Kahe Kalapurnasuri Part 01 Gujarati

Author(s): Muktichandravijay, Munichandravijay
Publisher: Shanti Jin Aradhak Mandal
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032613/1

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kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 - paM. mukticandravijaya, gaNi municandravijaya

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vi. saM. 2058, mA kezavaNA ( bane hue pUja tIrthaMkara kI yAda ka puNya-vaibhava abaka dekhane milegA? svargagamana se 15 dina pUrva kI tasna vi.saM. 2058, jAlora (raaj.)|

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su.4, zanivAra 16-2-2002 ko rAja.) meM svargavAsI zrI kI ciravidAya kI jhalaka rAnevAlA hAM vIra

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kalApUrNasUri (siddhayogI pU. AcAryazrInI sAdhanApUta vANI) vAcanA : pU.A.zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. . preraNA pa pU.A.zrI vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pU.paM.zrI kalpataravijayajI gaNivara avataraNa-Alekhana-saMpAdana : 5. mukticandravijaya, gaNi municandravijaya - prakAzana : zAni jina ArAdhaka maMDala manapharA, jI. kaccha, tA. bhacAu, pIna : 370 14che.

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. pustaka : uo kalApUrNasUrizva (siddhayogI pU. AcAryazrInI sAdhanApUta vANI) prathama-dvitIya AvRtti H vi.saM. 2056, I.sa. 2000 tRtIya AvRtti: vi.saM. 2059, I.sa. 2003 - na . jo avataraNa-Alekhana-saMpAdana : paM. mukticandravijaya gaNi municandravijaya mUlya : rU. 120/prAptisthAna : navabhArata sAhitya maMdira mahAvIrasvAmI derAsara pAse, gAMdhI roDa, amadAvAda - 380 001. phona : (079) 2139253, 2132921, 2135372 4. , . che . " ? sahAyaka munio : muni anaMtayazavijaya muni mahAgirivijaya, muni muktAnaMdavijaya muni muktizramaNavijaya, muni mukticaraNavijaya saMparka sUtra * TIka Ara. sAvalA POPULAR PLASTIC HOUSE 39, D. N. Road, Sitaram Building, 'B' Block, Near Crowford Market, MUMBAI-400 001. Tel.: (022) 23436369,23436807, 23441141 SHANTILAL/CHAMPAK B. DEDHIA : 20, Pankaj "A", Plot No. 171, L.B.S. Marg, Ghatkopar (W), Pin - 400 086. * Tel.: (022) 25101990, CHANDRAKANT J. VORA : Phool Wadi, Bhachau, Kutch (Guj.). Ta. : (02837) 223726 JASRAJ LUKKAD: No. 3, Balkrishna Nagar, Mannargudi - 1. (1 Pin : 614 007. Ta.: (04367) 22479 * bhogIlAla gAMdhI manapharA, (zAntiniketana) jI. kaccha, tA. bhacAu, pIna 370 140. Tel.: (02837) 286638 ' , "nA, : , laka kara ddha na kat: T - mudraka.. Tejas Printers 403. Vimal Vihar Apartment, 22, Saraswati Society, Nr. Jain Merchant Society, Paldi, AHMEDABAD - 380 007. * Ph. : (079) 6601045

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| vAMkItIrthamaMDana zrI mahAvIrasvAmine namaH || // zrI padma-jIta-hIra-kanaka-devendra-kaMcana-kalApUrNasUrigurubhyo namaH | saMpAdakIya (prathama AvRttimAMthI) jaMgama tIrthasvarUpa, adhyAtmayogI, pUjayapAda, sadgurudeva, AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajIne jaina-jagatamAM koNa nahi jANatuM hoya ? | pUjaya AcArya zrI pahelA to kaccha-guja2Ata ke rAjasthAnamAM ja kadAca jANItA hatA, paNa chellA cha varSa dakSiNa bhAratamAM pUjyazrInuM padArpaNa thayuM ne pUjyazrInA pagale, zAsana-prabhAvanAnI je zRMkhalAo UbhI thaI, te kAraNe pUjyazrI bhAratabharanA jainonA haiye vasI gayA. pUjyazrIno prasannatAthI chalakAto cahero ! pUjyazrInI prabhu pratyenI apAra bhakti ! pUjyazrInA hRdayamAM sarvajIvo pratye rahelI apAra karuNA ! pUjyazrInuM cuMbakIya vyaktitva ! pUjyazrInuM adbhuta puNya ! pUjyazrInI adhyAtmagarbhita vANI ! pUjyazrIno cha Avazyako pratye prema ! pUjyazrInuM apramatta jIvana ! .. AvI badhI vizeSatAonA kAraNe jemaNe pUjyazrIne zraddhApUrvaka joyA, temanA hRdayamAM vasI gayA. pUjyazrInuM puNya eTaluM ke jyAM pagalAM paDe tyAM maMgaLa vAtAvaraNa sarjAI jAya, bhaktithI vAtAvaraNa pavitra banI jAya, dUra-dUrathI kheMcAIne loko AvatA ja jAya. AvI vizeSatA, bIje, bahu ja ochI jovA maLe. ghaNIvAra to eTalI badhI bhIDa hoya ke lokone darzana paNa na maLe. (vAsakSepanI to vAta ja choDo.) darzana, vAsakSepa Adi nahi maLavAnA kAraNe ghaNA lokone nirAza thaIne pAchA paNa javuM paDe che !

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darzana ane vAsakSepa maLI jAya to paNa ghaNAne tRpti thatI nathI hotI. AvA keTalAka loko pUjyazrInI sAthe vArtAlApa karavA mAMgatA hoya che, sAdhanAmAM mArgadarzana levA mAgatA hoya che, paNa samayanI pratikULatAnA kAraNe, pUjyazrI, IcchA hovA chatAM, badhAnI badhI apekSAo saMtoSI zakatA nathI. kyAreka vyAkhyAna ke vAcanAdi sAMbhaLavA besanArAonI paNa, phariyAda hoyache: 'pUjyazrIno avAja amane nathI saMbhaLAto." jeo, pUjyazrIne sAMbhaLavA mAMge che, chatAM nathI sAMbhaLI zakatA, teo mATe A prakAzana atyaMta upayogI banaze, evo vizvAsa che. pUjyazrIe vAMkI tIrthe vi.saM. 2055nA cAturmAsa daramyAna 109 sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo samakSa je vAcanAo ApI teno sAra ahIM AlekhavAno prayatna thayo che. | adhyAtmasAra-AtmAnubhavAdhikAra, paMcavaTuka graMtha tathA adhyAtmagItA para cAlelI vAcanAo jo ke pU. sAdhusAdhvIjIo mATe apAI che, paNa zrAvaka-zrAvikAone paNa emAMthI ghaNuM mArga-darzana, maLaze, evI zraddhA che. pUjyazrInA hRdayamAM bhagavAna kevA vaselA che ? teno khyAla A pustaka vAMcatAM Avaze. prAyaH koI evI vAcanA nahi hoya jemAM bhagavAna ke bhagavAnanI bhaktinI vAta AvI na hoya. koInA pravacanamAM saMskRti, koInA pravacanamAM tapatyAga, koInA pravacanamAM 'sukha bhaMDuM, dU:kha rUDuM, mokSa meLavavA jevo' ItyAdi sAMbhaLavA maLe, tema pUjyazrInA pravacanomAM bhakti sAMbhaLavA maLaze. A bhaktinI vAta na Ave te pU. kalApUrNasUrijInuM pravacana nahi, ema kahIe to paNa khoTuM nathI. mATe ja atyAre pUjyazrI, jaina-jagatamAM bhaktinA paryAya tarIke prasiddha thaI gayA che. pUjyazrIno prabhu-prema jotAM ApaNane narasiMha mahetAnI pelI paMkti yAda AvI jAya :

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G18L prema-rasa pAne tuM moranA picchadhara ! Seeds tattvanuM TUMpaNuM tuccha lAge.' game teTalI tattvonI vAta Ave to paNa chelle bhagavAna ke bhagavAnanI bhaktinI vAta pUjayazrInA pravacanamAM AvI ja jAya. vAcanAnI A prasAdI vAcanAranA hRdayamAM prasannatAno pamarATa phlAve, prabhuno prema pragaTAve, tevI apekSA che. keTaleka sthaLe bhakti Adi vAtonI punarukti thayelI paNa jaNAze. ahIM prazamaratimAMnI pUjyazrI umAsvAtinI vAta yAda karI levI : vairAgya, bhakti AdinI vAta punaH punaH karavAthI, sAMbhaLavAthI ane samajavAthI ja te aMtaramAM bhAvita thAya che. mATe vairAgyAdimAM punarukti doSa nathI. yadvad viSaghAtArthaM mantrapade na punaruktadoSo'sti / tadvad rAgaviSaghnaM punaruktamaduSTamarthapadam // prazamarati - 13 keTaleka sthaLe pUjyazrInA Azayane sAme rAkhI ame amArI bhASAmAM paNa Alekhana karyuM che. pUjyazrInA Azaya-viruddha kAMI paNa AlekhAyuM hoya te badala hArdika micchAmi dukkaDaM. vAMkI tIrtha (kaccha) vi.saM. 2056 5 gaNi muktiyandravijaya gaNi muniyandravijaya

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/ kalApUrNAstu maMgalam // tRtIya AvRtti sagaboo A varSe (vi.saM. 2058) bhuja cAturmAsArthe AvI rahyA hatA tyAre rastAmAM kaccha-vAgaDanA lagabhaga dareka gAmomAM (sAMtalapura, ADIsara, phategaDha, bhImAsara, palAMsavA, gAgodara, lAkaDiyA, vAMkI vagere) sva. pUjyazrInA saMyama-jIvananI anumodanArthe mahotsava thayelA.. mahotsavonI A zreNimAM ame gAgodara AvyA tyAre kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 aMge vAta nIkaLatAM tyAMnA zrAvaka dalIcaMdabhAIe kahyuM : atyAre durlabha banI gayeluM A pustaka punaH prakAzita na thaI zake ? eno prAraMbha gAgodarathI ja karIe. gAgodara sAthe pahelethI ja amAro nAto joDAyelo che. amAruM prathama svataMtra cAturmAsa (saM. 2042) gAgodaramAM thayuM. jJAnasAra para samazlokI padyAnuvAdanI racanA paNa tyAre ja thaI. atyAre sarvatra prasiddha zloka (mAtaM pA-nItArA, maMgalaM kanako guruH / maMgalaM sUri-devendraH, kalApUrNostu HTnam II)nI racanA paNa gayA varSe gAgodaramAM AvyA tyAre sAmaiyA daramyAna thaI hatI. pUjyazrInI vidyamAnatAmAM banelo A chello zloka gAgodaramAM racAIne tyAM pravacanamAM pahelIvAra bolAyo hato. : gAgodaranA saMghe kahe kalApUrNasUri-1nI trIjI AvRtti pragaTa karavA mATe pahela karI. pachI to bIjA paNa gAmomAMthI sahayoga maLyo ne e rIte A pustaka prakAzita thaI rahyuM che. pUjyazrInI vidyamAnatAmAM paNa kahe kalApUrNasUri pustakanA cAreya bhAgo ArAdhaka jijJAsuomAM khUba ja priya banyA hatA ne lokoe siddhayogInA A vacanone Agamatulya mAnyA hatA. to pachI gerahAjarImAM to A guruvANInA pavitra grantho bahumUlya banI ja jAya, emAM navAI zI che ? - A pustako navA dhArmikane ekavAra vAMcavAthI kadAca na paNa samajAya, paraMtu jo te bahumAnapUrvaka pharI-pharI A graMtho

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vAMcatA raheze to avazya enuM hRdaya jhaMkRta banI UThaze. prabhu-kRpA jenA para utarI haze tene ja A graMtho vAMcavAnuM mana thaze, ema paNa kahI zakAya. aneka mANasoe muMjhavaNa vakhate mArgadarzana A 'pustakanA mAdhyamathI meLavyuM che. ghaNA loko to muMjhavaNa vakhate bAra navakAra gaNIne A pustakane khole che. je peja Ave tene prabhuno Adeza samajI temAMthI mArgadarzana meLavI le che. ghaNA ArAdhako A ja pustaka pharI-pharI vAMce che. keTalAka sthaLe sAmAyikamAM besIne eka jaNa vAMcIne bole ne bIjA sAMbhaLe, evuM paNa bane che. keTalAka (sunaMdAbena vorA jevA) pUjyazrInA A vAkyone potAnA AvAjathI keseTamAM utArI te keseTone amerikA jevA dezomAM vaheMce che. keTalAka sAmayiko (nikhAlasa jevA) temAMthI pasaMda karelA amuka muddAone potAnA sAmayikomAM TAMke che. keTalAka loko emAMthI suvAkyo cUMTIne potAnI DAyarImAM TapakAve che. keTalAka bleka borDa para lakhe che. keTalAka kelenDaromAM pUjyazrInA suvAkyo TAMke che. to keTalAka A granthane sAme rAkhI tenA para vyAkhyAno Ape che. (bhujaaMjAramAM A rIte vyAkhyAno apAyA che.) kyAMka A pustako para parIkSA paNa goThavAya che to kyAMka A pustakonA hindImAM anuvAda paNa thAya che. A pustako para AvelA badhAnA abhiprAyo pragaTa karavAmAM Ave to kadAca Avo ja moTo daLadAra graMtha banI hatI jAya. pustakanI lokapriyatAnA AthI vadhu bIjA kayA che pramANo hoI zake ? | prAnta, pUjayazrInI vANI-gaMgA cirakALa sudhI pRthvItala para vahetI raho ane lokonA hRdayane pAvana karatI raho, e ja zubha bhAvanA sAthe... ArAdhanA bhavana - paM. mukticandravijaya kacchamitra presa pAse, - gaNi manindravijaya po. bhuja, jI. kaccha, vi.saM. 2058, vijayA dazamI pina : 370 001. (tA. 15-10-2002)

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prAsaMgika vi.saM. 2055mAM pUjyazrInuM vAMkI tIrthamAM cAturmAsa thayuM. pUjayazrInI nizrAmAM ame 109 sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo hatA. pUjyazrInI divya vANI tyAM atyaMta rtipUrvaka vahetI hatI. tIrthanuM zAMta vAtAvaraNa sAdhanA Adi mATe anukULa hatuM. ame haMmezanI jema tyAre pUjayazrInI vANInuM noTamAM avataraNa karatA hatA. A amArI noTanuM jherokSa bIje mokalavAmAM AvyuM tyAre badhAe kahyuM : amane paNa A joIe. 50 nakalo ochI paDI eTale 100 nakala jherokSa karAvI, paraMtu eTalI nakalo paNa ochI paDavAthI mudrita karAvavAno nirNaya thayo. pa00 nakalo to ghaNI thaI paDaze, ema ame mAnyuM. paraMtu koIe kahyuM 1OOO nakala chapAvazo to sAruM paDaze. pa00 nakala moMghI paNa paDaze. ame vicAryuM : 1000 nakala chapAI to jaze, paraMtu vAMcaze koNa ? leze koNa ? paraMtu prakAzita thatAM ja te pustaka (kahe kalApUrNasUri) eTalI jhaDapathI khalAsa thaI gayA ke ame AzcaryamAM paDI gayA. anekAneka prabhAvaka AcArya bhagavaMto, sAdhako , sAdhvIjIo AdinA abhiprAyono evo varasAda varasyo ke ame stabdha thaI gayA. kharekhara pUjyazrIno ja A prabhAva hato. pachI to bIjI AvRtti 2OOO nakala mudrita karAvavI paDI. Aja te paNa alabhyaprAya banI gaI che. have A trIjI AvRtti prakAzita thaI rahI che. kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka cAra bhAgomAM vibhakta che. prathama bhAgamAM vAMkInI vAcanAo, bIjA bhAga (kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie)mAM caMdAvijajhaya payagrAnI vAcanAo (je vihAra tathA pAlitANAmAM apAyelI) tathA trIjA-cothA bhAgamAM pAlitANAmAM apAyelI lalita-vistarA paranI vAcanAo saMgRhIta che.

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Aje sakheda lakhavuM paDe che ke bhAratIya jaina saMghamAM bhagavAnanI jema pratiSThita thanAra pUjya AcAryazrI Aje ApaNI vacce nathI. hamaNA be-traNa divasa pahelA ja samAcAra AvyA che ke pU.sA. suvarNaprabhAzrIjI (vartamAna paTTadhara pU. AcAryazrI vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA vidvadvarya pU.paM.zrI kalpataruvijayajInA mAtRzrI, pU. bA mahArAja) paNa bharUcamAM vai.su. 13, zukravAra, tA. 24-5-2002nI sAMje 4.30 vAge samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmyAM che. - pUjya AcAryazrInA AdhyAtmika utthAnamAM pU. bA mahArAjanuM paNa mahattvapUrNa yoga-dAna rahyuM che. jo temaNe dIkSA mATe rajA na ApI hota to ? jIdda karIne besI gayAM hota to ? akSayarAjajI je vikhyAta pU. kalApUrNasUrijI banI zakyA temAM pU. bA mahArAjanuM eTaluM mahattvapUrNa yoga-dAna che ke je bhUlI na zakAya. che pU. AcAryazrInA svargavAsa pachI mAtra 98 divasa pachI pU. bA mahArAjanuM svarga-gamana khUba ja kheda-janaka ghaTanA che, paraMtu "kALa' pAse ApaNe sau lAcAra chIe. ApaNe mAtra ATalI ja kAmanA karI zakIe : 'divaMgatonA AtmA jyAM hoya tyAM paramapadanI sAdhanA karatA rahe ane ApaNA sau para AzIrvAdanI vRSTi karatA rahe.' - A pustaka zI rIte vAMcazo ? koI navalakathA ke vArtAnuM A pustaka nathI, A to parama yogInI amRta-vANInuM pustaka che. (1) Ane vAMcavAnI prathama zarata A che ke sva. pUjya AcAryazrI pratye hRdayapUrvakanuM bahumAna joIe : jemanI cetanAe parama caitanya (paramAtmA)nI sAthe anusaMdhAna karyuM che, evA siddhayogInI divya vANI huM vAMcI rahyo chuM. mAruM keTaluM puNya ke AvI vANI vAMcavAnuM mana thayuM ? bhagavAnanI kRpA vinA A kALamAM AvuM sAhitya vAMcavAnuM mana paNa kyAM thAya ? | hamaNA cAra divasa pahelAM karmaTha sevAbhAvI kumArapAla vI. zAha varSAmeDI gAmamAM maLyA. emaNe kahyuM : mahArAja !

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che jenA 000 09 kara che . Ape 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka prakAzita karIne kamAla karI che. huM vAMcuM chuM tyAre vicAra Ave che ke kyAM aMDaralAIna karuM ? AkhuM pustaka ja aMDaralAIna karavA jevuM che. Ape sAra-sAranuM ja avataraNa karyuM che. eka vyaktie sva.pU. AcAryazrIno vAsakSepa letI vakhate pAlItANAmAM kahyuM hatuM : meM 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka pAMca vAra vAMcyuM che. haju paNa vAraMvAra vAMcavA mAMguM chuM. bAbubhAI kaDIvALAe eka vakhata sabhAmAM kaheluM : ame kahe kalApUrNasUri' granthano dararoja svAdhyAya karIe chIe. A badhA udgAro hRdayanA bahumAnane jaNAvanArA che. Avo Adara-bhAva hoya to cokkasa tamArA mATe A pustakanuM vAMcana kalyANakAra banaze. | ATalo Adara na hoya, mAtra jijJAsAthI tame vAMcavA IcchatA ho to paNa vAMco. banI zake ke vAMcatAM-vAMcatAM paNa Adara pedA thaI jAya. - A pustakamAM zabda-vaibhava nathI, vANI-vilAsa nathI, sIdhA-sAdA zabdomAM svayaMnI anubhUtine abhivyakta karavAno prayAsa che. [ pUjayazrInI anubhUti khUba ja tIvra hatI, paraMtu anubhUtinI apekSAe abhivyakti kadAca dhAradAra nahotI. to paNa abhivyakti karavAnI yathAzakya kozIza to pUjyazrI karatA ja rahyA hatA. paNa anubhUti kAMI na hoya, paraMtu keTalAka lokonI abhivyakti eTalI dhAradAra hoya che ke sAMbhaLanAra-vAMcanAra emanA para mugdha thaI jAya che. suMdara zabdonA pekiMgamAM udhAra mAla (potAnI pAse anubhavanA nAme mIMDuM hoya) veMcanArA ghaNA hoya che, paraMtu A pustakanA uddagAtA pU. AcAryazrI anubhUtinA svAmI hatA. amane to ema lAge che ke pUjyazrInI anubhUti khUba ja tIvra hatI, paraMtu jyAM sudhI zAstrAdhAra na maLe tyAM sudhI e anubhUtine vyakta nahi karatA hoya. mATe ja pUjyazrI ja je vAta karatA e badhAmAM zAstra-paMktio AdhAranA rUpamAM gaI che I I (c) 00 00 hajI 0 @ @ . @@@ 9, jIve che che - rasa ( ja ha

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TAMkatA ja hatA. A pustakamAM Apa A joI zako cho. (2) bIjI vAta e che ke eka vAra vAMcIne A pustakane choDI nahi detA. A pustaka eka ja vAra vAMcavA jevuM nathI, vAraMvAra vaMcAze to ja pUjayazrInI vAto aMta:karaNamAM bhAvita banaze. (3) eka vyakti vAMce ane bIjA badhA sAMbhaLe evuM paNa karI zakAya. keTalIka jagyAe evuM thAya paNa che. AvA prakAzanonA mukhya preraka pUjyazrInA paTTaprabhAvaka pU. gurudeva AcAryazrI vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., vidvadvarya pU.paM.zrI kalpataruvijayajI, pravaktA pU.paM.zrI kIrticandravijayajI, Adine ame vaMdanapUrvaka yAda karIe chIe. gaNizrI pUrNacandravijayajI, gaNizrI tIrthabhadravijayajI, gaNizrI vimalapravijayajI, munizrI kumudacandravijayajI , munizrI kIrtiratnavijayajI, munizrI hemacandravijayajI, munizrI AnaMdavardhanavijayajI, munizrI tattvavardhanavijayajI, munizrI anaMtayazavijayajI, munizrI amitayazavijayajI, munizrI AtmadarzanavijayajI, munizrI tattvadarzanavijayajI, munizrI ajitazekharavijayajI Adine paNa ame yAda karIe chIe. aMte, AvI divya vANInI vRSTi karanAra pUjyazrInA divaMgata AtmAne ame vaMdana karIe chIe. zaMkhezvaramAM pUjyazrIne yAda karatAM je paMktio sahajapaNe nIkaLI te prastuta karIe chIe : . namastubhyaM kalApUrNa ! magnAya paramAtmani / tvayAtra duHSamAkAle bhaktigaMgAvatAritA // paramAtmAmAM lIna o pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI ! Ape A du:SamA kALamAM bhaktigaMgAnuM avataraNa karAvyuM che. Apane ame namaskAra karIe chIe. vi.saM. 2058, vai.va. 17 - paM. mukticandravijaya 27-5-2002, somavAra - gaNi municandravijaya (pU.A. bha. tathA pU. bA mahArAjanA nayA aMjAra, jaina upAzraya saMyama-jIvananI anumodanArthe thayelA kaccha jina-bhakti-mahotsavano bIjo divasa)

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kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie (pUjyazrInuM sAMsArika jIvana : pUjyazrInA ja mukha) - avataraNa : 5. muktindravijaya | gaNi munirandravijaya vi. saM. 2041 nAgora (rAjasthAna)mAM vai. su. 2nA divase ame badhAe sAthe maLIne pUjyazrIne kahyuM : hitazikSA ame ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLI. Aje ApanA 62 mAM janma-divase amAre ApanA ajJAta gRhastha-jIvana aMge jANavuM che. Apa kRpA karo. | pahelI vakhata to pUjyazrIe cokhkhI nA pADI dIdhI : potAnA viSe kAMI paNa kahevuM sAruM nahi. paraMtu amArA badhAnA bahu ja AgrahathI dAkSiNyaguNanA svAmI pUjyazrIe potAnA sAMsArika jIvana aMge kahyuM ane ame tenuM eka noTamAM avataraNa paNa karyuM. | e noTanA AdhAre vi. saM. 2044mAM samAja-dhvani vizeSAMkamAM ame pUjyazrInuM jIvana-darzana paNa lakhyuM, je kahe kalApUrNasUri-4 pustakanA aMta bhAgamAM prakAzita paNa thaI cUkyuM che. - A varSe (vi. saM. 2058) pUjyazrInA svargagamana pachI amane e noTa yAda AvI, paraMtu bhUkaMpamAM aneka gAmo sAthe amAruM manapharA gAma paNa saMpUrNa dhvasta thayuM hatuM. amArI noTa paNa tyAM kyAMka guma thaI javAnI zaMkAthI maLavAnI saMbhAvanA na hatI. paraMtu hamaNA (ce. va. 14, 2058) gAgodaramAM e AtmakathAnuM avataraNa chabIle potAnI noTamAM karyuM hatuM, (vi. saM. ra04ra mAM amAruM cAtumasi gAgodaramAM hatuM tyAre te maLatAM ame AnaMdita thaI UThyA. . pUjyazrInI bhASAmAM kahIe to prabhue amAro manoratha pUrNa karI Apyo. yAda rahe ke potAnA gRhastha-jIvana para pUrNarUpe pUjyazrIe eka ja vAra kahyuM che. te pUjyazrInuM jIvana ahIM prastuta che. AzA che : AnA dvArA vAMcakone preraNA maLaze ke zrAvakanuM jIvana kevuM hovuM joIe ? - saMpAdaka

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phalodImAM 1980vaizAkha suda 2nA sAMje prAyaH savA pAMca vAge huM jamyo. 3varSano hato tyAre koInI sAthe jatAM huM khovAI gayelo. ghaNI zodhakhoLane aMte gharanA pAchaLanA bhAgamAMthI huM maLyo. mArA bApujI Adi 3 bhAIo hatA : pAbudAna - amaracaMda - lAlacaMda. pAbudAna te mArA bApujI . svabhAvanA bhadrika - saraLa prakRtivALA. amaracaMda bahu kaDaka - lAlacaMda pAkA jAgArI. jAgArI eTalA ke gharano daravAjo paNa veMcI Ave. eka vakhate huM nAno hato tyAre AMgaNAmAM khATalA upara sUto hato. tyAre lAlacaMda mArA kAnanuM ghareNuM laIne (kheMcIne jamaNo kAna toDIne) gayelA. hamaNA jamaNA kAnamAM te nizAnI dekhAya che. (pUjyazrInA phoTAmAM A cihna Apa joI zako cho.) moTA parivAranA kuTuMbamAM bhinna bhinna prakRtivALA loko hoya che. amaracaMdajI vyavasAya mATe madrAsa gayelA. jyAre mArA pitA pAbudAna haidrAbAda gayelA. mArA dAdImAnuM nAma zerabAI. nAma tevA ja guNa. zera jevI ja temanI chApa. cora paNa emanAthI dhruje. ADozI pADozImAM koI mAMduM hoya to davA karavA mATe sajja. gharaga(c) auSadhanI paNa jANakArI jabarI. | mArA mA khamAbena, golechA parivAranA bAgamalanA putrI. prakRtithI khUba ja bhadrika ane saraLa. mukticandranAM bA bhamIbena jevAM ja. AkRti ane prakRtithI barAbara maLatA Ave. emane jouM tyAre mArI bA avazya yAda Ave. ane mArA mAmA Agara (nAgezvara tIrtha (M.P) pAsenuM gAma)nA mANekabhAI jevA AkRti-prakRtithI maLatA. dAdImA ane mAtA pAsethI mane dharma saMskAro maLatA. che mAruM zarIra komaLa hovAthI nAno hato tyAre gAmamAM loko mane mAkhaNIyo kahetA. * cunAnI bhaThThImAM thato AraMbha joIne ATha varasamAM vairAgyanA sAmAnya bI paDelA. 13

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I mAmA mANekalAlano mArA upara bahu prema. huM jayAre E ATha varSano hato tyAre mane haidrAbAda laI gayelA. 12 mAsa pachI tyAM plegano roga thatAM mANaso TapoTapa maravA lAgyA. eTale mane phalodI bolAvI lIdhelo. lodImAM kuMdanamala mAstara pAsethI aMka jJAna maLyuM. hisAba - kitAba - lekhA vi. pArasamalajIe zIkhavyuM. te vakhate bIjA dhoraNathI IMglIza cAlatuM. pAMca copaDI sudhI bhaNyo chuM. dareka vakhate bhaNavAmAM prathama haroLamAM naMbara raheto. mAro abhyAsa joIne mAstara khuza thatA. trIjI copaDImAMthI - sIdhA pAMcamA dhoraNamAM caDAvelo. cothA dhoraNanA abhyAsanI jarUra paDI nathI. | mArA janma pahelA cAra bhAIo tathA be beno gujarI gayelA. sauthI nAno huM hovAthI mAmAne huM vadhAre lADako hato. caMpAbena ane choTIbena baMne mArAthI moTAM che. hAla caMpAbena jIvatA che. (vi.saM. 2041). nemicaMda bachAvatanI bA moDIbAI rAsa-caritrAdi vAMcatA - badhAne bhegA karI saMbhaLAvatA. huM paNa galInA nAke jato, sAMbhaLato ane vairAgya jevuM kAMIka thatuM. | mane paNa mahApuruSa jevA thavAnuM mana thatuM. aImuttA, zAlibhadra jevuM pavitra jIvana jIvavAnuM mana thatuM. jhagaDo karavAnuM kadI zIkhyo nathI. mAstare mane kadI mAryo hoya evuM yAda AvatuM nathI. nAno hato tyArathI ja jarUrIyAta pUratuM bolato. | mAmAne mArA upara pUro heta. emane evI lagana ke mAre A akSayarAjane sAro taiyAra karavo che. 13 varSanI uMmare pharI mane haidrAbAda laI gayelA. aDhI varSa tyAM rahyo. | mAmA kharataragacchanA hatA, chatAM udAra hatA. udAravRttinA kAraNe pratikramaNamAM sakalatIrtha mArI pAsethI sAMbhaLatA - bolAvatA. nAnA bAgamalajIno mArA upara bahu prema. temane huM

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vahAlo thaI paDato. mArUM prathama sagapaNa 15 varSanI uMmare thaI gayeluM, paNa mAruM kada nAnuM hovAthI temaja emane paNa bIjo muratIyo maLI gayo hovAthI e sagapaNa emaNe toDI nAMkhyuM. (prathama sagapaNa kudaratI rIte tUTI gayeluM. emAM paNa kharekhara kudaratI - saMketa hoya che. prathama sagapaNavALA sAthe paraNIne herAna ja thayA che - bimAra rahevAthI.), haidrAbAdathI 1996mAM phalodI pAcho Avyo. mizrImalajI (pU. kamaLa vi.)nA pitA lakSmIlAlajIe mArI prazaMsA sAMbhaLelI haze. AthI mArA mAmA (mANekacaMdajI) mAraphata mizrImalajInI putrI ratanabena sAthe mArA lagna 15-16 varSanI uMmare thayA. mahA mAsamAM (vi.saM. 1996) lagna thayA ane vaizAkha mAsamAM mArA mAmA gujarI gayA. Ama haidrAbAdano saMbaMdha pUro thayo. chelle chelle emane (mAmAne) saMganA kAraNe saTTAno raMga lAgelo. haidrAbAdamAM latAmAM rahetA koI kuTuMbomAMthI ekano paNa vaMzavAraso cAlyo nathI. koNa jANe nijhAmanA rAjyamAM paisA ja koI evA AvyA haze. haidrAbAdamAM vAMcanano rasa hato. kalakattAthI 'jinavANI" chApuM maMgAvato. jo ke te digaMbara chApuM hatuM, paNa temAM kahAnI (kathA) vAMcavAnI mane majA AvatI. kAzInAtha zAstrInA kathA pustako paNa ghaNA vAMcelA che. caritra vAMcIne huM vicArato ke kyAre AvuM jIvana jIvIza ? ( vijaya zeTha vijayA zeThANI jevuM pavitra jIvana kema na jIvAya ? 1998mAM eka varasa phalodImAM dalAlIno dhaMdho zarU karyo. nAnapaNathI dhArmikavRtti hatI. bALapaNamAM prabhAvanAnI lAlace ne tyAra pachI saM gIta tathA bhaktirasanI lAlace pUjAmAM jato. gAmamAM koI paNa

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derAsaramAM pUjA hoya to mArI hAjarI hoya ja. lagna vakhate paNa rAtre khAdhuM nathI. prakRtithI bolavAnuM ochuM tathA hisAbamAM pAko. phalodImAM savAre 8 vAge dUdha pI ciMtAmaNi derAsaramAM jato. jamavA mATe bahu moDethI jato. kyAreka - kyAreka 2-3 paNa vAgI jatA. bapore phakta eka kalAka canaNamalajI sAthe dalAlI karIne saMgIta zIkhavA jato. kyAreka kyAreka Akho divasa (jamIna) derAsaramAM kAussagna vigeremAM vItAvato. pUjArI oLakhIto hato - bahArathI tALuM hoya. paraloka - AtmAdinI vicAraNA karato. jevI AvaDe tevI rIte potAnI meLe vicAranA cakkara cAlu hoya. eka vakhate jamatI vakhate mArI mAtAe sahaja rIte vAta karI : "AvI rIte kyAM sudhI khAvuM che ?" mane paNa vicAra Avyo ke vyavahAra khAtara paNa bahAra javuM joIe. kamANI mATe kyAreya khAsa prayatna karyo nathI. prabhu upara pAkI zraddhA. prabhunA baLathI mAruM kArya barAbara pAra paDI jatuM. mAtAnA kahevAthI huM rAjanAMdagAMva gayo. tyAM paNa huM dharmane bhUlyo nathI. dhArmika niyama sArI rIte pALato. pUjA-sAmAyikAdi game tevI paristhitimAM avazya karavAnA ja. pahelAM huM tivihAra karato, paNa saMpatalAlajI chAjeDanA kahevAthI huM covihAra karato thayo. eka vakhata kAmanA bojanA kAraNe rAtre be vAgI gayA. devasiya pratikramaNa thAya nahIM eTale sAmAyika karavA beTho. mane sAmAyika karato joIne zeTha Azcarya pAmyA, ane kahyuM ke, "dukAnanuM kAma to thatuM raheze, tuM tAruM kAma paheluM patAvaje." meDatA roDa tathA kareDA jevA pratimA rAjanAMdagAMvamAM hatA ane te bAjumAM vasaMtapuramAM kapaDAnuM godAma hatuM. tyAMthI mAla ApavAnuM kAma karato. eka kalAka jeTaluM kAma

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jagata hoya. bAkInA kalAko godAmamAM jIva AtmAnI vicAraNAmAM pasAra karato. (sAcuM kahuM to dhyAnano raMga tyArathI lAgyo che.) te vakhate mahine 25.00 rUpiyA maLatA. pachI bIjI vakhata rAjanAMdagAMva Avyo tyAre saMpatalAlajIno svargavAsa thaI gayo hato. jamanAlAlajIne mArI dharmakriyA nahi gamavAthI nokarI choDIne sonA-cAMdIno dhaMdho zarU karyo. paNa temAM phAvaTa na AvI. pachI kApaDano dhaMdho zarU karyo. temAM phAvaTa AvI. (kAraNa ke orissA, jayapuramAM kApaDano dhaMdho zIkhyo hato.) derAsaramAM jAUM tyAre khIssAmAM jeTalA paisA hoya eTalA bhaMDAramAM khAlI karato. nokarI vakhate to ochA hoya, paNa dhaMdho zarU thayA pachI to ghaNA hoya, paNa derAsara jAuM to bhaMDAramAM nAMkhyA vinA na rahuM. - tyAM pU. vallabhasUrijInA rUpavijayajI ma.sA.nuM cAturmAsa hatuM. emanI pAse pU. rAmacandrasUrijInuM jaina pravacana' AvatuM. e vAMcatAM vairAgyamAM vRddhi thaI. vairAgya eTalo majabUta thaI gayelo ke tyAra pachI koInA paNa maraNa vakhate AMsu AvyA nathI. mAtra pU. kanakasUrijI ma.sA.nA kALadharma vakhate AMsu AvelA. vi.saM. 2006mAM mAtAjInuM 2007mAM pitAjInuM avasAna thayuM. pachI rUpavijayajI ma.sA. pAse caturthavrata lIdhuM. badhA kahevA lAgyA ke akSayarAja dIkSA leze. jo ke te vakhate mAro dIkSAno vicAra na hato. prathama putra : jJAnacandra (kalAprabhasUrijI)no janma saMvat 2000 kA. suda 9, sAMje pAMca vAge thayo. bIjA putra : AzakaraNa (kalpatarUvijaya)no janma saMvat 2002 mA.va. 4, rAtre 11.30 vAge thayo. pachI evo vairAgya AvI gayo ke paisA konA mATe kamAvAnA ? Ama dIkSAnI bhAvanA thaI. gharavALAne kahyuM : W 17 A

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huM kA.su. 15 pachI dIkSA laIza. rajA na Apo to cAreya AhArano tyAga. sasarA mizrImalajIe e vAtane Teko Apyo. emaNe kahyuM : mArI paNa varSothI e ja bhAvanA che. | gharavALAe kahyuM : amAruM zuM thaze ? amAro to vicAra karo. amane paNa taiyAra karo. ame paNa dIkSA laIzuM. e vakhate comAsuM rahelA pU. sukhasAgarajIe salAha ApI ke, 'tuma tIkSA to tamane naizvina jinI pariya kiyA hai ? abhyAsa hai ? prathama adhyayana karo, koi sAdhukA paricaya karo, baccoM ko taiyAra karo, bAda meM dIkSA lenA / mane A salAha ThIka lAgI. ( 1 2 mahinA pAlItANA rahyo. comAsuM amadAvAda pU. bApajI ma.sA. tathA pU. kanakasUri ma.sA. pAse rahyo. ratanabena bhAvanagaramAM nirmaLAzrIjI pAse rahyAM. e vakhate mumukSupaNAmAM prabhAkara vi. tathA nAnAlAlabhAI tyAM hatA. cAturmAsa pachI dhaMdhukAmAM pU. kanakasUrijI ma.sA.e ratanabena mATe sunaMdAzrIjInuM nAma sUcavyuM. muhurta na nIkaLe tyAM sudhI chavigaI tyAga hovAthI jayapurathI sAsu-sasarA AvelA. virodha karanArane kaheto ke "Apa bhalA to jaga bhalA." Ama gRhasthapaNAno paricaya pUro thayo, dIkSA pachI to sau jANe che. - pU.A.zrI vijyakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nAgora (rAja.) jaina upAzraya vi.saM. 2041, vai.su. 2 bapore 3.30 thI 4. 45 (18

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parama zraddheya saccidAnaMdamaya pUjya AcAryazrInuM mahAprayANa mahA sa. 3 (vi.saM. 2058)no divasa hato. ame manapharA (kaccha-vAgaDa)mAM prabhu-praveza-pratiSThA Adi kAryo mATe AvelA hatA. e ja divase ame kahe kalApUrNasUri1no hindI anuvAda '720 Powe%' vALA tejasabhAIne Apelo. e ja divase sAMje vihAra karIne ame mAya nAmanA nAnakaDA gAmamAM AvyA. bhUkaMpathI AkhuM gAma bhAMgI gayuM hovAnA kAraNe gAmathI eka ki.mI. dUra bhacA gaNezAnI vADImAM patarAnA rUmamAM ame rAta gALI. rAtanA khullA AkAzamAM ame eka tejasvI tAro kharato joyo. bIjA ja divase jina-zAsanano prakAzamAna sitAro adazya thavAno hato, teno zuM A pUrva saMketa haze ? bIje divase vihAramAM ja savAre 9.30 kalAke ame lAkaDIA saMghanA mANaso pAsethI pUjyazrInA kALadharmanA samAcAra sAMbhaLyA tyAre AghAta ane AzcaryathI stabdha banI gayA. dhIre-dhIre AMkho sajaLa banatI gaI. AdhoImAM AvIne deva-vaMdana karyA pachI hRdaya eTaluM bharAI gayeluM ke guNAnuvAda mATe be-cAra vAkya mAMDa-mAMDa bolI zakAyA. vAraMvAra eka ja vAta magajamAM ghumarAvA lAgI : AvA prabhumagna, prabuddha, saccidAnaMdamaya sadguruno yoga pharI A vizvane kyAre maLaze ? emanI divya vANI pharI kyAre kAne paDaze ? tIrthaMkara prabhunA samavasaraNanI smRti karAvanAra emanI dezanA-sabhA have kyAM jovA maLaze ? to paNa eTalo AnaMda che ke 30-30 varSa sudhI pUjayazrInuM pAvana sAnnidhya maLyuM. varSo sudhI pUjayazrInA caraNomAM besavAnuM, pUjayazrInI vANI sAMbhaLavAnuM saubhAgya maLyuM. vAMkI (vi.saM. 2055) tathA pAlitANA (vi.saM. 2056) cAturmAsanI vAcanAo sAMbhaLavAnuM sadbhAgya maLyuM.

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(jo ke, dara vakhate vAcanAo sAMbhaLavAnuM maLatuM ne ame avataraNa paNa karatA, paraMtu A vakhate lakhAyeluM pustakarUpe prakAzita thayuM, e vizeSatA hatI.) mAtra sAMbhaLavAnuM ja nahi, paraMtu te ja vakhate avataraNa karavAnuM ane prakAzita karAvavAnuM paNa sadbhAgya maLyuM. Aje pUjyazrInI gerahAjarImAM vicAra Ave che : A badhuM zI rIte thaI gayuM ? Ama to amArA chellA 16 varSothI prAyaH alaga cAturmAsa thatA rahe che. to paNa vAMkI-pAlItANA cAturmAsa sAthe thavA, vAcanAonuM avataraNa thavuM, prakAzita thavuM, A badhuM jaldI-jaldI zI rIte thaI gayuM ? jANe koI ajJAta zaktie amArI pAsethI A kAma karAvI lIdhuM. pUjyazrInI bhASAmAM kahIe to prabhue A kAma karAvI lIdhuM. pajayazrI dareka vAtamAM prabhune ja AgaLa rAkhatA hatA. (pUjyazrInI vANInuM avataraNa, je ame kaMIka pariSkAra ane kaMIka bhASAkIya parivartana karIne karIe chIe, temAM kyAMya pUjyazrInA AzayathI virUddha to nahi thatuM hoya ne ? evI amane thoDI zaMkA rahyA karatI hatI. eka vakhata (lAkaDIA - siddhAcalanA cha 'rIpAlaka saMghamAM upariyALAnI AsapAsanA koI gAmamAM, (vi. saM. 2056) vAcanA pachI ame pUjyazrIne amArI noTa ApI dIdhI ane kahyuM : 'jo kyAMya bhUla hoya to sudhArazo. pUjyazrIe be divasa noTa joI ane kahyuM : tame mArA ja mananI vAta vizeSa puSTa banAvo cho. have tamAre noTa batAvavAnI koI jarUra nathI. avataraNa mAM koI bhUla nathI.' pUjyazrInA abhiprAyathI ame saMtuSTa thayA. eka bIjo prasaMga paNa yAda Ave che : vi. saM. 205ra mAM amAruM hubalI cAtumasi hatuM tyAre pUjyazrInuM koImbatUramAM hatuM. tyAMthI pUjyazrIno patra Avyo : maMtramUrti samAdAya, devadevaH svayaM jinaH / sarvajJaH sarvagaH zAntaH, soyaM sAkSAd vyavasthitaH // A zlokano gujarAtImAM padyAnuvAda joIe. ame tarata ja harigItamAM padya banAvIne mokalyuM :

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prabhu-mUrtimAM che zuM paDyuM ? che mAtra e to pattharo, prabhu-nAmamAM che zuM paDyuM ? che mAtra e to akSaro, evuM kaho nA sajjano ! sAkSAt A bhagavAna che, nija maMtra-mUrtinuM rUpa laI pote ja ahIM AsIna che.' A padyAnuvAda joIne pUjyazrI khUba ja prasanna thayA ane pratyuttara Avyo : mArA mananI ja vAta tame spaSTarUpe padyamAM mUkI che. pUjyazrInI prasannatAthI ame paNa prasanna thayA.) e vakhate to amane kalpanA suddhA na hatI ke pUjyazrInI A badhI aMtima dezanAo che. kalpanA karIe paNa zI rIte ? kAraNa ke pUjyazrInI eTalI chUrti hatI, mukha para eTaluM teja hatuM ke mRtyu to zuM ghaDapaNa paNa emanI pAse AvatAM DaratuM, hoya, tema amane lAgatuM hatuM. sAmAnya mANasanI uMmara vadhatI jAya tema tema cahero camaka vagarano banato jAya che, karacalIo vadhavA lAge che, paraMtu ame pUjyazrInA caherA para vadhatI camakane joI rahyA hatA. ATalI camaka, ATalI skUrti hoya to ame ema kema mAnI laIe ke pUjyazrI have thoDA ja samayanA mahemAna che ? | pAlItANA cAturmAsa pachI mAga, su. 5 (vi.saM. 2057)nA traNa padavIo tathA 14 dIkSAo thaI. enA bIjA ja divase pUjyazrIno vihAra thayo. tyAre amane kyAM khyAla hato ke pUjayazrInA A aMtima darzana che ? pUjyazrIe aMtima cAturmAsa potAnI janmabhUmi phalodImAM karyuM. chellA be varSomAM pUjyazrIe evA-evA kAryo karyA, jANe pUjayazrIe potAnA mRtyunI pUrva taiyArI karI lIdhI hoya ! kacchanA vAMkI tIrthamAM cAturmAsa karavuM, AcArya - paMnyAsa - gaNi Adi pada-pradAna karavuM, pAlItANAmAM cAturmAsa karavuM, cAturmAsamAM lagabhaga saMpUrNa sAdhu - sAdhvI - samudAyane sAthe rAkhavo, badhA sAdhu - sAdhvIjIone yogodvahana karAvavA, A badhA evA kAryo hatA jene ApaNe mRtyunI pUrva taiyArI mAnI zakIe.

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pUjyazrInuM mahAsamAdhipUrNa mRtyu : G pUjyazrIne mRtyunA 7-8 divasa pahelAM zardI-tAva thaI gayA hatA, ke je sAmAnyathI teone thayA karatuM hatuM. te vakhate bhayaMkara ThaMDI hatI. eka vAra to ThaMDI zUnya DIgrI sudhI paNa pahoMcI gaI hatI. tyAre koIne AvI kalpanA paNa na AvI ke A ThaMDI tAva pUjyazrI mATe jIvaleNa banaze. sAmAnya Aryuvedika upacAra karyA. mahA. su. 1nA divase pUjyazrIe rAjasthAnanA kezavaNA gAmamAM (jAlorathI 10 ki.mI. dUra) praveza karyo. mAMgalika vyAkhyAna paNa ApyuM. A pUjyazrInuM aMtima vyAkhyAna hatuM. pUjyazrInI aMtima vAcanA ramaNIyA gAmamAM poSa va. 6 (mahA va. 6) thaI hatI. ramaNIyA gAmanA lAlacaMdajI muNote (hAla madrAsa) tyAre AkhA gAmamAM kahevaDAvyuM hatuM ke : Aje prabhunI dezanA che mATe badhA jarUra jarUra padhArajo... padhAro... te divase pUjyazrIe vAcanAmAM kahyuM hatuM ke lalita vistarA granthanuM adhyayana manana jarUra karavA jevuM che. jo saMskRtamAM tame na samajI zako to mArA gujarAtI pustaka (kahe kalApUrNasUri)ne to jarUra jarUra vAMcajo. tenA pachI pharIthI eka kalAka sudhI maMdiramAM prabhu-bhakti karI ne pachI upAzrayamAM upara ja rahyA. us #leros huM pUjyazrIne zvAsanI takalIpha vadhatI jatI hatI. chellA be-traNa divasa to zvAsanI eTalI takalIpha thaI gaI ke UMgha paNa nhotI AvatI. haMmezA bAjumAM ja saMthAro karanAra pU.paM. kalpatarUvijayajI pUjyazrInA svAsthyanI ciMtAnA kAraNe UMghI zakatA na hatA. paNa DaoNkaTarone AmAM koI gaMbhIra bimArInA cihna dekhAyA nahIM. jAloranA prasiddha DaoNkaTara anila vyAsa tathA ajame2nA pUjyazrInA aMgata DaoNkaTara jayacaMdajI vaida Adi badhAe A ja kahyuM : koI gaMbhIra vAta nathI. DaoNkaTaroe kArDiyogrAma kADhyo hato. bI.pI. Adi paNa ceka karyuM hatuM. badhuM ja barAbara hatuM... pachI to bicArA DaoNkaTaro paNa pUjyazrInA mRtyunI vorniMga kevI rIte ApI zake ? ane 22

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VVNNNN pUjayazrI paNa badhAnI sAthe yathAvata dainika vyavahAra karatA hatA. vAtacIta paNa karatA hatA... AmAM mRtyuno vicAra paNa kone Ave ? koIne na Avyo. hA, paNa pUjayazrI to mRtyunA saMketa ApatA ja rahyA hatA, ke je pachIthI samajAyA. (1) mahA. su. 1nA divase eka mANasa (bAdarabhAI, ke je chellA 1 2 varSothI dara suda 1nA divase pUjyazrIno vAsakSepa levA mATe AvatA hatA) ne vAsakSepa nAkhyA pachI kahyuM, 'have tuM vAsakSepa levA mATe ATale dUra mArI pAse nahI Avato, tyAMthI ja saMtoSa mAnaje.' (Ama to pUjyazrI gujarAtamAM najIka ja AvI rahyA hatA chatAM pUjyazrInA A kathanathI zuM sUcita thAya che ?) ke te mANasa te vakhate to barAbara samajI na zakyo. teNe vicAryuM : kadAca hamaNA mArI Arthika sthiti ThIka nathI tethI mAre TikiTa-bhADAno kharco na thAya mATe pUjyazrI ane nA pADI rahyA che. (2) mahA su. 3nA divase mAMDavalAthI siddhAcalajInA saMghanA saMghapati parivAra (mohanalAlajI, caMpAlAlajI Adi muthA parivArone kahyuM : "khUba ullAsathI saMgha kADhajo, huM tamArI sAthe ja chuM." te divase to saMghapati parivArane A vAta na samajAI gharamAM thoDI carcA paNa thaI ke bApajIe Aje AvuM kema kahyuM ? saMghamAM pUjyazrInI ja nizrA che to pachI "huM tamArI sAthe ja chuM" AvuM kahevAnI jarUra ja zuM che ? paNa bApajIe utsAhamAM AvIne AvuM kahyuM haze... Ama manomana teoe samAdhAna karI lIdhuM. (3) koTakAjhA aMjanazalAkAnuM muhUrta mahA. su. 10nA divase, saMgha prayANa pachI AvatuM hatuM. tethI caMpAlAlajI tyAM javA mATe taiyAra thatA nahotA. paNa pUjyazrIe caMpAlAlajIne khAsa samajAvIne koTakAjhA mATe taiyAra karyo ane kahyuM : jayapura aMjanazalAkA (vi. saM. 204 2)nA prasaMgane tame yAda karo. te vakhate caMpAlAlajInA bhAI madanalAlajInI patnIno svargavAsa thayo hato. tethI tyAM javA mATe utsuka banelA caMpAlAlajIne pUjyazrIe samajAvIne rokelA, paraMtu aMjanazalAkAmAM vidana AvavA dIdheluM nahi. ahIM paNa (saMghanA 6 divasa pahelA ja pUjyazrInuM svargagamana thayuM evuM ja thayuM. Akhare pUjyazrIe kahelA aMtima zabdone ja zukana mAnIne

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saMghapati parivAre mahA su. 10nA divase mAMDavalAthI pU. A. zrImada vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI nizrAmAM saMgha kADhayo. gujarAtanA bhayaMkara tuphAno vacce e saMgha nirvidane pUrNa paNa thayo. id chellI be rAta pU.paM. zrI kalpatarUvijayajI lagabhaga pAse jAgatA ja rahyA hatA. mahA su. 3nI aMtima rAta hatI, pUjyazrIno zvAsa be divasathI jevo cAlato hato, tevo ja cAlI rahyo hato. vAraMvAra pUjayazrIne pUchavAmAM AvatuM hatuM ke koI takalIpha che ? tyAre pUjyazrI paNa sasmita hAtha halAvI kahetA hatA : "nahIM." AkhI rAta pUjyazrInI AMkha khullI hatI. pU. kalpatarUvijayajIe pUchavuM : Apa zuM karo cho ? tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM : huM zvAsocchavAsanI sAthe dhyAna karU chuM. thoDI vAra rahI pUjyazrIe kahyuM : yogazAstrano 12mo prakAza saMbhaLAvo. |ii pU.paM. kalpatarUvijayajI ma.sA. e yogazAstrano 12mo prakAza saMbhaLAvavo zarU karyo ane jyAM A zloka Avyo... jAte bhyAse sthiratA... 12/46 | pUjyazrI tyAM aTakyA ane te zlokanA ciMtanamAM teo DUbI gayA. jANe ke pUjayazrI mATe blokanA A zabdo samAdhinA baTana hatA. ke jene sAMbhaLatAM ja teo samAdhimagna banI jatA hatA. pu.paM. kIrticaMdravijayajI pAsethI paNa devacaMdrajI kRta covIzInuM zrI zItalanAtha prabhunuM stavana sAMbhaLyuM. temAM jyAre A gAthA AvI. sakala pratyakSa paNe tribhuvana gurU ! jANuM tuma guNa grAmajI; bIjuM kAMI na mAMguM svAmI ! ehi ja che muja kAmajI." paNa pUjyazrI A gAthA para paNa ciMtana karatA - karatA prabhu dhyAnamAM magna banI gayA - DUbI gayA. chepUjyazrI hara zvAsanI sAthe "namo siddhANaM' padano jApa chellI be rAtathI karI ja rahyA hatA.

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MONNNN AvI paristhitimAM paNa savAra - bapora 1-1 kalAka sudhI prabhubhaktimAM dararojanI jema magna banatA hatA. 4.30 vAge savAre pUjyazrI pratikramaNa karavA beThA thayA. IriyAvahiya, kusumiNano kAussagna karyA pachI mAtru mATe prayatna karyo, paraMtu mAtra thayuM nahIM. pachI jagaciMtAmaNi bolavAmAM vAra lAgavAthI pU.paM. kalpatarUvijayajIe ja bolIne ke saMbhaLAvyuM. pharIthI zaMkA thavAthI pharI mAtra karavA gayA, paNa thayuM nahIM. tenA pachI IriyAvahiyaMnA kAussagamAM caMdetu nimmalayarA sudhI pahoMcyA ane pachI vAraMvAra A padanuM maMdamaMda uccAraNa karatA rahyA. munioe joyuM : pUjyazrInA hAthomAM kAMIka kaMpana thaI rahyuM che. daSTi nizcala thaI gaI che. pU.paM. kalpatarUvijayajIe pU kalAprabhasUrijI , pU.paM. kIrticaMdravijayajI Adine bolAvyA. teoe paristhitinI gaMbhIratA joIne AgaLanI kriyA jaldIthI karAvIne pUjyazrIne kezavaNA maMdiramAM darzana mATe laI gayA. pUjyazrI cAre bAju joI rahyA hatA ane IzArAthI jANe pUchI rahyA hatA ke "Aje ATalA jaldI kema lAvyA ?" - cAlu caityavaMdanamAM pUjyazrIe IzArAthI mAnI zaMkA che ema kahyuM. "mAtru' zabda paNa bolyA. jaldI caityavaMdana karAvIne pUjyazrIne upAzrayamAM lAvyA. pUjayazrInuM A aMtima caityavaMdana hatuM. upAzrayamAM pUjyazrI jAte ja khurazI uparathI | ubhA thaI gayA ane pATa para mAtru karyuM. te pachI oTamalajI kapUracaMdajIe kAmanI vahorAvI ane vAsakSepa lIdho. mRtyuthI eka kalAka pahelAnI ja A ghaTanA che. A chellI kAmaLI tathA chello vAsakSepa hato. pachI pATa para besIne pUjyazrI ( kAussaga dhyAnamAM besI gayA (mRtyunA ardhA kalAka pahelAnI A vAta che) A samaye paNa pUjyazrIe bhIMta Adino Teko - nahoto lIdho. pUjyazrI to potAnI aMtima avasthAnI taiyArI karI rahyA hatA, paNa sAthe rahenArA munio to upacAranI ciMtAmAM hatA. eka muni (pU. kumudacaMdravijayajI) e pUjyazrIne upADavAnI kozIza karI, paraMtu pUjyazrI to merUparvatanA C arin - )

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zikharanI jema dhyAnamAM evA nizcala beThA hatA ke jarA paNa khasyA nahi. kevalI bhagavaMtanA zailezIkaraNanI thoDI jhalaka ahIM yAda AvI jAya. Ama paNa pUjyazrIe chellA be divasathI zarIra paranI mamatA saMpUrNa rUpe haTAvI dIdhI hatI. be divasamAM IMjekazana vi. keTalAya lagAvyA (mahA su. 3nA divase sAMje eka moTuM IMjekazana lagAvyuM hatuM, jemAM 20 miniTa thaI hatI, paraMtu pUjyazrIe UMha sarakho paNa avAja na karyo, eTaluM ja nahi mukhanI rekhA paNa badalAI nahi. jANe ke teo to dehathI para thaI gayA hatA. zarIra rUpI vastra utAravAnI pUrI taiyArI karI lIdhI hatI. Ama to pUjyazrInuM vajana mAtra 40 ki.grA. ja hatuM. chatAM paNa pUjyazrIne jarA paNa halAvI zakAyA nahi. tethI badhAne Azcarya thayuM. bIjA muni (zrI amitayaza vi.) jyAre madade AvyA tyAre pUjyazrIne kAMIka khaseDI zakAyA. pUjayazrI to potAnI samAdhimAM lIna hatA. teone to A zarIranI sAthe have kyAM levA-devA hato ? pAdapopagamana anazana viSe kahevAya che ke te anazanamAM rahelA sAdhakane koI kyAMka laI jAya, kApI nAMkhe, saLagAvI de athavA to zarIranuM kAMI paNa karI nAkhe to paNa te sAdhaka pAdapa (vRkSa)nI jema te aDola hoya che. pUjyazrImAM paNa AvI ja kAMIka jhalaka dekhAtI hatI. - A badhuMya behoza avasthAmAM thaI rahyuM hatuM, evuM nathI. aMta samaya sudhI pUjyazrI pUrNa rUpe jAgRta hatA. AnI nizAnI e hatI ke pAse rahelA muni jyAre pUjyazrInA hAtha halAve athavA to Ama tema kare tyAre pUjyazrI pharI kAussagna mudrAmAM hAtha rAkhI detA hatA. - pUjyazrInI A avasthAne joIne bAjunA munioe navakAra, uvasaggahara, saMtikara, ajitazAMtinI 10 gAthAo saMbhaLAvI. dhIre - dhIre zvAsanI gati maMda thaI rahI hatI. hAthamAM nADIonuM dhaDakana paNa upara - upara jaI rahyuM hatuM. munio sAvadha banI gayA. teoe pharIthI navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvavA zarU karI dIdhA. 50-60 navakAra saMbhaLAvyA ne pUjyazrIe aMtima (26

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zvAsa lIdho. te vakhate savAranA 7. 20no samaya thaI cUkyo hato. pUrva kSitijamAMthI mahA su. 4, zanivAra, 16-2-2002no sUryodaya thaI rahyo hato, jyAre A bAju adhyAtmano mahAsUrya mRtyunA astAcalamAM DUbI rahyo hato. uttara bhAdrapada nakSatranuM tyAre caturtha caraNa hatuM. pUrva kSitijamAM kuMbha lagna udita hatuM. tyAranA grahonI sthiti : la | sU | ca | me | ba | gu | zu | za | rA | ke | 11 ) 11 | 12 12| 10 | 3 | 11 | 2 | 3 | 9 | te samaye kezavaNAmAM phalodImAM cAturmAsa karanAra badhA ja muni bhagavaMto (pU.A.zrI vi. kalAprabhasUrijI, pU.paM. kalpatarU vi., pU.paM. kIrticandra vi., pU. tattvavardhana vi., pU. kIrtidarzana vi., pU.kevaladarzana vi., pU. kalpajita vi.) tathA sAco2mAM cAturmAsa karanAra pU. amitayaza vi., pU. Agamayaza vi. paNa mauna ekAdazInA divase pUjayazrInI sevAmAM upasthita thaI gayA hatA. rANImAM cAturmAsa karanAra kIrtiratna vi. tathA hemacandra vi. paNa 18 divasa pahelA ja AvI gayA hatA. A badhA mahAtmAoe pUjyazrInI sevAno anupama lAbha lIdho hato. te samaye pUjyazrInA bIjA ziSyo gujarAtamAM hatA. gaNizrI pUrNacandra vi. Adi 5 uMjhAmAM, gaNizrI tIrthabhadra | vi. Adi 3 rAjapIpaLAmAM, gaNizrI vimalaprabha vi. Adi 2 navasArInI bAjumAM, AnaMdavardhana vi. Adi 2 ArAdhanAdhAma (jAmanagaramAM) hatA ne ame manapharAthI AdhoInA vihAramAM hatA. pUjyazrInA pavitra dehane aneka saMgho tathA aneka pU. AcArya bhagavaMtonI sUcanAthI zaMkhezvaramAM lAvavAmAM Avyo tathA agni saMskAra paNa tyAM ja karAyo. te vakhate gaNi pU. pUrNacandra vi., muni anaMtayaza vi. Adi pAMca mahAtmAo uMjhAthI zaMkhezvara AvI gayA hatA. hajAro lokonI codhAra azrudhArA vahAvatI AMkho sAthe pUjyazrIno agni saMskAra

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mahA su. 6nA divase karAyo. | doDha karoDanI bolI utsAhapUrvaka bolIne hiteza ugaracaMda gaDhecA (kaccha - phatehagaDhavAlA, hAla amadAvAda)e agnidAha Apyo hato. jayAre hiteze kezavA saMghanA lokone dhIrUbhAI zAha (vidhAnasabhA - adhyakSa, gujarAta) kumArapAla vI. zAha, potAnI sAme 1 karoDa ne 41 lAkha sudhI bolI bolavAvALA khetazI meghajI tathA dhIrUbhAI kubaDIA Adine paNa agni-dAha mATe bolAvyA tyAre hitezanI A udAratAthI badhAya loko Azcaryacakita thaI gayA. badhuM maLIne 3 karoDanI upaja thaI hatI. agni-dAhanA samaye ame lAkaDIAmAM (kacchamAM) hatA. agni saMskAranI kriyA pUrI thayA pachI lAkaDIA nivAsI cImana kacchI (pAlItANA) amArI pAse AvyA ane temaNe amane samAcAra ApyA : kezavaNAthI zaMkhezvara sudhI je TrakamAM pUjyazrInA dehane rAkhyo hato, te ja TrakamAM pUjyazrInI pAse ja huM beTho hato. kAraNa ke pUjyazrInA dehane sAcavavAnI javAbadArI mane sopavAmAM AvI hatI. tyAre meM rastA para gAmomAM joyuM : bhinamAla, jAlora Adi gAmomAM rAtanA 121-2 vAge paNa pUjyazrInA pAvana dehanA aMtima darzana karavAne mATe mAnava - maherAmaNa ubharAyo hato. mArA jIvanamAM meM AvuM dRzya kyAre paNa joyuM nathI. kharekhara tyAre samajAyuM ke pUjyazrI pratye lokonA hRdayamAM kevo jabaradasta AdarabhAva che. (babbe) be - be divaso pasAra thavA chatAM paNa pUjyazrIno deha jema vALIe tema vaLI zakato hato. AMgaLIo paNa vaLI zakatI hatI. eka vAra to meM pUjayazrInA hAthethI vAsakSepa paNa lIdho. sAmAnya mANasanuM zarIra to mRtyu pachI thoDA ja samayamAM akkaDa thaI jAya che. jyAre ahIM to pUjyazrIno deha evo ne evo ja hato. kharekhara A bahu moTuM Azcarya hatuM. agni-dAha ApyA pachI to mAruM Azcarya khUba vadhI gayuM. kAraNa agni-dAha ApyA pachI be kalAka pachI camakatI be (28)

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AMkho sAthe samAdhimagna pUjyazrIno deha barAbara arihaMta bhagavaMtanI mUrtinA AkAramAM ja dekhAto hato. meM mArA jIvanamAM anekone agni-dAha ApyA che ane joyuM che ke be kalAkamAM to hAtha paga AdinA hADakA potAnI meLe alaga alaga thaI jAya, paNa pUjyazrInA zarIramAM evuM kAMI thayuM nahIM. khoparI toDavA mATe keTalAka lokoe moTA moTA lAkaDA paNa jorathI mAryA hatA. dhIre dhIre deha nAno - nAno thato gayo, paNa dehanI AkRti to chelle sudhI arihaMtanI ja rahI. huM savAre 4.30 vAgyA sudhI tyAM ja jAgato rahyo ane joto rahyo. mArA Azcaryano koI pAra na hato. mArI jema bIjA paNa hajAro gurubhaktoe A dRzya joyuM. badhA ja Azcaryacakita banI gayA. to mahArAja ! AvuM kema thayuM ? kAMI samajAtuM nathI ? ame kahyuM : cImana ! AmAM Azcarya ke camatkAranI koI vAta ja nathI. A svAbhAvika ja che. kAraNa ke pUjyazrIe bacapaNathI mRtyu sudhI arihaMta prabhunuM ja dhyAna karyuM che. pUjyazrInA vyAkhyAnamAM, vAcanAmAM, hitazikSAmAM, patramAM, lakhavAmAM, manamAM, hRdayamAM, zarIranA roma-romamAM bhagavAna - bhagavAna ne bhagavAna ja hatA, teonI badhI vAto, badhuM ciMtana paNa bhagavAna saMbaMdhI ja hatuM. pUjyazrInI cetanA bhagavanmayI banI gaI hatI. eka vaijJAnika tathya che ke mana jenuM dhyAna dhare che, zarIra teno svIkAra karI le che. lIMbu bolatA ja mukhamAM kevuM pANI Ave che ! manano zarIranI sAthe gADha saMbaMdha che. ' evo ullekha Ave che ke eka kavine paMpA sarovaranA ciMtanathI jalodara roga thaI gayo. tyAre subuddhi nAmanA kuzala vaide mAravADanuM ciMtana cha mahinA sudhI karavAnuM kahyuM ane kharekhara ! mAravADanA ciMtanathI teno jalodara roga maTI gayo. A che mananI sAthe zarIrano saMbaMdha ! zreNika rAjAnI citA saLagatI tyAre kahevAya che ke temanA hADakAmAMthI vIra... vIra... no avAja Avato hato. 29

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A to 2500 varSa pahelAnI ghaTanA che, paNa pUjyazrIno deha aMta sudhI arihaMtanA AkAramAM rahyo, te to AjanI ja ghaTanA che. arihaMtanA dhyAnamAM ja lIna pUjyazrInI ahaMnmayI cetanA devalokamAM jyAM paNa haze, tyAM arihaMta-bhaktimAM ja lIna haze, eTaluM to sunizcita ja che. - amArA javAbathI cImanane saMtoSa thayo. pUjyazrInI ahaMnmayI cetanAne hRdayanA anaMta - anaMta vaMdana ! - pUjyazrI bhautika deharUpe bhale Aje nathI, paNa guNa-dehathI, zakti-dehathI ane akSara-dehathI Aje paNa vidyamAna che. 2 A Akho grantha pUjyazrIno akSara-deha ja che. have to AvA grantha ja ApaNA mATe parama AdhArabhUta che. kAraNa ke divya vANI varasAvanArA pUjyazrI have ApaNI vacce nathI. pUjayazrI vAraMvAra kahetA hatA : bhagavAna kyAMya gayA nathI, teo mUrti ane zAstromAM chupAyelA che. ahIM paNa ApaNe kahI zakIe : pUjyazrI paNa potAnI vANImAM (AvA granthomAM) chapAyA che. | jijJAsu ArAdhako pUjyazrInI vANI-gaMgAmAM snAna karIne potAnA AtmAne pAvana banAve, tevI kAmanA sAthe - - paM. munirAndravijaya - gaNi munirAvijaya purAbena jaina dharmazALA (pU. kalApUrNa smRti - sthaLanI bAjumAM, zaMkhezvara, jI. pATaNa (u.gu) pina : 384 246 phAgaNa vada 2, vi.saM. 2018

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| AjIvana aMtevAsInI Antara-vyathA . AjIvana aMtevAsI pUjyazrInI sAthe pU.paM.zrI kalpatarUvijayajI, pUjyazrInA AjIvana aMtevAsI rahyA che. svayaM pUjyazrInA putra ane ziSya hovA chatAM khyAti che ane lokeSaNAthI atyaMta para rahyA che. pUjyazrInuM nAma cAre bAju prakhyAta hatuM, paraMtu pU. kalpatarUvijayajI ma.nuM nAma bhAgye ja koIe sAMbhaLyuM haze ! pUjayazrInA dareka pustakomAM pU. 5. kalpatarU vijayajInuM dareka rIte yogadAna hovA chatAM eka paNa pustakanA saMpAdaka rUpe paNa temaNe potAnuM nAma rAkhyuM nathI. ( zikharanA pattharane badhA jue, pAyAnA pattharane jonArA keTalA ? phUla badhA jue che. mULa jonArA keTalA ? gAMdhIjIne badhA jANe che. mahAdeva desAIne jANanArA keTalA ? - vidvadvarya pU.paM. zrI kalpataruvijayajIno paTa pU.paM.zrI mukticandravijayajI tathA pU. gaNizrI municandravijayajI para Avyo che, je hRdayanI saMvedanA pragaTa kare che. vAMcatAM ApanuM hRdaya paNa dravita thaI UThaze. - prakAzaka

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paMnyAsajIzrI, gaNi zuM lakhuM ? tamAro patra malyo. vedanA-saMvedanA jANI. hAtha dhrUje che. haiyuM gadita che. AMkho bhIgI bhIgI. zvAse-zvAse yAda. kSaNe-kSaNe pale-pale yAda. koI paNa vastu hAthamAM lauM yAda. koI paNa kriyA karuM yAda. maMdiramAM jAuM... 'prItalaDI' boluM, haiyuM bharAI jAya... kaMTha rUMdhAI jAya... vAtsalyabharyuM hRdaya... karUNA varasatI AMkho... hAsya veratuM mukha... satata AMkho ane aMtara sAme ja taravaratA rahe che. savAre pratikramaNa karuM... are saMthArAmAMthI uThuM ane yAda zarU. saMthArAmAM leTuM paNa uMgha tarata na Ave. na bhUlAya che, na visarAya che. be divasa satata-satata Ava-jA ane kAryavAhInA kAraNe hRdaya upara patthara rAkhIne pharaja badhI bajAvI, paNa mana jyAM vAtothI - kAmathI navarUM paDe ane raDe ! mArA hRdayamAMthI jANe kaMIka evuM khovAI gayuM hoya tema zUnya thaI gayuM che. hRdaya-mana-magajamAM satata gurUdeva ja che, chatAM temanI dRSTiviSayaka gerahAjarIe hRdaya-mana-magajane zUnakAra banAvI mUkyA che. koNa mane 'kalpatarU' kaheze ? koNa bhaktino mane lAbha Apaze ? koNa mane aDadhI rAte khoMkhAro karIne jagADaze ? koNa mane AzvAsana Apaze ? rAta-divasa jemanA satata sAnnidhyamAM mane kevI hUMpha... 32

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pU. A. zrI vijayakalApUrNa sUrIzvarajI ma.sA, janma vi.saM. 1980 vai.su.2 phalodI (rAja.) dIkSA vi.saM.2010 vai.su. 10 phalodI (rAja.) vaDIdIkSA vi.saM. 2011vai.su.7 rAdhanapura (u.gu.) paMnyAsa-pada vi.saM. 2025 mAgha.su. 13 phalodI (rAja.) AcArya-pada vi.saM. 2029 mA.su. 3 bhadrezvara tIrtha (kaccha) ST kALadharma vi.saM. 2058 mAgha.su.4 kezavaNA (rAja.) agnisaMskAra vi.saM. 2058 mAgha.su.6 zaMkhezvara tIrtha (u.gu.) yahAM para jana-janakIjIbha para ApakA nAma hai, lAkhoM ke jIvana kA AdhAra ApakA payagAma hai; jAne ke bAda bhI ApakRpA barasAterahe ina granthoM se, zraddhA-praNata hamasabhI kA Apako zata-zata praNAma hai|

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vAMkI tIrtha, padavI prasaMga, vi.saM. 2056, mahA su. 6 HOM pUjya gurudeva evaM pitAzrI kI ciravidAya se viSAda -magna vartamAna gacchAdhipati pUjya AcArya zrI vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. evaM pUjya paM. zrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNivara (kezavaNA (rAja.) mAgha zu.5, vi.saM. 2058 9LIva HDDA aba yaha dRzya kahAM dekhane milegA? (vi.saM 2038)

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DROICROCORACK RANI | tIrthe ne jyAsaha yanasika CANCIA ) DOCOMOCIAL (AED vAMkI, padavI-prasaMga vi.saM. 2056, mahA su.6 ICOLOADIOCOMoAlakI ICODAIC gupta bAma viDyo +EORANH-Rati vAkaracaMdanabALAthayelI ** upadhAnadhipataprasaM* DOC anupacaMdanA 2028 OCIACOOCTC na kevala apane do putroM ko, hajAroM bhaktoM ko rote hue chor3a kara pUjyazrI cala bse|

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bhImAsara-(kaccha) aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA-prasaMga (pU.ratnasuMdarasUrijI, pU. vajrasena vi. Adi ke sAtha) vi.saM. 2046

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terasa EchanI kalagIsamA vohI : e pUjaya zrI kalAprabhavijayajI gaNivarane 1 munizrI kalpataravijayajIna pas A pUciMndravijayajI tathA pUrmAnazrImunicavijaya mahotsava.samAroha pada pradAnadina: mahA ru.6,zukavAra 'garIzvara che pada-prAtA adhyAtmaDhoMgI pa gIgAI ? jI gaNivarane AcArya-pada yajIne paMnyAsa- pada anicandravijayajIne gaNi-pada-pradAna 3. ka,zukavAra, 11-2-2000 e SGD ha det ka vAra mArI nA * tAraka marIna pina ahova-samAroha nI kAma paccI nA vijaya | sarca eniSThI kapale | jI pUrNacaMdariyag dche zIlasA thakI to mA vIkI nI mAM ja mana ne sAmA rana para pataPvajayane pAna ke jo sucaka vijayane rANI pada pradAna dina vi -samAroha are thIma sata na rahI che? che. vizvakakAthAne sUrIzvarajI ma. pI. c 7 ka . asa

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pAlItANA meM padavI-dIkSA-prasaMga saM. 2057, mArga.su.5 Relan hosapITala jIda

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vAMkI-padavI-prasaMgaparapU. bA mahArAja (pU.sA.suvarNaprabhAzrIjI) kA AzIrvAda grahaNa karate hue donoM putra muni kI tIrtha user pU.sA.suvarNaprabhAzrIjI (pU. bA mahArAja) kI ciravidAya kI eka jhalaka bharuca (gujarAta), vi.saM. 2058, vai.su. 13 zukravAra, 24-5-2002

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vAMkI meM cAturmAsa-praveza, vi.saM. 2055 ANDINION IAS PER

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vATA rasamudAyanA karNadhAro pU. dAdAzrI jItavijayajI pU. kanakasUrijI pU. devendrasUrijI pU. kalApUrNasUrijI pU. kalAprabhasUrijI

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SELE phalodImAM prathama cAturmAsa vi. saM. 2010 pUjyazrInI sAMsArika eka mAtra tasvIra vi. saM. 2010 phalodI (rAja) mahAkA pU. kamalavijayajI (pUjyazrInA saMsArI sasarA) sAthe pUjyazrI, bhadrezvara (kaccha)

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kA : pratiSThA-prasaMga, manapharA-kaccha vi. saM. 2023, vai. su. 10 pratiSThA-prasaMga, manapharA-kaccha vi. saM. 2023, vai. su. 8 pratiSThA-prasaMga, manapharA-kaccha vi. saM. 2023, vai. su. 8 haNche . arajo EkchADI " manapharA jinAlaya

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paMcAsa-pada-pradAna phalodI (rAja.) vi. saM. 2025, mahA su. 13 paMcAsa-pada-pradAna phalodI (rAja.) vi. saM. 2025, mahA su. 13 khAroI pratiSThA-prasaMge vi. saM. 2028, je. su. 1

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11 sAmUhika dIkSA-prasaMga bhuja-kaccha, vi. saM. 2028 zrAvastIna

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AcArya pada pradAna, bhadrezvara (kaccha) vi. saM. 2029, mAga. suda-3.

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adhyAtmayogI pUjya AcAryazrI sAhitya bhakti hai mArga mukti kA cra kalApUrNa sUrijI ma dAsoham pU. AcArya zrI vijaya kyAAMsarejI dhyAnacAra gA ( (vivecana) - ne 5363/4 CUR jaina sAhitya vikAsa maMDaLa, muMbaI-400056 tAra ho tAra prabhu..! pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalApUrNa sUrizvarajI mahArAja banAsa sAdhu saMyojaka: pU. AcAryadeva zrI kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.

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adhyAlayathIuthAyAdilInI paramatattva kI upAsanA AcArya zrI vijayakalApUrNa sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pU. nAranI 5. saMdhi mile mana bhItara bhagavAn pU. kalApUrNasUrijI ma. | pUya ApAtaka kI vijaya kalyANa murI mAra le mana mora balAja mAcArya deva zrI kalApArga dijI mahAra sarvaNa kathita URAL sApayika En

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ghuug gyudd'aa graanyje kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 1 - paM. muktiyandravijaya, gaNi municandravijaya eiei darabAra kabhI dhUpa! kabhI chAvI svAdhyAya-kalA rilApUrNasUri - kahyuM, kalApUrNasUri - gabhi khaniya vivA - gami maliyAvAlA ha tA aas Bii kilacandravijaya vANi manicadravijaya kahe, kalApUrNasari- ja na karI nathI , kahe kalApUrNasUri-4 thayA chAnuM manaDara - paMnyAsa mukiyacavijaya gaNi - gaNi muni Rvijaya - Ina mukita anAjaya mAro mitra

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qg gghRttaant advaipAya zrI praviNAgaNi prANItaH najara. sAta covIzI (gadyApadyAnuvAda vibhUSitA) htt tiaa . GIOS Avo, mitro! vArtA kahyuM svAmI zrIpabhadAsrajI jaina mae baMserI mubizrI muiica6 vijayajI ma che. ja - munizrI municandra vijaya Avo bALako.. vAravA kahuM ! a nItA 23 o forzo cintolo: n d 2100 0i0 10 20 321df

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pUjaya badhu-yugalanuM sAhitya kalikAlasarvAzrIhemacandrasUriviracitam dvacAzrayamahAkAvyam (anvayA'nuvAda - prayoga-vibhUSitama) tA::1.10 AzIrvAdadAtAra: adhyAtmayoginaH pUjyAdhAyAH zrImadavijayakalApUrNasUrIkSarA: pUjya paM. zrI kalAprabhavijayajI gaNiyarAzya sampAdakA'nuvAdako munizrI mukicanavijaya-anicandravijayI prakAzaka ana-6000 dudiaeaaton zIvAda-tArA SONadu vini amominapuNyAja ApApI bhI zAlibhadra mahAkAvyamI vijaya kalApUrNa sUrIzvasaH ISIRISI FEMAMACassesselAMADHANE abhidhAnacintAmaNinAmamAlAyA akArAdikrameNa vasmasomavanavidhimA mArAyA abhidhAnacintAmaNi-nAmamAlA sArtha-zabdAvalI jyotiko pani mAyAmA jammAnamayoginaH pUjyapAnAsAyA zrIvijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarAH mapura mAviNa pUyapAdAH zrIvijayakalaprabhasUrIzvaraH * AzIrvAdadAtAraH * adhyAtmamoginaH pUjyapAdAH AcAryAH zrIvijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarAH mapuramApiNaH pUjyapAdAH AzAH zrIbijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarAzca 1005250SALAMRITERATAILSOMATICISTIAAAMSANCTIONARDASTRATOR (na gaNinI mukticandrAmA municandravijayazva gaNizrI sampAdakAM / gaNizrI mukticandravijayaH gaNizrI municandrabijayazca prakAzaka zrI pANIcara zve. bhU.pU. jaina saDyaH (kcch)| prakAzaka zrI yAMkI tIrtha TrasTa, [kathA] S nA satagaMgA adhyAtmavAyA pU. munirAja zrI mukticandravijayajI ma.sA. pU. munirAja zrI municandravijayajImsA . Rai vilayApUzabaRO HAI

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pUjya banyuAlAbhAAhitya kAra IQHICII adhyAtavANI pa nat * gaganamaka kA tamane zrIviyanakalAgaNaMsurIzvagaH anupariNA karavA gayA zrIviSayakalAprabhasUrIzvarAzya gaNizrI gakticandravijayaH gaNidhI munibandavijayazya BNitiviSya - giviNavidoSi] ( pIrajhI ise jIMdagI kahate hai... kahe, nora pola Izi bhakitA vi7 jUni muniI viAI . yuniNa murnicabaddha vijayajI - ave+ muktawetravija* - aJfja eNi8ndravijaya C CCCCCC - gaNimunicana vivAra gaNi muniyanavijaya pU. munirAja zrI mukticandra vijayajI ma.sA. pU.munirAja zrI municandra vijayajI ma.sA. GudezadAsa gaNi mukitacandravijaya, gaNi municandravijaya

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hoMza ane hAma maLatI hatI ? te kyAM jaIne pAmIza ? mArA doSo taraphe... mArI bhUlo tarapha... mArI pramAdabharI pravRtti ta2pha mane koNa aMgulinirdeza karaze ? I koNa prAyazcitta Apaze ? mane varasonA varaso satata temanI bhaktino lAbha maLato raheto, temAM anekavAra mane e mahApurUSa pratye... gurUdeva pratye... karUNAmUrti pratye... avajJA... avinayano bhAva thayo, vartana thayuM, temanA hRdayane saMtoSa na ApI zakyo. temanI kRpAno pUro lAbha na uThAvI zakyo. temanI AjJAnI, AdezanI, bhAvanAnI avahelanA karI... te pAponuM zuddhikaraNa kyAM jaIne karuM ? sAkSAt hAjarImAM temano lAbha uThAvavAno hato, AMtarika zuddhi, guNa-vRddhi ane nirlepa vRttino, te na uThAvI zakyo. e kevA mahAna yogI purUSa ? | huM kevo pAmara kApurUSa ? mArI nAdAnIyatane, pramAdane, kSatione, khamIne mane kevo nabhAvyo che ? na temane putra-moha hato. na temane ziSya-moha hato. virAgatA-bhAva nirlepa-bhAva ane niHspRhabhAvamAM 2matA e paramapurUSane huM rAgI-dveSI kyAMthI oLakhI zakuM? Aja 3 vAge paDilehaNa karyuM ane temanA kapaDAnA paDilehaNanI yAda AvI. paDilehaNa pUruM karI A patra lakhavA beTho. mana zUnakAra che ane makAna paNa zUnakAra | be divasanA badhA aMtima dRzyo AMkha sAme rIlanI jema doDe che. kezavaNAthI prAraMbhAyelI aMtima vidAyayAtrA ke je sAMje 6 vAgyAnA samaye zarU thaI. basa have A

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pArthiva dehanA paNa darzana nahi thAya. be divasa-rAta e pavitra dehanuM darzana paNa manane kaMIka bharyuM-bharyuM rAkhatuM hatuM. jANe sAme ja gurUdeva beThA che. e ja karUNA jharatI khullI be AMkho. e ja hAsya verato prasanna cahero. e ja tejomaya mukhamudrA. jANe hamaNA bolaze, kaMIka kaheze, evo pArthiva deha najarathI dUra thayo ane mana bhAMgI paDyuM. AMkho raDI paDI. haiyuM hatAzAthI hata-prahata thaI gayuM. zuM lakhuM ? keTaluM lakhuM ? mane jema vedanA che. tema tamane sahune ane sahu gurU bhaktone che.. gayA gurUdeva ! sadA mATe gayA. temanI yAda ApaNI pAse che. tenA sahAre jIvavAnuM baLa meLavavuM rahyuM. temanI uMcAIne joI zakIe evI najara nathI, temanA guNonI agAdhatAne mApI zakIe evI buddhi-zakti nathI. basa, temanI je preraNA maLI te jIvanamAM utArIe. nirmaLa mana - jIvana - cAritra, banAvIe. e ja karavAnuM che. je gurUdeve kahyuM che. basa... viramuM chuM. - paM. lAtavijaya kezavaNA (rAja.). mahA suda 6, vi.saM. 2018 18-2-2002 3

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| zrImadvijayakalApUrNasUrismRtyaSTakam tattvabodhakalApUrNa kalApUrNazaziprabham / kalApUrNAhvayaM sUri smarAmi prauDhagauravam // 1 // (anuSTup ) zrImattapAgacchanabhastale'sau, virAjate smAbhinavaH zazAGkaH / yadarzanAllokamanaHpayodhau, bhAvormivelA na kadApyazAmyat // 2 // (upajAtiH) jinavaravarazAsanaprabhAva - prasaravidhau vidhutulyatAmupetaH / zrutacaraNasuyogataH purANa - munivRSabhasmRtimeSa kiM na dadyAt ? // 3 // (puSpitAgrA) zrIvItarAgapadapaGkajabhaktilInaM, zrIvItarAgapathasaMcaraNaikaniSTham / zrIvItarAgavacanAzayavijJamaNyaM sUriM namAmi vijyaadiklaadipuurnnm||4||(vsNttilkaa) RjuzucitanuyaSTiM smeradRSTiM viziSTa - matanusumatipAtraM hasta - vinyasta - zAstram / mRdumadhuravacobhiH ziSyakAn bodhayantaM kathamiha vibudhAstaM vismareyustu santam ? // 5 // (mAlinI) atandro jainendra - pravacanavibodhaprayatane, prabuddhaH zuddhAtmapratinihitadRSTiH zucimanAH / sacetazcetAMsi smitamadhura - dRSTyA vikacayan, kalApUrNaH sUriH sakalaguNapUrNaH sa jayatu // 6 // (zikhariNI) adhyAtma - pratipAdizAstranicaya - svAdhyAyasampAdita - zuddhAntaHkaraNa - pravAhisarasa - snigdhoktizItAMzubhiH / zaityaM sujJamanassu zItakaravat sampAdayan sUrirAT, satyaM dharmakalAkalApasakalo'pUrvo'bhavaccandramAH // 7 // (zArdUlavikrIDitam) janmasthAnaM yadIyaM maruviSayaphalodIti tIrthaM prasiddhaM, saMsAraM yauvanasthaH svajanaparivRtastyaktavAn moha - jetA / gacche zrImattapAkhye zramaNagaNayuto'rAjata prauDhatejA, yogIndraM taM munIndraM praNamata sujanAH zrIkalApUrNasUrim // 8 // (sragdharA ) - racayitA : muniH bhuvanacandraH (pArzvacandragacchAdhipaH)

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adhyAtmayogI pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI : eka jhalaka janma : vi.saM. 1980, vai.su. 2, phalodI (rAja.) mAtA : kSamAbena pAbudAnajI lukkaDa pitA : pAbudAnajI lukkaDa gRhasthI nAma : akSayarAjajI putra: (1) jJAnacaMdajI (pU.A. vijayakalAprabhasUrijI) | (2) AsakaraNajI (pU.paM. kalpatarUvijayajI) patnI : ratanabena (pU.sA. suvarNaprabhAzrIjI) vyavasAyabhUmi : rAjanAMdagAMva (chattIsagaDha) dIkSA : vi.saM. 2010, vai.su. 10, phalodI (rAja.) dIkSA-dAtA : pU. munizrI ratnAkaravijayajI vaDI dIkSA : vi.saM. 2011, vai.su. 7, rAdhanapura (guja.) vaDI dIkSA-dAtA : pU.A.zrI vi. kanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. dIkSA-guru : pU. AcAryazrI vijayakanakasUrijI ma.sA. vaDI dIkSA-guru : pU. munizrI kaMcanavijayajI samudAya : tapAgacchIya saMvigna zAkhIya kaccha-vAgaDa samudAya paraMparA : padma-jIta-hIra-kanakasUri-devendrasUrikaMcanavijayajI paMnyAsa pada : vi.saM. 2025, mahA su. 13, phalodI (rAja.) AcArya pada : vi.saM. 2029, mAga. su. 3, bhadrezvara tIrtha (kaccha) paMnyAsa - AcArya - pada - pradAtA : pU.A.zrI vijayadevendrasUrIzvarajI uttarAdhikArI : vartamAna paTTavibhUSaka pU.A.zrI vi.

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kalAprabhasUrIzvarajI mukhya karmabhUmi : kaccha vAgaDa vihAra kSetra : kaccha-gujarAta, rAjasthAna, madhyapradeza, chattIsagaDha, mahArASTra, karNATaka, tamilanADu, AMdhrapradeza vagere sAhitya : tattvajJAna pravezikA, adhyAtmagItA, sarvajJakathita sAmAyika dharma, parama tattvanI upAsanA, dhyAnavicAra, mile mana bhItara bhagavAna, kahe kalApUrNasUri bhAga 4, sahaja samAdhi vagere prathama-aMtima cAturmAsa : phalodI (rAja.) dIkSA paryAya : 48 varSa sAdhanA : divase bhakti, svAdhyAya, vyAkhyAna, vAcanA, hitazikSA vagere, rAtre kAyotsarga, dhyAna, jApa vagere. ziSya gaNa : 36 sAdhvI gaNa : 5OO kALadharma : vi.saM. 2058, mahA suda 4, zanivAra 16-2-2002, kezavaNA (rAja.)

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pU.sA. suvarNaprabhAzrIjI (pU. bA mahArAja) : eka jhalaka janma : vi.saM. 1983, phalodI (rAja.). mAtA : kesarabena mizrImalajI vaida pitA : mizrImalajI vaida (pU. munizrI kamalavijayajI) bhAI : nathamalajI vaida (pU. munizrI kalahaMsavijayajI) pati : akSayarAjajI lukkaDa (pU. A.zrI vi. kalApUrNasUrijI) putra : (1) jJAnacaMdajI (pU.A. vijayakalAprabhasUrijI) | (2) AsakaraNajI (pU.paM. kalpatarUvijayajI) dIkSA : vi.saM. 2010, vai.su. 10, phalodI (rAja.) vaDI dIkSA: vi.saM. 2011, ve.su. 7, rAdhanapura (guja.) gurujI : pU.sA. lAvaNyazrIjInA ziSyA pU.sA. sunaMdAzrIjI ziSyA : 5 mukhya rasa : prabhu-bhakti, jApa, kAyotsarga vagere kALadharma : vi.saM. 2058, ve.su. 13, bharUca (guja.)

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waa, jak che. vAMkI tIrtha pratiSThA, guja. vai.va. 6, 2045 te A vAMkI tIrtha 109 jeTalA pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto tathA jijJAsu gRhastho samakSa apAyelI vAcanAnA aMzo dvitIya jeTha vada 6-7 05-07-1999, somavAra * ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM jeTalI maMdatA, mokSa teTalo dUra ! jeTalI tIvratA, mokSa teTalo najIka ! - atyAra sudhI ApaNe para - saMprekSaNa ghaNuM karyuM, ghaNA karmo bAMdhyA. have Atma saMprekSaNa karavAnuM che. e vinA svadoSo nahi dekhAya. doSo dekhAze nahi to nIkaLaze nahi. kAMTo je dekhAya nahi te nIkaLe zI rIte ? Atma-saMprekSaNathI dhIre-dhIre deha ane AtmAnI bhinnatA paNa dekhAvA lAge che. deva-guru para zraddhA na rAkhavI te jema mithyAtva che, tema dehamAM Atmabuddhi rAkhavI te paNa lokottara mithyAtva che. dehamAM Atmabuddhi TaLatAM ja aDhaLaka khajAno ApaNane maLe che. * pU.paM. muktivijayajI ma.sA. kahetA : je graMtha kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * * 1

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vAMcavo hoya e graMthanA kartAno jApa bahumAnapUrvaka karavo. zAstrakAra para bahumAna hoya to ja e zAstranA rahasyo samajAya. jemanA tarapha ApaNuM bahumAna vadhyuM, temanA guNo ApaNAmAM AvyA ja samajo. pUrvakALamAM jIvanabhara yogoddhahana cAlu rahetA. kyAreya jJAna ke svAdhyAya baMdha ja nahi ! emane jJAna-dhyAna muzkela haze? mokSa dUra haze ! ApaNane to jJAna-dhyAna eTalA AtmasAt che, mokSa eTalo najIka che ke jANe kAMI ja jarUra nathI ! na jJAnanI ! na dhyAnanI ! na bIjA koI yoganI ! ApaNe zUravIra kharAne ! * navakArano jApa eTale akSara deharUpe rahelA prabhuno jApa ! akSaramaya devatAno jApa ! tamAruM nAma, tamAro phoTo, tamArA bhUta-bhAvi paryAya dvArA tame vizvamAM keTalA badhA phelAyelA cho ? bhagavAna paNa nAmAdi cAra rUpe samagra vizvamAM phelAyelA che. ApaNA nAmAdi kalyANakara nathI, bhagavAnanA kalyANakAra che. bhaktane to bhagavAnanuM nAma letAM ja hRdayamAM bhagavAna dekhAya che. upA. mAnavijayajI ma.sA. kahe che : "nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna..." nAmAdi cAreya prakAre bhagavAna kaI rIte rahelA che ? jJAnavimalasUri ma.sA. caityavaMdanamAM kahe che : "nAme tuM jagamAM rahyo, sthApanA paNa timahI; dravya bhava mAMhi vase, paNa na kaLe kimahI." bhAvapaNe savi eka jina tribhuvanameM trikALe. Ano artha vicArajo. hRdaya nAcI UThaze. . AtmA jo vibhu - (vyApaka) hoya to karmabaMdha zAno ? karmabaMdha na hoya to mokSa kono ? mokSa na hoya to A kaDAkUTa zAnI ? Avo prazna, eka gaNadharane jAgelo. bhagavAne kahyuM : AtmA vibhu jarUra che, paNa kevaLajJAna rUpe. kevaLajJAnathI saMpUrNa loka-alokane jANe che. jJAnathI teo sarvatra vyApaka che. A daSTi najara sAme rAkhIzuM to sarvatra vyApIne rahelA paramAtmA sadAkALa dekhAze. 2 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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mananI cAra avasthA che : vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suzliSTa ane sulIna. sulIna sudhI pahoMcavA mATe pahelAnI traNa avasthAomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. 2 game te nAmathI koIpaNa dharmavALA prabhune pokAre, bhagavAna to A ja AvavAnA ! sarva guNasaMpanna, sarva zaktisaMpanna, sarva doSothI mukta bIjo koNa che ? badhI nadIo samudramAM maLe che, tema badhA ja namaskAra arihaMta prabhune maLe che. 0 aparAdhIne kSamA na ApavI te krodha. karma sivAya koI aparAdhI nathI. ene choDIne bIjAne aparAdhI mAnavo te mithyAtva che. bhagavAne koIpaNa zatrune aparAdhI to nathI mAnyA, paNa upakArI mAnyA che. prabhubhakti Aje huM nathI choDato. zA mATe ? mane emAM svAda Ave che. AnaMdaprada yogane zI rIte choDI zakuM ? je sAdhanAmAM nirmaLa AnaMda vadhato jAya te ja sAcI sAdhanA. sAdhanAnI A ja kasoTI dina-pratidina AnaMda vadhe che ke nahi ? e ja AnaMda AgaLa vadhatAM samAdhirUpa banaze. bhakti e to samAdhinuM bIja che. prabhunI manamohaka mUrti samakSa hRdayapUrvaka caityavaMdanAdi karo. bhaktiyogano prAraMbha thaze. rAha calate hue jyoM hI pUjya sAhebajI ke kAladharma ke samAcAra mile tyoM pAMva ThiThaka gaye, mana ruka-sA gayA / vizvAsa hI nahIM ho pAyA / maiMne anya mahAtmAoM se bAta kI to vizvAsa huA / pUjya sAhebajI bahuta acche the| unakI kI bhI yAda AtI hai / unakI saralatA, samatA, sahiSNutA bhI yAda AI / unakI sAttvikatA aura AdhyAtmikatA bhI anUThI thI / zrI zaMkhezvarajI meM pUjya sAhebajI zrI jaMbUvijayajI mahArAja ke pAsa meM naMdIsUtra kA svAdhyAya karate the / - dharmadhuraMdharasUri 6-2-2002 (8 kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 3

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vAMkI tIrtha pratiSThA, guja. vai.va. 6, 2045 pI. nA nAma. - dvitIya jeTha vada 8 06-07-1999 maMgaLavAra - anAdikALathI je prabhuno viyoga che, e prabhuno je saMyoga karI Ape te yoga che. je svAmI para prema hoya tenI vAta para, tenI AjJA para paNa prema hoya ja. te ja vacanayoga che. prabhuno prema prItiyoga. ananya niSThA te bhaktiyoga. AjJA-pAlana te vacanayoga ane prabhu sAthe tanmayatA te asaMgayoga che. prItiyoga prAraMbha che. asaMgayoga parAkASThA che. mATe ja huM vAraMvAra prabhu sAthe prIti karavAnuM kahuM chuM. "prItalaDI baMdhANI re ajita niNaMda zuM mAruM A priya stavana A ja vAta kahe che. prItiyogamAM praveza thavo ja agharo che. ekavAra temAM praveza thaI gayA pachI AgaLanA yogo bahu agharA nathI. saMsAranA premane prabhunA premamAM vALavo, e ja sauthI kaparuM kAma che. che jenI jenI pAsethI meM pATha lIdhA che te saune huM roja yAda karuM chuM. "guru anilava' A eka jJAnAcAra che. pU. upA. yazovijayajIe harasthaLe guru pU. nayavijayajI 4 gna - * * * * * * * * * kahe

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(pU. yazovijayajI prasiddha hatA. pU. nayavijayajIne koI jANatuM ya nahotuM)ne yAda karyA che : 'zrI nayavijaya vibudha paya sevaka, vAcaka jaza kahe sAcuM jI.' pU. vinayavijayajI to potAnA guru pU. kIrtivijayajInA nAmane maMtra mAnatA. vi.saM. 2013mAM sau prathama mAMDavImAM pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI maLelA. bhujapuramAM cAturmAsa hatA. tyAre temaNe kaheluM : tame pU. haribhadrasUrijInA graMtho vAMco. saMskRta majabUta thatAM munizrI tattvAnaMdavijayajI pAse yogadRSTi samuccaya, yogabiMdu vagere graMtho vAMcyA. pU. haribhadrasUrinA graMthothI nizcayalakSI jIvana bane ja che. sAthe sAthe vyavahAra paNa dRDha thAya che. doSa ApaNo che, paNa ApaNe doSano Topalo pratikramaNAdi Avazyaka kriyAo para DhoLI dIdho. keTalA rahasyabharyA pavitra sUtro che A badhA ! yogagraMtho vAMcIe tyAre khyAla Ave. yogagraMtho vAMcavAthI ApaNane e kriyA vagere para khUba ja Adara vadhaze. 'tIrthara-gaLadhara-prasAvAvuM iSa yoga: taMtu' koIpaNa anuSThAnanA aMte ApaNe Ama kahIe chIe. siddhayogIonA smaraNathI paNa anuSThAna siddha thAya che. eka vakhata paNa koI yogamAM sthiratA AvI, sthiratAjanya AnaMda Avyo to e anuSThAna tame kadI nahi bhUlo. e AnaMdane vAraMvAra meLavavA vAraMvAra lalacAzo. navakAra emane ema bolo ane jApa karIne bolo. baMnemAM pharaka paDaze. jIvanamAM utArIne nIkaLato zabda asarakAraka hoya che. pariSaha be prakAre : anukULa ane pratikULa. anukULa upasarga khataranAka che. kAraNa ke anukULatA ApaNane khUba ja game che. anukULatA e upasarga che, evo kadI vicAra ja nathI Avato. mahApuruSo sAmethI pratikULatA UbhI karatA jyAre ApaNe niraMtara anukULatAnI zodhamAM chIe. pUrva maharSio davA ke ilAja nahotA karAvatA. kAraNa kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 : *

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ke pratikULatA ja emane iSTa hatI. madrAsanI mAMdagImAM evI sthiti hatI ke badhuM ja bhUlAI gayeluM. pratikramaNa vagere to bIjA ja karAve. paNa muhapattInA bola suddhAM bhUlAI gayelA. e paNa bIjA bolatA. paNa bhagavAne mane pharIthI taiyAra karI dIdho. zI rIte bhUlAya e bhagavAnane ? atyAre huM vAcanA, tamArA mATe nahi, mArA mATe ApuM chuM. mAruM pAkuM rahe, bhavAMtaramAM mAre A badhuM sAthe laI javuM che. sthAna, varNa, artha, AlaMbana ane anAlaMbana A pAMceya yogo icchA, pravRtti, sthiratA ane siddhi - ema 4-4 prakAre che. IcchA : tevA yogIonI vAtomAM prema. pravRtti : pAlana karavuM. sthiratA : bAdhaka aticAra doSono bhaya na rahe. siddhi : bIjAne paNa sahajapaNe yogamAM joDavA. navakAranA jApamAM ekAgratA sAdhavA mATe akSarone mananI kalamathI lakho. ekeka akSara para sthira bano. navakAranA jApanA anuSThAnamAM navakAra lekhanano kAryakrama paNa haze. hIrAnI camakatI zAhIthI lakhavuM. kalpanA zA mATe ochI karavI ? lakhAI gayA pachI ene camakatA juo ane vAMco : na... mo... a... ri... haM... tA... gaM - = acakSu darzanathI vAMcavAnuM che, cAmaDAnI AMkhathI nahi. manane sthira karavAnI A kaLA che. roja bAra navakAra A rIte lakho. bhale 10-15 miniTa lAgI jAya. A varNayoga che. * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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pa.pU. AcArya zrI vijaya devendrasUrijI kI kRpA pUjyazrI para dvitIya jeTha vada 9 07-07-1999, budhavAra bhavanA rAgIne viSaya-kaSAya vinA cena na paDe, tema bhagavAnanA rAgIne bhagavAna vinA cena na paDe. A ja prItiyoga che. jenA para prema thayo hoya tene samarpita thavuM ja paDe, vaphAdAra rahevuM ja paDe. A bhaktiyoga che. jene samarpita hoIe tenI vAta svIkAravI paDe. 'svIkAravI paDe' ema kahevA karatAM jyAM prema-samarpaNa hoya tyAM sahaja rIte ja temanI vAta svIkArAI jAya che. A ja vacana-yoga che. jenI vAta svIkArI tenI sAthe ekameka paNa thavAnA ja. A asaMgayoga che. koIpaNa yoga (sthAna vagere ke ahiMsA vagere) siddha thayo tyAre gaNAya jyAre tamArA dvArA sahaja rIte ja bIjAmAM viniyoga thaI zake. namaskA2 ka2vAnI mArAmAM zakti nathI, yogyatA paNa nathI. mATe ja zakrastavamAM 'namAmi' na kahetAM 'namunthuNaM' (namoDastu) kahyuM : 'namoDastu' eTale 'namaskAra ho !' 'huM namuM chuM' ema nahi, 'huM namuM chuM'mAM ahaMkAranI saMbhAvanA che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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namaskAra ho !'mAM nahi. kAyA zANI che. vANI paNa zANI che. ApaNe kahIe ne tarata ja mAnI jAya. paNa savAla che manano. ApaNe kahIe ne mana mAnI jAya, e vAtamAM mAla nahi, mAnI jAya e mana nahi. kAyA mAnI jAya eTale sthAnayoga sadhAya. vacana mAnI jAya eTale varNa yoga sadhAya. paNa mana jo mAnI jAya to ja artha ane AlaMbana yoga sadhAya. mana capaLa che eTale ekI sAthe ghaNA kAma karI zake. ahIM manane be kAma soMpavAmAM AvyA che. artha ane AlaMbananA. kAyA ane vANIthI anekagaNI karma - nirjarA mana karAvI Ape che ane karmabaMdhana paNa eTaluM ja karAvI Ape. viSaya-kaSAyane soMpeluM mana saMsAra banAvI Ape. bhagavAnane soMpeluM mana bhagavAna meLavI Ape. mATe ja moharAjAno pahelo humalo mana para thAya che, jema zatru pahelo humalo eraporTa para kare che ! cetyavaMdana tame prabhunuM karo cho, ema nahi, tamArI ja zuddha cetanAnuM karo cho. bhagavAna eTale tamAruM ja ujjavala bhaviSya ! tamArI ja parama vizuddha cetanA ! bhagavAnanI pratimAmAM ApaNuM bhAvi pratibiMba nihALavAnuM che. e saMdarbhamAM bhUlAI gayelA AtmAne yAda karavAnI kaLA e caityavaMdana che. bhuvanabhAnu kevaLInuM hoya ke marIcinuM hoya, emaNe karelI bhUlo, bhUlonI maLelI sajA, e badhAmAM ApaNuM potAnuM caritra juo. emaNe kadAca eka ja vAra bhUla karI haze. ApaNe anaMtIvAra karI che. have bhUlo na thavI joIe, e zIkhavAnuM che. bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ne paramAtmA - A traNe prakAre bIjA jIvo che, ema nahi, paNa ApaNA khudamAM A traNa avasthA paDelI che, ema samajo. 8 * * * * * * * * * - kahe

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jo ApaNe zarIrane AtmA mAnIe chIe to bahirAtmA chIe. jo AtmAne AtmA mAnIe chIe to aMtarAtmA chIe. jo kevaLajJAna meLavI lIdhuM che to paramAtmA chIe. ApaNA moTA bhAgano bhUtakALa "bahirAtmA" avasthAmAM gayo. ApaNo vartamAna "aMtarAtmA' hovo joIe. ApaNo bhaviSyakALa "paramAtmA' hovo joIe. tharmomITara tAvane mApavA mATe che, alamArIne zobhAvavA nahi. Agamo AtmAne jovA mATe che, alamArIne zobhAvavA nahi. dehAdhyAsa dehane ja Ape. bhagavadadhyAsa bhagavAna Ape. dehAdhyAsa dehane ja Ape eTale ke janma-maraNanA cakkara cAlu ja raheze. jayAM sudhI dehamAM Atmabuddhi haze tyAM sudhI deha maLyA ja karaze. dareka janmamAM deha maLyA ja kare. deha - adhyAsa TaLe, AtmA oLakhAya to ja "AtmA' maLe, paramAtmA' maLe. 0 divasamAM sAdhue sAta vAra caityavaMdana karavAnA che. e bhaktiyoganI pradhAnatA darzAve che. caityavaMdana bhASya bhaktiyoganA maMdiranuM prathama sopAna che. caityavaMdana prabhu sAthe vAtacItanI kaLA che, eTaluM ja nahi, svayaM prabhu banavAnI kaLA che. ja Avazyaka niryuktimAM "caMduM jJAnenTiM' mAM dhyAnavicAra tathA paMcavastakamAM "stava parijJA" A be graMtho haribhadrasUrijInI aNamola bheTa che. karma sAhitya pachI jANo. pahelA deva-guru ane dharmane jANo. devane jANavA caityavaMdana bhASya. gurune jANavA guruvaMdana bhASya. dharma (tapa)ne jANavA paccakhANa bhASya. traNa bhASya pachI karmagraMtha bhaNavAnI ApaNI paddhatinuM rahasya A che. kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * 9

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udbodhana karate hue kendrIya pradhAna jayavaMtIbena kAjI, surendranagara, vi. saM. 2016, tA. ra6-rU-2000 dvitIya jeTha vada 10 08-07-1999, guruvAra ajANI vastu karatAM jANelI vastumAM anaMtagaNI zraddhA vadhatI hoya che. cAlatI vakhate pahelA najara nAkhavAnI ke pahelA paga mUkavAno ? pahelA najara pachI paga. pahelA jJAna pachI kriyA. 'paDhamaM nANaM tao dayA' / - jhaverAtanuM jJAna jhaverI zIkhe paNa dukAnamAM besatI vakhate teno prayoga - upayoga na kare to zuM thAya ? jANyA pachI ApaNe amalamAM na mUkIe to zuM thAya ? vicArI lejo. * asaMga anuSThAnano yogI arUpIno ArAdhaka che, enA jeTalI nirjarA prItiyogavALo na karI zake te svAbhAvika che, paNa prAraMbha to prItiyogathI ja thaze. prIti pachI ja bhakti Ave. jene tame cAho (prIti) tene ja tame samarpita (bhakti) thaI zako. jene samarpita thaI zako, tenI ja vAta (vacana) tame mAnI zako. jenI vAta tamArA mATe haMmezA zirasAvaMdya che, tenI sAthe ja tame ekameka 0 1 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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(asaMga) thaI zakavAnA. prIti ane bhaktimAM patnI ane mAtAnA prema jevo taphAvata che. bhaktimAM prIti che ja. vacanamAM prIti ane bhakti baMne che. asaMgamAM prIti, bhakti ane vacana traNeya che. 1000 rUpiyAmAM 100, 10,000mAM 1000, 1,00,000 rU.mAM 10,000 rU. samAI gayA che tema. kharekhara to hajAra rUpiyA ja vadhatAM vadhatAM lAkha rU. banyA che. e ja rIte prIti ja AgaLa jatAM asaMgarUpe bane che. ApaNe chadmastha chIe. ApaNo koI para prema vadhu ke koI para ocho hoya tema banI zake, paNa vItarAga prabhuno sarva para nirvizeSa (samAnarUpe) prema varasI rahyo che. 'A mArA, A tArA. A vahAlA, pelA davalA' evo bheda prabhunA darabAramAM nathI. jemaNe prabhune cAhyA, sevyA, mAnyA temanA para prabhu varasI paDyA che. temAM bhagavAne pakSaghAta nathI karyo ! koI bArI-bAraNA kholIne sUryano prakAza vadhu meLavI le ke koI bArI-bAraNA baMdha karIne aMdhakAramAM athaDAyA kare temAM sUryano doSa nathI. sUrya to prakAza relAvI ja rahyo che. prakAzamAM jIvavuM ke aMdhakAramAM ? te tamAre jAte nakkI karavAnuM che. bhagavAna sarvatra kRpAno prakAza relAvI rahyA che. keTalo meLavavo ? te ApaNe nakkI karavAnuM che. mAtra ApaNe ja. tIrthanA ucchedanA AlaMbanathI paNa ayogyane sUtro ApavAnI yogAcAryo nA pADe che. hamaNA zazIkAntabhAIne pUchyuM : 'kema hamaNA paradeza javAnuM baMdha karyuM ?' temaNe kahyuM : 'koI matalaba nathI. e lokomAM dharma ke dhyAnanI vAto samajavAnI svAbhAvika pAtratA ja nathI. tyAM jaIne mAtra kaMTha-zoSa karavAno che. enA karatAM mauna rahIne sAdhanA karIe te sAruM che.' sAcI vAta che. kAcA ghaDAmAM pANI na nakhAya. saDelI kUtarIne kastUrI na lagADAya. ayogyane sUtra na apAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 11

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AtmAnubhUtine pragaTAvavA mATe traNa vastu joIe. (1) zAstra, (2) mithyAtvano dhvaMsa, (3) kaSAyanI alpatA. bAhya aMdhAruM sUrya TALe, hRdayanuM aMdhAruM sadguru TALe. jJAnaprakAze re, moha - timira hare, jehane sadguru sUra.' mananI pAMca avasthA che : kSipta, mUDha, vikSipta, ekAgra, niruddha. prathama tabakkAmAM mana caMcaLa ja rahevAnuM che. mAMkaDa ane mAkaDuM Ameya capaLa che ja. tame ene pakaDavA prayatna karo ema te dUra bhAge. paNa ema samajIne sAdhanAthI dUra nathI bhAgavAnuM. A svAbhAvika che, ema samajIne sAdhanAne majabUtIthI pakaDavAnI che. yogazAstramAM mananI cAra avasthA (vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suzliSTa ane sulIna)ono samAveza A pAMcamAM thaI jAya che. AtmAnubhavAdhikAra upA. zrI pU. yazovijayajIkRta adhyAtmasAra nArAja. che. kSipta : mUDha H viruddha kAryomAM DUbI jAya. vikSipta : bahirmukha mana. sukhamAM rAjI ane duHkhamAM trIjI avasthAmAM sattva guNanI adhikatA che. A traNa dazAthI je upara uThe che te ekAgra avasthA sudhI pahoMce che. pavana rahita sthAnamAM dIvAnI jyota sthira hoya che, tema ahIM citta sthira thaI jAya che. niruddha : saMkalpa-vikalpono saMpUrNa tyAga. AtmasvarUpamAM lIna banelA munione AvuM mana hoya prathama traNa citta ArAdhanAmAM upayogI nathI. 12 *** kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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AzIrvAda dete hue pUjyazrI, surendranagara, di. 26-3-2000 dvitIya jeTha vada 11 09-07-1999, zukravAra - jagatanA sarva jIvo sAthe ekatAno bhAva jeNe keLavyo nathI, te prabhune sAcA arthamAM bhajI zake nahi, paramAtmA banI zake nahi. paramAtmA to zuM, mahAtmA paNa banI zake nahi. che. anya darzanomAM paNa khUba ja zuddha, svIkArI zakAya tevA vicAro maLe che, tenuM kAraNa A paNa eka hoI zake ? RSabhadeva sAthe dIkSita kaccha-mahAkaccha pachIthI tApasa banI gayA. emanI tApasI paraMparAmAM AdinAthanI bhaktirUpe jinabhakti maLI Ave temAM Azcarya nathI. - mana bhaLyA vagaranI dravya - nirjarA. mana bhaLe to ja bhAva - nirjarA thAya. koIpaNa kriyAmAM mana bhaLe to ja prANa Ave. mana ja puNya ke pApanI kriyAono prANa che. dharma kriyAmAM mana nahi to te niSphaLa che. pApa kriyAmAM mana nahi to te paNa niSphaLa che. paNa ApaNI moTAbhAganI dharma kriyAo mana vagaranI ane pApa kriyAo mana sahitanI che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * = 13

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pApa kriyAmAMthI manane kheMcIne dharma kriyAmAM lagAvI do. beDo pAra ! tAmasa mana nidrALu hoya che. rAjasa mana caMcaLa hoya che. sAttvika mana sthira (sthitaprajJa) hoya che. kAMIka kautuka AvyuM hoya to tAmasI ke sAttvika jovA nahi jAya, kAraNa ke eka pramAdI ne bIjo sthitaprajJa che. rAjasI jaze. kAraNa ke mananI caMcaLatA che. tAmasI ane sAttvika baMne sthira lAgaze, paNa baMne vacce Abha-gAbha jeTalo pharaka che. ekamAM suSupti che. bIjAmAM jAgRti che. paramAtmabhAvanAnuM pUraka. bahirAtmabhAvanuM recaka ane svabhAvanuM kuMbhaka. A bhAva prANAyAma che, khatarA vagaranuM che. dravya prANAyAmanI khAsa upayogitA nathI. jo ke dravya prANAyAmanuM zrI hemacandrasUrijIe yogazAstranA pAMcamA prakAzamAM varNana karyuM che. parakAyapravezanI vidhi paNa batAvI che. paraMtu sAthe sAthe teno khataro paNa batAvyo che. 'vimalA ThakAre mane kahyuM che : badhA ja vANInA vyavahAro baMdha karI niHzabdamAM utarI jAva.' A barAbara che ? zazIkAntabhAIe hamaNA mane pUchyuM. meM zazIkAntabhAIne kahyuM : 'svAdhyAya, jApa Adi cAlu ja rAkho. niHzabda mATe zabdo choDavAnI jarUra nathI. vANI to 52mAtmAnI 52ma bheTa che. ene choDAya nahi. sadupayoga karAya. niHzabda avasthA mATe zabdo choDavA nahi paDe, svayameva chUTI jaze. upara gayA pachI ApaNe pagathiyAne toDI nAkhatA nathI. nIce AvavuM haze tyAre e ja pagathiyA kAmamAM AvavAnA che.' zazIkAntabhAIe kahyuM : '10 varSanuM bhAthuM Ape ApI dIdhuM. mAruM mana saMpUrNa niHzaMka banyuM. ApanA javAbathI saMpUrNa saMtuSTa banyuM.' 14 'ajakulagata kesarI lahe re... nija-pada-siMha nihAla; tima prabhu-bhakte bhavI rahe re, Atama-zakti saMbhAla.' pU. devacandrajI * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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bakarInA ToLAmAM nAnapaNathI ja rahelo siMha potAne bhale bakarI mAne, paNa sAcA siMhane jotAM ja enI aMdara raheluM siMhatva jAgI UThe che. ApaNe paNa prabhune joIne ApaNI prabhutA pragaTAvavAnI che. dIkSAthI be-traNa varSa pahelA ja samAdhinA bIja paDI gayelA jinabhaktimAM 3-4 kalAka gALyA pachI chello kalAka parama AnaMdamAM jato, samAdhinI jhalaka maLatI. - "mA kAlI'nuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM ja rAmakRSNa parama haMsane samAdhi lAgI jatI. eTalI hada sudhI temaNe mA sAthe prema keLavelo. samAdhi sudhI pahoMcavA mAMgatA ho to prabhu sAthe prema karo. >> 'pAtIti pitA' rakSaNa kare te pitA. bhagavAna ApaNA pitA che, durbhAvothI ApaNuM rakSaNa kare che. paramAtmAnA guNonuM ciMtana te aizvaryopAsanA. pa2mAtmA sAthe saMbaMdha joDavo, prema karavo te mAdhuryopAsanA. baMne prakAranI upAsanA siddhasena divAkara sUrijIe zakastavamAM batAvI che. zastavamAM 275 jeTalA bhagavAnanA vizeSaNo batAvelA che. ekeka vizeSaNa bhagavAnanI alaga alaga zaktione batAvanArA che. kittiya, vaMdiya, mahiyAmAM prabhunI navadhA bhaktino samAveza che. manane vaza karavA sAdhaka potAnI ruci ane zakti pramANe koIpaNa vihita mArge jaI zake. che je stavana bolatAM khUba ja AnaMda Ave, mana sthira bane, rasa taraboLa bane te stavana choDatA nahi. ghaNA mane pUche che : "prItalaDI baMdhANI re...' A stavana roja kema bolo cho ? - huM kahuM chuM : "A stavanamAM mAruM mana lAge che. AnaMdarasamAM taraboLa bane che, mATe gAuM chuM. pUrNatA che nahi, pachI abhimAna zAno ? apUrNane abhimAna karavAno adhikAra nathI. jayAre pUrNane to kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 15

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abhimAna Ave ja nahi. * gocarI janAra sAdhu paNa vagara bolya keTalAyane dharma pamADI de. emanI nirdoSa carcA ane nirvikAra cahero ja keTalAya lokonI dharma-prAptinuM kAraNa banI jAya. zobhana muninI gocarI-caryAthI ja dhanapAla dharma pAmyo hato. gocarI vahoratA muninI nirvikAratAthI ja ilAcI kevaLI banyA hatA. pU. devendrasUrijI ma.sA.no svAdhyAya prema jabbara ! kAcalI laIne mAtra karavA jAya tyAre paNa svAdhyAya cAlu ja ! chellI jIMdagI sudhI 3-4 hajArano pratidina svAdhyAya karatA. 100-100 gAthAnA stavana - sajhAya temane kaMThastha hatA. pratikramaNAdi vihita kriyA che. manane sthira karavAnA emAM upAyo che. emAM rasa keLavI juo. khUba ja AnaMda Avaze. - eka logassa bolatAM keTalo AnaMda thAya ? mArA bhagavAna kevA ? AkhAya lokamAM ajavALuM phelAvanAra ! dharmatIrtha karanAra ! gaNadharoe je sUtronI racanA karI e kevA pavitra ane rahasyapUrNa haze ! ATaluM ja vicAro toya kAma thaI jAya. tame pratikramaNamAM veTha vALo cho. tamArI kriyAne joIne lokone paNa thayuM ? zuM paDyuM che pratikramaNamAM? caDAvo abharAI para. ApaNI AnaMdabharI kriyAo joIne bIjAne svayaMbhU preraNA maLavI joIe. 16 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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ziSya-gaLa veTha sAthe pUjyazrI, surendranagara, vi. 26-3-2000 dvitIya jeTha vada 12 10-07-1999, zukravAra paramAtmA pratye bhakti bahumAna vadhe tema tema ApaNAmAM guNo pragaTa thatA jAya. koI sAmAnya mANasanI sevAthI paNa guNo vadhe to prabhunI sevAthI zuM na thAya ? guNo bahArathI nathI AvatA, aMdara ja paDelA che. mAtra ApaNe te anAvRtta karavAnA che. bAhya jhAkajhamALa mATe ja jo ApaNane guNo joItA hoya to ApaNI vacce ane abhavya vacce kazo pharaka nathI. guNonA ArvibhAvanI nizAnI AnaMdano anubhava che. saMkaleza durguNonI nizAnI che. bAhya padArtha-saMpattinI prAptimAM thato 'AnaMda', AnaMda nathI, paNa moharAjAnI lobhAmaNI jALa che, rasaRddhi ke sAtAgAvanI e jALa che. emAM Asakta thaIne keTalAya mahAtmAo avagati pAmyA che. zAsana-sevAnA badale jo ApaNe sva-bhaktimAM ene pheravI daIe to moharAjAnI cAlamAM phasAI gayA chIe, ema jANavuM. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * 17

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ja du:khabhAvita jJAna paripakava karavA mATe pariSaho sahana karavA jarUrI che. ajJAnI hAyavoyathI bhogave che. jJAnI AnaMdapUrvaka bhogave che. bhagavAna paNa je pariSaha sahe temAM jarUra kAMI rahasya hovuM joIe. ja ghaNA kahe che : "huM mALA nahi gaNuM. kAraNa mana sthira nathI rahetuM.' paNa mana sthira kyAre raheze ? mALA gaNazo to kyAreka ekAda navakAramAM mana sthira thaze. pachI dhIre dhIre AgaLa vadhAze. jo sIdhuM ja mana ekAgra banI jatuM hoya to pU. upA. yazovijayajI ma.sA. mananA pAMca prakAra batAvata nahi. "ekAgra" mana e to manano cotho prakAra che. ja ekAsaNAnI Teva kadI choDatA nahi. ame varSo sudhI ekAsaNA karelA che. aTTAInA pAraNe paNa ekAsaNA, besaNA to bahu ja samajAvaTa pachI AvelA. eka dIkSArthIe pU. kanakasUrijI ma.sA.ne kaheluM : biAsaNAnI chUTa Apo to ApanI pAse dIkSA levI che. "mAre koI ziSyano moha nathI. pU. jItavijayajI ma.sA.nI maryAdA pramANe ahIM to ekAsaNA ja karavAnA che." pachI temaNe bIjA samudAyamAM dIkSA lIdhI. ekAsaNAnI paddhatithI ghaNA doSothI ApaNe bacI jaIe. svAdhyAya vagere mATe khUba ja samaya maLI zake. bhojana vagara tanane tRpti na thAya. tema svAdhyAya vinA manane tRpti na thAya. che. koIpaNa kriyA vakhate AnaMda Ave to samajI levuM mana sthira thaI gayuM che. te vakhate prabhu maLI gayA che, ema mAnajo. kAraNa ke prabhu milana vinA AnaMda kyAMyathI Avato nathI. - mananI sthiratAnI ghaDIo ghaNI ochI hoya. chApA vagere manane vikSipta karanArA paribaLo che. vi.saM. 2022mAM bhujamAM koI bhAIe mane kaheluM : 'tame chApA to vAMcatA nathI. e vinA vyAkhyAnamAM tame zuM kahezo ? vyAkhyAnakAroe to khAsa chApA vAMcavA joIe." 8 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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mane e magajamAM besI gayuM. meM chApA vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM, paNa mAruM mana anekAneka vicArothI gherAIne vikSipta banavA mAMDyuM. chApA eTale AkhI duniyAno kacaro ! mane lAgyuM H AmAM mAruM kAma nahi. meM chApA vAMcavAnuM baMdha karyuM. lokone game evuM nathI bolavAnuM. bhagavAnanI vAta kahevAnI che. jIvanamAM bhAvita banAvIne kahevAnI che. enI asara koI judI ja paDe. pU. premasUrijI ma.sA. vyAkhyAnakArone kahetA : alyA, AmAM AgamanI vAto to kAMI na AvI. - amadAvAdamAM huM be vAra vyAkhyAna ApavA mAMDyo. koIe kahyuM : baMdha karo. ekavAra vyAkhyAna basa che. loko kaMI pAmI javAnA nathI. bolavAthI urjA ghaNI vaparAya che. mInathI urjA bace che. e vAta moTI uMmare samajAya che. jAmanagaramAM prathama vakhata adhyAtmasAra + kumArapALa vyAkhyAnamAM vAMcyuM. bIjA cAturmAsamAM vairAgyakalpalatA. * pU. jaMbUvijayajI ma.sA. jevA vidvAna paNa Aje roja 20 mALA gaNIne ja pANI vApare che. bhagavAnanI bhakti paNa keTalI joradAra ? mATe ja emanuM kaheluM asarakAraka bane che. 0 gautamasvAmI ma2NAsatra zrAvakane mAM galika saMbhaLAvavA gayelA. pachI bhagavAne kahyuM : "e marIne patnInA kapALamAM kIDo banyo che. kAraNa ke mRtyu vakhate enuM dhyAna tyAM ja hatuM. jyAM ApaNuM mana raheze tyAM javuM paDaze. keTaluM sAruM jo maraNa vakhate paNa ApaNuM mana prabhumAM rahe ! - sAmAnya jAtithI prabhu sAthe ApaNe eka chIe. vizeSathI alaga chIe. >> mana mATenA traNa AlaMbana : (1) abhirUpa (manorama) jinapratimAH tamAruM mana pratimAmAM sthira hovuM joIe. to caityavaMdana paNa viziSTa yoga banI jAya. * gaM * * * * * * * * 19

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surata houM tyAre sUrajamaMDana pArzvanAthanA darzane avazya jAuM ! emanI nayanaramya e pratimA ! Aje paNa yAda Ave. bIjuM AlaMbana : varNanuM. viziSTa pada vAkyanI racanAvALA stavanAdi. AmAM navakAra sauthI uttama che. - trIjuM AlaMbana : uttama puruSa : viharamAna sImaMdharasvAmI Adi tathA upakArI AcArya bhagavaMto Adi. pU. vinayavijayajI ma.sA. tathA pU. yazovijayajI ma.sA.e potAnA gurune AgaLa rAkhelA. * uttama puruSanI nizrAmAM ApaNuM mana vyagratA vagaranuM, mana bhAra vagaranuM banI jAya, eno anubhava haze. 0 tamane ahIM kAMI pharaka lAge che ? alaga cAturmAsa hoya ne tamArA mAthe javAbadArI hoya. ahIM koI javAbadArI kharI ? koIpaNa Ave moTA mahArAjano rasto batAvI devAno... AlaMbana prazasta hoya to prAyaH bhAva uttama thAya ja. prAyaH eTalA mATe ke abhavya jIva vagerene bhAva uttama na paNa thAya. uttama saMge re uttamatA vadhe... prabhunA guNo prabhune rAjI karavA mATe nathI. teo to badhA para rAjI ja che. paNa ApaNe prabhunA guNo gAIe to ApaNAmAM e guNo jarUra Ave. ApaNA mATe lAbhakArI bane. "jina uttama guNa gAvatAM, guNa Ave nija aMga..." adhyAtmayogI - jinazAsana prabhAvaka AcAryavarya zrI kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.nA Akasmika kAladharmanA samAcAra jANyA / devavaMdanAdi karela che / tamo sau dhairya rAkhazo, bhAvi prabala che / sadgatano AtmA parama zAMtine pAme e ja kAmanA / - eja... jinottamasUrinI vaMdanA 27-ra-ra00ra rALI sTezana. 8 20 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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pravacana pharamAte hue pUjyazrI, surendranagara, di. 26-3-20 dvitIya jeTha vada 13 11-07-1999, zanivAra pU. upA. yazovijayajI "laghu haribhadra' kahevAyA che. vartamAnakALanA tamAma graMthonuM avalokana karyuM, eTaluM ja nahi, enA rahasya sudhI paNa teo pahoMcyA hatA. graMtha dvArA Aje 350 varSa pachI paNa ApaNe te mahApuruSone maLI zakIe chIe. sAkSAta mahApuruSa paNa maLI jAya toya teo ApaNane kahe ke na kahe, e prazna che. paNa graMtho... avazya kahe, "jo ApaNI pAse "kAna" hoya to... "jinahI pAyA tinahI chipAyA." Ama mahApuruSo kAMI kahe nahi, paNa graMthamAM anAyAsapaNe ja kahevAI jAya che. - koIpaNa mA siddhAcala jaIe, paNa dAdAnA darabAre badhA ja eka ! koIpaNa yoga (bhakti, jJAna, karma ke bIjA koI)thI sAdhanA karo, AtmAnubhavanA darabAramAM badhA ja eka ! 'vibhinnA api panthAnaH samudraM saritAmiva / madhyasthAnAM paraM brahma, prApnuvantyekamakSayam // ' - jJAnasAra, madhyasthatASTaka. kahe 1 * * * * * * * * * - * 21

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anyadarzanI paNa je kevaLajJAna pAmI jAya che, te A kAraNe ! anyadarzanIomAM samyakatvIo ja hoya evuM nathI, viratidharo paNa hoya, aMbaDa parivrAjakanA 700 ziSyo dezaviratidharo hatA. vaikriya labdhi evI emanI pAse hatI ke 700 ghare eka jaNa ekI sAthe bhikSA mATe jaI zakato. - sAdhujIvanamAM eka paNa anuSThAna evuM nathI, jemAM koI azubha vicAra AvI zake. ApaNI khAmInA kAraNe azubha vicAro AvI jAya te judI vAta che. zubha anuSThAnomAM paNa jo ApaNuM lakSa zuddha ane zubha na hoya to Atmazuddhi na thaI zake, mokSa na maLI zake. hA, svargAdinA sukho maLI zake. uvasagaharaMmAM zrI bhadrabAhasvAmI kahe che : ciMtAmaNi karatAM paNa samyakta caDiyAtuM che. jenAthI jIvo paramapadanA sthAna sudhI sahelAIthI pahoMcI zake che jeo (sthAnakavAsIo) niryukti, cUrNi, bhASya vagere nathI mAnatA, teo bhUlA paDyA che. teoe mUrtino ja nahi, Agamono paNa niSedha karyo kahevAya. A moTI AzAtanA kahevAya. . ekalA sUtrathI cAlI ja na zake. sUtrano Azaya TIkA vinA samajI na zakAya. kayuM sUtra kayA nayanI apekSAe ? konA mATe ? jinakalpI mATe ke sthavirakalpI mATe che ? te TIkA dvArA ja jANI zakAya. hamaNA ja samAcAra AvyA che ke amadAvAdamAM beDAvALA javAnamalajInA 18 varSanA chokarAe potAnA para baMdUkanI goLI choDI ApaghAtano prayatna karyo che. atyAre jIvana-maraNa vacce jhUlI rahyo che. saMyamamAM virAdhanA karavI eTale jAte ja ApaghAta karavo. pelA chokarAe to eka ja vAra ApaghAta kayo. ApaNe roja-roja ApaghAta (bhAvaprANonI hatyA) nathI karatA ? che. zArIrika zakti hatI tyAM sudhI sAta divasamAM ekavAra upavAsa thaI ja jato. bhagavAne batAvelA A 22 * * * * * * * * * * - kahe

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upavAsa che. atyaMtara tapane kAryakara (zaktizALI) banAvanAra upavAsa che. upavAsanA divase mana keTaluM nirmaLa hoya che ? AyaMbilamAM keTaluM nirmaLa hoya che mana ? ujjainamAM caudasa vagerenA divase cauvihAra upavAsa karI avaMtI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA darabAramAM pahoMcI jato. Akho divasa tyAM ja bhakti, dhyAna AdimAM vItato. tapa dvArA kSayopazama pragaTe che, mATe to yogodvahanamAM tapanuM vidhAna che. bAhya tapanI zarata eTalI ja ke te atyaMtara tapanA lakSapUrvakanuM hoya ! - sAdhvIjIone mAtra be ja Agama (uttarAdhyayana - AcArAMga)nA joga karavAnA che. A be AgamomAM paNa 45 Agamono sAra che. pAMcamA ArAnA aMte to dazavaikAlikanA cAra adhyayana ja rahevAnA che. temAM paNa sarva Agamono sAra che. >> 'asaMkhaya...' uttarAdhyayananA 4thA adhyayananI anujJA AyaMbilathI ja thaI zake. 13 gAthA kare to ja anujJA thaI zake. evA akSaro maLyA che. nIvInI garabaDa nahi karatA. ApaNe ghaNuM bhUlI jaIe chIe. . yazovijayajI ma.sA. svAnubhava batAvatAM kahe che : koIpaNa eka padArthanuM AlaMbana laI lo. temAM saMpUrNa ekAkAra banI jAva. bIjuM kAMI ja vicAro nahi. citta potAnI meLe adazya thaI jaze. lAkaDA baMdha thaI jatAM Aga svayaM baMdha thaI jAya tema ! paNa A sthiti anubhavanA paripAka pachI Ave che. tAtkAlika nathI AvatI. zAMta hRdayavALAnA zoka, mada, madana, matsara, kadAgraha, viSAda vera vagere tamAma Avezo naSTa thaI jAya che. A ja jIvanamAM AvuM banI zake che. AmAM bIjI koI sAbitInI jarUra nathI. amArA potAno ja anubhava AmAM sAkSI che, ema kahetA pU. yazovijayajI ma.sA.e potAnI anubhUti khullI mUkI dIdhI che. kahe * * * * * * * * * = 23

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* pUjyazrI ke darzanArtha Atura logoM kI bhIr3a, 1. SK surendranagara, hi. ra1--2000 dvitIya jeTha vada 14 1 2-07-1999, ravivAra zAnte manasi jyotiH prakAzate, zAntamAtmanaH sahajam / bhasmIbhavatyavidyA, mohadhvAntaM vilayameti // mana zAnta thAya che tyAre AtmAno sahaja zAnta prakAza pragaTe che, avidyA bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che, mohanuM aMdhAruM TaLI jAya che. - pU. upA. yazovijayajI e mahApuruSo jeTalI ApaNI zakti nathI ke AvA navA graMthonuM sarjana karIe. kama se kama ApaNe e vAtone jIvanamAM utaravA to prayatna karIe. jIvanabharanI sAdhanAnuM phaLa "AtmAnubhavAdhikAramAM emaNe batAvyuM che. ApaNe e ja phaLa thoDIvAramAM meLavavA cAhIe chIe. emaNe paNa pUrvanA koI janmomAM sAdhanA karI haze tyAre A janmamAM kaMIka jhalaka jovA maLI haze ? 1 25, 150, 3pa0 gAthAnA stavano, amRtavela sajhAya, 18 pApa sthAnaka, 8 dRSTinI sajajhAya vagere gujarAtImAM paNa temaNe aNamola khajAno Apyo che. dareka 24 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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sAdhu-sAdhvIjIe A badhuM kaMThastha karavA jevuM che. - mana ApaNuM sevaka che, chatAM sevaka para ApaNuM koI niyaMtraNa nathI. e sthira che ke nahi ? vaphAdAra che ke nahi ? kadI tapAsyuM ? ghoDo jo ghoDesavAranA tAbAmAM na hoya to ? ghoDesavAranI hAlata zuM thAya ? mana ghoDo che. ApaNe ghoDesavAra chIe. sAdhanA hovAthI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI manane AsAnIthI sAdhI zake. ekavAra paNa jApa, svAdhyAya ke bhaktimAM mana joDAI jAya to enA AnaMdano AsvAda meLavavAnuM vAraMvAra mana thaze. rasapUrvaka mana jApa AdimAM joDAze to svayameva, sthira banI jaze. atyAre saMpUrNa vikalpone rokavAno prayatna na karo, mAtra zubha vicAromAM ramamANa raho. zubha vicArothI azubha vicAro haTAvo. pachI zuddhabhAvathI zubhabhAvo paNa haTI jaze, paraMtu atyAranuM kAma azubha vicArone haTAvavAnuM che. vANI-kAyAthI kareluM kArya dravya gaNAya. manathI kareluM bhAva gaNAya. dareka kArya mATe A samajI levuM. jayaNA keTalI mahattvapUrNa che ? mahAnizIthamAM praznottara : "bhagavan! kuzala aNagArano ATalo saMsAra zI rIte vadhI gayo ?' "gautama ! e jayaNAne jANato nahoto. jayaNA bahu vizALa che. e nahi jANavAthI - nahi jIvavAthI eno saMsAra vadhI gayo.' - bhagavAna taraphathI kRpA ane ApaNA taraphathI AjJA pAlana, A baMnenuM milana thaI jAya to beDo pAra ! paNa ApaNe kahIe chIe : bhagavad ! ApanI kRpA pahelA joIe. bhagavAna kahe che : pahelA tArAmAM namratA joIe, AjJApAlana joIe. khabara nathI A "anavasthA" kyAre TaLaze ? bhagavAna to kRtakRtya che. ApaNe kaMI karIe ke nA karIe, emanuM kAMI banatuM ke bagaDatuM nathI, paNa ApaNA mATe niSkriya rahevuM moTo khataro che. ApaNe saMsAramAM TIcAI rahelA chIe. eTale ja 'anavasthAnA A duzcakrane ApaNe ja toDavuM paDaze. ApaNA taraphathI pahela thavI joIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * Pu s K S AAR, GrgyPIR

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ApaNe namra banIzuM, ApaNe jo sanmukha banIzuM, AjJApAlananI saMpUrNa taiyArI batAvIzuM tyAre prabhunI anarAdhAra kRpA ApaNA para varasI paDaze. tyAre ApaNane samajAze ke bhagavAna to anarAdhAra kRpA varasAvI ja rahyA hatA, paNa huM ja ahaMkAranI chatrI oDhIne pharato hato. mAruM ja pAtra avaLuM hatuM athavA kANAvALuM hatuM. je koI paramAtmA che te kyAreka aMtarAtmA hatA. aMtarAtmA che te kyAreka bahirAtmA hatA. ApaNe jo aMtarAtmA chIe to bahirAtmA ApaNo bhUtakALa che. "paramAtmA" ApaNuM bhaviSya che. bahirAtma-dazAmAM prabhu dUra che; bhale pachI sAme ja samavasaraNamAM kema beThA na hoya ! A dUrI kSetranI nathI, bhAvanI che. bhagavAna bhale kSetrathI dUra hoya, paNa dhyAnathI ahIM ja hAjara che, jo mana-maMdiramAM ApaNe prabhune padharAvIe. koIne navuM dhyAna zIkhavuM paDatuM nathI. dhyAna zIkheluM che. alabatta, azubha dhyAna, Arta-raudra dhyAna ! have ene zubhamAM badalavAnI jarUra che. "dharmadhyAna - zukladhyAna na dhyAyA." atyAre zukladhyAnano aMza paNa na AvI zakato hoya to Ama lakhyuM na hota ! zarIra huM chuM' - bahirAtmA, AtmA huM chuM' - aMtarAtmA, parama caitanya huM chuM (karmo jatA rahyA che.) - paramAtmA. viSaya-kaSAyono Aveza, tattvanI azraddhA, guNa dveSa, (potAnAmAM to guNa na hoya, guNI jano para dveSa hoya). AtmAnuM ajJAna - A badhA bahirAtmAnA lakSaNo che. tattvazraddhA, AtmajJAna, mahAvratonuMdhAraNa, niraticArapAlana, apramAda, AtmajAgRti, mohano jaya (paramAtmAne kSaya hoya). mohano udaya : bahirAtmA : 1 thI 3 guNasthAnaka. mohano jaya : aMtarAtmA : 4 thI 12 guNasthAnaka. mohano kSaya: paramAtmA : 13 - 14 guNasthAnaka + mukti. 26 = * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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in - I ziSya-gaNa ke sAtha pUjyA 2 ts - dvitIya jeTha vada 0)) 13-07-1999, somavAra "mane je maLyuM che, te mArA pachInI peDhIne paNa maLe, saraLa bhASAmAM maLe !' evI karuNAbhAvanAthI pU. yazovijayajI ma.sA. Adi mahApuruSoe graMthonuM sarjana karyuM che. rastAmAM AvatA mAIlasTono ke boDa jema pAchaLa AvanArA mATe mahattvanA banI rahe che, tema graMtho paNa sAdhako mATe sAdhanA-mArgamAM mahattvanA che, khUba ja mahattvanA che. - mitrAdi 4 dRSTimAM kramazaH bahirAtmabhAva ocho thato jAya che. saMpUrNa bahirAtmabhAvano nAza to pAMcamI dRSTi (4thuM guNa)mAM ja thAya. 4the mithyAtva jAya, page avirati jAya, chadde saMpUrNapaNe avirati jAya, 7me pramAda jAya, 12me kaSAya + moha jAya. (aMtarAtma dazA) 13me ajJAna jAya, 14me yoga jAya. (paramAtma dazA) . sAdhanAno prAraMbha 4thA guNasthAnakathI thAya. 0 jeTalA aMze paraspRhA, teTalA aMze du:kha ! dhana, mAna, pada, pratiSThA vagerenI spRhA vadhu ne vadhu du:khI kahe = = = = = = = mAM # ga 20

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banAvanArI che, e noMdhI levuM joIe. A badhAthI niHspRhatA vadhatI jAya tema tema AnaMda vadhato jAya. A ja jIvanamAM Ano anubhava karI zakAya. niHspRhatA eTale samatA. samatAmAM sukha, spRhA eTale mamatA. mamatAmAM du:kha. * zaktirUpe (bIjarUpe) ApaNe paramAtmA chIe, paNa vyaktirUpe atyAre aMtarAtmA thaIe toya ghaNuM ! atyAre ApaNe jo bahirAtmA chIe to zaktithI aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmA chIe. jo ApaNe aMtarAtmA chIe to zaktithI paramAtmA chIe. - vANIno prayoga kyAM sudhI ? kAyAnI - mananI pravRtti kyAM sudhI ? kevaLIo paNa traNeya yogano nirodha 14me guNaThANe kare. eno artha e thayo : traNeya yogonI samyapha pravRtti kevaLIne paNa hoya. "paramAtmA to - parabrahmasvarUpI che ja, paNa ame to emanA vacanathI paNa parabrahmanI jhalaka anubhavIe chIe.' ema pU. yazovijayajI ma.sA. khumArIpUrvaka kahe che. A abhimAna nathI, anubhavanI jhalakathI utpanna thatI khumArI che. - jJAnasAramAM brahmAdhyayana niSThAvAnuM Ave che. brahmAdhyayana kayuM samajavuM ? parabrahma - adhyayana eTale AcArAMganuM prathama zrutaskaMdha ! "prabhu-pada vaLagyA te rahyA tAjA, aLagA aMga na sAjA re pada eTale caraNa. caraNano paga sivAya bIjo artha cAritra paNa che. cAritra eTale AjJApAlana, AjJApAlana jemaNe karyuM teo - tarI gayA. AjJA-khaMDana karyuM teo DUbI gayA. pU. upA. ma. potAnI sthiti nikhAlasapaNe spaSTa karatAM kahe che : avalambyecchAyogaM pUrNAcArA'sahiSNavazca vayam / bhaktyA paramamunInAM, tadIya - padavImanusarAmaH // IcchAyoganuM AlaMbana laIne ame cAritra pALIe 28 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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chIe. pUrNa zAstramAM lakhyuM che tevuM) AcAra pALavA ame samartha nathI. parama munionI bhaktithI ame temanA mArgane anusaravAno prayatna karIe chIe. "zruta - anusAra navi cAlI zakIe, suguru tathAvidha navi maLe re; kriyA karI navi sAdhI zakIe, e vikhavAda citta saghaLe re...' Ama svayaM pUrvamahApuruSo bolatA hoya tyAre "huM ja zAstrAnusArI, bIjA mithyAtvI", ema to koI mUDha ja bolI zake. ja prazna : bhAva namaskAra maLI gayA pachI gaNadharo namutthaNa vagere dvArA zA mATe namaskAra kare ? uttara : haju uMcI kakSAno namaskAra (sAmarthya yogano) bAkI che mATe haju dhyeya sudhI pahoMcI zakAyuM nathI mATe. 1 - aSkAya, teukAya ane 4thA vratanI virAdhanA anaMtasaMsAra banAve che, ema mahAnizIthamAM bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM che "gastha ga<< tatva vaUi (anaMtakAya)' AthI pANImAM mahAdoSa che. agni sarvatobhakSI che. abrahma mahAmoharUpa che. virAdhanAthI baMdhAtA karmothI nahi cetIe to ApaNuM zuM thaze ? amuka kamAM jJAna, dhyAna ke tapathI nahi, paNa bhogavavAthI ja jAya evA hoya che. karmo baMdhAtAM kAMI vAra nathI lAgatI, mAtra attamuhUrtamAM ja baMdhAI zake. 0 paraMparAno bhaMga karavo khUba ja moTo doSa che. caudazanA navakArathI karanArA, roja AdhAkarmInuM sevana karanArA joga kema karI zake che ? have emanI tabiyata zI rIte sudharI gaI ? tithinuM paNa bahumAna gayuM ? praNAlikAno bhaMga karavo moTo doSa che. AvanArI peDhI badhI e mArge cAle tenuM pApa pahela karanArane lAge. - - "bIjA koI mane kahI de : tuM haLukarmI che, nikaTa muktigAmI che, emAM mane vizvAsa nathI. prabhu jo mane kahI de : tuM bhavya che to huM rAjIreDa thaI jAuM" - ema pU. devacandrajI mahArAja javA paNa kahe to ApaNI prArthanA kevI hovI joIe ? kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * *

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paTTadhara ke sAtha vArtAlApa meM pUjyazrI, surendranagara, vi. ra6-rU-2000 - aSADha suda ra 14-07-1999, budhavAra koIpaNa zubha kriyA anubaMdhavALI na bane to mokSaprada na banI zake. apunabaMdhaka bhAva AvyA pachI sAnubaMdha kSayopazamanI vRddhi thAya che. anubaMdha vagaranA atyAranA saMyamAdi guNo bhavAMtaramAM sAthe nahi Ave. amRta AsvAda karI, viSa-kSaya-karI A sAnubaMdha kSayopazamanI vRddhi hoya che. e bhoga-rasamAM levAya nahi; bhogo bhogave chatAMya. "cAkhyo re jeNe amI-lavaleza, bIjA re rasa tene mana navi gamejI.' "vanapakSan mamami' A amAro darzanapakSa" che. ahIM "jJAnapakSa na lakhyuM. AvA zAstrono abhyAsa samyagdarzanane nirmaLa banAve che. atyAranI ApaNI zraddhA mAMgI lAvela ghareNA jevI che, udhAra che. ApaNI samajathI AvelI zraddhA nathI, svayaMbhU nathI. guru-zAstronI vAta mAnavI joIe." evI samajamAMthI pragaTa thayelI che. darzanazAstronA abhyAsathI ApaNI potAnI samaja bane che. 30. * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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. vidhikathanaM vidhirAgo vidhirmAgasthApanaM vidhIcchUnAm / avidhiniSedhazceti, pravacanabhakti, prasiddhA naH // vidhine kahevI, vidhi para rAga rAkhavo, vidhivAMchuone vidhi mArgamAM joDavA, avidhino niSedha karavo. A ja amArI pravacana bhakti che, ema kahetA pU. yazovijayajI ma.sA.mAM ApaNane utkaTa zraddhAnA darzana thAya che. emaNe te yuganA DhaMDhaka, banArasIdAsa vagerenA kumatonA khaMDana mATe graMtho banAvI avidhino niSedha paNa karyo che. - vidhino rAga eTale Agama, bhagavAna ane guruno rAga samajavo. pUrNapadanI abhilASA sAcI tyAre manAya, jyAre ApaNe ApaNA tapa, jJAna, darzanAdine yathAzakya pUrNakakSAe pahoMcADavA prayatna karIe. zuddhinA mArA pakSapAtathI na cAle, yathAzakya jIvanamAM utAravuM joIe. che jeo bAhya kriyAnA ADaMbarathI, melA kapaDA ke zuddha gocarI ke ugra vihArathI abhimAna dhAraNa kare che - teo jJAnI paNa nathI ne cAritrAthI paNa bhraSTa che, ema mAnavuM. jemAM jJAna pariNAma na pAmyuM hoya teo ja bAhyakriyAnA ADaMbarano abhimAna rAkhe. abhimAnI niMdaka hovAnA. eka mahAtmA vahoryA vagara gayA. bIjA ane trIjA mahAtmA vahorIne gayA. trIjAne vahorAvyA pachI pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM : nahi vahoranArA DhoMgI che. ame jevA chIe tevA chIe. AmAM nahi vahoranArA satya saMyamI hatA. bIjA vahoranArA saMvignapAkSika hatA. trIjA daMbhI, DhoMgI ane niMdaka hatA. bahirmuddhi loko bAhyakriyAnA rasika hoya che. teo aMta:karaNa tapAsanArA nathI hotA. bAlabuddhi jIvo mAtra veSa jue. madhyamabuddhi mAtra AcAra jue paNa paMDita to Agamatattvane sarvaprayatnathI jue, parakhe. - ema SoDazakamAM pU. haribhadrasUrijI ma.sA.e kahyuM che. gado . * * * * * * * e ja no 31

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bAlabuddhine abhigrahAdinI, madhyamane AcAranI, gurusevAnI vAta karavI jyAre paMDitane tattvanI vAta karavI. bALa jIvonI zraddhA vadhAravA tenI samakSa AcAronuM saMpUrNa pAlana karavuM. bhale tame dhyAnayogamAM game teTalA AgaLa vadhI gayA ho, paNa bAhyAcAra nahi choDavo joIe. 3nRtye nosaMgrAm lokasaMjJAno saMpUrNa tyAga karI yogIe zraddhA ane vivekapUrvaka jIvavuM. 1 pU. upA. yazovijayajImAMthI koI, ATalI bhUla paNa kADhI zake nahi. ema pU. sAgarajI ma. paNa kahetA. emano darzanapakSa keTalo majabUta haze ? te AthI jaNAya che. pU. upAdhyAyajI ma.nI 29 zikhAmaNa. (2) nitto na RSi , (2) pApaBdhvapi mavasthitinyA che - bIjA koInI niMdA nahi karatA. bahu ja mana thAya to potAnI jAtanI ja niMdA karajo. niMdAthI nukazAna zuM ? ema pUcho cho ? huM kahuM chuM ke phAyado zuM ? karanArane, sAMbhaLanArane ke jenI niMdA thaI rahI che tene phAyado ? niMdAthI e sudharaze to nahi, paNa ulyuM, tamArA para dveSa rAkhaze. paNa pApInI to niMdA karavAnI chUTane ? avinIta, uddhata, pApI para paNa bhavasthitino vicAra karavo, niMdA nahi. pApIone ApaNe to zuM ? sAkSAta tIrthakaro paNa sudhArI zakatA nathI. tenA para dveSa karavo ke tenI niMdA karavI e koIpaNa hisAbe vAjabI TheravI zakAya nahi. 32 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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AzIrvAda grahaNa karate hai, sundanagara, di.2 aSADha suda 3 15-07-1999, guruvAra graMtho dizA - darzaka che. mArgadarzaka pATIyAnI Ama koI kiMmata na lAge. ApaNe kyAMya javuM na hoya, koI mArganI tapAsa na karavI hoya to pATIyuM ApaNane sAva ja nakAmuM lAge. paNa jyAre amuka sthaLe ApaNe javA mAMgatA hoIe. kyAMya rasto dekhAto na hoya. are, koI mANasa paNa na dekhAtuM hoya tyAre mArgadarzaka pATIyuM acAnaka najare caDe to enI kiMmata samajAya. ahIM beThA-beThA e pATIyAnI koI kiMmata nahi samajAya. e to jeo rasto bhUlelA hoya, anubhava thayelo hoya tene ja pATIyAnI kiMmata samajAya. zAstra paNa AvuM pATIyuM che. mArganA zodhakane ja enI kiMmata samajAya. ApaNe saue mokSanagaramAM javAnuM che. sAdhake roja nirIkSaNa karavAnuM che : huM keTalo AgaLa vadhyo ? mArgAnusArInI bhUmikAmAM AvIe tyAre prayANa zarU thAya. ayogI guNaThANe prayANa pUruM thAya. vaccenA guNaThANe rahelA badhA rastAmAM che. kahe * * * * * * * * * * 33

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sauthI prathama daMbhatyAga batAvelo che. jevA hoIe tevA nahi dekhAvuM. na hoIe tevA dekhAvA prayatna karavo te daMbha khoTI prazaMsA vakhate mauna rahIe to paNa daMbha che. saraLatA vinA mukti to zuM, samakita paNa na maLe. daMbha avizvAsanuM kAraNa bane che; duniyAmAM paNa. AtmAnubhavAdhikAramAM sAdhakane chelle 29 zikhAmaNo ApavAmAM AvelI che. ekeka zikhAmaNa jIvanamAM utAravA jevI che. (1) koInI paNa niMdA nahi karavI. (2) pApI para paNa bhavasthiti vicAravI. sAdhanAne niMdA kalaMkita karI nAkhatI hoya che. pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.sA., pU. kanaka - devendrasUrijI ma.sA. pAse varSo sudhI rahyA chIe, paNa kadI koInI niMdA sAMbhaLI nathI. nidA karavI eTale potAnI puNyanI mUDI hAthe karIne veDaphavI. yudhiSThiranA mukhamAM kadI niMdA nahotI. kAraNa ke tenI najaramAM koI doSI nahoto. niMdA haTAvavA guNAnurAga joIe. guNAnurAga hoya tyAM niMdA pharakI zakatI nathI. | muMbaImAM hajAro dukAno che. koI dukAne tame gayA cho ne amuka vastu tamane nathI maLatI to tame te te dukAnanI niMdA karavA nathI lAgatA. bIjI dukAne pahoMco cho. tema koI saMbhavita guNa ApaNane kyAMka jovA na maLe to tenI niMdA karavAnI jarUra nathI. sAmI vyakti kAMI tamArI apekSA pUrI karavA baMdhAyelI nathI. jenA durguNo ane doSonI ApaNe niMdA karIe te ja doSo ane durguNo ApaNAmAM Avaze. cora ane DAkuone tame kadI gharamAM bolAvo cho ? doSa cora ane DAkuo che. mArAmAM che teTalA doSo paNa huM saMbhALI zakato nathI, to bIjAne zA mATe bolAvuM ? 34 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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koI doSo kahetuM hoya to sAMbhaLavuM paNa nahi. sAMbhaLavuM ja paDe tema hoya to te sthAna choDIne ravAnA thaI javuM. | doSo durgatimAM laI jAya. durgatimAM javAnI taiyArI che ? caMDakauzikane durgatimAM paNa mahAvIra prabhu maLI gayA, ApaNane koI mahAvIra deva maLaze, evI khAtarI che ? keTalI utkRSTa ArAdhanAnuM puNya haze ke sAkSAta tIrthakarano bheTo thayo ? kadI vicAryuM ? ekaja jIvano uddhAra karavA bhagavAne keTaluM moTuM jokhama uThAvyuM ? ghaNIvAra zabdo paNa chetarAmaNA hoya che. udyoga jevA zabdonuM apamAna "masyodyoga' vageremAM jovA maLe che. davA" jevA zabdonuM apamAna "tUTe mArene vA'mAM jovA maLe che. davA jIvADe ke mAre ? mAre tene paNa davA kahevAya to jhera kone kahIzuM ? ( )pUjya apariDa: | guNa garimAthI maMDita pUjaya puruSonuM Adara bahumAna karavuM. guNathI ja mahAna thaI zakAya che, padathI ke ziSyaparivAra ke bhaktavargathI nahi. pUjayanI pUjA karavAthI pUjakamAM pUjayatA Ave che. guNano niyama che : bahumAna karyA vinA kadI na Ave. bhavasthitinA paripAka mATe traNa upAyomAM "zaraNAgati' sau prathama upAya che. cAranuM zaraNa zA mATe ? teo guNothI maMDita che. emanuM zaraNuM levAthI emanA guNo ApaNAmAM Ave che. | guNo ApaNAmAM paDelA ja che. meM ene DhAMkelA che. karmanuM kAma guNane DhAMkavAnuM che. guNa-bahumAnanuM kAma guNone pragaTa karavAnuM che. je je guNonuM bahumAna thatuM jAya, te te guNa avazya ApaNAmAM Ave. kayo guNa tamane joIe che ? jIvanamAM zuM khUTe che ? te juo. je guNa khUTe che tenI hRdayapUrvaka anumodanA karo, tamArAmAM e guNa avazya Avaze. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 35

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guNInI pUjA karavI. kaI rIte pUjA karIzuM ? mana, vacana ane kAyAthI. manathI bahumAna, vacanathI prazaMsA ane kAyAthI sevA karIne. AnuM nAma ja pUjA che. guNInI pUjA kyAre thaze ? guNo para Adara thaze tyAre. (4) thAryo ro niveDapi | thoDo paNa guNa kyAMya dekhAya, Adara-bhAva thavo joIe. bIjAnA guNa para rAga dharavAthI ApaNane zo phAyado ? enA puNyadharmanI anumodanA thaze. puNya vinA guNa AvatA nathI. puNyadharmanI anumodanAthI ApaNAmAM paNa te guNa Avaze. have, AnAthI ulTe karo : thoDo paNa potAno doSa hoya tenA para dhikkAra bhAva pedA karI hAMkI kADho, paNa ApaNe uchuM karIe chIe. bIjAnA pahADa jeTalA guNo paNa joI zakatA nathI ne potAnA kaNa jeTalA guNane paNa maNa jeTalo mAnIe chIe. (ka) prAiM vanivipi hitam !' hitakArI vAta bALaka pAsethI paNa svIkArI levI joIe. pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajInI pAse A bahuvAra jovA maLyuM. nAnakaDo paNa bALaka navakAra gaNe to e joIne rAjI thatA. ( 6 )'maniAve: TurnanI na MP ' durjananA bakavAsathI gusse nahi thavuM. ghaNIvAra zAstrakAro sajjanathI pahelA durjanonI stuti kare che. kAraNa kahe che : durjano nahi hoya to mAruM zAstra zuddha koNa karaze ? durjano na hota to sajjananI kadara zI rIte thAta ? sajjanone ADakatarI rIte prasiddha karanArA durjano ja che. rAmane prasiddha karanAra rAvaNa hato e jANo cho ? rAvaNanuM kALuM bekagrAunDa na hota to rAmanI zubhratA ApaNane na dekhAta. 36 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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pUjyazrI kA AzIrvAda grahaNa karate hue dIpacaMda gADI, sAtha meM gumA paTela, dhIratA, mahIlapA A jAgIra-200 na aSADha suda 4 16-07-1999, zukravAra khArA samudramAM mIThuM pANI maLI zake ? zodhanArane maLI zake. zRMgI matsya mIThuM pANI meLavI le che. A kalikAlamAM uttama jIvana maLI zake ? meLavanArane maLI zake. uttama AcArya, muni, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA A badhA ja kaLiyuganA khArA samudramAMthI uttama jIvanarUpa mIThuM pANI pInArA che. viSa paNa amRta bane te Ane kahevAya. mIThuM pANI zI rIte meLavI zakAya ? e kaLA pa.pU. upA. yazovijayajI ma. ApaNane saune zIkhave che. mahAnizIthamAM - AcArya + rAjAno vArtAlApa. AcArya : 'cakSu kuzIlanuM nAma paNa na levAya.' rAjA : "kema ?' AcArya : "enuM nAma levAthI bhaya utpanna thAya. bhojana paNa na maLe.' rAjA : "mAre akhataro karavo che." AcArya : "AvuM nahi karatA." kahe * * * * * * * * * 30

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rAjAe nAma lIdhuM ne tyAre ja samAcAra maLyA : tamArA naga2 52 zatru senA caDI AvI che. rAjA gabharAyo. abrahmacArInA nAmamAM AvI tAkAta hoya to brahmacArInA nAmamAM na hoya ? rAjakumAre saMkalpa karyo : jo meM mana-vacana-kAyAthI zIlanuM pAlana karyuM hoya to upadrava zamI jAva. zatrusenAnA hAtha thaMbhI gayA. eTalA mATe ja bhahesa2 sajhAyamAM uttama puruSonA nAma ApaNe laIe chIe. 'nairti nAmahane pAvaLavaMthA vinayaM naMti.' vyakti uttama to nAma uttama, rUpa uttama, darzana uttama, badhuM uttama ! ( 6 )AlApa: durjanasya na dveSyam / dhobI to kapaDA dhovAnA rUpiyA le che. A durjano to maphata ApaNA mela dhoI Ape che. mela dhobI pheMkI de che, jyAre durjana potAnI jIbha para mUke che. je vANI prabhunA guNo gAvA mATe maLI tenA dvArA bIjAnI niMdA ? vANIno A kevo durupayoga ? je sthaLe lAkhanI kamANI thaI zake te dukAnamAM khoTa karavAno dhaMdho karavo ? jIbha nathI maLI tevA keTalA jIvo che, te to juo. vANIno durupayoga vANI vagaranA bhavomAM laI jaze. duniyAnA badhA ja guNonA darzana eka ja vyaktimAM karavA hoya to paramAtmAne pakaDI lo. 'mahatApi mahanIyo' moTAone paNa pUjanIya evA prabhu ApaNI stutinA viSaya bane, evuM ApaNuM saubhAgya kyAMthI ? (7)'tyaovyA pAzA' paranI AzA sadA nirAzA.' 'para' eTale 'sva' sivAyanuM badhuM ! tamArA kAma tamAre ja ka2vA paDaze. bIjo na karI zake. kAma karIzuM teTalI sphUrti raheze. vIryAntarAyano kSayopazama thaze. bAhubalI yAda karo. zarIrane zrama paDaze to roga nahi thAya. parizrama vinAnA * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 3. *

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rahezo to rogI thazo. gautamasvAmI chaThThanA pAraNe paNa pote ja vahoravA jatA. temanI najare be phAyadA haze : (1) bhagavAnano lAbha maLe. (2) svAzrayitA jaLavAya. kAma lAgaze" evI AzAthI ziSyAdi paNa na karAya. huM kAma karIza to mArI pojhIzananuM zuM ?' A vicAra mohanA gharano che. paranI AzAmAM rahyA te sAva ja rahI gayA. eka ja hAthamAM ugelI pAMceya AMgaLIo ekasarakhI nathI, lAMbI - TuMkI che. to ApaNI AsapAsanA badhA ja jIvo ekasarakhA ja zI rIte hoI zake ? "gati gIva hai HthInA, marina chu na nInA' mATe koI kAma na kare to ApaNeya na karavuM - evuM valaNa nahi apanAvavuM. (8) pA: rUddha : zeyA:' - "saMyogone pAza jevA samajo." saMyoga sArA lAge che, paNa e ja phAMso che. mAchalIne galamAM mAMsa dekhAya che, paNa e ja enA gaLe phAMso bane che. jagatanA badhA ja saMyogo baMdhana che. baMdhanamAM kadI AnaMda na hoya. baMdhana eTale parAdhInatA ! parAdhInatAmAM AnaMda kevo ? (1) tatyAM mo ja parva:'- sajajanonI e sajjanatA che ke tamArA thoDA paNa guNanA khUba-khUba vakhANa kare. te vakhate tamAre moM nahi malakAvavuM, khabhA uMcA nahi karavA. keTalAka kAma kaDhAvavA, moTA bhA banAve. jema ziyALe purI levA kAgaDAnI prazaMsA karelI. kadAca e zubhabhAvathI paNa prazaMsA kare. prazaMsA karavI enI pharaja che, paNa abhimAna karavuM tamArI pharaja nathI. paraniMdA karavI - sAMbhaLavI pApa che, tema svaprazaMsA karavI, sAMbhaLavI paNa pApa che. para-niMdAthI haju bacI zakAya, svaprazaMsAthI bacavuM muzkela che. A anukULa upasarga che, mIThuM jhera che. duHkha haju pacAvI zakAya. sukha pacAvavuM muzkela che. A bahu ja moTuM bhayasthAna che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 39

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lokonI vadhAre avara-javara eka palimaMtha-vijJa che. AnAthI abhimAna karIe to thaI rahyuM ! svaprazaMsA ApaNe karIe to nahi, paNa koI karatuM hoya to malakAvuM paNa nahi, ema pU. upAdhyAyajI ma. kahe che. lekhaka, ciMtaka, vaktA, pratiSThita puruSa banIe, emAM bahu ja moTo khataro che. moharAjAnI moTI cAla che. oLakhANa vadhe teTalA gocarInA doSo vadhe. mATe ja ajANyA gharamAMthI lAvavAnuM vidhAna che. ajANyA gharamAMthI nirdoSa gocarI Ave tyAre keTalo AnaMda thAya ? managamatI vastuno AnaMda nahi, paNa nirdoSatAno AnaMda ! nirdoSa gocarImAM paNa chelle mAMDalInA pAMca doSo evo to badhA para pANI pharI vaLe ! pUrvapuruSo mahAna zAsana-prabhAvaka hovA chatAM temaNe garva nathI karyo to ApaNae kayA moTA prabhAvaka ? pU. AcAryazrI susthitasUrijIe ATalI pratiSThAo karAvI, paNa kyAMya pratimA para nAma vAMcyuM ? pratiSThA ke zilAlekhamAM ApaNuM nAma na Ave to ApaNe dhUMApUMA thaI jaIe chIe. gautamasvAmIe potAno ziSya parivAra sudharmAsvAmIne soMpyo, AthI AkhI paraMparAmAM gautamasvAmInuM nAma kyAMya na Ave, nAma gayuM to gautamasvAmI duHkhI thayA'tA ? - pUjya AcArya pravarazrI kalApUrNasUrijI ma. ke svargavAsa ke samAcAra : jAna kara mana atyanta pIr3A se bhara uThA hai| ve isa sadI ke mahAna AcArya the / svAdhyAya, paramAtma-bhakti se paripUrNa unakA jIvana preraNAyogya hai| unake mahAn, saMyamamaya AdhyAtmika jIvana kI anumodanA karate hue hama apanI zraddhAMjali arpaNa karate hai| divyAtmA ko namana karate hai| - kharataragacchIya upA. maNiprabhasAgaranI vaMdanA 26-ra-ra002, mAnapurA 80 40 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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pravacana pharamAte hue pUjyazrI, surendranagara, di. 26-3-2000 aSADha suda 5 17-07-1999, zanivAra tIrthanA AlaMbanathI aneka tarI gayA, taryA, taraze. e tIrthane TakAvavA ApaNA pUrvAcAryoe khUba ja parizrama karyo che. enA dvArA je Atmika AnaMda prApta karyo, te AnaMda saune maLe, te mATe aneka graMtho racyA. haribhadrasUrijInA graMtho emAM mokhare che. saMghe yazovi.ne 'laghu haribhadra' tarIke navAjelA che, temanA graMtho paNa Aje dIvAdAMDIrUpa gaNAya che. (10) joopa ci niyA nanaiH tayA ( na Arya:) | lokonI niMdAthI gusso nahi karavo. stutithI rAjI thavAnuM nathI tema niMdAthI nArAja nathI thavAnuM ! baMne eka ja sikkAnI be bAjuo che. jo stutithI rAjI thavAnA to niMdAthI nArAja thavAnA ja. eka hoya tyAM bIjuM na hoya tevuM prAyaH na bane. ApaNA vakhANa kadAca loko mATe kalyANakArI thaI jAya, paraMtu ApaNe abhimAna karavA gayA to DUbyA ! kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * 41

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paraniMdAthI paNa apekSAe svaprazaMsA karAvavI saMbhaLAvavI moTuM pApa che. prazaMsAnuM A doraDuM sAMbhaLavI evuM che jo bIjA pakaDe to tarI jAya ne vyakti svayaM pakaDe to DUbI jAya ! svaprazaMsA eka jvara che, tenA mATe TebleTa joIe. pUrvAcAryanI mahAnatAnI vicAraNArUpa TIkaDIthI A tAva Utare che. - bIjAnI prazaMsAthI ApaNA guNo vadhe, svaprazaMsAthI ghaTe, abhimAna vadhe. sadguNo Ave, AvelA surakSita rahe te mATe sAvaceta rahevuM jarUrI che. sadguNo ratno che. moharAjA abhimAna karAvI lUMTAvavA mAge che. buddhi Adi zakti bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI maLI che. tenI sevAmAM e vAparavAnI che. 'sAruM thAya te bhagavAnanuM, kharAba thAya te ApaNI bhUlanuM' ema mAnavuM. tamArI prazaMsA thAya te moharAjAne kyAMthI game ? AthI te tamane pADavA mIThuM jhera Ape che : svaprazaMsAnuM, abhimAnanuM ! svaprazaMsAnI apekSA maTI jaze pachI loka-niMdAthI tame vicalita nahi bano. kSamA-tapa vagere guNo bhale Ave, paNa 'kSamAvAn, tapasvI' vagere kahevaDAvavuM nahi. guNo jAhera nahi karavA. ratno kadI jAheramAM mUkAtA nathI. sadguNonI prApti ane surakSA, mAtra bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja zakya bane che. 42 - (2) 'sevyAM dharmAcArya:' / bhagavAnanA 700 ja kevaLI. gautamasvAmInA 50 hajAra ziSya kevaLI hatA, chatAM gautamasvAmIe abhimAna nathI karyuM; mArA badhA ja celA kevaLI ! A kono prabhAva ? dharmAcAryanI sevAno. dharmAcAryanI sevA kevI adbhuta ! guru chadmastha hovA chatAM ziSyo kevaLI ! gautamasvAmI paNa kevA vinayI ? eka zrAvaka (AnaMda)ne guru AjJAthI micchA mi dukkaDaM mAMgavA jAya. bhagavAnanI bhaktinA prabhAvathI kevaLajJAna ApavAnI labdhi emanAmAM pragaTI hatI. emanuM jIvana kahe che H tame jo sAcA arthamAM ziSya banazo to ja sAcA arthamAM guru banI zakazo. ApaNe je kAMI karIzuM tenI paraMparA cAlaze. * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 *

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amane jo ekAsaNA karanAra na dekhAyuM hota to ame ahIM ekAsaNA kyAM karavAnA ? cA pIvAnI Teva kyAMthI choDatA ? pU. kanakasUrijI ma.nI bhavya paraMparA maLI che. tabiyata bagaDI jAya to ekAsaNuM choDavA karatAM teozrI gomUtra levuM pasaMda karatA. pU. kanakasUrijIe amane A badhuM vAcanAthI nahi, jIvanathI zIkhavADyuM che. bola-bola karavAnI to amane Adata che. gurunI sevA eTale mAtra gocarI-pANInI ja nahi, AjJA-pAlanarUpa sevA joIe. gocarI vakhate "vAparuM ke saMthArA vakhate "saMthAro karuM? evI Aje paNa amane Adata che. AnA prabhAve ghaNI vakhata kaTokaTImAM paNa mArga maLyo che. kaThina paMktio paNa besI gaI che. paMDita vrajalAlajI pAse (vi.saM. 2018) jAmanagaramAM nyAyano pATha cAle. pahelA ja pAThamAM eka paMktimAM gADI aTakI paDI. paNa gurukRpAthI e kaThina paMkti paNa besI gaI. (12) tattva vijJAnanIyaM ca ' guru-sevA karIza to mane teo pada ApI deze, evI AzAthI nahi, paNa ni:spRhabhAve sevA karavAnI. sevA karatAM-karatAM tattva jijJAsA guru samakSa mUkavI. AtmA mAtra sva-saMvedanathI jaNAya athavA kevaLI jANI zake, evA AtmatattvAdi jANavAnI IcchA jAgavI e paNa bahu moTI upalabdhi che. - karmacakranA bUhanuM bhedana dharmacakra dvArA ja thaI zake. arjuna sivAya koI cakravyuha jANatuM nahotuM enI khabara hatI droNane, AthI arjunanI gerahAjarImAM e bRha goThavyuM. have koNa bhede e vyuhane ? Akhare abhimanyu taiyAra thaI gayo : huM bhedIne aMdara ghusI zakuM chuM, paNa bahAra nIkaLavAnI kaLA nathI jANato. abhimanyu A kaLA garbhamAM zIkhelo. A parathI huM ghaNIvAra kahuM : mAtA bALakane garbhamAMthI saMskAra ApI zake. mAtA para saMtAnano moTo AdhAra che. | mArI mAtA khamA-kSamAbena khUba ja dhArmika vRttinAM ! kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 43

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mukticandra vi.nA bA bhamIbenane jouM ne e yAda Ave ! AkRtithI ane prakRtithI barAbara evA ja ! manapharAmAM pahelIvAra bhamIbenane joyA tyAre ema ja thayuM : are ! A kSamAbena ahIM kyAMthI ? atyaMta bhadrika ane sAlasa svibhAvanA ! ekabAju sevA ne bIjI bAju tattva jijJAsA - baMnemAMthI zuM pasaMda karavuM? pU. kanakasU. ma. gayA pachI premasU. ma.no patra Avyo H have AgaLanA abhyAsa mATe AvI jAva. devendrasU. ma. kahe : mAruM zuM ? basa, ame sevAmAM rokAI gayA. * aMjAramAM paM. bhadrakaravi. ma.no patra Avyo : dhyAnavicAra graMthanuM ekavAra avalokana karI lejo. huM kaMTALyo : A bheda-prabhedonI bhAMjagaDamAM koNa paDe ? paNa paM.ma. para pUro bharoso ! meM thoDI mahenata karI ne khUba ja AnaMda thayo. graMtha samajAyo. "jinavara - jina - Agama ekarUpe' e paMkti jo kharI rIte mAnatA hoIe to graMthamAM kaMTALAya kema ? mArA ane mArA vacanamAM bheda che ? jo A bheda na hoya to bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA vacanamAM bheda zI rIte hoya ? bhagavAnanA vacana eTale Agama. pachI to dhyAna-vicAramAMthI je padArtho maLyA che, te bIje kyAMyathI nathI maLyA. mane lAgyuM : A to Agama graMthano ja eka TukaDo che. pakhisUtramAM lakhyuM che : "T-vimatti' dhyAna vima'i teno ja A (dhyAna vicAro aMza hoya tema lAgyuM. tenI zailI paNa AgamaparvakanI, cAra nikSepA, sAta naya, saptabhaMgI vagere e ja pramANe ! - 14 pUrvo 14 pUrvIne chellI vakhate yAda nathI rahetA, navakAra ja yAda rahe che. e apekSAe 14 pUrvothI navakAra caDI jAya. mATe ja huM AgaMtuka pAse navakAravALInI bAdhAno Agraha rAkhuM chuM. 44 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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I cintana - mudrA meM pUjyazrI, surendranagara, di. 26-3-2000 zrI paMcavaDuka graMtha - prAraMbha aSADha suda 9 18-07-1999, ravivAra * haribhadrasUrijInA graMtho ApaNA mATe dIvaDA che. ghora kalikAla eTale bhayaMkara aMdhAruM ! aMdhArAnA anubhava vinA dIvAno mahimA na samajAya. graMtha dvArA graMthakArano paricaya thAya che. ATalI nAnakaDI jIMdagImAM kevI rIte AvA graMtho banAvyA haze ? vihAro kare, zAsana-saMghanA kAma kare, svayaM adhyayana kare, ziSyAdine adhyApana karAve, A badhuM kevI rIte karI zakyA haze ? keTalI apramatta dazA haze emanI ? vicAratAM hRdaya gagad banI UThe che. je Ave tenI bharatI karavAnuM pAMjarApoLane phAve, ApaNane nahi. mATe dIkSArthInA guNo tapAsavA jarUrI che. guru kevA ? vagerenuM varNana paNa A graMtha (paMcavaTuka)mAM Avaze. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 45

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moTA puruSo pAse rahevAno moTo phAyado temanA jIvanano pratyakSa paricaya thAya che, te che. dareka sAthe kaI rIte vyavahAra kare che ? te jovA maLe che. paMcavastukanI TIkAnuM nAma che : ziSyahitA. - upayogahIna vaMdana : dravya, kAcano TukaDo. - upayoga sahita vaMdana : bhAva, ciMtAmaNi ratna. dravyavaMdana mAtra kAyakleza gaNAya. bhAvavaMdana ekavAra paNa thAya to ? 'jovi namukkAro... tArepha nAM va naai vA' anukramaNikA (paMcavastukanI) (1) pravrajayA vidhAna, (2) pratidina kriyA (sAmAcArI), (3) vratomAM sthApanA, (4) anuyoga (vyAkhyA)nI anujJA, gaNanI anujJA, (5) saMlekhanA : zarI2 sAthe kaSAyone kRza banAvavA. mAtra zarIra kRza banAvIe to tapa tApa banI jAya. vanti teSu muLa: ti vastum / jenAmAM guNo vase te 'vastuka'. pravrajyAdi pAMceyamAM jJAnAdi guNo vase che mATe te 'paMca vastuka' che. (2) patranA DheLa muLA vAyabrA, phsa (sIsarsa) vAyavyA ? tya (vitte vAyavyA / kRtyAdri / pravrajyA (dIkSA) eTale ? praSTa brenana- gamana te pravrajyA. pApathI niSpApa jIvana tarapha prayANa te pravrajyA. kharekhara to mokSa taraphanuM e prayANa che. 'pra' jhaDapathI javuM, AgaLa ja javuM, pAchaLa nahi, te batAvavA che. dezaviratinA utkRSTa sthAna karatAM paNa chaThThA guNaThANAnA nimnatama sthAne rahelA sAdhunI zuddhi anaMtagaNI vadhu hoya che. 'Ayu: dhRtam' ghI AyuSyanuM kAraNa che, mATe ghIne ja AyuSya kahyuM che. tema cAritra svayaM mokSa che. kAraNa ke te mokSanuM kAraNa che. ahIM kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra thayo che. mana Adi yogothI karma bAMdhe te gRhastha. te vaDe karma toDe te muni. 46 * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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pUjyazrI kA surendranagara meM prana Reo, aSADha suda 9 19-07-1999, somavAra dIkSA ApanAra kevA hovA joIe ? dIkSA ApavA to ApaNe utAvaLa karIe paNa te mATe, guru banavA mATe ApaNe yogya chIe ? te jovuM joIe. dIkSA lenAramAM 16 guNo hovA joIe. 16 guNo hoya to 100% saphaLatA ! mokSa nakkI ! bhagavAnanI dIkSA svIkAranArane mokSa na maLe to zuM cora-lUMTArAne maLe ? gurue kRpA karIne ochA guNo hovA chatAM dIkSA ApI hoya to have pUrA karavA prayatna karavo. koI kaThina vAta nathI. 16 kaLAthI candra pUrNa bane. 16 AnAthI rUpiyo bane, tema 16 guNothI pUrNa dIkSArthI bane. dIkSArthInA 16 guNo : (1) mArcA -samutpanna: AryadezamAM utpanna thayelo hoya. (2) zuddhAtinAnvita: zuddha kuLa ane zuddha jAtimAM utpanna thayelo hoya. ( 3 ) kSIprAyakrarmamaH kliSTa karmamaLa jenuM kSINa thaI gayuM hoya. (4)vimatravRddhiH nirmaLa buddhivALo hoya. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * - jhU 40 kahe

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(5) durlabhaM mAnuSaM janma, janma maraNanimittam, capalAH tapa:, viSaya: Turavadeva, saMyo: viprontA , pratikSaNaM maraNam, dAruNo vipAkaH iti avagatasaMsAranairguNyaH saMsAranI nirguNatAno jANa hoya. ( 6 )tadira: saMsArathI virakta thayelo hoya. (7)pratanuSAya: alpa kaSAyI. (8) pahAthaH alpa hAsyavALo. (1) tajJaH kRtajJatA ane paropakAra vizvanA sauthI moTA be guNo che. bIjAnA upakArane laIne svIkAravo, mAnavo te kRtajJatA. bIjA para upakAra karavo te paropakAra. (20) vinIta: dIkSArthIno sauthI moTo guNa vinaya che. (22) rANAtiprathAnapuruSa mataH rAjA vagere moTA mANasone mAnya puruSa dIkSA le to zAsanaprabhAvanA suMdara thAya. (22) madrohabrUArI: koIno paNa droha na kare te guno droha thoDo kare ? gurune choDIne hAlato na thAya. pramattAvasthAmAM paNa zalaka gurune paMthake choDyA nahotA. (23) jyAUTI : rUpavAna, bhadramUrti. (24) zraddhaH zraddhALu (16) sthira: sthiramati. ( 6 ) samuupanna : gurune samarpita hoya. A rIte guNapUrvaka vidhipUrvaka dIkSA lIdhelI hoya te ja guru banIne dIkSA ApI zake. guruno A prathama guNa thayo. (2)vidhipUrva-pRhIta-pravI: vidhipUrvaka pravrayA grahaNa karanAra. ()vita-gurunavIsa: gurukulavAsI. badhA guNo gurukulavAsathI khIle. guru choDyA pachI TakAnI kiMmata nathI. mAchalAM sAgaramAM athaDAmaNanA bhayathI bahAra nIkaLI jAya to ? nirdoSa AhAranA bahAne paNa gurukulavAsathI bahAra vicarI na zakAya. gurukulavAsa eTale guNaratnonI khANa. ahIM aneka ratnonI prApti thAya. gurukuLavAsane nahi choDanAro gurunI jJAnAdi guNasamRddhino adhikArI bane che. - 16 guNothI yukta dIkSArthI, vidhipUrvaka dIkSA laIne gurukulavAsanuM sevana kare to ja e guru banavAne lAyaka banI zake. 48 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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aMtevAsI ke sAtha pUjyanI, surendranagara, di. 26 -2-2000 aSADha suda 8 20-07-1999, maMgaLavAra meM 30 varSe dIkSA lIdhI ! saMskRta jo bhaNyo na hota to ? kadAca bhASAMtarathI calAvavuM paData. bhASAMtara eTale vAsI mAla ! zA mATe mULa zabdo ja na bhaNavA ? AvA vicAre ja huM saMskRta bhaNyo. pU. AtmArAmajI ma. sthAnakavAsI zrAvakanI TakorathI ja saMskRta bhaNavA prerAyelA. zrAvakanI sAthe pU. AtmArAmajIno vArtAlApa. zrAvaka : "Apa hI paDhADuM vitanI haryuM ?' AtmArAmajI : "merI padArpha pUro To chuM !' 'jJAna kabhI pUrA hotA hai ? yaha to kUpamaMDUka jaisI bAta huI / jJAna kabhI pUrA nahIM ho sakatA / ' A vArtAlApamAMthI saMskRta bhaNavAno utsAha jAgyo. gurue kahyuM : "vyAkaraNa bhaNavAthI mithyAtva lAge.' bhale lAge, paNa bhaNavuM to che ja.' bhaNyA. sAco artha jANI sanmArge AvyA. 17 sAdhuo sAthe saMvegImAM AvyA. kahe e * * * * * * * - 49

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sthAnakavAsI veSamAM rahIne ja bhayaMkara virodha vacce paNa mUrtino pracAra karelo. huM e kahevA mAguM chuM ke nAnI uMmara hoya to saMskRtaAdinA abhyAsamAM pramAda nahi karavo. jarAka agharuM lAgyuM ne tarata ja choDI devuM, e vRtti barAbara nathI. tame je zIkhelA ho te jarA paNa kaMjUsAI vinA bIjAne ApatA raho. pote zIkheluM bIjAne zIkhavavAthI ja RNathI kaMIka aMze mukta thavAya che. 0 gurunA guNo : (4) nirvastra vadha: (5) vattatattvavedI : bodha alaga che. saMvedana alaga che. saMvedana eTale anubhUti ! adhyAtmagItAmAM - "vedI" zabdano prayoga thayo che. vedana karavuM eTale anubhava karavo. vastutattvavedI" eTale AtmatattvanuM vedana karanAra, (6) 3pattiH zotha-vipazvimena: krodhanA phaLo jANavAthI sadA zAnta rahenAra. samatAnaMda jANanAro krodha zA mATe kare ? (7) pvanavana: caturvidha saMgha pratye bharapUra vAtsalya hoya to ja AvanAra ziSya para vAtsalya varasAvI zake. pU. kanakasU. ma.mAM A guNa ame joyo che. ahIM gurue mAtA-pitA baMnenI pharaja bajAvavAnI che. vAtsalya vinA, AvanAro ziSya TakI na zake. (8) navahitarataH pudgalanI rati nahi, paNa sarvanA hitanI rati. te vinA rahevAya nahi. | (9) "purtivattA maitra, paradu:avinAzinI RUT: ItyAdi cAra jIvanamAM utAravAthI sva-paranuM sAcuM hita sadhAya che. hitakArI preraNA vakhate paNa jo te sAme thAya to mauna rahe. (10) mArca-vanaH jemanA vacana badhA vadhAvI le tevuM puNya. (11) anuvarta: mAvAnupjona sanna patni: | ziSyanA bhAvanI anukULatA pramANe tenuM pAlana karanAra. A 50 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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badhA guNomAM vicAratAM kArya-kAraNabhAva paNa samajAze. ziSyone tenI yogyatA ane rUci pramANe sAdhanAmAM joDe, te anuvartaka. mUrakha ziSyane paNa vidvAna A guNathI banAvI zakAya. kyAMya na sacavAto sAdhu pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi. pAse sacavAI jato. svabhAva paNa badalAI jato. emanAmAM anuvartaka guNa utkRSTarUpe hato. (12) mIra: vizALacitta hoya. gaMbhIra AlocanA paNa jarAya bahAra na jAya. sAgaramAMthI jema ratno bahAra na Ave. (13) viSAvI : paralokanA kAryamAM kheda na kare. pariSadothI gherAyelA hoya to paNa cha kAyanI hiMsA na kare, doSa na lagADe. koIpaNa kAryamAM kaMTALo na lAve. karmanirjarAnA lAbhane ja jue. grAhakonI bhIDa vakhate paNa vepArI jema kaMTALe nahi - sAme napho dekhAya che ne ? maLyA karatAM vadhu kAma karavuM paDe to kaMTALo Ave ? "sevAno lAbha mane ja maLe. koIpaNa kAma mane soMpajo." evA abhigrahadhArI muni paNa hoya che. kamalavi. ma. evA hatA. surendranagaramAM (vi.saM. 2014) papa ThANAmAM savAre e ja jAya. tapasvI maNiprabha vi. paNa evA ja. AhAra khUTe ke vadhe baMnemAM taiyAra. (14) 3pamAri - nathiyue: bIjAne paNa zAMta karavAnI zakti . A labdhi kahevAya. pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi.ma.mAM A zakti jovA maLatI. game tevA krodhIne zAMta karI detA. (15) 35%BUT-naizvi: sAmagrI sAmethI maLe - evuM puNya hoya. (16) sthira nathi: dIkSA Ape te saMyamamAM sthira banI jAya. pU. kanakasU. ma.mAM AvI labdhi jovA maLelI. (17) pravarjanArthava : sUtra-arthane kahenAra. (18) svaguruprattapa6 : guru na hoya to digAcArya dvArA pada pAmelA hoya. AvA guru ja dIkSA ApavAnA adhikArI che. kALanA doSathI AvA guru na maLe to 2-4 guNa nyUna - gu, paNa cAle. * * * * gaM gna * * * pa1

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"etAdRzena guruNA samyak vidhinA pravrajyA dAtavyA, na tu svaparSavRddhayAzayA / 'pAnakAdivAhako me bhaviSyati' iti AzayaH na samyak / ' AvA gurue samya vidhipUrvaka dIkSA ApavI. potAno parivAra vadhAravAnA AzayathI ke pANI vagere lAvavAmAM kAma lAgaze, evA AzayathI dIkSA nahi ApavI joIe. ziSyanA anugraha mATe ja (svArtha mATe nahi) tathA teno huM sahAyaka banIza to mArA karmono paNa kSaya thaze, e ja AzayathI dIkSA Ape. 3 ApanA zirachatra gurudeva ane amArA ananya upakArI, jJAnasaMskAradAtA guru pUjyapAda A.bha.zrI vi. kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA acAnaka kALadharmanA samAcAra maLatAM aMtaramAM vIjakaDAkA jevo AMcako lAgyo / kSaNabhara to uMDI gamagInI sAthe avAcaka thai javAyuM / A aMge patra kyAM lakhavo enI mUMjhavaNamAM vilaMba thayo che / have A patra dvArA ame amArA vatI e divyapuruSanA divya AtmAne bhAvAMjali apIe chIe / pUjyapAdazrInI vasamI vidAyathI vartamAna jainazAsanano prabaLa puNyasitAro kharI paDyo che. AdhyAtmika jagatano zata-zata teje jhaLahaLato Aditya astAcale DhaLatAM e jagatamAM to kharekhara ghora aMdhArAnA ochAyA chavAyA che evaM lAge che ane lAgaze / have bhale kadAca ApaNA pravartamAna saMghamAM vidvattA ane zAsanaprabhAvanAnA jhAkajhamALa ghaNAya jovA maLaze, paraMtu viziSTa prabhubhakti, vairAgyanA rasajharaNA, AtmasAdhanA ane vAtsalya - prema - sahAnubhUti - karuNA Adi guNono vaibhava e mahApuruSa pAse je hato enA darzana durlabha banI jshe| .. Apa sau upara AvelI saMgha - samudAyanI kSema-kuzalatAnI javAbadArI eja guruvaryanI adRzya kRpAthI Apa vahana karI zakazo, emAM zaMkA nthii| mAMDavImAM pravacanasabhAmAM paNa ame pUjyazrInA guNAnuvAda sAthe zraddhAMjali ApelI / - eja... acalagacchIya gaNi mahAbhadrasAgaranI vaMdanA 15-3-2002, mAMDavI-kaccha -18) 52 * * * * * * * * * * * * *

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mahAsukhabhAI se vArtA-vimarza karate hue pUjyazrI, surendranagara, dvi ra6-2-2000 1ra . aSADha suda 9 ra 1-07-1999, budhavAra svAdhyAya yoga cittanI nirmaLatA kare, svAdhyAya kare tenuM citta azAMta na hoI zake. sUtrono svAdhyAya eka prakAranI bhakti ja che. sUtro koNe banAvelA che ? prabhubhaktithI jemaNe prabhunA vacano hRdayamAM saMgRhIta karyA che tevA pUrvAcAryoe banAvelA che. koIka sUtra to stutirUpe ja che. AkhuM daMDaka stutirUpe ja che. thorAmi yuda mo maLyA toSyAmi zra/puta mane maLyA:' daMDakanA pado dvArA huM stuti karIza. he bhavyo ! tame sAMbhaLo. daMDakanuM A maMgalAcaraNa che. mokSano icchuka te mumukSu ! te mATe saMsAra choDavAnI taiyArIvALo hoya. sAcI mumukSatA tyAre kahevAya, jyAre mokSanA upAyomAM satata pravRttizIlatA jovA maLe. mAtra mokSanuM raTaNa na cAle, ratnatrayImAM pravRtti joIe. chebhagavAna pratye bahumAna jagADavAnuM kAma gurunuM che. adhyAtmavettA guru ja tamArA hRdayamAM prabhu bahumAna-bhAva pedA karAvI zake. adhyAtmagItA vAMcazo to adhyAtmavettA kevA * * * * * * * * * 53

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hoya ? te jANI zakazo. adhyAtmagItA pU. devacandrajIno adbhuta graMtha che. adhyAtmapremIo mATe sAce ja gItA che. covIzInI jema A paNa amarakRti che. mAtra 49 zloko che. emAM sAta nathI siddha kone kahevAya ? te sau prathama batAvyuM che. "jiNe AtamA zuddhatAe pichANyo, tiNe lokaalokano bhAva jANyo. " nA so saLaM nApaDuiM, saMbaM gAIpha no nAITTa ' AcArAMgasUtranA A padono bhAva sahaja rIte adhyAtmagItAnI uparanI paMktimAM goThavAI gayo che. * anAdikALathI jIva mohAdhIna che. anukULa viSayo bhogavavA AsaktipUrvaka Atura che. AsaktithI vadhu ne vadhu pugalo (karmo) coTe. eraMDIyAnuM tela lagAvI dhULamAM ALoTo zuM thAya ? AthI ja niyANAnI nA pADI che. Asakti vinA niyANuM na thAya. "zarIra e huM chuM parakartutvano Avo bhAva rahe tyAM sudhI karma baMdhAyA ja kare. che mAtra bhaNavAthI paMDita thavAya, paNa AtmAnubhavI thavA jJAnI thavuM paDe, AtmAne vedavo paDe, adhyAtmagItA jevA graMtho AtmA tarapha vALe che. 0 zubha bhAvothI puNya baMdhAya, paNa guNa saMpAdana karavuM hoya, Atmazuddhi karavI hoya, mokSa joIto hoya to zuddhabhAva joIe; bhaktithI ja A zakya bane. bIjA jIvonI rakSA paNa svabhAvaprANa TakAvavA mATe ja che. bhAvahiMsaka ApaNe pote ja banIe chIe, jayAre vibhAvadazAmAM jaIe. ja parahiMsAthI ApaNA bhAvaprANa haNAya che, mATe ja doSa lAge che. parahiMsAthI maranAranA to dravyaprANa ja jAya, paNa ApaNA bhAvaprANa jAya che. potAnA guNono nAza karavo te sva-bhAvahiMsA che. AtmaguNone haNato bhAvahiMsaka kahevAya. 54 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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jIve atyAra sudhI A ja kAma karyuM che. A rIte paranI ane svanI hiMsA ja karI che. dA.ta. gussAmAM jema tema bolyA. AthI sAmAne paNa gusso Avyo. ahIM baMnenA bhAvaprANonI hiMsA thaI. 'svaguNa 2kSaNA teha dharma svaguNa vidhvaMsanA te adharma' A naizcayika artha che. bIjAnI rakSA karatAM, bIjAnI ja nahi, ApaNI paNa rakSA thAya che. mATe ja sAdhu mATe pramAda e ja hiMsA kahevAya che. hiMsA na thaI hoya, paNa sAvadhAnI na hoya, pramAda hoya to hiMsAno doSa lAge ja. nathI. 'pramattayogAt prANavyaparopaNaM hiMsA' tattvArthasUtra. apramattapaNe cAlatAM jIva caMpAI jAya to paNa hiMsA * dravyahiMsA najare caDe che. bhAvahiMsA najare caDatI nathI. A ja takalIpha che. AvA tattvadaSTA guruno yoga maLe tyAre yogAvaMcakanI prApti thAya. kALano paripAka thAya tyAre ja A badhuM maLe. AvA sadguru ApaNI dravya-bhAvathI rakSA kare. guNasaMpanna banAve. bhagavAna sAthe joDAvI Ape. bhavabhramaNanuM mULa guNahInatA che. mATe sadguNono saMgraha karo. dhana vagere ahIM ja rahI jaze. guNo bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe cAlaze. sadguNo jevI koI uttama saMpatti nathI. bhagavAna ApaNane guNasaMpatti Ape che. guru mAtra zrutajJAna bhaNelA hoya eTaluM ja nahi, emAM upayogavALA hoya. je vakhate jenI jarUra hoya te smRtimAM hoya. caraNAnaMdI hoya. jJAnanI tIkSNatA e ja cAritra gaNyuM che. 'jJAnanI tIkSNatA caraNa teha' AtmatattvanuM AlaMbana laI temAM ramaNa kare, teno AsvAda le, AvA sadgurunA yogathI aneka jIvo graMthibheda karI samyaktva pAme. AvA gurunA guNo gurunI pAse hoya (he), paNa temanI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * 55

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nizrAmAM rahenAra ziSyane zo lAbha ? A praznano javAba e che ke, emanA tarapha ziSyonA bhakti ane bahumAna vadhe. navadIkSito guNaratnasAgara guru para bhakti - zraddhA - bahumAnathI tarI jAya. jyAM bhAvathI gurubhakti hoya tyAM cAritramAM sthiratA hoya. A vyApti che. cAritramAM sthiratA thaI, A ja ziSyane guru dvArA lAbha thayo. zraddhA - sthiratA ca vara mavati tathAhi gurubhakti-bahumAnabhAvata eva cAritre zraddhA sthairya ca mati | nAnyathA . bahumAna nathI to cAritramAM zraddhA ane sthiratA nahi ja rahe. eno artha e thayo ke Aje jo ApaNAmAM cAritramAM kAMI paNa zraddhA ke sthiratA hoya to gurubhaktino ja prabhAva che. samApatti : dhyAtA - dhyeya ane dhyAnanI ekatA. dhyAtA-AtmA, dhyeya-paramAtmA ane dhyAnanI ekatA eTale aikazya saMvitti. saMvitti = jJAna. zrutajJAnathI bodha maLe te bodhane bhagavAnamAM ekAgrapaNe lagADI levo te dhyAna. samApattimAM dhyAtA, paramAtmAnI sAthe saMpUrNa DUbI gayo hoya che. A prabhu sAthenI samApatti ApaNe kadI karI nathI. sAMsArika padArtho sAthe ghaNIvAra karI che. Aje paNa karIe chIe. uccakoTino jIva samApatti samaye, tIrthakara nAmakarma paNa bAMdhI zake, ema haribhadrasUri kahe che. "guru bahumAna e ja svayaM mokSa che.' ema paMcasUtranA 4thA sUtramAM kahyuM che. "vRtamAyu:"nI jema guru-bahumAna mokSanuM ananya kAraNa che. ahIM kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra thayo che. gurubhaktinA prabhAvathI AvI samApatti A kALamAM paNa thaI zake che. mahAvidehanI rAha jovAnI jarUra nathI. pas * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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| morArI gujarAta ke C.M. kezubhAI paTela ko vAsopA DAlate hue / cha pUjyazrI, visa. 2017, tamArA pri 1 / + 4. aSADha suda 10 22-07-1999 guruvAra puNyanA prakarSa vinA prabhuzAsana maLatuM nathI, saguru maLatA nathI. saMsAranA cakramAMthI mukta karanAra sadguru che. guru evuM saMyama Ape che ke je mukti Ape. 0 gRhasthatA dvArA nahi, saMyama dvArA mukti maLe che. saMyama eTale muktinuM sarTiphikeTa. saMyamanI gADImAM beThA eTale muktinuM sTezana Avaze ja. zarata eTalI ja ke tamAre vacce kyAMya utaravAnuM nahi. vacce AkarSaNo ghaNA che. gurukRpA ja AkarSaNothI ApaNane bacAve che. jJAnI-guNI guru dvArA ApaNane paNa jJAna tathA guNAdinI prApta thAya che. gurumAM "anuvartaka" guNa ati jarUrI che. te guNathI ja te Azrita ziSyonI prakRti jANI zake. badhAnI prakRti judI-judI che. kAraNa ke badhA alaga-alaga gatimAMthI alaga-alaga saMskAra laIne AvyA che. koIne bhUkha to koIne tarasa vadhu hoya. ahIMnI vicitratAo pUrvajanmane AdhArita che. prakRtine kahe : # # # # # # # # # # # # 50

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anurUpa mArgadarzana maLe to jhaDapI vikAsa zakya bane. guru majabUta zarIravALA pAsethI tapa karAve. nabaLA zarIravALo dekhAdekhIthI tema karavA jAya to aTakAve. A guru ja karI zake. potAne anurUpa karavAthI ziSya paNa utsAhita banIne ArAdhanA karI zake che, mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhavAnI yogyatA (vinaya-viveka-zraddhA-saMyamamAM sthiratA Adi rUpa) prApta kare che. prazna : vaLI navI yogyatA zA mATe jarUrI ? dIkSA pahelAM ja e yogyatA joyelI ja hatI ne ? uttara : ratnamAM viziSTa pAsA pADavAthI camaka Ave che, tema ziSyamAM paNa ArAdhanAnI camaka Ave che. hIro yogya hovA chatAM pAsA pADavAmAM na Ave, to camaka AvatI nathI. dIkSA lIdhA pachI thoDo samaya apramAda rahe, paraMtu vaLI pramAda Ave, bhaNavAmAM, tapa vageremAM. e pramAdane dUra karanArA guru che. nidrA sivAya niMdA (vikathA), viSaya-kaSAya, madyapAna Adi paNa pramAda che. e pramAdathI bacAvanArA guru che. ema karanAra ja saphaLa guru kahevAya. bhadra ghoDAnuM to badhA damana kare paNa tophAnI ghoDAnuM paNa damana kare te kharo sArathi. tophAnI-pramAdI ziSyanuM damana kare te kharA guru ! mAtA-pitAdi kuTuMbane choDIne AvanAra ziSyane je yogya rIte saMbhALe nahi te bahu moTo aparAdhI che. dIkSA ApavAmAM je rIte (rAtre besADavA, mA-bApane samajAvavA, jaldI dIkSA apAvavI, jaldI muhUrta kaDhAvavuM) utAvaLa karavAmAM Ave che te rIte pachI paNa saMbhALavAmAM Ave to koI phariyAda na rahe. utAvaLa to eTalI ke dIkSA sAthe ja vaDI dIkSAnuM paNa muhUrta joIe. pachI koI saMbhALanArUM na hoya tyAre chellI phariyAda ahIM Ave : AmanuM zuM karavuM ? ahIM koI pAMjarApoLa to che nahIM. zaikSanuM paripAlana yogya rIte na kare te pravacanomAM pratyenIka (zatru) kahevAya. jainazAsananI apabhrAjanA karanAra ziSyamAM nimitta guru 58 naM * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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bane che te yAda rAkhavuM. jainazAsananI A lokottara dIkSA che. emAM kAMI paNa ADuM-avaLuM thAya to bahu moTuM jokhama che. A bhavamAM phajeto ne parabhavamAM durgati ! tenI javAbadArI gurunI kahevAya. ATalA jokhama batAvI have phAyadA batAve che. guru tene (ziSyane) Agamokta vidhithI grahaNa tathA AsevanazikSAthI samRddha banAve. ene paNa bhavathI pAra utAre, pote paNa utare. Ama thatAM muktino mArga paNa cAlu rahe che. sArA taiyAra thayelA ziSyo jainazAsananI je prabhAvanA kare, viniyoga kare teno lAbha gurune maLe. jJAnanI pariNati - upayoga vadhatAM guNa samRddhi acUka vadhaze ja. vairAgyazataka vagere zA mATe kaMThastha karAvavAnA ? amane pU. kanakasUrijI ma.e AvA vairAgyavardhaka prakaraNo kaMThastha karAvelA. kulaka saMgraha vagere paNa. vAcanA sAMbhaLIe tyAM sudhI pariNati sArI, paNa pachI ? kaMIka heye - hoya haze to kAma lAge. gurunI gerahAjarImAM A ja (prakaraNa graMtho) kAma lAge. to ja AtmA doSathI bace, guNa-samRddha bane. doSo sAthe zatrunI jema yuddha karavuM paDaze. guNone mitra mAnavA paDaze. kSamA-namratAdi majabUta haze to krodhAdi nahi naDI zake. krodhAdine kADhavA kSamAdine sAdhavA paDaze. kSamA zastraM kare yasya durjanaH kiM kariSyati ? ( purANanI kathA : pAMca pAMDavo kRSNa sAthe jaya meLavI pAchA pharatA hatA. rastAmAM hiMsaka prANI-bhUtAdivALuM jaMgala AvyuM. AthI sau vArApharatI jAgatA. sau prathama bhIma jAgato hato tyAre eka rAkSasa Avyo. te bolyo : "badhAne khAI jaIza.' bhIma : "yuddha kara.' yuddha thayuM. traNa prahara yuddha cAlyuM. bIjAono naMbara AvatAM te badhAnI sAthe paNa yuddha thayuM. kRSNanA naMbara vakhate AvezathI vadhato rAkSasa joIne teo (zrIkRSNa) samajI gayA : kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 59

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A krodha pizAca che. kRSNa : "tamArA jevA sAthe huM yuddha karato ja nathI." na gusso, na koI pratikAra ! rAkSasanI hAITa ghaTI gaI. te macchara jeTalo thaI gayo. kRSNa tene paga nIce dabAvI dIdho. savAre uThyA tyAre badhA ghavAyelA hatA. kRSNa : meM to eno sAmano ja na karyo. gussAno sAmano karIe to vadhato ja jAya. gusso karanAra keTalo karaze ? keTalI gALo Apaze ? Akhare thAkavAno. ApaNe bhIma nahi, kRSNa banavAnuM che. jJAnAdi saMpattine lUMTanArA A krodhAdi pizAco che. guNa-saMpAdana, doSa-nigraha, A be karo. doSa-kSaya to A bhavamAM nahi karI zakIe. doSa-nigraha ke doSa-jaya karI zakIe toya ghaNuM. ahIMno abhyAsa bhavAMtaramAM kAma lAgaze. jenA saMskAra pADIzuM teno anubaMdha cAlaze. jene Teko ApazuM teno anubaMdha cAlaze. kono anubaMdha calAvavo che ? doSono anubaMdha eTale saMsAra. guNono anubaMdha eTale mokSa. nakkI tamAre karavAnuM che. ahIM koI balAtkAra nathI. thaI zake paNa nahi. bhagavAna paNa balAtkAre koIne mokSamAM laI jaI zake nahi. jamAli Adine kyAM laI jaI zakyA ? samyakta bhale na dekhAya, paNa enA zamAdi liMgo jarUra dekhAya. juo, zama vagere cihno che ke gusso vagere che? gusso, mokSa dveSa, saMsAra rAga (nAma-kIrti-svagadinI icchA) nirdayatA, azraddhA, A badhA samyakatvathI barAbara viparIta lakSaNo che. samyatvanA lakSaNo H mithyAtvanA lakSaNo : zama saMvega mokSadveSa - vibhAvadazA para prema. saMsAra rAga - svabhAva para dveSa. anukaMpA nirdayatA zraddhA zaMkA sAro kALa hoya, satata jJAnAdino abhyAsa - saMskAra hoya to te ja janmamAM mukti ziSyo meLavI jAya. eno lAbha krodha nirveda 60 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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gurune maLe. AvA sadguru zAsananA zaNagAra che. ziSyomAM jinazAsanano prema ubho karIne teo bahu moTuM kArya kare che. varaghoDA vagere A ja kAma kare che zAsana pa2 anurAga pedA karAvavAnuM. guNAnurAgI madhyastha jIvone Avo anurAga pedA thAya. 'A zAsana bhavya che, suMdara che.' jonAranA manamAM AvA vicAro AvyA eTale dharmanuM (samyaktvanuM mokSanuM) bIja emanAmAM paDI gayuM, mAnajo. keTalAkane ekavAranA darzana milana zravaNathI haMmeza mATe AvavAnuM mana thAya. saM. 2026mAM navasArI madhumatI cAturmAsa hatuM. pU. devendrasUrijInI nizrA hatI. eka selaTekSa ophIsare roja cAlatA yogadRSTi samuccayanA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA. gamyA. pachI to e roja acUka Ave ja. 9 thI 10 / / vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe ja khAsa TiphIna ophisamAM maMgAvato. gItA vagerenI ja jANe ahIM vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe che ema ene lAgyuM. cAturmAsa parivartana ene tyAM karyuM. dIkarAone bahArathI bolAvyA. - jaMbusaranA K. D. paramAra paNa A ja rIte pAmelA che. paM.pU. muktivi. ma.nA samAgamathI dharma pAmelA che. teo bahu ja guNAnurAgI che. eka vakhata pU. muktivi. e emane 2055mAM mArI pAse pote laI AvelA. temanAmAM bhaktiyoga hato ja. stavanAdi gamyA. Aje to dRDhazraddhALu che. jainadharmI paNa na bolI zake tevuM sarasa bolI zake che. ame jyAre jaMbUsaramAM gayelA te vakhate temaNe pote ja badho lAbha lIdhelo. uttama ziSyonA ziSyo paNa prAyaH uttama pAke. e paraMparA calAvavAmAM guru nimitta bane che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * - 61

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" : pUjyazrI ke darzanArtha logoM kI bhIr3a, surendranagara, vi.saM. 2056 che. rikI : che ?' A . A mATe mArI aSADha suda dvitIya 10 23-07-1999, zukravAra atyAre paNa jeNe mokSamAM javuM hoya teNe prabhunA mArgarUpa tIrthano Azraya levo ja paDe. Aje paNa mokSanI ArAdhanA karI zakatA hoIe to te bhagavAnano prabhAva che. tIrthakara bhagavAna tIrthanI sthApanA kare, paNa tenuM saMcAlana gaNadhara - sthavirAdi kare, je Aje paNa emanI gerahAjarImAM A paddhatinA kAraNe jainazAsana cAlI rahyuM che. - guru kevo hoya ? je anyadarzanIone paNa AkarSI zake. jemanA darzana mAtrathI bIjA jIvo dharma pAmI jAya. sAdhUnAM darzanaM puNyaM, tIrthabhUtA hi sAdhavaH / tIrthaM phalati kAlena, sadyaH sAdhu - samAgamaH // enuM e jIvatuM udAharaNa hoya. 7-8 varSa dakSiNamAM M.P. vageremAM rahyA. saMto pratyeno lokono apAra bahumAna joyo. "periyAra svAmI kahetAM e loko sASTAMga daMDavat karI le, sUI jAya. moTaramAMthI utarI 2 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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paDe, vaMdana kare, moTaramAM besavAno Agraha kare. vAhanamAM nahi besavAnI pratijJA sAMbhaLI Azcarya vyakta kare. mAMsabhakSI, madirApAyI hovA chatAM sadguru pratye apAra bahumAna ! hRdayanA saraLa ! samajAvIe eTale tarata ja mAMsAdi choDavA taiyAra thaI jAya. je prakAranuM vijJAna ziSyAdi guru pAsethI grahaNa kare tenAthI temano mokSamArga khullo thAya. prayANamAM AgaLa vadhe. jeo AvA hoya, temaNe potAnuM gurupada saphaLa banAvyuM che. laghu = halakuM, guru = mahAna. uttama jIvana jIvIne, guru, 'guru' zabdane sArthaka banAve che. gurunA badhA guNomAM 'anuvartaka' guNane khUba ja mahattA ApI che, jethI ziSyo khUba ja sArA taiyAra thAya. preraNA icchA prayatna vagere khUba ja hovA chatAM ziSyo taiyAra na thAya to guru doSanA bhAgI thatA nathI. gurue te mATe saMpUrNa parizrama karelo che. bhagavAnanA samayamAM jamAli svayaM bhagavAnanuM nathI mAnyA. bhagavAna zuM karI zake ? guru zuM karI zake ? preraNA upadeza vagere hitazikSA Ape, paNa pelAe na mAnavAnuM ja nakkI karyuM hoya to ? to have guru para koI ja doSa nathI. Akhare gurunI paNa maryAdA hoya che. prazna H aparAdha ziSyano, gurune zAnuM pApa ? kare te bhogave. -L uttara : AjJA-bhaMga thavAthI doSa lAge, ziSyanA pApa gurune AvI jAya ema nahi, paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAno lopa thayo teno doSa lAge. je AjJA pALI zake tevo na hoya tene pahelAthI gurue dIkSA mATe nA pADI devI joIe H huM tamane saMbhALI zakuM tema nathI. nA pADavA mATe bahu ja sattva joIe. gurunI jaghanya yogyatA : sUtrArtha kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 -- viza, sAdhvAcAranA pAlaka, zIlavAna, 63

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kriyAkalApamAM kuzaLa, anuvartaka, ziSyanuM dhyAna rAkhanAra - pratijAgarUka, ApattinA samaye paNa aviSAdI. ATalA guNo to gurumAM hovA ja joIe. have dIkSArthInA 16 guNo (1) Adiza samutpanna : AryabhUmi (bhAratabhUmi)mAM utpanna thayelo hoya. eTale ke bIja AryabhUminuM hoya. (2) zuddhajAtikulAnvita : mAtAnI jAti, pitAnuM kuLa - baMne uttama joIe. mANaso ghaNA che, paNa badhA kAMI uttama nathI hotA. nIca kuLanA, anArya dezanA mANasomAM sahaja rIte ja yogyatA ochI hoya che. (3) vimalabuddhi: ratnanI kiMmata buddhihIna na karI zake. nirmaLa buddhivALAnI vicAradhArA nirmaLa hoya. tenI vicAradhArAthI ja nirmaLatAno khyAla Ave. (dIkSArthInA 16 guNo juo aSADha suda 7) nirmaLa buddhivALo ja mAnava - janma durlabhatA vagerenI vicAraNA kare. mAnava janmanI durlabhatA bIjI gatione jovAthI ja samajAya devagati, puNya ane narakagati pApa bhogavavA mATe che. devagatimAM paNa durgati hoya che. IrSyA - viSAda - atRpti hoya che. tiryaMcagati to najara samakSa du:khapUrNa che. have dharmanI yogyatA ekamAtra mANasa pAse rahI. AthI ja moha, mANasane phasAvavA kaMcana kAminI AdinI jALa bichAve che. pataMgIyAne dIvAmAM sonuM dekhAya che, mANasane pILI mATImAM sonuM dekhAya che. sonuM mATI ja che. tattvadraSTAo mATe baMne eka ja che. tamAruM jIvana saMpUrNa rIte dhana kendrita che. dhananI AsapAsa tame ghUmo cho. ahIM Avo kharA, paNa mana to dhanamAM ja hoya. ghaNA to ahIM AvIne kahI jAya : mahArAja ! mahArAja ! mArA A pAkiTanuM dhyAna rAkhajo. sAdhu tamArI pAkiTanuM dhyAna na rAkhe. kadAca upaDI jAya to nAma sAdhunuM Ave. (madrAsamAM evA Thaga kyAreka AvI jatA ke vaMdana karatAM koI pAkiTa nIce mUke ne tarata ja Thaga 64 * * * * * * * * * kahe

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e upADIne hAlato thAya. pelAne khabara ja na paDe.) vairAgya mATe saMsAranI nirguNatA jANavI paDe. te mATe Ama vicAravuM : saMyogano viyoga thavAno ja che. mRtyu sAme ja ubhuM che. viSayo duHkhadAyI che. jo huM jIvanano sadupayoga nahi karuM to bhayaMkara pariNAmo bhogavavA paDaze. AvI vicAradhArAthI jeNe saMsAranI nirguNatA jANI che, te dIkSA mATe yogya bane che. saMsAra tamane sArabhUta lAge che. jJAnIone asAra lAge che. saMsAra tamane guNapUrNa lAge che. jJAnIone nirguNa lAge jIvanI pAMca zaktio : (1) amaratA, (2) vANInI amoghatA - vANI jJAnanI dyotaka che. eTale ke amogha jJAna, (3) AtmAnuM jJAnAdi aizcarya, (4) ajanmA svabhAva, () akSayasthiti. tene pAMca avrata haNe che. bIjAne mAravAthI "amaratAne haNIe chIe. asatya bolavAthI "amogha vANI' (amogha jJAna) haNIe chIe. corI karIne "anaMta Rddhi' haNIe chIe. abrahmathI "ajanmA svabhAvane haNIe chIe; bIjAne janma ApavAthI. parigrahathI akSaya sthiti guNa haNIe chIe. krodhAdi, kAmAdi, hAsyAdithI dIkSArthI para hoya. e kRtajJa hoya, kareluM na bhUle, bIjAnuM RNa svIkAre te ja paropakAramAM pravRtta thaI zake. bIjAnA nANA lo to upakAra svIkAro ke nahi ? ke laIne besI jAva ? upakAra na mAno to naguNA" kahevAo. nANA dhIranArano upakAra mAno to jJAna ApanAra guruno upakAra nahi mAnavAno ? nigodamAMthI koI siddha ApaNane bahAra kADhyA che. have jyAM sudhI ApaNe mokSamAM jaIne bIjA jIvane nigodamAMthI * * * * * * * * * * * * 65

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bahAra na kADhIe tyAM sudhI e RNa nahi utare. keTaluM moTuM RNa che ApaNI upara ? arihaMtanuM kAma che : saMsArI jIvone mokSe mokalavAnuM. arihaMtanuM kAma che : zAzvata sukhanA bhoktA banAvavAnuM. mohanuM kAma che : zAzvata sukhanA bhoktA nahi ja banavA devAnuM. mohanuM kAma anAdithI che, tema dharmanuM paNa anAdithI che. mohane AdhIna rahe te saMsAramAM rahe, dharmane AdhIna rahe te mokSa tarapha prayANa kare. AthI ja tathAbhavyatAnA paripAka mATe prathama upAya cAranI zaraNAgati che. eka vAra paNa jo ananya zaraNAgati svIkArI to ardhapugala parAvarta kALamAM to tamAro mokSa nakkI ja. bhavyatA samAna hovA chatAM badhAnI tathAbhavyatA judI judI che. pAMca kAraNomAM sauthI mukhya puruSArtha che. to e puruSArtha zaraNAgati mATe keLavavAno che. bhagavAna ja mokSanA upAya, mokSanA dAtA, mokSanuM puSTa kAraNa che, ema mAnIne teonI zaraNAgati svIkAravI. | na svataH na parataH mAtra paramAtmAnI kRpAthI ja mokSa zakya bane. gurunI zaraNAgati paNa aMtatogatvA bhagavAnanI ja zaraNAgati che. bhagavAnane kahI do : ___ yAvannApnomi padavIM, parAM tvadanubhAvajAm / tAvanmayi zaraNyatvaM, mA muJca zaraNaM zrite // tuM lAyaka nathI mArA zaraNa mATe.' - ema bhagavAna kadI nahi kahe. kRtajJatA guNathI ja AvI zaraNAgati AvI zake. karmanuM jora ghaNuM hoya, ApaNuM jora na cAle tyAre bhagavAnanuM zaraNa levuM. emanuM baLa e ja ApaNA mATe taraNopAya che. je kSaNe tame bhagavAnane smaro cho, te ja kSaNe bhagavAna tamArAmAM padhAre che. aneka jIvo yAda kare che to bhagavAnanI zakti ghaTaze, bhagavAna keTalAne tAraze ? evuM 66 * * * * * * * * * * * * 6

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nahi mAnatA. bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM svIkAryuM eTale ApaNI cetanA bhagavanmayI banI. bhagavAnanI zakti ApaNAmAM utarI. vyAkaraNamAM "maUviniH ' kahyuM che. agninuM dhyAna dharanAro mANavaka. eTale ke mANavaka svayaM agni che. arthAta mANavaka atyAre agninA dhyAnamAM che. tema bhagavAnanuM dhyAna dharanAro khuda bhagavAna che. upayogathI ApaNo AtmA abhinna che. upayoga bhagavAna sAthe joDAyo eTale patyuM. e upayoga ja tamAruM rakSaNa kare. chatAM kRtajJa kadI ema na mAne mArA upayoge mArI rakSA karI. bhagavAnane ja e rakSaka mAne. lAITanuM bila Ave. sUrya, caMdra, megha vageree kadI bila mAMgyuM ? A upakArI tattvothI ja jagata TakeluM che. kRtajJa ane paropakArI sUrya - candra jevA che. upakAra kare chatAM mAne nahi, RNamukti mATe ja prayatna kare. bhagavAna to kRtakRtya che. upakAranI jarUra nathI, mATe e jagatanA jIvo para ni:svArtha bhAve upakAra karyA kare. | 'tame tamArA jevA bIjAne banAvo." evI javAbadArI dareka sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI che. tame cAlyA jazo acAnaka, to ahIM koNa saMbhALaze ? dIkSArthIno bIjo mahattvapUrNa guNa "vinaya' che. vinayathI AjJA-pAlana Ave che. "je kahezo te karIza, je kahezo te mAnIza." AjJAMkitano Avo mudrAlekha hoya che. kAma maLatAM vinItane AnaMda thAya, kAma karIne TekSa nathI cUkAvavAnuM, ApaNuM kartavya che. jJAnathI maLe, tenA karatAM sevAthI ghaNuM maLaze. bhaNeluM bhUlI javAya, paNa sevA amara benkamAM jamA thAya che. mATe ja sevAne apratipAtI guNa kahyo dIkSArthImAM bAkInA guNo ochAvattA cAlaze, paNa kRtajJatA, vinayamAM koI bAMdhachoDa nahi. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 00

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paTTadhara ke sAtha pUjyazrI, surendranagara, di. 26-3-2000 aSADha suda 1 1 24-07-1999, zanivAra bhagavAne dharma be prakAre batAvyo che : zrAvaka ane sAdhu dharma. jo tene muktinuM kAraNa banAvavuM hoya, guNa-vRddhi, doSa-hAni karavI hoya to tenuM vidhipUrvaka pAlana thavuM joIe. karma-kSaya eTale doSa kSaya ane guNa-prApti. baMne prakAranA dharmo karmakSaya mATe che. mATImAMthI ghaDo bane tema yogya jIvamAM upAdAnarUpe rahelA guNo pragaTa thAya. pahelA kSAyopazamika bhAvanA, pachI kSAyika guNo maLe. sIdhA ja kSAyika nahi. karmanA AvaraNa TaLe tema guNo maLe, doSo TaLe. gADha mithyAtvI jIvo AtmAnuM astitva paNa svIkAravA taiyAra nathI thatA. 9 pUrvI paNa mithyAtvI hoI zake. 'huM AtmA chuM.' evI anubhUti tene (abhavyane) na thAya, mAtra AtmAnI jANakArI tene maLI zake. AtmatattvanI pratIti zraddhA anubhUti sarva para paDado pADanAra mohanIya che. aMdhAruM mUMjhavaNa pedA karanAruM hoya che. cora ke zAhukAra aMdhArAmAM jaNAtA nathI. avidyA ajJAnanuM aMdhAruM pedA * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 6. * *

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karanAra mohanIya che. "uttama guru jevA ja uttama ziSya taiyAra thAya." enA mATe ahIM badhI vAto kahI che. A badhA guNo jAtamAM utAravAnA che. sAMbhaLIne besI rahevAnuM nathI. guranA guNomAM dIkSArthInA 16 guNo AvI gayA. kAraNa ke e rIte vidhipUrvaka dIkSA lIdhI hoya te ja sadguru banI zake. dIkSArthImAM pUrepUrA 16 guNonI apekSA rAkho to kadAca A kALamAM eka paNa ziSya na maLe. na maLe to zuM thayuM ? ApaNo mokSa aTakaze nahi. "mana milA to celA, nahi to bhalA akelA." 2-4 guNo na hoya, paNa samarpita hoya to calAvI zakAya. gaMbhIra doSo na hovA joIe. mAnava, Aryadiza, jAti, kuLa mAtrathI ja na cAle. vinaya, samarpaNazIlatA vagere guNa khAsa jovA joIe. guNavAna hoya to ja e guNaprakarSa sAdhI zakaze. bIjarUpe na hoya to aMkura-vRkSa zI rIte thaze ? vinaya sAthe dIkSArthI bhavavirakta che ke nahi ? te khAsa jovuM. saMsAra eTale viSaya-kaSAya. tenAthI je napharata karato hoya te bhavavirakta kahevAya. viSaya-kaSAyane saMsAranuM mULa mAne. tene TALavA dIkSA levA icche te yogya gaNAya. vairAgyathI A guNo jaNAya. mohanuM vRkSa bhayaMkara che. anAdibhava - vAsanArUpI vRkSanuM mULa viSaya-kaSAya che. enuM unmelana duSkara che. Asakti - icchA - spRhAnuM unmelana saheluM nathI. apramatta jIvanathI ja e zakya bane. dIkSA levI eTale pAMca mahAvrato apramattapaNe pALavA. pAMca avrato cAra kaSAyonuM phaLa che athavA avratothI kaSAyo vadhe che, ema paNa kahI zakAya. ' prathama vrata : ahiMsA : eka muslIma vaidya hamaNA Avyo. te kahe : saMskRtamAM "ku" eTale pRthvI. "rAna' eTale ghoSaNA. pRthvI paranI ghoSaNArUpa A kurAnamAM kyAMya hiMsAnI vAta ja nathI. keTalAka muslIma kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 09

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evA hoya che je hiMsA nathI karatA, mAMsAhAra nathI karatA. jAmanagaramAM eka vRddha mAstara AvatA. enA kapaDA para mAMkaDa dekhAyo. eNe kADhyo nahi. teNe kahyuM : ene sthAnabhraSTa kema karAya ? "ThANAo ThANe saMkAmiyAno doSa na lAge ? eNe kahyuM : "eka muslIme, patnI rU kAMtatI'tI mATe nAnI chokarIne ghauM levA mATe mokalI. saDelA jIvAtavALA ghauM vepArIe padharAvI dIdhA. ghera AvIne kholatAM jIvaDA dekhAyA. muslIme kahyuM : "jaldI ghauM pAchA ApI Ava, paisA pAchA na maLe to kAMI nahi, e ja jagyAe jIvaDA to pahoMcI ja javA joIe.' pelI chokarI ghauM pAchA ApI gaI. muslIma paNa ATalI ahiMsA pALe to ame to hindu chIe." ema pelA vRddha mAstare amane jAmanagaramAM kaheluM. abhiyA - vattiyA Adi 10 rIte jIvonI virAdhanA TaLavI joIe. abhiyA eTale abhighAta - Takkara - lAgavI. upAdhyAyazrI prItivi. ne Takkara vAgI ane upaDI gayA. ApaNe nAnA jIvo mATe lorIthI paNa khataranAka chIe. na jANe ApaNI TakkarathI keTalAya jIvo maratA haze ! hiMsAnuM mULa krodha che. krodhI mANasa ahiMsaka na banI zake. krodhane upamitikAre vaizvAnara - agni kahyo che. hiMsAne krodhanI bahena kahI che. "hiMsA bhaginI atibUrI re, vaizvAnaranI joya re. tene jItavA kSamA, maitrI joIe. 1lA vrata mATe iryAsamiti, nIcuM joIne cAlatAM ahiMsA - pAlanamAM sahAyatA maLe. 2jA vrata mATe bhASA samiti. upayogapUrvaka bolatAM asatya viramaNa vrata barAbara pALI zakAya. 3jA vrata mATe eSaNA samiti. nirdoSa gocarIthI sAdhu acauryavrata barAbara pALI zake. 4thA vrata mATe AdAna - bhaMDamatta nikSepaNA samiti. vastu letAM-mUkatAM satata najara nIcI rahe to strI saMbaMdhI ghaNA doSothI bacI zakAya. 70. * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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pAMcamA vrata mATe pAriSThApanikA. paraThavatAM mUrchA TALavAnA saMskAro paDe. Ama pAMca samiti pAMca vrato pALavAmAM sahAyaka che. zama, saMvegAdi krama pradhAnatAnI apekSAe che. utpattinI apekSAe AstikyathI utkrama samajavAno che. prathama AstikatA, pachI anukaMpAdi ema ulaTuM samajavuM. 1lA vratathI samyakta pragaTe. hiMsA samyaga darzanano nAza kare. 1lA vratathI dayA prekTIkala bane che. ahiMsA samyaktInA hRdayamAM hoya che paNa vratadharane amalamAM AvI che. virati lIdhA pachI jo jayaNA vageremAM koI upayoga na rAkhIe 3-4 divase kApa kADhIe, pANI anApasanApa DhoLIe to kyAM rahyuM 1luM vrata ? jayaNA vinA jIvano uddhAra nathI. mahAnizIthamAM Ave che ke eka ugra tapasvI nigodamAM gayo. kAraNa jayaNAnuM jJAna nahotuM. jayaNA-ajayaNAnuM bhAna ja na hoya te zuM jayaNA pALavAno ? pApakarmano baMdha ajayaNAthI nahi aTake. 18 hajAra zIlAMganA pAlanathI ajayaNA aTake. pelA tapasvIne gurue ajayaNA mATe Takora karI, prAyazcitta ApyuM, paNa pelo na ja mAnyo. hA, e gurue ApeluM prAyazcita tapa dvArA pUruM karato, paNa jayaNA to jIvanamAM nahi ja. AthI te marIne 1lA devalokamAM gayo. tyAMthI vAsudeva banyo. tyAMthI narakamAM gayo. pachI hAthInA bhavamAM ne pachI anaMtakALa mATe TheTha nigodamAM cAlyo gayo. vadhu uMcAIethI vadhu nIce gabaDe. rastAmAM cAlanAro paDe ne uparanI bilDIMgathI koI paDe, to pharaka paDe ne ? tamArA karatAM mane 10 gaNuM vadhu prAyazcitta Ave; jo huM bhUla karuM ! 2juM vrata : jUThuM bolavAmAM abhimAna mukhya kAraNa che. A bAju bIjo kaSAya abhimAna che. jUThuM bolIne paNa mANasa potAnA khabhAne TaTTAra rAkhaze. ene upamitimAM "zailarAja kahyo che. parvata jevo akkaDa ! kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 01

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abhimAna AvyuM eTale vinaya gayo. vinaya gayo eTale jJAna gayuM. abhimAna, jJAnamAM bhogaLa che. dA.ta. sthUlabhadra. ghaNA jJAnane ghaTADavAno upAya che, abhimAna. abhimAna karo eTale tamAruM jJAna ghaTI jAya. jarAka prabhAva batAvavA gayA sthUlabhadra to navo pATha baMdha thaI gayo. 2juM vrata namratA dvArA jJAnanI samRddhi Ape. 3juM vrata : nItimattA Ape. nIti gaI to AcaraNa zuM rahyuM ? nyAyapUrvakanuM vartana vizvasanIya bane che. corImAM sahayogI mAyA che. 3jo kaSAya paNa mAyA che. " vepArI bheLa-saMbheLa mAyA vinA kare che? kiMmata sAcA mAlanI lo, ane mAla nakalI padharAvo, AmAM corI ane mAyA baMne kharA ke nahi ? sarakAra 420mI kalamano, chetarapIMDIno kAyado lagAve ne? 4-pamuM vrata anAsakti Ape che. kaMcana-kAminIno paNa lobha hoya che. asalamAM cAra ja mahAvrata che. 22 bhagavAnanA kALamAM ane mahAvidehamAM haMmeza mATe cAra mahAvrato ja che. A to ApaNe vakra-jaDa chIe mATe 4thuM vrata alaga levuM paDyuM che. je vIrya ApaNane ajanmA banAvavAmAM sahAyaka bane, utsAha vadhAre, te dvArA ApaNe ApaNA janma vadhArIe chIe. koIne janma Apavo eTale potAnA janma vadhAravA. "viratine praNAma karIne indra sabhAmAM bese mere pyAre ! e vrata jagamAM dIvo." brahmacaryano mahimA ema vIravi. gAya che. brahmacaryanuM rakSaNa nava vADathI karavAnuM. brahma eTale AtmA. temAM caravuM te brahmacarya. 4thuM vrata ApaNane AtmAmAM lIna banAve. je teno bhaMga kare te AtmAmAM ramaNa na karI zake. paNuM vrata aparigraha, vipakSamAM lobha. ekendriya jIva paNa parigraha saMjJAthI potAnA mULIyA nidhAna para goThave. AsaktivALA jIvo ekendriya banIne Ama kare. ApaNA mATe (sAdhu mATe) parigraha tyAga. gRhastho mATe parigraha parimANa. 02 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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khokhA bharIne rAkhIe e upakaraNa nahi, adhikaraNa kahevAya. jyAre joIe tyAre maLe che. zA mATe khokhA bharavA ? upaDe eTalI ja upadhi rAkhavI. vadhunI jarUra zI che ? ApaNane joIne navA paNa zIkhaze, e bhUlatA nahi. bhacAumAM pU. kanakasUrijI ma. sAthe ame hatA. gacchAdhipati pAse sToka rAkhavo paDe; upagraha - upakAra karavA mATe. amRtabhAInA pitA goradhanabhAIe kahyuM : tamAre ATalo parigraha ? "A to AcArya bhagavaMtanA che. ame kahyuM pachI samajyA. AcArya ma.ne jarUra paDe, paNa bIjA badhAne zI jarUra ? "poTakAM AvyA ke nahi ? khovAI to nathI gayA ne ?' pachI mana AvA ja vicAromAM rahe. pari eTale cAre bAjuthI, "graha' eTale levuM te parigraha. "bAvo beTho jape. je Ave te khape.' khokhAmAM dhyAna na rAkhIe to keTalA jaMtuo paDe ? khokhA vadhe eTale kabATa joIe. kabATa ochA paDe eTale phaleTa joIe. jyAM sudhI pahoMcyA ! ApaNe ? chatAM kahevAIe aparigrahI ! bokSathI mokSa maLaze, evuM to nathI mAnI lIdhuM ne ? ziSyAdi para rAga paNa parigraha che. mUccha e ja parigraha che. pAchalA daravAje parigraha AvI na jAya, teno khyAla rAkhavAno che. 108 mALanI bilDIMga, ekeka mALamAM 100 oraDA. badhA pUrNarUpe hIrA-motIthI bharelA che. badho thaIne keTalo mAla ? ApaNA AtmAnA asaMkhya pradeza che. ekeka pradezamAM anaMta guNo che. keTalA guNo thaze ? A guNo prApta karavA prayatna karo to ? bhaNavAno - guNo no lobha sAro che, tapano, svAdhyAyano, sevAno lobha sAro che, paNa vastuo bhegI karavAno lobha khataranAka che. enAthI bacavA jevuM che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 03

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che. kula *; (kaccha) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 2055, aSADha suda 1 ra 25-07-1999, ravivAra be prakAranA dharmamAMthI sAdhudharma jaldI mokSaprada che. pravrayA : prakRSTa vrajana-gamana. je jaldI mokSamAM laI jAya te pravrajayA. dIkSA - cAritra mokSanuM prakRSTa sAdhana hovAthI, teno svIkAranAra mokSamArgano pravAsI kahevAya. zrAvaka-dharmane pravrayA na kahevAya, pravrajayAnI taiyArI kahevAya. pahelA sAdhudharmanI paribhAvanA pachI paripAlanA. dezavirati dharma, sarvavirati mATe pALavAno che. deza-viratidhara jo yuvarAja che to sarvaviratidhara mahArAjA che. Ajano zrAvaka AvatIkAlano mahArAjA che. | mATe to zrAvaka mATe sAdhunI sAmAcArI sAMbhaLavAnuM vidhAna che - sAdhu-sAdhvInA tamAma AcArane zrAvaka-zrAvikA paNa jANe. jANavAmAM pharaka nahi. pAlanamAM pharaka. AthI ja samaju zrAvikA kadI rAMdhatI vakhate sAdhu mATe rasoI na banAve. che. A viSamakALamAM 16 guNo vALo dIkSArthI 04 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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durlabhatama che. bIjA guNone gauNa karI temAM vairAgya - vinayAdibhAva - guNone pradhAnatA ApI dIkSA ApI zakAya. mohavRkSanA UMDA mULIyA viSaya-kaSAya para TakelA che. mATe ja viSaya-kaSAya parano vairAgya sau prathama joIe. ahIM AvIne viSaya-kaSAyanA tophAno thAya to zAsananI bhayaMkara apabhrAjanA thAya. Aja-kAla to chApAno jamAno ! pahelA paNa AvA banAvo banatA, paNa chApe nahotA caDatA. gharamAM nathI banatA ? Aje chApe caDavAthI bhayaMkara apabhrAjanAnA prasaMgo banyA che. mohanA DALI-pAMkhaDA kApazo to kAMi nahi vaLe, mULa para ghA thavo joIe. narakanA jIvo zAlmalI vRkSa nIce vizrAma karavA jAya ne uparathI talavAra jevA pAMdaDA paDe; kapAI mare, vizrAma to na maLe paNa... moha to pelA zAlmalI vRkSathI paNa khataranAka che. tIvra moha ane tIvra ajJAnanA kAraNe ja nigodanA jIvo tyAM paDelA che. nahi to tyAM hiMsAdimAMnuM dekhAtuM koI pApa nathI. aigaruo mohataru, aNAibhavabhAvaNAi-viSayamUlo / dukkhaM ummUlijjai, accaMtaM appamattehiM // luNAvAmAM vizALa vaDalo. dIkSA vagere mATe kadI maMDapanI jarUra na paDe. e vaDalo to sAro, paNa mohanuM vRkSa khataranAka ! - jene mokSe javAnI IcchA nathI teNe nigodamAM javAnI taiyArI rAkhavI paDe. bIje kyAMya anaMtakALa sudhI rahevAnI vyavasthA ja nathI. trasakAyanI utkRSTa sthiti be hajAra ja sAgaropama che. eTalA samayamAM svasAdhya (mokSa) siddha na thAya to nigoda taiyAra ja che. * viSayanI spRhA saMsAranuM mULa che. apramatta sAdhaka paNa te spRhAnuM muzkelIthI unmelana karI zake che. mATe ja A guNa to hovo ja joIe. saMsArathI virakta ja apramatta banI zake, sAcA arthamAM sAdhaka banI zake. apramatta sAdhakane paNa kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 05

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mohane mAravAmAM muzkelI paDatI hoya to saspRhanI to vAta ja kyAM karavI ? bhagavAna mahAvIranI sAdhanAnA 12 varSa yAda karo. e mohane mAravAno utkRSTa puruSArtha hato. mohanuM mULa paNa mithyAtva che. teno jaya samyaktathI thAya. mohe strIne zastra banAvyuM che. te mATe dhana joIe. AthI ja kaMcana-kAminInI dAsa AkhI duniyA che. dhanano nahi, jJAnano rAga joIe, strIno nahi, prabhuno rAga joIe, - ema bhagavAna zIkhave che. jIvamaitrI ane prabhu-bhaktinI kaLA apanAvo eTale mohanuM mRtyu thatuM dekhAze. prabhune hRdayamAM vasAvavA e ja mohanA mRtyuno mukhya upAya che. prabhu sivAya moha-mRtyunI kaLA bIje kazethI nahi maLe. prabhubhakti vinA prabhunuM vacana paNa (Agamo paNa) moha-vRkSane ukheDI zake nahi, ema haribhadrasUri kahe che. vacanayoga trIjuM sopAna che.te pahelA prIti - bhakti yoga joIe. apramAda eTale jJAnadazAmAM jAgRti. ADA-avaLA vicAromAM raho, to jAgavA chatAM pramAda che. bhagavatImAM 8 prakArano prasAda kahyo che. pachI kyAreka kahIza. avinaya, Aveza, mAyA, chaLa, kapaTa Adi karavA e moha che. doSane doSa na mAnavo te mithyAtva che. 17 doSane A ekaluM mithyAtva pahoMcI vaLe, caDI jAya. e hiMsAdine pAparUpe na ja svIkAre. mATe ja mithyAtva mahApApa che. - dIkSArthI mA-bApa pAse vinaya na karato hoya to ahIM paNa nahi kare. gRhasthanA sAmAnya niyamonuM pAlana na karanAro ahIM AvIne lokottara niyamo zI rIte pALI zakaze ? dIkSArthI "gharamAM zuM karato hato tenI tapAsa karavAthI A vastuno khyAla Ave. sAcorano bhAI AdhoI (saM. 2016)mAM bhaNavA 06 = * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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Avyo. vaNavIrane ghera jamavA gayo. tyAM dhamAla karI Avyo. ame kahI dIdhuM : tAruM ahIM kAma nathI. pachI bIjA samudAyamAM dIkSA lIdhI. atyAre ekalA phare che. bhavAbhinaMdIne kadI dIkSA na apAya. prazna : bhale e bhavAbhinaMdI hoya, paNa jinavacanathI e doSa dUra thaI jaze... to dIkSA ApavAmAM zo vAMdho ? uttama : saMsAra rasikane kadI jinavacana nahi game. e dharma karaze to paNa sAMsArika siddhi mATe ja. bhAre karmI kliSTa pariNAmI jIvone kadI jinavacana gaLe utaratuM nathI. melA kapaDAmAM kadI kesarIyo raMga caDe ? mATe evI bhrAMtimAM rahetA ja nahi . gAMdhIdhAmanA devajIbhAImAM A badhA ja guNo dekhAtA. vairAgya, namratA, saraLatA, kSamA, bhadrikatA, dAkSiNya vagere guNo dekhAya. jyAre dharma pAmyA nahotA tyAre paNa koIne khAlI hAthe pAcho mokalatA nahi. kyAMthI AvyA A saguNo ? pUrvajanmanA saMskAro. vastrane ujaLuM karIne raMgAya tema koIne dharma-raMgathI raMgavo hoya to enI viSaya-kaSAyanI malinatA dUra karavI joIe. jene viSayo viSTA jevA, kaSAyo kaDavA jhera lAge, te ja dIkSAne yogya gaNAya. bhUMDa viSThAno rAga kadI na choDe. bhavAbhinaMdI saMsArano rAga kadI nahi choDe. bhUMDane pakaDIne tame dUdhapAka, mIThAI vagere khavaDAvo to paNa vijhA nahi choDe. tema bhavAbhinaMdIne game teTaluM samajAvo. akAryane nahi choDe, taka maLatAM ja karI leze. mATe guNasaMpannane ja dIkSA ApavI. 16mAMthI koI paNa guNanI apekSA rAkhyA vinA dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave to svaparanuM bhayaMkara ahita thaze. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 00

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( 9) cAturmA praveza, vi.saM. 2015 aSADha suda 13 ra6-07-1999, somavAra pAMca dhAro - pAMca vastu tarIke batAvyA che. mATe A graMthanuM nAma "paMcavastuka' che. cAra anuyogamAM ahIM caraNakaraNAnuyoga pradhAnarUpe che. cAreya anuyoga ApaNA AdhyAtmika jIvanane paripuSTa banAve. (1) dravyAnuyoga samyagu darzana nirmaLa kare. dravya-guNa paryAya jANavAthI AtmAdi padArtho viSe niHzaMka ane sthira banAya che. AtmAdi padArtho, jaNAvavA mATe ke kIrti mATe zIkhyA, paNa potA mATe jarAya na zIkhyA. A dIpaka samyakta kahevAya. abhavya jevA rahyA ApaNe. bhedajJAna pAmavA mATe A tattvajJAna zIkhavAnuM che. jIvonuM svarUpa jANavAthI tenuM sAdhamya jaNAya che ne tethI sarva jIvo sAthe maitrI sadhAya che. e mATe ja jIvavicAra Adi bhaNavAnA che. jIvonA bheda, karma, gati ke jAtinA kAraNe paDe che. cetanAnI apekSAe koI bheda nathI. eTale pahelA jIvonI 08 = * * * * * * * kahe

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ekatA paNa (abheda) manamAM hovI ja joIe. hinda mahAsAga2, arabI mahAsAgara ke baMgALano akhAta vagere sAgaranA bhedo jANatI vakhate e vastu khyAlamAM hovI joIe ke sAgarUpe badhA eka che. mAtra bhaugolika sthitinA kAraNe nAma alaga che. (2) gaNitAnuyoga jJAna mATe; ekAgratAthI jJAna vadhe. (3) caraNakaraNAnuyoga cAritra mATe. (4) kathAnuM yoga TANe yanuM phaLa che. AthI jIva virAdhanAthI bace. ArAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhe. uttarAdhyayana vageremAM kathAnuyoga che. bIjuM Ave te gauNa. koIkamAM cAreya anuyoga paNa hoya. AryarakSitasUrijI dvArA A vibhAgIkaraNa thayuM. "jenI pAse huM dIkSA lauM tenuM kahyuM na mAnuM, teno vinaya na karuM, teno droha karuM to zo matalaba che dIkSAno ?" bhavabhIta dIkSArthI A pramANe vicAre. 0 guNahInane dIkSA ApatAM sva-paranA baMne bhava bagaDe. vinIta puNyavAna, avinIta puNyahIna hoya. saMpatti hoya tene dhanavAna kahevAya. ahIM vinayAdiguNa e AMtara saMpatti che. navakAramAM "namo'nI pradhAnatA che te vinayadarzaka che. avinItane zikSA Apo to tamane ja vaLagaze : "tame kevA cho ? te badhuM huM jANuM chuM. rahevA do..." ene tame hajA2 upAye paNa samajAvI nahIM zako. vinaya vinA vidyA - samakita kyAMthI ? vinIta kadI potAnI IcchA mujaba nahIM kare. avinIta potAnI marajI mujaba ja badhuM kare. avinIta vihita nahi, avihita anuSThAna ja karato raheze. kyAMya pharI Ave, kAMI paNa karI Ave, goTALA vALI Ave, gurune kAMI jaNAve ja nahi . gautamasvAmIe 36 hajA2 prazno pUchaDyA, ApaNe gurune kAMI na pUchIe. pUchavA jevuM rahyuM ja nathI ne ! sarvajJa thaI gayA !! kahe - * * * * * * * * * * 09

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avinIta uddhatane vAraMvAra Toko to tene ArtadhyAna thAya : "jyAre juo tyAre Taka... Taka... basa mane ekane ja joyo che...?" vinItane zikhAmaNa ApavAthI - TakorathI rAjI thAya. azraddhALu - avinItane duHkha thAya. - bhIkha mAMgIne khAvuM te duniyAmAM halakAmAM halako dhaMdho che. jo ApaNe ahIM saMyamayoganuM pAlana na karIe to bhIkhArI karatAM paNa gayA. bhIkhArI to hajue namra hoya. ahIM to namratAya gaI. keTalAka zrAvako avinItane kahe : "huM AcArya mahArAjane kahI daIza." "kahI done... AcArya mahArAjathI huM Darato nathI.' A teno javAba hoya. dazavaikAlikamAM navamA vinaya adhyayanamAM sauthI vadhu 4 uddezA che. uttarAdhyayanamAM paheluM adhyayana vinaya mATenuM che. A parathI vinayaguNano mahimA khyAlamAM Avaze. enI gujarAtI sajhAyo paNa che. moTI uMmaranA sAdhuone amArA vaDIlo e sajajhAya zIkhavatA : "vinaya karajo re celA..." vagere... pAlitANA (2036)mAM vinaya viSe jayAM jayAMthI je kAMI maLyuM te ekaThuM karavAmAM prayatna karyo che. asAdhya dardIne jema vaidya choDI de tema avinItane gurue choDI devA joIe. asAdhya kesane hAthamAM le to vaidyano apayaza thAya. dardI paNa herAna thAya. eno tyAga karavAmAM ja bhalAI...! dIkSA ApavI eTale jIvanA karmarUpI roganI cikitsA karavI. gurane vaidya thavAnuM che. ziSyane dardI banavAnuM che. jene saMsAra roga dUra karavAnI icchA hoya tene ja dIkSA ApavI. je potAne dardI ja na mAne tenI cikitsA zI rIte thaI zake ? prazna : A jainazAsanamAM to kAMI ja asAdhya na hovuM joIe. ahIM jo asAdhya hoya to jIva jaze kyAM ? uttara : tamArI vAta sAva sAcI. jinazAsanane kazuM asAdhya nathI. paNa tenA prayoga mATe to yogyatA joIe ne ? svayaM tIrthaMkara paNa abhavya ke durbhavyane pratibodha na Ape. dezanAmAM paNa "he bhavyo" ema ja kahe. game teTalA 80 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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hoziyA2 bhAgavatakAra - kathAkAra hoya paNa bheMzone bhegI karIne kathA na kare. bheMzo bhalene game teTaluM mAthuM halAve, paNa samaje kAMI nahi. mahAnizIthanuM asAdhya dardInuM udAharaNa = susaDha nAmanA sAdhune jayaNA sAthe bIyA - bArUM ! snAna sUtakano ya saMbaMdha nahi. mATe ja kahuM care kahaM ciTTe ?' vagere jayaNAnuM svarUpa sau prathama sAdhuone samajAvavuM joIe. ugra tapa kare che, paNa susaDha badhA ja asaMyama sthAnamAM varte che. guru : "he mahAsattvazIla ! ajJAnatA doSanA kAraNe tuM saMyama - jayaNA jANato nathI. tenA kAraNe tAruM A badhuM vyartha jAya che. AlocanA laIne badhuM zuddha kara.' AlocanA zarU karI, paNa jIvanamAM koI ja sudhAro nahi. saMyama jayaNA yathAyogya karyA nahi. chaTTa - aDhamathI laI cha mahinA sudhI tapa kare paNa jayaNAno "ja" na hoya. kArya karyuM ke nahi ? tenI rAha mRtyu nathI jotuM. te acAnaka ja AvI paDe che. mRtyu pAmIne sAmAnika deva, vAsudeva thaIne, sAtamI narake gayo. tyAMthI hAthI thaIne nigodamAM cAlyo gayo... anaMtakALa mATe. aDhAra hajA2 zIlAMganuM saMpUrNa - akhaMDapaNe pAlana tenuM nAma jayaNA che. e vAta teNe jANI nahi. AthI puNyahIna susaDha nigodamAM gayo. kAyakleza karyo tenAthI adhuM kArya paNa jo teNe pANI mATe karyuM hota, arthAta pANI mATe upayoga rAkhyo hota to mokSa thaI jAta. pANI - tela ane maithuna A traNa mahAdoSo che. e teNe jANyuM nahi. e sAdhu pANIno upayoga vadhAre karato hato. A traNe mahApApasthAno che. kAraNa ke, traNeyamAM anaMta jIvono upaghAta che. mATe pANImAM 'nastha nanna tattha vaU' nA sUtrathI anaMta jIvo che. agnine "sarvatobhakSI' kahyo che. tenAthI chakAyanI virAdhanA lAge. maithunamAM saMkhyAta - asaMkhyAta jIvonI hatyA thAya che. tIvra rAga vinA maithuna sevAtuM nathI. meM * * * * * * * * * * 81

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Avo sAdhu prathama vrata pALI zakato nathI. prathama vrata gayuM to zeSa 4 paNa gayA ja samajo. A rIte uzRMkhalApUrvaka vartanArA susaDhe bIjA mATe paNa Ava mithyA paraMparA ubhI karavAnA nimitto pedA karyA. AvAne bhAvimAM svapramAM paNa "dharma' zabda sAMbhaLavA na maLe. abodhidAyaka A traNano tyAga karavo Avazyaka che. prazna : cha mAsI sudhIno ugra tapa nirarthaka kema thAya ? uttara : kAyakleza to UMTa-kUtarA-gadheDA-baLada vagere paNa ghaNA kare che. paNa jayaNA kyAM ? jayaNA vinAno badho kAyakleza phogaTa che. tapanA prabhAve devaloka maLI jaze kadAca, paNa pachInuM dazya bhayaMkara haze... naraka tiryaMcAdi durgati ja maLavAnI. prazna H chae kAyamAMthI traNamAM ja kema abodhi thAya ? uttara : chae kAyamAM pApAraMbha che ja. paNa A traNanI virAdhanAthI anaMta jIvonI virAdhanA thAya che, tethI mahApApAraMbha che. badhA saMyama sthAnomAM jayaNA ja mukhya che. ___ 26mI jAnyuArIe kacchanA dharatIkaMpanI jema Aje acAnaka dharatIkaMpa thayo te pUjyapAda zAsana prabhAvaka punyakAya AcArya bhagavaMtazrI kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA AghAtajanaka samAcAra maLyA / saune khUba ja vyathA thaI / pAvApurI pratiSThAnA saMsmaraNo AMkha sAme tarakharavA lAgyA / AvA adhyAtmamUrtinA kALadharmanA samAcAra saune vyathA pahoMcADe paNa tamo badhA to teozrInI vANImAM snAna karI nItarI rahyA cho / vairAgyabhAvanI jyotamAM A AghAtane pacAvI teozrInA mArge AgaLa vadhI khUba-khUba zAsana prabhAvanA sAthe svakalyANanA mArge AgaLa vagho / - eja... azokasAgarasUrinI anuvaMdanA su. 4, surata. 80 82 * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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vAMkI (kaccha) cAturmAsa prara adhyAtma sAra : sAdhakane zikhAmaNa aSADha suda 15 28-07-1999, budhavAra pUrvakALamAM lakhavAnI jarUra nahotI paDatI. guru dvArA bolAyeluM ziSyane yAda rahI jatuM. lakhavAnI jarUra to buddhi ghaTI tyArathI ja paDI. vadhu pustako ghaTI gayelI buddhinI nizAnI che. >> kaThaNamAM kaThaNa graMtho racanAra jaina vADumayamAM navya nyAyanA puraskartA upA. zrI yazovijayajIe saraLamAM saraLa gujarAtI graMtho paNa racyAM che, e jANIne sAzcarya AnaMda thAya. tarkatIkSNa emanA graMtho, emanI tIvra buddhimattAne tathA bhaktibharyA stavano vagere emanA bhaktipUrNa madhura hRdayane jaNAvanArA che... jJAnasAra emanI sAdhanAnI parAkASThArUpe janmelI ananya kRti che. adhyAtmasAranA aMte mahattvapUrNa zikhAmaNa ApI che. vAsaNamAMnuM chidra jema aMdara rahelA pravAhIne khAlI karI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * tra * * * * * * * * * * 83

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nAkhe tema niMdA paNa chidranuM kAma kare che. sAdhanAnuM badhuM amRta, te chidra dvArA nIkaLI jAya che. - kRSNane saDelI kUtarImAM paNa ujjavala vastu dekhAya. ApaNane to ujjavalamAM paNa kAlImAnA darzana thAya che. duryodhana marI gayo paNa enI AMkha ApaNAmAM jaDAyelI haju jIve che. bIjAnI niMdA karavI eTale svamAM guNanA Agamanane rokavuM. niMdA karavAnuM mana thAya tyAre "sva"mAM dRSTi karavI. huM kevo chuM ? pU. hemacandrAcArya jevA paNa jyAre "vanatAmRta' kahetA hoya, sva-duSkatono khullo ekarAra karatA hoya to ApaNe vaLI kaI vADInA mULA ? sva-duSkRtagahanI tIvratA kevaLajJAna paNa apAvI zake. svamAM duSkRta dekhAya pachI ja bIjAmAM sukRto dekhAya ne tyAra pachI ja utkRSTa sukRtanA svAmInA zaraNe javAnuM mana thAya. namo' e duSkRtagaha, "arihaM' e sukRta anumodanA, tANaM' e zaraNAgati.... 'namo': je duSkRta gaha kare, je svane vAmana gaNe te ja jhUkI zake. "arihaM' : je duSkRta gaha kare tene ja arihaMtamAM sukRtanI khANa dekhAya. 'tANa" ane te ja zaraNuM svIkArI zake. guNa jovA hoya to bIjAnA ane avaguNa jovA hoya to potAnA ja jovA. ATalI nAnakaDI vAta yAda rahI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. (23) "zaram' pavitratA joIe. pavitratA eTale nirmaLatA. bIjA prayogathI meLavelI sthiratA cAlI jaze. mATe pahelA nirmaLatA joIe. nirmaLatA, sthiratA, tanmayatA A ja sAco krama che. A ja kramathI prabhu maLI zake. nirmaLatA e pAyo che. sthiratA madhyabhAga che ane tanmayatA zikhara che. traNeya yogonI nirmaLatA joIe. brahmacarya bhAvasnAna che. brahmacaryathI vagara nAdhe kAyA pavitra bane che. kaTu ane asatya vacanothI vANI apavitra 84 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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bane che. kAyAnI pavitratA sadAcAra che. vANInI nirmaLatA satya - madhura - hitakArI vacana che. Asana - prANAyAma ityAdi karavA mAtrathI pavitratA nahi Ave. thoDIka AbhAsI sthiratA Avaze, paNa e jhAjhI nahIM Take. yoganA klAso calAvIne yoganA nAme thoDA Asano - prANAyAmo zIkhavI teo khIssA bharI jaze, paNa tamAruM mana pavitratAthI nahi bharAya. enA pahelAnA be aMgo yama ane niyama " bhUlAI gayA che. jenA jIvanamAM yamaniyama na hoya tenAmAM pavitratA na Ave. nirmala baneluM citta ja sthira bane che. ahiMsAdi pAMca yama che. svAdhyAyAdi pAMca niyama che. e Aje bhUlAI gayA che. nirmaLatA mATe ja savAre pahelA bhakti ane pachI mALA gaNAvuM chuM. kapaDAM melA thaI jaze teno bhaya che, paNa asadAcArathI kAyA, asatyAdithI vacana, durvicArathI mana malina thaI jaze, teno koI bhaya nathI ! anya darzanIomAM paNa dhyAnanI pUrve nAma saMkIrtananI bhakti bahu ja prasiddha che. "hare rAma hare kRSNa" dhUna gavaDAvyA pachI jApa AdimAM praveza karAvavAmAM Ave che. dA.ta. gaurAMga caitanya mahAprabhuno saMpradAya. svAdhyAya, stotrAdithI vANI pavitra bane che. maicAdithI mana pavitra bane che. kAyA, vacana ane mananI pavitratA kramaza: hAMsala karavAnI che. kAyA ane vacananI pavitratA meLavyA vinA sIdhA ja tame mananI pavitratA meLavI na zako. A krama che. pahelA sadAcArAdithI zarIra pavitra banAvo. pachI satyAdithI vANI ane pachI manano naMbara rAkho. zaurva- pavitratA pachI ja sthiratA Ave mATe... (14) pachI lakhyuM stharyam - sthiratA joIe. (15) e sthiratA paNa daMbhahIna joIe. mATe lakhyuM : mama: sAdhakanuM jIvana daMbha-vihoNuM khullA pustaka jevuM kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 85

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hovuM joIe. (16) vairAgyam indriyonA viSayamAM Asakta baneluM mana caMcaLa bane che. enI caMcaLatAne nAthavA vairAgya joIe. (17) Atminizrada: vairAgya pachI ja tame Atma-nigraha karI zako. (18) saMsAranA doSo jovA. saMsAra eTale viSaya-kaSAya. pratyeka kSaNe viSaya-kaSAyanA doSo vicAravA. | viSayo viSathI paNa bhayaMkara che. viSa eka ja vAra mAre. viSayo vAraMvAra mAre, bhAvaprANanI hatyA kare. "sugara koTeDa' jhera che. viSaya bhogavanArane khyAla nathI Avato. emAM jheranuM darzana thAya to ja viSayo choDI zakAya. game teTalA bhogavavAmAM Ave to paNa viSayo bhogavanArane tRpti nathI ApI zakatA. brahmadattane yAda karo. Aje kyAM che ? kaSAyane paNa utpanna karanAra viSayo che. mULa Asakti che jIvane viSayo para. viSayomAM koI ADuM Ave to tenA para kaSAya thAya che. __je guNe se mUlaThANe, mUlaThANe se guNe / viSayo AtmAnA nahi, pudgalanA guNo che. pudgalo para che. para para Asakti karIe to sajA na maLe ? bIjAnA makAna para tamAro dAvo karo to tamane pelo sajA na Ape ? kesa na kare? pudgalono ApaNA para kesa cAlu che, kahe che : "A jIva mArA para potAno dAvo kare che. ene sajA thavI joIe." phalataH ApaNane sajA maLI che, maLI rahI che ne bhAvimAM paNa maLaze, jo ApaNe "para"no kabajo nahi choDIe. tIrthakaronuM bhaluM thAo ke jemaNe ApaNane samajAvyuM : A kabajo choDo, para paranI tamArI mAlikI haTAvo. to ja tame sajAmAMthI mukta banI zakazo. e vinA tamAruM saMsAra paribhramaNa baMdha nahi thAya. saMsArano bIjo pAyo che : kaSAya. 86 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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kasAI bakarAnI katala kare, tema kaSAyo cAre gatinA jIvonI katala kare che. kaSAyanA Aveza vakhate ApaNe kevA banI jaIe chIo ? mana - vayana - aay| / 5 / dANe cha ? cyAre to svasthatApUrvaka e raudra svarUpa juo ! tamane gussA para gusso AvI jaze. (19) 'ciMtyaM dehAdivairUpyama' zarIrAdinI virUpatA vicAravI. ATha varSa pahelA ja mANasonA zarIra joyelA, atyAre joIe chIe tyAre svarUpa keTaluM badalAyeluM lAge che ? zarIrano / 4 svabhAva cha : 5Ne 5Ne gaNavU ! naSTa tharbu ! nazvara zarIra che mATe ja anazvara tattva para najara nAkho, ema jJAnI kahe che. Aje 10.30 vAge su. 4 nA AcArya bhagavaMtanA kALadharmanA' samAcAra maLyA / jo ke emanI sAdhanA ati uttama koTinI hatI / tethI sadgati to cokkasa pAmyA ja che / tamo badhAne AnAthI aparimita duHkha thayuM haze / badhAne ja duHkha thAya te svAbhAvika che / chatAM bhavitavyatA AgaLa, karma AgaLa koInu cAlatuM nthii| tamo sarvane huM bhArapUrvaka jaNAyU~ chu ke tamo nirAza na thatA / tamo amArI sAthe ja cho / ame tamArI sAthe chIe / amArI hUMpha rAkhI uttama koTinI zAsananI ArAdhanA karazo / jethI uttama sthAne . padhArelA AcArya bhagavaMta paNa viziSTa rUpe prasanna thaze ane zAsana, saMghamAM sahAyaka thaze / agnisaMskAra zrI zaMkhezvara mahAtIrthamAM thAya te vizeSa icchanIya che to zakya prayatna karazo / - eja... vijaya jayaghoSasUrinI anuvaMdanA ma.su. 4, naDiyAda. * * * * * * * * * * * * * 87

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cha) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 2055 aSADha vada 1 29-07-1999, guruvAra pUrva janmamAM karuNAne khUba ja bhAvita banAvI hovAthI bhagavAna svayaM karuNAvaMta che tathA temano dharma paNa karuNAmaya che. megharatha rAjA kabUtara bacAvavA prANa ApavA taiyAra thaI gayelA. potAnA AtmA karatAM paNa bIjAne vadhu gaNavA 'mAtmavat sarvabhUteSu' thI paNa mUThI uMcerI A dRSTi che. maMtrI vagere nA pADe che, chatAM mahArAjA sva-nirNayathI calita na thayA. karuNA nA pADe che, zaraNAgatanuM game te bhoge rakSaNa karavuM, ema karuNA emane zIkhave che. zAntinAtha bha.no A pUrvano trIjo bhava che. te ja bhavamAM AvI karuNAthI emaNe tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM. AcArAMga sUtra karuNAnuM jharaNuM che. goviMda paMDite jainadarzananuM khaMDana karavuM hoya to dIkSA laIne abhyAsa karavo paDe, evA AzayathI dIkSA lIdhelI, paNa AcArAMga sUtra vAMcatA hRdaya palaTAyeluM. pachI sAcI dIkSA svIkArI. 8 = * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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- zAstra bIjAnI parIkSA mATe nathI, svanA nirIkSaNa mATe che. bIjAnA doSo joyA karazo to zAstra tamArA mATe zastra che. - mAruM svAthya bhale barAbara na hoya, paNa vAcanAdithI urdu vadhu skUrtimaya rahe che. tame grahaNa karajo ane pachI jIvanamAM utArI viniyoga karajo. kaMjUsa nahi banatA. ApaNI jJAna saMpatti - adhyAtma saMpatti jo ApaNe bIjAmAM vaheMcIzu nahi to te sAnubaMdha nahi bane, bhavAMtaramAM maLanArI nahi bane. jainazAsana zA mATe jayavaMtuM che ? viniyoganI prakriyA cAlu rahI che mATe, naiyAyika paMDito kliSTa bhASAmAM lakhe - jethI koI potAnI vAta samajI ja na zake. jayAre jainAcAryoe saraLa bhASAmAM lakhyuM che. badhA samaje - grahaNa kare, jIvanamAM utAre. A viniyoga che. (20) "ma irmAvati thA' bhagavAna pa2 bhakti dhAraNa karavI. ATalA guNo AvyA, have bhaktinI zI jarUra che ? bhakti nahi hoya to A badhA guNo abhimAna pedA karaze. abhimAna thayuM eTale patanano prAraMbha thayo samajI lo. batrIza - batrIzImAM to tyAM sudhI kahI dIdhuM : sArametanmayA labdhaM, zrutAbdheravagAhanAt / bhaktirbhAgavatI bIjaM, paramAnanda-sampadAm // "samagra zAstrano sAra, meLavyo meM mathI-mathI; paramAnaMdanI prApti, thAya che prabhu-bhaktithI." bhagavAna bIjuM kAMI nathI mAMgatA - mAtra samarpaNa mAMge che. te paNa potAnA mATe nahi, bhakta mATe ja. potAnA mATe bhagavAnane namana, pUjana, samarpaNa ke bhaktinI jarUra nathI. bhakta mATe A badhuM jarUrI che. * samyagdarzana e maitrI ane bhaktinA pAyA para ubhuM che. AnAthI madhura pariNAma pedA thAya che. enAthI pahelA kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 89

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lIMbaDAnI kaDavAza mAtra hoya che. * saLa[ Tarzana - jJAna - cAritrAi mokSamaH | - tattvArtha sUtra A sUtramAM utkramathI pAMca parameSThI rahelA che. mArgathI arihaMta, "mokSa'thI siddha, "cAritra'thI AcArya, "jJAna"thI upAdhyAya, 'darzana'thI sAdhu ane samya'thI namaskAra nirdiSTa thayela che. mokSanI abhilASA eTale siddha thavAnI abhilASA. siddhanI abhilASA eTale zuddha thavAnI abhilASA. jeTalA aMze tame zuddha bano cho, teTalA aMze tame siddha bano cho. ahIM ja tame kSaNe-kSaNe siddha banI rahyA cho. a - HTTo ?' nA siddhAMtathI Ama kahI zakAya. minnA - maDe' thI jema atyAre ApaNe marI rahyA chIe, tema zuddha thatA ApaNe atyAre ja siddha banI rahyA chIe, ema na kahI zakAya ? 0 nizcayathI pratipatti pUjA 11-12-13 guNaThANe hoya, paNa eno prAraMbha 4thA guNasthAnakathI thaI zake. prabhu - AjJApAlanarUpa pUjA sau prathama AvavI joIe, pachI pratipatti pUjA Ave. hiMsAdi Azravono tyAga karavo te prabhunuM AjJApAlana che. mithyAtva - avirati - pramAda - kaSAya - yoga - A AzravonA pAMca dvAra che. tene rokavA te prabhunI AjJA che. AzravonA dvAra khulA na rakhAya. dukAnanA dvAra eka rAta khulA rAkhI to juo ! anAdikALathI ApaNe pAMca-pAMca dvArA khulA rAkhyA che. lUMTa na thAya to bIjuM zuM thAya ? saMvara : AzravanuM pratipakSI che. daravAje jema vocamena rAkho cho, tame AtmamaMdire saMvaranA vocamena joIe. viveka jevo koI vocamena nathI. | viveka prabhukRpAthI maLe che. heya - upAdeyanI samyaka jANakArIpUrvakanuM jJAna sAthenuM AcaraNa te viveka. prabhu-bhaktimAM raMgAI jazo, teTalA guNo tamane 90 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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nahi choDe. A to coLamajIThano raMga che. bhakti "vinayaguNa" che. vinayaguNa Ave to bIjA kayA guNo na Ave ? prabhubhakti e utkRSTa vinaya che. saMsAranA vinayamAM AkAMkSA che : kaMIka meLavavAnI. ahIM e paNa nathI. saMpUrNa nirAkAMkSa banIne bhakta bhagavAnanI bhakti kare che. e to tyAM sudhI kahI de che : mAre enA badalAmAM mukti paNa joItI nathI. - sUryanA eka ja kiraNe aMdhakAra bhAge, tema bhagavAnanI eka ja stavanAthI to zuM ? bhagavAnanI kathAthI paNa pApa bhAge, ema mAnatuMgasUrijI kahe che : ' tAM tava stavana' paricita stotromAM paNa keTaluM bharyuM che ? kadI vicAryuM ? caityavaMdana stavanomAM tamane TAIma nakAmo jAya che, ema lAge che ? tame ekavAra bhaktino svAda to cAkho. nyAla thaI jazo. 4. "bhagavAna sAMbhaLI le kharA, paNa bole nahi." e vAkya huM hamaNA bolI gayo te tame sAcuM mAno cho ? bhagavAna sAMbhaLe che, ApaNA stavano, ApaNI saMvedanAo, ApaNI prArthanAo te sAMbhaLe che, ema tame mAno cho ? ke A mAtra upacAra lAge che ? yAda rAkho ke jyAM sudhI tame sAkSAt bhagavAna sAMbhaLI rahyA che' evuM nahi mAno tyAM sudhI bhakti karI nahi zako. zakrastavamAM bhagavAnanuM eka suMdara vizeSaNa che : vizvarUpa bhagavAna "vizvarUpa" che, eTale ke vizvavyApI che. ghaTa-ghaTanA aMtaryAmI che bhagavAna ! 'tyAmavyaya" A gAthAmAM je je bhagavAnanA vizeSaNo che, te badhA ja bhagavAnanI judI-judI zakti batAvanArA che. 0 tame bhayabhIta kema cho ? bhagavAnanI zaraNAgati svIkArI nathI mATe. nirbhaya banavuM hoya to pahoMco bhagavAna pAse. 'abhayakare saraNaM pavajjahA' ema ajitazAntikAra ghoSaNA kare che. kahe * = = = = = = = = = * ga ga 91

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* bIjA kAryo mATe kalAkonA kalAko kADhI zako cho. prabhu-bhakti mATe tame thoDo vadhu samaya phALavI nahi zako ? bhaktimAM UMDA utarazo pachI samajAze ke svAdhyAya, vAMcana, saMpAdana, saMzodhana, adhyayana, adhyApana, jApa, dhyAna, sevA vagere tamAma prabhu-bhaktinA ja prakAro che. atyAre tamArA A kAryo zuSka che. kAraNa bhakti utarI nathI. bhaktino dora joDAI jAya to A badhA kAryonA maNakA mALA banI tamArA kaMThamAM zobhI UThe. (22) - "sevyo re vivi ' yogIe ekAnta sthaLanuM sevana karavuM. ATaluM ekAMta pavitra sthAna (vAMkI) ATalA varSomAM nathI maLyuM. sAdhanA mATe A vAMkI kSetra uttamottama che. mATe ahIM rahI sAdhanA para bhAra mUkajo. jApa-dhyAna vagerenI jeTalI anukULatA ahIM maLaze teTalI bIje kyAMya nahi maLe. - 92 varSIya sA. lAvaNyazrIjI ma. Aje bapore 1.30 vAge kALadharma pAmyA che. A sAdhvIjI khUba ja guNIyala hatAM. mArAthI Dabbala paryAya eTale ke mArI uMmara jeTalo dIkSA paryAya hato. guNathI paNa vRddha hatAM. AvI vedanAmAM paNa apUrva samAdhi rAkhI. buddhizALI paNa khUba ja. te yugamAM 18 hajArI karelI. chellA 15 varSathI bImAra hatAM. sAthe rahenArAe paNa kamAla karI che, apUrva sevA karI che. jeTalI anumodanA karIe, teTalI ochI che. ApaNe banIzuM, A jagatamAMthI vidAya laIzuM e hakIkata kadI bhUlavI nahi. bIjAnA mRtyumAM ApaNuM mRtyu jovuM. potAnuM mRtyu jene pratipaLa dekhAya te verAgI banyA vinA na rahI zake. mRtyunI dareka ghaTanA ApaNA vairAgyane vadhAranArI banavI joIe. 92 4 * * * * * * * * * kahe

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N) tAMa (AjI) rAjumati rivAja S aSADha vada ra 30-07-1999, zukravAra bhagavAne 30 varSa sudhI tIrthane sthira banAvavA lagAtAra cha-cha kalAka sudhI satata dezanA ApI. kAraNa ke - mANasano bhUlakaNo svabhAva che. ene punaH punaH yAda karAvavA chatAM e punaH punaH bhUlI jAya che. mATe ja punarAvartana para ATaluM mahattva ApavAmAM Ave che. bhaNeluM kema bhUlAI jAya che ? punarAvartana na karyuM mATe. bhaNo cho tyAre jJAnAvaraNIya kaMIka tUTe, paNa bAkInA samaye zuM thAya che ? jJAnAvaraNIya satata baMdhAtuM ja rahe che, ethI ja ApaNe bhaNIe chIe, tethI bhUlIe chIe vadhu. dIkSA lIdhA pahelAnA kevA uttama manoratho hatA ? have e kema bhUlAI gayA ? mATe ja pAMceya AcAronuM pAlana satata karavAnuM che; jyAM sudhI kSAyika bhAva na Ave tyAM sudhI kSAyopathamika bhAvonI to satata mAvajata karavI ja rahI. e kyAre cAlyA jAya, kAMI kahevAya nahi. - zAstranuM adhyayana guru pAse karavAnuM mukhya kAraNa kahe * * * * * * * * * * * 93

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e ke enA dvArA sva-doSo khyAlamAM Ave. zAstra ApaNI samakSa arIso banIne Ave che; sva-doSa darzana mATe. - bhUkha vakhate khAva to bhUkha zamI jAya. tarasa vakhate pANI pIo to tarasa zamI jAya, paNa krodha vakhate krodha karo to zamI jAya evuM nathI, urdu vadhe. mAyA, mAna, lobha, kAma, IrSyA vagere tamAmamAM ema ja samajavuM. A badhuM mohanIyanuM utpAdana che. (20)mo guNa che bhagavAnanI bhakti : bhakti eTalA mATe ke e na hoya to AvelA guNo sacavAya nahi. ApaNA taraphathI prabhu para anurAga vadhato jAya tema tema prabhuno anugraha ApaNA para vadhato jAya. bilADInA baccAne mA svayaM pakaDe che. bhaktane bhagavAna pakaDe che. vAMdarInA baccA mAne svayaM pakaDe che. jJAnI, bhagavAnane pakaDe che. vAMdarInA baccAne kudatAM nathI AvaDatuM, chatAM mA jeTaluM kUda teTaluM ja e kUdI jAya. zA mATe ? chAtIe vaLageluM che mATe. e ja rIte bhagavAnane ApaNe pakaDI laIe to? saMpUrNa zaraNAgati svIkArI laIe to bhagavAna ApaNuM badhuM ja saMbhALI le. vAMdarInuM baccuM jyAM sudhI purNa nathI thatuM tyAM sudhI mAtAne choDatuM nathI. ApaNI pAse ATalI paNa samaja nathI ? ApaNe bhagavAnane zI rIte choDI zakIe ? vi.saM. 2029 manapharA - cAturmAsa praveza vakhate nAnakaDA pUrNacandravi. ne bhojAbhAI kAriyAe khabhA para upADI lIdhelA. tema amuka kakSA pachI bhagavAna svayaM bhaktanI rakSA kare che. madrAsamAM eka vakhate evI paristhiti hatI ke javAnI taiyArI ! meM kalpataru vi.ne kahI paNa dIdhuM : basa, jAuM chuM : vosire... vosire. muhapattinA bola paNa bolI zakato nahi. 94 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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paNa... bhagavAne mane Ubho karI dIdho. eka janmamAM be jIvanano anubhava thayo. mane to AmAM pratyakSa bhagavAnanI kRpA dekhAya che. nelloravALA nArAja thaI gayelA H amArI pratiSThAnuM zuM ? meM kaheluM : game te rIte AvIza. pratiSThA (vi.saM. 2052 vai.su.) paNa thaI. Agamika padArthane zraddhAthI grahaNa karI zakAya, yuktithI nahi. yauktika padArthane tarkathI grahaNa karI zakAya. baMnemAM jo garabaDa thaI jAya to jJAnanI sUkSmatA nathI ema samajavuM. bhaktino A padArtha zraddhAgamya che, anubhavagamya che. bilADInA baccAne mAe pakaDI lIdhuM tyAre baccAe zuM karyuM ? zraddhAthI saMpUrNa samarpaNa karyuM. jo e samarpaNa na karyuM hota to ? mA tarapha zaMkA karI hota to ? mA ene bacAvI na zakata. AvI zaraNAgati jo AvI jAya ApaNAmAM... pUrvanuM vera levA rAtre nAgarAjanuM rUpa laI deva Avyo. gurue ziSyanI chAtI para caDI charIthI lohI kADhI nAgane ApyuM. nAga jato rahyo, ziSya bacI gayo. savAre pUchatAM ziSye kahyuM : 'guru mArA tAraNahAra che. teo je karaze te barAbara ja karaze. mane pUrNa vizvAsa che. zaMkA ke azraddhAnuM koI kAraNa nathI.' gurune tenI yogyatAthI AnaMda thayo. AnuM nAma zaraNAgati ! bilADI ne vAMdarI jema sva-saMtAnane potAnA jevA banAve che tema bhagavAna samarpita bhaktane svatulya banAve che. ApaNI bhakti ane prabhunI zakti ! A baMne joDAI jAya eTale kAma thaI jAya. tasmin ( paramAtmani ) parama premarUpA bhaktiH nAradIya bhaktisUtra prabhunA ja parama premamAM mana taraboLa thaI jAya; e ja sarvasva ane taraNa tAraNa lAge, evo bhAva te bhakti che. puruSArtha ke tenI saphaLatAnuM abhimAna, bhakti ja gALI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 - 95

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zake tema che. nahi to saphaLatAnuM abhimAna ApaNane mArI nAkhaze. keTalAya sAdhakonI sAdhanA abhimAnathI roLAI gaI. "svapuruSArthathI huM AgaLa pahoMcI jaIza, ema mAnIne have Apa mArI upekSA karazo nahi. ATalI bhUmikA sudhI ApanI kRpAthI ja pahoMcyo chuM. have upekSA karo to kema cAle ? A konA udgAro che ? (kalikAla sarvA hemacandrasUrinA) mahaMnA moTA pahADane toDavA bhakti sivAya bIjuM koI sAdhana nathI. bhaktinA vajathI ahaMtAno DuMgara cUra-cUra thaI jAya che. mATe ja prathama sohaM banI nahi, paNa dAsohaM banIne sAdhanA karavAnI che. (22) "sevyo re: savA vivije' ApaNI sAdhanAmAM vikSepa na paDe evuM sthAna pasaMda karavuM - ekAtta sthAna ! ghaNI bhIDathI sAdhanAmAM vikSepa paDe che. tame ahIM ghaNI saMkhyAmAM roja Avo cho te sArI vAta che. keTalIye vAra Avo, huM eno e ja chuM. e ja vAsakSepa che. mATe tame ghaNA badhA vAraMvAra na Avo to sAruM ! paripakava mATe ekAtta sthAna barAbara che, apakava mATe nahi. tenA mATe pramAdanuM kAraNa bane. (22) "sthatatre sakhyatve' : samyatvamAM sthira rahevuM." Atma-tattvanI sparzanA te nizcaya samyakta. jevuM svarUpa prabhunuM che, tevuM ja mAruM che. mAtra karmathI dabAyeluM che, e vAta para pUrNa vizvAsa - saMvedanAtmaka pratIti - samyagdarzana karAve che. prabhunuM dhyAna te nizcayathI ApaNuM ja dhyAna che. ema samyam darzana zIkhave che. bhagavAne ApaNane kadI judA mAnyA nathI. ApaNe jarUra mAnyA che. bhagavAne judA mAnyA hota to teo bhagavAna banI ja zakyA na hota. tattva na jANyuM hoya te ja bhagavAnane judA mAne. 96 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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atyAre paNa prabhu ApaNane - saMpUrNa jagatane sat - cit - ane AnaMdathI paripUrNa mAne che. potAnA jevuM ja sthAna bIjAne ApavuM, e rIte jovuM e premanI nizAnI nathI ? potAnA jevuM ja bhojana apAya to enA para premanI ja nizAnI thaI ne ? bhagavAna ApaNA sarva para premanI varSA karI rahyA che. A premanI anubhUti ApaNA hRdayamAM thavI joIe. prabhu paNa jene potAnA sAdharmika baMdhu gaNatA hoya e chakAyanA jIvo pratye ajayaNApUrvaka vartana thAya ? prabhunA parivAranuM apamAna zI rIte thaI zake ? samyagdarzana AvatAM ja sarva jIvo pratye Atmatulya dRSTi Ave che. jIvonI rakSAmAM ja mArI rakSA che, ema samajAya che. Atama sarva samAna nidhAna mahA sukhakaMda; siddhataNA sAdharmika sattAe guNavRMda. A samyakvInA uddagAro che. prabhue jene pyArA mAnyA tene huM pyArA mAnIne jIvana jIvuM e ja muninuM lakSya hoya. jo AvuM lakSya na hoya to badhI dravya kriyAo gaNAze. prANa vagaranA phlevara jevI ! bIja vAvyA vinAnI kheDUtanI mahenata jevI ! (23) "vizvAco ja pramAripu: ' zatru bahAra nathI, ApaNI aMdara ja che. 'khaNaM jANAhi paMDie' 'samayaM goyama mA pamAyae' bhagavAnanA A badhA sUtro pramAda uDADavA mATenA ja 9. - anyadarzanIo paNa kahe che : 'pramAda eva manuSyANAM zarIrastho mahAripuH / ' kahe gaka ga . ga ga ga ga ga ga = 90

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(kaccha) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 2055 aSADha vada 3 31-07-1999, zanivAra dhaNNA ya ubhayajuttA dhammapavittIi huMti annesiM jaM kAraNamiha pAyaM, kesiMci kayaM pasageNaM // 108 // bhautika sukho karatAM saMyama jIvanamAM adhika AnaMda na hoya to cakravartI potAnuM rAjaya choDI saMyama svIkAre nahi. indriyonA sukha mAtra kAlpanika che. vastutaH kazuM nathI. jhAMjhavAnA jaLamAM haraNane pANI dekhAya. mUDhane saMsAramAM sukha dekhAya, amUDhane nahi. A vAta alpa saMsArIne ja samajAya, bhavAbhinaMdI - dIrghasaMsArIne nahi, bhArekarmIne nahi, haLukarmIne samajAya. haLukarmI zabdathI ja mane devajIbhAI (gAMdhIdhAma) yAda AvI jAya. emanA guNothI khyAla AvI jAya. devajIbhAIne ame kadI AvezamAM to joyA ja nathI. A ApaNA saMsArano mApadaMDa che. sarvajJa bhale nathI, paNa zAstra che, guru che. enA dvArA ApaNe yogyatA jANI zakIe. ayogyane dIkSA ApavAthI zuM thAya ? digaMbaramata pravartaka sahasra malla, pahele thI ja, 98 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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saMsArIpaNAthI ja uddhata svabhAvano hato. dIkSA laIne Akhare alaga coko jamAvyo. gurue ene dIkSA nahotI ApI, paNa potAnI meLe ja teNe veSa paherelo. pachI dAkSiNyathI gurue vidhipUrvaka dIkSA ApavI paDelI. dIkSArthI uMmaranI apekSAe 8 varSathI vadhu ane 65 varSathI aMdarano joIe. 8 varSano sAva bALaka na kahevAya. avivekano tyAga e sAcI dIkSA che. bAhya tyAga sAthe avivekano tyAga karanAra virala hoya che. bAhya tyAga to pazupakSIo paNa kare che. paNa mULa vAta che vivekanI. virAga vivekathI Take che. kaSAya Ave tyAre samajavuM aviveka pesI gayo che. tajavA lAyaka kaSAyone apanAvyA to viveka kyAM rahyo ? 0 'mina' - dAra. kayA kSetramAM dIkSA ApavI ? jayAM bhagavAnanuM samavasaraNa thayeluM hoya, vicaraNa thayeluM hoya, te bhUmi uttama gaNAI che. jinabhavana, ikSuvana, (zeraDInuM khetara) vaDa-pIpaLa vagere dUdhIyA jhADa hoya, jayAM avAjanA paDaghA paDatA hoya, dakSiNAvarta pANI pharatuM hoya, te bhUmi dIkSA mATe uttama che. kyAM dIkSA na ApavI ? bhAMgelI-tUTelI, baLelI-jaLelI, smazAna, amanojJa bhUmi, khaMDiyera, khArI jamIna, aMgArAvALI, viSThA-ukaraDAvALI jamIna vagere sthaLe na ApavI. dIkSA mATe kALanI zuddhi : 14, 30, 8, 9, 4, 12 varjita tithi che. (ame rAjanAMdagAMvathI vada 4 zanie nIkaLyA. ahIM praveza paNa vada 4 zanie thayo.) dIkSA mATe zreSTha nakSatra : 3 - uttarA, rohiNI, anurAdhA, revatI, punarvasu, - svAti - azvinI vagere. (vizeSa gurugamathI jANavuM.) | 'utsAha e ja muhUrta' ema kahIne jyotiSanI upekSA na karI zakAya. jinAjJA - bhaMgano doSa lAge. mahA su. 2 (vi.saM. 2053) siriguppA - (karNATaka)mAM pratiSThA thaI ne te ja vakhate muslImono humalo thayo. dukAno kahe * * * * * * * * * * * 99

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saLagAvI. lAkhonI nukazAnI thaI. karNATakamAM hAhAkAra macI gayo. mahArAjane bellArI javuM paDyuM. muMjhAyelA loko amArI pAse AvyA. tyAM jaIne ame phaMDa karAvyo. AjubAjunA hubalI - beMglora vagere sthAnothI ghaNA loko AvyA. muslImo paNa AvyA. 18 lAkha rU. thaI gayA. thoDIka vidhimAM garabaDa thAya to AvI sthiti paNa thaI zake. prazna-dvAra : dIkSArthIne pUchavuM : tuM zA mATe dIkSA le che ? tenA uttara parathI yogyatA nakkI karI zakAya. "ApanA sivAya koI uddhAra kare tema nathI. A asAra saMsArathI A sivAya bIjo koI hetu na hovo joIe. vinayarane rAjAnuM khUna karavA dIkSA lIdhelI. vairAgya thoDo hoya to dharmakathA dvArA vadhAravo. du:khagatine jJAnagarbhita vairAgyamAM palaTAvavo. sAdhunA AcAro - niyamo jaNAvavA. amArA pU. kanakasUri ma. spaSTa kahetA : cA nahi, ekAsaNA karavA joIze. dIkSArthI sacitta vagereno tyAga karI zake che ? vanaspati para paga mUke che ? ke choDIne jAya che ? khArI jamIna, pANI vagere choDe che ke nahi ? temAM aMdaranI pariNati hoya to ja jayaNAno bhAva jAge. A rIte parIkSA thaI zake. adhyAtmasAra prazna : karavo che AtmAno anubhava to vacce bhagavAnanI zI jarUra ? uttara : bhagavAna sAthe saMbaMdha baMdhAyA vagara AtmAne jANI zakAya nahi. zvetAMbara saMgha vyavahAra pradhAna che. nizcaya batAvavAnI cIja nathI, svayaM pragaTanArI che. mATe zvetAMbara pAse dhyAna nathI, ema nahi mAnatA, cAritra hoya tyAM dhyAna hoya ja. dezaviratine alpamAtrAmAM hoya. 100 = * * + * * * * kahe

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vyavahAra vinA ApaNe nizcaya pAmI zakatA nathI. vyavahA2 kAraNa che. nizcaya kArya che. AlaMbana upara caDAve, nIce paDatAne bacAve. bhagavAnanuM AlaMbana laIe to kadI nIce na paDAya, uttarottara vikAsa ja thAya. juo pU. upA. mahArAjanA udgAro : zrI arajina bhavajalano tAru, muja mana lAge che vAru; bAhya grahI je bhava-jala tAre, ANe zivapura Are. (1) tapa-japa-moha mahAtophAne, nAva na cAle mAne re; paNa muja navi bhaya hAtho hAthe, tAre te che sAthe re. (2) bhaktane svarga - svargathI adhikuM, jJAnIne phala deI re; kAyA kaSTa vinA phaLa laIe, manamAM dhyAna dhareI re. (3) je upAya bahuvidhanI racanA, joga mAyA te jANo re; zuddha-dravya guNa paryAya dhyAne, ziva dIe prabhu saparANo re. (4) prabhu-pada vaLagyA te rahyA tAjA, aLagA aMga na sAjA re; vAcaka - "jasa' kahe avara na dhyAuM, e prabhunA guNa gAuM re. (5) prakAMDa paMDita hatA yazovijayajI ! ciMtAmaNi nAmanA navya nyAyano graMtha mAtra eka divasamAM kaMThastha karI lIdhelo. 750 zloka yazovi. e ane pa00 vinayavi. e kaMThastha karI lIdhA. tyAre eka divasa mATe paMDitajI bahAra gayelA hatA. eka vAta samajI lo : bhaktanI bhASA alaga hoya che. tArkikonI bhASA alaga hoya che. tArkiko kaheze : bhagavAna kazuM ja karatA nathI. bhakta kaheze : bhagavAna ja badhuM kare che. deva-guru pasAya vyavahArathI bolo cho, paNa haiyAthI bolo cho ? mahAna naiyAyika yazovi. A stavanamAM kevA parama bhaktarUpe dekhAya che ? che kyAMya tarkanI gaMdha ? che kyAMya tarkanA tophAna ? mAro hAtha pakaDIne TheTha mokSanagare bhagavAna mUke che." AvA udgAro bhakta sivAya koNa kADhI zake ? bilADI jema potAnA baccAne surakSita sthAnamAM mUke che, tema bhagavAna bhaktane mokSamAM mUke che, evo bhaktano gADha kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * 101

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vizvAsa hoya che. bhagavAna bhale vItarAga che, paNa sAthe patita pAvana karanArA, zaraNAgatanI rakSA karanArA che. e bhUlavAnuM nathI. yazovi. kahe che : bhale mohanA mahAtophAna Ave, game teTalA jhaMjhAvAto Ave, paNa mane koI bhaya nathI. tAranAro prabhu mArI pAse che. bhagavAnanuM nAma mArI pAse che, eTale bhagavAna mArI pAse che. "nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna.' ema mAnavi. kahe che. tamane plenamAM paNa vAra lAge, bhagavAnane AvatAM koI vAra nathI lAgatI. nAma bolo ne hAjara ! tame haju bhagavAnanI zaktione oLakhatA nathI. bhagavAna viSNu che, ema mAnatuMgasUrijIe kahyuM che. vibhu eTale kevaLajJAnathI vizvavyApI. sarvatra prabhu dekhAya tene bhaya zAno ? bhagavAna ApaNI guptamAM gupta pravRtti paNa jANe che - evo vizvAsa che? evuM jANyA pachI ApaNe azubha pravRtti karI zakIe kharA ? nona ganja paTTaphika' zrutajJAnamAM paNa loka pratiSThita hoya to bhagavAnamAM nahi ? prazna : ATalI badhI sAdhanAomAM amAre kaI sAdhanA karavI ? ame mUMjhAI gayA chIe. uttara ApatAM u. yazovi. ma. kahe che : asaMkhya yogano vistAra (mAyA = vistAra) ghaNo che. zuddha dravya-guNa-paryAyanA dhyAnathI prabhu tarata ja mukti Ape che. vidanti bhale ahIM na maLe, jIvanmukti maLI zake. jIvanmaji' eTale jIvatAM-jAgatAM sadehe muktino anubhava karavo. prabhunA guNa - paryAyonuM dhyAna dharato yogI evI kakSAe pahoMce che ke zukladhyAnano aMza, A kALamAM paNa meLavI zake che, ema yazovi. e svayaM yogavizikAmAM lakhyuM che. 102 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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zAMtI (7) zAdugaro , vi aSADha vada 4 01-08-1999, ravivAra jainazAsanamAM zreSThatA Aje paNa jaLavAI rahI che tenuM kAraNa gItArtho jinAjJA - pAlana karI rahyA che, te che. AjJAnusAranI pravRttimAM 100% saphaLatA che, ema nizcita mAnajo. 0 mevADamAM cittoDagaDhanA vidvAna tarIke haribhadra bhaTTa vikhyAta hatA. sAdhvIjI svAdhyAya karatA hatA. sUvA mATe nahi, samAdhi mATe saMthAro che. nigodamAM uMghavAno dhaMdho khUba ja karyo che. ahIM jAgRti mATe udyama karavAno che. AyuSya darbhAgrastha jaLabiMdu jevuM che ema jANato muni pramatta zI rIte bane ? sAdhu sadA apramattatA mATe ja svAdhyAyamAM ramamANa rahe. svAdhyAya karatA sAdhvIjInA zabdo haribhadranA kAne athaDAyA : cakSi ripaUT' artha na samajAyo. ahaMne Takkara lAgI. - jJAnI bhaNato jAya tema tene lAge mAruM keTaluM ghora ajJAna hatuM ! ajJAnanuM bhAna karAve te ja sAcuM jJAna ! kahe # # # # # # # # # # # 103

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haribhadrabhaTTa artha samajavA sAdhvIjI pAse gayA tyAre temaNe sAdhu ma. pAse mokalyA. gayA. artha samajavA prArthanA karI. "e mATe dIkSA levI paDe. dIkSA vinA AgamonA artho ame samajAvatA nathI." gurunI AvI vAtathI haribhadra dIkSA mATe taiyAra thaI gayA. AvI rIte dIkSita haribhadrasUrijIe paMcavaTuka graMthanI racanA karI che. - mumukSunI parIkSA : mumukSanI - sAdhunI jIvadayAnI pariNati jANavA jaghanyathI 6 mahinA parIkSA kare. vadhumAM vadhu be varSa sudhI. jarUra paDe to 4 varSa sudhI paNa parIkSA kare. dIkSA - vidhi vakhate ziSyane DAbI bAju rAkhe. dIkSAvidhi vakhate sUtronuM zuddhatApUrvaka uccAraNa thavuM joIe. rajoharaNa eTale ? harai rayaM jIvANaM bajjhaM abbhaMtaraM ca jaM teNaM / rayaharaNaMti pavuccai kAraNakajjovayArAo // harati rajo jIvAnAM bAhyam AbhyaMtaraM ca yat tena / rajoharaNamiti procyate kAraNe kAryopacArAt // paMcavastuka gAthA - 132 jenAthI bAhya ane abhyAMtara rajanuM haraNa karAya te rajoharaNa kahevAya. atyaMtara karma-raja dUra karavAnuM ogho kAraNa che. kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra karavAthI tene rajoharaNa kahevAya. dIkSA vakhate caityavaMdanAdi jarUrI che. te bhaktiyoga che. prabhunI bhaktithI uttama bhAvo Take che. na hoya to jAge che. dIkSA pachI paNa tarata maMdiramAM nUtanamunine laI javAmAM Ave che. pazcimamAM izAna khUNe mALA gaNavAmAM Ave che. pachI paNa roja kama se kama sAta vAra caityavaMdana hoya che. A badhuM ja bhaktiyoganI pradhAnatA darzAve che. moTA saMghomAM polIsa Adi joIe ne ? tema ahIM dIkSA-vidhimAM paNa zAsanadevatA Adine yAda karavAmAM Ave 104 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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adhyAtmasAra, __ bhaktirbhagavati dhAryA jagatamAM svArthathI bhakti ghaNAnI karI, paNa have prabhunI niHsvArtha bhakti karavAnI che. pUnamiyA, mahuDI, nAkoDA-bherU vagerenA bhaktone khAsa sUcanA ke apekSA jeTalI choDazo teTaluM vadhu maLaze. tame mAMgI-mAMgIne keTaluM mAMgavAnA ? hakIkata e che ke zuM mAMgavuM ? e paNa ApaNane khabara nathI. bhagavAna, nahi mAMgavA chatAM ApanArA che, evo vizvAsa hovo joIe. ghaNA kahe che : mahArAja ! derAsaranuM kAma zarU karyuM ne amArI paDatI zarU thaI. AvA lokone huM kahuM chuM : paDatI tamArA karmone lIdhe thaI che. bhagavAna kadI koInuM bUruM kare nahi. A to sAruM thayuM ke derAsaranuM kAma thaI gayuM. AvI sthiti vahelI zarU thaI gaI hota to tame zuM karI zakata ? AmAM paNa bhagavAnanI kRpA juo, sukhamAM, anukULatAmAM to badhA jue, duHkha ane pratikULatAmAM paNa je bhagavAnanI kRpA joI zake te ja sAco bhakta che. bhaktinuM phaLa batAvatAM zakrastavamAM kahyuM che : sarva saMpattionuM mULa prabhuno anurAga vadhato jAya che. 'sarva-sampAM mUnna nAyare ninAnurA: ' Avo prema jAgI jAya to bIjuM to ThIka. prabhunuM pada paNa durlabha nathI. prabhu bhakti samyaktane nirmaLa kare, bodhi ane samAdhine Ape. 'mArA voditsAnaM samAdviraputtamaM ciMta' - logassa. navakAra pachI, lo gassa sUTAnI mahattA che. cha AvazyakamAM bIjuM Avazyaka (caturvizati stava) logassanA mahimAne pragaTa kare che. sAmAyikanA pariNAma pedA karavA hoya ke TakAvavA hoya to bhagavAnanI kRpA joIe. mATe bIjA AvazyakamAM logassa dvArA prabhu-bhakti jaNAvI che. bhagavAnanA stuti stavana - maMgala vagerethI bodhi - kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 105

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samAdhinI prApti thAya che, ema uttarAdhyayana - (29mA adhyayanamAM kahyuM che. bhagavAnano saMkalpa, (sarvane sukhI banAvavAno. sarvane muktimAM laI javAno saMkalpa) bhagavAnanA nAma-kIrtanathI ApaNane sparze che. - ApaNA moTAmAM moTA doSo (viSayonI Asakti, kaSAyono vaLagADa vagere) prabhu-bhaktithI TaLe che. kyAreka AtmanirIkSaNa karajo. mArAmAM mAyA keTalI ? lobha keTalo ? vAsanA keTalI ? A badhAnuM unmelana bhakti vinA zakya nathI. doSone paMpALIne rAkhIzuM tyAM sudhI guNo zI rIte Avaze ? krodha nahi kADho tyAM sudhI kSamA zI rIte Avaze ? krodhAdi kADho. kSamAdi potAnI meLe Avaze. gharamAMthI kacaro kADho, svacchatA potAnI meLe Avaze. pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta kalApUrNasUrijInA kAladharmanA samAcAra vajraghAta samA banyA ! zAsananA jyotirdhara hatA / yoganA vyomAkAzamAM jhaLahaLatA sUrya hatA / temanA vidAyanI kaLa haju vaLI nathI / pUjya kalApUrNasUrijInA jIvananA pAMca viziSTa guNo meM nIce muna noyA che : (2) ddhati pramatta zA (prama yojA) (2) utkRSTa advaitAnubhUti ApatI bhakti (3) apratima karuNAdRSTi ane jIvana (nALe kSayinI para) (4) sAdhaja cha 'Ayo - dhyAna' (1) sarvazreSTha saMva maitrI A pAMceya guNo saMghamAM prasAra pAme tevU ApaNe (saha) jIvana jIvIe ane temanI pAse e mAMgIe / - zazikAntabhAInI vaMdanA rara-ra-ra00ra 8 106 * * * * * * * * * kahe

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vAMkI (kaccha) cAturmA aSADha vada 5 02-08-1999, somavAra - 21 hajAra varSa sudhI zAsana - paraMparA calAvavAnI che. mATe ja uttama guru tathA uttama ziSya kevA hoya, tenuM ahIM varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. uttama bhUmi ane uttama bIja hoya to ja uttama phaLa Ave. khArI bhUmi ke saDeluM bIja hoya to ? bemAMthI eka paNa kharAba hoya to paNa phaLa uttama na Ave. Arya sivAyanA anArya dezomAM AtmAnI ciMtA che ja nahi. AtmAnI svIkRti ja nathI, je janma - punarjanma karato rahe che. sAkSAta tIrthakara paNa vidhipUrvaka hAtha joDIne jyAre 'mi sAmA' nI pratijJA le che tyAre ja manaH paryavajJAna utpanna thAya che. sIdhA 7mA guNasthAnakanI prApti thAya che, A vidhinA prabhAvanuM uttama udAharaNa che. sAta khamAsamaNA vinayanA pratIka che. e ke ka khamAsamaNAmAM vinaya Tapake che. ziSya : 'virUda ji maUAmi' ? AjJA Apo zuM kahuM ?' kahe * # # # # # # # # # 100

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guru : "vaMdittA parveda' vaMdana karIne pravedana karo." pachI ziSya khamAsamaNa Ape. keTalo utkRSTa vinaya ahIM jhaLake che ? ziSya saMvigna hoya. saMvigna eTale bhavabhIru ane mokSano abhilASI. kAyotsarga saMyamamAM sahAyaka banato mahAna yoga che. ene karavAno hoya, pAravAno hoya nahi, chatAM ahIM eTale pAravAno che ke enA pachInI vidhi karavAnI che, mATe koI "eka navakArano kAussagga, thoya sAMbhaLIne pArajo." ema bole temAM koI ja doSa nathI. kAussagna karavAnI vidhi che tema pAravAnI paNa vidhi ja che; urdu, na pArIe to doSa lAge. guru zvAsa rokIne ziSyano traNa capaTIe akhaMDa loca kare, ahIM capaTI mATe "mag - maThTha' zabdano prayoga thayelo che. pratikramaNa - caityavaMdana to mahAna yoga che. e vakhate vAto to karAya ja zI rIte ? yogakriyAnuM A keTaluM moTuM apamAna che ? vAto to ThIka, upayoga paNa bIje na joIe, beThA-beThA pratikramaNa karyuM, vAto karI, upayoga na rAkhyo to ApaNe karyuM zuM ? A yoga paNa zuddhatAthI na thAya to bIjA yoga zuM karavAnA ApaNe ? - zazIkAntabhAIne A vakhate pratikramaNanI A mahattA samajAvI. gaNadharo mATe paNa je pharajiyAta che, te tamArA mATe jarUrI nahi ? pratikramaNa choDIne tame bIjA koI dhyAna-yoga karI zako nahi, bIjA TAIme bhale karo, paNa A TAIma to pratikramaNa mATeno ja che. ene gauNa banAvI zakAya nahi. * zrutajJAna ane jina baMne ekarUpe che, ema pukharavaradI sUtramAM jaNAya che. zrutajJAnanI stuti hovA chatAM prAraMbhamAM bhagavAnanI stuti zA mATe ? AvA praznanA javAbamAM niryuktikAra kahe che : bhagavAna ane zrutajJAna alaga nathI, baMne eka ja che. jinavara jinAgama ekarUpe, sevaMtAM na paDo bhavabhUpe," 108 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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ema vIravi. e eTale ja kahyuM che. bhagavAna mATe je dravyazruta che (bolAyelA ke lakhAyelA zabdo dravyazruta che) te ApaNA bhAvaRRtanuM kAraNa banI zake che. . bhagavAnanuM nAma che tyAM bhagavAna che. bhagavAnanI mUrti che, bhagavAnanA Agama che, tyAM bhagavAna che. kyAM nathI bhagavAna ? kyAre nathI bhagavAna ? yAda karo tyAre bhagavAna hAjara che. ApaNI badhI ja vidhiomAM cAre - cAra prakAranA (nAmAdi) tIrthakaronI bhakti samAviSTa che. namutyuImAM 'ama' mAM traNeya kALanA tIrthakarone vaMdanA che. namutthaNaMmAM bhAvajinanI stuti che. emAM ekAkAra bano. tamArA mATe A ja dhyAna banI jaze. mATe ja sAdhu-sAdhvI ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAne koI alaga yoga zibiranI jarUra ja nathI. A ja yoga che. A ja dhyAna che. ApaNI avidhinI moTI nukazAnI e che ke paraMparA galata paDe. navA AvanArane ema ja lAge : "A to Ama ja cAle. vAto karAya, besIne karAya, ughAya, mAMDalI vinA paNa karI zakAya.' ityAdi mithyA paraMparAnuM AlaMbana ApavuM bahu moTo aparAdha che. koI guno karyo hoya to tene mAMDalI bahAra karavAmAM Ave che paNa mAMDalIthI alaga pratikramaNa karIne tame svayaM mAMDalIthI bahAra thaI jAva, e kevuM ? adhyAtmasAra : "ma irmavati thA' bhaktine hRdayamAM dhAraNa karazo to bhagavAna svayaM AvI ja jaze. "muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI." eTale ja gAyuM che. bhagavAna mahAna che. ApaNe vAmana chIe. mahAnane vAmana zI rIte dhAraNa karI zake ? ghaDo zI rIte sAgarane potAnAmAM samAvI zake ? yazovi. ma. kahe che : | _ = = = = = = 109

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'laghu paNa huM tuma mana navi mAvuM re, jagaguru tumane dalamAM lAvuM re; kehane e dIje zAbAzI re, kaho zrI suvidhi jiNaMda vimAzI re. prabhu ! huM nAno chuM, chatAM tame mane samAvI zakatA nathI. tame moTA cho, chatAM huM tamane samAvI zakuM chuM, bolo zAbAzI kone ApavI ? "muja mana aNumAMhe bhakti che jhAjhI...' mAruM mana aNu che, khUba ja nAnuM che, paNa emAM bhakti ghaNI moTI che. mArI ArAdhanAnI nAvaDI (darI)no tuM nAvika (mAjhI) che. "athavA thiramAMhI athira na mAne..." athavA sthiramAM asthira na AvI zake, ema kadAca Apa kahetA ho to te prabhu ! huM kahuM chuM : moTo hAthI nAnA darpaNamAM nathI AvI jato ? paNa prabhu ! mane zakti ApanAra Apa ja cho. jenA prabhAve buddhi maLI tene zAbAzI apAya. bhagavAna bhale moTA hoya, bhAre hoya, paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma sAva ja halakuM ane saraLa che. e nAmanuM AlaMbana to ApaNe laI zakIe ne ? navakAra prabhunuM nAma che OM hrIM zrIM marda nama: I' A saptAkSarI maMtra paNa "namo arihaMtANaM'nuM rUpAMtara che. e paNa na phAve to mAtra "arihaMta' ke "OM namaH" ke "ahiM ke "OM"no jApa paNa karI zakAya. badhA ja maMtromAM prabhu rahelA che, e bhUlavAnuM nathI. maMtrathI avazya ApaNuM anusaMdhAna prabhu sAthe joDAya. phona karo ne bIjAnI sAthe saMparka thAya, tema maMtra dvArA bhagavAna sAthe saMparka thAya. evuM koI kSetra nathI ke evo koI kALa nathI ke jyAre prabhu-nAma laI na zakAya. nAmAdi rUpe ja bhagavAna AkhA jagatane pavitra banAvI rahyA che. bhagavAnano saMkalpa A rIte vizvamAM kAma karI rahyo che. nAmati dravyamAvai ' - sanAt prabhune dhArI rAkhavA hoya to emanA nAmane pakaDo athavA emanI mUrtine pakaDo. e prabhunA ja rUpo che. 110 = * * * * * * * * * gAma na kahe

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pU. gItavinayana masA. pU. jItavijayajI ma.nI sva. tithi aSADha vada 6 03-08-1999, maMgaLavAra - paropakAra antatogatvA svopakAra ja che, e vAta samajAya nahi tyAM sudhI AmaNe paropakAramAM DhIlA ja rahevAnA. bIjo mArI vastu kema vApare ? A vRtti gaI nathI to samajI levuM ApaNe paropakAra rasika nathI banyA. svaparano bheda bhagavAnane tyAM che ja nahi. "A mAro A pArako' A vRtti kSudra che. gautamasvAmI vageree sudharmAsvAmIne sva-ziSyo soMpI dIdhA. "sva-para'no bheda maTI gayo haze tyAre ne ? bhagavAna to sarva jIvo prati Atmatulya daSTivALA banelA hatA. ApaNI jIvanabharanI samatA-sAmAyika che. roja-roja samatA vadhatI javI joIe. A muni - jIvanamAM samatA nahi Ave, kaSAyo nahi ghaTe to kyAM ghaTaze ? tiryaMcamAM ? narakamAM ? nigodamAM ? kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * 111

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be ghaDI pachI zuM thavAnuM che tenI kone khabara che? bhujamAM huM derAsaramAM javAno hato, paNa pahelA varaghoDAmAM jaI AvuM, pachI derAsara jaIza." ema vicArI varaghoDAmAM gayo, paNa kone khabara hatI ke have derAsara nahi, sIdhuM mAruM sthAna hospiTalamAM haze ! 15 divasa sudhI lagAtAra darzana na thayA. (gAye lagADyuM tyAre) "vahuvigho du muhutto'emane ema nathI kahevAyuM. * lephTa vakhate lephTa ja, rAITa vakhate rAITa ja paga sainikono AgaLa Ave. lephTa-rAITano savAla nathI, zistano savAla che. ahIM jogamAM paNa khamAsamaNa ityAdi dvArA vinaya zIkhavAno che, zista zIkhavAnuM che. mATe ja ATalA khamAsamaNA vagere ApavAnA hoya che. guru pachI kahe : "gurupurdi yuThThAdi mahAna guNothI tuM vRddhi pAma." dIkSA divase dIkSite ochAmAM ochuM AyaMbila karavuM. bolIono ullekha ahIM kyAMya nathI. upakaraNonA caDAvA to AcArya samaMta che. (upakaraNanA caDAvA na thAya to paNa koI avadhi nathI) paNa nAmakaraNanA (agAuthI nAma nakkI karI lakhAvI devuM) caDAvA ucita nathI. A caDAvAonA kAraNe dIkSAdAtA AcAryazrInI hitazikSA vagere gauNa thaI jAya che. be hajA2 sAgaropama pahelA niyamA ApaNe ekandriyamAM ja hatA. A ApaNo itihAsa che. anaMtakALa pahelA niyamo anaMtakAyamAM hatA. bAdara vanaspatimAM vadhu vakhata rahI zakIe tema nathI. pRthvI vagere ekendriya asaMkhya avasarpiNI-utsarpiNI ja rAkhI zake, vadhAre nahi. anaMtakALanI suvidhA to mAtra nigodamAM ja che. ame to evI AzAmAM hatA ke tame mokSamAM jazo ne amane kADhazo. paNa tame to pAchA ahIMnA ahIM AvI gayA." Ama nigodanA ApaNA jUnA sAthIdAro ApaNI avyaktarIte majAka karaze, jayAre pharI nigodamAM ApaNe jaIzuM ! 112 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * 8

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15 durlabha padArtho : (1) trasapaNuM, (2) paMcendriyatva, (3) manuSyatva, (4) Aryadeza, (5) uttama kuLa, (6) uttama jAti, (7) rUpa samRddhi - paMcendriya pUrNatA, (8) baLa (sAmarthya), (9) jIvana (AyuSya), (10) vijJAna - viziSTa buddhi, (11) samyaktva, (12) zIla, (13) kSAyikabhAva, (14) kevaLajJAna, (15) mokSa. A durlabha 15 padArthomAM atyAre ApaNane mAtra 3 ja khUTe che : (1) kSAyikabhAva, (2) kevaLajJAna ane (3) mokSa. mAro anubhava evo che ke nirmaLa buddhi haMmeza bhagavAnanI bhaktithI ja Ave che. 'dhimaMpavattAM' zAntinAtha bhagavAnanuM ajitazAntimAM A vizeSaNa che. dhRtimatinA pravartaka bhagavAna che. jema jema arihA sevIe re, tema tema pragaTe jJAna.' vIvi. ma. - kaI evI cIja che : je prabhuthI na maLe ? bhagavAna to badhAne ApavA taiyAra ja che. bhagavAnamAM koI pakSapAta nathI, ApaNe levAmAM apAtra TharIe chIe. guru badhAne sarakhuM zIkhave, paNa vinIta meLavI zake, avinIta na meLavI zake. be siddhaputronuM udAharaNa. DozIno ghaDo phUTyo. avinIta : putra marI gayo. vinIta : putra hamaNAM ja Avaze. arthaghaTana karavA mATe nirmaLa prajJA joIe. ghaDo phUTyo eTale mATI, mATImAM maLI gaI ane pANI pANImAM. tema putra paNa janmabhUmimAM pAcho AvI jaze, evuM arthaghaTana vinIte kareluM, jyAre avinIte 'ghaDo phUTyo' eTale putra marI gayo - evuM arthaghaTana kareluM. vinItanuM arthaghaTana sAcuM TharyuM. bhakti, je cIja na maLI hoya te paNa Ape. pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi. AnA jIvatA-jAgatA udAharaNa hatA. pU premasU. ma.nA ATalA ziSyomAM emanI pAse ja AvI nirmaLa prajJA kyAMthI AvI ? navakAra, prabhu-bhakti ityAdinA prabhAvathI. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * 113

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vidyA-maMtra vagere gupta rAkhavAnI cIja che. A to ApaNe evA chIe : kAma thoDuM karIe ne gAjIe ghaNA. bhakti : prabhuno prema vadhe teTalo pudgalano prema ghaTe. 'munisuvrata jina vaMdatAM, ati ullasita tana-mana thAya re; vadana anupama nirakhatAM, mArA bhavabhavanA duHkha jAya re. 'diTThe'vi tuha muhakamale, tinnivi naTThAI niravasesAI / dAriddaM dohaggaM jammaMtara saMdhiyuM pAvuM ' nizadina sUtAM - jAgatAM, haiDAthI na rahe dUra re; jaba upakAra saMbhArIye, taba upaje AnaMda pUra re.' pU. u. yazovi. ma.sA. bhagavAnanA upakArone yAda na karo to AnaMda kyAMthI Ave ? nigodamAMthI bahA2 koNe kADhyA ? ATalI bhUmikAe koNe pahoMcADyA ? mArA hRdayamAM eka paNa avaguNa pesato nathI, evI sthiti Ape ja ApI che ne ? ocho upakAra che ? bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ekeka guNa AvatA jAya to keTalA vadhe ? 1 mAMthI 11, 11 mAMthI 111, ema dasa gaNuM thatuM jAya. eka vinaya Ave to ? vinaya pachI vidyA, viveka, virati vagere AvatA ja jAya. Ane guNAnubaMdha kahevAya. kevaLajJAnathI bhagavAna vibhu che ja, paNa samuAtanA 4thA samaye bhagavAna sAcA arthamAM vibhu hoya che, sarva lokavyApI hoya che. A ciMtanathI manane sarvavyApI banAvI zakAya che. prazna H nAno paramANu ! tenA para anaMta siddhonI dRSTi zI rIte samAya ? uttara H nAcatI eka nartakI para 10 hajAranI dRSTi paDI zake ? zI rIte samAya ? T.V. nA mAdhyamathI to kroDonI dRSTi paDI zake. paudgalika daSTi pudgala para paDI zake to kevaLajJAnanI dRSTi zA mATe na pahoMce ? 114 ** kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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vAMkI (kaccha) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 2055 aSADha vada 7 04-08-1999, budhavAra dIkSA pachI dIkSAcArya navadIkSitane hitazikSA Ape. emAM 15 padArthonI durlabhatA jaNAve. 12 to atyAre maLelA che, ema kahIe to cAle, bAkInA traNa meLavavA prayatna karIe to ja 12nI saphaLatA. AcAryanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne bIjAone paNa dIkSA levAnA bhAva thAya. suMdara bilDIMga, sAruM pharnicara, gADI vagere joI te meLavavAnI kozIza karone ? tema dIkSA mATe mana thAya ? dIkSA prasaMgo vAraMvAra jovAthI te meLavavAnuM mana thavuM joIe. dIkSAthI zuM joIe ? sAdhya zuM ? cAlatAM pahelA tamArI maMjhila nakkI hoya che. dukAnamAM paiso sAdhya hoya che. ahIM zuM sAdhya ? mokSa ? tyAM jaIne karazo zuM ? dorA-pATA vagere karavAnA ? tyAM sadaiva Atma-svabhAvanI ramaNatA karavAnI che, e khyAlamAM che ne ? A jIvanamAM AtmasvabhAva-ramaNatAnI jhalaka nahi meLavI hoya to tyAM zI rIte kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * 115

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maLI zakaze ? kaI kiMmatathI ApaNe mokSa nAmanI cIja kharIdavA nIkaLyA chIe ? hemacandrasUrijInA yogazAstrano 12mo prakAza juo : AtmAnubhUtinuM varNana che. yazovi.nA uddagAro juo : mAre to bananAruM banyuM ja che, (eTale ke anubhavano AsvAda maLI cUkyo che) hu to lokane vAta zIkhAuM re; vAcaka "jasa' kahe sAhibA, e gIte tuma guNa gAuM re..." AtmAnubhava A ja janmamAM thavo joIe. to ja jIvananI saphaLatA che. na maLe tyAM sudhI jhaMkhanA rahevI joIe. taDapana joIe : haju nathI maLyuM ? kyAre maLaze ? kyAre maLaze ? mAro samaya vyartha jaI rahyo che, AtmAnubhUtinI jhalaka vinA. karoDa rUpiyAnI dukAnamAM tame vepAra karo ke pAnA ramo ? AtmAnubhUti maLI zake tevA A bhavamAM te mATe prayatna karavo ke pazu - sulabha bhogo mATe ? 10mI cIja che : vijJAna-viziSTa bodha, je bhagavAna Ape. bhagavAna kyAreka gurunA mAdhyamathI Ave che, kyAreka bIjA koI nimittathI paNa Ave che. hamaNA navasArImAM ratnasuMdarasUrijIe pUcheluM : bhagavAnanI karUNA mArA para che, ema huM zI rIte mAnuM ? meM kahyuM : "tame dIkSA zI rIte lIdhI ?' zibiramAM gayelo, bhuvanabhAnusUrie pakaDI lIdho. lIdhI dIkSA.' tamane ja kema pakaDyA ? bIjAne kema nahi ?' A ja bhagavAnanI kRpA che e gurunA mAdhyamathI Ave che. guru paNa Akhare to bhagavAnanA ja ne ?' - duHkha karatAM sukha bhayaMkara che. sAdhya cUkAya che; anukULatA dvArA. ApaNe pratikULatAthI gabharAIe chIe. kharekhara e ja mitra che. anukULatAthI ApaNuM sattva dabAI jAya che. 116 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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potAnI niMdA (duSkRta gaha) sAMbhaLavI vageremAM sattva joIe. mAsomo saMsAra, pavimo tasa 3ttAro' AvI samaja bhagavAna Ape che. A ja vijJAna che. gura covIse kalAka sAthe na rahe, paNa temaNe ApeluM jJAna ApaNI sAthe rahe, viveka sAthe rahe, viveka - cakSu - pradAtA guru che. vijJAna (vivekayukta jJAna) maLe to ja pAchaLanI 9 durlabha cIjonI sArthakatA che. - bhagavatI sUtramAM kahyuM che : sAdhu mATe pramAda e ja AraMbha, gRhastha mATe hiMsAdi, paNa sAdhu mATe to pramAda e ja AraMbha che. pramatta avasthAmAM (mUcchita avasthAmAM) jIvahatyA na thAya toya pApa lAge, apramatta avasthAmAM (amUcchita avasthAmAM) jIvahatyA thAya toya pApa na lAge. upayogamAM rahe te ja sAcuM jJAna ! jema rokaDA paisA ja kharA paisA kahevAya. udhAra jJAna kAma na lAge. rokaDuM jJAna joIe... pratikSaNa upayogamAM AvanAruM ! "nayaM re gayaM viTTa' ityAdi jAgRtine jaNAvanArA sUtro sadA najara sAme rahe to kyAMya vAMdho na Ave. jANeluM jJAna jIvanamAM utAravAnuM che, magajamAM saMgharavAnuM nathI. nizcayathI samyakta na maLe tyAM sudhI dehAdhyAsa nahi TaLe, zarIramAM Atmabuddhi nahi TaLe. atyAre to ApaNe zarIramAMthI UMcA nathI AvatA. AtmAnI to vAta ja kyAM karavI ? AvuM nizcaya samyakta AvyA pachI sarvaviratino bhAva satata rahe, na rahe to zrAvakapaNuM to ThIka, paNa samyakta paNa na Take ! vyavahAranI zraddhA vyavahAramAM kAma lAge. nizcayanI zraddhA nizcayamAM kAma lAge. vyavahAramAM niSNAta banyA pachI ja nizcayamAM javuM joIe. taLAvamAM tarI tarIne niSNAta banyA pachI ja dariyAmAM kUdavuM joIe. sIdhI ja nizcayamAM chalAMga nizcayAbhAsa banI rahe, pramAda poSaka banI rahe. evA ghaNAM dAkhalA joyA che. samyakta ane jJAna ja bhavAMtaramAM sAthe Ave che, kahe * * * * * * * * * * * 110

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cAritra nahIM. mATe ja samyakta ane jJAnane evA daDha banAvIe ke bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe Ave. ApaNuM jJAna yudhiSThira jevuM bhAvita baneluM hovuM joIe. bhIma ke duryodhana jevo pATha nahi, yudhiSThira jevo pATha joIe. krodha na karavo - kSamA rAkhavI... e pATha. eka mata evo che ke je gurune mAnato ja nathI. AgaLa vadhatA bhagavAnane paNa choDI de che. temane kriyAo jaDa lAge. vyavahAra ghaNo tuccha lAge. ApaNuM jJAna bIjAne jaNAvavA mATe che ke svane jANavA mATe che ? jJAna be prakAranA (1) pradarzaka, (2) pravartaka. pradarzaka jJAna dekhADavAnuM hoya che. pravartaka jJAna ratnatrayImAM pravartana karAve. tame zA mATe jANo cho ? bIjAne jaNAvavA mATe ? tame ja nahi samajyA ho to bIjAne zI rIte samajAvI zakazo ? tame ja jIvanamAM nahi UtAryuM hoya to bIjAnuM bhaluM zI rIte karI zakazo ? vaktA banavAnuM nathI, anubhavI banavAnuM che. 500 sAdhuomAM vaktA to eka ja hoya. bAkInA akiMcitkara ? nahi, svAdhyAya tapa Adi karanArA e munionA darzanathI paNa pApa khape ! samyakta vinAnuM tamAruM jJAna paNa ajJAna banaze ane cAritra paNa vicitra banaze. 4 tIrthakaranI aSTaprAtihArya - samavasaraNAdi Rddhi jalasA karavA mATe nathI. e to e ja pacAvI zake. ApaNe to thoDuM mAna maLatAM kudavA lAgIe ! jayAre tIrthakara bhagavAna e Rddhi dvArA paNa puNya khapAve che. aMtara taddana alipta che. 2tnAkarasUrie ThavaNImAM ratno rAkhelA. aparigrahano upadeza ApatAM zeThe pUchyuM : "sAheba ! barAbara nathI samajAtuM. AtmanirIkSaNa karatAM potAnI bhUla samajAI, parigraha - doSano khyAla Avyo. parigraha tyajI zuddha sAdhu banyA. pachI "zreyaH zreiyAM maMgalakeli sama..." svaduSkRta garlArUpa stuti banAvI. je Aje aNamola gaNAya che. "maMdira cho muktitaNI.' teno gujarAtI anuvAda che. 118 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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- mohanIyanI sAta prakRti jAya ke kSayopazama thAya tyAre ja AtmAnuM rUpa dekhAya che. emAM paNa bhagavAnanI kRpA joIe. bhagavAnanI bhakti AtmAnI zaktine jANavA mATe che. nAnapaNathI bakarAnA ToLAmAM rahelo siMha potAnuM siMhatva bhUlI jAya tema ApaNe paNa ApaNI aMdara raheluM paramAtmattva bhUlI gayA chIe. 4 osiyAmAM zrI siddhacakra pUjanano prAcIna tAMbAno paTTa che. zrI siddhacakra pUjana prAcIna kALathI cAle che. koNe kahyuM e navuM che ? ame osiyA gayelA tyAre pradakSiNA vakhate meM zrI siddhacakranuM adhuM mAMDaluM joyuM. meM TrasTIone kahyuM : bIjo ardho bhAga paNa hovo ja joIe. zodhatAM maLyo. joDyo. mAMDaluM taiyAra thaI gayuM. pachI phalodImAM (vi.saM. 2035) zrI siddhacakra pUjana vakhate e ja tAMbAno paTTa maMgAvelo. mAMDalAnI jarUra nahotI paDI. zrI siddhacakra pUjana bhaNAvavA tyAre hiMmatabhAI AvelA. __adhyAtmayogI AcArya zrI kalApUrNasUrijInA kALadharma aNgeno| patra maLyo / vAMcI khUba ja duHkha thayuM / teozrInA javAthI zAsanane na pUrI zakAya tevI moTI khoTa paDI che| teozrIe potAnA paramAtmabhakti, svAdhyAyarasikatA, cAritrazuddhi, zAsananiSThA Adi AgavA guNothI jagatane eka mahAna Adarza Apela che / teozrInA kALadharmanA samAcAra maLatAM ja te ja divase khIvAndI maMgala bhuvanamAM sakala saMgha sAthe devavaMdana temaja guNAnuvAda karela / jemAM AcAryazrI ajitacaMdrasUrijI ma.sA., AcAryazrI hemaprabhasUrijI ma.sA. (AcAryazrI nItisUrijInI samudAyanA) AcAryazrI dharmadhuraMdharasUrijI Adi padhArela / / AcAryazrIno AtmA jyAM hoya tyAM zAsanadeva temanA AtmAne zAMti Ape / - eja... arihaMtasiddhasUrinI anuvaMdanA phA.su. 2, pAlItANA. hA kahe * * * * * * * * * * * 119

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che karI zake Oii mAM karI ja ra la)vAva praveza, vikase. aSADha vada 8 05-08-1999, guruvAra 4jinazAsananI jaghanya ArAdhanA paNa 7-8 bhavamAM mokSe pahoMcADI de. * zIlavAnuM, sattvavAnuM mahApuruSonA hAthe pravrayA grahaNa karavAthI dIkSA nirvine paLAya che. e mahApuruSa ApaNane bhagavAna sAthe joDI Ape che. bhagavAnanI bhakti cAritrAvaraNIya karmane toDanArI che, evo ApaNane saune anubhava che. - sabhya darzana ane sabhya jJAna hoya tyAM vaheluMmoDuM samyapha cAritra Ave ja. samyapha cAritra Ave to ja samyam darzana, samyagU jJAna sAcA kahevAya. enI A kasoTI che. "jJAnanI tIkSNatA caraNa teha' - adhyAtma gItA. jJAnathI cAritra juduM nathI, e jainadarzananI vizeSatA che. jainadarzananA anuSThAnothI yoga-dhyAna judA nathI ke jethI alaga 120 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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yoga-zibira karAvavI paDe. mAtra temAM rahelA tene pragaTa karavAnI jarUra che. jJAnanI tIkSNatA eTale jJAnano tIvra upayoga. jevuM jANyuM tevuM ja pAlana. jANavuM tevuM ja jIvavuM ! dA.ta. krodhanI kaTutA jANI. jyAre jyAre gusso Ave tyAre tyAre krodhane vaza nahi thavuM. A jJAnanI tIkSNatA thaI. jyAre je jJAnanI jarUra hoya tyAre tyAre te jJAna upasthita thaI jAya, AcaraNamAM AvI jAya te jJAnanI tIkSNatA kahevAya. koI vastu levI-mUkavI hoya to puMjI-pramArjIne levI-mUkavI te jJAnanI tIkSNatA kahevAya. A tIkSNatA e ja cAritra ! cAritra eTale ApaNe ApaNA mAlika chIe, tevo anubhava karavo, tema jIvavuM ! jJAna ekAgra bane tyAre te dhyAna thaI jAya. je vakhate je viSaya hoya temAM ekAkAra banI jAya. 'dhyAnaM caikaNya saMvitti:' -- jJAnasAra ekAgra thavAmAM mane vAra lAge, koIpaNa kAryamAM mane vAra lAge, paNa ekAgra na thAuM tyAM sudhI choDuM nahi. cittanI capaLatAne TALanAra ekAgratApUrvakanuM jJAna che ! jJAnasAramAM zAna mATe jJAnASTaka, zAsrASTaka, avidyASTaka, jJAnanuM phala zamASTaka A badhA aSTako batAvelA che. mArgano jANakAra paNa cAle nahi tyAM sudhI iSTa sthaLe pahoMce nahi. tema guNasthAnakanI badhI ja prakRti vagerene jANanAro paNa jIvanamAM na utAre to guNasthAnonA mArge AgaLa vadhI zake nahi. jJAnamAM ekAgra thavA mATe paNa vihita kriyAo joIe. kriyAo choDIne ekalA jJAnathI na cAle. rastAmAM tame vadhu vakhata rokAI na zako. yA to upara jAva yA to nIce. nIce nigoda, upara mokSa che. baMne sthaLe anaMtakALa sudhI rahevAnI sagavaDa che. manuSyAdinA janmo kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * 121

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rastA paranA sTezano che. sTezana para ghara bAMdhavAnI bhUla karatA nahi . che. eka tarapha cAritra ane bIjI tarapha ciMtAmaNi che. koNa vadhe ? cAritra kevaLajJAna - mokSa ApI zake. ciMtAmaNi pAse AvI zakti nathI. A janmamAM paNa cAritra, cittanI prasannatA, samatA, loko taraphathI pUjyatA Ape che, paralokamAM svagapavarga Ape che. ciMtAmaNi AmAMthI kazuM na ApI zake. cittanI prasannatA to na Ape, hoya toya jhUMTalI ve. ciMtAne vadhAranAra ciMtAmaNi kyAM ? ne ciMtA cUranAra cAritra kyAM ? indra to ThIka, vimAnanA mAlika banavuM hoya toya samyakta joIe. tAmali - pUraNa vagere tApasa indra banyA, paNa agAunA bhAvamAM chelle chelle samyakta pAmI gayA hatA. AcArya bhagavaMtanI vAparelI kAmaLI maLe to keTalo AnaMda thAya ? A kAmaLI AcArya bhagavaMta oDhatA hatA, ema gaurava laIe. A cAritra mATe gaurava nahi ? A cAritra anaMtA tIrthakaro, gaNadharo, yugapradhAno dvArA levAyeluM che. keTaluM gaurava hovuM joIe ? * guNo svAbhimAnI che. vagara bolAvyuM paNa doSo AvI jaze. guNo bolAvo to ja Avaze. AvyA pachI paNa jarAka svamAna ghavAtAM bhAgI jaze. guNo mATe tIvra jhaMkhanA joIe. emane vAraMvAra bolAvavA paDe. mogherA mahemAnane vAraMvAra bolAvavA paDe che ne ? mATe he puNyavAn ! agaNita guNonI khANa cAritra pAmIne tuM pramAda karato nahi. AcArya bhagavaMta A rIte nUtana dIkSitane hita zikSA Ape. adhyAtmasAra : "maf "vati thAryA' guNonI prApti ane surakSA bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ja thAya che. bhagavAnanI saMpUrNa AjJA gRhasthAvasthAmAM paLAtI nathI. 122 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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hiMsA satata cAlu rahe che. AthI dhyAnamAM ekAgratA AvatI nathI. mATe ja cAritra jarUrI che. prabhunA 4 nikSepA eTale prabhunA 4 svarUpa ! prabhunA nAma - mUrti - dravya vagere temanA ja rUpo che. Agama, tIrtha vagere paNa prabhunA ja rUpo che. caturvidha saMgha dravya tIrtha che. bhAvi tIrthakaro AmAMthI thAya che. jinAgama bhAvatIrtha che. - jinAgama eTale jinAgama pramANe jIvAtuM jIvana ! kAgaLa para lakhAyela zabdo ke bolAyelA AgamanA zabdo e to dravya Agama che. 11 gaNadharone dvAdazAMgI banAvavAnI zakti ApanAra koNa ? jeo mithyAtvI - abhimAnI hatA, temane namra banAvI, tIrthanA vArasadAra koNe banAvyA ? bhagavAne ja. AvA gaNadharo ema mAne ke, meM mArA ja puruSArthathI dIkSA meLavI, dvAdazAMgI banAvI vagere ? nahi, teo to bhagavAne ja badhuM ApyuM ne Apaze, ema ja mAnatA hatA. temaNe bhagavAna pAse prArthanA karatAM kahyuM : 'Arugga bohilAbhaM samAhivamuttamaM ditu' bhagavad ! amane Arogya, bodhilAbha ane uttama prakAranI samAdhi Apo.' guru paNa tamane potAnA taraphathI cAritranuM dAna nathI karatA, bhagavAna taraphathI, pUrvAcAryo taraphathI Ape che. teo to mAtra pratinidhi che. mATe ja te vakhate bolAya che : 'khamAsamaNANaM hattheNaM' rasoIyo kadI abhimAna na karI zake : meM badhAne jamADyA ! zeThe ja jamADyA ema kahe. guru rasoIA che. zeTha bhagavAna che. guru ziSyane kahe : bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI mane maLyuM che mATe tame paNa bhagavAnanI bhakti karajo. guru potAnA nahi, bhagavAnanA bhakta banAve. bhagavAna sAthe joDI Ape te ja sAcA guru ! kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 123

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vAMjI (7) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 20 aSADha vada 9 + 10 06-08-1999, zukravAra 15 durlabha padArthomAM saMyama - zIla, kSAyikabhAva, kaivalya ane mokSa sauthI vadhu durlabha che. jo ke, paMdareya vastuo uttarottara vadhu ne vadhu durlabha che. saMyamanI bhAvanA A bhavamAM nahi to bhavAMtaramAM to udayamAM Ave ja. zakya hoya to A ja janmamAM saMyama levuM. uttarotta2 vastu na meLavo ke meLavavAnI IcchA na rAkho to pUrva pUrvanI cIjo paNa cAlI jAya. samyaktvanA 67 bola, samyaktvane TakAve paNa kharA, na AveluM hoya to lAve paNa kharA. te kArya paNa che ne kAraNa paNa che. 124 napho na vadhe to dukAnano artha nathI, tema baLa, AyuSya vagere maLyA pachI tenA dvArA samyaktvAdi na maLe to koI artha nathI. samApatti (yogAcAryono zabda)nA 3 kAraNo : * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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(1) nirmaLatA, (2) sthiratA ane (3) tanmayatA. svabhAvaramaNatA, sAmAyika, A jaina darzananA samApatti mATenA zabda che. saM. 2026mAM pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi.ne lakhyuM. rAjI thayA. navasArInI bAjunA jalAlapuramAM parama zAMti hatI. mahinAmAM huM pAMca upavAsa karato. tyAMnA parama zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM dhyAna lAgI jatuM. 0 ahiMsAthI... nirmaLatA... upazama... darzana. saMyamathI... sthiratA... viveka... jJAna. tapathI... tanmayatA... saMvara... cAritra Ave. A tripuTI badhe ja ghaTe. Ama joIe to traNemAM traNe traNa paNa ghaTe. dAnathI nirmaLatA, zIlathI sthiratA, tapathI tanmayatA. bhAvathI traNeyanI ekatA. prazna : A samApatti samyakta pahelA hoya ke pachI ? uttara : jeTalA "karaNa" aMtavALA zabdo (apUrvakaraNa, yathApravRttikaraNa vagere) che, te badhA ja samAdhivAcaka che. karaNa eTale - "nirvikalpa samAdhi !' * dhyAnavicAra graMtha vAMcyA pachI lAgyuM ke badhI ja dhyAna paddhatio AmAM samAyelI che. 4 lAkha, 68 hajArathI vadhAre dhyAnanA bhedo temAM batAvelA che. tame koIe vAMcyo che ke nahi ? te khabara nathI, paNa vAMcavA jevo che, ema jarUra kahIza. abhavya jIva paNa anaMtIvAra yathApravRttikaraNa kare. yathApravRttikaraNa eTale "avyakta samAdhi" - ema haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. carama yathApravRttikaraNa caramAvarta kALamAM ja Ave. kALa paNa pUraka che. acarama kALa na hoya to carama kALa zI rIte Avata ? abhavya jIvane paNa "viSaya samApatti" thAya, bhAvasamApatti na thAya. viSaya samApatti vinA ekAgratA na Ave. kahe # # # # # # # # # # # # 125

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haribhadrasUrijIe 4thI daSTimAM samApattinuM varNana karyuM che. Atmazuddhi rokanAra karmaprakRti che. ene haTAvo to Atmazuddhi pAse ja che. karmagraMtha bhaNatAM karmaprakRtio gaNIe chIe, paNa haTAvatA nathI. karmaprakRtio mAtra gaNavAnI nathI, haTAvavAnI paNa che. ApaNe krodha - mAna - mAyA Adine akabaMdha rAkhIne karma - prakRtio mAtra gaNyA karIe chIe ! dhyAna vinA samApatti na thAya. samApatti dhyAnanuM phaLa che. prazna : marudevIne samApatti zI rIte AvI ? tiryaMcAdi paNa samyakta pAme che, temane samApatti kyAMthI AvI ? uttara : karaNonI prApti be rIte thAya : jJAnapUrvaka ane sahajatAthI. karaNa ane bhavana. thaI jAya te bhavana. karavuM paDe te karaNa. nisa TU dhamAr vA , nisargathI thAya te bhavana. adhigamathI thAya te karaNa. karaNamAM prayatna che. bhavanamAM sahajatA che. mAnava marIne mAchaluM thayo. tyAM samyakta thayuM. jAtismaraNathI pUrvabhavanA dukRto badala pazcAttApa thayo. A bhavana che. saMskAra pADo te janmAMtaramAM paNa sAthe Ave. koI vAta, vAcanA ke vyAkhyAnamAM vAraMvAra karuM to samajajo ke enA mATe saMskAra pADavA che. samApatti kone nathI ? T.V. jonAra, vepAra karanAra, chApA vAMcanAra - vageremAM paNa samApatti che. je viSayamAM rasa hoya tyAM samApatti Ave. paNa e ArtadhyAnajanya che. azubhano abhyAsa anAdikALano che. zubha mATenA saMskAro kyAreya nathI paDyA. - yoga ke dhyAna zibiromAM - (vipazyanA zibiromAM) mAtra ekAgratA para bhAra mUkavAmAM Ave che, nirmaLatA para 126 = = = = = = = = = = = = = kahe * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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bilkula nahi. nirmaLatA vagaranI ekAgratAnuM koI mUlya nathI. e to bilADIne paNa sulabha che, bagalAne paNa sulabha che. jene bhAvacAritra prApta thayuM che tene samApatti siddha thaI che, ema samajavuM. adhyAtmasAra H 'matti bhagavati dhAryAM...' pAMca miniTa paNa jo tamArI AMkho haiyuM - vagere bhagavAnamAM Thare to nirmaLatA Ave, dhyAna sulabha bane. bhagavAnanI bhakti karIe to bhagavAna ApaNA banI jAya. bhagavAna jagatanA che e barAbara, paNa jyAM sudhI 'mArA bhagavAna' banatA nathI tyAM sudhI bhaktane saMtoSa thato nathI. - aMjana vakhate huM mAnuM chuM : bhagavAnanuM aMjana karanAra huM koNa ? bhagavAne mAruM aMjana karyuM. potAnuM svarUpa yAda karAvyuM. bhakti eTale 7 rAjaloka dUra rahelA bhagavAnane hRdayamAM bolAvavAnI kaLA'. yazovi.nA manamAM peThA' to ApaNA hRdayamAM na pravezI zake ? bhagavAnanA praveza vinA to peThA' zabda nahi ja vAparyo hoya. dUra rahelA bhagavAnane najIka lAvI Ape te bhakti. bhakti lohacuMbaka che, je bhagavAnane kheMcI lAve che. 'tuma paNa alagA rahye kima saraze ? bhakti bhalI AkarSI leze... gagane UDe dUre paDAI, dorI baLe hAthe rahI AI...' mAnavijaya pataMga bhale dUra che; dorI hAthamAM che. bhagavAna bhale dUra che, bhakti hAthamAM che. dorI hAthamAM che to pataMga kyAM javAno che ? bhakti hRdayamAM che to bhagavAna kyAM javAnA che ? 83 kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 - 120

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che mAre paNa nA vAMkI (kaccha) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 2055 E -... che. : aSADha vada 11 07-08-1999, zanivAra zAstranA adhyayana vinA deza ke sarvavirati pALI zakAya nahi. mATe ja zAstranuM adhyayana, nididhyAsana, ciMtana ane bhAvana karavuM jarUrI che. bhAvana koTimAM na Ave tyAM sudhI jJAna ApaNuM banatuM nathI. jJAnAcAranA 8 AcAromAM Ano ja nirdeza che. chellA traNa AcAra : sUtra - artha - tadubhaya. sUtrathI zrutajJAna arthathI cintAjJAna ane tadubhayathI bhAvanAjJAna. sUtrathI zabdajJAna, arthathI samajaNa ane tadubhayathI jIvana samRddha bane. prazna : "jIvanamAM utAravuM' e cAritrAcAramAM na Ave ? uttara : jJAna te ja sAcuM kahevAya je AcaraNamAM Ave. cAritra jJAnathI juduM nathI. pariNativALuM banyuM te jJAna ja cAritra che. 128 + * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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jJAnadazA je AkarI, teha caraNa vicAro; nirvikalpa upayogamAM, nahi karmano cAro..." - upA. yazovi. ma. 1 2 2 gAthAnuM stavana >> jJAnanI tINatA, caraNa teha - devacakrajI, adhyAtma gItA - jihAM lage Atama tattvanuM, lakSaNa navi jAyuM; tihAM lage guNaThANuM bhaluM, kima Ave tANyuM..." - yazovi. guNaThANuM tANavAthI mArI macaDIne nathI AvatuM, veSa paheravAthI nathI AvatuM, te mATe Atma-tattvanuM lakSaNa jANavuM paDe. - saMyama jIvana uttama rIte jIvavAnI skUla eTale ke gurukuLavAsa. AvuM jANyA pachI skUlamAM koNa tAlIma na le ? - jainakuLamAM janma maLe eTale saMyama maLe ja evuM nathI. atyAre eka kroDa jaina hoya to saMyamI keTalA ? 10,000. barAbarane ? 99 lAkha, 90 hajAra bAkAta thaI gayA. AmAM AtmajJAnI keTalA ? yogasAkAra kahe che : dvitrAH | be-traNa maLI jAya toya bhayo bhayo ! keTaluM durlabha che AtmajJAna ? A be-traNamAM ApaNo naMbara lagADavAno che. nirAza thaIne sAdhanA choDI devAnI nathI. loTarInA InAma to 2-4ne ja lAge, paNa bAkInAya AzA to rAkhe ne ? - sAdhue saMsAranI nirguNatA vAraMvAra ciMtavavI joIe. e vairAgyano upAya che ne tenAthI ja vairAgya Take che. vairAgyathI ja virati Take che. prazna : bhAvathI viratino pariNAma e ja mahattvanI vAta che. to te mATe ja prayatna karavo joIe. vidhinI kaDAkUTa zA mATe ? vidhi-vidhAna vinA paNa marudevI - bharata mahArAjA vagerene cAritranA pariNAma AvI gayA hatA. kevaLajJAna cAritranA pariNAma vinA to na ja thAyane ? teo vidhibidhi kAMI karavA nahotA gayA. bIjuM, vidhi badhI karI, chatAM viratinA pariNAma jarAya na AvyA, evA paNa aneka kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 129

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udAharaNo che, jema ke aMgAramaka, vinayaratna vagere. mAno ke ziSyamAM viratinA pariNAma pahelA ja utpanna thaI gayA che, to vidhi-vidhAnanI jarUra zI ? ane pariNAma nathI thayA to badhuM jUThuM che. mRSAvAdano doSa lAge. na hoya chatAM kahevuM te juduM ja ne ? uttaraH viratinuM pariNAmate ja pravrajayAte tamArI vAta sAcI che. paNa tenuM mukhya-puSTa sAdhana A vidhi-vidhAna che. sAruM khAtara vagere badhuM ja hovA chatAM khetI niSphaLa na ja jAya, evuM thoDuM che ? vepAramAM nukazAnI na ja jAya, evuM thoDuM che ? chatAM khetI-vepAra koI baMdha kare che ? moTA bhAge A vidhi-vidhAna viratinA pariNAma lAvavAmAM sahAyaka bane che. ogho letI vakhate keTalo AnaMda - umaMga hoya che, te anubhava-siddha che. (prazna : ogho letI vakhate keTaluM nAcavuM ? uttara : thoDuMka ja. Aje to paDI javAya teTaluM nAce. A kAMI nRtyasTeja che ?) lagna pachI jema pati-patnIrUpe daMpatI samAja-mAnya bane che, tema dIkSA vidhi pachI sAdhu rUpe samAja-mAnya bane che. sogaMda vidhi lIdhA pachI ja "maMtrI kahevAya. rIjharva beMkanI sahI pachI ja "rUpiyo' kahevAya. tema dIkSAvidhi pachI "sAdhu' kahevAya. tenA kAryathI, tenI pariNatithI tenA pariNAma jANI zakAya. tene svayaMne thAya : "huM have vidhipUrvaka sAdhu thayo chuM. mArAthI have akArya na ja thAya.' A badhuM to pratyakSa jovA maLe che. AthI ja nUtanadIkSitane te ja vakhate samasta saMgha vaMdana kare che; kadAca bhAvathI pariNAma na jAgyA hoya to paNa. vyavahAra-mArga A rIte ja cAle. A vaMdanathI, vaMdana lenAranI paNa javAbadArI vadhI jAya : A badhA ja mane vaMdana kare che, to have mAre tene anurUpa jIvana jIvavuM joIe. - bharata vagerenA udAharaNo ahIM na levAya. e kadAcitka 130 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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che, rAjamArga nathI. ema to koIkane gharamAM ja kevaLajJAna thAya, koIne anyaliMge paNa thaI jAya to tenuM anukaraNa na thAya. koIkane loTarI lAgI ne te karoDapati banI gayo, paNa tevI AzAthI bIjo koI besI rahe to ? prazna : caMDarudrAcAryanA ziSyane vidhi kyAM hatI ? uttara : tame kyAM saMpUrNa vAta jANo cho ? saMbhava che : capaTI jeTalA vALa bAkI rAkhyA hoya ne pachI vidhi vakhate teno loca karyo hoya. vidhi vinAnI dIkSA hoya to kevaLajJAna thAya ? zrAvako paNa loca karAve. loca karAvyA pachI paNa te ghera jaI zakato hato, paNa te ghera na gayo, dIkSA mATe ja Agraha rAkhIne rahyo. A tenI uttamatA jANIne ja AcArye dIkSA ApI. yogyatAmAM to guruthI paNa caDI gayA. guruthI paNa pahelAM kevaLajJAna meLavI lIdhuM. jo tame jinamatane icchatA ho to vyavahAra nizcaya baMnemAM ekeyano tyAga nahi karatA. vyavahArathI zubha pariNAma jAge, jJAnAvaraNIyAdino kSayopazama thAya. caityavaMdanAdi vidhi cAritranA pariNAma pedA karanArI che. - vidhi dvArA ja 'huM sAdhu thayo chuM' evA bhAva jAge. vyavahAranA pAlanathI bhAva je nizcaya rUpa che, utpanna 1 thAya che. bhagavAnanI bhakti karatAM karatAM ja viratinA pariNAmo vadhe che, te anubhavasiddha che. prabhune joI joI jema-jema prasannatA vadhe tema tema tame mAnajo : huM sAdhanAnA sAcA mArge chuM. bhaktijanya prasannatA kadI malina na hoya. adhyAtmasAra bhagavAna bhaktithI baMdhAyelA che. jema koI deva amuka maMtra ke vidyAthI baMdhAyelo hoya ! maMtra gaNo ne tene hAjara thavuM paDe ! bhakti karo ne bhagavAnane hAjara thavuM ja paDe. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * 131

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bhagavAna na padhAre tyAM sudhI dIkSAnI vidhino prAraMbha paNa thato nathI. sthApanA tIrthakaranI A vAta che. to pachI bhagavAna ApaNA hRdayamAM na Ave to sAdhanAno prAraMbha zI rIte thAya ? sthApanA dvArA ke nAma dvArA Akhare to ApaNe bhAva - tIrthakaranI ja stuti karavAnI che. posTakArDanA eDresamAM tame vyaktinuM nAma lakho cho. matalaba nAmathI nathI, vyaktithI che ane e PC. mULa vyaktine pahoMcI ja jAya che. nAma kAMI ochI vAta nathI. tamArI gerahAjarImAM paNa benka AdimAM levaDa-devaDa tamArA nAmathI thAya ja che ne ? bhagavAna jema bodhi Ape tema temanI mUrti ane nAma paNa bodhi ane samAdhi Ape. juo logassa. 'mAra-vAhitnAmaM samAvira - muttamaM riMtu ' pUrNa Arogya eTale mokSa. te bodhi ane samAdhithI maLe che. mATe prabho ! mane bodhi ane samAdhi Apo. A gaNadharonI stuti che. bhagavAnanI bhaktithI divase-divase cAritrAvaraNIya karma kapAya che ne pachI eka divasa AtmAnubhUti thAya che. AthI ja sAco bhakta bhagavAnane kadI bhUlato nathI. nizadina sUtAM jAgatAM, haiDAthI na rahe dUra re; jaba upakAra saMbhArIe, taba upaje AnaMda pUra re...' - pU. yazovijayajI bhakti dvArA dharmano anubaMdha paDe che, jethI te bhavAMtara paNa sAthe cAle che. kSayopazamabhAvanI zuddhi vRddhi dina-pratidina thatI rahe che. vacce jo tUTI jAya to ? 10 divasa vepAra baMdha rAkho to ? satata dharma karavo joIe; jo ene zuddha ane sAnubaMdha banAvavo hoya. dharmano sAtatya-bhAva ja emAM mukhya aMga che, ema paMcasUtramAM lakhyuM che. kadI bhaktinI dhArA toDo nahi. mAMdagI vakhate (madrAsamAM) mArI bhaktinI dhArA tUTI gayelI. pharI tevA bhAva jagAvatAM cha mahinA lAgelA. 132 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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vAMkI (kaccha) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 2055 aSADha vada 1 ra 08-08-1999, ravivAra 0 sAdhu dharmanI paribhAvanA kare te zrAvaka ! enA yoge ja enuM zrAvakapaNuM Take. e dvArA ja enAmAM dIkSA yogya 16 guNo pragaTe. * puruSArtha jIvano... anugraha bhagavAnano... ! khUTatA guNo bhagavAnanA anugrahathI maLe. cetyavaMdanAdi vidhi, je dIkSA vakhate karAya che, tenAmAM evI zakti che ke jethI viratinA pariNAma jAge ane Take. je caityavaMdanamAM tyAre AvI zakti hoya te caityavaMdanamAM atyAre kAMI ja zakti na hoya evuM bane ja zI rIte ? caityavaMdana enA e ja che ! dIkSA laIne evA ja pariNAma haMmeza mATe rahetA hoya to koI zAstrAdi racanAnI ke upadezanI jarUra ja na paData, paNa pariNAmomAM vadha-ghaTa thaI zake che. mATe ja A badho prayatna che. mATe ja siMha + ziyALanI caturbhagI batAvI che. pariNati jIvonI AvI hovAthI ja A badhuM batAvyuM che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 133

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vyavahAra choDo to tIrtha jAya. nizcaya choDo to tattva jAya. tIrtha klevara che, tattva prANa che. prANahIna klevaranI kiMmata nathI tema klevara vinA prANo paNa rahI zakatA nathI. vyavahAra ja nizcayane prApta karAve che. nizcayanuM kAraNa bane te ja vyavahAra. vyavahAranI sApekSatA jALavI rAkhe te ja nizcaya. dIkSA-vidhi vakhate kadAca cAritranA pariNAma utpanna na paNa thAya, paraMtu toya dIkSA-vidhi niSphaLa nathI. kAraNa ke pachI paNa pariNAma jAgI zake che. na jAge to paNa dIkSAdAtA doSita nathI. temaNe to vidhinI ja ArAdhanA karI che. kadAca evuM paNa bane. dIkSA pachI te ghera jAya, toya dIkSA-dAtA nirdoSa che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA hAthe dIkSita naMdiSeNa jevA paNa ghera gayA che. bhagavAna jANatA hatA chatAMya dIkSA ApI. alabatta, naMdiSaNanA atiAgrahathI ja. vezyAnA ghe2 12 varSa rahyA toya tyAM roja 10ne pratibodha ApatA. 12 varSamAM lagabhaga 42 hajA2 sarvaviratidharo zAsanane ApyA. A paNa phAyado ja thayo ne zAsanane ? dIkSA ApatI vakhate guruno Azaya 'e saMsAra-sAgarathI pAra utare, mohanI jALamAMthI chUTe, enI mokSayAtrAmAM huM sahAyaka banuM.' evo hoya. 'doSa lAgaze, mRSAvAda lAgaze' evA bhayathI AcArya dIkSA ApavAnuM baMdha kare to zuM thAya ? zAsana aTakI paDe. bharatAdine gRhasthapaNAmAM kevaLajJAna thayuM temAM parvajanmanI ArAdhanA kAraNa che. gRhasthapaNAmAM kevaLajJAna thayuM e barAbara, paNa gRhasthapaNuM e kevaLajJAnanuM kAraNa nathI. kAraNa to pUrvabhavanI sAdhutAnI sAdhanA ja che, emanI pATa pa2 8 rAjAone ArIsAbhuvanamAM kaivalya thayuM, tyAM paNa tenI pUrvabhavanI sAdhanA ja kAraNa hatI, ema samajavuM. tamane dIkSA-vidhi eTalA mATe batAvIe chIe... jotAMjotAM sAMbhaLatAM-sAMbhaLatAM tamane paNa dIkSAno bhAva jAge. * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 134

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sAdhunI prasannatA joI tamane kAMI lAgatuM nathI ? mahArAja kevA prasanna rahe che ! sAce ja sAcuM sukha ahIM ja che. mATe ahIM ja AvavA jevuM che ! adhyAtmasAra bhakti (- samyam darzana) samyaka jJAna, samyapha cAritra Ape ne aMte mukti Ape che. navakAra ane logassa A be jinazAsananA prasiddha bhaktisUtro che, ema samajo. navakAramAM sAmAnya jinane namana che. logassamAM nAmagrahaNa pUrvaka viziSTa jinane namana che. nAmakIrtana dvArA logassamAM bhagavAnanI bhakti gaNadharo dvArA thayelI che. namutthaNamAM dravya-bhAva jinanI ane arihaMta ceIANaMmAM sthApanA jinanI stuti che. bhAva jina jeTalo upakAra kare, teTalo ja upakAra nAmasthApanAdi jina paNa kare. bhAvajina paNa be prakAre : Agama, noAgama. samavasaraNastha jinano dhyAtA paNa AgamathI bhAva nikSepe bhagavAna ja che. jinasvarUpa thaI jina ArAdhe, te sahI jinavara hove..." bhaktanI bhakti ane bhagavAnanI zakti, baMne maLe eTale kAma thAya. bhaktano anurAga vadhe tema-tema bhagavAnano anugraha vadhato ja jAya. yogya ziSya dareka vakhate gurune AgaLa kare. tema bhakta dareka vakhate bhagavAnane AgaLa kare. Avazyaka niryuktimAM prazna che : namaskAra kono gaNAya ? namaskaraNIya bhagavAnano ke, namaskAra kartA bhaktano ? namaskaraNIya bhagavAnano gaNAya, paNa ApaNe potAno ja mAnI beThA chIe. amuka nayathI karanArano paNa gaNAya, paNa bhaktanI bhASA to A ja hoya : bhagavAnanuM ja badhuM che ! bhakta bhagavAnanuM mAne, paNa bhagavAna potAnuM na mAne. ApaNe bhagavAnano naya pakaDIne besI gayA. guru kahI zake : meM nathI karyuM. bhagavAna kahI zake : "meM kazuM nathI karyuM. je karyuM te # # # # # # # 135

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tIrthakara nAmakarma khapAvavA karyuM." paNa e vAkya ApaNane jarAya na zobhe. emano naya (daSTikoNa) ApaNe pakaDI laIe to kRtajJa banI jaIe. "jeha dhyAna arihaMta ko, so hI AtamadhyAna." A zvetAMbara saMghanI praNAlikA che. Atma dhyAna nahi, prabhunuM dhyAna karuM chuM, ema ja badhA kaheze. haribhadrasUri kahe che : huM bhagavAnane icchAyogathI namaskAra karuM chuM : "namaskAra ho !' namaskAra karanAra huM koNa ? uttamamAM uttama taka maLe, ArAdhanAnA avasaro maLe te konA prabhAve ? bhagavAnanA ja prabhAve. bAkI zarIrano zo bharoso ? hamaNAM ja mundrAthI samAcAra AvyA che ke ekanuM B.P Down thaI gayuM che. kyAM che ApaNA hAthamAM badhuM ? naigamana bhagavAnano namaskAra mAne. nokare ghoDo kharIdyo, paNa gaNAya kono ? zeThano ja. paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karatAM AtmadhyAna AvavAnuM ja che. * bhojanamAM bhUkha bhAMgavAnI zakti ja na hoya to bhUkha bhAMge ? photarA khAvAthI bhUkha bhAMge ? bhagavAnamAM mokSa ApavAnI zakti ja na hoya to mokSa Ape ? bodhi ane samAdhi' tamane bhaktithI maLyA. tame bhakti karI eTale maLyA ke bhagavAne ApyA ? bhagavAnanA sthAne bIjAnI bhakti karo... bodhi-samAdhi nahi maLe. haribhadrasUrijIe badhA ja darzanono yogadRSTi samuccayamAM samAveza karIne jANe kahyuM : jaina darzana to badhA ja darzanone pIne beThuM che ! ja prazna : "jayavIyarAyamAM" mAganusArI vagere mAMgavAmAM AvyA, paNa jene te maLI gayuM che te zuM kAma jayavIyarAya' bole ? 6-7 guNaThANe rahelo sAdhu... tene mArgAnusAritAthI zuM kAma ? uttara : e guNone nirmaLa karavA. 136 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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vALI ( 7) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 201 aSADha vada 13 09-08-1999, somavAra paMcavastukamAM lakhelI vidhi (AgamanI vidhi ja lakhI che) ApaNe joI. Aje paNa A pramANe ja vidhi cAle che, e jANIne keTalo AnaMda thAya ? ApaNI zuddha paraMparA para keTaluM mAna jAge ? tamArAmAM bhakti AvI to te tamane badhI ja vakhate bacAvI leze. jJAnamAM ahaMkAra ke kadAgraha nahi thavA de. 'huM kahuM chuM te ja sAcuM, A vidvattAno garva vidvAnane hoI zake, bhaktane nahi. pUrva puruSone yAda karavAthI vidvattAno garva dUra thaI zake. mahAna jainAcArya kAlikasUri... vizALa gacchanA svAmI. avinIta ziSyothI trAsI gayelA. bhUlo thatAM TokatA rahevAthI sAmethI javAba AvavA lAgyA. AthI saMpUrNa ziSyamaMDaLano tyAga karIne zayyAtarane, jaNAvIne jatA rahyA. 'ziSyo bahu ja Agraha kare to ja jaNAvavuM, nahi to nahi' ema zayyAta2ne jaNAveluM. sAgara nAmanA AcArya, je temanA ja kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 ** 130

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praziSya hatA, tyAM pahoMcI gayA. sAgara AcArya A jANatA nahotA. joradAra vAcanA ApI. pachI pUchyuM : 'vAcanA kevI lAgI ?' 'sarasa' pachI aMjalimAMthI jharatA pANInI jema ApaNAmAM peDhI - darapeDhIe jJAna ghaTatuM jAya che, te samajAvyuM. tIrthaMkaro paNa abhilApya padArthomAMthI anaMtamo bhAga ja kahI zake. teno anaMtamo bhAga ziSya-praziSyAdi kramazaH grahaNa karatA rahe. AvA alpajJAnano abhimAna zo ? pachI ziSya parivAra AvatAM sAgarAcAryane khabara paDatAM page paDI khamAvyA. tyAM sudhI to 'A vRddha muni che.' evuM ja mAnI beThelA. devavaMdana caityavaMdanAdi vinA dIkSA-vidhi thatI nathI. eno artha ja e ke bhaktimArga e ja viratinuM pravezadvAra che. - dIkSA jIvanamAM 4vA2 sajjhAya jJAnayoga mATe, sAta vAra caityavaMdana bhaktiyoga mATe che, te jJAnathI bhakti mahAna che, tema jaNAve che. prazna H 'suMdara majAnI sAmagrI Rddhi-samRddhi hovA chatAM pApodayanA kAraNe te choDavAnuM mana thayuM. pUrvabhavamAM dAna na ApyuM te ja kAraNe A bhavamAM ghera-ghe2 bhikSA javuM paDe che, ema keTalAka mAne che - te aMge Apa zuM kaho cho ? (saM. 2017, rAjakoTa, digaMbara paMDita, kAnajIsvAmInA bhaktoe bolAvelo. parAsta karavA mATe amArI pAse Avyo. paMDitAI pradarzita karatAM kahyuM : 'Apa se hama uMce hai |'te vakhate huM kAMI bolyo nahi, paNa nakkI karyuM ke nyAyano abhyAsa karyA vinA have rahevuM nathI.) 'kyAMya ThekANuM nahi ! rakhaDavAnuM ja lalATe lakhAyeluM ! AmAM kyAM dharma thAya ? rahevA, khAvA-pIvA vagerenI vyavasthAmAMthI uMcA avAya to dharmadhyAna thAya ne ? kapaDAmakAna to ThIka, ucita samaye bhojana paNa na maLe. AvI sthiti pApanA udaya vinA na ja AvI zake ne ? mATe gRhasthapaNAmAM rahIne ja paropakAranA kAma thatA rahe te ja * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 138 *

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sAco dharma' A che eka anyano mata. uttara : tame "pApanA udayathI dIkSA maLe che." ema kaho cho. ame pUchIe chIe : "puNya-pApa eTale zuM ?' "bhogavatAM saMkaleza thAya te pApa, sAtA rahe te puNya.' e ja sAcuM lakSaNa che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayathI ja gRhasthatvano tyAga thAya. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano udaya hoya te ja saMsAra choDI zake." puNya-pApanI saMkaleza-asaMkalezarUpa A vyAkhyA karI. have vicAro : vadhu saMkaleze to gRhasthapaNAmAM che. sAdhune saMkalezano aMza paNa nathI. bahArathI sArA dekhAtA moTA puMjIpatio aMdarathI keTalA duHkhI hoya che, te tame jANo cho ? duniyAnA sauthI zrImaMta vyaktie eka praznanA javAbamAM kaheluM : duniyAmAM sauthI vadhu duHkhI huM chuM. ahIM sukha kyAM che ? jodhapuramAM eka ghare mumukSupaNAmAM gayelo. e zrImaMta bhAIe sanmAna karIne mane zata-zata dhanyavAda ApIne kahyuM : tame sAcA mArgo cho. amAre to dhaMdho vadhyo che tema ciMtAno koI pAra rahyo nathI. cintA... cintA... cintA... e mANasa jodhapurano moTo zrImaMta hato. zazIkAntabhAI : Aje udyogapati udvegapati che. ekabhAI sukhI mANasa zodhavA nIkaLelo. sukhImAM sukhI jaina sAdhu che. ema jANIne e bhAI, ghaNI rakhaDapaTTI pachI jaina muni jaMbUvijayajI ma. pAse pahoMcyo. be divasa sudhI sAdhucaryAnuM nirIkSaNa karyuM. pUchyuM : AjIvikAnuM zuM ? keTalI mUDI ? dama ja paise vrate hai, na chUtte hai, na strI hyo chUtte hai, na pAnI ko / saMgha kI vyavasthA hI aisI hai ki bhojanakI rittA nahi to ' pelo stabdha thaI gayo. mane paNa kahevAmAM AveluM : "tame dIkSA lo cho ? e paNa gujarAtamAM ? tyAM zuM che ? sAdhuo to dAMDe-dAMDe laDe che." meM eka ja javAba Apelo : "Apa bhalA to jaga bhalA !' tame juo cho : ahIM AvIne meM jhagaDA nathI karyA. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * 139

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hA... jhagaDA mITAvyA che kharA. saM. 2023 - manapharAmAM jhagaDA ghaNA ! meM kahI dIdhuM : jhagaDAmAM pratiSThA nahIM thAya. sAdhu-sAdhvIne gocarI baMdha karavAnI vAta karI. tyAre jhagaDA patAvavA saMmata thayA. jhagaDo patyo. pratiSThA thaI. beNapamAM 12 varSano jhagaDo patyo. zazIkAntabhAI : to to jhagaDAvALA saMghomAM Apane bolAvavA paDaze. uttara : mAnavAnI taiyArI hoya to bolAvajo. nahi to koI matalaba nahi. beNapamAM acAnaka khabara paDI. jhagaDA che. moTA AcAryathI nathI patyA. bhagavAnanI kRpAe jhagaDo maTyo. sAdhu sadA sukhIyA bhalA, duHkhIyA nahi leva leza; aSTakarmane vAravA, pahero sAdhuno veSa.' A tame bolo cho kharA, paNa kyAre ? kapaDA badalatI vakhate - saMsArIno veSa paheratI vakhate ! - sAdhu pAse samatAnuM, nirbhayatAnuM, cAritranuM, bhaktinuM, maitrInuM, karuNAnuM, jJAnanuM sukha che. maitrInI madhuratA, karuNAnI komaLatA, pramodano pamarATa, madhyasthatAnI mahAnatA hoya tevuM A sAdhujIvana puNyahanane ja na game. 3 'hamaNA poNA nava vAge ja AghAtajanaka samAcAra maLyA ke jara pU. AcAryazrI kalApUrNasUrijI mahArAja kezavaNA mukAme savAre 7.20 vAge kALadharma pAmyA che' samAcAra sAMbhaLI dila dhaDakI gayuM... kheda thayo... vartamAnakALamAM pahelI haroLanA zreSTha AcArya bhagavanta paramAtmAnA addhatabhakta, jabbara puNyanA svAmI - ArAdhaka AcAryadevanI zrIsaMghane na purAya tevI khoTa paDI gaI. aneka amaMgaLa eMdhANIomAM pUjyazrInI upasthiti ja amaMgaLone dUra karanArI htii| - na. 35. vamanasenavinaya paMnyAsa naMdIbhUSaNavijaya 140 = = = = = = * * * * kahe

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- thozI (4) rASafa , vi.. 2015 aSADha vada 14 10-08-1999, maMgaLavAra zrAvaka dharma, sAdhu dharmano pUrvAbhyAsa che. zrAvaka dharmanuM pAlana karato karato huM sAdhu dharmane yogya banuM, evI zrAvakanI bhAvanA hoya. saMsAranuM cakra cAlu rahe che - prabhunI AjJAnA virAdhanathI. saMsAranuM cakra aTake che - prabhunI AjJAnA ArAdhanathI. Azrava saMsArano, saMvara muktino mArga che. A bhagavAnanI AjJA che. niHzaMka banIne prabhunI A AjJA pAlana karanAra avazya saMsAra tarI jAya che. cittamAM saMkaleza hoya tyAM sudhI sthiratA nathI AvatI. sthiratA na AvavAnA kAraNe prabhumAM mana lAgatuM nathI. hiMsAdinA kAraNe gRhasthonuM mana saMkliSTa rahe che mATe ja saMyamanuM saMpUrNa pAlana thaI zakatuM nathI. jo thaI zakatuM hoya to tIrthakaro ke cakravartIo saMsArano tyAga karata nahi. kahe = = = = = = = = = 141

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AtmAnA anaMta khajAnAthI vaMcita rAkhavA ja moharAjAe tamane ekAda lAkha ke kroDanI lAlaca ApI che. hiMsAthI citta kaluSita thAya. ahiMsAthI nirmaLa thAya. hiMsA eTale para-pIDana ! pramAda paNa hiMsA... khAsa karIne sAdhu mATe. gRhastho mATe AraMbha... parapIDana eTale hiMsA... pRthvI, pANI, vanaspati Adino bhoga laIne ApaNe jIvIe ane jarUra paDe tyAre tenA mATe kAMI nahi karavuM ? mANasanuM kartavya che ke te potAnAthI nabaLAnuM rakSaNa kare. praNidhAnano artha che : potAnAthI hIna jIvo para karuNA sAthe bhAvAA banatuM mana ! adhika guNI pratye pramoda. sarva jIvo sAthe maitrI. svajananA sukhe tame sukhI, duHkhe duHkhI thAva cho. svajanono saMbaMdha tame choDatA nathI. bhagavAna kahe che : jagatanA sarvajIvo tamArA svajano ja che. emanI sAthe tame saMbaMdhano cheDo phADI zako nahi. mAre zuM levA devA jIvo sAthe ? - ema tame kahI zako nahi. tamArI javAbadArIthI chaTakI zako nahi. chaTakavA prayatna karo to Dabbala sajA maLe. nava + ati + ya = gavAtiRAya ! anaMta jIvonA + anaMta pradezono + samUha = jIvAstikAya ! AmAMthI eka paNa jIva ke eka jIvano eka pradeza paNa bakAta rakhAya to jIvAstikAya na kahevAya. ema bhagavatI sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che. bhagavAne koIne bakAta nathI rAkhyA, ApaNe badhAne bAkAta rAkhyA; ApaNI jAta sivAya. jIvamAtra sAthe snehabhAva - AtmabhAva - maitrIbhAva rAkhyA vinA dhyAna lAgI zakatuM nathI. e dhyAna nahi, dhyAnAbhAsa hoI zake. sarva jIvo sAthe Atmatulya vartana karavuM, mAtmavat sarvabhUteSa - Ama jainetaronuM paNa kathana che. 142 = = = = = = = = * * * * * kahe

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nirmaLatA vinAsthiratA nahi, sthiratA vinA tanmayatA nahi. zrAvaka jIvanamAM dhyAna karAya nahi tema nahi, paNa nizcala dhyAna na Ave, dhyAna-abhyAsa jarUra thaI zake. saMyamathI ja nizcala dhyAna Ave. nirdhAta dIpa jevA dhyAna mATe to saMyama ja joIe. ahiMsAthI pa2 jIvo sAtheno saMbaMdha. saMyamathI sva sAtheno saMbaMdha sudhare che. jIvonI hiMsA karIne tame tamArA ja bhAvaprANonI hatyA karo cho. karuNA komaLatA samyagdarzananA guNo che. teno nAza thAya che. jeTalA aMze ahiMsA teTalA aMze nirmaLatA Ave ja. dIkSA letAM meM pahelA pUchAvyuM ke mane dhyAna mATe 4-5 kalAka maLaze ? to guphAmAM cAlyA jAva' pU. kanakasUrijIno javAba Avyo. paropakAra e svopakArathI judo nathI. paropakAra svopakAra eka ja che. mATe tIrthakaro dezanA dvArA paropakAra karatA rahe che. ahisA - samyaga darzana saMyama - samyagU jJAna jIvAjIve ayANaMto kahaM so nAhIi saMjamaM ? tapa - samyaka cAritra. upakaraNone jayaNApUrvaka levA - mUkavAnI kriyA te ajIva saMyama che. 17 asaMyamane jItavA tenuM nAma saMyama. (pa indriya, 4 kaSAya, pa avrata, traNa yoga A 17) rANa yoga gRhasthapaNAmAM dharmapravRtti karo tyAre ja zubha... nahi to nahi. aDhAra hajAra zIlAMga yAda rAkhavA taddana saraLa che. ekendriyanA pAMca bheda. beI. - te I. - cale. - paMce. + ajIva =10 prakAre jayaNA karavAnI. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 143

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eka dAMDo letAM jayaNA na karI to 18 hajAramAMthI sIdhA be hajAra jAya. ajIva sAthe paNa jayaNApUrvaka vartavAnuM che. pU. devendrasUrijIne ame joyA che. sAMja paDye pothI vagerene vIMTIne jayaNApUrvaka mUkI detA. - sAdhu AhArAdi 4 saMjJAno vijetA hoya. saMjJA dvArA saMcAlita pazu hoya, sAdhu to saMjJA para niyaMtraNa keLave. 4 saMjJAthI 10ne guNatAM 10 x 4 = 40 0 x 5 Indriya = 200 20 x 10 yatidharma =2000 (eTale meM dAMDo nahi paDilehatAM 2OOii jAya ema kaheluM) 20 x 3 yoga = 6000 60 x 3 (karaNa, karAvaNa, anumodana) = 18 hajAra. A 18000 zIlAMga che. 18 hajAra zIlAMga mATe bIjI paNa aneka rIto che. * tame bIjAne abhayadAna Apo to tame svayaM nirbhaya bano ja. pAlItANAmAM kuMdakuMdavijayajIe kAlagrahaNa levA hAthamAM morapIMcha letAM chUpAyelo sApa bhAgyo. AjJAnI pAchaLanA A rahasyo che. ApaNe AhArI, prabhu aNAhArI che. tapa karatAM ApaNe prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhIe chIe. AthI ja upavAsanA divase mana tarata coTe che. kAraNa ke, citta nirmaLa hoya che. tapa sAthe japa karavAmAM Ave to sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe che. - bhakti : dUra rahelA bhagavAnane hRdayamAM dhAraNa karavAnI kaLA te bhakti. bhagavAna game teTalA samartha hoya, paNa chevaTe bhaktine AdhIna che. | sarva jIvo para bhagavAnanI anaMta karuNA vahI rahI che. emaNe ApaNI sAthe cheDo phADI nAkhyo nathI. phADe paNa zI 144 jha * * * * * * * kahe

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rIte ? emane bhagavAna banAvanAra sarva jIvo ja che. mATe ApaNe bhakti karIe ane bhagavAna taraphathI koI pratibhAva na Ave, evuM bane ja nahi. bhakta haTha pakaDe to bhagavAnane AvavuM ja paDe. kharekhara to AvelA ja che. ApaNe AvelA bhagavAnane jANatA nathI. bhakta haTha dvArA AvelA bhagavAnane oLakhI levAnI kaLA sAdhI le che. anuttara vimAnavAsI devanA praznano javAba bhagavAna dravya manane prayoga karIne Ape, to ApaNane koI ja javAba na Ape, evuM bane ja zI rIte ? bhagavAna kAMI kRSNa ke mahAdevanA rUpamAM nathI AvatA, paNa AnaMdarUpe Ave che. bhagavAna AnaMdamUrti che, saccidAnaMda che. jyAre jyAre tame AnaMdathI bharAI jAva cho tyAre tyAre samajI lejo : bhagavAne mArAmAM praveza karyo che. bhagavAnanI zarata ATalI ja che : tame mArA dhyAna vakhate bIjAnuM dhyAna nahi dharatA. ekAgrapaNe mAruM ja dhyAna dharazo to huM AvavA taiyAraja chuM. meM kyAre nA pADI ? kharekhara to tamArA karatAM huM vadhu Atura chuM. A pustaka to jANe kalpavRkSa che. - sA. yazovalAzrI bIlImorA lAge che ke ApanA A pustako amara thaI javAnA. - sA. praphullaprabhAzrI amadAvAda A pustaka vAMcavAthI mArA jIvanamAM ghaNA phAyadA thayA. - sA. muktirekhAzrI navasArI 8 kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * >> ga ga . ga ga # # # 145

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fanta vAMjhI (vaccha) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 20 prabhuno vinaya, gurunI sevA Adi jema vadhe tema tema AtmaguNo pragaTe, pragaTelA nirmaLa bane. eka paNa guNa prabhunA anugraha vinA ApaNe pAmI zakIe nahi. 146 aSADha vada 0)) 11-08-1999, budhavAra samyag darzanAdi traNeya sAthe maLe to ja muktino mArga bane. eka paNa ochuM hoya te na cAle. ratnatrayInI prApti tattvatrayI dvArA thAya che. tattvatrayI (deva-guru-dharma) ratnatrayI kharIdavAnI dukAno che. tyAMthI kramazaH darzana jJAna cAritra maLe che. ** zIro taiyA2 ka2vA loTa, ghI, sAkara joIe, tema mokSa meLavavA samyag darzanAdi traNeya joIe. bhagavAna kahe che : mArI bhakti karavA cAhatA ho to mArA piravAra (samagra jIvarAzi) ne tamArA hRdayamAM vasAvo. e vinA huM khuza thavAno nathI. prazna hato ke pApanA udayathI dIkSA levAnuM mana * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 -

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thAya, sukha choDIne duHkhamAM paDavAnuM mana thAya. ghera ghera bhikSA mATe pharatA, loca karAvatA, taDakAmAM khule page ghumatA jaina sAdhune joI koI jainetarane pApano udaya lAge te svAbhAvika che. AcAryazrI javAba ApatAM kahe che : je bhogavatAM saMkaleza thAya te pApa, saMkleza na thAya te puNya. gRhasthane to paLepaLe saMkleza che. sau prathama gRhasthane paisA joIe. paisAnI koI khANa nathI. vepAra, khetI ke majUrI badhe ja sakhata mahenata karavI paDe che. ahIM saMkleza nathI thato ? paisA kamAtAM saMkleza na thato hoya, azAMti na ja thatI hoya, evuM koI kahI zakaze ? saMkleza hoya tyAM du:kha ema tame ja kahyuM. to have gRhasthane pApano udaya kharo ke nahi ? game teTaluM maLyuM hoya chatAM haju vadhAre meLavavAnI tRSNA che, te saMkleza kharo ke nahi ? icchA, Asakti, tRSNA A badhA saMklezanA ja gharo che. sAdhune Avo saMkleza nathI hoto, sarva paristhitimAM saMtoSa hoya che. saMtoSa e ja 52ma sukha che. je lakSmImAM Asakti thAya te pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA prabhAve maLelI che, ema mAnajo. mUrchA svayaM duHkha che. mUrchA mahAna saMkleza che. A arthamAM moTA rAjA-mahArAjAo paNa du:khI che. mANasa jeTalo moTo, saMkleza paNa eTalo ja moTo ! saMkleza moTo teTaluM duHkha paNa moTuM ! moTA rAjakAraNIonuM jIvana joI lo. 'zatru rAjA caDI Avaze to ? calo, moTo killo banAvIe. zatrune haMphAvIe.' AvI ciMtA agAu rAjAone rahetI. Aje harIpha rAjakAraNIne harAvavA haMphAvavA, voTa meLavavA, pratipakSI dezane harAvavA, aNuboMba banAvavA vagere aneka saMklezo dekhAya ja che. prazna H sAdhupaNuM ATaluM uMcuM hovA chatAM te lenArA thoDA, tenuM kAraNa zuM ? kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * ** 140

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uttara : bhAI ! jhaverInI dukAna ochI ja hoya. zAkabhAjInI ja ghaNI hoya. chatAM emAMya ochA sAdhuomAM uccakoTinuM sAdhupaNuM pALanArA be-traNa ja hoya. A kALa ja evo che. mahAvideha kSetromAM kroDo che. huM saMkhyA - vRddhinA matano nathI. na sacavAya to rAkhavA kyAM ? Dhoro mATe to pAMjarApoLo che, paNa ahIM pAMjarApoLo nathI. pU. bhadraMkaravijayajI paMnyAsajIe kaheluM : koI bAbata mATe cintA nahi karavI. kevaLIe joyuM che te ja thaI rahyuM che. ApaNe kevaLIthI paNa moTA chIe ? emanAthI anyathA thavuM joIe, evuM vicAranArA ApaNe koNa ? Aje ghera ghera 7.0 che. nAnapaNathI ja 7. nArI AjanI peDhI, amArI paMktimAM kyAM bese ? AvA yugamAM ATalA dIkSita thAya che te paNa saubhAgyanI vAta che. moTA vepArIo vagere sukhethI bhojana paNa karI zakatA nathI, maLeluM sukha paNa bhogavI zakatA nathI. nathI maLyuM'nI ciMtAmAM je "che' te paNa cAlyuM jAya che, evI cintAvALo dIna hoya, peTa bharavA pUratuM paNa ghaNAne na hoya, ghaNAne vyAjanI ciMtA hoya. uparathI ghaNA sArA dekhAtA aMdarathI khokhalA thaI gayelA hoya. amArI pAse vedanA ThAlave tyAre khyAla Ave. Ane puNyodaya kahIzuM to pApodaya kone kahIzuM ? jenA dvArA anAsakti maLe, saMkaleza na hoya, te puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya. dA.ta. zAlibhadra, dhannAjI Adi. adhyAtmasAra : bhakti bhagavAnanI bhakti kadI ja niSphaLa jatI nathI. bhakti vadhe tema AtmAnA AnaMdanI, AtmAnubhUtinI zakti vadhe; ema devacandrajIno svAnubhava che. badhuM sulabha che, bhakti durlabha che. mahApuNyodaye ja bhagavAna para prema jAge, pachI bhakti ubharAya, tyArabAda temanI AjJA pALavAnuM mana thAya. 148 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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prabhu pratyeno sAco prema bhaktane sAdhu banAve, chevaTe prabhu banAve emAM navAI zI ? IyaLa bhamarInA dhyAnathI, bhamarI bane, tema prabhunuM dhyAna karanAro prabhu bane. Ama paNa kudaratI niyama che : je jenuM dhyAna kare, te tevo bane ja. jaDanuM dhyAna karanAro eTale sudhI jaDa' bane ke ekendriyamAM pahoMcI jAya. AtmAnI sauthI ajJAnAvasthA ekendriyamAM che. marIne evuM jhADa bane, je potAnA mULa nidhAna para phelAve. amuka vanaspati mATe kahevAya che ke enA mULIyA nIce nidhAna hoya che. AgamathI bhAva nikSepe, jeTalA samaya sudhI tame prabhunuM dhyAna dharo cho, teTalA samaya sudhI tame prabhu ja cho. pelI dIkarAnI vahue AMgatukane kahI dIdheluM : zeTha mocIvADe gayA che. kharekhara to zeTha sAmAyikamAM hatA, paNa mana joDAmAM hatuM. mocIvADAmAM hatuM, te vahu samajI gayelI. - jyAM ApaNuM mana hoya, te rUpe ja ApaNe hoIe chIe. pUjyapAda adhyAtmayogI sUridevanA kALadharmanA samAcAra hamaNAMvara ja sAMbhaLyA / AMcako anubhavyo / devavaMdana karyu / pUjyazrInI vidAyathI mAtra ApanA samudAyane ja khoTa par3I che evaM nathI / ApaNe badhA daridra banyA chIe... Apa sahanI vedanAmAM amAruM paNa samavedana jANazo / ApanA upara AvI paDelI javAbadArI suMdara rIte vahana karavAnuM sAmarthya Apane maLI rahe e ja prabhu pAse prArthanA / mahApuruSonI aNadhArI vidAya zUnyatA thor3I vAra ubhI kare cha / paraMtu teo divya rUpe aneka gaNI vadhu zakti sAthe ApaNI sAthe hoya che... Apane paNa A vAtanI pratIti thaze ja... Apa svastha banI jazo / saMghane nizrA ApI pAlItANA padhAro... - na. municaMdrasUti manuvaMdanA kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 149

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vAMjhI (vaccha ) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 20 150 zrAvaNa suda 1 12-08-1999, guruvAra je graMtha ApaNe vAMcatA hoIe, tenA kartA pratye bahumAna vadhavAthI ApaNe te graMthanA rahasyo samajI zakIe. asalamAM jJAna nathI bhaNavAnuM, vinaya bhaNavAno che. guru nathI banavAnuM, ziSya banavAnuM che. AmAM jJAna karatAM vinaya caDI jAya, to huM zuM karuM ? jJAnIoe ja vinayane ATalI pratiSThA ApI che. dazavaikAlika, uttarAdhyayana Adi joI lo. DIsAmAM (vi.saM. 2040) eka mALI roja vyAkhyAnamAM Ave. ekavAra kahyuM : huM je prazno pUchavA mAMgato houM, te praznonA javAba svayameva vyAkhyAnamAM maLI jAya che. Avo keTalIye vakhata anubhava thayo che. A vyaktino nahi, jinavANIno prabhAva che. jinavANI para bahumAna vadhavuM joIe. atyAra sudhI saMsAramAM kema bhaTakyA ? 'niAvayamana MtA' jinavacana meLavyA vinA ! * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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- eka evo paNa mata che, je mAne che : sAdhu karatAM gRhasthAzrama zreSTha che : "dhanyo gRhasthAzramaH ' pApanA udayathI tene choDavAnuM mana thAya che. AvA matanuM nirAkaraNa haribhadrasUrijIe paMcavastakamAM karyuM che. aDhAreya pApa choDanArane puNyazALI kahevAya ke pApI ? A puNyodaya ke pApodaya ? haribhadrasUri praznane mULamAMthI pakaDe che : puNya zuM? pApa zuM? asaMkleza eTale puNya. saMkleza eTale pApa. svAbhAvika che ke gRhastho pAse game teTalI samRddhi hoya, chatAM saMkleza na hoya evuM na ja bane. vadhu samRddhi tema vadhu saMkleza ! jayAM saMkleza hoya, Asakti hoya, tyAM puNyodaya kevo ? sAmagrImAM Asakti hoya to samajavuM : pApAnubaMdhI puNya. cakravartI brahmadattanI puNyAI keTalI hatI ? samRddhi keTalI hatI ? paNa Asakti keTalI hatI ? e Asakti ene kyAM laI gaI ? 7mI narake ! paraNU madadaa, ni:spRhatve mahApura' - jJAnasAra sukha ane duHkhanI A sIdhI - saraLa vyAkhyA che. IcchAthI maLatI vastu duHkha ja Ape. IcchA vinA sahajarUpe maLI jAya temAM nirdoSa (anAsakta) AnaMda hoya. saMsAranI prApti IcchA dvArA thAya che. IcchAno tyAga karavAthI mokSa maLe che. kharekhara to IcchAno tyAga e ja mokSa che. IcchA svayaM baMdhana che, saMsAra che. IcchAno tyAga mokSa che. hamaNA 6 mahinA pahelA navI muMbaI nerUlamAM aMjanazalAkA vakhate nAnA chokarAoe nATaka bhajaveluM, Tenzana-Tenzana' jemAM badhA ja (vakIlo, DaoNkaTaro, zreSThIo) TenzanavALA che, sAdhu ja Tenzana mukta che, evuM batAvAyeluM. dIkSitaneche koI Tenzana? no Tenzana, no Tenzana, no Tenzana. | viSayonI IcchA paNa du:khadAyI hoya to viSayonuM sevana zuM kare ? je vRkSanI chAyA paNa kaSTadAyI hoya to kahe ja jha = = = = = = = = 151

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te vRkSanA phaLonI to vAta ja zI ? nirNaya tamAre karavAno che : spRhA joIe ke niHspRhatA ? ekAntamAM vicArajo. AtmAne pUchajo. je Tenzana, je prayatna, je kaSTa tame saMsAranA mArge saho cho temAMno thoDoka ja puruSArtha jo A bAju sAdhanAnA mArge karavAmAM Ave to ? prazna thaI zake : saMsAranI jema IcchA che, tema mokSanI paNa IcchA che. to pharaka zo paDyo ? ame kahIe chIe : tame mokSa zuM che ? e ja samajyA nathI. mokSa eTale ja IcchAno tyAga ! badhA ja prakAranI IcchAo TaLe pachI ja mokSa maLe. IcchA ane mokSa ? baMne paraspara virodhI che. hA, bahu bahu to tamArI bhASAmAM ATaluM kahI zakAya : mokSa eTale IcchArahita banavAnI IcchA ! jo ke, pachI to IcchArahita banavAnI IcchA paNa choDavI paDe che. asad IcchAne jItavA sad IcchA joIe ja. dIkSA laIne bhaNavAnI, tapa karavAnI ke sAdhanAnI IcchA to hovI ja joIe. prazna H sAdhu ATalA kaSTa sahe to temane anubhUtinuM, Atmika sukha, anAropita sukha kevuM hoya ? keTaluM hoya ? uttara H saMsAranuM sukha Aropita che. koIpaNa vastumAM iSTa-aniSTanI kalpanA avidyAjanya che. kharekhara koI paNa vastu sukha ke duHkha ApanAra nathI. ApaNI avidyA tyA sukha ke duHkhanuM AropaNa kare che. Ane Aropita sukha kahevAya. A dRSTie sAtA vedanIyajanya sukha paNa, jJAnInI najare sukha nathI, paNa du:khanuM ja bIjuM svarUpa che. je tamane avyAbAdha Atmika sukhathI aTakAve te sukhane (vedanIyajanya sukhane) sAruM kaI rIte gaNI zakAya ? tamArA kroDa rUpiyA dabAvIne koI mAtra 5-10 rUpiyA ApIne tamane rAjI karavA mathe to tame rAjI thAva ? ahIM ApaNe vedanIya karme ApelA sukhathI rAjI thaI rahyA chIe ! jJAnIonI najare ApaNe ghaNA dayanIya chIe. * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 152

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sAdhunuM sukha anAropita hoya. AvuM sukha keTaluM hoya te bhagavatImAM varNaveluM che. eka varSamAM to anuttara vimAnanA devonA sukhane paNa caDI jAya, tevuM sukha sAdhu pAse hoya che. adhyAtmasAra : bhakti pANI pIo to zItaLatA maLe ja. pANInA sarovara pAse mAtra beso to paNa zItaLatA maLe. tema bhagavAnanA sAnnidhya mAtrathI indrabhUti gautamanA ahaMkArAdinA tApa TaLI gayA. ahIM tamane tApano anubhava thAya che ke zItaLatAno ? bhagavAna sAthe sAmIpya anubhavavAthI ApaNe Atmika sukhanI zItaLatA anubhavI zakIe; A kALamAM paNa. mATe ja yazovi. kahe che : ma i vati thAryo ! - bhaktinI jo dhAraNA daDhatApUrvaka karI to bhavAMtaramAM paNa e sAthe cAle. dhAraNAno kALa asaMkhyAta varSa kahyo che. vajanAbha cakravartInA bhavamAM dIkSA laIne AdinAthano jIva anuttaramAM gayo. pachI tIrthakara rUpe avataryo. tyAM bhaNAyelA 14 pUrvanuM jJAna sAthe cAlyuM. A dhAraNA che. (aSTAMga yogamAM dhAraNA" chaTTo yoga che.) jyAre jyAre arati thAya tyAre AtmanirIkSaNa karavuM. zAnA kAraNe mane A thAya che ? rAgathI dveSathI ke mohathI ? je doSa dekhAto hoya, tenA nivAraNano upAya vicAravo. traNeya doSonI eka ja davA batAvuM ? prabhunI bhakti...! bhaktinA prabhAve traNe traNa doSo jAya. bhakti eTale saMpUrNa zaraNAgati ! saMpUrNa samarpaNa ! vinaya sarva guNono janaka kahevAyo che. bhakti parama vinayarUpa che. prabhu pratye ApaNane vyaktirAga nathI, guNono rAga che. dhIre-dhIre ApaNane prabhunA guNo pratye gADha rAga thato jAya che. bhaktinI dhAraNA khUba ja daDha banAvo. ka # # # # # # # # # # # # # 153

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) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 2055 zrAvaNa suda ra 13-08-1999, zukravAra eraporTavALAno A ja dhaMdho ! jene jyAM javuM hoya tyAMnI TikiTa ApI tyAM pahoMcADe ! tIrthakarono A ja vyavasAya : jene mokSamAM javuM hoya tenI javAbadArI amArI ! era-sarvisanI TikiTa mATe paisA joIe. ahIM paisAno tyAga joIe. are, IcchAmAtrano paNa tyAga joIe ! jema atyAre TrenonA saMgha nIkaLe che ne ? TikiTa AdinI vyavasthA saMghapati taraphathI ! milApacaMdajI madrAsavALAe eka hajAra mANasone TrenathI sametazikharajI AdinI yAtrA karAvelI. doDha kroDano kharca thayelo. ahIM paNa AvuM ja che : badhI ja javAbadArI bhagavAnanI che. che. bhagavAnanuM zAsana ApaNane sahanazIla, sAdhanAzIla ane sahAyazIla banAve che. jenAmAM A traNa guNa hoya tene ja sAdhaka kahevAya. sAdhune pratikULatAmAM vadhu sukha lAge. saMsArIthI urdu yA Du: sutvena' duHkha jyAre sukharUpa lAge tyAre ja 154 * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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sAdhanAno janma thayo gaNAya. - sannipAtavALAne tame davA ApavA jAva ne e tamane lApho paNa mArI de chatAM tame tenA para gusso nahi karatAM tenI dayA ja ciMtavo cho, tema samyagdaSTi aparAdhI para paNa dayA ciMtave che. gussAnI to vAta ja kyAM ? bicAro karmAdhIna che ! eno doSa nathI ! A to karuNApAtra che, krodhapAtra nahi ! >> bhagavAnano sAdhu bhikhArI nathI, cakravartIno paNa cakravartI che. tene maLatuM sukha devendra ke cakravartI paNa meLavI zake nahi. paNa e sAdhu sahana-sAdhanA ane sahAyatA karanArA hovA joIe. * ahiMsAthI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. saMyamathI saMvara tapathI nirjarA thAya. A puyAdi traNeya nava tattvomAM upAdeya che. mokSa traNeyanA milanathI thAya che. ahiMsA pALIe to saMyama pALI zakAya. saMyama pALIe to tapa pALI zakAya. ahiMsA mATe saMyama, saMyama mATe tapa joIe. Ama traNeyamAM kArya - kAraNabhAva che. 0 pramAda gatine rokanAra che. e gati cAhe dravya hoya ke bhAva ! dravya mArganI ane mokSa mArganI gati, pramAda roke che. >> rAmacandra muni kevaLajJAnanI prAptinI taiyArImAM hatA tyAre sItendra vicAryuM : e jo pahelA mokSamAM jaze to ? nahi, sAthe mokSamAM javAnuM che. upasarga karyA paNa rAmacandrajI to dhyAnamAM acala rahyA, kaivalya meLavyuM. sItA pAchaLa rahI gayA. sAdhanA-mArgamAM AgaLa jato, pAchaLavALAnI vATa joIne ubho rahI zakato nathI. pAchaLavALAe ja doDavuM rahyuM. 0 pratikULatA TALavA prayatna karIe chIe, paNa pratikULatA taraphano aNagamo TALavA prayatna ApaNe karatA nathI. pariNAma e Ave che : pratikULatA TaLatI nathI, kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 = * * * * * * 155

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anukULatA maLatI nathI. valasADa pahelA atulamAM paDI gayo. bhayaMkara vedanA, paNa 24 kalAka to koIne vAta karI ja nahi. pratikULatA sahana karavAnI Adata na hoya to ? pratikULatA sahana karavAnI AdatathI aMte parama sukhano, anubhava thAya che. tejovezyAnI abhivRddhino anubhava A ja janmamAM thaI zake che. tenonevivRddhiAM." - jJAnasAra 12 mahinAnA paryAyamAM to saMsAranA sukhanI maryAdA AvI gaI. anuttara vimAnanuM sukha Toca kakSAnuM che. paNa sAdhunuM sukha to enAthI paNa AgaLa jAya che. enI koI maryAdA nathI. ene koI sImADA nathI. svayaMbhUramaNa samudrano cheDo che, paNa Atmika sukhano koI cheDo ja nathI. tejolezyA eTale sukhAsikA ! "apAyAba' nA pAThamAM "mArgano artha sukhAsikA karyo che. sukhAsikA eTale sukhaDI ! AtmA jeno AsvAda meLavI zake te sukhAsikA ! adhyavasAyonI nirmaLatAthI AvI sukhAsikAno AsvAda maLe che. bIjA sukho saMyogothI maLe, IcchAthI maLe. A sukha saMyogo vinA, IcchA vinA maLe are, mokSanI IcchA paNa jatI rahe. mokSollu vA mAMDatu' - hemacandrasUri. "mokSanuM sukha ahIM ja maLe che. mATe have tenI (mokSanI) paravA nathI.' bhaktanI A khumArI che. athavA to kaho ke AtmavizvAsa che : mokSa maLaze ja. have zAnI ciMtA..? AvA sukhI sAdhune pApano udaya mAnavo te buddhinuM devALuM nathI ? pApanA udayathI gRhasthapaNuM maLeluM che. cAritra mohanIya karma prakRti azubha ke zubha ? muktinuM sukha parokSa che. jIvanmuktinuM sukha pratyakSa che. 150 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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muktinuM sukha jene joItuM hoya, jIvanmuktinuM sukha anubhavavA teNe prayatna karavo joIe. te mATe prabhu-bhakti parama Avazyaka che. adhyAtmasAra : bhakti tasmin paramAtmani paramapremarUpA bhaktiH / - nAradIya bhaktisUtra jIvanuM mukhya lakSaNa jJAna che. tenAthI ja te ajIvathI judo paDe che. jyAM jJAna hoya tyAM prema paNa hovAno ja. prema pratIka che. jJAna svarUpa che. cetana bIjA cetana sAthe prema kare, paNa ajJAnI jIva zarIra sAthe karI bese che. zarIra pagala che. je prema prabhu sAthe karavAno hato, te pudgala sAthe thaI gayo. sAva ja uchuM thaI gayuM. "jIve kIdho saMga, pudgale kIdho raMga !' patI gayuM. AtmA kharaDAI gayo. jIva prema-rahita kadI banI zake nahi. e prema kyAMka to hovAno ja. rakhe mAnatA : vItarAga premarahita banI gayA che. prabhuno prema to kSAyikabhAvano banI parAkASThAe pahoMcI gayo che. parama vAtsalya ane parama karuNAthI te oLakhAya che. samyagdaSTinA lakSaNamAM A prema ja abhivyakta thayo che. zama, karuNA, anukaMpA vagere prema ja vyakta kare che. bIjAne potAnI dRSTie jovuM te prema che. siddha bhagavaMto saune potAnA jevA pUrNarUpe jue che. A ocho prema che ? prema vinA dayA, karuNA, anukaMpA vagere thaI ja na zake. ApaNe have premanuM sthAna badalavAnuM che. pudgalathI prabhu tarapha laI javAno che. prabhune pAmavAnA cAreya yogomAM prema dekhAI rahyo che. prIti, bhaktimAM to prema spaSTa che ja. vacana AjJAmAM paNa prema spaSTa che ja. prema na hoya tenI vAta mAno kharA ? vacana eTale AjJA mAnavI. asaMga : jenA pratye prema hoya tenA svarUpa pratye paNa prema hovAno ja. jenA pratye prema hoya tenI sAthe ja ekameka banI zakAya. asaMga eTale pudgalano saMga choDI prabhu sAthe ekameka banI javuM. mitra ke lagnanA premamAM paNa AvuM ja che. bIjAno prema choDIe tyAre ja prabhu sAthe maLI zakIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 ja = * * * * * * * * * 1pa0

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cothA yoganuM mAtra nAma asaMga che, paNa kharekhara to prabhuno prema ja che. asaMga to mAtra pugalathI karavAno che. "prabhu ! amArA zata-zata puNyathI arUpI hovA chatAM Apa rUpa (mUrti) dhAraNa karIne AvyA cho." A premanA udagAra che. hamaNA jijJAsu sAdhaka mejIsTreTa AvyA. prakRtino niyama che jene je joItuM hoya te meLavI ja Ape. na maLe to sAdhanAmAM kacAza samajavI. sAdhanA mATe koI mArgadarzana na hoya to prabhu svayaM AvIne mArgadarzaka bane che. temaNe kahyuM: huM muslIma chuM. mArA dharma pramANe niraMjana nirAkAranuM dhyAna dharuM chuM, paNa pakaDAtuM nathI. mana thoDI kSaNamAM chaTakI jAya che. "upAya batAvuM ? ApaNe saMsArI rUpI chIe, arUpI niraMjanane zI rIte pakaDI zakIe ? mATe ApaNe sAkAra-rUpIprabhune pakaDIne prAraMbha karavo joIe.' teNe te vAta svIkArI. zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhuno phoTo paNa svIkAryo. "akSayapada dIye prema je, prabhunuM te anubhavarUpa re; akSarasvara gocara nahi, e to akala amApa arUpa re...' - yazovi. ma. A asaMga yoganuM varNana che. A pustakano svAdhyAya eka saMjIvanI rUpa mArA mATe banyo che. saMjIvanI mRtaprAyaH banelA AtmAne jIvaMta banAvI phUrti ane cetanA Ape che. tema A pustakanA traNa ja divasanA svAdhyAye mRtaprAyaH banelA mArA bhAva prANone cetanavaMta banAvI svAdhyAya mATe sakSama banAvyA che. * sA. harSolAzI rAdhanapura 158 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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vAMkI (kaccha) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 2055 zrAvaNa suda 3 14-08-1999, zanivAra * devonI jema asaMkhyAta varSanuM AyuSya nahotuM haribhadrasUrijInuM, ApaNA jeTaluM ja hatuM. kArya paNa zAsananA, saMghanA, vyAkhyAnanA, vihArAdinA karatA ja hatA. chatAM alpa jIMdagImAM emaNe je virATa kArya karyuM che te joIne mastaka jhUkI paDe che, emanA caraNomAM. 0 sAdhu karatAM amAruM jIvana sAruM ! kama se kama bhIkha to nathI mAMgatA ame. ahIM ame dAna-puNyAdi karIe chIe. vaLI, tyAM locAdinA keTalA badhA kaSTo ?' AvuM vicAranAro varga pahelA hato tema nahi, Aje paNa che. - ApaNe sAdhuo paNa kyAreka aNagamo thavAthI vicArIe chIe : AnA karatAM to dIkSA na lIdhI hota to... AvA vicArothI bhavAMtaramAM paNa cAritra na maLe, evuM karma ApaNe bAMdhI laIe chIe. ApaNe IcchIe chIe : pelAe svabhAva badalAvavo joIe. huM kahuM chuM : e saMbhava nathI. ApaNo svabhAva ApaNe kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 159

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badalAvI zakIe. e ApaNA hAthamAM che. sRSTi na badalAya. sRSTi badalI zakIe. gAma na badalAya. gADuM badalAvI zakIe. paristhiti na badalAvI zakIe. manaHsthiti badalAvI zakIe. che bIjAne je ApIe te ApaNA mATe surakSita banI gayuM samajo. dhana, jJAna, sukha, jIvana, maraNa,duHkha, pIDA vagere badhuM ja. bIjAne jJAna ApIe to ApaNuM jJAna surakSita. bIjAne dhana ApIe to ApaNuM dhana surakSita. bIjAne sukha ApIe to ApaNuM sukha surakSita. bIjo jIvana ApIe to ApaNuM jIvana surakSita. svayaM tarI zakanAra ja bIjAne tArI zake. svayaM dekhato mANasa ja bIjAne mArga batAvI zake. svayaM gItArtha muni ja bIjAne mArga batAvI zake. mahApuNyodaya hoya to ja maLelI sAmagrIno tyAga karI sAdhupaNuM svIkAravAnuM mana thAya, ema haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. 4 dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa koIpaNa prakAranI AkAMkSA pratibaMdhaka che. tapasvI, vinayI, sevAbhAvI, zAntamUrti, bhadramUrti, vidvAna, pravacanakAra vagere tarIkenI potAnI pratiSThA ubhI karavAnI vRtti sAdhutAne roke che. * saMsAra svArthamaya che. vepArI bhale kahe: tame gharanA cho. tamArI pAsethI levAya nahi, paNa kharekhara e lIdhA vinA rahe nahi. sonI jevo to sagI bahena ke dIkarIne paNa choDI zake nahi. gRhasthapaNAmAM AraMbha-parigraha, hiMsA, jUTha vagere vinA cAle ja nahi. enA tyAga vinA paMca parameSThImAMthI eka paNa pada maLe nahi. - hiMsA-jUTha AdithI bharelo saMsAra, mahApuNyodaya hoya to ja choDavAnuM mana thAya. viSamizrita annanI jema anukULatAo pariNAme bhayaMkara vipAka ApanArI che. mATe ja te tyAjya che. saMyama ane samAdhinuM sukha je sAdhu anubhave che tenA mATenI A vAta che. bAkI ahIM AvIne je sAdhupaNuM pALatA nathI teo to ubhayabhraSTa che. 160 + = * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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'nirdaya hRdaya chakAyamAM, je muni veSe pravarte re; gRhi-yatiliMgathI bAhirA, te nirdhana gati varte re... yazovi. 125 gAthAnuM stavana ahIM jo sAdhupaNuM sA2I 2Ite nahi pALIe to pharI A maLavuM lagabhaga asaMbhava che. 14 pUrvIo paNa anaMtanI saMkhyAmAM nigodamAM paDyA che, e yAda rAkhavA jevuM che. nAnakaDo guruno Thapako sahana nahi thatAM pariNAma kevuM Ave ? te bhuvanabhAnu kevaLI ciratramAM batAvyuM che. eka 14pUrvI UMghamAM paDyA. UMgha mIThI lAge. svAdhyAya na game. gurue Thapako Apyo to sahana na thayuM, svIkAryuM nahi. marIne nigodamAM ! moTA zaheromAM vyAkhyAnamAM mAtra vRddho ja Ave. e paNa paryuSaNa sudhI ja. Avaka mATe ja sAdhune bolAvyA hoya tema lAge. solApura jevAmAM paNa paryuSaNa pachI vyAkhyAna baMdha rAkhIe tevI hAlata thaI gayelI. guru tamane kyAre kahe ? Thapako sAMbhaLatAM tame rAjI thAva to. thoDI paNa nArAjagI caherA para dekhAya to guru kahevAnuM ochuM kare, yAvat baMdha paNa karI de. gurunA ThapakAnA pratyeka vacanane je caMdana jevuM zItala mAne te ja dhanyabhAgI ziSya 52 gurunI kRpA varase. dhanyasyopari nipatatyahitasamAcaraNagharmanirvApI / guruvadana- malaya - niHsRto vacanarasazcandanasparzaH // prazamarati A pramAda mITho lAge che, bahu ja mITho ! je mITho lAge tene dUra karavo muzkela hoya che. sugarakoTeDa jhera che pramAda ! mitranuM mahoruM paherIne AvanAro zatru che A pramAda ! ene oLakhavAmAM 14pUrvI paNa thApa khAi gayA che. pramAda eva manuSyANAM zarIrastho mahAripuH / zatru hovA chatAM pramAda eTalo mITho lAge ke guru paNa enI pAse kaDavA lAge. gurunA vacana kaDavA lAge, eTale samajI levAnuM : have ahita khUba ja najIka che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * 161

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adhyAtmasAra : bhakti prema karavAno svabhAva manuSyane ja nahi, jIvamAtrane hoya che, avivekI jIva zarIra para ke zarIradhArI para prema karI bese che. A pugalano prema che. prema to AtmA para, AtmAnA guNo para karavA jevo che. - rAjulane sakhIoe kahyuM : ame to pahelethI ja kahyuM hatuM ke e kALA che. kALA khataranAka hoya, enI khAtarI hamaNAM thaI gaI ne ? calo, haju kazuM bagaDyuM nathI. bIjAnI sAthe lagna thaI zakaze. A sAMbhaLatAM ja rAjule sakhIone cUpa karI dIdhI. huM e vItarAgI sAthe ja rAga karIza. rAgIno rAga, rAga vadhAre. vItarAgIno rAga, rAga ghaTADe. rAga Aga che. virAga bAga che. rAga bALa - virAga ajavALe. rAjule virAgano mArga lIdho. prabhu sAthe gADha prema bAMdhazo to saMsAranA vyakti ane vastuno prema svayameva ghaTI jaze, tuccha lAgaze. kharekhara to e tuccha ja che. mohanA kAraNe e ApaNane sAro lAge che. jema jema prabhu sAthe prema vadhato jaze tema tema saMsArano prema ghaTato jaze. prabhu sAthe prema karavo eTale prabhunA nAma, mUrti, guNa vagere para prema karavo, prabhunA caturvidha saMgha, sAta kSetra para prema rAkhavo, prabhunA parivAra rUpa samagra jIvarAzi para prema rAkhavo. prabhu-premInA premano vyApa eTalo vadhe ke emAM samagra brahmAMDane samAvI le. koI bakAta na rahe. satre navI na daMtavvA.... pariyAvelthI....' A bhagavAnanI AjJA che. prabhupremIne prabhu-AjJA na game evuM bane ? pUrNimAnA candrane joIne sAgara ulase tema prabhu-bhakta prabhune joIne ullase. zaradapUrNimAnA divase dariyo joyo che? candrane maLavA jANe e vAMbha-vAMbha uchaLe che. bhakta paNa prabhune maLavA talase che. 12 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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A #g,w.248,865 jAnTa ti phara vAMkI (kaccha) cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 2055 Da zrAvaNa suda 4 15-08-1999, ravivAra - roja cha kalAka sudhI bhagavAna zuM kahetA haze ? samyakta pAmelAnuM samyatva nirmaLa bane. na maLeluM hoya tene sabhya darzana maLe. maLelA guNa nirmaLa bane, evI tAkAta bhagavAnanI dezanAmAM hoya che. 2dhyAnane tIkSNa banAvanAra jJAna che. upayoganI tIvratA, tenuM nAma jJAna ! ApaNuM nAma ApaNe kyAreya bhUlatA nathI. prabhunuM nAma haju bhUlAI jAya. ApaNA nAmamAM ApaNo tIvra upayoga che. e bhUlAtuM nathI, tema prabhunA nAma ane prabhunA sUtro bhUlAvA na joIe. - mUrtimAM hajuya ApaNe bhagavAna mAnIe chIe, paNa AgamomAM, akSaromAM bhagavAna che, evuM haju zikSaNa lIdhuM nathI. anya darzanIomAM A aMge ghaNuM che. derAsara baMdha hoya ke rAtri hoya to tyAM hajuM na javAya, paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma na levAya evuM koI kSetra ke evo koI kALa nathI. evI zraddhA ghaTTa bane ke bhagavAnanA nAmamAM paNa kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 163

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bhagavAnanA darzana thAya, bhagavAnanA AgamomAM paNa bhagavAnanA darzana thAya, to kAma thaI jAya. . 'mantramUrti samAdAya devadevaH svayaM jinaH / sarvajJaH sarvagaH zAntaH so'yaM sAkSAd vyavasthitaH // ' padyAnuvAda : prabhu mUrtimAM che zuM paDyuM ? che mAtra e to pattharo, prabhu-nAmamAM che zuM paDyuM ? che mAtra e to akSaro !" evuM kaho nA sajjano, sAkSAt A bhagavAna che, nija nAma mUrtinuM rUpa laI, pote ja ahIM AsIna che !! (harigIta) ziSyoe UMghamAM khalela pADI enA kAraNe eka AcAryuM AgamonI vAcanA ApavI ja baMdha karI. ATalA moTA AcAryane paNa moha prabhu ane prabhunAma bhUlAvI de to ApaNe koNa ? ahIM darzana mohanIyanuM AkramaNa thayuM. mohanIya karma tamane tamArI jAta jaNAvavA deto nathI, to bhagavAnane kyAMthI jANavA de ? nAma yukta ja sthApanA, dravya ane bhAva hoya. nAma vagaranA zeSa traNa nikSepa na hoI zake. mUrti sAme che. paNa konI che ? mahAvIrasvAmInI. "mahAvIrasvAmI' A nAma temanI mUrti sAthe jaDAyeluM hoya ja. zaheramAM tame jAva ne koIne tame maLavA mAMgo cho, paNa nAma ja bhUlAI gayuM che to tame zI rIte maLI zakazo ? zI rIte pUchI zakazo ? nAma vyaktinI oLakhamAM sahAyaka che. sAmAnya vyaktinuM nAma paNa ATaluM mUlyavAna hoya to bhagavAnanA nAmanA mUlyanI to vAta ja zI karavI ? bhagavAnanA darzana, mAtra darzana khAtara nathI karavAnA, bhagavAna thavA mATe karavAnA che. bhagavAna kyAre banI zakAya ? bhagavAna kevA che ? vItarAga bhagavAna rAga-dveSa vagaranA che. ApaNe paNa tevA banavAnuM che, e khyAla hovo ghaTe. 164 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe :

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maMtra ane mUrtirUpe sAkSAta bhagavAna sAme hoya. pachI mALA gaNatAM uMgha Ave ? AmaMtraNa ApIne bhagavAnane tame bolAvyA che. pachI uMdho to bhagavAnanuM apamAna na kahevAya ? huM vAcanA ApuM ne tame ugho to kahevAya ? prabhu-nAma ke prabhu-Agama para prema hoya to uMgha Ave ? pANI maMgAvatAM ziSya pANI ja lAve che, ghAsaleTa nahi. A nAmano prabhAva che. to prabhu bolatAM prabhu ja Ave. bIjuM koNa Ave ? potAnA nAma sAthe prabhu joDAyelA che. nAmanI jema AkAra (mUrti) paNa prabhu sAthe joDAyelo che. cAra prakAranA bhagavAna che : nAma, sthApanA, dravya ane bhAva. nAmajiNA jiNanAmA, ThavaNajiNA puNa jiNidapaDimAo / davvajiNA jiNajIvA, bhAvajiNA samavasaraNatthA // - caityavaMdana bhASya. gA. 21 A cAreya rUpe bhagavAna sarva kSetramAM ane sarva kALamAM vyApaka che. ahIM paNa che. tyAM paNa che. atra-tatra-sarvatra che. mAtra jovAnI AMkha joIe, zraddhAnI AMkha joIe. zraddhAnI AMkha vinA mUrtimAM to zuM, sAkSAt bhAva bhagavAnamAM paNa bhagavAna nahi dekhAya. madrAsa gayA tyAre (vi.saM. 2049) pANI mATenI lAIno joI. pANInI khUba ja taMgI. zAhukAra peTamAM 17 lAkhano rojano pANIno vyApAra ! pANInuM mUlya tyAre samajAya. pANI traNa kAma kare : (1) dAha zamAve, (2) malinatA dUra kare, (3) tarasa chIpAve. tema bhagavAnanuM nAma paNa traNa kAma kare. (1) kaSAyano dAha, (2) karmanI malinatA ane (3) tRSNAnI tarasa miTAve. pANInuM eka nAma che : "gIvana' pANI vinA ApaNane cAle ? pANI vinA na cAle to bhagavAna vinA zI rIte cAle ? * * * * * * * # # # # 1 5

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4. nikSepAmAM bhavya jIvone khUba ja upakAraka be cheH nAma ane sthApanA ! bhAva jinanI nahi, tame nAma ane sthApanAnI ja upAsanA karI zako cho. eka yugamAM 24 ja bhAva bhagavAna che. bAkInA kALamAM nAma ane sthApanA ja upakAra kare che. jeo bhAvane ja AgaLa karIne nAma-sthApanAne gauNa rAkhe che, teo haju vastu tattva samajyA ja nathI. bhAva bhagavAna sAme hovA chatAM jamAli, gozALA, vagere taryA nathI. kAraNa hRdayamAM bhAva pedA karyo nathI. bhAva vaMdake pedA karavAno che. e vinA sAkSAtu bhagavAna paNa tArI zake nahi. bhAva pragaTe to nAma ke sthApanA paNa tArI zake. prabhu sAthe ekatA karyA vinA samakita paNa na maLe to cAritra to maLe ja kyAMthI ? paMcavastaka : prativAdIne javAba ApatAM haribhadrasUrijI kahe che : sAdhune gharabAranI jarUra nathI. nizcayathI eno vasavATa AtmAmAM che. AthI evI samatA pedA thayelI hoya che ke koI paNa AvAsa dvArA calAvI zake. keTalIkavAra ame basa sTezana para paNa rahelA chIe. 'kA kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka maLI gayela che. joyuM. khUba ja ciMtanIya - mananIya suvAkyono khajAno bharela che. saMkalanakartA Apane paNa khUba khUba dhanyavAda... vyAkhyAnamAM ochA loko Ave, paNa pustaka rupe bahAra paDelA vicAro hajAro loko vAMce eTale hajAro loko sudhI pUjyazrInI prasAdI pahoMcADavAna bhagIratha kArya karyA badala khUba khUba anumodanA saha dhanyavAda... - hemantalanA 166 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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hAra : niyama dete hue pUjyatrI, vaDhavANa, vi. saM. 2047 zrAvaNa suda 5 16-08-1999, somavAra devavaMdanAdi sUtromAM evI zakti che, anAdikALanA cAritra mohanIyAdi karmono kSaya karI ApaNAmAM viratinA pariNAmo pedA kare. tIrthakaro paNa jyAre hAtha joDIne sAmAyikano pATha uccare che tyAre temane viratinA pariNAmo pedA thAya che. pariNAmo to ApaNI aMdara paDelA ja che, paNa A sUtra, kriyA vagere pragaTa karanArA puSTa kAraNo che. je tAkAta navakAra, iriyAvahiyaM, logassa vageremAM che, te nUtana racanAmAM na Ave. aMjAramAM DaoN. yu. pI. deDhiyA kahe : badhA sUtro prAkRtamAM che. amane samajAtA nathI. gujarAtImAM racanA thAya to upakAraka ghaNA bane. kAca ane ciMtAmaNi jeTalo baMnemAM pharaka Ave. e pavitra sUtronA rahasyArthI, maMtra-garbhitatA vagere gujarAtImAM zI rIte utArI zakAze ? arthone samAvavAnI je zakti kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * # 160

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prAkRtamAM che, te gujarAtImAM kyAMthI lAvavI ? saMskRtanI garimA gujarAtImAM kyAMthI lAvavI ? rAnAno jo sauradhyam ' A vAkyanA 8 lAkha artha thAya. paMjAbI yuvAnone javAba ApavA samayasuMdarajIe 8 lAkha artha karI batAvyA hatA. logassanuM nAma che : nAmastava ! nAmastava eTale nAma vaDe bhagavAnanI stuti ! eka pratikramaNamAM keTalA logassa Ave ? gaNI lejo. kAussagamAM logassanA sthAne, AvaDato hoya to logassa ja cAle, navakAra nahi. A vidhi che. na AvaDato hoya temanA mATe navakAra ThIka che. sUrya-candrano prakAza sUrya-candramAM ja sImita nathI raheto, cArebAju phelAya che. ratnAdino prakAza svamAM ja sImita rahe che. bhagavAnano jJAnaprakAza svamAM ja sImita nathI raheto, sarvatra phelAya che. mATe ja prabhune "noksa 3moma re' (jJAnAtizaya) kahevAya che. lokane udyota karanArA prabhu che. AnA kAraNe ja dharmatIrthanI sthApanA karI zakyA che. thappatisthare' (vacanAtizaya) '' (apAyA pagamAtizaya) 'rihaMta' (pUjAtizaya) ahIM cAra atizayo paNa samAviSTa che. paMcavastuka prazna : amArA mATe rahevAne makAna che, sAdhune rahevAnuM sthAna kayuM ? uttara : tattvathI sAdhu AtmAmAM ja rahe. parama samatAmAM magna rahevAthI game tevA sthAnomAM rAga-dveSAdi na kare. dharmazALAmAM tame, sArI hoya ke kharAba, rAga-dveSa karatA nathI, tema sAdhu paNa na kare. sAdhu bIjAnA banAvelA sthAnamAM Utare, svayaM na banAve. potAne mATe banAve to "ameTuM sthAnam' A mAruM che - ema mamatva thAya. prazna : gRhasthonI jema bhojana-pAna nathI maLatA. takalIpha paDe ne ? 168 ma ma jha = = = = = = = = = = kahe

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uttara : sAdhu je bhUkha-tarasa sahe che, temAM saMkaleza nathI thato, paraMtu AnaMda thAya che. kAraNa ke jANe che ke AnAthI asatAvedanIya Adi karma khape che. are, keTalIkavAra to jANI joIne upavAsAdi karIne bhUkha sahe che. bhagavAnanuM chamastha jIvana juo. keTalI ghora tapazcaryA ! jo ke A tapa badhA mATe pharajiyAta nathI. jevI jenI zakti ane bhAvanA ! eka loca pharajiyAta che ! e dharma ane sattva vadhAravA mATe che. locAdinA kAyaklezathI sAdhu pApakarmanI udIraNA kare che. bhaviSyamAM AvanArA pApakarmone atyArathI ja udayamAM lAvIne khatama karI detAM bhAvinA teTalA pApakarmo khapI jAya che. tethI sAdhu AnaMda mAne che. - kAlagrahaNamAM vaheluM UThavuM, sAvacetI rAkhavI, vagere zA mATe ? AvI prakriyAmAMthI pasAra thayAM, pachI paNa evI jAgRti ane evo apramAda banyo rahe mATe. yogodvahanamAM jAgRtinA saMskAro apAya che. - vyAdhinA kSayamAM dardIo kaDavAmAM kaDavA ukALAo - davAo vagere premathI le che. upavAsa kare che, parahejI pALe che tema ahIM paNa sAdhu badhuM premathI kare che; karmanA rogane kADhavA. kaDavI davA na pIe, mAla-malIdA khAya, parahejI na pALe to dardInI zI hAlata thAya ? roga ulTo vadhe. anukuLatAthI ApaNo karma-roga vadhe che. dALa-zAkanA ThekANA na hoya, roTalI utare ja nahi tevI hoya, te vakhate tamane AnaMda thAya ? sAcuM kahejo. kharekhara AnaMda thavo joIe. zuddha gocarIthI AnaMda Avavo joIe. udvegapUrvaka vAparo to dhUmra doSa lAge. yAda che ne ? anukULa bhojana hoya, paNa doSita hoya, tyAre mananI sthiti kevI ? manamAM chUpo paNa AnaMda thato hoya to cetI jajo. bhagavAnano prabhAva to juo ? koI paNa sthaLe jaina sAdhune AhArapANI na maLe evuM na bane. eka paNa jaina ghara na hoya to paNa na bane. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 169

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saurASTramAM kheravA gAmamAM badhA ajaina bhAvapUrvaka vahorAve. AcAryonuM sAmeyuM paNa kare. badhA kyAM gayA ?' ema pUchatAM e vaDIle kahyuM : dhaMdhAnA kAraNe bIjA bahAra gayA che, paNa huM ahIM ja rahyo chuM ane ahIM ja rahIza; sAdhusAdhvInI bhakti mATe ja. mArA pitAnI evI IcchA hatI. Aje ame A sTeja para chIe te AnA prabhAve. Aje jaina bacco paNa evo maLe kharo je A nimitte gAma na choDe ? - bhakti : zrImaMta ke sukhI hoya teTalA mAtrathI mANasa AdaraNIya nathI banato, paNa jo e paropakArI, dAnI hoya to AdaraNIya jarUra bane che. bhagavAna mAtra guNa ke jJAna samRddha nathI, paNa paropakArI ane dAnI paNa che. emanA guNo viniyoganI kakSA sudhI pahoMcI gayelA che. bhagavAne badhAne dAna ApyuM tyAre pelo brAhmaNa bahAra gayelo. bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhA pachI nirdhana ja ghera Avyo. patnInA kahevAthI bhagavAna pAse mAMgavA jatAM muni avasthAmAM paNa bhagavAne vastranuM dAna kareluM. sahaja paropakAranI vRtti vinA AvuM na banI zake. prabhu nAmamAM paNa upakAranI zakti che. "prabhu nAma kI auSadhi, sacce bhAva se khAya; roga-zoka Ave nahi, duHkhadohagsa mITa jAya." paNa zraddhA hovI joIe. * ApaNo saMsArano prema badalAIne jo prabhu para vahevA lAge to sAdhanAno mArga khullo thaI gayo samajajo . pragaTyo pUraNa rAga, mere prabhu zuM pragaTyo... prabhu ! mArA hRdayamAM ApanA pratye je premano pUra pragaTyo che. tene konI sAthe sarakhAvuM ? samudra sAthe ? nadI sAthe ? candra bhale AkAzamAM che. kiraNo (cAMdanI) dharatI para che ane samudrane ullasita kare che. bhagavAna bhale mokSamAM che. paNa guNa-cAMdanI samagra 100 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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pRthvI para patharAyelI che. AMdhaLAne sUrya zuM ne candra zuM ? enI pAse cAMdanIno prakAza na pahoMce. hRdayanA dvAra baMdha che, tenI pAse bhagavAnanI kapAnA kiraNo nathI pahoMcI zakatA. prabhunI guNa-suvAsa sarvatra che, enA mATe "nAka' joIe. prabhunI guNa-cAMdanI sarvatra che, enA mATe "kha" joIe. saMpUrNa - maMDala - zazAMka - kalA - kalApa." bhaktAmaranA A zloka parano artha vicArI jojo. jhaverIne khabara paDI jAya : A patthara nathI, hIro che. bhaktane khabara paDI jAya : A prabhukRpA che, sAmAnya vAta nathI. AkhuM bhaktAmara prabhu-nAmanI stuti ja che. jovAnI daSTi joIe, bhaktanuM hRdaya joIe, tamArI pAse. jyAM bhagavAnanA guNa hoya tyAM bhagavAna hoya ke nahi ? jyAM guNa hoya tyAM dravya na hoya evuM bane ? dravya vinA guNo rahe kyAM ? cAMdanI che tyAM candra che ja. ArIso rAkhIne juo. svaccha jaLanI thALI bharIne rAkho. hRdaya darpaNa jevuM svaccha banAvo. prabhu-candra A rahyA. banne daLadAra graMtha maLyA. ghaNI khuzI thaI. pUjyazrInI A pavitra vANI-gaMgAne vahetI karI tamo banne pUjya gaNivaryoe atIva mahattva, saMpAdana kArya karyu che je dhanyavAdAha che. - paMnyAsa vizvakalyANavijaya zrI pArzva prajJAlaya tIrtha. * * * * * * * * * * * * * 101

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zera paNa bola vavALa ( gurAta) upAzraya meM pUnyazrI, vi.saM. 2047 zrAvaNa suda 6 17-08-1999, maMgaLavAra nAtha eTale aprApta guNonI prApti ane prApta guNonI rakSA karanAra, durgatimAM paDatA jIvone bacAvanArA. nAnA chokarAnI jema hAtha pakaDIne teo bacAvatA nathI, ApaNA pariNAmonI rakSA karIne bacAve che. tIvra azubha pariNAma thAya te pahelA ja ApaNane bhagavAna zubhaanuSThAnomAM joDI de che. rAga-dveSanA nimittothI ja dUra rahIe to tatsaMbaMdhI vicArothI keTalA bacI jaIe ? AtmA nimittavAsI che. jevA mANaso sAthe ApaNe rahIe tenI asara paDavAnI ja. vAMcIe to te graMthonI asara paDavAnI. jyAM rahIe te sthAnanI paNa asara paDavAnI ja. 172 *** pratikULatA vakhate paNa sahanazIlatA keLavelI hoya to game teTalA du:kho vakhate paNa ApaNe vicalita na banIe. loca, vihAra vagere AvI keLavaNI mATe ja che. bhaNavuM e ja keLavaNI nathI. vihAra, loca, gocarI Adi paNa utkRSTa * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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kakSAnI keLavaNI che. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre huM to 30 varSano hato, paNa A (pU. kalAprabhavi., pU. kalpataruvi.) 8, 10 varSanA hatA, chatAM ame badhA ekAsaNAmAM AvI gayA. kAraNa ke ahIMnuM vAtAvaraNa ja evuM hatuM. dIkSA laIne AvyA pachI rAjasthAnamAM ghaNA pUchatA : A (bAla munio) kyAMthI UThAvI lAvyA ? guru mahArAja kahetA : 'emanA pitA sAthe che.' ghaNA bALadIkSAno virodha karatA, UThAvI javAnI paNa vAto karatA. temane jaDabAtoDa javAba apAtA. saMyamInuM jIvana eTale asalAmatInuM jIvana ! ene vaLI salAmatI zAnI ? ajJAta gharomAM javAnuM ! jJAtane tyAM javAnuM to hamaNAM hamaNAM thaI gayuM. asalAmatImAM rahevAthI ApaNuM sAhasa, sattva AtmavizvAsa Adi guNo vadhe che. ahIM AvyA pachI zakti na hoya to paNa tapa ka2vo ja evuM nathI. eka sAdhu, varSItapa, oLI, mAsakSamaNa vagere kare eTale bIjAe karavuM ja, evuM nathI. zAstrakAra kahe che : so hu tavo kAyavvo, jeNa maNo maMgulaM na ciMte / jeNa na iMdiyahANI, jeNa ya jogA Na hAyaMti // tat hi tapaH kartavyaM, yena mano'sudaraM na cintayati / yena na indriya- hAni:, yena ca yogAH na hIyante // paMcavastuka 21 4 je tapamAM bATalA levA paDe, injekzana levA paDe, besIne kriyAo ka2vI paDe, AMkho nabaLI paDe, za2I2 sAva ja kathaLI jAya, evo tapa karavAnI zAstrakAra cokhkhI nA pADe che. sAdhunI bhikSAnA be nAma che : gocarI ane mAdhukarI ! gAya ane bhamaro baMne ghAsa ane phUlane pIDA ApyA vinA thoDuM thoDuM le che. mATe temanA nAma parathI gocarI ane mAdhukarI (go =gAya, madhukara =bhamaro) zabdo banyA che. sAdhunuM jIvana ja evuM che jo tenuM suMdara rIte pAlana ka2vAmAM Ave to A jIvanamAM paNa sukha ane paralokamAM kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * - 13

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paNa sukha ! jeo dravyadIkSita banIne mAtra udara mATe ja bhikSArthe phare che, teno jinezvaradeve niSedha karyo che. teone pApano udaya che, ema jarUra kahI zakAya. AvAo na to sAdhu che, na gRhastha che, ubhayabhraSTa che. 'lahe pApa-anubaMdhI pApe, bala-haraNI jana-bhikSA; pUrava bhava vrata khaMDana phala e, paMcavastunI zikSA.' 350 gAthAnuM stavana A ja paMcavastukano bhAva yazovi. e A rIte darzAvyo che. gRhasthApaNAmAM dhyAnamAM sthiratA nathI AvatI te aMge kahe che : moTA bhAge gRhastho cintAmAM paDyA hoya. paisAnI, sarakAranI, guMDAnI, coranI bIjI paNa hajAro prakAranI cintAmAM dhyAnamAM sthiratA AvavI muzkela che. have vAta rahI paropakAranI. gRhastho mAtra annadAna Ape che. jyAre sAdhu abhayadAna Apeche. abhayadAna karatAM koI moTuM dAna nathI. gRhasthapaNAmAM saMpUrNa abhayadAna saMbhavita nathI. abhayadAna mATenI pelI coranI prasiddha vArtA pachI karIzuM. bhakti : caityavaMdana bhaktiyoga che. svAdhyAya jJAnayoga che. pAlana karavuM che cAritrayoganuM to bhakti ane jJAnayoga kema ? e baMne cAritrane puSTa banAvanArA che mATe. jo tame bhakti ane jJAna choDo to cAritra rIsAIne cAlyuM jaze. e kaheze : e baMne vagara huM tamAre tyAM rahI zakuM tema nathI. derAsaramAM mAtra pA kalAka ja kADho cho ? sAta caityavaMdano kevA karo cho ? te nirIkSaNa karajo. bhakti vinA zI rIte Takaze cAritra ? jAtane ekAMtamAM pUchajo : tane konA para vadhu rAga che ? konA para rAga rAkhavAthI vadhu lAbha che ? AtmA mAlika che. zarIra nokara che. atyAre * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 174

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bhADethI rAkhelo che. ene ekAda TAIma bhojana, thoDoka ArAma ApavAno, ATaluM TharAvyuM che. have jo nokara ja zeTha thaI jato hoya to vicAravA jevuM nahi ? ghoDo ja ghoDesvArano mAlika banI jato hoya to vicAravA jevuM nahi ? IndriyonA ghoDAnI lagAma ApaNA hAthamAM che ? jo ApaNI pAse Indriyone, zarIrane niyaMtraNamAM lAvavAnI zakti nathI to samarthane zaraNe jAva; bhagavAnanA zaraNe ! saMyama sArI rIte pALavuM hoya to bhakti vinA uddhAra ja nathI, maitrI vinA uddhAra nathI. maitrI dvArA jIvo sAtheno saMbaMdha ane bhakti dvArA bhagavAna sAtheno saMbaMdha sudhAravAno che. e vinA cAritranI zuddhi nathI, prApti nathI, eTaluM lakhI rAkhajo. saMyama bhale maLI gayuM, paNa surakSA mATe bhakti ane jJAnayoga joIze ja. eTale ja huM keTalAya divasathI bhakti gati thAAM' para aTakI gayo chuM. paramAtmA dvArA bhUlAyelA AtmAne zodhI kADhavAno che. na maLe tyAM sudhI paramAtmAne choDavAnA nathI. 'kabaje AvyA te navi choDuM' vagere paMktio dvArA mahApuruSo ApaNane zIkhave che : kadI prabhune nahi choDatA. huM paNa tamane A ja zIkhavuM chuM : prabhune nahi choDatA. bhagavAna pAse haTha laIne besI jAva : prabhu ! tamane kadI nahi ja choDuM. phaMDamAM vadhumAM vadhu keTaluM Apo ? ne dIkarAne keTaluM Apo ? badhuM ja ! bhagavAna ApaNA paramapitA che. potAno badho ja zrutakhajAno gaNadharone Apyo. pote dezanA ApIne pachI kone dezanA ApavA de ? gaNadharane ziSya putra ja che. jJAna-samaja vadhe tema bhagavAna pratye prema vadhe ja. to ja samaja vadhI che, ema kahI zakAya. yazovi.ne samaja vadhatAMvadhatAM prabhumAM ja sarvasva dekhAyuM. chevaTe kahI dIdhuM : 'jJAnanA dariyAnuM valoNuM karatAM mane bhaktinuM amRta maLyuM che. A ja sAra che ! kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 4 15

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samajanI A ja kasoTI che. bhAva tIrthaMkara pratye prema kyAre pragaTaze ? nAma, mUrti para prema haze tyAre ! atyAre ApaNI bhagavAne parIkSA karI che, karI rahyA che ema mAnajo. bhagavAna joI rahyA che H A bhagata mArA nAma ane mUrti para keTalo prema dharAve che, e jarA jovA to do ! je mArA nAma-mUrti para prema nahi keLave te mArI para prema keLavaze, ema mAnI zakAya nahi. - dravyanuM dravyamAM saMkramaNa nathI, guNonuM saMkramaNa che. cAMdanI che tyAM candra che. guNo che tyAM prabhuM che ! guNarUpe sarvatra prabhu patharAyelA che. prabhuno prema eTale guNono prema, sAdhanAno prema ! guNo para prema jAgyo eTale guNo AvavAnA ja ! vyakti ekabIjAmAM saMkrAnta na thAya, paNa guNa saMkrAnta thAya. sAkara, loTa + ghImAM jAya to zIro thaI jAya, dUdhane mIThuM banAvI de. tema bhagavAna paNa guNarUpe AvIne ApaNA jIvanane, ApaNA vyaktitvane madhura banAvI de che. 16 adhyAtmayogI, ajor3a zAsana prabhAvaka, kaccha vAgaDa dezoddhAraka, pa.pU. A.bha. zrI kalApUrNasUri ma.sA. nI cira vidAyathI zAsanane na pUrI zakAya evI khoTa par3I che / vizvamAM phailAyelI azAMtimAM enthrekSa- plega ane aNuyuddhanA vAdaLa gherAyA che tyAre AvA punyazALI AcArya bhagavaMtanI hAjarI khUba ja jarurI hatI / je namaskAra maMtranI ArAdhanA dvArA AvanAra saMkaTa samaye DhAlarUpa thayA hota / gata varSe pAlItANAnA cAturmAsamAM pa.pU. A. bha. zrInuM upaniSad mANavA maLyuM ane vAcanA dvArA amArA karNayugalo dhanya banyA hatA / eja... acalagacchIya sarvodayasAgara (pa.pU.A.ma.zrI guLasAgarasUri ma.sA.nA ziSya)nI taMtranA ma.va. 11, devAtI. - * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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DhavANa (gujarAta) meM pUjyazrI kA praveza, vi.saM. 2047 zrAvaNa suda 9 18-08-1999, budhavAra Agamo para niryukti, bhASya, cUrNi, TIkAo na hoya to vAstavika artha samajAya nahi, mATe ja cUrNi TIkA vagere paNa Agama jeTalA ja upakArI che. arthane na mAnIe to bhagavAnanI, sUtrane na mAnIe to gaNadharanI AzAtanA thAya. kAraNa ke tenA Adya prarUpaka teo che. vidyAthI vivAda nathI karavAno, viveka jagAvavAno che. vivekathI vairAgya - virati - vijJAna vagere pragaTe che. ApaNe ema mAnI lIdhuM : vairAgya to mumukSane hoya. sAdhune jarUra nahi. vairAgya vinA cAritra Take zI rIte ? jJAna vadhe tema vairAgya vadhavo joIe. doSonI nivRtti ane guNonI prApti karAve te ja sAcuM jJAna ! jJAnathI jo abhimAnAdi vadhe to ajJAna kone kahIzuM ? dIvAthI aMdhAruM vadhe to dIvo kone kahIzuM ? prabhu-bhakti vairAgyAdi guNo jJAnathI vadhavA joIe. jJAna - bhakti - vairAgya traNeya sAdhanAmAM jarUrI che. - dIkSA eTale corAzI lAkha jIvayoninA jIvone kahe = * * * * * * * 100

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abhayadAnanuM ghoSaNA-patraka ! dayA, karuNA vinA dIkSA na Take. e mAtra manathI na cAle vartanamAM AvavuM joIe. sAdhu ene vartanamAM mUke che. gRhastho e na karI zake. maMDika coranI kathA : vadhayogya corane bIjI rANIoe eka ja divasa mATe bacAvyo ne bhakti karI. jayAre aNamAnItIe jIvanabhara mATe abhayadAna ApyuM. khAvApIvAnuM sAdAmAM sAduM ApyuM. sArAmAM sArI mIThAI karatAM corane abhayadAna vadhu gamyuM. sAce ja jIvane sauthI vadhu priya abhayadAna che. maratAne bacAvavo te abhayadAna che, ahiMsA che. jIvatAne madada karavI te dayA che. hRdayamAM chalakAtI karuNA be rIte pragaTa thAya che ? nakArAtmakapaNe ane hakArAtmakapaNe. ahiMsA, karuNAnuM nakArAtmaka pAsuM che, dayA hakArAtmaka. jIvone katalakhAnAthI bacAvavA te ahiMsA. te jIvone pAMjarApoLamAM nibhAvavA te dayA. ahiMsA jeTaluM ja mahattva dayAnuM che. kyAreka ethI paNa vadhI jAya. maratA jIva para to kadAca badhA ja dayA kare, paNa jIvatA para dayA viralA kare. ahiMsAthI pradhAnapaNe saMvara-nirjarA thAya. dayAthI puNya thAya. sAdhu mATe ahiMsA mukhya che. gRhastho mATe dayA mukhya che. jIvone pIDA na thAya tenI takedArI sAdhu rAkhe. jIvonuM jIvanayApana sukhethI thAya tenI takedArI gRhastha rAkhe. ahiMsA abhayadAnathI Take. dayA dAnathI Take. dAna vagaranI dayA mAtra bakavAsa che. guru ziSyane svajanAdithI viyoga karAvIne pApa nathI karatA, AtmAnA bhUlAI gayelA kSamAdi svajano sAthe milApa karAve che. saMyama jIvanamAM zuddha upayoga pitA che. dhRti (Atmarati) mAtA che. samatA patnI che. sahapAThI sAdhu jJAti che. - jJAnasAra 108 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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enAthI paNa AgaLa vadhIne guru prabhu sAthe milana karAvI Ape che. loca - vihArAdi dvArA meLavelI sahanazIlatA jIvanabhara kAma lAge. pachI nAnakaDuM duHkha vicalita na karI zake. 0 bhakti : ApaNe jaina sAdhu tarIke oLakhAIe chIe. jaina eTale jinano sAdhu ! je bhagavAnathI ApaNe oLakhAIe e ja bhagavAnane bhUlI jaIe to kRtaghna na kahevAIe ? sAdhu koIpaNa ghare vahoravA jAya, koI cArja nahi, sulabhatAthI gocarI Adi maLI jAya, e kono prabhAva ? bhagavAnano ! e bhagavAnane bhUlAya zI rIte ? bhagavAna vidyamAna hatA tyAre paNa loko potAnA hRdayamAM temanuM nAma ja rAkhatA hatA, sthApanA dvArA ja upAsanA karatA hatA. bhagavAna mokSe gayA pachI paNa nAma ane sthApanAmAM koI pharaka nathI paDyo. e to enA e ja che. enI kalyANakArakatA paNa enI e ja che. bhagavAna pratye bhakti na jAgatI hoya to mAnavuM ke huM dIrthasaMsArI chuM. alpakAlIna saMsAravALAne bhagavAna game ja. alpakALamAM je svayaM bhagavAna banavAno che, ene bhagavAna na game e zI rIte cAle ? bhagavAna ne game te bhagavAna banI zake nahi. yazovi. jevA to tyAM sudhI kahe che : muktithI paNa mane bhakti pyArI che. jayAM bhakti na hoya evI muktithI mAre zuM kAma che ? bhakta sarva jIvamAM paNa dhIre-dhIre bhagavAna jue che. Aje nathI, paNa kAle e bhagavAna banavAno ja che. jIva ziva ja che. AjanuM bI, kAlanuM vRkSa che. mALI bImAM vRkSa dekhe che. bhakta jIvamAM ziva jue che. yatra jIvaH zivastatra, na bhedaH zivajIvayoH / na hiMsyAt sarvabhUtAni, zivabhakti-samutsukaH // - anya darzana kahe ma ma ma ma ma jha jha * * * * * * 109

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ApaNe paNa mAnIe chIe : jino dAtA jino bhoktA, jinaH sarvamidaM jagat / jino jayati sarvatra, yo jinaH so'hameva ca // - zakrastava Avazyaka niryuktimAM... prazna : kevaLajJAnanuM pramANa keTaluM ? uttara : guNa-guNIno abheda. e dRSTie jaghanyathI be hAtha (kUrmaputra) ane utkRSTathI cauda rAjaloka. (samudyAta vakhate) sAmAnya dehadhArI kevaLInuM utkRSTathI 500 dhanuSya. A padArtha kevaLajJAnanuM dhyAna karatI vakhate khUba ja sahAyaka bane tema che. saM. 2028mAM lAkaDIA cAturmAsamAM oraDImAM huM lakhato hato. acAnaka ja prakAza relAyo. joyuM to khullI nAnI bArImAMthI sUryano prakAza Avyo hato, vAdaLa haTavAthI. kSayopazamanI bArI khule to jJAnanuM ajavALuM relAya. samuThThAtanA 4thA samaye kevaLI sarvalokavyApI bane tyAre emanA Atmapradezo ApaNane paNa sparze che. prabhu jANe sAmethI maLavA Ave che. dara cha mahine A rIte prabhu ApaNane maLavA Ave ja che. ApaNe prabhune kyAre maLIe chIe ? sakala jIvarAzinA premathI je kevaLI banyA te chelle chelle A rIte maLavA Ave ja ne ? have to mokSamAM javAnuM che. pachI kyAre maLavAnA ? kevaLI bhale karmakSaya mATe karatA hoya, paNa emAM ApaNuMya kalyANa kharuM ne ? pradhAnamaMtrI bhale game te kAraNe tamArA gAmamAM Ave paNa tamArA gAmanA rastA vagere to vyavasthita thaI jAya ne ? 180 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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- gocarI lAbha letA huA bhakta-gaNa, vaDhavANa, vi.saM. 2045 zrAvaNa suda 8 19-08-1999, guruvAra - zrI saMghamAM, tIrthamAM potAnI zakti bhagavAne e rIte bharI jethI 21 hajAra varSa sudhI cAle. e tIrthanI sevA ApaNe karIe to enI zaktinuM ApaNAmAM saMkramaNa thAya. jo rAvaNanA abhimAnathI - duryodhananA gussAthI rAmAyaNa - mahAbhAratanuM sarjana thaI zakatuM hoya to guNonuM sarjana na thaI zake ? durguNo karatAM guNonI zakti ochI che ? eka saMgItakAra, zilpakAra, zikSaka keTalAne taiyAra kare ? to eka tIrthakara keTalAne pahoMcADI zake ? bhagavAna AdinAthanuM kevaLajJAna asaMkhya pATaparaMparA sudhI cAlatuM rahyuM. samyagdarzana thAya che tyAre jIvane khyAla Ave che : beM beM karatI bakarI huM nathI, huM motIno cAro caranAro haMsa chuM, garjanA karato kesarIyo siMha chuM. huM janma-maraNanA cakkaramAM pIsAto pAmara kITa nathI, paramAtmA chuM. kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * * 181

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'ajakulagata kesarI lahe re, nija pada siMha nihAla; tima prabhu - bhakte bhavI rahe re, Atama zakti saMbhAla.' - pU. devacaMdrajI che. bhagavAnanI hAjarImAM karmo (moharAjA) TakI zakatA nathI. sUryanI hAjarImAM jema aMdhAruM TakI zakatuM nathI. prabhunA sAnnidhyamAM vadhu ne vadhu raho, tamArI badhI ja samasyA hala thaI jaze. prabhuthI jeTalA dUra, saMkaTo teTalA najIka..! prabhuthI jeTalA najIka, saMkaTo teTalA dUra - tame hRdayamAM vajanA akSare ATaluM lakhI rAkho. paMcavastaka : sAdhu prabhu - AjJApUrvaka jIvanAro sAdhaka che, khasaTha nathI. (kha-khAvuM, sa-sUvuM, Tha-Thalle javuM) khasaTho mATe pU. jItavi. kahetA : bharUcanA pADA banavuM paDaze. bharUca joyuM che ne ? UMcuM nIcuM ! te jamAnAmAM naLa nahotA. pakhAlIo pADA dvArA pANI lAvatA. AvI hitazikSAo ApI-ApIne pU. jItavi.e vAgaDa samudAyanA bAgamAM pU. kanaka-devendra sUri jevA phUlo sajaryA hatA. - sAdhu divasamAM keTalIvAra IriyAvahiyaM kare ? 10-15 vAra paNa thaI jAya. IriyAvahiyaM maitrInuM sUtra che. koIpaNa anuSThAna, jIvo sAthe tUTelI maitrIno tAra punaH anusaMdhAna pAme e pachI ja saphaLa bane, e jaNAvavA IriyAvahiyaM karavAmAM Ave che. navakAra namratAnuM, karemi bhaMte samatAnuM tema IriyA. maitrInuM sUtra che. loDhuM DUbe, lAkaDuM tare. lAkaDAnuM AlaMbana lenAro paNa tare. dharmI tare, adharmI DUbe. dharmInuM AlaMbana lenArA paNa tare. - je dharmane bhagavAna paNa name, te dharma bhagavAnathI moTo gaNAya. bhagavAna paNa dharmanA kAraNe moTA che. "dharma moTo ke tIrthakara moTA ?' e praznano javAba A che. tIrthaMkara mAtra amuka samaya sudhI ja dezanA Ape. bAkInA samayamAM AdhAra kono ? dharmano ! bhagavAna ke guru nimitta kAraNa ja 182 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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banI zake. upAdAna kAraNa to ApaNe ja chIe. puruSArtha to ApaNe ja karavo paDaze. puruSArthamAM rukAvaTa karanAra pramAda che. tamane konA para vizvAsa ? pramAda para ke puruSArtha para ? zatru hovA chatAM pramAdane khUba paMpALyo. mitra hovA chatAM dharma-puruSArthanI kAyama upekSA ja karI che. 24 kalAkamAM pramAda keTalo ? puruSArtha keTalo ? puruSArtha hoya to paNa e kaI bAbata aMge hoya ? avaLI dizAno puruSArtha to ghaNo karyo. kSaNe-kSaNe 7 karmo to ApaNe bAMdhIe ja chIe. te zubha bAMdhavA che ke azubha ? hamaNA ja bhagavatIsUtramAM AvyuM : pramAda kyAMthI Avyo ? yoga (mana-vacana-kAyA)thI. yoga kyAMthI? zarIrathI, zarIra kyAMthI? jIvathI AvyuM." A jIva ja sarvano mULAdhAra che. enI zaktine jagavo. e sUtelo siMha che. jANyA pachI koI enI sAme TakI nA zake. 158 prakRtio bhale game teTalI baLavAna lAgatI hoya, paNa e tyAM sudhI ja baLavAna che, jyAM sudhI AtmasiMha sUtelo che. siMha garjanA kare ane chalAMga bhare pachI bakarIo kyAM sudhI Take ? che nepolIyane eka vakhate lazkarane orDara karyo : zatruno bhaya che. lazkarI chAvaNImAM koIe lAITa karavI nahi." pachI svayaM jovA nIkaLyo. moTo vaDo ja lAITa saLagAvI priyAne patra lakhI rahyo hato. | nepolIyane kahyuM : tamane khabara nathI Aje zAno orDara che ? hukamano anAdara karyo ? priyAne patra lakhyo ne ? have emAM nIce lakho : "meM mArA mAlikanI AjJAnuM khaMDana karyuM. tethI mAlika mane hamaNA ja golIthI uDAvI deze. A chellI paMkti che." ane... sAce ja nepolIyane pelA lazkarI vaDAne goLIthI vIMdhI nAMkhyo. eka sAmAnya samrATranI AjJAno anAdara AvuM phaLa kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * 183 *

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Ape to tIrthaMkaranI AjJAno anAdara zuM phaLa Ape ? te kalpanA karI lo. AjJAmAM avarodharUpa moTAbhAge ApaNo pramAda ja hoya che, e bhUlazo nahi. ApaNuM jIvana pramAda-bahala che. pramAda pAMca prakArano to ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLyo. kyAreka ATha prakAra batAvIza. (juo zrA.va. 10, ravivAra) - bhakti : A viSamakALamAM ja prabhu-bhakti maLI gaI to samajI lejo : bhava-sAgarano kinAro AvI gayo. eka vAra prabhu vaMdanA re, Agama rIte thAya." "phavi namukkAro' ekavAra paNa prabhunI jhalaka maLI jAya to jIvana saphaLa ! bhagavAnanA darzana paNa tene ja maLe, jene virahano ukaLATa hoya. viraha jeTalo utkaTa, milana teTaluM ja madhura ! tarasa jeTalI utkaTa, pANI teTaluM ja madhura ! bhUkha jeTalI utkaTa, bhojana teTaluM ja madhura ! darisaNa darisaNa raTato jo phiruM... to raNarojha samAna.." AnaMdaghanajInI A paMktimAM prabhu-viraha kevo dekhAI rahyo che ? ApaNe prabhu viraha vinA prabhu darzana pAmavA cAhIe chIe. ukaLATa vinA vAdaLa paNa nathI varasatA to prabhu kyAMthI varase ? atyAre ThaMDu vAtAvaraNa che. jarAya ukaLATa nathI. to vAdaLa kyAM varase che ? prabhu-milana, (kevaLajJAnanI prApti) to kSaNavAramAM ja, antarmuhUrtamAM ja thavAnuM che, paNa enA mATe janama-janamanI sAdhanA joIe, prabhu-virahano utkaTa talasATa joIze. yathApravRttikaraNa Ama asaMkhya prakAre che, paNa mukhya be prakAre : carama yathApravRttikaraNa ane acarama yathApravRttikaraNa. asaMkhya yathApravRttikaraNo thayA pachI chelluM evuM 184 * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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yathApravRttikaraNa Ave je tene apUrvakaraNamAM laI jAya. apUrvakaraNa evuM vraja che, je rAga-dveSanI tIvra gAMTha vIMdhI nAkhe. rAga-dveSanI gAMTha bhedAtAM prabhunA darzana thAya. vAdaLa haTatAM jema candranA darzana thAya. haribhadrasUrinuM vacana eTale Agamika vacana ! evI mahorachApa hirabhadrasUri pachI thayelA dareka AcAryoe lagAvI che. kevA e gItArtha ane zAsana-samarpita mahApuruSa haze ! emanA graMtho vAMco. tamane emanuM hRdaya vAMcavA maLaze. je samAcAra sAMbhaLavA maLyA, e samAcAre dilane jabarajasta AMcako Apyo / bhaktimAM satata jhumatuM rahetuM e hRdaya, sahune vAtsalyamAM bhIMjAtuM rAkhatuM e hRdaya, mukha para sadAya smita pharakAvato raheto e cahero, puNyanI parAkASThAnA darzana karAvatuM rahetuM e vyaktitva Aje... ApaNA sahunA vaccethI kAyama mATe vidAya thaI cukyuM che, e mAnavA mana koI hisAbe taiyAra thatuM nathI... mArA jevA apAtra ane ajJa para teozrIe kevI karuNA varasAvI che ? teozrInA pAvana sAMnidhyamAM jyAre jyAre AvavA maLyuM che, teozrIe varasI javAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI... teo zrInI vidAyathI mAtra meM - tame ke samasta saMghe ja kaMIka aNamola vyaktitva gumAvyuM che evaM nathI, samasta mAnavaloke kaMIka evaM gumAvyuM che ke je nukasAnIne bharapAI kema karavI e praznano koI javAba maLe tema nathI... A paLe tamArA sahunI mana:sthiti kevI haze e huM kalpI zakuM chu / paNa nizcita bhavitavyatA sAme ApaNe sahu lAcAra ja chIe ne ? adhyAtmayogI e tAraka pUjya zrIno AtmA to zIghra muktimAM birAjamAna thaze ja paNa jyAM hoya tyAMthI e tArakano AtmA ApaNA sahu para kRpAdraSTi varasAvato rahe e ja zAsanadevane prArthanA... eja... vi. ratnasuMdarasUrinI vaMdanA ma. su. 4, naDiyAda. he IsApUrNasUri-1 - 185

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pArasI, virad. ra047 zrAvaNa suda 9 20-08-1999, zukravAra 0 zrAvakanI samagra pravRtti cAritrAvaraNIya karmanA kSaya mATe ja hoya. kyAreka prasaMga AvI paDatAM te dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI jAya. pravrajamyA pachI pratidina sAdhunI dinacaryA kevI hoya ? te jANavAno zrAvakane adhikAra che. 0 paDilehaNA : sAdhu koI paNa cIja paDilehaNa vagaranI na vApare. gocarI jatI vakhate paNa dRSTi paDilehaNa kare. eka vakhate gurue ziSyane e aMge sahaja Takora karI. ziSyane thayuM : vAraMvAra zuM jovAnuM ? hamaNA to joyeluM. jhoLI kholIne joyuM to aMdara vIMchI hato. ghaNI vakhata joyA vinA tapaNI laI jatAM aMdara doro, paMjaNI vagere paDelA hoya. AvuM ghaNI vakhata banatuM hoya che. mATe ja jovuM jarUrI che. huM nAno hato. spaMDila javAnI utAvaLa. gaMjI utArIne khIlI para laTakAvyuM. pAMca-dasa miniTa pachI emane ema paherI lIdhuM. joyuM to cha Ica moTo vIMchI. paNa karaDyo nahi, amAruM 186 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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ghara vIMchInuM ghara hatuM. sApha kare to 10-15 vachI to nIkaLe ja. paNa mane kadI vIMchI karaDyo nathI. "dharmo rakSati rakSitaH " dareka kriyA jayaNApUrvakanI hovI joIe. jayaNA na rAkhI to ApaNane to doSa lAgyo ja samajo. pachI bhale jIvahiMsA na paNa thaI ho ! sAdhu mATe pramAda e ja hiMsA ! jenA hRdayamAM prabhu hoya tene pramAda hoya ? pramAda nahi, pramoda (AnaMda) hoya. prabhu-bhakti AvatAM ja pramAda pramodamAM palaTAI jAya. madrAsamAM moTA moTA DaoNkaTarono bheTo thayelo che. temanAmAM bhagavAnanI zakti jovA maLI. teo kahetA : "dama to nimitta hai| bhagavAna kareMge to acchA hogA / Izvara kI preraNA se huA / Izvara ne kiyA / hama kauna ? hama sirpha nimitta hai !" AvA udgAro saMbhaLAya. ApaNe hoIe to zuM kahIe ? kahevA khAtara "deva-guru-pasAya' kahIe, paNa aMdara abhimAna paDeluM ja hoya... paDilehaNa-vidhi jema atyAre karIe chIe tema ahIM paMcavastakamAM batAvI che. paDilehaNa Adi ApaNe bahu jaldI karIe chIe. ApaNane jaldInI paDI che. jJAnIone jIvonI paDI che. paDilehaNa jaldI karavAthI mokSa-mArge dhIme pahoMcAya, dhIme karavAthI jaldI pahoMcAya. AmAM TAIma bagaDato nathI, saphaLa thAya che. svAdhyAya karIne Akhare zuM karavAnuM che ? "jJAnI phalaM viratiH' - bhakti : paDilehaNa paNa AjJArUpa eka bhakti ja che. prabhu pratye prema eTale temanA guNo pratye prema, prabhunA guNo anaMta che, anaMtAnaMta che. ekeka pradezamAM ThAMsIne bharelA che guNo ! e ja guNo ApaNAmAM paNa che. anaMta khajAno pAse hovA chatAM ApaNe ghorI rahyA chIe, pramAdamAM chIe. bhagavAna kahe che : jarA to jAgIne juo ! anaMtano khajAno tamArI pAse kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * * 180

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ja che. tame indriyasukhamAM mUDha thaIne paDyA raho te mohane khUba ja game che. kAraNa ke jo tamArI mUDhatA cAlI jAya to mohanI pakkaDa chUTI jAya, anaMtanI bhALa tamane maLI jAya. mohanI AdhInatAthI karma baMdhAya. bhagavAnanI AdhInatAthI karma tUTe. prabhu ja mohanI jALamAMthI ApaNane choDAvI zake. pudgalanA premathI chUTavA prabhuno prema joIe. prema AtmAno svabhAva che. e choDI na zakAya. paNa tenuM rUpAMtara karI zakAya. pudgalano prema prabhumAM joDI zakAya. zabdAdi pudgalanA guNo che. jJAnAdi AtmAnA guNo che. ApaNane kayA guNo game ? je guNo gamaze te maLaze. prabhuno zaraNAgata nirbhaya hoya. bhaya hoya to samajavuM : haju prabhunuM saMpUrNa zaraNuM svIkAryuM nathI. prabhunA guNo ane prabhu ! prabhunuM nAma ane prabhu, prabhunI mUrti ane prabhu eka ja che. nadInuM pUra jyAre kAMThA toDIne vahevA lAge tyAre kUvo, taLAva, nadI badhuM jaLabaMbAkAra thaI jAya che, tyAM koI bheda raheto nathI. prabhu sAthe ekatA sadhAI jAya che, dhyAtA, dhyeya ane dhyAnanI ekatA sadhAI jAya che tyAre badhuM eka thaI jAya che. koIpaNa padArtha para Asakti na thAya, evuM jIvana kyAre bane ? prabhu pratye prema jAge, prabhu sAthe ekatA sadhAya tyAre. 188 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka malyuM. AdhyAtmika vAcanAonuM sarasa saMkalana kartuM che. adhyAtma- yogI pUjya AcArya-bhagavaMtanI pAnepAne vividha mudrAo dvArA darzana paNa thAya che. tattvanA khajAnAthI bharapUra che. kharekhara ! tamAruM saMpAdana dAda mAMgI le tevuM che. AcArya vidyAnaMdasUri * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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vaDhavANa (gujarAta) meM pUjyazrI kA praveza, vi.saM. 2047 zrAvaNa suda 10 ra1-08-1999, zanivAra alpa saMsArIne prabhunI vANI-AjJA game che, te mujaba jIvana jIvavAnuM game che. A ja mokSano sAco upAya che. AjJAkhaMDana e ja bhavabhramaNano hetu che. karma-baMdhano mukhya hetu AjJAvirAdhanA ja che. * pramAda nadi apramAda, zubhayogo, samyakta vagere Ave to ApaNI prayANanI dizA badalAI jAya, mokSanI dizA AvI jAya. pahelAno avaLo puruSArtha savaLo puruSArtha banI jAya. karmo bAMdhavA-bhogavavAmAM puruSArtha hoya ja che, paNa e have kevo karavo ? e nakkI karavAnuM che. huM kahuM chuM ke puruSArtha karavo ja che to avaLo zA mATe karavo ? savaLo zA mATe na karavo ? "A karavuM, A nahi, ItyAdi jhINI-jhINI vAtono upadeza eTale Apyo che ke ApaNe vakra ane jaDa chIe. naTano niSedha karyo hoya to naTInuM nATaka jonArA ane * * * * * * * * * * * * 189

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vaLI pAchA preraka gurune toDanArA ApaNe chIe ! jeTalI vakratA ane jaDatA vadhu teTalo vidhiniSedhano upadeza vadhu ! mANasa jeTalo jaMgalI ane asabhya, kAyadA-kAnUna teTalA ja vadhu ! vadhatA jatA kAyadA, mANasanI vadhatI jatI asabhyatAne batAve che, vikAsane nahi. paDilehaNa gocarI maunapUrvaka thavA joIe. gocarI to evI rIte thavI joIe ke pAse koIne khabara ja na paDe ke ahIM gocarI Adi kaMIka cAle che. sAdhune gusso nahi karavAnI pratijJA ApavAno savAla ja nathI. dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI e pratijJA che ja. jyAre jyAre gusso Ave tyAre-tyAre e pratijJAmAM aticAra lAge che. sAdhunuM nAma ja kSamAzramaNa che. 10 prakAranA yatidharmomAM prathama kSamA che. sAmAyikano artha samatA thAya che. samatAno abhyAsa vadhato jAya tema AnaMda vadhato jAya. krodhathI aprasannatA ne samatAthI prasannatA vadhe che. samyaktva sAmAyika ane cAritra sAmAyika dIkSA vakhate ja spaSTa AlAvAnA uccAraNapUrvaka uccarAvavAmAM Ave che. yogohana eTale zrutasAmAyikanI sAdhanA ! saMkaleza saMsArano, samatA mokSano mArga che. 'kleze vAsita mana saMsAra, kleza - rahita mana te bhavapAra.' saMklezathI 14 pUrvI nigodamAM gayA che ne asaMklezathI 'mA ruSa mA tuSa' A be vAkya paNa yAda nahi rAkhI zakanAra mASatuSa muni kevaLajJAnI banyA che. nArakIno jIva jema narakathI, kedI kedathI bhAgavA Icche tema mumukSu saMsArathI chUTavA Icche. kroDapatino putra paNa viSayone viSa jevA mAne. pAMca lakSaNo aMdara rahelI utkaTa mumukSutAne batAve che. (1) zama : guru game teTalA kaDavA veNa kahe, paNa te gusse na thAya. (2) saMvega : mokSanI tIvra IcchA hoya. arthAt * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 190

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AtmazuddhinI tIvra IcchA hoya. (3) nirveda : narakathI ja nahi, svarganA sukhothI paNa virakta hoya. garIbIthI ja nahi, amIrIthI paNa virakta hoya. (4) anukaMpA : duHkhI jIvo pratye karuNADhuM haiyuM hoya. chajIvanikAyanA vadhamAM potAno vadha thato jue. (5) AstiSpa : deva-gurunA vacana para pUro bharoso hoya. AthI pUrNa samarpita hoya. 5 Avo janma pharI-pharI nahi maLe. maherabAnI karIne AtmasAdhanAnuM kArya pachI para nahi rAkhatA. AvI sAmagrI pharI-pharI kyAM maLaze ? nAvaDI kinAre AvavAnI taiyArI che ne ApaNe pramAda karIzuM ? A huM mArA hRdayanI vAta karuM chuM. sAma sAmAyika (samyatva)nA lakSaNo ahIM sAkara-drAkSa karatAM anaMtaguNA mIThA pariNAma hoya che. vizuddha lazyAnA prabhAvathI sAkara vagara ja mIThAza Ave. traNa vezyA TaLe ne tejalezyA zarU thAya tyArathI AnaMdaprasannatA vadhe ja. jIva maitrI ane jina-bhakti A baMne, sAma sAmAyika meLavavAnA upAyo che. maitrI jina-bhakti A baMne vadhaze to jIvanamAM madhuratA anubhavAtI pratyakSa jovA maLaze. anubhavI juo. jo kaTutA hoya to samajavuM H haju hRdayamAM kaSAyo beThA jinabhakti - jIvamaitrI AdinA saMskAro, paTutA, abhyAsa ane AdarathI eTalA majabUta karavA joIe ke bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe Ave. kahe # # # # # # # # # # # 191

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vaDhavANa (gujarAta) meM pUjyazrI kA praveza, vi.saM. 2047 svayaMbhUramaNa jevo samudra paNa nAno paDe eTalI karuNA bhagavAnanA hRdayamAM bharelI che. te bhavamAM ja nahi, samyaktvathI pUrvanA bhavomAM paNa paropakAra buddhi sahaja hoya che. emanA samyaktvane varabodhi ane samAdhine varasamAdhi tarIke zAstrakAroe oLakhAvI che. bIjA jIvo potAno mokSa sAdhe, jyAre bhagavAna svamokSa sAthe anyono mokSa paNa sAdhI Ape. pote ja nahi, bIjAne paNa jItADI Ape te ja netA banI zake. bhagavAna ucca netA che. 'nikhAnuM nAvavAnuM' che. uttamottama, uttama, madhyama, vimadhyama, adhama ane adhamAdhama A cha prakAramAM uttamottama tarIke mAtra tIrthaMkara bhagavAnane gaNyA che. 192 zrAvaNa suda 1 1 22-08-1999, ravivAra - ahIM cuMTaNI nathI. e svayaM guNothI bInaharIpha cuMTAI Ave che; ApaNe dharmakArI kharA, paNa dharmadAtA nathI. bhagavAna dharmadAtA che, bodhi-dAtA che. mATe ja bhagavAnane dharme potAnA nAyaka banAvyA che. * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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- dIkSA vakhate karemi bhaMte dvArA sAmAyikano pATha uccArIe chIe. sAmAyika eTale samatA. enA vinA sAdhanAno prAraMbha thaI zake nahi. jhaghaDo karIne tame mALA gaNI juo - mana nahi lAge. sarovaramAM game te sthAne eka nAno kAMkaro pheMko. enA taraMgo badhe ja phelAI jaze; TheTha kinArA sudhI. sarovaranI jema jagatamAM paNa ApaNA zubhAzubha kAryonA taraMgo phelAya che. jIvAstikAya eka che, be nathI. AthI ja 'savvapApamULavattA mAsAyaUTIV' ema pagAmasijjayamAM kahyuM, sakaLa, jIvarAzinI mAphI mAgI. sarva jIvo para maitrI karavAnI ja che. kadAca nirguNI pratye mAdhyacya rAkhavuM paDe to paNa te maitrI ane karuNAthI yukta ja hovuM joIe. muMbaI jaIne dara varSe gRhasthonI rakama vadhatI jAya ne ? sAdhu jIvanamAM e rIte samatA vadhe che kharI ? sAdhu jIvananA anuSThAno ja evA che je samatA vadhAre. 'tapothanA:, jJAnadhana , samatAthanA: nu puna:' ema kahyuM che. jJAnanI mUDI vadhe tema samatA vadhe. mATe ja jJAna pachI zamASTaka, jJAnasAramAM mUkyuM che. pIyuSamasamudrotthaM, rasAyanamanauSadham / ananyApekSamaizvaryaM, jJAnamAhurmaharSayaH // - jJAnasAra-zanASTaka 4nAnapaNamAM mArI pAse be graMtho AvyA. kezarasUrikRta - "AtmajJAna pravezikA ane munisuMdarasUrikRta - "adhyAtma kalpadruma." A vAMcyA pachI adhyAtmanI ruci pragaTI. mAravADamAM pustako bahu ochA maLe. koIke pustako lakhyA to ApaNane kAma lAgyA. to ApaNuM jJAna paNa bIjAne upakAraka bane, tevuM kaMI nahi karavuM ? gRhastho pAse saMpattinI mUDI che. teo te Ape che. ApaNe jJAna ApavAnuM che. jJAna ApavAthI kadI khUTatuM to nathI ja, pratyuta vadhatuM ja rahe che. kahe * * * * * * * * * * * 193

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jJAna pramANe samatA Ave, mUDI pramANe vyAja Ave. che "zvAsamAMhe so vAra saMbhAruM ema ApaNA pUrvajo kahI gayA ne ApaNAmAMthI keTalAka mAtra zvAsa jovAmAM paDI gayA. zvAsa mukhya banI gayo ne paramAtmA UDI gayA. ghaDIyALane mAtra jovAnuM nathI. enA dvArA mAtra samayajJAna prApta karavAnuM che. keTalAka samayajJAna choDIne mAtra ghaDIyALa jovAmAM paDI gayA !! ekAgratA vinA dhyAna na thAya. nirmaLatA vinA ekAgratA na Ave. bhagavAnanI bhakti vinA nirmaLatA na Ave. jyAM bhagavAna nathI tyAM kazu nathI, e dhyAna nathI, be dhyAna che. mokSa-sukha bhale parokSa che, samatAnuM sukha ahIM ja che; pratyakSa che. pustako paNa ApaNane te ja gamaze, jevA ApaNA pUrvajanmanA saMskAro haze. atyAre saMskAronA je puTa ApIzuM te AgAmI janmamAM sAthe Avaze. - dakSiNamAM jaIne duniyAnI dRSTie bhale ame zAsana-prabhAvaka banyA, paNa e badhuM phAsa-phasa che. mahAtmAo taiyAra thAya e kharI zAsana-prabhAvanA che. mahAtmAone taiyAra karavAnA lakSyathI ja vAMkImAM cAturmAsa rokANa karyuM che. - pU. paM. bhadraMkaravi. pAse traNa varSa rahIne pratyakSa jovA maLyuM H saMgha sAthe, jIvo sAthe, munio sAthe kevo samatAbharyo vyavahAra karavo. emanuM jIvana mUrtimaMta samatA hatuM. - huM bhagavAna bharose chuM. kAMI nakkI nathI hotuM : zuM bolavuM ? "dAdA ! tuM bolAve tema bolIza. sabhAne yogya hoya te bolAvaje. tevA zabdo mArA moMmAM mUkaje, ema mAtra prArthanA karuM chuM. * sAma sAmAyika madhuratA lAve. te mana-vacanakAyAmAM jhalakatI dekhAya. dekhAvanI madhuratA nahi, paNa jIvananuM aMga hoya. A madhuratAthI deva-guru-Agama vagere pratye bhaktibhAva pragaTe, caturvidha saMgha pratye bahumAnabhAva pragaTe. 194 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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kAmaLI, dAMDo, ogho vagere mArA' paNa bhagavAna 'bh|2|' mej jyAreya thayuM ? '(r)mAtra // 2 // ' mej jyAreya lAgyuM ? 'sarve te priyabAndhavAH, nahi ripuriha ko'pi / mA kuru kalikaluSaM mano, nija sukRtavilopi // - zAnta sudhArasa maitrIbhAvanA sarve tu4 priya baMdhu cha, nathI zatru o; . jhagaDo karI mana nA bagADa, jaze sukRta bhAI ! 16-2-2002 zanivAra ke dina pa.pU.gurudeva A.vi. kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI kA svargagamana kI bAta sunakara mujhe to vizvAsa hI nahIM huA / para do-cAra bAra nAkor3A Adi ora se samAcAra jJAta hone ke bAda aisA huA ki kucha kSaNa sva bhAna nahIM rahA / phira kucha kSaNa ke bAda mAno sArA vizva zUnya sadRza lagA / phira usI vicAradhArA meM caDhate hue jaise pUjya pravara zrI gautama svAmI ko bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIjI kA mokSa padArpaNa kA samAcAra nagaravAsI evaM devatAoM ke dvArA zravaNa kara sva bhAna bhUlakara vilApa karane lage vahI dRzya meM sva meM anubhava karate hue AnandabASpa A gaye / apane sAre sAdhu samudAya meM hI nahIM balki sArA bhAratabhara duHkha kA avasara bana gayA / pravara guru bhagavaMta ko kauna nahIM cAhate the ? jIvamAtra ke sAtha kalyANamaya maMgala vacana zubhAzISa, jinake samparka se cAhe sAdhu ho yA gRhastha, prasanna hokara lauTate the / maiM bhI svayaM Apa pUjyazrIjI ke sAtha do dina meM rahA hUM / svabandhu kI taraha vAtsalya darzAye, vaha maiM apane sthUla zabdoM se vyakta nahIM karatA / - mu. rAjatilakavijaya kI vaMdanA jodhapura. / * * * * * * * * * * * * * 195

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A nAnAmAM na vaDavALa ( gujJAta) upAzraya meM pUjyazrI, vi.saM. 2047 196 * zrAvaNa suda 1 2 23-08-1999, somavAra ahiMsArUpI siddhazilA 52 jeNe vAsa nathI karyo te ISatprAkbhArA siddhazilA para vAsa nahi karI zake. iSatprAkbhArA siddhazilA kArya che. ahiMsA kAraNa che. 'zivamastu sarva jagataH'mAM Avato zabda 'zivA'no artha ahiMsA thAya. praznavyAkaraNamAM ahiMsAnA paryAyavAcI zabdomAM 'zivA' zabda paNa che. 'ahaM tittharamAyA' huM ahiMsA - zivA, karuNA, tIrthaMkaranI mAtA chuM. 'karuNA vinA koI ja tIrthaMkara banI zake nahi. mATe ja badhA guNone utpanna karanAra, zeSa vratonuM rakSaNa karanAra ahiMsA ja che. hRdaya kaThora hoya to samajavuM : anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya che. e hoya tyAM sudhI samyak darzana na hoya. samyag darzana na hoya tyAM sudhI guNa paNa avaguNa kahevAya. avaguNa to avaguNa che ja. samyagdarzanane pedA karanAra ahiMsA che, maitrI che, prabhubhakti che. kaThorahRdayI maitrI ke bhakti na ja karI zake. * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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eka to anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya paDyo hoya ne sAthe mithyAtva paDyuM hoya, pachI pUchavuM ja zuM ? paDilehaNa, kAjo vagere sAdhunA AcAro ahiMsAne puSTa karanArA che. paDilehaNa - kAjo kADhatAM AvI bhAvanA bhAvo : oha ! mArA prabhue kevo uttama dharma batAvyo che ! kevI karuNA jhaLake che pratyeka anuSThAnamAM ? ahIM koI kriyA nAnI nathI. kAjo kADhavAnI kriyAthI paNa kevaLajJAna thaI zake. 5 Iyasamita sAdhune jo I Indra prazaMsA karI. azraddhALu deve parIkSArthe rastAmAM kIDIo ane sAmethI doDato gAMDo hAthI vimuryo. sAdhu maravA taiyAra thayA, paNa kIDIo para na cAlyA. hAthIe UMcakIne vadhAre kIDIovALI bhUmi para pheMkyA. te vakhate paNa potAne vAgyuM tenA nahi, paNa kIDIo pratyenI karUNAvALA vicAro joI deva jhUkI paDyo ane mAphI mAMgI. paDilehaNanA cha doSo : (1) ArabhaDA : uchuM karavuM ke utAvaLe karavuM te. saMmardI - masaLavuM, upadhi para besavuM, cheDA vALelA hovA. (3) asthAna sthApanA : asthAne mUkavuM. (4) prasphoTanA - jhATakavuM. (5) vikSiptA : pratilekhita vastrane pheMkavuM. (6) vedikA : pAMca prakAre avidhipUrvaka besavuM. A cha paDilehaNanA doSo che. - bhakti : municandravijaya : ajainomAM nAradIya bhaktisUtra che, tema jainonuM koI bhaktisUtra (ke bhaktizAstra) kharuM ? pUjyazrI : jaga ciMtAmaNi, vItarAga stotrA - logassa, namutthaNe - lalitavistarA, zakrastava - caityavaMdana bhASya (24 dvAra, 2074 prakAra) ("sovAdi vizuddha avaM...')gurubhaktimAM vAMdaNA, guruvaMdanabhASya, navasmaraNa vagere ApaNA jainonA ja jha no ma ga re # # # # # # # 190

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bhaktizAstro che. 'bhattIi jiNavariMdANaM sijjhaMti puvvasaMciA kammA / ' sUyagaDaMgamAM vIrastuti adhyayana, (terApaMthImAM mAMgalika tarIke vaparAya che)thI mAraNAMtika kaSTo dUra thAya che. jaMbUsvAmIe pUchyuM : meM mahAvIra svAmI nathI joyA. Ape joyA che to Apa varNavo. AnA javAbamAM sudharmAsvAmIe bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInuM AbehUba varNana karyuM che te sUyagaDaMgamAM vIrastuti adhyayana tarIke samAviSTa che. - tamArI pAse buddhi che, lakhavAnI zakti che to A badhAnuM saMkalana karIne bhaktizAstra viSe lakhI zakAya. bhaktinA mULasrota gaNadhara bhagavaMto che. nAmAdi 4 prakAre bhaktidarzaka sUtronI jhalaka : nAma : logassa (nAmastava, logassa kalpa vagere sAhitya, "sAhitya vikAsa maMDaLa" taraphathI bahAra paDeluM che.) sthApanA : arihaMta ceIANe sUtra. dravya : je a aIA siddhA. bhAva : namutthaNe sUtra - sUryAbha deve bhakti mATe bhagavAnanI maMjUrI mAMgI, nRtya, nATya vagere teNe zarU karyuM. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI beThA rahyA. prabhu-bhakti thatI hoya tyAre besavAthI svAdhyAya jeTalo ja lAbha thAya. bhagavAnamAM guNono ane puNyano prakarSa che. sAmAnya kevaLImAM puNyano eTalo prakarSa nathI hoto. bhagavAnanA guNo ane puNya bIjAne kAma lAge ja. AtmakalyANathI tattva pamAya. paropakArathI tIrtha cAle. 198 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasari-1

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vaDhavANa (gujarAta) meM pUjyazrI kA zrAvaNa suda 13 24-08-1999, maMgaLavAra DUbatAne jahAja, aMdhArAmAM athaDAtAne dIpaka, mAravADamAM bapore vRkSa, himAlayanI ThaMDImAM agni maLe tema asAra saMsAramAM ApaNane tIrtha maLyuM che. samyam darzana rAjamArga che. mAganusAritA tyAM pahoMcADanArI pagadaMDI che. mArga sAva ja bhUlI jaIe, tyAre Apa meLe ApaNane sAco rasto nathI maLato, koI bhomiyAnI jarUra paDe che. jene cAlavAnI Adata che, je rasto bhUlyA che, temane A vAta samajAze. bhagavAna paNa saMsAranA jaMgalamAM bhUlelA ApaNA mATe bhomiyA che. aneka matabhedo che; A saMsAramAM. emAM ApaNane phAvato mata ApaNe pakaDI laIe chIe. bhagavAne kahyo te nahi, ApaNane phAve te mArga sAco mAnI laIe chIe. AvI manaHsthitine badalAvanAra bhagavAna che. che. jyAre paNa mokSa maLaze tyAre karmabaMdhananA hetuothI nahi, karmanirjarAnA hetuothI maLaze. kahe # # # # # = = = = = = = = 119

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mithyAtva - avirati - pramAda - kaSAya - yoga saMsAra mArga che. samyakta - virati - apramAda - akaSAya - zubhayoga mokSamArga che. ApaNe kayA mArge cAlavuM che ? rastAo ghaNA dekhAvAnA. te vakhate mAthuM ThekANe rAkhIne eka jinopadiSTa nizcita mArga para cAlavAno nirNaya rAkhavo paDaze. * ApaNA zarIrane ApaNe keTaluM sAcavIe chIe ? jarAya takalIpha na thAya tenI pUrI takedArI rAkhIe chIe. evuM ja vartana jagatanA tamAma jIvo sAthe, chakAyanA jIvo sAthe thAya to ja paDilehaNa Adi kriyAo jayaNApUrvaka thaI zake. nyAya, yoga ane 14 vidyAnA pAragAmI brAhmaNa kuLamAMthI AvelA hovA chatAM haribhadrasUrijI jinAjJA, AjJAvihita anuSThAno pratye evA samarpita che ke ekeka anuSThAno nuM pUrNa bahumAnapUrvaka varNana karyuM che. cAhe paDilehaNanuM hoya ke bIjuM koI anuSThAna hoya. Aje moTA sAdhako paNa kahe : prabhu paNa kyAM sudhI ? kyAreka to choDavA paDaze ne ? Akhare to AtmAmAM ja TharavAnuM che ne ? paNa huM kahuM chuM : bhagavAna kyAreya choDavAnA nathI. bhagavAna choDavA paDe evI sthiti ahIM nathI AvavAnI. samagra bhAratamAM A pracAra che. digambaromAM to khAsa, paNa zvetAmbaroe bhaktimArga barAbara pakaDI rAkhyo che. 14muM guNasthAnaka paNa prabhunI sevA che. nimittakAraNanuM AlaMbana levAmAM ja na Ave to zuddhAtmaprAptirUpa kArya kyAMthI maLe ? devacandrajI kRta candraprabhasvAmInuM stavana juo. jahAja vinA samudra na karAya tema bhagavAna vinA saMsAra na tarAya. dharma sthApIne bhagavAna tAre, tema hAtha pakaDIne paNa tAre. bhagavAna mArgadarzaka che, tema svayaM mArgarUpa (mago) paNa che, bhomiyArUpa paNa che. jJAna - darzana - cAritra mokSamArga che, e kharuM, paNa 200 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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prabhu pratye prema na hoya to A jJAna - darzana - cAritra maLe ja nahi . yazovi. tyAM sudhI kahe che : "tAharUM dhyAna te samakitarUpa, tehi ja jJAna ne cAritra teha che jI...' bhagavAnanuM dhyAna e ja darzana, jJAna ane cAritra che. - sarvaviratinuM ApaNane sUkSama abhimAna che. AthI ja svAdhyAya para jora to ApIe chIe, paNa bhakti para nahi. svAdhyAya karIzuM, pustako vAMcIzuM, lakhIzuM, vyAkhyAna ApIzuM, prasiddhino A ja mArga che ne ? bhagavAna para prema kyAM che ? mA jema parANe paNa bALakane jamADe tema mahApuruSo ApaNane parANe paNa bhakitamAM joDe che. eTale ja to divasamAM sAta vAra caityavaMdananuM vidhAna che. jagaciMtAmaNimAM nAmAdi cAreyathI bhagavAnanI bhakti thaI zake; jo karavI hoya. jagaciMtAmaNi roja traNa vAra, covihAra upavAsamAM eka vAra ane tivihAra upavAsamAM be vAra bolIe chIe, paNa kadI arthanA UMDANamAM UtaryA ? >> 'ma irmAvati thAya' ahIM "dhAryA' lakhyuM, vahA' nahi . dhArI rAkhavI eTale janama-janamamAM sAthe Ave e rIte bhaktinA daDha saMskAra pADavA. upayoga dhyAnano ja paryAyavAcI zabda che. upayoga eTale jAgRti, sAvadhAnI. anuSThAna, upayoga-sahita hoya to ja niraticAra thAya. * ThANeNaM-kAyika, moNeNaM-vAcika, jhANeNaM-mAnasika dhyAna. Ama kAyotsargamAM traNeya yogonuM dhyAna AvI gayuM. 0 pU.. bhadrakavi. ma. kahetA : logassa samAdhi sUtra che. tenuM bIjuM nAma nAmastava ane trIjuM nAma lokodyotakara che. ahIM lokathI lokAloka levAnuM che. mIrAM, kabIra, cetanya Adi jainetaro paNa prabhu-nAma kIrtananA mAdhyame samAdhi sudhI pahoMcI zakyA che. logassa prabhu nAma-kIrtananuM sUtra che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * 201

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jagaciMtAmaNi vakhate "sakalakuzalavallI" bolavAnI jarUra nahi. kAraNa ke sakalano bhAvArtha jagaciMtAmaNimAM AvI jAya che. * aprApta guNo meLavI Ape, prApta guNonI rakSA kare te nAtha athavA asatvarUpaNAthI roke, satyarUpaNAmAM joDe te nAthayoga-kSema kare te nAtha. - bhagavAna jagannAtha che. bhagavAna jagarakhaNa che, durgatimAMthI bacAvIne sadgatimAM sthApita kare che : katalakhAnAthI bacAvIne gAyone pAMjarApoLamAM na mokalAya to ? durgatithI rokIne bhagavAna ApaNane sagatimAM na mokale to ? "jagabAMdhava, bhagavAna ApaNA sAcA baMdhu che. Apatti vakhate baMdhu ja kAma lAge, bIjA to bhAgI jAya. saMkaTa vakhate AkhuM jagata bhale tamane choDI de, bhagavAna kadI nahi choDe. jaga bhAvaviakhUNa" bhagavAna jagatanA bhAvone jANanArA che. jagaciMtAmaNimAM A badhA nAma bhagavAna thayA. aTTAvaya saMviyarUva" tathA "risada sattana' thI "sAya virAchuM paU[mApi' sudhI sthApanA bhagavAna ' 3ya sattarisa' thI dravya bhagavAna 'saMpapha giUAvara vIsa' thI bhAva bhagavAnanI stuti thaI. adhyAtmayogI mahAna vibhUti jinabhaktimAM tanmayatA prApta karanAra AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vi. kalApUrNasUri ma.sA.nA kAladharmanA samAcAra jANIne ghaNuM ja duHkha thayuM che / AcArya bhagavaMtamAM aneka guNo hatA / temAMya adhyAtmayoga ane jinabhakti mokhare htaa| AvA mahAna puruSanA kALadharmanA akasmAta samAcAra maLatAM duHkha thAya te svAbhAvika cha / caturvidha saMghanI sAthe devavaMdana karyA / - eja... AcArya sthUlabhadrasUrinI anuvaMdanA 202 * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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vaDhavANa (gujarAta) upAzraya meM pUjyazrI, vi.saM. 2047 zrAvaNa suda 15 26-08-1999, guruvAra anyUna, atirikta, vipardhAsa - A parathI paDilehaNanA ATha bhAMgA thaze. AmAM anyUnatAtirikta (vadhu paNa nahi, ochuM paNa nahi) e eka bhAMgo zuddha. paDilehaNano samaya kyAre ? koI kahe : kUkaDo bole tyAre, koI kahe : aruNodaya thAya tyAre, koI kahe : prakAza thAya tyAre, koI kahe : hAthanI rekhA dekhAya tyAre, koI kahe : upAzrayamAM ekabIjAnuM mukha dekhAya tyAre, kharo samaya sUryodayathI thoDoka pahelAno. carama porasImAM pratikramaNa svAdhyAya vagere thaI jAya pachI. pahelA praharano cotho bhAga bAkI rahe tyAre savAre UghADA-porasI Ave. - ApaNAthI sau jIvone saMtoSa maLe to ja saMyama sArthaka bane. eka jIva paNa tamArAthI asaMtuSTa haze to kahe * * goda gaja + * * * * * * * 203

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sAdhanAmAM mana nahi lAge. zarIramAM koIpaNa bhAgamAM vAge, darda ApaNane thAya, samagrarUpe thAya. kAraNa ke AkhuM zarIra eka che, tema jIvAstikAyarUpe ApaNe eka chIe. AtmA asaMkhyapradezI che, tema jIvAstikAya anaMta pradezI che. jIvAstikAya sarvajIvono saMgraha che. eka paNa jIva bAkAta rahe tyAM sudhI to jIvAstikAya na ja kahevAya, paNa eka jIvano eka pradeza bAkI rahe tyAM sudhI paNa jIvAstikAya na kahevAya. A jIvAstikAya eka che. jIvAstikAyanuM svarUpa : dravyathI anaMta jIvadravya, kSetrathI lokAkAzavyApI, kALathI nitya - anAdi anaMta, bhAvathI arUpI varNAdithI rahita. jIvAstikAyanuM lakSaNa : upayoga. upayoga, cetanA lakSaNathI jIva eka ja che. A bhaNyA vagara paDilehaNa, jayaNA vagere sAcA arthamAM na Ave. jyAM sudhI jIvAstikAyanA A padArthane AtmasAt na karIe tyAM sudhI saMyama nahi pALI zakAya. samudAya, samAja, deza, mANasa tarIke ApaNe eka chIe. AgaLa vadhIne jIva tarIke ApaNe sau eka chIe. dRSTi khUba ja vizALa banAvavI paDaze. sarva jIvone samAvI le tevI dRSTi. bhagavan ! huM mUDha chuM. hita-ahita jANato nathI, tArI kRpAthI ahitane jANI tenAthI aTakuM, sarva jIvo sAthe ucita pravattivALo bane tema karaje. jIvAstikAya eka che. emAM karmakata bheda nathI Avato. siddha - saMsArI sarvajIvone joDanAra jIvAstikAya che. zabda, rUpa, rasa vagere paNa nAstitva rUpe AtmAmAM che. eka pradeza paNa ocho hoya to jIvAstikAya na kahevAya to ApaNe ekapaNa jIvane ApaNI maitrImAMthI bAkAta rAkhIzuM to mokSa zI rIte maLaze ? 204 = = = = = = * * * * * * kahe

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jIvarUpe ApaNe vyakti cetanA chIe. jIvAstikAyarUpe ApaNe samaSTi cetanA chIe. AthI ja koIpaNa jIvane sukhI ke duHkhI banAvavAnA prayatnathI ApaNe ja sukhI ke duHkhI banIe chIe. "khAmemi savya jIve A bhAvanA para to ApaNuM AkhuM paryuSaNa parva avalaMbe che. - mukhya cIja paMcAcAra (jJAnAcArAdi) che. tenI rakSA mATe ja bIjuM badhuM - mahAvratAdi che. - bhakti : bhakti darzanAcAramAM Ave. te bIjA cAreyamAM sahAyaka bane. bhakti jANakArImAM bhaLe to samyagU jJAna, vizvAsamAM maLe to samyagu darzana, kAryamAM bhaLe to samyaguM cAritra, tapamAM bhaLe to samyaka tapa bane. bhakti traNeya sAmAyika (zruta, samyakta ane cAritra sAmAyika)ne lAvanArI che. AthI ja koIpaNa sAmAyika grahaNa karatI vakhate bhagavAnanI bhakti (devavaMdanAdi) karavAmAM Ave che. bhagavAna abhaya, cakSu, mArgAdi ApanArA che. abhaya eTale cittasvAthya. mananuM na lAgavuM - astavyasta rahevuM te bhaya. A phariyAda bhagavAna ja dUra karI zake. cittanI vihvaLatA bhayathI ja Ave, ema sUkSma nirIkSaNa karatAM jaNAze. bhaya caMcaLatA ho je pariNAmanI re...' - AnaMdaghanajI bhaya mohanIya caudizie' cArebAju bhaya che. nirbhaya eka bhagavAnano bhakta che. prasannatA abhayamAMthI ja janme che. citta aprasanna bane, tyAre bhagavAnanI bhakti karI juo. prasannatA rUmajhUma karatI Avaze. khUna ke corI karanAra mANasa svayameva bhayagrasta hoya che, rAtre UMgha nathI AvatI e bhayanuM ghaNuM moTuM kada che. paNa nAnA kadanA bhaya, ApaNA saumAM che ja. jha jha = = = = * 205

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citta svasthatA te abhaya. svamAM rahevuM te svasthatA. sva eTale AtmA. bhagavAna svamAM rahevAnuM zIkhave che. Atmadeva ApaNI pAse ja che. ApaNe pote ja chIe. rAjAnA darzana dvArapALa aTakAve tema AtmAnA darzana darzanAvaraNIya aTakAve che. bhagavAna kahe che : tamArA AtmadevanA darzana karo. e mATe bhagavAna svayaM tamane AMkha Ape che. bhagavAna cakSudghatA che. hRdaya nayana nihALe jagadhaNI, mahimA meru samAna' ___ - mAnadhana ekAeka moTo dhaDAko thayo hoya ema pUjyapAdazrIjInA ' kAladharmanA samAcAra savAre 9.00 vAge maLyA / sakaLa saMgha sAthe devavaMdanAdika karyA / jyAre jinazAsananA gaganamAM aMdhakAra gADha banato vyApI rahyo che tyAre A ghaTanA atizaya AghAtajanaka banI / ApaNe mahAsaMyamI, utkRSTa prabhubhakta, vAtsalyamaya pUjyazrIjIne gumAvIne zuM nathI gumAvyu ? ____ ApaNA beghAghaMTu saMyamajIvana sAme A apUrva Adarza hato / te mahAtmA, devAtmA banyA che| have te bharatakSetranA jinazAsananA rAhabara bane / ApaNane sAtha Ape / jinazAsananI mazAla laIne ApaNI saunI AgaLa rahIne doTa mUke / zuM haze bhAvI ...? AvI keTalI thappaDo khAvAnI Avaze ? samajAtuM nathI / / tame saha viyoganA AghAtathI khUba pIDAtA hazo / paNa tevaM na karatA / teo urdhvagati pAmyA che / temanI pAchaLa sAcI zraddhAMjali to temanI bhAvanAone jIvanamA mUrtimaMta karIe temAM che... tattvadarzanane khUba AghAta lAgyo che / ciMtA na karatA / huM saMbhALI laIza... ___- eja... candrazekhara vi.nI vaMdanA ma.su. 4, bhAyakhalA. . 201 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 5he dApUsUri-1

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prema se dharma samajhAte hue pUjyazrI, vaDhavANa, vi.saM. 2047 zrAvaNa vada 1 27-08-1999, zukravAra davA laIe to roga avazya maTe. tema dharmAsevana (Arogya + bodhi + samAdhi)thI karmaroga avazya maTe. pUrNa Arogya eTale mokSa. AthI siddha thayuM ke ApaNe rogI chIe. rogIe roga maTADavAnA prayatno karavAnA hoya. zArIrika rogano anubhava thAya che. karmarogano anubhava thato nathI. sannipAtanA rogIne khabara nathI hotI : huM rogI chuM. zarAbIne khabara nathI hotI : huM nazAmAM chuM. tema ApaNane paNa karmarogamAM khyAla Avato nathI. madirApAyI ane mohAdhInamAM koI pharaka kharo ? baMnemAM behozI che. ekamAM behozI spaSTa dekhAya che. bIjAnI behozI jovA sUkSmadaSTi joIe. mithyAtva dArU che. e muMjhAve. zarIra e ja huM chuM - evuM ja bhAna karAvato rahe. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 200

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dehamAM Atmabuddhi e ja mithyAtva. jJAnamaya AtmA svayaM potAne hADakA viSThAvALo deha mAne e kevuM ? yogAcAryo ene avidyA kahe che. AtmA nitya, zuci, svAdhIna che. zarIra anitya, apavitra ane parAdhIna che. 0 mithyAtva gayA vinA maLeluM dravya cAritra lAbhadAyI banatuM nathI. dravyacAritravALo ahIM paNa tophAna kare. yA to deha sAthe abheda sAdho, yA to deva sAthe abheda sAdho. bemAMthI kyAMka to ekatA karavAnI ja che. jyAM ekatA karavI che ? dehane pasaMda karavo che ke devane ? deva khAtara dehane choDavo che ke deha khAtara devane choDavA che ? bahirAtmadazA - heya, aMtarAtmadazA - upAya, paramAtmadazA - sAdhya che. jyAM sudhI paramAtmadazA pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI paramAtmAne prANa-trANa ane AdhAra samajI bhajavA joIe. 0 zama - saMvega - nirveda - anukaMpAdi lakSaNo dekhAvA mAMDe to samajavuM H mithyAtvanuM jora ghaTI rahyuM che, samyattvano sUryodaya thaI rahyo che. samyaktane zuddha rAkhavA darzanAcAronuM pAlana ati jarUrI. pahelo jJAnAcAra. kAraNake jJAnathI tattva jaNAya ne pachI te para zraddhA thaI zake. AtmAnA mukhya be guNa. jJAna, darzana. temAM paNa jJAna ja pradhAna che. 'guNa anaMta Atama taNA re, mukhyapaNe tihAM doya: temAM paNa jJAna ja vaDuM re, jehathI daMsaNa hoya re..." - vi. lakSmIsUri AtmanirIkSaNa karatA rahIne roja jovAnuM che : davAthI keTalA aMze darda dUra thayuM ? dharmathI karma keTale aMze gayA ? 208 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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dehamAM rahIne ja dehano moha choDavo e ja moTI AdhyAtmika kaLA che. kevaLajJAna A ja dehamAM thaze. ayogI guNasthAnaka A ja dehamAM maLaze. dehane choDavAno nathI, paNa tenI Asakti choDavAnI che. kAzImAM jaI karavata levAnI bhagavAnanI AjJA nathI. dehamAM Atmazuddhi choDavAnI bhagavAnanI AjJA che. makAnamAM rahenAro jema makAnathI potAne alaga jue che, tema dehathI svane alaga juo. A ja kharI yogakaLA che. makAna saLage tyAre kAMI tame saLagI jatA nathI. makAna karatAM tamane tamArI jAta vadhu priya che. paNa ahIM A vAta bhUlAI jAya che. AtmAthI zarIra pyAruM lAge che. ApaNe badhA dardI chIe, sAdhu ke saMsArI - badhAnI ahIM TrITamenTa cAle che. ame sAdhu hospiTalamAM dAkhala thayA chIe. amane amAro roga khUba ja khataranAka - sIrIyasa lAgyo che. tame zrAvako ghera rahIne davA lo cho. | dardIe DaoN. nuM mAnavuM paDatuM hoya che. davA na le, apathya na choDe to darda kema jAya ? ahIM paNa yathAvihita vrata - niyamAdinuM pAlana na thAya to karmaroga zI rIte jAya ? dareka vAtamAM tIrthakarone zAstrane, AgaLa rAkho. to ja dharma - kAryanI siddhi thaze. zAstre puraskRte tasmAd, vItarAgaH puraskRtaH / puraskRte punastasmin, niyamAt sarvasiddhayaH // - jJAnasAra, zAstrASTaka samyatvI dareka sthaLe bhagavAnane, bhagavAnanA zAstrane AgaLa rAkhyA vinA na rahe. pahelA zAstra nathI, pahelA bhagavAnano prema che. mATe ja prathama darzana, pUjA che. e prabhu premanA pratIko che. pachI bhagavAnanA zAstro paNa gamavA lAgaze. jene bhagavAna na gamyA tene bhagavAnanA zAstro nahi ja game. e paMDita thaIne bhale vAMce, paNa prabhu sAthe anusaMdhAna kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 209 kahe

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nahi joDI zake. mATe ja cAra yogamAM prathama (1) prItiyoga (2) bhaktiyoga che. pachI trIjA naMbare vacanayoga che. pahelA bhagavAna sAthe prema karo. pachI zAstra para prema pedA thaze. AjJAno prema pedA thaze. bhagavAna sAthe prema karyA vinA AjJA... AjJA... zAstra... zAstranI vAta bakavAsa mAtra che. sthAna, varNAdi yogo paNa prabhuprema hoya to ja saphaLa bane. bhagavAna sAthe abheda sAdhavo hoya to dehano abheda choDavo paDaze. eka khAsa vAta - je vakhate je kriyA karatA hoIe te vakhate tamAro saMpUrNa upayoga temAM ja hovo joIe. to ja kriyA phaLadAyI bane. AvI kriyA praNidhAnapUrvakanI kahevAya che. ApaNo lobha gajabano che. oghoya bAMdhIe ne bIjAya be-cAra kAma sAthe karatA jaIe. ekeya kAmamAM bhalIvAra na hoya. badhI indriyono upayoga eka ja kAryamAM hovo joIe. paDilehaNa vakhate mAtra AMkha ja nahi, kAna, nAka vagere paNa sAbadA joIe. kAna, nAka vagere dvArA paNa jIvo jANI zakAya. jJAnasAramAM jema sAdhyarUpa pUrNatA aSTaka prathama batAvyuM tema cha AvazyakomAM paNa sAmAyikarUpa sAdhya prathama che. enuM sAdhana caturvizati stava vagere chaye Avazyako kArya-kAraNa bhAve saMkaLAyelA che. vi.saM. 2016 AdhoImAM uttarAdhyana jogamAM mane bimArI AvI. yu. pI. deDhiyA kahe : T.B. che. palAMsavAnA somacaMda vaida kahe : T.B. nathI. davA dvArA nIrogI banAvI dIdhA. meM AmAM bhagavAnanI kRpA joI. bhagavAna para huM zA mATe jora ApuM chuM? huM jora nathI Apato, zAstro ja sarvatra bhagavAnane ja AgaLa kare che. huM zuM karuM ? 210 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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karI rakSA poTalI ko abhimaMtrita karate hue pUjyazrI, vaDhavANa, vi.saM. 2047 vaDhavA - - : : : : : " zrAvaNa vada ra 28-08-1999, zanivAra - sAdhudharma, zIdhra muktimAM javAno upAya che. zrAvakadharma temanA mATe che, jeo haju sAdhu-dharma pAlanamAM asamartha che, Icchuka che, paraMtu asamartha che. * ApaNAmAM Avelo guNa bIjAne ApIe to te akSaya bane, AnaMdakArI bane. levA karatAM devAmAM AnaMda khUba ja che. paropakAra karanAra sva-para ubhaya para upakAra kare ja che. eka paNa evo upakAra nathI, jyAM sva-para upakAra na hoya. kalyANa to ApaNA AtmAnuM ja karavAnuM che to pachI chajIvanakAyanI rakSAnI vAta vacce kyAMthI lAvyA ? e jIvonA rakSaNa vinA AtmakalyANa nathI ja, mATe. Aje bhagavatI-TIkAmAM AvyuM : saMyama eTale cha AvakAyanI rakSAthI para rakSA. saMvara eTale viSaya-kaSAyathI svarakSA. saMyama para-rakSA mATe, saMvara svarakSA mATe che. baMne eka ja sikkAnI be bAjuo che. kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * * 211

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bhagavAnanI AjJA - avalaMbaUNa kajjaM jaMkiMci samAyaraMti gIyatthA / thevAvarAha bahuguNa, savvesiM taM pramANaM tu // Na ya kiMci aNunnAyaM paDisiddhaM vAvi jiNavariMdehiM / titthagarANaM ANA kajje sacceNa hoavvaM // - paMcavajuka 279 280 koI nimittanuM AlaMbana laIne je kaMI paNa gItArtho Acare che, thoDo doSa ane ghaNo lAbha hoya, tevA kAryo pramANabhUta che. ekAnta bhagavAne koIpaNa cIjano niSedha nathI karyo ke vidhAna nathI karyuM. paraMtu koIpaNa kAryamAM kharA hRdayathI raho, e ja bhagavAnanI AjJA che. ja puSTi ane zuddhi A be dhyAnamAM rAkho. jJAna ane darzananI puSTi thavI joIe. doSo (kama)nI zuddhi thavI joIe. dareka anuSThAnamAM A hovA joIe. vaidya pahelA zuddhi kare; virecanAdi ApIne. pachI vasaMtamAlinI Adi dvArA puSTi kare. - sAdhupaNAnI dareka kriyA, jJAnAdinI vRddhi ja karanArI che. pratikramaNa paDilehaNa caityavaMdana vagere badhuM ja. sUkSmatAthI juo. keTalIka kriyA jJAnAdi vRddhi mATe, puSTi mATe che. keTalIka kriyA karmanI zuddhi mATe che. - IriyAvahiyaM jIvamaitrI sUtra, tasya uttarI zuddhi sUtra ane kAyotsargamAM logassa dhyAnasUtra che. kAyika - ThANeNaM - kAyotsarga mudrA. vAcika - moNeNaM - logassa mAnasika rIte bolavuM. mAnasika plAna - jhANeNaM - mAnasika vicAraNA. tIrthakaronA guNanI. kAyotsarga tIrthakaro dvArA Acarita utkRSTa dhyAna che. prazna : kAyotsargamAM AtmadhyAna kyAM AvyuM ? uttara : paramAtmAmAM AtmA AvI ja gayo. mana-vacana 212 * * * * * * * * * * * # kahe

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kAyA traNeya paramAtmamaya ja banAvavAnA che. paramAtmA eTale paramazuddha AtmA. enuM dhyAna eTale AtmAnuM ja dhyAna. - mAnasarovaramAM haMsa rame tema munionA manamAM siddho rame. AvA munio arUpI ane dUra rahelA siddhonA, ApaNane ahIM darzana karAve che. munionA manamAM 2matA siddhone jovA ApaNI pAse zraddhAnI AMkha joIe. AMkha cAra prakAre : cAmaDAnI (cama) cakSu : caurindriyathI laI saune. avadhijJAnanI AMkha : deva-nArakane. kevaLajJAnanI AMkha : kevaLI + siddhone. zAstranI AMkha : sAdhuone. be hajAra sAgaropama pahelA ApaNe cokkasa ekendriyamAM hatA. eTalA kALamAM jo ApaNe mokSamAM na jaIe to pharI ekendriyamAM javuM paDaze.. A ja ApaNo bhUtakALa che. mokSamAM na jaIe to A ja ApaNo bhaviSyakALa che. T.V. sinemA vagere pAchaLa pAgala bananArI AjanI peDhIne joIne cintA thAya che : AmanuM thaze zuM ? AMkhano kevo durupayoga ? pharIthI AMkha nahi maLe. AMkha ghaNA puNyathI maLI che. eno durupayoga na karo. zAstra vAMco. jayaNA pALo, jinamUrtinA darzana karo. A ja AMkhano sadupayoga che. * zAstra hRdayamAM, jIvanamAM jIvaMta joIe. paLa-paLe enA upayogapUrvakanuM ApaNuM jIvana joIe. e ja kharuM zAstra che. bhaMDAramAM paDelA pustako to zAhI ane kAgaLa che, mAtra dravyazAstra che. e pramANenuM jIvana te ja bhAvazAstra che. yoddhAo DhAlathI talavArAdinA prahAro roke tema sAdhaka krodhAdinA prahArane kSamAdithI roke. kriyA vakhate sUtro mAtra sAMbhaLavAnA ja nathI, anUccAraNa (anu + uccAraNa) paNa karavAnuM che. to ja kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 213

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kriyAmAM jIvaMtatA Ave. kAyotsarga vadhe tema samAdhi vadhe. mATe ja logassane samAdhisUtra, parama jayoti sUtra kaheluM che. sAhitya vikAsa maMDaLa taraphathI logassa svAdhyAya pustaka bahAra paDeluM che, te vAMcavA jevuM che. citta vikSipta hoya tyAre navakAra. citta svastha hoya tyAre logassa gaNo. jethI logassano anAdara na thAya. jainomAM dhyAna nathI, ema koI kahetA nahi. ahIM to nAnuM bALaka paNa dhyAna kare che. navakAra ke logassano kAussaga kare te dhyAna nathI to bIjuM zuM che ? dhIre-dhIre prayatna karatAM eka logassanA kAussagnamAM paNa apUrva AnaMda AvavA lAgaze. 0 AtmA to AnaMdano khajAno che. tyAMthI AnaMda nahi maLe to bIje kyAMthI maLaze ? AtmAmAMthI, potAnI jAtamAMthI je AnaMda meLavI zakato nathI te duniyAnA koI khUNAmAMthI AnaMda meLavI zakaze nahi. ja svaramAM paNa dhyAna, kAussaga, svAdhyAya, caityavaMdana vagere cAlatuM hoya, mana AnaMdamAM rahetuM hoya to samajavuM : sAdhanA lAgu paDI gaI che. 0 caityavaMdana zuM cIja che ? e barAbara jANavuM hoya to ekavAra lalitavistarA jarUra vAMco. parama samAdhinA bIjo kevI rIte ahIM rahelA che, te jANavA maLaze. namutthaNaMnI ATha saMpadAthI bhagavAnanI mahattA - mahAkarUNAzIlatA vagere jANavA maLaze. siddharSi AnAthI ja pratibodha pAmelA. bhagavAnanI A mUDInA ApaNe vArasadAra nahi banIe to koNa banaze ? bApanI mUDIno vArasadAra putra ja bane ne ? bhagavAna ApaNA parama pitA che, ApaNe suputra banyA chIe ke nahi te tapAsavAnuM che. 214 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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vaDhavANa (gujarAta) meM pUjyazrI kA praveza, vi.saM. 2047 zrAvaNa vada 3 29-08-1999, ravivAra dharma maMgaLa ja kare. adharma, amaMgaLa, ahita ja kare. maMgaLanuM bIjuM nAma sukha che. gharathI nIkaLatAM maMgaLa karIe chIe, paNa e dravya maMgaLa che. dharma duniyAnA badhA ja maMgaLomAM utkRSTa che : "thappo kaMpanamukiA dharmanuM mULa vinaya che. mATe ja navakAra (namo) mahAmaMgaLa kahevAya che. maMtrAdi ca savvesiM paDhamaM havai maMgalaM / dharmane yogyatA dekhAya to ja ApaNAmAM te Ave. adharma yogyatA - ayogyatA kAMI ja joto nathI. tarata ja dhasI Ave che. jyAre dharma yogyatA vinA Avato nathI ja. yogyatA mATe darakAra karavI paDe che. ayogyatA mATe kAMI ja jarUrI nathI. saheja yogyatA na dekhAya to dharma bArImAMthI joIne ja bhAgI jAya, aMdara Ave ja nahi. mATe ja dharmAcAryo yogyatA sau prathama jue che. mATe ja ayogyane dharma sUtro ApavAnI zAstrakAro nA pADe che. kahe ja ma ma jha = gA * * * * jha = 215

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pU. kanakasUrijI niHspRhaziromaNi hatA. prasiddhi vagerenI koI apekSA nahotI. dhArata to ghaNA ziSyo karI zakata, yogyatA na jaNAtAM teo vegaLA ja rahyA. * madrAsamAM raziyAno tattvajijJAsu Avelo. e mATe e hindI zIkhIne Avelo. mohanalAlajI DhaDhDhA, kharatara gacchanA pramukha tene laI AvelA. "mudde tattvajJAna zIvanA hai !' enI vAta jANIne tattvajJAna - pravezikAno 1lo pATha zIkhavADyo. khUba ja rAjI thayo. tamane AvI jijJAsA kharI ? amArI pAse zA mATe Avo cho ? dhaMdho sAro cAle, tabiyata sArI rahe mATe ? - tyAga, vairAgya, karuNA, bhakti, maitrInA saMskAro gADha banAvyA vinA bhavAMtaramAM sAthe nahi Ave. mATe ja roja e badhAnA saMskAra ghaTTa karavAnA che. bIjA jIvonuM kSAyika samyatva hoya toya varabodhi' na kahevAya. bhagavAnanuM kSAyopathamika sabhyatva paNa varabodhi' kahevAya. e paropakAra ane karuNAnA kAraNe ja. AvA karUNAzIla bhagavAna bIje kaye sthaLe maLavAnA ? teo paTu, abhyAsa ane AdarathI vairAgyAdine saMskAra ApIne evA ghaTTa banAve che ke bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe Ave. paM. bhadraMkaravi. mane pUchyuM : navakArane ja tame kema pakaDyo ? paM. ma. kahetA ? A badhA sUtro, vidhi, vidhAno joIe, tyAre ema thAya ke AmAMnuM badhuM jIvanamAM kyAre utArIzuM ? sUtrathI paNa nahi to arthathI ke tadubhayathI zI rIte UtArI zakIzuM ? eTale meM vicAryuM H badhuM to nahi pakaDI zakAya, eka navakAra barAbara pakaDI laIe toya tarI jaIe. AthI eka navakAra barAbara pakaDyo. 0 paTu, abhyAsa ane Adara A TANe ya (vaizeSikadarzana prathama pAda) jainetaro mAne che, paNa matijJAnanA prakArorUpe ApaNane paNa te mAnya che, ema jaMbUvi.ma. e _Laos ? 216 * * * * * * * * * kahe

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jaNAveluM. pU.paM. muktivijayajI abhidhAna koza ane prAkRta vyAkaraNanuM vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa punarAvartana karatA hatA. javAbamAM kahetA : bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe laI javA che. saMskRta bhASA para emanI jabbara pakkaDa hatI. agharAmAM agharA graMtho sahelAIthI vAMcI-vaMcAvI zakatA tathA zuddhIkaraNa karI noTo banAvatA. AvI 17 noTo sAMtalapuranA bhaMDAramAM hatI. graMtha mAtra vAMcI laIe, eno koI khAsa artha nathI. vAraMvAra ghuMTI-ghUMTIne bhAvita banAvIe tyAre phaLadAyI bane. jUnA graMthone kadI saMbhALIe chIe ? eka graMthane bIjItrIjI vAra vAMcIe chIe ? koI vepArI kadI kamAyelI mUDI khoI nAkhato nathI. ApaNe bhaNeluM bhUlI jaIe chIe. mUDI saMbhALatA nathI. jJAna ja ApaNI mUDI che. e ja bhavAMtaramAM sAthe Avaze. pustako, bokSa, bhakto, ziSyAdi parivAra vagere koI sAthe nahi Ave. kama se kama eTaluM karo : navakArathI laIne Avazyaka sUtro saMpUrNapaNe bhAvita karo. nahi to ApaNI kriyA upayogazUnya banI raheze. upayogazUnya kriyAnuM koI ja mUlya nahi rahe. mane paNa rasa nahoto paDato, jyAre huM Avazyaka sUtro zIkhato'to, paNa artha vagere jANyA pachI khUba ja rasa paDavA mAMDyo. prabodha TIkA, lalitavistarA vAMco. Avazyaka sUtronA rahasyo samajAze. mahAna tapasvI pU. bhuvanabhAnusUri mahArAjAe tenA para vivecanA lakhI che. nAma che H parama teja. e paNa vAMcI zakAya. jainetaronA maMtra gAyatrI maMtra' jJAnano maMtra che. navakA2 adhyAtmamaMtra che. navakAramaMtra e gaNadhara bhagavaMtonuM ApaNane maLeluM utkRSTa dAna che. enI mAvajata karIzuM to kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 210

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InAmapAtra TharIzuM. veDaphI nAkhIzuM to sajApAtra. ja mokSanI sAdhanAnA saMkSipta upAyo che Avazyaka sivAya bIje kyAMya nathI. 45 Agamono sAra AvazyakomAM che. 45 Agama eno vistAra mAtra che. dhyAna eTale ekAgratAnI saMvitti ! dhyAna eTale sthira adhyavasAya. ekAgratApUrvaka kAussagna karIe to saphaLa bane. anyathA pratijJA-bhaMga thAya. eka ja logassano bhale kAussaga karo, paNa evI ekAgratApUrvaka gaNo ke saphaLa bane. * cAvIthI tALA khUle, tema Avazyaka sUtrothI anaMta khajAnAo khule che. AgamonI cAvI naMdI, anuyoga ane vizeSAvazyaka bhASya' A traNamAM che. tapAgacchanA uttama vi. e kharataragacchIya devacandrajI pAse vizeSAvazyaka bhASyanuM adhyayana kareluM. vaLI, devacandrajIe acalagacchIya jJAnasAgarajI pAse vizeSAvazyakano abhyAsa karelo. devacandrajIe kyAMya dAdAnA stavano, gIto vagere banAvyA hoya, tema jANyuM nathI. temaNe jJAnasAra para jJAnamaMjarI TIkA lakhI che. temAM mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajIne bhagavAna tarIke saMbodhyA che. ApaNA mATe AvA graMtho sAce ja bhagavAna banIne Ave che. jinAgama paNa jinasvarUpa che. AjanA yugamAM jinAgama bolatA bhagavAna che. mUrti to haju bolatI nathI. Agama bole che. pratimA anakSara bodha Ape che, mAtra IzArAthI samajAve che. Agama akSara bodha Ape che. pratimAnA IzArA, pratimAno saMketa ApaNe samajI zakIzuM ? teonI mudrA kahe che : mArI jema padmAsana lagAvI svamAM ekAgra bano. upayogavaMta bano. kriyAmAM upayoga bhaLaze ne tarata ja amRtano rasAsvAda maLaze. jeTalA guNo bhagavAnanA che, te badhA ja ApaNane 218 * * * * * * * * * * * * *

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ApavA mATe che. 'na vikArAya vizvasyopakArAyaiva nirmitAH / sphuratkAruNyapIyUSa - vRSTayastattvadRSTayaH // - zAnasA2 pibanti nadyaH svayameva nAmbhaH... paropakArAya satAM vibhUtayaH // tamane je maLeluM che te bIjAne Apo. A zAsananA prabhAve je guNa-zakti Adi maLyA che to zAsana mATe vAparo. vyAjyAna, vAyanA, 416, sapana, adhyApana vagere se tyAre RNamuktinI bhAvanA keLavajo. "huM upakAra karuM chuM' ema nahi mAnatA. haribhadrasUri dareka graMthane aMte lakhatA : "A graMtha dvArA jagatanA jIvo doSamukta bano. jethI huM RNamukta banuM." ame to vaDasmAthI cha'rI' pAlatA zaMkhezvarajInA saMghamAM hatA ane samAcAra maLyA / adhyAtmayogI A.zrI kalApUrNasU. ma. no svargavAsa thayo / AghAta lAgyo / kevA uttama yogI hatA? mane to aMgata rIte gayA varSe ke.pI.nA ane bherutArakanA prasaMgomAM je nikaTatAmA rahevArnu maLyuM te mArA jIvananI yAdagAra kSaNo banI rhii| mArA upara teono kRpApUrNa dRSTipAta mane maLyo che / teo to potAnI sAdhanA AgaLa dhapAvavA vadhu uMcA sthAne padhAryA che / ApaNI pAse temanA jIvanano eka zreSTha nakazo mUkI gayA cha / tamo badhAne khUba ja AghAta lAgyo haze ! ane AvA svajana sUri guruvarano viraha vasamo hoya che. sarovarane haMsano viyoga veThavo muzkela hoya che paNa haMsa to jyAM paNa jAya tyAM zobhA ane sanmAnane pAme che / Ama sAva acAnaka ja cAlyA jaze 'Avajo' kahevA paNa nahIM rokAya evI kalpanA na hatI / paNa A to kudaratano akATya kAyado che, je mAnyA vinA chUTako nathI / - eja... pradyumnasUrinI anuvaMdanA 24-2-2002, zaMkhezvara. 16) * * * * * * * * * * * * * 210

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pU. kanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pU. kanakasUrijInI svargatithi zrAvaNa vada 4 30-08-1999, somavAra je zarIra mokSanuM parama sAdhana che. enA vinA dharma ArAdhanA thaI zake nahi. mATe ja A dehane TakAvavA sAdhue AhAra grahaNa karavAno che. 'mo nihiM masAvA ..' A amAruM ahIM (A samudAyamAM) AvavAnuM kema thayuM ? kamala vi.nA pitAjIe eka vakhate phalodI cAturmAsasthita vijayalabdhisUrijIne pUcheluM: vartamAnakALamAM zreSTha saMyamI koNa ? tyAre labdhisUrijIe pU.A.zrI kanakasUrijInuM nAma ApeluM. tyAre kamalavi. gRhasthapaNAmAM hAjara hatA. emaNe A yAda rAkheluM. dIkSA to Ama levI hatI rAmacandrasUrijI pAse. kAraNa ke emanA jaina pravacano vAMcavAthI vairAgya thayelo, paNa kamalavi. e pU. kanakasUrijI pAse dIkSA levAnuM nakkI karAvyuM. vaLI phalodInA kaMcanavi. paNa tyAM hatA. Ama bhagavAne ja mane ahIM mokalyo. huM to pahelethI ja bhagavAna para vizvAsa rAkhanAro ! e je karaze te barAbara 220 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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ja karaze. Avo pAko bharoso ! - madrAsano anubhava : ghaNAe kahyuM ke teo dhUtArA che, javA jevuM nathI, paNa bhagavAnanA saMketathI, bhagavAnanA bharose ame madrAsa gayA. tyAM paNa muhUrta saMbaMdhI vipna AvyA, paNa TaLI gayA ane pratiSThA dhAmadhUmathI thaI. huM AmAM paNa bhagavAnanI kRpA joUM chuM. amAruM prathama cAturmAsa to phalodImAM ja thayuM. bIjA cAturmAsa vakhate Ama to pU. kanakasU. sAthe rAdhanapura nakkI thayeluM, paNa pU. bApajI ma.nI IcchA jANIne amadAvAda tarapha prayANa thayuM. prathama gocanAda mukAme ja goLAnI takalIpha thatAM pU. bApajI ma. taraphathI nA AvatAM sAMtalapura cAturmAsa nakkI thayuM. rAdhanapuramAM bhadrasUrijInuM nakkI thaI gayeluM. bhaNavA mATe amAruM (kalAprabhavi., ratnAkaravi., deva, tarUNavi. sAthe. baMne tophAna kare mATe eka kalpataruvi. ne sAMtalapura rAkhyA) cAturmAsa rAdhanapura thayuM. tyAM ja haragovanadAsa paMDitajInA kahevAthI pAThazALAmAM vyAkhyAna zarU thayA. (kalAprabhavi. nA paNa vyAkhyAna tyAM zarU thayA) paryuSaNamAM paNa traNa divasa vyAkhyAna ApyA. pachI mAtra mAMDavI saM. 2013 ane AdhoI saM. 2016, A be ja cAturmAsa pU.A.zrInI nizrAmAM maLyA, paNa aMtaranA AzIrvAda pUrA maLyA. bhagavAna ja badhuM bhaluM karaze, A vAta para pUro bharoso. bhojanamAM tRptinI zakti ke ApaNAmAM ? pANImAM tarasa chIpAvavAnI zakti ke ApaNAmAM ? jo ApaNAmAM ja hoya to photarAM khAIne, peTrola pIne bhUkha-tarasa chIpAvo. thaI zake evuM ? .. tamArAmAM ja mukti mATenI zakti hoya to bhagavAna vinA ja sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadho. thaI zake evuM ? tRtimAM jema khorAka puSTa kAraNa che, tema muktimAM bhagavAna puSTa kAraNa che. bilADI ke vAnarInA baccA banIne jAva, bhagavAna pAse. bhagavAna badhuM saMbhALI leze. kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * * 221

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pAvanuM jo kALAbena NilAla harakhacaMda sAravAranA koTI koTI vaMdana ho vavALa ( gurAta ) meM pUkhyazrI nA praveza, vi.saM. 2047 zrAvaNa vada pa 31-08-1999, maMgaLavAra vaidya rogInI avasthA jANIne davA Ape, rogI avasthAmAM cAlu hoya te Arogya avasthAmAM baMdha, Arogya avasthAmAM cAlu hoya te rogI avasthAmAM baMdha paNa thAya. bhagavAna paNa jagatanA dhanvaMtari vaidya che. ApaNA jevA dardIone sAme rAkhIne niyamo banAvavAmAM AvelA che. koIka samaye jenuM vidhAna hoya, koIka samaye teno niSedha paNa hoya. 'saMyama khapa karatA muni namIe, deza kALa 222 anumAne.' muni paNa deza ane kALane anusare. atyAre varNana cAle che utsarganuM. gItArtha dravya-kSetrAdi joI niyamomAM pheraphAra paNa karI zake. azubha nimittothI dUra rahIe to ja azubha bhAvothI dUra rahI zakIe. mATe ja tIrthaMkaro svayaM paNa gRhasthapaNAno tyAga (azubha nimittono tyAga) karIne dIkSA * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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grahaNa kare che. bhagavAna mATe jarUrI to ApaNA mATe nahi ? zrAvako paNa abhigrahAdi dhAraNa karatA hoya to sAdhu dhAraNa na kare ? kaccha jeTalI kamANI paNa muMbaImAM na thAya to tame zuM karo ? ApaNe paNa saMsAra choDI ahIM AvyA. ahIM AvyA pachI paNa kamANI na vadhArI to vicAravA jevuM nahi ? mane kadI yAda nathI AvatuM ke meM kadI pramAda karyo hoya ke samaya nakAmo bagADyo hoya. muktinA musApharane pramAda na ja paravaDe. sAdhu gocarIe nIkaLe tyAre dravyAdi abhigraha dhAraNa karIne nIkaLe. abhigraha dhAraNa karavAmAM paNa prasannatA. emanI prasannatAnI saMsArIne IrSyA thAya. tamArI prasannatA koI na jue to koNa tamArI pAse Avaze ? prasannatA cuMbakIya tattva che, je anyane tamArI pAse kheMce che. AjanA kALamAM paNa sAdhu cakravartIthI paNa caDI jAya tevI prasannatAno svAmI banI zake che. sAdhu-sAdhvI tIrthanA sevaka che, eTaluM ja nahi te svayaM paNa tIrtharUpa che. eTale tamane bhagavAna paNa praNAma kare evA sthAne cho. tIrthane tIrthaMkara praNAma kare che : Namo titthassa / A tIrthanA prabhAvathI ja pralayakALanA megha aTakI rahyA che. AvA tIrthanI prAptinI keTalI khumArI hoya ? AmrabhaTTa bahu ja udAra. koI vijaya meLavIne te Avyo. rAjA kumArapALe tene sonaiyAnA thelA bharIne ApyA. hIrAno hAra paNa Apyo. bahAra nIkaLyA pachI yAcakoe tene gherI letAM badhuM ja dAnamAM ApI dIdhuM, hIrAno hAra paNa ApI dIdho. pATaNamAM comera prazaMsA thavA lAgI. IrSyALuoe kumArapALane kAna bhaMbheraNI karI : ApanAthI paNa vadhu prazaMsA AmrabhaTTanI thAya che. dAna ApanuM, prasiddhi enI ! A to ApanuM apamAna kahevAya. eno kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * ** 223

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Azaya samajI lo. amApa lokapriyatA dvArA rAjya paDAvavAnI A pUrvabhUmikA che. mahArAjA gusse bharAyA. bIje divase mahArAjAnI nArAjagI AdmabhaTTa jANI gayo. rAjA : "kema ATaluM dAna ?' AMbaDa : "Apa nahi, e dAna huM ja karI zakuM !" "kema ? "Apa to dethalInA ThAkaraDA tribhuvanapALanA dIkaro. huM 18 dezanA mAlika mahArAjA kumArapALano dAsa. huM dAna na karuM to koNa kare ?' rAjAno gusso ThaMDo paDI gayo. rAjAnA sevakane dAsatvanI ATalI khumArI hoya to ApaNane bhagavAnanA dAsatvanI keTalI khumArI hovI joIe ? dAsatvanI khumArI hoya to caityavaMdanAdi kriyA tucchatApUrvaka na thAya. bIje badhe rasa jAge, paNa bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM ja rasa nahi ? kyAM gaI dAsatvanI khumArI ? - bhakti : IndrabhUti bhagavAnanA ziSya banyA ne tripadI dvArA antarmuhUrtamAM dvAdazAMgI banAvI. e zakti bhagavAna dvArA ja pragaTI. pUrvAvasthAmAM kyAM hatI A zakti ? bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ja IrSyA, mAna, avirati, krodha, pramAda vagere doSoe vidAya lIdhI. caMDakauzikamAM potAnI meLe 8mA devaloke javAnI zakti hatI ? ke bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI pragaTI ? bIjamAM vRkSa banavAnI zakti che to banAvo. koThImAM rAkhIne. bIja mATe dharatI jarUrI che, tema bhakta mATe bhagavAna jarUrI che. * bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ja saMsAranA musAphara ApaNe muktinA musAphara banI zakIe. have tame ja vicAro : upAdAna prabaLa ke nimitta ? 224 * # # # # # - kahe.

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caityavaMdana rahI jaze to jogamAM dahADo paDaze, evA bhayathI caityavaMdana cUkatA nathI tame, paNa tame kadI vicAryuM ? je caityavaMdana rahI javAthI dahADo paDato hoya, emAM keTalA rahasyo bharyA haze ? bhagavAnanI bhakti bharelI che - caityavaMdanamAM. mAtranAmanA sahAre anyadarzanIo samAdhisudhI pahoMcyA che, to ApaNe bhagavAnanI bhaktinI upekSA zI rIte karI zakIe ? rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa kAlImAne jotA ke nAma sAMbhaLatA tyAre bhAvAvezamAM AvI jatA. prabhunuM nAma, mUrti ke Agama tamArI pAse che eTale prabhu tamArI pAse ja che. kyAMya nathI gayA bhagavAna. jagaciMtAmaNi" sUtra Agama kharuM ne ? Avazyaka sUtra che. enA artho - rahasyo kadIka vicAro to nAcI UThazo. makAvaya saMvimarUva...aSTApada para rahelI mUrtio samakSa gautamasvAmI stuti karatAM kahe che : "ATha karmonA nAza karanAra karAvanAra covIzaya tIrthakaro." ahIM gautamasvAmI mUrtimAM sAkSAta bhagavAna joI rahelA che. AdinAtha bhagavAne puMDarIkasvAmIne siddhakSetra para ja rahI javA kahyuM. neminAthe pArzvanAtha pratimA meLavIne jarA vidyA bhagADavA kahyuM. mahAvIrasvAmIe aSTApadayAtrA dvArA carama zarIrIpaNuM batAvyuM. A badhA dRSTAMto batAve che ke bhAvatIrthakaranI bhakti jeTalo ja lAbha sthApanA tIrthakaranI bhakti Ape. aSTApada yAtrAthI te ja bhave mokSa maLe.' bhagavAnanI A vAta jANIne ja tapAsoe aSTApada yAtrA mATe kammara kaselI. utkRSTakALe 170 tIrthakaro, 9 kroDa kevaLIo, 9OOO kroDa (90 abaja) sAdhuo. 90 abaja sAdhvIo. A badhAne jagaciMtAmaNimAM vaMdana karavAnuM hoya che. bhAvathI karo to keTalo lAbha ? kahe * * * * * * * * * * 225

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vaLavANa (gujarAta) upAzraya meM pUjyazrI, vi.saM. 2047 zrAvaNa vada 6 01-09-1999, budhavAra pALavAmAM bhale kaSTadAyI hoya, paNa phaLa jenuM lAbhadAyI hoya tyAM kaSTa nathI lAgatuM. vepArIne vepAramAM, kheDUtane khetImAM, majUrane majUrImAM kaSTa hoya che, chatAM sAme lAbha dekhAto hovAthI kaSTa lAgatuM nathI. tema sAdhune paNa mokSano lAbha dekhAto hovAthI kaSTa nathI lAgatuM. lakhapatinu lakSa kroDapati tarapha, kroDapatinuM lakSa abajapati banavA tarapha hoya che, tema zrAvakanuM sAdhu tarapha, sAdhunuM siddhi tarapha lakSa hovuM joIe. na hoya to sAdhaka te sthAne paNa rahI na zake. zrAvake zrAvakapaNAmAM ke sAdhue sAdhupaNAmAM TakI rahevuM hoya to paNa AgaLanuM lakSa hovuM ja joIe. zrAvakanI utkRSTa bhUmikA karatAM paNa sAdhunI jaghanya bhUmikAmAM keTalAya gaNI vizuddhi vadhAre hoya che. zuddhi vadhu tema AnaMda vadhu ! bAra mahinAmAM ja sAdhu anuttara vimAnanA devane paNa prasannatAmAM jItI jAya. pachI to AnaMda je vadhato 226 = * * * * * * * * * kahe

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rahe tene varNavavA koI upamA nathI. kapaDAmAMthI mela dUra thAya tema ujjavalatA vadhe tema manamAMthI azuddhi dUra thAya tema prasannatA vadhe. A ja sAco AnaMda che. gharano AnaMda. bAhya tapa prathama zA mATe ? jarUrI zA mATe ? atyaMtara tapane phorsa ApanAra bAhya tapa che. huM mArA anubhavathI kahuM chuM ke je divase upavAsAdi karelA hoya te divase sAdhanAmAM vadhu phorsa Ave. - AhAranI lolupatA sAdhune na hoya, mAtra sAdhanA mATe AhAra grahaNa kare. Indriyo zithila na thAya, sahAyaka dharma maTI na jAya, sahanazIlatA ghaTI na jAya, svAdhyAyamAM hAni na thAya, mATe bhojana le. | managamatuM bhojana (gulAbajAMbu, rasagullA vagere) maLe to ja grahaNa karavuM, evA abhigraho na thaI zake. A to Asakti kahevAya. - ApaNA ziSya parivArane jevA banAvavA hoya tevA prathama ApaNe banavuM paDe. ekAsaNA, svAdhyAya, saMyama, sevA vagere guNothI vibhUSita ziSya IcchatA ho to tame pahelA jIvanamAM e guNo utAro. - gocarInI ATha paddhatio : (1) RjavI (sIdhI) : kramazaH sIdhA zerImAM javuM, na maLe to pAchA sthAnamAM. (2) gatvA pratyAgati : zerInI baMne bAju. sIdhA gayA pachI pAchA sAmI bAjue. (3) gomUtrikA : sAma-sAme gomUtranI dhAranA AkAre gharomAM javuM. (4) pataMga vIthI : pataMgIyAnI jema aniyata gharomAM javuM. (5) peTA : peTI jevA corasa AkAre gharomAM javuM. (6) ardhapeTA : ardhI peTI jevA AkAre gharomAM javuM. (7) atyaMtara zaMbuka : gAmanI aMdarathI zarU karI bahAranA gharomAM AvavuM. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 220

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(8) bAhya zaMbuka : bahArathI zarU karI aMdara pUruM karavuM. 0 10 prANamAM AyuSya khUTI jAya to naveya prANa nakAmA ! e paNa zvAsa lo to Take. ahIM paNa zrata, samyapha sAmAyika AyuSya ane zvAsanA sthAne che. Avazyaka niryuktimAM sAmAyikanA traNa prakAra batAvyA (1) zrata, (2) samyapha ane (3) cAritra sAmAyika. 'mAyA sAmArUpa, mAyA sAmAkSa ke' - bhagavatI sUtra AtmA sAmAyika che, sAmAyikano artha che. bhagavAI aMge bhAkhIyo, sAmAyika artha; sAmAyika paNa AtamA, dharo zuddho artha...' - 125 gAthA stavana. yazovi. zaMkA : to pachI badhA jIvomAM sAmAyika ghaTI jaze. samAdhAna : saMgrahanayathI ghaTe. nayapaddhati jainadarzananI maulika vizeSatA che. nayapaddhati jANyA vinA ghaNA goTALA vaLI jAya. saMgrahanayathI badhA jIvo siddha samAna che. vyavahAranaya je vakhate je hoya te mAne, karmasattAne AgaLa rAkhIne cAle. e vinA vyavahAra na cAle. "mArA UdhArA paisA tyAM paDyA che. mane mAla Apo. tame tyAMthI ugharANI karI lejo." Ama bajAramAM cAle ? mATe AtmasvabhAvamAM ramaNatA hoya tyAM sAmAyika samajavuM. A sAmAyika zI rIte meLavavuM ? tenA upAyo zeSa pAMca AvazyakomAM kramazaH maLatA jaze. jJAna bhaNavAthI nahi, vinaya-sevAthI Ave che. mATe ja atyaMtara tapamAM vinayanuM sthAna svAdhyAyathI pahelA mUkavAmAM AvyuM che. vinaya karo to jJAna maLe, svAdhyAya thaI zake. vinayathI AveluM jJAna abhimAna nahi karAve. vinaya koNa karI zake ? potAne laghu-tuccha mAne che. tuccha mAne te ja prAyazcitta karI zake. 228 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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mukhya atyaMtara tapa che paNa bAhya tapa tene puSTa karanAra vAdya tadupavRMdam | - jJAnasAra ja cetyavaMdanamAM bhAva kema nathI AvatA ? jenuM huM caityavaMdana karuM chuM, e kevA che ? enuM svarUpa haju ApaNe samajyA nathI. artha jANIe, bhagavAnano mahimA samajIe tema AnaMda vadhe. AnaMda vadhe tema zuddhi vadhe. zuddhi vadhe tema AnaMda vadhe. Ama A amRtacakra che. ekabIjA para AdhArita che. ekathI bIjAne protsAhana maLe. ajitanAtha bhagavAnanA samayamAM sarvotkRSTa mAnavanI AbAdI hatI. tyAre tIrthakaro paNa badhe ja hatA : 170. nava kroDa kevaLI ane nava hajAra kroDa (90 abaja) munio hatA. atyAre 20 tIrthakaro che. be kroDa kevaLI ane be hajAra kroDa (20 abaja) sAdhuo che. have utsarpiNImAM 23mA tIrthakaranA samaye utkRSTathI 170 tIrthaMkaro thaze. 1 tIrthaMkarano parivAra : 10 lAkha kevaLI, 100 kroDa munio (1 abaja) hoya. hAla hamaNA ja pUjyazrInA samAcAra maLyA / bhUkaMpa karatAM paNa joradAra AMcako ane dhrAsako hRdayane halabalAvI gayo / __ amAro eka AlaMbana staMbha tUTI gayo / AdarzanuM darpaNa cUra thaI gayuM / amo svayaM vyathita chIe / ApazrIone zuM AzvAsana ApI zakIye ? chatAM svastha rahIne kartavyanI AvI paDelI zilAne saMmAno / - I. mApanA ja kaMku jinacaMdrasAgarasUri - hemacaMdrasAgarasUri 26--ra002, surata. I kahe jhADa * * * * * * * * * 229

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AzIrvAna te guNa pUchyazrI, vi.saM. 2047, vaDhavANa ( gurAta ) zrAvaNa vada 7 02-09-1999, guruvAra sAdhu ane zrAvakadharma be prakArano dharma bhagavAne bhUmikAnA bhedathI batAvyo che. kAraNa ke jIvonI bhUmikA tevI hoya che. dRDha manobaLI sAdhu ane hIna manobaLI zrAvaka bane che. 230 sAdhupaNuM eTale bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pUrNa pAlana. zrAvakapaNuM eTale bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM apUrNa pAlana, paNa zraddhA pUrNa. hamaNA bhagavatImAM bhagavAna mATe vizeSaNa AvyuM : '3ppannanALavaMsane' utpanna kevaLajJAnavALA, ema lakhyuM, paNa 'nALavaMsaLadhare'na lakhyuM. te ema jaNAve che ke kevaLajJAna utpanna karavuM paDe che. je koI paNa jIva karI zake che. anyadarzanInI jema ahIM anAdikALathI jJAna che, evuM nathI, utpanna thayeluM che. nAnapaNamAM mane adhyAtma mATenI ruci kharI, paNa kayuM sAcuM adhyAtma te kayuM khoTuM ? tenI gatAgama nahi, paNa * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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puNyayoge mane pahelethI ja bhakti pasaMda. jANe ke satata bhagavAna mArgadarzana ApatA rahyA. koIe mane gRhasthApaNAmAM (kherAgaDhamAM) kAnajInuM pustaka ApIne kahyuM : AmAM kharUM adhyAtma che. vAMcajo. pustaka kholatAM ja aMdara jovA maLyuM : upAdAna ja mukhya che. nimitta akiMcitkara che.' A meM tarata ja mUkI dIdhuM ne pelAne kahI dIdhuM : adhyAtma nathI. huM badhA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne jaNAvavA mAMguM chuM : jyAM devagurunI bhakti na hoya tevA koI anuSThAnamAM sAcuM adhyAtma che, ema mAnazo nahi. pU. devacandrajI mahArAja kahe che : koThImAM hajAra varSa bIja paDyA raheze. emane ema ja raheze; paNa jamInamAM vAvo to ? bIje vRkSa anaMtatA re, prasare bhU-jala yoga.' - pU. devacandrajI tema ApaNe paNa bhagavAnano saMyoga pAmIne anaMta banI zakIe. bIjane jamIna-pANI vagere na maLe to potAnI meLe vRkSa na banI zake tema jIva ekalo ja ziva na banI zake. A vAta tarapha tamArA koInuM dhyAna nathI tenuM mane bahu ja du:kha che. kema koInI najara jatI nathI ? che. pU. devacandrajI ma.e prathama stavanamAM prItiyoga batAvyo SoDazaka yogaviMzikA vageremAM prItiyoga batAvyo che, te A prabhuno prema samajavo. prabhu premanA kAraNe ja mArga bhUlAyo nathI. mATe ja 'mumunAno' prabhu pAse ApaNe roja mAMgIe chIe. - jenA mAthe guru haze te kadI mArgabhraSTa nahi bane. gAma mATe ghaDA banAvavAnI javAbadArI kuMbhAranI che, tema jIvamAMthI ziva banAvavAnI javAbadArI bhagavAnanI che. mATIne kuMbhAra na maLe to potAnI meLe ghaDo banI zake nahi. bhagavAna vinA ApaNe paNa bhagavAna banI zakIe nahi. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 231

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paMcavastaka : * gocarI mATe bhojana samaye ja javuM. AgaLa-pAchaLa nahi. kAraNa ke ema karatAM pUrvakarma-pazcAtkarma doSa lAge. zA mATe ApaNe ATalI bola-bola karIe chIe ? zakti veDaphIe chIe ? maunathI zakti-UrjA vadhe. mauna eTale vANIno upavAsa. manathI vicArano khaLabhaLATa choDo. manano upavAsa AdarI. mauna rahe te muni. vANI para saMyama rAkhe te vAcaMyama. gocarI vakhate ja nahi, bIjA samaye paNa mauna rahe te muni ! AvuM mauna Avaze to ja zaktino saMcaya thaze. mana-vacana-kAyAthI ApaNe kamANI karIe chIe ke veDaphIe chIe ? saMghaTTo letAM jema nathI bolatA tema paDilehaNa - gocarI vakhate paNa nahi bolavuM joIe. - bhakti : he Atman ! havethI huM tane kadI durgatimAM nahi mokaluM' ATaluM nakkI karI lo. bIjA para nahi to potAnA AtmA para to dayA karo. dIkSA nathI maLI teo na maLyAno aphasosa kare che ne ApaNe ALasa karIe to ? saMyama saphaLa banAvavA be cIjo saraLa che : bhakti ane jJAna !bIjApariSahavagere to ApaNe sahana karI zakIe tema nathI. bhakti vadhe tema AnaMda vadhe. bhaktino saMbaMdha AnaMda sAthe che. koI mahApuNyodaya jAgyo : ApaNane bhakti karavAnuM mana thayuM. nahi to mana paNa kyAM thAya ? ApaNe bhakta mATe TAIma kADhI zakIe chIe, paNa svayaM bhakta banIne paramAtmA mATe samaya kADhI zakatA nathI. premalakSaNA bhaktino abhyAsa karavo hoya to upA. yazovi.nI covIzI kaMThastha karo. kramazaH tamane eka pachI eka sopAna maLatA jaze. bhagavAna sAthenA premamAM kyAMya jokhama nathI. jIvo sAthe prema karavA jatAM rAga AvI zake. prema ghaNo kapaTI zabda che. bhagavAna para prema eTale bhagavAnanA guNo (jJAnAdi) 232 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * *

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para prema. koI vyakti para nahi. guru para prema eTale gurutattva para prema. koI vyaktigata prema nahi. prabhu-bhaktanA manamAM paNa Aroha-avaroha thayA kare che. mATe ja tamane koI stavanomAM prabhuno utkaTa prema dekhAze to koI stavanomAM prabhuno utkaTa viraha dekhAze. zraddhAvRddhi mATe jJAna jarUrI che. samabhaMgI, naya, dravyaguNaparyAyAdinuM jJAna zraddhA vadhAre. zraddhA jJAna vadhe tema bhakti tAttvika banatI jAya. cAritra bhaLe to to vAta ja zI karavI ? sumatinAtha guNaMze milIjI...' ahIM bhagavAnanA guNo para prema abhivyakta thayo che. ISTa vastu maLI jatAM mukha malakAI UThe che. bhakta mATe to bhagavAna ja ISTa vastu che, bIjuM kAMI ja nahi. pANImAM tela nAkho. e prasarI jaze, tema ApaNA hRdayamAM prabhu-prema prasarI javo joIe. 3 acAnaka Aje savAranA pUjyapAda adhyAtmayogI AcArya : bhagavaMtanA kALadharmanA samAcAra maLatAM eka AMcako anubhavyo / sadA apramatta, sva-ArAdhanAmAM jAgRta, paramAtmabhakti - magna pUjyazrI jainazAsananI jabarajasta prabhAvanA karavA sAthe aneka AtmAone paramAtmabhakti - navakAra maMtranA smaraNamA joDIne upakAra karatA gayA che / ApanA zirachatra javAthI duHkha thAya te sahaja che / samasta jaina saMghone tathA vizeSata: kacchane na pUrAya tevI khoTa paDI che / pUjyazrIno AtmA mahAvidehamAM jaIne paramAtmapada pAmIne AtmakalyANa sAdhI leze / ApaNane saune e mArge laI javA sahAyaka bane e ja prArthanA / Apa badhA khUba ja samaju cho / teonA guNone anubhavelA cha / temanA guNo ApaNA jIvanamAM Ave e sAcI zraddhAMjali che / amoe devavaMdana karyA cha / - 54. vajhanavinayana saMtanA ku. 4, viramatI, amadAvAda ) kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * + ga = * * * * * * * * * 233

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pravacana kI lAkSaNika mudrA, vaDhavANa, vi.saM. 2047 zrAvaNa vada 8 03-09-1999, zukravAra * tAre te tIrtha. jene potAnA DUbavAnuM bhAna hoya te ja taravAnI jhaMkhanA kare. DUbI rahyA chIe tema lAge che ? prANIne bacAvavAnuM kAma tIrthanuM che. viSaya-kaSAyamAM phasAvuM eTale DUbavuM ! DUbato mANasa bacavA Icche, kedI kedamAMthI chUTavA Icche tema dharmI saMsArathI chUTakAro che. AzcaryanI vAta che ! keTalAya jIvo vAraMvAra e kedamAM javA Icche che. pelo vANIyo jANI joIne kedamAM javA gunhA karavA lAgyo. pUchatAM kahyuM : meM tyAM vepAra karyo che. have bIjIvAra jAuM to ugharANI thaI zake ne ? tame AvA nathI ne ? jela jevA saMsAramAM pharI-pharI javAnuM mana thatuM nathI ne ? tamAre koI hisAba bAkI rahyA nathI ne ? jara-jorU-jamIna traNa AsaktinA ne jhagaDAnA mULa che. 234 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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saMsAra hAthe karIne Ubho karyo che. ghaTADavAnuM kyAMya nAma nathI. atyAre saMsAramAM janma-maraNa cAlu che te barAbara che ? ke kaMTALo Ave che ? dehano tyAga eTalo ja mokSano artha nathI. kevaLajJAnIono paNa deha chUTe che. deha chUTavAnI sAthe karma choDI devA te mokSa che. deha chUTavAnI sAthe viSaya-kaSAyanA saMskAra sAthe laI javA te maraNa che. sAta janma sudhI sarvavarita maLI jAya to avazya maraNane mokSamAM badalAvI zakIe. saMsAranA sAgaramAM dezivaratinI nAvaDI nahi cAle, sarvaviratinuM sTImara joIze. mAtra veSanahi, bhAvasAdhupaNuM joIe. chakAyanI rakSA sAthe AtmA (zubha adhyavasAyo)nI rakSA kare tene bhAva sAdhupaNuM maLe. atyAre zrAvakonI tattvaruci ghaTI gayelI dekhAya che. AjathI 60-70 varSa pahelA kevA tattvajijJAsu zrAvako hatA ? Aje kyAM che ? Aje tame chuTTInA kAraNe moTI saMkhyAmAM Avo cho, paNa vAstavamAM jinavANI zravaNano rasa kharo ? A tIrtha uttama banyuM che. ene havA khAvAnuM sthAna nahi banAvatA. vAsakSepa na maLe to koI nArAja nahi thatA. gurumukhe dharmalAbha sAMbhaLyo. AzIrvAda maLI gayA, kAma thaI gayuM. moTo dhasAro thato hovAthI vAsakSepa nAkhI zakato nathI. DaoN.nI paNa nA che. paMcavastuka : mAtra kaSTathI Atmazuddhi thatI hoya to baLado, majUro vagere ghaNA kaSTo sahe che. emAM AjJApUrvakanI AtmazuddhinuM lakSya hovuM joIe. jo kaSTe muni mAraga thAve, baLada thAye to sAro; bhAra vahe je tAvaDe bhamato, khamato gADha prahAro.' upA. yazo. 350 gAthAnuM stavana abhigraho dhA2vAthI sattva vadhe che. kSudhAdi pariSaho sahavAnI zakti Ave che. ahaMkAra, moha, mamatva Adi doSo TaLe che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * 235

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AdinAthajIne 400 divasa sudhI bhikSA na maLI. kayA kAraNe ? ApaNe hoIe to kyAranoya IzAro karI daIe ! e to ThIka, 4000 - kaccha - mahAkAdi sahadIkSitoe paNa dIkSA pUrve bhojana vyavasthA mATe pUchaLyuM nathI. keTalA samarpita haze ? sonAne Aga AdinI parIkSAmAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che, tema saMyamIne paNa pariSadonI AgamAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. - loca Adi svecchAe sahana karavAnI AdatanA kAraNe sahaja rIte AvatA pariSahAdi sahelAIthI sahana karI zakAya che. loca vakhate sahana karanArA ApaNe enA sivAyanA prasaMge koI vALa khece to ? sahana karIzuM ? vALa to Aje koI nahi khece paNa tamAruM apamAna thAya tevA zabdo kaheze. tyAre tame zuM karazo ? gALo to nathI Apato ne ? ema vicArajo. gALo Ape to lAkaDI to nathI mArato ne ? lAkaDI mAre to jAnathI to nathI mArato ne ? jAnathI mAre to dharma-nAza to nathI karato ne ? ema vicAra karazo to kyAreya gusso nahi Ave. Akroza, tarjanA, ghAtanA, dharmabaMzane bhAve re; agrima agrima virahathI, lAbha to zuddhasvabhAve re.. - upa. yazovi, sajhAya. chaThThuM pApasthAnaka pApakSaya, iryApathikI, vaMdanA... Adi 8 kAraNe kAyotsarga thAya che. pAvavavaUAlya rUriyArU.. caityavaMdana bhASya. * sukhalAla paMDite kaheluM : pratikramaNanA sUtro bIjA AcAryoe racelA che. tenI sAme prazna mUkavAmAM Avyo : to pachI gaNadhara bhagavaMto pratikramaNamAM kayA sUtro bolatA hatA ? pachI sukhalAlajIe sUtronuM gaNadhara kartRtva svIkAravuM paDyuM. - nAgezvara tIrthamAM pahelIvAra darzana karyA tyAre lAgyuM : jANe sAkSAtu pArzvanAtha maLyA. barAbara nava hAthanI kAyA bhopAvaramAM zAntinAthanI, jayapuramAM mahAvIrasvAmI Adi kAyotsargastha mUrtio che. AvI mUrtio samakSa kAyotsargano abhyAsa karavA jevo che. 236 = = = = = = = * * * * * * kahe

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alaukika tejavALI mUrtionA darzanathI samyakta nirmaLa thAya che. amadAvAdamAM jAuM tyAre mULIyA, mahAvIrasvAmI, jagavallabha acUka jAuM. sAkSAt mahAvIrasvAmI yAda Ave. paNa tame svayaM zAnta ho to ja evI anubhUti thAya. ahI roja mahAvIrasvAmInA zAntacitte darzana karo cho ? sAMje ghInA dIpakamAM bhagavAna kevA suMdara zobhe che ? tamane zaMkhezvara dAdA yAda AvI jaze. 0bhakti ApaNI, paNa zakti bhagavAnanI. bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ApaNI zaktio vyakta thatI rahe che. bhagavAna ja ApaNI zaktione bahAra lAvavAnA mukhya hetu che. gautamasvAmI AnuM uttama udAharaNa che. emanuM abhimAna vinayamAM pariNamyuM. emanI tamAma vinAzagAminI zaktio vikAsagAminI banI. arihaMtanI bhaktithI ApaNI zraddhA, medhA, dhRti, dhAraNA, anuprekSA Adi vadhatA cAle che. * nA pADatA mA-bApane aImuttAe kahyuM: mane mRtyuthI bacAvI zakatA ho to huM dIkSA na lauM! mA-bApa cUpa thaI gayA. 100 varSanA bUDhA paNa mota nathI IcchatA. pelI DozIe bheMsa joI yama samajIne kahyuM : huM mAMdI nathI. mAMdo to pelo che. sAdhupaNuM eTale mRtyuMjaya maMtra. sAdhune kadI mRtyuno bhaya na hoya. roja e bole : 'mAramuvadi 6, savaM tividhI vosira' roja AhAra, upadhi, zarIrano tyAga karIne ja sUve. mRtyuMjayI tapa-ja5 joIe che ? mRtyuMjayI tapa che : mAsakSamaNa. mRtyuMjayI japa che : navakAra mahAmaMtra. navakAra maMtranuM nAma che : mRtyuMjaya maMtra. mRtyu nahi Ave tema nahi, navakArathI mRtyumAM asamAdhi nahi thAya. samAdhithI maravuM eTale mRtyune jItI javuM. | navakArano jApa to phale jo te kALA kAmo ane kALA dhaMdhA na karo. (AvelA lokone navakAravALI gaNavAnI pratijJA apAI). kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 230.

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che ke je - - 3). 3 2 viAra jo pUjyazI, ne | if ;\ ]paNa 205rApara(acha) zrAvaNa vada 9 04-09-1999, zanivAra * siddhAntono svAdhyAya vadhe tema saMyamanI zuddhi ane sthiratA vadhe, bhagavAna sAthe abhedabhAve milana thAya. cAritra eTale ja prabhunuM milana. saMto, yogIo prabhu sAthe milana karI zake che. jANa cAritra te AtamA, zuddha svabhAvamAM ramato re; lezyA zuddha alaMkaryo, moha vane navi bhamato re. AvA cAritra sudhI koI rIte pahoMcI zakAya ? jJAna pramANe zraddhA, zraddhA pramANe cAritra, cAritra pramANe dhyAna, dhyAna pramANe bhagavAna maLe che. sAdhanomAM nyUnatA rAkhIe chIe mATe ja bhagavAna maLatA nathI. cAlyA vinA dhyeya kema Ave ? khAdhA vinA tRpti kema maLe ? samyag darzana, jJAna, cAritra prabhu-prAptino upAya che. e na sevIe to prabhu kema maLe ? rasto maLI gayo, paNa cAlavuM to paDe ja ne ? 238 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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dIkSA dhyeyanI samApti nathI. sAdhanAnI pUrNAhuti nathI, kharekhara to sAdhanAno prAraMbha che. mithyAtva guNasthAnaka paNa sAcA arthamAM apunabaMdhaka (maitrIdaSTi)mAM ghaTe. guNanuM sthAna te guNasthAnaka. bAkI oghathI mithyAtva guNasthAnaka to ekendriyane che tema ApaNane paNa hoya to pharaka zo paDyo ? bahArathI ApaNI bhale puSkaLa prazaMsA thatI hoya, paNa e kAMI ApaNI sAdhanAnuM sarTiphikeTa nathI. lokonA kahevAthI ApaNe zreSTha banI zakatA nathI. atyAre ApaNe jANIe chIe kharA, paNa bIjAne jaNAvavA mATe. jyAM sudhI e jJAna ApaNI sAdhanAmAM na lagADIe tyAM sudhI AtmakalyANa nahi thAya. prIti, bhakti, vacana, asaMga - A cAra yogomAM sthira, majabUta rahIe to kyAMya bhUlA na paDIe. jinezvara vihita evuM koI anuSThA nathI, jemAM Atmazuddhi na hoya. nukazAnIno aMza nahi ne naphAno pAra nahi . * nagara-praveza vakhate paga pUMjavA kharA, paNa loko kaMIka ADI-avaLI zaMkA kare tema hoya to na paNa pUMjavA. pezAbano vega kadI rokavo nahi. rokavAthI AMkhane nukazAna thAya. * atyAre ApaNA mATe zAstra e ja tIrthakara che. zAstranuM bahumAna te bhagavAnanuM bahumAna che. zAstre puraskRte tasmAd, vItarAgaH puraskRtaH / puraskRte punastasmin, niyamAt sarvasiddhayaH // zAstra AgaLa dharyA, teNe bhagavAnane AgaLa dharyA. bhagavAnane AgaLa dharyA, tene sarvasiddhi maLe ja. * artha puruSArtha dAna dharma sAthe kAma puruSArtha zIladharma sAthe dharma puruSArtha tapa dharma sAthe mokSa puruSArtha bhAvadharma sAthe saMbaMdhita che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * # # # # # # # # # 239

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Dagale ne pagale zarIramAMthI azuci nIkaLe che. zarIranI zuddhi pANIthI thaI zake. AtmA paNa Dagale ne pagale game teTalI kALajI rAkhavA chatAM azuddhithI kharaDAto rahe che. mATe ja IriyAvahiyaM dareka anuSThAna pUrve jarUrI che. pUrNAnaMdasUri (pU. vallabhasUrijInA) roja 108 vAra IriyAvahiyaM japatA. mohanuM kAma malina banAvavAnuM, bhagavAnanuM kAma nirmaLa banAvavAnuM che. IriyAvahiyaM ApaNuM bhAva snAna che. bhagavAnanI bhakti ApaNuM bhAvapnAna che. IriyAvahiyaM jIvamaitrI. navakAra - jinabhaktinuM sUtra che. * maitrI Ave tyAM pramoda, karuNA ane madhyasthatA Ave ja. pramoda, karuNA ane madhyasthatA maitrIne TakAvanArA paribaLo che. - azubha bhAvonuM mULa be kaniSTha IcchA che : (1) mane koI duHkha na Avo. mArA badhA duHkha TaLI jAva. (2) duniyAnA badhA ja sukho mane ja maLe. AmAMthI ja azubha bhAvo pedA thAya che. dveSa, tiraskAra, IrSyA, asUyA, mAyA, lobha vagere doSo AmAMthI ja pedA thAya che. * have e be azubha bhAvone dUra karavA be zubha bhAvo jagAvo. (1) koI pApa na karo jagatamAM, (2) koI duHkhI na bano jagatamAM. bIjA mATe zubha bhAvanAono dhodha vahAvatAM ApaNane sukhano dhodha maLe che. duHkha miTAvavA hoya to pApa miTAvavA paDaze. kAraNa ke duHkhanuM mULa pApa che. tamArA koI mitra che ? mitranA duHkhe tame duHkhI bano cho ne ? te dUra karavA kAMIka prayatna karo cho ne ? have jagatanA sarvajIvone mitra banAvo. tamane svahitanI 240 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * 8

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ciMtA hoya to paNa parahitanI ciMtA karo. parahitanI ciMtA vinA sva-hita thaI zakatuM nathI. maitrI bhAvanAthI karuNAbhAvanA sakriya che. ahIM duHkhInA du:kha dUra karavAno prayatna che. abrAhama liMkane (amerikAnA presiDenTa) khADAnA kIcaDamAM phasAyelA Dukkarane jAte bahAra kADheluM. A karuNA kahevAya. parahita-cintA maitrI, paraduHkhavinAzinI karuNA / para-sukha-tuSTirmuditA, paradoSopekSaNamupekSA // - A cAreya bhAvanAno, svAdhyAya karavo hoya to eka pustaka che. tenuM nAma che : "dharmabIja. prastAvanA che : bhadraMkaravi. nI. lekhaka che : tattvAnaMdavi. A cA2 bhAvanAnA baLe ja bhagavAnane aSTaprAtihAryAdinI Rddhi maLI che. "tamya yAtmane nama:' vItarAga stotramAM hemacandrasUrie kahyuM che. yogIne A cAra bhAvanAo svayaMsiddha hoya. zAntasudhArasa bhAvanAmAM vinayavi. kahe che : yogI game teTalI sAdhanA karato hoya, paNa zAntarasano AsvAda A bhAvanAo vinA zakya nathI. dudhdhananI bhUtaDIo A bhAvanAthI bhAgI jAya che. >> bhakti : jagaciMtAmaNi : adUbhuta bhaktisUtra che. ApaNA sUtro be vibhAgamAM vaheMcAyelA che : maitrI, bhaktimAM. navakAra, namutthaNa, jaga. vagere bhakti sUtra. IriyA., tasma, vaMditta vagere sUtro maitrI sUtro che. namaskAramAM namaskaraNIyanI vRddhi thatI jAya tema phaLa vadhatuM jAya. dAnamAM jema lenArA vadhe to phaLa vadhatuM jAya. dukAnamAM grAhaka vadhe to kamANI vadhatI jAya tema. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * 241

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ki . . . | TwiAranI cho dhanate to paNa karI zako se. 2022, gAMa ( 8) zrAvaNa vada 10 05-09-1999 ravivAra pitA, putra jo vyasanonA ravADe caDe to duHkhI thayA vinA na rahe. ApaNe, jo doSonA ravADe caDIe to ApaNA paramapitA bhagavAna duHkhI nahi bane ? ApaNe bhagavAnane Azrita nathI banyA mATe ja du:khI banyA chIe. bhagavAnano Azraya nahi karIzuM tyAM sudhI duHkhI banavAnA ja. svAtaMtrya eTale ja mohanuM pAtaMtrya, e haju jIvane samajAtuM nathI. mohanI AdhInatAthI chuTavA bhagavAnanI parAdhInatA svIkAravI ja paDaze. bhagavAna kAMI tamane parAdhIna banAvavA mAMgatA nathI. bIjAnI jema bhagavAna tamane potAnA vADAmAM keda karavA mAMgatA nathI, paNa vAstavikatA e che ke AvI parAdhInatA vinA ApaNo uddhAra nathI. Ane parAdhInatA na kahevAya, paNa samarpaNabhAva kahevAya. - haribhadrasUrine ghaNA kahetA : tame navA-navA 242 * * * * * * * * ka

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prakaraNo raco cho, tethI loko tamArA prakaraNo ja vAMcaze, AgamAM mUkI deze. mArA graMthothI Agamo paranI ruci vadhaze. AgamasAgaramAM pravezavAnI A to nAvaDIo che. nAvaDI sAgarathI virodhI zI rIte hoI zake ? - haribhadrasUrinA AvA javAbo hatA. - eka sAdhu ja A jagatamAM evo che, je svayaM durgatithI bacI, bIjA paNa anekane bacAve che. taravaiyo jema tare ane tarAve. cAritravijayajI kacchIe pAlItANAmAM pUra AvyuM tyAre 100 mANasone potAnA hAthe tAya, tema sAdhu jIvane tAre - pataMjalie lakhyuM : "yofzcattavRttinirodhaH | yazovi. e lakhyuM : 'saMnniSThavattavRttinirothaH | A vyAkhyA jaina darzananI banI gaI. azubha vicArono ja rodha karavo e ja yoga. zubhano nirodha nathI karavAno. pAtaMjala yoga darzananI upA.ma.nI TIkAnuM bhASAMtara paNa paM. sukhalAle kareluM che. - zarIranA traNa doSa : vAta - pitta - kapha. AtmAnA traNa doSa : moha - dveSa - rAga. zaraNAgati, duSkRtagartA ane sukRta anumodanA - A traNa rAgAdi doSone dUra kare che. ApaNe karIe chIe badhuM ja. kadAca vidhipUrvaka paNa karIe chIe. paNa upayoga nathI hoto. A upayoga lAvavA ja mAro ATalo parizrama che. pAMca prakAranA anuSThAno viSa, garala, ananuSThAna, tahetu ane amRta. e pAMcamAMthI traNa varSa che. upayoga tIvra bane, ekAkAra bane, to ja taddhatu anuSThAna banI zake. ApaNuM anuSThAna amRta nahi to tahetu anuSThAna to banavuM ja joIe. vijJAna aNubomba AdithI mAravAnuM zIkhave che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 243

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dharma ane dharmAcArya jIvavAnuM ane jIvADavAnuM zIkhave che. Ajano jamAno vicitra che. mANasa svayaM jIvavA mAMgato nathI, bIjAne jIvADavA mAMgato nathI. bIjAne mAravAnA prayogo ApaNA ja mRtyune notare che; A ja bhavamAM paNa. macchara, kIDI vagere mAravAnI davA ? davA to jIvADe; davA mAre ? davA mAre to jIvADaze koNa ? kIDI vagerene mAravAnA coka vagereno kadI bhUlamAM paNa prayoga nahi karatA. sUkSmajaMtune je nukazAna kare te kaMIka aMze mAnavIne paNa nukazAna kare ja. * vizvAco ja pramAripu: | ArAdhanAmAMthI zruta karanAra che : pramAda - zatru. mohano to ja vijaya thAya jo ApaNe pramAdamAM paDIe. madya, viSaya, kaSAya, nidrA, niMdA (vikathA) A pAMca pramAda che. ajJAna 1, saMzaya 2, mithyAjJAna 3, mati bhraMza 4, rAga 5, dveSa 6, dharmamAM anAdara 7 ane yogomAM dupraNidhAna 8 A ATha pramAda bhagavatImAM batAvyA che. badhA pramAdo ajJAnamAMthI pedA thAya che. mATe ajJAna sau prathama mUkyo. anaMtakALa ekendriyamAM kADhyo che ne ! tIvra ajJAna - tIvra moha che tyAM. chIpa che ke cAMdI ? e "saMzaya', viparIta jJAna te mithyAjJAna', chIpamAM cAMdInI buddhi. pudgalamAM cetanano bhrama, A ja avidyA che. anityamAM nitya, apavitramAM pavitra, acetanamAM cetanabuddhi te avidyA. zarIra anitya, apavitra, acetana che chatAM ApaNI buddhi ulTI che. matibhraMza' - buddhinI bhraSTatA, mithyAjJAnanuM A phaLa che. samyatvathI mithyAtva jAya, matibhraMza paNa jAya, paNa haju "rAga-dveSa' ubhA rahe. dharmamAM "anAdara' paNa ubho rahe. manavacana-kAyA barAbara na joDAya te paNa pramAda che. 244 * * * * * * * * * * *

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dharmAnuSThAna vakhate traNeya yogonI caMcaLatA "duSmaNidhAna' che. A ATha moDhAvALo pramAda rAkSasano vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI, ema upA. ma. kahe che. je vizvAsa bhagavAna, guru para mUkavo joIe te vizvAsa ApaNe pramAda para mUkI dIdho che. dhyeya mAtmaghoghaniSTha | emane ema Atmabodha nahi thAya, pahelA paramAtmAne pakaDavA paDaze. khovAyelo AtmA paramAtmA dvArA maLaze. je divase tamAruM mana paramAtmAmAM lAgyuM te divase tamane AtmA maLI gayo samajajo. ApaNA AtmAnI ciMtA ApaNe jeTalI nathI karatA, tethI vadhu paramAtmA kare che. Atmabodha thayA pachI paNa prabhu ke prabhuzAsananI upekSA nathI karavAnI. A kSayopazama bhAva che. jyAre paNa jaI zake che. jemanA hRdayamAM harakSaNe vItarAga paramAtmA zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthanI avismaraNIya bhakti hatI ane jemanA zAstrIya rAge gavAtA stavano sAMbhaLavAthI AnaMdanI anubhUti thatI hatI / prabhu-premanA pyAlA pIvarAvatI divya-vANI ane jemanI vAcanA dvArA pragaTa thayela grantha (kahe kalApUrNasUri) dvArA vAMcanAranA hRdayamAM prasannatA pragayavanAra tathA bhItaramAM bhagavAnano AviSkAra karAvI bhakti dvArA AtmAmAM samAdhinuM bIja ropAvanAra ApaNA saunA mahAna upakArI evA parama guru AcArya bha. kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI acAnaka ApaNane sAcI dizAo batAvI, prabhu AjJApAlaka banAvI mokSa-mArge zrI sImaMdhara svAmI pAse cAlyA gayA. - ahiMsA mahAsaMgha da : bAbubhAI kaDIvALA . kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 245

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15. jalana pravacana dete hue pUjyazrI mAtara 49 ra017 nI () zrAvaNa vada 11 06-09-1999, somavAra jJAnathI zraddhA vadhe. jJAna ane zraddhAthI cAritra vadhe. jJAnahIna zraddhA udhAra hoya che. jJAnathI prApta zraddhA svayaMnI hoya che. pahelA mAtra vaDIlo para vizvAsa hato. pachIthI jAte samajeluM hoya che. pahelI zraddhA calita thaI zake, bIjI nahi. jJAna + zraddhA baMne sAthe maLIne cAritra lAve ja. A traNeya maLIne mokSa lAve ja. mATe ja "sakhyatana - jJAnavAritrAoikSamA' ahIM "mArgamAM eka vacana, traNeya chUTA-chuTA nahi, paNa sAthe maLe to ja mokSa thAya ema jaNAve che. Akho navakAra "namo arihaMtANaM'mAM samAI jAya che. kemake arihaMta paMca parameSThimaya che. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre muni, gaNadharonA guru banyA tyAre AcArya, pATha Apyo tyAre pAThaka - upAdhyAya, arihaMta to svayaM che ja. siddha paNa thavAnA ja. 'lokottamo niSpratimastvameva, tvaM zAzvataM maGgalamapyadhIza / tvAmekamarhan zaraNaM prapadye, siddharSisaddharmamayastvameva // ' - siddhasena divAkarasUri, zakrasava 246 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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lokottama maMgaLa cAra che : arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu ane dharma. sAkaranuM nirmANa anya dUdha Adine paNa madhura banAvavA mATe thayeluM che, tema arihaMta paNa anyane maMgalabhUta banAvanAra che. arihaMta ja lokottama che, apratima che, zAzvata maMgaLa che, zaraNya che. eka arihaMtamAM bIjA traNeya maMgaLa AvI jAya che. (siddha + RSi + dharma = siddharSisaddharmamaya:) 0 mAro mokSa nizcita thavAno ja che. huM have arihaMtane choDavAno nathI ja. mAro A daDha nirNaya che. AvI daDhatAthI arihaMtane pakaDI lo. vistAra thaze ja. pula para cAlanArane bhayaMkara nadIno paNa bhaya nathI. arihaMtane pakaDIne cAlanArane, (jIvanArane) bhayaMkara saMsArano paNa bhaya nathI. pula haju tuTI zake, nadImAM DUbADI zake. arihaMtanuM zaraNuM saMsAramAM DUbADI zake, evuM kadI banyuM nathI, banaze nahi. kevA che arihaMta ? guNa saghaLA aMgIkAryA, dUra karyA savidoSa... - upA. yazovi. ApaNe ulluM karyuM che. badhA doSa bharIne beThA chIe. guNonA AdaranA kAraNe rIsAyelA doSo jatAM jatAM prabhune kahI gayA ? amane rAkhanArA ghaNAya che. amane tamArI jarAya paDI nathI. jema utkaMTha ziSya jatAM jatAM gurune kahI jAya ? amane rAkhanArA ghaNAya che, tamArI jarAya jarUra nathI. tyAMthI ravAnA thayelA doSo ApaNAmAM bharAI beThA. sAkSAta bhAva - arihaMta na maLyA to paNa ciMtA nahi karatA. nAma-sthApanA-dravyarUpe arihaMta paNa pula banIne ApaNI samakSa AvI ubhA che. A pula para zraddhA che ? jagatamAM bIje badhe zraddhA che. mAtra ahIM ja nathI ? pula para zraddhA che, eTalI paNa zraddhA arihaMta para nathI ? dIkSA letAM pahelA mane ghaNA kahetA : gujarAtamAM sAdhuo dAMDe-dAMDe laDe che. zuM karazo tyAM jaIne ? kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * 240

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huM kaheto : Apa bhalA to jaga bhalA ! huM sAro banIza to badhuM sAruM banaze. bhagavAnanA bhaktanuM kadI akalyANa thatuM nathI. vighna AvatA nathI. kAmI bhagavAnano bhakta banI zake paNa bhakta kAmI na bane. dA.ta. tulasIdAsa ! ratnAvalImAM Asakta hatA. pachI bhakta banyA. jahAM rAma vahAM nahi kAma, jahAM kAma vahAM nahi rAma; tulasI donoM nA rahe, ravi-rajanI ika ThAma * tulasIdAsa gocarInI AlocanAmAM jIvamaitrI, jinabhakti, gurubhakti traNeya che. IriyAvahiyaMthI jIvamaitrI, logassa (caturvizati-stava)thI jinabhakti, guru samakSa karavAthI gurubhakti. " sauthI moTo doSa ApaNo manamojI svabhAva che. marajImAM Ave tema huM karuM ! Ane ApaNe vaLI uttama guNa gaNIe chIe, svataMtratA gaNIe chIe, paNa jJAnI kahe che : A ja moTI parataMtratA che. na strIsvAtantyamarhuti / strI jema koI avasthAmAM svAdhIna svataMtra na hoya. nAnI vayamAM mA-bApa, yauvanamAM pati, ghaDapaNamAM putranA AdhAre jIve. (AvI satIone bhagavAne paNa biradAvI che) tema ziSya paNa kadI svataMtra na rahe. atyAre A maryAdA lupta thatI jAya che. strIsvAtaMtryanI caLavaLa cAle che. eka to vAMdaro ne uparathI dArU pIvaDAvavAmAM Ave che. AvA bhayaMkara vAtAvaraNamAM pUrvanA prabaLa saMskAro vinA dIkSA laI zakAya nahi, ema huM svAnubhavanA baLe kahI zakuM tema chuM. ziSya mATe bhagavad-bhaktinI jema gurubhakti paNa jarUrI che. paMcasUtramAM lakhyuM : guru - vadumALo movo / gurunA bahumAnathI tIrthaMkara maLe, gurunA bahumAnathI evuM puNya baMdhAya, jethI A jIvanamAM paNa tIrthaMkara maLe. kaI rIte ? samApatti * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 248 *

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dvArA, dhyAna dvArA, ema haribhadrasUrie kahyuM che. gurubhaktiprabhAvena, tIrthakRddarzanaM matam - haribhadrasUri. yoga. samu. gurune vaMdana karatA hoIe tyAre teo vyAkSipta, pramatta (uMghamAM), avaLA mukhavALA, AhAra-nihAra karatA ke karavAnI taiyArImAM hovA na joIe. (tyAre gurune vaMdana na karavA) >> UDila - mAtrunA vegane rokavAthI ghaNuM nukazAna thAya che. mATe kadI rokavA nahi. pachIthI hospiTalamAM javuM tenA karatAM pahelethI ja ApaNe ApaNuM svAthya jALavI rAkhavuM joIe. ApaNe ja ApaNA vaidya thavAnuM che. adhyAtmasAra * eka pramAda badhA doSone tANI lAve. mATe ja te jItavA AtmabodhanI niSThA keLavavI. e mATe sarvatra purva mAma: puraznArthaka ! sarvatra Agamane AgaLa rAkhavA. "namo arihaMtANaM' Agamano sAra che. prazna : sAmAyika niryuktinA prAraMbhamAM navakAranI vyAkhyA kema ? uttara : navakAra sAmAyikathI bhinna nathI, ema batAvavA mATe. navakAra sAmAyikanuM Adi sUtra che. mAla bhagavAnano, guMthaNI gaNadharonI. mAla bhagavAnano, pekIMga gaNadharonuM. AtmA atIndriya che. hetu - tarkathI na pAmI zakAya. anubhavagamya ja che AtmA. cavyA: vinyA:' AgamanA abhyAsathI kuvikalpo dUra thAya. nirvikalpa dazAno anubhava na thAya tyAM sudhI kuvikalpanirodhano abhyAsa karavo. theyaM vRddhAnuvRnya' hamezAM vRddhane anusaravuM. badhA juvAna joIe, vRddho nahi. evI jIddavALA pelA rAjAnI kathA yAda che ne ? sAkSAtvArtha tattvam' Atmatattvano sAkSAtkAra karavo. enI tIvrabhAvanA hovI joIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * 249

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"AtmasAkSAtkAra karyA vinA nathI maravuM Avo dRDha nirNaya karo. jema zrAvakano manoratha "dIkSA vinA maravuM nahi hoya, tema sAdhuno manoratha AtmasAkSAtkArano hoya. AtmasAkSAtkAra eTale paramAtmAno sAkSAtkAra ! je kSaNe paramAtmA dekhAze te ja kSaNe AtmA dekhAze. paramAtmA ja kaheze : tuM ane huM eka ja chIe. eTale paramAtmA ke AtmAnuM darzana eka ja che. __ dariyA se moja, moja se dariyA nahi hai judA hama se nahi, judA hai khudA, aura khudA se hama. A badhI bAbato jIvanamAM anubhavIne meM tamane batAvI cha. mema yazovi. saNe cha : anubhavavedyaH prakAro'yam / Apa kRpAlu dvArA mane yAda karIne mokalAvela parama pUjya bhagavAna kalApUrNasUrijInA bhAvone rajU karatuM pustaka 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' maLyu. khUba khUba AbhAra. pustaka maLyuM, khUba ja AnaMda thayo. paramAtma-svarUpa pUjyazrInA pustaka mATe alpajJa evo huM koI paNa abhiprAya ApuM e bhagavAna kalApUrNasUrijInuM avamUlyana karanAra bane evaM lAge che. je vAMcatA ja AtmAnA bhayAnaka Aveza-Avega vagere bhAgI jaI zAMta-prazAMta-upazAMta avasthA (svanI) prApta karAve evaM A zAstra aneka bhavyAtmAne Atma-kalyANakArI banaze ja e zaMkArahita vAta che. astu... - vimalahaMsavijaya bAraDolI. 250 * * * * * * * * * * * * * sd sApUri -1 * * * he

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vAMkI dIkSA prasaMga vi.saM. 2022, vAvaDI (3), ri. 22-02-2267 zrAvaNa vada 12-13 07-09-1999, maMgaLavAra guno na kare tene sajA nathI maLatI. rAga-dveSa na kare tene karma baMdhAtA nathI. rAga-dveSa karavA e ja guno. guno karanArane sajA maLe ja. siddhone nathI maLatI. kAraNa ke teo koI guno karatA nathI. hatA. mallinAtha bhagavAnane srI banavuM paDyuM. accheruM thayuM, paNa karmasattAe kAyado na badalAvyo. A karmasattAthI choDAvanAra dharmasattA che. marudevI mAtAne karmasattAthI choDAvanAra bhagavAnanA darzana jyArathI saMsAra che tyArathI tIrthaMkara bhagavAna che ja. tIrthaMkara ghaNIvA2 maLyA haze, paNa yogAvaMcakapaNuM nathI maLyuM. tIrthaMkara ke guru mane tAranArA che evuM na jaNAya tyAM sudhI yogAvaMcakapaNuM maLatuM nathI. gozALo ane gautama baMnene mahAvIra maLelA. ekane phaLyA bIjAne phuTyA. ekane yogAvaMcakapaNuM maLyuM bIjAne na maLyuM. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 251

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* gADImAM beThA pachI tame zuM puruSArtha karyo? chatAM tame muMbaIthI ahIM AvI gayA ne ? bhagavAnanA zrata-cAritradharmanI gADImAM besI jAva. svayameva muktinagare pahoMcI jazo. ApaNe mAtra temAM besavAno prayatna karavAno che, mAtra samarpita thavAnuM che. bAkI badhuM bhagavAna saMbhALI leze. sAgaramAM tophAna Ave tyAre khalAsI - nAvikanuM mAnavuM paDe, kahe tema karavuM paDe, tema mohanA tophAnamAM deva-gurunI vAta mAnavI paDe. meghakumArane dIkSAnI prathama rAtre ja vidana AveluM tyAre bhagavAna mahAvIranuM mAnyA. AthI temano jIvanaratha unmArge jatAM bacI gayo. bhagavAnane je jIvana sArathi banAve tene kyAMya ADA-avaLA rakhaDavuM paDe nahi. saMyamathI hiMmata hArI gayelA nirAza meghamunimAM mahAvIradeve AzAno saMcAra karyo, hiMmata bharI dIdhI. anukULatAnI abhilASAnA sthAne pratikULatA para prema jagADyo. sukhazIlatAe saMsAramAM DUbADyA che, sahanazIlatAe saMsArathI tAryA che. pUrvajanmamAM zuM sahana kareluM te meghakumArane bhagavAne yAda karAvyuM. eka yojanAnuM mAMDaluM banAveluM temAM bIjA jIvono vicAra karelo. bIjAnA vicAramAMthI ja dharma zarU thAya che. hAthIno eka guNa dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevo che : nIcI najara karyA vinA paga na mUke. meghakumAranA jIve sasalAne bacAvelo. secanake halla - vihalane bacAvelA. hAthIne ATalo viveka AvavAnuM kAraNa karmavivara, tathA bhavyatvano paripAka. jIvo bhagavAnane priya che. jIvone priya banAvIe tyAre ApaNe bhagavAnane priya banI ja jaIe. ene bahu moTuM InAma maLe. samaja vinA karAvelo dharma paNa meghakumAra banAvI zake to samajathI karAyelo dharma zuM na karI zake ? 252 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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hAthI Ama rIsALa, abhimAnI, khAvAnI bAbatamAM asahiSNu hoya che, chatAM aDhI aDhI divasathI bhUkha-tarasa sahIne paga uMce rAkhyo; niHsvArthabhAve mAtra eka sasalAne bacAvavA. e kAMI nAnI sUnI vAta nahotI. AthI ja khuza thayelI karmasattAe sasalAne bacAvanAra hAthIne meghakumAra banAvyo. bhAvi tIrthaMkara zreNika jevA pitA maLyA. bhAva tIrthakara mahAvIradeva jevA guru maLyA. bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM svIkArI lo eTale tamAre kazuM karavAnuM nahi. tame bhakti karatAM-karatAM ja bhagavAna banI jazo. DrAIvara potAnI sAthe ja, potAnI gADImAM besanArane paNa gaMtavya sthAne pahoMcADI de che. DrAIvara pote pahelA pahoMcI jAya ne bIjA pachI pahoMce evuM kadI banatuM nathI. bhagavAna paNa AvA ja che. bhagavAna sva-para dharmanuM pravartana pAlana, vazIkaraNa kare che. e ja dharmasArathi banI zake, sArathie ghoDAonuM tathA gADInuM pravartana, pAlana ane vazIkaraNa karavAnuM hoya che tema. koI paNa vyakti ke guru taraphathI dharma maLe, paNa enuM mULa sthAna to bhagavAnamAM ja maLaze. bhagavAne dharmanuM evuM vazIkaraNa kareluM che ke e bhagavAnane choDIne bIje kayAMya jAya nahi. jema sArathi pAse ghoDAnuM vazIkaraNa hoya che. bhagavAna mokSamAM jAya pachI paNa emanA guNo ane zaktio A vizvamAM hoya ja che. bhagavAnanA guNonuM, nAmanuM, mUrtinuM smaraNa, zravaNa, darzana ahIM beThA paNa ApaNI karI zakIe chIe. jainadarzana mULathI koI padArthano abhAva (atyaMtAbhAva) nathI mAnatuM. ApaNA mATe saMpUrNapaNe koI gerahAjara nathI. enI sAthenA saMyogano abhAva thAya che. ApaNe chadmastha chIe. kadAca bhagavAnane nathI joI zakatA, paNa bhagavAna to ApaNA badhAne jue ja che ne ? eka nartakI para hajAronI najara samAya to eka paramANu kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 253

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para anaMtA prabhunuM arUpI jJAna kema na samAya ? - bhakti H jaina darzanamAM bhaktisUtra kayuM che ? ema na pUcho. kayuM sUtra bhaktisUtra nathI ? ema pUcho. badhA ja sUtro bhaktisUtro che. kAraNa ke badhA ja bhakti utpAdaka che. jagaciMtAmaNimAM nAmAdi cAreya prakAre arihaMta che. nAma be prakAre : (1) sAmAnya - arihaMta - jagaciMtAmaNi vagere. (2) vizeSa - 2RSabhAdi - risahasatteji vagere. sthApanA : sattAva sahasI... mitro grephA vaM traNeya lokanA biMbone vaMdana. caitya eTale jinapratimA, jinAlaya traNalokanA caityanI (jinAlayanI) saMkhyA : 97 hajAra, pa6 lAkha, 8 kroDa, 32so ane 82. dravya jina : tamaUTI | traNeya kALanA jinane vaMdana. bhAva jina : saMpai jiNavara vIsa / A pustaka svAdhyAya mATe / Atmika-vikAsa mATe ghaNuM ja suMdara che. vAMcavAnuM zaru karyu che. - muni saMvardhanavinaya ghATakopara, muMbaI. pustaka malyuM che. suMdara preraNAdAyI che. anekane upayogI banaze. - padmasAgarasUri 254 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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: ke loka lAla raka* zrAvaNa vada 14 08-09-1999, budhavAra ApaNA upara ekeka pUrvAcAryano upakAra che. jo emaNe zAsana na calAvyuM hota to ? sAMkaLanA dareka aMkoDAnI jema ekekano upakAra che. 0 jeo pAmyA che teo prabhunA premathI ja pAmyA che. prabhupremanI jhalaka meLavanArAoe potAnI saMpUrNa jAtane prabhune soMpI dIdhI. ApaNe to ghaNuM badhuM rAkhIne thoDuMka ApIe chIe. bhagavAnane sarva prathama oLakhanAra mAnava gautama hatA. AvyA hatA vAda karavA paNa thaI gayA ziSya. mithyAtva gayuM. sabhyatva AvyuM. apramatta sudhInI bhUmikA gautama konA thakI pAmyA ? kevaLa bhagavAnanA premanA prabhAvathI ja. dAnavIra mANekalAla cunIlAle (muMbaI) mane kahyuM : "meM badhAne badhI chUTa ApelI, levAya teTaluM laI lo. paNa mArI pAsethI koI eka lAkha lenAro nathI maLyo. eka pa0 hajAravALo maLelo." mANasa keTaluM mAMgI zake ? potAnA kahe # # # # # # # # # = 255

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bhAgyathI vadhu nahi. bhagavAna sarvasva ApavA taiyAra che. ApaNe keTaluM laIzuM ? mAMgo to Aje ja samyakta maLI jAya. "jinabhaktirata cittane re, vedhakarasa guNa prema re; sevaka jinapada pAmaze re, rasasiddha aya jema re...' loDhA jevA AtmAne prabhu-guNanA premano vedhakarasa sparza eTale AtmA paramAtma - suvarNatvathI jhaLakI uThe. pelo vedhakarasa maLe ke na maLe, ApaNA hAthamAM nathI, paNa prabhu-guNano prema ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. - mArA bhAgyamAM kyAM cAritra che ?' evuM kahenAro mArA bhAgyamAM kyAM bhojana che ?" evuM kadI kema nathI kaheto ? AjanuM bhAgya gaIkAlano ApaNo puruSArtha che. Ajano puruSArtha ja AvatIkAlanuM bhAgya banaze. * koI aSTAMgayoga, koI bIjI dhyAna paddhati batAve. bhagavAne sAmAyika batAvyuM, je badhI dhyAna-paddhatione Takkara mAre. sAmAyika bhagavAne mAtra kahyuM nathI, jIvanamAM utAryuM che. sAmAyikamAM sarva anuSThAnono saMgraha che. sarvajJa kathita sAmAyika dharma pustaka bahAra paDeluM che te jojo. ApaNI pAse AveluM sAmAyika bharavADanA hAthamAM AvelA ciMtAmaNi jevuM che, je kAgaDAo uDADavA te pheMkI de * navakAra, karemibhaMte sivAya bIjA sUtro potapotAnA zAsanamAM gaNadharonA alaga alaga hoya. zabdomAM pharaka; arthamAM nahi. mATe ja koI paNa tIrthakare kaheluM hoya paNa temAM koI pharaka na Ave. anaMtA tIrthakaroe je kahyuM che e ja teo kaheze. mATe ja sImaMdharasvAmI pAsethI sAMbhaLeluM nigodavarNana kAlikAcArya pAsethI sAMbhaLatAM paNa saudharmendrane evuM ja lAgyuM. mAthuM pharI gayuM hoya te ja AgamamAM pheraphAra kare, ke pheraphAra karavAnI IcchA kare. 256 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * kahe

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0 jeTalI dRSTi khule teTalI uttamatA dekhAya. municandrasUrijIne koDhIyAmAM uttama puruSa (zrIpALa) dekhAyo. siddho to sau saMsArIne paNa satu - citu - AnaMdathI pUrNa jue che. maMtra, vidyA, siddhi vagere aneka dRSTie logassa sUtra mahattvapUrNa che. kAyotsargamAM paNa teno prayoga karAya che. kAyotsargamAM te dhyAnAtmaka banatAM tenuM baLa vadhI jAya. koI paNa vastu sUkSma banatAM tenuM baLa vadhI jAya che. bodhi samAdhi prApta karavAnI AmAM kaLA che. bIjA badhA maMtra-yaMtrAdithI A caDI jAya. A sUtrathI ApaNuM citta prasanna bane, je prasannatA saMsAramAM sauthI durlabha che, kroDo DolarathI paNa maLatI nathI. ahIM vagara paise logassa tamane cittanI prasannatA ApavA sajja che. kAraNa ke logassamAM tIrthakaranuM bhAvapUrvakanuM kIrtana evuM mae abhithuA = sAme rahelAnI stuti ! bhagavad ! Apa mArI samakSa rahelA cho ne meM ApanI stuti karI che. tame A logassane jIvanamAM utAravA mAMgatA ho to kahuM. nahi to mauna rahuM. tamArI sAme to mAtra phonanuM bhUMgaLuM che, chatAM tame vyaktinI sAthe vAta karo cho, logassa, navakAra, mUrti vagere paNa bhUMgaLA che, je prabhunI sAthe ApaNane joDI Ape che. ekamAM yaMtrazakti che. bIjAmAM maMtrazakti ! pratimA, navakAra vagere arihaMta che; arihaMta sAthe joDanArA che, evuM haju cittamAM lAgyuM nathI. mATe ja mana prabhumAM coMTatuM nathI. logassa vagere rojanA thayA, ema tamane lAge che, to dukAna, patnI vagere paNa rojanA nathI ? tyAM kema rasa Ave che ? tyAM svArtha che to ahIM svArtha nathI ? sAco "svArtha' ja ahIM che. svArthano artha samajo. sva eTale AtmA. artha eTale prayojana. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * = = = = = 250

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>> 'tisthatharA je pIyaMta' bhagavan! mArA para prasanna thAo. "prIH nava mayi ' bhagavAna vaLI aprasanna hoya ? bhagavAna aprasanna nathI, paNa ApaNe prasanna banIe eTale bhagavAna prasanna thayA gaNAya. bhagavAnanI pUjAnuM phaLa A ja che : cittanI prasannatA. __ 'abhyarcanAdarhataH tasmAdapi manaHprasAdastataH samAdhizca niHzreyasa... mato di tanyUjhanam cAdhyam' - Ama umAsvAti mahArAja kahe che. bhagavAnanA arcanAdithI jJAnAvaraNIyAdi 4 ghAtI karmono nAza thAya. jJAna prApta karAve mATe jJAnAvaraNIya karma. darzana prApta karAve mATe darzanAvaraNIya karma, cAritra prApta karAve mATe mohanIya karma, ullAsa prApta karAve mATe aMtarAya karmane prabhubhakti haTAve che. * gurunuM jeTaluM bahumAna karIe te bhagavAnanuM ja bahumAna che. | 'go gurUM magna ma panna' je gurune mAne che te mane mAne che, ema bhagavAne kahyuM che. guru tattvanI sthApanA paNa bhagavAne ja karI che ne ? Ama alaga dekhAya, paNa Ama guru ane deva eka ja che. arihaMta svayaM paNa deva che, tema guru paNa che. gaNadharonA guru ja che. duniyAnA deva che. arihaMta baMne khAtA saMbhALe jainetara darzananI jema ApaNe tyAM guru ane deva AtyaMtika rUpe bhinna nathI. uttarAdhyayanamAM kahyuM che : prabhu stuti - kIrtana AdithI jJAnadarzanAdi rUpa bodhilAbha maLe che. vaLI, A ja kALamAM te jIvanmuktino anubhava karAve che. 258 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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12 sIkSA prasaMga, (4) - vi.saM. 2028, mApa zu. 14., vi. 22-2-2202 plz zrAvaNa vada 0)) 09-09-1999, guruvAra 'nAma gruhaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna....' prabhu nAma-maMtranuM mUrtinuM smaraNa darzana ka2vAthI paramAtmAnA kevalajJAnAdi guNonuM dhyAna karavAthI sAkSAt jANe prabhu sAme ubhA hoya, bhaktane bolAvatA hoya evA anubhavo thAya che. bhaktane thAya : A svapra che ke zuM ? dekhAtA bhagavAna mArA hRdayamAM praveza pAmI gayA che. bhagavAna jANe mane bolAvatA hoya ! aMge aMgamAM vyApI gayA hoya tevA anubhavo thayA che, AvA anubhavo pratimAzatakamAM yazovijayajIe batAvyA che. zuM A vAta satya haze ? vItarAga, siddhazilAmAM rahelA bhagavAna A kALamAM kaI rIte AvI zake ? mokSamAM gayelA bhagavAna jainonA mate to nIce Ave nahi. rAma, kRSNa, zaMka2 vagere darzana Ape paNa vItarAga kema darzana Ape ? sAthe upA. yazovijayajI ma. jevA prakhara kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * 259

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vidvAna AvA zabdo TAMke to anubhava vinAnI to vAta na ja hoya. kaI vAta sAcI ? baMne vAta sAcI. siddhamAM gayA che, nathI AvatA te vAta sAcI tema yazovi. ma.nI vAta paNa sAcI. bhaktanI bhASA lokathI to judI paDe, paNa zAstrathI paNa judI paDe, chatAM zAstraviruddha na kahevAya. zAstrathI atikrAnta anubhava te sAmarthya yoga che. bhaktane vItarAga prabhu maLyA vinA na rahe, te paNa sAcuM yadA dhyAyati yad yogI, yAti tanmayatAM tadA / dhyAtavyo vItarAgastad, nityamAtmavizuddhaye // - yogasAra ApaNo cAre bAju bhaTakato upayoga jyAre prabhu-nAmamUrti AdimAM jAya tyAre te AkAre banI jAya. jenuM dhyAna kare tevA AkAre banI jAya. pratimAnuM ullaMghana karIne tame muktino mArga hArI gayA, bhagavAne kAMI potAnI pUjA mATe mUrti-nAma vagerenuM nathI kahyuM. e badhuM jaNAvavA yazovijayajIe pratimA zataka banAvyuM nAmAdi 4mAM ciMtana karatAM cetanA prabhumaya banI jAya che. dUra rahelI vastu paNa tyAre sAkSAt sAme dekhAya. ekAkAratA mAtra hovI joIe. tumahi najIka najIka sabahI hai, tuma nyAre taba saba hI tyAre... AvuM yazovijayajI ma. kaI apekSAe kahe che ? bhagavAna dUra che to dUra, najIka che to najIka che. paNa dUra-najIka zI rIte bane che ? cetanA prabhumAM ekAkAra bane tyAre prabhu najIka. prabhumAM ekAkAra na bane tyAre prabhu dUra - A ja vAta che. A badhA vAkyo 500-1000 varSa pachI paNa koI 200 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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bhaktahRdayI pedA thAya tyAre tene kAma lAge mATe racAyA che. 'vItarAga che' ema kahIne tame bhoLAne bhale samajAvo, paNa huM na samajuM. mAre to ApanI pAsethI ja meLavavuM che. Apa ja Apazo. A mArI bALa-haTha che.' bhaktanI A bhASA che. bhagavAna pAse bALaka banI jAva. bhagavAna tamArA che. bhagavAnane meLavavA bALaka banavuM paDe. vidvAnonuM ahIM kAma nathI. ApaNI cetanA bIje goThavAyela che, mATe ja prabhu maLatA nathI. dhyAna padastha prabhAvathI, cAkhyo anubhava svAda.' mAnavijayajI upAdhyAya. padmaprabha stavana - 'padastha' eTale nAmarUpa padanuM dhyAna. karmakSayathI maLatI videhamukti che. bhaktithI A ja jIvanamAM maLatI mukti te jIvanmukti che, bhakta evI mukti ahIM ja anubhave che. A kALamAM na hovA chatAM bhaktane bhagavAne A mukti (jIvanmukti) ApavI paDe che. pachI bhakta khumArIthI kahI uThe che H have mane mokSanI paNa paravA nathI. 'mokSostu vA mAstu' muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI...' A kALamAM paNa bhakti muktine kheMcI zake che. bhakta banI juo. mIrAM, narasI vagerene emanA bhagavAna maLe to ApaNane na maLe ? yazovijayajI ma.ne maLe to ApaNane na maLe ? tIrtha che tyAM sudhI tIrthaMkarane AMtarika dehathI ahIM rahevuM ja paDe che, nAmAdithI rahevuM ja paDe che. 'nAmA'vRtti dravyamavai:' cAra rUpathI bhagavAna sarvatra sarvadA sarvane pavitra karI rahyA che, ema hemacandrasUri emane ema to nahi kahetA hoya. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * 201

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jJAnavimalasUri A zabdone kadI to UMDANathI vicAro. bhagavAnanuM nAma ke 'namo arihaMtANaM' ApaNe sAmAnya rIte laIe chIe. paNa uMDANathI juo to emAM ja bhagavAna dekhAze. tamArA nAmane bhUlI jajo, bhagavAnanA nAmane nahi bhUlatA. nAme tuM jagamAM rahyo, sthApanA paNa timahI; dravya bhavamAMhi vase, paNa na kaLe kimahi' pelo zloka yAda che ne ? 'mantramUrti samAvAya...' dasa hajArano ceka maLI gayo eTale dasa hajAra maLI ja gayA, kahevAya. bhagavAnanuM nAma maLI gayuM eTale bhagavAna ja maLI gayA kahevAya. briTIzakALamAM kalakattAnI kaoNlejamAM TIcare vIMTI kADhIne kahyuM : AmAMthI koNa nIkaLI zakaze ? eka vidyArthIe cIThThImAM potAnuM nAma lakhIne cIkI vIMTImAMthI pasAra karI dIdhI. cIDhImAM lakheluM hatuM : 'subhASacandra bojha' vyakti ane vyaktinuM nAma alaga nathI. vyavahArathI paNa A samajAya che ne ? tamArI sahIthI keTalAya kAmo nathI cAlatA ? buddhijIvIone A nahi samajAya. A mATe hRdayajIvI prabhujIvI banavuM paDaze. koI dravya bIjA dravyamAM praveza karI zake nahi, paraspara apravezI che. paNa prabhunuM nAma ApaNA hRdayamAM pravezI zake. aMgeaMgamAM ekAkIbhAva pAmI zake. jaya vIya2AyamAM zuM kahyuM che ? mArAmAM koI prabhAva nathI, huM A badhuM meLavI zakuM, paNa tArA prabhAvathI. tArA prabhAvathI ja bhavanivyeo vagere maLe. 'hou mamaM tuha prabhAvao bhayavaM / ' pitAnA sAmarthya 52 vizvAsa che, paNa pa2mAtmAnA sAmarthya para vizvAsa nathI. 202 * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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pitAno vAraso putra saputra bane to meLavI zake tema ApaNe AjJApAlaka banIe to emanI prabhutA meLavI zakIe. pratimAM AlaMbana mATe che. dhIre dhIre Adata paDatAM ema ja bhagavAna sAme dekhAvA lAgaze. jalapAtramAM jema sUrya dekhAya, tema bhaktane mUrtimAM bhagavAna dekhAya che. jalapAtramAM dekhAto sUrya sAco nahi ? manapharAmAM (vi.saM. 2037) bahibhUmie jatAM taLAvamAM sUryanA pratibiMbanA prakAzathI paNa garamI lAgatI, mAthuM duHkhatuM. bolo, kayo sUrya sAco ? uparavALo sUrya ke taLAvamAM pratibiMbita sUrya ? kayA bhagavAna sAcA ? upara rahelA te ke hRdayamAM AvelA te ? baMne sAcA. taLAva DahoLAyeluM hoya to pratibiMba nahi dekhAya. ApaNuM citta paNa kaluSita hoya to bhagavAna nahi Ave. bhagavAna nathI bhAgyA, paNa ApaNe bhagADI dIdhA. ApaNI prasannatA prabhunI prasannatA sUcave che. eTale ke citta prasanna banatAM ja prabhunuM tyAM pratibiMba paDe che. bodhi - samAdhi jIvanmukti che ane pUrNa Arogya videhamukti che. A baMne mukti gaNadharoe logassamAM bhagavAna pAse mAgI che. - 45 varSa dIkSA lIdhe thayA. tenAthI paNa pahelA, bALapaNathI ja meM bhagavAnane pakaDyA. AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to keTalAya bhavothI bhagavAna pakaDacA haze te khabara nahi. bhavobhava bhagavAna sAthe che, ema ja mane lAge che. sAdhanA mATe dhIraja joIe. utAvaLe AMbA na pAke, hA, bAvaLIyA pAke. "nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna." mAnavijayajInI A paMkti parathI ja pustakanuM nAma mile mana bhItara bhagavAna" pADyuM che. mohanIyano jeTalA aMze hAsa thayo hoya teTalA aMze kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 263

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ApaNe sahaja svabhAvamAM sthira thaIe. te vakhate ApaNe siddho sAthe milana karI zakIe. tyAre bhaktane ema lAge che : mArI premasaritA prabhunA mahAsAgaramAM maLI gaI che. nAmastava (logassa)no mahimA keTalo che te upadhAnathI khyAla Avaze. te meLavavA tamAre keTalo tapa vagere karavo paDe che ? te samajo. eno mahimA samajAze. mATe ja logassa ane namutthaNe baMnenA upadhAna alaga goThavyA che. mahAnizIthamAM kahyuM che : prabhunuM nAma eTaluM pavitra che ke zIlasaMpanna sAdhaka jo ene jape to bodhi, samAdhi ane siddhi zIdhra pAme. logassano kAussagna jIvanamAM Ave mATe A badhuM kahyuM che. ApaNA saMghamAM 1008 logassano kAussagna karanArA che. hiMmatabhAI 346 logassano kAussagga roja kare che. eka vakhata to AkhI rAta kAussagnamAM kADhelI. che ke "kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustakamAM lokottara vANI che. - sA. harSazrayAzrI rAdhanapura 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustakano sparza thatAM ja mArA eka eka rUMvADAo khaDA thatAM hRdayamAM sAkSAta bhagavAnanAM darzana thayAM. - sA. mokSadarzitAzrI navasArI pUjayazrInA sukha-damAMthI vahelI vANInI gaMgA amArI pAse lAvIne Ape amane pavitra banavAno avasara Apyo che. - sA. maitrIkalAzrI navasArI bI. 264 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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vi.saM. 2028, mA bhAdaravA suda 8 18-09-1999, zanivAra sAdhunI AhAra caryA : dharmasaMgraha graMthanA bIjA bhAgamAM sAdhunI carcA savistara batAvI che. prathama bhAgamAM zrAvakadharmanuM varNana che. ekeka vidhinuM sUkSmatAthI nirIkSaNa karatAM jaNAze : tIrthakaronI jIvo para keTalI karuNA che ! sAdaDImAM (vi.saM. 2032) cAlu mAMDalImAM eka mahAtmA (cAritrabhUSaNavi.) nA pAtrAmAMthI eka kUtaro methIno lADavo UThAvI gayelo. mATe ja vAparatAM pahelA upara-nIce ane AjubAju jovAnuM vidhAna che. gocarImAM pharatA, pasInAthI rebajheba thayelA jaina sAdhune joIne eka niSNAta vaidya pAchaLa-pAchaLa cAlato upAzrayamAM Avyo. tAtkAlika vAparaze to munine doSono prakopa thaze - ema te mAnato hato. paNa sAdhu mahArAja to paccakakhANa pArI, 17 gAthAno svAdhyAya karI pachI vAparavA beThA, AthI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 25

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zarIranA dhAtuo sama thaI gayA. pachI vAparavA beThA tethI vaigha sarvajJokta vidhAna para jhUkI paDyo : kevuM sarvajJanuM zAsana ! bhayaMkara bhUkha lAgI hoya tyAre 17 gAthAno svAdhyAya paNa 77 gAthA jeTalo lAbha Ape. dharma karIe to mAtra ApaNane ja nahi, AkhI duniyAne lAbha maLe. kaI rIte ? pakSmisUtramAM dharmanA kevA vizeSaNo vAparyA che ? hie sue khame nissesie ANugAmiyAe / eTale ke sarvajIvone kalyANakArI A dharma che. AthI ja 'eka sAdhu sarva jagatanuM rakSaNa kare che.' ema kahevAya che. gocarI lAvyA pachI paNa temAMthI bIjA sAdhunI bhakti karavAnI che. gRhasthomAM - zrAvakomAM to sAdharmika bhakti mATe caDAvA bolAya. madrAsamAM phale cuMdaDIno caDAvo 51 lAkhamAM gayelo. koI na le toya Agraha karanArane to lAbha thAya ja. vidhi ane bhakti vinAnuM nimaMtraNa pUraNa zeThanI jema niSphaLa bane. jyAre vidhi sahitanuM jIraNa zeThanI peThe saphaLa bane. bhale ene bhagavAnano lAbha na maLyo paNa enuM nimaMtraNa saphaLa ! pUraNa zeThane bhale bhagavAnano lAbha maLyo, paNa toya tenuM dAna niSphaLa ! lATa dezanA loko ApavAno dekhAva bahu kare, paNa Ape kAMI nahi. Ane lATapaMjikA kahevAya. pelA DaphoLa zaMkhanI vArtA sAMbhaLI che ne ? mAMgo te karatAM Dabbala ApavAnuM kahe, paNa Ape kAMI nahi. mAMDavImAM Avo DaphoLa zaMkha maLI gayelo. upAnamAM traNa nIvI lakhAvI gayo ne kahe : huM bhIlaDIyA vageremAM TrasTI chuM. kAMI paNa kAma hoya to kahejo. pachI, '800/- rU.nI jarUra che' kahIne 800/- rU. laIne gayo te gayo ja. pharI Avyo nahi. suratanA amArA comAsA pachI hasamukha nAmano eka chokaro phonathI suratanA TrasTIo pAsethI 60 hajAra jeTalA rU. * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 206

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laI gayelo. phonamAM kahe : huM mumukSu chuM. A.ma.nA pustaka chapAvavAmAM 25-30 hajAranI jarUra che. mokalAvo. pelAoe amArA vizvAsathI mokalAvelA. amane TheTha madrAsamAM khabara paDI. patramAM lakheluM : ApanA kahevA pramANe 60 hajA2 mokalI ApyA che. A DaphoLa zaMkhanA namUnA che. DaphoLa zaMkha eTale bole ghaNuM, paNa kare kAMI nahi. Ape kAMI nahi. ghaNA mANaso paNa AvA ja hoya che. - azuddhabhAva saMsAra che. zuddhabhAva saMsAra pAra che. anusrota eTale duniyA cAle te pramANe cAlavuM. pratisrota eTale duniyAthI urdu cAlavuM. pratikULatAne vadhAvI levI te mokSamArga che. ApaNuM mana saMkliSTa na bane tenI kALajI tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe rAkhI che. jema jema bhagavAnanI bhakti vadhatI jAya tema tema bhAvonI vizuddhi vadhatI jAya. uttama saMge re uttamatA vadhe..." - devacakrajI jina uttama guNa gAvatAM, guNa Ave nija aMga...' - pa2vijayajI ApaNane prabhutA game che. paNa prabhutA IcchavI eTale laghu banavuM. laghu banavuM eTale ja mahAna banavuM. mahAna banavuM eTale ja laghu banavuM, laghutA haze tyAM bhakti pragaTaze. bhakti haze tyAM mukti pragaTaze. * * * * * * * 4 # # # # # 2

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sArI 22 vo hama, mu(vA ) bI visaM. 2028, mAya . 24., li. 26--2272 bhAdaravA suda 9 19-09-1999, ravivAra pUrvanA tIrthakaronI bhakti vinA tIrthaMkara bhagavAna paNa tIrthakara banI zakatA nathI. vIzasthAnakomAM mukhya prathama pada tIrthakara che. zeSa teno parivAra che. paramAtmA pratye prema tIvra prakarSa pAme tyAre bhaktiyogano janma thAya. jIva pratye karelo prema jIvane ziva banAve che. guNI jIva pratye pramoda - AdarabhAva hovo joIe. eno Adara karavAthI enA badhA ja guNo ApaNA banI jAya. Aja sudhI koIpaNa jIva guNInA bahumAna vinA guNI banI zakyo nathI. vepArI pAsethI tAlIma lIdhA pachI ja vepArI banI zakAya che. tema guNInI sevA dvArA ja guNI banI zakAya che. tIrthakaranA jIvanamAM be cIja dekhAze : (1) prabhu pratye agAdha prema ! (2) prabhu sAthe joDAyelA jagatanA jIvo prati prema !! 268 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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A baMne tamAma zAstrono sAra che. A ja sAdhakanI sIDI che. ja dharmIkulamAM janma levo, Uchera pAmavo, bhagavAna - guru vagere uttama nimitto maLavA e kAMI jevI tevI vAta nathI. AtmA nimittavAsI che. maMdiramAM alaga ja bhAva Ave. thIyeTaramAM alaga. A to anubhavasiddha ja che. have to thIyeTaramAM paNa javAnI jarUra nathI. T.V. lAvIne tame gharane ja thIyeTara banAvI dIdhuM che. A bahu khataranAka che. AnA pariNAma sArA nahi Ave. 2 2 2 varSa pahelA rajanIzabhAI kaccha-mAMDavImAM AvavAnA hatA. kacchanA mahArAjAno mAMDavImAMno "vijaya pelesa" mahela Azrama rUpe pheravAI javAnI taiyArImAM hato. meM lAkaDIyAnA bAbubhAI meghajIne vAta karI : "A ThIka thatuM nathI.' pachI evI bAjI goThavAI gaI ke teonuM Agamana TaLI gayuM. amerikA jatA rahyA. A kacchI mADuno vijaya hato. ame dakSiNamAM 5-6 varSa rahyA. tyAMnI sthAnika prajA mULabhUta rIte hiMsaka che. bakarAnA balidAno Thera-Thera apAya che. jyAre hemacandrasUri-kumArapALanA prabhAvathI gujarAtarAjasthAna kacchamAM evuM jovA na maLe. kacchamAM to evA muslImo vase che, jeoe jIMdagImAM mAMsa joyuM nathI, khAdhuM nathI. mAMDavImAM eka muslIma mAlIza mATe Avelo. te kaheto hato : "huM mAMsa nathI khAto. AkhuM rAmAyaNa moDhe che, rAmAyaNanA pravacano paNa ApuM chuM." A ahIMnI dharatIno prabhAva che. jainomAM tapanA saMskAra sahaja che. nAnA chokarA paNa ramata-ramatamAM aDhAI karI nAkhe. ahIM amita nAmano sADA bAra varSano eka chokaro che. paryuSaNamAM teNe hasatAM-ramatAM aDhAI karI. mane to TheTha chelle khyAla Avyo. A che jaina kuLanA saMskAra ! kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * 29

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* municandravijaya : bhagavAna jIraNa zeThane tyAM kema na gayA ? pUraNa (abhinava) zeThane tyAM kema gayA ? uttara : bhagavAna che. emanA jIvana mATe ApaNe zuM kahI zakIe ? paNa ema preraNA laI zakIe : paricita ane bhakta hoya tyAM ja gocarIe javuM, bIje nahi, evuM sAdhune na hovuM joIe. e game tyAM jAya. aparicita ane ajJAtane tyAM khAsa jAya. vaLI, vahorAvyA vinA paNa lAbha meLavI zakAya, e paNa saMketa Apyo. pAchaLathI jJAnIne prazna pUchavAmAM AvatAM temaNe pUraNa zeTha karatAM jIraNazeThane puNyazALI gaNAvyA. bIjAne jamADyA vinA ke kUtarA gAya vagerene ApyA vinA ahIMno AryapuruSa kadI jame nahi. 0 atyAre bhayaMkara dukALa che. TIpuMya varasAda nathI. pAMjarApoLo Thera-Thera DhorothI ubharAI rahI che. sAMtalapuramAM hamaNAM ja pAMjarApoLa zarU thaI. be ja divasamAM 1800 Dhoro AvI gayA. AvI hAlatamAM ApaNe saue jAgavAnI jarUra che. 42-43nI sAlamAM huM ahIM hato tyAre dukALa hatA. te vakhate jainoe rUpiyAno evo varasAda varasAvelo ke sarakAra paNa jotI rahI. kendra sarakAre paNa jainone dhanyavAda ApelA. 0 'ma irmavati thAya !' ApaNe hRdayamAM anekone dhAraNa karIe chIe. vepArI. grAhako - mAla vagere badhuM manamAM dhAre. vakIlo, asIla saMbaMdhI badhuM yAda rAkhe - manamAM dhAre - Ama badhA ja badhuM ja dhAre che. paNa bhagavAna koNa dhAre che ? bhagavAna konA manamAM che ? bhagavAna ApaNe kyAre hRdayamAM dhArIe ? maMdiramAM hoIe tyAM sudhI. maMdiramAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA eTale bhagavAna paNa ApaNA hRdayamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA evuM jIvana banAvI mUkyuM che. bhagavAna bhale cauda rAjaloka dUra hoya, paNa bhaktithI bhakta temane hRdayamAM vasAvI zake che. 200 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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dareka bhakta jANe che ke sImaMdhara svAmI bharatakSetramAM Ave nahi, AvI zake nahi, chatAM prArthIe chIe : "zrI sImaMdhara jagadhaNI, A bharate Avo." A khoTuM na kahevAya. ApaNo upayoga jyAre bhagavanmaya banyo tyAre ApaNe svayaM bhagavAna banI gayA. Ane ja hRdayamAM bhagavAna AvI gayA kahevAya. ghaDAnuM dhyAna dharIe to ApaNe ghaTamaya banI gayA. ApaNo upayoga ghaTamaya banI gayo. ghaTamaya ke dhanamaya ghaNIvAra banayA. have bhagavanmaya zA mATe na banavuM ? jJAnamAM ekAgratA nathI hotI, dhyAnamAM ekAgratA hoya che. eTale ja vIravijayajI kahe che : tame dhyeyarUpe dhyAne Avo, zubhavIra prabhu karuNA lAvo; nahi vAra acalasukha sAvaMte, ghaDI doya maLo jo ekAMte..." mAtra be ghaDI bhagavAnamAM ApaNo upayoga rahe to kAma thaI jAya ! - ema vIravijayajI kahe che. bhagavAnanI bhakti jenA hRdayamAM nathI, tenA mATe bhagavAna dUra che. bhakti che tenA mATe bhagavAna hAjarAhajUra che. gozALAnI pAse ja bhagavAna hatA, chatAM bhAvathI dUra ja hatA. sulasA dUra hatI chatAM paNa bhaktithI tenA mATe bhagavAna najIka hatA. dUra rahelA bhagavAnane najIka lAvavA, hRdayamAM padharAvavA enuM nAma bhaktiyoga. enA mATe ja lAkho - abajo rUpiyA kharcIne A maMdiro baMdhAvyA che. bhagavAna pratye premabhAva jAgyo to badhA ja paisA vasUla ! bAkI jeno gAMDA nathI ke kroDo rUpiyA maMdiromAM lagAve. jeno samRddha che tenuM kAraNa paNa jina-bhakti ane jIvadayA che. tame dAnano pravAha cAlu rAkho to lakSmI AvyA vagara nahi rahe. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 001

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paNa che ke, A pagAra 1 ts - jg 22 lIlA , zuSa ( ) vi.saM. 2028, mAla za. 24., ki. 21-1-267ra (pU. kalpataruvi., pU. pUrNacandravi. tathA municandravi.no bhagavatI yogodvahanamAM praveza) bhAdaravA suda 10 20-09-1999, somavAra gocarI pachI ja paccakhkhANa pAravAnA hoya. pahelAthI zI rIte parAya ? gocarI maLaze ja evI khAtarI "maLe to saMyamavRddhi, nahi to tapovRddhi AvuM dhArIne gocarI mATe nIkaLavAnuM che. atyAre jema vAparyA pahelA dazavaikAlikanI 17 gAthAono svAdhyAya che, tema dazavaikAlikanI racanA pahelA paNa AcArAMga vagereno svAdhyAya hato ja. RSabhAdikanA tIrthamAM paNa te te graMthono svAdhyAya hato ja. ja kSayopazama ApaNo keTalo maMda che ? yAda rAkheluM tarata ja bhUlI jaIe chIe. navAInI vAta e che ke bhUlavA jevA apamAna Adi bhUlatA nathI, paNa nahi bhUlavA jevA rA02 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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Agamika padArthone tarata ja bhUlI jaIe chIe. rAga-dveSano kSaya ke upazama karIe to ja karmabaMdha aTake. samagra dvAdazAMgIno sAra che : rAga-dveSano kSaya karI samatAbhAvano Azraya karavo. rAga-dveSa do cora lUTere, rAga ne rIsA doya khavIzA, ye hai du:khakA disA. tamArI pAse mAla che, evI mAhitI lUMTArAne maLe, pachI e zuM kare ? tamAro pIcho na choDe. lUMTAro, tame galImAM vaLo eTale tarata ja pakaDe, tamane lUMTe. A rAga-dveSa paNa barAbara moko joI tamArA para tUTI paDe. gayA ravivAre, nelluramAM (madrAsathI uttare) bapore khulI ophisamAM lUMTAro Avyo, charo bhoMkyo, lohIluhANa karI lUMTa calAvI bhAgI gayo. nAma Ape to jAnathI mAravAnI dhamakI ApelI. AnA karatAM paNa rAga-dveSarUpa lUMTArA khataranAka che. sAdhue vAparatI vakhate rAga-dveSathI 52 2hevAnuM che. rAga-dveSanA prasaMgo bahudhA gocarI samaye thatA hoya che. 'he jIva ! bhikSATanamAM tuM 42mAMnA koI doSathI ThagAyo nathI to have bhojana vakhate rAga-dveSathI tuM ThagAIza nahi.' Ama AtmAne zIkhAmaNa ApavI. bhojana samaye bIjA koI zIkhAmaNa Ape to na game, gurunI paNa na game. jIva eTalo abhimAnI che, ke koInI zIkha sAMbhaLavA lagabhaga taiyAra thato nathI, paNa ahIM to jIva svayaM potAnI jAtane zIkha Ape che. jIva potAnI vAta to mAne ne ? badhA ja anuSThAno, jIvane rAga-dveSathI bacAvavA rakhAyelA che. sAdhu pAse jJAna-dhyAnanI vipula sAmagrI hoya to moha humalo na karI zake. je deza vipula zastra saMrajAmAdithI taiyAra hoya, tenA para duzmana deza humalo karavAno vicAra karI zakato nathI. kAma kAmane zIkhave svAdhyAya svAdhyAyane zIkhave. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * 203

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dhyAna dhyAnane zIkhave A abhyAsa che. punaH punaH karAtI kriyA abhyAsa che. abhyAsanA kAraNe ja sarakhA abhyAsavALA 14 pUrvIomAM paNa chaThThANavaDio paDe che, caDa-utara hoya che. - huM evA vicArano ke koIpaNa lakhANa zAstrAdhArita joIe. AdhAra vinA kAMI lakhavuM ja nahi. meM pahelIvAra ja lekha lakhyo, amarendravi. e kahyuM : "A to mAtra pAThono saMgraha thayo. lekha to maulika joIe." mane e paddhati pasaMda nahi. mahAna TIkAkAroe paNa AgamagraMthomAM potAnA taraphathI koI svataMtra abhiprAya nathI Apyo, to ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAnanI zarata che : bIjA hoya to huM tamArA hRdayamAM na AvuM. bhagavAnane bolAvavA hoyato pugalano prema choDavo paDaze. yA to bhagavAna pasaMda karo, yA to pugalAsakti. A amRtavANI jANe sAkSAta bhagavAnanI ja che. - sA. sattanidhizrI jorAvaranagara ApazrI baMne bhAIoe A pustaka mATe mahenata uThAvI che, te dhanyavAdane pAtra che. - sA. amIvarSAzrI amadAvAda A pustaka maLatAM jIvanamAM kAMIka utthAna thAya tevI AzA rAkhuM chuM. - sA. amIgirAzrI amadAvAda 204 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * kahe

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karavA, ) vi.saM. 2028, mAya za. , kiM. ra1-- bhAdaravA suda 11 ra 1-09-1999, maMgaLavAra vidhipUrvaka pAlana karo to sAdhudharma jaldIthI ane zrAvakadharma dhImethI mokSa tarapha laI jAya che. zrAvakadharma kITikAgatithI ane sAdhudharma vihaMgamagatithI cAle che. vRkSa para kerI khAvA kIDI paNa caDe, popaTa paNa jAya, baMne vacce keTalo pharaka ? bhUkha tIvra hoya to kITikAgati choDIne vihaMgamagati jIva sTeje apanAve. Aje pApanA kAryomAM vihaMgamagati nahi, paNa plenanI gati che, paNa dharmakAryomAM kIDI jevI gati che. * aticAra eTale cAritra jahAjamAM chidro ! chidro dhyAnamAM AvyA pachI pUravAmAM na Ave to jahAja DUbI jAya. chidro pUravAnA badale moTA-moTA chidro (aticAro) karatA rahIe to zuM thAya ? che zarIramAM koI gumaDA ke ghA para jarUra hoya teTaluM ja malama ApaNe lagADIe chIe, thapeDA nathI lagADatA. tema * * # # # # # # # # # # # 205

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bhojana samaye sAdhu jarUra pramANe ja AhAra le. sArI cIja joIne vadhu na le. hA... AhAra vadhI gayo hoya tyAre laIe to nirjarA thAya, sahAyatA karI kahevAya. koIka sAdhune rUkSa AhArathI ke koI sAdhune snigdha AhArathI anukULa AvatuM hoya che. je rIte saMyama-nirvAha thAya te rIte vartavuM. sAdhu sarpanI jema svAda lIdhA vanA koLIyo utAre. pIparamIMTanI jema AhAra Ama tema mukhamAM pherave nahi. eka sekanDa paNa rAga-dveSa na AvI jAya, te mATe bhagavAne keTalI kALajI rAkhI che ! bhojana karavAnA udAharaNo : (1) vraNa lepa : (2) paiDAmAM tela : (3) putranuM mAMsa : (cilAtI putranI pAchaLa paDatI vakhate putrI susamAnuM mAMsa khAtA pitAnI manodazA kevI haze ?) bhojanano krama : prathama snigdha madhura, pittanA zamana mATe, buddhi vagere vadhe mATe. pachI khATA padArtho, chelle turA-kaDavA padArtho. bhojananA A kramanuM kAraNa e paNa che ke pAchaLathI snigdha padArtho vadhe, peTa bharAI gayuM hoya to snigdha padArtho paraThavavA paDe. mATe ja prathama snigdha madhura padArtho ArogavA. bhojananA vakhANa karatA vAparIe to aMgAra doSa. niMdA karatA vAparIe to dhUmra doSa lAge. bhojananI traNa paddhatio : kaTa cheda (khIcaDI vageremAM), pratara cheda (roTalI vageremAM) siMha bhakSita (pAtrAmAM jema paDyuM hoya tema ja vAparavuM) traNa paddhatie vAparavAnuM che. sArAmAM sArA padArtho hoya temAM Asakti na thAya mATe bAra bhAvanA AdithI manane bhAvita banAvavuM joIe. AhAranA cha kAraNo : 206 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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(1) sudhAvedanIya mATe, (2) veyAvacca mATe, (3) IryAsamiti mATe, (4) saMyamanI sAdhanA mATe, (5) prANa nimitte, (6) dharmaciMtana mATe. tapathI sevA na thaI zakatI hoya to tapa gauNa karo. sevA mukhya che. sevA nahi karo ne glAnanI samAdhi na rahe to keTalo doSa lAge ? AMkhe aMdhArA Ave to IsamitipUrvaka kaI rIte cAlI zakAya ? zarIrane nahi, rAga-dveSane pAtaLA banAvavAnA che. zAstronA padArthone vAgoLavA te dharmaciMtA che. 23 kalAka bIjI pravRttio karIe ne 1 kalAka dhyAna karIe to mana kyAMthI lAge ? divasanI tamAma pravRtti tene anurUpa hovI joIe. to ja dhyAnanuM sAtatya rahe. dhyAnanA sAtatyathI ja te siddha thaI zake. 0 bhakti : bhagavAnanI bhakti bhavasAgarathI pAra utAre. mATe ja bhagavAne bhavasAgaramAM jahAja samAna dharmatIrthanI sthApanA karI che. nAmAdi 4 dvArA bhagavAna dharma mATe satata sahAyaka bane yajamAna jAte ja mahemAnanI dekhabhALa kare to mahemAnane keTalo AnaMda thAya ? bhagavAna dharma-dezanA ApIne chUTI nathI gayA. sAme AvI UbhA che : Avo, huM hAtha pakaDIne tamane laI jAuM ! nAmAdi cAreya bhavasAgaramAM mahAsetu samAna che. * narmadA jevI bhayaMkara nadI hoya chatAM pula upara cAlatAM ApaNane bhaya nathI lAgato. bhagavAne paNa bhayaMkara saMsAra samudramAM pula bAMdhyo che. bhaktinA e pula para cAlanArane bhavano bhaya satAvato nathI. * jApa vadhatAM mananI nirmaLatA vadhe che. prabhunAmajapa vakhate ApaNA traNeya yogo ekAgra bane che. prabhu-jApa dvArA aneka ajaino paNa Atmazuddhi karatA hoya che. enA prabhAvathI ja AgAmI janmamAM temane zuddha dharmanI prApti thAya kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * 200

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che. gautamasvAmI jevAe pUrva janmamAM ke pUrvAvasthAmAM AvI ja koI sAdhanA karI haze ne ? cAramAMthI ekane choDIne bAkInA traNa nikSepo to Aje paNa kAma kare che. eTale ja caturvidha saMgha - maMdira mUrti vagere vinA rahI zake nahi. eTale ja jaino vasavATa mATe pahelA jinAlaya pAse che ke nahi ? te jue che. A vAta bIlDaro paNa samajI gayA che. prabhunA badhA ja guNo, badhI ja zaktio, prabhunA nAmamAM ane mUrtimAM saMgRhIta che. e jovAnI tamArI pAse AMkha joIe. prabhue guNanI prabhAvanA karavA ja janma lIdho che. mArA jevA badhA ja bane e ja bhagavAnanI bhAvanA. jagatasiMha zeThane evo niyama ke mArA nagaramAM ja Ave tene kroDapati banAvavA. 360 kroDapati banAvyA. pachI niyama banAvyo : nagaramAM AvanAra dareka sAdhamikane dareka kroDapati 1OOO/- sonaiyA Ape ne dararoja sAdharmika bhakti kare. bahu ja saraLatAthI AgaMtuka kroDapati banI jato. udAra zeTha jema badhA AgaMtukane potAnA jevA kroDapati banAvavA Icche, tema bhagavAna, jagatanA sarva jIvone potAnA jevA bhagavAna banAvavA Icche che. ___A kALanA adbhuta prabhubhakta rUpe teozrI samagra saMghamAM suprisaddhA hatA / e prabhubhaktinA pradhAna pariNAma rUpe AMtaravizuddhine to teozrI varyA ja hatA, paraMtu enI sAthosAtha sAmAnyajanane najare Ave evI panotI punyAi paNa varyA hatA / emanI adbhuta prabhubhakti tathA zrI namaskAra niSThAne hArdika bhAvAMjali / - na. vi sUrasUri gaNi rAjaratnavijaya 3. 4, saMghe 8ii 278 * * * * * * * * * kahe

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11 rIkSA prabhaMLa, mukhya (jI) vi.saM. 2028, mAya zu. 24., vi. 22-2-2672 bhAdaravA suda 12 22-09-1999, budhavAra Agama vAMcanamAM saraLatA paDe, enA rahasyo samajAya, mATe haribhadrasUrijI Adie prakaraNa graMthonI racanA karI che. garbhamAM ja paryApta pUrI thaI gayA pachI ApaNI aMdara saMskAro paDavA lAge che. mAtAnuM mana, AsapAsanuM vAtAvaraNa vagere badhAnI asara paDe che. DaoNkaTara paNa dUra karI nathI zakatA te kensarAdi rogo prabhu nAma-smaraNathI dUra thAya che, ema have DaoNkaTara paNa kabUla karatA thayA che. DaoNkaTara kahe che : dardI jo prasanna na rahe, jIvavAnuM na Icche to amArI davAo paNa ene bacAvI na zake. citta prasannatA prabhu-nAma smaraNathI maLe che. je kroDo DolarathI paNa kyAMya maLI zake nahi. sAdhu-sAdhvI kema ATalA rogagrasta hoya che ? mAnasika vicAro tapAsavA jarUrI che. dveSIlI prakRti, mAyAvI svabhAva kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * 209

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ItyAdi paNa rogamAM bhAga bhajave che. kaSAyo bhAvaroga che ja. mananI prasannatA lAkho rU.mAM paNa na maLe tevI davA che. mananI prasannatA hoya to dravya-bhAva roga rahI ja kyAMthI zake ? kadAca dravyaroga AvI jAya to paNa mananI prasannatA khaMDita na ja thAya ne ? sanakumAra cakravartIne yAda karo. potAnI thuMkamAM ja roga nivAraka zakti hovA chatAM kyAreya eno upayoga na karyo. 700 varSa sudhI prasannatApUrvaka rogo bhogavatA rahyA. A rIte roga paNa karma-nirjarAmAM sahAyaka bane che. karmo bhogavavAno uttama avasara che, ema mAnIne AvelA rogone vadhAvI levA. ApaNane AvelA rogo e ApaNA ja karmonuM phaLa ke bIjA koInuM phaLa ? "koIe Ama karI nAkhyuM" ItyAdi vAta para vizvAsa bese to karma siddhAnta pacyo nathI, ema mAnavuM. ApaNA kevA karmo na hoya to koI kazuM ja bagADI zake nahi. bIjA mAtra nimitta ja bane che. | tIrthakaranA kahyA pramANe cAlanAra munione A ja bhavamAM labdhi-siddhio pragaTe che. e labdhi-siddhi veDaphI nAkhavA mATe nathI. eno ayogya prayoga nahi karavAnI zakti paNa sAthe maLe che. keTalIkavAra prazaMsA bhAre paDI jatI hoya che. tamArI prazaMsA bIjAnI IrSyAnuM kAraNa bane ane tamArA mATe te vijJarUpa paNa bane. mahAvIradevanI prazaMsA pelo saMgama na sAMbhaLI na zakyo ne cha mahinA bhagavAnane herAna karyA. evA keTalAya udAharaNa maLI Avaze. ja mahAmuni mahArogane paNa viziSTa dRSTikoNathI karmanirjarAno avasara banAvI de. bhagavAnano mArga mAtra jANavA samajavA mATe nathI, jIvavA mATe che. to ja ApaNe gantavya sthAne zIgha 280 = * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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pahoMcI zakIzuM. rasto jANo paNa DagaluMya te tarapha na bharo to tame ISTa sthAne pahoMcI zako ? ApaNe badhuM jANIe, paNa kAMI ja karavA taiyAra na thaIe to ISTa siddha thAya ? 0 bhagavAna nAmAdi cArathI sarvatra (sarva kSetra) sarvadA (sarvakALe) sarvajana para upakAra karI rahyA che, ema hemacandrasUrijI kahe che. koI kALa evo nathI, koI kSetra evuM nathI jyAM prabhunAma, prabhu-mUrti na hoya. amuka kALamAM ja hota to 'kSetre vizvane ca sarvAmina' ema na lakhata. paNa tame juo, cAreya gatimAM jIvo samyatva pAme che. samyakta kaI rIte pAmatA haze ? tyAM prabhuno upakAra nahi ? che Aje ja bhagavatImAM pATha Avyo : "garbhastha jIva narake paNa jaI zake svarge paNa jaI zake. zubha ane azubha baMnemAM "zcitte, tane, tammo, tavastA tavaMyavaharo' banI zake. garbhamAM rahelo jIva vaikriyazaktithI rUpa vidurva sainiko banAvI laDAI karI zake, AyuSya samApta thAya to marIne narake paNa jAya. e rIte dharmanA adhyavasAyathI svarge paNa jAya. 0 svayaMbhU ramaNa samudramAM mAchalAo ne mUrtinA AkAramAM mAchalA jovA maLatAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya che, pachI sagatie jAya che. ahIM AkArarUpe bhagavAna AvyA. - eka vAta pUchuM ? gocarI vakhate kevA vicAra Ave ? sArA vicAra na karo to kharAba vicAra Avaze ja. nAnakaDA bALakane mAM game tyAM rakhaDavA na de, tema manane game tyAM rakhaDavA na do. mana nAnuM bALaka che. dukAnane tame mAlika vagaranI mUkatA nathI to manane kema mUko cho ? evI rIte vAparavuM ke mana svAdathI para banI jAya. bahena kahevA AvyA : mahArAja ! bhUla thaI gaI. cAmAM kahe * * * * * * * * * 281

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khAMDanI jagyAe mIThuM naMkhAI gayuM che. sAgarajI mahArAja to vAparI gayelA. sAgarajI mahArAja kahe : emAM zuM thaI gayuM ? AgamathI mati bhAvita banAvelI. jAmanagaramAM eka vakhate dUdhamAM sAkaranA sthAne mIThuM AvI gayeluM. huM kAMI na bolyo. zuM thayuM ? peTa sApha thaI gayuM. vAparatI vakhate su... su..., caba... caba... vagere avAja na thavA joIe. ekadama utAvaLe nahi vAparavuM. bahu vilaMba paNa nahi karavo. kAMI paNa DhoLavuM nahi. jogamAM to dhyAna rAkho cho. dahADo paDavAno bhaya che ne ? haMmeza mATe ema hovuM joIe. eTalA mATe ja joga che. | vAparatI vakhate manathI svAdhyAya ciMtana Adi karI zakAya. pU. devendrasUrijImAM joyuM : ahIMthI tyAM mAtru karavA jAya to paNa svAdhyAya cAlu ! eka paNa miniTa bagADe nahi. AthI ja roja 3-4 hajArano svAdhyAya karI zakatA. bhakti : bhagavAnane jagatane pAvana-pavitra banAvavAno zokha che ? jema tamane dArU-tamAkuno zokha che. jJAnIo kahe che : hA..., emane zokha che. kyArathI ? TheTha nigodathI. svArthanuM vyasana ApaNane saune che. bhagavAnane paropakAranuM vyasana che. "mA vAtsamete pararthavyaninaH ' vakhate paNa paropakAra cAlu hoya to tIrthakaranA bhavamAM, jyAre zaktio parAkASTAe pahoMcI che, tyAre paropakAra kema na kare ? dAnanuM vyasana hoya ne pAse khUba paisA hoya to koNa dAna na kare ? oTaramalajI (madrAsa) ahIM beThA che. Aje ja be lAkhanuM dAna karyuM. jamatI vakhate tame roTalI, zAka, mIThAI vagere jenuM nAma lo cho, te vastu maLI jAya che ne ? je vyaktine tame bolAvo, te vyakti hAjara thaI jAya che ne ? to paropakAra parAyaNa bhagavAnanuM tame nAma lo to teo hAjara 282 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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kema na thAya ? ' nAmathI prabhu sAmIpyanI anubhUti thAya. nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna." prabhu ApaNA hRdayamAM AvyA eno artha e ke ApaNo upayoga prabhumaya thayo, upayogamAM prabhu AvyA. upayogapUrvaka tame prabhu-nAma lo cho tyAre prabhumaya ja bano cho. 0 vANI 4 prakAre : vaikharI : mukhamAM, madhyamA : kaMThamAM, pazyantI : hRdayamAM, parA : jJAnamAM. je vANIthI tame pokAro te rUpe prabhu AvI maLe. 4 ArIsAnI sAme UbhA raho, tamAruM pratibiMba paDe ja. ApaNo upayoga nirmaLa ArIsA jevo hoya tyAre prabhu ApaNAmAM pratibiMbita bane ja. upayogamAM rahelA bhagavAnane oLakhI zakIe evI haju ApaNAmAM kSamatA nathI. tethI ja prabhu dUra lAge che. 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka maLyU. hajI to hAthamAM ja lI, che paraMtu, 'First Impression is last Impression...' prathama dRSTie ja prabhAvika che. - gaNi rAjayazavijaya somavAra pea\punA. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * | * * * * * * * * * * * = 283

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. :ke A che kemake - ' che. ke saphara e pAI viveji. - enyatawva.-vi.- virAji. - devendrasUrijI ke sAtha cintanamagna pUjyazrI di. 21-01-1967, vAMkI (kaccha) bhAdaravA suda 13 23-09-1999, guruvAra - puSparAvartanI dhArA eTalI prabaLa hoya che ke enuM pANI jamInamAM khUba UMDe jAya che, pachI varSo sudhI varasAda na paDe toya pAka thayA kare. bhagavAnanI vANI paNa puSkarAvartana megha jevI che. 21 hajAra varSa sudhI kAma karaze, sarvaviratino pAka thayA ja karaze. 4 jeTalI zaktio kevaLajJAnImAM pragaTa rUpe dekhAya che, te badhI ja zaktio badhA ja jIvomAM pracchannarUpe rahelI ja che. ApaNuM bhAvi pragaTa svarUpa atyAre paNa kevaLajJAnIone pragaTa che. ekanA nANA UdhAra che, benkamAM jamA che. bIjAnA nANA rokaDA che. jIva ane zivamAM A ja pharaka che.zivanuM aizvaryA rokaDuM che. ApaNuM udhAra ! ApaNuM aizvarya koIe (karmasattA) dabAvI dIdhuM che. ApaNe ugharANI karI zakatA nathI. ApaNe mAlika chIe. ugharANI karI zakIe tema chIe. ApaNuM A svAmitva 284 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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jagADavA ja A dharmazAstrAdi che. bhAvimAM rokaDuM thanAruM ApaNuM aizvarya Aje paNa kevaLajJAnIo pratyakSa joI rahyA che. paraMtu Aje to ApaNe bhikhArI chIe. chate paise kaMgALa chIe. hAthamAM kaMI nathI. muMbaInA keTalAka bilDarsonA paisA jamInamAM rokAI gayA hoya, jamInanA bhAva gagaDI rahyA hoya, tenA jevI ApaNI sthiti che. paisA ApaNA hovA chatAM ApaNI pAse nathI. che jene sAmAnya loko sonuM-cAMdI mAne che, jenI pAchaLa doDavAmAM jIMdagI pUrI kare che, jJAnIonI najare e mAtra pILI-sapheda mATI che. 'jiritranAM thanuM pana, thAvata driya-matiH | anAdinidhanaM jJAnaM dhanaM pArve na pazyati // - jJAnasAra jiyajayASTakam 0 tamArA paisA kyAMka jamA hoya ne tame tenAthI ajANa ho. svAbhAvika che ke ajJAnanA kAraNe tame ugharANI karavA na jAva. paisA mATe jyAM tyAM bhaTakyA karo. ApaNI hAlata Aje evI thaI che. ApaNuM Atma - aizvarya karmasattAe dabAvI mUkyuM che. ApaNe ethI ajANa chIe. - "bhaNyA paNa gaNyA nahi' e kahevata punarAvartananuM mahattva paNa kahe che. mAtra bhaNavuM pUratuM nathI. ene gaNavuM jarUrI che. gaNavuM eTale punaH punaH Avartana karavuM, bIjAne ApavuM. je bIjAne ApIe chIe te ApaNuM che, bAkI badhuM pArakuM che. bIjAne ApeluM jJAna ja rahe che, e mAro potAno anubhava che. bhaNavAnI sAthe gaNavuM eTale jIvanamAM utAravuM. bhaNyA pachI e jIvanamAM na utare to eno artha zo ? * baMdha karatAM anubaMdha mahattvano che. anubaMdha eTale lakSa, uddeza, valaNa, aMdarano hetu. jema vAMkI khAte AvanAro mANasa je khAte paisA Ape te ja khAtAmAM jamA thAya, tema ApaNe je AzayathI kArya karIe te ja sthAne jamA thAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 285

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manane vikRtiyukta banAve te vikRti - vigaI. vigati (vigaI)thI bacavuM hoya to vigaIthI bacavuM joIe. vikRtinI prakRti ja moha pedA karanArI che. vikRti vAparIne sAdhaka mohano jaya na karI zake. - bhakti : cittane vikRti-rahita banAvavA vikRti (vigaI)no tyAga jarUrI che tema bhagavAnanI bhaktino Adara jarUrI che. navakArano "na" paNa anaMta puNyarAzino udaya thAya tyAre maLe che. ahIM to ApaNane pUro navakAra maLyo che. puNyodayanuM zuM pUchavuM ? ekabAju duniyAnI badhI ja saMpatti mUkavAmAM Ave ne bIjI bAju mAtra prabhunuM nAma mUkavAmAM Ave. baMnemAMthI koNa caDe ? jIMdagI AkhI dhana-dhana-dhana karatAM marI gayelA mammaNane pUchI juo. dhananI upekSA karI sAmAyika karatA puNiyA zrAvakane pUchI juo. navakAra maMtramAM prabhunA komana-sAmAnya nAmo che. jemAM badhA ja arihaMto, siddho Adi paMca parameSThIo AvI jAya. navakAra gaNavA eTale bhagavAnanA caraNomAM mAthuM mUkI devuM. jeo sarvavirati sudhI pahoMcavA mAMgatA hoya ne pahoMcI zakatA na hoya teo navakAranuM prabhu-nAmanuM zaraNuM svIkArI jue. prabhu-nAmathI ke prabhu-mUrtithI koInuM kalyANa thayuM che ? ema tame pUchatA ho to mAruM nAma paheluM lakhAvuM. mane ahIM sudhI pahoMcADanAra prabhu-nAma ane prabhu-mUrti che. muMbaI vagerethI tame ATalI moTI saMkhyAmAM ahIM kema Avo cho ? huM to mAnuM chuM : prabhu mokalI rahyA che. prabhu mokalatA hoya temanuM apamAna zI rIte thAya ? muMbaIthI tame ahIM AvyA to tamArI peDhI baMdha karIne AvyA? tamArA nAmathI tyAM peDhI cAle che ne? bhagavAna mokSamAM gayA paNa emanI peDhI ahIM cAle che. emanA nAmathI cAle che. tamArA nAmathI peDhI cAle to bhagavAnanA nAmathI na cAle? 286 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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nAma ane mUrti e bhagavAna ja che. derAsaramAM ApaNe kaI mUrti che ? ema nathI pUchatA, kayA bhagavAna che, ema pUchIe chIe. hA... jayapuranA mUrtimahollAmAM mUrtinuM pUchIe kharA, paNa maMdiramAM birAjamAna mUrtimAM to sAkSAt prabhunuM ja darzana ApaNe karIe chIe. kAussagna navakArano karIe ke logassano, baMnemAM prabhunA nAma ja che. ekamAM sAmAnya nAma, bIjAmAM vizeSa nAma che. 0 1 zabdathI vaikharI vANI, 2 vikalpathI madhyamA vANI, 3 jJAnathI pazyantI vANI, 4 saMkalpathI parA vANI pragaTe che. 4 uttarottara // 29 // 35 che. pUjyapAdazrInA devaloka thayAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLI vajraghAta anubhavyo / jIvanabhara bhaktinA mAdhyame prabhu sAthe aikya anubhavI A kALanA mahAna yogIe vidAya lIdhI / haiyuM aMdaramAM raDI rahyaM che / have AvA paramAtmabhakta bIje kyAM jovA maLaze? paramAtmabhakti, jIvamaitrI ane jaDa viraktino triveNI saMgama pUjyazrImAM jovA maLyo hato / vi.saM. 2055mAM suratanA pAMca divasa daramyAna pUjyapAdazrIjInI sAthe rahevA maLyuM hatuM te divaso haju paNa yAda Ave che / pUjyazrInA alaukika guNothI AkarSAIne yogadRSTinA ajavALA bhAga-3 temanA karakamalamAM samarpaNa karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI hatI, je sAkAra banatA vizeSa AnaMda anubhavAyo hto| pUjyazrI A kALanA mahAna saMta, avvala koTinA paramAtmabhakta, oliyA phakIra, zAMtinA phirastA, zAMtinA dUta, zAMtino paigAma hatA. jIvanabhara khIlIne potAnI suvAsa comera phelAvIne eka kamaLa akALe karamAI gayuM / eka dIvo potAno prakAza phelAvIne acAnaka bujhAI gayo / have pUjyazrInA mArge ApaNe sau cAlIe / pUjyazrI je keDI kaMDArI gayA che tenA upara cAlI kRtakRtya banIe / ___ - eja... muktidarzanavijayanI vaMdanA ___ ma.su. 13, muMbaI. hA * * * * * * * * * * * * * 287

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bAMe se viveka vi. aura darzana vi. ke bIca dhyAnamagna pUjyazrI visaM. 2023, poSa . 22, vAMzI (varajI) bhAdaravA suda 14 ra4-09-1999 zukravAra pANInA traNa guNa. (1) tarasa chipAvavI, (2) malinatA dUra karavI, (3) dAha miTAvavo. pahelAnA pANImAM AvA guNo hatA, hamaNA nathI, evuM nathI. amuka gAmanuM pANI kAma kare, bIjuM na kare, evuMya nathI. cothAmAM ArAmAM kare, hamaNA nahi, cothA ArAmAM pANI pIvAtuM, hamaNA peTrola pIvAya che, evuM kharuM ? bhagavAnanI vANI paNa pANI jevI che. (1) tRSNAnI tarasa miTAve. (2) karmanI malinatA dUra kare. (3) kaSAyano dAha zamAve. pANI to agnisaMparkathI hajuye garama thAya, paNa A jinavANI ke prabhu kadI garama thatA nathI. 288 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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pANInI jema prabhu ane prabhunI vANI paNa cothA ArAnI jema Aje paNa potAnuM kAma kare ja che. jyAre rAgadveSathI mana grasta hoya che tyAre akaLAmaNa ane udvega vadhI jAya che. AvuM thAya tyAre prabhunAmano sahAro lejo. prabhunAmano mahimA prasthApita karavA ja bIjuM Avazyaka (caturvizati stava) dAkhala karavAmAM AvyuM che. nAma-nAmIno abheda che. AthI ja ApaNA nAmanI prazaMsAthI harakhAIe chIe, niMdAthI akaLAIe chIe. sva-nAma sAthe ApaNe ATaluM tAdAmya sAdheluM che emAMthI chUTavA prabhu-nAma-jApa Avazyaka che. koIe koI vyaktinuM nAma kahyuM ne tarata ja e vyaktinI AkRti ApaNA mAnasamAM jhaLake che. nAmanI sAthe AkAra anivAryapaNe saMkaLAyelo che. AthI ja nAma pachI sthApanAnikSepo che. pU.kanakasUrijI ! nAma bolatAM ja AkRti yAda Ave. mAtra AkRti ja nahi, guNo paNa yAda Ave. niHspRhatA, vAtsalya, vidhiprema, karuNA vagere guNo yAda Ave. ahIM paNa prabhunA nAma + sthApanA dvArA prabhunA guNo yAda Ave. yogano prAraMbha prabhu-nAmathI thAya. A prItiyoga thayo. prema gADha bane tyAre bhaktiyoga Ave. bhaktiyoga gADha bane tyAre vacanayoga Ave. vacanayoga gADha bane tyAre asaMga yoga Ave. mahAnizIthanA joga 4 mahAtmAne cAle che. A varSe ja athathI iti sudhI mahAnizItha pharI vAMcyo. prabhu-nAma (navakAra) prabhu-guNo vagerenuM varNana vAMcatAM romAMca harSita thAya. mATe ja sau prathama navakAra ApavAmAM Ave che. navakAra eTale akSaramaya paMca parameSThIo ! bhautika deha bhale na hoya, akSara deha che ja. akSara eTale ja kadI kSare nahi, khare nahi. navakAra eTale prabhu - nAma ! navakAra eTale guru- nAma !! navakAra eTale guNIonA guNanuM kIrtana !!! kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * # ' = = * * * * * * * * 289 kahe

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huM 20 varSathI gADha rIte prabhu-bhakti karuM chuM. bhayaMkara bimArImAM paNa cAlu ! rUmathI bahAra nIkaLAya nahi to paNa bhakti cAlu ja. - atyAre nathI mA-bApa, atyAre nathI guru - ame to bhagavAnanA AdhAre atyAre jIvIe chIe. bhagavAna choDI daIe to amArI pAse rahyuM zuM ? bhagavAna ja guru che, mA che, pitA che, badhuM ja che. badhuM ja bhagavAna che. 'macathI zaradi nAti' no bhAva pedA thAyato nirAdhAra bALaka tarapha jema mA doDatI Ave tema bhagavAna doDatA Avaze. "abhinaMdana jina darisaNa tarasIe..." e stavana vAMcI juo. AnaMdaghanajI dareka phirakAmAM mAnya che. temanI stavanA to juo. virahano ukaLATa to juo ! e stavano nathI, paNa prabhu tarapha uchaLatI hRdaya - sAgaranI laharIo che. emAM prathama guNasthAnakathI laI 14mA guNasthAnaka sudhIno pUro AdhyAtmika vikAsakrama che. (1) prathama stavanamAM prabhuprema. (2) bIjAmAM mArganI zodha. (3) trIjAmAM mitrAdaSTi, prathamabhUmikA. abhaya - aSa - akhedanI vAta. A mATe yogadaSTi samuccaya vAMcI jojo. mitrA dRSTinuM bIjuM nAma abhaya che. "karaNa'no artha samAdhi thAya. samAdhi samajazo to ja apUrvakaraNAdi samajAze. yathApravRttikaraNa ja apUrvakaraNa sudhI pahoMcADe. yathApravRttikaraNa asaMkhyAtI vAra Ave, paNa uttarottara vizuddhi vadhatI ja jatI hoya. jema navA vidyArthIno ekaDo uttarottara sAro thato jAya. yathApravRttikaraNa paNa avyakta samAdhi che. A avyakta samAdhinA prabhAve ja abhavya jIva dIkSA laI navamA raiveyaka sudhI jaI zake. abhavyamAM yogyatA na hovAthI pachIthI pachaDAya che. eTale ja haribhadrasUrijIe apunabaMdhaka zabda zodhyo che. apunabaMdhaka eTale evo jIva je pharIthI kadI 70 koTAkoTi 290 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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sAgaropama mohanIyanI sthiti nahi bAMdhe. abhavya apunabaMdhaka na banI zake. 0 mane bhakti-jApa-dhyAna vagere pasaMda che, eTale badhuM huM emAM ghaTAvuM chuM evuM nathI. A ja mArga che. mahApuruSone pUchIne zodhIne meM nakkI karyo che. - sAdhya bhale sAmAyika che, paNa cha AvazyakomAM saraLa sAdhanA nAma-ja5 (ca visatyo) che. "ahIM sAdhya to sAmAyika che. samatA che, to vacce nAmastava (cauvisattho) zA mATe lAvyA ?' niryuktimAM uThAvelo evo prazna prabhu-nAma-kIrtanano mahimA batAve che. tIrthakaranA nAmagotranuM zravaNa paNa mahAphaLadAyI che. prabhunA keTalA nAma che ? hajAro nAma che. zakrastava vAMcI juo. jeTalA guNo eTalA nAmo. guNo na gaNAya to nAmo paNa na gaNAya. "prabhu tArA nAma che hajAra, kayA nAme lakhavI kaMkotrI ?" bhakta mUMjhAI jAya che. madrAsa vageremAM mAravADI samAjamAM pahelI patrikA Aje paNa pAlItANA - siddhAcala - AdinAthanA nAma para lakhAya che. (madrAsavALA mANekacaMdabhAI : madrAsa pratiSThA ke bAda anaginIta loga prabhu ke darzanArthe Aye / ajaina loga bhI Aye, pUrI rAta subaha tIna vane tavazva nAphana cAlu ThThI T). prabhu-nAma kIrtanathI prabhu sAthe praNidhAna thAya che. mATe ja logassa samAdhisUtra che, ema kahI zakAya. mATe ja enA phaLarUpe chelle samAdhi mATenI mAMgaNI karelI che : "samArviraputtamaM kiMtu ' rAyapAseNIya, causaraNapayatrA, uttarAdhyayanamAM kahyuM che : darzanAcAranI AthI (caturvizati stavathI) vizuddhi thAya che. samya darzana prApta thAya che, hoya to vizuddha thAya che. samya darzana kadAca na hoya to paNa cittanI prasannatA to thAya ja che. cauvisatthAnA arthAdhikAramAM prabhu-guNonuM kIrtana karavAnuM kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 291

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kahyuM che. kAraNa ke prabhu sauthI guNAdhika che. stuti guNAdhikanI ja thAya. emanA jevo paNa duniyAmAM bIjo koI nathI to caDiyAto kyAMthI hoya ? prabhu bhale guNADhya hoya, paNa bIjAne zo phAyado ? mANasa bhale dhanADhya hoya, paNa bIjAne zo phAyado ? dhanADhya kaMjUsa hoya to ? mANasa kaMjUsa hoI zake, prabhu nahi. prabhunA guNa-kIrtanathI bhaktane lAbha thAya ja. jagatamAM prabhunA prabhAve ja samyagU darzananI prApti thAya che. enA prabhAve bhavAMtaramAM paNa samyam darzana maLe che, aMte mokSa paNa maLe che. A janmamAM prasannatA, samyagu darzana... paralokamAM sagati, siddhigati maLe. 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka maLyuM. pUjyazrInA kohinura hIrA jevI rana-kaNikAone zabdonA doramAM bAMdhI, eka navalakhA hAra jevI adbhuta racanA ApI khUba khUba upakAra caturvidha-saMgha para karyo che. jIbha bole, hRdaya bole evA zabdo ghaNI vAra malyA che, paraMtu anubhava bolato hoya evA tAkAtavara zabdo to kyAreka ja maLe che. evA zabdo pahoMcADyAnI kRtajJatA hRdayapUrvaka vyakta karuM chu ___ 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka hamaNA bhUpatabhAIe ApyuM che. AvI zreNi bahAra par3e ane zabda-zabda sacavAya evI zubhAbhilASA. - saMyamabodhivijaya ghATakopara, muMbai. 292 * * * * * * * * * kahe * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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. jo : 3. bAMe se kiraNa vi.- devendrasarijI-kalApaNa vi.-kara . 21-06-2267, varI ( 9) bhAdaravA suda 15 24-09-1999, zanivAra . AgamAdi graMthonuM punaH punaH vAMcana karavAthI saMyamamAM zuddhi ane bhAvollAsamAM vRddhi thAya che. - AhAranuM pramANa sAmAnya rIte sAdhu mATe - 32, sAdhvI mATe - 28 koLIyA, paNa A saune lAgu na paDe. mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogo sIdAya nahi, kSudhA jeTalA pramANamAM zamI jAya, teTalo AhAra sAdhu kare. vigaI vAparavI hoya te divase te mATeno kAussaga karavAno hoya che. bATalA caDAvavA paDe, davA levI paDe evo tapa paNa na thAya ane eTaluM bhojana paNa na levAya. nihAra mATe 1024 bhAMgA batAvyA che, temAM eka bhAMgo zuddha che. saMloka, ApAta, sacitta, acitta, anApAta, asaMloka ityAdi pado vaDe 1024 bhAMgA thAya che. UDilabhUmi polANavALI na hovI joIe. trasAdi jIvothI yukta na joIe, eno artha e nathI ke saDaka para game tyAM besI javuM. AthI to zAsananI bhayaMkara apabhrAjanA thAya, bIjA kahe che * jhAka ja - - - * * 293

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loko jaina dharmanI niMdA kare. A moTuM pApa che. kyAMya jagyA na hoya to lIlotarIvALI jagyA para paNa (dharmAstikAyanI kalpanA karIne) besI zakAya, paNa saDaka para na besAya. aMDila vidhi : sUrya, gAma ane pavanane pITha ApIne na besAya. divase uttara sanmukha, rAtre dakSiNa sanmukha besAya. laukika vidhinuM pAlana jarUrI che, jethI koI niMdA na kare. "A loko kevA che ? sUryanArAyaNane pITha karIne beThA che. kAMI bhAna che ?' AvuM koI bolI jAya te paravaDe nahi. - eka sAdhunI gocarIcaryA joIne IlAcI mahAtmA kevalI banelA,e ApaNe badhA jANIe chIe. naTaDInA dhyAnamAMthI prabhunA dhyAnamAM dorI janAra muni hatA. eka muni keTaluM kAma kare ? eka kanakasUrijI mahArAje keTaluM kAma karyuM ? amane kanakasUrijIe kheMcyA che. emanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne ame AvelA. e mATe ame koI joSIne pUchyuM nathI. rAjanAMdagAMvathI pAlItANA AvyA tyAM sudhI paNa nakkI nahotuM. teozrI paMDita ke vakatA bhale nahotA, paNa AcArasaMpanna hatA. AthI ja labdhisUrijI jevAe temanI prazaMsA karelI. prathama ja darzane mana abhibhUta thaI gayeluM. vi.saM. 2009mAM vidyAzALAmAM prathama darzana karelA. asara mIThI vANInI nahi paDe, daMbhI vartananI nahi paDe, tamArA AcAranI asara paDaze. * vacanagupti + bhASAsamiti - A baMnenA samyaka pAlanathI tame A ja jIvanamAM vacanasiddha puruSa banI zako cho. khoTuM bolavuM nahi, koInI niMdA bolavI + sAMbhaLavI nahi. ATaluM nakkI karo. pachI juo - vacanasiddhi doDatI - doDatI Ave che ke nahi ? - bhagavAna ane gurune rAjI karavA hoya to emanI AjJAnuM pAlana karo. gurukRpA sAmethI AvI maLaze. 294 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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- ziSyane guru samaja na Ape ane ziSya je kAMI kare tenuM pApa gurune lAge. jo guru sAcI samaja ApI samyam mArge ziSyane vALe, te te mujaba varte to tenuM puNya paNa gurune maLe. - ekAnta bAla - mithyAtvI, bAlapaMDita - dezaviratazrAvaka, ekAMta paMDita sAdhu, bhagavatI sUtranI A vyAkhyA Aje AvI. A vyAkhyA pramANe ApaNe bAla ke paMDita ? T.V. pAse bUDhA ane vRddha strIo paNa besI jAya temane bAla kahIzuM ke paMDita ? ekAMta paMDita mATe be ja gati kahI che : aMtakriyA (nirvANa mokSa) athavA kalpopapattikA (vaimAnika devaloka). karmasattA enuM kazuM bagADI zake nahi. bhagavAna "anAhUta sahAya' zI rIte ? caMDakauzike bhagavAnane teDuM mokaleluM ? "he bhagavan ! tame padhAro. huM tamAruM sAmaiyuM karIza. bhakti karIza. je kaho te karIza. basa, padhAro !" nahi, bhagavAna vinA bolAvye gayelA. ATalA mahAna prabhu vagara bolAvye jAya ? hA, vagara bolAvye jAya mATe ja teo mahAna che. kAraNa ke emaNe sakala jIvarAzine potAno parivAra mAnyo che. svajana pAsethI teDAnI apekSA rakhAya ? bimAra paDI gayelA svajana tamane jANavA maLe tyAre tame ghera besI raho ke doDIne tyAM pahocI jAva ? caMDakauzika bhayaMkara rIte bimAra hato, bhAvarogI hato. ene bhagavAnanI koI paDI nahotI. e to garvathI badhAne bhasmIbhUta karato hato. eTale ja bhagavAna saMbaMdha vagaranA sagA che. nahi to caMDakauzika sAthe bhagavAnane zuM levA devA ? bolAvIe ne bhagavAna na Ave evuM to bane ja zI rIte ? bhagavAna to na bolAvyA chatAM AvanArA che. bhagavAnane kadAca prArthanA na karo to paNa teo tamAruM hita karyA vagara rahe ja nahi. konI prArthanAthI bhagavAne tIrthanI sthApanA karI ? dIkSA lIdhI ? lokAMtika devoe te mATe vinaMtI karI che to temano kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * ja jha = * * * * * * * * * 295

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kalpa che. bhagavAnane enI apekSA nahotI. bhagavAna svayaMsaMbuddha che. koInI prArthanA vinA ja mAtra karuNAthI tIrthasthApanA karI che bhagavAne. sUrya konI prArthanAthI Uge che ? phUla konI prArthanAthI khIle che ? pANI konI prArthanAthI tarasa chipAve che ? vAyu konI prArthanAthI vahe che ? vAdaLa konI prArthanAthI varase che ? koyala konI prArthanAthI TahUke che ? e temano svabhAva che. bhagavAnano paNa paropakAra karavano svabhAva che; prArthanA vinA paNa. caMDakauzike kadI kahyuM nahotuM : tame mAruM hRdaya parivartana karajo. ghaNA pUche che : caMDakauzika sAthe pUrvabhavano koI saMbaMdha hato ? caMdanA sAthe pUrvabhavano koI saMbaMdha hato ? saMbaMdha hoya ke na hoya, hemacandrasUri vItarAga stotramAM kahe che : "masaMbaMdha vanyava:' bhagavAna saMbaMdha vinAnA svajana che. e dvArA bhagavAna ApaNane paNa sUcave che : tame kadI paropakAramAM saMbaMdha jozo nahi. paropakAra aMtatogatvA svopakAra ja che. jIvatvano to badhAnI sAthe saMbaMdha che ja. pustako khUba ja suMdara che. AtmAne DhaMDhoLatA AvA pustako bahAra pADatA rahejo. ApanuM kArya nirvighne thAya evI prArthanA. - AcArya jayazekharasUri dhAravADa, hubalI. 2 6 * * * * * * # # # # * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 # kahe.

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mAra- ' maLatA #love 4. jAdhAna menejapAlaka : che . . tuM . ' = = bAeM se pU. viveka vi., pU. kalpataruvi.,pU. kiraNa | pU. devendrasUrijI, pU. kalApUrNavijayajI di. 21-01-1967 bhAdaravA vada 1 26-09-1999, ravivAra * sArthavAhanI, saMghapatinI javAbadArI saunA yogakSemanI che, rastAmAM surakSA tathA jo ItI vastu meLavI ApavAnI javAbadArI saMghapatinI hoya che. mokSanagarImAM laI javAnI javAbadArI bhagavAnanI che. ApaNe sau yAtrika chIe. bhagavAna saMghapati (sArthavAha) che. AthI ja naciMtAmani cetyavaMdanamAM "satyavAda' tarIke bhagavAna saMbodhAyA che. ghaNA mAnatA hoya che : sAdhvIjI nakAmA che. paNa sAdhvIjI keTaluM kAma kare che, te jANo cho ? pU. haribhadrasUrijIne taiyAra karanArA yAkinImahattarA sAdhvIjI hatAM. ApaNA pU. kanakasUrijIne taiyAra karanArA sA. ANaMdazrIjI hatAM. eka sAdhvIjI paNa keTaluM kAma karI zake che ? te kadI vicAryuM ? sAdhvIjI paNa ATaluM karI zake to sAdhuonuM to zuM pUchavuM ? kalakattAmAM 1OO0 yuvakonI zibira 5. kIrticandravi. * * * * * * * * * * * * 290

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karI rahyA che. kIrtiratna - hemacandra vi. e paNa gaMgAvatImAM potAnI yogyatA pramANe sArI jamAvaTa karI che. 0 jeTalI kALajI tamArA AtmAnI karo cho, teTalI ja kALajI bIjAnI karo. kAraNa ke bIjo "bIjo nathI, ApaNo ja aMza che. bIjAnI hiMsAmAM ApaNI ja hiMsA chUpAyelI che, e samajavuM paDaze. bIjAnI hiMsA karIe chIe tyAre ApaNe ApaNI ja dasagaNI hiMsA nizcita karI daIe chIe. hoya vipAke dasagaNuM re, ekavAra kiyuM karma..." mohanI jeTalI prabaLatA vadhu teTalI bIjI badhI ja azubha pravRtio joradAra samajavI. bIjI ochI azubha hoya to vadhu azubha bane, vadhu ghaTTa bane. arihaMtAdinI AzAtanAthI mohanIya karma baMdhAya che. mohanIyanuM pApa hiMsAthI paNa vadhu che. AjJAbhaMganuM pApa sauthI moTuM. mohanuM kAma AjJAbhaMga karAvavAnuM che. mithyAtva vinA AjJAbhaMga thaI ja na zake. samyakta thayA pachI jagatanA sarva jIvo zivarUpe dekhAya. jene potAnAmAM zivatva dekhAyuM, tene sarvatra ziva dekhAvAnA. A ja samyam daSTi che. sRSTi kadI badalAtI nathI. daSTi badalAya che. daSTi pUrNa bane tyAre jagata pUrNa dekhAya. dRSTi sabhya bane tyAre jagata samyagu dekhAya. kALA cazmA pahero to jagata kALuM che. pILA pahero to pILuM che. pILA camAne mAtra upamA nahi samajatA. A vAstavikatA che. jyAre azubha pariNAma karIe chIe tyAre kRSNalezyA hoya che. kRSNalezyA kALA pugalone kheMce che. tejolezyA pILA pugalone kheMce che. jema jema adhyavasAyo nirmaLa thatA jAya tema tema svaccha ne svaccha pugalo ApaNe kheMcatA rahIe chIe. prasannacandra rAjarSie kRSNalezyA dvArA sAtamI narake laI jAya tevA, khUba ja azubha karmo bAMdhyA, paNa te spaSTa hatA, 298 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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zubhadhyAnanI dhArAthI tarata ja dhovAI gayA, thoDI ja vAramAM kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. sthaDila vidhi : sthaDilanI zaMkA samaya para thAya te AgamanI bhASAmAM kAlasaMjJA' kahevAya. kasamaye lAge te "akAlasaMjJA' kahevAya. pU. premasUrijI ekAsaNuM karIne 15 vAge bapore ja bahAra jatA. huM paNa ekavAra sAthe gayelo. kRminA rogIe chAMyaDAmAM besavuM. chAMyaDAvALI jagA na maLe, kadAca taDake besavuM paDe (spaMDila rokavAnuM nathI. e rokavAthI AyuSya kSaya thAya. e vakhate bhale na jaNAya, paNa thoDuM to AyuSya khUTe ja) to thoDIvAra sudhI chAMyaDo karIne ubhA rahe. 4 bhakti : koI mANasa eTalo coMTIne besI jAya ke jaldI khase ja nahi. ApaNane ema thAya : jaldI khase to sAruM ! paNa bhagavAna e rIte nArAja nahi thAya, jo bhagavAnane pakaDIne tame besI jazo to. nizadina sUtAM jAgatAM, haiDAthI na rahe dUra re; jaba upakAra saMbhArIe, tava upaje AnaMdapUra re...' paNa tame prabhune nahi, paisAne pakaDIne beThA cho. paisA jyAM pratiSThita thayelA hoya tyAM prabhu zI rIte pratiSThita banI zake ? jesalamera, nAgezvara AdinA saMghomAM je haze temane khyAla haze. roja ekAsaNA. 1/2 vAge ekAsaNuM karavAnuM. kyAreka traNa paNa vAgI jAya. te vakhate paNa huM prabhune bhUlyo nathI. cAhe be ke traNa vAgyA hoya, tyAre paNa zAMtithI bhakti karato. AvI bhaktithI cetanA UrvIkaraNa pAme. navA-navA bhAvo jAge enAthI AgaLa - AgaLano mArga svayaM - spaSTa banato jAya. prabhu svayaM mArga batAve. prabhune barAbara pakaDI lo. badhI ja sAdhanA tamArA hAthamAM che. tamArI badhI ciMtA kahe # # # # # # # # # # # # 299

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prabhu para choDI do. badhuM sAruM thaIne ja raheze, evo daDha vizvAsa rAkho. 'mAva: niH " agninA upayogavALo mANavaka svayaM agni che. A tame vyAkaraNAdimAM bhaNyA cho ne ? bhakti mArgamAM A sUtra kema nathI lagAvatA ? agninA upayogavALo mANavaka agni kahevAya to bhagavAnanA upayogavALo bhakta bhagavAna na kahevAya ? bhagavAna para atUTa zraddhA utpanna thayA pachI ja ApaNI sAdhanA zarU thAya che, e bhUlazo nahi. "puSparavaradIvaDhe.. dhammAIgare namaMsAmi'zrutastavache A. prazna : zratanI stuti che to pachI tIrthakaranI stuti zA mATe ? uttara : zrata dharmanI Adi karanArA bhagavAna che. zrutanI stuti eTale bhagavAnanI stuti. kAraNa ke bhagavAna ane zratano abheda che. Agamo racyA gaNadharoe, paNa arthathI batAvyA to bhagavAne ja ne ? vaLI, gaNadharo svayaM kahe che : "mulsa mAvo' zruta bhagavAna che. 4 bhAva tIrthakarathI paNa nAmAdi traNa tIrthakara ghaNo upakAra kare. bhAva tIrthaMkarano samaya ghaNo ja ocho.. paNa emanA zAsanano samaya khUba ja lAMbo ! O A pustakamAM ratnono khajAno bhayo che. AvA gurUdeva ? have kyAre maLaze ? - sA. mahAprajJAzrI bIlImorA A pustaka e pustaka nathI, paNa AtmAne sudhAravAnI cAvI che. - sA. amIjharaNAzrI amadAvAda , 300 # # # # # # # # # # # kahe

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dAeM se pU. mukticandra vi., pU.jIti vi vAtoSa sanate g gIzrI vijaya ratha pakaDo . | rahI bhAdaravA vada ra ra7-09-1999, somavAra pramAda zatru che, chatAM mitra mAnIe chIe. bhavabhramaNa pramAdanA kAraNe ja che. bIjA karmabaMdhanA kAraNo pramAdamAM samAI jAya che. mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane yoga - A cAreno samAveza pramAdamAM thaI jAya che. bhagavatImAM prazna : kyA kAraNe bhavabhramaNa ? uttara : pramAda...! mAtra eka ja zabdano javAba ! pramAdanuM peTa eTaluM moTuM che ke bIjA badhAne te potAnAmAM samAvI le che. uMghamAM to pramAda che ja, ApaNA jAgavAmAM paNa pramAda che; niMdA - vikathA - kaSAya Adi jAgatAno pramAda che. AtmabhAvamAM jAgRta thavuM te sAcI jAgRti che. AtmabhAvamAM jAgRta na thaIe tyAM sudhInI jAgRti paNa pramAda ja che. sarvavirati eTale apramatta jIvana ! dinacaryA ja evI ke pramAdano avakAza ja na rahe. rAdhanapuramAM haragovanadAsa paMDita pAse bIjA karmagraMthamAM kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 301

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pU. okArasUrijIe praznapeparamAM pUcheluM : uMghamAM sAdhunuM guNaThANuM rahe ke jAya ? uttara : uMghamAM sAdhunuM guNaThANuM rahe, jAya nahi. uMgha vakhate paNa AtmajAgRti kAyama rahe. mATe ja sAdhu khAya chatAM upavAsI kahevAya. jyAre khAudharo mANasa upavAsa kare toya mana khAvAmAM ja hoya. A ja arthamAM bharata cakrIne vairAgI kahyA che. manahI meM vairAgI bharatajI...' tIrthakaro gRhasthapaNAmAM lagna ke yuddhamAM paNa karma bAMdhe nahi, paNa kApe. gRhastha jIvanamAM karma kapAya chatAM zAntinAtha Adie cAritranI pasaMdagI karI SakhaMDanI Rddhino tyAga karI sarvavirati svIkArI. rAjamArga A ja che. A rAjamArga ja jagatanA jIvone batAvavAno che. prazna : upavAsamAM colapaTTo pachI paDilehaNa karavAmAM Ave. vApareluM hoya to colapaTTo prathama paDilehavAmAM Ave, tenuM kAraNa zuM ? uttara : vAparatAM koI saMnidhi thayelI hoya to dhoI zakAya mATe. Aje ke kAle, jyAre paNa mokSa joIto hoya tyAre samatAno Adara karajo. jo Ama ja hoya to samatAnI sAdhanA AjathI ja zarU kema na karavI ? samatA lAvavI hoya to mamatA kADhavI paDaze. koI paNa guNa joIto haze to tenAthI viruddha durguNa kADhavo ja paDaze. durguNa kADho eTale saguNa hAjara ja che, ema mAno. kacaro kADho eTale svacchatA oraDAmAM potAnI meLe ja AvI jaze. 2 saMyama jIvana svIkAryA pachI jo ahaMkAra mamakAra dUra na thaI zake to sAdhanA zI rIte thaI zakaze ? sAdhanAnA vighAtaka paribaLo A ja che. A ja graMthi che, gAMTha che, rAga-dveSanI tIvra gAMTha. mamakAra rAga ane ahaMkAra dveSanuM 302 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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pratIka che. e gAMThane vIMdhyA vinA samyagU darzana maLI zake nahi. graMthinI najIka lAvanAra cAra dRSTio che : mitrA, tArA, bilA, dIprA. gRhasthane dhana vinA na cAle, satata te mATe udyama karatA ja rahe, tema sAdhune jJAna vinA na cAle, satata svAdhyAya karatA ja rahe. gRhasthane keTaluM dhana maLe to tRpti thAya ? gRhasthane dhanamAM tRpti na hoya tema sAdhune jJAnamAM tRpti na hoya. e mATe e satata prayatnazIla hoya. avidyA - ajJAna - mithyAtva eka che. vidyA - jJAna - samya darzana eka che. A paryAyavAcI zabdo che. hamaNA bahenoe pUchyuM : samya darzananI najIka zI rIte javAya ? uttara : sabhya darzananI pUrva bhUmikArUpe cAra dRSTio che. jema jema daSTimAM vikAsa thato jAya tema tema samya darzananI najIka jatA jaIe. samyagU darzananI pUrvabhUmikAo jANavA A yogadaSTio khAsa vAMcavA - samajavA jevI che. 2 pradarzaka ane pravartaka be prakAranA A jJAnamAM pradarzaka jJAna bojarUpa che. gadheDA para caMdananA bhAra jevuM che. jIvanane badalAvI de e ja sAcuM jJAna, pravartaka jJAna ! mitrAdaSTinuM prathama ja lakSaNa A che : "niSa niM ciMttam ' atyAra sudhI premano pravAha je kaMcana ane kAminI pratye hato te have bhagavAna para vahevA mAMDe che. dazAnaM cittam , mana, tannamasvara va ca - vacana; prAmAdri 2 saMzuddha+, - kAyA, yovanamajuttama che. A mitrAdaSTinA lakSaNo che. saMjJAthI prerAIne jo koI bhakti karato hoya to te yogabIja na kahevAya. guNa be prakAranA : eka dekhAva khAtaranA, bIjA hRdayanA, vAstavika. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 303

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upAdeyadhiyA'tyantaM / saMjJAviSkambhaNA'nvitam / tAmimadhirahitam / bhakti hoya tyAM vairAgya hoya. saMsAranA viSayo viSThA jevA lAge. A pahelI dRSTinA guNo che. te guNono vikAsa uttarottara vadhato jAya. dRSTi eTale zraddhAyukta jJAna. jJAna prakAzarUpa che, jenAthI jIvana Alokita thAya che. prathama dRSTino jJAnaprakAza taNakhalAnA agni jevo kahyo che, je saLagIne tarata ja zAMta thaI jAya. prathama dRSTimAM kyAreka Atmika AnaMdanI jhalaka Ave che, paNa e vadhu TakatI nathI. jhalaka Ave che ne vIjaLIvege cAlI jAya che. bhale e cAlI jAya, paNa aMdara pharI e meLavavA adamya lAlasA mUkatI jAya che. pachI e AnaMdane zodhavA sAdhaka khojI bane che. bhinna-bhinna matone taTasthabhAve avaloke che. tyArapachI 4thI dRSTimAM guruno anugraha varNavatAM kahyuM che : 'gurumapribhAvena, tIrthIvarganuM matam / ' prabhudarzana ahIM guru dvArA maLI zake; bhale A kSetrakALamAM bhagavAna na hoya. jagatanA jIvo kaMcana kAminInA darzanamAM eTalA gaLADUba DUbelA che ke bhagavAnanA darzananI kadI yAda ja nathI AvatI. AvA loko kahe : asminnasAra-saMsAre, sAruM sAraMgatoSanAA samApatti eTale dhyAna dvArA prabhunA guNonI sparzanA. bhAva arihaMta na maLe tyAM sudhI nAma ane sthApanAmAM bhaktane prabhu dekhAya. premInA patramAM, premInA phoTAmAM jema sAkSAt milanatulya AnaMda thAya tema prabhu-nAma ane prabhu mUrtimAM bhaktane milanatulya AnaMda thAya. prabhuno jApa e rIte karo ke maMtramAM tamane prabhu dekhAya. prabhu-mUrtimAM tame evA darzana karo ke tamane sAkSAt prabhu dekhAya. adya me sAM nanma, adya ne sattA yiA / ' * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 304 **

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aho ! prabhu ! Aje mAro janma saphaLa. Aje mArI kriyA saphaLa !" A ugAro zuM kahe che ? mUrtimAM sAkSAt bhagavAnanA darzana kare te ja AvuM bolI zake ! "jeha dhyAna arihaMtako, so hi AtamadhyAna ! bheda kahyuM INameM nahi.' ApaNA vyavahAra-pradhAna graMtho Ama kahe che. prabhune alaga rAkhIne tame AtmA meLavavA mAMgatA ho to e koI kALe nahi banI zake. bhagavAnane kADhIne mAtra AtmA rAkhavA gayA to mAtra ahaMkAra ja raheze. jene tame AtmA' mAnavAnI bhUla karatA rahezo. paNa je prabhune pakaDI rAkhaze tene Atma-darzana thaze ja. prabhu pote ja eka divasa tene kaheze; tuM ne huM kAMI alaga nathI. ApaNe baMne eka ja chIe. bhUkaMpamAM bhramaNa) ApazrIe kaparA kALamAM muzkelI veThIne bhUkaMpa-grasta kSetromAM vicarI bhUkaMpa-grasta mAnavIone huMpha ane hiMmata ApI che. eka-eka gAmanuM varNana vAMcatAM haiyuM kaMpI UThe che, hRdaya raDI UThe che. Apano puruSArtha samajapUrvakano ane samayasarano che. Ape pustakamAM ghaNA sthaLe satkAryo pratye aMguli-nirdeza paNa karyo che. ApanA hAthe samAja, saMgha ane zAsananI unnatinA kAryo thatA rahe tevI bhAvanA sAthe - zrI dinezacandra muni ATha koTI moTI pakSa jaina dharma sthAnaka, mAMDavI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 305

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vi. 22-01-2667, vAva( 4) bhAdaravA vada 3 + 4 28-09-1999, maMgaLavAra - "samo phuva savize zuM naDDA '. gRhasthapaNAmAM rahIne paNa AvI sAdhanA karI zakAya che. jethI jJAnIone paNa kahevuM paDe : tame sAdhu jevA banyA. udAyI rAjA, kAmadeva, AnaMda vagerenA dRSTAMto vAMco. upAsaka dazA vAMco. bhagavAnanA 10 zrAvako kevA mahAna hatA ? bhagavAna mahAvIre paNa kahyuM : Aje rAtre AnaMda zrAvake utkRSTa pariSado sahana karyA. 'jAsa pasaMsai bhayavaM daDhavvayattaM mahAvIro / ' A rIte ja zrAvakapaNAnI karaNIthI sAdhu dharma mATenI pAtratA Ave. e rIte maLeluM cAritra saphaLa bane. ja prazna : cAritranA pariNAma AvI gayA hoya to vidhinI zI jarUra ? na AvyA hoya toya zI jarUra ? nirarthaka che baMne rIte. haribhadrasUrijI kahe che : amArI A vidhi evI che ke cAritranA pariNAma na jAgyA hoya to jAge. jAgelA hoya to 306 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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nirmaLa banIne TakI rahe. trIjA vaidyanI jema A sarva rIte sukhakArI che. sthaMDila mAsunA 24 sthAna jovAnA che. ApaNe atyAre "AghADe Asanna" (mAMDalA) karIe chIe te enuM pratIka che. AghADe Asa" mAMDalA dvArA jJAnIonI e paNa najara che ke koIpaNa sAdhu-sAdhvI potAnI kudaratI hAjatane roke nahi. e rokavAmAM ghaNuM nukasAna che. - jaina dharmane harAvavA dIkSita thanAra goviMda muninuM sAcuM hRdaya-parivartana thayuM ne pharIthI dIkSA lIdhI. AvuM che A zAsana je potAnA virodhIone paNa potAnAmAM samAvI le. * koI bhakti AdinA kAryakrama mahApuNyodaye goThavAyA hoya che. pUrvamAM ahabhiSeka vagere anuSThAno goThavAtA, jemAM badhA ja sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo ekaThA thAya. na janAra sAdhu-sAdhvIne prAyazcitta Ave, ema chedasUtromAM lakhyuM 0 prazna : kevaLajJAnIne zuM bAkI rahyuM jethI tIrthakaranI dezanA sAMbhaLavA bese ? jarUra zI ? samavasaraNamAM kevaLI parSadAnI goThavaNa zA mATe ? uttara : A vyavahAra che, aucitya che. gurune joIne ziSyo paNa zIkhe. bIjA lokone paNa bhagavAna pratye bahumAna jAge. tIrthakarano mahimA vadhe. juo to kharA ! guru gautamasvAmI chadmastha che. 1pa00 tApaso kevaLajJAnI che, chatAM gurunI pAchaLa cAle che. kevaLajJAnI ziSya, chadmastha guru caMDarudrAcAryane upADIne phare che, lAkaDInA mAra paNa sahe che. kevaLI kurmAputra cha mahinA sudhI mA-bApanI sevA kare che. sAce ja, vyavahAra baLavAna che. - mRgAvatInI jagyAe ApaNe hoIe to gurune kahI daIe : "tame kema ekalA ekalA jatAM rahyAM ? mane kema kahyuM nahi ? bhUla tamArI che, mArI jarAya nahi. huM kAMI rakhaDavA nahotI gaI, jethI tame mane ThapakAro cho !' kahe * * * * * * * * * 300

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AthI to ApaNane kevaLajJAna nathI thatuM ne ? emaNe samatAbhAve kevaLajJAna meLavI lIdhuM, ApaNe kevaLajJAnane dUra ne dUra dhakelIe chIe. pANImAM loDhuM, lAkaDuM ne kAgaLa nAkho. eka DUbI jaze (loDhuM), bIjA be lAkaDuM ane kAgaLa taraze. temAMya lAkaDuM to pote ya tare ne bIjAneya tAre. kAgaLa pote to tare paNa bIjAne na tArI zake. loDhuM poteya DUbe ne bIjAneya DUbADe. ApaNe konA jevA ? Azritane tAranArA ke DUbADanArA ? - samatA vAraMvAra yAda Ave mATe sAdhu divasamAM nava vAra karemibhaMte bole. pAMca mahAvratothI prANAtipAtAdi pAMceya avatothI viramaNa thayuM. sAmAyikanA pAThathI krodhAdi pApothI viramaNa thayuM. | mukhya to sAmAyikano ja pATha che. e pratijJAmAM sarva pratijJA AvI ja gaI, paNa vaDI dIkSA vakhate vizeSa mahAvrata eTalA mATe paNa uccAravAmAM Ave che ke teTalA gALA daramyAna ziSyanI barAbara parIkSA thaI zake. jo kAMI evuM jaNAya to ravAnA paNa karI zakAya. pU. kanakasUrijIe eka vyaktine dIkSA ApI. pachI khyAla Avyo : Ane mAkhI mAravAnI na jAya tevI Adata che. pU. bApajI ma.ne pUchAvyuM : AnuM zuM karavuM ? pU. bApajI ma.e lakhyuM : ravAnA karavo. pachI tene utpavrajita karavAmAM Avyo. - 11mA guNaThANe caDelA, 14 pUrvI paNa anaMtA nigodamAM gayA che - evuM ApaNane eTalA mATe kahevAmAM Ave che ke ApaNI saMyamamAM sAvadhAnI vadhe. pramAda vadhAravA mATe Ano upayoga nathI karavAno. "emanA jevA mahApuruSo paNa nigodamAM jAya to ApaNI sAdhanA zI visAtamAM ? mUko sAdhanA... karo jalasA...! AvuM uMdhuM vicAravA mATe A nathI kahevAyuM. - mAro AtmA bhAre che ke laghu ? eno anubhava 308 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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ApaNane zI rIte thAya ? dharma karatAM AnaMda thavo joIe. AnaMda thAya to samajavuM : huM haLukarmI chuM. kaMTALo Ave to samajavuM : huM bhArekarmI chuM. "mA ruSa mA tuSa' A be vAkya paNa jemane nahotA AvaDatA evA muni kevaLajJAna kema pAmI gayA ? teo jANatA hatA ? mane bhale nathI AvaDatuM, mArA gurune to AvaDe che ne? mArA gurunuM jJAna e mAruM ja jJAna che. AvA saMpUrNa samarpaNathI ja teo kevaLajJAna pAmI zakyA hatA. putra pitAnI milkatano vArasadAra bane, to bhakta bhagavAnanI milkatano vArasadAra kema na bane ? to ziSya gurunI milkatano vArasadAra kema na bane ? bhakta eTale bhAvi bhagavAna ! bhagavAne potAnuM aMtaraMga aizvarya bhakta mATe ja anAmata rAkheluM che. __ 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka joyu. adbhuta vAcanAone uddhRta karIne lakhyuM che. te zramaNa vRMdone upayogI banaze. baMdhu-yugala joDIe jJAna-sAdhanAmAM abhivRddhi karI tenI anumodanA. - A. vijayaguNaratnasUri - 4 lavinA kurad. 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' nAmanuM pustaka maLyu. mAtra eka ja pArnu vAMcyu. ne vAMcyA pachI ema ja lAgyuM ke sAkSAt paramAtmAnuM milana A ja pustakamAM che. - AcArya vijayaratnAkarasUri sametazikharajI tIrtha. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * = * * * * * * * * * 309

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eka dIkSA ke varSIdAna ke varaghor3e meM pU. devendrasUrijI ke sAtha pUjyazrI vi.saM. 2022, poSa su. 16, vAMjI (s) kaMcanalAla gabharUcaMda (cANasmA) Ayojita navakAra jApa (ArAdhaka 400 purUSo) 310 prathama divasa : bhAdaravA vada 9 30-09-1999, guruvAra kaI tAkAta che navakAramAM je bhavasAgara tarAve che ? je arihaMta, siddha AdimAM tArakatAnI tAkAta che, te badhI ja navakAramAM sAmUhika rUpe ekatrita thayelI che. mATe ja navakAra zaktino srota che. tArakatAnI tAkAta ThAMsI-ThAMsIne emAM bharI che. saMsAra mITho lAge che, paNa kharekhara mITho nathI - nAma mAtrathI mITho che. 'mIThA' ne ApaNe 'mIThuM kahIe chIe, paNa e mIThuM thoDuM che ? barAbara A mIThA jevo saMsAra che. nAma mIThuM paNa svAda khAro ! navakAra eTale prabhuno maMtrAtmaka deha ! prabhunuM akSaramaya zarIra ! potAnA AtmAne sarvamAM ane sarvane potAnA * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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AtmAmAM jue che, te paramAtmA che. ApaNe paramAtmAne paNa pUrNa mAnavA taiyAra nathI, paraMtu paramAtmA ApaNane pUrNa mAnavA taiyAra che, eTaluM ja nahIM, teo ApaNane pUrNarUpe joI ja rahyA che. navakAramAM anaMta arihaMtAdinI saMkalpa-zakti bhaLelI che. mATe ja te zaktino srota che. eno jApa karavAthI, ApaNo saMkalpa nabaLo hoya to paNa asara thAya ja. navakAra gaNo... gaNyA ja karo. ekAgratA navakAra ja Apaze, prabhu ja Apaze. ApaNo puruSArtha gauNa che. prabhu kRpA mukhya che. ema mAnIne sAdhanA karo. maMtra tene ja phaLe, maMtra ane maMtradAtA para jenuM hRdaya vizvAsa dharAvatuM hoya. navakAramAM prabhunI tAkAta jovA zraddhAnI AMkha joIe. cAmaDAnI AMkhathI akSaro sivAya kazuM ja nahi dekhAya. navakAra ke prabhunA guNo gAnArA ApaNe koNa ? mAnatuMgasUri jevA kahetA hoya : 'bALaka sAgaramAM pratibiMbita candrane pakaDavA mathe, tema mAro ApanI stuti mATeno prayatna che.' to pachI ApaNe kaI vADInA mULA ? A vakhate to nakkI karo H prabhunA darzana karavA ja che. sabhA : 'Apa darzana karAvI do.' 'bhojana jAte karavuM paDe che. tamArA taraphathI bIjo koI bhojana karI zake nahi, samarpaNa-bhAva ApaNe keLavavo paDe. bIjo keLave te na cAle. ApaNe samarpaNa keLavIzuM to prabhu avazya darzana Apaze ja. tamArUM hRdaya ahaMkArathI jyAM khAlI thayuM tyAM ahaMno prakAza pragaTyo samajo. je khAlI bane che te ja bharAya che. tamArA hRdayamAM saLagato ahaMkArano dIvo olavI nAkho. paramAtmAnI cAMdanI tamArA hRdayamAM jhaLakaze. svane ahaMkArazUnya banAvavuM, e ja samarpaNabhAva che. e ja sAdhanAnuM rahasya che. jagatanA jIvo sAthe ApaNo sauthI moTo saMbaMdha jIvatvano che. ethI vizeSa bIjo kayo saMbaMdha hoI zake ? ApaNo saMbaMdha mAtra parivAra pUrato che. piravAra sAtheno e kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * 311

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saMbaMdha paNa jIvatvanA nAte nahIM, svArthanA nAte che. mATe ja eno niSedha karavAmAM Avyo che. prazno badhA manamAM rAkho. prazno saMdehane jaNAve che : haju tame prabhune samarpita thayA nathI. samarpaNa pachI prazno kevA ? ahaMkArazUnya manamAMthI prazno marI paravAre che. nava divasa sudhI mane barAbara sAMbhaLo. tamArA badhA ja praznonA javAba prAyaH AvI jaze. na Ave to dasamA divase kahejo. - bhagavAna ApaNane pratyakSa nathI, paNa ApaNe bhagavAna mATe pratyakSa chIe, emanA kevaLajJAnamAM pratibiMbita chIe, kAraNa ke bhagavAna sarvajJa-sarvadarzI che. A hola ApaNane pratyakSa che, tema prabhune AkhuM vizva pratyakSa che. bhagavAna sarvajJa che tema sarvaga paNa che. sarvaga eTale sarvavyApI, deharUpe nahIM, paNa kevaLajJAna rUpe sarvavyApI che. mATe ja prabhu "vibhu" che." mAnatuMgasUrijIe A ja arthamAM vAvyartha vima...' e zlokamAM prabhune vibhu kahyA che. bhale pUjayazrI ApaNAthI dUra che. paraMtu A baMdhu belaDIe pUjyazrInI vANInA pudgalone jhIlIne A cAra pustakomAM guMthavA dvArA sAkSAta samavasaraNa ja khaDuM karI dIdhuM che. basa have sutA ke jAgatA eka ja guMjana : kahe kalApUrNasUri." - sA. sujyazrI ratanapara # # # # # amArA jevA bALa jIvone A pustaka eka AgamarUpa ja banI gayuM che. * sA. nIrAgapUrNAzrI jAmanagara 310 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe. * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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khImaIbena dharmazAlA meM cAturmAsa praveza, pAlItALA, jyezu. 20,visaM. 206 bhAdaravA vada 7 01-10-1999 : savAra anaMtA janmo sAme A eka janmanI laDAI che. pApo je janamojanamanA e badhAno kSaya A eka ja janmamAM karavAno che. kaI rIte thaI zake ? bahu agharUM che, ema nahi mAnatA. anaMtAnaMta pApono Dhera eka ja janmamAM zI rIte vilIna thaze ? ema mAnIne gabharAI nahi jatA. aMdhArUM game teTaluM jUnuM hoya ke game teTaluM moTuM hoya, ene bhagAvavA prakAzanuM eka kiraNa basa che. prakAza Ave ne aMdhakAra jAya, tema dharma AvatAM ja adharma jAya, adharma - pApa aMdhakAra che to dharma prakAza che. aMdhakArane dUra karatAM prakAzane kAMI varSo nathI lAgatA. eka ja kSaNanuM kAma che e to. kevaLajJAna prApta karatAM kAMI vadhu vAra nahIM lAge. mAtra antamuhUrtanuM kAma che. kSapakazreNinA e antarmuhUrtamAM anaMtA pApakarmo baLI jAya. luNAvA (vi.saM. 2032)mAM dhyAnavicAra para lakhavAno avasara Avyo. kalama hAthamAM lIdhI, paNa lakhavuM kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * 313

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zuM ? pAse koI sAmagrI nahIM, "namaskAra svAdhyAya' sAhitya vikAsa maMDaLa taraphathI prakAzita pustaka sAme paDeluM hatuM. evI Adata kharI ke koI paNa kAma zarU karavuM hoya to bAra navakAra gaNavA. bAra navakAra gaNIne meM e pustaka kholatAM pahelA prabhune prArthanA karI : prabhu ! mAre je lakhavuM che te mane apAvajo. pustaka kholatAM ja barAbara mane je joItuM hatuM te ja malyuM. cAra cIjo maLI. mAruM hRdaya nAcI uThyuM. pachI enA AdhAre meM dhyAna-vicAra lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM. che. jyAM sudhI potAnI adhUrAza na lAge tyAM sudhI prabhu pAse mAMgavAnuM mana na thAya. mAMgIe nahi tyAM sudhI maLe nahIM. potAnI uNapa dekhAya te ja ahaMkArathI zUnya banI zake. ahaMkArathI zUnya bane te ja ahaMthI pUrNa bane. prabhu pAse mAMgIe to maLe ja maLe... paNa mAMgIe je nahi to...? prazna : prabhu to mA che. mA to vagara mAgye paNa pIrase, to prabhu kema ApatA nathI ? uttara : mA vagara mAMgye bALakane Ape te sAcuM, paNa bALakanI uMmara pramANe Ape, stanapAna karanAra bALakane mA kAMI dUdhapAka na Ape. nAnakaDA bALakane mA kAMI lADavA na Ape. Ape to bALakane nukazAna ja thAya. prabhu ApaNI yogyatA pramANe ApI ja rahyA che. yogyatA vadhatI jaze tema prabhu pAsethI vadhune vadhu maLatuM ja jaze. to pachI mAMgavAnI zI jarUra che ? yogyatA ja vadhAratA rahevuM ne ? evo tame prazna karI zako cho, paNa mArI vAta barAbara sAMbhaLI lo. prabhu pAse dIna-hIna banIne yAcanA karavAthI ja yogyatA vadhe che. yogyatA keLavavAnI sauthI utkRSTa rIta A che : dIna, hIna, anAtha ane nirAdhAra banI prabhu samakSa yAcanA karavI. ahaMkArathI akkaDa banIne nahi, namaskArathI namra banIne prabhu pAse yAcanA karavAnI che. namra ja guNothI bharAya che, akkaDa nahi. sarovara je pANIthI bharAya che, akkaDa pahADa nahIM. 314 = = = = = = = = = = = = = kahe

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* prabhunuM nAma sukha Ape. zI rIte ? prabhunA nAmamAM prabhunA guNo ane prabhunI zakti chUpAyelA che, jyAre ApaNe te nAma dvArA prabhu sAthe ekAkAra banI jaIe chIe tyAre prabhunA guNo ane zaktionuM ApaNAmAM avataraNa thAya che. phUlanI sugaMdha telamAM Ave tema prabhu guNonI sugaMdha ApaNAmAM AvavA lAge che. attaranI sugaMdha rUmAM bharIne pharanArA tame prabhu-nAma dvArA prabhu-guNo saMkrAnta karI zakAya, eTalI vAta nahi samajo ? nAnapaNathI ja mane prabhu-bhakti khUba ja game, keTalIkavAra to prabhubhaktimAM 4-5 kalAko vItI jAya, jamavA mATe bolAvavA AvavuM paDe evuM paNa banatuM. ekavAra tame bhaktino AnaMda mANazo to vAraMvAra e meLavavA lalacAzo. - buddhimAM ahaMkAra jJAnanuM ajIrNa che. ahaMkAra dvArA jJAnanA ajIrNane jANI zakAya. namratA dvArA jJAnAmRta pacyuM che, ema jANI zakAya prabhu mahAdAnavIra che. mAMgIe te ApavA taiyAra che paNa ApaNe ja mAgI zakatA nathI. evA kaMgALa chIe ke kSudra ane tuccha sivAya bIjuM kazuM mAMgatA zIkhyA ja nathI. jemane prabhu pAsethI maLyuM che temaNe gAyuM che : "gaI dInatA aba sabahI hamArI prabhu tuja samakita - dAna meM Atama anubhava - rasa ke Age Avata nahIM kou mAna meM." prabhu evuM Ape che ke jethI dInatA - tucchatA vagere ubhI pUMchaDIe bhAgI chUTe che. >> 'pUnoTi-sa6 stotram' eno artha e nathI ke stotra bolI daIe to pUjA AvI gaI. kAraNa pUjAthI stotra caDiyAtuM che. enuM rahasya e che ke kroDovAra pUjA karazo tyAre sAcuM stotra bolI zakazo. kroDovAra stotro bolatA rahezo tyAre jApa mATenI yogyatA meLavI zakazo. kroDovAra jApa kahe ! * * * * * * * * * 315

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karazo tyAre dhyAna lAgI zakaze ane kroDovAra dhyAna karazo tyAre layanI bhUmikA sudhI pahoMcI zakazo. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI keTalI uMcI kakSAnA sAdhaka hatA ? chatAM temaNe pratikramaNAdi Avazyakono tyAga nathI karyo. zA mATe ? emane emAM paNa dhyAnanI ja puSTi dekhAI. sAco dhyAnI pratikramaNAdithI to dhyAnane puSTa banAve ja, paNa AhAra, vihArAdithI paNa dhyAnane puSTa banAve. pUjyazrInA AghAtajanaka samAcAra sAMbhaLI zoka saMtasa hRdayavAlo evo vicAramUDha banI gayo chu ke ApazrIne zuM lakhuM ? ane zUna lakhuM ? kAMI ja samajAtuM nathI / prAtaH samaye nAkor3A tIrthanA banne mainejaroe mArI pAse AvIne kAladharmanA je samAcAra ApyA te sAMbhalatAMnI sAthe hu~ ekadama raDI paDyo, hRdaya bhAMgI paDyuM, aMtara zUnya thaI gayuM, kAMI ja karavAnuM sujhe nahI, mandira paNa TheTha sAr3A bAra vAgyA pachI jaI zakyo / savA mahinAnA alpa satsaMgamAM pUjyazrI dvArA prApta thayela anahada vAtsalyabhAvanA kAraNe atyAre paNa anubhavAi rahela Antarika sAnnidhya kAladharmanA samAcAra sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja jANe jhuMTavAi gayuM / / savA mahinAnA sAnnidhya daramyAna pUjyazrI sAthe karavA malela paramAtmabhaktinA anuSThAnarUpa caityavaMdana - devavandana - lAgalagATa anekAneka stavana A badhuM yAda karUM chu ane AMkhomAMthI AMsuo Tapake che ane A rudananA kAraNe patralekhananI gati punaH punaH staMbhita thai jatI hovAthI ahIM sudhIno patra lakhatAM doDha kalAka vyatIta thai gayo che ane have chevaTe narendrabhAIne ApanI pAse AvavA mATe ahIMthI khAnA thavAno gADIno samaya thai javAnA kAraNe mananA badhA ja bhAvone manamAM ja dabAvIne patra parANe pUro karUM chu / ' - eja... muni raivatavijayanI vaMdanA 16-02-2002, nAkor3A tIrtha. 395 * * * * * * * * * * * * *sh * * she sApUsUri-1

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dIkSArthIoM ke muhUrta ke avasara vicAra-vimarza, vi.saM. 2056, dazaharA, pAlItANA, sAta covIzI dharmazAlA bhAdaravA vada 3 01-10-1999 : bapora navakAra zuM Ape ? navakAranA pAMca pado ApaNI rAha joI rahyA che. pAMcamAMthI je pada joItuM hoya te bolo. sabhA : arihaMta, AcArya joyuM ? jIvano ahaMkAra kevo prabaLa che ? e sIdho ja arihaMta ke AcArya banavA mAge che. paNa sAdhu banyA vinA na AcArya banAya, na upAdhyAya, na arihaMta. sainika banyA vinA senApati zI rIte banAya ? vahu banyA vinA sAsu zI rIte banAya ? zrotA banyA vinA vaktA zI rIte banAya ? bhakta banyA vinA bhagavAna zI rIte banAya ? jagata apUrNa dekhAya che, jIvo apUrNa dekhAya che te ApaNe haju apUrNa chIe, e sUcave che. je kSaNe ApaNane svamAM pUrNatA dekhAze te ja kSaNe jagatanA sarva jIvomAM paNa pUrNatA dekhAze. pUrNane badhu pUrNa dekhAya. apUrNane apUrNa dekhAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * 310

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ApaNane jagata kevuM dekhAya che ! te, jagata kevuM che? te nahi, paNa ApaNe kevA chIe te jaNAve che. jagata duSTa jaNAtuM hoya to cokkasa ApaNe duSTa chIe. jagata avyavasthita jaNAtuM hoya to cokkasa ApaNe avyavasthita chIe. jagata vyavasthita jaNAtuM hoya to cokkasa ApaNe vyavasthita chIe. jagata guNI jaNAtuM hoya to cokkasa ApaNe guNI chIe. "daSTi tevI sRSTi' emane ema nathI kahevAyuM. che bhagavAnane bhUlI javA e ja Apatti, bhagavAnane yAda rAkhavA e ja saMpatti. A daSTi khulI jAya to duHkha paNa sukharUpa lAge, sukha paNa du:kha lAge. tattva pAmyAnI A ja nizAnI che. 4 bhujamAM gAyanA kAraNe dhakko lAgyo. phrekacara thayuM. mane Ubho karavAmAM Avyo, paNa huM cAlI zake nahIM. eka paga barAbara, cAlavA taiyAra, paNa bIjo paga barAbara nahIM. bIjA paganI sahAyatA vinA eka paga zuM karI zake ? | muktimArge paNa ekalA nizcayathI ke ekalA vyavahArathI, ekalI kriyAthI ke ekalA jJAnathI na cAlI zakAya. baMne joIe. jJAna AMkha che to kriyA paga che. paga vinA AMkha ekalI cAlI zake ? AMkha vinA ekalA paga cAlI zake ? AMkha vinA paga AMdhaLA che. paga vinA AMkha paMgu che. paMkhIne uDavA pAMkha paNa joIe, AMkha paNa joIe. AMkha jJAna che. pAMkha kriyA che. * zomAM nArA priya satyavAghart | (varNamAtA) vAyA zomAM vamagi: I (navakAra mAtA) navakAra bhavazomAM vaparAtma-vo: (aSTapravacana mAtA) karemi bhaMte vocazomAM samatA zAnti: (tripadI mAtA) logassa pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi.e A zloka hAthe lakhIne Apelo. A zloka para meM 15-20 divasa vyAkhyAno ApelA, te ghaNAne yAda haze ! AmAM cAra mAtA, navapada vagere badhuM AvI jAya che. A zloka pAko thaI gayo ? hA, pAko karavAno che. huM 318 = = = = = = = = * * * * kahe

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samajuM chuM ke tamane kaMThastha karavuM gamatuM nathI, vyAkhyAno tamane eTale ja game che ne ? kAMI ja pAkuM karavAnuM nahi ! vyAja vinA ja mUDI laI javAnI ! bharapAI karavAnI cintA ja nahIM. manuSyanI zobhA madhura ane satyavANI che. vANInI zobhA gurU ane devanI bhakti che. bhaktinI zobhA stra ane parano bodha che, bodhanI zobhA samatA ane zAnti che. (1) vANI : manuSyanI prathama zobhA vANIthI che. ApaNe vANIno kevo vyartha bagADa karIe chIe ! jo vANIno durupayoga karIzuM to evI gatimAM (ekendriyamAM) javuM paDaze, jyAM vANI nahI hoya ! A padamAM vANIthI varNamAtRkA AvI. (2) bhakti : vANI paNa jo bhakti-rahita hoya to vyartha che. bhakti eTale "namo' ! namaskArabhAva ! enA vizeSa artho jANavA pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi. nA pustako vAMcI levA. namonA arthomAM AkhI jIMdagI cAlI jAya to paNa pUrA na thAya. "namomAM IcchA - sAmarthya ane zAstra - traNeya yogo rahelA che. "namomAM zaraNAgati, duSkRtagartA, sukRta - anumodanA - traNeya pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi. e ghaTADelA che. namo"mAM sabhya darzana bhaLe to ja bhAva namaskAra maLe. gaNadharo to ati ucca kakSAnA che. emano to namaskAra thaI gayo, chatAM "namo arihaMtANaM' zA mATe bole ? pote jyAM che tethI paNa UMcI bhUmikA meLavavA mATe ! "namo" dvArA navakAramAtA sUcita thAya che. jJAna vadhe tema bhakti vadhavI joIe. (3) sva-parAtma bodha : A bhaktinI zobhA che. navakAranA sAdhakane sva-paranuM bhedajJAna avazya hoya, A ja samyaga darzana che, enuM bIja bhakti che, namo che. lADa mATe traNa cIja joIe. goLa, ghI ane loTa ! traNamAMthI eka cIja bAkAta rAkhIne lADu banAvo bhalA ! ghI na rAkho to kulara thAya, loTa na rAkho to rAbaDI thaI jAya, paNa lADu na thAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 = * * * * * * * * * * * 319

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jJAna - darzana, cAritra A traNa maLe to ja mokSano modaka taiyAra thAya. A traNeya kyAMthI maLe ? traNeya dukAno batAvuM ? deva pAse darzana, guru pAse jJAna, dharma pAse cAritra maLe. bhakti sAcA arthamAM tyAre ja bane jyAre sva-para AtmAno bodha thAya, bodha thayA pachI tenI rakSA karavAnuM mana thAya. sva-parAtma bodhathI aSTapravacana mAtArUpa trIjI mAtA AvI. (4) samatA-zAnti: A jJAnanI zobhA che. je dhyAna dvArA maLe che. tripadI dvArA dhyAna maLe che. tripadI cothI dhyAnamAtA che. 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' tathA 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' bane pustako maLela che. pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA sAdhanA-jinabhakti rasapUra jIvanathI nItaratI sAdhaka vANI upalabdha karAvavA badala dhanyavAda... AnaMda.. anumodanA... A zubha prayAso cAlu rakhavA vinaMtI... zrutabhaktimAM suMdara udyama karI svAdhyAya-zIla raho cho te badala manaMdrana.. - AcArya kalAprabhasAgarasUri haidrAbAda. 320 * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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pAlItANA meM vAcanA, vi.saM. 2056 bhAdaravA vada 8 02-10-1999 : savAra prabhunA nAmo anaMta che. kAraNa ke guNo anaMta che, zaktio anaMta che. ekeka nAma ekeka guNa ane zaktino paricAyaka che. pU. AnaMdaghanajI kahe che : ema aneka abhidhA (nAma) dhare, anubhava-gamya vicAra; je jANe tene kare, AnaMdaghana avatAra. * jIbha ApaNI vicitra che, ene khAvA mIThuM joIe, paNa bolavA kaDavuM joIe. subhASitakAra kahe che : 'zobhA narANAM priyasatyavANI' manuSyanI zobhA rUpa ke ghareNAthI nahIM, satya ane madhura vANIthI che. koIpaNa mANasa vANIthI oLakhAya. IndrabhUtie bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIne zI rIte pichANyA ? vANIthI. priya ane satya vANI bolavI te eka prakAranI sarasvatInI ArAdhanA che. kaDavI ane asatya vANI bolavI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 321

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te sarasvatInuM apamAna che. vANInA cAra prakAra : vaikharI : ApaNe uccAra karIe chIe te. vaikharI vANI Ama sthUla kahevAya, paNa bIjI apekSAe badhI vANInuM e mULa che. enAthI sAdhanAno prAraMbha thaI zake. prabhunA stotro, navakAra vagere uccAraNapUrvaka bolo. A vaikharI vANI thaI. enI sahAyatAthI tame dhIre dhIre AgaLa vadhI zako. stotrapUrvaka jo tame jApa karazo to mana ekadama ekAgra banI jaze. pUjA karyA pachI stotramAM, stotra karyA pachI jApamAM, jApa pachI dhyAnamAM ane dhyAna pachI layamAM tame saraLatAthI jaI zakazo. pUjAkoTisamaM stotraM, stotrakoTisamo japaH / japakoTisamaM dhyAnaM, dhyAnakoTisamo layaH // A zloka A ja vAta jaNAve che. A zlokanA racayitA bappabhaTTasUrijI che. ja eka zrAvikA paNa prabhubhaktithI samApattinI kakSAnI bhaktithI kevo apUrva AtmavizvAsa dharAve che ? te jANavA jevuM che. AkhI ujajainanagarI zatru-sainyanI kalpanAthI bhayabhIta hatI. mayaNA te vakhate paNa nirbhaya hatI. sAsue pUchelA savAlanA javAbamAM teNe kahyuM : Aje prabhu-bhakti samaye thayelA apUrva AnaMdathI huM khAtarIpUrvaka kahI zakuM chuM ke Aje tamAro putra (zrIpALa) maLaze. ane kharekhara evuM ja thayuM. * je vANIthI tame prabhu-guNa gAyA, stotro bolyA, navakAra bolyA e vANIthI have tame kaDavuM bolazo ? gALo bolazo ? jo jo. mA zAradA rIsAI na jAya ! zAradAno game teTalo jApakaro, paNa vANInI kaDavAza nahi choDo to zAradA nahIM rIjhe. apamAna thatuM hoya tyAM koNa Ave ? 0 ApaNe badhuM pachI upara rAkhIe chIe. paNa anubhavIo kahe che ke A bhavamAM, ahIM ja, atyAre ja 322 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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tamAre je joIe che te meLavo. mokSa paNa ahIM ja meLavo. je ahIM mokSanuM sukha nahi meLavI zake te paralokano mokSa nahi meLavI zake. ApaNe paralokanI AzAmAM beThA chIe : mukti tyAM maLaze. paNa anubhavIo kahe che : pahelA ahIM mokSa pachI tyAM mokSa. ahIM nahi to tyAM paNa nahi. - huM dIkSA levA taiyAra thayo tyAre gharanA amuka vaDIlo kahetA : akSaya ! tame to mahAna zrAvaka AnaMda ane kAmadevathI paNa vadhyA. temaNe paNa dIkSA nahotI lIdhI, tame levA taiyAra thayA cho. evA tame kayA moTA ? ghera rahI sAdhanA nathI thatI ? zAstrIya vAtano paNa mANasa kevo durupayoga kare che ? zAstramAMthI paNa potAne anukULa tarka mANasa kaI rIte zodhI kADhe che ? teno A namUno che. * zazIkAntabhAI : ApanI sAthe mokSamAM javAno saMkalpa che. uttara : sAthe zA mATe ? mArAthI paNa pahelA jAva. pU. hemacandrasUrijIe kumArapALane potAnAthI pahelAM mokSamAM mokalyA. paNa, mokSa vakhate ja sAtha kema Iccho cho ? atyAre ja sAtha laI lo ne ? koNa nA pADe che ? sAdhutA vinA siddhi nathI e to jANo cho ne ? sAdhu banyA vinA siddha zI rIte banAze ? 0 ArAdhanA - sAdhanA sArI thaI che, te zI rIte jANI zakAya ? mananI prasannatAthI. prasannatA vadhe te sAcI sAdhanA. * pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi. ne "dhyAnavicAra' nAmano alabhya graMtha svajanmabhUmi pATaNamAM ja maLyo. pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi., amRtabhAI kALIdAsa vageree sAthe maLIne te "namaskAra svAdhyAya" graMthamAM prakAzita karyo. dhyAnavicAra' graMtha prakAzita karIne pU.paM. ma.sA.e khUba ja upakAra karyo che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * 4 * * * * * * * * * 323

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"radarza' nAmanuM ajaina saMnyAsI pratyekAnaMdasvAmI racita pustaka paM. bhadrakavi. e mane ApeluM. jainetaroe paNa japayoga aMge ghaNuM lakhyuM che. ghaNA rahasyo batAvyA che. te e pustakathI samajAya che. 0 varNamAtA : jJAnanI jananI navakAra mAtA : puNyanI jananI aSTapravacana mAtA : dharmanI jananI tripadI mAtA : dhyAnanI jananI che. cAre ya mAtA maLIne ApaNane paramAtmAnA khoLAmAM mUkI de. mAtAe taiyAra karIne tamane pitAne soMpyA, pitAe zikSakane sopyA, pachI gurune sopyA, gurue bhagavAnane ne bhagavAne sarvajIvone soMpyA. Ama tame akhila brahmAMDa sAthe joDAyA, tenA mULamAM mAtA che. 'bhUkaMpamAM bhramaNa" pustaka khUba ja parizramapUrvaka taiyAra karyuM che. khUba-khUba dhanyavAda. pustakamAM ApelA khUba ja hRdayadrAvaka prasaMgo bhalabhalAne raDAvI de tevA che. - paM. candrajitavijaya cennaI 'bhUkaMpamAM bhramaNa' pustaka be divasamAM pUruM karyuM. kamAla karI che Ape. paristhiti bahu vikaTa thaI che. - kAntilAla ghelAbhAI, lAkaDIA dAdara, muMbaI 324 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * kahe.

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- padvI-prasaMga, pAbItA, :saM. 2067, maf. su. 1, bhAdaravA vada 8 02-10-1999 : bapora >> anaMtakALanA bhramaNamAM AvA vItarAga bhagavAna kadI maLyA nathI. maLyA che to zraddhA karI nathI, bhakti karI nathI, bhaktinI parAkASThAe nathI pahoMcyA, e vAta nakkI che. bhagavAna to nirvANa pAmyA. to maLyA zI rIte kahevAya ? emanI vANI dvArA, emanI mUrti dvArA, atyAre bhagavAna ApaNane maLyA che. jema patra dvArA koI priya vyakti maLe tema. Agama bhagavAnano patra che. emaNe e patra gaNadharo pAsethI lakhAvyo che. - puSparAvarta meghanI jema bhagavAna varasyA che. bhagavAne phUlono varasAda varasAvyo che. gaNadharoe enI mALA guMthI che. e mALA te ja Agama ! patra bhale TapAlIe Apyo, paNa che kono ? prema TapAlI para nahIM, patra lakhanAra para thAya. ame to TapAlI chIe. kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * 325

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zazIkAntabhAI : amane to TapAlI para prema che. uttara : ame evA TapAlI chIe ke lAvIe kharA, paNa pahoMcADI nathI zakatA. bhAvAveza ane dhyAnAvezamAM sthaLa + kALa bhUlAI jAya che. tamane ahIM tamAruM gAma, tArIkha vagere kAMI yAda Ave che ? bhAvAveza ane dhyAnAveza bhaktithI maLe che. bhagava" ! Apa kema DhIla karo cho ApavAmAM ? huM utAvaLo chuM. tame dhImA cho. Ama kema cAlaze ?' ema bhakta kahe che. bhagavAnanA Agamo vAMco ane tamane bhagavAna para prema na jAge evuM na bane. - gurumAM bhagavad buddhi jAge tene bhagavAna jaldI maLe. paMcasUtra-4mAM guruvAre movallo' lakhyuM che.' 'gurubhaktiprabhAvena tIrthaMkRddarzanaM matam' // ema yogadaSTi samuccayamAM haribhadrasUrijIe kahyuM che. - sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja yAda kema na rahe ? rasa ane ekAgratApUrvaka sAMbhaLo to yAda rahe. amerikA ke yuropa phona joDyo hoya, koI mahattvanA samAcAra hoya to yAda rahe ke nahi ? eTalI ja laganIthI ahIM sAMbhaLo to ? - yakSA, yakSadattA vagere sthUlibhadranI sAta baheno kramaza: eka, be vAra sAMbhaLIne yAda rAkhI letI hatI, sAtamI bena sAta vAra sAMbhaLe ne yAda rahI jAya. moTI bena ekavAra sAMbhaLe ne yAda rahI jAya. sAMbhaLIne yAda rAkhavAnI paraMparA bhagavAna mahAvIra pachI varSo sudhI cAlatI rahelI. buddhi ghaTI eTale pustakomAM badhuM lakhAyuM. vadhatA jatA pustako, vadhatI jatI buddhinI nizAnI nathI, paraMtu ghaTatI jatI buddhinI nizAnI che, ema mAnajo. ahIM tamAre e rIte yAda rAkhavAnuM che. * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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che jenA para tamane bahumAna thayuM e vastu tamArI thaI gaI. guru para bahumAna to guru tamArA. bhagavAna para bahumAna to bhagavAna tamArA. bhale bhagavAna ke guru game teTalA dUra hoya, paNa bahumAna najIka lAvI Ape che. bhagavAna ke guru game teTalA najIka hoya, paNa bahumAna na hoya to teo ApaNAthI dUra ja che. amArA jamAnAmAM 10 Ane killo cokhkhuM ghI maLatuM. Aje DAlaDA ghI paNa na maLe. zuddha ghI AyuSyanuM kAraNa kaheluM che. "vRtamAyu:" e AyurvedanuM prasiddha vacana che. ghI ja AyuSya che, eTale ke AyuSyanuM kAraNa che. kAraNamAM ahIM kAryano upacAra thayo che, tema gurU parano vinaya (bahumAna) mokSa che ema paMcasUtramAM kahyuM che. - cAmaDAnI AMkha upara chata jue, bahu-bahu to sUrya-candra ane tArA jue, paNa zrutacakSu - zraddhAcakSu to, upara siddhazilA jue. . dUrastho'pi samIpastho,yo yasya hRdaye sthitaH / samIpastho'pi dUrastho, yo na yasya hRdi sthitaH // gozALo bhagavAnanI najIka hato, sAme caDIne ziSya tarIke rahyo hato, chatAM dUra ja hato. kAraNa bahumAna nhotuM. sulasA, caMdanA vagere dUra hatA. nirvANa-samaye gautama svAmI dUra hatA, chatAM najIka kahevAya. kAraNa ke hRdayamAM bahumAna hatuM. TrIna... TrIna... TrIna... ghaMTaDI vAraMvAra vAge eTale phona tamAre upADavo ja paDe. "namo arihaMtANaM... namo arihaMtANaM' rUpI ghaMTaDI satata vagADatA ja raho. bhagavAna ApaNo phona kyAreka to upADaze ja. hA... e mATe apAra pairya joIe. (badhAne nava lAkha jApa mATe roja pAMca bAdhI navakAravALInI bAdhA apAI) tamAre tyAM be-cAra vAra ghaMTaDI vage ne tame phona upADo kahe jha jha jha = = = = = = = 329

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cho. navalAkha vAra tamArI ghaMTaDI prabhunA darabAramAM vAgaze to bhagavAna tamAro phona nahi upADe ? prazna : vacce AyuSya pUruM thaI gayuM to ? uttara : navalAkhanI tamArI bAdhA nahi bhAMge. AgAmI bhavamAM tamane evo janma maLaze jyAM janmatAMnI sAthe ja navakAra maLaze. navakAra bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe cAlaze. ja sakala pratyakSapaNe tribhuvanaguru, jANuM tuma guNa grAmajI; bIjuM kAMI na mAMguM svAmI, ehi ja che muja kAmajI. bhagavad ! o traNa lokanA nAtha ! tamArA guNono vaibhava huM jANuM . bIjuM kAMI mAMgato nathI. basa, A guNo ja mAre joIe che. AnAthI ja mAre kAma che." pU. devacandrajI ma.nI A prArthanA, ApaNI prArthanA banI jAya to keTaluM sAruM ? tAro huM zreSya, dAsa, sevaka, kiMkara chuM. Apa mAtra "hA" pADo eTale patyuM. pU. hemacandrasUrijInI A prArthanA bhagavAnano kharo bhakta kevo hoya te jaNAve che. prazna : koIka sthaLe ATha kroDa, ATha lAkha, ATha hajAra, AThaso ATha navakAra gaNIe to trIje bhave mokSa maLe. koIka sthaLe navakAranA AMkaDA judA judA Ave che. AmAM sAcuM zuM ? uttara : jeTalo jeno khorAka hoya teTalo tene apAya. koIkano khorAka dasa roTalI hoya to koIkano be roTalI. mULa vAta peTa bharavAnI che. mULa vAta tRptinI che. jeTalA navakArathI tamAruM kalyANa thAya te badhA ja svIkArya. AmAM saMkhyAno koI Agraha nathI. ekAda navakArathI pelo sApa dharaNendra banI gayo hato. kyAM nava lAkha navakAra e gaNavA gayelo ? | badhAnI kakSA alaga-alaga, tema tenA mATe navakAranI saMkhyA paNa alaga-alaga ! 328 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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tA . ane pavI-viA, patnItA, visaM. 207, mAna. . , bhAdaravA vada 9 03-10-1999 : savAra mAtA-pitA taraphathI ApaNane sahaja rIte ja keTalAka saMskAro evA maLyA che ke, je kadI bhUMsAI zake nahIM. jaina kuLamAM janmelo svAbhAvika rIte ja zikAra, mAMsa, madya AdithI dUra rahe, e sahaja lAbha che. jo ApaNe koI mAMsAhArI kuLamAM janmyA hota to ? jarA kalpanA to karI juo ! | sarva prathama mAtA-pitAe ApaNane skUlamAM mokalyA, tyAM ApaNane pahelI mAtA maLI, varNamAtA ! a thI 7 sudhInA akSaro varNamAtA che. A varNamAtAne gaNadharo paNa name che. bhagavatI sUtranA prAraMbhamAM A varNamAtAne "namo gaMbhIkha tnivI' kahIne gaNadharo dvArA namaskAra karavAmAM Avyo che. brAhmI lipinA AdyapraNetA bhagavAna zrI RSabhadeva che. lipi bhale bhagavAne pragaTa karI, paNa akSaro to zAzvata ja che. ja jha = = = = = = = = = = = 329

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'na kSati kRti akSaram' evI akSaronI vyAkhyA karavAmAM AvI che. eTale ke akSaro anAdikALathI che, anaMtakALa sudhI rahevAnA che. bhagavAne mAtra bhUlAI gayelI A vAtane pragaTa karI. bhagavAna RSabhadeva A jagatanA sauthI pahelA zikSaka che. jo emaNe sabhyatA, zikSaNa ane saMskRtinI sthApanA na karI hota to mAnava-jAta Aje jaMgalI hota ! mAnavane sabhya banAvanAra AdinAthajI hatA. akSaromAMthI ja badhuM jJAna utpanna thAya che. koI paNa dharmazAstra, koI paNa dharmadezanA ke koI paNa prakAranuM pustaka A akSaronA mAdhyamathI ja pragaTa thAya che. mATe ja varNamAlAne jJAnanI mAtA kahI che. varNamAtAnI upAsanA karanAro ja navakAramAtAne meLavI zake, gaNI zake, pAmI zake. navakA2mAtAnI upAsanA karanAro ja aSTapravacana rUpa trIjI dharmamAtAne meLavI zake. dharmamAtAne meLavanAro ja tripadIrUpa cothI dhyAnamAtAne meLavI zake. mATe 'zomA narALAM...' e zlokamAM cA2 mAtAno A krama batAvyo che. tIrthaMkaro paNa kevaLajJAna pAmyA pachI kevaLajJAna dvArA dharmadezanA nathI ApatA, zrutajJAnarUpa A varNamAtAthI dharmadezanA Ape che. huM ke tame je bolo cho te varNamAtAno prabhAva che. krodhanA jaya vinA, upazamanI prApti vinA cothI dhyAnamAtA maLI zake nahi. paramAtmAno anugraha haze ke amArI mAtAnuM nAma ja kSamA hatuM. mAtra nAma ja nahi, mUrtimaMta kSamA ja hatA. kadi meM emanAmAM gusso joyo nathI. nAma pramANe guNo na Ave to mAtra ApaNe nAmadhArI chIe, guNadhArI nahi. prathama mAtAnI (varNamAtAnI) upAsanA mATe ** kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 330

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hemacandrasUrie yogazAstranA AThamA prakAzamAM dhyAnavidhi batAvI che. nAbhimAM 16 pAMkhaDIvALuM kamaLa, a thI aH sudhInA akSaro tyAM sthApavA. hRdayamAM 24 (vacce karNikA sahita) pAMkhaDIvALuM kamaLa, ka thI ma sudhInA akSaro tyAM sthApavA. vaccenI karNikAmAM 'ma'nI sthApanA karavI. mukha para 8 pAMkhaDIvALuM kamaLa, ya thI ha sudhInA akSaro tyAM sthApavA. Ama dhyAna dharavAnuM che. pachI sonA jevA caLakatA akSaro tamane pharatA dekhAze. bALaka jevuM che mana ene rakhaDavuM bahu game. evA manane kahI devuM. tAre rakhaDavuM hoya to A traNamAM ja rakhaDaje. (1) varNa : prabhunA nAmamAM 2maje. (2) artha : prabhunA guNamAM 2maje. - (3) AlaMbana : prabhunI mUrtimAM 2maje. A traNane caityavaMdana bhASyamAM AlaMbanatrika kahevAyuM che. navakAra gaNanArane pUchuM chuM : AnAthI tamane guru para bahumAna vadhyuM ? guru dvArA tamane bhagavAna para prema vadhyo ? be prakAranI upAsanA : (1) aizvaryopAsanA H prabhunA aizvaryanuM ane guNonuM ciMtana. jJAnAtizayAdi cAra atizayo, aSTaprAtihAryAdinuM ciMtana. koI moTA zeTha ke netA sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavAnuM tamane game ne ? paNa bhagavAnathI moTA aizvaryavALA bIjA koNa che ? to pachI prabhu sAthe ja saMbaMdha bAMdhone ? prabhu sAthe madhura saMbaMdha bAMdhavA jevo nathI ? (2) mAdhuryopAsanA : prabhu sAthe madhura saMbaMdha bAMdhavo e ja mAdhuryopAsanA ! araviMda milanuM kApaDa kyAMthI paNa lo, e ja haze ! sArUM - zreSTha kyAMyathI paNa maLe, e prabhunuM ja che. cAhe e koIpaNa darzanamAM hoya ! ghaNIvAra mane thAya : A badhA vaktAonI sAme kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * 331

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mAre zuM bolavuM ? badho mAla khUTI gayo. bhagavAna pAse jaIne pokArUM ! bhagavAna pAse prArthanA karatAM ja badhuM jUnuM pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI pAsethI sAMbhaLeluM yAda AvI jAya. Aje ja ghaNuM badhuM yAda AvI gayuM. huM ahIM sUtrAtmaka bolavA prayatna karUM chuM. kAraNa ke ahIM ghaNA evA vidvAna vaktA, munio, sAdhvIo beThelA che je ghaNAne pahoMcADI zakaze. 'lokottamo niSpratimastvameva tvaM zAzvataM maGgalamapyadhIza / tvAmekamarhan zaraNaM prapadye, siddharSisaddharmamayastvameva // arihaMta lokottama che, apratima che. siddho paNa kahe : nA bhaI, amane mukhya nahi banAvatA. amane ahIM pahoMcADanAra arihaMto che. amArAmAM lokottamatA arihaMtanA kAraNe AvI che. cattAri tomuttamA mAM bhale siddhonuM sthAna che, paNa e cAreyamAM mukhya to arihaMta ja ne ? siddhacakramAM, navapadamAM ke bIje badhe ja arihaMta ja mukhya che. IMDuM pahelAM ke maraghI ? (Avo prazna bhagavatImAM che) bhagavAna kahe che : baMne anAdithI che koI paheluM nahi, koI pachInuM nahi. tema arihaMta ane siddha paNa anAdithI che. tojo... mAM cothI paMkti rahasyapUrNa che : 'siddhaSisarmamayastvameva' bAkInA traNa maMgaLa (siddha + RSi + dharma) Apa ja cho. 'cattAra tomuttamA'mAM arihaMta sivAyanA bAkInA traNa lokottamo AmAM AvI gayAne ? bhagavAna sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavAnI kaLAthI mAdhuryopAsanA thaze. duniyA sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhatAM zIkhyA chIe, paNa bhagavAna sAthe nahi. tvaM me mAtA pitA netA, devo dharmo guruH paraH / prANAH svarge'pavargazca sattvaM tattvaM gatirmatiH // bIjAne kahevA mATe A badhuM yAda nahi rAkhatA, paNa bhagavAnane mAtA-pitA-netA, deva vagere gaNIne temanI sAthe * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 332

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tame svayaM saMbaMdha bAMdhajo. A badhuM jIvanamAM utA2jo. tamane bhagavAna para vizvAsa nathI ? mane che. mane to vizvAsa che ke bhagavAna mArUM badhuM saMbhALI leze. e ja badhuM bolAvaze. bAkI mArI pAse pustaka jovAno kyAM samaya che ? jyAM pAMca miniTa maLe ke mANaso hAjara. AvA maLanArAone huM zI rIte nArAja karI zakuM ? maitrInI vAto karanAro huM ahIM maitrI na rAkhuM ? khAlI boluM ja ? 1. upayogo lakSaNam - jJAnamAtA mATe varNamALA 2. parasparopagraho nIvAnAm - puNyamAtA mATe navakAra rU. muLaparyAyava6 dravyam - dharmamAtA mATe aSTapravacanamAtA 4. utpAdravyayauvyayu sat - dhyAnamAtA mATe tripadI. tattvArthanA A cAreya sUtro, cAreya mAtAone dRDha - banAvanArA che. pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi. no chello patra piMDavADAthI Avelo, emAM lakheluM : asahya vedanAthI bIjuM badhuM bhUlAI jAya che, paNa '35yono lakSaLam'nuM ciMtana cAlu che. e patra saMbhALIne rAkhelo che. Aje paNa amArI pAse che. pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi. kahetA : tame mArA upakArI cho. nahi to huM kone A badhuM kaheta ? bhagavAna kahe che H jIvo badhA mArA upakArI che, nahi to huM konA para karUNA bhAvanA bhAvata ? konI sAthe ekatA karata ? ghaNI bhIDa thaI jAya, huM akaLAI jAuM tyAre, paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. yAda Ave. vajasenavi. koIka darzanArthIne ravAnA kare, (sAhebajIne takalIpha na paDe e AzayathI)ne emane khabara paDe to udhaDo laI le. ravAno karyo kema ? AvI amaitrI ? bhagavAne emane ahIM mokalyA ane tuM temane ahIMthI bahAra dhakele che ? A yAda AvI jAya ne huM tarata ja taiyAra thaI jAuM. zArIrika sthitine gauNa karIne paNa hajAra-hajAra mANasane meM ahIM vAsakSepa nAkhyo che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 333

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palavI-pUrNa, pAtItANA, vi.saM. 2017, mA. su. bhAdaravA vada 9 03-10-1999 : bapora trIjI dharmamAtAnA khoLAmAM tame besI gayA cho. dezavirati to kharIne ? eTalA aMze tame besI gayA, dharmamAtA pAsethI ja cothI dhyAnamAtA pAse javAya. Aje ja bhagavatImAM vAMcyuM, avirati eTale zuM ? IcchAno nirodha na karavo te avirati. * jIvonI upekSA karI te nirdayatA kahevAya. jIvonI apekSA karI te komaLatA kahevAya. jIvonI apekSA te ja virati che. koI ApaNA prANa levA Ave. pistola batAve tyAre ApaNA bhAva kevo hoya ? keTalo bhaya vyApI jAya ? AkhuM aMga kaMpI uThe ! AvA vakhate koI abhayadAna Ape to kevuM lAge ? ApaNAthI bhayabhIta jIvone abhayadAna ApIe chIe tyAre teone ATalo AnaMda thAya che. avirata samyagra dRSTi jIva pApamAM kadAca pravRtti kare to 334 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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kevI rIte ? tapelA lokhaMDa para cAlavuM paDe to tame kevI rIte cAlo ? basa, e ja rIte avirata sabhya dRSTi pApa pravRtti kare. sauthI vadhu du:khI koNa ? bhagavatImAM prazna che. javAbamAM naraka ke nigodanA jIvo nahi, paNa avirata samyagra dRSTi jIvo kahyAM che. teo potAnA du:khe duHkhI nahi, paNa bIjAnA duHkhe duHkhI hoya che. potAnA duHkhe to AkhI duniyA duHkhI che. bIjAnuM duHkha potAnuM lAge tyAre samajavuM H samyak darzana AvyuM che. ahIMnA jIvonI upekSA karIne ApaNe kaI mUDI para siddhazilAnI apekSA rAkhIe chIe ? 0 prazna : bhagavAnanI ATalI uttama jIvana-zailI hovA chatAM jagatanA jIvo kema svIkAratA nathI ? uttara : jelamAM rahenArAone pUcho. hajArone maMtramugdha karI detA pravacano ApavA chatAMya ApaNe svayaM svIkArI zakatA nathI. to pachI bIjAnI zI vAta karavI ? cAritrAvaraNIya karma aMdara beThuM che. e A svIkAravA detuM nathI. pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi. maLyA chatAM kema tame ahIM na AvI zakyA ? vicArajo. mane paNa AvA prazno, dIkSA pahelA 3-4 varSa naDelA. paNa tamane ThIka kahuM chuM : tamArA jevA duHkho-pariSaho - ahIM nathI. jelamAM to duHkho ja hoya ne ! - vItarAga stotranA prathama prakAzamAM 'maveyaM tI Hi ' kahyuM, 20mA prakAzamAM "tava zreSyo'ikahyuM. ahIM dAsabhAva parAkASThAe pAmelo jaNAya che. kahe * * * * * * * * * * 335

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(1) zreSya : svAminA yatra preSyate tatra yaH gacchati, sa preSyaH / svAmI jyAM mokale tyAM jAya te zreSTha kahevAya. preSya, dAsa, sevaka, kiMkara A cAreyanA arthamAM pharaka che. tame taiyAra kharA ? mahAvideha mATe taiyAra thaI jAva, paNa naraka mATe taiyAra thAva ? kadAca bhagavAna tyAM javAno Adeza Ape. . prabhunA zreSTha banavA mATe mananI AvI bhUmikA hovI joIe : svAmI jyAM mokale tyAM javA taiyAra chuM. gurue Adeza ApatAM sApane pakaDavA jatAM ziSyane khUMdha sIdhI thaI gaI. pachI gurue aTakAvI dIdho. mAjJA purUUTIFvicArayA ajainomAM vAta Ave che : rAtre nAgadevatA ziSyanuM khUna levA Ave che. gurue A jANI lIdhuM. charI laI chAtI para caDIne khUna kADhIne nAgadevatAne pIvaDAvyuM. nAgadevatA jatA rahyA. - savAre ziSyane pUchyuM : tane kyo bhAva pedA thayo, jyAre huM tArI chAtI para caDI beTho hato ? "Apa mArA guru cho, yogya lAge te karI zako cho ziSya javAba Apyo. pachI gurue AtmasAkSAtkAranI vidyA ApI. AvI bhUmikA ApaNI kharI ? (2) dAsa : jUnA jamAnAmAM dAsa-dAsI tarIke mANaso veMcAtA. caMdanAnuM udAharaNa prasiddha che. kharIdIne ja lIdhelo hoya te 'dAsa' kahevAya. AjanI bhASAmAM gulAma. cIta: vAsa: . enA zarIra para nizAnI karavAmAM Ave. jIvanabhara e dAsapaNuM kare. uttama dAsa = Laja sevAyAM nipuOT | kayA TAIme svAmIne zuM joIe ? te svAmIne kahevuM na paDe. duniyAnA dAsa ghaNIvAra banyA chIe, prabhunA dAsa kadI nathI banyA. prabhuno dAsa bane tenI dAsa duniyA bane. 336 * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * kahe

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bhagavAnano dAsa na bane tene duniyAnA dAsa banavuM paDe. (3) sevaka : sevane rUti sevaH | sevA kare te sevaka. prabhu caraNanI sevA zI rIte thaI zake ? caMdanAdithI pUjA karavI te dravya sevA che. AjJApAlana, viratino svIkAra te bhAva sevA che. "caraNa"no bIjo artha cAritra thAya che. cAritranuM sevana karavuM te paNa caraNa-sevA kahevAya. Aja mArA prabhujI sAmuM juone, sevakakahIne bolAvo re A stavanamAM jJAnavimalasUrijIe A ja bhAva darzAvyo (4) hiMmara: viMja roki ? mAhitu mavAnA (rUti ya: svAminaM pRti sa vira: 1) prakhya Adi badhA karatAM kiMkarapaNuM kaThaNa che. bhagavad ! have zuM karuM ? Adeza Apo. Avo bhAva jenAmAM hoya te kiMkara che, bhagavAnano Adeza - AjJA AgamomAM jaNAvelA che. tadanusAra jIvana jIve athavA jIvavAno prayatna kare te "kiMkara' kahevAya. ? jyAre DIsAmAM cAtumasa ApanI sAthe hatA tyAre to kharekhara Apa baMdhu belaDIne oLakhI na zakyA. paNa A pustaka to ApanI sAcI oLakha karAvI che. - sA. divyadarzitAzrI : mAMDavI mAruM haiyuM saMkalanakAra baMdhubelaDI pU.paM. mukticaMdravi. ma. tathA pU. ge. municaMdravi. ma. sA. ne aMtaranA ahobhAvanI aMjalinuM arpaNa kare che. - sA. nIlapadmAzrI : jAmanagara pUjayazrInI vAcanAnA aNamola, TaMkazALI vacano manamAM cUMTAyA kare che. - sA. nacadarzitAzrI : jAmanagara * * * * * * * * * * * * 330

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padavI dIkSA kA prasaMga, li. 2017, mAne, . , pAnInA bhAdaravA vada 10 04-10-1999 : savAra vAMkIno A maMgala prasaMga cetanAnuM udghakaraNa karavA mATe che. cetanAnA udghakaraNa tarapha ruci pedA thAya to paNa ApaNuM kAma thaI gayuM samajo. pU.. bhadraMkaravi. ma.nA hRdayamAM apAra karuNA hatI. AvanAra jIvanuM kalyANa karavA satata mathatA rahetA. nAnakaDA bALakane paNa navakAra premathI ApatA. eka vyaktine navakAra gaNavA pA kalAka samAjAveluM te ame joyuM che. navakAra pote ja enAmAM nirmaLatA pedA karaze, yogyatA pedA karaze, ema temanI daDha zraddhA hatI. * navakAra sau prathama ahaMkAra para kuThArAghAta kare che. mohanI imArata ahaM ane mama para ubhelI che. navakAra A pAyAmAM ja suraMga phoDe che. mama paNa ahaMnA kAraNe ja che. ahaM' eTale huM ! "mama" eTale mAruM" ! huM" ja nathI to mAruM kyAMthI thavAnuM ? navakAramaMtra zIkhave che : "na ahaM' "na mama " 338 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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A pratimaMtra japo. moharAjA kAMI nahIM karI zake. huM eTale zarIra nahi, paNa AtmA. huM eTale arihaMtano sevaka. arihaMtano parivAra (guNasamRddhi) te mArA. * pU.paM. bhadrakavi. ma. jJAnasA2nI pahelA yogazAstranA 4 prakAza karAvatA. sAdhanA hamezAM kramazaH ja thaI zake. yogazAstra 4 prakAza vyavahAra pradhAna che. jJAnasAra nizcaya pradhAna che. vyavahAra pradhAna banyA pachI ja nizcayapradhAna banI zakAya. taLAvamAM karyA pachI ja dariyAmAM taravA kudI zakAya. taLAva vyavahA2 che. samudra nizcaya che. 0 tame tamArA saMtAnonuM zikSaNa-dhaMdhA Adi mATe to dhyAna rAkho cho, paNa te durgatimAM na jAya, tenI kadI kALajI karI ? mane mArA mAmA bAjumAM besADIne sAmAyika karAvatA, bhaktAmara pAkuM karAvatA. tame tamArA saMtAno mATe keTalo samaya Apo cho? mahendrabhAIne AvuM anuSThAna karAvavAnuM kema mana thayuM ? UMDeUMDe e paNa vicAra kharone ke mArA parivAra-svajano vagere dharma-mArge vaLe. cAra mAtAmAM sau prathama jJAnamAtA - varNamALA(tA) sauthI chellI dhyAnamAtA - tripadI. pAyAmAM varNamAtA joIe. zikharamAM dhyAnamAtA che. jJAnathI zarU thayelI sAdhanA dhyAnamAM pUrNatA prApta kare. 0 400 ArAdhakomAM pahelo naMbara huM hiMmatabhAIne ApuM, koI nArAja nahi thatA. pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI pachI paNa emaNe amAro sAtha nathI choDyo. dara comAsAmAM AvavA taiyAra. amArI pAse bese eTaluM ja nahi, bIjA sAdhuo pAse paNa bese. amArI pAse Ave che, eTale nahi, paNa emanAmAM yogyatA vikaselI che mATe Ama kahuM chuM. - jJAna kadAca prayatna-sAdhya che, paNa dhyAna ane samAdhi kRpA-sAdhya che. prathama ApaNI bhUmikA taiyAra thAya pachI ja kRpAnA avataraNa mATe yogyatA taiyAra thAya. # # # # # # # # # # 339

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che evo vicAra hato H gujarAtamAM jaIzuM tyAre yogya jijJAsuo maLaze to dhyAna-vicAra graMtha vAcanAmAM vAMcavo. bAbubhAI kaDIvALA : to pAlItANAmAM ame cAra mahinA rahIzuM. 'ajJAtavastutaH jJAte sati zraddhA anantaguNA bhavati / ' ajJAta karatAM jANelI vastumAM zraddhA anaMtagaNI hoya che. che. ApaNe paNa gaNIe, pU.paM. ma. paNa navakAra gaNatA, pharaka zuM ? emanI kakSA ati ucca hatI, mATe emane alaga phaLa maLe, ApaNane alaga maLe. navakAra zrImatIe paNa gaNyo ne AjanI "zrImatIo paNa gaNe che. paNa pharaka kyAM paDyo ? patthara eka ja che. tame hAthathI pheMko ane bIjo gophaNathI pheMke to pharaka paDavAno ja ne ! e ja pattharane baMdUkathI pheMkavAmAM Ave to ? eka nAno vepArI 24 kalAka kAma kare che te mAMDa 1000 kamAya che. moTo vepArI khAsa kAMI karato nathI. chatAM lAkho kamAya che. kAraNa ke mUDI ghaNI che. pelA pAse mUDI ochI che. mUDI pramANe napho maLI zake. pU.paM. ma. pAse jJAnanI mUDI ghaNI hatI. AthI ja ghaNuM kamAyA. . cintAbhAvanApUrvakaH sthirAdhyavasAyo dhyAnam / dhyAnavicAranuM A paheluM sUtra che. cittA ane bhAvanAjJAnapUrvakanA adhyavasAya te dhyAna che. - cintA 7 prakAranI che. 24 dhyAnanA bhedomAM navakArano jApa te padadhyAna che. A dhyAna zreSTha che. kAraNake navakAranA pAMca pado sauthI zreSTha che. rAjA, amAtya, zreSThI, senApati vagere mahattvapUrNa pada che. tema paMca parameSThInA A pAMca pado mahattvapUrNa che. ja mAnatuMgasUri kahe che : ApanI stutimAM zuM zakti che ? ApanI stuti karato ApanA jevo ja banI jAya che. pote ja javAba ApatAM kahe che : potAnA Azritane potAnA jevo na banAve te zeTha zA kAmano ? * pAMca parameSThImAM tamane kayuM pada joIe ? eke yA 340. jha = = = . # # # # # # # # kahe

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nathI joItuM. barAbarane ? tamane bIjuM ja kAMI joIe che. tamane je joIe che te jJAnInI najare ati tuccha che. tucchanI mAMgaNI nahi karatA. cakravartI jevA khuza thAya ne ghera-ghera bhIkha mAMgavA jevI adhama mAMgaNI karazo ? ApaNe bhavobhava AvuM ja karyuM che. jJAna ane kriyArUpI paiDAvALA dhyAnarUpI rathamAM besI jAva. bhagavAna sArathi banIne tamane muktipurImAM laI jaze. * bALaka nAnuM che, paNa mAtAnA khoLAmAM hoya to koI bhaya ? ApaNe nAnA hatA tyAre khoLAmAM hatA, eTale bacI zakyA chIe. nahi to koI bilADI upADI jAta. ne ApaNA so e varSa tyAre ja pUrA thaI jAta ! cAra mAtAnA khoLAmAM besI jAva. koI bhaya nahi rahe, paNa mAtAnA khoLAmAM te ja jaI zake, je bALaka' bane. ApaNe paMDita banIne jaIe chIe... mahAna banIne jaIe chIe. - bhujathI hamaNAM eka muslIma mejIsTreTa Avyo, e dhyAna karato hato, paNa jarA mUMjhavaNamAM hato. jijJAsu hato. teNe kahyuM : "dhyAna karUM chuM." zAnuM ?' niraMjana-nirAkAranuM, amArI praNAlikA pramANe, dhyAna karuM chuM." paNa vikSepo Ave che, mArgadarzana mAgavA Avyo chuM. mAruM mAnazone ? kharekhara dhyAnaruci hoya to sAkAra dhyAnathI zarU karo.' zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthano phoTo ApIne kahyuM, ahIMthI zarU karo. "tatti' kahIne teNe svIkAryuM. enA jIvanamAM madya-mAMsa Adino tyAga hato ja. navasArI - sIsodarAmAM dIkSA prasaMga vakhate zAntisnAtramAM jaina mejIsTreTa Avyo. jaina hovA chatAM ajainanI sAdhanA kare. sAMje pAMca vAge Avyo, kahyuM : gItAno pATha karUM . kRSNane meM ISTadeva banAvyA che." ma ma ma aaN ga ga . * * * * * 341

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"zuM anubhava karyo ?' AgaLanI bhUmikA pakaDAtI nathI. mArgadarzana joIe che. Aja sudhI koI guru maLyA nathI." vizvAsa che mArI vAta para ? kRSNanuM dhyAna karazo to tamArI cetanA kRSNamaya banI jAya. narasiMha - mIrA vagerene A rIte ja darzana thayelA." mAre to niraMjana - nirAkAranA darzana karavA che." enA mATe tamAre sAkAra vItarAga prabhunuM dhyAna karavuM paDaze. sarAgInuM dhyAna tamane sarAgI banAvaze. yadA dhyAyati yad yogI, yAti tanmayatAM tadA / dhyAtavyo vItarAgastad nityamAtma vizuddhayai // - yogasAra meM ene vItarAganuM dhyAna batAvyuM. te AnaMdathI nAcI uThyo. meM Avo AnaMda, kyAreya joyo nathI.pachI sASTAMga daMDavat jhUkI paDyo. * paTu, abhyAsa ane AdarathI evA saMskAro pADo ke janma-janmAMtaromAM sAthe cAle. 'paTvabhyAsAdaraiH pUrvaM tathA vairAgyamAharaH' - vItarAga stotra bhakti, jJAna vagerenA saMskAro AvA banavA joIe. ApaNA saMskAra haju evA nathI thayA, je bhavAMtaramAM sAthe cAle. AvA saMskArane jaina paribhASAmAM anubaMdha kahevAya. nava divasanA A saMskAro tamArA kyAM sudhI TakavAnA ? te vicArajo. zazIkAntabhAIno manoratha che : badhA dhyAnI bane. mAro manoratha che : pahelA sAdhaka bane, jJAnI bane, bhakta bane, cAritravAnuM bane, pachI dhyAnI bane. AvI gaIne cAreya mAtA? jJAnI : varNamAtA - varNamALAthI bhakta : puNyamAtA - navakArathI cAritravAn : dharmamAtA - aSTapravacana mAtAthI dhyAnI : dhyAnamAtA - tripadIthI banAya. 342 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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padravI-tIkSA-prasaMga, pAtItA, visaM. 2017, mA bhAdaravA vada 10 24-10-1999 : bapora pahelI mAtA jJAna, bIjI bhakti, trIjI virati ane cothI samAdhi Ave. - jagatasiMha zeThe 360ne kroDapati banAvyA. arihaMta prabhunA zAsanamAM ja AvuM thaI zake. 360 taraphathI roja navakArazI cAle. navA AgaMtuka sAdharmikane dareka taraphathI eTaluM maLatuM ke e tarata ja zrImaMta banI jato. - pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.sA.e ApyuM te tame bhUlI jAva ? tame bhale bhUlI jAva. paNa huM na bhUluM. sAgaramAM nAnakaDuM TIpuM bhaLe ke nadI bhaLe, sAgara tene potAnuM svarUpa ja ApI de, sAga2 ja banAvI de. prabhu pAse je Ave tene prabhu potAnA jevo ja, prabhu banAvI de. prabhuno prema eTale temanI mUrtino, nAmano ane Agamano prema. bhaktine mahApuruSo jIvanmukti mAne che. jIvanmukti = = = = = = = = = = = = = 343

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maLelI hoya tene ja mukti maLI zake. bhakti vinA navapUrvI paNa mukti meLavI zake nahi. tarimana paramAtmA paramarUpa maf:' ema nAradIya bhaktisUtramAM lakhyuM che. zreNike A premarUpa bhaktithI ja tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM. bhagavAnane choDIne dhyAna nahi thAya, bedhyAna thaze. durbAna thaze. jyAM bhagavAna na hoya tene kadI dhyAna mAnazo nahi, tevA dhyAnathI bharamAzo nahi. zrAvaka durgAdAse, pU. devacandrajIne kahyuM : bhagavad ! Apa to adhyAtmarasamAM mahAlo cho. amArA para upakAra thAya evuM Apa kAMIka karI zako ? koI racanA karo. dugAdAsanI A vinaMtIthI zrI devacandrajIe adhyAtmagItA banAvI che. nAnakaDI kRti, paNa adhyAtmarasathI bharelI che. pU. devacandrajIe durgAdAsane "mitra' tarIke ullekhyo che. - bhakti ane virati zuddhabhAvathI tame apanAvo, pachI tamane dhyAnamAM pahoMcADavAnI javAbadArI mArI. samagra jIvarAzi paranI bhAva karUNA ja bhagavAnane bhagavAna banAve che. bhaktithI prabhu pratyeno samarpaNa bhAva, viratithI jIvo pratyeno maitrIbhAva jAge. A baMnethI samAdhi maLe ja. pahelI mAtA (vartamAtA) jJAna Ape. bIjI mAtA (puNyamAtA navakAra) bhakti Ape. bhagavAnanI bhakti nAmAdi 4 prakAre thaI zake che. trIjI dharmamAtA, aSTapravacana mAtA virati Ave. cothI dhyAnamAtA, tripadI, samAdhi Ape. A kALamAM AjJA kadAca na pALI zakAya, paNa AjJA pa2 Adara hoya to ya tarI javAya. "sUtra anusAra vicArI boluM, suguru tathAvidha na mile; 344 jha jha = = = = = = * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 *

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kriyA karI navi sAdhI zakIe, e vikhavAda citta saghaLe." pU. AnaMdaghanajInA A udgAro para vicArajo. >> mahApuruSonA graMtho maLavA eTale mahApuruSo sAthe milana thayuM samajavuM. AnaMdaghanajI, devacandrajI jevA yogIonI kRtio ApaNane maLe che, te ApaNA ahobhAgya che. * putra-pitA, pati-patnI vagere tamArA saMbaMdhonI prIti svArthIyukta che, malina che, mAtra bhagavAnanI prIti ja nirmaLa che. 2 upa2 javAnA pagathiyAmAMthI kayuM pagathiyuM mahattvapUrNa ? badhA ja ! tema sAdhanAnA badhA ja sopAno mahattvapUrNa che. pagathiyAmAM vacce vadhu vakhata ubhA na rahI zakAya, pAchaLathI AvanArA dhakkA mAraze. ApaNe atyAre vacce chIe. "paMtha vacce prabhujI maLyA, haju ardha jAvuM." cauda rAjalokamAM vacce chIe. nigodathI nirvANanI yAtrAmAM vacce chIe. 14 guNaThANAmAM vacce chIe. (atyAre vadhumAM vadhu sAtamA guNaThANe pahoMcI zakIe) paNa vacce vadhAre vakhata na rahI zakAya. ApaNI pAchaLa anaMtA jIvo ubhA che, jo ApaNe AgaLa nahIM jaIe to pAchaLa dhakelAvuM paDaze, nigodamAM javuM paDaze. kema ke TAsakAyamAM be hajAra sAgaropamathI vadhAre na rahI zakAya. jJAna be prakAranuM H sukhabhAvita ane duHkhabhAvita. sukhabhAvita jJAna, sukhabhAvita dharma thoDuMka ja kaSTa AvatAM naSTa thaI jAya che. du:khabhAvita dharma kaSTo vacce paNa aDIkhama rahe che. mATe ja parama karUNAnidhAna bhagavAna mahAvIradeve loca, vihAra, bhikSAcaryA, 22 pariSaha ItyAdi kaSTo batAvyA che. nahi to karUNAzIla bhagavAna AvuM kema batAve ? kahe * * * * * * * * * * 345

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lI-jhA, pAnItANA, vi.saM. 2017, mA. su. bhAdaravA vada 11 05-10-1999 : savAra 0 maLelA samaya, zakti ke saMpatti koka pUrvanA puNyanA pratApe maLI che, to have te zaktio bIjA mATe kAma lAgavI joIe. to te akSaya bane che anyathA khUTI jAya che. * siddha bha. nA sukha sAme koIpaNa padArthanI tulanA na thaI zake. jyAM eka siddha che tyAM anaMta siddha che. are, A sthAnamAM paNa jyAM ApaNe beThelA chIe tyAM paNa anaMta siddho beThelA che. bhaktanI bhASA alaga hoya. duniyAnI bhASA alaga hoya. ApaNI AsapAsa anaMtA nigodanA jIvo rahelA che ke nahi ? te badhA sattAthI siddha che ke nahi ? | 'pUraNa mana saba pUraNa dise." bhaktane badhe pUrNa dekhAya che. siddho ja nahi, bhakto paNa jagatane pUrNarUpe jotA thaI jAya che. zobhA narANAM priyasatyavANI 346 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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priya ane madhura vANI tamArI zobhA che. tamArI vANI kevI ? vANIthI dostI thAya, vANIthI duzmanI thAya. badhA tamArA mitro kharA ke nahi ? ke koI dumana kharo ? ArAdhanA karavA AvatA pahelA badhA sAthe micchA mi dukkaDa karIne AvyA chone ? pahelA maitrI, pachI zuddhi, pachI sAdhanA. * prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha joDavo hoya to sau prathama temanA nAma sAthe saMbaMdha joDavo joIe. ApaNane utAvaLa che. sIdhA ja sImaMdharane maLavA mAMgIe chIe, paNa "sImaMdhara' A nAma ahIM ja che, enI sAthe pahelA saMbaMdha joDone ? koNa aTakAve che ? je thaI zake tevuM kare nahi, tene na thaI zake tevuM kevI rIte maLI zake ? nAma phona che. tenA dvArA prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha joDI zakAya. rAjanAMdagAMvamAM amArA jamAnAmAM posTa ophisa para eka ja phona hato. lagADavA mATe tyAM javuM paDe chaiA-1 kalAka vATa jovI paDe. atyAre to paristhiti badalAI gaI che. nAma letAM ja tame prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha joDo cho ? >> cha Avazyako pUrA jIvanamAM hovA joIe. e bhUlI gayA eTale mahApuruSoe pratikramaNamAM joDI dIdhA. sAmAyika, caturvizatistava vagere satata karavAnA che. pratikramaNa eTale pApathI pAchaLa haTavuM, satata pApathI pAchaLa haTavAnuM che. - 4 cAra mAtAnI barAbara sevA karIe to pAMcamA parama pitA paramAtmAnuM milana thAya ja. zarata e ja che ke ApaNe vinayI hoIe. vinIta putrane ja pitAno vAraso maLe ne ! paropakAra Ave, tenA jIvanamAM sadagurUno yoga thAya ja. jayavIyarAyamAM A ja krama batAvyo che : paraltha - 2i a | suda gona' keTalAya kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 340

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paramArthanA kAryo karanArA amArA saMparkamAM AvyA che ne temaNe AnaMda vyakta karyo che. duHkhI joIne tamAruM hRdaya kaMpI na uThe to yuM dhyAna kahevAya ? durthAna ke zubha dhyAna ? je dhyAna tamane duHkhI pratye saMvedanazIla na banAve te dhyAna khADAmAM paDo ! evA dhyAnathI cetajo, je tamane jagatathI nirapekSa banAvI de, tamArA hRdayane niSphara banAvI de. - samudraghAta vakhate kevalajJAnI 4thA samaye sarvalokavyApI che. samudyAta dvArA AkhA lokane pavitra kare che. te vakhate maMdira + mUrtimAM paNa vyApe ke nahi ? kevalajJAnarUpe bhagavAna maMdira ke mUrtimAM paNa avataryA kahevAya. te vakhate pote pavitra kArmaNa vargaNAne choDe che, e pavitra pudgalo AkhA brahmAMDamAM phelAI jAya che. e pavitra pugalone jJAnI ja jANI zake. bhagavatImAM hamaNA jANavA maLyuM : AtmA to agurulaghu che, paNa bhASA-mana-kArpaNa vargaNAnA pugalo paNa agurulaghu che. eTale ja sarvatra te apratihata che. e samagra brahmAMDamAM phelAI jaI zake che. catuHsparzI pudgalo agurulaghu. ATha sparzI gurUlaghu hoya che. 0 1lI mAtA tamane priya ane satya vANI Ape che. priya ane satya vANIthI jagata tamAruM mitra banaze, sAmethI badhA doDatA Avaze. ghaNIvAra patrakAro mane pUche : zuM tame koI vazIkaraNa karo cho ? loko kema doDatA Ave che ? huM kahuM chuM : koI vazIkaraNa nathI. vazIkaraNa hoya to paNa e maMtra ke kAmaNa vagaranuM che. eka subhASitakAre kahyuM che : na hIdRzaM saMvananaM triSu lokeSu vidyate / dayA maitrI ca bhUteSu, dAnaM ca madhurA ca vAk // jIvo para dayA-maitrI, dAna ane madhura vANI - AnA jevuM vazIkaraNa traNeya jagatamAM bIjuM eke ya nathI. 348 * * * * * * * * * * = * * kahe

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yadIcchasi vazIkartuM jagadekena karmaNA / parA'pavAda-sasyebhyo, gAM carantIM nivAraya // 'eka ja kAryathI jo tuM jagatane vaza karavA Icchato hoya to paraniMdA rUpI ghAsa caratI tArI vANIrUpI gAyane aTakAva.' vANIthI paropakAra thAya che. paropakArathI gurunuM milana thAya che. dakSiNamAM kema lokapriyatA maLI ? amane amArA gurudevoe zIkhavyuM che : di mAMgavuM nahi. mAtra dharmakAryamAM sahAyatA ja karavI. koI projekTa rAkhavA nahi. Aje loko mAMganArAothI thAkI gayA che. mAMgavAnuM baMdha karo cho tyAre lokomAM tame priya bano cho. dakSiNamAM pratiSThAonI hAramALAothI sauthI moTo lAbha A thayo H sthAnakavAsIoe paNa maMdiramAM caDAvA lIdhA. mUrtimAM mAnatA thayA. madrAsa navA maMdira pratiSThA vakhate traNa lAkha tamila lokoe paNa bhagavAnanA darzana karelA. ahIMno svAda (jApa, pravacana AdinA) jeNe cAkhyo, te jIvanamAM kaMda nahi bhUlI zake. jo teNe kharekhara svAda cAkhyo haze ! kharekhara AvA sAkSAt tIrthaMkara samAna gurumaiyA hAjara hovA chatAM temanI vANInuM pIyuSapAna na karI zakI. jema varasIdAnathI vaMcita rahI gayelA brAhmaNane bhagavAne devadUSya ApI saMtoSa Apyo, tema ApanI vAcanAthI vaMcita rahI gayelI mane ApanA A pustako dvArA saMtoSa maLyo che. - sA. divyakRpAzrI mAMDavI * * * * * kharekhara ! evuM ja lAge che ke A pustaka vAMcyA ja karIe. sA. zrutajJAzrI rAjakoTa kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * - 349

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thANA meM raMgolI, vi.saM. 2054 bhAdaravA vada 11 05-10-1999 : bapora upadhAnathI navakAra Adi sUtrono vAstavika adhikAra maLe che. mArI nizrAmAM ja karo, evuM nathI kaheto, paNa upadhAna kyAMya paNa karavuM ja che, evuM nakkI karo. mahAnizItha sUtramAM A aMgenuM vidhAna che. mahAnizItha jevA mahAna ane pavitra sUtramAM paMcamaMgala mahAzrutaskaMdha rUpa navakAra mATe upadhAna-vahana karavAnuM kahyuM che. | mahAnizItha sUtranI ekaja prata hAthamAM AvelI, te paNa udhaIthI khavAI gayelI. pU. haribhadrasUrijIe eno uddhAra karyo che. mAtra tapAgacchIya paraMparA ja mahAnizItha sUtrane mAne che. * karmono kSaya tapathI ja thAya. tapano dhIre-dhIre abhyAsa karo. paccakhkhANa para vizvAsa keLavo. paccakhANa letAM ja manaHsthiti kevI badalAI jAya che ! te jANo cho ? upavAsanA paccakhANa lIdhA hoya te divase bhUkha ja 350 = = = = = = = = x * * * * kahe

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nahi lAge, paccakhANano A prabhAva che. bAhyatA AtyaMta2 tapano hetu che. gADha abhyAsathI pADelA tapanA saMskAro janmajanmAMtaromAM paNa sAthe cAle che. tapanA ja nahi, koI paNa guNa ke avaguNanA saMskAro sAthe cAle. - pAMca parameSThI karuNAnA bhaMDAra che. karuNA parAkASThAe na pahoce to bhagavAna tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhI zake nahi. duHkhI jIvonI dayAno abhAva hoya tyAM karuNA hoI zake ? karuNAA citta, duHkhatrasta jIvanI upekSA karI zake nahi, upekSA kare tenAmAM karuNA AvI na kahevAya, dhyAna pariNamyuM na kahevAya. | navakAra AtmasAt karavAthI karuNA vadhavAnI, guNo vadhavAnA, deva-guru bhakti vadhavAnI. - bIjAnA guNone joIne tame rAjI thayA, eTale e guNo tamArAmAM AvavA zaru thayA ema mAnajo. atyAre ApaNane potAnA guNo mATe pramoda che. bIjAnA guNa mATe pramoda kharo ? guNo kema rokAyelA che ? abhimAnanA kAraNe. bIjI mAtA namratAno saMcAra karI guNonA dvAra kholI Ape che. | navakAramAM cha vAra namo Ave che. 108 navakAramAM 648 vAra namo Ave che. tame keTalI mALA gaNI ? have namratA keTalI vadhI ? navakAra gaNyA pachI namratA vadhavI joIe. namra ja bhakta banI zake, namra ja pramoda keLavI zake, namra ja guNone AmaMtraNa ApI zake. 0 lokonI bhASA alaga, bhaktanI alaga ! loko kahe che : bhagavAna vItarAga che, bhagavAnane kAMI levA-devA nathI. bhakta kahe che : bhagavAna karuNAzIla che. bhagavAna badhuM kahe # # # # # # # # # # # # 3pa1

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ja Ape che. "vaM zaMkarasi' dvArA chAtI ThokIne mAnatuMgasUri kahe che : bhagavad ! tame ja sukha karanArA zaMkara cho. ApanArA bhagavAna che. tame zuM ApavAnA ? 10-20 mALanI bilDIMga banAvI eTale bhIkhArI ane kUtarAnA roTalA to gayA, paNa amArA dharmalAbha paNa gayA. dayA-dAna gayA, bahAra voca mena ubho che. koI Ave to kharo ! tamArA eza-ArAmanI ame prazaMsA na karIe. udAratA-dAna AdinI jarUra karIe. "je koI tAre najare caDI Ave, kAraja tehanA saphaLa karyA bhagavAnanI najare caDe tenA kArya siddha na thAya, e vAtamAM koI mAla nathI. bhakta to kaheze : bhagavad tame vItarAga thaIne chUTI nahi zako, huM choDavAno ja nathI. bhagavAnano saMgha Avo kRpaNa ane tuccha kema ? paMnyAsajI ma. bahu ciMtita rahetA hatA. paropakAra, maitrI, namratA Adino saMghamAM saMcAra thAya te mATe khUbaja prayatnazIla hatA. mane paNa eka vAra kahyuM : "tamane dhyAna-vicAra para lakhatAM AvaDe che, parasparopagraho pIvAnAm' para lakhatAM nathI AvaDatuM ? jIvono upakAra yAda nathI Avato ? tamAro janma kyAre ? meM kahyuM : "vi.saM. 1980mAM oha ! to tamAro doSa nathI. pahelA vizvayuddha pachI lokonA hRdayamAMthI dayA-bhAvanA cAlI gaI. kALa ja evo khataranAka che.' paM. mahArAje kahyuM. ja dharma vadhAre vahAlo ke prANa ? - trIjI daSTivALAne dharma vahAlo lAge. dharma mATe prANa paNa choDavA taiyAra thaI jAya. prANa choDavA taiyAra thaI jAya e dhanano to AsAnIthI tyAga karavA taiyAra thaI jaze. 3 kroDa zlokanA racayitA hemacandrasUrijI kahe che : bhagavan! huM ApanI pAse pazuthI paNa pazu chuM, jyAre ApaNe thoDuMka jANI laIne dharatIthI addhara cAlavA lAgIe chIe. 352 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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* maitrI aMge vivAda thayo tyAre paMnyAsajI mahArAje e mATe DhagalAbaMdha pATho ApyA, paNa carcA na karI, vivAda na karyo. mArI maitrInI vAtathI ja jo amaitrI thatI hoya to e paNa na joIe, paMnyAsajI ma. parama madhyasthatA tarapha cAlyA gayA. prabhumAM guNa, puNya Adino prakarSa rahelo che. AthI ja teo acinya zaktinA svAmI banelA che. nirmaLa prajJAvALAne ja A samajAze. paMyasUtranIta 'aciMtta sattijuttA hi te bhagavaMto' nirmaLa buddhivALAne ja samajAze. bhagavAnanI acijya zakti jANavA evI daSTi khulavI joIe. __ parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtanA kALadharma pAmyAnA AghAtajanaka samAcAra saaNbhlyaa| mArA jevA keTalAye sAdhakoe zILI chatrachAyA gumAvI / nAva adhavacce rahI ane kALe AvI kAramI paLa aapii| saharAnuM raNa oLaMgavA jevI dazA thaI gii| mArA jIvana para temanI je kRpA varasI che, vAtsalya maLyuM che tenuM varNana lakhavA zabdo nathI / temanA caraNanI raja mArA mastake par3I tenuM mane gaurava che| pATa para besI kevA niHspRhabhAve ane mA-bALakane zIkhave tema vAcanA ApatA te dRzya AMkha sAme khaDuM thAya che / AMkha gadgad thaI / have koNa bAkIno mArga kapAvaze? tamArI saunI manodazA paNa AvI ja che / tyAM koNa kone zuM kahe? pU.zrI mATe mArI aMtimayAtrAnA darzana karavAnI bhAvanA hatI, paNa kAMtibhAIe vigata jaNAvI eTale mananI bhAvanA zamAvavI paDI chatAM jyAM mArI bhAvanA vyakta thAya tevaM kArya soMpazo ane mane RNamukta karazo / bAkI to... guruvara tere caraNoM kI, mujhe dhUla mila gaI / caraNoM kI raja pA kara, takadIra badala gaI // - sunaMdAbahenanI vaMdanA __16-2-2002, elisabrIja, amadAvAda.. * * * * * * * * * * * * * 343

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thANA meM dakSiNa-pradarzanI, vi.saM. 2054 bhAdaravA vada 12 06-10-1999 : savAra AnaMda che, atyAre ApaNe bhagavAnanA vacanono, sAthe maLIne svAdhyAya karIe chIe. jina-vacana Aja sudhI ApaNane nathI maLyuM. maLyuM haze to phaLyuM nahi hoya. jina-vacanamAM Adara jAgI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. juo ajita zAnti zuM kahe che ? jai icchaha parama-payaM, 354 ahavA kiti suvitthaDaM bhuvaNe, to telukkuddharaNe, jiNavayaNe AyaraM kuNaha jo tame mokSa ke sarvavyApI kIrti icchatA ho to, traNa lokano uddhAra karanAra jina-vacanamAM Adara karo. navakAramAM zuM tAkAta che ? navakAra gaNyo eTale vajranA pAMjarAmAM tame besI gayA. patI gayuM. have koInoya bhaya nahi. jina-vacana hRdayamAM pariNAma pAme te stuti * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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stotranuM phaLa che. "nAma grahaMtAM AvI mile mana bhItara bhagavAna' Ama kahetA upAdhyAya mAnavijayajInA hRdayamAM bhagavAna AvI zake to ApaNA hRdayamAM kema na AvI zake ? A mahApuruSonA vacanomAM vizvAsa to che ne ? e vacana para vizvAsa rAkhIne sAdhanAnA mArge AgaLa vadhazo to mAnavijayajInI jema tamane paNa Avo anubhava thaze. 7 mALI bIjamAM vRkSa jue che. zilpI pattharamAM pratimA jue che. prabhu bhakta, prabhunAmamAM prabhu jue che. 0 dharma para prema che ? dharma eTale mokSa. dharma mokSanuM kAraNa che. kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra thaI zake. mokSa para prema hoya to dharma para kema nahi ? tRpti game ke bhojana ? tRpti game che ? bhojana vinA tRpti zI rIte maLaze ? dharma vinA mokSa zI rIte maLaze ? mokSa para prema hoya to dharma para prema hovo ja joIe. - bhakti eTale jIvanmukti. jeNe AvI bhakti anubhavI te kahI zake : "muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI" kAraNa ke bhaktimAM mukti jevo AsvAda tene maLI rahyo che. - kevaLajJAna moTuM ke zrutajJAna ? pota-potAnA sthAne baMne moTA, paNa ApaNA mATe zrutajJAna moTuM ! e ja ApaNuM upakArI che. sUraja bhale moTo hoya, bhoMyarAmAM rahenAra mATe dIvo ja moTo che. 0 A vItarAga jinezvara devane tame brahmA, viSNu, maheza, buddha vagere sarva nAme pokArI zako. te te nAmonI vyAkhyA bhagavAnamAM ghaTI zake. bhagavAna brahmA che. kAraNa ke teo parabrahma svarUpI che. bhagavAna viSNu che. kAraNa ke kevaLajJAnarUpe vizvavyApI bhagavAna zaMkara che. kAraNa ke saune sukha ApanArA che. bhagavAna buddha che. kAraNa ke kevaLajJAnarUpI bodhane pAmelA kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 355

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bhagavAna kRSNa che. kAraNa ke karmonuM karSaNa kare che. bhagavAna rAma che. kAraNa ke Atma svarUpamAM satata ramaNa kare che. loka karatAM anaMtagaNo aloka che. tevA anaMta loka + alokone upADI kyAMya pheMkI de, evI zakti parama AtmAnA eka AtmapradezamAM che. vAraMvAra bolAtA deva-guru pasAyano artha zo ? e ja ke kAMI thayuM che temAM bhagavAnanI kRpA che. mAruM kazuM nathI. ApaNe vAraMvAra A zabda bolIe to chIe, paNa jIvana sAthe teno koI saMbaMdha rAkhyo nathI. dareka kAryonI saphaLatAmAM deva-guru yAda Ave kharA ? sAcuM kahejo. - sAhiba samaratha tuM dhaNI re, pAmyo parama AdhAra; mana vizarAmI vAlo re, Atama co AdhAra. AtmAnA AdhArarUpa, mananA vizrAmarUpa, parama AdhArarUpa samartha sAheba jinezvara devanA darzana karyA eTale sarvanA darzana karyA. e darzana thayA pachI T.V. vagere jovAnuM mana thAya ? T.V. jovAnuM mana thAya to samajajo : haju bhagavAnane joyA ja nathI. (TI.vI.nI bAdhA apAI) * abhaya, guNaprakarSavALA ane acitya zaktimAnuM bhagavAna che. paNa ethI bIjAne zo lAbha ? bhagavAna paropakAranA svabhAvavALA paNa che. ApaNI jema svArthamAM ja masta thaIne rahenArA prabhu nathI. ApaNane jema cA AdinuM vyasana che tema prabhune paropakAranuM vyasana che. prabhuno saMga karIe to emanuM vyasana ApaNAmAM na Ave ? dArUDIA sAthe raheto mANasa dArUno vyasanI bane to prabhuno premI paropakAra-vyasanI na bane ? na bane to samajavuM H prabhuno saMga thayo ja nathI. - abhimAna mahAna mANasane paNa nIce pachADe che. 356 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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rAvaNa, duryodhana Adi AnA udAharaNo che. bIjI mAtA (navakAramAtA) ApaNo ahaMkAra toDe che. ApaNo sAdhanAno mArga nirvighna banAve che. 0 prazna vyAkaraNamAM ahiMsAnA 60 nAmo ApyA che. temAM ahiMsAnuM eka nAma "zivA" paNa che. ahaM titthayaramAyA, sivAdevI tumha nayaranivAsinI; amha sivaM tumha sivaM, asivovasamaM sivaM bhavatu svAhA. eno ApaNe zo artha karIe chIe ? zivAdevI neminAtha bhagavAnanI mAtA ? paNa enA karatAM 'zivA"no artha karUNA = ahiMsA karIe to ? karUNA ja tIrthakaratvanI mAtA che. suratamAM pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijIne A 60 nAmo batAvyA, 'zivA" zabda batAvyo, AnaMdita thaI gayelA. ahiMsAnuM ahI je pAlana kare tene pUrNa ahiMsArUpa siddhazilA maLe. je dharmanuM pUrNa pAlana kare tene mokSa maLe. kAraNa Ave to kArya AvavAnuM ja che. dIvo Avaze to prakAza kyAM jaze ? bhojana Avaze to tRpti kyAM jaze ? tRpti mATe nahi, paNa bhojana mATe ja prayatna karanArA ApaNe dharma mATe kema prayatna karatA nathI ? cAlavAno prayatna cAlu rAkhazo to maMjhila kyAM jaze ? cAlavAnuM cAlu rAkho, maMjhila potAnI meLe Avaze. bhojana karo. tRpti potAnI meLe maLaze. dIvo jalAvo, prakAza potAnI meLe maLaze, bhakti karo, mukti potAnI meLe maLaze. | mukti-muktino jApa karIe, paNa enA kAraNano samAdara na karIe to ApaNe pelA mUkha jevA chIe, je tRpti-tRptino jApa to kare che paNa sAme ja paDelA lADavA khAto nathI. 0 AMdhaLo ne pAMgaLo baMne sAthe rahe to iSTa sthAne jaI zake, paNa alaga rahe to ? kriyA ane jJAna sAthe maLe to mokSa maLe, paNa alaga rahe to ? mokSa dUra ja rahe ! kahI e ja jha # # # # 3pa0

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- trIjI mAtA AjJApAlana mATenI che. namo arihaMta + mAdi = prabhunI AjJAne namaskAra ! AjJAne namaskAra eTale AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM. bIjI mAtAe Atmatulya dRSTi ApI. paNa trIjI mAtAe te Atmatulya vartana ApyuM. pachI bIjAnuM duHkha, potAnuM duHkha ja lAge. paranI dayA te potAnI ja dayA che. evI dRSTi ahIM ughaDe che. virati dharmanuM zuddha pAlana to ja thaI zake. ahIMthI jatAM pahelA 12 vrato laI lejo. jo ke, sAmAnya rIte ahiMsAdinuM pAlana jainomAM hoya ja. jANI joIne tame jIvone mAro cho ? kIDI-maMkoDA para jANIne joI paga mUko cho ? jaina bacco svAbhAvika rIte ja AvuM na ja kare. have mAtra vrata levAnI jarUra che. * paTu, abhyAsa ane Adara - A traNa rIte saMskAro paDe che. (1) paTu : dA.ta. yuropamAM hAthI nathI hotA, koIe temane hAthI batAvyo temaNe dhArIne joyo 2-4 vAra joyo, have te kadI nahi bhUle. A ja vAta dharmakAryamAM ghaTADavI. (2) abhyAsa : delavADA AdinI kotaraNI joI che ? kevI rIte banAvI haze ? abhyAsanuM A phaLa che. ahIM evA vidyA hatA ke nADI joIne roga kahI detA. evA pagI hatA ke ajJAta vyaktinuM pageruM zodhI kADhatA. A abhyAsa (punaH punaH prayatna te abhyAsa)nuM phaLa che. abhyAsa jeTalo majabUta teTalA saMskAra teTalA gADha paDaze. (3) Adara : bhavobhava sAthe cAle che. koIka divya anubhUti thavAthI evo Adara utpanna thAya che ke je bhavobhava na jAya. A traNanA prabhAvathI ja bhagavAna janmajAta vairAgI hoya che. pUrvabhavanA saMskAro A bhavamAM AvI zakatA hoya to A bhavanA saMskAro AgAmI bhavamAM nahIM Ave ? A bhavamAM 358 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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have kevA saMskAro nAkhavA che ? te tamAre vicAravAnuM che. A tIrthamAM uttama bhAvo prabhunA prabhAvathI utpanna thAya che. e bhAvo sadA TakI rahe. janma-janmAMtaramAM sAthe cAle, tene "anubaMdha' kahevAmAM Ave che. nahi ubhA thayelA zubha bhAvone prabhu UbhA kare che. UbhA thayelA bhAvone TakAve che. mATe ja prabhu nAtha che. prApti ane surakSA karAvI Ape te nAtha kahevAya che. maLelA guNonuM saMvardhana ane surakSA prabha-nirdiSTa kriyAonA pAlanathI thAya che. kAraNa ke atyAre ApaNA guNo lAyopathamika bhAvanA che. vepArI, je divase kamANI na thAya te divasa vAMjhiyo gaNe, tema je divase zubha bhAvanI, guNanI kamANI na thAya te divasane vAMjhiyo gaNajo. - "sva-patmighoghaH' A bhaktinI zobhA che. "sva" ane "para' eTale ? "sva" eTale huM ane "para" eTale tuM ? mAtra kuTuMbIjana ? nahi, "sva" eTale AtmA ane "para' eTale bIjI AkhI duniyA - jaDa-cetana badhuM ja. jaDa-cetanano sAco bodha tyAre ja gaNAya, jyAre badhA ja sAthe ucita vartana thAya. e ja karUNA che, e ja aSTapravacana mAtA che. tIrthakaranI ane AkhA jagatanI mAtA eka ja che : karuNA ! * dravyakarma bhAvakarma ane nokarma karmanA A traNa prakAro che. dravyakarma te kArmaNa vargaNA, bhAvakarma te rAgadveSa ane nokarma te zarIra-indriyo che. A traNeya karmothI mukti prApta karavAnI che. - viratidharomAM yoga vyaktarUpe hoya che. samyagU dRSTi vageremAM yoganuM bIja hoya che. mATe ja yoganA kharA adhikArI viratidharo manAyA che. - TUparyAyavat dravya | ApaNuM Atmadravya kevuM che ? kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 359

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guNa-paryAyano khajAno che. 1lI mAtA prIti yoga Ape. bhakti yoga Ape. bIjI mAtA trIjI mAtA - vacana yoga Ape. vacana eTale AjJApAlana. cothI mAtA asaMga yoga Ape. asaMga eTale samAdhi. muktiM gatopIza ! vizuddhacitte / guNAdhiropeNa mamAsi sAkSAt // bhAnurdavIyAnapi darpaNeM'zu saGgAnna kiM dyotayate gRhAntaH ? // mukti gayo toya vizuddhicitte, guNovaDe tuM ahiMyA ja bhAse; ho sUrya dUre paNa ArisAmAM, AvI ane zuM ghara nA prakAze ? 360 'prabhu ! Apa mokSamAM gayA cho, chatAM guNanA AropathI mArA vizuddha cittamAM sAkSAt birAjI rahyA cho. dUra rahelo paNa sUrya darpaNamAM saMkrAnta thaIne zuM ghara ajavALato nathI ?' A kumArapALanI prArthanA che. ATa-ATaluM sAme hovA chatAM bhagavAna ApaNane kema dUra lAge che ? guptamAM gupta vAta, vepAranuM rahasya, vepA2I bhale bIjA koIne na Ape, paNa potAnA vinIta putrane to jarUra Ape ja. ApaNe prabhunA vinIta putra thaI jaIe to ? AjJApAlaka thaI jaIe to ? bhagavAnanA khajAnAnA mAlIka na banI zakIe ? 'adhyAtama ravi Ugyo muja ghaTa, moha timira haryuM jugate; vimala vijaya vAcakano sevaka, rAma kahe zubha bhagate.' bhagavAna sUrya banIne hRdayamaMdiramAM padhAre che, tyAre AvA udgAro nIkaLI zake. karma-vivara e ja bArI che, tyAMthI ja paramanuM ajavALuM ApaNA ghaTamAM AvI zake che. kaThoratA hoya tyAM sudhI citta vizuddha nahi bane. je kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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divase kaThoratA karI hoya te divase dhyAna nahi lAge. anubhava karI jojo. anubhavIone pUchI jojo. mATe ja dhyAnamAtA pahelA dharmamAtA batAvI. aSTapravacana mAtA dvArA sarva jIvo pratye karuNAbhAva jAge, Atmatulya bhAva jAge, pachI ja cothI dhyAna-mAtA mATe yogyatA pragaTe. AtmatulyabhAva karatAM paNa AspekyabhAva baLavAna che. bhagavAna sarva jIvone Atmatulya bhAve ja nathI jotA, sarva jIvo sAthe potAne ekarUpe jue che. - paramAtmA sAthe abheda kyAre sadhAya ? zarIra sAthe bheda sadhAya tyAre. tyAre ja sarva jIvo sAthe ane prabhu sAthe abheda-bhAva sadhAya. Avo abheda AvatAM amRtakuMDamAM snAna karatA hoIe tevo anubhava thAya che "pIo anubhava rasapyAlA" evA ugAro A dazAmAM nIkaLe che. zarAbInI jema anubhavano paNa eka lokottara nazo hoya che, jyAM dehanuM bhAna bhUlAI jAya che. A anubhavano pyAlo jeNe pIdho tene gAMjA-bhAMga vagere na game. sAte dhAtunA rasane bhedIne AtmAnA rasane Avo yogI vede che. * maitrIthI krodhano, pramodathI mAnano, karuNAthI mAyAno, mAdhyacyathI lobhano jaya thAya che. nAmanuM AlaMbana 1lI mAtA Ape. mUrtinuM AlaMbana bIjI mAtA Ape. AgamanuM AlaMbana trIjI mAtA Ape. kevaLajJAnanuM AlaMbana cothI mAtA Ape. gaNadharonA "yavaM viM tatte ?' praznanA javAbamAM bhagavAne kramazaH "3M rU va viIT rU (sAmAnya rIte badhA 'vime' kahe che, paNa pU. jaMbUvi.nA saMzodhana pramANe "viIT ru' hovuM joIe. AthI ahIM 'viIT ru' mUkyuM che.) vA yuve rU vA' javAba ApyA. A tripadImAMthI dvAdazAMgIno janma kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * 301

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thayo. nirvikalpa samAdhi vinA AvuM utkRSTa nirmANa thaI zake nahi. zabdAtIta avasthAmAM gayA pachI badhA zabdo tamArA dAsa banIne caraNa cUme che. zabdo tamAre zodhavA paDatA nathI, zabdo tamane zodhatA Ave che, racanA sahaja rIte thaI jAya che. Atmapradezano AnaMda alaga, avyAbAdha sukhano AnaMda alaga. jema koI udAra mANasa alaga-alaga mIThAIothI bhakti kare, tema cetanA cetananI bhakti kare che. anAdikALathI cetane kadI cetanAnI sAme ya joyuM nathI. have cetanAe nakkI karyuM che : evI bhakti karUM, cetana kadI bahAra jAya ja nahi. cetanA pativratA strI che. je kadI svAmIne choDatI nathI. ApaNe eTalA naphaTa chIe ke kadI enI sAmuM joyuM nathI. samAvino puOTI:, mamAvinaH paryAyAH guNa sadA sAthe ja rahe e kadI ApaNo sAtha na ja choDe. prathama saMpAdakane koTizaH praNAma. A pustaka vAMcatA pUjayazrIjI pratye atyaMta ahobhAva pragaTe che. - sA. darzanaguNAzrI mAMDavI kharekhara ! Apa dhanyavAdane pAtra cho. bolavAmAM ane lakhavAmAM ghaNo pharaka paDe che. bolavAmAM spIDa hoya, jyAre lakhavAmAM dhImI gati hoya. paNa Apa pUjayoe lakhavAmAM atyaMta spIDa rAkhI che ke jevuM gurudeva bolyA ke tarata ja e TaMkazALI vacanone Ape DhAMkI dIdhA che. je Aje amArI sanmukha AvI pahocyA che. - sA. viratidharmAtrI sAMtalapura 8 362 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * kahe

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pUjyazrI ke darzanArtha sA. zaMbharA, madAsa lAbha : bhAdaravA vada 13 07-10-1999 : bapora huM boluM ne tamane mIThuM lAge, e mArA hAthamAM nathI. lAge che ke tIrthakarono A prabhAva che, prathama mAtAno prabhAva che je satya ane priyavANI zIkhave che, je deva-gurunI bhakti zIkhave che. 1lI mAtA sAdhu bhagavaMta sAthe milana karAve, mokSamArgamAM sahAya kare te sAdhu. bIjI mAtA upAdhyAya bhagavaMta sAthe milana karAve jJAna Ape te upAdhyAya, vinaya ane bhaktinA teo jIvaMta dRSTAMta che. trIjI mAtA AcArya bhagavaMta sAthe milana karAve, AcArya AcAra-pAlana kare. cothI mAtA arihaMta bhagavaMta sAthe milana karAve, tripadI ApIne dhyAnamAM laI jAya. cAra mAtAnA khoLAmAM beThA eTale pAMcamI gati (mokSa) maLe ja. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 363

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bhaktinA be prakAra che : vAnarI ane mArkArI bhakti. bhakti karIe chIe, paNa zraddhA-vizvAsa nathI. vAMdarIne tenuM bALaka vaLagI rahe, eTale tenuM kAma thaI gayuM. tene kUdavAnI jarUra nahi. ApaNe jo guru ke arihaMtane vaLagI rahIe to bhaya zAno ? durgatino bhaya zAno ? bhagavAnane je vaLage te durgatimAM na ja jAya. zazIkAntabhAI : ame Apane vaLagI rahyA chIe, satimAM laI jazone ? pUjyazrI : AnuM nAma ja zaMkA ! tame vaLagI raho to konI tAkAta che koI durgatimAM laI jAya ? zazIkAntabhAI : Apa 'hA' pADo, ema kahuM chuM. zaMkA nathI. pUjyazrI : A paNa zaMkA che. bhojanane prArthanA nathI karavI paDatI : he bhojana ! tuM bhUkha maTADaje. tRpti Apaje. bhagavAnane prArthanA nathI karavI paDatI, e temano svabhAva che paNa ApaNane pUrNa zraddhA nathI mATe ja zaMkA thAya che, prazna thAya che. Trena para keTalo vizvAsa che ? tame uMghI jAva cho... paNa DrAIvara uMghI jAya to ? tamane DrAIvara para vizvAsa che, paNa deva-guru para vizvAsa nathI. eTale ja pUchavuM paDe che. zazIkAntabhAI : micchA mi dukkaDaM. pUjyazrI : nA, AmAM tame kAMI khoTuM nathI pUchyuM. tame pUchyuM na hota to ATaluM A khulata nahi. lokone jANavA maLata nahi. yogAvaMcaka sAdhaka phaLa prApta kare ja. guru pratye avaMcakapaNAnI buddhi te yogAvaMcakatA che. gurune joyA, pAse beThA, vAta sAMbhaLI, vAsakSepa lIdho, eTalA mAtrathI guru maLI gayA che ema na kahI zakAya. gurumAM bhagavad buddhi jAge to guru maLyA kahevAya. DIsAmAM eka evA bhAI maLelA, temaNe kahyuM : 3-4 * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 364 *

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mahinAthI AvuM chuM. eke ya prazna pUchyo nathI, paNa badhA ja praznono javAba AvI gayo che. prabhu ! Apa Adeza Apo. mAre zuM karavuM ?' Ama te kahevA lAgyo. A gurumAM bhagavabuddhi thaI kahevAya. guru tattva che, vyakti nathI. tame bahumAna karo cho, nArA lagAo cho te vyaktinA nahi, guru tattvanA che. gurune vaLagI rahe tene guru bhava-pAra karAvI de. A thaI vAnarI bhakti. vAnara-zizunuM phakta ATaluM ja kAma - vaLagIne rahevuM. TrenamAM janAranuM phakta ATaluM ja kAma - TrenamAM besI rahevuM. te svayaM ISTa sthAne pahoMcI jAya. vismagaharaMmAM kahyuM : "tAretrahinna vaoNrdi'bhagavan! mane bodhi Apo." badhuM ja hota to Ama mAMgavAnI jarUra zI paDe ? AvatI kAle caudaza che. AyaMbila karajo, maMgaLarUpa che. vigna nivAraka che. thALI-jIbha-mana vagere kAMI nahi kharaDAya. Ayojaka na kahI zake, paNa ame kahI zakIe. kAle rasa paDI jAya to Aso oLImAM AvI jajo. pustaka vAMcatAM to prabhu bhaktimAM otaprota banI jaIe chIe. jema gulAbanI sugaMdha telamAM Ave tema A pustaka vAMcatA bhaktinI phorama mArAmAM Ave tevuM lAge che. aMte prabhu saMdeza aneka loko sudhI pahocADavAnuM kArya amArA mATe karanAra pU.paM. mukticaMdravi. ma. sA. tathA pU.ga. municaMdravi. ma. no upakAra to bhavobhava sudhI bhUlI zakAya tema nathI. - sA. vinayaguNAzrI pAlanapura kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 3 5

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sArIvAva te jUthanI, velA(palAsa), vi.saM. 2010 pU. siddhisUri svargatithi bhAdaravA vada 14 08-10-1999 : savAra eka prakAzita dIvo anekane prakAzita kare, eka tIrthakara anekane prakAzita kare. bhagavAna mahAvIraprabhuno jalAvelo zAsana-dIpa 21 hajAra varSa sudhI bujhAyA vinA jhaLahaLato raheze. * manuSyanI zobhA madhura ane satyavANI che. IndrabhUti bhagavAna mahAvIrane jItavA AvelA, paNa bhagavAnanI priya ane madhura vANIe emane vaza karI lIdhA. bhagavAnanA ja teo ziSya thaI gayA. * gurunI sevA kyAM sudhI karavI ? gurutvaM svasya nodeti, zikSA-sAtmyena yAvatA / Atmatattva-prakAzena, tAvat sevyo gurUttamaH // jyAM sudhI ghaTamAM anubhava prakAza na thAya, jyAM sudhI zikSA dvArA aMdara gurutva pedA na thAya, tyAM sudhI gurunI sevA 366 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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karavI joIe. samyagU darzana thayuM tene Atmadarzana, tattvadarzana ane vizvadarzana thayuM samajo. - bhaktino bIjo prakAra : mArI bhakti ! vAnarazizu mAtAne vaLage che. jyAre bilADI baccAMne pakaDe che. jJAnI ane bhaktanI bhaktimAM ATalo pharaka che. jJAnI bhagavAnane pakaDe che. A vAnarI bhakti. dA.ta. abhayakumAra - bhagavAna bhaktane pakaDe che. A mArI bhakti. dA.ta. caMDakauzika. abhayakumAre bhagavAnane pakaDyA hatA. yena kena prakAreNa dIkSA laI bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM lIdhuM hatuM. jyAre caMDakauzikane tAravA bhagavAna sAme caDIne gayA hatA. 2 nI yAt puSAMginanI, pAtranI zothanI vra che , mArA puNyarUpa zarIrane janma ApanArI, tenuM pAlana zodhana karanArI mAtA jaya pAmo. mAtA zuM kare che ? bALakane janma Ape, uchere, sAcave ane sApha kare. mA sivAya A kAma koNa karI zake ? yAda che A badhuM ? zaizavane yAda karo. pAraNAmAM sUtelA hatA tyAre koNa jhUlAvatuM ? koNa hAlaraDA gAtuM ? koNa dUdha pIvaDAvatuM ? koNa derAsare laI jatuM ? koNa navakAra zIkhavatuM ? AvA saMskAra ApanAra mAtA zI rIte bhUlAya ? enI avagaNanA zI rIte thaI zake ? 400 sAdhakomAM mA nI avagaNanA karanAro koI nahi ja hoya. evAne ahi AvavAnuM mana paNa na thAya. ApaNe raDatA'tA ne mA doDatI AvatI. ApaNe bhUkhyA thatAne mA dUdha pIvaDAvatI. ApaNe pathArI bagADatA ne mA te kADhIne sUkI pathArImAM sUvaDAvatI. AvI mA tame bhUlo kharA ? bhagavAna paNa jagatanI mA che, jagadaMbA che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 300

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madrAsamAM evI hAlata thayelI, tabiyata eTalI kharAba thayelI ke javAnI taiyArI, muhapattinA bola paNa na bolI zakuM. AvI avasthAmAM mane ugAranAra koNa ? mA sivAya koNa ? bhagavAnamAM huM "mA"nA darzana karuM chuM. emaNe AvIne mane bacAvI lIdho. Aje mane lAge che : bhagavAne mane jANe punarAvatAra Apyo. "mane viSNaUTIo, mAyAre viyeya - sadAyetta' niryuktimAM Ama zrI bhadrabAhusvAmIe paMca parameSThInA guNo gaNAvyA che. arihaMta mArgadAtA che. siddha avinAzI che. AcArya AcAra-pAlaka ane AcAra-prasAraka che. svayaM vinIta upAdhyAya bhagavaMto vinaya-dAyaka che. upAdhyAyAnAM tu namaskArArhatve vinayo hetuH, yatastAna svayaM vinItAn prApya karmavinayanasamarthavinayavanto bhavanti dehina : / - AvazyahAribhadrIyavRtti upAdhyAyanI namaskaraNIyatAmAM vinaya hetu che. kAraNa ke svayaM vinIta upAdhyAyane pAmIne jIvo karmano nAza karanAra vinayavALA bane che. (pU. pradyumnasUrijIe "vinayana"no artha viniyoga-jJAnano viniyoga karavAno evo karyo che.) sAdhu mokSa-mArgamAM sahAyatA karanArA che. bIjAnuM jJAna ApaNAmAM zI rIte saMkrAnta thAya ? vinayathI, bahumAnathI. vinaya haze to jJAna AvavAnuM ja che. mATe ja jJAnanI bahu phikara nahi karatA, vinayanI karajo. navakAra vinaya zIkhave che. navakAra vinayano maMtra che. navakAra akkaDa jIvone jhUkavAnuM zIkhave che. navakAra vAraMvAra kahe che : namo... namo... namo... namazo to gamazo, nahi to bhavamAM bhamazo. ekavAra nahi, cha vAra "namo'no prayoga navakAramAM thayelo che. 368 * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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namothI vinaya Ave - vinaya eka prakAranI samAdhi che; ema zrI dazavaikAlikamAM kahyuM che. arihaMta pAsethI mArga meLavavAno che. bhagavAna mArgadAtA ja nathI, svayaM paNa "mArgarUpa" che. eTale ja bhagavAnane pakaDI lo, mArga potAnI meLe AvI jaze. juo, upAdhyAya yazovijayajI kahe che : tAharUM dhyAna te samakita rUpa, tehija jJAna ne cAritra teha chejI; tehathI re jAye saghaLA ho pApa, dhyAtA dhyeya svarUpa hoye pachIjI. bhagavAnanuM dhyAna ja samyagu darzana - jJAna ane cAritra che, ema upAdhyAyajI ma.nuM kahevuM che. to bhagavAna mArga banI gayA ne ? Aje pU. bApajI ma.nI 40mI svargatithi che. 105 varSanI vaye 2015mAM svargavAsI thayelA. emanI paraMparAmAM 103 varSanA bhadrasUrijI tathA atyAre vidyamAna 98 varSIya bhadrakarasUrijInuM smaraNa thaI Ave che. vi.saM. 1911 zrA.su. 1panA janma pAmelA. pU. bApajI ma. nuM gRhasthapaNAnuM nAma cunIlAla hatuM. lagna pachI vairAgya thatAM patnI caMdananI rajA laI svayaM sAdhuveSa paherI lIdho. 3 divasa sudhI kuTuMbIoe pUrI rAkhyA. khAvA-pIvAnuM ApyuM nahi. AkhA amadAvAdamAM halacala macI gaI. Akhare kuTuMbIoe rajA ApavI paDI. lavAranI poLamAM maNivijayajIe dIkSA ApI. 1932mAM dIkSA ApI. maNivijayajInA sauthI chellA ziSya "siddhavijayajI' banyA. pachIthI patnI caMdane dIkSA lIdhI. sALAe paNa dIkSA lIdhI nAma ApyuM : pramodavijayajI ! pahelA ja comAsAmAM guru-AjJAthI vRddha sAdhu ratnasAgarajI ma.nI sevAmAM surata gayA. satata 8 varSa sudhI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 369

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sevA karI. suratanA lokono prema jItyo. emaNe pAThazALA sthApI, temAM paNa potAnuM nAma nahi, paNa ratnasAgarajInuM nAma ApyuM. Aje paNa ratnasAgarajInA nAmavALI pAThazALA cAle che. e ja varSe A.su. 8nA gurudeva maNivijayajI kALadharma pAmyA. gurunuM sAmIpya mAtra cha ja mahinA maLyuM. paNa aMtaranA AzIrvAda maLI cUkyA hatA. bhaNavAno eTalo rasa ke chANIthI roja 9 ki.mI. cAlIne vaDodarA rAjArAma zAstrI pAse bhaNavA jAya. vi.saM. 1957mAM suratamAM 30 divasanA mahotsavapUrvaka emanI paMnyAsapadavI thaI. 84 varSanI uMmare emaNe cAlIne siddhAcala - giranAranI yAtrA karelI. 500 pratimAonI temaNe aMjanazalAkA karelI. chellA 33 varSathI akhaMDa varSItapa cAlatA hatA. kALadharmanA divase (bhA.va. 14) paNa upavAsa hato. | (dakSezabhAI saMgItakAre siddhisUrijInuM gIta gAyuM) (mAMDavImAM Aje je 20 hajAra gheTA tathA 10 hajAra maraghAo koI kAryakramamAM bhojana mATe homAI javAnA hatA. sakhkhata virodha thatAM, te kAryakrama baMdha rahyo che. te mATe ApaNe sau AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. gujarAtanA C.M. kezubhAInI daramyAnagirithI A kArya thayuM che.) 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' nuM bahumUlya najarANuM hamaNAM ja hAthamAM / AvyuM. pUjyazrInI A vAcanA-prasAdI aneka AtmAone sulabha karI ApavAnA tame AdarelA samyak prayAsa badala tamane khUba-khUba dhanyavAda.. - AcArya vijayaratnasuMdarasUriTI 300 * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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- padavI-prasaMga, madrAsa, vi.saM. 2052, mA bhAdaravA vada 14 08-10-1999 : bapora namaskAra bhale sevake karyo, paNa naigama-vyavahAra nayanA mate gaNAya namaskaraNIyano. namaskaraNIya na hoya to namaskAra kone thAta ? namaskaraNIyano A paNa eka upakAra che. sAmAyikano adhyavasAya pedA karAvanAra arihaMto che. AkhI duniyAmAM zubha adhyavasAyo pedA karAvavAno Theko arihaMtoe ja lIdho che ema kahIe to paNa cAle. - mahendrabhAIe parivAravatI AvIne vinaMtI karelI : mAre AvuM anuSThAna karAvavuM che. ame hA pADI. agAu paNa AvuM anuSThAna karAveluM che. amArA jUnA paricita che. bhUmino paNa prabhAva hoya che. jyAM nirvighna kArya pUrNa thAya che. surata ke muMbaImAM AvuM kArya thaI zakata ? AvuM zAnta vAtAvaraNa maLata ? madrAsa aMjanazalAkAmAM bhojana, mahotsava, vidhividhAna, sTeja progrAma, maMdira vagere badhuM ja alaga-alaga. barAbara jAme nahi. udAratA vinA AvuM anuSThAna zobhe nahi. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 301

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pharI-pharI AvA anuSThAno karAvatA raho - bIjAne paNa AvI preraNA maLaze : ame paNa AvuM karAvIe. dIkSA, pratiSThA ke upadhAna je anuSThAna dekhAya te karAvavAnuM mana mANasane thatuM hoya che. 14 pUrvI chelle badhuM kadAca bhUlI jAya, paNa navakAra na bhUle, navakAra A bhavamAM ja nahi, bhavobhavamAM bhUlavAno nathI. - bheMsa vagere khAdhA pachI vAgoLe che, tema tame ahIM sAMbhaLelA padArtho vAgoLajo. ahIM to sUtrAtmaka rUpe ApyuM che. eno vistAra bAkI che, maMthana bAkI che. '35yogo nakSaUP' vagere keTalA artha gaMbhIra sUtro che ? tenA para jeTaluM ciMtana karIe, teTaluM ochuM che. A anuSThAnamAM ArAdhako taraphathI AyojakanI ke Ayojako taraphathI ArAdhakonI koI phariyAda nathI AvI. AvuM bahu ochA sthAne banatuM hoya che. * paMca parameSThI arihaMtano ja parivAra che. gaNadharo (AcAryo) arihaMtanA ziSyo che. upAdhyAyo gaNadharonA ziSyo che. sAdhuo upAdhyAyonA ziSya che. siddha' e badhAnuM phaLa che. bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM 4 sthAnathI maLe. 4 sthAna eTale 4 phonanA sthAno samajo. nAma, sthApanA, dravya ane bhAva. jApathI nAmanI, mUrtithI sthApanAnI, AgamathI dravyanI ane zuddha AtmadravyathI bhAva arihaMtanI upAsanA thaI zake. A cArano saMparka karazo to bhagavAna maLaze ja. A prabhune tame kSaNa vAra paNa choDazo nahi. vAnara-zizunI jema ApaNe bhagavAnane vaLagI rahevAnuM che. bhagavAnane choDIzuM to bhAMgIne bhUkko thaI jaIzuM. prabhu pada vaLagyA, te rahyA tAjA, aLagA aMga na sAjA re... 302 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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prabhune vaLagavuM eTale emanI AjJAne vaLagavuM. vAnarazizu jo mAtAne choDI de to ? ahIM jo jApamAM tamane AnaMda Avyo hoya to A jApa tame jIvanamAM utArajo. jApathI saMsAranA du:khomAM TakI rahevAnuM baLa maLaze. rAtribhojana - abhakSyatyAga vagere jIvanamAM apanAvajo; jo navakArane phaLadAyI banAvavo hoya. ___Aje ahIM sosAyaTInA derAsaranI pratiSThAnA mAholamAM ja pUjyapAda adhyAtmayogI AcAryadevazrInA AghAtajanaka samAcAra sAMbhaLI AMcako anubhavyo / caturvidha zrIsaMgha sAdhe devavaMdana karyA / basa e pachI Akho divasa pUjyazrInA ja vicAro manamAM ghUmaNyA kare che / gata varSe amArA tAraka gurudevazrInA svargagamana pachI ema lAgyA karatuM ke pUjyapAda bApajI mahArAjanI paraMparAnA saMskAronA avazeSo pUjyapAda adhyAtmayogI AcArya bhagavaMtazrInA jIvanamAM jIvaMta jovA maLe che ane e gaNatrIe ja pUjyapAdazrInI yAda AvatAM aMtaramAM AzvAsana anubhavAtuM hatuM / pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMtazrInI vizALa bhaktagaNa ane moTA mahotsavo vacce paNa aliptatA-aMtarmukhatA, svAdhyAya prema - satata potAnA kartavya pratyenI sajAgatA bAhyadRSTie ATalI UMcI bhUmikA para pahoMcyA hovA chatAM aSTapravacanamAtAnA pAlana mATenI adbhuta kALajI vagere guNo Aje najara sAme taravaryA kare che / pUjyapAdazrI jinazAsananA sitArA hatA / bAhyabhUmikAmAM pracaMDa puNyanA svAmI ane chatAM aMtaraMga bhUmikAmAM mahAvairAgI htaa| __ Aje pUjyapAdazrIne gumAvIne ApazrIe ja nahIM paNa ApaNe sahue ghaj ghaNuM gumAvyuM che / have to ApaNA jIvanamAM zeSa bacela pUjyapAdazrInI smRtinuM AlaMbana laIne AgaLa vadhavA mATe mathavAno prayatna karakho rahyo / - eja... paMnyAsa nararatnavijayanI vaMdanA (pU. bhadraMkarasUrijInA) ___ma.su. 4, lIbar3I. he tApUsUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 303

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padavI-prasaMga, madAsa, vi.saM.2052, mAgha zu.13 bhAdaravA vada 0)) 09-10-1999, zanivAra AlocanA, prazna, pUjA, svAdhyAya, aparAdha - kSamA - A badhI vakhate gurunuM vaMdana jarUrI che. guruvaMdana vinayanuM mULa che. AtmAnI zuddhi mATe Ama jarUrI che. AlocanA karIe, paNa zuddhipUrvaka na karIe. (jeTalI tIvratAthI doSo sevyA hoya, teTalI ja tIvratAthI AlocanA karavI joIe) to saMsAra paribhramaNa vadhI jAya che, ema mahAnizIthamAM dRSTAMtapUrvaka darzAvyuM che. karmanuM vinayana (vinAza) kare te vinaya kahevAya. raste cAlatAM page kAMTA vAgelA hoya to AgaLa cAlI zakAya kharuM ? kAMTA kADhayA pachI ja cAlI zakAya, tema AlocanAthI doSonA kAMTA kADhyA pachI ja sAdhanAnA mArge AgaLa vadhI zakAya. kayapAvo'vi maNusso, Aloiya niMdia gurusagAse / hoi airega lahuo, oharia - bharuvva bhAravaho // 304 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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pApI mANasa paNa guru pAse pAponI AlocanA ane niMdA kare to atyaMta haLavo thAya che, jema bhAra UtAryA pachI majUra haLavo thAya che. jyAM sudhI ApaNe AlocanA letA nathI, tyAM sudhI bhAre chIe. AlocanA vakhate mAtra te ja pApa dUra thAya che, tevuM nathI, janma janmAMtaronA pApo paNa dUra thaI jAya che. jhAMjharIyA muninA ghAtaka rAjAne pazcAttApa thayo tyAre muni - hatyAnuM ja pApa nahi, janma-janmAMtaronA pApa paNa naSTa thaI gayA. rAjA kevaLI thayo. jyAre tame vastrano DAgha sApha karavA dhuo cho, tyAre mAtra DAgha ja sApha nathI karatA, vastra AkhuMya sApha karo cho. che. pANInI jema tame ghI nathI DhoLatA. jarUrathI vadhAre rUpiyA nathI vAparatA to vANI kema vAparo cho ? mana kema vAparo cho ? asaMkliSTa mana to ratna che, AMtarika dhana che. ene kema veDaphavA devAya ? cittaratnamasaMkliSTam AntaraM dhanamucyate / ApaNI vANI keTalI kiMmatI che ? mauna rahIne jo vANInI UrjAno saMcaya karIzuM to A vANI avasare kAma lAgaze, nahi to ema ne ema veDaphAI jaze. manathI jo dudhdhana karIzuM, ADA-avaLA vicAro karyA karIzuM to zubha dhyAna mATenI UrjA kyAMthI bacaze ? vANI prabhunA guNo gAvA maLI che. tatra stotrA , ca, pavitrAM svAM sarasvatIma | A vANIthI kaThora vacana zI rIte nIkaLe ? koInI niMdA zI rIte thaI zake ? A mana prabhunuM dhyAna dharavA mATe che, tyAM bIjAnuM dhyAna zI rIte dharAya ? rAjAne besavA lAyaka siMhAsana para bhaMgIne kema besADAya ? * * * * * * * * * * * * * 305

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jo ApaNe A mana-vacana-kAyAnA yogono durupayoga karIzuM to evI gatimAM javuM paDaze jayAM mana ane vacana nahi hoya. zarIra maLaze kharuM paNa anaMta jIvo mATe eka ja ! eka zvAsamAM 17 vakhata mRtyu, 18 vakhata janma thAya, pUrA muhUrtamAM 6papa36 vakhata janma-maraNa thAya, tevA nigodamAM javuM paDaze. ekavAra tyAM gayA pachI nIkaLavuM keTaluM muzkela che ? atyAre ApaNe TekarInI evI keDI parathI cAlI rahyA chIe ke eka tarapha khAI ne bIjI tarapha zikhara che. sTeja cUkyA to khAI taiyAra che - nigodanI khAI ! zikhara - urdhvagati mATe prayatna joIze, bhayaMkara puruSArtha joIze. prabhu-kRpAthI ja A zakya bane. prabhunI ananyabhAve zaraNAgati svIkAro. karuNAdaSTi kIdhI re, sevaka upare; bhavabhaya bhAvaTha bhAMgI bhakti prasaMga jo...' prabhu kRpAthI mohanavijayajI jevI sthiti ApaNI paNa kema na bane ? icchanna paramAn bhAvAn, vivekAneH patatyadhaH / paramaM bhAvamanvicchannA'viveke nimajjati // parama bhAvone Icchato avivekamAM sarI paDato nathI. parama bhAvone nahi Icchato viveka-parvata parathI nIce paDe che. azubha yogothI je pApo baMdhAya, teno nAza zubha bhAvothI ja thAya, azubha bhAvothI to ulTA pApo vadhe. je apathya AhArathI roga thayo hoya te apathya AhAranA tyAgathI ja rogano nAza thaI zake. ApaNA doSo ApaNe ja pakaDI zakIe. bIjuM koNa pakaDe ? 24 kalAka kAMI guru sAthe na hoya. kadAca jANe to paNa guru vAraMvAra Taka-Taka na karI zake. svamAna ghavAya to ziSyane guru para paNa gusso AvI jAya. e to jAte ja karavAnuM che. A kAma ApaNe nahi 306 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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karIe to bIjuM koI nahi karI zake. * zatruo humalA kare tyAre keTaluM sAvadha rahevuM 5. ? 2021mAM huM bhujapura hato. tyAre pAkistAnanuM vimAna ekadama nIcethI nIkaLeluM ne jAmanagara jaI humalo karyo e ja arasAmAM gujarAtanA mukhyapradhAna baLavaMtarAya mahetAnuM sutharImAM vimAnamAM avasAna thayeluM. kaSAyono humalo paNa Avo ja hoya che. ApaNe sadA sAvadhAna rahevAnuM che. tatrabhavatA preSitaM pustakaM 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' iti samadhigataM / samavagataJca tatragataM tattvaM kiJcit / bhavataH pustakasampAdana-paddhatiratIva ramaNIyatarA / pustaka-paThanAvasare saMviditAnubhUti-retAdazI yat tatrazrImatAM zrImatAM pUjyapravarANAM kalApUrNasUrIzvarANAM sannikaTasthAna eva upavizya yathA zrUyate sAkSAt rUpeNa vAcanA / pravacanaM vA etAdRgvailakSaNyamanubhUya pramuditaM AsmAkInaM antazcetaH / etatsampAdana-kArya-kauzalyena bhavadbhyAM prakRSTapuNyakarma samupArjitam / etadarthaM dhanyavAdAhI bhavantau / pustaka-preSaNa-kAryeNa bhavadbhyAmAvAm nizcitarUpeNopakRtau / punaH smaraNIyau AvAmiti - - jinacandrasAgarasUriH, - hemacaMdrasAgarasUrizca pAlItANA. M she sApUsUri-1 * * . . * * * * * * * * * * * * * 377

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nayA maMdira TrasTa, patnI-prajJeLa, madrAsa, mAya su. 12, vi.saM. 2012 Aso suda 1 10-10-1999, ravivAra uttama dhRti, uttama saMghayaNavALA mATe zramaNadharma che, anya mATe zrAvakadharma che. 362 samyag darzana pahelA tIrthaMkaranA bhavanI paNa gaNatrI nathI karavAmAM AvI to ApaNI to vAta ja kyAM karavI ? ApaNA sauno bhUtakALa Avo eka sarakho che H anaMtA duHkhothI bharelo. have jo ahIM pramAda karIzuM to e bhUtakALa pharIthI maLaze. e ja duHkhomAM rIbAvuM paDaze. punaH punaH te ja sthAnomAM, te ja bhAvomAM javuM te ja cakra che. saMsAra cakra ja che. uttama kSamA, uttama mRdutA, uttama RjutA, uttama saMtoSa maLe tyAre ja zukla dhyAnanA aMzanI jhalaka maLI zake. 11mA guNaThANAvALA paNa paDIne nigodamAM jaI zake to ApaNAthI, maLyuM che teTalAmAM saMtoSa mAnIne pramAdamAM kema paDI zakAya ? apramattapaNe satata AtmanirIkSaNa karatA raho. mAyA kema thaI ? abhimAna kyAMthI AvyuM ? gusso kema * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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Avyo ? ApaNe AtmanirIkSaNa nahi karIe to koNa karaze ? AtmanirIkSaNa vinA doSo nahi TaLe. je pApo thayA hoya tenuM prAyazcitta karo. guru sAkSIe goM ane AtmasAkSIe niMdA karo. ApaNA pariNAmo paDIne sAva ja cUra-cUra thaI jAya te pahelA tene pakaDI lo. baraNI vagere ghaNIvAra paDI jatI hoya che, tyAre vaccethI ja kevA pakaDI laIe chIe ? nIce paDatI baraNI haju pakaDI zakAya, paNa paDatA pariNAmane pakaDavA muzkela che. A rIte pariNAmane dhAraNa karI rAkhe tene ja "dharma kahevAya. "thaRUTd tharSa 3 ' 0 pAlItANAmAM AvelA pUra vakhate cAritravijayajI kacchIe 100 jaNane lagabhaga bacAvelA. taravAnI kaLA teo jANatA hatA. sAdhu-sAdhvI saMsAra sAgaranA taravaiyA gaNAya. ApaNA Azare AvelAne ApaNe nahi tArIe to bIjo koNa tAraze ? - byAvara pAsenA balADa gAmamAM "jinAlaya amArA bApadAdAnuM baMdhAvelu che." ema khabara paDatAM temaNe ja pratiSThA karAvI. AcArya tulasIne sApha kahI dIdhuM : ApanA saMghamAM amane gaNo ke na gaNo, ame amArA bApa-dAdAnuM maMdira saMbhALavAnA, tyAM ame pratiSThA karAvelI. hamaNAM hagarIbAmanahallImAM pratiSThAno caDAvo eka terApaMthIe lIdhelo. ahIMnI bAjunA mokhA gAmamAM pratiSThA nAnI pakSanA sthAnakavAsIoe karAvelI. dukAnamAM Aga lAgI che, ema khabara paDatAM tame zuM karo ? tarata ja bujhAvI nAkho ne ? | manamAM paNa kaSAyo utpanna thAya, te ja kSaNe ene zAMta karI do. kaSAya AgathI paNa khataranAka che. aNathovaM vaNathovaM aggithovaM kasAyathovaM ca / kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 309

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na hu bhe vIsasiavvaM thovaMpi hu taM bahu hoi // kaSAyAdinA nAza mATe pagAmasijjAya Adi sUtro atyaMta upayogapUrvaka bolavA. 'viSe asaMgame'thI laIne tetrIza AzAtanAo sudhI kevuM varNavyuM che ? Ja = samantAt zAtanA = AzAtanA cArebAjuthI je khalAsa karI nAkhe te AzAtanA che. AganI jema AzAtanAthI dUra raho. Aga sarvatobhakSI che, tema AzAtanA paNa sarvatobhakSI che. ApaNuM badhuM khalAsa karI nAkhe. pagAmasiAya Adi sUtro kadAca bIjA bolatA hoya to khUba ja upayogapUrvaka sAMbhaLavA. e bolatA rahe ne ApaNo upayoga bIje rahe, evuM na banavuM joIe. DrAIvara gADI calAvatAM jeTalo jAgRta rahe teTalI ja jAgRti sUtrAdimAM hovI joIe. prazna H DrAIvara gADI calAve, bIjA nirAMte beThA rahe, tema bolanAra sUtra bole bIjA upayogazUnya thaI sAMbhaLe te na cAle ? uttara H ahIM badhA ja DrAIvara che. badhAnI ArAdhanAnI gADI alaga che. koInI gADI, bIjo koI na calAvI zake. tamArI gADI tamAre ja calAvavAnI che. eTale ja to bhagavAna mahAvIre Indrane sahAyatA mATe nA pADelI. mArI sAdhanA mArAvatI bIjo koI zI rIte karI zake ? bIjAnA khabhe besIne mokSanA mArge jaI zakAtuM nathI. tamArAvatI bIjo koI jamI le, te cAle ? AcArya, upAdhyAya, ziSya, sAdharmika sAdhu vagere koInI paNa sAthe aparAdha thayo hoya te khamAvavAno che. 'Ayariya vAAt' sUtra A ja zIkhave che. dharmamAM otaprota cittavALo ja kSamApanA karI zake. 'uvasamasAraM khu sAmaNNaM' samagra sAdhutAno sAra upazama che. sAMvatsarika parva kSamApanA parva che. jainomAM eTaluM e * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 380

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vyApaka che ke bhAratanA koI paNa khUNe rahelo jaina kSamApanA karaze. ApaNe sau bhagavAna mahAvIranA saMtAna chIe. kSamA ApaNo dharma che. e mArge cAlIe to ja emanA anuyAyI kahevAIe. kSamApanA na karIe, manamAM vairano anubaMdha rAkhIe to kamaTha ke agnizarmAnI jema bhavobhava ve2no anubaMdha sAthe cAle. A badhI vAto sAMbhaLIne krodhanA anubaMdhathI aTakavAnuM che. Aje bhagavatImAM AvyuM : prazna H sAdhune saMsAra hoya ? uttara : pUrva karmono uccheda na karelo hoya, to anaMtakALa sudhI paNa sAdhuno jIva saMsA2mAM rakhaDe. karma kahe che : huM zuM karuM ? tame mane bolAvyo eTale huM Avyo. siddho nathI bolAvatA to huM temane tyAM nathI jato. pratikramaNa AvA pApakarmone dUra karavAnI prakriyA che. te vakhate ja pramAda karIe to thaI rahyuM. sainika yuddha vakhate ja pramAda kare to ? pote to mare ja, dezane paNa ghora parAjaya sahavo paDe. ApaNe pramAda karIzuM to ApaNe to saMsAranuM sarjana karIzuM, paNa ApaNA Azritane paNa saMsAramAM javuM paDaze. bhagavAna prati prIti jAge to bhavabhramaNa TaLI zake. jai icchaha paramapayaM, ahavA kittiM suvitthaDaM bhuvaNe / tA telukkudvaraNe, jiNavayaNe AyaraM kuha // be stavana vadhu bolI javAthI bhakti nathI AvI jatI, paNa jinavacanamAM Adara thavAthI bhakti nizcala bane che. jinano prema jina-vacananA prema ta2pha laI janAro hovo joIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 381

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kAkaTUra 24 tIrthaMkara dhAma-pratiSThA, vi.saM. 2052, vaizAkha Aso suda ra 11-10-1999, somavAra lokano sAra cAritra che. ene prApta karAvanAra sabhya darzana, samyagU jJAna che. enI zuddhi vadhe teTalo mokSa najIka Ave, azuddhi vadhe tema saMsAra vadhe. deva-gurunI kRpAthI jJAnAdi guNo pragaTa thAya, je ApaNAmAM ja paDyA hatA, gharamAM daTAyelo khajAno jema koI jANakAranA kahevAthI maLI Ave, tema deva-guru dvArA ApaNI aMdara rahelo khajAno hAtha lAge che. ApaNe bAhya khajAnA mATe phAMphA mArIe chIe, paNa e parizrama nakAmo javAno che. kAraNa ke viSayomAM, sattAmAM ke saMpattimAM kyAMya sukha ke AnaMda nathI ja. kharo AnaMda ApaNI aMdara ja che. tyAMthI ja e maLI zakaze. zarIra paNa jyAM chuTI javAnuM che, tyAM paisA vagerenI to vAta ja zI karavI ? paisA vageremAMthI sukha zI rIte maLI zake ? aMdaranA guNo ja kharuM dhana che, e ja kharo khajAno che. e maLI na jAya mATe moharAjA ApaNane IndriyonA pAzathI 382 = = * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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bAMdhI mUke che. * paMcAcAramAM lAgelA doSonI, aticAronI zuddhi mATe pratikramaNa che. (sAdhu mATe pagAmasijjAya) pratikramaNa pachI guru-vaMdana Ave. dainika traNa, pakhI traNa, comAsI pAMca ane saMvatsarImAM cha abhuDhiA hoya che. ApaNe evA vakra ne jaDa chIe ke pratikramaNa karyA pachI paNa pApo cAlu ja rAkhIe chIe. eTale ja roja pratikramaNa karavAnA che. rAtrinA pApo mATe rAI, divasanA pApo mATe daivasika pratikramaNa karavAnuM che. jyAre mahAvidehamAM ke madhyama tIrthakaranA zAsanamAM pratikramaNa roja pharajiyAta nathI. doSa lAge to ja karavAnuM. kAraNa ke teo Rju ane prAjJa che. mANasa jema jaDa ane vakra vadhu tema kAyadA - kAnUna vadhu. jema saraLa ane buddhimAna vadhu tema kAyadA-kAnUna ochA. vadhatA jatA kAyadA-kAnUna, vadhatI jatI vakratA ane jaDatAne jaNAvanArA che. vadhatA kAyadAthI rAjI thavA jevuM nathI. kAyadAonuM jaMgala mANasanI aMdara raheluM jaMgalIpaNuM batAve che. "jIvo panAvavo ' ApaNAmAM pramAda vizeSa che. AthI vidhipUrvaka pratikramaNa na karyuM hoya, kaMIka bhUlo rahI gaI hoya, te pramAdane jItavA mATe Ayariya uvajajhAya pachIno kAussaga che. maitrI AdithI bhAvita banavuM che, enA badale ApaNe pramAdathI, doSothI bhAvita banelA chIe. pramAdanI AvI bahulatAnA kAraNe ja bhagavAna vAraMvAra pramAda nahi karavAnI Takora gautamasvAmInA mAdhyamathI saune karatA hatA. | municandravijaya : "Ayariya uvajajhAya'nA kAussagamAM paNa pramAda thaI jAya to zuM karavuM ? uttara : kAussaga pramAda jItanAra che. kAussagathI pramAda jAya. "pramAda haTAvavA mATe kAussaga karavAno che." evI bhagavAnanI AjJA che. e AjJA pALI eTale patI gayuM. | jha = = = = = = = = = = = = 383

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ema to AlocanAnA svAdhyAya vageremAM paNa skUlanA thAya to zuM karavuM ? apramattapaNe badhuM karavuM e ja upAya. bhUkha lAge to bhojana roja karIe chIe ne ? ahIM ApaNe anavasthA nathI jotA. pU. devendrasUri strI saMghaTTo thaI jatAM tarata ja kAussagna karI letA. te ja vakhate (doSonA sevana vakhate ja) kAussaggAdi karavAmAM Ave to ghaNA doSothI ApaNe mukta thaI zakIe. >> 'bhayo prema lokottara jUTho, loka baMdha ko tyAga; kaho hou kachu hama navi ruce, chuTI eka vItarAga...' ApaNe pramAdathI bhAvita chIe, paNa uparanA udgAro pragaTa karanArA pU. yazovijayajI ma. prabhu-guNathI, prabhu-premathI vAsita che. kalpavRkSanA bagIcAmAM tame kalpavRkSathI vAsita bano. ukaraDAmAM viSThAthI vAsita bano. tamAre zAthI vAsita banavuM che ? doSothI ke guNothI ? guNo kalpavRkSa che, doSo viSThA che. bhakti ja, bhagavAna sivAyanA bIjA-bIjA padArthothI vAsita thayelA cittane choDAvI zake. | guphAmAM siMha Ave to bIjA pazuonI zI tAkAta che ke tyAM rahI zake? prabhu jo hRdayamAM che to zI tAkAta che doSonI ke tyAM rahI zake ? tuM muja hRdaya - girimAM vase, siMha jo parama nirIha re; kumata mAtaMganA jUthathI, to kizI muja prabhu bIha re... - prabhu ApaNA hRdayamAM AvatA nathI ke ApaNe prabhune bolAvatA nathI ? ApaNe prabhune bolAvatA nathI e ja vAta sAcI gaNAya. gabhAro taiyAra na thayo hoya, svacchatA na hoya, tyAM bhagavAnanI pratiSThA zI rIte thaI zake ? hRdayamAM doSono kacaro jyAM thayelo hoya tyAM bhagavAna 384 * * * * * * * * * * * eka

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zI rIte Ave ? kAussaga karavo eTale prabhune hadayamAM bolAvavA. logassa prabhune bolAvavAno AhAna maMtra che; e paNa nAma daIne. ekAgratAe prabhuno jApa karavAthI te te doSa naSTa thAya ja. bhojana karIzuM ne vaLI bhUkha lAgaze to ?' evI zaMkAthI bhojana ApaNe TALatA nathI. bhUkha lAge che tyAre bhojana karIe ja chIe, tema doSone jItavA vAraMvAra kAyotsarga karo, prabhune smaro. kAyotsarga eTale stotrapUrvakanuM prabhunuM dhyAna. AkhA pratikramaNamAM bhakti ja che. mATe alaga viSaya levAnI jarUra ja nathI. pratikramaNamAM keTalA kAyotsarga Ave ? badhA ja kAyotsarga bhaktipradhAna ja che. bhagavAnanA dareka anuSThAna pramAdanA jaya mATe ja che, dareka bhojana bhUkha bhAMgavA mATe ja hoya che. karma zatruone jItavAnI kaLA, jemaNe siddha karI che emaNe A pratikramaNAdi kaLA ApaNane batAvI che. pharI tarasa, pharI pANI, pharI bhUkha, pharI bhojana, tema pharI pramAda, pharI kAyotsarga ! bhojana-pANImAM kaMTALo nahi to kAyotsargamAM kaMTALo zAno ? 0 Ayariya uvajhAyavALo be logassano 50 zvAsano kAussaga cAritra zuddhi mATe, pachIno 25 zvAsano kAussaga darzana zuddhi mATe, tyAra pachIno 25 zvAsano kAussaga jJAna zuddhi mATe. priyadharmI - pApabhIrU saMvigna sAdhu ja Avo kAyotsarga vidhipUrvaka karI zake. cAritra sAra che, e batAvavA ahIM pazcAnupUrvIthI krama che. cAritranI rakSA mATe samyam darzana ane samyagU jJAna che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 385

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mATe pachI enA kAyotsarga karavAnA che. caraNaM sAro, daMsaNa - nANA aMgaM tu tassa nicchayao / nizcayathI AtmArthI jIvoe cAritra prApta karavA prayatna karavo joIe. prazna : jJAna, darzanAdi AcAronA aticAro to ApaNe bolIe chIe, paNa tenI pratijJA kyAre lIdhI ? uttara : karemi bhaMtemAM ja sAmAyikanI pratijJA nathI lIdhI ? sAmAyika traNa prakAranuM che. zrata (jJAnAcAra), samyakta (darzanAcAra) ane cAritra sAmAyika (cAritrAcAra) - dazavaikAlikanI racanA pahelA AcArAMganAM prathama adhyayana pachI ja vaDIdIkSA thatI. cauvisatthothI darzanAcAranI vaMdanathI darzanAcAra ane jJAnAcAranI, pratikramaNathI cAritrAcAranI kAussagathI vIrya-AcAranI paccakhANathI tapa-AcAranI ArAdhanA thAya che. prazna : vIryAcAra keTalA prakArano ? uttara : 36 prakArano. kayA 36 prakAra ? jJAnAcAranA 8, darzanAcAranA 8, cAritrAcAranA 8, tapAcAranA 12 = 36. A badhAmAM vIrya phoravavuM te vIryAcAra. mATe vIryAcAra 36 prakArano che. 36 + 36 = 72. kula pAMce AcAranA 72 prakAra thAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri pustako hAthamAM AvatAM ja vicAra Avyo : adhyAtmayogInA mAtra be vakhata darzana thayA, abhAgIyAe koI lAbha na lIdho. aphasosa pAra vinAno thAya che. - hasabodhivijaya amadAvAda 386 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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nTUra 24 tIrthakara dhAma-pratiSTha, vi.saM. 2052, vaizAkha che . A - ki - Aso suda 3 1 2-10-1999, maMgaLavAra mokSamAM jaldI javuM hoya to tenA upAyomAM tanmaya banI javuM joIe. ratnatrayI teno upAya che. upAyamAM zIdhratA karIzuM to upeya zIdhra maLaze. jJAna-darzana-cAritra upAya che. mokSa upaya che. mokSa jaldI na jaIe to hAni zI ? saMsAramAM bhaTakavAnuM cAlu rahe te ja hAni. paMcendriyanI lAMbAmAM lAbI sthiti 1OOO sAgaropamanI che. teTalIvAramAM mokSe na gayA to vikalendriyAdimAM javuM paDe. amuka samayamAM jo ApaNe sagati nizcita na banAvI to durgati nakkI che. | durgati durbhAvothI thAya che. mATe durbhAvothI manane bacAvavuM joIe. mana ucca bhUmikAne sparzatuM jAya, tema durbhAvo ghaTatA jAya. * kSAyopazamika sabhyattva vadhumAM vadhu 66 sAgaropama rahe. tyAra pachI kSAyika thaI jAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * ma jha = = = = = = 389

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cothuM guNaThANuM ApaNane sparyuM che ke nahi ? tenuM AtmanirIkSaNa karavuM ghaTe. samyaktanA lakSaNo che ApaNAmAM ? tAva vagere gayA che ke nahi te ArogyanA cihnothI jaNAya tema anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyo, mithyAtva Adi gayA che ke nahi, te samyaktanA lakSaNothI jaNAya. ApaNA kaSAyonI mAtrA anaMtAnubaMdhInI kakSAnI to na ja hovI ja joIe. jima nirmaLatA re ratana sphaTikataNI, tima e jIva svabhAva; te jina vIre re, dharma prakAziyo, prabaLa kaSAya abhAva..." - upA. yazovi, 1 25 gAthAnuM stavana prabaLa kaSAyano abhAva te ja dharmanuM lakSaNa che. koInI sAthe kaTutAnI gAMTha bAMdhI levI te utkaTa kaSAyonI nizAnI pApabhIrU ane priyadharmI : A be dharmInA khAsa lakSaNo che. kAMTA cUbhe ne pIDA thAya, tema kaSAyothI pIDA thavI joIe. ApaNane kAMTA cUbhe che, paNa kaSAyo kyAM cUbhe che ? vAva bAju ApaNA sAdhvIjIne ekI sAthe aneka madhamAkhIo coMTI paDelI keTalI pIDA thaI haze ? eka kAMTAthI zIlacandravi. svargavAsI banelA. eka kATavALA khIlAthI amRtalAla godhana (bhacAu)no ekano eka putra (prabhulAla) mRtyu pAmelo. tene dhanurvA thayelo. AthI paNa vadhu khataranAka kaSAyo che. mATe ja thoDA paNa kaSAyano vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI, ema jJAnIo pharamAve che. samyakta saptatikA graMtha che, jemAM samyattvanuM pUrNa varNana che. paNa e vAMce koNa ? mATe ja to pU. yazovi. jevAne samakitanA 67 bolanI sajajhAya vagere jevI gujarAtI kRtio banAvavI paDI che. samyakta hoya ja nahi pachI tenI zuddhi zuM ? kapaDAM hoya 388 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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to melA thAya, nirvastra mANasane zuM ? ema samajIne samyakta tarapha durlakSa nahi sevatA. na hoya to tene meLavavA prayatna karajo. hoya to tene nirmaLa banAvavA prayatna karajo. yAda rahe ke parabhavamAM laI jaI zakAya tevuM mAtra samyagu darzana ja che. cAritra laI jaI zakAtuM nathI. kSAyopathamika guNono bharoso karavA jevo nahi. mAvajata na karo to cAlyA paNa jAya. telano dIvo bujhAtA vAra zI ? hA, ratnano dIvo na bujhAya. kSAyikabhAva ratnano dIvo che. sApa jema zodhIne gharamAMthI bahAra kADho cho, tema mithyAtva - kaSAyAdine zodhI zodhIne bahAra kADho. - "dharmI jAgatA bhalA ne adharmI sUtA bhalA." jayaMtI zrAvikAnA eka praznanA javAbamAM bhagavAna mahAvIre A kaheluM che. ApaNe sUtelA chIe ke jAgatA ? samyam daSTi jAgatA kahevAya. mithyAtvI sUtelA kahevAya. ApaNAmAM samyakta AvI gayuM ? na AvyuM hoya to ApaNe khullI AMkhe sUtelA chIe, ema mAnajo. 0 rokaDa nANuM vyavahAramAM kAma Ave. hAthamAM raheluM zastra sainikane kAma Ave. tema kaMThastha jJAna ApaNane kAma Ave. copaDImAM paDeluM jJAna kAma nahi lAge. upayogamAM AvatuM jJAna ja cAritra banI zake. jJAnanI tINatA caraNa teha." jJAnanI tIkSNatA te ja cAritra che. pratikSaNe udayamAM AvatI mohanI prakRtiono sAmano karavA tIkSNa jJAna joIze, pratipaLano tIvra upayoga joIze, nahi to ApaNe mohanI sAme hArI jaIzuM. ' lakhavAthI ke pothA rAkhavAthI tame jJAnI banI zakatA nathI. e jJAnane jIvanamAM utAravAthI ja jJAnI banI zako cho. hema parIkSA jima hue jI, sahata hutAzana tApa; jJAnadazA tima parakhIe jI, jihAM bahu kiriyA vyApa..." - pU. yazovijayajI ma. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 389

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je samaye je kriyA cAlatI hoya, je jIvana jIvAtuM hoya te prasaMgamAM tame ekAkAra ho, tamAruM jJAna kAma AvatuM hoya to ja sAcuM jJAna che. - zama : samyam daSTi mAne ke, koI mAro aparAdhI nathI, aparAdhI che to eka mAtra karma. enA kAraNe ja koI ApaNuM bagADe che. mArA karma na hoya to koNa bagADI zake ? karma paNa zA mATe ? karmano karanAra paNa mAro AtmA ja che ne ? meM bolAvyA tyAre ja AvyA ne ? nahi to jaDa karma zuM karata ? * saMvega : sura-naranA sukha, duHkha rUpa lAge. mokSa ja, Atmasukha ja meLavavA jevuM lAge. 'yalA du:vuM su vena, 3:vena suddha velA !' jyAre saMsAranuM sukha duHkharUpa lAge, duHkha sukharUpa lAge tyAre ja saMvega pragaTyo che, ema samajavuM. saMsAranuM samagra sukha, svarganuM paNa sukha duHkharUpa lAge, te saMvega che. atyAre sAdhupaNAmAM zuM kaSTa che ? kaSTa to pUrvakALamAM hatA. atyAre to ApaNe rAjakumAra jevA komaLa banI gayA chIe. 22 pariSadomAMthI atyAre keTalA sahana karIe chIe ? anukULatAne Thokkara mAranArA ne pratikULatAne sAmethI notaruM ApanArA ApaNA pUrvajo hatA, te bhUlazo nahi. atyAre saMpUrNa zIrSAsana thaI gayuM che. pratikULatAnA TheSI ne anukULatAnA Icchuka ApaNe sau banI gayA chIe."thoDIka ja pratikULatA ApaNane akaLAvI mUke che. - nirveda : narakano jIva, eka kSaNa paNa narakamAM rahevA na Icche. kedI kedamAM eka kSaNa paNa vadhu rahevA na mAMge, tema saMsAramAM samyam daSTi eka kSaNa paNa vadhu na rahe. kSaNe-kSaNe Icchato hoya : jyAre saMsArathI chUTuM ? 390 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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5 paMcavastaka : lokamAM rAjadUta Adi jema jaNAveluM kArya pUruM thayA pachI pharI vaMdana karI jaNAve tema ahIM pratikramaNamAM paNa chaThThA AvazyakamAM guru-vaMdana eTalA mATe che ke ApanI AjJA pramANe pratikramaNa karyuM che, ema vaMdanapUrvaka jaNAvuM chuM. municandravijaya : pratikramaNamAM gujarAtI svAdhyAya (sajajhAya) cAle to anya samaye gujarAtI svAdhyAya kema na cAle ? uttara : uMmaravALA mATe gujarAtI svAdhyAya cAle ja che, paNa bhaNelA mATe nahi. sarahada para rahenAranuM kartavya alaga che. sAmAnya prajA mATenuM kartavya alaga che. A pustakane vAMcanAra AMkho samakSa lAvanAra pU. baMdhu yugala temaja temane janma ApanAra mAtuzrI bhamIbenane paNa dhanyavAda ghaTe che. kharekhara janma ane jIvanane jo sArthaka banAvavuM hoya to kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka vAMcavuM rahyuM. - sA. divyakRtizrI : mAMDavI ApazrIjIe pUjayazrIjInA mukhAraviMdamAMthI nIkaLatI vANIne jhIlI komyuTara mAInDa tathA hAthathI A pustakarUpI zratagaMgAne vahetI mUkI mahAna upakAra karyo che. - sA. viratipUrNAzrI : sAMtalapura pUjayazrI kahetA ke mAruM nAma "kalApUrNa, paNa kyAM kalAthI pUrNa chuM ? te to bhagavAna ja hoya. bhagavadrUpa gurudeva guNothI paripUrNa chatAM svayaMne apUrNa kahetA. keTalI namratA ? - sA. viratikRpAzrI : sAMtalapura kahe * * * * * * * * * * * 391

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kAkaTUra( nellera) tIrtha pratiSTha, vi.saM. 2052 Aso suda 4 13-10-1999, budhavAra - sAMje pratikramaNa pachI guru pAse thoDo samaya besavuM. zA mATe ? sAmAcArI AdinuM viziSTa jJAna prApta karavA mATe. guru pAse besavuM te eka prakArano vinaya che. A vinaya cAlyo na jAya mATe besavuM. zrutadevatA, kSetradevatA, bhuvanadevatA vagerenI stuti AcaraNAthI karavAnI che. Agama pramANa che, tema AcaraNa paNa pramANa che. savAre pratikramaNa ThAvyA pachI prathama kAussagna cAritrazuddhi mATe che. bIjo kAussagga darzanazuddhi mATe, trIjo kAussaga aticAra mATe ("sayANAsaNanna - pANe vALo) che. divasamAM karemibhaMte keTalI vAra ? nava vAra. vAraMvAra eTalA mATe sAmAyika sUtranuM uccAraNa karavAnuM che ke ethI samatAbhAva Ave. samatAbhAva yAda Ave. samatAnA sthAne viSamatA AvI hoya to dUra karavAnuM mana thAya. 32 * * * * * *

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kaSAyamAM rahevuM te svabhAva ke vibhAvamAM rahevuM te ApaNo svabhAva ? 24 kalAkamAM keTalA kalAka svabhAvamAM ? ane keTalA kalAka vibhAvamAM jAya ? ApaNI jIvanabharanI pratijJA che - svabhAvamAM rahevAnI. e pratijJA bhUlI gayA nathI ne ? gRhasthonI pratijJA 'nava niyana' paNa ApaNI pratijJA to 'nAvaMovAi' che, e bhUlAya te kema cAle ? svabhAva" eTale ApaNo potAno bhAva. svabhAvamAM rahIe teTalo samaya karmano kSaya thato ja rahe. parabhAvamAM rahevuM eTale potAnA AtmAne durgatimAM dhakko mAravo. svabhAvamAM asaMkleza parabhAvamAM saMkleza. saMkleza eTale saMsAra asaMkleza eTale mokSa. asaMklezamAM ahIM ja mokSano anubhava thAya, jIvanmukta dazAno anubhava thAya. pradeza-pradezamAM AnaMdano anubhava thAya. gItAmAM AvA yogIne sthitaprajJa kahyA che. gItAnA e sthitaprajJanA lakSaNo jaina munine barAbara ghaTe. vAMcavA jevA che e lakSaNo. e loko sthitaprajJatA prApta karavA prayatna kare. ApaNe svabhAva-dazA mATe prayatna karavAno che. mUlataH baMne vastu eka ja che. sAmAyika sUtra e mATenuM sAdhana che. ' upazama, viveka, saMvara e traNa zabdanA zravaNathI khUnI cilAtIputrane samatAbhAvanI prApti thaI hatI. munie mAtra traNa ja zabda saMbhaLAvelA. pelAe talavAra tANIne kaheluM : sAdhuDA ! dharma saMbhaLAva, nahi to mAthuM kApI nAkhIza.' 'sAmAiassa bahuhAkaraNaM tappuvvagA smnnjogaa|' badhA zramaNanA yogo sAmAyikapUrvakanA hoya che. koIpaNa sthAne samatAbhAva na ja javo joIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 393

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panIhArIonuM dhyAna beDAmAM hoya, bhale e vAto karatI hoya, tema game teTalI pravRttimAM muninuM mana samatAmAM hoya. covIseya kalAka eTale to ogho sAthe rAkhavAno che. sAthe rahelo ogho satata yAda karAve : "he muni ! tAre satata samatAmAM mahAlavAnuM che." sAmAyikanA vAraMvAra smaraNathI samatAbhAva Ave che. covIseya kalAka samatAbhAva cAlu hoya to vadhu daDha bane che. jema bhagavAnanI stuti punaH punaH bolatAM mana bhaktithI ArTa bane che, tema. nava vAra karemi bhaMte kyAM kyAM ? savAra-sAMja pratikramaNamAM traNa-traNa vAra tathA saMthArA porasImAM traNavAra kula nava vAra. bIjuM badhuM bhUlAya te cAle, samatA bhUlAI jAya te kema cAle ? samatA kyAMthI Ave ? prabhu-bhaktithI Ave. cha AvazyakomAM prathama sAmAyika che. sAmAyika prabhunA nAma-kIrtanathI Ave che. mATe bIjuM Avazyaka logassa (nAmastava ke caturvizatistava) che. (1) sama eTale sarva jIvo pratye samabhAva. (2) sama eTale samAnabhAva. Aya eTale lAbha. sama + Aya = samAya. rUpa pratyaya lAgatAM "sAmAyika' zabda banelo che. A lakhANa meM manapharAmAM lakheluM. anubhavathI kahuM chuM: je vicArapUrvaka lakhIzuM te bhAvita banaze. jJAna-darzana-cAritrano jenAthI lAbha thAya te badhI ja cIjone sAmAyika kahevAya. eka tALAnI cha cAvI che. chae cha cAvI lagAvo to ja tALuM khule. pAMca lagAvo ne eka sAmAyika (samatA)nI cAvI na lagAvo to AtmamaMdiranA daravAjA nahi khule. A mAro anubhava che. samatAbhAva na hoya tyAre citta AvazyakomAM coTe nahi. 394 jha jha * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * *

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cha Avazyaka cha cAvI che. trIjo artha : 4 maitrI Adi bhAvonI prApti te sAmAyika. sarvajJakathita sAmAyika dharma' pustakamAM AnuM vistArapUrvaka varNana kareluM che. jarUra vAMcajo. cittavRttino nirodha te dhyAna ema jainetaro kahe che. azubha cittavRttione rokavI te dhyAna ema jainadarzana kahe che. 'niSTa cittavRtti nirodho dhyAnam / ' 5. yazovi. e pAtaMjala yogadarzananA sUtra paranI potAnI TIkAmAM 'vistai' zabda umeryo. AgaLa vadhIne cittane zubha vicAromAM pravartAvavuM te paNa dhyAna che. eka pravRttirUpa che. bIjuM nivRttirUpa che. e ja arthamAM pratikramaNa vagere ApaNI Avazyaka kriyAo dhyAnarUpa che. (2) 'caturvizatistava' : eTale covIza tIrthaMkaronI stuti. covIza tIrthaMkaronI stuti dvArA ja sAmAyika - samatA prApta thAya. ApaNA nikaTanA upakArI A 24 tIrthaMkaro che. logassa bolIe tyAre stuti thAya. logassano kAussagga karIe tyAre dhyAna thAya. enA arthamAM mana ekAgra thavuM joIe. kAussaggamAM mana, vacana ane kAyA traNeya ekAgra hoya che. (3) guru-vaMdana : jeTalI mahattA bhagavAnanI che. teTalI mahattA bhagavAna dvArA sthApita guru tattvanI che. AthI ja potAnI hAjarImAM ja bhagavAna gaNadharonI sthApanA kare che. ekalA devathI na cAle, guru paNa joIe. 21 hajAra varSamAM deva eka ja. bAkInA samaye guru vinA zAsana koNa calAve ? gurumAM bhagavadguddhi thavI joIe. mATe ja 'kRcchAi maLavat / ' ahIM guru samakSa bhagavan nuM saMbodhana thayeluM che. 'mi bhaMte' ahIM 'bhaMte' zabdamAM deva ane guru baMne artha rahelA che. bhagavAnanI dezanA pachI temanI caraNa pAdukA para gaNadharo bese che. gaNadharo dezanA Ape tyAre kevaLIo paNa besI rahe. UThI na jAya. zrotAone ema na lAge : ahIM kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * 395

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kaMI khAmI che. bhagavAna jevI ja vANI lAge. mAthe bhagavAnano hAtha che ne ? e to ThIka. kAlikAcArye paNa sImaMdhara svAmI jevuM ja nigodanuM varNana brAhmaNa veSadhArI Indra samakSa kareluM. mohano kSaya thayelo na hovA chatAM moha-vijetA hovAnA kAraNe guru vItarAga tulya kahevAya che. cAra prakAranA kevalI 1. kevalI. 2. 14 pUrvI - zrutakevalI 3. san dRSTi, 4. bhagavAnanA vacana pramANe AcaraNa karanAra (kaMdamULa Adi choDanAra) gaI kAle bhagavatImAM AveluM : aMdhaka parivrAjakane zrAvake evA prazno pUchaLyA ke parivrAjaka muMjhAI gayo ne prazno jANavA bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse Avyo. gautamasvAmI te AvatAM UbhA thayA. mithyAtvI AvatAM UbhA kema thavAya ? TIkAmAM khulAso ApatAM kahyuM che : bhAvimAM dIkSA levAno che mATe thavAya. samyam daSTi e ja arthamAM kevalI che. bhaviSyamAM banavAnA che mATe. kaMdamULatyAgI paNa kevaLI che. kAraNa ke bhagavAnanA vacana para zraddhA rAkhIne temaNe kaMdamULano tyAga karyo che. A samyam daSTinI pUrvabhUmikAno AtmA che. prazna : guru bhagavAna che, mATe derAsaramAM javAnI jarUra nahi ne ? uttaraH bhagavAna na hota to bhagavad buddhi zI rIte karata? amRta ja na hota to pANImAM amRta buddhi zI rIte thAta? bhagavAna che mATe bhagavadbuddhi zabda Avyo che. bhagavAna ja choDI daIzuM to bhagavadbuddhi kaI rIte raheze ? 3 6 4 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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eka ja A vima 207 Aso suda 9 14-10-1999, guruvAra bhagavAna bhale nathI, paNa emanA tIrthanA, nAmanA, AgamanA ane mUrtinA AlaMbanathI ApaNe bhavasAgara tarI zakIe. | nAnA bALakane mAtA-pitAnuM AlaMbana jarUrI che. emanA TekAthI ja te cAlI zake. bhagavAna pAse ApaNe sau bALa chIe. bhagavAna je rIte potAnAmAM vyaktarUpe jJAnAdi samRddhi joI rahyA che, te ja rIte zaktirUpe tamAma jIvomAM paNa joI rahyA che. bhagavAnamAM je vRkSarUpe che, sarva jIvomAM te bIjarUpe che. - sAdhunuM koIpaNa anuSThAna samatApUrvakanuM hoya, te batAvavA ja divasamAM navavAra sAmAyikano pATha Ave che. dIkSA vakhate paNa prathama A ja pratijJA levAmAM AvI che. gulAbajAMbu jANavA alaga cIja che, kahe kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 390

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teno svAda mANavo alaga cIja che. sAmAyika jANavuM alaga vAta che. sAmAyika mANavuM alaga vAta che. pudgalono bhavobhavano anubhava che. gADha saMskAra hovAnA kAraNe ApaNe tarata ja pudgalo tarapha kheMcAI jaIe chIe. jyAre sAmAyikanA saMskAra have pADavAnA che. - jJAnasAra addabhuta graMtha che. tame enuM ciMtananididhyAsana karatA rahezo tema tema AtmatattvanuM amRta pAmatA jazo. temaNe jIvanamAM sAdhanA karIne je arka meLavyo te badho ja jJAnasAramAM ThAlavyo che. - keTalAka dhyAnI Avazyaka kriyAone dhyAnamAM bAdhaka mAne che. kharekhara to Avazyaka kriyAo dhyAnanI bAdhaka nathI, paNa sAdhaka che. ja varasAda badhe ja paDe. paNa tethI zeraDImAM mIThAza, bAvaLIyAmAM kAMTA, raNamAM mIThuM ane sApamAM jhera ja vadhe, tema jina-vANI paNa pAtratA mujaba alaga-alaga pariNAma pAme che. sAMbhaLanAramAM koI gozALo hoya to koI gautamasvAmI hoya. 0 savAre tapa kayo dhAravo ? sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka bane tevo tapa azaThabhAve svIkAravo. sevAnI jarUra hoya tyAre aThThAI laIne besI na zakAya. Ama kare te gunegAra bane. tapa gauNa che. guru-AjJA mukhya che. gurunI AjJA pramANe karAto tapa ja nirjarAtmaka banI zake, mAre mAtra sevA ja karAvanI ? pANInA ghaDA ja lAvavAnA ? to pachI ArAdhanA kyAre karavAnI ? evuM nahi vicAratA. pANInA ghaDA lAvavA e paNa ArAdhanA che. sevAthI ArAdhanA alaga nathI. sevA ArAdhanAno ja eka bhAga che. dasa varSa pU. devendrasUrijI sAthe rahyo. navo abhyAsa baMdha rahyo, paNa sevAno lAbha sAro maLyo. 398 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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te vakhate pU. premasUrijInA patro AvatA rahetA : bhaNavA AvI jAva. bAkI rahelA chedasUtro pUrA thaI jAya. paNa pU. devendrasUrijI kahetA : tame jAva to ahIM mAruM zuM ? ame javAnuM mAMDI vALatA. paNa jyAre avasara Ave tyAre barAbara bhaNavAnuM karI letA. vi.saM. 2025mAM vyAkhyAna pachI pU.paM.muktivi. (pU. mukticandrasUri) pAse pahoMcI jato. 3-4 kalAka pATha leto. tame bhale tapa karatA ho, paNa cAlu tapamAM sevA na karAya, upadeza na apAya, evuM nathI. AhAranuM paccakakhANa mAtra ApaNane che. bIjAne lAvI ApavAmAM paccakkhANa bhAMge nahi. bhAMge to nahi, paNa sevAthI urdu e paccakkhANa puSTa thAya. navakArazImAM be AgAra : anAbhoga ane sahasAgAra. anAbhoga eTale ajANapaNe thavuM ane sahasAgAra eTale ociMtuM thaI javuM. porasImAM bIjA cAra AgA2 : pracchannakAla, dizAmoha, sAdhu vacana, sarva samAdhi pratyAyika. A cAra vadhyA. pracchannakAlamAM sUrya DhaMkAI gayelo hoya ne TAImano barAbara khyAla na Ave tyAre.. dizAzramamAM sUryanI dizA bhUlI jatAM garabaDa thaI jAya tyAre... sAdhuvacanamAM sAdhunI UghADA-pAtrA porasI sAMbhaLIne porasInA paccakhANa pArI le. - savvasamAvittiyAgAreNa mAM jIvaleNa pIDA thatI hoya, samAdhi mATe jarUra paDe, vaidya ke DaoNkaTarane tyAM jarUra paDe tyAre... purimaDhamAM : eka AgAra vadhu - "mahattarAgAreNaM' mahAna kArya mATe guru-AjJAthI javuM paDe tema hoya, zakti na hoya to guru vaparAve chatAMya paccakakhANa na bhAMge. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 399

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ekAsaNAmAM 8 AgAra. sAgAriyA., AuM., guru., pArikA. A 4 vadhe. 1. gRhastho AvI jAya tyAre. 2. 3. 4. paga lAMbA-TUMkA karavA paDe tyAre. guru Ave ne UbhA thavuM paDe tyAre. jarUra paDe (AhAra vadhI jAya tyAre) vA52vuM paDe tyAre paccakkhANa na bhAMge. surendranagaramAM saM. 2014 cAturmAsamAM malayavi. ne oLIno upavAsa. varasAda cAlu. baMdha thatAM ja badhA upaDyA. maLyuM te bharI lAvyA. papa ThANA. khapAvyA pachI paNa be jhoLI vadhI. pU. premasUri ma.nI AjJAthI malayavi. e vadheluM vAparyuM. A 'pArikA.' kahevAya. AnAthI paccakkhANa na bhAMge tabiyata paNa na bagaDe. ulTuM, na levAthI tabiyata bagaDe. A to sahAyatA kahevAya. 400 jeTalo upayoga svabhAvamAM teTalI karmanI nirjarA. jeTalo upayoga vibhAvamAM teTaluM karmanuM baMdhana. zubha upayoga to zubhakarma. zuddha upayoga to karmanI nirjarA. samyagdaSTinuM prathama lakSaNa che : zama. sau pratye samatAbhAva. koIne tame eka ja vAra mAro cho ne tamArA tame anaMta maraNo nizcita karo cho. kAraNa ke tame baMne eka ja cho. bIjAne mAro cho tyAre tame tamArA ja pagamAM kuhADo mAro cho. mArAthI mAro paga judo nathI, tema jagatanA jIvo paNa ApaNAthI judA nathI. jIvAstikAyarUpe ApaNe eka chIe. AtmA asaMkhya pradezI che. tema jIvAstikAya anaMta pradezI che. jIvAstikAya eka ja che. eTale ke ApaNe jIvAstikAya rUpe eka ja chIe. je A rIte ekatA jue te koInI hiMsA kaI rIte karI zake ? tene bIjAnuM duHkha, bIjAnI pIDA, bIjAnuM apamAna potAnuM ja lAge. 'tupti nAma savyeva, naM maMtavyaMti mannatti / ' * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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bIjAne duHkha ApIe chIe tyAre kharekhara ApaNI jAtane ja du:kha ApIe chIe. ethI urdu, bIjAne sukha ApIe chIe tyAre ApaNI jAtane ja sukha ApIe chIe. tIrthakaro AnA uttama udAharaNo che. * navuM navuM nahi bhaNIe to cetanAno unmeSa zI rIte thaze ? AtmavikAsa zI rIte thaze ? vastro dhovA, gocarI vagere jarUrI lAge to AtmazuddhinA anuSThAno jarUrI nathI lAgatA ? anukULatAmAM ja jIvana pUrI karI daIzuM to A badhuM kyAre karIzuM ? Agamo kyAre vAMcIzuM ? pakhisUtramAM dara caudaze bolIe chIe : "ra paDhiyuM na miTTi' to micchAmi dukkaDaM. paNa ahIM bhaNe ja koNa che ? badhuM ja bhaNavAnuM pUruM thaI gayuM ? kAMI ja bAkI nathI rahyuM ? bIjAne je svatulya jue te ja sAco dRSTA che. e rIte na jovuM te moTo aparAdha che. e aparAdha, bIjA koIno nahi, ApaNo ja aparAdha che. jyAM AtmatulyadRSTithI jIvana jIvAtuM rahe che, tyAM svarga utare che. jyAM A dRSTi nathI tyAM naraka che. | gujarAtamAM kumArapALanA prabhAve ahiMsA, Aje paNa kaMIka jaLavAI rahI che, jyAre bIje to bakarA kApavA ke cIbhaDAM kApavA, sarakhuM ja lAge, ame keTalIye jagyAe AvA dazyo joyA che. Atmatulya daSTi na hoya tyAM AvuM ja hoya. karmanA baMdha ane sattAkALa bhayaMkara nathI lAgatA, paNa udaya bhayaMkara che. udaya vakhate tamAruM ke mAruM kAMI nahi cAle. atyAre avasara hAthamAM che. sattAmAM paDelA karmomAM pheraphAra karI zako cho. karmabaMdhanamAM sAvadhAnI rAkhI zako cho. udaya vakhate kAM to raDo kAM to samAdhipUrvaka saho. A be sivAya trIjo koI vikalpa nathI. kahe >> jha = * * * * * 401

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ciMtana meM magnatA, vi.saM. 2057 Aso suda 9 15-10-1999, zukravAra - sAdhu mATe sarvavirati sAmAyika, jIvanabhara samatA rahI zake, tevI jIvana paddhati. zrAvaka mATe dezavirati sAmAyika, sarvavirati sAmAyika mATenI pUrvabhUmikA. paNa A baMnenuM mULa samyakta sAmAyika che. samyakta badhAno pAyo che. pAyo majabUta to ImArata majabUta. "tameva sarvAM nIsaM= nihiM paDyuM ' AvI atUTa zraddhA samyaktamAM hoya che. * huM je auSadhithI nIrogI banyo e auSadhithI bIjA paNa kema nIrogI na bane? meM je vyAdhinuM duHkha bhogavyuM che, te duHkha bIjA koI na bhogave, evI vicAraNA uttamatAnI nizAnI che. je DaoNkaTara pAse ke hospITalamAM javAthI sAruM thayuM hoya, te DaoNkaTara ke te hospITalanI bhalAmaNo ghaNA karatA hoya che. bhagavAna paNa AvA che. emane je auSadhathI bhava-roga 402 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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masyo, e auSadha teo AkhA jagatamAM vaheMcavA Icche che. AvI prabaLa IcchAthI ja temaNe tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM. jeTalo puruSArtha potAnA AtmAne saMsArane kedakhAnAmAMthI choDAvavA karyo teTalo ja puruSArtha emaNe bIjA jIvone choDAvavA karyo che. AthI ja bhagavAna jina che, tema jApaka paNa che. tIrNa che tema tAraka paNa che. buddha che tema bodhaka paNa che. mukta che tema mocaka paNa che. * ApaNI muzkelI e che ke A saMsAra jela nathI lAgato. badhA ja jelamAM che. pachI kharAba konuM lAge ? jyAM sudhI A saMsAra (eTale ke rAga-dveSa) jela nahi lAge tyAM sudhI temAMthI chUTavAnI IcchA nahi thAya. jelane ja mahela mAne te kyAMthI chUTI zake ? - sAdhu sAdhupaNAmAM rahe to eTalo sukhI bane, eTalo AnaMda bhogave ke duniyAno koI paNa mANasa enI barAbarI karI zake nahi. mANasa to ThIka anuttara vimAnavAsI devo paNa barAbarI karI zake nahi. eka varSanA paryAyavALo muni paNa anuttara devothI adhika sukhI hoya che, ema bhagavatI sUtra kahe che. ApaNane jo AvA AnaMdanI koI jhalaka jovA na maLatI hoya to Atma-nirIkSaNa karavuM joIe. kyAM khAmI che ? te zodhI kADhavuM joIe. ApaNI khAmIo ApaNA sivAya bIjo koI nahi zodhI zake. ApaNo khovAyelo AnaMda ApaNe ja zodhavo paDaze. hakkanI vastu koI kyAreya jatI na kare, paNa ApaNA hakkano AnaMda ApaNe jato karIe chIe. e mATe koI prayatna karatA nathI. Azcarya che ne ? * bahirAtmabhAvamAM eTalA khUMpI gayA chIe ke eka miniTa paNa emAMthI chUTI nathI zakatA... e chatAM ApaNe = jo # # # # # 403

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javuM che mokSamAM ? zI rIte jaIzuM mokSamAM ? e mATenI koI sAdhanA nathI. sAdhanA nathI, enuM koI duHkha paNa nathI. bahirAtmabhAva choDIne aMtarAtmabhAvamAM paNa ApaNe AvavA taiyAra nathI to paramAtmabhAva meLavavAno adhikAra kayA moDhe karI zakIe ? kyAreya prabhu mATe taDapana jAgI ? kyAre prabhuno viraha lAgyo ? viraha vinA prabhu kema maLe ? AnaMdaghanajInA pado - stavano vAMco. viraha vedanA chalakAtI dekhAze. prazna : saMyoga thayo hoya to viraha lAge... paNa prabhuno saMyoga ja kyAM thayo che ? uttara : A ja ApaNI bhUla che. prabhu to sadA sAthe che ja, paNa ApaNe kadI te tarapha joyuM ja nathI. bolo, kyAreya nirmaLa AnaMda nathI Avyo ? AnaMda prabhu vinA zI rIte AvI zake ? e AnaMda meLavavA kadI taDapana jAgI ? aMdhakAramAM rahelo mANasa kyAreka prakAzanuM ekAda kiraNa jue to tene pharI meLavavA avazya lalacAvAno ? jema pelo sevALamAM rahelo kAcabo, zAradI pUnamano vaibhava pharI jovA lalacAyelo. - badhA dhobIo tamArI kapaDA dhovAnI kaLA pAse hArI jAya, eTalA sapheda kapaDA tame dhoIne karI zako cho. A kaLA hastagata thaI gaI, paNa AtmA, je anAdikALathI malina che, tenI zuddhi karavAnI kaLA hastagata karavA jevI che, tevuM kadI lAgyuM ? 0 AyaMbilamAM be AgAra vadhu : (1) uSmitta vivegeNaM, (2) paDuccamakhieNe koI vakhate ekAsaNAnA AhAra sAthe AyaMbilano AhAra AvI jAya to thoDA sparzathI doSa na lAge. tela ke ghIvALA hAthathI roTalI mATeno loTa taiyAra kare 404 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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to nIvIvALAne kahyuM, AyaMbilavALAne nahi. AgA2 zA mATe ? vratano bhaMga moTo doSa che. thoDuM paNa pAlana guNakArI che. dharmamAM guru-lAghava joIe. mATe ja AgAro che. AgAromAM Azaya e che ke kemeya karIne paccakhkhANano bhaMga na thavo joIe. guru-lAghavanI vicAraNA na hoya to vepAra na thaI zake, tema dharma paNa na thaI zake. vepAramAM keTalIye vAra bAMdhachoDa karavI paDe che, tema dharmamAM paNa karavI paDe che. ApaNA vrato bhAMgI na jAya, mATe jJAnIoe kevI takedArI rAkhI che ? AgA2 eTale apavAda. apavAdano chUTathI prayoga na karI zakAya. koI vaidya ke DaoNkaTara vagere, koI roganA kAraNe kahe ke - hamaNA ja davA ApavI paDe tema che. to tyAre paccakhANa hovA chatAM davA ApI zakAya. A apavAda che. badhAmAM samAdhi mukhya che. paccakhANa abhaMga rahe, paNa samAdhi abhaMga na rahe to paccakhANa zA kAmanA ? paccakhANa paNa Akhare samAdhi mATe che. AgArano artha che samAdhi mATe paccakhkhANamAM apAtI chUTa. prazna : siMgatela vigaImAM gaNAya ? uttara : vigaI kone kahevAya ? vikRti pedA kare te vigaI. e arthamAM badhA ja tela vigaI samajI levA. Akhare ApaNI Asakti na vadhe tema karavAnuM che. A tela vigaImAM na gaNAya, ema samajIne vigaIno rasa poSyA karavo, AtmavaMcanA gaNAze. apramAdano abhyAsa A ja janmano che, pramAdano abhyAsa anaMtA janmono che. mATe ja ene jItavo durjaya che. madya, nidrA, viSaya, kaSAya, niMdA Adi pramAda che. A pAMca moDhAvALA pramAdane kema oLakhavo? kema jItavo ? kahe ? * * * * * * * * = = = = = 405

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ene oLakhavAmAM caudapUrvIo paNa thApa khAI gayA che. pUrvanA vIra puruSone, yuddhamAM prayANa karatA te pahelA patnIo vidAya - tilaka karatI. yA to vijaya, yA to svarga ! A be ja vikalpa yoddhA pAse rahetA. mokSanI sAdhanAmAM paNa Avo saMkalpa laIne nIkaLavAnuM che. kAcA pocAnuM ahIM kAma nathI. pU. gurUdevanI vANI rUpI gaMgAne A pustaka rUpa samudramAM ekatrita karI ApanAra Apa baMdhu belaDIne svagata gurudeva anaMta jJAna arpe e ja prabhune prArthanA. - sA. divyanidhizrI mAMDavI ApazrIe A pustako prakAzita karyo te badala khUba khUba mArA hArdika abhinaMdana. - sA. viratipiyAzrI sAMtalapura A pustaka eTale mArA jIvana mATe sarca lAITa. - sA. kaivalyaguNAzrI pAlanapura kharekhara ! janma ane jIvanane jo sArthaka banAvavuM hoya to kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka vAMcavuM. - sA. rUciguNAzrI pAlanapura 406 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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pUjyazrI kA nirmala hAsya, vi.saM. 2057 zrImatI ramAbena haMsarAja nIsara khAroI kaccha-vAgaDa) Ayojita zAzvata oLI prasaMge Aso suda prathama 7 16-10-1999, zanivAra 0 AtmAnA sahaja svarUpane pAmavA jainadarzane khUba ja vistArathI batAvyuM che. jJAna-kriyA, ratnatrayI, dAnAdi 4, ahiMsAdi traNa, (ahiMsA - saMyama - tapa) e badhA mokSamArgo che. badhA ja sAcA mArgo che. eka mArganI ArAdhanAmAM bIjI ArAdhanAno samAveza thaI ja jAya. prakAro judA lAgaze, vastu eka ja che. dUdhamAMthI keTalI alaga-alaga mIThAIo bane ? paNa mULa vastu eka ja ne ? tema ahIM paNa mULa vastu eka ja ! tyAM bhUkha maTADavI e lakSya tema ahIM viSaya-kaSAya maTe, AtmaguNo vikase e ja lakSya. navapadanuM dhyAna karavAthI zrIpALa - mayaNAne ATaluM phaLa maLyuM. e dhyAna-paddhati nathI apanAvatA, tethI maLavo * * * * * * * * # # # 400

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joIto lAbha ApaNane maLato nathI. dhyAna mATe manane nirmaLa ane sthira banAvavuM paDe. pachI ja te mana dhyAnamAM nizcala banI zake, anulIna banI zake. che atyAre dekhAtA prakAzanI pAchaLa sUrya kAraNa che, tema jJAnano je prakAza ApaNI pAse che, tenI pAchaLa arihaMtanuM kevaLajJAna kAraNa che. ApaNe phAMko rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. cAre bAju jJAnAvaraNIyonA parvatomAM ApaNe gherAyelA chIe, aMdhAruM che. emAM thoDoka prakAza maLI jAya to abhimAna zAno ? ApaNA kAraNe prakAza nathI Avyo, sUryanA kAraNe Avyo che. jJAna sUrya che. sUryathI tejasvI bIjI vastu ApaNane dekhAtI nathI, mATe jJAnane sUryanI upamA ApI che. kharekhara to jJAna asaMkhya sUryothI paNa vadhu dedIpyamAna che. "mArRnvesu mahiye pathAsarA ' bhagavAnanuM mukhamaMDala eTaluM tejasvI hoya che ke joI na zakAya, bhAmaMDaLa e tejane zoSI le che, jethI joI zakAya. AvA bhagavAna dezanA ApatA haze tyAre kevA zobhatA haze ? tame prabhAvanA karo tyAre saune Apo ne ? ke nAnAmoTAno bheda rAkho ? bhagavAna paNa koI bheda-bhAva vinA saune jJAna-prakAza Ape che. malayagirijIe TIkAmAM lakhyuM che : yoga-kSema karavuM e ja prabhunuM kArya che. samavasaraNamAM ghaNA jIvo mAtra camatkAra, aizvarya ane samRddhi jovA ja Ave. teo prazaMsAnA be zabdo kahe to enA hRdayamAM dharma-bIja paDI gayuM, samajo. atyAre ghaNA ADaMbaraADaMbara kahIne dharmane vagove che, paNa dukAnamAM ADaMbara nathI karAto ? bhagavAnane ke gurune ADaMbaranI jarUra nathI, teo karatA paNa nathI, paNa devo kare che, guru mATe bhakto kare che - dhUmadhAmathI nagara-praveza thAya tyAre zuM prabhAva paDe, jANo cho ? 408 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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ujjainamAM saM. 2038mAM praveza thayelo tyAre moTA-moTA mInIsTaro AvIne pUche : zuM jainono koI kuMbha meLo che. 'namo'naMta saMta pramoda pradhAna / ' anaMta AnaMdanuM mULa eka mAtra navapada che, navapadamAM paNa arihaMta che. bhagavAna dharma dezanA Ape che, mAtra hitabuddhithI. dharma vinA hitakara kAMI ja nathI. dharma bakAta karo. hitakara kAMI nahi bace. dharmano tame svIkAra karo cho, eTale bhagavAnane tamArA sAthI banAvo cho. kevA che bhagavAna ? aSTaprAtihAryathI zobhatA. devendrothI pUjAtA, jagatanA nAtha, jagatanA sArthavAha, Ama jeTalI upamA ApIe, teTalI ochI che. bhagavAnanA kalyANakomAM nArakInA jIvo paNa ajavALuM pAme, kSaNabhara sukha pAme. mAtra dezanA sAMbhaLe te ja sukha pAme tevuM nathI. bhagavAna eka-eka prahara babbe vAra dezanA Ape, chatAM zaktimAM koI nyUnatA nahi. dezanAmAM amRtanI vRSTi kare. puSkarAvarta meghanI jema bhagavAna dezanA varasAve. sUryanA prakAzathI ghuvaDa vaMcita rahe, bIjuM to koNa rahe ? bhagavAnanI A dezanAthI mithyAtvI Adi vaMcita rahe, bIjuM koNa rahe ? A dezanA Aje paNa AgamarUpe sacavAyelI che. jinAgamo eTale Tepa ja samajI lo. Tepa karanArA hatA : gaNadhara bhagavaMto...! Aje paNa Agama vAMcatAM ema thAya : sAkSAt bhagavAna bolI rahyA che. pAvara hAusamAMthI vAyara dvArA jema gharamAM prakAza Ave, pANInI TAMkImAMthI pAIpa dvArA jema gharamAM pANI Ave, tema prabhunuM nAma, mUrti, Agama e badhA vAyara ane pAIpa jevA vAhako che. je bhagavAnane ApaNA sudhI pahoMcADe che. ciMtana karo ne prabhuno hRdayamAM saMcAra thAya che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * = 409

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* gAyo nirbhaya thaIne care. kema ke te jANe che : amAro rakSaka govALa ahIM ja che. bhagavAna paNa mahAgopa che. ApaNe gAya banIne jaIe, eTale ke gAyanI jema dInahIna banIne bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM laIe to bhagavAna rakSaka bane. ApaNo bhaya TaLI jAya. cha kAya rUpI gAyonA bhagavAna rakSaka che, mATe ja teo mahAgopa kahevAyA che. che. bhagavAna mahAmAyaNa che, mahAna ahiMsaka che. kumArapALa bhale mahAna ahiMsaka banyA, paNa upadeza kono ? guru dvArA bhagavAnano ja ne ? che bhagavAna niyamaka che. tapa-japa moha mahA tophAne, nAva na cAle mAne re...' jyAre sAdhanAnI nAva DUbatI lAge, tyAre bhagavAna nirdhAmaka banIne bacAve che. khalAsInI bhUla thaI zake, nAva DUbI zake, paNa bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM lenAra DULyo hoya, evuM haju sudhI banyuM nathI. bhagavAna jagatanA sArthavAha che. muktipurI - saMghanA sArthavAha ! A saMghamAM dAkhala thaI jAva, eTale muktimAM laI javAnI javAbadArI bhagavAnanI ! "bho bho pramAdamavadhUya bhajavvamenam !' o bhavyo ! pramAda khaMkherI tame ene sevo - ema deva - dudubhi kahI rahI che. A vyavahArathI prabhunuM svarUpa thayuM. nizcayathI bhagavAnanuM svarUpa kevuM ? te avasare joIzuM. 410 jha = = = = = = = = * * * * kahe

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apane do putra-ziSyoM ke sAtha, vi.saM 52 Aso suda dvitIya 7. 17-10-1999, ravivAra dvAdazAMgIno sAra dhyAna yoga che. mULa-uttara guNa dhyAnayoganI siddhi mATe che, ema siddharSigaNie upamitimAM kahyuM che. zreNi vakhate prabaLa dhyAna zakti hoya che. te potAnI meLe Avaze, ema mAnIne besI jaIe to marudevInI jema kAMI badhAne e zreNi maLI jatI nathI. dhyAna be rIte siddha thAya : abhyAsathI ane sahajatAthI abhyAsathI thatA dhyAnane "karaNa" kahevAya ane sahajatAthI thatA dhyAnane "bhavana" kahevAya. zAzvatI oLImAM siddhacakra yaMtranuM dhyAna karavuM joIe. zarIranA 10 sthAnamAMthI koIpaNa sthAne dhyAna karI zakAya. pUrve e rIte dhyAna karAtuM. siri sirivAla kahAmAM siddhacakranuM dhyAna saMpUrNapaNe batAvyuM che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 411 kahe

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A vizvamAM navapada jevuM koI AlaMbana nathI. jeTalA dhyAnanA AlaMbana che, temAM navapadanI tole koI na Ave. mAtra nAma lo, to paNa karma khape, dhyAna dharo to pUchavuM ja zuM ? dhyAna-vicAramAM pada dhyAna : paMca parameSThInuM dhyAna ane paramapada dhyAna : potAnA AtmAmAM ja paMca parameSThI jovA te, e rIte jaNAvAyuM che. lAkhopatinI saMpattinA dhyAnathI ke darzanathI tamane ekeya rUpiyo to na maLe, paNa karma coTe. zeTha ne sAmaMto pratye rAgAdi karavAthI tamane prAtatyakI kriyA lAge, jayAre navapadanA dhyAnathI AtmAmAM ja te Rddhi pragaTa thavA mAMDe che. koIpaNa kAryamAM chevaTanuM lakSya A ja hoya che : AnA jevo huM kema bane ? navapadanA dhyAnamAM A ja lakSya hovuM joIe. zeThane tyAM nokarI karato nokara "huM zeTha banuM' evI bhAvanA dharAve, tema ahIM paNa huM enA jevo kyAre bane ? tevI bhAvanA hovI joIe. bhagavAne dharmane vaza karyo che. jema ghoDesavAra ghoDo vaza kare. ene jotAM ja ghoDo sIdho cAlavA lAge. dharmane paNa bhagavAne e rIte potAne vaza karyo che. bhagavAna vinA tame kyAMyathI dharma meLavI zako nahi. bhagavAnano AtmA eTale zuddha Atmadravya. dravya kadI guNathI juduM na hoya, jema vastra kadI taMtu-rUpa vagerethI juduM nathI hotuM. Atmadravyano guNa cetanA che. jANavuM, jovuM eno guNa che. e sva-para prakAzaka che. sacarAcara jANavA chatAM Azcarya che : bhagavAnane jANavAnI koI utsukatA nathI hotI, parama audAsI mAM teo sthita hoya che. kevaLajJAnanI pahelA ja parama udAsInatA 12mA guNaThANe AvI jatI hoya che. vItarAgatA Ave pachI 412 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 *

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ja sarvajJatA Ave. koIpaNa zakti ke labdhi, jyAM sudhI teno prayoga karIne bIjAne prabhAvita karavAnI IcchA hoya che, tyAM sudhI prAyaH maLatI nathI. sarvajJatAnI pUrva zarata vItarAgatA che. paryAyanA be prakAra : (1) pravartana : kArya-svarUpa. (2) sAmarthya : zaktisvarUpa. satparyAya (chatI paryAya). dA.ta. doraDuM... jenAthI hAthI bAMdhI zakAya ke moTI zilAo caDAvI zakAya. e jeTalA taMtuothI baneluM hoya teTaluM jADuM hoya. e jADAI sAmarthya paryAya che. paNa doraDuM kAMI rAkhI mUkavA mATe na banAvAya, enA dvArA zilA vagere caDAvAya ke hAthI baMdhAya. AvA kAryo vakhate pravartana paryAya hoya. chatI paryAya je jJAnanI, te to navi badalAya; zeyanI navI navI vartanA re, samayamAM sarva samAya." ahIM "chatI paryAya' eTale zakti paryAya...' prabhunA zuddha dravya-paryAyanA dhyAnathI ApaNAmAM prabhunA guNo Ave. jema darpaNanI sAme ubhA rahetAM ja tamAruM pratibiMba paDe che. ApaNuM mana paNa darpaNa che. prabhu sAme UbhA raho. prabhunuM dhyAna dharo. emanA guNo ApaNAmAM saMkrAnta thaze. AkhI duniyAno kacaro saMgharavA ApaNe taiyAra chIe, paNa prabhunA guNo levA taiyAra nathI ! >> dhyAna paddhati : (1) prabhunA guNo ciMtavavA. (2) prabhu sAthe sAdezya ciMtavavuM. (3) prabhu sAthe abheda ciMtavavo. A sAdhanAno krama che. Ama na karIe to zarIra sAtheno abheda nahi TaLe. zarIrano abheda anAdikALathI che, anaMta janmonA saMskAra che. zarIra sAthenA bhedanI vAta ane prabhu sAthenA abhedanI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 413

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vAta, ApaNA jIve kadI sAMbhaLI ja nathI. pachI magajamAM kyAMthI Utare ? A dhyAna paNa vyavahAramAM niSNAta banyA pachI ja lAgu paDe. nahi to kAnajI matanA anuyAyIo jevI hAlata thAya, kriyAkAMDa chUTI jAya. dhyAna vicAramAMnA bAreya parama dhyAna saMpUrNa nizcaya lakSI che. potAnA AtmAnI sAthe joDanArA che. - siddha : arUpI dhyAnamAM siddhonuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. 'siddhAvAmAdi6- ramAniyA' siddho anaMta che, anaMta catuSkavALA che. ApaNI bhAvi sthiti kevI ? siddha eTale ApaNI bhAvi sthiti. koI joSIne pUchavAnI jarUra nathI. jo ApaNane dharma game che to A ja ApaNuM bhaviSya che. vakhatacaMdabhAIne ghaNA pUche : jyAre saMgha kADhavAnA cho ? kyAre upadhAna karAvavAnA cho ? huM tamane pUchuM chuM H kyAre siddha banavAnA ? janma-jarAdimAMthI mukta thavAno siddhigatimAM javA sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. A janmamAM jo sAdhanA na karI to AgAmI janma Avo maLI jaze, evA bhramamAM nahi rahetA. ahIM tamArA mAmAkAkAnuM rAja nathI. atyAre zAMta guru maLyA che to paNa nathI karatA, to kaDaka guru maLaze tyAre zI rIte karI zakazo ? atyAre maLelI deva-guru AdinI sAmagrIno jevo upayoga karazo, te mujaba ja AgaLanI sAmagrI maLaze. atyAre mana-vacana Adi zaktiono jevo upayoga karazo te pramANe ja AgaLa zaktio ApaNane maLaze. mArI potAnI madrAsamAM evI sthiti thaI gayelI ke muhapattInA bola yAda na Ave, paTTa vakhate moTI zAMti bhUlI 414 * * * * * * * * * * * * 8

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jAuM, A ja janmamAM paNa zarIra Avo dago ApI zake to AgAmI janmomAM to zuM thaze ? tenI kalpanA to karo. keTalIka vakhata to huM koIne mAMgalika saMbhaLAvavA javA taiyAra thAuM ne samAcAra maLe : pelA bhAI gayA. jIvanano zo bharoso che ? parapoTo che A jIvana! parapoTAne phUTatAM vAra zI... ? parapoTA phUTe e nahi, e Take e ja navAI che. mATe ja kahuM chuM : jaldI sAdhanA karI lo. jIvana alpa che. kSaNe-kSaNe AyuSya ghaTI rahyuM che. A jIvanamAM doSone hAMkI kADho. kUtarA ne, jo te na jAya to lAkaDIthI kevA hAMkI kADho cho ? te ja rIte doSone kADho. e ja kharI sAdhanA che. A sAdhanA A jIvanamAM nahi karo to kyAre karazo ? aMta samaye siddha thanAra jIvanI be tRtIyAMza avagAhanA rahe. traNa hAthanI kAyA hoya to be hAtha rahe. siddha bhagavaMta varNa, gaMdha, rasAdithI rahita hoya. sadA AnaMda, avyAbAdha sukhamAM magna hoya, pa2ma jyotirUpa hoya. eka siddha je avagAhanAmAM hoya, teTalI ja avagAhanAmAM anaMta hoya. pharI teo A saMsAramAM AvavAnA nathI. sAdi anaMtakALanI temanI sthiti che. potAnI Atma-saMpattinA rAjA che. temanI badhI ja zakti pUrNapaNe vyaktirUpa banI che, e ja zakti ApaNAmAM paNa che, paNa vyakti nathI. siddhamAM vyakti che. vyakti eTale pragaTa. svadravya, svakSetra, vagere aMge avasare samajAvIzuM, paNa atyAre eTaluM samajI laIe ke svakSetrAdinI vicAraNAthI moharAjAno 99% bhaya ocho thaI jAya. kema ? bhagavAne kahyuM che : sarva padArtho sva rUpe che ja, para rUpe nathI ja, ATalI vAta nizcita thaI jAya pachI bhaya zAno ? kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * 415

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bhagavatI sUtramAM kahyuM che : athitte atthittaM pariNamai / natthitte natthittaM pariNamai / badhA dravyo potAnI maryAdAmAM ja rahe. pudgala bhale ApaNane vaLageluM che, paNa pudgala sAthe bheLa-seLa kadI na thAya. AtmA pudgala na bane, pudgala AtmA na bane. A vAta samajatA nathI mATe ja bhayabhIta chIe. A vAta ApaNe have nahi samajIe to kyAre samajIzuM ? kyAM sudhI tattvajJAnathI hIna rahIzuM ? dravyakriyAruci jIvaDA re, bhAva dharma ruci hIna ? upadezaka paNa tehavA re, zuM kare loka navIna ? pU. devacandrajI zuM karIe ? kALa ja evo che, ema kALa para paNa doSa na Apo. e AtmavaMcanA haze ! 416 gai kAle pustaka 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' DokaTara rAkeza mAraphata maLI gayuM che. huM te maMgAvavAnA prayatnamAM hato... ane AvI gayuM. bahu AnaMda thayo. - pUrve bIjAnI mAraphata atre Avela e pustaka atre mane maLela. ane lagabhaga te huM pUrNapaNe vAMcI gayo chu. bharapUra prasannatA thai che. sAdhusamAcArInI vAto / ane pUjyazrInA mukhethI vahetI vANI khUba asarakAraka banI rahe che. mane ghaNuM gamyuM che. rubaru maLyA tulya AnaMda thayo che. A kALamAM pUjya paMnyAsajI mahArAja bAda pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta khUba zraddheya vyakti che, * tamo gaNivaroe khUba zrama karIne pustaka taiyAra kartuM che. dhanyavAda che. muni jayacandravijaya surata. - * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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tArAdevI siddhArtha (bhUtapUrva ArogyamaMtrI, kaNa pUjyazrI ke darzanArtha, di. 14 Aso suda 8 18-10-1999, somavAra siddhacakranI ArAdhanA paramapada Ape che. kemake navapado svayaM paramapada che. dhyAna vicAramAM sAta prakAranI ciMtAmAM... 1lI tattva cittAmAM jIvAdi tattva cintA Ave che. parama tattva cintAmAM paMca parameSThI bhagavaMto Ave che. 0 tIrthakaro paNa A navapadonuM saMpUrNa varNana karI zake nahi. kema ke vANI parimita che. emanA guNo aparimita che. >> dhyAna, abhyAsa-sAdhya karatAM kRpA-sAdhya vadhu che. prabhumAM dhyAna lAgI jAya, te prabhunI kRpA samajavI. sthUladaSTie siddho siddhazilA para che. nizcayathI siddho potAnA AtmAmAM rahelA che. ATheya karma haTI javAthI teo avyAbAdha sukhamAM lIna saMsArI jIvone ekaluM du:kha che. kAraNa ke jJAnIonI najare sAtA (sukha) paNa du:kha ja che. sAtAmAM jaNAtuM sukha kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 410

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pariNAme to duHkharUpa ja che. duHkha vakhate ema nathI thatuM : AvuM du:kha vAraMvAra maLo. paNa sukha vakhate ema thAya che : A sukha kadI na jAya, haMmeza rahe. AvI vRttithI Asakti vadhe che. Asakti svayaM duHkharUpa che. jyAre siddhomAM AvI Asakti nathI. * siddho svadravya, svakSetrAdimAM sthita thaI gayA che. ApaNA AtmAmAM astitva che. ApaNA AtmAmAM nAstitva che. ApaNo AtmA nitya che. ApaNo AtmA anitya paNa che. ApaNo AtmA sata paNa che. ApaNo AtmA asat che. AnuM nAma ja syAdvAda che. svadravya - svakSetrAdinI apekSAe astitva che. padravyAdinI apekSAe nAstitva che. dravyanI apekSAe nitya che. paryAyanI apekSAe anitya che. eka Agamika zloka che, je devacandrajI ma.nA TabbAmAM che. 'davvaM guNasamudAo avagAho khittaM vaTTaNA kAlo / guNapajjayapavattI bhAvo, so vatthudhammotti // ' A cAranI pariNati te vastuno svabhAva che : dravya... guNa samudAya. kSetra... sva avagAhanA. kALa... vartanA lakSaNarUpa. bhAva... guNa paryAyanuM pravartana. A vicAradhArAthI mRtyu AdinA saMkaTa samaye paNa samAdhi rahe. mArI pAse mAruM che ja. zuM hatuM, je naSTa thayuM ? mAruM hatuM te mArI pAse che ja. je mAruM nathI te bhale jAya, AvI vicAradhArAnA bIja AmAM paDelA che. pANI tarasa maTADavAnuM baMdha na kare tema ApaNo 418 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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AtmA paNa potAno svabhAva na choDe. pANInI jagyAe bIjuM kAMI cAle ? tela pIvAya ? agni uSNatA choDI de to ? jagatanA koI padArtho potAno svabhAva badalatA nathI. caMdana zItalatA upajAve, agni te zIta mITAve; sevakanA tima du:kha gumAve, prabhu-guNa prema svabhAve..." prabhuno svabhAva che A. e na badalAya. sahAyatA, sAdhanA, sahanazIlatA - A sAdhuno svabhAva che. e kema jAya ? jAya to sAdhutA zI rIte rahe ? jIvadaLa patthara che. guru zilpI che. vesTa bhAga zilpI dUra kare eTale patthara pratimA bane. tema vibhAvadazA dUra thatAM AtmA paramAtmA bane. gharamAM svacchatA zI rIte Ave ? bahArathI svacchatA lAvavI nathI paDatI. e to aMdara che ja. mAtra tame kacaro kADho eTale svacchatA hAjara. AtmAmAMthI karmano kacaro kADho eTale paramAtmA hAjara...! chApAM, T.V. ItyAdi tamane kacaro nathI lAgato ? juno kacaro to che ja. pharI navo kacaro zA mATe nAkhavo ? AtmAne zuddha banAvo, kacaro dUra karo eTale siddha hAja2. ApaNane bhale ApaNI siddhatA na dekhAya, paNa prabhu ApaNI svacchatA, ApaNI siddhatA joI rahyA che. prabhu kahe che : tuM zA mATe gabharAya che ? tArI siddhatA huM mArA jJAnathI joI rahyo chuM ne ? tuM mAtra prayatna kara. viSayonuM dhyAna sahaja che, prabhunuM dhyAna kadI nathI karyuM. e mATe prayatna karavo paDe. jeTalA siddha thayA che, te badhA ja ahIMthI ja tyAM gayA che. A manuSyaloka sivAya bIje kyAMyathI tyAM javAya tema nathI. tyAM javAnI zarata eTalI : karmano aMza paNa na joIe. karmano eka aNa paNa na cAle bojavALAnuM tyAM kAma nathI. tame je kSaNe karmano kacaro kADho te ja kSaNe kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 419

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(bIjo samaya paNa nahi. "samaya - pae saMtara aNapharase...') upara jaIne vaso. AtmA karmamukta banI upara kaI rIte jAya che ? te jaNAvavA 4 dRSTAMto batAvyA che : (1) pUrvaprayoga : kuMbhArano cAkaDo daMDathI halAvyA pachI potAnI meLe thoDIvAra pharato rahe che tema siddho ahIMthI karmamukta banyA pachI upara jAya che. karmamukta thavuM e ja eka prakArano dhakko che, pUrvaprayoga che. - (2) gati pariNAma : jIvano svabhAva che upara javAno. jema agnino upara javAno svabhAva che. (3) baMdhana cheda : eraMDAnuM phaLa pAkatAM jema upara jAya tema karmamukta thatAM jIva upara jAya. (4) asaMga : mATInA saMgavALI (lepavALI) tuMbaDI DUbe, paNa mATIno lepa nIkaLI jAya to pANInI sapATI para AvI jAya, tema karmano lepa nIkaLatAM jIva upara jAya. - siddhonuM sukha kevuM ? upamA na ApI zakAya tevuM. janmathI ja jaMgalamAM rahenAro bhIla, zaheramAM rAjAnuM sukha mANIne pAcho ghera Ave to te kevI rIte varNavI zake ? evI ja dazA jJAnIonI hoya che. jANe, paNa bolI zake nahi. AvA siddhonI jhalaka dhyAnadazAmAM yogIo kyAreka joI le che. e siddhonuM dhyAna thavAthI ApaNane samAdhi lAge che. arihaMtanuM dhyAna arihaMta banAve tema siddhanuM dhyAna siddha banAve che. AvA siddhonuM dhyAna zI rIte thaI zake ? emanA guNonuM, pratimAnuM, "namo siddhANaM' evA padonuM AlaMbana levAthI thaI zake. >> dhyAtA dhyeya dhyAna jJAtA jJeya jJAna sAdhaka sAdhya sAdhana upAsaka upAsya upAsanA 420 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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A traNeyanuM ekIkaraNa samApatti che. - navapado aMge jeTalI Aje kRtio maLe che, e kRtio, emaNe dhyAnathI anubhUti karIne banAvelI che. banAvelI che.' ema kahIe te karatAM "banI gaI che. ema kahevuM ThIka paDaze. emanA zabdothI emanI sAdhanA jaNAya che. AcArya pada : namuM sUrirAjA sadA tattva tAjA, jinendrAgame prauDha sAmrAjya bhAjA; pavargavatiguNe zobhamAnA, paMcAcArane pAlave sAvadhAnA." sUryano udaya thatAM candrAdinuM teja jhAMkhuM paDI jAya che. jyotiSamAM paNa raviyoga prabaLa hoya tyAre bIjA yogo nabaLA paDI jAya che. zAsanamAM sUri bhagavaMta prabhAvaka bane che tyAre anya darzanIo jhAMkhA banI jAya che. namuM sUrirAjA, sadA tattva tAjA, emanI pAse navuM-navuM tattvajJAna jharyA ja kare. AthI tattva tAjA kahyuM. phalodImAM pU. labdhisUri ma. nuM cAturmAsa. phulacaMdajI jhAbaka khUba ja tattvapremI. vidvAnone vidvaddagoSThI game. AcAryazrI pAse teo rAtre gUDha prazno kare. ame pauSadhamAM hoIe tyAre ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLIe. rAtre 12 paNa vAgI jAya. tattvanI vAtomAM rAta vItI jAya. AcArya AvA 'tattva-tAjA' hoya. - AcAryamAM guNa keTalA ? pavarga - vargita'. eTale ? 6 no varga - 36. 6 X 6 = 36. 36no varga - 1 296. 36 x 36 = 1296. ATalA guNo AcAryanA hoya. sAvadhAna thaIne paMcAcAra pALanArA hoya. 10 varSanI uMmarathI (TheTha haidrAbAdathI) huM A kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * jha - ga go * * * * * 421

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(navapadanI) pUjAnI DhALo gAuM chuM. Aje paNa eTalo ja rasa paDe che. dina-pratidina navA-navA artho nIkaLatA lAge. A cIja mAre bhAvita banAvavI che. je che te AmAM che. AmAM che te kyAMya nathI. A DhALo pAkI karavA jevI che, yAda rAkhavA jevI che. ApaNA AcArya, upAdhyAya vagere kevA hoya ? tenuM svarUpa to jANIe. jANIzuM to tevA banavAnI IcchA thaze, temanA guNo meLavavAnI IcchA thaze. jJAna-darzanAdinuM svarUpa jANIzuM to te apanAvavAnuM mana thaze. vAMkI tIrthamAM ApelI vAcanAnuM pustaka gamyuM. majhAnI sAmagrI pIrasI che. vigato kyAMka kyAMka adhUrI lAge che. dA.ta. solApuranA comAsAnI vAta che. tyAM vyAkhyAnamAM paryuSaNa pachI vyAkhyAna baMdhanI vAta che. pachI zuM thayu e jijJAsA vaNasaMtoSAyelI rahe che. - AcArya vijayapradyumnasUri zAMtinagara, amadAvAda. 'kahe' ane 'kA' nA jAjaramAna prakAzano jaina saMghane bheTa ApI mahAna upakAra karyo che. amane pUjyazrInI vANIno sAkSAt saMyoga karAvI Apyo. __- muni devaratnasAgara muMbaI. 422 * * * * * * * * * * * * *

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tIrupAttUra pratiSThA-prasaMga, vi.saM. 2051 Aso suda 9 19-10-1999 maMgaLavAra * ApaNe sAdhaka banavuM hoya to A traNa (AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu)mAMthI koIpaNa ekanA guNo meLavI laIe to kAma thaI jAya. arihaMta - siddha sAdhya che. AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu sAdhaka che. darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa sAdhana che. darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapanI parAkASThA sUrimAM che. AcArya "tattvatAjA' kahevAyA che. punarAvartananA prabhAvathI emanuM tattva tAjuM ja rahe che. upAdhyAya Adi saune teo bhaNAve che. kharekhara to bIjAne bhaNAvavuM eTale ja svayaM bhaNavuM. ethI AgaLa vadhIne jIvanamAM AvI jAya te ja sAcuM jJAna kahevAya. AcArya dravya, kSetra, kALane anurUpa dezanA Ape che. dravyathI vyakti, kSetrathI deza, kALathI samaya. bhAvathI zrotAnA bhAvo joIne dezanA Ape. AcArya "zuddha jalpA' kahevAyA che. eTale zAstrAnusArI bolanArA kahevAyA che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * 423

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bhamaro puSpa-rasa pIe tema AcArya paramAnaMdano rasa pIe che, AthI ja teo tAjA che. AcArya sAdhyamAM atyaMta ekaniSTha hoya che. game tevA vipnomAM paNa dhyeya-niSThA choDatA nathI. - jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapamAM jema-jema vIrya phoravIe tema tema ApaNuM vIrya vadhe, ghaTe nahi. cAlavAthI kadI paga TUMkA thayA ? Aja sudhI keTalA kilomITara cAlyA ? paga TUMkA thayA ? AMkhathI keTaluM joyuM ? AMkha TUMkI thaI ? game teTaluM karo zakti ghaTaze nahi, pratyuta vadhaze. urdu kAma nahi karo to zakti ghaTaze. phUlo cUMTavAnuM baMdha karo... kUvAmAMthI pANI levAnuM baMdha karo... gAya dohavAnuM baMdha karo... zuM thaze...? e ApavAnuM baMdha karI deze. kAma karavAnuM baMdha karo. tame kaTAI jazo. ghaNA dAnavIro kahe che : "ApavAthI saMpatti vadhatI ja jAya che. A amAro anubhava che. eTale ja ame ApatA ja rahIe chIe..." A viniyogano AnaMda che. vara chatrIza guNe karI sohe, yuga-pradhAna mana mohe; jaga bohe na rahe khiNa kohe, sUri namuM te jove.' yugapradhAna svarUpa AcArya 36 guNathI zobhatA hoya che, jagatane pratibodhatA rahe che. kSaNa paNa gusso karatA nathI. nitya apramatta dharma uvaese, nahi vikathA na kaSAya; jehane te AcAraja namIe, akaluSa amala amAya." AcArya apramatta thaI dharma-dezanA Ape che. niMdA ke kaSAyanI vAta nathI. teo nirmAyI, nirmaLa ane niSkalaMka che. je dIe sAraNa-vAraNa... AcArya ziSyone sAraNA-vAraNAdi dvArA sanmArge lAve. 44 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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pU. kanakasUrijI ma. A rIte karatA. zarUAtamAM mIThAzathI kahetA. eTalAthI na pate tene thoDA gussathI "bhAna nathI paDatuM ema kahetA. basa, A emanI hada. ATaluM jene kahe te ekadama sIdho thaI jAya. paNa, sAraNAdi yogyane ja karI zakAya. "asthamIe jina sUraja...' kevaLI ane 14 pUrvIonA virahamAM AcArya ja atyAre AdhArarUpa che. AcArya ja atyAre zAsananA AdhArastaMbha che. * arihaMtano sevaka arihaMta bane. siddhano sevaka siddha bane. AcAryano sevaka AcArya bane. upAdhyAyano sevaka upAdhyAya bane. sAdhuno sevaka sAdhu bane. je banavuM hoya tenI sevA karajo. ekane barAbara pakaDazo to bIjA cAra paNa potAnI meLe pakaDAI jaze, e bhUlazo nahi. upAdhyAya pada : nahi sUri paNa, sUrigaNane sahAyA; namuM vAcakA tyakta mada moha mAyA." upAdhyAya bhale AcArya nathI, paNa AcAryanA sahAyaka che. vaDApradhAna ne rASTrapatinA sacivo hoya che, tema AcAryanA upAdhyAya saciva che. AcAryanuM kAma zAsana aMge tattva-ciMtananuM hoya. temane puSkaLa samaya maLe mATe zeSa kAma bIjA saMbhALe. "kAma huM karuM ne jaza AcAryane maLe ?' Avo vicAra upAdhyAyane na hoya. mATe lakhyuM : "ca madamohamAyA.' "sUtrArtha dAne jike sAvadhAnA.' sUtrArtha - dAnamAM upAdhyAya sadA tatpara hoya. upAdhyAyanA guNa keTalA ? pano varga = 25. 5 x 5 = 25. 25no varga = 625. 25 X 25 = 625. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * 45

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vAcaka, pAThaka vagere upAdhyAyanA ja nAmo che. - kSamAdi 10 dharma dhAranArA, - syAdvAda - nayavAdathI kathana karanArA, - saMsArathI DaranArA, - pApathI bhaya pAmanArA, - zAsananI dhurAne vahana karanArA, vAcanA - dAnamAM samartha upAdhyAyane namaskAra ho ! 'dvAdaza - aMga sajajhAya kare che, pAraga - dhAraga tAsa." dvAdaza aMgano svAdhyAya to kare ja, paNa pAragAmI paNa hoya, dhAraka paNa hoya. sUtra - arthano vistAra karanArA hoya. TIkA vagere enA sAkSIo che. haribhadrasUrijIe dazavaikAlikanA prathama adhyayanamAM ja keTalo vistAra karyo che ? Avazyaka TIkAmAM ghaNo vistAra che, chatAM lakhe che : A ladhu TIkA che. bhAvimAM koI samajaze, ema samajIne mahApuruSoe TIkA Adi lakhyuM che. dhyAna - vicAra' graMtha mane maLyo. huM AnaMdita thaI UThyo. meM vistArathI lakhyuM H bhAvimAM koI jijJAsune kAma lAgaze, e AzayathI lakhyuM che. paNa haju sudhI eka patra nathI Avyo, jemAM pUchAvyuM hoya : mane A nathI samajAtuM. mArgadarzana Apo. khole ja koNa ? patthara jevA jaDa ziSyamAM paNa jJAnanA kUMpaLa upAdhyAyanI kRpAthI phUTI zake. Avo mUrkha, vidvAna thaI jAya, pachI e upakArI upAdhyAyane bhUlI zake ? rAjakuMvara sarikhA gaNaciMtaka...' AcArya rAjA che. to upAdhyAya rAjakumAra che, yuvarAja che. yuvarAja bhaviSyano rAjA che. upAdhyAya bhAvinA AcArya che. emano to bhava-bhaya TaLyo, paraMtu emane vaMde teno paNa bhava-bhaya TaLe. 426 # # # # # # # # # # # ka da

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dAvaNagiri-upadhAna meM pUjyazrI kA 2054 Aso suda 10 20-10-1999, budhavAra : savAra Aje sAdhupadano divasa che. AjanA divase ja mumukSuo muhUrta jovaDAvavA AvyA che. bIjA paNa dIkSAnuM muhUrta vaheluM nIkaLe, evI bhAvanApUrvaka sAdhupadano jApa karajo. mArA saMtAno ATalI yuvAnavaye A mArge jAya che to mAre vicAra karavA jevo nahi ? saMyamI na banIe to kAMI nahi, vairAgI to banIe. gharamAMthI eka taiyAra thAya to keTalAne kheMce ? huM eka taiyAra thayo to pAchaLa 6-8 jeTalA kheMcAyA. sabhA : AkhA samudAyane Apa ja kheMco cho ne ? rUpezabhAInuM muhUrta : rUpeza : vi.saM. 20pa6 - poSa vada - 6, budhavAra, 26-1-2002 aMjAra. (aMjana-zalAkA-pratiSThA-prasaMga sAthe) maMju, tArA, raMjana, rITA, saralA, zarmISThA, damayaMtI, sunItA, haMsA, darzanA, mamatA - ityAdi mumukSu bahenonuM tA. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 420

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26-1-2000, budhavAra, po.va hanuM dIkSA - muhUrta bharera thayuM. dIkSAsthaLa aMjAra. nItAnanuM a.va. 13, bhu4, aM4nazasAA-prasaMge ane urvazI tathA monalanuM je.su. 10 jAhera thayuM. adhyAtmayogI, sAMpratakAlanA mahAna bhaktiyogAcArya pUjyapAda AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA kAladharmanA samAcArathI vajraghAta anubhavyo / sva. pUjyapAdazrInA sAnnidhyamAM dahIMsara mukAme mAtra eka ja divasa rahevAnuM sadbhAgya maLyuM hatuM paNa te eka divasa jIvanamAM kyAreya nahi bhUlAya / darzana mAtrathI duritano dhvaMsa thaI jAya tevuM tAraka darzana have kyAreya nahIM maLe.. e vicAramAthI vyathita thaI javAya che / paramAtmA samakSa bALakanI jema kAlAvAlA karatA e parama prabhubhaktanI bhaktighelI e manohara mukhamudrA AMkha sAmethI khasatI nathI / vartamAna jaina saMghe eka aNamola ratna gumAvyuM che / teozrInI vidAyathI jaina saMghane khUba moTo phaTako paDyo che / teozrInuM vyaktitva sarvagrAhya ane sarvamAnya hatuM / sakala saMghanA hRdayamAM teozrInuM uMcuM sthAna hatuM / navI muMbaI pratiSThA prasaMge padhAryA tyAre muMbaI najIkanA tamAma sthaLoe teozrInA darzana mATe kevo moTo mAnava - maherAmaNa ubharato hato ? A pUjyapAdazrInI sevAbhakti ane jIvanabhara sAnnidhya pAmIne Apa sahu to dhanya banI gayA / pUjyapAda zrInI vidAya Apa sahune vizeSa AghAta upajAve te sahaja che| paraMtu paramopakArI prabhuzAsanamAM AvA ghA rujhavavA jJAnarasAyaNa ApaNane bharapUra maLyuM che / pUjyapAdazrInI garavI guNasmRti to ApaNI pAse che ja / pUjyapAda zrInI nikaTamA rahenArA Apa sahue teozrInI adbhuta pariNatinA purAvA jevA aDhaLaka prasaMgo najare nihALyA haze / anukULatAe teno eka daLadAra saMcaya jaina saMghane bheTa dharazo tevI vinaMti / jethI pUjyapAdazrInA bhavya jIvanano jaina saMghane vizeSa paricaya thAya ane suMdara preraNA prApta thAya / 428 * eja. paM. muktivallabhavijayanI vaMdanA ma.va. 1, borIvalI, muMbaI. * he IsApUrNasUri-1

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svAgata kI taiyArI, beMgalora ke pAsa, vi.saM. 2051 Aso suda 10 20-10-1999, budhavAra, dazerA vyavahArathI upAdhyAyanI vyAkhyA joI. nizcayathI have joIe. 'tapa sajjhAye rata sadA...' bAra prakAranA tapamAM svAdhyAya mahattvapUrNa che. jJAnarUpI khaDga tIvra thAya teTaluM cAritra jIvanamAM Ave. eTale ahIM jJAna ane tapa (cAritra) eka thaI jAya che. A ja vAta lakSyamAM rAkhIne jJAnasAramAM upAdhyAya yazovijayajIe kahyuM : 'jJAnameva budhAH prAhuH karmaNAM tApanAt tapaH 1 tadAbhyantarameveSTaM, bAhyaM tadupabRMhakam // ' atyaMtara tapane bAdhaka bane te tapa jinazAsanane mAnya nathI. bAhya mAtra aMta2 tapane sahAyaka bane eTaluM ja. atyaMtara tapa vinA kroDa varSa sudhInuM tapa hoya paNa tenAthI jJAnInI eka kSaNa caDI jAya. 'bahu kroDo varSe khape, karma ajJAne jeha; kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * 429

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jJAnI zvAsocchavAsamAM, kare karmano cheha...' upAdhyAya yazovijayajI kahe che : nizcayathI ApaNo AtmA ja upAdhyAya che. kayo AtmA upAdhyAya banI zake ? je tapa - svAdhyAyamAM rakta hoya, dvAdaza aMgano dhyAtA, jagabaMdhu ane jagabhrAtA hoya te ja upAdhyAya banI zake. municandravijaya : brAtA ane baMdhumAM zuM pharaka ? uttara : sago bhAI "bhrAtA' kahevAya. samAna gotrIya baMdhuo kahevAya. ema upAdhyAya ahIM mAtra jagatanA baMdhu ja nathI, bhAI paNa che. mATe ja kahyuM : jagabaMdhava - jagabhrAtA Apatti vakhate madada mATe bhAI Ave. rAma-lakSmaNa, pAMca pAMDavomAM A joI zakAya che. cha mahinA sudhI vAsudeva, bhAInuM mRtaka laIne phare. ATalo sneha hoya. devane AvIne samajAvavuM paDe. Avo bhrAtRbhAva ane baMdhu-bhAva ApaNe jagatanA jIvo sAthe rAkhI zakIzuM tyAre sAdhanA vegavaMtI banaze. - sAdhu pada : 'sAdUUA saMtAsiMgApa.' dayA-damanayukta thaI saMyamanI sAdhanA kare te sAdhu. sAdhunI vyAkhyA ApaNA jIvananI vyAkhyA banavI joIe. AgamamAM vyAkhyA kevI ? ne mAruM jIvana kevuM ? ema tulanA karavI joIe. A paMktionA darpaNamAM sva-jIvana jovuM joIe. sAdhu, AcArya - upAdhyAya - gaNi AdinI sevA kare. sevAmAM AnaMda mAne. paMca samiti pALavAmAM sAvadhAna hoya. cAle to najara nIce. - IryAsamiti. bole to upayogapUrvaka. - bhASAsamiti. vastu le - mUke to muMjavApUrvaka - AdAnabhaMDamatta nikSepaNA samiti. vahore to gaveSaNApUrvaka - eSaNA samiti. paraThave to jayaNApUrvaka - pAriSThApanikA samiti, 430 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasari-1

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AvuM emanuM sahaja jIvana hoya. vaDIlonI pUjA kare tene ja paropakAra vRtti maLe ne tene ja sadguru maLe. mATe ja jayavIyarAyamAM A ja krama kahyo che. 'gurujaNapUA paratthakaraNaM ca suha-guru-jogo / ' banI zake : gurumAM evI zakti na paNa hoya, toya emanI bhAvapUrvaka sevAthI ziSyanI zaktio khIle ja khIle. jaMbUvijayajI AnuM uttama udAharaNa che. | pitA + guru bhuvanavijayajInA virahamAM emanI kAmaLI rAkhI che. e joI Aje paNa gadgad bane. pariNAme kevI zaktio pragaTI ? bhuvanavijayajIne koNa oLakhatuM'tuM ? jaMbUvijayajI vidvAna ane bhakta tarIke prasiddha thayA. pitA-guru vinA jaMbUvijayajI ekalA thaI gayA. pU. paMnyAsa bhadraMkaravijayajI pAse eka bhAI dIkSA levA AvyA. paMnyAsajI mahArAje emane jaMbUvijayajI pAse mokalyA. deve" (bhagavAne) 5. bhadraMkaravi. dvArA Amane mokalyA mATe emanuM nAma "devabhadra' vijaya rAkhyuM. ApaNe to bIjAne ziSya ApavAnI vAta choDo, urdu bIjAno khecI laIe. 0 nircantha kone kahevAya ? 9 bAhya ane 14 AMtara parigraha che. dhana - dhAnya - vAstu - kSetra - hiraNya, suvarNa, dvipada - catuSpada, kuSya A nava bAhya parigraha che. 4 kaSAya + 9 nokaSAya + 1 mithyAtva =14 A AMtara parigraha che. teno tyAga kare te nircantha kahevAya. kANAvALI sTImaramAM koI na bese. bese tene sTImara DUbADI de. - aticAranA kANAvALuM sAdhupaNuM ApaNane saMsAra-sAgara zI rIte karAvaze ? ApaNuM sAdhupaNuM mukti Ape evuM che, evuM ApaNane lAge che ? potAnI jAta saMyamane yogya banAvavA sAdhu satata kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 431

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prayatnazIla hoya. aSTAMga yoga ahIM paNa che. ATha dRSTiomAM anukrame ATha yoganA aMgo rahelA che. pahelI daSTimAM samAdhi jovA maLe che kharI, paNa e gauNa samAdhi samajavI. AgaLa maLanArI parama samAdhinuM bIja samajavuM. bIja kadI sIdhuM nathI maLatuM. kramazaH maLe che. prathama aMkura phUTe - pachI kramazaH thaDa - DALa - phUla - phaLa - bIja Ave. yogazAstra aSTAMga yoganA kramathI ja racAya che. juo mArgAnusAritA, samyakta, 12 vrato Adi yama-niyamamAM samAvyA che. 4thAnA aMte Asana, pAMcamAmAM prANAyAma, chaTTAmAM pratyAhAra, pachI 12 prakAza sudhImAM dhAraNA, dhyAna ane samAdhi varNavelA che. - zarIramAM dAha thato hoya tene ja tenI pIDA samajAya. AvI ja pIDA jene saMsAranI, eTale ke rAga-dveSanI apAra pIDA lAgatI hoya teNe sAdhanA karavI ja rahI. bAhya tapa, jala-siMcana, caMdana-vilepana vagerethI ame, paNa AMtara tApa jina-vacana vinA bIjA koIthI na zame. zarIranI mamatA, mada, ahaMkArano nAza karanAra, kAussaga mudrAmAM dhyAnanA abhyAsI, tapanA tejathI jhaLahaLatA, karmane jItatA, parapariNatino saMga nahi karanArA, evA muni karuNAnA siMdhu che. sAgara paNa nAno paDe evI karuNAnA svAmI sAdhu hoya - sAdhanAno prAraMbha sAdhuthI thAya che. kramazaH AgaLa vadhatAM arihaMtamAM pUrNa thAya che. * "jima taru phUle bhamaro bese..." phUla para bhamaro bese kharo, paNa tene pIDe nahi. phUlamAM kadI bhamarAe pADeluM chidra joyuM ? 432 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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AvI ja paddhati muninA AhAranI che. mATe ja enuM nAma "mAdhukarI" che. "aThAra sahasa zIlAMganA.' 18 hajAra zIlAMga dhArI, jayaNAyukta munine vaMdana karI huM mAruM jIvana cAritra banAvuM chuM. "navavidha brahmagupti." nava brahmacaryanI gupti, 12 prakAranA tapamAM zUravIra munine to ja vaMdana karavAnuM mana thAya, jo pUrvanA puNya - aMkUra pragaTelA hoya. paryAya nAno hoya tema vadhu vaMdana maLe. vadhu vaMdanathI vadhu AnaMda thavo joIe. bIja haju gupta hoya, paNa aMkurA pragaTa dekhAya. sAdhune vaMdana karavAno avasara maLe eTale samajavuM : puNya aMkUra phUTI nIkaLyA che. paNa vaMdana amadAvAdI jevuM na joIe, rAjAnI veTha jevuM na joIe. A pustaka vAMcavAthI ghaNuM ghaNuM jANavA maLyuM che. - sA. divyalocanAzrI mAMDavI kharekhara ! jIvanane jo sArthaka banAvavuM hoya to A pustakanuM vAraMvAra raTaNa karavuM rahyuM. - sA. akSayaguNAzrI pAlanapura A pustaka vAMcavAthI mArA manamAM tathA bhAvomAM ghaNuM parivartana AvyuM che. - sA. bhavyagirAthI pAlanapura kahe = = = * * * * * * 433

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mukAma meM padhArate hue pUjyazrI, beMgalora ke pAsa, visaM. 2051 Aso suda 11 21-10-1999, guruvAra sAdhu : - "sonANI pare parIkSA dise, dina-dina caDhate vAne; saMyama khapa karatA muni namIe, dezakALa anumAne.' badhAmAM navapadanI ArAdhanA pradhAna che. saumAM navapadonuM AlaMbana sarvazreSTha gaNAyuM che. gujarAtI navapadanI DhALo, pUjAo vagereno chellA 250 varSothI khUba ja pracAra thayo. hIravijayasUri samakAlIna sakalacandrajI 300 varSa pUrvanA upAdhyAya yazovijayajI tyAra pachInA jJAnavimalasUri tathA devacandrajI A badhA mahAtmAonI kRtionuM saMkalana karI nava-pada pUjA banAvavAmAM AvI che. sonAnI cAra rIte parIkSA thAya : kaSa, cheda, tApa ane tADana. sAdhu paNa sonAnI jema parakhavAmAM Ave to zuddha 434 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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thaIne bahAra Ave. temanAmAM tapanuM teja, zraddhAnI nirmaLatA, jJAnano prakAza vadhatA ja rahetA hoya che. - sAdhunI saMkSipta naiRRyika vyAkhyA : apramatta je nita rahe, navi harakhe navi zoce re; sAdhu sudhA te AtamAM, zuM muMDe zuM loce re ?' je sadA apramatta rahe, koIpaNa prasaMge harSa zoka na kare evA zuddha sAdhu te bIjA koI nahi, ApaNo ja AtmA che. bAhya dRSTi mAtra sAdhu - veSane jue, paNa paMDita eno guru pratyeno samarpaNa bhAva joIne enI sAdhutA nakkI kare. sAdhanA dvArA siddhine sAthe te sAdhu. navapadamAM : sAdhya, sAdhaka ane sAdhanA traNeya che. deva sAdhya, guru sAdhaka ane dharma sAdhana che. arihaMtasiddha deva che. AcArya-upAdhyAya-sAdhu guru che, darzana-jJAnacAritra-tapa dharma che. 0 navapadane bhUlavA eTalA ApaNA AtmAne bhUlavo. | navapadane yAda karavA eTale ApaNA AtmAne yAda karavo. navapado sAthe joDAyelo AtmA nahi khovAya. dorAthI parovAyelI soya na khovAya tema. 4 samyagdarzana : 'biUJtta-tatte ru-naRGVksa, namo nonimpana-vaMsaUIksa ' guNane vAMdavAthI guNIne paNa vaMdana thAya ja che. guNaguNIno abheda che. e guNadhArI avirata samyagdaSTi hoya to paNa namaskaraNIya bane che. namaskAra tenI aviratine nahi, guNane che. apathya AhAranA sevanathI zarIrane nukazAna thAya tema ahaMkAra, IrSA, nirdayatA, AdithI AtmAne nukazAna thAya. maitrI Adi 4, jJAnAdi 3 vagere AtmAnuM pathya che. viparyAsabuddhi, haTha, vAsanA vagere mithyAtva - AtmAnuM bhayaMkara ahitakara apathya che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * jhADa ja jha # # # # # # # 435 kahe

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pathyathI bhojanaruci jAge apathyathI bhojanaruci naSTa thAya. tema AtmAne paNa pathyathI deva-guru-bhakti Adi khUba ja game. - parama nidhAna eTale bhagavAna. bhakta mATe bhagavAna ja paramanidhAna che. daridrane dhana ane satIne pati ja jema paramanidhAna che. samyakta vinA nava pUrvanuM jJAna paNa ajJAna che, cAritra paNa acAritra che, kriyA mAtra kaSTakriyA che. darzana saptaka (anaMtAnubaMdhI 4, darzana mohanIya 3) nA kSayathI kSAyika, kSaya ane upazamathI kSAyopazamika ane upazamathI aupathamika samyakta maLe che. sAdhakane pachADavA moharAjAe A sAtane barAbara taiyAra karyA che. "samakita - dAyaka guru taNo, pacyavayAra na thAya; bhava koDAkoDI karI, karatAM sarva upAya." samyakta - dAtA guruno keTalo upakAra ? tame AjIvana kadI pratyupakAra na karI zako teTalo. AtmatattvanI anubhUti karAvanArano badalo zI rIte vALI zakAya ? zarIra mAruM, vacana mAruM, mana mAruM, karma mArA e mithyA dhAraNAne toDanAra samyakatva rUpa vraja che. AvuM vraja ApanArane kema bhUlAya ? vastra, makAna zarIra Adino saMbaMdha mAtra saMyoga saMbaMdha ja che. jayAre AtmaguNono samavAya saMyogathI saMbaMdha che, evuM zIkhavanAra ja nahi, anubhUti karAvanAra AvA gurudeva che. dhajAnA spaMdanathI pavana jaNAya, tema arUpI samyakta tenA lakSaNothI jaNAya. zama, saMvega, nirveda, anukaMpA, AstikatA A pAMca lakSaNothI samyakta jaNAya. "dharma raMga aTTamIjIe" samyaktathI dharmaraMga asthi - majjAvat bane che. sAteya 436 * * * * * * * * * *

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dhAtumAM, lohInA kaNa-kaNamAM ane AtmAnA pradeza-pradezamAM dharma ane prabhuno vyApta thaI jAya che. tethI parabhAvanI sakala IcchA TaLI jAya che. prabhunI pUrNa guNa saMpatti pragaTelI che. ApaNI sattAmAM paDelI che. tene pragaTAvavAnI IcchA te samyakta. baMdha : Avaka. udaya : kharca. udIraNA : jabaradastIthI kharca. sattA : belensa. A tamArI paisAnI bhASAmAM vAta samajavI. AtmAnI anaMta vIryazakti sattAmAM paDelI che. adhyAtmazAstra kahe che : "paramAtma tatva tamArA nAme benkamAM jamA che. tame cAho tyAre meLavI zako cho.' paNa ApaNane te meLavavAnI kadI ruci ja thatI nathI. paNa A badhI vAtothI zuM ? e svarUpa meLavo. meLavavA matho. dhUmADAthI peTa nahi bharAya. "dhUmADe dhIjuM nahi sAhiba, peTa paDyA patIje." ema prabhune kaho. sAdhupaNA jevI UMcI padavI pAmyA pachI paNa jo parama tattvanI ruci na hoya to thaI rahyuM. 0 vastutattva eTale Atmatattva, paramAtmatattva. enuM kAraNa deva-gurunI ArAdhanA. enA pratye bahumAna jAgavuM te samyakta. ApaNI badhI ja kriyAo aMdara paDelA parama aizvaryane pAmavAnI jhaMkhanAthI pedA thayelI hovI joIe. to ja e kriyAo sakriya bane. samyakta eTale aMdara paDelI prabhutAne pragaTAvavAnI tIvra IcchA ! "zuddha deva - guru - dharma parIkSA..." sudeva, suguru, sudharma e ja mArA. bIjA kudevAdi nahi, AvI zraddhA te vyavahAra sabhyatva. aupazamika samyagdarzana pAMca vAra, kSAyopathamika, asaMkhyavAra ane kSAyika samyagdarzana eka ja vAra maLe. te kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 430

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mokSa ApIne ja rahe. hamaNA ApaNA bhAvo kSayopazamanA che. keTalIye vAra Ave ne jAya. mATe ja ApaNe sAvadhAnI keLavavAnI che. 0 "je viNa nANa pramANa na hove, cAritra-taru navi phaLIyo." ApaNI aMdara paDelA jJAna ane cAritra samyaktanI rAha joI rahyA che. kAraNa ke samyaktathI ja teo UjaLA che. samyakta suvarNa-rasa che, jenA sparzathI ajJAna, jJAna ane acAritra cAritra banI jAya che. samyakta vagaranA jJAna ane cAritra eTale talavAra vagaranI myAna ! mAtra myAnathI laDAI jItI zakAya ? 5. sAhebajInA mukhethI vANIrUpI pANIno pravAha cAlu thayo ne Ape vaccethI ja vANInA vaheNa vALI lIdhA. dhanya che ApanA karayugalane. - sA. divyaranAthI mAMDavI karUNA rasabhaMDAra pUjayazrIe vAcanA dvArA kRpAno anarAdhAra varasAda varasAvyo che. - sA. bhavyadarzitAzrI pAlanapura jIvanane jo sArthaka banAvavuM hoya to A pustakanuM vAMcana anivArya che. - sA. divyaguNAzrI pAlanapura 438 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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apane ziSya-gaNa ke sAtha, hAra, vi.saM. 2051 Aso suda 1 2-13 22-10-1999, zukravAra ja nigodathI saMyama sudhI pahoMcADanAra bhagavAna ja che. ApaNuM puNya bhale ochuM hoya. bhagavAnanuM puNya prabaLa che. uttama kuLAdimAM janma thavo ApaNA hAthamAM hatuM ? A badhuM koNe goThavI ApyuM ? kadI bhagavAna yAda nathI AvatA ? guru, vaDIla, sarva jIvono paNa ApaNA para upakAra che. eTalI lAMbI najara na pahoMce to kama se kama bhagavAnane to yAda karo. mArI mahenatathI meM A badhuM meLavyuM ke vidvAna banyo, evuM na vicAro, "deva-guru pasAya" vAraMvAra bolIe chIe, te hRdayathI bolatAM sIkho. dharmanI kiMmata vadhAre ke tene ApanAranI ? dhananI kiMmata vadhAre ke tene ApanAranI ? ApaNe ApanArane bhUlI jaIe chIe. dhana maLI gayA pachI, ApanArane koNa pUche che ? badhuM maLI gayA pachI, bhagavAnane koNa pUche che ? kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 439

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hemacandrasUrijI jevA bhagavAnane kahe che : 'bhavatprasAdenaivAhamiyatIM prApito bhuvam / ' bhagavan ! tamArI kRpAthI ja huM ATalI ucca bhUmikAe pahoMcyo chuM. bAkI rahelI bhUmikA (siddhi) para paNa bhagavAna ja pahoMcADaze, evI zraddhA hovI joIe. bhagavAna paranI AvI zraddhAnuM nAma 'samyagdarzana' che. 'kyAM javuM che ? jyAM javuM hoya tyAMnI TikiTa ApuM. mane mAtra paisA Apo.' ema basamAMno kaMDakaTara kahe che. 'tamAre kyAM javuM che ? mokSamAM ? tamAro ahaMkAra maMne ApI do...' ema bhagavAna kahe che. paisAnuM samarpaNa karavuM saheluM che. ahaMkAranuM samarpaNa kaThaNa che. jenA lagna hoya tenA gIta gavAya. je vakhate je padanI pradhAnatA hoya tene mukhyatA apAya. darzana-padanA divase darzanane, jJAna-padanA divase jJAnane mahattA apAya. AmAM koI nArAja na thAya. kAMtinA guNa gavAya to zAMti nArAja thAya evuM bane, paNa darzananA guNa gAvAthI jJAna ke jJAnanA guNa gAvAthI darzana nArAja thAya, evuM kadI na bane. kAraNa ke aMtatogatvA badhuM eka ja che. jJAna, darzana, cAritra traNeya sAthe maLIne ja mokSano mArga bane che. traNeya chuTA-chuTA mokSano mArga na bane. loTa, goLa ane ghI traNeya maLIne ja ziro banI zake. ekane paNa choDo to phUlara ke rAbaDI bane paNa ziro na banI zake. jJAnapada : darzana ane jJAna baMne joDIyA premI bhAIo che. ekane AgaLa karo to pAchaLano nArAja na thAya. darzana-jJAna baMne paga che. eka AgaLa rahe to bIjo svayaM pAchaLa rahI jAya. kramazaH eka-bIjA nAnA-moTA banatA jAya. baMne joDIyA bhAI eTalA mATe kahuM cuM ke baMneno janma sAthe ja thAya. samyaktva AvatAM ja ajJAna jJAna ane * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 440

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mithyAtva samyagdarzana banI jAya che. baMne ekIsAthe janmyAne ? >> jJAna, ajJAna - aMdhakArane hare. ApaNI samakSa tejasvI padArtha sUrya che, je saune pratyakSa che. lAkho kroDo goLA paNa enI barAbarI na karI zake. jJAna paNa divAkara (sUrya) che. divasanuM sarjana kare te sUrya kahevAya. ApaNI aMdara paNa moha-nizAne dUra karanAra adhyAtmadivasanuM sarjana karanAra jJAna-prakAza che. sUrya jato rahe ne aMdhAruM chavAI jAya. ciMtana - manananA dvAra baMdha karI do. mAnasa - maMdiramAM aMdhAruM chavAI jaze. evuM aMdhAruM ke kroDo dIvAothI paNa na haTe. jJAna guru dvArA Ave che. mATe kadI gurune choDatA nahi. prazna : guru bIjA na karI zakAya ? mA-bApa bIjA karI zakAya ? dattaka paddhatithI kadAca mA-bApa badalAI jAya. (jo ke to paNa te putra mULa mA-bApane kadI bhUlato nathI, paNa ahIM guru zI rIte badalAvI zakAya ? sattAmAM kevaLajJAnano sUrya jhaLahaLI rahyo che. jJAnAvaraNIya rUpa ghora vAdaLAoe e kaivalya sUryane DhAMkI dIdho che. kevalya sUryanA AvaraNane haTAvavA mATe ja adhyayana karavAnuM che. prabhu bhakti karavAnI che. bhakti karatA jazo tema jJAna UghaDatuM jaze. jema jema arihA sevIe re, tema tema pragaTe jJAna saluNA..." - paM. vIravijayajI - bhagavAne svayaM kahyuM che : je gurune mAne che te mane mAne che. __ 'jo guruM mannai so maM mannaI' gurupadanI sthApanA karanAra paNa bhagavAna ja che ne ? "mArA karatAM gurune ochuM mahattva Apajo." evuM kadI bhagavAne kahyuM che ? R | jha * * * * * * * * * * * 441

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bhagavAne tIrthanI sthApanA karI tyAra pachI 30 varSa sudhI lagAtAra niraMtara tene daDha banAvyuM. have bAkInA 21 hajAra varSa zAsana calAvanAra guru ja che ne ? gurune choDo to bhagavAnane ja choDyA gaNAya. deva, guru ne dharma - A traNamAM guru vacce che, je devane tema ja dharmane oLakhAve che. "madhyapraNaUTd mAttApAm' guru pakaDatAM deva ane dharma svayaM pakaDAI jaze tema guru choDatAM deva ane dharma baMne ApoApa chUTI jaze. samyagu jJAnathI viparyAsa buddhi, svachaMda mati ItyAdino dhvaMsa thAya che. mati, zrata Adi jJAnanA pAMca prakAra che. A jJAna gurunI upAsanAthI ja maLe. deva-gurunI sevA vadhu tema jJAna vadhu ! e jJAna nirmaLa hoya, zraddhA janmAve. zraddhA hoya to tene puSTa banAve, cAritramAM pravartana karAve. - jJAnanI tIkSNatA - ekAgratA te ja cAritra che, te meM tamane vAraMvAra samajAvyuM che. cAlatI vakhate AMkha ane paga eka sAthe karma-rata rahe che. AMkhane jJAna, pagane cAritra kahIe to ahIM baMne eka banyA che. AMkho baMdha karIne cAlI zako ? cazmAnI jema AMkhone peka karIne kyAMka mUkI zako ? pagane eka bAjue mUkIne cAlI zako? nahi, cAlatI vakhate AMkha ane paga baMne jarUrI che. mokSanI sAdhanAmAM paNa jJAna ane kriyA baMne samAna rIte jarUrI che. ekanI paNa tame upekSA karI zako nahi. jJAnavimyAM mokSa: I' satata pravRttizIla, upayogazIla rahe te sAcuM jJAna. satata je jJAnathI niyaMtrita thaIne doravAtuM rahe te ja sAcuM cAritra (kriyA). zrutajJAna' ne apekSAe kevaLajJAnathI paNa vadhu mahattva apAyuM che. zrutajJAna vinA koI kevaLI banyuM che ? bIjanuM mahattva vadhu ke phaLanuM? bIja zrutajJAna che. phaLa kevaLajJAna che. 442 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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atyAre kevaLajJAnano viraha che, zrutajJAnano nathI. paNa ciMtA nahi karatA. maLelA zrutajJAnane barAbara pakaDI rAkhazo to kevaLajJAna ApoApa maLaze. kevaLajJAnI paNa dezanA zrutajJAna dvArA ja Ape. zrutajJAnanuM AdAna-pradAna thaI zake, kevaLajJAnanuM nahi. prazna H uccAraNapUrvaka gAthA karavI ke maunapUrvaka ? uttara H uccAraNapUrvaka gAthA ka2Aya. pratikramaNAdi paNa uccArapUrvaka ja karIe chIe ne ? eka bole to paNa bIjAe anUccAraNa (anu + uccAraNa) karavAnuM ja che. je hamaNA ApaNe paMcavastukamAM joyeluM. zeThane chIMka AvI. 'namo arihaMtANaM' bolyA ne sudarzanA kumArIne jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. zeTha manamAM bolyA hota to ? paNa, vahelI savAre UThIne jo2-zorathI nahi bolavuM, eTalo upayoga rAkhavo. 'bhavya namo guNa jJAnane !' jJAna tamArA AtmAne to ajavALe, paNa tame enAthI bIjAne paNa ajavALI zako. jJAnathI jeTalo upakAra thAya, teTalo bIjAthI na thAya. zrutajJAna laI - ApI zakAya, bIjA jJAna nahi. mATe ja zrutajJAna sivAya zeSa 4 jJAna mUMgA kahyA che. jJAna guNa eka che, paNa paryAyo anaMta che. kAraNa ? zeya padArtho anaMta che mATe. ApaNe bhagavAnanA zeya banyA ke nahi ? ApaNA jeTalA paryAyo che te bhagavAnanA jJAnanA paryAyo banI javAnA. have e paryAyo sArA banAvavA ke kharAba ? te ApaNe jovAnuM che. Ama to bhagavAnanA kevaLajJAnamAM ApaNA badhA ja paryAyo pratibiMbita banI ja cUkyA che, chatAM A dRSTi najara samakSa rAkhIzuM to svasudhA2NA jhaDapathI thaze. kevaLajJAnInI najare huM Avo bhUMDo dekhAuM ! te zobhe ? A vicAraNA doSa nirasanamAM keTalo vega Ape ? kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * 443

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ARE saMgha meM caityavaMdana, beMgalora ke pAsa, vi.saM. 2051 Aso suda 14 23-10-1999, zanivAra muktinA musApharone navapadonuM AlaMbana parama hitakara che, AtmasvarUpamAM sthira karanAruM che. dareka pada AtmAnuM ja naizcayika svarUpa che. vastranI udghalatA zuddhi pramANe thAya. tema ApaNA AtmAnI uzlalatA citta-nirmaLatA pramANe thAya. dhavala zeTha, gozALA, saMgama vagerenI cittavRtti kevI ? mithyAtvanI malinatA ahIM spaSTa dekhAya. samyasvI to deva-guru ane upakArInI sAme kadI na paDe. kapaDAnI malinatA jaldI dekhAya che, paNa AtmAnI malinatA jaldI dekhAtI nathI. hA, tame vANI ane vartanathI teno aMdAja jarUra lagAvI zako. jJAnano svabhAva jJAyaka che. sva-para bodha enuM lakSaNa che. mati Adi pAMca enA prakAro che. dharmAstikAya Adi paNa ahIM ja che. ApaNe enI aMdara ja rahIe chIe, chatAM e saMbaMdha nukazAna-kAraka nathI, 444 * * * * * * * * * * * jha kahe kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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mAtra pugalano saMbaMdha nukazAnakAraka che. mATe ja pugalanA saMgamAM bhagavAna kahe che : rAga-dveSa na karo, madhyastha raho. madhyastha rahevuM te ja muktino mArga che. 'dekhIe mArga zivanagarano, je udAsIna pariNAma re; teha aNachoDatAM cAlIe, pAmIe jima parama dhAma re.' - upA. yazovijayajI >> jJAna vinA tame bhakSya ke abhakSya, peya ke apeya Adi na jANI zako. jaDa kriyAvAdI jJAnanI niMdA karatAM kahe che : 'paThitenA'pi martavyamapaThitenA'pi martavyam kiM kaNThazoSaNaM kartavyam ?' bhaNelo paNa maraze ane abhaNa paNa maraze to vyartha kaMThazoSa zA mATe karavo ? Ama mAnI bhaNavAnuM mUkI dIdhuM nathI ne ? copaDIo game che, paNa te vAMcavI game che ke mAtra saMgraha karavAnuM game che ? tame kAMI nahi bhaNo to tamAro parivAra zuM bhaNaze ? ' 30 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhI. pahelethI adhyAtmanI ruci. AmAM "rAma rAma rAmA bhaNavuM kyAM game ? paNa daDha saMkalpa hato : anuvAda mAtra vAsI mAla che. kartAno sIdho Azaya jANavo hoya to saMskRta zIkhavuM ja joIe. 8-10 varSe zIkhI gayo. kyAMya kaMTALo na Ave. jJAna pote ja kaMTALo dUra karanAruM che. tyAM kaMTALAno savAla ja kyAM che ? rucipUrvaka bhaNIne juo. emAM rasa keLavo. kaMTALo kyAMya bhAgI jaze. 0 pahelA jJAna pachI ahiMsA. jJAna pramANe ja tame ahiMsAnuM pAlana karI zako. triguptie gupta jJAnI eka zvAsamAM eTalA karma khapAve ke ajJAnI kroDo varSamAM paNa na khapAvI zake. viSaya pratibhAsa, AtmapariNatimata, tattva saMvedana, aSTaka prakaraNamAM batAvelA A traNa jJAnanA prakAro che. kahe = = * = = * * * * * * * * 445

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viSaya pratibhAsa jJAna, ajJAna ja kahevAya. je jJAna dvArA doSanI nivRtti ane guNonI prApti na thAya tene jJAna zI rIte kahI zakAya ? svabhAva nAma - saMvAra - rapa jJAnamiLe' Aveza, ajJAna, jaDatA, krodha AdithI nivRtta na banIe to e jJAna, jJAnIonI najare jJAna ja nathI. jJAnanuM phaLa virati che, cAritra che. e na maLe to jJAna zA kAmanuM ? napho na maLe te dukAna zA kAmanI ? phaLa na maLe te vRkSa zA kAmanuM ? * badhI kriyAnuM mULa bhale zraddhA hoya, paNa zraddhAnuM mULa paNa jJAna che, e bhUlavA jevuM nathI. - ruci ane jijJAsA pramANe ja jJAna maLI zake. vinaya pramANe ja jJAna phaLI zake. - pAMca jJAnamAM abhyAsa-sAdhya jJAna kevaLa zrutajJAna che. te svapara prakAzaka hovAthI traNeya jagatane upakArI bane che. dIpakanI jema te sva-para prakAzaka che. tamArA AMgaNe rahelo dIvo tamane ja kAma lAge, evuM nathI, AvatA-jatA saune kAma lAge. jJAna paNa dIvo che. dIvo ja nahi, jJAna sUrya, candra ane megha paNa che. naLamAMthI pANI lo cho, paNa bIla bharavuM paDe. lAITa vAparo paNa bIla bharavuM paDe; paNa vAdaLa varasAda varasAve, sUrya-candra prakAza Ape, paNa koI bIla nahi, badhuM ja maphata ! - jJAna paNa sUrya - candra - megha jevuM che. koI bIla nahi, koI kharca nahi. dIpaka pare tribhuvana upakArI, vaLI jima-ravi-zazi meha." - pAMca IndriyothI sImita ja jANakArI maLe, paNa zrutajJAnathI tame ahIM beThA-beThA akhila brahmAMDane jANI zako. zaMtrAjaya para rahIne tame UbhA-UbhA pAlItANA, kadaMbagiri, gheTI, noMghaNavadara vagere keTalA gAmone joI zako ? 446 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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A to cAmaDAnI AMkha che. paNa zrutajJAnanI AMkhathI tame Urdhva lokasthita siddhone, madhyalokanA meru parvatane, adholokanI sAteya narakone ahIM beThA-beThA joI zako cho. sarva dravya - kSetrAdine zrutajJAnI jue, paNa paryAyano anaMtamo bhAga ja jue. jyAre kevaLajJAnI sarva dravya, sarva paryAyo jANe. 0 AtmA svayaM jJAnarUpa che. jJAnathI AtmA ne AtmAthI jJAna juduM nathI. taMtuthI vastra ne vastrathI jema taMtu juduM nathI. cAritra pada : _ 'ArAhia khaMDiya sakkiassa, namo no saMgama variasa... ' - jJAnanI jeTalI nirmaLatA, cAritranI paNa teTalI ja nirmaLatA samajavI. jJAna bIja che to cAritra phaLa che. vRkSanI zobhA phaLathI che. phaLa vagaranuM vRkSa vAMjhiyuM kahevAya to cAritra vagaranuM jJAna paNa vAMjhiyuM nahi ? - cAritra eTale svabhAvamAM sthiratA. . 'akasAyaM khu cArittaM kasAya sahio na muNI hoi / ' akaSAya e ja cAritra, kaSAyasahita muni na hoya. 5 kaSAya cAritra mohanIya karma che. cAritrAvaraNIya karmanI hAjarImAM cAritra zI rIte hoI zake ? mATe ja kahuM chuM : jyAre tame kaSAya karo cho, te ja kSaNe cAritra bhAgI jAya che. cAritranI cokhkhI vAta che : "jyAM kaSAya hoya tyAM huM na rahI zakuM. tamAre kone rAkhavo che ? kaSAyane ke mane ?' eka tarapha tame kaho cho ? mAre saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. jhaTapaTa mokSe javuM che, ne bIjI tarapha tame kaSAya karyA karo. A zI rIte cAle ? kaSa = saMsAra Aya =lAbha kahe : ga = = * * * * * * * * 440

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je saMsArano lAbha karAvI Ape te kaSAya. . 'sarvabhUtAvinAbhUtaM svaM pazyan sarvadA muniH / maitryAdi-bhAva-saMmagnaH ka klezAMzamapi spRzet // ' - yogasAra sarva jIvo sAthe potAne abhinna joto muni kaSAyane AdhIna zI rIte bane ? che. saMsAra jo sAgara che. to cAritra jahAja che. moTA paNa samudrane nAnakaDuM vahANa tarI jAya che. tema anaMta saMsArane ekabhavanuM cAritra toDI-phoDIne eka bAju mUkI zake che. daDhaprahArI, arjunamALI vageree zuM karyuM ? cha mahinAmAM to, A cAritranA prabhAvathI saMsAranA bhUkkA kADhI nAkhyA. nAnA hatA tyAre ApaNe dhULamAM ramatA hatA. have moTA thaI gayA eTale e mUkI dIdhuM. paNa parabhAvanI ramaNatA haju kyAM choDI che ? mATe ja jJAnIonI najare haju ApaNe bALaka ja chIe. cAritrathI "bAlatA jAya che, "pAMDitya' Ave che. 0 Atma svabhAvarUpa cAritra AvatAM kSamA pAMcamA prakAranI svabhAvakSamA bane che. ja cAritrano prAraMbha sAmAyikathI. cAritranI pUrNatA yathAkhyAtamAM. pustaka 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' malyu. AnaMda thayo. pUjyazrInA pIrasAyelA suMdara padArthone tamoe sohAmaNo opa Apyo. sarva sudhI pahoMcatA A avataraNo kharekhara ja mananIya che. - harSabodhivijaya heja G) 448 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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DolI meM pUjyazrI, beMgalora ke pAsa, vi.saM. 20 // zaradapUrNimA ra4-10-1999, ravivAra cAritra be prakAre : deza ane sarvathI. zrAvaka mATe deza virati ane sAdhu mATe sarva virati che. suvrata zeTha, sudarzana zeTha, AnaMda Adi zrAvako dezaviratinA zreSTha udAharaNo che. pethaDazA, dedAzAha, bhAmAzA Adi zrAvako nagaramAM, rAjyamAM ucca hoddA upara paNa hatA ane te hoddA para rahIne zrAvakapaNuM khUba ja dIpAvyuM che. 0 4 prakAranA zrAvako : (1) mA-bApa jevA. (2) bhAI jevA. (3) mitra jevA. (4) zokya jevA. atyAre paNa evA namUnA jovA maLaze. koI mA-bApanI jema sAdhunuM hita ja joze. koI mitra to koI bhAI jevo banIne raheze to koI zokyanI jema doSa ja joze. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 449

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sarvaviratidharo paNa uttama zrAvako ane zrAvikonuM smaraNa kare. bharosara sajhAyamAM zrAvaka ane zrAvikAo ja che ne ? bhagavAna paNa prazaMsA kare to bIjAnI zI vAta ? 'dhannA salAhaNijjA, sulasA ANaMda kAmadevA ya / jAsa pasaMsai bhayavaM, daDhavvayattaM mahAvIro // ' >> 'tRNa pare je SaTrakhaMDa sukha ThaMDI." sarvavirati saMyama cakravartIne jyAre samajAya ke saMyama ja levA lAyaka che, tyAre cha khaMDanI Rddhi tene taNakhalA jevI lAge. sanakumAranI jema kSaNavAramAM choDI de. saMyamanuM sukha anupama che. saMyamanuM asalI sukha to ja maLe jo ApaNe bhAvathI sAdhupaNuM meLavIe. "huA rAMka paNa jeha AdarI...' bhIkhArI paNa A saMyamano Adara kare to Indro ane narendro paNa ene caraNe jhUke. cAritranI sAthe jJAnano AnaMda bhaLe to te zobhI UThe. 12 kaSAyono nAza thayA pachI ja sarvavirati maLe. mATe sAdhune prazamano AnaMda hoya. prazama jJAnanuM phaLa che. sabhyatvamAM paNa prazamano AnaMda hoya, paNa te anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyano nAza thavAthI utpanna thayelo hoya. dezaviratidharane anaMtAnubaMdhI ane apratyAkhyAnInA nAzathI prazamano AnaMda vadhe. sarvaviratidhara sAdhune pratyAkhyAnIno nAza thavAthI vaLI AnaMda vadhe. saMjavalanano nAza thavAthI yathAkhyAta cAritramAM prathama AnaMdanI carama sImA AvI jAya. jema jema kaSAyo pAtaLA thatA jAya, kaSAyono Aveza maMda paDato jAya, tema tema ApaNI aMdara ja rahelo paramAtmA pragaTa thato jAya. kaSAyano saMpUrNa nAza thatAM ja ApaNI aMdara rahelo prabhu pragaTa thaI UThe che. pattharamAMthI nakAmo bhAga dUra thatAM ja jema aMdara rahelI pratimA pragaTa thaI UThe che. 450 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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'kaSAyamuktiH kila muktireva / ' / kaSAyano nAza e ja kharI sAdhanA che. prabhu ane ApaNI vacce kaSAyono ja paDado che. kaSAyonA paDadAo (anaMtAnubaMdhI Adi) haTatA jAya tema tema AnaMda vadhato jAya. samyasvI karatAM dezaviratidharane, tenA karatAM sarvaviratidharane anaMta-anaMtagaNo AnaMda hoya. kaSAyonA nAzathI evI samatA pedA thAya che : jyAM gamo-aNagamo naSTa thaI jAya che. ema to grAhaka pAse vepArI Adi paNa samatA rAkhe che, paNa e samatA Atmazuddhi karanArI nathI. sAdhunI samatA Atmazuddhi karanArI che. kaSAyonI mAtrA ghaTatI jAya tema samatAnI mAtrA vadhatI jAya. 4, 5, 6, 7 ItyAdi guNasthAnomAM kramazaH A kAraNe ja AnaMda vadhato jAya che. eka guNaThANAmAM paNa zuddhinA kAraNe ghaNA prakAro hoya che. AnaMda zrAvaka pAMcamA guNaThANAnI evI sImAe pahoMcyA hatA, jyAM temane nirmaLa avadhijJAna utpanna thayuM hatuM. evuM avadhijJAna ke gautamasvAmI jevA paNa ekavAra vizvAsa na karI zakyA. kaSAya - nAzanA lakSapUrvaka ApaNI sAdhanA cAlatI ja rahe, cAlatI ja rahe to AnaMda vadhato ja rahe, vadhato ja rahe, tejalezyA vadhatI ja rahe. "teja' eTale AnaMda, sukha. >> 'caya te saMcaya ATha karmano.' cAritranI niyukti bhadrabAhusvAmIe A pramANe karI che : cA = caya ritta = rikta - khAlI karavu anaMtA bhavonA karmono kacaro khAlI karI Ape te cAritra. atyAra sudhI ApaNe karmano kacaro ekaTho karavAnuM ja kAma karyuM che. cAritra kacaro sApha karIne ApaNane svaccha banAve che. * * * * * * * * * * * * * 451

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karmone ekaThA karavAnuM kAma kaSAyanuM che. cAritra kacaro sApha karIne ApaNane svaccha banAve che. karmone sApha karavAnuM kAma cAritranuM che. bemAMthI zuM pasaMda karavuM che ? kaSAya ke cAritra ? vyavahAra cAritra custapaNe pALIe to nizcaya cAritra (bhAva - cAritra) prApta thAya. jema suvarNa (sonuM) dravya pAse hoya to mAla maLe, tema ahIM paNa dravya cAritrathI bhAvacAritra maLe che. dravyacAritramAM 'dravya kAraNa arthamAM che. dravya be prakAre : (1) pradhAna dravya, (2) apradhAna dravya. pradhAna dravya te, je bhAvanuM kAraNa bane. ApaNuM cAritra pradhAna dravya hoya to bhAvacAritra maLyA vinA na rahe. jema dIvo saLagAvo ne prakAza maLyA vinA na rahe. koDiyuM, tela, vATa vagere dravya kahevAya, tenI jayota bhAva kahevAya. AtmA, AtmA vaDe AtmAmAM zuddha svarUpane jue, jANe ne anubhave te anukrame darzana, jJAna ane cAritra che. tapapada : 'kammaTThamomUlaNa - kuMjarassa, namo namo tivva - tavobharassa / ' karma - vRkSane ukheDavAmAM tapa hAthI samAna che. e tapa - dharmane namaskAra ho ! namaskAra ho ! cakravartInuM cakra cha khaMDano ja vijaya kare, siddhacakra traNa jagatano vijaya kare. kharekhara gurUdeva to cAlyA gayA, paNa vANI rUpI dhodha to ApaNI pAse che. - sA. muktirasAzrI navasArI 45 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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pravacana meM lAkSaNika adA, baiMgalorake bihAra meM, Aso vada 1 ra 5-10-1999 somavAra bhAvazuddhi mATe navapadonuM AlaMbana che. navapadamAM samagra jinazAsana che. kAraNa ke jinazAsana navapada svarUpa ja che. pUjya hemacandrasUri kahe che : 'tvAM tvatphalabhUtAn siddhAn, tvacchAsanaratAn munIn / tvacchAsanaM ca zaraNaM, pratipanno'smi bhAvataH // ' he bhagavan ! huM tAruM ja zaraNuM lauM chuM. tArA zaraNamAM zeSa traNeya AvI jAya che. tArA phaLarUpa siddha, tArA zAsanamAM tatpara muni ane tArA zAsananuM zaraNuM huM lauM chuM. prabhunA zAsanamAM darzana, jJAna, cAritra ane tapa AvI gayA. munimAM AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu AvI gayA. eka arihaMtamAM paNa AkhuM jinazAsana AvI jAya to navapadamAM to sutarAM AvI jAya. A vicAraNA mAtra nava divasa mATe nathI, are, A bhavA mATe nathI, mukti na maLe tyAM sudhI A pakaDI rAkhavAnuM che. kahe ? * * * * * * * * * 453

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jIvananuM lakSya paramAtma-pada banI gayuM hoya, prabhu para prema jAgyo hoya to navapado AmAM atyaMta sahAyaka che. jene ApaNe prema karIe chIe te prabhu parivAra sahita A navapadamAM che. je mokSamAM javuM che te siddho ahIM (navapadamAM) che. je banIne sAdhanA karavI che te sAdhu Adi AmAM che, jenI ApaNe sAdhanA karavI che te darzana, jJAna, cAritra tapa ahIM have joIe zuM ? navapadanI dostI gamaze ? ApaNe to cora DAku jevA viSaya-kaSAyo sAthe dostI karI beThA chIe. e dostInA kAraNe bhUtakALamAM ghaNIvAra naraka-nigodanI musApharI karI che. haju paNa e dostI nahi choDIe to e ja ApaNuM bhaviSya che. e DAkuonA nivAraNa mATe koI (guru Adi) samajAve to ApaNe tenA para gusse thaI jaIe chIe. je bhaluM navapadoe karyuM che ke karaze te koI nahi karI zake. je bhuMDuM viSaya-kaSAyoe karyuM che te koI nahi karI zake. konI dostI karavI che te ApaNe vicAravAnuM che. prazna : A divasomAM asajajhAya zA mATe ? uttara : navapadanI ArAdhanA barAbara thaI zake mATe. maMtrAdino jApa barAbara thaI zake mATe, ema samajI lo. guru pAse kalAka bagADyo na kahevAya. e ekAda kalAkamAM anubhavanI aneka vAto jANavA maLaze, je bIje kyAMyathI nahi maLe, navapadonI ArAdhanAmAM TAIma bagaDyo na kahevAya. e ja ArAdhanAmAM jIvananI saphaLatA che. * prabhu manamAM hoya to tene caMcaLa banAvanAra eka paNa tattva aMdara pesI zake nahi. siMha beTho hoya te guphAmAM ziyAla AdinI zI tAkAta che ke praveza karI zake ? ApaNI hRdaya guphAmAM siMha sama bhagavAna beThA rahe to ApaNe nirbhaya ! bhagavAna jatA rahe to ApaNe bhayabhIta ! 454 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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bhagavAna jatAM ja bhaya Ave. bhagavAna AvatAM ja bhaya bhAge. - caMDakauzika, govALa, saMgama vagere game te karI jAya chatAM bhagavAna kAMI na kare e kAyaratA kahevAya ke vIratA ? dunyavI daSTie kAyaratA kahevAya, paNa lokottara daSTie vIratA kahevAya. 'kSamA vIrasarca mUSaUAm ' lokottara sUtra che. dumana para dayA karavAnuM A dharma zIkhave che. - sannipAtanA rogIne tame davA ApavA jAva ne pelo lApho mAre to paNa tame gusso na karo. kAraNa ke tame dardInI lAcArI samajo cho. bhagavAna paNa saMgama AdinI lAcArI samaje che. mohe saMgama Adine pAgala banAvyA che. pAgala para gusso zuM ? A dRSTikoNa najara sAme rAkhIne jIvIe to koInA para paNa gusso Ave ? - koInA paNa jIvanamAM jyAre evo saMkalpa jAge : huM have pApa nahi karuM' samajI lejo, bhagavAnanI kRpA utarI. pApa-akaraNano vicAra prabhu-kRpA vinA AvI ja na zake. 0 samyakta maLatAM prazamanuM sukha maLe che, tema du:kha, du:khI jIvone joI thatuM duHkha paNa vadhe che. "A bicArA kyAre dharma pALaze ? kyAre sukhI banaze ? evA vicArathI samyaSTi du:khI hoya che. navapadanuM varNana to tame sAMbhaLyuM, paNa navapadamAM sthAna meLavavAnuM mana thayuM ? navapadanI ArAdhanAnuM mana thayuM ? 0 navapadanI ArAdhanAthI karma khapyA ke nahi ? te zI rIte khabara paDe ? karma ochA thavAnI nizAnI kaSAya-huAsa che. kaSAyo ghaTatA jAya, Aveza maMda paDato jAya, mana prasanna rahe, e karmo ghasyA tenI nizAnI che. kheda, aMkaleza, gusso, Aveza, vihvaLatA vagere vadhatA rahe tema samajavuM : karma vadhI rahyA che. kaleze vAsita mana saMsAra...' - upA. yazovi. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * 455

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nADa parathI vaidyane khabara paDe, lohI Adi parathI DaoNkaTarane khabara paDe tema mananI prasannatA - aprasannatAthI AtmAnA ArogyanI khabara paDe. * DaoNkaTara jayacaMdajIe madrAsamAM kaheluM : have Apa rUmamAMthI bahAra nahi nIkaLI zako. meM kahyuM : "huM nIkaLIza. pratiSThA paNa karAvIza mane prabhu para vizvAsa che." DaoNkaTare kahyuM : mApI prasannatA re to vAta ho mAruM ! ane kharekhara nellora - kAkaTuranI pratiSThA meM karAvI. jIvavAnI IcchA na hoya tevA dardIne DaoNkaTara paNa bacAvI zake nahi. taravAnI IcchA na hoya tevAne bhagavAna paNa tArI zake nahi. - samatApUrvaka tapa karo to beDo pAra thaI gayo samajo. samatA, bhakti ane karuNA tamArA AtmAnI nirmaLatA sUcave che. bhaktithI darzana, karuNAthI jJAna ane samatAthI cAritra sUcita thAya che. kayuM tapa nikAcita karmone paNa toDI zake ? niSkAmapaNe, nihetukapaNe ane durbAna rahitapaNe thAya te tapa karmakSaya mATe samartha banI zake. te nikAcita karmonA paNa anubaMdhone toDI nAkhe. mArI 200 oLInuM pAraNuM thaze. mATe Ama thavuM joIe ke tema thavuM joIe." evI koI IcchA tapasvIne na hoya. vidyA, maMtra, jApa, Atmazakti ItyAdi jema gupta rakhAya to ja phaLa maLe tema tapa paNa gupta rakhAya to ja phaLe. huM to kahuM chuM : duniyAmAM nAma jAme, kIrti jAme, te palimaMtha' che. palimaMtha eTale "vipna !' lokonA ghasArAthI thatA vidano che. huM to tyAM sudhI kahIza : apakIrti to khUba ja sArI ! apakIrti thaI to lokonuM AvavAnuM baMdha ! lokonuM AvavAnuM baMdha eTale sAdhanA khUba ja sArI rIte thaI zake ! evuM kahevAya che ke cidAnaMdajI mahArAjane jo khabara 456 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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paDI jatI ke mane maLavA loko ToLe maLyA che, to teo tarata ja bhAgI jatA. 0 tapathI karmonA AvaraNa khase. AvaraNa khase tema Atma-zuddhi vadhe. vadhatI jatI samatA ane prasannatA aMdara thatI Atma-zuddhinI sUcanA che. * gAthA gokhI eTale jJAnAvaraNIya karma khasyuM ane gAthA AvaDI. punarAvartana karavAnuM choDyuM to gAthA gaI. jJAnAvaraNIya karma lAgI gayuM. kAraNa ke jJAnAvaraNIya karma satata cAlu ja che. je vAta gAthA mATe sAcI che, e ja vAta samatA, saMtoSa, saraLatA ItyAdi guNo mATe paNa sAcI che. jo ApaNe e mATe darakAra na karI to e guNo gayA. mUDI na sAcavo to jatAM vAra keTalI ? kamAvAmAM mahenata paDe tema tenI surakSAmAM paNa ochI mahenata nathI. pragaTeluM samyakta TakAvI rAkhIe to e kadI durgatimAM na ja javA de. bhale 66 sAgaropama tame saMsAramAM raho, paNa samyagdarzana kadI durgatimAM na ja javA de, 6 6 sAgaropama pachI kSAyopathamika sabhyatve kSAyika banI jAya, mokSaprada ja bane. kumA2pALa mahArAjA, zreNika rAjA jevA to mAtra 84 hajAra varSonI aMdara mokSe javAnA. 0 IcchArIdhana tapa namo. tapane oLakhavo zI rIte ? IcchAno nirodha karavo te ja tapa ! tapanI A saMkSipta vyAkhyA sadA yAda rAkhavI. upavAsa karyo, paNa AkhI rAta dUdha - rAbaDI yAda AvyA to dravya upavAsa to thayo, paNa IcchArodha na thayo. anazanAdi bAhya tapomAM bAhya IcchAono nirodha che. AtyaMtara tapamAM aMdaranI IcchAono nirodha che. anazanamAM - khAvAnI IcchAno. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 450

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uNodarImAM - vadhu khAvAnI IcchAno. vRttisaMkSepamAM - vadhu dravyo khAvAnI IcchAno. rasatyAgamAM - vigaIo khAvAnI IcchAno. kAyaklezamAM - sukhazIlatAnI IcchAno ane saMlInatAmAM zarIrane Ama tema halAvavAnI IcchAno rodha thAya che. AtyaMtara tapa : prAyazcittamAM doSane chUpAvavAnI IcchAno vinayamAM - akkaDa thaIne rahevAnI IcchAno veyAvaccamAM - svArthIpaNAnI IcchAno. svAdhyAyamAM niMdA - kuthalInI IcchAno dhyAnamAM mananI svachaMda vicaraNanI IcchAno ane kAyotsargamAM mana-vacana-kAyAnI capaLatAnI IcchAno nirodha thAya che. svAdhyAya tapanA bAra prakAramAM svAdhyAya jevo tapa nathI. sAya-samo tavo naOi ' svAdhyAya e bagIcAno kUvo che, jyAMthI pANI maLatuM rahe che. jina-vANI rUpI pANI ahIMthI ja maLe che ne ? svAdhyAya tAjo tenA badhAya yogo tAjA. 24 dhyAnamAMnA prathama dhyAnamAM AjJA vicayAdi che. bhagavAnanI AjJA svAdhyAya dvArA jANavA maLe che. >> 'tho maMtramua6 mAM suvarNasiddhi paNa rahelI che, ema pUrvAcAryoe kahyuM che. | loDhA jevA AtmAne suvarNa banAvanAra dharmano suvarNasiddhi rasa che. | svAdhyAyamAM duSTa dhyAna (ArtadhyAnAdi)nI IcchAno rodha thAya che. municandravijaya : bIjA padArthonI IcchA karavI paDe che. dudhdhana to potAnI meLe thayA kare che to te IcchArUpa zI rIte ? uttara : durgAna svayaM IcchArUpa che. durgAna karavAnI 458 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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IcchA bhale na hoya, paNa e svayaM IcchArUpa che. ArtadhyAnanA 4 prakAromAM IcchA ja dekhAya che ne ? ISTa na maLavuM, aniSTa maLavuM - A badhuM zuM che ? pelAne celA maLyA, mane na maLyA, A badhI IcchAo ja che ne ? 4 para-pariNati sAthe khUba paricaya karyo che. sva sAthe paricaya karyo ja nathI. prabhu sAthe kadI paricaya karyo ja nathI. prabhu ApaNA che evuM kadI lAgyuM ja nathI. prabhu mAtA, pitA, bhAI, baMdhu, guru, netA, are sarvasva che, ema anubhavIo bhale kahe, paNa e ApaNo anubhava bane tyAre kAma thAya. * svAdhyAyamAM ekAgratA AvI jAya eTale dhyAna maLe. dhyAnanA be prakAra : (1) dharma dhyAna - sAlaMbana dhyAna - mUrti AdinuM dhyAna. (2) zukla dhyAna - AtmAnuM dhyAna - parama dhyAna. paramAtmA sAthe ekatA karAve te dharma dhyAna. AtmA sAthe ekatA karAve te zukla dhyAna. kharekhara A suMdara pustaka (kahe kalApUrNasUri) paramAtma 1 bhakti mATe puSTa AlaMbana che. - sA. muktinilayAzrI : navasArI A pustaka vAMcIne mArA jIvanamAM paramAtmA pratye anahada bhakti ullasita banI. - sA. divyagaddhiAzrI : pAlanapura anAdikALathI prabhu sAthe je viyoga thayo che te prabhuno saMyoga karI Ape tevA yogonuM ArAdhana karavAnuM mana A pustaka vAMcavAthI thayuM che. - sA. salakSitAzrI surendranagara O7. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * 459

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beMgalora meM vRddhoM kI zivira meM, vi.saM. 2051 Aso vada ra 26-10-1999, maMgaLavAra dara cha mahine navapadanI ArAdhanA Ave. jethI dara vakhate enI ArAdhanAmAM navuM navuM skuraNa thatuM ja jAya. navo navo ullAsa vadhato ja jAya. dara cha mahine navapadanI ekanI eka vAtathI kaMTALI na javAya ? evo prazna pUchatA ho to huM kahIza : tame rojarojanI ekanI eka roTalIthI kaMTALo cho ? jo tyAM kaMTALo nahi to ahIM kaMTALo zI rIte ? 4 navapadamAM AtmAne jovo ke AtmAmAM navapadane jovA eno artha e ke navapadanI dareka avasthA AtmAmAM anubhavavI. bhale ApaNe svayaM arihaMta nathI banyA, paNa ApaNA dhyeyamAM to arihaMta AvI zake ne ? sAdhyamAM to arihaMta AvI zake ne ? AnuM ja nAma navapadanI dareka avasthA AtmAmAM anubhavavI. ApaNo upayoga navapadomAMthI koIpaNa padamAM rahe che tyAre ApaNI Atmazakti vadhe che. viSaya-kaSAyamAM upayoga 460 = * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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rahe che tyAre Atmazaktino hrAsa thAya che, eTaluM samajI rAkho. tuma nyAre taba saba hI nyArA..." bhagavAna (upalakSaNathI navapada) najIka to badhA najIka. bhagavAna dUra to badhuM ja dUra. che jyAre koInA pratye paNa amaitrIbhAva Ave tyAre kadI vicAra Avyo : huM 'mittI sadgamUhu' divasamAM be vAra to boluM ja chuM ? maitrInI AMkhe jIvone jovA te to mitrAdaSTinuM, samyaktathI paNa pahelAnuM lakSaNa che. sAdhu to jIvone Atmavata jue. maitrI to mAnavatAnuM paheluM pagathiyuM che. je kaMThastha karyA vinA vaDI dIkSA na thAya e dazavaikAlikamAM tame zuM bhaNyA cho ? 'savvabhUappabhUassa, sammaM bhUAI pAsao / ' sarva jIvomAM sva jIvane jonAro sAdhu hoya. tethI ja sAdhu sarvabhUtAtmabhUta kahevAya. mAganusAritAmAM rahelo mANasa paNa jIvone mitranI AMkhe jue. sAdhu to sau jIvane Atmavat jue. bIjAmAM e potAnuM ja svarUpa jUe. bIjAnI hiMsAmAM potAnI, bIjAnA apamAnamAM potAnuM ja apamAna jue te sAdhu. 0 A badhuM huM mAruM vannutva batAvavA nathI kaheto. ApaNe to mAtra A mAdhyamathI svAdhyAya karIe chIe. jIvonI sAthe saMbaMdha sudharatAM ja paramAtmAnI sAthe saMbaMdha sudharavA lAge che. nirmaLatA, sthiratA ane tanmayatA A krama che. je je anuSThAnothI AtmAnI nirmaLatAdi thAya che te anuSThAnomAM dhyAna parovavuM jarUrI che. nirmaLatAthI : samyagU darzana. sthiratAthI : samyagU jJAna, ane tanmayatAthI : samyapha cAritra maLe che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 001

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dhyAnamAM traNeyanI ekatA thAya che. A avasthAmAM yogIo svaAtmAmAM ja paramAtmAne jue che. pachI lAge che ke jeTaluM zarIra ApaNAthI najIka che, ethI paNa paramAtmA vadhu najIka che. para-zarIrane ApaNe potAnuM mAnI beThA. potAnA prabhune ApaNe para mAnI beThA. bhagavAna sAta rAjaloka dUra nathI, ahIM ja che, ApaNuM ja svarUpa che, evuM bhAna tyAre Ave che. aMtarAtma-dazA pAme te ja paramAtmadazA pAmI zake. paramAtma-dazAnuM sarTIphikeTa che : aMtarAtmadazA ! e hoya te ja paramAtmA banI zake. - vRtti be prakAre : (1) manovRtti (2) spaMdanarUpa vRtti. (1) manovRtti : 12mA guNaThANe jAya. (2) spaMdana vRtti : 14me guNaThANe jAya. 14mA guNaThANe ayogI, alezI e anudIraka bhagavAna hoya che. navapadamAM pAMca parameSThI guNI ane jJAnAdi 4 guNa che. navapadanuM bahumAna karavuM eTale sarvotkRSTa guNI ane sarvotkRSTa guNonuM bahumAna karavuM. navapadonuM traNeya yogathI bahumAna thavuM joIe. mana, vacananuM bahumAna to samajyA, paNa kAyAthI bahumAna zI rIte thAya ? te guNa jIvanamAM apanAvavAthI thAya. navapadonuM dhyAna ApaNane navapadamaya banAve. eka vakhata AtmA emAM rasa levA lAge to dareka janmamAM navapada maLe. dA.ta. mayaNA-zrIpALa. kusaMskAro jo dareka bhavamAM sAthe AvatA hoya to sArA saMskAro sAthe kema na Ave ? susaMskArono sToka nahi rAkho to kusaMskAro to Avaze ja, e to aMdara paDyA ja che. * navapado sarva labdhi ane siddhionuM gRha che. ene 42 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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hRdayamAM vasAvo eTale badhI labdhio ane siddhio tamArA hAthamAM che. tapapada : jAgaMtAM tihuM nANa samagaha. Aje jaina saMghamAM tapano khUba mahimA che. ne e hovo ja joIe. ethI ja ApaNe UjaLA chIe. mananI nirmaLatA ApanAra tapa che. bhagavAna jevA bhagavAna paNa, te bhave mokSamAM janArA che, ema jANatA hovA chatAM ghora tapa kare che, tenuM kAraNa zuM ? tapano mahimA samajavA tIrthakaronuM jIvana ja basa thaI paDe. bhagavAna mokSamAM javAno chuM, ema jANe che, tema karmakSaya vinA mokSa nathI ema paNa jANe che, karmakSaya tapa vinA nahi thAya, e paNa jANe che. ghaNA kahe che : ame AlocanAmAM tapa to nahi karI zakIe. kahezo tema paisA kharcI daIzuM. Ama cAle ? karma-nirjarAnuM tapa ananya sAdhana che. * tapa jina-zAsana dIpAvanAra che. ATha prabhAvakomAM tapasvI paNa pAMcamo prabhAvaka che. e kevo hoya ? tapaguNa ope re rope dharmane, gope nahi jina-ANa; Azrava lope re navi kope kadA, paMcama tapasI te jANa." tapa-guNathI ope, dharmane rope, bhagavAnanI AjJA gope nahi, Azrava lope ane kadI kope nahi te sAco tapasvI che. 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' nakala eka prApta thaI che. zrutabhaktinI khUba khUba anumodanA. - AcAryazrI kalyANasAgarasUri nAraNapurA, amadAvAda. kahe : = = = = x # # # 463

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Hii ka vi kayajI gaNivarane AcArya-pada 5.vijayajI tathA pUmona eka patavijayajIne paMnyAsa*. amInI komunicavijayajIne maNa dAnA Btsava.samAroha | gs ka rAkavA2 1-2-ra000, [giI che #ga #wria nApAe savarajI , , + rAjas zrImatI pannAbena dinezabhAI ravajIbhAI mahetA parivAra Ayojita upadhAna-tapa prAraMbha, 380 ArAdhako. Aso vada 3 27-10-1999, budhavAra 0 navapadonI ArAdhanA karavI eTale AtmAnA ja zubhabhAvonI ArAdhanA karavI. arihaMtAdi pado ApaNI ja viziSTa avasthAo che. ApaNAmAMthI koI arihaMta banIne ke koI AcArya, upAdhyAya ke sAdhu banIne siddha banavAnA. Akhare siddha to banavuM ja paDaze ne ? Aje ke kAle, enA vinA uddhAra to nathI ja. - jJAna, darzana, cAritranI vizuddha ArAdhanA e ja janmamAM mukti Ape. kALa, saMghayaNa, vagerenI anukULatA na maLe to 2 ke 3 bhava, 7-8 bhava to bahu thaI gayA. ATalA bhavomAM to mokSa maLavo ja joIe. jyAre paNa siddhi maLaze arihaMtAdinI bhaktithI ja maLaze. to zA mATe atyArathI ja arihaMtAdinI bhakti 464 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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AraMbhI na devI ? 0 zukla dhyAnanA kula cAramAMthI be bhedathI kevaLajJAna maLe, zeSa be ayogI guNaThANe maLe. * dhyAna vicAramAM hamaNA ja dhyAnanA kula bhedo 4 lAkha 42 hajA2 traNaso aDasaTha (4,42,36 8) vAMcI AvyA. dhyAna be rIte Ave : 1) puruSArthathI ane (2) sahajatAthI... tIrthakarone niyamA puruSArthathI ja dhyAnasiddha thAya. kAraNa ke teone bIjAne mArga batAvavo che. puruSArthathI thatA dhyAnane "karaNa" kahevAya. sahajatAthI thatA dhyAnane 'bhavana" kahevAya. bhavanayogamAM marudevInuM udAharaNa zreSTha che. - karaNayogamAM tIrthakaronuM udAharaNa zreSTha che. * ghaDIyALamAM mAtra kAMTAonuM ja nahi, mazInanA badhA ja sperapArTInuM mahattva che, tema sAdhanAmAM paNa jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa vagere tamAma aMgonuM mahattva che. ekanI paNa upekSA na cAle. gauNatA ke pradhAnatA cAlI zake, paNa upekSA na cAle. - ekAgratApUrvakanuM ciMtana te dhyAna che. yoga, vIrya, sthAna, utsAha, parAkrama, ceSTA, zakti, sAmarthya dvArA karmono alaga-alaga rIte nAza thAya che, te dhyAna vicAra dvArA samajAze. kyAreka vAMcazo to tamane bahu rasa paDaze. koIka karmane uMce laI jAya, koI nIce laI jAya, koI talamAMthI tela kADhe tema kamoMne kADhe, evI vyAkhyAo tyAM batAvI che. - sApavALA khADAmAM bALaka paDI gayuM. mAe kheMcIne bahAra kADhyuM, bALakane ujharaDA paDyA, lohI nIkaLyuM, 2DavA lAgyo. mAe sAruM karyuM ke kharAba karyuM ? bALaka te vakhate kadAca kaheze : mAe kharAba karyuM, paNa bIjA kaheze : mAe sAruM karyuM, Ama ja karavuM joIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 465

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guru paNa ghaNIvAra ziSyano nigraha kare te A rIte. tene vadhu doSathI bacAvavA. ziSyane tyAre bhale na samajAya, paNa gurunA nigrahamAM tenuM kalyANa ja chUpAyeluM hoya che. - saMyama DhAla che. tapa talavAra che. karmonA humalA vakhate A talavAra ane DhAla sAthe rAkhavAnA che, teno upayoga karavAno che. yuddha medAnamAM rajapUto kesarIyA karIne tUTI paDe. teno eka ja nirdhAra hoya : kAM vijaya meLavIne AvIza. kAM zahIda banIza. kAyara nahi banuM. sAdhakano paNa Avo ja nirdhAra hoya to ja karma-zatru para jIta maLI zake. have hada thaI gaI. have mAre karmasattAnA aMDaramAM rahevuM nathI ja. bahu thaI gayuM. anaMto kALa vItI gayo. have kyAM sudhI A gulAmI sahavI ?' daMpatiyAmi, vArtha vA thayAmi ' "ra yA mane !' ema vicArIne sAdhaka karma-kaTaka para tUTI paDe. jJAna bhaNavAmAM, veyAvaccamAM, dhyAnamAM badhA ja anuSThAnomAM Avo utsAha joIe. to ja tame jIta meLavI zako. utsAha vinA tapa thaI zake nahi. 48 labdhio tapathI ja pragaTe. prazna : atyAre keTalI labdhi pragaTe ? uttara : munio evA hoya ke labdhi pragaTe to paNa kahe nahi. labdhi dekhADavAnI IcchA hoya tevAne labdhi na pragaTe. atyAre pragaTatI nathI, kAraNa ke eTalI niHspRhatA atyAre nathI rahI. zAsana-prabhAvanAnA bahAnA heThaLa paNa ahaMkAranI prabhAvanA ja karavAnI IcchA chupAyelI hoya che. atyAre tame saMyamanuM sAruM pAlana karo, e paNa moTI labdhi gaNAze. bharatane nava nidhAna vagere maLelA te pUrvajanmamAM karelI vaiyAvacca rUpa tapa sAdhanAnuM phaLa hatuM. 466 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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prazna : tapa maMgaLarUpa che, navakAra paNa maMgaLarUpa kahevAya che. baMnemAM kayuM maMgaLa samajavuM ? uttara : navakAramAM "namo' maMgaLa che. "namo' vinayarUpa che. vinaya tapano ja bheda che. eTale baMne eka ja che. baMne mahAmaMgaLa che. tapa, ziva-mArgamAM sAco bhomiyo che. "bhavobhava mane bAre - bAra prakArano tapa karavAnI zakti maLajo...' evuM niyANuM karo to paNa doSa nathI. bhavobhava tuma caraNonI sevA" ema bhagavAnane kahIe ja chIe ne ? sevA vinayarUpa tapa ja che. - jJAna, tapa vagere utkRSTa kakSAnA hoya to samajavuM, pUrvajanmanA saMskAro paDelA che, mATe ja atyAre A guNo utkRSTa kakSAnA banyA che. A janmamAM jo haju vadhu saMskAro pADIzuM to AgAmI janmamAM e guNo haju paNa parAkASThAe pahoMcaze. 0 IcchArodha saMvarI... IcchA-rodha eTale saMvara, IcchA karavI eTale Azrava. saMvarathI AtmaguNono AsvAda maLe che. Avo AsvAda lenAra AtmA svayaM ja naiRRyika dRSTie tapa che. Agama ke noAgamathI zubha bhAva ja satya che : tame tamArA AtmabhAvamAM sthira bano. parabhAvamAM rAco nahi. sva-gRhamAM rahezo to koI kADhaze nahi. bIjAnA gharamAM rahevA gayA to tamane kADhI mUkavAmAM Avaze. svabhAva svagRha che. parabhAva para ghara che. - asaMkhyAta yogo zAstromAM batAvelA che. dhyAnanA cAra lAkha bhedo to sthUla che. bAkI ekeka bhedamAM paNa aneka bhedo - aneka sthAno hoya che. A badhAmAM mukhya yoga nava-pada che. navapada sahitanuM AtmadhyAna ja pramANabhUta manAya. ene choDIne kyAMya jatA nahi. sIdhA anAlaMbanamAM bhUsako nahi mAratA. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * 460

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'yoga asaMkhya te ni hyA, nava-paha mukhye te bhAgo re; sehato avalaMjane, khAtamadhyAna prabhAzI 2...' AtmadhyAna karo to ja navapada pramANabhUta che. evo artha paNa A paghamAMthI tame kheMcIne karI zako, paNa tamAro mana phAvato artha ahIM na cAle. evo artha tamArI mAnasikatAnuM pratibiMba che. tame zAstrAnusAra cAlavA nathI mAMgatA, paNa je karo cho, tene zAstrAnusAra banAvavA, zAstrano sikko marAvavA mArI-macaDIne artha karo cho. A mAtra AtmavaMcanA haze. 458 'kahe kalApUrNasUri', 'kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie' nAmanA pustaka maLyAM che. lakhANa ghaNuM ja sAruM che. khUba ja upayogI pustako che. zrutajJAnanI ArAdhanAmAM ApanI apramattatA anumodanIya che. Ape emAM khUba ja prayAsa karela che. zAsana- deva Apane AvA kAryomAM khUba khUba zakti Ape. vAMcavAmAM sarva samajI zake tevA saraLa tattvadarzI ane game tevA ApanA pustako che. muni hitavardhanasAgara moTA kAMDAgarA, kaccha. * * * * * sAbhAra svIkAra 'kahe kalApUrNasUri... ' zAsana prabhAvaka AcAryadevezanI jinabhakti zAsanadAjha paropakAra vRtti-padArthoMne saraLa karavAnI kaLAne lagana bhAvAMjali...! - * - - avataraNakAra bane gaNivaryonI gurubhakti - zrutabhaktinI bhUri bhUri anumodanA. - puNyasuMdaravijaya goDIjI maMdira, pUnA. * he vAyU sUri-1

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pravacana dete hue pUjyazrI, beMgalora ke pAsa, vi.saM. 2051 Aso vada 4 28-10-1999, guruvAra buddhi baLa Adi ghaTatA gayA, tema tema AgamonA gUDha rahasyone samajAvavA aneka prakaraNa graMtho pUrvAcAryo banAvatA gayA. ekalA haribhadrasUrijIe 1440 graMtha racyA. potAnuM saMpUrNa jIvana emAM reDI dIdhuM. emanA pachI thayelA dareka gItAthae haribhadrasUrijInuM samarthana karyuM. emaNe lagabhaga dareka sthAne pU. haribhadrasUrijIne AgaLa karyA che. | gujarAtI vAMcana, bAhya vAMcana eTaluM vadhI gayuM ke sAdhanAnusArI vAMcavAnuM sAva ja bhUlAI gayuM. jIvana AkhuM paralakSI banI gayuM. adhyAtmagItAmAM mAtra 49 ja gAthAo che, paNa sAdhanA mATeno adbhuta graMtha che. badhAne khAsa sUcanA che ke - A kaMThastha karajo. paMcavastaka : 0 prazna : navakArazI AdinA paccakhANa lIdhA pachI bIjA mATe AhArAdi lAvI zakAya ? kAraNa ke karaNa - karAvaNa kahe kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * ga ga = = = = = = = = 469

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- anumodana traNa rIte pApano tyAga thAya che. uttara : navakArazI AdinA paccakhANa svayaM pAlana mATe che. bIjA mATe AhArAdi lAvavAmAM doSa nathI. tamane mIThAI baMdha hoya to bIjA mATe na lavAya evuM nathI. jo ema thAya to sevAyoga ja uDI jAya. vinaya-veyAvacca jatA rahe to sAdhanAmAM rahe zuM ? niryuktikAra bhadrabAhusvAmIe kahyuM che : dAna ane dAna - upadezano kyAMya niSedha nathI. asAMbhogika prApUrNaka sAdhu hoya to gocarInA gharo batAvavA. sAMbhogika hoya to pote ja lAvIne gocarI ApavI. svayaMne upavAsa chatAM AcArya, upAdhyAya, bALa, glAna Adi mATe AhAra lAvavAmAM doSa nathI. jina-vacanAmRta ghuMTI-ghUMTIne pInArA sAdhune sva-parano bheda nathI hoto. ethI ja teo sva-paranI pIDAno parihAra thAya tema vartatA hoya che. veyAvacca para-pIDA parihAraka che. jJAnAcAra svayaM mATe ja che, paNa vIryAcAra sva-para ubhaya mATe che. veyAvacca vIryAcAra antargata che. | veyAvaccanI paNa vidhi jANavI joIe. nahi to bhaktinI jagyAe kamabhakti thaI jAya. svAdhyAyanI vRddhi thAya, rojano kAryakrama vyavasthita cAle, sukhethI hitopadeza ApI zakAya, baLamAM hAni na thAya, kapha na thAya, bIjAnuM A badhuM dhyAnamAM rAkhIne veyAvacca karavAnI potAne jJAnAdinI puSTi thAya. veyAvacca na karavAmAM Ave to karma-nirjarA aTakI jAya. potAnA anuSThAna paNa veyAvacca karanAra barAbara kare. potAnA anuSThAna choDIne veyAvacca na kare. bharata - bAhubalIe pUrva janmamAM 500 sAdhuonI sevA karelI, jenA prabhAve ekane cakravartIpaNuM ne bIjAne parAghAtapaNuM 400 4 * * * * * * * * * kahe

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maLeluM. bharaphesara sajhAyamAM sau prathama bhAratanuM ja nAma Ave che. emane zI rIte bhUlAya ? pUrvajanmanI veyAvaccanA kAraNe ja emane arIsAbhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna maLeluM. dIkSA vinA ja emane kevaLajJAna maLI gayeluM to dIkSAnI jarUra zI ? ema nahi mAnatA. emanA pUrvabhavanI sAdhanAne yAda karajo. mahAvIra svAmInuM jIvana vAMcatAM kevaLajJAna keTaluM kaThaNa - keTaluM moMghuM lAge ? bharatanuM jIvana vAMcatAM keTaluM sastuM lAge ? kevaLajJAnane ATaluM saraLa rIte ApI denAra veyAvacce che, e bhUlatA nahi. cakravartI Adi bhautika phaLa to AnuSaMgika che. veyAvaccanuM mukhya phaLa kevaLajJAna che, mokSa che. mATe ja anukaMpA niSiddha nathI, tema teyAvacca paNa niSiddha nathI. muktinA be mArga che : (1) anukaMpA : zAntinAthano pUrvabhava - megharatha (2) vaiyAvaccano - bAhu - subAhu (bharata - bAhubalI) anukaMpAdinA prayatna vagarano sAmAnya mArga. pahelo mArga tIrthaMkarAdi uttama jIvono che. bIjo mArga sAmAnya sAdhuono che. pU. devacandrajI kRta adhyAtma gItA praNamIe vizvahita jainavANI, mahAnaMda taru siMcavA amRtapANI; mahAmoha pura bhedavA vajapANI, gahana bhava phaMda chedana kRpANI." (1) tIrthakarane namana karavAthI to maMgaLa thAya ja. tIrthakaranI vANIne namana karavAthI paNa maMgaLa thAya.' bhagavatImAM "namo nuksa' "namo gaMbha nivAi' kahIne maMgaLa karyuM che. A praNAlikA Aje paNa sacavAyelI che. Agamane ApaNe sau namIe chIe. # # # # # # # # # # # # # 401

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jinavANIne namana parama maMgaLa che. jinavANI samagra vizvane hitakara che. eka zabda jinavANImAMthI evo zodhI batAvo, jenAthI koInuM ahita thatuM hoya. cAre - cAra mAtAo (varNamAtA, navakAramAtA, aSTa pravacanamAtA ane dhyAnamAtA) jinavANIne lagatI ja che. cAreya mAtAonI mAtA A jinavANI ja che. | sAmAyikathI bindusAra (14muM pUrva) sudhI jinavANI vistRta che. mAtA ene ja kahevAya je bALakanuM ahita nivAre, ekAnta hita ja kare. A mAtA zAzvata sukharUpa paramahita kare che. mATe lakhyuM : mahAnaMda - taruM siMcavA amRta pANI." mahAnaMda eTale mokSa. mokSa-vRkSane siMcavA A jinavANI amRtanI dhAra che. bAhya tRSA pANIthI zame, paNa aMdaranI tRSA to jinavANIthI ja zame. pANI na pIo to ajIrNa thAya, svAthya bagaDe, tema jinavANI na maLe to bhAva - Arogya bagaDe. mahAmoharUpI pura (datyanuM nagara)ne bhedavAmAM A jinavANI indra che. bhayaMkara bhava-aTavIne chedavAmAM kRpANI che, kuhADI che. 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka maLyu. pUjyazrInA pravacanomAM amRta-amRta ne amRta ja hoya. emAM bIjuM kAMI kahevA jevU ja nathI. - paMnyAsa muktidarzanavijaya goregAMva, muMbaI. 402 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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dasa - mArA mANasa - beMgalora - rAjAjInagara pratiSThA-prasaMga, vi Aso vada 5 ra9-10-1999, zukravAra - atyAre paMcavastakamAM cha Avazyaka cAle che. avazya karavAnI cIja te Avazyaka. evuM nathI ke sAMje ja cha Avazyaka karavAnA. Akho divasa cha AvazyakamAM ja jIvavAnuM che. dareka kSaNa Avazyakamaya hovI joIe. sAMje to mAtra lAgelA doSonuM prAyazcitta karavAnuM che. - dareka kSaNe karma jAgatuM rahe che to ApaNAthI koI paNa kSaNe kema UMdhI zakAya ? yuddha vakhate sainika ArAma karI zake kharo ? pramAda karIzuM teTalo parAjaya najIka Avaze, evuM dareka sainikane khyAla hoya tema sAdhune paNa khyAla hoya. rAgadraSanI sAme ApaNI laDAI cAlu che. arihaMtane zA mATe ApaNe deva tarIke pasaMda karyA ? teo rAga-dveSanA vijetA che mATe. ApaNe paNa rAga-dveSanA vijetA banavAnuM che e mATe. rtha sAthathAni, reDhuM vA patiyAmi ' nI prabaLa bhAvanA joIe. * * * * * * * * * * * * 403

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cha Avazyaka ApaNane yuddhamAM jItavAnI kaLA zIkhave dhyAna dvArA prabhuno sparza karavo te samApatti che. Indriyo dvArA viSayono sparza ghaNIvAra karyo. have Indriyone prabhu-gAmI banAvavI che, prabhu-sparzI banAvavI che. AMkhathI Tv. Adi bahu joyA, have prabhune jovA che. bIjA gIto ghaNA sAMbhaLyA, have jina-vANI sAMbhaLavAnI che. ADuM avaLuM ghaNuM vAMcyuM, have jinAgama vAMcIe. bIjAnI khuzAmata ghaNI karI, have A jIbhathI prabhunA guNa gAvA che. jagatanA sparze ghaNA karyA, have ApaNe prabhu-caraNano, guru-caraNano ("aho kAya kAya"e guru-caraNanI sparzanA ja che. gurune takalIpha na paDe mATe oghAmAM caraNonI sthApanA karavAnI che) sparza karavAno che. AgaLa vadhIne AtmAnA zuddha svabhAvano sparza karavAno che. siddhonA zuddha svarUpano sparza karavAno che. siddho mAne : jagatanA jIvoe amane ahIM pahoMcADyA. nahi to ame ahIM kyAMthI ? dAnI mAne : lenAra na maLyA hota to ame zuM karata ? guru mAne : ziSyo na hota to huM kone bhaNAvata ? kone bodha Apata ? ziSya mAne : gurue mane sevAno kevo uttama lAbha Apyo ? AvI vicAraNAthI kyAMya koIne abhimAna na Ave. sau sauno dRSTikoNa alaga-alaga hoya. bIjAno dRSTikoNa ApaNe svIkArIe chIe tyAre ApaNe doSabhAgI banIe chIe. zakti hovA chatAM paccakakhANa na karIe to ApaNuM aNAhArI pada vilaMbamAM mUkAze. ghaNIvAra zakti hovA chatAM ApaNe thoDAkathI cUkI jaIe chIe. 404 * * * * * * * * * * 6

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gRhasthapaNAmAM meM 16 upavAsa karelA. bahu ja TUrti - ullAsa hato. mAsakSamaNa ArAmathI thaI jAta. paNa taka gaI. mAsakSamaNa pachI na thaI zakyuM. zakti hovA chatAM tapa na karIe to ApaNe gunegAra chIe. - "bahuvela saMdisAhunA Adeza zA mATe ? bahuvela saMdisAhunA AdezamAM guru-samarpaNa chupAyeluM che. koIpaNa kArya gurane pUchyA vinA na karI zakAya. paNa zvAsa vagerenI pravRtti mATe vAraMvAra kyAM pUchavuM ? AvI pravRttinI rajA "bahuvela saMdisAhunA AdezathI maLI jAya che. jo ke AmAM zvAsa levA jevI bAbatonI ja ApaNe rajA nathI letA, bIjA moTA kAmonI paNa rajA laIe chIe !! pUchavA jevA moTA kAmomAM jeTaluM ja pUchIe teTaluM guru-samarpaNa ochuM samajavuM. adhyAtma gItA 'dravya anaMta prakAzaka, bhAsaka tattva svarUpa, Atama tattva vibodhaka, zodhaka saccikUpa; naya nikSepa pramANe, jANe vastu samasta, trikaraNa yoge praNamuM, jenAgama suprazasta. | 2 | | vedAdi zAstrone temanA anuyAyIo bhagavAna mAne. zIkho gurugranthane bhagavAna mAne. ApaNe paNa AgamamAM bhagavad buddhi karavAnI che. mUrti AkArathI mauna bhagavAna che. jyAre Agama bolatA bhagavAna che. duniyAnA padArtho paNa eTale jANavAnA che, ke A pugalo padArtho te huM nathI, AtmA nathI, ema samajAya. 0 AtmA sivAyanI koI vastumAM jANavAnI zakti nathI, jyAre AtmAmAM sva-para jJAyaka zakti che. AtmAnA badhA ja pradezo - paryAyo sAthe maLIne ja kAma kare, alaga-alaga nahi. be AMkhathI eka ja vastu dekhAya. kahe : | ga ga ma jha = = = = = = 405

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jo A upayogane saMpUrNapaNe bhagavAnamAM joDI daIe to ? anAdikALathI ApaNI cetanA pudgalo tarapha ja kheMcAyelI che, verAyelI che. have tene Atmastha karavAnI che. bahArathI haTAvIne aMdara kheMcavAnI che. siMhane bakarAnA ToLAmAM joI, bIjA siMhone keTaluM du:kha thAya ? mAro jAtibhAI A rIte beM beM kare ? bhagavAnanI najaramAM ApaNe sau siMha jevA hovA chatAM beM beM karatA bakarA jevA chIe. mATe ja bhagavAna ApaNane sva-svarUpa yAda karavAnuM kahe che. - naya, nikSepa, pramANanI zailIthI jJAna mAtra ahIM ja jovA maLaze, bIjA koI zAstromAM jovA nahi maLe. devacandrajIe jJAnasAra para jJAnamaMjarI TIkA lakhI che, te nayapUrvaka lakhI che. bhale zAstramAM nayanI vAta karavAnI nA pADI che, paNa yogya zrotA hoya to karI zakAya. 4 nayathI AtmAnuM svarUpa kevuM ? vagere badhI ja vAto ahIM batAvavAmAM Avaze. 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka maLyu. khUba ja khaMta-cIvaTathI Ape saMkalana karyu che te sAdhuvAdane pAtra che. aneka khapI jIvone A graMtha mahA-upakAraka banaze te niHzaMka che. AvA anekavidha graMtho ApanA thakI zAsanane maLatA rahe evI zubhecchA... - araviMdasAgara amadAvAda. 406 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasari-1

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beMgalora- rAjAjInagara meM praveza, vi. Aso vada 6-7 3o-10-1999, zanivAra pUrvAcAryoe sAcavI rAkhyuM, potAnA ziSyone ApyuM mATe zrutajJAnano kAMIka paNa vAraso ApaNane maLyo che. A vAraso ApaNe paNa ApaNA anugAmIne Apavo joIe. na ApIe to gunegAra TharIe. zAsana haju sADA aDhAra hajAra varSa cAlaze, te A zrutajJAnanA AdhAre. zrutajJAna mAtra vAMcI-vaMcAvIne TakAvavAnuM nathI, jIvIne paNa TakAvavuM che. vAMcavA vaMcAvavA karatAM zrutajJAna pramANe jIvAtuM jIvana ghaNuM asarakAraka bane che. amane pU. kanakasUrijInA jIvana dvArA ja ghaNuM ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLyuM che. pratyakSa jIvana anya mATe moTuM AlaMbana che. * svAdhyAya sAdhunuM jIvana che. ADuMavaLuM vAMcavuM svAdhyAya na gaNAya. svAdhyAyanA TAIme to svAdhyAya karavAno ja, paNa vacce vacce paNa jyAM jyAM samaya maLe, tyAM tyAM svAdhyAya karavAno che. vepArI jema dareka takamAM napho kema raLavo ? te jue, kahe ? * * * * * * * * * * * * 400

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tema sAdhu dareka avasare svAdhyAyanI taka jue. saMvara - nirjarA muktino mArga che. svAdhyAyathI saMvara - nirjarA baMne thAya che. svAdhyAyathI navo - navo saMvega utpanna thAya che. svAdhyAya karatAM ullasita hRdaya vicAre : bhagavAne kahelA tattva AvA adUbhuta che? A saMvega che. svAdhyAyathI bhagavAnanA mArgamAM nizcalatA - niSkapatA thAya che. svAdhyAya moTo tapa che. tapathI nirjarA thAya che. svAdhyAyathI bIjAne samajAvavAnI zakti pragaTe che. dAna koNa karI zake ? dhanano sToka hoya te. upadeza koNa ApI zake ? jJAnano sToka hoya te. vAcanA Adi pAMceya prakArano svAdhyAya kare tenAmAM upadezaka zakti svayaM pragaTI jAya. svAdhyAyathI AtmahitanuM jJAna thAya che. svAdhyAyathI bhagavAna hRdayamAM vase che. kAraNa Agama svayaM bhagavAna che. bhagavAna hRdayamAM AvatAM ahitathI nivRtti ane hitamAM pravRtti thAya che. hita jANo ja nahi to pravRtti zI rIte karo ? ahitathI zI rIte aTako ? paMcasUtramAM kahyuM che : "kriAhimAma siyA !' 'hitApitAmajJA: thAt ' bhagavan! huM mUDha-pApI chuM mane hita ane ahitano jANakAra banAva. AvezamAM AvIne doSAropaNa niMdA ItyAdi karIne ApaNe roja-baroja keTaluM ahita karIe chIe ? hitAhika nahi jANato kartavya na kare, akartavya karato rahe. Avo AtmA bhavasAgara zI rIte tarI zake ? ekavAra durgatimAM paDyA pachI pharI upara zI rIte AvI zakIzuM ? himAlayanI khINamAM gabaDyA pachI mANasa hajue bacI zake, paNa durgatimAM paDyA pachI bacavuM muzkela che. paMDita amUlakhabhAI : "durgati AdimAM bhavitavyatA paNa kAraNa kharuMne ?' 408 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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pUjyazrI H bhavitavyatA bIjA mATe vicArI zakAya, potAnA mATe nahi. nahi to puruSArtha gauNa banI jAya. potAnA bhUtakALa mATe bhavitavyatA lagAvI zakAya. pahelethI ja bhavitavyatA svIkArI laIe to dharma ke dharmazAstrono koI artha nahi rahe. gozAlaka-mata AvIne Ubho raheze. dharmamAM bhavitavyatA lagADanArAone pUchuM chuM : tame vepAramAM bhavitavyatA lagADo cho ? bhojanamAM bhavitavyatA lagADo cho ? niyatine AgaLa karI ghaNA puruSArthahIna banI gayA che. samajAvavA chatAM tame na mAno to huM bhavitavyatAno dRSTikoNa apanAvI zakuM. tame svayaM tamArA mATe na apanAvI zako. mATe svAdhyAyanI pratijJA ApuM ? ke navA varSe ? kaMIka navuM bhaNazo ? bhUlAI javAnA kAraNe navuM bhaNavAnuM choDI nahi detA. bhale e bhUlAI jaze, paNa enA saMskAro aMdara paDyA raheze. jeTalA sUtronA artha dRDha-rUDha banAvazo teTalA saMskAro UMDA Utaraze. namunthuNaM paNa mane keTaluM kAma lAge che ? abhaya, cakSu, mArga Adine ApanArA bhagavAna mAthe beThA che, mAre ciMtA zI ? kadI koI joSIne kuMDalI-kuMDalI batAvI nathI. ke bhaviSyanI ciMtA nathI karI. A baLa koNa Ape che ? aMdara beThelA bhagavAna. saMsArI loko paisA kharcIne prasiddhi meLave. ApaNe thoDuMka jJAna pradarzita karI prasiddhi meLavIe. pharaka zo paDyo ? ApaNuM jJAna pradarzaka nahi, pravartaka hovuM joIe, A vAta huM ghaNIvAra kahI cUkyo chuM. AgamanI mAtra pUjA nathI karavAnI, bhaNavAnuM che, samajavAnuM che, AgaLa vadhIne te pramANe jIvavAnuM paNa che. adhyAtma gItA jiNe AtamA zuddhatAe pichANyo, tiNe loka alokano bhAva jANyo; kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 49

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AtmaramaNI muni jagaviditA, upadizI tiNe adhyAtmagItA.' || 3 || keTalAka jijJAsu zrAvaka mATe pU. devacandrajIe A adhyAtmagItA banAvI che. vaidikomAM bhagavadgItA prasiddha che, tema ApaNI A gItA che. be zrutakevalI kahyA che : (1) saMpUrNa dvAdazAMgInA jJAtA. (2) AtmaramaNI yuni. AkhA Agamono sAra Atmaruci, AtmajJAna ane AtmaramaNatA che. pararuci, parabhAva ramaNatAthI aTakavuM te che. Agama - no Agama taNo, bhAva te jANo sAco re; Atama bhAve sthira hojo, parabhAve mata rAco re.' A jJAnano sAra che, muThI che. ATalI mUThImAM badhuM samAI gayuM. zeSa teno vistAra che. nija svarUpa je kriyA sAthe, teha adhyAtma kahIe re." pU. AnaMdaghanajI adhyAtmanI saMkSipta vyAkhyA ApatAM kahe che : je kriyAthI tamAruM svarUpa najIka Ave te kharuM adhyAtma. jenAthI ApaNe svarUpathI dUra jaIe te adhyAtma nathI. dareka kriyA vakhate A vyAkhyA najara sAme rAkho to jIvana kevuM badalAI jAya ? adhyAtma, bhAvanA, dhyAna, samatA, vRttisaMkSaya - A pAMca prakArano yoga haribhadrasUrijIe batAvyo che. zarUAta adhyAtmathI thaI che. tattvaciMtana karavuM te adhyAtma ! konuM tattvaciMtana ? AgamanA sahAre tattvaciMtana karavuM te ciMtana maitrI AdithI yukta hovuM joIe tathA jIvanamAM virati joIe. jaina daSTie A adhyAtma che. niSNAta vaida badhA rogono IlAja eka auSadhathI kare, tema bhagavAna ApaNA bhava-rogano upAya eka ja davAthI kare che. te davA che : adhyAtma ! 480 = = * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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paTTadhara ke sAtha, beMgalora, vi.saM.2051 Aso vada 8 31-10-1999, ravivAra dharmakAryamAM utsAha ApanAra vadhe tema te vadhu phaLadAyaka bane. majura loko moTo patthara ane zilA avAja karIne caDAve, laDAImAM sainiko paNa raNazIMgA sAMbhaLIne tAnamAM AvI jAya, tema bhAvika bhagavAnanA vacano sAMbhaLI utsAhamAM Ave. niSNAta vaidya zarIranI zuddhi-puSTi kare, tema cha Avazyaka paNa AtmAnI zuddhi-puSTi kare che. sAdhunuM dhana jJAna che. gRhastha dhana mATe keTalI mahenata kare ? tethI paNa vadhu jJAna mATe sAdhu kare. jJAna-zraddhA Adi ja sAdhunI mUDI che. vidyAnA lobhI thavuM khoTuM nathI. . dhana sAthe na Ave, jJAna bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe Avaze. bAkI, dAMtamAMthI sonuM paNa loko kADhI leze. caMcaLa lakSmI mATe ATalo samaya (samaya e ja jIvana che) veDaphavA karatAM amara lakSmI mATe prayatna karavo ja zreyaskara che. kahe kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * # # # # # # # # # # # # # 481

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- svAdhyAyathI thatA lAbha : AtmAnA hitanuM jJAna, atithI nivRtti. napho-toTo vepArI jANe tema sAdhu AtmAnuM hitAhita jANe. hiMsA, jUTha Adi ahitakara che. ahiMsA, satya Adi hitakara che. satata - ATaluM najara sAme rAkhIne sAdhue jIvavAnuM che. chajIva nikAyamAM sva AtmAnuM darzana na thAya tyAM sudhI dIkSA mATe lAyakAta pedA thaI na gaNAya. mATe ja vaDI dIkSA pahelA 4 adhyayana zIkhavA jarUrI che. ja samAdhi eTale cittanI prasannatA ! vinaya, zrata, tapa ane AcArathI cittanI prasannatA vadhe che. mATe ja dazavaikAlikamAM tene samAdhi kahyAA che. vinayasamAdhi, zrutasamAdhi ItyAdi. vinaya samAdhinuM kAraNa che, mATe vinaya-samAdhi. guruno vinaya nahi karanAra kUlavAlaka, gozAlaka samAdhi meLavI zake? vinayanuM phaLa samAdhi. avinayanuM phaLa saMyamathI patana ! vidyAthI nahi, vinayathI mANasa zobhe, vinIta na hoya to zrImaMta paNa na zobhe, dhImaMta (buddhizALI) paNa na zobhe. badhA guNo vinaya sAthe hoya to ja dIpe. cAritraniSTha banavuM hoya teNe roja svAdhyAya karavo ja rahyo. jJAnanI mahattA mATe ja 20 sthAnakamAM 3 sthAna jJAna mATe batAvyA che. jJAnasAramAM jJAna, vidyA, anubhava A traNe aSTaka jJAna mATenA che. - navA navA bhAvo jANavAthI svAdhyAya magna muninuM citta AnaMdita thatuM rahe che. kamANInA samAcAra maLe tema tema tame rAjI thAva ne ? tema jJAnIo jJAnavRddhithI rAjI thAya. jJAnathI zraddhA vadhe. jANyA pachI te padArtha para ApaNo vizvAsa ati daDha thato jAya che. 482 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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svAdhyAyathI anuprekSA - zakti vadhe. eka zabda parathI aneka artha karavAnI zakti vadhe. * anya darzanIo eka prabhu-nAma para ATalA gAje che. emane haju prabhunA Agamo nathI maLyA chatAMya. ApaNe haju prabhu-nAmano mahimA samajyA nathI. bhagavAna keTalA udAra ? mokSe gayA toya nAma mUkatA gayA. tame tamAruM pratiSThita nAma koIne vAparavA Apo ? tamane zaMkA che : pelo mAro nAme uMdhuM-catuM karI nAkhaze to ! bhagavAne potAnuM nAma vAparavAnI chUTa ApI che. - cha mahine pA (vA) gAthA thatI hoya to paNa navuM bhaNavAno udyama choDavo nahi. ema jJAnIo kahe che. ApaNAmAM Avo to koI ja nahi hoya je cha mahinAmAM pA gAthA paNa na karI zake. 'bArasavihaMmi vi tave, sabbhitara-bAhire kusaladiDhe / navi atthi navi hohI, sajjhAya samaM tavokammaM // ' bhagavAne kahelA bAreya prakAranA tapamAM svAdhyAya samAna tapa che nahi, thaze nahi. adhyAtma gItA : 'dravya sarvanA bhAvano, jANaga pAraga eha, jJAtA, kartA, bhoktA, ramatA pariNati geha; grAhaka rakSaka vyApaka, dhAraka dharma samUha, dAna, lAbha, bhoga, upabhoga taNo je bRha. I 4 che. ApaNA potAnA gharamAM keTalI samRddhi paDelI che, te ahIM jANavA maLe che. zarIranuM ApaNe badhuM jANIe chIe, paNa AtmAnuM kazuM jANatA nathI. AtmaramaNI muni sarva dravyanA bhAvane jANe ane jue che. jANIne dareka guNane pravRtti karAve che. jema tame dukAnanA nokarone pravRtti karAvo cho. ApaNI ja zaktionuM jJAna nahi hovAthI, ApaNe ene bIje kAme lagADI dIdhI. tamArA chokarAne tame bIjAnI dukAne kAma karAvIne bIjAne kamANI karavA do ? ApaNe evuM ja kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 483

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karIe chIe. Atma-zaktino prayoga karmabaMdhanamAM ja karIe chIe. Atmarata muni... jJAna dvArA jANe, jovuM - darzana. darzana dvArA jue, jANavuM - jJAna. cAritra dvArA ramaNa kare, jIve. jIvavuM - cAritra. AtmAnI dAna, lAbha, bhoga, upabhoga ane vIrya A pAMca zaktione (je pAMca aMtarAyanA nAzathI pedA thAya) sAdhaka kAme lagADI de. jJAna mATe vIrya zakti kAme lAge. vIrya zakti mATe jJAna kAma lAge che, Ama AtmaguNo paraspara sahAyaka bane che. munipaNuM AtmaguNo pragaTAvavA mATe che. munino ja A viSaya che ne jo e ja A na kare to bIjuM koNa karaze ? padavI mATenA sthAnanA nirNayanI jAherAta : che. Aje padavI prasaMga mATe bhadrezvara, vAMkI, AdhoI, manapharA, kaTArIyA vagere taraphathI vinaMtIo AvI che. A padavI dakSiNamAM thavAnI hatI. A. D. mahetAe tyAM ghaNIvAra kaheluM : Apa tyAM ja dakSiNamAM ja - padavI ApI do. paNa... mane ema ke je bhUmi para lagAva che, jemano prema maLyo che, e kaccha-bhUmine zI rIte bhUlAya ? eTale ja meM temane nArAja karIne paNa padavI kaccha mATe anAmata rAkhI. tame badhA maLIne eka sthaLa nakkI karI leta to vadhu sAruM, paNa e zakya na banyuM. tame mArA para nAkhyuM. mAro svabhAva che : huM bhagavAna para nAkhuM ! je nirNaya ApuM te tame vadhAvajo. nArAja nahi thatA. badhA bAra navakAra gaNo. (bAra navakAra gaNAI gayA pachI) sthAna mATeno nirNaya ja mAre karavAno che. vAMkI' nagare A prasaMga UjavAze. baMne samAjanA nAma 484 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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yathAvata raheze. (badhA saMghoe Teko Apyo. pachI vAMkIthI - manapharA saMghanI vinaMtI thaI) vAMkIno nirNaya ame eTale lIdho : badhAne potAnuM lAge. kacchanI prajA sAthe paNa setu baMdhAya mATe A nirNaya levAyo che. manapharA paNa pU. jItavijayajI dAdAnI janmabhUmi che. prAcIna pratimA che. mATe tamArI vinaMtI ame AvakArIe chIe. cAturmAsa - nirNaya mAgasara suda panA thaze. 'kahe kalApUrNasUri', 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' A banne amUlya graMtharano maLyA. kharekhara ! e graMtharatno mAtra saMgraha karavA jevA ja nathI, paNa e graMtho sAthe satsaMga karavA jevo che.. evA e amUlya graMtho che. ApazrIe pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtazrIjInI vAcanAne jhIlI, je zabdastha karI che te riyalI anumodanIya che. - hitavardhanasAgara 72 jinAlaya, kaccha kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 485

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bhu-vANI sunAte hue pUjyazrI, beMgalora ke pAsa, vi.saM. 2051 T Aso vada 9 01-11-1999, somavAra maLelA zAsananI vidhipUrvaka rAdhanA karavAthI karmazuddhi jaldI thAya che ne AtmA zIdhra mokSagAmI bane che. >> 'samaye poyama mA pamAya!' Ama bhagavAna gautamasvAmIne kahetA hatA. koI ema paNa samajI bese : gautamasvAmI bahu ja pramAdI haze. mATe vAraMvAra bhagavAnane kahevuM paDatuM haze. nahi, gautamasvAmInA mAdhyamathI bhagavAnano pUrI duniyAne saMdezo che : eka kSaNa paNa pramAda karavA jevo nathI. zarIra para eTalo moha che ke e mATe karelo pramAda, pramAda lAgato ja nathI, jarUrI lAge che. pramAda anekarUpe ApaNane gherI le che. kyAreka nivRttirUpe to kyAreka pravRttirUpe paNa AvI caDe che. nivRtti (UMgha vagere)ne to badhA ja pramAda mAne, paNa jaina darzana to pravRtti (alabatta pApamaya)ne paNa pramAda mAne che. viSaya-kaSAya yukta koIpaNa pravRtti pramAda che. duniyA bhale ene udyamazIla kahetI hoya, apramatta kahetI hoya ke karmavIra kahetI hoya, paraMtu jaina darzananI najare viSaya 486 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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kaSAyathI karAtI koIpaNa pravRtti pramAda ja che. - svAdhyAyathI sAta mahAna lAbha : (1) AtmahitanuM jJAna. (2) pAramArthika bhAva saMvara. (3) navuM jANavAthI apUrva saMveganI vRddhi. (4) niSkapatA. (5) utkRSTa tapa. (6) karmanI nirjarA. (7) paropadeza - zakti . = svAdhyAya upayogapUrvakano hovo joIe. popaTIyo pATha na cAle. upayogapUrvaka tame muhapattinA 50 bola paNa bolo toya kAma thaI jAya. huM kahuM chuM ke mAtra eka ja bola para vicAro : sUtra, artha tattva karI saddahuM' AnA para vicArazo to lAgaze : samagra jainazAsana AmAM samAyeluM che. mAtra bAhya kriyAthI, niSmANa kriyAothI mokSa maLI jaze, ema mAnatA nahi, emAM prANa pUravA paDaze. adhyAtma viNa je kriyA, te tana - mala tole; mamakArAdika yogathI, ema jJAnI bole.' adhyAtma vagaranI kriyA eTale zarIra parano mela ! evI zuSka kriyAnuM paNa abhimAna keTaluM ? mArA jevI koInI kriyA nahi ! bhagavAnane paropakAranuM vyasana hoya che, te keTalAMka dRSTAMtothI jaNAze. nA pADatAM chatAM caMDakauzikane pratibodhavA gayA, zUlapANi, hAlika vagerene pratibodhyA. saMgamane na pratibodhI zakavA badala AMsu sAryA. bhagavAna AvA parArthavyasanI, ApaNe kevA ? sAcuM jJAna te ja je guptie gupta ane samitithI samita banAve. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 = = - - - * * * * * * * 480

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traNa guptimAM manogupti sauthI kaThaNa che. mana vAMdarAthI paNa capaLa che. AMkha Adi Indriyo dvArA mana caMcaLa bane che. mATe ja mana vaza karatA pahelA Indriya - jaya karavo jarUrI che. yogazAstramAM... pahelA Indriya jaya. pachI kaSAya jaya. pachI manojaya. A krama batAvyo che. amane pU. kanakasUrijIe be buka, cha karmagraMtha sudhInA abhyAsa pachI vairAgya zataka, Indriya parAjaya zataka ItyAdi bhaNavAnI preraNA karelI. jitendriya bane te ja sAdhaka banI zake, evI temanI IcchA. pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. ghaNI vAra kahetA : tamAre zuM banavuM che ? vidvAna ke ArAdhaka ? "gItArtha banajo." e temano mukhya sUra hato. gItArtha banavA jitendriya banavuM paDe. A vAtane najara samakSa rAkhIne ja "trigupti - gupta muni eka kSaNamAM eTalI karma-nirjarA kare, je ajJAnI kroDo varSamAM paNa na karI zake." ema kahevAyuM che. Aje ja bhagavatInA pAThamAM AvyuM : kAtyAyana gotrIya skaMdhaka bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse dIkSA le che, ne bhagavAna pote ja tene kaI rIte cAlavuM - khAvuM - pIvuM - bolavuM - sUvuM ItyAdinI zikSA Ape che. A badhI samiti ane guptinI ja zikSA che. traNeya yogomAM kaMI paNa garabaDa thaI hoya te mATe ApaNe sabassavi devasiya duaiitiya - mananuM pApa. dubhAsiya - vacananuM pApa. duccidvia - kAyAnuM pApa. micchA mi dukkaDa, A sUtra bolIe chIe. 488 + jha = * * * * * * * na kahe.

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A sUtramAM AkhuM pratikramaNa samAyeluM che, ema kahIe to paNa cAle. adhyAtma gItA : saMgrahe eka AyA vakhANyo, naigame aMzathI je pramANyo; vividha vyavahAra naya vastu vihaMce, azuddha - vaLI zuddha bhAsana prapaMce. | 4 . Aje naya, nikSepa, pramANa ItyAdinuM jJAna bahu ja ochuM rahyuM che. pU. devacandrajI A jJAnanA talasparzI abhyAsI che. saMgraha nayathI AtmA eka che. navatattvamAM 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 prakAre AtmA batAvyA che. apekSA badalAtI jAya tema bheda paNa badalAtA jAya. alaga-alaga jagyAethI alaga-alaga dazya najare caDe tema alaga-alaga dRSTikoNathI alaga-alaga bheda jaNAya. jaina darzanane sArI rIte samajavuM hoya teNe apekSA samajavI ja paDaze. kaI vAta kaI apekSAe kahevAI che ? e ja je na jANe, te pATa para zuM bolaze ? nayavAda ecale apekSAvAda. naya eTale dRSTikoNa. nagama naya aMzathI AtmA mAne che. vyavahAra naya jIvonA vibhAga pADe che. jo badhA eka ja che, to sAdhanAnI jarUra zI ? bhakta ane bhagavAna, guru ane ziSya, siddha ane saMsArI AvA bhedo zA mATe ? - A vyavahAranI dalIla che. enI apekSAe e dalIla sAcI che. maitrI Adi bhAvanA mATe saMgrahanayane AgaLa dharavo. pAlanamAM vyavahAra naya. hRdayamAM nizcaya naya, apanAve te nayavAda samajyo che, ema kahevAya. gharanA mAjI badhAne eka sarakhuM na pIrase, jene jeTaluM kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 489

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pace, anukULa hoya te ane teTaluM ja Ape. tema alagaalaga vyavasthA mATe alaga-alaga nayono Azraya levAno che. vyavahAra nayanuM kAma bheda pADavAnuM che. koIpaNa vastu anaMta dharmAtmaka (dharma eTale guNa) che, ema jaina darzana mAne che. koI eka dharmane AgaLa karI, bIjA dharmone gauNa karI, je vyAkhyA karavAmAM Ave te 'naya' che. bolatI vakhate kAMI badhA ja dharmo ekI sAthe na bolI zakAya. tIrthaMkara paNa ekI sAthe badhuM na bolI zake paNa gauNa ane mukhyatApUrvaka kramazaH bole. vANI haMmezA eka ja dRSTikoNane ekI sAthe rajU karI zake. zabdanI A maryAdA che. A maryAdA nahi samajavAthI ja aneka mata-bhedo UbhA thatA rahe che. 490 baneya pustako maLyA che, dAda mAMgI le tevI mahenata karI che. AvaraNa tathA aMtaraMga ubhaya dRSTie UDIne AMkhe vaLage ne aMtaramAM vase tevuM prakAzana thayuM che. tamAro zrama dhanyavAdane pAtra che. vijaya mahAbalasUri- puNyapAlasUri muni bhavyabhUSaNavijaya punA. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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PIC - Aso vada 10 02-10-1999, maMgaLavAra svAdhyAyanuM 7muM phaLa paropadeza - zakti che. ApaNe jAte zAstrono gahana abhyAsa karelo hoya, jJAnanA phaLa upazamathI sva-AtmAne bhAvita banAvelo hoya to ja para-upadeza mATenI kSamatA keLavI zakIe. to ja ApaNo upadeza asarakAraka banI zake. Avo sAdhaka lAkaDAnA jahAjanI jema svayaM tare ane anyone paNa tAre. tIrthakaro AnuM uttama udAharaNa che. mA-bApanI sevA karanArane temanI saMpatti maLe, to bhagavAnanI bhakti karanArane bhagavAnanI saMpatti na maLe ? mA-bApanI saMpatti kadAca na paNa maLe, paraMtu bhagavAnanI saMpatti to maLe ja maLe. koI paNa jJAna pAse rAkhavA mATe nathI hotuM. bIjAne ApavA mATe ja hoya che. bIjAne nahi ApIe te jJAna kaTAI jaze. ga ma jha = * * * * * * * * 4 1

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dhana nahi ApanAro kaMjUsa gaNAya to jJAna nahi ApanAro kaMjUsa na gaNAya ? bIjAne ApavAthI ja ApaNuM jJAna vadhe. bhaNavA AvanArane bhaNAvanAra dhUtkAre nahi, vAtsalyapUrvaka bhaNAve. Ama karavAthI avyavacchitti (akhaMDa paraMparA) cAle. huM jo mArA ziSyone bhaNAvIza to teo temanA ziSyapraziSyone bhaNAvaze, ema paraMparA cAlaze. siddhi pachI A darzAvavA ja viniyoga batAvyo che. praNidhAna, pravRtti, viSNajaya ane siddhi sudhI pahoMcyA pachI paNa viniyoga na Avyo to jJAna sAnubaMdha nahi bane, bhavAMtaramAM sAthe nahi cAle. koI bhaNanAra na hoya to sAmethI bolAvIne bhaNAvo. phUla khIlyA pachI phorama phelAve, tema bhaNyA pachI tame jJAnanI sugaMdha phelAvo. e viniyogathI ja thaI zake. tIrthanI paraMparA A rIte ja cAlaze. jaina zAsananI cAlatI akhaMDa paraMparAmAM ApaNe thoDA paNa nimitta banIe evuM bhAgya kyAMthI ? bIja kAyama rahevuM joIe. bIja haze to vRkSa potAnI meLe maLI jaze. zrutajJAna bIja che. nAnI uMmaranA ghaNA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ahIM che. A sAMbhaLIne bhaNavA-bhaNAvavAmAM AgaLa vadhazo ke saMtoSI banIne besI rahezo ? ahIM saMtoSI banavuM guno che. paNa jJAna abhimAna pedA na kare te paNa jovAnuM che. e mATe bhakti sAthe rAkho. jema jema arihA sevIe re, tema tema pragaTe jJAna.' dhana kamAyA pachI tene sAcavavuM keTaluM muzkela che te anubhavIne pUcho to khyAla Avaze. dinezabhAI ! sAcI vAta che ne ? jarA gaphalatamAM raho ke dhana gAyaba ! - jJAnamAM paNa evuM ja che. jJAna meLavyA pachI ene TakAvavuM muzkela che. jJAnane TakAvavuM hoya to bIjAne bhaNAvo. 492 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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bIjAne bhaNAvazo eTale tame ja pharI bhaNazo. tamAruM jJAna surakSita banaze. huM je vAcanAdimAM padArtho kahuM chuM te Take che, bIjA cAlyA jAya che. ahIM ApaNe 110 sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo chIe. 15-20 vRddhone eka bAjue mUkI daIe to bIjA to bhaNe-bhaNAvI zake tevA che ne ? A rIte je bhaNe-bhaNAve tene zuM maLe, jANo cho ? tIrthakara nAmakarma paNa te bAMdhI zake, ema haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. - gurunI bhakti na karo to bhagavAna na maLe. bhagavAna meLavI ApanAra guru che. guru bhaktinA prabhAvathI ja paramaguruno yoga thAya che. paMcasUtramAM kahyuM che : gu - viUI novaFao !' yogadaSTi samuccayamAM kahyuM che : gurubhaktinA prabhAvathI tIrthakaranuM darzana thAya. AyaparasamuttAro ANAvacchalladIvaNAbhattI / hoi paradesiatte avvocchittI ya titthassa // 565 // etto tatthayarattaM savvannuttaM ca jAyai kameNaM / ia paramaM mokkhaMgaM sajjhAo hoi NAyavvo // 566 // - paMcavastaka adhyAtma gItA : naigama naya aMzathI paNa pUrNa mAne. ATha pradezo zuddha che mATe badhA jIva zuddha che. vyavahAra naya bheda pADe. siddha zuddha che. saMsArI azuddha che. azuddhanA paNa bhedo. azuddhapaNe paNa-saya tesaThI bheda pramANe, udaya vibhede dravyanA bheda anaMta kahANa; zuddhapaNe cetanatA, pragaTe jIva vibhinna, kSayopathamika asaMkhya, kSAyika eka anaMta. . pa .. pa63 sivAya AgaLa vadhIe to azuddha jIvonA anaMtA bhedo paNa thaI zake. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * 493

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zuddhapaNe paNa aneka rIte cetanatA pragaTe che temAM mukhya be prakAra : (1) lAyopathamika ane (2) kSAyika. kSAyika eka ja che. kSAyopathamika asaMkhya che. nAmathI jIva cetana prabuddha, kSetrathI asaMkhya pradesI vizuddha; dravyathI sva-guNa-paryAya piMDa, nitya ekatva sahaja akhaMDa || 6 || nAmathI jIva, cetana Adi kahevAya, kSetrathI asaMkhya pradezI kahevAya. dravyathI sva guNa-paryAyano piMDa kahevAya. bhAvathI nitya, eka, sahajasvabhAvI ane akhaMDa kahevAya. nayanA sAta, paNa bheda hoI zake. sAtaso paNa bheda hoI zake. paNa mukhya be bheda. (1) dravyArthika naya : dravya (mULa padArtha) saMbaMdhI vicAre te. (2) payayArthika naya : padArthamAM thatA pheraphAro - avasthAo vicAre te. kALo-goro ItyAdi avasthAo paryAya kahevAya. dravyArthika nayanA 4 bheda : naigama, saMgraha, vyavahAra, Rju sUtra. paryAyArthika nayanA 3 bheda : zabda, samabhirUDha ane evaMbhUta. municandravijaya : 4 prakaraNAdino abhyAsa thAya che, tema nayano abhyAsa thato nathI. uttara : abhyAsa graMtha taiyAra karo. huM sahAyatA karIza. tattvajJAna pravezikA A rIte ja taiyAra thayelI. jAmanagara cAturmAsamAM zarUAta thayelI. jAmanagaramAM je padArtho bhaNyo te bIjAne zIkhavADuM. eka mahIno rokAuM to paNa zrAvakone zIkhavADuM. aMjAra cAturmAsamAM Avo pATha zarU karyo. yu.pI.deDhiyA 494 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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dUra-dUrathI roja Ave. emane e khUba gamI gayuM. te vakhate (saM. 2023) 3pa hajAra rUpiyAthI 10 hajAra nakalo chapAvI. paheluM pustaka : tattvajJAna pravezikA. bIjuM A : adhyAtma gItA. nayano bodha ja nahi hoya to AgamanA rahasyo ja nahi samajAya. chelle A nayonA jJAna dvArA muni kevA bane che? te batAvaze. pUjayazrInuM A avanavuM pustaka hAthamAM letAM manamayUra nAcI uThayo. - sA. muktidhamazriI navasArI A pustaka zAMtithI vAMcavAnuM be-traNa vakhata banyuM, chatAM kyAre paNa kaMTALo na AvatAM navA navA padArtho malyAno anero AnaMda Ave che. - sA. hasamAlAzrI surendranagara ApazrIe pustaka pragaTa karyo na hota to amArA sudhI nahi pahocelA (nahi saMbhaLAyelA) zabdo sAMbhaLavA na maLata. - sA. saumyarasAzrI sAbaramatI pUjayazrIe to A pustakamAM Agamono khajAno ja kholyo che. - sA. sidhdhAMtapUrNAzrI sAbaramatI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * ma jha = = = = = = = = 495

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, , na karate hue pUjyazrI, beMgalora ke pAsa, vi.saM. 2051 Aso vada 11 03-11-1999, budhavAra jJAna ApaNuM svarUpa che. tene kSaNavAra paNa kema choDAya ? svarUpa ApaNane choDe nahi e sAcuM, paNa jayAM sudhI mithyAtva beTheluM che, tyAM sudhI ajJAna ja kahevAya. vyavahArathI jIvonA pa63 bheda samajyA chIe, nizcayathI samajavAnuM bAkI che. pahele thI ja nizcayanI vAta karavAmAM Ave to kAnajImatanI jema durupayoga thaI zake. sAtamA guNaThANAnI vAto bALa jIvo samakSa rajU karAI ane temane kahevAmAM AvyuM : A kriyAkAMDa vyartha che. nayono durupayoga thavAnI saMbhAvanAthI ja tenI vAta gauNa karavAmAM AvI che. paramAtmA jevuM ja ApaNuM svarUpa che, e naiRRyika vAtano paNa durupayoga thaI zake che. = svAdhyAya Adi vidhipUrvaka karavAnA che. avidhithI thAya to gAMDapaNa, roga, Adi paNa thaI zake che. ruSTa thayelA 496 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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devo upadrava karI zake che. prazna : hamaNA kAMI evuM dekhAtuM nathI. uttara : svAdhyAya ja choDI dIdho, pachI zuM dekhAya ? kapaDA ja paheravAnA choDI dIdhA tenA kapaDA zuM melA thAya ? ke zuM phATe ? avidhithI karAyelA svAdhyAya AdithI roga Adi to Ave ja, AgaLa vadhIne te cAritradharmathI bhraSTa paNa thaI jAya. AnAthI vadhu zuM nukazAnI hoya ? viSaya-kaSAya te saMsAra. sAmAyika te saMsAra pAra. sAmAyika traNa prakAranA : samyak, zruta ane cAritra. sAmAyika gayuM to badhuM gayuM. ekavAra 'sarvajJa kathita sAmAyika dharma' pustaka to vAMco. sAmAyika aMgeno pUro masAlo emAM gujarAtImAM che. have enA para paNa vAcanA rAkhavI paDaze. laghu jaghanya. - - guru madhyama. gurutara - utkRSTa. avidhinA A traNa doSa yathAkrama jANavA. thoDI avividha thAya to unmAda, roga Adi thoDA pramANamAM thAya.avividha vadhe tema unmAdAdi paNa vadhatA jAya. uttarAdhyayana Adi sUtro paryAya pramANe apAya. bhaNanAra ane bhaNAvanAra baMne akhaMDa cAritrI hoya. prazna : ahIM pharI yogyatAnI vAta kema lAvyA ? dIkSArthInI yogyatA vakhate yogyatAnI vAta AvI gaI. uttara : dIkSA pachI paNa bhAva paDI zake. dIkSA vakhate chetarapIMDI thaI gaI hoya. saMsArathI ene jhaTa chuTavuM hoya... eTale doSo chupAvI rAkhyA hoya... pachI eno khyAla Ave evuM paNa bane. evA ayogyane sUtrAdi na apAya. pravrajyA ApI hoya to muMDana na thAya. muMDana thaI gayuM hoya to vaDI-dIkSA na apAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * 490

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jinavacanathI viruddha thaI je ayogyane ziSyanA lobhathI dIkSA Ape te guru cAritrI ane tapasvI hoya to paNa te svacAritra gumAve che. bIjA para - upakAra karavA to gayA, paNa e to na thaI zakyo, sva - upakAra paNa gayo. camAra, bhIla, DheDha vagere akulIna dIkSA mATe niSiddha che, chatAM lobha - doSathI dIkSA apAI jAya to gurunuM paNa cAritra jAya. evAne vaDI dIkSA apAI jAya to AjJAbhaMga, mithyAtva, anavasthA ane virAdhanA A badhA doSo lAge. vaDI dIkSA pachI khabara paDe to mAMDalImAM praveza nahi Apavo. saMvAsa nahi karavo. saMvAsa thaI jAya to bhaNAvavo nahi. asAdhya roga jANyA pachI vaidya IlAja na kare tema. AvA rogInI upekSA karavApUrvaka teno bahiSkAra karavo e ja IlAja che. adhyAtma gItA : Rju suIe vikalpa, pariNAmI jIva svabhAva, vartamAna pariNatimaya, vyakta grAhaka bhAva; zabda naye nija sattA, joto Ihato dharma, zuddha arUpI cetana, aNagrahato nava karma. | 8 || RjusUtra vikalparUpe vartamAna pariNatine grahaNa kare che. sAdhu - veSa hoya paNa vartamAnamAM sAdhubhAva na hoya to RjusUtra sAdhu na mAne. INi pare zuddhasiddhAtma rupI, muktaparazakti vyakta arUpI; samakiti dezavratI, sarva virati, dhare sAdhyarUpe sadA tattva prIti.." 9 || vIrya zakti sattAmAM rahelI che. paNa vyaktarUpe te dekhAtI nathI. samyagdaSTi deza ane sarvaviratidharo sAdhyarUpa tattva pratye prItivALA hoya che. samakitine AtmasattAno khyAla hoya. kAraNa ke svasattAno khyAla Ave tyAre ja samakita Ave. ekavAra khyAla AvI jAya ke gharamAM khajAno daTAyelo che. to svAbhAvika che : mANasane te bahAra kADhavAnI IcchA thAya. 498 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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AtmAnI aMdara anaMta aizvarya paDeluM che, enI bhALa maLatAM ja te meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA jAge. A jhaMkhanA ja samyakta che. nAma ke rUpa ApaNA nathI, "para" che. phoTA ke nAmano pracAra karIe chIe, paNa te badhuM "pa2' che. nAma to mAtra saMketa pUratuM che. eka nAmavALA ghaNAya hoya che, chatAM ApaNA nAma mATe ApaNe keTalA laDIe chIe ? pADozIne koI gALo daI jAya to tame gusse thaI jAva ? nAma ane rUpa ApaNA pADozI che. ApaNo AtmA to aMdara beTho che; nAma ane rUpathI para ! nAma ane rUpa to ApaNA pADozI che. enuM apamAna thatAM jhagaDo karIe te ApaNane zobhatuM nathI. aMdaranA aizvaryane pragaTa karavAnI ruci te samakita. enA mATenA upAyomAM AMzika pravRtti karavI te dezavirati. sarva zaktipUrvaka pravRtti karavI te sarvavirati. (1) naigama : jenA aneka gama - vikalpa hoya te. saMkalpa, Aropa ane aMzane grahaNa kare te. (1) saMkalpa : lAkaDAnI pAlI (anAja mApavAnuM eka prakAranuM lAkaDAnuM sAdhana) banAvavAnA uddezathI koI jaMgalamAM lAkaDuM kApavA jAya che, paNa kaheze : huM pAlI levA jAuM chuM. pAlItANA saMghano prathama paDAva che, chatAM ApaNe kahIe chIe : ame pAlItANA jaIe chIe. tamane mokSanI IcchA thaI gaI. basa, naigama naya kaheze : A mokSano musAphara che. (2) Aropa : dA.ta. Aje bhagavAnanuM nivaNa kalyANaka che. ahIM bhUtano vartamAnamAM Aropa thayo che. (3) aMza : ATha rUcaka pradezo ja UghADA che, chatAM AtmA pUrNasvarUpI. manapharAnA cAra ja mANasa AvyA, chatAM AkhuM manapharA AvyuM kahevAya. rasoInI zarUAta ja thaI che, chatAM rasoI thaI gaI kahevAya. (2) saMgraha : vastunA sAmAnya dharmano saMgraha te saMgraha. saMgRhNAti vastu sattAtmakaM sAmAnyaM saH saMgrahanayaH / * * * * * * * * * * * 499

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DolI meM vihAra, beMgalora ke pAsa, vi.saM. 2051 Aso vada 11 04-11-1999, guruvAra bhagavAne zrAvaka ane sAdhunA be dharma eTalA mATe batAvyA che, ke sau yathAzakti dharmanI ArAdhanA kare, koI zaktithI vadhu karIne virAdhanA karI pApanA bhAgIdAra na bane. 0 bhagavAnathI kahevAyelA anuSThAno karatAM bhagavAna yAda AvavA joIe. guru - kathita kArya karatAM guru yAda Ave tema bhagavAna yAda AvavA joIe. "mArAmAM kSamatA nathI, paNa gurunA prabhAve mane saphaLatA maLe che.' ema ApaNe mAnIe chIe, tema bhagavAnanA anuSThAnamAM paNa vicAravuM. - bhagavAna je anuSThAna batAve te mukti-sAdhaka ja hoya, saMsAravardhaka eka paNa anuSThAna jaina darzanamAM jovA nahi maLe. hA, heya tarIke jarUra jovA maLaze. tyAjaya tarIke na batAve to tyAga paNa zI rIte thaze ? . pApano abhyAsa anAdikALano che. puNya, saMvara, nirjarAno abhyAsa navo che. mATe ja ATaluM badhuM sAMbhaLavA chatAM kharA prasaMge A 500 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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badhuM bhUlAI jAya che, AvezamAM kAMI yAda rahetuM nathI. anAdi abhyasta saMskAro ApaNA para savAra thaI jAya che. . vaLI, mokSamAM kyAM ApaNe jaldI javuM che ? zAntithI beThA chIe. jo mokSamAM jaldI javuM hoya to suvihita anuSThAnomAM keTalo vega Ave ? mokSa - prAptimAM jeTalo vilaMba, durgatinA duHkho teTalA adhika, ATaluM barAbara samajI rAkho. ekavAra durgatimAM gayA pachI pharI mAnava banI AvI sAmagrI maLavI hAthanI vAta nathI. "thaze. zuM utAvaLa che ?' ItyAdi vikalpo kAyarane Ave, zUravIrane nahi. dharmano mArga zUravIrano che. atyAre 8 karmano udaya ane 7 karmano baMdha cAlu che. AyuSya vakhate 8 karmano baMdha hoya che. Ama karmanA humalA cAlu hoya ne ApaNe nirAMte ghorIe to te kema cAle ? mAtra beThA-beThA jIta maLI jaze ? UMghato sainika jItI jaze ? zistapAlaka sAvadha sainika vijayamALA varI zake tema sAvadha sAdhaka vijayamALA varI zake. ahIM pramAda na cAle. bhale badhA Agamo - zAstro na vAMcI zakIe, paNa amuka rahasyabhUta zAstro to khAsa vAMcavA joIe. prabhudAsa becaradAsa kRta AnaMdaghana-covIzInA arthanuM pustaka jojo. pUro nakazo batAvyo che ke AmAM mArgAnusArIthI mAMDIne TheTha ayogI guNasthAnaka sudhIno vikAsakrama zI rIte mUkelo che. AvI AvI kRti to kaMThastha hovI joIe. * be prakAranI parijJA che. (1) jJaparijJA : jANavuM... grahaNazikSA... (2) pratyAkhyAna parijJA : jIvavuM... Asevana zikSA... - je guNano tame viniyoga nathI karatA te guNa bhavAMtaramAM sAthe nahi cAle. je bIjAne Apo cho te ja tamAruM che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * jhAda # # # # # # # # # # # 501

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(1) pravajyA (ogho Apavo). (2) muMDana. (3) zikSA. (4) upasthApanA. (5) saha bhojana. (6) saMvAsa (sAthe rahevuM). ziSya ayogya jaNAtAM uttara uttaranA kAryo nahi karAvavA, tene utpravrujita karavo. keTalA varSanA paryAyavALAne kayuM sUtra bhaNAvAya ? 3 varSanA paryAyavALAne AcAra prakalpa (nizItha). 4 varSanA paryAyavALAne sUyagaDaMga (pahelAM to AcArAMga sUtra vaDI dIkSA pahelA bhaNAvAI jatuM). 5 varSanA paryAyavALAne dazA kalpa vyavahAra sUtra (Aje kalpasUtranA joga cAle che te). 8 varSanA paryAyavALAne sthAnAMga, samavAyAMga. 10 varSanA paryAyavALAne - vyAkhyA prajJapti (bhagavatI). 11 varSanA paryAyavALAne - khuDiyA vimANa pavibhattI, Adi pAMca adhyayano. 12 varSanA paryAyavALAne - aruNovavAI, Adi pAMca utthAna zruta Adi pAMca adhyayano. adhyayano. 502 - 13 varSanA paryAyavALAne - - 14 varSanA paryAyavALAne - AzIviSa bhAvanA. 15 varSanA paryAyavALAne - daSTiviSa bhAvanA. 16 varSanA paryAyavALAne cAraNa bhAvanA. 17 varSanA paryAyavALAne - mahAsumiNa bhAvanA. 18 varSanA paryAyavALAne - teoginisagga. 19 varSanA paryAyavALAne - 12muM dRSTivAda. 20 varSanA paryAyavALAne - biMdusAra sahita saMpUrNa. zazikAntabhAI : A to sAdhunuM AvyuM. 60 varSathI uparavALA zrAvake zuM karavuM ? - * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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pUjyazrI : zrAddhavidhi, dharmasaMgraha bhAga-1, yogazAstra - 4 prakAza, 4 prakaraNa, traNa bhASya, cha karmagraMtha, kammapayaDI, paMcasaMgraha, Adi ghaNuM ghaNuM che. jenI nA nathI, e to bhaNo. vaLI, A badhA ja Agamo sAMbhaLavAnI to chuTa ja che. tuMgIAnagarInA zrAvako ddhiaDhA, gahiaDhA, kahevAyA che. 11 aMganA padArtho kaMThastha hoya. tyAM jatA sAdhuone paNa vicAravuM paDatuM : zuM javAba ApIzuM ? zazikAntabhAI ! tamArA mATe samAdhizataka graMtha zreSTha che. adhyAtma gItA : adhyAtmanuM jJAna nahi, adhyAtmapUrNa jIvana hovuM ghaTe. to ja AmUlacUla parivartana Ave. vAraMvAra eno abhyAsa karatA raho. UMDA saMskAro paDaze. jagatanI sarva kriyAomAM caityavaMdana, devavaMdana, zrAvakasAdhunA AcAro sauthI zreSTha adhyAtma che. je tamane tamArA svarUpa tarapha laI jAya te adhyAtma che. virati vinA sAcuM adhyAtma na AvI zake. ruci hoya to aviratimAM bIjamAtrarUpe adhyAtma hoI zake. vaLI te adhyAtma maitrAdi bhAvathI yukta hovuM joIe. A adhyAtma - gItA emAM sahAyaka banaze. 0 jeTalo upayoga svarUpamAM hoya teTalo karmabaMdha aTake. samabhirUDha naya nirAvaraNI, jJAnAdika guNa mukhya, kSAyika anaMta catuyI bhoga mugdha alakSya; evaMbhUte nirmaLa sakala svadharma prakAza, pUraNa paryAye pragaTe, pUraNa zakti vilAsa." | 10 || saMgraha naya sthUla che. pachI uttarottara nayo sUkSma thatA jAya che. evaMbhUta naya ekadama sUkSma che. anukrame vyAkhyA sUkSma banatI jAya che. saMgraha naya ke naigama naya ApaNane kahI de: tuM siddhasvarUpI che, te na cAle, evaMbhUta kahe tyAre kharuM ! chatAM eTaluM cokkasa ke saMgraha ane naigama naya ApaNane vizvAsa Ape che : tuM siddhasvarUpI che. tuM bakarI nathI, siha che, tuM patthara bhale dekhAya, kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * 503

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paNa tArAmAM pratimA chupAyelI che. huM te joI rahyo chuM. zilpI jema jema TAMkaNA mArato jAya tema tema pattharamAMthI pratimA pragaTatI jAya. kyAM sudhI TAMkaNA mAre ? jayAM sudhI pUrNa pratimA na bane. gurunI zikSA kyAM sudhI ? jyAM sudhI ApaNAmAM pUrNatA na pragaTe. samabhirUDha naya to kevaLajJAnIne paNa siddha mAnavA taiyAra nathI. haju aghAtI karma, haju 85 karma - prakRti sattAmAM paDI che. e to siddhazilAmAM jIva jAya tyAre ja siddha mAne. pustakanA vAMcanathI atRpta AtmAne tRpti maLe che. 6 - sA. nayadanAzI sAbaramatI jANe sAkSAta pUjayazrIno anubhava bolato hoya tevuM lAge che. kharekhara ! saMpAdake pUjayazrIjInA aMdaranA spazelA zabdone pustakastha karI vAcanAnA rasiko upara moTo upakAra karyo che. - sA. nayadhamazrI sAbaramatI kharekhara A pustaka vAMcatAM romAMca vikasvara thavA lAgyA. - sA. harSapUrNabriI vApI pU. gurudevazrInA mIThA madhurA vacano ApaNA mATe have asaMbhava che. chatAM paNa A pustakane vAMcanAranI AMkha samakSa lAvanAra pU.paM. mukticaMdravi. ma.sA. tathA pU.ga. municaMdravi. ma.sA. Ape to pU. gurudevazrInA sAkSAta darzane A pustakanA zabda zabda karAvI, amArA mATe zuM prayatna nathI karyA ? - sA. rakSitaguNAzrI pAlanapura ) 504 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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meMgalora - cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 2012 Aso vada prathama 13 05-11-1999, zukravAra bhagavAne to vizvamAtrane muktino mArga batAvyo, paNa temAM cAlavA taiyAra thayo caturvidha saMgha, sAdhu-sAdhvI zrAvaka ane zrAvikA. mukti-mArge cAlIe eTale bhagavAna ApaNA mArgamAM sahAyaka bane ja. bhagavAna dharma cakravartI che. mohanI jALamAMthI choDAvI saMsArI jIvone mokSa-mArge prayANa karAvanAra bhagavAna che. paNa bhagavAna ene ja prayANa karAvI zake jene moha jALarUpa lAge, saMsAra jela lAge, paNa jene jela ja mahela lAgato hoya, beDIo ja baMgaDIo lAgatI hoya, temanA mATe bhagavAna kAMI ja na karI zake. parigrahanA, mamatAnA bhAra sAthe mukti mArge prayANa na thAya. parvata para caDatAM sAmAnya bhAra paNa ApaNane paravaDato nathI to mokSanA mArge bhAra zI rIte paravaDe ? jJAna eka evI cIja che, jethI svanuM jIvana to prakAzita bane ja, anyanA jIvana paNa prakAzita bane ja. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * - - * 505

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- lAkaDuM jaDa che, e potAno svabhAva nahi choDe. pANImAM nAkhazo to pote paNa taraze ne potAne vaLaganArane paNa tAraze. jJAnI paNa lAkaDA jevo che. pote paNa tare, anyane paNa tAre. - traNa prakAranA jIvo. (1) atipariNata : utsarga mArga : baLelI roTalI. zaktithI paNa vadhu karanAra. (2) apariNata : apavAda mArga : kAcI roTalI. zakti jeTaluM paNa nahi karanAra. (3) paraNita : samatola.pAkI roTalI, zakti pramANe karanAra. = kevaLI bhagavaMte je jJAnathI joyuM, tenAthI anyathA vidhAna karavAthI jijJAbhaMgAdi doSo lAge che. A doSa prANAtipAtAdithI paNa vadhI jAya. kAraNa ke ahIM bhagavAna pratye azraddhA thaI. potAnI jAta ke potAnI buddhi para zraddhA thaI, bhagavAna para na thaI. bhagavAna bhUlyA' e zabda kyAre nIkaLe ? mithyAtvano ghora udaya hoya tyAre. bhagavAna bhUlyA' evuM vAkya jamAli bhagavAnanI hAjaramAM bolelA. Abhinivezika mithyAtvathI grasta banyA. usUtra prarUpaNA jevuM koI pApa nathI. prazna : bIjI (jainetara) dhyAna paddhatimAM mithyAtva lAge ? uttara : bIjI dhyAna paddhati svIkAravAnuM mana kyAre thAya ? bhagavAna para azraddhA thAya tyAre. mArI pAse bIjI ghaNI dhyAna-paddhatio AvI che. meM kadI te tarapha najara nathI karI, koIne pUchyuM ya nathI. je maLaze te bhagavAna taraphathI ja maLaze, evo vizvAsa pahelethI ja hato. 0 yugapradhAna AcAryazrI maMgu amuka kSetramAM rahevAthI rasanAne parAdhIna banyA. rAta-divasa khAvAno ja vicAra. 506 = = * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 *

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marIne yakSa banyA. (nahi to vaimAnika devalokathI ochuM na maLe) gaTaranI pAsenA devaLamAMnA bhUta banyA. e jagyAethI pasAra thatA potAnA ziSyone pratibodhavA potAnI (mUrtinI) jIbha bahAra kADhI, lapa-lapa karavA lAgyA. sAdhuo camakyA. yakSamUrti bolI : huM pUrvabhavano tamAro guru chuM. rasanI AsaktinA kAraNe Aje huM devalokamAM durgati pAmyo chuM. mATe A rasanAthI sAvadhAna rahejo. mATe ja pU. paMnyAsajI ma. "AyaMbilano tapa', navakArano japa, ane brahmacaryano khapa" - A traNa para khAsa bhAra ApatA. * kama khAnA - tanano vijaya - Ayurvedano sAra. gama khAnA - manano vijaya - nItizAstrano sAra. nama jAnA - sarvano vijaya - dharmazAstrano sAra. - gRhasthapaNAmAM ame traNa TAIma vAparatA. vaDI dIkSA vakhate (eka varSa pachI) pU.A. kanakasUrijIne rAdhanapuramAM maLyA. badhA sAdhuone ekAsaNA karatA joIne ame potAnI meLe ekAsaNA karatA thaI gayA. koIe kahyuM nahotuM, phorsa nahoto karyo. ekAsaNAnI potAnI meLe Adata paDI gaI. dharma baLAtkAra karavAnI cIja nathI. pachI to ekAsaNAno abhigraha ja karyo. cAhe upavAsa, chaTTa, aTTama ke aTTAInuM pAraNuM hoya, paNa ekAsaNuM ja. jyAM sudhI zakti hatI tyAM sudhI ekAsaNuM ja karyuM. saMgha vageremAM to keTalIyevAra bapore 3 ke 4 vAge paNa ekAsaNA karyA che. jJAnanI paraMparA che, tema tapa ane saMyamanI paNa paraMparA che. ApaNe karIzuM to ja A paraMparA cAlaze. adhyAtma gItA : koI vyaktine maLavuM hoya to pAkuM saranAmuM meLavavuM paDe. bhagavAnane ApaNe maLavuM che, paNa bhagavAnanuM svarUpa jANavAnI koI ja tAlAvelI nathI. AtmA meLavavo che, paNa kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * 500

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AtmA aMge kAMI jANavAnI IcchA nathI. zI rIte maLaze AtmA ke paramAtmA ? AkhI duniyAne tame jANavA Iccho cho eka mAtra tamArI jAtane - AtmAne choDIne. - jaina darzana sAta nayathI zuddha AtmAne oLakhAve saMgraha : eka ja AtmA che. sarvatra brahma che - evo advaitavAda ahIMthI nIkaLyo che. naigama : tamArAmAM zuddhatAno eka aMza che. to paNa huM 'tamane zuddha AtmA mAnIza. ciMtA nahi karatA. vyavahAra : nahi, AtmA karmasahita ane karmarahita ema aneka bhedavALo che. huM bhedamAM mAnuM chuM. RjusUtra : tamAro upayoga siddhamAM hoya to ja siddhasvarUpI mAnuM. zabda : AtmasaMpatti pragaTAvavAnI bhAvanA hoya tyAre ja mAnuM. samabhirUDha : kevaLajJAna thayuM hoya to ja mAnuM. evaMbhUta : ATheya karmothI mukta thAva tyAre ja huM mAnuM. badhA nayo potAnI dRSTie sAcA che, saMpUrNa sAcA nathI. hAthIne jotA 7 AMdhaLA jevA che. sAteya bhegA maLe tyAre pramANa bane. naya sAta che, paNa Ama tenA 700 no thAya. evaMbhUta naya jyAM sudhI ApaNane zuddha AtmA na kahe tyAM sudhI ApaNe sAdhanAthI aTakavAnuM nathI. ema naya bhaMga aMge satUro, sAdhanA siddhatArUpa pUro; sAdhakabhAva tyAM lage adhUro, sAdhya siddha nahi hetu zUro. ( 11 '' tame sAdhanA karo tyAre ja pUrA banI zako. saMgraha ke naigama naya 33% mAM pAsa karI de. paNa evaMbhUta naya to 99%mAM paNa pAsa na kare. 100% ja joIe. jarAya ochuM nahi. - sAdhya saMgraha nakkI karI ApyuM. tArI sattAmAM paramatattva 508 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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paDyuM che, ema saMgrahe batAvyuM. mATImAM ghaDAnI yogyatA che. AtmAmAM paramAtmAnI yogyatA che, ema saMgraha sau prathama samAcAra ApyA. saMgrahanayathI sAdhyanI pratIti thAya. zabdanayathI enI anubhUti thAya. evaMbhUta nayathI siddhi thAya. sAdhanA mATe nagama ane vyavahAra naya lAgu paDe. vyavahArathI ja AtmAne azuddha na mAnIe to sAdhanA zI rIte thAya ? huM viSaya-kaSAyathI bharelo chuM, evuM na manAya to sAdhanA thAya ja nahi. tIrthanI sthApanA vagere vyavahAra nayathI ja thAya che. saMgrahanaya to pUrNa ja mAne. tene tIrtha zuM ? sthApanA zuM ? ne sAdhanA zuM ? audayika bhAvano humalo thAya tyAre zI rIte bacavuM ? e badhuM vyavahAra naya zIkhave che. A pustakanuM sAMgopAMga vAMcana eTale pAlItANAmAM karela cAtumAsanI "bhAvayAtrA'. - sA. smitAnAthI surata A grantharatna vAMcavA ane sAMbhaLavA jevo che, teTaluM ja nahi, paraMtu vAstavika rIte to hRdayastha karIne khAsa AcaraNamAM mUkavA jevo che. - sA. sUryayazAzrI sAbaramatI kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * 509

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theMgalora - cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 202 Aso vada dvitIya 13 06-11-1999, zanivAra ApaNe eka AjJA-bhaMga karIe, ApaNane joIne bIjA kare, trIjA kare eka paraMparA UbhI thAya. Ane anavasthA kahevAya. ApaNI zithilatA ApaNane ja nahi, bIjAne paNa avaLuM AlaMbana Ape che. svabhAvathI ApaNe komaLa banavAnuM che, paNa AcAramAM ApaNe ugra banavAnuM che. bhagavAna Ama sarva jIvo pratye komaLa che, paNa karmo pratye krUra che, ugra che. 'siMhatAsAmanthao / ' 510 ahIM paMcasUtramAM arihaMta AdinA sAmarthyathI ema kahyuM : ahIM 'Adi'zA mATe ? arihaMta to sarvajJa, vItarAga che. AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu sarvajJa, vItarAga kyAM che ? AvA praznanA uttaramAM kahe che : AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu paNa aMzathI sarvajJa che, vItarAga che. kAraNa ke e temanI bhAvi avasthA che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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eso paMca namukkAro' pAMceyane karelo namaskAra sarva pApono nAza karanAra che. ahIM arihaMta, siddhanI sAthe AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu paNa che. emane karelo namaskAra paNa sarva pApa-praNAzaka che. sAdhunA darzanathI kevaLajJAna paNa thAya ja che ne ? 0 AjJAbhaMga, anavasthA pachI trIjo doSa che : mithyAtva.' bhagavAnanI nahi, potAnI buddhithI cAlavuM te mithyAtva che. bhagavAnathI, guruthI alaga pADavAnuM kAma mithyAtva kare potAno alaga varga ubho karavo, ItyAdi mithyAtvano ja prabhAva che. cotho doSa : "virAdhanA'. A cAreya doSo khUba ja khataranAka che. saMyama ane AtmA : baMnenI AthI virAdhanA thAya che. azubhakarmono anubaMdha paDe che, je aneka janmo sudhI cAle. marIcie pelA kapilane kaheluM : "kapila ! tyAM paNa dharma che, ahIM paNa dharma che." A vAkyamAM AjJAbhaMgAdi cAreya doSo AvI gayA. zazikAntabhAI : atyAre to AvA eka nahi, aneka marIcio che, jeo kahe che : tyAMya dharma che, ahIM paNa dharma che. pUjayazrI : are, ethI paNa e mANaso AgaLa vadhI gayA che. teo to potAne ja bhagavAna tarIke oLakhAve che. maMtramAM avidhi jema Apatti notare che, tema jinAjJAmAM avidhi Apatti notare che. vidhinuM ArAdhana, avidhino niSedha baMne jinAjJAmAM samAviSTa che. vidhinuM pAlana samyagU na thatuM hoya to kama se kama dilamAM darda to hovuM ja joIe. kahe K - * * * * * - - >> 511

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jinAjJAnA bhaMgathI jema anavasthAdi cAra doSo lAge tema jinAjJAnA samyak pAlanathI AjJA-pAlana, vyavasthA, samyaktva ane ArAdhanA Adi lAbho thAya che. bIjA loko paNa sanmArge vaLe. ame 6-7 varSa dakSiNamAM rahyA, tyAM AvA lAbho jovA maLyA. adhyAtma gItA : ApaNo manoratha che H evaMbhUta nayathI siddha banavAno. paNa e manoratha karAvanAra che : saMgraha ane naigama naya. saMgrahanaya kahe che : sarva jIvo eka che. naigama naya kahe che : tuM zuddha svarUpI che. tArA ATha aMzo to zuddha ja che. AkhI khIcaDI tapAsavAnI jarUra nathI. eka dANo dabAvo eTale khabara paDI jAya : khIcaDI caDI che ke nahi ? tArA zuddha ATha aMza ja kahe che : tuM zuddha svarUpI che. viSaya-kaSAya sAme ApaNe jaMge caDyA chIe. mAno korTamAM kesa cAle che. ApaNo kesa jo bhagavAnane soMpI daIe to beDo pAra thaI jAya. garIbI avasthAmAM koI zrImaMta hAtha pakaDe tyAre ApaNA dilamAM kevI TADhaka vaLe ? sukha vakhate badhA sAtha Ape, paNa du:kha vakhate koNa ? ApaNe nigodamAM atyaMta duHkhI hAlatamAM hatA tyAre ApaNo hAtha pakaDanAra bhagavAna hatA. kALa anAdi atIta anaMte je pararakta, saMgAMgi pariNAme, varte mohAsakta; pudgala bhoge rIjhyo, dhAre pudgala baMdha, parakartA pariNAme, bAMdhe karmanA baMdha.' || 12 | ApaNo ja nahi, tIrthaMkarono paNa Avo ja du:khothI grasta bhUtakALa che. jIva anAdithI che, karma anAdi che. eTale saunI A ja sthiti svIkAravI rahI, Ama kema ? paranI Asakti jIvamAM beThI che. pudgalano sAro saMga maLatAM te rIjhe che, ne navA-navA karma bAMdhe che. 'huM sukhI chuM, huM duHkhI chuM' vagere vikalpo tene Ave che. * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 512 *

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nizcaya nayathI bhale AtmA karmathI alipta hoya, paNa vyavahAra nayathI karmathI lipta che. jeTalo samaya karmanA saMyogamAM gayo, eTalo ja samaya karmanA viyogamAM jAya, evuM nathI. caramAvartakALamAM AvyA pachI tarata ja kAma thaI jAya. acaramArvatakALanA jIvo asAdhya dardI jevA che. temane mATe karmavigama muzkela che. baMdhaka vIrya karaNe udere, vipAkI prakRti bhogave dala vikhere ! karma udayAgatA svaguNa roke, guNa vinA jIva bhavobhava Dhoke." | 13 . koIpaNa karma ApaNA svabhAvane rokyA vinA na ja rahe. je guNane rokatA hoya tene sArA kema kahevAya ? AthI ja jJAnIo sAtavedanIyakarma je sukha Ape che, tene paNa sAruM mAnatA nathI. kAraNa ke e karma AtmAnA avyAbAdha sukhane roke che. ATheya karmano rAjA mohanIya che. e be guNane (darzana ane cAritrane) roke che. mATe ja mohanIyanA kSayopazama vinA sAdhanAmAM eka DagaluM AgaLa vadhI na zakAya. guNonI jyAre jyAre upekSA karIzuM tyAre tyAre karma bAMdhavAnA ja. eka paNa doSa juo ne te ja vakhate ravAnA karo. agninA eka kaNano paNa tame bharoso nathI karatA tema doSanA eka aMzano paNa bharoso nahi karatA. eTalA mATe ja guNI puruSonuM AlaMbana ane anumodana jarUrI gaNAvyuM che. enA prabhAve ApaNe pracchanna guNono AviSkAra karI zakIe. have guNo pragaTAvavA puruSArthano yajJa zarU karI do. dRDha nirNaya karo : mAre 66 sAgaropamamAM to mokSe javuM ja che. enAthI pahelA mokSa maLI jAya to bahu ja sAruM, paNa 66 sAgaropamathI vadhu moDuM to nathI ja karavuM. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * | * * * * * * * * * * * 513

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Aso vada 14 dIvALI parva : bhaktAmara pUjana. zazikAntabhAI : phUlanA traNa guNa : 1. komaLatA : ahiMsA 2. sugaMdha : saMyama. 3. nirlepatA : tapa. - samarpaNa 6 prakAre. 1. AnukUlya - svIkAra. 2. prAtikUlya - varjanam. 3. saMrakSaNa vizvAsa. 4. bhartRtvavareNya. 5. kArpaNya (dainyabhAva). 6. Atmanivedana. gAthA 10 : saMsArano niyama che : dhanavAna pAse mANasa dhanavAna bane. jJAnI pAse mANasa jJAnI bane. vaida pAse mANasa nIrogI bane. tema bhagavAn ! tamArI pAse huM tamArA jevo na banuM ? bhagavan! saMsAranA A niyamanuM ullaMghana thAya che. bhagavad ! Apa mane ApanA jevo banAvo. "mRtyuno vicAra vairAgya lAve, mokSano vicAra maitrI lAve' - ema pU.paM. bhadraMkaravi. ma. ghaNIvAra kahetA. gAthA 11 : * prabhu-darzana thAka utAre. prabhu-darzanathI badhA prazno vilIna bane. darzana devadevasya... kevuM darzana...? sAta darzana : aNu - jagata - tattva - dharma - karma - 514 * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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paramAtma darzana. pradUSaNa saMsAramAM che. 52mAtma darzanamAM oksijana ja che. prabhunuM milana na hoya tyAM bIjA koInuM milana paNa kharuM nathI hotuM. Atma prabhunuM darzana kare te darzanIya bane. prabhunuM stavana kare te stavanIya bane. prabhunuM pUjana kare te pUjanIya bane. gAthA 12 : prabhunuM sauMdarya dehanuM nahi, samAdhinuM che. sauMdarya darzanathI ApaNI aMdara paNa samAdhinuM, samatAnuM avataraNa thAya che. 12mIthI 20mI gAthAmAM sUrimaMtra rahelo che. dIvALImAM jApa karAya, ema pU. paM. ma. kahetA. 'alpazrutaM zrutavatAM' gAthAmAM jJAnano maMtra che. vidyArthIone pU. paMnyAsajI ma. khAsa gaNavAnuM kahetA. gAthA 13 : bhagavAnanA 4 atizayo temane tribhuvana nAyaka banAve che. apAyApagamAtizaya Adi 4 bhAvanAothI AvelA che. maitrIthI apAyApagamAtizaya, pramodathI pUjAtizaya karuNAthI vacanAtizaya, mAdhyasthyathI jJAnAtizaya pragaTelA che. gAthA 14 : prabhunA guNo 14 rAjalokamAM phelAyA che. guNone koI pratibaMdha kyAMthI hoya ? prabhu ! ApanA guNo jo mArAmAM AvyA hoya to huM mAnIza ke Apa ja mArA hRdayamAM AvyA. bhagavAnane hRdayamAM lAvavA eTale temanA guNo lAvavA. bhagavAna zakti ane guNarUpe sarvatra vyApta che. gAthA 15 : brahmacaryanuM varNana. tejasvI, yazasvI, vacasvI, varcasvI prabhu koIthI paNa calita na thAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * 515

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brahmacarya ane brahmacaryAmAM pharaka che. brahmamAM caryA te brahmacaryA. pAMca parameSThI brahmanuM ja rUpa che. brahma - prAgaTya : arihaMta. brahma - sthiti : siddha. brahma - caryA : AcArya. brahma - vidyA : upAdhyAya. brahma - sevA : sAdhu. prabhunuM nAma lo ane brahmacaryanI zakti tamArAmAM AvyA vinA na rahe. gAthA 16 : bhagavAna anasta sUrya che. kevaLajJAnarUpI sUrya asta na thAya. apragaTa dIvAe pragaTavuM hoya to pragaTa dIvA pAse javuM paDe. ApaNe apragaTa chIe. prabhu pAse javuM paDaze. ja prabhunA darzanathI saMsAra lIlochama rAkhavo nathI, paNa choDavAno che. gAthA 17 : * jJAnAtizayathI jJAna-dIpa pragaTe. ApaNI cetanA khaMDita che. prabhu pAse alaga, bIje alaga vAta karIe. AmAM bhaktinuM anusaMdhAna kyAMthI rahe ? anusaMdhAnAtmikA bhakti joIe. 4 pUjA : aMga - agra - bhAva - pratipatti pUjA. pratipatti pUjA eTale AjJApAlana. AjJApAlana rUpa pUjA Ave to bhagavAna sAthe abheda sadhAya. gAthA 18 : bhagavAnanuM caritra yathAkhyAta che. kyAMya nyUnatA nahi. 6 anaMta vijJAna : jJAnAtizaya, atItadoSa : apAyApagamAtizaya. 516 = = = = = = = = = = * kahe

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abAdha siddhAMta : vacanAtizaya, amarya pUjya : pUjAtizaya. A cAra vizeSaNo kalikAla sarvaze ApyA che. gAthA 19 : che mAtra jJAnAdinI nahi, prabhu ! ApanI sAthe mAre otaprota thavAnI jarUra che. khetaramAM pAka thaI jAya pachI varasAdanI jarUra nathI tema, ApanI sAthe otaprota thaI gayA pachI ApanI jarUra nathI. gAthA 20 : jJAna yathA... ratnanuM teja kAcamAM na Ave. prabhu ! ApanA jevuM kevaLajJAnanuM teja bIjA devomAM na hoI zake. eka ja deva upAsya joIe. eka sAthe ghaNA devadevIonI ghaNIvAra ArAdhanA karIe chIe. ApaNe bhale bIjAno anAdara na karIe, paNa sAthe sAthe samakakSa paNa na banAvIe. amerikA AdimAM arihaMtanI mUrti sAthe bIjI aneka mUrtio jovA maLe. teo kahe : ame to badhAne mAnIe. huM kahuM : Ama arihaMtanI bhakti na thAya, na phaLe. gAthA 21 : pU. AcAryazrI... prabhu ! Apane joyA pachI koI jovA lAyaka lAgatuM nathI. mAruM mana A bhavamAM ja nahi, bhavAMtaromAM paNa bIje nahi Thare. gAthA 2 2 : strINAM... * tArA agaNita che. sUrya eka che. prabhu ! mAre mana tuM eka che. prabhunI mAtA che : karuNA... prabhune hRdayamAM lAvavA hoya to karuNA lAvavI paDaze. gAthA 23 : pUjyazrI... prabhu! mRtyuMjayI Apa ja cho. Apane pAmIne loko mRtyuno jaya karI zake che. prabhu ajarAmara che. bhaktane paNa ajarAmara banAve. jarA - mRtyunA nivAraNathI ja ajarAmara banI zakAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 10

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ajarAmara sthAna eTale brahmaraMdhra. samyagu daSTi te pAme. prabhu ! Apa svayaM tIrthakara cho, tema tIrtha paNa cho. mArga-dAtA cho, tema mArga paNa cho ! ratnatrayI batAvanArA ja nahi, Apa svayaM ratnatrayI svarUpa cho. A gaMbhIra vAta ahIM batAvI che. gAthA 24-25 : pUjyazrI : prabhu sarvopari sattA che. emanuM aizvarya - Ahatya traNeya bhuvanamAM vyApta che. prabhu ! Apa avyaya - avinAzI, vibhu (jainadaSTie jJAnarUpe vyApaka), nitya ane aciMtya = vicAro (vikalpo)thI pAmI na zakAya tevA cho. asaMkhya = guNothI Apa "asaMkhya cho. tIrthanI Adi karanArA cho, mATe Adya cho. parabrahma svarUpa prAptithI parabrahma cho; aizvaryathI Izvara cho. zarIra na hovAthI anaMgaketu cho. yogIonA nAtha, yogIzvara cho. eka H cetanA lakSaNathI ane aneka saMkhyAthI cho. gAthA 26 : thAo mArA namana tamane du:khane kApanArA, thAo mArA namana tamane bhUmi zobhAvanArA; thAo mArA namana tamane Apa devAdhidevA ! thAo mArA namana tamane pApane zoSanArA. pUjayazrI : prabhu ! mAtra Apa mArI Adhi-vyAdhiupAdhinI mArI pIDA haro, ema huM nathI kaheto, paNa ApanA virahanI pIDA haro, ema huM kahuM chuM. Apa bhUminA zRMgAra cho. 'ma: zikti ' nA nyAye Apa pRthvI paranA mANasonI zobhArUpa cho. mANasa tyAre ja zobhe jyAre te prabhune vasAve. mATe ja prabhu ! Apa mArAthI dUra nahi thatA. Apa mArA ananya alaMkAra cho. kAraNa ke Apa ja traNa jagatanA nAtha cho. 518 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe :

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AvA prabhune hRdayamAM dharIe to bhavodadhi zoSAI jAya. eTale ? ApaNA hRdayamAM uchaLato viSaya - kaSAyano sAgara gAthA 27, 28, 29, 30, 31 : pUjyazrI : guNone kyAMya jagyA na maLI, teo prabhumAM jaI vasyA. doSo gusse thaIne bhAgyA. bhAgatA bhAgatA kahetA gayA : tame na rAkho to kAMI nahi, amane rAkhanArA ghaNA che. zazikAntabhAI : prAtihAryonuM dhyAna zuM Ape ? - azokavRkSanA dhyAnathI sAta lAbha : (1) zoka nAza. (2) kSudra janothI anabhibhavanIyA. (3) vacananuM apratikatapaNuM. (4) rogAdinI zAMti. (5) samarpaNa. (6) arthopArjananI kSamatA. (7) saubhAgyanuM akhaMDitapaNuM. siMhAsana - dhyAnathI sAdhaka sthAnabhraSTa na bane. - cAmara - dhyAnathI camarabaMdhInI sevA na karavI paDe. chatra dhyAnathI jIvanamAM bhaktanuM chatra (AbarU) UDI na jAya. gAthA 32-33 : bhagavAna cAle tyAM pRthvI suvarNamaya bane. bhagavAna cAle tyAM upadrava TaLe. mArA pagalAM paNa ApanA AjJArUpa tIrthamAM paDe to kAma thaI jAya. gAthA 34 : siMha, hAthI Adi pratIkothI krodha, ahaMkAra Adi doSonA vipno TaLe - ema samajavAnuM che. gAthA 35, 36, 37 : dAvAnalAdi rUpa kaSAyo pedA thAya tyAre prabhu ! ApanuM nAma jaLanuM kAma kare che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 119

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gAthA 38, 39, 40 : bhagavAnanI bhakti choDIne bIje kyAMyathI jIvananA vighno dUra na ja thAya, evI avihaDa zraddhA hovI joIe. gAthA 41, 42 : udbhUta... gAthAthI pU. paM. bhadrakavi. yAda Ave. luNAvAmAM kahetA : vyAdhi ghaNI che. 108 vAra uddabhUta. gAthA gaNo. gaNavAthI zAMti thatI. prabhu caraNa - rajano aMza paNa paDe to roga jAya ja. AthI phalita thAya che ke zarIra mAMduM nathI paDatuM, mana mAMduM paDe che. kensaranA dardI paNa 108 vAra A gAthA gaNatAM sAtA anubhave che. gAthA 44 : beDI : badhuM baMdhAyeluM che, paNa mAruM mastaka khulluM che. jyAM sudhI mAruM mastaka mukta che, tyAM sudhI muktino mArga khullo che. ApaNA jIvanamAM bhagavAna ja che ke bhagavAna paNa che ? ApaNA jIvanamAM bhagavAna ja che, evuM thaze tyAre ja doSo, daridratA ItyAdi jaze. bhakta bhagavAnathI vibhakta bane tyAre ja doSo hoI zake. nahi to bhagavAnamAM na hoya te doSo bhaktamAM kyAMthI Ave ? gAthA 43, 44 : pUjyazrI : pahelA guNonuM pachI nAmanA prabhAvanuM varNana AvyuM. chelle upadravo TALavAnA prabhAvanuM varNana AvyuM. rAgarUpI siMha, dveSarUpI hAthI, krodharUpI dAvAnaLa, kAmarUpI saMgrAma, lobharUpI samudra, moharUpI jalodara, karmabaMdhanarUpa beDI - A badhuM prabhu-nAmanA prabhAvathI TaLe che. e pote ja bhagavAna joIne bhaya pAmIne bhAgI jAya; jema siMhane joIne hAthI bhAge. prabhunI A stuti - mALA je kaMThamAM dhAraNa karaze te kevaLajJAna - lakSmI meLavaze, ema mAnatuMgasUrijI kahe che. para0 4 * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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Aso vada 0)) somavAra, 08-11-1999 : dhoko navakAra ArAdhanA : zazikAntabhAI. namo hindussa' kahI bhagavAna paNa name, evuM tIrtha traNa prakAre che : (1) prathama gaNadhara, (2) caturvidha saMgha, (3) dvAdazAMgI. navakAramAM tIrtha, tIrthakara ane tIrthaMkarano mArga A traNeya che. prabhue ApavA jevuM badhuM ja ApI dIdhuM. zuM bAkI rahyuM ? keTalo upakAra ? caturvidha saMghanI cetanA paMca parameSThInI khANa che, mATe ja saMgha 25mo tIrthakara che, navakArano ArAdhaka saMghano anAdara na kare. navakAra doSatrayIne (rAga-dveSa-mohane) ratnatrayI dvArA kADhe. kAlatrayIne (bhUta-bhAvi-vartamAnane) tattvatrayI (deva-guru-dharma) dvArA kADhe. bhagavAnanuM zAsana maLyuM. zAsanasthita sAdhu ane namaskAra maLyA. have zuM joIe ? - (eka mALA pachI...). sarva maMtra ziromaNi, mahAmaMtra navakAra; samaratAM sukha upaje, japatAM jaya jayakAra. / 1 / Uge sUraja sukhano, na rahe dIna ne hIna; jo samaro navakArane, sukhamAM jAye dina. | 2 . avaLA sau savaLA paDe, savaLA saphaLA thAya; japatAM zrI navakArane, du:kha samULA jAya. | 3 || navakAranI yAtrA zobhAyAtrA nahi, zodhana-yAtrA che. saMskAra, sadguNa, sadAcAra, svAthya, samRddhi ane samAdhinI yAtrA che. navakArathI potAnI meLe yogyatAnA dvAra khule che. havethI tIrthanI bahAra mArA pagalA nahi paDe - ema kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * para1

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pratijJA karuM chuM, evo navakArano sAdhaka nirNaya kare. navakAra sivAya koIpaNa maMtramAM tenuM phaLa nathI batAvyuM, cUlikAmAM phaLa kathana che : so paMca namukSo ! A navakAra sarva pApa haTAvaze. eka namaskAra tamAma ArAdhanAno arka che. bhAvapUrvakano namaskAra na hoya to anuSThAna dravya banaze. cUlikA bhAvanamaskAra che. DaoNkaTara rogane bahAra kADhe tema navakAranA akSaro vibhAvane dUra kare che, ATheya karmone dUra kare che. - navakAranA darzanathI darzanAvaraNIya, - navakAranA svAdhyAyathI jJAnAvaraNIya, - navakAramAM potAnuM ja svarUpa, oha ! mAruM AvuM svarUpa ? evo bhAva jovAthI mohanIya. - navakArane namaskArathI aMtarAyakarma naSTa thAya che. aghAtI karma paNa dhyAnathI jAya. deha bhUlAI jAya, deva rahe. - ahaM deho'smi // sthAne ahaM devo'smi Ave tyAre nAmakarma, - Atmasama sau jIva lAge to gotrakarma akSaromAM advaita Ave to AyuSya. - maMgalarUpa akSaro gaNavAthI vedanIya karma jAya. citta na lAgatuM hoya to uccAraNapUrvaka navakAra bolo athavA vAMco. nirvikalpa rUpe gaNo. sAkSAt arihaMta sAthe joDANa thaze. * zAstra - maMtravita banavA nahi, Atmavita banavA navakAranI ArAdhanA che. navakAra zAstra, maMtra che, tema AtmA paNa che. 4 tIrthayAtrA karanAra AtmAnubhUti na kare to dravyamAtrA raheze. * navakAra pUrNayoga che. badhA ja yogo tene parikramA kare che. koI ja yoga bAkI nathI. para # # # # # # # # # # # # kahe

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navakAranuM "paMca maMgala mahAzrutaskaMdha' A sAcuM nAma che. navakAra maMtra nahi, maMgaLa paNa che. parameSThIo maMgaLanA mahAkendro che. pracaMDa avataraNa ane pracaMDa saMkramaNa zakti che. mAM gAlayati bhavAditi maMgalam / je saMsArathI mane gALI nAkhe te maMgaLa che. - pAMca guNa : (1) parahita ciMtA : svAthya Ape, svArthI mAMdo jaldI paDe. svanI ciMtA keTalI ? paranI ciMtA keTalI ? parahita ciMtAmAM kAMI ja kharca nahi, chatAM kaThaNa che. (2) paropakAra : samRddhinuM upAdAna kAraNa. zrImaMtAI paropakArathI ja saphaLa bane. (3) pramodabhAva : ziva-maMgaLa tattva Ape. A badhAmAM mArA jevuM ja svarUpa che te pramodabhAvathI huM jIvonA vizuddha caitanyanI vAmathI pUjA karuM chuM, evo bhAva pedA thavo ghaTe. (4) pratijJA : (satyanuM DhAMkaNuM khole) pAMceya parameSThI karemibhaMtenI pratijJA laIne banyA che. (5) prazAMta avasthA : samatA - samAdhine Ape. bhagavAnano A zaMkhanAda che : tamAre zuM joIe che ? je joItuM hoya te guNa pakaDI lo. vidyAsnAtaka nahi, vratasnAtakonuM ahIM kAma che. upadhAnanI mALa e vratasnAtakanI DIgrI che. - 14 pUrvanuM samasta sArabhUta jJAna - "navakAra' che. che jene namo tevA thAva. T.V. mAM jene namo tevA thAva. - navakAranA akSaro - pApanuM dahana, kRpAno sparza ane nirbhayatAno AnaMda Ape che. * navakAra tapovanadaSTa che. maMtranuM darzana tapathI thAya che. ArSa zabda (ja racita nathI, paraMtu anubhUta - daSTa che) aNu-zakti che, jenA prayogathI visphoTa thAya. 0 yuga-yuga maMtranA navA navA artho sAdhaka praphuTita kare paNa te sadAya paraspara virodhI rahe. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * pa23

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vAva che. maMtramAM vijJAna che (anubhava jJAna) zarIranuM poSaNa zarIra baLa, prANabaLa, vAkabaLa, buddhibaLa - caturvidha zakti che. prajA navaH pravaH | jemAM pracura navInatA che, nitya navuM sarjavAnI kSamatA che, te praNava che. 'pratikSaNaM yannavatAmupaiti, tadeva rUpaM ramaNIyatAyAH / ' - kAlidAsa - eka aNamAM AkhuM saura jagata che, tema navakAranA ekeka akSaramAM brahmAMDa samAviSTa che. japa dvArA visphoTa thatAM brahmAMDanuM rahasyodghATana thAya che. navakArano jApa, bhAva-mananI zuddhi kare. (lezyA zuddhi) maMtramAM pracaMDa zubha saMkrAmaka - zakti che. * navakAra aMtarAtmAmAM jJAna-dIpaka pragaTAve che. 1000 dIvA eka rUmamAM pragaTe to prakAza 1000 guNo thAya ne ? paNa prakAza saune sarakho maLe. che bhagavAna hRdayamAM be rIte Ave : (1) netrathI - sthApanA - mUrti. (2) zrotrathI - nAma - jApa. rUpamAM kRtaka devatva che, maMtramAM anAdisiddha devatva che. . 'ayaM me hastau bhagavAn, ayaM me bhagavattaraH / ayaM me vizvabheSajaH, ayaM me zivAbhimarzanaH // ' 0 1 3mya pRdayet dUSita vANI (khANI-pINI) jenI hoya tenAmAM maMtra caitanya pragaTe nahi. vANImAM vikAra na Ave te juo. - 1OOO ArAdhakono jApa azubhane bhasmIbhUta kare, maMgaLano dhodha vahevaDAve, prakRtine namaskRtithI bhIMjavI nAkhe. sAmUhika jApamAM pratyeka ArAdhakane 1000 gaNo prakAza maLe che. 14 rAjalokamAM manovargaNAnA pugalo phelAvI de. pa24 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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pAvara keTalo ? 1 ArAdhaka = 1 H.P. 1OOO ArAdhaka = 1OOO H.P. zaktino srota = U290 = visphoTa. navakAra zAntinuM kSepAstra, divya cetanAnuM avataraNa, surakSAnuM kavaca, paryAvaraNanI zuddhirUpa saMkalpasiddha maMtra che. pUjyazrI : 'satre govA na daMtavvA !' A prabhunI mukhya AjJA che. enuM pAlana kare tene tIrthaMkara-pada maLe. AjJAnuM ArAdhana ahiMsA dvArA thAya. ahiMsAnA rakSaNa mATe ja zeSa 4 vrato che. ahiMsAnA prazna vyAkaraNamAM 60 paryAyavAcI zabdo che. emAM eka zabda che : zivA. madaM tittharamAyA zivArevA....' mA zivAno artha ahiMsA-karuNA karI juo pachI artha kevo bese che ? arihaMtanI ja nahi, pAMca parameSThInI jananI ahiMsA che, karuNA che. AjJA ane AjJA-pAlaka eka che. AjJApAlana karyuM ke prabhu hRdayamAM AvyA. jaDa kAgaLanA TukaDA para lakhelA nAma mAtrathI tame kalakattA sudhI pahoMcI gayA ? zazikAntabhAI ! nAmanI keTalI tAkAta ? zazikAntabhAI kalakattA sudhI jaI zakatA hoya to bhagavAna ApaNA hRdayamAM kema na Ave ? nAma lo ne bhagavAna hAjara ! nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna" | vaLI, prabhue to ApaNA saunI sAthe AtmabhAva keLavelo che. 'saLaMgUmaDumUtraNa' bhagavAnanuM A vizeSaNa che. "mArI sAthe tanmaya thavA mAMgato hoya to he Atman ! tuM jagatanA sarvajIvo sAthe tanmaya bana.' ema prabhu kahe che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * para5

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prazna : bhagavAna sAthe eka thavAya, paNa sarva jIvo sAthe eka kema thavAya ? uttara : huM to tyAM sudhI kahuM chuM : sarva jIvomAM siddhonuM rUpa juo. pachI ja aMdaranI gAMTha khulaze. kuMDalI - utthAna kAMI saheluM nathI. paNa vAMdho nahi. zarUAta karIzuM to koIka samaye, koIka bhavamAM jarUra phaLaze. dhIraja joIe. - zazikAntabhAI : AtmAne jagADe, saMbhALe te AjJA. namo arihaMtANaM (arihaMta + ANaM) pAMceya parameSThIonI AjJAne paNa namaskAra. AhatyamayI cetanA ja badhA ja kAraNonuM parama kAraNa che. te ja sarvajJa, sarvazaktimayI, sarva antaryAmI, sarva kSetra - kALa - vyApinI che. mATe ja e madhura pariNAma lAve che. A navakAramAM yogIono yoga, dhyAnIonuM dhyAna, jJAnIonuM jJAna, bhaktonI bhakti ane ArAdhakonI ArAdhanA samAviSTa che. kyAM A pustaka banAvavA mATe karelo Apano athAka parizrama tarI T (purUSAthI ane kyAM pustakanI saMvedanA lakhavA mATenA mArA zabdo? - sA. smitavadanAzrI surata kahe kalApUrNasUri pustaka eTale pAne pAne jhaverAta. - sA. zIlaguNAzrI amadAvAda pUjayazrInI kRpAthI mArAmAM guru samarpaNa bhAva vizeSa pragaTe, evI zubha bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM. - sA. sumaMgaLAzrIjI pAlaDI, amadAvAda che para6 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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ghaTanApUrNasUri OM'( gugarAtI) pustaka nA vimocana, domAM, vi.saM. 207 PER SE S Aso vada 0)) 08-11-1999, somavAra : paMcavastuka jahAjamAM besADIne iSTasthAne pahoMcADe teno keTalo upakAra mAnIe ? ethI paNa anaMta upakAra tIrthaMkarono che, jemaNe ApaNane tIrthanA jahAjamAM besADyA che. jahAjano mAlika bhale gerahAjara hoya, paNa jahAjanuM kAma cAlu ja rahe, tema bhagavAna bhale gerahAjara hoya, tIrthanuM kAma cAlu ja rahe. aSTAMgane yoga kahevAya tema cAritra paNa yoga kahevAya. cAritramAM darzana jJAna hoya ja. cAritrI jJAnI ane zraddhALu hoya ja. nahi to enuM cAritra sAcuM na gaNAya. bhAvathI bhAva pedA thAya' tema duniyAmAM paNa kahevAya che. ApaNe jevo bhAva rAkhIe, sAmI vyaktine tevo ja bhAva pedA thAya. ApaNe chetarapIMDIno bhAva rAkhIe ne uparathI game teTalo dekhAva karIe, paNa sAmI vyaktine khabara paDyA vinA na rahe. vaktAnA bhAvanI zrotA paNa ghaNI ja asara paDe. vaktA kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * - * 520

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svayaM mALA na gaNato hoya to "tame mALA gaNajo' evI enI zikhAmaNa bhAgye ja zrotAnA gaLe Utaraze. khUba goLa khAtA chokarAne pelA saMnyAsIe tyAre ja pratijJA na ApI, paNa 15 divasa pachI ApI. khulAso karatAM kahyuM : "huM pote goLa khAto houM to te baMdha karavAnI pratijJA bIjAne zI rIte ApI zakuM ? mAre 15 divasathI goLa baMdha che. have ja huM e pratijJA ApavAno adhikArI gaNAuM.' A vArtA tame ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLI haze ? ziSyone je ApavuM hoya te gurue svamAM UtAravuM paDe. ghaNIvAra guru ziSyane taiyAra karavA AvA prayogo karatA. premasUrijIe svayaM phaLano tyAga karelo. kAraNa ke ziSyone teo tyAgI banAvavA mAMgatA hatA. moTAbhAge phaLa doSita ja hoya. sarvajIvone abhayadAnanI pratijJA lIdhA pachI chakAya jIvanI kyAMya virAdhanA na thAya, tenI ApaNe takedArI rAkhavI joIe. prazna : aMdaranA bhAva loka zI rIte jANI zake ? uttara : prAyaH karIne vizuddhabhAva bAhya cAritranI zuddhithI jANI zakAya. bAhya caraNa hoya, AMtara caraNa kadAca gurumAM na hoya to paNa ziSyane jarAya doSa nathI. mArA guru AvA mahAna ! AvA ucca ! AvA bhAvathI tenI to bhAvollAsa-vRddhi ja thavAnI. aMgAramardakanA ziSyo svarge gayA che. aMgAramardaka pAse bhAva cAritra nahotuM. abhavya jIva hato. paNa ziSyo guru - vinaya karIne pAmI gayA. emanuM bAhya - cAritra utkRSTa hatuM. mATe ayogya gurumAM paNa yogya gurunA pariNAma thaI jAya to doSa nathI. ziSyanuM to kalyANa nakkI ja. paNa ahIM moha na hovo joIe. nahi to kugurumAM paNa sugurunI buddhi AvI jAya, je kalyANakAra nathI. pa28 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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adhyAtma gItA : >> jJAnasaMpatti ApIe to RNamukti thAya, rAkhI mUkIe to vyAja caDe. - adhyAtma gItA eTale lIdhI che ke enA kartAnA jIvanamAM adhyAtma vaNAyeluM hatuM. emanA uddagAro ja emanI anubhUtine jaNAve che. pU. devacandrajI, yazovijayajI, AnaMdaghanajI, vIravijayajI, mAnavijayajI vagere anubhavI puruSo hatA. emanI kRtio sAkSI Ape che. ( 4 jIvana-nirvAhanI koI ciMtA ApaNI upara nathI to zA mATe A samaya ApaNe Atma-sAdhanAmAM na lagAvI daIe ? makAna, bhojana, pANI vagere badhuM ja taiyAra maLe che. koI ciMtA nathI. ahIM rahIne paNa AtmadaSTi na khulI to hada thaI gaI. naigama ane saMgraha naye to ApaNane siddhatvanuM pramANapatra ApI dIdhuM, paNa jyAre zabdanaya pramANa Ape tyAre kharuM mAnavuM. zabdanaya samyakta deza - sarvaviratimAM lAgu paDe. naigamanaya - saMgrahanaya sarvajIvo sAthe maitrInuM zikSaNa Ape che. sarvajIvo siddhasvarUpI che. koInI paNa sAthe vera-jhera zA mATe ? aMdara paDelA siddhatvane pragaTAvavAnI ruci paNa utpanna kare che. naigama saMgraha banne abhedane jaNAvanAra che. saMgraha mAtra sAmAnyagrAhI che jyAre nagama, sAmAnya-- vizeSa ubhayagrAhI che. vyavahAra naya tamArI azuddhatAnuM bhAna karAve che. "mArA bApAe eka kroDa eka bhAIne ApelA che, te Avaze eTale ApI daIza. atyAre 10 lAkha Apo." eka yogIe kahyuM che : gha2mAM khajAno che nIkaLaze tyAre ApIza. atyAre 11 lAkha Apo." AvuM vyavahAramAM cAle ? kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * para9

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nigama - saMgrahano udhAravAda vyavahAramAM na cAle. vyavahAra kahe che : atyAre tame kevA cho ? te juo. tame siddhasvarUpI cho, evI vAto ahIM nahi cAle. tame karmasahita cho, e vAstavikatA svIkAro. Ane ja AtmasaMprekSaNa yoga kahevAya. "karmasattAthI huM dabAyelo chuM." ema potAnI sthiti jovI te Atma saMprekSaNa che. | kaI vyakti ke vastu para rAga, dveSa ke moha vadhu che ? evI vicAraNA AtmasaMprekSaNa che. tethI enuM nivAraNa karavA ApaNe kaTibaddha banI zakIe. | RjusUTA vartamAnamAM sthira banAve che. bhAvimAM mahAvidehamAM janma laIne huM Ama karIza, tema karIza, te bAliza vAto che. vartamAnamAM maLyuM che teno upayoga nathI karatA to bhAvimAM zuM karazo ? RjusUtra vartamAnagrAhI che. zabdanaya AtmasaMpattine pragaTAvavAnI abhilASAvALAne siddha mAne. samabhirUDha kevaLajJAnIne ane evaMbhUta aSTa karmamukta siddhane siddha mAne. - jayAM sudhI evaMbhUta naya na kahe tyAM sudhI ApaNe sAdhanA cAlu rAkhavAnI che. 0 gupti eTale azubhathI nivRtti ane zubhamAM pravRtti. mauna eTale mAtra na bolavuM evuM nathI. evuM to jhADa vageremAM paNa che. pudgalomAM pravRtti na karavI te kharuM mauna. kAyAthI pudgalomAM pravRtti na karavI te kAyAnuM mauna. vacanathI pudgalomAM pravRtti na karavI te vacananuM mauna. manathI pudgalomAM pravRtti na karavI te mananuM mauna. AtamaguNa AvaraNe na grahe Atmadharma, grAhaka zakti prayoge joDe pugala zarma; paralobhe, parabhogane, yoge thAye para-kartAra, eha anAdi pravarte, vAdhe para vistAra." 14 | pa30 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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ApaNI zaktio pugalamAM lagAvIne ApaNe parano ja vistAra karyo che. guNano vikAsa ja sva-vistAra kahevAya. Atma-guNa vinA bhavobhava bhaTakavAnuM ja che. bhava-bhramaNanA pherAbaMdha karavA hoya to guNa meLavavA paDaze. mamatA doSa che. samatA guNa che. A samajAya che ? jANavA chatAM mamatA vadhAratA rahIe to zuM kahevAya ? mUccha AvI tyAM mamatA Avaze. mamatAthI samAdhi DahoLAze. badhA ja doSoe guNone aTakAvI mUkyA che. jyAM guNa rahI zake, tyAM ja doSo rahe che. AtmapradezonI jagyA eTalI ja che. je je doSa che, teNe teNe guNanI jagyA dabAvI dIdhI che, ema mAnajo. | doSonI kebineTa ApaNI aMdara jAmelI che. e je nakkI kare che, temAM ApaNe sahI karatA rahIe chIe. AtmAnI kartutva - bhostRtva - grAhaka - rakSaka zaktio Aje kyAM pravartI rahI che ? te jANo cho ? zakti ulTI cAle che mATe ja ApaNe je te vastu bhegI karatA rahIe chIe. ApaNe bALaka jevA chIe. camakatA kAMkarAne paNa saMgharavA lAgI jaIe chIe. AthI ja saMsAra vadhI rahyo che. zazikAntabhAI : saMsArane nahi, zAsanane lIluMchama rAkhavA AzIrvAda mAMgajo. 20mI sadInuM chelluM dIpotsavI parva che. guru pAsethI na mAMgo, paNa huM zAsanane zuM ApI zakuM ema chuM, ema vicArajo. | dIpotsavI parvamAM saMkalpa karajo : 6 abajanI vasatimAM jaino mAtra eka kroDa ja che. e vasati paNa ghaTatI jAya che. ApaNA para bahu moTI javAbadArI che. huM eka nAnakaDI cIThThI lakhIne saMkalpa lakhajo. mizana ekTa banAvo. - tamArA A jIvananuM dhyeya zuM che ? e lakhIne jaNAvo. tamArA saMkalpane pUrNa karavA prakRti madada karavA AvI pahoMcaze. A prakRtino niyama che. kahe : # # # # # # # # # # # 531

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(gajarAtI) pastaka kA vimocana vi.saM. 2057 vi.saM. 2016, kArataka sudaM 1 09-11-1999 maMgaLavAra : nUtanavarSa saMyama-jIvana surakSita rahe, mokSano hetu saphala bane, e mATe zAstrakAroe upAya batAvelA che. 2 saMyama jIvananuM suMdara pAlana karavAthI ahIM ja mokSanuM sukha anubhavAya che. - 4 gatimAM sarvocca manuSyagati che. tIrthakaro paNa chelle manuSya banIne ja mokSe jAya. Aja sudhI tIrthakara banIne mokSe gayelA (jinasiddha) keTalA ? tIrthaMkara banyA vinA mokSe gayelA (ajinasiddha) keTalA ? baMne anaMtA che. paNa baMne anaMtamAM pharaka che. tIrthakaranA anaMtathI asaMkhyAtagaNA anaMtA bIjA mokSe gayelA che. bharatakSetranI apekSAe eka avasarpiNImAM 24 ja tIrthakaro mokSe gayA paNa emanA zAsanamAM asaMkhyAta mokSa gayA. mahAvidehamAM ATalA kALamAM asaMkhyAtA tIrthakaro mokSe gayA. enAthI bIjA asaMkhyAtA samajI levA. 532 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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- sAdhu-jIvananA vrato saMsAranA kSaya mATe che. karmanuM mULa avirati che. vide saMgame !' saMsAranuM mULa mAtra eka ja prakAramAM batAvavuM hoya to asaMyama, avirati che. enAthI atyAra sudhI jIve karmono ja saMgraha karyo che. bALaka kAMkarAno saMgraha kare tema sonA-cAMdI bhegI karanAra paNa jJAnInI najare "bALaka" ja che. phakta raMgamAM pharaka che. jJAnInI najare sonuM eTale pILA kAMkarA ! cAMdI eTale sapheda kAMkarA ! mANasa game teTalo moTo thAya paNa jina-vacana na samaje to bALa ja rahevAno ! mAtra enA ramakaDA badalavAnA, enI vRttio nahi badalavAnI ! kAMkarAthI ramato chokaro moTo thaIne pILA kAMkarAthI rame. AmAM tAtvika pharaka kyAM paDyo ? ramakaDAnA prakAra ja badalAyA, aMdara beThelo "bALaka" na badalAyo. tapelA loDhA para cAlatAM jeTaluM duHkha thAya teTaluM ja du:kha saMgI jIvane hiMsAdi pApa karatAM thAya. kAcA pANI para ke vanaspati para cAlatAM ene tapelA loDhA para cAlavA jevuM lAge. Aje badhA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne vAsakSepa nAkhIza, paNa gRhastho gurupUjana kare tema tame zuM karazo ? koIne koI nUtana abhigraha laI saMyama jIvanane zobhAvajo. parigrahano bhAra ocho thAya, tevuM kAMIka karajo. amArA gurudeva pU. kaMcana vi. kALadharma pAmyA. tyAre upakaraNamAM saMthAriyuM ane uttarapaTTo ja mAtra hatA. sAva ja phakkaDa ! bokSa ochA teno "mokSa" jaldI, eTaluM ja yAda karajo. bhaNavAno paNa abhigraha karI zakAya. zAntinagara(amadAvAda)mAM eka sAdhvIjIe 11 hajAra 111 zlokano abhigraha lIdhelo ne pachI eka varSamAM pUrNa karIne pUruM lIsTa amArA para mokaleluM. AtmAnuM naiRRyika svarUpa ApaNe saMthArA porasI vakhate roja bolIe chIe : kahI * * * * * * * * * * * * * 533

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"oDhuM natni ne voTTa !' ekalA jamyA, ekalA javAnA - maratI vakhate koNa sAthe AvavAnuM ? A jJAnAdi guNo ja. to pachI e guNone saMskAranA puTa zA mATe na ApavA ? vajasvAmIne traNa varSanI uMmare 11 aMga zI rIte yAda rahI gayA ? ATalI buddhi kyAMthI maLI ? tiryajAMbhakanA pUrvajanmamAM roja puMDarIka - kaMDarIka adhyayananuM pa00 vAra punarAvartana karatA, je aSTApada para gautamasvAmInA mukhe sAMbhaLeluM hatuM. adhyAtma gItA : ema upayoga vIryAdi labdhi, parabhAva raMgI kare karmavRddhi; paradayAdika yadA suha vikalpa, tadA puNyakarmataNo baMdha kalpa || 15 | paudgalika lAbha (dhanAdi) maLatAM jIva gaurava AnaMda anubhave che : huM sukhI thayo. paNa kharekhara e duHkhanuM mULa che, te jIva samajato nathI. jIvanI mukhya be zaktio che. (1) upayoga zakti - jJAna. (2) vIrya zakti - kriyA. A baMne zaktione ApaNe parabhAva saMgI banAvI dIdhI che. tenA dvArA karmo ja vadhAryA che. puNyakarma svarge pahoMcADe, paNa mokSe javuM hoya to Atmazuddhi janya guNo joIe. enA mATe saddaguru - yoga joIe. hiMsA be prakAre : (1) dravya : jIva-hiMsA (2) bhAva : guNa-hiMsA Aveza karIe chIe tyAre bhAvaprANanI hiMsA karIe chIe te bhUlI jaIe chIe. dravyahiMsA karatA paNa A bhAvahiMsA khataranAka che. bIjAne gusse karIe te paNa hiMsA che. bIjAne mAravAthI 534 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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hiMsA thAya tema bIjAne gusse karavA te paNa tenI hiMsA che. pahelI hiMsAthI khataranAka che. doSo TaLe ane guNo vadhe, e ja nUtana varSanI zubhecchA che. paraspara premapUrvaka raho, jhagaDA-kalahathI dUra raho, ekabIjAne sahAyaka bano, vaiyAvaccamAM rakta bano, to jIvana dhanya banaze. ) samasta jaina saMgha mATe je gheghara vaDalA samAna hatA, jemanI hAjarI mAtrathI jaina saMgha sukhasAtAmAM hato, jemanA darzanamAtrathI bhavobhavanA pAtikano bhUkko bolAI jato hato, jemanA nAmasmaraNamAM prabhubhaktinI anubhUti thatI hatI, jemanuM nAma zravaNa thatAM ja dUradUra rahelAne paNa prabhumastInI ane parama adhyAtmabhAvanI anubhUti thavA mAMDatI hatI, jemanA romeromamAM jainazAsana hatuM, jemanA zvAsocchvAsamAM jIvamAtra pratye parama maitrIpUrNa karuNA hatI / kAraNa ke jemanA hRdayamAM dareka dhabakAre prabhunA sAkSAtkAre dhvani pragaTa thato hato ne jemanA pratyeka palakAre prabhu nayano dvArA haiyAmAM AvI sarva AtmapradezavyApI thatA hatA / vizeSa zaM lakhavU..? jemanAmAM ekabAju paramAtmAnA vAsanI suvAsa hatI, to bIjI bAju jIvamAtra pratye chalakatI karuNA hatI / e pUjyapAdazrInI dayA have yAda ja karavAnI rahI ! hajI mana mAnatuM nathI, uMDe uMDe ema thayA kare che A samAcArane badale aphavA ja hoya, to kevU sArUM ! jIvamAtranI vedanA jenI saMvedanA hatI, evA pUjyapAdazrInA devaatithi banavAnA samAcArathI akalyya vedanA anubhavI rahyo chu| Apa sahunA to chatra, tAraNahAra, sarvasva htaa| je mArA para paNa pUjyapAdazrIno je ananya anugraha varasyo che, te hajI paNa hRdayapaTa parathI bhaMsAto nthii| AvA apramatta adhyAtmayogI pUjyazrI to A pAMcamA ArAmAM paNa cothA ArAnI ArAdhanA karI-karAvI jIvanane dhanyatama banAvI gayA / paNa ApanuM ! amAruM ! A samasta jaina saMgharnu have mAtRvAtsalyadAyaka zaraNa kornu? kharekhara ! vedanAthI kalama aTakI gaI cha / - paM. ajitazekharavijayanI vaMdanA / ma.su. 4, borivalI (pUrva), muMbaI. hA * * * * * * * * * * * * * 535

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aa che kArataka suda ra 10-11-1999, budhavAra saMsAramAM rakhaDatA-rajhaLatA ApaNA AtmAne anaMtA pudgalaparAvarta vItI gayA, bhavabhramaNano haju aMta nathI Avyo. mahApuNyodaye ja jinavacana- zravaNa maLe. zravaNa sadguru saMyogathI ja maLe. saguru saMyoga durlabha che. saddagurusamAgama yogAvaMcakapaNAthI maLe. (1) yogAvaMcaka (2) kriyAvaMcaka. (3) phalAvaMcaka. A traNamAM paNa yogAvaMcakapaNuM ja durlabha che. gurumAM tArakatAnA darzana karavA te yogAvaMcakapaNuM che. samavasaraNamAM ghaNIvAra jaI AvyA, dezanA sAMbhaLI AvyA, paNa tArakabhAva pedA na thayo, eTale badhuM eLe gayuM. atyAre bhagavAna nathI, bhagavAnanuM zAsana che. emAM tAraka-buddhi pedA thaI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. AtmajJAnanI sAcI bhUkha lAgI hoya to Aje paNa tRpti thaI zake tema che. pa36 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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bhojanazALAno mAlika (bhagavAna) bhale ne hAjara na hoya, paNa bhojana ApanAra rasoIyo hAjara che pachI tamArI tRpti koNa roke che ? bhIkhArI hoya, bhUkha lAgI hoya, sAme ghebara taiyAra hoya, to e nA pADe ? nA pADe to e kevo kahevAya ? ApaNe evA mUrkha bhIkhArI chIe, sAmethI maLavA chatAM nA pADIe chIe. bhUkhyAne jima ghevara detAM, hAtha na mAMDe ghelojI." - upA. yazovi. chatAM rasoIo (guru) dayALu che. vicAre che : e bicAro bhIkhArI rogI che. eno IlAja karavAthI ruci UghaDaze. tene tattvaprItikara pANI (darzana) vimalAloka aMjana (jJAna) pa2mAtra bhojana (cAritra) ApIza to ThekANuM paDaze. ne ema karIne e dhIre dhIre bhIkhArIne ThekANe lAve che. bhIkhArInA sthAne jAtane mUko. rasoIAnA sthAne gurune mUko. A badhI vAta barAbara samajAI jaze. 0 yogya dIkSApatyaya vagara, jarUrI jJAna ane AMtarika pariNatinI parIkSA vagara jo vaDI dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave to mithyAtva, anavasthA Adi doSo lAge. upasthApanA (vaDIdIkSA) mATe traNa maryAdA che : jaghanya - 7 divasa. madhyama - 4 mahinA. utkRSTa - 6 mahinAmAM thAya. amArI 12 mahine thaI. pU. padmavi. ma. (pU. jItavi. ma.nA guru)nI 13 varSe vaDI dIkSA thaI, te emanI ayogyatAnA kAraNe nahi, paNa padavIdharanI prApti nahi thavAnA kAraNe. 7 divasanI maryAdA ApaNA mATe nathI. amuka sAdhu mATe ja che. Ama na kare tene mithyAtvAdi lAge. kahe che * * * * * * * * * * * 530

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adhyAtma gItA : te hiMsAdika dravyAzraya karato caMcaLa citta, kaTuka vipAkI cetanA mele karma vicitta; AtamaguNane haNato, hiMsaka bhAve thAya, Atama dharmano rakSaka, bhAva ahiMsaka kahAya. || 16 !. kArya karavAnI ane kArya karatAM pahelA jANavAnI A be AtmAnI mukhya zakti che. vIryaguNane ke jJAnaguNane sarvathA karma DhAMkI na zake. paNa jyAM sudhI upayoga parabhAvaraMgI banelo hoya tyAM sudhI karmabaMdhana cAlu. ApaNe ja ApaNI AsapAsa jALa racIe chIe. ApaNI beDIone majabUta karIe chIe. eka Atmapradeza karma bAMdhe bIjA Atmapradeza karma toDe, evuM kadI na banI zake. koIpaNa kArya sau Atmapradezo bhegA maLIne ja kare. AsaktinA kAraNe khUba ja cIkaNA azubha karmo baMdhAya che. kyAreka zubha kAryathI zubha karma baMdhAya, paNa aMdarano upayoga badalAyo na hovAnA kAraNe zubha anubaMdha na paDe. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya aMdara paDelo hoya tevA jIvo evA AvezamAM hoya che ke ATaluMka paNa jatuM karavA taiyAra thatA nathI. AvA jIva zubhakriyA kare to paNa anubaMdha to azubha ja paDe. yAda rahe ke anaMtAnubaMdhInI hAjarImAM eka paNa guNa sAcI rIte pragaTa thaI zake nahi. "mele" eTale "meLave', karma bAMdhe. anaMtAnubaMdhI ane mithyAtvanI hAjarImAM ja narakAyu baMdhAya. samyaktanI hAjarImAM to vaimAnikanuM ja AyuSya baMdhAya. deva hoya to manuSyAya bAMdhe. 0 AtmaguNanI hiMsA karanAra bhAva-hiMsaka kahevAya. svabhAva ghAtakI kahevAya. ApaNe bIjAne mAranArane hiMsaka kahIe chIe, paNa bhAvaprANanI hiMsA kadI najaramAM ja nathI AvatI. dravya hiMsA thaI gaI hoya chatAM svabhAvadazAmAM munine hiMsAno doSa nathI lAgato ke pUjA karanArane hiMsAno doSa pa38 * * * * * * * * * * 8

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nathI lAgato. enuM A ja kAraNa che. ahIM bhAvaprANonI hiMsA nathI. kAraNa ke ahIM AtmaguNonI rakSA karavAno uddeza che. jo Ama mAnavAmAM na Ave to sAdharmika bhakti, pravacana-zravaNa ItyAdi eka paNa kArya thaI zakaze nahi. AtmaguNa rakSaNA teha dharma, svaguNa-vidhvaMsanA teha adharma, bhAva adhyAtma anugata pravRtti, tehathI hoya saMsAra-chitti 17 . bIjAnA dravya prANonI jema bhAva prANonI paNa rakSA karavAnI che. ene gusso na Ave, vagerenI paNa kALajI rAkhavAnI che, evuM ApaNe samajyA chIe kharA ? Ama bhAva adhyAtma anusArI pravRtti zarU thAya tyAre ja saMsArano cheda zarU thAya. dravyathI guru-nizrA maLI hoya te nahi, paNa gurumAM bhagavad buddhi, tAraka buddhi pedA thaI te yogAvaMcakapaNuM che. Avo AtmA prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLe, sadahe ane Acare. 0 meghakumArano jIva hAthImAMthI Avelo. prathama ja dezanAthI kema vairAgya Avyo ? pUrvabhavamAM je sasalAnI niSkAmabhAve dayA karelI tenA prabhAve. (1) saMsAra parimita karyo. (2) manuSya janma meLavyo. (3) tIrthakara jevA guru prApta karyA. A traNa vastu teNe meLavI lIdhI. ema upadeza-padamAM pU. haribhadrasUrijIe kahyuM che. A adhyAtmAnugata kriyA kahevAya. 0 yathApravRttikaraNane avyakta samAdhi kahI che. avyakta eTalA mATe ke haju samyakta nathI maLyuM. >> guNonI prApti haMmeza guNonI anumodanA ane ruci dvArA ja thAya. e pahelA guNo bAraNe ja na Ave. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * = = = * * * * * * * * * 539

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'kahe kalApUrNasUri-3'(gujarAtI) pustaka kA vimocana, vINA, visaM. 2067 kArataka suda 3 11-11-1999, guruvAra grahaNa - Asevana - zikSAthI taiyAra karIne ziSyane guru vaDI dIkSA Ape. zrAvakakuLamAM janmelA ja dIkSA le evuM nathI, jainetara brAhmaNAdi paNa dIkSA laI zake. emane pRthvI AdimAM paNa caitanya che, evI zraddhA karAvIne pachI vaDI dIkSA Ape. e mATe vanaspati AdimAM jIvatvanI siddhi tarkabaddha rIte samajAve. (1) patthara khANamAM khodyA pachI vadhe che. (2) deDakAnI jema pANI aMdarathI phuTe che. (3) agni lAkaDArUpa khorAkathI vadhe che. (4) vAyu koIthI nahi prerAyelo rahe che. (5) vanaspati vadhe che, pharI Uge che, vRddha thAya che, mare che. A badhuM samajAvIne temAM jIvatvanI siddhi kare. vaDIdIkSA vakhate hitazikSA ApatAM guru kahe : zIkheluM samyagu dhAraNa karajo... pa40 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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manna ivijJAdi. bIjAne Apajo. ThArdi yuThThiMAdi.. mahAna guNothI vRddhi pAmajo. nitthArapAra ho .. saMsArathI pAra utarajo. pradakSiNA ApatI vakhate ziSyanA saMcAra parathI guru tenuM bhAvi jue. enA DagalA kaI tarapha jAya che ? te parathI bhaviSya jANI zakAya. vaDI dIkSA pachI paNa pariNata hoya to ja mAMDalImAM praveza ApI zakAya. nahi to nahi ja. vrata - pAlananA niyamo : vrata to ApyA, paNa vratanuM rakSaNa zI rIte karavuM ? e paNa mahattvanI vAta che. dIkarAne dukAna to soMpI, paNa soMpyA pachI kaI rIte tene saMbhALavI ? e paNa zIkhavavuM paDe. gamana, zayana, Asana, AhAra, spaMDila, samiti, bhAvanA, gupti, caitya ItyAdi sAdhu - vyavahAra aMge guru vyavasthita samajAve. adhyAtma gItA : bIjAnA prANa bacAvavA dayA kahevAya, tema tenA guNo bacAvavA paNa mahAna dayA kahevAya. dA.ta. koI AvezanA kAraNe ApaghAta karavA jato hoya to tene samajAvavo : bhalA mANasa ! AvuM karAya ? A jIvana veDaphI devA mATe che ? enA Avezane UtAravo paNa bhAva dayA che. A badhI hitazikSA bhAvadharmanI rakSA mATe ja che. hRdaya komaLa rahe te mATe ja che. AvezamAM rahIe, mAyA-prapaMca karIe, Asakti rAkhIe to samajI levuM : ApaNe ApaNA ja bhAvaprANonI hatyA karI rahyA chIe. bhagavAne kahyuM che : "AtmaguNonI rakSA karo' paNa, kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * pa41

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ApaNe uchuM karI rahyA chIe. zakti hovA chatAM bhaNo nahi to jJAna-guNa na haNAya ? jJAnAvaraNIya karma na baMdhAya ? gRhastho dukAna lIdhA pachI be varSa baMdha rAkhe to ? ApaNane bhaNeluM ghaNuM lAge che. gRhasthone saMtoSa nathI. ApaNane saMtoSa che. kamAIne kharcavuM ja hoya enA karatAM na kamAvuM ja sAruM - ema vicArIne koI gRhastha kamAvAnuM choDI nathI deto to ApaNAthI koI bahAnAne AgaLa dharI bhaNavAnuM choDI kema devAya ? bhaNavuM, paNa kevuM bhaNavuM ? je adhyAtmamAM pravRtti karAve tevuM bhaNavuM. nijasvarUpa je kriyA sAdhe, teha adhyAtma kahIe re." ApaNI viziSTa kriyA dvArA ApaNuM jJAna abhivyakta thAya che. kriyA eTale ApaNuM dainika vartana ! ApaNA vartana dvArA jJAna parIkSita thAya che. bhAva-cAritra AvyuM eTale jJAna ane darzana AvI ja gayA samajo. e vinA bhAvacAritra Ave ja nahi. - koInI jAnamAM gayA ho tyAre tame varane bhUlI jAva ? vara vagaranI to jAna na ja hoI zake ne ? ApaNI atyAre AvI ja hAlata che.varane, AtmAne ja bhUlI gayA chIe. mATe ja saMthArA porasImAM 'goEA be gAthA dvArA AtmAne yAda karavAno che. eha prabodhanA kAraNa tAraNa sadguru saMga, Atama tattvAlaMbI 2matA AtamarAma, zuddha svarUpane bhoge, yoge jasa vizrAma.' || 18 che. javAnuM hatuM pUrvamAM ApaNe jaI caDyA pazcimamAM. guru ApaNane avaLI doTathI aTakAve che. - atyAre ApaNe madhyamAM chIe. "paMtha vacce prabhujI maLyA...' 542 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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madhyamAM traNa rIte : (1) sAtamA guNaThANAnI apekSAe (haju sAta guNaThANA bAkI che) (2) madhya lokanI apekSAe. (3) mAnava bhavanI apekSAe. nigodathI nirvANanI yAtrAmAM mAnava-bhava vacce che. jo dIkSA na lIdhI hota, gRhasthApaNAmAM rahyA hota to koIkanuM mAnavuM paData ke nahi ? bIjAnuM mAnavuM sAruM ke bhagavAnanuM mAnavuM sAruM ? bhagavAnanI AjJAnusAra jIvana jIvavuM ke mohanI AjJAnusAra jIvana jIvavuM ? e ApaNe nakkI karavAnuM che. guru ja moha-aMdhArane haNanArA che, satyajJAna ApanArA sadguru kevA hoya ? zrutamAM upayogavaMta hoya. mAtra bhaNelA ja nahi, paNa bhaNyA pramANe upayogapUrvaka jIvanArA hoya. cAritramAM ramaNa karanArA hoya, Atma tattvanuM AlaMbana lenArA hoya. caityavaMdana karatAM AMkhamAMthI harSanA AMsu na paDe to te samajajo ke mArI bhakti adhUrI che "kharekhara ! A paMktine vAMcatAM to mArA AtmAnI copAsa koI ameya AnaMdanI laharIo doDI gaI. - sA. samyagadarzanAthI surata A pustaka dvArA amArAmAM pApabhIrutA, prabhubhakti sthiratA, gurubhaktimAM samarpitatA, dharma pratyenI dRDhatA pragaTe, e ja aMtaranI abhilASA che. - sA. saMvegasAzrI amadAvAda che kahe * * * * * * * 543

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bhIlaDIyAjI (gujarAta) tIrthe sAmUhika jApa, ke vi.saM. 2044, pArAnA kArataka suda 4 1ra-11-1999, zukravAra sAmAyika zabdanA zravaNa mAtrathI anaMtA jIvo kevaLajJAnI banyA che. upazama, viveka ane saMvara zabdanA zravaNathI khUnI cilAtIputra svargavAsI banyo hato. sAmAyikanI atyAre ArAdhanA karIne saMskAra dRDha banAvIe to AgAmI janmamAM sAmAyika zabdanA zravaNathI ApaNe jAtismaraNa jJAna pAmI zakIe. "AgAmI janmamAM huM vAMdaro thavAno chuM" evuM sImaMdharasvAmI pAsethI jANIne eka deve e jaMgalanI zilAo para navakAra kotaryA. e joIne vAMdarAnA bhavamAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. che. game tevA adhamAdhama jIvane tAranAra A zAsana che. arjunamALI, caMDakauzika, zUlapANi, kamaTha ItyAdi udAharaNo che. bahArathI kharAba dekhAto ayogya jIva paNa jJAnIne najare ayogya nathI. 544 * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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'kaTore meM zarAba bharI hai to kyA huA ? Akhira to vaha kaTorA sone kA hai na ?' ApaNo jIva sonAno kaToro che. Aje bhale emAM zarAba hoya, paNa emAM kAle amRta Avaze, ema jJAnIo joI rahyA che. * paMcavastakamAMthI huM badhuM ja nathI kaheto, jarUrI vAto ja karuM chuM. guru, gaccha, vasati, saMsarga, bhakta, upakaraNa, tapa, vicAra, bhAvanA, kathA A sthAnomAM muni prayatna kare. kRpA karIne gurue pAMca ciMtAmaNi jevA pAMca mahAvrato ApyA, tenuM kema rakSaNa karavuM ? ane kema saMvardhana karavuM ? te ApaNe jovAnuM che. jJAtA dharmakathAmAM pelI 4 putravadhuo jevA 4 prakAranA jIvo hoya che. (1) keTalAka khoI nAkhanArA (ujijhakA) (2) keTalAka khAI janArA (bhakSikA) (3) keTalAka rakSA karanArA (rakSikA) (4) keTalAka saMvardhana karanArA (rohiNI) ApaNo naMbara zAmAM ? have kamase kama ATaluM karajo : jenA paNa tame ziSya banyA cho, te (guru) tamArA mATe pastAya nahi : "AvAne kyAM dIkSA ApI ?' saMvardhana na thAya to kAMI nahi, kama se kama surakSA to karajo. "rohiNI' jevA banavA kadAca puya joIe, paNa rakSikA' banavAmAM to puruSArtha joIe, je svAdhIna che. - lakSmInAzanA kAraNo : khovAI jAya, luMTAI jAya, gharano mobhI cAlyo jAya, dA.ta. motIzA zeThanA gayA pachI khemacaMda zeThanI hAlata chelle garIba jevI thaI gaI hatI ! motIzA zeThanA cIna jatA vahANa pAchaLa cAMcIyAo paDyA. kahe # # # # # # # # # # # # # 545

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zeThe samAcAra sAMbhaLI mAnatA karI : AmAMthI vahANa bacI jAya ne jeTalo napho thAya te sukRta mArge vAparavo. 12 lAkhano napho thayo. temAMthI kuMtAsaranI khAI pUrAvI motIzA zeThanI TUMkanuM nirmANa thayuM. bhAdaravA suda 3nA motIzAnuM mRtyu thayuM paNa te pahelA pratiSThAnuM muhUrta kaDhAvI lIdheluM ne dhAmadhUmathI pratiSThA karavA putrane kaheluM. pAlItANAmAM kuMbhasthApanAnA divase khemacaMdanI mAtA dIvALIbenanuM mRtyu thayuM. chatAM pratiSThA dhAmadhUmathI thaI. apalakSaNavALuM ghara, (agAu dAsa - dAsI - Dhora Adi paNa sulakSaNA hoya to ja rakhAtA) apalakSaNA, abhimaMtrita vastra, kuSTharogI AdithI vAsita upakaraNono paribhoga, ajIrNa para vAraMvAra bhojana karavAthI thayelI bimArI pAchaLa kharca, vAraMvAra bimArI pAchaLa kharca, pratikULa vicAra ane rAjA AdinI TIkAtmaka vANI, (rAjA gusse thaIne dezavaTo Ape) azubha adhyavasAya (gussAnA vicArathI paNa lakSmI jAya) ayogya sthAne rahevuM, rAjaya viruddha kathA kahevI. ItyAdi kAraNasara mahAna zrImaMto paNa daridra banI jatA hoya che. enAthI viparIta kAraNothI raMka paNa zrImaMta banI jatA hoya che. ApaNI pAse paNa AtyaMtara cAritra saMpatti che. te luMTAI na jAya tenI takedArI rAkhavAnI che. guru, gaccha Adi cAritra dhananI vRddhi karanArA paribaLo che. adhyAtma gItA : "guru yogathI bahula jIva, koI vaLI sahajathI thaI sajIva; Atmazakti karI graMthi bhedI, bhedajJAnI thayo AtmavedI. | 19 . vidyA hoThe joIe. paisA khIsAmAM joIe. udhAra paisAthI mAla na maLe. udhAra jJAna sAdhanAmAM kAma na lAge. mATe ja kahuM chuM : A adhyAtma gItA kaMThastha karajo. 546 * * * * * * * * kahe * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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0 AgaLanA pagathIyA para javuM hoya to pAchaLanA pagathIyA pasAra karavA paDe. tyAM majabUtIthI sthira thavuM paDe. enA mATe paLa-paLanuM dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe. thoDI sAvadhAnI gaI ne guNasthAnaka gayuM. eka sarakhuM guNasthAnaka to mAtra bhagavAnane ja rahe. maLelI bhUmikAmAM sthiratA ane AgaLa vadhavAnI preraNA kriyA karavAthI maLe che, ema ApaNane sadguru samajAve che. keTalAka jIvo sadUgurunA samAgamathI rAga-dveSanI tIvra gAMTha bhedIne Atma-zakti pragaTa kare che, samya darzana pragaTa kare che. ahIM thatuM jJAna viSaya pratibhAsa nahi, paNa Atma pariNatamAnuM jJAna hoya che. ATaluM thaI jAya to mAnavajIvana saphaLa. samya darzana maLatAM bheda jJAna thAya che. zarIrathI AtmAnI bhinnatA anubhavamAM Ave che. keTalAka jIvo marudevA mAtAnI jema guru vinA paNa graMthibheda karI letA hoya che. 'dravya guNa-paryAya anaMtanI thaI paratIta, jANyo Atama kartA - bhoktA gaI parabhIta; zraddhA - yoge upanyo bhAsana sunaya satya, sAdhyAlaMbI cetanA vaLagI Atamatattva." | 20 || kevaLajJAnAdinA anaMtA paryAyonI pratIti thaI. mAro AtmA svaguNano kartA - bhoktA che, tenI khAtarI thaI. tethI para - pudgalano bhaya TaLI gayo. AvI zraddhAnA yoge sunayanuM jJAna lAdhyuM. (bIjA nayone khoTA na kahetAM potAnuM maMDana kare te sunaya kahevAya) AvI cetanA sAdhyatattvanuM AlaMbana laI Atmatattvane vaLagI rahe che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 540

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bhIlaDIyAjI (gujarAta) tIrthe sAmUhika jApa, e visaM. 2044, pAna jJAnapaMcamI 13-11-1999, zanivAra : vyAkhyAna - mAnava bhava paMcendriya - paripUrNatA vagere khUba - khUba ApaNane maLyuM che, paNa enA sadupayoganI kaLA guru pAsethI na meLavI to badhuM nirarthaka che. * jainakuLamAM janmyA eTale oghathI paNa navakAra gaNavA, darzana-pUjAthe javuM, vyAkhyAnamAM javuM vagere svAbhAvika rIte maLI ja jAya. ja prabhAvanAnA lobhe paNa pUjAdi arthe javAnuM thAya. ame pote prabhAvanAnA lobha jatA. prabhAvanAmAM garabaDanI bIke te baMdha na karAya. pU. nemisUrinA phalodI - cAturmAsa vakhate garabaDanA kAraNe prabhAvanA baMdha rAkhavAmAM AvI, paNa pU. nemisUrijIe hAka mArIne pharI zarU karAvelI. - Aje jJAna-paMcamI che. jJAnamAM pramAda karIe to jJAnakuzIla kahevAIe. e pramANe bIje paNa darzana - kuzIlAdi paNa samajavA. pAMca prahara svAdhyAya Adi na karIe to jJAnakuzIlanuM vizeSaNa maLI jAya. 548 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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jJAnanuM phala virati maLe tyAre te jJAna saphaLa bane. jaDathI ApaNane bhinna banAvanAra jJAna che. jJAna jIvano bhAvaprANa che. dravya prANa cAlyA jAya, ahIM ja rahI jAya, bhAvaprANa sAthe ja rahe. bhAva prANa na hoya to dravya prANanI koI kiMmata nathI. maDaduM juo. temAM dravya prANa che, paNa bhAva prANa nathI. maDadAnI koI kiMmata nathI. nAma A zarIranuM che. vaLI e kalpita che. AtmA to anAmI che. nAma mAtra oLakhANa ane vyavahAra mATe che. e sivAya bIjI koI upayogitA nathI. nAma lakSmIcaMda hoya ne lakSmI na hoya evuM bane. nAma jIvaNalAla hoya ne mRtyu pathArIe paDelA hoya evuM bane. nAma Izvara hoya ne sAva kiMgALa hoya, evuM bane. evuM cAre bAju ApaNe joIe paNa chIe chatAM A nAma mATe keTalI mAthAkUTa karIe chIe ? lagabhaga ardhI jIMdagI to ApaNe A nazvara nAmane amara karavA pAchaLa kharcI daIe chIe. samyagU jJAna ApaNane zIkhave che : A nAma ane rUpano moha choDa. anAmI ane arUpI prabhune seva. - jJAna vagarano mANasa pazu kahevAyo che. pazuthI mANasane bhinna karanAra jJAna che. jJAnanI utkRSTa ArAdhanA karI mANasa potAnI aMdara rahela divyatA khIlavI zake che. jJAnathI dUra rahIne te pazutAmAM paNa sarI zake che. pahelA bALako bhaNavA jatAM pahelA sarasvatInI pUjA karatA. sarasvatIno ahIM koI virodha nathI. ene ApaNe "zrutadevatA" kahIe chIe. roja pratikramaNAdimAM ApaNe zrutadevatAnuM smaraNa karIe chIe. zrutadevatA eTale Agama. bhagavAna jeTalI ja kiMmata AgamanI gaNAya. kahe ? | _ < * * * * * * * * * no 549

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bhagavAnanA virahamAM to AgamanI kiMmata anekagaNI vadhI jAya. amane Agama na maLyA hota to ame zuM karata? cUMTaNI pracArakonI jema mAtra bhASaNa Apata, jemAM svaprazaMsA ane paranidA sivAya kazuM na hoya. apekSAe mUrtithI paNa Agama caDIyAtA che. A mUrti pUjya che, evuM batAvanAra paNa Agama ja che. AMkha ane paga baMnemAM kiMmatI koNa ? AMkha. paga cAlavAnuM, mahenatanuM kAma kare che, AMkha ArAmathI upara beThI che, khAsa kAMI kAma karatI jaNAtI nathI, chatAM AMkha ja mUlyavAna gaNAya, pagane kAMTA, viSThA, jIvahiMsA AdithI bacAvanAra AMkha che. paga = kriyA. AMkha = jJAna. mATe ja upAdhyAya yazovijayajIe jJAnasAramAM jJAna vagaranI kriyA ane kriyA vagaranA jJAna vacce khajuo ane sUrya jeTalo pharaka batAvyo che. jJAnanI ArAdhanAthI keTalo lAbha ? jJAnanI virAdhanAthI keTalo geralAbha ? te ApaNe varadatta ane guNamaMjarInI kathAthI ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLI cUkyA chIe. varadatte pUrvanA AcAryanA bhavamAM vAcanA Adi baMdha karIne ane guNamaMjarIe suMdarInA bhavamAM putrone abhaNa rAkhIne pustakAdi jalAvIne jJAnAvaraNIya karma bAMdheluM. baMne mUMgA jamyA. jJAnapaMcamInI ArAdhanAthI baMne sukhI thayA. ApaNe paNa jJAnanI virAdhanA karI - karIne ghaNIvAra varadatta ane guNamaMjarI jevA jaDa ane mUMgA banyA hoIzuM. paNa pachIno uttarArdha ApaNA jIvanamAM nahi ghaTyo hoya, jJAnapaMcamInI ArAdhanAthI ApaNe lAbhAnvita nahi banyA hoIe. jo tema thayuM hota to Aje ApaNI AvI hAlata na hota ! papa0. * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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padmapura nagaramAM cartajJAnI ajitasenAcA dezanAmAM jJAnapradhAna dezanA ApI : badhI kriyAnuM mULa zraddhA che, bhakti che. zraddhAnuM mULa paNa jJAna che. ItyAdi dezanA sAMbhaLIne varadattanA pitA rAjAe varadattanA mUMgApaNA aMge tathA guNamaMjarInA pitAe guNamaMjarInA mUMgApaNA aMge prazna pUchyA. AcArya bhagavaMte baMnenA pUrvabhava kahyA, jJAnAvaraNIya karma kaI rIte bAMdhyuM, te badhuM samajAvyuM. sAcI mAtA bhaNAvavA mATe kALajI rAkhe. guNamaMjarInA jIve suMdarInA bhavamAM adhyApakanI avahIlanA karI. putrone bhaNatarathI choDAvI dIdhA. pATI - pustaka Adi saLagAvI dIdhA. AthI bhayaMkara jJAnAvaraNIya karma bAMdhyuM. moTA thayA pachI chokarAone koI kanyA na ApatAM khIjAyelA patie patnI suMdarIno UdhaDo lIdho. suMdarI paNa gAMjI jAya tevI nahotI : chokarI mAnI, chokarA bApanA gaNAya. chokarAnI javAbadArI tamArI gaNAya. mane zAnA dabaDAvo cho ? tame mUrakha ne tamArA chokarA paNa mUrakha. tame mUrakha ho to chokarA kyAMthI vidvAna bane ? Akhare olAda to tamArI ja ne ?' ItyAdi sAMbhaLavAthI gusse bharAyelA patie tenA para sleTa pheMkI. mAthAmAM jorathI vAgatAM te marI gaI. e ja suMdarI Aje guNamaMjarI banI che. zrIpura nagara - vAsudeva zeTha - be putra : vAsusAra ane vAsudatta. munisuMdarasUrinA paricayathI baMnee dIkSA lIdhI. nAnAbhAI hoMziyAra hatA. bhaNI-gaNIne AcArya banyA. vAcanAdimAM kuzala banyA. moTAbhAImAM khAsa buddhi nahotI. paNa moTA AcAryo paNa kevA bhUle che ? te jovA jevuM che. mATe ja pratikSaNa sAvadhAnI moTA sAdhakane paNa jarUrI hoya che. eka vakhate AcAryazrI saMthAryA. e ja vakhate eka ziSya kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * papa1

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pUchavA Avyo. ene joIne bIjA paNa AvyA. AcAryazrInI UMgha bagaDI. UMgha bagaDatAM mana bagaDyuM. vicAre caDyA : AnA karatAM moTAbhAInI jema mUrkha rahyo hota to sAruM hatuM ! mUrkhanA 8 guNo yAda AvyA. mUrkhatvaM hi sakhe mamApi rucitaM tasmin yadaSTau guNA / nizcinto bahubhojano'trapamanA naktaM dinaM zAyakaH // kAryA'kAryavicAraNAndhabadhiro mAnA'pamAne samaH / prAyeNA''mayavarjito dRDhavapuH mUrkhaH sukhaM jIvati // nizcintatA, ghaNuM bhojana khAI zakavAnI zakti, nirlajjatA, rAta-divasa sUI rahevAnuM, kArya ke akAryanI vicAraNA ja nahi karavAnI, mAna ke apamAnamAM samabhAva, rogarahitatA, majabUta zarIra, A ATha mUnA guNo che. tethI te mitra ! mane paNa mUrkhatA game che." basa, have temaNe bhaNAvavAnuM baMdha karyuM. enA kAraNe A rAjakumAra varadatta A bhavamAM te mUMgo banyo che. eMThe moDhe bolavuM, khIssAmAM chApelA kAgaLa Adi rAkhI vaDI - laghunItie javuM, akSarovALA vastro paheravA, akhabAro para besavuM - UThavuM ItyAdi, phoTAo para paga mUkavA vagere jJAnanI AzAtanAo che. - zrutajJAnanI virAdhanA karIzuM to baherA-mUMgA banavuM paDaze. ArAdhanA karIzuM to zrutajJAna kevaLajJAna sudhI laI jaze. 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka maLyu. uparatuM yaiTala joIne ja gamI jAya. aMdaratuM dararojanA vyAkhyAna, tithi, tArIkha ane vAra sAthenuM pravacana, jIvana AvarI le tevaM sAhitya che. - paMnyAsa raviratnavijaya gopIpurA, surata. papara # # # # # # # # # # # # = kahe * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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bhIlaDIyAjI (gujarAta) tIrthe sAmUhika jApa, A visaM. 2044, paDhAnA te . S) 2 1 | kArataka suda 6 14-11-1999, ravivAra vyApAra mATe mUDI joIe. vadhu mUDI hoya to vadhu mAla hovAnA kAraNe vepAra vadhu thAya. mUDI eTale jJAna. mAla eTale kriyA, vepArano napho eTale karmanI nirjarA. thoDuM jJAna hoya to paracUraNa vepArI ke pherIyA jeTalI kamANI (karma-nirjarA) thAya. ghaNuM jJAna hoya to moTI dukAnanA vepArInI jema dhUma kamANI thAya. jJAnanI khUba ja mUDI roko. khUba ja napho thaze. e mATe gurukulavAsa joIe, e bhUlatA nahi. zreSTha gurukulavAsa, zreSTha sAthIo, zreSTha (sulakSaNA) upakaraNo rAkhIe to khUba ja karma-nirjarArUpa napho thAya. ApaNuM jJAna bhale ochuM hoya, paNa apratihata sAmarthyavALA jJAnI gurunuM jJAna ApaNane kAma lAge. amArA nasIbane ame keTaluM vakhANIe ? anAyAse amane evA gurudeva maLI gayA. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * papa3

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puNya sArA hoya to kulakSaNA sAdhanathI paNa mANasa kamAI le, jelamAM paNa kamAI le, nasIba mAThuM hoya to sulakSaNA sAdhanathI paNa mANasa daridra ja rahe, evuM banI zake. paNa ahIM sugurunI nizrA tame jinAjJApUrvaka svIkArI to kharAba thavAno koI ja cAnsa nathI. mATe zubha gurunI prApti mATe prayatna karavo joIe. sau prathama guru ane gurukuLa kevA ? te jovuM joIe. guru mahAna guNathI yukta hoya. jema moTA udAra zeTha pAse nokarI karatA ho ne e zeThano tamArA para prema hoya to dhIre dhIre tame enI pAsethI udhAra mAla laIne dhaMdho zarU karo to keTalA mAlaMmAla thaI jAva ? tema jJAnadAtA udAra guru maLI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. AvA gura, maLavAthI yAda rAkho ke guNano yoga thavAno ja. gurunA guNo jotAM jotAM ziSyamAM paNa saMkrAnta thavAnA ja. vAMcavAthI na Ave te jovAthI Ave. pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. pAse traNa varSa rahevAthI emanA guNo pratyakSa jovA maLyA. AthI khUba ja phAyado thayo. navasArI - AdinAthavALA traNa-cAra varSathI pratiSThA mATe vinaMti karatA rahyA. Akhare beDAmAM pUjaya paM. bhadrakavi. e emane samajAvI dIdhA. pachI pU. subodhasAgarasUrijI pAse pratiSThA karAvI. paMnyAsajI ma. pAse rahevAthI amane khUba ja phAyado thayo. uttama zeThane koI na choDe to uttama gurune ziSya zI rIte choDe ? gurukulavAsIno puNya ane guNano bhaMDAra bharAto ja cAle. guru vinaya karavAthI te sAdhu bIjAne mArgadarzaka bane. tamArA dRSTAMtathI bIjAne paNa preraNA maLaze. gurukula - vAsa mArga che. kAraNa ke jJAna darzana cAritranI prApti ane pAlana gurukulavAsathI ja thaI zake. * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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Atma nivedana eTale potAnI jAtane gurunA caraNomAM dharI devI te. tame gurunuM bahumAna karo cho, tyAre kharekhara gautamasvAmIthI mAMDIne badhA ja guruonuM bahumAna karo cho, tIrthakaranI AjJAnuM pAlana karo cho. kAraNa ke gurukulavAsanuM sevana karavuM te tIrthakaranI ja AjJA che. gurukulamAM rahevAthI vaiyAvaccano lAbha maLe. zuddha jJAnAdinI prApti thAya. Aje AvyuM, kAle gayuM evuM nahi, paNa haMmeza Take tevuM jJAna maLe. AdithI darzanAdinI paNa prApti thAya. adhyAtma gItA : - samyakta be rIte maLe : nisarga ane adhigamathI. koIne loTarIthI dhana maLe. (nisarga) koIne puruSArthathI dhana maLe. (adhigama) IlAcI, bharata ItyAdine thayeluM kevaLajJAna naisargika na gaNAya emAM pUrvajanmano puruSArtha kAraNa gaNAya. marudevInuM kevalajJAna naisargika gaNAya. jIvanamAM bhUla thAya te moTI vAta nathI, pazcAttApa ane prAyazcitta karavuM te moTI vAta che. mArga bhUlI javo moTI vAta nathI. bhUlyA pachI tyAMthI pAchA pharavuM moTI vAta che. ghaNA to khoTA mArgathI paNa pAchA pharavA taiyAra nathI hotA. amArA darzanavijayajI ma. gharANA pAse AvIne paNa rasto bhUlatAM AdhoInA badale lAkaDIo pahoMcI gayA hatA. 0 sAcuM yathApravRttikaraNa te , je apUrvakaraNa anivRttikaraNa lAvI samyakta Ape. bAkI e pahelA ghaNA yathApravRttikaraNa karyA. paNa e badhA sabhyattva ApI na zakyA. carama yathApravRttikaraNa ja samyakta Ape. "IndacandrAdi pada roga jANyo, zuddha nija zuddhatA dhana pichANyo; Atmadhana anya Ape na core, koNa jaga dIna vaLI koNa jore ?' |1 2 . kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * papapa

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atyAra sudhI ISTa vastu maLatAM sukha maLaze, evI je bhramaNA hatI te AtmA maLatAM jatI rahe che. Atmadhana maLatAM AvA sukho - Indra - candrAdinA sukho paNa roga lAge. kAraNa ke teNe aMdaranuM sukha jANI lIdhuM che. AvA sAdhakane dInatA kadI na hoya. mArA Atma-dhanane koI corI zakaze nahi, koI rAjA paDAvI zakaze nahi. koI jabaradastIthI AMcakI zakaze nahi. pachI bhaya zAno ? je mAruM che te javAnuM nathI. je jAya che te mAruM nathI. pachI bhaya zAno ? 03 gurudeva jatA rahyA paNa gurudevane pratyakSa karAvanAra aNamola advitIya jJAnano khajAno Ape A pustakamAM bharI daIne amArA jevA para ghaNo upakAra karyo che. - sA. muktiprabhAzrI navasArI pUjyazrIe guru bahumAna viSe bahu sarasa udbodhana karyuM che. - sA. saMveprajJAzrI amadAvAda A pustaka vAMcavAthI bahu ja prasannatA maLI che. - sA. zreyojJAzrI rAjakoTa huM upakAra mAnuM chuM : pU. paMnyAsajI ma.sA. ane pU. gaNi ma.sA.no ke jemaNe gurunA virahamAM gurunA amRtarUpI vacanonuM saMkalana karI sAkSAta guru sAthe milana karAvI ApyuM. - sA. jinAMjanAzrI amadAvAda laI papa6 = = = * = = = = = = = * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 = kahe

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bhIlaDIyAjI (gujarAta) tIrthe sAmUhika jApa, vi.saM. 2044, phAlguna kArataka suda 7 15-11-1999 somavAra * je ullAsathI dIkSA le te ullAsathI pALe ja, pachI ATalo upadeza zA mATe ? paNa, jIvanA pariNAmo eka sarakhA nathI rahI zakatA. pariNAmomAM haMmezA vadha-ghaTa thayA ja kare. kAraNa ke te kSAyopathamika che. A kAraNe ja siMha + ziyALanI caturbhagI zAstromAM batAvI che. - manamAM satata UThatI vidha-vidha vRttio para vijaya meLavavo kAMI sahelo nathI. saMyamamAM satata mana lagAvavuM kAMI gulAbanA mArge cAlavA javuM saheluM nathI. ApaNA pariNAmo satata jaLavAI rahe mATe ja zAstrakAroe zAstro racyA che. mATe ja mahApuruSonA jIvana sAMbhaLavAnA che. mATe ja mahApuruSonA nAma sAMbhaLavAnA che. bharaphesara sakjhAya zuM che ? mahApuruSonA nAmo che mAtra. emanA nAmomAM emano ItihAsa chupAyelo che. ekeka nAmamAM saMyama ane sattvanuM baLa bharyuM che. jha ga ga = = = = = * * * * * papa0

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siMha jevA pariNAmo jyAre ziyALa jevA banavA lAge tyAre ene TakAvanAra dharmazAstrono upadeza che, mahApuruSonA nAma che. gurukulavAsano sauthI moTo lAbha roja savAre gurunA darzana maLe te che. roja puNyanA bhaMDAra bharAya. namaskAra bhAva puNyanuM parama kAraNa che. ApaNo vinaya joI bIjA vinaya zIkhe. bIjA paNa gurukulavAsa seve. cAritramAM paNa sthiratA rahe, vRddhonI pAse rahevAthI saMyama surakSita rahe. e paNa gurukulavAsano mahAna lAbha che. A dIkSA jJAnAdinI sAdhanA mATe lIdhI che, te gurusevAthI ja thaI zake. vizuddha saMyamathI yogya ziSyo maLe ne teo paNa gurunI jema nirmaLa ArAdhanA kare. AthI janmAMtaramAM paNa zuddha mArganI prApti thAya. A janmamAM maLelo zuddha mArga sUcave che ke pUrvajanmamAM ApaNe saMyamanI vizuddha sAdhanA karI che. | zuddhi ane azuddhinA saMskAro janmAMtaro sudhI cAlatA hoya che. cilAtIputra ItyAdinA udAharaNo ApaNe jANIe chIe. gurukulavAsa mokSanuM mukhya kAraNa che. kAraNa ke mokSamArgarUpa ratnatrayI gurukuLavAsathI ja maLe che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA 700 sAdhu, 1400 sAdhvIo, gautamasvAmInA 50 hajAra ziSyo mokSamAM gayA che te A vizuddha saMyamanA baLe gayA che. to saMyamanI vizuddhimAM upekSA zI rIte karAya ? adhyAtma gItA : jJAnAdine uvala banAvavA adhyAtma-yoga joIe. mana Adi traNano zubha vyApAra te adhyAtma yoga. jeTalA aMze AtmAnI ruci, teTalA ja aMze tenI jANakArI. jeTalA aMze jANakArI, teTalA ja aMze tame tenI ramaNatA karI zako. Ama ruci, jJapti ane ramaNatA uttarottara avalaMbita che. 558 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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pudgala dravyonI ruci, jJapti ane ramaNatAno anubhava ApaNane che, paNa AtmAno koI ja anubhava nathI. AtmA pote ja potAnAthI ja ajANa che. badhAne joI zakanArI AMkha potAne ja joI zakatI nathI. - cAritra-pAlanathI AtmAnubhUti pragaTe ja. na pragaTe to cAritra pAlanamAM khAmI samajavI. mithyAtva ane cAritra mohanIya (karma)nI nirjarA thAya tyAre avazya AnaMda (AtmAnaMda) pragaTe ja. karmanirjarAne jANavAnI A ja kasoTI che. e AnaMda samatAno, prazamano hoya. * moharAjAno Dara tyAM sudhI ja lAge, jyAM sudhI ApaNe Atmazakti ane prabhu-bhaktinI zakti na jANIe. bakarAnA ToLAmAMnA siMhane nija - siMhatvanI jANa thaI jAya, pachI e zAno Dare ? tapa-japa moha mahA tophAne, nAva na cAle mAne re; paNa muja navi bhava hAthohAthe, tAre te che sAthe re.' - yazovijayajInA A udgAro juo. Atama sarva samAna, nidhAna mahAsukhakaMda, siddhataNA sAdharmika sattAe guNa vRMda; jeha svajAti baMdhu tehathI koNa kare vadha baMdha, pragaTyo bhAva ahiMsaka jANe zuddha prabaMdha. || 2 2 || Aja sudhI jIvo para dveSa hato te have maitrImAM badalAI jAya che. jeo ApaNuM mAne nahi, ApaNuM apamAna kare tevA, jIvo pratye paNa prema vahe. apunabaMdhaka (mArgAnusArI)mAM mitrAdi 4 dRSTio AvI gaI. anya darzanIomAM paNa AvA sAdhako maLI Ave. je sarva para prema varasAvatA hoya, prabhune bhajatA hoya cAhe te allAha, izvara, rAma, rahIma, kRSNa ke bIjA koI nAme Izvarane pokAratA hoya. juo "allAha" ane "aha"mAM keTaluM sAmya che ? baMnemAM pahelA "a" ane chelle "ha" che. vacce "2no 'la" thaI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * papa9

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gayo che, eTalo ja "allAhamAM pharaka che. Avo sAdhaka saune zI rIte jue ? "matmivat sarvabhUteSu ' - sarva jIvone potAnI jema jue. mAtRvat paravApu ' - parastrIomAM mAtAnuM rUpa jue. ca: pati e pazyati - e ja kharI rIte jue che. sarva jIvomAM siddhatvanuM aizvarya paDeluM che, e rIte jagatanA sarva jIvo sAdharmika-baMdhu banyA, teno vadha-baMdha zI rIte thaI zake ? emAM to siddhonuM ja apamAna gaNAya. kharekhara ! A pustakanuM mArA jIvanamAM kalyANamitra rUpe ke Agamana thayuM che. - sA. jinezAzrI amadAvAda A grantha khUba ja ciMtanIya-mananIya che, jenA ekeka padArtho khUba ja rahasya-pUrNa che. - sA. nityadharmAzriI amadAvAda pUjayazrInA mukhethI nIkaLelI amRtatulya vAcanAo vAMcatAM mArA jIvanamAM agaNita phAyadA thayA che. - sA. vIrAMgapiyAthI pAlItANA pustakanA vAMcanathI aneka mahAtmAonA vicAro jANavA maLyA che. - sA. namranirAzrI sAbaramatI che. 500 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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avAjana mana-, zAMta (kaccha), vi. 20Saka kArataka suda 8 16-11-1999 maMgaLavAra 4. tharmomITarathI jaNAtI garamI aMdaranA tAvane jaNAve tema bahAra vyakta thatA rAga-dveSAdi bhAvo aMdaranA karma-rogane jaNAve che. adhyAtmayoga vinA A karmaroga jAya tema nathI. hoTalamAM jaIne orDara vadhu ne vadhu ApatA jAva tema vadhu ne vadhu bIla caDatuM jAya, pugalano bhogavaTo vadhu ne vadhu karatA jaIe tema tema tenuM bIla vadhatuM jAya. - graMthi-bheda thAya tyAre mAtra prabhu ja nahi, jagatanA sarva jIvo paNa pUrNa dekhAya, siddhanA sAdharmiko lAge. jJAnasAranA pahelA aSTakamAM A ja vAta samajAvI che. Avo sAdhaka anaMtakAya kema khAI zake ? ekeka jIvamAM tene pUrNatA dekhAya. eka jIvanuM tame apamAna karo cho. eTale Akhare tame tamAruM ja apamAna karo cho, e vAta samajavI rahI, tripRSTha zadhyApAlakanuM apamAna karyuM, kAnamAM sIsAno rasa reDAvyo, kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * 561

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pariNAma zuM AvyuM ? mahAvIranA bhavamAM kAnamAM khIlAnI vedanA anubhavavI paDI. adhyAtma gItA : jJAnanI tIkSNatA caraNa teha, jJAna ekatvatA dhyAna geha; yadA Atma tAdAbhyatA pUrNabhAve, sadA nirmaLAnaMda saMpUrNa pAve.' || 23 / hiMsAmAM jIvanuM duHkha jANe che chatAM bacAvI zakato nathI, tenuM duHkha samyaphtIne hoya che, mATe ja te duHkhI hoya che. talavAra tIkSNa hoya to kAma lAge. jJAna tIkSNa hoya to dhyAna thaI zake. dhyAna tIkSNa hoya to svabhAva - ramaNatA thaI zake. bajAramAM mAla levA rokaDuM nANuM joIe tema ahIM paNa rokaDuM jJAna joIe. udhAra jJAna na cAle. yuddhanA morace zastrAgAramAM rahelI topa kAma na lAge, hAjara hoya te ja zastra kAma lAge. pustakamAM ke noTomAM raheluM jJAna kAma na lAge. jIvanamAM UtAreluM jJAna ja kAma lAge. e ja cAritra che, e ja dhyAnanuM ghara che. - jyAre paNa tame nirmaLAnaMda pAmavA cAhatA ho tyAre jJAna tIkSNa banAvavuM ja paDaze. bhagavAnanA darzana mAtrathI mananA badhA saMtApa, aprasannatA ane saMkSitA vagere prazAnta thaI jAya, evA parama tattva uparanI zraddhAne daDha karanAra A pustaka che. sA. jinAMkitAzrI amadAvAda 562 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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kArataka suda 9 17-11-1999, budhavAra * guruno parivAra te gaccha. tyAM rahenArane vipula karmanirjarA thAya. kAraNa ke tyAM vinaya vikase che, sAraNA-vAraNAdi maLe che. tethI doSo dUra thAya che. temano vinaya joI navA paNa te zIkhe. AthI tenI paraMparA cAle. A khUba moTo lAbha che. bIjAnI ArAdhanAmAM kAraNa banavuM atiprazasta lAbha che. (1) sAraNA - smAraNA = yAda karAvavuM. paDilehaNa vagere koI paNa vAta yAda karAvavI. vAraNA - niSedha karavo. azubha pravRttithI bIjAne aTakAvavo. coyaNA - codanA - preraNA. bIjAne uMcA guNasthAnake caDavA preraNA ApavI. je je guNanI yogyatA dekhAya temAM preraNA ApavI. (4) paDicoyaNA - praticodanA - pratipreraNA : ayogya vartanathI na aTake to tADanAdino paNa prayoga karavo. * * * * * * * * * * * 563

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A cAreya vAta gacchamAM ja hoI zake. gacchano A bahu moTo lobha che. A gacchamAM eka-bIjA sahAyaka banavAthI mokSa nikaTa bane che. AdinAtha bhagavAnanA jIve pUrvabhavamAM jIvAnaMda vaidya tarIke pAMca mitro sAthe kevI muninI sevA karelI ? tenA prabhAvathI bharata, bAhubalI, brAhmI suMdarI ane zreyAMsakumAra vagere badhA aMtima bhave mokSe gayA. sahakArano keTalo moTo prabhAva che ? sAraNA vagere thatA rahe te gacchamAM rahenAra ziSyanuM zIdhra kalyANa thAya che. 5 Aje pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajInuM thoDuM ciMtana vAgoLIe. luNAvAthI (vi.saM. 2033) kaccha AvatI vakhate prasAdI rUpe je noTa ApI, te kholuM chuM. zuddha AjJAyoga ane bhAvadharma zuM cIja che ? te joIe. dharmanA 4 prakAra : dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva. ( 4 prakArano dharma samagra jagatane upakAraka che. bhagavAnanA 4 mukha 4 prakAranA dharma ekIsAthe batAvavA ja jANe karyA che. tevI kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijIe kalpanA karelI che. bhAvadharma tAttvika che. bAkInA traNa enA sAdhaka che. e traNa vinA bhAvadharma utpanna na thAya. - kezI ane gautama maLyA tyAre carcA thaI, samAdhAna thayuM. AjanI jema koI jhagaDA na thayA. uttarAdhyayanamAM AnuM eka AkhuM adhyayana che. pU. kanakasUrijI "e doya gaNadharA" sajajhAya khAsa bolatA. sAMbhaLatAM AnaMda Avato. che. bIjA pratye aucitya sevIe tyAre ApaNA para ja ApaNe upakAra karIe chIe. bIjAne dharmamAM joDavAmAM nimitta banavuM enAthI bIjuM rUDuM zuM ? Ane "viniyoga' kahevAya. tame kharAba karazo to tamAruM joIne bIjA kharAba zIkhaze. moharAjAnA mAlano viniyoga thaze. tamAre kono mAla khapAvavo che ? 564 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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dharmarAjA taraphathI svarga-apavarga maLaze. moharAja taraphathI kamIzanarUpe saMsAra-bhramaNa maLaze. viniyoga utkRSTa kakSAe kare tene dharmarAjA bhagavAna banAve. viniyoga ochI mAtrAe thato jAya tema tema tene gaNadhara, yugapradhAna, AcAryAdi pada ApatA jAya. adhyAtma gItA : cetana ati svabhAvamAM, jeha na bhAse bhAva, tehathI bhinna arocaka, rocaka Atma svabhAva; samakita bhAve bhAve, Atama zakti anaMta, karma - nAzana ciMtana, nANe te matimaMta." | 24 - jJAna - dhyAnamAM masta apramatta muni mohathI na Dare, karmathI na Dare, koI durbhAva pedA karavAnI zakti e karmomAM nathI hotI. urdu e karyo munithI Dare : jyAre ahIMthI bhAgI chUTIe. A dazAmAM vibhAvadazAthI aruci, Atma-svabhAvanI ja ruci hoya. 0 AtmapradezamAM karma ane guNo baMne che. eka ati svabhAvathI, bIjA nAsti svabhAvathI che. karma saMyoga saMbaMdhathI vastranI jema rahelA che. guNo samavAya saMbaMdhathI cAmaDInI jema rahelA che. guNo asti svabhAve ane karmo nAsti svabhAve che sattAmAM guNo anAdithI che, tema karyo paNa anAdithI che. paNa baMnenA saMyogamAM ghaNo pharaka che. gharanA kuTuMbI ane nokaromAM pharaka kharo ne ? vastramAM mela paNa che ne taMtu paNa che, pharaka kharo ne ? kama mela che, guNo taMtu che. karmo nokara che, guNo kuTuMbIo che. ApaNe guNone, kuTuMbIone kADhIe chIe, ne uddhata nokarone (doSone) kADhavAne badale paMpALIe chIe. * DaoNkaTarane pUchyA vinA potAnI meLe davA laIne dardI nIrogI na banI zake, tema guru vinA potAnI meLe ziSya bhAvarogathI mukta na banI zake. kahe ? * * * * * * * * * = 565

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apane ziSya-gaNa ke sAtha pUjyazrI, bhacAva- aMjanazalAkA, vi.saM. 2055 kArataka suda 10 18-11-1999, guruvAra adhyAtma gItA : vyavahArathI jIva bhale baMdhAyelo che, paNa nizcayathI e alipta che. kAraNa ke badhA ja dravyo paraspara apravezI che. anAdikALathI jIva ane pugala sAthe hoya, chatAM jIva pugala nathI banato ane pudgala jIva nathI banato.' AvI vAto jANato hovAthI alipta sAdhaka mohano parAjaya kare che. mohane jItavAnA A tIkSNa zastro che. jJAnasAra vyavahAra ane nizcaya baMnenA saMtulanavALo adbhuta graMtha che. sAdhaka mATe khUba ja upayogI che. mATe ja pU. devacandrajIe yazovijayajIne bhagavAna kahIne tenA para "jJAnamaMjarI TIkA lakhI che. jJAnasAra sarvamAnya graMtha che. - je pudgalo svathI bhinna che, tenA para prema zo? tenA para Asakti zI? ema apramatta muni jANe che. jayAre ApaNane pudgalo para gADha Asakti che, pugalo potAnA lAge che. 566 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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jyAM sudhI ApaNA taraphathI satkAra ane sanmAna maLatA raheze tyAM sudhI pugalo Atma-gharamAMthI nIkaLavAnuM nAma nahi le. guMdarIyA mahemAnone roja mIThAI ApyA karo, pachI zAnA jAya ? apramatta muni A guMdarIyA mahemAnane oLakhI gayA che. te, temane satkAra ApavAnuM baMdha kare che. svadravyAdi 4 thI astitva. padravyAdi 4thI nAstitva AtmAmAM raheluM che. arthAt nAstitvanuM paNa AtmAmAM astitva che. moharAjAnuM badhuM ja lazkara AtmAmAM nAstitva rUpe ja raheluM che, astitva rUpe nahi ja. A vAtano ApaNane khyAla na hovAthI ja ApaNe du:khI chIe. AtmA to nirmaLa sphaTika jevo che. emAM kyAMya azuddhino aMza nathI. jIvanathI kaMTALI jaIe, hatAzA ApaNane gherI vaLe tyAre zuddha svarUpano vicAra ApaNAmAMthI kAyaratAne bhagADI mUke che. durgAdAsa bahu ja jijJAsu zrAvaka hato, enI vinaMtIthI ja adhyAtma-gItAnI racanA thaI che. te vakhate lADubena nAmanI zrAvikA khUba ja jijJAsu hatI. te enA tattvapUrNa patrathI samajAya che. e patra eka pustakamAM chapAyelo che. svaguNa ciMtanarase buddhi ghAle, AtmasattA bhaNI je nihAle; zuddha syAdvAda pada je saMbhAle, para ghare teha muni kema cAle ?" | 25 | * Aje bhale pitAnI 2kama che, paNa kAle e putranI ja thavAnI, tema bhagavAnanuM aizvarya aMtatogatvA bhaktanuM ja bhagavAnanI mUrti ane bhagavAnanA Agama ApaNA kahe : * * * * * * * * * * * 560

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mATe darpaNa che. jemAM nirIkSaNa karatAM tarata ja ApaNA doSo dekhAvA lAge. krodhanA AvezamAM hoIe ne bhagavAnanI zAMta pratimA joIe tyAre ApaNe kevA lAgIe? kyAM zAMtarasamaya prabhu? kyAM krodhathI dhamadhamato huM ? bhagavAnanA Agamo vAMcatAM paNa ApaNA aDhaLaka doSo spaSTa dekhAya. - darpaNa koI ja pakSapAta karato nathI. tame raDatA ho to tamAruM moM raDatuM batAve. hasatA ho to hasatuM batAve. bhagavAnanI mUrti ane Agama paNa koI pakSapAta karatA nathI. je "che' te ja batAve che. che. bhagavAnanI pUjA vastutaH AtmAnI ja pUjA che. guru ke bhagavAna potAno vinaya karAvatA nathI, ke potAnI pUjA karAvatA nathI, paNa sAdhakano A ja mArga che : e pUjA-vinaya karato jAya tema teno sAdhanAno rasto spaSTa banato jAya, ene potAne ja lAbha thato jAya. mATe ja "jeha dhyAna arihaMta ko sohI AtamadhyAna.' ema kahevAyuM che. mATe ja prabhunA guNomAM magnatA te vastuta: AtmAmAM ja magnatA che, ema jaNAvAyuM che. jene AtmAmAM ramaNatArUpa amRta maLI gayuM tene parabhAvano vicAra haLAhaLa jhera lAge. svabhAvadazA amRta che. vibhAvadazA jhera che. jhera choDIne amRta-pAna karo, eTalI ja zIkhAmaNa che. 'yasya jJAnasudhAsindhau, parabrahmaNi magnatA / viSayAntara - saJcArastasya hAlAhalopamaH // ' jJAna amRtano dariyo che. e parabrahmarUpa che. emAM je DUbI gayo tene bIjA viSayo haLAhaLa jhera jevA lAge. pa68 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * kahe

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bhAmAsara ajanazalAkA-prA kArataka suda 11 19-11-1999, zukravAra - sAdhanA vadhe tema Atmazakti vadhe. sAdhanA vadhAravA bhakti ane zrata - abhyAsa vadhAravo joIe, te mujaba (cAritra) jIvavuM joIe. A traNeya anuSThAna guNa - samRddhi vadhAre, doSonI hAni kare. davA tene ja kahevAya, je roga maTADe tathA puSTi paNa kare. * prabhunI AjJA bhAvadharma sAthe saMbaMdha dharAve che. A vAta upadezapadamAM haribhadrasUrijIe savistara batAvI che. zuddha AjJAyogathI adhyAtma adhyAtmathI kriyAyoga kriyAyogathI vimarza ane vimarzathI tAttvika sparzanA. tattvasparzanAthI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya. - davA traNa rIte jaNAya. (1) roga nivRtti. (2) ArogyanI vRddhi. (3) sauMdarya - tuSTi - puSTi - prasannatAnI vRddhi. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 59

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jinAjJA paNa traNa kAryathI parakhAya. (1) navA karmone roke - saMvara. (2) azubha karmone toDe - nirjarA. (3) zubha karma baMdhAya - puNya. e traNenuM phaLa paramapada - mokSa maLe. ja dharma kevaLa kriyApaka nathI, paNa bhAvaparaka che. guNa - sthAnakonI gaNatrI bhAvathI thAya che, kriyAthI nahi. vepAramAM napho mukhya hoya che tema dharmamAM bhAva mukhya che. vepAramAM badhA padArthomAM bhAva (kiMmata) mukhya che. eka K.G. lADu 15 rU.mAM maLe ane 1 tolo sonuM pAMca hajAramAM maLe. kaI vastu keTalA bhAvamAM veco cho, tenI vepAramAM kiMmata che. bhAvanI vadha-ghaTa para napho-nukazAna AdhArita che. ahIM dharmamAM paNa bhAva mukhya che. jIvatva badhAmAM samAna hovA chatAM bhavya, abhavya, durbhavya vagere bhedo bhAvanA kAraNe paDe che. dharma bhAvanAzIla vyaktine ja lAgu paDe. varasAda paDe, paNa phAyado kaI dharatIne thAya ? jemAM bIja vavAyelA hoya tene. ahIM paNa bhAva, bIjanA sthAne che. bhAva ane adhyAtma baMne eka ja che. dAnAdi traNane bhAva yukta banAvavA te ja adhyAtma. nAma adhyAtama ThavaNa adhyAtama, dravya adhyAtama chaMDo re; bhAva adhyAtama nija guNa sAdhe, to tehazuM raDha maMDo re." bhAvane utpanna karanArA hoya to nAma vagere ane dAna vagere paNa upAdeya che, e paNa bhUlavuM nahi. bhAva kevo hoya ? (1) sarva jIvo prati maitrI yukta... (2) guNI tarapha pramoda mukta... (3) du:khI jIvo prati karuNA yukta.. (4) nirguNI jIvo prati mAdhyacya yukta hoya.. pachI zubha AjJAyoga Ave, te paramapadanuM avaMdhyA 500 # # # # # # # # # # # # 1 * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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kAraNa bane che. tathAbhavyatvanA paripAkathI graMthibheda thatAM zubha AjJAyoga Ave che. tathAbhavyatA pAkI nathI, graMthibheda thayo nathI, ema na bolo, e mATe, koI prayatna (duSkRtagaha, sukRta anumodanA, zaraNAgatirUpa) nathI karyA, ema bolo. * prastAvanA ke anukramaNikAmAM jema graMthano paricaya Avelo hoya, tema navakAramAM saMpUrNa jinazAsanano paricaya che. navakAra eTale jinazAsananI prastAvanA...! athavA anukramaNikA. AvuM samajyA pachI je kAMI zAstro vAMcazo temAM navakAra ja dekhAze. adhyAtma gItA : AtmalInatA bhale thoDA samayanI hoya, paNa eTalI jhalakathI muninuM saMpUrNa jIvana badalAI jAya. vyavahAramAM paNa e jhalakanI chAMTa dekhAya. pachI avaguNo badhA cAlatI pakaDe. "bhagavAna hRdayamAM AvI gayA che. e ApaNane hAMkI kADhe e pahelA ja ApaNe bistrA-poTalA peka karIne cAlavA mAMDo," ema samajIne doSo ravAnA thavA mAMDe. covIseya kalAka hRdayamAM ja prabhunAma ane prabhu-mUrti rame to doSone ghusavAno koI savAla nathI. puNyapApa be pugala-dala bhAse parabhAva, parabhAve parasaMgata pAme duSTa vibhAva; te mATe nijabhogI yogIsara suprasanna, deva naraka tRNa maNi sama bhAse jehane ma.' | 26 || puNya-pApa para paNa te yogIne samabhAva hoya. sonuM hoya ke mATI baMne pudgala che, tema puNya-pApa paNa pudgala puNyathI maLelA sukhomAM AsaktithI AtmA duSTa vibhAvadazAne pAmaze, evuM te yogI jANatA hoya che. aniSTa para aNagamo nahi, ISTa para rAjIpo nahi, kahe che * jha jha jha * * * * * * * 501

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munino A madhya mArga che. jyAM tame sAtAnA Icchuka bano cho, te ja kSaNe karmo tamane coMTe che. je kSaNe tame kyAMka aNagamo karo cho, te ja kSaNe tamane karyo vaLage che. AvuM jANanAra samabhAvamAM magna munine svarga ke naraka, sonuM ke mATI, vaMdaka ke niMdaka, mAna ke sanmAna badhA para samAnabhAva hoya. teha samatArasI tattva sAthe, nizcalAnaMda anubhava ArAdhe, tIvra ghanaghAtI nija karma toDe, saMdhi paDilehine te vichoDe." me 27 | zreNi eTale uttarottara vizuddha pariNAma ! dariyAmAMnI bharatI joI lo. te vakhate navA karmo to na baMdhAya, paNa dhyAnanA kuhADAthI tIvra ghanaghAtI karmonA lAkaDA taDa... taDa... tuTavA mAMDe. gAMThavALA lAkaDAne toDavAmAM khUba muzkelI paDatI hoya che. lAkaDAnI jema karmomAM paNa gAMTha hoya che. AvA gAMThavALA karmo toDavA muzkela hoya che. (saMdhi eTale gAMTha) parapadArtho para rAganI gAMTha, jIvo para veranI gAMTha. AvI aneka gAMThonA kAraNe karmo paNa gAMThavALA lAkaDA jevA majabUta banatA hoya che. ja A kALamAM sIdhuM AtmAnuM AlaMbana na laI zakAya, prabhunuM AlaMbana ja prathama jarUrI che. upara javA mATe sIDI joIe tema AtmA pAse javA prabhu joIe. sIDI vinA ThekaDA mAranAranA hADakA bhAMge. prabhu vinA sAdhanA karanAra mArgabhraSTa bane tevI vadhu saMbhAvanA che. pa02 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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vayava mA ya paNa jarAya golika zahera, ji. 18-2-2002 kArataka suda 1 ra 20-11-1999, zanivAra che bhagavAnanA upadezanuM phaLa che : AtmAnubhava. e phaLa meLavIne ja mahApuruSoe anyo mATe mArgadarzaka graMtho racyA che, ahaMnA poSaNa mATe nahi. - zuddha AjJAyoga adhyAtmanuM avaMdhya kAraNa che. zuddha AjJAyoga Ave eTale adhyAtma AvyA vinA rahe ja nahi. caramAvarta kALamAM ja te prApta thaI zake. - caramAvarta paNa ghaNo lAMbo che. anaMtA bhavo thaI jAya, anaMta utsarpiNI - avasarpiNIo nIkaLI jAya. mATe temAM paNa jyAre graMthino bheda thAya tyAre ja adhyAtma Ave. adhyAtma na Ave tyAM sudhI karmono bharoso na karAya. loko bhale bolatA thaI jAya : "oha ! mahArAja ghaNA saguNI' paNa enAthI bhramamAM nahi paDatA. bhagavAnanI najare ApaNe saguNI banIe tyAre sAcA arthamAM saguNI banyA samajavuM. karmanA thoDA upazamathI guNo dekhAtA thaI jAya, paNa kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * pa03

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eno bharoso nahi : jyAre jatA rahe. bhagavAnanI AjJA eTale gurunI AjJA. bhagavAnanI AjJA tame pALI rahyA cho, tenI, guru khAtarI ApI zake. guru AgamAnusArI ja hoya. A badhuM tathAbhavyatAnA paripAkathI ja thAya che. e mATe catuH zaraNagamanAdi mATe ApaNe ja prayatna karavo paDe. - vairAgyAdi guNothI tathAbhavyatAno paripAka jaNAya. | mumukSumAM vairAgya sau prathama joIe. bahu mohamAM phasAvA jevuM nathI. Ajano mumukSu tamAro ziSya to nahi bane, guru na banI bese te jozo. mAtra buddhi nahi, enI pariNati jojo. ratnono hAra banAvavo hoya to chidra dvArA doro parovavo joIe. ahIM paNa karmamAM kANuM (graMthibheda) paDavuM joIe. to ja guNa-ratnanI mALA banI zake. 4 graMthibhedano padArtha kathA dvArA samajavo hoya to siddhaSi kRta upamiti graMthano prathama prastAva vAMcajo. adbhuta varNana che ! 21 vAra bauddha sAdhu banavA taiyAra thayelA siddharSi vAraMvAra gurunA AgrahathI rokAI jatA. chellI vakhate lalitavistarA graMtha vAMcavAthI emano AtmA jAgRta thaI UThyo. vItarAga prabhunI anaMta karuNA dekhAI. buddhanI karuNA phIkI lAgI. vi.saM. 2017-18mAM pUjayazrIne bhaNAvanAra jAmanagarathI AvelA paM. vrajalAlajI upAdhyAya : 'viSaM vinirdhUya kuvAsanAmayaM, vyacIcarad yaH kRpayA mamAzaye / aciMtyavIryeNa suvAsanA-sudhAM, namo'stu tasmai haribhadrasUraye // ' - siddhArSi kuzAstronA jherane dUra karIne jemaNe mArA aMtaHkaraNamAM aciMtya zaktithI susaMskAranuM amRta bharyuM, te haribhadrasUrine namaskAra thAo.' - nyAyAvatAra - TIkAnuM maMgalAcaraNa pa04 * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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A amArA jAmanagaranA paMDitajI che. jovA AvyA che : amArA vidyArthI kema che ? bhagavAna ja cAritrAdi ApanArA che ne mokSadAtA che, e vAta siddharSine haribhadrasUri racita lalitavistarA dvArA samajAI. AthI ja emaNe haribhadrasUrine potAnA guru mAnyA. upamitinA prathama prastAvamAM temaNe A rIte yAda karyA che : 'namo'stu haribhadrAya, tasmai pravarasUraye / __ madarthaM nirmitA yena, vRttilalitavistarA // ' te haribhadrasUrine namaskAra ho, jemaNe jANe mArA mATe lalitavistarA TIkA banAvI.' | chidra vinA motImAM doro na Ave tema abhinnagraMthimAM guNo nathI AvatA. (saMskRtamAM dorA mATe 'TUT' zabda paNa te bIjA mATe kadAca upayogI banI zake, paNa sva mATe jarAya nahi. te bhedo - prabhedo badhA gaNAvI deze, paNa aMdara nahi utare, tenAmAM viSaya pratibhAsa jJAna ja haze. Atma pariNatimat jJAna 4thA guNasthAnakathI ne tattva saMvedana jJAna chaThThA guNasthAnakathI hoya che. AjJAyoga guru-lAghavathI thAya che. guru-lAghava vijJAna che. gura-lAghava eTale napho-nukazAnInI vicAraNA. vepArI vepAramAM napho-nukazAnInI vicAraNA kare tema saMyamI paNa saMyamamAM napho-nukazAnInI vicAraNA kare. utsarga ke apavAda baMnemAM phAyadAkAraka hoya teno prayoga kare. upadeza-padanI TIkAmAM A lakheluM che. adhyAtma gItA : mArA 49 zlokomAM "adhyAtma'nuM zabdacitrA pU. devacandrajIe doryuM che te sAce ja adbhuta che. 50 varSa pahelA meM A 49 zloko kaMThastha karelA. rAjakoTa (vi.saM. 2017)mAM pahelIvAra joyuM ke zrAvako teno kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * pa05

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pATha karI rahyA hatA. mane AnaMda thayo. "samyagu ratnatrayIrasa rAcyo cetanarAya, jJAnakriyA cakra, cakacUre sarva apAya; kAraka cakra svabhAvathI, sAdhe pUraNa sAdhya, kirtA kAraNa kAraja, eka thayA nirAbAdha." 28 . - Aja sudhI pudgalano, artha-kAmano rasa hato, te dIkSA letAM chuTyo, paNa ahIM pharI navo sAMsArika kahI zakAya tevo rasa pedA thayo nathIne ? te jojo. e badhA raso toDavA hoya to ratnatrayIno rasa pedA karavo paDe. jJAna ane kriyAnuM cakra evuM joradAra che je moharAjAnuM mAthuM kApI nAkhe. moharAjA naSTa thatAM ja sarva apAya dUra thAya che. cetanarAja vijetA bane che. kumArapALe jema aNorAjane harAvyo tema cetana moharAjane harAve che. cakravartI pAse zatrughUraka cakra hoya tema cetana pAse paNa kAraka-cakra che. kAraka cakrathI (SakAraka cakra) mohanI senA dhULa cATatI thaI jAya. tyAre kartA-kAraNa ane kArya traNeya eka thaI jAya. SakAraka cakra vinA koI bhautika kArya paNa thaI zake nahi to AdhyAtmika kAryanI to vAta ja zI karavI ? atyAre paNa ApaNe SakAraka cakrathI ja vyavahAra calAvI rahyA chIe. paTTakAraka - zakti UghADI che. ene koI karmanuM AvaraNa nathI. jo ene paNa koI karmanuM AvaraNa hota to karma-baMdhana ja thaI zakata nahi. A kAraka-cakra mAtra jIva pAse ja che. A chamAM kAraka mukhya che. bAkInA pAMca ene AdhIna che. pU. devacandrajI ma.no A mukhya viSaya che. emaNe potAnA stavanamAM A viSaya khUba ja sarasa rIte guMthyo che. mATe ja emanA stavana kaMThastha karavAno huM Agraha rAkhuM chuM. atyAre ApaNA chae kAraka karma-baMdhananuM ja kAma karI 506 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * kahe.

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rahyA che. koI mANasa, gharanA bhUkhyA mare ne bIjA mATe kamANI kare to tene kevo kahIzuM ? ApaNo cetana AvuM ja kare che. ApaNI ja zaktio dvArA ApaNe karmanuM kAma karI ApIe chIe. gharanA ghaMTI cATe ne upAdhyAyane ATo." - atyAre ApaNe kaSAya-nokaSAya AdinI AjJAthI jIvI rahyA chIe, e rIte pravRtti karI rahyA chIe. chatAM mAnIe chIe ema ke ame svataMtra chIe, ame dhArIe te karIe chIe. ApaNI svataMtratA para moharAjA khaDakhaDATa hase che. kaThapUtaLI kahe : huM svataMtrapaNe nAcuM chuM - enA jevuM ApaNuM abhimAna che. mATImAMthI ghaDo bane e sAcuM. jAva, sIdhA ja jamInamAMthI khodIne ghaDA laI Avo. maLaze ? nahi, e mATe kuMbhAranI madada joIze. ApaNe paNa nigodamAM mATI jevA hatA. tyAMthI ApaNane kADhanAra bhagavAna che. emanA dvArA ja ApaNe bhagavat svarUpa prApta karIzuM. SakAraka : (1) karanAra kAraka - kartA. (2) karavAnuM kArya te karma - ghaDo. karavAnuM kArya. (3) kAryanuM sAdhana. upAdAna ane nimitta kAraNa. upAdAna : dA.ta. mATI. nimitta : daMDa, cakra Adi. (4) saMpradAna : navA navA paryAyanI prApti. mATI - piMDo - sthAsaka Adi mATInI avasthAo. (5) apAdAna : pUrva payayano nAza ane uttara paryAyano utpAda. (6) adhikaraNa : sarva paryAyano AdhAra. dA.ta. ghaDA mATe jamIna. roTalImAM paNa A kAraka ghaTAvI zakAya. A ja kArakacakra ApaNe AtmAmAM ghaTAvavAnuM che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 500

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"apAra mAnava-bhIr3a ke bIca pUjyazrI ke agni-saMskAra, zaMkhezvara, di. 18-2-2002 kArataka suda 13 ra1-11-1999, ravivAra "sayala saMsArI indriyarAmI, muni-gaNa AtamarAmI re.' saMsAranA badhA ja prANIo IndriyomAM AnaMda mAnanArA che. munio ja mAtra AtmAmAM AnaMda mAnanArA che. pataMgiyAne dIvAmAM sonuM dekhAya che ne tenI pAchaLa doTa mUkIne mRtyu vahorI le che tema saMsArIo IndriyonA viSaya pAchaLa bhAvaprANone khatama kare che. pataMgiyuM to caurindriya che, enI bhUla kSamya gaNAya, paNa vivekI manuSya mATe A zaramajanaka nathI ? che. saMskRta to ame pachI bhaNyA. e pahelA amAre to AnaMdaghanajI, pU. devacandrajI AdinuM gujarAtI sAhitya ja AdhArabhUta hatuM. keTalo upakAra karyo che emaNe amArA jevA para ! havenA bALako to evA taiyAra thaI rahyA che ke gujarAtI paNa nathI AvaDatuM ! paradezI bhASA IMglIza to AvaDe che, paNa gharanI bhASA nathI AvaDatI ! AvAo para upakAra kema 508 * * * * * * * * kahe

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karavo ? e paNa prazna thaI rahyo che ! 0 ApaNo AtmA ja ApaNe na jANI zakIe to zuM jANI zakIzuM ? ApaNI dravya kriyAo mokSa ApI deze ? jo ke, kriyAo nirarthaka nathI. ekaluM dhyAna upayogI nathI thatuM. kAraNa ke Akho divasa dhyAna thaI zakatuM nathI. dhyAna sivAyanA samayamAM kriyA upayogI thaI paDe che. kriyA choDIne je dhyAnamAM ja joDAvA prayatna kare che te dhyAnane to nathI pAmI zakato paNa kriyAthI paNa bhraSTa bane che. 0 bhujanA eka ajaina bhAIe "huM parivArane saMtoSa ApI zakato nathI." vagere kahIne dhyAnanI UMcI vAto karI. meM kahyuM : tame atyAre kyAM cho ? te juo. kartavya nibhAvo pachI tenA phaLarUpe dhyAna maLaze. gaIkAle ja e pAcho Avyo kahe : "mahArAja ! have AnaMda AnaMda thaI gayo.' tame jANo cho : 10pUrvI mATe jinakalpa svIkArano niSedha che ? zA mATe? e gaccha para ghaNo upakAra karI zake tema che mATe. A ja vAta thoDA aMze anyatra paNa lAgu paDI zake. * gaIkAlanA SakAraka cakra AtmAmAM ghaTADIe. (1) kAraka : dravya-bhAvakarmano karanAra AtmA svayaM kAraka che. 24 kalAka karmabaMdhananuM A kAma cAlu ja che. kAraNa ke jIvamAM kartutvAdi zaktio UghADI ja che. e zaktione vibhAvathI aTakAvIne svabhAvagAmI na banAvIe tyAM sudhI mokSa to zuM samyakta paNa na maLe. karma pachI ja kapAya. jo ke, pachI paNa prayatna to karavo ja paDe. nakhane paNa kApavA prayatna karavo paDe to prayatna karyA vinA karma zI rIte kapAya ? (2) karma : dravya-bhAva karmanuM baMdhanarUpa kArya. (3) karaNa : bhAvAzrava - azuddhabhAva pariNati. prANAtipAtAdi - dravyAzrava. (4) saMpradAnaH navI azuddhatAthI navA karmono lAbha thAya che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * pa09

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(5) apAdAna : Atma-svarUpano avarodha. kSAyopathamika guNonI hAni thavI te. svarUpathI chuTA paDavuM. (6) AdhAra : AvI anaMta azuddhionuM AzrayasthAna Atmapradezo. A kAraka-zaktionuM kAma anAdikALathI cAlu che. ApaNI ja kAraka zaktio ApaNuM nukazAna karI rahI che. sva-guNa Ayudha thakI karma cUre, asaMkhyAta guNI nirjarA teha pUre; Tale AvaraNathI guNa vikAse, sAdhanA zakti tima tima prakAze." ! 29 che. chae kAraka sau prathama bhagavanmaya bane tyAre badhuM badalavA mAMDe. AthI svaguNarUpI zastro pedA thayA. e zastro karmanA bhukkA bolAvI de. pachI to sAdhaka asaMkhyAtaguNI nirjarA karato rahe. kSaNe-kSaNe nirjarAno prakarSa vadhato jAya. dhyAnamAM jJAna-darzana-cAritra eka thaI jAya che. koI paNa kArya jIva kare che tyAre badhI ja zaktio ekI sAthe kAma karavA lAge che. cAhe e kAma zubha hoya ke azubha. Atma-pradezomAM kadI anekatA nathI hotI. badhA sAthe maLIne ja kAma kare. mithyAtva vakhate jJAnAdi zakti - mithyAjJAnAdi zaktio kahevAya che. samakitanI hAjarImAM te samyaga jJAnAdi zaktio kahevAya che. pU. devacandrajI abhyAsI udAra puruSa hatA. pote kharataragacchIya hovA chatAM tapAgacchIya upAdhyAya yazovijayajI kRta jJAnasAra para jJAnamaMjarI TIkA racI che tema tapAgacchIyA jinavijayajI, uttamavijayajIne emaNe vize gAvazyaka, anuyogadvAra Adi bhaNAvyA paNa che. - parama divase bhadraguptasUrijI amadAvAdamAM kALadharma pAmyA. amArA jUnA paricita hatA. hindI - gujarAtI sAhityanA moTA sarjaka hatA. emanA graMtho Aje paNa loko premathI vAMce che. hamaNA chelle ame amadAvAdamAM maLI paNa AvyA. emano AtmA jyAM hoya tyAM samAdhi prApta kare, paramapada nikaTa banAve. 580 + jha = * * * * * * * kahe * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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nA roja 1, vesu12, vi.sa. 2058 kArataka suda 15 ra3-11-1999, maMgaLavAra pragaTyA Atama-dharma thayA savi-sAdhana-rIta, bAdhaka - bhAva grahaNatA bhAgI jAgI nIta; udaya udIraNA te paNa pUrava nirjarAkAja, anabhisaMdhi baMdhakatA nIrasa AtamarAja.' | 30 || * A mUrti kAMI ramakaDuM nathI. e sAkSAta prabhunuM rUpa che. bhakta emAM prabhune ja jue che. AgaLa vadhIne bhakta prabhu-nAmamAM paNa prabhune jue che. priya vyaktinA patramAM jema vAMcanAra, vyaktinuM ja darzana kare che. tema prabhu-nAmamAM bhakta prabhunuM ja darzana kare che. jagatanA sarva-vyavahAro ApaNe nAma ane nAmInA abhedathI ja calAvIe chIe, paNa ahIM ja, (sAdhanAmAM ja) vAMdho Ave che. roTalI bolatAM ja roTalI yAda Ave che. ghoDo bolatAM ja ghoDo yAda Ave che. paNa prabhu bolatAM prabhu yAda nathI AvatA. 5 vyakti dUra che ke najIka e mahattvanI vAta nathI, enA para keTaluM bahumAna che, te ja mahattvanI vAta che. kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * 581

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- bhagavAnanI najIka rahenArA kALIyA kasAI vagere kAMI meLavI zakyA nathI, dUra rahelA kumArapALa Adie meLavavA lAyaka meLavI lIdhuM che. kAraNa ke najIka rahelA kasAImAM bahumAna nahotuM. kumArapALamAM bahumAna hatuM. sAkSAta bhagavAnanA virahamAM bhagavAnanA nAma ane rUpamAM bhakta sAkSAt bhagavAnane ja jue. savAla phakta bahumAnano ja che. huM lobhI kharo. lobha haju gayo nathI. meM adhyAtmagItA pAkI karelI che. haju gaI nathI. bIjA paNa te pAkI kare teno lobha kharo. mane upakAra thayo te upakAra bIjA para paNa thAya. tevo lobha kharo. - phalodImAM bahu ja nAnapaNamAM sau prathama "adhyAtma kalpadrumapustaka udayarAjajI kocaranA gharathI maLyuM. gujarAtImAM hovA chatAM meM vAMcavAnI kozIza karI. AnaMda Avyo. cha kAraka atyAra sudhI bAdhaka banyA che. have tene sAdhaka zI rIte banAvavA ? te kaLA ApaNe zIkhavAnI che. pU. devacandrajI kRta mallinAtha ane munisuvrata svAmI bhagavAnanA stavanamAM e kaLA darzAvI che. avasare tame jojo. jayAM sudhI zarIra AdinuM kartutvabhAva ApaNe mAnIe chIe - tyAM sudhI chaye kAraka avaLA ja cAlavAnA. "huM mArA jJAnAdi guNono kartA chuM." evuM anubhUtijanya jJAna thatAM ja bAdhaka kArakacakra sAdhaka banavA lAge che. ja dareka navo vaijJAnika pUrvanA vaijJAnikoe karelA saMzodhananA AdhAre AgaLa vadhe che. eTalI mahenata tenI bace che. yogIe jJAnI ane anubhavIonA AdhAre AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. emanA anubhavanI paMktio ApaNA mATe mAIlasTona banI rahe che. - jJAnIonA kathananuM hArda samajavA temanA para bahumAna hovuM jarUrI che. paM. muktivijayajI tyAM sudhI kahetA : tame je graMtha bhaNatA ho tenA kartAnI eka mALA graMtha pUro na thAya tyAM sudhI roja gaNavI. 582 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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- nizcayathI AtmA parano karyA che ja nahi, AtmaguNono ja kartA che, chatAM jo parakartutvanuM abhimAna potAnA mAthe le to daMDAya. korTamAM koI jo bolI jAya "meM corI karI che" to ene avazya daMDa maLe; bhale teNe corI na karI hoya. sva-AtmA upAdAna kAraNa che. - sudeva - suguru Adi mukhya kAraNa che. mukhya kAraNathI upAdAna kAraNa puSTa thAya che. 4 nAno vepArI moTA vepArI pAsethI mAla le tema ApaNe prabhunI pAsethI guNono mAla levAno che. vepArI to haju nA paNa pADI de. udhAra na paNa Ape. bhagavAna kadI nA nahi pADe. lenAra thAke, paNa ApanAra bhagavAna kadI thAke nahi. evA dAnavIra che bhagavAna. ApaNe svayaM ApaNA AtmAne guNonuM (ke durguNonuM) dAna karIe te saMpradAna (cotho kAraka) che. eTale navA guNono lAbha te saMpradAna. azuddhinI nivRtti te apAdAna. A baMne sAthe ja thAya. lAbha thayo te saMpradAna, hAni thaI te apAdAna. dezapati jaba thayo nIti raMgI, tadA kuNa thAya kunaya cAla saMgI; yadA AtamA AtmabhAve ramAvyo, tadA bAdhakabhAva dUre gumAvyo." ne 31 | "vatha ravi tathA prajJA: !' rAjA nyAyI thAya tyAre prajA paNa nyAyI thavAnI. AtmA jyAre svabhAvaraMgI bane tyAre kArakacakra paNa svabhAvaraMgI bane. bAdhakabhAva potAnI meLe jato rahe. sahaja kSamA - guNa - zaktithI chedyo krodha subhaTTa, mArdava - bhAva prabhAvathI, bhedyo mAna maraTTa; mAyA Arjavayoge lobhathI niHspRhabhAva, moha mahAbhaTa dhvase dhvasyo sarvavibhAva. | 32 | kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 583

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ApaNe ema mAnIe chIe : krodha potAnI meLe jaze. prayatna zuM karavo ? prayatna vinA gharano kacaroya nathI jato to krodha zAno jAya ? e mATe kSamA mATe prayatna karavo paDe. aparAdhIno aparAdha bhUlI javo te kSamA, aparAdhIno aparAdha na bhUlavo te krodha. ApaNe zAnA para vadhu bhAra ApIe chIe ? kSamA Ave tyAM krodha bhAgI ja jAya. kSamAbena prazamabhAInI sAthe ja Ave. A baMnenI hAjarImAM krodha jAya ja. 0 guNInA guNo jIvanamAM lAvavA te guNInuM utkRSTa bahumAna che. mAtra kAyika sevA nahi, Atmika guNo UtAravA te utkRSTa bhakti che. jo ke bAhya sevA paNa upayogI che ja. * kSamA, mArdava, Arjava ane mukti (nilabhatA) A cAreya uttama koTinA bane tyAre ja zukladhyAnamAM praveza thaI zake. mAna emane ema nathI jato. mRdutAne lAvatAM te jAya che. namatuM na jokhavuM te mAna che, moTAI che. sAmI vyaktine mAna ApavuM te namratA che, mRdutA che. ApaNe baMnemAMthI kone vadhu bhAra ApIe chIe ? saraLatAthI mAyA ane niHspRhatAthI lobhane jItavAnA che. cAreya jItAI jatAM moha nirbaLa banI jAya che, jItAI jAya che. moha jatAM badho vibhAva gayo ja samajo. zaMkhezvaramAM rAjanetAonI hAjarImAM eka mahAtmAe bhASaNa karyuM. bhASaNa kaDaka hovAthI be-cAra netAoe cAlatI ja pakaDI. tema moha paNa cAlatI pakaDe che. Ima svAbhAvika thayo AtmavIra, bhogave Atma saMpada sudhIra; jeha udayAgata prakRti vaLagI, avyApaka thayo kherave te alagI. | 33 || 584 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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pachI yogI baLavAna bane che. AtmasaMpattino bhoktA bane che. bIjI vaLagelI prakRtione paNa te kheravI nAkhe che. cetanAno svabhAva vyApaka banavAno che. gulAbajAMbu khAtI vakhate tenA svAdamAM paNa vyApaka bane ne zAMtarasamayI mUrtimAM paNa vyApaka bane. cetanA kyAM parovavI te ApaNe vicAravAnuM che. dharmadhyAna ikatAnameM dhyAve arihA siddha, te pariNatithI pragaTI tAtvika sahaja samRddha; sva svarUpa ekatve tanmaya guNa paryAya, dhyAne dhyAtAM nirmohIne vikalpa jAya.' | 34 dAdarA caDyA pachI ja uparanA mALe jaI zakAya tema dharmadhyAna pachI ja zukladhyAna thaI zake. zukladhyAnanA be pAyAmAM dharmadhyAnano paNa aMza hoya che, te bhUlavA jevuM nathI. nirvikalpamAM jatAM pahelA zubha vikalpano sahAro levo ja paDe. jo zubha vikalpano sahAro na laIe to azubha vikalpo AvI ja javAnA. mATe ja huM jevuM tevuM vAMcavAnI nA pADuM chuM. je kAMI paNa vAMcIe - vicArIe tenA pudgalo ApaNI AsapAsa ghUmatA ja rahe che. tenI pakkaDamAM ApaNe tarata ja AvI jaIe. je je vAMcIe, vicArIe, avagAhIe te badhAnA saMskAro ApaNI aMdara paDavAnA ja. * savikalpa ane nirvikalpa - be prakAranI samAdhi che. nirvikalpa : potAnuM ghara che. savikalpa : mitranuM ghara che. azubha vikalpa : zatrunuM ghara che. zatrunA gharamAM zuM thAya te tame samajI zako cho. zatrunuM ghara samRddha thAya tevuM koI kare ? azubha vikalpo vadhe tevuM vAMcanAdi karatAM ApaNe zatrunuM ghara to samRddha nathI karatA ne ? * * * * * * * * * * * * 585

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yadA nirvikalpI thayo zuddha brahma, tadA anubhave zuddha AnaMda zarma bheda ratnatrayI tIkSNatAye, abheda ratnatrayI meM samAye.' 3pa . yogI nirvikalpI thAya che tyAre zuddha AnaMdanuM sukha anubhave che. pahelA jJAnAdi alaga alaga hatA, eka-bIjAne sahAyaka banatA hatA, have eka thaI jAya che. darzana jJAna caraNa guNa samyag eka-eka hetu, sva sva hetu thayA sama kAle teha abhedatA kheta; pUrNa svajAti samAdhi ghanaghAtI dala chinna, kSAyikabhAve pragaTe Atama-dharma vibhinna. || 36 !! atyAra sudhI darzanAdi ekekanA hetu hatA. have badhA eka sAthe abhedanA hetu bane che. pachI yoga ruMdhI thayo te ayogI, bhAva zailezatA acala abhaMgI; paMca laghu akSare kAryakArI, bhavopagrAhI karma-saMtati vidArI. 30 | yogano rodha karI ayogI guNasthAnake meru jevI aDola sthiti prApta karI, mAtra pAMca hustAkSara kALamAM te AtmA 14muM guNaThANuM pUrNa karI siddhazilAe jaI birAje che. samazreNe samaye pahotA je lokAMta, aphasamANa gati nirmaLa cetanabhAva mahAta; carama tribhAga vihIna pramANe jasu avagAha, Atmapradeza arUpa akhaMDAnaMda abAha. I 38 che. A badhI gAthAono artha sAva ja sahelo che, kahevAnI paNa jarUra nathI. paNa te jIvanamAM lAvavo khUba ja muzkela che. enA mATe keTalAya janmo joIe. e meLavavA ja A badho prayatna che. 586 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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pUjyazrI ke gurudeva pU. kaMcanavijayajI ma. kArataka vada 1 + ra 24-11-1999, budhavAra vidhi ane AdarapUrvaka satata karavAmAM Ave to sAdhanA avazya phalavatI bane. vacce gepa paDe te na cAle. | vepArIone pUcho : mahinAmAM 15 divasa dukAna baMdha rAkhe to zuM thAya ? tuTelA grAhako sAMdhatAM keTalI vAra lAge ? narmadAno pula akhaMDa na hoya, vacce eka ja phuTanuM gAbaDuM hoya to cAlanAranI zI dazA thAya ? ApaNI sAdhanAno pula paNa akhaMDa joIe. AtmasAdhanA sivAya badhe ja ApaNe sAtatya jALavIe chIe. niyamita nahi thavAthI, AdarapUrvaka nahi thavAthI, vidhipUrvaka sAdhanA nahi thavAthI ja ApaNo haju sudhI mokSa thayo nathI. - mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya, yoga Adi jema jema maMda thatA jAya tema tema sAdhanAmAM vega vadhato jAya, sAdhanAno AnaMda vadhato jAya. mithyAtva jatAM 4thuM guNaThANuM Ave, samyattvano AnaMda maLe. * * * * * * * * * * * * 580

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avirati jatAM chaThuM guNaThANuM maLe, sarvaviratino AnaMda maLe. pramAda jatAM 7muM apramatta guNasthAnaka maLe . varSollAsano AnaMda maLe. kaSAya jatAM vItarAgatA (bAramuM guNasthAnako maLe. vItarAgatA maLatAM sarvajJatA (teramuM guNaThANuM) maLe. yoga jatAM ayogI guNaThANuM maLe. Akhare mokSa maLe. zraddhAnI khAmI hoya to samyaga darzana na maLe. jijJAsAnI khAmI hoya to samyagra jJAna na maLe. sthiratAnI khAmI hoya to samyapha cAritra na maLe. anAsaktinI khAmI hoya to samyapha tapa na maLe. ullAsanI khAmI hoya to te vIrya na maLe. varyAcAra na hoya to ekeya AcAra pALI zakAya nahi. vIrya badhe ja anusUta che. mATe ja bIjA cAra AcAranA bhedo ja vIryanA bhedo manAya che. jihAM eka siddhAtmA tihAM che anaMtA, avannA agaMdhA nahi phAsamaMtA; AtmaguNa pUrNatAvaMta saMtA, nirAbAdha atyaMta sukhAsvAdavaMtA." | 39 . ApaNe eka oraDImAM maryAdita saMkhyAmAM ja rahI zakIe, paNa siddho jyAM eka che tyAM anaMtA rahelA che. kAraNa ke teo arUpI che. varNa - gaMdha - rasa - sparza vagerethI rahita che. nAmakarme ApaNane evA DhAMkI dIdhA che ke varNAdithI para avasthAnI kalpanA ja nathI AvatI. mANasanI Asakti zarIrathI paNa AgaLa vadhIne vastra, ghareNA ane makAna sudhI pahoMcI gaI che. enI suMdaratAmAM potAnI suMdaratA mAne che. anAmI arUpI AtmAne zarIra sAthe paNa lAge vaLage nahi to vastra ke makAnanI to vAta ja zI karavI ? 588 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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badhI Indriyo sva-ISTa padArtho maLatAM rAjI thAya che. e badho svAda ApaNe cAkhyo che, paNa AtmAnA sukhane svAda kadI ja cAkhyo nathI. AthI ja siddhonA sukhanI ApaNe kalpanA paNa karI zakatA nathI. ApaNe to Asaktine sukha mAnI lIdhuM che, je kharekhara duHkha ja che. vadhAre Asakti karIe tema vadhune vadhu cIkaNA karma baMdhAya che, te sAva ja bhUlI gayA chIe. mATe ja sAdhaka AsvAda lIdhA vinA bhojana kare. sApa jema bilamAM jAya tema mukhamAM koLIyo jAya. cAmAM mIThuM che ke sAkara ? tevI tene khabara na paDe, eTalI aMtarmukhatA hoya. IndriyonA badhA ja sukho (traNe kALanA sukho) ekaThA karIne anaMta varga karavAmAM Ave to paNa siddhanA anaMtavargahIna eka AtmapradezanA sukhanI tulanAmAM na Ave. saMsAranuM kRtrima sukha che. A sahaja che. e ja moTo pharaka che. AvuM sukha sAMbhaLavAthI phAyado zo ? AthI ApaNI aMdara ja AvuM sukha paDeluM che evuM jaNAya ne tethI te meLavavAnI tIvra ruci pedA thAya, A ja moTo phAyado. kartA kAraNa kArya nija pariNAmikabhAva, jJAtA lAyaka bhogya bhoktA zuddha svabhAva; grAhaka rakSaNa vyApaka tanmayatAe lIna, pUraNa Atma dharma prakAza 2se layalIna. | 40 che. siddho zuddha svabhAvanA bhoktA hoya che. prakAza rasamAM layalIna hoya che. siddhoe tyAM karavAnuM zuM ? vaizeSika darzana muktane jaDa mAne che. AnI ThekaDI uDADatAM koIe kahyuM che : vRMdAvanamAM ziyALa thavuM sAruM, paNa vaizeSikanI mukti sArI nahi.' jaina darzananI mukti AvI jaDa nathI. tyAM abhAva nathI, paNa Atmazaktiono saMpUrNa UghADa che. tyAM jaDatA nathI, paNa pUrNa caitanyanI parAkASThA che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 589

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dravyathI eka cetana alezI, kSetrathI je asaMkhya pradezI; utpAta-nAza-pruva kAla dharma, zuddha upayoga guNa bhAva zarma. 41 | dravyathI eka cetana lekSArahita che. kSetrathI AtmA asaMkhya pradezavALo che. kALathI utpAda - vyaya - dhrauvya yukta che. bhAvathI zuddha upayogamAM 2maNa karanAra che. prazna : AtmAmAM utpAda - vyaya - dhrauvya zI rIte ghaTe ? uttara : AtmAmAM abhinava paryAyanI utpatti thAya che. pUrva paryAyano nAza thAya che ane jJAnAdithI bharapUra AtmA dhruva (zAzvata che). nizcayathI ApaNuM raheThANa ApaNo AtmA ja che. sthAna mATe jhagaDA thavAnI saMbhAvanA UbhI thAya tyAre A vAstavikatA yAda karajo. sAdi anaMta avinAzI aprayAsI pariNAma, upAdAna-guNa tehija kAraNa-kArya-dhAma; zuddha nikSepa catuSTaya jutto rasto pUrNAnaMda, kevalanANI jANe jehanA guNano chaMda. || 42 che. ehavI zuddha siddhatA karaNa IhA, Indriya sukhathakI je nirIhA; pagalI bhAvanA je asaMgI, te muni zuddha paramArtha raMgI. || 43 .. AvI zuddha siddhatA mArI kyAre pragaTe ? evI ruci jAge, to ApaNI sAdhanA sAcI. e ruci mATe jemane IndriyonA sukha para niHspRhatA ane, paugalika bhAvothI vegaLApaNuM hoya, te ja muni sAcA arthamAM muni che. syAdAda AtamasattA ruci samakita teha, Atma dharmano bhAsana, nirmala jJAnI jeha; Atama ramaNI caraNI dhyAnI AtamalIna, Atama dharma 2myo teNe bhavya sadA sukha pIna. || 44 che. 590 * * * * * * * * * * * # kahe

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AtmasattAnI ruci eTale samyakta. AtmasattAno bodha eTale samyam jJAna. AtmasattAnI ramaNatA eTale samyapha cAritra. A ratnatrayIne pAme te AtmA puSTa bane. aho bhavyo ! tame oLakho jaina dharma, jiNe pAmIe zuddha adhyAtma marma; alpakALe TaLe duSTa karma, pAmIe soya AnaMda zarma. . 45 he bhavyo ! mArI salAha mAnatA ho to jainadharmane oLakho. tamane zuddha adhyAtma dharmano marma maLaze. prayatna karazo to alpakALamAM duSTakarmo khapI jaze. alpakALamAM kalyANa thaI jaze. ema pU. devacandrajI kahe che. | mukhya padArtha che : AtmA. ene eka oLakhatAM bIjuM badhuM potAnI meLe oLakhAI jaze. | mukhya vAta to mArga-darzananI che. bAkIno mArga to mArga pote ja batAvaze. AgaLa jatA jaIe tema tema AgaLaAgaLano mArga spaSTa thato jAya. pUrva anubhava ja pachInA anubhavanI jhAMkhI karAvaze. naya nikSepa pramANe jANe jIvAjIva, sva-para vivecana karatAM thAye lAbha sadIva; nizcaya ne vyavahAre vicare je munirAja, bhavasAgara tAraNA nirbhaya teha jahAja. . 46 . bhagavAna ja nahi, muni paNa taraNatAraNa jahAja che. muni jIvAjIva, naya-nikSepa, nizcaya-vyavahAra Adi jANanArA ane sva-parano viveka karanArA hoya che. 'vastu tattva ramyA te nirgatha, tattva abhyAsa tihAM sAdhu paMtha;. tiNe gItArtha caraNe rahIe, zuddha siddhAMta rasa to lahije.' 47 | ApaNe potAnI meLe have badhuM meLavI laIzuM" evA bhramamAM koI na rahe mATe ahIM adhyAtmavettA gItArtha gurunI kahe ? # # # # # # # # # # # # # 591

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AvazyakatA batAve che. to ja zuddha siddhAMtarasa pIvA maLaze. "zruta abhyAsI comAsI vAsI lIMbaDI ThAma, zAsanarAgI sobhAgI zrAvakanA bahu dhAma; kharataragaccha pAThaka zrI dIpacandra supasAya, devacandra' nija harakhe, gAyo AtamarAya." ! 48 che. lIMbaDImAM zrAvakonA ghaNA gharo che. Aje paNa che. tyAM meM AtmAnA guNa-gAna karyA che, ema kartA kahe che. AtmaguNa ramaNa karavA abhyAse, zuddha sattA rasIne ullAse; devacandra' racI adhyAtmagItA, AtmaramaNI muni supratItA.' | 49 | bIjA adhyAtmathI ajANa jIvo para paNa upakAra thAya mATe A adhyAtmagItA banAvI che. AmAM mAre zuM racavAnuM hoya ? AtmaramaNI munine to A supratIta ja che. ema aMte kavizrI potAno kartutvabhAva haTAvI de che. che. Aje amArA gurudeva pU. kaMcanavijayajI ma.nI 28mI svargatithi che. anazanapUrvaka 11mA covihAra upavAse kALadharma pAmelA. khUba ja niHspRha hatA. upadhi juo to saMthAriyuM ane uttarapaTTA sivAya kazuM ja na maLe. gRhasthapaNAmAM pAlItANAmAM 5-7 varSa rahyA. khAsa karIne guru nakkI karavA ja rahelA. ghaNA-ghaNA AcAryonA paricayamAM AvyA. emAM temaNe pU. kanakasUrijIne guru tarIke svIkAryA. ame ahIM AvyA temAM teo paNa kAraNa che. emanA upakArane kaI rIte bhUlAya ? emanA caraNe anaMta vaMdana ! 592 = = = = = * * * * * * * kahe

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abhiprAyonI helI 'bhUkaMpamAM bhramaNa" pustaka maLyuM. eka pachI eka ghaTanA vAMcatA jaIe ane bhUkaMpa kevo hRdayadrAvaka hato te anubhavAtuM jAya ane "mA mUt kroDapi du:umAzuM A bhAvanA dilamAM ghuMTAtI jAya. vAstavika ghaTanAo hRdayane tarata asara kare che ane te ghaTanAo jyAre municandravinI kalame AlekhAya tyAre aMtarane aDyA vinA - raDAvyA vinA rahetI nathI. pU. gurudeva (pU. kalApUrNasUrijI)ne paNa thoDAka prasaMgo gaI kAle saMbhaLAvyA. teozrI paNa gadgadita banI gayA. - paM. bhUta vijaya po.va. 8, bAlavADA (rAjasthAna) kahe kalApUrNasUri-3 maNikAntabhAI jhaverI pAsethI meLavyuM. lalitavistarAnI anuprekSAmAM bhIMjAvAnuM bhAthuM maLyuM. ravivArIya samUha pravacanamALAnA aMzo nihALyA. e pAvanIya namanIya dazyamAM sAkSAta to hAjara nahotA, paNa jhalakano anubhava maLyo. saMkalana abhuta karyuM che. bAMdhava-belaDInA A sukRto ciraMjIva najarANA banI raheze. - muni devaratnasAgara muMbaI 'bhUkaMpamAM bhramaNa' pustakamAM pratyakSa nihALela prasaMgone zabdomAM kaMDArI anityAdi bhAvanAo dvArA bihAmaNA saMsAra-sAgaranuM tAdaza svarUpa khaDuM karela che. karuNatA, khumArI, upagrAhitA Adi guNone khIlavavAmAM A pustaka khUba ja upayogI nIvaDaze. - dalasukhabhAI epha. zeTha sekreTarI : jaina saMgha, DIsA : tA. 6-2-2002 hamaNA huM dilhI gayelo. tyAM kendrIya maMtrI kAzIrAma rANAnA Tebala ApanuM pustaka (bhUkaMpamAM bhramaNa) jovA maLyuM. mane khUba ja AnaMda thayo. - rAjubhAI ena. kubaDIyA rAdhanapura kahe * jha jha jha jha jha * * * * 593

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bhUkaMpanuM pustaka vAMcyuM. rUMvADA khaDA thaI jAya tevo citAra che. ApazrIe khUba ja jahemata UThAvIne dhAradAra, karuNa, hRdaya pIgaLI jAya, hADa thIjI jAya evuM lakhANa karyuM che. - muni hiraNyabodhivijaya vikrolI, muMbaI ApanuM pustaka (bhUkaMpamAM bhramaNa) lagabhaga aDadhuM vaMcAyuM che. dekhAve suMdara pustaka eka dastAvejanI garaja sAre tevuM che. paNa Ape phakta ApanI jaina komanI ja paravA karavA mATe bhramaNa karyuM hoya evI chApa paDI. eka sAdhunI AvI komavAdI saMkucita daSTi gamI nahi. ATalI mArI nAkhuzI namratApUrvaka jaNAvuM chuM. jaina na hovA chatAM jaina dharma ane jaina sAdhuo pratye apAra mAna che. - kalpendra muMbaI bhUkaMpanuM pustaka vAMcyuM. vAMcatAM AMkhamAMthI pANI AvI gayA. - muni saMvegavardhanavijaya | vikrolI, muMbaI sArtha zabdAvalI pustakamAM tamoe khUba ja sArI mahenata ane anupama zruta-bhakti karIne abhyAsI vargane zabda-ratnanI amUlya peTI bheTa ApI che. - candrodayasUri, kanakazekharasUri vaDAlA, muMbaI "bhUkaMpamAM bhramaNa' pustaka ghaNuM karuNa che. vAMcatAM AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya. tame tyAM vicarIne sAro prayatna karyo. - A. naubhasUri 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' gujarAtI pustaka paDhate atyaMta AnaMda ho rahA hai, pUjyazrI ke hRdaya kI bAteM jAnane mila rahI hai, isakA hindI anuvAda bhI prakAzita ho rahA hai, jAna kara khuzI huii| - rAjamala siMghI jayapura pa94 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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A pustaka to amRtano kaToro che. - sA. lalitaguNAzrI pAlanapura pUjyazrIe amArA mATe vANIno muzaLadhAra varasAda varasAvyo che. - sA. devayazAzrI amadAvAda samagra jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA A pustakanA mAdhyame maLI. pUjayazrInI vANIne pustakamAM vahevaDAvanAra baMdhu-belaDIne lAkha lAkha vaMdana ho. - sA. jinAjJAzrI phatehagaDha basa have to A pustakanA mAdhyame ja gurudevane sAMbhaLavAnA che. - sA. jayarekhAzrI phatehagaDha jema jema pustakanA pAnA pharatA gayA tema tema hRdayanA bhAvo palaTAtA gayA. sAthe hRdaya raDI rahyuM ane aMdara lAgaNIonA strotamAM AtmA vaheto thaI gayo. kamabhAgI hovAthI pUjyazrInI nizrA na maLI. paNa, ApazrIjIe pUjayazrInA mukhamAMthI nIkaLatI amRta jharatI vANInuM pAna karI A pustaka dvArA amane pIrasyuM te ApazrIjIno upakAra bhUlAya tema nathI. - sA. cArUdhamazriI amadAvAda vAMcyA pachI ema thAya ke pharI pharI A pustaka vAMcyA karIe. - sA. divyajJAzrI amadAvAda kahe : - ga ga ga ga ga jhA # # = = 595

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anaMta karUNA karanAra vIraprabhunA mukhamAMthI nIkaLela vANIne gaNadharoe dvAdazAMgI rUpe guMthI tema jinazAsananA ajoDa ratna samAna ApaNA pU. gurudevanA mukhamAMthI varasatI amIvarSArUpa vANIne Apa baMdhu belaDIe gaNadharonI jema guMthI ane samagra sAdhu-sAdhvIjI Adi aneka AtmAone Atma- sanmukha banavAmAM adbhuta evA pustako dvArA pIyUSapAna karAvyuM, te badala ame ApanA ghaNA ja RNI chIe. - sA. kAvyaguNAzrI pAlanapura pUjayazrInA vacanAmRto maMtrAkSaro banI mArA jIvanane ajavALe, evI ja pU. gurudevazrI pAsenI mArI mAMgaNI che. - sA. bhodayAzrI sAbaramatI bhava-aTavImAM bhaTakavAnuM aTakAvavA A pustake sarca lAITa batAvI che. - sA. devAnaMdAzrI pAlitANA A pustaka to hRdayanA tAra jhaNajhaNAvI nAMkhyA che. - sA. divyagirAthI pAlitANA amArUM to jIvana dhanya dhanya banI gayuM che. - sA. amitaprajJAzrI amadAvAda kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka hAthamAM AvatA mana mayUra nAcI uThe che. - sA. anaMtariNAzrI amadAvAda 599 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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pUjyazrInI vAcanA pAlitANAmAM sAMbhaLI hatI ane e ja vAcanAne jayAre zabdastha ane pustakastha rUpe "kahe kalApUrNasUri'mAM vAMcI tyAre bhUkhyA janane bhojana maLe, tarasyAne pANI maLe ne je AnaMda thAya enAthI adhika AnaMda thayo che. - sA. jijJazAzrI phatehagaDha A pustaka have amArA mATe Agama jeTaluM mahattva dharAvanAra banyuM che. - sA. vikamendrAzrI sAbaramatI pustaka mukavAnuM mana ja thatuM nathI. - sA. piyadanAzrI sAbaramatI pUjyazrInI vANI e sAcA pANIdAra motI jevI che. rAgayazAzrI sAbaramatI A pustaka maLyuM tyAre te kohInUra hIro haze teno mane aMdAja na hato. - sA. prazIlayazAzrI sAbaramatI jemane duniyA paramezvara svarUpa mAnatI hatI, tevA upakArI pU. gurudevanA svamukhe pharamAvelI paramAtmAnI vANIne A pustakamAM kaDAravAmAM AvI che. - sA. vizvanaMditAzrI sAbaramatI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 590

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pU. gurudeva pustakanA mAdhyamathI vANIrUpe ApaNI vacce pAchA AvyA che, tevo anubhava thayo. - sA. vIradanAzI sAbaramatI pU. gurudevanI vANI eTale tattvajJAnanI saravANI. * sA. vAtsalyanidhizrI sAbaramatI virala vyaktitva dharAvatA mahAtmAnA svamukhe bolAyelA zubha zabdo A pustakamAM che. - sA. vinayanidhizrI sAbaramatI zaMkhezvara dAdAnA jApathI roga, zoka, daridratA vagere dUra thaI jAya che, tema gurudevanA vaMdanathI anaMtAnaMta AtmAone zAMtino anubhava thAya che. - sA. dhanaMjayAzrI amadAvAda jema jema pustakane vAMcatI gaI tema tema pUjyazrInI AMtara samRddhino paricaya thato gayo. - sA. mokSaratnAzrI navasArI gaMgAnA pANInI nIce rahelA retInA kaNa... kaNa... kadAca gaNI zakAya, paNa gurumaiyA rUpa gaMgAnI vANImAM vahetA vaheNamAMthI nIkaLatA guNa-motIne vINavA asamartha evI huM motIne kevI rIte vINuM? - sA. mabIranAzrI navasArI pa98 * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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A pustaka dvArA ghaNA ja praznonA samAdhAna malyA. - sA. bhadraMkarAzrI navasArI - pU. gurudevanuM sau prathama pustaka hastagata thatAM pUjayazrInA mukhAraviMdane nihALatAM ema ja thayuM ke A rahyA bhagavAna kalApUrNasUri gurudeva. - sA. jyAjJAthI | navasArI A pustaka vAMcyuM tyAre prabhubhaktinA rasathI nitaratA vacanAmRtothI jANe ke jIvanamAM amRtapAna maLyuM. kevA suvAkyo e bhagavAna tulya gurudevanA ! - sA. jinadarzanAthI navasArI kahe kalApUrNasUri' A vAMcatA pU. gurudevanI sau prathama avismaraNIya smRti thaI ke "prItalaDI baMdhANI re...' AvA premabharyA zabdothI bhagavAna sAthe vAta karanArA mArA gurudeva cAlyA gayA ! - sA. jayapUNazriI navasArI kharekhara kalikAlakalpataru samAna AvA gurudeva maLavA durlabha che. - sA. mokSAnaMdAzrI navasArI A pustaka vAMcatAM-vAMcatAM anubhava thayo : koI vacce bole ke uThavuM paDe to paNa jANe ke lIMka tUTI gaI, majhA marI gaI. - sA. maitrIdhamazrI navasArI kahe * * * * * * * * 599

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pU. vimalahaMsavi. ma.sA.e pU. gurudevane bhagavAna kalApUrNasUri tarIke saMbodhyA che, te vAMcI harSAzru paDI gayA ke anya samudAyanA sAdhu bhaga. paNa gurudevane "bhagavAna' tarIke saMbodhe che, te gurudeva kevA ! - sA. jinakIrtathI amadAvAda A pustaka vAMcavAthI prathama to dareka pAne-pAne pUjayazrIno sadAya prasanna hasato cahero jotAM lAgyuM ke pUjyazrI sadehe ApaNI sAme ja che ane vAcanA ApI rahyA che. * sA. zIlaya%AzrI amadAvAda A vAcanAno mAhola to meM najare joyo nathI. kAraNa ke huM bimArImAM hatI. paNa jyAre A pustikA vAMcavA hAthamAM AvI che tyAre ema ja thAya che ke bhagavAna (gurudeva) ApaNane zuM kahI rahyA che? - sA. vidhutaprabhAzI pAlitANA gRhasthapaNAmAM amane pAchaLa besavAnuM maLatuM hatuM tethI sAhebajInI amRta bharelI vAcanAmAM jatA hatA, paNa saMbhaLAtI na hatI. tethI vAcanAmAM uMgha AvatI hatI. paNa A pustaka hAthamAM lIdhuM tyArathI ja jANe ke uMgha ja uDI gaI che. pUjyazrI hamaNA bhale ApaNI vacce nathI, paNa A pustakanA vAMcana dvArA jANe ke gurudeva ApaNI vaccethI gayA ja nathI, evo anubhava thAya che. - sA. paramakSamAzrI rAjakoTa A pustakamAMthI jANavAnuM ghaNuM maLyuM che. enuM to huM zabdomAM paNa varNana karI zakuM tema nathI. - sA. pAnanA rAjakoTa 00 x = = = = = = = = = = = kahe :

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A pustaka dvArA pUjyazrInI guNonI sugaMdha cAre bAju phelAI rahI che. pUjyazrInI vAcanAmAM temanA zabdo pAchaLa besavAthI saMbhaLAtA nahIM te ApazrInI paropakAra dRSTinA kAraNe A pustaka dvArA sAMbhaLavA maLyA. - sA. paramakaruNAzrI rAjakoTa A vAcanA dvArA guru bhagavaMte amArA jevA ajJAnI upara anahada upakAra karyo che. enuM RNa cukavavA paNa ame samartha nathI. - sA. papradarzanArthI rAjakoTa A pustaka jyAre hAthamAM AvyuM tyAre ema ja thAya che ke devaloka bhaNI gayelA sAheba jANe mArI pAse ja che. - sA. punyaratnAzrI rAjakoTa jema jema amRta pIe tema tema mIThuM lAge tema A pustaka jayAre paNa hAthamAM laIe chIe teTalI vAra basa ema ja thAya che ke vAraMvAra A pustaka vAMcyA karIe. - sA. vizvadarzitAzrI pAlItANA have bhale pUjyazrI ApaNI pAse deha rUpe hayAta nathI. paNa pustaka vAMcatAM jANe sAkSAt pUjyazrI vAcanAo ApI rahyA hoya, evo anubhava thayA vinA raheto nathI. - sA. prazamanidhizrI rAjakoTa pUjyazrInI vANI joradAra che. varNana karavA zabdo TUMkA paDe che. - sA. saMvegapUNagriI pAlItANA kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 001

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pAne pAne cittane cakita karI nAkhe tevA pUjyazrInA phoTAo joIne huM to AnaMdavibhora thaI gaI. sAhebajInI amRta bharelI vANIthI mArA jevA ajJAnI jIvo upara vAtsalyano dhodha varasAvyo che. - sA. saumyapUrNAzrI pAlItANA pUjayazrIe dareka vAcanAmAM bhakti rasanI lhANI karI che. - sA. vimalaprajJAzrI pAlItANA pharI pharIne A pustakano svAdhyAya karavA jevo che. - sA. zaratapUNazriI valasADa A pustakanA vAMcana dvArA amArA jevA pAmara jIvone ghaNuM badhuM jANavA maLyuM che. - sA. pUrNayazAzrI rAjakoTa pUjayazrIe lalita-vistarAnI vAcanA dvArA jANe gAgaramAM sAgarane samAvyo che. - sA. haMsadarzitAzrI vaDhavANa ahaMnuM visarjana ane "aha"nuM sarjana karavA mATe A graMthanuM vAraMvAra parizIlana karavA yogya che. A graMtha svarUpa- prAptinI mAsTara kI che. - sA. haMsapadmAzrI vaDhavANa 602 ja ga ra ra ra ra ra ra % ja eka ja kahe

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pU. AcArya bhagavaMtanuM sAhitya "kahe kalApUrNasUri vAMcyuM. aMdhArAmAM athaDAtA mArA jevA jIvane jANe TamaTamIyAno nahi, beTarIno nahi, are lAITa ke sTrITalAITano nahi, paNa aNaciMtyo sUryano prakAza maLyo. - sA. haMmaitrIzrI vaDhavANa "kahe kalApUrNasUri' vAMcatAM kharekhara suSupta cetanA jAgRta banI che. - sA. cArUlyAzrI pAlItANA A pustakanA vAMcana dvArA prabhunuM samavasaraNa khaDuM thaI gayuM. - sA. anaMtakIrtizrI amadAvAda pUjyazrInA vAcanA-dhodhe mArA jIvanane eka navo ja AkAra Apyo che. niraticAra saMyama jIvana jIvavAno vega maLyo che. - sA. divyariNAzrI pAlItANA kahe kalApUrNasUri pustakanI zlAghA mATe mArI pAse koI zabda nathI. - sA. DhazaktizrI pAlItANA mane lAge che : mArA jIvana mATe A eka ja grantha 45 Agama barAbara kAma karaze. - sA. IndurekhAzrI pAlItANA A pustaka vAMcatAM jANe ema thayuM ke sAkSAt pU. gurudeva ja vacanAmRto pIrasI rahyA che. - sA. smitapUNagriI pAlItANA kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 003

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pUjayazrInuM sAhitya mArA mATe ghaNo mahattvano bhAga bhajave che. * sA. vinayapUrNazriI pAlItANA bhakti - maitrI e muktinI dUta che te vAta hRdayane sparzI gaI che. - sA. suzIguNAzrI pAlItANA kahe kalApUrNasUri' 3jo bhAga vAMcI mArA jIvanamAM ghaNA pheraphAro thayA che. - sA. muktipiyAzrI ADIsara AmAM to badho ja khajAno che. temAMthI zuM lauM ? ane zuM choDI dauM? te ja prazna che. - sA. mokSadarzitAzrI amadAvAda pustakanuM vAMcana jayAre jayAre karIe tyAre ema ja lAge ke pUjayazrI ApaNI najara sAme ja ApaNane samajAvI rahyA che. kharekhara ! jANe A pustaka nathI, pUjayazrInI sAkSAta vANI che. - sA. sa tvaratnAzrI amadAvAda paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM joDAvuM hoya to lalita vistarA granthanuM vAMcana jarUrI che, evuM lAgyuM. - sA. amIprajJAzrI amadAvAda 604 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalAparNasari-1

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prathama to pUjyazrInI pratibhA saMpanna AkRti kaMDArAI, temAM siddhakSetra jevI parama pAvanIya bhUmi, AdIzvara dAdA tathA yogI purUSa jevA pUjayazrInuM sAnnidhya eTale sonAmAM sugaMdha. vizAla zramaNa zramaNI vRMdanI upasthiti, vAcanA zreNinuM dazya, teno bhavya mAhola vi. pustakanA vAMcana dvArA najara samakSa taravaratA lAgyA. - sA. EprabhAzrI amadAvAda kahe kalApUrNasUrinA vAMcanathI amArA jIvanamAM bhakti, maitrI, prIti, vinaya, namratA vi. guNo kevI rIte prApta thAya te jANavA maLyuM che. - sA. klAvatIzrI ADIsara A pustaka ghaNA bhAgyazALInA hAthamAM AvavAthI vAMcana - ciMtana - manana dvArA adhyavasAyanI zuddhi thaI, satya padArthanI jANa thaI. - sA. bhavanazrI amadAvAda pUjyazrInI gerahAjarImAM Aje pUjayInI uNapa na jaNAya tevA temanA vacano A cAre pustakomAM TAMkI mugaTanI kalagI karatAM paNa uccasthAna ApanA lakhelA A pustakane ApavuM yogya ja che. - sA. kalpadarzitAzrI rAjakoTa saMyama grahaNa karyuM tyArathI "devagurU dharma pasAya" bolatI, paraMtu A pustaka dvArA tenuM hArda samajAyuM. - sA. bhadrakAzrI amadAvAda kahe : * * * * * * 005

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upavananA phUlo, samudranA taraMgo ne gagananA sitArAnuM kadAca mAna kahI zakAya... paNa A pustakanuM kema karUM mAna...? ze varNavAya pUjayazrInuM preraNAnuM dAna ? saMpAdakazrInA keTalA karUM guNagAna ? - sA. kalpanaMditAzrI rAjakoTa huM pAlItANA AvelI nahi, paraMtu pU. bhuvanazrIjI ma. tathA bhadraMkarAzrIjI pU. AcArya bhagavaMtanI vAto kare tyAre ema ja thAya ke gaI hota to sAruM thAta. khera ! bhAvibhAva. paraMtu pUjyazrInA svamukhe bolelA zabdo Apa pU. bhrAtA belaDIe akSarazaH jhIlI graMthastha karyA te amArA jevA kamabhAgIne khUba upakAraka banyA che. - sA. dharmodayAzrI amadAvAda A pustakanA vAMcana dvArA jIvanamAM deva - gurU - dharmanuM satya mUlyAMkana thayuM. pratisamaya AvatA krodhAdi kaSAyo upara kAbU Avato gayo. - sA. bhuvanakIrtizrI amadAvAda pUjyazrI bhagavad svarUpa hatA. bhagavAna je rIte arthathI vANI prakAza tevI ja rIte pUjayazrI paNa AgamonA arkane vANIthI prasArita karatA. te Agama vANI pAlItANAnI vAcanAomAM sAMbhaLavA maLI. paraMtu dUra beThelA amane e vANI truTaka truTaka saMbhaLAtI, te truTinI pUrti A pustake karI. - sA. kalpajJAzrI rAjakoTa A pustaka dvArA prabhukRpA, gurukRpA temaja viSayonI virakti, viniyoga vagere jANavA maLyuM. - sA. vairAgyapUrNAzrI boraDI 606 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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lagabhaga 8-10 vakhata A pustaka vAMcyuM che. - sA. viratiyazAzrI boraDI - $ $ $ $ $ amArA jevA agaNita AtmAonuM AMtaramana ovArI jAya tevuM pUjayazrInuM A pustaka che. - sA. bhaktirasAzrI valasADa A pustaka na hota to vAcanAnuM mahattva ane rahasya samajI na zakata. - sA. abyudayAzrI amadAvAda A pustaka varSamAM ekavAra vAMcI jIvanarAha badalavA koziza karIzuM. - sA. saumyadarzitAzrI amadAvAda je bhakta bhagavAnane samarpita thaI gayo tenI badhI adhUrI AzA pUrI karavA bhagavAna baMdhAyelA che, A vAkya bahu gamyuM. - sA. vijayalatAzrI boraDI mArA bhagavAna jayAM AgaLa che tyAM saphaLatA maLe ja che. zuM adbhuta che A vANI ? - sA. vizvavaMdanAzrI boraDI huM A pustakanuM vAMcana - manana vAraMvAra karu chuM ane karatI rahIza. * sA. vAcaMyamAzrI boraDI kahe 1 * * * * * * * * 00

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khAsa gauravanI vAta to e che ke amArA gAmanA ja vatanI mArA saMsArI pitAzrInA parama mitra ane pADozInA saMbaMdha dharAvatA pU.paM. mukticandravi. ma.sA. tathA pU. gaNivarya municandravi. ma.sA. A baMne pUjyavaryoe ApaNA sahu para upakAra karI pUjya gurudevanA AMtarabhAvone pustaka rUpe vAcA ApI. - sA. prazAMtazIlAthI amadAvAda vAMcanathI eTalo rasa jAgyo ke amane pANInI tarasa lAgI hoya to paNa pIvA mATe na uThatA. * sA. divyaranAzrI amadAvAda kahe kalApUrNasUri pustaka ghora aMdhakAramAM aTavAyelI mane dIpaka samAna banyuM. - sA. divyacetanAzrI kahe kalApUrNasUri vAMcatAM ema thayuM ke pUjayazrIe kevA kevA haiyAnA udgAro pUrvaka hitazikSA ApI che. * sA. divyapatimAzrI jayapura amArA jevA bALajIvo mATe A pustaka Agama samAna che. - sA. caMdradarzanAzrI pAlitANA kahe kalApUrNasUri paDhane se ati AnaMda huA. - sA. dinamaNizrI jayapura 608 jha = * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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vANIrUpI pANImAM nhAyA te ajara - amara thaI javAnA. - sA. divyarekhAzrI jayapura cittarUpI maMDapane maitrIthI maghamaghAvI jIva mAtra sAthe vAtsalyanA bhAvone vahAvatuM jharaNuM eTale kahe kalApUrNasUri. - sA. dItidarzanAthI pATaNa bhagavatakarUNAne jhIlavAno upAya eTale kahe kalApUrNasUri. - sA. zItaladanAzrI pATaNa ujjaDa vana jevA jIvanane naMdanavana banAvavA mATe A pustaka ati upayogI banaze. - sA. mokSanaditAzrI pATaNa kahe kalApUrNasUri pustaka vAMcavAthI punaH AtmapaMkhI anaMta siddhonI bhUmi siddhAcala pahoMcI gayuM. - sA. akSayaprajJA pATaNa haMsane mAnasarovara jotAM je AnaMda thAya enA karatAM paNa kaI gaNo AnaMda kahe kalApUrNasUri pustaka vAMcatAM thayo. - sA. gIvaNayazAzrI pATaNa pU. gurudevane maLavAnuM parama sAdhana A ja pustaka banI raheze. - sA. prasannalonAkSI gaNadevI kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * * 09

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navakAra, logassa ke zakastavanI mahAnatA A vAcanAo vAMcyA pachI ja samajAI. - sA. hitarakSitAzrI navasArI kahe kalApUrNasUri pustaka maLyuM ne mane lAgyuM ke mAro beDo pAra thaI - sA. hitaprajJAzrI navasArI A pustaka vAMcavAnI zarUAta karo tema vadhAre ne vadhAre jJAnarUpI sAkarano rasa vadhato jAya. - sA. jinavedanAzrI surata kahe kalApUrNasUri pustaka e saMsAra sAgara pAra karavA mATe naukA samAna che - sA. candranilayAzrI surata ApazrInI A pustikA ja gurudevanuM smaraNa karavAmAM mahAna upakArI banaze. - sA. ciDhasAthI surata je mokSanI sAthe joDI Ape te yoga, tema je pU. kalApUrNasUri ma.sA.nI sAthe milana karAvI Ape te kahe kalApUrNasUri pustaka. - sA. jinarakSitAzrI surata 010 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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pUjayazrIe A pustakamAM saMpUrNa tattvano khajAno kholI nAkhyo che. - sA. nayanaMditAzrI valasADa A pustaka vAMcatAM sau prathama to ema ja thayuM ke A mAtra pustaka ja nathI paraMtu pU. gurudevanI sAkSAt parAvANI che. - sA. nayaguNAzrI valasADa jenA hAthe dIkSA thaI hoya tenI zakti dIkSitamAM sthApita thAya che, e paMkti pustaka kholatAM ja maLI. - sA. cArUnidhizrI valasADa bho bandhuvau~ !! asya granthasya viSaye kiM likhyeta mayA ? - sA. jItajJAzrI valasADa dharma jo kalpavRkSa che to maityAdi cAra bhAvanA tenA mULIyA che, e vAkya khUba gamyuM. - sA. yadarzitAzrI valasADa A pustakamAM jJAna ane bhakti vize ghaNuM jANavA maLyuM. - sA. indravadanAzrI pAlanapura A pustakanA pAne-pAne sAkarano TukaDo che. jyAMthI AsvAda lo tyAMthI mIThAza - mIThAza ane mIThAzano ja anubhava thAya. - sA. jinadarzitAzrI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 611

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A pustakanA saMpAdakazrIne ame aMtaranA ahobhAvathI vaMdana karIe chIe ke jeoe bhagavAna kalApUrNasUri ma.sA.nA mukharUpI kamalamAMthI vahetA vacanAmRtono saMgraha karI saMkalana karI mahAna anugraha karyo che. - sA. muktiranAzrI surata $ $ $ $ $ mahApuruSo A jagata upara keTalo upakAra kare che te to A pustaka vAMcyA pachI ja mane khyAla Avyo. - sA. zAMtarasAzrI rAjakoTa pUjyazrInuM daihika astitva asta thayuM che, paNa paramapadanI prasAdI karatuM pustaka astitva dharAve che. - sA. cArUnayanAzrI valasADa kahe kalApUrNasUri vAMcatAM amane AtmAno khajAno maLyo. - sA. vizvavibhAzrI - amadAvAda jayAre vAMcIe tyAre sAhebajInI vANI kAnamAM gUMjayA kare. - sA. hitapUrNAzrI valasADa A pustakanA vAMcana dvArA mArA ane saunA hRdayamAM AvI uccatama bhaktino pariNAma Ave evI bhAvanA. - sA. jitarasAthI valasADa 612 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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pUjayazrIe sAdhelI prabhu sAthe avihaDa prIta pustakanA vAMcanathI jANI. - sA. jinakarUNAzrI valasADa A pustakamAM gurudeva to bhale vANIrUpe varasyA che, paNa temanA vacanAmRtane athAga parizrama karI pustakarUpe Alekhana karI sakalazrI saMghanA nayano sudhI pahoMcADanAranI khUba khUba anumodanA karuM chuM. - sA. akSayacandrAthI surata bhale gurudevanI hAjarI atyAre nathI, paNa pustaka vAMcatI vakhate svayaM gurudeva amArI sAme ja bolI rahyA che evuM ja lAge che. - sA. cAraprajJAzrI surata tattvajJAnano khajAno eTale kahe kalApUrNasUri - sA. cArakSamAzrI valasADa A pustakanA vAMcana pachI caityavaMdana karatAM keTalo samaya jAya che tenI khabara paDatI nathI. - sA. muktinilayAzrI valasADa gurudevazrInA amUlya ratnorUpI vacanathI mArA hRdayamAM paDelI suSupta zubha urmio ALasa maraDIne beThI thaI gaI che. ' - sA. yazodhanAzrI bIlImorA kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * * 13

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gurudevamAM utkRSTaguNa hato bhakti. A guNa kahe kalApUrNasUri...mAM zabda zabda vyakta thayo che. - sA. akSayaratnAzrI bIlImorA mukhapRSTha jotA, pUjayazrInuM mukhAraviMda nirakhatAM aMtaramAM AnaMdanI urmio uchaLI. - sA. vicakSaNAthI amadAvAda A pustaka vAMcananI saMvedanA - zrI saMdha: zaraNaM mama: - sA. yadarzanAthI valasADa je bhakta bhagavAnane samarpita thaI gayo tenI badhI adhurAza pUrI karavA bhagavAna baMdhAyelA che te vAMcatA ja heyuM harSita banyuM. - sA. vizvadanAzI morabI lagabhaga be thI traNa vAra A pustaka vAMcyuM paNa jeTalIvAra vAMcu chuM ane navI navI jANakArI maLe che. - sA. IndrayazAzrI pAlanapura tIrthakara samAna gunI vAcanAmAM zuM na hoya ? - sA. hitavarSAzrI pATaNa 14 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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pAlitANAmAM cAturmAsa na thayuM hota ane vAcanAono saMgraha na thayo hota to amAruM zuM thAta ? pUjyazrInI rubaru mulAkAta karavI eTale ke A pustikA hAtha dharavI. - sA. hitavaMditAzrI pATaNa game teTalIvAra vAMcIe to paNa eTalo ja rasa paDe che. * sA. cArurakSitAzrI valasADa pUjaya baMdhubelaDIe ajoDa kArya karyuM che. pUjayazrInA zabdone akSarazaH saMgrahIne A pustikA dvArA rajU karyA che. - sA. cArudaiSTizrI valasADa - pUjayazrInA vacanaphulone muktinA sAdhaka muni ApazrIe dUravartI paNa bhavyAtmAo sudhI pahoMcADavA kahe kalApUrNasUri rUpa mAlAmAM guMthI mahAkArya karyuM, te sau koI mATe A-jIvana pAtheya banI gayuM. - sA. jinarasAzrI moTImetavADa A pustaka vAMcatAM mArA romeromamAM AnaMda chavAI gayo. - sA. indrivaMditAzrI pAlanapura pUjayazrInA pustaka dvArA prakAzanI keDI malI. A pustaka mArA dareka Azrita varge dara varSe ekavAra vAMcavuM ja, evI preraNA karuM chuM. - sA. bhUSaNazrIjI valasADa kahe * # # # # # # # # # 115

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siddha puruSanA eka eka vacana e vANIno vilAsa nathI, paraMtu parama maMtrAkSara che. * sA. cArukalAzrI valasADa aneka graMthono sAra A pustakamAM che. - sA. vizvAmitrIzrI valasADa A pustaka vAMcatAM tenA eka-eka pAne, eka-eka zabda evo anubhava thAya che ke huM pUjaya gurudevanI sAthe sAkSAt vAto karI rahI chuM. - sA. virANapUrNAzrI rAjakoTa anubhavanI khANI evI sUri kalApUrNasUrinI A vANI che. - sA. cAruviratizrI bhAvanagara A pustaka vAMcatAM sarvaprathama pUjyazrIno paramAtmA, jIvo ane Agama pratyeno avihaDa prema dekhAya che. * sA. virAsAzrI rAjakoTa kahe kalApUrNasUri hAthamAM letAM ema ja thayuM ke kharekhara keTaluM suMdara TAITala ! * sA. dakSaguNAzrI bhAvanagara pustakanA chalakatA bhAvo nihALatAM apUrva AnaMdanI anubhUti thaI. - sA. cArUvinItAzrI bhAvanagara 616 jha jha * * * * * * * * kahe

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kahe kalApUrNasUri maLatAM aTavAI gayelAM pathikane mukti tarapha saMcaravA mATenI keDI maLI gaI. - sA. cArUvadanAthI | bhAvanagara have nahIM sudharo to kyAre sudharazo ?' - sAce ja atIva vAtsalyathI kahevAyelA A zabdoe haiyAne hacamacAvI mukyuM che. - sA. caMdrajyonAzrI bhAvanagara jyAre copaDI vAMcavA besuM tyAre bhUlathI e ja pAnuM bIjI vakhata vAMcuM to pAchuM keTaluM navuM jANavA maLe ? ema ja lAge ke A vAcyuM nathI. badhuM navuM jANavA maLe. - sA. nirmaLadInAzrI rAjakoTa guruvara mana mukIne varasyA, toye rahI gayA ame tarasyA. * sA. jinabhaktizrI valasADa jIvananI pratyeka kSaNane jeNe sAdhI che, evA apramattadazAne pAmelA yogirAjanA zabdone sAMbhaLavAnuM sadbhAgya to cAlyuM gayuM, paNa emanA dvArA bolAyelA zabdone vAMcavA e paNa eka lhAvo che. - sA. cArucaMdanAzrI valasADa kahe kalApUrNasUri-3mAM prAyaH 850 vakhata bhagavAna zabdano prayoga karyo che. AvA samyagu vItarAgopAsaka zabdo anya bIje kyAM jovA maLe ? - sA. jayapadhAzrI valasADa kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * 10

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- pU. gurUdevazrIe prabhubhakti ane guru samarpaNa bhAva vize adbhuta varNana karyuM che. - sA. cArumaitrIzrI valasADa A pustaka vAraMvAra vAMcavAnuM mana thAya che. * sA. bhAvadhamazriI valasADa pUjyazrInI vANI vAMcatAM mana-mayUra khUbaja pulakita banI gayo. - sA. vizvayazAzrI amadAvAda A pustakanA vAMcana dvArA pUjyazrInA rageragamAM prabhubhakti vaNAyelI sahaja jaNAI Ave che. - sA. divyAMjanAthI amadAvAda A pustakamAMthI vANI vAMcatAM saMyama-jIvanamAM je ghaNI zithilatA, kSatio che te dUra karavA yathAzakti harSollAsapUrvaka prayatna karIzuM. - sA. cittanAzrI - amadAvAda sAhebajI gayA nathI. pustaka hAthamAM letAM sAhebajInA sAkSAta darzana thAya che. - sA. zratapiyAzrI surata eka gurunI AzAtanA e sarvagurunI AzAtanA che ane bhagavAnanI paNa AzAtanA che. A vAkya mane bahu gamyuM. * sA. divyapayAzrI surata 618 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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kahe kalApUrNasUri vAMcatAM AnaMdano koI pAra nathI. - sA. dakSanaditAzrI surata koI priya pINuM pIe ane pIdhAM ja karIe to pItAM tRpti thAya, paNa vadhu pIvAthI tenA para aruci thAya, paNa A pustakanuM vAMcana to... - sA. masUrakaLAzrI surata A pustaka jANe Agama graMthono khajAno che. - sA. vAriNAzI amadAvAda kahe kalApUrNasUri pustakamAM saMgrahelo khajAno vAMcatAM-vAMcatAM aMtaramAM thayelA ati AnaMdane kayA zabdomAM varNavuM te ja samajAtuM nathI. - sA. bhavyakRpAzrI surata ' pustakanA dareka zabdo jANe bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLatA hoya tema A pustaka vAMcavAthI mane lAgyuM. - sA. harSitavadanAzI amadAvAda ATalA varSomAM je jANavA-sAMbhaLavA na maLela te badhuM pustaka vAMcatAM maLela che. - sA. divyakRpAthI dhorAjI be varSa amane paNa cAturmAsano lAbha maLyo, paNa zabdo vikharAI gayA, paraMtu Ape pUjayazrInA zabdone jakaDI rAkhyA. - sA. bhavyadanAzrI surata kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 19

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A pustaka vAMcatAM thayelo aDhaLaka lAbha A nAnI kalama zuM lakhI zake ? - sA. haMsakalAzrI amadAvAda kahe kalApUrNasUri' A pustakamAM badhuM ja AvI gayuM che. amAre jIvanamAM bIjA koI pustakanI jANe jarUra nathI. - sA. daSTipUrNAzrI - surata kahe kalApUrNasUri A pustakamAMthI zuM zuM nathI meLavAtuM e ja eka prazna che ? - sA. dalAzrI surata pUjayazrInI kRpAthI mArAmAM gurusamarpaNabhAva vizeSa pragaTe, evI zubha bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM. - sA. sumaMgalAzrI amadAvAda A pustaka dIvA samAna nahIM, paNa sUryasamAna banI raheze. * sA. kacapiyAzrI vAva pUjyazrIe to vAcanArUpI amRta pIrasIne ApaNA upara khUba ja karuNA karI che. - sA. divyadhvanizrI vAva 20 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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ApazrI baMdhuyugale bhagavAna (pUjayazrI)nI vANIne "kahe kalApUrNasUri pustakomAM guMthI gaNadhara padane zobhAvavAnuM suvarNa kArya karyuM che. - sA. kalpamaitrIzrI vAva kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka (grantha)no svAdhyAya karatAM AMkho khUba ja azrubhInI banI gaI. - sA. bhavyadanAzI vAva pUjaya gurudeve ApaNane mana mUkIne sarasa ane saraLa bhASAmAM keTaluM ane kevuM samajAvyuM che te to jayAre pratyakSa vAcanA sAMbhaLI tyAre na samajAyuM paNa jayAre pustaka vAMcyuM tyAre to jarUra thayuM. - sA. zrutapUrNAzrI gAgodara kahe kalApUrNasUri nAma vAMcatAM ja pApa khapI jAya to e pustaka vAMcatAM to kaI-keTalAya janmonA pApa khapI jAya. - sA. zaktipUrNAzrI gAgodara - A pustaka vAMcyA pachI mane derAsaramAM caityavaMdana karatAM manamAM sArA bhAva jAge che. - sA. harSazIlAzrI AkAzane joyA pachI potAnI pAMkha nahIM phelAvanAra paMkhI to kadAca dayApAtra che, paNa kahe kalApUrNasUri graMtha joyA pachI potAnI AMkha nahIM pheravanAra mAnava to hAMsIpAtra che. - sA. harSitAzrI kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * ma jha = = = = = = = = = 21

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"kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka hAthamAM letAMnI sAthe ja pUjyazrI sAta covizI dharmazALAmAM vAcanA ApI rahyA hoya, tevuM dazya khaDuM thaI gayuM. - sA. dhamakIrtizrI nitya aDadho kalAka A pustaka vAMcavuM evo niyama karyo che. - sA. harSadarzitAzrI abhaNa paNa prabhu prema pAmI zake - mAtra vidvAnono ijAro nathI. kharekhara A vAkya eTaluM hRdayasparzI che ke mArA jevA alpabuddhivALA mATe to jANe DUbatone pATiyuM maLI gayuM. - sA. harakSitAzrI jyAre - jyAre sAhebajIne sAMbhaLavA mATe AvyA hoIzuM chatAM pUrepUruM kyAreya saMbhaLAyuM nathI. te A pustaka dvArA pUrepUruM vAMcavA dvArA saMbhaLAI gayuM. - sA. harSavardhanAzrI kahe kalApUrNasUri vAMcatAM sau prathama to haiyuM bharAI gayuM. pUjyazrInI yAda AvI gaI. - sA. harSitaprajJAzrI koI pUche ke pUjayazrIe A graMthamAM zuM pIrasyuM che ? tyAre kharekhara kahevAnuM mana thaI jAya che ke pUjayazrIe A graMthamAM zuM nathI pIrasyuM ? - sA. puSpadaMtAzrI amadAvAda adhyAtmayogI pU. gurudeva maLyA e to amAruM parama sadbhAgya che ja. paNa sAthe-sAthe gurudevanI amRtamayI vANIne khaMta ane cIvaTathI jhIlIne zabdastha karIne gurudevane sAMbhaLelA ke nahIM sAMbhaLelA sarvene satsaMga karAvanAra baMdhu belaDI amane maLyA, e paNa amAruM parama parama sadbhAgya che. - sA. puNyarAzithI amadAvAda kara2 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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bhakti vinA dhyAna - kAussagna saphala ja na bane, e A pustaka dvArA jANavA maLyuM. - sA. kalyaguNAzrI amadAvAda caityavaMdananI mahattA A pustakamAMthI jANavA maLI. - sA. anaMtajyotizrI amadAvAda * * * * * pustaka zAyarI Avo mitro vAta kahuM, samyagadarzana zuddhi kIra bhakti ke jhaMkAra rUpa adhyAtmavANI anubhUti kI "Avo bALako vAta kahuM sacitra je kathA kI ye zAlibhadra mahAkAvya kI aura kahe zrI kumArapAla ve jisane batAvI ujJAnagaMgA aura bhuzrutajJAna kI rasadhArA abhidhAna ''ciMtAmaNi ke jhabuke AkAza gaMgAme tAre jJAnasAra yaha jIvana kA hai paDhIye "jyAzraya mahAkAvyam "sAtacovizI stavanAvalI kI baje madhura baMsarI pratidinam thobho nahItara thAkI jazo maname duHkha kyo sahate hai kabhI 6pa8 kabhI chAMva ru5 Ise jIMdagI' kahate hai guru upadeza kIra0 dhArA se tumane sArtha zabdAvalI pAyI che parakAya praveza ko dUra karake muni mukti mArga kA rAhI hai. - sA. jIjJAzrI valasADa bhagavAnanA bhakta, zAsana prabhAvaka parama pUjya AcArya vi. 54 kalApUrNasU. ma.sA.nA kAladharma pAmyAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM ja amo hataprabha thayA ane rar3atI AMkhe rar3atA hRdaye saMghanI sAthe samUhamAM devavaMdana # / ___- eja... AcArya hiraNyaprabhasUrinI anuvaMdanA hI SOS kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * 23

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sahAyakone dhanyavAda... , * gAgodara : mahetA somacaMda haracaMda vorA dalasukhalAla maganalAla, satanA saMghavI bhAIcaMda dharamazI, sAMtalapura saMghavI vAlajI murajI, maDhutrA saMghavI sobhAgacaMda sAkaLacaMda, sAMtalapura vorA khImajI dAnasaMga, gAgodara mahetA rAmacaMda ukazI, palAMsavA mahetA mahAdeva suMdarajI, ADesara mahetA kAnajI devazI, aMjAra paTavA jayantilAla dAmajI, gAgodara zeTha somacaMda mAvajI, kAnamera lodarIyA velajI adesaMga, gAgodara, pre. sA. cArUstutizrIjI mahetA kheMgArabhAI premacaMda, gAgodara paTavA cunIlAla balavaMta, gAgodara kubaDIyA maganalAla kalyANajI, lAkaDIyA mAtuzrI kAmalabena surajI bhImazI gAlA, sAmakhIyALI koThArI prabhulAla khImacaMda, zaMkhezvara vorA navInacaMdra cunIlAla, gAgodara zAha cAMpazI bacubhAI, gAgodara zAha jeThAlAla parabata, gAgodara zAha jagazI bhAramala, gAgodara zAha ANaMdajI karamazI, lAkaDIyA : ha. murIbena mahetA jayaMtilAla iMdarajI, gAgodara vorA sevaMtIlAla bAdarabhAI, gAgodarA mahetA prabhulAla mahAdeva, gAgodara mahetA nemacaMda iMdarajI, gAgodara 0 0 0 9 Ta Ta Ta Ta Ta 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8. 8 8 8 9 - bhuja mahetA maNilAla haracaMda parivAra mahetA mAvajI nAnacaMda parivAra, ha. jevatabhAI, lalIyANA (bhuja) premacaMda becarabhAI jayendrabhAI premacaMda phophaDIyA pa.pU. vardhamAna taponiSThA puSpacUlAzrIjI ma.sA.nA nA dIkSA paryAyanI puNya smRti nimitte temaja 5. hiMsakIrtizrIjI ma.sA.nI 100 + 100 - 25mI vardhamAna tapanI oLInI anumodanArthe 5. puSpAzrIjI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI bidaDA nivAsI prabhAbena maNilAla pAlaNa taraphathI zrImatI babIbena anopacaMda dAmajI mahetA mahetA vakhatacaMda popaTalAla 624 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe,

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sva. amRtabena prabhulAla prAgajI mahetA vipulakumAra anopacaMda vakhatacaMda vorA saMghavI chaganalAla karamacaMda vorA lakSmIbena nemidAsa, pre. sA. haMsaguNAzrIjI morabIyA vAlajI ANaMdajI paTavA vasaMtalAla jagajIvana khaMDora hasamukhalAla lIlAdhara bhaNasAlI caMdrakAMta jecaMda paTavA umarazI jeThAlAla zAha yazavaMtakumAra kAMtilAla mahetA bhogIlAla mahAdeva haracaMda dhuDAlAla punamacaMda hakkaDa, surata, nimitta - pU. sA. haMsabodhizrIjInuM mAsakSamaNa a.sau. latAbena azokakumAra zeTha, DIsA, nimitta - pU. sA. hiMsabodhizrIjInuM mAsakSamaNa 5.5. haMsaratizrIjI ma.sA.nA varSItapa nimitte 5.5. puSmAzrIjI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI DAyANI nayanAbena prakAzacaMdra, DIsA prabhAbena devasIlAla, nimitta - pU. sA. haMsabodhizrIjInuM mAsakSamaNa, pre. pU. A. puSpAzrIjI DaoN. surezabhAI e. dozI saMghavI devacaMda TokarazI pravINacaMdra chaganalAla cauhANa, 16, saMtoSa sosAyaTI gAMdhI maganalAla parasottama vorA maNilAla nyAlacaMda saMghavI caMcalabena malakacaMda, ADesara hAle bhuja saMghavI bhAIcaMda popaTalAla, ADesara hAle bhuja dozI bAdarabhAI vAlajI kAntilAla bhImajI mahetA mahetA ThAkarazI prAgajI prabhulAla mahetAnA smaraNArthe mahetA amRtalAla goradhana, bhacAu zrImatI tArAbena harasukhalAla chaganalAla borIcA vorA kAMtilAla amRtalAla bhaNasAlI ratilAla rAmajI gaDhecA vanecaMda popaTalAla trevADIyA khImIbena nArANajI mahetA kapUracaMda gelAbhAI pArekha maNilAla gopAlajI mahetA kAMtilAla hemacaMda saMghavI goviMdajI suMdarajI zAha prANalAla nAnacaMda (janatAghara) puSpAbena nAnAlAla zAha dhanasukhabhAI zAha kahe kalApUrNasUri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * ka25

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tapAgaccha jaina upAzraya, mAMDavI amRtalAla DI. mahetA jayendrabhAI dAmajI lodarIyA borIcA nAnacaMda jagazIbhAI vorA camanalAla jecaMdabhAI mahetA jeThAlAla gopAlajIbhAI ArAdhanA-bhavana jaina saMgha 8 8 8 8 8 8 9 * AdhoI , lakhamazI premajI nIsara, AdhoI khImajI kherAja gAlA, AdhoI mepazI narazI cheDA, AdhoI velajI bhacu caralA, AdhoI ravajI jesaMga pharIyA, AdhoI amarazI bhacu cheDA, AdhoI kubaDIyA jhaveracaMda dAmajI, AdhoI dAmajI korazI gaDA, sAmakhIyALI maganalAla bhAIcaMda zeTha, AdhoI vAraiyA ramIlAbena laheracaMdabhAInI puNya-smRti nimitte laheracaMda dhArazI parivAra taraphathI 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 * aMjAra zAha manasukha devarAja mahetA jeThAlAla gopAlajI saMghavI choTAlAla maNilAla mahetA devasIbhAI nathubhAI cunIlAla dharamazI paDIvALA nAnAlAla kuMvarajI vorA hIrAlAla rAyazI khaMDora kanakalAla kezavalAla, pre. pU.ga. vimalaprabhavi. zAha zirISacaMdra haMsarAja gaDhecA hIrAcaMda lAlacaMda hiMmatalAla velajI gAMdhI (mudrAvALA hAla kula) ha. nImUbena hiMmatalAla 6 - 8 8 8 ( * vAMkI * dinezabhAI ravajIbhAI mahetA, bhuvaDa-madrAsa hIrajIbhAI canAbhAI sAvalA surendrabhAI lakSmIcaMda bhANajI cheDA hIrajI bhANajI cheDA a.sau. razmibena hareza premajI gAlA zAMtilAla jeThAlAla hemarAja 2 8 8 8 8 26 * * * * * * * * * * kahe ka

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maNilAla lakSmIcaMda vorA, ha. maMjulAbena ema. vorA, mundrA-kaccha 201 * lAkaDIyA * maNibena harakhacaMda pUjanA smaraNArthe aruNA vADIlAla, rameza, araviMda, rezamA, che. sA. celuNAzrIjI, candravadanAzrIjI, cArulekhAzrIjI caMdanabena lAlajIbhAI maNilAla kubaDIyA velajIbhAI malakacaMda kubaDIyA zAmajI hIrajI sUrA vorA prAgajIbhAI dalIcaMda vIrama muLajIbhAI, khAroI khaMDora mAvajI tribhuvana dozI ramezacaMdra bAdarabhAI, kIDIyAnagara mAtuzrI maNibena devacaMda pArvatIbena vIramabhAI, khAroI surajIbhAI sAMgaNabhAI gaDA, manapharA cheDA maNazI mekaNa, sAmakhIyALI muraIbena ANaMdajI, sAmakhIyALI Ta Ta Tha che te Ta Ta 8 8 8 8 8 * sAmakhIyALI maganalAla kalyANajI kubaDIyA cAMpazI bhacu satrA jeThAlAla parabata gaDA mAtuzrI kAmalabena surajI, ha. bhImazI gAlA jagazI bhImazI gAlA, ha. punaIbena 0 - 8 8 9 8 * bhacAu * mahetA amRtalAla goradhana vorA jevatalAla dAmajI, ha. jayendra khaMDora amUlakha mANekacaMda mahetA kAMtilAla prAgajI 2 8 8 8 mAdhApara 0 gAMdhI pradIpabhAI zaMbhulAla mahetA nemacaMdabhAI prAgajIbhAI mahetA mUlacaMdabhAI nAgajIbhAI khaMDora goviMdajI vakhatacaMda zeTha vikamazI rAmajIbhAI trevADIyA rAmacaMdabhAI adesaMgabhAI vorA zaMbhulAla kapuracaMda 8 8 8 8 8 8 = = = = = = = = = = = = = 620

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zAha hAthIbhAI velajIbhAI zazikAMtabhAI hAthIbhAI velajI vimala esa. zAha * vaDhavANa zAntAbena vADIlAla phulacaMda zAha, vaDhavANa, che. sA. haMsapadmAzrIjI. sA. haMsadarzitAzrIjI jAmanagara, phUlI bAno Delo, jJAnakhAtuM, che. sA. nirupamAzrIjI | 0 harSadabhAI, amadAvAda, The. sA. himAMzuzrIjI - puSpadaMtAzrIjI jayaMtIbhAI maNilAla dAmANI, amadAvAda, pre. sA. himAMzuzrIjI - puSpadaMtAzrIjI 21 kAminIbena aMbAlAla, amadAvAda, pre. sA. himAMzuzrIjI - puSpadaMtAzrIjI zAntibhAI babAbhAI, amadAvAda, pre. sA. himAMzuzrIjI - puSpadaMtAzrIjI eka sadguhastha, amadAvAda, pre. sA. himAMzuzrIjI - puSpadaMtAzrIjI 0 amadAvAda-jJAnakhAtuM, pre. sA. sudakSAzrIjI - sumaMgalAzrIjI theMka yu (M.P) jJAnakhAtuM, . sA. hemakalAzrIjI jainadarzana-upAsaka saMgha, pelesa, jAmanagara, jJAnakhAtuM, che. sA. candralatAzrIjI mAMDavI tapagaccha jaina saMgha, jJAnakhAtuM, che. divyaratnAzrIjI. divyadarzitAzrIjI AyaMbilazALA - upAzrayanI zrAvikAonuM jJAnakhAtuM, rAmanagara, sAbaramatI, amadAvAda, pre. sA. vikramendrAzrIjI (vAgaDa samudAya) 50 28 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApaNasari-1

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guru-stuti maMgalaM padma-jItAdyA, maMgalaM - kanako guruH / maMgalaM sUridevendraH. kalApUrNostu maMgalam // namastubhyaM kalApUrNa ! magnAya paramAtmani / tvayAtra duHSamAkAle, bhaktigaMgAvatAritA // yo guruH sarvabhakteSu, prabhurUpeNa saMsthitaH // kalApUrNAya pUrNAya, guNaistasmai namo namaH // jJAnaM dhyAnaM tapo bhakti-maitrI guNAnurAgitA / nirAzrayA guNA jAtAH, kalApUrNe divaM gate // adhyAtmamUrti zazizubhrakIrti, saMsArabhIti paramAtmaprItim / payojakAnti paramaprazAnti, sUriM kalApUrNamahaM namAmi // TaLe jemanA nAmathI sarva kaSTo, phaLe jemanA nAmathI sarva iSTo; baLe pApanA puMja jenA prabhAve, namuM te kalApUrNasUrIndra bhAve // aho 'kalApUrNa' pavitra nAma, jA jIvaDA ! e japI mukti-dhAma / tAre bIjA maMtra vaDe zuM kAma ? che maMtra moTo gurudeva nAma // vizAla bhAla, sunirmala locana, suprasanna mukha mudrA, nahIM mlAni, nahIM glAni kyAre, nahIM ALasa, nahIM tandrA; adbhuta prabhu-bhaktinI mastI, adbhuta kriyA-sphUrti, kalApUrNasUrijI jagamAM jaya pAmo zama-mUrti. - racayitA : zrI mukti/muni s * * * * * * * * * * * * * 29

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| guru-stuti je kacchavAgaDa dezakerA, parama upakArI kharA, jyAM jyAM paDyA gurunA caraNa, tyAM tyAM banI pAvana dharA; arihaMta prabhu zAsana prabhAvaka, kAryathI parahita karA, kalApUrNasUrivara caraNamAM, hojo sadA muja vaMdanA je mokSanA abhilASathI suvizuddha saMyama dhAratA, bhava-bhramaNanA nirvedathI viSayo kaSAyo vAratA; je rahe pravacana mAta zaraNe AtamA saMbhALatA, kalApUrNasUrivara caraNamAM, hojo sadA muja vaMdanA je brahmacarya vaDe nija parama pAvana AtamA, zatru pramAda pachAr3atA banavA sadA paramAtamA; hitakAra thoDaM bolatA vairAgya bharatA vAtamAM, kalApUrNasUrivara caraNamAM, hojo sadA muja vaMdanA je gurukRpAthI AgamonA arkane turata ja grahe, amRta thakI paNa adhika mIThI vANI jinavaranI kahe; Asakti pudgalanI tajIne nija svabhAve je rahe, kalApUrNasUrivara caraNamAM, hojo sadA muja vaMdanA jenA hRdayamAM saMgha para vAtsalya- jharaNuM vahe, zAsana taNI sevA taNo abhilASa aMtaramA rahe; jasa nAma maMtra prabhAvathI sahu bhAviko pApo dahe, kalApUrNasUrivara caraNamAM, hojo sadA muja vaMdanA 530 * * * * * * * * * * para 46 * * .

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kaTutA kadI nA koIthI sahu jIva para maitrI dhare, bAlaka taNA paNa guNa nihALI harSathI haiyuM bhare; duHkhI ane pApI viSe jasa hRdayathI karuNA jhare, kalApUrNasUrivara caraNamAM, hojo sadA muja vaMdanA je yogya jIvo joIne hita zIkhaDI preraka kahe, sudhare na evA jIva para mAdhyasthabhAva haiye rhe| satkAra ke apamAnamAM samabhAvanI saritA vahe, kalApUrNasUrivara caraNamAM, hojo sadA muja vaMdanA je zvAsa ane ucchAsamAM arihaMta aMtaramAM dhare, vANI sudhAthI bhavikamAM arihaMta rasa hRdaye bhare; mana-maMdire arihaMta dhyAne AtamA nirmaLa kare, kalApUrNasUrivara caraNamAM, hojo sadA muja vaMdanA prabhu mUrtimAM prabhune nihALI jagatane je bhUlatA, nija madhura kaMThe stavana gAtA bALa jima je DolatA; 'prabhu' bhaktinI mastI vaDe nija hRdayane je kholatA, kalApUrNasUrivara caraNamAM, hojo sadA muja vaMdanA - racayitA : bhUkaMpamA avasAna pAmela prabhulAla vAghajI cheDA, manapharA (kaccha) sh * * * * * * * * * * * * * 931

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guru-stuti zarIra che viSa-velaDI A, guru amRtanI khANa re, mAthu kapAtAM guru maLe jo, toya sastA jANa re, varNavyo saghaLe sthaLe, mahimA ghaNo sadguru taNo, kalApUrNagurune vaMdatAM AnaMda thAye ati ghaNo / samyaktvanuM sarjana kare tuM, tuM ja che brahmA kharo, dhAraNa kare zubha dharmane tuM, tuM ja che viSNu kharo; ucchedato ajJAnane zaMkara jaNAyo tuM mane, parabrahmarUpI o kalApUrNaprabhu ! vaMdaM tane / anaMta mahimA che guruno, anaMta nita upakAra cha, anaMta locana kholanArA, guru sadA prabhu-dvAra cha; anaMta tattva batAvanArA, guru sudhArasa dhAra che, kalApUrNasUri gurudeva vaMdUM, nakkI ber3o pAra cha / 'amRta bharelo gagana-maMDalamAM rahelo che kUvo, guru-kRpAthI meLavI amRta pIe vinayI juo; tarase mare nagurA bicArA' ima kahe AnaMdaghana, amRta-dAtA o kalApUrNa-prabhu ! tujane namana / vAtsalya tAruM eTaluM ke siMdhu paNa nAno paDe, mAdhurya tAruM evaM ke sAkara sadA phIkI paDe; suprasannatA tuja eTalI ke phUla paNa jhAMkhuM paDe, kalApUrNasUrideva ! tArA caraNamAM muja zira DhaLe / - racayitA : zrI mukti/muni 932* * * * * * * * * * * * * s

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guru-stuti he guru ! tava mUrti adbhuta, dhyAna kA yaha mUla hai, he guru ! tava caraNa adbhuta, pUjanA ke mUla hai; he guru ! tava vacana adbhuta, maMtra ke ye mUla hai, kalApUrNasUri ! gurudeva ! tU adbhuta bhakti-phUla hai / 'hai tU hI brahmA tU hI viSNu, tU hI hai zaMkara yahAM, tU hI hai parabrahma' guru kI, hai stuti yaha anya meM; pA kara tumheM gurudeva ! pyAre ! hUM banA atidhanya maiM, adhyAtmayogI zrIkalApUrNaprabhu ! tujhako namana / 'guru' zabda kA saMdeza suna lo : hai rahasyoM se bharA, 'gu' guNAtIta 'ru' rUpAtIta hai prabhu soco jarA; prabhu prApta karanA ho agara sevo guru, guru dvAra hai, kalApUrNasUri gurudeva ko vaMdana karo, uddhAra hai / to tie tU dIpa hai, tU deva hai guru ! tU hI divya prakAza hai, tU mAta hai, tU tAta hai guru ! tU hI citta-ullAsa hai; tU svarga hai, tU mukti hai guru ! tU dharA-AkAza hai, kalApUrNaguruvara ! tU aho ! adbhuta bhakti-vikAsa hai / a rotI-rotI gaMgA bolI : ho gaI hUM Aja maiM mailI, jala hai dUSita sarvathA mama, zuddhi naSTa ho gaI merI; mata ro o gaMgA maiyA ! zuddhi abhI surakSita hai, kalApUrNasUri nAma kI gaMgA, isa dharatI para bahatI hai / (ro ro o gaMgAmaiyA ! zuddhi kabhI surakSita thI, kalApUrNasUri nAma kI gaMgA, isa dharatI para bahatI thI.) - racayitA : zrI mukti/muni jaha . * * * * * * * * * * * * * 933

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guru-stuti aSTaka pyArA hatA arihaMta ne pyArA jIvo saMsAranA, pyAraM hatuM prabhu-nAma ne pyArA pado navakAranA; pyArI hatI prabhu-bhakti ne pyArI hatI nija-sAdhanA, kalApUrNasUri-guru-caraNamAM, ho bhAvabhInI vaMdanA nija-dehamAM rahevA chatAMye, dehathI nyArI dazA, kAryoM kare para-hita taNA paNa cittamAM cinmaya dazA; vaLI sarvamAM hovA chatAM, jala-kamalavat AsaMga nA, kalApUrNasUri-guru-caraNamAM, ho bhAvabhInI vaMdanA // 2 // je che pratApI sUrya jevA saumya vaLI zazadhara samA, gaMbhIra je sAgara samA ne dhIra vaLI mahIdhara samA; jenI prabhA suvarNa jevI, vANI zItala caMdanA, kalApUrNasUri-guru-caraNamAM, ho bhAvabhInI vaMdanA che nAma prabhunuM zaktizAlI, kAma prabhunuM je kare, je smaraNa-kIrtana-bhakti karatAM mana bhItara jinavara dhare; arihaMta prabhunA dhyAnamAM arihaMtamaya je cetanA, kalApUrNasUri-guru-caraNamAM, ho bhAvabhInI vaMdanA // 4 // prabhu-mUrtimAM prabhune nihALe, evI nirmala AMkha che, kSaNavAramA prabhu-dvAra pahoMce, evI mananI pAMkha che; je nAma-mUrti-dravya-bhAve nita kare prabhu-arcanA, kalApUrNasUri-guru-caraNamAM, ho bhAvabhInI vaMdanA mAdhurya che maitrItaNuM muditA taNI suprasannatA, komalapaNuM karuNAtaNuM mAdhyasthyanI manohAritA; A cAra bhAvothI subhAvita jemano zubha AtamA, kalApUrNasUri-guru-caraNamAM, ho bhAvabhInI vaMdanA nathI mAna-mAyA-lobha ne samatAbharyo je AtamA, nathI kAma-kaTutA-krodha-gRddhi, zAnta nirmala AtamA; nathI dveSa-matsara-kleza ke nathI nAmanAnI kAmanA, kalApUrNasUri-guru-caraNamAM, ho bhAvabhInI vNdnaa| // 7 // je kaccha-vAgaDa-dezanA zRMgAra adbhuta guruvarA, zrI padma-jIta-hIra-kanakasUri-devendrasUrivara hitakarA; je ziSya kaMcana guru taNA karI vizva-vyApI nAmanA, kalApUrNasUri-guru-caraNamAM, ho bhAvabhInI vaMdanA // 8 // - racayitA : pU.paM. zrI kalpataruvijayajI 534 * * * * * * * * * * * * *sh

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guru-stuti kalyANAMkurapoSaNe jaladharo lAvaNyalIlAyutaH pUrNaH sadguNazibhiH guruvaro namraH prabhoH patkaje / sUryo bhavyapayojabodhakaraNe riktaH sadA doSato, deyAtsanmatimAzu me gururasau vandyau vibhAte janaiH // 1 // zArdUla0 kcchaadideshsthitmaanvebhyo| lAbhaM dadAnaM jinadhArmikaM hi / pUrNaM guNai ( vimalaiH prage pra - NamAmi kAmaM municandramenam // 2 // upajAti karmaripu - nihantAram lAvaNyayutamuttamam / pUrNaM sadguNaugheH pra - NamAmImaM munIzvaram // 3 // mohAdermuktabuddhi vimalaguNanidhi - jaitRkandarpajetA sadbhaktyA nityamarhadbhajanaratamati - dharmalAbhapradAtA / zAntAtmA candratulyaH zazisadRzayazAH saMprapUrNo guNaizcA - yaM sUrIndraH prapUjyo jagati vijayate bhUSaNaH zAsanasya // 4 // stragdharA kuThArAyamANaM kaSAya-dru-bhede dinendrAyamANaM janAmbhojabodhe / marAlAyamAnaM prabhoH patpayoje kalApUrNasUri praNaumi prage'ham // 5 // bhujaGgaprayAtam vitatasaMsRti-kAnana-paryaTa - nmuni-vidhuM bhayataH parapIDitam / zivapurI rahitAM sakalai bhayai - rnaya kalAdimapUrNa ! susArthapa ! // 6 // drutavilambitam tApUesiri-1 * * * * * * * * * * * * * she 934

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. ahaha ! jIva bhavATanato yadi zramamavApya zivaM ca samIhase / zraya tato laghu saMsRti-sUdanaM kila kalAdimapUrNa - padadvayam // 7 // drutavilambitam mohonmAdanizA-vilupta-nijakAtmajJAna-tejobharA - nAtmIyaiH kharagobhirAzu nRcayAnuccaiH prabodhayya ca / nirvANA-dhva-nidarzakaM hatabhayaM jJAnaprakAzaM naya - nAdhoyyAmadhunA raviH kila kalApUrNaH pravibhrAjate // 8 // zArdUla0 prabhorgItiprIti rgajagatigatiH saMyamaratiH zazijyotirdIpti natajanatati nirmalamatiH kalAmRtsatkIrti ryatitatiyatiH zAntaprakRtiH kalApUrNaH sUriH sRjatu satataM zarma jagati // 9 // zikhariNI . kAraM kAraM jinavaravaco - vAcanAvarSaNaM vai hAraM hAraM narahRdayatamovihnijAlaM karAlam / dhAraM dhAraM bhayi suvipulaM cAtakArbhe pramoda - mAdhoyyAM saMprati vijayate zrIkalApUrNameghaH // 10 // maMdAkrAntA adhyAtma-kAsAra-vilAsa - haMsa ! sahasrabhAno bhavipadmabodhe / sadbodhivRkSe jaladopama ! tvaM jIyAtkalApUrNa ! munIndra ! loke // 11 // upajAti sarvatra sajjJAnamayIM suvarSAm kurvastathA cAtakabAlake'pi re mAdRze pAtaya zabdabindUn dvitrAn kalApUrNa payoda ! tUrNam // 12 // upajAti 538 * * * * * * * * * * * * *

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manomayUro bhavato'bhrato me saMprApya vANIpriyavarSaNaM hi / harSAtirekAtprakaroti nRtyaM zrIman kalApUrNa munIndra ! nityam // 13 // upajAti nibiDatimirajAlacchedanenaiva sadyaH prakaTitazivamArgaH zoSayan karmapaGkam / dadhadatanukaharSaH prANipadmaughabodhe jayati jagati sUryaH zrIkalApUrNasUriH // 14 // janakumudasamUhaM bodhayan saMprapUrNaH sakalakalakalAbhi - nirmalaH sadyazobhRt / vizadanijakagobhistvarpayazcittazAntim jayati jagati candraH zrIkalApUrNasUriH // 15 // mAlinI zrutasalila - supUrNAmAcaraJ zAstravarSAM sakalamanujacitta - klezavahni nirasyan / nRgaNahRdayabhUmau poSayan bodhibIjam jayati jagati meghaH zrI kalApUrNasUriH // 16 // mAlinI apUrvastvaM rAzI ko'pi zrI kalApUrNa ! vidyase / prayAsi satataM vRddhi kSayaM naiva kadAcana // 17 // bhrAjamAne kalApUrNa ! bhAskare jagati tvayi / andhA janA na pazyanti doSaH kimatra te bhavet // 18 // mamaikecchA kalApUrNa ! vartate svAntamandire / bhaveyaM tvatpadAbjAli - jighrANo guNasaurabham // 19 // * kalApUrNAya pUjyAya moharAtrivimudrite / mAmakIne mano'mbhoje mArtaNDAya namo namaH // 20 // he * * * * * * * * * * * * * 930

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. varSati tvayi sarvatra kalApUrNa / payodhare / durbhAgyacchatra - saMcchannaiH prApyante nAmbubindavaH // 21 // adbhuto vartase ko'pi tvaM kalApUrNa ! paJjaraH / yato baddhA vimucyante badhyante ca vimuktakAH // 22 // kamalakhaNDanirlepa ! kamaladalanirmalaH / kamalasadRzAsya ! tvaM kalApUrNa ! ciraM jaya // 23 // vilokya tvAM kalApUrNaM, kalApUrNa ! kalAdhipaH / manye'pUrNaM nijaM matvA, prayAto gaganAGgaNe // 24 // hai yadIye svAntakAsAre, lasati prabhupatkajam / zrImantaM taM kalApUrNaM, vande'haM bhAvataH sadA // 25 // - racayitA : mukti / muni, AdhoI (kaccha), vi.saM. 2033 930 * * * * * * * * * * * * *sh

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pUjya baMdha-belaDI dvArA saMpAdita-likhita sAhitya zrI zAlibhadra mahAkAvyanuM (TIkA-anuvAda-sahita, saMskRta) vyAzrayamahAkAvya (anvaya-anuvAda-sahita, saMskRta) jJAnasAra (sapadya - gadyAnuvAda) abhidhAna ciMtAmaNi nAmamAlA sArtha zabdAvalI (zlokAMka-artha-sahita) zabdamAlA* (liMga-artha-zlokAMka sahita sArtha dhAtupATha sAthe) AkAzagaMgA jJAnagaMgA (hindI) (AkAzagaMgAnuM hindI) zrutagaMgA (hindI) (praznapatro) adhyAtmavANI* (pU.A.zrInI pariSkRta vANI) adhyAtmavANI (hindI) upadezadhArA (bhinna-bhinna viSayo para nibaMdho) AtmakathAo parakAya praveza (AtmakathAo) Ise jIMdagI kahate hai.. (vastupAla-jIvana) kahe, kumArapAla meM kumArapAla (hindI) baje madhura baMsarI (aitihAsika prasaMgo) Avo, mitro ! vArtA kahuM Avo bALako vAratA kahyuM sacitra jaina kathAe (hindI, gujarAtI, IglIza) kabhI dhUpa ! kabhI chAMva ! (be saLaMga kathA) samyagdarzana-zuddhi (hindI) sAta covIzI (hindI) (sAta stavana covIzI) dAdAne darabAra (stavano, stutio) kahe kalApUrNasUri - 1 (paMcavastuka para vAcanA) (gujarAtI-hindI) kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie - 2 (caMdAvijhaya para vAcanA) (hindI presamAM) kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3* (lalitavistarA para vAcanA) (hindI presamAM) kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4* (lalitavistarA para vAcanA) (hindI presamAM) bhUkaMpamAM bhramaNa (bhUkaMpanI satyaghaTanAo) | svAdhyAya-kalA (prakaraNa-grantho, bhinna-bhinna bhAgomAM) (* nizAnI sivAyanA pustako aprApya che.) kahe * * * * * * * * * * * * * 641

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'adhyAtmayogIpUjya AcAryadevazrInuM sAhitya dhyAna-vicAra mile mana bhItara bhagavAna tattvajJAna pravezikA sarvajJa kathita parama sAmAyika dharma parama tattvanI upAsanA adhyAtma gItA yogazataka yogasAra tAra ho tAra prabhu ! sahaja samAdhi kahe kalApUrNasUri, bhAga 1 thI 4, kula peja prAyaH 2000 (gujarAtI-hindI) - sAdhune zIkhAmaNa 1. bIjAnuM kAma Ave tyAre potAnuM kAma gauNa karavuM. 2. bIjAnI IcchA saMtoSavA pote sadA sajja rahevuM. 3. bIjo pUchavA Ave tyAre uttara ApyA vagara rahevuM nahi. bIjAnI IcchA, tatparatA ke abhirUci na hoya te sarva samaya potAnA kAryamAM mazagula rahevuM. AvatI kAle ke have pachInA samaye zuM kArya karavAnuM che, tenI yojanA vicAraNA ke goThavaNI pahelethI kadI karavI nahi. je kArya je samaye daivayoge sAme AvI paDe tene ja sarvazreSTha mAnIne tene banAvavAmAM AnaMda mAnavo. duniyAmAM je kAMI thaI rahyuM che te kArya kAraNanA niyamane anusAra yogya ja thaI rahyuM che, ema sadA vicAravuM. ApaNI IcchA mujaba duniyAne calAvavAno vicAra karavA karatAM duniyA je rIte cAle che te rIte cAlavA daI ApaNo phALo ApaNane chAje te rIte temAM Apavo. bIjA kema cAle che te upara adhikAra bIjAno che, ApaNe kema cAlavuM te upara adhikAra ApaNo che. - pU.paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI gaNivara 42 * kahe kalApUrNasUri-1

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nI kalagIsamA vokI tIrtha bIkalAprabhavijayajI gaNivarane nI nI kalpataravijayajI | vijayajI tathA pUrNAna zrI virya Bhsava:samAroha nadina: ahA !.., vejI gaNivarane AcArya-pada vajayajIna paMnyAsa- pada nezrImunicaMdavijayajIne gaNipada praLi " * athANa.6,zakavAra 112-2ooo ODI / MMATaEPI 9Imada vijayabApu rAvajI . kAzi 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka pUjyazrInA hAthamAM bhakti-mArgamAM AgaLa vadhavuM hoya, jIvanane ArAdhanAmaya ane prasannatAmaya banAvavuM hoya to huM tamane saune lalita-vistarA grantha vAMcavAnI khAsa bhalAmaNa karuM chuM. kadAca tame saMskRta na vAMcI zakatA ho to mArI pAlItANA vAcanAnA gujarAtI pustako (kahe kalApUrNasUri) paNa bahAra paDelA che, te pharI-pharIne khAsa vAMcajo. | - sva. pU. A. zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijIe caturvidha saMgha samakSa ApelI chellI vAcanAmAMthI, ramaNIyA. (rAjasthAna) vi.saM. 2058, po.va.6, tA. 3/2/2002 Tejas Printers AHMEDABAD PH. (079) 6601045