Aadarsh Gyan

Author(s): Ratnaprabhakar Gyan Pushpmala
Publisher: Ratnaprabhakar Gyan Pushpmala
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/002447/1

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SWEETEST ause NTDE!!DE2 zrI jJAnaguNa- puSpamAlA puSpa nambara 14 zrImadratnaprabhasUrIzvara sadgurubhyonamaH prAdarza-jJAna ( prathama vibhAga ) -prakAzaka zrI ratnaprabhAkara jJAna puSpamAlA phalodI - (mAravAr3a) vIra saM0 2466 W osavAla saMvat 2396 ** prati 500 mUlya do rupaye Da vikrama saM0 1996 S DADE

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- zrI. bAbU dInadayAla 'dineza' ke prabaMdha se Adarza miMTiMga presa, ajamera meM mudrita /

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Adarza-jJAna bhagavAn pArzvanAtha

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BIODEOSDOG: 0@COM @ 00000GO granthoM kA 400000 pustakoM @GOO D O O...... sampAdaka evaM lekhaka aura jaina vidyAlayoM, borDingoM, lAyabreriyoM, sevAmaNDaloM, mAravAr3a jaina tIrtha prabandhakAraNI kameTI nirmitA, jaina tIrthoM kA jIrNoddhAra evaM mandiroM ke pratiSThApaka aura patitoM ke uddhAra kartA pUjyapAda prAtaHsmaraNIya vidvadratna vAdI vijayatA marudhara-kesarImunivarya zrI zrI 1008 zrI zrI DO@GO(c).... zrImAn jJAnasuMdarajI mahArAja sAhiba GOD100@@ kA Adarza-jIvana Disso@Geo-266@@sode-GPSC

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Adarza-jJAna itihAsa pramI-marudhara kesarI muni zrI jJAnasundarajI mahArAja sAhiba

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do zabda lauMkA DhUMDhiyA aura sthAnakavAsI samudAya ko asatya samajhakara unake andara se nikalakara pUjya meghajI0 buTArAyanI zrAtmArAmajI bagairaha aneka sAdhu samaya samaya saMvega pakSa ko svIkAra karate Aye hai jisameM gayavaracandrajI bhI eka haiM | saMvega pakSa meM Ane ke pazcAt vi0 saM0 1972 meM osiyAM tIrtha para parama yogIrAja munizrI ratanavijayajI mahArAja ke pAsa saMbaMga dIkSA lI thI aura ApakA nAma jJAnasudarajI rakkhA gayA thA / guruvarya kI zrAjJAnusAra zrApa upakezakaccha kI kriyAsamAcArI karate haiM jo grAya: tapA* gaccha kI samAcArI se milatI julatI hI hai / Apa svataMtra vicAra ke eka niDara evaM vari sAdhu haiM / ApakI zurU se satya kahane evaM likhane kI Adata hone se zrApa itane priya nahIM bana sake ki jitane hA~ meM hA~ milAne bAle bana sakate haiM Apa zAsana ke zubhacintaka evaM hitaiSI haiN| zAsana kA ahita karane vAlI pravRti zrApa se dekhI nahIM jAtI haiM phira koI mAne yA na mAne para Apa apanI antarAtmA kI pukAra kiye binA qadApi nahIM rahate haiM / Apa DhUMDhiyApaMtha chor3a ke Aye aura tIsare hI varSa zrIsiddhagirI kI yAtrArtha gujarAta kI ora vihAra kiyA aura gujarAtI sAdhuoM kA jaghanya AcAra vyavahArAdi dekhA to Apa se rahA nahIM gayA / sthAna sthAna para zrApane bhASaNa vyAkhyAna diyA para hinAcAriyoM ke sAmrAjya meM zrApakI pukAra sunatA kauna / ataH zrApane paramAtmA sImaMdhara svAmI kI sevA meM eka kAgada huMDI, paiMTha, parapaiMTha aura mejharanAgA rUpI vinatI likhakara bhejI aura apane dagdha hRdaya ko zAnta kiyA / para yaha to samaya thA kalikAla kA, usa zAsana sevA kA yaha phala milA ki saMvega-pakSIya zramaNa samAja zrApa para eka dama TUTa par3A aura pApI, nAstika, bhavya aura anaMta saMsArA kaha kara saMgha bAhara Thoka dene kI taiyArI kara lI para jaba Apane eka siMhagarjanA kI to pAsatyoM kI kyA tAkata ki ve Apake sAmane cuM taka bhI kara sakeM /

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mejharanAmA likhane ke kAraNa Apako bahuta kucha sahana karanA par3A para isake pracAra se samAja evaM navayuvakoM meM jAgRti bhI kama nahIM huI thii| usa mejharanAbha kI UparA UparI pAMca AvRtiyAM mudrita huI aura janatA ne use khUba apnaayaa| jo loga mejharanAmA likhane ke kAraNa nArAja the vahI loga ApakI bhUri 2 prazaMsA karane laga gaye / / kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai ki Apa kitane puruSArthI evaM zramajIvI hai Apa zrI ne apane paropakArI jIvana meM kaise kaise cokhe aura anokhe kAma kara batalAye ki jisakI sAnI kA koI sAdhu najara nahIM Ate haiN| Aja janatA meM kevala bAteM evaM ADambara kI hI kadara nahIM para kAma kI kadara hai| Apane apane sAdhuvrata ke niyama pAlate huye zAsana kI bar3hiyA sa bar3hiyA sevA bajAI vaha isa pustaka ke par3hane se Apako ThIka rozana ho jaaygii| Apana jahAM jahAM vihAra kiye aura jo jo loga Apake paricaya meM Aye ve Apake alaukika guNoM para mantramugdha bana kara Apake parama bhakta bana gaye haiM para bhaMDArIjIcandanacandajI jodhapuravAle tathA vadanamalajI vaidyamehatA phalaudIvAle adhika samaya ApakoM sevA meM rahakara AtmakalyANa sAdhana kiyA karate the / ___ ina donoM maktoM kA vicAra thA ki bhaviSya kI janatA kA kalyANa ke liye ApazrI kA jIvana likhA jAya para jitanI sAdhana sAmagrI cAhiye utanI nahIM milI phira bhI unakA prayatna sarvathA niSphala bhI nahIM huA unhoMne kaI varSoM taka nirantara parizrama kara kucha sAmagrI ekatra karake eka kharar3A banAyA parantu kudarata Apake sAnukUla nahIM thI ki Apa donoM makoM ne eka hI varSa meM kevala chaH mAsa ke antara se isa phAnI duniyA se vidI le lii| phira bhI ve apanI antimAvasthA meM bhI isa bAta kI nahIM bhale the| ataH pichale logoM kA kaha gaye ki hama jo isa mahatvapUrNa kArya ko adhUrA chor3a jAte haiM samaya pAkara pUrA kara denA / basa, vaha kArya saMsthA para chor3a

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Adarza-jJAna muni zrI guNasundarajI bhaNDArIjI candanacandajI sAhaba zrImAn vadanamalajI vaidya phalaudI

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( 3 ) diyA thA aura saMsthA ne ise pUrNa karane kA prayatna kiyA / hAM, yadi jina bhakta logoM ne masAlA ekatra kiyA thA ve isa kArya kA saMpAdita karate to kArya kucha aura hI rUpa meM banatA para khaira, jo banane kA hotA hai vahI banatA hai / astu, hama guru-bhakti se prerita ho jaisI bana sakA vaisA eka vArtA ke rUpa meM mahArAja ke jIvana ke sAtha ghaTanAye banI aura hame jitanI prApta huI usako likha kara janatA ke sAmane rakha dI hai jisako par3hane se Apa ThIka taura para jAna sakoge ki eka paramArthI puruSa janatA kA kisa taraha kalyANa meM nimitta kAraNa sakatA hai| pUjya gurubarthya ke jIvana meM eka yaha vizeSatA hai ki ASa jamAnA hAla ke sudhAraka vicAra vAle niDara puruSa hone para bhI zAsana ke pratyeka kArya meM kaTibaddha hokara bhAga liyA karate haiM jaba se Apa saMvegapakSa meM zrAye usa dina se hI zrApakA yaha mukhya dhyeya bana gayA thA ki choTA-choTA TrakToM dvArA samAja meM jAgRti paidA karanI aura cirakAla se paDidui kurUr3hiyoM ko nikAla nI / isake liye saba se pahalA Apane saM0 1973 meM phalaudI zahara meM zrI ratnaprabhAkara jJAnapuSpayAlA nAmaka saMsthA ko janma diyA aura usa sa~sthA dvArA choTe bar3e 215 pustaka kI karIe 400000 pratiyeM chapavA kara sarvatra pracAra karavAyA inake pUrvaM mAravAr3a meM isa prakAra pustakeM kA pracAra nahIM huA thA jisameM bhI vizeSatA yaha ki itanA bar3A kArya ke liye na rakhA paNDita na rakhA naukara prAyaH saba kArya muni zrI ne apane hAthoM se hI kiyA thA isa sasthA ke zrAya vyava kA kArya bhI phalaudI ke jJAna premiyoM ne paramArtha evaM paropakAra ko lakSa meM rakha kara hI kiyA thA jinhoM ke hisAba kI saphAI zrApa mudrita hisAba se dekha sakate hI / 2 - guruvarya kI likhI huI pustakeM eka hI viSaya kI nahIM para tAtvika, dArzanika adhyAtmika, zraupadezika makti vidhividhAna samAjasudhAra carcA aura aitihAsikAdi aneka viSaya kI hai / 1 - zrApa bhI svayaM kaNThastha jJAna karanA aura dUsaroM kA karavAne kA bhI 'prayatna kiyA aura ApazrI ne aneka mAvukoM kI jJAna dAna diyA /

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4-ApazrI ko Agama bAcane kA bhI pUrNa prema hai kaI 20 vAra to vyAkhyAna meM zrImagavatI sUtra vAcA hogA aura kaI sAdhu sAdhviyoM ko sUtro kI vAcanA bhI dI thii| 5-jJAna pracAra ke liye ApazrI ne kaI sthAno para jJAnabhaNDAra evaM lAibreriyo kI bhI sthApanA krvaaii| 6-samAja sevAke liye kaI grAma nagaro me sevA maNDala sthApana karavAye / 7-vidyA pracAra ke hita kaI borDiga evaM vidyAlayAM solAI / 8-jahAM dharma kI zithilatA dekhI to tIrthoM kI racanAdi mahotsava karavA kara dharma kI jAgRti krvaai| 6-janatA kI zAnti ke lie zAnti snAnAdi pUjAe paDhAi / 10-kaI bhAvukoM ko dIkSA aura kaI ekoM ko samakita evaM vrata dekara unakA uddhAra kiyaa| 11-kaI logoM ne apanI ajJAnatA ke kAraNaM jaina dharma evaM jaina jAtiyoM para mithyA prakSepa kiyA jinhoM kA muha tor3a javAba bhI Apane hI diyaa| 12-jahAM zAstrArtha kA mokA AyA vahAM zAstrArtha karake vAdiyoM ke parAjaya bhI Apane hI kiyaa| . 13-praznoM ke uttara-bahuta se loga Apako rUbarU tathA patra dvArA prazna pUcchA karate haiM jisakA yathocita uttara ApazrI ne bar3I yogyatA se diyA 14-DhUMr3hiyA panA chor3a ke Aye to Apako tIrthoM kI yAtrA karane kI bhI utkaNTha ho rahI thI Apane svayaM tathA bar3A bar3A saMgha ke sAtha kaI tIrthoM kI yAtrA bhI kii| __ 15- ApazrI naye mAndiroM kA nirmANa kI apekSA jIrNa mandiroM kA uddhAra karavAnA vizeSa lAbha kA kAraNa samajhate haiM phira bhI Apa zrI ne jIrNoddhAra evaM naye mandiroM kI kaI sthAnoM para pratiSThAeM bhI krvaaii| AzA hai ki pAThaka eka alaukika mahAtmA kA jIvana par3ha kara apanA jIvana paropakAramaya bnaaveNge| iti zubham // "prakAzaka"

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viSayAnukramaNikA viSaya 1-vairAgya kA kAraNa navayuvaka kI bImArI aura muttAjI kA milApa 1 dIkSA kI bhAvanA aura brAhmaNa kA ilAja 2-vaMza paricaya rAjA utpaladeva kI saMtAna se zrISTi gotra zreSTi gotrIyoM kI dIkSA zreSTi gotra se vaidya mehatA zAkhA * mehatAjI lAlacandajI se khurzInAmA 3-janma 4-vivAha 5-vairAgya 6-pariNAmoM kA palaTA dampati kA samvAda muttAjI kI dhamakI 7-dIkSA ke nAma para eka sAdhu para vyartha AkSepa 8-dizAvara gamana 9-pitAjI kI antima sevA 10-punaH dIkSA kI bhAvanA ratalAma meM pUjyajI ke darzana pUjyajI ke sAtha dIkSA viSaya vArtAlApa

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viSaya 11-ratalAma meM do mAsa kI sthiratA dIkSA kA nizcaya ArajiyoM kA adhairya dampati kA dIkSA ke viSaya viSayavAda 12-gaNezamalajI kA ratalAma pAnA devara bhaujAI kA milApa bhaMDArIjI kI polITIkala kAraravAI Akhira kA nirNaya 13-sAdhuoM kA mAyAjAla pUjyajI kI mutsaddIgirI bhikSAcArI kA nizcaya 14-pezAba se ghRNA aura cANDAla kI yoni pezAba kI mahattA nivAr3A meM vezaparivartana aura bhikSAcArI vIsalapura kA patra 15-svayameva dIkSA loca kI kaThoratA paramAnanda agravAla svayaM dIkSA lekara koTe jAnA pUjyajI kI kRpA aura nArAjagI 16-AjJA ke liye vIsalapurA jAnA sAdhunoM kI vRtti para vicAra pAlAsanI se vIsalapura .

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viSaya jodhapura meM sAlAvasavAloM kA AnA jodhapura se tivarI aura vApisa byAvara byAvara meM mannAlAlajI se milanA 17-pahalA caturmAsa sojata meM AjJApatra kI koziza jUoM kA poSaNa AjJA apramANika dUsarI bAra vIsalapura jAnA svAmI kevalacaMdajI kA milApa pIpAr3a meM karmacandajI kA milApa pUjyajI kI nArAjI kA kAraNa jayapura mannAlAlajI ke pAsa jAnA 18-cAra sAdhuoM ko jaldI se jayapura bhejanA mannAlAlajI kA paMjAba kI ora bihAra kastUracandajI ke pAsa jayapura meM Tuka mAdhupura aura koTA bhayaMkara jaMgala aura maraNAnta kaSTa 19-jAvada meM gyAnamalajI caudharI kI salAha . 20-bhInAsara meM pUjyajI ke darzana prAyazcita kI carcA guru ziSya ke liye vAda-vivAda 21-dUsarA caturmAsa bIkAnera ... . pUjyajI ke pairoM meM takalIpha kA honA

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pRSTha 99 101 104 104 106 106 viSaya vyAkhyAna ke liye sabase pahalA gocarI ke doSa kI carcA prAyazcita denA aura lenA nAgora meM seThajI kI bAteM zatrujaya aura mUrti ko carcA punaH pUjyajI ke pairoM meM takalIpha kucega meM jorAvaramalajI kA AnA 22-tIsarA caturmAsa jodhapura sAdhuoM kI nirdayatA eka sAdhu ke badale mAsakhamaNa kA tapa vIsalapura ke pratApamalajI kI dIkSA 23-caturtha caumAsA AnaMdapura meM sAdhuoM kI nirdayatA sAdhuoM ko sUtroM kI vAcanA dezI sAdhuoM kI kuTilatA digambaroM se carcA teraha paMthiyoM ke sAtha carcA pUjyajI kA AmantraNa 24-pAMcavAM caturmAsa bIkAnera bIkAnera meM vyAkhyAna sUtroM kI vAcanA evaM thokar3e bIkAnera vAloM kI zraddhA byAvara meM megharAjajI 107 108 110 110 112 113 114 115 115 116 '116 117 118 119

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viSaya zraddhA kA palaTA 25 - chaTA caturmAsa ajamera meM devagar3ha meM terahapaMthI se carcA phauja mala terahapaMthI ko dokSA ' ajamera meM dharmavAda seThajI ke sAtha mUrti kI carcA seThajI ke praznoM kA uttara pUjya hukamIcaMdajI ke hAtha ke likhe hue sUtra 26 - pUjyajI kA gujarAta se pAlI padhAranA moDIrAmajI kI AbU yAtrA pAlI meM sAdhuoM kA jamaghaTa zobhAlAlajI aura tivarI ke zrAvaka tivarI ke zrAvakoM kI preraNA karmacaMdajI se dhoraNa kA prazna zobhAlAlajI aura pUjyajI gayavaracaMdajI aura pUjyajau royaTagrAma meM muhapati kI carcA 27 - sAtavAM cartumAsa gaMgApura meM * vyAkaraNa kA par3hanA prAcIna sUtroM meM mUrtipUjA terahapanthiyoM ke sAtha carcA udayapura kI vinatI 28 - udayapura meM jivAbhigama sUtra kA vyAkhyAna pRSTha 120 123 123. 124 127 129. 132 133 135 135 137 138 140 141 414 145 151 155 156 157 158 164 166

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179 180 190 viSaya pRSTha netroM meM takalIpha 167 vijayadeva aura mUrtipUjA bhIlAr3e pUjyajI ke pAsa jAnA 178 pUjyajI ne ratalAma kI AjJA dI 179 zobhAlAlajI kA milApa seThajI ke sAtha mUrti-viSaya carcA 29-mUrti pUjA ke viSaya dUsare dina kA samvAda 30--jAvarA meM pUjyajI ke darzana 205 pUjyajI kI sakhta nArAjI 206 kastUracaMdajI kA sahayoga 206 pUjyajI kA mutsaddI peca rAtri meM khulAsA 209 udayapura ke zrAvakoM kA jAvara meM AnA 211 dudhArA prazna ko TAlamaTola choTI sAdar3I bheja kara pIchA chur3AnA 214 nagarI meM zobhAlAlajI se milanA 31-AThavAM caturmAsa choTI sAdar3I vyAkhyAna meM rAjapraznI sUtra 221 phUlacaMdajI ke 9 praznoM ko ratalAma bhejanA 223 pUjyajI kI ora se seThajI ke likhe uttara 224 cartumAsa meM bImArI 228 gurujI kA cartumAsa meM AnA zrAvakoM kI zakti aura pUjyajI kA hukma 213 217 220 229

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pRSTha 232 233 234 234 viSaya candanamalajI nAgorI aura jaina mandira savA lakSa grantha kA paThana pAThana 33 -gaMgApura meM triveNI kA samAgama gaMgApura meM karmacandajI gaMgApura meM zobhAlAlajI gaMgApura meM moDIrAmajI 34-terahapanthI pUjya kA parAjaya 35-mArga meM megharAjajI kA milApa 36-guru ziSya kA alaga 2 honA jodhapura meM vyAkhyAna mUrti pUjA viSayaka prazna pUjyajI ko nagarI tAra denA zobhAlAlajI kA AnA aura 12 kalameM guru ziSya kA alaga 2 vihAra iti prathama khaMDa samAptam dvitIya khaNDa 37-tivarI meM lUNakaraNajI lor3hA kA milApa jodhapura se mahAmandira dIpacandajI milApacandajI kA milApa mahAmandira se tivarI lunakaraNajI kA milApa karma prantha kI gAthA kA artha 234 234 240 244 249 249 249 250 252 256 261 261 262 265 265 266

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viSaya 38 - osiyAM tIrtha para yogIrAja ke darzana pratimA chattIsI osiyA tIrtha para Aya-vyaya kA hisAba pRSTha 270 273 273 bhuvAjI kA nA 275 276 39 - siyAM meM sthAna0 zrAvakoM kA zrAgamana mUrti pUjA kI carcA 280 mithyAtva ke sAmane pUjya padavIkI kyA kImata hai 1283 40 - yogIrAja kI neka salAha 284 cunilAla munIma boTiMga kI yojanA tivarI ke zrAvakoM kA Agamana 41 - nauvA~ cartumAsa tivarI meM siddha pratimA muktAvalI pratimA chattIsI kA mudrita honA yogIrAja kA pazcAtApa 42 - pratimA nakala - nirupaNa aura sAdar3I zrIsaMgha 43 - kyA RtuvatI sAdhvI sUtra bA~ca sakatI hai ? 44 - candanamalajI nAgorI kA tivarI meM milApa kharataragaccha kI ratnazrIjI sAdhvI sthApanAcArya kI carcA 45 - saMvega pakSIya vidvAnoM se patra-vyavahAra 46 - dIkSA kI carcA aura muhapatI kA DorA tivarI ke bhAvakoM ko bodha 287 287 290 291 292 293 293 294 299 302 303 303 307 315 315

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319 324 327 330 331 333 334 338 viSaya gacchoM kI samAcAriye upakezagaccha 47-prAcIna zilAlekha kI prApti 48-zrosiyAM ke borDiMga ke liye prayatna 49-yogIrAja ke hAtha se munizrI kI dIkSA mauna ekAdazI ko choTI dIkSA poSa vada 3 ko bar3I dIkSA yogIrAja kA kosAnA kI ora vihAra 50-yogIrAja ke AtmIya camatkAra 51-osiyAM tIrtha para muniyoM kA samAgama paM0 caturamunijI paM0 harSamunijI paM0 gumAnamunijI aura kumatikudAlo 52-maMgIlAlajI kI bAteM pAMca cha kalyANaka kI carcA triyoM ko jinapUjA niSedha viSaya abhayadevajIsUri kisa gaccha ke the ? 53-munizrI kA phalodI padhAranA 54-kharataroM kI koziza 55- sthAnaka0 sAdhu rUpacandajI kI dIkSA upakezagaccha meM kriyA uddhAra / . zrI ratnaprabhAkara jJAna puSpa mAlA kI sthApanA 56-pahalA caturmAsa phalaudI 339 340 3 occcc 342 346 349 350 356 366 371 373

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viSaya jaina pAThazAlA lAyabrerI 57 - dharmazAlA se sarAya meM padhAranA 58 - dU~ DhiyoM kI mAphI aura pUjyajI kA tAra 59 - dharmasundara kI dIkSA 60 - vIsalapura meM galataphahamI kA phailAnA gaNezajI va rAjaku~vara kA AnA saMvegI kyoM hue carcA pyAracaMdajI aura gayavara vilAsa kuTamba ko vAsakSepa dekara saMvegI banAnA 61 - phalaudI ke caturmAsa meM jJAna pracAra 62 - jaisalamera kI yAtrArtha vihAra 63 - khIcanda meM pUjyajI kA padhAranA pUjyajI kA vyAkhyAna aura mUrtipUjA sUrajamalajI ke praznoM kA uttara 64 -- phalodI meM pUjyajI kA milApa pUjyajI zAstrArtha ko liye sApha inkAra jinapratimA jinasArakhI dhanarAjajI sAdhu kA zrAnA 65 - lohAvaTa meM sUtroM kI vAcanA lohAvaTa se osiyAM siyAM meM vijaya nemisUri kA padhAranA apratiSThita mUrtiyoM kI carcA prazna- vyAkaraNa kA prazna pRSTha 374 378 380 383 385 387 388 390 392 395 401 405 406 407 411 412 414 415. 420 421 422 423 425

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8 426 427 428 432 436 - 11 - viSaya kavalA-gaccha arvAcIna hai ? rAtri meM vArtAlApa ratnaprabhasUri kA bar3A upakAra hai sUrijI kA eka dhAvA sUrijI kA jAdU rUpasundara kI vidA. vacana bhUla kara dIkSA mathANIye do zrAvakoM kA AnA badalA meM samAcAra sUrijI kA pazcAtApa 66-dUsarA caturmAsa jodhapura meM phalodI ke vartamAna ... netroM kI takalIpha aura DAkTara nAstika seTha aura sAdhvI 67-kharataroM ke paryuSaNoM kA vyAkhyAna bhaMDAriyoM kI havelI vAle 68-vyAkhyAna meM prazna aura unakA uttara bhaMDArIjI aura DhUMDhiyA tapasvI sAdhu bhaMDAgajI aura phUlacandajI 69-zAstrArtha meM dUr3hiyoM kA parAjaya 70-svAmi-vAtsalya meM matabheda kyoM sAcI kI cAlAkI caitya paripATI kA nayA jalUsa 436 437 437 438 440 441 442 444 447 448 450 453 458 460 464

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- pRSTha 465 viSaya .. ma~Dovara kA mela 71-munizrI kA gor3avAr3a meM vihAra bhaMDArIjI kA saMyoga dur3hiyoM ke praznottara sAdar3I meM vyAkhyAna kI eka ghaTanA 72-zrI kesariyAjI kI yAtrArtha mevAr3a meM .. maraNAnta kaSTa aura bhaMDArIjI - IDara kI guphAe~ 73-zrAmanagara aura bur3hiyA ke prazna 74-prAnteja aura zrAvakoM ke prazna naravAr3A meM zrAvaka kI udAratA (1) 75- ahamadAbAda meM praveza mahotsava ahamadAbAda meM sAdhuoM kA milApa paM0 gulAba vijayajI upakezagaccha aura sAdhu siddhapratibhA muktAvalI 76-jaghar3iyA meM gurudarzana 77-sUrata kA nagara praveza 78-durghaTanA se panyAsajI kA svargavAsa 79-pApa kA ghar3A kisa prakAra phUTatA hai 80-yogadvAhana kA gajaba mUlya 81-tIsarA caturmAsa sUrata meM hemacandra bhAI ke prazna 467 468 469 470 472 477 478 482 484 487 489 491 493 497 499 502 506 509 . 511 516

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pRSTha 523 525 527 531 534 536 545 546 547 viSaya saMskRta kA adhyayana 82-sAgarajI ke sAtha praznottara : sAgarajI se prazna sUrata ke caturmAsa meM sAhitya kA pracAra 83-satyAgraha meM jaina muniyoM kA vyAkhyAna 84-siddhigiri kI yAtrArtha prasthAna 85-khaMbhAta meM zAstroM kI carcA 86-munizrI kA bhAvanagara meM praveza mAravAr3I baMDA mAravAr3iyoM kA hI hai| sAdhuoM kI saMkIrNatA ArAdhana ke praznottara baMDA meM vyAkhyAna 87-siddhagiri kI yAtrA kA AnaMda makAna aura alaga per3hI kharataroM ke sAdhu sAviyA~ 88-munizrI kA siddhagiri se vihAra vijayadharmasUrijI kA sUrata meM padhAranA sUrijI aura yogIrAja . bhagavAna mahAvIra kI jayanti bambaI kA Agraha jJAnasundara aura upakezagaccha 89-sAgarajI kA sUrata meM padhAranA . sAgarajI ke sAtha vArtAlApa 549 552 556 558 560 566 568 569 572 573 574 575

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-14 582 583 188 591 593 viSaya sUrata se vihAra Agamodaya samiti ke AgamoM meM azuddhiyeM 90-cauthA caturmAsa jaghar3iyA meM jabar3iyA meM paryuSaNa bAbU jIvaNalAla dIkSA ke umedavAra na pAsa osiyAM kA patra 91-munizrI kA mAravAr3a kI ora vihAra 92-sarijI aura memaranAmA 93-ahamadAbAda se osiyA~ ... tAraMgAjI kI yAtrA aura upadhAna . caMdravijaya kA sAtha kumAriyAjI kI yAtrA 94-osiyA~ borDiMga kA hAla boDiMga uThAne kA kAraNa zrosiyA~ kA boDiMga aura bIkAnera vAle 600 603 615 618 620 623 625 629

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pRSTha 10 40 44 66 85 89 94 95 101 109 124 125 163 166 178 186 paMkti SN 15 8 14 4 24 24 16 6 17 16 11 zuddhi-patra zrazuddhi paraparAmpAra vadya lokAcara tapAlana puvaka upAlamba dazana vyAyAvaciyA bAra jyajI pajyanIya bahala kagar3A verahapanthI bayAnA kaI satra pUrva zuddhi paramparA vaidya lokAcAra vrata pAlana yuvaka upAlambha darzana vyAvacca bAta pUjyajI pUjyanIya bahAla kapar3A terahapanthI bahAnA gaI sUtra

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___paMkti zuddhi uTha kara azuddhi DaTha kara kamI Apane samayak khojane kAmI apane sAmayika kho jAne kaI 116 1969 dahuta gayA 1968 bahuta gayA 128 133 141 149 84 , arucikara 74 arucikAra jA bana jAveM 152 1r vover 1 .20.2ms wr bavalAveM zIvra : zaughra 152 156 156 / apane vanakI Apane unakI bhI bhI kara dokSita kareM dIkSita ullela : ullekha da .

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-17 - azudi pRSTha zuddhi 199 bhaTe bheMTa sAdhu .. Adhu mahArAja prakAza scane dahA mahArAja prakAza racane 209 214 dAha 218 gathe gaye 207 gahArAja mahArAja 224 pajA pUjA 228 ataMtya aMtyanta 230 231 jJAnAdhyayAna mejA 237 jJAnAdhyayana bhejA jina 238 jana pUjyajI. 243 . 269 270 278 nyajI joga apa unaka sevaga kisI AzAtana loga Apa unake sevaka koI .. AzAtanA 295 pache pache / jIvabhiga nIvAbhigama

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azuddhi zuddhi raMja prakAra 316 kara . viSNu 336 340 pratyeka pratyeka 341 naSNu prapyeka tyeka yadA ka . chI yAda 342 350 35. 20 24 354 rudhira . gayavaramuni DeDha sau 354 362 . 367 269 hAya meM 23 ghevara muni , doDa sau . hAtha ke vAlakSepa tUTa akSata aura vAsakSepa 372 - 2 pora . 0 phira 407 aostavAla sAvyioM .. osavAla sAdhviyoM 421 20 2022 hayA 428 435 hAya ghar3A

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pRSTha 443 446 458 490 494 504 504 512 526 539 570 579 582 586 588 589 pRSTa 593 594 606 622 627 628 paMkti Su 23 17 5 18 11 16 22 10 paMkti 19 13 16 azuddhi pradezI viprIta zrAmandAnI prayatna kara inane dAsa kiyA samakina vidhAva bInA pannavaraNa azuddhiyA~ milAkara pustraka jI khatA azuddhi aura apane Adhu puruSArtho nahIM 6" calA kara zuddhi pradezI viparIta AmadanI prayatna kI i dasa kriyA samakita vidhavA vinA pannavaNA azuddhiyA~ mila kara pustakajI khAtA zuddhi ora Apane sAdhu puruSArthI nahIM hai cala kara

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citra-sUcI -a mukhya pRSTa do zabda meM naMbara ___citra 1 bhagavAn pArzvanAtha 2 hamAre caritra nAyakajI 3 bhaMDArIjI candanacandajI 4 mehatAjI vedanamalajI 5 muni zrI guNasundarajI mahArAja 6 AcAryazrI ratnaprabha sUrIzvarajI 7 sthAnakavAsI sAdhu-gayavaracandajI 8 thogirAja zrIratnavijayajI mahArAja 9 phalodI zrIsaMgha kI ora se svAgata 10 zrAcArya zrIvijayanemisUrijI 11 zrI kesariyAjI kI yAtrA 12 ahamadAbAda kA svAgata 15 khambhAta kI sabhA meM vyAkhyAna 14 zrIsiddhagiri kI yAtrA 15 prAcArya vijayadharma sUrijI 271 356 426 487 542 556 gha68

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21 dvitIya vibhAga naMbara 16 AcArya sAgarAnandasUrijI 17 girirAja AbU kA mandira 18 zrImAna megharAjajI munauyata 19 zrImAna sUrajamalajI kaucara 20 samavasaraNa kI racanA kA dRzya citra 21 lohAvaTa meM vyAkhyAna 22 lohAvaTa kA sevA maNDala 63 nAgora meM samavasaraNa 24 phalodI meM jaina jAti ke lekhaka 25 zrIkAparar3AjI tIrtha 26 muni zrI guNasundarajI mahArAja 27 zrImAna bhaMDArIjI candanacandajI 28 zrImAn bhaMDArI ajayarAjajI 29 zrIkesariyAjI kI yAtrA 30 samarasiMha ke lekhaka 31 vAlI meM samavasaraNa kA dRzya 32 pAlI meM samavasaraNa 33 kAparar3AjI meM nirvRtti 34 sojata bilAr3Adi kI vinati 35 zrImAn mahetAjI gaNezamalajI zrAdi 16 saMghapati pA~cUlAlajI vaidya mehatA pRSTha 574 622 31 32 68 82 83 105 106 162 163 196 "" 215 231 271 272 272 281 290 294

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pRSTha 295 307 308 315 316 295 296 - 22 - naMbara citra 37 zrImAna lIchamIlAlajI vedamehatA 38 zrImAn zobhAgyamalajI gulecchA 39 zrImAn phUlacandanI jhAvaka 40 zrImAn sampatalAlajI kocara 41 zrImAn amaracandajI kocara 42 zrInandIzvaradvIpa kI racanA 43 mahotsava ke kAryakartA 44 zrImAna vaMzIlAlajI boharA 45 munIma mulatAnamalajI 46 zrImAn javaharIlAlajI daphatarI 47 zrImAn gayavaracandajI jAdhar3A 48 zrImAna sukanacandajI jAdhar3A 49 tIrtha zrIkAparar3AjI 50 zrImAna sukanarAjajI mAMDota 51 zrImAn samadaDiyAjI 52 pratiSTA ke kAryakartA 53 bhagavAn pArzva kI paraM0 iti0 ke lekhaka 54 zrImAn zaMkaralAlajI munIyata byAvara 55 caitya parivATI kA dRzya 56 mahetAjI devakaraNajI ajamera 57 munizrI guNasundaranI mahArAja 218 297 298 384 385 400 401 402 411 709

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Adaza - jJAna 1,000.... @000@..... janma vi saM0 1946 0:0:0: muni zrI guNasundarajI mahArAja jaina saMvegI dIkSA vi0 saM0 1983 ::::...! MARCH sthAnakavAsI dIkSA vi0 saM0 1961 'e-ss------00000

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vA -pAda ma: ~ ~ ~ ~ zrImad ratnaprabhasUrIzvara-pAdakamalebhyo namaH Adarza-jJAna ( kavitA maya ) racayitA-munizrI guNasundarajI mahArAja jinake ujjvala zAsana meM hama, Atma sAdhana karate haiN| unake caraNa kamala ke andara, zIza uThA kara dharate haiM / / zubha nAma ApakA mahAvIra hai, bIra mArga batalAte haiM / hama bhI vIra bana vIroM kI, vIra gAthA gA sunAte haiM // 1 // ____ gurudeva ko namaskAra kara, guNijana ke guNa gAU~gA / vacana rasa labdhi vara dAtA, zArada mAta manAU~gA / / __paMca parameSTI iSTa hamArA, jinako, mana meM dhyAU~gA / saMkSepa meM guru jIvana gAkara, rasanA pAvana banAU~gA // 2 // kauna vaMza ? aura kauna gautra ke ? kaba ve padavI pAI thI ? kisa nagara meM vAsa ApakA ? kaise dIkSA AI thI ? phira saMzodhana kiyA thA kaise ? kaisI sevA bajAI thI ? TUTe phUTe do zabda meM kaha dU~ ? aisI dila meM AI thI // 3 // jo dekhA thA nija naz2aroM se, kaI pranthoM meM pAyA hai| kaI sunA phira vidvAnoM se, mizramazAlA banAyA hai / / katAratha bananA thA mumako, auroMkA bhAva bar3hAnAthA / gaya nahIM para padya banAkara, kavitAbhAva dikhAnAthA // 4 //

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- 24 - vIra nirvANa se varSa sittara, marudhara yajJa se chAyA thA / upakezapura thA kendra jisameM, pAkhaNDa khUba macAyA thA / rAva utpalade vahA~ kA rAjA, uhar3a maMtrI kI kIratI thI / pura vAsI the saba mithyAti, balI cAmuMDA letI thI // 5 // ratnaprabhasUri muni pAMca sau, upakezapura meM Aye the / diyA jabara upadeza sUri ne, sabako jaina banAye the| mahAjana saMgha banAya guru ne, zuddhi kA pracAra kiyA / vIra mandira ko karI pratiSThA, jaina maNDa phaharAya diyA // 6 // utpaladeva kI santAna saMgha meM, kara zreSTha kAma vatalAte the / jaba se unakA gautra zreSTi phira, vaidya mehatA pada pAye the| mandira banAye dhvaja car3hAye, dravya kI nadiyAM bahAI thI / saMgha pUjA aura tIrthoM ke saMgha, samAja sevA bajAI thii||7|| isa gautra meM zreSTi navalamala, vIsalapura ke vAsI the / rUpAdevI thI unake patnI, sukha ke ve svarga vAsI the| svapne meM gaja dekha mAtA ne, Ananda khUba manAyA thA / - vijaya dazamI sAla seMtIsa kI, putra janma yaza gAyA thA // 8 // ucchava kiyA saMketa svapna kA, 'gayavara' nAma guNadhArI the| bAla kIr3A abhyAsa vidyA kA, vidvAna vyApAra meM bhArI the| gaNezamala Adi SaT bandhava, aura kuTumba bhI thA mAhA / magasara bada dazamI caupana kI, samAroha se kiyA vivAha / / 9 // mAtA-pitA strI aura bandhava, sAmagrI kA sarva saMyoga / nava varSoM laga sukha svataMtra,sAdhuoM kA thA haradama yoga / / dIkSA kI jaba huI bhAvanA, kuTumba AjJA nahIM dInI thI / ThIka kiyAabhyAsa jJAnAkA, svayaM dIkSA le lInI thI // 10 //

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25 kaNThastha sUtra aura bA~canA, yAda thokar3e karate the / tapa karane meM zUravIra phira, umra vihAra vicarate the | vIsalapura jodhAMNe tIMvarI, nayAnagara meM Aye the / mannAlAlajI Adi vahA~ para unake dila lalacAye the || 11 // -------- pahalA caumAsA kiyA sojata meM, rAja ku~vara vahA~ AI thii| dekara ke upadeza AjJA kA, patrikA likhavAI thI // karI nahIM maMjUra pUjyavara phira vIsalapura Aye the / AjJA pradAna kara dI mAtA ne, muni 'rAja' ke manabhAye the // 12 // pIpAr3a hokara ye byAvara, ajamera meM diyA vyAkhyAna / jayapura ho punaH TUka padhAre, mAdhupura puge~gA sthAna // koTA bUMdI va DhUMDhAr3a deza meM, dayA dharma kA kiyA pracAra | mAMsa madirA durvyasana chur3Aye, patitoM kA guru kiyA uddhAra // 13 // A rahe the koTe se jaba, pahAr3a darA kA AyA thA / nirjana aTavIpa kele, sAgArI anasana ThAyA thA / upasarga huA thA prANa haraNa kA, phira bhI nahIM ghabarAye the / cahA-hA dhairya kahAM loM ApakA, kAyara suna kaMpAye the // 14 // bhAnapure rAmapure aura jAvada, nImaca niMbAr3A gar3hacittor3a | nayA nagara se nAgora padhAre, pUjya AjJA kI thI yaha dor3e || bIkAnera jAkara pUjya sevA meM, caumAsA vahA~ ThAyA thA / bImArI jaba pUjya pairoM meM, vyAkhyAna ! Apa pharamAyA thA / / 15 / / ekAMtara chaTa chaTa kI tapasyA, aura aThAI tapa kiyA / vinaya vyAvacca bhakti karake, sUtra vA~canA jJAna liyA // kuTumba ApakA saba darzana ko, bIkAnera meM AyA thA / suna kara ke vyAkhyAna ApakA, aho bhAgya manAyA thA ||16||

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26 vahA~ se Aye nagara nagIne, sataraha sAdhu suhAye the / seTha amaracanda the pItaliyA, pUjya darzana ko Aye the | siddhAcala kI karate mahimA, pratimA para bhAva savAye the / anumodana phira kiyA pUjya ne, gUr3ha bheda samajhAye the // 17 // kucere hokara Aye jodhapura, caumAsA khUba dIpAyA thA / mAsa khAmaNa kI karI tapasyA, vyAkhyAnAmRta barasAyA thaa| pAlI hokara Aye Anandapura, muni kevala se bheTa huii| unake sAdhu ko dInI vA~canA, digambaroM se vijaya huI ||18|| terahapaMthI ko jItA bAda meM, dezI kA bhrama miTAyA thA / vahA~ se cala kara mile pUjya se, phira byAvara AnA suhAyA thaa|| sthAnAyAGga vyAkhyAna bIca meM, sunake saMgha haravAyA thA / zobhAlAla munivara ke sAthe, bIkAMNe jAnA mana bhAyA thA // 19 // bhagavatyAdi sAta sUtroM kI, le vA~canA jJAna bar3hAyA thA / sAta thokar3A kara kaNThastha, vyAkhyAna raMga barasAyA thA / jJAna dAna diyA gRhasthoM ko, yazaH kI bherI bajAI thI / bajAyA thA // vahA~ se cala kara Aye byAvara, zraddhA kI jyoti jagAI thI // 20 // bihAra kiyA mevAr3a mUmi meM paMthI bhrama haTAyA thA / devagar3ha meM zAstrArtha kara, vijaya DaMkA phaujamala ko dekara dIkSA, lAla ziSya banAyA thA / auroM ko upadeza sunA kara, dayA dAna camakAyA thA / / 29 / / Akara ke ajamera nagara meM, zubha caumAsA ThAyA thA / vyAkhyAna meM zrI sUtrabhagavatI, amRta rasa pilAyA thA / / seTha cAndamala ra umedamala, mokhamasiMha mana bhAyA thA / natamastaka samAjI ho gaye, dezI se prema bar3hAyA thA ||22||

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2 3 do bahanoM ko dekara dIkSA, punaH nayA nagara meM Aye the / pUjya hukama ne likhe hAthoM se, upAsakasUtra vahAM pAye the| Ananda aura aMbar3a zrAvaka ke, adhikAra pATha meM pAyA thA / spaSTa akSara jina pratimA kA, vaha sabako dikhalAyA thA // 23 // pUjya padhAre gurjara prAMta meM, do varSoM se punaH Aye the / jinakI AjJA se moDIrAmajI, AbU yAtrA kara pAye the| kramazaH pAlI nagara padhAre, zAmila hue sAdhu seMtIsa / karma kanaka zobhA arUguruvara,mUrtipUjA kI thI jagIza // 24 // caturAI se carcA calAI, bheda gRhastha nahIM pAte the / pATha rakhe the sUtroM ke sAmane, pUjya ko yoM samajhAte the| nipaTa liyA Apasa meM mAmalA, phira royaTa meM Aye the / muMhapati kI thI punaH carcA, DorA kahAM nahIM pAye the // 25 // . jodhapura se Aye gaMgApura, guruvara ne caumAsa kiyA / zurU kiyA par3hanAvyAkaraNa kA, pUjya manAI hukma diyA / vyAkhyAna meM zrI sUtrabhagavatI, parAjaya paMthI ko kiyA / Agraha udayapura zrIsaMgha kA, mevAr3a vihAra kA lAbha liyaa|||26|| bar3e ThATha. se vyAkhyAna hamezA, udayapura meM hote the / rAja karmacArI aura vyApArI, jaina jainettara sunate the / jIvAbhigama vijayadeva kA, adhikAra aura bhI calate the / mUrtipUjA thA kAraNa mokSa kA, suna ke kaI ajJa jalate the // 27 // balavaMtasiMha dIvAna koThArI, nandalAla the nagara seTha / sabhya samAja dhyAna de sunate, kaI duHkhAne the zira peTha / pannA sUtra kA lekara hAtha meM, 'ratna' ne bAMca sunAyA thA / ciMpa gaye dAMta jibha tAlu ke, hullar3a khUSa macAyA thA // 28 //

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- 28 - usa samaya the zrIpUjya bhIlAI, kaI virodhI vahAM pai gaye / sunA diye saba hAla pUjya ko, asI dudhArA prazna bhaye / . jaba taka maiM nahIM milUgevara se, kucha kahA nahIM jAtA hai / mIThA uttara diyA pUjya ne, yahI unakI vidvatA hai // 29 // kaI logoM ko par3a gaI zaMkA, mUrti upAsaka kaI bane / gupta hukma pUjya kA pAkara, ratalAma jAnA dharA mane / / vihAra karate Aye sAdar3I, caMdanamala vahAM thA vidvAn / bAta karane se hogaI nizcaya, yahAM rahane se bar3hegA jnyaan||30|| kramazaH Apa ratalAma padhAre, zobhAlAlajI ThANA doya / vahAM ke hAla kahA guruvara ko, saMbhAla karake rahanA joya / / mUrti pUjA ke kaTTara virodhI, nija ghara meM mUrti rakhate haiM / aneka tIrthoM kI karI yAtrA, phira bhI nAma se jarate haiM // 31 // seThajI se huI bahasa sUtroM kI, mUrti pUjA ke the pramANa / kevala Agama ke hI nahIM para, itihAsa ke the ai nANa / / vahAM se calakara Aye jAvare, darza pUjya ke pAye the / udayapura ke A gaye zrAvaka, unako bhI samajhAye the // 32 // muni zobhA se mile nagarI meM, sAdar3I jA caumAsa kiyA / rAjapraznI sUtra vyAkhyAna meM, phUlacanda ko bodha diyA / usane prazna bheje pUjya ko, seTha sAhaba ne uttara likhe / madhyastha bhAva se mUrtipUjA, svIkAra karanA spaSTa likhe // 3 // huI bImArI guruvara ke tana, pApa karma kA thA udaya / praNita hogayA puNya karma meM, grantha par3hane kA milA samaya / candanamala nAgorI sahAyaka, zrAgama par3hane ko dete the / jAvada se phira Aye gurujI, lAbha vyAvaJca kA lete the // 34 //

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26 carcA calI mUrttipUjA kI, usane jora pakar3A bhArI / vahA~ se calakara Aye gaMgApura, karanI thI eka naI taiyArI // karmacandajI vahA~ the pahale se, moDIrAmajI phira Aye the / zobhAlAla ko bhejA pUjya ne, sarva yoga mana cAhe the ||35|| sAtha guru ke Aye byAvara, vahA~ se jodhANe Aye the / vyAkhyAna bIca meM prazna pUchA, mUrti ke bheda batAye the | tAra dvArA saba hAla pUjya ko dekara khabara maMgAI thI / likhata dekara bhejA zobhA ko, kAryavAI saba anyAI thI // 36 // utsUtra kA vA pApa aru, mithyA jAla kA tyAga kiyA / vIra janma ke zubha dina ne, alaga hone kA samaya diyA || ziSya sneha ke kAraNa guru ke, netroM se jala baha rahA / phira bhI mUrtipUjA sUtroM meM, svIkAra ve kara rahA ||37|| samajha gaye para sAhasa nahIM thA, kucha karmoM kA udaya rahA / chor3a nahIM sake isa kAraNa, phira bhI madhyastha bhAva rahA // guruvara padhAre nagara phalaudI, Apa mahAmandira Aye the / dIpacanda va milApacanda mila, jAkara vahA~ apanAye the ||38|| vahAM se Apa padhAre tIMvarI, luNakaraNa lor3hA thA vahA~ / jina zAsana kA thA vaha rAgI, tana dhana arpaNa karatA jahA~ // caturmAsa kI mAnI vinatI, tIrtha osiyA~ Aye the ! bIra prabhu kI zubha yAtrA kara, guru, ratna ke darzana pAye the // 39 // samAgama se jo AyA Ananda, jisakA maiM kyA karU~ bayAna | suna kara ke abhyAsa ApakA, daza sUtroM kA kaNThastha jJAna // sArddhatriyata par3he thokar3eM, tIsa sUtroM kI vA~canA karI / dekha guruvara ne Azcarya pAyA, yuktivAda thA tarka bharI ||40||

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samajhAne ko phira Aye gRhasthI, jo unameM agezvara the / Agama anubhava unheM batAyA, pUjA phala padezvara the / ThakurA diyA padavI mahatva ko, darzana sAmane kyA thA dhana / utsUtra se thI saMsAra vRdhdi, haTA liyA thA usase mana // 41 // hukma diyA guruvara ne aisA, isa tIrtha kA karo uddhAra / janma bhUmi hai yaha ApakI, zrosavaMza kA huA pracAra / vidyAlaya kI karI yojanA, zAnti snAtra par3hAI thI / hisAba sApha rakhane ke lie, peDhI vahA~ khulavAI thii||42|| nitya nayA stavana banA kara, vIra stavanA karate the| pratimA chatIsI thI laghu kavitA, par3ha ke ajJa kaI jarate the / guru AjJA se tIMvarI jAkara, caumAsA vahA~ ThAyA thaa| DoMrA sahita muhapattI, mu~ha para, kaI ajJoM ko samajhAyA thA // 4 // sUtra bhagavatI vyAkhyAna bIca meM, isa kadara pharamAte the / sunakara zrotA vIra vANI ko, Ananda khUba manAte the / prabhAva ApakA thA ati bhArI, kaI jana lAbha uThAye the / zraddhA anekoM kI huI pUjA se, saMghasAtha zrosiyA~ Ayethe // 44 // cAturmAsa meM pratimA chatIsI, chapakara ke prasiddha huI / jisakA lAbha sAdar3I lInA, samAja meM jAgRti huI // zAla bahattara mauna ekAdazI, tIrtha ausiyA~ dIkSAdhAra / ratnavijaya guru ke caraNo meM, upakezagaccha kA kiyA uddhAra // 45 // jJAnasuMdara zubhanAma ApakA,guNaniSpanna guruvarane diyaa| athAha parizrama se vidyAlaya, sArtha apanA nAma kiyA / poSa tRtIyA kRSNapakSa kI, bar3I dIkSA guruvara ke hAtha / guru padhAre grAma kosAne bhaMDArI the unake sAtha // 46 //

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- 31 - gumAna munijI cAtura. munijI, mAMgIlAlajI Aye the| panyAna the zrI harSamunijI, tIrtha meM darzana pAye the| borDiga kI vRddhi dina dina, parizrama ApakA bhArI thA / melA taka to vahAM hI birAje, udyoga jJAna pracArI thA // 47 // pratimA chattIsI pahalIracanA, gayavara vilAsa thA vistAra / siddha pratimA muktAvalI pUjA,stavana saMgraha bhakti kA saar|| calI thI carcA khaMDanamaMDana kI, satya dharma kA kiyA pracAra / anekoM ko sthira kiye dharma meM, kaI patitoM kA kiyA uddhAra / / 48 / / ati Agraha phalodI saMgha kA, vahA~ padhAre karake vihAra / rUpacanda ko dekara dIkSA, ziSya banAyA karake uddhAra // ratnaprabhasUri kA smaraNa, karanA thA eka amara kAma / ratnaprabhAkara jJAnapuSpamAlA, saMsthA kA rakhA thA nAma // 49 // mANakalAla kocara ne uThAyA, pAThazAlA kA jabara kAma / jaina lAyabrerI thI khulavAI, navayuvakoM ne rakhA nAma / / ratnajJAna pustakAlaya phira, sevA maNDala sudhArA kAja / aura kaI sudhAra huye the, AbhAra mAna rahA Aja samAja // 50 // dhUlacanda ko dIkSA dekara, dharmasundara rakkhA thA nAma / vyAkhyAna meM zrIsUtra bhagavatI, vAca denA thA ApanA kAma / / aneka sAdhviyoM yA kaI zrAvaka, kara rahe the kaMThastha jJAna / jaisalamera kI karI yAtrA, zAstrArtha kA maMDA maMDana // 51 // khIcaMda meM eka dIkSA dene kA, ucchava ThATha macAyA thA / vyAkhyAna kA thA rasa apUrva, patitoM ko jaina banAyA thaa| pUjya padhAre usI sthAna meM,jina pratimA kA diyA vyAkhyAna / . sUtroM meM hai jaise mUrti, nahIM karate haiM hama apamAna // 52 //

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-- 32 - donoM calakara Aye phalodI, donoM ke vyAkhyAna hue / donoM aura ke zrAvaka milakara, nirNaya ko taiyAra hue / / calakara ke ve gaye donoM meM, muni zrI ne svIkAra kiyA / sApha inkAra kiyA pUjya ne, vijaya DaMkA bajayA diyA // 53 // pUjya padhAre phira lohAvaTa, vahA~ bhI DaMkA bajAyA thA / osiyoM meM zrI nemisUriko, saMgha ke sAtha badhAyA thA / / kavalAgaccha kI prAcInatA, sAbita kara batalAI thI / rUpasundara ko sUri le gaye, kara gaye aisI bhalAI thI // 54 // phalodI meM jo saMsthA sthapAI, brA~ca zAkhA yahA~ khulAI thI / vidyAlaya kA karake nirIkSaNa, lAbha kI jor3a milAI thI / vahA~ se padhAre prAma mathANiye, manamohanacaMda bhaMDArI thA / thA pablika vyAkhyAna zrApakA, upakAra vahA~ kA bhArI thA / / 55 // tIvarI hokara Aye maMDovara, vahA~ kA kilA dikhaayaathaa| . bhagna mandira purAnA vahA~ para, jodhANA saMgha AyA thA / ati Agraha se karI vinatI, caturmAsa vahA~ ThAyA thA / vyAkhyAna meM zrI sUtra bhagavatI, sunake saMgha harakhAyA thaa||56|| phUlacandajI the sAdhu pradezI, mUrtivAda uThAyA thA / svarUpacandajI sAhaba bhaMDArI, nirNaya karanA cAhAyAthA / / zAstrArtha kA karake nizcaya, italA sabako pahu~cAI thI / phUlacandajI nahIM Aye sabhA meM, vijaya bherI bajavAI thI // 5 // jaba pAlI meM plega calatA thA, duniyA~ saba ghabarAI thI / zAnti snAtra karavAI pUjA, zAnti nagara meM chAI thii| vahA~ se kramazaH Aye sAdar3I, vyAkhyAna kI dhUma macAI thI / vAdi nata mastaka ho chUTe, vahAM vijaya apUrva pAI thI // 58 //

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33 saMgha sAtha meM gaye raNakapura, yAtrA Ananda kArI thI / karake lar3AI apane prabhu se, phira mevAr3a bhUmi bhArI thI || sAtha bhaMDArI candanacaMdajI, aura kaI naranArI the / bhAnapurA meM zAnti mahApUjA, ThATha sabhIne nagara ghulevA nAtha kesariyA, darza apUrva janma saphala huA yAtrA se, saMgha meM Ananda chAyA thA / IDara jAtA~ sAtha bhaMDArI, prANoM kI bAjI lagAI thI || the // 59 // thA // GIMARY bhArI pAyA para nahIM thA kucha Aphata kA, karmoM kI jAla jalAI thI // 60 // Ama nagara bur3hiyA ke prazna, prAnteja meM bheda batAye the / naravAr3A meM dekara zikSA, phira rAjanagara meM Aye the // sammelana kA ThATha nagara meM, vyAkhyAna kI dhUma macAI thI / prasiddhi upakezagaccha kI, yAtrA kI yukta savAI thI // 61 // eka mAsa taka vyAkhyAna yAtrA, Ananda khUba manAyA thA / dekhI bhakti marUdharoM kI, gurjara bhI zIza namAyA thA || sImaMdhara kA thA vahA~ mandira, zilpakalA navAI thI / the // pAye bheMTa huI sUri muniyoM kI, prAyaH zithilatA pAI thI // 62 // bhaMDArIjI gaye siddhAcala, oliyA~kA lAbha uThAye the / harSa munijI panyAsa the vahA~, ve mAravADa se Aye unake sAtha kher3A mArata ho, haMsa ke darzana vaTAdarA meM kamalasUrIzvara, samAgama kara harSAye gaMbhIga se phira Aye pAdare, bar3audA meM vyAkhyAna diye / rAstA meM bheMTa huI muniyoM kI, saba mandiroM ke darza kiye // calakara ye tIrtha jaghar3iyA, yAtrA kara Ananda pAyA thA / gururAja vahA~ pahale padhAre, mahA-hA ThATha savAyA thA ||64 || the / / the || 63 //

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-- 34 - guru paMnyAsa aura munIzvara, sUrata nagara praveza kiyA / sammelA kA ThATha ajaba thA, indra ucchava bhulAya diyA / bar3e coTe gujarAja virAje, gopIpure panyAsa kA sthAna / durghaTanA ke sAtha paMnyAsa kA, AkasmAt huA avasAna // 65 // vyAkhyAna meM zrI sUtra bhagavatI, ThATha hamezA lagatA thA / jainadharma kI mahimA phailI, jina vANi raMga varasatA thA / / kaI hajAra pustakeM chapavAI, jJAna pracAra bar3hAyA thA / sAgarAnanda sUri ke sAtha meM, abhavya prazna uThAyA thA // 66 // rUr3hi custoM ne yoga dIkSA kA, hullar3a khUba macAyA thaa| uttara milA sUtroM kI zAkha se, phira javAba nahIM AyA thA / deza netA dayAlajI vagairaha, saraghasa khUba nikAlA thA / jaina muni bhI gaye sabhA meM, bhASaNa videzI kudAlA thA // 67 / / yAtrA karanI thI mahAtIrtha kI, guru AjJA pradAna karI / labdhimuni aura mANaka munijI, sAtha ho gaye bhAvadharI / / kramazaH Aye aMkalezvara meM, durghaTanA eka aisI banI / grAma pAsa meM ghara do sau, jaina pATIdAra the dhanI / / 68 // svAmi nArAyaNa pantha jisakA, upadezaka eka AyA thaa| jainadharmako chor3a aprezvara, maMdiroM kI cAbiyAM lAyA thaa|| sunakara ke munirAja tInoM hI, vahAM jAkara samajhAyA thaa| patitoM kA uddhAra kiyA, phira jaina jhaMDa phaharAyA thA // 69 // Amoda jambusara kAvItIrtha, nAka baiTha khaMbhAta gaye / pablika bhASaNa hue Apake, carcA meM vaha vijayI bhaye // dholakA hokara Aye vallabhI, bhAvanagara praveza kiyA / praznottara vyAkhyAna bAMca kara,janatA ko bahulAbha diyA // 7 //

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jaba dekhA siddhAcala najare, roma roma harSAyA thA / . dharmazAlA kI dekha dukAneM, duHkha bhI kama nahIM AyA thaa|| khar3e hokara sar3aka bIca meM, vyAkhyAna bhavanizaraNI thii| marudharoM ke duHkha harane ko, alaga vyavasthA karanI thI // 1 // phira to kahanA kisa bAta kA, munIma vagairaha Aye the| prabaMdha huA minToM meM saba hI, jhuka jhuka zIza namAye the|| koTAvAloM ko dharmazAlA meM guruvara ne vizrAma liyA / kharatara gaccha ke the kaI sAdhu,hAla unhoMkA suna liyA // 72 // paJcavIsa dina taka karI yAtrA, vahAM se Aye raajngr| zrAgraha thA vahAM caturmAsa kA, jAnA thA marudhara ko magara / bulA liye phira gururAja ne, sUrata zrAye karake bihAra / dharmasUrIzvara ke kara darzana, sAgarajI the carcA kAra // 73 // guru sAtha meM pAye jaghar3iye,osiyAM kA patra pAyA thaa| ' borDiga kA hAla iti zrI hai, sunakara raMja savAyA thA / AjJA dI guruvara tuma jAo,vidyAlaya kA karo sudhaar| chUTe nahIM sevA guruvara kI,phira bhI AjJA lI sira dhAra / / 74 // gujarAta ke sAdhu sAdhviyoM, AcAra vicAra meM DhIle the| pakSapAtI the gRhastha vahA~ ke jaise, govara ke khIle the| andha zraddhA aru nirnAyakatA, svacchandatA saba chAI thii| dekhA nahIM gayA guruvara se, phira aisI dila meM AI thii||7|| kahU~ kisI se kauna sunatA hai, zAsana jhAMkA bnaataahai| agara koI kahe kisI ko, vaha nAstika pada pAtA hai / anukaraNa kara upAdhyAya kA,lipi baddha saba karanA haal| mahAvideha meM dukAna bar3I hai,yahAM kI legA sAra saMbhAla / / 7 / /

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kAgada huMDI paiTha parapaiTha aru, memara nAmA kiyA taiyAra sImaMdhara ke caraNakamala meM, bheja bhArata kI karI pukaar|| pAsatyA gulazora macAkara, nija apamAna karAte haiM / navayuvakoM meM khUba jAgRti, jahAM tahAM pola khulAte haiM / / 77 // zukla tIrtha se Aye pAdare, budhisAgara sUri the vahAM / rAjanagara meM nemisUrijI, haTIsiMha kI vAr3I jahAM // eka dina vahA~ gaye vandana ko, DAka usI samaya AI thI / jainapatra meM thA memara nAmA, dekha na bAta samAI thI / / 78 // mejhara bandha karavAne hetu, koziza bahutasI kInI thI / zakti bhakti kI kara nIti, prema se dhamakI dInI thI / cAhatA thA jamAnA jisako, Akhira vaha prasiddha huaa| krAnti phailAI navayuvakoM meM, sudhAra kA kucha kAma huA // 79 // sorIsara aura pAnasara kI, yAtrA bhoyaNI nyArI dhI / mhesAnA ho tIrthatAraMgA, upadhAna kI vahA~ tyArI thI / motI vijaya paMnyAsa eka ziSya,kaI sATha vidhavA nArI thii| vahA~ kA DhaMga dekhakara dila meM,dAha zAsana kI bhArI thii||8|| dAntA ho pahAr3oM ke bIca meM, tIrtha kuMmAriye darza kiyA / vahA~ se kharAr3I ArbudAcala, yAtrA karake lAbha liyA / sirohI ke caudaha mandira, pAlI jodhANe Aye the / Aya osiyA~ vIra bheTiyA, dekha borDiMga duHkha pAye the / / 81 sthiratA karake vahA~ ki vyavasthA, suMdara kAma banAyA thaa| pAsa guru ke thI pustake, jJAna bhaMDAra sthapAyA thA / ati Agraha se Aye lohAvaTa, pahalA aMga sunAyA thA / phalodI nagara meM Apa padhAre, svAgata kA ThATha savAyA thA / / 82 //

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37 - saMgha caturvidha arja graha se, caturmAsa vahA~ ThAyA thA / vyAkhyAna meM zrIsUtra bhagavatI, jinavANI raMga basAyA thA // kaNThastha jJAna diyA bahutoM ko, kaI anya lAbha uThAyA thA / jaina-jainettara bheda bhUla kara dharma kA jhaMDA phaharAyA thA // 83 // zarIra kA thA kAraNa Apake, saMgha kI zrAgraha bhArI thI / caturmAsa punaHkiyA dUsarA, dharma prIta eka tArI thI | kAlika aura utkAlika sUtra, do daphe vA~canA hotI thI / 9 ahobhAgya the una sajjanoM ke, suna jJAna jagAI jyoti thI // 84 // samavasaraNa kI racanA apUrva, jisakA dRzya savAyA thA / jaina - jainettara bhakti karake, Ananda khUba manAyA thA / bhUla gaye samudAyaka bhedoM ko, prema apUrva chAyA thA / sAtha baiTha kara bhojana sabane, vAtsalya bhAva dikhAyA thA ||85|| dharmajJoM ko dharma karanI meM, khuzI bahuta sI zrAtI thI / phira bhI the kaI vighna santoSI, unase dekhI nahIM jAtI thI / jisake pAsa hotI hai vastu, dikhalAve kauna navAI thI / phira bhI vijaya dharma kI ho, isameM kyA adhikAI thI // 86 // rAdhAbAI eka thI zrAvikA, usane saMgha kA nizcaya kiyA / jaisalamera kI karanI yAtrA, sahayoga guruvara ne diyA || AnaMda se saMgha kara Aye yAtrA, saghana vighna saba dUra bhaye / usa samaya kI gajala dekhakara, hAla saba hI jAne gaye ||87 || pakar3A jaura kali kudarata ne, tIjA caumAsA' ThAya diyA / bar3hatA gayA utsAha dharma kA, vijaya DaMkA bajavAya diyA / seMtIsa to vahA~ Agama bAMce, pauna lAkha thIM pustakeM kharI / phalA phUla hai jhAr3a dharma kA, AbhAra AjaloM mana meM dharI // 88 //

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38 - saMgha Agraha se lohAvaTa, vahA~ bhI zrAnaMda chAyA thA / jaina navayuvaka mitra maNDala ko, khola sudhAra karAyA thA / jJAna pracAra saMsthA eka sthApI, pustakeM khUba chapAI thI / mahAmahotsava ke sAtha vyAkhyAna meM, baca rahI bhagavatI bhAI thI // 89 // nyAti jAti kaI hue sudhAre, dharma kI prabhA bar3hAI thI / sthAnakavAsI the hIrAlAlajI, matti kI carcA calAI thii| > unake makAna para jAkara guru ne sUtroM ke pATha dikhAyA thA / jaina - jainettara bica sabhA meM, vijaya DaMke bajAyA thA / / 90 // vahA~ se calakara Aye nagIne, sAtha meM vadana bhaNDArI the / bar3A ThATha se huA sammelA, vidyAlaya ucchava bhArI the / vyAkhyAna huA guruvara kA vahA~, sunakara saba harSAye the / caturmAsa kI karake vinatI, zrAnanda khUba manAye the // 9 // rAtri jAgaraNa aura varaghor3A, Agama ucchava banAyA thA / vyAkhyAna bIca meM sUtrabhagavatI, par3hakara amRta pAyA thA / / vIra maMDala kI karake sthApanA, samavasaraNa racAyA thA / bar3A mandira para zikhara daMDa kA, upadeza Apa pharamAyA thA // 92 // jaina-dharma kI huI prabhAvanA, caumAsA khUba dIpAyA thA / vahI~ se padhAre nagara kucere, vidyAlaya khulavAyA thA / mitra maMDala kI huI sthApanA, sevA khUba bajAte the / huI jAgRti dharma samAja meM, naranArI guNa gAte the // 93 // phira khajavAne zrApa padhAre, pAThazAlA jaina khulAI thI / sthApanA kara ke mitra maMDala kI, vIra jayantI manAI thI // ati zrAha se rUNa padhAre, yuvaka vahAM utsAhI thI / jJAna prakAza maMDala kI sevA, vahA~ sundara kAryavAhI the || 14 ||

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- 31 - mAravAr3a meM kaI mandiroM kI, AzAtanA kA pAra nhiiN| dekara ke upadeza Apane, saMsthA eka khulAI sahI / tIrtha prabandha kAriNI kameTI, sthAna phalodI mukarrara kiyaa| IThaMtara mandiroM ke hAla ne, bandha naitroM ko khola diyA // 95 / / tIrtha phalodI pArzvanAtha kI, yAtrA Ananda kArI thii| dhvajA daNDa nahIM thA maMdiroM pe,aura AzAtanA bhArI thI / / upadeza diyA thA vidyAlaya kA,bhaktoM ne hukma uThAyA thaa| isI garaja se tIrtha sthAna meM, rahanA mana lalacAyA thA // 16 // jAkara diyA upadeza mer3ate, bahAduramala vahA~ hAkama the| para kudarata ko maMjUra nahIM thA, kyoMki nasIba hI kama the|| jaina jAti mahodaya graMtha kI, zuruAyata vahAM kInI thii| muktAvalI kI samAlocanA, motI ko zikSA dInI thI // 97 / digambaroM ne vahA~ pUjA bAMyane, mandiroM meM hakajamAyA thA / ' sevagoM ne mUrti guma karadI, atyAcAra macAyA thA / / RSabhadAdA ke gurubanane kA, mithyA bhrama phailAyA thA / sabakA svAgata huA yathocita,sIdhA rAstA batalAyA thaa||98|| caturmAsa ke bAda mer3ate, phira pIsAMgana Aye the / upadeza ApakA thA maMDelI, kaI sudhAra karavAye the / jaina lAyabrerI thI khulavAI, phira ajamera mana bhAyA thA / bIra nirvANa se varSa caurAsI, omAjI lekha dikhAyA thA // 19 // usa pradeza meM ghUma ghUma kara, satya upadeza sunAyA thA / pavitoM kA uddhAra karana meM, kaSTa bahuta uThAyA thA / kur3akI kekIna Anandapura ho, baluMde jaitArana Aye the / mariyA meM zAbArtha kara, pAkhaNDa jora haTAye the // 10 //

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saMpa Agraha se Aye bIlAr3A, upadeza ApakA bhArI thA / siremalajI ke SaT praznoM meM, nathamala sahacArI thaa| samajha gaye saMghavI uttara se, kalpita mata kA tyAga kiyA / Ama sabhA ke bica siMghIjI, vAsakSepa guruvara se liyA // 10 // jJAna prakAza mitra maNDila ko, sthApita zrApa upakArIthe / sevA bhakti karate saMghakI, mithyAmata biDArI the| rAvata sIravI aura thA bhAnA, bana gaye dharma ke rAgI the / vAdI nata mastaka ho gaye, zAsana ke ve dAgI the // 102 // vahA~ se calakara Aye kAparar3e, caumukha mandira bhArI thA / cAra maMjila pArzva kI pratimA, yAtrA raMga eka tArI thA / lagna lagI tIratha kI dila meM, janmabhUmi kA gaurava thA / nemisUra kA athAha parizrama, ahA-hA tIrtha gaurava thA // 10 // pIpAr3a meM chAI thI beparavAhI, phira bhI Apa padhAre vahA~ / vyAkhyAna kA raMga jamA rAta meM upakAra Apako karanA vhaaN| jainettara bana gaye anurAgI, caturmAsa kA Agraha kiyA / bIlAr3A saMgha kI lekara AjJA,vahA~ rahane kA vacana diyA // 104 // paMcama aMga vyAkhyAna bIca meM, isa kadara pharamAte the| bhUle bhaTake zraddhA hInoM ko, sad rAste para lAte the / seTha vanzI lAla kanhaiyA, candrabhAna javaharI the / madana mohana nemIcanda aru, teja lAbha ke dhArI the||105|| jaina mitra maMDala khulavAyA, kAma usakA sucArU thA / jaina lAyabrerI aura sthApAI, sabhA zvetAmbara vArU thA / / bAla maNDala bhaviSya kI AzA, jana dharma camakAyA thaa| nahIM the svapne aura pAlane, zrAmada se nayA banAyA thaa||106||

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- 41 - sAtha saMgha ke tIrtha kAparar3e, yAtrA kAraNa Aye the / bhAgyodaya bIlAr3e padhAre, maiM bhI darzana pAye the // mahAtmA thA dAsa tanasukha, usake jariye milApa huA / carcA calI mUrti pUjA kI, mithyA haTa ko chor3a diyA // 107 // mUrti pUjA ke the pATha sUtroM meM, ulTA artha hama karate the| saccA bhAva batAyA guru ne, jise pahale hama Darate the // mu~hapattI kA thA prazna dUsarA, mithyA DorA haTAyA thaa| caitra kRSNa tRtiyA triasI, zuddha saMyama guru se pAyA thA // 108 // tIrtha kAparar3e karI yAtrA, pIpAr3a nagara meM Aye the| putra lagna ke kAraNa koThArI; aThAI ucchava manAye the / vahA~ se calakara Aye bagar3I, pratiSThA ThATha savAyA thaa| sojata nagara meM rahe. kalpate, cauthamalajI vahAM AyA thA // 109 / / bhaisANA meM jaina mandira kA, jIrNoddhAra karAnA thA / sojata ke aprezvara sAtha meM, calakara vahAM para pAnA thaa|| mAlaka vahAM ke rAvarAjAjI, vyAkhyAna sunake hukma diyaa| vApisa pAye sojata zahara meM, bilAr3e jA caumAsa kiyA // 11 // prabhAvika thA aMga pAMcavA~, byAkhyAna meM pharamAyA thA / patitoM ko pAvana banA kara, dharma jhaDa phaharAyA thA / huA prema phira jina maMdiroM se, vahA~ se vilAvasa Aye the / . pablika hue vyAkhyAna Apake, dhInAva ke darzana pAye the // 111 // pAlI saMgha kI thI ati Agraha, gururAja vahA~ padhAre the| jAnA thA mevAr3a kesariyA, seTha mulatAnamala lAre the / phira bhI Agraha zrIsaMgha kA, vahA~ pablika vyAkhyAna hue / guMdoca hokara Aye vijAve, varakANe pAsa ke darza hue // 112 //

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- 42 - rAnI sTezana vAlI munDAre, sAdar3I meM praveza kiyA / dekha utsAha vahA~ ke saGgha kA, sthiratA kara vyAkhyAna diyA / saGgha sAtha meM rANakapura kI, yAtrA kara Ananda pAyA thaa| 'muMvAroM ke darzana karake, harSa khUba manAyA thA // 11 // bhAnapurA sAyarA Dhola nAMdAmA, gAMva ghobUMde Aye the| karane the darzana mandiroM ke, panthI cAbI nahIM lAye the / pAkhaNDiyoM ko khUba phaTakAre, kisane tumheM patita kiye / / mAMsa madirA chur3avAyA jinako, kRtaghnI ho visarAya diye // 114 // nAma sunA jaba gayavara muni kA, caTa se cAbI lAye the / Thaharane ko makAna khola diyA, gocarI ke ghara batAye the / dekara ke vyAkhyAna unhoM ko, utpatti hAla batAyA thaa| avara thA prabhAva ApakA, maMdiroM ke niyama dilAyA thA // 115 // madAra gaye phira udayapura ke, zrAvaka sAmane Aye the| prabaMdha kiyA svAgata kA acchA, nagara praveza karAye the| osavaMza ke zrAdya saMsthApaka, ratnaprabha sUrIzvara the| mAgha zukla pUnama ke zubha dina, jayanti ke aprezvara the||116|| julUsa banAyA khUba jora se, vyAkhyAna gurU kA bhArI thaa| zrosavaMza itihAsa sunAyA, sUri mahA upakArI thA / sunake apUrva hAla guruvara se, bhakti apUrva jAgI thii| ati Agraha se karI vinatI, para prIta dhUleve lAgI thI / / 117 // vahAM se calakara Aye kesariyA, yAtrA kA ThATha savAyA thaa| anubhava muMha se kahA na jAtA, AnaMda apUrva chAyA thaa| pAMca dina karI bhakti yAtrA, phira udayapura zraye the| Agraha thA zrIsaMgha kA kAphI,marudhara meM annajala laayethe||118||

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- 43 - saMgha sAdar3I kaI varSoM se, AzA ApakI rakhatA thaa| saphala manoratha huI vinatI, vyAkhyAna meM raMga barasatA thA / lunAvA meM bhASaNa hue phira, sevAr3I bIjApura Aye the| bIsalapura meM vyAkhyAna Apake, harSa kA pAra na pAye the // 119 // mUrti kI pratISThA karavAI, zAnti snAtra bhaNAI thii| jIvanamala ko dekara dIkSA, dharma kI prabhA bar3hAI thii| sumerapura se zivagaMja padhAre, saMgha sakala haraSAyA thaa| ThATha vyAkhyAna kA thA atibhArI, jJAna amRta barsAyA thA // 120 // vahA~ se calakara Aye bAlI, saMgha sAmane AyA thA / gAjA bAjA aura dhAma dhUma se, nagara praveza karavAyA thA / vyAkhyAna sunakara vahA~ kI janatA, jaina dharma yazaH gAtI thii| upadeza diyA thA kanyAzAlA kA ve bhI maMgala manAtI thI // 12 // vahA~ se Apa muDAre padhAre, sAdar3I meM pahu~cI khabara / . nara-nArI kA laga gayA tAMtA, ucchava manAyA ati jabara // khuDAle vAloM ke kAraNa saMgha meM, matabheda kucha khar3A huaa| jisakA phaisalA diyA guru ne, zAMti kA sAmrAjya huA // 122 // phira to thA kyA kahanA saMgha meM, bhagavatI kA ucchava kiyaa| nathamala thA jAti vidAmiyA, usane agre bhAga liyA / jAti mahodaya grantha ke kAraNa, saMgha meM acchA candA huA / aura anekoM chapI pustakeM, sad jJAna kA pracAra huA // 12 // parva paryuSaNa ThATha apUrva, utsAha saMgha meM bhArI the| vizAla sthAna bana gayAthA choTA,kahA~baTheitane nrnaariithe| AjJAdI guruvara ne mujhako, bar3A upAsare jAkara kiyA / aTThAI aura kalpasUtra kA, joroM se vyAkhyAna diyA // 12 //

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44 -- kanyA pAThazAlA khulavAI, ajJa ko dUra bhagAyA thA / pAThazAlA kI thI zithilatA, jisako Apa jagAyA thA / / vyAkhyAna kA rasa kahU~ kahA loM, ThATha hamezA bhArI thA / zubha cintaka samAja vahA~ para, samAja ko hitakArI thA // 125 // mucchAlA mahAvIra yAtrA, phira ghANerAva meM Aye the / svAgata kiyA zrIsaMgha bhakti se, pablika vyAkhyAna sunAyethe // osavAla aura poravAla meM, vyartha kA jhagar3A bhArI thA / upadeza kA kucha asara huA para, honahAra balakArI thA / / 126 / / paMca tIrtha kI karI yAtrA, phira nagara lunAve Aye the vAlI jA upadeza diyA vahA~ samavasaraNa racavAye the / kaI grAmoM ke Aye bhAvuka jana, darzana kara Ananda pAyA thA jaina - jainetara jaina dharma kA, yazaH dhavala guNa gAyA thA // 127 // matabheda thA vahA~ ke zrIsaMgha meM, jisako Apa miTAyA thA / kaI mumukSu jJAna dhyAna kara, apUrva lAbha uThAyA thA // varakANA bAga meM karake sthiratA, samara jIvana banAyA thA / T saMgha Agraha se Apa lunAve, caturmAsa vahA~ ThAyA thA // 128 // vyAkhyAna meM zrIsUtra bhagavatI, zrAnanda apUrva chAyA thA / vidyA pracAra aura sudhAre, yuvakoM ko khUba suhAyA thA / / kanyA pAThazAlA thI khulavAI, bAla maNDala sthapAyA thA / kaI hajAra pustakeM chapAI, ajJa ko mAra bhagAyA thA / / 129 / / paryuSaNoM ke zubha avasara para, bAlI saMgha vahA~ AyA thA / arja karI guruvara se kAphI, mujha para hukma lagAyA thA / jA karake vahA~ paryuSaNoM kA, saMgha ko kalpa sunAyA thA / huI prabhAvanA zrIsaMgha meM, vApisa lunAve AyA thA // 130 //

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- 45 - rANakapura ho Aye sAdar3I vidyA kA upadeza diyaa| thI skUla pahile se vahA~ para, jisakA hI borDiga kiyA / ho varakANe phira Aye pAlI, lAyabrerI khulavAI thI kanyApAThazAlA jhAr3a lagAkara, avidyA dUra haTAI thI / / 131 / / caturmAsa kI karI vinaMtI, phira bhI kAparar3e jAnA hai| saMgha pAlIkA AyA mele para, kaho aba kyA pharamAnA hai| kausAnA baDalU Aye phalaudI,rUNa khajavAnA thA nAgora / maMdira zikhara dhvajA daMDa kI, karI pratiSThA thA bahu jora / / 132 // khajavAnA rUNa nokA harasAlA; pIpAr3a kAparar3e bhAye the / sojata ho kara Aye pAlI, caumAse ThATha savAye the| jInANIjI ucchava karake, bhagavatI sUtra bacAyA thaa| ahA-hA vANi deva jinendra kI, dharma ko khUba dIpAyA thA // 13 / / kanyAzAlA aura lAyabrerI, jinako madada pahu~cAI thii| samavasaraNa kI racanA kAraNa, bhAvanA aura bar3hAI thI / uThA liyA bIr3A zrIsaMgha ne, phira derI kA thA kyA kAma / svarga sadRza maMDapa kI racanA, dekha janatA pAyA ArAma // 134 // bahuta loga bAhara se Aye, nagara ke kaba zeSa rahe / ATha dina taka ucchava bhArI, jisakI mahimA kauna kahe / / varaghor3A meM AyA hastI, lavAjamA kA pAra nhiiN| jaina jainettara mukha se kahate, jaina dharma kI prabhA sahI // 135 // sojata hokara Aya bIlAr3e, bAle pratiSThA karanI thii| vahA~ bhI dharma kI huI unnatti, joki hRdaya dharanI thI / vahA~ se padhAre tIrtha kAparar3e, yAtrA karake vIsalapura / janma bhUmi upadeza sunAyA, phira Aye the jodhapura // 136 //

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huM TUTI mUrti zAntinAtha ko, azAtanA anucita huI / mUthAjI ke maMdira bIca meM, zAnti snAtra jabara huI || nahIM thA dhvajA daMDa mandiroM pai, pratiSThA do karavAnI thI / goDIpArzva aura zAntinAtha kI, mUrttiyA~ padharAnI thI // 137 // sthAnaka vAloM ne dInA sthAnaka, samavasaraNa racanA ke liye / varaghor3oM kA ThATha ajaba thA, cA~dI sonA kA ratha dekhA diye / huI pratiSThAe~ dhAma dhUma se, jaina dharma udyota kiyA / terahapaMthI ko dekara dIkSA, kSamAsundara nAma diyA // 138 // bhairU~bAga thI bhUmi deva kI, skUla nAma se har3apa kare / samAja ke zubhaciMtaka bana kaI, Andolana ko Age dhare // bhavitavyatA TArI nahIM TaratI, deva dravya kA pApa jabara / yA mandira kI bhairU~bAga meM, DArI nIva thA kAma jabara // 139 // phalodI saMgha ke prati Agraha ko svIkAra kara mAna liyA / zrAjJA huI guruvara kI mujhapara, kSamAsuMdara ko sAthadiyA // maMDovara osiyA~ karI yAtrA, lohAvaTa meM diyA vyAkhyAna / * borDiMga karanA thA / nahIM visaranA thA || praveza kiyA phalodI nagara meM, saMgha ne kiyA thA bahumAna // 140 // vicAra kaba se karate the guru, kAparar3e zrAvaka varga kI thI zithilatA, phira bhI jodhANA se Aye kAparar3e, nItisUri vahA~ Aye the / mAghazukla SaSTi ke dina vahA~, borDiMgAdi khulavAye the // 141 // pIpAr3a meM karavAnI thI pratiSThA, kaI vighna upasthita hue / dharAhAtha guruvara ne jisa para vighna badala saba dUra hue // dhUma dhAma se huI pratiSThA, kalasa daMDa car3havAyA thA / samavasaraNa kI adbhuta racanA, dekha nagara haraSAyA thA // 142 //

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- 47 -- vIsalapura aura pAlAsaNI ke, maMdiroM kI AzAta miTAI thI / Aye cala kara aura kAparar3e, vidyAlaya nIva jamAI thI / caumAsA kara diyA kAparar3e, vyavasthA kara pAye the| paryuSaNoM ke kAraNa vahA~ para, naranArI tIna sau Aye the // 14 // phalodI ke the pA~cUlAlajI jaisANe saMgha le jAnA thA / sammati kAraNa Aye kAparar3e, hukama guru kA pAnA thA / upadeza diyA thA vidyAlaya kA, vizAla bhavana banAyA thaa| saMgha phalodI AyA dubAre, unakA hukama uThAyA thA // 14 // patra likhA sUri vallabha ko, saMgha ke sAtha paThAyA thaa| jAya sAdar3I karI vinatI, manjUrI hukama pharamAyA thA / campAlAla aura gajamalajI, punaH kAparar3e Aye the / vihAra kiyA guruvara ne vahA~ se, vIsalapura sAtha meM Aye the / / 145 // jodhapura phira pA~cUlAlajI, zrosiyA~ campA AyA thaa| - lohAvaTa meM huA sammelA, sAgara Ananda pAyA thA / eka takhta para vyAkhyAna donoM kA, saMgha ko khUba suhAyA thaa| phalodI se samudAya milakara guru darzana ko pAyA thA // 146 // vahA~ se calakara cIle padhAre. maiM bhI jAkara darza kiyaa| phalodI ke bahu nara nArI, guru darzana kA lAbha liyA / svAmi vAtsalya saGgha pati kA, taiyArI sabI sukhakArI thii| phalodI nagara meM sammelA kI, khUba ho rahI taiyArI thI // 147 // daza varSoM se gururAja padhAre, dila kisakA nahIM cAhatA thaa| sammelA kAThATha ajaba thA, nara nArI maMgala gAtA thA / / vijayavallabha sUrIzvara Aye, ucchava khUba manAyA thA / AmantraNa pAke saMgha pAyA, ahA-hA ThATha savAyA thA // 148 //

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48 thI / saubhAgamalajI the gulecchA, mana muTha munivara se gaI para ghara se bhAva darzAyA pUnya udaya pariNAmoM kI dhAra, badala huA Apasa meM khamadakhAmaNA, sneha sajjana sunakara sajjanatA kA, dhanyavAda varasAyA thA // 149 // isa saMgha meM thI yaha adhikatA, kharca saba saMghapati kA thA / sarva sAmagrI karI ekatra, hukama jo guruvara kA thA // sau gAr3iyoM UMTa doya sau, pAMca hajAra nara nArI the / sau sAdhu sAdhviyoM saMgha meM, derAsara adhikArI the / / 150 / / jaisalamera laudravA tIrtha kI, saMgha yAtrA kara Aye the / kesariyA peMcA zrIsaMgha ko, saMghapati ne baMdhavAye the || gAjA bAjA se huA sammelA, yazaH jagata meM chAyA thA / kRpA thI guruvara kI una para, nara nArI guNa gAyA thA / / 151 / / jAnA thA kAparar3e Apako, saMgha milakara Agraha karI // phalodI meM karanA caumAsA, lAbhAlAbha ko dila meM dharI / grISmaRtu meM ye kAparar3e, vidyAlaya ko sambhAlA thA || ari se calakara Aye phalodI, apane vacana ko pAlA thA / / 152 // zrI bhagavatI sUtra vyAkhyAna meM, AnaMda raMga barasAyA thA / paryuSaNoM kA ThATha apUrva, jana mana saba haraSAyA thA / sUrajamalajI ne dharmazAlA meM suMdara hAla banAyA thA / naMdIzvara kI racanA kAraNa, dila saba kA lalacAyA thA / / 153 // phira to thI kyA derI kAma meM, sAdhana zIghra banAye the / } janagiri dadhimukhA kanakagirI, bica meM meru dikhAye the | guttara the maMdira una para, caumukha jina padharAyA thA / ThATha mahotsaba kA thA apUrva, bhakti raMga barasAyA thA / / 154 || thI / thA /

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pUrva guru the mor3IrAmajI, unakA caumAsA phalodI thaa| prema bhAva se gaye milane ko, guNa ke vaha anumodI thA / naMdIzvara kI racanA unako, sAtha jA kara dikhAyA thA / jaise likhA thA sUtra pATha meM, pratyakSa yaha batalAyA thA / 155 / / ahamadAbAda kA saMgha AyA vahAM, darzana apUrva pAyA thaa| anumodana kara punya bar3hAyA, harSa hRdaya nahI mAyA thA / kaI prAmoM ke Aye bhaktagaNa, bhakti kAnugoM konI thii| bheda rahA nahIM kisI bAta kA, udAra prabhAvanA dInI thI // 156 / / caitya mahApUjA saMgha kI ora se, vAsakSepa guru dete the| bhUla gaye saba bheda gacchoM ke, zira jhukA kara lete the| khUba dipAyA caturmAsa ko, yazaH kA DaMkA bajAyA thaa| khIcanda pUjA svAmi vAtsalya, vahAM se vihAra karAyA thA / / 157 // lohAvaTa osiyA jodhANe pAlI, paMcatIthI mana bhAI thii| karake yAtrA Aye sAdar3I, zroliyAM vahA~ manAI thii| vahAM se kramazaH Ae zivagaMja,javAla pratiSThA bhArI thii| nemisUrIzvara ke kara darzana, dharma prItI vistArI thI / 158 // zivagaMja saMgha kI mAnI vinatI, caumAsA yahAM karanA thaa| Agraha jJAna pIpAsuoM kI, sUtra bhagavatI par3hanA thaa| phojamala ne mahotsava kInA, jabara julUsa vizAlA thaa| pUjA prabhAvanA rAtri jAgaraNa, ucchava eka nirAlA thA // 159 / / udAratA se kI Agama pUjA, rupaye sAta sau Aye the| usa dravya se chapI pustakeM, jJAna pracAra bar3hAye the| naranArI saba mila ke tIna sau, samakita kA vidhAna kiyaa| mosavAloM ke jAya pATiye,guru AjJA se vyAkhyAna diyaa||160||

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- 50 - 'pAlI zrIsaMgha kI thI zrAgraha, pUjya teraha panthI Ate haiN| donoM samudAya meM nahIM haiM sAdhu, mithyA bhrama phailAte haiN| kArtika pUnama koraMTa yAtrA, saMgha sAtha meM konI thii| jAnA thA muma ko siddhAcala, guru AjJA de dInI thI // 161 // sirohI AbU aura pAlanapura, siddhapura phira mhesAnA thaa| bhoyaNI pAnasara karI yAtrA, ahamadAbAda ko jAnAthA / / mANakalAla kA saMgha ThATha se, dekha dila harapAyA thA / luMbA mAlI thA sAtha hamAre, sAdhu samAgama pAyA thA // 162 / / sarakheja hokara Aye dhaMdhuke. vallabhI yAtrA kInI thii| sihora ho phira Aye siddhAcala, caitana badhAI dInI thI / janma saphala yAtrA se kInA, zrAnaMda khUba manAyA thA / kRpA thI guruvara kI anahada, seTha mulatAna vahAM AyA thA // 16 // chor3A nahIM gayA siddhAcala, phira bhI guru meM jAnA thaa| . daza dina taka karI yAtrA mukti paTTA likhanA thA / vihAra kiyA jaba siddhagiri se, harSa raMja do AyA thaa| usI rAstA se AyA vApisa, garbhAvAsa miTAyA thA // 16 // koraMTA se guru pAlI padhAre, svAgata khUba banAye the| upadeza diyA thA dayA dAna kA, sajjana saba harSAye the| thA pablika vyAkhyAna ApakA, rAjapraznI sUtra sAra / viSaya thA mUrtipUjA kA, sunate the saba hI nara nAra // 165 // praznottara hote the vyAkhyAna meM, panthI bhI kaI Ate the| sUtra pATha aura tarka yukti se, niruttara ho jAte the| pUjya poTale bandha ravAne, gupa cupa se ve kiyA bihAra / vijaya jhaMDa phaharAya diyA thA,dayA dAna kA huA pracAra // 166 //

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-11 cala kara vahA~ se Aye kAparar3e, borDiga kA dekhA hAla / kopa aisA huA kudarata kA, jisane banA diyA be hAla / / copar3e dholerA hokara pAlI, zarIra kA kucha kAraNa thA / jodhapura zrIsaMgha kI Apraha, sAdhana roga nivAraNa thA // 16 // bhaMDArIjI the sAtha bihAra meM, calakara jodhANe Aye the| gAjA bAjA se huA sammelA. sajjana saba haraSAye the / paryuSaNoM kA ucchava apUrva, jaina dharma dIpAyA thA / bIsalapura hokara phira kAparar3e, pArzva bheTa sukha pAyA thaa||168|| AlavI-copar3A aura niMbalI, pAlI ko pAvana banAyA thaa| mUrti pUjA kI prAcInatA, itihAsa likhavAyA thA / saMgha aAgraha se vahAM caumAsA, AnaMda khUba manAyA thaa| ballabha vijaya ko rakha pAsa meM, becara se jJAna dilAyA thaa||169|| vahAM se cala kara Aye sojata saMgha sammelA bhArI thaa| pravRtakajI Adi kaI munivara, dharma sneha manuhArI thA / pablika huA vyAkhyAna ApakA,janatA lAbha uThAyA thaa| nayA maMdira dAdA bAr3I para,jisakA julUsa savAyA thA / / 170 / / caMDAvala, pIpaliye punaH jhUThe, para gAMva sIdar3e Aye the / nayA nagara ke zrAe bhaktagaNa, bhakti bhAva dikhAye the / Agraha thI vahAM zrI sa~gha kI, para ajamera ko jAnA thA / . do dina kI sthiratA karake, do vyAkhyAna sunAnA thA // 171 / / jA rahe the ajamera nagara ko, saMgha sAmane AyA thA / usa dina Thahare kesaragaMja meM,phira nagara praveza karAyA thaa|| nAgora meM zrImAna samadaDiyA maMdira nayA banAyA thA / pratiSThA ke kAraNa pAlI meM, sukhalAlajI AyA thA // 172 //

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jhUThA meM phira mANakacaMdajI, ajamera tanasukha AyA thA / vahAM se ye pIsAMgana meM, vyAkhyAna vahAM sunAyA thA // vahAM se mer3atA tIrtha phalodI, vahAM bhI samadaDiye Ae the / javAnA ho Ae mUDave, nagIne darza dikhAe the || 173 || sammelA kA ThATha anokhA, nagara praveza karAyA thA / utsAha thA zrI saMgha kA bhArI maMDala harSa manAyA thA / naMdIzvara kI adbhuta racanA, sTezana upara khUba banI / deza deza ke zrAe sajjana gaNa, sevA maMDala bajAI ghanI / / 174 // jana zvetAmbara aura digambara, sthAnakavAsI zAmila the / ahA- hA atizaya aura kuzalatA, bhakti meM ve eka dila the / ATha dina ke svAmivAtsalya, zahara se mahilAeM AtI thI / iMtajAma thA khAsa moTara kA, bhakti bhojana kara jAtI thI || 175 // . candraprabha kI huI pratiSThA, vAsakSepa gurudeva ne diyA / ratnaprabhasUrIzvara ke pAdukA, guru maMdira meM sthApa diyA || dharmaghoSa eka hue AcAraja, surAMNA jAti banAI thI / bagecI meM unake pAdukA, rakha ke bhakti bajAI thI / / 176 // phAlguna caumAsa huA vahAM para, ThATha vyAkhyAna ke lagate the| udAra dila se hotI prabhAvanA, bheda bhAva dUra se bhagate the / vahAM se Aye nagara kucere, khajavAnA meM pracAra kiyA / -rUNa noke harasAlA goThaNa, pIpAr3a A upadeza diyA || 177 // tIrtha kAparaDe karI zubha yAtrA, sojatasaMgha vahAM AyA thaa| ati Aha se mAnI vinaMtI, caumAsA vahAM ThAyA thA // vakIla the vahAM sampatarAjajI, ucchava khUba manAyA thA / zrI bhagavatI nija makAna para, bhakte varaghor3A car3hAyA thA / / 178

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Agama pUjA khUba ThATha se, AnaMda khUSa manAyA thA / vyAkhyAna kA thA ThATha hamezA, caumAsA jabara dipAyA thA / dAdAbAr3I meM samavasaraNa kI, racanA raMga dikhAyA thA / ciMtAmaNi pArzva kI pratiSThA, varaghor3e hAthI zrAyA thA // 179 // vahAM se cala kara Ae kAparaDe,itihAsa graMtha banAyA thaa| jAnA thA ajamera nagara ko, bica me byAvara AyA thaa| saMgha zrAgraha ko mAna dekara, caumAsA vahAM ThAyA thaa| gaNezamala koThArI jisane, sUtra ucchava manAyA thA // 18 // jaina jainettara bhakti pUrvaka, jina bANi rasa pIte the / caMdarAsa kI kathA rasIjI, suna ke moha ko jIte the| rAilI kaMpAna maidAna majAkA, paryuSaNa vahAM manAyA thA / vyAkhyAna kI chabI kahU~ kahAM lo, saMgha ko khUba suhAyA thA // 181 // byAvara Ae darzana kInA, vahAM kA ThATha anokhA thaa| * pUjA prabhAvanA svAmivAtsalya,bhakti kA yaha maukA thaa| vahAM se Apa ajamera padhAre, saMgha sAmane AyA thA / zrIsaMgha kA thA jahAM upAsarA,vahAM maMgalika sunAyA thaa||182|| upadeza ApakA thA jhaMDelI, sunane ko saba Ate the / zuddhi saMgaThana aura aikyatA, viSaya sabako suhAte the| devakaraNa ke ghara derAsarA, ratna biMba manuhArI thA / zAnti snAtra pUjA par3hAI, utsAha janatA meM bhArI thA // 183 / / dAMtoM kI battIsI thI baMdhAnI, graMtha chapAI hotI thii| caturmAsa kI thI vinatI, bhakti kI phira nyotI thii| vahAM se Aye kesaragaMja meM, pallIvAloM ko bodha diyaa| sarAdhanehokarAye mAMgaliyA,ajameravAloMne lAbha liyaa||18||

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- 54 - 041040 jAnA thA pIsAMgana Apako, azubha kamoM ne ghera liyA / yahI kAraNa thA byAvara Ane kA,saMgha ne svAgata khUba kiyaa|| kiyA upakAra bahuta davA kA, sApha ArAma huA nahIM / jAnA thA kAparaDe Apako, vihAra vahAM se kiyA sahI / / 185 / / hIna puruSArthI kaha dete hai, hama ekele kyA kare / par3ha lo jIvana guruvarya kA, ekelA bhI kyA na kre| borDiga khulAye karake parizrama,pAThazAlAe~ kaI sthapAI hai| sevA maNDala kaI sthAnoM meM, lAyabreriyeM khulAI hai // 18 // jIrNAdvAroM meM thA hAtha zrApakA, pratiSThAe~ kaI karAI hai| tIrthoM kI karavAI racanA, saMgha yAtrA sukhadAI hai / / ghUma ghUma upadeza diyA guru, jAgRti khUba phailAI hai / patitoM kA uddhAra kiyA thA, kaI ko dIkSA dilAI hai // 187 // choTA bar3A graMtha doya sau, likhakara Apa chapAye haiM / cAra lAkha pustakoM unakI, saba viSaya usameM Aye haiN| pracAra huzrA sarvatra jJAna kA, ajJAna DUbakara marate haiM / phira bhI sahAyaka kauna Apake,saba kAma hAthoM se kahate haiN|| 188 satya kahane kI Adata ApakI, phira niDara ho kahate haiM / paravAha nahIM kisa kI satya meM, yoga yukti se rahate haiN| memaranAmA ke kAraNa eka dama,samAja khilApha ho pAyA thaa| phira bhI thA vaha sudhAra vAjiMtra, yuvakoM ne apanAyA thA / / 189 / / jaina jAti nirNaya likhane se, kaI bhAI nArAja hue / anukampA aura dAna chattIsI, panthI bhI kaI gusse hue| sthAnakavAsI to the pahale se, rosa kA koI pAra nahIM / vyarthA bhojaka vhama karake, nAma Apa kA gAte sahI // 190 //

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satya kA khar3aga hAtha meM lekara, peza sabhI se Ate haiM / jaba karate haiM vIra garjanA, kAyara saba bhaga jAte haiN| itihAsapremI marUdharakesarI, sArtha kara batalAyA nAma / maiM kyA gAU~ guNa Apake, saba jaga gAtA pAkara kAma // 191 / / nahIM kavi kavitA nahIM jANu, phira bhI mana lalacAyA hai| guru bhakti se hokara prerita, rAstA meM chanda banAyA hai| guNiyoM ke sadguNa gAne se, guNa sahaja meM Ate haiN| mUrkha ko guru paNDita banAve, saphala manoratha pAte haiM // 192 / / ratnaprabhasUri the guNa bhUri, mahAjana saMgha banAyA thA / upakezapura ke kAraNa unakA, gaccha upakeza kahAyA thA / / pATa paramparA atizaya dhArI, nUtana jaina banAye the| upakAra unhoM kA hai ati bhArI, guruvara ne samajhAye the / / 193 // lupta hotA thA gaccha jisako, guru ne phira camakAyA hai| ratnavijaya guruvara kI zrAjJA, gaccha upakeza kahalAyA hai| jJAnasuMdara zubha nAma aApakA, jJAna pracAra bar3hAyA hai / upakAra kiyAthA muma pAmara peM,mithyA mata se bacAyA hai 194 // saMvata unnIse sAla pacANu, kRSNa tRtIyA caitra mAsa / dIkSA bhUmi hai nagara bIlAr3A, saphala huI hai mana kI Asa / guNasuMdara guNa gAye guru ke, janama saphala manAyA hai / anumodana kara par3ho par3hAo, jisase sukha savAyA hai / / 195 // "iti kavitAmaya AdarzajJAna samAptam "

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Adarza-jJAna-prathama-khaNDa maMgalAcaraNA ( gurustutyaSTakam ) dayAmayenaiva vilokanena, lokAn punAnaM sakalAn jagatyAm / lagnaM ca nityaM parakIyakArye, guruM namAmi prathamaM mahAntam // 1 // dharmapracAraka mahAvibhUtiM tapaH paraM lokasukhena tRptam (?) jitendriyaM mAnamadAdiddInaM guruM namAmi prathamaM mahAntam // 2 // yo jJAnamUrtirvratasantatInAM prasUtigalokamayaH pradIpaH / prakAzate yo hRdi mandire ca, suradrumo bhaktakhagAzrayAya // 3 // kSamAmayo dhyAnaparo vipazcit, dhRto na rAgo hRdi yena kazcit / padbhyAm vihArI vacasAmRtena kalyANakArI suparizrameNa // 4 // krodhasya lobhasya jaye susUriH, mahAvratAcAraparaH kaSAye / nivRttacetAstu vazI suzIlaH, satyapriyo yoganiviSTabhAvaH // 5 // sAhitya sevAdhyavasAyazIlaH, kriyAsu niSNAta matirmato yaH / aitiha catatvasya suvijJa ekaH, saujanyasatkarma supATave'pi // 6 // vidyAH samaprAH sukarAMgalISu, nRtyanti nartakya iveha yasya / vAcaM punImo mahimAnamuktvA, namAmi pAdau ca gurostutasya // 7 // AnandakandaprAptayarthe tyaktvArthe tu nirarthakam / "jJAnasundara" nAmAnaM vande'ham pravaraM gurum // 8 // minine

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Adarza-jJAna-prathama-khaNDa ... Apa zrImAna kA janma vikrama saMvat 1937 vijayadazamI se lekara vi0 saM0 1972 sthAnaka vAsI samAja ke tyAga paryanta kA vistRta varNana -

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- vairAgya kA kAraNa madhya rAtri kA samaya thA, makAna ke eka kamare ke andara cArapAI para eka navayuvaka Taka Taka karatA huA nizvAsa DAla kara rudana kara rahA thA / usI samaya par3osa meM rahane vAlA eka vRddha sajjana pezAba karane ko apane makAna se bAhara AyA, aura usane niHzabda rAtri meM kAruNya zabda sunA to usakA hRdaya dayA se labAlaba bhara utthaa| pezAba kara sIdhA hI navayuvaka ke pAsa AyA aura kahane lagA / bRddha - are bhAI, tU isa prakAra rudana kyoM karatA hai, kyA Aja tere zarIra meM vedanA vizeSa ho gaI hai ? 1 yuvaka - uttara meM kucha javAba nahIM diyA para jora jora se rone lagA / vRddha - Apa samajha gaye ki vAstava meM Aja isakI vedanA bar3ha gaI mAlUma hotI hai / isI kAraNa kahA ki bhAI tuma jAnate ho aura vyAkhyAna meM bhI hamezA sunate ho ki duHkha evaM sukha karmAnusAra hotA hai, aura jaba ve udaya bhAvameM Ate haiM taba bhogane hI par3ate haiN| phira bhI duHkha ho yA sukha ho vaha sadaiva nahIM rahatA hai| kahA hai ki " vaha bhI gujara gayA to yaha bhI gujara AyagA" ataH isa samaya rone kI jarUrata nahIM para paramezvara evaM navakAra maMtra kA dhyAna karanA cAhiye ityAdi, vRddhane dhairyya dilAyA / yuvaka - mutAjI ! maiM isa bAta ko ThIka taura para jAnatA hU~ ki duHkhaM sukha pUrva saMcita karmoM kA hI phala hai, para kyA karU~

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Adarza-jJAna vedanA itanI asahya ho gaI hai ki jisako maiM sahana nahIM kara sakatA hU~ / ataH rone ke alAvA aura koI upAya hI nahIM hai, yadi Apa kRpA kara mujhe kucha sunAveM to acchA hai / vRddha - anAthI muni kI sajjhAya arthAt kavitAmaya jIvana khUba rAga rAganI se gA kara sunAyA aura sAtha meM thor3A thor3A artha bhI kaha kara samajhAyA / n 1 yuvaka - muni zranAthI ke jIvana ko dhyAna lagA kara sunA aura usa para vicAra kiyA ki saMsAra evaM mAtA, pitA, bhAI, strI Adi kuTumba saba svArtha kA hai, jinake lie hama saMsAra meM raha kara karmabandhana karate haiM, para jaba karma bhogane kA samaya AvegA taba akele ko hI bhoganA par3egA, jaise ki maiM Aja bhoga rahA hU~ isase to behatara hai ki isa saMsAra ko tyAga kara Atma kalyANa meM laga jAnA / isa prakAra ke duHkha meM bhI ApakI bhAvanA yahAM taka bar3ha gaI ki una vRddha ke sAmane pratijJA kara lI ki agara maiM isa vedanA se mukta ho jAU~ to saMsAra kA tyAga kara dIkSA grahaNa kara lU~gA, jaise anAthI munirAja ne kI thI / vRddha - bhAI, pratijJA soca vicAra ke hI karanA, kAraNa duHkha garbhita vairAgya thor3e hI samaya rahatA hai / yuvaka - nahIM 2 mutAjI, maiM kevala duHkha ke mAre hI pratijJA nahIM karatA hU~, para maiM saMsAra ke svarUpa ko jAna kara hI pratijJA kara rahA hU~ aura duHkha jAne para isa pratijJA kA zIghra hI pAlana karU~gA / - vRddha- - acchA bhAI eka bAta merI bho smaraNa meM rakhanA aura vaha yaha hai ki yadi Apa dIkSA leM aura bAda meM kabhI

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vairAgya kA kAraNa merA bhI irAdA ho jAya to mujhe bhI Apa dIkSA dekara mere kalyANa meM sahAyaka bananA / - yuvaka-Apa mere paramopakArI haiM, ataH maiM Apako vacana detA hU~ ki ApakI kRpA se yadi pahile mujhe dIkSA A jAya, aura bAda meM Apa dIkSA leMge to maiM dIkSA dene meM jarUra sahAyaka bnuuNgaa| muni anAthI kI karitA ne to eka khAsa DAkTara kA kAma kara batalAyA, yuvaka kI vedanA vairAgya meM pariNata ho gaI / kucha dera taka Thahara kara vRddha ne kahA ki aba maiM jAtA hU~, tuma apane citta meM zAnti rkhnaa| yuvaka-ThIka mutAjI, samaya mile to subaha aura padhAranA / vRddha ke jAne ke bAda anAthImuni to mAno yuvaka kA dhyeya hI bana gayA aura pala pala meM vahI bAta yAda Ane lagI ki kaba merI vedanA jAve aura kaba maiM dIkSA grahaNa karU~ / mAtA, pitA, bhAI, strI Adi saMsAra se Apako itanI trAsa A gaI ki ve saba svArthI dikhane laga gaye / phira bhI Azcarya to isa bAta kA thA ki usa samaya yuvaka kI umra kevala 21 varSa kI thI, jisameM bhI Apake vivAha ko mAtra cAra varSa hI hue the| isa hAlata meM bImArI kA kAraNa pA kara dIkSA kA dRr3ha saMkalpa kara liyaa| yaha eka bar3e hI Azcarya kI bAta hai| khaira upAdAna sudharA huA ho to kAraNa bhI mila jAtA hai| : . yadyapi ApakI vedanA abhI kama nahIM huI thI para pariNAmoM kI dhArA meM itanA parivartana ho gayA ki usa vedanA ko bhUla kara dIkSA ke aneka pula bAMdhane meM zeSa rAtri vyatIta kara do| itanA

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mAdarza-jJAna hI kyoM para bhagavAna bhAskara ne apanI tejasvI kiraNoM kA prakAza cAroM ora DAla diyA jisakI bhI Apa ko khabara nahIM pdd'ii| yuvaka ke makAna para eka vRddha brAhmaNa bhikSA ke lie zrA niklaa| brAhmaNa-AzIrvAda seTha sAhaba ! itanA dina A jAne para bhI Apa cArapAI para leTa rahe haiM, to kyA Apake zarIra meM koI darda to nahIM hai na ? yuvaka-yuvaka ne uTha kara apanA paira dikhAyA aura kahA ki mahArAja merI jAMgha meM eka phor3A huA hai isakA bahuta darda hai| brAhmaNa--isako kitane dina hue aura isake lie Apane kyA ilAja kiyA ? yuvaka-pandraha dina hue tathA isake lie maiMne bahuta ilAja kiyA, abhI taka ArAma nahIM hai, itanA hI kyoM para cAra pAMca dina se to aura bhI vedanA bar3ha gaI hai, jisameM Aja kI rAtri to maiMne bahuta muzkila se nikAlI hai| yadi Apa kucha ilAja jAnate hoM to kRpA kara batalAiye ? brAhmaNa-seThajI ! honA na honA to Izvara kI marjI para hai para maiM eka aisI davAI Apako batalAtA hU~ ki jisameM Apako eka pAI taka bhI kharca na ho aura minToM meM darda calA jAya / yuvaka-phira to cAhiye hI kyA kRpA kara jaldI batalAiye ? brAhmaNa-Apake pAsa koI AdamI nahIM hai jo maiM batalAU~, vaha davAI lAkara usako pIsakara paTTI taiyAra kara darda para bAMdha de / yuvaka-isa samaya AdamI to mere pAsa koI nahIM hai / brAhmaNa-kyA bhApake ghara meM Apa akele hI haiM ?

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vairAgya kA kAraNa yuvaka-nahIM, mere mAtA, pitA, bhAI, strI vagairaha saba haiM / brAhmaNa-to phira isa prakAra kI takalIpha meM Apa ke pAsa koI nahIM, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? yuvaka-mahArAja maiM merI Adata se lAcAra huuN| brAhmaNa-maiM usa Adata ko jAnanA cAhatA hU~ ? yuvaka-merI javAnI umra hai, merI saMgati bhI aise puruSoM se hai jisase aizaArAma meM adhika dravya kharca kara diyA jAtA hai| yaha bAta mere pitAjI ko pasaMda nahIM hai jo ki purAne siddhAntoM ko mAnane vAle va sAdI cAla calane vAle haiM / yadyapi maiM vyApArAdi meM dravya upArjana bhI kAphI kara letA hU~ tathApi kharca karanA unheM acchA nahIM lagatA hai, yahI kAraNa hai ki unhoMne mujhe alaga kara diyA hai| . . brAhmaNa-ApakI strI to Apake pAsa hI rahatI hogI, vaha bhI kyoM nahIM dikhatI hai ? ____ yuvaka-ve apane pIhara jo yahAM se daza koza ke phAsale para selAvasa grAma hai vahAM gaye haiN| ___ brAhmaNa-khaira, seThajI Apake pAsa koI AdamI nahIM hai to maiM davAI taiyAra kara detA huuN| baja, brAhmaNa devatA ne pAsa hI meM sthita eka gUMdI ke jhAr3a ke patte tor3a kara le Aye aura kAparar3AjI kA mUrar3a (miTTI), basa ina donoM ko khUba pIsa kara karIba eka sera bhara kA piMDa banA kara phor3e para kasa kara bAMdha diyA, bAda brAhmaNa ne jAne kI ijAjata maaNgii|

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Adarza-jJAna yuvaka-mahArAja ! aba Apa bhikSA ko na jAnA, maiM Apako santuSTa kara dUMgA, Apa bhojana kara yahA~ padhAra jAnA / brAhmaNa-seThajI maiM cAra baje vApisa Akara saMbhAla lagA Apa vizvAsa rakheM ApakA darda miTa jaaygaa| . yuvaka-ThIka devatA, zrApa jaldI padhAranA / brAhmaNa to calA gayA, paTTI ne itanA asara kiyA ki usake bAMdhane se phor3A phUTa gayA aura usake andara se pIpa Ane lgii| jaba cAra baje brAhmaNa devatA AyA, aura paTTI kholo to usake andara se karIba eka sera bigar3A huA rakta (rAda) nikala aayaa| vipradeva ne eka paTTI aura banA kara bAMdha dI / yuvaka ko rAtri meM ThIka nidrA zrAgaI, subaha paTTI kholI to darda bilkula jAtA rahA / vipradeva ne isake bAda rUI, haldI aura tela kI paTTI bAMdha dI jisase thor3e hI dinoM meM ghAva bhara gayA, aura cAra pAMca dinoM meM to yuvaka Ananda se hilane phirane laga gayA, isa hAlata meM yuvaka ne vipradeva ko anna vastra aura nakada dravya dekara khUba hI saMtuSTa kiyaa| navayuvaka mahAzaya aba bilkula Arogya va tandurusta ho gaye, kintu duHkha meM kI huI pratijJA aura munianAthI kI sajjhAya ko eka kSaNa bhara bhI nahIM bhUlA, Apako vairAgya kA raMga dina dugunA aura rAta caugunA bar3hatA hI gayA; yahI kAraNa hai ki jisa kamare (makAna) meM kAMca, tasvIra ityAdi kI sajAvaTa thIM umI kamare meM dhArmika pustakeM aura kaI nakze lagAye gaye the, jisa kamare meM palaMga, gaddI, takiye rakhe huye the usa sthAna meM kASTa ke pATe, Una ke saMstAriye aura Asana rakhe jAne lage, jisa

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vaMza paricaya makAna meM khAne pIne ke vividha pakvAna aura mAla miSThAnna hote the, Aja vahAM rUkhe sUkhe Tukar3e aura upavAsAdi vrata hone laga gaye haiM, jisa makAna meM raMga, rAga aura khela khilavAr3a hote the Aja vahAM lambe lambe zabdoM se bhakti evaM vairAgyamaya pada gAye jA rahe haiM / jisa sthAna para bhogiyoM kI bhoga sAmagrI dRSTi gocara hotI thI vahIM Aja yogiyoM kI yoga sAmagrI ekatra kI jA rahI hai| jahAM rAga, dveSa aura para-nindA Adi karma bandha karane vAlI gappeM mArI jAtI thI vahAM Aja sAmAyika pauSadha pratikramaNa aura dharmacarcAho rahI hai| itanA hI kyoM para navayuvaka ne to apanI vairAgya kI dhuna meM dhIre dhIre dIkSA ke yogya vastra pAtra aughA vagairaha saba upakaraNoM ko maMgavA kara saMgraha kara liyA aura dIkSA ke lie caita badI 8 kA zubha muhurta bhI nizcaya kara liyaa| ahA ! kyA hI sundara kathana hai ki vairAgya kA janma hI rAga se hotA hai, arthAt vairAgya kA kAraNa hI rAga hai / 2-vaMza paricaya itihAsa ke anusaMdhAna se isa bAta kA spaSTa nirNaya ho cukA hai ki vIrAt 70 varSe prAcArya ratnaprabhasUri upakeza nagara meM padhAra kara sUryavaMzI rAjAutpaladeva, caMdravaMzI mantrI uhar3a aura lAkhoM kSatriyoM kI maMtroM dvArA zuddhi kI, aura jaina dharma meM dIkSita kara una sabakA "mahAjana vaMza" sthApana kiyA thaa| .

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Adarza-jJAna mahArAjA utpaladeva jaise upakezapura ke zAsana kartA rAjA the, vaise hI ApakI saMtAna bhI kaI puzta taka upakezapura tathA anya sthAnoM para rAjya karatI rahI, aura unhoMne dharma ke liye bhI aise sundara evaM cokhe aura anokhe kArya kiye jinase ki unakA amara yaza aura dhavalakIrti Aja bhI itihAsa ke pRSThoM para garjanA kara rahI hai| AcArya devoMne apanI zuddhi kI mazIna se una AcAra patita kSatriyAdikoM koM vAsakSepa ke vidhi vidhAna se zuddha banA kara 'mahAjanavaMza' kI yahAM taka vRddhi kI ki zurU meM jo lAkhoM kI saMkhyA thI vaha karor3oM taka pahu~ca gaI aura ve loga isa prakAra ke pratApI hue the ki unake nAma aura kArya se usa mahAjana saMgha ke kaI gautra bana gaye jisameM aThAraha gautra mukhya the| ____una aThAraha gautroM meM sarva zreSTha rAjA utpaladeva kI santAna thI, jinakA gautra zreSThigautra khlaayaa| ila gautra meM itane dAnI, mAnI, udAra aura vIra puruSa hue the ki jinakA itihAsa likhA jAya to eka mahAbhArata sA graMtha bana jAya / jaise ve loga rAjanIti aura samAja ke kAryoM meM nAma kamAyA karate the, isI prakAra dhArmika kArya meM bhI ve loga agrabhAga lete the| naye mandira banAnA, pratiSThA karavAnI, saMgha nikAla kara tIrtha yAtrA karanI, aura sAdharmI bhAiyoM ko sahAyatA pahu~cA kara vAtsalyatA karanA to unako sAdhAraNa kriyA hI bana gaI thii| itanA hI kyoM para isa gautra ke Atma vIroM ne lAkhoM karor3oM kI sampatti chor3a kara svapara kalyANArtha dIkSA bhI lI thI, jisameM kaI mahApuruSoM ne to AvArya pada prApta kara gaccha kA bhAra uThA kara gaccha evaM

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vAsakSepa ke vidhi vidhAna se jaina kSatriyoM kA mahAjana saMgha sthApita kara rahe haiM / * WIKI HD.CAMALA - candravaMzI maMtrI UiDAdi savAlakSa kSatriyoM kI zuddhi kara Adarza-jJAna upakezapura nagara meM vIra saMvat 70 ve varSa meM AcArya zrIratnaprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ne sUryavaMzI rAjA utpaladeva

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vaMza paricaya zAsana kI bar3I bhArI unnati kI thii| paTTAvalyAdi grantha se pAyA jAtA hai ki prabhu pArzvanAtha kI pATa paraparAmpAra meM-14veM pATa devagupta sUri jAti se zreSThi gautra ke vIra the| 21 veM pATa ratnaprabhasUri jAti ke zreSThi gautrIya the / 25 veM pATa siddhasUri " " " " " " / 29 veM pATa kakkasUri , , , , , , / 36 veM pATa kakkasUri , " " " " " / 37 veM pATa devagupta sUra , , , , , , / 44 veM pATa siddhasUri " " " " " / inake alAvA zreSThi gautrIya aneka dAnavIra nara ratnoMne lAkhoM, karor3oM dravya vyaya kara ke AcAryoM ke pada mahotsava kie, bar3e bar3e saMgha nikA na kara tIrthayAtrA kI, kaI mandira mUrtiyoM kI pratiSThA karavAI aura duSkAlAdi ke samaya asaMkhya dravya kharcakara sAdharmI evaM deza vAsiyoM ko sahAyatA kara unake prANa bacAye / isI zreSThi gautra meM vikrama kI terahavIM zatAbdI meM svanAmadhanya mehatAjI lAlacandajI sAhiba nAmake prakhyAta puruSa hue, Apa para jaise guru deva kI kRpA thI vase hI saccAvikA devI kI bhI meharabAnI thI arthAt Apa bar3e hI iSTa balI the / ApakI zAdI cittaur3a ke dIvAna sAraMgazAha corar3iyA ke yahAM huI thii| eka samaya ApakA padhAranA cittaur3a huA; mahArANIjI ke netroM kI asahya vedanA Apake ilAja se zAnta huI / mahArANA ne prasanna hokara Apa ko vaidyapadavI ke sAtha bAraha prAma inAma meM diye, jabase bhApakI santAna vaidya mehatA khlaaii|

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bhAdarza-jJAna ____ kaI vaMzAvaliyoM meM vadya padavI prApta karane vAle mehatAjI lAlacandajI sAhiba kA samaya vikrama kI pandrahavIM zatAbdI kA likhA milatA hai; tadanusAra kaI lekhakoM ne apanI pustakoM meM bhI vahI samaya chapavA diyA hai; parantu vikrama kI caudahavIM zatAbdI ke likhe granthoM se pAyA jAtA hai ki zreSThi gotra vAloM ko vaidya padavI vikrama saMvat 1393 ke pUrva hI mila cUkI thI, jaiseki upakeza gacchacaritra meM nimna likhita pramANa milatA hai:"yo vaidyazAkhA vratati vasantaH; sadA mudA svaiccha manaH svabhAvaH / yasya prasAdena manISi tena, __sakarmaNaH saMghapatirbabhUvaH / 560 / vi. saM. 1393 ke likhe upakeza gaccha caritra se / isa zloka se pAyA jAtA hai ki saM0 1393 ke pUrva vaidya mehatoM meM kaI saMghapati ho cuke jinakA vaNana upakeza gaccha paTTAvalI meM vistAra se milatA hai / __ kaI vaMzAvaliyoM meM vaidya padavI prApta karane vAle svanAma dhanya zrImAna lAlacandajI sAhiba kA samaya vi. saM. 1201 kA honA vatalAyA hai| cANoda ke kulaguru ke pAsa zreSTigautra evaM vaidya mehatA zAkhA kI vaMzAvalI hai, jisameM bhI vaidya padavI prApta karane vAle lAlacandajI sAhiba kA samaya vi0 saM. 1201 kA hI batalAyA hai, itanA hI kyoM para usa vaMzAvalI kI bahiyoM meM to zrImAn lAlacandajI sAhiba se jorAvarasiMhajI sAhiba taka kA khurzI

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vaMza paricaya nAmA bar3e hI vistAra se likhA hai, jisakI eka nakala maiMne bhI utAra lI thI, usameM se yahAM para kevala nAmAvalI hI detA hU~:(1) lAloH-vi. saM. 1169 meM osiyA~ se gar3ha zivANe AyA, 1181 meM zrI zatrujaya kA saMgha nikAla saMghane sonA moharoM kI paharAmaNI dI Apa ko 1201meM cittaur3a ke mahArANA ne vaidya padavI pradAna kI thii| (2) mAMmaNaH (3) jaitasI:-gar3ha zivAne meM mahAvIra kA mandira bnaayaa| (4) dharamasI:-Apake putra nAgadeva ne AcArya devaguptasUhi . | ke pAsa dIkSA lii| (5) sulatAnasiMhaH-sarva tIrthoM kI yAtrA kI, jisameM eka | karor3a dravya vyaya kiyaa| (6) kuzalasiMha-gar3ha zivAne meM pArzvanAtha kA mandira banAyA / (7) bhUpatasiMhaH-AcArya siddha sUri ke upadeza se bhUpatisiMha ke | putra rAmA ne AcArya zrI ke pAsa dIkSA lI thii| (8) mohanasiMhaH (9) kAlhaNasiMhaH (10)jagatasiMhaH-zikharajI kI yAtrArtha saMgha nikAla kara | pUrva ke sarva tIrthoM kI yAtrAkI, udyApanAdi

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bhAdarza-jJAna | dharma kAryoM meM eka karor3a dravya vyaya kiyaa| (11) himmatasiMhaH-Apake cAra putroM ne zrAcArya devaguptasUri ke | pAsa dIkSA lii| (12) lAlasiMhaH-Apa bar3e hI vara yoddhA the, (1495) paThAnoM | kI senA se yuddha kara vijaya prApta kI / Apa kI jAgIrI meM 8 grAma the| (13) sahasakaraNa : (14) dalapatasiMha (15) tribhuvanasiMha--Apa bar3e hI nAmI puruSa hue,Apa jaise vIra the vaise hI udAra bhI the / duSkAla meM lAkhoM karor3oM rupaye kA anna pradAna karake deza vAsiyoM ke prANa bacAye the, aura bhI aneka zubha kArya kara punyopArjana kiyaa| (16) savAIsiMhaH-Apa bhI bar3e vIra the| (17) ThAkurasiMhaH-Apane mug2aloM kI phauja ke sAtha vIratA | pUrvaka yuddha kiyA thaa| (18) mukanasiMhaH-1617 zivAnA se kherave gaye, Apake do putra aura eka putrI ne AcArya kakkasUri ke pAsa dIkSA lI jisameM tIna lAkha rupaye mahotsava ke nimitta kharca kiye|

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vaMza paricaya (19) ratnasiMhaH (20) rUpaNasiMhaH-Apane zatrujaya kA virATa saMgha nikaalaa| (21) jorAvarasiMhaH-1671 meM kheravA se banAr3a (bainApura) gaye, Apake 10 putra 7 putriyeM aura vizAla parivAra thA, rAjya kI khaTapaTa se kheravA kA tyAga kara diyA, pIche manAne ko Aye to Apa na jA kara apane eka putra gopAlasiMha ko kherave bheja diyA thaa| (22) rAjasiMha-bar3e vIra yoddhA the / (23) jaitrasiMhaH-zatrujaya kA saMgha nikAlA / yAtrA kara lena | (prabhAvanA ) dI jisameM 13 lakSa rupaye kharca 1 kiye| (24) rAmasiMhaH-devagupta sUri kA pATa mahotsava kiyA / (95) gajasiMhaH-Apake putra raghuvIrasiMha AcArya devagupra sUri | . ke pAsa dIkSA lekara AcArya hue / (26) borIdAsaH-inako citrAbela milI thI, zrAcArya zrI devagupta .. / sUrI ke zAsana kAla meM bahuta dravya vyaya kiyA, I banAr3a meM zrI pArzvanAtha kA mandira bnvaayaa| (27) mAramaH-dhIra saMgrAma meM kAma Aye, Apako smRti ke

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Adarza-jJAna liye vahA~ chatrI banAI va unakI yAda meM | caitra kRSNA 14 kA melA bharatA thaa| (28) jItamalaH-ApakA cottAla meM bar3A hI mAna thaa| (29) bhUramalaH-bar3e hI mutzadI the| (30) navalamalaH-banAr3a se bIsalapura Aye (1940 varSa) - ghevaracanda gaNezamala hastImala bastImala mIzrImala gajamala (hamAre caritra nAyakajI) mANakacanda motIcanda jauharacanda . 3-janmala jodhapura ke pUrva meM 6 mIla para banAr3a nAmaka choTA sA kasbA hai / isako baina pratihAra ne vikrama kI terahavIM zatAbdI meM AbAda kiyA thA, kramazaH isane eka khAsA nagara kA rUpa dhAraNa kara liyA thA, kahA bhI hai kiH __nava nAMdar3A bAraha jAjIvAlo, jiNa bica bar3A banAI" / __arthAt nau nAMdar3A prAma aura bAraha jAjIvAlo evaM 21 grAmoM ke bIca meM banAr3A bar3A zahara thaa| .. "sau kuvAM, savAso bAva, paga paga pANI sAta tlaab"| ,

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15 janma ina kahAvatoM se bhI yahI siddha hotA hai ki pUrva jamAne meM banAr3a eka bar3A zahara thA / zAyada jodhapura basane ke bAda hI isa nagara ne grAma kA rUpa dhAraNa kiyA ho / vi. saM. 1671 meM mehatAjI jorAvara siMhajI ne kheravA se Akara banAr3a ko ApakA nivAsa sthAna banAyA, usa samaya banAr3a meM kevala mahAjanoM ke 500 ghara acche AbAda the / banAr3a eka vyApAra kA kendra thA / bAladiyoM ke bAladoM aura U~ToM kI katAroM dvArA yahAM lAkhoM rupayoM kA mAla AtA jAtA thA / yahI kAraNa thA ki vahAM ke vyApArI mahAjana tana dhana se bar3he hI samRddhizAlI the / Upara batalAyA gayA hai ki - muttAjI jItamalajI sAhaba ke tIna putra the - ( 1 ) bhUramalajI, ( 2 ) jodharAjajI, (3) mulatAnamalajI yahAM taka to ApakA pezA rAjya karmacArItva kA hI thaa| Apake vaMza paramparAse hI dIvAna baksI hAkimAdipada para kAma karate Aye the, parantu mutAjI ne bhaviSya ko soca kara tInoM putroM ko pRthak 2 kAryya meM niyukta kara diye, jaise ki - (1) bhUramalajI ko rAjakarmacArIpana kA kAryyaM / ( 2 ) jodharAjajI ko jAgIradAroM ke lena dena aura vyA pAra ke kArya meM / (3) mulatAnamalajI ko dizAvara meM dukAna karanekI AjJAdI, jinhoMne nAsika paragane ke kaucara grAma meM jAkara dukAna karadI | isa prakAra tInoM bhAiyoM ke alaga 2 kAma hone para bhI zrAyavyaya kA hisAba zAmila hI thA / kyoMki una tInoM bhrAtAoM meM acchA prema sneha thA /

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bhAdarza-jJAna mutAjI bhUramalajI ke eka putra navalamalajI aura eka zRMgAra bAI putrI the / navalamalajI kA vivAha bIsalapura ke prasiddha nAgarika zrImAn prayAgadAsajI coraDiyA kI suputrI rUpAdevI ke sAtha vi. saM. 1933 mAgha zuklA 5 ko bar3e hI samAroha se huA tathA zrRMgArabAI kA vivAha jodhapura ke munauyata pRthvIrAjajI sAhiba ke sAtha bar3e hI ThATha se kara diyA thA / ataH apakA saba kuTamba sukhI thA / ____ jodharAjajI sAhaba ke eka putra jIvaNacaMdajI aura do putriyA~ thii| jisameM jIvaNacandajI kA vivAha nAMdar3e huA, aura AsIbAI kA vivAha jodhapura ke DosI bhAgacandajI ke sAtha tathA dUsarI bIrajudhAI kA surapurA ke jAMghar3A dhanarAjajI ke sAtha lagna kara diyaa| mulatAnamalajI sAhaba ke eka putra udayacandajI aura eka putrI kesarabAI the, jisameM udayacaMdajI kA vivAha bIsalapura ke zAha phakIracaMdajI surANA kI putrI ke sAtha huA, aura kesara bAI kA vivAha jasapAlI ke zrI0 kesarImalajI ke sAtha kara diyaa| muttAjI navalamalajI kA vivAha bIsalapura ke prasiddha coraDiyA prAyagadAsajI kI suputrI rUpAdevIjI ke sAtha huA thaa| jo Upara vatalAyA jA cUkA hai| zrImAn prayAgadAsajI sAhiba bIsalapura meM eka acche priiSThata dhanADhya aura vyApAra meM agragaNya nAgarika the para rUpAdevI ke alAvA Apake koI bhI santAna nahIM thI, ataeva ApakI jIvana AdhAra kevala rUpAdevI hI thii| rUpAdevI kA vivAha sampanna huye tIna varSa vyatIta ho gye|

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17 ApakA dampatti-jIvana bar3A hI sukha aura zAntimaya vyatIta hotA thaa| eka samaya kA jikra hai ki Apa apane patideva kI zaiyyAmeM Ananda meM so rahI thI, madhyagatri meM Apane svapna meM eka pradhAna hastI dekhA bAda meM jAgRta huI zrIra svapnako jyoM kA tyoM yAda kiyA to mAre harSa ke saba zarIra phUla utthaa| ___rUpAdevIjI ne apane patideva ko jagAkara svapna kI saba bAta kahI to mutAjI paramAnanda ko prApta ho madhura bacanoM se apanI dharma patnI se kahane lage ki, he devI ! Apake cirakAlake manoratha siddha ho gaye kyoMki apane kula meM eka bhAgyazAlI putrAna janma legaa| ityAdi / isa saMvAda ko sunakara rUpAdevI ko vizeSa Ananda huaa| rUpAdevI niyamAnusAra garbha kA pAlana karane lagI idhara muttAjI ke ghara meM cAroM ora se lAbha kA samudra umar3a paayaa| garbha ke prabhAva se devIjI ko acche acche dohale ( manoratha ) pAte the jinako mutAjI ne saharSa pUrNa kiye| ____vi. saM. 1937 kI vijayadazamI kI rAtri ko madhya bhAga meM mahAdevI rUpAde ne eka putra ratnako janma diyaa| yaha samAcAra sunate hI akhila kuTumba ke andara harSa kI barasAta hone lgii| jaba bIsalapura se yaha zubha samAcAra mutAjI ke vahA~ banAr3a pahu~cA to harSa kA koI pAra nahIM rhaa| kahA bhI hai ki"raNa jItana toraNa baMdhana, putra janma utsAha / tInoM avasara dAna ke, kauna raMka kauna rAva" / cAroM ora maMgala gIta gAyana hone lage, yAcakoM ko dAna tathA jaina mandiroM meM snAtra pUjA par3hAI jAne lgii|

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Adarza-jJAna jyotiSa zAstra ke jAnakAra paMDitoM ne Apake janma samaya ko lekara janma-patrikA banAI jisameM rAjya yoga honA bhI batalAyA thaa| janma, candra sUrya darzana, rAtri jAgaraNa aura ekAdazaveM dina sUtaka karma kara bArahaveM dina bar3e hI mahotsava ke sAtha dAna snAna bhojanAdi se sabakA sammAna karake svapnAnusAra ApakA nAma 'gayavaracanda' rkhaa| jabase Apane apane gharameM janma liyA saba kuTumbavAle vizeSa sukha zAnti anubhava karane lge| ApakI bAla krIr3A se sabakA citta prasanna thA, ApakI totalI bANI sabako manoraMjana evaM karNapriya lagatI thii| bAlyAvasthA se hI Apa sarva priya the, ApakA niyamaya sarala vyavahAra sabako rucikAraka thaa| ___ mUtAjI navalamalajI sAhaba kaI suvidhAoM ke kAraNa vi0 saM0 1940 meM banAr3a ko chor3a bIsalapura Akara apanA nivAsa sthAna banAyA, isI varSa Apako dUsare putra kA lAbha huA arthAt vi0 saM0 1940 ke bhAdavA mAsa meM zukla pakSa kI 11 ko rUpAdevI ne dUsare putra ko janma diyA, aura khUba Ananda pUrvaka dUsare putra kA nAma gaNezamala rakhA / muttAjI ke donoM putra jaya vijaya kI taraha vRddhi pAte rahe aura Apa sakuTumba bar3e ho aAnanda meM saMsAra nirgamana kara rahe the, para isa kalikAla ke IrSA kA bhI pAra nahIM hai| isa duHkhamayaAre meM sarvasukhI jovana kudarata se dekhA nahIM gayA, usakI eka krUra dRSTi mutAjI ke khAna-dAna kI ora pdd'ii| do putroM kI saubhAgyavatI mAtA rUpAdevIjI ke zarIra meM sAdhAraNa sI bImArI huI, usake ilAja

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19 ke liye bahuta prayatna kiyA para bImArI ne bhayaMkara rUpa dhAraNa kara isa prakAra AkramaNa kiyA ki vi0 saM0 1946 ke caitra mAsa kI kRSNa pakSa kI 8 ke dina rUpAdevI ko isa saMsAra se vidA lenI par3I / mUtAjI kI 35 varSa kI yuvaka avasthA jisameM bhI do choTe baccoM kA pAlana poSaNa karanA, mAno eka bar3I bhArI Aphata bhA pdd'ii| phira bhI mutAjI karma siddhAnta ke acche jJAtA hone se hatotsAhI na hokara himmata rakhI aura thor3e hI dinoM meM ApakA dUsarA vivAha grAma sAMgariyA meM zAha jorAvaramalajI saMkhalecA kI suputrI tIjAbAI ke sAtha ho gyaa| mutAjI ke dUsarA vivAha kara lene ke bAda kramazaH hastImala, bastImala tathA mizrImala, gajarAja Adi cAra putra aura eka putrI kA lAbha huA, jisameM gajarAja tathA yatna kuMvarI kA to zizu avasthA meM hI dehAnta ho gayA / tathA gayavaracanda, gaNezamala, hastImala, bastImala aura mizrImala Apake anta samaya taka sevA meM vidyamAna the / prasaMgopAta itanA kahakara aba hama hamAre mUla viSaya para Ate haiM ki hamAre caritra nAyakajI zizu avasthA ko isa prakAra bitA rahe the, jisakI camatkAra pUrNa aneka aisI ghaTanAe~ haiM jo Apake bhaviSya kI bhAgya rekhA kA sahaja hI meM paricaya karA rahI thI, jaise Apake ghara meM sAdhu AryA gocarI Ate the to Apa unake pAtra jabarana le lete the / Apake mAtu zrI jaba vyAkhyAna sunane ko padhAratI taba zrApa bhI sAtha jAyA karate the / bacapana meM hI zrApakI buddhi itanI zIghra gAminI thI ki vyAkhyAna meM dRSTAntAdi sunate ve makAna para Ane ke bAda jyoM ke tyoM sunA dete the / janma

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Adarza-jJAna 20 kabhI kabhI to Apa svayaM pATa para baiTha ke apane kuTambiyoM ko vyAkhyAna kI nakala karate hue kucha na kucha sunAyA karate the| kabhI kabhI to apanI umra ke bAlakoM meM Apa sAdhu bana unhoM ko upadeza bhI diyA karate the ityAdi aneka ceSTAe~ to Apa bAlyAvasthA meM hI kiyA karate the / jaise zrApa dharma sambandhI kAryoM meM bAlabhAva vyatIta karate the vaise hI sAMsArika kArya meM bhI aneka prakAra kI ghaTanAe~ kiyA karate the| jaba Apa zizvavasthA se kucha Age bar3he to zikSA ke hita vidyAlaya meM praviSTa hue, vahAM para bhI Apa sahapAThiyoM se sadaiva Age hI rahate the / Apane alpa samaya meM Avazyaka evaM AzAtIta zikSA grahaNa kara lo / jaba Apane Avazyaka vidyA prApta kara lI taba par3hAI chor3a kara vyApAra kSetra meM padArpaNa kiyA, yahAM bhI Apa bar3e hI kuzala nikale / vyApAra ke vyavahAra meM ApakI himmata aura ThautI bar3I anukaraNIya thI, jisa kArya ko zrApa prAraMbha karate usako bar3e hI utsAha se anta meM saphalatA prApta kara ke hI chor3ate the, ataH yaha eka ApakI svAbhAvika Adata sI ho gii| kevala vidyA aura vyApAra hI nahIM para bAlyAvasthA se satsaMga karane kA bhI Apako bar3A bhArI zauka thA / koI bhI sAdhu saMta evaM upadezaka-sudhAraka grAma meM Ate to Apa unase avazya milate evaM yogya satkAra kiyA karate the / pUrvajanma ke saMskAroM kI preraNA se bacapana se hI dharma kI ora ApakI abhiruci thI, Apake nivAsasthAna-bIsalapura meM prAyaH sthAnakavAsI sAdhuoM kA hI vizeSa sAgamana thA, Apa unake paramopAsaka the, yahI kAraNa thA ki

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21 janma - Apa apanI choTI umra meM sAmAyika pratikramaNa, stavana, samAe~ aura kaI zAstrIya bolacAla (thokar3A) kaNThastha kara liye the| isa samaya ApakI umra kevala 14 varSa kI thI, para mutAjI ke sira kA bhAra Apane bilkula halkA kara diyA thA, arthAt dUkAna kA vyApAra kharIdI tathA nAvA-jamAkharca arthAta rokar3a rojanAmA kA kArya Apane saMbhAla liyA thaa| - jaba Apane tAruNyAvasthA meM padArpaNa kiyA to Apake vivAha ke liye aneka sthAnoM se prastAva Ane lage para mutAjI ne pahale se hI nizcaya kara rakhA thA ki gayavaracaMda kI jaba taka 18 varSa kI umra na ho vahAM taka vivAha kA kArya svIkAra nahIM karanA, para kuTumba vAloM kI AturatA bhI to mutAjI ke sAmane maujUda thI. aura ve mutAjI ko hara prakAra se taMga kara rahe the / - - 5-vivAha jaba hamAre caritra nAyakajI satrahaveM varSa meM padAparNa karate haiM to udhara vivAha sambandha ke lie prastAvoM kI bharamAra mutAjI ko khUba hI taMga kara detI hai| AkhirakAra mutAjI ko apane nizcaya ko eka kinAre rakha zrIman bhAnurAmajI bAgarecA selAvasavAloM kI suyogya kanyA rAjakuMvara ke sAtha gayavaracaMda kA sambandha karake vi. saM 1954 ke maMgasara mAsa ke kRSNa pakSa kI 10 ko atyanta samAroha ke sAtha vivAha sampanna karadiyA,jaise hamAre caritra

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Adarza - jJAna 22 nAyakajI saba kArya meM kuzala the, vaise hI zrApI dharmapatnI rAjakuMvara bAI bhI mahilAoM ke aneka sadguNoM se vibhUSita thIM, aura gRhakArya karane meM sarva prakAra se dakSa thIM / yaha bAta kisI se bhI chipI huI nahIM hai ki jahAM dumAtA hotI hai vahAM thor3I bahuta khaTapaTa huA hI ka tI hai aura isakA mukhya kAraNa strI zikSA kA abhAva hai / yaha bAta pAThaka pichale prakaraNa meM par3ha cuke haiM ki mRtAjI kI pahalI patnI rUpAdevI ke do putra aura dUsarI patnI ke tIna putra the / jaba gayavaracaMdajI kA vivAha ho gayA, ghara meM do strieM ho gaI, aba thor3I bahuta khaTapaTa na hoM to phira auratoM kA apaThita rahane kA phalahI kyA huA ? dUsare gayavaracandajI jaise paidAsa karane meM kuzala the vaise javAnI meM kharca bhI bahuta kiyA karate the, jo purAne samaya ke mUtAjI kI prakRti ke bilakula pratikUla thA / ataH mutAjI ne ila garaja se gagavaracaMda ko ghara se kucha bhI na dekara alaga kara diyA ki aba yaha itanA kharca kahAM se karegA, arthAt isakI AMkheM khula jAveMgI aura akla durusta ho jAvegI / phira bhI gayavaracanda apane pitAjI kA vinayavAna suputra thA aura alaga hone ke samaya use ghara se kucha bhI nahIM diyA, itanA hI kyoM apitu donoM ke zarIra para jo jevara thA vaha bhI mAtAjI ne utAra liyA yaha vicAra kara ki kahIM adhika kharcI na milane para isa para to hAtha na par3a jAve / gayavaracanda ko U~ca nIca bahuta se apane hisse kA mAla baTavA tumhAre sahAyaka haiM, para hamAre caritra nAyakajI ne unako aisA madhura eva muMha tor3a uttara diyA para ghara bhaMjaka logoM ne samajhAyA ki tuma apane pitA sakate ho aura isa bAta meM hama

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23 vivAha ki aisA karanA hamAre lie eka bar3A bhArI kalaGka hai, kAraNa pitAjI ne hameM janma dekara bar3A kiyA, par3hAyA, aura vivAha kara diyA, aba pitAmI kI sampatti para merA kucha bhI adhikAra nahIM hai / hAM, yadi hama suputra haiM to unakI tana, mana tathA dhana se sevA baMdagI kareM, ityAdi vacana suna kara ve loga lajjita ho gaye, jaba ina zabdoM ko hamAre mUtAjI ne sunA to Apa bar3e hI saMtuSTa hue / hamAre caritranAyakajI kI vyApAra haTotI vaise hI sundara thI tathA Apa the bhI himmata bahAdura, ataeva alaga hote hI to Apane kisI ke zAmila meM vyApAra kiyA, para bAda meM jaba Apake pAsa thor3I bahuta rakama ho gaI to svataMtra arthAt apanA nijU vyApAra calAyA jo bar3e 2 vyApAriyoM kI spI karane se Age bar3ha gaye / ApakA kharcA jaisA kA taisA hI thA, jaba 1954 aura 55 meM Apake vyApAra meM kAphI munAphA rahA, to kharca kATakara bacI huI rakama bhI vyApAra meM lgaadii| jaba 1956 meM eka jabaradasta evaM-sarva-prANa haraNa duSkAla par3A usa samaya sarakAra kI ora se 'dholerAva' meM vizAla tAlAba ke bAMdha kA kAma jAhira huaa| gayavaracandajI ne apane kaI sAthiyoM ke sAtha anAja kI eka bar3I dukAna kholadI jisase usameM Apako acchI saphalatA milI / kharca nikAla kara bacI rakama se kucha jevara AbhUSaNa bhI karA liye| vi0 saM0 1957 kI sAlabhI Apake lie bahuta hI zreSTha rahI / isa varSa Apako vyApAra meM acchA munAphA huA, Apa jaise dhanopArjana karane meM puruSArthI the vaise kharca bhI vizeSa rakhate the aura usa kharca kI vajaha se ApakA nAma bhI cAroM aura phaila gayA thaa|

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Adarza - jJAna 24 zrApakA dampatti - jIvana itanA to zAntimayaM thA ki lakSmI bhI vahAM rahane kI icchA rakhatI thI / meM Apake eka putra bhI huA thA, para AyuSya tatkAla hI zAnta hogayA / vi0 saM0 1996 kama hone se vaha vi0 saM0 1958 kA jikra hai ki rAjakuMvarI ke lie apane pIhara sAlAvAsa se nimantraNa ke lie gAr3I AI thI, pahile bhI do tIna bAra ve loga prAcuke the, para jAne kA avasara nahIM milA isakA kAraNa dampatti prema hI thA ki ve alaga rahanA nahIM cAhate the, khaira / isa samaya jAnA jarUrI samajhakara aura bahuta zrAma hone se rAjakuMvarI ko sAlAvAsa jAne kI ijAjata de dI / rAjakuMvarI ke jAne ko karIba eka mAsa bhI sampUrNa nahIM huA thA ki hamAre caritra nAyakajI kI jaMghA meM phor3A kI bImArI ho gaI / pahile to yaha eka sAdhAraNa bImArI jAna par3atI thI, para bAda meM to usane eka mahA bhayaMkara rUpa dhAraNa kara liyA / basa, hamAre caritranAyakajI ko saMsAra tyAga ke lie mAno usa bImArI ne eka noTisa kA ho kAma kiyA, jisako Apane prArambha meM ho par3ha liyA hai| jisake pAtraH- bImAra the hamAre caritra nAyaka zrImAn gayavaracaMdajI | vRddha puruSa the mUtAjI pratApamalajI jo ApakI dIkSA meM sahAyaka the / brAhmaNa the, zivadAnajI jinhoMne davA kI thI /

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6 - pariNAmoM kA palaTA ! 1 rAjaku~vara ne selAsa meM yaha saMvAda sunA ki patideva to dIkSA kI taiyArI kara rahe haiM, basa, yaha sunate hI rAjaku~vara ke hI kyA saba kuTumbiyoM ke hoza havAsa ur3agaye / ve zIghra hI gAr3I lekara bIsalapura zrAye, Ate hI rAjaku~vara ne apane makAna ko eka sthAnaka evaM dharmazAlA ke rUpa meM dekhA, kyoMki kAMca tasvIroM kA sthAna dhArmika pustakoM ne grahaNa kara liyA thA, tathA palaMga, patharanA, gaddI, takiye ke sthAna para kASTa ke takhte dIkha par3e / zItala jala aura jhArI ke badale dhovana ke ku~De pAye; nitya naye rasavatI bhojana ke sthAna para rUkhe-sUkhe khAkhare jo AMbila ke kAma meM hI Ate dekhe,itanA hI nahIM varan rAga ke sthAna para vairAgya dekha kara khUba chAtI phAr3akara rudana karane lagI aura dene lagI apane patideva ko upAlambha | he nAtha ! Apa yaha kyA kara rahe ho, mujha abalA ko kisa ke bharose chor3a rahe ho, merA aisA kaunasA bar3A kasUra huA hai jisase ki Apa mujhe chor3ane ko taiyAra hue ho, jabaki apa mere binA eka kSaNa bhara bhI nahIM Thahara sakate the; zrApa kucha soca vicAra kara kArya kreN| maiM Apako hargija bhI jAne nahIM duuNgii| maiMne apanI samajha se ApakA aisA koI kasUra nahIM kiyA hai jo ki zrApa mujhe nirAdhAra chor3a kara jAne kI taiyArI kara rahe haiM / prANezvara ! Apane mujhe bulAne ke lie gAr3I bhejI kintu maiMne ajJAnavaza yaha samajha liyA ki Apa mujhe bImArI ke bahAne bulA rahe haiM, maiM eka varSa se pIhara gaI thI aura vahA~ mujhe eka

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Adarza - jJAna 26 mAsabhI pUrNa nahIM huA thA, isalie maiM nahIM AsakI / yadi mujhe aisI bImArI kI khabara hotI to maiM eka kSaNa bharabhI nahIM rukatI; ataeva mujha ajJAninI kI isa mUrkhatA ke lie Apa kSamA kareM, aura dIkSA kI bAta ko yahIM para roka deveM 1 he suzIlA ! ApakA moha vaza kahanA kadAcit ThIka hai, para isa vizva meM saba mAyA caJcala hai, kuTumba saba svArthI hai, AyuSya kA kSaNamAtra kA bhI vizvAsa nahIM hai / yadi bImArI ke samaya hI merA dehAnta ho jAtA to Apa kyA karatIM; yadi zrApakA mujhase Tala prema hai to Apa bhI kamara kasakara dIkSA ke lie taiyAra ho jAiye, saMsAra meM janma lenA aura maranA to saba jIvoM ke lie samAna hai, para vizeSatA una mahAnubhAvoM kI hai jinhoMne ki tapa saMyama dvArA apanA kalyANa kiyA karate aura kareMge, ataeva AyuSya kA patA nahIM hai Apa bhI dIkSA ke lie taiyAra hojAIye / prANeza! maiM dIkSA meM kucha bhI nahIM samajhatI hU~ tathApi pa se ghani prema hone ke kAraNa maiM Apake sAtha hone ko taiyAra hU~ / para mere udara meM garbha sthita hai isake lie kyA hogA ? kucha nahIM to jaba taka yaha saMkaTa na Tala Aya taba taka to Apa dIkSA kA nAma mu~ha se na nikAleM kyoMki jaba maiM dIkSA kA nAma sunatI hU~ to apanI mRtyu ko hI sAmane dekhatI hU~ / jaba hamAre caritranAyakajI ne apanI patnI ke zabdoM meM garbha kA honA sunA to Apa kucha vicAra meM par3a gaye, phira bhI Apane socA ki saba jIva karmAdhIna haiM, ataeva jo kucha bhagavAna ne jJAna se dekhA hai vahI hoke rahegA; kintu maiMne jo caitra kRSNa 8 ko dIkSA lenA nizcaya kiyA hai vaha to avazya dRr3ha rahegA / tatpazcAta

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pariNAmoM kA palaTA rAjaku~varI ko aise dhairya ke bacana kahe ki jisase unako thor3A bahuta saMtoSa avazya huA / dUsare hI dina rAjaku~vara ne apane makAna para zroghA pAtrAdi sAdhu ke kapar3e aura kaI sUtra kI pratie~ dekhIM to ApakA hRdaya aura bhI ghabar3A gayA; tathA Apane vaha saba sAmAna gupta rIti se lejAkara apane sAsa-zvasura ko dikhalAyA aura saba hAla kaha sunAyA / mutAjI ne itane dina kevala ha~sI kI bAtoM meM hI vyatIta kara die the kintu jaba oghA pAtrAdi sAmagrI dekhI to Apako isa bAta para vizvAsa hogayA ki gayavaracaMda dIkSA lenA cAhatA hai / phira to mutAjI se kaise rahA jA sakatA thA, Apake dila meM bahuta duHkha huA aura gaNezamala ko bhejakara gayavaracaMda ko apane pAsa bulAyA aura sAma, dAma, daMDa, bheda Adi saba taraha ke bacanoM se khUba samajhAyA; isa para Apane itanA hI kahA ki mujhe kAla kA vizvAsa nahIM hai, na jAne vaha kisa avasthA meM Akara bhakSaNa kara jAvegA, zrataeva mujhe apanA Atma kalyANa karane dIjie / tAjI ne yahA~ taka dhamakI dI ki yA to merA kahanA mAna kara tuma ghara meM rahanA svIkAra karalo anyathA maiM rAjya zakti dvA tumhArI va tumheM dIkSA lene meM sahAyatA karane vAloMkI khabara leU~gA / gavara baMda ke dIkSA kI khabara selAvAsa Apake susarAla taka sAdhAraNatayA to pahile hI pahu~ca gaI thI para jaba vizeSa samAcAra sune to ve loga bhI ekatrita hokara bIsalapura zrAye aura hamAre caritra nAyakajI ko bahuta kucha kaha suna kara hairAna kiyA; kintu yahA~ haldI kA raMga na thA jo ki sahaja meM hI ur3ajAve; para yahA~ 27

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Adarza - jJAna 28 to Apako jyoM 2 adhika tapAyA gayA tyoM 2 ApakI dIkSA kA raMga adhika raMgita hotA gayA kintu phira bho jaise taise samaya nikalate 2 phAlguna mAsa kA prArambha A pahu~cA / jyoM jyoM dIkSA kA muhUrtta najadIka AtA gayA tyoM tyoM mutAjI kI ghabar3AhaTa bar3hatI gaI Apane kaI upAyoMkA avalambana kiyA para vairAgya-masta gayavaracandajI para usakA kucha bhI prabhAva nahIM huA Akhira meM mutAjI ne eka dina gayavaracandako eka koTharI meM DAla kara usake dvAra para tAlA lagAdiyA - do rAtri aura eka dina Apa koTharI meM banda rahe para aisA karane se ApakA vairAgya zithila nahIM para aura bhI majabUta hogayA; isa hAlata meM mutAjI hatAza hogaye aura gavaracanda ko ghara meM rakhane ke liye sarakArI madada ke upAya socane lage Cam 7 - dIkSA ke nAma para eka sAdhu para vyarthakSepa vi0 saM0 1958 meM pUjya jaimalajI kI samudAya ke sAdhu zobhAcaMdajI kA caturmAsa bIsalapura meM huaa| hamAre caritranAyaka jI Apake pAsa sadaiva AyA jAyA karate evaM vyAkhyAna bhI sunate the, para svAmijI zrAvAra pAlana meM zithila the ataH unakI ora ApakI ruci thii| jaba Apane apanI bImArI meM dIkSA kI pratijJA kI thI, para dIkSA kisake pAsa lenI cAhiye, taba isa viSaya meM yaha nirNaya kiyA ki Apake aura Apake pitAzrI ke guru

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29 dIkSA ke nAma para eka sAdhu para vyAkSepa AmnAya pUjya ruganAthajI kI samudAya ke muni zrI ratnacaMdajI kI thI aura vaha sAdhu bhI acche the unhIM ke pAsa dIkSA lene kA vicAra kiyA, para usa samaya ApakA birAjanA dhUnAr3e thaa| hamAre caritra nAyakajI vaMdanArtha dhUnAr3e gye| aura vahA~ jAkara apanA saba hAla munijI ko sunA diyaa| isa para svAmijI ne kahAH-gayavaracaMda, tumhArI dIkSA ke lie abhI AjJA honA muzkila hai / kAraNa-pahilA to yaha hai ki mutAjI ke tuma sabase bar3e putra ho, dUsare abhI tumhAre vivAha ko cAra varSa bhI pUrNa nahIM hue haiM; ataeva abhI tumheM dIkSAkA nAma taka bhI nahIM lenA cAhiye / hA~, cartumAsa ke pazcAt maiM udhara aU~gA jaba navalamalajI jo ki hamAre bhaktazrAvaka haiM unase bAtacIta karane para nirNaya karUgA, para itanA jarUra dhyAna rakhanA ki mere Ane ke pUrva tuma kahIM dIkSA kI bAta na karanA, isa zreSTha salAha ko mAnakara hamAre caritranAyakajI vApisa bIsalapura zrA gye| bIsalapura meM pAMca-sAta AdamI paradezI sAdhuoM ke bhakta the, unhoMne samAcAra dekara svAmI kevalacaMdajI tathA ratnacaMdajI paradezI sAdhuoM ko bulAyA aura unhoMne hamAre caritranAyakajI se kahA ki dezI sAdhuoM meM sAdhutva nahIM hai / ve sthAnaka meM utarate haiM, garma pAnI jo AdhA karmI hone para bhI lAkara pI lete haiM, isake atirikta aura bhI kaI doSoM se dUSita haiM, yadi tuma ghara bhI chor3ate ho to phira aise pAsatthoM ke pAsa dIkSA kyoM lete ho, ityAdi bhrama-jAla meM DAla kara manameM zaMkA paidA karadI / pradezI sAdhu aura zrAvakoM ne to itanI lagna dikhAI ki jaitAraNa meM bAlacandajI caitra kRSNa 8 ko dIkSA lete haiM, bhApa

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Adarza-jJAna 30 bhI unake sAtha dIkSA le leM tAki zIghra kalyANa ho / ___ idhara caitra kRSNa 8 kA dina bhI najadIka Ane lagA, hamAre caritranAyakajI ke dila meM eka to yaha bAta nizcaya nahIM huI thI ki dIkSA dezI sAdhuoM ke pAsa lenI cAhiye yA pradeziyoM ke pAsa ? dUsarA rAjakuMvara bAI garbhita thIM, phira bhI dIkSA lene kA ApakA nizcaya dRr3ha banA huA thaa| idhara muni zrIratnacaMdajI dhUnAr3A se vihAra karate hue caitra kRSNA 5 ko bIsalapura padhAre unako isa bAtakA patA nahIM thA ki ga varacaMdajI kI dIkSA kA prazna itanA vikaTa banA huA hai aura caitra kRSNA 8 ko hI dIkSA lene vAle haiM, para bhavitavyatA bar3I balavAna hotI hai, idhara to rAjaku~vara ke garbha kA patana huA aura idhara muni ratnacaMdajI kA Agamana huaa| ina donoM kArya meM kevala 3 ghaMTe kA hI antara thA arthAta garbhapatana subaha 6 baje huA aura munijI kA padhAranA 9 baje huA / jaba do tIna ghaMTe meM garbha kI carcA grAma meM phailI; tathA nimitta kAraNa aisA hI thA ki logoM meM yaha galata vicAra phaila gayA ki sAdhu ratanacaMda jI gayavaracaMdanI ko dIkSA dene ko Aye haiM, isa duHkha ke mAre rAjaku~vara ke garbha kA patana ho gayA hai / idhara sAdhu ratnacandanI gocarI lekara sthAnaka meM Ate haiM udhara kaI mehasaraniyAM, sunAraniyAM sevaganiyAM, nAiniyAM sthAnaka ke pAsa Akara ratna caMdajI sAdhu ko khUba durvacanoM se gAliyAM dene lagI ki, re duSTa sAdhuo ! tumhArI dayA kahA~ gaI, bicArI rAjaku~vara ke garbha kA patana tuma logoM ne hI karavAyA hai, ityaadi| sAdhu ratnacaMdajI itanA nirmala aura pavitra sAdhu thA ki unako

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31 dizAvara gamana na to isa bAta kI mAlUma thI na gayavaracaMda se abhI taka milehI the, phira bhI kisI janma ke saMcita azubha karma udaya hone se aisA vyartha AkSepa sahana karanA pdd'aa| svAmi ratnacaMdajI ne isa bAta ko sunakara vahAM anna jala taka bhI grahaNa nahIM kiyA aura vihAra kara cale gaye / jaba garacaMda ko isa bAta kI khabara milI to ve sAdhujI ke pIche jAkara apane aparAdha kI kSamA mAMgane lge| sAdhujI ne kahA ki gayatraracanda maiMne tumheM dhUnAr3A meM kahA thA ki tuma dIkSA kA nAma na lenA, kintu tumane merA kahanA nahIM mAnA jisakA hI kaTu phala hai / kintu maiM to aba bhI kahatA hU~ ki mAtA, pitA va strI kI rAya - sahamata ke binA yadi tuma dIkSA leoge to phAyadA nahIM uThAoge, zrataeva jarA dhairyya rakha zAnti se kAma lenA ityAdi, guru mahArAja ke yaha vacana sunate hI hamAre caritra nAyakajI ke dila ne palTA khAyA aura caitra kRSNA ko dIkSA lene kA jo zubha muhUtta thA vaha ghara chor3a paradeza jAne ke rUpa meM pariNita hogayA / 8 - dizAvara gamana pradezI sAdhu kaise hozayAra hote haiM, jaba hamAre caritra nAyaka jI kA samAgama huA to Apane vairAgya kI oTa meM unako cAroM khandha karavA die, jaise: Comaghug

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Adarza-jJAna 32 (1) kacce pAnI kA sarvathA tyAga (2) kaccI harI lIlotI kA sarvathA tyAga (3) rAtri-bhojana kA sarvathA tyAga (4) maithuna kA sarvathA tyAga, inako cAroM khandha kahate haiM / hamAre caritra nAyakajI ne apane vairAgya kI dhuna meM ina cAroM khandhoM kA tyAga kara diyaa| ____ idhara muni ratnacaMdajI ke akAraNa upadrava aura garbhapatana ne Apake vicAroM meM itanA parivartana kara diyA ki Apake hRdaya se dIkSA ko bhAvanA bilkula bidA ho gii| aba to Apane saMsAra meM rahane kA nizcaya kara liyA / kintu 21 varSa kI javAna umra vA saMsAra meM strI sahita rahanA aura cAroM khandhoM kA pAlana karanA yaha eka vikaTa samasyA Apake sAmane A upasthita huii| Akhira. isa nirNaya para pahu~ce ki binA saMsAra chor3e cAra khandha pAlanA muzkila hai / phira kabhI vaha zubha dina avegA ki maiM ina cAroM mahA khandhoM ko pAlana karuMgA abhI to ina khandhoM ko eka DibbI meM ba~dha kara surakSita sthAna meM rakha detA huuN| ___ loka lajjA bhI eka aisI vastu hai ki aba Apa apane ghara se bAhara bhI nahIM nikala sakate the, yadi koI ghara para bhI AtA to lajjA ke mAre usase mila bhI nahIM sakate the| Akhira caitra badI 7 ke dina rAtri meM Apane apane pitAzrI ke pAsa jAkara saba hAla kaha sunAyA ki aba merI icchA dIkSA lene kI nahIM hai, para kala dizAvara jAne kA vicAra kiyA hai, pIche kA saba kArya Apake bharose hai| ghara meM jo kucha mAla hai athavA lena dena hai usakI vyavasthA zrApa hI ke jimme hai| mutAjI ko phira vizvAsa nahIM AyA, pichalA kAma saba

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dizAvara gamana kara leveMge, kintu maiM tumhAre sAtha calakara TikaTa kaTAkara rela gAr3I meM biThA dU~ taba hI mujhe vizvAsa aavegaa| gayavaracaMda ne kahA Apa vizvAsa rakhiye maiM saba sacce hRdaya se kahatA huuN| isa para bhI mutAjI ko vizvAsa na huA, ve apane priya putra ko lekara jodhapura pahuMce aura apane hAthoM se ahamadAbAda kA TikaTa le Aye tathA eka tAra ahamadAbAda kesarImalajI bAgarecA, jo hamAre caritra nAyakajI ke susarAla pakSameM sAle lagate the, de diyA ki gayavaracaMda isa gAr3I se ahamadAbAda AtA hai, basa gAr3I ha~kane ke bAda mutAjI apane ghara Aye aura rAjaku~vara ko apane makAna para bulAkara dhairya ke sAtha apane pAsa rakha lI / gayavaracaMda ke rAjo-khuzI ahamadAbAda pahuMcane kA patra A.jAne se sabake dila ko saMtoSa ho gyaa| .. hamAre caritranAyakajI cAra dina taka to vahA~ mehamAna kI taraha rahe, bAda Apane vahA~ se vabaI jAne kA vicAra kiyA parantu ve loga zrApako kaba jAne dene vAle the| unhoMne kahA ki zrApa 1 varSa taka to yahA~ cAhe hamAre sAtha ( zAmila ) cAhe svataMtra vyApAra karo jisase. ki hamako pUrNa vizvAsa hojAya ki Apa saMsAra meM rahoge / ataH Apako philahAla hama jAne nahIM deMge / . . .. kesarImalajI, mulatAnamalajI, pratApamalajI, acaladAsa jI Apake bar3e zvasura ke putra sAle lagate the| jasarAjajI Apake sAda aura kAlIdAsa tejAjI vagairaha Apake saMbaMdho lagate the ina sasurAla vAloM kI adhyakSatra meM raha kara Apa vyApAra karanA nahIM cAhate the aura yahI kAraNa thA ki Apane baMbaI jAne kA nizcaya kara liyA thaa|

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Adarza - jJAna 34 kesarImalajI mulatAnamalajI ne kahA ki Apa yahA~ raha kara vyApAra na kareM to hamArA vyApAra amarakoTa meM bhI calatA hai vahA~ padhAra kara vyApAra kIjiye, hama Apako kisI bhI hAlata meM jAne to nahIM deMge / isa para Apane amarakoTa jAnA svIkAra kara liyA / 6 - pitAjI kI antima sevA gayavaracandajI jaba ahamadAbAda pahu~ce to bahuta se sajjana ApakI agavAnI ke lie sTezana para Aye aura nagara meM le gaye, kintu mAre lajjA ke ApakA sira U~cA nahIM hotA thA / vahAM Apake sasurAla pakSa ke bahuta se sajjana the / kucha dina ahamadAbAda meM Thahara kara vyApArArtha amarakoTa cale gaye / vahAM kaI mAsa Thahara kara Apa mirjApura gaye, vahAM se vApisa lauTate samaya Apa ko apane pitAjI ke darzana kI bhAvanA atyanta vega se umar3a uThI / dUsare Apa apanI dharmapatnI rAjaku~varI se bhI milanA cAhate the, zrataeva canda dinoM ke lie Apa bIsalapura padhAra gaye / bhAgyavazAt mUtAjI navalamalajI sAhiba Azvina kRSNA 10 ko ekAeka bImAra ho gaye | gaNezamalajI bhI disAvara the, dUsare bhAI abhI choTe the, Apako amarakoTa jAnA jarUrI thA kintu pitAjI kI bImArI ke samaya unakI sevA meM rahanA bhI atyanta Avazyaka samajhA gayA / Apa pitAjI kI sevA meM nirantara 20 dina raha kara antima Tahala cAkarI-sevA kara unake

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35 pitAjI kI aMtima sevA RNa se kucha uRNa hue, Apane unakA bahuta ilAja karavAyA, kintu zrAyuSya kA upacAra kisI vaidya, DAkTara athavA hakIma ke pAsa nahIM thA / Apane apane pitAzrI ko antima samaya taka dhArmika stavana svAdhyAya vaigaraha khUba sunAye tathA unakI icchAnusAra dAna bhI diyA gayA / Akhira Azvina zuklA 15 ko mutAjI ne isa asAra saMsAra ko tyAga kara svarga kI ora prasthAna kiyA / lokAcara kI saba kriyAeM Apa hI ke hAtha se huI / janatA kahane laga gaI ki saMsAra meM ve hI bhAgyazAlI haiM jo ki antima samaya apane mAtA pitA kI sevA kara unake RNa se mukta ho jAte haiM, Aja gayavaracaMda bhI bhAgyazAlI huA hai jisane ki pitAjI kI antima sevA kI / mUtAjI ke dehAnta ne to Apake sira para eka bar3I bhArI sakhtI DAladI / Apane disAvara jAte samaya apanA vyApAra va lena dena Adi mutAjI ko saMbhalAyA thA, kintu Aja to mutAjI khuda apanA saba vyavasAya kA vajana Apake sira para hI DAla gaye, yadyapi Apa mUtAjI kI maujUdagI meM hI alaga ho gaye the, kintu isa samaya gaNezamala to disAvara gayA huA thA zeSa saba bhAI choTe the / vizAla vyApAra aura hajAroM kI lena dena thI, yadi isakI ThIka vyavasthA na kI jAya to bhaviSya meM khUba hAni uThAnI pdd'e| Apake mAtAzrI kA yA mAmAjI caMdamalajI kA tathA anya sajjanoM kA Agraha pUrvaka kahanA thA ki aba judA zAmila ko bhUlakara isa kAma ko hAtha meM lekara sucAru rUpa se calA / Apane kahA ki itanA kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, isa kArya ko maiM apanA khAsa kartavya samajhatA hU~ / 1

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Adarza - jJAna 36 Apane saba kAryya hAtha meM lekara usako vyavasthA pUrvaka calAnA zurU kiyA, kucha samaya ke bAda gaNezamala bhI disAvara se AgayA / eka varSa paryanta donoM bhAiyoM ne khUba vyApAra calAyA, para usakA natIjA dekhA to kharca kATa kara thor3I rakama kI bacata rahI, isakA kAraNa yaha thA ki mAravAr3a ke vyApAra meM jyAdA munAphA nahIM rahA / AsAmiyoM ke vyApAra meM bhI jamAnA ThIka nahIM hone se bahuta kama AmadanI raha gaI, isa hAlata meM disAvara jAnA acchA samajha kara gaNezamala ko mAravAr3a kA vyApAra sauMpa kara Apa disA vara gaye aura mugalAI prAnta kA parabhaNI zahara meM jA kara kucha samaya taka to nokarI kI, tatpazcAt ghara kA rujagAra kiyA, isameM ThIka bacata rahane lagI, isa hAlata meM gaNezamalajI, hastomala, aura rAjaku~varI ko bhI vahIM bulA liyA, karIba 3 varSa vyApAra kiyA jisameM acchI saphalatA milI / kAraNa Apa aura aura jo pitAjI ke vi0 saM0 1963 meM kucha bImArI ke ApakI dharmapatnI rAjaku~varI mAravAr3a Aye antima samaya meM gaNezamala kA vivAha karane kI bhAvanA thI jisakI pUrti ke liye Apane sAvalatA ke sAMr3hoM ke vahAM gaNezamalajI kI sagAI kA sambandha kara diyA, aura jevara vastra bhI vahAM bheja diyA, yaha mAsa thA zrAvaNa kA aura mAgha ke mAsa meM usakA vivAha karanA bhI nizcaya kara liyA / hamAre caritra nAyakajI ke nau varSoM meM cAra santAneM huI kintu eka bhI jIvita nahIM rahI / auratoM meM yaha carcA phaila gaI ki rAja ku~varI ke bar3alI kA bhairU~jI ko yAtrA bolI huI hai, vaha nahIM karane se inake bAla baccA jIvita nahIM rahatA hai, ataeva bar3alI ke

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punaH dIkSA kI bhAvanA bhairU~ kI yAtrA karanI cAhiye / hamAre caritra nAyakajI to zurU se hI sivAya arihanta deva ke kisI ko sira namAte hI nahIM the, itanA hI kyoM para Apake vivAha meM sivAya jaina mandira ke aura kisI bhI devI devatA kI jAta taka bhI nahIM dI thI, ve bar3alI ke bhairU~ ke vahA~ jAkara kaba zIza jhukAne vAle the, para loka-apavAda bhI eka aisI haTIlI vastu hai ki unake sAmane binA icchA bhI zIza jhukAnA par3atA hai / rAjaku~varI aura bahuta se sajanoM ke ati Agraha hone se ghara se disAvara jAne ke samaya jodhapura Akara bar3alI gaye aura kevala rAjaku~varI ne hI bar3alI ke bhairU~ kI jAta dekara sva-icchA bolavA bolI, bAda punaH jodhapura aaye| idhara tIvarIvAle evaM jalagAMva vAle jodhapura se ratalAma pU0zrIlAlajI ke darzanArtha jA rahe the, unhoMne hamAre caritra nAyakajI ko bhI Agraha kiyA, aura Apane unhIM ke sAtha ratalAma jAnA svIkAra kara liyA, rAjaku~vara ko bhI pU0zrI. mahArAja ke darzanoM kI abhilASA thii| ataeva dampatti ratalAma jAkara pUjya zrIlAlajI mahArAja ke darzana kara Ananda ko prApta huye / / 10-punaH dIkSA kI bhAvanA bhAdra pada zukla caudasa kA zubha dina thA, pUjya zrI mahArAja ke vyAkhyAna meM hajAroM nara nArI kA itanA bar3A samudAya thA ki vizAla bhavana hone para bhI logoM ko baiThane ke lie sthAna nahIM

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38 Adarza-jJAna milatA thA, para hamAre caritra nAyakajI darzanArtha zrAye hue videzI mehamAna the, ataH Apako pUjyajI ke najadIka hI sthAna mila gayA / pUjya jI kI vyAkhyAna zailI jaisI madhura thI vaisI hI rocaka bhI thI usa dina vyAkhyAna kA viSaya thA " vrata bhaMga aura AlocanA " yadi koI vyakti vrata lekara bhaMga karade aura punaH usakI Alo canA kara prAyazcita na le to vaha virAdhI ho saMsAra meM anaMtakAla paribhraNa karatA hai, ityAdi, isa para hetu yukti viSaya ko itanA bhayAnaka banA diyA ki jisase ho usako AlocanA lenA anivArya ho gayA / hamAre caritra nAyakajI ne jyoM hI vyAkhyAna sunA tyoM hI ApakA roma roma khar3A ho gayA, kAraNa Apako apane kiye hue cAra khandhoM ke tyAga aura usakA bhaMga smRti meM A gayA, aura mana ho mana pazcAtApa karane lage / ApakI bhAvanA yahA~ taka hogaI ki vrata bhaMga kI AlocanA kara isakA prAyazcita Aja hI pUjya zrI se le lenA cAhiye / samaya para vyAkhyAna samApta huA, atithI gaNa bhojana karane ko gaye / ratalAma vAsiyoM ne saba ke liye bhojana eka sthAna para hone kA prabandha kara rakhA thA para caturmAsa ke dinoM meM lIlaNa phUlana aura trasa jIvoM kI utpatti aura vidharmI rasoiyoM ke kAraNa unakI hotI huI hinsA ko dekha ghRNA zrAye binA bhI nahIM rahatI thI, kyoMki eka to darzanArtha Aye huoM kI saMkhyA bahuta thI, dvitIya rasoiye saba vidharmI the, tIsare caturmAsa ke dina the / dharma ke nAma para yaha bhrUNa hiMsA adharma kA hI poSaNa karatI thI, khaira sabake sAtha Apane bhI bhojana kiyA para bhojana ke samaya Apa ke mana meM to vahI vyAkhyAna kI AlocanA kI hI dorA dora dRSTAnta lagA kara vrata bhaMga huA

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39 punaH dIkSA kI bhAvanA thii| bhApa bhojana kara sIdhe hI pUjyazrI ke pAsa aaye| usa samaya pUjya mahArAja AhAra pAnI kara ArAma kara rahe the; phira bhI Apako paradezI jAna kara andara Ane kI AjJA de dii| ___zrApa ne andara jAkara vandanA namaskAra kara namratA pUrvaka arja kI ki pUjya mahArAja maiMne Aja ApakA apUrva vyAkhyAna sunA hai, aura maiM kucha AlocanA karanA cAhatA huuN| pUjyazrI:-kaho bhAI, kyA AlocanA hai ? gayavaracandajI:-maiMne cAra varSa pUrva (1) kaccA pAnI, (2) kaccI harI, (3) rAtri bhojana, aura (4) maithuna ina cAroM kA tyAga kiyA thA, ye cAroM vrata bhaMga hogaye / isakI AlocanA lenI hai; kRpAkara jo kucha daMDa prAyazcita ho vaha dekara merA uddhAra kiijie| __pUjyajI:-tuma bhAgyazAlI hA ki apane bhana vratoM kI AlocanA karate ho| . gayavaracandaH-yaha Apake vyAkhyAna kA hI prabhAva hai ? pUjyajI:-acchA bhAI, vrata bhaMga kA prAyazcita to hama zAstrAnusAra de deveMge para ve cAroM vrata Aja se Apako pAlana karane hoNge| gayavaracanda:-pUjya mahArAja ! maiM gRhasthI hU~ merA rahanA disAvara meM hai, merI yuvakAvasthA hai, aura strI mere pAsa meM rahatI hai, aisI hAlata meM ve cAra khaMdha mere se kaise pAlana ho sakate haiM, arthAt bilkula nahIM pleNge| pUjyajI:-bhAI, aisAhI hai to pahile ina bAtoM kA vicAra karake hI vrata . lenA thaa|

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Adarza - jJAna 40 gayavaracandaH - pUjya mahArAja ! usa samaya merI bhAvanA dIkSA lene kI thI; vairAgya kI dhuna meM maiMne vrata leliyA / pazcAt karmoM kA udaya hone se na to dIkSA le sakA aura na vrata hI pAlana kara skaa| aba isakA koI rAstA nikAlie ? pUjyajI: - punaH tapAlana ke atirikta isakA dUsarA koI rAstA nahIM hai / sAtha hI pUjyajI ne upadeza bhI diyA ki yaha saMsAra asAra hai, kuMTumba saba svArthI eka sarAya ke mele ke sadRza hai, 'lakSmI aura bhoga caMcala haiN| AyuSya asthira hai, yadi manuSya ina thor3e se sukhoM ke lie jindagI barbAda kara detA hai to vaha anaMta kAla taka saMsAra meM paribhramaNa karatA hai; jisameM bhI vrata grahaNa kara usakA bhaMga karatA hai usake lie to kahanA hI kyA hai / kahA bhI hai ki 'vrata nahIM le vaha pApI aura lekara bhaMga karatA hai vaha mahApApI hotA hai; ' tuma apanI strI aura vyavasAya para kyA mugdha hote ho, maiM khuda do varSa kI vivAhitA ko tyAga kara aThAraha varSa kI umra meM dokSA lI thI aura Aja apanA kalyANa hU~ / gayavaracandajI:-- pUjyajI ke thor3e se zabda bhI jAdUsA kAma kara gaye, Apa ke dila meM punaH dIkSA kI bhAvanA paidA ho gaI aura kahA ki pU0 mahArAja jaba maiM pUrvokta cAroM khaMdha pUrNatayA pAlana karanA cAhU~ tatra to mujhe dIkSA hI lenI par3atI hai, kyoMki binA dIkSA lie yaha vrata nahIM pala sakatA hai / pUjyajI:- dIkSA lenA kaunasI bar3I bAta hai, tumato sAdhAraNa gRhastha ho, para bar3e 2 rAjA mahArAjA aura seTha sAhUkAroM

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41 ratalAma meM do mAsa kI sthiratA ne apanI rAjagaddI aura striyoM ko tyAga kara dIkSA lI hai, kyA dekhate ho manuSya janmAdi uttama sAmagrI bAra bAra milanA muzkila hai, pariNAmoM ko sthira karalo / gayaMvaraH -- pUjya mahArAja ApakA kahanA to akSarazaH satya haiM, para kyA karU~ pahile bhI maiMne dIkSA kI bAta nikAlI para bhoga karma ke udaya hone se dIkSA nahIM le sakA aura duniyAM meM isake viparIta merI haMsI huI / pUjyajI - khaira, jaisI tumhArI marjI, kintu abhI caturmANa ke do mAsa zeSa rahe hai, tuma yahA~ Thahara kara jJAnAdhyayana karo aura vyAkhyAna suno, Age jaisI tumhArI icchA / gayavaraH -- pUjya maiM Apake kathana ko zirodhArya karatA hU~ / pUjyajI : - usI samaya thokar3A ke bola cAla sIkhane ke lie Apako thor3e se bola die aura kahA ki inako kaNThastha kara zyAma ko vApisa sunA denA / gayavara, pUjyajI ke vacanoM ko tathAstu kahakara vandanA kara cala diyA / 11 - ratalAma meM do mAsa kI sthiratA hamAre caritranAyakajI ke hRdaya ne punaH palTA khAyA, vratabhaMga ke bhaya ne to Apako vaibhrAMta banA diyA Apane socA ki binA dIkSA ke yaha pApa chUTa nahIM sakatA hai, para dIkSA lenA bhI koI mAmUlI bAta nahIM hai, isa vicAra meM dina bIta gayA, rAtri meM pUjyajI

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bhAdarza-jJAna ke pAsa gaye, to unhoM ne pUchA, kyoM bhAI ve bola yAda kara lie ? jI haaN| to sunAdo / Apane jyoM ke tyoM sunA die / pUjyajI ne socA ki isakI buddhi to khUba hI nirmala hai| usI samaya dviguNita bola aura de die aura kahA ki inako subaha Akara sunA denA / tathAstu / dUsare dina phira dampati pajyajI ke vyAkhyAna meM Aye, pUjyajI bar3e hI catura the vyAkhyAna meM usI AlocanA ke viSaya ko khUba vistAra se varNana kiyA / anta meM yahI kahA ki vrata bhaMgakara alocanA nahIM karatA hai vaha anaMtakAla saMsAra meM paribhramaNa karatA to hai hI para phira kisI bhava meM vrata udaya nahIM AtA hai / / isa upadeza ne to hamAre caritra nAyakajI para aura bhI vizeSa prabhAva DAlA, aura Apane apane mana meM nizcaya kara liyA ki aba dIkSA lie binA kisI prakAra bhI chuTakArA nahIM hai kintu abhI isa bAta ko gupta rakha kara do mAsa taka to jJAnAbhyAsa karanA hI acchA hai| ___ Apa ne apanI dharmapatnI rAjaku~vara se kahA ki pUjyazrI kA vyAkhyAna bahuta acchA hai aura dIpamAlikA taka disAvara meM kucha Avazyaka kArya bhI nahIM hai ataeva merI icchA hai ki dIvAlI taka yahIM ThahareM aura pUjyajI mahArAja kA vyAkhyAna suneM / striyAM bicArI hamezA sapheda kapar3e ke samAna svaccha hRdaya vAlI hotI haiM; pUjyajI kA vyAkhyAna rAjaku~vara ko priya pratIta hotA thA, ataeva usane kaha diyA ki yadi ApakI icchA hai to maiM kyoM inkAra karUM, dIvAlI taka yahIM Thahara jAiye / basa, phira to thA hI kyA,eka makAna kirAye para leliyA aura

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43 ratalAma meM do mAsa kI sthiratA eka sevikA rakhalI, aura Apa dampati vahAM Ananda meM Thahara gye| pUjyajI eka atyanta hI catura khilAr3I the, Upara se to jJAnAbhyAsa karavAne kI kauziza karate the para andara se isa prakAra bairAgya ke bAga lagAyA karate the ki suna ne vAloM kA dila pighale binA nahIM rahatA thA, yahI kAraNa thA ki gayavaracaMdajI ne spaSTa zabdoM meM kaha diyA ki pUjya mahArAja maiMne dIkSA lene kA nizca kara liyA hai / basa, pUjyajI mahArAja ke hAtha to eka sone kI cir3iyA laga gaI, aba Apa kaba cupacApa baiThane vAle the rAtri tathA dina meM jitanA avakAza milatA jJAnAbhyAsa karavAne meM bitAne lge| idhara gayavaracaMdajI kI buddhi itanI prakhara thI ki dUsarA sAdhu eka mAsa meM jitanA jJAna kaNThastha na kara sake utanA Apa eka hI dina meM kara lete the, pUjyajI ne bhI apane dila meM yaha nizcaya kara liyA ki yadi gayavaracandajI ne dIkSA lelI to yaha hamArI pUjya padavI kA adhikArI bana jaina dharma kA avazya udyota karegA ! karIba do mAsa meM hamAre caritra nAyakajI ne 75 thokar3A aura dezavaikAlika sUtra kaNThastha karalie, itanA hI kyoM para Apane to apanI dharmapatnI rAjaku~vara ko bhI sAmAyika pratikramaNa kaNThastha karavA die, yahA~ taka to saba Ananda meM hI the / eka samaya kA jikra hai ki ratalAma meM hagAmajI ArajiyAM se caumAsA kiyA thA, rAjaku~vara sAmAyika pratikramaNa karane ko vahIM jAyA karatI thI / ve Aya eka vairAgina ko sAtha lekara pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa AI, usa samaya hamAre caritra nAyakajI pUjyajI kI sevA meM upasthita the / pUjyajI ne usa vairAgina ko upadeza dete hue kahA ki bahina, tU to vidhavA hai aba dIkSA

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Adarza-jJAna ke sivAya terA saMsAra meM koI nahIM hai para dekha, ye bIsalapura vAle puvaka saba sAmagrI aura strI ke hote hue bhI dIkSA le rahe haiM ityAdi, bAda ArajiyAM apane makAna para AI, rAtri meM pratikramaNa ke pazcAt bAta hI bAta meM ArajiyoM ke muMha se nikala gayA ki dekho bAI, bosalapura vAle gayavaracandajI apanI patnI ke sAtha pUjya mahArAja ke upadeza se dIkSA lete haiM, dhanya hai isa avasthA meM dIkSA lene vAle ko Adi / makAna meM cAroM ora aMdhakAra thA, rAjaku~vara bhI vahIM thI, usane dIkSA kA nAma sunA to eka dama hRdaya meM dAvAnala bhabhaka uThA / baiThakA ( zrAsana ) vahIM DAlakara vaha sIdhI makAna para AI, sevikA mojUda thI, vartana vagairaha jina logoM ke lAye the be saba pahu~cA diye aura vistara vagairaha bAMdha kara prasthAna kI saba taiyArI karalI tathA makAna ke dvAra baMda kara khUba phikra meM baiThI huI apane pati deva kI rAha dekha rahI thii| sadaiva kI bhAMti 11 baje gayavaracaMdajI makAna para Aye to makAna ke daravAje baMda pAye aura makAna meM na dekhA sevikA kA cihna aura na pAyA dIpaka / makAna ke kivAr3a khar3akhar3A ke pukArA ki daravAjA kholanA ! rAjaku~vara ne daravAjA kholA aura Apa andara gaye to rAjaku~vara bar3e hI duHkha ke sAtha rone lagI; Apane madhura vacanoM se samajhAyA aura rone kA hAla pUMchane para rAjakuMvara ne kahA kiH-Apa bar3e hI vizvAsaghAtI haiM jo ki mujha abalA se bhI vizvAsaghAta kiyA hai| - patiH-kyoM maiMne Apase kyA vizvAsaghAta kiyA hai? rAjaku~varaH-Apa dIkSA lene ko taiyAra hue haiM? patiH-Apako kisane kahA ?

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ratalAma meM do mAsa kI sthiratA rAjaku~varaH-abhI maiM zrArajiyoM ke yahA~ sunakara AI huuN| patiH-isase kyA huA, loga to aise hI aphavAha phailA dete haiM / zAyada apana loga yahA~ Thahara gaye isalie logoM ne bAta ur3AdI hogI? rAjaku~varaH-logoM ne kyA, khAsa pUjyajI mahArAja ne Ara. jiyoM se kahI hai| patiH-mujhe isa bAtapara vizvAsa nahIM hai ki pUjyajI ne kahI ho / rAjakuMvaraH-khaira kucha bhI ho, maiM to eka kSaNabharabhI yahA~ nahIM ThaharU~gI, Apa mujhe bIsalapura pahu~cAdeM, bAda Apa jaisA ThIka samajhe vaisA hI kreN| ___patiH-ApakI aisI hI icchA hai to kala hI bIsalapura calo, aisA kahane se rAjaku~vara kA dila thor3A bahuta zAnta huA aura rAtri bhara sneha pUrNa vyatIta huI / subaha huA aura rAjaku~vara ne kahA, calo ravAnA hoo| pati:-rasoI banAlo, bAda rAtri kI gAr3I se caleMge, rAja ku~vara ne rasoI banAI, donoM ne bhojana kiyA, bAda thor3I dera meM eka kAgaja lAkara rAjaku~vara ko par3hAyA ki yaha disAvara kA kAgaja AyA hai aura mujhe bulAyA bhI hai; aba tumhArI icchA bIsalapura jAne kI ho to pahile Apako bIsalapura pahu~cA dU~ aura mere sAtha calane kI icchA ho to maiM 2-4 dinoM meM jAU~gA, mere sAtha clie| : patnI:-aurateM hamezA pati ke pAsa rahanA ho pasaMda karatI hai, tadanusAra gajakuMvara ne kahA ki yadi Apa 2-4 dina meM hI yahA~ se rakhAnA honA cAhate haiM to maiM Apake sAtha calane ko taiyAra huuN| ThIka hai|

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Adarza - jJAna 46 pUjyajI ke pAsa eka jorAvaracaMdajI bhaMDArI kucerA vAle rahate the, aura ve Apake abhyAntara ke zrAvaka, tathA dIkSA ke to pakke dalAla hI the, pUjyajI mahArAja ko mAlUma huA ki ArajiyoM ke - bAta karane se saba mAmalA gar3abar3a sA hogayA hai, aura gayavaracaMdajI 2-4 dinoM meM hI disAvara jAne vAle haiM, pUjyajI ne bhaNDArIjI ko 'bulAkara kahA ki gayavaracaMda eka suyogya aura buddhizAlI honahAra ratna hai, aisA AdamI hAthoM se calAjAya, yaha ThIka nahIM, isa lie koI bhI upAya karo ki inakI dIkSA jaldI hojAve / bhaNDArI jI gayavaracaMdajI ke pAsa Aye aura unake mana ko aura bhI sthira karane ke aneka upAya karane lage / rAja ku~vara : - idhara 4 dina bIta jAne para rAjaku~vara ne takAjA kiyA ki basa 4 dina hogaye aba yahAM se calo / patiH - rAjaku~vara ko upadeza diyA ki saMsAra meM kucha bhI sAra nahIM hai; Apako mAlUma hai ki mere cAra khandha-bar3e vratoM kA bhaMga huA hai jisase anaMta kAla saMsAra meM paribhramaNa karanA par3egA, ataeva maiM to dIkSA lU~gA, Apa bhI dIkSA lekara Atma kalyANa kreN| yadi maiM dIkSA lUM aura Apa saMsAra meM raheMge to prathama to mere dIkSA lene ke bAda Apako saMsAra meM koI bhI sukha nahIM hai; dvitIya parAdhIna rahanA aura tRtIya kevala bhojana vastra ke lie jIvana vyatIta karanA / isase to dIkSA lekara zrAtma kalyANa karanA hI acchA hai / rAjaku~vara :- maiM yaha nahIM jAnatI thI ki Apa isa prakAra mujhe dhokhA deveM / patiH - dhokhA kisa bAta kA ?

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na koI to jaba rAya ratalAma meM do mAsa kI sthiratA rAjaku~varaH-dhokhA nahIM to aura kyA hai? patiH-jarA vicAro vo sahI saMsAra meM kyA hai? rAjaku~vara-maiM jAnatI hU~ ki Apake dIkSA lene ke bAda mujhe saMsAra meM kisI prakAra kA sukha evaM Agama nahIM hai / yadi maiM dIkSA le bhI lUM to usakA kaise pAlana kara sakatI hU~ kyoMki abhI to maiM samajhatI bhI nahIM ki dIkSA kyA vastu hai? ____ pati-dIkSA pAlanA koI dusAdhya nahIM, Apake sAmane saiMkar3oM sAdhviyeM dIkSA pAlatI haiM; yaha to jaba taka dIkSA nahIM lI jAya taba taka hI bhaya mAlUma hotA hai; merI to rAya hai ki Apa dIkSA lekara apanA Atma kalyANa kreN| phira to zrApa ko marajI / maiMne to dIkSA lene kA pakkA nizcaya kara liyA hai| rAjaku~vara :-to kyA Apa dIkSA jarUra leveMge ? patiH-hA~ maiMne pUrNa nizcaya kara liyA hai| rAjaku~varaH-rotI huI gada gada zabdoM se kahane lagI ki khaira aba maiM kyA karU~ ? jo kucha karma meM likhA hai, so hI hogA; maiM bhI dIkSA leluMgI kintu kisI acchI ArajiyA ke pAsa meM dIkSA dilAnA jisase ki merA jIvana sukha zAnti se vyatIta ho ske| patiH-yaha jimmevArI merI hai, Apako kiso prakAra kI takalIpha na hogii| basa, dampati dIkSA ke icchuka bana gye| jaba yaha bAta pUjyajI ke kAnoM taka pahu~cI to Apake harSa kA pAra nahIM rahA aura bhaMDArI jI se salAha karalI ki bar3I sAdar3I meM hIrAlAlajI pannAlAlajI aura do bAiyoM kI dIkSA hAla hI maMgasara meM hone vAlI hai, ataH

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48 Adarza-jJAna ... vahAM jAkara rAjaku~vara ko gayavaracandajI kI AjJA se dIkSA dilavA deM; bAda gayavaracandajI kI dIkSA kA mArga niSkaNTaka ho jaavegaa| 12-gaNezamalajI kA ratalAma meM AnA idhara gayavaracaMjI aura rAjaku~vara ke dIkSA kA nizcaya ho gayA, udhara yaha khabara bIsalapura meM pahu~cI ki gayavaracandajI sahapatnI ratalAma meM haiM, aura ve donoM pUjyajI zrIlAlajI mahArAja ke pAsa dIkSA leveMge / basa, saba kuTumba meM zoka ke bAdala chA gaye / unhoMne yakAyaka jodhapura jAkara gaNezamalajI ko parabhanI tAra diyA ki 'tuma ratalAma jA kara gayavaracandajI ko lekara bIsalapura aao|' tAra ke pahuMcate hI gaNezamalajI ne eka tAra ratalAma gayavaracandajI ko diyA ki 'maiM AtA hU~, Apa vahIM ThahareM miti kArtika zulkA 14 ko gaNezamalajI ratalAma Aye / gayavaracandajI se tathA apanI bhAvaja se mile / pahile apanI bhAvaja se kahane lage ki kyA Apa bhI dIkSA lene ko taiyyAra ho gayIM haiM ? . rAjaku~varaH-maiM kyA karU~, merA to dila nahIM hai, kintu Apake bhAI sAhaba ne mujhe dokSA lene ke lie majabUra kara rakkhA hai| * gaNezamalaH-kyA dIkSA bhI jabaradastI ho sakatI hai?

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gaNezamalajI kA ratalAma AnA rAja ku~vara :- kintu maiM kyA karU~ jaba zrApa dIkSA lene ko udyata hue to maiM saMsAra meM rahakara bhI kyA karU~gI ? gaNezamalaH -bhAvajajI / dIkSA koI baccoM kA khela nahIM hai, kintu yaha eka hastiyoM kA vajana uThAnA hai, Apa jarA dila meM soco aura samajho / 49 rAjaku~varaH -- maiM kaba dIkSA lene meM khuza hU~ ? maiM to pukAra 2 kara kahatI hU~ ki mujhe to jabaradastI se dIkSA dilAI jAtI hai, Apa jaisA mujhe kahate ho vaise apane bhAI sAhaba se hI kyoM nahIM kahate ? gaNezamalaH-bhAI sAhaba ko to maiM kahU~gA hI, para pahile Apa to yaha vacana dedeveM ki maiM dIkSA nahIM lUMgI, aura bIsalapura calI calUMgI / rAja ku~vara : - hA~, maiM to dIkSA lene meM khuza nahIM hU~, aura Apake sAtha bIsalapura calane ko taiyAra hU~ / gaNezamala--bhAvaja kA vacana lekara bhAI sAhaba ke pAsa gaye ora namratA pUrvaka kahA ki Apa yaha kyA kara rahe ho, kyA pitAjI ke vacanoM ko Apa bhUla gaye ho, pitAjI hama sabako Apake AdhAra para chor3a gaye haiM, yadi Apa dIkSA le leveMge to hamArA kyA hAla hogA, hama kisa ke AdhAra para haiM ? gayavaracandaH--jIva saba karmAdhIna haiM, maiM merA AtmakalyANa karanA cAhatA hU~ vyartha hI tuma loga kyoM antarAya DAlate ho ? gaNezamalaH -- bhAI sAhaba ! abhI saba bhAI choTe haiM, tathA hAla hI meM Apane merI sagAI sambandha kiyA hai to kRpAkara vivAha bhI Apa hI ke hAthoM se karado, kevala do mAsa kA kAma hai / 4

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Adarza-jJAna 50 gayavaracanda:- bhAI, maiM to kiyA huA vivAha bhI chor3a rahA hU~ to dUsaroM kA vivAha karanA to mere se kaise bana sakatA hai ! gaNezamala:- isa para gaNezamala aura rAjaku~vara khUba karuNa zabdoM se vilApa karane lge| jo Asa pAsa ke logoM meM bhI dayA ke bhAva utpanna hone laga gaye aura ve kahane lage ki Apa kuTumba vAloM ke dila meM dAha lagAkara dIkSA leoge to Apako koI lAbha nahIM hogA kintu isake viparIta pApa meM DUba jAoge, ityAdi / baMsa devarabhAvaja binA anna jalagrahaNa kiye mAre duHkha ke ro rahe the kyoMki isake alAvA to unake pAsa upAya hI kyA thA / bhaMDArIjI ne Apako salAha dI ki saMsAro kuTumba yoM sahaja meM hI kaba jAne dete haiM | yadi Apake hRdaya meM dIkSA kA saccA raMga hai to lo maiM yaha baratana detA hU~; do cAra gharoM se bhojana mAMga ke lAkara inake sAmane baiTha kara bhojana karalo / gayavaracandaH- - para Aja caumAse kI catudarzI hai na ? bhaMDArIjI -- kucha harja nahIM hai, le Ao AhAra aura inake sAmane baiThakara karalo gaucarI / basa, vairAgya kI dhuna meM hamAre caritra nAyakajI do-cAra gharoM se bhikSA mAMgakara le Aye aura una rudana karate hue devara bhAvaja ke sAmane baiThakara bhojana kara liyA, kintu una rudana karate hue ke lie Apake hRdaya meM tanika bhI dayA na AI / rAjaku~vara - gaNeza malajI ! Apake bhAI sAhaba kA hRdaya kitanA kaThora bana gayA hai ki apane bhUkhe pyAsoM kI inako tanika bhI dayA na AI aura sAmane baiThakara bhojana kara liyA / kyA aba

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gaNezamalajI kA ratalAma bhAnA AzA kI jA sakatI hai ki ye saMsAra meM raha kara apanA sApa deveMge ? ___itane meM 2-4 zrAvaka Aye aura gaNezamalajI evaM rAjaku~vara ko apane makAna para lejAkara bhojana krvaayaa| tatpazcAt gaNezamalajI ne apane jyeSTha bhrAtA se bahuta namratA pUrvaka vinaya kI ki yadi Apane dIkSA lene kA nizcaya hI kara liyA hai to Apako koI rokane vAlA nahIM hai, kintu merI eka choTI-sI prArthanA hai jise Apa sunakara svIkAra karake hamAre duHkhadagdha-hRdayako zAnta kreN| prArthanA itanI hI hai ki mAgha mAsa meM merA vivAha Apake hAthoM se karake Apa dIkSA le liijie| maiM bIsalapura meM yathA zakti dIkSA kA mahotsava kara rAjI-khuzI Apako dIkSA dilavA dUMgA, isa bAta meM rattI mAtra bhI pharka nahIM par3egA, zrApa vizvAsa rakheM, tathA isameM hama logoM ko saMtoSa bhI ho jaaygaa| ___ gayavaracaMdajI kI icchA to nahIM thI para laghu bAndhava ke kahane para lihAja AgaI, aura isa bAta kA vacana de diyA ki khaira tuma itanA kahate ho to maiM mAgha mAsa meM bosalapura Akara tumhArA vivAha karavA dUMgA, kintu-smaraNa rahe ki bAda meM tuma merI dIkSA meM kisI prakAra kI bhI bAdhA nahIM DAla skoge| ___ gaNezamala apane vRddha bhrAtA ke bacana para vizvAsa kara ke tathA apanI bhora se pratijJA karake apanI bhAvaja ko lekara bIsalapura kI ora cale gaye; gayavaracaMdajI rahe pUjyajI kI sevA meM /

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13 - sAdhuoM kA mAyA jAla aura bhikSAcArI bItI huI saba bAteM bhaMDArIjI ne pUjyajI mahArAjako sunAdI, taba pujyajI mahArAja hatAza hokara kahane lage ki bhaMDArIjo apanI kI huI saba mehanata miTTI meM mila gaI, kAraNa gayavaracaMda jI vivAha karane ko jAveM aura unakA vairAgya jyoM kA tyoM rahe yaha kadApi saMbhava nahIM ho sakatA hai / ataH aba yaha upAya kiyA jAnA cAhie ki gayavaracaMdajI apane bhAI ke vivAha ke samaya vahA~ jA hI nahIM sakeM, aura sAtha hI yaha kArya zIghrAtizIghra honA cAhie | bhaMDArIjI ne kahA pUjya mahArAja ! Apa hI batAiye aisA kaunasA upAya hai ? thor3I dera socakara pUjyajI ne kahA ki binA zrAjJA dIkSA to nahIM ho sakatI hai para gayavaracaMda ke gRhasthI ke kapar3e utaravA kara bhikSAcArI karavA dI jAMya to vivAha meM jAne se ruka sakate haiM ! bhaMDArIjI ne kahA- ThIka hai, Aja rAtri meM maiM gavaracaMdajI ko Apake pAsa le AtA hU~, Apa upadeza dIjie maiM bhI kaha dU~gA / cAturmAsa samApta ho jAne ke bAda magasara kRSNa 1 ko sAdhuoM kA vihAra ho jAtA hai, para gayavaracaMdajI ke dIkSA kI khaTapaTa meM pUjyajI mahArAja ko zahara ke bAhara ThaharanA par3A / magasara kRSNa 9 ko dina kI gAr3I se gaNezamala va rAjaku~vara bAI gvAnA hogaye / usI dina kI rAtri ke 9 baje bhaMDArIjI gayavaracaMdajI ko sAtha le kara pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa Aye vahA~ kucha zrAvaka baiThe the, parantu kucha saMketa karane para ve saba cale gaye /

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sAdhuoM0 mikSAcArI pUjyajI ne kahA-kyoM gayavaracandajI ApakI dokSA kA raMga utara gayA ? gayavara0-nahIM, mhaaraaj| pUjyajI-Apane apane bhAI ke vivAha meM jAnA maMjUra kiyA gayavara0-jI hA~! pUjyajI-to phira dIkSA kI AzA kyoM rakhate ho ? gayavara0-vivAha ke bAda dIkSA lene kA maiMne bhAI se bacana le liyA hai| pUjyajI-kintu usa vivAha ke samaya dIkSA kA bhAva rahegA yA nahIM, yaha tumako mAlUma hai ? . gayavara0-mere bhAva to dRr3ha haiM phira jJAnI mahArAja jAneM / . pUjyajI-bhAI, tumhAre ghara meM tumahI bar3eho, evaM kartA dhartA ho, phira usa vivAha jaise rAga raMga ke samaya meM vairAgya rahe, yaha kaise sambhava ho sakatA hai ? ... gayavara0-mahArAja, maiM vacana to de cukA hU~; eka bAra mujhe nAnA to par3egA hii| - pUjyajI-yahato tumhArI icchA kI bAta hai, kintu hAtha meM Aye hue cintAmaNi ratna,ko tuma muphta meM kho rahe ho / eka samaya to tumhArI dIkSA ke lie haMsI ho cukI hai, phira dUsarI vAra kyoM karavAte ho ? gayavara0-vacana de cukA usakA abakyA upAya ho sakatA hai| pUjyajI- bhaMDArIjI, kyA isakA koI upAya nahIM hai| bhaMDArIjI-pUjya mahArAja upAya to bahuta haiN|

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Adarza-jJAna pUjyajI - to phira Apa gayavaracaMdajI ko koI aisA upAya batalA do ki ye saMsAra ke ghora duHkha se bacakara apanA Arama kalyANa kareM / 54 bhaMDArIjI - pUjyamahArAja saMsAra meM jIva pApakramoM meM aneka bAra vacana detA hai, aura aise vacana pAlana karane se anaMta saMsAra bhI bar3hA hai / mere vicAra se to aise vacanoM para vizvAsa na kara zrAtma-kalyANa karanA hI acchA hai / pUjyajI - kyoM gayavaracaMdajI ApakI kyA icchA hai / gayavara0 - Apa pharamAveM vaisA hI karane ko maiM taiyAra hU~ / pUjyajI - jaba tuma Atma-kalyANa ke liye dIkSA lene ko taiyAra hue ho to kisakA bhAI kisakA vivAha yaha to moha jAla hai / gayabara0 -- para AjJA binA Apa dIkSA bhI to nahIM de sakate, aura maiM apane bacanAnusAra bhAI ke vivAha meM na jAU~ to mujhe AjJA milanA bhI to muzkila hai na / pUjyajI - eka zrApahI kyoM koI bhI yogya khAnadAna aura kuTumba vAlA ho usako sahaja meM hI AjJA kauna dedetA hai parantu zrAtma-kalyANa karane vAle usa zrAjJA ke bharose hI nahIM rahate haiM / maiM merI hI bAta kahatA hU~ ki mere kuTumba vAloM ne AjJA nahIM dI to maiM gRhasthI ke kapar3e chor3a kara bhikSAcArI karane laga gayA ? phira bhI kuTumba vAloM ne zrAjJA nahIM dI to maiMne svayaM dIkSA le lI / isI prakAra zobhAlAlajI ne bhI svayaMdIkSA le lI thI / isaliye yadi Apake hRdaya meM saccA vairAgya aura zrAtma-kalyANa kI bhAvanA hai to isa prakAra bhikSAcArI karalo aura AjJA na deM to svayaM dIkSA lelo /

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55 sAdhuoM0 bhikSAcArI ___bhaMDArIjI-pUjya mahArAja ! gayavaracaMdajI kA vairAgya haldI ke raMga ke samAna nahIM hai; Apa vaidya mehatA ke khAnadAna ke haiM, car3hatI javAnI aura bar3hatA vairAgya / jaba isa magara pacIsI meM taruNa aurata aura sukha sAhibI kI Apako cintA nahIM hai, to svayaM dIkSA aura bhikSAcArI karane meM kaba pIche htteNge| ___ pUjyajI-hA~ bhaMDArIjI, zrApakA kahanA solahoM AnA satya hai, gayavaracaMda aise hI bahAdura haiN| yadi Apa dIkSA leMge to maiM merI pUjya padavI kA sarvAdhikAra Apa hI ko de deU~gA, kyoMki Apa pUjya padavI ke yogya haiN| ____bhaMDArIjI-hA~ pUjya mahArAja! Apake itane sAdhuoM meM gayavaracaMdajI kI sAnI kA eka bhI sAdhu najara nahIM AtA hai| jaise Apa isa yuvAvasthA meM prApya Rddhi ke tyAgI haiM, vaise hI Apa buddhimAna bhI haiN| Apane jo jJAna do mAsa meM kaNThastha kiyA hai, use dUsare sAdhu do varSoM meM bhI nahIM kara sakate haiN| pRSyajI- kyoM gayavaracandajI, Apake kyA jacatI hai? gayavara0-jo mahArAja kI AjJA ho, vaha zirodhArya hai| bhaMDArIjI-pUjya mahArAja kA to yahI abhiprAya hai ki Apa philahAla gRhasthI ke kapar3oM ko tyAga kara bhikSAcArI zurU krdeN| aba samaya meM Apako AjJA mila jAyagI to pUjya mahArAja apane hAthoM se Apako dIkSA dedeMge; anyathA 2-4 mAsa meM Apa mvayaM dIkSA lekara sAdhu bana jAiye, jaise pUjya mahArAja bana gaye the aura pUjya mahArAja bhApakI saba tarahase sahAyatA kreNge| . gavavaracaMda-khaira maiM mikSAcArI karalaM, kadAcit merI zrAkSA

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bhAdaza-jJAna 56 na ho, aura maiM svayaM dIkSA bhI le lUMgA, para Akhira maiM ziSya kisakA kahalAU~gA / bhaMDArIjI-Apake gurU pUjyajI mahArAja hI haiM / yadi Apa svayaM dIkSA leMge to bhI pUjyajI mahArAja zrApako pAsa meM rakha jJAnAbhyAsa karavAyA kreNge| __ rAtri meM eka baje yaha nizcaya huA ki gayavaracaMdajI lokApavAda ke kAraNa pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa nahIM, para nibAr3e jAkara magasara kRSNA 5 ke dina gRhasthI veSa kA tyAga evaM sAdhu veSa ko svIkAra kara bhikSAcArI zurU karadeM, kevala oghA kI dAr3I para kapar3A ( nIsathiyA ) nahIM rakheM, yaha nizcaya kara bhaMDArIjI aura gayavaracaMdajI pUjyajI ko vandana karake, apane sthAna para cale gaye aura pUjyajI mahArAja ne bhI sukha se zayana kiyaa| 14-pezAba se ghRNA aura cANDAla kI yonI bhaMDArIjI aura gayavaracaMdajI rAtri meM eka makAna meM so rahe the / prAtaH kAla ho gayavaracandajI ne kahA ki bhaMDArIjI sAhaba, maiM doghazaMkArtha (TaTTI) jAtA huuN| bhaMDArIjI ne kahA, Thaharo maiM loTA lA detA huuN| bhaMDArIjI ne ekAnta meM jAkara eka loTe meM pezAba kara ke Upara daoNka de kara Apako de diyaa| Apane samajhA ki loTe meM pAnI hogA, kintu jaba nipaTa kara zauca-zuddhi karane lageM taba mAlUma huA ki loTe meM pezAba hai / basa Apako itanI ghRNA AI ki vahA~ se sIdhe hI kue~ para jA ke snAna kiyA

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57 pezAba. cANDAla kA yonI aura kapar3oM ko dho kara bhaMDArIjI ke pAsa Aye aura kahA ki bhaMDArI sAhaba, Apane yaha kyA julma kara DAlA jo pAnI ke badale pezAba kA loTA de diyA ? bhaMDArIjI ne kahA, vAha, Apa dIkSA lene ko taiyAra hue aura pezAba se itanI ghRNA / dIkSA meM to saba kAmoM meM isakA hI vyavahAra karanA hogaa| yaha sunakara gayavaracandajI to bar3e ho lajjita ho aphasosa karane lge| bhaMDArIjI ne kahA ki Apake dilameM kucha zaMkA ho to pUjyajI ke pAsa calo / gayavaracandajI ne socA ki kyA pUjyajI mahArAja yaha kaheMge ki tuma TaTTI jAkara pezAba se zauca-zuddhi kara lenaa| basa, bhaMDArIjI aura gayavaracandajI pUjyajI ke pAsa Aye aura bhaMDArIjI ne savAla kiyA ki gayavarandajI dIkSA lene ko taiyAra ho rahe haiM aura pezAva se itanI ghRNA hai ki hAtha meM lene mAtra se kue~ para jAkara snAna kara evaM kapar3e dhokara asaMkhya apakAya ke jIvoM kI hiMsA kara DAlI hai / Apa inako acchI taraha se sama. maaveN| pUjyajI ne kahA ki gayavaracandajI ne abhI taka zAstra na par3he haiM, aura na sune haiM ! gayavara0-kyA zAstroM meM pezAba ko isa prakAra kAma meM lenA likhA hai ? pajyajo-hAM, likhA hai, taba hI to hama loga pezAba ko kAma meM lete haiN| __ tuma gRhastha ho, abhI taka tumakA sumati, gupti kI mAlUma nahIM hai / dUsare, saba zarIra meM yahI sthAna uttama hai, isI khAna se bIrthaGkara cakravartI paidA hote haiM, ataeva pezAba se ghRNA karane vAlA

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Adarza-jJAna 5 // cANDAla yonI meM utpanna hotA hai, ityAdi / pUjyajI ne aisI hetuyukti se upadeza de kara Apake mana kI bhrAMti ko nikAla dI aura pezAba para prIti bar3hAdI / pUjyajI ne bhaMDArIjI ko kahA ki acche kArya meM aneka vighna A jAyA karate haiM / Apa aba bilkula vilamba na kareM, kyoMki jahAM taka gRhastha ke kapar3e gayavaracandajI na choDadeM, vahA~ taka kaI prakAra kI jokhima hai / Apa Aja hI ravAnA hokara nIMbAher3e pahu~ca jAiye aura magasara kRSNa 5 ko bhikSAcArI karavA kara samAcAra mere pAsa jAvare pahu~cA dIjiye / basa magasara kRSNA 2 kI gAr3I se bhaMDArIjI gayavaracandajI ko lekara nIMbAher3e cale gaye aura kRSNA 5 ko do pAtare, eka aoghA, caddara, colapaTA ityAdi sAdhu kA veza dekara bhikSAcArI karavAnI zuru karadI aura yaha samAcAra pUjyajI ko bhI kahalAdiyA / basa, pUjyajI aura bhaMDArIjI kI manokAmanA siddha ho gii| bhaMDArIjI ne thor3e dina sAtha meM raha kara saba kriyA batalA dI tatpazcAt zrApako akelA nIMbAher3e meM chor3akara bhaMDArIjI pUjyajI kI sevA meM pahu~ca gaye / ___Apako pAMca sumati, tIna gupti kA thokar3A pahile se hI AtA thaa| gocarI ke 42 tathA 106 doSa Apake kaNThastha the| aura bhI kavitta, chanda, caupAiyA~ aura dAloM vagairaha kA Apako pahile se hI abhyAsa thA, dazavaikAlika sUtra ke zabdArtha kaNThastha the| Apa to usa grAma meM hamezA vyAkhyAna bhI dene laga gye| nIMbAher3e se bihAra kara choTe 2 grAmoM meM phirate hue jAvada Aye / idhara pUjyajI bhI jAvarA maMdasora hotehue jAvada padhAra gye| ApakA samAgama jAvada meM huaa| pUjyajI ne bhaMDArIjI se kahA

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51 pezAba. cANDAla kI yonI ki gayavaracaMdajI kI AjJA kI koziza kyoM nahIM karate ho / bhaMDArIjI ne eka patra bIsalapura likhA ki gayavaracaMdajI ne gRhastha kA veza tyAga kara sAdhu ke veza meM bhikSAcArI karanI zurU karadI hai| aba ve Apake kAma ke nahIM rahe haiM / akele vicarane se unako takalIpha bhI hotI hai / tathA ApakI AjJA binA sAdhu apane meM zAmila nahIM karate haiM, aura na AhAra-pAnI hI sAtha meM karasakate haiM / ataeva zrApa AjJApatra likhakara unheM bheja deveM jisase ki ve sAdhuoM meM zAmila ho jAveM, ityaadi| ____ yaha patra bIsalapura phuNcaa| par3hakara sabake dila meM krodha kI jvAlA bhabhakane lgii| unhoMne kahA yaha kaisA sAdhutva, yaha kaisA vizvAsa ghAta, yaha kaisI vacana-pratijJA / patra ke uttara meM sApha likha diyA ki jaba taka ve gRhastha ke veSa meM eka bAra bIsalapura 'na' pAjAveM, taba taka hama na to zrAjJA de sakate haiM aura na hamArI AjJA binA koI bhI sAdhu unako apanA ziSya hI banA sakatA hai| yaha patra bhaMDArIjI ne gayavaracandajI ko pddh'aayaa| Apa patra par3ha kara bar3e hI vicAra meM par3agaye ki, maiMne pUjyajI va bhaMDArIjI kI phAkI meM Akara binA vicAre kAma kiyA, jisase vacana patita aura pratijJA bhraSTa aura avizvAsa kA pAtra banagayA huuN| isakA hI natIjA hai ki maiM na ghara kA rahA, na ghATa kA, arthAt isa samaya dhobI ke kutte vAlI merI dazA huI hai / phira bhI Apa hatotsAha na hue aura bar3I himmata ke sAtha nizcaya kara liyA ki koI phikra nahIM hai; yadi AjJA na hogI to maiM akelA hI saMyama paaluuNgaa| ahA-hA! cha kAyA ke rakSaka nispRhI, zramAyI aura saccAI

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Adarza - jJAna 60 ke saradAra, eka ziSya kA lobha ke kAraNa kisa prakAra prapaMca karake gRhasthoM ke gharoM ko barbAda kara becAre bhadrika jIvoM ko apane jAla meM phaMsA kara usakI kisa prakAra viDambanA karavAte haiM, jisakA yaha eka udAharaNa hai / Apa Age ke prakaraNa par3heMge to ThIka ThIka mAlUma ho jAyagA ki aise sAdhu-samAja ke rakSaka haiM yA bhakSaka ? janatA kA kalyANa karane vAle haiM yA rakta cU~sane vAle haiM? yadi koI bhadrika yaha zaMkA kare ki isa kArya meM una pUjya puruSoM kA kyA svArtha thA, ve to saMsArI jIvoM ke kalyANArtha hI karate haiM ? to usake uttara meM unheM jJAta ho ki saMsArI jIvoM kA kalyANa honA yA na honA, to unake karmoM ke kSayopazama ke dhIna hai, para sAdhu isa prakAra dhokhebAjI kara apanI AtmA kA kalyANa to jarUra hI karate haiM arthAt vaha apane saMyama vrata ko tilAJjali de cukA hai| aura isa prakAra ke prapaMca jAla meM dUsaroM ke kalyANa kI bhAvanA nahIM, para ziSya-vimoha avazya kahA jA sakatA hai, jisako Apa agale prakaraNa meM par3ha sakeMge / ~TING THE

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15 - hamAre caritra nAyakajI kI svayameva dIkSA hamAre caritra nAyakajI aura bhaMDArIjI bIsalapura kA patra lekara pUjyajI ke pAsa Aye aura saba hAla kaha kara pUchA ki aba kyA karanA cAhiye ! pUjyajI ne kahA ki hamako to koTe kI tarapha jAnA hai, svAmI motIlAlajI javAhiralAlajI nImaca meM haiM, vahAM jAkara svayaM dIkSA lekara koTe kI tarapha mere pAsa A jAnA / gayavaracandajI ne kahA ki nImaca jAne kI kyA jarUrata hai, maiM Apake samIpa hI svayaM dIkSA lekara Apake sAtha koTe cala sakatA hU~, kintu pUjyajI lokApavAda se Darate the, ataH Apako nImaca bheja diyA / Apake sira para bar3e 2 bAla bar3he hue the / gRhastha hone para bhI sAdhu ke veSa ke kAraNa nAI se hajAmata karavAnA nahIM cAhate the, kintu zrApa loca karanA bhI nahIM jAnate the / ataH javAhiralAlajI mahArAja se kahA ki, "hamArA loca Apake kisI sAdhu se karavA dIjiye" / isa para unhoMne kahA ki, "jaba taka tuma hamAre pAsa se dIkSA na le lo, taba taka hama loca nahIM kara sakate haiM / " "khaira, Apa hamako loca karane kI rIti batalA deveM, to maiM khuda kara lUMgA / " kintu una kaThora hRdaya vAloM ne rIti taka nahIM batalAI, kyoMki isa kArya meM unako lAbha bhI kyA thA / kAraNa, hamAre caritra nAyakajI dIkSA lete the pUjyajI ke pAsa, phira javAharalAlajI sahAyatA kaise de sakate the / yahI to udAratA kA namUnA hai / Akhira Apane bAloM ko pAnI se gIle kara usa para rAkha

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Adarza-jJAna DAla kara thor3e se bAla ukher3e, kintu saba loca nahIM kara sake; "isa hAlata meM nAI ko bulavA kara muNDana krvaayaa| eka paramAnanda nAmaka agravAla javAharalAlajI ke pAsa dIkSA lene ko AyA, kintu usakI bhI AjJA nahIM huI thii| javAharalAlajI mahArAja ne usako bhI gayavaracandajI ke sAtha kara nImaca se tIna mIla para jaMbuniyA grAma meM, jahAM svAmI motIlAlajI Thahare hue the, bheja diyA, aura caitra kRSNA 6 ko gayavaracanda va paramAnanda donoM ne svayameva dIkSA le lii| bAda meM gayavaracandajI ne to koTe kA rAstA pakar3A aura rAmapurA, bhAnapura hote hue caitra kRSNa 13 ko koTe pahu~ca gaye, aura usI dina pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa Apane svayaM bar3I dIkSA dhAraNa karalI aura kaha diyA ki maiM pUjyajI kA ziSya huuN| bAda meM pUjyajI ke pAsa rahakara jJAnAbhyAsa karane lagagaye, kintu AhAra-pAnI apanA lAte karate the| pUjyajI mahArAja kI Apa para pUrNa kRpA thii| Apane uttarAdhyayana sUtra, naMdIsUtra, sukhavipAkasUtra aura vIra stuti mUla pATha kaNThastha kara liyA tathA pahile ke milA kara Aja paryanta karIba 150 thokar3e bhI kaNThastha ho gye| Apako jJAna par3hane kA jitanA zauka thA utanI hI buddhi bhI ApakI nirmala thii| rAtri meM kevala 3 ghaMTe hI nidrA lete the| Apa hamezA 80 yA 100 zloka kaNThastha kara lete the| usa samaya pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa jitane sAdhu the, unameM pahile naMbara meM zobhAlAlajI aura dUsare naMbara meM Apa hI the| ApakA usa samaya kA tyAga bar3A hI uccakoTi kA thA,upAdhi meM sirpha eka cahara, eka colapaTTA, eka r3hAI hAtha kA bichaunA

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svayameva dIkSA aura do pAtra the, phira bhI Apa hamezA ekAntara tapasyA nirantara hI kiyA karate the| ___ jaba pUjyajI mahArAja kA koTe se byAvara kI ora bihAra huA to Apa bhI sAtha hI the| pUjyajI ke sAthameM jitane sAdhu the, ve prAyaH saba apaThita hI the| hamAre-caritra nAyakajI kI bar3hato unase dekho nahIM gaI / unhoMne ApakI kaI prakAra kI jhUThI zikAyateM karake pUjyajI ke manameM jamAdI / pUjyajI ne nirNaya kiye binA hI hamAre caritra-nAyakajI se mana baiMca liyaa| yahA~ taka ki jaba byAvara tIna mukAma dUra rahagayA to pUjyajI ne pharamAyA ki gayavaracaMda, abhI tumhArI AjJA nahIM huI hai, itane dina to hamane tumako sAtha rakhaliyA, kintu aba mAravAr3a AtA hai; tumhAre saMsArika kuTumba bhI bahuta haiM, aura saMbhava hai ki ve zrAkara hamako upAlaMbha bhI deN| ataeva tuma bIsalapura jAkara AjJA patra likhA lAo, jisase ki tumhArA AhAra pAnI zAmila ho skeN| nahIM to, aba hama tumako sAtha meM nahIM rkheNge| pUjyajI mahArAja ke ye vacana sunakara to Apake hoza-havAsa guma ho gaye tathA manameM vicAra kiyA ki jina pUjyajI mahArAja ke kahane se maiMne saba kucha kiyA hai, Aja vahI pUjyajI mujhe pAsa meM rakhane se inkAra kara rahe haiM; yaha kaisI sAdhutA / gayavara0-pUjyajI mahArAja ! maiM akelA mere saMsArI grAma meM nahIM jA sakatA hU~, kRpAkara eka do sAdhuoM ko mere sAtha meja deM to maiM AjJA lAne ke lie jAne ko taiyAra hU~ ! pUjyajI-maiM to mere kisI sAdhu ko nahIM bheja sakatA hU~,

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Adarza - jJAna 64 tumako hamAre sAtha rahanA hai to bIsalapura jAkara AjJA - patra likhA lAo / C gayavara0 - pUjyajI mahArAja ! mujhe akelA jAne meM lajjA AtI hai; kRpA kara Apa do sAdhutroM ko avazya bhijavAdeM ! pUjyajI ne tote vAlI A~kha badala dI aura kahA ki, basa tumako kaha diyA ki hamArA koI sAdhu tumhAre sAtha nahIM AvegA; tumako hamAre pAsa rahanA hai to Aja hI bihAra kara AjJA le Ao, bhaMDArIjI byAvara meM haiM, jAzro unase mila lenA / gayavaracaMda -- hatAza hokara eka tarapha jAkara cintAtura hokara baiTha gayA / phira vicAra kiyA ki isa prakAra ciMtA karane se aura cupacApa baiTha jAne se kyA hone vAlA hai / kintu bihAra kara ke bIsalapura jAne ke nAma para Apake paira pIche par3a jAte the / zrataH pUjyajI mahArAja se aura bhI namratApUrvaka vinaya kI ki Apane ratalAma meM mujhe kisa prakAra kA vizvAsa dilAyA thA aura Aja yaha bartAva kyoM kiyA jAtA hai, yadi merA koI kasUra huA hai to Apa mApha karAveM, aura kRpAkara do sAdhu mere sAtha bhijavA deveM / taba pUjyajI ne sakhta nArAja hokara kaha diyA ki yadi tumako jAnA hai to cale jAo, varanA hamAre sAtha nahIM raha sakoge samajha gaye na ? gayavaracaMda ne kahA pUjyajI mahArAja, mujhe yaha ummeda nahIM thI, ki Apa jaise pUjya puruSa mujhe vizvAsa dekara ghara chur3avA kara mere sAtha isa prakAra kA vartAva kreNge| parantu khaira, ApakI marajI /

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16 - AjJA ke lie bIsalapura jAnA pajyajI mahArAja kI AjJA lekara Apa akele byAvara Aye / vahA~ bhaMDArIjI se mile aura saba hAla kaha sunAyA; kintu ve to saba eka hI guru ke par3hAye hue the / bhaMDArIjI ne bhI kaha diyA, hAM, AjJA patra to Apako lAnA hI par3egA, aura AjJA Ane para hI pUjyajI Apako pAsa meM rakha sakeMge / gayavara 0 - bhaMDArIjI, ve vacana Apa kyoM bhUla jAte ho jo mere gRhasthI ke kapar3oM ke tyAga ke samaya Apa aura pUjyajI mahArAja ne kahe the / zrAja maiM kevala do sAdhuoM ko sAtha bhejane kI prArthanA karatA hU~, jisa para bhI dhyAna nahIM diyA jAtA hai / yadi mere sAtha do sAdhuoM ko bhejane meM hI pUjyajI ko doSa lagatA ho to itane mahine mujhako sAthameM rakha saba khAnagI vyavahAra kyoM karate the ? yadi usa vyavahAra meM doSa nahIM thA, to aba sAdhu bhejanemeM inkArI kyoM kI jAtI hai / kyA pUjyajI mahArAja aura ApakA yahI kartavya hai ki mujha nirAdhAra ko akele bheja rahe ho / straira, maiM to ina sabako sahana kara lUMgA, para Apa bhaviyameM kisI dUsare ko isa prakAra na pha~sA denA / basa, itanA kahakara Apane byAvara se bIsalapura kI ora bihAra kara diyA / jaba bIsalapura eka mIla dUra rahA, to Apake paira vahIM stambha ho gaye / Apane thor3I dera vahA~ baiThakara vicAra kiyA ki jaina sAdhu jagata-bandhu aura jagat kA kalyANa karane vAle kahalAte haiM, sAdhu ye hI haiM yA koI dUsare haiN| ina ko itanI bhI dayA nahIM AI ki hamAre vizvAsa para eka yogya khAnadAna ke

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Adarza- 66 manuSya ne apanI Rddhi, sampatti, aura kuTumba ko chor3akara hamAre kahane se dIkSA lI hai; usako isa prakAra nirAdhAra karake akelA chor3a deM, ityAdi / isa vicAra hI vicAra meM karIba 12 baja gaye kintu bIsalapura jAne ke lie jIva hicakicAtA rahA / - jJAna. Apane bIsalapura jAne kA vicAra sthagita kara vahA~ se pAlAsanI jAnA nizcaya kiyA, jo bosalapura se eka mIla hai / pAlAsanI pahu~cate hI vahA~ se bIsalapura samAcAra pahu~ca gayA ki gayavaracaMdajI Aja pAlAsanI Aye haiM taba bIsalapura se 4-5 zrAvaka ye aura kahA ki Apa bIsalapura padhAreM, ApakI AjJA ke lie hama koziza kreNge| yahA~ hI gaye / usI dina zAma ko ve bIsalapura gaye, rAtri meM saba loga vandana karane ko evaM milane ko aaye| subaha vyAkhyAna huA jisako sunakara loga bar3e ho prasanna hue / vyAkhyAna ke bAda gaucarI gaye to sabase pahale apanI mAtA ke mAtAjI, pahile to khUba roI bAda meM upAlamba dete hue kahA ki vAha ! tumane bahuta ThIka kiyA ? apane pitA ke bacanoM ko bhI ThIka pAlA are, hamArI nahIM, kintu ina choTe-choTe tumhAre bhAiyoM kI bhI tuma ko dayA nahIM AI ityAdi / phira kahane lagI ki aba tumhArI mAtA ke kaleje meM dAha lagAne ko yahAM kyoM Aye ho, cale jAo, maiM tumhArA muMha dekhanA taka bhI nahIM cAhatI / nahIM cAhatI ho, gayavara0 - khaira, Apa merA muMha dekhanA kintu maiM to ApakA muMha dekhane ko AyA hU~, pUjya mAtAjI, saba jIva karmAdhIna haiM, koI kisI kA bhalA burA nahIM kara sakatA / bhalA maiMne to dIkSA lI hai aura Apa itane duHkha ke sAtha upA

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AjJA ke liye bIsalapura jAnA lambha de rahI haiM / kintu kaI manuSya jo Apake sAmane javAnI meM mara gaye haiM, kyA ve kabhI merI bhAMti Akara mu~ha batalAte haiM ? ityAdi bahuta upadeza diyaa| aura kahA ki maiM bhikSA ke liye AyA hU~ yadi yogavAI ho to bhikSA diijiye| isa para mAtAjI ne zAnta hokara apane hAthoM se AhAra pAnI diyA, phira muni zrI apane sthAna para cale gye| Apake saMsArI pakSa ke mAmAjI cAMdamalajI the| ve bhI munizrI ke pAsa aaye| jo kucha kahanA thA unhoMne bhI kahA ! Akhira Apane kahA ki maiMne to dIkSA le lI hai, aba Apake kAma kA to hU~ nahIM, kintu AjJA binA sAdhu apane pAsa meM nahIM rakhate haiN| ataH maiM isaliye AyA hU~ ki Apa mAtAjI ko samajhA kara unase AjJA patra likhabAdeM / itane meM mAtAjI bhI vahIM Agaye aura cAMdamalajI ne saba bAta khii| isa para mAtAjI ne kahA ki gaNezamala to disAvara hai, bInaNI ( rAjakuMvara) apane pIhara sAlAvAsa hai, ataH AjJA denA mere hAtha kI bAta nahIM hai, yadi AjJA kI jarUrata hI hai to sAlAvAsa jAkara bInaNI se le aao| ____Apane socA ki yahAM to AjJA hone vAlI nahIM hai, phira dera karane se kyA phAyadA / ataH Apane jodhapura jAne kA nizcaya kara liyA aura cAMdamalajI ne vahAM se sAlAvAsa samAcAra kahalA diyA ki gayavaracandajI yahAM Aye haiM, aura kala ravAnA hokara jodhapura jaaveNge| zrApa dUsare hI dina bihAra kara jodhapura gaye, aura AuvA kI havelI meM jahAM sAdhu dhanarAjajI Thahare hue the, vahIM unake

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aahaa-muni pAsa Thahara gye| vahAM sAlAvAsa se rAjaku~vara tathA Apake kuTumba vAle karIba 20-25 loga Aye, aura khUba gusse meM A kara kahane lage ki Apako kisane AjJA dI, kisane dIkSA dI,hama mu~hapattI tor3a kara evaM hAtha pakar3a kara ghara para le jAveMge, ityAdi khUba ho parisaha diyA; kintu Apa to mauna dhAraNa kara baiTha gye| Akhira ve thaka gaye, unhoMne AjJA kI to bAta hI nahIM sunI aura kahA ki Apane hamako kyA sukha pahu~cAyA hai ki hama zrApa ko AjJA dekara sukhI kreN| saMsAra kA mohajAla aura svArtha kA yaha eka namUnA hai / munizrI ne kahA ki Apa AjJA deM yA na de, merA jIvana to isI dIkSA meM natma hogaa| ___jodhapura se dhanarAjajI sAdhu ke sAtha Apa tIbarI gaye / vahAM karmacandajI mahArAja ke darzana kara vApisa lauTa kara byAvara Aye, ina dinoM meM sakhta garamI par3ane para bhI Apa chaTa chaTa ke pAraNanA karate the| byAvara meM mannAlAlajI mahArAja birAjate the / mannAlAlajI aura pUjyajI mahArAja ke Apasa meM vaimanasya thaa| unhone Apake sAmane pUjyajI kI paTTAvali par3hanI zuru kI, jisako sunakara bar3A hI Azcarya huA aura ghara chor3ane kA duHkha hone lgaa| unhoMne dekhA ki sAdhuoM kA yaha to sAdhAraNa sva. bhAva hI bana gayA hai ki dUsaroM kI nindA aura apanI prazaMsA karanA aura jo Ave usako apanA celA banAne kI koziza karanA, astu| ___ApakA svAsthya kucha ThIka nahIM thA aura byAvara meM par3hAI kA saMyoga bhI acchA thA, isalie zrApa mannAlAlajI mahArAja ke pAsa Thahara gye|

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69 AjJA ke liye bIsalapura jAnA .. pUjyanI mahArAja ajamera birAjate the vahAM se Apa ke liye samAcAra AyA ki gayavaracandajI kI marjI ho, to ve mere pAsa zrA jAveM, yA sojata meM phUlacandajI ke pAsa jAkara caturmAsa kara leM, kintu byAvara meM Thaharane kI merI AjJA nahIM hai / isakA kAraNa zAyad yaha ho ki gayavaracanda ko mannAlAlajI bhrama meM DAla kara apanA ziSya banAleM / ahA-hA-gRhastha logoM meM jaise dhana kI tRSNA hai aura vaha dhana ke liye aneka prakAra ke prapaMca, jAla, mAyA, mUMTha Adi racate haiM isI taraha sAdhu loga celA celI ke lie kiyA karate haiM, vizeSatA itanI ho hai ki gRhasthoM ke ina bAtoM kA sarvathA paccakkhAna yAne tyAga na hone se pApa to lagatA hai, para vrata-bhaMga kA doSa nahIM lagatA hai, parantu sAdhuoM ko pApa bhI lagatA hai aura ve sarvathA tyAgI hone se unheM vrata-bhaMga kA doSa bhI lagatA hai| kalikAla meM zAyada vaha doSa kaliyugI sAdhuoM se DaratA ho to bAta dUsarI hai| hAya ! kheda aura mahA kheda hai ki sAdhu jIvana bhI itanA kaluSita hai to gRhastha jIvana kA to kahanA hI kyA hai|

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17-sojata-caturmAsa aura AjJA-patra kI prApti hamAre caritra nAyakajI ne socA ki jaba pUjyajI mahArAja kI isa samaya zubha dRSTi hI nahIM hai aura AjJApAtra bhI nahIM milA hai, phira ajamera jAkara pUjyajI ke sAtha caturmAsa karane meM lAbha hI kyA hai / isase to acchA yahI hai ki sojata jAkara caturmAsa karadiyA jAve jisase pUjyajI kI zrAjJA kA bhI pAlana ho jAyagA aura apane bhI zAnti ke sAtha jJAnAbhyAsa hotA rhegaa| ataeva Apane byAvara se vihAra kara sojata jAkara phUlacandajI mahArAja ke pAsa caturmAsa kara diyA / sojata meM bakhtAvaramalajI siyATIyA eka acche zrAvaka the aura Apako kaI thokar3A bolacAla bhI yAda the / basa ! Apa yahI cAhate the, thokar3oM kA abhyAsa zurukiyA, jitUne thokar3e bakhtAvaramalajI ko Ate the, ve sabake saba Apa sIkha gaye aura badale meM Apane apane thokar3e unako sikhaadie| phUlacandajI eka acche kriyAzIla sAdhu the / Apake pAsa chaganalAlajI aura kanhaiyAlAlajI do sAdhu aura bhI the, phUlacandajI zarIra se kamajora the aura Apake vyAkhyAna meM logoM ko rasa bahuta kama AyA karatA thaa| kabhI 2 zrAvakoM ke Agraha se hamAre caritra-nAyakajI vyAkhyAna diyA karate the, Apake vyAkhyAna se saba loga saMtuSTa the, aura bAra 2 koziza karake zrApa se hI vyAkhyAna dilavAyA karate the| rikhabadAsajI rAtar3iyA aura bakhtAvaramalajI surANa ne Apa ke AjJApatra ke lie bahuta prayatna kiyA / Akhira meM ve sAlAvAsa

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sojata caturmAsa aura bhAjJA-patra kI prApti jAkara rAjaku~vara ko darzanArtha sojata le Aye, aura AjJApatra ke lie bahuta kahA-sunI kI, para unhoMne kaha diyA ki yaha kAma hamArA nahIM, hamAre sAsUjI va gaNezamalajI kA hai| phira bhI pUrvokta donoM zrAvakoM ne eka AjJApatra likha kara rAjaku~vara ke pAsa meM Aye aura jabarana unake aMguThe para syAhI lagAkara nahIMnahIM karate hI unakA aMguThA AjJApatra para lagA diyA aura vaha AjJApatra lAkara munizrIjI ko supurda kara diyaa| sojata ke caturmAsa meM hamAre caritra-nAyakajI ne apanI utkRSTa tyAga bhAvanA ke kAraNa kevala eka cahara aura eka colapaTTA hI rakhA thA aura vaha bhI itanI mailI ki jisameM kaI jUMaiM par3agaI thIM / jaba phUlacandajI mahArAja ko pU~chA to unhoMne kahA ki jUoM ko idhara udhara DAloge to tuma pApa meM DUba jAoge, ataH jUoM kA poSaNa kara dayA pAlanI cAhie / isI prakAra kanhaiyAlAlajI ke bhI kaI jUMeM par3a gaI, unhoMne bhI guru zrAjJA zirodhArya kara jUoM kA poSaNa kiyA / natIjA yaha huA ki jo zuru meM pATha dasa jUMeM thIM, unakA poSaNa karane se ve hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM pahu~cagaI / poSaNa kA matalaba yaha hai ki jUoM ko eka kapar3e meM rakhIjAtI thI aura samaya samaya para pairoM kI jAghoM aura sAthaloM para rakha kara apanA khUna una jUoM ko pilAyA jAtA thA / jaba ve khUna cUsatI thIM, taba mAlUma hotA ki vahA~ sUI ke ghAva hote haiM / anta meM ve ghuaiM asaMkhya ho gaI aisI hAlata meM arucI hojAnA svabhAvika hai| loga yaha bhI kahA karate the ki DhUMr3hiyoM ke pAsa jAne para ve jUMeM DAla dete haiM / aura dina bItane para unakA abhAva bhI hone lagA, tathA Asoja se paidA huI jUoM kA caitra

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Adarza-jJAna 72 mAsa meM jAte pIchA chuuttaa| utkRSTatA evaM kapar3e nahIM dhone kA yaha pariNAma huA ki hajAroM jIvoM kI ora apane zarIra evaM saMyama kI virAdhanAoM ke pApa kI poTa sira para uThAnI par3I / sojata kA caturmAsa samApta hone para hamAre caritra nAyakajI AjJApatra lekara pUjyajI kI sevA meM pahu~ce / pUjyajI ajamera kA caturmAsa samApta kara kharavA padhAre the / Apane kharavA jAkara pUjya jI mahArAja kA darzana, vandana kiyA, aura zrAjJA-patra dekara kahA ki aba merA AhAra -pAnI zAmila karane kI AjJA dilAveM / pUjyajI mahArAja ne zrAjJA patra dekhakara kahA ki yaha to rAjaku~vara kI AjJA hai, para AjJA cAhie mAtA pitA kI; ataeva tuma jAkara apanI mAtA kI AjJA lAo, taba hI tumhArA AhAra pAnI zAmila kiyA jAvegA / jaba bar3oM kI dRSTi isa prakAra hotI hai, taba choTA AdamI kyA kara sakatA hai / pUjyajI ke dila ke andara to darda thA, binA AjJA mannAlAlajI ke pAsa rahane kA aura Apane vyakta bhI kara diyA thA ki merI AjJA binA tuma mannAlAlajI ke pAsa kyoM rahe, aura unake sAtha tumhArI jo jo bAteM huI, ve sApha 2 kyoM nahIM kahadete ho / jabataka tuma isa bAta kA spaSTa taura para varNana nahIM karoge, kabhI sukha se nahIM rahoge / kintu ApakA khAnadAna aisA nahIM thA ki eka kI bAta dUsare ko kahakara Apasa meM vaimanasya kI vRddhi kare / jo kucha sukha evaM duHkha hai vaha bhoga lenA hI acchA hai / hamAre caritra nAyakajI pUjyajI kI zrAjJA lekara dUsarI bAra AjJApatra ke lie bIsalapura jAne ko ravAnA ho gaye / byAvara /

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73 sojata - caturmAsa aura AjJA-patra ko prApti zuru ye to yahAM kevalacandajI sAdhu mile jo hamAre caritra nAyakajoM ne meM inake pAsa hI dIkSA lene kA vicAra kiyA thA / unhoMne kahA kaho gayabara, kyA hAla hai ? gayavara 0. - hAla to acchA hI hai / kevala0--phira abhI taka akelA kyoM ghUmatA hai ? kA hI phala hai / gayavara 0. -Apa mahAtmAoM kI kRpA kevala 0 - tumhArI dIkSA to hogaI hai na ? gayavara 0- - jI hA~ / kevala 0 - kisake pAsa aura kisakA ziSya huA hai ? i Copy gayavara0 - meMne svayaM hI dIkSA lI hai / kevala 0 - svayaM dIkSA to tIrthaGkara yA pratibuddhi lete haiM, to kyA tUM bhI pratibuddha hai ? gayavara0 - kyoM ? hamAre pUjyajI tathA zobhAlAlajI ne bhI svayaM dIkSA lI hai / kevala 0 - kahIM sUtra meM aisA ullekha hai ki binA guru dIkSA * ho sake ? gayavara0 - sUtra meM to maiM kyA samajhatA hU~, mujhe to jaisA pUjyajI mahArAja ne kahA vaisA maiMne kiyA hai ? kevala0 -- jaba pUjyajI kI AjJAnusAra kiyA to phira akelA kyoM phiratA ? gayavara0 - pUjya jI kA kahanA hai ki apane kuTumbiyoM kI AjJA lAne para tumhArA AhAra jala zAmila kiyA jAvegA / kevala 0- kyA dIkSA lene ke bAda bhI kuTumba raha sakatA hai / gayavara0 - mahArAja jaba maiM gRhastha thA, taba Apa logoM kI

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Adarza-jJAna 74 mAyA, kapaTAI, chala, prapaMca, aura dhUrta-vidyA se ajJAta thA, para aba mAlUma huA hai ki saMsAra meM jitanA jAla phailA hai, usakA janma to Apa logoM ke dvArA hI huA hai| ___ kevala-ThIka hai gayavara, hamAre jaise sAdhu tumako pasaMda nahIM hue, kintu bar3oM ke kAma hI bar3e hote haiM, aura aba tumako yaha mAlUma bhI ho gayA hai / para aba kyA karanA hai, yadi tuma hamAre pAsa rahanA cAho to aba bhI samaya hai, varanA pUjyajI DhUDhAr3e haiM, unake tIna gAMThe to svabhAvika hI haiM, aura kitanI hogI vaha phira mAlUma hoMgI, pahile bhI tumane merA kahanA nahIM mAnA, jisakA to phala bhoga hI rahe ho, aba bhI samajha jAo, to acchA hai| gayavara0- svAmIjI ApakA kahanA ThIka hai, kintu maiM mere mu~ha se pUjyajI kA ziSya bana cukA hU~, aura merA khAnadAna aisA nahIM hai ki maiM eka ko chor3a dUsare kA nAma dharAU~ / kevala0-dekha gayavara,vahA~ tumhAre dila ko samAdhi nahIM rahegI isa bAta kA pahile vicAra kara lenaa| adhika kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, kyoMki tU khuda vicAravAna hai| gayavara0-yadi mere meM saMyama kA guNa hogA to maiM jahA~ rahU~ vahA~ hI samAdhi rahegI, kintu maiMne jo pahile se nizcaya kiyA hai, usameM to parivartana karane kI bilakula icchA nahIM hai| kevala-abhI pUjyajI kI prakRti kA tumheM pUrNa anubhava nahIM huA hai| ___gayavara0-pUjyajI kI kaisI hI prakRti kyoM na ho, aura ve mujhe kitanA hI kasauTI para kyoM nA jA~ce, kintu maiM apane nizcaya se kabhI vicalita na houuNgaa|

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sojata-caturmAsa aura AjJA-patra kI prApti taba kevalacaMdajI-samajha gaye ki gayavaracaMda apane hAtha lagane vAlA nahIM hai isane to bilakula nirAza kara diyaa| svAmIjI ne kahA ThIka hai jaba kabhI terI icchA ho, taba hI tere lie dvAra khulA hai| Apa byAvara se pIpAr3a gaye, vahA~ karmacandajI mahArAja birAjate the| unase yAcanA kara eka rAjamalajI nAmaka sAdhu ko sAtha meM lekara bIsalapura gaye aura mAtuzrI kI jabAnI AjJA lekara vahIM AhAra pAnI zAmila kara liyaa| phira vApasa pIpAr3a bAye / karmacandajI mahArAja ke sAtha AhAra pAnI,bandanA vyavahAra karake vApisa pUjyajI kI sevA meM jAneke lie vihAra kara diyaa| jaba zrApa para padhAre to eka zrAvaka dvArA patA milA ki mannAlAlajI ke pAsa rahane ke kAraNa pUjyajI mahArAja Apa para sakhta nArAja haiM aura aba zrApa ko pUjyajI mahArAja apanA ziSya na karake kisI sAdhAraNa sAdhu kA ziSya banA denA cAhate haiN| yaha sunakara to Apa aura bhI vicAra meM par3a gaye phira bhI Apane byAvara jAne ke lie bihAra kara diyaa| byAvara se karIba tIna mIla para jAliyA nAmaka eka choTA sA prAma hai / vahA~ jAkara rAtri ko Thahara gaye aura eka patra bhaMDArI jI ke nAma para likhA ki merI zrAjJA ho gaI hai, aba maiM isa zarta para pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa thAne ko taiyAra hU~ jaise Apake vacanAnusAra pUjyajI mere ko apanA ziSya banAle yadi pUjyajI mahArAja ne kisI ko apanA ziSya na karane kI pratijJA karalI ho, to merI icchA ke mAphika ziSya banAveM hA~ maiM kisI kA bhI ziSya banU~ para pUjyajI mahArAja kA to sadaiva dAsa banakara unake caraNoM meM hI

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Adarza - jJAna 76 ^ rahU~gA, ityAdi / isa patra kA javAba pUjyajI mahArAja ko pUcha kara phaurana likho varanA mujhe sveccha mArga svIkAra karanA par3egA / patra pahu~cate hI pUjyajI mahArAja ko bhaMDArIjI ne patra par3hAyA aura kahA ki isakA kyA uttara likhanA / kintu pUjyajI mahArAja ne kaha diyA ki aise patra kA javAba nahIM denA cAhiye / usako garaja hogI to Apa AjAvegA / idhara gayavaracaMdajI ke pAsa dUsare dina bhI patra kA jabAba nahIM zrAyA to unhoMne anumAna kiyA ki abhI pUjyajI ki zubha dRSTi nahIM hai / Apa subaha hI jAliyA se bihAra kara eka hI dina meM 38 mIla cala kara ajamera jAkara rAtri ko vahIM Thahare aura dUsare dina vahA~ se kizanagar3ha kI ora bihAra kiyA / mArga meM eka grAma meM mannAlAlajI mahArAja mila gaye / Apa unake sAtha jayapura cale gaye, mannAlAlajI ne Apako apanA ziSya banAne kI koziza to bahuta kI, kintu ApakA dila pUjyajI mahArAja se haTa nahIM sakA aura na pUjyajI kI yogyatA evaM zratizayatA mannAlAlajI meM pAI, phira bhI usa ApattikAla meM Apa mannAlAlajI ke pAsa hI jayapura meM Thahara gaye /

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18-cAra sAdhuoM ko tAkIda se jayapura bheje pUjyajI mahArAja ko jaba yaha patA lagA ki gayavaracaMdajI mannAlAlajI ke pAsa jayapura jArahe haiM, to bar3A hI aphasosa huA ki eka acche honahAra sAdhu ko duzmana ke hAtha dekara maiMne bar3I bhArI galtI kI unhoMne pazcAttApa kiyA, aura usI samaya AjJA dI ki kistUracaMdajI abhI cAra sAdhuoM ke sAtha vihAra kara tAkIda se jayapura jAveM aura gayavaracaMdajI ko mannAlAlajI ke sAtha paMjAba jAne se rokeM / basa, AjJA hote hI kistUracaMdajI 4 sAdhuoM se bihAra kara bar3I phurtI ke sAtha jayapura pahu~ce, aura jisa makAna meM mannAlAlajI Thahare the usI makAna meM Thahara gaye / rAtri meM gayavaracaMdajI ko ekAnta meM lekara khUba samajhAyA aura kahA ki pUjyajI mahArAja kI Apake Upara pUrNa kRpA hai aura yahI kAraNa hai ki hama logoM ko Apake lie jaldI se jaldI bhejA hai| tuma kisI hAlata meM bhI mannAlAlajI ke sAtha paMjAba mata jaanaa| pUjyajI mahArAja kI AjJA hai ki gayavaracaMdajI yahA~ pAjAveM yA hamAre (kistUracaMdajI ke ) pAsa meM rheN| aba, ApakI kyA icchA hai vaha spaSTa kahado tAki pUjyajI mahArAja ko samAcAra bheja diyA . jAve / isa para Apane khUba dIrgha dRSTi se socA ki kucha bhI ho rahanA to pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa hI kalyANakAraka hai, aura yaha mero bhUla hai ki maiM pUjyajI mahArAja ko chor3a kara idhara-udhara bhaTaka rahA hU~; vinA pUjyajI mahArAja kI AjJA ke ArAdhanA kiye mujhe zAnti nahIM hai, na jAne pUjyajI mahArAja mere lie kyA

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Adarza-jJAna 78 hita cAha rahe hoMge; ityAdi, vicAra kara kistUracaMdajI ko spaSTa zabdoM meM kaha diyA ki maiM na to mannAlAla jI ke pAsa rahU~gA aura na inake sAtha paMjAba hI jAU~gA / maiM pUjyajI mahArAja kI AjJAoM ko hI zirodhArya karU~gA; zrApa khuzI se pUjyajI mahArAja ko samAcAra kahalavA diijie| jaba eka mAsa vyatIta ho gayA, to mannAlAlajI ne kahA ki gayavaracaMdajI hama loga paMjAba meM jAveMge; tuma bhI hamAre sAtha clo| gayavaracaMdajI-maiM Apake sAtha paMjAba nahIM calUMgA / mannAlAlajI-kyoM ? gayavara0-Apa pUjyajI mahArAja kI nindA karate ho| mannA-kyA aba bhI tuma pUjyajI kA pakSa karate ho ? gayavaracaMdajI-jI hA~, pUjyajI hamako kitanA hI kaSTa dekara hameM kasauTI para kaseM, para maiM pUjyajI kI nindA kabhI nahIM suna sakatA huuN| basa, mannAlAlajI ne hatAza hokara paMjAba kI ora vihAra kara diyaa| idhara hamAre caritra nAyakajI, pUjyajI ki AjJA zirodhArya kara, kistUracaMdajI ke pAsa raha gye| ApakA dila to pUjyajI kI sevA meM jAne kA thA, kintu kistUracaMdajI ToMka mAdhaupura jAne vAle the; ApakA bhI mana ho gayA ki najadIka A gaye haiM, pUjyajI kI janma bhUmi bhI dekhaleM / isa irAde se Apane kistUracaMdajI ke sAtha eka mAsa jayapura meM rahakara unake sAtha vihAra kara diyaa| jayapura se 'chAr3asu' gaye, vahA~ dhovana pAnI bahuta kama milA ataH eka khIvarAja nAmaka sAdhu kumhAra ke yahA~ gyaa| kuMmhArIna ne kahA ki yaha kaccA pAnI hai| parantu vaha usake manA karane para bhI

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79 cAra sAdhuoM ko tAkIda se jayapura bheje bilkula kaccA pAnI kA pAtra bhara kara le aayaa| bAda meM dUsare sAdhu bhI usa kumhAra ke yahA~ jA nikale / kumhArina bar3a bar3AhaTa karatI huI pahile sAdhu ko gAlI de rahI thI ki rAkhaUDiyo sAdhu mahAro saba pAno legayo "aba maiM mahAro kAma kayAM kruuNgii"| dUsare gaye hue sAdhuoM ne zAnta citta se kumhArI ko pachA to nizcaya huA ki pahilA sAdhu jo pAnI legayA, vaha bilkula kaccA thaa| makAna para jAkara dekhA to ve donoM pAtra kacca pAnI se bhare par3e the| isa ghaTanA ko dekha hamAre caritranAyakajI kA dila kistUracaMdajI ke sAtha rahane se haTagayA. kyoMki jisa dIkSA ke lie ghara chor3A, phira usake lie aisA bhaddA bartAva kyoM? isakI bajAya to saMsAra meM rahanA hI acchA hai / Apa kistUracaMdajI kA sAtha chor3a kara akele hI ToMka mAdhaupura hotehue koTA pahuMca ge| __madhaupura aura koTA ke bIca meM eka durghaTanA ho gaI Apa akele vihAra kara jaMgala meM jA rahe the; rAste meM kaI bhIla mila gaye aura unhoMne vastra evaM pustakeM chIna lene kA irAdA kiyaa| Apane saba vastra-pAtra, pustakeM eka sthAna para rakha eka kAra nikAla kucha miTTI lekara mu~ha ke pAsa rakha, navakAra maMtra par3hakara usa upadhi para DAladI aura kahA ki jisakI himmata ho vaha isako uThAle / bhIla bicAre Dara gaye unhoMne namaskAra karake mAphI maaNgii| munizrIne unako upadeza dekara aise duSkRtya karane kA tyAga karavAyA bAda ve apane rAste cale gaye aura muni zrI nirdhArita prAma kI ora cala die| kramazaH Apa koTe padhAre / ___koTA meM Apa 15 dina taka Thahare aura hamezA vyAkhyAna bhI dete rahe / vahA~ ke logoM ne cartumAsa ke lie bahuta Agraha pUrvaka

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Adarza jJAna vinatI kI, kintu Apako to jAnA thA pUjyajI kI sevA meN| ataH Apane koTA se bihAra kiyA, koTA aura bhAnapura ke bIca meM eka darrA nAmakA pahAr3a AtA hai / jaba Apa pahile bhAna. pura se koTe gaye the to usa samaya pahAr3a tor3a kara relve lAina nikAlI jA rahI thii| usa samaya hajAroM majadUra kAma karate the aura Asa pAsa ke kaI mahAjana logoM ne dukAneM lagAI thIM; vahAM ApakA acchI taraha se nirvAha ho gayA thaa| usI bharose se Apane isa bAra bhI pahile grAma se bihAra kara dareM para Thaharane ke irAde se dara ke pahAr3a ke pAsa A pahu~ce, kintu vahAM dekhA to eka manuSya ke bacce taka ko bhI nahIM pAyA, cAroM ora tIna 2 cAra 2 kosa taka koI grAma nahIM, dina bhI bahuta kama raha gayA thA, aba kahIM bhI jAne kA samaya nahIM rhaa| cAroM ora jaMgala aura pahAr3a hI najara Ate the| sUrya nArAyaNa bhI isa ghaTanA ko dekha pazcima kI ora lopa ho gaye / subaha pUrNa AhAra bhI nahIM milA, thor3I sI chAcha aura pAnI milA thA; vaha do koza para hI kAma meM le liyaa| isa samaya eka ora to kSudhA aura dUsarI ora pyAsa ne isa prakAra satAyA ki rAtri zAyada hI kuzalatA se nikle| isa nirjana jaMgala aura pahAr3oM ke bIca bilkula akelA AdamI kaise Thahara sakatA hai, kintu upAya hI kyA thA ? taba Apane sAhasa ke sAtha sar3aka ke pAsa ke eka jhAr3a nIce kI bhUmikA parimArjana kara zrAsana lagA diyA; tathA apanI pratikramaNAdi kriyA meM laga gye| idhara kRSNapakSa ke tamaskAra ne apanA prabhAva cAroM ora phailA diyA basa, jidhara dRSTi DAlo, udhara

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81 cAra sAdhuoM ko tAkIda se jayapura bheje 1 andhakAra ho andhakAra thA / Apane kucha dera to sUtroM kA svAdhyAya kiyA bAda meM thokar3e yAda karanA zuru kara diyA | karIba prahara rAtri vyatIta huI hogI ki cAroM ora pahAr3oM se aisA jaura 2 ke cakAra zabda sunAI dene lage, ki jisako sunakara kAyara puruSoM ke to kaleje phaTa jAte haiM / usa pahAr3a ke gu~jita zabda ko sunakara zrApakA dhairya chUTa gayA aura dila meM kaI prakAra ke saMkarUpa vikalpa hone lage, kyoMki pahAr3oM meM zera bagairaha kaI pazu the aura unakI hI jora 2 se AvAja ho rahI thI / hamAre caritra nAyakajo apane vicAroM ko palaTate hue socane lage ki maranA to eka hI vAra hai; ghara bAra hI chor3a diyA to phira isa nAzavAna zarIra para itanA mamatva kyoM ? basa, usI samaya, Apane apane bhaMDopakaraNa ekatrita karake eka tarapha rakha die aura sAgArI anazana vrataM dhAraNa kara liyA ki isa upasaga se baca gayA to saMyama vrata kI ArAdhanA karU~gA, aura yadi AyuSya hI samApta ho gaI hai to maiM sarvatra prakAra se zarIra evaM cAra AhAra aura aThAraha pApoM kA jAvatjIva paJcakhAna karatA hU~ / basa, Apake dila meM jo bhaya thA vaha coroM ke samAna palAyamAna ho gayA, tathA Apa navakAra maMtra kA khUba jApa karane lage / jyoM jyoM rAtri vyatIta hotI gaI, tyoM 2 pahAr3a adhika gu~jita zabda karatA hI gayA, kintu Apa to mRtyu kA sAmanA karane ke liye nirbhaya bana baiThe the, Apako bhaya hI kyA thA / gata rAtri meM Apako kucha nidrA AI aura usI nidrA meM prabhAta ho AyA taba uThakara anazana pArA pratikramaNa aura prati lekhana kara vahA~ se vihAra kara, cAra koza para eka grAma thA, vahIM jAkara AhAra jala kiyA /

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16-jAvada meM genamalajI caudharIkI neka slaah| hamAre caritranAyakajI vihAra karate hue bhAnapura Aye, vahAM cauthamalajI vagairahaH kaI sAdhu the| Apa unake zAmila na Thahara kara alaga ho Thahare / bAda meM cauthamalajI ke sAdhu Apake pAsa meM zrAye, aura pUjyajI kI nindA kara Apako apane pAsa rakhane kI bahuta koziza kI, kintu zrApa ina jAvarA vAle sAdhuoM ( cauthamalajI ke guru hIrAlAlajI aura inake guru javAhiralAlajI vagairahaH ) ke AcAra vicAra se pUrNa paricita the, zrataeva Apane spaSTa kaha diyA ki na to maiM pUjyajI mahArAja kI nindA suna sakatA hU~, aura na maiM Apake pAsa rahanA hI cAhatA hU~, Apa apane makAna para padhArie / yaha suna kara Aye hue sAdhu nirAza hokara cale gaye aura Apa vihAra kara rAmapure padhAre / rAmapurA meM kesarImalajI surANA nAmaka eka prakhyAta zrAvaka the / ve kaI varSoM se ekAntara tapa karate the| unakI IrSA samitI dekha kara to zrApa vismaya yukta ho gaye, kAraNa aisI IrSA samitI kisI sAdhu ke bhI nahIM dekhI thii| sAtha hI Apa sthAnakavAsiyoM ke mAne hue TayA ke 32 sUtroM ke bhI pUrNa jJAtA the, kaI sAdhu to Apake pAsa Akara sUtroM kI vAcanA liyA karate the| Apane bhI vahAM kaI dina Thahara kara dazavakAlika sUtra sampUrNa aura kaI adhyayana uttarAdhyanajI sUtra ke zabdArtha kA abhyAsa kiyA / zrAvakajo ne saMyama ke lie bhI Apa ko bahuta kucha kahA, jisa

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jAvada meM genamalajI caudharIkI neka salAha kA bhAvArtha yaha thA ki Aja kala ke sAdhu kevala nAma mAtra ke sAdhu haiM, yadi saMyama - lenA to pUrNatayA pAlana karanA cAhie, varanA zrAvakapana meM raha kara zrAvaka ke bratoM kI hI ArAdhanA karanA acchA hai| __pUjya hukmIcandajI mahArAja koTA kI sampradAya ko chor3a kara isa pradeza meM Aye hue the| usa samaya yahAM potIyAbandha zrAvakoM kA hI sAmrAjya thA aura unakA pATa sthAna jAvada thaa| ve loga isakAla meM kisI ko pAMca mahAvrata dhArI sAdhu honA mAnate hI nahIM the, usI kA namUnA hamAre kesarImalajI surANA rAmapurA meM raha gaye the / khaira kesarImalajI kI zraddhA kaisI hI ho, kintu unakA zrAvakAcAra acchA thA, aura una meM dUsaroM ko jJAna par3hAne kI udAratA avazya thii| rAmapurA se vihAra kara Apa jAvada pdhaare| vahAM bhI choTe pyAracandajI mahArAja virAjate the| Apa alaga eka koTharI meM Thahara gaye / svAmIjI ne bhI Apa ko lalacAne kI bahuta kucha koziza kI aura kahA ki garmI kI mausima AgaI hai jyAdA nahIM to yaha caturmAsa zrApa hamAre pAsa karalo / ityaadi| __jAvada yoM to sthAnakavAsiyoM kA eka kendra thaa| bahuta se acche acche zraddhAsampanna aura dharmapriya zrAvaka the| Apa pahale .jAvada meM Thahare hue bhI the, evaM saba loga jAnate the, ataeva Apane eka dina vahAM vyAkhyAna bhI diyA, jisa se saba kA citta prasanna huaa| kintu ApakA akele rahanA saba ke dila meM khaTakatA thaa| jAvada meM genamalajI caudharI eka acche mAnyavara aura

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Adarza-jJAna gharAne ke mukhya zrAvaka the| Apake laghubhrAtA zobhAlAlajI ne yuvAvasthA meM vRddhicandajI mahArAja ke pAsa dIkSA bhI lI thii| ve pUjya zrolAlajI ke laghu guru bhAI the| ApakA jJAnAbhyAsa itanA thA ki pUjyajI ke samudAya meM koI bhI sAdhu ApakI barAbarI nahIM kara sakatA thaa| genamalajI ne eka dina hamAre caritranAyakajI ke pAsa Akara ekAnta meM kahA ki isa samaya Apake jJAnAbhyAsa ke dina haiM, Apane khAnadAna ko aura saba Rddhi ko chor3a kara vairAgya ke sAtha dIkSA lI hai, phira samajha meM nahIM AtA, ki Apa akele isa prakAra kyoM phira rahe haiM, Apane pichalA saba hAla kaha kara kahA ki zrAvakajI, karmo kI gati vicitra huzrA karatI hai| ___ genamalajI ne kahA, mahAgaja Apa tyAgI, vairAgI aura guNo haiM, jisa sAdhu se Apa mileMge vaha Apako apane pAsa rakhane kI koziza karegA, kyoMki guNIjana sarvatra pUje jAte haiM, kintu merI to yaha salAha hai ki ThAkura ThikAne hI zobhA pAtA hai, ataH Apako pUjyajI kI sevA meM raha kara sarva prakAra kI yogyatA prApta karanI cAhie, cAheM pUjyajI mahArAja Apako kitanA hI kaSTa deM yA kisI kA bhI ziSya banA deM, para zrApa ko to pUjyajI mahArAja kI AjJA kA hI pAlana karanA cAhie, isa meM hI ApakA kalyANa aura zobhA hai, punaH merI to yahI rAya hai ki Apa isa samaya vihAra kara sIdhe ho pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa pahu~ca jAveM aura maiM bhI pajyajI mahArAja ke pAsa Apake lie samAcAra pahu~cA dUMgA / kahie, maiMne kahA jisake viSaya meM ApakA kyA bhAva hai ?

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bhInAsara meM pUjyajI mahArAja ke darzana genamalajI sAhaba ke kathana ne hamAre caritranAyakajI ke roma -roma meM sthAna kara liyA, aura Apane kahA ki genamalajI Apa kA kahanA akSarazaH satya hai aura merA bhI yahI irAdA hai ki maiM aba jaldI jAkara pUjyajI ke caraNoM kI sevA karU aura pUjyajI kI AjJA ko zirodhArya karalU / maiM sunatA hU~ ki zAstrakAroM ne zrAvakoM ko sAdhuoM ke mAtA-pitA ke tulya batalAyA hai, Apa kI neka salAha Aja usI bAta kA smaraNa karA rahI hai / 85 - - bhInAsara meM pUjyajI mahArAja ke darzana. 20 hamAre caritra nAyakajI ne tatkAla ho jAvada se bihAra kara diyA aura nimAhar3A, nImaca, cittaur3a, hamIragar3ha, bhIlavAr3A, ityAdi grAmoM meM vihAra karate hue byAvara A pahu~ce / isa vihAra ke daramiyAna meM jitane bhI sAdhu mile, unhoMne Apako apane pAsa meM rakhane kI kaI prakAra se kozizeM kI evaM kaI bhAMti ke lAlaca bhI batalAye, kintu ApakI najara to pUjyajI kI ora lagI huI thI / byAvara meM lAlacandajI svAmI birAjate the, Apako eka sAdhu kI sakhta jarUrata thI / idhara hamAre caritra nAyakajI jA pahu~ce, unhoMne kahA gayavaracandajI Apa abhI yahIM ThahareM, kAraNa bhInAsara yahA~ se bahuta dUra hai, garmI bhI sakhta par3atI hai tathA pa vihAra bhI bahuta karake Aye ho / kintu Apane kahA ki kucha bhI ho, mujhe to pUjyajI ke pAsa jAnA hai| lie maiM apanI thakAvaTa utArane ko Thahara kevala do cAra dina ke sakatA hU~ /

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bhAdarza-jJAna 86 dUsare hI dina zrApakA vyAkhyAna huA, jisako sunakara sArA samudAya prasannacitta ho kahane lagA ki hama pUjyajI mahArAja ke samAcAra maMgavA leveMge, Apa caturmAsa lAlacaMdajI mahArAja ke sAtha yahIM kraaveN| ___ byAvara ke zrAvakoM ne bhInAsara patra likhA aura eka AdamI ko bhI bhejA, kintu pUjyajI mahArAja ne svIkAra nahIM kiyA aura kaha diyA ki lAlacandajI ko sAdhu kI jarUrata hai to hama dUsare sAdhu ko bheja deveMge, kintu gayavaracaMdajI vahA~ nahIM Thahara kara yahA~ aajaaveN| ___ basa, phirato upAya hI kyA thA? Apane vihAra kara diyA aura pIpar3A jAkara karmacandajI mahArAja ke darzana kie / jeSTha ke mAsa meM sakhta garmI par3atI thI, tababhI laMbe 2 bihAra kara AsAr3ha kRSNA 5 ko Apa bhInAsara pahu~ca gaye / pUjyajI mahArAja ko jJAta hone para unhoMne do sAdhuoM ko Apake sAmane bhejA aura kaI zrAvaka to udayarAmasara taka sAmane aaye| jaba bhInAsara meM pUjyajI mahArAja ke darzana hue to ApakI A~khoM se azru dhArA bahane laga gaI pUjyajI mahArAja ne bhI ApakI pITha para hAtha dhara bahuta snehapUrNa zabdoM meM ApakA satkAra kiyA, aura donoM tarapha se huye saba kasUra kSamA kara diye / Apane kahA ki gayavaracandajI, tuma sacce tyAgI, vairAgI, aura khAnadAna ke ho, tathA tuma kasauTI para sacce aura khare hI utare / aba pichalI bAtoM ko yAda nahIM karanA, jo jJAnI ne bhAva dekhA vahI banA hai| jAo gaucarI laao| ___Apane kahA ki maiM ekAntara karatA hU~, Aja mere upavAsa hai| taba Apane kahA ki acchA dhovaNa to le aao| hamAre caritra

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bhInAsara meM pUjyajI mahArAja ke darzana nAyakajI ne socA ki dhovaNa pAnI lAne ko kaha rahe haiM, to kyA pUjyajI apanA lAyA huA dhovaraNa mujhe nahIM pilAveMge ? para alaga dhovaNa lAkara to mujhe bhI nahIM pInA cAhiye, isalie Apane kaha diyA ki maiM to Aja caubihAra upavAsa kara lU~gA / pUjyajI mahArAja bhI samajha gaye ki yaha alaga AhAra pAnI karanA nahIM cAhatA hai, khaira / saba sAdhuoM ke AhAra pAnI kara lene ke bAda pUjyajI ne hamAre caritra nAyakajI ko ekAnta meM bulA kara, jAliyA grAma se akele mannAlAlajI ke pAsa gaye aura vahA~ se bhInAsara Aye taba taka kI AlocanA krvaaii| munijI ne sApha 2 saba hAla kaha diyA aura pUjyajI mahArAja ne saba hAla sunakara vicAra kiyA ki gayavaracaMjI bilkula rnidoSa haiM aura yaha satya hai ki mere lie inake hRdaya meM uccAsana hai, kintu vyavahAra zuddhi ke lie thor3A bahuta to prAyazcit denA hI par3egA / pUjyajI - gayavaracaMdajI, maiM jAnatA hU~ ki tuma bilkula nirdoSa ho, kintu itane dina akele rahe, isalie kucha prAyazcit lenA par3egA / gayavara0-- jI hA~ / hajUra ! jo Apa zrAjJA deM, mujhe svIkAra hai / pUjyajI - zAstrAnusAra tumako cAturmAsika prAyazcit diyA jAtA hai / 87 gayavara0- -Apake vacana to mujhe svIkAra haiM, kintu yaha prAyazcita kisa doSa kA hai? pUjyajI - hA~, tuma doSI to nahIM ho, kintu itane dina akele rahe isalie yaha prAyazcita diyA jAtA hai, yadi tumako prAyazciMta nahIM diyA jAve to kala koI bhI sAdhu isa prakAra akelA

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Adarza-jJAna raha sakegA, isalie tuma mere kahane se isako svIkAra karalo / gayavara0-jo AjJA / maiM isa prAyazcita ko Apake kahane se svIkAra karatA hU~, para isa prAyazcita ke lie kyA tapa karanA pdd'egaa| pUjyajI-abhI isako spaSTa karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai; tuma to ise svIkAra karalo; kAraNa; caturmAsika prAyazcita aneka prakAra kA hotA hai, jaise-cheda prAyazcita, tapa prAyazcita; paccarakhAna prAyazcita, isameM bhI laghu caturmAsika, dIrgha caturmAsika Adi kaI bheda hai, isalie maiM tumako bAda meM kaha duuNgaa| gayavara.-ThIka hai, maiM to ApakI AjJA ke AdhIna hU~, jo Apa kaheM vaha karane ko taiyAra hU~, kintu mujhe thor3A-sA saGketa ho jAya to merA citta sthira ho sakatA hai| . pUjyajo0-isa prAyazcita meM tumako tapa prAyazcita diyA jAtA kintu abhI ise jAhira karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / aba rahA tumhAre guru ke lie, isameM tumhArI kyA icchA hai| gayavara:-pUjyavara, yaha bAta to sarva prathama ratalAma meM hI taya ho cukI thI ki maiM ApakA hI ziSya banU~gA aura merA yahI Agraha thaa| pUjyajI0-gayavaracaMdajI tumhArA kahanA to ThIka hai para maiMne to mere muMha se yaha nahIM kahAthA ki maiM tumako apanA ziSya bnaauuNgaa| hA~ bhaMDArIjI ne tathA anya kaI sAdhuoMne avazya kahA thA ki Apa ko pUjyajI mahArAja kA celA kara deveNge| gayavara0-kintu jaba bhaMDArIjI vagairaha ne Apake sAmane kahA thA taba usa samaya Apane inkAra bhI to nahIM kiyA thaa|

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89 bhInAsara meM pUjyajI mahArAja ke darzana pUjyajI0 - hA~ maiMne inkAra nahIM kiyA thA / gayavara0 - yahI kAraNa hai ki maiMne nizcaya kara liyA thA ki maiM pUjyajI kA hI ziSya banU~gA / prAja paryanta kisI ko ziSya nahIM pUjyajI mahArAja pUjyajI0 - khaira maiMne - banAyA hai aura saMsAra meM yaha bhI prasiddha hai ki ke cele banAne kA tyAga hai; aisI hAlata meM yadi tumako celA kara bhI lU~ to logo meM avizvAsa kA kAraNa hogaa| tumhAre lie maiM kisI kA bhI nAma kara dU~, para tumako maiM apanA celA hI samabhU~gA, aura tuma hamako guru samajhanA ataeva tuma apanA haTha chor3a do aura maiM kahU~ vaisA karalo / -jaisI ApakI icchA maiM to ApakA hukma uThAne gayavara0 ko taiyAra hU~ / : ------- pUjyajI hamArI samudAya meM mor3IrAmajI, jo mere guru bhAI haiM eka zAnta prakRti vAle vyAyAvaciyA sAdhu haiM hamAre itane - sAdhuoM meM se unakI barAbarI karane vAlA eka bhI sAdhu nahIM hai| maiM tumako una mor3IrAmajI kA ziSya karanA cAhatA hU~ tuma - isa bAta ko svIkAra karalo / gayavaracaMdajI - mor3IrAmajI se paricita nahIM the, para vAstava meM pajyajI kA kahanA solaha AnA satya thA / mor3IrAmajI kyA ve sAdhuoM kI mAtA hI kahalAte the / Apane pUjyajI ke bacanoM ko maMjUrakara apane guru mor3IrAmajI mahArAja ko svIkAra kara liyA / basa phira kyA thA, saba taraha se zAnti hogaI / mor3IrAmajI 'mahArAja usa samaya pUjyajI kI sevA meM hI the, ataH unheM bulA

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bhAdarza-jJAna kara pUjyajI ne kaha diyA ki ye gayavaracadajI tumhAre ziSya haiM; inako jJAnAbhyAsa meM khUba sahAyatA karanA, ityAdi / / __mor3IrAmajI ne-pUjyajI mahArAja kI AjJA ko zirodhArya karalI aura gayavaracaMdajI kI ora apanA dharma sneha va prema bar3hAyA, Apako alaga le jAkara dhovana pilAyA aura tapazcarya kI sukhasAtA puuchii| aura muni zrI ne guru mahArAja ko vandana kiyA / 21-saM01665 kA cAturmAsa bIkAnera meM pUjyajI-apane 11 sAdhuoM ke sAtha AsAr3ha zukla tRtIyA ko bIkAnera padhAre aura zrImAn agaracaMdajI bhairudAnajI seThI kI koTharI meM ApakA caturmAsa huA / hamAre caritranAyakajI para pUjya mahArAja ko bar3I kRpA tho sava sAdhuoM se adhika ApakA mAna sammAna thaa| gayavaracaMdajI kI bhakti vinaya aura vyAvaJca para pUjya mahArAja bar3e hI prasanna the eka dina rAtri meM hamAre caritra nAyakajI pUjyajI kI pagacampI kara rahe the pUjyajI ne prasannacita hokara kahA gayavaracaMdajI tumako kaNThastha jJAna karanA hai yA vaktA ( byArakhyAtA) bananA hai ? gayavaracaMdajI ne kahA ki mujhe to ApakA dAsa bananA hai / jo Apa hukma pharamAve maiM zirodhArya karane ko taiyAra huuN| pUjyajI ne kahA-jJAnAbhyAsa karane kA maukA to aura bhI mila jAyagA kintu vyAkhyAtA banane kA samaya to yahI hai kyoMki tuma buddhi

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saM0 1965 kA cAturmAsa bIkAnera meM mAna ho ataeva tuma saba kAma chor3akara binA cUke hamAre vyAkhyAna meM baiThakara vyAkhyAna kI tarja sIkhA kro| tathAstu / basa usI dina se Apa pUjyajI ke vyAkhyAna meM baiThakara saba taraha kI cAturyatA dhAraNa karane lge| pUjyajI mahArAja vyAkhyAna bar3e hI jora se dete the yahA~ taka ki ApakI mu~hapattI thaka aura zleSma se itanI gIlI hotI thI ki usa ke lie hamAre caritranAyakajI do tIna mu~hapattiyAM Dore sahita taiyAra rakhate the ki eka mu~hapattI gIlI hotI ki usI samaya dUsarI mu~hapattI de dI jAtI thii| ___ vyAkhyAna meM kaI aisI bhI bAteM AtI thI ki jinako noTa karane kI AvazyakatA rahatI thI isalie Apane pensila rakhanekI pUjyajI se AjJA mAMgI, kintu bar3e pUjyajI ne pensila rakhane kI manAI kI thI ataH Apa AjJA nahIM de sake / isa hAlata meM Apa kArAja aura kolase kA Tukar3A pAsa meM rakha kara jarUrI bAteM noTa kara liyA karate the / jJAna kI pipAsA ise hI kahate haiN| pUjyajI ne zobhAgamalajI tAter3a ko sAdhuoM para kotavAla mukarrara kara rakhA thA aura isa bAta kI jimevArI de rakhI thI ki saba sAdhu tIna baje uThakara jJAna dhyAna kiyA kreN| azubha karmodaya se zrAvaNa zukla pakSa meM pUjyajI mahArAja ke pairoM meM aisA darda huA ki jisase vyAkhyAna vAcanA bhI baMda ho gayA, pUjyajI ke pAsa 11 sAdhu the, kintu bIkAnera kI sabhA meM vyAkhyAna vAcane kI kisI kI bhI himmata nahIM huii| isakA kAraNa yaha thA ki vahA~ kitane hI zrAvaka likhe par3he the tathA vyAkhyAna meM prazna tathA tarka vitarka kiyA karate the| eka hanumAnagar3ha ke tArAcandajI nAmaka zrAvaka the jo vyAkhyAna meM jo sUtra

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Adarza-jJAna sAdhu bAcatA thA, usI sUtra ke panne hAtha meM lekara baiThate the / zrAvaNa kA mAsa thA, bIkAnera kI vizAla pariSad thI / vyAkhyAna bAMcanA bhI jarUrI thA jaba cirakAla kI dIkSA vAle ne hI bIkAnera kI pariSad meM vyAkhyAna dene se inkAra kara diyA taba navadIkSitoM kA to kahanA hI kyA thA / pUjyajI mahArAja kI eka yaha bhI prakRti thI ki Apa apane pAsa kisI vidvAna likhe par3he sAdhu ko nahIM rakhate the| jo rahate the ve jI-husUra ke ati. rikta kucha bhI nahIM jAnate the| dUsare pUjyajI mahArAja kI andara kI ruci kisI sAdhu ko par3hAkara vidvAna banAne kI bhI nahIM thI, aura na Apane apanI jindagI meM sivAya hamAre caritra nAyakajI ke kisI sAdhu ko vidvAna banAyA thaa| yahI kAraNa thA ki Apa ke itane sAdhu hone para bhI pUjya padavI javAhiralAlajI ko denI par3I jo dUsarI phalI ke anAdhikArI the / - pUjyajI mahArAja ne gayavaracandajI ko bulA kara kahA ki jAo tuma vyAkhyAna bAMco / gayavara0-pUjyajI mahArAja, maiM to abhI navadIkSita hU~, bIkAnera kI pariSad meM maiM kaise vyAkhyAna bAMca sakatA hU~, Apa. kisI dUsare sAdhu ko bhejadeM / pUjyajI-dUsarA koI aisA sAdhu nahIM hai ki jo bIkAnera kI pariSad meM jAkara vyAkhyAna bAMca sake, ataeva tuma hI jaao| gayavara0-maiM vahA~ jAkara kyA vyAkhyAna bAcUMgA ? pUjyajI0-tumane kesarImalajI se dazavaikAlika sUtra kA zabdArtha sIkhA hai, jAo vyAkhyAna meM vahI bAMca denA / gayavara0-tathAstu ! taba Apa dazavaikAlika sUtra ke panne

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saM0 1965 kA cAturmAsa bIkAnera meM lekara vyAkhyAna ke pATe para jA baitthe| pariSad to pahile se hI khacAkhaca bhara gaI thii| tArAcandajI ne, munizrI se pUchA ki kyA vyAkhyAna zrApa bAMceMge ? unhoMne kahA 'hAM, pUjyajI mahArAja ne mere lie hI AjJA dI hai|' 'acchA, kaunasA sUtra vAMcoge ?' 'dazavaikAlika sUtra kA chaTA adhyayana ' / basa tArAcandajI bhI dazavakAlika sUtra ke kAgaja le Aye, aura chaThA adhyayana nikAlakara panne hAtha meM leliye| ___ hamAre caritra nAyakajI ne maMgalAcaraNa ke pazcAt sUtra zuru kiyA nANa dasaNa sampanna, saMjameNa tavaNaya / gaNimAgama saMpannaM, ujjANaMbhi samosaTTe / / isa gAtha kA pahile to Apane saMkSipta se zabdArtha kiyA, bAda meM vistAra pUrvaka artha karate hue nANa zabda kA artha meM zrI nandI sUtra se pA~ca jJAna kA vistAra kiyA tathA darzana zabda kA artha uttarAdhyayana ke aThAvIsave mokSamArga adhyayana se vizeSa artha kiyA, cAritra zabda kA bhagavatIjI sUtra se isa prakAra artha kiyA ki jisameM Der3ha ghaMTe kA samaya laga gayA, bAda meM eka do upadezaparNa pada kI dAla, rAga rAganI se kahakara tathA eka dRSTAnta dekara pariSad ke mana ko acchI taraha se raMjana kara diyA / vyAkhyAna samApta hone para sabake mu~ha se ApakI prazasA hone lagI, ki dIkSA ko do varSa bhI nahIM huA, aura Apane jJAna kA qhaba hI abhyAsa karaliyA, ityAdi / para jo zrAvaka hAtha meM panne lekara

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'Adarza-jJAna sAmane baiThe the, ve apanI eka gAthA para hI dRSTi lagAye rahe, unako yaha idhara-udhara kA vyAkhyAna arucikara huA, kyoMki pUjyajI mahArAja to apanI cAturyatA se vyAkhyAna meM una zrAvakoM ko eka do bAra batalAte the, parantu hamAre caritra-nAyakajI apanI dhuna meM 2 ghaMTe taka paMjAba mela kI cAla ke bhAMti vyAkhyAna dete hI rahe / tArAcandajI vagairahaH 5.6 zrAvakoM ne pajyajI mahArAja ke pAsa jAkara kahA ki Apa ne aise sAdhu ko vyAkhyAna kyoM sauMpa diyA, ki jisa gAthA ko kahA usake atirikta idhara-udhara kI bAtoM se hI vyAkhyAna pUrA kara diyaa| pUjyajI ne kahA ki yaha to vaktA kI icchA para hai, yadi jinavacanoM se koI bAta viruddha kahI ho to hama upAlambha de sakate haiM, yadi Apako pasaMda na ho, to Apa vyAkhyAna ke samaya mere pAsa AyA kareM, maiM Apako anuyoga dvArA sUtra sunA duuNgaa| yaha kahakara pUjyajI mahArAja ne hamezA kA jhagar3A miTAkara vyAkhyAna kA mArga niSkaNTaka banA diyaa| ___ hamAre caritranAyakajI ne karIba 15 dina vyAkhyAna bAMcA, jisakA janatA para itanA prabhAva par3A ki pariSad meM kAphI unnati huI aura acche-acche logoM ke mu~ha se yahI zabda nikala par3e ki pUjyajI mahArAja kI padavI ke lie Apake sAdhuoM meM yahI gayavaracandajI mahArAja yogya haiN| eka dina kA jikra hai ki hamAre caritranAyakajI, anopayoga se pahile dina koI sAdhu dhovaNa lAye the, usI ghara se dUsare dina bhI dhovaNa le aaye| sAdhuoM ne pUjyajI se kahA aura pajyajI ne eka upavAsa kA daNDa diyaa| kucha dina ke bAda aisA maukA par3A ki khuda pUjyajI mahArAja gaucarI ke lie gaye, bahuta

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saM0 1965 kA cAturmAsa bIkAnera meM se sAdhu sAtha meM the, eka pahile dina AhAra lAye hue ghara meM pUjyajI mahArAja gaucarI jAne lage, to eka sAdhu ne kahA ki isa ghara se kala AhAra le Aye the| pUjyajI ne usa para lakSa na de kara usa ghara vAlA zrAvaka ke Agraha se gocarI vehrlii| sAdhu dhovaNa lekara makAna para AyA aura usane saba hAla gayavaracandajI ko kaha diyA, bAda meM pUjyajI mahArAja makAna para Aye to gayavaracandajI ne vinaya kI ki nitya pinDa lene vAle tathA bhogane vAle ke liye kyA prAyazcita hotA hai / pUjyajI mahArAja samajha gaye ki yaha hamalA mere para ho hai, pUjyajI ne gusse meM Akara kahA ki tumheM kahane kA kyA adhikAra hai| jAo, tumako maiM caturmAsika prAyazcita detA huuN| ThIka hai, satya kahane para mA~ bhI mAratI hai| gayavara0-caturmAsika prAyazcita kisa bAta kA hai ? / pUjyajI0-prAyazcita maMjUra karalo, varanA tumhAga AhAra pAnI alaga kara diyA jaavegaa| gayavara0-pUjyajI mahArAja Apa hI ne to eka dina kahA thA ki anyAya kA daNDa svIkAra nahIM kiyA jAtA hai / pUjyajI0-kyA maiM anyAya kA daNDa detA hU~ ? gayavara0-yadi nyAya hai to kahie, maiMne kyA kasUra kiyA hai, yadi satya kahanA bhI kasUra samajhA jAtA ho to aise nyAya ko hajAra namaskAra hai / pUjya mahArAja, kyA karUM, maiM merI Adata se lAcAra hU~ ki satya bAta kahe binA mere se rahA nahIM jAtA hai| itane meM mor3IrAmajI mahArAja Aye aura gayavaracandajI ko alaga le gye| jyajI ne kaha diyA ki gayavaracandajI kA AhAra

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Adarza - jJAna pAnI banda hai, vaha unakA lAveM aura khAveM / kintu gayaMvaracandajI ne usa dina AhAra pAnI hI nahIM kiyA aura caubIhAra upavAsa kara diyA / rAtri meM saba sAdhuoM ke so jAne ke bAda pUjyajI mahArAja gayavaracandajI ke pAsa Aye aura Apako jagA kara kahane lage / pUjyajI kyoM gayavaracandajI, Aja maiMne tumako kucha kaha diyA hai, jisase tumhArI AtmA duHkhI hai| C gayavara - mujhe duHkha to isa bAta kA hai ki maiM satya kahane para bhI mArA jAtA hU~ / pUjyajI - kintu tumane sabake sAmane kyoM kahA? 96 w gayavara0 - pUjyajI mahArAja, kyA karU~, kharI bAta kaha dene kI eka merI Adata hI par3a gaI hai / satya bAta kahane meM mujhe Age pIche kA bhAna nahIM rahatA hai / pUjyajI - isI kAraNa to tuma duHkha pA rahe ho / gayavara0- - phira maiM kyA karU~ ? satya ko dabA kara satya ko svIkAra kara lU~ / pUjya jo- -taba hI to maiM kahatA hU~ ki tuma saba taraha se yogya hone parabhI, tumhAre meM samayajJatA nahIM hai / gayavara0 - samayajJatA kise kahate haiM ? pUjyajI - jaisA samaya dekhanA vaisA kAma karanA, jaise maiM karatA hU~ / KAMERA gayavara0 - isameM mAyA kapaTa Adi kA doSa to nahIM lagatA hai? pUjyajI - pAMcamA ArA meM bilkula nirdoSa cAritra nahIM hai,

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97 saM0 1965 kA cAturmAsa bIkAnera meM thor3A bahuta doSa to laga hI jAtA hai, kintu usakI alocanA karane se zuddha ho jAtA 1 gayavara0 - kintu jAna bUjha kara mAyA karanA bhI to nirdoSa hrIM ginA jAtA hai na ? pUjyajI - tuma to hara bAta meM tarka kiyA karate ho / gayavara0- - kintu yaha sikhAyA kisane ? pajyajI - khaira, aba kyA karanA hai? - jaisI ApakI AjJA ho / k gayavara0 pUjyajI - maiMne to tumako caturmAsika prAyazcita de diyA hai, usako maMjUra karalo, taba hI AhAra jala zAmila hogA / gayavara0 - nitya piMr3a mujhe bhugatanA par3e / phira bhI kAra karane ko taiyAra hU~ / AhAra lAye ApakI yahI Apa aura usakA daMDa AjJA hai, to maiM ravI pUjya jI0 - nitya piMDa AhAra maiM jAnabUjha kara lAyA, jisakA prAyazcita maiMne le liyA hai, kintu tumako hamAre sAmane bolane kA prAyazcita to lenA hI par3egA / gayavara0 - yadi Apane nitya piMDa kA prAyazcita le liyA hai, to Apake diye hue prAyacita ko maiM svIkAra kara hI lU~gA / pUjyajI 0 - maiMne mAsika prAyazcita le liyA hai tuma cAturmAsika prAyazcita kA cAra ekAsanA kara denA / - gayavara0 - ThIka hai, Apa AjJA dete haiM to maiM cAra ekAsanA kara lU~gA / kyoMki bar3oM kI prasAdI choToM ko bhI milatI hai / pUjya jI0-- basa, aba to tumhArA dila prasanna hai na 1 gayavara0 - jI hAM hujUra ! maiM to ApakA putra hU~ Apa mere pitA

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Adarza-jJAna haiM mere avaguNoM kA Ara kiso prakAra kA khayAna na kareM, aura saba aparAdhoM ko kSamA krdeN| __ pUjyajI0-gayavaracaMdajI ! maiM tumhAre se bahuta prasanna hU~ aura tumhAre lie mujhe gaurava bhI hai ki tuma hamAre eka hI sAdhu ho kintu kyA karU~ merI prakRti hI aisI hai ki maiM mere apamAna ko sahana nahIM kara sktaa| dUsare maiM gussA bhI yogya sAdhu para hI karatA hU~, tuma dekhate ho itane sAdhu haiM para maiM dUsare kisI se bhI kucha nahIM kahatA huuN| isa prakAra guru cele meM prema kI bAta hokara, donoM ne apane sthAna para jAkara saMstAra kara liyaa| anya sAdhuoM ke dila meM kaI prakAra ke vikalpa ho rahe the, kaI to kaha rahe the ki dekho becArA gayavaracaMdajI satya bAta kahane para bhI isa prakAra mArA jAtA hai; kaI kahate the ki gayavaracaMdajI ne pUjyajI mahArAja ke sAmane bola kara AzAtana kI hai, isakA daMDa milanA hI caahie| kintu subaha uThakara dekhA to gayavaracaMdajI pUrvavat pUjyajI kI sevA meM saba kArya kara rahe the aura pajyajI kI bhI saba taraha se zubha dRSTi pAI gaI / dUsare ko to kyA para khuda moDIrAma jI mahArAja ko bhI mAlUma nahIM huA ki pUjyajI aura gayavara caMdajI ke Apasa meM kaise zAnti huI, arthAt jaise pUjyajI mahAra ja catura mutsaddI the vaise gayavaracaMdajI bhI kama nahIM the| bIkAnera ke caturmAsa meM hamAre caritra nAyakajI ne eka ar3hAI do pacole aura phUTakara kaI tapasyA kI aura tIna tapasviyoM kI khUba hI vyAvaccakI, inake alAvA,zrI AcaraMgapUtra, uttarAdhyanasUtra,

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99 saM0 1965 kA cAturmAsa bIkAnera meM aura zrIrAjapraznIjIsUtra kI vAcanA lI aura kaI thokar3e bhI kaNThastha kiye| ___ Apake darzanArtha bIsalapura se gaNezamalajI hastImalajI tathA rAjakuMvara bAI vagairaha Aye the ApakA vyAkhyAna sunakara unakA viraha rUpI duHkha dUra hogayA aura kahane lage ki Apa dhanya ho jo ki isa ghora duHkhoM kI khAna rUpI saMsAra ko chor3a kara nikala gaye / hama manda bhAgya loga antarAya karma ke udaya se abhI saMsAra meM hI duHkha pA rahe haiN| karIba eka mAsa taka sevA kara ke ve Apa apane grAma ko cale gaye / ___bIkAnera kA caturmAsa samApta hone ke pazcAt Apa nAgaura padhAre / nAgaura meM gaMgArAmajI kanakamalajI chaH sAdhuoM ke sAtha Thahare hue the aura 11 sAdhuoM sahita pUjyanI vahA~ padhAre, evaM pUjyajI ke 17 sAdhu nAgaura meM ekatitra hogaye / ____ bAhara ke grAmoM se kaI zrAvaka darzanArtha Aye the jinameM ratalAbha vAle amaracandajI pItaliyA, rUpacandajI agravAle tathA indramalajI kAvar3iyA vagairaha bhI the| ___ rAtri ke samaya pratikramaNa ke pazcAcAt saba sAdhu maMDalI baiThI huI thii| itane meM amaracandajI sAhaba vagairaha Aye / amaracandajI kI bAteM sunane kI sabako icchA rahA karatI thI kyoM ki ApakI utpAtika buddhi acchI thI aura pUjyajI mahArAja bhI ApakA satkAra kiyA karate the| pUjyajI0-kyoM seThajI Apa zaba~jaya gaye the ? seThajI-jI mahArAja, gayA thA / pUjyajI-loga zatrujaya kI bahuta prazaMsA karate haiM ?

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Adarza-jJAna 100 seThajI0-hA~ prazaMsA karane lAyaka hai| pujyajI0-vahA~ kyA vizeSatA hai ? seThajI0-eka to vahA~ anekoM munivaroM ne mokSa prApta kI jisake parimANu vahA~ jAne vAle ke cita ko nimala eMva pavitra banA dete haiM dUsarA vahA~ kI mUrti kA itanA atizaya prabhAva hai ki darzana karane vAle kA dila vahA~ se haTatA hI nahIM hai / itanA hI kyoM hama subaha pAMca baje jAte the aura cAra baje vApisa zrAte the vahA~ bhUkha pyAsa to kyA para TaTTI pezAba taka ke lie jAne kI bhI zaMkA nahIM hotI thii| pUjyajI0-aura kyA vizeSatA hai ? seThajI-jainiyoM kI bhUtakAlIna jAhujalAlI kA Adarza namUnA hai / pUjya mahArAja ! do pahAr3iyoM ke bIca kI eka khAr3a bharavAI, jisa meM nau lAkha rupayoM ke to kevala rasse hI lage batAte haiM / pUjyajI mahArAja, dUsare 2 dharma ke devoM kI AkRti ke lie jainiyoM kA tyAga, vairAgya, zAnti zrAdi guNa batalAne ke lie jaina mUrti eka Adarza hai| bhavitavyatA hI aisI thI ki udhara mUrtipUjaka samAja ne mandiroM meM ADambara bar3hA diyA aura idhara lauMkAjI ne mUrti kA khaNDana kara diyA, ata: matabheda khar3A hogyaa| bAkI mere khyAla se mUrti kA darzana karanA koI hAni kA kAraNa nahIM hai| vAstava meM dekhA jAya, to jaina-mUrti nahIM mAnane se hI hamAre gharoM meM aneka devI devatAoM kI mAnyatA ghusa gaI hai, jo ki mithyAtva kA mUla kAraNa hai| pUjyajI-seThajI jaina-mUrti dekhakara mujhebhI bahutarAga hotA hai / seThajI-Apane tIrthaMkaroMkA samavasaraNa najadIkahI chor3A hogaa|

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nAgora ke praznottara pUjyajI - maiMne TUka caturmAsa kiyA thA, taba sadeva mandira ke andara se makAna para AtA jAtA darzana kiyA karatA thA / seThajI - jaina-mUrti ke darzana karane se, maiM to koI bhI hAni nahIM, para lAbha hI samajhatA hU~ / 901 svAmI gaMgArAmajI ke ziSya kanakamalajI acche vidvAna va zAstroM ke jJAtA the / ApakI zraddhA mUrti pUjA kI ora jhukI huI thI, phira amaracandajI aura pUjyajI mahArAja kI bAteM suna kara aura bhI dRr3ha ho gaI / ataeva Apa bola uThe ki jaba mUrti se lAbha haiM to phira isakA khaNDana kyoM kiyA jAtA hai ? seThajI ne kahA ki jo mUrti kA khaNDana karatA hai vaha mere khayAla se jaina siddhAntoM se anabhijJa hai aura isa prakAra utsUtra kI prarUpanA kara mithyAtva mohanIya karma kA bandhana karatA hai / J isa para eka sAdhu ne kahA - to kyA patthara kI mUrti ko hama bhagavAn mAna leM ? amara0 - patthara kI mUrti ko bhagavAn nahIM, kintu bhagavAn kI sthApanA mAnanI cAhie / taba mAMgIlAla nAmaka sAdhu bolA khaira, sthApanA mAnala to kyA usakI vandana pUjana kI jA sakatI hai ? amara0 - jisakA bhAva nikSepa vandanIya hai, usake cAroM . nikSepa ko zAstroM meM vandanIya kahA hai / ataH mUrti ko nimita kAraNa samajha kara usake dvArA tIrthaGkaroM ko vandana pUjana karane meM koI doSa nahI hai kintu lAbha hI hai, kAraNa bandana pUjana karane vAlA vItarAga deva ko hI vandana pUjana karatA hai yadi jisakA bhAva nikSepa pajyanIya hai usakA sthApanA

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bhAdarza-jJAna 102 nikSepa pUjanIya nahIM mAnA jAya to anya tIrthiyoM kA bhAva nikSepa apUjanIya hai / unakA sthApanA nikSepa vandanIya evaM pUjanIya ThahareMge yaha sUtra kA rahasya hai isako samajha kara hI bolanA cAhie phira Apa pUjyajI mahArAja se pUchaleM / pUjyajI0- hA~ seThajo kA kahanA ThIka hai| amara0-kevala sthApanA nikSepa hI nahIM kintu tIrthaGkaroM kA dravya nikSepa bhI vandanIya hai, jo apane hamezA logAssa kA pATha kahate haiM / vahI logassa bhagavAn RSabhadeva ke sAdhu kahA karate the, aura usa samaya 23 dravya tIrthaMkaroM ko ve vandana karate the, inake alAvA siddha bhagavAna ko namutthuNaM dete haiM, vaha bhI dravya nikSepa ko hI dete haiM, kyoMki dravya nikSepa kA matalaba yahI hai ki bhAva nikSepa kA bhUta aura anAgatakAla, jaise-RSabhadeva ke samaya meM 23 tIrthaMkara anAgata kAla meM hone vAloM ko ve sAdhu namaskAra karate the, vaise hI siddha bhagavAna gat kAla meM tIrthakara hue the, unako namaskAra kiyA jAtA hai| sAghu0-kyoM, siddha bhagavAn ko bhAva nikSepa nahIM kahA jA sakatA hai ? __ amara0-siddhoM ko namutthuNaM arihantAAdi kA pATha hI kahA jAtA hai / vaha bhAva nikSepa kA nahIM, para dravya nikSepa kA hI hai, kyoMki siddhoM meM namutthuNaM ke saba guNa vartamAna meM nahIM hai para bhUtakAla meM the| ___pUjyajI-mAMgIlAla tumako abhI nayanikSepa kA jJAna nahIM hai / seThajI kA kahanA ThIka hai, kyoMki siddhoM ko namutthuNaM diyA jAtA hai, vaha naigamanaya kA Aropa nAma kA vikalpa hai, arthAt

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103 nAgora ke praznottara bhAva nikSepa kA bhUta, bhaviSya, kAla ko vartamAna meM Aropa kara vandana namaskAra kiyA jAtA hai, usako naigamanaya kahA jAtA hai, aura naigamanaya cAroM nikSepoM ko mAnatA hai / isa takase sAdhu mAMgIlAlajI ko nayanikSepa kA thor3A bahuta jJAna huA aura jo mUrti kA khanDana karate the usakA pazcAtApa karane lge| bAda meM amaracandajI sAhaba ne sAdhuoM se eka prazna pUchA ki kaho vItarAga kA dharma kisa meM hai ? uttara meM, eka ne kahA vItarAga kA dharma dayA meM, dUsare ne kahA bhagavAna kA dharma vinaya meM, aura tIsare ne kahA vItarAga kA dharma tapasyA meM ityAdi, jo jisa ke dila meM AyA vahI kaha diyA / isa para amaracandajI ne kahA ki vItarAga kA dharma vItarAga kI AjJA meM hai, AjJA ke binA dayA, vinaya, dAna, zola, tapa vagairahaH saba karmabandhana ke hetu kaheM haiM, aisA maiMne sUyadhar3AyAMgajI sUtra meM sunA hai / kyoM, pajyajI mahArAja merA kahanA ThIka hai na ? pUjyajI-hAM, seTha sAhaba ! sUtra meM isa bAta kA ullekha hai| jisa samaya uparokta vArtAlApa huA, usa samaya hamAre caritranAyakajI bhI maujUda the| ___ pUjyajI mahArAja kaI dina nAgaura Thahare aura bAda meM moDIgamajI vagairahaH ko to kucerA kI ora bheja diyA aura Apa bihAra kara Deha gAma pdhaare| vahAM ha~sarojajI nAmaka eka acche zrAvaka the| ve pUjyajI mahArAja ke pUrNa bhakta aura zraddhA sampanna the| unake Agraha se pA~ca dina vahAM Thahara kara vihAra kiyaa|

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Adarza-jJAna 104 pUjyajI mahArAja ke pairoM meM pahile se hI takalIpha thI, kintu usa vihAra meM vedanA aura bar3ha gaI, usa samaya ApakI sevA meM hamAre caritra nAyakajI aura do vRddha sAdhu hI the / vedanA yahAM taka bar3ha gaI ki pUjya mahArAja se eka kadama bhI nahIM calA gayA, vahAM usa jaMgala meM aura kucha bhI sAdhana nahIM thA, ataeva hamAre caritranAyakajI apanI javAnI aura pUjyajI mahArAja kI bhakti kI dhuna meM pUjyajI mahArAja ko IgIyAra nAmaka grAma jo vahA~ se eka mIla thA ataH sira para uThA kara grAma meM le Aye tathA 10 dina taka usa choTe se grAma meM raha kara khUba ho sevA kI, jisako pajyajI mahArAja sadaiva yAda karate the| IgIyAra grAma se kucere Aye, usa samaya hamAre caritra. nAyakajI kA ekAntara tapa cala rahA thaa| kucerA meM caritranAyakajI kI AkhoM meM atyanta vedanA huii| karIba 1 mAsa taka takalIpha uThAnI par3I, parantu usa vedanA meM bhI ApakI ekAntara tapasyA varAbara calatI hI rhii| pUjyajI mahArAja ke kahane para Apane aSTamatapa cauvihAra kiyA jisase netroM ko kucha ArAma rhaa| jaba Apa kucAre meM the taba dezI sAdhu jorAvaramalajI vahAM Aye / hamAre caritranAyakajI Apa se pahile se hI paricita the aura jorAvaramalajI the bhI acche milanasAra sAdhu / svAmIjI ne unakA zubhAgamana karake thor3I dera bAteM kii| isa para eka sAdhu ne pUjyajI se jAkara kahA ki gayavaracandajI ne dezI sAdhu jorAvaramalajI ko padhArane ko kaha diyA jo ve pAsatthe haiN| pUjyajI ne eka upavAsa kA daNDa de diyaa| isa para Apane vicAra

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105 kucerA kI carcA kiyA ki yaha kaisI saMkIrNatA hai ? kyA zrI samandhara svAmI se yaha pradezI sAdhu hI sAdhutva kA paTTA karavA lAye haiM jo Apa kaI prakAra kI mAyA va chala kapaTa karate hue bhI, dUsaroM ko "padhAro" mAtrA kahane meM hI mahA pApa samajhate haiN| ___ gayavara0-pUjyajI mahArAja! zrApa choTI-choTI bAto meM binA kasUra hI daMDa de dete ho aura koI bhI sAdhu usa daMDa ko nahIM karate, phira isakA kyA artha huA? Apane daMDa utArane kA tarIkA bhI khUba batalAyA hai ki pAMca upavAsa karane se 625 upavAsa aura usapara eka paurasI karane se 1250 upavAsa utara jAte haiN| kyA aise binA kusUra daMDa denA aura pAMca upavAsa evaM paurasI karane se 1250 upavAsa utara jAnA kisI sUtra meM likhA hai ? mujhe to yaha kalpanA ke sivAya aura kucha bhI mAlUma nahIM hotA hai / _pUjyajI-kyA maiM binA kasUra prAyazcita detA hU~ ? gayavara0-svAmI jorAvaramalajI eka acche sAdhu haiM / ve apane yahA~ calA kara Aye, aura unako 'padhAro' kahadiyA to yaha bhI kasUra samajhA gayA / kyA yaha kalpanA nahIM hai ? ___ pUjyajI-gayavaracaMda, sAdhutva dezI sAdhu troM meM hai yA pradeziyoM meM, isa bAta ko to kevalI hI jAnate haiM , para apane ko to vyavahAra hI dekhanA cAhiye / gayavara0-kyA svAmI jorAvaramalajI kA vyavahAra kharAba hai pUjyajI-hA~, yaha zithalAcArI hai ? gayavara0-isako mAnane vAle apane ko mAyAcArI batalAte haiN| jaba apane ko kabhI ve ' padhAro' kahadeM , to vahabhI daMDa ke pAtra hote hoMge ?

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Adarza-jJAna 106 pUjyajI-gayavaracaMda! ina bAtoM ko to kevalI hI jAnate haiM maiM to apanI paramparAke anusAra hI karatA hU~ / jAo pratilekhana kA samaya hogayA hai, pratilekhana kro| 22-saMvat 1666 kA caturmAsa jodhapura meM __jodhapura meM phUlacAdajI mahArAja birAjate the| Apake zarIra meM kucha takalIpha hone se , Apane kucega pUjyajI mahArAja ko kahalAyA ki yahA~ do sAdhuoM ko AvazyakatA hai, pajyajI mahArAja ne eka to dhanarAjajI tapasvI ko tathA dUsare hamAre caritra nAyakajI ko kahA ki tumako jodhapura jAnA pdd'egaa| Apane uttara diyA ki mere netroM meM abhI taka thor3I bahuta vedanA hai, tathA maiM jJAnAbhyAsa ke lie ApakI sevA meM rahanA cAhatA huuN| taba pUjyajI mahArAja ne jora dekara kahA ki bImAra sAdhuoM kI suzruSA karanA mahAkalyANa kAraka hai, aura vahA~ bhI tumhAga jJAnAbhyAsa hotA rhegaa| merI AjJA hai ki tuma dhanarAjajI ke sAtha jodhapura cale jaao| isa prakAra Apake netroM kI takalIpha hone para bhI pUjyajI ke hukma ko svIkAra karanA par3A / jaba kucerA se bihAra kiyA to usa dina Apake ekAntara kA upavAsa thA / dhanarAjajI eka aise mana cale sAdhu the ki kucerA se khajavAne gaye / vahA~ pahu~cane para thor3A-sA dina zeSa rahA to, vahA~ ke zrAvakoM ne bahuta vinatI kI, para nahIM tthhre| phala yaha huA ki eka ghaMTA rAtri calI

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- 107 saM0 1966 kA cAturmAsa jodhapura meM gaI, taba jAkara rUNa pahu~ce / vahA~ gupa cupa eka dukAna meM rAtri vyatIta kI aura subaha jaldI hI vahA~ se vihAra kiyaa| bAda rUNa vAloM ko khabara huI to unhoMne jA kara pUjyajI ko upAlambha diyA ki Apake sAdhu rAtri meM vihAra karate haiN| gayavaracaMdajI ke upavAsa kA pAranA thA, naukA grAma meM Apato pAranA lAne ko gaye, aura dhanarAjajI akele hI ravAnA hokara cale gye| idhara gayavaracaMdajI ke netroM meM vedanA aura bhI bar3ha gaI, phira bhI Apane Akara dekhA to mAlUma huA ki dhanarAjajI akele hI cale gye| aisI avasthA meM Apa usI dina vahA~ hI rahe, tathA dUsare dina vihAra kiyA jaba Apa dahIkar3e pahu~ce to dhanarAjajI akele hI jodhapura pahu~ca gye| tIsare dina jAte gayavaracaMdajI bar3I muzkila se jodhapura gaye / ye loga kevala mu~ha se hI dayA 2 pukArate haiM, kintu inake hRdaya meM dayA bahuta kama rahatI hai| vahI dhanarAja Akhira barATIyA se eka vidhavA ko lekara gRhastha bana gayA, tathA usa patita avasthA meM hI kAla ke muMha meM jA pdd'aa| hamAre caritra nAyakajI ne jodhapura jAkara phUlacaMdI kI khUba sevA kI, kaI sUtroM kI vacanA bhI lI; tathA saMvata 1966 kA caturmAsa phUlacaMdajI ke sAtha jodhapura meM kiyaa| phUlacaMdajI kA zarIra ThIka na hone ke kAraNa vyAkhyAna bhI hamAre caritra nAyakajI hI dete the| phUlacaMdajI ke eka ziSya chaganalAlajI eka mAsa kI tapasyA karanA cAhate the| 15 upavAsa ke to unhoMne paccakkhANabhI kara lie the, kintu zahara meM sarvatra yaha aphavAha phaila gaI ki pradezI sAdhuoM

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Adarza-jJAna 108 meM ekamAsa khAmaNa tapa hai; kintu jaba 15 dina hue to unakI icchA dhAraNA karane kI hogaI / bahuta kucha kahane para bhI unakA dila pAraNA se nahIM rukaa| aisI avasthA meM phUlacandajI mahArAja bar3A hI aphasosa karane lage ki logoM meM aphavAha to phaila gaI, aba ThIka mAlUma nahIM hogA / isa para hamAre caritranAyakajI ne kahA ki Apa phikra kyo karate hai, maiM mAsa khAmana kI tapasyA karane ko taiyAra hU~, pradezI sAdhuoM kI bAta kabhI nahIM jAne dU~gA / basa pahile dina ucita dhAraNA kara eka hI sAtha meM mAsa upavAsa kI tapasyA kA paccakhAna kara liyaa| hamAre caritranAyakajI vAstava meM mAravAr3a ke dhorI-vIrathe, apanI bAta kA Apako kitanA gaurava thA? Apane pahile, 8 upavAsa se jyAdA kA tapa kabhI nahIM kiyA thA, tathApi himmata kara mAsa upavAsa kara liyA / usa tapasyA meM bhI Ara anta taka dhoraNa pAnI apane Apa jAkara lAyA karate tathA 27 dina taka vyAkhyAna bhI dete rahe the / anta meM tapasyA kA pArANa bahuta Ananda ke sAtha hogayA; isa tapasyA ke pAraNoM para zrAvaka zrAvikAoM meM bhI bahuta tapasyA huI / bIsalapura sAlAvAsa se Apake saMsAra pakSa ke bahuta se kuTumbI darzanArtha Aye the / Apa kA tapa saMyama aura vyAkhyAna kI chaTA dekhakara ve prasanna hoye / bIsalapura ke pratApamalajI mUthA, jinhoMne Apake vairAgya ke prArambha meM kAraNa rUpa hokara anAthI muni kI svAdhyAya sunAI thI, aura Apase yaha vacana bhI le liyA thA ki Apa dikSA le aura kabhI merI bhAvanA hogaI to Apa ko mujhe bhI dIkSA denI par3egI /

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109 saM0 1966 kA caturmAsa jodhapura meM isa samaya Apa bImArI pAkara thor3e bahuta ThIka hue to jodhapura Aye aura Apase vinatI kI ki merA bhAva dIkSA lenekA hai, tathA Apane isake liye vacana bhI diyA thA / ataH kRpAkara dIkSA dekara merA uddhAra karAveM / kintu usa samaya Apa phUlacandajI kI AjJA meM the, phUlacandajI ne aise bimAra aura vRddha ko dIkSA dene se inkAra kara diyA / Apane kahA ki Apa phikra na kareM, yaha bImAra athavA vRddha haiM to inakI tamAma sevA maiM karU~gA / merA vacana diyA huA hai, Apa dIkSA dekara isa pavitra bhAvanA vAle bhavya prANI kA udvAra kareM / kintu phUlacandajI kA hRdaya tanika bhI nahIM pighalA / ataH unakI AjJA ko bhaMga kara hamAre munizrI ne dIkSA denA ucita nahIM samajhA | Apane salAha dI ki caturmAsa ke 45 dina rahe haiM, Apa kAla meM kevalacandajI ke pAsa pahu~ca jAveM / caturmAsa samApta hote hI maiM vahAM Akara Apako dIkSA dekara sevA kruuNgaa| unhoMne aisA hI kiyaa| jyoMhI ve kAlu pahu~ce, tyahI yahA~ caturmAsa samApta hote hI phUlacandajI ko AjJA le Apa bhI kAlu gaye, aura Apane apane vacana ko bahala rakhane ke lie pratApamalajI ko dIkSA de 11 dina taka unakI sevA kI aura dharma kA jJAna sunaayaa| pratijJA pAlana isakA hI nAma hai / jaba pratApa-muni 11 dinoM meM hI svarga vAsa ho gaye taba Apa vihAra kara vApisa phUlacandajI ke pAsa mahAmandira pahu~ca gaye / vahA~ se saba sAdhu vihAra kara sAlAvAsa padhAre / yahA~ hamAre caritranAyaka jI ke saMsAra pakSa kA susarAla thA / Apa yahA~ cAra dina Thahare / Apake do vyAkhyAna sArvajanika aura cAra vyAkhyAna rAtri meM huai| jinakA khUba hI acchA prabhAva janatA para pdd'aa| vahA~ se

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Adarza-jJAna 110 kramazaH bihAra kara pAlI padhAre vahA~ bhI ATha dina taka ApakA jhaMDelI vyAkhyAna hotA rhaa| 23-saM0 1967 kA cAturmAsa-kAlu aAnandapura pUjyajI mahArAja kI AjJA AI ki chaganalAlajI aura gayavaracaMdajI ko nagarI sAdhuoM kI vyAvacca ke lie phaurana ravAnA kara do| phUlacandajI ne donoM sAdhuoM ko mAlavAnagarI kI ora bihAra karavA diyaa| jaba donoM sAdhu sIyATa pahu~ce, to gayavaracaMdajI ke netroM meM jora se takalIpha ho gii| chaganalAlajI eka dina vahA~ Thahare, tathA dUsare dina Apako bImAra chor3a kara ravAnA hone lage taba, vahA~ ke zrAvakoM ne bahuta kucha kahA ki mahArAja sAdhuoM kA yaha dharma nahIM hai ki isa prakAra bImAra AdamI ko akelA chor3a kara calA jAve, kintu unhoMne kisI kI na mAnI aura vApisa pAlI cale gye| khAsa kAraNa to yaha thA ki chaganalAlajI mevAr3a-mAlave jAnA nahIM cAhate the| khaira, unake jAne ke bAda Apa akele hI raha gaye, aba A~kheM duHkhane kI hAlata meM kauna gaucarI pAnI lAve, kauna pUjana pratilekhana kare, parantu pUrva saMcita karmoM ko to bhugatanA hI par3atA hai / Apane netroM kI bImArI meM bhI karmoM se yuddha karane ke liye caubihAra tailA (aSTama) tapa kara diyA ataH na rahA AhAra pAnI lAne

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111 saM0 1967 kA cAturmAsa kAlu0 kA kAma aura na rahA nihAra kA jhgdd'aa| eka hI makAna meM kapATa banda kara ke lagAtAra apane iSTa kA japa karane meM tatpara ho gaye / dharma kA phala tatkAla hI milatA hai, cAhiye sacce dila kI lagna / hamAre caritranAyakajI kI vedanA tIna dina meM coroM kI bhAMti palAyamAna ho gii| tIna upavAsa kA pAraNA hAthoM se lAkara kiyA, phira vahA~ ke zrAvakoM ke aAgraha se sAta dina vahA~ Thahara gaye, tAki netroM kI jyoti ThIka ho jAya / dina ko to logoM ko avakArA kama milatA thA, kintu rAtri meM jaina-jainentara kAphI tAdAda meM ekatrita ho jAte the| Apa hamezA dharmopadeza diyA karate the, yahA~ ke logoM para Apake vyAkhyAna kA kAphI asara pdd'aa| yahA~ taka ki jainetara kSatriyoM ne to mAMsa madirA zikAgadi kA tyAga kara diyaa| ve Aja taka bhI Apako yAda karate haiN| ____ jisa samaya Apa sIyATa meM virAjate the, usa samaya Agne pUjyajI kA byAvara ajamera kI tarapha padhAranA sunA ataH pUjyajIke pAsa jAne kI icchA se Apane vihAra kiyA, rAste meM kAlu AyA; vahA~ kevalacandajI svAmI apane ziSyoM ke sAtha birAjate the / eka to apanI samudAya ke sAdhutroM kI nirdayatA para ghRNA ho rahI thI aura dUsare kevalacandajI se pUrva kA paricaya thA, ataeva kevalacandajI ke pAsa thor3e dina ke liye Thahara gaye / kevalacandajI ke pAsa ratanalAlajI, siremalajI, rUpacandajI, vagairaha sAdhu aura kaI sAdhviyeM jo jJAna par3hane kI icchA karate the, kintu unameM koI bhI likhA par3hA sAdhu nahIM thA / idhara ApakA padhAranA ho gayA, una logoM ne prArthanA kI ki Apa kucha

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Adarza-jJAna 112 arsA yahAM Thahara kara hama logoM ko sUtroM kI vAcanA deM, to bar3I kRpA hogI, yadi Apako pUjyajI ke pAsa hI jAnA hai, to pUjya jI kA caturmAsa byAvara yA ajamera hogA, jo yahAM se bahuta najadIka hai| basa, unake lihAja ke vaza ho kara Apa kAlu Thahara gaye aura unake sAdhu sAdhviyoM ko sUtroM kI vAcanA denI zurU kI / jJAtAsUtra, jIvAbhigamasUtra, rAjapraznIsUtra, uvavAIsUtra vagairaha kI vAcanA dii| rAtri meM sAdhu tathA zrAvaka thokar3A, bolacAla bhI sIkhate aura dharmacarcA bhI hotI thI jisakA ve loga Aja bhI upakAra mAna rahe haiN| yahI kAraNa hai ki kAlu ke zrAvakoM ne Apake jJAna para mugdha hokara caturmAsa ke liye Agraha pUrvaka vinatI kara Apako vahAM hI rakhane kA nizcaya kara liyaa| Apane usa samaya paropakAra kI dhuna meM yaha vicAra nahIM kiyA ki maiM itanI bar3I samudAya ko chor3a kara akelA caturmAsa kyoM karatA hU~, parantu zrAvakoM kI bhakti ke vaza caturmAsa kI svIkRti dedI / kevalacandajI svAmI kA cAturmAsa jaitAraNa honA nizcata ho gyaa| kucha sUtra kI vAcanA adhUrI thI, ataH ve Apako Agraha karake jaitAraNa le gye| vahAM una sUtroM ko samApta kara punaH kAlu A gye| idhara muni zrI kI vinatI ho jAne ke bAda dezI sAdhu kesarImalajI. udayacandajI kAlu aaye| kAlu meM saba logoM ke prAyaH guru AmnAya una sAdhuoM kI ho thI,kintu unake AcAra meM zithilatA hone ke kAraNa logoM kI bhaktibhAvanA pradezI sAdhuoM para vizeSa thI; phira bhI kesarImalajI ne socA ki hamAre kSetra meM pradeziyoM kA caturmAsa hogA to avazeSa kSetra bhI hAtha se calA jAyagA / isaliye unhoMne kaI

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113 saM0 1967 kA cAturmAsa kAla AnaMdapura vRddha logoM ko bahakAyA, aura unhoMne sAdhuoM ko caturmAsa ke lie khaa| parantu sAdhuoM ne kaha diyA ki donoM samaya hamArA hI vyAkhyAna ho to hama caturmAsa kreN| kintu pahile munizrI kI vinatI karane vAloM ne vahA~ spaSTa kaha diyA ki gayavaracandajI mahArAja ko bhI hamane vinatI karake rakhA hai, yadi Apa donoM samaya vyAkhyAna bAMcoge to vahAM bhI donoM vakta vyAkhyAna ba~catA rahegA aura jisakI jaisI icchA hogI vaha vahIM jA kara vyAkhyAna sunegaa| kesarImalajI ne isako maeNjUra nahIM kiyaa| anta meM yaha taya huA ki subaha kesarImalajI vyAkhyAna deveM aura dopahara ko gayavaracandajI mhaaraaj| . isa para kesarImalajI ne caturmAsa karanA svIkAra kara liyA kucha dina to pUrvokta niyama kA ThIka-ThIka pAlana hotA rahA, kintu bAda meM kesarImalajI ne dopahara kA vyAkhyAna bhI zuru kara diyaa| idhara hamAre caritranAyakajI ne bhI subaha, dopahara, tathA rAtri evaM tInasamaya vyAkhyAna denA prArambha kara diyaa| canda vya. kiyoM ko chor3a, jaina, jainetara saba hamAre caritranAyakajI ke vyAkhyAna meM Ane laga gaye; isakA kAraNa yaha thA ki Apa kI vyAkhyAna zailI madhara, rocaka aura prabhAvazAlI thI; dUsare, ApakA utkRSTa AcAra-vyavahAra aura tapazcaryA ne bhI janatA para kAphI prabhAva DAla diyA thaa| isa caturmAsa meM bhI Apane eka aThAI, do pacola aura phuTakara tapasyA kI thii| Azvina mAsa meM yahAM bhI Apake netroM kI takalIpha ho gaI thii| kesarImalajI ne kahalAyA ki gayavaracaMdajI kaheM to hama AhAra pAnI lA deMge, kintu Apane inkAra

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Adarza-jJAna 114 karadiyA, aura caubihAra tIna upavAsa kara mauna kara lii| gurU kRpA se vipatti calI gaI, aura Apane apane hAthoM se lAkara pAraNa kiyA / kAlu meM isavarSa eka digambara bhaTTArakajI kA bhI caturmAsa thA / kAlu meM sarAvagiyoM ke ghara jyAdA haiM aura ve saba sthAnaka - vAsI haiM / digambara bhaTTArakajI ne pahile to munizrI se acchA mela rakhA para bAda meM jaba unhoMne sarAbagiyoM ko mu~hapatti chur3Ane kA, mUrtipUjA karane kA yA hamezA mandirajI ke darzana karane kA Agraha kiyA, to munizrI ne mu~hapatti bAndhane kA tathA mandira mUrti nahIM mAnane kA joroM se upadeza diyA / isa para digambara bhaTTAraka cir3a gaye aura kahA ki tumhAre sAdhuoM se kaha do ki hamAre se zAstrArtha kareM / logoM ne jAkara kesarImalajI sAdhu ko kahA, para ve to zAstrArtha karane se inkAra hogaye / Akhira hamAre caritranAyakajI ne DaMke kI coTa zAstrArtha karanA svIkAra kara digambara bhaTTArakajI ko kahalA diyA ki padhArie Apa maidAna meM, hama zAstrArtha karane ko taiyAra haiN| bhaTTArakajI ne kahalAyA ki hama hamArA makAna chor3a kara anya sthAna taka nahIM A sakate haiM, Apako zAstrArtha karanA ho to hamAre makAna para A jAveM / isa para hamAre caritranAyakajI 10-15 zrAvakoM ko lekara bhaTTArakajI ke makAna para gaye, kintu bhaTTArakajI likhe par3he to the nahIM, zrataeva pahale prazna meM hI cupa ho gaye / prazna thA ki zvetAmbaroM se digambara nikale yA digambaroM se zvetAmbara ? jaba bhaTTArakajI apanI prAcInatA sAbita nahIM kara sake, taba

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115 saM0 1967 kA cAturmAsa kAlu AnaMdapura unhoMne yoM hI gAlI galoja karake janatA ko apanI yogyatA kA paricaya diyA / idhara munizrI ne zvetAmbariyoM kI prAcInatA ke liye aneka akATya pramANa diye aura vijaya prApta kara apane makAna para lauTa Aye / isI prakAra kAlu ke teraha panthiyoM se bhI eka bAra carcA huI aura usa meM bhI munizrI kI vijaya kA hI DaMkA bajA / cartumAsa samApta hote hI byAvara se 7-8 zrAvaka Aye / ve kahane lage ki Apako pUjyajI mahArAja ne yAda kiyA hai aura kahA hai ki gayavaracandajI isa taraha akele vihAra kareM yaha ThIka nahIM hai, hamAre pAsa A jAveM to hama rakhane ko taiyAra haiN| aisI hAlata meM Apako yahAM se vihAra kara sIdhe ho ajamera padhAranA cAhie / pUjyajI mahArAja abhI ajamera padhAra kara vahIM ThahareMge / kucha samaya hamAre caritranAyakajI to isa bAta ko cAhate hI the / Apa vihAra kara ajamera cale gaye / pUjyajI mahArAja ko jo kucha kahanA thA kaha kara Apako apane pAsa. prema ke sAtha rakha liyA / pUjyajI mahArAja ne kahA ki merA bicAra to gujarAta kI ora jAne kA hai, tuma zobhAlAlajI ke pAsa raha jAo, tumhAre acchA jJAnAbhyAsa ho jAyagA / astu pUjyajI mahArAja kI AjJA zirodhArya kara zrApa zobhAlAlajI mahArAja ke pAsa raha gaye, aura ApakI vinaya bhakti kara jJAna prApta karane lagna ho gaye /

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24-saMvat 1666 kA bIkAnera cAturmAsa hamAre caritranAyakajI ko jJAna par3hane kA zuru se hI khUba zauka thA, aura jJAna grahaNa karane kI yukti bhI Apako bahuta acchI yAda thii| Apa bakhUbI jAnate the ki jJAna prApti meM saba se pahile vinaya, bhakti aura vyAvacca kI AvazyakatA hai / ye saba guNa hamAre caritranAyakajI meM vidyamAna the| itanA hI kyoM, para Apa ina guNoM ko hara samaya kAma meM bhI liyA karate the, yahI kAraNa hai ki apanI samudAya ke karIba 100 sAdhuoM meM ApakA Asana dUsare nambara para thaa| zobhAlAlajI eka aisI prakRti ke sAdhu the ki Apa pUjyajI kI samudAya meM jJAnAbhyAsa ke lie prathama nambara ke hone para bhI ApakI teja prakRti ke kAraNa na to kAI sAdhu Apake pAsa Thahara sakatA thA aura na kisI ne Apake pAsa se thor3AsA bhI jJAna prApta kiyA thaa| ApakI prakRti meM yaha vizeSatA thI ki Apa na to jarAsA bhI pramAda karate the aura na apanA kAma dUsaroM se karavAne kI AzA hI rakhate the| yahAM lAga lapeTa kA bhI kAma nahIM thA, jo hotA vaha sApha aura sanmukha hI kaha dete the / Apako koI bhI bola cAla yA prazna eka bAra pUMcha le, phira dUsarI, bAra pUMchane kI AvazyaktA nahIM, kyoM ki ve kaha dete the ki bhAI maiM kevala dUsaroM ke liye nahIM hU~, kintu maiM svakIya kArya bhI karanA cAhatA hU~ / yahI kAraNa hai ki pUjyajI ko samudAya meM

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117 saMvat 1969 kA bIkAnera cAturmAsa kevala eka zobhAlAlajI ko hI 400 thokar3A aura 32 sUtra kI vAcanA spRSTa rUpa se thI / hamAre caritranAyakajI jaba se zobhAlAlajI kI sevA meM rahe, taba se unakI prakRti kI kuJcI Apake hAtha meM A gaI, tathA ApakI prakRti ko be ThIka taura para samajha gaye / itanA hI kyoM para hamAre caritranAyakajI kI vinaya bhakti, vyAvacca para svAmI jI prasanna hokara khule dila evaM udAratA pUrvaka jJAna dene laga gaye / byAvara se vihAra kara kramazaH cartumAsa ke pUrva Apa bIkAnera pahu~ca gaye, tathA gaNezamalajI mAlU kI koTharI meM caturmAsa kara diyA / pahile to vyAkhyAna svAmIjI Apa hI diyA karate the, kintu Apa vyAkhyAna meM mukhyakara sUtra hI jyAdA bAMcate the / ataeva Ama taura para logoM ko itanA rasa nahIM AtA thaa| bAda meM ApakI tabiyata bhI narma ho gaI, idhara logoM kA bahuta zrAgraha hone se vyAkhyAna kA kAma hamAre caritranAyakajI ke jimme kara diyA thA; phira to pUchanA hI kyA thA, pariSad kA aisA jamaghaTa hone lagA ki makAna itanA bar3A hone para bhI janatA ko baiThane ke lie sthAna nahIM milatA thA / * isa varSa meM hamAre caritranAyakajI ko mukhya lAbha to yaha huA hai ki zrIbhagavatI sUtra zrIpannatraNajI sUtra, zrIjambudvIpapannati sUtra, anayogadvAra sUtra, sthAnAyAGgajI sUtra, samavAyAMgajI sUtra, aura zrIsUyaghar3AyAMga sUtra, evaM sAta bar3e sUtroM kI vAcanA tathA zrIbhagavatI tathA pannAvaraNa jaise kaThina sUtroM ke 125 thokar3e kaMThastha karane kA saubhAgya milA / jaise isa caturmAsa meM Apako jJAna

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Adarza-jJAna 118 par3hane kA lAbha milA, vaise hI zrAvakoM ko thokar3e sIkhane kA bhI kama lAbha nahIM milaa| koI 20 acchI buddhivAle zrAvaka thokar3oM kA abhyAsa karate the, una saba ko Apane karIba 300 thokar3e sikhAye / svAmI zobhAlAlajI meM jaisA jJAna guNa thA vaise hI vAtsalyatA kA bhI jabaradasta guNa thA / koI bhI pustaka athavA upakaraNa kA lAbha hotA to vaha hissA pramANe sabako dekara hI lete the, yaha guNa anya sAdhuoM meM prAyaH kama pAyA jAtA hai / kahA bhI hai ki "asaMvibhAgI navi tassamokkho" / bIkAnera meM eka tArAcandajI hanumAnagar3ha vAle zrAvaka rahate aura ve sthAnakavAsI kahalAte the / para unakI zraddhA teraha panthiyoM kI thI / viradhIcandajI bAMThiyA vagairaha 5-7 zrAvakoM ko unhoMne apane anuyAyI banA lie the| hamAre caritranAyakajI kA bhI unase paricaya huA / unhoMne svAmI jItamalajI kA banAyA huA bhramavidhvaMsa nAmaka grantha lAkara diyA | Apane par3hA to kaI bAtoM para Apako zaMkA huI; kintu jaba sUtra nikAla kara pUrvApara sambandha ko dekhA to teraha panthiyoM kA mata jaina zAstroM se bilakula viparIta hI pAyA aisI hAlata meM una ardhadagdha zrAvakoM ko bhI apane sUtroM ke pATha batalA kara tathA samajhA kara una patita hote hue bhavyoM kA uddhAra kiyA / itanA hI nahIM para Apako bhI teraha panthI mata ke viSaya meM acchI jAnakArI ho gaI, tathA unakI kuyuktiyoM kA samAdhAna karane ke lie Apane aneka prakAra kI yuktiyA~ svayaM taiyAra kara lIM, jo ki zAstrAnukUla thIM / bIkAnera kA caturmAsa samApta kara Apa kramazaH vihArakara

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119 saMvat 1969 kA bIkAnera cAturmAsa byAvara Aye, kAraNa byAvara meM svAmI DAlacandajI vRddhAvasthA ke kAraNa sthira vAsa karake rahe hue the| rAtri ke samaya jaba saba loga cale gaye, taba zrAvaka megharAjajI ne hamAre caritranAyakajI ke pAsa meM Akara kucha . prazna kie| . . megharAjajI:-Apa sUtra par3hate ho ? gyvrcndjii:-haaN| megharAjajI-sUtroM kA artha kisa AdhAra se karate ho. ? gayavara-TabbA se| megha0-TabbA kisa AdhAra se banA hai ? gayavaraH-TIkA se TabbA banA hai / megha0-TIkA ko Apa mAnate haiM ? gyvr0-nhiiN| megha0-isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? gayavara0-paramparA se TIkA nahIM mAnI jAtI hai, TIkA to saMvegI loga mAnate haiN| __ megha0-TIkA se TabbA bananA to Apa svIkAra karate ho, phira TabbA mAnanA aura TIkA nahIM mAnanA, isake lie Apa samaya milane para jarA vicAra karanA / . itanA kaha kara zrAvaka megharAjajI to cale gaye / una ke jAne ke pazvAt hamAre caritranAyakajI vicAra meM par3a gaye, nidrA devI ne bhI kinArA le liyaa| Apa vicArane lage ki TIkA se TabbA banA hai, phira TabbA ko mAnanA aura TIkA ko na mAnanA, yaha to eka prakAra kA anyAya hai / jisa samudra kA :

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Adarza-jJAna 120 jala kSArA hai, to usa meM se lAye hue jala ke ghar3e kA pAnI mIThA kaise ho sakatA hai ? isa para khUba vicAra kiyA gayA, yahAM taka ki rAtri meM nidrA taka bhI nahIM aaii| prAtaH pratikramaNa aura pratilekhana kara thaDile bhUmikA jAkara vApisa Aye, to saba se pahile aApane AcArAMga sUtra nikAla kara dekhA to vahAM TabbAkara spaSTa likhatA hai ki: "praNamya zrI jinAdhIza, zrI guruNA manu grahAt / likhate sukhabodhArtha mAcArAMgArtha vArtikam // 1 // satarAM zabda zAstreNa teSAM buddhira saMskRtA / vyamoho jAyate teSAM durgameM vRtti vistare // 2 // tatovRtaiH samudatya mulabho loka bhASaNa / dharmalipsupakArAyAdi mAMgA'rthaHpatanyate // 3 // isa ullekha ko par3ha kara yaha zaMkA huI ki TIkA se TabbA banA hai, phira TIkA ko nahIM mAna kara TabbA hI mAnanA, isameM kucha na kucha rahasya avazya chipA huA hai, kintu yaha bAta kisa ko pUchI jaave| ___bAda meM Apane vyAkhyAna diyA, tathA AhAra pAnI se nivRtti pAkara megharAjajI ke pAsa gaye aura unase kahA ki rAtri meM jo Apane prazna kiyA thA usa prazna ne to hamako khUba jhamele meM DAla diyA, maiMne abhI AcArA~ga sUtra nikAla kara dekhA to TabbAkAra sApha-sApha kahatA hai ki maiM mandabuddhi vAloM ke upakAra ke hetu TokA se TabbA banAtA hU~, phira TabbA mAnanA aura TIkA ko nahIM mAnanA, isakA kyA kAraNa hogA ?

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121 saMvat 1969 kA bIkAnera caturmAsa meva0-kisI vidvAna se pacha kara nirNaya karanA, kintu zrApa kisI sAdhAraNa vyakti ke sAmane isa bAta kI carcA na karanA, evaM isa bAta ko khUba dhyAna meM rakhanA / gayavara0-megharAjajI sAhiba, Apa to isakA kAraNa jAnate hI hoMge, phira Apa hI kyoM nahIM batalA dete ho ? jaba taka Apa isa bAta ke rahasya ko nahIM batalAvage, taba taka mere dila ke saMkalpa vikalpa nahIM miTa skeNge| ____ megha0-maiM isa viSaya meM abhI kucha bhI nahIM kaha sakatA hU~, Apa avakAza milane para kisI vidvAna puruSa se jAkara pacha lenaa| * gayavara0-Apa yaha to batalAveM ki maiM kisa vidvAna ke pAsa jAkara isa prazna kA samAdhAna kru| megha0-isa viSaya kA jJAna svAmI karmacandajI, kanakamalajI aura zobhAlAlajI ko hai, Apa unase mileM taba pUcha kara nirNaya kara lenaa| ___ gayavara0- ina tInoM meM se eka bhI muni isa samaya yahAM upasthita nahIM hai, hAM zobhAlAlajI yahAM para the, kintu ve bhI vihAra kara gaye haiN| ___ megha--khaira, jaba mileM taba pUcha lenaa| eka samaya kI ghaTanA hai ki Apa ke tapasyA kA pAranA thA, hamezA kI bhAMti subaha hI bAsI roTI vagairahaH le Aye the / megharAjajI ne use dekha kara kahA ki itanI bar3I tapasyA kara Apa pauraSI kyoM nahIM karate ho, arthAt bAsI roTI khAkara Apa asaMkhya trasa jIvoM ke hiMsaka kyoM banate ho ?

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Adarza-jJAna 122 gayavara0-vAha, kyA Apako bhI kisI saMvegar3oM kA raMga laga gayA hai ? megha0-nahIM mahArAja, mere pAsa aisA sAdhana hai ki maiM bAsI roTI meM hilane calane vAle trasajIva Apako batalA sakatA huuN| gayavara0-lo yaha bAsI roTI mere pAsa maujUda hai, yAda Apa isameM trasa jIva batalA deveMge, to maiM Aja se bAsI roTI khAne kA tyAga kara duuNgaa| megharAjajI uTha kA andara se eka khurdabIna lAye aura roTI kA Tukar3A tor3a kara usa khurdabIna se dekhA to jahA~ se roTI kA Tukar3A tor3A, vahA~ bArIka-bArIka tantu se hilate calate jIva dIkha par3e / basa, phira to dera hI kyA thI, hamAre caritranAyaka jI ne bAsI roTI kA tyAga kara diyA tathA pAtra ke andara kI bAsI roTiyoM ko megharAjajI ke sAmane rakha kara bosirA dii| isI prakAra naye kAjuoM meM khurdabIna se IDA dekhA to usakA bhI tyAga kara diyaa| byAvara meM Thaharane se Apako aura bhI kaI bAtoM kA lAbha huA, jaise ki: megharAjajI ke pAsa vikrama samvat 1528 kA likhA huA eka jUnA pannA thA, usameM mUrti pUjakoM ne lauMkAzAha se kaI prazna . pUche the jisameM eka prazna yaha bhI thA ki tuma vidvala mAnate ho, yaha kaunase 32 sUtra ke mUla pATha meM hai ? isase yaha pAyA gayA ki vidvala ko laukAzAha mAnatA thaa| isa prakAra rasa calita dhovaNa ke andara bhI asaMkhyoM trasa jIva utpanna hone kI sambhAvanA ko Apa mAnane lage, jo AcA. rAMga sUtra tathA dazavaikAlika sUtra ke mUla pATha meM likhA hai /

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25-vi0 saMvat 1666 kA caturmAsa ajamera meM DAlacandajI svAmI kI AjJAnusAra Apa lAlacandajI ko sAtha lekara jaitAraNa, bIlAr3A, sojata hote huye sAraNa siriyArI kI ghATI car3ha kara mevAr3a meM gaye aura vihAra karate huye devagar3ha meM Aye / vahAM bhI Apake koI sArvajanika vyAkhyAna huye| eka dina kaI zrAvakoM ke sAtha bAjAra meM thor3A sA kapar3A yAcane ke liye gaye the / eka terahapanthI zrAvaka kI dukAna se kevala pA~ca hAtha laTThA colapaTTA ke liye lenA thaa| usane kapar3A phAr3a kara dete samaya dhIre se kahA 'bosire-bosireN| hamAre caritranAyakajI ne isa ora dhyAna rakhA aura kapar3A hAtha meM nahIM liyaa| ___ gayavara0-kyoM bhAI Apane kapar3A dete samaya kyA kahA thA ? terahapanthI-kucha nahI hamato gRhastha haiM / gayavara-tuma hamako kapar3A dete ho, isameM puNya hotA hai yA pApa ? terahapanthI-hama to gRhastha haiM, puNya kA kAma bhI karate haiM, aura pApa kA bhI karate haiN| ____ gayavara0-maiM yaha nahIM pUchatA hU~ ki tuma gRhastha kyA-kyA kAma karate ho ? maiM to sirpha, Apa mujhe kapar3A de rahe the, usake liye hI puchatA huuN| (itane meM bahuta se jaina aura jainetara loga ekatrita hogaye ) teraha panthI-Apa to kapar3A lirAveM, maiM khuzI se detA huuN|

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Adarza-5 -jJAna 124 gayavara0 - bhAI hama duniyA ko tArane kI koziza karate haiM; 0 yadi Apako hameM kapar3A dene meM pApa lagatA ho, to hama kapar3A lekara Apako DubonA nahIM cAhate / terahapanthI - hama terahapanthI sAdhu ke atirikta kisI ko bhI dAna dene meM puNya nahIM samajhate / gayavara0- - taba to laganA hI samajhate ho na ? hamako kagar3A dene meM Apako pApa terahapanthI - puNya honA to maiM hargija bhI nahIM samajhatA hU~ gayavara0 - hamako kapar3A dene meM pApa kisa prakAra hotA hai ? terahapanthI - itanA to meM jAnakAra nahIM hU~ / gayavara0 - to phira Apa pApa kisa prakAra batalA sakate ho ? terahapanthI - hamAre sAdhu kahate haiN| gayavara0- - basa Apake sAdhuoM ke kahane para hI yaha mithyA haTha pakar3a rakhA hai| acchA hamako kapar3A dene meM pApa samajhate ho to annala dene meM bhI pApa samajhate hoMge ? terahapanthI - hA~ / gayavara : -- - Apa teraha panthI sAdhu ko anna, jala, vastra dene meM puNya mAnate ho aura hamako dene meM pApa samajhate ho, isakA kyA kAraNa hai / terahapanthI--hamAre sAdhu bhagavAna kI zrAjJAnusAra calate haiM / - isakA kyA pramANa hai ? bhagavAna ne to dIkSA gayavara0 - lene ke pUrva svayaM varSo dAna diyA hai, aura Apa eka paMca - mahAvratadhArI ko bhI anna, jala, vastra dene meM pApa samajhate ho ? jo loga usa samaya vahA~ upasthita the, ve loga samajha gaye

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125 vi0 saM0 1969 kA cAturmAsa ajamera meM ki terahapanthiyoM kA mArga nirdayatA aura zUmatA kA hai / jo jainasAdhuoM ko anna, jala dene meM hI pApa samajhate haiM to dUsaroM ko to devege hI kyA ? hAya hAya zAyad aise logoM se hI pRthvI bojhoM maratI ho| munizrI vahA~ qarIba eka mAsa Thahara kara hamezA sArvajanika vyAkhyAna dete rahe / terahapanthiyo ke sAtha hamezA carcA hotI rahI / phalasvarUpa 12 ghara terahapanthI zraddhA ko chor3a sthAnakavAsI bana gaye aura zeSa meM se bhI kaI logoM ke dila meM yaha zaMkA jarUra par3a gaI ki terahapanthI mArga nayA bhIkhamajI ne nikAlA hai, tathA jo udAratA sthAnakavAsI dharma meM hai vaha terahapanthI meM nahIM hai| __teraha panthiyoM ke sAtha isa prakAra carcA karane kA hamAre caritranAyakajI kA yaha pahilA hI maukA thA kintu isameM vijaya milane se ApakA utsAha bar3ha gayA aura devagar3ha, tArAgar3ha vagairaha udhara ke grAmoM meM vihAra kara dayA dAna kA khUba pracAra kiyA aura kaI terahapanthiyoM ko sadmArga para bhI liyaa| itanA hI kyoM , kiMtu eka veraha panthI zrAvaka phaujamalajI ko to Apane aisA upadeza diyA ki usane Apake sabhIpa sthAnakavAsI dIkSA svIkAra karalI, jisako svAmI lAlacandajI kA ziSya banA kara sAtha meM le liyaa| ve abhI pAlI meM Aye, taba muni zrI ke darzanArtha Aye aura ApakA bar3A bhArI upakAra maanaa| ___Apa mevAr3a kI bhUmi pavitra kara balA kuMkar3A hote hue vApisa byAvara padhAre, kintu usa bAta kA zalya aApake hRdaya meM jyoM kA tyoM thA, ki TabbA mAnanA aura TIkA nahIM mAnanA /

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aahaa-maan 126 Apa jisa samaya byAvara Aye, usa samaya megharAjajI bAhara cale gaye the| Apake vihAra ke samaya meM jitane sAdhu mile, unase pUchA gayA parantu isakA yogya tathA vAjiba jabAba nahIM milA phira bhI isakA nirNaya karane ko Apako pakkI lagna thii| ApakA caturmAsa ajamera meM honA nizcita huA; svAmI lAlacaMdajI, cA~damalajI, siradAramalajI, phojamanajI tathA hamAre caritra nAyakajI ajamera pahu~ca gaye / lAkhana koTar3I meM saMghIjI kI havelI nAmaka eka vizAla makAna thA, vahA~ Apane caturmAsa kara diyA / vyAkhyAna meM subaha zrI jJAnasUtrajI sUtra tathA dopahara ko hamAre caritra nAyakajI sAdhuoM ko zrI bhagavatIjI sUtra kI vAcanA dete the; jisameM zrAvaka, zrAvikAeM tathA sAdhviyA~ bhI AtI thIM / seThajI cAMdamalajo ummedamalajI vagairahaH zrI bhagavatI jI sUtra bar3e hI utsAha se sunate the tathA bhagavatIjI jaisA eka gahana sUtra, isa prakAra acira kAla ke dIkSita muni khUba samamA karake bAMceM, yaha eka Azcarya kI bAta thii| Apa zrI bhagavatIjI satra ko isa prakAra spaSTa kyoM bAMcate the, isakA kAraNa yaha thA ki Apane zrI bhagavatIjI sUtra ke thokar3e kaNThastha kara rakhe the, jisameM karIba vArahaAne bhara zrI bhagavatIjI AjAtI haiN| vaha bhI saba dravyAnuyoga kA viSaya thA jo sAdhAraNa sAdhuoM ke lie kaThina se kaThina kahalAtA hai, lekina Apane usako sAdhAraNa kara liyA thaa| Apake vyAkhyAna dene kI zailI hI isa prakAra kI thI, ki vyAkhyAna-bhavana khacAkhaca bhara jAne lagA; kAraNa Apako jisa prakAra sUtroM ke pATha kaNThastha the, vaise hI chanda, kavitta, zloka,

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127 vi0 saMvat 1969 kA caturmAsa ajamera meM kathA- haniyAM tathA aura bhI bahuta se dRSTAnta yAda the, jisa para zrotAgaNa mugdha hojAte the / isa para sthAnakavAsI sAdhuoM ke dila meM thor3A-bahuta irSA bhAva bhI paidA huA, kintu lor3hA, DhaDhDhA, saMghI aura seThajI cAMdamalajI sAhiba ityAdi saba hamAre munizrI ke sevA meM agrasara the| sAtha hI ve pUjyajI mahArAja ke pUrNa bhakta the| ve saba tInoM samaya munizrI kI sevA meM AyA karate the| __ sthAnaka vAsI sAdhuoM ne irSA ke mAre dayA aura sAmAyikoM kI paMcaraMgI karavAnI zurU kI, to idhara bhI vahA~ se duguNA dharma hone lagA; kyoMki yahAM dravya vyaya karane vAle bhI vizeSa the aura seThajI cAMdamalajI ko isa bAta kA pUrA prema bhI thaa| Akhira meM vAdavibada hone se isa viSaya para jora diyA gayA ki deziyoM kI ora se sAmAyikoM kI paMcaraMgI, sAtaraMgI, navaraMgI, taka huI to yahA~ gyAraharaMgI, pandraharaMgI taka pahu~ca gaye / zrAvaka itanI sAmAyikeM karane vAle nahIM the, kintu jainetara logoM ko paisA sAmAyika ke hisAba se sAmAyikeM karavAnI zurU kara dI / ve vizeSa rAtri meM hI koI pAMca, koI dasa aura koI pandraha sAmAyikeM kara lete aura jitanI sAmAyika karate utane hI paise le jAte / hA~ sAmAyika ke svarUpa ko nahIM samajhane ke kAraNa jaba unako bIr3I pIne kI dila meM AtI, to pezAba kA bahAnA kara bAhara jAkara sAmAyika meM bIr3iye bhI pI Ate the| __itanI adhika sAmAyikeM karane kA vizeSa kAraNa hamAre caritranAyakajI hI the| ve rAtri meM bar3I-bar3I kathA kahA karate the, jisameM hAsya, zRMgAra, vIra aura vairAgya rasa hone se, usako sunane meM logoM kA samaya sahaja hI meM nikala jAtA thaa| seThajI

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Adarza-jJAna 128 kI ora se to itanI udAratA thI ki paisA sAmAyika, cAra AnA dayA aura eka rupayA kA pATha prahara kA poSadha, isa reTa se jaina jainettara koI bhI kyoM na ho, saba se dharma karavAyA karate the| duniyA kucha bhI kahe, para seThajI to apane dila meM yahI samajhate the ki lakSmI caMcala hai, ataH saMsArika kAryoM meM isakA durupayoga kiyA jAne ke bajAya to kisI ko dravya kI sahAyatA dekara usako itane samaya ke liye pApAcAra se bacAnA acchA hI hai ! seTha sAhaba kI udAratA kevala isa caturmAsa ke lie hI nahIM thI,kintu jodhapura vagairahaH meM nirAdhAra jaina logoM ko rAmanAthajI sAhiba muNota kI mAraphata isI prakAra sAmAyikAdi dhArmika kRtya karavA kara unako dravya sahAyatA pahu~cAyA karate the| itanA hI kyoM, para jaba kabhI ajamera meM makor3e jyAdA ho jAte the, aura ve sar3akoM para gAr3I ikkoM aura manuSyoM ke pairoM ke nIce burI taraha marate the, taba Apa majadUra kara una kIr3oM ke Dabbe bharA 2 kara bAhara jaMgala meM chur3avA dete the| ataeva yaha kahanA par3atA hai paMcaraMgI kA matalaba hai kipAMca bhAdamI pAMca-pAMca pAMca AdamI cAracAra, pAMca AdamI tIna-tIna, pAMca AdamI do-do aura pAMca AdamI eka. eka sAmAyika kareM, isa prakAra kula 75 sAmAyikoM ko paMcaraMgI kahate haiN| isI prakAra sataraMgI, nauraMgI, gyAraharaMgI aura pandraharaMgI haiN| pandraharaMgI meM 225 bhAdamI cAhiye, pandraha AdamI pandraha-pandraha, pa draha hI caudaha-caudaha, pandraha hI teraha 2 isa taraha kramazaH pandraha ho eka-eka sAmAyika karate haiN| koI bhAdamI 5 sAmAyika kare aura pahile 5 pA~ca vAloM kI bhartI ho gaI hai, to una 5 sAnAyika karane vAloM ko 3 aura 2 meM alaga 2 bhI ginatI ho sakatI hai| yaha vAda-vivAda dharma ke liye nahIM kiMtu mAna bar3AI aura apanI bAta rakhane ke liye hI thaa|

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129 ajamera ke vyAkhyAna meM carcA ki dhArmika kAryoM aura dayA para jaisI seTha sAhaba kI ruci thI, vaisI thor3e manuSyoM meM dekhane meM Ato hai| seThasAhaba sthAnakavAsI zrAvaka the, para Apako mandira kA bhI pUrA iSTa thA, binA mandirajI ke darzana kie, Apa prAyaH annajala bhI nahIM lete the| ___eka samaya vyAkhyAna meM draupatI ke adhikAra meM jahA~ jina mandira aura jinapratimA, kA pATha AyA, tathA draupadI jina pratimA kI pUjA karane kA adhikAra prAyA, to hamAre caritranAyaka jI ne apane saMskAroM se prerita hokara kaha diyA ki yaha pratimA kAmadeva kI thI aura draupadI ne vivAha ke samaya kAmabhoga ke lie hI pUjA kI thI / seThajI yaha suna kara vyAkhyAna meM bola utthe| seThajI kyoM mahArAja ! Apa pharamAte haiM aisA hI zabda sUtra meM likhA hai ? ' munijI-sutra meM to draupadI ne jinapratimA kI pUjA karanA hI likhA hai| seThajI-to phira Apa kisa AdhAra se kahate ho ki pratimA kAmadeva kI thI ? munijI hamane jJAtasUtra kI vAcanA lI thI, taba hamako yaha bAta samajhAI-kahI gaI thii| seThajI-Apane jJAtasUtra kisa ke pAsa par3hA thA ? munijI-phUlacandajI mahArAja ke pAsa / seThajI-to kyA phUlacandajI ne Apako yaha kahA thA ki draupadI ne pUjA kI vaha pratimA kAmadeva kI thii| munijI- haaN|

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Adarza-jJAna , 130 . seThajI-jaba sUtra meM isa bAta kA jikra hI nahIM hai to Apane mAna kaise lI ? .. munijI-vAcanA dene vAlA kahe vaha bAta mAnanI to . par3atI hai| ____ seThajI-Apa sutra ke pannoM ko ulaTa kara phira dubArA par3heM ki sata' draupadI ne jisa jinapratimA kI pUjA kI hai, usa samaya kina padArthoM kI yojanA kI hai / jaise namutthuNaM zrAnhiAntaNaM tannANaM tAriyANaM buddhANaM vohiyANaM mutANamoyAgANaM-ityAdi pATha se draupadI ne tIrthaGkara deva kI pratimA pUja kara mokSa kI hI prArthanA kI hai| yadi usa jinapratimA ko koI ajJa loga kAmadeva kI pratimA batalAde, to kyA namutthuNaM ke guNa kAmadeva meM haiM, yA kAmadeva ke pAsa koI bhI mokSa kI prArthanA kara sakatA hai; kyA kAmadeva mokSa kA dAtAra bhI samjhA jA sakatA hai| ataH mahArAja Apa AtmArthI haiM, Apako aisA artha kA anartha kabhI nahIM karanA caahie| munijI-to kyA jinapratimA ko hama tIrthakaroM kI pratimA kaheM ? .. seThajI-kaheM kyA; vaha pratimA tIrthaGkaroM kI hI hai| maiMne pUjya vanacandajI, pUjya zrIlAlajI, svAmI canaNamalajI mahArAja Adi kaI vidvAna munivaroM se acchI taraha se nirNaya karaliyA haiM, aura unhoMne spaSTa kahA thA ki draupatI ne jisa pratimA kI pUjA kara namutthuNaM diyA, vaha pratimA tIrthaGkaroM kI thii| yadi usako koI matta kadApahI kAmadeva kI pratimA kahe, to usako utsUtra prarUpaka kahanA cAhiye /

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131 ajamera ke vyAkhyAna meM carcA .. munijI-to phira phalacandajI jaise utkRSTa kriyApAtra sAdhu ne isa prakAra kA mithyA bhASaNa kyoM kiyA ? seThajI-mahArAja eka phalacandajI hI kyoM, para aise bahuta se sAdhu haiM ki kevala mata pakSa ke kAraNa isa prakAra mathyA artha karate haiM / itanA hI kyoM, para isa mata-pakSa ke kAraNa to saba sUtroM ko chor3a kevala 32 sUtra aura vaha bhI TIkA vagairahaH ko chor3a kara, kevala TabbA ko hI mAnate haiN| isa viSaya meM maiM pUjya banaicandajI aura canaNamalajI mahArAja se acchI taraha se nirNaya kara cukA huuN| hAM, mandira mArgiyoM ne mandiroM meM dhUmadhAma bahuta bar3hA dI, isa kAraNa apane vAloM ne ise bilkula hI chor3a diyA, kintu isakA yaha artha to nahIM honA cAhie, ki mata-pakSa ke kAraNa utsUtra bola kara artha kA anartha kara denaa| - munizrI-seTha sAhiba ! apanI samudAya meM 32 sUtroM kA TabbA mAnA jAtA hai, aura TIkA kyoM nahIM mAnI jAtI haijaba ki kahA jAtA hai ki TIkA se TabbA banA hai / seThajI-mahArAja sAhiba maiM Apase kaha cukA hU~ ki eka mUrti nahIM mAnane ke kAraNa eka TIkA hI kyoM, para niyukti bhASya cUrNI aura koI granthAdikA anAdara kara jJAna se vaMcita rahanA par3A hai| abhI to Apa vyAkhyAna vAMce, phira kabhI samaya milA vo Apase arja karU~gA, kyoMki maiMne bahuta se vidvAna sAdhuoM kI sevA kI hai| ___ isa carcA se munijI ko yaha bhI jJAta ho gayA ki mandira mUrti ke kAraNa hI TIkA nahIM mAnI jAtI hai, khaira vyAkhyAna kA

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bhAdarza-jJAna 132 samaya ho jAne se Apane kahA-"ThIka hai, seThasAhaba! isa viSaya meM Apake sAtha aura bhI bAteM karanI haiN| , seThajI-ThIka, maiM bhI samaya milane para upasthita houuNgaa| vyAkhyAna samApta huA, saba loga cale gaye muni zrI ke manameM kaI prakAra kI taraMge uThane lagoM, kyoM ki megharAjajI vAlA prazna Apake dila meM bahuta dinoM se khaTaka rahA thA, jisakA khulAsA Aja sahaja meM hI ho gyaa| aba to seThajI ke sAtha bArtAlApa karane kI munijI kI lama itanI bar3ha gaI, ki kabhI seThajI nahIM Ate, to samAcAra bheja kara bulavAye jAte / ___ seThajI-pUjyabanecaMdajI. canaNamalajI, pUjyazrIlAlajI vagairahA bar3e2sAdhuoM kI sevA kie hue the| jaise zrApa jJAnI the, vaise hI gambhIra bhI the| Apake sAtha bAteM karane meM munizrI ko bar3A hI Ananda AtA thA aura ve bAteM kevala mandiramUrti ke viSaya kI hI nahIM thI, para samaya 2 para aura 2 viSaya kI carcA bhI huA karatI thii| eka samaya seThajI ne puuchaa| seThajI-kevalI dina-rAta bhara kisakA dhyAna karate haiN| munijI-dhyAna to ve loga karate haiM, jinako Age bar3hane kI abhilASA ho / kevalI ne to saba kucha prApta kara liyA hai, snako aba dhyAna kI jarUrata nahIM hai| seThajI-phira ve karate kyA haiN| munijI-karanA to unake lie kucha rahA hI nahIM, ve to jagat ke carAcara padArtha ke dravyaguNa paryAya ke samaya 2 ke bhAva dekha rahe haiM / unake dhyAna ko rUpAtitastha dhyAna kahA hai| seThajI-Apane ThIka uttara diyaa| isa prakAra Apane thor3e

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133 kevalI ke dhyAna kA prazna se samaya meM hI jJAna aura tarka zakti khUba bar3hA lI hai, jisako dekha kara mujhe bahuta hI prasannatA hotI hai| - ajamera kA caturmAsa samApta kara munijI vApisa byAvara Aye, kyoMki vahAM svAmo DAlacandajI sthira bAsa kara birAjate the| yahAM padhArane se Apako mUrtipUjA ke viSaya meM eka nayA pramANa bhI milA jo ki pUjya hukmIcandajI svAmI ne apane hAthoM se 22 sUtra TabbA sahita likhe the, unameM upAsakadazAMga bhI eka sUtra thaa| pUjya hukmIcandajI ke pATa para zivalAlajI aura zivalAlajI ke paTTe para harSacandajI hue| unhoMne pUjya hukmIcandajI ke hastalikhita upAsakadazAMga sUtra ke AnaMda zrAvaka ke adhikAra meM jahAM AnaMda abhigraha karatA hai ki maiM anyatirthiyoM ne apanI kara rakhI huI jinapratimA ko nahIM vnduuNgaa| isameM 'jina pratimA' zabda para 'jo pUjya hukmIcaMdajI ke hAthoM se likhA thA' harSacandajI svAmI ne eka kAgaja kI cipakI lagA dii| bAda meM harSacandajI kisI samaya mAravAr3a Aye, taba vahAM rekharAjajI sthAnakavAsI nAmaka eka bar3e hI vidvAna sAdhu the / harSacandajI kI bheMTa Apa se huI aura jina pratimA ke viSaya meM bAta calI / harSacandajI ne apanI upAsakadazAMga vAlI bAta kahI / isa para svAmI rekharAjajI ne kahA ki harSacandajI, Apane ananta saMsAra kI vRddhi kI hai / kyA pUjya hukmIcandajI Apake jitane bhI nahIM samajhate the jo unhoMne apane hAthoM se jina-pratimA kA ullekha jaisA thA vaisA likha diyA aura Apane usa para kAgaja cipakA diyaa| vAha, ApakI kitanI samajhadArI hai ? isa prakAra upAlambha dene se harSacandajI svAmI ne

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Adarza-jJAna 124 eka rUI kA phUvA gIlA kara use cipakAye hue kAgaja para rakha bar3I muzkila se usa kAgaja ko utArA, parantu thor3A 2 dhabbA (nizAna ) to raha hI gyaa| phira bhI, 'jinapratimA' akSara spaSTa par3hA jA sakatA hai| prastuta upAsakadazAMgasUtra kI prati pUjya zrIlAlajI mahArAja ke pAsa thI, para svAmI, DAlacandajI ne byAvara meM sthira vAsa kara liyA, ataH pUjyajI ne apane satra DAlacandajI ke pAsa rakha die the aura una sUtroM kA hamezA~ eka bAra pratilekhana bhI huA karatA thaa| eka dina una sUtroM kA pratilekhana karane kA saubhAgya hamAre caritranAyakajI ko milA aura vahI pRSTha najara AyA, jisa meM svAmI harSacandajI ne 'jina pratimA' zabda para kAgaja lagA kara punaH haTAyA thaa| yaha dekha kara unhoMne DAlacandajI svAmI ko pUchA / unhoMne Upara kA saba hAla jaisA huA thA vaisA sunA diyA jaisA ki hamane Upara likhA hai / hamAre caritranAyakajI ne nizcaya kara liyA ki jaina zAstroM meM mUrti kA ullekha to sthAna 2 para AtA hai, kintu kevala matapakSa ke kAraNa kaI loga ussatra bhASaNa 'kara anaMta saMsAra kI vRddhi karate haiM /

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26-pUjyajI kA gujarAta se pAlI padhAranA pUjyajI mahArAja do caturmAsa gujarAta meM samApta kara, mAravAr3a padhAra rahe the| hamAre caritra nAyakajI ke gurU mor3IrAmajA mahArAja bhI pUjyajI kI sevA meM the| jaba Apa ahamadAbAda se pAlanapura Aye, to mor3IrAmajI mahArAja ne arja kI ki Apako AjJA ho to hama AbU hokara mAravAr3a jAveM, kyoMki loga kahate haiM ki AbU ke jaina mandira bhArata meM eka anupama darzanIya vastu haiN| ___ pUjyajI mahArAja ne kahA ki mor3IrAmajI, AbU ke mandira to mujhe bhI dekhanA hai, para kyA kiyA jAya, maiM AbU jAU~gA to sthAnakavAsI saMsAra meM binA hI kAraNa halacala maca jAyagI; ataeva icchA hote hue bhI maiM nahIM jA sakatA huuN| kintu tumhAre maiM antarAya denA nahIM cAhatA hU~, tuma khuzI se jAo, para loka vyavahAra kI ora lakSya rkhnaa| basa, mor3IrAmajI mahArAja : apane sAtha 5 sAdhuA ko lekara pAlanapura se kharAr3I Aye aura : vahA~ se AbU kI tarapha bihAra kara diyaa| jaba Apa caukI para pahu~ce, to dina bahuta car3ha gayA thaa| caukI vAloM ne garma pAnI aura bhAta ke laDuoM kA AmantraNa kiyaa| delavAr3a dUra thA, : Apane samaya ko jAnakara vahA~ se AhAra pAnI lekara kara liyA , aura vihAra kara delavAr3e pahu~ca gye| vahA~ dharmazAlA meM Thahare ; aura bAda meM AdIzvarajI aura neminAthajI ke mandiroM ke darzana :

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Adaza-jJAna 136 kara taba bArIkI se dekhA to sAdhuoM ko Azcarya hone lagA jaba una zAntarasa vAlI mUrtiyoM kA darzana kiyA to mAnoM Apake hRdaya kamala meM unakA citra ho aGkita ho gyaa| dUsare dina vahA~ se Apa acalagar3ha padhAre / vahA~ ke darzana kara vApisa delavAr3e Akara phira darzana kie tathA bAda meM anAdarA kI nAla ( sopAna ) hokara sirohI hote hue Apa sAdar3I padhAra gaye / ___ idhara jaba byAvara meM sunA gayA ki pUjya mahArAja mAravAr3a meM padhAra rahe haiM, to saba sAdhuoM ko pUjya mahArAja ke darzanoM kI utkaNThA to laga hI rahI thI, unhoMne DAlacadajI svAmI kI AjJA lekara vihAra kara diyaa| hamAre caritranAyakajI bhI inasAdhuoM meM hI the / koI sAdhu kisI rAste aura koI sAdhu kisI rAste hokara pUjya mahArAja ke sAmane jA rahe the| gayavaracaMdajI gudoca taka to sAdhuoM ke sAtha rhe| bAda meM jaba sunA ki gurU mahArAja sAdar3I meM padhAra gaye haiM, to Apa eka sAdhu ko lekara kramazaH vihAra karate hue sAdar3I jAkara gurU mahArAja se mile gujarAta ke do caturmAsoM kI bAteM huI mor3IrAmajI mahArAja ne pUrvokta AbU ke mandira kA saba hAla khaa| tathA gurU mahArAja vagairahaH sAdhu punaH pUjyajI mahArAja ke sAmane zivagaMja taka jAne ke lie bihAra kara sAdar3I se vAlI Aye / caturdazI kA sabake upavAsa thA, aura vAlI meM prAyaH saba ghara mUrtipUjakoM ke hI the subaha saba sAdhu pAraNA aura gocarI kA vicAra hI kara rahe the ki vahA~ pomAvA vAle seTha navalAjI kA saMgha, jo kesariyAjI kI yAtrArtha jA rahA thA, AgayA, sAdhuoM ko dekhakara saMghapati bolA ki mahArAja padhAro, bhAta pAnI kA lAbha dilAveM / mor3I.

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137 vAlI nagara meM bhikSA rAmajI mahArAja kucha kahane lage, to hamAre caritranAyakajI ne kahA ki gurU mahArAja yadi inakI bhAvanA hai tathA nirvadya AhAra pAnI ho to inako tAranA hI cAhie / basa cAra sAdhu gaye, aura usa saMgha se ATha sAdhuoM ke lie zrAhAra va garama pAnI le aaye| vApisa jAkara vicAra kiyA ki dekho udAratA to mandira-mArgiyoM kI hai; yadi isI prakAra mandira-mArgI sAdhu Agaye hoM tathA apane zrAvaka ho, to itanI udAratA unameM nahIM hai ki jisa prakAra saMghapati ne zraddhA pUrvaka apanA satkAra kiyA hai isI prakAra ve kara sakeM, astu / dUsare dina vAlI se bihAra kara zivagaMja jA rahe the; rAste meM sunA ki pUjyajI ne zivagaMja se pAlI kI ora bihAra kara diyA hai / basa, moDIrAmajI tathA hamAre caritranAyakajI ityAdi saba sAdhuoM ne pAlI kA mArga pakar3a liyA / pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAlo pahu~cane ke dUsare dina Apa bhI pAlI pahu~ca gaye / idhara karmacaMdajI, zobhAlAlajI, kanakamalajI vagairaha bhI pUjyajI ke darzanArtha saba pAlI A pahu~ce / usa samaya pAlI meM 37 sAdhu pUjyajI mahArAja ke sAtha birAjate the| jodhapura, vIMvarI, phalodI, bIkAnera, ajamera, udayapura, ratalAma, byAvara, sojata vagairaha ke bahuta se loga darzanArtha Aye the / nandakuvarajI aura raMgUjI kI ArajiyeM bhI kAphI tAdAda meM vahAM upasthita thIM / yadi yaha kaha diyA jAya ki isa samaya pAlI meM cAturvidha saMgha kA eka khAsA sammelana ho gayA thA, to bhI atizayokti na hogii| pUjyajI mahArAja ke samudAya meM svAmI karmacaMdajI, kanakamalajI, zobhAlAlajI aura gayavaracaMdajI ye cAra sAdhu stambha

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bhAdarza-jJAna 138 evaM vidvAna kahalAte the. tathA ina cAroM kI zraddhA mUrtipUjA ko Ara jhukI huI thI, kintu thI gupta meM / canda manuSya isa bAta kA pUra' taraha se jAnate the| pUjyajI ke padhArane ke pUrva eka samaya zobhAlAlajI tIvara gaye the| vahAM tIMvara ke kisI zrAvaka ne zobhAla lajI se prazna kiyA ki____yadi koI zrAvaka jinapratimA ko namaskAra kare, to usakA kyA phala hotA hai ? ___ zobhAlAlajI-yaha prazna kisI vidvAn se pUchanA / zrAvaka -Apake atirikta aura kauna vidvAn hai ? hama to Apako hI vidvAn samajhate haiN| zobhA0-maiM to aisA vidvAna nahIM huuN| zrAvaka-Apako isa prazna kA uttara todenA hI par3egA ? zobhA0-khaira, zrAvaka jinapratimA ko kyA samajha kara namaskAra karatA hai ? zrAvaka-jinapratimA samajha kara / zobhA-yadi jina-pratimA meM jinavara kI bhAvanA lAkara namaskAra karatA hai, to usakA samakita nirmala hotA hai, aura yadi patthara samajha kara namaskAra karatA hai, to mithyAtva lagatA hai| .. zrAvaka-pratimA patthara kI hai, usako patthara samajhane se kyA mithyAtva lagatA hai ? zobhA0-patthara ko patthara samamane se mithyAtva nahIM lagatA hai, kintu pratimA ko patthara samajha, usa pratimA ke patthara ko namaskAra karane meM mithyAtva lagatA hai|

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139 zobhAlAlajI aura tIvarI O zrAvaka - kyA patthara kI mUrti ko jina samajhanA mithyAtka nahIM hai ? zobhA0 - kAgaja ko AcArAGga sUtra samajhane meM midhyAtva lagatA hai ? zrAvaka -- nahIM | zobhA - to phira patthara kI pratimA, jo jina - pratimA kahalAtI hai, jaise ki kAgaja AcArAMga sUtra kahalAtA hai, usako namaskAra karane meM mithvAtva kaise laga sakegA, kAraNa namaskAra karane vAlA kA irAdA patthara ko nahIM, para jinarAja ko hai, ataeva jinarAja ko namaskAra karAnA samakita nirmala hI kahalAtA hai / ina praznottaroM se tIvarI ke zrAvaka samajha gaye ki zobhAlAlajI kI zraddhA mandira mUrti ke prati ho gaI hai, jaise ki AtmArAmajI kI huI thI / 1 ve tIvarI ke zrAvaka pAlI meM pUjyajI mahArAja ke darzanArthaM Aye hue the / unhoMne samaya pAkara ekAnta meM pUjyajI se arja kI, ki Apa to gujarAta padhAra gaye, kintu yahAM saba gar3abar3a ghaTAlA ho gayA hai / pUjyajI - kyoM, gar3abar3a kaise huI ? zrAvaka - Apake samudAya ke acche likhe par3he sAdhuoM kI zraddhA mUrti-pUjA ke prati ho gaI hai / pUjyajI - kisa-kisa kI 1 - zrAvaka - kisakI kyA, svAmIkarmacaMdajI, kanakamalajI, zobhAlAlajI, tathA gayavaracaMdajI, jinako ki Apa apanI

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Adarza-jJAna 140 - samudAya ke stambha samajhate ho, ina cAroM kI zraddhA mUrtipUjA kI ora pravRta mAna ho gaI hai 1 pUjyajI - Apa yaha bAta kisa AdhAra para kahate haiM ? zrAvaka - hama karmacaMdajo tathA zobhAlAlajI se to isa viSaya meM khUba acchI taraha se bAteM kara cuke haiM / kanakamalajI tathA gayavaracaMdajI ke sAtha to prazna karane kA samaya nahIM milA hai, kintu hamane yaha sunA hai ki inakI bhI zraddhA mUrti pUjA para hai| pUjyajI - ThIka hai, maiM inakA nirNaya kara, intajAma kara dUMgA / zrAvaka - aba kevala intajAma se kAma nahIM calegA, Apa yA to sakhtI se kAma lo, athavA ina cAroM ko samudAya se alaga karado, nahIM to ye aura bhI sAdhuoM ko bigAr3a deveMge / pUjyajI svayaM mUrtipUjA se ajJAta nahIM the, ve acchI taraha se samajhate the ki jaina sUtroM meM mUrtipUjA kA ullekha sthAna 2 para AtA hai; kintu zrAvakoM ke dabAva yA apanI pratiSThA ke lie Apako jAna bUjha kara anya mArga kA avalaMbana karanA par3atA thA sabase pahile zrApakI bAta cIta karmacandajI mahArAja se huI, jo pUjyajI mahArAja se dIkSA meM bar3e the / pUjyajo -- karmacaMdajI mahArAja, zrApa dhovaNa kyoM nahIM pIte ho ? karmacaMdajI - dhovaNa phAzuka nahIM milatA hai / pUjyajI - kyA zrApa dhovaNa meM jIva honA mAnate ho ? karma0 - maiM kyA, zAstrakAra rasacalita dhovaNa meM jIvanotpanna honA batalAte haiN| pUjyajI - kyA saba dhokNa rasacalita hotA hai ?

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141 pAlI meM dhovaNa kI carcA karma-vartamAna meM apane jo dhovaNa zrAtA hai, vaha prAyaH saba rasa-calita hI hotA hai| pUjyajI-isakA kyA pramANa hai ? ____karma-yahA~ apane zraddhA sampanna zrAvakoM meM se eka hIrAcaMda jI DAgA, dUsare samIramalajI bAliyA, jo apano samudAya ke parama bhakta haiM, aura jaisA dhovaNa apane yahA~ lAte haiM, vahI dhovaNa dasa baje ye loga cakha kara eka kASTa kI kuMDI ( pAtra ) meM rakhaleM, phira pA~ca baje usa dhovaNa ko cakha leM, yadi ukta donoM zrAvaka kaha deM ki itane samaya meM dhovaNa kA svAda nahIM badalA hai, to maiM dhovaNa pIne ke lie taiyAra hU~ / dUsare, pUjyanI sAhaba Apa svayaM vicAra kara sakate haiM ki jo dhovaNa apane yahA~ AtA hai, usameM phuvArA ( kITANu, trasajIva ) hamezA dikhAI dete haiM aura usako tAlAba kuMe para jAkara parar3a DAlate haiM, to aise jIva-yukta dhobaNa ko lekara pIne kI kisI bhI tIrthaGkara yA gaNadhara ne AjJA nahIM dI hai / maiM lakIra kA phakIra nahIM hU~, para satya-grAhI huuN| pUjyajI-taba to saba sAdhuoM ko garma pAnI hI pInA cAhie, para Apane yaha bhI vicAra kiyA hai ki kyA itanA garma pAnI saralatA se nirdoSa mila sakegA ? karma-pUjyajI sAhiba mana se corI chipI nahIM hai, kevalI se bhAva chipe nahIM haiN| garma pAnI nirdoSa nahIM mile, to kyA dhoSaNa nirdoSa mila sakatA hai ? jina gAMvoM meM 5-7 sAdhu jA nikalate haiM, vahA~ kyA dhovaNa taiyAra milatA hai, yA sAdhuoM ke lie dhovaNa ghara-ghara meM banAkara rakhate haiM ? pUjyajI-yadi apane loga bhI garma pAnI pInA zurU kara

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Adarza-jJAna 142 deveMge to dezI sAdhu tathA saMvegI sAdhu aura apane meM kyA antara rahegA ? ____ karma0-antara rakhanA hI kyoM hai, pUjyajI sAhiba, kevala dhovaNa ke Agraha se hI kalyANa nahIM hai| merA to khyAla yahAM taka hai ki garma pAnI AdhA karmI bhI milatA ho, to rasacalita dhovaNa se to hajAra darje zreSTha hai / kyoMki garma pAnI meM to ekendra jIvoM kI virAdhanA hai, para dhovaNa meM to trasa jIvoM kI virAdhanA hotI hai, jo ekendra se anaMta gunI puNyavAnI vAle hote haiN| __ pUjyajI khuda prAyaH garma pAnI yA loTe kalasiyoM kA dhovaNa ( kacce pAnI ke mAphika ) pote the| Apa samajha gaye ki yadi isakI adhaka carcA kI gaI, to phira dUsare sAdhuoM ke dila meM bhI zaMkA par3a jaaygii| pUrvokta donoM zrAvakoM se bhI pUjyajI ne nirNaya karavAnA ThIka nahIM samajhA kyoMki cUlhe ke pAsa kA dhovaNa dasa baje se pA~ca baje taka jaisA kA taisA raha nahIM sakatA; usakA varNa, gandha, rasa, sparza, avazya hI palaTa jAtA hai / ataH pUjyajI mahArAja ne cupa rahanA hI ucita samajhA, aura kara diyA ki Aja to rAtri adhika A gaI hai;phira isa viSaya meM nirNaya kiyA jAyagA / pUjyajI aura karmacandajAkA yaha vArtAlApa ekAntameM hI huA thA, kintu eka sAdhu ne gupta rUpa se chipa kara sunA, vahI hAla yahA~ likhA gayA hai| pajyajI mahArAja bar3e hI catura mutsaddI the ! dUsare dina vyAkhyAna meM saba sAdhu sAdhviyoM aura sthAnika gRhasthoM ke alAvA prAmoM se Aye hue darzanArthI loga bhI maujUda the / vyAkhyAna meM Apane mUti kA viSaya liyA, jisameM cAturyatA yaha thI ki kisI

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143 pAlI meM zobhAlAlajI ko dhamakI bhI pahalU meM mUrti kA khaMDana nahIM thA, kintu sthAnakavAsI samudAya meM rahakara mUrti para zraddhA rakhane vAloM para jora se kaTAkSa kiyA thA / Apane yahAM taka kaha diyA ki yadi hamArI samudAya meM bhI kisI sAdhu ka mUrti pUjA para zraddhA ho to vaha alaga hokara pIle kapar3e - pahina le / maiM aise patitoM ko eka kSaNa bhara bhI samudAya meM rakhanA ucita nahIM samajhatA hU~ / vyAkhyAna samApta hone ke bAda pUjyajI ne ekAnta kamare meM jAkara saba se pahile zobhAlAlajI ko bulavAyA; kyoMki mUrtipUjA kI zraddhA vAle cAroM sAdhuoM meM zrApa hI Darapoka the | Apa zobhAlAlajI se kahane lage ki tuma kitane U~ce khAnadAna ke ho, tathA car3hatI javAnI meM kisa prakAra stra kuTumba Adi ko chor3akara vairAgya se dIkSA lI hai, jJAnAbhyAsa ke lie to akhila samudAya meM tumhArI barobarI karane vAlA eka bhI sAdhu nahIM hai, kintu duHkha hai ki tuma hamArA aura hamArI samudAya kA nAma badanAma kara rahe haiM | para yAda rakhanA maiM tumhAre lie ghara 2 meM sUcanA karavA deu~gA / taba tuma mAre 2 phiroge, koI bhI tuma ko Adara kI dRSTi se nahIM dekhegA; aba bhI samaya hai, tuma apane Apako sa~bhAlalo to hai / acchA zobhA0- pUjyajI mahArAja, Aja hamAre para ApakI itanI nArAjI kyoM hai, maiMne ApakA yA samudAya kA kyA nuksAna kiyA hai ? pUjyajI - kyA nuksAna kiyA ? kyA tumako mAlUma nahIM hai ki maiMneM dIkSA lene ke bAda zrAvakoM se Aja paryanta upAlambha

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bhAdarza-jJAna 144 nahIM sunA, aura Aja tumhAre kAraNa sunanA par3A hai| aura phira bhI, tuma kahate ho ki kyA nuksAna kiyaa| ___zobhA0-Apane hamAre kAraNa kyA upAlambha sunA hai, kRpA kara batalAIye to sahI ? ____ pUjyajI-tumane tIvarI ke zrAvakoM ko mUrti ke viSaya meM kyA kahA thA, yAda hai na ? zobhA-hA~, mujhe barAbara yAda hai, para isase kyA anartha ho gayA ?" pUjyajI-jaba kyA tumhArI zraddhA mUrti mAnane kI hai ? zobhA0-mUrti kauna nahIM mAnatA, kyA Apa mUrti nahIM mAnate haiM ? pUjyajI-hamArI zraddhA tumhArI taraha nahIM hai / zobhA0-Apane mujhe zAstra ba~cavAyA thA, taba Apane jina pratimA kA jo artha karake samamAyA thA, kyA merI zraddhA usase bhinna hai| ____pUjyajI-kyA maiMne tumako yaha kahA thA ki tuma zrAvakoM ke sAmane mUrtipUjA kA pakSa karanA / ___ zobhA0-to phira sUtroM meM jina pratimA AtI hai, vahA~ kyA artha karanA, tathA Apane nAgaura meM kyA pharamAyA thA, tathA moDIrAmajI ko AbU jAne kI AjJA kyoM do thI ! __pUjyajI-isa samaya maiM tumhArI eka bhI bAta sunanA nahIM cAhatA, yadi tumako isa samudAya meM rahanA ho, to isa kAgaja ke nIce anaMte siddhoM kI sAkha se hastAkSara karado /

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145 likhata para hastAkSara zobhA0-yadi ApakA aisA hI hukma hai, to maiM dastakhata karane ko taiyAra hU~, kintu mujhe yaha kAgaja to par3ha lene dIjiye ki isameM kyA likhA hai ? pUjyajI-pahile hastAkSara karado, pIche par3ha lenaa| zobhA0-jo hukma kaha kara usa likhe huye kAgaja para hastAkSara kara diye| bAda meM kAgaja ko par3hA to usameM likhA thA ki "mUrti kI prarUpaNA nahIM karanA, isa viSaya kA koI prazna pUche to uttara na dekara bar3oM para chor3a denA; dhovaNa meM, bAsI roTI meM, vidvala meM jIva kI zaMkA nahIM rakhanA; ityAdi ityAdi 12 kalameM likhI huI thIM, jinako par3ha kara Apako bahuta duHkha huA; kintu aba kyA ho sakatA hai, jaba ki hastAkSara kara diye / ____itane meM sAdhu gocarI-pAnI le Aye aura gocarI karane kI taiyArI kI gaI / usa samaya pUjyajI mahArAja ne svAmI lAlacanda jI dvArA gayavaracandajI ko kahalA diyA ki ApakA AhAra pAnI pUjyajI ne alaga kara diyA hai| ___ gayavaracandajI ko yaha bhI samAcAra mila gayA ki zobhAlAlajI ne pUjyajI ko likhita kara diyA hai, tathA Apako bhI likhita karanA pdd'egaa| idhara Apa ke chaTa tapa kA pAranA thaa| dina ke 12 baja cukethe bicAre saba sAdhu bhUkhe pyAse the; phira bhI Apane socA ki 'saMDe se khetI nahIM pakatI hai' isaliye 'kAma sudhAro to Apa pdhaaro|' isa yukti ko yAda kara Apane pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa jAkara namratA pUrvaka arja kI ki, kyA merA mAhAra-pAnI Apane alaga kara diyA hai? puujyjii-haaN| 10

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Adarza-jJAna 146 gayavara0- - pUjyajI mahArAja, AhAra pAnI alaga kara dene kA to mujhe rattI mAtra bhI duHkha nahIM hai, kyoMki saba sAdhu AhAra pAnI gRhasthoM ke yahA~ se hI lAte haiM / isI prakAra maiM bhI le AU~gA / kintu merA kyA kasUra hai vaha kRpA kara batalAveM / pUjyajI - kyA tuma nahIM jAnate ho ki tuma mUrti kI prarUpaNA karate ho ? gayavara0 - mUrti kI prarUpaNA kA kyA artha hai ? maiM yahI 'jAnanA cAhatA hU~ | pUjyajI - mUrtipUjA meM dharma batalAnA / gayavara0- -mUrti-pUjA meM dharma hai yA nahIM, isake lie to maiM abhI kucha nahIM kaha sakatA hU~, kintu mUAta-pUjA kA pATha to sUtroM meM sthAna 2 para AtA hai| pUjyajI - yaha bAta tumako kisane kahI thI ? gayavara0- * Apane hI mujhe sUtroM kI vAcanA dete samaya kahI thI / pUjyajI - tuma kucha sa~bhAla ke bolo| kyA maiMne yaha kahA thA ki sUtroM meM mUrti-pUjA kA ullekha hai ? gayavara0--jI hA~, yadi Apane nahIM kahA ho, to sUtrato zrAja maujUda haiM na / aba bhI dekha liijie| dUsare, nAgaura meM seThajI aura Apake jo vArtAlApa huA, vaha to Apako yAda hI hogA? ( donoM ora se mAmalA khUba garma ho gayA / hamAre caritra nAyakajI sUtroM para ar3a gaye to pUjyajI mahArAja apanI sattA para dRr3ha huye the )

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mUrtipUjA kI carcA pUjyajI - yadi tumako samudAya meM rahanA hai to isa lekha ke hastAkSara karado | 147 w gayavara0 - - isa prakAra hastAkSara karanA aura karavAnA maiM ucita nahIM samajhatA hU~ / kAraNa, AtmA kI sAkSI se cAritra - pAlana karanA hai phira sAdhuoM meM isa prakAra hastAkSara karadene kA kyA artha hai / hastAkSara karane kA kAma to coroM kA hai, jinakA vizvAsa na ho / pUjyajI ne gusse meM garma hokara kaha diyA ki mere sAmane se cale jAo / gayavaracaMdajI vahAM se cala kara anyatra jA baiThe / bAda meM sAdhuoM meM bar3I khalabalI maca gaI / lAyA huA AhAra vaise hI par3A rahA / pUjyajI ne mor3IrAmajI ko bulavA kara kahA ki jAo gayavaracaMdajI ko samajhAo aura kahado ki pUjyajI kA hukma zirodhArya karanA hI hogA / ityAdi / mor3IrAmajI ne gayavaracaMdajI ke pAsa Akara kahA ki pUjyajI mahArAja tumhAre para sakhta nArAja haiN| zobhAlAlajI ne dastata kara die haiM tathA tuma bhI karado nahIM to ThIka nahIM rahegA / gayavara0--Apane likhata ko dekhA hai ki usameM kyA likhA hai, jisa para merA hastAkSara karavAyA jAtA hai ? mor3I0 - nahIM, maiM abhI usa likhata ko nahIM dekhA para sunA hai ki zobhAlAlajI ne likhata ke nIce dastakhata kara diye haiN| yadi aisA hai, to tumako hastAkSara karane meM kyA hAni hai ? gayatrara0 - gurU mahArAja ! cAhe zobhAlAlajI mahArAja ne hastAkSara kara bhI diye hoM, para maiM AtmA kI sAkSI se cAritra

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Adarza-jJAna 144 liyA aura AtmA kI sAkSI se use pAlatA bhI hU~, para aisA coroM vAlA kAma na to maiMne kiyA aura na kara hI sakatA huuN| . mor3I-acchA to pUjyajI mahArAja se maiM kyA khuuN| gayavara0-jyajI mahAgaja ko merI ora se Apa arja karadeM ki Apa pahile zAstra lekara dekheM ki sUtroM meM kyA kahA hai / phira mujhase hastAkSara kAvAiye / pUjyajI samajha gaye ki yahA~ bakher3A hone kA DhaMga mAlUma hotA hai, ataH aba isa mAmale ko kisI prakAra se nipaTA lenA hI acchA hai| unhoMne moDIrAmajI se kahA ki jAo, gayavaracaMdajI ko mere pAsa le aao| mor3ArAmajI jAkara gayavaracaMdajI ko pUjyajI ke pAsa le aaye| / pajyajI- gayavaracandajI, dekho tuma ucca jAti va kula ke ho| osavAloM meM sabase zreSTha vaidya mehatA kA khAnadAna hai, usI gharAne meM tumane janma liyA hai / tumane bar3e tyAga aura vaigagya ke sAtha javAnI meM Rddhi aura strI ko tyAga kara dIkSA lI hai / bhalA, maiM tumako nahIM kahU~ to kyA jATa maiNA ko kahU~gA; maiMne to sunA hai ki gayavaracandajI kI zraddhA mUrti pUjA kI ho gaI, aisI hAlata meM mujhe gussA A gayA aura maiMne tumako upAlambha de diyA / yadi tumhArI battIsa sUtra para dRr3ha zraddhA hai, to tuma saba sAdhuoM ke sAmane kaha do, phira koI bAta nahIM hai| abhI to calo, pAraNA krlo| gayavaracaMdajI ne pUjyajI mahArAja ke abhiprAya ko jAna liyA ki Apa apanA mAmalA salaTAnA cAhate haiN| ataH Apane kahA

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149 mukhavastrikA kI carcA ki pUjya mahArAja, yadi battIsa sUtroM para merI zraddhA nahIM hotI, to maiM ghara hI kyoM chor3atA, maiM vizvAsa ke sAtha kahatA hU~ ki battIsa sUtroM para merI dRr3ha zraddhA hai aura Apane jo upAlambha diyA hai, usake lie mujhe kucha bhI duHkha nahIM hai, kyoMki Apa mAlika haiN| yadi Apa hI na kahoge to aura kahegA bhI kauna / yadi merI tarapha se koI truTi huI ho, to Apa use kSamA kreN| .. pUjyajI-moDIrAmajI, jAo pahile gayavaracandajI ko pAraNA karavA do| gayavara0-Apa padhAro, maiM pAraNA ApahIke hAtha se kruuNgaa| pUjyajI svayaM mADalA para padhAre aura gayavaracandajI ko pAraNA karavAyA, bAda saba sAdhuoM ne AhAra pAnI kiyaa| pUjyajI mahArAja jAna gaye ki aba kanakamalajA ko cher3anA vyartha hai / basa, sAdhuoM ko alaga 2 bihAra karavA kara Apane jodhapura kI ora vihAra kara diyaa| hamAre caritranAyakajI pajyajI mahArAja kI sevA meM hI rhe| - pUjyajI mahArAja royaTa nAmaka grAma meM pahuMce ; rAtri meM hamAre caritra nAyakajI pUjyajI kI pagacaMpI kara rahe the / pajyajI ne kahA-"kyoM gayavara, mu~ha para mu~hapattI bAMdhane meM to tumhArI zraddhA dRr3ha hai na ? gayavara0-pajyajI mahArAja, isa viSaya meM maiM kucha bhI kahanA nahIM cAhatA hU~ / kAraNa yahA~ aisA mAmalA hai ki jo bolatA hai, vahI mArA jAtA hai| phira vaha satya ho yA asatya / pUjyajI-nahIM, maiM to tumako snAnagI pUchatA huuN| gayavara0-pUjyajI mahArAja, yadi Apa mujhe vAdI hokara

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Adarza-jJAna 150 bolane kI AjJA dilAveM, to maiM isa viSaya meM Apase kucha vArtAlApa kara sakatA huuN| pUjyajI-kevala tumhArI tarka-zakti bar3hAne ke liye maiM tumako ijAjata detA hU~ ki tuma vAdI hokara mere sAtha mu~ha para mu~hapattI bA~dhane ke viSaya meM carcA kro| ___ gayavara0-kyoM pUjyajI mahArAja ! Apa ghaMToM taka jora se vyAkhyAna pharamAte ho, usa samaya Apake mu~ha para ba~dhI huI mu~hapattI zleSma evaM thUka se gIlI hojAtI hai ; maiM dekhatA hU~ ki kabhIkabhI to mu~ha kI lAra sUtra ke pannoM para bhI par3a jAtI hai ; usa mu~ha pattI ke lage huye zleSma meM samutsama jIva to utpanna nahIM hote hoMge ? pajyajI-isa bAta ke liye maiM kyA kaha sakatA hU~, yaha to kevala jJAnI hI jAnate haiN| __gayavara0-kyA Apako isa meM zaMkA hai jo nizcita nahIM kahate ho? pUjyajI-hA~, nizcita nahIM kahA jA sakatA hai; para thUka meM jIvoM kI utpatti sUtra meM kahIM bhI nahIM kahI hai| .. gayavara0-thUka ke alAvA zleSma bhI to lagatA hai / mu~hapattI ko jaba hama dhote haiM, to usa meM se cikanA 2 zleSma nikalatA hai aura zleSma meM jIvoM kI utpatti honA Apa hI pharamAte ho| pajyajI-muMha kI garama havA se zAyad jIvoM kI utpatti nahIM hotI ho ! gayavara0-Apa yaha bhI to pharamAte ho ki yoni tIna

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151 mukhavastrakA kI carcA prakAra kI hai| uSNa yoni vAle jIva garamI meM hI utpanna hote haiM, taba phira garama havA kA kAraNa kyoM batalAyA jAtA hai / agniH itanI garama honepara bhI usameM uSNa yoni ke jIva utpanna hote haiM / pajyajI-to kyA terI mAnyatA muMha-pattI nahIM bAMdhane kI yA hAtha meM rakhane kI hai ? parantu kyA tuma ne kabhI saMvegiyoM ko dekhA hai ? ve hAtha meM mu~ha-pattI rakhate hue niHzaMka khule mu~ha bola kara vAyukAya ke jIvoM kI hiMsA karate haiN| gayavara0-yadi mu~ha pattI bAMdhane meM samutsama jIvoM kI hiMsA hotI ho, to vAyukAya jIvoM kA pAra adhika hai yA samutsama jIvoM kA ? pUjyajI-pApa to samutsama jIvoM kA adhika hai, kyoMki vAyukAya ke jIva to ekendriya cAra prANa vAle haiM, aura samutsama jIva paMcendriya nau prANa vAle haiN| gayavara0-kyoM, pUjyajI mahArAja, vAyu kAya ke jIva eka khule mu~ha bolane se hI marate haiM yA anya kAryoM meM bhI marate haiM ? pUjyajI-anya koI bhI kArya karo, para vAyu-kAya ke jIva to marate hI haiM, A~kha kI palakoM ke tathA zira ke bAla calane se bhI vAyu-kAya ke jIva marate haiN| gayayara0-phira kevala eka khule mu~ha bolane ke liye hI itanA Agraha kyoM hai ? pUjyajI-khule mu~ha bolane kI bhagavAna kI AjJA nahIM hai / gayavara0-bhagavAn ghaMToM taka vyAkhyAna dete the taba ve khuda khule mu~ha bolate the yA mu~ha-pattI bA~dha kara ?

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Adarza-5 152 pUjyajI - tIrthakara vastra hI nahIM rakhate to phira mu~ha-pattI kahA~ se bA~dhate; para unakA to atizaya thA / gayavara0--samavAyAMgajI sUtra meM tIrthakaroM ke 34 atizaya kahe haiM, una meM to yaha bAta nahIM AI ki tIrthaGkaroM ke khule mu~ha bolane se vAyu-kAya ke jIva nahIM marate, dUsarA phira unake samayasamaya karma-baMdha kyoM hotA hai ? - pUjyajI -- kucha bhI ho, apane ko to bhagavAna ne kiyA vaisA nahIM, parantu kahA jaisA karanA cAhiye / -jJAna gayavara0- -kyA bhagavAn ne kisI sUtra meM yaha pharamAyA hai ki tuma mu~ha pattI meM DorA DAla dina rAta mu~ha para bA~dhI rakhanA, cAhe bolane kA kAma par3e yA na par3e; aura usa meM zleSmAdi laga kara samutsama jIva utpanna hoM, usakI bhI paravAha na karanA / pUjyaMjI - sAdhu ke 54 upakAroM meM mu~ha pattI rakhanA bhagavAn batalAyA hai / gayavara0- - mu~ha - pattI to bhagavAn ne kahI hai, para bhagavAn ne yaha kaba kahA hai ki tuma mu~ha- pattI meM DorA DAla dina bhara mu~ha para bA~dhI rakhanA / pUjyajI - apanA upayoga na rahe aura khule mu~ha bolane meM vAyu-kAya ke jIvoM kI virAdhanA ho, isaliye DorA DAla muMhapattI ko mu~ha para bA~dhI hai / gayavara0- - para jaba mauna yA dhyAna meM rahate haiM, to usa samaya - pattI kyoM bA~dhI jAtI hai ? pUjyajI - yaha to pravRtti par3a gaI hai, vAstava meM to bolate samaya hI mu~hapattI kI AvazyakatA hai /

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353 mukhavastrikA kI carcA gayavara0 - pUjyajI mahArAja, Apa pharamAte ho ki bhASA ke 'pudgala loka ke anta taka jAte haiM, rAste meM parvata pahAr3a Ate haiM to unako bhI bheda kara pudgala cale jAte haiM, to phira mu~hapara mu~ha pattI bA~dhane se ve pudgala kaise ruka sakate hoMge ? merA to khayAla hai ki kapar3e kI to kyA, para lohe kI paTTI ho to bhI pudgala nahIM ruka skegaa| dUsare, Apa yaha bhI pharamAte ho ki jahA~ thor3e bhI chidra haiM, vahA~ vAyu kAya ke asaMkhya jIva haiM, taba to mu~ha kI polAra meM bhI asaMkhya jIva haiM aura mu~hapara mu~hapatI bA~dhI huI hone para bhI mu~ha meM javAna evaM hoTa calane se asaMkhya vAyukAya ke jIva avazya marate hoNge| phira mu~hapattI dina bhara mu~ha para baMdhI rakhane kA kyA matalaba huA ? hAM, isase vAyukAya ke jIvoM kI rakSA to nahIM huI, para zleSma se asaMkhya paMcendriya jIvoM kI hiMsA avazya hotI hai / pUjya -- gayavaracaMdajI, tuma mUrkhaho, yadi aisA hI hai to phira zAstrakAroM ne mu~hapattI rakhanA kyoM batalAyA hai / gavara - maiMne par3hA hai ki ur3ate hue makkhI, macchara, pataMgAdi sajIvoM kI rakSA ke lie mu~hapattI rakhano batalAI hai / pUjya - aisA kisa zAstra meM likhA hai ? gayavara--oghaniyukti zrAgama meM likhA hai / pUjya -- zroghaniyukti 32 sUtroM meM nahI haiM ? gayavara - battIsa meM nahIM, para 45 AgamoM meM to hai / pUjyajI - apane to 32 sUtra hI mAne jAte haiM na ? gayavara0 - battIsa sUtroM meM kevala 14 upakaraNoM kA nAmamAtra batalAyA hai; unakA pramANa evaM prayojana 32 sUtroM meM nahIM para

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Adarza-jJAna 154 oghaniyuktimeM hI batalAyA hai / usako na par3hane se hI apanI samu. dAya meM na to 14 upakaraNoM kA pUrA pramANa hai aura na prayojana kI vyavasthA hai, jisase hara koI mana cAhe utane hI pramANa ke upakaraNa rakha letA hai| pUjyajI- kyA tuma ne ogha niyukti dekhI hai ? gayavara0-hA~, taba hI to maiM yaha bAta kaha rahA huuN| pUjyajI-tuma ne ogha niyukti kahA~ para dekhI thI ? gayavara0-bokAnera ke bar3e upAsare meM thI, vahA~ se lAkara maiMne par3hI thii| pUjyajI-kisakI AjJA se ? gayavara0-AtmA kI AjJA se / pajyajI-isa bAta ke liye to tumako prAyazcita lenA hogA ! gayavara0-pUjyajI mahArAja ! kyA sUtra bA~cane kA bhI prAyazcita lenA par3atA hai ? pUjyajI-hA~, binA guru-AjJA sUtra nahIM par3hA jAtA hai / gayavara0-yaha bAta 32 sUtroM ke liye hai yA anya sUtroM ke liye ; yadi 32 sUtroM ke alAvA jo koI bhI anya sUtra evaM granthAdi par3hate haiM, unake liye bhI ho to una saba ko prAyazcita lenA cAhiye, jaisA ki mujhe diyA jAtA hai| __ pUjyajI mahArAja jAna gaye ki gayavaracanda ko mu~ha-pattI bA~dhane se aruci hogaI hai / ataH isa viSaya kI adhika carcA karanA ThIka nahIM hai / Apane kaha diyA ki jaba tumhAre guru mor3IrAmajI mileMge, taba isa bAta kA nirNaya kiyA jaaygaa|

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155 mukhavastrikA kI carcA rAtri bahuta A gaI hai, subaha bihAra karanA hai, jAtro zayana karo, mujhe bhI nidrA AtI hai| ___ gayavara0-pajyajI mahArAja ! merI ora se kisI prakAra kA avinaya vyavahAra huA ho to kSamA karAveM / maiM to mu~ha-pattI Dabala DarA DAla kara bA~dhatA hU~, kevala ApakI AjJA se maiMne vAdI bana kara tarka-vitarka kI hai| pUjyajI-maiMne bhI to terI buddhi aura zraddhA kI parIkSA ke liye hI pUchA thA / aba jAo, so jaao| suvaha vihAra kara pUjyajI kramazaH jodhapura padhAra gye| 27-saMvat 1970 kA caturmAsa gaMgApura meM ... mevAr3a meM gaMgApura eka acchA kasbA hai| teraha-panthiyoM kA vahAM bahuta jora-zora hai| sthAnakavAsiyoM ke kevala 35-40 ghara haiM, kintu ve loga jaba kabhI caturmAsa karavAte haiM, taba aise yogya sAdhuoM kA hI karavAte haiM, jo teraha panthiyoM ko parAjita karane meM samartha hoM / isa sAla gaMgApura vAle pUjyajI ke pAsa jodhapura Aye tathA caturmAsa ke lie Agraha pUrvaka vinatI kI / isa para pUjyajI mahArAja ne hamAre caritranAyakajI se kahA ki tuma gaMgApura jAkara caturmAsa kro| gayavaracaMdajI ne kahA ki mahArAja maiM to ApakI sevA meM hI rahU~gA; bIkAnera ke caturmAsa ke bAda yahI maukA milA hai kintu pUjyajI ne jora dekara kahA ki gaMgApura meM caturmAsa karane vAlA aura koI dUsarA sAdhu mere pAsa nahIM hai teraha--

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Adarza-jJAna 156 panthiyoM ke sAtha vArtAlApa karane meM bhI tuma kuzala ho, ataH merI AjJA hai ki tuma gaMgApura jAkara caturmAsa karo / Akhira bar3oM kI AjJA zirodhArya karanI hI par3atI hai / pUjyajo ne maganalAlajI nAmaka vyAvacca karane vAle eka sAdhu ko zrApa kesAtha dekara Apako gaMgApura bheja diyA / varSA Rtu AgaI thI,ASAr3ha kA mahinA thA, rAste meM jala tathA vanaspati bahutAyata se ho gaI thI, yadyapi gaMgApura ke zrAvakoM kI bhakti prazaMsanIya thI; ve kosoM taka sAmane Aye tathA unhoMne mArgAdi kA subhItA kara diyA / Apa ASAr3ha zuklA 8 ko gaMgApura pahu~ca gaye / vyAkhyAna meM Apane zrI saMgha ke Agraha se zrI bhagavatI sUtra kA par3hanA prArambha kiyaa| Thaharane kA sthAna bAjAra kI dukAnoM ke Upara honese eka sArvajanika sthAna hI kahA jA sakatA thA / yahI kAraNa thA ki vyAkhyAna meM jaina evaM jainetaroM kI saMkhyA khUba acchI rahatI thI, sAtha hI ApakA vyAkhyAna bhI aise DhaMga se hotA thA ki loga sunane ko lalacA jAte the| __ isa caturmAsa meM ApakI ruci vyAkaraNa par3hane kI ora jhukI kyoMki binA vyAkaraNa na to zabda-zuddhi hotI hai aura na TIkAdi prantha hI par3he jA sakate haiN| zrAvakoM ne isa kArya ke liye eka sAdhAraNa paMDita ko rakha diyaa| Apane zurU se sArasvata vyAkaraNa kA abhyAsa prArambha kiyaa| udhara jodhapura meM jaba pUjyajI ko mAlUma huA ki gayavaracaMdajI gaMgApura meM paMDita ke pAsa vyAkaraNa par3hate haiM, to unhoMne usI samaya gaMgApura ke zrAvakoM ko kahalA diyA ki tuma hamAre sAdhuoMko bigAr3ate ho,ataH AindAse tumako sAdhu nahIM milegA / pUjyajI mahArAja pahile se hI gayavaracaMdajI

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157 saM0 1970 gaMgApura meM caturmAsa ko jAna gaye the, phira vyAkaraNa par3hAnA to jAna bUjhakara sAdhu ko khonA hai, yahI kAraNa thA ki pUjyajI ne manAI karavA dI aisI hAlata meM becAre zrAvaka kyA kareM / zrAtira paMDitajI kA zrAnA banda kara denA par3A / kintu eka koThArIjI ne khAnagI taura para apanI ora se tanakhvAha dekara paMDitajI ko aise samaya bhejane kA prabandha kiyA ki jisase kisI ko jyAdA mAlUma na ho sake / ataH munijI kA thor3A bahuta abhyAsa calatA rahA / kintu phira aguve zrAvakoM ko mAlUma par3ane se paMDitajI ko bilkula baMda kara denA par3A / I jisa makAna meM zrApa caturmAsa kara Thahare the, usI ke pIche eka jaina maMdira aura upAzraya thA / upAzraya meM eka yatijI kA karIba 16 varSa kA celA rahatA thA / 405 ghara mandira mAgiyoM ke bhI the / ve loga mandira kI dekha-rekha kiyA karate the / upAzraya meM eka jUnA jJAna bhaMDAra bhI thA, jisameM kaI prAcIna sUtroM kI pratieM bhI thIM / munizrI ko to isa bAta kA pahile se hI zauka thA / Apane jAkara usa jJAna bhaMDAra ko khulavA kara sUtra dekhe to unameM eka zrIzrAcArarAMgasUtra kI niyukti milii| usake aMta meM likhA thA ki yaha vi0 saM0 1408 mAgha zuklakA 7 ko paM0 bhAvaharSa ne likhI hai usameM spaSTa akSaroM meM yaha likhA huA thA ki zatruM jaya giranAra, aSTApadAdi tIthoM kI yAtrA karane se darzana nirmala hotA hai / dUsarA upAsakadazAMga sUtra dekhA jisameM zrAnanda ke alAvA meM bhI spaSTa likhA thA ki anya tIrthoM dvArA grahaNa kI huI jina - pratimA ko vandana karanA zrAnanda ko nahIM kalpatA hai| taM sare bhagavatI sUtra meM bhI vidyAcAraNa muniyoM ke adhikAra meM 'caitya'

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Adarza-jJAna 158 zabda kA artha jina - pratimA kiyA thA / jJAtAsUtra meM draupadI ke adhikAra meM bhI jinaghara jinapratimA aura satraha prakAra kI pUjA kA ullekha dekhA | Apane kaI acche vidvAn zrAvakoM ko bhI be sUtra dikhAye aura unakA mana jina - pratimA kI ora AkRSTa kara diyA / usa varSa gaMgApura meM teraha panthiyoM kA bhI caturmAsa thA, unake bho vyAkhyAna baMcatA thA, kintu unakA vyAkhyAna pahile samApta ho jAtA thA aura ve saba loga munizrI ke baMcate hue vyAkhyAna ke pAsa se hokara jAyA karate the / eka samaya kA jikra hai ki eka terahapanthI sAdhu kisI dUsare grAma meM kAla kara gayA / gaMgApura ke terahapanthiyoM ne bAta uThAI ki hamAre jisa sAdhu ne kAla kiyA hai, vaha pAMcaveM devaloka meM gayA hai| jaba ve loga hamAre muni zrI ke vyAkhyAna ke pAsa se hokara jAte the, taba ve isa bAta ko khUba jora-jora se kiyA karate the jisase ki saba loga suna leveM unake eka do bAra kahane para to logoM ne khyAla hI nahIM kiyA, kintu ve to isa bAta ko bAra bAra kahate hI rahe / eka dina munizrI ne apane eka zrAvaka se pUchA teraha-panthI loga hamezA kyA kahate haiM ? ki yaha zrAvaka - inake eka sAdhu ne kAla kiyA hai, jisake viSaya meM ye kahate haiM ki vaha sAdhu pA~cave devaloka meM gayA hai / teraha-panthI loga bhI usa samaya najadIka se jArahe the / munizrI ne jora se kahA ki isa meM kaunasI bar3I bAta huI, hamAre yahA~ to eka gadhA yA kuttA bhI mara kara pAMcaveM hI kyoM

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159 gaMgApura meM terahapanthiyoM se carcA AThaveM devaloka meM jA sakatA hai / yaha suna kara teraha - panthiyoM ko zarmiMdA honA pdd'aa| hAjira-javAba ise hI kahate haiN| eka dina eka teraha-panthI zrAvaka ne muni zrI se kahalAyA hamako kucha prazna pUchane haiM, ataH yadi Apa samaya deveM to hama AveM / munizrI ne uttara diyA ki hama Apa se ekAnta meM bAta karanA nahIM cAhate kyoMki hameM ApakA vizvAsa nahIM hai, Apako hama kucha kaheM aura bAhara jAkara Apa kucha aura hI kahadeM / ataH yadi Apako grazna karane haiM, to Ama janatA meM hI kIjie, jisase Apake atirikta anya logoM ko bhI praznottara sunane kA lAbha mile / ataH praznottara ke liye samaya kA nirNaya kara lIjiye / basa, praznottara ke lie Azvina zuklA 7 ko dina ke 1 baje kA samaya nizcita kara diyA gayA / ukta mitI ko sthAnakavAsI tathA teraha panthiyoM ke vArtAlApa hone kI khabara gA~va bhara meM phaila gaI / ThIka samaya para muni zrI tathA Apake upAsaka gaNa evaM bar3e 2 jainetara loga niyata sthAna para upasthita hogaye; idhara teraha - panthI zrAvaka bhI karIba 20 AdamiyoM ke sAtha A gaye / munizrI ne kahA kahie Apako kyA pUchanA hai ? zrAvaka - asaMyati ko dAna denA kisa sUtra meM likhA hai ? muni zrI -- dAna dene vAlA zrApa kisako samajhate haiM ? sAdhu - - ko athavA gRhastha ko ? teraha - gRhastha ko | 6

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Adarza-jJAna munizrI-tIrthaGkara varSI dAna dete haiM use Apa svIkAra karate haiM na ? teraha-hA~, tIrthaGkaroM ne varSI-dAna diyA hai| munizrI-vaha dAna kisa ne liyA ? teraha-gRhastha logoM ne liyA thaa| munizrI-ve gRhastha saMyati the yA asaMyati ? teraha-asaMyati the| munizrI-Apake kathana se hI ApakA prazna hala hogyaa| jaba tIrthaGkaroM ne hI asaMyati ko dAna diyA hai taba dUsaroM ke lie to kahanA hI kyA hai ? teraha0---isa dAna meM hama puNya huA nahIM mAnate haiN| ' munizrI-to kyA Apa pApa huA mAnate ho ? teraha0 hA~, hama pApa honA mAnate haiN| munizrI-to phira tIrthaGkara deva ne aisA pApa kA paMtha kyoM calAyA aura vaha bhI eka nahIM ananta tIrthaGkaroM ne| teraha-yaha to unakA AcAra hai / muni-kintu zrAcAra meM bhI puNya yA pApa to hotA hI hai| teraha-hama to varSI-dAna meM pApa hI samajhate haiN| muni0- yaha Apa apane dila se hI mAnate ho, yA kisI zAstra meM dAna meM pApa honA kahA hai ? teraha-hA~, zAstra meM kahA hai| muni-yadi tIrthaGkaroM ke varSI-dAna se pApa laganA zAstra meM kahA ho to Apa usa zAstra kA pATha btlaaiye| terahaH-yadi puNya kahA ho to Apa sUtra kA pATha btlaaveN|

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161 teraha panthiyoM ke sAtha carcA muni0-dekhiye, sthAnAyAMgasUtra ke nauveM sthAne meM anAdi dene se puNya kahA hai, aura sUyaghar3AMga sUtra meM dAna-niSedha karane vAloM ko vRtti kA cheda karane vAlA aura praznavyAkaraNa sUtra meM dAna niSedha karane vAle ko caure kahA hai / inake alAvA aura bhI sUtra dekhane hoM to lIjiye-jJAtA sUtra meM mallInAtha tIrthaGkara ne varSIdAna dekara pahilA pahara meM dIkSA lo, tathA dUsare pahara meM ho unako kevala jJAna hogayA ; yadi varSI-dAna dene meM pApa hotA to batAiye vaha pApa mallInAthane kisa samaya bhogava liyA ? Apake matAnusAra ve mokSa meM sAtha to nahIM legaye ? dUsare rAjapraznajI sUtra meM pradezI rAjA ne apane rAjya kI zrAya ke caturtha bhAga se dAnazAlA karavA kara dAna diyA, bAda meM vahA~ se mara kara vaha suriyAbhA deva huA, aura vahA~ sukha bhogava kara rAjaku~vara dRr3hapAinnA hogA aura phira vahA~ bhI sukha ke sAtha mokSa prApta kregaa| yadi dAna dene meM pApa hotA, to vaha binA pApa bhoge, mokSa kaise prApta kara sakegA ? teraha-ThIka hai / hamAre mahArAja ko pUcha kara uttara deveNge| muni0-acchA, aura kucha pUchanA hai ? teraha-hA~, eka prazna aura pUchanA hai| muni zrI.-kyA prazna hai ? teraha-asaMyati jIva ko bacAne meM Apa kyA samajhate ho? muni zrI.-marate jIva ko bacAne meM hama puNya samajhate haiN| teraha0-marate jIva ko bacAne ke bAda meM jaba vaha pApa karatA hai, to vaha pApa kyA jIva bacAne vAle ko nahIM lagatA ? ___muni zrI0-nahIM, pApa aura puNya to pariNAmoM se lagatA hai| jIva bacAne vAle kA yaha pariNAma nahIM rahatA ki maiM

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bhAdaza jJAna 162 isa marate jIva ko bacAtA hU~ / bAra meM yadi vaha pApArambha karegA to acchA hai| yadi ApakI mAnyatAnusAra marate jIva ko bacAne ke bAda usa jIva kA kiyA huA pApa bacAne vAle ko laga Aya to dekhiyeH. 1-Apa apane sAdhuoM ko dUdha evaM ghRta dete ho| sAdhuoM ne jAkara yadi pAtra khule rakha die, aura usameM cAra makkhI par3a kara mara gaI, to kyA vaha pApa Apa hI ko lagegA ? . 2-Apane apane sAdhuoM ko miSThAnna diyA aura usake khAne para unake peTa meM kar3e par3a gye| zauca karane para ve saba kIr3e mara gaye, to kyA unakA pApa bhI ApahI ko lagegA ? kyoMki Apane hI to unako dUdha, ghRta, tathA miSThAnna diyA thA ? 3-Apa teraha panthI loga pApArambha kara naraka meM jAne yogya karma karate haiM, kintu Apake sAdhu Apako upadeza dvArA asat karma se chur3avAkara dharmakaraNI meM lagAte haiN| jaba zrApa apanI manyatAnusAra mara kara devaloka meM jAoge, aura vahAM saikar3oM devAGganAoM ke sAtha maithunAdi rati-krIr3A karoge to vaha sava pApa bhI Apake sAdhuoM ko hI lagegA jo ki Apako svarga meM bhejane meM kAraNa svarUpa bane / kyoM samajha meM AgayA yA nahIM ? teraha0-hama sAdhuoM ko dUdha, ghRta evaM miSThAnna veharate haiM, vaha sAdhu samajha kara hI vehArate haiM / bAda makkhI mare, yA kIr3A par3e to usako hama mAna karake bhI acchA nahIM samajhate haiN| __ muni zrI0-yadi isI prakAra marate jIva ko bacAne vAlA bacAye hue jIva ke pApArambha ko acchA nahIM mAnatA ho to

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teraha panthiyoM ke sAtha carcA isa kAma se Apake sAdhu ko ghRta miSThAnna dene ke anusAra puNya hotA hai yA nahIM ? ...: teraha sAdhu to saMyati hai, isalie puNya hotA hai; kintu asaMyati jIvoM ko poSaNa karane meM puNya nahIM para pApa hI hotA hai| ___muni0-saMyati sAdhu kA zrApa poSaNa karate ho parantu aMta meM ve marakara to asaMgati ho jAte haiN| yadi jIva bacAne ke bAda una jIvoM kA kiyA huA pApa jIva bacAne vAle ko lagatA hai to sAdhu ko poSaNa karane ke pazcAt sAdhu asaMyata devatA hokara pApArambha karatA hai, usakA pApa sAdhu ko poSaNa karane vAle ko kyoM nahIM lagatA hai, ApakI mAnyatAnusAra to avazya hI laganA cAhiye ? - teraha0-hama to sAdhu ko nirjIva AhAra-jala dete haiM, para Apa to kauoM ko sajIva dhAna DAlate tathA gAyoM ko kaccA pAnI pilAne meM bhI puNya samajhate haiM na ? . ____ muni:-ApakA duSTAzaya to kisI bhI marate jIva ko nahIM bacAne kA hai, phira sajIva aura nirjIva kA bayAnA kyoM karate ho| bhalo kisI ne kauoM ko nirjIva canA DAlA, gAya ko chAcha yA dUdha pilAyA acchA isameM to Apa puNya mAnoge yA nahIM ? kyoMki ye saba to nirjIva padArtha hI haiN|| ___ isa para terahapanthI niruttara hogaye aura unhoMne kaha diyA ki hamAre mahArAja ko pUchakara isakA uttara deveNge| muni-pApake mahArAja ko ho yahA~ kyoM nahIM bulAgave ho, tAki rubaru spaSTatayA nirNaya hojAya /

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Adarza-jJAna 164 teraha-hamAre pUjyajI mahArAja kI AjJA hai ki zrIlAlajI ke sAdhuoM ke sAtha carcA nahIM karanA / ___ muni0-isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? zAyada yaha to nahIM ki udayapura meM terahapanthI sAdhu pUjya zrIlAlajI ke sAmane zAstrArtha meM burI taraha parAsta hue the| munizrI ne upasthita jaina jainettara janatA ke sAmane dayA aura dAna ke viSaya meM svamata aura paramata ke zAstroM ke puSkala pramANa dekara yaha siddha kara batalAyA ki vartamAna samaya meM jitane mata, pantha evaM dharma haiM, una sabameM sivAya terahapanthiyoM ke marate jIva ko bacAne evaM anAtha jIva ko dAna dene meM koI bhI pApa nahIM batalAte haiM / duHstra aura mahAduHkha hai ki terahapanthI loga bhagavAna mahAvIra ke anuyAyI kahalAte hue bhI isa prakAra mithyA-prarUpanA kara isa pavitra jaina dharma para kalaMka lagA rahe haiM, aura becAre anajAna loga aise nikRSTa mata ko mAnakara mithyAtva kI vRddhi kara rahe haiM / kintu maiM Aja Ama taura se sUcita karatA hU~ ki dayA dAna meM pApa batalAne vAloM ko 'jaina' mAnane kI bhUla koI bhI na kare, ityAdi kahakara sabhA visarjita kI gii| terahapanthI loga bhI zarmindA hokara nIcA sira karake cale gaye; phira caturmAsa meM terahapanthiyoM ne cU~ taka bhI nahIM kiyaa| itanA hI kyoM, ve to ApakA nAma hI sunakara ghabarAte the / pUrvokta praznottara se kaI panthI logoM ko zaMkA paidA hogaI thii| unhoMne caturmAsa ke anta meM terahapanthiyoM kI zraddhA ko tilAJjali dekara dayA dharma ko aGgIkAra kara liyA / / caturmAsa meM anekoM grAmoM ke loga lApake darzanArtha Aye the|

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165 udayapura ke AvakoM kI vinatI jinameM udayapura ke zrAvaka acche jAnakAra the / ve loga ApakA vyAkhyAna sunakara evaM jJAna-dhyAna dekhakara maMtra-mugdha hogaye / unhoMne Apase udayapura padhArane kI bahuta AgrahapUrvaka vinatI kI / isa para Apane kahA ki ApakI vinatI svIkAra karanA hamAre AdhIna kI bAta nahIM hai| hamako to pUjyajI mahArAja kA hukma kevala gaMgApura meM hI caturmAsa karane kA thA / : ' .. udayapura ke zrAvaka bole ki yadi hamaH pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa jAkara Apake lie udayapura kA hukma le AveM taba to Apa padhAroge na ? munizrI0-pUjyajI mahArAja AjJA de deveMge, to hamako inkAra nahIM hogaa| , udayapura ke zrAvaka gaMgApura se sIdhe hI pUjyajI kI sevA meM jodhapura pahuMce, aura vinatI kI, ki gayavaracaMdajI mahArAja mevAr3a meM padhAra gaye haiM, to aba udayapura padhArane ke lie AjJA milanI caahie| munizrI ke udayapura padhArane se jJAna-dhyAnAdi kA bahuta lAbha hogA, saba logoM ko bahuta icchA hai / isa para dayAlu pUjyatrI mahArAja ne hukma de diyA ki gayavaracaMdajo ko udayapura jAne ke liye merI AjJA hai / basa phira kyA thA, udayapura vAle zrAvakoM ne gaMgApura Akara pUjyajI mahArAja ko AjJA muni zrI ko sunA dI aura munizrI se udayapura ke lie abhivAcana lekara Sar3I pAzA aura utsAha ke sAtha udayapura pahu~ca kara sabako harSa ke samAcAra sunAe /

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28-udayapura meM jIvAbhigama sUtra kA vyAkhyAna gaMgApura kA caturmApta samApta kara zrApa puramAMDala Adi prAmo meM bhramaNa karate hue bhIlavAr3e padhAre / Apake vyAkhyAna kI saba jagaha dhUma maca jAtI thii| Apane apane sAragarbhita vyAkhyAno dvArA kaI grAmoM ke rAjapUtoM, darogoM, aura bhIloM ko mAMsa madirA kA tyAga karavA diyA thA / mevAr3a meM ApakA aisA DaMkA baja rahA thA mAno svayam pUjyajI mahArAja hI padhAre hoM / grAma 2 ke loga vinatI ke lie A 2 kara Agraha kiyA karate the| ___ gaMgApura ke logoM kI zraddhA aura bhakti itanI bar3ha kaI thI ki unhoMne gaMgApura se bhIlavAr3e taka muni zrI kI sevA meM raha kara ke lAbha prApta kiyaa| idhara udayapura vAloM ko mAlUma huA to ve loga bhI bhIlavAr3e meM Akara hAjira hue tathA udayapura padhArane ke lie bahuta Agraha karane lge| munizrI ne kahA ki Apa kA to bar3A zahara hai, bahuta se sAdhu Ate haiM, kintu ina becAre grAmINa janoM ko sAdhuoM kA saMyoga kaba milatA hai; ataH hama ina grAmoM meM vicarate hue aaveNge| Apake dharma-pracAra kI aisI bhAvanA se udayapura ke loga bhI bahuta prasanna hue / ve loga do-tIna vyAkhyAna suna kara udayapura cale gye| isa prakAra kramazaH prAmoM meM upadeza karate hue muni zrI ne maMgasara zukla 9 ko bar3e sanmAna evaM satkAra pUrvaka udayapura meM praveza kiyaa| svAgata ke lie kyA rAjya karmacArI aura kyA vyApArI saba hI agrasara the aura bahuta dUra 2 taka agavAnI ke lie.

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167 udayapura vyA0 meM jIvAbhigabha sUtra zrAye the, unake diloM meM harSa aura utsAha kA sAgara umar3a uThA thaa| Apake lie surapuri kA noharA pahile se hI niyata kara rakhA thA, ataH Apa vahA~ para hI Thahara gaye / geharIlAla jI, rAjamalajI, ratanalAlajI, dhanarAjajI, sujAnamalajI, rAmalAnajI Adi zrAvakoM ko thokar3oM kA bar3A hI zoka thA / kucha thokar3e unheM pahile se bhI yAda the, aba muni zrI se unhoMne rAtri meM thokar3oM kA abhyAsa karanA zurU kiy|| idhara sUtra sunane ke premI sUtra kI bAteM kara rahe the; unhoMne nirNaya kiyA ki munizrI se zrIjIvAbhigama sUtra sunanA caahie| kyoMki aise sUtroM ko sAdhAraNa sAdhu nahIM bA~ca sakate haiM / zrAvakoM ne vyAkhyAna meM zrIjIvAbhigama sUtra bAMcane kI prArthanA kI aura munizrI ne ise svIkAra kara dUsare | ho dina vyAkhyAna meM zrIjIva bhigama sUtra bAMcanA prAraMbha kara diyA / do, tIna dina vyAkhyAna hone para to zahara meM sarvatra prazaMsA hone laga gii| nagara seTha naMdalAlajI koThArIjI, balavaMtasiMhajI lAlajI, kesarIlAlajI, kanhaiyAlAlajI ityAdi bar3e 2 AdamI ThIka samaya para upasthita ho kara vIra vANI kA rasa Ananda ke sAtha AsvAdana kara apane Apako aho bhAgya samajhane lage / 1 vyAkhyAna bA~cate karIba 25 dina huye the ki ekadama Apake netroM meM takalIpha ho gii| zrAvakoM ne DAkTaroM se bahuta ilAja: karavAyA, phira bhI sAtA vedanI kA udaya hone se 1 mAsa takaM takalIpha rhii| isI bImArI ko sunakara Apake guruvara mor3IrAmajI mahArAja vagairaha kaI sAdhu vyAvaca ke lie zrAye aura kucha dina Thaharakara jaba Apake netroM meM ArAma ho gayA, to unhoM s

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Adarza-jJAna 168 ne vihAra kara diyaa| kintu muni zrI ke lie DAkTaroM ne rAya dI thI ki Apake netroM meM abhI kamajorI hai, isalie Apa kahIM bhI bhramaNa na kareM, aura jaba taka hama rAya nahIM deM, taba taka yahIM tthhreN| isameM kucha to DAkTaroM kI rAya thI, aura kucha zrAvakoM kI bhakti tathA vyAkhyAna sunane kI abhilASA / ataH DAkTaroM kI rAya mAna kara munizrI ko udayapura hI ThaharanA par3A / udayapura ke zrAvakoM kI zrApa para itanI zraddhA ho gaI thI ki isa bImArI meM saba taraha ke anukUla sAdhanoM kA upayoga kiyA gayA thaa| sabakI yahI bhAvanA thI ki Apake jaldI arAma ho jisase ki vyAkhyAna sunane kA saubhAgya mile / netroM meM pUrNa pArAma hote hI DAkTaroM kI salAha se mAgha zukla 5 ko punaH vyAkhyAna prArambha huaa| udayapura meM pariSadA kA to pahile se hI ThATha thA, phira munizrI kA madhura, rocaka aura manoraMjaka vyAkhyAna ke liye to kahanA hI kyA thA ! __ mAgha zuklA 14 kA dina thA, makAna Upara se nIce taka khacAkhaca bhara gayA thaa| bar3e 2 AdamI aura rAja karmacArI jaina evaM jainettara loga vyAkhyAna meM upasthita the| usa dina sUtra kA viSaya vijaya devatA kA thA / janma ke samaya vijaya devatA vicAra kara rahA thA ki mujhe pahile kyA karanA cAhiye jo ki hita sukha kalyANa aura mokSa kA kAraNa ho tathA pIche kyA karanA, ityAdi isake utara meM sUtra kA mUla pATha pAyA ki vijaya rAjadhAnI meM eka siddhAyatana ( jina mandira ) hai, usameM tIrthaGkaroM ke zarIra pramANa aura padmAsana dhyAna avasthA kI 108 jina-pratimAeM haiM tathA tIrthaMkaroM kI dAdoM hai / unakA arcana, pUjana yAvat upA

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169 udayapura meM mUrtipUjA kI carcA sanA karanA hI pahile yA pIche hita, sukha, kalyANa aura mokSa kA kAraNa thA yahI anugAmI kriyA hai| . jaba yaha mUla sUtra pATha aura usakA artha sunAyA to pariSadA ekadama cauMka uThI, kyoMki yaha zabda sthAnakavAsI samAja ne pahile pahala hI sune the / ataH kaI loga bola uThe ki kyA mUrti pUjA karanA mokSa kA kAraNa ho sakatA hai ? aura yadi aisA hI hai to phira tapa, saMyama kI kyA jarUrata hai, sAdhu loga itanA kaSTa na uThAkara mUrti pUjA hI kyoM nahIM kiyA karate. ityAdi / vyAkhyAna meM bahuta gulazaura hone lagA, jisako munizrI mUrtivata hokara sunate rhe| kintu bar3e 2 samajhadAra AdamI jo Apake pATe ke pAsa baiThe hue the, jaise seThajI na~dalAlajI koThArIjI, balavaMtasiMhajI, lAlAjI kesarIlAlajI vagairahaH ne abhI taka eka zabda kA bhI uccAraNa nahIM kiyA thaa| jaba matagrahI loga kucha zAnta hue to koThArIjI balavaMtasiMhajI ne, (jinake pUrvaja mUrtipUjaka the) kahA ki mahAgaja yaha kyA bAta hai, hamane pUjyajI mahArAja kI bahuta sevA kI, para unhoMne yaha bAta na to kabhI vyAkhyAna meM kahI aura na kabhI vArtAlApa ke samaya khAnagI meM hI kaho ki mUrti pUjA mokSa kA kAraNa hai; itanA ho kyoM, yahA~ para bar3e 2 vidvAna muniyoM kA padhAranA huA hai, aura unhoMne caturmAsa kara sUtra bho bAMce haiM, kintu maiMne to kyA, kisI bhI zrAvaka ne yaha zabda nahIM sunA; phira eka Apa hI mUrti pUjA ko mokSa kA kAraNa batalAte ho isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? __ muni zrI ne uttaradiyA ki koThArIjI sAhaba, jo yaha sUtra mere hAtha meM hai, vaha na to maiMne likhA hai aura na mere bApa dAdAtroM

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Adarza - jJAna 170 ne yA mere gurUjI ne hI likhA hai| yaha sUtra to prAcIna hai aura pUjyajI mahArAja ne mujhe par3hane ke lie diyA hai yadi isa sUtra meM jitane akSara haiM, utanA hI maiMne kahA ho taba to maiM bilkula nirdoSa hU~ / yadi sUtra ke atirikta eka akSara to kyA, para eka rattI mAtra bhI maiMne mere mana se nyUnAdhika kahA ho, to maiM catudhi zrI saMgha kA bar3A bhArI doSI hU~ tathA saMgha isake liye mujhe icchAnusAra daMDa deve | itanA kahakara Apane apane hAtha kA pannA koThArIjI ke hAtha meM dediyA aura kahA ki Apa par3hakara sunAdeM / koThArIjI ne usa panne ko ratanalAlajI lUniyA ko diyA aura kahA ki Apa isa ko par3hakara sunA dIjiye / lUnirAjI ne usa panne ko paraSadA ke bIca meM khar3e hokara nIce likhe anusAra jyoM kA tyoM par3hakara sunA diyA / "taraNaM tassa vijayassa devassa paMcavihAra pajjattoe pajjattIbhAvaM gayassa imeeyArUve ajjhatthie ciMtie patthite maNogae saMkaSpe samujjitthA - kiM me puvvaM seyaM, kiM me pacchA seyaM, kiM me puvi karINajjaM, kiM me pacchA karaNIjjaM, kiM me puvviM vA pacchA vA hiyAe suhAe rUkhamAe, NIssesayAte, aNugAmiyattAe, bhavissatItikaTTu evaM saMpeheti tateNaM tassa vijayassa devassa sAmApiri sovaNagA devA vijayasta devassa imaM etArUvaM atthitaM citiyaM patthiyaM maNogayaM saMkaSpaM samupyayaNaM jANittA, jeNAmeva se vijaedeve teNAmeva uvA gacchaMti

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171 udayapura meM mUrtipUjA kI carcA teSAmeva uvAgacchittA vijayadevaM karatalapariggahiyaM sirasAva matthae aMjaliM kaTu jaraNaM vijaeNaM vaddhAvaiti jaeNaM vijaeNaM vaddhAvettA evaM vayAsI-evaM khalu devANuppiyANaM vijayAe rAyahANoe siddhAyata si asataM jiNapaDimANaM jiNussehapamANamettANaM saMnikkhitaM ciTTati sabhAe sudhammAe mANavae cetiyaravaMbhe vAirAmaesa golavaTTa samugAtemu bahumo jiNasakAo sannikkhittAno ciTThati jAo NaM devANu ppiyANaM annesiM ca bahuNaM vijayarAyahANivatthavvANaM devANaM devINaya acaNijjAo vaMdaNijjAtro pUyaNijjAo sakArINajjAtro sammANaNijjAyo kallANaMmaMgalaM devayaM cetiyaM pajjuvAsaNijjAo etaeNaM devANupiyANaM puvipi seyaM patagaNaM devANuppiyANaM pacchAvi seyaM etaNNaM devA0 pubdhi karaNijjaM pacchA karaNijja etapaNaM devA0 puvi vA pacchA vA jAvANugAmiyattAte bhavissatI / tyAre vijaya nAma no devatA utpanna thaI ne devatA sambandhI pA~ca paryAptI sampUrNa bA~dhI liidhii| jyAre teo nA evA prakAranA adhyavasAya jAvat saMkalpa thayA ke mane pahalA zu kalyANa ane pacche hu~ kalyANa no kAraNa ane pahanA zu karavA yoga tathA pacchi zu karavA yoga ane pahalA tathA pacche mane hita-sukha-kalyANa-mokSa bane bhanugAmita zu thAse ? evA vicAra thayo aTale sAmAnIka ane.

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Adarza- 172 -pariSadA nA devatA vijayadeva nA tathAprakAranA adhyavasAya evaM saMkalpa ne jAga ne vijaya devatA ne samIpa zrAyA ane tyAM zrAvI ne donoM hAtha mastaka para lagAvI jaya vijaya kahI vadhAyA ane ema bolavA lAgya ke he devANupriya ! vijaya rAjadhAnImAM siddhAyatAna che ane tene madhya 108 jina pratimA -- jinanA zarIra zramANe arthAt jaghanya sAta hAtha ane utkRSTa 500 dhanuSya pramANa padmAsana sthita che tathA saudharmI sabhAmAM maraNavaka stambhamA - bajaratnoM nA gola DAbaDA mAM bahu jina dAMr3oM che / teo he devANu priya - - tamAre ane vijaya rAjadhAnI mA~ vasavAvAlA devi devata - jJAna , bandana, pUjana, sanmAna, satkAra, kalyANa, maMgala aura devatAnA caityano peTe payupAsanA karavA yoga che / he deva Nupriya ! teja tamAre pahalA kalyANa no kAraNa che teja tamAre pachi kalyANa no kAraNa che, teja tamAre pahalA karavA yogya kArya chai teja tamAre pacchi karabA yoga kArya che, teja tamAre pahalA ane pache hita-sukhakalyANa-mokSa ne anugAmika no kAraNa che / isa prakAra mUla sUtra aura usakA TabbArtha lugiyAjI ne par3hA aura pariSadA ne use khUba dhyAna lagAkara sunA / battI sUtroM ke andara jIvAbhigamajI sUtra ke mUla pATha tathA TabvArtha meM mUrtti pUjA ko hita, sukha, kalyANa, mokSa aura aNugAmika kA kAraNa batalAyA dekha kara samajhadAroM ke dila meM zaMkA par3a jAnA eka svAbhAvika bAta thii| para lUNiyAjI ne kahA ki yaha to devatAoM kI bAta hai aura devatA jita AcAra se jina pratimA pUjatA bhI hogA / para isase kyA huA ? muni -- aise utsUtra bhASaNa dvArA anartha kyoM karate ho ? mUla

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173 mUrtipUjA ke viSaya sUtrArtha sUtra evaM TabbArtha meM spaSTa likhA hai ki jina pratimA kI pUjA karanA hita, sukha, kalyANa aura mokSa kA kAraNa hai / phira usako devatAoM kA jItAcAra kaha kara nirarthaka kyoM batalA rahe ho / yahA~ mujhe adhika kahane kI AvazyakatA to nahIM thI; para Apa isa prakAra utsUtra bola rahe haiM, isalie isa pATha ke sAtha sambandha rakhane vAlA pATha mujhe batalAnA par3atA hai | lIjiye, isa panne ko bhI zrApa par3ha kara sunA dIjiye / taba lUniyAjI ne munizrI ke hAtha se pannA le liyA / janatA utsukatA ke sAtha usake par3he jAne kI pratikSA karane lagI / laniyA jI kI vAcanA acchI thI ve par3hane lage k "tate gaM se vijae deve cauhiM sAmANiya sAhamsIhiM jAva No iya bahUhiM vANamaMtarehiM devehi ya devIhiya siddhisaMparivur3e savviDDhIe sabbajuttIe jAva NigdhosAiyaraveNaM jeNeva siddhAyataNe teNeva uvA-gacchati 2ttA siddhAyataraNaM zraNuSpayAhiNIkare mANe 2 purathimilleNaM dAreNaM zraNupavisittI aNupavisitA jeNeva devacchaMda e jeNava udyAgacchati 2 ttA Aloe jiraNapar3imANaM paraNAMmAM kareti 2 ttA lomahatthagaM gaNDati lomahatthagaM gerihattA jiNapar3imAo lomahatthaeNaM pamajjati 2 tA surabhiNA gaMdhodaevaM hoti tA divvAe surabhigaMdhakAsAie gAtAI lUheti 2 tA saraseNaM gAsIsacaMdaNeNaM gAtANi apaliM

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Adarza - jJAna pAi alipettA ji par3himANaM zrahayAI setAI divvAiM devadUsajuyalAI yiMse niyaMsettA gohiM varehi ya gaMdhehi ya manlehi ya acceti 2ttA pupphA ruhaNaM gaMdhAruhaNaM mallAruhaNaM vAruNaM cuNAruhaNaM AbhAraNAruhaNaM kareti karettA asattosattaviula baTTavagdhAritamalladAma' kareti tAcchehiM sahehiM rayayAmahiM accharasAtaM dulehiMjipar3imANaM purato maMgalae Alihati sotthiyasi - viccha jAva dappaNa maMgalage lihati AlihittA kaya ggagga hitakaratala pabhaTTa viSpa mukkeNa dasadbhavanneNaM kusumeNaM mukkaduSkapuMjovayAra kalitaM kareti 2 tA caMdaSpa bhavairave ruliya vimala daMr3a kaMcaraNamaNirayaNa bhaticitaM kAlAgurupavara kuMdurukka turukka dhUtragaMdhunamANuviddhaM dhUmavahiM viriNamyaM taM veruliyAM yaM kaDucchuyaM paggahitu payatteNa dhvaM dAUNa jiraNa varANaM zraTTasayavisuddha gaMthajutte hi mahAvittahiM zratthajuttehiM puNarutehiM saMthui 2 tA sataha payAI prasarati sataTTapayAI osaritA vAmaM jAeM aMce 2tA dAhijA ra nilaMsi viitikkhuto mudbhANaM dharaNiyalaMsi game mitta Isi paccaraNapati 2 tA kayatur3iyathaMbhiyA bhuyAo par3isAharati 2 tA karayala pariggahiyaM sirasAvataM matthae aMjali kaTu evaM vAyasI - rAmo'tyuMgaM arihaMtANaM bhagavaMtANaM jAva 174 w

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155 mUgitA ke viSaya sUtrArtha siddhigaiNAmadheyaM ThANaM saMpatANaM tikaTTha baMdati NamaMsati, baMditA maMsitA" tyAra vijayadeva cAra hajAra sAmAjika yAvat anya bhI ghaNA bAMNamitra devatA ane deviyoMnA parivAra thI sarva Rddhijyoti yAvAt sabane sAtha jyAM siddhAyatana che, tyA AvyA ane siddhAyatana nA pUrvanA daravAjA thI praveza kidho jyA deva chAndo cha tyA gayA tyA~ jAI ne jina pratimA ne praNAma kidho pache maura picchI laine te thI jina pratimAno pramArjana kidho, pache surabhigandha pANI thI jinapratimAnoM nhavaNa kiMdho, pacchI gausIsa candana thI jina timAnA, aMga para lepana kidho, pacchI sapeta nirmala vastra car3hAyA pachI pradhAna gandha mAla nA thI arcana kidho, puSpa gandha mAllA varNa cUrNa zrAbharaNa car3hAyA, paccha' puSpoM nI mAlA car3hAI, pacchI acchA ratnoMnA cAvaloM thI aSTha maMgalika mAMDiyA pacche pA~ca varNanA phUloM nA DhagalA kidhA, pacchI candraprabha vaja vaiDUya vimala da~Da kAMcana maNi ratna bhiMticitra kAla guru pradhAna kodaru tIsaka gandha yukta dhUpa vaTTI gandha saMyukta vaiDUyamaya kuDacchA thI dhUpa didho jinarAja ne pacchI 108 vizuddha gAthA mahAvistAra arthayukta apuna yukti se stavanA kidhI, pachI sAta ATha paga pacchA valI ne DAvA dIcaNa ucco ane jImaNo DhIcaNa dharatI Upara thApI potAnA mastaka tIna bAra dharatI pA lagAr3I ne bhujA ne prati sAharI pachI / be hAtha jor3o mastaka para lagAr3hI ama bolatA huA namaskAra thAvo arihantoM ne bhagavaMtoM ne yAvat 'saddha gati meM prApta thai gayA che tene zrA prakAre vandana namaskAra kidhu, A prakAra bandana namaskAra

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Adarza - jJAna 176 karIne - ityAdi isa prakAra mULa sUtra aura TabbArtha kaha kara sunA diyA / isakA bhAva saulaha AnA vahI nikalA jo munizrI ne kahA thA / yaha sunakara logoM ne dA~toM tale u~galiyA~ dabAlI tathA socane lage ki zrIjIvAbhigamasUtra, 32 sUtroM meM hai aura jaba isake mUlapATha evaM TabbArtha meM mUrti pUjA ko hita, sukha, kalyANa aura mokSa kA kAraNa batalAyA hai, to phira mUrti pUjA kI niMdA evaM khaNDana karane haiM ve sUtra bhASaNa kara evaM midhyAtva kA pracAra karake vApa sira para kyoM uThAte haiM ? kisI ne kahA ki nahIMjI, ina pATha kA matalaba kucha aura hI hogA, ityAdi svecchAnusAra bAteM karane lage / bAda meM munizrI ne puna vyAkhyAna bAMcanA zurU kiyA aura usI sUtra se apani bAta kI aura bhI puSTI kI aba to virodha meM bola hI kauna sakatA thA ? nizcita samaya hone para vyAkhyAna samApta huA aura sabhA visarjana huii| zahara meM jahA~ dekho vahA~ isa bAta kI hI carcA hone lagI / kaI loga muni zrI ke pAsa khAnagI taura se zrAzrA kara sUtra ke ve pRSTha dekhane lage aura unhoMne dekhAki sUtra kI prati purANI hai, mUla pATha aura TabbA meM yaha spaSTa likhA huA hai ki mUrti pUjA hita, sukha, kalyANa aura mokSa kA kAraNa hai, jise sAdhAraNatayA likhA, par3hA manuSya bhI paDha kara samajha sakatA hai / kaI loga yaha bhI kahane lage ki mandira to hajAroM varSoM ke purANe hai, aura apane dharma ko to lagabhaga 400 varSa hI hue haiM, ataH mandira to pahile hI the / kucha logoMne kahA ki sUtrameM mUrtipUjA ko hita, sukha, kalyANa

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177 udayapura meM mUrti kI carcA kA kAraNa batalAyA hai so ThIka hI hai; kyoMki jaba taka samAja mUrtipUjaka thA, taba taka jainiyoM ke gharoM meM hita, sukha, kalyANa hI thA; para jaba se mUrtti pUjA chor3I hai, taba se hI ahita aura a sukha hone lagA hai / kaI logoM ne yaha bhI kahA ki murtti pUjA meM to kitanIka hiMsA hai para apane pUjyoM ke caturmAsa meM kitanI hiMsA hotI hai aura vaha saba dharma ke nAma para hI hotI hai / kaI logoM kA yaha mata thA ki mUrtti pUjA karanemeM bhalehI hiMsA hotI ho, parantu mUrtti kA darzana karane meM to kisI prakAra kA nuksAna nahIM hai, vahA~ jAne meM kucha na kucha lAbha hI hai, aisI hAlata meM hama darzana karane ke lie mandira meM kyoM nahIM jAveM / kaI loga kahane lage ki gayavaracaMdajI cAhe kitane hI likhe par3he hoM, para ina kI zraddhA bhraSTa hogaI hai aura isIlie mUrtti pUjA meM hita sukha batA rahe haiM, jo Ajaparyanta kisI bhI sAdhu ne nahIM batalAyA hai / kisI ne kahA ki isameM gayavaracaMdajI kyA kareM jaba sUtra ke mUla pATha aura TabbArtha meM hI aisA likhA huA hai| tathA anya kisI sAdhu ke lie yaha to batalAveM ki jIvAbhigamajI sUtra kisa yahA~ Akara bA~cA thA ? jaba sUtra hI nahIM bA~cA gayA taba mUrtti pUjA kA pATha kahA~ se sune, hamato sUtroM ke vacana zirodhArya karate haiN| isa prakAra jitane mu~ha utanI hI bAteM hone lagI / samAja meM bahuta se loga zaMkAzIla bana gye| jo loga kaTTA the unake 12

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Adarza - jJAna 178 'peTa meM to mAno cUhoM ne daur3A daur3a macAdI; ve kaI prakAra ke upAya socane lage / idhara jaba sunA ki pUjyajI mahArAja bhIlavAr3e padhAre haiM lagabhaga 60 AdamI jo mUttiM - pUjA ke siddhAnta se pratikUla the kamara kasakara bhIlavAr3e gaye / vahA~ pUjyajI mahArAja ke darzana kara ke unhoMne bItI huI ghaTanA atha se iti taka kaha sunAI / pUjyajI mahArAja saba hAla sunakara samajha gaye ki satra kI bAta to saccI hai, kintu ina zrAvakoM ko kyA uttara denA cAhiye jisase ki donoM tara kI bAteM banI raheM / pUjyajI mahArAja ne rAtri ke samaya khUba soca samajha kara subaha zrAvakoM ko uttara diyA ki jaba taka maiM gayavaracaMdajI se na milalU taba taka kucha bhI nahIM kaha sakatA hU~ / idhara unhoMne eka khAnagI zrAvaka ko kaha diyA ki gayavaracaMdajI ko kaha denA ki ve bihAra kara vinA vilamba kie ratalAma cale jAveM / isameM tAtparya yaha thA ki ratalAma meM seThajI amaracandajI pItaliyA, rUpacandajI agravAlA, indracaMdajI kAvar3iyA Adi acche zraddhAsampanna aura jAnakAra zrAvaka haiM / gayavaracaMdajI vahA~ jAveMge to ve hetuyukti dvArA unako samajhA deveMge / pahile zobhAlAlajI ko bhI isI irAde se ratalAma bhejA gayA thA / udayapura ke zrAvaka hatAza hokara jaise Aye the vaise hI cale gaye / pUjyajI kI AjJAnusAra hamAre caritra nAyakajI udayapura se bihAra kara bar3I sAdar3I, kAnor3a, choTI sAdar3I Aye / vahA~ ke logoM ne ApakA vyAkhyAna sunA to caturmAsa karane kI vinatI kii| vahA~ para eka candanamalajI nAgorI nAmaka mUrtipUjaka

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179 zrAvaka the, Apake pAsa zAstroM kA acchA saMgraha thA / muni zrI Apa se mile aura pUchA ki yadi hamArA caturmAsa yahA~ ho jAve, to kyA Apa hamako zAstra par3hane ko deveMge? unhoMne kahAki azA - tanA na karo aura pATha na ur3Ao to maiM Apa ko zAstra detA rahU~gA / yaha nirNaya hone ke bAda Apa vahA~ se vihAra kara ratalAma pahu~ce zobhAlAlajI mahArAja vahA~ pahile se hI maujUda the / unhoMne hamAre caritra nAyakajI se kahA ki yahA~ amaracandajI zrAvaka bar3e hI jAnakAra utpatabuddhi vAle haiN| eka mAsa se mere pAsa Ate haiM, aura mUtti ke viSaya meM vArtAlApa hotA hai / parantu yaha loga mUrtipUjA ke bilkula pratikUla hai ataH Apa bhI yahA~ saMbhala kara rahanA / gayavaracaMdajI - Apane unako samajhAyA hai yA nahIM ? zobhAlAlajI - ve to kaTTara haiM, unako maiMne sUtroM ke pATha batalAye, kintu ve una pAThoM kA ulTA artha karake mUrtipUjA kA khaMDana karate haiN| ratalAma padhAranA gayavaracaMdajI 0- - phira Apane kyA kiyA ? zobhAlAlajI : maiM kyA karU~, ve merI bAta to sunate hI nahIM haiM aura apanI mithyA bAta ko saccI siddha karane kA prayatna karate haiM | jyAdA kahane kA yahAM mauqA nahIM hai, kyoMki saba loga inakI ora bolane vAle haiN| phira satya kahane meM binA kAraNa hIhullar3a ho jAtA hai, isIlie maiM Apase kahatA hU~ ki ApakI prakRti Agraha karane kI hai, para yahAM to lenA / aba merA to kala bihAra karane kA kala eka mAsa samApta ho jAyagA, ataH kalpa zAnti se hI kAma irAdA hai / kAraNa, itanA hI hai /

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bhAdarza-jJAna 180 ratalAma-yaha hamAre caritranAyakajI kI vairAgya bhUmi hai,Apa gRhasthAvasthA meM do mAsa yahAM rahe hue the, ataH saba loga Apase paricita the| zobhAlAlajI kA vihAra hone ke bAda ApakA vyAkhyAna zurU huaa| vyAkhyAna meM zrApa zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtra bAMcate the, kyoMki zobhAlAlajI ne ukta sUtroM ko adhUrA chor3A thaa| uttarAdhyayana sUtra eka upadezayukta evaM vairAgyamaya sUtra hai; phira Apake bA~cane kI chaTA ne to janatA para isa prakAra vairAgya kA prabhAva DAlA ki vyAkhyAna sunate 2 hI logoM kA aisA bhAva ho jAtA thA ki saMsAra asAra hai, isako tyAgakara Aja hI dIkSA le leM, para moha karma ke jora se yaha vairAgya vyAkhyAna sunate taka taka hI rahatA thaa| ___ eka dina seThajI amaracandajI pItaliyA;rUpacandajI agravAlA, indracaMdajI kAvar3iyA dina ko 1 baje munizrI ke pAsa Aye aura ekAnta meM kucha praznottara kie| pahile to aura aura bAteM huI, bAda meM seThajI ne jinapratimA kA viSaya cher3A, jo ki zrApakA khAsa dhyeya thaa| seThajI0-sUtroM meM zAzvatI jina pratimA batalAI hai, Apa usako kisakI pratimA mAnate ho ? munijI0-jina pratimA ko jinakI pratimA hI mAnatA huuN| seThajI0-kisa AdhAra se ? munijI0-sUtroM meM jina-pratimA likhI hai| seThajI0- sUtroM meM jina tIna prakAra ke batalAye haiM (1) avadhijina, ( 2 ) manaH-paryava jina, aura ( 3 ) kevalI jina, to ve jina pratimAeM kisa jina kI haiM ?

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ratalAma meM mUrti kI carcA ____ munijI0-zAstrakAroM ne jinapratimA ko jinake zarIra arthAt jaghanya sAta hAtha aura utkRSTI pAMca sau dhanuSya kI tathA padmAsana aura dhyAnAvasthA kI batalAI haiM, aura una jinapratimAoM ke sAmane samyagdRSTi devatAoM ne namotthuNaM diyA hai, ataH ve jina pratimAeM jinezvaradeva kI honA sambhava hai| ___ seThajI ne isa uttara ke pratyuttara meM kucha bhI nahIM kahA aura AzAzvati mUrtiyoM ke viSaya meM prazna cher3A ki azAzvati mUrtiyoM kaba se banI haiM tathA isa viSaya meM ApakI kyA mAnyatA hai ? ___ munijI0-isa viSaya kA maiMne itanA adhyayana to nahIM kiyA hai, para AcarAMga sUtra kI niyukti, jo bhadrabAhuvImI kI racI huI batalAI jAtI hai, usameM zatrujaya giranAra aSTApadAdi kI yAtrA karane se darzana nirmala honA batalAyA hai| ataH bhadrabAhu svAmI ke pUrva tIrthoM para mUrtiyAM honA saMbhava ho sakatA hai| seThajI0-kyA bhadrabAhu svAmI ke nAma para kahI jAne vAlI niyukti ko Apa caturdaza pUrvadhara bhadrabAhu kRta evaM prAmANika mAnate ho ? ___ muninI-AcArya bhadrabAhu svAmI kI racI huI niyukti ho to mAnane meM kyA nukasAna hai, kyoMki bhadrabAhu ke race hue vyava. hAra sUtra, vRhatkalpasUtra aura dazazruta skaMdha sUtra 32 sUtroM ke antargata mAne jAte haiN| seThajI0-kintu isa bAta kA kyA pramANa hai ki niyukti bhadrabAhu svAmI ne hI racI hai ? munijI0-vyavahArAdi sUtra ke liye bhI kyA sabUta hai ki ve bhadrabAhu svAmI ne hI race haiM ?

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Adarza-jJAna seThajI0-ve to sUtra haiM aura 32 sUtroM meM mAne gaye haiN| muniH-hAM, seTha sAhiba mujhe yaha bhI pUchanA thA ki 32 sUtra hI kyoM mAne jAte haiN| seTha0-32 sUtra bhagavAna ke pharamAye hue haiN| muni0-kyA bhagavAn bhI eka sUtra meM dUsare satra kI bholAmaNa dete the, jaise bhagavatIjI satra meM panavaNA- sUtrAdi kaI sUtroM kI bholAmaNa hai| __seTha0-bholAmaNa bhagavAn ne nahIM, kintu pIche se likhane vAloM ne dI hai| muni-likhane vAloM ne kitane sUtra likhe the ? seTha0-naMdI sUtra meM 73 sUtroM ke nAma haiN| muni0-phira 32 sUtra hI kyoM mAne jAte haiM ? seTha0-paramparA hai| muni0-koI paramparA vAle yadi 20 sUtra hI mAneM to ThIka hai yA nahIM ? setth-nhiiN| muni0-to phira 32 sUtra hI mAnanA kyoM ThIka hai ? seTha0-Apase kaha to diyA ki paramparA hai| muni0-yaha paramparA kahAM se calI aura kisane claaii| seTha-yaha paramparA laukAzAha se clii| muni-laukAzAha ko kitanA jJAna thA ki jo usakI calAI paramparA ko ThIka mAna lI jAya aura pUrvadharoM kI paramparA kA anAdara kiyA jAya ?

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ratalAma meM zAstra carcA seTha0 - lauMkAzAha gRhastha thA; jJAna kitanA thA yaha mAlUma nahIM hai ! 183 muni0 - phira eka gRhastha kI paramparA ko mAna kara zeSa zAstroM kA anAdara karanA; kyA yaha vItarAga zAsana ko unmUla karanA nahIM hai ? 2 seTha 0 - 32 sUtroM ke atirikta satroM meM pIche se prAcAryoM ne kaI pATha prakSepa kara diye haiM / hai ? muniH - isakA kyA sabUta seTha 0 - unameM mUtti-viSayaka pATha haiM / muni-mUrttiviSayaka pATha to 32 sUtroM meM bhI hai; phira inako kyoM mAnA jAtA hai ? yadi koI vyakti ina 32 sUtro meM bhI prakSepa kaha de, to Apa kaise nirNaya kara sakeMge ? seThajI ne isakA javAba na dekara kaha diyA ki kucha bhI ho apane pUrvajoM ne 32 sUtra hI mAne haiM; ataH apane ko bhI 32 sUtroM kI hI zraddhA rakhanI cAhiye / muni - apane pUrvaja to bhagavAn mahAvIra deva yA zrosavAla banAne vAle AcArya ratnaprabha sUri haiM, unako hI mAnanA cAhiye / yadi zAstroM kI racanA karane vAloM ko mAno to dvAdazAGga ke nirmANa kartA gaNadhara saudharmAcArya haiM aura upAGgAdi kI racanA karane vAle sthavira pUrvadharAcArya haiM, jo devaR dvigaNi kSamAzramaNa ke pUrva hue the| agara Agama pustakArUr3ha karane vAloM ko apane pUrvaja kahA jAya to prAcArya devaRddhigaNi kSamAzramaNajI ko samajhanA cAhiye /

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Adarza-jJAna 184 : munijI ! kyA 32 sUtroM meM zrAvakoM kA pratikramaNa kahIM Apa ne dekhA yA sunA hai ? seTha0-kyA 32 sUtroM meM zrAvaka kA pratikramaNa nahIM hai ? . muni0-lo, ye Avazyaka sUtra mere pAsa hAjira haiM, dekhlo| seTha0-yaha to maiMne Aja hI sunA hai| muni0-aisI to anekoM bAteM 32 sUtroM meM nahIM haiM, jaise zrAvaka kI vrata grahaNa vidhi, vratoM ko AlocanA aura sAmAyika pauSadha lenA, pAranA kI vidhi; itanA hI kyoM, sAdhuoM ke dhovaNa chANane kA garaNA taka bhI 32 sUtroM meM nahIM hai| .. seTha-mahArAja Apane to khUba hI zodha khoja kI hai| muni0-seThajI ! maiMne ghara bhI to isI zodha ke lie chor3A hai, aba Apa 32 sUtroM ke lie bhI thor3A sA suna lIjie; zrI ThANAyAMgajI sUtra ke caturtha sthAna meM 4 pannatie batalAI haiM:(1) candra pannati, (2) sUrya pannati, (3) jambudvIpa pannati, (4) dvIpa sAgara pannati yaha mUla pATha hai, jisameM se pahilI 3 ko mAnanA aura eka ko nahIM mAnanA; kyA isase 32 sUtra bhI pUrNatayA mAnA kahA jA sakatA hai ? seTha0-isakA kyA kAraNa hogA ? muni--kalpita mata kI kalpanA / seTha-kyA Apa isa mata ko kalpita mata mAnate ho ? muni:-ApahI smjhlo| seTha-maiM to kalpita nahIM kaha sakatA huuN| muni0-Apa nahIM kaheM, yaha to bAta hI dUsarI hai, kintu isa mata meM sUtroM ke lie kyA vyavasthA hai, yaha to Apa samajha gaye

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185 ratalAma meM zAstroM kI carcA na ? jina-jinendradevoM ke zAsana meM zrAvakoM kA itanA uccAsana hone para bhI, unake lie vrata, pratyAkhyAna, sAmAyika pauSadha, pratikramaNa aura AlocanA taka kA vidhAna nahIM hai, phira bhI 32 sUtra mAnane kA Agraha karanA yaha kalpita mata ke atirikta aura kyA ho sakatA hai / tIna cheda sUtra aura niyuktiyoM ke karane vAle eka hI puruSa haiM, phira tIna cheda sUtroM kA mAnanA aura niyuktiyoM ko nahIM mAnanA, yaha jaina-zAstroM ke prati anyAya nahIM to aura kyA kahA jA sakatA hai ? 1 seTha0--kintu jaisA 32 sUtroM para vizvAsa hai, vaisA niyuktiyoM para nahIM hai / muni0 - kisakA ? seTha - apanI samudAya kA / 0 muni - yaha to bAta hI dUsarI hai ki eka samudAya kisI vastu kA mAne yA nahIM maane| sUtroM meM dayA aura dAna ke spaSTha pATha haiM, jisako eka samudAya ( terahapanthI ) vAle nahIM mAnate haiM, isase kyA huA / maiM samudAya kI bAta nahIM karatA hU~, kintu jaina - zAstroM kI bAta karatA hU~ / kevala eka apanI mAnyatA ke kAraNa sUtroM kA anAdara karanA aura phira kAma nahIM calane para taskaravRtti se una zAstroM ko mAnanA, yaha kahA~ kI samajhadArI hai| seThajI, isa para bhI turrA yaha hai ki niyukti nahIM mAnane vAle loga samrATa candragupta ke 16 svapnoM kA artha jo bhadrabAhu svAmI ne kahA hai, tathA jisakI 32 sUtroM meM gandha taka nahIM hai, usako to mAnate haiM aura jo khAsa kara Agama haiM, unako nahIM mAnate /

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Adarza-jJAna 186 seTha-niyukti meM bahuta se sthAnoM para mUrti pUjA kA vistAra se varNana AtA hai, isaliye niyukti nahIM mAnI jAtI / muni0-acchA bhadrabAhu ke hajAroM varSa pUrva satI draupadI huI hai, aura jJAta sUtra meM satI draupadI ke adhikAra meM jinaghara aura jina pratimA kA ullekha pAtA hai / ata: niyukti hI kyoM, 32 sUtroM ke mUla pATha meM dropadI ke adhikAra meM mandira-mUrti kA ullekha hai| vaha bhI to mandira azAzvatA hI thA / kyoM seTha sAhaba isa bAta ko to Apa mAnate ho na ? ___seTha0-dropadI ke adhikAra meM jinaghara tathA jinapratimA kA pATha to AtA hai, kintu usa samaya dropadI mithyAtva avasthA meM thI, kyoMki usane pUva bhava meM niyANa kiyA thaa| ____ muni0-dropadI ko cAhe usa samaya samakita ho athavA mithyAtva, maiM isa bAta kA nirNaya karanA nahIM cAhatA, kintu dropadI ke samaya jaina-mandira aura mUrti to vidyamAna the na ? ____ seTha0-hA~, dropadI ke samaya meM jina-mandira aura jinapratimA thI, to isase kyA huA / yoM to jambudvIpa pannati sUtra meM RSabhadeva aura unake gaNadhara evaM sAdhuoM ke dAha sthAna para bhI indra mahArAja ne ratnoM ke caitya banavAye the, isase mandira, mUrti, dhArmika pakSa meM thor3e hI samajhe jAte haiM / ____ muni0-yahA~ dharma-adharma kA prazna nahIM parantu prazna mUrti kA hai| jaba Apa svayaM RSabhadeva ke samaya se caitya honA svIkAra karate ho, to Apa kA prazna Apa ke kathana se hI hala ho jAtA hai, ki jaina-mandiroM kI prArambhatA bhagavAn RSabhadeva ke samaya se hI ho gaI thii|

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187 ratalAma meM mUrti kI carcA seTha0-yaha to jaise Aja-kala rAjA mahArAjAoM ke mRtyusthAna para cabUtarA banavAte haiM yA vIratA se marane vAloM ke pIche chatrI banavA unakI mUrti yA pAdukA rakhI jAtI hai, isI prakAra tIrthaMkaroM ke bhaktoM ne bhI tIrthaMkaroM ke pIche thar3A ityAdi banavA diyA hogA / bAda meM saMbhava hai isameM vizeSatA ho gaI ho aura thar3oM ke sthAna para mandira banavA kara mUrtiyA~ sthApita karadI gaI hoM; para usameM dharma puNya to nahIM samajhA jAtA hai na ? ____muni0-thar3e, chatriyoM meM pAdukA yA mUrti kyoM sthApita kI jAtI hai? seTha0-unakI yAdagAra ke lie / muni0-basa, tIrthaMkaroM ke mandira va mUrtiyoM kI sthApanA bhI unakI smRti ke lie hI kI jAtI hai, aisA hI mAnaleM to isameM kyA nukasAna hai ? seTha.-aisA mAnane meM to kucha bhI nukasAna nahIM hai, kintu Aja to una mUrtiyoM ko pUjA meM asaMkhya jIvoMkI hiMsA kIjAtI hai jo ki zAstroM ke bilakula pratikUla hai| ___muni-seThajI! maiM sthAnakavAsI hU~, mUrtipUjA ke viSaya meM puSTi nahIM karatA hU~; kintu vAdI prativAdI ke rUpa meM yadi Apa kaheM to maiM mUrtipUjA kA pakSa karake Apake sAtha praznottara kara sakatA huuN| ___ seTha-maiM isalie hI Apake pAsa AyA hU~ aura maiMne sunA bhI hai ki ApakI zraddhA mUrtipUjA kI ora muka gaI hai| muni0-khaira, Apa bar3e zrAvaka haiM, pUjyajI mahArAja bhI bhASakA mAna rakhate haiM / isa viSaya meM to maiM Apako kucha bhI nahIM

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Adarza-jJAna 188 kaha sakatA huuN| Apane to bar3e 2 sAdhuoM kI sevA kara jJAna upalabdha kiyA hai, kintu maiM to abhI nava dIkSita hU~, tathA Apake hAthoM meM hI maiMne dIkSA lI hai / nAgaura meM Apane jo zabda pUjya jI mahArAja ko kahe the, ve bhI maiM bhUla nahIM gayA hU~, aura zrApako bhI yAda hI hoNge| ___ seTha.-mahArAja Apane thor3e dinoM meM hI bahuta jJAnAbhyAsa kiyA hai, ApakI tarka zakti dekhakara mujhe bahuta hI prasannatA hotI hai; kintu eka arja hai ki Apa mere sAmane kucha bhI kaheM, para zraddhA to apane samudAya kI hai , vahI majabUta rkheN| vItarAga kA dharma dayA meM hai, hiMsA meM to kisI hAlata meM bhI dharma ho hI nahIM sakatA / tathA bhagavAna kI AjJA-pramANe yadi koI saMyama pAlane vAlA hai, to vaha eka sthAnakavAsI samudAya hI hai| Apa khuda samajhadAra haiM, maiM Apako adhika kyA kahU~ / basa, Aja to samaya adhika ho gayA hai, Apake bhI pU~jana paDilehana kA samaya A gyaa| ho sakA to kala phira sevA meM hAjira hoU~gA / ___ seThajI vahA~ se uThakara bAhara gaye aura rUpacandajI, indramala. jI Adi ko kahane lage ki yadi gayavaracaMdajI samudAya meM raha gaye, to pUjya padavI ke adhikArI hoNge| kyoMki Apa isa pada ke lie sarvathA yogya haiN| kintu mujhe inakI zraddhA dekhakara zaMkA hotI hai ki ye samudAya meM raheMge yA mUrtipUjaka bana jaaveNge| rUpacaMda0-nahIM seTha sAhaba, Apa inako pakke majabUta kara dirAveM / . seThajI0-Apa suna hI rahe the ki inake sAmane merI yukti kucha kAma nahIM detI thii|

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189 ratalAma meM mUrti kI carcA rUpa-yaha kitanA hI likhA par3hA ho, para Apake sAmane kucha bhI nahIM kara skegaa| Apa hamezA dopahara ko padhArA kreN| pUjyajI mahArAja ne inako Apake pAsa isIlie hI to bhejA hai| zobhAlAlajI ke eka mAsa yahA~ rahane se unakI zraddhA majabUta ho gaI, to gayavaracandajI kI to kyA bAta ? seThajI-nahIM, zobhAlAlajI aura haiM, aura gayavaracandajI kucha aura hI haiM / zobhAlAlajI ko to samajhA diyA, para inako samajhAne meM bar3I bhArI kaThinAI hogii| rUpa0-khaira, bana sake vahA~ taka to prayatna karanA hI cAhie;. gadi phira bhI nahIM samameM to kamoM kI gati hai|| seThajI-hA~. isake atirikta to hama loga kara hI kyA sakate haiM, bhagavAna mahAvIra bhI gauzAlA jamAlI ko nahIM samajhA sake the| khaira clo|

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26-mUrti ke viSaya meM dUsare dina kA saMvAda ___ dUsare dina kaI loga jo isa viSaya meM vizeSa anurakta the tathA jinheM saMvAda sunanA thA, bAraha baje hI Agaye / ThIka 1 baje seThajI vagairaha zrA pahu~ce / pahile to idhara-udhara kI bAteM huI; bAda meM isa prakAra vArtAlApa hone lagAH seThajI-mahArAja, jaina dharma eka zuddha,pavitra aura dayAmaya dharma thA, jisako mUrtipUjakoM ne kaisA ADambarI aura hiMsAmaya dharma banA diyA; yadi sthAnakavAsI samAja paidA nahIM hotA, to na jAne ve loga kyA kara ddaalte| __munijI-seThajI, yoM to maiM ApakI bAta ko svIkAra kara letA hU~; kintu yadi mujhe vAdI hokara bolane kI svataMtratA mila jAya to maiM khUba ho khule dila se bola skuuNgaa| seThajI-jI mahArAja ! Apa niDara hokara vAdo rUpa se hI boleN| munijo-Apane kahA ki 'yadi sthAnakavAsI samAja paidA nahIM hotA to kyA sthAnakavAsI samAja nayA paidA huA hai ? yadi nayA paidA huA hai, to isakI utpatti kaba, kyoM, aura kisase huI, yaha maiM jAnanA cAhatA hU~, bAda meM Apake prazna kA samucita uttara duuNgaa| ____ seThajI-Apa to jabAna nikalI nahIM, ki usako pakar3anA hI cAhate haiN|

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191 sthAnakavAsI sa0 kisane calAyA - munijI-kintu aisA kiye binA ThIka jAnakarI bhI to nahIM hotI hai| seThajI-jaba yatigaNa zithila ho gaye aura mandiroM kI dhUmadhAma adhika bar3ha gaI, taba usa hAlata meM lauMkAjI ne isa samudAya ko janma diyA thaa| isakA samaya vikrama kI solahavIM zatAbdI, tathA sthAna gujarAta-ahamadAbAda hai / munijI-lauMkAzAha kauna thA ? seThajI-eka gRhastha thaa| munijI-taba kyA hamArI samudAya gRhastha kI calAI huI hai? seThajI-hA~, isameM kyA huA ? munijI- khaira maiM isako hI pUchanA cAhatA thA / aba Apane ADambara aura dhUma dhAma kI bAta kahI, seThajI yaha to jamAne kI havA hai, aura mere khyAla se zAyada hI koI samudAya isase bacA ho / jaba maiM gRhasthAvasthA maiM Apake yahA~ TheharA thA aura pUjyajI mahArAja kA caturmAsa thA, taba hajAroM loga darzanArtha Ate the / kyA vaha ADambara nahIM thA,aura caturmAsahI kyoM, para jaba paryuSaNoM ke andara bhaTTiyeM calatI thIM, taba kauna dekhatA thA nIlana-phUlana aura kauna dekhatA thA lakar3iyoM ke andara trasa jIva / vidharmI rasoiye jaba do-do mana cAvaloM kA agni-tulya garma pAnI jamIna para DAlate the, taba usameM trasa aura thAvara jIvoM kA kitanA svAha ADambara kI oTa meM hotA thaa| Aja bhI pUjyoM ke caturmAsa meM daza-daza aura bIsa-bIsa haz2Ara kA kharcA kevala ADambara ke lie hI hotA hai| kyA pUrva samaya meM aisA huA Apane sunA

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Adarza 192 hai ? kintu duniyA meM kahAvata hai ki 'pageM balatI nahIM, para DUMgara balatI dIkhatI hai' / seThajI - hA~, aise to ADambara saba meM hI hai, kintu mandira mArgI eka pAlakI meM bhagavAna kI mUrti rakhakara grAma meM kyoM phirAyA karate haiM, isameM kyA dharma hai ? munijI - ve loga bar3e hI paropakArI haiM; kyoMki aisA karane se jo loga mandira meM jAkara bhagavAna ke darzana nahIM karate haiM, una jinezvara ke mAne vAloM ko sAlameM eka do bAra to darzana ho jAya, zAyada unakA aisA hI irAdA ho / seThajI - ThIka hai, Apane khUba yukti batalAI, parantu jaba mUrti ko vaMdana - namaskAra karate haiM, to unako banAne vAle silAvaTa ko vaMdanapUjana kyoM nahIM karate ? - jJAna mainA jaise sAdhu ko vandana namapaidA karane vAle usake mAtAnamaskAra kyoM nahIM karate munijI -- jaba Apa jATa, skAra karate ho, to usa sAdhu ko pitA, bhIla, maiNA Adi ko vandana isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? seThajI - jaba mUtti silAvaTa ke yahA~ rahatI hai, taba to usako koI nahIM pUjate, kintu mandira meM lAkara rakhate hI saba loga pUjane laga jAte haiM, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? munijI -- jaba dIkSA lene vAlA ghara meM rahatA hai taba to koI bhI usako vandana nahIM karate haiM; kintu sAdhu kA veSa pahinate hI saba loga usako vandana karane laga jAte haiM / to kyA dIkSA koI zrAkAza meM ghUmatI thI ki usake zarIra meM Akara ghusa gaI aura vaha kSaNa bhara meM hI vandanIya ho gayA /

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193 mUrtipUjA kI carcA seThajI-unako to karemibhaMne sAmAyika uccarAI jAtI hai| munijo-mUrti kI bhI maMtroM dvArA pratiSTA kI jAtI hai| seThajI-jaba mUrti silAvaTa ke yahA~ par3I rahatI hai, taba usakI koI AzAtanA nahIM TAlate haiM, kintu mandira meM Ane para AzAtanA kyoM TAlI jAtI hai ? . munijI-eka pATa gRhasthoM ke yahA~ rahatA hai, to usakI koI AzAtanA nahIM TAlatA hai, vahI pATa muni mAMga ke lAtA hai, taba usakI AzAtanA kyoM TAlI jAtI hai ? . isa prakAra vAdI prativAdi ke rUpa meM seThajI ne bahuta se prazna kie aura munijA ne usake barAbara uttara bhI die / sunanevAloM ko isa viSaya kA isa prakAra se apUrva bodha bhI hogayA / anta meM seThajI ne kahA ki mahArAja Apake to roma roma meM mUrti ghusa gaI mAlUma hotI hai ? munijI-kisakI mUrti ? seThajI-jina mUrti / munijI-seThajI ! phira to cAhiye hI kyA, yadi mUrti ke sAtha jina nAma lagA huA hai, aura vaha mere roma 2 meM ghusa gayA hai, to maiM merA aho bhAgya maanuuNgaa|| seThajI-ThIka hai mahArAja / isa prakAra kaha kara seThajI cala die aura phira dUsare saba loga bhI DaThakara cale gye| dUsare dina vyAkhyAna samApta hone ke bAda munizrI gocarI ko gaye / rAste meM seThajI kA makAna AyA aura seThajI ne bhI AmantraNakiyA munizrI seThajI ke makAna para gaye, to Apa eka 13

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Adarza-jJAna 194 galI meM kyA dekhate haiM ki eka tAka meM zrI kesariyAnAthajI ko eka bar3I tasvIra thI usa para kesara ke chIMTe lage hue the, tathA pAsa meM eka dhUpadAnA par3A thaa| eka ora dIpaka bhI rakhA huA thA munizrI ne yaha saba dekhakara seThajI ko bulAyA aura pUchane lage seThajI ! yaha kyAhai ? seThajI-mahArAja hama to gRhastha haiN| ... munijI-para Apa to hamArI samudAya ke dhorI zrAvaka haiM, Apake yahA~ yaha kyoM ? seThajI-mahArAja maiMne to zatrujaya giranAra tIrthokI do bAra aura kesariyAjI kI pAMca bAra yAtrA kI hai; vahA~ se yaha tasvIra lAyA huuN| isakI hamezA dhUpa dIpa aura kesara se pUjA kI jAtI hai| ____ munijI-Apa gRhastha ho, Apake lie tIrtha yAtrA aura dravya pUjA vagairahaH saba ko svatantratA hai, kasara to hama logoM ne hI kiyA hai, jo hamako mUrti kA nAma lene taka kA bhI adhikAra nahIM hai| - seThajI-mahArAja hama gRhastha to saba taraha se svataMtra hai, kintu Apane to pAMca mahAvrata dhAraNa kie haiN| munijI-jina mUrti kA nAma lene se yA darzana karane se kyA hamAre pAMca mahAvratoM meM se eka-do mahAvrata bhaMga ho jAte hai? seThajI-mahAvratoM kA bhaMga to nahIM hotA hai, kintu zraddhA meM doSa lagatA hai| . munijI-ApakI aura hamArI zraddhA eka hai yA bhinna 2 ? ... seThajI-zraddhA to eka hI hai|

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mUrtipUjA kI carcA munijI-to phira mUttimAnane se yadi ApakI zraddhA kA bhaMga nahIM hotA hai, to hamArI zraddhA kA bhaMga kisa taraha se ho jaavegaa| ___seThajI-khaira abhI to Apa padhAriye rasoI ghara meM aura vahA~ jAkara gocarI le liijiye| ____ munijI-rasoIghara meM jAkara gocarI veharI aura seThajI apanA pIchA chur3A kara dukAna para cale gye| ___ seThajI ko AzA thI ki maiM merI utpAta buddhi aura yuktivAda se jaise zobhAlAlajI ko dabA diyA, usI bhA~ti gayavaracaMdajI ko bhI dabA dUMgA; kintu aba yaha saba bAta seThajI ke mana kI mana meM hI raha gaI, tadyapi seThajI hatotsAhI nahIM hue| usa dina to seThajI dopahara meM nahIM Aye, kyoMki Apa kaI prakAra kI yuktiyA~ taiyAra karane meM vyasta the| __ dUsare dina phira eka baje ke karIba seThajI aura Apake sAthI muni zrI ke pAsa Aye aura idhara udhara kI bAtoM ke pazcAta seThajI bole mahArAja ! Apane AcArA~ga sUtra par3hA hai| munijI-hA~ sampUrNa par3hA hai| seThajI-pahile adhyAyana ke pahile udeza meM pATha AyA hai ki dharma ke lie chaH kAyA kI hiMsA kare, to bodha bIja kA nAza hotA hai| munijI-nahIM seThajI; bahA~ to chaH kAraNa batalAye haiN| dekhiye sUtra yaha sUtra mere pAsa maujUda haiN| tattha khalu bhagavayA parinnAe paveditA imassa ceva

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Adarza-jJAna 196 jIviyassa parivaMdaNa mAraNeNaM pUyaNAe jAtimaraNaM moyaNAe dukkha paDighAyaU - se sayameva vAu satthaM samArabhati annehiM vA vAu satthaM samArabhavii anne vA vAu sattha samArabhate samaNu jANati / taM se ahiyAe, taM se bodie ( AcArAMga sUtra prathama zrataskandha, prathamodezA ) 1 bhAvArtha - 'tivAre nizcaya bhagavAna ne prajJA pravedI yAni bhagavAna ne nizcaya karake kahA hai ki isa prakAra apane jItava arthAta AjIvikA calAne ke liye, parivaMdana ke liye, mAna ke liye, apanI pUjA ke liye, janma maraNa miTAne ke liye, AyA huA dukha ko miTAne ke liye svayaM vAyu kAya ke jIvoM kI hiMsA kare dUsaroM se vAyukAya kI hiMsA karAve, dUsare koI vAyukAya kI hiMsA kare usako acchA samajhe, usako bhavAntara meM hita aura avadhi kA kAraNa hogA / yahA~ to cha kAraNoM meM se kisI bhI kAraNa dvArA cha kAyA se kisI bhI jIva kI hiMsA karane se hiMsA karane vAle ko ahita aura abodha ( mithyAtva ) kA kAraNa batalAyA hai, tathA pUrvokta kAraNa Apa logoM ke lie hamezA hI banate haiM aura usameM 6 kAyA ke jIvoM se kaI kAyA ke jIvoM kI hiMsA bhI hotI hai / phira ApakI mAnyatA se to Apake hita aura abodha kA kAraNa hamezA ke lie banA huA hI rahatA hai / seThajI - nahIM mahArAja! pAMca kAraNa vAloM ko hita hotA hai aura janma maraNa miTAne ke kAraNa hiMsA karane vAloM ko abodha kA kAraNa hotA hai /

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197 AcAsaMga sUtra kI carcA munijI-yaha ApakI mano-kalpanA hai yA sUtra meM aisA pATha hai seThajI-sUtra meM to sacamuca pATha hai, kintu guru gamyatA se aisA artha hotA hai| ____ munijI-kisI bhI guru ne satra kA aisA artha to nahIM kiyA hai, kyoMki pUrva dharoM ne ina satroM ko jo TIkA aura niyukti kI hai usameM to yaha bAta nahIM hai jo Apa kahate ho, phira hama kisa AdhAra se ApakA kahanA mAna leM / pUrvadharoM ne to yaha pATha spaSTa mithyA-dRSTiyoM kI apekSA batalAkara likhA hai, yadi Apa samyaga dRSTi ke lie yaha pATha samajhoge to ApakI mAnyatAnusAra kiso ke bhI samakita nahIM rahega!; kAraNa, kyA gRhastha aura kyA sAdhu, dharma ke hita jo bhI halana calanAdi kriyA karate haiM usameM vAyukAyAdi jIvoM kI thor3I bahuta hiMsA to avazya hotI hai| ___seThajI-yaha Apane kyA kahA, dharma ke hita kona hiMsA karatA hai| ___ munijI-sAdhu AhAra vihAra pUMjana pratilekhana, guru vandanA vagairahaH kiyA karate haiM yaha saba dharma ke lie hI karate haiM aura isameM avazya hI asakhya jIvoM kI hiMsA hotI hai / isI prakAra zrAvaka bhI sAmAyika pauSadha guruvandana, vyAkhyAna zravaNAdi jitane bhI dhama ke kArya karate haiM, una saba meM hiMsA avazya hotI hai| seThajI-pUrvokta kAryoM meM vAyu kAyA zrAdi kI hiMsA hotI hai para ve hiMsA karane ke kAmI nahIM haiM, isaliye use hiMsA nahIM kahI jAtI hai| munijI-sava kyA mUrtipUjA karanevAle hiMsAkarane ke kamI haiM ?

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Adarza-jJAna 198 seThajI-ve to jAna bUjha kara jala-puSpAdi car3hAte haiM, jisameM ki hiMsA hotI hai| munijI-taba gurUvandana karane meM jo vAyu kAyA ke jIvoM kI hiMsA hotI hai; yaha kyA jAna bUjha kara nahIM hai ? seThajI-yaha to vidhi hai| munijI-mUrti-pUjA karanA bhI to vidhi hI hai ? seThajI-mUrtipUjA meM yadi jala puSpAdi nahIM car3hAye jAve tabhI bhAva pUjA ho sakatI hai| munijI-guru mahArAja ko bhI uTha baiTha ke vandana nahIM karake bhAva se hI vandana kare to bho ho sakatI hai, taba uTha baiTha kara vandana dvArA asaMkhya jIvoM kI hiMsA kyoM kI jAtI hai ? - seThajI-aisA karane se zAsana meM vinaya dharma kI nAsti hotI hai| munijI-basa, pUjA na karane se bhI zrAvaka kA vinaya-guNa nAza ho jAtA hai| seThajo-mahArAja zrApa thor3e se hI samaya meM itanI tarka vitarka kahAM se par3ha aaye| munijI-yaha zrApa jaise zrAvakoM kA hI upakAra hai ki jo isa prakAra tarka karake hamAre meM samAdhAna karane kI zakti paidA karate haiM / maiM mUrti pUjaka nahIM para sthAnakavAsI hu~ kintu prativAdI rUpa se hI maiM merI yukti ko kAma meM letA huuN| seThajI-mahArAja prazna vyAkaraNa sUtra meM bhI aisA pATha AtA hai ki mandira marti ke lie pRthvI kAyAdi jIvoM kI hiMsA karane vAlA manda buddhi aura dakSiNa kI naraka meM jAne vAlA kahA hai /

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199 prazna vyAkaraNa sUtra kI carcA munijI - seTha sAhaba ! kyA Apane prazna vyAkaraNasUtra par3hA va sunA hai ? seThajI - hA~ mahArAja ! maiMne kaI vAra praznavyAkaraNasUtra sunA hai / muninI - usameM kyA likhA hai ? seThajI - ghara-hATa, cUlhA-cakkI aura mandira-mUrti Adi kAryoM meM pRthvyAdi jIvoM ko hiMsA karane vAlA maMdabuddhi aura dakSiNa kI naraka meM jAnA likhA hai / munijI - hiMsA karane vAle kauna aura kisa pariNAmoM se ve hiMsA karate haiM, isakA bhI Apane nirNaya kiyA hai ? seThajI - hiMsA karane vAle koI bhI kyoM na hoM, para hiMsA karane vAle to maMda buddhi aura naraka gAmI hI hote haiM / munijI - kyoM seTha sAhaba, Apa bhI to ghara-hATa, cUlhAaat karavAte ho aura bhI pApAraMbha ke kArya karate ho phira Apa to maMdabuddhi aura narakagAmI nahIM bana gaye hoge ? seThajI - isameM kyA, hama pApAraMbha karate haiM to maMdabuddhi aura narakagAmI hote hI haiM ! munijI - jaba Apa jaise sAmAyika pausaha aura navakAra maMtra kA jApa karane vAle bhI maMdabuddhi bana dakSiNa kI naraka meM padhArane kI taiyArI karalI hai, taba becAre krUra karma ke karanevAle sAI kahA~ jAyeMge ? kAraNa naraka meM ghora duHkha kA sthAna jo dakSiNa kA naraka hai, vaha to Apa loga jAkara dabA loge, phira una vicAre kasAiyoM ke liye bhI thor3I bahuta jagaha honI cAhiye / seTha sAhaba, bar3A hI aphasosa hai ki Apane ika mUrti ke na

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Adarza-jJAna 200 mAnane se hI dakSiNa kI naraka taka jAne kA irAdA kara liyA hai / yadi maiM Ananda kAmadeva ke lie prazna pUchU to Apa to unake liye bhI maMdabuddhi aura dakSiNa kI naraka batA deMge, kyoMki vaha loga bhI gRhastha the aura pRthvyAdi jIvoM kI hiMsA karate the| seThajo, zrApa anubhavI haiM, isa bAta ko jarA soceM, samajhe, aura vicAra kreN| seThajI-to phira sUtra meM aisA pATha kyoM AyA hai ? munijI-seThajI, yaha pATha samyagdRSTi evaM zrAvaka ke liye nahIM hai, para mithyAdRSTi, krUrakarmI, nidhvaMza pariNAmI, anArya logoM ke liye hai| yadi ApakoM dekhanA ho to sUtra mere pAsa maujUda hai, Apa dekha lo par3ha lo aura suna lo ? ' seThajI-kRpA kara Apa hI par3ha kara sunaadeN| munijI uTha kara puTThA se prazna vyAkaraNa sUtra ke panne lAye aura prathama azravaddhAra kA pATha nikAla seThajI ko sunAne lageH___"ebamAi sate sataparivajjAe uvahaNaMti daDha mUr3ha dAruNamati kohA mANo mAyA lobhA hAsa arati rati soya vedatthI jIya kamatthA dhammaheU savasa avAsA aThAe apaThAe ya tassapANA thAvare ya hisaM ti maMda buddhi savIsA haNaMti avasA haNaMti savasA avasA duhAo haNaMti aThAehaNaMti praNAhANya haNaMti aThA aThA duhArohaNaMti hAssarAhaNaMti verAhaNati ratohaNaMti hAssA verA ratIhaNaMti kuddhAhaNaMti luddhAhaNaMti muddhAhaNaMti kuddhA luddhA muddhAiNaMti prasthAhaNaMti dhammAhaNaMti kAmAhaNaMti atthA dharma

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201 prazna vyAkaraNa sUtra kI carcA kAmAhaNaMti kayarejete soyariyA macchavadhA sAuNayAvAhI kUrakammA imeyA bahabA mileraku jAti kiMte sakA jabaNA saMbarA babarA, kAya muruDo amubha lessA pariNAmA ___ uparokta pATha sunA kara TabvArtha bhI sAtha hI sAtha sunA diyaa| isase seThajI kI A~kheM khula gaI, aura unheM mAlUma huA ki isa prakAra ke anArya evaM azubha pariNAma vAloM ke sthAna meM maiMne zrAvaka sAdhu kI hiMsA samajha kara bar3I bhArI bhUla kI hai / __munijI kyoM seThajI, kyA jo jaina zrAvaka mandira-mUrti banAte haiM tathA ghara-hATa karavAte haiM, ve ApakI rAya meM aba bhI maMdabuddhi vAle hoMge aura dakSiNa kI naraka meM jAveMge ? seThajI- nahIM mahArAja ! merI galatI huI, jo maiMne sunIsunAI bAta para vizvAsa kara liyA thaa| aba maiM isake liye pazcAtApa karatA huuN| yaha praznavyAkaraNasUtra kA pATha samyagdRSTi ke liye nahIM, parantu krUrakarmI, nidhvaMza, pariNAmI azubha lezyA vAle anArya evaM mithyAha STiyoM ke liye hI hai| __munijI-seTha sAhaba mujhe phira kahanA par3atA hai ki Apa tathA bahuta se anabhijJa zrAvaka hI kyoM, para kaI sAdhu bhI kaha uThate haiM ki praznavyAkaraNa sUtra meM hiMsA karane vAle ko maMdabuddhi aura dakSiNa kI naraka meM jAnA batalAyA hai / parantu sUtra ke pUre saMbaMdha ko par3hane para yaha spaSTa mAlUma ho jAtA hai ki ekendriya se lagA kara paMcendriya jIvoM taka kI nirdaya evaM nidhvaMzapariNAmoM se hiMsA karane vAle anArya loga hI dakSiNa kI narka meM jAte haiM, vagnA samyagdRSTi vo ekendrI jIvoM ko to kyA para maithuna aura saMgrAma meM pAMcendri

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202 Adarza-jJAna jIvoM kI hinsA karane vAlA bhI mokSa yA svarga meM jAtA hai, kyoM ki samyagdRSTi jIvoM ke pariNAma bure nahIM rahate haiN| aura unakA bhoga bhI karma nirjarA kA hI kAraNa hai rAjA udAI aura varNanAga natuA kA udAharaNa satroM meM vidyamAna hai| unhoMne saMgrAma meM paMce. ndriya jIvoM kI hiMsA kI phira bhI apane samyagdarzana ke kAraNa mokSa aura svarga meM gaye haiN| seThajI-mahArAja ApakA kahanAto nyAya saMgatahai,ApakA yukti bahuta hI prabala hai / maiM isa bAta ko mAnatA bhI hU~, kintu Apa mUrtipUjA kI hiMsA ko hiMsA nahIM mAna kara dharma mAnate ho, yaha bAta mujhe khaTakatI hai| yadi aisA hI ho jAya, to Apane meM tathA matti-pUjakoM meM pharaka hI kyA raha jAtA hai| ___ munija -seThajA ! pharka kevala pariNAma kA hai| jo kArya mandira mArgI karate haiM, rUpAntara meM vahI kAma sthAnakavAsI karate haiN| vizeSatA itanI hI hai ki apane ko matapakSa ke kAraNa mAyAkapaTa Adi prapaMca adhika karane par3ate haiN| thor3e hI samaya pUrva, sthAnakavAsI samAja mUrti pUjakoM ke jina kAryoM ko Age rakhakara nindA karatA thA, vahI kArya Aja vaha svayaM kara rahA hai / udA haraNArtha liijiye| (1) martipUjaka loga vyAkhyAna meM, prabhAvanA dete the, taba apane loga unakI nindA karate the| Aja hamAre vyAkhyAnoM meM bhI khullamakhullA ekendriya jIvoM kI prabhAvanA hotI hai ( nalayera ) / (2) mUrti pUjaka loga saMgha lekara yAtrArtha jAte the, hama usakI bhI nindA karate the / Aja hamAre darzanArtha hajAroM loga Ate jAte haiM aura relve ko paisA dekara adhika hiMsA ke pAtra banate haiN|

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203 sAmAna kriyA viSThaya yahI kAraNa hai ki Aja bar3e 2 pUjyoM ke caturmAsa ke kSetra bhI kama raha gaye haiM, kyA yaha hiMsA evaM ADambara nahIM hai ? (3) mUrtipUjaka jaba mandira banAte the, taba bhI hama hiMsA 2 kaha kara niMdA karate the| Aja sthAnakavAsI samAja meM bhI grAma grAma meM ati sundara sthAnaka bana gaye hai / eka do samudAya bhale hI unameM nahIM Thahara sakatA hai, parantu yaha kArya samudAya meM hotA to jarUra hai (4) dharma yA samAja ke hita koI udAra gRhastha dravya kharca karatA, to hama kahate the ki yadi paise se hI dharma hotA ho, to cakravartI rAjA naraka meM kyoM jAte / kintu Aja to dravya-vyaya karane vAloM ko acche 2 vizeSaNoM se vibhUSita kiyA jAtA hai / (5) mUrtti pUjakoM ke sAdhuoM ke AcAra-vyavahAra ke viSaya meM hama niMdA karate the ki ve loga zithalAcArI haiM, parantu Aja hamArI bhI vahI dazA ho rahI hai / isa prakAra yadi dekhA jAya to sivAya apanI pakar3I huI bAta ke atirikta koI bhI vizeSa pharaka najara nahIM AtA hai / kyA mUrtti pUjaka, kyA sthAnakavAsI, kyA bar3e 2 pUjya aura kyA choTe sAdhAraNa sAdhu, saba paraniMdA tathA svapUjA kI dhuna ghusI huI hai / yahI kAraNa hai ki Aja sthAnakavAsI sAdhu phoTU utaravA kara Apa apane ko pujAne kI bharasaka koziza karate haiM / sthAnakavAsI teraha sAdhutroM kA grUpha to bAraha Ane meM bAjAroM meM bikate haiM / kyoM seThajI, aura bhI pUchanA kucha vAkI hai kyA ? seThajI samajha gaye ki mahArAja kA kahanA solaha AnA satya hai, aura Apake lAga-lapeTa bhI nahIM hai, jo kucha kahate haiM,

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Adarza-jJAna 204 niDaratApUrvaka sApha aura spaSTa kahate haiN| kintu aisA vidvAn sAdhu, samudAya se calA na jAve, isake lie pUrA prayatna karanA Avazyaka hai| __seThajI--mahArAja, isa varSa pUjyajI mahArAja kA caturmAsa hama ratalAma meM karavAnA cAhate haiN| yadi Apa pUjyajI mahArAja kI sevA meM ratalAma hI birAjeM, to Apako bahuta lAbha hog| munijI-yadi Apa pUjyajI mahArAja se isa bAta kI koziza kareMge, to maiM ApakA bar3A ahasAna mAnUMgA, kyoMki maiMne kaI bAra pUjyajI mahArAja kI sevA meM rahane kI koziza kI, para jaba kabhI aisA maukA milatA hai to ena vakta para pUjyanI mahArAja hamako anya sthAna para bheja dete haiN| isa varSa to merA pakkA irAdA pUjyajI mahArAja ke samIpa hI caturmAsa karane kA hai| yadi ratalAma caturmAsa ho jAve, taba to sonA aura sugandha vAlI kahAvata caritArtha ho jAya, kyoMki yahAM Apa jaise vidvAnoM kA saMyoga bhI hai|

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30-jAvarA meM pUjyajI mahArAja kA milApa, hamAre caritra nAyakajI ratalAma se vihAra kara Asa-pAsa ke prAmoM meM bhramaNa karate hue jAvare Aye / yahA~ kistUracaMdajI mahArAja 6 ThANa se virAjate the| Apa jAkara kistUracaMdajI ke zAmila Thahara gaye / kistUracaMdajI mahArAja dIkSA meM pUjyajI se bar3he the, kintu eka ziSya ke kAraNa ApakI pUjyajI se nA ittaphAkI thii| idhara pUjyajI mahArAja mandasaura hokara jAvarA padhAra rahe the| jaba mAlUma huA ki pUjyajI mahArAja Aja jAvarA padhArane vAle haiM to bahuta se loga dUra 2 taka sAmane gaye / hamAre caritranAyakajI bhI sAdhuoM ko sAtha lekara pUjyajI mahArAja ke sAmane gye| jaba pUjyajI mahArAja ke darzana hue; to unakA mijAja behada garma thA / jaba hamAre caritranAyakajI ne vandana kara pairoM ke hAtha lagAyA, to pUjyajI kI ora se satkAra karanA to dUra rahA, unhoMne zrApake hAthoM ko gusse ke mAre dUra kara diyaa| isa para Apa samajha gaye ki pUjyajI mahArAja kI sakhta nArAjI hai / rAste meM calate hue, Apane apane guru-bhAI tArAcaMdajI ko pUchA ki kyA mAmalA hai / unhoMne kahA ki ratalAma ke samAcAra Ane se pUjyajI mahArAja Apa para vizeSa nArAja haiM / Apane ratalAma meM kyA kiyA thA ? khaira, yahA~ to sa~bhala kara rahanA / gayavaracaMdajI ne kahA ki ThIka hai| pUjyajI mahArAja apane 17 sAdhuoM ke sAtha jaya dhani ke nAda

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Adarza - jJAna 206 se jAvarA meM praveza kiyA / kistUracaMdajI mahArAja jahA~ Thahare hue the, vaha makAna thor3A sA hI dUra thA / phira bhI rAste meM eka gRhastha kA makAna ko jA~ca kara pUjyajI apane sAdhuoM ke sAtha alaga makAna meM Thahara gaye / ApakA irAdA kistUracaMdajI aura gayavaracaMdajI ke sAtha utarane kA nahIM thA meM jaba pUjyajI mahArAja alaga sthAna para Thahara gaye, tava gayavaracaMdajI ne apane sAdhuoM ko sAtha lekara vahA~ jAkara pUjyajI ko vandana kiyA; kintu pUjyajI ne dhyAna hI nahIM diyA / bAda gayavaracaMdajI ne prArthanA kI ki kyA maiM apanA bha~DopakaraNa yahA~ le AU~, isa para bhI pUjyajI ne kucha nahIM kahA / taba hamAre caritra - nAyakajI ne socA ki pUjyajI mahArAja isa samaya gusse meM haiM, ataH Apa ora kucha arja karanA ThIka na samajha kara apane nivAsa sthAna kistUracaMdajI ke pAsa A gaye aura gocarI, pAnI lAkara dina bhara vahIM Thahara gaye / karIba cAra baje pUjyajI mahArAja thaMDila bhUmikA padhAre / vApisa lauTate hue Apa kistUracaMdajI ke makAna para Aye, parantu vahA~ kisI bhI sAdhu ne uThakara ApakA satkAra nahIM kiyA, kAraNa Apane bhI kisI sAdhu kA Adara nahIM kiyA thA / pUjyajI thor3I dera kistUracaMdajI se bAta cIta karake apane makAna para cale gaye / vahA~ jAkara Apane socA ki yaha saba kAma gayavaracaMdajI kA hI hogA ki jo maiM vahA~ gayA aura koI sAdhu uThakara khar3A bhI na huA / zAyada vaha samudAya meM bakher3A to na DAlade, kyoMki do sAdhu to gayavaracaMdajI ke pAsa haiM aura 6 kistUracaMdajI ke pAsa haiM aura donoM ke sAtha pratikUla mAmalA cala rahA hai; ataeva kama

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207 jAvarA kA saMvAda se kama gayavaracaMdajI ko to maiM mere pAsa bulAlUM, phira kistUracaMda jI se to kucha hone vAlA bhI nahIM hai / kintu dina thor3A hI zeSa raha gayA thA; phira bhI eka zrAvaka ko gayavaracaMdajI ke pAsa bhejA aura kahA ki jAo, tuma gayavaracaMdajI ko bulA lAyo / AdamI ne Akara gayavaracaMdajI se kahA ki Apako pUjyajI ne bulAyA hai| idhara kistUracaMdajI kI yaha icchA nahIM thI ki gayavaracaMdajI pajya jI ke pAsa jAveM / gayavaracaMdajI ne kahA ki mujhe jAne do, tAki kucha mAlUma to ho, ki pajyajI gahArAja kyA kahate haiM / kistUracaMdajI ne kahA ki kahIM aisA na ho, ki tuma jAkara pUjyajI se mila jAzro aura hama yahA~ alaga hI baiThe rhe| gayavaracaMdajI ne kahA ki Apa khAtirI rakheM, pahale ApakA nipaTArA hogA, bAda meM hamArA / ___ gayavaracaMdajI akele hI pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa gaye aura namratA pUrvaka vinaya kara ke bole ki mere lie kyA AjJA hai, maiM hAjira huuN| pUjyajI khuza hokara bole ki kyA ma~DopakAra nahIM lAye ho ? gayavara-maiMne do bAra vinaya kI thI, para ApakI zubha dRSTi nahIM dekhI, isalie meM bha~DopakaraNa nahIM lAyA / pUjyajI-jAo, tuma tInoM sAdhU bha~DopakaraNa lekara A jaao| gayavara-kistUracaMdajI mahArAja ke lie kyA AjJA hai ? pUjyajI-usako to abhI vahIM rahane do| gayavara-yadi maiM bhI kala hI AU~ to kyA nukasAna hai, kyoMki aba dina zeSa thor3A sA hI rahA hai|

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bhAdarza-jJAna 208 pUjyajI-samajha gae ki inake dila meM kistUracaMdajI kI bAta hai; unakA nipaTArA hue binA yaha yahA~ nahIM AvegA, ataeva Apane AjJA de dI ki acchA kistUracaMdajI mahArAja bhI zrA jaaveN| ___isa para gayavaracaMdajI vApisa jAkara saba sAdhuoM ko le Aye / pratikramaNa ke prArambha meM vandana karane meM gar3abar3a rahA, kisI ne kisI ko vandanA kI aura kisI ne nahIM bhI kii| jaba pratikramaNa ho cukA aura saba sAdhu ekatra hue, taba pUjyajI mahArAja ne gayavaracaMdajI se khaa| gayavaracaMdajI, tumhAre vyAkhyAna aura jJAna dhyAna ke lie to hameM bar3A bhArI gaurava hai aura yatra-tatra tumhArI tArIpha hI sunI jAtI hai; kintu udayapura aura ratalAma meM tumhArI jo carcA sunI hai, usaseto bar3A hI duHkha hotA hai; jaba tumhAre jaise vidvAn hI isa prakAra kara rahe haiM, to phira sAdhAraNa sAdhuoM ke lie to kahanA ho kyA hai ? gayavara-pajyajI mahArAja, udayapura meM maiMne agrasara zrAvakoM ke Agraha se vyAkhyAna meM zrI jIvAbhigama sUtra bAMcanA zurU kiyA; aura usameM vijaya devatA ke adhikAra meM jo kucha sUtra meM AyA; vaha maine sunA diyA; isameM merA kyA aparAdha huA ? pUjyajI-bhAI aparAdha to kucha nahIM, para dravya, kSetra, kAla, aura bhAva ko dekhanA cAhie; kyoMki vyAkhyAnadAtA meM yaha guNa sarva prathama hovA Avazyaka hai| hamane bhI kaI bAra jIvAbhigama sUtra bA~cA thA, kintu tumhArI bhA~ti zrAvakoM meM hA-hu nahIM macavAI thii| gayavara-Apane usa pATha kA kyA artha kiyA ?

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209 javArA kA samvAda pUjyajI - tumhArI bhAMti sArvajanika vyAkhyAna meM mUrti-pUjA kA phala hita, sukha, kalyANa aura mokSa nahIM kahA thA / gayavara - to phira Apane usa pATha kA kyA artha kiyA, mujhe bhI batalAo jisase ki bhaviSya meM dhyAna rahe / pUjyajI - isa pATha ko vyAkhyAna ke Adi anta meM isa taraha kahA jAve ki kisI ko spaSTatayA mAlUma hI nahIM par3a sake zraura sUtra kI zrAzAtanA bhI nahIM lage / gayavara - aisA karane se botarAgakI corI to nahIM lagatI hai ? pUjyajI -- isameM corI kisa bAta kI ? gayavara- kyoM pUjyajI mahArAja; yadi teraha patthI loga bhI isa prakAra dayA aura dAna ke pATha ko gupa cupa kara deM, to unako bhI vItarAga kI corI to nahIM lagatI hogI na ? pUjyajI - dayAdAna ke liye to bhagavAn ne sthAna sthAna para sUtroM meM pharamAyA hai / gayavara - mUrtti pUjA ke liye jo sUtroM meM sthAna sthAna para pATha Ate hai, ve kisane pharamAyA hai ? pUjyajI :- pharamAyA to bhagavAn ne hI hai, para dayAdAna meM to punya bar3hate haiM, aura pUjA meM hiMsA hone se pApa bar3hatA hai / gayavara - pUNyajI mahArAja ! puNya aura pApa bar3hane kA kAraNa kyA hai ? pUjyajI - kAraNa to pariNAmoM kA hI hai / gayavara - jaba pUjA meM paramezvara kI bhakti kA zubha pariNAma rahatA hai, to kyA vahA~ zrApa pApa bar3hAnA mAnate ho ? 14

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Adarza-jJAna 210 pUjyajI-pUjA meM jo jIva hiMsA hotI hai, usakA to pApa lagatA hI hai na ? gayavara-dayAdAna meM kaunasA pApa nahIM hotA hai, vahA~ bhI to ekendriyAdi jIvoM kI hiMsA hotI hai, taba vahA~ pApa kyoM nahIM mAnA jAtA hai ? pUjyajI-gayavara, tUMto mUrkha hai, kabhI dayA dAna meM bhI hiMsA hotI hai ? gayavara-kyoM, dAna dene meM hAtha UMcA nIcA karanA par3atA hai isI bhAMti jIva bacAne meM bhI kAya kA yoga pravRtAnA par3atA hai, jisameM asaMkhya bAyukAya ke jIva marate haiM / pajyajI-bhale hI kAraNameM jIva hiMsA hotI ho, para kArya to zuddha hai na ? ___gayavara-jisa prakAra dayA dAna meM kAraNa meM jIva hiMsA hone para bhI kArya zuddha mAnA jAtA hai, isI prakAra jina-pUjA ke liye bhI kAraNa kArya kyoM nahIM samajha liyA jAtA hai| pUjyajI-dayAdAna kI bAta alaga hai aura mUrtipUjA kI bAta alaga hai| gayavara-hA~ dayAdAna to samyagdRSTi aura mithyAtvI koI bhI jIva kara sakate haiM aura usase nijjarA aura puNya bandha hotA hai para jina pUjA to bhAva sahita kevala samyagdRSTi hI karate haiM, aura unake kevala karma kI nirjarA hI hotI hai, ataH dayAdAna kI bajAya prabhu pUjA kA mahatva vizeSa hai| pajyajI-lo abhI to isa carcA ko chor3o, maiM phira kabhA sUtroM ke pATha se tumakoM samajhAU~gA / udayapura kI carcA ke liye

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jAvarA kA samvAda 211 isa samaya to tumako mAphI dI jAtI hai, parantu AindA se tuma aisI prarUpanA karoge, to zaktaupAlammA diyA jAyagA, isa bAta ko dhyAna meM rkhnaa| dUsarA tumane ratalAma meM seTha sAhaba se vAda-vivAda kyoM kayA thA ? gayavara-pUjyajI mahArAja, isameM maiM kiMcit mAtra bhI doSI nahIM hUM, kyoMki maiMne pahile hI vAdI-prativAdI rUpa banakara seThajI se jJAna-prApti ke liye hI vArtAlApa kiyA thaa| ___jyajI-kintu aisI carcA kyoM karanI cAhie, jisameM logoM ko azraddhA utpanna ho tathA ulTI nindA kreN| gayavara-ThIka, AIndA se dhyAna rkhuugaa| bAda kistUracaMdajI mahArAja ke mAmale ko nibaTAkara Apasa meM saba sAdhuoM ne yathA kramaH vandana-vyavahAra kara liyaa| pUjyanI mahArAja itane catura mutsaddI the,ki dAva ko nIcA par3atA dekha kara kArya ko jyoM tyoM nivaTA lete the| ___idhara to sAdhuoM kA mAmalA nipaTA kara pajyajI nIce padhAre the, aura udhara udayapura ke kaI zrAvaka aagye| ve gayavara candajI mahArAja ko pUjyajI se upAlaMbha dilAne ke liye hI Aye the, ataeva unhoMne Ate hI pUchA ki kyA gayavaracandajI mahArAja yahA~ hI haiM ? gayavaracandajI ne kahA hA~, maiM yahA~ hI hU~, zrApa kI rAha hI dekha rahA thaa| ___udayapura ke zrAvaka---gayavaracandajI mahArAja Apa jarA nIce pajyajI mahArAja ke pAsa pdhaareN| gayavara- hA~ abhI AtA huuN|

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Adaza jJAna 212 ke eka tarapha to gayavaracandajI pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa Aye aura dUsarI tarapha jAvarA ke mandiramArgI loga pUjyajI mahArAja darzanArtha Aye the, kyoMki pUjyajI mahArAja saba se prema rakhate the aura isaliye hI saba loga Apake darzanArtha AyA karate the ataH ve mandira mArgI zrAvaka bhI pUjyajI kI vandanA kara baiTha gaye / w udayapura ke zrAvakoM ne prazna kiyA ki pUjyajI mahArAja, yadi koI zrAvaka mUrti ko namaskAra kare to usakA kyA phala hotA hai ? pUjyajI mahArAja vicAra meM par3a gye| kyoMkiidhara to udayapura vAle mUrti ke kaTTara virodhI the, udhara jAvarA ke mUrti pUjaka zrAvaka prema se Aye hue baiThe haiM, tathA eka tarapha gayavaracandajI. bhI baiThe haiN| unhoMne socA ki mukhyato udayapura vAle zrAvakoM kA tathA gayavaracandajI kA hI yaha jhamelA hai, kintu isako bar3hane na denA hI acchA hai / ataeva pUjyajI ne uttara diyA ki pahale to yaha batalAo ki zrAvaka kisako kahate haiM / zrAvaka - anaMtAnubaMdhI cauka apratyAkhAnIcauka midhyAtva mohanI, mizramohanI, samakita mohanI, evaM 11 prakRtiyoM kA kSaya yA vakSayopasama hone para zrAvaka kahalAtA hai / " pUjyajI - anaMntAnubandhI cauka kise kahate haiM ? - u0 zrAvaka - jisakI gati narka kI sthiti jAvatU jIva kI ghAta kare, to samakita kI aisA krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ko antAnubandhI cauka kahate haiM / pUjyajA00 - aMtAnubandhI krodha kitane paramANu se banatA hai ? u0 zrAvaka - causparzI anaMta paramANuoM se banatA hai /

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213 udayapurake zrAvakoM kA prazna pUjyajI-causparzI anaMta pradezI paramANuoM ke varNa, gandha, rasa, sparza ke kitane rasa bhAga hote haiM ? isa prakAra pUjya jI ne udayapura ke zrAvakoM ke prazna ko aise samudra meM DAla diyA ki kaI dinoM taka jisakA anta nahIM pA sake; jaise kiso AdamI se bApa ke bApa kA patA pUchA jAve, to varSoM taka anta hI nahIM aaye| ____ udayapura ke zrAvaka samajha gaye ki isa samaya hamAre prazna kA uttara dene kI pUjyajI mahArAja kI icchA nahIM hai / aisI hAlata meM zrAvakoM ne kahA pUjyajI mahArAja Aja Apa bihAra kara padhAre haiM, abhI zayana kareM, tathA prazna kala pUcha legeM / itanA kaha vandana kara udayapura tathA jAvarA ke zrAvaka cale gye| sAdhuoM ne bhI apanI kriyA kara zayana kiyA aura saba para nidrA devo ne apanA prabhAva jamA diyA; kiMtu eka pUjyajI mahArAja ko nidrA nahIM aaii| ve isa vicAra meM the, ki abhI to maiMne udayapura ke zrAvakoM ko yukti se roka diyA hai| paraMtu prAtaHkAla ve gayavaracandajI ke sAtha vivAda kiye vinA nahIM raheMge / ataH koI aisIyukti socI jAya ki prAtaHkAla jaldI hI gayavaracandajI ko yahAM se vihAra karavA diyA jAya isa vicAra se pUjyajI mahArAja rAtri ko 12 baje gayabaracandajI ke pAsa Aye aura jagA kara kahane lage gayavaracandajI abakI caturmAsa kahAM karanA hai ? gayavara0-ApakI sevA meN| pUjyajo-yadi tumAre jaise likhe-par3he aura vyAkhyAna dene vAle sAdhu hI mere sAtha caturmAsa kareMge, to phira anapar3ha sAdhuoM kA nirvAha kauna karegA?

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Adarza-jJAna 214 gayavara-pUjyajI mahArAja yaha caturmAsa to merA Apake pAsa hI honA lAbhakArI hai / seThajI amaracandajI sAhaba ne bhI bahuta kahA hai ki yaha caturmAsa zrApa pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa ho karAveM / dUsarA, mujhe kaI bAtoM kA nirNaya bhI to karanA hai, ataH kRpA kara yaha caturmAsa to Apake pAsa hI karAveM / pUjyajI -- kiMtu choTI sAdar3I vAloM ne tumhAre lie bahuta zrAgraha se vinatI kI hai; aura nAthUlAlajI araNodiyA jaise karAr3apati zrAvaka tumhAre jAne para apane pakke pakSakAra bana jAveMge ? tuma jAoge to svadharmiyoM ke lie kucha dravya bhI kharca karavA sakoge / RSabhadAsajI aura biradhIcandajI kahate the ki yadi Apa kisI sAdhu kA caturmAsa nahIM karAoge to pyAracaMdajI sAdar3I caturmAsa kara deveNge| ataH hama loga to isa varSa gayayaracandajI mahArAja kA caturmAsa hI karavAnA cAhate haiM, ityAdi / aisI hAlata meM sAdar3I apane sAdhuoM kA caturmAsa avazya honA cAhiye, nahIM to kSetra hAtha me calA jaavegaa| gayavara0-Apa kisI anya sAdhu ko bheja deveM, merA to nizcaya isa varSa ApakI sevA meM ho caturmAsa karane kA hai| __ pUjyajI-tuma hI batAo ki mere pAsa aisA dUsarA kauna vyAkhyAnika sAdhu hai, ji ko maiM sAdar3I bheja skuu| ataH merI AjJA hai ki isa varSa tumako sAdar3I jAkara caturmAsa karanA hI pdd'egaa| ___ gayavaracandajI ne socA ki jaba pUjyajI mahArAja kA isa prakAra Agraha hai to usakA anAdara bhI kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai, aura karane se ho bhI kyA sakatA hai, jahAM pUjyajI mahArAja kI

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215 pUjyajI mahArAja kI caturAI icchA ho, vahAM jAnA hI par3atA hai / ataH hamAre caritra nAyaka jI ne pUjyajI kI zrAjJA zirodhArya kara lI / pUjyajI - sAdar3I pyAracaMdajI jAne vAle haiM, ataeva tumako vahAM jaldI hI pahu~canA caahie| tuma prAtaH hI bihAra kara vahAM cale jAo / gayavara0 - abhI to bahuta dina haiM, thor3e dina maiM ApakI sevA meM rahanA cAhatA huuN| abhI mujhe Apake dvArA kaI bAtoM kI jAnakArI bhI karanI hai / pUjyajI -- una bAtoM ko phira kabhI mileM taba khulAsA kara lenA, tathA tuma merI AjJA kA pAlana karate ho, vaha merI sevA ho hai / merA kahanA hai ki tuma kala hI vihAra kara denA / 1 gayavara0 - udayapura ke zrAvaka Aye haiM, unake sAtha milakara bhI to samAdhAna karanA hai; ataeva 5-7 dina to maiM yahA~ hI ThaharUMgA / pUjyajI - udayapura ke zrAvakoM ke sAtha jo samAdhAna karanA hai, vaha maiM kara lUMgA; tuma to subaha ho bihAra kara denA / gayavaracaMdajI samajha gaye ki pUjya jI mahArAja kA irAdA udayapura vAle zrAvakoM se mujhe nahIM milane dene kA hI hai; kyoMki yaha kAya pUjyajI ke liye do muMha vAle sarpa ke samAna hai| mere jAne ke bAda manamAnI karane ke liye pUjyajI svataMtra ho jaayeNge| khaira, pUjyajI mahArAja kA itanA kahanA hai, to apane ko svIkAra kara lenA cAhiye / ataH hamAre caritra nAyakajI ne kaha diyA ki ApakI AjJA svIkAra hai / pUjyajI - gayavaracandajI tuma hamAre vinayazIla sAdhu ho,

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saabaa-maan 216 tumhAre liye merA citta bahuta prasanna hai / acchA tumhAre sAtha maganajIsAdhu ko bheja dUMgA, kyoMki vaha acchA vyAvazcI sAdhu hai, jisase tumheM ArAma rhegaa| ___pUjyajI mahArAja kI yaha caturyatA thI ki karmacaMdajI, kanaka. malajI, zobhAlAlajI aura gayavaracaMdajI ke pAsa kisI acche sAdhu ko nahIM rakhate the kyoMki unako vizvAsa thA ki yadi inake pAsa acche sAdhu ko rakhA gayA, to ye usako bhI samajhA kara mUrti pUjA kI zraddhA vAlA banA dekheMge / ataeva binA jokhama vAle sAdhu hI ina cAroM ko diyA karate the / pUjyajI ne vahAM se maganajI sAdhu ke pAsa jAkara kahA ki tumako gayavaracaMdajI ke sAtha kala subaha hI vihAra karanA par3egA; kiMtu isa bAta kA dhyAna rakhanA ki tuma bihAra kara sIdhe rAste hI sAdar3I jAo yadi gayavaracaMdajI nagarI hoke jAne ko kaheM, to tuma inkAra kara denA; kyoMki nagarI hokara jAne meM do tIna kosa kA cakkara par3atA hai| isa prakAra vyavasthA kara ke pUjyajI apane sthAna para padhAra gaye / subaha pratikramaNa ke pazcAt pUjyajI mahArAja ne sAdhuoM ko Adeza diyA ki gayavaracaMdajI kI upAdhikA jaldI pratilekhana karavA do / basa, pratilekhana huA ki pUjyajI mahArAja thaDila bhUmikA padhArane ke Azaya se gayavaracaMdajI ke sAtha padhAre aura maMgalIka sunAkara bihAra karavA diyaa| - pUjyajI mahArAja vApasa makAna para padhAre; itane meM udayapura ke zrAvaka pUjyajI mahArAja ke darzanArtha A gye| unhoMne saba sAdhuoM ko vandana kiyA / para gayavaracaMdajI mahArAja ko nahIM dekhA / sAdhuoM se pUchane para mAlUma huA ki gayavaracaMdajI to

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217. udayapura ke zrAvaka bihAra kara gaye / taba ve zrAvaka pUjyajI ke pAsa Akara kahane lage ki kyA gayavaracaMdajI mahArAja bihAra kara gaye ? pUjyajI - hA~, jarUrI kArya thA, isalie unako bihAra karanA par3A / zrAvaka - hamato unake lie hI Aye the, Apake sAmane unase kucha prazna pUcha kara nirNaya karanA thA / pUjyajaH - kyA nirNaya karanA hai, hamase karalo ? zrAvaka - Apa to mAlika haiM, hameM to unase hI nirNaya karanA thA / pUjyajI - ve naye sAdhu haiM, yadi kucha kaha bhI diyA ho, to usa bAta kI vizeSa carcA na karanA hI acchA hai, maiMne unako ThIka samajhA diyA hai / phira to thA hI kyA ve zrAvakagaNa hatAza hokara udayapura cale gaye | 'gavaracaMdajI usa dina to eka grAma meM Thahare, aura dUsare dina bihAra kiyA, parantu svAmI maganajI dhImI cAla se calate 1 the / ataH ve pIche raha gaye / hamAre caritranAyakajI ne sIdhe hI nagarI kA rAstA liyA aura jahA~ mArga palaTatA thA, vahA~ aisA saMketa kara diyA ki pIche 2 maganajI svAmI ko bhI udhara hI AnA pdd'aa| jaba Apa donoM mile to maganajI ne kahA ki nagarI jAne ke lie pUjyajI ne manA kiyA thA / gayavaracaMdajI ne kahA ki yadi aisA hI thA; to Apane mujhe pahale kyoM nahIM kahA thA tathA svayaM pUjyajI mahArAja ne hI mujhe kyoM nahIM kaha diyA / nagarI jAne ke lie manAI karane kA yaha kAraNa thA, ki

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Adarza-jJAna 218 nagarI meM svAmi zobhAlAlajI the, tathA pUjyajI kA khayAla thA ki yadi ye donoM mila gaye, to aura utpAta na macA deMveMge; ataH inako milane nahIM denA hI lAbha kAraka hai| kintu gayavaracaMdajI itane bhole kaba the| jo ve hAtha meM Aye hue avasara ko jAne dete| unhoMne maganajI ko kahA-khaira calo idhara hukamIcandajI mahArAja ke darzana hI ho jaayeNge| isa prakAra vahA~ se calakara ve nagarI pahu~ce / vahA~ vayovRddha hukmIcaMdajo mahArAja ke darzana kara zobhAlAlajI se mile / Apane unheM ratalAma se lagAkAra pUjyajI ke pAsa se bihAra kiyA taba taka kA saba hAla sunA diyA aura kahA ki aba kyA karanA hai ? zobhA0-kucha bhI ho, apane ko utsUtra ko kadApi nahIM bolanA cAhiye ? gayavara0-parantu kabhI pUjyajI samudAya se alaga kara deveMge to kyA karoge ? zobhA0-bhale hI karadeM, para tumato hamAre sAtha ho na ? gayavara0-maiM to Apake sAtha hU~, para apanA nirvAha kaise hogA ? zobhA0-isakA to pahile vicAra kara lenA cAhiye / ____ gayavara0-vicAra kyA karanA hai; sthAnakavAsI samudAya meM se AtmArAmajI jaise aneka vidvAn evaM AtmArthI sAdhu utsUtra se bacane ke lie saMvegI sAdhu bana gaye hai, apane ko bhI usI mArga kA anukaraNa karanA hogaa| zobhA0-parantu abhI taka apanI to kisI saMvegI sAdhu se

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219 nagarI meM zo0 milApa jAna-pahicAna taka bhI nahIM hai, aura sunA jAtA hai ki saMvegI hone ke pUrva punaH dIkSA lenI par3atI hai, tathA vahA~ kA pratikramaNabhI bahuta bar3A hai, deva vandanAdi kaI prakAra kI kriyAyeM haiM, ve saba phira se sIkhanI pdd'eNgii| ____ gayavara0-vyApArIloga jisa vastu kI jarUrata dekhate haiM, use mulaka meM jahA~ bhI milatI ho, vahA~ se hI ma~gA sakate haiM, ataH apane ko bhI yadi kisI sAdhu kI jarUrata hogI to vaha mila jAyagA aura kriyA ke lie aisI kauna sI bAta hai / jinhoMne hajAroM zloka aura saikar3oM thokaDe kaNThastha kara lie, unake lie kriyAkANDa koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai / - aba rahI punaH dIkSA kI bAta / isake lie jaise pArzvanAtha ke sAdhu mahAvIra ke zAsana meM Aye, to unako binA aticAra punaH dIkSA lenI pdd'ii| ataH yadi saMvegiyoM ke niyamAnusAra apane ko bhI punaH dIkSA lenI par3e, to isameM kyA nukasAna hai| AtmakalyANa ke lie yadi kisI prakAra kA kArya karanA par3e to hama khuzI se karane ko taiyAra haiN| zobhA0-kintu isa bAta para pakkI pAbandI rakhanI caahie| gayavara0-merI to pAbandI hI hai, zrApa Dara kara hA~ meM hA~ milA dete ho ! ataeva Apa apane dila meM nizcaya karaleM ki kisI bhI hAlata meM utsUtra nahIM boleMge, tathA isa bAta kA zrApa hamako bacana dilaaveN| . zobhA0-lo, maiM bacana detA hU~ ki maiM tumhAre sAtha meM huuN| * gayavara0-dekho, ratalAma se nagarI najadIka hai; ataH sabase pahile pUjyajI Apako hI bulAveMge / ve Apako apanAveMge; dhama

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Adarza-jJAna 220 kAveMge; kiMtu Apa apanI pratijJA para pUrNa pAbandI rakhanA / agara caturmAsa meM hI raMga badala gayA to maiM Apako sUcanA kara dUMgA, Apa caturmAsa samApta hote hI ratalAma na jAkara mere pAsa A jaanaa| zobhA0-ThIka hai| 31-1971 kA caturmAsa choTI sAdar3I meM zobhAlAlajI se milane ke bAda dUsare dina hI hamAre caritranAyakajI ne nagarI se bihAra kara diyA / Apa kramazaH vihAra karate hue aSAr3ha kRSNa 3 ko sAdar3I phuNce| hamAre caritranAyakajI jaba udayapura se bihAra kara ratalAma padhAra rahe the, to usa samaya mArga meM Ane vAle prAma uThAr3o, bhIDara, kAnor3a, bar3I sAdar3I, aura choTI sAdar3I meM Apake vyAkhyAna hue tathA thor3e 2 dina ina prAmoM meM ThaharanA bhI huaa| choTI sAdar3I vAle logoM ne Apake AcAra, vyavahAra tathA vyAkhyAna para mugdha ho ApakA caturmAsa ke lie pUjyajI sAhaba se Agraha pUrvaka vinatI kI thI, aura apane kArya meM saphala hone para unhoMne bar3I bhArI khuzI mnaaii| sAdar3I ke mUrti pUjaka samudAya meM candanamalajI nAgaurI nAmaka eka acche vidvAn the| aApaka yahA~ eka pustakAlaya (lAibrerI ) thA, jisameM prAcIna hastalikhita tathA mudritasUtra aura pranthoM kA acchA saMgraha thA / jaba sarva prathama sAdar3I ke sthAnaka

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221 mAdaDI meM candana0 nAgorI bAsI samAja ne gayavaracaMdajI se caturmAsa ke lie vinatI kI thI, taba Apa candanamalajI nAgaurI se mile the| Apane kahA yadi mega caturmAsa yahAM ho jAya to zrApa mujhe zAstra par3hane ke lie deveMge yA nahIM ? isa para candanamala jI ne TAlamaTola kI phira muni zrI ke kAraNa pUchane para unhoMne kahA ki Apa asUcI (pezAba ) ke hAtha zAstroM ke lagA dete ho, jise hama loga bar3I bhArI azAtanA samajhate haiM / ataH hama Apako zAstra denA nahIM cAhate haiM / muni zrI-merI aisI zraddhA nahIM hai, maiM sUtroM ko parama pUjyanIya samajhatA huuN| ___ isa prakAra vArtAlApa karane se mAlUma ho gayA ki ApakI zraddhA mUrtipUjA kI ora jhUkI huI hai, ataH caMdanamalajI ne kahA ki Apako jo zAstra cAhiegA, maiM detA rahU~gA, yadi koI zAstra mere pAsa na hogA, to maiM bAhara se maiMgavAkara bhI Apako duuNgaa| zrApa prasannatA ke sAtha caturmAsa kreN| ____ taba munijI ne nizcaya kiyA thA ki yadi yaha caturmAsa pajyajI mahArAja kI sevA meM ho jAve to acchA hI hai, varanA caturmAsa sAdar3I hI karanA cAhie kyoMki yahA~ zAstroM kA acchA saMyoga hai, tathA caMdanamalajI AdamI bhI acchA hai / dUsarI aneka bAteM jAnane kA bhI yahA~ acchA subhitA rahegA / isa prakAra aba munijI ke manoratha saphala hue aura Apa caturmAsa ke lie sAdar3I pacAra gye| sAdar3I ke zrAvakoM ne ApakA bar3e hI sammAna pUrvaka svAgata kiyA / vyAkhyAna meM sukha-vipAka sUtra ke bAda zrI rAjapraznI sUtra prArambha huA / pariSad kA jamaghaTa itanA hotA thA ki nyAti

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Adarza-jJAna 222 nauharA itanA vizAla hone para bhI manuSyoM ko baiThane ke lie jagaha kI kamI mAlUma hotI thii| sAdar3I ke zrAvakoM meM seTha biradhIcaMda jI. RSabhadAsajI, nAthUlAlajI, rAjamalajI, rAmalAlajI, phUlacandajI vagairaha aguA the| eka phUlacanda nAmaka navayuvaka skUla meM par3hakara usa samaya hI AyA huA thA, dharma kI ora usakI abhiruci thI, tathA vyAkhyAna sunane meM bhI bar3A prema rakhatA thaa| ___eka to muni zrI kI zraddhA mUrti-pUjA kI ora jhukI huI thI, dUsarA vyAkhyAna meM zrI rAjapraznI sUtra kA bAMcanA, phira to kahanA hI kyA thA, khullama khullA nahIM to bhI kisI na kisI prakAra se mUrti pUjA kI puSTi ho hI jAtI tho / zrIyuta phUlacaMdajI ne isa ora dhyAna lagAyA aura unakI ruci nirNaya kI ora Age bar3hane lgii| munizrI, candanamalajI nAgaurI ke yahAM se sUtra lAkara Apa bhI par3hate aura jahAM mUrti kA viSaya AtA vahAM phUlacaMdajI ko bhI par3hAte the / Apa aisI caturAI se kAma lete the, ki itara zrAvakoM ko to isa bAta kA patA bhI nahIM lagatA thA / phUlacanda navayuvaka hone para bhI acchA prajJAvAna zrAvaka thA; usane apane nirNaya ke lie kucha prazna likha kara seThajI amaracandajI sAhaba ke nAma para pUjyajI mahArAja kI sevA meM bheje / seThajI ne patra ko par3hakara pUjyajI mahArAja ko par3ha sunAyA; seThajI aura pUjyajI samajha gaye ki ina praznoM kA kAraNa gayavaracandajI hI haiN| kiMtu ina praznoM kA uttara to denA hI par3egA, nahIM to zrAvakoM ke dila meM zaMkA utpanna ho jAvegI / ataH amaracandajI sAhaba ne apanI tasvIra ( phoTU ) vAlI pharma para una praznoM kA uttara likha kara bhejA, tathA aMta meM likhA thA ki ina praznoM

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223 phUlacanda ke 9 praznottara kA uttara pUjyajI mahArAja ko pUcha kara unake kathanAnusAra likhA gayA hai / pAThakoM kI jAnakArI ke liye ve praznottara hama yahAM udhRta kara dete haiM: zrImAn phUlacaMdajI ke likhe hue prazna ( 1 ) cauthA se caudahavAM guNasthAna kI zraddhA eka hai yA bhinna bhinna ? (2) jina-pratimA sUtroM meM calI hai, yaha kisakI hai ? (3) suriyAbha devatA ne jinapratimA ko pUjA eka bAra kI hai yA bAra bAra ? kyoM ki sUtra ke pATha meM pUrvA pacchA arthAt pahale aura pIche pUjA karanA kahA hai ? . (4) sUriyAbha deva Adi devatAoM ne jina-pratimA kI pUjA kara namotthuNaM diyA hai, yaha karaNI samakita kI hai yA mithyAtva kI ? (5) pUjA ke phala ke liye-hiyAe, suhAe, rakamAe, nissesAe aura aNugamitAe-isa prakAra pATha AyA hai, isakA kyA artha hotAhai ? (6) sUtra meM, 'dhUvadAuNaM jinavarANaM' pATha AyA hai, vahA~ devatAoM ne devaloka meM kisa jinarAja ko dhUpa diyA tathA isakA kyA matalaba hai? (7) yadi samyagdRSTi devatA apane rAja, bhoga, sukha aura maMga jika ke liye jina-pratimA kI pUjA kare, tovaha samakita kApArAdhika hAtA hai yA pirAdhI ? aura isI sUtra meM sUriyAma devane bhagavAn ke pAsa Akara pUchA hai ki he prabho ! maiM ArAdhika hU~ yaa| virAdhika, zrAdi 12 prazna pUche haiN| prabhu ne uttara meM kahA ki tU ArAdhika hai, arthAt chabotta prastuta kahA hai, arthAt samyagdRSTi

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224 Adarza-jJAna devatA jinapratimA ko pUjA kara namotthuNaM ke pATha se stuti karate haiM, vaha Atma-kalyANa kI bhAvanA se karate haiM yA rAjabhogAdi ke liye; aura jo unakA pArAdhika honA batalAyA hai, vaha kisa bhAvanA se ? (8) devatAoM ne jina-pratimA kI pUjA ke sAtha aura bhI kaI sthAnoM para pUjA kI hai, para namotthuNaM kevala jina-pratimA ke sAmane hI diyA, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? (9) yadi yaha kahA jAya ki devatA ne apane maMgalika ke liye jina-pratimA kI pajA kI, aura arAdhI bhI huA to isa prakAra koI zrAvaka bhI apane maMgalika ke liye jina-pratimA kI pUjA kare, to phAyadA hai yA nahIM arthAt arAdhika hotA hai yA nahIM ? pUrvokta 9 praznoM ke uttara pUjyajI mahArAja ke kahane se seThajI amaracaMdajo ne likha kara DAkA dvArA bheja diye, jisakI pratilipi nimna prakAra hai: 1- pahale prazna kA uttara-cauthA aura caudahavAM guNasthAna kI zraddhA to eka hai, kevala kSAyaka kSayopazama ko taratamatA avazya hai; parantu jisa dharma karaNI meM cauthA guNasthAna vAlA dharma mAnatA hai, usameM caudahavA~ guNasthAna vAlA bhI dharma samajhatA hai / 2-dUsare prazna kA uttara -'jina-pratimA' kA artha TokAkAra tathA TambA kArane 'jinezvaroM kI pratimA' kahA hai; aura samAsa dekhane se ve pratimAe nirvANa avasthA kI pAI jAtI hai| devatA to janma, dIkSA, kevala aura nirvANa saba hI avasthAoM kA vandana-pUjana karate haiM / ataH una jinapratimAoM ko jinezvaroM kI pratimA mAnanA zAstra samAna hai|

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225 nau praznoM ke uttarameM mUrti pUjA kA phala ___3-tIsare prazna kA uttara-sUriyAma Adi devatAoM ke sambandha meM devatAoM kA dharma-sambandhI pustaka ke anusAra eka bAra hI jina pratimA pUjane kA adhikAra sUtra meM AtA hai, bAra bAra kA nahIM, parantu 'popacchA' pATha ke anusAra pahale aura pIche bhI jinapratimA kI pUjA kI ho, to saMbhava ho sakatA hai| __4 cauthe prazna kA uttara-devatA jina pratimA pUjate haiM, yaha unakA maMgalika byavahAra hai, yahAM samakita- mithyAtva kA khulAsA nahIM hai| donoM prakAra ke devatA utpanna hote haiM, aura ye laukika vyavahAra yA jIta byavahAra kI kriyA karate haiM / alabattA tIrthaGkara bhagavAn tInoM loka meM pUjanIya hone se namotthuNaM vagairaha ki kriyA jaina kI saMbhave hai / samyagdaSTi aura mithyAdRSTi ke pariNAma pRthak pRthaka hote haiM, jina pratimA ko namotthuNaM denA, yaha kriyA samyagdaSTi kI hI honA saMbhava hai| 5 pAMcaveM prazna kA uttara-pUjA ke phala ke liye pAMca boloM kA artha: 1 hiyAe-eka mitra kI pare hitakAritA / 2 suhAe-pAMcendriyoM ke vAMcchita sukhoM kI prApti / 3 rakamAe-mala rahita vastra kI taraha pavitratA / 4 nissesAe-upadravya rahita nirvighnatA pUrvaka duHkhoM se chUTanA aura sukhoM ke sanmukha honA / 5 aNugamitAe-eka se lagAkara jAvajjIva paryanta macaku phala sAtha meM rheN| arthAt pUjA karane meM apanI zubhayogoM kI pravRtti hone se, zubha bandha hotA hai| 15

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Adarza-jJAna 226 ___ noTa-isa prazna ke uttara meM artha kA kaisA anartha karaDAlA hai kyoMki na to isa prakAra kA artha TIkA meM hai aura na TabbA meM hai phira bhI pakSapAta eka aisI burI balAya hai, ki usameM manuSya apanA jJAna-bhAna taka bha bhUla jAtA hai / phira bhI Apake likhe huye uttara meM pUjA meM zubha yoga aura zubha vandhana to Apane svIkAra kara hI liyA hai, jisase pUjA kA karanA upAdeya avazya samajhA jA sakatA hai| / yadi seThajI ke likhe hue uttara kI ora dekhA jAya to isa meM mUrti pUjA kA phala yAvat-mokSa honA jhalakatA haiM, jaise ki Apa likhate haiM ki mitra kI taraha hitakArI, vAMcchita sukhoM kI prApti, mala rahita vastra kI taraha pavitratA, upadravya rahita nirvighnatApUrvaka dukhoM se chUTanA aura sukhoM ke sanmukha honA, ityAdi / pAThaka samajha sakate haiM ki pUrvokta mUrtipUjA ke phala meM kalyANa kA kAraNa spaSTa malaka rahA hai / pUjyajI mahArAja evaM seThajI kitane hI pakSapAtI hoM, para ApakI samajhadArI meM utsUtra bhASaNa ke pApa kA bhaya spaSTa hai / ataeva rUpAntara artha likhane para bhI Apake hRdaya ke bhAva nahIM chipa sakate haiM / 6. chaThe prazna kA uttara-upacAra naya kI apekSA jina pratimA ko devatA sthApanA jinavara samajhate haiM, aura dravya pUjA kI vidhi meM dhUpa dene kI bhI vidhi hai, jisase dhUvadAUNaM jinavaraNAM' ____7. sAtaveM prazna kA uttara-12 boloM meM 6 anukUla tathA 6 pratikUla haiM, jisameM suriyAbha devatA samyagdRSTi bhavya ArAdhika paratasaMsArI zuklapakSI aura carma haiN|

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227 nau praznoM ke uttara meM mUrti pUjA kA phala ____ noTa-yadi suriyAbha devatA ne apane pudgalika sukhoM ke liye jIta vyavahAra se hI jinapratimA kI pUjA kI, aisA kahA jAya to vaha ArAdhika kaise ho sakatA hai ? ataH usane mokSamArga kI ArAdhanA ke liye hI jinapratimA kA pUjana kiyA hai, aisA sUtra ke pATha se sAvita hotA hai| 8. AThaveM prazna kA uttara-devatAoM ne upacAra nava se jinapratimA ko anAdi-zAzvatI siddhoM kI sthApanA samajha kara siddhoM ko hI namotthuNaM diye jAne kA adhikAra calA hai / jina pratimA to mAtra nimita kAraNa hai isaliye jina pratimA ko namo. tthuNaM diyA kahA jA sakatA hai; tathA isa prakAra stotra dvArA guNAnuvAda bhI kiyA gayA hai| jinapratimA ke alAvA jahAM 2 pUjA kI haiM vahAM para ve sAvadya ke sthAna hone se namotthuNaM nahIM diyA hai| . noTa-isa prazna ke uttara meM to Apane sApha hRdaya se mUrcipUjA ko nirvadya aura mokSa kA kAraNa svIkAra kara liyA hai, tadartha dhnyvaad| 9. nauveM prazna kA uttara-devatAoM kI karaNI jItAcAra vaha bhavaprati pahale se cauthe guNa sthAna kI aura taraha kI hai aura dezavratI zrAvaka kI karaNI judI taraha kI hai; kyoMki devatA naigamAdi sAta naya kI zrahanA yA pravRtti vahAM para karate haiM / manuSya meM zrAvaka-sAdhu kI zraddanA, prarUpanA to sAta naya kI hai, parantu karanI yathA ucita naya kI hai| ___ noTa-yaha kitanA pakSapAta hai ? zrApa hI to pahale prazna ke uttara meM likhate haiM ki cauthe aura caudahaveM guNasthAna kI zraddha

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bhAdarza-jJAna 228 eka hai, aura yahAM Apane nayabAda ko bIca meM lAkara karaNI meM bheda DAla diyA hai / phira bhI devatA, zrAvaka, sAdhu kI zraddhA prarUpanA sAta naya kI batalA kara ajJa logoM kI muvAfika devatA aura zrAvaka meM bheda batalA rahe haiM / yahI to eka mahAna Azcarya kI bAta hai ! phira bhI saba praznoM kA milAna karane para mUrtipUjA mokSa kA kAraNa spaSTa siddha ho sakatA hai / ___ina praznoM ke uttara se zrImAn phUlacaMdajI aura unake sAthiyoM ke solaha zrAnA jaMca gaI ki zAzvati jina pratimAeM tIrthaGkaroM kI pratimAeM haiM aura unakI sevA, pUjA, upAsanA karane se hita sukha kalyANa aura mokSa kA kAraNa hotA hai / cauthe guNa sthAna evaM caudahaveM guNa-sthAna ko zraddhA eka hai, isakA matalaba yaha hai ki jisa karaNI meM kevalI dharma mAne. usameM caturtha guNa sthAna vAle bhI dharma samajhate haiN| phira devatA aura zrAvaka ke bIca bheda batalAnA, yaha sivAya pakSa-pAta ke aura kyA hai| yadi itanA bheda na ho to alaga samudAya hI kyoM kahalAtA ? phira bhI Apake uttara ke liye to hameM ApakA upakAra hI mAnanA caahiye| ___cAturmAsa ke andara ataMtya azubha karmodaya ke kAraNa munizrI ke bAdI kI takalIpha itanI ho gaI ki pathArI bichaune ) se uThAbaiThA bhI nahIM jAtA thaa| isa bImArI kA kAraNa yaha huA thA ki cAra dina taka varSA hotI rahane se sAdhuoM ke AcArAnusAra ina dinoM meM na AhAra lA sake aura na paanii| idhara to cAra dinoM ke bhUkhe-pyAse the udhara sardI ne khUba jora pakar3A / taduparAMta makAna meM AMvalI kA jhAr3a thA, ataH rAtri meM vAyu ke calane se

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229 bImArI kA ho jAnA zarIra bAdI se vyApta ho gyaa| pAMcaveM dina jaba varSA kucha baMda huI, to najadIka ke gharoM meM asamaya gocarI gaye, bahAM makkI kI roTI aura dahI milA, ataH vahI lAkara khA liyA / ina saba saMyogoM ke mila jAnese bAdI kI bImArI ho gaI / zrAvakoM ne ilAja bahuta kiyA para bImArI jora pakar3atI hI gii| tIna mAsa taka itanI vedanA rahI ki patthArI se baiThanAuThanA hotA to dUsarA hI pakar3a kara baiThAtA uThAtA; kintu isa bImArI meM bhI Apa nirantara bar3e 2 zAstroM kA paThana-pAThana kiyA karate the / Apane lagabhaga eka lAkha zloka jitanA paThana-pAThana usa bImArI meM kara liyaa| zAstra dene vAle the zrImAn candanamalajI nAgaurI tathA lAne aura vApasa pahu~cAne vAle the phUlacaMdajI ataH usa bImArI kI avasthA meM eka to nivRtti thI, dUsare jJAna par3hane kI ApakI utkRSTa abhiruci itanI thI ki usa paThana-pAThana meM Apako vaha vedanA kucha bhI mAlUma na huI / vedanA honA to azubha karmoM kA udaya thA, parantu Apane isa prakAra jJAnAbhyAsa kara anaMta karmoM kI nirjarA kara DAlI aura isase usa vedanA ko Apane zubhodaya hI smjhaa| idhara jaba jAvada meM Apake guruvara mor3IrAmajI mahArAja ko mAlUma huA ki sAdar3I meM gayavaracaMdajI bImAra haiM, ataH Apa eka suvAlAlajI nAmaka sAdhu ko lekara kArtika kRSNa 4 ko sAdar3I padhAre / kucha dina Thaharakara suvAlAlajI ko zrApakI vyAvacca ke liye vahIM rakha diyA, aura Apa bApisa jAbada padhAra gaye / - munizrI ke vyAkhyAna aura prarUpanA se sAdar3I ke aguvezrAvakoM ko yaha to mAlUma ho hI gayA ki ApakI zraddhA mUrtipUjA

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Adarza-jJAna 230 kI ora dRr3ha ho gaI hai| aisI hAlata meM mUrtipUjakoM ke yahAM se zAstra lAkara par3hanA unako khaTakane lagA / unhoMne eka do bAra vinaya ke sAtha manA bhI kiyA, para Apane usa para dhyAna nahIM diyA / taba ve zrAvaka milakara ratalAma gaye aura saba chAla pUjyajI mahArAja zrI se nivedana kiyA / pUjyajI mahArAja ke kahane se amara 0 t candajI sAhaba ne munizrI ko eka patra likhA ki Apa jo binA guru AjJA ke zAstra par3hate ho, vaha ThIka nahIM hai; tathA pUjyaMjI mahArAja kI isake liye sakhta manAI hai| ataH Apa jaba taka pUjyajI mahArAja se na mila leM, taba taka koI bhI zAstra va prantha dUsaroM se lAkara nahIM par3heM, ityAdi / sAdar3I ke zrAvaka patra lekara Aye aura unhoMne vaha patra munizrI ko de diyA / Apane patra lekara sira para car3hA liyA, kintu zAstra par3hanA banda nahIM kiyA / - zrAvakoM ne kahAH - mahArAja ! pUjyajI mahArAja ke manAI kara dene para bhI Apa mandira - mAgiyoM ke vahAM se pustakeM ma~gavA kara par3hA karate ho, yaha ThIka nahIM hai kyA Apa pUjyajI mahArAja kI AjJA bhI svIkAra nahIM karate haiM ? muni - isa bAta kI paMcAyata ke lie Apako paMca mukarrara nahIM kiyA gayA hai jo Apa mujhe kucha kaha sakeM / Apane kyA nahIM dekhA thA ki pUjyajI mahArAja kA patra Ate hI maiMne sira para car3hA liyA thA; parantu zAstra par3he binA mere se rahA nahIM jAtA / pUjyajI mahArAja yadi jJAnAbhyAsa karane ko bhI anyAya samajheMge tA jo kucha daMDa prAyazcita ve deMge, vaha meM svIkAra karUMgA / zrAvako ! maiMne ghara hI jJAnAdhyayAna ke liye chor3A hai, samajha gaye na ? zrAvaka -- khaira, Apa jJAnAdhyayana bhale hI kareM, kintu Apa

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231 zAstra ke viSaya meM carcA mandira - mArgiyoM ke yahA~ se sUtra ma~gavA kara kyoM par3hate ho ? apane bhaMDAra meM bhI bahuta-se sUtra haiM, Apa vahA~ se ma~gavA kara par3hA kreN| muni - ve sUtra bhI mandira- mArgiyoM ke ho haiN| apane logoM to kevala mandira - mArgiyoM ke zAstroM kI nakala hI kara lI hai, aura ve saba sUtra maiMne par3ha bhI lie haiM / zrAvaka yadi mandira - mArgiyoM ke zAstroM kI hI nakala apane logoM ne kI hai, to phira donoM zAstroM meM itanA pharka kyoM hai ? muni - isake liye to kisI vidvAna se pUcha kara nirNaya karanA / zrAvaka - Apa jaise vidvAna yahAM pratyakSa virAjate haiM to hama dUsare kisa vidvAna se nirNaya karane jAveM / muni - maiM itanA vidvAna nahIM hU~ ki Apako samajhA sakU~ / zrAvaka - khaira, ApakI jaisI icchA, hamArA kartavya to nibedana karane kA thA so kara diyA / ratalAma meM pUjyajIma0 ne bhI sAdar3I ke zrAvakoM ko khAnagI taura para kaha diyA thA ki caturmAsa ke thor3e hI dina raha gaye haiM, ataH sAdhuoM se jyAdA cher3achAr3a nahIM karanA / ataeva zrAvaka loga sAdhAraNa taura para bAta karake hI vahAM se cale gaye / munijI kI bImArI ke lie bahuta ilAja kiyA, bijalI kA prayoga bhI kiyA gayA, kintu ArAma nahIM huA / Akhira nImaca se DAkTara ko bulavA kara injekazana dilavAye gaye / idhara vedanA kI avadhi bhI pUrNa ho AI thI: maMgasara mAsa ke

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232 Adarza-jJAna zuklapakSa meM Apa thor3e bahuta calane-phirane lage; phira bhI Apake dila meM zAstra dekhane kI lagna ne ghara kara rakhA thaa| eka dina Apa caMdanamalajI kA pustakAlaya (lAIbrerI) dekhane ke liye vahAM padhAre the / isa para bhI zrAvakoM ne apanI nArAjI prakaTa kI, para Apane kucha bhI dhyAna nahIM diyaa| dUsarI bAra, maMdira ke pAsa vAle upAsarA meM prAcIna jJAnabhaMDAra thA, vaha dekhane ko pdhaare| pIche se zrAvakoM ne vicAra kiyA ki Aja to munijI mu~hapattI kA DorA tor3a kara saMbegI bana jAveMge, nahIM to mandira to avazya hI jAveMge, ataH unhoMne cAra cAra pAMca-pAMca AdamiyoM kI tIna-cAra caukiyA~ baiThA diiN| munizrI ne jJAna bhaMDAra ko dekhA, kaI pratiyeM par3hane ke lie sAtha meM le lii| candanamalajI ne kahA ki mandira kA daravAjA khulA hI hai yadi ApakI icchA ho to darzana karane ke liye padhAreM rAstA upAzrayake andara se hI hai| taba munizrI andara gaye, aura votarAga kI zAnta mudrA dekhakara Apane parama prasannatA pUrvaka namaskAra kiyA / bAhara Aye to zrAvakagaNa pahile se hI caukie lagAye hue baiThe the| unhoMne kahA mahArAja,kahA~ padhAre the ? muniH-upAzraya tathA mandira meM / zrAvaka-kyoM kyA kAma thA ? muni-sUtra dekhane the| zrAvaka-kintu mandira meM jAne kA kyA matalaba thA ? muni0-vItarAga kI mUrti ke darzana karanA thaa| zrAvaka- sAdhu ke lie mandira jAnA varjita hai| muni0-aisA kisa zAstra meM likhA hai ? aura isameM kyA

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233 zrAvako mandira jAne meM doSa hai Apa hI batAiye ki sAdhu mandira meM jAve to usake mUla guNa aura uttara guNa meM kauna sA doSa lagatA hai ? hamAre pUjyajI ne ToMka meM mandira kI dharmazAlA meM caturmAsa kiyA thA aura unakA rAstA mandira kI tarapha se hone ke kAraNa ve hamezA mUrti ke darzana karate the / hamAre guru mahArAja ne pUjyajI mahArAja kI zrAjJA se gujarAta se Ate samaya mandira mUrtiyoM ke liye hI AbU tIrtha padhAra kara unake darzana kie the| gujarAta aura kAThiyA vAr3a ke sAdhu zatrujaya giranAra Adi kI yAtrArtha DUMgara para jAte haiM, ityAdi ! zrAvaka-to phira hamako manAI kyoM kI jAtI hai ki tuma tIrtha yAtrA yA mandira mata jAyA kro| muni0-kisane Apako manAI kI hai ? jAnA na jAnA yaha ApakI ruci para hai; kintu manA karane vAle ko antarAya kA pApa avazya lagatA hai, kyoMki mandira meM jAkara mUrti ke darzana se bhagavAna yAda Ate haiM aura vahAM navakAra namotthuNaM evaM svadhyAya stavana ko bolate haiM; ataH manA karane vAloM ko antarAya jarUra lagatI hai| zrApaka0-Apa to pakke mandira mArgI bana gaye haiM na ? muni-Apa apanA jI cAhe so smjho| ___ itanI bAta to bAjAra meM huI thI, bAda meM nohare ( sthAnaka) meM Aye, to vahAM bahuta se zrAvaka jamA hokara manamAnI bAteM kara rahe the / muni zrI ne socA ki yahAM aba garIbI se kAma nahIM / calegA; ataH inako kucha hAtha batalAnA cAhie / Apane kahA

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maanuh-maal 234 are vevakUpha loMgo tumane yahAM kyA tamAzA evaM moDI kA maTha dekha liyA hai, cale jAo yahAM se / basa, phaTakAra khA kara saba loga cale gaye usI dina 4 bhAvaka mila kara pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa gaye, aura saba hAla kaha sunaayaa| pUjyajI mahArAja ne kahA ki gayavaracaMdajI mere pAsa AveM to bheja denA, nahIM to unake pAsa jo do sAdhu haiM, unako kaha denA ki tuma bihAra kara pUjyajI ke pAsa cale jaao| ____ udhara caturmAsa khatma hote hI pUjyajI mahArAja ne zobhAlAla jI ko apane pAsa bulA kara unheM apanA liyA; kyoMki Apa ko zaka thA ki kahIM zobhAlAlajI gayavaracaMdajI ke sAtha na mila jaaveN| ____ sAdar3I se do sAdhuoM ke cale jAne ke bAda hamAre caritra nAyakajI vahAM akele raha gaye / kaI mUrti kI zraddhA rakhane vAle Apake pakSa meM bhI rahe, para kaI zrAvakoM se sambandha TUTa bhI gayA / mUrti pUjaka zrAvaka nAnUlAlajI nAgaurI ne kahA ki yadi Apa yahAM para saMvegI baneM to maiM Apake lie do hajAra rupaye kharca kara bar3A bhArI mahotsava kara sakatA huuN| kintu Apa ne akele aisA karanA ucita nahIM samajhA aura vahAM se bihAra kara karmacandajI mahArAja ke pAsa gaMgApura cale gaye; kyoMki mUrti kI zraddhA vAle Apa cAroM sAdhuoM meM ve nAyaka the|

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33 - gaMgApura meM triveNI kA samAgama pUjyajI mahArAja ko jaba mAlUma huA ki gayavaracaMdajI sAdar3I se bihAra kara gaMgApura karmacandajI ke pAsa gaye haiM to unhoMne socA ki karmacaMdajI mahArAja kI zraddhA bhI mUrti pUjA kI hai aura ve bhadrika bhI haiM tathA gayavaracaMdajI bar3e hI khaTapaTI evaM pakke muzadI AdamI haiN| zrataH kahA~ ho karmacandajI mahArAja ko phusalA kara ve donoM saMvegI na bana jAveM, isa lie unhoMne zobhAlAlajI ko bulA kara kahA ki tuma gaMgApura jAkara gayavaracaMdajI ko samajhA-bujhA aura vizvAsa dilAkara mere pAsa le Azro, isI meM tumhArI hoziyArI hai / kintu isa bAta kA vacana de jAo ki gavaracandajI Ave yA nahIM, para maiM to vApisa zrAkara Apase avazya milUMgA / zobhAlAlajI ne vacana de diyA / pUjayajI ne yaha bhI kaha diyA ki kadAcit gayavaracandajI mere pAsa nahIM bhI AveM, ataH maiM unake guru mor3IrAmajI ko bhI gaMgApura bhejatA hU~ / gayavaracandajI mor3IrAmajI ke pAsa rahakara mAravAr3a kI zrora vihAra kara deM, karmacaMdajI ke pAsa nahIM raheM aura tuma hamAre pAsa zrAjAnA / pUjyajI ko vizvAsa ho gayA thA ki zobhAlAlajI merA bana gayA hai, aura yaha vacana kA bhI pakkA hai, vApisa mere pAsa A hI jAvegA / zobhAlAlajI ne cAra sAdhuoM ko sAtha le itanA umra bihAra kiyA ki gavaracaMdajI gaMgApura pahu~ce, usake tIsare dina hI ve

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Adarza jJAna 236 bhI vahAM pahu~ca gaye / idhara mor3IrAmajI bhI khUba lambA 2 bihAra kara usI dina gaMgApura jA pahu~ce / karmacaMdajI, zobhAlAlajI aura gayavaracaMdajI ina tInoM kI zraddhA to mUrti pUjA kI thI hI ataH inakA milApa eka triveNI kA samAgama ho gyaa| sAtha meM inhoMne mor3IrAmajI kI zraddhA bhI sUtroM ke mUla pATha tathA TabbArtha batalA kara mUrti-pUjA kI ora jhukA dii| sAtha ke kaI sAdhu bhI samajha gaye ki jaina sUtroM meM mUrti pUjA kA ullekha avazya hai| ___ sabase pahile gayavaracaMdajI gaMgApura meM Akara karmacaMdajI se mile aura apanA saba hAla karmacaMdajI se kaha sunAyA / unhoMne uttara diyA ki tumane bahuta jaldI kI,kAma dhIre 2 hotA hai, pahile sAdhu bala ko bar3hAo, aura dUsare kama se kama tumhAre gurU mor3IrAmajI ko to pakkA karanA caahie| __ munizrI-mor3IrAmajI kI zraddhA to maiMne mUrti-pUjA kI ora mukA dI hai, para ve veSa parivartana karanA nahIM cAhate haiM / dUsare ratanalAlajI, takhatamalajI, kizanacaMdajI vagairaha cArapAMca sAdhuoM ko maiMne pakkA kara liyA hai, sUtroM ke pATha dekha diye, ataH unako zraddhA bhI mUrti mAnane kI ho gaI hai, para pUjyajI ina sAdhuoM kA samAgama nahIM hone dete haiN| phira bhI hama dUsaroM ke bharose para kahAM taka raha sakate haiM, ataH Apa taiyAra ho jAIye / ___karmacandajI-maiM to taiyAra hI hU~, kintu 5-7 sAdhu aura bhI taiyAra ho jAveM, to janatA para acchA prabhAva par3egA, isaliye tuma abhI dhairya rkho| idhara jaba zobhAlAlajo aura mor3IrAmanI gaMgApura pahuMce to

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237 gaMgApura meM vArtAlApa zobhAlAlajI ne pajyajI mahArAja kA saMdeza gayavaracandajI ko sunAte huye kahA ki Apa ekabAra pUjyajI ke pAsa cale calo / gayavara0--vahAM jAne se kyA lAbha hai ? zobhA0 - lAbha kI to koI AzA nahIM hai, para pUjyajI mahArAja ne mujhe kahakara bhejA hai ki tuma eka bAra gayabaracandajI ko mere pAsa le Ao / C gathavara 0 - mahArAja Apa abhI bhole ho, maiM pUjyajI parantu mahArAja ko acchI taraha se jAnatA hU~, ve pakke mutsaddI haiM, apane pAsa bulAkara ve mujhe kisI bhI prakAra se taMga karanA cAhate haiM / kAraNa vahAM apane pakSa kA to eka bhI AdamI nahIM hai / khaira, maiM Apa se pUchatA hU~ ki Apane aba kyA nizcaya kiyA hai, aura Apake sAtha pUjyajI mahArAja kA kaisA vyavahAra hai ? zobhA0- pUjyajI mahArAja se jaba maiM milA to ve sakhta nArAja the, unhoMne kahA ki tumane gayavaracandajo se kyA bAteM kI para bAda meM jaba tumhArA gaMgApura jAnA sunA to mere para khuza ho kara mujhe yahAM mejA hai | merI rAya se tuma eka bAra pUjyajI ke pAsa cale calo, to koI harja kI bAta to hai nahIM / gayavara0 - harja nahIM, to lAbha bhI kyA hai ? merA to vicAra hai ki isa prapaMcI jAla se chUTanA hI acchA hai, kyoMki isa veSa meM -rahakara satyaprarUpanA to kara hI nahIM skeNge| kisI na kisI prakAra se utsUtra kA lAga-lapeTa lage binA raha hI nahIM sakatA hai; zrataH jaba Atma-kalyANa ke lie ghara chor3A hai, to phira dakSiNatA kisa bAta kI hai / zobhA0- yadi karmacandajI mahArAja taiyAra ho jAveM to maiM

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aadaa-saal 238 bhI taiyAra hU~ / basa, donoM mila kara karmacandajI mahArAja ke pAsa Aye aura saba hAla kaha sunaayaa| isa para svAmIjI ne kahA ki tuma mor3IrAmajI ko taiyAra karo, yadi ve taiyAra ho jAveM to maiM bhI taiyAra huuN| gayavaracandajI ne apane guru mor3IrAmajI ke pAsa jAkara saba hAla kaha sunAyA aura kahA ki yadi Apa samajhate ho ki jana sUtroM meM mUrtipUjA kA vidhAna hai; aura utsUtra bhASaNa karane meM anamta saMsAra kI vRddhi hotI hai, to phira aisA veSa bandhana rakhane meM phAyadA bhI kyA hai ? _____ mor3IrAmajI-maiM jAnatA hU~ ki sUtroM meM jagaha jagaha mUrtipUjA kA ullekha hai, para maiM veSa chor3anA nahIM cAhatA huuN| kAraNa merI itanI buddhi nahIM hai ki maiM saMvegiyoM kA pratikramaNAdi kriyA kANDa sIkha skuu| yadi veSa nahIM chor3e to bhI zraddhA zuddha hone se kalyANa ho sakatA hai ! zAstrakAroM ne to svaliMgI, anyaliMgI aura gRha-liMgI siddha honA batalAyA hai / maiM to tumako bhI yahI kahatA hU~ ki tumhArI zraddhA bhale hI mUrti kI ho, para tuma isI veSa meM rahakara tapa saMyama se apanA kalyANa kro| gayavara0-aba yaha bAta to samudAya meM prasiddha ho hI gaI hai ki ina sAdhuoM ko zraddhA mUrtipUjA kI hai, jahAM jAveM, vahAM prazna pachane vAle milate haiM aura phira uttara dene meM eka pakSa to lenA hI par3atA hai / satya kahane para vivAda tathA asatya kahane para AtmA kA nuksAna hai, isalie eka pakkA nizcaya kara lenA hI acchA hai dUsare apana loga ghara chor3akara kisI ke yahAM mUlya para to bika hI nahIM gaye ki jo asatya ko bhI satya hI btlaaveN| merI AtmA

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239 veSa tyAga kI carcA to isa bAta ke lie kisI bhI hAlata meM sAkSI nahIM detI hai / ataH maiM isa veSa bandhana meM rahanA bilkula nahIM cAhatA huuN| ___mor3IrAmajI-tumhArI tuma jAno, maiM to veSa kA tyAga karanA kisI bhI hAlata meM ThIka nahIM samajhatA hU~ / hA~ tuma isa veSa meM raho to maiM tumhAre pAsa rahane ko taiyAra huuN| ___ moDIrAmajI ke nirAzA maya vacana suna kara hamAre caritranAyakajI punaH karmacandajI ke pAsa Aye aura saba hAla kaha sunaayaa| isI bIca meM zobhAlAlajI bola uThe ki maiM pajyajI mahArAja ko vacana de kara AyA hU~, ataH eka bAra to maiM unake pAsa avazya jAU~gA / taba karmacandajI ne kahA ki gayavaracaMdajI tuma philahAla Thaharo, jaldI mata karo, Thaharane se saba acchA hogaa| aisI hAlata meM bhI hamAre caritra nAyaka jI akele hI yaha kArya kara sakate the; kintu bhaviSya kI AzA aura saba kI mAnyatA dekhakara Apane philahAla isa kArya ko sthagita kara diyaa| zobhAlAlajI ne gayavaracandajI se pUchA ki tuma hamAre sAtha pUjyajI ke pAsa calate ho, yA mor3IrAmajI mahArAja ke sAtha mAravAr3a kI ora vihAra kareMge ? gayavaracandajI ne kahA ki maiM to guru mahArAja ke sAtha mAravAr3a kI ora vihAra kruuNgaa| basa zobhAlAlajI ne pUjyajI kI ora, mor3IrAmajI tathA gayavaracandajI vagairaha ne mAravAr3a kI ora, tathA karmacandajI ne udayapura kI ora vihAra kara diyA !

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34-hamAre caritranAyakajI tathA terahapaMthI moDIrAmajI, gayavaracandajI, gabujI, takhtamalajI tathA rUpacaMdajI ne gaMgApura se mAravAr3a kI ora bihAra kara diyaa| karIba 2 kosa gaye hoMge, ki rAste meM terahapanthI pUjyajI kA lazkara milaa| usameM lagabhaga eka sau sAdhu, sAdhvI aura do sau unake bhakta, bhaktaniyeM hoMgI / sAdhuoM ko jAte dekha kisI ne kahA ki pUjyajI bhagavAna kA tapa-teja dekha TIlA bhAga chUTate haiN| isa para hamAre caritranAyaka jI vahIM Thahara gye| thor3I dera meM pajyajI Aye aura kahane lage ki the kiNArA TolArA sAdhu ho ? gayavara0-hama pUjya zrIlAlajI mahArAja ke samudAya ke haiN| pUjyajI0-thAMko kAMI nAma hai ? gayavara0-hamAre guru mahArAja kA zubha nAma moDIrAmajI mahArAja hai| pUjyajI-paNa thAMko koI nAma hai ? gayavara0-merA nAma gayavaracanda hai| taba pUjyajI ne apane zrAvakoM se dhIre se kahA ki inako kahado ki yahAM kyoM Thahare ho, Apa khuzI se cale jAvo / tadanusAra teraha panthI zrAvakoM ne kahAH-Apa yahAM kyoM Thahare ho, prAma dUra hai, dina car3ha jAvegA to Apako dhovaNa pAnA nahIM milegA, jAo Apako koI nahIM rokatA hai, khuzI se cale jaao|

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241 teraha paMthiyoM ke sAtha carcA gayavara0-yadi koI rokanA cAhe to hama ruka bhI sakate haiN| Apa loga to itanI dUra se pUjyajI kI sevA karane ko Aye haiM, aura hameM to anAyAsa hI aisA saMyoga mila gayA hai| ataH hama loga bhI pUjyajI kI sevA kreNge| pUjyajI samajha gaye ki yaha vahI gayavaracandajI dIkhatA hai ki jisa kA eka varSa pUrva gaMgApura meM caturmAsa thaa| unhoMne zrAvakoM se aura kahA ki inheM cale jAne ke liye kaha do ! _____ zrAvakaH-Apa padhAreM, varanA dina car3ha jaavegaa| gayavara0-Apane zuru meM jo vacana nikAlA, usakI mAphI mAMga leM to hama Age jAyeMge, anyathA pajyajI kI sevA meM gaMgApura hI cleNge| .. pajyajI:-ke kI mAphI mAMgAM, thAM ke jANo ho to jaao| isa prakAra kahakara ve gaMgApura kI ora cala die| itane meM gaMgApura ke loga bhI sAmane Agaye / taba gayavaracandajI ne guru mahAraja se kahA ki Aja apane ko zakuna acche nahIM hue haiM, ataH Age nahIM bar3hakara vApisa gaMgApura cale calanA hI ThIka hai| ____gurujI:-zakuna to ThIka hI haiM, Age calane meM koI harja nahIM hai; parantu yadi tumako teraha panthiyoM se carcA karanI ho to bAta dUsarI hai| gayavara-jI hAM, yahI bAta hai ! gurujI:-taba calo gaMgApura / basa Age Age pUjyajI aura pIche pIche mor3IrAmajI / gaMgApura ke samIpa gaye, to Apake zrAvakoM ko mAlUma huA ki mor3IrAmajI mahArAja vApisa padhAra rahe haiN| ataH ve loga

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Adarza-jJAna 242 bhI saba ekatrita ho sAmane Aye / Apane nagara meM praveza kiyA tathA jahAM teraha panthI pUjyajI Thahare the, usake pAsa hI eka mahezrI kI dukAna thI, usase kahA ki bhAI agara tuma hamakA Thaharane ke liye dukAna (kevala bAhara kA bhAga) dedo toM hama yahAM Thahara jAveM / mahezvarI jAna gayA ki ye teraha panthiyoM ke kAraNa hI yahAM Thaharate haiM, ataH usane bAhara kA bhAga khAlI kara diyA aura munijI vahAM Thahara gye| rAtri meM pratikramaNa ke pazcAt donoM ra vyAkhyAna zuru huA, jisameM teraha panthiyoM ke vyAkhyAna meM to kevala teraha panthI hI the, para munizrI ke vyAkhyAna meM kyA hindU, kyA musalamAna, kyA jaina aura kyA jainettara sArA nagara hI ulaTa par3A thaa| muni zrI ne apane vyAkhyAna kA viSaya rakkhA thA 'dayA aura dAna' / teraha panthiyoM kA vyAkhyAna to kevala ghaNTe bhara hI huA parantu munizrI kA vyAkhyAna to pUre DhAI ghaNTe taka ba~cA / teraha panthI loga bhI kAna lagAkara sunate rahe / ve Apasa meM kAna phU~sI karane lage ki isa jhagar3AlUko kisane cher3A thA aba isase pIchA chur3AnA bar3A hI muzakila hai, ityAdi / jaba muni zrI kA vyAkhyAna samApta huA, to tIna teraha panthI zrAvaka ye aura pUchane lage ki ApakA kyA irAdA hai| kyA Apa hamAre pUjyajI se zAstrArtha karanA cAhate haiM ? gayavara0- - bezaka! para zarta yaha hai ki cAra madhyasthoM ke bIca zAstrArtha kiyA jAve, aura jisakA pakSa hAra jAve, vaha jItane vAle kA dharma svIkAra kara leve / teraha0-madhyasthoM kA kyA kAma hai ?

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243 teraha paMthiyoM ke sAtha carcA gayavara0--ApakI pratIti nahIM hai isalie madhyasthoM kopAvazyaktA hai| teraha0-aisA zAstrArtha karanA hamAre jyajI nahIM cAhate ! gayavara-taba Apako kahA kisane thA ? teraha--Apa bakavAda karate haiM na / gayabara0-hamako Amantrita karake to Apa hI lAye haiN| teraha0-kisane bhAmantrita kiyA thA Apako ? gayabara0-Apake pUjyajI se pUcho ki TolA bhAgatA hai aisA kahane vAlA kauna thA ? teraha-Apato sAdhu haiM, yadi kisI bevakUpha ne kaha diyA ho to Apako itanA gussA kyoM AyA ? gayavara0-hama sAdhu haiM, taba hI to isa prakAra dharma kA apamAna sahana nahIM kara sakate haiN| teraha. isake liye Apa kyA cAhate haiM ? gayavara-kahane vAlA mAphI mAMga leve / isa para unameM se eka AdamI uThakara bolA ki maiM mAphI mAMgatA huuN| gayabara-Apa hI kahane vAle haiM na 1 teraha: hA~, hA~ ,maiMne hI kahA aura maiM hI mAjhI mA~gatA huuN| muni zrI ko teraha panthiyoM ke sAtha yaha dUsarI vijaya tho usa dina se teraha panthI pUjya ne apane sAdhu zrAvakoM se kaha diyA ki zrIlAlajI ke sAdhuoM ke sAtha koI bhI carcA nahIM kre| basa mere khayAla se usa dina se Aja paryanta teraha panthI sAdhu zrAvaka kahIM para bhI pUjya zrInAlajI ke sAdhuoM se kisI prakAra kI carcA nahIM kii| astu,

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35. mArga meM megharAjajI se milApa - terapanthiyoM ke mAfI mAMga lene para dUsare dina mor3IrAmajI mahArAja ne apane sAdhuoM ke sAtha vihAra kiyA / Apa kramazaH vihAra karate hue byAvara se 6 kosa para eka jIvAjA grAma meM zrAye / yaha khabara byAvara meM megharAjajI evaM kanakamalajI boharA ko milii| ve ikkA lekara saMdhyA ke samaya vahAM Aye / pratikramaNa ke pazcAt pahale to mor3IrAmajI ke sAtha unakI vAtacIta huii| bAda meM hamAre caritranAyakajI ke pAsa meM Akara vandana kara kuzalatA pUchI aura kahane lage : 1 megharAja - Apane to apanI zraddhA ke lie khUba prasiddhatA prApta kara lI hai / munizrI -- kyA karU~, saccI bAteM chipAI nahIM jA sakatI hai| Aja se nahIM, varan zurU se hI merI Adata satya bAta ko niDara kaha dene kI hai / megharAja - mahArAja AtmArthI mumukSu sUtroM kA yaha eka vizeSa lakSaNa huA karatA hai / aba ApakA kyA irAdA hai ? munizrI - aba to isa veza kA tyAga karanA hI acchA samajhatA hU~ / megharAja -- nahIM mahArAja ! veSa- parivartana karanA acchA nahIM hai / munizrI - kyA, jAna-bUjha kara kuliMga rakhanA acchA hai ? megha - kevala liMga meM hI mokSa nahIM hai / muni - para kuliMga ke rakhane se kabhI na kabhI to utsUtra bolane kA pAna laga hI jAtA hai na ?

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245 mArga meM megharAjajI kA milApa meSa-yadi mauna hI rakhAjAya, to utsUtra kA pApa kyoM lage ? .. muni-apane sAmane kisI kA ahita hotA ho, usa samaya mauna rakhanA lAbha hai yA nuksAna ? .... megha-kintu dUsare kAbhalA karane meM apanA nuksAna hotA hoto? - muni-apane nuksAna kA kAma to nahIM kare, lekina apane bhale ke sAtha dUsare anekoM kA kalyANa hotA ho to? ... megha-vaha kAma to avazya karanA caahiye| * muni-veSa-parivartana se apanA bhalA to hai hI, para sAtha meM aneka bhadrika jIvoM kA bhI bhalA hai, ki jo ve kumArga jAte hue baca jaaveNge| .: megha-para beSa-parivartana se Apasa meM vaimanasya bar3hegA, usake pharma-bandhana kA kAraNa bhI to honA par3egA na ? ... muni-aisI hAlata meM to tIrthaGkaroM ko bhI mauna hI rakhanI thI, kintu unhoMne upadeza dekara anekAneka adharmiyoM ke atyAcAra para kaTAra-dhAva kiyA thaa| , ___ meSa-kintu maiM pUchatA hU~ ki yadi veSa-parivartana na kiyA jAve, kho kyA kalyANa nahIM ho sakatA hai ? muni-nhoN| megha--kyoM ? . .: muni-jaba taka veSa rahegA, taba taka sAdhAraNa taura se satya nahIM kahA jA skegaa| yadi satya kahA jAvegA, to vahI vaimanasya aura niMdA se karmabandha kA kAraNa hogA; ataH veSa tyAga kara DaMke kI coTa satya dharma sunA kara kumArga para jAte hue bhadrikoM kA kalyANa kyoM nahIM kiyA jAve ?

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Adarza - jJAna 246 megha -- merI to rAya hai ki veSa-parivartana nahIM karanA cAhiye / muni - - megharAjajI sAhaba, saba jIvoM kI ruci va prakRti eka samAna nahIM hotI hai / kucha vyakti bhale hI mauna karane meM saMtoSa mAna leM, kintu chatI zakti gopa kara rakhanA bhI to eka mahAn pApa hai / yahI kAraNa hai ki kevala jJAna ho jAne para bhI tIrthaGkaroM ne para jIvoM ke kalyANArtha dharma dezanA dI hai, usameM bhI midhyAtva evaM durAcAra kA joroM se khaNDana kiyA hai / phira janatA unako acchA samajhe yA burA, isakI paravAha unhoMne nahIM kI thii| dUra kyoM jAte ho, svAmI buTerAyajI evaM zrAtmArAmajI yadi mauna kara veSa- parivartana nahIM karate to kyA itanA upakAra kara sakate ? lekina unhoMne DaMke kI coTa sadupadeza dekara paJjAba jaise pradeza meM bhI jaina-dharma kA joroM se pracAra kara diyA / ataH mere khayAla se to veSa parivartana karanA hAnikAraka nahIM, apitu bar3e bhArI lAbha kA hI kAraNa hogA / megha - karmacandajI tathA zobhAlAlajI mahArAja kI kyA rAha hai ? muni - ve veSa chor3ane ko to taiyAra haiM; kintu sAdhu bala bar3hAne kI rAha dekha rahe haiM, mere khayAla se ve bhI lokApavAda se te haiM / megha - kama se kama unakI rAhA se to Apako sahamata honA cAhie / muni - maiM lAcAra hU~ ki isa viSaya meM maiM unake sAtha nahIM raha sakatA / * svAmI karmacandajI aura zobhAlAlajI kAphI arse taka to usI veza

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247 megharAjajI se carcA megha-to kyA Apa akele hI veSa kA tyAga kara deveMge ? muni-maiM unakI rAha kaba taka dekhatA rhuuN| megha-to kyA Apane dRr3ha nizcaya kara liyA hai ? muni-hAM, nizcaya to dRr3ha hI hai, para aisA saMyoga "milegA ba hogaa| meSa-khaira, abhI to Apa byAvara pdhaaro| muni-kSetra sprshnaa| megharAjajI, kanakamalajI to prAtaHkAla ho byAvara cale gaye; tathA moDIrAmajI mahArAja evaM hamAre caritranAyakajI tIna dina pazcAt byAvara padhAre / bhAvakoM kI icchA gayavaracandajI se vyAkhyAna baMcavAne kI thI, kintu mor3IrAmajI mahArAja ne AjJo na dekara svayaM hI vyAkhyAna diyA, aura 4 dina Thahara kara jodhapura kI ora vihAra kara diyaa| meM vhe. parantu bhAkhira Apa donoM ko usa veSa kA tyAga kara gRhasthadharma kI zaraNa lenii.pdd'ii| zobhAlAlajo ne jaina-tIrthoM kI yAtrA kI tathA jJAna kA abhyAsa evaM pracAra kiyA; paraMtu jitanA upakAra hamAre caritra nAyaka jI ne kiyA utanA ve nahIM kara ske| kAraNa Apane pahale se hI dIrgha dRSTi se kAma kiyA thA; sthAnakavAsI mata evaM veSa kA tyAga karake Apane sIdhe hI saMvega pakSa kI dIkSA grahaNa kara lI, yahI kAraNa hai ki mApane sarvatra satya kA DaMkA bajA diyaa| sthAnakavAsI sAdhuoM ke sAtha kaI sthAnoM para zAsArtha hue, parantu bhAra zraddhA aura cAritra bhAdi saba bAtoM meM hI vijayI hue| ataH zraddhA zuddha hone para veSa-parivartana karanA ho.

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36 guru-ziSya pUrNa sneha ke sAtha alaga hote haiM jodhapura sthAnakavAsI samudAya ke lie eka aisA kSetra hai ki jahAM pAMca, chaH to samudAya haiM aura unameM bhI mela-milApa bahuta kama hai / tathA vahA~ para dezI pradeziyoM ke to paraspara hamezA hI vaimanasya calatA rahatA hai / hamAre caritranAyakajI zurU se hI dezI sAdhu ke upAsaka the| bAda meM Apane dIkSA pradezI sAdhuoM ke pAsa le lI; yaha bAta dezI sAdhuoM ko khaTakatI to thI hI, phira Apake mUrtipUjA kI zraddhA kA DaMkA bajane lagA / aisI hAlata meM dezI samudAya vAle bhI apanI karanI meM kaba cUkane vAle the ! unhoMne isa bAta ko khUba joroM se phailA dI ki dezI sAdhuoM ne na to kabhI mandira-mUrti kA khaNDana kiyA hai aura na maNDana hI karate haiM; kintu paradezI sAdhu, jo pahile maMdira mUrti kA khaNDana karate the, ve hI zrAja maNDana karane lage haiM / . udAharaNArtha, karmacaMdajI, kanakamalajI, zobhAlAlajI aura gayavaracandajI ke nAma batalAye jAte the / mor3IrAmajI mahArAja byAvara se vihAra kara kramazaH jodhapura padhAra kara saMghIjI ke nohare meM Thahare / zrAvakoM ke Agraha se vyAkhyAna gayavaracandajI bAMcate the / gurU mahArAja bhI vyAkhyAna meM virAjate the, jisase ki gayavaracandajI kisI prakAra ko pratikUla prarUpanA na kareM / eka dina bar3I tithI kA vyAkhyAna thA, pariSadA kA jamaghaTa bhI joradAra thA / vyAkhyAna ke bIca meM hI eka zrAvaka ne uTha kara prazna kiyA: -- mahArAja ! yadi

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249 jodhapura meM mUrti pUjA koI zrAvaka jina pratimA kA pUjana kare to usako kyA phala hotA hai ? isa para gayavaracandajI ne apane guru mahArAja se kahA ki Apa uttara dilAveM / zrAvaka - nahIM, maiMne to prazna Apa se hI pUchA hai, ataH Apa hI uttara dilAveM / mor3I-abhI vyAkhyAna baeNca rahA hai, bIca meM prazna karane kI kyA AvazyakatA hai| yadi prazna pUchanA hai, to dopahara ko pUchanA | zrAvaka - prazna kA khulAsA karanA bhI vyAkhyAna hI hai / isa viSaya meM bahuta se logoM ko zaMkA hai; ataH vyAkhyAna ke prazna kA khulAsA vyAkhyAna meM hI honA cAhie / sAtha meM do-cAra zrAvaka aura bhI bola uThe ki mahArAja prazna kA uttara dene meM kyA Apatti hai; yadi Apa jaise vidvAnoM se hI dila kI zaMkA nahIM pUchI jAve, to aura kisase pUchI jAya / taba guru mahArAja ne gayavaracandajI ko izArA kiyA ki prazna kA uttara saMkSipta meM de deveM / gayavaracandajI ne socA ki yaha prazna tIMvarIvAjoM kA calAyA huA hai, aura isakA uttara dene meM abhI zoragula maca jAyagA / ataH isa prazna kA uttara guru mahArAja hI deM, to ThIka hai; evaM zrapane punaH guru mahArAja se vinaya kI ki isa prazna kA uttara Apa hI pharamAveM to ThIka rahegA / mor3IrAmajI jAnate the ki yaha prazna carcA kA hai, isameM tarka

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Adarza - jJAna 250 yukti kA kAma hai / yadi zrAvaka tarka kareMge, to maiM usakA samA ataH isa prazna dhAna kara sakUMgA yA nahIM, isameM mujhe saMdeha kA uttara gayavaracandajI hI deM, to ThIka hai| basa, guru mahArAja ne to apanA pIchA yaha kaha kara chur3A liyA ki nahIM, zrAvaka uttara tuma se hI cAhate haiM, isalie saMkSepa meM uttara de do / gayavara - acchA bhAI shraavkjii| jina - pratimA kA pUjana vandana karate haiM, vaha pratimA ko kyA samajha kara karate haiM ? zrAvaka - pratimA ko pratimA samajhakara hI namaskAra karate haiM / gayavaraH - namaskAra karanA to kisI kI ora pUjyabhAva - ye binA nahIM hotA hai; ataH namaskAra karane vAle kA pratimA ke prati pUjyabhAva avazya hotA hogA, taba hI vaha namaskAra karatA hai / aba maiM yaha pUchatA hU~ ki usa pratimA ke lie pUjyabhAva kyoM AtA hai ? zrAvaka : - jina - pratimA hone se / gayavaraH - jina - pratimA dekha pUjyabhAva jina ke prati zrAtA hai yA pratimA ke prati ? zrAvaka - jinake prati / gayavara -- jinake prati pUjyabhAva AnA aura namaskAra karanA yaha darzana-zuddhi yAni samakita nirmalatA kA hI kAraNa hai / zrAvaka : - jina - pratimA ko namaskAra evaM pUjana karane se samakita nirmala hotA hai, taba to hamezA jina-pratimA ko namaskAra aura pUjana karanA cAhiye ? gayavara - manA kauna karatA hai 1

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251 jodhapura meM mUrti pUjA kI carcA zrAvaka-to phira Apa bhI mandira meM jAkara jina-pratimA ko namaskAra kyoM nahIM karate ho ? / gayavara-yaha apanI ruci para nirbhara hai / yadi maiM mandira meM jAkara jina-pratimA ko namaskAra karU~, to mujhe koI doSa nahIM hai| ___ zrAvaka-basa, mahArAja mujhe itanA hI pUchanA thaa| aba maiM acchI taraha se samajha gayA ki Apake kevala veSa hI sthAnakavAsI kA hai, kintu hRdaya meM zraddhA to mUrtipUjaka kI hI hai / guru mahArAja isakA kucha samAdhAna karane lage the, ki itane meM cAroM ora se hA-hu hokara AvAjeM Ane lagI, ki are ! mahArAja to mUrtipajaka saMvegI haiM, ityaadi| inameM jyAdAtara dezI samudAya ke zrAvaka the, jo ki isa bAta ko cAhate bhI the / isa ghaTanA se pradezI samudAyavAloM ko nIcA dekhanA par3A aura unhoMne usI samaya eka tAra nagarI (mAlavA ) pUjyajI mahArAja ko diyA, ki zrAja sArvajanika vyAkhyAna meM gayavaracaMda jI ne mUrti-pUjA kI puSTi kI hai| javAba deveM ki kyA karanA cAhie? tAra ke javAba meM pUjyajI ne likhAyA ki yahAM se sAdhu bhejA jA rahA hai, gayavaracaMdajI ko vahIM tthhraayo| pajyajI mahArAja ne nagarI se zobhAlAlajI ko bahuta hI jaldI jodhapura bhejA, aura ve cAroM sAdhu bar3I ho zIghratA se vihAra bara jodhapura aaye| unhoMne pajyajI mahArAja kA saMdezA gayavaracandajI ko sunAte hue kahA ki yaha likhata pUjyajI mahArAja ne bhejA hai, isameM 12 kalameM haiN| inako maMjUra kara isake nIce siddhoM kI sAkha se hastAkSara kara doge, taba to Apa samu

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Adarza - jJAna 252 dAya ke sAtha raha sakoge; varanA pUjyajI mahArAja kA hukma Apako samudAya se alaga kara dene kA hai / ve 12 kalameM nimna likhita thIM : (1) mUrti pUjA kI puSTi ho aisI prarUpanA karanI nahIM / (2) chape hue tathA TIkA ke sUtra bAMcanA nahIM / (3) dhovaraNa meM jIva kI zaMkA rakhano nahIM / (4) bAsI roTI khAne se inkAra karanA nahIM / (5) vidvala vastu lene meM yA khAne meM nA kahanA nahIM / (6) koI bhI mUrti pUjaka vyakti ke sAtha bAta karanI nahIM / (7) kisI vyakti ko patra samAcAra denA nahIM / (8) koI bhI mUrti pUjA ke viSaya meM prazna kareM, to uttara apanI samudAya kI paramparA kI mAnyatA ke khilApha denA nahIM / (9) mAtro (pezAba) paraTha kara hAtha dhone kA Agraha karanA nahIM / (10) cUnA DAlakara bhI rAtri meM pAnI rakhanA nahIM / zauca kA kAma par3e to samudAya kI paramparA mujaba bartAva karanA / (11) sUtroM ke TabbA meM kahIM para mUrti kA ullekha ho, to usa para zraddhA rakhanI nahIM; tathA anya sAdhu groM, ArajiyoM, yA zrAvakoM ko vaha artha batalA kara mUrti kI zraddhA karavAnI nahIM / (12) 'sAvadya pApa karI' arthAt jisa kAma meM thor3I bhI hiMsA ho, usameM dharma va puNya mAnane kI zraddhA rakhanI nahIM / ina 12 kalamoM ko par3hakara hamAre caritranAyakajI ne kahA ki hama vyApAriyoM ko dekhate haiM ki jahAM sAhUkArI hotI hai vahAM ve cANI mAtra se hI hajAroM-lAkhoM rupaye kI lena-dena kiyA karate haiM,

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253 jodhapura meM likhina kI carcA aura kahIM hastAkSara nahIM karavAye jAte, alabattA avizvAsI evaM coroM ke lie aisA kArya avazya hotA hai / sAdhuoM meM coroM kI bhAMti hastAkSara karavAnA to hamane kahA~ para bhI nahIM dekhA hai| saMyama lenA aura pAlanA to AtmA kI sAkSI se hotA hai / para hastAkSara karavA kara jabardastI phandA meM pha~sAye rakhanA, bhale! aisI dUkAnadArI kahAM taka cala skegii| khaira, maiM eka bAra pUjya jI mahArAja se mila kara ina 12 kalamoM kA khulAsA na karala, taba taka isa likhata ke viSaya meM kucha bhI nahIM kaha sakatA huuN| ... zobhA-Apa mere sAtha calakara pUjyajI mahArAja se mila kara nirNaya kara leveN| gayavara0-isa samaya garmI sakhta par3atI hai, aura pUjyajI bhI mAlavA meM dUra haiM, ataH caturmAsa ke bAda meM jAkara pUjyajI se mila sakatA huuN| zobhA0-kintu pUjyajI mahArAja kI to yaha AjJA hai ki isa likhata ke nIce siddhoM kI sAkha se hastAkSara kara deveM to gayavaracandajI ko zAmila rakhanA, nahIM to samudAya se alaga kara denaa| . gayavara0-jaisI ApakI icchA; kintu maiM pUchatA hU~ ki pAlI meM Apane aisA hI likhata ke nIce hastAkSara kiye the, yA vaha likhata koI aura thA ? zobhA0-hAM, yaha usa likhata kI hI nakala hai| gayavara0-vAha zobhAlAlajI ! dhanya hai ApakI zraddhA ko, dhanya hai ApakI pratijJA ko, dhanya hai ApakI satya-priyatA evaM vIratA ko, aura dhanya hai ApakI likhata-pravRti ko! kyA zrApa

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Adarza - jJAna 254 nagarI meM diye hue vacana kA pAlana karane ke lie hI yahAM padhAre haiM ? zobhAlAlajI ! kama se kama aisA likhata lekara Apako to nahIM padhAranA cAhie thA / kyA Apako yaha vizvAsa thA ki gayavaracanda jaisA eka svatantra vicAra vAlA sAdhu jAna-bUjha kara isa mithyA likhita para coroM kI bhAMti hastAkSara kara degA ? khaira, maiM Apase hI pUchatA hU~ ki isa likhita meM likhI huI 12 bAtoM ko Apane to sacce dila se svIkAra kara lI hai nA ? zobhA- nahIM, maiM ina bAtoM ko kaba mAnatA hU~ ? gayavara0--- taba to hastAkSara karanA mAyA evaM kapaTa hI huA ! zobhA0 - kintu jaba mAlika hI mAyA karavAnA cAhe, taba dUsarA kyA kara sakatA hai / gayavara0 - kyA Apase usa samaya inkAra nahIM kiyA jAtA thA ? kyA Apane vItarAga kI AjJA ko bhI ThukarA kara pUjyajI ke vacanoM ko hI sarvotkRSTa samajhA hai ? Apako to yaha bhI mAlUma hai ki pUjyajI svayam mUrtipUjA ko mAnate hue bhI apane logoM ko dhamakAte haiM; tisa para bhI Apa jaise Darapoka sAdhu ne likhita para hastAkSara kara die / bhalA, itane DhUMDhiyoM meM se sAdhu nikala kara saMvegI hue aura kaI DhUDhiyoM meM rahate hue bhI mUrti kI zraddhA rakhate haiM; kintu likhita para hastAkSara karane kI najara Apane Aja paryanta kahA~ para bhI sunI hai ? zobhA0- nahIM / gayavara 0 to Apane hastAkSara kaise kara die, tathA mere se bhI hastAkSara karavAne ke liye kaise A gaye ? isa bAta para mujhe bar3A aphasosa hotA hai /

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jodhapura meM likhita ko carcA zobhA0- tuma to himmata bahAdura ho, hamAre se to isa prakAra nahIM kahA jAtA hai / gayavara 2 - zobhAlAlajI sAhiba, merA kahanA yAda rakhanA, Aja merI bArI hai; kala Apake liye bhI yahI dina AvegA aura Apako isa caurapalI se alaga honA par3egA / pUjyajI ne Aja Apako prasanna kara liyA hai, lekina inakI gati badalate dera nahIM lagatI hai / 255 isa joradAra carcA ko suna kara mor3IrAmajI mahArAja zrAye / unhoMne bhI usa likhita ko par3ha kara kahA ki sAdhuoM ke lie aisA likhata karavAne kI kyA AvazyakatA hai ? 1 hamane abhI taka sAdhutroM ke lie aisA likhita nahIM dekhA hai, kyoMki zraddhA aura saMyama kA pAlanA to AtmA kI sAkSI se hI ho sakatA hai / yadi pUjyajI mahArAja ko aisA hI karanA thA, to jaba jAvarA meM gayavaracandajI ne pUjyajI se prazna pUchA thA, usa samaya rUbarU kyoM nahIM kiyA / gabavaracandajI to mUrti-pUjA ke viSaya kA pATha Aja bhI batalA rahe haiM; usakA samAdhAna na kara isa prakAra likhata karavAnA to eka prakAra kI kamajorI hI hai / kyoM zobhAlAlajI, tumane bhI pAlI meM aisA hI likhita ke nIce dastakhata kiye the aura aba gayavaracandajI se karavAne ke lie Aye ho ? zobhA0 - moDIrAmajI mahArAja, maiM kyA karUM, aura isameM merA kasUra bhI to kyA hai ? jaisA pUjyajI mahArAja kahaiM, vaisA to karanA hI par3atA hai / moDI 0 - zobhAlAlajI, yadi aisA likhata para kisI ne

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Adarza - jJAna 256 hastAkSara kara bhI diye aura bAda meM vaha ina bAtoM ko na bhI pAle, to kyA usa para dAvA kiyA jAyagA ? jaise Apa svayaM bhI likhata para hastAkSara kara una saba kalamoM kA pAlana nahIM karate ho ! itanA ho kyoM para bar3e pUjyajI kI banAI huI kalamoM kA lambA caur3A likhata kiyA huA par3A hai, usako koI dUsarA to kyA, para khuda pUjyajI mahArAja bhI nahIM pAlate haiN| kyA pUjyajI para bhI dAvA hogA ? phira isa prakAra eka yogya sAdhU kA apamAna karane meM maiM to lAbha ke bajAya hAni hI dekhatA huuN| khaira, gayavaracandajI koI aisA baccA to nahIM haiM, yadi paNyajImahArAja kI aisI hI AjJA hai, to inako yahA~ hI rahane do, aura Apa apane vihAra karo / zobhAH - mahArAja, merA dila to nahIM cAhatA hai ki mere hI Ane se gayavaracandajI alaga ho jA~ya, para kyA karU~, maiM lAcAra hU~ jo pUjyajI ke kahane se aisA likhita lekara maiM zrAyA / -- * mor3I: - khera, apane to kala vihAra karanA hai / kyoM gayavaracandajI, tumhArI kyA marajI hai, kyA tuma yahA~ hI Thaharoge ? gayavara -- guru mahArAja, jaisI ApakI AjJA / maiM akelA rahane meM ghabarAtA to nahIM hU~, para pUjyajI mahArAja isa prakAra dAvapeca se mujhe akelA rakhanA cAhate haiM, isa bAta kA raMja avazya hai / hAM, eka bAra pUjyajI ke pAsa jAkara javAba savAla kara letA to acchA thA / mor3I:--kyA javAba- savAla karanA hai| pUjyajI kA kahanA hai ki tuma mUrti kI prarUpanA mata karo aura tuma kahate ho ki maiM satya bAta niHzaMka hokara kahU~gA / basa, bAta to itanI hI hai na ?

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257 guru-ziSya kA alaga honA ananta saMsArI banAnA cAhate haiM, isakA to aba upAya hI kyA hai ? aura isa prakAra mithyAtva-yukta padavI ko to maiM eka viSasaMyukta sundara pakavAna hI samajhatA huuN| guru-gayavaracandajI, maiM isa bAta ko mAnatA hU~ ki sUtroM meM mUrti kA pATha bahuta jagaha para AtA hai / pUjyajI svayaM isa bAta ko jAnate haiM, unhoMne kaI bAra mujhe kahA bhI thA, kintu tuma yaha saba bAteM Ama janatA meM kaha dete ho, isa bAta ko hI pUjyajI mahArAja sahana nahIM kara sakate haiN| gayavara0-kintu jAnane ke bAda satya bAta ko chipA kara rakhanA athavA usa bAta ko badala kara kahanA bhI to karma-bandha kA kAraNa hai| isa saMsAra meM thor3I-sI vAha-vAhI ke liye asatya bAta ko phailAnA kauna samajhadAra vyakti svIkAra karegA ? ___ guru-khaira, jaisA bhagavAn ne bhAva dekhA vaisA hI huA aura hogA / bana sake to abhI, yA anyathA caturmAsa ke bAda pUjyajI mahArAja se mila kara safAI kara lenA, hamArA to yahI kahanA hai, phira tumhArI icchA / itanA kaha kara guru mahArAja ne phalaudI kA rAstA liyA aura hamAre caritranAyakajI punaH jodhapura padhAra gye| yaha zubha dina thA caitra zuklA 13 kA, jisa dina janatA meM chAyA huA andhakAra ko dUra karane ke liye eka krAMtikArI divya mahAtmA ne janma liyA aura jisakA zubha nAma thA bhagavAna mahAvIra ! ___ Aja bhI aisA hI nimitta kAraNa milA hai ki jo mAravAr3a kI bhUmi para phailA huA mithyAndhakAra ko nirmUla karane ko tathA hamAre caritranAmakajI ne apane svatantra vicAroM kA pracAra karane ke liye kamara kasI hai / ahAha ! kaisA suavasara hai /

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37 lUnakaraNajI lor3hA kA tIvarI meM milApa hamAre caritra nAyakajI zraddhA evaM sacAI kI dhuna meM apane gurUjI se pRthak to ho gaye, parantu sthAna para pAkara ve vicAra meM itane tallIna ho gaye ki unheM na to kriyA-kANDa kA hI dhyAna rahA aura na gaucarI pAnI kA hii| isakA kAraNa yaha thA ki Apa eka pratiSThita snAnadAnI gharAne meM se the| dUsarI bAta yaha bhI thI ki khAsa jodhapura aura Asa-pAsa ke pradeza meM Apake bahuta se sambandhI the| aura ve the bhI saba loga sthAnakavAsI ataH isa prakAra apane gurUjo se pRthak ho jAnA nibana zrAtmA ke liye lajjAjanaka bhI thA / astu Apake mana meM nAnA prakAra kI taraMgeM uThane lgoN| - isa vicAra meM Apa itane vyasta ho gaye ki zeSa sArA dina vyatIta hA calA aura jaba dina bahuta thor3A zeSa raha gayA vo Apane binA bhojana kiye hI pratilekhana kara pratikramaNa kiyaa| tatpazcAt phira Apa isI vicAra meM laga gaye aura socane lage ki aba kyA karanA cAhiye ? isI samaya Apako candanamalajI nAgaurI sAdar3I vAloM kA smaraNa ho AyA / sAdar3I meM candanamalajI ne jaba ki munizrI kA caturmAsa sAdor3I meM thA eka bAra nivedana kiyA thA ki jaba kabhI Apako kisI bhI kArya kI AvazyakatA par3e to mujhe yAda pharamA tAki maiM ApakI sarva prakAra se sevA karane meM bhAgyazAlI banUM / para aba bAta yaha thI ki candanamalajI ko sUcanA kauna de /

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 262 munizrI ke saMsAra pakSa ke bhur3AjI bhAgyacaMdajI DosI jodhapura meM the aura Apa the bhI mUrtipUjaka zrAvaka / sUryodaya hote hI Apane kriyA-kANDa se nivRtti pAI / tatpazcAt pa bhAgyacanajI kI dukAna para padhAre aura apanA sArA vRttAnta sunAne ke bAda yaha icchA pragaTa kI ki candanamalajI nAgaurI choTI sAdar3I vAloM ko tAra dvArA aisI sUcanA dI jAya ki Apa ko varacandajI ne yAda kiyA hai / isa bAta ko bhAgyaMcandajI ne svIkAra kara liyA / munizrI jodhapura se vihAra kara mahAmandira padhAra gaye / Apake pIche jodhapura meM yaha aphavAha sarvatra phaila gaI ki pradezI samudAya kA eka likhA-par3hA vidvAn sAdhU gayavaracandajI mUrtipUjA kI zraddhA hone ke kAraNa samudAya se pRthak ho kara mahAmandira pavAra gaye haiM / isa bAta ko bhAgyacandajI ke laghu bhAI milApa - candajI ne bhI sunA aura unhoMne dUkAna para Akara bhAgyacandajI se saba hAla kahA / bhAgyacandajI ne milApa candajI se kahA ki Aja subaha gayavara candajI yahA~ padhAre the aura candanamalajI nAgaurI choTI sAdar3I vAloM ko eka tAra dene ke liye kaha gaye the / ataH tuma jAo eka tAra de Azro milApacandajI ne isako svIkAra to kara liyA para sAtha yaha bhI kahA ki maiM pahale dIpacandajI sAhaba pArakha se mila lU~ taba bAda meM tAra de duuNgaa| tatpazcAt milApacandajI, dIpacandajI ke pAsa pahu~ce aura dIpacandajI sA0 ko sArA vRttAnta kaha sunAyA / 1 dIpacandajI milapacandajI ke sAtha vicAra karake mahA mandira gaye aura donoM kI munizrI se eka ghaNTe taka bAta-cIta hotI rahI /

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263 jodhapura ke zrAvakoM se vArtAlApa isa vArtAlApa se milApacandajI aura dIpacandajI donoM hI para bar3A prabhAva par3A aura unheM nizcaya ho gayA ki sAdhu bar3e hI vidvAn haiM aura saubhAgya se yadi Apa saMvegI ho gaye to Apa dUsare AtmArAmajI hoMge / dIpacandajI aura milApacandajI ne munizrI se nivedana kiyA ki candanamala jI ko bulAne kI Apako kyA zrAvazyakatA hai ? jisa kArya kI AvazyakatA ho hamase kaha dIjiye hama loga sevA karane ko taiyAra haiM / isa para munizrI ne pharamAyA ki isa samaya mujhe aura to kAI kArya kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / maiM kevala yahI cAhatA hU~ ki kisI vidvAn saMvegI sAdhu se milUM / 'i I 0 dIpa - bahuta acchI bAta hai / isa samaya osiyA~ meM parama yogirAja, mahAna vidvAn munizrI ratnavijayajI mahArAja virAje hue haiM, jo Apa 18 varSa DhaM r3hayoM meM raha cuke haiN| yadi Apa pharamAveM to unako yahA~ hama bulA lAveM / - munizrI -- aise vidvAn mahAtmA ko kyoM kaSTa diyA jAya ? maiM svayaM vahA~ jAkara mila lUMgA, vahAM jAne se mujhe zrosiyA tIrthaM kI yAtrA kA bhI lAbha prApta ho jAvegA / dIpa:- jaisI zrApakI marajI, yadi Apake sAtha AdamI vagairaha kI AvazyakatA ho to pharamAveM hama saba prabandha kara deMge / munizrI - nahIM, mujhe apane sAtha AdamI vag2airaha kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / maiM to svayaM AdamI hU~ / dIpa- ThIka hai, Apa osiyA~ padhAreM, hama logoM ko khabara milane para hama bhI vahAM AyeMge / itanA nivedana karane ke uparAnta ve donoM sajjana bar3e ho harSa manAte hue vahAM se cala kara jodhapura padhAra gaye /

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 264 ___ isase munizrI ke mana meM saMtoSa ho gayA aura zrosiyA~ jAne ke liye ApakA utsAha bar3ha gyaa| mahAmandira meM munizrI ke hamezA vyAkhyAna hote the / kitane hI loga jodhapura se bhI Apake vyAkhyAnoM ko sunane ke liye pAyA karate the / ve loga punaH samu. dAya meM rahane ke liye bho prayatna karate rahate the parantu munizrI to jaise sapaM kaMcUka ko tyAga kara punaH usake sAmane nahIM dekhate vaise dhyAna taka bhI nahIM diyaa| alAvA isake jo loga munizrI ke. samIpa Ate unheM sUtroM ke pATha batalA kara kahA karate the ki jainasiddhAntoM meM mUrtipUjA ke pATha to sthAna sthAna para haiM / hama isa bAta para kahAM taka pardA DAlate raheM / aura eka bAta yaha bhI vicAraNIya hai ki janatA meM jaba yaha upadeza diyA jAtA hai ki eka akSara hI nahIM para eka mAtrA taka nyUnAdhika kahane mAtra se ananta saMsAra ko vRddhi hotI hai to phira mUla sUtroM ke pATha evaM artha ko bilkula hI nikAla denA evaM chipA kara rakhanA kitanA anyAya hai ? ... munizrI ne kucha samaya taka mahAmandira meM nivAsa kiyA isake uparAnta vihAra karate karate tIvarI grAma meM pdhaare| isa prAma meM gabUjI Adi tIna sAdhu vartamAna the| jaba unhoMne yaha sunA ki gayavaracandajI yahAM Aye hue haiM to unhoMne apane bhakta logoM se kahA ki gayavaracandajI bhraSTa ho gaye haiM ataH unheM bhojana-jala, makAna ityAdi kisI prakAra ko bhI sahAyatA aura Azraya na diyA jAya / itanA hI nahIM para unhone apane bhaktoM ko yahAM taka kaha diyA ki unake pAsa jAne taka meM pApa laga jAtA hai| phira svAmIjI ne to yahA~ taka orDara de diyA ki inake pAsa sUtra vagairaha hai vaha bhI chIna lenA cAhiye / .

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265 lunakaraNa jI kI bheTa - munizrI grAma meM idhara-udhara ghUmate rahe, parantu kisI ne bhI Apa se Akara nahIM pUchA ki Apako kisa vastu kI AvazyakatA hai / pariNAma svarUpa Apako na to bhojana jala milA aura na Thaharane ke liye makAna Adi kA hI prabandha ho skaa| phira bho munizrI hatAza evaM nirutsAha nahIM hue / prAma bAhara eka TUTI. phUTo chatrI thI vahIM jAkara Apane vizrAma kiyaa| ___lUnakaraNajI lor3hA mUrtipUjaka samudAya meM eka mukhya the / jaba Apako isa bAta kA patA calA ki isa prakAra eka munizrI padhAre haiM aura prAma bAhara eka jIrNa aura khaNDita chatrI meM virAje hue haiM to Apa munizrIjI ke pAsa pahu~ce aura pUchAH lUnakaraNajI-ApakA zubha nAma maiM jAna sakatA hU~? munizrI-merA nAma gayavaracanda hai| lUna0-zrApa akele kaise haiM ? aura yahAM kaise nivAsa kiyA ? munizrI-jova mAtra akelA hai, aura yahAM Thaharane ke liye to sAdhuoM ko jahA~ sthAna milajAya vahIM Thahara jAte haiN| ___ munizrI ke aise vinamra bhadratApUrNa uttara ko suna kara lor3hAnI samajha gaye ki jinake liye maiMne jodhapura meM sunA thA ye ve hI munizrI haiM / tadantara lUnakaraNajI ne pUchA ki kyA Apane . zAboM kA bhI adhyayana kiyA hai ? munizrI ne uttara diyA-yathAkSayopazama / lanakaraNajI ne munizrI se nivedana kiyA ki Apa nAma meM pdhaareN| Apake liye makAnAdi sarva prakAra kA prabandha ho jaaygaa| munizrI ne kahA- nahIM bhAI, Apa vyatha kyoM kaSTa karate ho,

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 266 muke sthAna Adi ko ciMtA nahIM hai, maiM to zrosiyA~ jA rahA thA, mArga meM grAma A gayA ataH maiMne yahAM vizrAma le liyA hai| ___lUnakaraNajI-khaira, Apa osiyAM padhAreM lekina abhI eka do dina to isI grAma meM virAjeM aura do eka vyAkhyAna bhI deM tAki yahA~ ke logoM kA ApakI vidvatA aura pANDitya kA paricaya mile anyathA unheM Apake upadezoM kA jJAna-lAbha kaise hAgA aura ve kyA jAneMge ki hamAre grAma meM amuka sAdhu Aye the| ___ munizrI-lor3hAjI ke Agraha aura nivedana se grAma meM padhAre aura eka makAna meM nivAsa sthAna kiyaa| tadantara munizrI gaucarI jala lAye aura Avazyaka kAryoM se nivRtta hue hI the ki lanakaraNa jI lor3hA eka dharma pustaka lekara munizrI ke pAsa Aye aura munizrI ke sanmukha nimna likhita gAthA rakha kara artha samajhAne ke liye kahAgAthA-"umagga desaNA magga nAsaNA, deva dabya hariNa / haMsaNa moha jiNa muNi cehaya, saMghAi pddaanniyo||56|| ___'karma grantha prathama, isa mUla gAthA ko par3ha kara munizrI ne isa prakAra artha kiyA-"sadmArga kA lopa karanA, unmArga kA upadeza denA, deva dravya kA haraNa ( nAza ) karanA, jina, muni, caitya (mandira) tathA caturvidha zrI saMgha kA pratanika (bairI) yAnanA evaM niMdA karanA, ina pUrvokta kAraNoM se jIva darzana mohanIya karma kA bandha karatA hai / 'lUnakaraNajI isa artha ko suna kara atyanta prasanna hue aura

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267 lunakaraNa jI se vArtAlApa kahA ki Apane yathArtha phrmaayaa| aba ApakI zraddhA bhI yahI hai nA ? lor3hAjI ne jAnanA cAhA / ___ isa para munizrI ne uttara diyA ki hA~, yahI jinAjJA hai, isake viparIta merI zraddA kaise ho sakatI hai ? ___ isake pazcAt to lUnakaraNajI aura munizrI meM dila khula kara bAteM huii| lodAjI ne munizrA se nivedana kiyA ki Apa kisI bAta kI ciMtA na kareM / yaha kArya vIra puruSoM kA hai, aura Apa svayaM vIra haiM, Apa khUba hI utsAha se kArya kreN| maiMne apane isa jIvana meM eka lAkha rupayA hAthoM se kamAyA hai aura use vyaya karane kA pUrNa adhikAra bhI muma ko svAdhIna hai| ataH ApakI AjJAnusAra jahA~ jitane dravya kI AvazyakatA hogI maiM vyaya karane ko taiyAra huuN| yadi dIkSA kA avasara A gayA to hama do-tIna vyakti dIkSA lene se bhI pIche nahIM rheNge| hama loga Apake pratyeka kArya ko tana, mana, aura dhana se sahAyatA karane ke liye taiyAra haiM Apa to bhagavAna mahAvIra ke siddhAnta evaM dharma ko DaMke kI coTa batalAyA kreN| lodAjI ke ina zabdoM se munizrI atyanta prasanna hue aura kahA ki Apa logoM kA yaho karttavya hai| dharma ke liye prANomAtra ko sarvasva arpaNa kara denA cAhiye / para isa samaya to mujhe kisI vastu kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / jaba jarUrata hogI Apako. yAda karUMgA / kala to merA irAdA osiyAM jAne kA hai ? . ___ lor3hAnI- aura, kala to Apa yahIM vyAkhyAna pharamAveM / yadi Apako yahA~ Thaharane meM kucha lAbha mAlUma ho to kucha roja Thaharane kI kRpA karAveM varana vihAra to karanA hI hai /

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 268 lor3hAjI ke nivedana aura Agraha para munizrI ne eka dina ke liye vyAkhyAna kI svIkRti dedI / ___ tatpazcAt zrImAn lor3hAjI ne grAmanivAsiyoMko isa bAta kI sUcanA dedI ki kala munizrI gayavaracandajI kA pablika vyAkhyAna hogA tathA isake sambandha kI samasta taiyAriyAM kara do| dUsare dina munizrI kA Ama janatA meM bhASaNa huaa| bhASaNa kA viSaya thA 'unnati' / munizrI ne samAjonnati, dharmonnati evaM Atmonnati ina viSayoM para tIna ghaNTe taka bhASaNa diyaa| Apake bhASaNa se kyA jaina kyA jainetara saba loga bar3e prabhAvita hue evaM maMtramugdha bana gaye / bhASaNa ke pazcAt zrotAoM ne munizrI se , prArthanA kI ki Apa kama se kama do cAra mAsa taka yahIM virAjeM aura hama logoM ko bhASaNoM dvArA sad upadeza pradAna kreN| ____ munizrI to pahale hI osiyAM jAnA nizcaya kara cuke the| Apane unase kahA ki merA tokala osiyAM kI ora vihAra karane kA irAdA hai ataH maiM Apa logoM ke Agraha ko svIkAra karane meM asamartha huuN| kintu janatA kaba mAnane vAlI thI unhoMne Akhira munizrI se kevala 4 divasa Thaharane ke liye hI vizeSa Agraha aura prArthanA kI, tathA lUcakaraNajI vagairaha ke zrAgraha se munizrI ne cAra dina bhASaNa karane kI aura svIkRti de dii| ___ApakA dUsarA vyAkhyAna 'dharma' viSaya para huA isI prakAra tIsarA 'manuSya kartavya' cauthA saMgaThana aura anta meM 'maiM akelA kyoM tathA merI zraddhA meM parivartana kaise huA ?' isa viSaya

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269 caturmAsa kI dhAgraha para hue / Apake ina vyAkhyAnoM se janatA kA mAnasa Apake caraNoM meM bhUkagayA vaha joga Apako kaba jAnedene vAle the| __tatpazcAt lor3hAjI ne munizrI se nivedana kiyA ki kama se kama eka caturmAsa ApakA yahAM ho jAya to yahAM kI janatA ko bar3A bhArI lAbha pahu~cegA / isa samaya yahAM 30 ghara sthAnakavAsI pradezI samudAya ke haiM jo Apake viruddha haiM / 125 ghara dezI sthAnaka samudAya ke haiM aura ye loga mUrtipUjaka samudAya se milate-julate rahate haiM / mandira evaM varaghor3A meM ina logoM kA AnA-jAnA bhI hai / isa samaya Apake mukha para muMhapaTTI baMdhI huI hai Apa dezI sthAnakavAsiyoM kI prArthanA svIkAra kara yahAM caturmAsa vyatIta kreN| Apake isa prakAra caturmAsa karane se una logoM para bhI adhika asara pdd'egaa| isa para munizrI ne kahA ki merA nizcaya to yaha hai ki pahale osiyA~ jAkara yogirAja zrI kA darzana karU~ aura tatpazcAt cAtumAma kA nirNaya kruuN| - isa para lodAjI ne kahA-Apa isakI phikra na kreN| hama saba loga Apake sAtha cala kara osiyAM kI yAtrA aura yogi rAja se bheMTa karavA deMge para isa samaya sthAnakavAsiyoM kA prema ApakI ora umar3A huA hai| ataH cAturmAsa kI prArthanA svIka ra karanA hI lAbha dAyaka hai| hama mUrtipUjaka to Apake bhakta haiM hI kharca ityAdi jo kucha hogA vaha saba hama loga kareMge hI kintu cAturmAsa sthAnakavAsI logoM kI prArthanA ko svIkAra kara kiyA jAnA atyanta sundara phala kA dyotaka hai| lor3hAjI ke isa vizeSa Agraha para munizrI ne svAnagI taura

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bhAdarza -Rs -jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 270 1 para kaha diyA ki ThIka hai sthAnakavAsI loga vinatI kareMge taba dekhA jAyagA / lor3A jI ne munizrI kA abhiprAya le liyA pazcAt sthAnakavAsiyoM ke pAsa gaye / aura unheM sarva prakAra samajhAyA ki"ye pradeziyoM ke vidvAn sAdhu isa prakAra sahaja hI meM apane hAtha laga gaye haiN| yadi Apa loga inakA cAturmAsa yahAM karavAdeM to bar3A hI lAbha kA suavasara hai| Apake vidvatApUrNa bhASaNa aura sUtroM ko zravaNa karane kA saubhAgya prApta ho gayA hai / isa avasara para yahAM pradezI - sAdhuoM kA bhI caturmAsa hai / unase badalA lene kA bhI yaha suyoga prApta huA hai / munizrI ko yahA~ se kisI prakAra bhI nahIM jAne denA cahiye / isa zubha kArya meM jo kucha bhI kArya evaM dravya vyaya hogA saba hama kreNge| apa to kevala vinatI kara cAtumasa muqarrara karavA leM ityAdi / -- kI ye bAteM una logoM ke mana meM utara giiN| una sabane munizrIjI se cAturmAsa tIvarI meM hI karane kI Agraha pUrvaka vinatI kI jise munizrIjI lAbhAlAbha kA kAraNa jAnakara svIkAra kara lI / isase una logoM meM apAra harSa chA gayA kintu pradezIsamudAya vAloM ko munizrI kA tIvarI caturmAsa honA eka duHkha kA kAraNa avazya thA para ve vicArA isaka upAya bhI to kyA kara sake kyoMki ghara kI phUTa kA yahI natIjA huA karatA hai /

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38 aosiyA~ tIrtha para yogirAja kA milApa tIvarI ke dezI sthAnakavAsiyoM kI vinatI ko svIkAra kara munizrI ne tovarI meM cAturmAsa karanA nizcaya kara liyA, isa hAlata meM pradezI samudAya vAle carcA aura nindA kareM yaha to eka svabhAvika bAta thii| unhoMne kahA ki gayavaracandajI zraddhA se bhraSTa ho jAne para pUjyajI mahArAja ne apanI samudAya se nikAla diyA, aisA patita sAdhu cAturmAsa kara samAja kA kyA bhalA kregaa| isa para deziyoM ne javAba diyA ki dezI samudAya vAloM ne na to Aja paryanta mUrti ko nindA kI, na sUtroM ke pATha ko chipAyA aura na galata artha hI kiyA hai / hA~, yaha kArya pradeziyoM ne jarUra kiyA / yahI kAraNa hai ki AtmArAmajI vagairaha pradeziyoM ke sAdhu nikala 2 kara saMvegI hue haiM, yadi gaya. varacandajI mahArAja bhI saMvegI ho jAveMge to hama kyA kareM, zarma AnI cAhiye pradeziyoM ko, ityAdikaI prakAra kI carcA hotI rahI ! phira bhI munizrI kaI dina taka tIvarI meM Thahara kara DaMke kI coTa vyAkhyAna dete ho rahe, aura Apa yaha bhI kahate rahe ki yadi kisI ke aMdara satyatA evaM zakti ho ve mere sAmane Ave / patita maiM hU~ yA mujhe patita kahane vAle patita haiM / zraddhA aura AcAra ina donoM ke viSaya zrApa vyAkhyAna meM hI khulAsA kara diyA karate the, jisameM dezI samudAya vAle to kevala Apa para hI nahIM balki mUrti ke prati bhI zraddhA sampanna bana gaye / bAda meM zrApa 25 zrAvakoM ke sAtha zrI osiyA~jI tIrtha para

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 272 padhAre, sabase pahile Apane bhagavAna mahAvIra ke mandira meM jAkara vItarAga kI zAnta mudrA ke darzana kie| Apako usa samaya itanA harSa huA ki hAtha meM oghA lekara nAcane laga gaye aura kahane lage ki he prabho ! mere kisa janma ke aMtarAya karmoM kA udaya huA thA ki maiM Apake darzanoM se vaMcita rahA ? darzana karane ke bAda parama yogirAja munizrI ratnavijayajI mahArAja se mile / yogirAja ko pahile se hI jodhapura se sUcanA mila huI thI tathA Apa itane milanasAra the ki Apake pAsa Ate hI munizrI kA bar3A Adara satkAra kiyaa| ___ rAtri meM donoM munivaroM meM ThIka jJAna carcA huI, jisameM munizrI ke zAstroM kA abhyAsaka ko suna kara hamAre yogIrAja bahuta hI prasanna hue / jaba munizrI ne dIkSA kI bAta nikAlo to yogirAja ne kahA ki Apa abhI naye haiM, itanI jaldI kyoM karate ho isa saMvegI samudAya meM bhI kaI gaccha haiM aura thor3I 2 bAtoM meM ve eka dUsare ko mithyAtvI kahate haiM / ataH Apa pahile vartamAna meM jitane gaccha vidyamAna haiM, unakA paricaya karalo phira jisakI ora ApakA dila laga jAya vahA~ dIkSA le lenA / yadi Apa binA soce utAvale hokara kAma kareMge to anta meM Apako pachatAnA pdd'egaa| DhUMDhiye to vicAre eka choTAsA tAlAba hai para yahAM to bar3A samudra hai, ataeva merI salAha hai ki Apa jo kucha karanA cAheM vaha dhairya pUrvaka dIrgha dRSTi se soca samajha kara hI kreN| maiM isa bAta kA anubhava kara pakkA bhaumiyA bana cUkA hU~, isalie Apako yaha salAha de rahA huuN|" isa prakAra kI nispRha aura neka salAha suna kara hamAre caritra

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273 osiyAM tIrtha kI yAtrA nAyakajI ne vicAra kiyA ki Aja ziSya banAne ke lie jahA~ anya sAdhu kaI prapaMca karate haiM para yahA~ ina yogIrAja ko mere jaisA ghar3Aghar3AyA sAdhu hAtha laga jAne para bhI kucha paravAha hI nahIM hai yaha vAstava meM zrAtmArthI mumukSu haiM / tIvarI vAle zrAvakoM aura yogirAja ke bIca jo bAteM huI unameM yaha taya huA ki munirAja 12 varSa taka mu~hapara mu~hapattI ba~dhI rakha kara isI veSa meM sadupadeza karate rheN| isase zAsana ko bar3A bhArI phAyadA pahu~cegA aura hama tana mana dhana se inakI sahAyatA karate raheMge / yaha bAta jaba munizrI ko sunAI gaI taba Apane bhI isake lie apanI sammati de dI / munizrI ko kucha kavitA karane kA bhI zauka thaa| Apa pratidina eka nayA stavana banA kara hI mandira meM jAkara prabhu kI stavanA kiyA karate the / eka dina jaba Apa pratimA-chattIsI kI racanA kara mandira meM jAkara bola rahe the, usa samaya yogirAja bhI mandira meM upasthita the / jaba unhoMne ise dhyAna lagA kara sunA to unake Azcarya kA pAra nahIM rahA kyoMki isa eka choTIsI kavitA meM mUrti viSaya ke 32 sUtroM ke sthAna batalAye gaye the jo koI sAdhAraNa bAta nahIM kahI jA sakatI; mandira se bAhara Ane ke bAda yogirAja ne apanI noTabuka meM pratimA - chattIsI jyoM ko tyoM utAralI / osiyA~ tIrtha kA kAma usa samaya phalaudI nivAsI seTha: phUlacandajI golecchA dekhate the| Apa dhArmika kAyayoM meM vizeSa bhAga bhI lene vAle acche dharmAtmA puruSa kahalAte the / kintu osiyA~ tathaM kI Aya - vyaya ke hisAba kA lie na to usa tIrtha para

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darza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 274 koI peTa tho na rasIda buka thI aura na thA koI hisAba kitAba | yahI kAraNa thA ki logoM meM aphavAe~ phaila gaI thI ki osiyA~ tIrtha ke hajAroM rupayoM kA rAvana ho rahA hai / unakA koI hisAba bhI nahIM hai / isa aphazara kA dUsarA kAraNa yaha bhI thA ki phalodI kI kaI sAdhviyoM ne jo dIkSA lete samaya rakama jamA karAI thI vaha bhI gAyaba thii| tIsarA, kaI gujarAtI bhAiyoM kI zikAyateM bhI thI ki osiyA~ tIrtha ke nAma se jo rakama imase ikaTThI kI gaI hai usakI na to hamako rasIdeM milI haiM aura na hameM yaha hisAba hI batalAyA gayA hai ki hamArI rakama kahA~ lagAI gaI hai| yogirAja ne ina sabako jAna kara seThajI ko upadeza diyA ki isa tIrtha para eka per3hI khoja dI jAya, jisase zrAya vyaya kA hisAba sApha rahA kare / seThajI ne yogIrAja kI yojanA svIkAra karake per3hI kholane kA nirNaya kara liyA gyaa| isase eka bAta yaha bhI huI ki kAryakarttAoM ne socA ki yahA~ per3hI khula jAne se isake pUrva kA hisAba koI nahIM pUchegA aura apanI sAhUkArI kA sikkA jyoM kA tyo banA rahegA / . baisAkha zuklA 15 ko zrI mandirajI meM bRhat zAnti stotra par3hA kara usI dina peDhI kI sthApanA karavAI gaI / vahA~ kA mandira mahAvIra svAmI kA thA aura usakI pratiSThA AcAyaM ratnaprabhasUri ne karavAI thI / ataH unakI smRti ke liyehI peDhI kA nAma bhI " maMgalasiMha ratnasiMha" rakha diyA gayA / idhara to mandira meM bar3I zAMti se zAnti snAtra pUjA bhaNAI jA rahI thI, udhara jodhapura se hamAre caritra nAyakajI ke saMsAra pakSa ke trAsAba chogIbAI vagairaha jo ki kaTTara sthAnakamArgI the

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275 dayA ke viSaya praznottara vahAM A gaye the| munizrIko pUjA meM baiThe hue dekha kara ve to yahAM taka kahane lage ki "gayavaracaMdajI mahArAja tumhArI 9 varSa kI dayA kahAM gaI ? tumane hamAre kula ko kalaMkita kara diyaa| "are ! tumako paidA hote hI sarpa ne kyoM nahIM kATa khAyA, yadi tuma mara jAte to hamako itanA duHkha nahIM hotA jo ki isa prakAra saMvegI hone meM ho rahA hai|" munizrI ne uttara diyA--"bAIjI ! mAno ki mere dila meM to dayA na hogI, para Apa to dayA ke avatAra hI haiM, jo ki isa dharma sthAna meM eka sAdhu ke liye isa prakAra nirdayattA ke zabdoM kA prayoga kara rahe haiN| Apake liye hama dila meM dayA lAne ke sivAya aura kyA kara sakate haiM ? bAIjI ! Apako abhI rasoI karane aura dhovana pIne se adhika jJAna nahIM hai|" isa prakAra zAMti pUrvaka zabdoM se unhoMne bAIjI ko zAMta kiyA / zAMti stAna ke samaya zubhamuhUrta meM jo pUrNimA ke dina yogIrAja ke vAsakSepa se peDhI kI sthApanA huI vaha Aja paryanta apanI unnati karato huI calI A rahI hai|

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36 prosiyA~ meM sthA0 zrAvakoM kA zrAgamana jaba pUjyajI ne yaha samAcAra sunA ki jodhapura meM gayavaracaMdajI alaga ho gaye aura mor3IrAmajI Adi saba sAdhuoM ne phalaudI kI ora vihAra kara diyA hai, to unheM bahuta pazcAttApa huA ki maiMne gusse ke vazIbhUta hokara eka suyogya, hona hAra sAdhu ko apane hAthoM se kho diyA, kiMtu aba pachatAye kyA hotA hai, jaba cir3iyA cuga gaI kheta / khaira, gayavaracaMdajI ke viSaya meM pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa samaya samaya para samAcAra pahu~cate hI rahate the / pUjyajI ne yaha bhI sunA ki tovarI ke dezI samudAya vAloM ne vinatI kara gayavaracaMdajI kA caturmAsa tIvarI meM karAne kA nizcaya kiyA hai aura isa samaya ve zrIsiyAM gaye haiN| unheM yaha bhI mAlUma huA ki vahAM eka saMvegI sAdhu hai, jo 18 varSa DhU~r3hiyoM meM raha kara saMvegI huA hai / zAyada gayavaracaMdanI unake pAsa saMvegI ho jAveM aisA anumAna lagAyA gayA kiMtu phira unhoMne sunA ki abhI taka to unhoMne apane mu~ha para mu~hapattI bAMdha rakhI hai; aura sambhava hai ki ve rtavarI kA caturmAsa isI veSa meM vyatita karegA / pUjya mahArAja vihAra karate hue jAvada pdhaare| vahA~ para genamala jI caudharI ne unheM upAlambha diyA ki Apane thor3I sI bAta ke lie gagavaracaMdajI jaise suzikSita aura suyogya sAdhu ko samudAya se alaga kara diyA yaha ThIka nahIM kiyA, kyoMki Apake samudAya meM koI aisA eka bhI sAdhu nahIM hai jo ApakI pUjyapadavI ko saMbhAla sake / kevala gayavaracaMdajI hI isa pada ke yogya the / 1 pUjyajI ne kahA, genamalajI ! isa bAta kA to mujhe bhI raMja

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277 pUjyajo kA pazcAtApa hai, para kyA karUM ? jodhapura vAloM kA tAra dekha kara usa samaya mujhe krodha AgayA thA aura maiMne zobhAlAlajI ko bheja kara unase kahalA diyA thA ityAdi yaha mere usa krodha kA hI phala hai / genamala jI ne uttara diyA-"pUjya mahArAja ! Apa bhI gajaba kara rahe haiM ki sAdhuoM se jabarana likhita karavAte haiN| kyA pahile bhI kabhI aisA likhita kisI pUrva pUjyoM dvArA karavAyA gayA thA ? zobhAlAlajI mahArAja ne to Apake dabAva se likhata kara diyA, kiMtu gayavara candajo aise nahIM the ki ve isa prakAra likhata kara dete / merA to khyAla hai ki yadi aba bhI koziza kI jAve to gayavaracandajI punaH pA sakate haiN|" - pUjya mahArAja ne kahA, "genamalajI ! gayavaracaMdajI kevala vinayavAna hI nahIM para eka vidvAna hamAre salAhagIra sAdhu thaa| maiMne kaI bAra use upAlambha diye, para usane merA eka bAra bhI anAdara nahIM kiyaa| maiM kabhI nahIM cAhatA thA ki merA aisA sAdhu calA jAya / para kyA kahA jAya vaha samaya hI aisA thA khaira aba bhI koI upAya ho to Apa hI kareM aura gayavaracaMdajI ko kisI taraha vApisa laaveN|" ____ idhara ratalAma, udayapura, bIkAnera Adi prAmoM ke zrAvaka pUjya mahArAja ke darzanArtha Aye the| jaba unake sAmane gayavaracaMdanI kI carcA calI to una logoM ko bhI unakA calA jAnA nAgavAra gujraa| isa para genamalajI ne kahA ki "yadi Apa loga mere sAtha caleM to sambhava hai ki maiM samajhA-bujhA kara gayavaracaMdajI ko eka daphe pUjyajI kI sevA meM lAkara hAjira kara saku~" pUjya mahArAja ne bhI isI viSaya kA upadeza diyaa| jisase do 18

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 278 udayapura ke, do ratalAma ke, do bIkAnera ke aura eka jAvada kA, kula 7 zrAvaka jAvada se ravAnA hokara zrosiyA~ Aye / ___ vahA~ pahile to unhoMne jAkara mandira meM zrImahAvIra deva kI mUrti ke darzana kie / usa zA~ta mudrA mUrti kA una logoM para itanA jabaradasta prabhAva par3A ki ve isa bAta ko acchI taraha samajha gaye ki mUrti meM manuSya kA kalyANa karane kI apUrva kSamatA hai / mandira se bAhara Ate hI yogirAja ke darzana hue| yogirAja ne kahA, "kyA gayavaracaMdajo ko lene ke liye Aye ho ?" zrAvakoM ne uttara diyA, haaN| yogirAja ne kahA ki "gayavaracaMdajI Upara baiThe haiM Apa khuzI se unako samajhA bujhA kara le jA sakate haiN|" yogirAja ko gayavaracandajI ke viSaya meM pUrNa vizvAsa thA ki unaka haldI ke samAna raMga halkA nahIM, apitu krImacI rezma ke samAna raMga pakkA hai / dUsarA unakI parIkSA bhI ho jaaygaa| zrAvaka cala kara hamAre caritra nAyakajI ke pAsa Aye / bandana ke bAda pahile to ve idhara udhara kI bAteM karane lge| phira ve apane matalaba kI bAta para Aye aura bole ki "mahArAja ! Apa itane samajhadAra aura vidvAn haiM pUjyajI mahArAja kI bho Apa para pUrNa kRpA hai / phira ina saba bAtoM ke hote hue bhI Apane yaha kyA kiyA ? Apa kisa khAna dAna ke haiM tathA Apane kisa tyAga aura vairAgya ke sAtha dIkSA lI thI, ina bAtoM kA jarA Apa vicAra kiijie|" munijI ne uttara diyA, "yaha kArya azikSita aura nA samajha logoM kA nahIM apitu samajhadAra aura vidvAnoM kA hI hai / jo khAmadAnI, ke tyAgI vairAgI aura AtmArthI hote haiM, vaha loga hI

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279 pUjya padavI kI prArthanA lokApavAda kI tanaka bhI paravAha na kara vItarAga ke satya mArga kA avalambana kara apanA kalyANa kara sakate haiN|" zrAvakoM ne pUchA-"kyA Apa jisa mArga kA avalambana karane ko udyata hue haiM, usake sivAya aura kahIM para Atma kalyANa hai hI nahIM ? yadi aisA hai to phira zAstroM meM svaliMgI, anyaliMgI aura gRhaliMgI siddha honA kyoM kahA hai ?" muni-gRhaliMgI eka samaya 4, anya liMgI eka samaya 10, aura svaliMgI eka samaya 108 siddha honA zAstrakAroM ne batalAyA hai / isa para Apa samajha sakate haiM ki dhaurI mArga svaliMgI kA hI hai / maiM Aja mUrti kI upAsanA karatA hU~ aura mu~hapattI kA DorA dUra rakhane ko taiyAra huA hU~ yahI to dhaurI mArga hai|" ____ zrAvaka-"mUrti kI upAsanA karane se aura muMhapattI kA DorA tor3a dene se ApakA kalyANa ho jAvegA na ? aura kyA marti na pUjane vAle. yA DorADAla dinabhara mu~ha para muMhapattI bAMdhane vAle sabake liye kalyANa kA mArga rUka jaaygaa| yA ve saba loga nakahI meM jAveMge ?" ____ muni-mUrti na pUjane aura DorADAla, dinabhara muMhapara muMhapattI bAMdhane se kevala itanA hI nukasAna nahIM hotA, balki ina asatya bAtoM ko satyaM banAne meM aneka prakAra se utsUtra, prarUpanA kara ananta saMsAra kI vRddhi bhI karanI par3atI hai|" ___ zrAvaka-"kyA mUrti na pUjane vAle aura DorADAla kara dina bhara mu~hapattI bAMdhane vAle itane bar3e samudAya meM aisA koI bhI mAtmArthI mumukSu nahIM hai jo utsUtra bhASaNa kara ananta saMsAra bar3hAne se DaratA ho|"

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 280 muni0-"yaha bAta to terahapanthI loga bhI kaha sakate haiM ki kyA dayA dAna meM pApa batalAne vAle itane bar3e samudAya meM koI, bhI AtmArthI nahIM hai ? isakA Apa kyA uttara deMge?" zrAvaka-"ve to pratyakSa utsUtra bolate haiM, sUtroM meM jagaha 2 bhagavAna ne apane zrAmukha se dayA dAna meM dharma evaM puNya honA batalAyA hai / ataH teraha panthI samudAya meM cAhe tyAgI, vairAgI, tapasvI evaM vidvAn hoM, para ve dayA dAna meM pApa batalA kara utsUtra prarUpate haiM, ataH hama unako ananta saMsArI samajhate haiN|" .. muni-"isI prakAra Apa apane ko bhI samajha lIjie / kyoMki sUtroM meM kaI sthAna para mUrti pUjA kA ullekha hai, usako na mAnanA aura apanI asatya bAta ko satya banAne ke lie kurtaka karanA tathA mu~hapattI meM hore kA kahoM para ullekha na hone para bhI DorADAla kara muMhapattI ko dinabhara mu~hapara bAMdhe rakhanA aura usakI sthApanA karanA kyA yaha utsUtra nahIM hai ? bhalA aSa pUjyajI mahArAja se yaha to kahalA deM ki 32 sUtroM meM mUrti pUjA kA adhikAra nahIM hai, aura muMhapattI meM DorA DAla rAta dina muMha para ba~dhI rakhane kA adhikAra hai ?" zrAvaka-"yaha bAta pUjyajI mahArAja nahIM kahate / hA~, ukA yaha kahanA to jarUra hai ki mandira mArgiyoM ne mandiroM meM dhUmadhAma jyAdA bar3hA dI, isalie hamAre pUrvajoM ne bilakula mandira ko chor3a diyA hai| dUsare jaba mandiramArgI muMhapattI hAtha meM rakhate hue bhI khule muMha bolane laga gaye, to apane samudAya vAloM ne muMhapattI meM DorA DAla mu~ha para bAMdhanA zurU kara diyaa|" muni-maiM Apase yaha pUchatA hU~ ki jaba sira para bAla bar3ha

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281 pRjya padavI kI prArthanA jAte haiM to bAloM ko kATane kI jarUrata hotI hai yA sira hI kATa DAlane kI / ThIka isI prakAra jaba mandiroM meM dhUmadhAma bar3ha gaI thI to dhAmadhUma miTAnI cAhiye thI na ki mandira-mUrti ko chor3a kara dUra beTha jAnA / isI taraha se jaba mUrtipUjaka sAdhu loga hAtha meM mu~hapattI lekara khule mu~ha bolate the to usakA hI virodha karanA thA / bhalA usakA virodha na karake muMha para DorADAla mu~hapattI rAtadina bAMdha kara kuliMga dhAraNA karanA kahA~ taka ucita thA ? isake alAvA yaha kahanA ki mUrti sUtroM meM hai aura hama nahIM mAnate, to merI mA~ aura bAMjhar3I' vAlI kahAvata ko hI caritArtha karanA hai| khaira, maiM Apase itanA hI pUchatA hU~ ki Apa abhI jaba mandira meM gaye the to vahA~ Apake vicAra evaM bhAvanAe~ jainadharma ke anukUla rahI yA pratikUla ?" ___zrAvaka-"pratikUla kyoM para hamArI bhAvanA to jainadharma ke anukUla hI raho itanA hI kyoM para mUrti kA darzana se bar3A hI AnaMda AyA thaa|" __muni-"taba phira mandira jAkara darzana karane vAloM ko roka denA kyA eka aMtarAya karmabaMdha kA kAraNa nahIM hai|?" zrAvaka-"mandira jAne kI manAI to koI nahIM karatA hai|" muni-"taba phira itane bar3e samudAya ne mandira jAnA kyoM chor3a diyA hai ? itanA hI nahIM ve to mandira-mUrti ke kaTTara zatru bana kara usakI niMdA taka karane laga jAte haiM ?" zrAvaka-"khaira mandira jAnA aura na jAnA to apanI 2 ruci para hai, kiMtu mandiroM mUrtiyoM kI niMdA karanA to vAstava meM vana pApa ba~dha kA hI kAraNa hai|" /

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Adarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 282 muni - " zravakajI ! mUrti ke na mAnane se kevala itanA ho nuksAna nahIM huA hai, balki aura bhI kAphI nuksAna huA hai|" zrAvaka - " aura kyA nuksAna huA hai mahArAja ? 1 muni - jaina sAhitya jo samudra ke sadRza vizAla hai, u meM se kevala 32 sUtra, ve bhI mUla pATha aura usakA TabbA mAnanA, usameM se bhI mUrti pUjA viSayaka pAThoM kA artha badala denA kyA yaha krama nuqasAna hai ? usa para bhI tArIfa yaha hai ki jaba 3.2 sUtroM se kAma nahIM calatA hai, taba unake atirikta sUtra, a~tha, TIkA niryukta ityAdi kI zaraNa lenI par3atI hai / dUsarA eka mUrti nahIM mAnane ke kAraNa Aja aneka deva-deviyoM ko jainoM ke gharoM meM evaM hRdaya meM sthAna mila gayA hai aura AcAra vicAra ko itanA bhaddA bana gayA hai ki jisako kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM Apa svayaM jAnate ho / V zrAvaka - mahArAja ! yoM ho bahuta carcA hai, jisakA anta A hI nahIM sktaa| usa para bhI Apa Thahare vidvAn aura hama rahe anajAna | isalie isako to Apa abhI yahIM rahane dIjie aura hama jisa kAma ke lie Aye haiM, vaha suna kara Apa hamArI prArthanA svIkAra kareM aura hameM apanA kRtajJa banAveM / " muni - "kahiye Apa kisa kAma ke lie Aye haiM ? " zrAvaka - " hama logoM kI yaha sAnurodha prArthanA hai ki Apa pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa pdhaareN| vahA~ hama saba mila kara Apako 'yuvarAja' kI padavI deMge jisako Apa udAratA pUrvaka svIkAra kareM / " muni - Apa jAnate haiM ki merI zraddhA mUrti kI upAsanA karane

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283 pUjya padabI kI prArthanA kI hai| sAtha hI meM yaha bhI nizcaya kara cukA hai ki jo bhUlebhaTake loga unmArga para jA rahe haiM, maiM unako upadeza dekara sanmArga para lAne kA prayatna kruuNgaa| yadi Apa isa viSaya meM mujha para koI roka-Toka na karane kA pakkA vizvAsa deM to maiM ApakA kathana svIkAra kara sakatA huuN| ___ zrAvaka-mahArAja ! yaha bAta to kaise bana sakegI ? hama vyApArI loga jisa dukAna para baiThate haiM, usI kI puSTi karate haiM, dUsarI kI nhiiN| isI bhAMti Apa sthAnakavAsI samudAya meM raheM aura upadeza mUrti kA deM yaha to kaise ho sakegA ?" . __ muni-kiMtu maiM bhI kyA karUM ? mere to roma 2 meM mUrti ne sthAna kara rakhA hai| jaba kabhI maiM AtmakalyANa kA upadeza detA hU~ to savase pahile marti kA upadeza hI usakI bhUmikA bana jAtI hai / ____ zrAvaka-Apa samajhadAra haiM, yadi mUrti pUjA kA upadeza na deM to bhI zrAtma-kalyANa ke lie bahuta se upadeza diye jA sakate haiN| - muni-"kintu jAna-bUjha kara isa prakAra satya dharma ko chipA rakhane se mithyAtvakA doSa bhI lagatA hai na ?" ... zrAvaka-"mahArAja ! Apa AI huI pUjya padavI ko kyoM ThukarAte haiM ? muni-para mithyAtva ke sAmane pUjya padavI kI kyA qImata hai ? maiM eka thor3I sI vAha vAha ! ke lie mithyAtva kA sevana karanA isa loka tathA paraloka donoM hI ke lie hita kA kAraNa nahIM para ahita kA ho kAraNa samama I huuN| ____zrAvaka-"mahArAja ! yahA~ Apako vApisa dIkSA lekara kisI ke AdhIna ziSya bana kara rahanA par3egA aura vahAM sau sAdhuoM ke

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Adarza jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 284 adhipati bana kara rheNge| isakA bhI prApajarA vicAra krliijie|" muni-"kyA Apa nahIM jAnate haiM ki samakita ke sAtha to sAtavI naraka meM rahanA bhI acchA hai, kiMtu samakita ke binA cakravartI jaisI Rddhi yA devatAoM ke sukha bhI niSphala rahI hai|" ___ isa para saba Aye hue zrAvaka samajha gaye ki yahAM kAryasiddhi kI AzA nahIM hai| ataH ve vahAM se vivaza hokara uTha kara nIce gaye aura bhojana Adi se nivRtta hokara gAr3I ke samaya para sTezana ke lie cala pdd'e| 40 yogIrAja kI neka salAha __pAsa ke kamare meM baiThe hue yogIrAja, munijI aura zrAvakoM ke zrApasa ke vArtAlApa ko suna kara bar3e prasanna hue| tatpazcAt donoM mahAtmA prAma meM bhikSA ke lie padhAre / osIyAM grAma meM jainoM kA to eka bhI ghara nahIM thA, kevala kucha mAhezvarI logoM ke ghara the aura ve yogIgaja ke pAsa Akara upadeza sunate the, ataH ve loga bAhara pAnI dene kI acchI bhAvanA aura vyavasthA rakhate the| yogIrAja kA upadeza sunate rahane se ve AhAra pAnI dene kI saba vidhi bhI jAna gaye the jisako kaI zrAvaka bhI nahIM jAnate the| astu donoM munivara grAma se bhikSA le aaye| gocarI karane ke bAda phira dharma carcA hone lgii| yogIrAja ne osiyAM nagarI aura AcArya ratnaprabhasari kA itihAsa sunaayaa| ve kahane lage ki ratnaprabhasUri pratibodhita kSatriyoM ke aTThAraha gotra hue haiN| jinameM rAjA utpaladeva ko saMtAna zreSTi gotra kahalAtI hai|

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285 upakeza gaccha ke bArA meM vaidya mehatA usI zreSTi gotra kI eka zAkhA hai |usii khAnadAna meM munijI ! ApakA janma huA hai / pariNAma syarUpa osiyAM kI pavitra bhUmi ke sAtha ApakA ghanISTa sambandha hai / aba Apa isa tIrtha ke kAma ko hAtha meM lekara isakA uddhAra kareM / yaha suna kara munijI ne namratA ke sAtha meM kahA, tathAstu / ___ isake bAda yogIrAja ne phira kahA, "munijI ! lo aura suno ! Apake pUrvajoM ko pratibodha dene vAle zrAcArya ratnaprabhasari kA gaccha upakeza gaccha hai / yaha gaccha saba se jeSTha gaccha mAnA jAtA hai| isa gaccha meM bar3e 2 prabhAvazAlI prAcArya hue haiM jinhoMne apanA atmakalyANa ke sAtha sAtha zAsana kI bhI saba taraha se kAphI sevAyeM kI haiM / para kheda hai ki isa samaya upakeza gaccha meM yatiyoM ke alAvA koI bhI tyAgI sAdhu nahIM hai| merI rAya hai ki Apa upakeza gaccha meM kriyA-uddhAra kara isa gaccha ko punaH prakAza meM lAveM, aura kRtaghna bane hue logoM ko kRtajJa bnaaveN|" "pUjya yogirAja! Apake vacanoM ko maiM AzIrvAda samajha kara zirodhArya karatA huuN| kintu merI aisI sAmarthya nahIM hai ki maiM akelA kucha kara skuuN|" yogirAja-"are ! akelA to saba kucha kara sakatA hai / kevala sAhasa caahie| jitanA kAma tuma akele kara sakoge, utanA kAma bahutoM ke sAtha raha kara nahIM kara skoge| ataeva merI salAha hai ki jaba taka koI yogya ziSya na mile, vahA~ taka Apa akele hI raho tathA Atma-kalyANa ke sAtha yathAsAdhya gaccha kA uddhAra kro|"

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 286 muni-"yadi ApakI kRpA isI prakAra rahI to saba kucha ho sakegA aura maiM isa bAta kA prayatna karatA rhuuNgaa|" eka daphe kA jikra hai jaba Apa sthAnakavAso meM the, taba Apa eka dina byAvara meM baiThe hue eka kitAba par3ha rahe the| eka sajjana ne Apako kitAba par3hate hue dekha tAnA dete hue kahA ki Apa dUsaroM kI racI huI kitAbeM hI par3hA kareMge yA kabhI Apa bhI koI acchI kitAba likha kara duniyA ke hAtha meM par3hane ko deMge ? yaha tAnA Apake kaleje meM sIdhA kAMTA sA jA cubhA, aura Apane usI samaya se mUrtipUjA ke viSaya meM eka kitAba likhanA prArambha kara diyA / sampUrNa hone para usa kitAba kA nAma 'siddha pratimA muktAvali' rakhA jo 'yathAnAma tathAguNa' arthAt yathArtha hI thaa| usa samaya para vahI hAtha se likhI huI pustaka Apane yogirAja mahArAja kI sevA meM lAkara bheMTa kI / yogirAja usa pustaka ko par3ha kara paramAnanda ko prApta ho gaye vicAra karane lage ki yaha pustaka 4 praznoM para praznottara ke DhaMga para bar3I hI khUbI se likhI gaI hai / phira bhI vizeSatA yaha hai ki isameM aitihAsika pramANoM ke sAtha sthAna 2 para battIsa sUtroM ke mUla pAThoM ke pramANa bhI pracuratA se die gaye haiM / yadi isako mudrita karavA dI jAya / to janatA ko isale bar3A bhArI lAbha hogaa| yoM to mUrtipUjA ke viSaya meM bar3e 2 dhuraMdhara vidvAnoM ne aneka graMtha race haiM, kintu bAla jIboM ke lie jitanA upakAra munijI kI racI pustaka karegI, utanA dusarI nahIM kara sakatI hai| yAgirAja ne munijI kI bahuta tArIpha kI aura Apake jJAnAbhyAsa evaM yuktivAda kI prazaMsA karate hue kahA ki "ApakI racI huI

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287 siddha pratimA muktAvalI pustaka bar3I upayogI hai, kiMtu isameM bhASA kI truTiye sarvatra pAI. jAtI haiN| maiM jAnatA hU~ ki yaha vyAkaraNa jJAna kA abhAva ho hai / yadi yaha pustaka kisI hindI ke sulekhaka se zuddha karavA dI jAve to yaha sone meM sugandha vAlA kAma kara nikalegI / zrosiyAM meM munijI ne yogirAja kI sevA meM eka mAsa se adhika Thahara kara bahuta kucha jAnakArI prApta karalI, jisameM gaccha gacchAntara kA hAla to Apane bilkula hI apUrva sunA thA / isake sunane se Apako pratyeka gaccha kI samacAriyeM par3hane kI bhI icchA huI, jo yogirAja ne anya sthAnoM se maMgavA kara Apako par3hane ko dii| Apane una saba samAcAriyoM ko par3hane kA nizcaya bhI kara liyA tathA vihAra meM sAtha bhI le jAne kA vicAra kara liyA / siyA~ tIrtha para eka kAThiyAvAr3I cunnIlAla bhAI nAmaka munIma thA, vaha acchA dhArmika aura sAdhuoM kA pUrNa bhakta thA / mandira ke eka tarapha purAnI dharmazAlA thI / eka tarapha naI dharmazAlA bhI bana rahI thI, jisake pola, darIkhAnA, kucha koThariyAM aura eka caubArA to bana cuke the, kiMtu abhI bahuta sA kAma adhUrA hI par3A thA / munizrI ne isa tIrtha ke uddhAra ke lie kaI upAya soce / Akhira Apane yaha nizcaya kiyA ki prathama to sAmayika patroM meM isa viSaya ke lekha prakAzita karavAye jAMya, pustakeM chapavA kara upahAra ke taura para vitaraNa kara dI jAya aura yahA~ para eka vidyAlaya kI sthApanA kI jAya / ataeva munijI ne apanA yaha vicAra guruvara yogIrAja ke pAsa Akara pUrNa rUpa se kaha sunaayaa| Apako isa yojanA para ve bahuta hI prasannayera cunnIlAla bhAI ko bulA kara kahA ki munijI ne tIrtha

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 288 uddhAra ke liye bahuta acchI yojanA taiyAra kI hai| isameM tumako hara prakAra se sahAyatA denI cAhiye / munIma cunnIlAla bhAI ne bhI yogIrAja kA hukma saharSa zirodhArya kara liyaa| ___jyeTha zuklA pUrNimA kA dina thaa| idhara se tIvarI vAle laMdAjI vagairaha kaI zrAvaka munizrI ko lene ke liye Aye, udhara phalodI se phUlacandajogolechA, jogarAjajI veda, megharAjajI munIyata, mANakalAlajI kocara ityAdi bahuta se zrAvaka tIrthayAtrArtha evaM munizrI ke darzana ke liye Aye the| sabakI icchA thI ki munijI kA vyAkhyAna ho| yogIrAja se prArthanA karane para AjJA bhI mila gaI / phira to bhalA dera hI kyA thI ? munizrI ne dravyAnuyoga athAMt Sadravya ke dravya guNa paryAya para sundara evaM sAragarbhita vyAkhyAna diyA / anta meM zrApane faramAyA ki sAmayika, pauSadha, tapazcaryA aura devapUjA karane se to karane vAlA AdamI eka apanA hI kalyANa kara sakatA hai, kiMtu tIrthoddhAra karavAne se karavAne vAlA apane kalyANa ke sAtha anekoM kA kalyANa kara sakatA hai| kyoMki tIrtha aneka varSoM taka aneka bhavya jIvoM kA kalyANa karane meM kAraNa bana jAtA haiN| osiyAM jaisA eka prAcIna mahatvazAlI tIthe jo zrosavAloM kI janma-bhUmi hone para bhI kaI logoM ke liye abhI taka aparicita hI banA huA hai yaha kitane duHkha kI bAta hai / ataH pratyeka vyakti aura vizeSataH isa tIrtha ke kAryakartAoM kA mukhya kartavya hai ki ve tana, mana aura dhana se isa tIrtha ko prasiddhi meM lAveM / maiMne isa tIrtha ke liye kucha yojanA taiyAra kara guruvara yogIrAja ke sAmane nivedana kiyA thA aura Aja Apase bhI kahe detA hU~ ki prathama to

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289 tIrthoddhAra kI yojanA sAmayika patroM meM isa tIrtha ke viSaya ke lekha prakAzita karAye jAyaM, dUsare isa viSaya kI pustakeM (TrekTa ) chapavA kara unheM vistRta saMkhyA meM amUlya vitaraNa karAyA jAve, tIsare isa tIrtha para eka vidyAlaya sthApita kiyA jAve / bhunizrI kA vyAkhyAna evaM upadeza zrotAvarga ne bahuta hI ruci ke sAtha grahaNa kiyA tathA saba ke dila meM yaha bAta jaca gaI ki munijI kI yojanA avazya hI kArya rUpa meM pariNita kI jAya / saba se pahile tIvarI vAle lUNakaraNajI loDhA ne kahA ki yadi yahA~ borDiMga sthApita kiyA jAtA ho to ye 11) maiM muhUrta ke taura para detA hU~, tathA vizvAsa dilAtA hU~ ki maiM bhaviSya meM bhI isakI sahAyatA karatA rhuuNgaa| dUsare logoM ne kahA, "kyA 11) rupayoM se boDiMga sthA. pita ho sakatA hai ?" kama se kama dasa-bIsa hajAra kA candA honA cAhiye / Upara birAje hue rogIrAja ne kahA ki 11) rupayoM meM to saba kucha ho sakegA / Apa ro ina rupayoM ko zubha zakuna samajha kara hAtha bar3hA kara le liijiye| yogIrAja ke vacana para sabako vizvAsa thA / ataH ve 11) rupaye lekara una para kuMkuma ke chIMTe DAla kara guru mahArAja kA vAsakSepa halavA kara zubha sthAna meM rakha diye gaye / phUlacandajI ne yogIrAja se nivedana kiyA ki munijI kA cAturmAsa isI tIrtha para ho to bahuta acchA hai| isase borDiGga vagairaha vicArI huI saba yojanA saphala ho jaavegii| kiMtu guruvara ne apanI ora se yaha pragaTa karate hue pharamAyA ki seThajI ! aisA nahIM ho sakatA hai| sAdhu ko apane diye hue vacana ko to nibhAnA hI cAhiye / seThajI-"yaha to DhUMDhiyApane meM diyA gayA vacana hai| dUsare

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Adarza jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 290 Apa guru haiM, yadi ApakI AjJA hogI to munijI ko cAturmAsa yahA~ karanA hI pdd'egaa|" ___ yogogaja-"DhUMr3hiyApane meM vacana diyA gayA to kyA huaa| . Akhira ve bhI to sAdhu hI haiM / aura pA~ca mahAvata bhI ve hI haiN| hA~, zraddhA meM jo pharka thA, vaha nikala jAne se samudAyAntara avazya huA hai / para isa sambandha meM aisA koI kAraNa nahIM hai / ataH diyA huA vacana to barAbara pUrA karanA hI cAhiye / dUsare maiM inake guNoM meM vRddhi karanA cAhatA hU~ na ki kssiinntaa| ina saba bAtoM ko dekhate hue munijI kA yaha cAturmAsa tovarI meM hI hogaa|" phalodI vAle yogarAjajI vaida, megharAjajI munaita, mANakalAlajI kocara, munijI kA cAturmAsa phalaudI karavAne kI vinatI karane vAle hI the kintu yogIrAja kA yaha kathana suna ve svayaM hI 'cupa raha gye| itanA unhoMne avazya kahA ki abhI to tIvarI vAloM kA bhAgya hai, kiMtu bhaviSya kA cAturmAsa Apa donoM mahAtmAoM kA phalaudI honA cAhiye, hama abhI se hI vinatI karate haiM ataH Apa hamArI prArthanA ko lakSa meM rakhAveM / yogI-kSetra sparzanA evaM vartamAna yog| zrASAr3ha kRSNA prathamA ko munijI ne tIvarI ke zrAvakoM ke sAtha vihAra kiyaa| guru mahArAja vahA~ hI birAje aura phalaudI ke zrAvaka munizrI kI prazaMsA karate hue apane nagara kI ora cala diye|

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41 saM0 1972 kA caturmAsa tIvarI meM tIvarI ke dezI sthAnakavAsiyoM aura mUrtipUjakoM ne munijI kA khUba svAgata kiyA, aura zrI dAdAjI ke upAzraya meM Apako ThaharAyA / dUsare dina vyAkhyAna huaa| karIba 170 ghara vAle vyAkhyAna meM Aye, jisase upAzraya meM zrotAoM ko baiThane taka ko jagaha nahIM mila skii| prArambha meM Apane zrI sukhavipAka sUtra zurU kiyA aura bAda meM zrI bhagavatIjI sUtra vyAkhyAna meM aura bhAvanAdhikAra meM caMdarAjA kA rAsa bAMcane kA nirNaya kiyaa| - eka to zrIbhagavatIjI sUtrakA prabhAva hI aisA thA ki jinakA nAma sunane se hI janatA kI abhiruci bar3ha jAtI thI dUsare munizrI ne zrI bhagavatI sUtra ke prAyaH saba thokar3e kaNThastha kara rakhe the| isake alAvA ApakI vyAkhyAna bAMcane kI zailI hI aisI thI ki kyA jaina aura jainetara, jisane ApakA eka dina vyAkhyAna suna liyA vaha dUsarI bAra sunane kA prayatna avazya karatA thA ataH aisI sundara thI ApakI vyAkhyAna dene kI shailii| ___ tAtparya yaha hai ki vyAkhyAna yA bhAvanAdhikAra meM tathA dRSTAnta vagairaha meM pratyakSa yA parokSa kisI bhI bhAMti eka bAra to mUrti kA viSaya A hI jAtA thaa| vaha bhI aprAmANika nahIM kiMtu 32 sUtroM ke mUla pATha ke pramANa se siddha kiyA jAtA thaa| sunane vAle mUrtipUjakoM ke atirikta dezI samudAya vAle bhI the aura unake bhAva mUrti ke prati vizeSa rUpa se jhukane lge| ata. evaM munijI kA kathana sabako adhikAdhika rucatA gyaa|

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Adarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 292 munizrI ne DhU~r3hiyApana meM raha kara jo 'siddha pratimA muktAvali' nAmaka pustaka banAI thI aura jisakI bhASA sambandhI truTiyeM kisI acche hindI ke lekhaka dvArA saMzodhita karavAnI tathA vApisa likhavAnI thI, use saMzodhita kara likhavAne ke lie tIvarI ke zrAvakoM ne eka likhane vAle ko bulAyA, kintu vaha bhI zuddha hindI likhanA nahIM jAnatA thA / isa hAlata meM lUnakaraNajI ne usa kitAba ko jyoM kI tyoM bambaI AcArya kRpAcandrasUri ke pAsa bheja dI tathA munijI kA pUrNa paricaya likha kara unase kitAba ko zuddha karane kI prArthanA kii| yaha kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM ki lor3hAjI kRpAcandrasUri ke kisa prakAra pUrNa bhakta the / lor3hAjI ne to munizrI se yaha bhI vinaya kI ki Apa jaba kabhA saMvegI dIkSA leM to kRpA candrasUri ke pAsa hI leM, kyoMki ve bar3e paNDita evaM jainazAstroM ke acche jAnakAra haiN| yadi Apako kucha pUchanA ho to avazya puchAveM / munizrI ne kahA ki ThIka hai samaya pAkara maiM kabhI patra likhUMgA / 1 1 idhara sAdar3I ke zAha hukamajI Adi kaI zrAvaka osiyA~ yogirAjazrI ke darzana karane ko Aye the / bAta hI bAta meM munizrI ke viSaya meM bhI carcA cala par3I / yogirAja ne kahA ki munijI zAstroM ke acche jJAtA haiM, dekho unhoMne eka pratimA chattIsI banAI hai, jisameM 32 sUtroM kA sAra DAla diyA hai / jaba yogirAja ne 'pratimA-chattIsI' par3ha kara sunAI to usa zrAvaka ne usakI naqala utAra lI / basa sAdar3I ke zA0 hukamajI tilokajI ne bambaI pahu~ca kara nirNaya sAgara presa meM 'pratimA - chattIsI' ko 2000 pratie~ chapava

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293 akhabAroM meM Andolana kara kaI grAmoM meM bheja dIM / pratie~ sthAnakavAsI samAja ke hAtha bhI AIM aura unhoMne eka ajaba hI hullar3a macA diyA / sAtha hI unhoMne apane yahAM se nikalane vAle samAcArapatroM meM lekha nikalavAnA bhI prArambha kara diyA, jinake zIrSaka isa prakAra hote the, - "bhraSTAcArI gayavaracaMda se baco", "dharmadhUrta se sAvadhAna", "gayavaracaMda ke pAsa koI mata jAo" " isako zrahAra pAnI tathA makAna mata do" "yadi isakI sa~gati karoge yA ziSya kA moha kara samudAya meM rakkhA gayA to jaise agni ko rUI meM chipAne se jo lAbha (1) hotA hai utanA hI isa bhraSTa zraddhA vAlA gayavaracanda ko samudAya meM rakhane kA hogA kyA samAja bhUla gaI hai ki daNDI AtmArAma kI zraddhAbhraSTa hone ke bAda samudAya meM rakhane se vaha 22 sAdhuoM ko patita banA kara apane sAtha le gayA thA yadi gayavaracanda ko bhI samudAya meM rakha liyA to saMbhava hai kabhI yaha 40 sAdhutro ko le nikalegA zrataH samAja jaldI se sAvadhAna ho jAya aura bhraSTazraddhA vAlA gayavaracanda ke sAtha saba sambandha tor3a deM isameM hI sthAnakavAsI samAja kA bhalA hai / jaba isa prakAra aqhabAra siyA~ yogirAja ke pAsa pahu~ce to Apane apane bhadrikapanA se huI bhUla para bahuta pazcAttApa kiyA aura aat munizrI ko likha diyA ki jo bAraha varSa mu~hapattI bAMdha satyopadeza karane kI yojanA taiyAra kI gaI thI, vaha merI g2alatI se niSphala ho gaI hai / aba cAturmAsa samApta hone para tumako veSa parivartana kara kisI bhI saMvegIM sAdhu ke pAsa dIkSA lenI par3egI / zrataH dIkSA kisake pAsa lenA, isakA tuma svayaM nizcaya kara lenA, 21

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Adarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 294 ityAdi / yaha patra munizrI tathA lor3hAjI ne par3hA aura isa kArya ko bhavitavyatA para chor3a diyA / jaba sthAnakavAsiyoM dvArA pratyeka saptAha meM isa prakAra ke sabhya aura azlIla zabdoM meM lekha prakAzita hone lage, to unakA uttara denA bhI munizrI kA karttavya bana gayA / pariNAma svarUpa ve satya pramANa evaM sabhya bhASA aura pUrNa yogyatA ke sAtha sthAnakavAsiyoM ke tamAma lekhoM kA uttara jaina- astrabAMroM dvArA dene lage / jisakA sthA0 samAja para kAphI prabhAva huA aura usa samaya kaI 7-8 sAdhU aura bhI unase nikala saMvegI bana gaye / 42 pratimAnaklanirUpana aura sAdar3IkAsaMgha idhara sAdar3I meM sthAnakavAsI sAdhu saMtoSacandajI, motIlAlajI kA cAturmAsa thA / motIlAla jAti kA kumhAra thA usane apane guru ke pracchannapane kucha zrAvakoM ko uttejita kara eka 'pratimA nakala nirUpana' nAma kI pustaka prakAzita karAI, jisameM usane pahile ke bane hue mUrti khaNDana ke kucha pada saMgraha kiye tathA 1 - 2 aura naye pada banA kara zAmila kara diye / isa pustaka donoM samAja meM khUba agni bhabhakAne kA kArya kiyA, kyoMki muni zrI kI banAI 'pratimA chattIsI' meM DhU~r3hiyA yA sthAnakavAsiyoM ke lie eka zabda bhI aisA nahIM thA jisako ki nindA kA rUpa diyA jA ske| para, 'pratimA nakala nirUpana' meM zaMtrujaya giranAra jAne vAloM ko narka kA kAraNa batAyA aura mandira mUrtiyoM kI sthApanA karane vAle prabhAvika AcAyoM ko bhraSTAcArI kahA gayA aura aise aneka halke evaM nIca zabdoM se mUrti evaM mUrti pUjaka AcAryoM ko

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295 sAdar3I kA matabheda tathA unake samAja kI nindA kI gaI thI / vaha kitAba sAdar3I ke mUrtipUjakoM ke hAtha meM AI, par3hakara unake krodha kA koI pAra na rhaa| ve apane samAja ko ekatrita kara sabakI sammati ke sAtha eka cAkarIdAra- sevaga ke sAtha sthAnakavAsI samAja ke agresaroM ko kahalAyA ki Apane dveSa bar3hAne vAlo pustaka ko prakAzita kiyA hai / yA to Apa zAstrIya pramANoM se yaha siddha kareM ki zatrujaya giranAra jAne vAle narka meM jAte haiM, nahIM to isa kitAba ko bhaMDAra meM dAkhila kara do, varanA Apake haqa meM ThIka na hogA / isake uttara meM kaI niSpakSa logoM ne to kahA ki yaha kitAba kisane chapAI hai aura aisI kitAba chapAkara Apasa meM kleza kyoM paidA kiyA jAtA hai ? pahile bhI dhArmika jhagar3e ke kAraNa 12 varSa taka Apasa meM roTIbeTI vyavahAra banda rahA thA / kintu una bicAroM kI kauna sunatA thA jo kitAba chapavAne vAle kumhAropAsaka the, unhoMne kahalAyA ki Apa kI ora se bhI 'pratimA chattIsI' nAmaka pustaka nikalI hai. phira hamako kyoM dabAte ho ? hamane to 'pratimA chattIsI' ke uttara meM hI yaha pustaka chapavAI hai / pratyuttara meM mUrti pUjakoM ne kahalAyA ki 'pratimA chattIsI' meM ApakI yA Apake samAja kI nindA kA eka zabda bho nahIM hai / yadi Apako 'pratimA chattIsI' ke javAba meM hI likhanA thA to Apa gayavaracaMdajo ke lie likha sakate the, kintu zatrujaya giranAra yA pUrvAcAryoM ke liye likhane kA Apa ko kyA adhikAra thA ? ityAdi / anta meM sAdar3I ke mUrti pUjaka samAja ne sAdar3I ke sthAnaka vAsiyoM ke sAtha roTI tathA beTI vyavahAra kisa taraha banda kara

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 296 diyA ( dekho gor3avAr3a ke mUrtipUjaka aura sAdar3I ke lauMkoM kA; mata bheda nAmaka pustaka ) / idhara sAdar3I ke cAra agivAna zrAvaka zrosiyA~ pahu~ce auraH ve parama pUjya yogIrAja ke darzana kara munizrI gayavaracandI se tIvarI jAkara mile / vArtAlApa karane se mAlUma huA ki sAdhu to sarva prakAra se yogya evaM samartha hai / ataH unhoMne vinaya kI ki yadi kAma par3a gayA to zAstrArtha ke liye Apako sAdar3I evaM gor3avAr3a meM padhAranA pdd'egaa| hama Apake pIche hI jhUjhate haiM / muni zrI ne kahA "bezaka ! jisa samaya Apa yAda kareMge, hama Ane ko taiyAra haiN|" zrAvakoM ko vizvAsa ho gayA, ataH ve tIrtha yAtrA aura gurU bandana kara vApisa lauTa gye| phira bhI sAdar3o ke sthAnakavAsI zAnta na raha sake / unhoMne kahA ki yadi sAdar3I ke mUrti pUjakoM ne hamAre sAtha roTI-beTI kA vyavahAra banda kara diyA hai to kyA huA, hama gADevAr3a ke mUrti pUjakoMkI lar3akiyoM ko lAkara muMhapara muMhapattI baMdhA kara bAjAra se nikaaleNge| isa tAne ko suna kara sAdar3I ke mUrtipUjaka logoM ne varakANe jAkara jAjamaDAlo aura akhila gor3avAr3a ko varakANe ekatrita kara 'pratimA nakala nirUpana' nAmaka pustaka par3ha kara sunAI aura unakA khUna garma hote hI likhata kara DAlA ki sAdar3I ke sthAnakavAsiyoM ke sAtha roTI-beTI vyavahAra banda kiyA jAtA hai| yadi sAdar3I ke atirikta goDavAr3a ke sthAnakavAsI sAdar3I ke sthAnakavAsiyoM ke sAtha beTI,vyavahAra kareMge to unako bho sAdar3I ke sthAnakavAsiyoM ke sadRza samajhA jAvegA / yaha sunakara sAdar3I ke alAvA goDavAr3a

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297 sAdaDI kA matabheda ke sthAnakavAsiyoM ne likhata meM dastakhata kara diye ki hama goDavAr3a ke mUrtipUjaka samAja ke sAtha haiN| sAdar3I ke sthAnakavAsiyoM ke sAtha roTI-beTI vyavahAra nahIM kareMge / phira bhI sAdar3I ke sthAnakavAsI cupa nahIM rahe, unhoMne kAMThA meM jAkara eka mUrtipUjaka kI lar3akI ke sAtha sagapaNa kara sAdar3I zrAye aura khUba gaurava ke sAtha kahA, lo gor3avAr3a vAloM ne hamArA vyavahAra banda kiyA to kyA huA, hama kAMTA ke mUrtipUjaka ko lar3akI ko lAkara muhapara muhapattI bAMdhakara bAjAra se nikAleMge isa para sAdar3oM ke mUrtipUjakoM ko aura bhI gussA AyA / ataeva 32 AdamiyoM ne kAMTA meM pahu~ca kara vahAM ke 32 grAmoM ko ekatra kara ghoSita kara diyA ki agara Apa sAdar3I ke sthAnakavAsiyoM ke sAtha beTI vyavahAra kareMge to gor3avAr3a tumhAre sAtha vyavahAra banda kara degA / pariNAmasvarUpa kAMTA ke 32 grAma vAloM ne usa kiye hue sambandha kA viccheda kara diyA aura sAdar3I ke sthAnaka vAsiyoM ke sAtha vyavahAra banda karane kA likhata kara liyA / ataH gor3avAr3a kA jhagar3A zrabhI taka jyoM kA tyoM banA huA hai / RRZR

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43kyA RtuvatI prArajiyA~ sUtra bA~ca sakatI haiM? jaba tIvarI meM hamAre caritranAyakajA kA cAturmAsa thA, uso samaya pradeziyoM meM naMdaku~varajI kI prArajiyA~ pAnakuMvarajI kAcAtu mAMsa bhI thaa| aura vahAM bhI dopahara ke samaya zrIbhagavatIjI sUtra bAMcatI thoN| motIlAlajI zrI zrImAla, aura acaladAsajI lor3hA vagairaha unake bhakta the / munizrI prAtaH samaya vyAkhyAna meM zrIbhaga vatIjI sUtra bAMcate the,ataH acaladAsajI vagairaha subaha munizrI se zrIbhagavatIjI sunate the aura dopahara ko pAnakuMvarajI ke pAsa / __sunane vAle kaI bAra donoM tarapha ke vyAkhyAna suna kabhI 2 prazna karate the, kiMtu munizrI ke prazna ko pAnakuMvarajI hala nahIM kara sakatI thIM / aisI dazA meM unake pAsa sivAya niMdA ke aura kyA thA ? munizrI ne kahA ki thalI meM janmI huI vicArI pAna kuMvara ne kaba bhagavatIjI bAMcI hai, kiMtu a~dhoM ke bIca kA~nA bhI rAva huzrA karatA hai| ____ acaladAsajI-pAnaku~varajI to bar3e hI pANDatA haiM, apa dveSa bhAva se hI to aisA na pharamAte haiM ? muni0-yadi pAnaku~varajI likhI-par3hI haiM to unako pUcho ki zrIbhagavatIjI sUtra kAlika haiM yA utkAlika ? acaladAsajI ne pAnakuMvarajI se jAkara prazna kiyA ki zrIbhagavatIjI sUtra kAlika haiM yA utkAlika ? . pAna0-kAlika / acala-kAlika sUtra kAla meM baMcatA hai yA utkAla meM ?

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299 kyA RtuvatI sUtra bAca sakatI pAna0 - kAla meM / acala0 - phira Apa utkAla meM kyoM bAMcate haiM ? pAna0- gurU- paramparA yaha suna acaladAsajI ne munizrI ke pAsa zrAkara saba hAla kaha sunAyA / munijI ne prazna kiyA, ki kauna se gurU kI paramparA ? aca0 - guru lauMkAzAha kI paramparA / muni - lauMkA zAha to gRhastha thA phira unako kitanA jJAna thA ? acA0--sAdhAraNa jJAna hogA ? muni0 - phira gaNadharoM kI paramparA chor3akara aise ajJa guru kI paramparA batalAnA ajJAna ke sivAya aura kyA hai / gaNadharoM kI AjJA pAlanI cAhie yA gRhastha guru kI paramparA ? acala0 - gaNadharoM kI AjJA pAlana karanI cAhiye / muni0 - isako Apa svayaM soca leN| khaira, pAnaku~varajI strI haiM, Rtudharma bhI AtI hogii| phira vaha lagAtAra sUtra kaise bAMcatI hai ? acaladAsajI punaH pAnakuMvarajI ke pAsa gaye aura savAla kiyA ki zrArajiyA~ Rtudharma hone para sUtroM ko chUtI haiM yA paraheja rakhatI haiM ? pAna0 - Rtudharma to triyoM kA svAbhAvika dharma hai, isase kyA hotA hai ? maiM svayaM usa avasthA meM zrIbhagavatI bAMcatI hU~ / acala0 - mahArAja julma karate ho, Rtudharma kA to gRhastha loga bhI bar3A bhArI paraheja rakhate haiM, phira Apa sUtra kaise bAMcate haiM / pAna0 - Apako kisane bhrama meM DAla diyA hai ? acaladAsajI cupa ho gaye aura vahAM se uTha kara munizrI ke

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 300 pAsa Aye aura kahane lage ki ApakA kahanA solaha AnA satya hai, yaha loga julma avazya karate haiM / isa bAta kA nirNaya karane ke liye kisI prasaMga pAkara acala. dAsajI, aura motIlAlajI pUjyajI ke darzanArtha byAvara gaye aura vahA~ para prazna kiyA ki Rtudharma AI sAdhvI kyA sUtra bA~ca sakatI hai ? - pUjya:-sUtra bA~canA to dUra rahA, use to sUtra ko sparza bhI nahIM karanA caahiye| acala0-kyA yaha kisI sUtra meM kahA hai ? pUjya0-hA~ ThANAyA~ga sUtra meM asajAI batalAI hai| acala-tIvarI meM pAnaku~varajI RtuavasthA meM bhI mahA prabhAvika zrI bhagavatI jI sUtra bA~catI haiN| . pUjya0-maiM to ise ThIka nahIM samajhatA hU~, yadi ve mAneM to mere nAma se Apa kaha denA ki isa prakAra sUtroM kI AzAtana kara jJAnavarNIya karma na baaNdhe| jaba acaladAsajI ne pUjyajI se mUrti aura muMhapattI ke viSaya meM prazna kiyA to pUjyajI ne sApha kaha diyA ki mati kI nindA karane vAle mahA mohanIya karmopArjana karate haiN| kAraNa mUrti meM sthApanAnikSepa ke sAtha nAmanikSepa bhI rahA huA hai aura cAra naya vAle cAroM nikSepa ko mAnate haiM / ataH jaina zAstroM ke jAnakAra na to mUrti kA niSedha karate haiM aura na nindA hI karate haiM / hA~ mUrtipUjA meM hiMsA hotI hai usako hama dharma nahIM mAnate haiM para satya bAta to yaha hai ki jaba mUrtipUjakoM ne mandira kI dhUma-dhAma bar3hA dI, taba apane samudAya ne use bilakula ho chor3a diyaa| dUsare

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pUjya jI aura bhacalAsajI mu~hapattI meM DorA DAlane kA kisI sUtra meM vidhAna nahIM hai para upayoga na rahane ke kAraNa apane pUrvajoM ne karIba do sau varSa se DArA DAla muMha para muMhapattI bAMdhanI zurU kI hai / lekina acaladAsajI ! yadi Apa merI rAya mAneM to maiM salAha dU~gA ki Apa isa carcA meM jyAdA na utareM, kAraNa ki vAda-vivAda meM yadi kahIM hI utsUtra bhASaNa ho jAyagA to mithyAtva kA bajrapApa lgegaa| acala-kyoM pUjya mahArAja ! yadi mandira meM jAkara jala puSpAdi na car3hA kara kevala mUrti ko namaskAra kara namotthuNaM vagairaha tIrthaGkaroM ke guNa stavanA kare to isameM harja to nahIM haiM na ? pUjya-isameM koI bhI harja nahIM hai acaladAsajI ! kevala mata-bheda ke kAraNa apane loga mandiroM ke haqa se hAtha dho baiThe haiM jo lAkhoM karor3oM kI sampatti haiN| para loga itane zaMkAzIla aura avivekI ho cale haiM ki anyamata ke deva devI aura pIra pagambarako to mAna lete haiM para jainoM ke deva ke liye hI kheMcA tAna karate haiM para yadi yaha bAta sabake sAmane kaha dI jAya to loga kaha deMge ki pUjyamahArAja kI zraddhA bhraSTa ho gaI hai, ityAdi / acala-pUjya mahArAja ! Apa jaise mahAn puruSa bhI jaba satya kahane meM saMkoca rakhate haiM, to phira hamArA uddhAra hI kaise ho sakatA hai| pUjyA0-bhAI ! kyA kare samaya hI aisA hai jaisI vAyu cale, mA hI Azraya lenA par3atA hai| acala-loga kahate haiM ki gayavaracandajI bhraSTa ho gaye, isaliye pUjyAjI ne nikAla diyA hai / kyA yaha bAta satya hai ? pUjya-nahIM gayavaracandajI ke cAritra meM to koI doSa nahIM

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 302 hai| kevala unakI zraddhA mUrti kI ho jAne se evaM ve Ama taura para vyAkhyAna meM prarUpanA kara dene se unheM alaga kara diyA hai / acaladAsajI ! zrApa jAnate haiM, kisI sAdhu para anahotA jhUThA kalaMka lagA denA kaise karma bandha kA kAraNa hai ? __ acala-hA~, pUjya mahArAja ! AtmArthI kA yaha kAma nahIM hai ki kisI kI jhUThI nindA kare / mujhe to gayavaracandajI kA AcAra-vicAra meM koI doSa mAluma nahIM hotA hai| acaladAsajI vagairaha jAna gaye ki mUrti kA mAnanA zAstra sammata hai, aura mu~hapara muMhapattI bAMdhane kI pravRti pichale logoM ne apanI manakalpanA se calAI hai / gayAvaracandajI kI satya kahane kI Adata par3a gaI hai, aura "sA~ca kahane se mA~ bhI mAratI hai", yahI kAraNa Apake alaga hone kA hai| 44 candanamalajInAgaurI kA tIvarI meM milApa tIvarI meM usa samaya kharataragaccha kI sAdhvI ratnazrIjI kA bhI cAturmAsa thA / pahile to sAdhvIjI lor3hAjI ke bahuta kahane sunane para bhI munizrI ke pAsa nahIM AyA karatI thIM, kAraNa munizrI ke mu~ha para mu~hapattI baMdhI huI thI,tathAoSA bhI laMbA thA, zAyAda isase Dara gaI hoM kiMtu jaba chApoM meM carcA calI saba jayapura meM sonazrIjo ko mAlUma huaa| unhoMne eka patra sAdhvIjI ko likhA ki tuma gayavaracandajI ke pAsa jAnA, apane gaccha kA pratikramaNa sikhAne kI koziza karanA tathA apane gaccha kA sthApanA bhI unheM dedenaa| dUsarA patra lor3hA jI ko likhA thA kyoMki ve kharataragaccha kI kriyA karate the| sonazrI

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303 candanamalajI kA milApha jI ne unheM likhA thA ki lor3hAjI tuma kharataragaccha ke pakke zrAvaka ho, apane gaccha meM koI aisA vidvAn sAdhu nahIM hai / gayavaracaMdajI ne Apake vahA~ cAturmAsa kiyA hai aura ve cAturmAsa ke pazcAt saMvegI hone vAle haiM / ataH unakI dIkSA apane sighAr3A meM hI honI cAhiye / isa viSaya meM maiM Apako jyAdA nahIM likha sakatI hU~ ityAdi / lor3hA jo ne sonazrIjI kA patra munizrI ko ba~cAyA tathA ratnazrIjI ko bhI jAkara upAlambha diyA ki maiMne Apase pahile hI kaha diyA thA ki zrApa muni jI ke pAsa jAkara unheM apanAyeM / ratnazrI ne kahA ki lor3hAjI ! mujha se g2alatI huI / khaira, aba Apa ThahareM,maiM bhI Apake sAtha calatI huuN| ratnazrIjI munijI ke pAsa AI aura pheTAbandana kara kahA ki Apako koI bhaMDApakaraNa pratikramaNa kI pustaka tathA sthApanA kI AvazyakatA ho to maiM lA kara hAjira kruuN| isa para munizrI ne kahA ki isa samaya to mujhe kisI bAta kI jarUrata nahIM hai, yadi jarUrata par3egI to maiM Apako kahalA duuNgaa| para lor3hAjI ne sAdhviyoM se kahA ki kama se kama Apa munijI ko sthApanA to lA de, kyoMkipratikramaNAdi karane meM sthApanA kI to pahalI jarUrata rahatI hai| ratnazrI ne apanI choTI sAdhvI ko bheja kara pratikramaNa kI pustaka aura sthApanA ma~gA kara de dii| .. yadyapi gurU mahArAja ke pAsa gaye binA Apa kisI pakSa kA nirNaya nahIM karanA cAhate the, tathApi Apane lor3hAjI aura sAdhviyoM ke Agraha se pustaka aura sthApanA rakha lii| kArtika mAsa ke zuklapakSa meM candanamalajI nAgaurI tIvarI gaye / unhoMne munizrI se mila kara bar3I prasannatA prakaTa kI aura upA

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 304 lambha bhI diyA ki maiMne Apase sAdar3I meM vinaya kI thI ki jaba Apako kAma par3e to zrApa mujhe yAda karanA, kintu Apa to mujhe bhUla hI gaye ? munizrI ne kahA, maiM Apako bhUlA to nahIM thA / jaba jodhapura meM maiM alaga huA thA, usa samaya mujhe ApakI AvazyakatA huI thii| aura maiMne eka zrAvaka ko kahA bhI thA, zrApako tAra dvArA sUcita kara deM kintu unhoMne kahA ki dhuMdanamala jI kA saba kAma hama kara deMge, unako kyoM takalIpha dI jAya / isI prakAra ve bahutasI bAteM karate rahe / pratilekhana kA samaya hone para jaba munizrI ne anya upakaraNoM kI pratilekhana karate hue sthApanAjI kA bhI pratilekhana kiyA to caMdanamalajI ne sthApanA dekha munizrI se sAzcarya prazna kiyAH caMdana:-kyA Apane kharataragaccha kI kriyA karane kA nizcaya kara liyA hai ? muni-nhiiN| * caeNdana-to phira Apa ke pAsa yaha kharataragaccha kI sthApanA kyoM haiM ? muni0-sAdhvI ratnazrI jo ne lA dI hai / ca~dana0-to sthApanA yahIM rakhI jAvegI ? muni0-nahIM gurU mahArAja kaheMge vahIM rakhUgA / caMdana0-maiMne Apake lie IrAna se bahuta hI acche sthApanAnI ma~gavAye haiM, aura unakI pratiSThA bhI abhI jJAnapaMcamI ko osiyA~ meM yogirAja se karavAI hai / muniH-ve kahA~ haiM ?

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candanamalajI aura sthApanAjI caMdana0 - mere pAsa haiM aura Apako dene ke lie hI lAyA huuN| isake lie yogirAjazrI kI sammati bhI maiMne le lI hai| muni - to phira lAiye derI kisa bAta kI hai ? caMdana0- para eka bAta hai ki jaba Apa kharataragaccha vAlIsthApanA vApisa deMge to ve mujha para hI saMdeha kareMge / muni - isameM saMdeha kI kyA bAta hai / maiM to yogirAja ratna vijayajImahArAja ko apanA gurU banA cukA huuN| isalie jaisA ve kaheMge vaisA hI to maiM karU~gA / caMdana0--taba yaha sthApanAjI hAjira haiM / Apako jJAta hogAki sthApanAjI ke lie zrI bhadrabAhusvAmI ne eka sthApanA kulaka banAyA hai, jisameM sthApanAjI ke sulakSaNa likhe haiM / unameM se bahuta sulakSaNa ina sthApanAjI meM haiM / munijI ne sthApanAjI ko namaskArapUrvaka grahaNa kara liyA aura pUchane lage ki kyA yaha mUlya se milatA hai ? caMdana0 - hA~ mohanalAlajI mahArAja ke pAsa eka hI sthApanAjI sahasra rupayoM kA thA / muni0- lekina sunA hai ki mohanalAlajI mahArAja to kharataragaccha ke yati the / phira unhoMne tapAgaccha kI sthApanA kyoM rakhI thI ? caMdana0 - yaha ThIka hai ki mohanalAlajI kharataragaccha ke yati the, para ve kriyA tapAgaccha kI hI karate the / unake ziSya panyA sa harSa mujI bhI phalaudI meM haiN| ve bhI tapAgaccha kI hI kriyA karate haiM / isake alAvA bhadrabAhusvAmI ne jo sthApanA ke lakSaNa. batalAye haiM ve prakRtika (sabhAvI) sthApanA meM hI hote haiM, caMdana kI

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Adarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 306 banAI huI sthApanA meM nahIM / ataH mohanalAlajI tapAgaccha kI sthApanA rakhate the aura kriyA bhI tapAgaccha kI hI karate the / muni0 - acchA to Apa jo yaha sthApanA lAye haiM, ve kitane -mUlya kI hogI ? caMdana - isake IrAna meM savAsau rupaye lage haiM / isameM -mUlanAyakajI haiM jo bar3e hI sulakSaNa vAle haiN| muniH - kyA isakI bhI pratiSThA hotI hai ? caMdana0 -- hA~, pratiSThA hone ke pahile yaha vandanIya nahIM samajhe jAte haiM, jaise mUrti kI pratiSThA kA vidhAna hai, vaise hI sthApanA jI kI pratiSThA kA bhI vidhAna hai| maiM abhI zrosiyA~ meM ho kArtika zuklA paMcamI ( jJAna -paMcamI) ko gurU mahArAja se pratiSThA karavA ke lAyA hU~ / muni0 - acchA, zrAvakajI ! yaha lAbha Apako hI hai / caMdana 0 - mahArAja ! hama logoM ke bhAgya aise kahA~ haiM ki - isa prakAra se lAbha mila ske| vaise dekhA jAya to saMsAra ke kAryoM meM to aneka prakAra se kharca ho jAtA hai para aise paramArtha kA avasara to kabhI kabhI ho AtA hai / isa prakAra candanamalajI aneka bAteM kara eka dina yahA~ Thaharane ke bAda mevAr3a meM padhArane kI zrAgrahapUrvaka vinatI kara cale gaye / munizrI ke cAturmAsa karane se tIvarI kI janatA para bahuta hI acchA prabhAva par3A / jJAna, dhyAna, tapazcaryA, pUjA, prabhAvanA Adi bahuta utsAha se hue| maMdira mUrti kI ora logoM kI zraddhA bhI dRr3ha evaM bar3hatI rahI / tovarI meM jaina zvetAmbara sabhA nAmaka eka saMsthA sthApita huI

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saM0 pa. patra vyavahAra jisakA uddezya chATe 2 TraikTa chapA kara sarvatra jJAna pracAra karanA thaa| aura usane Age calakara apane uddezya meM kucha saphalatA bhI prApta kI thii| tIvarI ke mandiroM meM pUjAriyoM kA bhI kaI prakAra kA julma thA muni zrI ke upadeza se unako bhI Thoka vyavasthA ho gii| 45 saMvega pakSIya viddhAna muniyoM se patra vyavahAra samAcArapatroM meM yaha carcA joroM se cala rahI thI ki sthAnakavAsI samAja se eka vidvAn sAdhu gayavaracandajI alaga ho gaye haiM, abhI unake muMhapattI baMdhI huI hai aura tIvarI cAtuAsa hai; cAturmAsa ke bAda vaha saMvegI hone vAle haiN| yaha bAta svAbhAvika hI hai ki vidvAn ziSya kI saba AzA rakhate haiN| ataH munizrI ke pAsa kaI sAdhu evaM zrAvakoM ke patra Aye, kaI sAdhuoM kI ora se zrAvaka bhI Akara mile, kiMtu munizrI ne sabako yahI kahA ki abhI to maiM yogIrAja munizrI ratnavijayajI mahArAja kI sevA meM jAUMgA phira samaya pA kara dUsare sAdhuoM se milaMgA ataHabhI taka to kucha bhI nizcita nahIM hai / isake atirikta Apane saMvegapakSIya vidvAna AcAryoM aura munivaroM ko patra dvArA kaI prazna bhI pUche the kAraNa ki isa sampradAya meM kauna 2 muni kisa 2 prakAra ke vidvAn haiM ? hamAre lodAjI ne vidvattA ke viSaya meM sabase adhika prazaMsA to kRpAcandrasUri kI hI ko thii| isalie munizrI ne saba se pahilA patra bambaI kRpAcandrasUri ko bar3e ho vinaya ke sAtha likhA thaa| usameM nimna likhita prazna bhI pache the|

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya vaNDa 308 (1) kevalI jo samudhdhAta karate haiM, vaha kI huI hotI hai yA svAbhAvika ? (2) bharata kSetra meM rahe hue kevalI samudghAta karate haiM to unake ATha rUcaka pradeza kahA~ para rahate haiM ? . ina praznoM kA uttara khAsa kRpAcandrasUri ke hastAkSaroM se AyA thA, jisameM Apa likhate haiM kiH (1) kevalI jo samuddhAta karate haiM vaha kI huI hotI hai / sUtra meM pATha hai ki 'karai karaitA' / (2) kevalI jisa kSetra meM samuddhAta karate haiM, unake rUcaka pradeza usI kSetra meM rahate haiN| ___ isake prativAda ke lie munizrI ne likhA thA ki: (1) kevalI samuddhAta kI huI hotI hai to kAyA kA yoga pravRtAne meM asaMkhya samaya lagate haiM aura kevalI samuddhAta ko kevala ATha samaya hI lagate haiN| aisI dazA meM udArIka zarIra se samudghAta ko kI huI kaisA samajhA jAya 1 arthAt yogoM se kRta kArya pATha samaya meM ho hI nahIM sktaa| (2) kevalI jisa kSetra meM samuddhAta kare usI kSetra meM yadi rUcaka pradeza rahate hoM to ve samparNa loka ko kaise para sakate haiM ? kyoMki loka kA madhya bhAga meruparvata ke ATha rUcaka pradeza ke sthAna para hai / ataeva ina bAtoM ko phira vicArakara sUcita karAveM / ___ kRpAcandrasUri ne yaha likha kara apanA pIchA chur3AyA ki sUtra ke Azaya gahana haiM / aise praznottaroM kA samAdhAna kabhI rUbarU milane para hI ho sakatA hai| munizrI ne dUsarA patra likhA thA tapAgacchIya AnandasAgara

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309 saM0 50 muniyoM se prazna jI (hAla ke sAgarAnanda sUri ) ko, jo saMvegI samudAya meM eka sarvopari zAstrajJa batalAye jAte haiM / ApakI patra likhane kI paddhati itanI sundara thI ki jina AcArya munivaroM ko jo padavI upAdhi thI una vizeSaNoM ke sAtha Apa savinaya jijJAsu bana kara prazna pachate the| - (1)pannavaNA sUtra pada 12 vA~ meM asurakumAra ke devatAoM ke baikriya zarIra ke vaMdelagA sUcI prAMgula ke prathamavargamUla ke saMkhyAta veM bhAga jitane kahA hai, taba isI pannavaNa sUtra ke tIsare pada meM 98 bola kI alpA bahuta kI, TIkA meM prathama varga mala, tIsarA varga ke guNA karane se pradezo kI rAzi ho, itanA pramANa batalAyA hai| isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? (2) pannavaNApada 36 veM pada kI TIkA meM kevalI samuddhAta kareM, jisake prathama samaya meM 39 prakRtiyoM kI sattA kahI gaI hai| isameM zratApa udyota bhI hai / aura dUsare karma grantha kI gAthA 28 meM pUrvokta donoM prakRtiyoM kA nauveM guNasthAna ke dUsare bhAga meM abhAva kahA hai / ataH jina prakRtiyoM kA nauveM guNa. meM kSaya ho gayA hai, unako sattA terahaveM guNasthAna taka kaise Thahara sakatI hai ? ina sUtroM kA saMzodhana tathA mudraNa ApakI hI adhyakSatA meM huA hai ? ___ (3) AcarAMga sUtra a0 1, u03 meM avasthita kAla kI sthiti ATha samaya kI kahI hai, para bhagavatI sUtra ke za0 25, u0 6-7 veM meM sAta samaya kI kahI hai / isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? (4) jIvAbhiga sUtra meM tIna vedoM kI palpA bahuta meM kheMcara puruSa saMkhyAta, guNA aura pannAvaNA sUtra pada tIna meM khecara puruSa asaMkhyAta guNA kahA hai, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ?

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Adarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 310 ina praznoM ke uttara meM sAgarajI mahArAja ne likhA thA ki agara tu ko ina praznoM kA uttara lenA hai to hamAre rUbarU A kara le lo ? tIsarA patra AcArya zrI vijayanemisUri ko sAdar3I diyA, jisameM nimnalikhita prazna kiye the: (i) prazna vyAkaraNa sUtra tIsarA saMbara dvArA meM sAdhu ko pratidina phala, phUla, harI, vanaspati ko gRhastha se AjJA lenA likhA hai / isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? kyA pUrva jamAnA meM sAdhu phala, 5. phUla, harI kAma meM liyA karate the ? yadi lete the ve sacita the yA cita ? (2) pannavaNA sUtra pada pahalA meM 'lahasana' ko sAdhAraNa vanaspati kahA hai, taba uttarAdhyAya a0 36 meM lahasana ko pratyeka kArya meM ginA hai, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? (3) jaba zrAvaka kI utkRSTa gati 12 veM devaloka taka kI hai, taba parihAra vizuddha cAritra pratisevI hone para bhI usako 8 veM devaloka taka jAnA batalAyA hai, isakI kyA vajaha hai ? isakA uttara AyA ki patra meM kitanA likhA jAve, uttara rUbarU lenA hI acchA hai caturmAsa ke bAda tuma yahAM A jAnA | cauthA patra AcArya vijayakamalasUri aura munizrI dAna vijaya jI ko likhA, jisameM nimnalikhita prazna kiye gaye the:[1] eka prakAza pradeza para ajIba ke 560 bhedoM meM se kitane bheda milate haiM ? - 8 noTa- jaba sUrata meM munizrI sAgarajI se mile to praznoM ke uttara ke lie kahA ki abhI to mujhe avakAza nahIM hai, phira samaya milane para sUtra nikAla kara dekheMge matalaba TAlamaTAla kA hI thA /

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saM0pa0muniyoM se prazna patra [2] kitane rasa vibhAga kA eka sparddha banatA hai ? [3] kitane sparddha kA eka kaMDaka banatA hai ? [4] kitane kaMDaka se karma vargaNA banatI hai ? [5] karmoM kA nisarga kisako kahate haiM ? [6] RSabhadeva bha0 kI dIkSA caita kRSNa 8 ko aura varSI tapa kA pAraNa baizAkha zukla 3 ko huA to phira varSI tapa kaise huA ? ina mahAtmAoM kA to patra pahu~ca jAne para bhI uttara taka hI nahIM milA / jaba rUbarU mile taba mAluma huA ki patra Apako pahu~ca gayA thA / pA~cavA patra munizrI vallabhavijayajI ( hAla ke vijayavallabhasUri ) ko likhA gayA, jisameM yaha prazna the: -- [1] tIrthaGkaroM kI mUrti kI phala phUla se pUjA kI jAtI hai, vaha agra pUjA hai yA aMgapUjA ? [2] tIrthaGkaroM kI mUrti ko mukuTa; kuNDala, hAra, kar3A, kaNThI dhAraNa karAye jAte haiM, yaha zAstrIya vidhAna hai yA Adhunika calAI huI pravRti hai ? 311 [3] jaina mandira meM rAtri dIpaka yA rozanI kI jAtI hai, isakA zAstroM meM ullekha hai yA yaha kalpita kriyA hai ? [4] jaina mati dhyAnAvasthA meM virAjamAna hai| phira unake netra khule hue kyoM haiM ? kyA dhyAna karane vAle isa prakAra netra khulA rakha sakate haiM ? [5] deva dravya kahA jAtA hai, yaha zAstrIya vidhAna hai yA kalpanA hai ? ina praznoM kA uttara zIghra hI AyA / uttara meM unhoMne likhA

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Adarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 312 [1] phala-phUla mUrti kI zrama pUjA hai, kaI sthAnoM para phUla mUrti para car3hAne kI prathA cala par3I hai / yaha kalpanA mAtra hai / [2] mUrti para AbhUSaNa caityavAsiyoM se zuru huA hai aura unake rAjya meM likhe hue graMthoM meM isakA ullekha bhI milatA hai / [3] jaina mandira meM rAtri dIpaka kA zAstrIya vidhAna nahIM hai / [4] mUrti ke cakSu kA Agraha zvetAmbara digambara kA bheda hone ke bAda huA hai / w " [5] deva dravya zAstrIya vidhAna nahIM, kintu saMgha kI kalpanA hai / chaThA patra AcArya vijayadharmasUrijI ko udayapura likhA gayA thA, jisameM bhI kaI prazna the, kiMtu unakA bhI uttara saMtoSa janaka nahIM milaa| udayapura meM zrAcArya vijayadharmasUrijI kA cAturmAsa thA / usa samaya pUjya zrIlAlajI mahArAja kA bhI cAturmAsa vahIM thA / zrataH paraspara khUba carcA calI / saMvegiyoM kI ora se 108 prazna DhU~r3hiyoM se pUche gaye, jaba ki DhUMr3hiyoM kI ora se 151 prazna saMvegiyoM se pUche gaye the / ina donoM ora se kiye gaye prazna pustakAkAra meM bhI chapa gaye the / saMvegiyoM kI ora se jo prazna pUche gaye ve vidvattA pUrNa the; kiMtu DhU~r3hiyoM kI ora se pUche gaye prazna kevala thokar3oM ke bolacAla se hI sambandha rakhate the / AcArya vijayadharmasUri ne 151 praznoM vAlI pustaka hamAre caritranAyakajI ke pAsa nizAna karake bhejI ki ina praznoM kA uttara likha kara turata bhijavA do| hamAre caritra - nAyakajI ko 400 thokar3e kaNThastha the, minToM meM hI una praznoM kA uttara likha kara bheja diyA gayA /

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313 udayapura ke praznottara udayapura meM eka sArvajanika sabhA kara ke sthAnakavAsI samAja ko Amantrita kiyA gayA aura kahA gayA ki Apa hamAre praznoM kA uttara deM yA na deM, kiMtu Apake pUche huye 151 praznoM kA uttara hama sArvajanika sabhA meM dene ko taiyAra haiN| kRpayA Apa praznoM kA uttara samajha kara le leM / isa hAlata meM koI bhI sthAnakavAsI praznoM kA uttara lene ko nahIM aayaa| hA~, sabhA dekhane ko kaI loga avazya Aye the / dUsare rAjakarmacArI evaM jainetara loga bhI sabhA meM bahuta the / AcArya vijayadharmasUri kI adhyakSatA meM munizrI nyAyavijayajI ne sthAnakavAsiyoM ke kiye hue 151 prazna aura unake uttara sabhA ke samakSa sunA kara apane Upara jo praznoM kA vajana thA usako utAra diyA, kintu sthAnakavAsI samAja para jo 108 praznoM kA bhAra thA vaha jyoM kA tyoM raha gayA, kevala unameM se 8 praznoM kA uttara javAharalAlajI svAmI kI ora se chapA thaa| para vaha bhI vidvAnoM ko saMtoSa janaka pratIta nahIM huaa| usameM nirA vitaMDAvAda hI jhalaka rahA thaa| ___ isa vAda-vivAda meM AcArya dharmavijayasUri kI icchA thI ki gayavaracadajI ko yahA~ bulA kara pUjya zrIlAlajI kI vidyamAnatA meM khUba ThATha ke sAtha dIkSA dI jAya, jisase sthAnakavAsI samudAya para gaharA prabhAva pdd'e| ataH Apane parama yogirAja ratna vijayajI mahArAja ko jora dekara likhA aura AdamI bhejA; kintu aisA karanA na to yogirAja hI cAhate the aura na ise munizrI hI ucita samajhate the / isakA kAraNa yaha thA ki Aja Apa bhale hI zrIlAlajI se alaga ho gaye hoM kintu unakA upakAra tA Apa para thA hI jisako ki Apa bhUla nahIM gaye the|

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Adarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 314 ataH zrApane sAfa zabdoM meM inkAra kara diyA ki isa samaya maiM udayapura nahIM A sakatA / Apake pAsa kaI muniyoM evaM AcAryoM ke yahA~ taka samAcAra Aye ki tumako vApisa dIkSA to lenI hI hogI, phira rela savArI kara ke hamAre pAsa A jAo to kyA nuqasAna hai / uttara meM Apane kahalA diyA ki jaise Apa mujhe rela savArI se bulAnA cAhate haiM, vaise yadi Apa hI rela savArI kara yahAM padhAra jAveM to kyA nuqasAna hai ? isake uttara meM javAba AyA ki hama to sAdhu haiM rela meM baiTha kara kaise A sakate haiM ? muni0 - maiM kaunasA gRhastha hU~ jo maiM rela meM baiTha kara zrA sakatA hU~ ? isa para vahAM se kaI AdamI Aye aura unhoMne kahA AdamI - Apako to punaH dIkSA lenI par3egI / muni0- yaha to eka samudAya kI maryAdA hai, kintu maiM yaha nahIM samajha sakatA ki maiMne jo nau varSa sAdhudharma kA pAlana kiyA, vaha saMvegI banane se naSTa ho jAtA hai / merI zraddhA kA parivartana huA hai na ki dIkSA kAH I isa para ve loga samajha gaye ki yahA~ pola kA mahakamA nahIM kiMtu kharAkharI kA khela hai| aise mahAtmA ko koTizaH bandana hai /

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46 dakSiA kI carcA tathA mu~hapattI kA DorA tIvarI kA cAturmAsa sAnada samApta huaa| Apake vihAra ke samaya jaina jainetara prAyaH saba loga ApakI sevA meM upasthita hue| vizeSatA yaha rahI ki jo pradezI samudAya vAle pahile Apake pratikUla the, ve loga bhI vihAra ke samaya upasthita ho gaye / isakA kAraNa yaha thA ki ApakI zAMta prakRti tathA samayajJatA evaM cAturya ne una para acchA prabhAva DAla kara apanI ora AkarSita kara liyA thA / ataH ve kahane lage, "kahanA sunanA huA hai to kSamA kareM" yaha kaha kara ma~galika suna kara ve vApisa lauTa gye| __ zeSa logoM kA Age cala kara munizrI ne ravAnagI kA punaH ma~galika sunAyA / para ma~galika suna kara vApisa jAne vAle logoM ke mukha udAsa ho gaye the tathA netroM se azrudhAga bahane laga gaI thii| unhoMne una dina zAma ko raja ke mAre zAyada hI bhojana kiyA ho, kyoMki dharmAnurAga aisA hI hotA hai / khaira lagabhaga 60 puruSa tathA 20 khiyA~ to Apake sAtha osiyA~ tIrtha kI yAtrA karane ke lie kaTibaddha ho gye| . dUsare dina saba loga osiyA~ pahu~ce / borDiMga ke 4 lar3ake va munima vagairaha bAjA-gAjA lekara sAmane Aye aura munizrI kA acchA svAgata kiyA / gurU mahArAja kI itanI kRpA thI ki Apa svayaM apane vinayavAn ziSya ko lene ke lie grAma ke bAhara taka padhAre / jisa samaya ziSya ne guru mahArAja ke caraNoM kI rajako apane

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Adarza jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 316 mastaka se sparza kI, usa samaya kA dRzya janatA ke hRdaya meM jaina zAsaka ke vinaya kA eka apUrva bhAva paidA karatA thA / saba logoM ne zAsanAdhIza bhagavAna mahAvIra kI jaya dhvani ke sAtha maMdira meM Akara vandana, stuti evaM caityavandana kara apane Apa ko bhAgyazAlI samajhA mandira meM jitane bhAI bahina the, una sabako Doro DAla mu~hapattI ba~dhAne kA tyAga tathA dina meM eka bAra ma~dirajI ke darzana kA niyama dilavA diyA gayA / bAda ma~dira se dharmazAlA meM Aye / saba saMgha ne guru mahArAja ko vandana kiyA / guru mahArAja ne tovarI ke lor3hAjI vag2airaha kI ora izArA kara kahA ki 'lo bhAI ! borDiMga kA bIja to hamane bo diyA hai, kiMtu abhI taka bAhara prAmoM kA eka bhI lar3akA nahIM AyA hai / isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki logoM meM vyartha hI yaha g2alatafahamI phailI huI hai ki osavAla kA lar3akA osiyAM meM rAtri meM nahIM Thahara sakatA hai / ataH do sevaga, eka mahezvarI aura eka brAhmaNa, isa prakAra kula cAra lar3ake Ate haiM, jinakA guru (mAsTara) maiM hU~ / aba hamAre munijI A gaye haiM, yadi puruSArthaM karake Apa apane lagAye hue paudhe ko sIMcate raheMge to zrAzA hai ki isakA zubha phala avazya hI milegA / munizrI ne tIvarI ke zrAvakoM ko prabhAvazAlI upadeza diyaa| pariNAmasvarUpa unhoMne apanI 2 zakti ke anusAra borDiMga ke lie dravya dvArA sahAyatA dI / phira ve do dina yAtrA kara vApisa lauTa apane grAma ko cale gaye / yoM to tIvarI ke hAla samaya 2 para osiyA~ pahu~ca ho jAte the, kiMtu munizrI ne guru bhakti se prerita hokara vahA~ ke saba hAla

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317 guru ziSya ke vArtAlApa tathA jo saMvegI AcAryoM aura munivaroM se patroM dvArA prazna pUche the unako nakaleM aura uttara meM Aye hue patra dikhAye aura e+ pI jaina lazkara vAloM ke lekhoM ke uttara meM zAstroM ke AdhAra para taiyAra kiyA huA 'gayavara-vilAsa' jo pratimA chattIsI kA hI eka prakAra se vistRta rUpa thA, unhoMne guru mahArAja kI sevA meM hAjira kiyaa| inako dekha kara yogIrAja bahuta hI prasanna hue / vArtAlApa ke pazcAt munizrI ne vinaya kI ki guru mahArAja ! aba mu~hapattI ba~dhI rakhane kA mujhe koI kAraNa nahIM dIkhatA hai, kyoMki 'pratimA chattIsI' chapa jAne se tathA donoM tarapha ke vAda-vivAda ke lekha nikala jAne se aba isakI AvazyakatA hI nahIM raha gaDe hai / ataeva acchA ho ki Apa koI acchA dina dekha kara mujhe jo kriyA karavAnI ho vaha karavA kara Ara apanA ziSya banA leN| guru mahArAja ne pharamAyA ki, hA~ ! aba muMhapattI baMdhI rakhanI to maiM bhI yogya nahIM samajhatA / yaha Doga Aja hI dUra kara diyA jAve / aura dIkSA ke lie to mauna ekAdazI ke pahilA koI acchA dina mAlUma nahIM hotA hai, aura ziSya ke liye to yaha bAta hai ki maiM ziSya banAne kI apekSA apanA dharmamitra banAnA adhika pasaMda karatA hU~, tathA majAka hI maz2Aka meM ve kahane lage ki maiMne to apanA gaccha hI dostAnAgaccha banA rakhA hai / koI bhI gaccha kA sAdhu kyoM na ho, mitra bana kara jitane dina icchA ho mere pAsa rahe aura jaba mana cAhe taba hI cala de| saMyama pAlanA yaha vAr3AbaMdI kA kAma nahIM, kiMtu AtmArthI mumu. kSuoM ko AtmA kI sAkSI se hI pAlana karanA hotA hai| mukhyataH merI to yahI salAha hai ki tuma gaccha mata ke baMdhana meM na

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 318 par3o, kAraNa ki gacchoM kI samAcAriyA~ to tumane dekha hI lI haiM jinameM ki ve loga choTI choTo bAtoM ke lie eka dUsare ko mithyA vAdI batalA rahe haiM / jaise eka oghA kI gAMDhe detA hai, dUsarA phAMsI lagAtA hai / phira bhI gAMThoM vAlA phAMsI aura phA~sI vAlA gAThoM vAloM ko mithyAtvI kahatA hai / eka bhagavAna mahAvIra ke pAMca kalyANaka mAnatA hai to dUsarA chaH mAnatA hai, isameM bhI ve Apasa meM mithyAtvI batalAte haiM / eka striyoM kI pUjA karanA zAstra sammata mAnatA hai to dUsarA usakA niSedha karatA hai| isa prakAra sAmAyika pratikramaNa pauSadha, caityavaMdana, sthApanA, muMhapattI, pAtroM ke raMga vagairaha dharmakriyA meM bheda hai aura tumhArI prakRti maiMne dekha lI hai, tuma hareka bAta kA khojapUrvaka nirNaya karanA cAhate ho / DhUMr3hiyoM kI to choTI sI dukAna thI vahA~ tumane nirNaya kara liyA, kintu yahAM yadi nirNaya karane ko nikaloge to mithyAtvI kI upAdhi pAye binA na raha sakoge / ataH merA yaha Agraha nahIM hai ki tuma tapAgaccha meM dIkSA lo yA kharataragaccha meM, kiMtu jo kucha karanA hai, vaha khUba soca samajha kara karanA cAhiye tAki phira jhagar3e meM na par3anA pdd'e|" ____ munizrI guru mahArAja ! gacchoM kI samAcAriyAM dekha kara to merA bhI mana vyAkula hogayA hai / jaba ki sarva Agama paMcAGgI aura pUrvAcAryoM ke graMthoM ko mAnane vAloM kA yaha hAla hai to bicAre TUDhiyoM kA to kahanA hI kyA ? phira bhI Azcarya kI bAta to yaha hai ki khara-taragaccha vAle triyoM ko jina pUjA kA niSedha karate haiM aura isake mala utpAdaka jinadattasUri jaise nAmAMkita AcArya batalAye jAte haiM / ataH DhUMr3hiyoM kI nIva to unhoMne

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guru ziSya ke vArtAlApa 319 hI DAlI / unhoMne zAsana kA eka aGga kATA hai, bAda meM DhU~r3hiyoM ne usakI vRddhi kara dUsarA aMga bhI kATa DAlA hai / yogIrAja ne kahA ki aisI to gaccha gacchAntara kI kaI carcAe~ haiM, yadi tuma isameM utara jAoge to tumhArI umra isameM hI samApta ho jAvegI / ataH ina saba bAtoM ko chor3a tumako jo kucha karanA hai, usIkA nizcaya kara DAlo | muni0- maiM to ApakI zaraNa meM AyA hU~, jo mArga Apa batalAveM maiM svIkAra karane ko taiyAra hU~ / C yogIrAja - merI to rAya hai ki tuma DhU~DhiyoM meM se Aye ho, tumako punaH dIkSA to lenI hI par3egI, aura maiM dIkSA dene ko bhI taiyAra hU~, ataH tuma dIkSA lekara tumhArA jo khAsa gaccha hai usakA hI uddhAra karo / muni0- guru mahArAja ! merA khAsa gaccha kaunasA hai, jisakA abhI taka mujhe patA hI nahIM hai ? yogI0 - kyA tuma apane mukhya gaccha ko nahIM jAnate ? muni - nahIM, kRpA kara Apa batalAveM / 0 yogI0 - tuma vaidya mehatA ho / tumhAre pUrvajoM ko isI sthAna para AcArya ratnaprabhasUri ne jaina banAyA thA aura isI nagara ke nAma se zrAcArya ratnaprabhasUri ke gaccha kA nAma upakeza gaccha kahalAyA hai, ataH ApakA gaccha upakeza gaccha hai 1 muni 10 - kyA isa gaccha meM koI sAdhu hai ? --- yogI :- abhI koI sAdhu nahIM hai, hA~ yativarga avazya hai / 31 muni-taba maiM kisake pAsa dIkSA le sakatA hU~ ? yogI 0 - dIkSA maiM dUMgA /

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 320 muni0-kyA aisA ho sakatA hai ki dIkSA kisI gaccha vAle deM aura kriyA nAma kisI gaccha kA ho sake ? ___ yogI0-hA~, ho sakatA hai purAne jamAne meM aise kaI udA. haraNa milate haiN| itanA hI kyoM tumhAre vyavahAra sUtra meM bhI aisA ullekha hai| muni0-hamAre jo kulaguru Ate haiM, ve to kaeNvalA gaccha ke haiM / yogI-yaha upakeza gaccha kA hI apara nAma hai| muni0-ka~valA gaccha kaba se huA ? yogo:-upakeza gaccha to ratnaprabhasUrijI se huA jo saba gacchoM meM jyeSTha prAcIna gaccha hai / aura vikrama kI bArahavIM zatAbdI meM jaba karar3A rahane vAloM ko khara-tara kahA gayA taba namra evaM komala rahane vAloM ko kavala kahane lge| muni-upakeza gaccha ko kriyA aura tapAgaccha kI kriyA meM kyA antara hai ? yogI-vizeSa antara to nahIM hai, kevala pratikramaNa meM eka vairUTyA devI kI stuti aura prAcArya ratnaprabhasUri kA cAra logassa kA kAussagA adhika kiyA jAtA hai aura yaha bhI prAcIna nahIM, para Adhunika prAcAryoM kI calAI huI AcaraNA hai / maiMne sunA hai ki AcArya siddhasUri ko vairUTyA devI kA iSTa thA aura vaha devI AcArya zrI ke yAda karate hI Akara upasthita ho jAtI thii| ataH unhoMne pratikramaNa meM zrata devatA aura kSetra devatA ke sAtha vairUTyA devI kI stuti kahanI zurU kara do / ratnaprabhasUri kA kAussagA kharatara gaccha vAloM ke sAtha adhika paricaya hone ke kAraNa ve unakI dekhA-dekhI karane laga gaye haiM / ataH

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321 guru ziSya ke vArtAlApa ye donoM kriyAeM tuma karoge to logoM meM upakezagaccha ko punaH prakhyAti hogI aura na bhI karoge to koI hAni nahIM hai, kyoMki yaha kriyAeM jarUrI nahIM para upakArI puruSoM kA smaraNa karanA jarUrI hai / ataH tumArI marajI para nirbhara hai / muni0 - ApakI AjJA ko maiM zirodhArya karatA hU~ / munijI ke mana meM atyanta Azcarya huA ki isa kalikAla meM bhI aise niHsvArthI nispRhI mahAtmA vidyamAna haiM ki jinako apane ziSya banAne kA tanika bhI moha yA mamatva nahIM hai / jo dUsare sAdhu eka sAdhAraNa vyakti ko celA banAne meM anekoM prapaMca karate haiM; para yahA~ eka par3hA-likhA ziSya binA parizrama hAtha laga jAne para bhI usakI paravAha nahIM kI jAtI, aise mahAtmA ko koTizaH vandana hai | munijI ne phira vinaya kI ki gurU mahArAja mere lie aura kyA AjJA hai ? yogI0 - tuma svayaM suyogya ho, tumhAre lie dUsarI kyA AjJA ho sakatI hai ? phira bhI eka bAta maiM tumase kaha detA hU~ ki yadi tuma zrAtma-kalyANa karanA cAhate ho yA sukhI rahanA cAhate ho to dUsarI khaTapaTa meM yA ziSya parivAra bar3hAne meM na par3anA, kyoMki ye bAteM Atma-kalyANa meM antarAya DAlane vAlI haiM / tumane sunA hogA ki mahAvideha kSetra meM koI kisI kA nuksAna karatA hai to usako gAlI dI jAtI hai ki jAo tuma bharatakSetra meM bahu parivArI tathA bahudhanI honA / muni - yaha ga. lo kaise huI ? kyoMki bahuparivArI aura bahughanI honA to pratyeka vyakti cAhatA hI hai /

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Adarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 322 C yogI - cAhatA to hai, kintu bahuparivArI aura bahudhanI hone ke pazcAt usako pUchA jAve ki tuma kaise sukhI ho, to vaha kahegA ki merA jaisA dukhI zAyada hI isa duniyA meM koI hogA / kAraNa bahuparivAra meM koI bhalA, koI burA, koI suputra, koI kuputra, koI sukhI, koI duHkhI, kisI kA maranA, kisI kA paidA honA ityAdi ghaTanAyeM nitya ghaTita hotI rahatI haiM / ataH bahuparivAra vAlA hamezA duHkhI hI rahatA hai / bahudhanI kA bhI yahI hAla hai, pahile to dhana paidA karane meM kaSTa, dUsare usakI rakSA karane kA duHkha tIsare cora le jAveM yA pAnI meM DUba jAve, usakA duHkha, yA dhana ke pIche putrAdi Apasa meM lar3eM-jhagar3eM, Akhira usa dhana ko chor3a parabhava meM jAte samaya mamatva ke kAraNa mara kara sarpAdi honA Adi duHkha hI hai / muni - isa viSaya meM ApakA kyA kahanA hai ? 0 yogI 0 - tuma sukhI rahanA cAhate ho to jaba taka koI suyogya ziSya na mile taba taka tuma akele hI rahanA aura pustakAdi kisI prakAra kI upAdhi kA saMgraha na karanA, yahI merA kahanA hai / muni -jaba Apa ziSya karane kI manAI karate haiM, to phira upake gaccha kI kriyA karane kA Adeza kyoM dete ho, kyoMki binA ziSya ke unako calAvegA kauna ? 91 yogI :- maiMne gaccha hai, balki dUsare gaccha ke kara AtmakalyANa karane ke aura upakezagaccha eka aisA gaccha hai ki isakI aura kisI ne dRSTi kara qalama nahIM uThAI hai zrapitu saba gaccha vAloM calAne kA tumako Adeza nahIM diyA phar3agoM meM na par3a kara ekAnta meM raha liye maiMne tumheM Adeza diyA hai / bhI krUra

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323 muMhapattI kA DorA dUra karanA ne pUjya bhAva se ho bahumAna kiyA hai / isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki jaina samAja para upakezagaccha kA bar3A bhArI upakAra hai / Aja jo osavAla, poravAla, zrImAla Adi jAtiyA~ jaina dharma pAlana kara jaina dharma ko calA rahI haiN| yaha upakAra upakezagacchAcAyoM kA hI hai, ataH maiMne tumako upakezagaccha ke liye Adeza diyA hai / dUsare, mujhe mAlUma huA hai ki tuma yahA~ se phalaudI jAoge / vahA~ sAdhviyoM kI jamAta bahuta rahatI hai aura sAdhuoM ke sAtha unakA bahuta paricaya bhI hai / maiM tumako salAha detA hU~ aura kahatA hU~ ki tuma mere isa kahane ko hara samaya yAda rakhanA ki binA vyAkhyAna ke sAdhviyoM yA bAiyoM ko makAna para na Ane denA aura na unake sAtha kisI prakAra kA vizeSa paricaya hI rakhanA / . muni0 - ApakA kahanA akSarazaH satya aura hitakArI hai / isa kalikAla meM aisI salAha dene vAle zrApa jaise virale hI puruSa haiN| maiMne to isa umra meM kevala Apako hI dekhA hai / guru mahArAja ! maiM ApakA upakAra kyA isa bhava meM aura kyA para bhava meM kahIM bhI aura kabhI bhI nahIM bhUla sakU~gA / DhU~DhiyApana meM bhI mujhe isa bAta kI bar3I cir3ha thI ki binA vyAkhyAna ke koI bhI sAdhvI yA bAI sthAnaka para AveM, para Apane to Aja kRpA kara sApha sApha hI pharamA diyA hai / yogI - ThIka, lo muha pattI kA DorA to nikAla do / munizrI ne apane mu~ha para se muMhapattI utAra kara yogIrAja ke hAtha meM de dI aura guruvara ne usa aprAmANika mu~hapattI aura Dore ko tor3a phAr3a kara paraTha dene kA Adeza diyA / phira peDI se kapar3A maMgavA kara prAmANika muMhapattI banA kara dedI, jisako

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 324 Apane svIkAra kara guru mahArAja ko namaskAra kiyA tathA kahA ki maiM Apake Adeza se bhale upakezagaccha kA kahalAUM, para mere guru to Apa hI haiN| guru0-yaha ApakA saujanya hai| yogI-munizrI aba saba se pahile Apako pratikramaNa, devavandana, caityavandana, pUMjana, pratilekhana, saMstArApauraSo bagairahaH sAdhu kI Avazyaka kriyA kaNThastha karake usI prakAra kriyA karanI caahiye| muni-jI hA~! kucha pATha to Apane tIvarI meM kara liyA thA, zeSa guru mahArAja ke pAsa meM raha kara kaNThastha kara liyaa| Apa 100-100 zloka prati dina kaNThastha karane vAle buddhimAna the, Apake liye itanA sA vidhi-vidhAna kaNThastha kara lenA kaunasI bar3I bAta thii| Apa camma dinoM meM saba kriyA vidhAna kaNThastha kara guru mahArAja ke sAmane kriyA karane laga gye| 47 prAcIna zilAlekha kI prApti ___ eka dina skUla kI chuTTI thii| mAsTara vidyArthI, munIma aura hamAre yugala munivara prAcIna mandiroM ko, jo bhagna evaM khaNDahara avasthA meM the, dekhane ko padhAre / kaI prAcIna sthAnakoM kA nirIkSaNa karate karate eka prAcIna jaina mandira ke khaNDahara dIkha pdd'e| una khaNDaharoM meM unhoMne mastakarahita candra ke cinha vAlI eka jina pratimA dekhI, jisakA aMga pratyaMga khaNDita thA / usake adho.

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325 prAcIna sthAnoM kI zodha bhAga meM eka TUTA huA patthara thA, jisa para kucha akSara khude hue the / jaba yogIrAjazrI ne use khUba bArIkI se dekhA to usameM___"saM0 602 vaizAkha mAse zukla pakSe tRtayA upakeza ze adityanAga gautre zAha......................." __ spaSTa rUpa se dikhAI diyaa| isake Age kA zeSa bhAga TUTa gayA thaa| ___ yogirAja ne kahA "munijI ! yaha zilAlekha bahuta kAma kI vastu hai / mere khayAla se yaha upakezavaMza kA prAcIna zilAlekha hai / ataH Apa isako surakSita rakha liijiye| muni-guruvarya, aise TUTe hue patthara ko lekara kyA kareMge ? aura isase lAbha bhI kyA hai ? yogI-isa samaya bhApakI dRSTi meM isase koI lAbha nahIM hogA, para jaba kabhI ApakI isako jarUrata par3egI to yaha Apako amUlya ratna kA kAma degaa| ataH isako Apa saMbhAla kara rakha diijiye| ___ muni-aisA eka zilAlekha to apane mandira meM bhI lagA yogI-vaha bhI isI prakAra kisI khaNDahara se AyA huA hai| muni-kyA vaha mandira vAlA zilAlekha apane mahAvIra mandira kA zilAlekha nahIM hai ? ____ yogI-nahIM, mahAvIra mandira to vikrama se 400 varSa pUrva banA hai aura vaha zilAlekha vi0 saM0 1013. kA hai| dUsarA usa zilAlekha meM na to mahAvIra mandira banAne yA pratiSThA karavAne kA ullekha hai aura na kisI bhAcArya kA hI nAma hai / usameM to kevala

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 326 kisI jinadeva zrAvaka ne raMgamaNDapAdi smara kAma karavAyA hai| aura yaha 602 vAlA lekha to aura bhI adhika puSTi kara rahA hai| inake alAvA vi0 saM0 1011 meM isa mandira meM AcArya kakkasUri kI adhyakSatA meM hone vAlA zAntipUjA kA zilAlekha isI mandira meM vidyamAna hai isase tuma samajha sakate ho ki 1011 tathA 602 pUrva yahAM upakeza vaMza evaM mahAvIra mandira vidyamAna thaa| ____ muni-yadi mandira prAcIna ho to kyA aura arvAcIna ho to kyA, aise TUTe-phUTe zilAlekha se kyA hone vAlA hai ? ____yogi-abhI zrApako isa bAta kA anubhava nahIM hai para jaba kabhI isa ora lakSya pahu~cegA, usa samaya Apa ko hajAroM lAkhoM prayatna karane para bhI aisI prAcIna sAmagrI nahIM milegI / ataH mere kahane se hI Apa isa zilAlekha ko lekara surakSita sthAna meM rakha do| ____ muni zrI ne munIma cunnIlAla bhAI se kahA ki guru mahArAja ke isa kathana meM jarUra koI chipA rahasya hogA, jo Aja apane ko nahIM dIkhatA hai / tathApi yaha zilAlekha vAlA patthara uThA lo aura acche surakSita sthAna meM rakha do| ___munIma usa patthara ko eka AdamI ke zira para rakha kara dharma zAlA meM lAyA aura usako eka acche sthAna meM rakha diyaa| isa zilAlekha ne yogirAja kI AtmA meM itanI preraNA bhara dI ki ve jaba kabhI avakAza milane, para prAcInatA kI zodha meM nikala jAte aura jahA~ tahA~ jaMgala meM bhamaNa kiyA karate / Apane do do tIna tIna kosa taka isa nagara ke khaNDaharoM kA patA lagAyA thA / kheda hai ki usa samaya hamAre caritranAyakajI kI ruci aise kAryoM meM

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327 prAcInatA kI zodha khoja bahuta kama thI / pariNAma yaha huA ki yogirAja ke pAsa rahate hue bhI ve isa kArya meM jitane lAbhAnvita hA sakate the, utane na ho ske| 48 aosiyA~ borDiGga ke lie prayatna eka dina gurU mahArAja ne munijI se kahA ki borDiGga to sthApita kara diyA, kintu abhI taka jainoM kA eka bhI lar3akA nahIM AyA hai / ataH tuma Asa-pAsa ke grAmoM meM jAkara upadeza do aura lar3akoM ko lAo, kyoMki tuma hI isa borDiGga ke janmadAtA ho| ___muni0-boDiMga kA janmadAtA to maiM nahIM, kintu Apa haiM / maiM to ApakI AjJA kA pAlana karane vAlA eka anucara mAtra huuN| yogI0- khaira, tuma kucha bhI smjho| maiM aisI jhaMjhaToM meM par3anA nahIM cAhatA / yadi borDiGga calAnA hai to pahile lar3akoM ko lAne kI koziza kro| - muni0-zrApakA hukma sira para hai, kintu munIma cunnIlAla bhAI ko Apa sAtha bheja sakeM to mujhe bar3I hI suvidhA rhegii| ____ yogI0-ThIka hai, munIma ko le jaao| basa, munIma ko bulA kara kaha diyA gayA ki yadi tumako borDiGga calAnA hai to munijI ke sAtha lar3akoM ko lAne ke lie grAmoM meM jAo aura jaisA munijI kaheM vaisA karo, kAraNa maiM isa kArya meM merA samaya nahIM de sakatA hU~ aura na mere se yaha khaTapaTa hotI hai| ataH munijI kaheM vaisA tuma kiyA kro| ___munIma-jaisA Apa pharamA, vaisA maiM karane ko taiyAra huuN| hA~, maiM jAnatA hU~ ki Apa yogirAja haiN| aisI khaTapaTa Apako

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 329 pasaMda nahIM hai, kintu Apa kI zubha dRSTi se hI hama logoM kA kalyANa hai aura munijI ke sahayoga kI to isameM parama AvazyakatA hai phira bhI vaha saba ApakI atula kRpA kA hI phala hai / yogI-acchA, munijo kala vihAra kreNge| . munima-maiM bhI sevA meM sAtha jAne ko taiyAra huuN| mAgasara kRSNa 10 ko gurU mahArAja kA mAMgalika suna kara munIma ke sAtha vihAra kara diyaa| unhoMne paNDitajI kI DhANI, rAyamala vAlA khetAra vagairaha Asa-pAsa ke gAMvoM meM jAkara vidyA kA mahatva logoM ko samajhAyA aura yahAM taka vizvAsa dilAyA ki tuma tumhAre lar3akA ko khuzI se osiyAM par3hane ke lie bhejo, inakA bAla bhI bAMkA na hovegaa| yadi osiyA~ rahane meM tumhAre lar3akoM ko kucha bhI takalIpha ho to hama sTAmpa ke kArAja para tumako dastakhata kara deM ki tumhAre lar3ake ke badale hama tumako lar3akA deveMge ityAdi / 10 dina ghUma kara sAta lar3akoM ko lAye aura munIma noTAvaTa jAkara 4 lar3ake vahA~ se laayaa| isa prakAra 11 bar3ake jainoM ke aura 4 lar3ake jainottaroM ke, kula 15 lar3ake borDiMga meM ho gye| jaba mAsTara kI AvazyakatA huI to eka vahA~ ke hI brAhmaNa ko mAsTara rakha liyA gayA tathA sadAsukha-sekga kI sAlI samaratha bAI ko rasoIdAra nizcata kara liyaa| isa kArya meM munIma cunnIlAla bhAI bar3A hI huziyAra thA, usane saba taraha kI vyavasthA ThIka jamA dii| boDiMga kA kAma bar3hane lagA to isa para eka AdamI kI AvazyaktA pratIta hone lgii| gurU mahArAja kI zubha dRSTi se jodhapura ke zrI zrImAla cauthamalajI naukarI ke lie vahAM A nikle|

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329 kausAnA kA maMdira ke liye carcA kA yahAM AvazyakatA thI hI / basa, unako bhI rakha liyA aura boDiMga kArya sucAru rUpa meM calane laga gayA / zradhiSThAyaka kI aisI kRpA huI ki una dinoM meM yAtrI logoM kA bhI Agamana gaharI tAdAda meM huA, ataH borDiMga ko Arthika sahAyatA bhI acchI milI / pIpAr3a ke pAsa kausanA nAmaka eka grAma hai, vahAM 20 ghara osavAloM ke hone para bhI eka bhavya, manohara aura zilpakalA kA Adarza namUnA rUpa jina pratimA kI bar3I AzAtanA hotI thI aura mandira ke abhAva meM mUrti eka dukAna meM rakhI huI thI / isakA kAraNa yaha thA ki vahA~ ke saba loga sthAnakavAsI bana gaye the / daivavazAt jodhapura ke bhaMDArI jI candanacandajI vahA~ zramIna ke taura para prdhaare| Apako dRSTi ora pahu~cI aura Apane grAma ke choTA bar3A mandira banAne ko kahA usa mUrti kI mahAjanoM ko AzAtanA kI ekatra kara eka / para vahAM ke logoM ne isa bAta para dhyAna nahIM diyA / phira bhI bhaMDArIjI kI saccI lagana ne unheM vivaza kiyA ki ve grAma vAloM kI anumati lekara mandira kA kArya prArambha kara diyA / bAhara se candA kara ke dravya lA kara usako Age bar3hAyA / isa kArya meM bhaMDArIjI sAhaba ko aneka AphateM uThAnI par3IM / para bhaMDArI jI hatotsAhI na hue / unhoMne thor3e hI dinoM meM eka bhavya mandira taiyAra karavA diyA aura usakI pratiSThA bhI karavA lii| bhaMDArI jI eka dina zrosiyAM padhAre; jaba unhoMne yogIrAja zrI ko nivedana kiyA ki Apa eka dina kausane padhAra kara mandira jo kA darzana avazya kareM, kAraNa aisI sundara evaM camatkArI mUrti bahuta thor3e sthAnoM meM pAI jAtI haiN| yogIrAja ne kahA bhaMDArI jI maiM yahAM se vihAra

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bhAdarza-jJAnadvitIya khaNDa 330 karUMgA, taba kSetra-sparzanA hogI to kausane ke mandira kA darzana avazya kruuNgaa| bhaMDArIjI ko vizvAsa ho gayA ki yogirAja ne vacana diyA hai to kabhA na kabhI apanI bhAvanA avazya saphalo. bhUta hovegii| 46 yogIrAja ke hAthoM se munijI kI punaHdIkSA ___ idhara mauna ekAdazI kA dina samIpa A rahA thaa| munIma jI ne jodhapura, tIvarI, phalaudI aura lohAvaTa vAloM ko qhabara dI aura bahuta se loga mAgasara zuklA 10 ko A bhI gaye / mAgasara zuklA 11 ko prAtaHkAla zAsanAdhIza bhagavAna mahAvIra ke . mandira meM parama yogirAja munivara zrIratnavijayajI mahAgaja ne vidhi vidhAna ke sAtha dIkSA dekara banI zAkhA koTIkagaNa tapAgaccha aura muni......ratnavijaya......mahArAja kA ziSya kaha kara gurupanA kA vAsakSepa DAlA aura ApakA nAma jJAna-sundara rkhaa| sAtha hI sAtha Apane yaha bhI pharamA diyA ki munijI ko maiMne dIkSA dI hai, yaha to samudAya kI maryAdA kA pAlana hI kiyA hai| kAraNa vartamAna meM jaba dIkSA dI jAtI hai taba kisI na kisI guru kA nAma tathA unakI zAkhA-gaNa-gaccha kA nAma kahanA par3atA hai jo ki maiMne abhI kahA hai| kintu sAtha hI meM maiM munijI ko yaha bhI Adeza detA hU~ ki Aja se Apa upakezagaccha ke uddhA. raka haiM,aura upakezagaccha kI kriyA karate hue upakeza gaccha ke hI kahalAnA, maiM to Apako kevala dIkSA denevAlA huuN| upasthita logoM ne yogirAja kI isa prakAra nispRhatA aura upakezagaccha ke uddhAra kI bhAvanA dekha mana ho mana meM prasanna hokara cauthA

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331 osiyAM meM munija / kI dIkSA pArA ko yAda karane lage / usa samaya bAhAra se Aye hue zrAvakoM, borDiMga ke vidyArthI, mAsTaroM aura munImajI ko jayanAda se mandira gUMja uThA thaa| jaba dIkSA kI kriyA samApta huI, to caityavandana kara mandira ke bAhAra Aye / munizrI ke sAtha saba ne pahile to guruvara ko vandana kiyA, pazcAt saba logoM ne munizrI ko vidhi pUrvaka vandana kiyA / Aja osiyAM tIrtha para saiMkar3oM varSoM se yaha Ananda kA kArya itihAsa ke pRSThoM para suvarNAkSaroM meM likhane yogya sampanna huA hai| ___ munizrI kI dIkSA ke kAraNa jodhapura ke bahuta se sajjana osiyA~ Aye the, usameM bhaMDArI jI candanacandajI bhI the / Apa ke dila meM bahuta samaya se bhAvanA thI ki yogirAja ko kosane le jA kara mandira kA darzana kraauuN| ataH isa samaya bhI Apane bhaktabhAva se prerita ho yogirAja zrI ko vinatI kI ki yadi isa samaya avasara ho to kausanAnI kI ora pdhaareN| maiM yahA~ se kausanA taka ApakI sevA meM rahane ko taiyAra hU~, ityAdi bahuta Agraha se prArthanA kii| ___ yogIrAja bar3e hI dhyAnI the, eka to Apa osiyoM meM karIba 1 varSa bhara raha cuke the| dUsare munizrI ko dIkSA dene se eka se do ho jAne meM bhI Apake dhyAna kA samaya kucha kharca ho jAtA thA, tIsare vahA~ boDiMga hone se yadyapi Apa isa khaTapaTa se alaga hI rahate the tadApi thor3A bahuta samaya isameM bhI vyaya karanA par3atA thA, ina kAraNoM se aba bhApakA dila uTha gayA thA, idhara bhaMDArIjI kA nimitta kAraNa mila gayA / basa, Apane to

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 332 totevAlI A~kha badala kara kahA ki mere ko to kosanA kI yAtrA karanI hai| ___ munizrI ne kahA, "guru mahArAja, abhI to Apane hamako dIkSA dI hai, abhI bar3I dIkSA denI hai, maiM bilkula nayA hU~, Apa mujhe akele ko chor3a kara kaise padhArate haiN|" yogI0-zera to akele hI rahate haiM, bher3eM sAtha rahA karatI haiM, yadi tumhArA yahI Agraha hai to pauSa kRSNA 3 ko bar3I dIkSA dekara jaauuNgaa| ___ muni0--yadi Apane vihAra karane kA nizcaya kara liyA hai to maiM bhI ApakI sevA meM calane ko taiyAra huuN| ___yogI-yadi tuma mere sAtha caloge to yaha boDiMga rUpI jo paudA lagAyA hai vaha jalasiMcana binA sUkha jAvegA aura karIkarAI mehanata miTTI meM mila jaavego| tuma jAnate ho ki isa boDiMga se kevala vidyA pracAra hI nahIM apitu isa tIrtha kI bhI prasiddhi tathA unnati hogii| ataeva tuma yahIM tthhro| muni-para Apa yaha to kaha jAzro ki kausanA se vApisa osiyAM hI AU~gA ? ___ yogI-itanA jJAnI to maiM nahIM hU~ ki bhaviSya kA nizcaya kaha sakU aura yaha bAta kSetra-sparzanA ke hAtha hai / bIca meM hI bhaMDArI jI bola uThe ki Apa itanA zrAgraha kyoM karate haiM maiM jaise yogIrAja ko le jAtA hU~ vaise sAtha meM Akara yahA~ pahu~cA jaauuNgaa| Apa isa bAta kI khAtrI rkheN| ___ basa, pauSa kRSNa 3 ko munijI ko bar3hI dIkSA dekara usI dina vihAra kara grAma ke bAhara pAdukA vAlI pahAr3I hai vahAM jAkara Thahara

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333 yogirAja jI kA vihAra gaye / subaha vihAra ke samaya munijI, munImajI, borDiMga ke vidyArthI, aura grAma ke kaI mahezvarI loga Aye aura bahuta dUra taka pahu~cAne ko gaye / jaba gurU mahArAja Age kI ora bar3hane lage to hamAre munijI kI A~khoM meM se azrudhArA bahane lagI / gurU mahArAja ne munijI ke sira para hAtha rakha kara kahA ki tuma vIra hokara itane adhIra kyoM hote ho, tuma khuda suyogya ho, tuma jAoge vahIM tumhArI jaya hovegI; tuma zAsana ko prabhAvanA karoge; kintu merI do bAteM yAda rakhanA jo ki maiMne tumheM pahile kaha dIM thIM to bhI unako phira duharA detA hU~ / ( 1 ) kisI ko ziSya nahIM banAnA, yadi koI DhUMr3hiyoM se nikalA huA suyogya ho to usako sammA para lAkara dIkSA dene mAtra kA nimitta kAraNa bananA, jaise maiM banA hU~ / dUsare sAdhviyoM yA bAIyoM kA bilkula paricaya nahIM rakhanA, basa ina donoM bAtoM para pUrNa lakSa rakhoge to tumhArA DaMkA cAroM ora bajatA ho rahegA / itanA kaha kara guru mahArAja to vihAra kara gaye aura hamAre munijI guruvacana ko zirodhArya kara sabake sAtha grAma kI ora lauTa Aye / guru mahArAja ke sAtha munizrI bahuta thor3e samaya rahe para Apake sadguNoM se itane mugdha bana gaye ki bApisa Ane ke bAda ekAnta meM jAkara baiTha gaye, Apake dila meM itanI udAsInatA chA gaI ki basa sivAya guru mahArAja ke ApakA dhyAna kahIM bhI calAyamAna nahIM huaa| isameM Apa gocara - pAnI kI sudha bhI bhUla gaye / munImajI ne kara AhAra pAnI kA AmantraNa kiyA, jisa para bhI lakSa nahIM diyA gayA, hAM sacce vinota ziSyoM kA yahI hAla huA karatA hai /

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50 yogIrAja ke AtmIya camatkAra __yogirAja munivarya zrI ratnavijayajI mahArAja zrosiyA~ se vihAra kara mathANIye hokara bairI grAma padhAre, do gatri vahA~ Thahare / jaba jodhapura ke bhakta logoM ko khabara milI to ve moTaroM, ikkoM, sAIkiloM dvArA bairI A pahu~ce / guru mahArAja ke darzana kara jodhapura padhArane kI prArthanA kI, kintu Apako kosane jAnA thaa| vahA~ se kaI bhaktagaNa sAtha meM ho gaye; maMDora, mutAjI ke mandira, banAr3a, bIsalapura, bucakalA hote hue Apane kausane pahu~ca kara vItarAga kI bhavya mati ke darzana kiye; bhaMDArIjI kI kahI huI bAta solaha AnA satya nikalI / darzana se citta bahuta prasanna huaa| una dinoM meM bhI bhaMDArojI kausanA meM rAja kI ora se padAdhi. kArI the| ___ yogIrAja mUrti ke darzana kara eka bhagna upAzraya meM Akara Thahara gaye, bAda meM gocarI ke liye padhAre lekina Apake pAsa eka pAtrA aura eka tRpaNI hI thI; gocarI lekara Aye jisako eka tarapha rakha ASa dhyAna meM ekAnta meM virAja gaye / honahAra ko namaskAra hai ki vahA~ eka zvAna AyA aura lAI huI gocarI vaha kara gyaa| ____ yogIrAja ne Akara dekhA to gocaro kA yaha hAla huA, usI samaya tRpaNI pAtrA lekara vahA~ se cala dhare / bajAra meM Aye to zrAvakoM ne pUchA ki mahArAja kahA~ padhArate ho ! yogIrAja hu~ ! kaha kara cala dhare / zrAvaka saba DhU~r3hiye the, jAna gaye ki zAyada thaDile bhUmikA jAte hoNge| bAda meM bhaMDArIjI Aye, upAzraya meM jAkara

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335 kausAnA ke darzana aura bihAra dekhA to vahA~ na to yogIrAja haiM aura na unake koI bhaMDopakaraNa / bAhara bhAkara bAjAra meM pUchA to eka ne kahA ki thor3I dera huI, Ara ke mahArAja idhara padhAre haiM / bhaMDArI jI ne krodha meM Akara kahA, are bhAgyahonI ! tumhAre phUTe hue bhAgya meM aise mahAtmA kahA~ likhe haiM; maiM kitane prayatna ke sAtha to unako lAyA thA, tathA tuma logoM ne kucha bhI paravAha hI nahIM rakhI, yaha eka bar3e hI apha sosa kI bAta hai| ____bhaMDArIjo ne unako DhUMDhane ke liye kaI zrAdamiyoM ko bhejA tathA zrApa svayaM bhI pRthak rAste kI ora gaye kintu yogIrAja kA kucha bhI patA nahIM lgaa| usI dina yogIrAja kAlu pahu~ca gaye jo kausanA se lagabhaga 40 mIla kI dUrI para hai / yaha khabara eka U~TasavAra se mAlUma huI thI, tathA yogIrAja ke liye yaha koI Azcarya kI bAta bhI nahIM hai; ve yogabala dvArA icchita kArya kara sakate the| kAlu meM Apa eka vraSNu ke mandira meM jAkara Thahara gaye aura vahIM vyAkhyAna diyA / jaina sthAnakavAsiyoM ne Akara kahA ki Apa jaina sAdhu hokara yahA~ kyoM Thahare ? apane sthAnaka evaM mandira hai vahA~ padhAreM / yogIrAja ne kahA yaha bhI to dharma sthAna-mandira hI hai, yahAM Thaharane meM kyA nuksAna hai| ___ samIpa meM hI mahezvariyoM ke ghara the, unakI bhakti bhI bahuta thI, yogIrAja ne gocarI lAkara kara lI / jaina logoM ne kucha carcA kI, yogIrAja vahAM se ravAnA ho sIdhe hI puSkaranI pahu~ca gaye jo ki vahAM se 50 mIla kI dUrI para hogA / vahA~ Apako eka kAlu kA mahezvarI milA aura kahA ki mahArAja rAtri meM to

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa Apa kAlu the, Aja yahAM kaise A gaye ? yogIrAja vahAM se ravAnA ho mathurAjI pahu~ca gaye aura vahA~ bilkula digambara ho bogaprabhyAsa karane lge| vahA~ eka yati Aya thA, yogirAja to dhyAna bhUmi para gaye aura yati saba bhaMDopakaraNa lekara nau do gyAraha ho gyaa| yogirAja ne Akara dekhA to bhaMDopakaraNa nahIM pAyA, Apane digambara avasthA meM hI rahane kA vicAra kara liyA, kintu rAtri meM akarAta AvAja huI ki isa kAla meM isa avastho kA udaya nahIM hai / tuma apanA veSa pahina lo| yogIrAja ne eka patra munijI para likhakara zrosiyA~ bhejA jisameM ki saba samAcAra likha diye / isa para munijI ne munima cunnIlAla bhAI ko sAdhu ke saba upakaraNa dekara mathurA bhejA munImajI ne vahA~ jAkara pU. yogIgaja ke darzana kara bhaMDopakaraNa sevA meM hAjira kie| ___ yogIrAja vahA~ se vihAra kara cAturmApa ke lie lazkara padhAra gaye ora munImajI ne vApisa bhosiyA~ Akara munizrI se saba hAla nivedana kiyaa| yogarAja itane dhyAnI aura camatkArI the ki ve apanA koI bhI bArya prasiddhi meM lAnA nahIM cAhate the| eka bAra Apa sAdar3I virAjate the vahA~ ke tejamala bhaMDArI ke zarIra meM koI deva kA itanA upadrava thA ki saikar3oM upAya karane para bhI ve usa upadrava se mukta nahIM hue, jaba ye yogIrAja ke pAsa Aye to na mAluma Apane kyA kiyA vAsakSepa DAla kara kaha diyA ki pratyeka pUrNimA ko AMbila kiyA karo basa usa dina se hI vaha upadrava zAnti ho gii|

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337 yogIrAja ke camatkAra eka samaya usI tejamala kI tijorI jisakI cAbI usake pAsa surakSita thI, aura tijorI se jevara kA DabbA calA gayA / prasaMgavaza tijorI ko kholI to DabbA nahIM pAyA, usane sIdhe hI guru mahArAja ke pAsa Akara apanA saba hAla nivedana kiyA / guru mahArAja ne kahA, tuma kesariyAjI kI yAtrA karo | tejamalajI ne kesariyAjI jAkara yAtrA kI, bAda zAma ko dharmazAlA meM Akara Thahare / vahA~ kArakhAne kA eka AdamI pukAra karatA hai ki tejamala bhaNDArI kauna hai ? tejamala ne javAba diyA ki kyA kAma hai, tejamala bhaNDArI maiM hU~ / AdamI ne kahA ki calo, kArakhAne meM tumako bulAte haiN| tejamala kArakhAne meM gayA to vahA~ kA munima kahane lagA ki tumhArA itanA z2evara yahA~ jamA hai; yA to tuma le jAo, nahIM to devasthAna mahakamA udayapura ko bhejA jAtA hai / tejamala vismita ho gayA ki yaha kyA bAta hai ? tejamala ne munima ke kahane para apanI jamAnata dekara jevara le liyA, vaha jevara utanA hI thA jitanA ki tijorI ke Dabbe meM thA; yogIrAja ke isa camatkAra ko dekha bar3A bhAro Azcarya huA; usane vahA~ se zrosiyA~ Akara yogIrAja kA darzana kara saba hAla kaha ! ! isa prakAra eka nahIM varan anekoM camatkAra yogIrAja ke prasiddha the, aura yogAbhyAsiyoM ke aise camatkAra hoM to isameM koI Azcarya bhI nahIM hai, kyoMki zrAtmA meM aneka labdhiyeM vidya mAna haiN| jitanA jitanA kSayopasama hotA hai, utanA utanA prakaTa ho hI jAtA hai / dUsare zAstrakAroM ne nimitta kAraNa bhI batalAyA hai, jisake nimitta kAraNa se kisI kA bhI bhalA honA ho, usameM vaisA hI

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Adarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 338 nimitta bana jAtA hai / samyadRSTi mumukSu Apa apane svArtha ke lie aise camatkAroM kA prayoga nahIM karate haiM, para ve paropakAra ke lie niHsvArtha bhAva se hI kiyA karate haiM / isameM hamAre yogIrAja mahAtmA ko bhI hama sthAna de sakate haiM / 51 prosiyAM tIrtha para muniyoM kA samAgama munizrI ke prayatna se osiyA~ ke borDiGga kA kAma bar3hatA hI gayA, samacAra patroM ke lekhoM aura iztihAroM se cAroM ora qhabara pahu~ca gaI ki osavAloM kI utpatti ke sthAna osiyA~ meM eka vidyAlaya sthApita ho gayA hai| par3hAI acchI hai tathA lar3akoM kI acchI hiphAjata kI jAtI hai, ityAdi / vidyArthiyoM kI saMkhyA meM vRddhi hotI gaI, aba to eka mAsTara kI AvazyakatA aura hone lagI / zrataeva usa rikta sthAna ko adhiSThAyaka ne eka jaina yuvaka kAThiyAvAr3I, 'jisakA nAma dIpacanda bhAI thA, se pUrNa kiyA / dIpacanda bhAI likhA par3hA to mAmUlI thA, na jAnatA thA dhArmika jJAna aura na jAnatA thA mahAjanI hisAba, kevala gujarAtI mAmUlI par3hA huA thA, kintu usameM do guNa asAdhAraNa the - ( 1 ) sabake sAtha milakara calanA, ( 2 ) puruSArthIpanA | munIzrI ke kahane se munimajI ne dasa rupaiye mAhavAra para dIpacanda ko rakha liyA / dIpacanda borDiMga ke kAma ke samaya to vahA~ kA kAma karatA thA aura zeSa TAIma meM munIzrI se dhArmika abhyAsa, tathA rAtri meM mAravAr3I mahAjanI hisAba zrAdi kA abhyAsa kiyA karatA thA / munizrI kI Apa para pUrNa kRpA thI jo ki ve apanA samaya kharca kara dIpacanda ko abhyAsa karavAyA karate the /

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339 munirAjoM kA samAgama dIpacanda kI avasthA javAna hone se kisI kAraNa vaza vaha naukarI chor3akara cala diya, kintu adhiSThAyaka kI preraNA se eka mAsa meM hI puna: lauTakara apane aparAdha kI kSamA-yAcanA kara borDiGga meM praveza huA / phalaudI meM panyAsajI harSa munijI kA caturmAsa thA, Apane osiyA~ meM munizrI ko akelA sunakara Apake vihAra ke pUrva hI apane ziSya munizrI caturamunijI ko zrosiyA~ bhejadiyA / caturamunijI bar3e hI milana sAra sAdhu the, osiyAM padhAra kara munIzrI se mulAkAta kI aura apane guru paM0 harSamunijI ke saba samAcAra kahe, jisakA matalaba thA ki Apa panyAsajI ke pAsa rahoge to jJAnAbhyAsa vaigaraha acchA hogA, aura ve Apako padavI ghara bhI banA deMgA tathA isa jamAne meM akelA rahanA ThIka bhI nahIM hai| munIzrI ne kahA ki ApakA kahanA ThIka hai, panyAsajI mahArAja yahAM padhAreMge taba maiM mila lUMgA / munizrI ke kapar3e svalpa the ora ve bhI maile bahuta the, kyoMki dUDhiyApane ke saMskAra hI aise the / caturamunijI ne kahA, munijA ina kapar3oM meM jU~aiM par3a gaI to isa utkRSTAI kA kyA hAla hogA ? lo, Apake pAsa kapar3e nahIM hoM to mere pAsa se le lIjiye aura yaha saba mailA kapar3A mujhe de deM ki maiM Apake kapar3oM ko dhodUM / munizrI ne kahA ki mahArAja jaba itane kapar3oM se merA kAma cala jAtA hai, phira adhika upAdhi rakha kara vIra kA poTiyA banane meM kyA lAbha hai ? catura munijI ne munijI ke maile kapar3oM kA kA~pa kahAr3a diyA, phira dekhA to munijI ke pAsa pAtre bhI do hI the / catura munijI ne phalaudI kahalAkara eka tRpaNI aura eka pAtroM kI jor3a maMgA kara

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 340 munijI ko kahA ki Apake pAtroM ko to yahA~ rakha do aura Apa yaha jor3a le lo ? munijI ne kahA ki maiM akelA sAdhu sAta pAtroM kI jor3a ko kyA kruuN| caturamunijI ne hAsya meM kahA ki abhI taka DhUMDhiye ke pAtroM se ApakI mamatva nahIM haTI hai, para ina pAtroM meM no pAnI kA to vyavahAra nahIM kiyA thA na ? munizrI ne apane pAsa ke pAtre rakha kara do pAtre aura eka tRpaNI catura munijI se le lii| ___ bAda panyAsajI harSa munijI mahArAja osiyA~ padhAre, ApakI bhI,prakRti bar3I hI zAnta aurAMmilanasAra thI; Apa itane pratiSThita hone para bhI mAna ahaMkAra yAmoTAIpanA to Apako sparza bhI nahIM kara pAyA thA / ApakA kahanA to thA hI para itanA Agraha nahIM thA ki tuma hamAre pAsa hI raho, khaira-Apa kaI dina virAja kara jodhapura kI ora vihAra kara diyaa| munizrI.ApazrI kA upakAra mAnate hue bahuta dUra taka pahu~cAne ko gaye / ___thor3e hI dinoM ke pazcAt pa0 gumAnamuninI bhI padhAre ApazrI mohanalAlajI mahArAja ke ziSyoM meM eka the, pahile Apa tapA. gaccha kI kriyA karate the, para bAda meM yaza munijI khara-taragaccha ke zrAvakoM ke dhokhe meM zrAkara khara-taragaccha kI kriyA karane lage, taba se gumAnamunijI ne bhI kharataragaccha kI kriyA svIkAra kara lI thii| Apake pAsa zAstroM kI kaI peTiye thI ve bhI rela dvArA zrosiyA~ A gaI thoN| gumAna munijI ne bhI munizrI ko apane pAsa rakhane kI bahuta koziza kI, munizrI kisI ko bhI nA nahIM kahate the, kAraNa ve Apa tyeka ke bhAva jAnanA cAhate the, munizrI ne uttara meM kahA ki

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341 zAstrAvalokana maiMne dIkSA to yogIrAjazrI ke pAsa le lI hai, aba rahanA kisake pAsa isa viSaya ke liye vicAra karatA huuN| eka daphe maiM bar3e 2 saba sAdhutroM se milanA cAhatA hU~, phira jahA~ merA dila sthira ho jAyagA, vahA~ hI Thahara jAU~gA / Apake pAsa rahane ko bhI maiM nA nahIM karatA huuN| kiMtu Apa kucha samaya Thahara kara mujhe samAgama ke liye samaya deN| isa para gumAnamunijI ne kahA ki mere ko jaisalamera jAnA hai, phira garmI kI mausima A rahI hai, ataH maiM to jaisalamera jAtA hU~, merI pustakoM kI saba peTiya tumhAre pAsa rakha jAtA hU~, tuma inako par3ho aura maiM maMgAUM vahA~ bheja denA, yA tumhArI icchA ho to tuma bhI mere pAsa AjAnA, itanA kaha kara munijI phalautI kI ora vihAra kara gaye / __Apane gumAnamunijI ke zAstroM kI peTiyAM kholI munizrI ne usameM dekhA adhikA~za pustakeM tapA-kharataroM ke vAdavivAda kI ho thIM, kAraNa yaha thA ki gumAnamunijo pahile tapAgaccha ko kriyA karate the| taba kharataroM ke khaNDana kA sAhitya saMgraha kiyA thA, bAda kharataroM kI kriyA karane lage to tapoM ke khaNDana kA sAmAna ekatrita kiyA / munizrI ko par3hane kA sahaja ho maukA mila gyaa| pustakeM dekhate dekhate upAdhyAya dharmasAgarajI racita kumati kuhAlA nAmaka grantha bhI Apake dekhane meM AyA, yadyapi vaha graMtha mUla prAkRta aura TIkA saMskRta meM thA, phira bhI Apa prAkRta se usake matalaba ko samajha sakate the| ___ prastuta prantha meM daza mata kA khaNDana hai, kintu sabase adhika jora kharatara gaccha ke khaNDana para diyA gayA thA, inake atirikta aura bhI kaI grantha dekhe aura guru mahArAja ke vacanoM ko yadA

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa kiyA ki Apane pahile se hI kahA thA ki yahA~ gacchoM ke bahuta jhagar3e hai| 52 mA~gIlAlajI se vArtAlApa thor3e hI dinoM ke bAda kA jikra hai ki munizrI Upara ka kamare meM virAjate the. nIce eka pIle vastra pahine hue sAdhu AyA jo akelA hI thA, ataH daravAje meM praveza karate hI munImajI ne pUchAH munIma0-ApakA kyA nAma hai ? pIta vastradhArI-merA nAma mAMgIlAla hai| munIma0-socA ki saMvegI sAdhuoM kA to aisA nAma nahIM hotA hai, ataH phira pUchA ki isa samaya Apa kahAM se padhAre ho ? pAta-maiM Aja jodhapura se AyA hU~ / munImaH-padala Aye ho ? pIta:-nahIM, relagAr3I se AyA huuN| munIma-phira ye pIle vastra kyoM / kyA Apa saMvegI haiM ? pota-maiM saMvegI sAdhu nahIM huuN| munIma0-to Apa kauna haiM ? pIta-maiM dAMDiyA sAdhu thaa| munIma-kisI saMvegI sAdhu ke pAsa dIkSA lI hai yA nahIM ? pIta0-dIkSA to nahIM lI, kintu lene kA vicAra karatA huuN| munIma-phira yaha pIlI cahara or3ha kara saMvegI sAdhuoM ko kalaGkita kyoM karate ho ? pIta-isameM kalaMkita karane kI kyA bAta hai ? mInama:-pIlI caddara se loga yahI jAneMge ki yaha saMvegI

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343 munima aura pItavastra dhAro sAdhu hogA, aura isa prakAra saMvegI sAdhu rela meM bhI baiThate hoMge, yaha kalaGka nahIM to aura kyA hai ? pItala-pIlI caddara binA roTI bhI kauna detA hai ? munIma0-kyA Apane kevala roTI ke lie hI pIlI cahara rakhI hai| pIta0-isako ThIka to maiM bhI nahIM samajhatA hU~, kintu aba maiM zIghra hI saMvegI dIkSA le luuNgaa| munIma-tuma DhUMr3hiyoM meM kisa Tole ke the ? pIta0-pUjya zrIlAlajI kI samudAya meM / munIma0-saMsAra meM ApakA kauna grAma aura kyA jAti thI ? pIta0-jayapura rAjya meM ulatANA merA grAma, thA, aura maiNA . merI jAti thii| . munIma0- Apane maiNA hokara dU~r3hiyoM meM dIkSA kaise lI ? . pIta0-merA pitA garIba thA, mujhe svAmi karmacandajI ko sauMpa apanA svArtha siddha kara cale gaye / svAmijI ne mujhe dIkSA de kara eka kajor3ImalajI sAdhu kA celA banA diyaa| usa samaya maiM jaina-dIkSA meM kucha bhI nahIM samajhatA thA para apanI suvidhA ke liye ha~diyoM ke pAsa raha gayA thaa| munIma0-phira DhUMr3hiyoM kI dIkSA kyoM chor3I ? pIta0-dvaMdiyA mere se chUta-achUta kA paraheja rakhate the, AhAra pAnI mere sAtha nahIM karate aura kabhI apanA lAyA AhAra mujhe dete to Upara se DAla dete the, isa apamAna ke mAre maiM vahA~ se nikala gyaa| munIma-aba kisake pAsa dIkSA lene kA vicAra hai ?

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 344 __pItA-maiM do tIna yatiyoM ke pAsa gayA, kintu unhoMne mujhe maiNA samajha kara rakhane se inkAra kara diyA / ataH maiM kRpAcandrasUri ke pAsa bambaI gayA usa samaya merA pitA bhI mere sAtha thaa| ___ munIma0-phira usako kucha dilAyA yA nahIM ? pIta0-maine kRpAcandrajI ko kahA, para unake pAsa hajAroM rupaye hone para bhI kucha bhI nahIM diyA aura mujhe kahA ki tuma pIlI cahara kara ke murzidAbAda jAkara caturmAsa karo to tumhAre pitA kA kAma bana jAyagA, bAda mere pAsa zrA jAnA / ataH maiM murzidAbAda meM caturmAsa kara 450) rupaye lAyA jisameM ru0 300) mere bApa ko de diyA aura 150) ru0 maiM apane sAtha le AyA hU~, ataH maiM murzidAbAda relase gayA aura vahA~ se rela meM hI AyA huuN| munIma-yahA~ Ane kA kyA kAraNa hai ? . pIta0--kRpAcandrasUri kA patra AyA thA ki tumhAre DhUMr3hiyoM se nikalA huA gayavaramuni osiyA~ meM hai; tuma osiyA~ jAkara usako samajhA bujhA kara rela meM baiThA kara bambaI le AnA, ataH maiM gayavaramunijI se milane ke lie AyA hU~, kahA~ hai gayavaramunijI ? munIma0-Upara eka kamare meM virAjamAna hai| pIta0--kyA maiM Upara jA sakatA hU~ ? munIma-Thaharo maiM pUcha ke AtA huuN| munImajI ne Upara jA kara munizrI ko pUchA ki mA~gIlAlajI Aye haiM aura Apa se milanA cAhate haiM, yadi ApakI AjJA ho to vaha Upara Ane kI icchA karatA hai ? munizrI- Upara Ane kI manAI nahIM hai, khuzI se Ave / munIma-jA kara kaha diyA / mA~gIlAlajI pyAse the ataH

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345 munizrI aura mAMgIlAlajI nIce kaccA pAnI pIkara Upara AyA, thor3I dera idhara udhara kI bAtoM ke pazcAt mAMgIlAla jI ne pUchA ki: mAMgIlAlajI-gayavaracandajI kyA tumane saMvegI dIkSA lelI ? muni:-haaN| mAMgI-kisa ke pAsa ? muni--paramayogIrAjamunizrI ratnavijayajImahArAja ke pAsa / mAMgI0-ve to tapAgaccha ke haiM ? muni0-isase kyA huA ? mAMgo0-tapAgaccha vAle to utsUtrabhASI mithyAtvI haiM / zuddha samAcArI to eka kharatara gaccha kI hI hai, Apane nirNaya kiyA hai yA yoM hI DhUDhiyApanA chor3a kara mithyAtva meM jA ghuse haiM / muni-maiMne nirNaya pUrvaka ThIka soca samajha ke hI kAma kiyA hai para tuma jo tapAgaccha ko utsUtrabhASI kahate ho, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? mAMgI-tapAgaccha vAle bhagavAna mahAvIra ke pAMca kalyANaka mAnate haiM, vAstava meM sUtroM meM cha kalyANaka likhA hai, isalie tapA gaccha vAle saba mithyAtvI haiM / ___ muni0--tabato AcArya zrI haribhadra sUri aura abhayadeva sUri bhI mithyAtvI hI hoMge kyoMki unhoMne bhI to bhagavAna mahAvIra ke pAMca kalyANaka hI mAne haiN| . mAMgI0-haribhadrasUri aura abhayadevasUrine mahAvIra ke pAMca nahIM apitu chaH kalyANaka mAne haiM, aura abhayadevasUri to khAsa kharataragaccha ke the ve pAMca kalyANaka kaise mAna sakate the ?

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Adarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 346, muni0 - kyA Apane paMcAsaka nAmaka zAstra dekhA hai, jisake mUla kartA haribhadrasUri aura TIkA karttA abhayadevasUri haiM ? mAMgo0 - kyA paMcAsaka meM haribhadrasUri aura abhayadeva suri ne bhagavAn mahAvIra ke pAMca kalyANaka mAne haiM ? muni - hAM / mAMgi0 - kyA Apake pAsa paMcAsaka kI prati hai ? muni:-- mere pAsa to nahIM hai, kintu gumAnamunijI kI pustakeM yahAM par3I haiM jisameM paMcAsaka kI prati bhI hai| mAMgi0 - lAo, usameM kyA likhA hai, mujhe dekhanA hai / muni0 - peTI khola paMcAsaka kI prati lA kara usakA mUla pATha aura TIkA nikAla kara sAmane rakhI ki isako tuma par3ho, vaha pATha isa prakAra thA - tesu diNesu dharaNA, deviMdAi kariti bhattiNayA / jiNa jattAdi vihANA, kallANaM apaNo ceva // 3 // i te diyA pasatthA, tA sesehiMpi tesu kAyabbAM / jiNa jattAdi sa hirasaMte, ima vaddhImANassa // 4 // sAr3ha muddhi baTTI, taha cite suddhi terasI ceva / magasira kaha dasamI, vesAhi suddha dasamI ya / / 5 // katiya kaNhe carimA, gabbhAi diyA jahakkamaM ete / hatthuttara joeNaM cauro, taha sAieNa caramo // 6 // higaya titthavihiyA, bhagavaMti nidasiyA ime tassa / titthe suvirA ||7|| gAthAoM meM mitivAra pAMca sesA vi evaM citra, nizca ni zrAcArya haribhadrasUri ke ina mUla

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pAMca cha kalyANaka kI carcA kalyANaka likhA hai jisameM cAra hatthuttarA aura antima (pAMcavA) svAti nakSatra meM batalAyA hai| isa para AcArya abhayadevasari ne TokA karI hai jisako bhI Apa par3ha lIjie, vaha TIkA-- ___"vartamAnasya-mahAvIra najisya bhavantiti gAthArtha prAsAdagAhA-ASADhazuddhiSaSTo-AsAr3ha mAsa zakla pakSa SaSThI ti sthirakaM dinaM 1 evaM caitramAse tatheti samuccaye zaddhatrayodazame veti dviyIyaM 2 caivelyavadhAraNe tathA mArga zIrSa kRSNadazamIti tRtIya 3 baizAkha zukla dazamIti caturtha 4 ca zabda samuccayAthe kArtika kRSNe caramA paJca dazIti paJcamaM 5 etAni kimityaha-garbhAdi dinAni (1) garbha, (2) janma, ( 3 ) niSkramaNa, ( 4 ) jJAna (5) nirvANa divasA yathA kramaM krmennaivaa|| isa para tuma vicAra kara sakate ho ki haribhadrasUri ne khAsa bhagavAna mahAvIra ke pAMca kalyANaka kI pAMcoM tithi alaga alaga kahI haiM, aura pUjya abhayadeva sUri ne una pAMcoM tithiyoM kI TIkA kara mahAvIra ke pAMca kalyANaka spaSTa batalAye haiM, aba utsUtra bhASI pAMca kalyANaka mAnane vAle haiM yA cha kalyANaka mAnane vAle ? yadi Apa pAMca kalyANaka mAnane vAle ko utsUtra prarUpaka mAnate ho to AcArya haribhadrasUri aura abhayadevasUri mithyAtvI Thahare aura chaH kalyANaka mAnane vAle ko utsUtra bhASI samajhate ho to kharatarAcArya utsUtra prarUpaka Thahare aura abhayadeva sUri pAMca kalyANaka mAnane vAle hone se ve kharatara nahIM kintu kharatara mata .abhayadevasUri ke bAda paidA huA mAnanA pdd'egaa|

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 348 yadi Apake hRdaya meM pakSapAta ne sthAna nahIM kiyA ho aura satya nirNaya kI ora ho ApakA lakSa hai to maiM Apako khAsa taura para kharataroM kA hI pramANa batalAtA hU~ ki cittaur3a meM raha kara jinavallabhasUri ne bhagavAna mahAvIra ke chaH kalyANaka kI naI prarUpanA kI hai, dekhiye yaha gaNadharasArddha zataka - tatra kRtacAturmAsikakanyAnAM zrIjinavallabhavAcanAcAryANAmAzvinamAsasya kRSNapakSatrayodazyAMzrImahAvIradevagarbhApahArakalyANakaMsamAgataM / tataHzrAddhAnAMpuro bhaNitaM jina vallabhagaNinAbhoH zrAvakA ! adyazrIpahAvIrasyaSaSThaM garbhApa hArakalyANakaM "paMcahatthuttare hotthAsAiNAparinivvur3e"iti prakaTAkSarairevasiddhAMtapratipAdanAdanyaccatathAvidhaM kimapi vi dhicaityaM nAsti, tato'traivacaityavAsicaityagatvAdidevAvaMdyatetadAzobhanaM bhavati, gurumukhakamalavinirgatavacanArAdhakaiHzrAvakai ruktaMbhagavan yadhuSmAkaM sampataM tatkriyate,tataHsarvepauSadhikAH zrAvakAsunirmalazarIrAnimalavastrAgRhItanirmala pUjopakaraNA guruNAsahadevagRhegaMtapravRttAH / tato devagRhasthitayAryikayA, guruzrAddhasamudAyenAgacchatogurundRSTvAH pRSThako vizeSo'dya kenApikathitaM / vIragarbhapahAra SaSThakalyANakakaraNArthe mete samAgacchaMti, tayAciMtitaM pUrvakenApi na kRtametadete'dhunAka riSyaMtIti nayuktaM / pazcAtsaMyatI / devagRhadvArepatitvAsthitAM dvAramAptAn prabhUnavalokyoktametayA,duSTacittayAmayAmRtayA yadi manayApravizata tAhagItikaMjJAtvA nivatyai svasthAnaM gatAH

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349 cha kalyANa kI prarUpanA pUjyAH / zrAdhairuktaM bhagavanasmAkaM bRhattarANi sadanAni saMti, tata, ekasyagRhopari caturviMzatipaTTakaM dhRtvAdeva vaMda nAdi sarva dharmaprayojanaM kriyate, SaSThakalyANakamArAdhyate / guruNA bhaNitaM takimatrAyuktaM / tata ArAdhitaM vistareNa kalyANakaM, jAtaM samAdhAnamanyedya gItArthaiHzrAyakaimatritaM, yathAvipakSebhyo'vidhipravRttebhyaHpArzanjinokto vidhividhAta na labhyatetato yadi guroHsampataM bhavati tadA tale upari ca devagRhadvayaM kAryate, svasamAdhAnaM, guruNAM niveditaM gurUmi rpyukt| "isa gaNadharasArddhazataka ke mUlakartA jinadattasUri aura usake antargata prakaraNa kartta-cAritrasiMhagaNi hai isameM spaSTa likhA hai ki jinavallabhasUri ne yaha nayI prarUpanA kI jisakA usa samaya jabardasta virodha bhI huA thA jo uparokta lekha se Apa jAna sakate ho| mAMgIlAlajI! apana to DhUdiyA paMtha ko utsUtra prarUpaka samajha kara Atma-kalyANa kI bhAvanA se yahAM Aye haiM, ataH na to tapoM kA pakSahai aura na kharataroM kA / jahA~ siddhAMtokta zuddha samAcArI ho unakA hI upAsanA kara AtmakalyANa karanA hai / mere khyAla se kharataragaccha vAle kevala ina kalyANaka ke lie hI utsUtra nahIM prarUpate haiM, para inake alAvA aura bhI kaI bAtoM ke lie utsatra kI prarUpanA karate haiM / ataH pakSapAta ko dUra kara dekhanA cAhiye / __ mAMgI0-vahA~ Apane acchI zodha-khoja kii| batalAI ye to sahI ki, kharataragaccha vAloM ne kyA kyA utsUtra prarUpanA kI hai ? muni-yaha bAta to satroM meM jagaha 2 para AtI hai ki jaise

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bhAdarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 350 puruSa jinapUjA karate haiM vaise striyA~ bhI pUjA karatI haiN| draupadI, mRgAvatI, cailanA jayanti vag2airaha striyoM ne pUjA kI hai to phira khara taragaccha vAloM ne striyoM ko jinapUjA kA niSedha kiyA, yaha utsUtra kI prarUpanA hai yA nahIM, tuma svayaM apanI buddhi se vicAra lo ? mAMgI0 - strI pUjA kA niSedha nahIM kiMtu RtuvatI striyoM ke lie niSedha hai aura isa niSedha kA karane vAlA aisA vaisA vyakti nahIM kiMtu bar3A dAdAjI zrIjinadattasari haiM / R muni - kyA jaina samAja meM dAdAjI ke pUrva RtuvatI striyA~ jinapUjA karatI thI, aura isako kisI AcAyoM ne niSedha nahIM kiyA jisase jinadattasari ko niSedha karanA par3A ? Apane abhI taka kharataroM ke granthoM ko par3he nahIM hoMge, dekhiye khAsa kharataragaccha vAloM ne hI likhA hai ki : 'saMbhava AlesvidukusumaM mahilANa teNa devANAM / pUcAi ahigAro na, zrotra suta niddize // 1 // na viviMti jahA dehaM zrosarabhAva jiraNavariMdANaM / taha tapaDimapi sayA pUti na saDDha nAriyo || 2 // ' 'jinadattasari ke banAye kulaka kI yaha gAthAeM haiM, isa para jinakuzala sari ne vistAra meM vRtti bhI racI hai|' isa gAthAoM meM to jinadattasUri ne spaSTa kahA ki striyoM kA akAla meM RtuvatI honA saMbhava hai, tathA bhAva jinako striyA~ chI nahIM sakatI thIM, isa kAraNa zrAvikAeM pUjA na kareM / uparokta kharatarAcAyoM ke kathana ko puSTa karane vAlA eka aura bhI pramANa milatA hai ki paTTaNa ke mandira meM jinadattasUri darzana karane ko gaye the vahA~ rUdra ke chAMTe dekha kara kahA thA ki :

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351 striyoM ko jina pUjA niSedha aha praNayA kayAI, rUhiraM daTTTaNa jiNahare rUho / itthINaM pacchinaM deha, jiNaca paDisehaM / / 35 / / saMdhuti bhaya palAeNe, paTTaNao UTTa vAhaNA rUr3ho / patto jAbalIpuraM, jaNa kahaNe bharaNai vijjAe || 36 || " pravacana parIkSA prantha pRSTha 267 " kyA yaha arddha DhauMDhaka kI zraddhA nahIM hai ? kyA isako utsUtra nahIM kahA jA sakatA hai ? isake atirikta khara-taroM ne prarUpanA kI thI ki parva ke sivAya pauSadha nahIM ho sakatA hai aura sUtra meM kaI sthAna para caturdazI, pUrNimA, aura trayodazI yA prathamA ke pauSadha arthAt aSTam tapa kA ullekha milatA hai, tathA kharataroM ne AhAra kara ke ( ekAsanA yA aMbila ) pauSadha karanA bhI niSedha kiyA hai jo zrI bhagavatI sUtra meM zaMkha pokhalI kA spaSTa pATha hai ki unhoMne AhAra pAnI khAte pIte pauSadha kiyA thA / mAMgI0 - abhayadevasUri jo nau aMga TIkAkAra hue haiM, kisa meM hue haiM ApakI kyA mAnyatA hai ? gaccha muni0- -isa viSaya kA maiMne itanA abhyAsa to nahIM kiyA haiM kintu itanA to maiM jAnatA hUM ki nau aMga TIkAkAra abhayadevasUri mahAvIra ke pAMca kalyANaka mAnane vAle the, ataH ve kharataragaccha meM to nahIM hue the ve Apa apane ko cAndrakula ke honA batalAye haiM / mAMgI0 - kharataragaccha kI utpatti Apa kaba se mAnate haiM ? muni0 - jinavallabhasUri ne mahAvIra ke chaH kalyANaka kI prarUpanA kara isakI nIMva DAlI aura jinadattasUri ne striyoM ko jina pUjA niSedha kI, ataH praznottara ke samaya ApakI kharatara prakRti ke -

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Adarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 352 kAraNa loga unako khara tara 2 kahane laga gaye the, usa samaya yaha khara tara zabda apamAna rUpa meM samajhA jAtA thA | bAda vahI kharatara zabda gaccha ke rUpa meM pariNita ho gayA / mAMgI0 - gavaracandajI Apane thor3e hI dinoM meM bahuta abhyAsa kara liyA aura kharataragaccha ke to tuma kaTTara zatru hI vana gaye ho, kintu yaha saba binA guru gamyatA se graMtha par3hane kA hI pariNAma hai ki tuma isa prakAra khara tara gaccha ke pratikUla ho gaye ho, kintu merI salAha mAno to eka bAra mere sAtha baMbaI kRpAcaMdrasUri ke pAsa calo to ApakI ina saba zaMkAoM kA ThIka samAdhAna ho jAyagA muni0 - tuma mere sAtha paidala caloge yA gAr3I meM ? mAMgI0 - maiM to rela dvArA jAU~gA aura ApabhI mere sAtha rela meM caloto kyA harja hai baMbaI calakara punaH dIkSA to lenI hI hai ? 1 muni0 - vAha / mAMgIlAlajI Apane khUba hI salAha dI, - Apa patita bane so to bane hI kintu dUsaroM ko bhI patita banAne kI rAya dene ko taiyAra hue haiN| khaira maiMne to saMvegiyoM meM dIkSA le lI hai, aura dU~ DhiyoM se nikala kara kaccA pAnI pInA yA rela meM baiThane vAloM ko maiM patita samajhatA hU~, kyoMki DhUMDhiyoM meM bhI pAMca mahAvrata ve hI the jo saMvegiyoM meM haiN| kevala ajJAnavaza zraddhA viparIta thI, jaba isa bAta kA jJAna huA to zraddhA zuddha kara lI kintu pAMca mahAvrata to ve ke ve hI rahe / jisa kacce pAnI kI bUMda meM asaMkhya jIva samajha usakA saMgaThA taka bhI nahIM kiyA jAtA thA, vahI loga kaccA pAnI pI jAveM phira usake hRdaya meM

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353 munizrI aura mAMgIlAla mahAvrata kI bhAvanA hI kahA~ se rahatI hai, isI prakAra rela meM baiThanA tathA rupayA paisA rakhanA samajha liijiye| ___ aba rahI punaH dIkSA lene kI bAta, yaha to eka samudAyika maryAdA hai, kintu isase pahile pAlI huI dIkSA calI nahIM jAtI hai. jaise pArzvanAtha ke zosanavartI sAdhu mahAvIra ke zAsana meM zrAte haiM taba nirAticAra punaH dIkSA lete haiM, to isase unakI pahile pAlI huI dIkSA calI nahIM jAtI hai isI prakAra apanI dIkSA ko bho samajha liijiye| khaira maiM to tumako yahI kahatA hU~ ki tuma DhUMDhiyApanA chor3A so to acchA hI kiyA, kintu rela meM baiThanA, kaccApAnI pInA, rupayApaisA pAsa rakhanA ye kArya bilkula ThIka nahIM kie / khaira, jo bhavitavyatA thI vaha hogaI kintu abhI pakSatva ko chor3a khUba acchI taraha se nirNaya karake hI dIkSA lenA tAki phira pazcAttApa na karanA pdd'e| mAMgI-Apane to nirNaya karake hI punaH dIkSA lI hai nA ? muni0-hA~, maiMne merI buddhi se to pUrNatayA nirNaya kara liyA hai| mAMgI0-aba Apako kharataragaccha meM to nahIM pAnA hai na ? muni0-yadi kharataragaccha vAle mujhe ThIka samajhA deveM to mujhe inkAra nahIM hai| mAMgI-Apako to pahile se hI tapAgacchavAloM ne pakkA kara diyA hai, dUsare gumAnamunijI kI pustakoM ne tumhAre para pakkA raMga car3hA diyA hai, aba tumako samajhAne vAlA kauna hai, acchA maiM jAtA hU~, yadi rela kirAye kA pravandha ho sake to karavA denA / suni:- isa viSaya meM maiM kyA khuuN| tuma munIma se milo| mAMgIlAla ne nIce jAkara munIma se kahA ki mujhe bambaI jAnA!

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 354 hai ho sake to yahA~ se rela kirAyA dilA deM ghevaramunijI ne kahA hai ki munImajI se milo| ___munImajI-abhI Apa kahate the ki doDa sau rupaye mere pAsa haiM phira Apa kirAyA kI yAcanA kyoM karate ho aura jaba Apa punaH saMvegIdIkSA lenA cAhate ho phira una rupayoM ko kyA karoge ? ___mAMgI0 rupayoM kA to mere pAsa bahuta sA kAma hai maiM yahA~ A gayA hU~ aura ghevaramunijI kA yahA~ virAjanA hai ataH bambaI taka kA kirAyA to milanA hI cAhiye ? ___ munImajI-maiM to yahA~ naukara hU~ isa prakAra sAdhuoM ko rupaye dene kA mujhe adhikAra nahIM hai yadi Apa ThahareM to maiM phalodI se samAcAra maMgavA kara Apako javAba de sakatA huuN| mAMgI0-yadi phalaudI se manAI zrA jAve to ? munIma-maiM eka pAI bhI de nahIM sakatA huuN| mAMgIlAla-kapar3A lekara ravAne ho gyaa| mAMgIlAlajI ke jAne ke bAda munizrI ne socA ki zAstrakAroM ne dIkSA ke liye jAti kula kI uttamatA kA ullekha kiyA hai vaha solaha AnA satya hai / bicArA jAti kA maiNA aura mUlya kharIda kiyA huA, phira bhI mAtA pitA kA poSaNa karane vAlA jainadIkSA kA kaile pAlana kara sakatA hai, kevala itanA hI nahIM kintu isake viparIta jainadharma ko kalaMkita kara rahA hai, yadyapi 'karmaNA gahana gati' kaha kara saMtoSa karanA par3atA hai| munizrI ne saba se pahile pratimA chattIsI nAmaka eka choTI sI pustaka banAI thI, jisakI 2000 pratieM sAdar3I vAloM kI ora se chapI thI / vaha itanI loka priya bana gaI ki thor3e hI

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355 munizrI aura mAMgIlAla dinoM meM samApta ho gaI aura usa kI mAMga bahuta jyAdA Ane lagI, isa hAlata meM tIvarI jaina zvetAmbara sabhA kI ora se 7000 pratie~ aura chapavAI gaI, aura pratimA chattIsI meM diye hue satroM ke nAma evaM sthAnoM ko sAkSAtkAra karane ko tathA hamAre sthAnaka vAsI ( e + pI ) bhAI lazkara vAlA ne jo akhabAroM dvArA vyartha hI kuyuktiyoM se mUrtipUjA kA virodha kiyA thA usake samAdhAna rUpa meM 'gayavara vilAsa' kI 1000 pratieM bhI tIvarI jaina zvetAmbara sabhA se mudrita krvaaii| 'siddha pratimA muktAvali' jo tIvarI se bambaI kRpAcandrasUri ke pAsa zuddha karavAne ke liye bhejI thIM, usako bhI vahA~ se bhAvanagara vidyAvijaya presa meM chapavAne ke liye bhijavAdI / ___ munizrI ke prayatna tathA munIma cunnIlAla ke suprabandha se osiyA~ borDiMga kA kArya dina ba dina unnati ke patha para payANa karatA huA Age bar3ha rahA thA arthAt borDiMga kI nIMva sudRr3ha ho gaI thii| ____phAlguna zuklA 3 ko osiyA~ kA melA thA, yoM to prati varSa mele para yAtrIgaNa AyA hI karate haiM, kintu isa varSa munizrI ke virAjane se Asa pAsa ke bhaktoM ke atirikta gor3avAr3a taka ke loga Aye the ! aura saba logoM kI icchA munizrI ko apane apane nagara kI ora le jAne kI thI tathA samaya pAkara saba logoM ne vinatI bhI kI; kintu phalaudI ke zrAvaka hI bhAgyazAlI the ki jinhoM kI vinatI svIkAra ho gaI thii| ___ jo loga dUra baiThe munizrI kA nAmamAtra sunate the, lekha evaM pustake par3hata the para ve Aja a.pazrI ke darzana kara evaM vyAkhyAna sunakara aura

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356 bhAdarza jJAna dvitIya khaNDa vArtAlApa karake Apa svayaM apane ko bhAgyazAlI samajhane lge| munizrI ke upadeza se vyAkhyAnoM se, lekhoM se, pustakoM se osiyAM tIrtha kI duniyA meM itanI prasiddhi ho gaI ki kaI osavAla kahalAte hue evaM apanI utpatti kA khAsa sthAna zrosiyA~ hone para bhI usa ko nahIM jAnate the ve bhI jAnane laga gaye ki osiyA~ hamArI utpatti kA khAsa sthAna hai| 53 muni zrI kA phalaudI padhAranA phalaudI ke zrAvaka acche buddhimAna evaM bhaktivAna the, ve jAnate the ki mArga meM jainoM ke gharoM kA abhAva hone se sAdhuoM ko takalIpha par3atI hai ataH mele para Ae hue zrAvakoM meM se kitane hI vahA~ Thahara gaye ki hama munizrI ke vihAra meM sAtha raha kara sevA kA lAbha prApta kreNge| ____phAlguna zuklA paMcamI ko munizrI zresiyoM se vihAra kara bIku kora Aye / jaba yaha khabara lohAvaTa vAloM ko milI to vahA~ se chogamalajI, rAvatamalajI, genamalajI mAlacandajI kocara, hajArI malajI, kunaNamalajI, rekhacandajI,mANakalAlajI pArakha pRthvIrAja jI caupar3A Adi sAmane Aye aura phalaudI ke zrAvaka pahale se hI sAtha meM the| ___ harar3AyAM se bihAra kara 12 mIla lohAvaTa gaye, vahA~ lohAvaTa ke donoM vAsa vAle zrAvaka to the hI, kintu phalaudI se bhI bahuta se zrAvaka usI samaya rela dvArA A pahu~ce / gAje bAje ke sAtha Apa ko agavAnI isa prakAra huI ki isake pUrva zAyada hI isa prakAra kisI kI agavAnI huI ho|

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lohAvaTa meM sAdhuoM kA milApa phalaudI vAloM kI icchA thI ki munizrI vihAra kara zIgha ho phalodI padhAra jAyaM kintu lohAvaTa vAle bhI aise suavasara ko hAtha se kaba jAne dene vAle the, idhara phAlguna caturmAsA bhI zrA gayA, jyoM tyoM kara 8 dinoM kI sthiratA to karavA hI dii| donoM vAsa ke mandiroM evaM dAdAvAr3I ke darzana kiye tathA hamezA prAtaH kAla meM vyAkhyAna tathA madhyAnha meM jJAna carcA hotI rhii| pATha dinoM meM phalaudI vAloM ne to phalaudo aura lohAvaTa ke bIca mAnoM tAMtA sA lagA diyaa| vyAkhyAna meM jaina jainattara loga itane ekatrita hote the ki ita nI bar3I dharmazAlA ko chor3a kara maidAna meM vyAkhyAna denApar3atA thaa| ___lohAvaTa meM mAlacandajI kocara eka acche vidvAna zrAvaka the, kintu apekSA bAda ko na samajhane ke kAraNa Apake dila meM kaI prakAra kI zaMkAoM ne sthAna kara liyA thA, munizrI ne hetu yukti aura zAstrIyapramANoM dvAga saba prakAra se samAdhAna kara diyA; yahI kAraNa thA ki Apake gharAne ko lagna munizrI kI ora vizeSa jhuka gii| ___lohAvaTa. meM kharataragacchIya munizrI tilokasAgarajI tathA Apako sAdhviyAM kA bhI acchA jamaghaTa thA, ve loga hamezA munizrI kA vyAkhyAna sunate the / ApakI prakRti cAturya aura vidvatA dekha kara una logoM ne vicAra kiyA ki yadi aisA vidvAn sAdhu apane sighAr3A meM A jAya to gaccha aura sighAr3A kI bar3I bhArI unnati ho sakatI hai, ataH unhoMne koziza to bahuta kI kintu Apane kahA ki mujhe eka bAra phalaudo jAnA hai| caitra kRSNA 2 ko munizrI vahA~ se cIle padhAre jo ki phalaudI 23

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 358 se 4 ka.sa kA phAsalA para hai / phalaudI aura cIlA ke bIca meM zrAvaka zrAvikAoM kA khAsA tAMtA laga gayA / zeSa rahe hue relagAr3I se A gaye, lagabhaga 500 zrAvaka zrAvikAeM cIle meM jainadharma kI jaya nAda kara rahe the, idhara 50 zrAvaka lohAvaTa se bhI muni zrI ko pahu~cAne ko A gaye the, phalaudI vAloM kI ora se svAmivAtsalya huA aura dina bhara khUba cahala pahala rhii| - subaha kI gAr3I meM kaI loga to phalaudI cale gaye, kyoMki unako Age jAkara agavAnI ko sundara teyArI karanI thii| - caitrakRSNA 3 ko prAtaHsamaya ho munizrI ne phalaudI kI ora vihAra karadiyA / phalaudI kI jainasamAja meM usa dina ajaba utsAha chAyA huA thA / kaI loga to prAtaH jaldI hI uTha kara cIle ke mArga munizrI ke sanmukha cale gaye,kaI loga lavAjame kI taiyAriyA~ kara rahe the kaI loga bAje gAje, nakkAra nizAna, kotala Adi kI agavAnI ke liye taiyAriyA~ kara rahe the; jagaha jagaha poleM banAI gaI thIM, sthAna 2 para dhvajA, bAvaTe, phariye, zubhAgamana aura vela kama evaM borDa lagAye gaye the / phalaudI kI janatA meM isa prakAra kA utsAha phailane ke kaI kAraNa bhI the; sarva prathama to Apa DhUMr3hiyoM se nikala kara Aye the, dvitIya ApakI prazaMsA pahile se phailI huI thii| phalaudI meM mukhyataH tIna gaccha haiM, kisI eka gaccha kA sAdhu AtA to ve saba ke saba isa prakAra utsAhI nahIM bana jAte the, kintu Apake liye tapAgaccha vAloM ne to yaha samajha liyA ki yogirAja ratna vijayajI ne Apako dIkSA dI hai ataH Apa hamAre vapAgaccha meM haiM; kharatara gaccha vAloM ko pahile se gumAnamunijI kaha gaye the ki DhUMr3hiyoM se AyA huA gayavara muni acchA vidvAna

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359 munizrI kA phalaudI meM praveza hai, yadi yahA~ Ave to tuma bhakti kara apanI ora mukA lenA; ataH kharataragaccha kI sAdhviyAM aura gRhastha bhI ApakI sevA karane meM tatpara the| tIsare upakeza ( kavalA ) gaccha vAloM ke sAtha vo Apake tIna sambandha the; eka to Apa saMsAra meM jAti ke vaidya mehatA haiM aura phalaudI meM 100 ghara vaidya mehatoM ke the aura dUsare apanI jAti meM aise lokottara puruSa ke hone kA kisako gaurava nahIM hotA hai, tIsare Apane upakeza gaccha ke uddhAra ke liye kamara kasa rakhI thI jo gaccha prAyaH lupta hone meM thaa| ataH ina kAraNoM ko dekhate hue harSa aura utsAha honA svAbhAvika hI thaa| . ___ yoM to phalaudI meM bahuta se vidvAn sAdhu aura prAcArya mahArAja padhAre the, kintu isa samaya kI agavAnI kA ThATha kucha anokhA ho thA / hajAroM nara nAriyoM phira bhI bAje gAje ke sAtha nagara ke pAMcoM mandiroM ke darzana kie jisameM vizeSatA yaha thI ki Apa jisa mandira ke darzana karate the vahIM nayA stavana banAkara prabhu kI stuti kiyA karate the jaba dharmazAlA meM padhAre usa samaya logoM ko khar3e rahane taka kA sthAna bhI nahIM milA, bahuta se logoM ko to bAhara hI ThaharanA pdd'aa| munizrI ne alpa kintu sAragarbhita dezanA dI bAda prabhA vanA huI aura janatA harSanAda se jaya bolatI huI sva 2 sthAna gii| saba logoM ke cale jAne ke bAda kharataragaccha ko sAdhvI jJAtazrI ballabhazrI ne vinaya ko ke Apa thake hue padhAre haiM aura dina bhI bahuta A gayA hai, hama loga gocaro pAnI le aaveNge| muniH-nahIM, maiM khuda jA kara gaucarI pAnI le aauuNgaa| _. sAdhvI0-Apa itanA sa~koca kyoM rakhate ho? hamAre sAdhuoM ke liye bhI hama aise avasara para AhAra pAnI lA detI haiM aura

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bhAva-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 360 ve le bhI lete haiM, ataH Apa kaSTa na uThA hama loga bAhAra pAnI le aaveNge| muni0-phira kahA ki, nahIM, maiM le shraauuNgaa| . sAdhviyeM-khaira najadIka ke gharoM se zrApa gaucarI le AveM, pAnI to TharA huA hama le aaveNge| ____ muni0-svIkRti to nahIM dI kintu lihAja ke kAraNa inkAra bhI na kara sake ataH mauna rahakara zrApa pAtrA le gocarI ke lie cale gaye aura pIche se sAdhvIjI ne Thare hue pAnI kI eka maTolI lAkara rakha dI, munizrI gocarI lekara Aye to pAnI kI maTolI par3I dekhI, Apane socA ki maiMne Aja taka sAdhvI kA lAyA huA AhAra pAnI nahIM kiyA hai,kintu isa kSetra meM pahale pahala hI AnA huA hai, aba pAnI lene se inkAra kara diyA jAvegA to sAdhvI jI aprasanna hoMgI to na jAne isakA bhaviSya meM kyA natIjA hogA ataH Apane socA ki sAdhvIjI kA lAyA huA pAnI thaDile mAtre ke kAma meM le leMge isa vicAra se rakha liyA aura Apa svayaM jAkara pIne ke liye pAnI le Aye / phalaudI meM kharatara gaccha kI sAdhviyAM tIna upAzraya meM alaga alaga ThaharI huI thIM unake zrA. pasa meM anabana hone para bhI Apake vyAkhyAna meM saba AtI thiiN| AhAra pAnI karane ke pazcAt karIba 1baje bahuta se zrAvaka zrA gaye, aura jJAnazrI vallabhazrI Adi bahutasI kharataragaccha kI sAdhviyA~ bhI A gaI,zrAvakoM meM mUlacandajI gulecchA, mUlacandajI ni mANI, rekhacandaz2IgolechA, phUlacandajIgolechA, motIlAlajI mANaka lAlajI lIchamIlAla jo kocara,zivadAnamalajI kAnuMgA, rekhacandajI lokar3a, sulatAnacandajI jogarAjajI bhatujI veda megharAjajI munauta

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361 vyAkhyAna meM sUtra pUjA ityAdi acche jAnakAra zrAvaka the, tathA sthAnakavAsiyoM meM agara candajI vaidya, bakhtAvara candajIDhaDhA Adi bhI Aye / kaI zAstroM ke prazna kie jisakA munizrI ne acchI taraha se samAdhAna bhI kiyA jisase upasthita zrAvakoM aura sAdhviyoM ko acchA sa~toSa huA / vyAkhyAna meM philahAla zrI sukha vipAka sUtra bAMcane kA nirNaya huaa| zAma ko bahuta se loga pratikramaNa meM Aye; Apane apane banAye hue stavana aura svadyAya acchI rAga evaM ucca svara ke sAtha sunAye jo ki logoM ko bahuta rucIkara pratIta hue aura pratikramaNa meM zrAvakoM kI sa~khyA bhI bar3hane lagI / pratikramaNa ke pazcAt bhI kaI zrAvaka praznottara ke lie baiTha jAte the aura aneka viSayoM para praznottara huA karate the / logoM ko Azcarya isa bAta kA huA karatA thA ki DhUMr3hiyApana se nikale ko thor3e hI dina hue, aura Apako saMvegI sAdhuoM kA vizeSa paricaya na hone para bhI isa prakAra se pratyeka prazna kA spaSTa samAdhAna kaise kara dete haiM ? 1 dUsare dina vyAkhyAna ke nizcita samaya ke pUrva hI dharmazAlA zrotAgaNoM se bhara gii| kaI loga thAlI meM nAriyala, cAMvala, supArI, ku~kuma, phala-phUla, aura rokar3a mudrikAdi lekara Aye / munizrI ne pUchA yaha kyoM ? zrAvakoM ne vinoda meM kahA ki mahArAja ! yahA~ DhU~r3hiyAdharma nahIM hai, hama loga sUtrajI kI pUjA kareMge tatpazcAt vinaya, bhaktipUrvaka sUtra suneNge| munijI vicakSaNa the, Apane kahA ki Apa loga bar3e hI buddhimAn haiM ki hama logoM ko upadeza dene kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM huI / kevala Apa hI kyoM, para jisakA ullekha zrIrAjapraznI sUtra ke mUla pATha meM hai, pustaka kI pUjA tIna jJAna vAle samyagdRSTi devatAoM ne bhI kI hai|

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mAdarza-jJAnadvitIya khaNDa - sUtra ko pUjA ke pazcAt vyAkhyAna prArambha huA, sAviyA~ bhI sukhavipAkasUtra ke pAne hAtha ke lekara vyAkhyAna meM baiTha gaI kintu jaba ApakA vyAkhyAna Arambha huA to nagarI ke adhikAra meM mUlasUtra meM 'varaNaoM' pATha AyA isakA artha karanA zurU kiyA to sAdhviyoM ke panne hAtha ke hAtha meM hI raha gaye, aura vyAkhyAna eka nagarI ke varNana meM hI samApta ho gayA; jo utpattika sUtra meM nagarI kA varNana kiyA thA vaha munijI ne binA hI sUtra mu~hajabAnI kaha sunAyA, sAdhviyoM usa nagarI kA varNana suna kara cakita ho gaI / kyoMki jJAnazrI, vallabhazrI, gevarazrI, ratnazrI, muktizrI, prazna zrI, ityAdi acchI samamadAra aura jJAnaruci vAlI thiiN| ___ bhAvanA adhikAra meM Apane eka kathAnIka caritra cher3a diyA tAki zrotAgaNoM kI icchA vyAkhyAna se uThane kI na ho; Apa bhI akele phakkar3a the, aura gocarI kI to Apako paravAha ho nahIM thii| basa, vyAkhyAna kI prasiddhi sarvatra zahara meM ho gaI; jo AdamI paryuSaNoM meM bhI nahIM Ate the ve bhI munizrI ke vyAkhyAna meM Ane lage / dina-ba-dina pariSadA bar3hane lagI, yahA~ taka ki itanI vizAla dharmazAlA hone para bhI derI se Ane vAloM ko sthAna ke abhAva meM bAhara khar3A rahanA par3atA thA / ___eka to phalaudI meM sampradAya ke ghara bahuta the, dUsare loga prAyaH disAvarI the ki unake aisA z2arUrI kAma bhI nahIM thA, tIsare logoM ko vyAkhyAna sunane kA zauka thA, jisameM mahilAeM to yahA~ taka ki ve rasoI karanA chor3a kara vyAkhyAna sunanA cAhatI thIM aura sabase bar3hiyA bAta to yaha thI ki munizrI kI vyAkhyAna dene

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363 kharataragaccha vAloM kI kozIza kI chaTA hI nigalI thii| jisa para bhI ApakI bhASA mITho aura mAravAr3I phira to kahanA hI kyA thA / jaba kabhI loga prabhAvanA dete the to rekhacandajI golechA jaise bola uThate the ki bhAI sAhiba ! vyAkhyAna meM ghoTAlA kyoM karate ho; laDDU aura patAzoM se to mahArAja sAhaba kA vyAkhyAna kaI guNA jyAdA mIThA hai; phira bhI karane vAle to aisA lAbha kaba jAne dete the, ve kara hI gujarate the / 54 kharataragacchavAloM kI koziza kharataragaccha meM eka lakSmIzrI nAmaka lagabhaga 80 varSa se adhika Ayu vAlo sAdhvIjI jo ki saba ke Upara pravRtanI thI; unakA AcAra vyavahAra itanA sarala evaM sundara thA ki koI bhI sAdhvI tela yA davAI rAtri meM rakha letoM to vaha kahatI thI ki sAdhviyAM tuma yataniye ( zrAcarapatita veSa dhAraniye ) bana jAogI arthAt sakhta upAlambha diyA karatI thI / lakSmIzrIjo vyAkhyAna hamezA sunatI thIM, para na jAne ki munizrI kA unake sAtha pUrva bhava meM koI nikaTa saMbaMdha thA ki muni zrI ke Upara unakI itanI bhakti evaM dharmAnurAga ho gayA ki jaba munizrI kabhI vihAra kA nAma lete to unakA AhAra pAnI chUTa jAtA aura kara prArthanA karatIM ki maiM Apako merA guru samajhatI hU~, aura merI Ayu aba adhika nahIM hai, Apa yaha caturmAsA yahAM kara merA mRtyu sudhAra deN| Apa sUtra bAMcate ho to mujhe itanA Ananda AtA hai ki jisako maiM mere mukha dvArA varNana nahIM kara sakatI / yaha dharmarAga kevala ikataraphA nahIM thA kiMtu munizrI jaba

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bhAdarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 364 usa sAdhvI jI ko dekhate the taba cauthA zrArA hI Apa ko yAda zrAtA thA, tathA una sAdhvInI ko apanI mAtA se bhI adhika samajhate the satya hai pUrva janma ke saMskAra avazya preraNA karatA hai / bar3I dharmazAlA ( jahAM munizrI Thahare the ) ke pAsa hI kharatara gaccha kI sAdhviyoM kI dharmazAlA thI, sAdhviyAM apanA AcAra vyavahAra se suzIla aura maryAdA vAlI thI tadyapi Apa ke zuru se hI aisA saMskAra par3a gayA thA ki vinA vyAkhyAna ke sAdhviyoM yA bAiyoM kA zrAnA zrApa ko rucikara pratIta hotA thA / jaba kharataragaccha kI sAdhviyAM unake sAdhuoM kI sevA karane meM dina kA adhika bhAga vahAM hI Thaharane meM vyatIta karatI thIM aura yahi vyavahAra munizrA ke sAtha rakhanA cAhatI thIM ataH munizrI kabhI kabhI vyAkhyAna meM phaTakAra lagA hI dete the ki binA vyAkhyAna ke na to sAdhviyoM ko sAdhu ke upAsare AnA kalpatA hai aura na binA kAraNa sAdhuoM ko sAdhviyAM ke makAna para jAnA hI kalpatA hai / jisa se ki zaMkA avazya rahatI thI / aura sivAya vyAkhyAna vAcanA ke unakA AnA jAnA banda hI rahatA thA / kharataragaccha kI sAdhviyoM aura zrAvakoM ko itanI bhakti kyoM thI ? isakA khAsa kAraNa yaha thA ki prathama to munizrI se jJAna prApta karanA thA, dvitIya munizrI ko apanI ora AkarSita kara apane gaccha meM milAnA thA / eka dina jJAnazrI vallabha zrIne yoM hI bAta nikAlI ki Apa itane vidvAna haiM para isa se hama logoM ko kyA lAbha ? yadi Apa hamAre guru bana jAveM to hama saba prakAra se Apa kI sevA bhakti kara vizeSa jJAna prApta kara skeN| mahArAja sAhaba hamAre siMghA meM 200 sAdhviyAM hone para bhI koI suyogya sAdhu nahIM hai / jJAna

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365 kharataragaccha vAloM kI kozIza par3hane ke lie hamArI bahuta icchA evaM abhilASA sadaiva rahAkaratI hai kiMtu koI par3hAnevAlA hI nahIM hai yadyapi hamArA siMghADA meM sAbu haiM / kiMtu ve itane paDhe likhe nahIM haiM / ataH hama kahA~ jAkara par3he yadi jJAnarUcI vAlI sAbiyoM ko par3hAne vAlA ho to ve par3hakara acchA hosIyAra ho sakatI haiM vyAkaraNa ke abhyAsa ke lie brAhmaNa ke pAsa paDhane kI guruNIjI sAhaba kI manAI hai phira bhI hama loga alaga dUsare grAmoM meM raheM to paNDitoM se thor3A bahuta abhyAsa karatI karavAtI haiM para jainazAstroM ke lie to abhI hama anabhijJa ho haiM / zrataeva zrApa se prArthanA hai ki Apa hamAre siMghAr3A meM padhArane kI avazya kRpA karAveM | aura kharataragaccha nayA nahIM para purANA gaccha hai bar3A choTA dAdA sAba bar3e hI prabhAvazAlI hue haiM / muni: Apa ke siMghADA meM kauna aura kaise 2 sAdhu haiM aura unakI kyA icchA hai, jaba taka maiM unase na mila lUM taba taka kyA kahA jA sakatA hai phira bhI maiMne abhI taka nizcaya nahIM kiyA hai ki kisa ke pAsa rahanA isa para sAdhvijI ko kucha AzA huI ki mahArAja ne hamArI prArthanA para kucha dhyAna to diyA hai 1 idhara sAdhviyoM ne apane gaccha ke zrAvakoM ko kahA ki hamAre aura munizrI ke isa prakAra vArtAlApa huA hai, Apa loga koziza kareM to yaha kArya bana sakegA aura yaha amUlya ratna sahaja ho hAtha A gayA hai isako beparavAhI se nahIM kho denA cAhiye, isaliye saba se pahalI bAta to yaha hai ki harisAgarajI meM to itanI yogyatA nahIM hai para munizrI AnandasAgarajI jo bIkA nera meM hai unako yahAM bulAveM to yaha mAmalA bana sakatA hai / isa para saba logoM ne salAha kara ke pAbudAnajI gAlechA ko

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 366 bIkAnera bhejA, aura ve vahA~ jAkara saba hAla kaha kara phalaudI padhArane kI prArthanA kI, kiMtu AnandasAgarajI ne kaha diyA ki isa samaya garmI bahuta jyAdA bar3ha gaI hai maiM nahIM A sakatA hU~, yadi munijI yahA~ A jAveM to Apa bheja dirAveM / pAbudAnajI ne kahA ki hama logoM ne bar3o koziza karake to unakA dila kara. mAyA hai isa para bhI Apa garmI kA bahAnA karake phalaudI padhArane se inkAra karate ho, yaha ThIka nahIM hai kintu Apako jarUra padhAranA cAhiye / isa para bhI AnandasAgarajI ne dhyAna nahIM diyA aura kaha diyA ki caturmAsA ke pazcAt maiM avazya mila lUMgA / isa para pAbUdAnajI nirAza hokara vApisa phalaudI zrAye aura sabako vahA~ kA hAla sunA diyA isa para sAdhvI vagairaha saba hatAza ho gye| 55 sthA0sAdhu rUpacaMdajA kI dIkSA harasAlA meM pUjya zrIlAlajI kI samudAya / ke rUpacaMdajI nAmaka sAdhu the, Apa kA eka patra munizrI ke pAsa AyA, jisa meM likhA thA ki maiM ir3hiyApanA kA tyAga kara Apa kI sevA meM rahanA cAhatA hU~, ataH Apa zrAvakoM ko sUcita kara mArga ke lie eka AdamI kA iMtajAma karadeM tAki maiM ApakI sevA meM zIghra hI upasthita ho jaauuN| sAdhu rUpacaMdajI pahile hI se Apa ke pAsa rahe hue the, Apa una kI prakRti se Thoka jAnakAra bhI the, phira bhI eka bhavyAtmA ke uddhAra kI bhAvanA se Apane saba prabandha karavA kara likha diyA ki Apa apanI pUrva prakRti ko badala dI ho to khuzI se mere pAsa A sakate haiN| basa phira to derahI kyA thii|

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367 sthA0 sAdhu rUpacandajI kI dIkSA rUpacaMdajI phalodI se bhejA huA AdamI ke sAtha harasAla se vihAra kara sIdhe hI osiyAM aaye| vahAM hU~DhiyApana ke veSa kA tyAga kara Apane bha0 mahAvIra ke maMdira meM munIma cunnIlAla ke sAmane pratijJA kara lI ki maiM gayavara munijI kA ziSya huuN| osiyAM se calakara Apa phalaudI padhAre yahA~ se kaI zrAvaka zrApakA svAgata karane ko sAmane gaye jaba maMdiroM ke darzana karake dharmazAlA meM Ae to munijo ne madhura vacanoM se zrApa kA acchA satkAra kiyaa| ___ rUpacaMdajI ne vaMdana karate hue kahA ki maiM Apa ke vizvAsa para AyA hU~ Apa DhUMr3hiyApanA meM bhI dIkSA paryAya meM vRddha hamAre guru the, aura yahAM bho zrApa mere guru haiM maine osiyAM ke bhagavAna mahAvIra ke maMdira meM isa bAta kI pratijJA karalI hai / ataH Apa jo kucha kriyA karavAnI ho karavA kara merA uddhAra karAne / munizrI ne kahA bahuta acchI bAta hai osiyA~ ke munIma kA patra mere pAsa AyA thA zrApa svayaM jAnate ho ki guru aura ziSya kahalAnA to eka vyavahAra mAtra hai vAstava meM to apane ko svakalyANa ke sAtha bhUle bhaTake bhadrika jIvoM kA uddhAra karanA hai, yadi Apa kI aisI bhAvanA ho to maiM dIkSA dene ko taiyAra hU~ para Apa apanI prakRti ko zAMta aura samAdhi meM rkhnaa| __ rUpacaMdajI- jo Apa pharamA maiM karane ko taiyAra hU~ kala acchA dina hai vaisAkha bada 5 ko hI dIkSA de dIjaye // munizrI ne zrIgaur3a pArzvanAtha ke mandira meM caturvidha zrI saMgha kI samIkSA vidhi vidhAna ke sAtha dIkSA dekara vAlakSepha

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 368 dete samaya kahA ki gaccha upakezagaccha, AcArya zrIratnaprabhasari, guru muni jJAnasuMdara kaha kara Apa kA nAma rUpasuMdara rakha diyA / ... rUpasuMdarajI ke na jAne jJAnAvaNiya karma kA kaisA udaya thA ki Apa ko na to jJAna par3hane kI rucI thI aura na isake lie udyoga ho karate the phira bhI sAdhuoM ke avazya karane yogya pratikramaNa devavandanAdi kriyAeM kaMThastha karane kI paramAvazyakatA bhI thI dUsare Apa ko prakRti bhI kucha jalda thii| tIsare Apa ko idhara udhara kI bAteM aura paMcAyata karane kA bhI adhika zoka thA guru mahArAja ne eka do bAra ThIka samajhA diyA taba bhI Apa ke dila meM jJAna par3hane kA kucha bhI asara nahIM huA khaira jaisA kSayopazama / ___ rUpasuMdarajI kA jaise DhUMDhiyoM ke pratibhAva thA vaise kharataroM ke prati bho kama nahIM thA / vyAkhyAna aura do pahara ko zAstra ba~canA hotI thI usa meM kharatarAgaccha ke zrAvaka aura sAdhviyAM AtI thI to rUpasuMdarajI unase bhI nArAja rahate the guru mahArAja ne samajhAyA ki dekhiye Apa ke pUrva janma ke udaya hone se isa bhava meM Apako jJAna par3ha ne kI rucI kama hai para dUsare jJAna par3hate haiM usake lie anumodana na kara isa prakAra dveSa kara aMtarAya karma kyoM bA~dhate ho ? yaha tumhAre lie ThIka nahIM hai / apane liye to kyA kharatara aura kyA DhUMDhiyAM koI bhI kyoM na ho para jJAna denA to lAbha kA hI kAraNa hai itane logoM se koI bhI par3ha likha kara apanI AtmA kA kalyANa karegA isameM apane ko to phAyadA hI hai| DhUMDhiyoM ke sAtha apanA koI dveSa nahIM hai ve loga galata rAste para jA rahe haiM unako sadbodha denA apanA kartavya hai phira mAne . yA na mAne yaha unako marajI para hai yadi apane kAraNa se ve lekha

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369 zrAvakoM ko uttejita karanA likha janatA meM galata phahamI phailAve usa hAlata meM apanA pharja hai ki usakA pratikAra kara deM vaha maiM kara hI rahA hU~ phira Apa isa prakAra kleza kusampa paidA kara apane aura dUsaroM ke karmakyoM baMdhAte ho ityaadi| ___ rUpasuMdarajI ne upakeza (kaMvalA) gaccha ke zrAvakoM ko utte. jita kiyA ki kharataragaccha ke zrAvaka evaM sAdhviyoM guru mahArAja ko apane gaccha meM lene kI bahuta koziza karate haiM guru mahArAja sApha nahIM kahate haiM zAyada ve loga mahArAja ko bahakA kara apane gaccha meM na le jAya ataH Apa logoM ko koziza kara jAhira karavA denA cAhie ki yaha donoM sAdhu upakezagaccha meM haiM ataH saba kI AzA tUTa jAya / ityaadi| ____ zrAvakoM ne kahA mahArAja Apa vyartha hI vicAra karate ho hameM dRr3ha vizvAsa hai ki guru mahArAja upakezagaccha meM haiM aura rheNge| guru mahArAja bhale hI kisI ko inkAra nahIM karate hoM para itane bhole nahIM hai ki jisa prakAra Apa ghatalAte ho / dUsare yogirAjazrI ne Apako dokSA dI usa samaya bhI yahI kahA thA ki Apa upakezagaccha kI kriyA kara isa jyeSThagaccha kA uddhAra karanA / ityAdi / ___ rUpasuMdarajI ne kahA ApakA saba kahanA satya hai para mujhe ina kharataragaccha vAloM kA vizvAsa nahIM hai ataH svayaM guru mahArAja pablika meM zrIgaur3I pArzvanAtha ke ma~dira meM sabakI samakSa upakezagaccha kA vAsakSepa lekara jAhira kara deM ki hama upakezagancha meM hai phira kisI ko koziza karane kI jarUrata na rahe / ____ zrAvakoM ne kahA ThIka hai hama samaya milane para guru maharAja ko arja kara deNge|

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 370 eka dina sulatAnacaMdajI, jogarAjajI, lIchamalAla jI,samarathamalajI, bhatujI vaida vagairaha milakara munizrI ke pAsa Aye aura arja kI ki yoM to hama logoM ko pUrNa vizvAsa hai ki Apa hamAre guru haiN| aura upakezagaccha kA uddhAra ke liye kamara kasI hai ataH lupta prAya isa gaccha kA uddhAra kareMgehI para hamAre dila meM yaha utsAha hai ki hama zrIgaur3I pArzvanAtha ke maMdira meM aTThAI mahotsava karAveM Apa usa samaya upakezagaccha kA vAsakSepa lekara saba gacchavAloM ko utsAhI banAveM aura jo loga AzAoM kA vyartha hI pula banAne kA prayatna kara rahe haiM unako bhI saMtoSa ho jAya ataH hamArI arja ko svIkAra kara hama logoM para upakAra karAveM tathA rUpasuMdarajI kI bhI yahI rAya hai| munizrI samajha gaye ki ye saba bAteM rUpasuMdarajI se hI AI huI haiM para Apane zrAvakoM ko uttara diyA ki Apa jAnate ho ki maiMne rUpasuMdarajI ko dIkSA dI thI taba vAsakSepa ke samaya hamArA gaccha upakezagaccha hI kahA thA phira isa prakAra vAsakSepa lene kA kyA artha hai ? isa para bhI Apa logoM kA Agraha ho to merI ora se kisI prakAra kA inkAra nahIM hai / isa para zrAvakoM ne bar3e hIkhuza hokara kahA ki hama zrIgaur3I pArzvanAtha ke maMdira meM aThAI maho. tsava kala se hI prArambha kara deNge| munizrI ne kahA ThIka, maiM kala vyAkhyAna meM hI isakA khulAsA kara dUMgA bAda Apa apanI bhakti kara sakate ho ? __dUsare hI dina munizrI ne vyAkhyAna meM eka aisA udAharaNa diyA ki eka bApa kI saMtAna meM eka bhAI ke bahuta se putra haiM; tathA dUsare bhAI ke khUba vyavasAya hone para bhI usakA kAma saMbhA

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371 zrAvakoM kI sAgraha prArthanA lane vAlA koI nahIM hai| yadi apane bhAI kA kAma vyavasthAsara rakhane ke lie bahuputra vAlA bhAI apane eka putra ko vahA~ bheja kara usako apane barAbarI kA banA de to isameM lAbha hai yA hAni ? sabane kahA ki isameM hAni kA kyA kAma hai isameM to bar3A bhArI lAbha hai| muni0-isI prakAra Apa samajhiye ki tapAgaccha kharataragaccha ka~valAgaccha yaha saba eka pitA ke putra haiM; tapA, aura kharatara bahuparivAra vAle haiM tathA ka~valoM ko koI sa~bhAlane vAlA bhI nahIM hai / ataH gurU mahArAja ne to mujhe AjJA de dI hai, para yaha bAta zAyada thor3e ho bhAI jAnate hoMge isalie yadi Apa mujhe AjJA deveM to maiM upakeza ( kaeNvalA ) gaccha kI sevA kara skuuN| saMgha- ka~valAgaccha vAle to isa bAta ko cAhate hI the; tapAgaccha vAloM kA sambandha hamezA se ka~valAgaccha ke sAtha rahatA hI AyA hai aura ve yaha bhI samajha gaye ki kharataroM meM jAne kI apekSA ka~valAgaccha meM jAnA acchA hI hai / basa, ka~valA aura tapAgaccha vAloM ne to isa bAta ko svIkAra kara kaha diyA ki bahuta khuzI kI bAta hai ki Apa kaeNvalAgaccha meM janma lekara isa gaccha kA punaruddhAra karate ho ataH isameM hamArI sammati hai; aisI hAlata meM kharataragaccha vAloM ko bhI apanI sammati denI par3I; kintu usa samaya unakA mu~ha tApa khA gayA thA ki apanI saba AzAe~ rUpa. suMdarajI ke Ane ke bAda miTTI meM mila gaI; para isakA koI upAya bhI nahIM thaa| basa, phira to dera hI kyA thI ? baisAkha kRSNa 11 se zrI gaur3IjI mahArAja ke maMdira meM vaidyoM kI ora se aThaI mahotsava

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 372 zurU ho gayA; aura baisAkha zuklA 3 (akSakSa tRtIyA ) ke dina caturvidha zrIsaMgha kI vidyamAnatA evaM sammati se munizrI ne upakezagaccha kA vAsakSepa lekara Apa aba vizeSa rUpa se upakezagaccha ke kahalAne lge| ___uso zubha dina madhyAnha meM pAThazAlA ke kamare meM eka sabhA kI gaI, jaba zrIsaMgha ekatra huA taba munizrI ne prAcArya ratnaprabhasUri kA jainasamAja tathA vizeSakara zrosavAla samAja para kitanA upakAra hai vaha khUba-vistAra se samajhAyA, aura aMta meM apIla kI ki aise mahAna upakArI puruSa kI smRti ke lie isa nagara meM eka saMsthA sthApita honI cAhiye ? zrImAn phUlacaMdajI mAbaka ne isakA joroM se samarthana kiyA, ataeva usI baiTaka para saMsthA sthApana karane kA nizcaya kara liyA aura AcArya ratnaprabhasUrijI tathA hamAre caritranAyakajI evaM donoM ke nAma kI smRti cirakAla sthAyI banI rahe ataH saMsthA kA nAma 'zrIratraprabhAkara jJAna puSpamAlA rakhanA nizcaya kara liyA tatpazcAta saMsthA ke niyama aura uddezya banAye / khAsa uddezya to yaho rakhA gayA thA ki isa saMsthA dvArA choTe choTe TraikTa chapavA kara samAja meM sadjJAna kA pracAra karane kA hI rakkhA thA / isa saMsthA ke lie usI baiThaka meM caMdA kI pheharista bhI taiyAra ho gaI, jisameM napAgaccha, aura ka~valAgaccha vAloM ne to bar3I udAratA se usa pheharista meM candA car3hA diyA, kintu kharataragaccha vAle kisI eka bhI sajjana ne usa pheharista meM caMdA nahIM car3hAyA aura kahA ki hama phira vicAra kara caeNdA bhara deveNge| loga samajha gaye ki kharataroM ke hAtha meM AyA huA eka amUlya ratna nikala

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373 caturmAsa kI sAprA binatI gayA, isa hAlata meM yaha caMdA kaise car3hAveM ? khaira, kharataroM ke dekhate hI dekhate bAta hI bAta meM 1500) caMdA ho gayA / basa phira to thA hA kyA saMsthA kI ophisa ke liye jaina pAThazAlA kA makAna mukarrara karake kArya ko bhI prArambha kara diyA-phalasvarUpa meM Aja paryanta usa saMsthA ke choTe bar3e 201 pa~thoM kI karIba 400000 pustakeM prakAzita ho gaI haiM aura jisase bhArata ke cAroM ora jJAna kA khUba pracAra huA aura ho rahA hai zAyada hI aisI koI bhI lAyabrerI bacI ho ki jisameM isa saMsthA kI kitAba vahA~ na ho| abhIbhI saMsthA kA prakAzana kArya khUba hI raphtAra se cala rahA hai yahasaba hamAre caritranAyakajI kIanugraha kRpA kA hI madhura evaM suMdara phala hai| 56 vi0 saM0 1673 kA caturmAsa phalaudI meM ___ phalaudI zrIsaMgha ne (tInoM gacchavAle) munizrI ko.caturmAsa ke liye bahuta AgrahapUrvaka vinatI kI, uttara meM Apane kaha diyA ki yahA~ caturmAsa karane se hamako kyA lAbha hogA ? - zrIsaMgha: kyA Apako lAbha kama ho rahA hai ? hamane hamArI umra meM vyAkhyAna, pratikramaNAdi meM itane logoM kI upasthiti kabhI nahIM dekhI hai, jitanI kI aba Apake samaya meM dekhate haiM, tathA zrApakaM caturmAsa birAjane meM to aura bhI bahuta lAbha hogaa| isake atirikta zrApa jo AjJA deM vaha zirodhArya karane ko zrIsaMgha taiyAra hai| ___ muni0-hamako hamAre nija ke liye to kucha bhI nahIM kahanA hai, kyoMki hama gocarI zahara se aura kapar3A bAjAra se 24

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 374 zrAte haiM, zeSa rahA samAja ke liye isameM ApakA hI bhalA hai, hameM to kevala dalAlI hI milatI hai. zrIsaMgha - hA~, Apa kA kahanA satya hai, zrApa zrI jI jo kuccha pharasA vaha hama karane ko taiyAra haiM, kintu Apako caturmAsa kI vinatI to svIkAra karanI hI par3egI ? muni0 - hama do bAteM karavAnA cAhate haiM, ( 1 ) jaina pAThazAlA, (2) jaina lAibrerI / zrIsaMgha -- donoM kArya ho jAyaMge / muni0 - jaba Apa donoM zubha kArya kara deMge to hama catusabhI pake vahI~ karane kI svIkRti de deMge / zrIsaMgha - ThIka hai, hama vicAra kara kala javAba deMge / muni:- isameM vicAra kyA karanA hai, yadi sacce dila kI lagna hai to eka vyakti bhI pAThazAlA ke kArya ko kara sakatA hai, tathA nava-yuvaka maMDala lAyabrerI kA kArya uThA sakate haiM / zrIsaMgha -- motIlAlajI kaucara ne vinaya kI ki ApakA vacana kabhI khAlI ja ne kA nahIM hai, kyoMki ApakA prabhAva aisA hI hai / bAda motIlAlajI kaucara ne apane bhatIje mANakalAlajI ko ekA~ta meM le jA kara kahA ki aisA suzravasara kyoM jAne dete ho, yaha kArya to abhI ho jAyagA, isa liye yadi tuma akele nahIM karo to AdhA bhAga merA rahane do, ityAdi / isa para mArakalAlajI kocara ne munizrI ke sAmane Akara kahA ki zrIsaMgha mujhe AjJA de to maiM merI ora se pAThazAlA kI saba yojanA karane kA taiyAra hU~ | basa logoM kA utsAha khUba bar3ha gayA, aura isI utsAha meM gulAbacaMdajI golechA bola uThA ki yadi mANakalAlajI

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355 jaina pAThazAlA-lAyamerI sAhaba pAThazAlA kA lAbha lete haiM to hama navayuvakalAIbrerI kA kArya apanI jimmevArI para uThA lete haiM / basa, phira to dera hI kyA thI; zrIsaMgha ne munizrI se kahA ki Apake pharamAye hue donoM kAma zrIsaMgha ne svIkAra kara liyA hai, aba pApako catumAsa ke liye maMjUrI de denA caahiye| ' muni0-maiMne maMjUrI pahile hI de dI hai, kintu ye donoM kArya kArya rUpa meM pariNita kara dene para merI ora se caturmAsa kI svIkRti hai| .zrIsaMgha-haSa aura utsAha ke mAre caturmAsa kI jaya bola kara makAna ko guJjita kara diyA aura bAda prabhAvanA ke sAtha vyAkhyAna samApta huaa| ____madhyAnha kAla meM motIlAlajI, mANakalAlajI, rekhacaMdajI kocara, zivadAnamalajI kAnuMgA rekhacaMdajI lokar3a, sultAnacaMdajI jogarAjajI bhatujI vaidya, megharAjajI munoyata, phUlacaMdajI mAbaka, rekhacaMdajI, phUlacaMdajI, pAbUdAnajI mUlacaMdajI, zobhAgamalajI golechA ityAdi bahuta se zrAvaka loga munizrI ke pAsa Aye aura pAThazAlA ke lie kisa prakAra kA kArya karanA ityAdi salAha le rahe the, kiMtu sabase pahilA savAla makAna kA uTha khar3A huA ki kisa makAna meM pAThazAlA kholI jAya, zobhAgamalajI golechA ne kahA zrIgaur3IjI mahArAja ke ma~dira ke sAmane pAThazAlA hai, usa makAna meM pAThazAlA sthApita karane meM bahuta acchA subhAtA rahegA, kAraNa eka to yaha makAna zahara ke madhya meM, dUsarA maMdira ke pAsa meM, tIsarA cAroM rAste yahA~ milate haiM, jisase ki pAThazAlA kI dekha-rekha meM subhItA rahegA / yaha bAta sabake jaMca gaI para pAThazAlA

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bhAdazAna dvitIya khaNDa myunisipala ko kirAye para de dI hai| ataH ve chor3e taba kAma bana sakatA hai / jogarAjajI vaidya ne kahA, maiMne abhI myunisipala bAloM ko pUchA hai, ve kahate haiM ki jaba taka hamako dUsarA makAna na mile, hama pAThazAlA khAlI nahIM kara sakate haiM / khaira, isakA phira vicAra kiyA jaaygaa| - usa samayaM phalaudI hukUmata meM zrImAn kistUracaMdajI sa~ghI jodhapura vAle hAkima the, ve sthAnakavAsI the kiMtu munizrI ke vyAkhyAna kA aisA raMga laga gayA thA ki binA cUka hamezA vyAkhyAna sunane ko AyA karate the aura zrIgaur3I pArzvanAthajI ke mandira kA to Apako itanA iSTa ho gayA thA ki darzana kie binA bhojana taka bhI nahIM karate the| saMghajI munIzrI ko hamezA arja kiyA karate the ki kabhI to gocarI kI kRpA udhara bhI kiyA kreN| * munizrI samayajJa the; ekadina saMghIjI ke vahAM gocarI ke lie padhAre, saMghIjI bar3e hI khuza hue aura AhArAdi vihArane lage, usa samaya munizrI ne kahA ki sa~ghIjI sAba Apa jaise zraddhAsampanna hAkima ke hote hue bhI hamArA mahAna kArya rUkA huA hai| saMghavIjI-ApakA aisA kaunasA kArya hai jo ki rukA par3A hai? muni- hamArA Avazyaka kArya hai| saMdhavI- pharamAveM, mere se banegA to maiM turanta kruuNgaa| muni-maiMne zrAvakoM ko upadeza dekara yahAM jaina pAThazAlA sthApita karavAne kA nizcaya karavAyA hai kiMtu makAna ke abhAva se vaha kArya ho nahIM sakA yadi samaya vyatIta ho jAne para zrAvakoM kA irAdA haTa gayA ho to hamArA upadeza miTTI meM mila jaaygaa| saMghavI- Apane kisa makAna ko pasaMda kiyA hai ?

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pAThazAlA kAmakAna 377 muni- zrI gaur3IjI ke mandira ke sAmane paatthshaalaa| saMdhavI-yaha makAna to apanA hI hai. phira pAThazAlA kyoM nahIM kholI jAtI hai . muni- makAna to apanA hI hai para myUnIsipaliTI dabA kara baiThI hai nA ? saMdhavI-maiM prAja hI khAlI karavA dUgA, Apa gaucarI lIrAveM / . munizrI gaucarI lekara padhAra gye| dUsare hI dina saMghavI jI ne pAThazAlA kA makAna khAlI karavA diyA basa phira to vilamba hI kyA thA vaizAkha zuklA 10 ke dina munizrI kI adhyakSatA meM zrIsaMgha ekatra huA tathA svanAmadhanya seTha mANaka lAlajI kI aura se pAThazAlA kA muhurta kara diyAgayA tathA logoM ne apane lar3akoM ko par3hAne ke lie bhejanA zuru kara diyA, phila hAla eka adhyApaka rakha liyA bAda meM jaba vidyArthiyoM kI saMkhyA bar3hane lagI to bIkAnera se yati premasuMdarajI ko bulAkara dhArmika adhyApaka ke sthAna para rakha liyaa| :, pAThazAlA kA makAna kaMvalA gaccha kI ora se banavAyA gayA thA, para usa meM rakama devadravya kI lagI thI, isa lie jo kirAyA myunIsipAla vAle dete the, vahI kirAyA 3) rUpaye mAhavArI mANa kalAlajI ne denA svIkAra kara liyA hai| ...... jaba pAThazAlA kA makAna svAdhIna ho gayA tathA pAThazAlA sthApita ho gaI, to navayuvaka maMDala meM isa pAThazAlA kI tIsarI maeNjila para apanI lAIbrerI kholane kA nizcaya kara liyA / munIzrI kI agavAnI meM zrIsaMgha ko ekatrita kara navayuvakoM ne bar3e utsAha ke sAtha lAIbrerI sthApita kara dI, kaI pustakeM bheMTa dvAga AI va

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bhAdarza-jJAnadvitIya khaNDa 378 kaI mUlya se ma~gavAI gaI, kaI samAcAra patra ( astrabAra ) ma~gavAye gaye / eka naukara bhI rakha liyA tAki lAIbrerI hara samaya khulI rhe| eka to phalodI ke loga disAvarI hone se unako kAphI samaya milatA thA, dUsare bhavana rAste para hone se jAne ko suvidhA, tIsare munIzrI kA hara samaya upadeza / ataH pAThazAlA aura lAIbrerI kA kArya khUba jora-zora ke sAtha calatA rhaa| .. ____ munIzrI bahuta samaya taka to bar3I dharmazAlA meM Thahare, bAda kaeNvalegaccha ke zrAvakoM ke Agraha se kaeNvalegaccha ke upAzraya meM virAje, tadAntara tapAgaccha vAloM kI prArthanA se tapAgaccha ke co bhurjA nAma ke upAzraya meM rahe, kintu vyAkhyAna hamezA bar3o dharmazAlA meM hI hotA thA, kAraNa dUsare upAzraya meM itanA sthAna nahIM thA ki munIzrI ke vyAkhyAna kI pariSadA baiTha sake / 57dharmazAlA se sarAya meM padhAranA jaba jeSTha mAsa meM garmI kA pracaNDa tapa par3ane lagA taba sabakI icchA huI ki banda makAna kI apekSA vyAkhyAna seTha motIlAnajI kocara kI sarAya meM ho to janatA ko zrArAma rahegA, kyoMki vahA~ khule mana meM havA cAroM ora se AyA karatI hai / basa, sabakI sammati se tathA seTha motIlAlajI kI AgrahapUrvaka vinatI se munIzrI sarAya meM padhAra gaye, tathA vyAkhyAna meM mahAprabhAvika zrI bhagavatIjI sUtra bAMcane kA nirNaya huA to vedoM kI vAsavAloM ne zrIsUtrajoM ko apanI vAsa meM le jAkara bar3e hI samAroha se rAtri jAgaraNa varaghor3A,aura pUjA prabhAvanA ke sAtha lAkara guru mahArAja ke kara kamaloM meM arpaNa kiyA tatpazcAt muktAphala aura sone kI moharoM

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379 zrIbhagavatI sUtra kI vAcanA Adi se sUtrapUjA huI thii| bAda vAcanA zurU huI zrotAoM ko vyAkhyAna kA Ananda isa prakAra zrAtA thA ki jisakA varNana hama isa lekhanI dvArA nahIM kara sakate haiM, aura janatA munIzrI kI barAbara prasaMzA kara upakAra mAnatA huI kahatI thIki pUjya guru mahArAja hama ne to hamArI jiMdagI meM isa prakAra zrIbhagavatI sUtra pahile pahala hI sunA hai| he upakArI ! Apake sivAya hama hat bhAgyoM ko isa prakAra sUtra kauna sunA sakatA hai hama loga Apake upakAra kA badalA kisa prakAra se adA kareMge ? ___ jaba zrI bhavagatIsUtra meM sthAna 2 para pannavaNa sUtra kI bholAvaNa zrAna lagI to zrAvakoM kI icchA huI ki yadi dopahara ko munizrojo panamavaNasatra vAMcA kareM to kaisA AnaMda Ave / prArthanA karane para munizrI ne dopahara ko zrI pannavaNasUtra bAMcanA zurU kara diyA, kyoMki zrApa DhU diyApanA meM donoM samaya vyAkhyAna bAMce hue the aura Apako sUtra bAMcane kA zurU se acchA prema bhI thaa| yadyapi dopahara ko Ane meM logoM ko takalIpha uThAnI par3atI thI, kAraNa jIna kI retI khUba tapa jAtI thI, pairoM meM phAlA taka ho jAte the; kintu sUtra ne janatA para itanA prabhAva DAlA ki ve usa kaSTa ko kucha bhI nahIM samajha kara sUtra kA Ananda lUTane meM hI jovana kI sArthakatA samajhatI thiiN| ___ rUpasundarajA yoM to acche gadhu the| phira bhI Apako prakRti bahuta teja thI / jaba ve gocarI pAnI ko jAte aura unako koI sthAnakavAsI kaha detA ki mahArAja Apane dU~DhiyA dharma kyoM chor3A to ve unase lar3ane laga jAte the, aura kabhI 2 to kaha dete the ki maiM mUtra-pezAba pI-pI kara thaka gayA, aba mere se pezAba

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bhAda-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 380 nahIM pAyA jAtA hai, ataH hU~DhiyA dharma chor3a diyA; ityAdi hamezA eka-na-eka jhagar3A to kara ho Ate, phira Akara gurU mahArAja ko kahate ki ha~DhiyA loga apanI niMdA karate haiM aura Apa unheM kucha kahate bhI nahIM ho| guru mahArAja kahate the ki DhUMDhiyoM ke sAtha apane dveSa bhAva yA lar3AI nahIM hai kiMtu apanI mAnyatA ke matabheda kA jhagar3A hai, vaha lar3ane se hala nahIM hogA kiMtu pramANoM se hala hogaa| isaliye maiM lekha to likha sakatA hU~ para. jhagar3A karanA nahIM cAhatA hU~, aura maiM tumako bhI kahatA hU~ ki isa prakAra jhagar3A kara karmabandha mata karo, paraMtu tumhArI to eka Adata sI par3a gaI hai| 58,r3hiyoM kI mAphI aura pUjyajI kA tAra - eka samaya kA jikra hai ki muni rUpasundarajI gaucarI gaye the; vahA~ Dha DhiyoM ne unako kaI-eka aise apa-zabda kahe ki jisase ve sthAna para Akara guru mahArAja ke sAmane rone lge| isa para guru mahAgaja ne tahakIkAta karavAI tA jJAta huA ki isameM rUpasuMdarajI kA nahIM apitu DhaM DhiyoM kA hI julma evaM anyAya hai| phira to thA hI kyA ? munizrI ne vyAkhyAna meM isa daMga kA upadeza diyA ki sunane vAlo ke aMdara apane dharma kA itanA gaurava prakaTa huA ki ve loga jo vahA~ upasthita the sabako kaha diyA ki Apa bhojana kara eka baje sarAya jaldI padhAranA tathA sevaga ko kaha kara sakala zrosaMgha meM kahalA diyA ki Aja eka baje zrIsaMgha sarAya meM ekatra hogA, yathA samaya saba jaldI pdhaareN| " ThIka samaya para zrI saMgha ekatra ho gayA, saba ke dila meM

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381 dUDhiyoM kA anyAya kI sajA hU~DhiyoM ke nyAya ke lie roSa thA, aura una logoM ne nizcaya kara liyA ki aise deva, guru, dharma ke niMdakoM ke sAtha roTI beTo kA vyavahAra kyoM rakhA jAtA hai gor3avAr3a vAloM kI bhAMti likhata kara inake sAtha saba vyavahAra tor3a diyA jAve, ityAdi joza bharI bAteM ho rahI thii| - idhara DhUDhiyA samAja ko isa bAta kA patA milA ki Aja mUrtipUjaka samAja ne sarAya meM ekatrita ho kara apane se vyavahAra baMda karane kA nizcaya kara liyA hai to unake hoza havAsa ur3a gaye aura ve bhI apane sthAnaka meM ekatra ho kahane lage ki aisI nindAsmaka carcA kisane kI hai ki mUrtipUjakoM ko ekatra ho isa prakAra ke mArga kA avalaMbana karanA par3atA hai| ___una logoM meM se sUrajamalajI, agaracaMdajI vaidya, vastAvara caMdajI DaDhA, alasIdAsajI corar3iyA vagairaha aguvA loga cala kara sarAya meM Ae aura pahile munizrI ke pAsa jAkara vandana kiyA aura namratA pUrvaka prArthanA karane lage ki Apa vidvAnoM ke virAjate hue bhI yaha phUTa va kleza ke bIja kyoM boye jA rahe haiM ? agara hamArI ora se kisI prakAra kA kasUra huA ho to hama Apa se bAra bAra mAphI mAMgate haiN| munizrI:-zrAvakoM maiMne ApakI ora ke durvavacanoM ko bahuta dinoM se sahana kara rahA hU~; kiMtu Apa hamAre deva, guru, tathA dharma kI niMdA karate ho yaha kitanA julma aura anyAya hai bhalA isako kahAM taka sahana kiyA jAve / dU-mahArAja hama loga isa bAta ko jAnate taka bhI nahIM hai ki kisa nAlAyaka - bevakUpha ne aisA aghaTita kArya kiyA hai,

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 182 1 yadi tahakIkAta karane para hamako mAlUma ho jAyagA to hama usa ko sakhta daNr3a dekheMge / aura AIndA se hama aisA prabaMdha kareMge ki koI bhI kisI kI nidA nahIM kara sakegA parantu isa samaya to Apa kRpA kara kSamA kareM; hama bAra bAra mAphI mAMgate haiM / munizrI ne kahA ki Apa bAhara padhAreM jahAM ki sakala zrIsaMgha ekatra huA hai aura jaisI yahAM mAbhI mAMgI hai vaisA hI una se mAphI mAMga leM aura bhaviSya meM niMdA nahIM karane kA vizvAsa dilA deM to mAmalA zAMta ho jAvegA / sarAya ke kamare meM jahA~ ki zrIsaMgha ekatra huA thA vahA~ cAroM agrasaroM ne jAkara namratA pUrvaka mAphI mA~gI aura pratijJA pUrvaka vacana diyA ki bhaviSya meM hamArI samudAya se koI bhI Apake deva. guru aura dharma kI nindA nahIM kareMge, kintu zrApa rUpasundarajI ko bhI kaha denA ki ve zAnti rakheM / basa itanI lAcArI, itanI namratA aura sAtha meM mAphI mAMgane se zrIsaMgha ke dila meM rahomatA zrA gaI aura unheM mAphI pradAna kara ubhaya samAja meM zAMti sthApita kii| isa bAta kI ta~ r3hiyoM para itanI asara huI ki ve bAda meM niMdA karanA to dUra rahA para kaI to vyAkhyAna meM Ane laga gaye the aura kaI loga mandira ke darzana karane ke liye hamezA jAne laga gaye / phalaudI ke hAla bIkAnera pUjya zrIlAlajI mahArAja ke pAsa pahu~ca hI jAte the, vartamAna hAla pahu~cane para pUjyajI kI ora se phalaudI tAra AyA ki yadi gaya vara caMdajI phalaudI meM caturmAsa kare to hamArA koI sAdhu sAdhvI vahA~ caturmAsa na kareM arthAt vahA~ caturmAsa karane kI merI zrAjJA nahIM hai / isa para kaI sAdhu

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383 pUjyajI kA phalaunI meM nAra sAdhvI jo vahA~ caturmAsa karane ko Aye hue the vihAra kara anyatra jAkara caturmAsa kiyaa| kevala tejasIjI kI samudAya ke choTe pyAracaMdajI kA caturmAsa phalaudI meM hI rahA, kAraNa ve pradezI sAdhu the, dUrase Aye hue aba caumAse ke najadoka dinoM meM kahA~ jAveM aura Asa pAsa meM aisA koI kSetra bhI nahIM thaa| 56 phalaudImecaturmAsaaura dharmasundarakIdIkSA asAr3ha kA mahinA tha', caturmAsa lagane kI taiyArI thI, eka DhUMr3hiyA sAdhu dhUlacaMdajI pU0 ruganAthajI kI samudAya ke ratracaMdajI kA ziSya thA, veSa chor3a kara phalaudI AyA thA aura vaha rUpasundarajI se milaa| rUpasundarajo ne munizrI ko kahA to munizrI ne kahA ki jisane dIkSA lekara chor3a dI aura kahA pAnI pI liyA, aise ko dIkSA dekara kyA lAbha uThAoge ? merI to icchA aise patitoM ko dIkSA dene kI nahIM hai rUpasuMdarajI ne zrAvakoM ko uttejita kiyA ki mahArAja sAhaba ne gaccha kA uddhAra karane kA nizcaya kiyA hai, aura aise navayuvaka dIkSA lene vAle ko dIkSA dene se inakAra karate haiM; phira gaccha kaise calegA ? zrAvakoM ne munizrI ko vinaya kI, uttara meM Apane kahA ki raccha aise patitoM se na to calA aura na bhaviSya meM calane kA; maiMne ThIka parIkSA karalI hai, vaha dIkSA ke yogya nahIM hai| phira bhI rUpasundarajI kI svachandatA ko ApazrI roka nahIM sake, pA~ca dina biMdorA khilA kara asADhazuddha 13 ko usako dIkSA dekara, usakA "dharmasundara' nAma rakha rUpasundarajI kA ziSya banA diyaa| dUsare hI dina thA cAturmAsika pratikramaNa-eka to thA usa dina upa

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya va 384 vAsa, dUsare tIna ghaMToM kA pratikramaNa; jyoM tyoM karake dharmasundara ne pratikramaNa kiyaa| kiMtu pratikramaNa ke pazcAt dharmasundara ne kahA ki, kyA saMvegiyoM kA pratikramaNa itanA bar3A hotA hai, mere se to itanA bar3A pratikramaNa na hogaa| munizrI ne rUpasundarajI ko kahA, lo, merI icchA ke pratikUla hokara dIkSA dI, aba cele ko sNbhaalo| . ... dharmasundara ko pUchA gayA ki jaba tumhAre se pratikramaNa hI bana nahIM AtA hai to tumane dIkSA kyoM lI ? dharmasundara ne kahA ki maiMne to sunAthA ki saMvegiyoM meM to mAla khAnA aura majA karanA, vahA~ pracAra vicAra aura kASTa kriyA to hai hI nahIM, ataH maiM saMvegI bana gayA hU~, kintu maiMne aba dekha liyA ki saMvegiyoM kI kriyA TraeNr3hiyoM se kaI guNA adhika hai jisako DhUMDhiyA loga pAlanA to dUra rahA para samajhate bhI nahIM haiN| . ... munizrI-aba kyA karanA hai, saca saca kaha deM ki saMvegI dIkSA tere se pajegI yA nahIM ? ... dharmasudara-nahoM pale, maiM to do dinoM meM hI thaka gayA huuN| / munizrI ne rUpasuMdarajI se kahA ki abhI bhI kucha nahIM huA hai tumheM inako rajA de do, kAraNa yaha jyAdA rahegA jyAdA nukasAna kregaa| rUpasuMdarajI ne kahA ki abhI to isako bar3I dhAma dhUma se dIkSA dI hai yadi Aja hI nikAla diyA jAyagA to logoM meM evaM daidiyoM meM acchI nahIM lagegI ata: isa cAturmAsa meM to maiM jyoM tyoM kara isako nirvAha la~gA itane meM Thoka nikalegA to 'acchA hai varan yahA~ se bihAra karane ke bAda rajA devI jaaygii| . munizrA ne kahA merI to icchA nahIM hai phira jaisI tumhArI

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585 bIsalapura vAloM kA phalaudI marajI ho vaisA kareM para tuma donoM kI prakRtiH dekhane se mujhe vizvAsa nahIM hai ki tuma inako cAra mAsa nirvAha skoge| ... rUpasuMdarajI ne kahA-ThIka hai rahane do isko| Apako mAlUma ho jAyagA ki maiM nirvAha sakU~ hU~ yA nahIM ? muni-acchA tumArI mrjii| rUpasuMdarajI kI prakRti jalda thI, jJAna par3hane meM bilkula kama ruci thI; abhI taka Apa rAidevasi pratikramaNa hI nahIM kara pAye the| pAMca sAta dinoM ke bAda to guru cele ke bhI mar3ane lgii| munizrI jaba vyAkhyAna dene ko jAte to ve pIche se donoM Apasa meM lar3ane lagajAte the, phira bhI thor3e bahuta dina tojyoM tyoM nikle| munizrI ko jaba guru mahArAja ke vacana yAda Aye, taba Apane apane kiye hue vacanoM kA bhaMga ke lie bar3A bhArI pazcAttApa kiyA ki maiMne bar3I galtI kI hai ki guru mahArAja ke diye hue vacanoM kA anAdara kara diyA. yahI kAraNa hai ki maiM hara dama saMkalpa vikalpa kA ghara banA rahatA huuN| 60 bIsalapura meM g2alatafahamI kA phailAnA - jaba gayavara munijI DhUMr3hiyoM se saMvego sAdhu jJAnasuMdarajI bana gaye, aura phalaudI meM Apake yazaH kA DaMkA jora se bajane lagA, taba kitane hI DhUMDhiye sAdhu, ArajiyoM ne bIsalapura meM jAkara kaha diyA ki gayavara muni tobhraSTa ho gayA, usane sAdhupanA chor3a diyA, ityAdi bahuta kucha niMdA kI, usa samaya gaNezamalajI disAvara se Aye hue the, unhoMne kAgaja patra se patA lagAyA ki Apa phalaudI virAjate haiM to apanI bhAvaja ( rAjaku~Ara) aura saba bhAIyoM ko

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386 Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaga lekara phalaudI Aye, aura usI sarAya meM Thahara gaye, jo jisake eka ora munizrI Thahare hue the| isa bAta kI khabara zrAvakoM ko huI to unhoMne ApakA bahuta satkAra kiyaa| abhI taka munizrI kI mulAkAta Apase nahIM huI thI, munizrI ko khabara milate hI zrApa apanI kriyA se nivRtta hokara thaDilA bhUmikA padhAra gaye / aura vahA~ se sIdhe hI zrIcintAmaNi pArzvanAtha ke mandira jAkara jaba taka vyAkhyAna kA samaya nahIM huA vahIM Thahara gaye / java vyAkhyAna kA samaya huA to Akara sIdhe hI vyAkhyAna ke pATe para baiTha kara vyAkhyAna zurU kara diyA, itane meM gaNezamalajI, rAnaku~vAra vagairaha saba nipaTa kara vyAkhyAna meM A phuNce| ___ munizrI bar3e hI samayajJa the, Apane vyAkhyAna meM sthAnakavAsI mata kI utpatti kA samaya aura kAraNa acchI khUbo se bayAna kiye, bAda meM mUrtipUjA ke viSaya meM zAstrIya pramANa tathA AcArya ratnaprabhasUri dvArA osavAla evaM zreSTi gotra kI vaidya mehatA zAkhA aura isa gotra meM aneka nara rana hue unakA itihAsa aura anta meM kahA ki maiM DhU~diyA veSa kA tyAga kyoM kiyA hai, aura veSa tyAga karane ke pazcAt mere AcAra vyavahAra meM kyA 2 parivartana huA ityAdi DhAI ghaNTe taka vyAkhyAna diyaa| - gaNezamalajI aura rAjakuMvara munizrI kA vyAkhyAna suna kara cakita ho gaye aura mana hI mana kahane lage ki jo bIsalapura meM bAteM sunI thIM ve sabakI saba galata evaM dveSapUrNa thIM / yadi bhraSTa ho jAte to isa prakAra hajAroM loga sevA kaise kara sakate haiM, vaira isa bAta kA nirNaya phira dopahara ko kreNge|

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380 rAjakuMvarI ke prabhoM kA stara ' vyAkhyAna samApta huA aura sabhA visarjana huI / gaNezamalajI bahuta varSoM se bambaI rahate the aura phalaudI vAloM se khUba jAna. pahacAna bhI thii| saba logoM ne bahuta manuhAra kI para Aja ve jogarAjajI vaidya ke yahA~ mehamAna the| ___idhara to munizrI gaucarI pAnI se nimaTa gaye the, udhara se gaNezamalajI vagairaha bhojana kara ke A gaye the, jaba ve munizrI ke pAsa baiThe to isa prakAra vArtAlApa hone lagAH-- - rAjaku~vara-hama logoM kI to ApakI dayA nahIM AI, roteM ko chor3a Apane dIkSA le lI, lekina aba Apane yaha kyA kAma kiyA, hama logoM ne to sunA ki Apa bhraSTa ho gaye to hamArA hoza ur3a gayA; isakA kyA rahasya hai ? ___ munizrI-bhraSTa kA mAyanA kyA hotA hai ? rAja0-hama logoM ne to sunA hai ki Apane sAdhupanA chor3a diyA hai, aura yaha bAta hamAre yahA~ sarvatra phaila bhI gaI hai| isalie hI hama saba loga Aye haiN| muniH-kyA maiM dIkSA chor3a saMsArI bana gayA, kyA kisI raMDI ko lekara bhAga gayA hU~ yA kisI prakAra kA atyAcAra kiyA hai ki jisako bhraSTa huA kahA jA sakatA hai| rAja0-phira Apane pahile liyAhuA sAdhupana kyoM chor3a diyA? muni-yaha to merI icchA hai, maiM kisI ke yahAM mola nahIM bikA hU~, merI icchA ho vahAM sAdhupanA pAlU~ / rAja-para aba to Apake sAdhupanA nahIM hai nA ? muni-kyoM maiM barAbara sAdhupanA pAla rahA huuN|

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 388. - / rAja0-yadi sAdhupanA pAlate ho to mu~ha para mu~hapattI kyoM nahIM hai ? muni0-kyA mu~ha para mu~hapattI bAMdhane meM hI sAdhupanA hai ?.. rAja0-sAdhu hote haiM ve to muMha para muMhapattI bAMdhe rakhate haiM ? . muni-basa, Apa logoM ne isako sAdhupanA mAna rakhA hai| ... gaNezamalajI-mojAIjI ! saMvegI sAdhu mu~hapara muMhapattI na bAMdha kara hAtha meM rakhate haiM, bambaI meM saMvegI sAdhu bahuta se Ate haiM, hama loga vahA~ jA kara vyAkhyAna sunate haiM ve bar3e hI vidvAn hote haiN| rAjA-maiMne to kabhI nahIM dekhA hai| ___gaNeza.-gujarAta meM bahuta se saMvegI sAdhu rahate haiM, apane mAravAda meM ve bahuta kama Ate haiM, yadi Ate bhI haiM to adhikatara zaharoM meM rahate haiM, isaliye Apako mAlUma nahIM hai| gaNezamala-DhUMDhiyApana chor3ane kA mukhya kAraNa kyA hai ? muni0-Dhadiye loga muMha se to kahate haiM ki sUtroM ke eka akSara ko bhI kama jyAdA kahane se anaMta saMsAra paribhramaNa karanA par3atA hai, aura ve svayaM sUtroM ke pATha para syAhI-supheda aura kArAja cipakA kara pATha ke pATha utthApa dete haiM, sUtroM meM jagaha 2 mUrti jA ke pATha Ate haiM, hajAroM varSoM ke jaina mandira mUrtiyA~ Aja bhI vidyamAna haiM, isa hAlata meM maMdira mAtayoM ko na mAna kara isake viparIta niMdA kara becAre bhole bhadrika jIvoM ko unmArga para le jA rahe haiN| mujha ko yaha bAta ThIka nahIM jaMcI ataH maiMne DhUMr3hiyA pandha chor3a diyA hai| gaNeza-sUtra meM mandira mUrtiyoM ke lekha haiM,yA nahIM kiMtu

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389 bIsalapura vAloM ko sadbodha ke kile meM maiMne bahuta purAnI pratimAeM dekhI haiM / nAsika ke pAsa guphAoM meM bhI bahuta purAnI mUrtiyAM haiM; phira dU~r3hiyA loga mandira mUrti ko kyoM nahIM mAnate haiM ? ___ muni0-basa,magar3A hI isI bAta kA hai / yadi Apako sUtroM kA nirNaya karanA ho to yahA~ choTe pyAracandajI sAdhu kA catu. mAMsA hai, lo maiM Apako yaha 'gayavara vilAsa' nAmaka pustaka detA hU~, isameM 32 sUtroM ke pATha die hue haiM jinase mUrtipUjA siddha kara batalAI hai; Apa svAmI pyAracandajI ko pUcha kara nirNaya kara sakate ho| __ gaNeza0-pustaka hAtha meM lekara dekhI to mAlUma huA ki pustaka munizrI kI banAI huI hai| ___ muni:-Apa vizvAsa rakho, maiM bhraSTa nahIM huA, apitu bhraSTa hone se baca gayA hU~ / bhalA, Apa samajhadAra ho vicAra kara sakate ho ki yadi maiM cAritra se bhraSTa ho gayA hotA to hajAroM samajhadAra aura ijjata vAle isa prakAra sevA bhakti kara merA vyAkhyAna suna sakate ? yahA~ mAravAr3a meM saMvegI sAdhu bahuta kama Ate haiM, isalie mUrti pUjA kA pracAra kama hai; aura DhUMDhiyoM ke vizeSa Ane jAne se prAyaH saba loga DhUMDhiyA ho gaye haiM,parantu gujarAta vagairaha meM jAkara dekho to prAyaH saba loga mandira mArgI hI haiM, aura bhI suniye:. DhUMr3hiye tIna pAtre yA ina se bhI adhika rakhate haiM, jaba ki maiM do pAtre hI rakhatA huuN| hU~ diye tIna cahareM rakhate haiM, jaba ki maiM do hI rakhatA huuN| jaba taka maiM zatruJjaya kI yAtrA na karUM vahAM taka cha vigaI se kevala 1 hI vigaI kAma meM lenA rakha zeSa kA tyAgakara diyA hai|

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390 Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa hU~r3hiyA utsUtra prarUpanA karate haiM, maiM spaSTa sUtroM kI saccA bAteM nirbhaya hokara kahatA huuN| ___ aura bhI merA AcAra-vyavahAra hU~ r3hiyoM se kama nahIM kintu bar3hakara hai / ityAdi bAteM hone se gaNezamalajI va rAjakuMvara ke dila meM jo zalya thA vaha nikala gayA, aura nizcaya ho gayA ki jina logoM ne galataphahamI phailAI hai usakA kAraNa kevala dveSa bhAva hI hai| itane meM vyAkhyAna kA samaya ho gayA, kamarA zrotAoM se bhara gayA; bahuta sI sAdhviyeM bhI A gaI / jaba logoM ko khabara huI ki gaNezamalajI, mahArAja ke saMsArI bhAI aura gajakuMvara saMsArI dharmapatnI haiM, to logoM ne unako dhanyavAda denA zurU kiyA, ki dhanya hai munizrI ke mAtA pitAoM ko ki. jinhoMne aise loko. ttara nararatna ko janma dekara jainadharma para mahAn upakAra kiyA hai, dhanya hai Apake khAnadAna evaM kulavaMza ko aura vizeSa dhanyavAda hai ina rAjakuMvara bAI ko ki Apane apanI javAnI meM aise pati deva ko cAritrya ke liye AjJA dekara Apa apane jIvana ko saphala banAyA hai dhanya hai Apake ina laghu baMdhuoM ko ityAdi / - bAda, dopahara meM sUtra kI bAMcanA zurU huI jo ki loga bar3e hI Ananda ke sAtha sunane lage; gaNezamalajI tathA rAjakuMvara bhI sunane ko baiTha gye| ApakI vidvatA aura sUtra bAMcanA tathA samajhAne kI zailI para saba loga mugdha bana gye| vyAkhyAna samApta hone ke pazcAt gaNezamalajI, evaM rAjaku~vara vagairaha jogarAjajI vaidya ke vahAM jAne lage to rAste meM pyAracandajI svAmI kA makAna pAyA, gaNezamalajI ne andara jAkara vandana

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391 gaNe0 aura pyAracaMdajI kiyA / svAmIjI ne nAma grAma pUchA aura kahA ki kyA Apa gayacaracaMdajI ke saMsAra pakSa ke bhAI haiM ? gaNeza0 - jI haaN| pyAra 0 - yaha bAI kauna haiM ? gaNeza0 - hamAre bhojAI jI haiN| pyAra0 - gavaracaMdajI kI saMsAra kI dharma patnI haiM ? gaNeza jI hAM / - pyAra0--gayavaracaMdajI acche buddhimAna haiM, hamAre pAsa bhI kaI bAra rahe hue haiM; para karmoM kI gati vicitra hotI hai, unakI zraddhA badala gaI / 31 gaNeza - 'gayavaravilAsa' pustaka sAmane rakhakara kahA, mahA rAja sAhaba isa pustaka meM sUtroM kA pATha diyA hai, vaha ThIka hai yA g2alata hai ? * pyAra - yaha pustaka pahile se hamAre pAsa AI huI hai, sUtroM se milAI to sUtroM ke pATha to barAbara hI haiM kintu artha meM pheraphAra kara diyA hai| gaNeza0 --- artha meM raddobadala hai to zrApa nizAna kara deM ki maiM varacandajI mahArAja se pUcha kara dariyAphta kara lU~gA / pyAra - nahIM bhAI hama to isa jhagar3e meM nahIM par3ate haiM / gaNeza0 - isameM jhagar3A kisa bAta kA hai, saccI bAta kahane meM kyA Dara hai ? pyAra0 - hamako to pUjyajI mahArAja kI manAI hai ki gayavaracaMdajI se kisI prakAra kI carcA nahIM karanA / ataH hama isa viSaya meM kucha bhI nahIM kaha sakate haiM /

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Adarza - jJAnadvitIya khaNDa 392 gaNeza0 - Apa mere ko satya bAta kaheM usake liye to pUjyajI mahArAja kI manAI nahIM hogA na 1 pyAra0 - isa viSaya meM maiM kucha bhI kahanA nahIM cAhatA hU~ / gaNeza khaira, isa pustaka meM diye huye 32 sUtroM ke pATha to sUtroM se milate haiM nA ? pyAra0 - hA~, yaha bAta to maiM Apase pahile hI kaha cukA hU~ / gaNezamalajI bandanA kara vahA~ se A gaye aura unake mana meM yaha nizcaya avazya ho gayA ki loga kucha bhI kaheM para munizrI kA kahanA to satya hI hai, jaise zrApa saMsAra meM satya kahane meM niDara the, usI prakAra yahA~ bhI satya ko DaMke kI coTa kaha dete haiM, yahI kAraNa hai ki Apa DhU~r3hiyA pantha chor3akara saMvegI sAdhu bana gaye haiN| gaNeza0 - dUsare dina munizrI se arja kI ki hama kala jAveMge, hamAre liye kyA AjJA hai ? muni0 - Apa hamezA vItarAga kI mUrti ke darzana va pUjA kiyA karanA aura yahI zraddhA AmnAya rakhanA, kyoMki yadi kisI ko bhI sadarAstA mile to vaha apane sajjanoM ko saba se pahile sadAstA batalAve, ataeva mujhe sadmArga milA hai to merA mukhya kartavya hai ki maiM mere sajjanoM ko unmArga jAte hue ko roka kara sadmArga kA pradarzana karavA dU~ / rAja0 - kyA Apa hama logoM ko bhI saMvegI banAnA cAhate ho / muni0 - hA~, isase hI Apa logoM kA kalyANa hai / rAja 0. - kala maiM pratikramaNa karane ko gaI thI to sabake hAtha meM mu~hapattI thI, aura sAmane eka cAra pairoM vAlI lakar3iyoM ke Upara kapar3e meM lapeTa kara kucha rakhA huA thA, tathA pratikramaNa bhI

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393 bIsalapura vAloM ko sadbodha bahuta laMbA caur3A thA / kyA hama logoM se isa prakAra hamezA kriyA ho sakatI hai ? hA~, Apa kahoge to mandira to hama loga hamezA jAyA kreNge| ___muni0-AtmakalyANa karanA koI ha~sI-ThaTThe kI bAta nahIM hai, saba kArya vidhipUrvaka karane se hI phala hotA hai| ataeva Apa logoM ko isakA abhyAsa kara vidhividhAna sIkhanA cAhiye / rAjA-para koI sikhAnevAlA bhI to honA cAhiye ? muni0-yahA~ Thahara jAo sAdhviyoM bahuta haiM, eka mAsa meM saba kriyA evaM vidhividhAna sIkha jaaoge| rAja0-Apa to ghara chor3a kara nikala gaye, para hama loga to ghara meM baiThe haiM, eka mAsa ghara chor3a kara yahA~ kaise rahA jA sakatA hai| muni0-para yaha ghara magne para sAtha na caleMge, itanI mamatva kyoM rakhate ho?vaha dina kahA~ gaye jo dIkSA lene ko taiyAra hue the| ___ rAja0-dIkSA lene ke bAda to yahI kAma raha jAtA hai, para abhI to hama gRhastha haiM, Apa apane choTe bhAiyoM ko chor3a Aye haiM, unakI sAra saMbhAla bhI to hamavho hI karanI par3atI hai / gaNeza. malajI disAvAra jAne vAle haiM, isa hAlata meM maiM yahA~ kaise Thahara sakatI huuN| ____ muni0-khaira, eka to Apa saba guru AmnAya kA vAsakSepale leM, dUsare maMdira mUrti kA hamezA darzana karanA, samaya pA kara zatrujaya vagairahaH tIrthoM kI yAtrA krnaa| sAmAyika karane ke samaya uccAsana para eka pustaka kI sthApanA kara tIna navakAra gina le

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bhAdarza jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 394 nA, itanA to avazya karanA, zeSa phira kabhI samaya milegA jaba krnaa| rAja-lo bhAI gaNezamalajI ! Apa kaheM vaisA kara lo| munizrI ne sarAya ke kamare (hAla ) meM nAMda maMDavAI aura prabhu pratimA ma~gavA kara saba vidhividhAna karavA kara guru AmnAya kA vAsakSepa diyA aura kaI vrata paccarakAna karavAye aura una saba ko zuddha jaina bnaaye| ____ gaNeza-dUsare dina Thahara kara vyAkhyAna meM prabhAvanA aura dopahara ko zrIgoDIjI mahArAja ke maMdira meM ninANaveM prakAra kI pUjA bhnnaaii| jogarAjajI ne munizrI se arja kI ki gaNezamalajI acche samajhadAra haiM, sabake sAtha vAtsalyatA bhAva rakhate haiM, hama bambaI meM zAmila hI rahate haiN| Apase hama acchI taraha se paricita haiM, Apa jaise satyapriya haiM vaise hI Apa parizramI tathA zA~ta prakRti ke puruSa haiN| Apane jaba dIkSA lI thI taba inake saba bhAI choTe the, una sabako Apane hI hoziyAra kiyA, apanA khuda kA vivAha tathA donoM bhAiyoM kA vivAha Apake hI hAthoM se huA, apane mAtA pitA kA mosara bhI Apane hI kiyaa| apanI bhAvaja kA mAna to Apa mAtAjI se bhI vizeSa rakhate haiM, aura hamAre sAtha to ApakA cirakAla se prema hai| munizrI- hA~, jogarAjajI hama pA~ca bhAiyoM meM gaNezamalajI par3e hI zAMta prakRti vAle haiM, aura samajhadAra hone se hI thor3I-sI bAta meM samajha kara satya kA grahaNa kara liyA hai| kyA yaha kama samajhadArI hai ?

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395 phalaudI ke caturmAsa meM jJAna0 ... joga0-jI haaN| ... dUsare dina ve saba ravAnA ho apane grAma ko cale gaye aura vahA~ jA kara sabako pUrNa hAla sunA diyA, aura DhUMDhiyA sAdhusAdhviyoM ke kathana ko apane g2alata siddha kara diyaa| ___bAda meM Apake saMsArapakSa ke mAmAjI cA~damalajI vagairaha phalaudI Aye / unameM jo loga pahile krodhita hokara niMdA karate the, kiMtu jaba ApakA vyAkhyAna aura pariSadA kA ThATha dekhA to ve bhI cakita ho gaye, aura unako yaha bhI mAlUma ho gayA ki saMvegI dhama bhI eka prAcIna dharma hai / munizrI ke sAtha vArtAlApa hone para ve mukhyataH saMvegI nahIM baneM kiMtu mandira jAne kA niyama avazya le liyaa| bhAdrapada zuklapakSa meM Apake saMsArapakSa ke susarAla vAle saba loga Aye; zrApa zrI se praznottara hone para ve loga bhI saMvegI zraddhA kodhAraNa kara maMdira ke pUrNa bhakta bana gye| munizrI ne isa prakAra jo akathanIya upakAra kiyA usako hama kabhI bhI bhUla nahIM sakate haiN| 61-phalaudI ke caturmAsa meM jJAna-pracAra . yoM to Apa prAtaHkAla ke vyAkhyAna meM zrIsukhavipAka sUtra ke bAda zrIbhagavatIjIsUtra bAMcate hI the,kiMtu rekhacaMdajI golecchA rekha caMdajI lIchamIlAlajI kaucara mUlacaMdajI nimANI megharAjajI munauyata agaracaMdajI lor3hA tathA sAdhviyoM evaM zrAvakoM ke atyanta Agraha se anyAnya sUtroM kI vAcanA bhI diyA karate the jisameM zrI AcAraoNga dazavaikalika praznavyAkaraNa,vyavahArasUtra, vRhatkalpasUtra,nizIthasUtra,

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 396 dazazrutaskandhasUtrAdi sAdhu AcAra ke sUtra bhI the jinhoMkA darzana bhI honA muzkila thA, para vinA ina sUtroM ko par3he sAdhu dharma pAlana bhI nahIM ho sakatA hai kAraNa zAstrakAroM ne to spaSTa pharamAyA hai ki jahA~ taka sAdhu sAdhvI zrIAcArAMga sUtra aura nizIthasUtra ke ThIka jAnakAra nahIM haiM ve sAdhu sAdhvI zrAgevAna ho kara vihAra na kareM, na vyAkhyAna bAMca sake aura na gaMcarI hI jA sakatA hai| tadyapi Aja kA hAla dekhA jAya to kaI nAmadhArI AcArya va sAdhuoM ne bhI zAyada hI ina cheda sUtroM ke darzana kiye hoN| unhIM sUtroM kI vAcanA munizrI ne Ama pariSadA aura 40 sAdhviyoM ko dI; usa samaya sAdhviyoM munizrI kA itanA upakAra mAnatI thIM ki jisakA hama yahA~ varNana bhI nahIM kara sakate haiM; tathApi munizrI to yahI kahate the ki hamane to hamArA kartavya bajAyA hai| inake atirikta dopahara meM zrI pannAvaNAjIsUtra, jIvAbhigamajIsUtra, rAjapraznIsUtra, uvavAisUtra Adi kI vAcanA kii| nemIcaMdajI aura rekhacaMdajI golecchA yahI kahate the ki sUtra sunAne vAle na to koI aisA sAdhu abhI taka pAyA aura na bhaviSya meM Ane kI AzA hI hai / munizrI asIma parizrama karake phalaudI ke jJAna pipAsuoM ko kaNThastha jJAna bhI itanA karavAyA ki jisakA hama isa lohA kI lekhanI se varNana hI nahIM kara sakate haiM / rekhacaMdajI, lIchamIlAlajI kaucara,samarathamala jI gulAbacaMdajI gulecchA, rAvatamala jorAvaramala, nemIcaMda, AsakaraNa veda aura kaI 20-25 sAdhviyoM ne aneka prakAra ke tAtvika jJAna ko kaNThastha kara liyA thA aura kaI ekoM ne vyAkhyAna dene kI tarja evaM masAlA ko hAsila kara bhASaNa lekcara dene bhI sIkha gaye the phUlacaMdajI jhAbaka to rAtri meM

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397 pustakoM kA pracAra do-do tIna-tIna baje taka prazna tarka-vitarka kara dravyAnuyoga-nayanikSepAdi aneka prakAra kA jJAna prApta kiyA thaa| isameM kaI sajjana to Aja paryanta ApakA bar3A bhArI upakAra samajhate haiM para kaI kRtaniyoM ne to jaise sAMpa ko dUdha pilAne se jahara hotA hai vahAvata ko caritArtha bhI kara batalAyA hai / __phalaudI meM jaina pAThazAlA aura lAibrerI sthApita hone se vidyArthiyoM aura nava-yuvakoM meM jJAna kA acchA pracAra huA, isa ke atirikta yahA~ para 'zrIjJAnapremapustakAlaya' nAmaka saMsthA bhI sthApita karavAI jisameM kaI sUtroM kA saMgraha kiyA gayA thA, jisa se ki sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ko acchA subhItA ho gayA thA / . ApazrI ke vira.jane se jaise phalaudI meM jJAnapracAra huA, vaise hI pustakoM ke prakAzita hone se anya sthAnoM meM bhI jJAnapracAra kama nahIM huA thaa| 'pratimA-chattIsI' jisakI zuru meM sAdar3I vAloM ne 2000 pratieM chapavAI thIM, jaba ve tatkAla hI khallAsa ho gaI to tIvarI se 7000 pratiyeM punaH mudrita karavAI kiMtu ve bhI thor3e hI samaya meM hAthoM hAtha khallAsa ho gii| isa hAlata meM phalaudI kI saMsthA kI ora se 10000 pratiyeM aura chapavAI gii| isa choTI sI pustaka ko janatA ne khUba hI apanAI aura yaha itanI lokapriya bana gaI thI ki eka varSa bhI pUrNa nahIM huA jisameM tIna zrAvRti kI 19000 pustakeM chapa gii| ___pratimA-chattIsI meM kevala sUtroM ke nAma, adhyayana, uddezya vagairahaH sthAna hI batalAye gaye the; jaise vyApAriyoM ke khAtA-bahI hotI hai para sAtha meM rokar3a bahI kI bhI AvazyakatA rahatI hai| ataH Apane 'gayavara-vilAsa' kI racanA kI jisakI tIvarI vAloM

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 398 ne 1000 pratiyeM chapavAI thI, para vaha bhI bAta kI bAta meM khalAsa ho gaI aura isakI mAMga bahuta hone se 1000 pratiyeM saMsthA kI ora se aura chapavAI gaI thiiN| inake atirikta 1000 'paiMtIsa bola-saMgraha' chapavAye jisase ki sarvasAdhAraNa meM zAstrIya jJAna kA pracAra ho / yoM to paiMtIsa boloM kI pustakeM pahile bhI kaI sthAnoM se chapI thIM, kiMtu Apane aisI pratipAdana-zailI se isa kitAba ko likhI ki jisase thor3I buddhi vAle ko bhI vizeSa jJAna ho ske| 1000 stavana saMgraha bhAga pahile kI pustakeM ge munizrI ke banAye hue stavana jo logoM ko bahuta rucikara huye aura priya laga. te the / 4000 pustakeM 'terahapanthIbhAI jo dAna-dayA kA galA ghoTa rahe haiN| unake hita-zikSA ke liye 2000 pustakeM 'dAna-chattIsI' tathA 2000 'anukampA chattIsI' kI pustakeM mudrita krvaaii| ___ 1000 kaI bhAI kevala 32 sUtra mUla mAnane kA Agraha karate hue pUrvAcAryoM racita TIkA niyukti vagairaha vivaraNoM kA anAdara kara adhogati kI ora mu~ha kara rahe haiM, unako bacAne ke liye eka praznamAlA stavana jo 108 gAthAoM kA banavAyA jisameM 100 prazna aise pUche gaye haiM ki yadi TIkA niyukti varIraha na mAnI jAve to eka sUtra se dUsarA sUtra pratikUla ho jAtA hai, ataH pUrvokta praznoM kA uttara 32 sUtroM ke mUlapATha se dene kA mAno una logoM ko eka noTisa hI thaa| 1000 liMga-nirNaya-bahutarI-eka pradezI tIjaku~varaja DhU~DhanI kI preraNA se munizrI ne na 'liMga-nirNaya-bahutarI' nAmaka pustaka banAI jisameM jaina sAdhuoM kA veSa kaisA honA cAhiye, aura

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399 pustakoM kA pracAra Aja dUM r3hiyoM kA veSa kaisA hai, tathA terahapaMthI DhUMr3hiyoM kI AcAranA ne janatA para kaisA burA prabhAva DAlA hai usakI bhI 1000 pratiyeM chapavAI / 1000 ' carcA kA pablika noTisa' - jaba zera ke sAmane gIdar3a nahIM A sakatA hai taba vaha pIche par3A 2 apanI bar3AI kiyA karatA hai, isI taraha hamAre dva r3hiye bhAI bhI ghara meM ghusa kara zAstrArtha karane kI DIMga hAMkA karate haiN| ataH munizrI ne eka carcA kA pablika noTisa nikAla kara Dhar3hiyoM ko Ama taura se ittalA de dI ki yadi tuma 32 sUtra jisameM bhI mUlapATha se carcA karanA cAhate ho to hama zAstrArtha karane ko taiyAra haiM / samaya, sthAna, viSaya aura madhyastha taya karake maidAna meM Ao, isa noTisa kI bhI 1000 pratiyeM chapavA kara vitIrNa kara dI / 2000 dAdA sAhaba kI bar3I pUjA - yaha kitAba zrImAn jogarAjajI vaidya ne AcArya zrIratnaprabhasUrijI mahArAja kI bar3I pUjA chapavA kara saMsthA ko bheMTa dI thI / 5000 "deva guru vandana mAlA " - seTha motIlAlajI aura mANakalAlajI ke paraspara kucha lenadena kA aisA jhagar3A par3a gayA ki unhoMne adAlata taka jAne kI taiyAriyA~ kara lIM / yadi cale jAte to donoM ora se hajAroM kA pAnI ho jaataa| jaba munizrI ko isa bAta kI khabara milI to donoM sajjanoM ko bulavA kara kahA ki tuma zrApasa meM kAkA bhatIjA, jo bApa beTe kI bhAMti ho kara bhI kacaharI meM jAte ho| yaha ThIka nahIM hai mAnalo ki do cAra hajAra rupaiye eka ke dUsare kI ora raha gaye to bhI kacaharI meM jAkara hajAroM kA dhuMzrI karane ke bajAya to ghara meM hI raheMge, Akhira una samajhadAroM ne

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 400 guruAjJA zirodhArya kara jogarAjajI vaidya ko bIca meM DAla kara una ke kahane ke anusAra Apasa meM samajhautA kara liyA jisakIsvazI meM donoM kI ora se 5000 pratieM 'deva guru vandana mAlA' chapavA kara svadharma bhAIyoM ko bheMTa dI gii| kula 36000 pustakeM chapI thiiN| ___ isake atirikta ka~valAgaccha ke upAzraya kA prAcIna evaM vizAla jJAnabhaMDAra kA avalokana kiyA, usameM Apako kaI prAcIna grantha paTTAvaliye evaM aitihAsika pa~tha, dekhane kA saubhAgya milA aura kaI prAcIna grantha evaM paTTAvaliyoM kI Apane nakaleM bhI karavA lI thii| tathA caurAsI gaccha kI dharmazAlA evaM tapAgaccha ke upAzraya kA bhaMDAra bhI Apane dekhA, isa prakAra isa caturmAsa meM zrApako jJAna-dhyAna kA bahuta lAbha huA aura janatA kA bhI Apane kAmI upakAra kiyaa| jJAnapaMcamI ke dina phaudI ke mUrtipUjaka jaina loga jJAna kI itanI bhakti karate haiM ki jisako hajAroM jainettara loga bhI darzana kara anumodana kiyA karate haiN| munizrI ko isa prakAra jJAna kI bhakti dekhane kA yaha pahilA hI maukA thA, bar3A hI AnaMda rahA aura jJAna kA anumodana bhI kiyaa| idhara caturmAsa utarane kI taiyArI thI, munizrI ke vihAra ke lie kaI grAmoM ke zrAvaka evaM prArthanApatra A rahe the, uttara meM yahI kahA jAtA thA ki, 'kSetra-sparzanA' / phalaudI ke sthAnakavAsI bhAI apane pUjya zrIlAlajI mahArAja kI vinatI karane ke lie bIkAnera gaye aura pUjyajI mahArAja kI svIkRti lekara vApisa phalaudI meM A kara hA humacA diyA ki aba hamAre pUjyajI Ate haiM, gayavaracaMdajI bhAga jAvegA, kyoMki pUjya

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jaisalamera kI yAtrArtha jI ke sAmane yahAM rahegA-to jabardasta zAstrArtha karanA par3egA, ityAdi / 'bhole saiNa bhI kabhI duzmana kA kAma de diyA karate haiN| kadAcit unhoMne isI kahAvata ko caritArtha kiyA ho| zrAvaka logoM ne zrA kara munizrI se arja kI ki isa samaya catu. mAsa utarane meM AyA hai paraMtu ApakA yahA~ se vihAra na hogaa| kAraNa DhUMr3hiyoM ke pUjyanI Ate haiM, aura unake bhaktaloga kahate haiM ki gayavaracaMdajI bhAga jAyagA, ataH pUjyajI zrAveM taba taka zrApako avazya ThaharanA hogA, hA~ ApakI icchA ho to khIcaeNda taka padhAra sakate ho / sazakti baradAzta honA muzkila hai, munizrI ne kahA ki khaira, maiM Thahara jAU~gA para pUMjyajI kaba taka zrAveMge yaha to unase mAlUma kara lo? zrAvakoM ne DhUMr3hiyoM se pUchA to unhoMne kahA ki eka mAsa ke aMdara hamAre pUjyajI yahA~ padhAra jAyeMge, yaha bAta munizrI ko sunA dI gii| uttara meM munizrI ne una donoM samudAya vAloM ko saMtoSa ho jAya isa prakAra kA javAba de diyA / astu ! 62-jaisalamera kI yAtrArtha vihaar| munizrI ne vicAra kiyA ki itane dina yahA~ Thahara kara kyA kareMge, isase to acchA hai ki jaisalamera kI yAtrA aura prAcIna jJAnabhaMDAra kA darzana kara AveM / isa bAta ko prakaTa kI to zrImAn akhecaMdajI veda ne kahA ki maiM bhI ApakI sevA meM calU, tAki mujhe bhI yAtrA kA lAbha mila jAyagA; basa yaha bAta prAyaH taya ho gaI ki munizrI ko jaisalamera yAtrA ke lie jAnA hai| ____jaba caturmAsa samApta huA to munizrI ne sarAya ke makAna se vihAra kara ka~valAgaccha ke upAzraya meM Akara caturmAsa badala diyaa|

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 402 ' pIche hama dha sundara kA hAla likha cuke haiM ki vaha sAdhu dharmapAlana karane meM asamartha thA, idhara phalaudI ke dU~r3hiyoM ko, isa cAturmAsa meM jabaradasta parAjaya honA par3A thA, ataH ve loga aise samaya kI pratIkSA kara rahe the ki koI maukA hAtha lage to saMvegiyoM se hama badalA leveN| dharmasundara kI hAlata hU~ r3hiyoM ko bhI mAlUma ho gaI thI, unhoMne eka yati ko eka sau rupaye kA lobha lAlaca dekara yaha prayatna kiyA ki jisa samaya gayavara muni vihAra kara bajAra ke maMdira jAveM, usa samaya saha upAdhi dharmasundara ko Apa apane upAzraya meM bulA leveM; phira usako pIlI caddara aura saMvegiyoM ke veSa meM mu~ha para mu~hapattI bA~dha kara baz2Ara meM ghumA kara badalA leveM; yati. ne lobha ke mAre isako svIkAra kara dharmasuMdara se kaI vAra mila kara saba bAta taya kara lii| ____ munizrI ne jaba sarAya se vihAra kara ka~valAgaccha ke upA. zraya meM pratikramaNa kiyA, bAda meM yati ne Akara makAna ke nIce jyoMhI saMketa kiyA tyoMhI dharmasuMdara nIce gayA / bahuta dera hogaI, saba zrAvaka cale gaye to munizrI ne rUpasuMdarajI se kahA ki dharmasuMdara ko nIce gaye bahuta dera ho gaI hai vaha abhI taka kyoM nahIM AyA hai ? uttara diyA ki vaha eka yati ke sAtha bAteM kara rahA hai / Apane kahA ki makAna kA daravAjA baMda kara lo; basa, makAna kA daravAjA banda kara liyA gayA / thor3I dera ke bAda yati ke jAne para dharmasuMdara ne do cAra bAra pukAra kI ki daravAjA kholo, kiMtu daravAz2A nahIM kholA gayA, isa hAlata meM pAsa meM ka~valA. gaccha kA eka dUsarA upAzraya thA vahA~ jA kara so gyaa| prAtaHkAla dharmasuMdara AyA to munizrI ne kahA, 'rakha de oghA, muMhapattI'

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403 dharmasundara ke libe DhUMDhiyA dharmasuMdara ne oghA, mu~hapattI 'rakha diyA', 'rakha de kA~valI' / vaha bhI rakha dI / bAda eka phaTI huI caddara aura purAnA colapaTTA pahinane ko rahA, taba kaha diyA ki tuma dIkSA ke yogya nahIM ho / jahA~ tumako sukha ho vahA~ hI jagaha dekho, tuma hamAre yogya nahIM ho / ____dharmasuMdara cala kara usa yati ke pAsa gayA ki jisake sAtha pahile se bAtacIta huI thii| yati ne kahA, isa bhAMti kyoM AyA, saba pustakeM upAdhi kahA~ haiM ? uttara diyA ki mahArAja ne le lii| yati ne kahA ki maiM jAnatA hI thA ki jJAnasuMdarajI bar3e hI hoziyAra sAdhu haiM / khaira yatijI dharmasuMdara ko le kara Dhar3hiyoM ke agrasaroM ke pAsa gaye aura kahA ki lo, dharmasuMdara ko le AyA hU~ / DhUMr3hiyoM ne kahA, hama cAhate the ki saMvegI-veza-saMyukta Ave para isake pAsa to oghA, muMhapattI, kaMbalI taka bho nahIM hai, isako hama kyA kareM ? basa ha~r3hiyoM kI mana kI mana meM raha gaI aura munizrI kA DaMkA baja hI gyaa| ____ mAgasara kRSNA tRtIyA ke zubha dina munizrI tathA rUpasuMdarajI ne phalaudI se jaisalamera kI ora vihAra kara diyA, akhecaMdajI vaidya sapatnIka aura anya kaI bhAIva bAIyoM vagairaha sevAmeM the| sAtaveM dina jaisalamera kI yAtrA kI / vahA~ ke bhavya maMdira jo zilpa-kalA ke namUne the, tathA manohara mUrtiyoM ke darzana kara citta ko bar3A hI Ananda huA, bAda munizrI na vahA~ ke zrAvakoM se kahA ki hameM jJAnabhaMDAra kA darzana karanA hai| kiMtu eka to jJAnabhaMDAra kI kujiyeM pRthak 2 vyaktiyoM ke pAsa rahatI thIM, dUsare munizrI ke sAtha aisA bADambara bhI nahIM thA ataH Apako sAdhAraNa sAdhu hI samama liyA, yahI kAraNa hai ki jJAnabhaMDAra ke darzana nahIM hue

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa jisake liye ki zrApa AzA kara ke padhAre the / khaira, Apa amRtasara aura laudravAjI kI yAtrA kara punaH jasalamera padhAre / kharataragaccha ke upAzraya meM zrAvakoM ko ekatrita karavAye aura kahA ki hama loga hU~r3hiyoM se nikala kara saMvegI hue haiM aura hamako khAsa prAcIna sUtra dekhane haiM isa liye hama yahA~ Aye haiM, mUrti pUjA ke viSaya pramANa kI to hamako khAsa hI rUrata hai / yadi Apake ghara meM pola ho, evaM Apa sUtra nahIM batalAvoge to hamAre dila meM bar3A hI raeNja rahegA aura mUrtipUjA kI siddhi ke lie hama dUsaroM ko DaMke kI coTa kaha bhI nahIM sakeMge, tathA phalaudI jA kara hama isa bAta kA khUba joroM se pracAra kareMge ki zrIsaMgha kI sampati hone para bhI jaisalamera vAle jJAnabhaMDAra kyoM nahIM dikhAte haiM / ataH isa bAta ko Apa khUba soca lenA, ityAdi jozIle zabdo meM dhamakI dii| sAtha meMakheca~dajI ne bhI kahA ki munizrI ko Apane sAdhAraNa sAdhu hI samajha liyA hogA para yadi Apa isa bAta kA AMdolana kara deMge to Apako javAba denA muzkila ho jAyagA ityAdi / basa phira to dera hI kyA thI, usI samaya kuJjiyoM lA kara jJAnabhaMDAra khola kara sUtroM kI pratiyeM bAhara lAye / cAra ghaMTe taka Apane vahA~ baiTha kara satroM ko dekhA aura kaI khAsa jarUrI bAteM thIM unakA mala sUtra vagairaha ko noTa bhI kara liyaa| dUsare dina bhI Apane jaldI jA kara aura bhI jo satra dekhane the ve dekhe aura usa jJAnabhaMDAra kA eka stavana bhI vahIM para banA kara zrAvakoM ko sunA diyaa| _____ Apa 19 dinoM meM yAtrA kara mAgasara zuklA 7 ko punaH phalaudI padhAra gaye, para abhI taka pUjyAjI hA bIkAnera se phalaudI padhAranA nahIM huA thaa|

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63 khIcanda meM pUjyajI kA padhAranA khIcaMda meM eka vidhavA anopabAI jJAnazrI vallabhazrI ke pAsa dIkSA lene vAlI thI, para usakI AjJA ke liye kheMcAtAnI thI, ataH sAdhviyoM ne munizrI se arja kI ki Apa khIcaMda padhAra kara vyAkhyAna dilA to dIkSA kA mArga niSkaNTaka ho jAya, evaM acchA ThATha rhegaa| sAtha meM dIkSA lene vAlI vairAgina ne bhI bahuta Agraha kiyA ki mere pAsa kucha dravya hai, maiM use ApakI AjJanusAra sukRta meM lagAnA cAhatI hU~, ataH zrApa avazya khIcanda pdhaareN| isa hAlata meM Apa khIcanda padhAra gaye, jahA~ 4.5 gharoM ke atirikta sabake saba DhUMDhiyA samudAya ke ghara the| __ ApakA vyAkhyAna prAtaHkAla tathA dopahara donoM samaya hotA thA, Apa meM yaha khUbI thI ki qalama se Apa kucha bhI likheM, para koI bhI matavAlA Apake pAsa meM AtA thA to Apa bar3e madhura vacanoM se samajhAte the, yahI kAraNa hai ki Apa DhUMr3hiyoM ko jaina banAne meM kAphI saphalatA pA gaye the| dIkSA lene vAlI bAI kI ora se donoM samaya vyAkhyAna meM aura rAtri bhAvanA meM khUba khule dila se prabhAvanA hotI thI; phalaudI vAloM ne to Ane jAne kA eka tAMtA sA lagA diyA, hamezA sau, do sau AdamiyoM kA AnA jAnA to banA hI rahatA thaa| jaba zrImaMdirajI meM aTThAI mahotsava zurU huA, tathA varaghor3A aura svAmivAtsalya hone lagA to logoM kA utsAha aura bhI bar3ha gayA / munizrI ne 35 gharavAloM ko isa zata para saMvegI banAye the ki jaba pUjyajI kaha deM ki sUtroM meM mUrti 26

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bhAda-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa kA ullekha hai, phira pUjA vagairaha kA vidhividhAna to tuma apanI akala se samajha lenA / kAraNa jaba vivAha hotA hai to vivAha ke vidhAna bhI huA hI karate haiM, isI prakAra yadi maMdira mUrti hai to usakI pUjA vidhi bhI avazya hI hotI hai| 35 ghara vAloM ko hamezA vyAkhyAna sunane se yA pUjA meM jAne gAne se acchA raMga laga gayA thA, idhara phalaudI vAloM ke vizeSa Ane jAne kA prabhAva bhI thA ataH logoM kI zraddhA mUrtipUjA ko ora muka rahI thii| khIcada vAloM ne sunA ki Aja pUjyazI padhAreMge to saba loga sAmane gaye / kisI ke pAsa 'carcA kA pablika noTisa' kI pustaka bhI thI, rAste meM hI pUjyajI ko dikhAI, pUjyajI pahile se hI jAnate the ki vAtAvaraNa garmAgarma hai / jisa samaya pUjyajI khIcaMda meM padhAra rahe the, usa samaya munizrI to vyAkhyAna bAMca rahe the, kiMtu rUpasuMdarajI makAna kI chata para jAkara dekha rahe the| kyA kAraNa huA ki eka choTAsA kaeNkara pUjyajI ke pAsa meM A par3A, pUjyajI ne najara daur3AI to dekhA ki makAna ke Upara rUpasuMdarajI khar3e the, Apane socA ki kaeNkara zAyada rUpasuMdara ne hI pheMkA hogA / pUjyajI mahArAja bar3e hI samayajJa the, Apane makAna meM Thahara kara sarvaprathama dezanA dii| usameM mUrti ke viSaya kI carcA kI aura kahA ki kaI loga kahate haiM ki DhUMr3hiyA mUrti nahIM mAnate haiM, kiMtu yaha bAta galata hai,hama mUrti ko jisa prakAra sUtroM meM likhI hai usI bhAMti barAbara mAnate haiN| basa, munizrI ne jina 35 ghara vAloM ko jainI banAyA thA, ve loga pUjyajI kA pahilA hI vyAkhyAna suna kara samajha gaye ki mUrti to jaina sUtroM meM hai aura pUjyajI mahArAja ne svayaM pharamAyA bhI hai ki hama mUrti mAnate haiM phira vidhi vidhAna

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407 munizrI aura sUrajamalajI kA bhale hI jhagar3A ho aura itanA jhagar3A nahIM, hotA to phira mata alaga hI kyoM kahalAyA jAtA / dopahara meM lohAvaTa vAle sUrajamalajI zrostavAla no mukhya taura para pUjyajI mahArAja ke pUrNa bhakta the, munizrI ke pAsa Aye, tathA vandana kara ke prazna kiyA / sUraja - mahArAja yaha maMdira mUrti kA kyA jhagar3A hai, zrApa bhI mUrti mAnate ho aura hamAre pUjyajI mahArAja bhI kahate haiM ki sUtroM meM mUrti hai aura hama mUrtti mAnate haiM / muni0- yadi pUjyajI mahArAja mUrti ko mAnate haiM to phira jhagar3A hI kisa bAta kA hai ? sUraja 0 - pUjya mahArAja ne zrAja hI vyAkhyAna meM pharamAyA hai / muni 0. - yaha kahane mAtra kA hai / sUraz2a0 - kyoM ? -- ---- muni:- yadi pUjyajI mUrtti mAnate haiM to phira maMdira meM jAkara darzana kyoM nahIM karate haiM, aura zrApa jaisoM ke liye maMdira jAne kI manAI kara aMtarAyakarma kyoM bAMdhate haiM ? sUraja 0 - maMdira mAgiyoM ne dhUmadhAma bar3hA dI / muni0 -- isameM Apako kyA hAni hai ? sUraja - hamAre pUjyajI ma0 kahate haiM ki zAstroM meM likhA hai ki gulAba kA jhAr3a ke nIce zuddha kapar3A bichAdeM aura rAtrI meM jo phUla svataH hI TUTa kara usa kapar3e para gira jAve vaha phUla bhagavAna kI mUrti para car3hAnA caahiye| Aja hama baMbaI meM dekhate haiM to gAr3oM baMda phUla maMdira meM car3hAye jAte haiM, yahI kAraNa hai ki pUjya

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 408 jI ne yA hama logoM ne maMdira jAnA chor3a diyA hai, bAkI maMdira meM jAkara mUrti kA darzana karane meM koI doSa nahIM hai| ___ muniH- eka dharmasthAna meM bahuta se zrAvaka dayA pAlate haiM, unake lie miThAI, bhujiye, sAga, seveM, phulake, puDiyAM, dahI kA rAyatA vagairaha nAnA prakAra ke bhojana Ate haiM, kaI purasagArI karate haiM to kahIM miSTAnna ke Tukar3e gira bhI jAte haiM, vahAM kIr3iye tathA makkhiyeM bhI A jAtI hai, usa samaya eka cauvihAra upavAsa vAlA zrAvaka Akara una dayAvAloM kA ADambara dekha dayA se ghRNA kara sthAnaka meM AnA hI chor3a de to kyA Apa usa ko ThIka samajhate ho? sUraja:- nhiiN| muni- to phira maMdira kA ADambara deva maMdira hI chor3a denA kyA samajhadAroM kA kAma hai ? sUraja- Apa kA kahanA ThIka hai kiMtu aba to paramparA ho gaI hai na ? muni- bhalA pUjyajI mahArAja svataH TUTA huA phUla to bhagavAna kI mUrti para car3hAnA svIkAra karate haiM na ? sUraja-hAM khAsa pUjya mahArAja ne mujhe kahA thA / muni- usa phUla meM to phira bhI saceta panA raha hI jAtA hai para maiM to Apa se yaha kahatA hU~ ki phUloM ke badale lauMga hI car3hAyA kareM, isa meM to koI harja hai hI nahIM kyoMki lauMga acita hote haiM jisako sAdhu bhI le sakate haiN| sUrajaH- hAM isameM to koI harja nahIM hai|

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401 munizro aura sUrajamalajI muni- to Aja se niyama kara lo ki maiM maMdira jAkara mUrti kA darzana karake hI anna-jala grahaNa kruuNgaa| ___ sUraja- hA~ niyama to kara letA hU~ kiMtu maMdira jAne meM maMdiramArgI hamAro haMsI karate haiN| ___ muni- yadi muMha para muMhapattI bAMdhane kI koI haMsI kareM to Apa use bhI tyAga deveNge| sUrajaH- nhiiN| munizrIH- to phira maMdira kyoM chor3A, isI kAraNa to Apane maMdiroM se apanA haqa bhI kho diyA hai sUraja0-hA~ mahArAja ! ApakA kahanA to satya hai / muni0-satya hai to niyama le lo| sUraja0-bambaI meM to maiM mandira kA darzana karatA thA, para yahAM nahIM hotA hai, yadi niyama lU~ aura kabhI bhUla jAU~ to ? muni-jisa dina bhUla jAo usa dina eka vigaI yA namaka kA tyAga kara denaa| sUraja-Apa to khUba pakar3a meM lete ho| muni-dharma kA kArya to isIprakAra kaThinatA se hI hotA hai / suraja-lo, eka mAsa kA niyama to dilavA do| muni-bar3I zarma kI bAta hai, jo mukhyAH janma bhara kA kartavya hai usake liye Apa eka mAsa kA niyama lete haiM ? kyA isameM Apako jora par3atA hai ? sUraja-acchA, eka varSa kA niyama de diijiye| muni-arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu, aura AtmA kI sAkSI se eka varSa taka mandira gaye binA annajala

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Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 410 nahIM lenA, kabhI bhUla jAyeM to dUsare dina eka vigaI yA namaka chor3a denA / pratijJA karavA dI / sUraja 0 - vandanA kara sIdhe hI pUjyajI ke pAsa gaye tathA munizrI ke sAtha jo vArtAlApa huA vaha saba nivedana kara diyA, pUjyajI ne mana meM to zAyada pazcAtApa kiyA hI hogA kiMtu Upara se kucha bhI nahIM kahA / pUjyajI mahArAja kA eka AcArAMgasUtra munizrI ke pAsa thA, aura munizrI kA eka jIvAbhigamasUtra pUjyajI ke pAsa thA, jaba khIcanda meM Apa donoM padhAre to pUjyajI ne eka sAdhu ke sAtha kahalAyA ki gayavaracaMdajI ko kahanA ki merA AcArAMga sUtra tumhAre pAsa hai, yadi tumhArI icchA ho to de do, kyoMki hameM AvazyakatA hai / munizrI ne uttara diyA ki eka zrAcArAMga hI kyoM, para yadi Apako koI bhI sUtra cAhiye to maiM sevA meM upasthita kara sakatA hU~, kAraNa ApakA mere para bar3A bhArI upakAra hai, yadi Apako sAdhu ke yogya aura bhI kisI vastu kI AvazyakatA ho to kRpA kara pharamAveM, maiM sevA meM hAjira kara sakatA hU~ / merA jIvAbhigama sUtra Apake pAsa hai aura yadi Apa ko usakI AvazyakatA na ho evaM zrApakI icchA ho to bakzIza karAveM, ApakA AcArAMga sUtra phalaudI par3A hai, yadi Apa pharamAveM to maMgavA dUM / sAdhu ne munizrI ke kahe hue saba samAcAra pUjyajI mahA rAja ke pAsa jAkara pUrNataH varNana kara diye, pUjyajI samajha gaye ki gayavara caMdajI pakkA mutsaddI / evaM bolane meM bar3A hI mIThA hai kintu jIvAbhigama milane para AcArAMga sUtra dene kI unakI icchA hai, ataH na jIvAbhigama sUtra denA hai, aura na AcArAMga lenA hai /

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64 phalAdI me pUjyajI aura munija kA milApa phalodI ke sthAnakavAsI zrAvakoM ke zrAgraha se pUjyajI mahA rAja phalodI pdhaare| idhara khIcanda meM anopabAI kI dIkSA bar3e hI dhUmadhAma se munizrI ke hAthoM se ho gaI thI, bAda munizrI lohAvaTa ko ora vihAra kara rahe the, kintu phalodI ke agrasara logoM ne Akara spaSTa kaha diyA ki eka bAra to Apa ko phalodI calanA hI par3egA, nahIM to DhUMr3hiye kaha deMge ki pUjyajI se Dara kara jJAnasuMdarajI bhAga gaye / muni0- pUjyajI mahArAja ne to yahAM zrAte hI vyAkhyAna meM pharamA diyA ki hama mUrtti mAnate haiM, phira phalodI cala kara kyA karanA hai ? zrAvaka0- -kucha bhI ho Apa ko eka daphe calanA hI par3egA / muni zrAvakoM ke lihAja ke mAre vihAra kara phalodI gaye, donoM ora vyAkhyAna hote ra kintu phalodI meM DhUMr3hiyoM ke ghara thor3e aura mUrtipUjakoM kA samudAya adhika hone se pUjyajI ke banisbata munizrI ke vyAkhyAna meM pariSadA kA jamaghaTa khUba joradAra rahatA thA / eka dina sthAnakavAsI zrAvakoM ne marttipUjakoM se Agraha kiyA ki pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa padhAreM aura prazna vag2airahaH kreN| isa para phUlacaMdajI mAbaka, rekhacaMdajI lokar3a, gAr3hamalajI pArakha, megharAja jI muneyita, zobhAgamalajI nemIcaMdajI golecchA vag2airahaH mUrtipUjaka zrAvaka, sthA0 zrAvaka, bakhatAvara caMdajI DhaDDhA,

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Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa * caMdanI vaidya, vag2airaha: ke sAtha pUjyajI mahArAja ke pAsa gaye / kuzala-kSema pUchakara baiTha gaye / pUjyajo0 --- zrApa ko kucha pUchanA hai ? phUlacaMdajI - jI haaN| w pUjya 0 - pacho / - / Q phUla0 - pUchanA yahI hai ki hama loga deza videza jAkara kaI prakAra kI kaThinAiyoM evaM anekoM musIbateM uThA kara paisA paidA kara ke lAte haiM / hamAre AcArya va sAdhu Ate haiM, ve hama logoM ko upadeza dekara aTThAI mahotsava, varaghor3A, ityAdi dharma ke nAma para hajAroM rupaye kharca karavA dete haiM, aura isameM mokSa svargAdi batalAte haiM, aura Apa usameM pApa kahate ho yadi vAstava meM pApa hI hotA ho to hama donoM tarapha se nuqasAna uThAte haiN| yadi dUsarA saMvegI sAdhu ho to usameM pakSapAta kA saMbhava ho sakatA hai, kiMtu hamAre bhAgyodaya se idhara to Apa jaise zAMtisvabhAvI vidvAnoM kA padhAranA huA, aura udhara ApakehI par3hAye hue Apake ziSya jJAnasuMdarajI mahArAja kA birAjanA hai, aisA suzravasara hamAre liye phira hAtha laganA kaThina hai; ataH Apa guru ziSya eka sthAna para birAja kara hama logoM ko rAstA batalA dIjiye; jisase ki Apako bhI bar3A bhArI lAbha hovegA aura hama logoM kA kalyANa ho jAvegA / pUjyajI- maiM isa prakAra vAda-vivAda karanA nahIM cAhatA hU~ / phUla0 - isameM vAda-vivAda ko sthAna hI kahA~ milatA hai, kAraNa, Apa donoM mahAtmA sUtroM ke pAThoM se nirNaya kara leM, hama donoM zrara ke zrAvaka mauna raha kara sunate raheMge, tathA Apa donoM kA eka nirNaya hone para hama bhI usI mArga ko svIkAra kara -

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413 munizrI aura pUjyajI ma. leveNge| pUjya mahArAja inanI takalIpha to Apako uThAnI hI par3eMgI, aura Apake thor3e se kaSTa se hama logoM kA kalyANa ho jAyagA, kyoMki sAdhu hamezA paropakArI hote haiN| pajyajI-yadi hama donoM eka nirNaya para A sakate to alaga hI kyoM hote, tathA gayavaracaMdajI jaisA sAdhu zrApake hAtha hI kyoM lgtaa| phUla0- straira, pahile zrApa eka nahIM ho sake to aba ho jAiye, kAraNa sUtra to Apa donoM ke eka hI haiN| pUjyajI-Apako kaha diyA na ki hama isa prakAra kA vAdavivAda karanA nahIM cAhate haiM / rekhacandajI-Apako nahIM para hamako nirNaya karanA hai| rekhacandajI laukar3a ne eka zrAvaka ko kahA jAo jJAnasu~darajI mahArAja ko bulA laao| pUjyajI-kyA zrApa paraspara bakher3A karAnA cAhate haiM, yadi gayavaracandajI yahA~ AvegA, to maiM Upara kamare meM jAkara mauna kara baiTha jAUMgA / ina vacanoM ko suna kara rekhacandajI ne sthAnakavAsI zrAvakoM ko kahA ki zrApa kahate the ki hamAre pUjyajI bhAte haiM, gayavaracandajI bhAga jAvegA, yaha bAta Apa apane dila se hI kahate the yA pUjya mahArAja ke kahane se| bhalA zAstrArtha karane ke liye to hama logoM ne munizrI ko vihAra karate rokA / aba Apa pUjyajI mahArAja ko khAnagI samajhA kara kala taiyAra kara denA ki guru ziSya zAstrArtha kara apane meM jo mata-bheda hai usako miTA kara donoM sampradAyoM ko eka karadeM aura guru-ziSya eka bana jAveM; iMdanA kaha kara zrAvakagaNa uTha kara cala dhare /

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 414 bAda meM pajyajI ne apane bhakta zrAvakoM ko samajhA diyA ki isa prakAra kA vitaMDAvAda karane meM karma bandha ke atirikta koI lAbha nahIM hai| ___ zrAvaka-kiMtu yadi sUtroM ke pATha se mUrti kA khaNDana hotA ho to cAra mAnyavaroM ke sAmane sUtra pATha batalAne meM arthAt zAkhA thaM karane meM kyA nukasAna hai ? __pUjya0-sUtra to syAdvAda hai aura isameM saba taraha ke pATha haiM, jisako jisa pATha kI AvazyakatA ho vaha nikAla kara Age kara dete haiN| zrAvaka-kyA sUtroM meM mUrtipUjA ke bhI pATha haiM ? tajya0-hA~ ,suriyAbhadeva yA draupadI ke adhikAra meM AtA hai| tathA jIvAbhigamasUtra meM 'dhUvadAuNaM jiNavarANaM,' pATha hai ataH jina pratimA ko devatAoM ne dhUpa dene kA bhI likhA hai| ___zrAvaka-eka dina gayavaracaMdajI ne apane vyAkhyAna meM kahA thA ki jina-pratimA jina-sArakhI hai, maiM sUtroM se siddha kara sakatA hU~, to kyA sUtroM meM jina-pratimA jina-sArakhI kahI hai ? ____ pUjya-hA~, yadi jina-pratimA ko jina-sArakhI mAna leM to isase kyA huA, darabAra kI phoTo ( tasvIra ) darabAra jaisI hama mAna bhI leM to phoTo darabAra kA kAma thor3e hI de sakatI hai ? zrAvaka-taba to jina-pratimA ko jina-sArakhI mAna lene meM koI nuksAna nahIM hai na ? pUjya-nahIM, maiM bhI jina-pratimA ko jina-sArakhI mAnatA huuN| mukhyataH apanA pakSa to yaha hai ki bhagavAna kA dharma hiMsA meM nahIM, apitu dayA meM hai, isako koI inkAra nahIM kara sakatA hai /

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pU0 kahane se hU~0 zrAvakoM ko zaMkA zrAvaka - to phira kala isa viSaya kA hI zAstrArtha kyoM na kiyA jAya, nahIM to maMdiramArgI kaha deveMge ki tumhAre kahane se hama pUjyajI ke pAsa gaye para tumhAre pUjyajI ne pUjya 0 - carcA meM karcA hai; apane karanA hai aura vaha dayA meM hai samajhe na ? zAstrArtha nahIM kiyA / ko to Atma-kalyANa 415 zrAvaka - zrAvakoM ko itanI zravazya zaMkA ho gaI ki pUjya mahArAja itane vidvAn hone para bhI zAstrArtha karanA nahIM cAhate haiM aura hareka bAta meM TAla-maTola kara dete haiM, ataH zAstroM meM mUrtti kA viSaya zravazya hai aura maMdiramArgiyoM meM itane bar3e 2 zrAcArya hue haiM, AtmArAmajI jaise dhuraMdhara vidvAn va saiMkar3oM sAdhu apane meM se nikala kara mUrtipUjaka samudAya meM cale gaye haiM, hajAroM varSoM ke maMdira vidyamAna haiM / yahI kAraNa hai ki jinase pUjyajI mahArAja carcA nahIM karate haiM / dUsare gayavara caMdajI ko hAthoM se par3hAyA hai ataH ve ghara kI saba bAteM jAnate bhI haiM / straira, samaya ho gayA, calo / dUsare dina prAtaHkAla hI pUjyajI ne dhanarAjajI sAdhu ko gathavaracaMdajI ke pAsa bhejA aura kahalAyA ki yahA~ tumhArA rAjapATa hai tuma kaho to hama loga ThahareM; yadi tuma carcA eva~ zAstrArtha kA bahAnA lekara kleza karavAnA cAhate ho to hama vihAra kara jAveM / dhanarAjajI ne munizrI ko pUjyajI ke saba samAcAra kahe / munizrI ne vApisa kahalAyA ki pUjyajI kA mere para bahuta upakAra hai, maiM usako bhUla nahIM gayA hU~, tathA Apake zrAvaka merI hI niMdA kareM to maiM sahana kara sakatA hU~ kiMtu hamAre kAraNa hamAre deva, guru, dharma kI niMdA karate haiM usako maiM sahana nahIM kara sakatA

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 416 huuN| Apa avazya birAjeM, va mere yogya sevA ho vaha kRpA kara phara* mAyeM, maiM hAjira huuN| maiM Apa ke pAsa Ane ko bhI taiyAra hU~ hamAre zrAvakoM kI hamako dakSaNyatA bhI nahIM hai kiMtu Apake zrAvaka kleza na kara baitthe| pUjyajI dhanarAjajI se yaha uttara suna bahuta prasanna huye aura zrAvakoM ko kaha diyA ki apanI kriyA apana karate haiM, una kI ve karate haiM; kisI kI niMdA nahIM karanI cAhiye, kyoMki niMdA kamabandha kA kAraNa hai / yadi tuma gayavaracaeNdajI ko jAna-bUjha kara cher3ate ho taba hI vaha karate haiM isaliye merA kahanA hai ki tuma unake liye eka zabda bhI na nikaalo| mUrtipUjaka-sthAna0 se kahA / lo Apake pUjyajI A gaye haiM, aba zAstrArtha kyoM nahIM karavAte ho ? / _____ sthAnakavAsI-kyA hamAre pUjyajI gayavaracaMdajI mahArAja jaisoM ke sAtha zAstrArtha kreNge| mUrti-kyoM isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? sthA0-gayavaracaMda jI ko to hamAre pUjyajI ne hI par3hAyA hai| mUrtiH -taba to aura bhI suvidhA hai na ? sthA0-hamAre pUjyajI ne 21 bAra bhagavatI sUtra bAMcA hai aura 32 sUtra to Apake kaNThastha jaise hI haiM, kyA ghevaramuni hamAre pUjyajI ke sAmane eka zabda bhI uccAraNa kara sakegA ? mUrti0-Akara saba hAla munizrI se khaa| munizrI ne dUsare hI dina vyAkhyAna meM faramAyA ki yadi pajya. jI mahArAja apane 32 sUtroM meM se eka AMbila kA pratyAkhyAna

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417 jinapratamA-jinapArakhI karavA deM to phalodI meM eka hajAra ghara mUrtipUjakoM ke haiM, una saba ko maiM sthAnakavAsI banA duuN| ____yaha bAta sthAnakavAsI zrAvakoM ke pAsa pahuMcI aura unhoMne pUjyajI ke pAsa jAkara kahA ki Aja gayavaracaMdajI ne vyAkhyAna meM kahA hai ki yadi pUjyajI 32 sUtroM meM se eka AMbila kA paJcarakAna karavA deM to maiM 1000 ghara mUrtipUjakoM ko sthAnakavAsI banA huuN| pajya0-gayavaracaMdajI bolane meM bar3e hI hoziyAra haiM; tumheM inakI bAtoM para dhyAna nahIM denA cAhie; kahe so suna liyA kro| zrAvaka0-kyA 32 sUtroM meM AMbila ke paJcakkhAna karAne kA pATha evaM vidhAna nahIM hai ? pUjya0-hA~ jaisA saMvegiyoM meM paccakkhAna ke pATha eyaM vidhAna hai vaisA apane 32 sUtroM meM nahIM hai / zrAvaka-to phira apane aMdara AMbila karate haiM unheM paccakkhAna kaise karavAyA jAtA hai ? pajya0-guru gamya evaM paramparA se / zrAvaka-kintu guru gamya aura paramparA meM bhI to koI pATha yA vidhAna to hogA na ? ... pUjya0-tumako kaha diyA ki pATha hai para saMvegiyoM ke jaise nahIM hai kyA itane meM Apa samajha nahIM sakate ho| zrAvaka-samajha gaye ki Adi dharma to saMvegiyoM kA hI hai / eka dina jisa rAste pUjyajI mahArAja thaDile bhUmikA padhAre the, munizrI eka zrAvaka ko lekara usI rAste gaye / ApakI icchA pUjyajI mahArAja se milane kI thI, aura aisA hI huA ki jaba

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 468 Apa jAte the taba pUjyanI vApisa padhArate the; ataH rAste meM Apa donoM kI bheMTa ho gii| - muni0-Apake sukha sAtA hai ? darzanoM kI abhilASA to bahuta dinoM se thI para itiphAka ho nahIM huA, Aja to maiM mukhyataH isI kAraNa AyA huuN| pajya0-bahuta acchA hai, Apake bhI to samAdhi hai.na ? muni0- deva guru kRpA se Ananda hai| pUjyajI0-gayavaracaMdajI dekho, "thAre ruci so the kInI paNa abe niMdA vigatA to mati karo, kAraNa iNa suM karmabandha huve hai"| muni0-niMdA karane kA to mere tyAga hai; na to maiM kisI kI niMdA karatA hU~ aura na maiM nindA karanA acchA hI samajhatA hU~, Apako yaha kisane Akara kaha diyA hai| pajya0-loga bAteM karate haiN| muni0-Apane logoM kI bAtoM para vizvAsa kara liyA ? pUjya0-the pustakAM chapAI, lekha chapAyA, jiNA meM niMdA hai / muni0-kyA satya bAta kahane ko bhI Apa nindA samajhate hA; aura loga to kahate haiM ki gayavaracaMda bhraSTa ho gayA; sAdhupanA palA nahIM isase pUjyajI ne nikAla diyaa| kyA yaha logoM kA kahanA satya hai ? yadi satya hai to nizIthasUtra lekara sAmane baiTha jAiye / doSI kauna jyAdA hai ? pajya mahArAja ! Apa tIna pAtre rakhate ho, maiM do hI rakhatA hU~, Apa tIna cahareM rakhate haiM, maiM do hI rakhatA hU~, Apake chaH vigaI kA tyAga nahIM, taba maiM kevala eka vigaI hI kAma meM letA hU~ ityAdi / yadi maiM ApakI samudAya meM

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419 phalaudI meM pUjyajI kA milApa thA usa samaya mere tyAga vairAgya aura Aja ke tyAga vairAgya meM koI pharka yA doSa ho to Apa hI phrmaaveN| pUjyajI0-maiM kaba kahatA hU~ ki tuma cAritrasambandhI doSa ke kAraNa hama se alaga hue aura bhaMDopakaraNa jyAdA kama rakhanA yaha to apanI 2 kSayopasama kA hI kAraNa hai / yadi tuma acchA cAritra pAloge to tumhArA kalyANa jaldI hogA, para merA to kahanA hai ki tuma kisI ko nindA mata kro| ___ muni-pUjya mahArAja Apa merI prakRti to acchI taraha se jAnate ho; Apa apane zrAvakoM ko upadeza evaM hidAyata kara do ki, tuma kisI kI niMdA mata karo, basa svayameva zAnti ho jaaygii| ___ pUjya0-ThIka, maiM zrAvakoM ko kaha duuNgaa| samaya ho gayA hai, ataH maiM jAtA huuN| Apa sukha zAnti aura Ananda meM rahanA / . pUjya mahArAja samaya kA bahAnA le apanA pIchA chur3A kara cale gaye aura vicAra kiyA ki yahAM jyAdA rahane meM sAra ( tatva ) nahIM hai tathA, zAyada apane sAdhuoM se eka do sAdhu phira saMvegI na bana jAveM isalie jaldI se vihAra karanA hI acchA hai| ___basa, dUsare hI dina kisI ko khabara bhI nahIM huI aura pUjyajI vihAra kara cIle padhAra gaye aura vahA~ se lohAvaTa cale gaye / lohAvaTa ke jATAvAsa meM 125 ghara mUrtipUjaka aura kevala eka ghara DhUMr3hiyA kA hai, kintu mUrtipUjaka mAlacandajI kocara kI zraddhA ke viSaya meM pahile gar3abar3a sunI thI, pUjyajI kA irAdA usa ko muMha baMdhAne kA thaa| ataH Apane jATAvAsa meM DerA lagA diyaa| tisare dina munizrI ne vihAra kiyA to cIle 350 AdamI pahu~cAne ke lie gaye aura 40 AdamI lohAvaTa se lene ke

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bhAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 420 to mAlama mAlacandajI kAle aura ma lie cIle zrAye / dUsare dina lohAvaTa bar3e hI dhUmadhAma se padhAre to mAlUma huA ki pUjyajI mahArAja isI vAsa meM virAjate haiM / jisa mAlacandajI kocara kI Apako bhAzA thI, vahI mAlacandajI pUjyajI ke pAsa gaye aura mUtri ke viSaya meM prazna kiyA jisakI carcA karIba 1 // ghaMTe taka clii| Akhira pUjyajI jAna gaye ki inako samajhAne meM kahIM eka do sAdhuoM kI zraddhA na kho baitthe| __pUjyajI dUsare dina bisanAI vAsa meM jAkara 9 dina Thahara vahAM se khetAra hokara tIvarI padhAra gaye, kintu vahAM bhI sunA ki nemI sUrijI saMgha lekara A rahe haiM aura unake pAsa kaI UMTa to zAstroM kI peTiyoM se hI bhare rahate haiN| zAyada carcA kA kAma par3a jAke, ataH aise gaste ko kyoM grahaNa kareM isalie Apa tIvarI se bAlesara padhAra gaye, taba hI jAkara pUjyajI ke dila meM zAnti aaii| 65 lohAvaTa ma sUtroM kI vAcanA jaba munizrI lohAvaTa padhAre to vahA~ kharataragacchIya sAdhusAgarajI Adi aura unakI vRddha sAdhviyAM devazrI, pratApazrI, premazrI ityAda 21 sAdhviyeM ThaharI huI thiiN| munizrI ko osiyA~ jAnA thA, parantu sAdhuoM ne munizrI se kahA ki:____"munijI, Apane phalaudI meM to jinavANI kI khUba jhar3I lagA do, thor3I bahuta bUMdeM to yahA~ bhA barasAveM, hama to kaI dinoM se zrAzA kiye baiThe the| kama se kama eka zrI jIvAbhigama sUtra to hama logoM ko bhI bA~ca diijiye|" ___ munizrI-mujhe osiyA~ jAnA jarUrI hai, aura zrI jIvAbhigama sUtra bar3A bhI hai, ataH maiM lAcAra huuN|

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421 lohAvaTa meM saza vAcanA sAdhujI-Apako jAnA to osiyA~ hI hai eka sUtra bAMca ke bhI padhAra sakate hoN| ____ chogamalajA kocara ne kahA ki itanA Agraha hai to Age jA kara hI Apako kyA karanA hai ? munirAja evaM sAdhyioM ke kAraNa hama logoM ko bhI eka bar3A sUtra sunane kA saubhAgya milegA ki jisake darzana to kyA para nAma taka bhI hama logoM ne nahIM sunA hai| muni-Apako sUtra bAMcane kI bar3I rUcI thI, dusarA Apa kaSTa sahana kara ke bhI paropakAra karane meM tatpara rahate the ataH Apane kahA-acchA ThAka hai / kiMtu dopahara ko ThIka eka baje sUtra zurU hogA taba hI 15 dinoM meM samApta hovegA / lohAvaTa meM eka prakAra se paryuSaNoM kA ThATha laga gayA; sUtra sunane ko itane loga A rahe the ki baiThane ko sthAna bhI muzkila se ho milatA thA / tadyapi munizrI ne kramazaH 15 dinoM meM zrI jIvAbhigama jaise eka bar3e sUtra ko bar3I khUbI ke sAtha bA~ca diyA; yahI kAraNa hai ki lohAvaTa eka kharataroM kA pakkA gA~va hone para bhI munizrI para itanI zraddhA bhakti bar3ha gaI ki ve kharataroM ke sAdhu sAdhviyoM se bhI Apa para adhika zraddhA rakhane laga gaye, aura yaha bhI usa samaya taka hI nahIM kiMtu Aja paryanta usI utsAha se sevA bhakti karate haiM / kharataragacchIya sAdhu sAdhviyoM ne munizrI kA itanA upakAra mAnA ki jisakA maiM yahA~ varNana nahIM kara sakatA hU~ / vAstava meM jJAnadAtA kA upakAra mAnanA hI caahiye| munizrI lohAvaTa se osiyAM padhAre, rUpasuMdarajI Apake sAtha meM hI the / nau mAsa ho gaye kiMtu Apako abhI taka rAI devasi

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 422 pratikramaNa bhI nahIM AyA; munizrI ne do tIna bAra kaha diyA ki yadi tuma isa prakAra prapaMca aura pramAda kA bartAva rakhoge to mere pAsa tumhArA nirvAha nahIM hogA / phira bhI ApakI prakRti ANa meM nahIM raha sakatI thii| __munizrI ne osiyAM padhAra kara borDiMga kA nirIkSaNa kiyA, jo 2 truTiyeM thI unake liye munIma ko sUcanA dii| dravya sahAyatA ke liye phalodI se madada karavAI thI aura jahA~ mauqA AtA thA vahA~ upadeza kiyA hI karate the| ___AcArya zrI snaprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ne isI osiyA~ meM padhAra kara zrosavaMza kI sthApanA kii| prAcArya kakkasari ne devI ke upadrava ko zAMta kiyA / ina mahApuruSoM ke nAma kI smRti ke lie yahA~ koI na koI saMsthA honI cAhie, ataH isa para vicAra kara ApazrI ke kara kamaloM se zrI ratnaprabhAkara jJAnapuSpa-mAlA phalodI kI eka sahAyaka ( Branch ) zAkhA yahA~ bhI sthApita kara dI aura stavana saMgraha dvitIya bhAga kI 1000 pratieM chapavA dI gii| dUsare zrAcArya kakkasari kI smRti ke lie eka kakkakrAnti jaina lAIbrerI kI sthApanA karavAI kAraNa jahAM borDiMga ho vahA~ chAtra, va adhyApaka yA tIrtha yAtrArtha Aye hue sajjanoM ke lie eka lAibrerI kI mukhya jarUrata thii| upasthita sajanoM meM se kaI ne apanI 2 ora se pustaka bheMTa dene kA tathA kaI samAcArapatra maMgavA dene kA abhi vacana bhI diyA / bahuta sI pustakeM munizrI ne apanI ora se bheMTa kara dii| ____ idhara AcArya vijaya nemisUrIzvarajI pAlar3I se jaisalamera jAne ke lie saMgha lekara kramazaH osiyAM padhArane vAle the aura

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423 nayI mUrtiyoM ke liye sUrIjI kA upa saMgha ke svAgata ke lie phalodI lohAvaTa ke kaI zrAvaka pahile hI A pahu~ce the| vidyAlaya ke adhyApaka, vidyArthI, Aye hue zrAvakagaNa, munIma aura munirAja gAje bAje sahita saMgha ke sAmane gaye aura bar3e hI ThATha se svAgata kara zrIsaMgha ko badhAyA aura bhI zrIsaMgha prAcIna tIrtha kI yAtrA kara paramAnanda ko prApta huaa| _mandira kI bhamatI kI eka koTharI meM kaI mUrtieM virAjamAna thIM, sarijI kI dRSTi par3ate hI Apane munIma ko bulA kara pUchA ki yaha naI mUrtiyAM kahAM se AI, kAraNa sarijI ne jodhapura meM kaI loMge se sunA thA ki kharataragaccha kI sAdhvI suMdarazrI naI mUrtiyoM banA kara binA aJjanasilAkA kI huI mUrtiyoM mUlya becatI haiM aura vahI martiyAM anajAna loga le jA kara mandiroM meM sthApana kara dete haiM / jo caturvidha zrI saMgha ke lie apUjanIka hotI huI bhI pUjI jAtI haiM, ityAdi / ataH sUrijI ne munIma se pUchA munIma- sAhiba yaha mUrtiyAM jodhapura thI AvI cha / sUrijI-kauna lAvyA cha ? munIma-seThajI phUlacaMdajI sAbe laavyaa| sarijo-are phUlacaMdajI badhI gujarAta ne dhUtI khAdI to paNa tenI bhUkha nathI gaI eTale jainadharma thI viruddha kAma kara che / zuM zrA mUrtiyAM koI ne ApI to nathI na ? .. munIma - be ThokANe be trigar3A pApyA cha / sUrijI- zuM paisA lidhA che na ? munIma--hAM sAhiba eka eka tIgar3A nA tIna tIna sau rUpaiyA lIdhA chai| sarijI-tame moTA meM moTo julma karo cho, zuM tamAre devA

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Adarza jJAna - dvitIya khaNDa 424 lo zrAviyo che ke vinA aJjanasilAkA nI mUrttiyA~ pratiSThA mATe zrApo cho ? kyA~ che phUlacanda seTha ? munIma -- phUlacaMdajI sAba to gujarI gayA che / sUrijI -- yahA~ noM kAma kauna dekhe chaM / munIma - phulacandajI nA beTA nemIcandajI | sUrijI - yahA~ zrAvyA che ? munIma -- nathI zrAvyA | sUrijI - tame kaho dIjo ke have thI yA binA aJjana silAkA nI mUrtiyA~ pratiSThA mATe koine nahIM pe | munIma - kahi desuM sAhiba / sUrijI - sUrijI ne ma~dirajI ke darzana evaM caityabandhana kiyA bAda makAna para padhAra gaye / donoM munirAja tathA saba logoM ne sarijI ko bandana kiyA, sUrijI ne munizrI ke sAmane dekha kara kahA: sUrijI -- ghevaramuni tamAro nAma che / muni0 - jI hujUra / sUrijI - keTalA divasa thI yahA~ Avyo che / muni - dasa divasa thayA ke ApanI rAya joI ye che / sUrijI - ThIka hai, tamAro patra sAdar3I mAM malyo hato ane tenI andara keTalAka prazna paNa hatA paNa kAgala meM keTalo uttara likhAya dIve tamAMre je kaMi pUchavAnoM hoya to khuzI thIM pucha lIjo | muni0 - jI sAhiba ! ajJA thAya ke hamaNA to zrameM jAiye che / Apa paNa gaucarI karazo | sUrijI - ThIka che Avajo dopahara mAM /

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.. Deeeeee... . . Bseasese . ................... . . .. . . .. . . .. Beees.0000000000 .. 50.00000000000 ........... RE 0000000.00 DERSHA AcArya zrI vijayanemisUrijI-aosiyA~ Adarza-jJAna ..."

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425 munizrI ke praznoM kA uttara / donoM ora gocarI pAnI hone ke bAda karIba eka baje munizrI praznavyAkaraNa sUtra jo TavvAvAlI prati Apake pAsa meM thI, le kara sUrijI mahArAja kI sevA meM pahu~ce, sAtha meM phalodI, lohAvaTa, tIvarI, jodhapura ke zrAvaka bhI the; udhara saMgha ke bhI bahuta se loga upasthita the| ahamadAbAda se bhI kaI loga sUrijI mahArAja ke darzana evaM jaisalamera kI yAtrAtha Aye hue the, arthAta adhika logoM kI upasthiti aura sarijI bAtoM meM lage hue the, isa hAlata meM munizrI ne prazna karanA ucita nahIM samajhA, phira bhI sarijI ne munizrI se bar3e hI prema ke sAtha kahA. sUrijI-munijI tamAre kAMI pUchanA ho to pUchI lo ? - muni-sAhiba ! abhI zrAvakaloga Aye hue haiM phira kabhI samaya milane para pUcha lUMgA / . sUrijI-nA ame zuM chai ? tame lAyA cho na sUtra ? muni-apane pAsa se sUtra sUrijI ke hAtha meM diyaa| sUrajI-usa sUtra ko lekara pahale to Apane dekhA bAda udyavijayajI ko diyA aura kahA ki uttara Api do| munizrI-udayavijayajI ne usa sUtra ko le kara mUlapATha dekhA / jisakA pATha nimna likhita thaa| "kici puppha phana tayA pavAla kaMda mala taraNa kaThTha sakarAI, appaM ca bahuM ca, aNuM ca thulaMgaM ca Na kappatI uggahe adiNaM gaehau je haNi haNi uggahaM aNuNAviya geNhiyAbvaM" "praznavyAkaraNa sUtra tIsarA saMvarandrAra"

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 426 isa pATha ko dekha udaya0 vicArane lage, itane meM sarijI ne do tIna bAra kaha diyA, eTalI bAra zu joo cho uttara ApI do" zAyada sUrijI ne gujarAtI zrAvaka hI samajha liyA hogA para yaha prazna to eka vikaTa samasyA kA thA / Akhira muni udayavijayajI ne kahA ki zrAzuMbAta che samajha meM nayI bhAvatI, A sUtranI TIkA tamAre pAsa che ? munijI ne kahA, TIkA to maMdira meM hai| udaya-amAre pAsa praznavyAkaraNa TIkA vAlo cha paNa peTI meM paika kareluche, samaya malase to kholIza / tyAre jaaish| ___ muni-ThIka saahib| samaya cAra baje kA A gayA thA, munijI sUrijI kI AjJA le kara apane sthAna para Aye kiMtu rUpasuMdarajI vahAM sarijI ke pAsa hI Thahara gaye, munijI ke jAne ke bAda sUrijI aura rUpasuMdarajI kI bAtacIta huI aura rUpasundarajI ke kAna meM sUrijI ne phUMka mAra kara kucha samajhAyA hogA ki unako bhAvanA sUrijI ke pAsa rahane kI ho gii| sUrijI ne prasaMgopAta bAteM karate hue phalodI ke zrAvakoM ko kahA ki ka~valAgaccha to lagabhaga 100-150 varSoM jiTalo purANA cha / ___ jogarAjajI vaidya isa bAta ko suna kara munizrI ke pasa Aye aura sUrijI ke vacana munizrI ko sunAyA / munizrI ne socA ki rAtri meM to maiM vahAM jA nahIM sakU~gA, prAtaH kAla sUrijI zAyada vihAra kara jAyaMge, phira Apa ke dila meM ka~valAgaccha arvAcIna hai, yaha zalya jyoM kA tyoM raha jaaygaa| munIzrI ne jogarAjajI ko kahA ki zrApa sUrijI se kaho

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427 kaeNvalAgaccha kI prAcInatA ki Apane kaeNvalAgaccha kA arvAcIna batalAyA hai , kiMtu munizrI ne kahalAyA hai ki ka~valAgaccha caurAsI gacchoM meM saba se prAcIna aura jeSTha gaccha hai ityAdi / jogarAjajI ne jA kara muniko kA saMdeza sUrijI ko jyA kA tyoM sunA diyaa| ___ surijo ekadama cauMka uThe aura saMghapati ko bulAkara pUchA 'kema kAla yahA~ rahavAnuM che ke cAlavAnuM / sa~ghapati ne kahA, sAhiba cAlavAD nizcaya karI lIdhu che / isa para sUrijIne jogarAjI ko kahA, ghevaramunijI ko kaha do ki tuma apanI upAdhi le kara yahA~ A jAo, pratikramaNa yahA~ kara ke gatri meM yaho raho / yogarAjajI ne munizrI ke pAsa Akara kaha diyA ki sUrijI ne Apako vahA~ hI bulAyA aura rAtri bhara vahIM Thaharane ko kahA hai| . ____ muni-bahuta acchI bAta hai, munijI apane vastrAdi le kama, sarijI kI sevA meM cale gaye, jAte hI sarijI ne to gacchasaMbaMdhI bAteM cher3a dI, ataH pratikramaNa rAtri ko 10 baje kiyA / gacchasambandhI bAtoM meM munizrI ne upakezagaccha evaM AcAryaratnaprabhasUri aura Apake guru svayaMprabhasUri kA itihAsa kaha sunAyA, usI samaya sarijI ne apanI bhUla kabUla kI aura kahA ki merA khayAla to thA ki 100-150 varSa pUrva tapAgaccha se eka kaeNvalakalAsA nAmaka zAkhA nikalI hai jisameM vartamAna dhanArI ke zrIpUjya haiM ataeva maiMne usa ka~valagaccha ko hI arvAcIna kahA thA / ___ prAcArya ratnaprabhasUri ke liye maiM jAnatA to thA hI, kintu jitanA tumane sunAyA utanA maiM nahIM jAnatA thaa| to kyA aba tuma isa gaccha kA uddhAra karoge ? muniH-mere jaisoM se uddhAra to kyA ho sakatA hai, kintu

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 428 guruvara ne gacchoM ke jhagar3e se bacAne ke liye aisA pharamAyA hai / sUrijI-tumhArA ziSya rUpasuMdara hamAre sAtha jaisalamera calane ko kahatA hai, tumhArI kyA marajI hai ? muni0-Apa samajha gaye ki yaha hathA mArane kI bAta hai, phira bhI munizrI ne kahA ki maiM aura rUpasuMdarajI to abhI jaisalamera kI yAtrA kara Aye haiN| sarijI-unakI icchA hamAre sAtha punaH yAtrA karane kI hai| muni0-kevala yAtrA karane kI hai yA koI dUsarI bAta bhI hai ? sUrijI-hA~ vaha kahatA thA ki maiM Apake pAsa rahane kI icchA karatA huuN| muni0-Apane use kyA kahA ? sarijI-maiMne kahA ki tumhAre guru se maiM pUchagA, yadi ve kaheMge to tumako sAtha le calaMgA; aba tumhArI kyA icchA hai ? ___ muni0-Apa jaise pajya mahAtmA evaM bhAgyazAliyoM ke darzana se kucha lAbha kI AzA thI, kiMtu Apane to merI hI jeba ( pAmeMTa ) kATane kI tajavIja kI hai| sAhibajI ! mAravAr3a meM phaile hue ajJAna ko haTAne ke liye maiM to Apase kucha sahAyatA lenA cAhatA thA; kiMtu Apane to mere utsAha ko miTTI meM ho milA dene kA sAhasa kara ddaalaa| sarijI- jJAnasuMdarajI maiM Apake utsAha ko nahIM tor3atA hU~, eka rUpasundarajI hI kyoM kiMtu merA khayAla to hai ki tuma bhI mere pAsa A jAo to maiM tumako panyAsa evaM AcArya padavI de dUM tAki tuma mAravAr3a kA hI kyA apitu jaina samAja kA bhalA kara skoge| itanA hI kyoM, kiMtu AtmArAmajI kI bhAMti sarvatra

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429 na para sarijI kA jAdu prakhyAta ho jAoge / kaho aba tumhArI kyA icchA hai ? suni0-ApakI isa prakAra zubha dRSTi hai jisake liye maiM ApakA upakAra mAnatA hU~, aura Apake pAsa rahane ke liye bhI maiM taiyAra hU~ kintu merA nAma,guru aura gaccha to jo hai vaha hI rhegaa| sUrajI-nahIM dIkSA to Apako puna: lenI hogI, kAraNa ravijayajI kI dI huI bar3I dIkSA hama pramANika nahIM samajhate haiM / __ muni0--isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? ratnavijayajI mahArAja to bar3e hI yogIrAja haiM aura ve haiM bhI Apake siMghAr3A ke| ___ sUrijI-ratnavijaya to kyA para maiM to unake guru dharmavijayajI kI dIkSA ko bhI pramANa nahIM karatA hU~ Adi, hamAre pAsa Aoge to tumako hamAre pAsa dIkSA lenI hogii| muni0-kyA ApakI dIkSA meM aura ratnavijayajI mahArAja kI dIkSA meM kucha bheda hai ? ' sUrijI-bheda to kucha nahIM, kintu hama hamAre sivAya dUsaroM ko dIkSA ko pramANika nahIM mAnate haiN| ___ muni0-yadi koI ApakI dIkSA ko bhI pramANika nahIM mAne to ApakI dIkSA bhI apramANika hai na ? sUrijo-nahIM-nahIM; hamArI dokSA pramANika hai, straira, itanI bAtoM se kyA matalaba hai ? tuma hamAre pAsa AnA cAhate ho yA nahIM ? eka bAta kaha do| muni-taba to isa bhArata meM Apake sivAya koI sAdhu bhI na hAgA ? para isa bAta kI sAbuti ke liye kisI jJAniyoM ke hAtha kA pharamAna bhI batalAnA pdd'egaa| __ sarijI- hama kahate haiM isako tuma satya pharamAna hI samajha

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya skhaNDa 430 lenA / yadi tuma hamAre pAsa dIkSA loge to AcArya bana duniyA meM bar3I bhArI nAmavarI paidA kara sarvatra prasiddha ho jAoge aura tumhAre bahuta ziSya bhI karavA deNge| ___ munizrI ne socA ki aho ! Azcarya hai ki aise bar3e AcArya ko bhI itanA ahaMbhAva aura ziSya banAne kA itanA moha hai ki mere ziSya ko to Apane le jAne kA nizcaya kara hI liyA, para zrApa to mere para bhI padavI kA jAdU DAlane kI bAteM kara rahe haiM; kiMtu yahA~ koI mevAr3I rUpasundara nahIM hai ki bicAre bhadrika sAdhu para jAdU DAla diyA-khaira abhI maiM aise bar3e AcArya ko nArAja kyoM karU~ ? munizrI ne kahA, ThIka, Apa jaisalamera padhAra kara vApisa phalodI padhAreM taba taka maiM osiyA~ tathA tIvarI meM ThaharU~gA; ApakI sUcanA prAne para maiM ThIka samamUMgA to phalodI zrA jAU~gA, vahA~ Ane para phira vicAra kruuNgaa| sari0-abhI hamAre sAtha kyoM nahIM calate ho ? ___ muniH--maiM abhI jaisalamera jA kara AyA hU~, aura phalodI to merA caturmAsa ho thA, isa kAraNa abhI to maiM vahA~ calanA ThIka nahIM samajhatA huuN| Apa jaisalamera kI yAtrA kara vApisa phalodI padhAreM taba mujhe sUcita kara dilaaveN| ___ sUrijI ko thor3A bahuta vizvAsa ho gayA ki yadi phalodI AvegA to inako samajhA-bujhA kara apane ziSya banA kara zAmila kara leMge, isaliye sUrijI ne kahA, ThIka, rUpasuMdara hamAre sAtha calatA hai, kiMtu tuma khAtrI rakhanA ki jaba taka hama vApisa phalodI Akara tumase na mileM vahA~ taka hama rUpasuMdara ko dIkSA nahIM deNge| muni:--hA~, merI AjJA binA to rUpasuMdara ko Apa apane

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431 rUpasuMdarajI ke viSaya meM pAsa hI nahIM rakha sakate ho to dIkSA to de hI kaise sakoge ? sUriH--tuma rUpasuMdara ke guru ho aura mujhe bhI tumako guru hI rakhanA hai, ataH tumhAre se mile binA to maiM rUpasuMdara ko kisI hAlata meM bhI dIkSA nahIM duuNgaa| muniH--yadi aisA hI hai to maiM Apake vizvAsa para hI kahatA hU~ ki rUpasuMdarajI ko bhale Apa apane sAtha le ja Iye, para vApisa lA kara mujhe sauMpa denA Avazyaka hai| ___ sUri0~-ThIka hai, maiM rUpasuMdara ko lA kara Apake supurda kara duuNgaa| kaho jJAnasundarajI maiMne sunA hai ki isa samaya phalodI ke saMgha meM jhagar3A hai, isakA hAla maiM jAnanA cAhatA huuN| muni0-saba hAla kaha sunAyA aura isa mAmale ko nipaTAne kI tarakIba bhI batalA dii| . sUri0-tuma itane dina phalodI meM rahe to isa jhagar3e ko kyoM nahIM nipaTA diyA ? ____ muni0-maiMne prayatna to bahuta kiyA, kintu rUpasuMdarajI ke kAraNa kharataragaccha vAle hamAre para vizvAsa kama rakhate haiN| dUsare Apa naye hI naye padhArate ho, aura zrIsaMgha kA ADambara bhI sAtha meM hai, isase prabhAva bhI acchA par3egA / Apa pahile donoM tarapha ke dastakhta karavA leM to mAmalA nipaTa jAyagA, kAraNa donoM sa~gha (pArTI) vAle samajhautA karanA cAhate haiM, kyoMki ina jhagar3oM se donoM ko takalIfa hai / ataH yaha yaza Apako hI milegaa| sUrijI-tuma jaisalamera jA kara Aye ho, kaho vahA~ ke mandiroM ke evaM zrI saMgha kA kyA hAla hai ? muni0--jaisalamera meM eka grAma kA maMdira tapAgaccha vAloM

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Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 432 ke hAtha meM hai, dUsare kile ke ATha mandira, amRtasara ke tIna aura lodravA kA eka mandira kharataragaccha vAloM ke hAtha meM hai, aura vahA~ unakI nAdirazAhI calatI hai, Aya-vyaya kA koI hisAba nahIM hai| rAjamalajI vahA~ ke kAryakartA haiM, vaha bolane meM bar3A hI catura evaM saphAI vAlA hai, sunA gayA thA ki rAjamala deva-sthAna kI kitanI hI rakkama hajama kara gayA hai| ataH vahA~ zrIsaMgha car3hAvA kare to Apa isa bAta kA lakSa rakheM; ki usa car3hAvA kI rakama ko yA to tapAgaccha ke mandira ke uddhAra meM lagA diyA jAya yA isakI koI alaga hI vyavasthA ho, kintu rAjamalajI ko denA to mAnoM jAna bUjha kara devadravya kA khUna kara eka gRhastha ko DubonA hai / bAda meM osiyoM ko viSaya meM bAteM huI; phUlacandajI kA hAla bhI zrAcAryazrI jAna gaye / ina bAtoM meM qarIba 4 baja gaI, bAda meM pratikramaNa kara sUrijI vihAra kI taiyArI meM laga gaye aura munizrI apane sthAna para zrI kara rUpasu~darajI ko kipUchA - munizrI - kyoM rUpasundarajI tumhArI icchA sUrijI ke sAtha jaisalamera kI yAtrA karane ko jAne kI hai ? rUpa0-yadi Apa AjJA pharamAveM to maiM jA sakatA hU~ / muni0 - abhI cAra mAsa hI hue apane yAtrA to kara zrAye haiM ? rUpa0 - para merA vicAra hai ki maiM sUrijI ke sAtha aura bhI jaisalamera kI yAtrA karU~ / muni0 - kevala yAtrA ho karanA hai yA sUrijI ke pAsa rahane kA vicAra bhI kara liyA hai ? rUpa0--hA~ yadi Apa AjJA deM to maiM sUrijI ke pAsa bhI rahanA cAhatA hU~ /

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rUpasundara ke liye mAyA jAla ni0- kyA sUrijI aura tumhAre Apasa meM salAha ho kara yaha bAta nizcaya ho gaI hai na ? 433 rUpa0 - sUrijI ne kahA ki yadi tuma hamAre sAtha calo to maiM tumAre kaI ziSya banA kara padavI de dUMgA / muni - phira tumane kyA nizcaya kiyA hai| rUpa0 - ApakI AjJA binA to maiM eka qadama bhI nahIM uThA sakatA hU~ / muni0 - rUpasundarajI tuma abhI bhadrika ho, ina saMvegiyoM kI abhI tumheM mAlUma nahIM hai sUrijI ne to rAtri meM mujhe bhI bahuta kahA aura ziSya evaM padavI kA lobha bhI diyA para maiM unakI phAkI meM Ane vAlA nahIM hU~ jaise ki tuma A gaye ho ? rUpa - phira Apane sUrijI se kyA kahA ? kyA mere liye bhI bAtacIta huI thI ? muni:- hA~ tumAre lie bhI bAta huI hai jisakA tAtparya yaha hai ki sUrijI ne kahA ki tumhArI AjJA ho to maiM rUpasundara ko sAtha le jA sakatA hU~, para jaisalamera se lauTa kara vApisa phalodI A kara tumase na milU vahAM taka maiM rUpasundara ko kisI hAlata meM dIkSA nahIM dUMgA, ataH ve cAhate haiM ki jaisalamera se vApisa A kara mujhe aura tumako arthAt donoM ko apane ziSya banAnA cAhate haiM / rUpaH taba kyA ve upakezagaccha kA nAma bhI rakhanA nahIM cAhate hai jisakA saba gacchoM para upakAra hai / muni: - isa bAta ko tuma svayaM soca lo / rUpa0 - khaira yadi Apa AjJA dIrAveM to maiM sUrijI ke sAtha jaisalamera kI yAtrA kara AU~ bAda dekhA jAyegA ?

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 434 muni:-yadi tumArI icchA ho to khuzI se jAo, para mere vacana ko tuma dhyAna meM rakhanA ki yaha saMvegI sAdhu haiM tumako lAlaca de kara na apanA leM aura tuma inake dhokhA meM na A jaao| ____rUpa.-nahIM mahArAja Apa khAtrI rkheN| jaba taka maiM jaisalamera se A kara Apase na mila lUM vahAM taka maiM ApakA hI ziSya hU~ aura jo kucha karanA hogA ApakI AjJA binA kucha bhI nahIM kruuNgaa| ____ muni:-rUpasundarajI maiM tumako kevala ziSyamoha se hI nahIM kahatA hU~ para khAsa tumAre hita ke lie kahatA hU~ ki tuma jo AtmakalyANa hamAre pAsa meM raha kara karoge vaha dUsarI jagaha raha kara nahIM kara sakoge, kAraNa ina saMvegiyoM kA cAritra evaM AcAra vyavahAra itanA zithila aura doSita hai ki pAsa meM rahane vAlA bhI pAsatthA bana jAtA hai / aura maiM phira tumase yaha bhI kaha detA hU~ ki tumArI prakRti bahuta jalda hai| maiMne to hara prakAra se tumhArA nirvAha kara liyA hai para dUsaroM ke pAsa raha kara isa prakAra vyavahAra na rakhanA varana loga kaha deMge ki DhU~r3hiyoM meM saba sAdhu aise hI hote hoMge ataH Apa zAntacita se rahanA / ___ rUpaH-guru mahArAja zrApakA kahanA maiM kabhI nahIM bhuuluuNgaa| Apa ekale raheMge isa bAta kA to mujhe raMja jarUra hai para Apa eka mAsa taka zrosiyA~ hI virAje / maiM eka mAsa ke karIba meM ApakI sevA meM A jaauuNgaa| guru mahArAja ApakA mere para bar3A bhArI upakAra hai jisako maiM kabhI bhUla hI nahIM sakatA huuN| aura Aja maiM jAtA hU~ vaha bhI ApakI AjJA se hI jAtA huuN| ___muni:-taba taiyArI karo, tumheM jo kucha cAhiye vaha le lo aura vihAra ke lie kamara bA~dha lo,sarajI bhI taiyArI kara rahe haiN|

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435 rUpa0 sUrijo ke Ananma kA pAra rUpa0-AkhoM se azrudhArA to baha ho rahI thI, phira bhI rUpasundarajI saMgha ke ADambara aura sUrijI ke DAle hue jAdu ke kAraNa kamara bAMdha kara gurujI ko vandana namaskAra kara upakAra mAnate hue sUrijI mahArAja ke pAsa cale gaye / basa sUrijI ke sAdhuoM meM bar3A hI Ananda chA gayA ki mAravAr3a meM Ate ho Aja eka sone kI cir3iyA hAtha laga gaI hai| jaise kisI aputriya ke putra hone se khuzI manAI jAtI ho basa usI khuzI se sUrajI mahAraja saMgha ke sAtha lohAvaTa hote hue phalaudI padhAre / phalaudI ke zrIsaMgha ne sUrijI aura zrIsaMgha kA bar3A hI satkAra kiyA kiMtu rUpasu~darajI ko sAtha dekha kara mANakalAlajI kocara ne sUrijI se kahA ki Apa isa balA ( Aphata ) ko sAtha koM lAye ho ? hamane yahAM 9 mAsa taka ApakI prakRti dekha lI hai| isa para sUrijI ne kahA apanA gayA bhI kyA hai, yadi par3hegA nahIM to pAnI ke ghar3a to lAvegA, kapar3oM ko bhI to dho DAlegA, isa uparAnta bhI yogya nahIM jacA to kAna pakar3a kara nikAlate kyA dera lagatI hai ? sUrijI mahArAja ne phalodI kA jhagar3A nipaTA kara jaisalamera kI ora vihAra kiyA, jaba zrApa lATI pahu~ce to sAdhuoM kI bAtoM meM A kara apane vacanoM ko bhUla gaye aura rUpasuMdarajI ko choTI dIkSA de do| bAda jaisalamera jAkara yAtrA kI / vahA~ jo sAta ATha hajAra kA car3hAvA huA thA vaha jaisalamera vAloM ko na de kara ahamadAbAda AnandajI kalyANajI kI per3I meM jamA karavA diyA, vahAM se lauTa kara vApisa phalaudI padhAra gaye / idhara munizrI ne AcAryazrI ke vacanoM para vizvAsa kara

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Adarza - jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 436 kucha dina osiyAM Thahara kara bAda vahAM se mathANiye padhAra gaye / vahAM jodhapura ke bhaMDArI manamohanacaMdajI sTezana mAsTara the / unhoMne bahuta Agraha kara apane kamare (kvArTara) meM eka saptAha taka rakhA / yadyapi mathAye meM saba sthAnakavAsiyoM ke hI ghara the tathApi unako vyAkhyAna kA itanA prema lagA ki ve sTezana para A kara vyAkhyAna sunA karate the, itanA hI kyoM para vahA~ ke jAgIradAra vagairaha jainettara bhI vyAkhyAna meM Ate the / kaI logoM ne mAMsa madirA ke tyAga bhI karA diye, bAda Apa tIvarI padhAre, vahAM bhI Apake tIna vyAkhyAna pablika hue bAda vahAM se punaH mathANIye padhAra gaye / jaba munizrI ne phalodI ke samAcAra sune ki AcArya mahArAja ne rUpasundarajI ko lATI meM hI dIkSA dedI hai, isa para Apane yahI vicAra kiyA ki dhanya hai gurudeva ko ki unhoMne mujhe aise saMvegiyoM se bacA diyA / hA hA eka ziSya ke lie sUrijIne apane vacana ko asatya kara, satyavrata kA nilAma kara DAlA; dhanya hai (!) aise saMvegiyoM ko / sUrijI ne sunA ki jJAnasuMdarajI mathANiyA Thahare hue haiM / Apane phalodI se do zrAvakoM ko munizrI ke pAsa bheja kara kahalAyA ki maiMne tumako vacana diyA thA ki phalodI A kara tumhAre se mile binA rUpasundara ko dIkSA na dUMgA; para kaI sAdhuoM aura rUpa sundara kA Agraha ke kAraNa usako dIkSA to maiMne lATI meM hI de dI hai, isameM hamArI g2alatI to avazya huI hai, kiMtu bhavitavyatA aisI hI thI, aba bhI tuma Ao to maiM tumako dIkSA meM bar3A rakha sakatA | ataH Apa phalodI avazya padhAra jAnA / jaba phalaudI ke zrAvakoM dvArA yaha samAcAra milA to uttara meM munizrI ne sUrijI se kahalAyA ki zAstrakAroM ne zeSa doSoM ke

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437 rUpasuMdara kI pra0 kA paricaya liye prAyazcita batalA kara usako punaH padavI dene ko kahA hai, kiMtu vacanapatita ke liye jAvatjIva taka padavI ke liye ayogya batalAyA hai / mujhe duHkha ke sAtha afasosa hotA hai ki Apa jaise AcArya ne eka tuccha mamatva ke kAraNa apane satyavrata kA khUna kara itane varSoM kI dIkSA paryAya kA nilAma kara DAlA / ataH aise vacana patitoM ke pAsa Ane meM mujhe lAbha bhI kyA hai ? dusare mujhe jo rAstA milA hai usase Apake pAsa kisI prakAra kI adhikatA bhI nahIM hai; maiMne jo Apase osiyAM meM arja kI thI vaha yaha thI ki mere ziSya ko merI AjJA ke binA dIkSA na deveM, aura vaha bAta Apane maMjUra bhI kara lI thI; ataH Apane rUpasundara ko dIkSA dekara tIsare vrata ko bhI bhaMga kiyA hai, ityAdi / zrAvakoM ne munizrI ke kahane ko noTa kara liyA ora phalaudI jA kara sUrijI ko jyoM ke tyoM samAcAra sunA die / idhara rUpasuMdarajI ne bar3I dIkSA ke samaya apanI prakRti kA paricaya de hI diyA taba sUrijI kI AMkheM khulIM tathA zrAvakoM ne bhI kahA mahArAja Apane isa balA ko sAtha meM kyoM liyA hai isa ko to jJAnasuMdarajI ne hI muzakila se nibhAyA thA / sUrijI 0 - udayavijaya ! merI bar3I bhArI bhUla huI hai ki amUlya ratna ko choDa kara kAMca ke Tukar3e ko le liyA hai, ityAdi pazcAtApa kara munizrI ke vacanoM ko bAra 2 yAda karate hI rahe / Apa mathA gayA se vihAra kara tIvarI ho kara maMDora padhAre, jaba yaha khabara jodhapura ke zrAvakoM ko huI to ve maMDora prAye aura Agraha pUrvaka binatI kara bar3e hI sammAna va svAgata ke sAtha jodhapura le gaye / dUsare hI dina Apa kA vyAkhyAna huA / phira to 28

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Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 438 kahanA hI kyA thA ? jodhapura kI janatA eka dama ulaTa par3I ki dharmazAlA khacAkhaca bharI jAne lagI / idhara agrasara logoM ne caturmAsa ke lie itane Agraha se vinatI ko ki munizrI ko zrAvakoM ke kathana ko mAna dekara unakI vinatI ko svIkAra karanI par3I / 66 saMvat 1674 kA cAturmAsa jodhapura jaba munizrI kA cAturmAsa jodhapura honA nizcaya ho gayA to jodhapura ke zrIsaMgha meM harSa kA kor3e pAra taka bhI nahIM rahA, kAraNa eka to ApakA vyAkhyAna hI prabhAvotpAdaka thA dasarI ApakI bhASA mAravAr3I thI ki manuSyoM to kyA para aurateM aura bAla bacce taka bhI sukhapUrvaka samajha sakate the / tIsarI khAsa bAta yaha thI ki Apake pAsa na paNDita na lekhaka na zrAdamI arthAt kharcA kA nAma taka bhI nahIM thA phira kyoM na khuzI manAveM / gata varSa phalaudI meM sUtroM kI vAcanA hone se kaI sAdhyiyoM ApakA cAturmAsa kahAM hogA ve rAha dekha rahI thI / jaba phalaudI lohAvaTa meM isa bAta kI khabara pahu~cI ki munizrI kA cAturmAsa jodhapura meM honA nizcita ho gayA hai taba ve binA hI vinatI jodhapura A kara cAturmAsa karane kA nirNaya kara liyaa| unako ummeda thI ki yahAM para bhI munizrI ke mukhArvinda se sUtra sunane kA suzravasara milegA aura bAta bhI yahI banI / Apa padhArate hI mahAmaGgalika zrIsukha vipAka sUtra vyAkhyAna meM vaMcanA prArambha kara diyA / sAtha meM eka upadezika aisI kathA cher3a dI jisa meM bhI chaMda kavitta zloka aura isa prakAra ke dRSTAnta diyA karate the ki dharmazAlA itanI vizAla hone para bhI pIche se Ane vAloM ko baiThane ke lie sthAna

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439 phalodI ke samAcAra baDI muzakila se milatA thaa| kevala yahI bAta nahIM thI ki ApazrI ke vyAkhyAna meM mAtra mUrtipUjaka jaina hI Ate the para yahAM to jaina jainetara sthAnakavAsI vyApArI mutsaddI vagairahaH saba loga Ate the / kaI darjana to vakIla Apake vyAkhyAna meM hAjira rahate the / phalaudI ke vartamAna jodhapura meM AyA ho karate the jisa meM yaha bhI samAcAra milA ki sUrijI ke nAka meM dama A gayA hai aura ve kahate haiM ki maiMne merA satya vrata bhI khoyA, jJAnasuMdarajI jaise eka vidvAna sAdhu ko nArAja bhI kiyA, ataH rUpavijaya ko dIkSA dene meM bar3I bhArI g2alatI kI hai| idhara rUpavijaya kA eka patra munizrI ke pAsa AyA jisameM unhoMne likhA ki gurU mahArAja maiMne ApakI zikSA kA anAdara kara bahuta hI burA kiyA hai, maiM yaha nahIM samajhatA thA ki yaha pIta vastradhArI saMvegI sAdhu . aise dhUrta hote haiM ki pahale to mujhe mIThe mIThe vacanoM se khUba phusalAyA aura aba mere sAtha isa prakAra kA vyavahAra karate haiM ki to maiMne DhUMr3hiyoM meM isa bAta kA anubhava kiyA thA aura na Apa ke pAsa raha kara dekhA thA / maiM bar3A hI duHkhI hU~ / isa samaya cAtu masa hai varana maiM ApakI sevA meM jarUra zrI jAtA yahA~ to saba ke saba gujarAtI haiM maiM merA duHkha kahU~ bhI kisako ityAdi samAcAra par3ha munizrI ne kahalAyA ki maiMne to tumako pahale hI kaha diyA thA para tuma ADambara dekha vacana de kara bhI mujhe bhUla gaye isI kA hI phala hai / para khaira aba tuma mere kAma ke to nahIM rahe ho / merA to yahI kahanA hai ki sAdhu hue ho to anya parisahoM ke sAtha isako bhI sahana kara lo aura jisako tumane apane guru banAye ho unakI AjJA kA ArAdhana karo, apanI prakRti

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 440 ko badalo aura guru Adi kA vinaya bhakti kro| vinaya eka aisA mohanI maMtra hai ki jisase guru to kyA para saba jagata vaza meM ho jAtA hai, ityAdi samAcAra kahalAye jisase una ko thor3I bahuta zAMti avazya milI thii| ___ munizrI ke netroM meM haradama takalIpha rahA karatI thI; DAkTara niraMjananAthajI ko dekhane se mAlUma huA ki oNparezana karanA par3egA, lekina una dinoM meM DAkTara sAhaba kA eka putra zAMta ho gayA thA, ataH Apa zaphAkhane meM nahIM jAte the aura prAyaH udAsa rahate the| eka dina munizrI DAkTara sAhaba ke yahAM gaye the aura Apako saMsAra asAratA ke viSaya meM aisA vairAgyamaya upadeza diyA ki DAkTara sAhaba ko kucha zAMti milI / bAda Apane kahA ki jaba maiM zafAkhAne meM jAUMgA taba Apako sUcanA kara dUMgA / ataH Apa padhArajAnA maiM Ake oNparezana kara duuNgaa| ___jodhapura ke zrIsaMgha evaM sAdhviyoM ke Agraha se vyAkhyAna meM zrIbhagavatIjI sUtra bAMdhane kA nizcaya huA aura ASAr3ha kRSNa 3 ko subaha saba taraha kI taiyArI ho rahI thI, kevala AdhA ghaMTe kI derI thii| itane meM to DAkTara sAhaba kA zrAdamA AyA munizrI ratnarAjajI baMdhA mehatA ko sAtha lekara zafAstrAne gaye / nyoM ho vahAM pahuMce ki DAkTara sAhaba ne Apa ke AMkha kA oNparezana kara DAlA / vizeSatA to yaha thI kI DAkTara sAhaba ne AMkha para paTTI taka bhI nahIM bAMdhI aura jabAnI vyAkhyAna dene ko bhI AjJA de dii| munizrIjI ne ratnarAjajI ko kaha diyA ki Apa abhI oNparezana kI bAta kisI se bhI nahIM kahanA, kAraNa loga phijUla meM hI hA~ hu~ macA deveMge / basa Apane jA kara vyAkhyAna ke

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441 munizrI ko sAvadhAnI pATe para baiTha mukha jabAnI vyAkhyAna de diyA / bAda meM mAlUma huA ki Aja munizrI ne A~khoM kA oNparezana karavAyA hai| jodhapura meM isa samaya tapAgaccha kI sAdhvI dhanazrIjI, kalyANa zrIjI kA bhI cAturmAsA thA ve bhI sAdhviyeM DhUMr3hiyoM se nikala kara saMvegI huI thI / ve bhI jJAnarucI evaM pUrNa bhakti ke sAtha vyAkhyAna meM AyA karatI thIM / 1 sAdhvI jJAnazrI vallabhazrI phalaudI kI bhAMti yahAM bhI dopahara ko satroM kI vAcanA lenA cAhatI thIM para phalodI ke loga dIsAvarI aura unako sUtra sunane kA ruci thI eva~ dopahara ko bhI saiMkar3oM loga ekatra ho jAte the / ataH vahAM dopahara kA sUtra baca sakatA thA kiMtu yahAM kI janatA ko dopahara ko samaya nahIM milatA thA ataH munizrI ne sApha inakAra kara diyA ki vyAkhyAna ke atirikta mujhe samaya nahIM milatA, jisase ki maiM Apako sUtroM kI vAcanA de sakUM / isa para sAdhviyoM ne kahA ki hama logoM ne jJAnabhyAsa ke lie to jodhapura meM cAturmAsa hI kiyA hai / yadi hama akelI AtI haiM isalie hI Apa ko inkAra ho to eka do bAIyoM ko sAtha meM le kara AyA kareMge / phira bhI munizrI ne kaha diyA ki dopahara ko mujhe samaya nahIM milatA hai / jodhapura meM eka se z2I jo ki eka nAstikoM kI ginatI kA AdamI thA usakA vallabhazrI ke sAtha itanA paricaya ho gayA thA ki sAdhvI ke pAsa rAtri meM dasa 2 baje taka dharmazAlA meM par3A rahA karatA thA / vallabhazrI bhI usake makAna para TAima ba TAima jAyA karatI thI jisase zahara meM isa bAta kI kAphI carcA hone lagI ki kuMvArI dIkSA lene vAlI yuvA sAdhvI isa nAstika 1

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Adarza - jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa se paricaya kyoM karatI hai ? isa meM vizeSa loga kharataragaccha ke hI the aura unhoMne unake duzcaritra ke bure phala kA honA soca kara jJAnazrI ko kaha diyA ki vallabhazrI ko Apa roka do, isa meM hI Apako tathA gaccha kI zobhA hai, varanA hamako dUsare mArga kA avalaMbana karanA par3egA / isa para jJAnazrI ne vallabhazrI ko bahuta samajhAyA para javAnI ke ghamaMDa meM mastAna banI huI bicArI jJAnazrI kI kaba mAnane vAlI thIM usane to eka cetanazrI nAma kI yuvA kuMvArI 19 varSa kI sAdhI ko bhI apane sadRza patita banA dI / aba to eka se do huI adhika kahane para javAba milA ki lo tumhArA zroghA pAtrA, maiM ghara mAMDa saMsAra meM rahU~gI / 442 jaba munizrI ne sunA ki sAkSiyoM kA yaha hAla hai to vyAkhyAna meM khUba phaTakAra lagAI aura sAdhu sAdhviyoM ke AcAravyavahAra aura saMsAriyoM se paricaya para zAstrIya pramANoM se khUba joroM se upadeza diyA, jisase sAdhviyA~ nArAja ho gaI thiiN| phira bhI ve bAhya prema batAne ke lie tathA jJAnaprApti ke lie vyAkhyAna meM sadaiva AyA karatI thIM / idhara zahara meM isa bAta kI khUba joroM se carcA hone lagI, isa hAlata meM kaI kharataragaccha vAloM ne vallabhazrI ko bahuta sama mAyA ki tuma seThajI kI havelI para AnA jAnA chor3a do; isa se samudAya meM ho nahIM, kintu zahara meM bhI kharAba carcA ho rahI hai ki jisase hama logoM ko lAcAra ho muMha nIcA karanA par3atA hai| kintu izqa eka aisI burI balA hotI hai ki vallabhazrI ne eka

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443 dopacaMdajI kI prArthanA nahIM mAnI aura apanI pravRti ko jyoM kI tyoM calane dI / Astrira natIjA vaha huA jo ki aise kAma meM honA cAhiye / 67-kharataragaccha vAloM ke paryuSaNa ___ isa varSa bhAdrava mAsa do hone se kharataroM ke paryuSaNa pahile bhAdrava meM tathA tapAgaccha, upakezagaccha, aura pradezI Ir3hiyoM ke paryuSaNa dUsare bhAdrava meM the| kharataragaccha ke agrasara zrAvaka aura sAdhviyoM ne zrA kara munizrI se arja ko ki kRpA kara Apa hamAre paryuSaNa meM kalpasUtra kA vyAkhyAna bAMca dIrAveM, kyoMki hamAre yahAM yaha rivAja hai ki sAdhu maujUda ho to sAdhviyAM vyAkhyAna nahIM bAMcatI haiM, jisameM hama to khAsa Apa hI ke pAsa par3hI haiM to Apake virAjate hue hama vyAkhyAna bAMca hI kaise sakeM ? munizrI ne apanA paryuSaNa na hone ke kAraNa vyAkhyAna bAMcanA ucita to nahIM samajhA kintu vAtsalyatA banI rahane ke kAraNa kharataroM kA kahanA svIkAra kara liyaa| ___ eka dina dIpacandajI sAhiba pArakha ne munizrI se vinaya kI ki hamArI samudAya meM bhaMDArI hanutacandajI sAhiba aura Apake bhAiyoM kI tamAma haveliyoM vAle mandiramArgI aura samudAya meM agrasara haiM / pUjya zraAtmArAmajI mahArAja inako braSNu ho toM ko bacAkara jaina dharma meM sthira rakhe haiN| tathA ye tapAgaccha meM mukhya haiM / kintu abhI inhoM kI haveliyoM meM hU~ r3hiyoM kA pracAra bar3ha rahA hai| isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki svarUpacandajI sAhaba ke putra gor3IcandajI bImAra the, eka dina unhoMne rAtri meM zrI kesariyAnAthajI kI yAtrA bolI thI, ki merI bImArI miTa jAve to maiM Apake darzana kara.........

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 444 itanA kesara cddh'aauuNgaa| dUsare hI dina pUjya zrIlAlajI inake yahAM gaucarI ko Aye aura svarUpacandajI sAhaba ne arja kI ki gor3Icanda ke bahuta dinoM se takalIfa hai; pUjyajI ne kahA ki navakAra kI mAlA pherA kro| uparokta kAraNoM me bImAro calI gii| jisase ki bhaMDArIjI kA dUr3hiyoM para kucha vizvAsa jama gayA; tadyapi goDIcandajI ne to kaha diyA ki maiMne zrI kesariyAnAthajI kI yAtrA bolI thI aura usase hI merA roga gayA hai / Apa ArAma hone para zrI kesariyAnAtha kI yAtrArtha padhAra kara yAtrA bhI kI thii| aura kesara bhI cddh'aayaa| ____ bhaMDAriyoM kI havelI meM DhUMr3hiyoM kA itanA pracAra ho gayA ki isa sAla khAsa bhaMDArIjI ne apane makAna meM daMdiyA sAdhu phUlacaMdajI kA cAturmAsa bhI karavA diyA hai aura ve vyAkhyAna sunane ko bhI vahIM jAte haiM; tAtparya yaha hai ki svAmI AtmArAma jI ne to inako anya mata meM jAte hue ko bacAkara jaina rakhA, aura aba ApakI vidyamAnatA meM ye dUM diyA bana rahe haiM, isa para Apa dhyAna dirAveM / munizrI ne kahA ThIka, maiM dhyAna rkhuugaa| jaba pahile bhAdrava meM paryuSaNa kA vyAkhyAna zurU huA taba bhAdrava kRSNa 54 ko bar3A vyAkhyAna thA, usa dina bhaMDAriyoM kI tamAma haveliyA~vAle saba saradAra munizrI ke vyAkhyAna meM Aye the / munizrI ne kalpasatra bA~canA to baMda kara diyA, aura nADola ke rAva duddhAjI Adi ko AcArya yazobhadrasari ne mAMsa-madirA chur3avA kara jaina banAye ve hI loga bhaMDArI kahalAye tathA bhaMDAriyoM me acche 2 dhArmika kArya kie, jinakA itihAsa sunA kara kahA ki eka tarapha to hama DhUMr3hiyA dharma ko asatya samajha kara unakA

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445 bhaMDArIjI ko upadeza tyAga kara jaina bana rahe haiM. dUsarI ora hamAre jaina bhAI satya dharma kA tyAga kara DhUMr3hiye banane kI taiyArI kara rahe haiM, ityAdi khUba prabhAvazAlI upadeza diyaa| aMta meM munizrI ne pharamAyA ki yadi kisI ko TraeNr3hiyA dharma acchA bhI pratIta huA ho to pahile hamAre se dalIla kare aura Dhar3hiyoM ko pAsa meM baiThA kara donoM pakSa kI dalIleM suna leM, bAda jo satya samajha meM zrAve vahI dharma svIkAra kara le, varanA hama hamAre AcAryoM ke banAye zrAvakoM kI rakSA ke liya laTTha liye phirate haiM, ityAdi / bhaMDArIjI samajha gaye ki zrAja munizrI kA vyAkhyAna hamAre liye hI huA hai| ___bhaMDArIjI-mahArAja paryuSaNoM ke dinoM meM aisA vyAkhyAna kyA ho rahA hai ? muni:-bha~DArI sAhaba, yaha Apake liye hI hai / bhaMDArI-kyoM hamane kyA kasUra kiyA hai ? - muni0-hamane sunA hai ki bhaMDArIjI kI haveliyA~ vAle hU~ r3hiyA banane kI taiyArI karara he hai| bhaMDArI0- kevala sunane para hI Apane satya mAna liyaa| muni-nahIM, maiMne anubhava bhI kiyA hai ? bha~DArI-kipa taraha se ? muni-mujhe pAye ko karIba do mAsa hue haiM, vyAkhyAna hamezA baMcatA hai, kiMtu Apa saradAroM ko maiMne kabhI vyAkhyAna meM nahIM dekhA tathA Apa apane makAna meM dUr3hiye sAdhuoM kA cAturmAsa karavA kara vahA~ vyAkhyAna sunate ho / isase anumAna kiyA jAtA hai ki saMvegI sAdhuoM se Apako aruci aura ha~r3hiyoM se ruci

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Adarza - jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 446 ho gaI hai| isa bAta kA mujhe Azcarya bhI hotA hai ki bha~DArIjI sAhiba kI havelI meM DhU~r3hiyA sAdhu cAturmAsa kare / C bha~DArIjI - kyA makAna meM cAturmAsa karavAne se kucha hAni hotI hai ? muni - hA~ jarUra hAni hotI hai, makAna meM caumAsA to kyA para utsUtrarUpaka viprIta zraddhA vAloM kI saMgata karane se evaM muMha dekhane meM bhI pApa lagatA hai bhalA Apa hI apane dila se vicAra kareM ki ina logoM kI sa~gata karane meM Apake dila kaise bana gaye haiM ? kyA bhaMDArIjI sAhaba kI maujUdagI meM koI utsUtraprarUpaka havelI meM paira taka rakha sakatA thA / jaba Apane apane makAna meM cAturmA karavA diyA / Apa bhale apane mana ko majabUta rakha sakeMge, para ApakI saMtAna evaM mahilAoM para isakA kitanA burA asara par3e - gA isakA bhI apane vicAra kiyA hai ? bhaMDArIjI - kyA kisI ko saMgati karane meM bhI pApa lagatA hai / muni - bhaMDArIjI Apa kyA nahIM jAnate ho ki akhila jaina samAja mUrtti pUjaka thA para kusaMgata karane se zrAja ve hajAroM lAkhoM manuSya mUrtti ke kaTTara duzmana bana muMha bAMdhane laga gaye haiM / bhaMDArI0--mahArAja hama DhU~r3hiyoM ke jAte jarUra haiM para hamane kabhI DorA DAlakara muMha para mu~hapattI nahIM bAMdhI hai aura mUrti para hamArI aTala zraddhA hai, yadi koI devatA bho kaha de to anyathA nahIM ho sakatI hai| muni - taba to hamako zaMkA karanA hI vyartha hai, yadi hamAre vyAkhyAna se Apake dila ko Thesa pahu~cI ho to hama kSamA cAhate haiM / bhaMDArI0 -- nahIM jI mahArAja; Apa kisa bAta kI kSamA

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447 vyAkhyAna meM paizAba kA prazna cAhate haiM ? kSamAyAcanA to hameM karanI cAhie ki Apa jaise vidvAna aura satya ke saMzodhaka yahA~ hone para bhI hama logoM se Apa kI kucha bhI sevA bana nahIM AI, kiMtu aba hama pratijJApUrvaka kahate haiM ki hama logoM se banegA vahAM taka ApakI sevA kareMge, arthAt hamezA vyAkhyAna suneMge | 68 - vyAkhyAna meM prazna aura usakA nirNaya isa prakAra bAteM hotI hI thoM ki bIca meM eka vyakti bola uThA ki mahArAja mere dila meM eka zaMkA hai aura vaha yaha hai ki kaI loga kahate haiM ki DhU~r3hiyA pezAba se zauca karate haiM zauca ke samaya zira dhote haiM, molI, muMhapattI bhI dhote haiM aura kabhI 2 pezAba ko pI bhI lete haiM kyA yaha satya hai ? kAraNa Apa 9 varSa DhU~r3hiyoM meM rahe haiM aura Apa para maiM itanA vizvAsa rakhatA hU~ ki Apa kabhI jhUTha bAta nahIM kaheMge ? * muni - aisA prazna na to Apako vyAkhyAna meM pUchanA cAhie zraura na maiM aise prazna kA uttara denA bhI cAhatA hU~ / yadi maiM isa prazna ke uttara meM satya bhI kahU~ to loga samajha leMge ki dveSa ke mAre niMdA karate haiM / ataH maiM aise prazna kA uttara vyAkhyAna meM denA cAhatA hU~ / vyakti-taba Apa sacce sAdhu hI nahIM haiM, kAraNa satyaH kahane meM Apa itane ghabarAte haiM, to phira Apa apanA evaM duniyA kA kalyANa hI kyA kara sakoge ? muni0 - Apa, jaisI Apa kI icchA ho vaisA hI samajho, kintu maiM aise prazna kA uttara vyAkhyAna meM denA nahIM cAhatA hU~ /

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Adarza jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 448 ___ bhaMDArI0-pAsa meM baiThe hue bhaMDArIjI dhIre se bole ki hAM logoM ko isa bAta kI zaMkA to jarUra hai; yadi inakA itanA Agraha hai to satya bAta kahane meM Apako kyA nukasAna hai ? ___muni:-nukasAna to kucha nahIM, kintu jisa bAta ke kahane se gaga-dveSa kI vRddhi hotI ho, aisI satya bAta kahane meM bhI kyA phAyadA hai ? yadi Apa ko nirNaya hI karanA hai to Apake makAna meM svAmI phUlacandajI haiM, aura mujhe vizvAsa hai ki unake gale para talavAra bhI rakhadI jAve to ve jhUTha kadApi nahIM boleMge / maiM unake pAsa rahA huA hU~; Apa unake pAsa jAkara nirNaya kara lirAveM, kintu mere mu~ha se na kahalAveM / bha~DArIjI vyAkhyAna samApta hote hI vahA~ se uTha kara sIdhe hI phUlacaMdajI ke makAna para gaye, phUlacaMdajI gaucarI lene ko gaye hue the, eka tapasvI sAdhu jo 65 upavAsa kiyA huA vahA~ baiThA thaa| bha~DArIjI ne unase kahA ki mahArAja maiM eka bAta pUchatA hU~ aura yadi Apa dUMTha bola gaye to Apake 65 upavAsa nirarthaka cale jaaveNge| tapasvI sAdhu thA apaThita, aura bhadrika, ataH usane sacce dila se kaha diyA ki bhaMDArI jI maiM sAdhu ho kara dUMTha kaise bolUgA, Apa kyA pUchanA cAhate hoM ? bha~DArI0-Apa pezAba ko kAma meM lete ho ? tapasvI0-hA~ / bha~DAro0-kisa kAma meM lete ho ? tapAvI-rAtri meM TaTTI kA kAma par3atA hai to zauca karate haiM, zauca karane para mastaka bhI dhote haiM; jholI cikanI ho to usako

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449 bhaMDArIjI aura hU~r3hiyoM ke bhI dho lete haiM, kabhI 2 mu~hapattI bhI dho lete haiM, kyoMki isameM khAra hotA hai jisase kapar3A sApha ho jAtA hai / bhaMDArIjI ko ghRNA Ane lagI, kintu itanA hI ThIka huA ki Apane abhI taka bhojana nahIM kiyA thA nahIM to ke ho jaatii| khaira, bha~DArIjI ne Age cala kara savAla kiyA ki, Apa pezAba pIte to nahIM ho na ? tapasvI-kabhI zItakAla meM khAMsI kI vyAdhi ho jAtI hai taba thor3A sA pI bhI lete haiN| ___ bhaMDArI-hAya ! hAya ! yaha osavAloM ke gurU aghorI sAdhu / zAyad hamAre gharoM meM aise aghoriyoM ke Ane se hI lakSmI devI ruSTa hogaI hA tathA hamAre punya bhI isIlie hI kSINa ho gaye ho ki eka samaya to hama rAja calAte the, lekina Aja choTI sI naukarI ke lie muha tAkanA par3atA hai| bhaMDArIjI isa prakAra pazcAtApa kara hI rahe the ki itane meM phUlacaMdajI gaucaro le kara Agaye / phUla0-kyoM bhaMDArIjI ! Aja vyAkhyAna meM nahIM Aye,Aja to parva kI bar3I tithI thI ? bhaMDArIjo0-zrAja dharmazAlA meM calA gayA thaa| phUla0-kyA gayavaracaMdajI kA vyAkhyAna sunane ko ? bhaDArI0-hAM aura isa bakhta kharataragaccha ke paryuSaNa bhI haiN| phUna-kiMtu aise patitoM kA vyAkhyAna sunane meM kyA lAbha hai? bhaMDArI0-patita kauna hai ? phUla-gayavaracaMdajI haiN| bhaMDArI0-kyA gavaracaMdajI mahArAja patita haiM / phUla-hAM patita haiN|

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 450 bhaMDArIjI-isakA kAraNa kyA hai ? phUla0-sAdhu panA chor3akara saMvegI bana gaye haiM ? bhaMDArI -yahI kAraNa hai yA gayavaracaMdajI meM cAritra saMbaMdhI bhI koI doSa hai ? ____ phUla-- nahIM bhaMDArIjI ! cAritrasaMbandhI doSa to serI samajha meM kucha bhI nahIM hai / saba Rddhi ko chor3a kara javAnI meM vairAgya ke sAtha dIkSA lI evaM gayavaracaMdajI mere pAsa meM rahe hue haiN| kisI ke Upara jhUThA doSa kaise lagAdeM; gayavaracaMdajI tyAgA vairAgI haiM parantu pASANa upAsaka bana patthara ko namaskAra karate haiM / bhaDArI-mana meM samajha gaye ki yaha zItaladAsajI, to agni ke hI putale haiM; maiMne to samajhA thA ki phUlacaMdajI jaisA koI sAdhu hai hI nahIM kiMtu Aja to inake hRdaya ke bhAva isa prakAra nikala rahe haiM / khaira, aba pUrNa nirNaya hI kara lo| kyoM mahArAja ve patthara ko namaskAra kaise karate haiM ? __phUla-mandira meM mUrti patthara kI hai jisako ki ve namaskAra bhaMDArI0-kintu mUrti tIrthaGkaroM kI hai, aura namotthuNAM bhI tIrthaGkaroM ko hI dete haiM / yoM to ApakA zarIra haDDI mAMsa kA hai aura hama Apako bhI namaskAra karate haiN| phUla-ThIka Apane vyAkhyAna meM kyA sunA ? bhaMDArIka-eka vyakti ne vyAkhyAna meM prazna kiyA thA ki TraeNr3hiyA pezAba ko kAma meM lAte haiM yA nahIM? gayavaracandajI mahArAja ne isa ke uttara meM kahA ki maiM aise prazna kA uttara denA nahIM cAhatA hU~, yadi Apako nirNaya hI karanA hai, to svAmI phUlacanda

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451 zAstrArtha ke liye koziza jI se pUcha lo; ve jhUTha nahIM boleMge; ataH maiM Apake pAsa pUchane ke lie AyA huuN| phUla0-hama hamArA AcAra hai vaisA karatehaiM, gayavaracandajI hamA rI niMdA kyoM karate haiM; kyA unako par3hAyA jisakA badalA dete haiM ? bhaMDArI0-mahArAja hamane do ghanTe taka gayavaracaMdajI mahArAja kA vyAkhyAna sunA, kiMtu unakI jabAna se niMdA kA eka zabda bhI nahIM sunA, bhale hI Apa jI cAhe so kheN| ___ phUla-gayavaracaMdajI pITha pIche kahate haiM, kiMtu sAmane Ave to khabara par3e, kyoM ki maiMne to una ko par3hAyA hai, vaha vicArA mere sAmane A hI kaise sakatA hai ? - bhaMDArI-para Apa aba usa khyAla meM na rahanA, aba gayavaracaMdajI ve nahIM rahe haiM para una kA jJAna bahuta bar3ha gayA hai / .. phUla-taba lAo mere sAmane / - bhaMDArI0-hA~ maiM unako Apake pAsa lA sakatA huuN| phUla-yadi vaha AveMge to maiM carcA karane ko taiyAra huuN| adhika nahIM kiMtu maiM unase ye hI tIna bAteM pUchaMgA, jina kA uttara ve 32 sUtroM se deM; (1) rAtri meM pAnI rakhanA sAdhu ke lie kahA~ likhA hai ? (2) zatrujaya ko tIrtha kahA~ kahA hai ? (3) kyA kisI zrAvaka zrAvikA ne jinapratimA ko pajI hai ? * bhaMDArI0-acchA, maiM gayavaracaMdajI mahArAja ko puccha kara nirNaya karake AtA huuN| Apato carcA karane ko taiyAra haiM na ? phUla-hAM, maiM taiyAra huuN| bhaMDArI0-tapasvIjI ke aura hamAre bAteM huI ve to saba satya haiM nA ?

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bhAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 452 phUla-Apa ke aura tapasvIjI ke kyA bAteM huI ? mujhe kyA mAlUma ? bhaMDArI0-tapasvI sAdhu ko bulA kara unase hI saba hAla vApisa duharA diyaa| phUla0-yaha to hamArA jaisA AcAra hai vaisA hI hama karate haiM isa ke lie Apa ko kisa ne paMca banAyA jo ki Apa nirNaya karane kI koziza karate haiM ? - bhaMDArIjI samajha gaye aura Apa ko abhI bhojana karanA thaa| ve sIdhe ho havelI Aya aura hukma lagA diyA ki DhU~r3hiyA sAdhuoM kA AcAra vyavahAra ThIka nahIM hai ataH basAlI ( makAna meM praveza hotA hI pahalA sthAna) meM khar3A rakha roTI de do yadi aMdara Agaye aura pAtrA rakha diyA to saba jagaha dhonI par3egI ityAdi / ___ bhaMDArIjI bhojana kara sIdhe hI munizrI ke pAsa Aye aura phUlacaMdajI ke sAtha carcA karane kA vivaraNa (progrAma ) sunAyA / ___ muni0-bahuta khuzI kI bAta hai kiMtu Apane samaya, sthAna bhaura viSaya bhI nirNaya kara liyA hai yA nahIM ? tathA do cAra madhyastha bhI hone caahie| ___bhaMDArIka-phUlacaMdajI Apako tIna prazna pUchane kA nizcaya kiyA hai ( 1 ) rAtri meM pAnI rakhanA kisa zAstra meM likhA hai ( 2 ) zatruJjaya ko tIrtha kisa zAstra meM kahA hai (3) kisa zrAvaka zrAvikA ne jina pratimA kI pUjA ko hai ? aura sthAna ke lie merA noharA tathA samaya yA dina Apa pharamAve vahI rakha liyA jAve / aura madhyasthoM ke liye abhI nirNaya nahIM kiyA hai| muni:-abhI to hamAre paryuSaNoM kA vyAkhyAna hai, paryuSaNa

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zAstrArtha meM vijaya ke bAda bhAdra zukla 6 yA 7 kA dina muqarrara kara dilAveM / bhaMDArI0 - yadi AdityavAra kA dina rakha diyA jAve to hama saba logoM ko bhI subhItA rahe tathA saba loga praznottara sunabhI, leN| muni0 - acchA AdityavAra kA dina rakha lo, kiMtu madhyastha to avazya honA hI cAhie / 453 bhaMDArI0 -- ThIka, maiM phUlacaMdajI se pUcha lU~gA / idhara kharataragaccha bAloM ke paryuSaNa sAnaMda samApta ho gaye, munizrI ne saba vidhividhAna binA bheda bhAva ke karavA diyA / 66 -- DhU~DhiyoM ke sAtha zAstrArtha meM vijaya bhaMDArIjI ne carcA kA dina bhAdrava zuddha 7 kA rakhA zrataH usI dina munizrI apane satroM koM sAtha le tathA dIpacaMdajI pArakha, mAnamalajI khIvaMsarA evaM aura bhI kaI logoM ke sAtha bhaMDArIjI ke nauhare meM qarIba 1 baje pahu~ca gaye / jaba sUtroM ke sAtha munizrI ko aura mandiramArgI zrAvakoM ko bajAra se jAte hue dekhA to DhU~Dhaye zrAvaka lachIrAmajI sAMda aura rAjamalajI sunauyata eka dama dor3a kara phUlacaMdajI ke makAna para gaye aura kahane lage ki Apa yaha kyA karate ho ? apane se nikale hue sAdhu ko kisa kAraNa bulAhai ? kyA Apa gRhasthoM ke sira phur3Aoge ? hama nahIM cAhate haiM ki saMvegiyoM ke sAtha zAstrArtha kiyA jAya / phUla0 - isameM kyA hAni hai 1 bhaMDArIjI madhyastha haiN| 2ha

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454 bhAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa TraeNr3hiye0-koI bhI kyoM na ho, para apane ko to carcA nahIM krnii| phUla-maiMne bhaMDArIjI ko vacana de diye haiN| TUdiye0-vacana kyoM diyA ? yadi de diyA to prAyazcita le lenA, para apane ko makAna ke bAhara carcA ke liye nahIM jAnA caahie| ___ phUla0-kiMtu maiM to merA vacana mUMThA karanA nahIM cAhatA hU~ tuma kucha bhI kaho maiM to eka daphA jAUMgA aura avazya jaauuNgaa| - DhUMr3hiye-Apa to kyA, kiMtu phalaudI meM logoM ke bahuta kahane para bhI pUjyajI ne carcA nahIM kI to Apa ke hI aisI kauna par3I hai zrApa manAI karate hue bhI carcA karane ko taiyAra ho gaye ho ? phUla-merI umra meM yaha pahilA hI maukA hai ki tuma mere vacanoM ko asatya karavAte ho| - DhUMr3hiye0-bhale hI Apa isakA prAyazcita hamako de denA para hama Apa ko carcA karane ko to hargija bhI nahIM jAne deNge| yadi isa uparAMta bhI Apa nahIM mAneMge evaM apanI haTha nahIM chor3oge to hama Apako na to apane sAdhu mAneMge aura na vandanA vyavahAra hI kareMge / Apa khUba soca lIjiye / phUla-vicAra meM par3a gye| idhara bhaMDArIjI kA noharA jaina-jainettaroM se bhara gayA aura ve sunane ke icchuka the ki dekheM saMvegI aura DhUMr3hiyoM ke kyA carcA hogI ? samaya do bajane kA A gayA, phUlacaMdajI dRSTigocara nahIM hue, ataH munizrI ne bhaMDArIjI ko kahA phUlacaMdajI abhI

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455 phUlacaMdajI sabhA meM nahIM Aye taka kyoM nahIM zrAye haiM ? isa para samIpa meM hI phUlacaMdajI kA makAna thA bhaMDArIjI vahAM gaye tathA kahA ki gayavaramunijI to kaba ke hI gaye haiM, aba do baja gaI hai ataH Apa bhI padhAriye / phUla0- merI to icchA hai, aura maiMne Apako jabAna bhI de dI thI, kiMtu ye zrAvaka loga manA karate haiM aura Ane nahIM dete haiM / bhaMDArI0 - bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai - Apa zrAvakoM kI AjJA meM ho, yA zrAvaka ApakI AjJA meM haiM ? phUla0 - kiMtu dekho to sahI, ye to zrI kara zrar3e baiTha gaye haiM / bhaMDArI0 -- taba Apako pahile hI zrAvakoM ko pUcha kara gayavaramunijI ko bulAnA thA; aba yadi Apa nahIM Aoge to eka to Apa sAdhu haiM aura ApakI jabAna jAvegI; dUsare loga samajha leMge ki dU~ r3hiyoM meM satyatA nahIM haiM isI kAraNa ve carcA nizcaya karake bhI nahIM Ate haiM aura Apako ina zrAvakoM kI itanI kyA dAkSiNyatA hai ? yadi ye roTI pAnI na deM to zahara bahuta bar3A hai; ataH Apato himmata kara ke caliye, isa meM hI ThIka hai phira jaisI ApakI icchaa| yadi Apa nahIM padhAro to spaSTa kaha do jisase ki maiM sabhA meM jAkara kaha dU~ ki ve apane apane ThikAne jAveM / phUla - hA~ kaha do | * bhaMDArI0 - mahArAja hamako aisI AzA nahIM thI ki Apake yahA~ itanI pola hai, tathA gRhasthoM se Dara kara Apa apane jIvana tulya vacana ko miTTI meM milA deveMge ? phUla0 - Apa cAheM jo samajheM, aba maiM A to nahIM sakatA hU~ /

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Adarza - jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 456 bhaMDArI0 - -kAkara pariSadA meM kaha diyA ki svAmi phUlacaMdajI nahIM aaveNge| isa hAlata meM munizrI ne upasthita janatA ke sAmane, rAtri meM pAnI rakhane ke lie nizIstha sUtra udezA 4 kA mUlapATha batalAyA ki jaina sUtroM meM spaSTa likhA hai ki yadi TaTTI pezAba karake koI bhI sAdhu sAdhvI zauca nahIM karegA to vaha daMDa kA bhAgI hogA, ataH isa sUtra se rAtri samaya pAnI meM cUnA DAla kara pAnI rakhanA siddha hotA hai / kAraNa rAtri meM TaTTI nahIM to paizAba kA to kAma par3atA hI hai, aura paizAba kara sUcI karanA zAstrakAra pharamAte haiM / dUsare jJAtA sUtra, evaM aMtagar3hAdi sUtroM meM zatruJjaya para aneka muniyoM kI mokSa huI hai, yaha 32 sUtroM ke mUla pATha meM hai ataH tIrthaMkaroM ke kalyANaka bhUmi jese pavitra sthAna ko tIrtha kahanA nyAyasaMgata evama yuktiyukta hai| tIsare jainazAstroM meM aneka zrAvaka zrAvikAoM ne prabhu pratimA kI pUjA kI hai, jisake lie upAsaka dazAMgasUtra, utpatika, rAjapraznI, bhagavatI, jJAtA Adi bahuta se sUtroM ke mUla pATha meM ullekha hai, isalie maiM sUtra lekara AyA hU~ kiMtu duHkha hai ki svAmI phUlacaMdajI sabhA meM hAjira nahIM hue, ataH lIjiye sUtroM kA pATha Apako batAyA jAtA hai / inake atirikta bhI jaina dharma kA saccA svarUpa jaina zrAvakoM kI udAratA, unake karAye hue prAcIna mandira, tIrtha yAtrArtha nikAle hue saMgha vagairaha kA varNana karate hue kahA ki jabase jaina zAsana meM mUrti utthApaka lauMkA aura dU~ diyA paidA hue usa dina se hI jainoM ke dina phira gae, tadyapi itanA acchA huA ki jainAcAryoM ne inake pracAra ko zIghra hI roka diyA,

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jainettaroM ke abhiprAya 457 kevala bhadrika loga hI inake phaMde meM phaMsa kara jaina dharma kI avahelanA karavAte haiM, ityAdi upadeza dekara jayadhvani ke sAtha munizrI apane zrAvaka varga ke sAtha dharmazAlA padhAra gae / jina jainetara logoM ne munizrI kA upadeza sunA ve bhI samajha gae ki dU~ r3hiye loga maile-kucaile raha kara dharma kA satyAnAza karate haiN| kyA aisA bhI koI dharma ho sakatA hai ki TaTTI jA kara paizAba se zauca kre| bicAre bhaMgI loga TaTaTI jhAr3ate haiM para zauca to ve bhI pAna se hI karate haiN| DhU~r3hiyoM ne to gajaba kara DAlA, duniyA ke itihAsa meM inhoMne apanA nAma likhA kara to Arya dharma aura bhArata bhUmi ko bhI kalaMkita kara lajjAI hai aise putroM ko janma denevAlI mAtAeM yadi bAMjha hI raha jAtIM to acchA thA ! arthAta ' jitane mu~ha utanI hI bAteM ' vAlI kahAvata caritArtha hotI thI; para kisa kisa ke mu~ha ko baMda kiyA jAya / itanA hone para bhI dezI smudAyavAle munizrI ke vyAkhyAna meM zrI bhagavatI sUtra sunane ke lie zrayA hI karate the, kyoMki ve bhI pradeziyoM kI dhUla ur3Ane meM hI the / munizrI acche vidvAna evam vaktA the Apake vyAkhyAna kI pablika khUba prazaMsA kara rahI thI, satyAgraha hone se eka vyAkhyAna nyAti nauharA meM dUsarA kaTarA meM aura tIsarA gIradI koTe meM huA jisakA prabhAva janatA para isa prakAra huA ki ve dharmazAlA meM A A kara ApakI dezanA sunane lage aura jainadharma aura munizrI kI bhUri bhUri prazaMsA karane lage / kyoMki munizrI ke vyAkhyAnoM meM tAtvika dArzanika rASTrIya aupadezika aura vartamAnasamaya sudhAra viSaya rahA karatI thI ki sabako rucIkAraka thI

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70-svAmi bAtsalya meM matabheda kyoM huA? jodhapura ke mandiramArgI samudAya meM tapAgaccha ke 600 ghara aura kharatara gaccha ke 100 ke karIba ghara haiM / tapAgaccha vAle prAyaH mutzahI-rAjadhargI hone se mandiroM ke yA dharmazAlAoM ke saba hisAba potA prAyaH kharataroM ke pAsa hI the, aura paryuSaNa vagairahaH kI AmandAnI bhI unake vahAM hI jamA hotI thii| kaI arsA taka to kAma ThIka calatA rahA para kalikAla kI kuTala gati se tapAgaccha kI udAratA kA pariNAma ulTA hI AyA ki kaI varSoM se na to ve zrIsaMgha ke pucchane para hisAba batalAte haiM aura na jamAM rakama kA hI patA hai| phira bhI kharataroM kI aisI nAdirazAhI ki AmandAnI to jamA kara leM para tapAgaccha ke sAdhu sAdhvI zrAveM to AdamI vagairahaH ke lie eka paisA bhI nahIM deveM, ve apanI TIpa kara apanA kAma calAveM; itanA hI kyoM para dharmazAlA ke nIce eka dharmazAlA kI dukAna hai, usakA kirAyA kharatara le jAte haiM, kintu dharmazAlA meM kacarA nikalavAI kA ATha AnA mahino mAMgeM to nahIM de / biMTorA ke mandira kI rakama se eka dukAna kharIda kI thI jisakA 20) mAhavArI kirAyA AtA hai usakA bhI kucha hisAba nahIM, jodhapura ke mandiroM kI kAphI AmandAnI hone para bhI usakA kucha hisAba nahIM / gurAM ke tAlAba para eka mandira hai, aura loga pratyeka mAsa kI 10 ko vahAM jAyA karate haiM, aura jisake svAmivAtsalya

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459 gurAM ke tAlAba kA svAmivAtsalya ke lie eka sthAyI phaMDa kiyA jisameM mukhya caMdA bhI tapAgaccha vAloM kA hI thA para vaha bhI kharataroM ke hAtha meM sauMpa diyA tathA usakA bhI koI hisAba nahIM / isa dharmAMdhatA ke kAraNa hI ve loga kamajora aura beijz2ata hote gaye; tapAgaccha vAle itane udAra ki na to kharataroM ko hisAba pUchate haiM aura na isa ora lakSa hI diyA aura isa hAlata meM bhI AmandAnI unako hI dete gaye / mandiroM kA aura dharmazAlA kA jevara va rakama vagairahaH saba kharataroM ke pAsa hI rahatA hai / kharataragaccha vAloM kA caturmAsA hotA hai taba povA se kharca kara dete haiM para tapAgaccha vAloM kA catumAsa ho to ve apane gaccha meM TIpa kara kharca kareM / anyAya apanI carmasImA taka pahu~cA huA thA Akhira pApa kA ghar3A phUTa hI jAtA hai / tapAgaccha ke sAdhu sAdhviyoM vizeSa nahIM Ate the tathA kharatara gaccha ko sAdhviyA~ haradama rahane se tapAgaccha ke loga bhI prAyaH saba kriyA yA tithI parva vagairaha : kharataroM ke hI kiyA karate the, jisameM zrAvikAe~ to tapAgaccha kI hotI huI bhI ve saba kharataragaccha kI hI kahalAtI thiiN| hA~, tapogaccha meM eka dIpa candajI pArakha, nathamalajI bhuraMTa vagairaha : thor3e se loga aise the ki ve jarUra tapAgaccha kI kriyA karate the / isa varSa kharataroM ke paryuSaNa pahile bhAdravA meM the munizrI ke vyAkhyAna evaM tapAgaccha kI udAratA se sAnaMda samApta ho gaye, para tapAgaccha ke paryuSaNa abhI hone vAle the, isalie sabako sammati se gurAM ke tAlAba kA bar3A svAmivAtsalya dvitIya bhAdrapada zuklA 10 ko rakhA gayA thA / eka dina zrIkesariyAnAthajI ke mandira meM snAna karane kI

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 460 koTharI meM tapAgacchIya vakIla maMDala ne snAna karate 2 kahA ki lo kharataroM kA paryuSaNa to acchA ho gayA hai, aba apanA paryuSaNa A rahA hai, eka dina sabako ekatra ho prabhAvanA Adi kA inta. jAma kara lenA cAhiye isa para kaI vakIloM ne kahA ki kyA prabandha karanA hai ? apane paryuSaNa kharataroM se bhI acche aura jora zora ke sAtha manAyA jAyagA, ityAdi bAteM kara rahe the| usa koTharI ke pIche ke bhAga meM dharmazAlA thI aura vahA~ vallabhazrI Rtu AI huI baiThI thI / isa bAta ko sunakara vaha Rtu AI huI hone para bhI cala kara seThajI ke pAsa gaI aura kahane lagI ki tapAgaccha vAle apanI niMdA karate haiM, ataH gurAM ke tAlAba kA svAmIvAtsalya isI dazamI ko kara denA cAhiye / ve meMma sAhaba kA hukma kaise lopa sakeM, kyoMki seThajI to vallabhazrI ke hAtha kA kaThaputalA banA huA thA, basa usane prathama bhAdrapada zuklA 9 ko kisI ko pUche binA hI svAmivAtsalya kA sAmAna kharIda kara gurAM ke tAlAba bheja diyA kyoMki pote kI rakama to unake pAsa hI thI / zuklA 10 ko vyAkhyAna meM zrA kara kahA ki Aja gurAM ke tAlAba svAmivAtsalya hai, saba saradAra padhAranA, sAdhvI jJAnazrI vallabhazrI bhI vyAkhyAna meM upasthita thiiN| ___ bastImalajI goliyA ne kahA ki gurAM ke tAlAba kA svAmi vAtsalya to dUsare bhAdrava zukla 10 ko honA nizcita ho cukA thaa| phira yaha svAmivatsalya kisa kI ora kA hai ? kharataroM ne kahA ki sadA kI bhAMti svAmivAtsalya phaMDa se kiyA jAtA hai; isa para bahuta sA vAda-vivAda huA / anta meM nainamalajI vakIla ne kahA, ki sAmane TUdiyoM kI dukAneM haiM, paraspara isa taraha bolanA ThIka

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gurAM ke tAlAba kA svAmivAtsalya nahIM hai; maiM eka arja karanA cAhatA hU~ ki prathama to yaha bAta taya ho gaI thI, dUsare jaba phaMDa meM tapAgaccha kA adhika caMdA thA to Apako adhikAra bhI kyA ki Apa akele kucha kara sakeM / khaira, Apane kara bhI liyA to samudAya meM vAtsalyatA bhAva banA rahe; isa pArAya se maiM kahatA hU~ kiH 1-yaha svAmivAtsalya seThajI apanI ora se kara deM to merI itanI haisiyata nahIM hai tathApi dUsare bhAdrapada kA svAmivAtsalya meM merI ora se kara duuNgaa| 2--yaha svAmivAtsalya kharataroM ke caMdA se kara leM, to dUsarA svAmivAtsalya tapoM ke caMdA se kara leNge| 3-yA donoM svAmivAtsalya sthAyI caMdA se ho jaanecaahie| ina tIna bAtoM se Apa jisa ko svIkAra karaleM vaha hI hama loga karane ko taiyAra haiM / sabane kahA ki nainamalajI kA kahanA ThIka hai, kintu sAdhviyoM apanI bAta rakhanI cAhatI thIM unakI salAha se kharataroM ne tIna bAtoM meM se kisI eka ko bhI svIkAra na kara uTha gaye / isa hAlata meM tapAgaccha vAloM ne apane gaccha meM kahalA diyA ki jaba taka nipaTArA na ho vahA~ taka apane gaccha kA eka manuSya bhI kharataroM ke svAmivAtsalya meM bhAga na leN| idhara bhaTTArakajI ko khabara par3I to unhoMne apane AdamI evam vakIla ko tAlAba para bheja kara kahalA diyA ki tAlAba kA maMdira hamArA hai, abhI hamAre paryuSaNa nahIM hue, ataH Apa bhagavAna kI savArI nahIM nikAla sakate ho| bhaTTArakajI ke kahane se AdamI ne zrIsaMgha kI saugaMdha dilA dii| vakIla ne

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 462 kahA ki yadi hamArI manAI hote hue bhI Apa loga savArI nikAlI to qAnUna ke anusAra Apa para dAvA kara diyA jAyagA / isa para kharataroM meM khalabalI maca gaI, kAraNa eka to tapAgaccha vAlA koI eka baccA bhI nahIM AyA, dUsare savArI kI manAI ho gaI, isa hAlata meM kharataroM meM do pArTiyAM ho gaI; adhika logoM kA jora samAdhAnI karane kA thA, ataH lachamaNadAsajI bhaMsAlI ko ikkA de kara zahara meM bhejA, vaha sIdhA hI munizrI ke pAsa AyA aura kahA ki Apa jaise kaho vaise hI hama samAdhAnI kara lene ko taiyAra haiM / munizrI ne kahA ki hama to ka~valA haiM, hamAre liye to kyA tapA aura kyA kharatara saba barAbara haiM, kiMtu samudAya meM phUTa na par3e isalie samAdhAna ho jAnA acchA hai / bhaMzAlIjI bastImalajI goliyA ko le kara kacahariyoM meM gae kAraNa vakIla maNDala saba vahA~ thA / I nathamalajI bhuraMTa ke pAsa eka purAnI bahI thI jisameM jina jina varSoM meM do bhAdavA hue una una samaya meM sthAyI caMdA kA svAmivAtsalya dUsare bhAdavA meM hI hue the, ataH vaha bahI bhI bastImajI sAtha meM le gaye the / kacaharI meM saba ekatra ho bhaMDArIjI phaijacaMdajI sAhaba ke pAsa gae, saba hAla sunane para bhaNDArIjI ko kharataroM ke anyAya para bahuta gussA huA aura kahane lage ki hama loga cAhe dharmazAlA meM kama Ate hoMge, kintu hamArI nasoM meM tapAgaccha kA khUna bharA huA hai, kharataroM ke isa prakAra ke anyAya ko hama kabhI bardAzta nahIM kara sakeMge / sthAyI caMdA meM isa svAmIvAtsalya kI rakama kadApi kharca khAte nahIM

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463 caitya paripATI kA mahotsava maMDegI / hama logoM ne sthAyI phaMDa seThajI kesarImala jI kI yogyatA para sauMpA thA na ki gaNezamalajI kI uiMDatA para / yadi kharatara loga isa prakAra kA anyAya kareMge to kala hI saba hisAba le liyA jAvegA, ityaadi| __isa para lichamaNadAsajI bhaMzAlI ne kahA ki jisa prakAra yaha svAmIvAtsalya sthAyI caMdA se huA hai, usI prakAra dUsare paryuSaNa ke bAda zuklA 10 ko svAmivAtsalya sthAyI caMdA se ho jAyagA / yadi seThajI nahIM kareM to tamAma kharcA maiM merA gharAgharU dUMgA, isa bAta kI taharIra likha dI taba 4 baje gurA~ ke tAlAba jAne ko tapAgaccha vAloM ko ijAjata milI, samaya thor3A hone se koI thor3e se manuSya gaye hoMge, isa kheMca meM kharataroM ko nIcA dekhanA par3A / ThIka hai auratoM ke kahane para kAma karane vAloM kA yahI to hAla huA karatA hai / munizrI samajha gaye ki kharataroM kI bar3I kRtaghnatA hai, inako jJAna par3hAnA mAno sarpa ko dUdha pilAnA hai, khaira isa paraspara kI kheMcA tAna se tapAgaccha kucha jAgRta hokara samajhane lage ki kharatara gaccha vAle bar3A anyAya karate hai| itanA bar3A tapAgaccha jisako kucha samajhate bhI nahIM haiM / idhara dIpacandajI pArakha ne eka 'tapAgaccha kI vidhi' nAmaka choTI sI kitAba kI 1000 pratie chapA kara gaccha vAloM ko de dI ki ve apanI gaccha kI kriyA kA jJAna kara svagaccha kI kriyA karane meM tatpara ho gye| dUsare paryuSaNa ke liye to phira kahanA hI kyA thA ? kyoMki saba ke dila meM umaMga aura utsAha thA; bar3e hI dhUma-dhAma evaM

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Adarza - jJAna - dvitIya khaNDa 464 pUjA prabhAvanA. varaghor3A, pustakajo eva~ svapnApAlanAjI kA mahotsava aura pratikramaNa vagairaha bahuta hI acche ThATha se huye jisako kharatara eva~ unakI sAdhviyA~ dekhatI hI rahI / jodhapura meM abhI taka caityaparipATI nahIM huA karatI thI; munizrI ne upadeza diyA kiMtu kharataroM ko duHkha isa bAta kA thA ki hamAre paryuSaNoM meM to yaha kArya nahIM huA, to tapA ke paryaSaNa meM hI kyoM ho; ataH kharataroM ne bahuta virodha kiyA, dUsarA pichalI rAtri meM varSA bhI Ane lagI / saba loga nirAza ho gaye; munizrI ne kahA ki tuma tumhArI sAmagrI taiyAra rakho / basa, bAjA gAjA, nakkAra-nizAna vagairaha taiyAra kiye, munizrI ne na jAne kyA anuSThAna kiyA ki barasAta baMda ho gaI aura cAturvivi zrI saMgha ke sAtha caitya paripATI bar3e hI samAroha se huI, usameM kharataroM ko bhI zAmila honA par3A jo ki pahile se khilApha the munizrI kI calAi huI caitya paripATI Aja paryanta calatI hai aura janatA ko mAlUma ho jAtA hai ki jainoM ke paryuSaNa sukha, zAMti aura Ananda ma~gala se samApta ho gaye haiM / 1 ApazrI kA caturmAsa jodhapura huA taba parama yogirAja munizrI ratnavijayajI mahArAja kA caturmAsa sIparI (zivapurI) thaa| yoM to ApazrI kA kRpA patra bahuta se zrAye hI karate the, para zrAstrira patra AyA jisameM likhA thA ki maiM gujarAta jAtA hU~, yadi tuma gujarAta kI ora Ao to magar3iyA tIrtha para apanA milApa ho sakatA hai / zrapazrI ne uttara likha diyA ki zrApa ke kathanAnusAra maiM vihAra kara jhagar3iyAnI A jAU~gA, isameM eka bAta yaha bhI thI ki Apako zrIzatruJjaya kI yAtrA bhI karanI thI /

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jodhapura meM cAturmAsa 19 caturmAsa ke aMdara yoM to phalaudI, lohAvaTa, khIcaMda, bIsala-pura, selAvAsa, pAlI, aura sAdar3I vagairaha ke bahuta loga darzanArtha Aye the, para caturmAsa kI samApti ke dinoM meM jAlaura, bAr3amera, vADhotarA, gar3hazivAnA, bIsalapura, selAvAsa, pAlI aura sAdar3I vagairaha kaI grAmoM ke loga vinatI karane ko Aye the aura apane apane nagara kI ora padhArane kI zrAgrahapUrvaka vinatA bhI karI, kiMtu Apako to gujarAta kI ora padhAranA thA / aura isake liye jAne kA rAstA pAlI ho kara hI thA ataH pAlI vAle ho bhAgyazAlI the ki unakI vinatI svIkAra ho gaI / 465 jodhapura meM caturmAsa rahane se dharma kI unnati bahuta huI / isa varSa meM 500 pratieM 'DaMke para coTa' jo DhU~r3hiyoM ke 'jAhira DaMkA' ke pratikAra meM thI; 1000 pratieM 'stavana saMgraha' bhAga tIsare kI, aura 1000 prati 'tapAgaccha kriyA-vidhi' kI; evaM 2500 pratieM chapI thIM / jodhapura meM munizrI kI yoM to dIpacaMdajI pArakha kunaNamalajI nathamalajI bhuraMTa, jAlamacaMdajI, nainamalajI, hastImalajI, dhanapata - 'caMdajI, mAnamalajI vakIla vagairaha ne bhaktipUrvaka sevA karI thI, kiMtu bhaMDArIjI candanacandajI sAhaba kI sevA hI nahIM apitu samaya 2 para neka salAha bahuta prasaMzanIya thI / caturmAsa samApta hote hI Apa maMDora kI yAtrA kara mahA-maMdira padhAre; sAdhvI jJAnazrI, vallabhazrI vagairaha bhI mahA-mandira AI / eka dina sAdhvI kisI kAraNa gRhasthI ke vahA~ se eka. pItala kI parAta lAI thI, jisako dekha DhU~r3hiyA niMdA karane laga

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 466 gaye the; kiMtu dUsare hI dina phUlacaMdajI kA eka sAdhu davAI kUTane ke liye lohA kA imAmadastA lAyA thA, munizrI ne sAdhu kA hAtha pakar3a ThaharAyA aura pUchA ki sAdhu ko parAta to nahIM kalpe, kiMtu yaha dhAtu kA imAmadastA to kalpatA hai na ? sAdhu ne kahA ki hama to saracINA mAMga kara lAye haiM / to kyA sAdhvI parAta mUlya lAI thI ? isa prakAra sAdhu se mAphI maMgavA kara chodd'aa| eka dina kA jikra hai ki saMvegiyoM ke casmA ko dekha DhUMDhiyA sAdhu niMdA karane lagA para dUsare hI dina eka hu~r3hiyA sAdhu vyAkhyAna bAcatA thA usake casmA lagA huA thaa| mUrtipUjaka zrAvaka ne vyAkhyAna ke vica sAdhu se prazna kiyA ki kyA sAdhu ko casmA lagAnA kalpatA hai ? uttara meM kahA ki yaha to jJAna kA sodhana hai jaba sUtra meM pustaka rakhanA bho nahIM kahA hai para jJAnavRddhi ke liye jaise pustakeM rakhate haiM vaise hI casmA rakhA jAtA hai mUrtipUjaka zrAvaka ne kahA ki Apake a~dha bhakta yaha loga saMvegI sAdhu kI niMdA kara vyartha hI kama-bandhana karate haiM inako jarA samajhAyeM ki sAdhu casmA kyoM rakhate haiM ? vahA~ baiThe huye DhU~Dhiye sAdhu evaM zrAvakoM ne mAphI mA~ga kara apanA picchA chudd'aayaa| 71 munizrI kA goDavAr3a kI ora vihAra varSa thA 1974 kA mAravAr3a meM plega kI bImArI kA sarvatra daurAdaura thA; eka gA~va ke manuSya ko dUsare gAMva jAne meM rokaToka kI jAtI thI, tathApi zrAra mahAmaMdira se vihAra kara selAvAsa padhAre; yahAM Apane saMsArapane meM toraNa vA~dA thA, arthAt

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467 polI meM zAnti snAna pUjA ApakA susarAla thaa| cAra dina Thahara kara khUba upadeza diyA; kaI logoM ne DhUMr3hiyApanA chor3a kara ApakA vAsakSepa le kara saMvegI zrAmnAya dhAraNa kii| vahA~ se roiTa padhAre, vahA~ bhI do suyogoM ko vAsakSepa diyA, vahA~ se pAlI padhAre, vahA~ bhI plega calatA hI thA, brAhmaNa logoM ne varNI baiThA kara kaI mana ghRta homa DAlA para kucha bhI nahIM huaa| Apake padhArane para kevala jaina hI nahIM para saba kaumoM, evaM zaharavAloM ne Akara arja kI ki Apa mahAtmA ho hama logoM para upakAra kara zAnti kA upAya btlaaiye| ApazrI ne kahA ki zAMtisnAtra bar3I pUjA par3hAo; zaharavAloM ne munizrI ke upadeza se caeNdA kara rakama ikaTThI kI aura rAjaladesara se yati mANakasuMdarajI ko bulavA kara vRhat zAMti snAtra pUjA par3hAI, maMtrAkSaroM se bala bAkula dilvaayaa| guru kRpAse saba taraha zAMti ho gaI, yaha eka Apake yaza nAma kA hI udaya thA ki jisa kAma meM Apa hAtha DAlate vahI kArya siddha ho yaza A hI jAtA / pAlI ke hiMdU--musalamAna munizrI kI evaM jainadharma kI bhUri 2 prazaMsA karane lge| ___ pAlI se vihAra kara bUsI, barakANA, rANI sTezana tathA rANI gA~va padhAre / vahA~ panyAsajIzrI harSamunijI mahArAja ke darzana hue, aura bhaMDArIjI candanacaMdajI sAhaba bhI vahAM hI mila gaye / paM0 harSamunijI ne kahA ki tumako gujarAta calanA hai to hamAre sAtha calo / kiMtu Apane kahA ki mujhe pahile zrIkesariyAnAyajI kI yAtrA karanI hai, ataH Apa bhI padhAreM, panyAsajI ne inkAra kara diyA taba vahA~ se Apa mur3Are padhAra gye| sAdar3I meM isa bAta

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 468 kI khabara hote hI sAdar3I aura mur3Aga ke bIca nara-nAriyoM kA tAMtA sA laga gayA kyoMki sAdar3I vAloM ko Apake padhArane kI kaI dinoM se AzA evaM abhilASA thI; dUsare DhU~r3hiyoM ke sAtha jhagar3A bhI cala rahA thA, usa samaya unako eka aise upadezaka kI AvazyakatA thI ki jisako zrApa pUrNa karane meM sarva prakAra se samartha the / sAdar3I vAloM ne bar3e hI gAje-bAje aura dhUmadhAma se nagara-praveza kA mahotsava kiyaa| saba se pahale dina ke upadeza se hI loga cakita ho gaye / bAda prabhAvanA ke anta meM sabhA visarjana huI, aba to hamezA binA hI prabhAvanA vyAkhyAna meM upAzraya bhara jAne lgaa| Akhira upAzraya meM pariSadA nahIM samAI, isa hAlata meM vyAkhyAna pablika bAjAra meM hone kA nizcaya huA, jisa dina bAjAra meM vyAkhyAna thA, usa dina Apa prAtaHkAla thaDile bhUmikA padhAre, vahA~ duDhiyA sAdhu bakhtAvaramalajI milA, vaha pahile to khUba prema ke sAtha bAteM karatA rahA, kintu jaba ve zauca karake pAsa meM AyA aura hAtha dhone lage taba munizrI ne pUchA ki pAnI hai yA naupAnI, isa para DhUDhakajI cir3ha par3e aura krodha meM lAla tAte hokara kahane lage ki bakhtAvaramala:-are saMvegar3oM ! tumhAre zAstroM meM rAtri ke samaya kitanA pAnI rakhanA likhA hai ? muni:-Apake zAstra meM roTI kitanI khAnI likhI hai ? bakhtAH -roTI jitanI Avazyaka ho utanI khA sakate haiM / muni0-pAnI bhI jitanA cAhiye utanA rakha sakate haiM / bakhtA0-kyA tuma jar3a mUrti ko mAnate ho ? muni0 -tumhAre sUtroM ke pAne jar3a haiM ya caitanya ?

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469 iMDhiyoM kA parAjaya bakhtA0 - panne to jar3a haiM / muni0 tuma usako mAnate ho yA nahIM ? - sUtra batA0 --- sUtra to mAnate haiM para vandana pUjana nahIM karate haiM / muni0 - yahI to tumhArI ajJAnatA hai ki jisa sUtra ke dvArA sad jJAna prApti kara Atma-kalyANa karanA cAhate ho, phira bhI una sUtroM ko avandanIka hI samajhate ho / ityAdi kaI praznottara hue, vahA~ se Akara bajAra meM vyAkhyAna dene ke Azaya se jAkara pATe para baiTha gaye / vyAkhyAna meM viSaya thA mUrti pUjA kA / jisake lie zAstroM ke mUlapAThoM ke sAtha hU~ diye sAdhuoM kI 20 tasavIre ( phoTo ) nAma le 2 kara batalAi jo ki Apane pahale se hI saMgraha kara rakhI thIM / Apane kahA ki yaha mUrti haiM yA nahIM ? yadi inake nAma lekara ina phoTo kI koI beadabI kareM to hU~ r3hiyoM kA dila duHkhe yA nahIM ? vyAkhyAna ke pATe ke donoM tarakka dukAnoM para bahuta se dU~ r3hiye baiThe 2 suna rahe the / isa vyAkhyAna meM eka aisI bAta huI ki vzakhyAna kA pATA maidAna meM jo cAroM ora se khulA thA; pIche se eka kuttA pATe ke nIce hokara sthApanAjI ke pAsa A gayA to dU~ r3hiye loga ha~sane lage / munizrI ne kahA, 'are kutte ! tUM aba kyA mAphI mA~gane ko AyA hai ? zAyada izArA karatA hai ki maiM mUrti mAnane ko AyA hU~ para manuSya ke bhava meM jaba tummako kisI ne upadeza diyA hogA usa samaya yadi mUrti mAna lI hotI to isa kutte kI yoni meM kyoM AtA / khaira, maiM to Aja bhI upadeza detA hU~ ki jisa kisI ko kuttA aura kutte jaisI yoni se bacanA ho to mUrtti niMdakoM kI mithyA zraddhA evaM 30

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 470 haTa ko chor3akara mUrtipUjaka jaina bana jAnA cAhiye / aba bhI samaya hai varan isa kutta' kI mAphika pazcAttApa karanA par3egA aura anta meM mAphI mAMga kara mUrtipUjA svIkAra karanI par3egI; samajhe na ? isako sunakara ha~sI karane vAle hU~r3hiyoM ko lajjita honA par3A aura kahA ki munijI ne hamAre lie kutte kI yoni batalAI hai ityaadi| Apa eka mAsa sAdar3I meM Thahara kara jo kucha karanA thA vaha kArya kara liyA, isa prakAra hamezA vyAkhyAna hone se logoM kI zraddhA khUba majabUta ho gaI / sAdar3I meM ApakA padhAranA mUrti pUjaka samAja ke liye itanA lAbha kA kAraNa huA ki maiM lekhanI dvArA likha hI nahIM sakatA huuN| 72 zrIkesariyAjI kI yAtrArtha mevAr3a meM vahA~ se Apa rAnakapurajI padhAre, lagabhaga 700 zrAvaka zrAvikAeM sAtha meM the, mandiroM kA darzana kara paramAnaMda ko prApta hue; eka lar3AI kA stavana banA kara prabhu ke sAmane bola diyA, bAda zrAvakoM ne mu~vAre kholAye unake bhI darzana kiye yAnI acchI taraha se yAtrA kI / bhApa tathA prabhAvavijayajI aura jinazrI Adi sAdhviyAM, bhaMDArIjI yA bacharAjajI poravAla vagairaha kaI zrAvaka evama bahuta sI bAiyA~ vagairaha vahA~ se avalIpahAr3a car3ha kara bhAnapura pdhaare| plega ke kAraNa bhAnapura ke loga Apako grAma meM Ane nahIM diye, isalie Apa gAMva ke bAhara kisI kue para Thahara gaye / bhaMDArI jI ne grAma meM jAkara rAjaadhikArI logoM se kahA ki Apa bar3I bhArI bhUla karate ho, ki aise mahAtmA sahaja hI meM padhAra gaye

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471 bhAnapurA meM zAntisnAtra jinakI loga AzA aura abhilASA karate haiM: pAlI meM zAMti pUjA par3hAne se plega calA gayA, Apa bhI ina mahAtmA se vinaya kara apane yahAM zAMti pUjA par3hAiye / rAjAdhikArI logoM ne mahAjanoM ko bulAkara kahA ki tumhAre mahArAja Aye haiM; rIti rivAja ke anusAra grAma meM lAbha aura zAMtisnAtra baDI pUjA par3hAo / mahAjana munizrI ke pAsa zrAye; kiMtu munizrI ne usa samaya inkAra kara diyA ki hama logoM ko to Age jAnA hai, rAtri meM yahA~ Thahara kara prAtaH hI cale jAveMge aisI hamArI bhAvanA hai| yaha bAta rAjya karmacAriyoM ko jJAta huI to rAja kI evam akhila grAma kI ora se zrati Agraha huA jisako eka upakAra kA kAraNa samajha kara svIkAra kiyA, phira to thA hI kyA rAja kI ra se sammelA kara munizrI ko grAma meM le ge| dUsare dina maidAna meM mAMr3avA banA kara ninyAnave prakAra kI pUjA par3hAI gaI; guru kRpA se zAMti ho gaI tathA usa dina plega kA eka bhI kesa nahIM huA / yahI kAraNa thA ki udayapura taka do U~Ta va do AdamI rAjya kI ora se diye gae, aura kaI loga vahAM se yAtrArthaM munizrI ke sAtha ho gye| vahAM se sAyare gaye eka rAtri vahAM Thahare vahAM se eka gurAM, kuMkuma aura kesarabAI vagairaha yAtrArtha sAtha hue / S vahA~ se Dhola, kaMbAla, nAdAMmA, moTegrAma aura madAra Aye rAste meM kaI sthAnakavAsI kaI terahapanthI loga bhI munizrI kA upadeza sunakara sAtha meM ho gae aura vahA~ se calakara udayapura Aye kiMtu vahAM bhI plega hone ke kAraNa rozanalAlajI cutara vagairaha bahuta se AdamI samIne kher3e Thahare hue the, kAraNa vahAM eka samprati rAjA kA banAyA

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Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 472 & huA maMdira evaM bhavya mUrti thI, mAluma hone para unhoMne kaI zrAvakoM ko sAmane bhejA ataH munizrI apanA saMgha le kara samIne kher3e pahu~ce / isa vikaTa sthiti meM guru mahArAja kA padhAranA una logoM ke liye bahuta hI upakAra kA kArya huA; do dina vahAM Thaharakara dhUmadhAma se pUjA par3hAI, varaghor3A nikaalaa| zrImAn rozanalAlajI ne koziza kara rAste meM caukI mApha kA paravAnA bhI maMgavA diyA; vahAM se saMgha ravAnA ho kramazaH dhUlevAjI pahu~ca kara zrI kesariyAnAtha bAbA kA darzana kiyA; yaha darzana pahale pahala hone se itanA zrAnaMda AyA ki jisakA varNana na to mukha dvArA hI kahA jA sakatA hai aura na lekhanI se likhA jAtA hai / Apane dhUleve pAMca dina Thahara kara khUba hI AnaMda lUTA, kesariyAjI ke kaI stavana bhI bnaae| jisa samaya Apako bihAra karanA thA to mandira meM darzana karane ko gae kiMtu prabhu kI bhakti nahIM chUTa sakI, vahAM hI eka stavana banAyA " manamohana zralu A rahI " 1 saMgha ke saba loga vApisa lauTa kara sAdar3I kI ora gaye, kebala bhaMDArIjI caMdana caMdanI hI Apake sAtha rahe, usa samaya plega kA itanA jora thA ki bhaMDArIjI kheravAr3A kI chAvaNI taka arthAt pAMca kosa taka eka AdamI kI majadUrI ke pAMca rupaye dene ko taiyAra ho gaye para AdamI nahIM milA, usa hAlata meM bhaMDArAjI ne himmata kara cAra kosa taka saba sAmAna uThA kara munizrI ke sAtha paidala cale / cAra kosa cala kara jaMgala meM eka ku~vAM para bha~DArIjI ne rasoI banAI, bhojana kara vahA~ se Age cale, eka to bhaMDArIjI ke pAsa choTA moTA bajana jyAdA thA, dUsare bahuta se

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473 vikaTa paristhita meM bihAra nIMbU evaM zAka le liyA jisakA ki Apako bahuta hI zauqa thA tIsare bhojana kara ravAnA hue aura hAtha meM pAnI kA ghar3A bhI thA 'phAlguna mAsa kA tApa bhI jora se par3a rahA thA / Adhe mIla bhI nahIM gaye ki bhaMDArIjI ghabarA gaye aura Apake netra phirane lage, ataH eka mAr3a ke nIce thor3I dera baiTha gaye / usa vikaTa avasthA meM bhaMDArIjI ke pAsa jo pustakeM va kausAne ke maMdira kI rasIdeM, TIpa kI bahI vagairaha kA jo vajana thA vaha munizrI ne uThAyA aura jyoM tyoM kara kheravAr3A kI chAvanI taka pahu~ce, kiMtu vahA~ sipAhI dUra se hI pukAra kara rahe the ki 'aMdara nahIM jAnA' 2 bhaMDArIjI vicAra meM par3a gaye; dina to raha gayA thor3A, grAma meM jAne nahIM dete, aba kyA karanA cAhiye / phira himmata kara Age cale, pichale dina meM na to rasoI banAI aura na bhojana kiyA, phira cAra mIla calane para eka bhIloM kA prAma AyA, usa samaya kI vikaTa paristhiti sUrya se bhI dekhI nahIM gaI ataH vaha bhI astAcala kI ora bhAga chUTA a~dhere ne apanA prabhAva jamAnA zurU kara diyA, grAma ke pAsa meM jAte hI cAroM ora se pukAra hone lagI, 'gAMva meM nahIM AnA' 2 punaH bhaMDArIjI vicAra meM par3a gaye, munizrI ne kahA, bhaMDArIjI ! yaha jhAr3a pA gayA hai, isake pAsa baiTha jAo, thor3I rAtri calI jAve to phira Thaharane kI tajabIja karanA / bikaTa avasthA isI kA hI nAma hai, bhUkhe pyAse donoM kaira kA mAr3a ke pAsa baiTha gaye, jaba thAr3I-sI rAtri gaI aura saba loga gharoM meM jAkara so gaye taba bhaMDArIjI ne eka najadIka ke ghara meM kucha miThAI aura cAra Ane ke paise lekara gye| bhIlanI ko dekara pUchA, bAI isa grAma meM kina logoM ke ghara haiM ? uttara-bhIloM ke ! acchAbAI, hama

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 474 musAphira haiM, tumhAre ghara ke pAsa bAhara vizrAma lenA cAhate haiM / bhIlanI ne kaha diyA ki yahA~ nahoM, para yaha bAr3A hai isameM Thahara jAo, para prAtaH jaldI hI cale jAnA nahIM to hamArI aura tumhArI bar3I bhArI kharAbI hogI-bhaMDArIjI ne Akara kahA, calo rAtri meM Thaharane kI tajabIja kara AyA hU~, basa donoM gaye to vahA~ eka gAyoM kA bAr3A thA jahA~ itanI gaMdagI thI ki eka minaTa bhara bhI nahIM Thahara sake, para kyA kareM; mUlya samaya kA hI hai, rAtri vahA~ hI nikaalii| subaha uTha kara bhIlanI ko kahA ki lo, ye cAra Ane aura hamako mArga batalA do bhIlanI ne kahA cAra AnA kyA para cAra rupaiyA bhI devo to maiM nahIM cala sakatI hU~, tuma car3ha jAo / isa pahAr3a para se jAoge to Age kA grAma tIna kosa hai aura rAste 2 jAoge to pAMca kosa hogA, bAbA ! cale jAo . nahIM to mujhe bhI ThapakA milegaa| _____bhaMDArIjI aura munijI vahA~ se ravAnA hue, pA~ca kosa ke rAste para cale, kiMtu kosa bhI to mevAr3a ke the, jo 15 mIla jitane dUra the, calate 2 karIba 11 baje gAMva AyA, pUchane para mAlUma huA ki yahA~ 60 ghara haiM aura ve saba bhIloM ke haiM, na najadIka meM pAnI hI hai| vahA~ bhUkhe pyAsoM kA jIva ghabarA gayA thA para calane ke sivAya aura upAya hI kyA thA ? cAra kosa arthAt 12 mIla dUra zAMtinAthajI kI pAla grAma thA, vahAM sarAvagiyoM ke ghara the, eka rupaye meM eka maz2adUra kiyA, bhaMDArIjI kA vajana usako de diyaa| vahAM se ThIka 12 baje ravAnA hue, eka to bhUkha pyAsa, dUsare 15 mIla cala kara Aye, tIsarA Upara se tApa nIce se pairoM kA jalanA evaM garmI ke mAre prANa jA rahe the,

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475 vikaTAvasthA kI sImA phira bhI pahAr3a kA rAstA, na mile manuSya aura na pAyA pAnI yA chaayaa| jaisA hama kathAnIka zAstroM meM kisI mahApuruSa ke duHkha yAne vikaTa avasthA kA vyAkhyAna sunate haiM aura sunane para karuNA AjAtI hai, ThIka vahI hAlata munizrI aura bhaMDArIjI sAhaba kI huI thI / munijI kA pahilA maraNAMta kaSTa darA ke pahAr3a kA thA, dUsarA Aja kA hai, jaba usa pahAr3a para eka kosa gaye to donoM ke jIne kI AzA chUTa gii| phira bhI majadUra hoziyAra thA, bhaMDArIjI ne usako pUchA ki kahIM pAnI AtA hai, usane, hA~ yaha pAnI AyA, yaha AyA isa prakAra prAzA hI AzA meM eka kosa aura le AyA, para aba to prANa jIva se alaga hone kA samaya najadIka hI A pahu~cA thA, eka jhAr3a AyA to bhaMDArIjI dhakA khAkara vahIM gira par3e aura munijI bhI aceta hokara vahAM par3a gye| sAtha ke AdamI ne una donoM kI mRtyu sI dazA dekha kara pAnI kI sodha karane ko gayA; pahAr3a meM khUba bhaTakA para pAnI nahIM milA, bicArA bhIla bhI ghabarA gayA, phira dUsarI daphe bhIla ne himmata kara pAnI kI talAza kI; bhAgyavaza najadIka hI eka khAr3I meM pAnI dIkha par3A aura usa para eka jhAr3a kI chAyA bhI thii| AdamI bhaMDArIjI ke pAsa AyA, aura kahA kI seThajI pAnI najadIka ho hai bhaMDArIjI sAvadhAna hue aura himmata karake uThe aura pAnI kA ghar3A bhara liye aura apane pAsa zakkara thI usameM se karIba 1 serazakkara DAlI tathA pacAsa nIMba bhI usameM nicor3a diye, jaba kucha dera ho gaI to munizrI ko Amantrita kiyA; do tRpaNo pAnI pIne para Apako thor3I bahuta tRpti huI, bAda meM bhaMDA-:

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. Adarza jJAna - dvitIya khaNDa 476 jI ne bhI usa pAnI ko piyA, thor3A AdamI ko bhI pilAyA; isa hAlata meM jIva ko kucha tasallI huI, vahAM eka ghaMTe Thahare / munizrI subaha ke bhUkhe pyAse the bhaMDArIjI ne kahA ki abhI do kosa grAma dUra hai jAne meM do ghaMTA laga jAyagA, vahAM jAkara rasoI banAnI haiM himmata kara caliye / basa vahAM se saba vAne hue para munijI ke paira phUTa 2 kara rakta baha rahA thA / ataH Apane kahA bhaMDArIjI Apa aura AdamI Age caliye maiM dhIre dhIre jAUMgA / yahI kAraNa thA ki bhaMDArIjI aura zrAdamI zrAge cale aura picche munijI dhIre 2 pahAr3I rAste se A rahe the para durdeva ke kopa se pIche munizrI rAstA bhUla kara pahAr3a meM bhaTakane lage usa nirjana pahAr3a meM na milA koI bhI aura na milA grAma kA rAstA, bhaTaka 2 kara thaka gaye aura idhara dina bhI bahuta " kama raha gayA / bhaMDArIjI grAma ke pAsa gaye eka jhAr3a sI nadI meM pAnI cala rahA thA vahAM DerA DAla thor3A rahane para bhI munijI na Aye vahAM eka ghur3asavAra AyA usako eka rupayA dekara munijI ko zodhane ke liye bhejA, para vaha gayA rAste 2 munijI bhaTaka rahe the pahAr3a meM ataH savAra vApisa Akara kahA ki yahAM kosa bhara bhUmi meM koI AdamI ko sUrata hI nahIM dikhatI hai isako sunakara bhaMDArIjI ke hoza ur3a gaye, AdamI ko vahAM baiThA kara Apa khuda tathA ghur3asavAra phira dubArA munijI kI zodha meM gaye / idhara dekhA jAya to kucha ghaMTA bhara rAtri gaI hogI ki munijI ekale grAma ke pAsa A nikale / zrAdamI baiThA thA pUchane para mAlUma huA ki bhaMDArIjI Apake sAmane gaye haiM / ke pAsa hI choTI rasoI banAI dina

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:477 vihAra meM maraNAnta kaSTa munijIvahAM Thahara gye| karIba pahara rAtri gayI hogI ki bhaMDArIjI nirAza hokara grAma ke pAsa Ae aura munijI ko baiThA dekhA taba unake jIva ko saMtoSa huA / usa dina kI vipattAvasthA eka jIva kI bAjI lagAne kI hI thI phira bhI samaya nikala gyaa| munizrI evaM bhaMDArIjI donoM thaka gaye the evaM maraNAnta kaSTa se mukta hue the Apasa kI bAteM kI aura vaha banAI huI rasoI AdamiyoM ko khilA dI kAraNa munizrI ke sadRza bhaMDArIjI ke bhI rAtri meM anna jala ke tyAga arthAt cauvIhAra thaa| rAtri samaya nAI ko bulA kara bhaMDArIjI ne tela kI mAliza karavAI tathA munizrI kI bhI vyAvacca ko aura kriyA kANDa kara vaha rAtri usI jhAr3a ke nIce vyatIta kI / jahAM ThahareM vahAM eka bAbAjI kA maTha thA subaha bAbAjI se jAkara bhaMDArIjI mile / bAbAjI itane sajjana aura milanasAra the ki bhaMDArIjI kI bAta suna kara ve apane maTha meM le gaye aura isa prakAra kA svAgata kiyA ki zAyada hI aisA koI khAsa sambandhI bhI kara sakatA ho basa dUsare dina vahAM bAbAjI ke maTha meM raha gaye aura pichale dina kA thakelA vahAM utArA aura pAsa meM digambaroM ke ghara aura eka bar3A mandira thA jisakA darzana bhI kiyaa| ___ tIsare dina vihAra kara IDara Aye, phira to thA hI kyA ? yahAM saba prakAra se zrAnanda thA evaM zrAvakoM ke bahuta se ghara the, usa dina to vahIM Thahare, dUsare dina kille ke mandira ke darzana karane ko gaye / mandira bar3A hI vizAla thA, AsapAsa meM pahAr3a ke andara bahuta sI guphAyeM thIM, jisako dekha munizrI kA to vahIM Thaharane kA vicAra ho gayA aura kahA ki dhyAna karane ke lie to

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bhAdarza jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 478 yahI sthAna suramya hai, kintu eka to guru mahArAja se milanA thA, dUsare siddha girI kI yAtrA karanI thI; 3 dina Thahara kara Apane bihAra kara diyaa| 73 aAmanagara meM eka buTThI zrAvikA ! Apa IDara se bihAra kara kramazaH Amanagara padhAre, bha~DArIjI Apake sAtha hI the / zrAvaka kI AjJA se Apa eka dharmazAlA meM Thahara gaye, thor3I dera ke bAda eka bur3hiyA AI aura usane kahAH buDhI0-tameM kauna cho ? bha~DArIo-A eka sAdhu ch| buDhI0-sAdhu hoya to kApar3a pIlA kema nathI ? bha~DArI-pIlA kApar3a Apa nathI rAkhatA / buDhI0-tyAre sAdhu zA nA ? muni0 -bahina amAre pAsa raMga nathI / budi0-lo hU~ lAvI Apu? muni-zuM tamAre pAsa raMga che ? buDhi0-are amAre pAsa na hoya to zuthayo bajAra meM becAto to male che na ? muni0-vecAto raMga amAre khapato nthii| bur3hi-tyAre zuraMga ghara meM banato haze ? muni0-behana gharanA raMga thI raMgelA kApar3a vApare tezroja sAdhu yahavAya / buDhi0-tyAre zu eTalA badhA sAdhu gharanA raMga thI kApar3a ragatA haze ?

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eka bur3iyA ke praznoM ke uttara muni0 - je gharanA raMga thI kApar3a raMgAya tene ja sAdhu kahavAya; bIjA mUlya nA raMga thI raMgavA mAM sAdhutva nathI, Ato potAnI . peTa bharAinu sAdhana che / 479 buDhI0 - kAMika samajhI, ane kahavA lAgI ke gharano raMga ane vecAto bAjArano raMga no tameM zu artha karo cho ? muni-gharano raMga paTale zrAtmAno vairAgyaraMga hoya to sAdhu kahavAya ane bajArano mola becAtA raMgathI, kApar3a raMgavA aTele roTalA mATe sAdhu kahavAI, peTanI pUjA karavI / buDhI0 -tyAre zuM kApar3a raMgavA vAlA sAdhu peTanA pujArI che ? muni0 - hu~ aima nathI, kahato jene gharano raMga hoya pache becAtA raMga thI kApar3a raMge yA na raMge to paNa kharA sAdhu kahavAya / buDhI0 - tame kApar3a raMgatA nathI oTale tamAre gharano raMga che, no artha to emaja thayo ke tame kharA sAdhu ho / muni0 - nA bahena tame bhUla karo che dadhuM hato ke me to pahalA thI kahI mAre pAsa raMga nathI Tale kApar3a raMgatA nathI / buDhI0 - tameM kaI bhaNelA paNa cho ? muni0 - sAdhAraNa / buDhI0 - zrI jaMbudvIpa pheTalo laMbo pahulo che ? muni0- eka lAkha yojana no / buTTo0- enI paridhi keTalo che ? -- muni0 - suno bahIna 316227 yojana, tInagAu, ekasau aThAvIsa dhanuSya, sADA terahaaMgula eka joM, eka jU~, eka lIkha ane pAMca vyavahAriyA paramANu jeTalI / buDDhI0 - jambudvIpa mAM zAzvatA parvata keTalA hai ? 10

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48. Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 480 muni0-269 parvata zAzvatA cha / buDhI0-kevA kevA ? muni0-200 kAMcanagirI, 34 dIrghavaitAr3a, 6 varSadhara, 4 gajadaMtA, 4 vATalAvaitAr3a, 4 jamaka samaka citra vicitra, 16 vakhArA, parvata tathA 1 merugirI, kula 269 parvata cha / buDDI0-jambudvIpa mAM draha keTalA che ? muni0-16 draha cha / buDhI0-jambudvIpa mAM nadiyAM keTalI che ? muni0-1456090 nadiyAM cha / buDho-jambudvIpa mAM vijayAtro keTalI che ? muni0-32 ch| buDhI-khaMDa kI vijaya no nAma ane kyAM che ? muniH-mahAvideha kSetra mA 32 vijayAzro che temAM caubIsamI salIlA vijaya cha / buDhI-tame kaho cho ke sAdhAraNa jJAna Avar3e che, paNa tame to mahAjJAnI hoya ema lAgo cho, eTalo badho kaThastha jJAna / ___ bhaMDArI0-A mahArAja ne 400 thokar3A Ave che, ane ghaNA zAstra kaNThastha karelA che| budi-hA~ karatA haze tyAreja amArA praznoM nA khaDAkhar3a uttara Apo dodhA, sAheba atra mAsa kalpa virAjo ane pachI caumAso kara jo, tamane bahu lAbha thA she| muni0-nAre bahena amAre to kAle vihAra karavAno ch| buDDhI-sAdhu thai gayA pachI eTalI badhI daur3a dhUma zAnI ? muni-amare guru mahArAja ne pAse jau che, ane zatruJjaya

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HTTER 481 eka bur3hiyA praznoM ke uttara nI yAtrA karavI che, eTalA mATe to ame mAravAr3a thI AvyAchiye / buDhI-karajo yAtrA zatruJjaya tyAMja cha / muni-ame pahilA DhUMDhiyA hatA yAtrA karI nathI aTale tIrtha bheTavAnI umaMga lAgo cha, eTale satvara thI javA naa| buDhDhI-zutame DhU~DhiyA hatA? muni0-haaN| buDhI-to tame A badho jJAna DhUMDhiyA mAM rahI bhaNyA cho ? muni0-hA~, bahena / buDDI-to zuDhiyA mAM paNa eTalo jJAna hoya che ? muni0-jJAna no koI e ijAge nathI lIdho, bhaNe teno jJAna / buDDI-tyAre tameM DhiyA dharma kema choDI AvyA ? muni0-DhiyAoM nI zraddhA khoTI che tetroM mUrtipUjA mAnatA nthii| ' buDDhI-are zrA zukaho cho mUrtipUjA nathI mAnatA tyAre tezro jaina to paNa manuSyatva mAM paNa nthii| muni0-tyAreja ame mithyA paMtha ne chor3I nikalyA ane siddhAcalanI yAtrA javA AjyA lie / ____ buDhI-hA~ sAheba tamAro kahevU sAcuche, lo TAima thaI gaI che, AhAra pAnI mATe padhAro, hU~ Apane sAthe cAlIne ghara batAvI aapuN| muni:-zutumAre tyA~ zrAvaka nathI ? - buDDI-zrAvaka che paNa lAgaNI och| che eno kAraNa ahIM sAdhu TheratA nathI, kadI vihAra karatA Ave to eka be divasa There cha / muni0-tame avasara dekho, hu~ to gocarI pANI lai AvIza / buDDI-paNa. A tamAre sAthe buDhA ( DosA) mANasa che te roTalA kyA jmshe|

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pAnI jarUrata bhAI amAra roTI karA pache hAtha Adarza jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 482 muni0-A mANasa nathI, paNa bhakti vAlA zrAvaka cha / buDhI-tyAre amAre tyAM, mokalo / muni0-A to zrAvaka jANe ke tame jANo, amane bacamAM par3avAnI jarUrata nthii| buDDI-cAlo bhAI amAre tyA roTalA khAilo / bhaMDArI-nA bahena hu~ to hAthe roTI karI khAuM chu| buDDI-zu karavA chatA amAre zrAvaka nA ghara che pache hAthe roTalA za karavA karo cho| ____ bur3hiyA kI munizrI para itanI zraddhA ho gaI ki dopahara meM Akara bahuta se praznottara kiye aura Thaharane ke liye bahuta koziza kI, kiMtu jAnA Avazyaka thA, ataH usakI icchA hone para bhI munizrI Thahara nahIM ske| 74-pA~tija ke zrAvakoM ke praznottara ___ dUsare dina vihAra kara prAMteja gaye, yaha kSetra buddhisAgarasUri kA thA prAnteja meM eka ati suramya upAzraya bhI thA, para usameM prAyaH buddhisAgarajI va Apake ziSya hI Thaharate the, isa samaya prAMteja meM plega kA roga cala rahA thA ataH saba loga grAma ke bAhara pRthak pRthak makAna yA moMpar3A bAMdha kara Thahare hue the| jaba ki munizrI rAste se nikale to Apake sapheda vastra dekha una ekatra hue zrAvakoM meM se kisI eka ne kahA, 'gaurajI AvyA ch|' munizrI ne sunA to Apa vahAM Thahara gaye aura una zrAvakoM se kahane lage ki, zutame gaurajI zabdano artha jANo cho|' zrAvaka-gaurajI no artha eTale patita thayelA sAdhu /

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gaurajI zabdano saccArtha muni0 - huM vyakti ne mATe nathI pUchato, paNa gaurajI zabda no artha pUchUM chU / zrAvaka - ame nathI jANatA, agara Apa jANo cho to batAo zrame paNa suzu N / muni0 - gaurajI yAni guru zabda ke artha ko aisI yukti se samajhAyA ki jisako suna kara eka daphe to saba zrAvaka cakita ho gaye, basa usI samaya vinatI kI ki sAheba Apa yahAM virAjo aura hamAre duHkho ke dinoM meM kucha upadeza dekara hamAre sahAyaka baniye / hama ApakA bar3A hI upakAra smjheNge| basa, phira to dera hI kyA thI, upAzraya khola diyA, sAtha cala kara AhAra pAnI kI saba yogavAi karavA dI, bhaMDArIjI ne bhI apane hAtha se rasoI banA kara bhojana kara liyA / dopahara ko bahuta se Avaka Aye aura AgrahapUrvaka vinatI kI ki sAhiba Apa yahAM eka mAsa Thaharo kintu itanA zravakAza na hone se do dina vahAM Thahara kara unako cAra TAima vyAkhyAna sunAyA / vahAM se vihAra kara jaba muni naravAr3e Aye to bhaMDArIjI ahamadAbAda cale gaye the / naravAr3a meM ahamadAbAda ke kaI yAtrI Aye hue the, vahAM unhoMne rasoI banAI, munizrI ko vahAM dekha . lene para bhI unhoMne zrAhAra pAnI ke liye AmantraNa nahIM kiyA Akhira una logoM ne bhojana karane ko baiThane kI bhI taiyArI kara lI, vahAM dUsare sthAna AhAra pAnI kA yoga nahIM thA / munizrI ne upavAsa ke paccara kAna kara lie, bAda una zrAvakoM ke pAsa jAkara pUchA: 483 *

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bhAvaza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa muni0-bhAI meM kauna cho? zrAvaka-ame zrAvaka chie| muni0-kyAM prAmanA cho ? zrAvaka-ahamadAbAda naa| muni0-vahIM zukaravA AvyA cho ? zrAvaka-yAtrA karavA AvyA chie / muni0-guMtame kaho cho te sAcuche ke kalpita ? zrAvaka-kalpita kema ame sAMcaikahIye chie| muni0--paNa tameM zrAvaka cho konA ? zrAvaka-bhagavAna mahAvIra naa| muni0-mahAvIranA zrAvaka evA nirdaya hRdaya vAlA nathI hoya ? zrAvaka-zuame nirdaya lie| muni0-biijushu| zrAvaka-eTale / muni-zutame jANatA nathI ke A dharmazAlA mAM eka sAdhu AvyA che tene mATe tamArI vandana to rahI, paNa AhAra pAnI mATe paNa eTalI, bedarakArI ? zuM yAtrArtha AvelA zrAvakonA evAja kartavya hoya che ? zrAvaka-samajhI gayA ki apaNI bhUla jarUra thai che to paNa kahavA lAgyA ki sAhiba ame jANyo ke gholA kapar3A vAlA koI gorajI hshe| ____ muni0-zu gaurajI ne AhAra pAnI ApavAmoM paNa eTalo badho pApa lAgato haze ki tame kutarA ne Tukar3A nAkho cho ane gaurajI mATe upekSA karo cho / vIranA zrAvakoM nA aAvAja lakSaNa hoya chena ?

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ahamadAbAda ke dhAvaka zrAvakaH -- lajjita thaI gayA, tathApi pUchavA lAgyA ke sAheba tame kiyA siMghAr3a nA ho ? 485 muni0 - siMghAr3A badhA sar3I gayA che zrame lie vIranA sAdhu / zrAvaka0 - paNa tamAre dIkSA gurU kauna che ? muni0- parama yogIrAja munizrI ratnavijayajI mahArAja jo tamAre ujavAI nI dharmazAlA mAM caumAsau rahI gayelA che / zrAvaka0 - bahu bhaktipUrvaka kahavA lAgyA ke sAheba padhAro bhAta pAnI no lAbha zrApo ? 1 muni0 - zrAvako ! zrame tamane eTalo upadeza Apyote kevala bhAta pANI mATe nathI zrApyo, para tamAro kartavya samajhAvyo che kAraNa tame jaina cho / game teo veSadhArI hoya to AhAra pAnI ApavA mAM thor3I paNa bedarakArI naja hovI joie, zuM tameM vastupAla tejapAla no caritra nathI sAMbhalyo ke te eka patita sAdhu ne pradakSiNApUrvaka vaMdana kIdhI hatI, ane te sAdhu potAno patita AcAra chor3I, umra bihArI banI gayo hato to pachI AhAra pAnI ApavA mAM zurUM nukasAna che / zrAvaka0 - cAlo sAheba vakta bahu thaI gayo che / muniH - tamArI bhAvanA che, eTale tamane lAbha thaI gayo che amAre to Aja upavAsa che te paNa cauvIhAra | zrAvaka0 - nA sAheba bhAta pANI no lAbha to Apavo ja par3aze / muni0 - kahIdIrdhune mAre cauvIhAra upavAsa che / zrAvaka0 - Apa kyA re upavAsa nA paJcarakANa kidhA che ! muni0 -- hamaNA tamAre pAsa AvyA pahalA / zrAvaka - are sAhiba to upavAsa zramAre kAraNa zramArI 31

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Adarza jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 486 bedarakArI ne lIdheja thayo che, eTale ame kevI rote bhojana kariye / ___ muni0-game tema ho, amAre to zrAja upavAsa che paNa tamane eTaluja kahu~ chU ke tame game tyAM jAo, pahile sAdhusAdhvInI sAra saMbhAla liijo| - zrAvaka-pazcAtApa karavA pachI tezro bhojana kidhu ane syAra bAda munizrI ne pAsa bhAvyA, have kyAM padhArazo Apane sAtha koI mANasa natho ? ____ muni-ame mAravAr3a thI zrI kesariyAjI nI yAtrA karI ne zrAvyA chIe jaghar3Iye guru mahArAja pAse jAvanA chAe ane pachI zatruJjayanI yAtrA karavI cha, amAre sAthe mANasa nathI paNa eka jodhapuranA zrAvaka che te AjanI gAr3I thI ahamadAbAda gayA che| ___ zrAvaka-sAhiba Apa kAle yahA~ Thero ame paNa rahI jAsu, kAle pAraNo karIne vihAra krjo| . muni-pAraNAne lIdhe tumane rahavu par3e, A pramANe ame rahavAne mATe taiyAra nathI, subaha vihAranA bhAva ch| zrAvaka-ahamadAbAda Apa kyA~ utrso| muni-amAro tyA ghara maTha ke, upAsaro nathI, jyA~ jagaha milaze tyA vizrAma lai lesu| ___ zrAvaka-phakkar3a gurunA ziSya paNa phakkar3aja hoya cha, sAhiba Apa ahamadAbAda meM pahalI AvelA cho ? koI ne sAthe jANa paicANa che? muni0-nA, pahalI nathI Avyo, jANa paichANa ke bhagavAna mahAvIra ne sAtha / bIju tyAM mAravADiyo nA 500 ghara che, ane keTalAka to amAre saMsAra pakSa nA saMbaMdhI paNa che, paNa jANa

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487 munizrI kA ahamadAbAda meM paichANa na hoya to amAre levu devu zuche mandiroM nA darzana karI cAlyo jAvu che, samajyA na zrAvako ? - zrAvaka-potAnA manamAM aphasosa karavA lAgyA, ane Akhira te ravAnA thaI ahamadAbAda cAlyA gayA / 75-munizrI kA ahamadAbAda meM pApaNa bhaMDArIjI ke ahamadAbAda jAne se phalaudI vAloM, sAlAvAsa vAloM, tathA kerU setarAvAvAloM evaM sabako mAlUma huI ki munizrI phala padhAreMge, unhoMne saba mAravAr3I samAja ko sUcanA de dI, aura agavAnI ke liye bAjA gAjA vagairaha kI bar3e joza ke sAtha taiyAriyAM karane lage, kAraNa phalaudaM vAle to Apake pUrNa bhakta the hI, sAlAvAsa vAle Apake sa~sAra pakSa ke susarAla vAle hI the, keru vAle vaha bhI Apake najadIka saMbaMdhI the / dUsare mAravAr3I samAja ko mAravAr3I sAdhu kA yaha sarva prathama hI avasara milA thA, ataH sabake dila meM utsAha umar3a uThA thaa| - prAtaHkAla hote hI saba logoM ne apane mAravAr3I rivAja ke anusAra zrAbhUSaNa, vastrAdi se sajadhaja ho kara saikaDoM nara-nAriyoM munizrI ke sAmane bahuta dara taka cale gye| jaba munizrI ke darzana huye to jayanAda se gagana guMja uThA, phira bAje gAje ke sAtha nagara praveza kiyA to jo naravAr3A meM mile the vaha gujarAtI zrAvaka agavAnI meM A sammilita hue / jaba munizrI sadara bAjAra bar3I sar3aka para Aye to kaI gujarAtI sAdhu ApakI agavAnI ke julUsa kA ThATha dekha pUchane lage ki 'yA ekalA sAdhu kiyA gaccha evaM kyA thI zrAvyA che ane kyA upAsarA meM uttarase ityAdi ?

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Adarza- jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 488 Apake utarane ke liye nAgaurI sarAya ke pAsa eka makAna pahile se hI muqararra kara rakhA thA, Apa mandiroM ke darzana karate hue makAna para Aye aura maMgalAcaraNa ke bAda thor3A sA vyAkhyAna diyA, kevala eka hI gAthA kA uccAraNa kiyA jo : naya bhaMga pamANehiM, jo AyA saba bapahiM / sammadaDDi usa nAtro, bhaNiya viyarAyehiM // 1 // isakA artha Apane sAdhAraNa taura para kiyA jisameM eka ghaMTA laga gayA, gurjara zrAvaka to ApakI dezanA suna kara cakita ho gaye / jo unake liye isa prakAra naya nikSepa pramANa syAdvAda se AtmA kA svarUpa sunanA apUrva hI thA pA~ca sajjanoM kI ora se zrIphalAdi pA~ca prabhAvanA ke sAtha sabhA visarjana huI / tatpazcAt gocarI pAnI se nivRta hone para kaI mAravAr3I aura gujarAtI zrAvaka zrAye aura vyAkhyAna ke liye prArthanA kI para ApazrI ne pharamAyA ki maiM to ahamadAbAda ke mandiroM ke darzana karane ko AyA hU~, aura mere sthiratA bhI kama hI hai / mandiroM ke darzanoM kA samaya bhI subaha kA hai aura vyAkhyAna kA samaya bhI subaha kA hotA hai, ataH donoM kAma eka samaya kaise bana sakate haiM ? vizeSatayA mAravAr3I samAja ne jora de kara kahA ki yahA~ gujarAtiyoM kA hI sAmrAjya hai, na to mAravAr3I sAdhu yahA~ vizeSa haiM aura na Apake jaisA vyAkhyAna ho hotA hai, ataH gurjaroM ko mAlUma to ho jAvegA ki mAravAr3a meM bhI aise 2 vidvAna sAdhu vidyamAna haiM, ataH Apa hamArI prArthanA svIkAra kara vyAkhyAna to kala se zurU kara hI deM / munizrI ne zrAvakoM kI AgrahapUrvaka prArthanA ko svIkAra kara dUsare dina se hI vyAkhyAna cAlU kara diyA /

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489 ahamadAbAda sAdhu0 yadyapi ahamadAbAda ke kaI upAzraya evaM dharmazAlA meM vyAkhyAna bacatA hI thA kiMtu ve vAr3AbandhI ke the, ApakA vyAkhyAna saba ke liye samAna hone se pariSadA kA itanA jamaghaTa rahatA thA ki Akhira zrApa Thahare usa sthAna ko jagaha ke abhAva se chor3a kara anya sthAna meM vyAkhyAna denA par3A; Apake vyAkhyAna meM adhika tara dravyAnuyoga kA viSaya hI rahatA thA; bhAvanA adhikAra meM Apa kathAnIka saMbaMdha bhI isa prakAra kahA karate the ki dina kitanA hI kyoM na A jAve kiMtu uThane kI icchA hI nahIM hotI thI / Apa ko sAdhuoM se milane kA to itanA prema thA ki jahAM sAdhu ke lie sunA, ki bhaMDArIjI ko le kara vahAM cale hI jAte, aura zAstrIya bAtoM kI carcA karane meM bar3A hI rasa AtA thA / (1) vidyAzAlA meM vayavRddha zrI siddhivijayajI meghavijayajI / ( 2 ) r3eloM ke upAzraya-panyAsa dharmavijayajI mahArAja Adi / ( 3 ) lavAra kI pola muMzI siddhivijayajI mahArAja Adi / (4) ujamabAI kI dharmazAlA meM munilalitavijayajI Adi / ( 5 ) lAlabhAI ke vAr3A meM munizrI karpUravijayajI mahArAja / (6.) balI ke upAzraya meM zrI buddhisAgarasUrijI ke sAdhu | ( 7 ) pAMjarApola ke upAzraya meM AcArya nemisUrijI ke sAdhu / ( 8 ) bhaTTI ke upAzraya meM paM0 gulAbavijayajI / (9) ujamabAIkI dharmazAlA meM zrI kesaravijayajI Adi / (10) sAmar3o kI pola meM muni pUnamacandajI sAgaracaMdajI | ( 11 ) kharataroM kI khir3akI meM muniratnasAgarajI / ( 12 ) devAsA ke pahAr3a meM muktivimalajI vagairahaH / (13) zAhapura ke upAzraya meM muni kanakavijayajI Adi /

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Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 490 aura bhI kaI sthAnoMpara kaI sAdhu the, Apa una saba se mile aura kaI prakAra ke praznottara bhI kie, ahamadAbAda kI jaina samAja meM yaha bAta sarvatra phaila gaI ki eka mAravAr3I sAdhu AyA hai, jo DhU~r3hiyoM se nikala kara saMvegI huA vaha jaina-zAstroM kA bar3A hI jAnakAra hai / munizrI jina 2 sAdhutroM se mile ve saba upAzraya pustaka bhaMDAra aura padaviyoM kA lAlaca batalA kara apanI 2 ora kheMcane kA prayatna karate the, kintu Apane kisI ko bhI inkAra nahIM kiyA tathA yahI kahate rahe ki maiMne dIkSA to parama yogIrAja munizrI ratnavijayajI mahArAja ke pAsa lI hai, aba rahanA kisa ke pAsa, isaliye saba sAdhuoM se bheMTa kara rahA hU~, jahAM merA dila sthira ho jAvegA vahAM hI maiM Thahara jaauuNgaa| isa prakAra kahane se koI nirAza nahIM huA kintu saba AzA rakhate the / Apa jitane sAdhuoM se mile unameM bahuta kama sadhutroM ko jainazAstroM ke abhyAsI pAye aura AcAra vicAra meM bhI jahAM dekhA vahAM zithilatA hI pAI gaI, pUchane para apavAda kA kAraNa batalAte the / eka dina Apa bhaTI kI pola ke upAzraya meM gaye jahAM gulAbavijayajI panyAsa Thahare hue the, zrApa AcAra vicAra meM zithila the parantu Apako zAstroM kA abhyAsa acchA thA, Apa dopahara meM kaI sAdhuoM ko zrI bhagavatIjI sUtra kI vAcanA diyA karate the, tathA kaI zrAvaka gaNa jo sUtroM ke premI aura ruci rakhanevAle the ve bhI vahAM AyA karate the / zrApa jisa samaya vahAM padhAre taba 15 sAdhu aura 50 zrAvaka zrAvikAeM sUtra suna rahe the, Apa bhI pheTA vandana karake baiTha gaye / bhagavatI sUtra kA 34vAM zataka mahAjummoM kA adhikAra baMca rahA thA /

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491 panyAsagI se praznottaraH panyAsajI-zutame bhagavatI sUtra joyo che ? munizrI-jI sAhiba / panyAsajI-keTalI bAra tame bhagavatIjI sUtra bAMcyo che ? munizrI-sAta bakhta bAMcyo che / panyAsajI-bhagavatIjI sUtra nA varga keTalA che ? munizrI---19 varga ane tenA 190 udezA ch| panyAsajI-zrA mahAjummA bacAya che tamane samajha par3eche ? munizrI-jI hA~ khur3igajummA, rAsIjummA, ane mahAjummA amAre kaNThastha karelA che| .. panyAsajI-gasI jummA bolo| munizrI-vistAra thI kahI sNbhlaavyaa| panyAsajI-gajaba tameM jJAna kaNThastha kiyo cha / bhaMDArIjI-400 thokar3A ApakA kaNThastha yAda haiM / panyAsajI-are eTalo badho jJAna tame kaune pAse bhaNyA / munizrI-DhUMr3hiyA ne paase| panyAsajI-zuM DhUMr3hiyoM mAM paNa zAstrano eTalo bodha-jJAna che? munizrI-sAhiba mArA khyAla thI to zAstra no jeTalo jJAna kaNThastha karavA meM DhUMr3hiyA mehanata kare che teTalI zAyada hI saMvegI karatA haze / hU~ ghaNA saMvegI sAdhu nA darzana kidhA che paNa zAstro no bodha ochA najara Ave che / bhale vyAkaraNa nyAya tarka no abhyAsa karatA haze paNa jyAM sudhI jainAgamoM no abhyAsa nayI tyAM sudhI cAritra nI zuddhatA naja hoya / panyAsajI-paNa DhUMDhiyA TIka vagairaha nathI manatA ? munizrI-paNa e eTalA puratIja ke mUrti pajA viSayabAlI

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Adarza - jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa TIkA ne nathI mAnatA zeSa sarva mAne che / panyAsajI -----tyAre DhU~DhiyA bhagavAna nA caurato kharAja na ? - . munizrI - eTalA mATe to ame DhUMDhikapaNa no tyAga karIya chae / panyAsajI-tame sArUM kIgho, paNa badhA DhU~r3hiyAM ema bharaNeche ? munizrI - nA, 100 sAdhuoM meM kevala 2 sAdhu thokar3A jANeche / panyAsajI - tamAre jJAnAbhyAsa sAro che ? 492 panyAsajI ne munizrI kI parIkSA ke liye kaI prazna pUche jinake uttara Apane binA kisI vilamba ke de diye / tathA bAda meM pucchayo ke zu tame gamA paNa kaNThastha kidhA che ? munizrI - jI hA~ / panyAsa 0- -gamA nA viSaya meM keTalAka prazna pUchayA / munizrI --- tenA paNa uttara zIghratA thI ApI dIdhA / --- panyAsa0 - Apa yahA~ keTalA dahAr3A rokAzI ? munizrI - hAla 15 divasa ThaharavAnA bhAva che / panyAsa 0 -- ThIka che, tame hamezA dopaharanA yahA~ AvyA karo | munizrI - zravAno to samaya milavA thI zrAvAya, Aja to kevala Apa thI milavA mATeja Avyo chu / panyAsajI - khaira samaya mile to jarUra zrAvajo / munizrI - jI sAhiba | munizrI ne panyAsajI ko kaI prazna pucche para usa samaya panyAsajI una praznoM ke utara nahIM de sakeM aura kahA ki hU~ A praznoM ne mATe vicAra karIza tame kAle bhAvajo / eka dina eka pola ke maMdira meM pUjA thI, TeliyA ( khabara dene vAlA) phira gayA thA, kitane hI mAravAr3I bhAvakoM e

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493 upakezagaccha kI prAcInatA bhaMDArIjI ke sAtha ApazrI bhI pUjA meM padhAre kitane hI sAdhu vahAM pahale se pUjA meM baiThe hue the unake pIche jAkara Apa bhI baiTha gaye; bAda jyoM 2 sAdhu Ate gaye tyoM 2 pIche baiThate gye| karIba 75 sAdhu pUjA meM A gaye jinameM kaI gAne vAle bhI the; jaba sAdhuoM kA itanA jamaghaTa thA to phira zrAvakoM kA to kahanA hI kyA thaa| bIca meM munizrI ko baiThA huA dekha kaI sAdhu kahane lage, 'tame kiyA gacchanA cho| muni-ame upakeza gaccha nA chae / sAdhu-upakeza eTale ? muni-eka prAcIna thI prAcIna jeSTa gaccha eTale upakezagaccha / sAdhu-ye kevo gaccha ame to nAma zudhI nathI saMbhalyo / muni-hamaNA~ pUjA bhaNAya che, pUjA samApta thaijA zreTale tamane samajhAvIza ke upakeza gaccha shuche| pUjA samApta hone ke pazcAt bahuta se sAdhu cAroM ora khar3e hokara munizrI ko pachanelage ki 'hIve samajhAo upakezagaccha kauno gaccha che?" muni-tame jo roTalA lAo cho te badA zrAvaka upakeza gaccha nA ch| sAdhu-te kema ? muni-upakeza gaccha nA AcAryoMe zrImAla, poravAla ane osavAla jAtiyAM banAI, teja jAtiyAM ApanI sevA kare cha / sAdhu-zuSAdhI jAtiyoM upakezagaccha nA AcAryoe banA vIche to ama vatAoM ke te prAcAryoM nA zu nAmo hatA ? muni-AcArya ratnaprabhasUri ne osavAla banAyA, AcArya svayaMprabhasUri ne zrImAla, poravAla banAvyA /

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bhAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 494 sAdhu-kema poravAla haribhadrasUri ane zrImAla udayaprabhasUri ne banAvyA ch| to tame svayaprabhasUri no nAma kema batAyo cho ? muni-haribhadrasUri kiyAre thayA ? sAdhu-vi0 saM0 585 no samaya ch| (vi0 saM0 115) muni-zatruJjaya no uddhAra jAvar3a poravAla ne kyAre karAvyo ? sAdhu-vi0 saM0 108 meM / muni- tyAre haribhadrasUri thI pUrve poravAla hatA kharA na ? sAdhu-hA~ A pramANe to thAvAja joiye / itane meM lohAranI polanA munizrI siddhivijayajI muMzI bIca mAM hI bolI uThyA; 'sAdhuoM tamane khabara nathI ke upakeza gaccha saba gacchoM meM jeSTha ane pUrANA gaccha che; ratnaprabhasUri pArzvanAtha nA saMtA niyA hatA; osA nagarI meM osavAla teone ja banAvyA cha / ityAdi bahuta samajhAyA phira samaya thor3A rahane se saba sAdhu tathA muni apane sthAna cale gaye, kiMtu pratyeka upAzraya meM yaha eka naI carcA hI chir3a gaI ki eka upakezagacchanA sAdhu yahA~ AvyA cha / ___ eka dina munizrI bhaMDArI jI ko sAtha le kara lAlabhAI ke bar3e munizrI kapUravijayajI ke pAsa gaye, Apa bAteM karate hI the ki itane meM kaI kAThiyAvAr3a ke navayuvaka zrAvaka Aye aura unhoMne apanI duHkha gAthA munizrI ko sunAI ki aba hamArI sthiti IsAI yA AryasamAjI banane ko A pahu~cI hai, phira bhI hama jaina dharma chor3anA nahIM cAhate haiN| munizrI ne seTha ko bulA kara kahA, tumhAre miloM meM hajAroM naukara haiM, ina 11 jainoM ko bhI naukarI de dharma se patita hote huoM kI rakSA kro| seThajI ne munizrI kara AjJA ko zirodhArya kara unako eka rukkA likha kara mila meM

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495 ahamadAbAda ke maMdiroM kI carcA bheja diye, mila menejara ne unako tIna dina rakha bahA~ se chuTTI de dI aura seThajI ko likha diyA ki ye AdamI kAma karane meM yogya nahIM haiM, ityAdi / basa, ve kAThiyAvAr3I zrAvaka vApisa munizrI ke pAsa Ae, saMyogavaza usa dina bhI Apa munizrI ke pAsa gaye the| munizrI ne seTha ko bulA kara kahA ki mainejara ne ina AdamiyoM ko chuTTI de dI ? seTha ne kahA, ye kAma nahIM jAnate haiM / munizrI ne seTha ko itanA phaTakArA ki tuma kevala nAma ke hI jaina ho, yadi ye loga mila kA kAma jAnate to tumhAre yahA~ kyoM Ate, bahuta mile haiM, kahIM bhI apanA nirvAha kara lete| jAo inako mila kA kAma sikhAtro aura inakA uddhAra karo; maiM to aura bhI kahatA hU~ ki aise dharma se patita honevAlA svadharmI pA jAve to jainettaroM kI bajAya jainoM ko hI naukara rakhanA tuma tumhArA kartavya samajho ityAdi / seTha ne una jainoM ko punaH mila meM bheja diye / munizrI ne ahamadAbAda ke maMdiroM kI yAtrA kara apane Apa ko ahobhAgya samajhA / bhagavAn zrIsImaMdhara svAmi ke maMdira meM eka lakar3e kA hAthoM se banAyA huA jhAr3a dekhA to bhArata ke prAcIna zilpakalA kA gaurava Apake hRdava meM utpanna ho gayA; kyoMki jhAr3a kI zAkhA zAkhA para nRtya karatI huI putaliyeM haiM aura usa jhAr3a ke eka cAbI hai, vaha cAbI dene para saba putaliyeM nRtya karane laga jAtI haiM, mukhyataH yaha dRzya dekhane yogya hai| ____zrApa karIba eka mAsa taka ahamadAbAda meM viraaje| seThANo gaMgA bahina ko to Apake vyAkhyAna se itanA prema ho gayA ki binA nAgA hamezA vyAkhyAna sunatI thI, manasukha bhAI ke vahAM se

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bhAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 496 bhI bahineM vyAkhyAna meM pAyA karatI thIM, Apako kapar3A, kAMbalI vagairahaH ke liye AmantraNa kara makAna para le gaye, unakA bhaMDAra dekha kara Apa cakita ho gaye, vaha kamarA kevala sAdhuoM ke upakaraNoM se hI sajA huA thA Apako itanI jarUrata to nahIM thI tathApi seTha sAhiba kA mana rakhane ko thor3A bahuta lAbha dekara aagye| ___ munizrI akele the, mAravAr3iyoM ke ghara bahuta the, tathApi eka dina javerI vAr3A meM gujarAtiyoM ke vahA~ gocarI gaye, eka ghara meM praveza kara dharma lAbha diyA to bahina bolI:-- bahina-tameM kiyA gaccha nA cho ane kyAM DatariyA cha ? muni-tameM kiyA gacchabAlo ne roTalI Apo cho, tathA kiyAM utare tene bhAta veharAvo cho ? bahina-nA sAhiba, hu~ to amathA pUchIyo lo vehro| muni-nA bahina, yadi tamAre niyama hoya ke ame amuka gaccha vAlA tayA amuka ThikAne utarelA ne ja roTalI Apiye che to ame tamAro vrata tor3avA mATe nathI AvyA; kaho do tame kyA gaccha vAlA ne roTalI Apo cho, jo tamArA niyama meM amArA gaccha no nAma haze to roTalI laisa nahIM to ta mAro vrata bhaMga karAvIza nahIM / bahina-are sAhiba amArI bhUla thaI che tame veharo rottlii| ___muni-bahina ame zrAvaka ne tAravA nikalyA cha na ki koI nA brata bhaMgAvA, eTale tame kahI do, tame kyA gacchavAlA ne roTalI Apo cho? itane meM to usa bahina kA pati A gayA jo hamezA munizrI kA vyAkhyAna sunatA thA, usane andara se miSThAnna kA DabbA lekara AmantraNA kI, sAhiba behare / munizrI ne zrAvikAnI kI

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497 gujarAta ke sAdhuoM kI vATAbaMdI saMkucitatA batalAkara udAratA kA upadeza diyA, phira zrAvaka ke Agraha se yathA khapa AdhAra liyA kyoMki jaba taka Apa zatrubjaya kI yAtrA na kara pAve taba taka kaI vigai kA tyAga kara rakhA thA ataH miSThAnna kA to Apake tyAga hI thA aura kahA bahina ! isa prakAra kahanA zrAvaka kA kartavya nahIM hai| koI bhI gaccha kA sAdhu kyoM na ho, tuma gRhasthoM kA ghara saba ke liye khulA hai| __dUsare dezoM ke bajAya gujarAta meM bAr3a bandhI adhika hai; eka dUsare ke upAzraya meM jAkara vyAkhyAna nahIM sunate; eka mAne hue sAdhu ke atarikta koI sAdhu Ave to una bhAvoM se AhAra pAnI nahIM dete haiM. isakA kAraNa zrAvakoM kA aparAdha nahIM hai, apitu muniyoM kA adhika ThaharanA hI hai aura adhika paricaya se aurateM unake vADA meM baMdha jAtI haiM aura ve itanI vizvAsa aMdha bana jAtI haiM ki apane mAne hue sAdhu ke atirikta anya koI unako sAdhu hI mAlUma nahIM hotA hai, astu / tIvarI vAloM kI ora se jo 'siddha pratimA muktAvalI bhAva' nagara vidyAvijaya presa meM chapatI thI, usakI 1000 pratieM chapa kara taiyAra ho gaI jisakA pracAra bhI sarvatra hone lagA aura kaI loga apanA haTa evaM bhrama ko choDa punaH mUrti ke upAsaka bana gaye / acaladAsajI bAgarecA selAvAsa vAle ne munizrI ko arja karI ki bIsalapura kA patra AyA hai, hamAre rAjakuMvarabAI kA dehAnta ho gayA likhA hai / munizrI ne kahA ki nAzamAna zarIra kA yahI dharma hai aura kAla kI kuTila gati kA yaha svabhAva hai, duniyAM meM koI bhI padArtha sthira nahIM hai ityAdi / Apa zrImAna ne apane mana meM isa anitya saMsAra kA svarUpa

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Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 498 vicArate hue jAnA ki yadi maiM strI ke mohavaza saMsAra meM raha gayA hotA to Aja to vaha mujhe chAr3akara calI hI jAtI / vItarAga kA kathana satya hai ki isa saMsAra meM koI kisI kA nahIM hai, ataH Atma kalyANa karanA hI apanA hai arthAt Apake vairAgya meM aura bhI vRddhi ho gii| Apake sAtha bhaMDArIjI candanacaMdajI the, jodhapura meM Apake sabase bar3e putra caMcalacaMdajI kA dehAnta ho gayA jisake samAcAra munizrI ko padamacaMdajI ke patra dvArA mile / munizrI ne bha~DArIjI ko upadeza diyA ki hama ko to jaghar3iyA jAnA hai, Apake liye siddhAcala najadIka hai, idhara oliyAM AgaI haiM, Apa siddhAcala jAkara oliyAM kA ArAdhana karo / bhaMDArIjI ne kahA ki pahile patra meM caMcalacaMda kI bImArI ke samAcAra the, usake pazcAt patra nahIM AyA hai, maiM patra ko rAha dekha rahA huuN| munizrI ne 'sa~sAra asAra hai aura sarvajIva karmAdhIna hai' isa viSaya kA aisA upadeza diyA ki bhaMr3ArI jI usI dina ravAnA ho kara siddhAcalajI cale gaye, bAda unako zatrujaMya meM samAcAra mile, usa samaya munizrI kA bar3A bhArI upakAra mAnA ki ArtadhyAna ke badale tIrtha para oliyAM karane kA mujhe samaya milA | bha~DArIjI eka Atma kalyANI puruSa the / munizrI ahamadAbAda se vihAra karane kI taiyArI meM the itane meM mAravAr3a kI ora se panyAsajI harSamunijI padhAra gaye, Apako sUrata jAnA thA; munizrI ko kahA ki tumako jaghar3iye jAnA hai to calo hamAre sAtha meM, hama bhI jaghar3iyA hokara hI sUrata jAveMge / panyAsajI kA munizrI para bar3A hI dharma prema thA, munizrA ne panyAsajI ke sAtha hI ahamadAbAda se vihAra kara diyA /

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76 jaghar3iyA meM guru mahArAja ke darzana ahamadAbAda se vihAra kara jaitapura hokara kher3A meM zrAye, vahAM paM0 vIravijayajI lAmavijayajI ke darzana kie, yahA~ ke mandira meM eka lakar3I kA phAr3a banA huA hai, zAkhoM para kaI nRtya karatI huI putaliyeM haiM, jinhoM ke hAtha meM kaI prakAra ke vAjiMtra bhI haiM, jhAr3a ke eka aisI cAbI hai ki cAbI dene se ve saba putaliyeM nRtya karane laga jAtI haiM aura vAjiMtra bhI bajAyA karatI haiN| isa prakAra kI zilpakalA dekha kara vicAra kiyA ki binA yaMtra ( bijalI ) bhI hamAre bhAratIya vidvAn isa prakAra ke zilpajJa the ki aise 2 AcaryAtpAdakapa dArtha banA sakate the / 8 kher3A se mAtara gaye, vahAM mohanavijaya sAdhu dharmazAlA ke Upara ThaharA huA thA aura nIce unakI sAdhviyeM ThaharI huI thIM, arthAt unake paraspara meM paricaya aisA pratIta hotA thA, mAno sAdhu sAdhviyeM zAmila hI Thahare hue hoN| jisa mohana vijaya ke sAdhviyoM aura gRhasthaniyoM ke sAtha kaI bAra bAjA bAja cuke the, tadyapi gurjara loga itane andha vizvAsI haiM ki aise patita ko bhI sAdhu mAnate haiN| mAtara se saMjita gaye, vahAM munizrI haMsavijayajI, paeN0 saMpata - vijayanI Adi ke darzana hue; vahA~ dina bhara rahane se aura ha~sa vijayajI mahArAja kI sevA karane meM bar3A hI Ananda AyA, ha~savijayajI mahArAja bar3e hI milanasAra aura acche sAdhu the, cAritra kI ora ApakA vizeSa lakSa thA / panyAsa sampatavijaya

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Adarza - jJAna dvitIya khaNDa jI ne munizrI ko apane pAsa rahane ke liye bahuta kahA thA, para Apane kahA ki abhI to mujhe bahuta se sAdhuoM se milanA hai / vahAM se kramazaH vaTAdare gaye, vahA~ plega ke kAraNa AcArya vijayakamalasUri, upA0 vIravijayajI, dAnavijayajI, labdhivijaya jI vag2airaha grAma ke bAhara DerA sAivAna lagA kara Thahare the / vahAM AcAryazrI se mile, inameM upA0 vIravijayajI acche sAdhu the, tathA dUsare sAdhutroM meM eka labdhivijayajI nAmaka sAMdhu bar3e hI ziSya pipAsu the; usake sAtha vArtAlApa hone se tathA muni zrI kA jJAnAbhyAsa evaM zAstrIya prazna karane se labdhivijaya ko itanA lobha ho AyA ki jaise bane vaise munIjI ko apane pAsa rakha leM, itanA hI nahIM para ApakA manoratha to munizrI ko apanA ziSya banAne kA hI thA, para munijI bhI aise bhole bhaTTa nahIM the ki guja rAtiyoM ke jAla meM phaMsa jAve / 500 dUsare dina vihAra kiyA to labdhivijayajI ne apane ziSya gaMbhIravijaya ko munizrI ke sAtha tIna kosa taka samajhAne ko bhejA / gaMbhIra vijayajI ne apane guru kI bahuta sI tArIpheM karIM, kaI lAkha rupayoM kI pustakoM kA lobha batalAyA aura zrAcArya padavI kA jAdU bhI DAlA; kiMtu AstrirakAra ve apane kArya meM saphala ho vApisa lauTa gaye / vahAM se peTalAda bosaroda hote hue gaMbhIre gaye, vahAM nadI bahatI thI, saba sAdhuoM ko nAva meM baiThanA par3A, khaira kramazaH pAdarA hokara bar3odare pahu~ce tathA vahAM cAra dina kI sthiratA kii| mAravAr3I zrAvakoM ke Agraha se eka dina upAzraya meM tathA dUsare dina pablika meM zrI kA vyAkhyAna huA /

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jaghar3iyA tIrtha para milApha bar3odare se makarapura, iTAlA, mIyAgAMva, karajaNa, pAleja, jiNora, aMgAlesara hote hue jaghar3iyA jAkara bhagavAna zrAdIzvara jI ke aura guru mahArAja zrI ratnavijayajI ke darzana kie jisase bar3A hI Ananda huA; kyoM na ho ? do varSa se guru mahArAja ke darzana hue, munizrI ne yogIrAjazrI ko arja kI ki Apa kausAne kA nAma le kara mujhe navadIkSita ko akelA chor3a zrAye ? gurujI uttara diyA ki jIva to saba akele hI haiM phira yadi tumhAre jaise ko akelA chor3a diyA to kyA huA ? maiMne phalaudI evaM jodhapura ke saba samAcAra suna liye haiM, tuma eka hI sau jitane ho aura isa bAta kA mujhe pakkA vizvAsa hai ki tuma akele raho to bhI koI harja nahIM hai, ityAdi / kira rAtri meM do varSa kI saba bAteM huI | guru mahArAja ne bhI kausanA kI ghaTanA se lagA kara jaghar3iyA taka kA saba hAla kaha sunAyA, aMta meM munizrI ne kahA, guru mahArAja aba isa dAsa ko kahIM dUra na rakheM, kAraNa Apa bhI akele aura maiM bhI akelA rahU~, isameM acchA nahIM mAlUma hotA hai / gurujI - kahA tumhArA yaha kahanA satya hai / panyAsajI aura yogIrAja ke bhI Apasa meM milApa hone se bar3A hI AnaMda zrAyA; hama pahile kaha cuke haiM ki panyAsajI bar3e hI milanasAra sAdhu the / mAna, bar3AI, ahaMpadato Apake dila ke najadIka taka bhI nahIM phaTakatA thA, itanA bar3A sAdhu hone para bhI aisI sAdagI, saralatA aura laghutAI zAyada hI kisI sAdhu meM hogA ? 501 32

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77 - nagara praveza kA zAnadAra mahotsava / zrImAn mohanalAlajI mahArAja kA sUrata evaM gopIpura ke zrAvakoM para bar3A bhArI upakAra thA, panyAsajI zrI harSamunijI Apake bar3e ziSya the aura tapAgaccha kI kriyA karate the, ApakA sUrata meM punaH padhAranA bahuta varSoM bAda huA thA, sUrata kI janatA ApakI pra tIkSA kara rahI thI / jaba samAcAra milA ki panyAsajI mahArAja jaghar3iye padhAra gaye haiM to sUrata vAloM kA sUrata aura jaghar3iye ke bIca tAMtA sA laga gayA, kucha moTaroM se to anya rela se, isa prakAra saiMkar3oM AdamI jaghar3iyA meM jamA ho gaye / sAtha meM yogIrAja ke darzana karane para to una logoM ke lie sonA aura sugandha vAlA lAbha mila gayA, gopIpurA ke loga panyAsajI ki vInatI karate the taba bar3AcorA vAle yogIrAjazrI kI maha pUrvaka prArthanA kara rahe the / donoM mahAtmAoM ne kahA, hama sUrata to calate hI haiM, vahI Ane ke bAda jahAM kI sparzanA hogI, vahIM Thahara jAveMge, para bar3e coTA vAloM ne kahA ki mahArAja sUrata meM bahuta se purA aura upA zraya haiM, ataH Apa hamArI vinatI svIkAra kara leM to hama ko tasa llI ho jaay| isa para panyAva jI mahArAja ne kahA ki hama to gopIpurA ke upAzraya ThahareMge aura yogIrAja yA munijI Apake bar3ecoTe ke upAzraya Thahara jAyaMge, basa phira to thA hI kyA ? zrA ne vAle zrAvakoM ke manoratha siddha ho gaye muni maMDala do dina jaghar3iye Thahare, aura sUrata ke zrAvaka dUsare dina sUrata jAkara aga

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503 katAra grAma kI yAtrA vAnI kI taiyArI meM laga gaye, unake hRdaya meM itanA utsAha thA ki apane kuTumbiyoM aura saMbaMdhiyoM ko tAra dekara bambaI se bulAye aura Ane vAle jhaverI, suratIlAlA, lAkhoM rupayoM kA AbhUSaNa agavAnI ke jUlUsa ke liye le Aye / gopIpurA evaM bar3AcoMTA ke zrAvaka samudAya ekatrita ho sammelA kA ciTThA kiyA thA,usa meM 25 sammelA* vAloM ke nAma maMDavAye / ___panyAsajI, yogIrAja aura sarva sAdhu jaghar3iyA se vihAra kara lIbeTa, mAMgarola, kaThora hokara jaba katAra grAma jo sUrata se tIna mIla hotA hai, vahAM Aye to dekhA ki sUrata ke saiMkar3oM zrAvaka pahile hI upasthita ho gaye the; usa dina to vahAM kI yAtrA kI vaha dina thA baisAkha zuklA 14 kA zubhadina / ___bhaMDArIjI --zatruJjayatIrtha para oliyA~ evaM sevA bhakti kara ke vahA~ ra katAragrAma A kara saba muniyoM ke darzana kiyA vahA~ kaI mAravAr3a ke loga jinhoM kI dukAneM baMbaI meM thIM ve loga bhI darzanArtha kattAragrAma Aye hue the munizrI ne una logoM ko kahA ki bhaMDArojI Apake svAdharmI bhAI haiM yadi ApakA baMbaI AnA bana jAya to svAgata karane kA dhyAna rakhanA / basa phirato thA hI kyA cAroM *sammelA kA artha yaha hai ki jisa meM eka puSpAdi evaM jari ke vastroM se alaMkRta huI moTara jisameM pAMca 2 daza 2 lAkha ke AbhUSaNa paTine hue sakuTumba baiTha jAnA aura usake Age solaha AdamiyoM kA eka aMgarez2o bAjA aura zrRMgAra kiyA huA kotala ho usako sammelA kahA jAtA hai aura yaha saba qharcA eka dhaNI kI ora se hotA hai, isa prakAra se 25 sammelA honA nizcaya hubhA thA, jisameM 25 susajjita moTare, 25 kotala, aura 400 baiMDa bAjA meM bajaMtrI hote haiM /

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bhAdarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa . 504 ora se bhaMDArIjo ko baMbaI kA AmantraNa hone laga gayA / * dUsare dina zukla pUrNimA ko sUrata nagara meM praveza karanA thA, sammelA ke gAjA-bAjA, nakkAra-nizAna aura moTareM 'katAra' grAma taka zrA pahuMcI thI / moTaroM ko isa prakAra alaMkRta kI gaI thI ki kisI moTara meM suratI lAlAoM ke dAsa lAkha kA AbhUSaNa to ki sI ke ATha lAkha kA, to kisI ke do lAkha kA / saba moTareM baccoM se bharI thI; Upara se phulavArI kI racanA isa prakAra kI tho kI jisako dekha kara loga cakita ho jAte the; arthAta indra kI savArI kA hI bhAna hotA thaa| surata aura katAragrAma, taka rAste meM manuSya hI manuSya dRSTigocara hote the; gAje bAje se gagana gUMja uThA thA, pAsa 2 meM bhI eka dUsare kI AvAja nahIM suna sakatA thA, kevala 400 bAjA to 25 sammele ke hI the; zeSa benDa aura dezI bAjA to alaga hI the| vaha samaya bhaMDArIjI kI ksauTI kA thA kAraNa Apake 4 putroM se do to par3hAI karate the, do bAiyAM choTI rthI ina sabake vivAha bhI karane the bar3A putra kA dehAnta ho gayA thA eka ko goda de diyA thA ataH sabakA kharca bhaMDArIjI para hI thA bhaMDArIjI inane dharmacusta aura khare bhAdamI the ki isa vikaTAvasthA meM bhI apane patha se eka rAta bhI vicalita nahIM hue itanAhI kyoM para isa bAta kA kabhI vicAra bhI nahIM kiyA para apane iSTa niyama meM aDiga rahe isakA hI phala hai ki baMbaI jA kara Apa ne dalAlI karanI zuru kI jisase saba kArya kara pAye aura bhApa apanA jIvana itanI zAMti aura dharma kAryoM meM gujArA ki jisakA anumodana acche 2 mumirAja hI karate rahe / akhira saba sAhabI meM Apa saM0 1994 kA Asoja zuddha 5 ko svargavAsa sidhAra gaye Apake dhArmika jIvana kA vistAra to maiM Age . cala kara yathA prasaMga para hI kruuNgaa|

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505 nagara praveza kA mahotsava bAdazAho jamAne ke jAmA aura suratI pagar3iyoM se susajita hue seThiyeloga madonmatta hastI kI cAla calate the, aura AsapAsa kI janatA se ve tAroM ke parivAra se candra kI bhAMti zo bhAyamAna the,bahinoM kI pozAka bhI usI bhAMti kI thI kyoMki 'vi lAyata meM perisa' aura 'bhArata meM sUrata / ' sammelA haripurA, chApariyAserI, navApurA hotA huA bar3A coTA meM AyA aura zrAvakoM ne panyAsajI se arja kI ki yogI. rAjazrI ko yahAM Thaharane kI AjJA pharamA; kiMtu gopIpurA vAloM kI icchA thI ki abhI to saba muni sAtha hI meM gopIpurA padhAreM, bAda vahAM se yogIrAja bar3e coTe A jaaveNge| para isameM bar3hAcoTA vAloM kA utsAha bhaMga hotA dekha panyAsajI mahArAja ne yogIrAja zrI evaM munizrI ko AjJA dedI / ve bar3ecoTA ke upAzraya jahAM svAmI AtmArAmajI mahArAja virAjamAna hue the, vahIM padhAra gaye, dezanA ke anta meM zrIphaloM ko prabhAvanA huii| ___ panyAsajI mahArAja apane ziSya maMDala ke sAtha gopIpurA pa. dhAre, usa samaya kA ThATha dekha logoM ne kaha diyA ki aisA sammelA surata meM pahile zAyada huA ho ? sammele kA dRzya dekhane ko jaina to kyA para hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM jainettara janatA ekatra hogaI thI, jisakI gaNanA karanA muzkila hI nahIM para asaMbhava thA / jaba vyA khyAna pITha para panyAsajI mahArAja padhAre to eka indra kI sabhA kI bhAMti makAna zobhita dIkhane lagA / dezanA ke anta meM usa roja itanI prabhAvanAeM huI ki kaI logoM ke pAsa to lene ko bar3hA vastra bhI nahIM thA, tathA striyeM apano sAr3iyoM meM prabhAvanA lekara usake vajana se muzkila se makAna para phuNcii|

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78-durghaTanA ke sAtha panyAsajI kA svargavAsa surala gopIpurA ke zrAvakoM ne zrImAna mohanalAlajI mahArAja ke upadeza se dharma kArya sAdhana nimitta eka upAzraya banAyA, vaha tIna maMjila vAlA makAna thA; usameM prAya: zrImohanalAlajI mahArAja ke sAdhu hI ThaharA karate the / jaba zrImohanalAlajI mahArAja ke sAdhu deviMdramuni, nyAya muni padmamuni zrAdi kaI sAdhu vahAM Thahare hue the, usa samaya kRpAcandra sUri baMbaI se vihArakara bAraDolI Aye aura unakA irAdA surata Ane kA thA; lekina yaha vicAra karate the ki surata jAveMge to ThahareMge kahA~ ? ataH zrImohanalAlajI mahArAja ke upAzraya para dhAvA bolane ko eka magnasAgara nAmaka sAdhu ko surata bhejA, aura usane zrImohanalAlajI ke upAzraya Akara sAdhuoM ko kahA ki ApakI AjJA ho to maiM nIce ke bhAga meM Thahara jAU~, jo ki bilakula khAlI par3A hai, mujhe kevala 2, 3 dina Thahara kara hI vihAra karanA hai| pahile to sAdhuoM ne inkAra kara diyA, kintu usake lAcArI karane para dayA AgaI, tathA usako Thaharane ke lie nIce kA bhAga de diyaa| yaha samAcAra kRpAcandrasUri ko milA, unhoMne likha diyA ki hama vihAra kara zIghra hI Ate haiM, tuma upAzraya ko chor3anA mata / basa, kRpAcandra jI bhI Akara usI upAzraya meM manAI karate hue bhI Thahara gaye / sAdhuoM ne bahuta kahA ki hamArI AjJA nahoM hai, kintu jisako jabaradastI kabjA karanA,unako AjJA kI kyA paravAha hai ? kRpAcandrajI ke sAdhuoM ne upAzraya ke nIce ke bhAga

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507 durghaTanA se panya0 mRtyu para adhikAra kiyA so to kiyA hI, para thor3e dinoM ke bAda tI sare maMjila ke daravAjA ke tAlA tor3a kara usa para bhI adhikAra kara liyaa| jaba zrIharSamunijI ke padhArane kI khabara huI taba zrAvakoM ne jAkara kRpAcandra jI ko bahuta kahA, parantu unhoMne kisI kI bhI na suna kara apanA aDDA vahIM jamAye rkhaa| ___jaba pa0 zrIharSamunijI acche ThATha se Aye, aura pATe para baiTha kara dezanA dI bAda meM unakA mijAja ( hAlata ) kharAba ho gayA / do sAdhuoM ne zarIra pakar3a kara pATe se nIce utare to unake mu~ha se khUna bahAnA zurU ho gayA, ekadama zrAvaka ekatrita hue, panyAsa jI ne kahA ki yogIrAja va munirAja ko bar3AcoTA se jaldI bu lAo / basa, AdamI ke Ate hI hamAre yogIrAja va munirAja tu raMta gopopurA ke upAzraya pahu~ce, idhara bahuta se zrAvaka evaM DAkTara bhI aagye| DAkTaroM kI samajha meM nahIM AyA ki bImArI kyA hai ? isa hAlata meM logoM ko kRpAcandrajI para vahama huaA ki yaha pahilA yati thA, kahoM isane hI kucha kara na diyA ho ? kaI zrAvakoM ne nIce jAkara kRpAcandrajI ko kahA ki panyAsajI behoza ho gaye haiM, Apa cala kara dekho ki kyA huA hai ? kRpA candrajo ne apane hRdaya ko itanA kaThora banA liyA ki unhoMne Upara calane se bilkula inkAra kara diyA, ataH logoM kA vizvAsa aura bhI dRr3ha ho gayA ki isa yati ne hI kucha diyA hogaa| panyAsajI kI hAlata dekha kara hareka ko trAsa AtI thI, yo gorAja va munizrI ne panyAsajI ko sUtroM kI svAdyAya khUba sunAI AlocanA karavAI aura vaha rAtri to jyoM tyoM karake nikaalii| kintu abhI taka kiMcita mAtra bhI ArAma nahIM huA, itanA hI

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 508 kyoM, para hAlata aura bhI adhika kharAba hotI gaI / eka 2 ghaMTe ke antara meM DAkTara nigAha karate, to bhI unake samajha meM nahIM zrAtI ki yaha kyA bImArI hai / surata meM kRpAcaMdrajI aura unake sAdhuoM ke atirikta zAyada hI aisA koI jAnakAra AdamI bacAho ki jisane Akara panyAsajI kI vedanA ke lie hamadardI prakaTa nahIM kI ho| ____Akhari dUsare dina pAMca baje panyAsajI kA haMsA rAjA ur3a gyaa| basa isa bAta kI khabara pahuMcate hI zahara meM hA-hA kAra maca gyaa| zoka ke kAle bAdala cAroM ora chA gaye isa prakAra se eka mahAtmA kA akAla mRtyu zrI saMgha ko to kyA para jainettara logoM meM bar3A bhArI duHkha utpanna kara rahA thA / kaI loga toyahA~ taka bhI kahane laga gaye ki eka yati ne panyAsajI ko jAna se mA raDAlA aise hatyArA kA mukha dekhane meM bhI bajrapApa lagatA hai isa ko upAsarA se hI nahIM para zahara se nikAla denA cAhiye varanA yaha kisI aura manuSya kA bhakSaNa kara legA ityaadi| __ bhakta logoM ne rAtri se hI vimAna kI sAmagrI ekatra kara vimAna (mAMDI) banAnA zurU kara diyA ve loga bhakti kI dhUna meM isa prakAra kA vimAna banAyA ki sUrata meM aisA vimAna pUrva zAyada hI banA ho / panyAsajI ke mRtyu kalevara ko usa vimAna meM baiThA kara jaba smazAna kI ora cale to usa samaya itane manuSyoM kI bhIr3a thI ki jinhoM kI ginatI lagAnI muzkila thI kyA jaina aura kyA jainezara kyA hindU aura kyA musalamAna hajAroM kI medanI smazAna yAtrA ke liye ekatra ho zrImAna panyAsajI mahArAja kI prazaMsA se gagana gUMjA diyA aura una nirdaya daitya evaM kAlI

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509 pApa kA ghar3A kaise phUTA karatUna vAlA yati kI nirdayatA para thu-thu kAra kara rahI thii| agara tagara candana nalayera dhUpAdi sugandhI padArthoM se panyAsajI ke kalevara kA agnI-saMskAra kiyA usa dina sUratI lA. lAoM ne gAyoM ko ghAsa, garIboM ko anna vastra tathA aura bhI punya kiyA thA mRtyu vimAna ke pIche sonA cAMdI ke phUla sacce motI aura rupaye vagairaha karIba 5000) rupayoM kI uchAla kI thii| agni-saMskAra kara loga vApisa Aye the to saba ke cahare para udAsInatA thI jaba yogirAjazrI ke pAsa maMgalIka sunane ke liye Aye to yogirAjazrI ne parama zAntimaya upadeza diyA ki saMsAra kI saba vastueM nAzamAna haiM koI bhI kArya kisI na kisI nimitta kAraNa se banatA haiM para samajhadAroM kA yaha kartavya hai ki apanA lAbha meM nimitta kAraNa aura apanA nuksAna meM upAdAna kAraNa ko yAda karanA cAhiye ki jisase na to nayA karma bandhatA hai aura na Ata dhyAna hI rahatA hai ityAdi bAda zAMta sunAI aura saba loga apane 2 sthAna gye| panyAsajI mahArAja ke sAdhuoM ko AzvAsana de kara yogIrAja tathA munirAja gopIpurA se bar3e coTe ke upAsare padhAra gaye / 76 pApa kA ghar3A kisa prakAra phUTatA hai ? surata kA nagaraseTha bAbalAlAbhAI jo bar3AcauTA meM rahatA thA, usake vahA~ kRpAcaMdrajI ke ziSya jItasAgara ne eka peTI paika kara bhejI thI ki hama vihAra kareMge, yaha peTI Apake yahA~ rakhI jAtI hai; hama maMgAveM vahA~ bheja denA / nagara seTha to the bamba I, unake munIma ne socA ki kRpAcaMdrajI ke sAtha na to nagaraseTha

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 510 kA sambaMdha hai aura na merA ho, phira yaha peTI yahA~ kyoM bhejI hai ? idhara panyAsajI kI mRtyu se nagara meM yaha aphavAha phaila gaI thI ki panyAsajI ko isa kRpAcandra yati ne hI mArA hai ityAdi / munIma ne dIrgha dRSTi se vicAra kara do mAtabara AdamiyoM ko bulAkara unake sAmane usa peTI ko kholI to usameM kyA dekhate haiM:-kAlA kapar3A, kAlA DorA; nIMbU ke aMdara cubhI huI suiyA~, ur3adoM ke bAkulA vagairaha the| inako dekhate hI una logoM ne nizcaya kara liyA ki ina yatiyoM ne hI panyAMsajI ke prANa lie haiM, isameM kisI prakAra kA sandeha nahIM hai| ___ munIma ne saba se pahale eka tAra to nagaraseTha ko bambaI diyA ki tuma baMbaI meM Thaharo aura susta mata Avo, jaba taka ki hamArA patra Apako na mila jAve / munIma ko vahama ho gayA thA ki ina hatyAroM ne yaha karma nagaraseTha ke lie hI to na kiyA hai, ataH nagara seTha kA yahA~ na AnA hI acchA hai / phira to yaha bAta saba nagara meM phaila gaI / majadUra loga bhI upAzraya kI ora mu~ha kara kara kahane lage ki isa hatyArA yati ne eka sAdhu ko mAra DAlA; gRhastha loga to kAlI tRpaNI dekha kara cauMka uThate the, kharataroM ke sAdhuoM ko ghara meM prAne taka nahIM dete the| Akhira kisI eka gRhastha ko kRpAcandra ne eka DorA yaMtra kara diyA thaa| aura usane eka caukA khola diyA, usa cauke se kRpAcandra ke sAdhu donoM samaya anna jala lA kara ve sAdhu ghAvI loga apanA nirvAha karane lge| bAda meM unhoMne pAtrA tRpaNiye lAla raMga kI raMgalI, aura ve gRhasthoM ke vahAM bhI gaucarI jAne lage, parantu loga jAna gaye the ataH unheM gharoM meM nahIM Ane dete the|

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yatiyoM kI kAlI karatUteM isa bAta ko nizcayAtmika rUpa se to jJAnI hI kaha sakate haiM, kintu surata meM yaha bAta sarvatra satya mAnI jA sakatI thI, jisa ke ki do tIna kAraNa hama Upara likha Aye haiM / 511 yati logoM meM kaI loga aise gaMde maMtra, jAdU TonA karane vAle hote bhI haiM, zAyada yA to idhara panyAsajI kI AyuSako avadhi samApta ho gaI ho, aura udhara inake paraspara kisI pUrva bhava ke sambandha se isa prakAra kA nimitta kAraNa bana gayA ho, to koI Azcarya kI bAta nahIM ki isa prakAra kA mAmalA bana jAve / phira, nizcaya to jJAnI hI jAna sakate haiM, hamane to jaisI usa samaya upasthita raha kara isa ghaTanA ko dekhI vaisI hI likhI hai / 80 yogodvAhana kA gajaba mUlya panyAsajI mahArAja aMta samaya yogIrAja evaM munizrI ko kaha gaye the ki kSAMtimuni tathA jayamuni ko bhagavatI ke yogya karavAne kI mere dila meM thI / aba merA to yaha aMta samaya hI hai, para tuma ko maiM kahe jAtA hU~ ki kisI bhI AcArya ke pAsa tuma ina donoM sAdhuoM ko bhagavatI ke yogya karavA denA | Apake svargavAsa ke pazcAta sUrata meM nemubhAI kI bAr3I meM AcArya vija ya kamalasUri tathA paMDita lAbhavijaya vag2airaha Aye the; munizrI unase mile aura yoga kI bAta kI to ve mu~ha phAr3e hI baiThe hue the / unhoMne pustaka, pAtra, upAzraya ke bahAne 2000) kA mahanAnA batalAyA aura kahA ki itanI raqama ( rupaye ) ho to maiM yoga karavA sakatA huuN| munizrI ne kahA ki Apa gajaba karate ha yaha to eka dukanadArI hI ho gaI hai, dharma aura upakAra kahA~ rahA

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 512 hai, para phira bhI panyAsajI kA kahanA thA isaliye Astrira donoM muniyoM ke yoga karavAne ko 1000) rupaye rokar3a upAzraya se aura zrAvakoM se dilavA kara unakA yoga krvaayaa| kahA jAtA hai ki AcArya vijaya kamala sari kI mRtyu ke pazcAt unake pAsa dasa hajAra kI rakama rokar3a nikalI, jisameM se eka to dhamazAlA bano usameM kucha rakama lagAI gii| zeSa kI kyA. vyavasthA kI isakA abhI taka kucha patA nahIM milA hai| ___ yazamuni ko AcArya padavI ke yoga karavAne ke pandraha sau rupaye lage taba kRpAcandajI ko padavI ke tIna hajAra rupaye dIrAne par3e / AcArya vijaya nemi sUri ne eka vyabhicArI sAdhu mohana vijaya ko AcArya pada diyA jisake kaI daza hajAra rupaye liye batalAte haiM aura yaha bAta saMbhava bhI ho sakatI hai kAraNa ki yadi aisA na hotA to eka prasiddha vyabhicArI ko AcArya jaisA mahAna pada kyoM diyA jAtA? ___yoga aura upadhAna eka jJAna prAptI ke liye zubha kriyA thI aura zAstroM meM bhI ina kriyAoM kA vidhAna zrata jJAna kI prAptI ke lie hI kiyA hai para vartamAna meM ina parigraha dhAriyoM ne prastuta kiyA ke nAma para kalpita vidhAna banAkara parigraha kA mukhya sAdhana samajha rakhA hai gor3avAr3a meM eka hetavijaya nAmaka panyAsa thA usa ne gor3avAr3a kI sAdhviyoM se bar3I dIkSA ke yogoM ke bAyane se kaI tIsa hajAra rUpaye ekatra kara liye the para ve svayaM puSkaraNA brAhmaNa hone ke kAraNa unakI vizeSa rakama to unake prahastha bhAI puSkaraNe brAhmaNa hI khA gaye / zeSa bacita rakama ghANerAva ke zrAvakoM meM jamA thI ve loga hajama kara gaye / isa prakAra kaI panyAsoM evaM

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513 yogodvAna ko popa lolA prAcAryoM ne yoga upAdhAna ke bAyane se hajAroM hI kyoM para lAkhoM rUpaye ekatra kara apane saMyama ko nilAma kara patita evaM parigrahacArI bana gaye / yaha bAta kevala eka maiM hI nahIM likha rahA hU~ para kaI prasiddha akhabAroM meM aneka bAra chapa cukI hai jisakA kisI ne uttara nahIM diyA ki hamako parigrahadhArI kyoM likhate ho yA likhane vAloM ke pAsa kyA sAbutI hai kAraNa ve thor3A hI cUM karate to janatA pratyakSa pramANa batalAne ke liye taiyyAra hai / ___yogodvAhana meM parigraha kA saMgraha to hotA hI hai para sAtha meM sAdhuoM ko AdhAkarmI AhArAdi kA bhI doSa laganA hai kAraNa bhagavatyAdi ke yogoM meM Adeza dekara sAdhuoM ke liye AhAra banavAnA par3atA hai jisako zAstrakAroM ne ananta saMsArI batalAyA hai ityAdi yadi yoga aura upadhAna ke viSaya adhika jAnanA ho vaha hamAre caritra nAyakajI kA banAyA huA 'memara nAma' nAmaka pustaka maMgA kara avazya pddh'eN| ___svAmI atmArAmajI DhUMr3hiyApantha ko chor3a kara svAmi baTerAya jI ke pAsa choTI dIkSA lI thI para pracalita pravRti ke anusAra yoga karanA thA aura yajJakoM kI bhAMti usa samaya aisI bAr3AbandhI kara rakhI thI ki binA panyAsa bar3I dIkSA ke yoga karavA nahIM sake ataH svAmi AtmArAmajI ko DeloM ke upAsare panyAsa ke pAsa jAnA par3A para panyAsa aisA nispRhI sAdhu nahIM thA ki khAlI hAtheM yoga karavA de / panyAsa ne AtmArAmajI ko pUchA ki-- panyAsa-Apa yoga karanA cAhate ho para kisI zrAvaka ko lAye ho yA nahIM ? zrAtmArAmajI kyoM zrAvaka kI kyA jarUrata hai ?

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Adarza- jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa panyAza - yahA~ kucha dravya kI AvazyaktA par3egI ? AtmA sAdhu yoga karate haiM aura sAdhu yoga karavAte haiM phira dravya kI kyA jarUrata hai ? dUsarA panyAsa - upAsarA meM pustaka vagairaha maMgAnI likhAnI aura bhI kaI prakAra kA kharcA hai ataH rakama kI jarUrata par3egI / zrAtmA0 - yadi Apako kisI bAta kI jarUrata hai to zrIsaMgha svayaM kharca karegA para yoga karavAne meM yaha savAla kyA kiyA jAtA hai ? 514 panyAsa - yoga karanA hai to hama kaheM utanA kharcA tumako ho dilAnA hogA / atmA0 - maiM aisA yoga karanA nahIM cAhatA hU~ aura na aisA yoga karanA kisI zAstra meM likhA hai / panyAsa - yadi tuma yoga nahIM karoge to tumArI bar3I dIkSA na hogI ? AtmA0 - kucha bhI ho maiM aise patita parigrahadhAriyoM se yoga karanA kisI hAlata meM nahI cAhatA hU~ / panyAsa -yoga nahIM karoge to kyA bar3I dIkSA bhI nahIM | loge ? AtmA0 - panyAsajI maiM kevala lakIra kA phakIra hI nahIM hU~ yadi Apa yoga nahIM karAveMge to maiM bhagavAn mahAvIra ke mandira meM jA kara svayaM yoga kara lUMgA aura gurumahArAja se bar3I dIkSA bhI le lU~gA / panyAsa - AtmArAmajI ! kyA tuma pUrvAcAryoM kI maryAdA tor3ane meM hI apanA udaya samajhate ho para isa prakAra kI tumhArI

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515 panyAsa kI pApa lIlA bar3hI dIkSA mAnegA kauna ? isa bAta kA bhI vicAra kara lenA ? AtmA - kisa pUrvAcArya ne yaha likhA hai ki rUpaye le kara yoga karavAnA ? panyAsa -- yoga karavAne kA rUpaye nahIM liyA jAtA hai para pustakAdi ke liye jarUrata hai ataH Apako kahA hai yadi aise avasara para hI kAma nahIM nikale to phira kaba nikalegA ? O AtmA - ApakI icchA ho to yoga karAveM hamato eka paisA bhI nahIM dIrAveMge aura isa bAta kA maiM joroM se virodha bhI karU~gA / panyAsa -- bicArA panyAsa ghabar3A gayA aura kahA ki ThIka hai tuma yoga to kara lo phira tumhArI icchA ho so karanA / atmA - yoga kara liyA para ve samajha gaye ki yaha kriyA bilakula kalpita hai / jisa samaya AtmArAmajI DhU~r3hiyoM se Aye the usa samaya saMvegI sAdhu itane zithalAcArI bana gaye the ki unake parigraha ko dekha svAmija) ko atizaya duHkha huA kyoMki ve sAdhu vartamAna ke yatiyoM kI bhAMti DerA DAla kara eka hI sthAna meM baiTha gaye the / zrataH svAmi zrAtmArAmajI ne ahamadAbAda meM caturmAsa kara aisA upadeza diyA ki una pAsatthoM ko bihAra kara apane Apa ko saMbhA lanA par3A / svAmi AtmArAmajI mahArAja ne yoga evaM upadhAna kI kalpi - ta kriyA ko nirmUla karane ke liye munirAja zrI kAntivijayajI haMsa vijayajI ko paMjAba meM Apa svayaM bar3I dIkSA de dI jo ki panyAsa binA dI nahIM jAtI thI isa para bhI una paMjAbI zera ke sAmane kisI panyAsa ne cUM taka bhI nahIM kiyA / isakA anukaraNa rUpa meM AcArya vijayadharma sUri aura AcArya vijayavallabha sUri

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Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 516 ne binA yoga kiye hI AcArya padavI lelI jaise ki svAmi zrAtmA rAmajI ne lI thI / andha paramparA ke upAsakoM meM bAja bhI usa yoga aura upadhAna kI kriyA ko sthAna mila rahA hai para sAtha meM sudhAraka logoM kA virodha bhI kama nahIM hai ve DaMkA kI coTa se kahate haiM ki ba yaha popalIlA adhika samaya nahIM cala sakegI hA~ kanaka aura kAmanI kI abhilASA vAle sAdhu thor3e dina bhale calAle para jamAnA jAgRti evaM satya kA A rahA hai I 81 vi0 saM0 1975 kA caturmAsA sUrata meM hamAre caritranAyakajI ko isa varSa surata bar3e cauTe guru mahArAja kI sevA meM caturmAsA karane kA zaubhAgya prApta huA, yaha ba huta hI khuzI kI bAta hai| yogIrAja kI icchA to hamezA nivRtti kI hI rahatI thI, phira bhI munizrI kA saMyoga mila gayA / saba khaTapaTa Apane munizrI para DAla dI, itanA hI kyoM para vyAkhyA na bhI munizrI ko sauMpa diyA thaa| Apane pahale to zrI sukhavipA kasUtra vyAkhyAna meM bAMcA thA, bAda meM zrI saMgha ke atyanta zrA graha se zrImAn choTUbhAI icchAcaMda jhaverI ke vahA~ rAtri jAgaraNa, varaghor3A evaM pUjA prabhAvanA pUrvaka vyAkhyAna meM zrI bhagavatI sUtra bAMcanA prArambha kiyA / seTha cunnIlAla, dUsarA cunnIlAla, nAnacaMda, phakIracaMda, bAlUbhAI, icchAcaMda aura sAdar3IvAlA udaya rAma vanAjI, kisanAjI, jodhAjI vagairaha : Apake pUrNabhakta the aura agrasara bhI the /

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517 vyAkhyAna meM zrI bhagavatI sUtra __isa varSa surata meM bahuta se sAdhuoM ke caturmAsa the / jaise, nemubhAI kI bAr3I meM, mohanalAlajI ke upAzraya meM, harIpurA meM, chApariyA serI meM, saMgrAmapura meM, ityAdi saba upAzrayoM meM caturmAsa thA; kintu munizrI ke vyAkhyAna ne to saba upAsaroM kI pariSadA tor3a DAlI / kAraNa, zrApakA vyAkhyAna itanA rasIlA thA, phira zrIbhagavatI satra kA atizaya prabhAva aura sUtra bAMca kara samajhAne kI chaTA taduparAnta chanda, kavitta, aura dRSTAnta itane sAragarbhita the ki jisane eka bAra bhI ApazrI kA vyAkhyAna suna liyA to usako dUsarI bAra pAnA hI par3atA thA / __ jaba Apa zrI ne vyAkhyAna meM zrIbhagavatIsatra bAMcanA prArambha kiyA taba maThavAsI sAdhuoM ne yaha prazna uThAyA ki "TUr3hiyA thI AvelA sAdhu dIkSA kaune pAsa lIdhI, yoga kaune pAsa ki yA, ane bhagavatI nA yoga kiyA sivAya bhagavatI satra bAMce to anaMta saMsAra vRddhi no kAraNa thAya che, ane sUtra bAMcavA vAlA anaMta saMsArI che tyAre sunavA vAloM ne lAbha kyA thI thAya / eTale bar3AcoTA nA upAsare koi ne vyAkhyAna saMbhalavA jAgo nahIM ityAdi niMdA ke nAMda phUkane lge|" yogIrAjazrI ne eka dina vyAkhyAna meM baiThe kara svayaM kahane lage ki loga IrSA ke kAraNa jo kucha kahate haiM vaha saba mithyA hai, yadi mere pAsa A kara kaheM to maiM sAfa javAba dene ko taiyAra hU~ ki munijI ko maiMne choTI evaM bar3I dIkSA dI hai tathA zrI bhagavatI sUtra ke sacce yoga jo karane cAhiye munijI ne kiye haiM aura zrI bhagavatIjI sUtra vAMcane kA Apako barAbara adhikAra hai ityAdi / dUsaroM ke liye mujhe kahane kI yahA~ jarUrata to nahIM thI para kaI 33

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 518 loga abhI andhere meM gote khA rahe haiM ataH mujhe batalA denA cAhiye ki Ajakala jo ayogya evaM apaThita sAdhu prAdhAkarmI AhAra khA kara kevala kalpita yoga karate haiM aise yoga na to kisI zAstroM meM likhA hai aura na pUrva jamAne meM kisI ne kiyA bhI thA yadi koI samajhadAra mere sAmane Ave to maiM sUtroM ke pATha nikAla kara batalA dUM ki dhannAmuni ne nau mAsa meM gyArA aMga tathA zrI bahalamuni ne chaH mAsa meM gyAraha aMgoM kA abhyAsa kiyA thA itanA hI kyoM balki kAlI mahAkAlI jayaMti aura devAnaMdA jaisI hajAroM sAdhviyoM ne ekAdazAMga sUtroM ko vAMcA thA jisako Aja ke kalayugiye logoM ne yogadvAhana karane kI bilakula manAI kara rakhI hai aise to aneka udAharaNa jaina zAstroM meM bhare par3e haiM jo samaya Ane para maiM tathA munijI batalA deMge ityAdi / sAtha meM maiM yaha bhI sacita kara denA cAhatA hU~ ki niMdaka logoM kI bAteM suna kara koI bhI sajjana vIra vANI sunane se vaMcita na rahe kAraNa aisA suavasara zubhodaya se mila gayA hai| ___yogirAjazrI ke vacanoM ko suna kara logoM ko bar3A hI Azcarya huA aura nirNaya kI ora logoM kI ruvI bar3hatI gaI / aura ve isa prakAra aura bhI kaI bAtoM kA nirNaya kara ke satya bAtoM ko prahana karate rhe| munizrI ke vyAkhyAna meM itanI pariSadA jamA hotI thI ki itanA vizAla makAna hone para bhI baiThane ko sthAna nahIM milatA thA, vahA~ ke vRddha loga kahA karate the ki yA to AtmArAmajI mahArAja ke vyAkhyAna meM itane AdamI Ate the yA Apake vyAkhyAna meM Ate haiN|

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519 hemacanda bhAI kA prazna surata meM eka hemacaMda bhAI nAmaka acchA jAnakAra zrAvaka thA, aura vaha gopIpurA meM rahatA thA para kisI upAsarA ke baMdhana meM nahIM thA / tAtvika evaM dravyAnuyoga para vyAkhyAna hotA to vaha kahIM bhI jA kara vyAkhyAna sunane meM AnaMda mAnatA thA, jIvacAra, daMDaka, saMgrahanI, kSetra-samAsa aura karma-prantha kA usane acchA abhyAsa kiyA thaa| usane sunA ki bar3AcoTe mAravAr3I sAdhu zrI bhagavatI sUtra acchI taraha se bAMcate haiM ataH vaha bhI vyAkhyAna meM AyA karatA thA, para usameM eka khUbI yaha thI ki cAhe koI bhI sAdhu kyoM na ho, vyAkhyAna meM tarka vivarka kiyA karatA thA aura isI se sAdhAraNa sAdhu unase Darate rahate the| ____ munizrI ke vyAkhyAna meM bhI 1-2 bAra tarka vitarka kA karanA to burA nahIM thA para bhAI ko apane jAnapane kA garva thA khaira hemacaMda kI taka kA to Apane samAdhAna kara diyA, para isa prakAra taka karane se anya logoM ko vyAkhyAna kI aMtarAya par3ane se aruci kAraka mAlUma hotA thA aura bahineM to isa para nArAja hI rahatI thIM / khaira isakA ilAja karane ke lie eka dina munizrI ne pUchAH munizrI hemacanda bhAI sparza keTalA ? hemacanda-sparza aatth| muni:-kAI vicArI ne kaho ? hema0-e mAM zAno vicAra, sparza to AThaja hoya che / muni0-pharI thI vicAra karo ? hema0-zrApa zuM kaho cho ? muni0-vicAra karIne kahavAno hu~ kahu~ ch| hema-AmAM zuM vicAra karavAnu cha, sparza to AThaja hoya

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Adarza-zAna dvitIya rUNDa 520 che, vica mAM kaI sAmAnya jJAna vAle bhAI bahina bhI bola uThe, sAhiba sparza to AThaja hoya che, tA Apa bAra 2 hemacandra bhAI ne zukaho cho ? ___ muni0-bhAIyo ane bahino, hu~ tamane nI pUchato ane zrA tamAro kAma paNa nathI ke AvI carcA meM tame bhAga lo; hu~ to hemacaMdra bhAI ne pUcha chu / ___hemacaMdra-gussA meM AvI ne kahavA lAgyA ke sAhiba ke so Apa ATha sparza svIkAra karI lo, nahIM to prAyazcita lo| muni0-ATha sparza hu~ nathI svIkAra karato, ane nathI leto prAyazcita / tame kAMI vicArone bolo to ThIka che, samajhe na ? hemacaMdra kahavA lAgyA ke zuM mAravAr3I sAdhu evA haTIlA hoya che ke satya ne paNa svIkAra nathI karatA? ___muniH-hu~ haTIlo nathI paNa tamane pUchU cha ke sparza keTalA ? ane uttara hamaNe nahIM to AvatI kAle vicArI ne Apajo / hama0-tyAre ThIka hamaNe to Apa vyAkhyAna vaaNco| ___ sabhA nA loga cakita thAI gayA, koI ne lAgyo ke hemacaMdra ThIka kahe che, paNa mAravAr3I muni mAnatA nathI; tyAre koI kahavA lAgyA ki mAravAr3I sAdhu bahu bhaNelA che, eTale A prazna meM koi rahasya haze, tyAre kaI kahavA lAgyA ki A hemacaMdra bhAI badhA sAdhuoM ne paimAla kare che paNa A mAravAr3I sAdhuja enI rUbara leze khraa| ityAdi jene je game te vAto kare, para mahilA samAja to munizrI nA vyAkhyAna thI eTalI badhI mohita thaI gaI ke vyAkhyAna meM jarAe vikSepa teone gamatoja nathI / . vyAkhyAna samApta thayo eTale hemacaMdra bhAI gayA guru mahA

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521 prazna kA khulAsA rAja ne pAse, ane pUchavA lAgyA ki sAhiba sparza keTalA ? guru mahArAja vyAkhyAna no badho mAmalo pAsanA kamarA meM baiThA sunA lIdho hato eTale tezro zrI munijI ne bolAvI kahavA lAgyA ki A hemacaMdra bhAI ThIka kahe che ke sparza ATha hoya che; tame zu karavA nA pAr3o cho ane teno kAraNa zu che ? muni0 - sAhibajI ! koI sAdhAraNa amyAsI yadi ATha sparza kahI de to haiM svIkAra karavAne taiyAra hU~, para hemacaMdra bhAI jevA vidvAna ATha sparza kahe tene hu~ svIkAra karato nathI; ataH hemacaMdra bhAI haju paNa vicArI ne uttara Ape to sArU / yogIrAja : - lo tame potA no nirNaya batAvI Apo / -- muni - hA~ hemacandra bhAI kahe to hU~ kahI sakU~ hU~ / hema0-hu~ hu~ kahU~ sAhiba, amArI mAnatA to ATha sparza mAnavAnI hatI te Apane kahI doghu / muni0 - ThIka, tame ghere jAi vicAra karajo, nahIM to pache AvatI kAle vyAkhyAna meM hU~ kahIza / hema 0 - vandana karIne cAlyA gayA, paNa te kharokhara vicAra meM par3I gayA; ane karma-graMtha lai ne jovA lAgyA para sparza to ATha nA AThaja rahyA / tejA bIje divase vyAkhyAna thayo logo bahu jaldI AvyA, tA hatA ke hemacaMdra bhAI nA praznottara meM kauno kahavo sA~co che / mu~ha pattI kA pratilekhana ke pazcAta phira vahI carcA zurU huI, zrAkhira munizrI ne samajhAyA ki mUla sparza to zIta, uSNa, rUkSa aura snigdha evaM cAra hI haiM, ina cAroM ke saMyoga se 4 sparza paidA hue haiM, para ve asalI sparza nahIM haiM; hA~ bAlajIvoM ko samajhAne ke

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522 odarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa liye upacarita naya se zAstrakAroM ne ATha sparza batalAe haiM; isa para hemAdra bhAI ne munizrI kA bar3A bhArI upakAra mAnA, aura kahA ki sAhiba, hU~ to eka abhyAsI hu~ paNa A vAta moTA moTA munirAja paNa nahIM jANatA hoya, Apa sUkSma dRSTi thI sAge jANapaNo kIdho cha / ____ isase zrotAgaNa para munizrI kA bahuta acchA prabhAva par3A aura hemacandra bhAI ne bhI vyAkhyAna ke bIca meM tarka vitarka karanA chor3a kara rAtri meM hamezA A kara praznottara kiyA karatA thA; vyAkhyAna ke premiyoM ne bhI kahA ki 'pA mAravAr3I sAdhu ThIka AvyA che ke vyAkhyAna no mArga niSkaMTaka banAvI dI), ___ eka dina hemacandra bhAI, gurU mahArAja ne arja kI ke ApanA ziSya zrA mAravAr3I sAdhu sArA vidvAna ane zAstro nA jAnakAra che ane vyAkhyAna nI zailI evam tarka-samAdhAna karavAnI Dhaba paNa sArI che, paNa sAhibajI temane vyAkaraNa no jJAna bholo hovAthI zabda zudhI nathI, eTale Apa temane thoDu vyAkaraNa no abhyAsa karAvo to bhaviSya meM ye eka sArAM mAM sAge sAdhu nivar3I sake / ___ yogIrAja ne te vakhteja zrAvakoM ne kahI dIdhu ke eka sAro zAstrIhoya to lAo, eTale munijI ne vyAkaraNa zurU karAviye / itanA kahane para kyA derI thI, zrIyukta manasukharAma zAstrI ko bulA lAye aura munijI ko guru mahArAja ne Adeza dediyA ki sivAya vyAkhyAna aura gaucarI ke jitanA samaya bace paMcAyata na kara ke Apa vyAkaraNa kA abhyAsa kiyA karo, jo A tamAre mATe paMDita taiyAra cha, vyAkaraNa no abhyAsa karazo to tamArA jJAnanI zobhA vadhAre thAze eTale vyAkaraNa no jJAna avazya kro|

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523 vyAkaraNa kA abhyAsa munizrI ne guru vacana zirodhArya kara usI dina muhUrta kara diyaa| paMDitajI 0 - ko munijI Apa zuM zurU karazo ? muni0 - jaisI ApakI icchA; kiMtu mere pIche vyAkhyAna evaM gaucarI pAnI Adi kI maTeM bahuta haiM, thor3e samaya meM maiM jo zra bhyAsa kara sakU~ aisA zAstra prArambha kariye / paMDita - mere vicAra se to Apa saMskRta mArgopadezikA zurU karaleM aura usake do bhAga cAra mAsa meM ho bhI jAveMge, tathA inase ApakA kAma bhI nikala jaavegaa| yadi Apa Age abhyAsa ko bar3hAoge to bhI Apako bahuta acchI suvidhA rahegI / muni0 - guru mahArAja ko pUchA ki paMDitajI saMskRtamArgopadezikA ke liye kahate haiM / yogI0 - hA~, bahuta acchA hai; philahAla tuma do bhAga kaMThastha kara lo bAda yoga milegA to dUsarA vyAkaraNa bhI sugama ho jAvegA / basa, munizrI ne saMskRtamArgopadezikA kA par3hanA zurU kara diyA, para par3hAI kA samaya to prAtaHkAla kA thA, usameM to Apa ko subaha se 12 baje taka to avakAza hI nahIM milatA thA, dopahara ko thake hue kitanI par3hAI kara sake / muni - gurU mahArAja ! yadi Apa kRpA kara vyAkhyAna bAMcA kareM to maiM donoM bhAga isI caturmAsA meM kaNThastha kara lU~ / - yogI - munijI vyAkhyAna to Apako hI bAMcanA par3egA, kAraNa ki eka to bhagavatI sUtra ke satra thokar3A tumhAre kaNThastha haiM; ataH jisa prakAra mUla para tuma bhagavatI sUtra bA~ca kara samajhAte ho, vaise maiM nahIM samajhA sakatA hU~; dUsare pariSadA jaisI tumhAre se prasanna hai vaisI mere se nahIM hogI, kAraNa tuma sUtra ke

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zrAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 524 atirikta chanda, kavitta, dRSTAMta vagairaha dete ho jisase ki pariSadA bahuta khuza rahatI hai, ataH vyAkhyAna to tumako hI bA~canA par3egA, yadi tuma kaho to gocarI pAnI maiM lA sakatA huuN| __ muni0-nahIM gurU mahArAja janatA zrApake vyAkhyAna se bahuta khuza hai Apa apane dhyAna kA samaya na de sakeM yaha bAta dUsarI hai aura merI upasthiti meM Apa gaucarIpAnI lA yaha kaise bana sakatA hai ? khaira maiM jitanA abhyAsa hogA utanAhI kruuNgaa| abhyAsa se bhI maiM Apake bacanoM kI ArAdhanA adhika kalyANa kA hetu samajhatA huuN| / munizrI ke pIche kevala vyAkhyAna evam gocarI kA hI kAma nahIM thA, para guru mahArAja ne yaha bhI AjJA karadI thI ki tumako 400 thokar3e Ate haiM, ina sabako chapavA do, varanA saMvegI samudAya meM thoka r3oM kA pracAra kama hone se tuma bhUla jaaoge| yaha zAstroM kA eka sAra hai, tumhAre abhyutthAna kA mUla kAraNa hai| tuma vyAkaraNa Adi nahIM par3he huai hone para bhI logoM meM tumhArI pUrI dhAka jama gaI hai ki mAravAr3I sAdhu zAstroM kA acchA jAnakAra hai; ataH yahAM dravya-sahAyaka bhI bahuta haiM, aura presa kA saMyoga bhI acchA hai, ataH saba thokar3eM chapavA deN| yaha bhI Apake sira para eka jabaradasta kAma thA, kAraNa thokar3A likhanA, presa kApI taiyAra karanA, prapha saMzodhana karanA ityAdi; itanA kAma thA ki jisakI vajaha se samaya bahuta kama milatA thA, itanA hI kyoM para kaI logoM ke prazna bhAte the, unake uttara bhI Apako hI likhane par3ate the / tathApi munijI eka puruSAtha evam parizramI jIvI the ki itanA kAma hote hue bhI Apane vyAkaraNa par3hanA zurU kara diyA thaa|

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82 zrI sAgarajA ke sAtha praznottara munizrI vyAkhyAna meM zrI bhagavatI sUtra pahile zataka kA dusarA uddezA bA~ca rahe the, usameM asaMyatibhavidravyadevAdi caudaha boloM kA varNana cala rahA thA, jisakI vyAkhyAna meM Apane pharamAyA ki asaMyatibhavidravyadeva mara kara devatAoM meM jAve to jaghanya bhavanapati aura utkRSTa nauvI naugrIvega taka jA sakatA hai aura isameM abhavya jIva bhI zAmila hai| .. ____ zrAvaka ne prazna kiyA ki abhavI naugrIvega taka jAtA hai, ataH vaha aisI kyA kriyA karatA hai ki itanA U~cA jAsake ? muni0-abhavya ke bhI cAra naya kI samakita hotI hai, nauvA pUrva kI tIsarI AcAra vastu taka vaha jJAna par3hatA haiM, aura cAritrapada kI ArAdhanA karane se vaha navI naugrIvega taka jAtA hai / isa bAta ko suna kara surata kA eka zrAvaka baMbaI gayA, vahA~ sAgarAnaMdasUrijI kA caturmAsA thA, aura Apa bhI zrIbhagavatIsUtra 1.2 hI bAMca rahe the| saMyoma aisA banA ki surata kA zrAvaka munizrI ke pAsa jo vyAkhyAna suna ke baMbaI gayA thA, vahI asaMyatibhavIdravyadeva kA viSaya sAgarAnaMdasUri ke vyAkhyAna meM calatA thA; unhoMne kahA ki abhavya jIva dIkSitoM kI pUjA satkAra dekha kara svayaM pUjita hone ke zrAzaya se dIkSA letA hai aura kaSTa kriyA karane se naugrAvega taka jAtA hai; usake samakita nahIM hotI hai, vaha nau tatvoM se mokSa tatva ko zraddhatA bhI nahIM hai, ityAdi / surata ke zrAvaka ne kahA ki mahArAja maiMne surata ke bar3ecoTe

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 526 meM mAravAr3I sAdhu ke vyAkhyAna meM isa viSaya ko sunA hai, unhoMne kahA ki abhavya jIva ko cAra naya kI samakina hotI hai, nauvA pUrva kI tIsarI AcAra vastu taka jJAna par3hatA hai aura cAritrapada kI ArAdhanA se vaha naugrIvega taka jA sakatA hai, ityAdi / isake javAba meM sAgarAnaMdasari ne jhaTa se kaha diyA ki vaha DhUMr3hiyoM se pAyA hai aura na TIkAtroM ke zAstroM kA abhyAsa hI kiyA hai, vaha bicArA mAravAr3I sAdhu kyA samajhatA hai; bhagavatI sUtra meM / usako guru gamya bhI nahIM hai, para loga gAr3arI pravAha hote haiM, joaise ajJoM ke vyAkhyAna ko suna kara khuza ho jAte haiM / sAgarajI ke vyAkhyAna meM eka mAravAr3I baiThA thA / sAgarajI ne mAravAr3a aura munizrI kA halke zabdoM dvArA tiraskAra kiyA vaha usase sahana nahIM huA, aura usane kahA ki mahArAja ! jJAnasuMdarajI mahArAja bhI zAstroM ke acche jJAtA haiM; unhoMne bhI to kucha kahA hogA vaha ThIka soca samajha ke hI kahA hogaa| sAgarajI0-kyA soca samajha ke kahA, yaha hamAre pAsa zrI bhagavatI aura usakI TIkA taiyAra hai, tuma dekha lo| ___ zrAvaka0-maiM koI zAstra thor3e hI par3hA huA hU~, yadi munizrI jJAnasuMdarajI mahArAja isa samaya Apake rUbarU hote to Apako mAkulI javAba dete hii| sAgarajI0-acchA, tuma jJAnasundarajI ko patra likha kara javAba maMgavA lo| zrAvaka-ThIka hai, maiM likha dUMgA-bhaMDArIjI ne apane sthAna para jA kara saba hAla patra dvArA munizrI ko likha diyA aura saMyogavazAta vaha surata kA zrAvaka bhI baMbaI se punaH surata A gayA aura

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527 sAgarAnanda sUri se prazna sAgarajI ke vyAkhyAna ke saba samAcAra kaha sunAye / isa para muni zrI ne abhavya jIvoM ke viSaya meM kucha prazna taiyAra kara usakI e. ka nakala to bhaMDArIjI ko bhejadI ki Apa sAgarajI ke pAsa jA kara ina praznoM kA uttara likhavA kara bhijavA denA, aura eka nakala surata ke zrAvaka ko de dI ki tuma baMbaI jAo to sAgarajI se ina praznoM kA uttara likhavA kara mujhe bheja denA / una praznoM kA asalI kAgaja munizrI ne apane pAsa rakha liyA thA jisakI nakala yahAM de dI jAtI hai| (1) kyA dIkSA lene vAlA abhavya yaha jAnatA hai ki maiM abhavya hU~? . (2) kyA dIkSA lene vAlA sAdhu yaha jAnatA hai ki jisa vyakti ko maiM dIkSA detA hU~, vaha bhavya hai yA abhavya ? (3) Apane svayaM mokSa kI abhilASA se dIkSA lI hai aura nau tatva kI saradhanA rakha kara prarUpanA bhI karate haiM to Apa bhavya haiM yA abhavya ? yadi Apa zAyada abhavya hI haiM to Apake mata anusAra abhavya bhI dIkSA le kara ApakI bhAMti cAritra pAleM yA prarUpanA kareM to kara sakatA hai yA nahIM ? kAraNa yaha to Apa pharamAte hI haiM ki abhavya ke upadeza se anaMta jIva mokSa cale gae haiN| (4) abhavya jIva nauveM pUrva kI tIsarI AcAra vastu kA jJAna par3hatA hai jo usa jJAna ke sAmane ApakA jJAna samudra meM eka bUda jitanA bhI nahIM haikyA vaha abhavya Apake jaisI prarUpanA nahIM kara sakatA hai ? (5) zAyada Apa kahoge ki abhavya rUpanA to zuddha karatA hai para usakI zraddhanA zuddha nahIM hotI hai, to yaha bhI ThIka nahI hai, kyoMki:

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Adarza jJAna dvitAya khaNDa 528 ( ka ) zraddhanA se prarUpanA bhinna karatA hai, to usako mAyA kA sthAna lagatA hai yA nahIM ? (kha ) yadi mAyAcArI kahA jAve to cAritra kA ArAdhI ho tA hai yA virodhI ? (ga) yadi virodhI hotA hai to vaha prathama devaloka se Upara jA sakatA hai yA nahIM ? (gha ) yadi cAritra kA virodhI prathama devaloka se Upara nahIM jA sake to phira abhavya jIva utkRSTa naugrIvega jAtA hai vaha ki sa AdhAra se ? (6) jaba Apa abhavya ke samakita cAritrahI nahIM mAnate ho to usako mithyAdRSTi kahanA cAhiye, aura mithyAdRSTi veSadhArI kI gati uskRSTa pAMcaveM devaloka se Upara nahIM hai, phira abhavya nauprIvega kaise jA sakatA hai ? (7) abhavya jIva pUjita hone kI AzA evaM paudagalika sukhoM kI abhilASA se hI dIkSA letA ho to vaha naugrIvega taka kaise jA sakatA hai ? (8) yadi Apa kaho ki kriyA kaSTa ke jora se abhavya naugrIvega taka jAtA hai to mithyAtvI mAsa mAsa khAmaNa kA pAraNA karane vAle pAMcavA devaloka se Upara kyoM nahIM jAtA hai ? (9) yadi Apa kahoge ki abhavya jIvoM ke vyavahAra jJAna dazana cAritra hotA hai, jisase naugrIvega jAtA hai ? (10) yadi abhavya ke vyavahAra samakitAdi haiM to sAta naya se kitanI naya kI haiM ? yadi Apa cAra naya kI samakita mAnate ho to RjusUtra naya pariNAma prAhI hai, ataH abhavya ke

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529 sAgagananda sUri se prazna pariNAmoM kI apekSA jJAna darzana cAritra hai aura usake bala se ho vaha naugrIvega jAtA hai / isa hAlata meM ApakA ekAnta kahanA mithyAsiddha hogA ki bhavya kevala dUsaroM kI pUjA dekha kara pUja nIya hone ke lie hI dIkSA letA hai ? ( 11 ) Apane baMbaI ke vyAkhyAna meM pharamAyA thA ki abha vya jIva dUsaroM ko pUjA dekha pUjyanIya hone kI abhilASA se dIkSA letA hai, kyA yaha kAraNa bhavyoM ke lie nahIM banatA hai ? yadi banatA hai to phira eka abhavya ke lie hI ApakA Agraha kyoM hai ? hA~ kaI bhavya isa prakAra pUjyanIya hone kI AzA se dIkSA lete hoMge para isa prakAra kaI bhavya bhI dIkSA lete haiM ? kiMtu merA prazna to bhavya jIva utkRSTa naumI vega jAne vAle ke lie hI hai / ( 12 ) zAstrakAroM kI mAnyatA aura merI zraddhA hai ki utkRSTa bhaugrIvega jAne vAle abhavya ke cAranaya kI samakita hotI hai aura vaha vyavahAra cAritra kA zrArAdhika hotA hai / yadi Apa ko isa viSaya meM zaMkA ho to kRpA kara likhAveM, tAki maiM ApakI zaMkA kA Thoka samAdhAna karane kA prayatna karU~gA / vi0 saM0 1975 ApakA darzanAbhilASI 'jJAnasundara' zrAvaNa zuddha 2 uparokta praznoM kI eka nakkala to surata vAle zrAvaka ke dvArA aura dUsarI nakala bhaMDArIjI dvArA sAgarajI ke pAsa pahu~cAI gaI aura una praznoM ko sAgarajI ne dhyAnapUrvaka par3ha bhI lie, tathA una praznoM ko par3ha kara Apa bar3e hI cakra meM par3a gaye; itanA hI kyoM para ApakA garva galakara usakA pAnI bhI hone lagA / bhaMDArI jI ne kahA ki munizrI ne ina praznoM kA uttara maMgavAyA hai; jaba

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 530 Apako samaya mile uttara likha kara mujhe de dIjie tAki maiM munizrI kI sevA meM bheja duuNgaa| ___sAgarajI ne kahA ki jaba ye ha~r3hiyoM se nikale the usa samaya bhI eka patra meM inake prazna Aye the| maiMne uttara nahIM diyA; ataH ina praznoM ke bhI uttara likhane kI AvazyaktA nahIM, yadi unako praznoM kA uttara lenA hai to rUbarU A kara le jAveM / . bhaMDArIjI -Apa kevala munizrI ke praznoM kA uttara hI nahIM likhate ho, yA saba ke lie aisA niyama hai ? kyoM ki Apa samAcAra-patroM meM to khaNDana maNDana ke lekha diyA karate ho, phira ina praznoM kA uttara kyoM nahIM likhate ho ? sAgara jI-isa bAta kI tuma ko kyA paMcAyata karanI hai ? bhaMDArIjI-paMcAyata nahIM karanI hai, para Apane apane vyAkhyAna meM kahA thA ki 'yaha mAravAr3I sAdhu vicAro zujANe che; aba to Apa jAna gaye nA ki mAravAr3IyoM ke pUche hue praznoM kA uttara dene ke lie gujarAtiyoM ko mauna yA krodha kI zaraNa lenI par3atI hai ? sAgara-jAo 2 dekhaliyA tumhAre mAravAr3I sAdhu ko jisa ko ki pUrNa zuddha bhASA bhI likhanA nahIM AtA hai, aura prazna pUchane ko taiyAra hue haiM, jAo tumhAre munI ko kaha do ki pahile thor3A zuddha likhane kA abhyAsa kreN| bhaMDArIjI-mahArAja ! yadi likhane meM kahIM galatI bhI ho to isase praznoM kA uttara mArA to nahIM jAnA cAhiye / maiMne Apake hI vyAkhyAna meM sunA thA, evaM Apane hI pharamAyA thA ki AtmIyajJAna, kevala bhASA ke AdhIna nahIM hai, to phira bhASA kI

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531 sAgarAnanda sUri aura bhaMDArI jI azuddhiyoM kI oTa meM praznoM ke uttara mArA jAnA Apa jaise vidvAnoM ko zobhA nahIM detA hai, phira ApakI icchA kI bAta hai| sAgara-para praznoM kA uttara denA yA nahIM denA to merI icchA kI bAta hai na ? bhaMDArIjI0-vaMdana kara vahAM se sthAna para jAkara saba hAla munizrI ko likha diyA, jisako par3ha kara munizrI ne samajha liyA ki sAgarajI kevala pATA ke hI vidvAna haiM / kAgaja para likhe hue sUtra par3ha kara sAdhuoM ko sUtroM kI vAcanA dekara evaM paMDitoM dvArA presa kApiyA~ karavA kara va sUtra chapavA karake hI nAma paidA kiyA hai / khaira kabhI rUbarU milane kA maukA bhI mila jaavegaa| 82 sUrata ke caturmAsa meM sAhitya pracAra . isa caturmAsa meM bhI Apane kaI pustakeM mudrita karavAI thIM, 500 pratie battIsa sUtra darpaNa-isameM 32 sUtroM ke sthAna likha kara yaha batalAyA gayA hai ki kaI AcaraNa 32 sUtroM meM hone para bhI DhUMr3hiyA nahIM karate haiM, taba kaI AcaraNa mana kalpita karake jaina dharma kI niMdA karavA rahe haiN| 1000 pratie jaina dIkSA-isameM yaha batalAyA gayA hai ki dIkSA ke yogya kaisA manuSya honA cAhiye / 1000 pratie jaina niyamAvali-mAravAr3a ke kaI ajJAnI loga apane niyamoM se bilakula ajJAta hI haiM, unakI suvidhA ke liye yaha choTo sI pustaka banAI thii| __ 1000 pratie prabhu pUjA-prabhu pUjA nizcaya hI mokSa kA sAdhana hai, para kaI ajJa loga abhI taka pUjA kI vidhi ko bhI

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 532 nahIM jAnate haiM; ataH unake lie isa pustaka kI racanA kI gaI hai| ___ 1000 pratie jaina maMdiroM kI 84 AzAtanA-yaha nAma se hI prakhyAta hai| ___ 1000 pratieM Agama nirNaya - isameM yaha spaSTataH batAyA hai ki AgamoM meM kyA likhA huA hai aura DhUMr3hiyA kyA kararahe haiN| 1000 pratie caityavandanAdi-isameM munizrI ke banAye hue caityavandana, stutieM stavana,svAdhyAya Adi kA saMgraha kiyA huA hai| __1000 pratie jina stuti-isameM maMdira meM jAte samaya jinastuti karane yogya kavitAoM kA saMgraha hai| 1000 pratieM vyAkhyA vilAsa-isameM yogIrAja zrI ratnavijaya jI mahArAja sAhiba ke vyAkhyAna kA saMgraha kiyA huA acchA sAhitya hai| ___ 500 pratie zrIsukhavipAka sUtra mUla pATha-yaha mahA maMgalika sUtra jaba ki sAdhu mahAtmA caturmAsa karane ko kisI gAma meM jAte haiM taba sabase pahalA isa sUtra ko bAMcate haiM ki zrIsaMgha meM sadaiva maMgala rahatA hai / isameM yaha vizeSatA hai ki jahAM sUtra meM anya sUtroM kI bholAmaNa dI haiM Apane vahAM kA pATha bhI yahAM darja kara diyA hai ki par3hane vAloM ko acchI suvidhA evaM AnaMda rhe| 1000 pratie zIghra bodha bhAga prathama ! ___1000,, , bhAga dvitIya / 1000 ,, ,, bhAga tRtIya / ina tIno bhAgoM meM zAstrIya tAtvika jJAna ko thokar3A ke rUpa meM likhA gayA hai, jo ki munizrI ko kaNTastha the| isa prakAra surata ke caturmAsa meM munizrI ke upadeza se kula

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533 kAgaja hunDI paiTha parapaiTha mejhara. 12000 pustakeM chapoM, jinakA mAravAr3a, mevAr3a, molavA, khAnadeza ityAdi prAMtoM meM pracAra huA, jahAM ki aisI pustakoM kI khAsa AvazyakatA thI / kyoMki gujarAtI evaM saMskRta prAkRta kI pustakeM sAdhAraNa likhe par3he mAravAr3iyoM ko utanI upayogI nahIM thI jitabI ki munizrI kI banAI huI mAravAr3I bhASA kI pustakeM siddha huI thiiN| yahI kAraNa hai ki zrApakI banAI huI pustakeM sarvatra lokapriya bana gaI thiiN| ___munizrI ne jaba se gurjara bhUmi meM padArpaNa kiyA tathA vahAM ke sAdhu sAdhviyoM kA zithila AcAra vyavahAra dekhA evaM sunA to Apako atizaya dukha huA, para pAsatthoM ke sAmrAjya meM kauna kisako kahe aura kauna sune, yaha kevala Apane hI nahIM kiMtu ma. hopAdhyAya yazovijayajI mahArAja ne bhI isI viSaya kI pukAra kI thii| ataH isa bAla lIlA ko lekhanI dvArA likha kara paramAtmA sImadhara tIrthakara kI sevA meM bhejanA ucita samajha kara Apane 'kAgaja hu~DI, paiTha, parapaiTha aura mejharanAmA' likhanA prAraMbha kiyaa| lekina Apako dina kA samaya to bahuta kama milatA thA, ataH mejharanAme kA kArya rAta meM hI kiyA karate the / Apa rAtri meM kavitA banA kara peMsila se kAgaja para likha lete the jisameM Apako rozanI vagairaha kI AvazyakatA nahIM rahato, kevala izAre mAtra se hI rAtri meM lekha likha liyA karate the ora usako dina meM sudhAra kara ThIka kara lete|

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83-satyAgraha meM jainasAdhuoM kA vyAkhyAna jisa samaya satyAgraha AMdolana khUba joroM se cala rahA thA, usa samaya hamAre caritra nAyakajI sUrata meM virAjamAna the / kAMgresa ke netA dayAlajIbhAI yogIrAja ke pAsa bhAye aura kahA ki jaina sAdhu to jagata upakArI hote haiM, ataH Apako bhI deza sevA meM bhAga lenA cAhiye / yogIrAja ne kahA, isameM kahane kI kyA bAta hai ? hama to isaliye hI sAdhu hue haiM, ityaadi| . eka dina kAMgresa vAloM ne eka bar3A bhArI saraghasa nikAlA jisameM kama se kama 50000 AdamI hoMge; dayAlajIbhAI Adi kaI dezabhakta yogIrAjAdi munivaroM ko bulAne ke lie Aye, aura kahA ki Apa bhI padhAra kara sabhA meM bhASaNa dilAveM / usa samaya munitilakavijayajI paMjAbI bhI vahAM upasthita the, usane kahA ki yogIrAja ! kyA harjA hai, sabhA meM caliye maiM bhI cluuNgaa| yaha hAla jaba zrAvakoM ko mAlUma huA to unhoMne Akara muniyoM ko roka diyA aura kahA ki rAja-sambandhI mAmaloM meM Apako bhAga nahIM lenA caahiye| yogI0-kyoM, isameM kyA nukasAna hai ? zrAvaka-yaha rAja saMbandhI mAmalA hai,zAyada pakar3A-pakar3I hogA to ? yogI-yadi satya kahate hue bhI pakar3e jAveMge to jaise hama loga tumhArI kaida meM par3e haiM vaise rAjya kI kaida meM par3e rheNge| isa prakAra vAdavivAda karane ke pazcAt muniyoM ne Akhira

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535 jaina munivaroM ke vyAkhyAna sabhA meM jAne kA nizcaya kara hI liyA, aura dayAlajIbhAI ko kaha diyA ki saraghasa meM to hama nahIM AveMge kintu sabhA meM zrA kara bhASaNa avazya deveNge| muniyoM ne videzI vastroM ko tyAgana pahale se hI kara rakhe the ataHve saba khAdI ke kapar3e pahina kara, dayAlajIbhAI Adi netAoM ke sAtha sabhA meM pahu~ce / vahA~ jAkara dekhA to, 4-5 jagaha to, pleTa-phArma the aura kaI jagaha lAuDaspIkara (Loud Speaker) lage hue the 50000 AdamiyoM ke hone para bhI vAtAvaraNa atyanta hI. zAnta thA; vaktAoM ke bar3e hI jozIle vyAkhyAna ho rahe the; pulIsa kA cAroM ora daura-daurA thA, vyAkhyAna ke noTa lene vAle bhI upasthita the / sAdhu bhI vahA~ anekoM the, kintu jainoM ke kevala tIna hI sAdhu the; jaba vyAkhyAna ke lie kahA gayA to sarvaprathama yogIrAja kA bhASaNa huA, 15 minaTa kA samaya milA aura ApakA svadezI vastra ke viSaya meM sAragarbhita bhASaNa huaa| dUsare paMjAbI tilakavijayajI kA bhASaNa huA, Apako 20 miniTa kA samaya diyA gayA thA; Apane svadharma rakSA ke bAre meM vyAkhyAna diyA / tIsarA nambara hamAre caritra nAyakajI kA thA, Apako 25 miniTa kA samaya milA; Apane svarAjya ke viSaya meM kahA ki jaba taka AtmA svataMtra nahIM hogI taba taka svarAjya nahIM mila sakatA hai; ataH zrAtmA ko bhaya tathA parAdhInatA se mukta kara svataMtra banAveM ityAdi / jaina muniyoM ke bhASaNoM ne sabako maMtra mugdha banA diye / surata ke caturmAsa se yogIrAja evaM munirAja kA janatA para khUba acchA prabhAva par3A, isakA kAraNa ApakI vidvattA ora nispRhitA hI thA / cAturmAsa kI samApti ke dina nikaTa Aye to

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 536 baMbaI ke seThiye loga ApakI vinatI karane ko Aye aura atyanta hI prahapUrvaka vinatI kI, kiMtu munizrI ko parama punIta zatruJjaya tIrtha kI yAtrA karane kI bar3I bhArI utkaMThA thI aura Apane kaI vigaiyAM Adi ko bhI chor3a rakhI thI, ataH baMbaI kI vinatI na mAna kara yAtrA kA hI nizcaya kiyA gayA / caturmAsa samApta hone para jhaverI choTubhAI icchAcaMda ke vahAM gopIpurA meM caturmAsA badalAyA jisameM seTha sAhiba ne pUjA prabhAvanA jJAnavRddhi meM aura svAmI- vAtsalyAdi zubha kAryoM meM karIba do hajAra rupayoM kA kharca kiyA / 84 zrI siddhagiri kI yAtrA ke lie prasthAna BASE surata meM zrImohanalAlajI mahArAja ke sAdhuoM kA gopIpurA meM caturmAsA thA, unameM zrImANakamunijI aura labdhimuni jI ko bhI zatruMjaya kI yAtrA karanI thii| munizrI ko acchA saMyoga mila gayA, guru mahArAja kI AjJA lekara munizrI ne yAtrA ke liye bihAra kiyA, donoM munivara bhI sAtha meM the katAra gAMva, sAyaNa, koma kasubA ho kara kalesara Ae - jisa roja Apa tripuTo, aMkale sara pahu~ce to vahAM eka dukhada ghaTanA yaha ghaTI ki aMkalesara ke pAsa do kosa para eka gAMva thA; vahAM do jainamaMdira aura do so ghara pATIdAra zrAvakoM ke the| kiMtu svAmInArAyaNa paMtha kA koI upadezaka AyA, usane una 200 ghara vAloM ko upadeza dekara isa prakAra cakra meM DAlA ki ve jaina dharma tyAgane ke liye udyo gae tathA unake asara loga aMkalesara Akara maMdiroM kI cAvi yAM DAlar3IM aura kahA ki hama svAminArAyaNa mata meM jAte haiM,

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patita jainoM kA uddhAra 537 Apa apane maMdiroM ko saMbhAleM / jaba munivaroM ko isa bAta kI khabara huI to una pATIdAroM ko bulAkara khUba samajhAyA; unhoMne kahA ki Apa hamAre grAma meM padhAreM, isa para tInoM munirAja pATIdAroM ke sAtha unake grAma meM jAkara svAminArAyaNa matavAloM se dharma ke viSaya meM zAMti ke sAtha vArtAlApa kara unako niruttara kara die / tathA dharma se patita hote hue 200 gharoM kA uddhAra kara di yA / isa prakAra kI gar3abar3a hone kA kAraNa yahI hai ki gujarAtI sAdhuoM ne mukhya mukhya zaharoM ko apane ArAma ke liye nivAsa sthAna sA hI banA liyA hai, unhoMne prAmoM meM jAne kA na to kabhI kaSTa uThAyA aura na kabhI una grAmINa zrAvakoM ko upadeza diyA; kaI to aise nAgara brAhmaNa bana baiThe haiM ki una pATIdAra zrAvakoM ke ghara kA AhAra pAnI taka bhI nahIM lete haiM, jaina dharma pAlane vAloM se isa prakAra ghRNA karane se yadi ve jainadharma ko tyAga deM to isameM Azcarya kI kaunasI bAta hai ? munizrI gujarAta ke vihAra ke daramiyAna jisa gAMva meM pahu~ce vahAM pUchane se mAlUma huA ki jahAM saikar3oM ghara jaina pATIdAra, mAr3ha, gurjara, nimA, bhAvasAra vagairA ke the, ve prAyaH saba svAminArAyaNa paMtha meM cale gae; isakA kAraNa eka to unako upadeza hI nahIM milatA hai, dUsare unake sAtha roTI beTI vyavahAra nahIM thA, tIsare jaina sAdhu unase ghRNA karate the / ataeva svAminArAyaNa mata ke upadezakoM ne unako apane mata meM milA liye / munizrI ko meranAmA likhane meM aise aise aneka kAraNa milate gaye ki jisakA kalevara manasA se bhI kaI gunA adhika car3hatA gayA /

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bhAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 538 ___ vahAM se kramazaH vihAra karate hue bhar3oMca nagara meM Aye aura vahA~ munisuvrata tIrthakara kA prAcIna maMdira-mUrti ke darzana kara paramAnanda ko prApta hue / bAda Amoda-jambusara hote hue Apane zrIkAbI tIrtha kI yAtrA kI, vahAM se khaMbhAta jAnA thA; rAste meM samudra pAtA hai ataH hamAre tripuTo munirAja nAva meM baitthe| sadaiva nAva dina rahate hue khaMbhAta pahu~ca jAtI thI, para usa dina prakRti kA aisA prakopa huA ki vAyu pratikUla calane se nAMva cakkara khAgaI aura nAMva meM hI karIba gatri nau baja gaI / bicAre nAvika ne bahuta prayatna kiyA taba dasa baje nAMvA pAnI ke kinAre para pahu~cI; para vaha kinArA khaMbhAta kA nahI kiMtu kisI anya choTe grAma kA thA / basa, vahAM lAkara pAnI meM nAMva ko khar3I karadI, saba loga utarane lage, isa hAlata meM munimaMDala bhI utare / zItakAla hone se eka ora to jAr3A bahuta par3a rahA thA, dUsarI ora se aMdherI rAtri thI, tadu parAMta gahare pAnI se nikala kara jAnA thA; mAnikamunijI kA paira ucakakara pAnI meM jA par3A, dUsare muniyoM ke bhI vastra vagairaha bhIga gae the, phira bhI hAtha meM DaMDA hone se usake sahAre se pAnI se pAra hue para ve zIta ke mAre khar3a khar3a dhUjane lage / bar3I muzkila se gAMva meM pahu~ce, vahAM pUchane para mAluma huA ki yahAM kevala eka ghara zrAvaka kA hai, pUchate 2 vahA~ gye| zrAvaka itanA bhaktivAna thA ki usane apanA makAna khola diyA, gAMva se mA~ga kara 8.10 kaMbaleM lA dI jisase saba kapar3A kholakara taNI para DAlA aura una kaMvaloM se kAma liyA / zrAvaka ne garma taila lAkara tInoM muniyoM kI mAliza kI tathA rAtri bhara vahIM tthhre| subaha hI zrAvaka nebahuta Agraha kiyA ataH gocarI pAnI vahIM kiyA aura dUsare dina khaM.

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539 khaMbhAta meM zAstroM kI carcA bhAta pahu~ce / tathA vahA~ jAkara bAbU pannAlAla aMbAlAla kI dharma zAlA meM Thahara gae / 85 khambhAta meM zAstroM kI carcA jisa samaya hamAre tripuTI munirAja khambhAta meM pahu~ce usa samaya AcAryavijayakamalasUri apane 17 sAdhuoM ke sAtha khaMbhAta nagara meM virAjamAna the mANakamunijI Adi tInoM sAdhu sUri jI ke darzanArtha unake upAzraya gaye para vahAM jAkara ve kyA dekhate haiM ki zrAcAryAdi sAdhu to eka ora baiThe the aura muni dAnavijaya eka tarapha ekAnta meM baiThA huA eka yuvA vidhAva ko upadeza de rahA thA usa vidhavA ne kucha rupaye dAta vijaya ke pAsa rakhA thA jisako uThAkara dAnavijaya ne apanI AlamArI meM rakha diyA / mANakamuni eka ora khar3A rahakara isa vitikAra ko jyoM kA tyoM dekhA phira una se rahA nahIM gayA ataH mANakamuni dAnavijaya ke pAsa jAkara pUchA / mANaka--panyAsoM ko pApI batalAne vAle dAnavijayajI Apa yaha kyA julma kara rahe ho ? dAnavijaya - yaha to jJAna kI pUjA kI hai aura yaha dravya jJAnakhAtA meM kAma AvegA / isameM tumako pUchane evaM kahane kA kyA adhikAra hai ? mANaka -- isakA bhaviSya meM kyA pariNAma AvegA aura Apa ke ziSyoM para kaisA burA prabhAva par3egA eka kanaka hI manuSya ko rasAtala meM pahu~cA detA hai ataH Apake isa kRtya meM to kanaka aura kAmanI donoM kA anucita vyavahAra dIkhatA hai kyA yaha sAdhuoMkA AcAra hai ki eka yuvA vidhavA ke sAtha ekAnta meM bAteM karanA

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaMNDaM 540 aura usake diye hue rupayeko hAthoM se uThAkara AlamArI meM rakhanA ? _____ dAna-isameM hamArA kyA svArtha hai isa zrAvikA ne jJAna ke liye rupaye diye haiM koI zrAvaka na hone ke kAraNa maiMne rupaye A. lamArI meM rakha diye haiN| ___ mANaka-isa prakAra Apane kitane rupaye ekatrita kiye haiM jisakA kucha hisAba bhI hogA ? ___ dAna-hisAba pUchane vAle tuma kauna ho ? una rupayoM kI pusta ke maMgavAnI haiM aura bhI hamAre pAsa bahuta pustakeM haiM / mANaka-ve pustakeM haiM kisakI ? * dAna-hamArI mANaka-isa prakAra lAkhoM rupayoM kI pustakoM ko tuma apanI batalAte ho to kyA isase tumhAre mahAvrata raha sakate haiM ? kyoM ki yaha to parigRha dhAriyoM ke hI lakSaNa haiN| dAna-isase kyA huA sAdhu pustakeM to rakhate hI haiM / mANaka-para isakI kucha maryA bhI hai ? dAna-kyA eka hamAre hI pustakeM haiM ? vijayanemi sUri ke to hamAre se bhI kaI muNI adhika pustakeM haiN| ___mANaka-maiM vyaktigata bAta nahIM karatA hU~, para merA kahanA hai ki sAdhu pustakoM para apanA haka rakhatA hai para unhoMne kisa pa. rizrama se dravyopArjana kara pustakoM kA saMgraha kiyA hai ? vAstava meM pustakeM saMgraha karane meM zrI saMgha kA hI dravya lagA hai| ataH aise pustakoM ke bhaMDAra zrIsaMgha ke adhikAra meM kyoM nahIM rakhA jAve ? jisane ki kisI bhI sAdhu ko pustaka cAhiye to suvidhA se mila jAve, anyathA Apake bhaMDAra meM to vyartha hI pustakeM sar3atI haiM

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541 dAnavijayajI kI burI dAnata aura jaba kisI dUsare sAdhu ko pustaka kI zrAvazyakatA ho taba gRhasthoM kA dravyaM vyaya kara maMgavAnI par3atI hai / dAna- hamane atyanta parizrama se pustakoM kA saMgraha kiyA hai / tumhAre jaise nAstikoM ko isa bAta kA abhI jJAna nahIM hai / mAmAka -- jaise isa bahina ne Apako rupaye diye haiM, isa prakAra kitanI vidhavAoM ne Apako rupaye diye aura usako Apane kisa kAma meM lagAye aura aba zeSa Apake pAsa kitanI rakama jamA rahI hai| usakA Apake pAsa kucha hisAba hogA; jisako hama dekha nA cAhate haiM / dAna - maiMne kaha diyA ki tuma hisAba pUchane vAle kauna ho ? mAraka -- zrIsaMgha kI rakama kA hisAba koI bhI vyakti pUcha sakatA hai; maiM saMgha meM eka hU~ ataH sujhe bhI adhikAra hai ki maiM hisAba pUcha sakUM / tuma isa prakAra kitane hI manuSyoM kI rakama hajama kara jAte ho aura phira sAdhu kahalAte ho / dAna - krodha meM Akara kahA ki cale jAo hamAre upAzraya se / mAraNaka--kyA upAzraya bhI ApakA hai ? yadi hai to isa kA paTTA ( rajisTrI ) batalAiye / dAna - jAo 2 / tumheM kauna pUchatA hai ? mANaka - upAzraya se nikala kara sIdhe hI chApekhAne ( presa ) meM gaye; aura 1000 noTisa chapavA kara svabhAta bhara meM vittIrNa karavA diye jisameM likhA thA ki parigraha dhArI dAnavijaya ke pAsa pustakeM haiM ve zrIsaMghakI haiM yA sAdhuoM kI ? yadi sAdhuoM kI pustakeM haiM to aise parigraha dhAriyoM ko sAdhu kyoM mAnanA cAhiye ? eka javAna vizvA ne dAnavijayajI ko rupaye diye usa samaya koI

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 542 zrAvaka bhI pAsa meM nahIM thA / ve rupaye dAnavijayajI ne uThAkara AlamArI meM rakhadiye to isa prakAra kitanI hI striyoM ko dhokhe meM DAla apanI manokAmanA pUrNa karatA hogA ? ataH aise parigraha dhAriyoM ko koI bhI jaina - jainasAdhu nahIM mAne / ityAdi / mANakamuni kI preraNA se pannAlAla bAbU kI dharmazAlA kI ora se eka janarala sabhA hone kA nizcaya huA, jisake haiNDabila bhI vittIrNa karavA diye| yaha sunakara dAnavijayajI, labdhi vijayajI ne socA ki mANakamunijI aura yaha mAravAr3I sAdhu bar3e hI jhagar3Ayala haiM; yadi vaha sabhA meM apane viSaya meM kucha kahegA aura apane bhakta loga suneMge ataH kahIM zaMkA par3a gaI to pApa kA ghar3A phUTa jAvegA / ata: kala apane yahAM bhI sabhA kareM tAki kama se kama apane bhakta to mANaka muni kI sabhA meM na jAveMge / basa, dUsare dina dohara ko donoM zrora se sabhAeM huii| munizrI ne mANikamuni se kahA ki apanI sabhA meM to maiM bhASaNa kara dUMgA, aura Apa unakI sabhA meM padhAra jAo, zrataH yadi vaha kucha kahegA to Apa sabhA meM javAba de skogaa| yaha bAta mANakamunijI ke bhI jaMca gaI aura vaha TAima para dAnavijayajI ke vahA~ calA gayA / tathA eka haiMDabila jo unakI tarapha nikalA thA vaha bhI sAtha letA gayA, jaba mANikamunijI vahA~ se gayA to sAdhuoM ne kaha diyA ki tuma yahA~ kyoM Aye ho ? bahuta se gRhastha evaM navayuvaka bhI upasthita the, sAdhutroM kA kahanA unako nAgavAra gujraa| mANika munijI ne haiMDabila nikAla kara batalAyA ki maiM zrAmantraNa se AyA hU~ / basa, mAraNakamuni eka khAlI par3e hue pATe paraAsana lagA kara baiTha gye| bAda meM sAdhuoM kA vyAkhyAna zurU

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543 khaMbhAta meM pablika vyAkhyAna huA, kiMtu mANika munijI ke liye kisI ne bhI carcA nahIM kI, jyAdA jora aMgrejI par3hane vAloM ko dharmahIna, zraddhAhIna, kriyAhIna aura nAstika batalAne para hI diyA gayA / usI samaya eka grejueTa ( Graduate ) vidvAn vakIla jo ki vahA~ baiThA thA - sAdhuoM kA niraMkuza bhASaNa sunakara uTha khar3A huA aura kahane lagA - mahArAja ! aMgrejI par3he hue nAstika nahIM para Astika arthAt parIkSaka haiM, hA~ ve Aja gRhastha se bhI kaI gunI adhika mauja zrAnanda karane vAle sAdhuoM kI popalIlA ko mAnane meM avazya nAstika haiM, Apako zAyada hI mAlUma hogA ki gRhastha loga kisa parizrama se apanA nirvAha karate haiM, taba Apa to sAdhu ho, Apako bilkula sAdA jIvana vyatIta karanA cAhiye / para sarvatI malamaleM, bar3hiyA kapar3e, dina meM tIna 2 bAra gocarI, jisameM bhI kevala bhakta logoM kI taiyArI para hAtha mAranA, phala, phUla ( phUTa ) aura dina meM tIna 2 daphe cAya to sAdhudhoM kI sAdhAraNa khurAka banI huI hai, phira bhI sAdhu kahalAte hue navayuvakoM kI niMdA karate ho, para ApakI yaha nAdirazAhI sunatA kauna hai ? aba Apa apane ko saMbhAla lo, varanA Apake haka meM ThIka na hogA jamAnA badala gayA hai ityAdi niDara hokara bhASaNa diyA / bAda meM mANikamunijI uTha khar3e hue aura kucha kahane ko hI the ki itane meM sAdhuoM ne kahA ki tumako AjJA nahIM hai| basa, hA hu hokara sabhA visarjana ho gaI aura saba loga cale gaye / idhara munizrI kI vidyamAnatA meM sabhA huI thI, isameM pahile hAlata aura unakA to jamAne kI khUbI, prAmoM ke garIba jainoM kI uddhAra tathA vidyA pracAra kI AvazyakatA aura anta meM jaina

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Adarza jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 544 sAdhuoM kA vartamAna AcAra vyavahAra, vihAra kSetra kI saMkucitatA, parigraha kI vRddhi aura nira-nAyakatA evaM svacchandatA para jora diyA gayA thA, tathA zrAvakoM ke binA soce-samajhe pakSapAta ne ho sAdhuoM ko isa dakSA para pahu~cAyA hai, ityAdi vivecana kiyaa| ApakA vyA ruvAna janatA ko bahuta rucikara mAlUma huA aura dUsare dina isa prakAra sArvajanika (pablika ) vyAkhyAna ke lie prArthanA kI, para munizrI ne apane ko zatruJjaya kI yAtrA karane kA kAraNa batalAyA tathA bihAra karane ko kahA, itane meM mANakamunijI bhI A gaye, janatA kI AgrahapUrvaka vinatI ko mAna dekara eka dina aura Thatal svIkAra kara liyA aura sArvajanika vyAkhyAna denA bhI ni. zcaya kara dayA / ko dUsare dina ThIka eka baje sabhA huI, AcArya zrI ke sAdhuoM AmantraNa karane se unake do sAdhu sabhA meM Aye, para usa pArTI ke gRhastha loga prAyaH sabake saba hAjira ho gaye tathA dUsare bhI jainajainetara khUba gaharI tAdAda meM upasthita ho gaye the, kAraNa pahile dina ke vyAkhyAna ne janatA para acchA prabhAva DAlA thA, jisase ki vyAkhyAna sunane kI logoM kI atyaMta ruci thI / sarva prathama to hamAre caritra nAyakajI ne vyAkhyAna denA prA. rambha kiyaa| ApakA viSaya thA "jaina dharma kI philAsAphI aura vartamAna vijJAna", isa para eka ghaMTA taka isa khUbI se vyAkhyAna diyA ki kyA purAne jamAne ke aura kyA naI rozanI vAle, ApakA bhASaNa sunakara maMtra mugdha bana gaye; yaha vyAkhyAna khaMbhAta kI janatA ke lie sarva prathama hI thA, tatpazcAt eka vakIla kA Adhe ghaMTe taka bhASaNa huA / usane pahile to munizrI ke lie kahA ki

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545 bhAvanagara meM praveza mujhe AzA nahIM thI ki hamAre jaina sAdhuoM meM bhI isa prakAra kA jJAna hai ki Aja maiMne sunA hai, ataH maiM munizrI ko prArthanA karatA hU~ ki tIrtha yAtrA to zrApa jaba cAhoge taba hI kara sakoge, para philahAla eka mAsa yahA~ virAja kara Apa khaMbhAta kI janatA ko isa prakAra upadeza sunAyeM ki jainetara vidvAnoM ko bhI jJAna ho ki jainoM meM bhI aise vidvAn aura samayajJa sAdhu haiM, tatpazcAt vakIla sAhiba ne alpa kintu sAragarbhita vyAkhyAna diyA, usake bAda mANakamunijI vartamAna jainasAdhuoM kI paristhiti aura pUrva yuga ke sAdhuoM kA paropakAra kI tulanAtmaka viSaya meM vyAkhyAna diyA, anta meM sabhA jayadhvani ke sAtha visarjana huii| ___ afasosa hai ki khaMbhAta kI janatA kI itanI Agraha-pUrvaka vinatI hone para bhI muniyoM kA adhika ThaharanA nahIM huaa| 86 muni zrI kA bhAvanagara meM praveza ___ vahA~ se bheruMdA, pIpalI hote hue dholerAva Aye, vahA~ zrApa ke do vyAkhyAna hue, vahA~ se balavAr3A hokara valA meM Aye vahA~ zrIuttamavijayAdi kaI munirAja virAjate the, unake sAtha bhI bahuta vArtAlApa huI; para ve sAdhu bar3e hI bhadrika evaM sarala svabhAvI the, likhe-par3he to kama the para AcAra-vyavahAra ThIka thA; vahA~ bhI Apa ke tIna vyakhyAna pablika meM hue vahA~ se sihora padhAre, vahA~ bhI zrI lAbhavijayAdi kaI sAdhu mile, vahA~ Apake do vyAkhyAna hue vahA~ se bhAvanagara pdhaare| bhAvanagara meM eka mAravAr3I baMDA hai, aura vRddhicandajI mahA. rAja kI samudAya ke kaI sAdhu vahA~ Thahare hue the, labdhimunijI

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Adarza - jJAna - dvitIya khaNDa 546 ne Upara jA kara sAdhuoM se kahA, hama yahA~ Thaharate haiM, ApakI AjJA hai na ? sAdhuoM ne TUTatA javAba diyA ki 'atra jagahA nathI, jAo bIje sthAnaka mAM utaro, jaao|' basa, hatAza hokara labdhimunijI lauTa Aye aura kahA ki yahA~ to Thaharane kI AjJA nahIM dete haiM, calo dUsarI jagaha nigAha kreN| pAMca kosa se thake hue muniyoM ko utarane ko sthAna taka sAdhuoM ne nahIM diyaa| jaba munizrI ne Upara jAkara sAdhuoM se prArthanA kI ki Apa to Upara Thahare hue haiM, nIce saba makAna khAlI par3A hai, yadi nIce ke makAna meM hama Thahara jAveM to Apako kyA nuksAna hai ? hama bhI to sAdhu hI haiM, thake hue Aye haiM ataH Apa hukma pharamAveM / sAdhuoM ne kahA ki 'kahI dIndhu na atra jagyAMnathI; jAo tame, bIjI jagyA mAM utaro / ' muni - yaha mAravAr3I baMDA to mAravAr3I sAdhuoM ke Thaharane ke lie hai, ataH hama to yahIM ThahareMge, Apa yahA~ se anya sthAna cale jAo, Apa gujarAtI sAdhuoM kA isa mAravAr3I baMDAmeM haqa hI kyA hai; nikalo bAhara "ThIka duniyAM kI rIti hai ki mRtyu ba-talAne para hI tAva svIkAra karatI hai ?" sAdhu - zuM tame mAravAr3I ko ? muni - hA~, taba to mAravAr3I baMDA para hamArA adhikAra hai / sAdhu -- para hama AjJA lekara utare haiN| muni - zrAjJA Apa ThahareM utane makAna kI lI hai yA saba kAThiyAvAr3a pradeza kI ? sAdhu - TalA baddhA Ar3A-TeDA kema bolo cho ? muni - mahArAja ! Apane kisI parasevA kI kamAI se makAna

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547 mAravAdI sAdhu0 mAravAr3I gaMDA nahIM banAyA hai ki isapara itanA hakka rakhate ho? ApakA kartavya to yaha thA ki hama Apake mehamAna Aye to hamArA Apa svAgata karate, vaha to dUra rahA, para ApameM itanI udAratA bhI nahIM ki bilkula khAlI par3A huA makAna ko utarane ke lie dene meM bhI inkAra karate ho, yaha kaisI sAdhutA ? yaha kaisI vAtsalyato ? aura yaha kaisI dayA ? sAdhu-keTalA divasa Thera zo ? / muni-hamako yahA~ caturmAsa nahIM karanA hai| sAdhu-ThIka che, nIce utarI jAvo / itane meM to kuMvarajIbhAI, jasarAjabhAI, devacaMdabhAI, gulAbacandabhAI, karmacandabhAI vaigaraha zrAvakoM ko khabara par3ane para saba loga yahA~ Aye, munizrI ko vandana kara kahA, sAhiba kyAre padhArathA cho? muni-Adho ghaMTo thayo hshe| zrAvaka-tyAre bhaMDopakaraNa kema nathI mukatA ? muni-A sadhu ahIM TheravA mATe nA pAr3e cha / zrAvaka-zuM karavA ? muni0-zAyada A makAna pA sAdhuoM ne paTAbaMda haze ? zrAvaka-nA sAhiba, amArI AjJA che, Apa khuzI thI Thero, zrApa jevoM nA pAgalyA kyA paDyA che, amane to kAla padhAravAnI khabara hatI ane sAmayA vaigarahaH nI badhI taiyArI kidhI hatI, paNa Apa to chAne mAne padhArI gayA; eTale amArA mana nI mana mAMja rhii| munirAja mAravAr3I baMr3A meM Thahara gaye, aura zrAvaka logoM ne

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 548 gocarI ke ghara batAye, vahAM se gocarI lAkara AhAra pAnI karake ArAma kiyA hI thA ki itane meM to kuMvarajI bhAI vaigarahaH A gye| ku~varajI bhAI- - amoe sAMbhalatA hatA ke tamane zAstroM no sAro bAMdha che ? to have kAMI lAbha Apo ? - muni0 - sAdhuoM ne yathA kSayopasana zAstroM no abhyAsa kara kuMja joIye, 'nANeNa muNi hoI' zrA uttarA dhyAna to pATha che / ku~vara0 - sAhiba jIva ne ArAdhanA kevI rIte AvI sake ? muni0 - jIva narakanigodanA duHkho nA Dara thI anaMtIvAra dharma kriyA kadhI paNa Atma bhAva thI tathI karI eTale saMsAra chUTato nathI / ArAdhanA, jina vacanoM nI ArAdhanA karavA thI AvI sake che, ane te ArAdhana kSayopasama ne lidhe jaghanya madhyama ane utkRSTa evaM tIna prakAra nI hoya che / ku~vara0 - sAheba ne jarA vistAra thI kahIne saMbhalAo tethI A beThe lA badhA zrAvaka sArI rIte samajhI sake / muni0 - ArAdhanA tIna prakAra nI hoya che; jJAna, darzana, cA ritra temAM jJAna, darzana mUla vastu che, ane tenA rakSaNa mATe cAritra batAvyo che, jema ke khetra mAM dhAna hAya che tenA rakSaNa mATe kAMTAM nI bAr3a kare che / dravya cAritra ne abhAve paNa jJAna darzana thI mokSathai sake che, paNa jJAna, darzana binA kevala dravya cAritra thI mokSa nathI thAtI, hA~ / jJAna darzana no sAthe cAritranI paNa jarUrata che, kAraNa A vyavahAra cAritra paNa mokSa sAdhavA mAM sahAyaka bane che 1 ku~varajI0 - kema sAheba siddhoM mAM paNa cAritra hoya che na ? muni0 - jo sAmayikAdi paMca cAritra che tene zrApaNe cAritra kahiye chie, te cAritra siddhoM mAM nathI, ane hu~ teja cAritra nI vAta

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549 bhArAdhanA ke praznottara karUMchu ane ArAdhanA paNa tenI ja hoya che, ane adhyavasAya. rUpa jo cAritra che te siddhoM mAM paNa hoya ch| ku~vara0-ArAdhanA mATe kaho sAhiba ke jaghanya, madhyama ane utkRSTI ArAdhanA kaune kahavAya ? muni0-zAna ArAdhanA nA tIna bheda che| (1) jaghanya- aSTa pravacana mAtA no jJAna bhaNaj / (2) madhyama-ekadazAMga jJAna bhnno| (3) utkRSTa-dvAdazAMga no pAragAmI thaao| abhyAsa ne mATe ema paNa kahavAya che ke(1) sAdhAraNa jJAna no abhyAsa karavU te jaghanyArAdhanA / (2) madhyama koTino abhyAsa te madhyama ArAdhanA / (3) utkRSTa abhyAsa te utkRSTI aaraadhnaa| ku~varajI-koI manuSya utkRSTa jJAnAbhyAsa kare che, paNa te ne jJAna caDhato ja nathI, tene utkRSTa ArAdhanA kahI sakAya kharUM ? : muni0-hAM utkRSTa abhyAsa kare che paNa jJAnAvarNI karmodaya tene kadAca jJAna nahIM paNa caDhato hoya to paNa utkRSTa ArAdhanA kahI sakAya, kAraNa u0jJAnAbhyAsa sajar3a jJAnAvarNIya karma ne paNa tor3I nAke che-A bhava mAM, cAhe parabhava mAM kevala jJAna thai jAya ch| tisaka muni no adhikAra tame sAMbhaliyo che ke teone bAra varSa sudi parizrama karavA chatAM eka pada paNa nathI zrAvyo paNa te kevala jJAna lai lIdho, A utkRSTa abhyAsanu ja kAraNa ch| ku~varajI-hAM sAheba, bAta kharI che|| muni-darzanArAdhanA nA paNa tIna bheda che(1) jaghanya-jaghanya kSayopasama samakita /

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Adarza - jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa ( 2 ) madhyama meM - madhyama kSayopasama samakita / 3 - utkRSTa meM: - kSAyaka samakita / zAsana para prastuta rAgapaNa darzanArAdhanA nuM kAraNa thAya che, jeo zAsana para rAga tevI darzanArAdhanA thAya che / ku~vara0 - za~ zAsana para rAga rAkhavAthI paNa darzanArAdhanA thaI sake che ? muni0 - ApaNe kAraNa thI kArya mAniye chie to zAsana para rAga te kAraNa ane te rAgathI darzana prApta thAya te kArya, zra to Apa jANo cho ke vairAgya, rAga thIja thAya che, rAga na hoya to vairAgya thAyaja nahIM | ku~vara0--- kema ? G 550 muni0 - rAga kAraNa zrane vairAgya kArya, kema ke ApaNe rAga be prakAra vo mAniye chie ( 1 ) prazasta ( 2 ) aprazasta, deva guru dharma Upara prazasta rAga thAya tyAre darzana nI ruci jAge che, ke deva guru dharma kI upAsanA karU ne jo upAsanA kare che, tyAre vairAgya thAya che / Tale rAga thI ja vairAgya thayo / ku~vara0- - sAhaba zrApanI yukti bahu prabala ane pramANika che / muni0 - have cAritra ArAdhanAnA paNa tIna bheda che1 - jaghanyaH -- sAmayikAdi cAritra, - madhyamaH - par3ihAra vizuddha va sUkSma saMparAya cAritra / 3 - utkRSTaH - yathAkhyAta cAritra / A mAM paNa cAritra no khapa karavo te jaghanya, madhyama bhane P utkRSTa khapa ne anusAra cAritranI ArAdhanA thAya che / ku~vara - sUkSma saMparAya cAritra no zuddha artha thAya che ? J

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kuMvarajI mAI ke praznotara ___ muni-kriyA be prakAranI hoya che, eka saMparAya ane. bIjI iyAMvAhI / kaSAya ane yoga evaM bene thI kriyA lAge tene saMparAya kriyA kahavAya che, ane kevala yego thI lAge sene iryAvahI kriyA kahe che, pahilA guNasthAna thI dasavA gu0 sudhI saMparAya kriyA lAge, para dasavAM gu0 mAM kevala saMjala no lAbha rahavA thI, tyAM saMparAya kriyA to kharI paNa te sUkSma hovAthI AguNasthAna no nAma sUkSmasaMparAya che, ane te guNasthAna vAlAnA cAritra no nAma paNa sUkSmasaMparAya cAritra ch| - Upara batAvelI ArAdhanA mATe ema paNa kahelo cha ke jaghanya jJAna darzana cAritra ArAdhanA vAlo utkRSTa pandara bhavaH karI mokSa jAya che, madhyama jJAna darzana cAritra ArAdhanA vAlA tIna bhava karI mokSa jAya ane utkRSTI ArAdhanA vAlA te bhavamAMja mokSa jAya che / ___ muni0-ApaNe manuSya janmAdi uttama sAmagrI malI gaI che to zrolAmA ochI jaghanya ArAdhanA to karavIja joiye / ___ kuMvara0-hA~ sAheba Apano kahaq barAbara ThIka che paNa A paMcama kAla mAM ArAdhanA thAvI muzkila cha na ? muni -tyAre jinezvara devanA zAsana D AlaMbana karavAno sAra nakalyo jo jaghanya aArAdhanA paNa na thAya to AbadhImApaNI dharma karaNI zrAvakapaNo ane sAdhupaNo, vANiyAnI dukAnaja kahavAya na ? ____ ku~vara0-hA~ sAheba Apa sA~cI 2 kaho cho-ApanA dazananI to ghaNA kAla thI abhilASA hatI paNa Aja amAre zubha karmanA udaya thI ApanA darzana thaI gayA, ane sAhibajI Apa to jema

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bhAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 552 ame sAMbhalatA hatA tema sAra jJAnI nakalyA / lo have kAle zrApa vyAkhyAna vAMcajo, badhA zrAvaka ane zrAvikAe vyAkhyAna sAMbhalavA Avaze, bAda munizrI ne vandana kara kuMvarajI bhAI Upara sAdhuoM nI pAse gayA aura kahavA lAgyA ke mahAgana DhUMDhiyA mAM sArA sArA sAdhu hoya che / zrA jJAnasuMdarajI sAdhu paNa DhUMDhiyA mA~ thI AvelA che, ane zAstroM sAro abhyAsa kidhe luM che, tetro ArAdhanA no svarUpa hamaNA amane sArI rIte samajhAvyo che, AvatI kAle teo ne vyAkhyAna mATe amoe binatI paNa kIdhI ch| sAdhu0-paNa eno vyAkhyAna thaze kyoM ? ku~vara0-ahIM ja thvaano| sAdhu0-paNa guru mahArAja nA pATA para to na besAya / ku~vara0-e mAM hu~ vA~dho Ave che ? sAdhu0-tame samajhadAra thai ne, ema kema bolo cho, | guru mahArAja nA pATA para bIjA sAdhu thI besAya kharU~ ? ku~vara0-pachi zrApaNA sAdhu teja pATA para besI vyAkhya na kema vA~ce cha ? sAdhu-paNa A sAdhu to ApaNA siMghAr3AnA nathI nA ? ku~vara0-siMghAr3A nA nathI eTale zuM thayo?guNI to che nA? sAdhuH-zAnA guNI, i~DhiyAM mAthI zrAvelA nathI, lIdhI koI ne pAse bdd| dIkSA, nathI kidhA yoga, evA sAdhu guru mahA rAja ne pATe besI vyAkhyAna kema vAMcI sake ? ku~vara0 sAheba DhUDhiyA mA~ thI ovyA AthI thayo ? guru mahArAja paNa pahilA dUM DhayAja hatA, daDhiyA ne pATe DhUMDhiyA bese pA mAM hU~ to koI nukasAna joto nathI /

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553 bhAvanagara meM vyAkhyAna sAdhu-agara tamane vyAkhyAna vaMcAvavA no ja hoya to choTA pATA para besAr3I ne vaMcAva jo, guru mahArAjanA pATA Upara na bese| ku~varajI-nA sAheba ! eka vidvAna sAdhu no pA pramANe apamAna karavo amane to ucita nathI laagto| _____ sAdhu-are aa sAdhu to bahu bolAka ane cAlAka che, amane paNa kahI dIdhuM ke A mAravAr3I bAMDA to mAravAr3o no ja hoya che, nakalI jAo tame A makAna thI to evA sAdhu ne zu guru mahArAja nA pATa besavA ne apAya kharUM ? ku~vara-paNa, jema te makAna Upara haka batAvyo tema pATA para ika batAvI pATe besI jA se to pAche zrApaNe zuM karIzuM ? ___muni-zuM magadUra che ke te pATe beso jAya paNa tamArI dAnataja eka nakAmA sAdhu ne guru nA pATa para besAr3avAnI hAya to pachI amAre zuM karaQ joiye / kuMvarajI-sAheba ! mAMno ke zrApaNe nA pAr3atA chatAM te pATa para bese to pachi ApaNe zuM rahyA te karato to pATa zrApa vo ja sArUMche n| sAdhu-jema tamane game tema kro| kuMvarajI-joi suM jasarAjabhAI ne puzrI le suN| - idhara-munivaroM ko zAma ko gaucarI to karanI hI nahIM thI, ve zrAvakoM ko sAtha lekara zahara meM gaye to pahile prAtmAnanda sabhA, bAda yazovijaya pranthamAlA, jainadharma prasAraka sabhA aura jaina-patra ke Aphisa meM jA kara sAdhAraNa taura para nirIkSaNa kiyA / zrAmAnanda sabhAkA hAla acchA thA unhoMne vyAkhyAna ke lie prArthanA kI thI ki ApakA eka vyAkhyAna yahA~ honA caahiye|

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bhAdarza - jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 55 ne kahA ki kala to baMDA meM vyAkhyAna hogA, yadi parasoM ThahareMge at are yahA~ eka vyAkhyAna bAMca deveMge / zAma ke pratikramaNa ke pazcAt phira ku~varajI bhAI, jasarAja bhAI vagairaha bahuta se zrAvaka Aye aura dharma carcA tathA kaI praznotara hue, usa samaya Upara Thahare hue sAdhu bhI kaI pAsa meM baiTha kara praznottara suna rahe the jo unake lie apUrva hI the| muni zrI kA jJAna aura samajhAne kI zailI dekha saba loga prasanna citta ho gaye the ra caturmAsa ke lie Agraha pUrvaka vinatI karane lage ki Apa siddhAcala kI yAtrA kara thor3e dina kAThiyAvAr3a meM vihAra kara ca turmAsa bhAvanagara meM kareM, Apako bahuta lAbha hogA, kAraNa yahA~ kaI zrAvaka sUtra sunane ke abhilASI haiM aura jJAnAbhyAsa karane vAle bhI haiN| munizrI ne kahA, kSetra sparzanA, kintu hamako to lauTa kara guru mahArAja kI sevA meM jAnA hai / eka zrAvaka bolyo ke sAheba ApanA guru ko nAma zuM che ? muni - paramayogirAja muni zrI ratnavijayajI mahArAja | zrAvaka - A mahArAja konA siMghAr3a nA che / muni - AcArya vijayadharmasUrijI mahArAja nA ziSya che ? zrAvaka --tyAre to Apa paNa vRddhicandajI mahArAja nA siMghAr3A nA ja cho na ? muni - siMghAr3A ame jANatA nathI ame chIe prabhu mahAvIra "mA sAdhu | zrAvaka - te to kharUM paNa tame vRddhicandajI mahArAja nA siM

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155 munizrI kI vizAla bhAvana bAr3AnA sAdhu thai ne A mohanalAlajo nA sAdhuoM ne sAthe kema vicaro ho ? muni - A thI zuM thayo, tameto caurAsI jAti nA vANIo ne sAtha raho cho to zuM zramane bIjA sAdhuoM nI sAthe vicaravA no paNa adhikAra nathI ? amArA guru mahArAja no hRdaya to Talo vizAla che ke pAMcAMgI pUrNa AgamoM ne mAne che te game te gaccha siMghAr3AnA sAdhu hoya amAre sAtha raho sake che ane te paNa tenI icchA hoya jeTalA vakhta sudhI bheTale maitrika bhAva thI rahanuM joie / zrAvaka -- ThIka che sAheba | - muni zrI kI vizAla bhAvanA kA upasthita zrAvakoM para acchA prabhAva par3A bAda vandana kara cale gaye / dUsare dina munizrI kA vyAkhyAna usI baMr3A meM vyAkhyAnapITha para huA, vyAkhyAna kA viSaya thA 'paTa dravya' jo sAtanaya cAra nikSepoM para chaH dravyoM ko ghaTAyA gayA thA, aura unake dravya guNa paryAya viSaya ko khUba vistAra se samajhAyA jisako sunakara zrotAgaNa aura vizeSataH ku~varajI bhAI bahuta hI prasanna hue / tIsare dina munizrI kA vyAkhyAna zrAtmAnaMda sabhA ke haoNla meM huA, yaha sArvajanika vyAkhyAna thA, viSaya 'zrAtmA aura karma' kA thA, isa vyAkhyAna kA to janatA para bahuta hI jabaradasta prabhAva par3A tathA unhoMne zAyada hI isa viSaya kA aisA vyAkhyAna pUrva - kabhI sunA ho| kaI jainetara loga jainoM ko nAstika kahate haiM, para ApakA AtmA ke viSaya kA vyAkhyAna suna kara unako bhI kahanA par3A ki jaina nAstika nahIM para pakke bhAstika haiM / tripuTI munivaroM ne tIna dina bhAvanagara meM Thahara kara vahAM ke

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bhAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa logoM para khUba hI prabhAva DAlA / bhAvanagara eka acchA zahara hai jainoM kI AbAdI bhI acchI hai, dharma para pUrNa prema hai, jaina saMsthAeM ThIka va sucArU rUpa se kArya kara rahI haiM, munirAja pAte samaya to cupa cApa A gaye, para jAte samaya to sabako mAlUma thI, ataH vihAra ke samaya saiMkar3oM nara-nAriyAM Apako bahuta dUra taka pa hu~cAne ko gaye, logoM kA dila vApisa lauTane ko nahIM cAhatA thaa| 87 zrA siddhagiri kI yAtrA kA Ananda0 jaba Apane surata se vihAra kiyA thA taba se mArga meM jitane gujarAtI sAdhu sAdhviyoM kI bheMTa huI, unake AcAra vyavahAra dekha kara Apa ko ghRNA Ane lagI, tathA mejharanAmA likhane meM itane kAraNa milate gaye ki siddha kSetra pahU~ce vahA~ taka maijharanAmA kA * kalevara bar3hatA ho gayA ataH mejharanAmA sampUrNa nahIM ho skaa| ... jaba bhAvanagara se vihArakara devagaNa ho kara dUra se siddhagiri ke darzana kie tathA vahAM caityavandanAdi saba kriyAeM kii| zahara samIpa Ane lagA to mANaka muni ne pUchA, kaho munijI Apa kahAM Thaharoge ? munizrI ne uttara diyA ki Apa yaha bAta kyoM pUchate ho, kyA Apa hamAre se alaga Thaharoge ? ____ mANaka muni-hAM, hamAre siMghAr3A ke padmamuni vaigarahaH 'motI sukhiyA' kI dharmazAlA meM Thahare hue haiM hama to unake sAtha meM ThahareMge, yadi Apa bhI ThahareM to koI nukasAna nahIM hai, para ve zatruJjaya para rahe hue haiM ataH phira Apa unake AcAra vyavahAra dekha cher3a-chAr3a nahIM kara sakoge, kAraNa saba sAdhuoM kI prakRti eka sI nahIM hotI hai|

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557 pAtrItANA meM vyAkhyAna muni0-yaha to mere se rahA nahIM mAvegA ataH mujhe eka koTharI mila jAvegI to maiM to usameM hI merA nirvAha kara lUMgA, para aise zithilAcAriyoM ke zAmila rahanA to mujhe pasaMda nahIM hai / tInoM munirAja nagara derAsara ke darzana kara motI mukhiyA kI dharmazAlA meM gae, aura vahA~ alaga koTharI kI yAcanA kI to munIma ne kahA ki yahA~ koTharI khAlI nahIM hai, ataH dUsarI dharmazAlA meM gaye vahAM bhI kahA ki yahA~ koTharI khAlI nahIM hai| tIsarI dharmazAlA meM gaye to pUchA ki Apake sAtha kyA koI gRhastha haiM ! ma. talaba yaha thA ki vahAM dharmazAlA ke saba munIma bhaja kaldAram ke jApa japa rahe haiM / yadi sAtha meM zrAvaka ho to unake pAsa se paisA lekara koTharI de de| ataeva jahAM gae vahAM hI munIma loga apanI dukAnadArI lekara baiThe hue pAye / munizrI ne Ama sar3aka para apanA bhaMDopakaraNa rakha apanA bhASaNa denA zurU kara diyA; pahale to zrA. pane tIrtha mahAtmya aura yAtrArtha Ane kA kAraNa btlaayaa| Apa. kI AvAja bahuta bulanda thI ki jisako sunakara bahuta se loga ekatrita ho gae, jaba adhika saMkhyA meM loga jamA ho gaye taba Apane pharamAyA ki bhAiyo ! maiM siddhagiri kI yAtrA karane to AyA hI hU~, para merA khAsa dhyeya to yahAM para mAravAr3iyoM kI alaga peTI kholane kA hI hai. kAraNa hama dUra baiThe sunate the ki pAlItANA kI peTI meM / -) gurjaroM kI aura // 2) mAra. vAr3iyoM kI AmadanI hone para bhI mAravAr3I loga sira para poTa liye uThAye hue jagaha ke liye mAre mAre bhaTakate phirate haiM; phira bhI dharmazAlA ke munIma unako kuttoM kI bhAMti dutakAra kara dharmazAlAoM se nikAla dete haiM, ataH bicAre mAravAr3iyoM ko isa

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Adarza - jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa tIrtha para ghAsa phU~sa jitanI bhI kadara nahIM hai ? yaha tIrtha kyA eka caura palI hai, jisakI jeba meM munImoM kA khappara bharane ko paisA hai vaha to vahAM ArAma se Thahara sakatA hai, nahIM to bhaTakatA phiro, koI pUchatA bhI nahIM hai jisako maiM Aja najaroM se dekha rahA hU~ / zrataeva alaga peTI khola kara mAravAr3I yAtriyoM kA prabaMdha karavAnA hamArA mukhya kartavya hai, isI kAraNa merA yahAM AnA huA hai ! hAM mujhe yadi jagaha nahIM mile to maiM to sar3aka para bhI Thahara sakatA hU~, para hamAre bhAiyoM ko hama isa prakAra dukhI dekhanA nahIM cAhate haiM, ityAdi 1|| ghaMTe taka munizrI ne vyAkhyAna diyA / yaha bAteM peDI ke munIma evaM dharmazAlAoM ke munImoM ke kAnoM taka pahu~cI / peDI ke munIma ne Akara munizrI se prArthanA kI ki, sAheba zra pane mATe zrIM bahu makAna che, cAlo motI sukhiyAnI dharmazAlA cAlo A koTAvAlAnI dharmazAlA, A madhulAla bAbUnI dharmazAlA, cAlo zrA purIbAI nI dharmazAlA, nahIM to mAravAr3I baMDo Apane mATe taiyAra che / tathA dharmazAlAoM ke munImoM ne bhI Akara rahI vinatI kI, isa para munizrI ne kahA, munImajI maiM to akelA sAdhu hU~, mujhe itane bar3e makAnoM kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, maiM to isa sar3aka evam kisI ghoTalA para raha kara bhI tIrthayAtrA kara sakUMgA, para isa tIrtha para itanA pakSapAta ! itanA bhedabhAva ki kisI ke liye to baMgalA khullatA hai, aura kisI bhAI ko paira rakhane ko bhI sthAna nahIM mile, yaha kitanA anyAya hai ? munIma ne kahA nAsAheba, vAta galata che, ahIM koI no pakSapAta nathI paNa badhA no sarakAra thAya che| sAheba dina car3hI gayo che, hama to padhAro, pachI hU~ ApanI sevA meM hAjira thaIza, ane ahIM nI badhI 558

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159 kharatara gacchIya sAdhunoM kA milApa hakIkata Apane khiish| basa, pAsa meM hI koTAvAloM kI dharmazAlA thI vahAM Upara ke eka hAla meM kharatara gaccha ke kSamAsAgarajI va harisAgarajI vagairaha sAdhu Thahare the, unake haoNla ke pAsa meM hI eka dUsarA acchA haoNla thA vaha munizrI ke liye khola diyA gayA aura munIma ne sAtha cala kara zrAhAra pAnI kI saba yogavAI karavA do| ___ gocarI pAnI karane ke bAda kharatara gaccha ke sAdhu Aye jisa. meM eka kSamAsAgarajI nAma kA acchA sAdhu thA, tathA ballabhasAgara. jI jo par3hA likhA to mAmUlI thA para apane AcAra vyavahAra meM acchA sAghu thaa| ina saba sAdhuoM meM bar3e harisAgarajI the thor3I dera bAta cIta ko tathA kahA munijI Aja to Apane vyAkhyAna de kara mAravAr3iyoM kI ThIka siphAriza kI / yahAM kA DhaMga hI aisA hai hama logoM ne bhI bIkAnera kI bAI ke pAsa se isa munIma kI muTTho garma karAI taba yaha eka kamarA milA hai, para Apane to Ate hI aise hAtha batAye ki khAsa munIma ne Akara Apake liye kamarA khola diyA, yadi koI anya akelA sAdhu AyA hotA to yahAM koI pUchatA taka bhI nahIM / khaira acchA huA, ApakA samAgama hogayA jisakI ki bahuta dinoM se abhilASA thI, kala hamAre sAtha pahAr3a para calanA, hama Apako saba yAtrA karavA deNge| munizrI ne kahA, bahuta acchI bAta hai| pAlItANA meM 1 // ghaNTe kA vyAkhyAna dene se munizrI kA chApA jama gayA / garma pAnI karane vAle ko bhI sAdhu-sAdhvI kucha na kucha dilAveM taba hI sukha se pAnI mila sake; parantu jaba muni zrI pAnI ke liye gaye, Apa hAtha meM DaMDA bhI khUba jAr3A-moTA rakhate the, pAnI vAle ne pUchA, zuM mAravAr3I sAdhu tameja cho ? muni

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560 zrIne kahA hA~ bola tamAre zu kahavAno che 1 nA sAhiba Apa ve- lA AvI ne pAnI bohariyA kareM, Apane mATe pANI ThArI ghar3o jukSeja rAkhyo che, per3hI nA munImajI zramane kahI gayA che, oTale Apane arja karI che / Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 1 1 dUsare dina tar3ake 2 hI pAsa meM Thahare hue kharataroM ke sAdhuoM ne taiyArI kara munizrI se kahA, calo yAtrA karane ko| munizrI ne kahA abhI to aMdherA hai, pratilekhana bhI karanI hai, sAdhuoM ne kahA ki hama logoM ne to pratilekhana kara lI hai, pahAr3a para car3hanA hai ataH zIghratA karo / munizrI ne kahA, mahAtman yAtrA saMyama kI vRddhi ke lie kI jAtI hai, na ki virAdhanA ke lie jarA Thahara jAo, sUryodaya hone do / munizrI ke kathanAnusAra ve sAdhu Thahara gaye, jaba ThIka samaya ho gayA to munizrI pratilekhana kara taiyAra hue / calate samaya kharataroM kI sAdhviyA~ evaM kaI thalI kI vidhavA aurateM bhI sAtha ho gaI, ve harisAgara ke pAsa calatI huI khUba dilagI evaM majAka kI bAteM kara rahI thIM, pahAr3a para car3hane meM to ve sAdhviyA~ evaM vidhavAe~ itanI chAloM para A jAtI thIM ki apane - zarIra se sAdhuoM kA saMgaTA bhI kara detI thIM, sAdhviyA~ bhI unase kisI prakAra kama nahIM thI, isa prakAra kA duzcaritra dekha pahile hI dina munizrI ko ghRNA Ane lagI ki isa pavitra tIrtha yAtrA kA samaya karma tor3ane kA hai yadi yahA~ hI karmabaMdha kA kAraNa ho to -bar3I aphasosa kI bAta hai / kSamAsAgarajI samajha gaye, tathA ve munizrI ko lekara Age bata ghare / harisAgarajI, sAdhviyoM aura vidhavAoM ke sAtha pIche raha gye| munizrI se rahA nahIM gayA ataH kSamAsAgarajI se kahA ki Apake sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kI yaha

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561 zrI siddhagiri kI yAtrA kyA pravRtti hai ? isa prakAra tIrtha sthAna para gRhastha bhI haMsI-majAka nahIM karate haiM, kSamAsAgarajI ne kahA, munijI Apa jAnate ho ki saba jIva karmAdhIna haiM, maiM bahuta kahatA hU~ para inhoM kI to yaha eka Adata sI ho gaI hai, maiM isa bAta ko acchI taraha se sama matA hU~, para kyA karU~ ? yahA~ yAtrA karane ko Aye ataH aba alaga rahanA bhI yogya nahIM samajhatA hU~, aura yaha bIkAnera kI vidhavA bAI hai tathA yaha harisAgarajI ke kahane se do paisA kharca bhI karatI hai, ataH inakA lihAja bhI nahIM tor3A jA sakatA hai / muni zrI ne ina bAtoM ko suna kara atyanta kheda prakaTa kiyA ki paMca. mahAvrata aura nauvAr3a brahmacaryavrata pAlana karane vAloM kA yaha hAja yaha to samudra meM lAya lagAne jaisA hAla hai| kSamAsAgarajI ke sAtha munizrI ne saba se pahile AdIzvarajI kI Tuka vimalavasahI meM jAkara darzana kie to Apake harSa kA pAra nahIM rahA-pratikSaNA de kara pAMca sthAnoM para caitya vandana kiyA aura bahuta dera taka vahA~ mUrtivat hokara dhyAna lagA diyaa| bAda meM kSamAsAgarajI ne zrIratnaprabhasUri ke pAduke batalAye aura kahA ki ina mahAtmA ne saba se pahile osavaMza kI sthApanA kI aura isa pavitra sthAna para zarIra kA tyAga kiyAthA ataH munizrI ne vahA~ para bhI bahuta dera taka guru bhakti kii| bAda meM motIzAha kI Tuka meM Aye, vahA~ ke darzana kara zeSa dUkoM ke deva juhAra kara goTI kI pAga gaye aura vApisa vimalavasahI vI yAtrA kara karIba cAra baje kSamAsAgarajI, vallabhasAgarajI aura hamAre munizrI pahAr3a se nIce utare vahA~ taka harisAgara kA mi. lApa taka bhI nahIM huA, vaha sakhiyoM ke sAtha kahA~ ghUmatA rahA jisakA patA bhI nahIM lgaa|

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 562 munizrI ne kSamAsAgarajI se pUchA ki dina bahuta kama rahA hai harisAgarajI abhI taka Aye nahIM haiM phira ve ahAra-pAnI kaba kreNge| kSamAsAgarajI ne kahA ki munijI maiM Apako kyA kyA khuuN| Aja kala kA sAdhupanA kevala nAmamAtra kA hI hai| jisameM bhI do do cAra cAra varSoM ke lar3akoM ko dukAla meM mUlya svarIda kara sAdhu banA dete haiM ve vicAre sAdhudharma ko kaise pAla sakate haiN| itanA hI nahoM para ve sAdhu pada ko kalaMkita karane meM bhI nahIM cUkate haiN| munizrI-kyA harisAgarajI bhI isa koTi ke sAdhu haiM ? ' kSamA0-hA~ inako bhI baccapane meM mUlya kharIda kara sAdhu banAyA hai| munizrI-harisAgarajI jAti ke kauna haiM / kSamA0-jATa haiM ! munizrI-cupa hokara apane mana meM vicAra karane lage ki ahA-hA vIrathArA zAsana jisa dIkSA ko Atma-kalyANa kA kAraNa batalAyA thA vahI dIkSA Aja ina jATar3oM ke sukhabhoga aura "udarapUrNA kA kAraNa banA hai bhalA gharAMNa kI vidhavAoM aura sAdhviyoM aise jATar3oM ke hAtha laga gaI aura dravya kI khulle hAthoM chUTa phira to kahanA hI kyA ve na kare utanA hI thor3A hai ityAdi aphasosa karate hue pUchA kI kyA harisAgara ahAra-pAnI yahA~ A kara kreNge|

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zrI siddhigiri ko yAtrA kSamA0-bIkAnera kI auratoM ke sAtha eka rasoIdAra hai vaha rasoI banA kara taleTI para le jAtA hai vahA~ sAdhviyoM bAiyoM aura harisAgarajI ahAra-pAnI kara lete haiM bAda yahA~ Ate haiN| munizrI kSamAsAgarajI se aura bhI bAteM hone se jJAta huA ki harisAgara patita prAcAra vAlA nAma mAtra kAsAdhu hai aura yaha loga sAdhuoM ke liye banAyA huA tathA sAmane lAyA huA itanA hI kyoM para sAdhviyoM kA lAyA huA AhAra-pAnI bhI sAdhu kara lete haiM, adhika Thahara ne se Ara kyA dekhate haiM ki kabhI 2 to AhAra pAnI karate samaya bIkAnera kI vidhavA yA jAtI thI taba harisAgara zrAhAra pAnI chor3a kara usake pAsa baiTha kara ekAnta meM gupta bAteM karane laga jAtA thA; isakA kAraNa kadAcit yaha ho sakatA hai ki harisAgara jAti kA jATa hai, chappanA ke dukAla meM jaba yaha cAra varSa kA thA taba DhAI rupayoM kA dhAna dekara ise mUlya liyA thA, ataH yaha bicAga jaina dIkSA meM kyA samajhe ? aura isako binA dIkSA isa prakAra ke sAdhana kaba hAtha lagane kA thaa| khaira isa viSaya meM maiM yahA~ adhika likhanA aprAsaMgika samajhatA hU~; dUsare jaisI gati vaisI mati AyA hI karatI hai| hamAre caritranAyakajI nirantara 20 dina taka yAtrA kA Ananda lUTate hI rahe, para bAda meM Apako jora se bukhAra Ane laga gayA, isase yAtrA karanA banda ho gayA aura pahile ApakA vicAra giranArajI kI yAtrA karane kA thA para vaha bhI philahAla sthagita rkhaa| dUsarA eka yaha bhI kAraNa thA ki ApakA zarIra bahuta kama

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bhAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 564 jora ho gayA thA aura yaha bhI socA ki giranAra kI yAtrA raha jAyagI to zrI siddhagiri kI phira dubArA yAtrA ho jAyagI, ataH isa prakAra zarIra kI lAcArI ke kAraNa vihAra kara guru mahArAja ke pAsa yA guru AjJA se mAravAr3a jAnA hI Apane acchA samajhA thA / kSamAsAgarajI, vallabhasAgarajI ye donoM guru ziSya acche suzIla aura kriyApAtra sAdhu the, kSamAsAgarajI ko jJAna par3hane ko bhI acchI ruci thii| munizrI ke pAsa rAtri meM cAra cAra ghaMTA raha kara jJAnAbhyAsa karate the aura ApakI icchA thI ki eka do caturmAsa bhI munizrI ke pAsa karUM to zAstroM kA acchA abhyAsa ho jaay| munizrI ne apanA zarIra ke kAraNa vihAra karane kA nizcaya kara liyA taba kSamAsAgarajI ne socA ki yahA~ to harisAgarajI kA yaha hAla hai adhika rahane se isake sAtha merA bhI nAma badanAma hogA ataH munizrI ke sAtha mAravAr3a jAkara eka do caturmAsa Apake sAtha kara sUtroM kA adhyana karanA ucita hai / ataH munizrI se prArthanA kI ki yadi Apa mAravAr3a padhAreM to hama loga bhI ApakI sevA meM sAtha calanA cAhate haiM ? munizrI ne kahA bahuta khuzI kI bAta hai, jahA~ taka bana sakA meM Apako zAstroM kI baMcanA aura jJAna detA rahU~gA / sAtha meM Apase maiM yaha bhI kaha detA hU~ ki Apako isa harisAgarajI ke sAtha meM bhI nahIM rahanA cAhiye isakA kAraNa zrApa jAnate hI haiM ityAdi / agara harisAgara ko Apa sAtha meM rakhoMge to mere pAsa meM ApakA nirvAha nahIM hogaa| ___ jaba kSamAsAgarajI vallabhasAgarajI munizrI ke sAtha calane ko taiyAra ho gaye to harisAgarajI vahA~ kaba rahane vAle the ? ve bhI

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565 mejhara nAmA meM vRddhi sAtha meM ho gaye arthAt saba jane sAtha meM vihAra karane kA nizcaya kara liyA / zatruJjaya para Apa 25 dina Thahare, vahA~ ke sAdhu sAdhviyoM kA AcAra vyavahAra dekha kara to Apa yahI socane lage ki yaha bicAre bAla jIva yAtrA kI oTa lekara ulTe karma bandhana kara rahe haiM / hA~, inameM kaI acche sAdhu bhI hoMge, para prAyaH aise sAdhu adhika the ki yadi koI dAtAra zrAvaka vahAM A nikalatA aura miSTAnnAdi rasoI banAI ho to eka ke Upara eka sAdhu sAdhvI una para isa prakAra kA zrAkramaNa karate the ki una gRhasthoM ko apane liye phira dUsarI bAra rasoI banAnI par3atI thI; tathA kaI vezadhArI to aise bhI the ki gocarI kI lAI huI roTiyoM taka ko beca kara paisA jamA kara lete the -- aura kapar3A, pustaka vagairaH ke liye rupayA, - ATha AnA, aura cAra cAra zrAne mAMgane meM bhI nahIM cUkate the / jisameM sAdhviyoM kI hAlata to isase bhI kharAba thI; jisa samaya caukI (moTaloM) para baiTha kara kapar3A dhotI thIM to unako ka. par3oM taka kI bhI sudhi nahIM rahatI thI / isa prakAra ke hAla Apane saMkSipta se meranAmA meM darja bhI kara die the / munizrI ne gujarAtI sAdhu sAdhviyoM ke AcaraNa aura vizeSataH pAlItANA kA hAla dekha kara yahI vicAra kiyA ki DhU~Dhiye loga yoM to jina zAsana se pratikUla haiM, inakI zraddhA aura AcaraNA loka niMdanIya hai, para inake andara se Ae hue sAdhuoM ne zAsana kA uddhAra avazya kiyA hai / yadi DhU~r3hiyoM meM se svAmi buTerAyajI, AtmArAmajI, mUlacandajI, vRddhicaMdajI jaise uddhAraka nahIM nikalate, arthAta ve saMvegI nahIM banate to, na jAne ina saMve 36

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 566 giyoM kA kyA hAla hotA 1 arthAt ghara mAMDa kara baiTha jAte aura kyA hone vAlA thA? ____ yatioM kI zithilatA ke kAraNa to pIlA kapar3A kara saMve. giyoM ne zAsana kA uddhAra kiyA, para pIle kapar3e vAle nAmadhArI saMvegiyoM ke lie kisI uddhAraka ko AvazyakatA thI jisako ki hU~ DhiyoM se nikale hue sAdhuoM ne pUrNa ko, arthAt patita hote hue saMvegiyoM kA uddhAra kiyA / para isa samaya to vaha zithilatA apanI carama sImA taka pahuMca gaI hai, aura pIle kapar3oM kA jIrNodvAra karane kI aura bhI AvazyakatA pratIta hone lagI hai / khaira, zAsanadeva kisI na kisI ko bala evaM yogyatA pradAna karegA hii| 88 mani zrI kA siddhagiri se bihAra zrI siddhagirI kI yAtrA kara mAgha kRSNa paMcamI ko vahA~ se vihAra kara kSamAAgarajI vagairaha 4 sAdhuoM tathA hamAraM caritra nAyakajI, evam saba pAMca sAdhuoM ne vahA~ se vihAra kara sihora hokara vallabhI Ae, vahA jinamaMdira meM eka ora gurumandira banavAyA thA; usameM bahuta se pAcAryoM kI mUrtiyAM bhI sthApita kI gaI thIM unake bhI darzana kiye bAda vahA~ se vara vAlA, cAkI, kharala hokara dhaMdhUke Aye / vahA~ do dina Thahare munizrI ne eka sArvajanika vyAkhAna bhI diyaa| vahA~ se phulerA, uteliyA, koTa, gaMgAra bAbalA aura sarakheja hote hue ahamadAbAda a ye aura haTIsiMha kI bAr3I meM zrIdharmanAtha tIrthakara ke darzana kara bAr3I meM Thahara gaye / pIche pIche sAdhdhiyA~ bhI ahamadAbAda A pahu~cI aura ve bhI usI bAr3I ke dUsare makAna meM Thahara gaI aura unake Ane jAne kA pa

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567 zrI siddhigiri kI yAtrA ricaya pahile thA usI bhA~ti rahA; unameM eka vinayazrI sAdhvI thI vaha to itanI nAdAna tathA kharAba AcaraNa vAlI thI ki kabhI 2 harisAgara ke sAtha kuztI, khela Adi kiyA karatI thI, aura Akhira usakI yaha dazA huI ki usane garbhavatI ho veSa parityAga kara ekaputra ko janma diyaa| jaba usakA chuTakArA huA to phira kharataroM ke gurubana gaI / aura Aja vaha vidyamAna bhI hai / munijI kI tabiyata pAlItANA meM hI kucha kharAba thI, phira vihAra ke kAraNa vizeSa khagaba hogaI thii| idhara ahamadAbAda vAloM ne nagara meM padhArane kA Agraha kiyA, para bAr3I kI AbahavA acchI thI, tathA phalaudIvAle padamacaMdajI, saMpatalAlajI. vagairaha nayA mAdhaupurA meM najadIka hI the; vahA~ Apa kucha auSadhi sevana kara rahe the; jaba thor3I bahuta tandurustI huI ki udhara se guru mahArAja kA patra pAyA ki tuma mAravAr3a na jAzro kiMtu mere pAsa zrA jaao| isa hAlata meM Apako ahamadAbAda se vihAra kara surata jAnA par3A, rAstA pahile vAlA hI thaa| rAste meM jo koI sAdhu hotA to zrApa usase avazya milate / Apako isa bAta kA bar3A zauka thA / yadi bhArga meM 5-7 mIla kI dUrI para idhara udhara bhI sAdhu kA nAma suna lete to Apa cakkara khA kara bhI unase avazya milate the| * jaba guru mahArAja ko yaha samAcAra milA ki Aja munizrI katAragAMva padhArane vAle haiM to Apa svayaM kaI bhakta zrAvakoM ko sAtha lekara tAragAMva padhAre, tathA Apa guru ziSya kI vahA~ para Ananda pUrvaka bheMTa huI, munijI ne apanI yAtrA vagairaha, kA saba hAla gurujI ko nivedana kiyA /

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 568 munizrI calane meM bhI bar3e teja nikale, kArtika caturmAsa gurujI ke zAmila kiyA thA, bAda meM itanI yAtrA karake bhI phAlguna caturmAsa gurujI kI sevA meM Akara kara liyA Apake padhArane para punaH ApakA vyAkhyAna prArambha huA, kyoMki janatA ko ApakA vyAkhyAna pasaMda evaM priya thaa| ___ caturmAsa meM prAcArya zrIvijaya dharmasRrijI ne pAlItAnA se yogIrAja Upara eka patra likhA thA ki surata meM bahuta se puruSa dhanADya haiM, yazovijaya pranthamAlAdi saMsthAnoM ke lie upadeza kara mahAyatA bhijavAnA / yogIrAja ina bAtoM se hajAra hAtha dUra rahate the, unhoMne munizrI ko bulAkara kahA, "joo TukAnadArI nA kAma" zrAcAryazrI kA patra baMcAyA aura sAtha meM Apane uttara likhA thA vaha bhI baMcAyA, jisameM Apane likhA thA ki, paisA choDIne ameM yogI thayA lie, arthAt amArA takadIra mAM paisA nathI, paNa yoga lakhelo che, hu~ koI ne paisA no upadeza Apa to nathI ane kadI ApuM to mAre pAse koI loga Avaze paNa nahIM, aTale caturmAsa utarI jAya, pacchI Apa svayaM atra padhArIne upadeza Apo, ane dukAna no kAma calAo / patra par3hakara munizrI ne vicAra kiyA ki kharo-kharI mahAtmA yahI hai| pAlItANA kA caturmAsa ke pazcAt sUrijI ne surata kI ora vihAra kiyaa| caitra zuklA 1 ke dina indravijayajI, vidyAvijayajI, nyAyavijayajI aura eka anya sAdhu arthAt cAra sAdhu surata aaye| kadAcit pahile sUcanA na milane se koI bhI sAmane nahIM gayA, ve gopIpurA nemubhAI kI bAr3I meM jAkara Thahara gaye / jaba yogorAja ko mAlUma huI to munizrI ko sAtha lekara Apa gopIpurA

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569 surimI aura yogIrAna padhAre aura arja kI ki maiM yahA~ ThaharA huA thA, phira Apa yahA~ bhAkara alaga Thahare, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? kyA Apako prAcAryazrI kI aisI zrAjJA hai ? indravijayajI ne kahA nahIM mujhe yaha mAlUma nahIM thI ki Apa bar3ecoTe Thahare hue haiM ataH maiM yahA~ Thahara gyaa| yogI0-khaira, sUrijI mahAgaja kaba padhAreMge ? 30 vi0-kala katAra gAMva pdhaareNge| yogIrAja dUsare dina katAragAMva gaye, munizrI ne bhI sAtha calane ko kahA, para yogIrAja ne kahA ki tuma yahIM tthhro| yogIrAja katAra gAMva gaye, idhara se sarijI bhI padhAra gye| sUrijI ke sAdhu gocarI-pAnI lAye aura sUrijI ne yogIrAja ko kahA, Azro ratnavijayajI gocarI kro| - yogI0-maiM Apake sAtha gaucarI nahIM kara sakatA hU~ ? * sUrijI0-kyoM kyA kAraNa hai ? yogI-maiM jJAnasundarajI ke sAtha gocarI karatA hU~, kadAcita Apake sAdhu isake lie aitarAja kareM; zAyada indravijayajI Adi isI kAraNa gopIpurA meM alaga Thahare hue haiM / sUrijI-hA~, tumako vyavahAra to rakhanA hI cAhiye / 'jJAna sundarajI' kI abhI bar3I dIkSA nahIM huI hai, ataH tuma AhAra pAnI usake zAmila kaise karate ho ? yogI0-jJAnasundarajI ko maiMne bar3I dIkSA de dI hai, ataH unake sAtha rahane meM evaM AhAra pAnI karane meM mujhe koI doSa mAlUma nahIM hotA hai| :: sUrijI-jJAnasundarajI ne yoga kisakepAsa kiyA ?

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570 Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa yogI0-jaba AcArya hI vInA yoga ke hone laga gaye to bar3I dIkSA ko to kauna pUchatA hai ? aura jJAnasundarajI aise kalpita yoga karanA bhI nahIM cAhate haiM, ataH saccA yoga to unho ne kara liyA hai| sarijI-- hA~, tumhArA kahanA satya hai, maiM binA yoga kA AcArya bana gayA huuN| ___ yogI-maiM Apake lie hI nahIM kahatA hU~, para yaha prathA svAmi AtmArAmajI kI calAI huI hai, jo ki eka samartha mahApuruSa the, aura unhoMne yAga nahIM karane para bhI apane sAdhuoM ko bar3I dIkSA dI thI tathA Aja vaha pramANika bhI samajhI jA sakatI hai, to phira jJAnasundarajI kI bar3I dIkSA ke lie hI aisA kyoM kahA jAtA hai ? sUrijI-para bar3I dIkSA to vinA yoga nahIM ho sakatI hai ? yogI-vyavahAra sUtra meM kahA hai ki choTI dIkSA ke bAda kama se kama sAtaveM dina bar3I dIkSA A sakatI hai| yadi dIkSA ke yogya hue sAdhu ko sAtadinoM meM bar3I dIkSA nahIM dI jAve to nahIM dene vAle zrAcArya yA agrasara sAdhuko prAyazcita hotA hai, aisA mUla sUtrakAroM ne batalAyA hai / taba, phira maiMne jJAnasundarajI ko bar3I dIkSA de kara kaunasA anyAya kiyA hai ? __sUrijI-para Aja to yaha pravRti sarvatra cala rahI hai ki 7 dina mAMDalI ke 8 dina Avazyaka sUtra ke, aura 15 dina daza vaikAlika sUtra ke evaM eka mAsa kA yoga kie binA bar3I dIkSA nahIM dI jAtI hai| yogI0-kyA hama pravRti ko satya mAneM aura sUtra ke pATha

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571 sa.rijI aura yogIrAja ko jhUThA samajhe ? jo gaNadharoM ne pharamAyA hai / sUrijI-nahIM, sUtroM ke pATha ko pahale mAnanA cAhiye / yogI0-basa, maiMne sUtra ke anusAra hI jJAna sundarajI ko bar3I dIkSA dI hai, yadi isa viSaya meM koI zAstrArtha karanA cAhatA ho to maiM zAstrArtha kara isa bAta ko siddha karane ko prastuta hU~ ki yogya sAdhu ko sAtaveM dina bar3I dIkSA dI jA sakatI hai / phira Apake eka mAsa ke yoga ko vahA~ sthAna mila sakatA hai ? sUrijI-tuma yogIrAja ho, tumhAre lie hama kucha bhI nahIM kaha sakate haiM / lo AoM AhAra pAnI to karalo / yogI-AhAra pAnI karane ke lie merA inkAra nahIM hai, para dUsare sAdhu Apako kucha kaheMge to nahIM na ? ___sUrijI-dUsare sAdhu kyA kaha sakate haiM, ve merI AjJA meM haiM yA maiM unakI zrAjJA meM hU~ ? para maiM eka bAta tumako aura kaha detA hU~ ki yadi hama surata meM raheM vahA~ taka tuma jJAnasundara ke sAtha na raha kara hamAre sAtha raho to acchA hai / yogI-yaha hamAre se nahIM bana sktaa| sUrijI-acchA tuma bar3ecoTA ke upAzraya meM ThaharanA, tathA hama gopIpurA meM Thahara jaaveNge| yogI0- bahuta acchA hai| sarijI-lo, abhI to AhAra pAnI kara lo| yogIH-sarijI ke sAtha zrAhAra pAnI kara liyA aura rAtri bhara vahIM sUrijI mahArAja kI sevA meM rahe / ____ dUsare dina to sUrijI mahArAja kA bar3A hI zAnadAra sammelana hubhA, muni jJAnasundarajI bhI sUrijI kI sevA meM pahu~ca gaye; sUri

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mAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 572 jI mahArAja itane dayAlu, madhura bhASI aura milana sAra the ki koI bhI unake pAsa jAo, unakA yathocita satkAra kara unake dila ko khuza kara diyA karate the / ataH Apake svAgata meM bAjA gAjA, nakkAra-nizAna, kotala, moTareM Adi to thI hI, para sAtoM upAzraya ke saba zrAvaka, zrAvikAeM bhI upasthita the / bAdazAhI jamAne ke geradAra jAme aura AbhaSaNa pahine hue seThiyAM. ko dekha sUrijI mahArAja ne kahA ki surata vAstava meM eka jaina purI hI hai / dharma para logoM kI atyanta zraddhA aura acchA prema hai / jaba sUrijI gopIpurA meM pahuMce to nemubhAI kI vAr3I ke upAzraya meM maMgalA caraNa evaM alpa kintu sAragarbhita dezanA dI, phira prabhAvanA ke sAtha sabhA visarjana huI / sUrijI kA surata meM pahile pahala hI padhAranA huA chataH janatA ke dila meM bar3A hI utsAha thaa| _____ jaba gopIpurA meM sUrijI kA vyAkhyAna hone lagA to bar3A coTA meM munizrI ne apanA vyAkhyAna banda kara diyA aura kabhI kabhI yogIrAja tathA munizrI sUrijI kA vyAkhyAna sunane ko gopIpurA bhI cale jAte the| ___jaba bhagavAna mahAvIra kI jayantI kA dina nikaTa AyA to zrIsaMgha dvArA yaha nizcaya kiyA gayA ki jayantI eka hI sthAna honI cAhiye aura isake liye nemubhAI kI vAr3I meM sarijI kI adhyakSatA meM hI honA nizcaya kiyA tathA utsava ke lie bar3I bhArI taiyAriyAM hone lagIM / janatA ko noTisa dvArA khabara pahu~cA dI thI ataH ThIka jayantI ke samaya jaina-jainetara loga itane jamA hue ki logoM ko vahA~ baiThane ko sthAna taka bhI muzkila se milA maMgalA caraNa ke pazcAt sabase pahile muni nyAya-vijayajI kA

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573 surata meM mahAvIra jayanti vyAkhyAna huA, bAda muni vidyAvijayajI kA bAda sUrijI ne kahA, munijI Apa bhI kucha bologe ? munijI ne kahA ki ApakI AjJA honI cAhiye ? sUrijI ne kahA, samaya to thor3A hI hai, para 15 miniTa kA samaya Apako diyA jAtA hai / hamAre caritranAyakajI ne sUrijI mahArAja ko namaskAra karake 'mahAvIra kA mukhya siddhAnta aura gaNadhara racita prathama aMga, ' AtmavAda 'loka (sRSTi) vAda, karma-vAda' aura kriyA-vAda ina cAroM kA itanA sundara varNana kiyA ki Apane apane 'jJAna suMdara' nAma ko sArthaka banA diyA / upasthita zrotA gaNa to kyA para sUrijI mAhArAja bhI AzcaryAnvita ho gaye / isa para sUrijI ke mana mandira meM yaha lagna laga gaI ki jyoM tyoM kara munijI ko apane sAtha meM le lenA cAhiye, astu / anta meM sUrijI mahArAja ne upasaMhAra karate hue mahAvIra ke jIvana kI vizeSatAeM bar3I khUbI se batalAI jisako sunakara saba loga maMtra mugdha bana gae aura jayadhvani ke sAtha sabhA visarjita huI eka dina sUrijI ne apane mAnanIya ziSya yogIrAja ratna vijayajI se kahA ki tuma hamAre sAtha bambaI calo / yogI0 - amAre bambAI thI zuM levo che ? sUrijI -- bambAI sAro kSetra che / yogI : - amArI prakRti Apa jANo cho, peTalA badhA sAdhunoM nI dhamAla mane gamatI nathI / surijI0 - khaira, jJAnasundara ko to hamAre sAtha bheja do / yogI0 - pUchI lejo jJAnasundara ne, paNa mArA khayAta thI te ApanI sAthe cAla se nahIM /

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 574 sUrajI0-zuM kAraNa che ? yogI0-zrA paNa ekAMta mAM raha pasaMda kare ch| ' sUrijI0-AvA vidvAn sAdhu ekAnta mAM rahI zuM lAbha uThAyI skshe| yogI-teone je lAbha ekAnta mAM male te dhamAla mAM malato nthii| sUrijI-zuMtameM jJAnasundara ne upakeza gacchamAM kI dIdhA ? yogI-jI haaN| sUrijI-Ano zu kAraNa che ? yogI-kAraNa eja ke ekAnta mAM rhe| sUrijI-zutapA gaccha mAM ekAnta nathI rahI sakatA ? ochAmAM zrocha tene tamAro ziSya to banAvyA hota / yogI-hu~ pote paNa ziSyaja chaM, zreTale bIjAne kevI rIte ziSya banAveM / sUrajI-paNa upakezagaccha mAM nathI koI sAdhu, nathI koI sAdhvI, pache eka sAdhu banAvA mAM lAbha zu? yogI-A jeSTha gaccha che, A gacchano jaina samAja para ghaNu upakAra che, paNa logo A gaccha ne bilkula bhUlI gayA che, aTale kRtaghnI banelA jIvoM ne aa kRtajJa banAvaze / sUrijI-je tame karo te sAruMja ch|

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86 sAgarAnandasUri kA surata meM padhAranA / sAgarAnandasUrijI bambaI se bhU bhramaNa karate hue surata padhAre aura usa dina zrApakA mukAma saMgrAmapurA meM huA, AcAryavijayadharma sUrikI itanI udAratA evaM vAtsalyatA ki Apane apane ziSyavidyAvijayajI aura nyAya vijayajI ko sAgarajI ke sAmane bheje, idhara se yogIrAjazrI ne bhI hamAre caritra nAyakajI ko sAgarajI kI sevA meM bheje, saba sAdhuoM ne vandana vyavahAra kiyA, bAda sAgarajI ne pUchA, ApakA nAma kyA hai ? panizrI ne kahA ki merA nAma jJAnasundara hai, sAgarajI samajha gaye ki prazna karane vAlA jJAnasundara sAdhu yahI hai / surata kI janatA ne sAgarajI kA acchA satkAra evaM saMmelA kiyA; jaba zrApa nagara meM A rahe the to AcArya vijayadharmasUrijI bhI sAgarajI ke sAmane Ae, para sAgarajI ne apane ghamanDa meM sUrijI kA zrAdara satkAra bhI nahIM kiyA, isa para samajhadAroM ne samajha liyA ki kahA~ to vijayadharmasUri kI udAratA ki sAgarajI ke svAgata ke liye Apa svayaM calAkara Ae, aura kahA~ sAgarajI kI saMkucitatA ki inhoMne thor3A bhI Adara nahIM kiyaa| vijayadharmasUri thor3I dera to varaghor3A ke sAtha cale, bAda maukA pAkara gopIpure cale gae, aura sAgarajI bar3ecoTA ke upAzraya jahA~ yogIrAja aura munizrI Thahare the vahA~ jAkara eka tarapha kamare meM utara gae; kiMtu surata kI janatA ke dila meM jaisA utsAha aura umaMga vanayadharmasUrijI ke Agamana ke samaya thA vaisA aba nahIM rhaa| jaba sAgarajI ne AhAra pAnI se nivRtti pAI to munizrI zrA

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Adarza jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 576 pake pAsa gae aura pheTA vandanA kara baiTha gaye; kiMtu sAgarajI kisI pustaka kA prupha lekara usakA saMzodhana karane laga gaye / jaba sAgarajI ko bolate nahIM dekhA, to munizrI ne kahA Apane Agama chapavAkara jaina janatA para bar3A bhArI upakAra kiyA hai / __ sAgarajI prapha nIcA rakha kara bole ki isa prakAra saba sAdhuoM ko zAsana kA kArya karanA cAhiye; para kaI sAdhu to zAsana ko kevala bhArabhUta bana kara gRhasthoM ke roTale muphta meM hI khA rahe ____ muni0-hA~ sAhiba, sAdhuoM ko zAsana kA kArya avazya ka. ranA cAhiye, jaisA ki Apa kara rahe haiM / sAgarajI-muMha se kahane vAle bahuta haiM para karate kauna haiM ? muni0-zrApa samajha gaye ki sAgarajI kA kahanA AtmazlAghA ke rUpa meM hai, kyoMki zAyada Apa jAnate hoMge ki zAsanakA kArya kevala eka maiM hI kara rahA huuN| munizrI ne punaH arja kI ki jaise Apane Agama TIkA sahita chapAyA hai, usI bhA~ti isakA pracalita bhASA meM bhASAntara kara diyA hotA to yaha Agama sarva samAna ko bar3A upayogI siddha hotaa| sAgarajI0-thor3e garma hokara jabAba diyA ki maiM zrAgamoM kA bhASAntara karanA ThIka nahIM samajhatA hU~, yadi koI ajJAnI mUla aura TIkA se lAbha nahIM uThA sake, usakA maiM kyA karU~ ? unako abhyAsa karanA cAhiye, kitane hI loga TIkA vagairahaH kA abhyAsa kiye binA hI sUtra bAMcane laga jAte hai aura bicAre bhole jIva ke sAmane artha kA anartha bhI kara DAlate haiM, jaise tumane yahA~ bhaga. yatI sUtra bAMca ke abhavya jIvoM ke viSaya meM kiyA thaa|

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sAgarajI se vArtAlApa - ThIka ! sAgarajI mauna khola kara bole to shii| - muni0-~maiMne jo ApakI sevA meM prazna-patra bhejA thA, vaha Apako mila gayA thA yA nahIM ? sAgarajI0-prazna-patra to mujhe mila gayA thaa| muni-phira una praznoM kA uttara kyoM nahIM diyA ? sAgarajI0-hamako itanA avakAza kahA~ milatA hai ki isa . prakAra praznoM ke uttara diye jAveM / muni0-Apa kyA karate haiM jo ki jijJAsuoM ke praznoM kA uttara dene meM Apako avakAza nahIM milatA ? sAgarajI0-hamako zAsana ke kaI kArya karane par3ate haiN| muni-kyA praznoM kA uttara denA zAsana kA kArya nahIM hai ? sAgarajI0-aise kAryako hamazAsana kA kArya nahIM smjhte| muni:-taba Apa dUsare sacce manuSyoM ko jhUThe batalAnA hI zAsana kA kArya samajhate ho na ? ... sAgarajI0-phaMThe ko pU~ThA batalAnA, yaha bhI zAsana kA kArya hI hai| muni-phira dUMThA siddha karane meM itanI kamajorI kyoM ? tathA aisI kamajorI Apa jaise vidvAnoM ko zobhA bhI nahIM detI hai| sAgarajI0-isameM Apane merI kyA kamajorI dekhI hai ? muni-praznoM ke uttara nahIM denA, yahI kamajorI hai / sAgarajo0-joza meM zrAkA atyanta garma ho choTe se netroM korakta varNa kara jora se bola uThe, tuma DhU~r3hiyA ho, tumako zAstroM kA jJAna nahIM hai| muni0-Dhur3hiyoM ne hI to Apa saMvegiyoM kA uddhAra kiyA

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odarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 578 hai / yadi DhuMDiyoM meM se svAmi buTerAmajI, AtmArAmajI, mUlacaMdajI tathA vRddhicaMdajI nahIM Aye hote to Apa saMvegI Aja yatiyoM ke rUpa meM hI pAye jAte; samajhe na sAgarajI mahArAja ? / ___ sAgarajI to itane Aveza meM Agaye ki apane bolane kA bhAna taka bhI mUla gaye ki maiM kyA bolatA huuN| Apa bole ki buTerAmajI, zrAtmAgamajI vagairaH ne DhUMr3hiyoM meM se zrAkara kyA kiyA hai ? aura tuma bhI DhUMr3hiyoM se Akara kyA kara sakoge ? muni0--DhUMr3hiyoM se jitane yogya puruSa Aye haiM, unhoMne patita hote hue saMvegiyoM kA uddhAra kiyA hai / aura Age kucha kahate hI the paraH____ isa prakAra jozIlA vArtAlApa hotA suna kara yogIrAjazrI ne socA ki udhara to sAgarajI jiddI AdamI haiM, idhara munijI bhI bolane meM pIche rahane vAle nahIM haiM; ataH kahIM bAta hI bAta meM anartha na ho joya, etadartha yogIrAja ne kahA ki munijI idhara Ao, kucha kAma hai; munizrI uThakara guru mahArAja ke pAsa gaye / ___ yogI-sAgarajI vidvAna haiM, tuma inake sAtha vAda vivAda kyoM karate ho ? muni:- nahIM sAhiba, maiM vAda-vivAda karane ko nahIM gayA thA, maiM to mere praznoM kA uttara lene ko gayA thA, kiMtu unhoMne jaba viSayAMtara bAteM nikAlI to unakA uttara denA merA kartavya thA, aura maiMne javAba diyA bhI thA, isameM merA kyA kasUra hai apane 2 gaurava kI rakSA karanA saba ke liye samAna bAta hai ! yogI-para jahA~ rAga dveSa kI vRddhi ho vahA~ kSaNa mAtra bhI nahIM ThaharanA cAhiye, yahI merI AjJA hai /

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579 sAgarajI ke sAtha vArtAlApa ___muni-sAgarajI kitane hI vidvAna kyoM na hoM, para satya kA galA ghoMTa kara satya ko asatya batAveM, yaha kaise sahana ho sakatA hai| sAgarajI vidvAna haiM to unakA kartavya thA ki mere pra. znoM kA uttara dekara mujhe samajhAte, para mujhe to yahI jJAta huA ki sAgarajI apanI paMDitAI kevala ajJa puruSoM ke sammukha hI jAhira karate haiM, maiMne sAgarajI kI vidvattA kI parIkSA karalI hai, ApakA chapAyA huA zrI pannavaNa sUtra maiMne dekhA hai jisameM itanI azuddhiyAM haiM ki bhaviSya meM mAlUma hogA ki isakA chapAne vAlA evaM saMzodhana karane vAlA koI ajJa hI thaa| sAgarajI-ina bAtoM ko suna kara Apa mAre krodha ke bhUta bana kara yogIrAja ke pAsa Aye aura munizrI kI ora lakSa karake bole, are mUrkha ! tumane pannavaNa sUtra meM kahA~ azuddhiyoM dekhI, lA abhI btlaa| . muni0-sAgarajI mahArAja ! yahA~ Apa magnasAgara na samajha lenA ki Apane unako parAjita kara una para vijaya prApta karalI hai, para maiMne ApakI vidvatA ko acchI taraha se samajha liyA hai, jyAdA karoge to Apa apanI pratiSThA ko kho baitthoge| yadi Apa vidvattA kA kucha ghamaNDa rakhate ho to pahile mere praznoM kA uttara dedo, varanA maiM eka sabhA kara Apase praznoM ke uttara lene kA prayatna kruNgaa| ____sAgarajI--praznoM kA uttara denA, yA na denA to mere AdhIna hai, kintu tuma jo kahate ho ki pannavaNAsUtra meM azuddhiyA~ haiM, jisakA saMzodhana maiMne sAta 2 pratieM pAsa meM rakhakara kiyA hai| phira bhI, laM! yaha pannavaNAsUtra mere pAsa meM hai, isameM koI bhI azuddhi ho to nikAla kara batalAo / yadi tuma eka bhI azuddhi

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Adarza - jJAna - dvitIya khaNDa batalA bhoge to maiM svIkAra karane kA prastuta hU~ / muni0 - lAo pannavaraNA sUtra | sAgarajI - peTI khola kara pannavaraNA sUtra lAkara munijI ko - 580 diyA / lo batalAo isameM azuddhiyeM ? 1 yogI - lo abhI to pratilekhana kA samaya ho gayA hai, phira dekhanA | yogIrAja ne socA ki surata meM caturmAsa kara munijI ne bahuta acchA yaza evaM nAma prApta kiyA hai, para yaha sAgara - vivAda saba para pAnI phera devegA, ataH yahA~ rahanA ThIka nahIM "saMkale saM jahA ThANaM dUre zro par3ivajjae" isa zAstrAjJA ko zirodhArya kara yahA~ se vihAra kara jAnA hI acchA hai / eka do zrAvakoM ko sUcita kara diyA ki kala hamako vihAra karanA hai / idhara gopIpurA vagairaha meM khabara huI ki Aja sAgarajI ke aura munizrI ke Apasa meM praznottara ke lie khUba takarAra aura garamA garama carcA huI thI, na jAne bhaviSya meM isakA kyA natijA nikalegA / surata meM kaI loga sAgarajI ke bhakta evaM pakSakAra the, kintu kaI loga unake pratikUla bhI the| jo loga sAgarajI ke pratikUla the ve munizrI ke pAsa Akara kahane gale ki, sAheba Apa ghabarAzo nahIM, agara sAgarajI ne sAtha Apano zAstrArtha thAya to zrame jo joiye te sahAyatA karavAne taiyAra chie, zra sAgara hamaNo midhyA bhimAna karI koI ne vidvAna mAnatoja nathI, paNa tame ThIka malyA, sAgara nA dAMta to tameja khATA karavAnA ho virAjo ahIM ane karo zAstrArthaM / yogIrAja ne munizrI ko kaha diyA ki, vihAranI taiyArI karo,

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581 surata se vihAra kA kAraNa kAle vihAra karI katAra gAMva javAno ch| muni0-kyA kala hI vihAra karanA hai ? yogI0-hA~, kala hii| muni0-isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? pannavaNA sUtra to dekhane do| yogI0- nahIM, kala hI vihAra karane kA hai| muni:-zrApa samajha gaye ki Apa isa kleza ke kAraNa hI vihAra karate haiM, kintu munizrI duvidhA meM par3a gaye, kyoMki idhara to sAgarajI kA kArya adhUga chor3a jAnA acchA nahIM samajhA, udhara guru mahArAja kI AjJA kA pAlana karanA bhI Avazyaka thA, guru mahArAja ko kaI bhAMti arja kI, kintu Apane pharamA diyA ki merI AjJA meM rahanA hai to kala vihAra kro| basa, phira to savAla hI nahIM rahA ataH vihAra kI saba taiyArI kara lii| . yogI-jAtro sAgarajI se mila lo aura kSamAprArthanA bhI kara lo| muni0-maiM jAU~ ? yogI-hA~, isameM kyA hai ? kyA tumane bRhatkalpa sUtra nahIM par3hA hai ? vahA~ spaSTa likhA hai ki khamAvA hai vaha ArAdhIka hotA hai aura jo nahIM khamAvA hai vaha ArAdhoka nahIM hotA hai / ataH yadi tumako pArAdhIka honA ho to jAkara sAgarajI ko khmaalo| ___ muni0-guru mAjhA zirodhAryakara sAtha meM pannavaNAjI satra lekara pAsa hI meM Thahare hue sAgarajI ke pAsa gaye aura kahA ki hama loga vihAra karate haiM, ataH hamAre kAraNa se Apako raMja pahu~cA ho to hama kSamA cAhate haiM, tathA yaha ApakA pannavaNA sUtra, yadi Apa bhAjJA deM to maiM katAra prAma taka sAtha meM le jAu~, vahA~ isakA

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 582 zuddhi patra taiyAra kara kisI ke sAtha bheja duuNgaa| yadi Apake pAsa ho to eka samAvAyAMgalI satra bhI de dIjie kyoMki maiMne usameM bhI kaI azuddhieM dekhI haiM aura merI namratApUrvaka arja hai ki jisa jisa sUtra meM azuddhiyA~ raha gaI hoM, unakA zuddhipatra sUtroM ke sAtha jor3a diyA jAve to bhaviSya kI prajA ke lie atyanta upakArI siddha hogaa| ____ sAgarajI0-merI prakRti aisI hI hai, yadi mere kahane se zrA. pakI AtmA duHkhita huI ho to maiM Apase kSamA cAhatA hU~ / pannavaNA satra Apa khuzI se le jA sakate haiM aura samavAyAMgajI sUtra maiM Apako de detA hU~, Apa zuddhipatra taiyAra kara bhijavA denA yadi vAstava meM azuddhiyA~ hoMgI to meM zuddhi patra chapavA kara sUtroM ke sAtha jor3a dUMgA-munijI Apa zrAja hI vihAra kyoM karate ho ? muni0-guru mahArAja kI AjJA hai ! sAgarajI-phira kabhI milanA / muni0-kRpA dRSTi rakhanA, avinaya huI ho to mApha karanA / baizAkha zuklA 2 ko yogIrAjazrI va munijI vihAra kara katAra gAMva padhAre, isa bAta kI khabara thor3e logoM ko hI par3I, jaba vihAra karane ke bAda AcAryazrI tathA zahara ke logoM ko khabara huI to dUsare dina akSaya tRtIyA hone se bahuta se loga katAra gAMva yAtrArtha Aye / munizrI ne do dinoM meM pannavaNA sUtra ke mUla pATha kA zuddhi patra taiyAra kara sAgarajI ke eka bhakta ke sAtha bheja diyA aura kahA ki kala hamArA yahA~ se vihAra hogA, tathA samavAyAMgajI satra ke lie sAgarajI se kahanA ki usako zuddhi patra taiyAra nahIM

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583 sAgarajI ke kSamApanA ho sakA hai ataH jaghar3Iye jAkara samavAyAMgajI satra tathA isakA zuddhi patra bhI bheja deNge| ___ sAgarajI ke bhakta ne pannavaNA sUtra aura usakA zuddhi patra sAgarajI ko diyA taba jAkara sAgarajI kI A~kheM khulI ki munijI ko zAstroM kA vodha to bahuta acchA hai| munijI kA vihAra karanA acchA hI rahA varanA unake praznoM ke lie bar3I bhArI paMcAyata par3a jaatii| munizrI ke pUche hue prazna Aja paryanta sAgarajI ke sira para RNasvarUpa amara yAni jIvita haiN| jina praznoM ko Apa picchale pRSThoM meM par3ha Aye haiN| 60 vi0 saM0 1976 kA caturmAsA jaghar3iyA meN| ___yogIrAja va munijI katAragrAma se vihAra kara anukrame ja. ghar3iyA tIrtha kI yAtrA kI, vahA~ kI Aba havA acchI thI, makAna nirvRtti kA thA / yAgIrAja kI icchA jaghar3iyA meM caturmAsa karane kI ho gaI, ThIka hai nirvRtti cAhane vAle yogiyoM ke lie aisA ho sthAna yogya hotA hai / para vahA~ zrAvakoM ke kevala tIna hI ghara the| idhara do sAdhu jaghar3iye aura bhI A gaye; jisameM eka the u0 sohanavijayajI ke ziSya mitravijayajI, dUsare the munizrI haMsavijayajI mahArAja ke praziSya basantavijayajI, jaba ve yogIrAjajI se mile aura apanI icchA jJAna par3hane kI pradarzita kii| isa para yogIrAja ne kahA tuma hamAre sAtha raha kara khuzI se jJAnAbhyAsa kara sakate ho, basa muniyoM kA manoratha saphala ho gyaa|

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 584 eka dina sItora ke zrAvaka jaghar3iye yAtrA karane ke lie Aye the, vahA~ yogIrAja ko dekha unhoMne caturmAsa kI vinato kI, pahile to zrApazrI kA vicAra nahIM huA thA, para bAda meM munizrI ne kahA guru mahArAja yahAM zrAvakoM ke ghara kevala tIna hI haiM, isaliye yahAM cAra sAdhuoM kA nirvAha nahIM hogA / surata meM maiMne saMskRta kA abhyAsa zurU kiyA thA, para vyAkhyAnAdi kAryoM se mere kucha bhI abhyAsa nahIM huA, ataH maiM Apako sevA meM jaghar3iyA caturmAsa kara dU~ aura Aye hue donoM sAdhu sInora caturmAsa kara deMge / guru mahArAja ne pharamAyA ki ye donoM sAdhu jJAnAbhyAsa - rane ke liye Aye haiM inako nirAza karanA apanA kartavya nahIM hai ataH maiM ina donoM sAdhuoM ke sAtha sInora caturmAsa kara dU~gA tuma jaghar3iyA meM raha kara vyAkaraNa kA abhyAsa kara lo / munizrI 0 - maiM Apase alaga rahanA nahIM cAhatA hU~ ataH calA saba sAdhu sInora hI caturmAsa kara leMge / > guru mahArAjaH - tumhArA kahanA to ThIka hai para yaha dekha lenA sIno meM bhI tumhAre itanA jJAna prApta na hogA ataH merA khayAla hai ki tuma jaghar3iye caumAsA kara lo tumhAre liye acchA rahegA / guru AjJA ko zirodhArya kara munizrI ne jaba r3iye caumAsA karanA maMjUra kara liyA aura yogorAja tathA do munirAjoM kA caturmAsa sInora honA mukarrara ho gayA / surata meM khabara huI ki yogirAja jaghar3iye padhAra gaye haiM, to ve loga darzanArtha ghaDiye zrAye, yogIrAja ne upadeza diyA ki hama tIna sAdhu to sInora caturmAsa kareMge aura munijI jJAnAbhyAsa ke liye jaghar3iye raheMge, isaliye zrApa loga inake liye

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585 sarata ke zrAvakoM kI bhakti paMDita vagairaha kA sAdhana kara denaa| zrAvakoM ne kahA ki paMDita vagairaha kA saba prabandha hama loga svayam kara leveMge, aura bhI kucha hukma pharamAveM / yogIrAja ne kahA, basa Atma-kalyANa karanA, aura dUsarI bAta kyA kahanI hai ? ____ yogIrAja kA surata ke logoM para kAphI prabhAva ho gayA thA, ve bambaI jAte samaya yadi AsapAsa meM guru mahArAja hote to ApakA vAsakSepa le kara jAte the; kyoMki Apake cAritra, vizuddhatA, nispRhatA aura yogabala para vizvAsa kara loga bhApake pakke bhakta bana gaye the| Apake camatkAra ke 2-4 aise udAharaNa bana cuke the ki una logoM ko pUrNa vizvAsa baMdha gayA thA ki yogIrAja eka camatkArI mahAtmA haiM jisase Asa-kalyANa ke sAtha isa bhava meM bhI aneka phAyade ho sakate haiN| - surata ke bhakta loga surata jAkara usI manasukharAma zAstrI ko tathA caturmAsa ke yogya kapar3A vagairaha saba ke saba Avazyaka padArtha sAtha lekara guru mahArAja kI vidyamAnatA meM hI jaghaDiye Agaye, kapar3e vagairaha kI AmantraNA kI, muniyoM ko jitanA Avazyaka thA utanA vehara liyA / zrAvakoM ne paNDita ko koI do sau rupaye isa Azaya se de diye ki yahA~ pustaka TIpAlAdi ciTThI patrI zrAdi meM jo kucha kharca ho vaha khuzI se kare / surata ke loga abhI jaghar3iye hI the ki itane meM to sInora ke loga guru mahArAja ko lene ko Agaye / guru mahArAja ne vihAra kiyA to munizrI va surata ke zrAvaka eka maMjila taka pahu~cAne gae, bAda guru mahArAja ne sinora kI ora vihAra kiyA aura munizrI

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Adarza jJAna-dvitIyakhaNDa 586 vApisa lauTa kara jaghar3iye padhAra gaye aura usa nivRti ke sthAna para paNDitajI ke pAsa jJAnAbhyAsa meM laga gye|| jaghar3iyA kI peDhI para eka vRddha brAhmaNa munIma thA, jaba usa. ko mAlUma huA ki munizrI ne yahAM caturmAsa karane kA nirNaya kara liyA hai, ataH munIma vicAra meM par3a gayA kyoMki yahAM zrAvakoM ke to kevala 3 ghara hai aura ve bhI sAdhAraNa sthiti ke, aura caturmAsa meM yahA~ adhika yAtrI loga bhI nahIM Ate haiM, pahile kabhI jaina sAdhuoM kA caturmAsa yahAM huA bhI nahIM hai, inakA caturmAsa kaise hotA hai ? kyA kyA bAtoM kI AvazyakatA rahatI hai ? maiM ina saba bAtoM se anabhijJa hU~, aura na mujhe pUchA bhI hai, phira samajha meM nahIM AtA ki yahAM caturmAsa kaise karate hoMge ? ___ munIma ne yahAM ke TrisTiyoM ko jo aMkalesara vagairaha pAsa ke prAmoM ke the, khabara dI / ve jaghar3iye Aye, munIma se bAta cIta kI jisakA Azaya yaha thA ki munijI yahAM caturmAsa na kareM to acchA hai,para ve TrisTI loga munizrI ke pAsa taka nahIM Aye aura munIma se milA kara vApisa cale gye| gujarAtI logoM kA evaM TrisTI jainoM kA yaha hAla hai ki tIrtha para AnA aura muniyoM ke darzana taka bhI nahIM karanA, yaha kaisI zraddhA ? khaira kucha bhI ho, munizrI ne to duHkha sukha kI paravAha na karake apane nirNayAnusAra jaghar3iyA meM caturmAsa kara hI ddaalaa| basa usa nirvRti ke sthAna meM raha kara paryuSaNa pahile hI saMskR. ta mArgopadezikA kA prathama bhAga samApta kara liyaa| gAMva meM tIna ghara mAravAr3I zrAvakoM ke the, ve sAdhAraNa sthiti vAle hone para bhI acche bhakti vAle the| ve samajhate the ki hamArA ahobhAgya hai ki

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nirvRrti sthAna kA Ananda | hama logoM para pUrNa kRpA kara munizrI ne yahA~ caturmAsa kara diyA hai, 'dUsare paNDitajI bhI acche yogya upayoga vAle the zrAvakoM kI ora se dravya kI chUTa thI / phira bhI munizrI ke eka dina tapasya aura eka dina tIna gharoM se yA Ae hue yAtrArtha logoM se bhikSA lete the kabhI 2 chaTa aThamodi tapa bhI kiyA karate the para ekAntaratapa to hamezA ke liye calatA hI thA / pAThaka ! isa bAta ko to Apa bhalI bhAMti samajha gaye hoge ki munizrI ko ekAnta meM raha kara adhyAtma evaM tAtvika viSaya meM ramaNatA evaM dhyAna karane kI kaisI abhiruci thI; yahI kAraNa hai ki Apa kisI gaccha samudAya meM na mila kara akele hI rahe aura yahA~ akele caturmAsa karane kA bhI yahI kAraNa thA / ata: Apa nirvRti ke sAtha jaghar3iyA tIrtha para caturmAsa kara dina meM jJAnAbhyAsa aura rAtri meM khUba dhyAna kiyA karate the / jisa prakAra se munizrI kA jJAnAbhyAsa calatA thA, vaise hI pustakoM kI chapAI kA kAma bhI acchI taraha se calatA thA, kevala eka presa meM hI nahIM kintu do presa meM pustakeM chapa rahIM thIM / munizrI ke nAma kI DAka munImajI kI per3hI para AtI thI, tathA vaha Upara Akara munizrI ko de jAtA thA / kintu hamezA itanI DAka aura usameM bhI praphoM ke baNDala ke baNDala Ate jAte dekha munImajI vicAra meM par3a gaye / jaba kabhI trisTI la ga Ate the aura pUchate the ki yahA~ jisa sAdhu ne caturmAsa kiyA hai vaha tumhAre se kharca g2airaha kucha mAMgatA to nahIM hai na ? munIna kahatA thA ki na jAne yaha akelA sAdhu kyA karatA hai, inake yahA~ hamezA itanI DAka zrAtI jAtI hai usakA kharcA bhI na mAlUma kahAM se zrAtA hai ? 587

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 588 hamako to Apane Aja paryanta eka pAI ke kharce kA kAma bhI nahIM batAyA hai, inake pAsa eka paNDita rahatA hai dina bhara par3hAI kA hI kAma karatA hai, mAlUma hotA hai ki mAravAr3I sAdhu acchA vidvAn hai| itane para bhI hamAre tIrtha kI per3hi ke jaina trisTiyoM kA hRdaya rahIma nahIM huA ki ve caturmAsa rahane vAle sAdhu kI kucha sAra sambhAla kareM, isakA kAraNa zAyada yaha ho ki gujarAtI loga dharmAtmA nahIM kintu dRSTirAgI huA karate haiM, aparicita sAdhu ko ve sAdhu taka bhI nahIM samajhate haiN| jaba paryuSaNa ke dina najadIka Ane lage to jaghar3iyA ke Asa-pAsa ke choTe 2 grAmoM ke mAravAr3I logoM meM jaghar3iye Akara munizrI ko arja ko ki hamAre grAmoM meM zrAvakoM ke ghara alpa hone ke kAraNa hamako paryuSaNoM ke vyAkhyAna sunane kA lAbha nahIM milatA hai, isa varSa zrApa kA caturmAsa isa tIrtha pA ho gayA hai, ataH hama logoM kI icchA hai ki hama saba yahA~ zrAkara parvArAdhanA kara zrI kalpasUtrajIkA vyAkhyAna suneM ? isa para munizrI ne pharamAyA ki hama loga to isI kAma ke lie haiM, Apa khuzI se yahA~ zrAkara parvArAdhanA kara sakate haiM / basa, phira to thA hI kyA ? una logoM ne AsapAsa ke tamAma prAmoM meM patrikAeM chapA kara bheja dI / basa paryuSaNoM ke pahile dina meM hI karIba 250 nara-nAriyoM ne Akara dUsare dina vyAkhyAna prArambha karavA diyaa| bAda meM to zrAvaka loga hamezA Ate hI rahe, vyAkhyAna meM hamezA do 2 cAra 2 prabhAvanA, hamezA svAmI-vAtsalya, tathA pustrakajI kA varaghor3A bar3e hI ThATha se nikalA, surata se svapne pAlanA maMgavAyA, bhagavAna mahAvIra ke janmadina to surata vagairaha ke laga bhaga 500 zrAvaka

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589 jar3iyA ke trisTiyoM kI mAphi zrAvikAeM the, isameM jaghar3iyA tIrtha kI peDhI ke membara loga bhI zAmila the, unhoMne apane mana meM bahuta pazcAtApa kiyA ki apana loga to yaha hI samajha baiThe the ki koI aisA hI mAravAr3IakelA sAdhu hogA, para yaha sAdhu to bar3A hI jabardasta, evaM prabhAvazAlI tathA vidvAna hai, aba apana loga jAkara muMha kaise dikhAveM, phira bhI ve dopahara ko ekAnta meM Akara munizrI se mile aura kahane lage ki sAhibajI hamArI bar3I bhArI bhUla huI ki Apa jaise munirAja kA yahA~ birAjanA hote hue bhI hama hatabhAgya kucha bhI lAbha nahIM uThA saka, hama yahA~ kaI daphe Aye para ajJAnatAvaza hama ApakI kucha bhI sevA nahIM kara sake / sAhiba yahA~ peDhI meM jJAna khatA kI rakama jamA hai, Apake DAka evaM pustakoM meM kAma meM Ave to munIma ko kaha denA, vaha peDho kI ora se prabandha kara degA / aura Apa hamAre aparAdha ko kSamA karAveM / muni0-zrAvako ! hamAre pAsa hukUmata yA pulisa nahIM hai ki hama Apa logoM ke kasara ke lie Apa para jora-julma kareM / hamane yahA~ caturmAsa kiyA thA usake lie saba taraha kA prabandha surata vAloM ne pahale se hI kara diyA thA, kintu duHkha isI bAta kA hai ki tuma yahA~ Aye aura jaina hote hue bhI jaina sAdhu se mile taka bhI nahIM, yaha kitanI aphasosa kI bAta hai / khaira, mere lie to kucha nahIM para vicArA koI sAdhAraNa sAdhu Akara ekAnivRti kA sthAna dekha Thahara gayA hotA to usakA kyA hAla hotA ? smaraNa meM rahe ki tIrtha kI sthApanA unakI unnati peDhI aura paisA sAdhuoM ke upadeza se hI huA aura hotA hai jinhoM ke liye ApakI itanI beparavAhI, kyA yaha kama aphasosa kI bAta hai ?

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Adarza-jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 590 trisTI0-hA~ sAhiba ApakA kahanA pUrNa satya hai ! yaha hamArI bar3I bhArI bhUla huI hai, para Aja to hameM yaha zikSA mila gaI hai ki aba hama bhaviSya meM aisI galI kabhI nahIM kareMge, kintu Apa kI DA~ka evaM pustakoM ke lie AjJA pharamAiye ki aba saba kharcA yahA~ ko peDhI se hI ho| muni0-DAka, pustakeM, paMDita kI tanakhvAha ityAdi kA saba praba. ndha surata vAloM ne kara diyA hai, ataH hameM koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| trisTI0-sAhiba surata vAle to bhAgyazAlI haiM, unako to hamezA lAbha milatA ho rahatA hai, para hama logoM ko aisA avasara kaba milane vAlA hai / isa jaghar3iyA tIrtha para to sarvaprathama zrApa kA hI caturmAsA huA hai, ata: hama AgrahapUrvaka prArthanA karate haiM ki jo huA so huA, para aba to yaha saba lAbha hamako hI milanA caahiye| muni:-Apako to yaha lAbha milegA ki yahAM svapnA pAlanA kI zrAmaMda jo zrAvegI vaha tumhArI peDhI meM jamA hogii| trisTI0-yaha to Apa sAhiba kI kRpA hai, para hamArI vinatI ko bhI Apa svIkAra karo nahIM to hameM duHkha hogaa| muni-tuma duHkha kyoM karate ho ? yahA~ to peDhI , dravya kisI bhI kAma meM zrA sakegA, yadi ApakA itanA hI Agraha hai to avasara dekhA jaaygaa| jaghar3iyA meM paryuSaNoM kA bar3A hI ThATha rahA, hamezA svAmivAtsalya, tInoM samaya prabhAvanAe, rAtri meM prabhuHbhakti hotI thI, tathA svapnoM kI bolI ke tathA sAdhAraNa meM rupaye Aye thebesaba kharcA bAda karake peDhI meM jamA karavA die|

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paryuSaNoM kA ajaba ThATha sAvatsarika pratikramaNa poSadha aura dUsare dina poSadha ke pAraNe tathA donoM bakhta ke svAmivAtsalya hue, bAda saba loga AnaMda maMgala mAnate hue apane 2 sthAna para gaye / jaghar3iyA meM yaha pahale hI pahala caturmAsa hone se jainettara logoM para bhI acchA prabhAva par3A aura dharma kI khUba unnati huI / jaghar3iye ke vartamAna hAla jaba gurumahArAja ke pAsa pahuMce to Apake harSa kA pAra nahIM rahA tathA Apake pAsa meM rahane vAle sAdhuNoM ko kahA, dekho munijI kaise bhAgyazAlI haiM; jaMgala meM bhI maMgala kara dete haiN| __paryuSaNoM ke bAda baMbaI se bAbU jIvanalAlajo sapatna, evaM naukara, rasoIyA ko sAtha lekara jaghar3iye Aye, kAraNa unakI tabiyata ThIka nahIM thI, ataH unhoMne yaha socA ki yAtrA bhI ho jAyago aura AbahavA kA badalA bhI ho jAyagA / yaha prasiddha seTha pannAlAla pUnamacaMda kI pharma ke mAlika the, inake pitA kA dehAnta huA thA taba ATha lAkha rUpaye jJAna-pracAra ke lie nikAle the, jisakI bambaI meM hAIskUla calatI hai, ataH peDI ke munIma ko AzA honA svabhAvika hI, thA ki aisA bhArI seTha pAyA hai to hamArI dharmazAlA kA kAma adhUga hai, arthAt pAMca hajAra rupaiyoM kA kAma zeSa rahA hai, usake lie ghara 2 mIkha na mAMga kara eka hI karor3apati seTha kI ora se mila jAya to acchA hai / ataH munIma ne munizrI ko arja karo aura munijI ne kahA ki ThIka hai, avasara hogA to maiM upadeza kruuNgaa| __jaba bAbU sAhaba munizrI ke pAsa Aye to pahile unhoMne apanA hAla munizrI ko sunAnA zuru kiyA ki sAhiba meM itanA

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 592 bImAra huA thA ki mujhe dharatI para bhI utAra liyA thA aura mere jIne kI koI AzA nahIM thI; para deva guru kI kRpA se maiM usa mRtyu se baca gayA / aba maiM jAnatA hU~ ki saMsAra asAra hai, jo sukRta kiyA jAtA hai vahI sAtha meM calatA hai, yadi merA usa samaya dehAnta ho jAtA to yaha saba karor3oM rupayoM kI sampatti yahA~ raha jAtI, ataH aba merI icchA sampatti bar3hAne ka' to nahIM hai, para mere pAsa meM hai usameM se yAda koI mAMge to merI icchA dene kI nahIM hotI hai, itanA hI nahIM para kabhI lihAja se de bhI diyA jAya to merA jIva kaTa jAtA hai| munizrI ne kahA, seTha sAhiba Apane ThIka kahA, aba mujhe Apako upadeza dene kA parizrama karane kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hai ki zrApa kucha sukRta kareM / seThajI 15 dina Thahare para eka snAtra pUjA taka bhI nahIM par3hAI, hA~ prabhu pUjA sAmAyika vagairaha avazya karate the / jaba seThajI ke bambaI kA tAra AyA to Apa bambaI cale gaye, para ApakI dharma patnI kI tabiyata pUrNa rUpa se nahIM sudharI thI, ataH ve aura unake bhRtyAdi jaghar3iye ho rhe| munizrI ne seThAnIjI ko upadeza diyA, ataH unhoMne apane hAthakharce meM se acchI rakama dharmazAlA ke lie pradAna kI tathA bar3I pUjA par3hAI, vAtsalya kiyA, aura munizrI kI acchI bhakti krii| tathA unako munizrI para itanI zraddhA ho gaI ki usane prArthanA kI ki Apa bambaI padhAro, maiM mArga kA saba prabandha kara dUMgI aura bambaI padhArane para bhI zrApa kI sevA karUMgI aura jo kucha bhI dravyAdi kA kArya hogA vaha bhI saba maiM merI ora se kruuNgii| munizrI ne kahA, kSetra sparzanA, para yaha kArya hamAre guru mahArAja ke AdhIna hai| seThAnIjI phira

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593 jaghar3iye meM pustakoM kA pracAra 15 dina ThaharI Apake paNDiA ke lie bhI do mAsa kI tanakhvAha seThAnIjI ne dI bAda bambaI calI gii| ___ jaghar3iyA meM munizrI ne tapasyA bhI khUba ko, ekAntara to hamezA cAlu hI thA, eka aTTAI eka pAcolA, ATha telA vagairaha kaI chaTakara tapasyA kI thI tIrtha sthAna para rahane kA yahI to bhAnaMda hai ki manamAnA jJAnAbhyAsa aura tapa ho sakatA hai / ___paryuSaNoM ke bAda zeSa rahe hue dinoM meM Apake itanA jJAnAbhyA / nahIM huA, jitanA kI pahile huA thaa| isakA kAraNa, eka to yahA~ paryuSaNoM kA mahotsava ho jAne se Asa pAsa ke grAmoM meM sarvatra prasiddha ho gaye, dusare zroliyoM kA ArAdhana karane ko sI bahuta loga A gaye ataH vyAkhyAnAdi meM samaya calA jAtA thA, tIsare pustakeM chapavAna meM presa kApI banAnA, prUpha saMzodhana karanA ityAdi kAryoM meM vizeSa samaya kharca ho jAtA thA, tathApi saMskRta mArgo padezikA ke dUsare bhAga ke 18 pATha Apane kara lie the| jaghar3iye ke caturmAsa meM do bhAI dIkSA lene vAle bhI Aye the para munizrI ne unakA sInora guru mahArAja ke pAsa bheja diye the aura guru mahArAja ne unako anuttIrNa ( nA pAsa ) kara korA jabAba de diyA / dhanya hai aise nispRhI mahAtmA ko| ____isa caturmAsa meM ApazrI kI aura se nimna likhita pustakeM prakAzita huI jo khAsa Apane hI likhI thiiN| 1000 pratie zIghabodha bhAga cauthe kA jisameM sAdhuoM ke karane yogya zAstrIya vidhAna kA khUba hI acchA saMgraha kiyA thA, jo ki pratyeka sAdhu sAdhvI ke par3hane yogya hai| 1000 pratie zIghrabodha bhAga pAMcaveM kI, isameM koM kI

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Adarza jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 594 viSaya isa prakAra saMgraha kiyA ki jisako par3hane se sAdhAraNa mati vAlA bhI karmoM ke viSaya kA jJAna hAMsila kara sake / 1000 pratie zIghrabodha bhAga chaTe kI isameM nandI sUtra se pAMca jJAna kA savistara varNana kara apane janatA ke samakSa eka Atma kalyANa kA sAdhana hI rakha diyA / 1000 prati zIghrabodha bhAga sAtaveM kI, isako likhakara to Apane kamAla hI kara diyA, kyoMki aneka zAstroM kA sAra aura saiMkar3oM praznoM se vibhUSIta yaha bhAga hai, isako par3hane se mumukSuoM jJAna aura tarka zakti bar3ha jAtI hai / isake viSaya meM yaha kahanA bhI atizayokti na hogA ki mana ekAgra rakhane kA yaha eka apUrva sAdhana hai| 1000 daza- vaikAlikasUtra mUla pATha isa choTI sI pustaka sAdhu sAdhviyA~ vihAra ke samaya bhI sAtha meM svAdhyAya karane ke lie rakha sakate haiM / munizrI ne gujarAta meM vihAra kara vahA~ ke sAdhu sAdhviyoM kA hI nahIM apitu bar3e 2 AcAryoM panyAsoM kA hAla dekhA jisase ApakA hRdaya vyAkula ho gayA thA / surata meM zrIsImaMdhara paramAtmA kI sevA meM bhArata ke samAcAra bhejane ke lie kAgaja, hunDI, paiTha, para paiTha aura mekara nAmA ko racanA zuru kI tathA zrIsiddhakSetra meM usako sampUrNa bhI kara diyA thA, kintu guru mahArAja kI AjJA ke binA use chapavAnA Apane ThIka nahIM smjhaa| usa mejharanAmA ko mANakamunijI, labdhimunijI, vinayavijayajI, tilaka vijayajI Adi kaI sAdhuoM ne dekhA thA aura unhoMne sammati bhI de dI thI ki isako chapavA dene se bahuta hI jAgRti hogI, tathA zAsana ke

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595 mejharanAmA kI vivasthA prati ApakI yaha bar3I se bar3I sevA samajhI jaaygii| mahopAdhyAya jI zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja ne bhI hunDI kA stavana banAyA thA, para ApakA memaranAmA to usase bhI bar3ha kara hai kAraNa isameM pRthaka pRthak viSayoM ko zAstrIya pramANoM ke sAtha khUba hI vistAra se likhA hai / jaba Apa guru mahArAja kI sevA meM padhAre to memaranAmA bheMTa kiyA guru mahAgaja ne dekhA aura turanta hI chapavAne kI aAjJA dedii| yogIrAja ne eka aisA hI vinatI zataka banAyA thA, para vaha abhI taka prakAzita nahIM huA thA, tathA vaha isa memaranAmA meM samAveza bhI ho sakatA thA, ataH mejharanAmA ko zIghra hI chapAne kI AjJA dedI / yadyapi munizrI gujarAtI meM bolate yA vyAkhyAna dete the, tadyapi mejharanAmA ko sApha gujarAtI meM likhane meM Apa sarvathA saphala nahIM hue, ataH kahIM 2 mAravAr3I zabda kA mizraNa rahA hI gayA jo ApakI mAtR bhASA kA paricAyaka hai| basa, jaghar3iyA meM presa kApI taiyAra kara bhAvanagara Ananda presa meM chapane ke lie bheja diyA, jisakI kula 5000 pratie chapavAne kI thIM, usameM 1500 to pustaka ke AkAra meM aura 3500 jaina patra ke grAhakoM ko akhabAra ke sAtha ghara baiThoM ko binA DAka vyaya ke pahu~cA dI jAya, yaha nizcaya jaghar3iyA meM hI kara DAlA thaa| - jaghar3iyA ke caturmAsa meM yoM to Apake darzanArtha bahuta se prAmoM ke bhakta zrAvaka Aye the; isakA kAraNa eka to pahile jaghar3iyA tIrtha kA darzana bahuta hI kama logoM ne kiyA thA, dUsare zrApakA vahAM birAjanA, tIsare mAravAr3I loga bambaI jAveM to jaghaDiyA mArga meM hI par3atA hai ataH Ane vAloM ko saba taraha kI suvidhAeM

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Adarza jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa thIM; darzanArtha Ane vAloM ne munIzrI ke uradeza se pustakeM chapavAne meM dravya sahAyatA bhI khUba khulle dila se do yo / bhaMDArIjI candanacaMdajI jodhapura vAle, tathA megharAjajI munI. yata phalaudI vAle to caturmAsa utarate hI Aye the| jaba jaghar3iyA kA caturmAsa samApta huA to sunA gayA ki gurumahArAja sInora se jaghar3iyA kA saMgha nikAla kara padhAra rahe haiM, isa hAlata meM bhaMDArIjI, megharAjajI aura munIzrI ne guru mahA. rAja ke sAmane jAne ke lie vihAra kara diyA / para jo saMgha tIna yA cAra dinoM meM jaghar3iyA pahu~ca sakatA thA use mArga meM hI sAta dina laga gaye; kAraNa rAste meM jaina aura jainetara logoM ne bata ho bhakti kara saMghako ra ka diyA thA kyoM ki una grAmoM ke logoM ne pahile kabhI saMgha dekhA hI nahIM thA, taduparAnta guru mahArAja kA prakANDa prabhAva; evaM vyAkhyAna / phirato kahanA ho kyA thA ? bhaMDArIjI ne jAkara guru mahArAja ke darzana kara lie; munizrI tathA megharAjajI eka grAma meM Thahara gaye, jahA~ kevala tIna ghara hI zrAvakoM ke the / Apake Thaharane kA kAraNa yaha thA ki ApakA eka pustaka likhanI thI aura megharAjajI kA saMyoga bhI thaa| jaba gurumahArAja cAturvidha zrI saMgha ke sAtha padhAre to munI. zrI vagairahaH saba sAtha meM hokara jaghar3iye padhAre / saMyoga vaza usa dina jaghar3iyA meM surata ke bahuta se loga Aye hue the; unhoMne saMgha ko atyanta ho ADambara evaM dhUma dhAma se bdhaayaa| ___ muniyoM ke padhArane se evaM munizrI ke caturmAsa rahane se isa tIrtha kI bahuta dUra taka prasiddhi ho gaI aura yAtriyoM kI saMkhyA

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597 sUrata ke zrAvako kI vinatI bhI bar3ha gii| munIzrI ne isa tIrtha kI prasiddhi ke lie parizrama bhI bahuta uThAyA thaa| surata ke bhakta logoM ne Agraha pUrvaka vinatI kI ki Apa saba sAdhu kRpA kara surata padhAreM, tathA do varSoM se baMbaI ke lie bhI hamArI binatI hai, Apa jaise niHspRhI yogIrAja ke padhArane se baMbaI kI janatA ko bahuta lAbha hogA, ataH hamArI vinatI svIkAra kraaveN| ____ yogIrAja ne kahA ki surata kA to hamArA bhAva hai, baMbaI dUra hai isalie hama abhI nahIM kaha sakate haiM / isa prakAra bAteM ho rahI thI, ki itane meM DAka ke kAgaja Aye, jisa meM eka patra zrosiyAM kA bhI thA, jisameM borDiGga kA hAla likha kara anta meM likhA thA ki yA to Apa padhAro athavA jJAnasundarajI mahArAja ko zIghrAtizIghra bhejo nahIM to borDiGga uTha jAyagA / kAraNa kharce kA intajAma nahIM hai, namIcaMdajI peDhI se eka paisA bhI dene ko inkAra haiM, borDiGga meM kevala 10 lar3ake raha gaye haiM, ataH prArthanA hai ki isa ora lakSa dekara Apa munIzrI ko zIghra bheja dirAveM, aura dravya sahAyatA ke lie bhI upadeza dirAveM tAki mAravAr3a meM zrApake hAtha kA lagAyA huA yaha vRkSa sUkhatA huA baca jAve, ityaadi| isa patra ko par3hakara gurumahArAja ko bar3A hI duHkha huA ki bar3e hI parizrama se sthApana kI huI eka saMsthA kA yaha hAla ! upasthita zrAvakoM ko patra baMcA kara upadeza kiyA aura una logoM ne kucha rakama bhejane kA vacana bhI diyA / 38

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bhAdarza - jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 598 yogI - munizrI ke sAmane dekhakara guru mahArAja ne kahA, C munijI, kyA karanA hai ? muniH - gurumahArAja kI zubha dRSTi se saba kucha acchA hogA / yogI :- tumako bulAyA hai / muni0- mere jAne se kyA hotA hai, vahA~ to dravya kI Ava 0 zyakatA hai / muni yogI :- vaha bhI to tuma jAvoge taba ho hogaa| -mAravAr3a kA hAla to Apa jAnate hI ho / yogI0 - para mujhe vizvAsa bhI to hai ki tumhAre jAne se satra vyavasthA ThIka ho jAyagI / 18 muni0 - gurumahArAja ! dUra kA mAmalA hai, maiM ApakI sevA chor3anA nahIM cahAtA hU~ / yogI - merA kAma karanA bhI to merI sevA hI hai / muni0 -- yaha kArya to yahA~ rahane se bhI ho sakegA / yaugI - yadi yahAM rahate hue, hone yogya kAryya hotA to munIma itanA jora dekara nahIM likhatA / muni0- gurumahArAja ! mukhya kArya to dravya sahAyatA kA hai, aura yaha mAravAr3a meM bana nahIM sakegA; yadi borDiGga ko sthAyI banAnA ho to baMbaI padhAro, vahAM jaise gujarAtI loga haiM vaise mArabAr3I loga bhI bahuta se paise pAtra haiM; ataH eka khAsA phaMDa hA jAyagA / abhI yogI0 - acchA tuma isa samaya to mAravAr3a jAo; maiM surata zrara surata ke Asa pAsa vihAra karU~gA / yadi isa varSa tuma vahAM kI vyavasthA ThIka kara pAo to baMbaI tumhAre lie

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599 osigA~ kA patra aura guru AjJA koI dUra nahIM hai / yadi isa varSa meM tuma nahIM A sakoge to maiM yahIM kahIM caturmAsA kara dugA, mere sAtha do sAdhu haiM hI, catuH rmAsa ke pazcAt tuma AjAvoge taba baMbaI cala kara boDiGga kI nIva sudRr3ha kara deveNge| muni0-gurumahAraja ! ApakI sevA chor3anA merI AtmA svIkAra nahIM karatI hai| yogI0-aisA honA to mumukSuoM kA kartavya hI hai, para jaba maiM kahatA hU~ aura tumhAre gaye binA eka sthApita saMsthA uTha jAve isa hAlata meM tuma vicAra kara sakate ho ki mere pAsa meM rahanA acchA hai yA maiM kahU~ jaise karanA acchA hai| ___ muniH-gurumahArAja ! maiM isa bAta ko jAnatA hU~, tathApi Apa kI sevA chor3ane meM maiM rAjI nahIM huuN| . yogI0-lo aba tuma mAravAr3a jAne kI taiyArI karo, hamako bhI vihAra karanA hai| muni0-kyA ApazrI ne nizcaya kara liyA hai ki bicAre eka sAdhu ko binA icchA akele mAravAr3a ko bheja denaa| yogI-are tuma zera hokara isa prakAra kAyaratA kyoM batalAte ho, maiM kahatA hU~ ki tuma jAkara isa borDiMga kI vyavasthA sudhAroge to tuma ko bahuta lAbha hogA, aura bhaviSya meM samAja ko isake sundara phala mileNge| yadi yaha sarvaprathama sthApita saMsthA jIvita rahI to isakI zAkhA pratizAkhA rUpa meM aneka saMsthAeM janma lekara tumhAre mAravAr3a kA uddhAra kara deveNgii| muni-mere akele ke jAne se kaI loga prazna kareMge ki Apa gurU ko chor3a akele kyoM Aye? maiM isakA kyA uttara dUgA

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bhAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 600 yogI0-lo maiM tumako sArTiphikeTa likha dUM ki munijI merI zrIjJA se evaM mere bheje hue jA rahe haiM isako koI ekala vihArI na samajhe / basa vahA~ dera kyA thI, turaMta kAgaja maMgavA kara AjJA patra likha eka kAgaja kI paTTI para cipakA ke de diyA, aura kaha diyA ki kala hI tuma vihAra kara denaa| 61 munizrI kA mAravAr3a kI ora vihAra munizrI ne guru AjJA zirodhArya kara ke icchA nahIM hone para bhI vahAM se vihAra kiyA, zuklatIrtha taka tInoM mahAtmA pahu~cAne ko Aye / munizrI ne guru mahArAja ko vandana kara arja kI ki yadi borDiMga kI sthiti thor3e dinoM meM sudhara gaI to caturmAsa Apake pAsa Akara karU~gA, yadi vahA~ Thaharane kI AvazyakatA huI to caturmAsa ke bAda AU~gA ? para Apa jahA~ padhAreM, isa borDiMga ko hamezA yAda meM rkheN| guru-adhiSThAyaka Apase Apa karegA, yaha tumhArA lagAyA huA mAr3a hai, tuma hI isakA siMcana karo, aura isakA phala (yaza) bhI tumako hI milegA ! maiM to eka tumhArA sahAyaka huuN| ____ munizrI ne donoM munirAjoM se kahA ki Apa bar3e hI bhAgyazAlI ho, jo ki aise mahAtmA kI sevA kA Apako suavasara milA hai, maiM kamanasIba hU~ ki Aja guru sevA se alaga ho rahA hU~ / kisa kA borDiMga aura kisake lar3ake ? para kyA karU~ guru mahArAja kI AjJA pAlana karanA merA kartavya bana gayA hai| aba maiM Apa se savinaya arja karatA hU~ ki jahA~ taka maiM mAravAr3a se na AU~ vahA~ taka Apa guru mahArAja kI sevA meM hI rahanA, Apako aneka

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601 muni zrI kA mAravAr3a ko ora prakAra se lAbha hai, eka to mahAtmA kI sevA, dUsare jJAna kI vRddhi, tIsare pracalita dhamAla kI apekSA yahA~ ApakA cAritra bhI nimalatA se palegA, tathA pratiSThA bhI bddh'egii| yugala munivaroM ne vizvAsa dilAte hue kahA, muni jI! Apa idhara kI ora kA kiMcit mAtra bhI phikra na kareM, yaha jaise Apake guru haiM vaise hamAre bhI guru haiM, bana sakegA vahA~ taka hama sevA bhakti aura vyAvaJca kA lAbha apazya uThAveMge, Apa vApisa zIghra padhAreM, Apake padhArane ke bAda apana saba bambaI caleMge kAraNa bambaI meM Apa jaise vyAkhyAnI vaktAoM kI khAsa AvazyakatA hai, ityAdi kahane ke pazcAt guru mahArAja ne maMgalika sunAyA, sira para hAtha rakha kara kahA, jAo ! tumhArA kArya siddha hogA / guruvara to apane donoM sAdhuoM ke sAtha vApisa lauTe, aura munizrI ne mAravAr3a kI tarapha mu~ha kara vihAra kiyA lekina Apako paga 2 para guru mahArAja kA hI smaraNa hotA rhaa| zAma ko eka grAma meM pahu~ce, vahA~ jAkara baiThe to zrApa itane udAsIna ho gaye ki zrAvakoM ke zrAmatraNa hone para bhI gocarI pAnI kI nahIM sUjhI, rAtri meM Apa vicAra karane lage ki prAtaHkAla jhagar3iyA cala guruvarya ke darzana kareM, phira vicAra AtA hai ki kahIM isase guru mahArAja nArAja to nahIM ho jAveMge, ityAdi / prAtaH kAla vihAra kiyA aura isa prakAra vihAra karate hue kramazaH Apa pAdare pAye, vahA~ AcArya buddhisAgarasUri virAjate the, Apa bar3e ho yogIrAja, zAnta svabhAvI aura acche milanasAra the / ApazrI ne munizrI kA acchA svAgata kiyaa| zrAyA huA AhAra-pAnI sabane sAtha meM baiTha kara bhojana kiyA / dUsare dina

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Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 602 mauna ekAdazI hone se sUrijI ne bahuta Agraha karake munirAja ko vahA~ ThaharA diyA / pAdarA meM eka mohanalAla hemacanda bhAI vakIla sUrijI kA parama bhakta thA, usako dravyAnuyoga ko acchA jAna panA thA aura isa ora unakI khUba hI ruci thii| rAtri meM munijI ke pAsa baiTha kara dravyAnuyoga ke viSaya meM kaI prazna kiye| munizrI ke diye hue uttara se vakIla sAhaba bahuta prasanna hue, va munizrI kI bahuta prazaMsA kI ki sAhiba Apane to jaina zAstroM evaM dravyAnuyoga kA bahuta acchA abhyAsa kiyA hai / TalA badhA sAdhuoM ne ame joyA che, paNa koI ne pAsa ame A prakAra jo jJAna sAMbhalyo nathI, have kRpA karo mAsa divasa hIM virAjo, ane amane vyAkhyAna sambhalAo / pAsa meM baiThe hue sUrijI ne bhI kahA, tumhArA gujarAta meM kaba AnA hotA hai ? Thaharo, phira jAnA to hai hI / muni - guru mahArAja kA zrAjJApatra nikAla ke batalAyA aura kahA ki hamako jAnA Avazyaka hai, vakIla sAhaba ne kahA, kama se kama do cAra dina vyAkhyAna to sunAdo, phira hama Apako yAda hI kyA kareMge / ataH unakA itanA Agraha dekha munirAja ne pAdarA meM 3 dina kI sthiratA kI, eka sArvajanika vyAkhyAna huA, tathA vakIla sAhaba to rAta dina munizrI kI sevA meM raha kara tAtvika jJAna sunakara masta bana gaye aura kahA, sAhiba ! Apa jahA~ caturmAsa kareM vahA~ se patra likhanA tAki hama vahA~ Akara do mAsa Thahara kara ApakA vyAkhyAna suna kara apanI AtmA ko saphala banAveMge ? dekho, jaisA avasara |

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12 sUrIzvarajI aura mejharanAmA / ApazrI ne pAdarA se vihAra kara diyA / ApakI yaha to eka pravRti hI hogaI thI ki mArga meM yadi do-cAra kosa ke phera meM bhI kisI bhI sAdhu kA nAma suna lete to vahA~ jAkara unase avazya milate the| gujarAta meM bhramana karake Apane aise koI bhI nAmAkita sAdhu ko nahIM chor3A ki jisase Apa nahIM mile hoM, kAraNa ki mile binA mAlUma hI kyA par3e ki kauna sAdhu kisa viSaya ke vidvAn haiM, unakI prAcAra pravRti kaisI hai, ve zAsana kA kyA kArya kara rahe haiM ? ityaadi| ___ Apa mAravAr3a se gujarAta meM gaye usa samaya do pAtre, eka tRpaNI, do caddara, eka cola paTTA, evaM eka saMstAriyA; basa itanI hI upAdhi thii| do varSa gujarAta meM rahane para bhI Apako gujarAta kA raGga nahIM lagA; cAya ko to Apane pAsa meM bhI nahIM phaTakane dI / hA~, surata meM kaI loga vinatI karate the, para Apa kaha dete the ki hama mAravAr3I sAdhu haiM aura hamako vApisa mAravAr3a jAnA bhI hai| yoM to Apake ekAntara tara calatA hI thA aura Apa prAyaH paurasI to hamezA karate hI the| ___jaba ahamadAbAda ke zrAvakoM ko khabara huI ki munizrI padhAra rahe haiM to una logoM ko bar3I AzAbaMdhI ki isa varSa munizrI ko ahamadAbAda cAturmAsa karavA kara lAbha prApta kareMge aura gurjaroM ko batalA deMge kI mAravAr3I sAdhu aise hote haiM / AcArya vijayanemI sUrijI usa samaya apanI ziSya maMDalI ke

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Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 604 sAtha seTha haTIsiMha kI vAr3I meM virAjate the| jaba sUrijI ne sunA ki jJAnasundarajI ahamadAbAda Ate haiM to rUpavijaya ko kahA, ki tumhAre gurujI Ate haiM unake lie makAna sApha kara taiyAra rakhanA aura unake zrAne para tuma sevA karanA, kAraNa tumhAre para unakA upakAra hai / rUpavijaya ne kahA, ki hAMjarUra mere para upakAra aura maiM bana sakegA avazya sevA karUMgA / kramazaH vihAra karate hue munizrI ahamadAbAda pdhaare| zrAvakoM ko Apake padhArane kA samaya mAlUma na hone se ve nizcinta the, kintu jaba khabara milI to ikkA, moTaroM dvArA vAr3I meM A pahu~ce munizrI mandirajI ke darzana kara Aye to bAhara rUpavijayajI khar3e the, unako dekha pUchA ki kyA sUrijI mahArAja yahIM virAjate haiM ? rUpa hA~ basa, sIdhe hI sUrijI mahArAja ke pAsa jAkara vandana kI sUrijI ne itanA prema darzAyA ki mAno eka apane mitra kA hI milApa huA ho bAda meM pahile se hI sApha kiyA huA makAna meM Apa Thahara gaye, gocarI pAnI lAye AhAra kara liyA, bAda zrAvaka loga A gaye aura cAturmAsa ke lie vinatI karane lage / munizrI ne guru mahArAja kA AjJA patra dikhAyA tathA kahA ki mujhe jaldI se mAravAr3a jAnA hai / phira ve zrAvaka kaha hI kyA sakate ? kAraNa itane bar3e kArya ke lie guru sevA chor3a kara Aye ve bIca meM kaise ruka sakeM ? dUsare dina zahara ke mandiroM ke darzana kie aura vihAra ke lie taiyAra hue para sUrijI mahArAja ne kahA ki do dina to aura ThahareM, abhI to tumane hamArA upAsarA bhI nahIM dekhA hai, ataH sUrijI ke kahane se do dina aura ThaharanA svIkAra kara liyaa| tatpa

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605 sUjI aura mejharanAmA zcAt tIsare dina sUrijI ke sAdhuoM ke sAtha zahara meM gaye aura sUrijI kA upAzraya tathA ApakI pustakAdi kA saMgraha dekhA to Apa cakita ho gaye ki ahA-hA yaha sAdhupanA kyA para eka rAja vaibhava kA sA ThATha hai / caturtha dina idhara to munizrI sUrijI ko bandana karane ko gaye, tathA vandana kara Apa udayavijayajI ke pAsa baiThakara zAstrIya bAteM kara rahe the, udhara sUrijI eka sAdhu ko yoga kI kriyA karavAte the itane meM DAka AI. jisameM jaina akhabAra jo bhAvanagara se nikalatA hai vaha bhI zAmila thA, usako khola kara sUrijI ne dekhA to usameM meranAmA kA sabase pahilA phArma thA, sUrijI ne usako sAdhAraNa taura para dekhA to Apake krodha kA pAra nahIM rahA aura jora se AvAja dI ki, 'jJAnasundarajI Ama Ao,' munizrI uThakara sUrijI ke pAsa gaye, to sUrijI mAre krodha ke netroM ko lAla kara kahane lage: sUrijI - are tame A zuM karo cho, DhU~r3hiyA thI lar3atA lar3atA amAre sudhI pahu~cI gayA na ? muni0 - sAheba zuM thayo ? sUrijI - zrare zra zuM che ? muni0 - samajha gaye ki mekaranAmA ke kAraNa sUrijI kA zarIra mAre krodha ke kAMpa uThA hai, ataH yahA~ zAnti aura namratA rakhanA hI ThIka hai / 'sAheba yA to sImaMdhara svAmI ne vinatI patra lakhela che / ' sUrijI - paNa vinatI mA~ bheTalA viSaya hoya zAnA, ? ane vinatI mA~ TalA zAstroM nA pramANo nI paNa zuM jarUra hoya, zra

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bhAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 606 to AcAryoM, panyApoM, bhane Adhu-sAdhviyoM no niMdA purANa jevo lAge che, jJAnasundarajI tame gajaba karo cho| ___muni0-hAM, sAheba ! A bharatakSetra nA sAdhu-sAdhviyoM no riporTa che, ane ApaNA mAlaka sImaMdhara svAmi ne tyAM mokalavA mATe taiyAra karavA mA~ zrAvela cha / sUrijI-basa, A tamArI vinatI ne baMdha karI lo nahoM to tamAro bhaviSya sAro nathI samajhI le jo / hu~ tamane ThIka kahu~ chu / muni0-ThIka che sAhebajI ! je thayo te to thai gayo have pachI upayoga rAkhIza / sUrijI-pAsa meM phalodI vAlA saMpatalAlajI kocara baiThe the / sUrijI ne kahA, saMpatalAla A memara nAmA no jeTalo kharcI thayo che te atra thI mokalAvI Apo, ase tyAMcI presa kopI maMgavIlo, jJAnasu~darajI tame paNa binA kAraNa zA mATe dhamAla karo cho, kema saMpatalAla hu~ ThIka kahu~ chai na ? ___ saMpata-jI hA~ sAhiba Apano kahuva~ ThIka chai / munika-Apa zAmATe khacoM mokalavo cho te to badho thai jaze sUrijI-bahu sArU tyAge tame karI zrApa jo| mu nazrI ko to vihAra karanA hI thA, pAMcaveM dina vihAra kara sarakheja padhAre, selAvAsa evaM phalaudI vAle kaI loga vihAra meM bahuta dUra taka pahu~cAne ko aaye| saMpatalAlajI ne kahA, guru mahArAja aisI kitAba likhane kI Apako kyA jarUrata par3I thI ? ___ muni0-maiMne gujarAta meM do varSa vihAra kara ke kevala sunA hI nahIM para najaroM se sAdhuoM kI khAsa bAla lIlAeM dekhI to mujha se rahA nahIM gayA ki vIra zAsana kI ina sAdhuoM ne kyA

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607 vihAra aura sampatAla dazA kara rakhI hai ? inase to gRhastha bhI acche haiM ki ve apane lie hue vrata ko nirmalatA se pAlate haiM, aura maryAdA meM calate haiM, tathA pApa se Darate haiM, para ye sAdhu to itane nidhneMsa pariNAmI ho gaye haiM, itane zithilAcArI aura pariprahadhArI bana gaye haiM ki thor3e dinoM meM yati hone kI taiyAriyA~ kara rahe haiN| kyA isa hAlata meM bhI gkAra na kara cupacApa baiTha jAnA acchA hai ? zakti hote hue bhI cupa sAdha kara baiTha jAnA, maiM to zAsana kA khUna kAnA hI samajhatA hU~ / kyA tumane kabhI vijaya nemIsUri kA upAzraya jAkara dekhA hai ? jisameM pustakoM ke atirikta kapar3a e, kAMba liye, pAtrA ityAdi kA itanA saMgraha hai ki zAyada hI sAdhAraNa gRhasthoM ke vahA~ milatA ho; jaba ki eka ora to bicAre gRhasthoM koM donoM samaya peTa bharane ko anya evaM tana r3hAkane ko vastra bhI nahIM milatA hai, taba dUsarI ora saMDha-muDha jaina sAdhuoM ko tIna 2 daphe gaucarI, cAya, dUdha, phala, miSTAnna, sarabatI, malamala aura bhI bahumUlya aneka padArthoM kA upyog| kyA aise pAsatthoM ko chipA kara rakhanA agni ko ruI meM rakhane ke samAna nahIM hai ? ityAdi bAteM hone para saMpatalAla ko mAlUma ho gayA ki mahArAja kA kathana to satya hai, para aisA mepharanAmA sunegA kauna ? dUsare mahArAja akele haiM; gujarAta meM sAdhuoM kA jora hai; isalie munizrI ko arja kI ki sAhiba ! isa samaya to ApakA mejharanAmA baMda rakhanA hI acchA hai, kAraNa gujarAta meM sAdhuoM kA bahuta jora hai, zrataH ApakA meranAmA kauna sunegA ? muni0 : - sampatalAla ! merA mejharanAmA jamAnA sunegA aura

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Adarza - jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 608 eka aisA navayuvaka maMDala taiyAra ho jAvegA jo ki ina sAdhuoM ke akhAr3oM ko naSTa bhraSTa kara eka ora pheMka degA / saMpata : - para Apa zrI vijaya nemIsUrijI ko kaha kara Aye. jo hu so 'huA, aba aura isa viSaya ko kitAba ke lie upayoga rakhUMgA / haiM, muni0:- isase kyA huA, maiNthoo yaha to nahIM kahA ki jo mejharanAmA chapa rahA hai usako nahIM chapAveMge ? maiMne to kahA, 'jo huA so huA, isakA artha hai ki jo mejharanAmA likhA so to likha diyA, aba isa viSaya kI kitAba ke lie upayoga rakhUMgA / saMpata0:--: - mahArAja ! Apane vicAra to kara liyA hai, para yahA~ to Apa akele ho aura vahA~ saba sAdhu samAja hai, samAja ke bar3e 2 seThiyA inake hAtha meM haiM / kabhI lAlana evaM becaradAsa vAlI to na ho gujare ? muniH : - isa bAta kI hamako paravAha nahIM hai, satya kahane meM maiM eka kadama bhI pIche haTane vAlA nahIM hU~ / satya kI zodha meM maiMne ghara chor3A, satya kI zodha meM maiMne DhUMr3hiyA mamAja ko chor3A hai to aba ina hInAcArI pAtthoM se kyA DaranA hai ? saMpata0:- - mahArAja ! Apa mAravAr3I haiM, aura phalodI caturmAsa karane se Apake sAtha hamArA dharmasneha bhI hai, isalie kahanA hai ki jo kucha karo vaha ThIka soca samajha ke hI karanA pIche se pazcAtApa na karanA par3e / muni0 - kyA mAravAr3I maiMzAzAha Adi ne gurjaroM ko parAjaya nahIM kiyA hai, mere khyAla se to mAravAr3I mAtra ko apanI

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609 mejharanAmA aura sampatalAla bhUmi kA gaurava hai aura honA hI cAhiye, kyA tumako mAravAr3a kA gaurava nahIM hai ? saMpata0 - nahIM kyoM ? avazya hai / muni0 - sampatalAla ! merA kahanA kevala bhUmi gaurava kA nahIM hai, para merA kahanA satya ke lie hai, evaM maiMne mepharanAmA ko aise akATya pramANoM se dRr3ha banAyA hai ki kisI ko bolane ke lie jagaha taka bhI nahIM rakhI hai / saMpata0 : - isa mepharanAmA chapavAne meM Apake atirikta anya kitane sAdhuoM kI sammati hai / muni0 : - yoM to sAta ATha sAdhuoM kI sammati hai, para mAlo ki kisI ko bhI sammiti na ho to kyA satya kA koI khUna kara sakatA haiM ? saMpata 0 :- aba kyA ApakA irAdA mepharanAmA ko chapavA dene kA hI hai ? muni0 : - isa samaya to maiMne nizcaya kara hI rakhA hai / saMpata 0 :- vandana kara vApisa lauTa gayA aura munizrI sarakheja pahu~ce, sampatalAla sIdhA hI vAr3I meM sUrijI ke pAsa gayA, AcArya zrI ko bandana kiyA / sUrijI ne pUchA ki, sampatalAla jJAnasundarajI ne kyA sudhI pahoMcAvI AyA cho, ane memaranAmA nI viSaya mAM kAMI vAta thaI che ? sampatalAla sUrijI kA bhI pakkA bhakta thA, ataH usane kahA sAhibajI ! meranAmo to chapI jAkhe / sUri0 sampatalAla ! tamAre sAmane jJAnasundarajI kahI gayA che ke je thayo te thai gayo ityAdi /

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 610 saMpata--tezro to kahyo hato ke 'thaI gayo te to thaI gayA 'hove zrAvI kitAba mATe upayoga rAkhIsu ane teno artha teo ema kayoM hato ke zrA mejharanAmo to chapI jAze,aviSayanI bIjI kitAba likhavA mAThe upayoga rAkheza / ___ suri0-are A mAravAr3I sAdhu bahUja huziyAra nikalyo, amarA paMjA mAM thI chuTI gayo, amane chetrIlIdhA sampatalAla A mutzahI sAdhu amhArA hAtha thI cAlyo gayo khaira hamaNo nA hamaNo jAo , jJAnasundarajI ne ter3I amAre pAsa lAo ___saMpata0-sAhiba te o mArA eka nA kahavAthI zrAvaze nhiiN| sUri0-be zrAvaka bIjA laI jao paNa game tema karI jJAnasundara ne amAre pAsa lai Ao A mejhara nAmo game tema bandha karAvAno chai ,nahIM to zAsana ne moTA meM moTo nuksAna thA ze / saMpata0-sAhiba ! Apa rupavijayajI ne dIkSA deva mAM bahuta utavala karI tenoja A pariNAma cha / sUri0-hA~ sampatalAla, tamArI kahavu sAMco che ame eka amUlya ratna gamAbI kAMca no kakar3o levA mAM bahuta bhUla karI che paNa teto banavA vAlo hato te banI gayo hove to game tema karI jJAnasundara ne yahIM lAo ane mejharanAmo baMda karAvo A moTA mAM moTI zAsana nI sevA cha / sampata ! hu~ sAcu kahU~ chu ke mane aTalI bar3I ciMtA thai cha ke pUrI gocarI pANI nathI karI sakyo / sampata-ghara para jAkara roTI bhI nahIM khA sakA aura zahara meM jAkara selAvAsa vAloM ko sAtha lekara eka spezala moTara meM baiTha sarakheja gaye, munizrI ke pAsa jAkara bandana kI aura kahA ki Apako sUrijI mahArAja ne jarUrI kAma ke lie yAda

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sarakheja meM ahamadAbAda ke zrAvaka pharamAyA hai, isalie Apako takalIpha to hogI para eka bAra ahamadAbAda pdhaaro| muni0-Apa samajha gaye ki sUrijI ke dila meM mejharanAmA ke viSaya meM gar3abar3a hai, ataH apane kahA, mujhe to zIghratA se osiyA~ melA para pahu~canA hai,aura ahamadAbAda meM aisA koI jarUrI kArya bhI nahIM hai, sarijI kI mere para kRpA hai jo ve mujhe yAda pharamAte haiM, yadi sarijI ne kucha kAma pharamAyA ho to Apa mujhe kaha do, maiM usa para vicAra kruuNgaa| sampata0-kAma to vahI mejharanAmA banda karavAne kA hai| muni0-to phira vahA~ calane meM kyA phAyadA hai, yaha to merI icchA kI bAta hai, vahA~ cala kara bhI yadi maiM mejharanAmA baMda nahIM karU~ to calane meM kyA phAyadA hogA ? . selAvAsa vAle ne munizrI ko samajhAyA ki sarijI eka bar3e sAdhu haiM, inase pratikUla hokara memaranAmA chapavAne meM Apako kyA lAbha hai ? yadi ApakI aisI icchA ho to Apa bAda meM bhI chapA sakoge, ataH philahAla hama Aye haiM, ataH hamArA kahanA mAna kara bhI Apa mejharanAmA ko baMda karavA do ! ___ muni0-ThIka hai, lo maiM presa vAloM ko patra likha detA huuN| munizrI ne eka patra to presa vAloM ko likha diyA ki 'mejharanAmA' mata chApo, presa kApI hama jahA~ maMgAveM vahAM bheja denA, ityAdi / dUsarA patra guruvarya ratnavijayajI mahArAja ko likhA ki mejhara nAmA kA eka phArma to jaina patra meM vitIrNa ho cukA hai, vaha Apake pAsa pahu~ca gayA hogA,kintu ahamadAbAda meM zrI vijayanemisurijI ne bahuta Agraha kiyA hai ki mejhara nAmA baMda karavAdo, isa

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Adarza - jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 612 samaya sarakheja mukAma para bhI sUrijI mahArAja ke bheje hue do zrAvaka Aye aura unhoMne bahuta Agraha kiyA, isalie maiMne bhAtranagara jaina patra vAle ko likha diyA hai ki mejhara nAmA baMda rakho, arthAt aba mata chApo, ityAdi ! dono patra likha kara liphAphoM para nAma kara ke saMpatalAla ko de diye ki tuma sUrijI ko patra baMcA kara baMda kara DAka meM DAla denA / donoM zrAvaka saMtuSTa hokara vApisa ahamadAbAda jA kara donoM patra sUrijI ko bacAkara baMda kara DAka meM DAla die taba jAkara sUrijI ko AhAra pAnI karane kI ruci huI aura zAnti se ArAma kiyA, itanA hI kyoM para sUrijI ne apanI vijaya isa prakAra samajho ki jaisI ki bAdazAha akabara ne rANA pratApa ke patra para samajhI thI / yogIrAja ke pAsa patra pahu~cate ho eka tAra to jaina patra vAle ko diyA ki meranAmA baMda mata karo chApa vara jaina meM vitIrNa karate rahanA, dUsarA eka khulA kArDa phalaudI vAloM ke pate para ahamadAbAda muni zrI ko likhA ki yadi tumhArA bhekara - nAmA zuddha bhAvanA aura pakke pramANoM se likhA hai to phira kisI ke kahane se Darapoka bana usako roka dene kA kyA kAraNa hai, yadi tuma kisI ke kahane mAtra se ghabarA jAte ho to pahile likhA hI kyoM thA, aba to usako sampUrNa chapA denA hI acchA hai 1 isalie Aja maiMne bhAvanagara jaina patra vAle ko tAra dilA diyA hai ki meranAmA baMdamata karo aura chApate jAo /

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613 mejharanAmA bandha karavAne kI kozisa __ yaha kArDa jaba sampatalAla kI dukAna para AyA aura usako par3hAne se mAlUma huA ki mejhAnAmA chapAne meM kevala jJAnasundarajI hI nahIM, kintu isameM to ratnavijayajI kA bhI hAtha hai| sampatalAlajI ne zrAkara sUrijI se kahA, sAhiba ! memara nAmo baMda thA se nahIM para te to nirAntara, chapIne bAhara par3I jaashe| sUrijI ne kahA ki maiM jAnatA hI thA ki yaha mAravAr3I sAdhu cAlAka evaM mutsaddI hai; Apa ne nahIM chapavAyA to ratnavijaya ko likha diyA / yadi jJAnasundara ko memaranAmA banda hI karavAnA thA to ratnavijaya ko likhane kI kyA AvazyakatA thI; dUsare apana logoM ne bhI bhUla kI ki ratnavijaya vAlA patra DAka meM DAla diyA, yadi vaha rakha liyA hotA to mejharanAmA baMda ho jaataa|khair, sampatalAla koI dUsarA upAya nahIM hai ? sampatalAla! jaba taka yaha mejharanAmA baMda nahIM ho vahA~ taka mujhe caina nahIM pdd'egaa| samajha gayA na ? sampata-sAhiba ! dUsaro upAya to zuM thai sake ? sUrijI.-eka upAya to cha ke tame bhAvanagara jAI chApA vAlA ne hajAra be hajAra rupayoM no lobha Apo ne te dhAre to mejharanAmo baMda karI sake tema cha / __ sampata0-sAhiba jaina patra vAloM to sAdhuoM no kaTTara duzmana che tene hAtha mejharanAmo lAgyo eTale hAtha meM zrAvelA amUlya avasara ne, te kema jAvA deM amaneM to ummeda nathA ke pAMca hajAra zrApavA chato te memaranAmo chapavAno baMda karI de| sUrijI.-sampatalAla ! tame phalodIvAlA koI jora zrApo to jJAnasundara mAnI le kharoke ?;

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 614 sampata-paNa hIva to A kAma kevala jJAnasundarajI ne hAtha meM nathI rahyo, na ? kema ke ratnavijayajI memara chApavAno ArDara ApI dIg pachI jJAnasundarajI akalA zuM karI ske| ___ sUrijI-paNa mejharanAmo likhelo to jJAnasundarajI no che na, te dhAre to baMda karAvI sake che, aTale tame phalodI vAlA jJAnasundarajI ne upara jabardasta dabAva DAlo to kAma banI sake / sampata-paNa jJAnasundarajI ratnavijayo ne guru mAne che ane te te onI aAjJA meM paNa cale che, pache jJAnasundarajI no zuM cAlI sake A prayatna karavU to amane nakAmu lAge cha / sUrijI0-memaranAmA nA pahilA phAma nI viSayAnukramaNa kA ane AgamoM nA pramANa jotAM te sAdhuoMnI dhUla kahAr3I nAkazeM amane lAge che ke aAja sudhI sAdhuoM no avo duzmana koI nathI jAgyo / eka tarapha to aMgarejI aNelA navayuvaka sAdhuoM thI khilApha thAtA jAya che bhane bIjI bAju A memaranAmo tezro no hathiyAra banI jAze / bhAI sampata amane to rAtri meM niMdrA paNa nathI zrAvatI ane zreja picAra zrAvyA kare che ke koI na koI upAya thI mejharanAmo baMda thAya to saaruuN| sampataH-sAhiba saMbhalAya che ke upAdhyAyajI zrI yazAvijayajI mahArAja paNa eka lAMbo cor3o hunDIno stavana likhi gayA ch| sUrijI-hA~ teo zrI hunDIno stavana likhyo che paNa jema mejharanAmA meM khAsa sAdhuoM ne mATe viSaya chuTA pAr3i ne AkramaNa karela che tema upAdhyAyajI ne nathI kayau~ tetroM to samuccaya likhelo che tene mATe amoe DhUMr3hiyA tema yatiyoM nI apekSA batAvI potAno bacAva karI sakiye che paNa mejharanAmA nI viSaya jovA thI amAga

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615 ahamadAbAda se vihAra ruvATA kaMpI jAya che bIjo te jamAno judo ane Ajano jamAno judoM ane te likhANa to purAMNo thaI gayo che paNa A mejharanAmo to navo baMDa jagAva se| sampatalAla game te upAye mejharanAmo bandha karo to ja saaruuNche| sampata0-sAhiba bhavi bhAva ne kauna TAlI sake che, agara rUpavijayajI ne zrApa dIkSA na ApatA ane jJAnasundarajI ne apanAvatA to A prakAra no pazcAtApa karavAno samaya nahIM ja Avato / paNa Apa ghaNI utAvala thI kAma kidho cha / / sUrijI.-sampatalAla ! te vakhate ame prema nathI jANatA hatAke A mAravAr3I sAdhu amArAthI sevA prakAra no badalo leze ne eka amAga aparAdha ne lidhe akhila zAsana DolI nAkaze paNa hiveto teno upAya ja zu thai sake ? ityAdi / 100 munizrI ahamadAbAda se aosiyA~ ra ___ idhara munizrI sarakheja se zorIsara padhAre yahA~ bar3e 2 biMba bhUmi se pragaTa hue aura unako banAne vAlA vastupAla tejapAla batalAye jAte the, vahA~ kI yAtrA kara kalola hokara pAnasara Aye, vahA~ mahAvIra ke darzana kara bhoyaNI zrImallInAthajI kI yAtrA kii| vahA~ ahamadAbAda ke bahuta se zrAvaka Aye hue the unhoMkI Agraha se eka vyAkhyAna bhI diyA, vahA~ se jeTANe hote hue mhesANe Aye, vahAM tIna dina Thahare, do vyAkhyAna hue tathA janatA para vIra vANI kA acchA prabhAva par3A, vahA~ ke logoM ne kucha dina Thaharane ke lie vinatI kI, para zrApako jaldI se mAravAr3a jAnA thaa| ___ mhesAnA se var3anagara zinagara kherAlU hokara Apa tAraMgAjI

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya skhaNDa 616 pahu~ce, vahA~ para motIvijaya panyAsa apane eka ziSya ke sAtha ThaharA huA thA; Apa bhI vahA~ jAkara Thahara gaye / jaba gaucarI ke lie munizrI tayAra hue to panyAsajI sAtha cala kara upadhAna ke rasor3e meM le gaye, vahA~ bIdAma, pistA kI cakkiyeM vagairahaH itanA miSTAnna padArtha dekhA to munizrI ne pUchA ki yahA~ kyA hai, aura kauna rahatA hai, yaha rasor3A kisa kI ora secalatA hai ? panyAsajI ne kahA, 'yahA~ upadhAna cale che ane zrA rasor3o paNa teo no ja che ane AmAthI sAdhuoM AhAra pAnI le to koI doSa nathI, veharIlo paryApta gaucarI, kAraNa yahA~ koi bIjo sAdhana nathI / " peTa ko bhAr3A to denA hI thA, ataH munizrI ne gaucarI pAnI le liyA / jaba upadhAna vAlI behano kriyA karane ko AI to 60 bahinoM meM eka bhI zrAvaka nahIM, aura ve bhI saba kI saba vidhavAyeM jisameM bhI koI 5-7 vidhavAyeM to arddha buDDI thoM, zeSa saba yuvatiyeM thIM / panyAsajI ne zAma ko kriyA karavA ke pratikramaNa kiyA, bAda meM panyAsajI nIce cale gaye, tathA eka 2 vidhavA panyAsajI ke pAsa AlocanA karane ko AtI thI, kaI vidhavAe panyAsa ke ziSya ke pAsa AtI thIM, parantu munizrI vahA~ Thahara jAne se usane manA karadI; jaba munijI pezAba karane ko nIce Aye to panyAsa kI pApa lIlA ko dekha Azcarya hone lagA ki he vIra, tumhArA yaha zAsana aura paMca mahAvrata evaM nauvAr3a brahmacarya ke pAlane vAle gopiyoM ke nAtha bana kara dharma ke nAma para isa prakAra adharma evaM vyabhicAra kA pracAra kare, isako hama kaise dekha sakeM, evaM pukAra kie binA mauna sAdha kara kaise baiThe rheN| Apako vahA~ eka hI dina ThaharanA thA, para panyAsa kI pApa

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617 tAraMgA jI para upadhAna lIlA dekhane ke lie vahA~ tIna dina Thahara gaye; vahA~ rahakara saba hAla dekhA yA sunA jisako memaranAmA meM phira se saMkalita kara diyA / zAyada saba upAdhAna karAne vAle panyAsoM kA yaha hAla nahIM bhI hogA parantu inameM kanaka, kAminI se asparzita to zAyada hI koI rahatA hogA; kAraNa jahA~ adhika paricaya hotA hai vahA~ mana, vacana, aura kAyA se kisI na kisI prakAra kA pApa to laga hI jAtA hai / yaha pravRti itanI kharAba hai ki cAhe kriyA karAne vAlA pAka bhI ho para unake ziSyoM kA cAritra pavitra nahIM raha sakatA hai, kAraNa saba eka sI prakRti vAle nahIM hote haiM, yahI kAraNa hai ki gujarAtI sAdhu-sAdhviyoM meM isakI mAtrA bar3hI huI hai| dUsare dravya -yaha to prakaTa hI nakkArA vAsakSetra vagairaha: ke lie lete hI hai, hA~ cAhe sAdhu apane pAsa meM na rakheM kintu usa para svAmitva to - sAdhuoM kA hI rahatA hai; yaha hI kAraNa hai ki ve sAdhu mana cAhI mauja majA kara sakate haiM / yaha bAta to aba kisI se anajAnI nahIM rahI hai ki kisI sAdhu ke pAcha pAMca lAkha, to kisI ke pAsa tIna lAkha, kisI ke pAsa eka lAkha yA kara lAdA sTAka jamA rahatA hI hai; yoga upadhAna karAne vAlA zAyada hI koI aisA AcArya panyAsa hogA ki jisake pAsa hajAroM, lAkhoM kI rakama jamA nahIM ho / kevala sAdhu hI kyoM para mAravAr3a kI sAdhviyoM ke pAsa bhI haz2AroM kI rakama jamA rahatI hai aura kaI vikaTAvasthA meM ijjata rakhane meM kAma bhI AtI hai / paDho avacalazrI ke bayAna | tAraMgAjI meM eka gujarAtI bhAI munizrI ke pAsa dIkSA lene

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Adarza - jJAna - dvitIya khaNDa 618 ko AyA jisakA nAma moracaMda thA; 21 varSa kI AyuSya thI, vivAha hue ko kevala do varSa hI hue the; bArIkI se pUchane para jJAta huA ki Arthika saMkaTa ke mAre yaha pAmara dIkSA letA hai / dUsare dina usakI aurata apane bhAI ko sAtha le kara tAraMgAjI I aura munizrI se saba hAla kahA; munizrI ko bar3I dayA AI ki yadi isako dIkSA de dI jAve to sarvaprathama to isa prakAra se dIkSA lene vAlA kyA dIkSA pAlegA ? dvitIya vicArI nirAdhara bAI kA kyA hAla hogA; ataH ApazrI ne phoracaMda ko acchI taraha se dIkSA kA svarUpa samajhAyA aura kahA ki tuma ghara meM raha kara hI tyAga vairAgya rakhoge to tumhArA kalyANa ho sakegA, dIkSA kI bhAvanA rakho, ghara meM rahakara abhyAsa karo; phira kSayopasa hogA to dIkSA A bhI jAvegI varana parabhava meM dIkSA lenA ityAdi / dhanya hai munizrI kI nispRhatA ko ! munizrI ne socA ki eka ora to saMDa-musaMDa sAdhu mAla ur3A rahe haiM, taba dUsarI ora Arthika saMkaTa ke mAre kevala peTa ke lie loga sAdhu veSa pahina kara usako kalaMkita karane ko utArU ho rahe haiM basa / samAja kA patana isI kAraNoM se ho rahA hai / Apane tAgaMgAjI meM sunA ki ina pahAr3oM meM eka kuMbhAriyAjI nAmaka jainoM kA prAcIna evaM prabhAvazAlI tIrtha hai jahA~ kisI dina jainoM ke 360 mandira the kintu jvAlA mukhI ke kAraNa aba kevala 5 mandira bace hue haiM; ApakA irAdA huA ki bAraMbAra to ghara AnA muzkila hai ataH aise tIrtha ko kyoM chor3A jAye ? yadyapi pahAr3oM meM jAne meM takalIpha to hogI, para phira bhI rAstA idhara se najadIka par3egA, Apa tAraMgAjI se vihAra kara bAva aura

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619 candra vijaya sAdhu kA milApa bhAlAsana Aye vahA~ eka candravijaya nAmaka sAdhu mila gayA, pUchane para usane kahA ki maiM rattavijayajI mahArAja kA ziSya huuN| Apane vicAra kiyA ki guru mahArAja ke to koI ziSya hai hI nahIM, to phira yahasAdhu ratnavijayajI kA ziSya kaise batAtA hai punaH pachane para usane kahA ki ratnavijayajI ne to mujhe ziSya nahIM banAyA para maiM ratnavijayajI mahArAja para zraddhA rakha unako apanA gurU mAnatA huuN| sAdhu-Apa kahA~ padhAroge ? muni0-maiM kumbhAriyAjI tIrtha kI yAtrA kara AbU hokara mAravAr3a jaauuNgaa| ____ sAdhu-yadi Apa kRpA kara mujhe sAtha le caleM to mere yAtrA bhI ho jAyagI aura mAravAr3a ke tIrthoM ke bhI darzana kara luuNgaa| ' muni:- bahuta khuzI kI bAta hai, calo sAtha meM / ___ bhalAsaNA meM karIba 15 ghara zrAvakoM ke haiM, pahile ghara jyAdA the taba vahA~ yati loga bhI rahate the aura unakA eka jJAna bhaMDAra bhI thA / jaba munizrI vahAM padhAre aura usa bhaMDAra ko khola kara dekhA to usameM prAcIna hasta likhita pustakoM se do peTiye bharI thIM parantu kaI varSa taka unako nahIM dekhane se kaI pustaka to udAI khA gaI aura kaI ke pAne cipa gaye; unameM eka 45 zrAgamoM kA hastalikhita guTakA thA jisako cAroM ora se udAI khA gaI thIM; bIca meM bhI saba panne cipe hue the, usako dekha munizrI kI AkhoM se pAnI Ane lagA ki dekho hamAre parama pUjanIya AgamoM kI yaha dazA ? munizrI ne kahA ki zrAvakoM yaha pustaka hamako de do, hamAre par3hane meM to yaha kAma

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Adarza - jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 620 nahI AvegI, parantu hamAre dharma ke mukhya 45 Agama isameM likhe hue haiM ataH darzanIka hai| zrAvakoM ne socA ki yaha koI acchI pustaka hogI, taba hI to munijI ne isako le jAne ke lie Agraha kiyA hai ataH TAlamaTola kara Akhira unhoMne pustaka nahIM dI / bhAlAsana se 24 mIla dAMtA par3atA hai; rAste meM saba bhIloM kehI grAma Ate haiN| gAMva ke zrAvakoM kI AdamI dene jitanI bhI sthiti nahIM thIM; yadyapi munizrI do varSa gujarAta meM ghUme para kisI eka bhI dina kahIM se bhI AdamI nahIM liyaa| zAma ko jaMgala jAte taba rAstA dekha Ate aura subaha vihAra kara dete; upAdhi Apake pAsa adhika thI nahIM phira AdamI kI kyA AvazyakatA thI ? bhAlasA se subaha hI vihAra kiyA to karIba 1 baje Apa donoM sAdhu dAnte pahu~ce, vahAM mahAjanoM ke ghara the, para samaya adhika ho jAne ke kAraNa AhAra pAnI kA yoga nahIM milA; thor3I sI chAcha milI jisako pIkara tapovRddhi kI zAma ke TAima meM gaucarI pAnI kara rAtri vahIM rahe / dUsare dina 24 mIla kumAriyA kA saphara karanA thA; vahA~ bhI mArga meM bhIloM ke sitrAya koI ucca jAti ke ghara nahIM the, isa lie dUsare dina bhI 24 mIla kA vihAra karanA par3A; phira bhI durdeva se donoM muni Age pIche calate-calate pahAr3oM meM rAstA bhUla kara pRthaka 2 ho gaye / vahAM bhayAnaka pahAr3a, nirjana bhUmi, cAroM ora jaMgala hI jaMgala kisako to rAstA pUche; aura kauna rAstA batalAveM idhara udhara bhaTaka kara bahuta duHkhI hue / karIba 2 baja gaI lekina grAma kA koI patA nahIM; bhUkha evaM pyAsa ke mAre

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zrI kumbhAriyAtIrtha kI yAtrA A~khoM meM jIva A rahA; aisI viSama aTavI meM kAyara AdamI chAtI phATa kara mara jAtA hai; tathApi-hamAre caritranAyakajI usa vipatti meM dhairya rakha eka mAr3a kI chAyA meM leTa gaye / jaba 1 bajI to vahAM se uTha kara ravAnA hue, bhAgyavaza bahuta najadIka hI rAstA mila gayA; bhUkhe pyAse karIba Adha ghaMTA gatri vyatana huI taba jAkara Apa kuMbhAriyAjo pahu~ce / kintu Apake dila meM candravijayajI kA bar3A hI phikra thA, lekina ve to Apake pahile hI kuMbhariyA pahu~ca gaye the / basa, donoM mahAtmAoM ne bhUkhe pyAse hI rAtri vyatIta kii| - kuMbhAriyA meM eka AnaMdajI kalyANajI kI per3hI hai; jainettara munIma aura do naukara bhI rahate haiN| munIma ne muniyoM kI acchI khAtira kI; itanA hI kyoM para usane aphasosa prakaTa kiyA ki jaina muniyoM ko isa prakAra takalIpha uThAnI pdd'ii| khaira, dUsare dina vahA~ kI yAtrA kI; kuMbhAriyAjI ke mandiroM kA nirIkSaNa kiyA to vahA~ Asa pAsa meM bahuta se jale hue patthara dekhe, isase pAyA jAtA hai ki agni kA upadrava avazya huA hogaa| khaira, pAMcoM mandiroM ke darzana kie; jinameM eka neminAtha svAmi kI bhavya manohara, vairAgyamaya zAnti mUrti ke darzana kie to usa mUrti kA itanA prabhAva par3A ki munizrI do ghaMTe taka vahA~ se uTha nahIM sake, aise dhyAna meM tallIna ho gaye the| yahAM se pAsa meM hI do mIla ke phAsale para jainettaroM ke eka ambAjI kA mandira hai, jo pahale jamAnoM meM yaha bhI eka jaina mandira hI thA, vahA~ bhI bahuta se yAtrI AyA karate haiM ataH dUsare dina vahAM bhI jA aaye| kuMbhAriyA se kharAr3I 24 mIla hai; vahA~ bhI mArga meM bhIloM

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Adarza - jJAna - dvitIya khaNDa 622 ke sivAya anya vastI ke grAma nahIM; ataH ku~bhAriyA se kharAr3I 24 mIla calakara Aye usa dina bhI karIba 1 baja gaI thI / usa samaya sar3akeM nahIM banIM thI ataH rAstA viSama thA / usa dina to kharAr3I meM hI rahe, dUsare dina vahAM se vihAra kiyA to 24 mIla cala kara caukI para Thahare, aura vahA~ se zrAbU delavAr3e jAkara bhagavAn - AdIzvara evaMneminAtha kedarzanakara thakAvaTa dara kii| vahAM kA Ananda to bhukta bhogI hI jAnatA hai aura AbU kI zilpa vizvavikhyAta bhI haiM / yoM to munizrI 36 mIla kA vihAra kiye hue the, para yahA~ eka to pahAr3oM ke rAste calate 2 pairoM se rakta bahane laga jAtA thA, dUsare 24 mIla meM koI ucca jAti kA ghara nahIM ki gaucarI, pAnI yA chAcha bhI lekara khAveM pIveM; tIsare eka dina ho nahIM kintu nirantara 4 dina taka pUrvokta kaSTa ke sAtha 24 - 24 mIla kA vihAra karanA phira bhI puruSArtho puruSa kyA 2 nahIM kara sakate haiM ? arthAta saba kucha kara sakate haiN| AbU aura acalagar3ha meM cAra dina kI sthiratA kara maMdiroM ke darzana, zilpa kalA kA nirIkSaNa, gopIcaMda bharatarI, nala vagairaha : guphAeM, aura jo bhI dekhane yogya sthAna the unheM dekha kara vahA~ se anAdarA kI nAla se utara kara kramazaH vihAra karate hue sirohI Aye / yahAM ke 14 mandiroM ke darzana kie tathA zrAvakoM ke Agraha se do vyAkhyAna bhI die| sirohI se zivagaMja Aye, yahA~ bhI eka vyAkhyAna huA, yahA~ se vihAra kara kramaza: eka eka rAtri Thaharate hue palI Aye / pAlI meM Apa tIna dina Thahare tathA do vyAkhyAna bhI die; vahA~ se cala kara geyaTa, selAvAsa hokara jodhapura Aye; do rAtri yahAM Thahara maMDora, maMthANiye hokara phAlguna

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623 mejharanAmA meM vRddhi zuklA 2 ke dina osiyA~ Akara zAsanAdhIza bhagavAn mahAvIra kI yAtrA kara AnaMda ko prApta hue / 101 munIzrI kA prosiyA~ meM padhAranA mandirajI se bAhara Akara borDiGga kA nirIkSaNa kiyA to 2. lar3ake jainoM ke aura 3 jainettaroM ke, kula 5 lar3ake najara Aye / vahA~ kI paristhiti munIma dvArA sunI aura munIma ne kahA ki kala mele para ina lar3akoM ko bidA dekara borDiMga uThA dene kA nazcaya huA hai; para hamArA aho bhAgya hai ki Apa padhAra gaye, AzA hai borDiMga kI jar3a phira harI bharI ho phale phUlegI / muni0 - munImajI phikra mata karo, guru kRpA se saba acchA hogA; phira bhI yaha kahAvata ThIka hai ki jo hotA hai vaha acche ke liye hI hotA hai; kyoMki aisA hone se yaha to parIkSA ho gaI ki zrAvaka loga zAsana ke kaise bhakta haiM; paramArtha kA kArya kisa prakAra karate haiM, ityAdi / munIma0 - sAhibajI ! dharma kI nAva calAne vAle to Apa sAdhu loga hI haiN| muniH - vidyArthI kyoM cale gaye ? munIma0 - kharce kA intajAma nahIM hai / muni0 - abhI sUrata se rakama bhejavAI thI na? munIma0 - peDhI kI kucha rakama dekhI thI jisameM jamA karalA muni0 -- yaha to ThIka hai; kintu vAstavika andarUnI darda kyA hai so kho| tuma chipA kara kyoM rakhate ho; maiMne thor3A bahuta hAla jodhapura meM suna liyA hai /

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Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 624 munIma - guru mahArAja kI zuru se AjJA thI ki jo jisa gaccha kA vidyArthI ho, usako usI gaccha kI kriyA par3hAI jAve / kintu kharataroM ne isa bAta kA Agraha kiyA ki osiyA~ ke borDiMga meM sabako kharatara gaccha kI hI kriyA par3hAnI cAhiye | iso kAraNa se jodhapura meM sAdhvI jJAnazrI, vallabhazrI ne mujhe bulAyA aura kAnamalajI, sivarAjajI, phaijarAjajI vagairahaH kharatara gaccha ke zrAvakoM ne sAdhviyoM ke pAsa Akara mujhako kahA ki kRpAcanda sUri aura sona zrIjI ke patra Aye haiM ki osiyA~ ke boDiMga meM vidyArthiyoM ko kharatara gaccha kI hI kriyA karAI jAve, isaliye tumako kahanA hai ki Aja se tuma vahA~ para saba vidyArthiyoM ko kharatara gaccha kI kriyA par3hAyA karo ! taba maiMne kahA ki pahile kaI vidyArthI tapAgaccha kI kriyA par3ha cuke haiM, unake lie kyA karanA ? sAdhviyA~ - kyA kareM ? unako phira se kharatara gaccha ko kriyA par3hA do aura pratikramaNAdimeM kharatara kriyA karAyA karo | maiM -- ThIka, kintu aisA karane se yadi tapA gaccha vAle sahAyatA denA banda kara deveMge to Apa sahAyatA karavA deoge na ? sAdhviyeM - jAgo kRpAcandrasUri aura sonazrIjI ke pAsa, ve avazya sahAyatA karavA deveMge / kyA kharatara gaccha meM dhanAr3hayoM kI saMkhyA kama hai ? maiM ThIka hai, maiM sUrata aura bar3odare jAU~gA, para eka bAta aura bhI hai ki zAyada tapA gaccha vAle apane lar3akoM ko nahIM rakheMge to 1 sAdhviyeM - jitane hoM utanoM ko ho par3hAnA /

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625 kharataroM ko kheMcA-tAnI maiM-ThIka hai| bAda meM pahile bar3odare sonazrIjI ke pAsa gayA aura saba bAtacIta kI, unhoMne mujhe kharatara gaccha kI kriyA ke lie bahuta jora diyA. para jaba dravya-sahAyatA ke lie kahA to unhoMne korA jabAba diyA ki isa samaya to yahA~ kucha nahIM hai, abhI to tuma kAma calAo, phira samaya pAkara maiM kahA~ se hI dravya kI sahAyatA pahu~cAtI rahU~gI, para yAda rakhanA bhosiyAM ke borDiMga meM saba vidyArthiyoM ko kriyA kharatara gaccha kI hI par3hAte rahanA / khaira, maiM vahA~ se kRpA. candrasUri ke pAsa gyaa| vahAM bhI gaccha rAga to utanA hI thA para dravya-sahAyatA ke lie korA jabAba milA jaisA sonazrIjI se milA thaa| __ maiMne sUrijI se kahA ki Apa kriyA ke lie to itanA Agraha karate ho para dravya sahAyatA ke liye kucha bhI nahIM, phira hama kriyA kaise karA sakate haiM isa bAta ko Apa svayaM vicAra kara lIrAveM aura maiM kharcA lagAkara AyAhU~ kucha sahAyatA to karavAnI caahie| jaba kharataroM pe dravya-sahAyatA kI mujhe bilakula hI ummeda nahIM rahI taba isa hAlata meM maiM jo zurU se kriyA calatI thI vaha sI silasilA rkhaa| isa para kharatara gaccha vAjoM kA borDiga prati aisA prakopa huA ki aba ve isa borDiMga ko jar3A mUla se naSTa kara denA cAhate haiM / isa kArya meM mukhya kAraNa to jJAnazrI, ballabhazrI hI haiN| unhoMne ne macandajI ko bahakA diyA hai aura nemicaMdajA sAdhviyoM ke DAyA hAthA kA kaThaputalA banA huA hai| yahAM kA jaisA hAla hai vaisA maiMne ApakI sevA meM nivedana kara diyaa| aba Apa jaisA ucita samajha vaisA karAveM; para aba boDiGga ko calAnA ho

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bhAdarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 626 to Apa pakke pAye para kAma karanA, nahIM to yaha kharatara gaccha vAle kAma calane nahIM deNge| ___muni0-khaira, aba kyA karanA hai ? munIma-jaisI ApakI AjJA ho / kala melA hai, ataH saba joga ekatra hoMge hii| ___ muni-munImajI! yaha kArya calAnA sAdhuoM kA kAma nahIM, apitu zrAvakoM kA kAma haiM; kAraNa sAdhu eka sthAna para to raha hI nahIM sakate haiM, sAdhu to upadeza de sakate haiN| bhalA ApakA patra Ane para paramadayAlu guru mahArAja ne merI icchA nahIM hote hue bhI mujhe bheja diyA, nahIM to kyA do-do, tona-tIna sau kosa se sAdhuoM kA AnA-jAnA bana sakatA hai / aba bhI koI acchA premI aura parizramI manuSya isa borDiMga ko sa~bhAlegA, taba hI yaha cala skegaa| munAma-hA~ sAhiba ApakA kahanA satya hai| muni:-ye patthara yahA~ kyoM DAle gaye haiM ? munIma yahA~ koThariyA~ banAne kA nizcaya huA hai| muni0-yaha jagaha to eka bar3A haoNla ( kamare ) ke lie rakhI gaI thI na ? munIma-haoNla banAne meM kharcA bahuta hotA hai, itanA paisA nahIM hai; koThariyA~ banAne meM to eka 2 koTharI hara koI banavA devegaa| muni0-munImajI ! yaha tIrthaM hai, isakI sahAyatA karane vAlA zrI saMgha hai| paisA pA jAvegA, makAna bigAr3o mata, yahA~ to eka hI haoNla hone do; yadi paisA kama hai to maiM phalaudI jAkara

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627 osiryA ke borDiMga kA vicAra kA philahAla mandiroM se rakama dilavA dUMgA; bAda guru mahArAja vicAra baMbaI jAne kA hai| kSetra sparzanA hogI tA maiM bhI jAU~gA; yadi baMbaI jAnA bana gayA to isa tIrtha ke lie evaM borDiMga ke lie upadeza kara sahAyatA karavA deveM ge| para makAna banAne ke bAda aisI bhUmi nahIM hai ki jahA~ hA~la bana ruke / munIma-ThIka merI bhI yahI rAya hai; dharmazAlA meM itanI hI zeSa jagA hai yadi yahA~ eka hI haoNla bana jAve to ThIka hai / muniH:- ye yAtrI kahAM ke haiM ? munImaH - samIramalajI surANA aura udayacaMdajI sAba rAmapuriyA vagairaha : bIkAnera ke zrAvaka haiM / jaba phalaudI, lohAvaTa vAloM ko mAlUma huA ki munizrI osiyAMjI padhAra gaye haiM taba to unakA utsAha dviguNita bar3ha gayA, aura nahIM Ane vAle bhI mele para zukla pakSa kI dvitIyA ko dopahara kI gAr3I se saiMkar3oM loga A pahu~ce / rAtri ke samaya borDiMga ke lie eka mITiMga huI jisameM phalaudI, lohAvaTa aura bIkAnera vAle karIba 25 AdamI the / sabase pahile to yaha hI savAla peza huA kiM rakama jamA nahIM hai, aura rakama binA borDiMga cala nahIM sakatA hai; per3hI meM jyAdA rakama hai nahIM ki borDiMga meM lagAI jaave| phira bhI per3hI se karjA lekara boDiMga kahAM taka calAyA jA sakatA hai, ataH borDiMga ke lie sthAyI phaMDa ho jAya to borDiMga cala sakatA hai, nahIM tA kala se borDiMga uThA diyA jAya / isa viSaya meM bahuta sI carcA huI, Akhira yaha taya huA ki borDiMga ke janma dAtA muni zrI

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Adarza- jJAna dvitIya khaNDa 628 500 mIla se calAkara Aye haiM, ataH ApakI bhI rAya lenA vazyaka hai | yaha bAta sabake jaca gaI / nemIcaMdajI, zobhAgamalajI golecchA, megharAjajI munauyata, nogarAjajI vaidya mehatA, tathA samIramalajI udayacaMdajI bIkAneravAle evaM chaH zrAvaka munizrI ke pAsa Aye aura borDiMga ke viSaya meM pUchA, to munizrI ne kahA ki parama yogIrAja kI kRpA se mAravAr3a meM yaha kalpa vRkSa khar3A huA hai, ataH isako jaise bane vaise calAnA hI cAhiye; guru mahArAja ne mujhe khAsa isIlie bhejA hai aura maiM tAkIdI se 500 mIla calakara AyA hU~, ataH borDiMga kisI bhI hAlata meM nahIM uThanA cAhiye | zrAvakaH -- 'nahIM uThanA cAhiye' yaha to hama bhI cAhate haiM, para dravya binA kharcA cala nahIM sakatA hai, ataH isake lie kyA karanA cAhiye ? muni:- Apa apane ghara meM sAte rahoge taba to Apako koI rupaye lAkara nahIM devegA, yadi Apa cAra sajjana kahIM bhI jAo to rupayoM kI kamI nahIM hai / borDiMga se vidyA pracAra to hai hI para vaha isa tIrtha kI unnati evaM prasiddhi kA bhI eka pradhAna kAraNa hai / bar3e aphasosa kI bAta hai ki Apa loga itane dhanADhya hote hue bhI kyA eka borDiMga ko nahIM calA sakate ho ? yadi saccA dila kI lagna vAlA eka zrAdamI bhI vicAra le to aise borDiMga ko calA sakatA hai, ityAdi / munizrI ke kahane kA thor3A-bahuta prabhAva huA to sahI, para ve loga bole, khaira, isako phira kala vicaareNge| dUsare dina samIramalajI, udayacandajI munizrI ke pAsa Aye

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629 osiyA~ kA boDiMga ke lie aura pUchA ki borDiGga jamA jamAyA hai; isako uThA dene meM phalaudI vAloM kI aisI icchA kyoM haiM ? . munizrI ne kahA ki ina logoM ke dila meM darda aura hI hai, aura vaha yaha hai ki jaba guru mahArAja kI maujUdagI meM boDiGga kI sthApanA huI taba se hI yaha niyama rakhA gayA ki tapAgaccha kA vidyArthI ho use tapAgaccha kI kriyA aura kharatara gaccha ke lar3ake ko kharataragaccha kI kriyA par3hAI jAve aura yahI munIma ko ArDara de diyA gayA thaa| bAda kharatara gaccha ko sAdhviyoM ne yaha Andolana uThAyA ki osiyA~ meM tapAgaccha kI kriyA kyoM par3hAI jAtI hai, sabako kharatara gaccha kI kriyA karavAnI cAhiye, para unakA koI aisA prabhAva nahIM par3A; taba sonazrIjI ne jodhapura ke zrAvakoM ko patra likhA ki tumhArI maujUdagI meM hI zrosiyoM meM tapA-gaccha kI kriyA par3hAI jAtI hai, yaha bar3I bhArI aphasosa kI bAta hai / kRpAcaMda sUri ne nemIcaMdajI ke kAna bhara diye ki tuma to hamAre gaccha ke duzmana paidA kara rahe ho, ityAdi / isalie ina logoM kI rAya borDiGga uThA dene kI hai| bIkAnera vAle sunakara daMga ho gaye ki aho Azcarya hai ! kevala eka gaccha kadAgraha ke lie isa prakAra zAsana ko nukasAna pahu~cAnA kitanI ajJAna dazA hai ? udayacandajI ne kahA ki yadi phalaudI ke atirikta kisI anya prAma vAle isa kArya ko hAtha meM le to kyA vaha calA sakatA hai ? munika-khuzo se, kAraNa yaha to zrIsaMgha kA hI kArya hai|

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa . 630 udaya-kala eka kameTI banAkara isakI vyavasthA kreNge| muniH-kameTI se kucha kAma nahIM hogA, kAraNa kameTI meM to Apa bahuta se membara cunoge, ataH usameM matabheda avazya hI par3a jAvegA, isa hAlata meM Apa kAma nahIM calA skoge| merI rAya to yahI hai ki kameTI vagairahaH kucha bhI nahIM kI jAve aura zrApa isa kAma ko dekhA kareM; jo kAma dekhe vahI membara, vahI presIDenTa aura vahI sekreTarI hai / vAstava meM Apa ko kAma karanA hai, to phira svataMtratA se hI kyoM nA kayA jAve ? udayaH-hAM ThIka hai, aba bAta hamArI samajha meM A gaI hai| muni0:-kala jaba Apa loga ekatra ho mile taba Apa saba mila kara mere pAsa aveM; maiM kaha dUMgA ki philahAla eka varSa bIkAnera vAle kAma calAveMge, Age phira dekhA jaavegaa| samIramalajI, udayacaMdajI ke saba bAta samajha meM A gaI, tathA ve dila meM samajha gaye ki phalaudI vAloM ke andarUnI darda to munizrI ne kahA vaha gaccha kadAgraha kA hI hai| dUsare dina melA thA; saba bhakta logoM ne ekatrita ho pramu kI savArI nikAlI aura bhakti kara apane jIvana ko saphala nAya / / rAtri meM phira mITiMga huI; boDiMga ke savAla ke sAtha cunnIlAla munIma ne yaha bhI savAla peza kiyA ki jo jagaha khulI par3I hai, tathA vahAM para koThariyoM kA hukma huA hai| bahuta se logoM kI tathA munizrI kI gaya eka hI haoNla banAne kI hai, ataH Apa loga isa viSaya meM kyA kahate ho ! nemicaMdajI ne kahA, hama bhI cAhate haiM ki yahAM para haoNla kyoM mahala bana jAve to acchA

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osiyA~ kA boDiMga ke liye para usake lie rakama to honI cAhiye nAM ? rakama ke lie kahA hai ki philahAla phalodI ke mandira se rakama maMgavA leM, para haoNla honA Avazyaka hai; samaya jAne para phira rakama hone para bhI kucha nahIM hogaa| isa para upasthita logoM meM bahuta se sajjanoM ke jaca gaI ki koThariyoM kI apekSA haoNla honA acchA hai aura jo rakama koThariyoM ke lie kharca kI jAtI hai usake atirikta jo kharca ho vaha mandiroM se nAma maMr3A kara rakama le lI jAve, punaH byAja sahita jamA karA dI jAvegI / basa, yaha bAta to sarva sammati se nizcita ho gaI ki khAlI par3I huI bhUmi para eka hI haoNla banavAnA caahiye| ____ aba rahA borDiGga kA savAla; kisI ne kahA munizrI ke pAsa calo, isa mAmale ko vahAM taya kiyA jAvegA; isa para saba loga uTha kara munizrI ke pAsa Aye aura isa viSaya meM bahuta kucha tarka vitarka hue; Akhira meM munizrI ne kahA ki philaha la eka varSa ke lie borDiMga kA kAma bIkAnera vAloM para chor3a diyA jAve, tathA eka varSa to ve mehanata kara isako calAveM, Age ke lie phira dekhI jaavegii| isa para sabakI sammati ho gaI, aura samIramalajI udayacaMdajI ne munizrI ke hukama ko zirodhArya kara liyaa| guru mahArAja kA ArzIvAda rUpa maMgalIka hI aisA thA ki binA parizrama hI kAma phataha ho gayA / bIkAnera vAloM ne muni zrI ko kahA, Apane itanA bar3A kAma hamAre supurda to kara diyA para aba Apako bIkAnera padhAra kara isake lie upadeza karanA hogaa|

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Adarza-jJAna- dvitIya khaNDa 632 munizrI ne kahA ki abhI to maiM kucha dina yahAM ThaharUMgA, tathA borDiGga ke vidyArthiyoM ko bulAne kA prayatna karUMgA, yaha bhI Apa kA hI kAma hai; bAda kSetra sparzana hogA so kAma AvegA / maiMne sunA haiM ki Apake vahAM munizrI vallabhavijayajI mahArAja kA caturmAsa hone vAlA hai ? hAM, vinatI to kI hai / bIkAnera vAloM ne munIma ko kaha diyA ki tuma vidyArthiyoM ko bar3hAo, tathA kharce ke lie ekeka mAsa kA bila bhejate jAo aura rakama AvazyakatAnusAra maMgAte jAo; munizrI hukma deM usI mAphika kArya karate jAo aura saba samAcAra likhate rahanA / borDiGga ke bAre meM kharataroM ke hAtha se bAjI calI gaI; sAdhviyoM ne isa bAta ko sunI to unhoMne kahA ki yaha bAta to hama loga pahale se hI jAnatI thI ki jJAnasundarajI mahArAja itane dUradeza se calA kara Aye haiM to Apa kucha na kucha nayA jUnA arthAt apanA ar3aMgA jamAveMge hI aura unhoMne hamArA vicAroM ko satya kara batalA bhI diyaa| itanA hI kyoM para Apane to osiyAM borDiMga kI mattA bhI kharataroM ke hAthoM se chIna lI hai, na jAne bhaviSya meM phira kyA karegA / phalaudI vAloM ne munizrI se phalaudI padhArane ke lie Agraha pUrvaka vinatI kI, kAraNa phalaudI ke loga sUtra ke bar3e hI premI the, unakI icchA thI ki munizrI phalaudI padhAra jAveM to hama punaH sUtra sunane kA lAbha uThAva; kintu munizrI ne kahA ki abhI to maiM osiyAM ThaharU~gA / rAyapura sI0 pI0 meM upakezagacchIya yati lAbhasundarajI rahate the, unake pAsa kucha purAne zAstroM kA jJAna bhaNDAra thA, vaha

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osiyA~ meM ratnaprabhAkara jJAna bhaNDAra jJAna bhaNDAra jyoM kA tyoM munizrI ko bheja diyA, kucha pratieM yativarya mANa kasundarajI ne rAjaladesara se bhI munijI kA bheja dI, kucha sUtra Apake pAsa jo dar3hayoM se Aye taba sAtha le Aye ve bhI the / kucha pustakoM kI Apako AvazyakatA thI ve zrAvakoM ko upadeza de kara maMgAI thiiN| pustakoM kA saMgraha itanA bar3ha gayA ki eka khAsA bhaMDAra hI ho gyaa| ApazrI ne socA ki yaha to eka gRhasthoM ke saMgraha vAlA jhamelA ho gayA, aura isako saMbhAlane meM bhI TAima vyatIta hotI hai ataH isa saMgraha kA isa tIrtha para bhaMDAra kara denA hI lAbha kA kAraNa hai, kyoMki eka to mamatva haTa jAve, dUsare saMbhAlane kI jhaMjhaTa miTa jAve / ataH phalodI se megharAjajI munoyata aura lIchamolAlajI kocara A gaye; unhoMne parizrama kara saba pustakoM kI pheharista eka rajisTara meM banAlI, jisameM vizeSatA yaha thI ki saba pustakeM munizrI ke upadeza se AI, munizrI ke adhikAra kI hone para bhI jina 2 sajjanoM ne Apa ko pustakeM bheTa kI rajisTara meM 'unakI tarapha se AI' likhavA dii| yaha ApakI kitanI bar3I udAratA kI bAta hai ki Apako apanA nAma bar3hAne kI tanika bhI paravAha nahIM thii| dhanya hai aise mahAsmAoM ko| usa jJAna bhaNDAra kA nAma zrI ratnaprabhAkara jJAna bhaNDAra rakhA gayA thA, usake sundara niyama praNAlI taiyAra kara va saba hakIkata likha kara vaha rajisTara guru mahArAja ke avalokanArtha bheja diyaa| guru mahArAja ne kisI se presa kApI karavA kara use jyoM kA tyoM chapA diyaa| munIma cunnIlA na bhAI abhI taka avivAhita ho the aura

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Adarza-jJAna-dvitIya khaNDa 634 Apa the bhI acche suzIla, ApakI prakRti sarala aura sApha thI, satya kahane meM koI bhI kyoM na ho ve kisI ko bhI paravAha nahIM karate the / eka samaya unhoMne seThajI phUlacaMdajI ko bhI spaSTa kaha diyA ki tIrtha para isa prakAra anucita kArya honA bahuta burA hai, yadi aisA huA to maiM yahAM rahanA nahIM cAhatA hU~ / osiyA~ kI dharmazAlA ke bAhara jo kutrA hai usakA dharmazAlA ke sAtha paTTA nahIM huA thA, ataH jAgIradAra ne apanA adhikAra jamAnA cAhA / kintu dharmazAlA ke pAsa ko jabhIna taduparAnta usameM kudhA hone se atyanta hI upayogI thI, ataH usakI zrAvazyakatA thI, kucha jamIna koThariyoM ke pIche thI, usakI bhI AvazyakatA thI / cunnIlAla bhAI ne usakI koziza kara usa jamIna ko kharIda kara lI; isameM bhI munizrI kA hI upadeza thA / jisa pahAr3I para eka prAcIna AcArya kI pAduke the aura vaha kaI varSoM se yoM hI jaMgala meM hone ke kAraNa apUjya the; munizrI ne eka yAtri ko upadeza dekara vahA~ eka chatrI bhI karavA dI / usa pAdukA para eka zilAlekha bhI thA, jisakI nakala munizrI ne atyanta parizrama se jI jo ki nIce dI jAtI hai: - saM0 1246 mAgha vadi 14 zanivAra dine zrImajjinabhadropAdhyAya ziSaiH zrI kanakaprabha mahattara mizra kAyotsArga kRta / dharmazAlA kI jisa jamIna para eka haoNla hone kA nizcaya huA thA, usakA kArya bhI prArambha ho gayA; arthAt munizrI ke padhArane se osiyAM tIrtha kA uddhAra tathA prasiddhi aura bahuta hI unnati huI / kaI kAThiyAvAr3I bhAI yAtrArtha osiyA~ Aye the, ve munIma

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- - 635 munIma cunIlAla kA kalyANa cunnIlAla ke sambandhI the; unhoMne cunnIlAla ko vivAha karane ke lie bahuta kucha kahAsunA, cunnIlAla kA mAnasa bhI muka gayA, kintu munizrI ne cunnIlAla bhAI ko aisA upadeza diyA thA ki unhoMne usI samaya caturtha vrata dhAraNa kara liyA aura yaha pratijJA kara lI ki mere pAsa jo dhana mAla hai, usa para jaba taka maiM maujUda hU~ merA haka hai, tathA mere dehAnta ke pazcAt saba kA saba osiyA~ tIrtha meM sAdhAraNa khAte bheMTa kara detA hU~ tAki merA koI bhI sambandhI uja nahIM kara sake / basa, phira to cunIlAla bhAI nirbhaya ho gayA, para bhAgyavaza zrApa thor3e hI samaya jIvita rahe; anta samaya munizrI kA paromopakAra mAnA ki yadi munizrI mujhe itanA jora de kara upadeza nahIM dete to maiM eka bAlikA ko thor3e hI dinoM meM vidhavA banA kara vana pApa kIpoTa parabhava meM sAtha le jaataa| ataHmunizrI ko zIghra kalyANa ho|

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