se aura ApakI zakti ko dekhakara ke mere mana meM yaha bhAvanA AtI hai, isIlie maiM anumati lekara Apake pAsa AI hUM, chatrapati zivAjI ne jaise hI bAta sunI, apanI gardana nIcI kI. hAtha jor3akara nivedana kiyA - mujhe bhI bar3I khuzI hotI, bar3I prasannatA hotI yadi tumhAre jaisI khUbasUrata merI mAM hotI. zabdoM kA aisA prabhAva ki lar3akI caraNoM meM gira gaI. merI bI gunAha ko Apa kSamA kareM. aba kabhI isa taraha kA galata vicAra yA nivedana Apase nahIM karUMgI. itanA bar3A samrAT jisake hAtha meM itanI bar3I zakti, talavAra kI tAkata jisake pAsa, itanA bar3A sAmrAjya jisake pAsa, parantu zivAjI para santapuruSa ke AzIrvAda ke kAraNa jIvana meM dayA, sadAcAra aura pavitratA thI. yaha dRSTi agara hamAre andara A jAye, sArI sRSTi badala jAye. sadAcAra hI dharma kA bIja hai. usa brahmacarya ko jJAnI puruSoM ne kisa prakAra namaskAra kiyA "deva dAnava gaMdharvA, yakSa rAkSasa kinnarAH" devA'pi taM namasyanti, duSkaraM karanti ye" bhagavAna mahAvIra ke zabdoM meM kahA gayA. deva, dAnava, gaMdharva, yakSa, rAkSasa, kinnara, puruSa ve sabhI usa AtmA ko bhAva pUrva vandana karate haiM. ye guNa hamAre andara jisa dina vikasita ho jAye, sadAcAra kA vRkSa agara nirmANa ho jAya to mokSa kA phala pAnA bar3A sarala bana jAye, samyak prakAra ke caritra kA pAlana karanA baDA sahaja bana jAye, samyaka darzana nirmala ho jAye. jJAna ke andara se sAre vikAra cale jAyeM. hitakArI jJAna AtmA ke lie saMsAra se virakta karate samaya parama sAdhana bana jAye. hamArI yahI maMgala bhAvanA honI cAhiye. isIlie bahuta sAre niyantraNa diye gaye. AhAra para niyantraNa diyA gayA. isa vrata ke rakSaNa ke lie. AhAra aisA nahIM honA cAhiye jo utejanA dene vAlA ho, AhAra ke andara isa prakAra kA poSaNa nahIM honA cAhiye, jisase viSayoM ko poSaNa mile. zarIra meM adhika zakti saMpAdana bhojana ke dvArA davAoM ke dvArA kiyA to vaha zakti sarvanAza karegI, viSaya-vikAra ko utejita karegI, sadAcAra se dUra lekara ke AyegI. vedAnta meM vedoM meM eka hI vAkya meM isakA paricaya diyA. "AcArahInAn na punanti vedAH" 478 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI AcAra se patita, sadAcAra se bhraSTa AtmA, usako veda bhI pavitra nahIM kara sakatA Apa vicAra kareM ki anya darzanoM ke RSi muniyoM ne bhI apanA abhiprAya kaisA diyA hai. saDe huye kAna vAlA kuttA yadi dukAna para A jAye, kutte ke kAna meM kIr3e kuda budA rahe hoM, bhayaMkara durgandha A rahI ho, koI usako sthAna yA Azraya nahIM degA. durAcArI AtmA ke lie jagata meM isI taraha kA vyavahAra hogA, kahIM bhI sammAna kA pAtra nahIM rahatA. jJAniyoM kI dRSTi meM hI vaha dayA kA pAtra banatA hai. una AtmAoM ko dekhakara jJAnI dayA ke AMsU nikAlate haiM. karuNA unake netra se AtI hai ki isakI kyA dazA hogI? eka jarA se jIvana sukha ke lie vyakti apane jIvana ko aMdhakAra maya banAtA hai. isa prabala zatru para vijaya prApta karanA hai. AhAra parimita ho. tapa kA mAdhyama isIliye diyA jAtA hai. tapa ke dvArA vicAroM kA nirodha kiyA jAtA hai. vikAroM kA dahana kiyA jAtA hai. tapa ke mAdhyama se sadAcAra kA rakSaNa kiyA jAtA hai. zarIra aura indriyoM ke bIca saMtulana kAyama karane vAlA tapa hai, jarUrata se adhika jo bhI zakti hai, usakA santulana vaha banAkara calatA hai. yaha ati mahatvapUrNa hai. ina sArI sAdhanA ke andara lakSya vahI hai. satata kriyA meM magna rahe, satata svAdhyAya meM rahe, satata apane kArya meM vyasta rahe. pariNAma usakA bar3A sundara AyegA. vaha vyakti dhIre-dhIre durAcAra para vijaya prApta kara legA. kAma ko naSTa kara legA. kAma ko kAma se hI jItane kA prayAsa kareM. satata kArya meM magna raheM. jarA bhI yadi dimAga ko khAlI rakhA aura ekAnta mila gayA to dimAga galata cIja ko utpanna karegA. khAlI dimAga zaitAna kA kArakhAnA banatA hai. niSkriya vyakti durAcAra kA proDakzana karegA. prathama zatra kA paricaya dene ke bAda usake parama mitra krodha kA paricaya diyA. cha: zatra hai. AtmA ke parantu ye cha: aise mitra haiM jo eka dUsare ke viyoga meM nahI raha sakate. kAma ke sAtha krodha usake rakSaNa meM AyegA. kaSAya AyegA vyakti karane laga jAyegA. aprApti meM usakI vedanA itanI khataranAka ki socegA, sAmane vAle vyakti ko khatma kara dUM. mere bIca meM jo bhI rukAvaTa Ae, usakA nAza kara DAlUM. __ peparoM meM par3hA hogA, durAcAra kA pariNAma kaisA AtA hai. krodha turanta usakI sahAyatA AtA hai. donoM sAtha hI rahate haiM. kAma aura krodha eka hI sikke ke do pahala haiM. donoM tarapha citra hote haiM. usI taraha se ye durAcAra kA eka hI sikkA hai kAma aura krodha usake do rUpa haiM eka dUsare ke pUraka, eka dusare ke sahAyaka haiM, usa para vijaya kaise prApta karanA usakA rAstA jJAnI purUSoM ne dharma bindu sUtra dvArA batalAyA.. parva kAla meM aise hI kitane prasaMga ho gaye. jina AtmAoM ne isa prakAra vijaya prApta kI, ve dhanyavAda ke pAtra bane. jaina paramparA hai, kisI bhI vyakti ko maMgalAcaraNa dete hue | ad 479 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI usa mahAna puruSa kA nAma liyA jAtA hai, jo vartamAna kAla meM kAla vijetA ke rUpa meM | mAne gaye haiM. ___ "maMgalam bhagavAn vIro, maMgalam gautamaH prabhuH" sarva prathama paramAtmA jinezvara jinake dharma zAstra meM dharma kI ArAdhanA karate haiM. hamAre jIvana para jinakA sarvopari upakAra hai tIrthaMkara mahAvIra. usake bAda pramukha ziSya, prathama gaNadhara indramUrti gautama, maMgala ke rUpa meM unakA nAma smaraNa kiyA jAtA hai. paramAtmA kA jinezvara kA nAma aura turanta gautama kA nAma usake bAda "maMgalam sthUlabhadrAdyAH jaina dharmostu maMgalam" dharma maMgala bhI bAda meM, yaha vizeSatA dekhanA, sthUla bhadra mahArAja kA kaisA jIvana thA pUrva kAla kA, aMdhakAra maya, aura kaisA sadAcAra kA parama prakAza prApta kiyA. bhagavAna mahAvIra kA nAma eka caubIsI taka rahegA. sthUla bhadra mahArAja kA nAma caurAsI caubIsI taka kA nAma rahane vAlA hai. caurAsI caubIsI kisako kahA jAtA hai- asaMkhyAtakAla calA jAtA hai eka caubIsI meM. aisI caurAsI caubIsI taka sthUla bhadra mahArAja kA nAma kAyama karane vAlA haiM. mahAvIra kA bhI nahIM, gautama kA bhI nahIM, kisI tIrthaMkara kA nahIM, kaisA Azcarya. aisA apUrva nAma, karma usa AtmA ne upArjita kiyA, jaba-jaba dharma kA zAsana sthApita hogA, jaba-jaba dharma kA tIrthaMkara paramAtmA upadezanA degA. usa samaya sthUla bhadra mahArAja kA prasaMga usa upadezanA meM AyegA, isa taraha unakA nAma caurAsI caubIsI taka calegA. yaha brahmacarya kA prabhAva, caurAsI caubIsI taka unakA nAma kAyama rahegA. kaisA parivartana AyA. pATaliputra meM jagata prasiddha vezyA thI. bAraha varSa taka usake sAtha rahane vAle magadha ke mahAmantrI. paramAtmA mahAvIra kA paramopAsaka, sthUlabhadra mahArAja paTanA ke the. zakaTAra mahAmantrI the, vaMza kA sAmrAjya calatA thA. __ mahAmantrI zakaTAra jAti se brAhmaNa the. parantu dharma se paramAtmA mahAvIra ke parama upAsaka the. aisI paristhiti meM bAraha varSa taka sthUla bhadra kozA vezyA ke yahAM rAja mahala meM rahe. sAmAnya vezyA nahI thI, usa jamAne meM karor3oM kI sampati usake pAsa thI. apUrva prakAra kI nRtyakalA usake sAtha thI. apUrva saMgIta thA. usake jIvana meM paise kI koI kamI nahI thI. aura sthUlabhadra ko bhI paise kI koI kamI nahI thI. zakaTAra mahAmaMtrI the, bahuta bar3A vyApAra sAdhana unake sAtha thA. dravya kI koI kamI nahI, putra se jo maMgavAyA, bhejate rahe. apAra vaibhava. para Ane kA nAmo nizAna nahIM. bAraha varSa kozA ke yahAM rahe. isa kAma ne kaisA apanA sAmrAjya kAyama kiyA? aise kulIna ghara meM aise mahAna zrAvaka unake yahAM isane kaisI corI kI? kaise lUTa calAI ? bAraha varSa taka. mAM-pitA saba kA viyoga, akele rahe. kabhI Ae nahIM. prasaMga meM unake Ane kA eka bhI ullekha nahIM. 480 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: - acAnaka zAdI kA jaba AmaMtraNa diyA,sthUla bhadra mahArAja ne manA kara diyA. mujhe zAdI kI jarUrata nahI. kozA ke sAtha hI rahe. parivAra ne, gRhastha dharma ke nirvAha ke lie, nirNaya kiyA ki sthUlabhadra ke choTe bhAI zrIyaka kI zAdI kara dI jAe. pitA lAcAra the. pitA kI AjJA kA bhI ullaMghana kara diyA. zrIyaka kI zAdI kI taiyArI huI.. mana meM vicAra kiyA kI yahAM ke rAjA ko kyA cIja bheMTa kI jAe. yaha zAdI kA prasaMga hai. aura maiM yahAM kA mahAmantrI hUM. para magadha kA isane vizAla sAmrAjya kA kisI tuccha upahAra se kAma nahIM calegA. sonA cAndI to saba lekara ke Ate haiM. yaha to rAjA haiM kSatriya putra haiM, rAjya ke rakSaNa ke lie koI cIja haiM, jisase rAjya ko prajA kA rakSaNa ho. dharma aura saMskRti kA rakSaNa ho, rAjA ko bhI jarUrata par3ane para usakA upayoga ho sake. aisI vastu maiM rAjA ko arpaNa karUM. baDI zuddha bhAvanA thI. bhAvanA meM koI malinatA nahIM thI. kArakhAne khola diye, talavAra bana rahe haiM. bhAle barache, kaTAra taiyAra ho rahe haiM. yuddha ke andara jo jarUrI hote haiM? ve sAre sAdhana vahAM para taiyAra karavAye. zakaTAra ko paise kI kamI nahIM thI. bahuta bar3I mAtrA meM zastra sAmragI kA nirmANa karavAyA. vicAra kiyA ki zAdI ke prasaMga para samasta cIjeM rAjA ko arpaNa kara dUMgA. tAki prajA ke rakSaNa ke lie rAjA isakA upayoga kara sake. gAMva meM nArada to hote hI haiM. rAjA kAna ke kacce hote haiM. do cAra nArada mila gaye. Akara ke kAna meM DAlA-rAjan, Apa jisa para itanA vizvAsa karate haiM vaha prajA ko bhar3akA degA. rAjan, ApakA rAjya eka kSaNa meM calA jAyegA. rAjya kA mAlika to zakaTAra banegA. rAjA ne kahA- mahAmantrI mere bar3e vizvasta haiM. aisA ho hI nahIM sakatA. tIna-tIna pIr3hI se unake pUrvajoM ne prajA kI sevA kI hai. kyA bAta bAta karate ho? __ rAjan! bilakula sahI kahatA hUM. gAMva meM aisI havA phailA dI. ghara-ghara carcA kA viSaya bana gayA. rAjA kitanA kAna kA kaccA hai kitanA aMdhavizvAsa lekara ke calatA hai. yaha mahAmantrI kA SaDayantra logoM kI najara meM thA, kArakhAne to logoM kI najara meM the. sAdhana sAmagrI taiyAra ho rahe the. mahAmantrI ke antara bhAvoM ko logoM ne nahIM samajhA aura mahAmantrI ke virodhiyoM ko maukA mila gayA. pUre gAMva meM yaha carcA kA viSaya bana gayA. rAjA veza parivartana karake nikalA. jahAM jAye vahIM yaha carcA, apanI najaroM se dekhA to kArakhAne taiyAra ho rahe. haiM. kArakhAne meM astra zastra bana rahe haiM. rAjA ne mana meM gAMTha bAMdha lI. mahAmantrI kA saphAyA jaldI karanA hai. nahIM kiyA to mere rAjya kA bhaya hai. ghara kI samasyA hai, isakA pratIkAra karanA mere lie muzkila ho jAyegA. mahAmantrI ko bulA kara ke rAja darabAra meM kahA-mahAmantrI tumhAre kArya se maiM pUrNa paricita bana cukA hUM. tumhArA chala, kapaTa, mAyA prapaMca kucha nahIM calane kA. caubIsa ghaNTe kA samaya ARE 481 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI / cAhiya. detA hU~. apane ghara vAloM ko milakara ke A jAo phira tumheM sajA dI jAyegI, tumhAre jaisA gaddAra AdamI hamAre rAjya meM nahI cAhiye. zabda kyA the, usake lie to mauta ke barAbara the. mahAmantrI mana meM samajha gaye, rAjA ke mana kI zaMkA kA nivAraNa aba kisI taraha hone vAlA nahIM. koI vakAlata yahAM calane vAlI nahIM. ghara para pUre parivAra ko bulAkara ke kahA ki aba mere jIvana kA aMtima samaya hai. aise bhI vRddha ho cukA hUM. paramAtmA jinezvara ke zAsana meM maiMne sundara ArAdhanA kI hai. marane kA koI dukha nahIM, darda nahIM, baDe zuddha bhAva se rAjya aura prajA kI sevA ke lie ina zastroM kA nirmANa karAyA. rAjA ko bheMTa dene ke lie zAdI para lekina hamAre virodhiyoM ne galata pracAra kara diyA. paramAtmA mahAvIra svAmI kI badanAmI na ho, yaha merA tilaka kalaMkita na ho jAye, pratidina paramAtmA kI upAsanA pUjA karane vAlA. mahAmantrI kahatA hai "merA tilaka kaMlakita na ho jAye. mere kula ko kalaMka na lage." aisA upAya maiMne soca rakhA hai. mauta to Ane vAlI hai. zrAvaka apane jIvana ke andara nitAnta vaphAdAra hotA hai. apanI cintA nahIM. maiM mara jAUM. unakI cintA nahIM hai. badanAmI ho jAe koI cintA nahIM, merA dharma mere nimitta se badanAma nahIM honA cAhiye. dhArmika vyaktiyoM kA yaha gaurava hotA hai. merA dharma badanAma nahIM honA cAhiye. mana meM dRr3ha nizcaya kiyA. zrIyaka ko bulAyA. zrIyaka rAjA kA aMgarakSaka thA. zakaTAra rAjya ke mahAmantrI the. zrIyaka ko bulAkAra kahA beTA tU merA putra hai. pitA kI AjJA kA pAlana karanA terA dharma hai. "hAM, pitA jI." ___ "tuma mujhe vacana do jaisA Adeza rAjA de, vaisA pAlana tumheM karanA hogA. tuma jAnate ho tumhArI naukarI jisa bAta kI hai tuma rAjA ke aMga rakSaka ho." apane ko tumako kalaMka se bacAnA hai. maiMne upAya soca liyA hai. jaise hI maiM rAjadarabAra meM jAUM aura jhuka kara rAjA ko abhivAdana karane namaskAra karUM, talavAra nikAla kara merI gardana alaga kara denA. eka mAtra yahI upAya hai. satya kI rakSA ke lie koI upAya nahIM. rAjA ke mana kI zaMkA ko nikAlane kA mAtra yahI upAya hai aura agara nahIM kiyA to parivAra katla kara diyA jAegA. nahIM to merA eka kA balidAna hogA. prajA ke andara avizvAsa phaila jAyegA. merA kula, merI jAti, merA dharma badanAma hogA. maiM jo kaha rahA hUM, soca samajhakara kaha rahA hUM. tU mujhe vacana de, merI AjJA kA ullaghaMna nahIM karegA. zrIyaka zAyada samajha gaye. vacana de diyA. pitA ne kahA-maiM to viSa lekara jAUMgA tujhe pitRhatyA kA pApa nahIM lagegA. jaise maiM jhukakara ke abhivAdana karUM maiM aMgUThI ko muMha meM DAla lUMgA. agara yaha viSa Apake jUte ke upara bhI DAla diyA jAye to Apake pada 482 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: pasIne se Apake andara calA jAyegA aura Apako khatma kara degA. usakA sparza itanA / khataranAka hotA hai. yaha Adeza tujhe mAnanA hogA, jaise hI rAja darabAra meM gaye. jhukakara rAjA ko abhivAdana kiyA, zrIyaka aMgarakSaka thA. talavAra nikAlI aura gardana para calAI. gardana alaga kara dI. sAre darabArI stabdha raha gaye pitA kI hatyA, vo bhI zrIyaka dvArA. isameM kyA rahasya hai. rAjA bhI vicAra meM par3a gayA. jo cIja kabhI hone vAlI nahIM. vaha kaise ghaTita ho gaI. zrIyaka ko bulAkara kahA-tUne yaha kyA kiyA. hajura merA karttavya thA, usakA pAlana kiyA. rAjA kA rakSaNa karanA merA dharma hai. maiM nahIM mAnatA. isake andara jarUra kucha kAraNa honA cAhie. pitA ne kahA raajn| maiM kyA karU, aMtima samaya kahA thA ki rAjA ke dimAga se bhrama nikAlane kA yahI eka upAya hai. sArI hakIkata jaba sAmane AI, taba mAlUma par3A. aho, itanA baDA anartha ho gayA. aba pazcAttApa karane se kyA nikalegA. jo honA thA so ho gayA. pitA kI rAjamudrikA lekara ke sthUla bhadra ke pAsa koSa vezyA ke yahAM bhejA gayA. kula paramparA se mahAmantrI kA pada bar3e ko diyA jAtA thA. sthUla bhadra ko Amantrita kiyA gayA. pitA kI mRtyu kA samAcAra suna jaba usakI moha nidrA TUTI. jaise 4. bAraha varSa gujara gaye the. yuga parivartana ho gayA.. yahAM Akara ke jaba parivAra se hakIkata jAnI, pitA kI aisI dardanAka mRtyu huI. eka vyavahAra ko lekara ke rAja darabAra meM gaye, rAjA ne unheM AmAntrita kiyA aura aMgUThI nikAla kara dI. ye mahAmantrI kA pada mere Agraha se Apa svIkAra kareM. aisA vairAgya usa samaya sthala bhadra mahArAja ko AyA. itanA bar3A rAjya kA pada, apAra vaibhava sukhI sampanna parivAra unhoMne kahA-aisA vicitra saMsAra jisake lie hamArI tIna pIr3hiyoM ne apanA khUna pasInA diyA. apane jIvana kA balidAna kara diyA. jarA sI bAta ko lekara ke itanA bar3A anartha ki mere bApa kI isa prakAra mauta huI. aMgUThI rAjA kI tarapha phaiMka dI ki mujhe nahIM cAhiye, tumhArI aMgaThI apane pAsa rakho. vahAM se cale gaye aura sIdhe saMvRddhi vijaya mahArAja ke pAsa natamastaka ho gaye. aura kahA bhagavana aise dagAbAja saMsAra meM eka kSaNa bhI majhe nahIM rahanA. bhogoM ko bhogane vAlA sthala bhadra ne jaba guru mahArAja ke caraNoM meM apanA jIvana samarpita kara diyA. pitA kI mauta vairAgya kA kAraNa bana gaI. virakta bana gayA. guru bhagavana ke pAsa zikSA dIkSA huI. AcArya sthUla bhadra mahArAja ne aisA jIvana nirmANa kiyA evaM pUrva kA jJAna unhoMne prApta kiyA. cAturmAsa kA samaya jaba najadIka AyA jitane bhI vahAM sAdhu the, mahAna tapasvI sAdhu, cAra-cAra mahInA upavAsa karane vAle sAdhu. sAdhuoM ne cAturmAsa kI AjJA mAMgI. pahale 483 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI samaya meM zaharoM meM sAdhu bahuta kama rahate. caturmAsa bhI prAyaH ekAnta meM karate. bhikSA ke lie gAMva meM jAkara bhikSA le Ate. zaharoM meM rahate nahIM. paryuSaNa mAtra sAdhuoM ke lie hotA, pravacana mAtra sAdhuoM ke lie hotA, apane AcAra kI jAnakArI prativarSa usameM se prApta karate, preraNA prApta karate. usa samaya ye paryuSaNa parva bhI isa prakAra se nahIM manAyA jAtA thA. yaha to hajAra varSa se zurU huA. dhruvasena rAjA ke samaya se. __jaba gujarAta meM dhruva sena rAjA ne guru bhagavAna se prArthanA kI ki bhagavan yaha upadeza sunane kA avasara hameM bhI pradAna kareM saMgha meM utsAha banegA, prajA meM Ananda AyegA, parva kA ullAsa bar3hegA. taba hamAre AcArya bhagavantoM ne yaha nirNaya liyA aura saMgha ke samakSa bhagavAna ke 980 varSa bAda yaha paramparA cAlU kI taba se saMgha ke samakSa yaha pravacana diyA jAtA hai. isase pahale taka to mAtra sAdhuoM ke lie thA. aisI paristhiti meM kisI sAdhu ne Adeza mAMgA ki bhayaMkara nAga rahatA hai, usake bila ke pAsa jAkara ke maiM cAturmAsa karU.. kisI ne Adeza mAMgA ki kueM ke Upara pAlapurastha khar3e rahakara cAturmAsa karUgA. Apa sAdhanA to dekhiye. cAra-cAra mahIne taka upavAsa aura satata jAgaraNa meM jarA bhI pramAda kare to kuMA meM gira jAye. usake pAlapara khaDe rahakara cAturmAsa karUMgA. aisI parama sAdhaka mahAna AtmAeM thIM. sarpa ke bila ke pAsa cAturmAsa karUMgA, satata jAgRti bane rahe. mere prema ke vAtAvaraNa meM AnevAlA krodhita sarpa bhI zAnta ho jAye, siMha guphA kA vAsa. jahAM bhayaMkara siMha vikarAla siMha rahatA hai. usakI guphA ke pAsa cAturmAsa karUMgA. kaisI kaThora tapazcaryA usa kAla meM thI. kitanA gajaba kA manobala una AtmAoM ke pAsa thA. apanI sAdhutA meM kitanA vizvAsa thA, una AtmAoM ke pAsa. sthUlabhadra bhagavanta ne guru se nivedana kiyA- ki magadha meM kozA vezyA ke yahAM cAturmAsa karUMgA. samajha gaye kitanI khataranAka yAcanA thI? jahAM para parva kAla meM 12 varSa taka bhoga bhoge, agara usakI eka bhI smati isameM A jAye to sArI sAdhanA naSTa ho jAye. isakI smRti mAtra se mana meM caMcalatA aura vyagratA lekara A jAye. parantu saMbhUtisUri ne AzIrvAda diyA ki jAo khuzI se cAturmAsa karo, merA AzIrvAda hai. kozA ko jaba mAlUma par3A, baDI prasannatA huI. sAdhu banakara ke Aye. usa jamAne meM saMsArI aura Aja sAdhu banakara ke mere dvAra para Aye. baDA svAgata kiyA. cAturmAsa kA samaya aura vaha bhI sthAna kaisA-citrazAlA cAroM tarapha bahuta bhaya kA vAtAvaraNa jitane bhI citrazAlA meM citra the ve vikAra ko utpanna karane vAle the. viSaya ko poSaNa karane vAle the. aise hAva bhAva mile citra. usa citrazAlA meM mahArAja sthUlabhadra ko sthAna diyA gayA. kAnA 484 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI ___ koyale ke godAma meM rahanA par3e aura kapar3e para dAga na lage to Azcarya hogA. kAjala kI koTharI meM rahakara ke bedAga nikalanA koI sAmAnya vyakti kA kAma nahIM. SaTarasa bhojana duSkAla aura phira adhimAsa A jAye, kaisA bhaMyakara hotA hai. eka to varSA Rtu Upara se khAne ko SaTarasa bhojana. phira citrazAlA. vahAM cAturmAsa karanA kasauTI kaisI? ye Aga ke sAtha khelanA thA. aisI paristhiti meM sthUlabhadra mahArAja ne usI jagaha cAturmAsa kiyA. mana kA saMkalpa thA. jisa jagaha maiMne pApa kA poSaNa kiyA. usa nimitta ko ArAdhanA kA mAdhyama banAUM. use parama zrAvikA banAUM. kozA ne dekhA. Aja nahIM to kala yaha calAyamAna ho jAyeMge. bahuta prayatna kiyA. prayatna karate-karate kozA thaka gaI. nirAza hokara jhuka karake nivedana kiyA. bhagavan! aba Apa jo Adeza deMge, zirodhArya haiM. jIvana paryanta isa pApa kA tyAga kara diyA. kozA paricaya ke bAda cAra mahIne parama zrAvikA banI. pApa se mukta ho gaI. sAdhu santoM ke paricaya se jIvana ko sugandhita banA liyA. cAturmAsa pUrNa hone ke bAda jaba ve Aye. guru bhagavanta viziSTa jJAnI the. jJAna ke dvArA usa prakAza meM dekha liyA. vaha mahApuruSa jisake eka roma meM bhI vikAra kA praveza nahIM huA. vicAra ke aMdara vikAra kA bilkula abhAva. aisI pavitratA. cAra mahInA aisI kasauTI se nikala kara ke Ae haiM. itane samartha yuga-yuga pradhAna AcArya unake gurU sambhUti sUri. mahArAja kA AzIrvAda sthUlabhadra mahArAja para thA. jaise hI sthUla bhadra cAturmAsa karake vahAM Ae. guru mahArAja svayaM uThe, use lene gae, usakA svAgata kiyA, use dhanyavAda diyA. eka bAra nahIM tIna bAra kahA. dukkara, dukkara, dukkara. ati duSkara kArya tumane kiyA dhanyavAda. koI zabda nahIM chAtI se lagA liyA. ___ guru kA prema, guru kA AzIrvAda aura guru kA aisA svAgata eka ziSya ke prati. vahAM jo dUsare sAdhu the cAra-cAra mahIne kA tapa karane vAle siMha guphA meM rahane vAle, sAMpa ke bila ke pAsa cAturmAsa karane vAle. unake mana meM jalana paidA huI, IrSyA huI ki cAra mahInA, mAla pAnI uDAkara ke AyA. na sardI na garmI lagI na varSA kA eka bindu pAnI girA, na koI tapa na koI. tyAga. aura garu ne kahA-bar3A duSkara kArya tumane kiyA. mana meM jarA IrSyA huI. usa mahAna sAdhu ko dhanyavAda dene ke pIche prayojana sahI the ki aisI anUkulatA meM rahakara ke viSaya para vijaya prApta karanA duzmana ke ghara meM rahakara ke duzmana ko parAsta karanA yaha koI sAmAnya kAma nahIM. itanI duSkara sAdhanA sthUlabhadra mahArAja ne kI, taba jAkara caurAsI taka unakA nAma kAyama rahegA. sArI ArAdhanA ke andara isa ArAdhanA ko bahata mahatva diyA hai. sAre vratoM meM isako samrATa tulya mAnA gayA hai. ise dIpaka kI upamA dI gaI. bAraha vrata kI pUjA meM ise dIpaka kI upamA dI gayI hai, kabhI isakA Ananda lIjiye. ha 485 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI svAmI dayAnanda sarasvatI brahmacArI puruSa the, unheM samApta karane ke liye do tIna bAra khAne meM jahara diyA gayA, parantu brahmacarya evaM sadAcAra pAlana karane vAlI AtmA thI, yogazakti ke prabhAva se jahara kA asara miTA diyA. ajamera meM eka dina dayAnanda sarasvatI ko dahI meM milAkara viSa diyA gayA. duzmanoM kA SaDyantra thA aura dene vAlA vyakti bhI unakA hI rasoiyA ThAkura jagannAtha thA. subaha ve dahI liyA karate the. dahI lene ke bAda unheM mAlUma paDa gayA. ki isake andara tIvra jahara milAyA hai. merA bacanA saMbhava nahIM. zarIra meM vaha tAkata nahIM ki jahara kA pratikAra kara sakU. bistara para soye the. avasthA thI. jahara kA AkramaNa thA mUrchita hone kI taiyArI thI. apane rasoiye ko bulAyA. bulAkara kahA - paise ke pralobhana meM Akara tumane yaha pApa kiyA. ThIka hai maiM kala jAne vAlA Aja calA jAUMgA. mujhe koI cintA nahIM parantu mujhe to cintA hai, mere pIche tere parivAra kA kyA hogA, agara tU yahAM rahA. aura pulisa ko mAlUma par3a gayA ki tumane mujhe jahara diyA hai. to tajhe to phAMsI para laTAkAyeMge. tere parivAra kI dazA kyA hogI? merA yaha nivedana hai mere pAsa ye 10000 rupaye par3e haiM kisI bhakta ne diyA hai. ye tU le jA, tere parivAra ke lie aura yahAM se jaldI se jaldI calA jA. maiM nahIM cAhatA merI mauta ke bAda isakI sajA tere ko mile. sAdhu santoM kA jIvana vyavahAra kaisA? unheM mAlUma hai isa vyakti ne mujhe jahara diyA hai. parantu yaha sadAcAra kA puNya prabhAva jo hamezA sad vicAra kA poSaNa karatA hai. kabhI durvicAra ko Ane nahIM detA. marate samaya bhI durvicAra nahIM Ane diyA. mana meM yaha vicAra nahIM AyA, merA zatru hai, mujhe mAra karake jA rahA hai. dasa hajAra rupayA dekara use vidAiyAM dI. tU calA jA. tumako jAnA ho cale jAo, aura parivAra ke bharaNa poSaNa meM tumheM jitanA upayoga karanA ho dasa hajAra se karanA. sau sAla pahale dasa hajAra kA kyA mUlya thA. Apa soca lenA. aisA kauna vyakti hai jo mArane vAle ko bacAne kA prayAsa kare. yaha sadAcAra kA puNya prabhAva hai. brahmacArI AtmAoM ke vicAra meM kabhI durvicAra kA praveza nahIM hogA. isIliye sAdhu kI avasthA meM, sAdhanA ke andara isako vizeSa mahatva diyA. jitanA sundara isa vyavahAra kA pAlana kara sake to sArI sAdhanA ko vaha sakriya banAyegA. sArI sAdhanA sugandhamaya banegI. isameM bar3I pracaNDa tAkata hai. hamAre pUrvajoM ne nirarthaka isakA guNagAna nahIM gAyA hai, jahAM jAyeM vahIM para isakA cAhe vaidika paramparA ho, cAhe bauddha ho, cAhe jaina paramparA ho, yA anya kisI bhI dharma, mata, paMtha meM jAyeM brahmacarya kA gaNagAna hara jagaha milegA. yaha saMgIta hara jagaha sunane ko milegA. Malo 486 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - hamArI bhAratIya paramparA meM isakA sabase adhika mahatva hai. agara sadAcAra gayA to saba kucha gayA, bAkI lAza hai. sArI sAdhanA prANa zUnya hai. sAdhanA meM kisI bhI prakAra kI jAgRti nahIM milegI. eka saMkalpa karanA hai. paryuSaNa meM ATha dina pUrNa rUpa se brahmacarya kA pAlana karUgA. aura isa parva kI maiM ArAdhanA karUMgA. brahmacarya pUrvaka satyaniSTha vyakti yadi ArAdhanA kare, vaha ArAdhanA usake lie varadAna bana jAye binA mantreNa sidhyati. koI mantra sAdhanA ko siddha karane ke lie sarva prathama zarta haiM. brahmacarya pAlanA usI brahmacarya ke lie tapa karAyA jAtA hai tAki sAdhanA meM AtmA nirvikArI rahe. satata cintana ke nimitta use diyA jAtA hai tAki dUsare galata vicAra usameM na A jAyeM. kAma ke bAda dUsarA sabase khataranAka zatru hai, krodha, usakA paricaya diyA. krodha para vijaya kaise pAI jAye. Upara se nIce taka sarva vyApI sAmrAjya hai. sAdhaka AtmAoM ke andara bhI praveza karatA hai. sAmAnya vyaktiyoM ke andara bhI coTa pahuMcA detA hai. jIvana ke hara kSetra meM yaha Apake sAtha calA jAtA hai aura andara rahA huA yaha zatru kabhI nahIM prakaTa hotA hai. Adya zaMkarAcArya kAzI gaye the. mahAna vidvAna puruSa the. gaMgA snAna karake vizvanAtha ke mandira jAne vAle the prAta: kAla brahma muhUrta thA evaM andhakAra meM koI harijana rAste meM galiyoM kI saphAI kara rahA thA. vaha jhADU unake zarIra se sparza kara gayA. yuvA avasthA thI. brahmacArI the. baDI garmI AI, krodha meM bole - "kisa caNDAla kA sparza mujhe ho gayA. majhe phira snAna karane jAnA hogA" Aveza meM A gaye. krodha meM A gaye. Aye bhUmi kA saMskAra aisA. harijana ne hAtha jor3akara ke kSamA yAcanA kI. kahA - "mujhe bhI Apa kSamA pradAna kareM. mujhe bhI snAna karane jAnA paDegA." _ zaMkarAcArya ne pUchA - "tujhe kisa bAta kA snAna karanA hai?" jarA gussA zAnta huA. yAcanA se. usane kahA - "mujhe mahAcANDAla kA sparza ho gayA." zaMkarAcArya ne pUchA - "mahAcANDAla phira kauna hai?" "bhagavan! Apake andara bharA krodha mahA cANDAla hai usakA sparza ho gayA. merI pavitratA bhI gaI. mujhe bhI gaMgA snAna karane jAnA hai." usI samaya zaMkarAcArya apanI bhUla svIkAra kara lI, Aja ke bAda kabhI krodha nahIM karUMgA. itane mahAna puruSa taka, itane mahAna vidvAna taka, isa krodha kI pahuMca hai, vahAM taka yaha AkramaNa karatA hai. krodha kI jvAlA meM apanI sArI zakti ko jalAkara rAkha banA detA hai. yahI krodha kA pariNAma thA ki mahAvIra ko itanA kaSTa sahana karanA par3A. pUrva bhava meM aise karma upArjana karake Aye, jisakA pariNAma paramAtmA ko bhoganA par3A. upasarga 487 For Private And Personal Use Only

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FO -guruvANI hone kA kAraNa kyA thA, jo bhUla thI, usakI sajA milI, karma kA vyavahAra to saba jagaha eka samAna hotA hai. ___ RSi muniyoM kA yaha apUrva cintana. jarA vicAra meM lAiye. krodha aura kaSAya kA pariNAma kitanA khataranAka hotA hai. hRdaya meM jahAM amRta kA utpAdana honA cAhiye vahAM se krodha jahara utpAdana karatA hai. paryuSaNa parva kI ArAdhanA krodha kI sabase bar3I davA hai. isakA sabase baDA upacAra hai, kSamA kI maMgala bhAvanA. yaha bhAvanA kaise Aye? kisa prakAra se isako lAnA cAhiye? jahAM taka kSamA kI bhAvanA nahIM Aye, vahAM taka paryuSaNa ArAdhanA nirarthaka hai. kalpasUtra ke andara AtA hai: jo uvva sammaI avvam tassa atthI ArAhanA jo na uva samaI avvam tassa natthI ArAhanA bhagavAna ne kahA jo AtmA payurSaNa mahAna parva meM, apane hRdaya ko zuddha karake kSamApanA kare, upazama bhAva zAnta avasthA meM rahe. usa AtmA kI ArAdhanA paryuSaNa saphala. bAkI to nATaka hai. apane hRdaya ko jarA TaToleM dekheM maMgala kAmanA kareM, bhagavana, mere hRdaya meM bhI kSamA kI bhAvanA A jAye. sAmAnya vyaktiyoM meM bhI kaI bAra hama isa prakAra kI bhAvanA dekhate haiM. eka maitrI kI bhAvanA A jAye to sAmana vAle vyakti meM sadabhAva utpanna ho jAtA hai, vaha paramANu prema kA sAmrAjya kAyama karatA hai zaMkarAcArya pUre deza meM paribhramaNa kara rahe the. mana meM eka vicAra kiyA ki merA maTha kisa jagaha ho. ghUmate-ghUmate dakSiNa meM gaye. vahAM jAkara ke kisI santa puruSa ke Azrama meM Thahare unako mAlama paDA bhayaMkara garmI ke andara eka meNDhaka ghAyala ho gayA thA. kisI kAraNa se vahAM eka sarpa AyA sarpa ne phala tAnakara usako chAyA denI zurU kI. zaMkarAcArya ne vicAra kiyA, ki yaha merI AMkha kA koI bhrama to nahIM hai yaha koI jAd to nahIM hai? isameM kyA hakIkata hai? anya RSi muniyoM se zaMkarAcArya ne pUchAjo yaha dekha rahA hUM, yaha satya hai yA asatya hai? RSi muniyoM ne kahA-bhagavana! yaha to pUrNa satya hai, aisI ghaTanAyeM to hameM bahuta dekhane ko milatI haiM yahAM para. kAraNa: yahAM para zrRMgerI RSi hue haiM. mahAna tapasvI the zrRMgerI RSi, kSamA kI mUrti the. unheM koI Akara gAlI de to bhI unake andara se AzIrvAda nikalatA thA. mahApuruSa the. unhIM kI yaha tapo bhUmi hai. yahIM para tapa kiyA thA. unakI mRtyu ke bAda unakI samAdhi yahIM para rakhI gaI. usakA prabhAva isa se jamIna meM Ane vAle jIva jantu apanA vairabhAva bhUla jAte haiM. yahAM aisI bhAvanA unameM A jAtI hai. jo Apa AkhoM se dekha rahe hai. kana 488 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: meMDhaka sarpa kA bhakSya hai. sarpa dekhe to turanta khA jAye. parantu vaha isake rakSaNa ke lie phana nikAla karake baiThA hai. isakI dayAlutA dekhI, yahI Azcarya / mare hue santa ke paramANu meM bhI yaha tAkata. unakI samAdhi para Aye huye sarpa kA bhI krodha zAnta ho gayA. zaMkarAcArya ne nirNaya kiyA ki merA sarva prathama maTha yahIM para banegA. vaha maTha Aja bhI maujUda hai. zrRMgerI maTha zrRMgerI RSi ke nAma se hI usa Azrama kA nirmANa kiyA. unhoMne sarva prathama apanA kendra banAyA. yaha ghaTanA to hama hara roja dekhate haiM. brahmacarya ke prabhAva se AtmA ko kyA bala milatA hai, usakA to aneka bAra paricaya kiyA. aisI divya zakti antara se prakaTa karatA hai jo zabdoM se nahIM samajhAyI jA sakatI. vaha anubhava kI vastu hai. aisI pracaNDa zakti kA janma akrodhAvasthA meM AtA hai. kSamA kI maMgala bhAvanA se milatA hai. aise eka nahI, aneka prasaMga mileMge usa vartula meM cale jAeM. tirucanApallI hama gaye the. ramaNa maharSi ke Azrama meM bahata baDe mandira kI vahAM pratiSThA thI. bahuta bar3A dhArmika kendra hai. jaba vahAM para gayA, usa jagaha para maiMne dekhA jahAM Azrama hai bahuta bar3e-bar3e vyakti ramana maharSi ke pAsa darzana ke lie AyA karate. maharSi maTha ke pAsa bahuta se videzI unake darzanoM ke lie Ate the. vahAM kA vAtAvaraNa itanA saumya aura zAnta hai. bahuta vizAla Azrama hai. jaba maiMne pUchA to vahAM ke logoM ne unakA jIvana prasaMga batalAyA ki unakI laghutA kaisI thI. usa AtmA kA premabhAva kaisA? usakA eka namUnA batalAyA. ____ Azrama meM sarva prathama jaba ramaNa maharSi Aye. kaI bAra vahA sarpa bicchU nikalate unake zarIra para pAye jAte ve dhyAna magna baiThe rahate isa Azrama meM kabhI kisI sarpa ne kisI ko DasA nahIM, bicchU ne DaMka mArA nahIM. kabhI jaMgalI jAnavara ne Akara ke kisI jIva jantu ko nukasAna pahuMcAyA nahIM. eka AtmA ke maMgala bhAvanA ke ye pariNAma, vahAM kA vAyumaNDala parivartita ho gayA. vahAM para rAtri meM jaba cora corI karane Aye, coroM ko jaba Azrama meM kucha nahIM milA, santoM ke pAsa kyA hogA. santa the. unake pAsa kucha thA nahI. coroM ne dekhA ki isane jarUra kahIM chipA kara rakhA hai. itane bar3e-2 AdamI inake pAsa darzana karane Ate haiM jarUra dAna dakSiNA dete hoMge. coroM ke mana meM aisA eka galata vicAra thA. ramaNa maharSi ko una coroM ne rAtri ko mArA hAtha pAMva meM bahata mArA, to bhI eka zabda nahIM bole. Azrama meM jaba kucha na milA to khAne ke bartana par3e the. ve bartana lekara cale gaye. vahAM agreja kalekTara thA, jaba use mAlUma paDA, unakA parama bhakta thA. hakIkata mAlUma par3I, pulisa ke sAtha vaMhA Aye, gAMva gAMva meM coroM kI khoja zurU ho gaI. eka zabda bhI ramaNa maharSi ne isa viSaya meM nahIM kahA.. coroM ko pakar3a karake lAyA gayA. lAkara ke ramaNa maharSi se pUchA-bhagavan, Apa batalAiye, Apako kaSTa dene vAle, hAtha pAMva tor3a dene vAle, yahI saba duSTa puruSa haiM. inheM Marall 489 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI: ATM pakar3akara ke lAye, sakhta se sakhta unako kyA sajA denI hai? ApakA kyA Adeza hai? Apake yahAM se ye bartana corI karake gaye, vaha maine barAmada kara liye haiM. yahI vyakti the, yaha satya ho gayA. ye loga nirdoSa haiM, mere sAtha koI galata vyavahAra nahIM huA, rAtri ke aMdhakAra meM aise hI coTa laga gaI. aura jo honA thA. ho gayA paramAtmA ko yAda rakhatA hUM. bAkI saba yAda maiM bhUla jAtA hUM. kauna AyA, kauna gayA. mujhe kucha mAlUma nahIM. yaha zarIra dharma haiM kisI ne coTa pahaMcAI sahana kara lI. parvakAla meM maiMne koI pApa kiyA. sajA mila gaI. yaha nirdoSa haiM inhoMne mere sAtha koI galata vyavahAra nahIM kiyA. kalekTara kahatA hai-galata vyavahAra nahIM kiyA to bartana inake ghara meM se kaise nikale? bartanoM kI inako jarUrata thI. maiMne bheMTa kara diyA. inhoMne corI nahI kI. merA bhI tama se khAsa Agraha hai. agara tuma mere bhakta ho to inako choDa do. ye nirdoSa haiM, yaha merA Adeza hai. sAdhu santa kisI ko jagata ke bandhana meM DAlane nahIM Ate. ve to bandhana se mukta karAne Ate haiM. eka mahAna AtmA, sadAcArI jIvana jIne vAlI AtmA, usake vyavahAra kI dRSTi dekhiye. itanA bhayaMkara mAra mArane vAle duSTa puruSa, bartana Azrama se le jAne vAle, unako nirdoSa kahakara chuTakArA dilA diyA. paryuSaNa kI maMgala ArAdhanA meM mahAvIra ke paramopAsaka. hamAre yahAM varSa bhara kA caupar3A paMcAyatI usI dina kholege, nahIM karane jaisA nATaka usI dina kareMge. nahI bolane jaise zabda usI dina nikAleMge. sArI pradarzanI ho jAtI hai isIlie hamArI ArAdhanA phalatI nahIM. niSphala jAtI hai, usake pIche yahI kAraNa hai. usake andara kSamA maMgala bhUmi nahIM. pulisa sTezana meM sau gAlI sunakara ke A jAyeMge, sTezana meM sau gAlI sunakara ke A jAyeMge, AzIrvAda samajhakara ke AeMge. parantu yadi koI dharma premI AtmA do zabda AtmA ke lie kahe. agara koI sAdhu sajjanatA se do zabda ApakI AtmA ke hita ke lie kahe to ceharA dhanuSa jaisA tana jAyegA. puliza sTezana meM vItarAga kA rUpa dhAraNa kareMge. appANam bosirAmI vaha gAlI bhI AzIrvAda lagatI hai. kahAM paryuSaNa kalpa bane. kalpa sUtra zravaNa karake jIvana ko kalpavakSa jaisA banAnA hai jo paramparA meM mokSa kA phala de. krodhAvasthA vahI khataranAka avasthA meM hai. Aja samaya ho cukA hai kala, krodha ke viSaya meM samajhAUMgA. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" 490 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI krodha para saMyama parama kRpAla jinezvara paramAtmA ne jagata ke jIva mAtra ke kalyANa ke lie dharma pravacana ke dvArA jIvana kA mArga darzana diyA hai. kisa lakSya taka pahuMcanA hai? usa lakSya kA paricaya isa pravacana ke dvArA diyA hai. ina zabdoM ke dvArA vicAra kA aisA sundara prakAza diyA ki jIvana kI yAtrA meM kahIM kisI prakAra kI durgati yA durghaTanA na ho. ___paramAtmA ke vicAroM ke prakAza ke andara, jIvana kI yAtrA kA pUrNa virAma mujhe prApta karanA hai, yaha gatimaya cetanA hai, isase durgati na ho jAye isalie sAvadhAna ho jAnA hai, jIvana ke andara jarA sA pramAda ananta mRtyu kA janma sthAna banatA hai. gAr3I lekara ke selpha DrAiviMga karake Apa rAste se jA rahe hoM, jarA bhI vahA~ para pramAda A jAye, pariNAma kitanA anarthakArI hotA hai. yaha jarA sI bhUla jIvana meM kaI bAra bar3I khataranAka banatI hai. vyakti vyavahAra ke andara kaha dete haiM. "jarA sI bhUla ho gaI, pradhAnamantrI nIti meM jarA sI bhUla kare to deza ke lie kitanA khataranAka hotA hai? DrAivara jarA sI bhUla kara jAe to mauta kA kAraNa banatA hai. rAtri meM soe hoM aura jarA sI Aga kI ciMgArI laga jAye aura Apa upekSA karake pramAda se soe rahe to kyA pariNAma hotA hai? khAne meM jarA sA jahara A jAye vaha kaisA ghAtaka banatA hai? nAva meM baiTha karake gaMgA pAra kara rahe hoM, yadi nAva meM jarA sA chidra ho jAye, usakA pariNAma kyA hotA hai? gAr3I lekara ke Apa jA rahe hoM, gAr3I ke TAyara meM jarA sA paMcara ho jAye, kaisI rukAvaTa paidA ho jAye? ___ Apa bilkula svastha hoM, ArAma se baiThe hoM., jarA sA aTaika A jAye, kyA sthiti hotI hai ? rAste calate samaya pAMva meM kAMca yA kAMTA laga jAye, kyA pariNAma hotA hai? gati roka detA hai. sArA dhyAna vahAM kendrita ho jAtA hai. kahane ko kahA jAtA hai jarA sI cIja hai, parantu yaha jarA sI cIja kitanI khataranAka hotI hai, kabhI Apane socA hai? jIvana kI sAdhanA meM yadi hama jarA sI bhUla kara jAeM, bhUla kA pariNAma kyA AyegA? parIkSA meM yadi bAlika jarA sI bhUla kara ke A jAye, kyA pariNAma AtA hai? pUrA varSa usakA pAnI meM jAtA hai. jarA se samaya kA bhI bahuta baDA mUlyAMkana kiyA gayA hai, ki merA jarA bhI samaya vyartha kyoM jAye? samaya kA upayoga sAdhanA meM hai. sadvicAro meM, sevAkAryoM meM mujhe karanA hai. jIvana ke hara vyavahAra kA dhArmika dRSTi se isa dharma bindu grantha dvArA usa mahAna AcArya ne paricaya diyA. yaha paricaya vikrama zatAbdI sAta sau meM diyA gayA. isa grantha kI racanA vikrama saMvata sAta sau ke andara huI. usa samaya AcArya bhagavanta ne dIrgha dRSTi se isa / an 491 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI bhAvI kAla ko dekhakara ke hamAre sabake upakAra ke lie isa grantha kI racanA kI tAki jIvana kA hara vyavahAra dharma pradhAna bane. jIvana kA hara kSetra upayogI bane. jIvana kA hareka kArya AtmA ko lAbhadAyaka baneM. jarA sA pramAda ananta mRtyu kA kAraNa banatA hai. yahAM usa mahAna puruSa ne AtmajAgRti ke lie kahA. jisa makAna meM yadi prakAza hogA vahAM para cora kA praveza pAnA bahuta kaThina hogA. prakAza ke andara makAna, baMgalA, surakSita hai yadi andhakAra hogA to andhakAra meM cAro kA AnA bar3A sarala hotA hai. aneka prakAra ke bhaya kI vahAM sambhAvanA rahatI hai. makAna yA baMgale meM yadi caukIdAra hai, koI khatarA nahIM. nizcinta hokara so sakate haiM, parantu yadi daravAjA khulA hai aura caukIdAra vahAM nahI hai to cora kA AnA bar3A sarala ho jAtA hai, seTha AtmArAma bhAI kA yaha baMgalA hai, jo hama lekara ke calate haiM. yadi isameM jJAna kA prakAza nahI rahA to ajJAna ke andhakAra meM karma kA cora to isameM praveza karegA hI. yahAM jJAna kA prakAza isIlie diyA jA rahA hai tAki andhakAra meM bhaTakeM nahIM. apanA rAstA svayaM prakAza meM dekha leM. ina vicAroM ke dvArA jIvana kI jAgRti dI gaI tAki vyakti viveka kA caukIdAra apane makAna meM upasthita rakhe, durvicAra kA praveza na ho. jisa makAna meM caukIdAra aura prakAza hogA, vaha makAna lUTA nahI jAyegA. jahAM samyaka jJAna kA prakAza hogA aura viveka kA caukIdAra jisa baMgale meM rahegA, usa AtmArAma bhAI ke makAna meM kabhI lUTa kI sambhAvanA nahIM rahegI. ye donoM hI Avazyaka haiM. lekina bhagavAna mahAvIra kI bhASA meM antara karma ke zatruoM ko mAna karake calane vAlA vyakti sajjana hai. jo vyakti bAhara se zatru mAnatA hai vaha zaitAna hai, usake andara vaira kI bhAvanA hai, kaTutA bharI huI hai aura na jAne kaba vaha anartha kara jAye. jo vyakti apane antara meM karma ko zatra mAnakara ke cale, vaha vyakti mahAna banatA hai, sajjana kahalAtA hai. antarAtmA meM apane hI durvicAra ko zatru mAnakara ke cale. bAhara koI zatra nahIM hai, yaha hamArI dRSTi kA vikAra hai, bAhara to pariNAma hai, kAraNa to andara chipA hai, kAraNa to apanA karma hai. binA kAraNa ke koI kArya jagata meM nahIM hotA. Apa kAraNoM ko khatama kara dIjie, kArya svayaM naSTa ho jAyeMge. antara se zatrutA khatma kara dIjie, bAhara ke sAre hI zatru mitra bana jAyeMge. paramAtmA ne kSamA kI maMgala bhAvanA se kaSAya para kaise vijaya prApta karanA? kisa prakAra se apane antara zatruoM para vijaya prApta karanA? vaha sArA hI rAstA unhoMne batalAyA hai. vaha TaiknIka ina sUtroM dvArA bahuta kucha samajhAI bhI hai. Aja phira kahUM kyoMki isa adhyAya kA yaha antima sUtra hai. jo viSaya cala rahA hai ki ye SaT ripu AtmA ke baDe zatru hai, unakA nAza hameM karanA hai. 492 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI bhale hI zatru dekhane meM choTe najara AyeM parantu Age calakara ke AtmA ko bhayaMkara nukasAna pahuMcAne vAle haiM isIlie sArI cIja batalAI ki eka choTI sI cIja dekhakara usakI upekSA mata karanA kyoMki upekSA kA pariNAma Age calakara ke baDA anarthakArI hotA hai. kAma, krodha mada, mAna, lobha, harSa iti ssttrip| ye chaH AtmA ke prabala zatru haiM. kala samajhAyA thA ki kAma para kaise vijaya prApta karanA, caurAsI caubIsI taka usa mahApuruSa kA nAma rahane vAlA haiM jinhoMne vezyA ke ghara para rahakara ke cAturmAsa kiyA. kAjala kI koTharI meM rahakara ke bedAga nikale. koyale kI dalAlI meM bhI jinake hAtha kabhI kAle nahIM hue. pApa ke ghara meM rahakara bhI jisane pApa para, vAsanA para vijaya prApta kI. zatra ke ghara meM rahakara ke bhI ghAyala nahI hae. ve mahApuruSa sthUla bhadra svAmI. paccIsoM varSoM meM mAtra eka aise puruSa hae jinake lie mana meM sahaja hI Adara prakaTa hotA hai. zarIra ke andara nirvikAra bhAvanA se unhoMne apane jIvana meM sAdhanA kI. eka roma meM bhI jisake vAsanA nahI thI, yaha sthiti prApta karane ke lie unakA kaisA mahAna manobala hogA. saba pratikUla saMyoga the. jarA bhI anukUlatA nahI thI. aisI bhayaMkara pratikUlatA meM rahakara bhI unhoMne apane mana para adhikAra jamAe rakhA, jarA bhI vicalita nahIM hue. aise mahApuruSa ke guNAnuvAda dvArA aisI sthiti hama bhI prApta kareM ki saMsAra meM rahakara kAma, krodhAdi zatruoM kA kaisA bhI bhayaMkara AkramaNa ho jAye parantu hama apanI maryAdA se jarA bhI vicalita na baneM. prANoM kA mUlya cukA karake bhI ina vratoM kA rakSaNa karanA hai. sadAcAra sAmAnya vastu nahI hai, AtmA kA bahuta bar3A guNa hai. isa gaNa ko jitanA vikasita kiyA jAyegA, utanI hI AtmA prasanna banegI. vahI citta kI prasannatA eka dina AtmA ko pUrNatA pradAna karegI. usa sthiti taka hameM jAnA hai. saMsAra to aise hI calatA rahegA. kahAM taka saMsAra ko aura saMsAra ke vyavahAra ko hama dekheMge. vyavahAra to hama logoM ne milakara ke nirNaya kiyA hai. prakRti apanA kArya karatI hai. jAne se pahale mujhe apanA kArya pUrNa kara lenA hai. vyakti ko saMsAra ke lie phurasata milatI hai, saMsAra kI prApti ke lie prayAsa karatA hai, saMsAra jarUrI hai parantu maryAdita honA cAhie. kucha svayaM ke lie bhI samaya nikAlanA cAhie. parantu bAkI Adata se lAcAra hai. saMsAra ke lie pUrI phurasata, subaha se zAma taka roDa mApane ke lie phurasata, dukAna meM majadUrI karane ke lie samaya milatA hai, bhaTakane ke liye samaya milatA hai, idhara udhara kI carcA karane ke lie samaya milatA hai, Atma cintana ke lie do ghar3I bhI hamAre pAsa meM nahI hai. jo ati Avazyaka hai. yadi kahA jAye to kaheMge samaya nahIM hai. jaise bar3e mahatvapUrNa ber 493 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI vyakti haiM. bahata baDI javAbadArI lekara ke calate haiM. jAne kitane mahatvaparNa vyakti hai ki apanI AtmA ke lie do ghar3I nahI de sakate haiM. inheM mAlUma nahIM ki kala hameM maranA hai. sArI majadUrI hamArI yahAM hI raha jAyegI, naphA meM kucha nahI milegA. saMsAra meM naphA kI AzA hI choDa deM. jo mujhe lekara ke jAnA hai usake lie koI mehanata nahIM kI aura jo chor3akara jAnA hai jIvana paryanta usI ke lie majadUrI karate rahe, yaha mAlUma hai ki chor3a karake jAnA hai. kaisI dazA hai? ___ "mere pAsa samaya nahI hai," ye loga bahAnA nikAlate haiM, sAre saMsAra ke lie unake pAsa samaya hotA hai, paramAtmA ke smaraNa ke lie phurasata nahIM, kisI ne bahuta sundara bAta kahI "agara paramAtmA ke smaraNa ke lie svayaM kI AtmA ke lie tumhAre pAsa samaya nahIM to jagata meM tuma bahuta dayA ke pAtra ho." usane kahA. kucha kAma kara lo, kucha kAma karalo duniyA meM Akara kucha nAma kara lo, yadi nahI hai tumako phurasata ArAma se, to murdo ke sAtha jAkara kabra meM ArAma kara lo. jagata meM Aye ho to kucha kAma karo. kArya ke dvArA tuma logoM ke hRdaya meM sadaiva jIvita raho. marane ke bAda bhI loga jIvita rahate haiM. hara AtmA kI smRti meM unakA smaraNa kAyama rahatA hai. unake kArya hajAroM varSoM taka logoM ko preraNA dete haiM. kucha aise bhI haiM jo pramAda se ghire hue haiM. unhoMne kahA mujhe koI Apatti nahIM, murdo ke sAtha jAo kabra meM ArAma karo. koI uThAne vAlA nahIM, koI jagAne vAlA nahIM, vahAM jAkara koI pUchane vAlA nahIM. __ hamArA jIvana bilkula niSkriya bana cukA hai. mUrcchita cetanA lekara ke cala rahe haiM. Atma jAgRti nAma kI koI cIja nahI hai, saMsAra kI vAsanA to aisI hI rahI. mai rAste meM jA rahA thA. koI bahata sampanna vyakti thA, dhanADhya thA. aMtima samaya kI taiyArI cala rahI thI, loga unheM rAste se lekara jA rahe the, mujhe kisI vyakti ne kahA-mahArAja, dekhie. bahuta bar3A zrImanta vyakti thA, loga ise le jArahe haiM. bhAgya sampanna thA, bahuta sundara tarIke se jIvana jIne vAlA vyakti thA. apAra saMpatti usake pAsa thI. bahuta baDe-baDe vyakti use aMtima saskAra ke lie le jA rahe hai. mere sAtha calane vAle vyaktiyoM ko kahA-ye jahAM jA rahe haiM vahAM to sabhI jAne vAle haiM, para hamArI yAtrA eka alaga prakAra kI hai, sAdhu zmazAna se mokSa kI tarapha jAtA hai. saMsAra kI vAsanA se svayaM ko mukta karatA hai. hama zmazAna to jAyeMge parantu hamArA prasthAna zmazAna kI tarapha le jAye jA rahe isa dhanADhya kI taraha nahI hai jise saMsAra meM vApasa AnA hai sAdhu zmazAna se mokSa jA rahA hai. antara itanA haiM. guna - 494 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI jAne ke tarIke meM antara hai. eka apanI sthiti ko prApta kara rahA hai, eka apanI paristhiti se lAcAra hai. paristhita vaza jAnA hai yA svatantra hokara saMsAra se mukta bananA hai? yaha nirNaya hameM karanA hai paramAtmA kI ArAdhanA, paramAtmA kI bhakti saMpUrNa karmo kA nAza kara detI hai, 1965 meM jaba merA cartumAsa jodhapura meM thA, usa samaya karIba 256 bama gire hogeM. pAkistAna kA bhayaMkara AkramaNa thA. eka-eka bama ke visphoTa eka eka hajAra paunDa ke the, agara Apa kAna meM rUI na DAleM to kAna ke parde phaTa jAyeM, bIsa kilomITara dUra hama se bama giratA thA, AvAja itanI bhayaMkara ki vyakti thara-thara kAMpane laga jAyeM. ___ makAna kreka ho gaye. na jAne kitane makAna baMgale toDa DAle, merA cintana yahI thA ki bama kitanA nirapekSa hai, mArate samaya kabhI yaha nahIM socatA ki ye hindU hai, musalamAna haiM, IsAI haiM, sikha haiM, bacce haiM, bUDhe haiM, kisa dharma ke haiM? kisa jAti ke hai? yaha jahAM giratA hai, sabako mAratA hai, kisI bhI vyakti kA ho, kisI bhI saMpradAya kA ho. garIba ho, bUDhA ho, bacce hoM, bImAra ho, isakI AMkha nahIM hotI. sabake sAtha eka jaisA vyavahAra karatA hai. jaba kabhI giregA to sabako mAregA. prArthanA karate-2 mere mana meM vicAra AyA, paramAtmA kI zakti bhI to bama jaisI hai, bama se bhI jyAdA zakti hai paramAtmA ke smaraNa meM, paramAtmA kA smaraNa kiyA jAye to bama to sabako mAratA hai aura paramAtmA kA smaraNa sabako tAratA hai kisI bhI jAti kA ho, kisI bhI mata kA ho. bama girate samaya jarA bhI bhedabhAva nahI rakhatA. paramAtmA kA smaraNa bhI itanI zakti rakhatA hai. koI bhI AtmA usakA smaraNa kare aura usakA visphoTa andara meM huA ho, hindU ho, musalamAna ho, koI bhI ho, sabako tAra detA hai. bamba meM mArane kI tAkata hai aura paramAtmA smaraNa se tArane kI tAkata hai, donoM meM se use pasanda karanA hai andara meM jitane bhI karma haiM, ye bama jaise haiM. kAma ke dvArA isakA visphoTa ho sakatA hai, krodha ke dvArA isakA visphoTa ho sakatA hai, mAyA prapaMca dvArA isakA visphoTa ho sakatA hai, jaba bhI visphoTa hogA, AtmA ke lie ghAtaka sarvanAzaka hai. mara jAye usakI cintA nahIM, marane para durgati hotI hai. anantakAla kI pIr3A andara meM upasthita karatA hai. mauta to eka bAra kSaNa mAtra ke lie darda degI parantu marane ke bAda jo durgati kI pIDA hai vaha baDI bhayaMkara pIDA hai. usase bacane ke lie paramAtmA kA smaraNa hI eka mAtra upAya hai. kisI vyakti ne pUchA-kriyA na karUM, tapa na karUM, koI aisA kArya na karUM, to bhI paramAtmA kI zakti upara se utaregI. maiMne kahA-bezaka. Apako tairanA nahI AtA, Apa hAtha pAMva na hilAyeM, hAtha pAMva hilAne kI jarUrata nahIM- maiM Apako TayUba detA hUM pAnI meM jAiye to DUbeMge nahIM. hA 495 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI basa isI lAipha jaikeTa jaisA kAma paramAtmA kA smaraNa hai, Apa kucha mata kariye niSkriya rahie, mAtra antarbhAva se usa smaraNa meM sakriya bana jAyeM. isa smaraNa meM yaha tAkata hai ki Apako saMsAra meM DUbane nahI degA. Apako tairAegA. lAipha jaikeTa kisa ko pahanAyA jAtA hai. jisako tairanA na Aye. hAtha pAMva calA sake, bhayaM, se mukta karane ke lie yaha vyavasthA dI jAtI hai TayUba kA Azraya diyA jAtA hai ki pAnI meM DUbe nahIM. yahAM bhI yahI rAstA hai, Apa sAdhu nahIM bana sakate, Apa vrata niyama nahI le sakate, jIvana kI koI aisI kriyA japa, tapa nahIM kara sakate to hamAre yahAM vyavasthA hai, paramAtmA ke smaraNa kA lAipha jaikeTa hama de dete haiM tAki hamArI koI bhI saMsArI AtmA jagata meM DUbe nahIM, tairatI rahe. tairanA to sIkhanA hogA. Apa yadi Agraha kareM ki mujhe pahale tairanA sikhAo bAdaM meM chalAMga lagAUM to Aja taka kabhI aisA nahIM huA. binA sIkhe to tairanA AtA hI nahIM. jaba taka kUdeMge nahIM, vahAM taka tairanA kabhI nahIM AyegA sAhasa to honA hI cAhie, binA sAhasa ke sAdhanA meM praveza hotA hI nahIM. binA sAhasa ke Apa kUdeMge hI nahIM tairanA kahAM se AyegA. saMsAra meM hama tairane ke lie Aye, vaha sthiti hameM prApta karanI hai. insAna apanI buddhi kA upayoga bahuta kara rahA hai. bambaI meM eka makAna meM gayA, saMyoga se bAIsaveM mAle taka car3hanA par3A. car3hate-caDhate maiMne socA ki makAna to insAna bahuta UMcA banAtA hai, abhI bambaI meM eka sau maMjilA imArata bana rahI hai, battIsa paiMtIsa to bahuta hai, sau maMjila imArata banane kA plAna nakkI ho gayA. maiMne socA, insAna jitanI UMcI imArata banA rahA hai, utanA hI insAna choTA banatA jA rahA hai. imArata kI taraha apane vicAroM ko UMcA banAiye. apane AdarzoM ko ucAiyoM para le jAyeM. ye to jar3a haiM, apane caitanya ko urdhvagAmI banAyeM. cetanA kA UrcIkaraNa kareM, Adarza kI uMcAIyoM para jAyeM paramAtmA kA darzana kareM. AtmA kI anubhUti hogI. sAdhanA kA svAda milegA. eka prakAra kA divya saMgIta milegA. hamane kabhI usa para dhyAna nahIM diyA. pAlI meM cAturmAsa thA. DAkTara ne dekhakara ke kahA-Apa ko vizrAma kI jarUrata hai, ApakA hArTa enalArja ho rahA hai, DAkTara ne kahA-hArTa jaba enalArja hotA hai usakI polAI bar3ha jAtI hai insAna ke lie vaha mauta kA paigAma hai. mauta ko bulA kara lAtI hai, hArTa ThIka se varka nahI karatA. jaba guru mahArAja jI ne eka zabda kahA-DAkTara sAhaba! maiM to sAdhu hUM, ghara se nikalA hUM, kaphana sAtha lAyA hUM, mauta kI mujhe koI paravAha nahIM jo paramAtmA ne jJAna se dekhA hai vaha tithi nizcita hai. jAne ke lie maiM taiyAra hUM, parantu eka bAta maiM Apase kahUM? hArTa kA enalArja hotA hai to mauta ko lekara ke AtA hai. aisA Apa kA kahanA mauta kI vArniMga hai. 496 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI DAkTara sAhaba yadi hRdaya vizAla bana jAye, prANI mAtra kA samAveza ho jAye to pApa mara jAtA hai, mauta mara jAtI hai, hArTa enalArja hotA hai, hArTa jaba phailatA hai, polA hotA hai to DAkTara kahatA hai- tuma mara jAoge. guru mahArAja kahate haiM yadi tumhArA hRdaya vizAla bana jAye. "udAra caritAnAM tu vasudhaiva kuTumbakam" yaha prANi mAtra mere parivAra ke sadasya haiM, sabhI kA samAveza ho jAye hRdaya kI vizAlatA pApa ko mAra DAlatI hai, mauta ko mAra DAlatI hai. hArTa enalArja ho jAye, usakI koI cintA nahIM. hRdaya kA IlAja kariye, pApa mara jAyegA. bahuta sahaja upAya hai. hama kabhI isa tarapha dhyAna nahI dete haiM. AdhyAtmika gaveSaNA kabhI nahIM karate. kucha cintana hogA nahIM, maiM kauna hUM? kyA hUM? merI sthiti kyA hai? ___ mujhe apane jIvana kA nava nirmANa kisa prakAra karanA hai, Atma vikAsa kisa prakAra kI sAdhanA se karanA hai? kabhI isa para vicAra yA cintana nahIM kiyA. cintA kI cinagArI yadi jarA bhI lagI hotI to pApa aura vAsanA jala karake rAkha bana gaI hotI. Aja taka cintana kI cinagArI hamane prakaTa hI nahIM kI. kabhI jIvana kI gaharAI meM hama gaye nahIM. jahAM jAne para AtmA ko paramatatva kI prApti hotI hai. samudra kI gaharAI meM utarane ke bAda hI motI milate haiM. pravacana kI gaharAI meM DubakI lagAyeM tabhI ratna milate haiM, jo motI se bahuta mUlyavAna haiM. hamane kabhI DubakI lagAI hI nahIM. phira bhI saba kucha pAnA cAhate haiM. sArA jIvana pApa aura vAsanA meM calA gayA. yU DU noTa varI, koI cintA na kareM. upAya paramAtmA ne batalAyA hai, kuMA ke andara pAnI bharane jAye. kadAcita hAtha se agara rassI saraka jAe, pUrI bAlTI andara, pUrI DorI hAtha se agara nikala jAye, mAtra cAra aMgula DorI Apake hAtha meM raha jAye to pUrI bAlaTI bAhara A jAyegI. Apane dekhA anubhava kiyA. cAra aMgula DorI Apake hAtha meM raha jAye aura pUrI rassI bAlaTI kuMA meM calI jAye to vaha turanta ApakI bAlaTI ko bAhara nikAla legA. jIvana ke andara cAlisa pacAsa varSa kyA pAnI meM gayA? koI cintA nahIM. AyuSya kI DorI cAra aMgula bhI pAnI meM pakaDa meM A jAye, thor3A sA jIvana yadi zeSa rahe aura antara kI jAgRti A jAye to pUre jIvana kA uddhAra ho jAtA hai, jIvana ke parama tatva ko prApta kara sakate haiM. na jAne ki kauna sA nimitta upayogI bana jAye. yahAM para antara zatru "kAma" kA paricaya de rahA thA. sAre duzmanoM kA samrATa viSaya vAsanA yadi andara meM AI, gupta roga hai, jaldI prakaTa nahIM hotA, gupta roga kA ilAja karanA bahuta muzkila hotA hai jo mana ke andara hI rahatA hai. mana meM vikAra kainsara paidA karatA hai, sArI sAdhanA ko mUrchita kara detA hai. 497 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI loga vyavahAra se badanAma ho jAyeM, paraloka ke lie bhI bhayaMkara samasyA upasthita kareM. karma kI mAra alaga khAeM. usakA vartamAna bhI gayA aura bhaviSya bhI bigar3A. eka jarA sA nimitta milA aura mahArAja bhartRhari, mahArAja vikramAditya ke bar3e bhAI, jinhoMne vairAgya prApta kiyA. unake hRdaya se udgAra nikalA-saMsAra me maiM jahAM gayA, sArA hI saMsAra bhaya se bhara huA hai. "vairAgyamevAbhayam" vairAgya hI aisI vastu hai jahAM bhaya kA praveza dvAra banda hai. bahuta bar3e mahAtmA seTha maphatalAla ke ghara para Aye. rAtri kA samaya thA, baDe sAdhu prANI the. eka laMgoTI ke sivA kucha bhI nahIM thA eka kamanDala rakhate the. maphatalAla kA ghara khulA thA, koI atithi Aye, hamAre deza kI paramparA hai koI bhI atithi Aye, usakA svAgata karanA. jinakI koI tithi nahIM hotI na jAne kaba A jAyeM, ve puruSa atithi kahalAte haiM. "na tithiryasya saH atithi": jinakI koI tithi nahIM vaha atithi sAdhu A gaye bar3I pratiSThA thI, bar3A mAna thA. vidvAna the. maphatalAla ne kahA-Aja rAtri Apa hamAre yahAM vizrAma kariye. baDI prasannatA se raheM. maphatalAla bhI vahIM para unake pAsa so rahA thA. sote-sote dekhA ki bAbA jI hara ghanTe uThate haiM aura uThakara apanA jholA TaTolate haiM. mana meM vicAra AyA, ye to sAdhu haiM, nizcinta hokara ke soeM, kyA cintA hai? ye bAra-bAra baiThakara jholI TaTolate haiM, isa jholI meM kyA karAmAta hai? maphatalAla se nahIM rahA gayA, kahA-bAbA jI. Apa bAra-bAra uThate haiM, isakA kyA kAraNa hai? koI bImArI hai? koI zarIra se takalIpha hai? usakA IlAja karAyeM. DAkTara bulAUM?. bAbA jI ne satya kaha diyA, parama bhakta hai. yahAM kahane me koI Apati nahIM, bole beTA-jholI meM thoDA jokhima hai. koI dAna dakSiNA meM thoDI bahuta sone kI mohara mile haiM. rAste meM A rahA thA. mana meM Dara thA ki kahIM koI corI se na lUTa le, koI badamAza vyakti na A jAye, rAtri par3a gaI to yahAM bhI rAtri meM ghanTA bhara hotA hai nIMda khula jAtI hai aura hAtha calA jAtA hai. yaha Adata paDa gaI. sAdhu satyaniSTha the. jo thA unhoMne kaha diyA. maphatalAla ne socA mahArAja kI isa bImArI kA IlAja to karanA hai. baDA hoziyAra vyakti thA, sajjana bhI thA, thor3e samaya bAda hI svAmI ko nidrA AI. vaha pUrI jholI lekara ke gayA aura ghara ke bAhara kuMA meM DAla dI. dasa minTa bAda acAnaka bAbA jI uThe, hAtha se TaTolA to jholI nahIM. 498 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI "are maphatalAla. jholI kahAM gaI?" "bAbAjI ArAma se so jAiye. bhaya ko kuMe meM DAla diyA hai, nirbhaya hokara soiye. aba Apako jagAne vAlI koI cIja nahIM haiM. maiMne bImArI kA IlAja kara diyA. bImArI gaI." sAdhu ko saccA sAdhu banA karake hI vahAM se bhejA. maphatalAla aise bure vyakti nahIM haiM. maukA Ane para apanI udAratA bhI batalAte haiM. jaba taka bhaya hai, vahAM taka sArI bImArI hai. azAnti vahIM se janma letI hai, bhaya ke kAraNa bhaya ko hama AmantraNa dete haiM, roja lakSmI ke Agamana kI prArthanA hotI hai. koI yaha prArthanA nahI karatA hai jo hai vo bhI samarpita ho jAye Ae to ThIka. isakA Agamana bhI azanti kA kAraNa hai. rahe vahAM taka zAnti. seTha caukIdAra bana jAtA haiM. jAye to bahuta baDI azAnti. Aye to bhI azAnti. khAte meM jamA kie raheM vahAM taka azAnti. ApakI nIMda jAtI hai. sArI zAnti naSTa ho jAe to jindA AdamI bhI marA najara AtA hai. aise prayojana ko lekara kyA kareMge? A gayA, paropakAra meM dIjie. jahara bhI amRta bana jAegA. azAMti zAMti meM parivartita ho jAyegI. lakSmI kA dAsa nahIM lakSmI ke pati baniye, lakSmI kA kaise upayoga karanA usake lie samucita vyavahAra honA cAhiye. Adeza lenA cAhie, jahAM sundara kAryo meM isakA upayoga kiyA jAyegA. RSi muniyoM ne kahA "dAnAya lakSmIH" jahAM diyA jAtA hai, vahIM lakSmI kA Agamana hotA hai. vahIM usakA ArkaSaNa hai. binA diye hameM naphA cAhie. yaha kaise ho? "dhannA zAlI bhadrano siddhi hojo, jo hara dIvAlI para likhate haiM parantu aisA eka bhI vyakti nahIM jisane likhA ho "dhannA zAlI bhadrano siddhi ane tyAga hojo." jo tyAga to samRddhi mile, tyAga karanA nahIM aura samRddhi cAhie. dillI chor3anA nahIM aura bambaI pahuMcanA hai. tapa karanA nahIM aura varadAna cAhie. sAdhanA karanI nahIM aura siddhi cAhie. vyApAra karanA nahIM aura naphA cAhie. daulata kaise ho isIlie sUtrakAroM ne kahA-apanI indriyoM kA damana karane ke lie vicAra cAhie. kaI bAra mana kA mamatva aisA hotA hai, manakI vAsanA aisI hotI hai, kAma para vijaya prApta karale, krodha para vijaya prApta kara le, parantu mAna para vijaya prApta karanA bar3A muzkila hotA hai. kAma, krodha, mada, lobha, harSa ina zatruoM kA paricaya diyA, AtmA ke prabala zatru lAkhoM karor3oM kI sampatti kA tyAga karake vyakti ne saMnyAsa grahaNa kara liyA. sAdhu bana gae jaba gAMva meM gaye kisI vyakti ne unakA pUrva paricaya pUchA mahArAja, ApakA Agamana kahAM se huA? nA 499 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI "are, tuma kyA samajhate ho? karor3oM kI saMpatiyoM kA maiMne tyAga kara diyA. itanA baDA udyoga calatA thA, bAjAra meM dukAna calatI thI, itanA bar3A parivAra thA, maiMne tyAga kara diyA aura sAdhu bana gayA." sajjana zrAvaka thA, ekAnta meM jAkara kahA, "bhagavan! kSamA karanA. ApakA avinaya nahIM karanA cAhatA. ApakI sAdhutA ke RNa ke lie do zabda kahanA cAhatA hUM. Apane jo tyAga diyA, usakA tyAga kara dIjie. ApakA kalyANa ho jAyegA." choTe se zabda meM kitanI bar3I bAta batalAI ki Apane jo tyAga kiyA hai, vaha tyAga lekara ke Apa cala rahe haiM, usakI smRti ApakI sAdhanA meM bAdhaka hai. jo Apane karor3a kI sampati kA tyAga kiyA, usa tyAga kA bhI tyAga kara dIjie. tAki pUrva kI vAsanA Apako satAe nahIM. Apake zabda meM se durgandha na nikale. saMyama kA sugandha bAhara prakaTa ho merI yaha kAmanA hai. sAdha ko sAvadhAna kara diyA. pUrva kI smRti bhI bar3I khataranAka hai. vaha bhI abhimAna kA poSaNa karatI hai. kula kA mada, jAti kA mada, vaibhava kA mada, na jAne kitanA nazA usake andara meM hotA hai. tyAga eka alaga vastu hai, jahAM tyAga hogA, vahA pUrNa gambhIratA hogI. jahAM para tyAga hogA, vahAM para para baDI sundaratA najara AyegI. kisI bhI sandara vasta ko batalAne ke lie zabda kI jarUrata nahIM paDatI. AMkheM cAhie jahAM jJAna cakSu hogA. vahAM para tyAga tapa kI sundaratA sahaja meM najara AyegI. vyakti apanI vicAra dRSTi se svayaM samajha legA. batalAne kI jarUrata nahIM par3egI, vyakti na jAne kaba sAvadhAna ho jAye, kAma zatru para vijaya prApta karale. kaI bAra vyakti bhayaMkara krodha karatA hai, krodha kA pariNAma Apa ko samajhA diyA hai. atizaya krodha se zArIrika dRSTi se kitanA bhayaMkara nukasAna hotA haiM. prema aura maMgala bhAvanA bahuta bar3A upacAra hai. sAre roga isase khatma ho jAte haiM. ati krodha karane vAle vyakti to assI pratizata hote haiM. aTaika AtA hai kyoMki usakA blaDa prezara hamezA hAI hogA. vicAra me uttejanA milegI aura vicAra kI uttejanA dila aura dimAga para asara karatI hai. ati krodha-ati vicAra kA tanAva dhIme dhIme peTa meM alsara paidA karegA. esiDa utpanna karegA, usakA pariNAma vicAra kA prezara, raktacApa karegA. hAI prezara hogA. kabhI kabhI haimbreja bhI ho sakatA hai. pairAlAisisa kA aTaika bhI ho sakatA hai. sAre roga vahAM se paidA hote haiM. hindustAna nahIM vizva meM vijJAna kA sabase bar3A grantha, sabase prAcIna grantha, caraka saMhitA bhAratIya RSi muniyoM kA cintana, Arogya ke lie kyA cAhie. nirdoSa vastu usameM batalAI gaI. pAMca hajAra varSa pahale zArIrika vijJAna hindustAna ne taiyAra kiyA. jise Aja hama caraka saMhitA kahate haiM. vizva bhara meM jitane bhI bar3e vaijJAnika haiM, zArIrika Arogya ke lie jo bhI kucha prApta kiyA usakI nIva caraka saMhitA hai 500 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI = usI AdhAra se unhoMne cintana kiyA. usI AdhAra se Age baDhe. usameM sarva prathama eka sUtra batalAyA hai. roga kI utpati kA mUla kAraNa. kahAM se roga janma lete haiM? "rAgadveSaiH rogo jAyate" yaha baDA mahatvapUrNa sUtra hai, Ayurveda kA. rAga aura dveSa ke pariNAma se rogoM kA janma hotA hai. ati krodha, atikAma, ati saMsAra kI cIjoM ke prApta karane kI lAlasA. mAnasika daridratA se AtmA jaba pIDita hotI hai. yaha vaijJAnika satya hai, vaha AtmA dhIme-dhIme rogI banatI hai. ati rAga roga utpanna karatA hai, prApti kI ati lAlasA aneka prakAra kI bImAriyoM ko utpanna karatI hai. yA to rAga se yA phira dveSa se kaSTa ke dvArA, vaira ke dvArA, bhayaMkara vyAdhiyoM kA janma hotA hai. rogoM kA janma sthAna hI rAga aura dveSa hai. bhagavAna mahAvIra ne isakA sabakA sundara upacAra batalA diyA. kSamA, maitrI, pramoda bhAvanA, ye sArI davA haiM, inakA Doja liyA jAye to sArI bImArI calI jAye. prativarSa paryuSaNa me eka Doja diyA jAtA hai. eka Doja pUre varSa kAma karatA hai. homyopaithI me hAI poTensI hotI hai. lAkha, do lAkha, pAvara kI davA tIna mahIne meM, cha: mahIne meM eka Doja diyA jAtA hai, jJAniyoM ne paryaSaNa meM saMvatsarI kA aisA hAI poTensI maiDizana diyA. eka bAra lIjie pUre varSa taka ArAma Ananda rakhegA. vaira virodha kI sArI bhAvanA ko naSTa kara degI. paryuSaNa parva ke prabhAva se hRdaya meM komalatA A jAye. bahata sArI bImAriyoM ko janma dene vAlA, parivAra meM azAnti kA kAraNa, pArivArika kleza kA kAraNa pitA-putra meM dIvAra khIMca dene vAlA. parivAra meM bheda kI dIvAra khar3I kara dene vAlA krodha paramAtmA kA dvAra banda kara degA. vyApAra meM rukAvaTa AegI. grAhaka dUra. jIvana meM sabake apriya bana jAyeMge. koI mitra nahI milegA. ati krodhI AtmAoM kA yahI pariNAma hotA hai. mauna isakA sundara se sundara upacAra hai. baDI sundara davA hai. jaba bhI krodha A jAye, sthAna kA parityAga kara dIjie. turanta pAnI pI lIjie. uttejanA bar3I khataranAka hotI hai jitanA sahana kareMge utanI zaktiyoM kA vikAsa hogA. mahAvIra kA yaha siddhAnta yahI Adarza detA hai. jitanA sahana karoge utanI hI zakti vikasita hogI. itra banAte samaya gulAba ke sAtha kaisA vyavahAra karate haiM, kitanA kaSTa sahana karanA paDatA hai. ubAlA jAtA hai, masalA jAtA hai, pUrA arka nikAla diyA jAtA hai. usakI mahaka kaisI? jIvana ke andara apanI sAdhanA meM yadi sugandha paidA karanA hai to phira sAdhanA meM sugandha paidA karane ke lie itanI kasauTI to pAra karanI par3egI. hamAre Agama sUtra meM eka bar3I sundara bAta AtI hai. Ayu ke aMtima caraNa meM dIkSA lI, sanyAsa liyA, karIba sATha paiMsaTha sAla kI avasthA hogI. vairAgya AyA. hamArA jIvana to vairAgya pUrNa hai. bacco meM bhAvanA A jAye parantu bUDho nairs - 501 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI meM nahIM AyegI. baccoM meM bhAvanA jarUra A jAyegI. parantu avasthA kA doSa atizaya lobha baDhAtA hai yaha avasthA hI aisI hotI hai. pUrvakRta saMskAra aise hote haiM. buDhApe meM vairAgya A gayA, gharavAloM ne socA ki acchA hai. becAre kyA kareM bola to sakate nahIM ghara ke bar3e the. zarma aisI cIja hai, maryAdA aisI cIja hai, bahuta zAnadAra dIkSA huI. sAdhu samudAya meM sabake sAtha rahanA par3atA hai. saba prakAra kA vyavahAra pAlana karanA par3atA hai. yahAM ucita anuzAsana aura viveka lekara calanA paDatA hai, gurujanoM ke Adeza kA pAlana karanA par3atA hai, vaha ho nahI pAyA. guru bhagavanta ne eka aisA rAstA nikAlA. kahA-dekho tumhAre saMyama meM bhI virAdhanA na ho, jitane bhI mere sAtha saMyamI AtmA haiM una sabako kleza kA nimitta na mile. isase acchA hai, tuma akele raho. koI aise azubha nimitta na mile. apanI ArAdhanA meM bhI tama vikAra paidA na karo. zAyada isa prakAra ke abhyAsa se jIvana meM parivartana A jAye. guru AjJA thI sarvopari. ekAnta meM jAkara gAMva se bAhara dUra bagIce meM jAkara rahane lage. svabhAva aisA vicitra thA unako caNDarUdrAcArya ke nAma se bulAte. canDa zabda ati krodhI AtmAoM ke lie prayoga kiyA jAtA hai. caNDa, caNDAla zabda se hI banA hai. canDa rudrAcArya nAma ke Age caNDa zabda kA prayoga kiyA gayA. pakRti bhI bar3I khUkhAra thI krUra thI. ati rAga krodha kA pArAvAra thA inake andara ekAnta meM rahate. jaMgala me dhyAna avasthA meM rahate, saMyama kI ArAdhanA ke lie gAMva meM jAkara eka bAra bhikSA le Ate. gAMva ke andara- bahuta sAre rAja putra the, rAja kamAra the, kSatriya patra the. ghoDA lekara ke zAma ko ghUmane nikalate. eka dina aisA saMyoga baiThA pAMca-dasa yuvaka ghor3A lekara usa bagIce meM Ae jahAM para caNDa rudrAcArya apanI sAdhanA kara rahe the, vahIM para Ae, akelA dekhakara rAjakumAroM ne kahA-svAmI jI, Apa akele ho, isa bUDhApe meM eka to pAMva dabAne vAlA cAhie, eka to celA cAhiye, bhikSA gocarI lAne vAlA. akele kaise rahoge? alaga-alaga prakAra se kahanA zurU kara diyA. krodha kI Aga to jala rahI thI inhoMne ghI DAlanA zurU kara diyA, krodhI to the hI. nimitta milA. baccoM ne Apasa meM kahA-tuma dIkSA le lo vaha kahatA tuma le lo. Apasa meM masakharI zurU kI. ___mahArAja se kahA-mahArAja, maiM dIkSA lUMgA. Apa deMge? maiM bhI lenA cAhatA hUM. yaha bhI lenA cAhatA hai, jarA ThiTholI kI. yahAM to Aga lagI thI to aba jvAlA banI. samaya to lagatA hai cUlhA jalAne meM bhI samaya lagatA hai. phUMka mAranA paDatA hai. aisI bhaMyakara jvAlA andara jalI. aisA bhayaMkara krodha AyA, saMdhyA kA samaya pratikramaNa me baiThe hue. garjanA karake uThe. kitane the saba bhage. parantu eka pakar3a meM A gayA. beTA! dIkSA legA? hamako bevakUpha banAtA hai, tere ko dIkSA dekara hI rahaMgA. bhayaMkara krodha thA. usa lar3ake ko pakaDA. Aveza thA aura mAthe kA keza luMcana kara diyA. krodha 502 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- -guruvANI thA. usakA kapar3A utArA aura sAdhu kA kapar3A usako pahanAyA. dIkSA legA? bAra bAra masakharI karatA hai? le dIkSA. jabaradastI sAdhu banA diyA. kamare meM le jAkara sAMkala lagA dI, aba kaise nikalegA? dekhatA hUM. masakharI sArI havA ho gaI parantu kyA karie. andara rahA huA rAja putra lar3akA bar3A kulIna, baDA khAnadAnI, azubha nimitta bhI usake lie kalyANakArI banA. mana meM socatA hai, maiMne eka sAdhu ko akAraNa kaSTa diyA. binA kAraNa maiMne masakharI kI. anartha kiyA isa AtmA ko kitanA dukha pahacA hogA? jaba mai khAnadAnI vyakti hUM inhoMne jaba vicAra pUrvaka AzIrvAda dekara mujhe sAdha hI banA diyA. taba saMsAra meM merA jAnA ucita nahIM. mere khAnadAna meM kalaMka lagegA. kaisA vyavahAra usake andara thA. javAba meM sAdhu hI bana gayA, tyAga kara diyA. aba mai saMsAra meM nahIM jAnA cAhatA. aba jo ulTI ho gaI usakA kyA cATanA. jo saMsAra chor3a diyA aba usameM mujhe to nahIM jAnA. yaha to nizcita hai. saMdhyA kA samaya thA. aMdhakAra hone ko AyA, guru bhagavanta ne pratikramaNa pUrNa kiyA jAkara caraNoM meM jhukakara nivedana kiyA. kitanA vinaya kitanA bar3A parirvatana AyA. sAdhu kA veza kiyA vAlA kapar3A bhI rakSaNa karane vAlA, binA paise kA caukIdAra hai. koI galata jagaha nahI jAne degA, vaha roka degA. tuma kahAM jA rahe ho? loga kyA kaheMge? loga nindA kA bhaya, yaha veza bahata baDA upakAra karatA hai. koI galata jagaha nahIM jAne degA. yadi Apake kapar3o meM mai baiThA rahUM kauna rokane vAlA hai? rAta meM jAye, hoTala meM jAye, sinemA me jAye kauna rokane vAlA hai kisako paDI hai? vaha kapaDA rokatA. ApakI gaira hAjirI me hamArA yaha rakSaNa karatA hai. maryAdA batalAtA hai, saMsAra me kahAM para bhaya hai, usa bhaya kA darzana veza detA hai, vahAM jAne se loga kyA kaheMge. bahuta bar3A upakAra karatA hai yaha veza. isIlie cAritra ke veza ko bhI hama vandana karate haiM. namaskAra karate haiM yaha jar3a bhI caitanya para upakAra karatA hai. sAdhu kA vastra jaba usako pahanA diyA. vastra kA usakA prabhAva loga kahate haiM kapaDA kyA kAma karatA hai? sItA kA haraNa ho gayA, rAvaNa ke pAsa bahuta sArI vidyAyeM thIM. rAvaNa ke mitra ne kahA tuma kyA mehanata karate ho-rAma kA rUpa banAkara rAma kI vezabhUSA pahano. usake bAda tuma jAo. sItA tumhAre hAtha meM A jAyegI. rAvaNa ne kahA-tuma mujhe kyA sikhAte ho? eka darjana bAra maiMne mehanata kI hai. jaba-jaba rAma kA vastra pahanA, gerUA vastra vairAgya kA pratIka. rAma kA vastra dhAraNa kiyA puNyasmaraNa kiyA, sItA ke pAsa jAne kA manovikAra hI mara gayA. 503 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI vikAra ko mArane kA parama sAdhana yaha vastra hai. veSa bhUSA kA bhI hamAre mana para baDA sundara asara par3atA hai. Apa pUjA kA vastra pahana karake paramAtmA ke mandira meM jAiye. kabhI vikAra AyegA? snAna karake zuddha hokara ke pUjA kA vastra pahana kara mandira jAte vakta ApakI bhAvanA kaisI hotI hai? saMdhyA ke samaya pratikramaNa yA sAmAyika kI maMgala kriyA karane Aiye. zveta zuddha vastra pahanakara ke Aiye. Apa dekhiye, usa samaya bhAvanA kaisI hotI hai? painTa zarTa pahana karake itra lagAke kisI ke dvAra meM jAiye taba dekhiye, bhAvanA kaisI hotI hai? donoM bhAvanAeM dekhanA ki kapar3A mana para kyoM asara DAlatA hai? baDI sUkSma prakriyA hotI hai. ne guru caraNoM meM namaskAra karake nivedana kiyA bhagavanta, yahAM se rAtri meM hI calanA acchA hai. yadi Apa rAtri meM nahIM nikaleM to parivAra vAloM ko mAlUma par3egA ve vApisa le jAyeMge. bacce gAMva meM jAkara bAta to kareMge. aura bhagavAna ghara vAle Apake sAtha durvyavahAra kareMge to anartha ho jAyegA? mujhe bhI phijUla meM saMsAra me le jAyeMge. kRpA karake rAtri meM hI jAnA ThIka rahegA. mahArAja bhI samajha gaye. bAta to sahI hai. ziSya kA kitanA sundara nivedana, svayaM ke caritra ke rakSaNa ke lie, mere guru ko parivAra vAle coTa na pahuMcAyeM, mujhe ghara na le jAyeM isIlie namra nivedana. rAtri meM nikale. guru mahArAja ne kahA-maiM to avasthA vAlA hUM. pAMva se calA nahI jAtA. mai kaisa calU. __ mere kandhe para baiThiye, mai javAna hUM, rAjaputra hUM, ghor3e para zikAra karane jAtA thA, zera se bhI maiM nahIM DaratA thA, bhagavan ApakI kRpA se mujha meM tAkata hai. maiM Apako lekara ke calUMgA. gurujI! rAstA aMdhakAra se paripUrNa, rAtri, kahIM vRkSa kI DAlI andara Aye, kAna meM Akha meM, lage. rAste meM khaDaDe AyeM. pAMva DagamagAye garu girate girate baca jAte. guru mahArAja ko itanA krodha AtA, kaisA nAlAyaka ziSya hai? akala nahIM hai? tere nimitta se mujhe rAta ko calanA par3atA hai, kitanI virAdhanA karanI par3atI hai? rAtri meM sAdhu nahIM cale. use yaha to apavAda hai, AtmarakSaNa ke lie kisI AtmA ke kalyANa ke lie, jAnA paDe. tere Ane se mujhe Aja kitanI azAnti haI, krodha karanA par3A. rAtri meM vihAra karanA par3A. vRkSa kI DAlI mujhe lagatI hai. nAlAyaka sIdhA calA nahIM. bolane jaise zabda nahIM karate kaisA vyavahAra. ziSya kI samatA kaisI? bhagavAna mujhe kSamA kareM, aMdhere meM mujhe dikhatA nahIM hai. baDI sAvadhAnI se calUMgA. kSamA kareM. guru zAnta karane kA prayAsa karate, avasthA thI, phira gaDDhe meM pAMva giratA eka bAra AMkha meM DAlI lagI, bar3I pIDA huI. uThAkara jora se DanDA mArA. mAthA phaTa gayA, khUna 504 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - kI dhArA baha nikalI. ziSya kI samatA kaisI? eka dina kA liyA huA saMyama, navakAra bhI nahI AtA thA. rAtri meM saMyama liyA. apUrva samabhAva mere guru mahArAja ko jo kaSTa ho rahA hai usakA mai nimitta bana rahA hUM. ____maiM kaisA pApI ziSya hUM? koI ziSya to guru mahArAja ko Akara zAnti de. mere nimitta se mere guru mahArAja ko kaSTa ho rahA hai. azAnti paidA ho rahI hai. mai kitanAM durbhAgI hUM. maiMne kaisA pApa kiyA ki mere kAraNa guru mahArAja ko krodha paidA karanA paDe. maiM aura sAvadhAna hokara ke calUM. jarA jAgRti meM calUM. jarA upayoga pUrvaka calUM, tAki guru mahArAja ko jarA bhI pIDA na pahuMce. aisI arpita samatA. khUna kI dhArA baha nikalI, samatA ke andara saMyama zreNI me jaisA vikAsa huA, antarmana ke andara kevala jJAna, kevala darzana kI prApti, usa AtmA ko huI. mAtra guru ke prati sadbhAva aura samabhAva kA yaha camatkAra. mahAvIra ko sAr3he bAraha varSa bAda milA, usa puNyazAlI ko sAr3he cAra ghaNTe bAda milA. ananta zaktimaya cetanA usakI vikasita ho gaI. jJAna ke prakAza meM saba kacha dIkhane lagA. guru mahArAja ke mana meM AyA ki yaha camatkAra caudahaveM ratna kA. eka DanDA par3A aura sIdhA ho gayA. kaisA sIdhA cala rahA hai. mujhe aba jarA bhI aDacana nahIM. unheM kyA mAlUma ki ziSya sarvajJa bana gayA. ananta zaktimAna, isakI AtmA kevalI bana cukI hai. bahuta samaya taka ekadama sIdhA calane ke bAda guru ke mana meM zaka huA ki aMdhere meM ise mAlUma kaise par3a rahA hai? mujhe jarA bhI takalIpha nahIM koI bhI vRkSa kI DAlI mujhe sparza nahIM kara rahI hai. ___kaivalya jJAna se koI bhI cIja chipI nahIM. ananta zaktimAna AtmA usa samaya prakaTa hotI hai. apanI pUrNatA ko prApta hotI hai. jarA bhI guru mahArAja ko hilane Dulane kA nahIM. mana meM zaMkA huI. koI daivika zakti hai yA koI jJAna prakaTa huA. ___ guru mahArAja ne pUchA-kyA tumhe koI jJAna utpanna huA hai? pratipAtI yA apratipAtI, Akara ke calA jAe, aisA jJAna yA Akara ke na jAye aisA jJAna. kevala AtmA kI bhI nagratA dekhie. jaba pUchA to yahI javAba milA-bhagavanta Apa kI kRpA se kevala bhagavanta hI aisI chadbhastha AtmA ke upakAra kA smaraNa hotA hai. ye milA kisakI kRpA se unakI dRSTi meM yaha nahIM AtA ki merA guru krodhI zithilAcArI hai, guru to canDAla hai. durgati me jAne vAlA hai, aisA nahI socA. inakI kRpA kA pariNAma hai. kevalI AtmAoM kA bhI vinaya dekhie. upakArI ke upakAra kA kitanA sundara smaraNa. bhagavanta ApakI kRpA se. guru mahArAja samajha gaye, bodha ho gayA. yaha to kevalI bana cukA hai. usI kSaNa guru ne ekAnta meM kahA-Apa yahAM rukiye. utara gaye. utarakara ke ziSya ko tIsa pradakSiNA dI. bahumAna pUrvaka pApa kA pazcAtApa kiyA. bhagavAna. maiMne kevalI kI AsAtanA kI, sarvajJa 505 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI prasa leTA kI AsAtanA kI. mujhe kSamA kareM. maiM krodha kI Aga meM jala rahA thA. mere jai jAne vAlI AtmAoM kA rakSaNa kareM. apane ziSya se hAtha jor3akara prArthanA kI. ziSya bhI kaisA? svayaM to mujhako bhI tAra diyA. aisA pazcAtApa jo krodha kI Aga meM dUsaroM ko jalAte the. jahA AtmA kA guNa jalatA thA. unakA yaha camatkAra ki krodha para krodha utpanna kiyA. sAre karma jala kara ke bhasma ho gaye. rAtri meM guru bhI kevalI bana gaye. __ "tInnANaM tArayANaM uttama AtmA svayaM tare aura dUsaroM ko tAre, krodha to thA. para krodha para kaise vijaya prApta kiyA? kaisI zikSA milI? kaisI sahana karane kI tAkata? yadi saMyoga se aise guru hameM mila jAyeM to guru ko rAste meM hI paTaka kara cale jAeM ki yahAM koI kapAla kriyA karAne AyA thA. gAlI sunane ke lie dIkSA lI thI. guru ke zabda ko sahana kareM, ye to coTa hai. taba AtmA kA vikAsa hotA hai. nirmANa hotA hai. guru ke zabda mere lie AzIrvAda svarUpa hai. guru zabda jaba miThAI jaise leMge, samajhanA merA Atma kalyANa hogA. Aja itanA hI. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" ma bhUloM ke saMskAra lekara hI hama jagata meM Ae haiM. hara AdamI bhUloM se bharA hai, parantu vaha sacamuca mahAna va honahAra hai jo bhUloM sekucha-na-kucha sIkhatA hai aura unheM sudhArane kA prayatna karatA hai. CE AUR 506 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI AvAsa kA vidhAna - parama kRpAlu paramAtmA mahAvIra ne apane jIvana kI sArI sAdhanA kA paricaya apane pravacana ke dvArA prANi mAtra kA diyA. sAdhanA kI upalabdhi, sAdhanA kI sahajatA aura sAdhanA ke saphalatA kI sArI prakriyA paramAtmA ne apane pravacana dvArA pradAna kI hai. paramAtmA ke usI pravacana kI paramparA se uddhata karake usI ke anusAra dharma bindu graMtha ke andara usa mahAna AcArya ne jIvana kA paricaya dharma ke mAdhyama se diyA hai. __ dhArmika kahalAnA to sabako pasanda hotA hai parantu dhArmika bananA bahuta muzkila hai. zabda bar3A sundara hai, bar3A priya hai. parantu yaha bAhara se Apako kaThora najara AegA. dharma kA AcaraNa jarUra kaThora hogA, jo bahuta jaldI rucikara nahIM hogA. parantu usakA Antarika pariNAma komalatA aura karuNA ko utpanna karane vAlA hotA hai. koI vyakti aisA nahIM milegA jo isa vastu ko svIkAra kara sake. jJAniyoM ne kahA - saMsAra meM rahanA par3atA hai, hamArI majabUrI hai, eka prakAra kA bandhana hai, paranta karma ke baMdhana se bhI bhayaMkara Apake andara vAsanA kA mAnasika bandhana hai. vyakti mana ke bandhana se baMdhA huA hai. use bahAnA mila jAtA hai, rAstA mila jAtA hai ki maiM kyA karUM? jaba-jaba dharma kriyA kA prasaMga A jAe. koI mahA maMgalakArI parva kA prasaMga A jAe aura AmantraNa mile to vyakti bahAnA nikAla letA hai. mahArAja kyA kareM? karma hI aise haiM ki mere se vrata nahIM hotA. kyA batalAeM? kucha pApa karma haiM. bahuta bhAvanA hotI hai. icchA hotI hai parantu lAcArI hai. kucha kara nahIM sakatA. __jaba-jaba dharma kA AmantraNa mile, dhArmika kriyA meM praveza karane kA maMgala prasaMga A jAe to vyakti bar3A sarala bahAnA nikAla letA hai karma kA. kyA batalAeM? mere bhAgya meM aisA hai, mere karma meM nahIM hai. merI lAcArI hai. pApa karate samaya kabhI bahAnA nahIM milatA. dakAna meM jAkara baiThegA, subaha se zAma taka majadUrI karegA, vahAM yaha nahIM socatA, mere bhAgya meM hogA, mila jAegA, vahAM itanA pasInA utAranA. vahAM to bar3A kaThora parizrama kareMge. saMsAra ke kArya meM prabala puruSArtha, parantu dharma kArya meM udAsInatA. saMsAra meM dhanopArjana karane ke lie pUrA zrama ye anAdi kAla se jIva kA eka svabhAva bana gayA. pApa karanA par3atA hai, sarvathA isakA niSedha honA saMbhava nahIM, sAMsArika kArya kisa prakAra kI bhUmikA para karanA, usakA isameM paricaya diyA gayA hai. vyakti agara mUrcchita sA banA rahe, pApa kI pravRti meM hamezA mUrcchita sA banA rahe, pApa pravRti meM yadi udAsIna bana jAe, pApa kriyA meM yadi rudana A jAe to pApa kA pazcAttApa puNya ko janma dene vAlA banatA hai. parantu hotA nahIM hai. pApa kriyA meM prasannatA hai. jaba-jaba 507 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI puNya kriyA kA maMgala prasaMga A jAe, hama udAsa bana jAeMge. mUrcchita bana jAeMge. bar3I lAcArI vahAM para hama prakaTa kareMge. isa mahAna puruSa ne zabda ke dvArA usa caitanya kA paricaya diyA, jisakA paricaya prApta karane ke lie bahuta uMcAI para jAnA par3atA hai. sAdhanA kI UMcAI para jAne vAlA vyakti, sAdhanA kI pUrNatA ko prApta karane vAlA vyakti, svayaM kI AtmA ke dharma tatva kA paricaya prApta karatA hai. usakA paricaya zabdAtIta hai. zabda ke mAdhyama se jisakA paricaya denA saMbhava nahIM. bahuta dUra kI cIja hai. najara meM nahIM AtA hai, laiMsa lagAte haiM, cazmA lagAte haiM. yadi usase bhI dUra kI koI vastu ho to dekhane ke lie dUrabIna lagAyA jAtA hai. usase bhI Age kI UMcAI para yadi koI cIja dekhate haiM to Teliskopa kA upayoga kiyA jAtA hai, graha nakSatroM ko dekhane ke lie AkAza kI cIjoM ko dekhane ke lie. AMkha se jo na dikhe, usakA matalaba yaha nahIM ki use mAneM hI nahIM, mAnanA to par3atA hai. hamAre pAsa vaha dRSTi nahIM, dRSTi kA vikAsa nahIM, sAdhanA ke binA sAdhya ko dekha nahIM sakate. AtmA kI jo ananta zakti hai, ananta zaktimaya hamArI cetanA hai. use dekhane ke lie, usake anubhava ke lie, sAdhanA kI ucca bhUmikA cAhie. ucca bhUmikA ko prApta karane ke lie usakI prAthamika sthiti kA isa grantha dvArA paricaya diyA ki hamArI vartamAna paristhiti kisa taraha kI honI cAhie. vartamAna jIvana kA kisa prakAra se sAdhanAmaya paricaya honA cAhie. usakI pUrva bhUmikA isameM batalAI hai. sarvaprathama Apako eka tarIkA batalAyA gayA, upArjana kA tarIkA, dravyopArjana, vyAvahArika prasaMga, vivAha zAdI ke prasaMga, kaise saMskArita hone cAhie jina kriyAoM ke andara apane saMskAra kA paricaya dUsare vyaktiyoM ko mile, isa prakAra kA honA cAhie, hamArI hareka kriyA dharma kriyA honI cAhie. hareka kriyA se logoM ko preraNA mile, loga svayaM kI jAgati prApta kareM virakta hone kI bhAvanA unameM paidA ho. hamArI kriyA se hamAre AcaraNa aura vyavahAra se aneka AtmAoM ko saMsAra se virakta hone kI preraNA milanI cAhie. saMsAra meM jitane bhI sukha bhoga haiM, unakA pariNAma dukhamaya dekhA hai,vartamAna meM paudgalika Ananda jo bhI le rahe ho usakA pariNAma rudanamaya hogA. ___ Aja kI prasannatA kala ke lie rudana banegI. Aja jisa cIja kA Ananda lete haiM, kala usakA viyoga hRdaya meM darda paidA karegA. paramAtmA ne aise Ananda kA paricaya diyA, aisI prasannatA kA paricaya diyA, jo sAdhanA se upArjita kI jAtI hai, jisakA kabhI viyoga nahIM hotA. jisake Ananda meM kabhI rudana kI saMbhAvanA nahIM. usa paramAtmA kI prApti kA sAdhana ina sUtroM dvArA batAyA gayA hai. bhale hI vyakti kSaNika sukha ke lie kadAcit apane bhaviSya ko bhUla jAe, bhaviSya ko dekhane kI dRSTi khatma ho jAe. bhagavanta ne kahA - khaNamitta sukkhA bahukAla duHkhA DPM 508 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - bhagavanta ke zabda haiM, kSaNa mAtra kI kadAcita prasannatA yadi mila jAe parantu paramAtmA / kI dRSTi se usakA bhaviSya dukhamaya hogA. darda se bharA huA hogA. andhakAramaya hogA. bahata bar3e samrATa ke yahAM dAsI rahatI thI, zayana gRha ke andara rAjA ke bistara lagAne AI. roja bistara lagAyA karatI, rAjA ke zayana gRha kI sArI vyavasthA vaha karatI. eka dina acAnaka dAsI ke mana meM AyA, itanI sundara zaiyA, zayana karane kA itanA sundara sthAna? do ghar3I yadi isameM so kara dekha leM to yahAM kauna dekhane vAlA hai? rAjA kI zaiyA meM dAsI leTa gayI aura nIMda A gaI, bar3I komala zaiyA thI, sArA vAtAvaraNa sundaramaya, anukUla thA. rAtri meM jaba rAjA vahAM para AyA aura dekhatA hai ki mere zayana gRha meM dAsI soI huI hai. apane naukara ko kahA -kor3e lekara ke Ao aura ise lagAo. isakA itanA bar3A sAhasa ki vaha mere palaMga para yaha Akara ke so gaI. sipAhI ke kor3e lagAte hI vaha dAsI eka dama uThI, aura dekhA ki rAjA svayaM sAmane khar3e haiM. apanI bhUla kA use ahasAsa huA, bhUla ke lie usane kSamA yAcanA kI. rAjA kA Adeza thA sipAhiyoM ne koDe lagAne zurU kara diye, dAsI haMsane laga gaI. jahAM ronA thA, vahAM vo haMsane lagI.. rAjA ne kahA - kor3e mAranA banda kara do. dAsI se pUchA-tumhAre haMsane kA kyA kAraNa hai? rAjan! aura kucha nahIM, do ghar3I maiMne zayana kiyA, do ghar3I kA Ananda liyA, Apake palaMga para so kara, usa para mujhe yaha sajA milI, kor3e khAne paDe. do ghar3I ke Ananda kA yaha inAma milA. to rAjana jo isa para rAta dina sote haiM. unako karma kI kaisI mAra paDegI. vahI soca rahI haiM. isIlie haMsa rahI haM. apane jIvana meM hama bhale hI bAhara ke bhautika sukha prApta kara leM, apanI kAmanA kI kSaNika tRpti kara leM. parantu vaha kabhI tRpti nahIM banatI aura jyAdA atRpti andara se prApta karatI hai. use prApta karane ke lie vyakti pApa kA Azraya letA hai. aisA koI sAdhana mujhe nahIM cAhie jo pApa ke Agamana kA sAdhana bane. kaise rahanA? isa bAta para vicAra cala rahA thA. saMsAra kA ati sundara paricaya ina satroM dvArA diyA. gRhastha hai ghara-bAra lekara ke rahatA hai. parivAra ke sAtha rahatA hai. gRhastha dharma kA pAlana poSaNa karatA hai, usakA saMcAlana karatA hai. to gRhastha ke lie kisa prakAra kA gRha nirmANa karanA, use nirdeza diyA aura sarvaprathama yaha sUtra batalAyA : "utpAtasaMkulaH sthAnatyAgaH" gRhastha apanI mAnasika zAnti ke lie, citta kI samAdhi ke lie, aise upadrava vAle sthAna kA parityAga kara deM, jahAM rahane se upadrava kI saMbhAvanA ho, rAta dina kisI na kisI prakAra kA bhaya apane andara banA rahe to abhaya kI upAsanA kisa prakAra karegA? jahAM para satata bhaya kA praveza ho, vahAM para abhaya kA Agamana kaise hogA? 509 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI pralobhana aisI cIja hai usa pralobhana ke Age sArA jIvana usa bhaya ke andara rahakara ke vyakti pUrNa kara detA hai. kabhI na kabhI vaha bhaya mRtyu yA asamAdhi kA kAraNa banatA hai. bahata varSa pahale philIpAinsa TApa ke andara jahAM bahata sAre jvAlAmukhI haiM, kAphI bar3I saMkhyA meM loga rahate haiM, rabar3a kA bahuta bar3A udyoga hai. rabar3a ke bagIce haiM. bAhara se Ane vAle jyAdAtara cIna ke loga vahIM para the. ye lagabhaga 70-75 varSa pahale kI ghaTI ghaTanA hai, bahuta bar3A udyoga thA. loga usa pralobhana se vahAM rahate the. acAnaka eka dina jvAlAmukhI ke andara gar3abar3I paidA huI. jvAlAmukhI jarA sakriya banA. vahAM ke rahane vAle vaijJAnikoM ne nirNaya kara liyA ki isa jvAlAmukhI kA visphoTa bahuta alpa samaya meM hone vAlA hai. isa visphoTa se bhayaMkara durghaTanA hogI. unhoMne vahAM ke kalekTara ko bulA kara ke samajhAyA. vaijJAnikoM ne kahA :- isa jvAlAmukhI ke garjana se aisA anumAna hotA hai, bahuta jaldI isakA visphoTa hone vAlA hai. Apa yahAM ke logoM ko surakSita jagaha para bheja deM, nahIM to bahuta bar3A nukasAna hogA. kalekTara ne bhI nirIkSaNa kiyA, aMgreja kalekTara thA. bahuta bar3e-bar3e pAMca sTImara usane kara rakhe the kahA ki yahAM se logoM ko bahuta dUra bheja diyA jAe. sAre sAdhana vahAM para taiyAra. logoM ko sAyarana bajA karake sAvadhAna kiyA gayA. ailAna kiyA gayA. parce bAMTe gae. mAika se pUre nagara meM yaha udghoSa kara diyA-do ghanTe ke andara yaha visphoTa hone vAlA hai, usase pahale saba loga nagara chor3a karake cale jAo, tumhAre lie sTImara taiyAra haiM, surakSita sthAna para le jAeMge. eka bAra ailAna kiyA, do bAra ailAna kiyA parantu logoM ne dhyAna hI nahIM diyA ki yaha to roja hotA rahatA hai, garjanA Aja se nahIM bahuta dinoM se suna rahe haiM, dhuAM to nikalegA hI jvAlAmukhI hai, vahAM para eka bAta pralobhana roja kI kamAI dIkhatI thI ki thoDI sI majadUrI meM bahuta bar3A naphA, ise chor3akara kaise jAeM, pralobhana aisI cIja hotI hai usakA pariNAma Aja nahIM to kala bhoganA par3atA hai. __pariNAma yaha AyA, zAma ko cAra baje aisI bhayaMkara garjanA huI, garjanA ke sAtha jvAlAmukhI kA aisA bhayaMkara visphoTa huA. sAre nagara meM garma lAvA phaila gayA, dhuAM chA gayA, aisI bhayaMkara garmI paidA huI, logoM ne tapa karake usa garmI meM prANa de diye. thor3e samaya bAda dUsarA visphoTa huA rAta ko ATha baje reDiyo kI nyUja meM AyA 75000 AdamiyoM meM se sirpha tIna AdamI bace, bAkI saba sApha. pUre nagara kA sarvanAza ho gayA eka makAna sAbUta nahIM rahA, eka vyakti eka pazu pakSI jIvita nahIM rahA. tIna AdamI jela ke andara kaidI the. jinheM khataranAka kaidI samajhakara anDara grAuMDa meM rakhA thA, ve baca gae. bAkI saba sApha. AcArya bhagavantoM ne kaisI kRpA daSTi rakha karake yaha paricaya diyA I amil 510 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI "sthAna tyAgaH iti" jahAM para bhaya kI saMbhAvanA ho satata mauta sAmane dikhatI ho, jahAM para isa prakAra ke vyakti rahate hoM, vaise sthAna para sajjana puruSa nahIM rahate, vaisI khataranAka jagaha kA tyAga kara denA cAhie. miliTarI kA kaimpa ho, bArUda gole kA bhaNDAra ho, vahAM para yadi baMgalA banAeM to Aja nahIM to kala kabhI na kabhI khatarA paidA ho sakatA hai. kabhI vaha durghaTanA kA rUpa le sakatA hai. aise sthAna meM makAna nahIM banAeM, jahAM cAroM tarapha zarAbI rahate hoM, juA khelane kA aDDA ho, badamAzoM kA AnA jAnA ho, kabhI na kabhI to vahAM bhI khatarA paidA hogA. parivAra ke saMskAra to bigAr3eMge. satata mana meM bhaya aura cintA rahegI. yadi vivAda meM bIca bacAva karane jAeM to saphAyA Apa kA hogA. tathA upapluta sthAna tyAga iti isa sUtra kA kathana yahI hai, isakA bhAvArtha yahI hai, jahAM bhaya kI saMbhAvanA ho, mana kI zAnti naSTa hone vAlI ho, citta kI samAdhi ko nukasAna pahuMcatA ho, aisI kisI jagaha para apane rahane kA makAna nahIM rakhanA. paiTrola kA pampa ho, Apa pAsa-par3osa meM rahate hoM aura yadi kabhI agni durghaTanA ho jAe to agni saMskAra binA paise ho jAegA. mehanata bhI na paDe. . nadI ke kinAre nivAsa rakhA, havA khAne ke lie baMgalA banAyA, kabhI havA bhI ho jAegI. na jAne kaba phlU A jAe, patA nahIM kaba hamAre lie musIbata bana jAe, na jAne kaba baMgalA kamajora bana jAe, aise kaI kAraNa haiM, kisI bhI aisI jagaha para makAna kA nirmANa nahIM karanA, jahAM isa prakAra ke prAkRtika kopa kI saMbhAvanA ho. badamAzoM kA aDDA ho. jahAM galata saMskAra parivAra meM Ane kI saMbhAvanA ho. aise jagaha para kabhI makAna mata banAnA. makAna to rahane ke liye gRhastha kI Avazyaka vastu hai, usake liye sUtrakAra ne dUsare sUtra ke dvArA nirdeza diyA "tathA-svayogyasyAzrayaNamiti" | // 17 // apane rahane lAyaqa makAna kA nirmANa jarUra kareM, parantu ghara kisa prakAra kA ho "tathA pradhAna sAdhu parigraha iti" | // 18 // jahAM sajjana puruSoM kA parivAra rahatA ho, dhArmika puruSoM kI jahAM para bastI ho, acchI vicAra dhArA ke loga jahAM para rahate hoM, aise mohalle ke andara jahAM kusaMskAra kA praveza nahIM ho. sajjana logoM kI bastI ho, parivAra meM, bAlakoM meM, Ane vAlI pIr3hI ke andara sundara saMskAra mileM, unako dekhakara ke bahuta kucha sIkhA jAe. AcAra sampanna loga. aise sthAna para apane rahane yogya sthAna kA nirmANa kareM. AC 511 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI sAdhu zabda kA artha liyA hai sajjanatA se. jahAM sajjanoM kA nivAsa ho, acche-acche vyakti rahate hoM, jahAM se dharma kI preraNA milatI ho, sundara saMskAra milate hoM, hamAre jIvana vyavahAra meM jahAM se naI preraNA milatI ho, aisI jagaha para apanA nivAsa sthAna banAeM, tathA sthAne gRha karaNamiti // 16 // ucita aura yogya sthAna meM ghara kA nirmANa karanA. kauna sA ucita sthAna? zmazAna na ho, koI gaMdI jagaha na ho, devI-devatAoM kA nivAsa sthAna na ho, kyoMki parivAra hai, gRhastha hai, rUThakara ke kisI na kisI prakAra kA prakopa ho sakatA hai. maiM mahArASTra meM thA, vahAM icalakaraMjI meM merA AnA huA. vahAM eka sajjana zrAvaka zrI manta sAMgalI baiMka ke DAyarekTara, seTha phUlacanda bhAI mere pAsa kolhApura Ae, mujhase kahA mahArAja icalakaraMjI Apa padhAreM, mere yahAM Apa jarUra padhAreM, maiMne kahA - "kyoM? kyA bAta hai?" "hamAre ghara meM bar3I azAnti hai, koI na koI bImAra rahatA hai yA nukasAna hotA hai. usase bhI bhayaMkara bAta acAnaka Aga lagatI hai, makAna banda aura Aga laga jAtI hai. bAhara se loga cillAte haiM." sUtra meM kahA hai - ucita aura yogya sthAna para hI makAna banAnA, yaha nahIM ki sastA mila gayA, acchA lagA aura banA liyA. kaI bAra aisI ghaTanAeM bhI hotI haiM. maiM vahAM para gayA, jAne ke bAda jaba makAna para gayA, maiM andara se bAhara nikalA aura eka jagaha andara Aga lagI, vahAM rakhA sArA sAmAna jala gayA. koI nahIM thA. Upara pUrA khAlI thA. Upara jAkara ke ghUma karake maiM AyA, nIce unako maMgalAcaraNa sunAkara jaise hI nikala rahA thA, AvAja AI ki punaH Upara Aga lagI hai. mere mana meM zaMkA huI ki yaha ucita sthAna nahIM hai, maiMne unako bulAkara kahA - "Apa myunispailiTI meM jAo. jAkara isakA purAnA rikArDa dekho ki isa sthAna para pahale yahAM kyA thA?" vaha jaba gae, pUrI khoja karavAI, assI sAla pahale vahAM kabristAna thA. dhIre-dhIre kisI kAraNa se vaha sthAna khAlI ho gayA, saMyoga se vaha sArI jamIna kharIda lI. kharIda karake unhoMne socA yahAM baMgalA banAyA jAe. baMgalA banAne ke bAda jaba rahane ke lie gae, taba yaha samasyA paidA huI. mere mana kI zaMkA satya nikalI, maiMne kahA - aba to koI upAya nahIM hai. baMgalA uThAkara Apa yahAM se le jA to nahIM sakate, eka upAya batalAtA hUM, nIce koI AtmA dabI huI hai, usa pretAtmA kA yaha prakopa hai. Apa ghara ke andara eka sthAna banA dIjie. AlA banA dIjie. vahAM roja zAma ko tela kA cirAga karie aura prArthanA kIjie. maiM tumhAre sthAna ko nukasAna pahuMcAne vAlA nahIM, tumhArA sthAna maiMne ghara meM nirmANa kara diyA hai, 512 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI roja tumhArA svAgata kiyA karUMgA, eka AlA banAkara ke usa AtmA kI zAnti ke lie cirAga zurU kara diyA. Aja taka usake bAda kucha nahIM huA. jo upadrava karatI hai, sammAna ke bAda yahI AtmA Apake lie bahuta upakArI bana jAegI. isIlie pUrvAcAryoM ne likhA, bahuta yogya sthAna ke andara makAna banAnA, kisI devI devatA kA sthAna na ho. koI kabristAna na ho, kisI AtmA ko pIr3A pahuMce. usa AtmA kA avinaya ho, aisA bhI nahIM karanA. sAdhu sAdhviyoM ko bhI nirdeza hai. kahIM bhI jAeM, bhramaNa kareM, vihAra kareM, parantu kisI bhI devI-devatA kI jagaha para azuddhi Adi na kareM, yA unakA avinaya ho, aisA koI kArya na kareM. hara AtmA ko sammAna priya hai, kyoM unheM apamAnita kiyA jAe. bahuta varSa pahale jaba maiM gujarAta thA, aisI hI ghaTanA pAkistAna ke karAcI meM huI. bahuta bar3I bilDiMga kisI ne banAI. jaba vahAM amerikana rASTrapati Ae hue the. rASTrapati ke Agamana para pUrA sTApha vahAM para utarA thA. kyoMki gavarnameMTa ne vaha makAna kirAye para liyA thA. unake utarane kI sArI vyavasthA karAcI meM usI makAna ke andara kI thI. rAtri meM cAra jo baDe oNphisarsa the, unako svapna AyA svapna meM alaga-alaga prakAra kI sUcanA milI, tuma jala ke mara jAoge, tuma girakara mara jAoge, kisI se kahA-tuma DUba karake mara jAoge. videzI the, aisI bAtoM para vizvAsa karane vAle nahIM the, parantu phira bhI svapna AyA. arthAt ghaTanA jIvana ke anubhava meM AI. unhoMne DAyarI meM noTa kara liyA. ___ kAphI carcAeM calI. barAbara cha: mahIne bAda jinako jaisA svapna AyA thA, vaisA hI pariNAma AyA. samudra meM tairane gayA. DUba ke mara gayA. eroplena kraiza huA. gira gayA. jaisA svapna meM dekhA thA vaisA hI huA. ghara ke andara Aga lagI aura jala ke mara gayA. cAroM vyaktiyoM kI isa prakAra mauta haI. sthAna azaddha thA, jaisA cAhie vaisA unakA sammAna nahIM huA. usakA yaha pariNAma. yaha bahuta sAre gharoM meM yaha sthiti hotI hai, bImArI AtI hai, upadrava hotA hai, Arthika dRSTi se nukasAna hotA hai, usameM kaI bAra aisA bhI kAraNa hotA hai ki mana kI zuddhi nahIM rahatI. mana kA vAtAvaraNa makAna kA vAtAvaraNa azuddha rahatA hai, makAna ke andara jaisI zAnti cAhie, vaha zAnti nahIM milatI isIlie kahA - ___ "tathA sthAne gRhakaraNamiti" ucita aura yogya sthAna ke andara ghara kA nirmANa kareM, zubha muhUrta meM mAnasika prasannatA ke andara vaha bhI paramAtmA ke smaraNa ke dvArA, anuSThAna ke dvArA, usa makAna kA bhUmi pUjana kareM makAna kaisA banAeM. nirmANa to kareM para nirmANa ke bAda usake andara kisa taraha kI yojanA. "atiprakaTAtigaptasthAnanucita prAtivezyaM ceti" yahAM para pUrA jaina zilpa hai, makAna ke nirmANa kI pUrI yojanA isake andara batalAI pUrNa vaijJAnika dRSTikoNa se batalAI. ati prakaTa sthAna bhI nahIM cAhie ki cAroM tarapha - 513 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: hajAra dvAra jaisA banAkara baiTha jAe. havA mahala jaisI khiDakiyAM banAkara rakha deM, vaha bhI niSedha hai, usameM bhI satata mana meM bhaya rahegA. na jAne kaba kauna vyakti A jAe aura kaisI ghaTanA ghaTa jAe. ati gupta bhI nahIM cAhie ki jahAM sUrya kI kiraNa bhI na Ae, zuddha vAyupAna bhI vyakti na kara pAe, aisA gupta sthAna bhI nahIM cAhie. ati prakaTa sthAna bhI nahIM cAhie. rAtri meM banda karate samaya yadi bhUla se koI daravAjA khulA raha gayA. koI khir3akI khulI raha gaI. to jAna kA jokhima hogA. makAna ke yogya jaisA zilpa hai, zilpa ke anusAra hI makAna kA nirmANa kare. Aja hama usase bilkula viparIta ho gae. Aja to hameM AMkha ko sundara laganA cAhie. dasa AdamI Akara usakI prazaMsA kareM, basa vaha cAhie. mana ke viSaya ke anukUla makAna cAhie. pariNAma vahI AtA hai. mana kA AkAra dimAga para asara DAlatA hai. rAtri ke samaya yadi Apa sote hoM, ApakI chAtI ke Upara se yadi gADara jAtA ho usakA prezara AegA, ApakI chAtI meM bhAra AegA. rAtri meM bhaya ke svapna AeMge. Apa camaka jAeMge, Age calakara ke zArIrika dRSTi se nukasAna kA kAraNa, darda kA kAraNa banegA. eka sAmAnya gADara ke nIce yadi Apa sote hoM, chAtI para agara gADara AtA ho, usakA bhI yaha kAraNa banatA hai. makAna kA zilpa azuddha ho aura Apane mAtra apanI AMkha ko dekha karake AMkha ko acchA lage, basa mana ko priya ho, loga prazaMsA kareM. isI dRSTi se ki Apane makAna nirmANa karAyA, to vaha makAna Apake rahane ke yogya nahIM hogA. Aja nahIM to kala vaha makAna Apako nukasAna karane vAlA banegA... bahuta yogya viziSTa jAnakAra vyakti, bhAratIya zilpa ke anusAra yadi makAna kA nirmANa unase pUcha kara karAeM to bahuta sArI bImAriyoM se baca sakate haiM. bahuta sArI bImAriyoM kA yahI kAraNa haiM. pahale to hamAre yahAM IMToM ke makAna banate, lakar3I ke makAna banate, bhAratIya jalavAyu ke anukUla thA. Apa usameM raheM to bImArI bahuta kama AegI. roga kA pratikAra makAna hI kara degA. prAkRtika kopa se rakSaNa karegA. garmI ko cUsa legA, zarIra meM utanI mAtrA meM garmI AegI jo isa Temprecara ke anukUla hai. usase bhI Age hama bar3ha gae, patthara kA makAna, sImeMTa aura kaMkara kA makAna aura phira usameM lohA. lohe se mizrita yadi vaha makAna hogA, bAhara kI garmI itanI bhayaMkara hogI ki usa makAna meM Apa becaina ho jAeMge. vaha becainI Age calakara ke pIr3A kA kAraNa banatI hai jyAdAtara mastiSka kA darda paidA karane vAlI, vicAroM meM azAnti paidA karane vAlI, vicAroM ko udvelita karane vAlI banegI. zArIrika prakopa utpanna karegI. hamezA blaDa prezara hAI rahegA. aise makAna rAtri ke do baje ThaNDA hogA. sImeMTa aura lohA jyAdA garmI karegA. usake 514 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI dvArA AI garmI zarIra meM aneka vyAdhi utpanna karegI. udara para asara karegA. zarIra yadi Taimprecara se adhika garmI sahana karegA to pariNAma maMdAgni paidA karegA. loga suvidhA dekhate haiM. makAna sundara cAhie, sImeMTa kAkarI kA banAnA hai. bahuta choTe TAipa kA makAna hotA hai, jyAdA prezara rahatA hai. bahuta jyAdA bImArI kA kAraNa makAna aura veza-bhUSA. AdhI bImArI to isake kAraNa AtI hai aura AdhI khAne ke kAraNa. ye satya hai. ghara meM khulI havA milatI nahIM, sAre dina paMkhe kI havA meM rahanA par3atA hai, eyara-kUlara calAte haiM, eyara kanDIzana makAna meM rahate haiM parantu zarIra meM se pratikAra zakti dhIme-dhIme kama ho jAegI. zarIra jo garmI sardI baradAzta kara sakatA hai aura bardAzta ke bAda jo zakti zarIra meM AtI hai. pratikAra zakti vaha saba kamajora ho jAegI. rAta dina eyara kaNDIzana meM rahie, paMkhoM kI havA meM rahie, Apa bAhara kI garmI bardAzta nahIM kara pAeMge. jarA bhI garmI lagI becainI paidA hogI. jarA bhI bAhara gae, sardI jukAma ho jAegA. kAraNa zarIra se pratikAra zakti calI jAegI. aprAkRtika vastuoM kA sevana karane se prakRti viruddha calI jAegI. bImArI alaga AegI. ___ suvidhA ke lie ghara meM phrija rakhate haiM, jisase kitane hI roga bar3ha gae, phrija zarIra ko kitanA bhayaMkara nukasAna pahuMcAtA haiM. kSaNika zAnti mila jAe, ThaNDA pAnI mila jAegA. thor3I sI suvidhA mila jAegI parantu Aja ke vaijJAnikoM ne bahuta bar3I khoja kI haiM, kaiMsara ke kAraNoM meM se yaha bhI eka kAraNa mAnA jAtA hai. ati sUkSma mAtrA meM yadi andara ThaNDI cIja gaI to andara kI camar3I ke jo selsa hote haiM, ve bardAzta nahIM kara pAte. ati mAtrA meM ThaNDA pInA dhIme-dhIme Age calakara ke andara meM eksesa, eka prakAra kA phoDA, eka prakAra kA ghAva paidA karegA. vo ghAva Age calakara kaiMsara banatA hai isIlie bahuta jyAdA aprAkRtika vastuoM kA sevana nahIM karanA cAhie. miTTI ke ghar3e rakhie, pAnI rakhie, prAkRtika havA se jo usa ghar3e ko ThaNDaka milegI usa pAnI ko pIne se jo tRpti milegI. phrija kA eka botala pI jAeM usase vaha tRpti nahIM milegI. ghar3e kA eka gilAsa pAnI pI leM, ThaNDA pAnI svaccha nirmala pAnI, prAkRtika dRSTi se ThaNDA kiyA huA, apUrva tRpti milegI. pyAsa bujha jAegI. phrija se botala nikAla karake pI leM, dasa minaTa bAda pyAsa taiyAra. tRpti nahIM milegI kyoMki aprAkRtika hai. Apa phala-phUla jo bhI cIja phrija meM rakhate hoM, rakhie, bigar3egA nahIM. bAhara kI garmI-sardI usa para asara nahIM karegI. parantu besvAda bana jAegA usameM svAda nahIM AegA. jo madhuratA honI cAhie vaha nahIM hogI. adhika mAtrA meM ThaNDI ke kAraNa usakI madhuratA aura svAda meM pharka A jAegA. __prAkRtika dRSTi se pakI huI cIja khAie, usake svAda ko dekhie, usake bAda phrija meM pakAiye, rakhie, phira sevana karie, svAda meM pharka najara AegA. apane svAsthya ke sAtha CUN Holo 515 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI hama khela kara rahe haiM. jitanI Adhunika suvidhAoM kA Azraya lete haiM, utane hI svayaM meM gulAma banate jA rahe haiM. parAzrita banate jA rahe haiM. aprAkRtika vastuoM kA adhika mAtrA meM sevana, sukha-suvidhA ke lie nahIM balki apane zarIra para atyAcAra kara rahe haiM. ise mauta ke najadIka pahuMcA rahe haiM. ghara ke andara itane Adhunika sAdhana bana gae, gaisa cUlhe para rasoI pakAiye, kyA svAda AegA? suvidhA cAhie, dhuAM nahIM cAhie, cUlhA phUkanA na par3e, jhaTa se ho jAe. jo cIja Adhe ghaNTe meM pakanI cAhie, use yadi dasa minaTa meM pakA dete haiM, itanI adhika mAtrA meM garmI usameM paidA kareMge, cIja ke andara se satva calA jAegA, viTAmina jala jAegA, kucha bhI usake andara nahIM milegA. usakI sArI madhuratA khatma ho jAegI. peTa bhara leMge, svAda, mila jAegA namaka mirca ke kAraNa, bAkI koI poSaka tatva usameM nahIM milegA. usake paramANu zarIra ke lie hAnikAraka baneMge. uttejanA dene vAle baneMge. usa AhAra meM bhI utejanA hogI. dimAga ke andara jo zAnti aura samAdhi milanI cAhie mana ke vicAroM ko jo zItalatA milanI cAhie, vaha zItalatA usameM se nahIM milegI. udvignatA paidA hogI. mana meM tanAva paidA hogA. ghara ke andara jina sAdhanoM kA upayoga karate haiM, bartana bAsana kA, koI jamAnA thA zuddha dhAtu kA upayoga kiyA jAtA. Ayurvedika dRSTi se jo dhAtu hamAre zarIra ko poSaNa dene vAlA, hamAre zarIra ko zakti dene vAlA, jisakA paramANu peTa meM jAe to zakti saMcaya kare. zakti meM vaddhi kare. vaha to calA gayA. lohe ke bartana A gae. kisI jamAne meM kaidiyoM ko diyA jAtA thA. ___"sajjana puruSoM ke yahAM cAMdI ke bartana hote, kAMse ke bartana hote, pItala ke bartana hote, usake andara jo Apane rasoI banAI ho yA usa thAlI meM Apa bhojana karate hoM vaha paramANu andara jAkara poSaNa detA zarIra kI zakti meM vRddhi karatA. sAtvika vicAra utpanna karatA. calA gayA jo auSadhi kA kAma karatA thA. Aja kA sAiMsa kahatA hai. Apa mAne yA na mAne sTIla aura elomyUniyama vizeSakara ke kaiMsara kA kAraNa mAnA gayA hai, asAdhya vyAdhiyoM kA kAraNa mAnA gayA hai, azuddha paramANu hai. isakA paramANa zarIra ke lie ghAtaka mAnA gayA, usI paramANu meM, usI bartana meM yadi Aja rasoI pakAeM, usI meM yadi Apa pAnI ubAleM, usI ko bhojana ke upayoga meM leM to vo zarIra ke lie bar3A bhArI nukasAna dene vAlA hai. logoM ko suvidhA cAhie, mApane kI jhaMjhaTa nahIM, sAbuna se pochA aura sApha. mAtra suvidhA ke lie zarIra para roja atyAcAra kiyA jA rahA hai. rahane kA makAna galata, khAne kA bartana galata, pahanane kA kapar3A galata. prAkRtika dRSTi se jo vyavasthA dI gaI thI gRhastha jIvana ke lie sArI vyavasthA se pratikala Aja vyavasthA hai. anAja pisA karake khAte haiM, kyA 516 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - milegA usa anAja ke andara? na jAne kisa-kisa jagaha se anAja AyA huA, na jAne . usameM kitane jIva jantu hoMge. usI cakkI se gehUM pIsa karake AtA hai. sAre tatva usake naSTa ho jAeMge. cakkI se pIsA ATA lIjie, bartana pakar3a nahIM sakate, itanI garmI usameM hotI hai. gehUM kA sArA satva usameM jala jAtA hai. vahI ghara ke andara hAtha cakkI ke dvArA pIsA jAe to usakA svAda alaga hogA. usa rasoI se apUrva poSaNaM milegA, tRpti milegI. sundara vyAyAma milegA zarIra ko. auratoM kA yahI vyAyAma thA, kueM se pAnI lAtI, ghara meM gAya bhaiMsa hotI. hindU jAti meM agara itanI jAgRti A jAe ki eka-eka gAya-bhaiMsa rakheM to kasAI khAne meM eka bhI gAya bhaiMsa nahIM jAe, yaha merI mAM hai, isake dUdha se merA poSaNa huA. vaha mere lie amRta hai. jisane bAlyakAla se Aja taka mujha para upakAra kiyA yadi vaha mAM vRddha ho jAe, use kasAI ke hAtha kaise becUM jIvana paryanta nirvAha karUMgA. gAya kA mala-mUtra taka auSadhi meM kAma AtA hai, khAda ke kAma AtA hai, mara ke bhI camar3A Apako de jAtI hai, haDDI de jAtI hai. jIvana paryanta sArA jIvana arpaNa karatI hai, ghAsa khAkara ke amRta detI hai, dUdha detI hai. insAna kyA detA hai, jie vahAM taka jaMjAla aura upAdhi. nau kI lakar3I aura nabbe kharca. jaise hI svArtha nikalA hama turanta use vahAM bheja dete haiM. doSa dete haiM sarakAra ko anya jAtiyoM ko, anya sampradAya ke logoM ko aura dhArmika bhAvanA bhar3akA dete haiM. eka bhI hindU yadi aisA niyama karatA hai, hara hindU yadi niyama kara le ki ghara meM gAya rakhUgA. eka to jIva dayA kA sabase bar3A pAlana hogA, eka gAya katla khAne ke lie nahIM mila sakatI. kasAiyoM ke pAsa jAtI to apane dvArA hI hai, eka tarapha hama gAya ke lie AmaraNa anazana kareM. gAya ke lie na jAne kyA-kyA lambe-caur3e bhASaNa deM. usI gAya ko yadi de dete hoM kasAI ke hAtha aura phira janmASTamI ke maMgala prasaMga para kRSNa ke nAma kI mAlA ginate hoM to yaha nATaka kaisA hogA? hamAre jIvana meM kama se kama itanA to honA hI cAhie ki sAmAjika maryAdA meM rahakara paristhiti para vicAra kiyA jAe, tAki samasyAoM meM se samAdhAna prApta kara sakeM. thor3A bahata aisA hama vicAra kareM, nirNaya kareM to hama bahuta kucha pA sakate haiM. khAnapAna kI sArI vyavasthA bhI Aja vikRta bana gaI, khulA makAna zahara se bAhara rahane kA jahAM satata bhaya meM jIvana pUrA karanA par3e, jarA bhI bhUla pramAda ho to hamAre jIvana ke sAtha kabhI na kabhI dhokhA ho sakatA hai. AcArya bhagavantoM ne isIlie apane bhAvIkAla ko sAmane rakhakara ke satroM dvArA jIvana vyavahAra kA paricaya diyA. kahAM raheM? kisa prakAra raheM? kaisI bhUmi para makAna kA nirmANa kareM ki jahAM jIvana surakSita rahe. kisa prakAra kA AhAra kareM? kisa prakAra ke AhAra ke dvArA jIvana kA nirvAha kareM? vo sArA paricaya ina sUtroM dvArA diyA gayA. khAnapAna 517 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI KBAR hamArA vikRta banA, pahanane ke lie bhI sAdhana batalAyA gayA. kaise AhAra ke sAtha kaisA vastra dhAraNa kareM? vaha bhI nirdeza diyA gayA. jalavAyu ke anukUla vastra nirmANa kiyA gayA. silA huA vastra kaisA honA cAhie? kisa prakAra kA honA cAhie? Apa jAnate haiM, yahAM garmI kaisI hai, isI ke anusAra vastra hone cAhie. zuddha sAtvika aura zucivastra, jisase garmI kI mAtrA zarIra meM kama jAe. parantu adhika mAtrA meM Terilina TairIkoTana ke, paiTroliyama kaimikala ke, banane vAle haiM, koyalA oNksijana aura pAnI, milA karake isakA nirmANa hotA hai, jahAM bhI paiTroliyama kaimikalsa hogA, vaha bar3A jalanazIla hogA, zarIra bardAzta nahIM karegA. savidhA ke liye ye kapaDe pahanane vAle vyakti ki pAnI se dhoyA aura sApha strI karane kI jarUrata nahIM parantu vo bhUla jAte haiM ki zarIra ke Arogya ke sAtha hama khela rahe haiM, vaha kapar3A yadi pahana karake AeMge, sUrya kI garmI jaba andara jAegI, kyoMki zarIra se jo pasInA nikalanA cAhie, nahIM nikalatA zarIra ke andara jisa prakAra zuddha havA milanI cAhie, bAhara kI garmI jisa mAtrA meM khAnI khahie, usameM rukAvaTa paidA karegI. ___ andara kI garmI bAhara jAegI nahIM, pasInA vahIM kA vahIM sUkhegA. vaha phira dAga banegA, khujalI bana jAe, egjimA bana jAe, yA carma roga utpanna karegA. usakA yaha pariNAma hogA ki vaha adhika mAtrA meM zarIra meM gaI huI garmI andara meM prezara bhI hAI karegI. hAI blaDa prezara utpanna karegI. kaI taraha kI bImArI isase paidA hogI. isIlie kahA zuddha sAtvika vastra honA cAhie. aisI sandara vyavasthA yahAM para kI gaI ki garmI meM jarA bhI takalIpha na ho. parantu hamane bambaI meM dekhA thA, vaizAkha kA mahInA, koI javAna AyA. Upara se nIce taka jaise pArsala paikiMga karake lAyA ho pUrA paika. maiMne kahA - landana amerikA nahIM, yaha to bambaI hai. tuma jAnate ho yahAM 40 DigrI garmI par3atI hai. hayUmiDiTI 70 pratizata hotA haiM. tuma kitane becaina ho rahe ho. yaha koTa vagairA kholo.. maiMne kahA - jo tumane TAI vAI pahanA hai, yaha kisI yAdagAra meM pahanA hai? mahArAja! vaha to mAlUma nahIM.. __ maiMne kahA - binA mAlUma tumane pahana liyA. vaha to lArDa krAIsTa kI yAdagAra meM pahanate hai, krizciyaniTI ke andara unakA rivAja hai. TAI pahanane kA ki hamane lArDa krAIsTa ko isa prakAra sUlI para car3hAkara unakI yAdagAra meM pahanate haiM tAki hamezA unakI yAda banI rahe, tumhAre kauna se tIrthaMkara yA avatArI puruSa ko car3hAyA gayA. nakala meM akala to hotI nahIM, phira hamArI Adata. desI mUrti vilAyatI cAla. janme inDiyA meM aura nakala karate haiM amerikA kI. Adata se majabUra haiM. 518 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI - maiMne kahA - ye kapar3e hamAre anukUla nahIM haiM vahAM ke lie anukUla ho sakatA hai jisa deza meM adhika ThaNDI par3atI ho, vahAM ye peMTa-sUTa kAma AegA, parantu hamAre deza meM isakI jarUrata nahIM hai. bahuta sArI bImAriyoM kA yaha bhI eka kAraNa hai. khAnapAna bigar3A. rahane kI jagaha bigar3I. apane vastra paridhAna kI maryAdA kA hamane ullaMghana kiyA. usake ye pariNAma ki itanI bar3I saMkhyA meM Aja haoNspiTala banane lage. cAlIsa-pacAsa varSa pahale bhArata meM ginatI ke haoNspITala the, koI aisI bhayaMkara bImArI nahIM thI. mohalle meM yadi kabhI koI DaoNkTara A jAe to pUrA mohallA dekhatA ki yaha kahAM se AyA? kisake pAsa AyA? yamarAja kA pratinidhi jA kahAM rahA hai? yadi kisI ghara meM gayA to pUrA mohallA vahAM pUchane AtA, aisI kyA bAta huI DaoNkTara bulAnA par3A? bar3e zahara se lAnA par3A? pUre dina zrama karate haiM ? zrama kI corI kareMge to bImArI AegI hI. khAnA sIkha lIjie zrama kI corI banda kara dIjie. Aja to zrama kI corI, yahAM se bAhara jAnA hai to gAr3I. ghara gae to liphTa, ArAma se eyara kaNDIzana meM baiThe haiM, bImArI nahIM AegI to kyA AegI? do to binA bulAe AegI. pariNAma vahIM AtA hai. usa ghara meM pUrA mohallA jAkara pUchatA hai kyA huA? DaoNkTara bulAnA par3A. eka to vaha jamAnA thA kabhI DAkTara A jAe to pUrA mohallA jaga jAtA. ghara ke andara pUre mohalle ke loga Ate sAMtvanA dete. Aja yaha sthiti hai ki hara vyakti ke pAsa phaimilI DaoNkTara milegA. haoNspITala itanI bar3I saMkhyA meM hama bar3hAte jA rahe haiM. usa jamAne meM muzkila se tIna cAra haoNspITala milate. sardI jakAma bakhAra AtA to upavAsa karAke kAr3hA pilA dete, calA jAe, hamezA ke lie. phira Ae hI nahIM, Apa to jAnate haiM koI kampanI yadi eka davA nirmANa karatI hai to turanta usa para khoja zurU ho jAtA hai. hajAroM lAkhoM prANiyoM ko mArane ke bAda Aja kA maiDikala sAiMsa yaha ghoSaNA kara detA hai ki yaha davA banda kara deM, isakA sAiDa iphaikTa hai. lAkhoM vyaktiyoM kI mauta ke bAda unakA yaha nirNaya AtA hai. davA amerikA banAtA hai aura prayoga bhArata meM hotA hai. isa pralobhana meM A jAte haiM, turanta hamako Arogya mila jAegA. yaha nahIM socate ki davAoM kA prayoga hamAre Upara hI kiyA jA rahA hai, aisI choTI moTI bahuta sI bAte haiM. sUtrakAra ne eka-eka cIja spaSTa kara diyA. hamArA AhAra bhI sAtvika honA cAhie. kisa taraha kA AhAra karanA usakI bhI kalA batalA dI. kahAM rahanA? ghara kaisA honA cAhie? usakI bhI vidhi batalA dI. ___"lakSaNopeta gRhavAsa iti" makAna bhI kaisA bane jo lakSaNa se yukta ho, zilpa ke andara pASANa lakSaNa batalAyA hai, makAnoM kA nirmANa kaise karanA. maMdiroM meM bhI yaha kalA hai. zilpa kalA hai, hamAre yahAM 519 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI jaina zilpa meM aise vidhAna Ate haiM. maMdiroM kA nirmANa kaise karanA? jina maMdira nirmANa kisa prakAra kA karanA? alaga-alaga prakAra kI viziSTa kalAeM haiM sthAna dekhakara ke dizA dekhakara ke usa kalA kA nirmANa hotA thA. gurujanoM ke mArga darzana se unakA nirmANa hotA thA. ___ maMdira meM Apa jAiye, Apako parama zAnti mile, samAdhi mila jAe. bahuta bar3A maiDikala haoNla haiM. maMdira meM jAte hI paramAtmA ke darzana ke sAtha mAnasika Arogya mila jAe, yaha vyavasthA hotI thI. dhUpa dIpa isIlie maMdira meM kiyA jAtA thA tAki sArA vAtAvaraNa zuddha ho jAe. zuddha ghara ke dIpaka meM vaha tAkata hai. azuddha paramANu meM turanta parivartana karatA hai. ___ gAya ke ghI kA dIpaka maMdira meM, ghara meM, jaba jalAyA jAtA hai, vahAM kA pUrA vAtAvaraNa svaccha kara detA hai. zuddha paramANuoM meM parivartita kara detA hai. dhUpa mana ko bar3A priya hai isIlie diyA jAtA hai. mana kI ekAgratA meM dhUpa sAdhana bana jAtA hai. citta ko nirmalatA aura pavitratA detA hai makAna meM dhUpa dene kA vidhAna hai. vAyu- maNDala ko zuddha karane ke lie hai. kta yadi maMdira ho, makAna kA nirmANa kiyA jAe to bImArI A hI nahIM sakatI. Aja suvidhA kI dRSTi se hama makAna aura maMdira banAne laga gae. maMdira bhI aisA vikRta banA diyA. sImeMTa koMkarITa kA thor3e se, nAma mAtra do patthara lA karake bhagavAna ko virAjamAna kara diyA. na dizA kA nirdeza, na usameM koI zilpa, na usameM koI, kalA. Ae. bhagavAna ko virAjamAna kara diyA. basa darzana ho jAe, bhAvanApUrNa ho jAe, parantu usa mandira meM kabhI zAnti nahIM milegI. jo prArthanA dvArA mAnasika santoSa yA mAnasika tRpti milanI cAhie, vaha nahIM milegI. raNakapura meM jAe, zatrujaya meM jAiye vahAM ke maMdiroM meM saMsAra ko, parivAra ko bhUla jAeMge. mAnasika zAnti kA anubhava hogA. vaha adbhuta zilpa, kisa prakAra kI bhAvanA se usakA nirmANa kiyA gayA hai. usake andara unake bhAva ke prANa haiM. ve paramANu Arogya kA kAraNa banate haiM. hajAroM varSa se Aja taka TikA hai. banAne vAle ki makAna kA eka IMTa bhI nahIM milegA. parantu maMdira Aja bhI haiM. raNakapura maMdira jaba banAyA gayA 444 khambhe haiM, tAjamahala usake sAmane kucha nahIM, adabhuta zilpa hai. kaise usa maMdira kA nirmANa usa puNyazAlI ne kiyA hogA. Aja se hajAra varSa pahale caudaha karor3a rupayA kharca kiyA. eka hI vyakti ne nirmANa kiyA. pUre vizva meM aisA zilpa nahIM milegA. jisa samaya Adhunika sAdhana nahIM the, usa samaya isakA nirmANa huA. aise sundara prAkRtika vAtAvaraNa meM nirmANa kiyA. maMdira meM praveza karate hI saMsAra ko bhUla jAeM. yaha 520 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI usa maMdira kI vizeSatA hai. jaise hI maMdira meM jAeM vahAM kA vAtAvaraNa mana para asara DAlatA hai. usa maMdira ke nirmANa ke pIche bahuta bar3A itihAsa hai.. maMdira kisa taraha se banAyA gayA hogA. majadUroM ko kitanA prasanna rakhA gayA hogA. jAte-jAte vahAM ke kArIgaroM ne hindustAna kA eka hI itihAsa raNakapura kA, aura kisI maMdira kA yaha itihAsa nahIM milegA. vahAM ke majadUroM ne apane paise se pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kA maMdira banAyA hai. vaha Aja bhI maujUda hai. bar3e sundara zilpa ke sAtha. Apa vicAra karie unako kitanA inAma milA hogA. kaisI majadUrI dI hogI, majadUrI meM yaha bhAva paidA ho gayA ki jaba seTha ne itanA bar3A maMdira banAyA to hama bhI pasIne ke paise se bhagavAna kA maMdira banAeM, pArzvanAtha maMdira vahAM ke majadUroM ne banAyA hai. seTha yA munIma vicAra karatA hai ki seTha ne maMdira banAyA ina majadUroM ne bhI maMdira banAyA. maiM seTha kA munIma hU~. mujhe zarma AnI cAhie. maiM bhI eka maMdira banAUM. AdinAtha bhagavAna kA maMdira seTha ke munIma ne banAyA. usa zarma se ki majadUroM ne milakara jaba maMdira banAyA. maiM to seTha kA munIma hUM. yaha hamAre deza kI paramparA thI. AtmAoM ko tRpta kiyA jAtA, prasanna kiyA jAtA, usake bAda maMdira nirmANa hotA. hajAroM varSoM taka jo maMdira kAyama rahe. AbU kA jala maMdira bana rahA thA, usa samaya AcArya bhagavanta ne kahA - samaya kama haiM. pratiSThA zIghra honI cAhie. mahAmantrI vastupAla, tejapAla gujarAta ke nAyaka mahAna vIra putra the, jaba taka ve jIvita rahe, taba taka kisI duzmana kI tAkata nahIM ki gujarAja kI tarapha AMkha uThA kara dekha le. unakI talavAra meM vaha tAkata thI. aise bahAdura the. sarasaTha bAra yuddha meM gae, hareka yuddha meM vijayI bana karake Ae, vastupAla, tejapAla senApati aura mahAmantrI the. kyA tAkata thI? unake andara. jaba delavAr3A maMdira bana rahA thA, aThAraha karor3a rupaye lage the. jo kAma kAgaja para nahIM kara sakate vaha kAma patthara para kiyA gayA thA. vaha maMdira jaba bana rahA thA AcArya mahArAja ne nirdeza diyA ki aba tumhAre AyuSya kama haiM, pratiSThA usase pahale kara lenI hai. kArIgaroM ke pAsa gae. anupamA devI se kahA ne kArIgaroM se. kahA, "isa maMdira kA tuma jaldI se nirmANa karo." kArIgaroM ne kahA - kyA batAeM, AbU meM itanI ThaNDa par3atI hai ki hamAre hAtha kAma nahIM karate hathaur3I nahIM calatI. anupamA devI ne apanI rasoI meM jAkara Adeza diyA - "sAre kArIgaroM ko bAdAma kA sIrA hara roja khilAo. roja garmA garama mAla-masAlA khilAo. jitanA khA sakeM jisase maMdira kA kAma jaldI kara sakeM." rasAI meM ArDara ho gayA - kArIgaroM ko jaisA cAhie pakavAna miSThAnna tAki unake zarIra meM garmI A jAe, anupamA devI. dvArA pUchane para kArIgaroM ne kahA "mAtA jI! Apa A IMPA 521 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI to bahuta sevA bhakti karatI haiM parantu yahAM kI ThaNDa aisI hai ki hamAre hAtha kAmaM meM nahIM calate. hathaur3I calatI nahIM." anupamA devI ne vicAra kiyA isase kAma nahIM calatA, guru mahArAja kA kahanA hai-maMdira kI pratiSThA cha: mahIne meM ho jAnI cAhie. kyA upAya kiyA jAe. sAre kArIgaroM ko bulAkara ke anupamA devI ne kahA - "kala se tumhArI majadUrI banda." kArIgara vicAra meM par3a gae, "yaha kauna sI sajA?" "patthara meM tuma kAma karate ho, patthara kA jo cUrA ho vaha tuma gaTharI banAkara ke lAo aura jo kArIgara jitanA kAma karegA, jitanA patthara kA cUrA lAegA, usI hisAba se tolakara ke majadUrI meM cAMdI dI jAegI. kArIgaroM ko to cAMdI kA svapna dikhane lagA. patthara ke bhAra se majadUrI meM hamako cAMdI milegI. kAma aisA zurU huA. do dina bAda anupamA dekhane ke lie gaI. kArIgaroM ko bulA karake pUchA - "kyoM kaisA kAma cala rahA hai?" "mAtA jI! sArI ThaNDI ur3a gaI, vaha cAMdI kI garmI thI, isa prakAra bhAvanA se maMdiroM kA nirmANa huA. jinhoMne pasInA utArA unakA pUrA mUlya cukAyA gayA. taba jAkara ke unakA andara se AzIrvAda milA. Aja bhI usa maMdira ke paramANu pukAra-pukAra karake Atma jAgati dete haiM. AzISa dete haiM paramAtmA kA makAna kA nirmANa kaise karanA, vaha isa vidhi meM batalAI gaI hai. aisA nahIM ki kArIgaroM se majadUrI karAeM, becAre khUna-pasInA eka kare, aura phira unakA peTa kATakara ke ravAnA kareM. kaisA makAna banAyA jAe. banAne vAlA bhI antara se AzIrvAda dekara ke jAe, cita se prasannatA dekara ke jAe ki mujhe InAma milA, mujhe merI majadUrI milI, kisI bhI garIba ko bhI rulAnA mata. garIba kI hAya kabhI khAlI nahIM jAegI. usakA peTa bhUkhA rahatA hai, parivAra kI cintA rahatI hai, paristhiti se majabUra rahatA hai. usa samaya jalate hRdaya se yadi eka bhI paramANu nikalA vaha eTama bama se bhI khataranAka hogA. kabhI kisI kI durAzISa nahIM lenA, unakI prasannatA unake antara hRdaya se AzIrvAda lenA. makAna jaba banAyA jAe, unako santoSa dekara vidAI denA. hamAre yahAM maMdira kI jamIna lI jAtI thI, jamIna lete samaya jo vaha mAMgatA, usase savAyA diyA jAtA. tAki vaha vyakti ekadama prasanna hokara ke jAe. rokara ke nahIM jAe. ___ AbU kA maMdira jaba banAyA, vahAM ke brAhmamaNoM kI jamIna thI, pUre brAhmamaNa samAja ko bulAkara ke pUchA-hameM yahAM AdinAtha bhagavAna kA maMdira banAnA hai tuma kisa bhAva se jamIna doge. unhoMne dekhA vastupAla, tejapAla haiM, bar3e-bar3e zrImanta haiM, kamI kyA rakhanI-are seTha sAhaba, Apa logoM ke pAsa paise kI kyA kamI hai. agara AdinAtha bhagavAna kA maMdira banAnA hai to phira Apa sonA bichAkara jamIna lIjie. paise se kyoM tolate haiM? 522 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI E Apako apanA makAna banAnA hotA to bAta alaga thI, prabhu kA maMdira banA rahe haiM, hamAre brAhmaNoM ko santoSa hogA, hamArA samAja AzISa degA vastupAla ne ArDara diyA maMdira kI jitanI jagaha hai, sonA mohara bichA karake liyA jAe. isakA koI bhAva nahIM koI mUlya nahIM. itihAsa hai. pUre maMdira kI jagaha para sonA mohara bichAyA gayA. bichAkara ke jamIna maMdira ke lie lI gaI. sArA sonA mohara brAhmaNoM ko de diyA gayA. sonA bichAkara ke jaba maMdira kI jamIna lI gaI maMdira meM kaisA bhAva aura prANa hogA vaha vicAra kara leM, kitane andara se AzIrvAda diye hoMge hajAra varSa taka maMdira Aja bhI kAyama hai. dekheM to mAlUma par3e, jaise Aja hI banA hai. makAna TUTa gae, mahala cale gae, vastupAla, tejapAla kA nAma amara ho gayA. aisA kArya kiyA jAe ki jisase jIvana ko jAte samaya bhI zAnti mile, yahAM para isIlie kahA. "lakSaNopetaH gRhavAsa iti" maMdiroM ke andara yA makAna ke andara jo bhI nirmANa kArya kareM. ve lakSaNa se aura zilpa se yukta hoM. zilpa se zUnya maMdira aura paramAtmA kA nivAsa jahAM hogA mana ko zAnti mana ko Arogya nahIM milegA. usI taraha, yadi binA zilpa kA makAna banAyA to zarIra ke andara koI na koI asAdhya roga kA kAraNa banegA. mAnasika azAnti, citta vikSipta rahegA, parivAra ko sukha nahIM milegA, kevala zilpa ke doSa ke kAraNa. "nirmitaM parikSyati" makAna ke andara bhUmi kI parIkSA nimitta kI jAnakArI se kareM. "tathA anekanirgamAdivarjanamiti" makAna ke andara isa prakAra kI vyavasthA rakhe ki Ane jAne kA rAstA parimita ho, sImita ho aura zilpa yukta ho, yaha nahIM ki marjI meM AyA yahAM khiDakI banA do, yahAM daravAjA banA do. jaisA zilpa meM hai. zilpa ke anusAra yadi makAna kA nirmANa kareM to binA paisoM kI davA hai, zArIrika aura mAnasika donoM prakAra kA Arogya surakSita rahegA. isIlie vidhAna diyA ki aisI jagaha para makAna banAnA, jahAM para deva sthAna najadIka na ho. kabhI bhUla se unakI AsAtanA kI saMbhAvanA na rahe. aisI jagaha para makAna banAyA jAe, jahAM bhaya kA praveza na ho. kabhI kisI prAkRtika kopa kA vAtAvaraNa, jaise nadI hai, nAlA hai koI tUphAnI jagaha hai, badamAzoM kA aDDA hai. agara vahAM makAna banAte haiM to parivAra ke saMskAra para asara par3egA. mana kI zAnti naSTa ho jAegI. kala koI bar3I Apatti vipatti bhI A sakatI hai. aisI jagaha makAna kabhI nahIM banAnA. ye nirdeza ina sUtroM ke dvArA diyA gayA hai. "tathA vibhavadyanurUpo veSo viruddha tyAgeneti" NOO 523 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: apane vaibhava aura saMskRti ke anusAra veSa bhUSA paridhAna karanA. kapar3A kaise pahaneM, nApa kisa prakAra kI cAhie, usameM kyA vizeSatA hai? yaha manauvaijJAnika dRSTi se mana para kyA asara DAlatA hai? isa para bhI vicAra kareMge. "tathA Ayocito vyaya iti" isase sukha bhI AegA. Aya ke anusAra vyaya karanA. jitanI Aya hai. usake anusAra maryAdA meM rahakara vyaya karanA, yaha nahIM ki ghara phUMka kara ke dIvAlI manAeM. mana kI azAnti kA kAraNa hai, vaha bhI mana meM asantoSa paidA karegA. pApa ke mArga meM le jAegA, galata tarIke se upArjana kA rAstA phira khojanA par3egA. Aja yahI ho gayA. galata tarIke se upArjana karanA par3atA hai. sAmane vAle ke makAna ko dekhakara mana meM aisA vicAra paidA hotA hai, maiM bhI aisA banAUM. maiM bhI isa taraha se rahUM. parantu yaha nahIM socatA, apanI puNyAI ke anusAra apanI maryAdA meM maiM rahUM. galata rAstA mujhe na lenA par3e. Age calakara ke viDambanA paidA karegI. sArI bAteM bahuta samajha kara ke AcArya ne likhI haiM. Aja hamAre jIvana se, vyavahAra se, ye bahuta saMbaMdhita haiM. yaha to paramAtmA kI vANI hai. sparza kara jAe to jIvana kA parivartana ho jAe.. una AcArya puruSoM ne mArga-darzana diyA hai. thor3A bahuta yadi apane AcAra meM se vyAvahArika banA liyA jAe, bahuta bar3I upalabdhi Apako ho jAegI. hotI nahIM, kyoMki rukAvaTa hai. mana ke andara moha aisA bIca meM baiThA hai. moha ke kAraNa ye zabda andara jA nahIM pAte. aura antara hRdaya se AtmA ke sAtha paramAtmA kI vANI kA sparza nahIM ho pAtA. ye mukhya kAraNa haiM. maphata lAla seTha ko mAlUma par3A-koI bar3e santa Ae hue haiM. unheM yaha bhI mAlUma par3a gayA, inake pAsa pArasa patthara hai. roja Ane lagA, roja namaskAra, roja unakI bhakti kare, aisA bhakta bana gayA kyoMki pralobhana kArya kara rahA hai. dhokhebAja dUkAnameM kucha prApta karane kA ho to duganA namaskAra. maphatalAla kI bhakti aisI, parantu santa to santa hI the. santa ke jIvana meM to koI chalAvA hotA nahIM. vaha apane svabhAva meM sthira the. eka dina maphatalAla ne kahA-mahAtmA jI. maiMne sunA hai Apake pAsa koI pArasa patthara hai. hAM beTA! sAdha to jhUTha bolate nahIM ki hai jarUra. bhagavan! kRpA karake yadi ApakA pArasa patthara mila jAe, maiM roja paropakAra karUM. roja sadA vrata calAUM. dIna dukhiyoM kI roja sevA karUM yadi AzIrvAda svarUpa pArasa patthara mila jAe. mahAtmA bar3e sarala svabhAva ke the unako kahAM dhana kA koI mahatva thA. sahaja meM mila gayA to rakha liyA. unhoMne kahA-beTA. tuma le jAo. de diyA.. 524 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - maphatalAla bahuta khuza huA. bar3e Ananda meM A gayA aura nazA car3ha gayA Aja to binA pasInA utAre pArasa patthara mila gayA. kaI bAra prApti ko pacAnA bar3A muzkila hotA hai. svapna to bar3e sundara Ate haiM parantu jaba prApti ho jAe to use pacAne ke lie bhI zakti cAhie. maphatalAla ko eka bAra rAtri meM svapna, bistara meM soe-soe makAna ke andara, bar3A sundara svapna thA. svapna meM kyA dekhA-koI phakIra mila gayA. bAdazAhoM ke jamAne meM jisa samaya kabhI acAnaka AkramaNa hotA, bhAga jAnA par3atA. kisI vyakti ne makAna ko khodakara bahuta sonA gAr3a rakhA thA. rAtri kA samaya thA, svapna meM maphatalAla ne dekhA-vahAM se koI phakIra jA rahA hai. rAste meM yaha bhI ghUmane nikale. phakIra ke pIche-pIche cale. acAnaka jAkara ke dekhA. phakIra ne kahA-beTA maphatalAla tuma yaha makAna ko kharIda le. isameM bahuta dhana daulata gaDI hai. mana meM samajha AyA ki phakIra kA zabda jhaThA nahIM honA cAhie. paisA diyA makAna kharIda liyA. rAtri kA samaya thA kudAla lekara makAna khodanA zurU kara diyA. Dhera sAre carU mila gae. sone se bhare. hue. cAMdI ke sAmAna se bhare hue. usako bar3A santoSa huA. jo cAhie thA, mujhe mila gayA, merA paisA vasUla. itane sAre sone ke mohara, itane sAre cAMdI ke sAmAna. mana meM itanA khuza huA. lekara ke jaba tijorI meM bharanA zurU kiyA aura haNTara mAranA zurU kara diyA. sonA mohara bhI chUTa gayA, vaha behoza ho gayA, khudA ne diyA, binA chappara phAr3e diyA parantu merI hAlata burI ho gaI. mAra khA-khA karake prANa baca gae basa. saba mAla pulisa vAle uThAkara le gae. ___maphatalAla kI hAlata bahuta burI huI. yaha to svapna thA, svapna meM ekadama ghabarA ke uThA, zarIra pasInA-pasInA ho gayA. vaha dekhatA hai, maiM jindA to hUM, paisA mile yA na mile, parantu usake bAda jaba uThakara dekhA to pUrA bistara bigar3A huA thA. haNTara kI aisI mAra lagI. isIlie kahatA hUM pacAne ke lie puNyAI bhI cAhie. usa zakti ko pacAne ke lie apanI zakti cAhie. pArasa patthara to mila gayA, ghara para bahuta purAnA bApa dAdAoM kA bahuta purAnA makAna thA. lohe kI eka bahuta bar3I koMTha thI. socA pahalA hI prayoga isameM kiyA jAe. pArasa patthara usameM DAlA. ghanTA huA do ghanTe hue. kAphI samaya nikalA, koI parivartana nahIM, sonA banA nahIM, phakIra ke pAsa gayA. jAkara kahA-mahAtmana. Apane yaha kyA kiyA? agara nahIM denA thA to mujhe bevakUpha to nahIM banAnA thA. mohalle vAle, parivAra vAle, sabako bulAkara lAyA ki maiM bevakUpha banA. aisA to nahIM karanA thA. maiMne koI jabaradastI to kI nahIM. va 525 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI __phakIra ne kahA-mujhe mere zabda meM vizvAsa hai. tumhArA prayoga galata ho sakatA hai. cIja bilkula sahI hai. calo maiM dekhatA hUM. phaMkIra Ae. kahAM DAlA hai tumane? ___ lohe kI koThI meM, bApa dAdoM kI koThI hai. bahuta bar3I koThI hai. maine dekhA yaha pahale sone kI bana jAe, usake bAda dUsare bartanoM ko sonA banAyA jAe. are sTUla lagAkara jhAMkakara dekha. merA patthara kahAM girA hai. gae Upara, jaba lAiTa lekara dekhA, bahuta purAnA thA. makar3I ke jAle lage hue the. kacarA bharA thA. patthara DAlA vaha bIca meM hI laTaka rahA thA. lohe se sparza hI nahIM huA. mahAtmA ne kahA-bevakUpha! tU apanI akla se pahacAna. merA patthara kahAM girA hai. mahAtman, bhUla huI, vaha to bIca meM hI hai. kahAM se sonA banegA? pahale koThI sApha kara isameM jo kUr3A bhara gayA use nikAla. mAMja karake svaccha banA, usake bAda phira prayoga kara phira dekha, camatkAra dikhatA hai yA nahIM? sArI koThI sApha kI. pUrI mehanata se use mAMjA gayA, sAre kATha utAre gae. usake bAda jaise hI pArasa patthara DAlA, usameM parivartana AyA. pUrA sone kA bana gayA. ati mUlyavAna ho gayA. paryuSaNa A rahA hai, kalpa-sUtra ke eka-eka zabda pArasa patthara haiM. paramAtmA kI vANI hai, hRdaya se sparza ho jAe, yaha jIvana sone jaisA mUlyavAna paropakArI bana jAe. jIvana paropakAra kA maMdira bana jAe. saMvatsarI ke bAda mata kahanA-mahArAja. Apane kahA-eka nahIM Dhera sAre pArasa patthara andara DAla die gaye koI parivartana nahIM huA. jaisA thA, vaisA hI rahA. vahI krodha vahIM kaSAya vahIM vaimanasyatA, vahI lobhadazA, vahI duniyA bhara kI pApa pravatti parivartana kacha nahIM AyA __ na jAne kitane pravacana sune, kitane pArasa patthara andara cale gae lekina parivartana nahIM AyA. roja mana kI koThI sApha kara lenA. bahuta varSoM kA karma kA kATha car3hA hai, jarA mAMjakara ke svaccha karanA. paryuSaNa para koThI sApha karake AnA. phira jaise hI prabhu kI vANI dI jAe, aura sparza ho jAe to vicAra meM parivartana AegA. jIvana paropakAra kA maMdira bana jAegA. svarga jaisA mUlyavAna yaha jIvana bana jAegA. svayaM ko dhanyavAda deMge ki zravaNa karake maiMne kucha pAyA. kalpasUtra kA zravaNa kalpavRkSa jaisA manokAmanA pUrNa karane vAlA, mokSa kA phala dene vAlA hai. sunane jaisA hai. eka dina bhI pramAda meM mata nikAlanA. zravaNa karake sAdhanA ko puSTa karanA. nae tarIke se sunAUMgA. tAki AsAnI se samajha sakeM. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" 526 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI karma aura phalodaya AcArya bhagavanta zrI haribhadra sUri jI mahArAja ne dharma bindu grantha ke dvArA vizuddha Atma tatva kA maMgala paricaya diyA. jIvana vyavahAra meM rahakara vyakti apanI AtmA ko vAsanA se mukta rakha sake, vaha upAya sUtroM ke cintana ke dvArA diyA hai. jIvana vyavahAra Avazyaka hai. pUrva kRta karma ke anusAra hara vyakti saMsAra ke andara alaga-alaga prakAra se apane vyavahAra kA pAlana karatA hai. vyavahAra dharma se zUnya na ho, karttavya se zUnya na ho, naitika karttavyoM kA pAlana karate hue, apane jIvana vyavahAra kA pAlana karanA hai. una mahApuruSoM ne jisa prakAra se apane jIvana kI maryAdA banAI, usI maryAdA meM rahakara ke jIvana kA nirvAha karanA hai. Apako yaha mAlUma hogA caturmAsa ke maMgala parva para pUrva ke avatArI puruSoM ne apane jIvana kI bar3I sundara maryAdA rakhI thI. cAturmAsa ke andara kisa prakAra kI ArAdhanA karanI par3I? zrI vAsudeva yogezvara zrI kRSNa kA, jaina caritroM ke andara kathAnakoM ke andara, bar3A sundara jIvana prasaMga hai. caturmAsa ke andara virAdhanA kI saMbhAvanA hone se apane rAjamahala se bAhara bhI nahIM jAte the. cAra mahIne ke lie rAjamahala meM hI rahate the, mAtra prabhu kI darzanA ho yA dhArmika maMgala kArya ho to hI rAja mahala se bAhara nikalate. hama to parI daniyA meM ghama ke A jAte haiM. catarmAsa meM jaba ArAdhanA karane ko vizeSa prasaMga AtA hai, kabhI hamAre andara ArAdhanA kI ruci jAgRta hotI hai? vyavahAra aisA bana gayA, phira kahane ko bahAnA nikAla leM, kAla phira gayA, samaya phira gayA, samaya kucha nahIM phirA, vyakti ke vicAra badala gaye, buddhi badala gaI. maryAdAoM se bahuta jyAdA bAhara cale gaye, vimukha bana gae, usI kA pariNAma hamAre jIvana meM bhayaMkara azAnti paidA huI. __ vyakti ATha mahInA kamAtA thA, cAturmAsa meM cAra mahInA apane ghara para rahatA thA, bar3I zAnti se parivAra ke sAtha baDI prasannatA se apanI dharma sAdhanA karatA, usa AtmA ko santoSa hotA, hAya-hAya nahIM rahatI, Aja kA jIvana vyavahAra kaisA banA hai? yahAM para sArI maryAdAoM kA paricaya diyA hai. ina maryAdAoM kA pAlana bahuta viveka pUrvaka diyA gayA hai. tAki vyavahAra kI zuddhi se vyakti apanI zuddhi ko prApta kara pAe. jahAM taka vyavahAra nirmala nahI hogA, zuddha nahIM hogA, vahAM taka vyakti svayaM ke mana ko bhI nirmala nahI kara pAyegA. DAkTara ke pAsa jAeM, sabase pahale vaha peTa TaTolatA hai. agara peTa meM gar3abar3I hai to bImArI AyegI, agara mana ke andara gar3abar3I hai to azAnti AegI. DAkTara peTa se dekhate 527 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: haiM, sAdhu sajjana puruSa mana ko aura mana ke pariNAma ko dekhate haiM, peTa meM yadi kabja ho| mala kA jamAva ho to jIbha meM chAle par3a jAte haiM. peTa kI kharAbI jIbha batalA detI hai. agara mana meM gar3abar3I ho jAye, durbhAvanA utpanna ho jAye to phira yaha jIbha krodha utpanna karatI hai, kaTu zabda bAhara Ate haiM. mana vikRti kA pariNAma zabdoM meM kaTutA AtI hai, peTa sApha rahegA, koI bImArI nahIM AyegI. yadi mana sApha hai to kabhI azAnti nahIM AegI. yaha bahuta sIdhA sA gaNita hai. mana ke Arogya ke lie hI cintana diyA gayA hai ki mana kA Arogya kisa prakAra sarikSata rahe? vyakti apane mana ko kisa prakAra svaccha banAe? hamArI dRSTi meM jo vikAra haiM, unakA nAza kisa prakAra kare. Apa ke andara yadi bImArI ho jAye, kisI kAraNa se yadi zarIra kA Arogya bigar3a jAye, calate rAste meM kisI kI salAha leMge yA DAkTara kI salAha leMge. usa samaya acche se acche DAkTara ko batalA kara usI kI salAha leMge DAkTara salAha detA hai usake anusAra calate haiM. anya vyakti se kabhI salAha nahIM leMge. yahAM para bhI mokSa mArga kI maMgala sAdhanA meM AtmA ko vAsanA se mukta karane ke lie, AtmA ko mana kI bImArI se Arogya dene ke lie. calate raste kisI vyakti kI salAha nahIM leMge. yaha salAha sAdhu sajjana puruSoM se leMge. mana meM agara hamane aisA vicAra kara liyA ki yaha kyA hai? dhArmika kAryoM ke andara yA dhArmika anuSThAnoM ke andara paramAtmA kI upAsanA meM jisakA aMza mAtra bhI paricaya nahIM aura na kabhI samaya nikAlakara paricaya prApta karane kA prayAsa kiyaa| apanI zithilatA ko chipAne ke liye tarka kiyA jAye ki isameM kyA hai? aura isa avizvAsa ke sAdhanA kareM to usameM prANa nahIM aayegaa| sArI ArAdhanA dUSita bana jAyegI. mana meM viSaya kA jahara utpanna karegA kyoMki sArI kriyA aura dharmAnuSThAna zraddhA kI bhUmikA para hai. usameM yadi zaMkA kA jahara A jAe to AtmA ke lie vaha sArA amRta asvIkArya bana jAyegA. zarIra bImAra paDatA hai to DAkTara kI salAha leMge, isI taraha se jaba mana meM azAnti paidA ho jAe. dharma ke viSaya ke andara yadi mana kI sthiratA na Ae, aise samaya usI paristhiti meM sAdhu puruSoM kI hI hama salAha leMge ki hamako ucita mArga darzana diyA jAye. maiM kisa prakAra se apane jIvana meM zAnti aura samAdhi ko prApta kara sakaM. vahIM se sundara upAya milegA, zAnti ko prApta karane kA rAstA batalAyA jAegA. vyakti svayaM azAnti paidA karatA hai. apanI ajJAna dazA se hama azAnti ko utpanna karate haiM aura phira azAnti ke lie hama jhaMjhaTa rakhate haiM, vyakti ke pAsa se paisA calA jAtA hai, azAnti AtI hai, vahAM para koI yaha vicAra thA? cintana nahI karatA ki paravastu se merA kyA sambandha ? piMgalA ke eka jarA se nimitta ke kAraNa bhartRhari ne itane bar3e rAjya kA tyAga kara diyA, parantu mana meM kabhI svapna meM bhI yaha nahIM socA ki maiMne kyA markhatA kara dI. itane bar3e rAjya kA tyAga eka strI ko lekara maiMne kara diyA. mana meM usa INDAN 528 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI piMgalA ko aura dhanyavAda diyA ki zubha nimitta mere ghara para AI, isa nimitta se merI AtmA ko vairAgya milA. maiMne saMnyAsa grahaNa kiyA. maiM paramAtmA ke hRdaya meM nivAsa karane vAlA banA. hamArA prayAsa honA cAhie ki paramAtmA ke hRdaya meM merA maMgala sthAna bane. naukarI karate haiM, naukarI karane vAlA vyakti hamezA lakSya rakhatA hai ki seTha ke dila meM mere prati kitanI jagaha hai? maiM apane seTha ko aisA khuza karUM ki usake hRdaya meM merA nivAsa bana jAe. Aphisara hote haiM. naukarI karane vAle vyakti yahI socate haiM ki yaha Aphisara hai, adhikArI hai, isake dila meM kucha merA ghara ho jAe. isake dila meM mere lie kucha sthAna bana jAe. saMsAra kI bhautika kAmanA ko lekara ke seTha ke hRdaya me rahane kI bhAvanA hotI hai Aphisara yA adhikArI ke mana meM praveza karUM, unake dilameM mere lie thoDA bahuta sthAna ho jAye. hamArA satata yahI prayAsa hotA hai. parantu kabhI yaha prayAsa kiyA ki paramAtmA ko prasanna karake unakI prasannatA se paramAtmA ke hRdaya meM mere lie sthAna bana jAe. aisA kabhI Aja taka nahIM socA. logoM ke dila meM ghusane kI bAta karate haiM, parantu paramAtmA ke hRdaya meM mujhe sthAna mile, Azraya mile, paramAtmA ke caraNoM meM rahane kA avakAza mile, aisA upAya kabhI nahIM kiyA. paramAtmA ke hRdaya meM tabhI nivAsa milatA hai, jaba vyakti apane hRdaya meM paramAtmA ke prati pUrNa sthAna pradAna kare. jaise hI Apake hRdaya meM prabhu kA nivAsa hogA to vahAM bhI Apake lie ucita sthAna yA yogya avasara mila jAegA. jo calA gayA, usakI cintA meM hama sArA jIvana pUrA kara dete haiM. jo pAsa meM hai, . usakA Ananda hama le nahI pAte, usake Ananda se vaMcita rahate haiM. vyakti ke pAsa kisI kAraNa se vyApAra meM nukasAna lagA, mere pAsa AyA. mujhe kahane lagA 15-20 lAkha rupaye kA nukasAna ho gayA. mere jIvana meM aisI bhayaMkara azAnti hai, maiM so nahI pAtA, pUrA khAnA nahIM khAtA, sAre dina yahI vicAra mere mana meM Ate rahate haiM. aura mai ina vicAroM se bahuta pIr3ita hUM. koI upAya batalAe. maiMne usako bar3A sundara manovaijJAnika upAya batalAyA. Apa jaba bambaI Ae, naukarI karate the, sAmAnya dhandhA Apane zurU kiyA, Apane purUSArtha kiyA, saMpatti milI. Aja Apake pAsa makAna hai, phleTa hai, dukAna hai, gAr3I hai, dhandhA calatA hai. Apake pAsa Aja 60-70 lAkha rupaye kI sampatti hai. pandraha lAkha calA gayA, usake lie rokara ke jIvana ko pUrA kara rahe ho. Apa ke pAsa abhI bahuta sampatti hai, jo hai usakA AnaMda lo, jo calA gayA usake pIche jIvana kyoM barabAda kara rahe ho. hara vyakti, jo calA gayA usI ke lie vicAra karatA haiM, hamAre pAsa bahuta kucha hai, yadi aisA vicAra eka bAra bhI A jAye to gaye hae kI cintA se mukta ho jAye. prArabdha 529 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI meM jo hai vo milegA. merA kartavya hai puruSArtha karanA. mana se kyoM kamajora banUM. mana to hamezA sudRDha rahanA cAhie. dharma sAdhanA ke andara pUrNa sakriya rahanA cAhie. jaba-jaba pApa kA AkramaNa ho jAe, vicAroM ke andara pApa kA praveza ho jAe aura usakA AkramaNa zurU ho jAye, sadavicAroM ko naSTa karane kA prayAsa kareM to apanI mauta kA cintana kareM. jIvana kA hara kadama mRtyu kI tarapha bar3ha rahA hai. yaha soca karake calie, pApa mUrchita ho jAegA. vAsanA mara jAyegI. eka bahuta bar3A zrImanta apanA zAnadAra makAna banA rahA thA, koI jJAnI puruSa usI rAste se jA rahe the, jAte hue sAta maMjilA makAna thA aura seTha nIce se kahatA hai jarA acchI taraha se raMga karanA. merI sAta pIr3hI taka yaha raMga kAyama rahanA cAhie, tAki taba mai tujhako majadUrI ke sAtha inAma bhI dUMgA. jo sAdhu mahArAja usa rAste se jA rahe the, usakI bAta suna kara haMse. seTha mana meM vicAra karatA hai, makAna merA, mai svayaM raMgAtA hUM. maiM apanI bAta karatA hUM. usakI prasannatA kA Ananda letA hUM. mahArAja ko kyoM haMsI AI? inake haMsane ke pIche prayojana kyA? makAna merA, mai raMgavAtA hUM apane paise se raMgavAtA hUM. merI prasannatA hai. prasannatA para merA adhikAra hai. ye sAdhu mahArAja merI bAta sunakara kyoM haMse. isakA prayojana kyA? mahArAja to cale gae, saMyoga se bhikSA ke lie usI ghara para unakA AnA huA. karma ke saMyoga kaise vicitra hote haiM, usI ghara meM unakA AnA huA. eka bAlaka thA, koI santAna nahI. apanI sampatti thI, unake pAsa. zrImanta vyakti kI puNyAI meM koI duSkAla nahI thA. bAlaka seTha kI godI meM baiThakara sAdhu bhAva se bhojana kara rahA thA. usI samaya sAdhu mahArAja kA AhAra ke lie vahAM AnA huA. jaise hI andara Ae, dharma lAbha, maMgala AzIrvAda dekara andara gaye. bAlaka bahuta choTA thA godI kA bAlaka thA. pezAba ho gayA, thAlI meM chIMTe gire pitA kA mamatva isa thAlI ko dUra kie binA isI thAlI meM bhojana kara rahA thA, yaha dekha kara sAdhu mahArAja phira haMse. seTha mana meM vicAra karatA hai, bAlaka merA hai, isane pezAba kiyA aura chIMTe thAlI meM gire. mujhe koI Apatti nahIM, bAlaka para merA apUrva prema hai, merA bAlaka, maiM use bhojana khilA rahA hUM, isa sabake pIche inake haMsane kA rahasya kyA hai? kucha bole nahIM. __ munirAja AhAra lekara cale gaye. bApa mana meM thoDA soca rahA hai, vicAra kara rahA hai ki yaha rahasya kyA hai? saMyoga aisA thA, usI dina zAma ke samaya jaMgala jAne ke lie sAdhu mahArAja bAhara jA rahe the, vahIM seTha kI dukAna thI. jaise hI usa rAste se nikale kasAI loga kucha bakare lekara ke jA rahe the. baDA hRSTa puSTa eka bakarA kinhIM kAraNoM se Tole se nikala kara seTha kI dukAna para car3ha gayA. bahuta prayAsa kiyA, dhakkA dekara nikAlane kI koziza kI, vaha bakarA utarA nahI. kasAI ne kahA - seTha sAhaba, yadi Apa ko isa para dayA AtI ho aura bacAnA ho to 530 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: hama itane rupaye leMge. seTha ne kahA - kyA mai rupayA isIlie kamAtA hUM? hajAroM bakare roja kaTate hai. maiM kahAM-kahAM, kisa-kisa ko bacAUM. maine bacAne kA ThekA le rakhA hai? tumhArA bakarA hai, tuma utAro. bar3I majabUrI thI. bakare kI AMkha meM AMsU A rahe the. meM-meM cillA rahA thA. dhakkA dekara ke dukAna se utAra diyA. kasAI use lekara ke calate bane. yaha sArI ghaTanA dekhakara sAdhu mahArAja phira haMsa gae. unakI haMsI meM kucha rahasya najara AyA. seTha vicAra meM par3a gayA. Aja dina meM tIna bAra aisI ghaTanA huI. subaha maiM kaha rahA thA, isa makAna ko aise raMgo, sAta pIr3hI taka makAna kA raMga na jAe. ye munirAja haMse. inake haMsane ke pIche rahasya kyA? haMsI to mere kArya para mujhe AnI cAhie, sAdhu to saMsAra se udAsIna hote haiM, unake haMsane kA prayojana kyA hai? ghara ke andara meM apane bAlaka ko bhojana karavA rahA thA vahAM bhI usa ghaTanA dekhakara ye sAdhu haMse. isakA kAraNa kyA? yahAM para bhI maiM dekha rahA hUM, yaha vartamAna ghaTanA. yaha to kasAiyoM kA dhandhA hai. roja hajAroM bakare lAte haiM aura kATate haiM, maiMne kahA - kisa ko bacAU, maine dhakkA dekara jaba use nikAlA, sAdhu munirAja dekhakara vApisa haMse. unake haMsane ke pIche rahasya kyA hai? __jaise hI ve jaMgala se lauTa kara apane sthAna para gae. seTha bhI pahuMcA. unase nivedana kiyA bhagavan! mai eka bahuta bar3I jijJAsA lekara AyA hUM. mere mana meM Aja bahuta vicAra A rahA hai. maiM Apake haMsane ke prayojana ko samajha nahI pA rahA hUM. Aja dina meM tIna bAra aisI ghaTanA ghaTita haI. sabaha makAna raMgate samaya bhI Apa haMse, ghara me AhAra ke lie Aye, usa samaya bhI Apa haMse. zAma ko jaMgala jAte samaya bhI haMse. kRpayA mujhe samajhAiye rahasya kyA hai? sAdhu munirAja ne itanA hI kahA. "karmaNAM vicitrA gatiH" karma kI gati bar3I vicitra hai. isake rahasya ko jAna pAnA to jJAniyoM kA viSaya hai. maiMne to eka viziSTa jJAna ke dvArA tere jIvana ke bhAvI kAla ko jaba dekhA to mujhe bar3A Azcarya huA. eka jJAna ke dvArA mere andara sphuraNA huI, aise vicAra Aye. jisa samaya maiM jA rahA thA aura tuma makAna raMgane ke lie Adeza de rahe the, ki sAta pIDhI taka yaha raMga kAyama rahanA cAhie. maiMne jJAna meM jaba dekhA to sirpha terA sAta dina kA AyuSya hai. yaha bAta soca kara mujhe haMsI AI, vyakti apane sAta dina ko nahIM dekha pAtA aura sAta pIr3hI kA vaha vicAra karatA hai, socatA hai. yaha kaisA durbhAgya hai? vyakti bhaviSya kI bar3I sundara kalpanA karatA hai, parantu bhAvIkAla meM ghaTane vAlI bhayaMkara ghaTanA apanI mauta ko bhI vaha nahIM dekhatA. vaha dRSTi usake pAsa nahIM hai. jaise hI mRtyu kA nAma sunA eka dama sthira bana gayA. caraNoM meM gira gayA. 531 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3-guruvANI "bhagavan! koI upAya?" "yahAM koI upAya kAma nahIM karatA. mauta ke sAmane koI upAya nahIM, koI davA nahIM, mauta kA kabhI pratikAra nahIM ho sakatA. sAvadhAna ho jAo. mana se sAdhu bana jAo, mana se saMsAra kA visarjana kara do. pApa kA pazcAtApa karake mana kA zuddhi karaNa kara lo. bhaviSya meM isa mRtyu ke AkramaNa se baca jAoge." "bhagavana! dUsarI bAra Apa mere dvAra para Ae aura haMse usakA kyA kAraNa?" "jisa bAlaka para tumhArA itanA mamatva hai, bar3A sundara anurAga hai, putra ke prati honA bhI cAhie, pitA kA vAtsalya hotA hai parantu anurAga vAsanA nahIM bananI cAhie, AtmA se AtmA taka hI anurAga honA cAhie. tumhAre usa anurAga meM mujhe vAsanA kI durgandha AI. usa bAlaka ke prati tumhArA isa prakAra kA jo mamatva thA, vaha bar3A vikRta prakAra kA mamatva thA. tuma nahIM jAnate jisa lakSmI kA tamane itanA pApa karake upArjana kiyA hai, usa lakSmI ko, vahI bAlaka durvyasana ke andara, juA ke andara ur3A kara sApha kara degA aura divAliyA banA jAyegA. tumhArI sArI lakSmI kA ghora se ghora durupayoga isa bAlaka ke dvArA hogA. jo sampatti tumane pApa se upArjita kI, yadi vaha sArI sampatti pApa mArga meM jAe. usakA anumodana kaise kiyA jAye? kitanA jhUTha bola karake, kitanI corI karake, kitanI AtmAoM ko dukhI karake, kitanI mAyA prapaMca karake, ye lakSmI upArjita karate haiM, isa pApa dvArA upArjita lakSmI kA yadi hama garva kareM, abhimAna kareM aura phira pApa mArga meM hI usakA yadi hama vyaya kareM, apane zarIra ke lie, zarIra kI vAsanA kI pUrti ke lie, yA indriyoM ke vikAroM ko tRpta karane ke lie, kitanA bar3A aparAdha hogA? ___ usakA to sundara se sundara kArya meM upayoga honA cAhie. paropakAra ke andara usa lakSmI kA upayoga honA cAhie, parantu vaha bAta dhyAna meM AtI nahI hai. sUtrakAra eka bAra nahIM, aneka bAra kaha karake gaye parantu hamane kabhI usa tarapha dhyAna diyA hI nahIM. seTha maphatalAla kathA meM Ate, roja kathAvArtA calatI. becAre sAdhu santa Ae the. dayAlu the. unhoMne maphatalAla se kahA - tuma kucha nIti kA pAlana karate ho. kathA meM to ThIka hai, gAMva ke loga Ate haiM, tuma bhI A jAte ho. eka loka maryAdA aisI hai ki choTe moTe gAMva meM bar3e loga dhyAna rakhate haiM ki Ae yA nahIM Ae, vyavahAra se bhI kaI bAra AnA paDatA hai. koI harja nahIM. ___ maiM eka choTI bAta kahatA hai, dhyAna meM lenA, eka zloka likhakara detA hUM. roja isakA pATha karanA, roja isa para cintana karanA, tumhAre jIvana kI sArI samasyAoM kA nivAraNa isa zloka ke dvArA ho jAegA. jo maiM likha karake detA hai, isakA roja svAdhyAya karanA, cintana karanA aura isake anusAra jIvana jIne kA prayAsa karanA, 532 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - ThIka hai. unhoMne aura kucha nahI likhA, paNDita the, bar3e sajjana puruSa the, maphatalAla ke jIvana vyavahAra ko dekhakara ke unake andara meM dayA AI, eka zloka likhakara de diyA ki isakA paThana karanA, cintana karanA. isake anusAra jIvana jIne kA prayAsa karanA aura kucha nahI likhA eka zloka thA. zataM vihAya bhoktavyaM, sahasraM snaanmaacret| lakSaM vihAya dAtavyaM, koTiM tyaktvA hari bhajet // kitanI sundara bAta isameM likha dI. maphata lAla seTha para dayA karake santa puruSa ne itane sundara jIvana nirmANa ke sAdhana batalAkara kahA. "zatam vihAya bhoktavyaM" sau kAma chor3a karake nizcita samaya para bhojana kara lenA cAhie. jisase Arogya surakSita ho, yaha nIti kA vAkya hai. "sahasraM snAnamAcareta" hajAra kAma chor3a karake snAna saMdhyA kara lenI cAhie. "lakSaM vihAya dAtavyam" lAkha kAma choDakara, yadi ghara para koI yAcanA ko AyA ho, usako sammAna pUrvaka ucita dAna denA cAhie. "koTiM tyaktvA hari bhajet" eka karor3a kAma chor3a karake paramAtmA kA smaraNa, hari kA kIrtana karanA cAhie. yaha nIti kA vAkya hai. seTha tuma se kucha bhI na ho to itanA to karanA. caraNa meM namaskAra karake maphatalAla calA gayA, do cAra mahIne bhI nikala gaye. vApisa santa puruSa kA Agamana huA. santa ne Ate hI pUchA-kyoM maphatalAla, jo zloka likha karake diyA thA, tumane usa para kucha amala kiyA? mahArAja. jo artha Apane liyA thA vaha to satayuga kA artha thA, kaliyuga ke anusAra usakA artha alaga prakAra kA hotA haiM santa ne kahA maphatalAla tuma seTha se paNDita kaba bana gae? tumhAre meM ye akla kahAM se A gaI ki tuma mujhe paDhAne Ae. mahArAja jI. Apa sajjana haiM Apako mAlUma nahIM duniyA badala gaI, apane batalAyA vaha to satayuga kA artha thA. "zataM vihAya bhoktavyam" "sau kAma chor3akara bhojana karanA, hajAra kAma chor3akara snAna karanA, lAkha kAma chor3akara yAcaka ko dAna denA, karor3a kAma chor3a kara bhI prabhu kA nAma lenA. maiMne isa para bar3A sundara cintana kiyA. Aja ke anusAra usakA artha kara liyA. mahArAja jI, Apa bhI dhyAna meM rakhie jaba jarUrata paDe, mere artha kA hI upayoga karanA." A RAM 533 For Private And Personal Use Only

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=guruvANI "kyA?" "kyA kyA? itanA bar3A kArobAra calatA hai, TelIphona Ate hai ArDara para ArDara AtA hai, mahArAja jI." "zataM vihAya-bhoktavyaM" "jaba sau pacAsa jagaha kA ArDara AtA hai, taba hama bhojana karate haiM." "sahasraM snAnamAcaret" "hajAroM kA jaba naphA dikhatA hai taba snAna karane jAte haiM." "lakSaM vihAya dAtavyam" "lAkha kI kamAI ho jAye taba thoDA bahuta dAna dekara pApa ko dhone kA prayAsa karate haiM." ___"koTiM tyaktvA hari bhajet" "jaba karor3a AegA taba hari kA nAma lUMgA. abhI to koI jarUrata nahI par3I." aise buddhi ke vikAra ko kyA kaheMge. vyakti kI Adata hai, use apanI mauta dikhatI hI nahIM, paisA dikhatA hai. saMsAra dikhatA hai parivAra dikhatA hai vaha vyakti apanI najara se mauta ko nahIM dekhatA ki kala marUMgA. kahIM kisI vyakti ko yadi aMtima saMskAra ke lie le jAte haiM, mare hue insAna ke andara apanI mauta ko dekhiye. apanI kalpanA karake apane bhaviSya ko dekhie. isI prakAra maiM le jAyA jAUMgA. pApa se bacane kA yahI eka upAya hai, sAdhu mahArAja ne unako kahA ki "seTha sAhaba Apane jo paisA pApa se upArjita kiyA, usakA bhoga yaha putra kukarma meM karegA. durAcAra meM karegA. sArI sampatti sApha ho jAegI. zeSa meM zUnya rahegA. isa makAna kA eka bhI IMTa yahA para rahane vAlA nahIM. maiMne jJAna dvArA Apake usa bhaviSya ko dekhA." seTha ko pasInA-pasInA ho gayA. apanI mauta najara AI ki sAta dina meM maiM marane vAlA hUM. ye sArI sampati kA sarvanAza hone vAlA hai. usake sAtha vaha vicAra meM par3a gayA ki maiM kyA karUM? merA para bhava kaisA hogA. mara karake maiM kaisI sthiti meM jAUMgA? kauna sI gati meM jAUMgA. vaha sArI bAta bhUla gayA aura yaha yAda A gayA. usane kahA -- "mahArAja zAma ke samaya Apa jaMgala jA rahe the, usa samaya bhI Apa haMse, usake pIche prayojana kyA thA?" "tU samajha nahI pAyA, jise tU dhakkA dekara ke nIce utAra rahA thA, pUrvabhava meM ve tere pitA the. ye vAsanA ko lekara tIryaca bhava meM Ae. bakarA bane, ativAsanA kA pariNAma. isI rAste se jaba kasAI le jA rahA thA, taba mamatva ke kAraNa parvajanma kI smati hayI jise 'jAtismaraNa jJAna' kahA jAtA hai. usa jJAna ke prabhAva se bakare ne vicAra kiyA, yaha bAlaka, merA baccA mujhe bacA legA, yaha merI dukAna, merI saMpatti saba najara AyI na 534 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI vaha vAsanA ko lekara ke tumhArI dukAna meM ghusA. tUne jabaradastI atyAcAra pUrvaka dhakkA dekara ke apane bApa ko utAra diyA. pUrva bhava meM vaha terA bApa thA." "maiM abhI daur3a karake jAtA hUM, sArI saMpati dekara ke bhI mai pitA ko bacAne kA prayAsa karatA hUM."-seTha maphatalAla ne kahA. munirAja ne kahA-"aba bahuta dera ho cukI hai." jaise hI bApa kA nAma sunA, dauDatA haA gayA, thoDA leTa kara ke gayA, kasAI ke ghara gayA aura kahA bhAI tu mAMge, utanI saMpati dene ko taiyAra haM. ta mAMge utanA sonA mohara dene ko taiyAra hUM. bakare ko tU mukta karade aura mujhe de de. "seTha sAhaba! samaya bahuta ho gayA, aba to hanDI meM mAMsa paka rahA hai." jJAnI puruSoM kI dRSTi meM saMsAra kI vicitratA ko dekhakara usa AtmA meM aisA vairAgya utpanna huA. ghara kA parityAga kara diyA, parivAra kA parityAga kara diyA. mana ekadama sthira bana gayA, sAmane mauta najara A rahI thI. sAta dina ke andara to usane sAta bhava kA nirmANa kara liyA, sadagati kA nirmANa kara liyA. vaha to sAta dina ke bAda gayA, kadAcit hama satara varSa bAda, assI varSa bAda jAeM, hamAre pAsa koI taiyArI hai.? aisA Atma vizvAsa hai? marakara ke sadgati meM hI jAUMgA. maiMne durgati kA dvAra banda kara diyA. mere AcAra meM aba durAcAra kA bhI praveza nahIM ho sakatA. maiM AcAra se bilkula pUrNa sakriya rahUMgA. paramAtmA ko apane hRdaya mandira meM sthAna diyA hai paramAtmA ko prasanna karane kA merA hara prayAsa hogA. mai kaise dugarti meM jAUM. ___Ananda ghana jI mahArAja bar3I garjanA pUrvaka kahate the. aisI himmata hamAre andara AnI cAhie. Anandaghana RSi paramAtmA kI bhakti karate samaya antara hRdaya se udagAra nikale ki merA saMsAra kabhI kA mara gayA, jo paramAtmA ko pA jAe, vItarAga paramAtmA kI upAsanA karane lageM jAe. vahAM kyA saMsAra rahegA? vahAM kyA mauta rahegI? mauta bhI bhAga jAegI. __ Anandaghana jI mahArAja kI hRdaya se vaha garjanA nikalI. paramAtmA kI bhakti ke stuti ke rUpa meM. ___ "aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge" ye Ananda ghana ke zabda haiM. mahAna yogI puruSa ke. yaha Ananda ghana aba marane vAlA nahIM, mauta ko cailenja de diyA, unakI mauta to kabhI kI mara gaI. jisa dina se prabhu kA sAtha liyA, usI dina se mauta to mara gaI. paramAtmA kA sAtha lene vAlA vyakti apanI mauta ko mAra detA hai. yA kAraNa mithyA diyo taja, kyoM kara deha dhareMge Ananda ghanajI ne usakA kAraNa bhI spaSTa kara diyA, isIlie to maiMne mithyAtva kA, asatya kA parityAga kara diyA, andhakAra kA nAza kara diyA, aba paramAtmA vItarAga ke Sal 535 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI jJAna kA prakAza milA hai, aba kyA mai zarIra dhAraNa karUMgA. maiMne isI lie rAga aura dveSa ko khatama kara diyA, mauta ko AjJA dene vAle jo sAdhana the, unakA vinAza kara diyA. aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge aba maiM kabhI marane vAlA nahIM. usa mahAna puruSa kI dRSTi hI alaga thI. hamAre jIvana ke andara bhI dharma sAdhanA karate samaya aisI garjanA AnI cAhie ki mauta Ane meM bhI vicAra kare; dharmAtmA puruSa ko kabhI cintA hotI nahIM. bAhara rAste meM calate hue cora pulisa se muha chipAeMge, sAhUkAra kabhI pulisa se nahI Darate. nirdoSa vyakti ho, sadAcArI AtmA ho, vaha kabhI mauta se nahI DaratI. ___ karma rAjA kI pulisa mauta kA vAranTa lekara AtI hai, yahAM to kadAcit baca jAe, nAma badala de plAsTika sarjarI karA le, dukAna kA, makAna kA, pATiyA badala le, paranta karma kI pulisa - mauta aisI hai, bAhara se badalane kA koI mUlya nahIM rahatA, barobara eDresa para AtI hai. koI vilamba nahI karatI. koI siphArisa nahI calatI. koI vakAlata ko nahIM AtA. jarA samajha karake caleM, hamezA, satata apanI mRtyu ko sAmane dekha karake caleM. Anandaghana jI mahArAja itane nispRha the, gAMva kA eka bahuta samajhadAra rAjA unakA parama bhakta thA. namana karake caraNoM meM girA aura kahA - "bhagavan! kabhI mere jaise dAsa ko yAda karate haiM?" Anandaghana jI ne kyA javAba diyA? phakkaDa mahArAja the. paravAha kisI kI nahIM, jaMgaloM meM rahate, ekAnta nivAsa karate. satata paramAtmA ke cintana meM aura guNagAna meM rahate. rAjA ne pUchA - "bhagavan! kabhI Apa mujhe yAda karate haiM?" Anandaghana jI ne kahA - "tuma kyA kahate ho? kabhI bhagavAna ko bhUlUM taba tuma yAda Ao. yaha Ananda ghana to bhagavAna kI bhakti meM masta rahane vAlA hai. maiM jagata ko yAda karane vAlA nahIM. tujhe yAda karane vAlA? merA yaha jIvana kyA tujhe yAda karane ke lie hai? bhaktoM ko yAda karane ke lie hai. aisA ho to sAdhu jIvana kA hI sarvanAza ho jAe, aura Aja yahI dhandhA cala rahA hai." Apa bhI aise anurAgI mila gae mahArAja. mahArAja-ThIka hai. sAdhutA kA anurAga honA cAhie. sAdhuoM ke guNoM kA anurAga jarUra honA cAhie. parantu jaba hama vyaktivAda meM A jAte haiM aura vyakti ko jaba mahatva dene lagate haiM, jisakI mahAvIra ke zAsana meM koI vyavasthA hI nahIM, yahAM kisI vyakti ke nAma kA bhI ullekha nahIM aura jaba kisI vyakti ke anurAga meM A jAeM aura kaheM yahI mere garu. dusare kisa kAma ke? jarA vicAra karie. usakA pariNAma kyA AtA hai? saMpradAya ke andara se alaga-2 kitane hI saMpradAya nikala jAte haiM, alaga saMpradAya bana jAte haiM, samAja kA bahuta bar3A 536 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI nukasAna hotA hai. hamArI Adata ke ye lakSaNa haiM. upakAra to sabhI karate haiM. koI aisA sAdhu nahIM jo jAti para upakAra na kare. Apake vyaktigata jIvana meM kisI ne upakAra kiyA ho, kisI se Apane dharma prApta kiyA ho, use sau bAra mAnie, parantu jaba use sAmAjika rASTrIya rUpa diyA jAye, yA use bahuta jyAdA vyavahArika rUpa meM lAyA jAe to kitanA anartha paidA hotA hai. kitane upa-saMpradAyoM kA nirmANa hogA. Anandaghana jI mahArAja isake kaTTara virodhI the. yaha dRSTi roga hai. ise jahara kI upamA dI gaI. yadi Apane merA rAga rakhA to vaha jahara banegA aura yadi sAdhu puruSoM se anurAga rakhA to amRta banegA. kabhI vyaktigata anurAga meM mata jAiye, paramAtmA kA anurAga cAhiye. yahAM to sAdhutA kI sugandha cAhie. sAdhu koI bhI A jAe aura yadi isameM kucha najara Aye to guNoM kA anurAga cAhie. jo antaragaNoM meM vRddhi kare. varanA isakA anartha hogA, yadi Apa merA anurAga rakhate haiM mAtra merA nAma ki mere to vaza nahIM lekina jJAnI puruSoM ne kahA hai vaha tinnANaM tArayANaM ke lakSaNa nahIM. na vaha guru tAra pAeMge na Apa tara pAeMge. ye lakSaNa to DubANaM DubiyANaM lakSaNa haiM, maiM bhI DUbU aura phira sAtha meM Apako bhI DubAUM. vyaktigata anurAga nizcita AtmA kA patana karatA hai. kabhI aisA anurAga nahI cAhie. hamAre guru mahArAja kahA karate aura aMtima cAturmAsa meM to mujhe sApha kaha gae, mere guNoM kA anurAga, merA nahIM. hama saba sAdhuoM ko yahI bAta bArabAra kahA karate the. ___ pa. gurU mahArAja jI kI samAdhi kobA (gujarAta) meM banI parantu mUrti paramaguru gautama svAmI kI sthApita huyI tAki jagata ke cAroM hI saMpradAya, jagata kI hara AtmA vahAM Akara vandana kare. koI saMpradAya nahIM, koI vyakti vAda nahIM guru mahArAja kI maiMne samAdhi banAI merA pharja thA. merA kartavya thA, mere Upara itanA upakAra, parantu mUrti gautama svAmI kI, gurudeva kI nahIM. mere jaise to kaI mareMge, kisa-kisa kI mUrti rakhA karoge? pUrA mandira to hamArI mUrtiyoM se hI bhara jAyegA. yahAM gurU to mara ke caubIsa hajAra bhI paidA hoMge. bhagavAna kI mUrti eka tarapha aura hamArI mUrti eka tarapha Apa le Ao. yaha anartha hai, isIlie maine apane guru kA kahIM phoTo nahIM rakhA. kahIM bhI usakI mUrti nahI rakhI. kabhI unakI jayantI nahI manAI. unhoMne kahA-yadi tumako mujha para vyaktigata anurAga hai, merI mRtyu tithi para ayaMbila karanA, tapa karanA, ArAdhanA karanA, parantu use sAmAjika rUpa mata denA. kaisA Adarza thA, ye Adarza kathana meM nahIM, unake AcaraNa meM thA. ratnaprabha sUri mahArAja ne Apa para itanA upakAra kiyA phira bhI kahIM eka bhI mUrti hai kisI upAzraya meM dharma sthAna meM? jisane Apako paidA kiyA, ausavAla jAti kA nirmANa kiyA, sAr3he cAra sau sAdhuoM kA balidAna diyA, jisa vyakti ne anazana karake prANa de lAyana OU S 537 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI E diyA. isa naI jAti kA nirmANa kiyA, mahAvIra ke zAsana ko prApta karAyA, zuddha ahiMsaka banAyA, kahIM unake upakAra meM eka mUrti Apane rakhI? hindustAna me khoja karake Aiye kitanA bar3A upakAra isa osavAla jAti ke nirmANa meM jinakI kRpA se haA, kahIM ratnaprabha sari jI mahArAja kI mUrti nahIM, jinhoMne zAsana para itanA mahAna upakAra kiyA. haribhrada sUrI, hemacandrasUrI, kahIM unakA guru mandira hai? jinake jJAna ke prakAza meM hama apanI yAtrA kara rahe haiM. jisake jJAna ke prakAza meM hamArI mokSa mAge kI yAtrA ho rahI hai. jinake banAe sAhitya samudra meM se roja hama amRta kA pAna kara rahe haiM. una mahAna puruSoM kI smRti meM kahIM guru mandira banAyA.. vijayahari sUri mahArAja jinakI kRpA ke pariNAma svarUpa Apako vartamAna meM itane tIrtha najara A rahe haiM. zatrunjaya se lagAkara sammeda zikhara taka, ye sAre tIrthaMkaroM kA rakSaNa aura adhikAra samrATa akabara ko pratibodhita karake usa mahApuruSa ne prApta kiyA thA. koI aisI jagaha batalAeM ki vijaya hari sUrI jI mahArAja kI smRti meM koI mandira banAyA ho. saMsAra baDA vicitra hai. usI guru se matalaba jo artha kAma de. jo ho paisA milanA cAhie, parivAra milanA cAhie, koI aise sAdhu saMta nahIM ki paMca mahAvrata lekara use bhaMga kareM. mahAna AcArya hue aneka gacchoM meM hue. parantu una mahAna mahA puruSoM ke jIvana meM jhAMkakara dekhie tapa aura vairAgya milegA. yadi Apa jAkara ke artha kAma kI yAcanA kareM ki bhagavana! bahuta musIbata meM hUM to kyA una pAMca mahAvratadhArI AtmAoM se yahI mAMganA hai? ve paMca mahAvratadhArI jo Aja devaloka ho gaye haiM, aise eka nahIM aneka caritradhArI puruSa devaloka ho gae. vahAM jAkara ke Apa unake nAma se pUjA kare. bhakti kareM ki mujhe artha kAma deM. kyA ve kaheMge ki mai sAdhu jIvana meM thA, sadgati meM AyA hUM. mokSa kI bhAvanA se AyA hUM. vAkya Apako jahara deMge. artha kAma to jahara hai. paMcavratadhArI sAdhu jo marakara ke sadagati meM jAe. vahAM to sAdhutA kI yAcanA kare, mokSa kI kAmanA lekara ke jAe. tapa aura tyAga kI bhAvanA lekara ke jAe. taba unake andara prasannatA Ae, taba varadAna milatA hai. nahIM to kyA milegA? jindagI bhara bhaTakate rahie. pAkeTa khAlI karate rahie, kacha nahIM milegA. eka naze meM raheMge aura jIvana pUrA ho jAegA. jo milatA hai, vaha prArabdha se milatA hai. paMca mahAvratadhArI sAdhu Apako lar3akA deMge. paisA deMge. kyA deMge? unake pAsa hai hI nahIM ve kyA deMge? Apa mere pAsa Aye aura kahA mahArAja dasa hajAra kA ceka do. maiMne kahAM se lAkara dUMgA. mere pAsa to muMhapati hai. audhA hai. sAdhutA hai, vrata niyama pacchakhAna hai. mere pAsa ho to dUM. jo AzIrvAda detA hUM, vaha bhI Apake Atma kalyANa ke lie detA hUM. sAdhu kabhI saMsAra kI vAsanA ke poSaNa ke lie kabhI AzIrvAda nahIM degA. use doSa lagegA. 538 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- -guruvANI - pA Anandadhana jI mahArAja jI kA jIvana hI alaga prakAra kA thA. pUrNa nispRhI kabhI upAzrayoM meM nahIM rahate. vaha kabhI aise bandhana meM nahIM rahate. Aja sthiti badala gaI hai. agara upAzraya meM sAdhu raheMge to ArDara calegA. mahArAja aise karie. vaise karie. Anandaghana jI mahArAja koI sAMsArika vyakti nahI haiM. mahAna tapasvI aura unake pAsa vaha tAkata labdha svarNa siddhi unake pAsa. jaisA unakA itihAsa kahatA hai. to Anandaghana jI mahArAja upAzraya meM kahIM pravacana dene gaye aura nagara ke seTha Aye. vyAkhyAna zurU ho gayA. Anandaghana jI mahArAja mer3atA meM rahe. gAMva ke seTha Ae. aura kahA-mahArAja Apane pravacana zurU kara diyA. hamAre yahAM prathA hai. mere Ae binA pravacana zurU nahI hotA. yaha upAzraya maine banavAyA hai. __bAta sunate hI Anandaghana jI kA svAbhimAna jAgRta huA. usa dina se upAzraya meM kabhI pAMva nahIM rakhA. jaMgala meM hI rahe. ekAnta sthAna meM rahe. kabhI isa bandhana meM nahIM Aye. sAdhu apane vicAroM se svatantra hote haiM. unakI apanI garjanA thI. devatA rAtri meM Anandaghana jI ke paira dabAne Ate the, vahI caritra aura paramAtmA kI bhakti se ota prota jIvana thA. kisI gAMva meM Anandaghana jI mahArAja kA AnA huA. rAste meM jA rahe the. nAcane gAne vAle loga hote haiM. bahuta bar3A kunDAlA thA. Anandaghana jI mahArAja jaMgala se Ae aura Akara jaba jhAMkA. dekhA vahAM bahuta sI tilaka lagAI mUrti bhI thI. tilaka lagAne se koI mokSa kA sarTiphikeTa nahIM milatA. kutuba mInAra jitanA lambA lagAe to bhI koI kalyANa honA vAlA nahIM. antara meM zuddhi cAhie, yaha to bhagavAna kI AjJA hai. bhagavan! terI AjJA zirodhArya karatA hUM, usake anusAra mujhe calanA hai. mujhe tilaka ko kalaMkita nahIM karanA. ___ mere nimitta se paramAtmA ke zAsana ko badanAma nahIM karanA hai. merA AcAra vyavahAra aisA ho. eka jamAnA thA. gAMva meM mahAjana kI dukAna hotI thI koI bhAva nahIM pUchatA thA. mahAjana apanA bhAvatAva karane meM apamAna samajhate the. unakI jabAna kI kImata hotI thI. sAina nahI, sAina to coroM kA hotA hai. sAhUkAroM kA nahIM. hameM hamAre pUrvajoM para garva thA. gAMva ke vyakti nyAya lene Ate, koI nahIM jAtA. mahAjana kI dukAna para calo, vaha jo nyAya degA, gAMva ke loga itanA Adara karate the. Anandaghana jI mahArAja usa kunDAle meM cale gae. jAkara ke eka do minaTa dekhane laga gae. hara gAMva meM nAdara hote haiM kAnAphUsI karane vAle. zAma kA samaya pAMva dabAne ke nimitta kucha loga Ae. eka do muMha lage the. Anandaghana jI ke pAMva dabAne laga gae. aura kahA-mahArAja, gAMva meM eka bahuta carcA kA viSaya banA hai. Ananda ghana jI jAnate hI the parantu utsukatA batalAI. 539 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI kyA-kyA bAta hai? Aja gAMva meM loga aisI bAta kara rahe the ki Ananda ghana jI mahArAja ke yahAM lar3akI kA nAca ho rahA thA usa samaya ve bhI khar3e nRtya dekha rahe the. kyA bAta yaha saca hai? Anandaghana jI ne kahA-isameM cintA kI kyA bAta hai. maiM gayA thA. mere jAne kA Azaya alaga thA, yAda rakhie, guru jo kahe vaha karanA, guru jo kare vo karane kA nahIM hotA. unake karane ke pIche unakA Azaya alaga hotA hai. gItArtha puruSoM kI kabhI nakala nahIM hotI. unake Adeza kA pAlana hotA hai. maiM kyA karatA hUM. kaisI paristhiti meM karatA hUM kisa kAraNa karatA hUM ise jAne binA yadi nakala karoge to anartha ho jAegA. dUsare dina pravacana meM gAMva ke sAre loga Ae, Anandaghana kI mahArAja vahAM baiThe the. unhoMne kahA-mai isa gAMva meM AyA, jaba jaMgala se lauTa rahA thA to acAnaka mere kAna me AvAja AI, naraka naraka. maine socA mRtyuloka meM naraka kI AvAja kaise AI? kyoMki nAcane vAlI nAca rahI thI, tabale baja rahe the. tabale se yaha dhvani nikalI tamAcA paDatA hai to tabale meM se naraka naraka aisI dhvani prakaTa ho rahI thI. mai cala kara gayA jahAM se AvAja A rahI thI-naraka, naraka, naraka. jAkara dekhA yaha mRtyuloka kA naraka hai, yahIM para vAsanA kI pUrti ho rahI hai. nAcane vAlI kA nAca ko dekhane ke lie kaise-kaise vyakti yahAM upasthita haiM tilaka lagAkara pUjana karake Ane vAle mahAnubhAva. maiM gayA ki mere kauna kauna se sAthI vahAM para haiM.? yaha dekhane gayA. naraka naraka kI AvAja A rahI hai phira bhI loga vahAM para gae, tabalA apanI AvAja se naraka naraka prakaTa kara rahA thA. ___pAsa meM hI sAraMgI bajAI jA rahI thI, usase AvAja AI kuNa, kuNa, kuNa, kuNa. kyoM ki vaha aisI AvAja prakaTa karatI hai. tabale ne kahA-naraka naraka. sAraMgI ne AvAja nikAlI kauna-kauna yAni vahAM jAne vAle kauna-kauna nAMcane vAlI vahAM nAMca rahI thI aura gA bhI rahI thI ki ye jo mujhe dekha rahe haiM, saba vahIM ke mehamAna haiM. yaha saMsAra kA naraka hai. jahAM vAsanA kI pUrti ho, jahAM rAga kA poSaNa ho jahAM pApa ko praveza diyA jAye, vahI to naraka hai. vyakti naraka meM bAda meM jAtA hai, pahale naraka mana meM paidA karatA hai. vicAroM se naraka ko AmantraNa detA hai. usake bAda vaha vahAM para jAtA hai. hamAre jIvana meM hamArA saMsAra naraka na bana jAye isakA dhyAna rakheM. isIliye Anandaghana jI mahArAja ne sAvadhAna kiyA, una mahAna puruSoM ne ina sUtroM dvArA jIvana kI maryAdA batalAI ki maryAdA kA dhyAna rakhe. yama niyama jIvana kI vyavasthA hai, ye AcAra saMhitA hai. Trena dauDatI hai, aura do-do inca kI paTarI. aura agara paTarI kA alaga ullaMghana kara de, aura injana vicAra kare ki maiM kyoM isakI cintA karUM? to DhAI-DhAI inca bhI gAr3I 540 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI nahIM calegI. aDhAI aDhAI inca kI paTarI kI sImA svIkAra karake hI gADI meM gati AtI hai aura daur3akara lakSya taka jAtI hai. jIvana gatimaya cetanA hai. mokSa mArga taka isakI yAtrA hamako pUrNa karanI hai. lakSya kI prApti tabhI saMbhava hogI, jaba paramAtmA kI AjJA ko hama yama niyama kI sImA dvArA svIkAra kareM. AcAra vicAra dvArA usakA pAlana kareM. AcAra vicAra do paTarI haiM. yama, niyama paTarI jaise haiM. use svIkAra karake yadi hama calate haiM taba to isa cetanA meM gati AyegI. yaha gati, sadagati taka pahuMcAegI. yadi usakA ullaghana kareM to kucha nahIM milegA. yaha bandhana nahIM vyavasthA hai. kuMA ke andara pAnI khIMcane jAeM aura yadi usameM pAla na baMdhI ho to vaha durghaTanA kA kAraNa bana sakatI hai. pAMva phisala jAe, miTTI gira jAe. kuMA meM majabUta simenTa aura patthara kI pAla bAMdha dete haiM tAki kabhI durghaTanA kI saMbhAvanA na rahe. isa mana ke pAtAla kuMA ke vicAroM se na jAne kitanI bAra hamArA patana ho jAe. yama niyama dvArA hama pAla bAMdha dete haiM tAki kabhI aisI durghaTanA na ho ki mana ke pAtAla kaeM meM gira jAe, jisase AtmA kA patana ho. yama, niyama to pAla bAMdhane jaisI kriyA hai, Apa ghara meM rahate haiM Apako mAlUma hai? kabhI ghara meM bijalI kA tAra khulA rakhA jAtA hai, kabhI rakhA hai? rakhane meM koI Apatti nahIM, karaMTa to AegA. parantu Apa jAnate haiM ki jAna ko khatarA hai, yaha kabhI-kabhI mauta ko pukAra karake lAegA, kyA karate haiM. vAyara ko kavara kara diyA jAtA hai.. kavara karake bhI usako pAipa meM DAlate haiM, kabhI bhUla se bhI hAtha na laga jAe. mana ke andara bhI bijalI hai, isameM pAvara phala hai, yaha jar3a hai aura ye AtmA ke sAtha caitanya bana karake sakriya hai. mana ke vicAra paramANu sakriya banate hai. bahuta lambI daur3a hai, aba bijalI kI gati prati saikinDa eka lAkha chiyAsI hajAra mAila gati karatI hai. parantu mana kI usase bhI tIvra gati hai. AMkha banda karie bambaI kalakatA saba dikheMge. bhUta, bhAvI, vartamAna saba dikhatA hai. bApa mara gaye, dAdA mara gae, sArI ghaTanAeM dikhatI haiM, sArA bhUtakAla najara AtA hai. bhaviSya kI kalpanAeM najara AtI haiM, vartamAna najara AtA hai mana ke andara. yaha gajaba kI zakti hai. vaha zakti bijalI meM bhI nahI hai. isa mana meM jisa dina ekAgratA A jAe, AtmA ke anukUla usakA prayoga ho jAe, eka kSaNa meM mokSa ko janma detI hai. mana kI ekAgratA meM yaha camatkAra hai. mana kabhI khulA nahIM rakhA jAtA. vaha bar3A khataranAka hai. durgati me pahuMcA de. vAyara kI taraha yama niyama ko kabara caDhA dete haiM. jisa dina mana ke vAyara para kavara caDhA diyA, mana surakSita ho gayA. phira kabhI durgati kA kAraNa nahI banatA. yama niyama kI maryAdA meM rahegA. ghara meM to bijalI vAyara para kavara caDhA dete haiM. pAipa meM DAla dete haiM. jarA mana ke vAyara ko bhI kavara caDhAiye, kabhI AtmA 541 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI ko nukasAna kara jAe. sArI vyavasthA ina sUtroM dvArA isIlie batalAI gaI. mana para kavara car3hAne ke lie AcAra kA darzana, vicAra kA paricaya diyA. aura koI prayojana nahIM thA. unako kyA matalaba Apa kI dukAnadArI kaise calI, Apa kyA khAe, kyA pie, una AcAryoM ko kyA prayojana thA? mAtra Apake lie dayA bhAva ki durgati meM na jAe. apane jIvana ko barabAda na kara leM, unako isa prakAra kA vicAra darzana diyA gayA. isa karuNa bhAvanA se unhoMne isa granthoM kI racanA kI. ina sUtroM ke dvArA jIvana kA Adarza unhoMne batAyA. kahAM rahanA? kaise rahanA? yahAM to Apa samajha gaye. usa mahAna puruSa ne likhA kaise khAnA? kahAM khAnA? sarva prathama isakA paricaya yahAM se prArambha kiyA. "tathA-ajIrNe abhojanamiti" bhojana kaise kareM yaha bhI batalAyA. "ajIrNe abhojanam Ayurveda kA sabase bar3A siddhAnta hai. peTa meM yadi ajIrNa hai aura usa samaya yadi bhojana kareM to jahara banegA. kaI bImArayoM ko janma dene vAlA banegA, "laMghanam pathyauSadham" vahAM upavAsa hI usakA zreSTha upacAra hai, vahI sabase bar3I davA hai. sArI vyAdhi calI jAegI. ajIrNAvasthA meM kabhI bhojana nahIM karanA kyoMki ArogyAvasthA ko nukasAna pahuMcAtA hai. isa sabake pIche isakA lakSya hai. citta kI samAdhi hai. dharma sAdhanA kA yaha sAdhana hai, yadi sAdhana surakSita nahIM to kabhI sAdhya nahIM milegA. darjI kitanA hI hoziyAra ho parantu yadi suI aura DorA usake pAsa na ho to vaha kyA kapar3A silegA? sAdhana ke abhAva meM vaha apane vicAroM ko kaise AkAra degA. DAkTara kitanA hI hoziyAra ho, parantu yadi davA nahIM to ApakA kyA upacAra karegA? kalAkAra kitanA hI jAnakAra ho bahuta bar3A mahAna citrakAra ho, parantu kalara aura braza usake pAsa nahIM to AkAra kyA degA? citra kA nirmANa kaise karegA? sAdhana pahale cAhie. "zarIramAdyaMkhalu dharmasAdhanam" dharma kI sAdhanA ke lie zarIra parama sAdhana hai, isa sAdhana ko surakSita rakhA jAtA hai, agara dharma kriyA karanI hai, hAtha surakSita hai, dAna kA kArya hogA. paramAtmA kI bhakti hogI. pAMva surakSita hai, Apa dharma yAtrA para jAyeMge. AMkha surakSita hai to paramAtmA kA darzana kara pAeMge. santa puruSoM kA darzana kara sakeMge. kAna surakSita hai, dharma kathA kA zravaNa kara pAyeMge. jIbha surakSita hai, prabhu kA nAma le sakeMge, ye sAre sAdhana dharma kriyA ke lie hai dharma kI prApti ke lie haiM. hamArI dharma sAdhanA ke lie zarIra Avazyaka mAnA jAyegA. hamAre jIvana meM yaha Avazyaka tatva hai. inakA dhyAna rakhakara hI calanA hai jisa dina dharma kriyA sundara ho jAye, dina ko dhanyavAda denA. dharma ke sAdhana surakSita rakhane ke lie Arogya ke niyama isameM batalAe. 542 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI kAma isa prakAra se yadi AhAra vihAra kA saMyama rakheMge to svAsthya surakSita rahegA. jIvana surakSita rahegA. jisako lekara ke hama dharma kriyA kara sakeMge. Arogya viSaya poSaNa ke lie nahIM, dharma sAdhanA kA eka sAdhana hai. ye samajha kara ke Arogya kI surakSA rakhanI hai. __ "arUgga bohilAbham" Arogya bodhibIja (samyag darzana) kA lAbha ho. "tathA sAtmyataH kAlabhojanamiti" isa sUtra ke dvArA batalAyA gayA ki ucita aura yogya samaya para bhojana karanA. kisa prakAra kA bhojana karanA. ___ "tathA laulyatyAga iti" lolupatA se rahita hokara ke bhojana karanA. merA bhojana bhajana bane. merA bhojana dharma bane, kitane vyaktiyoM ke peTa kI Aga ko bujhA karake usake bAda amRta bhojana karUM, dharma bhojana karUM. merA bhojana bhI merI AtmA ko tRpta karane vAlA ho. bhojana kI sArI vyavasthA kA paricaya diyA. bhojana kI pavitratA hogI to vyavahAra meM nizcita pavitratA AegI. ___bhojana yadi sAtvika hogA to sAdhanA ke anukula sAtvika vicAra nizcaya AeMge. bhojana kA paramANu hamAre hRdaya para asara karatA hai. hamAre vicAra paramANuoM ko prabhAvita karatA hai. kala batalAUMgA bhojana kA kyA prabhAva par3atA hai. mahAna tyAga karane vAlA sAdhu bAlaka kI hatyA karane vAlA pApI bane. yaha bhojana kA pariNAma kaisA? vikRta AhAra peTa meM gayA. mahAna cAritravAna sAdhu brahamacArI puruSa rAjA ke ghara gayA aura azuddha bhojana ke pariNAma svarUpa rAjA kI strI para rAjA kI putrI para vAsanA utpanna huI aura sAdhu jIvana sarvanAza kara gayA. __ AhAra kI azuddhi bahuta bhayaMkara azuddhi hai. jaina AcAra ke anusAra AhAra zuddha sAtvika aura pavitra honA cAhie. sAdhanA ke anukUla honA cAhie kala isa viSaya para vicAra kareMge. Aja itanA hI rahane deM. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" Rai 543 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI: Fon AhAra kA saMyama ananta upakArI parama kRpAlu AcArya zrI hari bhadra sUri jI mahArAja ne aneka AtmAoM ke kalyANa kI maMgala bhAvanA se, isa dharma sUtra ke dvArA jIvana ke samyaka vyavahAra kA paricaya diyA. kisa prakAra jIvana vyavahAra kA sacAlana kiyA jAya, vyavahAra ke mAdhyama se dharma ko kaise prApta kiyA jAe, upAya aura usakA mArgadarzana ina sUtroM dvArA prApta karanA hai. jJAniyoM kI dRSTi meM isa jIvana kA bahuta bar3A mUlyAMkana kiyA hai. parantu abhI taka kisI vyakti ne svecchA se sva kA mUlyAMkana nahI kiyA. jIvana kitanA mUlyavAna hai, bhUtakAla kI kitanI sAdhanA kA vaha vartamAna pariNAma hai parantu prApti ke bAda jJAna, dhyAna sAdhanA ke dvArA jIvana kA jo upayoga karanA thA, vaha hama kara nahIM pAe, sArA hI jIvana hamArA pramAda meM vyatIta huA. saMsAra ke kAryoM ke lie vyatIta haA, parantu sva ke Atma kalyANa kI bhAvanA se hama usakA upayoga pUrI taraha nahIM kara pAe. eka bAra hamArI dRSTi meM isakA mUlya AnA cAhie. na jAne kitane bhava bhramaNa karane ke bAda manuSya jIvana kI hameM prApti huI. AdhyAtmika dRSTi se jJAnI puruSoM ne kahA koI mahAna puNyodaya thA, bhUtakAla meM jisake kAraNa isa jIvana kI prApti hyI. manuSya jIvana paramAtmA ne praveza kA maMgala dvAra mAnA. mAnavI jIvana meM sAdhanA ke dvArA jIva miTakara ke ziva banatA hai. ziva banane ke lie sArI sAdhanA hai, Atma kalyANa kI maMgala bhAvanAeM aura dRSTi Aja hamAre andara se lupta hotI jA rahI haiM. bahuta sundara upamA dvArA paramAtmA mahAvIra ne kahA - eka andhA vyakti eka nagara meM rahatA thA, sArA jIvana usakA khA karake vyatIta huA. parantu jIvana kA pUrNa virAma use nahI milA, bahuta bar3A nagara thA, caurAsI mIla ke usake parakoTe the. pratidina bhikSA dvArA apanA nirvAha kara letA, gAMva ke loga baDe dayAlu the, kisI ke dvAra para jAtA, koI manA nahIM karatA. varSoM gujara gaye, eka dina zarIra meM aisI vyAdhi utpanna huI, sAre zarIra meM carma rogajisakI khujalI ko lekara vaha bar3A becaina huA. cAro tarapha ghUmatA rahA. mana meM bar3I becainI utpanna huI ki kahAM taka maiM isa prakAra ghUmUMgA? kahAM taka isa prakAra bhramaNa karUMgA? vaha thaka gayA. mana meM eka dina vicAra AyA ki maiM yahAM se bAhara calA jAUM. bAhara jAne ke lie usane prayatna kiyA. kisI dayAlu vyakti ne kahA caurAsI mIla kA isa nagara kA parakoTA hai, nikalanA hai to eka bar3A sIdhA sA upAya batalAtA hUM, dIvAra para hAtha rakhakara ke calo, jahAM para dvAra AegA vaha tumhe sahaja meM patA cala jAyegA. vahAM se tuma nagara se bAhara jA sakate ho. usa vyakti ko nikalane kA rAstA batalA diyA. vaha dIvAra on 544 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI para hAtha lagAkara calatA rahA, calatA rahA, tirAsI mIla ko pUrA kara liyA, sAta pharlAga pUre hone Aye, zarIra meM khujalI calanI zurU.. usane apanA hAtha dIvAra se haTAyA aura khujalI karane lagA. khujalAte samaya baDA Ananda AtA hai, baDA madhura lagatA hai, usake bAda kI pIr3A to khujalAne vAlA vyakti hI jAnatA hai ki kaisI hotI hai. vaha khujalI karane meM itanA magna bana gayA ki daravAjA nikala gayA. vApisa jaba hAtha rakhA to vahI dIvAra najara AI. vahI caurAsI mIla kA parakoTA, phira se vahIM bhramaNa. bhagavAna ne apanI dezanA meM kahA ki hamAre jIvana meM bhI yahI Adata hai. caurAsI lAkha jIvayoni se hama paribhramaNa karate-karate jahAM se mujhe bAhara nikalanA thA usake pUrva hamArI ajJAna dazA viSaya kaSAya kI aisI khujalI ki use khujalAne meM hI daravAjA hAtha se nikala jAtA hai. phira vahI caurAsI mIla kA parakoTA hamAre lie taiyAra hai. kahAM taka isa taraha se hama paribhramaNa karate raheMge? kabhI apanI dazA para vicAra karie. kabhI svayaM kA mUlyAMkana svayaM karie. maiM kitanA mUlyavAna hUM isa jIvana kI prApti meM maiMne kitane bhavoM kA balidAna diyA. kitanI sAdhanAoM dvArA manuSya jIvana kI prApti huI. yadi mai pramAda karatA hUM to isakA kyA pariNAma AegA. vartamAna kAla ke andara koI vyakti bhAvI pariNAma ko dekha karake nahIM calatA. jitanA maiM Aja karatA hUM, vahI mere lie kala banegA. AcArya bhagavanta zrI haribhadra sUri jI mahArAja ne bar3I karuNA se kahA-AhAra jIvana vyavahAra kA eka parama sAdhana hai, eka parama AdhAra hai. AhAra para cintana cala rahA hai. dhana kaise upArjana karanA, yaha Apako batalAyA. kaise kyA karanA yaha Apako batalAyA. jIvana ke andara sadAcAra ke rakSaNa ke lie vivAha zAdI kisa prakAra se karanA, vaha bhI mArga darzana diyA. makAna kahAM banatA hai, kisa prakAra kA banAnA, vaha sArI rUpa rekhA batalAI. jo satya ho vaha mujhe karanA hai, vaha asatya hai saMbhava nahIM to kama se kama asatya ko svIkAra to karanA hai. Age calakara ke AhAra kaba karanA aura kisa prakAra karanA usakA nirdeza diyA. "ajIrNe abhojanam" ApakA zarIra dharma kriyA kA parama sAdhana hai. ApakA jIvana paropakAra kA maMdira hai ApakA vartamAna jIvana mokSa ko prApta karane kA parama sAdhana hai. sAdhana surakSita rahe, isI dRSTi koNa se AhAra kI maryAdA batalAI. binA sAdhana ke sAdhya kI prApti kabhI nahI hogI. zarIramAdyam khalu dharma sAdhanam dharma kI sAdhanA kA yaha parama sAdhana hone se, prabhu se hama roja yahI prArthanA karate haiM maMgalakAmanA karate haiM. "Arogyo hi lAbham" 545 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI: bhagavan! aise Arogya kI prApti ho, jisase maiM apane jIvana kI baDI sundara sAdhanA kara pAUM, dharma mArga para cala karake jIvana kI pUrNatA ko prApta karUM. bImArI kA kAraNa isake andara pahale spaSTa kara diyA. bhojana yadi ApakA khAyA huA ho, usa samaya para yadi AhAra karate haiM to AhAra vikAra utpanna karegA. zarIra kabhI use svIkAra nahIM karegA. peTa ko kacarA peTI na banAeM. yaha godAma nahIM hai, yaha vAyalara hai, isakI saphAI kA dhyAna rakheM, isakI hiphAjata rakheM, ise vizrAma dene kA prayAsa kareM. upavAsa isake lie vizrAma hai, zarIra ko Arogya dene vAlA hai, zarIra ke vikAra kA nAza karane vAlA hai. Atma sAdhanA ke andara Apake vicAroM ko dRDha karane vAlA upavAsa hai. isIlie use Ayurveda meM auSadhi ke rUpa meM svIkAra kiyA hai. "laMghanaM pathyamauSadham" laMghana ko Ayurveda ne auSadha mAnA hai. binA paise kI davAI hai. upavAsa hameM karanA nahIM, AhAra karake Arogya ko prApta karanA hai. isake andara mArga darzana diyA ki AhAra bhI isa prakAra kA ho jo auSadhi kA rUpa ho. AhAra bhI maryAdA meM kiyA jAye AhAra karane kI sArI prakriyA batalAI. roga kA janma vahIM se hotA hai. jaba vyakti meM bhUkha na ho aura phira yadi AhAra kiyA jAye. __ pazuoM ke andara bhI AhAra kI maryAdA hotI hai. kuttA yadi roTI khA le. peTa bhara jAye phira yadi roTI DAle to sUMghakara ke chor3a degA, khAyegA nahIM. eka sAmAnya nikRSTa prANI meM bhI AhAra kA viveka hai. vaha jAnatA hai merA peTa manA karatA hai, mujhe nahIM khAnA cAhie. parantu insAna ko itanA bhI viveka nahIM rahA, ghara se Apa nikale hoM, pUrNa rUpa se AhAra karake cale hoM, raste meM calate hue bhI yadi koI mitra mila jAe, Agraha kareM, ki Aja merI dukAna ke udghATana meM jarA Ao. ziSTAcAra se Apa dukAna para jAeM. vahAM yadi Agraha kare ki garma-garma samosA, gulAba jAmuna hai, thor3A lAbha do. Apa AhAra kareMge yA nahIM? maryAdA se viparIta usa samaya hamArA AcaraNa ho jAyegA. pAna thUka deMge, kullA kara. pAnI pIkara alpAhAra to deMge. __ parAnnaM ati durlabham maphatalAla jaise bhojana karAne vAle mila jAyeM, to pUchanA hI kyA? seTha maphatalAla ne mathurA ke caubeNI ko aupacArika AmantraNa diyaa| dUsare dina caubejI Aye, unhoMne kahA - merA peTa nahIM, yaha svarga kA laiTara bAksa hai. yahAM to DAle jA tujhe saba vahAM mila jAyegA. bahuta sundara bhojana karavAyA caubejI kA lar3akA bhI sAtha meM thA. lar3akA nayA-nayA thA. lar3ake ko bhI bahuta acchI taraha khilAyA gayA. bhojana karane ke bAda lar3akA apane bApa se kahatA hai - pitA jI Apane kahA - usa Adeza kA maine pUrA pAlana kiyA. 546 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI bahuta peTa bhara ke maiMne bhojana kiyA. mere bhojana meM koI kamI nahI rakhI parantu aba to peTa meM jAtA hI nahIM, kyA karUM? __ beTA! merI bAta dhyAna meM rakhanA. Ane vAle jIvana meM kahIM tujhe manuSya jIvana mila jAye parantu yaha AhAra milanA bahuta duSkara hai. yaha lAbha chor3ane jaisA nahIM jitanA tU khA sakatA hai, khA. hamAre yahAM para bhI yahI Adata hai. prANama ati durlabhama. maphata lAla mile to Dabala Doja mAro. kAhe ko chor3anA. peTa manA karatA ho aura jIbha svIkAra kare to le lenA. jitanI adhika saMkhyA meM Aja hoTala bane, svAda poSaNa kI sAmagrI jitanI bar3hI, usI anupAta meM hospiTala baDhAye gaye. phira bhI Aja kahate haiM hospiTala kama haiM rogI jyAdA haiM. bImArI kA kAraNa kyA hai? AhAra kA viveka hamAre andara nahIM rahA. saMsAra ke andara assI pratizata vyakti khA kara marate haiM, dasa pratizata vyakti apanI mauta se marate haiM, pAMca pratizata bImAriyoM se marate haiM aura do yA tIna pratizata vyakti durghaTanA meM marate haiM, akAla mRtyu se marate haiM parantu assI pratizata vyakti khA kara marate haiM. unheM khAnA nahIM AtA. jJAniyoM ne kahA - pahale kevala darzana AnA cAhie phira kevala jJAna AtA hai, jahAM taka AhAra kA viveka nahIM hogA. vahAM taka vaha AtmA saMyamI nahIM bana pAyegI. hamAre yahA paitAlIsa Agama hai, usameM kaI AgamoM meM mAtra AhAra ke viSaya meM likhA hai. sAdhU AhAra kisa prakAra kareM? kisa taraha kI usakI maryAdA ho? kisa prakAra kI manovRtti se usakA upayoga kareM? ve sAre lakSaNa usake andara batalAye gaye. gRhastha jIvana meM bhI AhAra kI maryAdA batalAI, gaI parantu maryAdA kA pAlana hotA nahIM. svAda lenA hai, rAste calate vyaktiyoM ko dekhiye, par3e haiM milA. vo khA rahe haiM vaha kaisI cIja hai ? dekhakara bhI AMkha ke andara ghRNA paidA hotI hai. makkhiyAM phiratI haiM. macchara baiThe hoM, duniyA bhara kI gaMdagI usameM ho, hAtha gande hoM, sar3aka kI dhUla ur3atI ho, usake bAda ve vyakti usI khumace se bar3e svAda se AhAra kara rahe haiM. binA paise kI bImArI mola le rahe haiM. unheM nahIM mAlama yaha AhAra mere peTa meM kaisI bImArI paidA karegA. roga utpanna karegA. isIlie Aja ke vyakti jyAdAtara hoTala se hospiTala jAte haiM. ghara se nikaleMge hoTala, usake bAda hospiTala, hospiTala ke bAda aMtima yAtrA. Apa jAnate hI haiM. ina sArI bImAriyoM ko janma dene vAle haiM. hoTala meM Apa jAiye, kyA - kyA milegA? kitane prakAra kI bImAriyAM vahAM phailatI haiM sArI chUta kI bImAriyoM kA kAraNa hoTala hai. kitane vyakti bhojana karake jAte haiM, unake jo vAyarasa kiTANu hote haiM, vaha pleTa meM rahate haiM, vaha itanA khataranAka haiM jo binA ubale pAnI ke khatma nahIM hote. Apane dekhA hogA vahAM eka bAlTI rahatI hai, saba kapa pleTa usameM DAle jAte haiM, sabakA mizraNa ho jAyegA, saikaDoM pleTa usame par3I rahatI hai, pAnI meM DAlA, nikAlA, sApha kiyA 8 BAAR 547 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI phira Apake sAmane. vaha kITANu carma yA vAyarasa jo bhI haiM AhAra ke sAtha peTa meM gaye. yadi Apa meM pratikAra zakti nahI hai, sTeminA nahIM hai, to vaha turanta Apa para aTaika karegA roga kA AkramaNa zurU ho jAyegA. kaI aisI chata kI bImAriyAM haiM jinase bacanA bahuta muzkila hai. zArIrika zakti se yadi hama kamajora haiM to usakA AkramaNa jarUra hogA. isa taraha se sArI bImAriyAM phailatI haiM. hoTaloM meM AhAra bhI itanA azuddha banatA hai, rAta ko banAyA, dina meM banAyA, kaise banAyA, kisa prakAra banA? vaha to AkarSaka DhaMga se AtA hai, isalie kamiyAM najara nahIM AtI. ___maiM ahamadAbAda meM thA. pAsa hI eka hoTala thA. bahuta sundara miThAI banAyA karate haiM. subaha hI gAr3iyoM kI lAina laga jAyA karatI hai. loga vahIM se le jAnA pasanda karate haiM. dazahare kA maukA thA, jalebI vagairaha banAne ko pUre rAta hoTala cAlU rahate, jo banAne kI sAmagrI bhI vaha upAzraya ke ekadama pIche thI, najara DAle saba dikhe. rAta ko do baje bartanoM kI AvAja se nIMda khulI maiMne socA aba kyA ho rahA hai? jhAMkakara dekhA to jalebI banA rahe the. khuzabU A rahI thI aura ve pAMva se ATA matha rahe the. pAnI zaucAlaya se lA rahe the aura vahAM pAnI nahIM thA. vahI pAnI usameM DAlA. maiMne socA, yahI pavitra vastu subaha logoM ke peTa meM jAyegI aura loga dazaharA manAyeMge. bacapana meM maiM apane mitra ke sAtha ghUmane gayA, bAhara se Aye huye the. gharavAloM ne kahA - jarA ghumA kara le Ao. maiM ghumAne ke lie le gayA, kalakattA to bar3A zahara hai. unhoMne kahA - do baja gaye haiM, bhUkha laga gaI. kahIM nAztA kara leM. ____ maiM unako nAztA karavAne le gayA. mehamAna baDe sajjana aura bar3e udAra the. unhoMne kahA- acche hoTala meM mujhe le jAnA. maiM unheM acche hoTala meM le gayA, jahAM garma-garma samosA kacaurI banatI thI. vahAM le gayA. sAmane baiTha gayA, ArDara de diyA. merI dRSTi vahAM par3a gaI, jahAM vaha banAyA jA rahA thA, vaha kacaurI banA rahA thA, bar3I utsukatA se maiM dekha rahA thA. banAne vAle vyakti ko sardI lagI huI thI, andara garmI, pasInA sArA usI meM Tapaka rahA thA. kacaurI kA masAlA jahAM taiyAra kiyA jA rahA thA, usI meM usakA pasInA Tapaka rahA thA. maiMne kahA - yaha bar3e gajaba kI bAta hai. maiM vahAM taka to mauna rahA. mana meM vicAra paidA huA ki yahI kacaurI apanI Diza meM AyegI. saMyoga dekhiye, use sardI to laga rahI thI, sardI kA garmI kA asara thA. use bar3e jora se chIMka AI aura sArA viTAmina bhI usI meM girA. maiMne kahA-bar3A gajaba ho gayA. Ae hue atithi se maiMne kahA - mujhe nAztA nahIM karanA, maiM to bAhara jA rahA hUM, kyoM kyA huA? Joad SA FAMIR 548 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI Kaao maiMne kahA-jo huA aura maiMne apanI AMkhoM se dekhA. yaha khurAka aba mere peTa meM nahIM jAne vAlI. usa samaya se maiMne niyama kiyA ki kabhI hoTala kI vastuoM kA upayoga nahIM karanA. hama jarA se svAda ke lie apane viveka ko bhUla jAte haiM. hoTala cale gaye, paisA diyA aura pAyajana le Aye. na jAne kaba kA ghI, kaba kA tela, kitane kIr3e makor3e, usa meM tala diye gaye hoMge na jAne kitane dinoM kA ATA hogA. usameM TATa par3a jAte haiM, vaha sabakI saba bImAriyoM kA kAraNa banatA hai. eka mAtra svAda ke lie hama cale jAte haiM, suvidhA kI dRSTi se cale jAte hai, kauna banAye calo hoTala. paryaSaNa se parva saMyoga se AhAra kA viSaya AyA. gahastha apane jIvana nirvAha ke lie kisa prakAra se AhAra kare. AhAra kI maryAdA isameM batalAI hai. zuddha aura sAtvika bhojana honA cAhie, peTa bharanA cAhie, mana ko tRpti milanI cAhie. zarIra ko Arogya milanA cAhie. AhAra kA sarvathA niSedha nahIM kiyA gayA. parantu sAtvika AhAra ho. mAtra svAda ke lie AhAra kareMge to zarIra kA zoSaNa hogA. zarIra para atyAcAra bhI nahIM karanA. zarIra kA nirvAha karanA hai, zarIra kA rakSaNa karanA hai. isakA samyaka prakAra se poSaNa karanA hai. ise surakSita rakhanA hai. jahAM taka caika nahIM pahuMce, vahAM taka kavara kA mUlya hotA hai. jahAM taka AtmA mokSa meM nahIM jAye, vahAM taka isa zarIra kA bhI mUlya rakhA jAtA hai. hiphAjata rakhI jAtI hai. Apa hoTala kA parityAga kareM, bhaviSya ke andara isa prakAra kI koI galata vastu khAyeM nahI. kadAcita bhUkha laga jAye to phala lIjie. koI nukasAna nahIM, usameM koI doSa kI saMbhAvanA bhI nahIM. usameM kITANuoM meM roga kI sambhAvanA nahIM, nirdoSa vastu hai. so cIja le sakate haiM. jo hoTala meM khAne kA banAyA ho, rAta meM banAyA ho, na jAne kitane dinoM se banA ho, una vastuoM kA tyAga kara de. apanA Arogya Apa prApta kara leMge. ghara para AhAra karie, apane mana meM kadAcit koI ruci kare, use ghara para banAiye. kama se kama zuddhatA parvaka banegA, sAtvika hogA AhAra ke bAda AtmA ko tRpti milegI, mana ko santoSa milegA. bAhara khAnA banda kariye. Aja taka hamane dalAla ke bharose AtmA rAma bhAI kI per3hI sauMpa dI. dalAla ko kyA matalaba ki seTha divAlI manAye yA divAlA nikAle. vaha to apane kamIzana se matalaba rakhatA hai. jIbha ko bhI apanA kamIzana cAhie, svAda liyA aura andara peTa meM, peTa meM jAne ke bAda koI svAda milatA hai ki kacaurI khAyI, samosA khAyA, peTa ko kyA? jIbha se nIce utarane ke bAda koI svAda nahIM, usane to apanA kamIzana kATA aura mAla andara saplAI. peTa bigar3e to bigar3e, godAma meM kacarA gayA to gayA, jIbha ko to svAda milA. dalAla para apanA niyantraNa cAhie. mAlika yadi samajhadAra hai to dalAla se kyA mAla lenA? kitanA kamIzana denA? sabhI kA samucita nirNaya legA. isI prakAra yadi AtmA 549 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - meM upayoga kI jAgRti ho to vicAra karegA ki, mujhe kyA cIz2a lenA, kyA grahaNa karanA? kisa prakAra viveka se lenA? yadi viveka kA abhAva rahA to muzkila hai. jyAdAtara Apa hAspiTala meM rogI ko dekheMge. kisa prakAra ke rogI haiM. ve svAda ke lie khAte haiM. jo cIz2a Apa talakara ke khAyeMge, yAda rakhiye vaha vikAra utpanna karatI hai. zArIrika vyAdhi ko janma detI hai. isameM koI svAda nahIM rahatA. binA svAda ke Apa cAhe bhajiyA khAyeM, puDI khAyeM kacaurI khAyeM, mujhe Apa ke khAne se IrSyA nahIM. AcArya bhagavanta ko bhI aise dveSa nahIM. koI tiraskAra nahIM. unhoMne to sAtvika AhAra kA paricaya diyA ki AhAra kaisA ho. dAla roTI khA kara jIvana nikAla de. kabhI nukasAna nahIM karegA. pUrNa sAtvika hai, Apake peTa ko svIkAra hai, zarIra use svIkAra kara letA hai. usameM se rasa grahaNa karake Apako poSaNa detA hai parantu yadi Apa svAda ke lie khAyeMge? svAda ke. poSaNa kI vastu talI huI cIjoM se poSaNa kareMge to vaha zarIra ko bahuta jabaradasta hAni pahuMcAyegI. vaha svIkAra nahIM. bar3I khataranAka cIz2a hai parantu Adata roja talI huI cIjoM kI cAhie. yaha peTa meM gaisa paidA karegA. esiDiTI hogA, mandAgni paidA hogI. gaisa paidA karegA, jyAdA mAtrA meM khaTAsa yA masAlA liyA svAda degA. magara svAda byAja sahita vaha saba zarIra se vasUla kara legA. aise svAda pUrNa AhAra ko mujhe nahIM karanA. Ajakala eka moDarna phaizana nikalA hai. bahuta jabaradasta usakA pracAra kiyA jA rahA hai, zarIra kamajora ho jAtA hai. saMyoga kA abhAva pracAra kiyA jAtA hai ki tuma aMDe khAo, zakti milegI. proTIna milegA. maiM kahatA hUM usase to roga ko AmantraNa milegA. usameM aise jaharIle tatva hote haiM ki Aja ke DAkTaroM kA abhiprAya hai, videza ke DAkTaroM kA abhiprAya hai, ve soca kara nirNaya para Aye ki usameM aise viSaile aura jahara vAle tatva haiM jo hArTa aTaika utpanna karate haiM eka bAra kadAcit uttejanA de jAyeM. tAmasika vastuoM meM uttejanA jarUra hogI. kSaNika uttejanA hogI. parantu vaha uttejanA khatma hokara Apake lie mauta lekara AyegI. vaha hArTa aTaika utpanna karegI, isake andara meM eka khAsiyata hai, mAMsAhAra karanA. ghara meM jo bhojana banegA, usameM svAda milegA, zakti milegI, Tonika milegA, vaha bAhara hoTala ke bhojana meM nahIM milegA. Apa bhUla gaye hamAre hAthI ke andara kitanI bar3I zakti hai. zAkAhArI haiM, pUrNa sAtvika haiM, gajaba tAkata hai. hAthI ke andara jo zera ke andara nahIM, siha ke andara nahIM. siMha mAMsAhArI hai, utejanA hai, kSaNika Aveza hai parantu isake andara zakti kA abhAva hai. zakti milegI Apako hAthI meM. vaha sAtvika zakti hai Apane dekhA resa ke andara ghor3e daur3ate haiM. vaha zakti kahAM se AI? usa gati meM cetanA kahAM se AI? kaisI pracanDa zakti hAthI hai. ghoDe meM eka samAna zakti hotI hai bar3I drata gati hotI hai jarA bhI thakAvaTa 550 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI nahIM, thakAvaTa kA nAmonizAna nahIM, bar3I zakti hotI hai. pUrNa sAtvika hai,zAkAhArI thor3A bhI mAMsAhArI nahIM. Apane dekhA bijalI ko mApane kA mApa daNDa kyA hotA hai? horsa pAvara, kitanA hArsapAvara hai. zakti to sAtvikatA se hI prApta karanA hai. tAmasa kI zakti Apa paidA kara leM, kitanI utejanA phailegI. jitanI adhika mAtrA meM mAMsAhAra kA prayoga huA, jitanI adhika vastuoM kA galata istemAla karane lage, Apa dekhiye sAre jagata kA vAtAvaraNa dUSita aura kaluSita bana gayA. Apa ke mAnasika saMcAra para galata prabhAva par3A. usI kA yaha pariNAma. calate raste kisI kA khUna kara de. calate rAste hI Apase durvyavahAra karate haiM, kitanA gaz2aba kA sAhasa unake andara A gayA. ye tAmasika zaktiyoM kA viparIta pariNAma hai. pahale pUrva kAla ke andara bahuta alpa saMkhyA ke andara vaha bhI gAMva se dara chipa karake kadApi loga isakA sevana karate hoMge parantu khule rUpa meM to kabhI nahIM. Aja to sarakAra isakA vyApAra karatI hai. yahAM protsAhana detI hai, rAjya kA Azraya jisa ko mila jAye to phailane meM dera kyA? bahuta galata ho rahA hai, TI0vI0 para, reDiyo ke dvArA, pracAra ke dvArA, jinakI AMdhI hamArI saMskRti ke lie ghAtaka bana gaI. Ajakala eka phaizana bana gayA hai. yuvA jAte haiM. Drinka nahIM kiyA, agara nonabeja nahIM liyA, use mitra bartula meM bar3I ghRNA kI dRSTi se dekheMge isase bacane kI lAlasA meM dUSita banate haiM. yaha roga phira apane jIvana ko ghera letA hai aura sarvatra phailatA hai. jahAM taka sAtvika AhAra peTa meM nahIM jAyegA sAtvika vicAra kabhI paidA nahIM hogA isalie gItA ke andara tIna prakAra ke bhojana kA vibhAjana kiyA. ___ zrI kRSNa ne kahA-satva guNa vAlA AhAra sAdhaka AtmAoM ko lenA cAhie, nirdeza diyA hai tamoguNa kA AhAra sAdhanA ke andara bAdhaka hai aura yadi tamoguNa kA AhAra liyA gayA, sArI sAdhanA ko khatma kara degA. mUrchita kara degA. ApakI sArI pavitratA ko naSTa kara degA. gItA ke andara yaha ullekha hai. mujhe sAtvika guNa vAlA AhAra cAhie, rajoguNa vAlA AhAra nahIM. hamAre yahAM isIlie anDara grAuNDa vijITevalasa cAhe usameM pyAja ho lahasuna ho, AlU ho, gAjara ho, mUlI ho, ye jitane bhI vijITevala haiM ve adhika mAtrA meM Apako svAda jarUra deMge. parantu mAnasika vicAra vikRta karegeM. utejanAtmaka hoMge. ApakI kAmukatA ko jAhira kareMge. viSaya ko jAgRta kareMge aura dilo dimAga para uttejanA lekara AyeMge. kitane-kitane jIvoM kA vaha piNDa hotA hai. vahAM taka AlU ke andara, eka pyAja ke andara, ananta jIvoM kA pinDa hotA hai. eka suI ke noMka meM yadi AlU kA bhAga lete haiM ananta jIvoM kI virAdhanA hotI hai. kama se kama virAdhanA karake lAbha prApta karane ke lie hama isa jIvana ko TikAne kA prayatna karanA cAhiye. 551 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI - ___ lAbhAlAbha kI dRSTi se bahuta cIjeM khAne ke lie, peTa bharane ke lie haiM parantu AlU meM svAda hai, yaha nahIM mAlUma kitane jIvoM kI hatyA karane ke bAda. apanI rasanA indriya kI vAsanA ko tRpta karatA hUM. AlU, lahasuna, pyAja, gAjara, mUlI ye saba abhakSya vastu haiM, kucha aisI jo hamAre yahAM nahIM lI jAtI. sAtvika sAdhanA ke bandhana mAne gaye. ananta jIvoM kI hiMsA kA kAraNa mAnA gayA. zArIrika Arogya kI dRSTi se ghAta mAnA gayA. kyoMki uttejaka hai. viSaya ko jAgRta karane vAle haiM, isIlie sAdhu-sAdhvI ke lie sarvathA niSedha hai. yadi svAda poSaNa ke lie khAnA ho to bAta alaga hai parantu bhagavanta ke AjJA meM niSedha hai. hamAre yahAM hI nahIM vaidika paramparA, upaniSadoM aura purANoM meM isakA niSedha kiyA gayA ki sAtvika AhAra cAhie aura usakI maryAdA meM jo AhAra Ate haiM vaha khuzI se leM. kaise AhAra karanA usakA bhI viveka batalAyA hai. mAMsAhAra mAnava ke lie anukUla AhAra nahIM hai. zArIrika racanA bhI usa prakAra kI nahIM, mAMsa ko pacane meM kama se kama ATha ghanTe lagate haiM. jaba jAkarake vaha pacatA hai. hAjame ko bigAr3atA hai, vikRtaM banAtA hai. mAMsAhAra karate samaya mA~sa ko kitanA ubAlo to bhI usameM samurchima jIvoM kI utpatti mAnI gayI hai. usa garmI meM bhI ve nahIM marate ve utpanna hote haiM usake andara hI unakA adRzya bhAva se bAra-bAra janma maraNa calatA rahatA hai. zAkAhAra, zuddha vanaspati kA AhAra, sAr3he tIna ghanTe se cAra ghanTe meM pacatA hai. isIlie sAtvika AhAra kareM, mAMsAhAra kA parityAga kara deM. aNDA hArTa aTaika kA mukhya kAraNa hai. zarIra ApakA bar3ha jAyegA parantu andara se khokhalA ho jAyegA. kaI bAra khUna kI kamI hotI hai. khUna jaba pAnI banatA hai to zarIra meM sUjana A jAtI hai. phUle zarIra ko kaheM ki kyA masta pahalavAna hai, kyA bahAdura A rahA hai, calegA. vaha bImArI se pIr3ita hai. isI prakAra ye tAmasika bhojana karake kadAcit svayaM ko puSTa mAna leM. thoDe samaya ke liye yadi ApakA zarIra hRSTa puSTa bana gayA, paranta AtmA to bImAra ho jAegI, sArI sAdhanA durbala bana jAegI. ___bAhara se zarIra ko lAbha mile aura AtmA ko nukasAna pahuMce aisA kAma hama kyoM kareM. hamAre dAMtoM kI racanA dekhie. hamAre peTa kI racanA dekhiye, yaha sArI racanA zuddha, sAtvika AhAra ke lie hai. jo mAMsAhArI pazu haiM, unako Apa dekhie, unakI racanA ko dekhie. usa racanA meM bahuta bar3A antara hai. jAnate hue yadi hama isakA upayoga kareM to hamArA durbhAgya hai. bAhara ke dezoM meM to zAkAhAra kA Ama phaizana cala rahA hai. vijITeriyana sosAyaTI bana rahI hai. kacha varSa pahale landana meM eka sAtha cAlIsa hajAra zAkAhArI bane, sAmUhika rUpa se. mAMsAhAra kA bahiSkAra kara diyA ki ye insAna kI khurAka nahIM haiM. hamArA peTa koI kabrastAna nahIM ki roja lAkara mardo ko daphanAyA kareM kitane jIvoM kI hatyA karanI 552 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsur Gyanmandir -guruvANI par3atI hai. unake marate samaya unake darda ko dekhie. unakI AMkhoM ko dekhie. una pazuoM kA mA~sa khAkara yadi prasannatA manAeM, to ye nahIM socate ki yaha usakI mauta nahIM, yaha merI hI mauta hai. saMskRta ke andara mA~sa zabda ko yadi viparIta kareM to "samA" mAMsa zabda hai yadi ise viparIta kareM "samAM" jise maiM khA rahA hU~ to kala majhe khAne vAlA banegA. yaha prakati kA niyama hai. duniyA ke hareka dharma granthoM meM yaha nirdeza diyA gayA. bAibala jaise graMtha meM bhI lArDa krAisTa ne apanI dayAlutA kA paricaya diyA. musalamAnoM ke dharma granthoM meM bhI khudA ne kahA sArI prakRti kI racanA maiMne kI hai. vRkSa bhI maiMne banAe hai pazu, pakSI bhI merI racanA hai. ise nAza karane kA kisI ko koI adhikAra nahIM. paramAtmA kI racanA ko naSTa karanA ApakA adhikAra nahIM. isake lie jaba haja karane ko musalamAna jAte haiM to vanaspati ke vRkSa ko bhI hAtha nahIM lagAte. dAtUna karane ke lie dAtUna bhI nahIM tor3ate. yaha unakA niyama hotA hai. duniyA ke hareka dharma grantha ko Apa dekhie, Apako hara jagaha yaha ullekha milegA. ahiMsA kA jahAM bhI viSaya AegA, usake andara karuNA ko lekara ye nirdeza diyA gayA ki pazu pakSiyoM para bhI tuma dayA karanA. ye bhI dayA ke pAtra haiM Apake Azrita hai. pazuoM ke pAsa sivAya rudana ke aura kucha nahIM hai. apane darda ko bolane ke lie zabda bhI nahIM, kudarata kI itanI bar3I sajA unako milI hai. ___AhAra kI maryAdA meM yaha vizeSa dhyAna rakhanA cAhiye ki jisa kisI vastu meM padArtha meM enImalsa phUDasa ho, to kabhI prayoga nahIM karanA. bAhara ke biskuTa hote haiM, machalI kA ArA rahatA hai. TAnikoM ke nAma para kaI davAoM meM koDalIvara Ayala AtA hai. kaI aisI davAiyAM haiM jo pazu janya hai, unake aMga upAMga se vaha davA nirmita hotI hai. DAkTara se pUcha karake leM, usake vikalpa meM dUsarI davA milatI hai. ___ hama loga bhI davA lete haiM parantu pUcha lete haiM, agara DAkTara ne kaha diyA ki isameM doSa kI saMbhAvanA hai, use chor3a dete haiM. pUchate haiM isake vikalpa kI koI dUsarI davA hai? bahata sArI davA hai batalAeMge ki isakI jagaha yaha davA lIjie. yaha jarUrI nahIM ki eka hI davA kAma AegI. hamAre jIvana meM hareka kSetra meM Aja hiMsA ko Azraya de rahe hai, vaha galata hai. sauMdarya ke jitane bhI sAdhana haiM, ye saba kisa taraha se banAe jAte haiM. kitanI hiMsA hotI hai. pazuoM ke sAtha aisA bhayakara krUra vyavahAra kiyA jAtA hai. ki hama dekha nahIM sakate. yadi eka bAra Apa dekha leM to Apa kA hRdaya pighala jAegA. binA pravacana ke Apa pratijJA kara leMge ki jIvana meM kabhI inakA upayoga nahIM karanA. aisI kraratA se usakA nirmANa kiyA jAtA hai. ali 553 For Private And Personal Use Only

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D -guruvANI: hamArA saundarya to hamArA zIla hai. hamArA saundarya hamArA sadAcAra hai. hamArI pavitratA meM jIvana kA saundarya chipA hai, kyA galata Azraya liyA jAegA. isIlie AhAra kI maryAdA samajhate hue ye sArI bAteM Apa ke zarIra ke Arogya ke lie kahI. yadi Apa do catudarzI upavAsa karate hoM. gAMdhI jI jIvana paryanta isa niyama kA pAlana karate rahe. mahIne meM do bAra ve hamezA upavAsa karate. upavAsa bhI aisA nahIM ki dina ko aThAI aura rAta ko miThAI cale yA zarbata, ThaNDAI calatI ho. sivAya pAnI ke kisI vastu kA sevana nahIM, taba jAkara ke peTa ko vizrAma milatA hai. Apake zarIra ko Apake Arogya ko vaha lAbha dene vAlA banatA hai. isIlie Ayurveda meM kahA hai: laMghanam patthyauSadham ajIrNa meM laMghana sabase bar3I davA hai. sArI bImAriyoM kI rAmabANa davA-upavAsa. khAne vAle vyakti hI bImAra paDeMge. upavAsa karane vAlA vyakti bImAra nahIM paDegA. vaha mauta ke pAsa jaldI nahIM jAegA. tathA ajIrNe abhojanamiti jaba-jaba ajIrNa apaca ho jAya to bhojana kA tyAga kareM, AhAra pavitra cAhiye, sAtvika cAhiye, AhAra kI vikRti jIvana ko kaise dUSita karatI hai, isa viSaya para eka sundara prasaMga AtA hai: koI maharSi bahuta dUra jaMgala meM apanI sAdhanA kara rahe the. vahAM ke rAjA jaMgala meM nikala gaye. zikAra ke lie Aye the aura bhaTaka gaye. ekAnta meM rahane vAle muni ke Azrama meM pahace. jagata ke bAdazAha kisI kI paravAha hI nahIM. vaidika paramparA meM vaizeSika paramparA ke kartA, kaNAda RSi hae haiM. jaMgala meM rahate koI vyakti roTI de gayA to nirvAha kara liyA. kisI kI paravAha nahIM. vahAM ke rAjA ko mAlUma thA ki ye camatkArI RSi haiM. inake pAsa kucha na kucha upalabdha hai. jaMgala meM rahate eka kaupIna pahane hue, na to zahara meM Ate, na kisI se paricaya karate. ekAnta paricaya paramAtmA se. jagata se paricaya karake kyA karanA? isa paricaya se kyA milegA? vahAM kA rAjA ekAnta meM rahane vAle kaNAda RSi ke darzana ke lie gayA. namaskAra karake kahA-bhagavan, mere yogya koI sevA ho to kahie. Apa kaheM to ApakA Azrama sundara banA dUM. Apa Adeza deM to sundara bagIcA lagAvA dUM. santa ne mauna rakhA. rAjA samajha gayA, kadAcit ye saMkoca vaza svIkAra nahIM karate hoM. eka dina gAr3I bharake sAdhana, sAmAna le gayA. RSi ke caraNoM meM nivedana kiyA bhagavan / Adeza deM. ye saba sAmAna Apake liye lAyA hUM. ___RSi ne kahA-kisI bhikhArI ko de deM, mujhe nahIM cAhie. maiM samrATa hUM, mere andara 554 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: kAkAha. koI yAcanA hai hI nahIM. eka dina rAtri ke samaya rAjA AyA. ekAnta meM Akara RSi ke caraNoM meM girA aura kaNAda RSi se kahA mujhe AzIrvAda dIjie. kisa bAta kA? rAjya ke andara Arthika paristhiti eka samasyA banI hai. mere saMtAna nahIM hai, aulAda kI cintA hai. rAjya ke pIche kyA? mere pIche kyA? kaNAda RSi ne kahA-cala-cala yahAM se uTha. aise bhikhAriyoM ko maiM AzIrvAda nahIM detA. bhikhArI maiM yA tU. gAr3I bhara karake mere liye lAyA. kapar3e le AyA, sonA mohara le AyA, bartana le AyA. maiMne tujhase kucha mAMgA. tU mere pAsa mAMgane AyA. aise bhikhAriyoM ke lie AzIrvAda nahIM hotA. yahAM to mahAna samrAToM ke sAtha paricaya kiyA jAtA hai, AzIrvAda diyA jAtA hai, jo AtmA kI carcA le karake Ae. Atma cintana lekara ke Aye, jo paramAtmA banane kI bAta karane Aye, unako AzIrvAda diyA jAtA hai apanI sAdhanA meM saphala baneM. merA AzIrvAda luTAne ke lie nahIM hai. rAjA ko akla A gaI. RSi jaMgala meM the, svayaM ke samrATa the, rAjA jaba zikAra ke liye gayA, rAstA bhaTaka gayA. bar3I gajaba kI pyAsa lagI. mauta dikha rahI thI. kaNAda RSi ke Azrama meM gayA aura kahA bhagavan prANa jA rahe haiM mujhe pAnI de deM. RSi ke yahAM, eka sadAcArI mahAna saMnyAsI AtmA. use jaba usa AtmA se pAnI pIne ko milA to use amRta jaisA lagA. bar3A svAdapUrNa pAnI pIne ke bAda usake mana meM aisA vairAgya lagA ki aisA jIvana apane ko mila jAye to apanA jIvana dhanya ho jAye, ye vicAra rAjA meM paidA hue, Azrama kA mAtra pAnI piyA aura usa paramANu ne usake hRdaya meM aise vicAroM ko janma diyA. rAjA ne viveka pUrvaka nivedana kiyA ki bhagavana, Apane mujhe prANa diyA bahuta bar3A upakAra kiyA. kabhI mere rAjamahala meM padhAreM, parivAra ko bhI Apake pravacana kA lAbha mile, bahuta Agraha kiyA, prema kA Agraha thA, muni ne svIkAra kiyA. ___ eka dina sAyaM ghUmate phirate sanyAsI ke mana meM AyA Aja calUM, rAjA ne mujhe bulAyA hai, AmantraNa diyA hai, gaye vahAM to SaTrasa bhojana. rAjamahala meM gaye. vahAM kA sArA vAtAvaraNa to Apa jAnate haiM azuddha. bhojana ke lie baiThA baDI sundara sAmagrI bhojana kiyA. peTa meM pAyajana gayA. vikAra utpanna huA rAjA kI rAja kanyA sAmane baiThI thI. javAna solaha varSa kI. usa para sanyAsI kI dRSTi gaI. mana meM pApa kA praveza huA. varSoM kI sAdhanA eka kSaNa meM sApha. rAjA ko bar3A vizvAsa, sAdhu para vizvAsa nahIM to avizvAsa kahAM se Ae. ye hamAre niSkAma mitra, mujhe nayA jIvana aura prANa dene vAle mujhe rAstA batalAne vAle aisI AtmA dvAra para praveza huA, merA jIvana dhanya ho gayA. sonA mohara unheM de diyA jAte samaya pUchA bhagavan ! mere lAyaka koI sevA kArya, rAjA ke ghara kA anAja gayA na jAne kaisA dUSita tatva thA. mana vikAra se bharA thA. rAjakanyA paradaSTi gaI. 555 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI a98 unhoMne kahA rAjan ! aura mujhe kucha nahIM cAhie, paropakAra kI bhAvanA se tumheM sUcana karatA hUM. tumhArI rAjakanyA viSakanyA hai, tumhAre ghara ko barabAda kara degI. rAjya sApha ho jAyegA, jahAM jAyegI usa parivAra kA bhI nAza kara DAlegI. ise ghara meM rakhane jaisA nahIM. rAjA ke kAna kacce hote haiM. pUchA-bhagavan! isakA koI upAya hai? tumhAre rAja mahala ke pAsa nadI bahatI hai. jo sIdhI Azrama taka jAtI thI. keloM ke vRkSa kA eka aisA sundara sAdhana banavAo nAva jaisA. usapara isa rAja kanyA ko baiThA do. AbhUSaNoM se sajjita karake ise antima vidAI de do, phira jaisA isakA bhAgya hogA, vahAM pahuMca jAyegI. tumhArI tarapha se kanyA ko nukasAna nahIM pahuMcegA. Aja rAtri ke samaya candra ke prakAza meM le jAkara ke nadI meM bahA denA. kanyA DUbegI bhI nahIM. bahate-bahate jahAM isakA bhAgya hogA vahAM pahuMca jAyegI. rAjA ne kahA - bhagavana! jaisA ApakA Adeza hogA, vaisA hI hogA. Azrama pahuMcakara svAmI jI ne apane ziSyoM se kahA Aja se canDikA devI kI sAdhanA karane vAlA hUM. rAtri meM canDikA devI ati prasanna hoMgI. isa nadI se AyeMgI. eka dIpaka jala rahA hogA. tuma jAkara usa peTI ko le AnA. vaha banda peTI lA karake mere rUma meM rakha denA phira mere rUma meM jhAMkakara mata dekhanA. rone kI cillAne kI AvAja Aye, vaha to devI hai. devI kA prakopa hai, devI ke aneka prakAra ke rUpa hote haiM. ho sakatA hai, andara rudana kare, tumheM AkarSita karane ke lie. yadi jhAMkakara dekhA to tuma sApha ho jAoge. ziSya ne vicAra kiyA ki Aja guru kI sAdhanA siddha hone vAlI hai. jo guru ne kahA vaha jarUra satya hogA. becAre rAtri meM nadI ke kinAre paharA dete rahe, rAjA ne jaisA svAmI ne kahA thA, usI taraha peTI bahA dI. becArI rAja kanyA kyA bole. bahuta bar3I peTI thI. AbhUSaNoM se sajAkara andara DAla diyA. peTI bahakara ke nadI meM jA rahI thI, barobara ziSyoM ne dekhA, bAta to sahI hai parantu rAste meM lakar3I kATane vAle vyakti jaMgala meM hI baiThe the. bahuta rAta hone se vahIM raha gaye ki subaha gAMva meM jAkara lakar3I beca deMge. jaMgala meM usI dina eka bahuta bar3A rIcha pakar3A thA. DorI se bAMdhakara use pakar3A thA. kisI madArI ko de deMge, kucha rupayA mila jAyegA lakar3I kATane vAle jaba rasoI pakA karake bhojana kara rahe the, unhoMne dekhA ki nadI meM kyA bahatI jA rahI hai. cAndanI rAta thI, andara dIpaka jala rahA thA. jaMgala meM rahane vAle to bar3e sAhasI hote the chalAMga lagAkara use nikAla lAye. peTI kholakara jaba dekhA to rAjakanyA ne sArI bAta samajhAI. mukhiyA ne kahA-beTI jarA bhI cintA mata karanA. hamAre gAMva ke eka vratadhArI yuvaka hai, koI santAna nahIM hai. hama tumheM vahAM sauMpa deMge tuma nizcinta raho, mana meM vicAra kiyA aise duSTa durAcArI saMnyAsI ko zikSA denI cAhie. 556 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI sa vaha sAdhu nahIM zaitAna hai. kudarata ne aisA sundara saMyoga diyA. rIcha ko andara DAla diyA aura rassI khola dI. rIcha pUre dina kA bhUkhA bar3e gusse meM AyA huA. celoM ne dekhA guru mahArAja kA vAkya kitanA satya. bhaviSyavANI kI thI rAtri meM devI AyegI. sAkSAt devI AI. vaha peTI le Aye. lAkara rUma meM rakha diyA. bAhara se jhopar3I banda kara dI. guru ne garjakara kahA ziSyoM, yadi mere Azrama meM jhAMkakara dekhA to sarvanAza ho jAyegA, jalakara bhasma ho jAoge. celoM ne kahA guru mahArAja Apa vizvAsa rakhiye, ApakI AjJA kA jarA bhI ullaMghana nahIM hogA. viSayoM meM lipta saMnyAsI meM aisI vikRti AI. jaise hI tAlA kholA, AliMgana karane gayA. andhakAra thA kyA mAlUma. usa andhakAra meM kAlA rIcha kyA najara Aye. AliMgana karane gayA, rIcha ko gussA AyA huA thA. becArA bhUkhe pyAse rIcha kA gardana para nakha lagA. bhUkhe rIcha ne svAmI ke zarIra ko nocanA zurU kiyA. svAmIjI bhaya se ziSyoM ko bulAne lage "daur3o maiM mara rahA hUM." ziSyoM ne socA jaba guru kI yaha hAlata hai to hamArI kyA hAlata hogI? isase acchA hai usake hI balidAna se devI tRpta ho jAyeM. ziSya tamAzA dekhate rahe. guru ke prANa pakherU cale gaye. kaviyoM ne bar3I sundara kalpanA kI apane jIvana kA saMyama isameM chipAkara kahA-azuddha AhAra kA yahI pariNAma. vaha vikAra utpanna karegA. vikAra vinAza ko le karake AyegA. kabhI aisA azuddha AhAra nahIM karanA. ___ "laulya tyAgaH" dUsare sUtra dvArA batalAyA, lolupatA kA tyAga, AhAra karate samaya usakI vAsanA nahIM honI cAhie. ati mAtrA meM AhAra karanA pazutA kA lakSaNa mAnA gayA hai. ati mAtrA meM AhAra karane vAlA vyakti prAyaH tiryaka gati meM jAtA hai kyoMki usase viSaya meM uttejanA milatI hai. ArAdhanA meM virAdhanA karane vAlA banatA hai. mana pApa se grasita banatA hai, ina dUSaNoM meM bacane ke liye AhAra meM saMyama cAhiye. kaI bAra zarIra ke sahayoga ke abhAva meM bhI mana kI vAsanA baDA nakasAna karatI hai. AhAra meM lolupatA nahIM. jaise milA jisa prakAra kA milA, peTa bharanA hai, bhara liyA. mahAna cintana karane vAle vyakti kabhI AhAra para Asakti nahIM rakhate. TAlasTAya mahAna sAhityakAra thA, sAhitya ke andara DUbA rahatA, likhane meM pAgala bana jAtA. kaI bAra unakI strI bhojana lAkara rakha detI, unheM patA hI nahIM calatA. ThanDA ho jAtA, khAnA khA liyA. sAdhu puruSoM kA AhAra bhI aisA hai. phikra kA phAkA kare bole vacana gaMbhIra. binA svAda bhojana kare tAko nAma phakIra. bhojana meM svAda nahIM cAhie, zarIra kA rakSaNa cAhie. mokSa kI ArAdhanA ke lie sAdhu AhAra karate haiM aura koI prayojana nahIM. TAlasTAya Tebala para bhojana karane ke lie baiThA RA 557 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI thA, sAtha meM pAMca sAta sAthI baiThe the. jo unake sAthI the, unake sAtha kisI carcA kI gaharAI meM utara gaye. unakI patnI ne rasoI lAkara rakha dI. ghanTA nikalA, do ghanTe nikale, tIna nikale, bhojana par3A thA bAtoM meM laga gaye. jJAnAmRtama bhojanama jJAna kA bhojana cala rahA hai, kisI viSaya para carcA cala rahI hai. unakI strI andara se AI durvAsA RSi kA dUsarA rUpa thI. svabhAva kI krUra thI. Ate hI barasanA zuru kara diyA. kahA-tuma ko kisane vidvAna banAyA hai? mahAna mAnA hai? tuma to pahale nambara ke mUrkha ho. itanI bhI akla nahIM rasoI tIna ghanTe se par3I hai aura ThanDI ho gaI. to bhI tumako gapa mArane se phurasata nahIM. dasa AdamiyoM ke bIca itanA apamAna kara diyA. sabhI vyaktiyoM ko phaTakAra diyA ki kyA samajha kara tuma yahAM para A gaye. kala ye bImAra par3eMge, tuma sevA karane Aoge? sevA to mujhe karanI paDegI. tIna ghanTA ho gayA. rasoI ThanDI ho gaI aura tuma loga isa taraha se pAgalapana kI bAteM karate ho, na bolane jaisA zabda bola gaI. TAlasTAya ne sAthiyoM se kSamA mAMgI aura kahA-yaha mujhe samatA kA pATha sikhAne vAlI hai. merI sabase bar3I adhyApikA hai. mere jIvana meM kitane hI prasaMga Aye parantu maiM hamezA bacatA rahA. svayaM ko zAnta karatA rahA. mere nimitta se tumako sunanA par3A. mujhe mApha karanA. vaha strI aba bhI baka rahI thI ki rasoI ThanDI ho gaI. kyA khAoge? kyA svAda milegA? kyA tumhAre zarIra ko Arogya dene vAlA yaha bhojana hai? TAlasTAya ne kucha nahIM kiyA, uThakara ke apanI strI ke mAthe para thAlI rakha dI. strI ne kahA yaha kyA pAgalapana kara rahe ho? pAgalapana nahIM itanA sundara hITara hai? abhI saba khAnA garma ho jAyegA. pUrA vAtAvaraNa haMsI meM badala diyA ki sArI garmI khAne meM A jAyegI aura khAne meM svAda A jAyegA. krodha se bacane kA kitanA sarala upAya nikala AyA, parivAra ke andara kabhI aisI azAnti kA nimitta A jAye to sAIDa ve nikAla lenA. ___ mahArASTra meM eka santa tukArAma huye. unake ghara meM bhI gharavAlI sAkSAta durgA devI thI parantu use bhI nibhA lete the. ghara meM gRha lakSmI hai, bhale hI use durgA devI kahe, samajhadAra bhI hotI haiM. yauvanAvasthA meM sAdhu dIkSA lekara ke gAMva meM pahuMce. jaba bhikSA lene ghara pahuMce to dharma lAbha kahakara ghara meM praveza kiyA. ghara meM rahane vAlI gRha lakSmI, sAdhu ko dekhakara bar3I prasanna huyI. AhAra dene ke bAda bolI-mahArAja bahuta jaldI A gaye.. sAsa sasura baiThe ArAma kara rahe the, uThe taka nahIM ve baiThe-baiThe mana meM vicAra kara rahe hai ki-bahU meM jarA bhI akla nahIM. dina kA eka baja rahA hai aura kahatI hai. bahuta jaldI A gaye. 558 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI / muni rAja ne javAba diyA-bahana maiMne apanA samaya nahIM dekhA. binA ghar3I dekhe hI A gayA. mujhe mAlUma hai. muni rAja ne samajha liyA bahU bahuta jAnakAra hai, samajhadAra hai. munirAja ne prazna kiyA-bahU terI kitanI umra hai? "mahArAja merI umra pAMca varSa kI hai." bAteM sunakara sAsa sasura vicAra meM par3a gaye ki aThAraha varSa kI ho gaI aura svayaM ko pAMca varSa kI kahatI hai. muni rAja ne phira prazna kiyA.-"bahana tuma tAjA khAtI ho yA bAsI?" "mahArAja tAjA to mere bhAgya meM likhA hI nahIM, jaba se yahAM AI hUM. bAsI hI khAtI hUM." bahU ne uttara diyA. sAsa ko aura jyAdA gussA AyA ki dina meM tIna samaya garma khAtI hai aura ghara ko badanAma karatI hai ki bAsI khAtI hUM mani rAja ne jAte jAte phira prazna kiyA "tamhAre sAsa sasura ghara ke baDe haiM yA nahIM?" bahU ne kahA - "mahArAja ve to kabhI ke mara cuke haiM khatma ho gaye." sAsa sasura vahAM gusse meM lAla pIle ho gaye. kaisI DAkina AI? abhI to maiM jindA haM aura jinde ko hI mAra rahI hai. jaise hI munirAja gae, ye garmI meM Aye aura sAsa ne dhamakAyA. "kyA bolatI hai? bolane meM viveka hai? lAja zarma hai?" bahU kucha nahIM bolI. bar3I gambhIra rahI. kahA-"ina sAre praznoM ko javAba Apako guru mahArAja deMge." ___ sAsa sasura daur3ate hue munirAja ke pAsa gaye aura muni rAja se pUchA ki ApakI bAtoM kA maiM rahasya nahIM samajha pAyA. kyA bAteM thIM? munirAja ne kahA-are tumhArI bahU to bar3I samajhadAra hai. gRhalakSmI hai. pUre ghara ko ujAlA dene vAlI hai. mere Ate hI unhoMne prazna kiyA mahArAja jaldI Aye arthAta bAlyAvasthA meM hI sAdhu bana gaye. usane kahA-isa choTI umra meM saMsAra dekhA hI nahIM. isa choTI umra meM sIdhe hI A gaye. ___ maiMne vahI javAba diyA jo denA thA. mauta kI ghar3I dekhI hI nahIM. kaba mauta A jAye usase pahale hI nikalanA acchA hai. Apa kisI jagaha para kameTI meM ho, maimbara hoM, TrasTI hoM, Apako ye mAlUma par3a jAye ki yahAM beImAnI se nikAleMge. mere Upara Aropa lagegA. Apa agara hoziyAra haiM to kyA kareMge? pahale se hI rijAina dekara bAIjjata nikala jAyeMge. beIjjatI se to bA-ijjata nikalanA acchA. saMsAra meM jitane bhI Aye haiM vo beIjjatI se to jAyeMge hI. audhA pAMva karake Apako daravAje se nikAleMge. jabaradastI nikAleMge isase acchA hai hama pahale hI samajhadArI kA upayoga kara ghara se bAIjjata tyAgapatra dekara ke A gaye. 559 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI munirAja ne kahA-hama to bAIjjata nikala gaye. mauta kI ghar3I dekhI hI nahIM, maiMne Aga pUchA-bahana tU tAjA khAtI hai yA bAsI. kyA sundara javAba diyA pUrva kI kamAI karake AI ha, bAsI khA rahI hUM. bAsI puNya kA bhoga kara rahI haiM. naI kamAI to kucha hotI nahIM. dAna punya to mere hAtha se hotA nahIM kyoMki cAbI to sAsa sasura ke pAsa hai. ____ mahArAja ne isase Age Apane eka prazna kiyA thA ki sAsa sasura jindA haiM yA mara gaye. baha ne satya kaha diyA ki mandira jAye nahIM, dAna punya kareM nahIM, khA pIkara jIvana pUrA kareM pazu kI taraha, AdhyAtmika bhASA meM una AtmAoM ko marA huA mAnA hai. jo AtmA dharma kriyA se zUnya ho, paropakAra se zUnya ho, vyavahAra kI sArI pravRtti se jinakA jIvana zUnya ho, ve jIvita bhI mRta samAna haiM, pazu tulya haiM. maiMne to jo bAta thI kaha dI aura bahU ne bhI bar3I saccI bAta batalAI. yaha to Apako soMcanA hai, mana ko TaTolakara ke dekha leM ki maiM jIvita hUM yA marA huA hUM yahAM to AhAra kI lolupatA ke parityAga kA Adeza diyA, paryuSaNa jIvana kA mahAmitra hai. ATha dina jIvana ke aise nikale, pahalI pratijJA ATha dina meM bolUMgA. isakA prayoga karake dekhie. AtmA ko bar3I zAnti, bar3A santoSa milegA. ATha dina taka pApa nahIM karUMgA. bhale hI koI gAlI de jAye, hRdaya se use dhanyavAda dUMgA. dharma kI kasauTI hai Apa mauna rakhie. kaisA bhI azubha nimitta A jAye, pApa nahIM karanA. mahAvIra kA Adarza apane jIvana ke andara pratiSThita kareM. ATha dina mauna rakhane kA prayAsa karie. AhAra kI maryAdA cAhe kaisI bhI paristhiti kyoM na A jAye, ATha dina rAtri bhojana nahIM karUMgA, yaha AdhyAtmika sattA hai. Aye dina jhUTha nahIM bolanA, brahmacarya kA pAlana karUMgA, rAtri bhojana nahIM karUMgA. ekAsana karUMgA. do TAima AhAra lUMgA parantu rAtri bhojana nahIM. dharma pravacana ekAgratA se sunaMgA. mahAvIra ke sAre prasaMga isameM AyeMge. unake pUrva bhava kA sArA paricaya sunane ko milegA. dharma kriyA dvArA pApa kA pazcAtApa karUMgA. pApa se pratikAra kI zakti paidA karUMgA. ATha dina meM karake dekhie. aisA nahIM ki muMha meM pAna dabAyA aura Akara baiTha gaye. muMha kI phaikTarI cAlU rahatI hai. kama se kama yahAM Aye taba taka to har3atAla rakhie. yaha dhArmika sthala kI maryAdA hai. ATha dina ApakA jIvana prema kA maMdira bana jAye. mahAvIra kA Adarza Apake jIvana meM dikhane laga jAye, taba to bar3A santoSa hogA. ki mujhe merI majadUrI kA pUrA naphA mila gayA. merA ATha dina kA zrama saphala ho gayA. AhAra kI pavitratA para cintana cala rahA hai. tIsarA sUtra isameM batalAyA. "tathA sAtmyataH kAlamojanamiti" 560 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI nizcita samaya para bhojana karanA auSadhI jaisA kAma karatA hai. aisA nizcita samaya para bhojana na karanA jaise Aja dasa baje khAye, kala gyAraha baje, parasoM eka baje khAye. dukAna meM baiThe haiM, grAhaka haiM, to cAra baje khA liyA. aise meM Arogya ko nukasAna pahuMcegA. bhojana kaise karanA yaha prakriyA batalAU~gA. bahuta sAre AdamiyoM ko bhojana karanA AtA hI nahIM, bhojana pUrI taraha cabAkara ke karanA. battIsa kavala AhAra puruSoM kI maryAdA batalAI hai. battIsa kavala meM hI tRpti milanI cAhie. AhAra ke bAda UnodarI honI cAhie. vaha bhI tapa kA hI eka prakAra hai. bahuta se AdamiyoM kI Adata hai ki AhAra karane bAda aura pAnI pI liyA parantu Ayurveda kahatA hai. "bhojanAnte viSam vAri" vAri kA artha hotA hai jala. bhojana ke anta meM yadi pAnI pIeMge to vaha jahara kA kAma karegA. Ayurveda manA karatA hai. usase gaisa Trabala hotA hai, jisase sArI vyAdhi janma letI hai. "bhojane madhyamaM amRtam bhojana ke madhya meM thor3A sA pAnI pInA cAhie. antima meM mukha zuddhi karake eka cUMTa pAnI pInA cAhie. vaha amRta kI taraha hotA hai, bhojana ko supAcya banAtA hai. bhojana ke eka do ghanTA bAda peTa bharake pAnI pInA cAhie. ApakI antarvyavsthA sApha rahegI. prasannatA rahegI. AhAra bahuta jaldI supAcya bana jAyegA. ye bhojana ke niyama haiM. bahuta se AdamiyoM kI Adata hai, bhojana kiyA aura so gaye, Ayurveda kahatA hai: "bhojanAnte zatapadam gacchet" bhojana ke bAda kama se kama sau kadama calanA cAhie. thor3A bahuta cale aura usake bAda vizrAnti le. cIjeM ApakI haiM aura maiM batalA rahA hUM. aisI bahuta sI bAteM haiM. bhojana karane kA tarIkA batalAUMgA jo binA paise kI davA hai. jarA sA prayoga karie aura phira dekhie, Apako kabhI davA nahIM lenI par3egI. bhojana karane kI jo vyavasthA hai. AryapraNAlI hai. hamArI paramparA, hamArI saMskRti hai. Apa jo bhojana karane DAyaniMga Tebala para baiThate haiM, yaha ucita nahIM. yaha Apake svAsthaya ke lie bilkula pratikUla hai. hamAre yahAM jamIna para Asana lagAkara merUdaNDa sIdhA rakhakara bhojana karanA svAsthya ke liye anukUla mAnA gayA. bhojana karate samaya merUdaNDa bilkula sIdhA ho, bar3I prasannatA se bhojana kareM. kaise bhojana kareM? usameM ruci kaise paidA ho? isake liye kahA hai ki paramAtmA ke upakAra kA smaraNa karake, prabhukIrtana karake, bhojana kare vaha dharma bhojana banatA hai. upakArI AtmA kA smaraNa kiyA jAtA hai, dekara ke bhojana kare, khilA karake khAye, vaha amata banatA hai. isI Asana meM baiThe tAki vaha bhojana ko bahuta jaldI supAcya karatA hai. DAyaniMga Tebala para baiThakara ke khAnA, yaha pazcimI sabhyatA 561 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI meM zArIrika vikAra kA kAraNa hai. unakI AhAra kI paddhati alaga hai AhAra kA tarIkA alaga hai. hamAre yahAM kI paddhati aura paramparA alaga hai. ___Aja samaya ho cukA. kala isa viSaya meM bahuta sundara tarIke se samajhAUMgA paryuSaNa parva tAki paryuSaNa ke ATha dina prasannatA se vyatIta hoM. ATha dina kama se kama mAtA evaM bahanoM se yaha icchA rakhatA hUM ki lolupatA kA tyAga kareM. ___ mAtAoM kA saMskAra parivAra para par3atA hai. ApakA nirmANa mAtAoM ke dvArA hotA hai. hema candrasUri, vijayahIra sUri ye saba mahApuruSa kahAM se paidA hue? mAtAoM ke saMskAra se. hama logoM meM ye bhAva kahAM se AyA? mAtAoM ke kAraNa, mandira nahIM gaye to pUchate tilaka lagA kara nahIM Aye? cAya yAda AI, bhagavAna yAda nahIM Aye. zarma se muMha nIcA kiye jAtA hai. Aja pUchane vAle haiM. koI subaha zAma yadi mAtAoM-pitAoM ko namaskAra nahIM kiyA to ghara meM pUchane vAle hote kyoM bhAI namaskAra nahIM kiyA? jaMgalI ho, itanA kahanA hamAre lie maraNa ho jAtA. ___ ghara meM bar3oM ko namaskAra karanA, apanA vinaya kabhI nahIM chor3anA. yaha apanI kulInatA apanI khAnadAnI hai, mahAjana kauma kI eka vizeSatA hai ki unake andara najara AnA cAhie. ye sAre saMskAra dene vAlI mAtAeM haiM. unakI preraNA se ye cIjeM AtI haiM. agara mAtAeM upekSA kareMgI to bAlaka Age calakara kyA baneMge? hAlAta kyA hogI? agara bAlaka meM saMskAra nahIM diyA to hAlAta bigaDa jAyeMge. seTha maphatalAla lakhanaU bArAta meM jA rahe the, dillI se jAnA thA. navAboM kA jamAnA. maphatalAla bAlyakAla se hI khelane kUdane meM rahe. ghara ke saMskAra mile nahIM. bar3e hue to kamAne meM rahe. ghara meM aisI samasyA haI, maphatalAla ke bAla bacce to the. baDe meM saMskAra kA abhAva to baccoM meM kahAM se saMskAra Aye? lakhanaU zAdI meM jAnA jarUrI thA. mana meM socA bArAta meM jAnA to jarA navAbI ThATha se jAnA. jarA zAna zaukata se jAnA. ghara meM pahanane ko kapar3e nahIM. dekhA ki kurtA to hai pAyajAmA nahIM hai. pAyajAmA bhI nayA honA cAhie. aisA nahIM Upara se pUrNimA aura nIce se amAvasa. pAyajAmA purAnA phaTA huA aura Upara eka dama nayA kurtA. becAre bar3I muzkila se bAjAra se kapar3A lekara darjI ke pAsa gaye. darjI kAma meM itane vyasta, kahA-maphatalAla aura saba ho sakatA hai magara yaha bAta mata karo. hamAre pAsa itanA samaya nahIM ki tumhArA pAyajAmA sIeM. bahuta ArDara AyA huA par3A hai. par3osa meM eka darjI mila gayA. kahA-jo mAMgegA usase eka rupayA jyAdA dUMgA. Aja rAta kI gAr3I se bArAta meM jAnA hai, ghanTe bhara meM pAyajAmA sIde. darjI ke yahAM bhI itanA kAma. mApa liyA aura lar3akoM ko sIne ke lie diyA. T 562 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI - lar3akA nayA nayA sIkhA thA, lar3ake ne sI DAlA. zAma ke samaya dukAna se Aye maphatalAla ne kahA merA pAyajAmA? kahA-sI diyA hai. taiyAra thA, pakar3A diyA. becAre gae. ghara para nahA dhokara socA ki pAyajAmA pahanUM, pAyajAmA pAMva se bhI cAra aMgula lambA. mana meM vicAra karane laga gaye, dukAna jAUM to dukAna banda aura subaha cha: baje to lakhanaU jAnA hai. aura pAyajAmA agara aise hI pahanUM to bar3A behUdA dikhatA hai. usase bUTa bhI jAye pAMva bhI Dhaka jAye aura jamIna meM binA paisA kA jhADUM bhI laga jAye itanA lambA. gharavAlI se kahA-kama se kama tU merA pAyajAmA to sI de. ghara meM saMskAra kA abhAva. gharavAlI ne kahA sAre dina majadUrI karUM. rAta ko bhI ArAma nahIM. kaisA ghara milA haiM? cUlhA jhADU karUM, baccoM ko taiyAra karUM, rAta ko kahatA hai merA pAyajAmA phAr3a kara ke sI. mere se nahIM hotA. maphatalAla cupa raha gaye. bar3I baccI thI, usase kahA-beTI cAra aMgula phADake merA pAyajAmA sI de. ajI Apako mAlUma nahIM? kala se merI parIkSA zurU ho rahI hai. maiM apanI sTaDI karUM yA ApakA pAyajAmA sItI phirUM? dUsare bacce ko uThAyA usane kahA mujhe nIMda AtI hai. mujhe nahIM sInA hai tIna cAra baccoM ne eka sAtha javAba de diyA. saMskAra ke abhAva meM yahI pariNAma AyegA. maphatalAla becAre rUma bandakara ke baiTha gaye aura socA subaha cha: baje jAnA hai. cAra aMgula mApa karake apane hAtha se hI kATA. dhIme-use sI kara ke laTakA diyA. maphatalAla to so gaye, gharavAlI rAta ke bAraha baje jAgI. socA pati to mere hI haiM, behajjatI to mere ghara kI hI hogI aura itanA dhyAna bhI na rakhanA to galata bAta hai usane pAyajAmA liyA, cAra aMgula phAMDA, sIyA aura dhara diyA. rAta ko tIna baje baccI par3hane ke lie uThI, socA pitA to mere haiM, zAdI meM jAyeMge, phajItA to mere bApa kA hogA. usane bhI cAra aMgula phAr3A aura sIkara rakha diyA. tInoM cAroM baccoM ne saba kAma kara diyA. pUrI AjJA kA pAlana kiyA. subaha becAre maphatalAla uThe snAna karake Aye to vaha pAyajAmA anDara vIyara bana gayA thA. merA kahanA ki jo AtmA dharma saMskAra se zUnya hogI to yaha pariNAma AyegA. saMskAra to mAtAoM kI dena hai ki bacce kI dinacaryA kaisI hai? usake mitra kaise haiM? ye saba kucha dhyAna rakhane kI unakI naitika javAbadArI hai. kala isa para vicAra kareMge. AhAra ke andara to bahuta rahasya chipA hai. paryuSaNa-parva para bhI kala paricaya prApta kareMge. paryuSaNa kI ArAdhanA kaisI karanI? vaha bhI samajhAyeMge. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM sarvakalyANakAraNam pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" 563 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: paryuSaNa kI sAdhanA AcArya bhagavanta zrI harabhadra sUri jI mahArAja ne dharma bindu grantha ke dvArA Atma sAdhanA kA eka apUrva cintana diyA hai. sAdhanA kI bhUmikA kisa prakAra kI honI cAhie. kisa prakAra sAdhanA saphala ho. usakI bhUmikA kA paricaya diyA. hamezA yadi AhAra kI zuddhi rahI to sAdhanA meM siddhi avazya milane vAlI hai. AhAra kA vicAra ke sAtha bar3A nikaTa kA sambandha hai. isI sambandha ko lekara ke sUtroM ke dvArA AhAra kA paricaya diyA ki samyaka AhAra honA cAhie __ AtmA ke andara anAdi ananta kAla se AhAra kI eka saMjJA rahI hai. jaina dRSTi koNa se kahA gayA ki jaba bhI koI AtmA zarIra chor3a kara ke jAye aura utpatti sthAna para sarvaprathama vaha jIva AhAra grahaNa karatA hai. AhAra prApti ke dvArA, yaha anAdi ananta kAla kA saMskAra hai. saMskAra ko lekara ke sAdhanA ke kSetra meM bhI AhAra ke mAdhyama se svAda kA poSaNa kiyA jAye to vaha svAda sAdhanA meM bAdhaka banegA. vyakti AhAra ke andara svAda grahaNa karane kI lAlasA rakhatA hai. sAdhanA meM svAda bAdhaka hai. AhAra bAdhaka nahI hai. sArI sAdhanA ko dUSita karegA. andara meM vikAra utpanna karegA, vikAroM ke upazamana ke lie AhAra kI pavitratA Avazyaka hai. kala bhI isa para vicAra kiyA thA, Aja phira isa para cintana kareM. tathA sAtmyataH kAla-bhojanamiti haribhadra sUri jI mahArAja kA yaha apUrva cintana zarIra ke Arogya ke lie hai. yaha zarIra sAdhanA meM sahAyaka hai. usake rakSaNa ke lie upAya batalAyA ki hamezA nizcita samaya para bhojana karane kI Adata DAleM. AhAra ke andara viveka rakhanA. kama se kama hama do cAra grAsa kama khAye, UnodarI tapa jise kahA gayA, koI vyakti upavAsa na kara sake, koI cintA nahI, ekAsanAdi tapa na kara sake to bhI koI cintA nahIM honI cAhie. sUtra ke dvArA yaha cintana diyA ki nizcita samaya para bhojana karanA, isame bhI do cAra grAsa kama khAne kI pravRti rakhanA tAki tapa kA eka saMskAra hamezA apanI AtmA ko milatA rahe. anAdi ananta kAla se hamArI yAtrA meM AhAra eka kAraNa hai. AhAra kI vAsanA ko lekara jIva saMsAra meM paribhramaNa karatA rahatA hai. usase hamezA sambandha viccheda kara lenA hai. AtmA kA svabhAva anAhArI hai, AhAra karanA AtmA kA dharma nahIM, zarIra kA svabhAva hai. indriyoM kI vAsanA ko lekara hama AhAra karate haiM. usase sambandha kaise viccheda kiyA jAye? 564 For Private And Personal Use Only

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3-guruvANI Bot Kdol tapa ke dvArA. bhagavana! yadi tapa na ho to? na ho to UnodarI ke dvArA tapa kA saMskAra diyA jAye. kisa prakAra kA bhojana ho? sAtvika bhojana banAne kI sArI prakriyA apane yahAM galata ho gaI. hamArI paramparA meM zrAvikA yadi bhojanAdi sAmagrI banAtI hai, usa ke andara apUrva bhAva hotA hai, usameM bhAva hI alaga hotA usake andara paramANuoM kA eka nayA prANa Aropita hotA hai, vaha bhojana yadi kiyA jAye to vaha bhojana zuddha aura sAtvika hogA. pUNiyA zrAvaka sAmAyika ke andara baiThA thA. mana ke andara jarA sA saMkalpa vikalpa zurU ho gayA. mana meM asthiratA AI. vaha vicAra karatA hai, Aja taka merI sAmAyika ke andara mana meM kabhI saMkalpa vikalpa nahI huA. cita meM caMcalatA nahI AI. Aja kyA kAraNa hai ki sAmAyika me merA cita asthira hai. bahata Atma nirIkSaNa kiyA. sAmAyika pUrNa hote hI apanI zrAvikA se pUchA. usane kahA aura to kisI doSa kI saMbhAvanA nahI hai vaha pUrNa prAmANika vyakti thA. usane jIvana me anIti anyAya kA eka nayA paisA apane ghara meM nahI lagAyA. zrAvikA ne kahA-cUlhA jalAne ke lie Aja par3osa se binA pUche chAne kI Aga lekara ke AI sArI rasoI usI kI banAI. paNiyA zrAvaka kA cintana gaharAI ko sparza kara gayA. jarUra AhAra ke andara Taiknikala bhUla huI hai, nahIM to sAmAyika ke andara merA citta kabhI caMcala nahIM banatA. caMcalatA kA kAraNa use mila gayA. Apa vicAra karie, yadi eka jarA sA azuddha paramANu bhI apane yahAM A jAye, vaha bhI apanI sAdhanA ko dUSita kara jAye. phira yadi anyAya aura anIti se upArjana kiyA huA dravya ho, asAtvika AhAra ho, tAmasI bhojana ho, rAjasI bhojana ho, isa prakAra kA bAhara kA nimitta roja milatA rahe. phira vyakti kahe ki sAdhanA to roja karatA hUM parantu saphalatA nahI milatI. saphalatA na milane ke pIche ye mukhya kAraNa haiM. AhAra zuddhi hamane prApta nahIM kI. Aja taka azuddha AhAra kA hI sevana kiyA, hoTalo meM gaye, bAhara gaye. jaisA milA vaisA khA liyA, hamane kabhI usameM viveka nahI rakhA phira hama dhyAna kareM, sAdhanA kareM, mahArAja mana bar3A caMcala rahatA hai. rahegA hI. sAdhanA meM svAda nahI milatA, kahAMse milegA? pahale jIbha kA svAda banda kareM phira sAdhanA meM svAda AyegA. vaha hotA nahIM apanI mAra par3a jAye, phira DAkTara de ki isake andara AhAra pathya barobara rakhanA. maiM davA to de detA hUM, Taimprecara normala hogA. usake bAda bar3I teja bhUkha lagegI. usa vakta dhyAna rakhanA ki rogI kahIM galata na khA le aura pIche se vaha galata asara kare to vaha rogI kahAM taka bacegA. 565 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI pathya pahale aura davA bAda meM, AhAra kI zuddhi pahale, usake bAda sAdhanA hai. AhAra usakI bhUmikA hai jaisA AhAra kareMge usakA paramANu Apa ke vicAroM ke paramANa ko prabhAvita karatA hai, Apa jarA sA nazA lekara ke Aye haiM to vaha paramANu kaisA nacAtA hai Apako. ApakI buddhi bhraSTa kara degA. pAgala banA detA hai. eka jarA sA vaha A ke caitanya ko jaba itanA bekAbU banA de to jarA sA jar3a paramANu cAhe bhAMga kA nazA ho, carasa kA nazA ho yA zarAba kA nazA ho, Akhira to para dravya paramANu haiM. usameM itanI tAkata ki ApakI buddhi ko vicalita kara de, pAgala banA de to AhAra ke paramANu meM tAkata nahIM? vaha ApakI buddhi para dimAga para asara nahIM DAlegA? davA bhI to eka paramANu hai, paramANuoM kA samUha hai. TebaleTasa ho, golI ho, iMjekzana ho, vaha paramANu jaba Apako Arogya de sakatA hai to vicAra kA zuddha paramANu Arogya kyoM nahI de pAyegA? yaha vicAraNIya prazna hai. sAdhanA karate haiM parantu sAdhanA ke andara jo zuddhi honI cAhie, vaha ho nahIM pAI. jahAM taka bAhya zuddhi nahI hogI, vahAM taka antara zuddhi kabhI milane vAlI nahIM. bhagavAna kA Adeza hai, pahale zuddha usake bAda siddha bana jAoge, jahAM taka zuddha nahIM baneM, vahAM taka siddha banane kI bAta chor3a dIjie. hamArA sArA prayAsa antara zuddhi kA honA cAhie, zuddha banane kA honA cAhie. pahale Apa pavitra baneMge. pavitratA ke bAda pAtratA svayaM milegI. puNya kI yogyatA AyegI, pAtratA AyegI. grahaNa kI yogyatA AyegI, jisa dina pAtra bana jAyeMge. usa dina vaha prApti bhI sahaja meM hI AyegI. jisa dina AtmA sAdhanA ke mAdhyama se prApti kara legI vaha prApti apUrva tRpti degI. tathA pUrNa virAma prApta karAegI. yaha ananta bhavoM kI paramparA, janma maraNa kA visarjana ho jAyegA. vahAM taka jAne ke lie hamArA vartamAna meM prayAsa nahI hai, parvo ke dvArA yaha preraNA hameM prApta karanI hai. isIlie paryoM ke andara, hareka sAdhana ke andara vrata kA mahatva rakhA tAki AtmA ko eka nayA saMskAra mile, tapa karane kA saMskAra mile, AhAra kI vAsanA se mukta hone kA saMskAra mile, una mahAna AtmAoM ko dekhiye. kumAra pAla jaise mahArAja aThAraha dezoM ke mAlika, AhAra para kaisA niyantraNa thA. itane vizAla sAmrAjya kA mAlika, koI kamI nahIM. apUrva pUrvodaya, parantu sAdhanA meM sAvadhAna kitanA? sAdhanA ke kSetra meM sAvadhAnI kA hI mUlya hai. rAste meM Apa gAr3I calA do 100 mIla kI spIDa se gAr3I daur3atI ho, kaisI sAvadhAnI rakhate haiM? aisI sAvadhAnI sAdhanA ke kSetra meM bhI cAhie. durgati kA janma sthAna hai. durvicAra ke pratikAra ke lie sAdhanA Avazyaka hai. eka bAra yadi andara se sAvadhAnI ho gayI, to ye saMsAra svarga bana jAe, sArA saMsAra Apake lie sahAyaka bana jAye. vicAroM kA rUpAntara ho jAye. IPAT ni 566 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI samrATa kumAra pAla cAturmAsa meM niyamita ekAsanA karane vAle. vicAra ke damana ke lie AhAra para niyantraNa to mukhya upAya hai. yadi AhAra para niyantraNa A gayA to indriyoM para sahaja meM niyantraNa prApta kara leMge. indriyoM kA prayoga Apake lie phira vinAza kA kAraNa nahI banegA, vikAsa meM sahAyaka banegA. sArI indriyAM bhava indriyAM ApakI sAdhanA meM sakriya bana jAyeMgI. cAra cAra mahIne taka ekAsana karanA usameM bhI pAca-pAMca vigaI kA tyAga. kaisI apUrva sAdhanA kI ArAdhanA? pAMca-2 vigaI kA matalaba hotA hai dUdha, dahI, ghI, tela-talI huI cIja aura madhu. ina chaha vastaoM meM se mAtra eka vasta zarIra ke poSaNa ke lie grahaNa karanA. dadha liyA to dahI nahIM, dahI liyA to dUdha nahIM. kaisI apUrva usakI ArAdhanA thI? taba gaNadhara nAgakarma upArjana karake gaye. itanA bar3A samrAT parantu use paramAtmA ke darzana ke lie avakAza mila jAtA hai. guru bhakti ke lie samaya mila jAtA hai, dharma pravacana ke lie samaya nikAla letA hai. niyamita saMbhAvita samAyika pratikramaNa, jo hamArI kriyAeM haiM. unake lie samaya nikAla letA hai. usI kA pariNAma gujarAta ke andara Aja use deva ke rUpa meM loga mAnate haiM. bar3A dayAlu, bar3A kAruNika, usane bhI prajA ke rudana kI koI aisI nIti nahIM dI. hamezA prajA kI prasannatA usa vyakti ne prApta kI. na usake rAjya meM kabhI duSkAla paDA na usake rAjya meM koI aisI hiMsA huI. usake rAjya meM, usakI vyavasthA meM, na kisI prakAra kA durAcAra AyA. prAmANika pUrvaka prajA kI sevA karake usane rAjya kiyA. logoM ke antara hRdaya meM, dila meM sAmrAjya kiyA hai. vahI prema ke sAmrAjya kA pariNAma. Aja taka vahAM kI prajA use bhUla nahIM pAI. kitanA dayAlu. cAturmAsa ke andara usakA niyama thA pratijJA thI ki merI rAjadhAnI pAlaNa, jo gujarAta kI sarva prathama rAjadhAnI hai, jahAM eka sau mandira Aja bhI maujUda haiM, bahuta bar3I vizAla nagariyAM. cartumAsa ke andara isa nagarI se bAhara nahIM jAtA. pAlana nagarI kA ullaMghana nahIM karanA. isa dvAra se bAhara pAMva nahIM rakhatA, yaha usakI maryAdA thI. hama dina pratidina apanI maryAdAoM ko bhUla rahe haiM, Aja hamArI sArI vyavasthAeM vikRta ho gaIM. bhale hI hama tyAgI hoM, koI sAdhu hoM, jIva dayA kA pAlana karane vAle hoM, parantu yaha to vItarAga prabhu kA kathita satya hai ise miTA nahI sakate. jahAM cAturmAsa meM sAdhu kA vihAra karanA bhI niSiddha kara diyA ho, maryAdA banA dI gaI ki cAturmAsa meM eka kSetra se dUsare kSetra meM na jAye. jaba sAdhu ughAr3e pAMva calane vAle yatna pUrvaka calane vAle, satata niyama meM rahane vAle, unake lie bhI yaha pratibandha lagA diyA. cAturmAsa meM vihAra na kareM, anyatra nahI jAyeM, eka hI sthAna para raheM. 567 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI __ Apa gRhastha haiM, kyA Apa ke lie koI maryAdA nahIM? gAr3I lekara ke pUrI duniyA meM Apa dhUma AyeM, sArI duniyA kA cakkara lagA kara ke AyeM. zrAvaka jIvana ke andara bhI bahuta bar3I maryAdAe haiM, parantu sArI maryAdAoM kA ullaMghana ho rahA hai. sAdhu santoM ke darzana ke lie basa karake vaha cAturmAsa meM hI AyeMge. jahAM paramAtmA ne niSiddha kiyA, usI ko svIkAra kiyA jAyegA. vyavahAra itanA azuddha bana gayA. cAturmAsa meM hI samaya milegA aura kabhI nahIM, gAr3I lekara Aye, Trena meM Aye, kitanI virAdhanA hotI. vaha bhI sAdhu puruSoM ke darzana ke lie. isakA matalaba ki saba unake khAte meM likhA jAyegA. vyApAra ke lie Aye, svayaM ke lie Aye, vaha bAta alaga hai jaba sAdhu puruSoM ke darzana ke lie Aye, usameM phira virAdhanA kareM, sAhUkArI batalAeM ki maiM bar3A dhArmika hUM, aura sarvaprathama paramAtmA kI AjJA kA ullaMghana karate haiM. aba yaha vyavahAra aisA bana gayA. kaise ise banda kiyA jAye. ye vicAraNIya prazna hai. isIliye tIrtha yAtrA kA bhI niSedha kiyA gayA. cAturmAsa meM apane mandira ko hI tIrtha mAna liyA jAye, vahI tIrtha hai. sAdhu puruSa vahAM para hoM, unheM tIrtha mAna kara unakA hI darzana kare. dharma zravaNa kareM, apanI ArAdhanA kareM. bAteM ahiMsA kI karanI ki jIva dayA pAlUMgA. bAta karane vAle to bahuta mileMge.lekina unake jIvana meM kucha nahIM milegA. unako sArA ADambara yahIM najara AyegA, apane ghara meM ADambara unako naz2ara nahIM AtA. vivAha ke andara bar3e bar3e hoTaloM meM pArTI dete hue unheM pApa najara nahIM AtA. hamAre sthAna meM, dharma sthAna meM yadi zuddha bhAva se bhakti ke rUpa meM yadi kisI kA svAgata kareM, vaha unako pApa naz2ara AtA hai, ADambara naz2ara AtA hai. pIliyA ho jAtA hai to sArI duniyA kI jAti pIlI najara AtI hai. jJAna kA ajIrNa agara ho jAye, taba jAkara unako sArI duniyA aisI naz2ara AtI hai ki maiM jo kucha hUM, vahI satya hai. saMsAra meM kitanA hI bhayaMkara pApa calatA ho, usake pratikAra ke lie koI upAya nahIM. yadi sAdhanA meM eka Adha dharma sthAna bana jAye, mandira sthAna yA upAzraya so kaheMge kyA jarUrata hai? paisA gAMTha se nikAlanA par3atA hai, vaha najara meM khaTakatA hai. yadi phAIva sTAra hoTala bana jAye, sinemA bana jAye, to kaheMge hamArA zahara kitanA vikAsa kara gayA. vinAza unakI najara se vikAsa naz2ara AtA hai. ve yaha nahIM socate. yaha mere lie gaisa caimbara hai. sinemA nahIM gaisa caimbara hai jahA~ caritra kI hatyA hogI. naitika dRSTi se jIvana kA adha: patana karegA. hoTaloM meM jAkara hamArI bhAvI santAna kamajora banegI. andara ke bhAva se zUnya bana jAyeMge. vaha cIz2a naz2ara nahIM AyegI. bAta bolane vAle loga bahuta mila jAyeMge koI pratikAra karane vAlA na mile. maiMne dekhA jaba koI dhArmika vastu ho, dhArmika paramparA ho, jhaTa apanA abhiprAyaH dene kA sAhasa nahIM kareMge. hamArA dhArmika anuzAsana jo hamArI vyavasthA kI praNAlI thI, Apasa meM usakA 568 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI masa nAza kiyA. bahuta bar3A nukasAna hogA. bhAvI kAla meM aura yaha anuzAsana bhaMga karane kA pariNAma. bahuta bar3I maryAdA thI. kala prathama dina ke pravacana meM anuzAsana aura maryAdA kA paricaya Apako milegA. bijayahIra sari mahArAja ke samaya kaisA sundara anuzAsana thA. karoDoM kI saMkhyA thI. samrATa akabara ke samaya sADhe tIna karoDa jaina the. gae kahA? ApakI maryAdA bhaMga karane kA pariNAma anuzAsana ko tor3ane kA pariNAma bikhara gae. apane vicAra lekara ke aura dukAnadArI calA dI. satya sAmane naz2ara AtA hai. satya kA sUryodaya sAmane hai parantu hama AMkha banda karake aMdhe bane hue haiM. vicAroM kA Agraha, vicAroM kA andhakAra itanA khataranAka hotA hai. satya ko koI svIkArane ke lie bhI taiyAra nahIM. samrATa kumAra pAla ke samaya jo anuzAsana aura vyavasthA thI, ahiMsA kA kitanA sundara vyavasthita pAlana thA, eka sAmAnya aurata mAthe meM se jUM nikAla rahI thI, use agUThe se dabA kara ke mAra diyA. kumAra pAla ke rAjya meM Adeza thA ki kisI bhI prakAra ke jIva kI hatyA nahIM honI cAhie. kisI ne zikAyata kI. bulAyA. pUchA-koI sAkSI? yaha svIkAra karanA par3A. aurata ne kahA mujhase yaha aparAdha ho gayA. mujhase yaha bhUla ho gaI. maiM kSamA cAhatI hUM. aise muphta meM kSamA nahIM dI jAtI. rAjya ke Adeza kA ullaMghana hai. sajA to milegI hI. kaisI sajA? Aja bhI pATana ke andara ke itihAsa kAyama hai. sukhI saMpanna parivAra kI aurata thI. itanA rupayA tumheM isake lie daNDa denA hogA. vaha jaise daNDa kA paisA AyA, usase mandira banAyA gayA. yUkA vihAra. eka jUM jo mArI gaI usake daNDa svarUpa yUkA vihAra bhI vaha mandira pAlana meM maujUda hai. eka jUM ko mArA usakA pariNAma. yaha sajA milI. bar3I tAkata thI, parantu maryAdA bhI aisI thI. itanA mahAna samrATa aura jaba dharma kriyA ke lie avakAza milatA thA hamAre pAsa jaba ArAdhanA kA prasaMga A jAye to na jAne kitane kAma nikala Ate haiM. sArA samaya dukAna makAna meM hI pUrA kareM, ArAdhanA kaba kareM yaha to saba Upara vAle para hai. vaha dukAna bhI sAtha dene vAlI nahIM. parivAra bhI sAtha jAnA vAlA nahIM. paise dhana daulata jo Apane upArjana kiyA saba chor3akara ke jAne kA hai. lekara jAne ke lie Apane kyA kiyA? DAkTara jaba hAspiTala meM Apako DisacArja kara de. yadi parivAra vAloM se kaha de ki hopalesa kanDIzana hai, ghara le jAo. koI davA kAma nahIM degI. AkAza kI tarapha aMgulI UMcI karake yadi batalAye, paramAtmA kA nAma lo. ApakI savArI jaba ghara para A jAye aura parivAra ke loga jaba dayA dRSTi se Apako 569 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: dekheM, sAdhu ko taba AmantraNa milatA hai. mahArAja, padhAro, jarA maMgala pATha do. vahAM taka seTha sAhaba ko phursata nahIM. antima samaya jaba khAsoM khAsa ginA jA rahA ho, DAkTara ne manA kara diyA ho, hospiTala khAlI karo. taba jAkara mujhe AmantraNa milatA hai. ki sAdhu ko maMgala pATha sunAeM jIvana meM jo karanA thA kiyA nahIM, jIvana ke antima samaya jaba jAne kI taiyArI AI, Aga lagane ke samaya kaheM kuMA khodo. taba bhI sAdhu to jAte haiM, dayA dRSTi se jAte haiM, na jAne kaba koI AtmA dharma prApta kare. andara se pazcAtApa kara le, usa AtmA ke prati sAdhu puruSa to jAyeMge hI. jAnA unakA kartavya hai. parantu svayaM ke andara sAvadhAna rahatA hai, itanA bar3A samrAT kumAra pAla cAra-cAra mahInA kA niyama. mujhe pAlana nagarI se bAhara pAMva nahIM rakhanA hai. maukA mila gayA. sulatAna rAjA kA rAjya calatA thA, dillI meM use yaha samAcAra jAsUsoM ke dvArA diyA gayA ki yaha gujarAja para AkramaNa karane kA yaha maukA bar3A acchA hai. __ kumAra pAla kaTTara zrAvaka haiM. jarA bhI vicalita hone vAlA nahIM. sArA rAjya calA jAye to bhI usako koI paravAha nahIM. dharma meM, dhArmika kriyAoM ke andara, Apa jitanA dRr3ha baneMge, apane vicAroM meM utanI hI zaktiyoM kA vikAsa hogA. Apa ke devatA dharma kI zaktiyoM ke vikAsa kA eka sAdhana hai. hamAre andara dRr3hatA kA abhAva, vicAroM meM dRr3hatA nahIM hai. kahAM se dharma hamAre lie AzIrvAda banegA? kiyA to ThIka hai. maukA milA, bhAva A gayA to kara liyA. usameM to utsAha honA cAhie. parva ke Agamana para kaisA utsAha honA cAhie? paryuSaNa jaisA mahAna parva, parvo kA samrATa, isake Agamana para hamArI prasannatA kaisI. mAlUma ho jAye Apa kA ceharA dekhakara ke kisI paramamitra kA Agamana ho rahA hai, mahAna khuzI kA koI prasaMga A rahA hai. aise prasaMgoM para Apa jitanA apane vicAroM para dRDha raheMge, yAda rakhie, sAdhanA majabUta aura gaharAI meM jAyegI. sAdhanA kA mApadanDa lambAI, golAI se nahIM hotA usakI gaharAI se hotA hai. kitanA lambA caur3A Apane tapa kiyA, usase mujhe kucha matalaba nahIM, Apane kitanA lambA caur3A kArya kiyA? usakA koI mUlya nahIM, usameM, kArya meM, sAdhanA meM, ApakI gaharAI kitanI hai? to jitanA gaharA hogA, utanA hI majabUta hogA. Apane gurudvAroM ko dekhA? ye balidAna ke pratIka haiM. guru gobinda siMha jI ke javAna putroM ne dharma ke lie prANa de diye. dADhI mUMcha bhI nahIM nikalI thI. abhI to sUryodaya huA aura udaya ke turanta bAda asta ho gayA. kaisA pralobhana diyA gayA, itane bar3e rAjya kA pralobhana, daheja meM dene kA, zahajAdI ke sAtha zAdI kara dUM kazmIra kA rAja tumako de dUM. parantu una donoM javAna putroM ne kyA kahA? unakA svAbhimAna aura garjanA kaisI? bolane vAle vyakti ke muMha para thUka diyA ki khabaradAra tumane jo bolA hai. jinde dIvAra meM cuna diye gaye to bhI unake cehare ke andara jarA bhI cintA nahIM. mAlUma par3a gayA ki ap 570 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsur Gyanmandir -guruvANI nizcita mujhe maranA hai, usa samaya kaisI prasannatA, apanI mauta kA bhI mahotsava manAyA, dharma ke nAma para donoM putroM ne apanA jIvana de diyA. itanI dRDhatA. jaba guru gobinda siMha ko mAlUma par3A, taba unhoMne Adeza diyA isa upalakSa meM pUre paMjAba meM divAlI manAo. siMha ke donoM putra mara gaye. dharma ke nAma se apane jIvana jo balidAna kara diyA. bApa kaisA? zera kI santAna zera honI cAhie. divAlI manAo. miThAI bAMTo ki mere putroM ne mere kula ko ujjvala kiyA, prANa de diye, itihAsa bana gayA. apane andara hai yaha mAna? do Ane meM pacAsa bAra jhUTha boleM. kahAM ye mAna Aye. saMsAra kI prApti meM itanI prasannatA ho to sAdhanA ke lie vaha bhAva kahAM se AyegA. yaha ApakA doSa nahIM. yaha hamAre saMskAroM kA doSa hai. kumAra pAla apanI pratijJA se baddha. sUrya putroM kA kulIna vaMza thA. mugala zatruoM ko mAlUma par3a gayA ki bar3A sunaharA maukA hai, AkramaNa karanA cAhie. cAturmAsa ke andara baDI senA lekara gajarAta para AkramaNa kI taiyArI kara dI. mugalasenA maukA dekhakara gujarAta meM ghusa gayI. kumAra pAla samrAT ko mAlUma par3A. guru bhagavAna ke pAsa gayA. jinhoMne pratijJA dI thI kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandra sUri jI mahArAja. isa AtmA ke upakAra ko hama kabhI tIna kAla meM bhUla nahIM sakate. kaisA apUrva sAdhanA bala thA unake pAsa. kaisI apUrva daivI zakti thI unake pAsa. zAsaka jaba taka jindA hai, jahAM taka mahAvIra kA dharma zAsana hai. unake upakAra ko hama kabhI nahIM bhUla sakate. sarvopari unakA upakAra hai. isa AtmA ke guNoM kA Apa anumodana kareM, jisane sAhitya kA samudra jaina jagata ko diyA. sAr3he tIna karor3a zloka banAkara dharma grantha Apake sAmane rakhe. itihAsa diyA. mahAna purUSoM kA jIvana caritra banA karake diyA. jaina rAmAyaNa kI racanA kI. pANDava caritra banA karake diyA. nyAya meM, darzana meM, yoga meM, koI aisA viSaya nahIM, svatantra vyAkaraNa banAkara diyA jo daniyA meM Aja sabase prasiddha vyAkaraNa hai. vyAkaraNa ke bAda jo pANini vyAkaraNa se bhI sarala hai. rAjA kumArapAla gayA gurucaraNoM meM jAkara nivedana kiyA-bhagavAna merI ijjata aba Apake hAtha meM hai. cAturmAsa meM bAhara pAMva na rakhane kI pratijJA lI huyI hai. duzmanoM ko maukA mila gayA. Akara gujarAta meM praveza kara gaye. yadi inhIM kA zAsana calA to prajA kyA kahegI? tumhArA dharma kAyara hai. dharma kI badanAmI, prabhu zAsana kI badanAmI. merA rAjya jAye, usakI cintA nahIM. merA thA hI nahIM to merA kyA jAyegA. mana se yahI soca rahA thA, yaha to saba asthAyI hai. sthAyI kucha bhI nahIM hai. kabhI bhI TrAnsaphara ho sakatA hai. bhagavana yaha ijjata Apake hAtha meM hai. ___"kumAra pAla! bilkula nizciMta raho. kabhI prabhu zAsana kI badanAmI nahIM hogI. yaha dharma kabhI kalaMkita nahIM banegA. yaha saba maiM saMbhAla lUMgA." kyA apUrva sAdhanA thI? usa IDE 571 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: AtmA kI. sAdhu use mAnA gayA jo sAdhanA kare. jagata kI AtmAoM ko dharma kriyA meM sahayogI bane, svayaM sahanazIla ho apanI sAdhanA kA paramAnanda lene vAlA ho, taba to vaha sAdhu. vaha sAdha kitane alipta rahate the. gRhastha ke paricaya se kitane dUra rahate the. subaha se zAma taka yadi gRhasthI kA paricaya calatA rahe. sAre dina aisI samA rahe to sAdhu becAre lUTe jAyeMge. koI samaya unake pAsa nahIM. sArA samaya to gRhastha luTa cuke, subaha se zAma taka apakI sevA meM hI raheM. Apa gaye aura pUche taba to Apa prasanna raheM, Apa AeM aura maiM Apase kahUM-Ao bhAI baiTho. kaise cala rahA hai? dhandhA ThIka cala rahA hai? parivAra meM zAnti hai? to mahArAja bahuta acche. ____ binA paise kA sarTiphikeTa, mahArAja bahuta acche. gRhastha kI khuzAmadI kareM, Ane vAle kA svAgata kareM, ApakI kuzalatA pUche, vo mahArAja bahuta acche. mauna rahe aura kadAcita Apa A jAyeM aura yadi dhyAna na diyA jAye. kaisA lagatA hai? muMha bigar3egA, abhiprAyaH bigar3egA, mahArAja ko ghamaNDa A gayA hai.. ___kaI bAra parIkSA kara lete haiM, bahuta cakkara mAre to eka bAra dekha lete haiM, kitane meM hai? kAMca hai to jarA bhI garmI bardAsta nahIM karegA? z2arA bhI garmI lagI to taDaka jAyegA. agara asalI hIrA hai to cAhe kitanI bhI garmI do vaha hIrA hIrA rahegA. bahuta cakkara mAre mere pIche to maiM to kaha detA hUM-bhaI, sAdhu hUM. kucha nahIM hai. mukhapati cAhie to de dUM. aura kucha nahIM hai. kyoM bekAra cakkara khA rahe ho. jUte ghisa rahe ho. kabhI AMkha phirA ke dekha bhI lUM ki kaccA hai yA pakkA, caudaha kairiTa hai yA caubisa karaTa turanta mAlUma par3a jAtA hai. parantu hameM kyA? Apa Aye to ThIka na Aye to ThIka sAdhu kA dvAra khulA hai, hRdaya meM koI pApa nahIM. Ae to hamAre zrAvaka yA prANI sukhI raheM. yahI bhAvanA dRSTi se koI pApa nahIM, koI bheda nahIM, kyoM? DaranA to pApa se hai, aisA koI antara pApa sAdhu rakhate nahIM, mere lie sabhI samAna. __ hema candra sUri jI mahArAja pratidina apanI sAdhanA meM jJAna dhyAna svAdhyAya meM koI jAti kA prapaMca nahIM, paricaya nahIM, sAdhutA kA paricaya alpa hotA hai. mere paricaya se yadi ApakA parivartana ho jAye, yaha saMgata yadi raMga lAye, taba to Apa ko khUba dhanyavAda dUM ki mere paricaya se Apako AnaMda huA, prasannatA huI, dharma kI prApti huI, parantu Apake paricaya se hI yadi sAdhuoM kA hI patana ho jAye to vo paricaya to patana banatA hai. merA paricaya ApakA parivartana lAne vAlA cAhie. aisA nahIM ki ApakA paricaya merA hI parivartana le Aye. paricaya viveka pUrvaka honA cAhie. sAdhuoM ke pAsa Aye, jarUra Aye, bhAvanA se Aye, unakI sAdhanA meM sahAyaka bane, bAdhaka bane nahIM. apane ko itanA hI viveka rakhanA hai. vaha apane kArya meM hai, svAdhyAya meM hai, Atma 572 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: cintana meM hai, darzana kare, unakA paricaya kare, jarUra Aye. parantu vaha paricaya aisA nahIM honA cAhie unake patana kA kAraNa bana jAye yA unakI sAdhanA meM bAdhaka bana jAye. __senTa kI dukAna para Apa jarUra baiTheM, binA gAMTha kA paisA diye khuzabU muphta meM milatI hai. senTa kI dukAna para kabhI gaye? itra kharIdane. yahAM sAdhu santoM kA paricaya, sAdhuoM kA santa samAgata bhI, yahI cIja hai. binA paise inake saMyama kA sugandha apane kA milatA hai. unake paricaya se apane vicAro meM, hRdaya meM, parivartana AtA hai. apane bhAvoM meM jAgRti AtI hai. koI paisA nahIM denA par3atA. isa sAdhanA meM jarA bhI kaSTa nahIM karanA par3atA. kalikAla sarvajJa sAdhanA thI. usa sAdhanA bala ke dvArA kisa prasaMga para usakA upayoga karanA, DAkTara jAnatA hai ki jahara kA prayoga kaba karanA hai? kaisI sthiti meM karanA hai? sAdhuoM ke pAsa vidyAyeM hotI haiM, AzIrvAda pUrvaka kaI taraha kI cIjeM unako milatI haiM. usakA upayoga kaba aura kaise karanA, yaha viveka unake pAsa hotA hai. yahI jAnakArI yadi na rahe to vaha sArI sAdhanA nIce le jAne vAlI banatI hai, vahAM kaise isakA upayoga karanA. isakA viveka honA cAhie. maphata lAla seTha eka bahuta bar3I phaikTarI meM naukarI karate the. acAnaka vaha phaikTarI kisI kAraNa banda ho gaI. bahuta bar3e iMjIniyara Aye. bar3I cintA huI. eka samasyA bana gaI. cAra pAMca dina meM lAkhoM kA ghATA ho gayA. vicAra kiyA ki videza se koI iMjIniyara bulAyA jAye aura mila ko vApisa cAlU kiyA jAye. iMjIniyara ko bulAnA, nizcita ho gayA. __ maphatalAla bar3A hoziyAra thA, bar3A cAlAka thA, usane mIla mAlika se kahA-seTha sAhaba! yadi Apa mujhe dasa hajAra dete ho to do minaTa meM mila calA dUM. usane kahA-kaise? vyakti hai, vyakti ko apanI buddhi kA upayoga kaise karanA hai, vaha viveka to AnA cAhie. dillI ke andara maphatalAla ne eka bahuta bar3I dukAna kI aura cAra bhAgIdAra A gaye. bhAgIdAroM ne mila karake nizcaya kiyA. bahuta acchA anAja kA kArobAra thA parantu cUhe roja Akara ke unako bahuta nukasAna pahucAte. maphatalAla ne kahA-yAra ina cUhoM ne to taMga kara rakhA hai. mAla bigAr3a diyA. kharAba kara dete haiM kyA kiyA jAye? unako dUra karane kA kyA upAya hai? maphatalAla ne kahA-yAra inakA eka upAya hai. eka billI pAlI jAye, jaba se cahe kabhI nahIM AyeMge. apane to bhAgIdAra haiM. cAroM ke sAjhe meM billI lenI hai aura bArI bArI hareka parivAra billI kA poSaNa kareM, mahIne meM cAra saptAha haiM, bhAgIdAra inako sabhAla leM dUdha bagairA kI vyavasthA kara deM. cAroM nakkI ho gaye. apane apane pAMva cAroM ne bATa liyA. likhita ho gayA. billI le lI. 573 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI saMyoga kisI kAraNa se maphatalAla seTha ke hisse meM jo billI kA pAMva AyA, use kucha coTa laga gaI. barasAta kA mausama thA, paka gayA. tIna ne kahA-ye tumhAre hisse kA pAMva hai, isakA tuma IlAja karavAo. maphatalAla DAkTara ke pAsa gaye. IlAja bagairA kiyA. billI kI Adata dUdha pIne ke samaya rasoI meM Akara baiTha jAtI. dUdha pIkara billI ne chalAMga lagAI. pairoM kA santulana bigar3a gayA. paTTI vAle pAMva meM vahAM Aga pakar3a lI. Aga lagane se billI sIdhI godAmoM meM gaI. pUre godAma meM Aga laga gaI. lAkhoM kA nukasAna ho gayA aura mAla jalakara bhasma ho gayA. tInoM bhAgIdAroM ne milakara korTa meM kesa kara diyA maphatalAla ke hisse meM jo pAMva AyA thA usakA isane dhyAna nahIM rakhA. usameM jo paTTI thI usane Aga pakar3a lI aura hamArA sArA godAma jala gayA. itanA nukasAna huA muAvajA diyA jAye. kaise jalA. ___maphatalAla bar3A hoziyAra thA. vakIla kI to jarUrata nahIM par3I. jaja ne jaba usase pUchA-tumako koI saphAI denI hai? tuma jAnate ho? yaha sArA nukasAna tumhAre kAraNa huA? agara tumane pAMva kA dhyAna rakhA hotA, hiphAjata kI hotI, Aja yaha ghaTanA nahIM hotI. inakA mAla nahIM jalatA. kitanA bar3A nukasAna huA. maphatalAla ne jaja se kahA-sAba, hamane bhI jindagI bhara bahuta se vakIloM ke sAtha dina nikala jAne kI DigrI to nahIM lI, parantu kAnUna kI salAha jarUra detA hUM. jaja sAba! mApha karanA mujhe apanI saphAI ke lie Apase yahI kahanA hai ki agara ye tInoM bhAgIdAra sAvadhAna hote to ye durghaTanA nahIM hotI. mere pAMva ne kyA kasUra kiyA hai ? vo pAMva to cala hI nahIM sakatA thA, coTa lagI thI, paTTI baMdhI thI, ye tInoM pAMva gunahagAra haiM, ye unako vahAM kyoM le gaye? yaha to cala hI sakatA thA, inhoMne hI use vahAM taka pahuMcAyA hai. hissedAroM ko dhyAna denA thA. hamAre pAMva ne to koI ganAha nahIM kiyA hai. vaha to binA tInoM ke sahayoga se vahAM taka nahIM pahuMca sakatA thA. jaja ko sArA vicAra badalanA par3A. maphatalAla kama nahIM the, akala kA khajAnA thA. saMyoga kaI bAra aisA bhI ho jAtA hai, kaba kisa cIz2a kA upayoga karanA. mIla ke andara jaba se samasyA paidA huI, maphatalAla ne Akara mAlika se kahA-hajUra do minTa meM pUrA mila cAlU kara dUM, mujhe dasa hajAra rupayA do. seTha ne kahA bar3e-bar3e iMjIniyara yahAM Akara cale gaye, koI rijalTa nahIM, AyA tuma kahAM se iMjIniyara bana gaye? sAhaba, dillI kA pAnI piyA hai. pUrI buddhi bar3I dhAradAra hai. kabhI Apane dekhI nahIM. dikhA dUM? 574 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI calAo. eka hathauDA lekara ke gayA. jahAM mIla kA iMjana thA. vahAM jora se eka hathauDA mArA mIla zurU ho gaI. maphatalAla ne kahA mere dasa hajAra rupaye? kyA bAta karate ho, eka hathaur3A mArakara aura dasa hajAra? hathaur3A kahAM mAranA? seTha sAhaba, usakA paisA le rahA hUM. hathaur3A to taiyAra hai, Apa mAro na. pUre mila ke andara jahAM mAro kauna manA karatA hai parantu kahAM mAranA usakA paise le rahA hUM. Apake vAyalara ke andara lohe kI sillI Akara phasa gaI thI. vaha mere dhyAna meM A gayI bar3e jora se hathaur3A mArA. jJAnI puruSoM ke pAsa zakti hotI hai. sAdhanA kA apUrva bala hotA hai, isI taraha kahA isakA upayoga karanA, usa upayoga kA mUlya haiM. pAyajana kA upayoga kaise karanA ki davA bana jAye. vaha kalikAla sarvajJa ko mAlUma thA. kumAra pAla rAjA ko kaha diyA. nizcinta hokara kara cale jAo. ArAma se so jAo. yaha tumhArI cintA nahIM. merI cintA hai. kSamA karane vAle ke ghara para agara aisI samasyA A jAye to sAdhu usa AtmA kI rakSA ke lie, zAsana kI rakSA ke lie, usa zakti kA saba taraha se upayoga kareMge. rAtri kA samaya thA. apanI sAdhanA meM the. sAdhanA se AkarSita karake devoM kA bulavAyA. puNya bala itanA jabaradasta devatA sevaka banakara ke sAmane Aye. Adeza diyA isa rAjya meM vartamAna meM jo sthiti hai, yahAM jo duzmana Aye haiM, gujarAta para AkramaNa karane ke lie jo pATana pahuMca gaye hai, cAroM tarapha se nagarI ko ghera liyA, tuma usa senA ke senApati ko lekara kumArapAla ke mahala meM sulA do. devoM ne use uThAyA aura kumArapAla ke mahala meM le jAkara ke sulA diyA. palaMga sahita hI kumAra pAla ke mahala meM TrAnsaphara ho gayA. use mAlUma nahIM vaha soyA thA. subaha-subaha hI mahArAja rAjamahala meM gaye aura pUchA kumAra pAla kahA haiM? mahArAja Upara haiM, gaye. kumAra pAla ko kahA ki kumArapAla terI cintA dUra karake AyA hUM. bhagavAna kyA? kaise? apane rAjamahala meM jAkara ke dekho, senApati Upara so rahA hai. bhagavan, yaha kaise ho gayA? maiMne usapara AkramaNa nahIM kiyA, use pakar3ane kA koI prayatna hamane nahIM kiyA, yaha kaise ho gayA? jAo. jaise hI ve vahAM gaye jAkara kumAra pAla ne dekhA palaMga para vaha bar3I ArAma kI nIMda 575 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI Asav so rahA hai. kumAra pAla ne talavAra nikAlI aura usakI cAdara ko talavAra se haTAyA. AvAja dI. senApati AvAja sunakara jAgA. pahalI bAra AkheM kholI. socatA hai yaha svapna hai yA satya hai? maiM kahA hUM? merI senA kahAM? merA kaimpa kahAM? maiM kahA A gayA?. kumAra pAla ne kahA-ghabarAne kI jarUrata nahIM. yaha merA rAjamahala hai. pATana hai. tuma merI giraphtArI meM ho. mere adhikAra meM ho. batAo tumhAre sAtha kaisA vyavahAra karUM? talavAra pAsa hai. senApati ne kahA-maiM kurAna kI kasama khAtA hUM ki maiM kabhI gujarAta kI tarapha jhAMkakara nahIM degA. Aja ke bAda kabhI idhara nahIM AUMgA. jo bhUla kara dI, usake lie kSamA cAhatA hUM. mujhe nahI mAlUma thA, ApakI sAdhanA meM vaha zakti hai. ___ jahAM taka kumAra pAla jIvita rahe, kisI bhI rAjya ne kisI bhI dina yaha sAhasa nahIM kiyA ki maiM AkramaNa karUM aura kumArapAla ke rAjya kA kabjA karane kI socUM, yaha dharma sAdhanA kA puNya bala. niSkAma bhAvanA se jahAM sAdhanA kI jAtI ho, to mukti sahaja meM prApta ho jAtI hai. vahAM koI dUSita manovRti nahIM thI. kalikAla sarvajJa kI puNya chAyA hai, usa chAyA ke andara kumAra pAla rAjya kA saMcAlana kara rahA thA. ___ kaisI vyavasthA thI? jaba paryuSaNa kA maMgala parva AtA, ATha dina taka poSaNa. itane bar3e rAjya kA mAlika, eka deza nahIM aThAraha deza kA mAlika, mahArASTra se lagAkara pUrA madhya pradeza. idhara pUrA gujarAta saurASTra usake adhikAra meM, sampUrNa rAjasthAna usake adhikAra meM, itane dina sAmrAjya kA mAlika. ATha dina kA samaya nikAlatA 3 dharma zravaNa karatA. do samaya pratikramaNa vidhi pUrvaka dugdha vrata kI ArAdhanA karatA. dekhatA hUM ki bala hI parva kA Agamana hotA hai. apane yahAM to aThAraha dukAna bhI kisI ke zAyada nahIM hai. hamArI ArAdhanA kaisI hotI hai? vaha mujhe dekhanA hai mujhe ArAdhanA se matalaba hai. yaha puNya kI pUMjI hai andara agara puNya kI pUMjI hai to bAhara pAkeTa svayaM bhara jAyegA. yadi puNya kA hI abhAva hai to bAhara sIMga mArate rahie. jindagI bhara kucha milegA nahIM, mAMgate rahie kisI ke hAtha meM kucha denA hai hI nahIM. Apa gAte rahie, cillAte rahie, chama chamiyA bajAte rahie. kucha bhI nahIM milegA. milegA kahAM se andara honA cAhie. puNya upArjana karane kA yahI rAstA hai. parva kI ArAdhanA niSkAma bhAvanA se paropakAra karanA. aise sundara prasaMga para jIva dayA kA pAlana karanA. apane pAsa do paisA milA hai. kudarata ne diyA hai. paropakAra ke kArya meM, jIva dayA meM, dIna dukhI kI anukampA meM, koI dukhI AtA hai AMsU pochane meM, usa paise kA upayoga kareM. paisA pApa se janma letA aura yadi puNya meM DAlA jAye to vaha bIja vRkSa bana kara ananta gunA phala detA hai. Veure 576 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI puNya kA sadupayoga kareM, durupayoga kabhI na kareM. puNya bhoga ke andara nahIM, yoga meM | jAnA cAhie. agara yaha samajhakara ke kareMge to vaha parva Apake lie AzIrvAda bana jAyegA. ATha dina taka rAtri bhojana kA sarvathA tyAga. yaha to dharma sUtra ke dvArA hI prasaMga calaM rahA hai, AhAra kA parityAga kaise kiyA jAye? parityAga kI bhUmikA hai svAda para vijaya prApta kiyA jAye. nizcita samaya para AhAra kiyA jAye. AhAra ke andara se lolupatA kA tyAga ho, vAsanA kA tyAga kara diyA jAye, AhAra karane kA lakSya badala diyA jAye. mokSa kI sAdhanA ke lie, zarIra ke rakSaNa ke lie, AhAra kiyA jAye. svAda yA viSa poSaNa ke lie nahIM. sAtvika parimita AhAra kare, AhAra meM bhI UnodarI kare. vigaI kA tyAga kareM, rasa kA tyAga kareM, dravya saMkSipta kareM. aisA kiyA huA AhAra hI upavAsa bana jAye, aisA AhAra karane vAlA vyakti bhI upavAsI bana jAye. zrAvaNa kA mahInA nadI meM bhayaMkara bAr3ha AI huI thI. durvAsA RSi mahAna tapasvI the aura apanI jhopar3I meM ekAnta baiThakara tapa kara rahe the. mathurA kA prasaMga. vahAM unakI eka zrAvikA bhakti se roja durvAsA RSi ke darzana ko jAtI aura unake lie AhAra lekara jAtI. nitya kA niyama. vahI AhAra vaha grahaNa karatI. nirjIva AtmA thI. apane dhyAna meM masta rahI, eka vakta AhAra karatI. yamunA meM aisI bAr3ha Ate samaya nadI ke kinAre jAkara udAsIna hokara khar3I rahI, Aja mere gurudeva tapasvI RSi durvAsA bhUkhe raheMge. maiM yaha nadI pAra nahIM kara sakatI. na hI yahAM koI aisA sAdhana. koI nAva jAne ko taiyAra nahIM. kauna jokhima le. mana meM cintita thI. kyA kiyA jAye? zrI kRSNa kA udhara se nikalanA huA. jaba kRSNa ne usake cehare para udAsInatA dekhI, kahA-pagalI yahAM Akara ke kyoM khaDI hai? cehare para udAsInatA kaisI? bhagavAna, kyA batalAUM? mere gurudeva sAmane haiM. ghora tapasvI haiM aura pratidina maiM unake lie AhAra lekara jAtI hUM. Aja nadI meM bAr3ha A gaI, unako Aja samaya para AhAra nahIM milegA, kitanA kaSTa hogA? usa cintana se mere cehare para udAsInatA AI. koI kAraNa nahIM. koI sAdhana nahIM ki maiM nadI pAra karake jA sakU mahAna yogezvara zrI kRSNa jI ne kyA kahA-jaina paramparA meM kRSNajI ke solaha hajAra rAniyAM thIM eka nahIM, do nahIM, solaha hajAra, vAsudeva the. vAsudeva kA puNya itanA ugra hotA hai. zrI kRSNa ne kyA kahA-tU nadI ke pAsa jA aura nadI se prArthanA kara agara zrI kRSNa brahmacArI hoM to nadI jAne kA mArga de de. solaha hajAra rAnI aura kRSNa kA kahanA ki agara zrI kRSNa bahmacArI ho, to nadI mArga de de? kaisI aTapaTI bAta lagatI hai. vaha gaI aura kRSNa ke kahe anusAra yamunA nadI se prArthanA kI ki zrI kRSNa agara ta 577 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI brahmacArI hoM, vaha bhI bAla brahmacArI hoM, to yaha nadI mujhe jAne kA mArga de ki maiM apane gurudeva ko jAkara bhojana de sakU~, unakI bhakti kara sakU~. nadI ne mArga de diyA. Azcarya yaha ki koI maMtra nahIM, koI yaMtra nahIM. zabda kA camatkAra zrI kRSNa kA zabda hI maMtra thA. vaha cAhe bAhara se apane bhogavAle karma kA upabhoga kare antarAtmA meM to pUrNa alipta the. koI anurAga nahIM, koI bhoga kI anucita kriyA nahIM, nirvikArI AtmA. kRSNa ke jIvana kA yaha Adarza nadI ne mArga ne diyA. unako bhoga karma meM Asakti nahIM thI, virakta AtmA thI. bhogavAle karma ko bhogane ke lie hI merA avatAra hai parantu bhogoM meM DUbe hue nahIM, unake bhoga meM bhI yoga kA praveza. yoga kA camatkAra kI zabda, mantradAna gayA. nadI ne mArga de diyA. gurudeva ke pAsa jAkara AhAra rakha diyA. durvAsA RSi bar3e prasanna hue. kahA-isa bhayaMkara bAr3ha ke andara tuma kaise cala karake A gaI? zrI kRSNa ne AzIrvAda diyA aura kahA ki yadi zrI kRSNa brahmacArI hoM to yaha nadI maiM A to gaI aba jAne ke liye vicAra karatI hUM ki jAUM kaise? yahAM to kRSNa haiM nahIM. durvAsA RSi ne peTa bhara ke AhAra kiyA, kahA-beTI jAo jAkara nadI se prArthanA karo yadi durvAsA RSi kAyavratI hoM to nadI mArga de de. gaI. jAkara vahI zabda doharAyA. prArthanA kI yadi mere gurudeva durvAsA RSi sadA upavAsa karate ho. to nadI mArga de de. nadI ne mArga de diyA kaisA camatkAra kyoMki AhAra kI Asakti nahIM, khAnA khAnA thA khA liyA. zarIra ke rakSaNa ke lie lenA par3atA thA, le liyA. koI AhAra meM vAsanA nahIM. kisI prakAra kI Asakti nahIM. jaba hamAre jIvana kI yaha sthiti A jAyegI. bhoga meM yoga kA praveza ho jAyegA. anAsakta bhAvanA A jAyegI, taba sAdhanA eka kSaNa ke andara siddha ho jAyegI. usake lie pasInA utArane kI jarUrata nahIM par3egI, yaha nirdeza diyA tathA laulyatyAga iti AhAra kI lolupatA kA tyAga kara denA hai, paryuSaNa ke ATha dina kama se kama ekAsanA. bAlaka hai, buddha hai, bImAra hai, koI kAraNa hai, do vakta khAiye para kama se kama rAta kA to upavAsa kareM. dina kA nahIM huA koI cintA nahIM, rAta kA to upavAsa rakhe. parva kA dina hai aisI abhakSyavastu kA sevana to na kare, gRhastha avasthA meM rahakara ke saMnyAsI bana jAye, saMsAra meM raha karake sanyAsa le le. kaisA? ATha dina jhUTha nahI bolUMgA. vyApAra meM kitanA bhI nukasAna ho Apa dekhiye nukasAna ho. Apa dekhiye nukasAna phira naphA kA kAraNa banegA. tIvra puNya kA udaya AyegA. yaha kasauTI hai. 578 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI loga kaI bAra kahA karate haiM mahArAja, dharma ke ghara dhAra par3I. maiMne kahA aura kahAM par3egI karor3a pati hI lUTA jAyegA, jisa ke pAsa hai vahI luTegA. jahAM jaisA hai vahI cora AyeMge, vahIM badamAza AyeMge. jinake pAsa kucha nahIM ve kyA Apako deMge. vahAM cora jAyeMge kyoM? jAne kA koI matalaba nahIM. jahAM dharma hai, dharma kI pUMjI. vahIM para karma AegA. dhAra vahI paDegI. inphoramezana jaba mila jAtA hai to mAlama hai kahAM reDa paDatI hai? kisI karor3apati ke yahAM kisI ke naukara ke yahAM to nahIM par3atI. jo dhArmika hogA, vahIM karma kasauTI karane AyegA. parIkSA sItA kI huI. kisI vezyA kI nahIM haI. karma ne parIkSA nahIM lI. dhAra to par3anI hI cAhie, vaha apanI kasauTI hai. loga kahate haiM mahArAja dharma ke ghara dhAra nahIM par3anA cAhie. acchI jagaha hai tabhI usakI kasauTI hotI hai. usameM kabhI nahI ghabarAnA cAhie. aisI paristhiti jaba A jAye, usameM apane meM sthiratA rahanI cAhie, dRr3hatA rahe. thor3e-thor3e vrata niyama ke andara bhI yadi Apa praveza karegeM to parva kI ArAdhanA prakAza dene vAlI bana jAyegI. kama se kama apane jIvana kI eka aisI sundara vyavasthA nirmANa karale ki mana meM kisI prakAra kI cintA yA samasyA kA kAraNa na rahe. ___ATha dina saMnyAsa le liyA jAye ki maiM jhUTha nahIM bolUMgA, parantu pratijJA vyavasthita honI cAhie. ___ maphatalAla ne paryuSaNa meM pratijJA lI. ATha dina taka jhUTha nahIM bolUMgA. mahArAja bhI bar3e khuza ho gaye. AzIrvAda diyA. paryuSaNa kA tIsarA dina thA aura ghara meM koI AdamI AyA. AvAja dI seTha sAhaba haiM? AvAja se pahacAna liyA ki paise mAMgane AyA hai. bar3A khataranAka AdamI hai. nahIM diyA to aura jhaMjhaTa paidA karegA, apanI zrAvikA ko bulAyA aura kahA-jAkara kaha de seTha ghara para nahIM haiM. __zrAvikA ne kahA-cullU bhara pAnI meM DUba maro. paryuSaNa ke dina tumane pratijJA kI ki ATha dina jhUTha nahIM bolUMgA aura abhI to tIna dina nikale haiM. abhI se tumhArI Adata bana jAyegI. ___ maphatalAla ne kahA tere se jyAdA akala khudA ne mujhe diyA hai kyA socatI hai? maiMne apanI pratijJA kahAM tor3I haiM. maiM apanI pratijJA kA pUrI taraha se pAlana karatA hUM. maiM kahAM jhUTha bola rahA hUM? isIlie to tere ko bulA rahA hUM. pratijJA kAyama aura kAma kA kAma bhI ho jAye. isIlie maiM nahIM bola rahA parantu yaha pratijJA to nahIM ki dUsare se bhI nahIM bulAtA vaha to chUTa hai hI. aisI pratijJA Apa mata lenA. ATha dina jhUTha nahIM bolanA, satya kI upAsanA karanI hai, ATha dinoM virAdhanA se jIvana kA rakSaNa karanA hai, ATha dina rAtri bhojana tyAga kara denA hai, ATha dina mujhe krodha nahIM karanA. kaisA bhI nimitta A jAye, prasaMga A jAye, karma apanI kasauTI ke lie A jAye, pratijJA meM dRr3ha rahanA hai. kaThora paristhiti A jAye phira bhI maiM rAstA nikAla - 579 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI lUMgA. aisI maitrI, prema samatA kI sAdhanA meM aura jyAdA sugandha A jAye. eka dina mahArASTra ke eka saMta tukArAma apane kheta meM se ganne kA gaThaThara lA rahe the. bahuta sAre kheta se hokara Aye, ghara para lekara Aye thor3e paise mila jAegA, majadUrI karate karate. rAste meM baccoM ko ganne bAMTate hue cale Aye. ghara para pahuMce to mAtra eka gannA hI bAkI rahA. sAre mohalle meM carcA kA viSaya, kyA bholA santa hai? kheta meM itane sAre ganne lekara AyA isakA hRdaya kaisA? paramAtmA nivAsa karatA hai, gannA bAMTate hae cale Aye. gharavAlI ne bAta suna lI. vaha prazaMsA sahana nahIM huI. jaise hI santa ghara para Aye sAmane gharavAlI AI, durgA devI ke ugrarUpa meM. santa eka nAtha to bar3e prasanna aura hAtha meM eka hI gannA bacA, ganne to bATa diye, gharavAlI ne kahAkaise divAliye hokara ghara para Aye. zarma nahIM AtI. galI mohalle vAle kyA tumhArA peTa bhareMge? ye cUlhA cakkI kyA gAMva vAloM para caleMge, itane sAre ganne lekara Aye, bAMTa diye jaise unake bApa kA kheta ho. phira tumane zAdI kyoM kI hai? zAdI karane kA matalaba hI kyA thA? tumhAre parivAra kA peTa kauna bharegA? santa tukArAma kucha nahIM bole. itanA kahA ki bharane vAlA bharegA, tU kyoM cintA karatI hai. paramezvara degA, jisane jIvana diyA hai, vahI saba degA. jisane diyA hai, tana ko. vahI degA kaphana ko. cintA kyoM karate ho, marane ke bAda bhI vahI cintA karegA. gharavAlI ko bar3A gussA AyA. eka to saba laTAkara Aye. Upara se mujhe upadeza dete ho. bar3A kaThora gassA AyA. santa ne gannA unake hAtha meM de diyA. ki dekha sAre gAMva vAloM ko diyA, baccoM ko diyA, aba tU le le, tumhAre lie bhI lAyA. eka gannA to mere pAsa rahA. ____ gharavAlI ko aisA gussA A rahA thA. Aveza meM ghara ke andara kucha dekhA nahIM gannA liyA aura una para jora se mArA. ganne ke do Tukar3e ho gaye. parantu santa to santa the. haMsate rahe. kahA-bhagavana tujhe dhanyavAda. gharavAlI mile to aisI mile, mujhe tor3ane kA bhI kaSTa nahIM diyA. do bhAga ho gaye. eka tU khA, eka maiM khAU. aisI jagaha para Apa hoM to korTa meM jAyeM aura usI dina talAka deM. santa kA yaha svabhAva. bAlaka jaisA hRdaya isa taraha se jIvana nirmala kareM. kaisI bhI paristhiti A jAye. saMsAra meM kitane bhI utejanA ke nimitta mila jAyeM. apanI sthiratA to rahanI cAhie. utejanA meM bhI sthiratA kA prayAsa rahanA cAhie. aisA nahIM ki hama utejita ho jAyeM. kitanA madhura pariNAma AyA. gharavAlI kA gussA utara gayA. caraNoM meM gira gaI, kSamA yAcanA kI. yaha prema kA mAdhyama thA. usa AtmA ko bhI pavitratA kA aisA sandeza diyA. kSamA kI bhAvanA se hamezA ke lie krodha mara gayA. hamAre jIvana kA vyavahAra bhI ATha dina aisA banAye cAhe kaisA bhI azubha nimitta mila jAye. ghara meM mile, dukAna meM mile, parivAra meM 580 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: saMsAra meM mile, parantu pratikriyA kabhI galata nahIM honI cAhie. utejanA kabhI nahIM AnI cAhie. ATha dina krodha nahIM karUMgA. binA paise kI davA hai, Arogya bhI mila jAyegA. bhana kI zAnti bhI mila jAyegI. sAdhanA ko bhI bala mila jAyegA. mAnasika dRr3hatA bhI mila jAyegI. sAikolojikala TrITamainTa hai.. yaha upacAra hai. krodha karane se usakA pariNAma kabhI acchA nahIM AegA. AMzika rUpa se Apake mana ko prasannatA milegI ki maiM usako kaisA dhamakAyA? kaisA usako DAMTA? parantu usakA kucha artha nahIM. usakA koI matalaba nahIM kyoMki usake bAda kA pariNAma bar3A galata hogA. usakI antara AtmA ko Apane coTa pahuMcAI hai kisI ko aprasanna karake Apa kabhI prasannatA prApta nahIM kara sakate. kisI ko coTa pahuMcA kara Apa apanI AtmA kA Arogya kabhI prApta nahIM kara sakate. prakRti kA niyama hai, usakI AtmA meM jo Aja darda Aja huA, vaha vaha ApakI AtmA meM kala darda paidA karegA. apanI bhAvanA isa prakAra kI honI cAhie... ___ gaMgA nadI pAra karake jaba rAma kRSNa jA rahe the, jaba gaMgA ke bIca meM unakI nAva AI. kucha sAthI baiThe the. sAmane koI vyakti kisI ko pITa rahA thA. rAmakRSNa kI dRSTi usa para gaI. dRSTi jAte hI nAva meM jora se cillAye-mujhe mata mAro, mujhe mata mAro. mujhe bar3I coTa laga rahI hai. sAthiyoM ne socA acAnaka kyA ho gayA? yahAM inako koI mAra nahIM rahA, pITa nahIM rahA, koI duvyavahAra nahIM, yaha kyA hai? sAmane naz2ara gaI taba logoM ne dekhA. ahA, usako mArakara ke loga bhAga rahe haiM rAmakRSNa yahAM mUrchita ho gaye. pAnI se zItopacAra karake unako jagAyA. baiThAyA. logoM ne kahA svAmI jI, acAnaka kyA huA? jaise hI nAva kinAre lagI aura jo vyakti gaMgA ke kinAre leTA thA, behoza hokara par3A thA, usakI pITha para jo nizAna thA vahI nizAna rAmakRSNa kI pITha para najara AyA. mAra kA unhoMne aisA anubhava kiyA ki dUsare ko nahIM, ye mujhe mAra rahA hai. jo unakI anubhUti thI vo hI anubhUti unakI pITha para najara AyI. anubhava kiyA, ise kahA jAtA hai tAdAtmya bhAva. mahAvIra kI sAdhanA isI prakAra kI thI, aisI pariSkRta sAdhanA karuNA aura maitrI kI. dUsare kA dukha darda vaha anubhava karate the. mahAvIra kI karuNA barasatI thI, dukhI ko dekha karake unake netra se AMsU nikalate the. yaha sthiti jaba apanI A jAye, dukhI vyakti ko dekhakara apanA hRdaya jaba dravita ho jAye, apane netra se unake darda ke AMsU A jAye, taba Apa ko bAra bAra dhanyavAda denA ki merA jIvana saphala banA. aisI karuNA hamAre andara AnI cAhie. zabdoM meM nahIM AcaraNa meM AnA cAhie. zabdoM se to bar3A lambA caur3A upadeza diyA jAtA hai. kSamApanA divasa AyegA, taba dekha lenA, bar3A sundara nATaka hogA. sabhI sapradAya ke AyeMge. baDe jora-jora se garjanA kareMge, maitrI kI pukAra kareMge, mahAvIra kA sandeza ndeza 581 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI to Apa taka pahuMcAyeMge. maitrI bhAvanA kA Adarza rakheMge aura andara use Apa bhI jAnate ho maiM bhI jAnatA hUM. hamArI Aja kyA sthiti hai? bolane ko kaheMge mahAvIra kI santAna haiM, eka bApa beTe haiM, kSamApanA kA prasaMga AyegA. baDe jora se hAtha joDakara micchAmi dakkaDama "kaheMge phira vahI nindA, saMgharSa, korTa kacaharI cAlU, vahIM dIvAra khar3I kara dene kA, daravAjA banda kara dene kA. kahAM hai apanatva kI bhAvanA? ye nATaka kitane hI varSoM se calA A rahA hai. isa varSa mujhe bhI AmantraNa milA. maiMne kahA barobara maiM bhI ekTiMga karUgA. nATaka racanA maiM bhI sIkha lUgA. ____ maiM prekTikala ko mAnatA thyoreTikala nahIM. aura bahuta sApha maiM to kaha dUMgA-yaha to nATaka hai. parantu ThIka hai yadi kisI AtmA ko apane zabda se coTa laga jAye, jaga jAye, apanA prayAsa karanA jAnate hai ki rogI marane vAlA hai phira bhI antima zvAsocchavAsa taka upacAra to karate haiM. hamArA bhI yaha prayAsa ho ki hamArI sthiti bar3I nAjuka hai phira bhI hamArA upacAra to cAlU honA cAhie ki kisI taraha se dharma zAsana ko hamAre dvArA koI sahayoga mila jAye. antara meM jo maitrI suSupta hai, vaha jaga jAye. AtmA kA Arogya aura svAsthya mila jAye. yahI hamArA prayAsa hogA. isa mahAna parva kI ArAdhanA ko nATaka na banAye. mAyA kA pardA nahIM honA cAhie. jo hai spaSTa honA cAhie. usI meM satya kA darzana hogA. satya kI anubhUti hogI. ATha dina isa prakAra kA Apa nikAleM rAtri bhojana nahIM karUMgA. asatya kA Azraya na lUMgA. cAhe kaisA bhI A jAye, jhUTha bolakara ke kAma nahIM lUMgA. ____ kucha varSa pahale merA bambaI cAturmAsa thA, acAnaka subaha ke samaya meM bAlakezvara se A rahA thA, rAste me gulAlavAr3I meM eka paricita vyakti milA. bahuta bar3A bAjAra hai vahA kA. udhara se A rahA thA, eka AdamI dUra se naz2ara AyA. bahuta varSoM kA merA paricita thA aura bar3A acchA AdamI thA. jaise hI maiM udhara se AyA to bar3A prasanna thA. cehare meM na jAne kahAM se Ananda AyA. maiMne usako pAsa meM Ane kA izArA kiyA. kAphI dinoM nahIM milA thA. cehare meM bar3I prasannatA thI. maiMne kahA subaha kA samaya aura yaha itanA haMsa rahA hai, bAta kyA hai? maiMne kahA-prasannatA kahIM se udhAra lAyA yA ghara kA hai? paricita thA bedhar3aka maine pUcha liyA. usane kahA-mahArAja! Aja to subaha kA samaya bar3A phala dene vAlA banA. maiMne kahA-kyA phala de gayA. (ghaDI dikhAI) maiMne kahA-ghar3I to hareka ke hAtha meM hotI hai. are yaha ghar3I hai dasa hajAra rUpaye kI. maiMne kahA-usase mere ko kyA? hi hanA 582 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: 87 are mahArAja, rAste calate eka AdamI AyA DilIvarI kesa thA. Aja ravivAra kA dina. usane kahA seTha sAhaba, merI gharavAlI ko Aja DilivarI ke lie hospITala bharatI kiyA hai. ghara meM itanA paisA maiM lAyA nahIM aura Aphisa bhI banda, baiMka bhI banda, majabUrI hai, Apa kisI bhI taraha Aja mujhe hajAra rupaye de do. mai kala yaha ghar3I Apake yahAM se le jAUMgA aura hajAra kA bAraha sau de dUMgA. maine manA kara diyA. becanA hai to beca do udhAra byAja para detA nahIM. usa AdamI ne kahA pacIsa sau rupaye meM Apa le lIjie. dasa hajAra meM lAyA hUM. yaha isakA bila hai. mahArAja Aja to kama se kama pandraha hajAra kI kImata hogI. yaha to videza se lAyA hai. bila videza kA hai. bhArata meM to isakI kImata kama se kama pandraha hajAra hai sirpha pacIsa sau meM de gayA. subaha subaha yaha lAbha bhI milA. bar3I sundara ghar3I hai. maiMne kahA isako aisA AnaMda AyA hai. pandraha hajAra kI ghar3I asatya se 2500 meM lekara Ananda aisA ki vAha? maiMne socA ki agara upedaza diyA to upadeza bhI baha jAyegA. yaha abhI upadeza lAyaka sthiti meM nahIM hai yaha dimAgI pAgalapana hai. maiM mauna rahA. maiMne -kahA ThIka hai maiM calatA banA. pandraha bIsa dina bAda phira se majhe eka bAra AnA par3A. vaha vyakti vahIM vyApAra karatA thA. dalAlI karatA thA. maiTala kI, mandira ke nIce hI mila gayA. ceharA ekadama vItarAga bhAva udAsa. prasannatA nahIM. udhAra lI huI thI phira pAsa meM balAyA. AyA. maiMne kahA--kaisA cala rahA hai? ThIka hai. maiMne kahA-ghar3I kahAM hai? mahArAja bAta chor3a dIjie. maiMne kahA chor3a kyoM dUM? vahI to mujhe jAnanA hai. prasannatA kA AyuSya kitanA? mahArAja kyA batalAUM? baDA bevakapha banA bila nakalI thA. ghaDI bhI nakalI do dina to ghaDI sahI calI. tIsare dina ghar3I ne kArya zurU kiyA calI hI nahIM, vAca mekara ke pAsa le gayA aura dikhalAyA ki ghar3I isa taraha kI hai. usane kahA seTha sAhaba! kahAM mUrkha banake Aye? ye to hAMgakAMga kI nakalI ghar3I isI taraha kI hai. yoM maiM bhI nahIM lUMgA. DAlo kacarA peTI meM, rAkha ke sAtha DAla rahe ho. kyoM marammata karavA rahe ho? koI mUlya nahI. acchA bevakUpha banA. pacAsa sATha mitroM meM markha banA. jo milatA hai, majAka karatA hai. ___ maiMne kahA-dekhA asatya se upArjana kiyA huA Ananda. usakA AyuSya kitanA? agara satya kA detA to jindagI meM kabhI rone kA prasaMga nahIM AtA. satya kA Ananda sthAyI hotA hai aura asatya se uparjAna kiyA huA Ananda hamezA asthAyI hogA. "sarvamaMgalamAMgalyaM srvklyaannkaarnnm| pradhAnaM sarvadharmANAM jaina jayati zAsanam" // nod 583 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI dharmabindu racayitA: AcArya haribhadra sUrIzvarajI - viSayAnukrama adhyAya viSaya pRSTha 586 590 599 610 - Nla +0000 dharmabindu racayitA gRhastha sAmAnya dharma gRhastha dezanA vidhi gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi yati sAmAnya dezanA vidhi yatidharma dezanA vidhi yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi dharmaphala dezanA vidhi dharmaphala vizeSa dezanA vidhi 624 633 647 659 667 585 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI dharmabindu racayitA AcArya haribhadra sUri : eka paricaya AcArya zrI haribhadrasUri jaina dharma ke pUrvakAlIna evaM uttarakAlIna itihAsa ke sImA stambha ke rUpa meM satya ke upAsaka, 14 vidyAoM ke pAraMgata mahAna jaina dArzanika, 1444 graMthoM ke racayitA tathA vRttikAra ke rUpa meM sadiyoM se jAne jAte rahe haiM aura yugoM-yugoM taka unakA nAma smaraNa kiyA jAtA rahegA. unakA janma citrakUTa nivAsI brAhmaNa parivAra meM huA thA. unakI mAtA kA nAma gaMgaNa aura pitA kA nAma zaMkara bhaTTa thA. bhaTTa haribhadra prakhara vidvAna the, jisake kAraNa cittauDa ke rAjA jitAri ke yahA~ rAjapurohita pada para niyukta kiye gae the. unheM apane jJAna kA bahuta garva thA. unhoMne pratijJA kI thI ki mujhe vAda-vivAda meM jo bhI parAsta kara degA, usakA ziSya bana jAU~gA. eka bAra ve eka upAzraya ke rAste se DolI meM baiThakara jA rahe the ki acAnaka unake kAnoM meM yaha gAthA par3I: cakkidugaM haripaNagaM, paNagaM cakkINa kesavo cakkI.. eka sAdhvIjI saMgrahaNI kI yaha gAthA bAra-bAra duharA rahI thI. haribhadra ne dhyAna pUrvaka isakA artha jAnane kA prayAsa kiyA. lekina asaphala rahane para sAdhvIjI ke pAsa jAkara kahA ki isa sthAna para cakacakAhaTa kisa bAta kI ho rahI hai? binA artha ke gAthA kA punarAvarttana kyoM ho rahA hai? haribhadra kI vANI meM vakratA adhika thI kintu sAdhvIjI ne, jo dhIra, gaMbhIra, kriyAzIla, evaM vyavahAra nipuNa thI, komala zabdoM meM kahA ki 'nUtana liptaM cikacikAyate' arthAt nUtana lepa kiyA AMgana cakacakATa kara rahA hai. isa sAragarbhita uttara ko sunakara haribhadra prabhAvita hue. unheM aise javAba kI AzA nahIM thI. unake mana meM AyA ki na to isa gAthA kA artha samajha meM AyA aura na hI pratyuttara kA marma samajha sakA. unhoMne sAgraha vinatI kI ki kRpayA isakA artha samajhAiye. apanI pUrva kRta pratijJA kI bAta bhI unhoMne sAdhvI yAkini ko batAI ki vaha unase dIkSA le leMge. 'prabhAvaka caritra' meM bhI ullekha hai ki sAdhvIjI usakA artha jAnatI thI lekina apanI maryAdA kA pAlana aura jyAdA lAbha unako prApta ho sake isaliye unheM apane guru AcArya zrI jinabhadrasUrijI ke pAsa artha samajhane ke lie bhejA. jainAcArya ke pAsa jAkara vivekazIla vANI se unhoMne usa gAthA kA artha pUchA. aba unakA garva khaMDita ho cukA thA. AcArya jinabhadrasUri ne gAthA kA artha batAyA taba haribhadra bhaTTa kA jaina dharma ke tatvoM ko jAnane kI utsukatA jAgI. taba jainAcArya ne kahA ki pUrvottara saMdarbha sahita jaina siddhAnta samajhane ke lie muni jIvana ko svIkAra 586 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: dharmabindu racayitA karanA Avazyaka hai. haribhadra ke jJAna kI chora para jaina darzana ke tattvajJAna kI taraMgeM laharAne lagI. haribhadra ne jainAcArya se pUchA bhagavana! dharma kA phala kyA hai? vaidika dharma ke evaM jaina dharma phala meM kyA antara hai? AcArya zrI ne kahA ki sakAma vRti vAle manuSya ko dharma ke phalasvarupa svarga kI prApti hotI hai aura niSkAma vRti vAle ko 'bhava viraha yAne saMsAra se mukti arthAta mokSa milatA hai. jaina dharma isI saMsAra se mukti kA mArga mokSa kA mArga dikhalAtA hai. haribhadra ko yaha uttara tarkapUrNa evaM satya pratIta huA aura apanI pratijJAnusAra unhoMne jaina vAGgamaya evaM usake phala svarUpa ko aMgIkAra karane ke lie zramaNatva svIkAra kiyA. ve jaina mani bana gae. unhoMne sAdhvI yAkini mahattarA ko apanI dharma mAtA ke rUpa meM svIkAra kara apane paricaya ke rUpa meM jyAdAtara kRtiyoM ke anta meM 'mahattarA yAkini dharma sUnu' zabda kA ullekhakara apanI dharma mAtA ke upakAra ko amara banA diyA. ve vedAdi 14 vidyAoM ke pAraMgata to the. vatti jAgRta ho uThI. unake hRdaya meM jaina dharma ke prati anurAga bar3hane ke sAtha hI jaina tatva jJAna va anekAMta dRSTi kI utkRSTatA basa gaI. zramaNa jIvana ke pavitra AcAroM kA pAlana karate hue ve AcArya pada ke yogya hue taba unheM AcArya jinabhadrasUri ne AcArya pada para pratiSThita kiyA. AcArya bana kara haribhadrasUrijI ne jaina zAsana kI abhUtapUrva sevA kI. unhoMne sarva darzanoM ke siddhAnta rahasyoM ko apane hRdaya meM AtmasAt kara jJAna kI nirmala dhArA pravAhita kI, jisase Aja taka anaginata jijJAsu bhavya jana apanI jJAna tRSA zAnta kara rahe haiM. kahA jAtA hai ki haribhadrasUri ke graMthoM ke paricaya ke binA jinAgamoM kA hArda nahIM samajhA jA sakatA. anekAntavAda kI samanvayapUta dRSTi se unhoMne jaina zrutajJAna kA nidhAna pratyakSa kara liyA thA. __ AcArya haribhadrasUrijI ke saMsArI bhAMje haMsa aura paramahaMsa nAmaka do ziSya bhI the. donoM hI vyAkaraNa, sAhitya evaM darzana ke vidvAna bana gae the. usa samaya bauddha darzana kI prabalatA thI. rAjyAzraya ke kAraNa bauddha darzana kA prasAra evaM prabhAva jaina samudAya meM bar3I zIghratA se ho rahA thA. bauddha darzana ke abhyAsa ke binA bauddhoM kA khaMDana karanA sambhava nahIM thA. ataH haMsa aura paramahaMsa ne AcArya haribhadrasUri se AjJA mAgI ki ve donoM bauddha vidyApITha meM jAkara adhyayana kara sakeM. nimitta zAstra ke jJAtA AcArya haribhadrasUri ne bhavitavya ko jAnakara anumati nahIM dI, lekina ve donoM nahIM mAne aura bhavitavyatAvaza bauddha bhikSu kA veza dhAraNakara bauddhadarzana kA abhyAsa karane nikala par3e. vidvAna hone ke kAraNa unhoMne bauddha dharma ke marma para apanA dhyAna kendrita kiyA aura thor3e samaya meM hI rahasya granthoM ko kaNThastha kara liyA. ve samayAnukUla jainadarzana zailI se bauddha darzana kA khaNDana likha bhI lete the. eka dina unameM se eka patra kisI bauddha bhikSu ke hAtha laga gayA R 587 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI dharmabindu racayitA aura bAta khula gaI ki yahA~ koI jaina raha rahA hai. bauddha AcArya ne bar3I kuzalatA se bheda pA liyA aura haMsa va paramahaMsa pahacAna lie gae. ataH ve dono vahA~ se prasthAna kara gae mArga meM yAtanAvaza haMsa kA prANAMta ho gayA, kisI prakAra paramahaMsa ne samIpavartI nagara meM jAkara sUrapAla nAmaka rAjA kI zaraNa lI. bAda meM bahuta kaSToM ko sahana karate hue AcArya haribhadrasUrijI ke caraNoM meM upasthita hue aura apane avinaya ke lie kSamA mA~gakara samAdhi parvaka kAla dharma ko prApta hae. AcArya haribhadra sari jI ko isa bAta kA baDA duHkha huA. unhoMne bauddhoM ko zAstrArtha meM parAsta karane kI pratijJA kI. sUrapAla rAjA ke yahA~ bauddha AcArya haribhadrasUri ke madhya zAstrArtha huA. isake pUrva donoM kI sammati se yaha taya huA thA ki jo parAjita hogA usake pakSa ke vyakti atizaya garma tela meM jala kara mara jAyeMge. sarapAla rAjA kI sabhA meM kaI dinoM taka vAda-vivAda calatA rahA. anta meM apane adabhuta tarka sAmarthya aura asAdhAraNa jJAna bala se AcArya haribhadrasUrijI vijayI hue. idhara isI samaya haribhadrUsari ke guruvara jinabhadrasUri ko isa ghaTanA kA patA lagA aura turaMta unhoMne kopAviSTa apane ziSya ke pratibodha hetu tIna gAthAe~ likha bhijavAI inameM guNasena aura agnizarmA ke bhavoM kI ghaTanAeM saMkalita thI jinakA tAtpaya thA ki "vaira kA anubaMdha bhava-bhavAntara taka calatA rahatA hai ataeva krodha ucita hai?" AcArya haribhadrasUri kA krodha ina gAthAoM ko par3hane se zAnta ho gayA aura apane krodha (kaSAya) ke prAyazcitta svarUpa apanI ziSya saMtati ke sthAna para unhoMne jJAna saMtati ke vikAsa kI ora dhyAna kendrita kiyA, apane kaSAya kI upazAnti hote hI prAyazcita ke rupa meM unhoMne 1444 graMtha nirmANa karane kI pratijJA lI thI, tadanusAra jyAdAtara graMthoM kI racanA kara DAlI kintu apane manuSya jIvana kA mayAdita samaya jAnakara zeSa grathoM ke sRjana meM ve dina-rAta vyasta rahane lage. granthanirmANa kA kArya nirantara jArI rahA. parantu zrutasAgara ko granthastha karanA kitanA kaThina hotA hai, vaha jAnate the. eka dina jaba AcArya zrI cintAmagna mudrA meM kucha soca rahe the taba vaMdana karane Ae unake eka zrAvaka lalliga ne parama vinaya se vinatI kI ki he guru bhagavanta Apa cintita kyoM haiM? Agrahavaza AcArya zrI ne batAyA ki merA AyuSya jalabinduvata hai aura maiM itane vizAla zruta jJAna ko granthastha kaise kara pAU~gA? yaha socakara mujhe cintA ho rahI hai kyoMki sUrya prakAza meM hI yaha pravRtti hotI hai, jo bilkula maryAdita hai. AcArya bhagavanta kI niHsvArtha vedanA kA rahasya pAte hI lalliga ne kahAH bhagavanta Apa isa cintA ko chor3a dIjiye, maiM saba sambhAla lU~gA, Apa apanI zrutaAlekhana pravRtti meM magna ho jAIye. usane apane pUrvajoM dvArA saMgrahita aneka jAtyaratnoM ko AcArya ke zruta kakSa meM khacita kara diyA. tAki rAta dina eka jaise hI ratnoM ke svAbhAvika prakAza meM jJAnArAdhana pravRtti nirAbAdha calatI rahe. 588 For Private And Personal Use Only

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=guruvANI: dharmabindu racayitA zrAvaka kI zruta bhakti guNa kI pragAr3hatA ke isa prasaMga se patA lagatA hai ki jainatva kI prApti kitanI viveka pUrNa hotI hai. AcArya zrI haribhadrUsarijI ne apane jIvanakAla meM 1444 graMtha nirmita kiye haiM, unakI antima kRti 'saMsAra dAvAnala' stuti thI. jisakI antima gAthA likhate-likhate AcAryazrI devaloka hue taba upasthita zrAvaka samudAya ne usa antima (cauthI) stuti ke zeSa tIna caraNa racakara graMtha paripUrNa kiyA. jaba caudaha pUrvamaya dRSTivAda rUpa sUrya asta ho rahA thA. unake kaI graMthoM meM vaha tattvajJAna milatA hai jo anyatra kahIM bhI nahIM mila sakatA hai. pUrvagata jJAna kI chAyA una graMthoM para avazya par3I hai yaha nirvivAda mAnanA hogA. anyathA aisA prarUpaNa nahIM ho sakatA. jaina samAja meM AcAryazrI ke vacana 'TaMkazAlI' mAne jAte haiM. yaha unakI prAmANikatA kA tathyabhUta pramANa hai. AdhyAtmika jagata kA koI aisA viSaya nahIM hogA jo unhoMne bAkI chor3A ho. isa prakAra AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI kI jaina dharma meM apanI viziSTa pahacAna haiM. unakI graMtha rUpI saMtati Aja ke bhautika yuga meM itanI hI AdhyAtmika gajata ke prati satata kriyAzIla hai. unake pramukha graMtha nimnokta haiM : yogadaSTi samuccaya, laghakSetra samAsa, yogazataka yogaviMzikA, zrAvaka dharma, yogabinda, anekAntajayapatAkA, anekAntavAda praveza-TippaNa, zAstravArtA samuccaya, dvijavadana capeTA, loka tatvanirNaya, SaDadarzana, dharmabinda, sarvajJasiddhi, SoDazaka prakaraNa, dharmabindu dhurtAkhyAna, samarAditya kathA, aSTaka prakaraNa, upadezapada, pacavastu, paMcAzaka......Adi. uparyukta maulika graMtha upalabdha haiM. parantu unake dvArA racita graMthoM meM se mAtra kucha eka graMtha hI vartamAna kAla meM upalabdha hote haiM. adhyAtma sAdhanA meM lIna haribhadrAcArya ne jIvana ke saMdhyAkAla meM anazana kI sthiti ko ullAsa se svIkAra kiyA thA. bhAvoM kI ucca zreNI meM trayodaza divasa kA anazana sampanna kara ve parama samAdhi ke sAtha svargavAsa ko prApta hue| anazanamanaghaM vidhAya nirmaamkvrvismRthaardbhuuribaadhH| tridazavana iva sthitaH samAdhau tridivamasau sabhavApadAyurante // 221 // 589 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI gRhastha sAmAnya dharma praNamya paramAtmAnaM, samuddhatya shrutaarnnvaat| dharmabinduM pravakSyAmi, toyabindumivodadheH ||1|| zrIarihanta paramAtmA ko namaskAra karake samudra meM se jalabindu kI bhAMti, zAstra siddhAntarUpI samudra meM se 'dharma ke bindu' ko nikAla kara isa 'dharmabindu prakaraNa' nAmaka grantha kI racanA karatA hUM. dhanado dhanArthinAM proktaH, kAminAM srvkaamdH|| dharma evApavargasya, pAramparyeNa sAdhakaH // 2 // dharma, dhana kI icchA karane vAloM ko dhana dene vAlA hai, kAmAbhilASI janoM ko sabhI kAmabhoga dene vAlA hai tathA paraMparA se mokSa kA sAdhaka hai. vacanAd yadanuSThAnamaviruddhAd ythoditm| maitryAdibhAvasaMyuktaM, taddharma iti kIrtyate // 3 // paraspara avirUddha vacana se zAstra meM kahA huA maitrI Adi bhAvanA se mukta jo anuSThAna hai, va dharma kahalAtA hai. so'yamanuSThAtRbhedAt ddhividho gRhasthadharmo yatidharmazceti // 1 // yaha dharma anuSThAna karane vAloM ke bheda se do prakAra kA hai gRhastha dharma aura yati dharma. tatra gRhasthadharmo'pi dvividhaH- sAmAntayato vizeSatazceti // 2 // usameM gRhastha dharma bhI do prakAra kA hai-sAmAnya aura vizeSa. 590 For Private And Personal Use Only

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3-guruvANI gRhastha sAmAnya dharma tatra sAmAnyato gRhasthadharmaH kulakramAgatamanindya vibhavAdyapekSayA nyAyato'nuSThAnamiti // 3 // kula paraMparA se AyA huA, nindArahita, vaibhava Adi kI apekSA se jo nyAyayukta anuSThAna hai vaha gRhastha kA sAmAnya dharma hai. nyAyopAttaM hi vittamubhayalokahitAyeti // 4 // nyAya se upArjita dhana hI isa loka aura paraloka ke _ hita ke liye hotA hai. anabhizaGkanIyatayA paribhogAd vidhinA tIrthagamanAceti // 5 // jisa dravya kA upabhoga karane meM logoM ko upabhoktA para yA bhogya vastu para zaMkA na ho, aisI rIti se usakA upabhoga ho aura jisa dravya se vidhipUrvaka tIrthATana Adi ho aisA nyAyopArjita dhana-dravya usa vyakti ke donoM loka meM hitakArI hai donoM loka meM usakA hita karane vAlA hai. ahitAyaivAnyaditi // 6 // uparokta rIti se na karake usase bhinna rIti se kare arthAt anyAya se dhanopArjita kare to ahita hI hotA hai. tadanapAyitve'pi matsyAdi galAdivad vipAkadAruNatvAditi // 7 // yadi vaha anyAya se upArjita dravya zIghra hI naSTa ho jAtA hai. yadi balavAna pApAnubandhI puNya hone se vaha jIvanaparyanta banA rahA to bhI usakA pariNAma barA hai. jisa prakAra lohe ke kAMTe meM mAMsa kA Tukar3A (galagori) lagA hotA hai aura rasanA ke svAda meM matsya mArA jAtA hai usI prakAra anyAya se upArjita dhana se dukha hI prApta hotA hai. L CONTA 591 For Private And Personal Use Only

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= guruvANI -guruvANI hA sAmAnya gRhastha sAmAnya dharma nyAya eva hyAptyupaniSatpareti samayavida iti // 8 // nyAya hI dhana paidA karane kA atyanta rahasyabhUta upAya hai aisA siddhAntavettA kahate hai. tato hi niyamataH pratibandhakakarmavigama iti // 6 // dravya prApti meM antarAya karane vAle (lAbhAntarAya) karmo kA nAza nyAya se hI hotA hai. satyasminnAyatyAmarthasiddhiriti ||10|| usa lAbhAntarAya karma kA nAza hone se bhaviSya meM dhana prApti hotI hai. ato'nyathApi pravRttau pAkSiko'rthalAbho niHsaMzayastvanartha iti // 11 // usase bhinna prakArase (anyAya se) vyavahAra karane se lAbha kabhI kabhI hotA hai, anartha to avazya hotA hai. tathA-samAnakula-zIlAdibhiragotrajairvaivAhyamanyatra bahuviruddhebhya iti // 12 // bahuta logoM se jinakI zatrutA ho unheM chor3akara samAna kula, zIla vAle bhinna gotrI ke sAtha vivAha karanA cAhiye. tathA-ddaSTAddaSTabAdhAbhItatA iti // 13 // pratyakSa va apratyakSa saba upadravoM se sAvadhAna rahanA cAhiye. tathA-ziSTAcaritaprazaMsanamiti // 14 // aura sAdhucarita puruSoMkI prazaMsA karate rahanA cAhiye. K 592 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI gRhastha sAmAnya dharma 4--21 tathA ariSaDvargatyAgenAviruddhArthapratipattyendriyaMjaya iti // 15 // chaha aMtaraMga (kAma, krodha, lobha, mAna, mada evaM harSa) zatruoM ko jIta kara gRhastha avasthA ke yogya dharma evaM artha ko aMgIkAra karake indriyoM ko jItanA cAhiye. tathA-upaplutasthAnatyAga iti // 16 // upadrava vAle sthAna kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. tathA-svayogyasyA zrayaNamiti // 17 // apane yogya puruSa yA sthAna kA Azraya lenA cAhiye. tathA-pradhAnasAdhuparigraha iti // 18 // uttama aura sadAcArI vyaktiyoM kI saMgati karanA cAhiye. tathA-sthAne gRhakaraNamiti // 16 // yogya sthAna meM nivAsa sthAna banAnA cAhiye. atiprakaTAtiguptasthAnanucitaprAtivezyaM ceti // 20 // jo sthAna bahuta khulA huA yA bahuta gupta ho tathA jisake par3ausI kharAba yA ayogya hoM, vaha sthAna rahane ke liye ayogya hai. lakSaNopetagRhavAsa iti // 21 // vAstuzAstra meM kathita lakSaNoM vAle ghara meM rahanA cAhiye. nimittaparIkSeti // 22 // zakuna svapna evaM upazruti Adi nimittoM se parIkSA karanI cAhiye. 593 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI gRhastha sAmAnya dharma tathA-anekanirgamAdivarjanamiti // 23 // jAne Ane ke bahuta se dvAroM se rahita ghara banAye. tathA-vibhavAdyanurUpo veSo viruddhatyAgeneti // 24 // apanI sAmAjika evaM Arthika sthiti ke anurUpa veSabhUSA pahane. tathA-Ayocito vyaya iti // 25 // Aya ke anusAra vyaya karanA cAhiye. tathA-prasiddhadezAcArapAlanamiti // 26 // bhojana-vastrAdi meM pracalita vyavahAra tathA ziSTa janoM dvArA aMgIkRta dezAcAra kA pAlana karanA cAhiye. tathA-garhiteSu gADhamapravRttiriti // 27 // nindita kArya meM leza mAtra bhI pravRtti na karanA cAhiye tathA-sarveSvavarNavAdatyAgo vizeSato rAjAdiSviti // 28 // saba janoM kI akAraNa nindA vizeSataH rAjA Adi kI nindA kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. tathA-asadAcArairasaMsaga iti // 26 // durAcArI kI saMgati nahIM karanI cAhiye. saMsarga:sadAcArairiti // 30 // sadAcArI janoM kI saMgati karanI cAhiye. 594 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI gRhastha sAmAnya dharma tathA-mAtA-pitRpUjeti // 31 // mAtA pitA kI pUjA karanI cAhiye. AmuSmikayogakAraNaM tadanujJayA pravRttiH pradhAnAbhinavopanayanaM tadbhoge'pyatra tadanucitAditi // 32 // mAtA pitA ko dharma kI preraNA karanA, unakI AjJA se pravRtti karanA tathA unake ayogya vastu ko chor3a kara pratyeka nayI va zreSTha vastu unako bheMTa karake bhoga meM lAnA cAhiye. tathA-anudvejanIyA pravRttiriti // 33 // kisI ko bhI azAnti yA udvega na karane vAlI pravRtti hI karanA cAhiye. tathA-bharttavyabharaNamiti // 34 // mAtA, pitA satI strI evaM choTe baccoM sahita bharaNa-poSaNa karane yogya (Azrita) janoM kA bharaNa-poSaNa karanA cAhiye. tathA-tasya yathocitaM viniyoga iti // 35 // tathA mAtA pitA ko unake yogya dharma evaM anya parijanoM ko unake yogya kArya meM lagAnA cAhiye. tathA-tatprayojaneSu baddhalakSateti // 36 // aura usa poSya varga ko jo bhI kAma sauMpA ho, usakI pragati para dhyAna denA cAhiye. tathA-apAyaparirakSodyoga iti // 37 // anartha yA vinAza se poSya varga kI rakSA kA prayatna karanA cAhiye. 595 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI gRhastha sAmAnya dharma tathA-gaye jJAnasvagauravarakSe iti // 38 // unake nindanIya vyavahAra ko jAna kara apane gaurava kI rakSA karanI cAhiye. __ tathA-devAtithidInapratipattiriti // 36 // deva, atithi va dIna janoM kI sevA karanI cAhiye. tadaucityAbAdhanamuttanidarzaneneti // 40 // uttama puruSoM ke udAharaNa se devAdi kI sevA meM aucitya kA ullaMghana nahIM karanA cAhiye. tathA sAtmyataH kAlabhojanabhiti // 41 // aura apanI prakRti ke anukUla yogya samaya para bhojana karanA cAhiye. tathA-laulyatyAga iti // 42 // ruci uparAMta bhojana meM lolupatA nahIM karanA cAhiye. __ tathA-ajIrNe abhojanamiti // 43 // yadi arjIrNa huA to bhojana nahIM karanA cAhiye. tathA-balApAve pratikriyeti // 44 // zarIra kA bala kama hotA pratIta ho to usakA zIghra upAya karanA cAhiye. tathA-adezakAlacaryAparihAra iti // 45 // upadrava grasita, malina AcAra vicAra vAle ayogya deza-kAla kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. 596 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI gRhastha sAmAnya dharma tathA-yathocitalokayAtreti // 46 // yogyatA anusAra yathocita loka vyavahAra meM pravRtti karanA cAhiye. tathA-hIneSu hInakrama iti // 47 // apane karma ke doSa se, jAti, vidyA Adi guNoM ke AdhAra para jo loka meM hIna mAnA jAye usa ke sAtha tadanukUla vyavahAra karanA cAhiye. tathA-atisaGgavarjanamiti // 48 // ati paricaya rakhane se avajJA yA avagaNanA hone lagatI hai ataH adhika paricaya kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. tathA-vRttasthajJAnavRddhaseveti // 46 // sadAcArI va jJAnavRddha puruSoM kI sevA karanI cAhiye. tathA-parasparAnupaghAtenAnyo'nyAnubaddhatrivargapratipattiriti // 50 // paraspara virodha utpanna na ho aise tarIke se dharma, artha evaM kAma tInoM kI sAdhanA karanI cAhiye. tathA-anyatarabAdhAsaMbhave mUlAbAdheti // 51 // dharma artha evaM kAma eka trivarga hai usameM kisI bhI uttarottara purUSArtha ko antarAya hone para pUrva purUSArtha ko antarAya yA bAdhA na hone denI cAhiye. tathA-balAbalApekSaNamiti // 52 // apanI zakti va azakti ko soca kara hI kAma karanA cAhiye. tathA-anubandhe prayatna iti // 53 // dharma, artha va kAma kI uttarottara vRddhi kA prayatna karanA cAhiye. 597 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsur Gyanmandir -guruvANI - gRhastha sAmAnya dharma tathA-kAlocitApekSeti // 54 // kAla ke anusAra yogya vastu ko aMgIkAra karanA cAhiye. tathA-pratyahaM dharmazravaNamiti // 55 // pratidina dharmazravaNa karanA cAhiye. tathA-sarvatrAbhiniveza iti // 56 // saba kAryo meM kadAgraha kA parityAga karanA cAhiye. tathA-guNapakSapAtiteti // 7 // guNoM ke prati anurAga rakhanA cAhiye. tathA-UhApohAdiyoga itIti // 58 // tarka, vitarka Adi buddhi guNoM kA vikAsa karanA cAhiye. evaM svadharmasaMyukto, sadgArhasthyaM karoti yaH / lokadvaye'pyasau dhImAn, sukhamApnotyaninditam // 4 // jo puruSa isa prakAra svadharmayukta zreSTha gRhastha dharma kA pAlana karatA hai vaha buddhimAna puruSa isa loka meM tathA paraloka meM anindita sukha ko pAtA hai. durlabhaM prApya mAnuSyaM, vidheya hitmaatynH| karotyakANDa eveha, mRtyuH sarva na kiJcana // 5 // satyetasminnasArAsu, sNptsvvihitaagrhH| paryantadAruNAsUccaidharmaH kAryo mahAtmabhiH // 6 // durlabha manuSya janmako pA kara Atma kA hita sAdhana karanA cAhiye kyoMki mRtyu akasmAta hI Akara isa saMsAra meM 'kucha na thA' aisA kara degii| isa sthiti ko vicAra kara pariNAmataH kaSTa denevAlI asAra saMpatti meM moha rakhe binA AtmArthI puruSoM ko ucca prakAra se dharma kA AcaraNa va sevana karanA caahiye| 598 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3 DguruvANI gRhastha dezanA vidhi prAyaH saddharmabIjAni, gRhissvevNvidhessvlm| rohanti vidhinoptAni, yathA bIjAni sakSitau // 7 // jaise acchI pRthvI meM vidhivat boye hue bIja ugate haiM vaise hI upayukta lakSaNa vAle gRhasthoM meM vidhi sahita boye hue saddharma ke bIja prAyaH uga Ate hai. bIjanAzo yathA'bhUmau, praroho veha nissphlH| tathA saddharmabIjAnAmapAtreSu vidurbudhAH ||8|| jaise USara bhUmi meM par3A huA bIja aMkura ho jAne para bhI niSphala jAtA hai vaise hI apAtra ke prati dharma kA bIjAropaNa ho, vaha bhI naSTa hotA hai, aisA paMDita kahate hai. na sAdhayati yaH samyagajJaH svalpaM cikiirssitm| ayogyatvAt kathaM mUDhaH, sa mahat sAdhayiSyati // 6 // jo ajJAnI apanI tuccha icchA ko bhI nahIM sAdha sakatA, vaha mUr3ha ayogya hone se mokSa prAptirUpa mahat kArya kA saMpAdana kaise kara sakatA hai? iti saddharmadezanArha uktaH, idAnIM tadvidhimanuvarNayiSyAma iti // 1 // (56) isa prakAra saddharma kI dezanA kA adhikArI batA kara usakI dezanA vidhi kahate hai. tatprakRtidevatAdhimuktijJAnamiti ||2|| (60) dezanAyogya vyakti kI prakRti tathA usake iSTa deva Adi kA jJAna prApta karanA cAhiye. 599 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI gRhastha dezanA vidhi tathA-sAdhAraNaguNaprazaMseti // 3 // (61) upadezaka ko sAmAnya guNoM kI prazaMsA karanI cAhiye. tathA-samyak tadadhikAkhyAnamiti // 4 // (62) aura samyak prakAra se ucca guNoM kA AkhyAna karanA cAhiye. tathA-abodhe'pyanindeti // 5 // (63) guNa kA bodha na bhI ho taba bhI niMdA nahIM karanA cAhiye. zuzruSAbhAvakaraNamiti // 6 // (64) sunane kI icchA kA bhAva zrotA meM utpanna karanA cAhiye. tathA-bhUyobhUya upadeza iti // 7 // (65) yadi zrotA ko zIghra bodha na ho to bAra bAra upadeza karate rahanA cAhiye. tathA-bodhe prajJopavarNanamiti ||8|| (66) bodha hone para usakI buddhi kI prazaMsA karanI cAhiye. tathA tantrAvatAra iti // 6 // (67) zrotA ko pahale zAstra ke prati bahumAna utpanna karAkara usake dvArA zAstra meM praveza karAnA cAhiye. tathA-prayoga AkSepaNyA iti ||10 // (68) zrotA ko moha se tatva kI ora Avarjita karane vAlI kathA kahanI cAhiye. 600 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI gRhastha dezanA vidhi tathA-jJAnAdyAcArakathanamiti ||11|| (66) aura jJAnAdi AcAroM kA varNana karanA cAhiye. tathA-nirIhazakyapAlaneti ||12|| (70) aihika evaM pAralaukika phala kI icchA kA tyAga kara pAMco AcAroM (jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAra, cAritrAcAra, tapAcAra evaM vIryAcAra) kA yathAzakti pAlana karanA cAhiye. tathA-azakye bhAvapratipattiriti // 13 // (71) aura azakya hone para bhI usa ora bhAvanA rakhanI cAhiye. tathA-pAlanopAyopadeza iti // 14 // (72) jJAnAdi AcAra ke pAlana kA upadeza karanA cAhiye. tathA-phalaprarUpaNeti // 15 // (73) AcAroM ke samyaka rUpa se pAlana karane para hone vAle phala kI prarUpaNA karanI cAhiye. devarddhivarNanamiti // 16 // (74) devaRddhi kA varNana karanA cAhiye. tathA-sukulAgamanoktiriti // 17 // (75) devasthAna se cyuta hokara manuSya yoni meM Ane vAlA uttama kula meM janma letA hai. 601 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI gRhastha dezanA vidhi tathA-kalyANaparamparAkhyAnamiti // 18 // (76) aura uttama kula meM Akara use kalyANa paraMparA prApta hotI hai aisA kahe. tathA-asadAcAragati ||16|| (77) aura asata AcAra se ghRNA karanI cAhiye. tathA-tatsvarUpakathanamiti // 20 // (78) aura asadAcAra ke vibhinna svarUpoM ko batAnA cAhiye. tathA-svayaM parihAra iti // 21 // (76) svayaM (upadezaka) ko bhI asadAcAra kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. tathA-RjubhAvAsevanamiti ||22|| (80) aura kuTilatA kA tyAga kara saralabhAva rakhanA cAhiye. tathA-apAyahetutvadezaneti // 23 // (81) asadAcAra janita aura anya anartha (duHkha) ke kAraNoM ko batAnA cAhiye. nArakaduHkhopavarNanamiti // 24 // (82) nArakI ke duHkhoM kA varNana karanA cAhiye. tathA-duSkulajanmaprazastiriti // 25 // (83) asadAcAra aura hIna AcaraNa karane vAloM kA isase bure va halake kula meM janma hotA hai, vaha batAnA cAhiye. AR 602 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: gRhastha dezanA vidhi ADAN duHkhaparamparAnivedanamiti // 26 // (84) eka dukha ke kAraNa dUsarA dukha, durAcAra se dukha usase phira durAcAra, isa taraha una ko duHkha kI paraMparA samajhAnA cAhiye. tathA-upAyato mohanindeti // 27 // (85) aura upAya se moha kA kaSTadAyaka phala batAkara moha kI nindA karanI cAhiye. tathA-sajjJAnaprazaMsanamiti |28|| (86) aura sadjJAna kI prazaMsA karanA cAhiye. tathA-puruSakArasatkatheti // 26 // (87) aura puruSArtha (udyoga) kI prazaMsA karanI cAhiye aura batAnA cAhiye ki jo purUSArtha ko chor3a kara deva kA anusaraNa karatA hai usakA daiva (bhAgya) niSphala jAtA hai. tathA-vIryarddhivarNanamiti // 30 // (88) aura vIrya kI Rddhi kA varNana karanA cAhiye. tathA-pariNate gambhIradezanAyoga iti // 31 // (86) aura (upadeza) se zuddha pariNAma hone para gaMbhIra dezanA denA cAhiye. zrutadharmakathanamiti // 32 // (60) zrutadharma kA kathana karanA cAhiye. 603 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: gRhastha dezanA vidhi bahutvAt parIkSAvatAra iti // 33 // (61) zrutadharma bahuta hai ataH uttama kI parIkSA meM khare utarane vAle zrutadharma kA pAlana karanA cAhiye. kaSAdiprarUpaNeti // 34 // (62) kaSa cheda aura tApa tInoM kI prarUpaNA karanA cAhiye. vidhipratiSedhau kaSa iti // 35 // (63) vidhi aura niSedha yaha kaSa kI kasauTI hai. tatsambhavapAlanAceSToktizcheda iti // 36 // (64) unakI utpatti tathA pAlana karane kI ceSTA ko kahanA cheda hai. ubhayanibandhanabhAvavAdastApa iti // 37 // (65) kaSa va cheda ke pariNAmI kAraNa jIvAdi bhAva kI prarUpaNA tApa hai. amISAmantaradarzanamiti // 38 // (66) inakA (kaSa, cheda va tApa) tInoM parIkSAoM kA paraspara aMtara batAnA cAhiye. kaSacchedayorayatna iti // 36 // (67) kaSa va cheda ina do kasauTiyoM para kharI utarane mAtra se hI vastu kA Adara nahIM karanA cAhiye. tadbhAve'pi tApAbhAve'bhAva iti // 40 // (68) kaSa, cheda ke hone para bhI tApa ke abhAva meM unakA bhI abhAva samajhe. 604 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3 DgaruvANI gRhastha dezanA vidhi tacchuddhau hi tatsAphalyamiti ||41 // (66) tApazuddhi hone se hI kaSazuddhi va chedazuddhi kI saphalatA hai phalavantau ca vAstavAviti // 42 // (100) ve donoM phalavAna hoM tabhI vAstavika (satya) hai. anyathA yAcitakamaNDanamiti // 43 // (101) nahIM to ve mAMge hue AbhUSaNoM kI taraha haiM. nAtattvavedivAdaH samyagvAda iti // 44 // (102) jo tatvavettA nahIM usakA vAda (dharma) samyagvAda nahIM. bandhamokSopapattitastacchuddhiriti // 45 // (103) bandha aura mokSa kI siddhi se samyagvAda kI zuddhi jAnanA iyaM badhyamAnabandhanabhAva iti // 46 // (104) isa (baMdha) mokSa kI yukti kA AdhAra baMdhane vAle jIva aura bandhana para hai. kalpanAmAtramanyatheti // 47 // (105) anyathA yaha yukti kalpanA mAtra hai. badhyamAna AtmA bandhana vastusat karmeti // 48 // (106) baMdhanevAlA AtmA aura bAMdhanevAle vidyamAna karma haiM. 605 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI gRhastha dezanA vidhi hiMsAdayastadyogahetavaH, taditare taditarasya // 46 // (107) hiMsA, asatya, corI, maithuna va parigraha ye pAMca avrata tatva meM azraddhA tathA krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha-cAra kaSAya. yaha pApabandha ke hetu haiM. ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya evaM aparigraha Adi pAMca vrata samyaktva aura cAroM kaSAyoM kA tyAga mokSa ke kAraNa hai. pravAhahato'nAdimAniti // 50 // (108) karmabandha pravAha se anAdi haiM. kRtakatve'pyatItakAlavadupapattiriti // 51 // (106) bandha kA kAraNa hone para bhI vaha atItakAla kI taraha hI anAdi samaya se samajhanA cAhiye. vartamAnatAkalpaM kRtakatvamiti // 52 // (110) vartamAna kAla kI taraha bandha bhI kiyA huA hai. pariNAminyAtmani hiMsAdayo, bhinnabhinne ca dehAditi // 53 // (111) deha se kucha bhinna va abhinna aise pariNAmI AtmA se hiMsAdika baMdha hotA hai. anyathA tadayoga iti // 54 // (112) anyathA hiMsAdi kA usase ayoga hotA hai. nitya evAvikArato'saMbhavAditi // 55 // (113) nitya avikArI AtmA dvArA doSoM kA honA asaMbhava hai. OU 606 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI gRhastha dezanA vidhi tathA-anitye cAparAhiMsaneneti // 56 // (114) yadi sarvathA anitya ho to anya se hiMsA ho nahIM sakatI. tathA-bhinna eva dehAnna spRSTavedanamiti // 57 // (115) yadi AtmA deha se sarvathA bhinna ho to sparza Adi vedanA na ho. tathA nirarthakanugraha iti // 58 // (116) yadi AtmA kA deha se sambandha na ho to deha para kiyA gayA bhogoM kA upakAra AtmA ko zAMti nahIM de sakatA. abhinna evAmaraNaM vaikalyAyogAditi // 56 // (117) deha va AtmA sarvathA abhinna ho to mRtyu nahIM ho sakatI, zarIra vaisA hI rahatA hai. maraNe paralokAbhAva iti // 60 // (118) mRtyu mAnane se paraloka kA abhAva siddha hotA hai. tathA-dehakRtasyAtmanA'nupabhoga iti ||61|| (116) deha va AtmA ko sarvathA bhinna mAnane se deha dvArA upArjita karma kA AtmA dvArA upabhoga na honA cAhiye. tathA-AtmakRtasya deheneti // 62 // (120) aura AtmA dvArA kiye hue karma kA upabhoga deha se nahIM ho sakatA. dRSTeSTavAdheti // 63 // (121) ddaSTa va iSTa galata siddha hotA hai. 607 For Private And Personal Use Only

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garuvANI gRhastha dezanA vidhi ato'nyathaitatsiddhiriti tattvavAda iti // 64 // (122) isase bhinna AtmA ko mAnane se baMdha va mokSa kI siddhi hotI hai vaha tattvavAda hai. pariNAmaparIkSeti // 65 // (123) zrotA ke pariNAma kI parIkSA karanA cAhiye. zuddhe bandhabhedakathanamiti // 66 // (124) zuddha pariNAma dekha kara bandhabheda kA varNana karanA cAhiye. tathA-varaboghilAbhaprarUpaNeti // 67 // (125) zreSTha bodhi bIja ke lAbha kI prarUpaNA karanI cAhiye. tathA-bhavyatvAdito'sAviti // 68|| (126) usa prakAra ke bhavyatvAdika se usa samakita kI prApti hotI hai. granthibhedenAtyantasaMkleza iti // 66 // (127) granthi (rAga dveSa) ko cheda dene se atyanta saMkleza (pUrva kaThoratA) nahIM hotA. na bhUyastadbandhanamiti // 70 // (128) punaH usa rAga dveSa kI granthi kA bandhana nahIM hotA. tathA-asatyapAye na durgatiriti ||71 // (126) samakita darzana kA nAza na ho to durgati nahIM hotI. 608 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI gRhastha dezanA vidhi tathA-vizuddhe cAritramiti // 72 // (130) aura samakita kI zuddhi se cAritra kI prApti hotI hai. bhAvanAto rAgAdikSaya iti // 73 // (131) bhAvanA se rAgAdika kA kSaya hotA hai. tadbhAve'pavarga iti 74 // (132) usa rAgAdika kSaya se apavarga kI prApti hotI hai. sa Atyantiko duHkhavigama iti // 75 // (133) pUrNatayA saba duHkhoMkA nAza mokSa hai. evaM saMvegakRd dharma, Akhyeyo muninA prH| yathAbodhaM hi zuzrUSo citena mahAtmanA ||10|| isa prakAra dharmabhAvanA vAlA mahAtmA muni, zrotA ko saMvega karane vAlA utkRSTa dharma apane bodha ke anusAra kahe. abodhe'pi phalaM proktaM, zrotRNAM munisattamaiH / kathakasya vidhAnena, niyamAcchuddhacetasaH // 11 // uttama muni kahate haiM ki yadi zrotA ko lAbha na ho to bhI zuddha cittavAle upadezaka ko vidhivat upadeza kriyA kA niHsaMzaya phala hotA hI hai. nopakAro jagatyasmi~tAddazo vidyate kvcit| yAddazI duHkhavicchedAd, dehinAM dharmadezanA ||12|| prANiyoM ke duHkha kA viccheda karane se dharmadezanA jo upakAra karatI hai vaisA jagata meM dUsarA upakAra nahIM. 609 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi saddharmazravaNAdevaM, naro vigatakalmaSaH / jJAtatattvomahAsatvaH, paraM saMvegamAgataH // 13 // saddharma zravaNa se jisakA pApa calA gayA hai, jisane tattva pA liyA hai aura jo mahAna parAkrama vAlA hai aisA zrotA puruSa utkRSTa saMvega ko prApta huA hai. dharmopAdeyatAM jJAtvA, saMjAte'ccho'tra bhAvataH / dRDhaM svazaktimAlocya, grahaNe saMpravartate // 14 // dharma kI upAdeyatA jAnakara, dharma ke prati bhAvanA sahita, svazakti kA dRr3ha vicAra karake manuSya use aMgIkAra karane kI pravRti karatA hai. yogyo hyevaMvidhaH prokto, jinaiH parahitodyataiH / phalasAdhanabhAvena, nAto'nyaH paramArthataH // 15 // parahita meM udyata jinezvaroM ne phala sAdhanA ke bhAva se aise hI lakSaNoM se yukta puruSoM ko yogya kahA hai| vastutaH anya puruSa isake yogya nahIM hai. iti sarddhagrahaNArha uktaH, sAmprataM tatpradAnavidhimanuvarNayiSyAmaH ||1|| (134 // isa prakAra saddharma grahaNa karane yogya puruSa kA varNana kiyA. aba usa saddharma ko dene kI vidhi kahate haiM. dharmagrahaNaM hi satpratipattimad vimalabhAvakaraNamiti // 2 // (135) satpratipatti se dharma grahaNa karanA nirmalabhAva kA kAraNa hai. ha 610 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi taca prAyo jinavacanato vidhineti // 3 // (136) prAyaH vaha dharmagrahaNa vItarAga ke siddhAMta ke anusAra nimna vidhi se hotA hai. iti pradAnaphalavatteti // 4 // (137) isa prakAra dharma kA dAna saphala hotA hai. sati samyagdarzane nyAyyamaNuvratAdInAM grahaNaM nAnyatheti // 5 // (138) samyagdarzana kI prApti hone para aNuvrata Adi grahaNa yogya hotA hai, binA samakita prApti ke ye vrata niSphala jAte hai. jinavacanazravaNAdeH karmakSayopazamAditaH samyagdarzanamiti // 6 // (136) jinavacana ke zravaNAdika se aura karma ke kSayopazama Adi se samyagdarzana hotA hai. prazamasaMveganirdedAnukampA''stikyAbhivyaktilakSaNaM taditi // 7 // (140) prazama, saMvega, nirveda, anukampA aura Astikya ina lakSaNoM vAlA samyagdarzana hai. uttamadharmapratipattyasahiSNostatkathanapUrvamupasthitasya vidhinA'NuvatAdidAnamiti // 8 // (141) uttama (yati) dharma ko grahaNa karane meM asamartha, apane pAsa dharma grahaNa karane ke liye Aye hue puruSa ko aNuvrata Adi kA svarUpa samajhA kara usakA vidhivat dAna kare. 611 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi KO sahiSNoH prayoge'ntarAya iti // 6 // (142) samartha vyakti ko vratadAna se yatidharma meM antarAya hotA hai. anumatizcetaratreti ||10 // (143) zrAvaka dharma dene se anumodanA doSa AtA hai. akathana ubhayAphala AjJAbhaGga iti ||11 // (144) (aise) na kahane se donoM dharma ke phala rahita hone se AjJA bhaMga hotA hai. bhagavadvacanaprAmANyAdupasthitadAne doSAbhAva iti // 12 // (145) bhagavAna ke vacana ke pramANa se zrAvaka dharma grahaNa karane meM tatpara puruSa ko usakA dAna karane meM doSa nahIM hai. gRhapatiputramokSajJAtAditi // 13 // (146) gRhapati ke putra ko mukta karAne ke dRSTAMta se jJAta hotA hai. yogavandananimittadigAkArazuddhirvidhiriti // 14 // (147) yogazuddhi, candanazuddhi, nimittazuddhi, dikazuddhi aura AgAraddhi ye aNuvratAdi kI prApti meM vidhi haiM. tathA-ucitopacArazceti // 15 // (148) aura devaguru Adi kI ucita sevA karanA. sthUlaprANAtipAtAdibhyo viratiraNuvratAni paJceti // 16 // (146) sthUla hiMsA Adi pAMca avrata se nivRta hone ko pAMca aNuvrata kahate haiM. 612 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi tathA-digavatabhogopabhogamAnAnarthadaNDaviratayastrINi guNavratAnIti // 17 // (150) aura digpariNAma vrata, mogopabhogakA pramANa tathA anarthadaMDa viramaNa ye tIna guNavrata kahalAte haiM. tathA-sAmAyikadezAvakAsikapauSadhopavAsAtithisaMvibhAgazcatvAri zikSApadAnIti ||18|| (151) sAmAyika, dezAvakAsika, pauSadha aura atithi-saMvibhAga ye cAra zikSAvrata haiM. tatazca etadAropaNaM dAnaM yathArhe sAkalyavaikalyAbhyAmiti ||16|| (152) jisa prakAra yogya ho, sakalatA yA vikalatA se dharma yogya prANIko ina vratoM kA AropaNa yA vratadAna karanA cAhiye. gRhItezvanaticArapAlanamiti ||20|| (153) grahaNa karane ke bAda anaticAra pAlana karanA yA aticAra nahIM lagane denA cAhiye zaGkAkAGkSAvicikitsA'nyaddaSTi prazaMsAsaMstavAH samyagddaSTeraticArA iti // 21 // (154) zaMkA, kAMkSA, vicikitsA, anya darzana kI prazaMsA va paricaya karanA ye cha samyag ddaSTi ke aticAra hai. tathA-vratazIleSu paJca paJcayathAkramamiti ||22|| (155) aNuvrata aura zIla vrata ke pratyeka ke pAMca-pAMca aticAra haiM. 613 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi bandhanavadhacchavicchedAtibhArAropaNAnnapAnanirodhA iti // 23 // (156) bandha, vadha, carma yA aMgachedana, atibhAra rakhanA tathA annapAna ko rokanA-ye pAMca prathama vrata ke aticAra haiM. mithyopadezarahasyAbhyAkhyAnakUTalekhakriyAnyAsApahArasvadAramantrabhedA iti // 24 // (157) isake pAMca aticAra ye haiM (1) mithyA upadeza, (2) rahasyakathana, (3) jhUThe dastAveja yA sAkSI, (4) amAnata kA durupayoga aura (5) strI Adi ke sAtha huI gupta bAta pragaTa karanA. stenaprayogatadAhRtAdAnavirudvarAjyAtikramahInAdhikamAnonmAnapratirUpakavyavahArA iti // 25 // (158) adattAdAna vratake pAMca aticAra ye haiM-(1) stena-prayoga-cora ko madada karanA, (2) curAI huI vastu kA saMgraha, (3) zatru deza meM praveza (4) nyUnAdhika tola nApa rakhanA tathA (5) milAvaTa athavA samAna dikhAnevAlI halakI va kImatI vastu kA ApasI badalanA. paravivAhakaraNetvaraparigRhItA'parigRhahItAgamanAnaGgakrIDAtIvrakAmAbhilASA iti // 26 // (156) dUsaroM ke putra yA putrI kA vivAha karanA, dUsare kI rakhelI strI aura vezyA ke sAtha saMbhoga, anaMgakrIDA tathA tIvra kAma abhilASA-ye pAMca aticAra haiM. kSetravAstuhiraNyasuvarNadhanadhAnyadAsIdAsakupyapramANAtikramA iti // 27 // (160) kSetra-vAstu, svarNa-cAMdI, dhana-dhAnya, dAsI-dAsa, aura Asana-zayyA; ina sabakA atikramaNa-ye pAMca aticAra hai. na 614 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% DgaruvANI gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi - urvArdhAstaryagvyatikramakSetravRddhismRtyantardhAnAnIti ||28 // (161) Upara, nIce va tirachA kSetra kA vyatikrama (ye tIna), kSetravRddhi aura smRtinAza-ye pAMca aticAra pahalA guNavrata-dizA parimANa ke haiM. sacittasaMbaddhasaMmizrAmibhaSavaduSpakvAhArA iti // 26 // (162) sacitta, sacitta se saMbaddha, sacitta se mizrita, madirA, Asava Adi se saMsargavAlA, ardha pakva yA duSpakva-ye pAMca aticAra haiM. kandarpakaukucyamaukharyAsamIkSyAdhikaraNopabhogAdhikatvAnIti // 30 // (163) kAmoddIpaka, netra kI kutsita kriyA, vAcAlatA, vicAra binA sAdhanoM kA rakhanA tathA upabhoga meM adhikatA-ye pAMca aticAra haiM. yogaduSpraNidhAnAnAdarasmRtyanupasthApanAnIti ||31 // (164) mana, vacana, kAyA ke yogoM kI pApamArga meM pravRtti, anAdara va smRtinAza-ye pAMca prathama zikSAvrata ke aticAra haiM. AnayanapreSyaprayogazabdarUpAnupAtapudgalaprakSepA iti // 32 // (165) niyamita kSetra ke bAhara se vastu maMgAnA, sevaka yA manuSya bhejanA, zabda sunAnA, rUpa dikhAnA, tathA kaMkara Adi pudragala pheMkanA ye pAMca aticAra haiM. apratyupekSatApramArjitotsargAdAnanikSepasaMstAropakramaNA'nAdarasmRtyanupasthApanAnIti // 33 // (166) binA dekhe va binA pramArjita kiye mala-mUtra tyAga karanA, aise hI sthAna meM dhArmika upakaraNa rakhanA yA lenA, saMthArA (pathArI) ko binA dekhe yA pramArje binA upabhoga karanA, pauSadhopavAsa kA anAdara karanA aura smRtinAza ye pAMca aticAra haiM. DU 615 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI3D gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi sacittanikSepapidhAnaparavyapadezamAtsaryakAlAtikramA iti // 34 // (167) sAdhu ko arpaNa karane yogya vastu ko sacitta para rakhanA, use sacitta se DhakanA, apanI vastu ko dUsare kI batAnA, matsarabhAva tathA samaya kA ullaMghana karanA-ye pAMca aticAra atithi saMvibhAgavata ke haiM. etadrahitANuvratAdipAlanaM vizeSato gRhasthadharma iti // 35 // (168) ina aticAroM rahita aNuvrata kA pAlana gRhastha kA vizeSa dharma hai. kliSTakarmodayAdaticArA iti // 36 // (166) kliSTa karma ke udaya se aticAra lagate haiM. vihitAnuSThAnavIryatastajjaya iti // 37 // (170) aMgIkRta samyaktva ke AcaraNa (sAmarthya) se aticAra vijita hote haiM. ata eva tasmin yatna iti // 38 // (171) ataH anuSThAna karane ke liye yatna karanA cAhiye. sAmAnyacaryA'syeti // 36 // (172) isa gRhastha kI sAmAnya caryA (ceSTA) isa prakAra hotI hai. samAnadhArmikamadhe vAsa iti // 40 // (173) samAna dharma vAle ke bIca meM rahanA cAhiye. tathA-vAtsalyameteSviti // 41 // (174) ina sAdhArmikoM para vAtsalyabhAva rakhanA cAhiye. 616 For Private And Personal Use Only

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3 -guruvANI gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi tathA-dharmacintayA svapanamiti // 42 // (175) aura dharmacintana karate hue sonA cAhiye. tathA-namaskAreNAvabodha iti // 43 // (176) namaskAra maMtra kahate hue jAganA cAhiye. tathA-prayatnakRtAvazyakasya vidhinA caityAdivandanamiti // 44 // (177) prayatna se Avazyaka kriyA karake vidhi sahita caityavaMdana karanA cAhiye tathA-samyakpratyAkhyAnakriyeti // 45 // (178) aura samyak prakAra se paccakkhANa grahaNa karanA cAhiye. tathA-yathocitaM caityagRhagamanamiti // 46 // (176) yogya rIti se maMdira meM jAnA cAhiye. tathA-vidhinA'nupraveza iti // 47 // (180) aura vidhisahita maMdira meM praveza karanA cAhiye. tatra ca ucitopacArakaraNamiti // 48 // (181) vahAM ucita upacAra (sevA-bhakti) karanA cAhiye. tato bhAvataH svavapATha iti // 46 // (182) taba bhAva se stotra pATha yA stavana Adi karanA cAhiye. 617 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi kha tataH caityasAdhuvandanamiti // 50 // (183) taba arihaMta biMba va sAdhu kA vandana karanA cAhiye. tataH gurusamIpe pratyAkhyAnAbhivyaktiriti // 51 // (184) taba guru ke sammukha paccakkhANa prakaTa (uccAra) karanA cAhiye. tato jinavacanazravaNe niyoga iti // 52 // (185) phira jinavacana sunane meM dhyAna lagAnA cAhiye. tataH sayak tadarthAlocanamiti // 53 // (186) taba jinavacana ke artha para samyak rIti se vicAra va manana karanA cAhiye. tataH Agamaikaparateti // 54 // (187) jina Agama ko hI pradhAna mAnanA cAhiye. tataHzrutazakyapAlanamiti // 55 // (188) Agama se sune hue kA yathAzakti pAlana karanA cAhiye. tathA-azakye bhAvapratibandha iti // 56 // (186) azakya anuSThAna meM bhAvanA rakhanI cAhiye. tathA-tatkatRSu prazaMsopacArAviti // 57 // (160) aura azakya anuSThAna karane vAle kI prazaMsA va upacAra karanA cAhiye. tathA-nipuNabhAvacintanam // 58 // (161) sUkSma buddhi se jJAta hone vAle bhAvoM kA ciMtana karanA cAhiye. 618 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi tathA-gurusamIpe prazna iti // 56 // (162) aura guru se prazna karane cAhiye. tathA-nirNayAvadhAraNamiti // 60 // (163) guru ke nirNaya kiye hue artha kI, vacana kI avadhAraNA karanI cAhiye. tathA-glAnAdikAryAbhiyoga iti ||61|| (164) glAna Adi kA kArya karane meM sAvadhAna rahanA cAhiye. tathA-kRtAkRtapratyupekSeti // 62 // (165) kRta va akRta kAryo ke prati sAvadhAnI tatparatA rakhanI cAhiye. tatazca-ucitavelayA''gamanamiti // 63 // (166) vahAM se ucita samaya para ghara para lauTanA cAhiye. tato dharmapradhAno vyavahAra iti // 64 // (167) taba dharmapUrvaka apanA vyavahAra karanA cAhiye. tathA-dravye saMtoSaparateti // 65 // (168) dravya-dhana, dhAnya Adi meM saMtoSaparatA yA saMtoSa-pradhAnatA-mukhyataH saMtoSa rakhanA / dhArmika puruSa apane pariNAma kiye hue ke anusAra tathA nirvAha mAtra ke liye jo dravya-dhana mile usI meM saMtoSa rakhanA cAhiye. tathA-dharma dhanabuddhiriti // 66 // (166) 'dharma hI dhana hai' aisI buddhi rakhe. 619 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi tathA-zAsanonnatikaraNamiti // 67 // (200) jaina zAsana kI unnati karanA cAhiye. vibhavocitaM vidhinA kSetradAnamiti // 68 // (201) apane vaibhava ke anusAra vidhivat kSetra meM dAna karanA cAhiye. satkArAdividhiniHsaMgatA ceti // 66 // (202) satkAra Adi sahita mokSa se bhinna saba icchAoM kA tyAga karake jo kAma kare vaha vidhivat hai. vItarAgadharmasAdhavaH kSetramiti ||70|| (203) vItarAga dharma se yukta sAdhu yogya kSetra haiM. tathA-duHkhiteSvanukampA yathAzakti dravyato bhAvatazceti ||71|| (204) duHkhI puruSoM para dravya tathA bhAva se yathAzakti anukampA va dayA rakhanI cAhiye. tathA-lokApavAdabhIruteti // 72 // (205) lokApavAda se Darate rahanA cAhiye. tathA-gurulAghavApekSaNamiti // 73 // (206) saba bAtoM meM guru laghu kI-bar3e choTe kI apekSA rakhanA cAhiye. bahuguNe pravRttiriti // 74 // (207) adhika guNavAle meM pravRtti karanI cAhiye. 620 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi tathA-caityAdipUjApuraHsaraM bhojanamiti // 75 // (208) caitya Adi kI pUjA karake bhojana karanA cAhiye. tathA-tadanveva pratyAkhyAnakriyeti 76 // (206) bhojana uparAMta paccakkhANa karanA cAhiye. tathA-zarIrasthitau prayatna iti // 77 // (210) zarIra kI sthiti, usakI saMbhAla ke liye prayatna kare yA zarIra rakSA kA prayatna karanA cAhiye. tathA-taduttarakAryacinteti // 78 // (211) aura (zarIra sthiti ke liye) bhaviSya ke kAryoM kI ciMtA karanI cAhiye. tathA-kuzalabhAvanAyAM prabandha iti // 76 // (212) zubha bhAvanAoM meM citta ko lagAnA cAhiye. tathA-ziSTacaritazravaNamiti ||80 // (213) aura ziSTa puruSoM ke caritra kA zravaNa karanA cAhiye. tathA-sAndhyavidhipAlaneti ||81 // (214) aura saMdhyAkAla kI vidhi kA pAlana karanA cAhiye. yathocitaM tatpratipattiriti ||82|| (215) yathAzakti usa vidhi ko aMgIkAra karanA cAhiye. NA 621 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI3D gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi pUjApurassaraM caityAdivandanamiti ||83 // (216) saMdhyApUjA sahita caityAdi kA vaMdana karanA cAhiye. tathA-sAdhuvizrAmaNakriyeti // 84 // (217) aura sAdhu ko vizrAma dene kI kriyA karanI cAhiye. tathA-yogAbhyAsa iti // 85 // (218) yoga kA abhyAsa karanA cAhiye. tathA-namaskArAdicintanamiti // 86 // (216) namaskAra Adi kA ciMtana karanA cAhiye. tathA-prazastabhAvakriyeti // 87 // (220) prazaMsanIya aMtaHkaraNa bhAva karanA cAhiye. tathA-bhavasthitiprekSaNamiti // 88|| (221) aura saMsAra kI sthiti kA vicAra karanA cAhiye. tadanu tannairguNyabhAvaneti // 86 // (222) taba usakI nissAratA kA vicAra karanA cAhiye. tathA-apavargAlocanamiti ||60 // (223) aura mukti (mokSa) kA vicAra karanA cAhiye. tathA-zrAmaNyAnurAga iti // 61 // (224) aura sAdhutva meM anurAga rakhanA cAhiye. ni 622 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI gRhastha vizeSa dezanA vidhi tathA yathocitaM guNavRddhiriti // 62 // (225) yathocita guNavRddhi karanI cAhiye. tathA-sattvAdiSu maitryAdiyoga itIti // 63 // (226) sarva jIvoM ke prati maitrI Adi cAra bhAvanA rakhanA cAhiye. vizeSato gRhasthasya, dharma ukto jinottmaiH| evaM sadbhAvanAsAraH, paraM cAritrakAraN // 16 // zrI jina bhagavAna ne gRhastha kA vizeSa dharma jo utkRSTa caritra ko dene vAlA hai tathA jisameM sadbhAvanA mukhya hai vaha isa prakAra kahA hai. padaM padena medhAbI, yathA rohati prvtm| samyak tathaiva niyamAt, dhiirshcaaritrprvtm||17|| jaise buddhimAna kramazaH kadama kadama se parvata para bar3ha jAtA hai vaise hI dhIra puruSa cAritra parvata para kramazaH avazya car3ha jAtA hai. stokAn guNAn samArAdhya, bahUnAmapi jaayte| yasmAdArAdhanAyogyaH; tasmAdAdAkyaM mataH // 18 // manuSya choTe yA thor3e guNoM kI ArAdhanA se adhika guNoM kI ArAdhanA ke yogya banatA hai ataH pahale gRhastha ke vizeSa dharma kA pAlana karanA cAhiye. 623 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-vAruvANI: yati sAmAnya dezanA vidhi evaMvidhisamAyuktaH, sevamAno gRhAzramam / cAritramohanIyena, mucyate pApakarmaNA // 16 // isa prakAra vidhi se gRhastha dharma ko pAlane vAlA puruSa cAritra mohanIya nAmaka pApakarma meM se mukta ho jAtA hai. sadAjJAnArAdhanAyogAd, bhAvazuddherniyogataH / upAyasaMpravRttezca, samyakcAritrarAgataH // 20 // prabhu kI zuddha AjJA ko phalana karane se-zrAvaka dharma ke pAlana karane se hRdaya kI jo nirmalatA prApta hotI hai aura samyaka cAritra para anurAga rakhane se evaM zuddha hetu ko aMgIkAra karane kI pravRtti se avazya hI cAritra mohanIya karma kSaya hote hai. vizuddha sadanuSThAnaM, stokamapyarhatAM matam / tattvena tena ca pratyAkhyAnaM jJAtvA subahvapi // 21 // zuddha va sadanuSThAna alpa hone para bhI arihaMta ko mAnya hai kyoMki tattva se pratyAkhyAna kA svarUpa samajha jAne para bahuta karane kA bhI vicAra hotA hai. iti vizeSato gRhastha dharma uktaH, sAMprataM yati dharmAvasara iti yatimanuvarNayiSyAma iti // 1 // (227) isa prakAra gRhastha kA vizeSa dharma kahA hai| aba yatidharma karane kA avasara hai ataH yati kA va yatidharma kA varNana karate haiM. 624 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsun Gyanmandir -guruvANI yati sAmAnya dezanA vidhi guruvANI yati kA svarUpa kahate haiM arhaH arhasamIpe vidhipravrajito yatiriti // 2 // (228) yogya adhikArI yogya vyakti se vidhivat dIkSA le vaha yati hai. atha pravrajyAha: Arya dezotpannaH, viziSTajAtikulAnvitaH, kSINaprAyakarmamalaH, tata eva vimalabuddhiH, durlabhaM mAnuSyaM, janma maraNanimittaM, saMpadazcapalAH, viSayA duHkhahetavaH, saMyoge viyogaH, pratikSaNaM dAruNo vipAka: ityavagatasaMsAranairguNyaH, tata eva tadviraktaH, pratanukaSAyaH, alpahAsyAdiH, kRtajJaH, vinItaH, prAgapi rAjAmAtyapaurajanabahumataH, adrohakArI, kalyANAGgaH, zrAddhaH, sthiraH, samupasaMpannazceti // 3 // (226) dIkSA lene yogya puruSa ke lakSaNa kahate haiM-1-Arya deza meM utpanna, 2-viziSTa jAti va kulavAlA, 3-karma mala prAyaH kSINa hoM, 4-usase nirmala buddhivAlA, 5-manuSya bhava durlabha hai, janma maraNa kA nimitta hai, saMpatti caMcala hai, viSaya duHkha kA kAraNa hai, saMyoga meM viyoga hai, mRtyu pratikSaNa hai, karma vipAka bhayaMkara hai aisI saMsAra kI asAratA ko jAnane vAlA, 6-ataH saMsAra se virakta, 7-alpa kaSAyavAlA, 8-thoDA hAsya Adi (nokaSAyavAlA), 6-kRtajJa, 10-vinayavAna, 11-pahale bhI rAjA, maMtrI tathA purajana Adi dvArA sammAnita, 12-droha na karane vAlA, 13-kalyANakArI aMga va mukhAkRti vAlA, 14-zraddhAvAna, 15-sthira, 16-dIkSA ke hetu guru samIpa AyA huA. -ha 625 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI yati sAmAnya dezanA vidhi gurupAdArhastu itthaMbhUta evavidhipratipannapravrajyaH,samupAsitagurukulaH askhalitazIlaH, samyagadhItAgamaH, tata evaM vimalatarabodhAt tattvavedI, upazAntaH, pravacanavatsalaH, sattvahitarataH, AdeyaH, anuvartakaH, gambhIraH, aviSAdI, upazamAlabdhyAdisaMpannaH pravacanArthavaktA, svagurvanujJAtagurupadazcetIti // 4 // (230) aise guNavAlA sAdhu gurupada ke yogya hai-1-vidhivat dIkSita, 2-gurukula samyaka upAsaka, 3-akhaMDa zIlavAlA, 4-Agama kA samyaka adhyayana karane vAlA, 5-usase bodha hone se tattva kA jJAtA, 6--upazAMta, 7-saMgha ke hita meM tatpara, 8-prANI mAtra ke hita meM lIna, 6-jisakA vacana grahaNIya ho, 10-gaNI janoM kA anukaraNa karane vAlA, 11-gabhIra, 12-viSAda (zoka) na pAlane vAlA 13-upazama labdhivAlA, 14-siddhAMta kA upadezaka, 15-apane guru se gurupada prApta. pAdArddhaguNahInau madhyamA'varAviti // 5 // (231) pUrvokta guNoM meM agara cauthAI kama ho to madhyama zreNI kA mAniye aura agara AdhA bhAga kama ho to jaghanya zreNI kA mAniye. niyama evAyamiti vAyuriti // 6 // (232) dIkSA lene vAle tathA dene vAle meM uparokta sarva guNa avazya hone cAhiye, yaha vAyu nAmaka AcArya kA mata hai. samagraguNasAdhyasya tadarddhabhAve'pi tatsidhyasaMbhavAditi // 7 // (233) sakala guNa se sAdhya kArya kI siddhi Adhe guNa hone para asaMbhava hai // 7 // naitadevamiti vAlmIkiriti // 8 // (234) vAlmIki ke mana se aisA nahIM hai. lain va 626 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI yati sAmAnya dezanA vidhi nirguNasya kathazcidguNabhAvopapatteriti // 6 // (235) nirguNa bhI kucha guNa kI prApti kara sakatA hai. akAraNametaditi vyAsa iti // 10 // (236) yaha (uparyukta) niSkAraNa hai aisA vyAsa kahate haiM. guNamAtrAsiddhau guNAntarabhAvaniyamAbhAvAditi // 11 // (237) guNamAtra kI anupasthiti meM anya guNoM kI utpatti nizcita hI nahIM ho sakatI. naitadevamiti samrADiti // 12 // (238) yaha (vyAsa kA kathana) aisA hI hai yaha sahI nahIM aisA samrATa rAjarSi kA mata hai. saMbhavAdeva zreyastva siddheriti // 13 // (236) yogyatA se hI zreyastva (zreyapanA) kI siddhi hotI hai. yatkizidetaditi nArada iti // 14 // (240) samrATa kA mata vAstavika nahIM hai aisA nArada kahate haiM. guNamAtrAd guNAntarabhAve'pyutkarSAyogAditi // 15 // (241) yogyatA mAtra se anya guNoM kI utpatti saMbhava hai, utkarSa nahIM. so'pyevameva bhavatIti vsuriti||16|| (242) guNotkarSa bhI isI prakAra hotA hai yaha vasu kA mata hai. 627 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI yati sAmAnya dezanA vidhi ayukta kArSApaNadhanasya tadanyaviDhapane'pi koTivyavahArAropaNamiti kSIrakadambaka iti // 17 // (243) kArSApaNa dhana meM anya dhana ke juDa jAne para bhI use koTidhvaja kahanA ayukta hai aisA kSIrakadambakakA mata hai. na doSo yogyatAyAmiti vizva iti||18|| (244) yogyatA meM doSa nahIM, aisA vizva AcArya kA mata hai. anyataravaikalye'pi guNabAhulyameva sA tattvata iti suragururiti // 16 // (245) kisI guNa ke abhAva meM bhI bahuta guNoM ke vidyamAna hone se vahI vastutaH yogyatA hai aisA suraguru-bRhaspati kA mata hai. sarvamupapannamiti siddhasena iti // 20 // (246) buddhimAna puruSa jo bhI yogya mAne vaha sarva yogya hai aisA siddhasena kA mata hai. bhavanti tvalpA api asAdhAraNaguNAH kalyANotkarSasAdhakA iti||21|| (247) asAdhAraNa guNa alpa hoM to bhI kalyANa va utkarSa ke sAdhaka haiM upasthitasya praznAcArakathanaparIkSAdividhiriti // 22 // (248) dIkSA lene ko Aye hue puruSa se prazna, AcAra kathana tathA parIkSA Adi vidhi se usakI pAtratA jAMcanA cAhiye. 628 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%=guruvANI -guruvANI yati sAmAnya dezanA vidhi tathA-gurujanAdyanujJeti // 23 // (246) dIkSA grahaNa karane vAle ko mAtA-pitAdi gurujanoM kI AjJA lenA cAhiye. tathA-tathopadhAyoga iti||24|| (250) tathA saMbaMdhIvarga dIkSA grahaNa karane kI AjJA deveM aisI yukti karanA cAhiye. duHsvapnAdikathanamiti // 25 // (251) duHsvapna Adi kaheM. tthaa-vipryylinggseveti||26|| (252) apane prakRti ke aura viparIta cinha pradarzita kareM. daivajJaistathA tathA nivednmiti||27|| (253) jyotiSI logoM se usa usa prakAra kahalAve. na dharme mAyeti // 28 // (254) dharma kI sAdhana karane meM jo kriyA kI jAtI hai vaha mAyA nahIM hai. ubhayahitametaditi // 26 // (255) yaha sva eka, para donoM ke hita ke liye haiM. yathAzakti sauvihityaapaadnmiti||30|| (256) yathAzakti mAtA-pitAdi ke nirvAha Adi kA upAya karanA cAhiye. 629 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3-guruvANI yati sAmAnya dezanA vidhi glAnauSadhAdijJAtAt tyAga iti // 31 // (257) glAna auSadhi ke dRSTAMta se tyAga kare. tathA-gurunivedanamiti // 32 // (258) dIkSA lene vAlA guru se sarva bAtoM kA nivedana kare gurU ko hI sarvasva samajhe. anugrahadhiyA'bhyupagama iti // 33 // (256) gurU ziSya para anugraha karane kI buddhi se samyaktva Adi guNoM kI vRddhi se use ziSya rUpa meM sAdhu banAkara aMgIkAra kareM. tathA-nimittaparIkSeti // 34 // (260) nimitta zAstra se usakI parIkSA kare karanI cAhiye. tathA-ucitakAlApekSaNamiti // 35 // (261) dIkSA dene ke yogya kAla kI apekSA rakhanI cAhiye. tathA-upAyataH kAyapAlanamiti // 36 // (262) pRthvIkAya Adi kA rakSaNa ho, isa prakAra kA nirdoSa anuSThAna kA abhyAsa karanA cAhiye. tathA-bhavavRddhikaraNamiti // 37 // (263) dIkSA kA phala batAne se dIkSA lene ke bhAva kI vRddhi hotI hai. 630 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3-guruvANI yati sAmAnya dezanA vidhi - tathA-anantarAnuSThAnopadeza iti // 38 // (264) dIkSA lene ke bAda meM karane yogya anuSThAna kA upadeza karanA cAhiye. tathA-zaktitastyAgatapasI iti // 36 // (265) ziSya kI zakti ke anusAra tyAga va tapa karAnA cAhiye. tathA-kSetrAdizuddhau vandanAdizuddhayA zIlAropaNamiti // 40 // (266) aura kSetra Adi kI zuddhi karake vaMdana Adi kI zuddhi se zIla kA AropaNa karanA cAhiye. asaGgatayA samazatrumitratA zIlamiti // 41 // (267) anAsakti se zatru va mitra ke prati samabhAva rakhanA zIla hai. ato'nuSThAnAt tadbhAvasaMbhava iti||42|| (268) isa anuSThAna se zIla kI utpatti saMbhava hai. tathA-tapoyogakAraNaM cetitI // 43 // (266) aura ziSya ke pAsa tapoyoga karAnA cAhiye. evaM yaH zuddhayogena, parityajya gRhAzramam / saMyame ramate nityaM, saM yatiH parikIrtitaH // 22 // isa prakAra zuddha AcAra se gRhasthAzrama choDakara jo nitya saMyama meM vicaraNa karatA hai vaha yati kahalAtA hai. - 631 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI yati sAmAnya dezanA vidhi etat tu saMbhavatyasya, sadupAyapravRttitaH / anupAyAt tu sAdhyasya, siddhi necchanti paNDitAH // 23 // sacce upAyoM se pravRtti karane se hI yaha yatitva saMbhava hai| sAdhya kArya kI siddhi paMDitajana upAya binA nahIM icchate yA upAya binA kArya kI siddhi saMbhava nahIM. yastu naivavidho mohAcceSTate shaastrbaadhyaa| sa tAhaga liGgayukto'pi, na gRhI na yatirmataH // 24 // jo uparokta rIti se na cala kara moha ke kAraNa zAstrollaMghana karatA hai vaha yati liMgadhArI hone para bhI ubhayabhraSTa hai. O 632 For Private And Personal Use Only

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garuvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi bAhubhyAM dustaro yadvat, krUranako mahodadhiH / yatitvaM duSkaraM tadvat, ityAhustattvavedinaH // 25 // tattvavettA kahate haiM ki jisa prakAra krUra magara va matsyavAle mahodadhi ko apanI donoM bhujAoM se tairanA kaThina hai usI prakAra yaha yatidharma duSkara hai. apavargaH phalaM yasya, janma-mRtyAdivarjitaH / paramAnandarUpazca, duSkaraM tanna cAdbhutam // 26 // parama AnaMdarUpa janma mRtyu Adi se rahita mokSa jisa yatidharma kA phala hai vaha duSkara ho, usameM kyA Azcarya hai. bhavasvarUpavijJAnAt, tadvirAgAcca tattvataH / apavargAnurAgAcca, syAdetannAnyathA kvacit // 27 // saMsAra ke svarUpa ko jAnane se, usa para vastutaH vairAgya hone se tathA mokSa ke prati anurAga se yatidharma kA pAlana ho sakatA hai anyathA kisI taraha nahIM. ityukto yatiH, adhunA'sya dharmamanuvarNayiSyAmaH / yatidharmo dvividhaH, sApekSayatidharmo nira-pekSayatidhamazceti // 1 // (270) isa prakAra yati kA svarUpa kahA aba yatidharma kahate haiN| yatidharma do prakAra kA hai-1-sApekSa yatidharma tathA 2-nirapekSa yatidharma. 633 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi tatra sApekSayatidharma iti // 2 // (271) usameM sApekSa yatidharma kA varNana pahale karate haiM. yathA-gurvantevAsiteti // 3 // (272) guru ke pAsa ziSyabhAva se rahanA cAhiye. tathA-tadbhaktibahumAnAviti // 4 // (273) aura guru kI bhakti tathA bahumAna karanA cAhiye. tthaa-sdaajnyaakrnnmiti||5|| (274) niraMtara guru kI AjJA kA pAlana karanA cAhiye. tathA-vidhinA pravRttiriti // 6 // (275) aura vidhivat AcAra Adi kA pAlana karanA cAhiye. tathA-AtmAnugrahacintanamiti // 7 // (276) guru dvArA apane para kiye upakAra kA ciMtana karanA cAhiye. tathA-vratapariNAmarakSeti // 8 // (277) caritra pAlana meM Ane vAle upasargoM se nahIM DaranA cAhiye evaM parISahoM ko sahana kara yathocita rIti se dUra karanA cAhiye evaM vrata ke pariNAma kI rakSA karanI cAhiye. - 634 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi tathA-ArambhatyAga iti|| (278) jina kAryoM se cha kAya meM se kisI bhI kAya ke jIva kI virAdhanA ho unakA tyAga karanA cAhiye. pRthivyAdyasaMghaTTanamiti // 10 // (276) pRthvIkAya jIvoM kA Adi kA sparza nahIM karanA cAhiye. tathA-tridheryAzuddhiH // 11 // (280) tInoM dizAoM (upara, nIce yA tirachA) meM se Ate nAte bhalI prakAra se calo ki kisI jIva kI birAdhanA na ho. tathA-bhikSAbhojanamiti // 12 // (281) aura bhikSA mAMgakara bhojana karanA cAhiye. tathA-AghAtAdyadRSTiriti // 13 // (282) jahAM jIva hiMsA Adi ho, sAdhu use na dekhe. tathA-tatkathA'zravaNamiti // 14 // (283) aura aise sthAnoM kI bAta bhI na suneM // 14 // tathA-araktadviSTateti // 15 // (284) aura rAga-dveSa kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. tathA-glAnAdipratipattiriti // 16 // (285) aura bImAra Adi kI sevA karanI cAhiye. 635 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI APER yatidharma dezanA vidhi tathA-parodvegAhetuteti // 17 // (286) aura dUsaroM ke udvega kA kAraNa nahIM bananA cAhiye. bhAvataH prayatna iti // 18 // (287) bhAva se prayatna kare, (mana se aprIti kA kAraNa TAle). tathA-azakye bahivAra iti // 16 // (288) azakya anuSThAna kA tyAga kare yA AraMbha na kare. tathA-asthAnAbhASaNamiti // 20 // (286) na bolane ke sthAna para (asthAna meM) bolanA nahIM cAhiye. tathA-skhalitapratipattiriti // 21 // (260) aura doSa (skhalana) kA prAyazcita karanA cAhiye. tathA-pAruSyaparityAga iti // 22 // (261) aura kaThoratA kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. tathA-sarvatrApizunateti // 23 // (262) sabake doSa nahIM dekhanA yA doSAropaNa na karanA cAhiye. tathA-vikathAvarjanamiti // 24 // (263) aura vikathA (strIkathA, bhojanakathA, dezakathA evaM rAjakathA) kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. 636 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi tathA-upayogapradhAnateti // 25 // (264) aura upayoga kI pradhAnatA rakhanI cAhiye. tathA-nizcitahitoktiriti // 26 // (265) aura nizcita kiyA huA hita vacana bolanA cAhiye. tathA-pratipannAnupekSeti // 27 // (266) aMgIkRta sadAcAra kI upekSA na nahIM karanI cAhiye tathA-asatpralApAzrutiriti // 28 // (267) asat (duSTa) puruSoM ke vacana nahIM sunane cAhiye. tathA-abhinivezatyAga iti // 26 // (268) sabhI kAryoM meM mithyA Agraha kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. tathA-anucitAgrahaNamiti // 30 // (266) sAdhu ke AcaraNa ke pratikUla vastu ko grahaNa nahIM karanA cAhiye. tathA-ucite anujJApaneti // 31 // (300) aura yogya vastu ke grahaNa meM guru kI AjJA lenI cAhiye. tathA-nimittopayoga iti // 32 // (301) AhAra se pUrva zakuna Adi nimitta kA vicAra karanA cAhiye. 637 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi ayogye'grahaNamiti // 33 // (302) anucita AhAra grahaNa nahIM karanA cAhiye. tathA-anyayogyasya graha iti // 34 // (303) anya sAdhu yA guru ke yogya vastu ko bhI grahaNa kara sakatA hai. gurornivedanamiti // 35 // (304) apAzraya se sauhAtha adhika dUra jAne ke liye yA jAkara vastu lAne para pahale Ane kI IryA pratikramaNa Adi AloyaNA karanI cAhiye, tatpazcAt guru se nivedana karanA cAhiye. svamamadAnamiti // 36 // (305) svayaM lAne para bhI guru AjJA ke binA kisI ko na de. kyoMki vaha guru ko samarpita kI huyI hai. tadAjJayA pravRttiriti // 37 // (306) guru kI AjJA se lAyI huyI sAmagrI ko vitarita kara denA cAhiye. ucitatchandanamiti // 38 // (307) yogya puruSa kI nimantraNA karanA cAhiye. dharmAyopabhoga iti // 36 // (308) tathA sAmagrI kA kucha bhAga dharma ke liye upabhoga karanA cAhiye. 638 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi tathA-viviktavasatiseveti // 40 // (306) aura ekAMta sthAna meM nivAsa karanA cAhiye. tatra strIkathAparihAra iti // 41 // (310) usameM strIkathA kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. niSadyAnupavezanamiti // 42 // (311) srI ke Asana para nahIM baiThanA cAhiye. indriyAprayoga iti // 43 // (312) strI ke avayavoM kI tarapha iMdriyoM kA prayoga nahIM karanA cAhiye. kuDyAntaradAmpatyavarjanamiti // 44 // (313) yadi eka dIvAra ke antara se dampatti rahate hoM, to vahAM nahIM rahanA cAhiye. pUrvakrIDitAsmRtiriti // 45 // (314) strI ke sAtha kI huI pahale kI krIDA kA smaraNa nahIM karanA cAhiye. praNItAbhojanamiti // 46 // (315) atisnigdha bhojana kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. atimAtrAbhoga iti // 47 // // 316 // atizaya AhAra nahIM karanA cAhiye. 639 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi zra vibhUSAparivarjanamiti // 48 // (317) zrRMgAra kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. tathA-tattvAbhiniveza iti // 46 // (318) samyaka darzana, jJAna evaM cAritra kI puSTi karane vAlI sabhI kriyAoM ke prati mana se bhAva va Adara rakhanA cAhiye. tathA-yuktopadhidhAraNamiti // 50 // (316) aura yogya sAmagrI rakhanI evaM dhAraNa karanI cAhiye. tathA-mUrkhAtyAga iti // 51 // (320) sAmagrI kama hone para usameM mamatva nahIM rakhanA cAhiye. tathA-apratibaddhaviharaNamiti // 52 // (321) aura pratibaMdhabhAva rahita mamatva rahita bhAvanA se vihAra karanA cAhiye. tathA-parakRtabilavAsa iti|| 54 // (322) devendra, rAjA, gRhapati, zavyAtara evaM sadhArmika ina pAMcoM kI anujJA se zuddhi karake nivAsa karanA cAhiye. mAsAdikalpa iti // 55 // (323) mAsa Adi kalpa ke anusAra vihAra karanA cAhiye. ekatraiva takriyeti // 56 // (324) eka hI kSetra meM mAsakalpa Adi karanA cAhiye. - P SaU 640 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3DguruvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi tatra ca sarvatrAmamatvamiti // 57 // (325) vahAM bhI saba vastuoM meM mamatvarahita honA cAhiye. tathA-nidAnaparihAra iti // 58 // (326) niSkAma pravRti se mokSa ko lakSya rakha kara aura niyANA kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. vihitamiti pravRttiriti // 56 // (327) saba kriyAyeM zAstrokta haiM, ataH pravRtti karanA cAhiye. tathA-vidhinA svAdhyAyayoga iti // 60 // (328) aura vidhivat svAdhyAya karanA cAhiye. tathA-AvazyakAparihANiriti // 61 // (326) sAdhu ko apanI Avazyaka kriyAoM kA bhaMga nahIM karanA cAhiye. tathA-yathAzakti tapaHsevanamiti // 62 // (330) / aura zaktike anusAra tapa karanA cAhiye. tathA-parAnugrahakriyeti // 63 // (331) aura dUsaroM para anugraha ho aisI kriyA nahIM karanI cAhiye. tathA-guNadoSanirUpaNamiti // 64 // (332) aura saba kriyAoM meM guNa doSa kA dhyAna rakhanA cAhiye. 641 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi - tathA-bahuguNe pravRttiriti // 65 // (333) aura adhika guNavAlI kriyA meM pravRtti karanI cAhiye. tathA-kSAntirmAdavamArjavamalobhateti // 66 // (334) kSamA, mRdutA, saralatA aura saMtoSa rakhanA cAhiye. krodhAdyanudaya iti // 67 // (335) krodha Adi kA udaya na hone denA cAhiye. tathA-vaiphalyakaraNamiti // 68 // (336) aura udaya hue krodha Adi ko niSphala karanA cAhiye. vipAkacinteti // 66 // (337) kaSAyoM ke phala kA vicAra karanA cAhiye. tathA-dharmottaro yoga iti // 70 // (338) mana, vacana va kAyA se aisA kAma kare jisakA phala dharma honA cAhiye. tathA-AtmAnuprekSeti // 71 // (336) aura sAdhu ko apane ApakI apane mana meM uThate huya bhAvoM kI tathA kAryoM kI svayaM AlocanA karanI cAhiye. ucitapratipattiriti // 72 // (340) isa prakAra AtmanirIkSaNa se yogya anuSThAna aMgIkAra karanA cAhiye. - -na 642 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi tathA-pratipakSAsevanamiti // 73 // (341) aura doSoM ke zatrurUpa guNoM kA sevana karanA cAhiye. tathA-AjJA'nusmRtiriti 74 // (342) aura bhagavAna kI AjJA kA smaraNa rakhanA cAhiye. tathA-samazatrumitrateti // 75 // (343) zatru va mitra meM samAna bhAva rakhanA cAhiye. tathA-parISahajaya iti // 76 // (344) aura parISaha ko jItanA cAhiye. tathA-upasargAtisahanamiti // 77 // (345) aura upasargoM ko ati sahana karanA cAhiye. tathA-sarvathA bhayatyAga iti // 78 // (346) aura saba prakAra se bhaya kA tyAga kare. tathA-tulyAzmakAthanateti // 76 // (347) aura Asakti rahita hokara patthara va svarNa ko barAbara mAnanA cAhiye. tathA-abhigrahagrahaNamiti // 0 // (348) aura abhigraha dhAraNa karanA cAhiye. tathAvidhatvapAlanamiti // 1 // (346) aura vidhivat unakA pAlana karanA cAhiye. na 643 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi O TOP tathA-yathArhadhyAnayoga iti // 2 // (350) aura ucita dharma dhyAna evaM zukla dhyAna ko dhAraNa karanA cAhiye. tathA-ante saMlekhaneti // 3 // (351) aura aMtakAla samIpa Ane para saMlekhanA karanI cAhiye. saMhananAdyapekSaNamiti // 54 // (352) apane sAmarthya kI apekSA rakhanI cAhiye. bhAvasaMlekhanAyAM yatna iti // 65 // (353) bhAva saMlekhanA kA prayatna karanA cAhiye. tato vizuddhaM brhmcrymiti||86|| (354) phira vizuddha brahmacarya kA pAlana karanA cAhiye. vidhinA dehatyAga itIti // 7 // (355) deha tyAga karate samaya, mRtyu ke upasthita hone para AloyaNA karanA, vrata kA uccAra karanA, sarva jIvoM se kSamAyAcanA karanA, prAyazcita karanA va zubha bhAvanA rakhanI cAhiye. nirapekSayatidharmastviti // 88 // (356) nirapekSa yatidharma isa prakAra hai. Ma 644 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi Gra vacanaguruteti // 86 // (357) jisa prakAra sApekSa yatidharma meM guru kI AjJA se hI pravRtti yA nivRtti kI jAtI hai usI prakAra nirapekSa yatidharma meM zAstrokta vidhi se hI pravRtti yA nivRtti kI jAtI hai. tathA-alpopadhitvamiti ||60 // (358) upakaraNa (sAmagrI) kama rakhanI cAhiye. tathA-niSpratikarma zarIrateti // 61 // (356) aura pratIkAra rahitatA se zarIra dhAraNa karanA cAhiye. apavAdatyAga iti // 2 // (360) apavAda mArga kA tyAga karanA cAhiye. tathA-grAmaikarAtrAdiviharaNamiti // 63 // (361) aura gAMva yA nagara meM eka rAtri Adi prakAra se vihAra karanA cAhiye. tathA-niyatakAlacAriteti // 64 // (362) aura niyatakAla meM bhikSATana karanA cAhiye. tathA-prAya UrdhvasthAnamiti // 65 // (363) aura prAyaH kAyotsarga mudrA meM rahanA cAhiye. tathA-dezanAyAmaprabandha iti // 66 // (364) aura dezanA dene meM bahuta bhAva nahIM rakhanA cAhiye. 645 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI yatidharma dezanA vidhi tathA-sadA'pramattateti // 67 // (365) aura niraMtara pramAda rahita rahanA cAhiye. tathA-dhyAnaikatAnatvamiti // 68 // (366) aura dhyAna meM ekAgratA rakhanI cAhiye. samyagyatitvamArAdhya, mahAtmAno yathoditam / saMprApnuvanti kalyANamihaloke paratra ca // 28 // mahAtmA loga uparokta yatidharma ko dravya va bhAva se samyaka prakAra se ArAdhanA karake isa loka meM tathA paraloka meM kalyANa ko prApta hote haiM. kSIrAzravAdilabdhyoghamAsAdya paramAkSayam / kurvanti bhavyasattvAnAmupakAramanuttamam // 26 // ve mahAtmA kSIrAzrava Adi uttama tathA akSaya labdhi pAkara bhavya prANiyoM para ati uttama upakAra karate haiM. mucyante cAzu saMsArAdatyantamasamaJjasAt / janma-mRtyu-jarA-vyAdhi-roga-zokAdhupadrutAt // 30 // ve mahApuruSa janma, mRtyu, jarA, vyAdhi, roga, zoka Adi upadravayukta atyaMta ayogya aise isa saMsAra se turaMta mukti prApta karate hai. 646 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi AzayAdhucitaM jyAyo'nuSThAnaM sUrayo viduH / sAdhyasiddhayaGgamityasmAd yatidharmo dvidhA mataH // 31 // Azaya se ucita anuSThAna ko AcArya zreSTha kahate haiN| vaha sAdhya (mokSa) kI siddhi kA aMga hai ataH yatidharma (sApekSa aura nirapekSa) do prakAra kA hai. samagrA yatra sAmagrI, tadapekSeNa siddhyti| davIyasA'pi kAlena, vaikalyetu na jAtucit // 32 // jahAM saba sAmagrI hotI hai to kArya tatkAla siddha hotA hai para sAmagrI ke abhAva meM to kAphI samaya jAne para bhI siddhi ho yA na bhI ho. tasmAd yo yasya yogyaH syAt, tat tenAlocya srvthaa| ArabdhavyamupAyena, samyageSa satAM nayaH // 33 // ataH jo jisake yogya ho, usakA, sApekSa yA nirapekSa yatidharma kA pUrNatayA vicAra karake upAya sahita prAraMbha kre| yahI satpuruSoM kA nyAya mArga hai. ityukto yatidharmaH,idAnImasya viSayavibhAga-manuvarNayiSyAma iti // 1 // (368) isa prakAra yatidharma kahA hai| aba isake viSaya vibhAgoM kA varNana karate haiM 647 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi tatra kalyANAzayasya zrutaratnamahodadheH upazamAdi labdhimataH parahitAdyatasya atyantagambhIracetasaHpradhAnapariNatervidhUtamohasya paramasattvArthakartuH sAmAyikavataH vizuddhamAnAzayasya yathocitapravRtteH sAtmIbhUtazubha-yogasya zreyAn sApekSayatidharma eveti // 2 // (366) yatidharma meM zubha AzayavAlA, zAsraratnoM kA samudra, upazama Adi labdhiprApta, parahita meM tatpara, atyaMta gaMbhIra cittavAlA, uttama pariNativAlA, moha (mUrkhatA) ko nAza karanevAlA, jIvoM ke liye uttama mokSarUpa prayojana ko sAdhanevAlA, sAmAyikavAlA, jisakA Azaya zuddha pavitra hai, ucita pravRtti karanevAlA, aura zubha yoga ko AtmA ke sAtha joDanevAlA jo puruSa (yA vacanaprAmANyAditi // 3 // (370) bhagavAna kI AjJA isakA pramANa hai. saMpUrNadazapUrvavido nirapekSadharmapratipatti-pratiSedhAditi // 4 // (371) saMpUrNa daza pUrva jAnanevAle ko nirapekSa yatidharma aMgIkAra karane kA niSedha hai. parArthasaMpAdanopapatteriti // 5 // (372) sApekSa yatidharma pAlana karane se paropakAra hotA hai // 5 // tasyaiva ca gurutvAditi // 6 // (373) dharma ke saba anuSThAnoM meM paropakAra hI sabase uttama hai. sarvathA duHkhamokSaNAditi // 7 // (374) paropakAra karane se saba dukhoM se mukti hotI hai. 648 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi tathA-saMtAnapravRtteH // 8 // (375) paropakAra karane ziSya, praziSya ke pravAha rUpa saMtAna kI utpatti hotI hai. tathA-yogatrayasyApyudagraphalabhAvAditi // 6 // (376) aura tInoM yogoM kA bar3A phala milatA hai isa hetu se. tathA-nirapekSadharmocitasyApi tatpratipattikAle para-parArthasiddhau tadanyasaMpAdakAbhAve pratipattipratiSedhAcceti // 10 // (377) aura nirapekSa yatidharma ke yogya puruSa ko bhI aMgIkAra karate samaya anya jIvoM kI utkaSTa siddhi karAne ke liye anya paruSa kA abhAva ho to nirapekSa yatidharma kA aMgIkAra karane kA pratiSedha hai ataH parahita hI uttama mArga hai. navAdipUrvadharasya tu yathoditaguNasyApi sAdhuziSyaniSpattau ___ sAdhyAntarAbhAvataH sati kAyAdisAmarthya sadvIryAcArasevanena tathA pramAdajayAya samyagucitasamaye AjJApramANyatastathaiva yogavRddhaH prAyopavezanavacchreyAnnirapekSayatidharma iti // 11 // (378) pUrvokta guNoM sahita nava se adhika pUrvadhArI acche ziSya prApta karake, anya sAdhya kArya ke abhAva meM, zarIra sAmarthya hone para, savIryAcAra ke sevana se, pramAda ko jItane ke liye yogya samaya hone para tathA bhoga kI vRddhi ke liye AjJA ke pramANa se anazana kI taraha nirapekSa yatidharma aMgIkAra kare vaha ati uttama hai. tathA-tatkalpasya ca paraM parArthalabdhivikalasyeti // 12 // (376) aura jo pUrvokta guNavAlA ho parantu anyoM para upakAra karane kI zakti rahita ho vaha bhI nirapekSa yatidharma ke yogya hai. 649 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pAsa -guruvANI yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi - ucitAnuSThAna hi pradhAnaM karmakSayakAraNamiti // 13 // (380) yogya anuSThAna karmakSaya karane kA mukhya mAdhyama hai. udagravivekabhAvAd ratnatrayArAdhanAditi // 14 // (381) utkaTa viveka se tIna ratnoM kA ArAdhana hotA hai, usase karmakSaya hotA hai. annusstthaanmnydkaamnirjraanggmuktvipryyaaditi||15|| (382) pUrvokta se viparIta anuSThAna anuSThAna hI nahIM, vaha akAma nirjarA kA aMga hai. nirvANaphalamatra tattvato'nuSThAnamiti // 16 // (383) jisa anuSThAna kA phala mokSa hai vahI tattvataH anuSThAna hai. na cAsadabhinivezavat taditi // 17 // (384) vaha anuSThAna mithyAbhinivezavAlA nahIM hotA. anucitapratipattI niymaadsdbhinivesho-'nytraanaabhogmaatraaditi||18|| (385) ajJAta avasthA sivAya anucita anuSThAna meM pravRtti ho vaha nizcita durAgraha hai. saMbhavati tadvato'pi cAritramiti // 16 // (386) kevala ajJAnatA se anucita pravRtti karane vAle ko bhI caritra saMbhava hai. anabhinivezavA~stu tadyuktaH khalvatattve // 20 // (387) cAritravAna puruSa atattva meM Agraharahita hotA hai. - 650 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3 DgaruvANI3D yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi svasvabhAvatotkarSAditi // 21 // (388) apane svabhAva se utkRSTatA prApta hotI hai. mArgAnusAritvAditi // 22 // (386) jJAna, darzana cAritra kI mArgAnusAritA se svabhAva kI uccatA hotI hai. tathA-rucisvabhAvatvAditi // 23 // (360) usameM ruci kA svabhAva hone se mArgAnusAritA prApta hotI hai. zravaNAdau prtiptteriti||24|| (361) zAsra zravaNa se (bhUla) aMgIkAra karane se mArga meM ruci hotI hai. asadAcAragarhaNAditi // 25 // (362) asadAcAra kI nindA karane se sanmArga meM rUci hotI hai. ityucitAnuSThAnameva sarvatra zreya iti // 26 // (363) ataH ucita anuSThAna hI saba jagaha zreyaskara hai. bhAvanAsAratvAt tsyeti||27|| (364) bhAvanA kI pradhAnatA se ucita anuSThAna zreyakArI hai. iyamevaM pradhAnaM niHzreyasAGgamiti // 28 // (365) bhAvanA hI mokSa kA pradhAna kAraNa hai. etatsthai ryAddhi kuzalasthairyopapatteriti // 26 // (366) bhAvanA kI sthiratA se sarva kuzala AcaraNoM kI sthiratA hotI hai. 651 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi bhAvanAnugatasya jJAnasya tattvato jJAnatvAditi // 30 // (367) bhAvanA ke anusAra jJAna hI vastutaH jJAna hai. na hi zrutamayyA prajJayA, bhAvanAddaSTajJAtaM nAmeti // 31 // (368) zrutamaya buddhi se jAnA huA jJAna nahIM, para bhAvanA se dekhA va jAnA huA jJAna haiM. uparAgamAtratvAditi // 32 // (366) kyoMki zrutajJAna kevala bAhya jJAna hai. ddaSTavadapAyebhyo'nivRtteriti // 33 // (400) ddaSTa anartha se vyakti nivRtti nahIM pAtA. etanmUle ca hitAhitayoH pravRtti nivRttiriti // 34 // (401) hita meM pravRtti va ahita se nivRtti-isakA mUla hI bhAvanA jJAna hai. ata eva bhAvanAddaSTajJAtAd viparyayAyoga iti // 35 // (402) isa kAraNa se hI bhAvajJAna dvArA dekhe jAne va jAnane para viparIta pravRtti nahIM hotI. tadvanto hi ddaSTApAyayoge'pyaddaSTApAyebhyo nivartamAnA dRzyanta evAnya-rakSAdAvitIti // 36 // (403) bhAvanAjJAna vAle puruSa ddaSTa kaSToM kI (maraNa Adi) prApti hone para bhI addaSTa (naraka) kaSToM se nivRtti pAkara anya jIvoM kI rakSA meM pravRtta hote haiM. 652 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi iti mumukSoH sarvatra bhAvanAyAmeva yatnaH zreyAniti // 37 // (404) isa prakAra mumukSu sarvatra bhAvanA meM hI yatna kareM yahI zreyaskArI hai. tadbhAve nisargata eva sarvathA doSoparatisiddheriti // 38 // (405) bhAvanAjJAna dvArA svabhAvataH uparAmasiddhi (doSoM se nivRtti) hotI hai. vacanopayogapUrvA vihitapravRttiyonirasyA iti // 36 // (406) vacana ke upayoga sahita zAsra meM kahe hue anuSThAna kI pravRtti bhAvanA kA kAraNa hai. mahAguNatvAd vacanopayogasyeti // 40 // (407) zAstrokta vacanopayoga mahAguNakArI hai. tatra hyacintyacintAmaNikalpasya bhagavato bahu-mAnagarbha smaraNamiti // 41 // (408) vacanopayoga dvArA pravRtti se acintya cintAmaNi samAna bhagavAna kA bahumAna sahita smaraNa hotA haiM. bhagavataivamuktamityArAdhanAyogAditi // 42 // (406) bhagavAna ne aisA kahA hai isa prakAra ke ArAdhanA yoga se (smaraNa hotA hai). evaM ca prAyo bhagavata eva cetasi samavasthAnamiti // 43 // (410) isa prakAra prAyaH bhagavAna kI hI ThIka prakAra se citta meM sthApanA hotI hai. tadAjJArAdhanAcca tadbhaktireveti // 44 // (411) bhagavAna kI AjJA kI ArAdhanA se bhagavAna kI hI bhakti hotI hai. 653 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI = yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi upadezapAlanaiva bhagavadbhaktiH, nAnyA, kRtakRtyatvAditi // 45 // (412) bhagavAna ke upadeza kA pAlana karanA hI bhagavAna kI bhakti hai. ucitadravyastavasyApi tadrUpatvAditi // 46 // (413) ucita dravyastava bhI upadezapAlanarUpa hai ataH vaha bhI bhakti hai. bhAvastavAGgatayA vidhAnAditi // 47 // (414) dravyastava bhAvastava kA aMga hai aisA kahA huA hai // 47 // hRdi sthite ca bhagavati kliSTakarma-vigama iti // 48 // (415) bhagavAna hRdaya meM rahane se kilaSTa karmoM kA kSaya hotA hai. jalAnalavadanayorvirodhAditi // 46 // (416) bhagavAna kA smaraNa se kliSTa karma kA kSaya ho jAtA hai, jisa prakAra jala dvArA agni samApta ho jAtI hai. ityucitAnuSThAnameva sarvatra pradhAnamiti // 50 // (417) isa prakAra ucita anuSThAna hI saba jagaha mukhya hai. prAyo'ticArAsaMbhavAditi // 51 // (418) prAyaH ucita anuSThAna meM aticAra saMbhava nahIM hai| (ataH ucita anuSThAna mukhya hai). yathAzakti pravRtteriti // 52 // (416) yathAzakti pravRtti karane se aticAra sambhava nahIM hai. 654 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi sadbhAvapratibandhAditi // 53 // (420) sadbhAva meM citta lagAne se yathAzakti pravRtti hotI hai. itarathA''rtadhyAnopapattiriti // 54 // (421) zakti uparAnta karane se Arta dhyAna kA prasaMga AtA hai. akAlotsukyasya tattvatastattvAditi // 55 // (422) akAla utsukatA vastutaH ArtadhyAna hI hai. nedaM pravRttikAlasAdhanamiti // 56 // (423) utsukatA pravRttikAla kA sAdhana nahIM hai. iti sadocitamiti // 57 // (424) * ataH niraMtara ucita kArya kare. tadA tadasattvAditi // 58 // (425) usa samaya vaha utsukatA asat hai. prabhUtAnyeva tu pravRttikAlasAdhanAnIti // 56 // (426) pravRttikAla ke batAne vAle sAdhana (kAraNa) bahuta hai. nidAnazravaNAderapi keSAJcat pravRttimAtra-darzanAditi // 60 // (427) nidAna, zravaNa Adi se bhI kaIyoM kI pravRtti hotI dikhatI hai. tasyApi tathA pAramparyasAdhanatvamiti // 61 // (428) __ vaha pravRttimAtra bhI tathA bhava vairAgya Adi se usa paraMparA kA sAdhana hai. gana 655 For Private And Personal Use Only

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=guruvANI yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi yatidharmAdhikArazcAyamiti pratiSedha iti // 62 // (426) zuddha yatidharma ke adhikAra meM isa pravRttimAtra kA niSedha hai. na caitatpariNate cAritrapariNAmeti // 63 // (430) cAritra ke pariNAma kI utpatti hone se utsukatA nahIM hotI. tasya prasannagambhIratvAditi // 64 // (431) cAritra ke pariNAma kI prasannatA va gambhIratA se anucita anuSThAna nahIM hogA. hitAvahatvAditi // 65 // (432) cAritra kA pariNAma hitakArI hai. cAritriNAM tassAdhanAnuSThAnaviSayastUpadezaH pratipAtyasau, karma-vaicitryAditi // 66 // (433) upadeza cAritra pariNAma ko sAdhanevAlA anuSThAna hai, kyoMki karma kI vicitratA se cAritra pariNAma miTa sakate haiM ataH upadeza Avazyaka hai. tatsaMrakSaNAnuSThAnaviSayazca cakrAdipravRtyavasAna bhramAdhAnajJAtAditi // 67 // (434) cAritra kI rakSA ke liye anuSThAnavAlA upadeza isa prakAra hai; jaise cakra Adi kI gati maMda hone para daMDa Adi se gati tIvra kI jAtI hai. mAdhyasthye tadvaiphalyameveti // 68 // (435) madhyasthatA meM upadeza kI niSphalatA hai. Jala AMRAPE 656 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi svayaM bhramaNasiddheriti // 66 // (436) AtmA ke apane Apa hI bhramaNa meM siddhi hai. bhavayatirhi tathA kuzalAzayatvAdazakto'sama asapravRttAvitarasyAmivetara iti // 70 // (437) bhAvayati kuzala Azaya vAlA hone se ayogya pravRtti karane meM asamartha hai __ora jo bhAvayati nahIM vaha yogya pravRtti karane meM asamartha hai. iti nidarzanamAtramiti // 71 // (438) yaha samAnatA kevala ddaSTAMta mAtra kahI hai. na sarvasAdharmyayogeneti // 72 // (436) uparokta ddaSTAMta saba prakAra se sAddazya yoga kA nahIM hai. yatestadapravRttimitasya garIyastvAditi // 73 // (440) bhAva yati kI anucita kArya meM pravRtti na hone kA nimitta mukhya hai. vastutaH svAbhAvikatvAditi // 4 // (441) vAstava meM samyagdarzana Adi AtmA ke svAbhAvika guNa hai. tathA sadbhAvavRddheH phalotkarSasAdhanAditi // 75 // (442) aura zubha bhAva kI vRddhi mokSarUpa mahAphala ko dene vAlI hai. upaplavavigamena tathAvabhAsanAditIti // 76 // (443) rAga-dveSAdi upadrava kA nAza hone se vaisA bodha hotA hai. 657 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI yatidharma vizeSa dezanA vidhi evaMvidhayateH prAyo, bhAvazuddhermahAtmanaH / vinivRttAgrahasyoccaiH, mokSatulyo bhavo'pi hi||34|| durAgraha rahita isa prakAra bhAvazuddhivAle ucita anuSThAna vAle mahAtmA bhAva yati ke liye prAyaH yaha saMsAra hI mokSa samAna hai. saddarzanAdisaMprApteH, saMtoSAmRtayogataH / bhAvaizvaryapradhAnatvAt, tadAsannatvatastathA // 35 // samyagdarzana Adi kI prApti se, saMtoSarUpI amRta ko prApta kara lene se, bhAvarUpI aizvarya kI mukhyatA se aura mokSa kI samIpatA se yahAM hI mokSa kahA hai. uktaM mAsAdiparyAyavRddhayA dvAdazAbhiH param / tejaH prAptoti cAritrI, sarvadevebhya uttamam // 36 // mAsAdika paryAya kI vRddhi karake bAraha mahIne taka cAritra ko dhAraNa karane vAlA sarva devatAoM se uttama teja utkRSTa sukha ko prApta karatA hai. na 658 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI dharmaphala dezanA vidhi phalapradhAna ArambhaH, iti sallokanItitaH / saMkSepAduktamasyedaM, vyAsataH punarucyate // 37 // satpuruSoM kI nIti phalapradhAna kArya AraMbha karane kI hai| ataH dharma kA yaha phala hai aisA saMkSepa meM pahale batAyA hai use vistAra se aba kahate haiM. pravRttyaGgamadaH zreSTha, sattvAnAM prAyazazca yat / Adau sarvatra tad yuktamabhidhAtumidaM punaH // 38 // saba kAryo meM prANiyoM kI pravRtti hone kA kAraNa prAyaH usakA phala hai ataH use kahanA zreSTha hai ataH prAraMbha meM saMkSepa se aura aba vistAra se kahanA yukta hai. viziSTaM devasaukhyaM, yacchivasaukhyaM ca yatparam dharmakalpadrumasyedaM, phalamAhurmanISiNaH // 36 // deva sambandhI mahAna sukha tathA mokSarUpI utkRSTa sukha dharmarUpI kalpavRkSa ke phala hai, aisA bahuta budvimAna puruSa kahate hai. ityukto dharmaH, sAMpratamasya phalamanuvarNayiSyAmaH // 1 // (444) isa prakAra gRhastha dharma va yatidharma kahA aba usake phala kA varNana karate haiM. dvividhaM phalam-anantara-paramparabhedAditi // 2 // (445) anantara va paraMparA bheda se phala do prakAra kA hai. tatrAnantaraphalamupaplavahAsa iti // 3 // (446) usakA anantara phala to rAgAdi upadrava kA nAza ho jAnA hai. G 659 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI dharmaphala dezanA vidhi CIPE - tathA-bhAvaizvaryavRddhiriti // 4 // (447) aura bhAva aizvarya kI vRddhi honA bhI hai. tathA-janapriyatvamiti // 5 // (448) aura lokapriya honA hai. paramparaphalaM tu sugatijanmottamasthAna-paramparAnirvANAvAptiriti // 6 // (446) acchI gati meM janma, uttama sthAna kI prApti tathA paraMparA se mokSa kI prApti paraMparA phala hai. sugatirviziSTadevasthAnamiti // 7 // (450) ucca devaloka meM janma hone ko sugati kahA hai. tetrottamA rUpasaMpat, satasthitiprabhAva sukhadyuti-lezyAyogaH, vizuddhendriyAvadhitvam, prakRSTAni bhogasAdhanAni, divyo vimAnanivahaH, mano-harANyudyAnAni, ramyA jalAzayAH, kAntA apsarasaH, atinipuNAH kiGkarAH, pragalbho nATayavidhiH, caturodArA ___ bhogAH, sadA cittAhlAdaH, ' aneka-sukhahetutvam, kuzalAnubandhaH,mahAkalyANapUjAkaraNam, tIrthaGkarasevA, saddharmazrutau ratiH, sadA sukhitva-miti // 8 // (451) usa devaloka meM uttama rUpa saMpatti, suMdara sthiti, prabhAva, sukha, kAMti va lezyA kI prApti, nirmala indriya aura avadhijJAna, ucca bhoga ke sAdhana, divya vimAnoM kA samUha, manohara udyAna, ramya jalAzaya, sudara apsarAeM, aticatara sevaka atiramaNIya nATakavidhi, catara udAra bhoga, sadA citta meM Ananda, anekoM ke sukhoM kA kAraNa, suMdara pariNAmavAle kAryo kI paraMparA, mahAkalyANakoM meM pUjA karanA, tIrthaMkara kI sevA, saddharma sunane meM harSa aura niraMtara sukha-ina sabakI prApti honA dharma ke paraMparAphala haiM. 660 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI dharmaphala dezanA vidhi deza tathA-taccyutAvati viziSTe deze viziSTa eva kAle sphIte mahAkule niSkalaGke'nvayena udagre sadAcAreNa AkhyAyikApuruSayukte anekamanorathApUrakamatyantaniravadyaM janmeti // 6 // (452) aura devaloka se cyavana hone ke bAda bhI acche deza meM, acche kAla meM, prasiddha mahAkula meM, vaMza meM kalaMkarahita, sadAcAra se bar3A, aura jisake bAre meM kathA-vArtA likhI jAve aise puruSayukta mahAkula meM, aneka manorathoM ko pUrNa karanevAlA aisA atyanta doSa rahita janma hotA hai. sundaraM rUpaM Alayo lakSaNAnAM rahitamAmayena yukta prajJayA sNgtklaaklaapen||10|| (453) sundara rUpa va lakSaNoM sahita, roga rahita, buddhiyukta aura kalAkalApa sahita (janma hotA hai). tathA-guNapakSapAtaH, asadAcArabhIrutA, kalyANamitrayogaH satkathAzravaNaM, mArgAnugobodhaH, sarvocitaprAptiH hitAya sattvasaMghAtasya, paritoSakArI gurUNAM saMvarddhano guNAntarasya nidarzanaM janAnAM, atyudAra AzayaH, asAdhAraNaviSayAH, rahitAH saMklezena aparopatApinaH, amaGgulAvasAnAH // 11 // (454) aura manuSya janma meM use guNa ke pakSapAta, asadAcAra se Dara, pavitra buddhi denevAle mitra kI prApti, acchI kathAoM kA zravaNa, mArga ko anukaraNa karane kA bodha, saba jagaha (dharma, artha va kAma meM) ucita vastu kI prApti hotI hai| vaha ucita vasta kI prApti prANI mAtra ke hita ke liye garujanoM ko saMtoSa dene ke liye, dUsare guNoM ko baDhAnevAlI aura anya logoM ke liye ddaSTAMta lAyaka hotI haiM. vaha bahuta udAra AzayavAlA hotA hai aura use asAdhAraNa viSayoM kI prApti hotI hai, jo klezarahita, dUsaroM ko kaSTa na dene vAle aura pariNAma se suMdara hote haiM. 661 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI dharmaphala dezanA vidhi tathA-kAle dharmapratipattiriti // 12 // (455) aura yogya samaya para dharma ko aMgIkAra karanA cAhiye. tatra ca-gurusahAyasaMpaditi // 13 // (456) usameM bhI guru kI sahAyatA rUpa saMpatti milatI hai. tatazca sAdhusaMyamAnuSThAnamiti // 14 // (457) usase acchI taraha saMyama kA pAlana hotA hai. tato'pi parizuddhArAdhaneti // 15 // (458) usake bAda parizuddha ArAdhanA karatA hai // 15 // tatra ca-vidhivaccharIratyAga iti // 16 // (456) taba vidhivat zarIra kA tyAga karatA hai. tato viziSTataraM devasthAnamiti // 17 // (460) phira adhika uttama devasthAna kI prApti hotI hai. tataH sarvameva zubhataraM tatreti // 18 // (461) aura vahAM atizaya zubha saba vastueM milatI haiM. paraM gatizarIrAdihInamiti // 16 // (462) paraMtu gati aura zarIra Adi pUrva kI apekSA hIna hotI hai. tathA-rahitamautsukyaduHkheneti // 20 // (463) ' aura utsukatA duHkha se rahita hotA hai. 662 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%3-guruvANI dharmaphala dezanA vidhi ativiziSTAlAdAdimaditi // 21 // (464) aura vaha janma atizaya AhlAda se yukta hotA hai. tataH taccyutAvapi viziSTadeza ityadi samAnapUrveNeti // 22 // (465) vahAM se cyavana hone para acche deza Adi meM janma pahale kI taraha hotA hai. viziSTataraM tu sarvamiti // 23 // (466) pUrvokta se isa janma meM saba viziSTa prakAra kA hotA hai. kliSTakarmavigamAditi // 24 // (467) azubha karma kA nAza hone se sadgati kI prApti hotI hai. zubhatarodayAditi // 25 // (468) adhika zubha karma ke udaya se azubha karma svayameva naSTa ho jAte hai. jIvavIryollAsAditi // 26 // (466) jIva ke vIrya kI adhikatA se zubha karmodaya hotA hai. pariNativRddheriti // 27 // (470) jIva kI pariNati kI vRddhi se zubha vicAroM kI vRddhi hotI hai. tat tathAsvabhAvatvAditi // 28 // (471) jIva ko usa prakAra kA svabhAva hone se jIva kI zubha pariNati hotI hai. 663 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI: dharmaphala dezanA vidhi kizca-prabhUtodArANyapi tasya bhogasAdhanAni; ayatnopanatatvAt prAsaGgikatvAdabhiSaGgAbhAvAt kutsitApravRtteH zubhAnubandhitvAdadArAsukhasAdhanAnyeva bandhahetutvAbhAveneti // 26 // (472) aura atizaya udAra aise bhoga ke sAdhana bhI bandha ke kAraNa kA abhAva hone se udAratA sukha kA sAdhana hotA hai kyoMki ve zubha karma ke anubandha se utpanna hote haiN| usase kutsita karma meM pravRtti nahIM hotI aura usase usameM Asakti kA abhAva hotA hai| usase vaha prasaMgopAtta milatA hai aura usake liye prayatna nahIM karanA paDatA. azubhapariNAma eva hi pradhAnaM bandhakAraNam, tadaGgatayA tu bAhyamiti // 30 // (473) azubha pariNAma hI baMdha kA mukhya kAraNa hai usase hI bAhya aMtaH pura Adi kAraNa baMdha ke hetu hote haiM. tadabhAve bAhyAdalpabandhabhAvAditi // 31 // (474) azubha pariNAma kA abhAva hone para to bAhya azubha kArya se alpa baMdha hotA hai. vacanaprAmANyAditi // 32 // (475) Agama ke vacana pramANa se kahate hai ki azubha pariNAma hI bandha kA kAraNa hai. bAhyopamarde'psaziSu tathAzruteriti // 33 // (476) bAhya hiMsA hone para bhI asaMjJI jIvoM ke liye zAsra meM vaisA hI kahA hai. 664 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% -guruvANI dharmaphala dezanA vidhi evaM pariNAma eva zubho moksskaarnnmpiiti||34|| (477) aise hI zubha pariNAma mokSa kA kAraNa hai. tadabhAve samagrakriyAyoge'pi mokssaasiddheriti||35|| (478) zubha pariNAma ke abhAva meM saMpUrNa kriyA kA yoga hone para bhI mokSa __siddhi nahIM hotI. sarvajIvAnAmevAnantazo graiveyakopapAtazravaNAditi // 36 // (476) saba jIvoM ko bhI anaMta bAra graiveyaka meM utpatti huI hai aisA sunate haiM. samagrakriyA'bhAve tadanavApteriti // 37 // (480) samasta kriyA ke abhAva meM navame graiveyaka kI prApti nahIM hotI. ityapramAdasukhavRddhayA tatkASThAsiddhau nirvaannaavaaptiritiiti||38|| (481) isa prakAra apramAda sukha kI vRddhi se cAritra dharma kI baDI siddhi hone para mokSa prApti hotI hai. yat kizcana zubhaM loke, sthAnaM tat sarvameva hi| anubandhaguNopetaM, dharmAdApnoti mAnavaH // 40 // isa loka meM jo koI zubha sthAna kahalAte haiM ve saba uttarottara zubha guNa sahita manuSya dharmadvArA prApta karatA hai. - - 665 For Private And Personal Use Only

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% 3DguruvANI dharmaphala dezanA vidhi 4OE dharmacintAmaNiH zreSTho, dharmaH klyaannmuttmm| hita ekAntato dharmo, dharma evAmRtaM param // 41 // aura dharma zreSTha ciMtAmaNi ratna ke samAna hai, dharma uttama kalyANakArI hai, dharma ekAnta hitakArI hai aura dharma hI parama amRta hai. caturdazamahAratnasadbhogAntRSvanuttamam / cakravarti padaM proktaM, dharmahelAvijRmbhitam // 42 // caudaha mahAratnoM ke bhoga se manuSyoM meM uttamottama ginA jAnevAlA cakravartI kA pada bhI dharma kI lIlA kA vilAsa mAtra hai. 666 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%=guruvANI dharmaphala vizeSa dezanA vidhi kiM ceha bahunoktena, tIrthakRttvaM jagaddhitam / parizuddhAdavApnoti, dharmAbhyAsAnnarottamaH // 43 // adhika kahane se kyA lAbha? uttama puruSa atizuddha dharma ke abhyAsa ke jagata ke liye hitakArI tIrthaMkara pada ko prApta karatA hai. nAtaH paraM jagatyasmin, vidyate sthAnamuttamam / tIrthakRttvaM yathA samyak, sva-parArthaprasAdhakam // 44 // sva aura para ke kalyANa ko karane vAlA jitanA uttama yaha tIrthaMkara pada hai vaisA uttama sthAna isa jagata meM dUsarA eka bhI nahIM hai. paJcasvapi mahAkalyANeSu trailokyazaGkaram / tathaiva svArthasiddhayA, paraM nirvANakAraNam // 45 // tIrthakarapada pAMcoM mahAkalyANakoM ke avasara para tInoM lokoM kA kalyANa karane vAlA hai aura svArthasAdhana meM mokSa prApti hI utkRSTa kAraNa hai. ityuktaprAyaM dharmaphalam, idAnIM taccheSameva udagramanuvarNayiSyAma iti // 1 // (482) isa prakAra prAyaH dharmaphala kahA hai aba bAkI rahA huA (dharmaphala) utkRSTa phala kA varNana karate haiM. tacca sukhaparamparayA prakRSTabhAvazuddheH sAmAnya caramajanma tathA tIrthakRttvaM ceti // 2 // (483) sukha kI paraMparA se utkRSTa bhAvakI zuddhi hone se sAmAnyataH AkhirI janma aura tIrthaMkara pada ye dharma ke utkRSTa phala haiM. [Saal 667 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI: dharmaphala vizeSa dezanA vidhi tatrAkliSTamanuttaraM viSayasaukhyaM hInabhAvavigamaH, udagratarA saMpat, prabhUtopakArakaraNaM, AzayavizuddhiH, dharmapradhAnatA, avndhykriyaatvmiti||3|| (484) usa carama deha meM klezarahita anupama viSaya sukha milatA hai| hIna bhAva kA nAza hotA hai atyaMta mahAna saMpatti prApta hotI hai. bahata upakAra kiyA jAtA hai ataH kAraNa kI zuddhi yA Azaya-zuddhi hotI hai. dharma hI pradhAna viSaya hotA hai. tathA saba kriyAyeM saphala hotI haiM. tathA-vizuddhayamAnApratipAticaraNAvAptiH, tatsAtmyabhAvaH, bhavyapramodahetutA, dhyAnasukhayogaH, atizayaddhiprAptiriti // 4 // (485) zuddha tathA nAza na hone vAle cAritra kI prApti hotI hai. cAritra ke sAtha AtmA kI ekatA hotI hai. vaha bhavya janoM ke liye harSa kA kAraNa hotA hai. dhyAna ke sukha kI prApti hotI hai aura atizaya Rddhi kI prApti hotI hai. apUrvakaraNaM, kSapaka zreNiH, mohasAgarottAraH, kevalAbhivyaktiH, paramasukhalAbha iti // 5 // (486) uparokta gaNoM kI prApti ke bAda samaya Ane para apUrvakaraNa (AThavAM guNasthAna) pAtA hai. kSapaka zreNi caDhatA hai, mokSarUpI sAgara ko tairatA hai, kevalajJAnI hotA hai aura mokSa prApta karatA hai. sadArogyApteriti // 6 // (487) niraMtara Arogya rahatA hai bhAvasanipAtakSayAditi // 7 // (488) bhAva saMnipAta kA kSaya ho jAne se manovikAra naSTa ho jAte haiM. 668 For Private And Personal Use Only

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DguruvANI FAS dharmaphala vizeSa dezanA vidhi rAgadveSamohAdidoSAH, tathA tathA''tmadUSaNAditi || (486) usa prakAra se AtmA ko dUSita karane se rAga, dveSa va moha tInoM doSa haiM. aviSaye'bhiSvaGgakaraNAd rAga iti // 6 // (460) ayogya viSayoM meM Asakti hI rAga hai. tatraivAgnijvAlAkalpAmAtsaryApAdanAda dveSa iti // 10 // (461) usI nAzavAna padArtha para Asakti ke kAraNa agnijvAlA samAna matsara karanA dveSa hai. heyetarabhAvAdhigamapratibandhavidhAnAnmoha iti // 11 // (462) heya va upAdeya bhAva ke jJAna ko rekanevAlA moha nAmaka doSa hai. satsveteSu na yathAvasthitaM sukhaM, svadhAtuvaiSamyAditi // 12 // (463) isa tridoSa ke hone se mUla prakRti kI viSamatA se yathArtha sukha nahIM mila sakatA. kSINeSu na dukhaM, nimittAbhAvAditi // 13 // (464) tridoSa kSaya se duHkha nahIM hotA, kyoMki duHkha ke nimitta kA abhAva hotA hai. AtyantikabhAvarogavigamAt paramezvaratA''ptestat tathAsvabhAvatvAt paramasukhabhAvaitIti // 14 // (465) bhAvaroga ke pUrNa nAza se paramezvavara pada prApta hotA hai aura usase svabhAvataH parama sukha milatA hai. - 669 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-guruvANI dharmaphala vizeSa dezanA vidhi devendraharSajananam // 15 // (466) (tIrthakaratva) devendra ko harSa utpanna karane vAlA hai. tathA-pUjAnugrahAGgateti // 16 // (467) aura pUjA dvArA jagat ke upakAra kA kAraNa hai. tathA-prAtihAryopayoga iti // 17 // (468) aura ATha prAtihAryo kA upayoga hotA hai. tataH paramparArthakaraNamiti // 18 // (466) aura utkRSTa parArtha karane vAlA hai. avicchedena bhUyasAM mohAndhakArApanayana hRdyairvacanabhAnubhiriti // 16 // (500) yAvajjIva manohara vacana kiraNoM se prANiyoM ke mohAndhakAra ko naSTa karate haiM. sUkSmabhAvapratipattiriti // 20 // (501) sUkSma bhAva kA jJAna hotA hai. tata- zraddhAmRtAsvAdanamiti // 21 // (502) aura zraddhAmRta kA AsvAdana hotA hai. tataH sadanuSThAnayoga iti // 22 // (503) taba anuSThAna kA saMbaMdha hotA hai. 670 For Private And Personal Use Only

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3 -guruvANI dharmaphala vizeSa dezanA vidhi tataH paramApAyahAniriti // 23 // (504) taba utkRSTa, anartha kI hAni hotI hai. sAnubandhasukhabhAva uttarottaraH prakAramaprabhUtasattvo pakArAya avandhyakAraNaM nivRtteriti // 24 // (505) uttarottara vizeSa avicchinna sukhabhAva una praNiyoM ke upakAra ke liye hotA hai aura usase vaha mokSa kA avandhya (saphala) kAraNa hai. iti paramparArthakAraNamiti // 25 // (506) ataH tIrthaMkarapada utkRSTa paropakAra karane vAlA hai. bhavopagrAhikarmavigama iti // 26 // (507) bhavopagrAhI karma kA nAza hotA hai. tataH nirvANagamanamiti // 27 // (508) taba nirvANa prApti hotI hai. tatra ca punarjanmAdyabhAva iti // 28 // (506) mokSa prApti para punarjanma kA abhAva hotA hai. bIjAbhAvato'yamiti // 26 // (510) vaha bIja ke abhAva se hotA hai. karmavipAkastaditi // 30 // (511) karmavipAka hI bIja hai. 671 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI dharmaphala vizeSa dezanA vidhi akarmA cAsAviti // 31 // (512) ve jIva karmarahita hote haiM. tadvata eva tadgraha iti // 32 // (513) karmavAle ko hI punarjanma Adi hote haiM. tadanAditvena tathAbhAvasiddheriti // 33 // (514) karma ke anAdipana se uparokta bhAva (janma grahaNa Adi) kI siddhi hotI hai. sarvavipramuktasya tu tathAsva bhAvatvAnniSThitArthatvAnna tadgrahaNe nimittamiti // 34 // (515) sarvathA karmamukta jIva svabhAvataH hI kRtakRtya hone se punaH janma nahIM lete kyoMki punaH janma lene kA koI nimitta hI nahIM hotA. nAjanmano jareti // 35 // (516) jise janma nahIM use jarA nahIM. evaM ca-na maraNabhayazaktiriti // 36 // (517) aura mRtyu kA bhaya bhI nahIM rahatA. tathA-na cAnya upadrava iti // 37 // (518) aura siddha jIva ko anya upadrava bhI nahIM hotA. vizuddhasvarUpalAbha iti // 38 // (516) ati zuddha AtmasvarUpa prApta hotA hai. 672 For Private And Personal Use Only

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%DguruvANI dharmaphala vizeSa dezanA vidhi 1:0A tathA-AtyAntikI vyAbAdhAnivRtiriti // 36 // (520) aura duHkha kI atyaMta nivRtti hotI hai. sA nirUpamaM sukhamiti // 40 // (521) vaha duHkhanivRtti anupama sukha hai. sarvatrApravRtteriti // 41 // (522) saba jagaha pravRtti rahita hone se pUrNa sukha hotA hai. samAptakAryatvAditi // 42 // (523) saba kAryo kI samApti ho cukI hai. na caitasya kvacidautsukyamiti // 43 // (524) unako kisI kArya ke karane meM utsukatA nahI rahatI. duHkhaM caitat svAsthyavinAzaneneti // 44 // (525) svasthatA kA nAza karane se utsukatA duHkha hai. duHkhazattayunekato'svAsthyasiddheriti // 45 // (526) duHkha ke bIja rUpa utsukatA se asvasthatA siddha hotI hai. ahitapravRttyeti // 46 // (527) ahitakara pravRtti se asvasthatA jAnI jAtI hai. svAsthyaM tu nirutsukayA pravRtteriti // 47 // (528) utsukatA rahita pravRtti hI svasthatA (zAMti) hai. 673 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- guruvANI dharmaphala vizeSa dezanA vidhi - paramasvAsthyahetutvAt paramArthataH svAsthyameveti // 48 // (526) utkRSTa svasthatA kA kAraNa hone se utsukatA rahita pravRtti hI svasthatA hai. bhAvasAre hi pravRttyapapravRttI sarvatra pradhAno vyavahAra iti // 46 // (530) bhAvasahita pravRtti nivRtti hI vastutaH pravRtti nivRtti hai aisA saba jagaha mukhya vyavahAra hai. pratItisiddhazcAyaM sadyogasacetasAmiti // 50 // (531) sadhyAna yogasahita sAvadhAna manavAle muniyoM ko uparokta anubhava siddha hai. susvAsthyaM ca paramAnanda iti // 51 // (532) atizaya svasthatA hI parama AnaMda hai. tadanyanirapekSatvAditi // 52 // (533) AtmA ko anya vastu kI apekSA. na rahane se AtmA kA AnaMda hai. apekSAyA duHkharUpatvAditi // 53 // (534) apekSA hI duHkharUpa hai (ataH nirapekSatA sukha hai). arthAntaraprAptyA hi tannivRttirduHkhatvenAnivRttireveti // 54 // (535) anya viSayoM kI prApti se icchA kI nivRtti hone para bhI duHkharUpa hone se __ anivRtti hI hai. na cAsyArthAntarAvAptiriti // 55 // (536) mokSa ke jIva ko anya padArtha kI prApti nahIM rahatI. ha 674 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI3D dharmaphala vizeSa dezanA vidhi svasvabhAvaniyato hyasau vinivRttecchAprapaJca iti // 56 // (537) jisane icchA samUha kA nAza kara diyA hai aisA siddha jIva apane svabhAva meM . hI rahatA hai. ato'kAmatvAt tatsvabhAvatvAnna lokAntakSetrAptirAptiH // 57 // (538) niSkAma hone se, niSkAma svabhAva hone se lokAMta sthita siddha kSetra meM jAne para bhI usake sAtha saMbaMdha nahIM hai. autsukyavRddhirhi lakSaNamasyAH, hAnizcasamayAntare iti // 58 // (536) eka samaya meM utsukatA kI vRddhi aura dUsare samaya nAza (anya vastu prApti kA) lakSaNa hai. na caitat tasya bhagavataH, AkAlaM tathAvasthiteriti // 56 // (540) bhagavAna ko yaha utsukatA nahIM hai kyoMki yAvat kAla ve usI sthiti meM rahate haiM. karmakSayAvizeSAditi // 60 // (541) karmakSaya meM vizeSatA na hone se ve usI sthiti meM rahate hai. iti nirupamasukhasiddhiriti // 61 // (542) isa prakAra siddha bhagavAna ko nirupama sukha hai aisA siddha huA. sadhyAnavahninA jIvo, dagdhvA karmendhanaM bhuvi / sadbrahmAdipadairgIta, saM yAti paramaM padam // 46 // zukla dhyAnarUpa agni se karmarUpI iMdhana ko jalA kara 'sat brahma Adi padoM dvArA jIva zAstra meM varNita parama pada ko pAtA hai. 675 For Private And Personal Use Only

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guruvANI dharmaphala vizeSa dezanA vidhi pUrvAvadhavazAdeva, tatsbhAvatvatastathA / anantavIryayuktatvAt, samayenAnuguNyataH // 47 // pUrva saMskAra vaza karmarahita hone para bhI Urdhvagamana karatA hai| aura usa prakAra ke svabhAva se tathA anaMta vIrya yukta hone se eka samaya meM samazreNi ke Aya se parama pada ko pAtA hai. sa tatra duHkhavirahAdatyantasukhasaMgataH / tiSThatyayogo yogIndravandhastrijagadIzvaraH // 48 // duHkha ke viraha se, atyaMta sukhasahita, yogIndoM dvArA vaMdanIya tIna jagata ke paramezvara ayogI siddha bhagavAna mokSa meM sthita hai. 676 For Private And Personal Use Only

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