Antarjyoti Part 1

Author(s): Kirtisagarsuri
Publisher: Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008518/1

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2007/ mAMttarajyotti prathama bhA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir - lekhaka AcArya mahArAja zrImad krIrtisAgarasUrijI esika za zrI mA AnaprasAraka mahetA mA For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvara manthamALAthAMka-113 -- AMtarajyoti (prathama bhAga) granyalekhaka tatvajJa-zAnamUrti AcArya mahArAja zrImadda kIrtisAgarasUrijI - prakAzaka :zrI adhyAtmajJAnaprasAraka maMDaLa-muMbaI hA. maNilAla mohanalAla pAdarAkara-maMtrI. kiM. 5-0-0 - prathamAvati : vIra saM. 2481 vikrama saM. 2011 sane 1955 prata. 1000 For Private And Personal Use Only

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bmqdr`r rfH b`d fHqHwfHhH, fh`Hh maMDaLa taraphathI pragaTa thayela granthanAM nAma-kiMmata ane te grantha maLavAnAM ThekANuM mATe A granthanA chevaTe peja 459 thI 63 ane 64 upara dhyAna ApI grantha : vAMcI-vaMcAvI AtmajJAnane vadhu lAbha le te jarUrI che. jAnana mudra zAha gulAbacaMda lalabhAI, dhI mahAdaya prInTIga presa, dANApITha bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only

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svAnubhave AtmaprakAza jhIlatA yoganiSTha A. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AntarajyAti--( prathama bhAga ) -nivedana A zrI adhyAtmajJAnapraSAraka maDaLa taraphathI prakaTa thatI zrI buddhisAgarasUri graMthamALAnA 113 mA graMtha tarIke graMtha tajijJAsuo samakSa rajU karatAM AnaMda thAya che. A graMthanA lekhaka zAMtamUrti-tattvaciMtaka pU. AcArya zrI kIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI che. jeoe aneka graMthanA vAMcana ane mananapUrvaka karelA atragahanatA hanarUpe A graMtha lakhyuM che te vAMcake! sahaja samajI zakaze. ame vakhate vakhata ekAda sArA graMthanA prakAzana mATe temanI pAse vinaMtipUrvaka mAgaNI karatA hatA ane sadgugata guruzrInA graMthA para vivecana karavA kahetA hatA, kAraNa ke guruzrI racita saMskRta graMthA lagabhaga 20 jeTalA hajI mULamAM ja paDayA che; jenA para vivecana agara bhASAMtara karavAtu bAkI che; maMDaLanI icchA che ke tenuM gujarAtI-hindImAM bhASAMtara thAya, jenuM vivecana guruzrInA vidvAna ziSyA yA tA koi munirAja kare; zuddha sarala saMskArI bhASAmAM kAI paNa kare ane ma`DaLa tene prakaTa kare. gata varSomAM A. zrI kIrti sAgarasUrijIe lakhe A divamAM prakaTa thayela lakhANu amane jovAnI taka maLI, ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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te prakaTa karavA lAgyuM. maMDaLanA upapramukha zrI. phatehagaMdabhAI jhaverabhAIne tapAsavA ApyuM ane te temane ghaNuM ja upayogI jaNAyuM. temAM zAstronuM dehana-tatvacintananuM satva ane uttama jIvananA AdarzarUpa lAgyuM. mAnavamAtranuM mananapUrvaka jIvana ujavaLa karI zake tevuM bhAsyusaddaguruzrInA vicAro ane vartanane anurUpa jaNAyuM; jethI graMtharUpe prakaTa karavA nizcaya thaye ane tene amala thayo. Ama A suMdara graMtha prakAzana pAme che. zrImAna phatehacaMdabhAI zAstranA UMDA abhyAsI havA sAthe temanI avagAhanazakti tIvra hovAthI game tevA moTA graMtha mAM zuM che te tvarita ane pakSapAta vinA tapAsI zake che. eTale A graMthanI upagitA zI che? te temanA zo purovacana" nA mathALA nIce ApyA che jethI graMthamAMnI vastu viSe vizeSa lakhIzuM nahi A prathama bhAgamAM tavanAM tAraNa rUpe vAka prakaTa thayAM. che. huM mAvAnAM keTalAMye bAkI che ane lakhAye ja jAya che. je A graMthane vizeSa Adara thaze te prakaTa karavAnI bhAvanA che. A. zrI kIrtisAgarasurijI pitAne lakhela che mATe dhanike pAsethI dravya meLavavAnuM mAgavAnuM ucita mAnatA na hovAthI temanA ziSyoe prasaMgopAtta rU. 1250) meLavyA che. bIjA 121) maLyA che, ema AcAryazrInA lakhANathI samajI zakAya che. e rakamanA ( gamaga 300) te draya ThAyake vi. ne ApavA mATe A zIne ApavAnA che. ane mAMDaLanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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peTranA tathA lAIk me'marA vigerene 200) bheTa ApavAnA che; te jatAM 500) nakalaja vecANa mATe raheze. je AvuM. ucca zaiTTInu' suMdara gUjarAtI saraLa bhASAmAM lakhAyela lakhANu jotAM khAtrI che ke jaladI khapI jaze ane khIjhe bhAga prakaTa karavA uttejana maLaze. keTalAka samayathI pU. munirAjomAM thoDAka vidvAna munirAjonA lekhanakAryanA abhyAsa vadhatA jaNAya che, te stutya che. temAM AvA tattvajJAna-AtmajJAna-sAnanA thADAka paNa lakhAtA graMtho vadhu anumAnIya che-gaurava meLave tema che. ame te A rIte aneka munivaro Atmacintana kare ane peAtAnA amUlya anubhavA prakAzamAM mukatA rahe te sva ane parane ghaNuMA ja lAbha thAya ema mAnIe chIe. ma`DaLanA lAipha meMbarA ane peTUnAnI sakhyA hajI echI che. jo te 500) nI saMkhyAe paheAMce te prakaTa thatA graMthA turata ThekANe paDatAM bIjA graMthA je mudla nathI maLatA tathA vadhu upayogI che te jaladI prakaTa karI zakAya. guruzrInA lakhela aneka graMthomAM moTo bhAga evA che ke jene jaina athavA jainetara hamezAM eka sarakhA AdarathI jUe che; ane temAM AtmakalyANu mAne che; kAraNa ke pakSabheda ityAdi bheda vinA guNadRSTithI ekAMta hitakara ja lakhANa temAM lakhAyuM hAya che. e rIte A 9 AMtarajyaMti ' graMthamAM grAhya-upayogI lakhANa Avela che. 9 paNa sane atre eka noMdha levI ucita che ke AcArya zrI kIrti For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAgarajIne janma saM. 1946 mAM thayela che eTale temane pAMsaThamA varSamAM praveza thAya che. dIkSA saM. 1969 mAM lIdhela che jene 42 varSa thayAM. paMnyAsa pada saM. 1984 mAM apAyuM jene 27 varSa thayAM ane AcArya pada saM. 196 mAM apAyuM tene 15 varSa thayAM. - A graMthamALAmAM prakaTa thayela graMthanAM nAma, kiMmata ane te maLavAnAM ThekANAM A graMthanA 459 thI 463 mA pAne jaNAvela che. tathA 464 mA pAne sabhya-sabhya thavAnA prakAra paNa jaNAvela che te joI javA ane sabhya thavA ane anyane sabhya karavA sI keI sujJa vAcakane vinaMti che. A graMtha pratyeka vAcakanA AtmAne jagADI, vaparanuM bhAna karAvI savakartavya pAlana tarapha laI jaI zAzvata sukha meLavI Ape e bhAvanA amara che. 5-pATI saphesa ] maNilAla mohanalAla pAdarAkara maMgaLadAsa lallubhAI dhaDIALI muMbai 7 } caMdulAla nagInadAsa bhAMkharIyA 2011 phAgaNa vada 1 | maMtrIo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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granthalekhakanA be bola zrI mahAvIrasvAmIe ghAtI kamene ghAta karavApUrvaka kevalajJAna dvArA jagatanA prANIonA hitArthe-kayANa mATe samyagajJAna-darzana ane cAritrane pravAha vahete mUko te pravAhane koNa buddhinA svAmI zrI gautamagaNudharAdike jhIlyA ane anaMta siddhi ane zuddhinA svAmI banyA. te mujaba zrI sudharmAsvAmInA upadezane pravAha temanA para jhIlI kRtArtha banyA-tyAra pachI atyAra sudhI je je AcAryopaMnyAsa-upAdhyAye ane munivara thayA teoe sarva prANuMonA kalyANa mATe jinezvaronA vANInA pravAhane jagatabharamAM vistAryo che temAMthI amoe kaMIka aMze jhIlIne hRdayamAM utArIne A graMthamAM saMkSepathI lakhIne prasiddha karAvyA che ane maMDaLe A granthanuM "AMtarati " e nAma rAkhyuM che. A granthamAM daSTideSathI, buddhinA deSathI kaI bhUla thayela hoya te anekAntanA upAsake tathA samyajJAnacAritranA svAmIe kSamA karavApUrvaka jaNAvaze te mahAna upakAra mAnIzuM ane tene sudhAravA mATe upaga rAkhIzuM; kAraNa ke prasaMga ane samaya maLe A prakAranuM lakhANa lakhavAnuM thAya che ane thayuM che. amAruM cAtumasa saM. 2009 mAM junA DIsAmAM tyAMnA zrIsaMghanA Agraha thayuM, te daramIAna tapasvI muni pravartaka zrI manaharavijayajIne tathA munivarya tapasvI sUryasAgarajIne tathA munivarya subhadrasAgarajIne tathA munivarya subodhasAgarajIne zrI bhagavatIjInA bahaduga karavAnA hatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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teone hamoe cAgamAM nANA: AnaMdapUrvaka gonuM vahana cAlyuM te vakhate ame A granthanuM lakhANa thayuM hatuM te joI jatA hatA tyAre te cAre muniva-paMnyAsae tene chapAvavA preraNA karI ane kahyuM ke hame upadeza karI rakama apAvIzuM ane teoe rU. 10000 meLavyA. bAda paMnyAsa-mahadayasAgarajIe upadeza ApI bIjA rU. 250) meLavyA tethI maMDaLanA maMtrIone A grantha chapAvavA patra lakhyuM ane maMDaLe ratha chapAvavA nirNaya karyo te pachI rU. 2bIjA paMnyAsa-manaharasAgarajIgaNanA sadupadezathI zrAvake taraphathI malyA-ema rU. 1511) maMDaLane ApI teTalI kiMmatanA grantha meLavI dravya hAyako vagerene ApavAnuM mukarara thayuM che. cAreka varSathI maMDaLanA maMtrI zrI maMgaLadAsabhAi tathA zrI lalalubhAI A lakhANa chapAya tevI preraNA karatA hatA ane tethI A grantha chapAI bahAra paDe che-maMDaLanA upapramukha zrI phatehacaMdabhAIe sArI rIte upayoga pUrvaka bhakti karI che ke prA kALajIthI joyAM che, te temanI sahRdayatA darzAve che; teonuM vAMcana vizALa hovAthI ane zAna sAre abhyAsa hovAthI vividha saMsthAomAM rItasara zAMtithI sevA-bhakti karIne samyagnajJAnane vadhAre karatA rahyA che te dhanyavAdane pAtra che temane hamArI samalAbhAziSa che. bAkInA lakhANa mATe yogya thAya tema maMDaLanI bhAvanA adhiSThAyake pAra pADe tathA adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa samartha banesa khUba vadhe ane vadhu pratye pragaTa karatuM rahe tathA dhanika dravya ApatA rahe tema IcchuM chuM. saM. 2011 A0 kIrti sAgarasUri mAhA vada 11 For Private And Personal Use Only

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puravacana. pU A. bha. zrI kIrtisAgarasUrijImAM sva. mahAna vibhUti yoganiSTha AcArya zrI buddhisAgarasUrijInA mAnasika vicArabaLanAM amuka aMze agra ziSya tarIke AdhyAtmika vArasAmAM utarI AvyA hoya ema anumAna karavAnuM preraNu baLa ApaNane maLe che, kemake je addabhuta vivecana zakti (Descriptive power ) gipravaramAM hatI tene ghaNe aMze maLatI AvatI pU. A. ma. zrI kIrtisAgarasUrijInA prastuta "AMtarati " pustakanA prathama vibhAgamAM pravAhabaddha cAlI Ave che. ekAMta niHsvArtha bhAvathI AvA munivaronAM hRdayajharaNAMmAMthI vidyuta zaktirUpe AMtara-ti banI jaina ane jenetara jagatane naitika ane AdhyAtmika anubhavanI prasAdI maLe te ahobhAgyanI nizAnI che. khAsa karIne pustakanuM AkhuM savarUpa tapAsatAM emanI zAMtipriyatA, saraLatA, samanvayatA ane namratAnAM digadarzana sAthe emaNe prANIone bhautika-paugalika jagatanuM darzana karAvI tenI asAratA sUcavI AdhyAtmika jagat tarapha kheMcavA saphaLa prayatna kare che, paraMtu te sAthe Asana, prANAyAma ane kasarata sAthe zArIrika unnati, mananI pavitratA, ane manasaMyamapUrvaka nizcayabaLa (Will Power) utpanna karavA vaDe For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAnasika unnati dazAvI che. prasaMge prasaMge aneka zubha vicArone saMcaya karI, tenI neMdha karI sava-para upakAranI daSTie sarvasa siddhAMta-anusAra muSTijJAnarUpa A pustakamAM upadezavacane samarpaNa karyA che. dvitIya vibhAgamAM bAkI rahelAM upadezanAM raho have pachI prakaTa thaze. bhASA saraLa gujarAtI che, ane vAMcakane rasikatA arpavA sAthe hRdayanA bhAvene jAgRta karI AtmAnA aneka guNene vikAsa karavA avazya rahAyabhUta thaze. karmaga jevA mahAna graMthamAM sva. pU. A. zrI buddhi sAgarasUrijIe jevI rIte pravRttimAM nivRtti ane nivRttimAM pravRtti svAduvAda daSTie darzAvI che, tevI ja rIte pU A. zrI kIrtisAgarasUrijIe aneka zubha pravRttio karmayogI banavA mATe suvAkayomAM spaSTa karI che. adhyAtmane Adarza sanmukha rAkhI aneka nAnA kathA vibhAganAM daSTAMtene rajU karI kuzaLa vaidyanA auSadhanI jema vAraMvAra preraNAo (Inspirations) ApI jene jainetara mAnavenA zArIrika, mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika jIvana unnata banAvavA prayAsa karyo che; AcAryazrInA prastuta graMthamAM vyavahArathI svataH jIvana jIvavAne temaja aneka paropakArI zubha kAryo karavAne upadeza davani che, temaja nizcayathI samyam darzana jJAna cAritra vrata tapanA kAraNanI mukhyatA che. bhakitamArga, jJAnamArga, vyavahAra dharma, nizcaya dharma, tyAgamArga, ucita AhAravihAra, lakSamInI aniyatA, tene sadupayoga, nirbhayapaNuM, nirAsaktipUrvaka jIvanacaya, nirlepatA, harSa For Private And Personal Use Only

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11 zekamAM samabhAva, AtmA pote ja paramAtmA thai zake che, dInahInapaNAne tyAga, brahmacarya, vIryarakSA, draDha saMkalpabaLa, Atma hA, mAnava jIvananI mahattA, jIvana paryaMta satata zula kAryomAM utsAha, maithyAdi cAra bhAvanAo, ApattimAM paNa dhairya mATe bedha, karmasattAnuM baLa karatAM AtmasattAnI prabaLatA, viSayothI virati, parigrahathI citAo, bhegavilAsamAM bhaya, anyanA apakAre tarapha kSamA, devagurubhakti, duHkha sukha banene AvakAra, aMtaHkaraNanI nirmaLatA, saMkaTa vakhate sthitaprajJatA, munijanene paNa mamatvathI dUra rahevAne upadeza, parivartanazIla jagatane svabhAva, pite ja pitAnA bhAgyane kartA, saMpa, udAratA, sahanazIlatA, namratA, saMteSa vigere saddaguNane saMgraha, temaja vidano ane viDaMbanAothI nirbhayapaNuM keLavavuM, vigere vigere naitika ane AdhyAtmika anekAneka viSaye, rajU karyA che. gItAnA vAka-rmadhyevAvivAre nA vAgharapramANe niSkAmapaNe tyAgapUrvaka zubha kA jIvana paryata karyo javA ane mAnava jIvanane mRtyu paryata saphaLa karavuM-A emanA vizALa vicArone samagra nicoDa che; e niceDamAMthI vAMcako sAra grahaNa karI, AtmAmAM ucca guNene vikAsa karI janma-janmAMtaramAM te saMskAro sAthe laI jaI zIvra muktipadanA adhikArI bane tema IrachI viramIe chIe. - muMbai vi. . 2011 3 phatehacaMda jhaverabhAI phatavya phAguna sudI 17 ravivAra che For Private And Personal Use Only

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tA AMtarajAti-zuddhipatraka [ kAne, mAtra, rakAra, hasvAI, 1 dIrvAI, AdinA thaipa vAMcakoe samajI sudhArI vAMcavA upayoga rAkhavo ] paNa lITI azuddhi zuddhi 19 12 te lIdhela ane lIdhela 29 10 sAghanenA sAdhano ane 39 10 rahita sahita baMgalAmAM kaI baMgalAmAM rahevA koI 88 14 zraddhA zakti 99 16 chatAM 102 19. jamata jAgRta 115 kaLathI baLathI 115 cADI pADI 117 tame sArI tame sArI rIte 140 15 zAstrone zaene 167 1 maLato nathI maLatuM nathI jethI, duHkha duHkha dUra 212, 3 kaI paNa koInA paNa ra73 13 saMtonA saMtoSanA 1 11 mATe Atmika Amika 74. senika je saiinikane je 282 2 paMthe paLe paMthe vaLe 392 23 thAo e thAya e bhAna bhAna thAya che bhAna thAya che 458 7 cAda cauda For Private And Personal Use Only

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brahmapumArI (AzAurI rAga) saumAM bAkhumArI nyArI! avadhUta dazA karanArI. saumAM. anubhava pyAlo pItAM prakaTe, cidAnanda khumArI. saumAM. 1 viSayAhi viSa saMharanArI, ulaTa AMkha karanArI! cI vRttione laya thAve, pratyakSa sukha bhArI ! sImAM. 2 nirvikalpa samAdhimahi, sthiratAne denArI ! AtmAnubhava raheje Ape, ti darzanakArI! sImAM. 3 sattAe so mATe rahelI, nyArI nA talabhArI ! sarva tejanuM teja majhAnuM, bhagavatI zakti pyArI ! saumAM 4 brahmacarya e arUpa majhAnuM, tenI zivanArI! buddhisAgara nAma arUpe, zebhe che nirdhArI! saumAM. 5 va. DAyarI saM. 1969 bhAdrapada zukala 11, pR. 37 paMkajane ! aMtara AMkha ughADI jaje, kayAM kayAM tuM kharA ? kamaLa! alyA tuM kIca uge, kAdavama ragaDA ? paMkaja bhUtho ke bharamAve prakaTayo pake! raMkala tyajIne, UMce UMce AvyA! parza kare jaLa-paMka hane nava, paMkaja te kahevAya paMkajabhava ke bharamAyA che For Private And Personal Use Only

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4 tuM Avya jagaparimaLa bharavA, pAMdaDIe bharI lAgye ! Abha-muraja tuja STi zAle, kAM cAMde bharamAye ? paMkaja ! bhUlyo ke bharamAyA ? - nhAya ! dharAyA ? bharamAyA ? 4 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir bhramara parAge brU-bhra. guje, tuM saudaye zArada-lakSmI haiye rAkhe, hAye nathI pakaja! bhUlyA ke saravara sAhe, huMsala rasabhara madabhara pAMdaDI tu amRtanA kUpe, amRta pIvA kAM lalacAya ? saravarIyAM jaLa cheADI-chIchare taLAvaDe. aTavAye ? paMkaja ! bhUlyo ke bharamAyA ? 5 mADe, prabhunA zira caDhAye ! mhAryA haeNneya mazna uttarAye ? huMsala ! bhUlye ke bharamAyA ? 6 pa`kaja, deva-manu khIradAye| ! svarga-mRtyu-pAtALe mAnunIe kALajaDe cAMpyA, gava hane zuM AnyA ? paMkaja ! bhUlyA ke bharamAye ? cha karI-kariNInA trAsa anIza, huM pAMkhaDI bhramara bhIDAvye ! zuSka banI dharaNI DhaLavAM, je ziSa na IMza caDhAye ! paMkaja ! bhUlyA ke bharamAye ? 8 mAyA parakhI, nAgiNI sarakhI, jo nija bhAna jagAye 1 mAtmA-paramAtmA thA 5kaja ! pArasa ' maNi ' parakhAya ! paMkaja ! bhUlyo ke bharamAye ? pAdakara. For Private And Personal Use Only

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sa nijAtmakamaLa ( bhAvArthe )-pakejane ! ( hu AtmakamaLa ! kramarUpI kAdava ane mAnavabhavarUpa jaLanA saMcAge tuM prakaTyo, chatAM tu siddha samAna ane anata zaktinA svAmI chuM; jarA aMtaramAM utarI vicAraje ke hane rAga-dveSarUpI kAdavamAM kharaDAvu. ghaTe che ? zuM tuM bhUlyA ke bhramaNAmAM paDayA ? kama kIcamAMthI tuM hArA aMtarAtmA zuze! prakaTatAM ja UMce AvyuM. pa ke prakaTyo tuM paMkaja kahevAyA, chatAM tuM sattAe siddha samAna kAdava-jaLa sparza na kare ema UMcA rahI zake che. huM Atman ! tuM teA hArA pratipradeze anaMta ( Atma ) guNNA bharIne saMsAramAM nija guNunI suvAsa bharavA AvyA che. sa'sAranA rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, spaza Adi pauAgalika ja vastuo pratye hArI ramaNatA-dRSTi na zobhe, saMsArathI para-mAkSa pratye ja thAze ! te tuM kSaNika jaDa sukha pratye kAM lAbhAyA hArAM jJAna-darzana-cAritrarUpI AtmaguNa suvAse mumukSuA AkarSAya che, kAraNa ke tArA rAmarAmamAM nija guNa soya ubharAya che. jJAna ane AtmalakSmInA tu' zekyA che tethI zuM tane saMtoSa nathI ? saMsAranAM kSaNika sukhAmAM phasAya che, tu khuda anaMta avyAbAdha sukhAnA leAkatA che tene kAM veDo? coda rAjaleAkanA svAmI paravastumAM mAM lAbhAya che ? Atma-guNa-gaMgAmAM snAna karanAra tu che. sumati sarakhI hAre rANI che. tuM prabhutA varI zake che. prati pradeze For Private And Personal Use Only

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E anaMta guNe tAzamAM bharelA che, chatAM tuM maha-asimAnarUpI ajJAnatA hajI tajatA nathI cArAzI lakSa jIvayeAnimAM mAtra manuSya bhavamAM ja AtmA rava-guNe mekSa pAmI zake che kAraNu ahIM deva dhama guru samyakatva Adi sAdhane upalabdha che. dravya guNu paryAya tathA naya. nikSepa-bhaMga-pramANu samajavAnI taka mAnava bhavamAM ja che. deve pazu ethI ja manuSyabhava jhaMkhe che; nija guNu lakSmI tArA mATe talase che ene paNa gava na karIza. kAraNa ? jo tuM svaguz2aramaNutA tajI saMsAranA viSama-viSaya UgemAM phasAIza tA mAha rAjA ane kumati rANIrUpI hAthI-hAthiNI tArA AtmaguNA bhUlAvaze jethI tArA aprakaTa sva-guNenA AvirbhAva aTakI jaze ane e guNAvaDe tAruM svarUpa vicArI prabhutA varavA taiyAra na thaIza te AkhA mAnavabhava hArI jaIza. jo sva-para ( peAtAnuM-parAyuM AtmA ane pudgala ) parakhI a;-paulika sukhA viSa sarakhAM che. enA jherI Da'kha bhalabhalA mAnavane rakhaDAvI de che; te sattAe siddha samAna evA tuM hArA syAdvAdazailIyukta anekAMta dharmane samajI paMkaja ! ( AtmA ) AtmadharmarUpI pArasamaNinA sparze tu paramAtmA banI jA ! Ama ja janma jA maraNanA pherA TaLaze ane tuM khUhu prabhu khanIza ja. he ! Atmapa`kaja ! huM AtmaNi I eja hAruM asala svarUpa che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI mahAca presa-bhAvanagara. AMtajyaMti A-zAMtamUrti zrImad kIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja

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OM hrI~ zrI ahaM pArzvanAthAya namo namaH // OM hI sadguru AcArya zrIbuddhisAgarajIsUrIzvarAya nmH|| AMtara jyoti --ii - m ony . pAlAluntil deva-gurunI stuti , "he parama pratye ! atyaMta darzananI tAlAvelInA yoge (H A gRhasthapaNumAM paNa ApanI mUrtinA sAkSAta darzana karI anahada AnaMda utpanna thaye hatA te AnaMda adyApi " bhUlAto nathI. e AnaMda apeniza prApta thAya evI che kaNa karaze. Apa ane ApanI pratimA sivAya sArI e duniyAmAM nirbheLa AnaMda ApavAne ke samartha che ? kaI paNa nathI." !! "he gurudeva! jananI mAtAe janma ApavApUrvaka * haiyAnA hIra pAyA-zarIrane poSaNa ApyuM paNa Antarika 'M ajJAnatA-ha-mamatAdika dene dUra karavA samartha banela na nahi. paNa tamee te dIkSA ApI dvitIya janma ApI de che. evAM haiyAnA hIra pAyA ke anAdikAlanA ahaMkAra-mamatA ajJAnatArUpI aMdhakAranA pahale khasavA mAMDyA. ane . 6 | Atmadarzana karAvyuM thayuM. Apa vinA anya koNu anahada ). lAbha ApI AtmavikAsamAM sahakAra ApI zake ema che?" (A kItisAgarasUri) in For Private And Personal Use Only

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0 - - - - - - AMtara jyoti 1. A jagatamAM manuSyanuM prAyaH vicAre, saMskAra ane vAsanAnA AdhAre svajIvana ghaDAya che; ane teo pitAnuM vartana paNa te vicArAdika pramANe rAkhe che, je teo kharAba durjana mANasonA sahavAsathI duSTa vicAra ane saMskAranI vAsanAmAM lisa bane te svajIvanane barabAda karI mUke che. eTale teone sadvicAro tarapha paNa ruci thatI nathI, duSTa saMskAro vaDe vAsita banI asahya yAtanAonA lektA bane che. dhAre ke eka zrImaMtanA putrane durAcArI-vyasanIonI sebata thaI ane teo pitAnA phaMdAmAM phasAvA mATe prathama kalAladArU vecanAranuM mana manAvIne, te putranI AgaLa madirAnA vakhANa-prazaMsA karAve che ane te durAcArIe pite jANatA na hAya zuM? te pramANe dekhAva kare che kAraNa ke pitAnA upara deSane Apa na Ave te mATe tathA pote nirlepa che te mATe paNa tevA mANaso dekhAva karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI. dArU vecanAranA kathanathI te putra, dArU pIvAne vyasanI barobara bane. dArU pIdhA vinA have tene cAlatuM nathI ane paisAne te paDavA lAgyuM. pitAne kahevAya nahi tethI gharamAM dukAnamAM corI karavA lAge tene pitA jyAre kahe tyAre zAhukArIne dekhAva karIne potAnI nirdoSatA dekhADe che. tenA pitAne paNa khabara paDI ke durAcArIonI saMgatithI dArU pIvAne vyasanI banyuM che, tene bahu Thapake Ape paNa mAne kezu? vyasanIene kaI Thapako Ape ke mAra mAre te paNa teo vyasanane For Private And Personal Use Only

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tyAga karavA samartha banatA nathI. eka vAra yasana vaLagyuM, tenAthI mukta thavuM te prAya: azakaya che. te putra, vakhata vyatIta thatAM mAMsAhArI temaja vyabhicArI banyuM. tene pitA pakava vaye gujarI gayA. tyAra pachI te vyasanethI bahu khuvAra thayo, ane saMpatti, bala, buddhi ane AbarU vigerenI barabAdI thayela hovAthI chevaTe akAle maraNa pAmIne durgatinuM bhAjana banyuM. je satsamAgamathI sArA saMskAra paDyA hatA te AvI avadazA prApta thAta nahi, mATe zubha vicAro ane saMsakAre mATe saddagurune samAgama rAkhe. 2saddaguru kevA hevA joie? teonA samAgamathI ane AjJA pramANe vartana karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya? te tame sAmAnyapaNe jANe che. have vizeSa zo lAbha thAya? te samajAvavA mATe temaja AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe jaNAvAya che. prathama saddagurunA samAgamathI temanA sadvicArenuM zravaNa karAya che ane zravaNanA vege kharAba-duSTa vicAronuM parAvartana thatAM sadvicArane AvavAne avakAza maLe che sadvicAranI dRDhatA thatAM vivekapUrvaka saddavartana thAya che eTale samyagajJAna-darzana ane cAritra mArga, je anAdikAlathI bhUlAI gayA che tenuM maraNa thatAM, ane AdarabhAva vadhatAM sadvicAronA AdhAre vivekapUrvaka sadvartananuM pAlana karavAmAM mAnasika ane Atmika bala vadhatuM rahe che. aeva sAMsArika vyavahAramAM rahetAM chatAM rAga-dveSa ane mohanI alpatA thatI jAya che. eTale vyAmoha ke valopAta thatuM nathI. sArA saMge prApta thAya agara kharAba saMge AvIne maLe te paNa harSa-zeka thAya For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahi. dhAro ke eka daMpatI sadagurunA vyAkhyAne dararoja jAya che ane AdarabhAvapUrvaka mana daIne te vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatAM saMsAranI mAyAne meha chUTe che. rAga-dveSa ane moha-mAyA pAchI na vaLage te mATe barAbara sAvadhAnI rAkhavApUrvaka vartana rAkhe che. ekadA daMpatI kAmaprasaMge potAnA be putrone gharamAM mUkIne vajananA ghera gayA. tevAmAM gharamAM rahela be putro pataMga uDADavA chAparA upara caDyA ane pataMge uDADavA lAgyA. bIjAonI pataMganA derA kApavAmAM bhAna rahyuM nahi. ane kUdakA mAratAM bhUmi nIce paDIne maraNa pAmyA, teTalAmAM teonI mAtA prathama gharanA AMgaNAmAM paDelA, maraNa pAmelA putrone dekhI, tenA pitA tathA saMgAvahAlAM hAyapITa karaze ane mane paNa japavA deze nahi Ama vicArIne te maraNuzaraNa thaela putrone meDI para lAvI mUkayA. Avela svapatine strI kahevA lAgI ke-savAmina ! ApaNuM ghera Avela mahemAne ApaNe gharamAM rahe ke pitAne thele jAya? patie kahyuM kemahemAne vaLI rahetA haze? te te Ave ane vaLI pAchA pitAne sthale gamana kare. strIe maraNa pAmela putrone dekhADyA ane kahyuM ke-A mahemAno ApaNA ghera AvyA ane thoDA divase rahIne karmAnusAre pitAnA sthale cAlyA gayA che. A pramANe sAMbhaLI tene pati gamagIna thaye paNa saddavicAranA AdhAre zeka-cintAthI mukta banIne bhAvanA bhAvavA lAgyuM kejeTalA saMge che te sarve viyegavALA ane dukhenI paraM. parA vadhArI mugdha manuSyane viDaMbanAo Ape che. kamAnusAre sage ane viyoge AvIne upasthita thAya che ane tene For Private And Personal Use Only

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udaya pUrNa thatAM pAchA khasI jAya che. eka Ama ja game tevA saMyogomAM zAzvata-nitya rahe che ane AdhyAna karavAthI Atmika lAbha che ja nahI te pachI ArtadhyAnajanaka vilApavalepAta kara, vRthA che; dharmadhyAnamAM ja sukha samAela che. A pramANe bhAvanAthI bhAvita banI dharmasAdhana karavA daMpatI udyamavaMta banyA maraNa pAmelA pAchA AvatA nathI chatAM mugdha mAnave ! meha mAyAne laIne hAyapITa karI vilApa karIne karmanA cIkaNuM baMdhathI baMdhAya che. je saddagurunA vacanene citta daIne sAMbhaLe ane hRdayamAM saddavicAra ane viveka dhAraNa kare te AvA dukhe upasthita na thAya. avatAra dhAraNa karyo ke ISTa-aniSTa saMgo-nimitto AvI maLavAnAja tevA prasaMge saddagurunA vacane dvArA viveka jAgrata thAya te Asakti rahetI nathI. ane tajajanya vyAmoha tathA vilApa thatA nathI. ane amUlya manuSya bhavane saphala karavA mATe AtmAnA guNene vikAsa karavA lAgaNIpUrvaka prayAsa thAya che mATe saddagurunI vANI tathA te pramANe sadvicAra ane viveka karavAthI atyaMta lAbha thAya che. temane sahavAsa sevA-bhakti ane AjJA pramANe vartana rAkhavAthI viSaya-kavAyanA vikAro zame che ane anukrame mUlamAMthI teone kSaya thAya che ane vikArane kSaya thatAM AtmA te paramAtmA savarUpa thaIne potAnI anaMta raddhi-siddhine tathA zuddhine prApta kare che. te AtmA, zarIrAdikanA abhAvathI temaja ghara-parivAranA abhAvathI temaja vAyavI saMpatti vigerenA abhAvathI anaMta-avyAbAdha sukhane rANI thAya che. A pramANe anaMta lAbha thato hevAthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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saddagurunA vyAkhyAne sAMbhaLavA mATe lAgaNI rAkhavI hitakara che. 3. anAdikAlathI jIvAtmAo ATha karmothI baddha banelA hovAthI mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane jene dvArA navA karmovaDe baddha bane che ane cAreya gatimAM paribhramaNa karatAM asahya duHkhAne bhegavI rahyA che. A duHkhAnA nivAraNa mATe saddagurune upadeza sAMbhaLavAnI AvazyakatA che. saddagurune upadeza sAMbhaLatAM ane hRdayamAM utAratAM mithyAtvanA nAzathI samakitanI prApti thAya che ane samakitI, zraddhAbalathI pUrvanI mAphaka mehanIya karmanI sthitine bAMdhate nathI. paNa eka kaDAcheDI UNa sAgaropamanI sthitine bAMdhe che tethI sudeva, suguru ane sudharmamAM dRDhatA thAya che; vyavahAramAM vartatAM paNa Asakti thatI nathI. pachI AtmajJAna thatAM vatene levAnI bhAvanA jAgrata thAya che mATe sadupadeza sAMbhaLavA sadA kaTibaddha banavuM joIe. jee, saddagurunA upadezane sAMbhaLatA nathI ane arucibhAva dhAraNa kare che, teonA saMkaTane tathA viDaMbanAone aMta AvatuM nathI, sadupadezane mahimA e che ke anicchAe paNa saMbhaLAya te paNa ghaNuM saMkaTathI bacAva thAya che. rohiNIyA ceranI mAphaka-tenA pitAnA kahevAthI vIraprabhunI vANI nahi sAMbhaLavA teNe niyama lIdhe ekadA rAjagRhI nagarImAM gamana karatAM mahAvIra svAmInI dezanA na saMbhaLAya te mATe kAnamAM AMgaLIo ghAlIne cAlavA mAMDyuM. tevAmAM acAnaka pagamAM kAMTe vAgye tene kADhyA sivAya calAya ema hatuM nahiM, tethI kAMTe kADhatAM zrI vIraprabhunI vANI For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAMbhaLavAmAM AvI ke-devatAo sadAya bhUmi para cAra AMgaLa addhara rahe che, temanI dRSTi mIMcAtI nathI, tathA puSpamAlA karamAtI nathI ane te manabhegI hAya che. jo ke A pramANe sAMbhaLavAthI tene duHkha thayuM. ( lIdhelA niyamanA bhaMga thayA mATe) paNa A pramANe kacavAtA mane AgaLa cAlatAM abhayakumAre pakaDIne tene citrazALAmAM mUkayAH paraMtu muddAmAla vinA gunhA sASita thAya tema na heAvAthI caMdrahAsa madirA pArka, prAta:kAle jAgatAM vezyAoe devAMganAnA veza sajIne pRcchA karI ke-tame A devaleAkamAM Avela hovAthI kevA kevA punya karyAM. te kaheA. A arasAmAM te vezyAonAM rUpa dekhIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke-vIraprabhunA kathana pramANe A devAMganAe nathI, kAraNa ke prabhunA kathana mujaba devAMganAonuM svarUpa maLatuM AvatuM nathI. tenI puSpamALA karamAelI che, bhUmi para ja rahelI che ane AMkhonA palakArA paNa thayA kare che mATe jarUra mane phasAvavA mATe A kIssA alayakumAre racce lAge che, eTale teNe paNa yA--dAnanI vAta kahevA mAMDI ane dharmInA dekhAva karavA lAgyA. abhayakumAre te rAhaNIyAnI pAse kahevA mAMDayuM ke-tArI buddhi sArI dekhAya che, ane maraNathI macI gayA. cAra kahevA lAgyA ke-AmAM mArI buddhi nathI, paNa vIraprabhunI vANInA prabhAva che tethI huM bacI gayA chuM. have mhane prabhunI vANInI asara thaI che ane sadvicAra jAgyA che tA prabhunI pAse jai tratA lauM teA mArA AtmA bhavacakramAM bhaTakatA aTake ane AtmA nirmala thAya. abhayakumAra khuzI thayA ane prabhunI pAse tene laI javAmAM Anya; pachI For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAtAnI ArAdhanA karI devAmAM gaye. A pramANe anicchAe paNa prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLatAM divyatA maLI ane anukrame mokSasukhane prApta karaze; mATe prabhunI vANIne prabhAva advitIya che. 4. sadagurune mahimA aparaMpAra che. kAmaghaTakAmadhenu-kalpavRkSa-cintAmaNi-citrAvelI vigere mahimAvaMta vastuo bhAgyadayathI maLI hoya te paNa yAcanA pramANe ja arpaNa kare che, ane arpaNa kare che dunyavI ane kSaNabhaMgura vastuone; paraMtu bhAgyadaya pUrNa thatAM teone khasatAM vilaMba thatuM nathI. temAM vaLI pArasamaNi lohane suvarNa banAve che paNuM pitAnA sarakhuM banAvatuM nathI. lehanI taravAra, tenI sebatathI-sparzathI senAnI bane paNa dhAra-mAra-AkAra maTatuM nathI. sadUgurunI vANunA sparzathI te duSTa mANase suvarNa sarakhA banIne dhAra-mAra ane AkArathI rahita thAya che ane paramAtmAsvarUpa banI jAya che ane anaMta-avyAAdha sukhane mANe che 5. ajJAnatAthI ahaMkAra mamatA mAyAne vaza banela prANuo AhAra maithuna ane parigraha saMsAne mAtara maLela ghere manuSyabhava hArI bese che, kAraNa ke temAM ja sAcuM sukha mAnatA hovAthI te saMjJAone piSavA mATe jIvanaparyata mahAmahenata karatA mAlUma paDe che. keTalAka AhArasaMzAne AdhIna banI abhaya-anaMtakAyane paNa mUkatA nathI. keTalAka pudaye prApta thaela saMpati-sattAnuM rakSaNa karavA ahoniza bhayagrata banIne prayAso karatA hoya che. keTalAka vaLI maithuna saMjJAne poSavA mATe rasAyanAdine upaga For Private And Personal Use Only

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karatA hoya che. A saMjJAo, parigraha sivAya maLatI nathI temaja poSAtI pazu nathI eTale aDhAre pApasthAnakAne sevIne, ArabhasamAra la karIne paNa parigraha kema vadhe tene mATe cintAtura hoya che ane cintA mujakha AkAza pAtAlane eka karavA prayAso karatA hoya che, para`tu kyA AdhAre mAnavabhava, je cintAmaNi vigere karatAM paNu mAMghe che, te prApta thaela che te vicAravA tenI buddhi bahera mArI gaela hAya che. eTale teone samajaNa paDatI nathI ane parigrahane vadhAravA mATe vividha AraMbha-samArAne karI bese che ane icchA pramANe parigraha prApta na thatAM cintArUpI citAmAM maLatA rahe che, eTale mAnavabhavanI salatA thatI nathI ane AvyA tevA paraleAkamAM jAya che. palAke sArI sthiti na hAvAthI asahya viDa banA ane yAtanAe avazya bhAgavavI paDe che. AvI yAtanAo ane viDa banAone bhAgavavAnA vakhata na Ave, te mATe manuSyabhavamAM ta-niyama-japa-tapAdghi-sadAcAranuM pAlana karavA prayAsa karavAnI jarUra che. manuSyabhavamAMthI cAre gatimAM javAya che evI karaNI karavAmAM Ave te devalAka tiya canarakamAM paNa javuM paDe temaja pAMcamI gati je mAkSagati che kyAM pazu javAya che. pAMca indriyAne tathA mAnasika vRttione rAje karavApUrvaka AtmaramaNatAnA AdhAre sarva karmAMnA viccheda thAya ane sa`pUrNa vikAsa sadhAya te mAkSagati paNa maLI zake che; nahItara viSaya AyAnA vikArAne vaza ane te naraka tiya cagatimAM jaI paDAya mATe manuSyagati maLe ane karmAMnA ni thAya, te mATe A manuSyabhavamAM ja prayAsa karaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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6. A saMsAramAM bhAgya ane prayatna sivAya jo vastuo paNa maLavI azakya che. jeo bhAgyAnusAra varatuone prApta karavA prayAsa kare che, teo managamatI vastuone prApta karavA bhAgyazAlI bane che. sadAcAra zubha kriyAo bhAgyane ghaDe che, tethI sarva bAbatamAM teone anukUlatA vayameva AvIne upasthita thAya che ane anukUlatAthI kusaMpa-kalaha vigere rahetA nathI; mATe bhAgya-puNya vadhe te mATe prayatna karavAnI AvazyakatA che, te sivAya Dagale ane pagale pratikUlatA AvIne upasthita thAya che. eka zrImaMtanA putrane sAMsArika vyavahArika kAryomAM bahu rasa paDato hato ane ghaNekhare vakhata temAM vyatIta karate. deva, guru ane dharmanuM smaraNa paNa tene thatuM nahi. kadAca keI saMbhArI Ape te paNa ruci dhAraNa kare nahi. jyAM sudhI pudaya hatuM tyAM sudhI mojamajA moTAI meLavI, paNa puchyuMdaya khatama thatAM ane pApodaya AvatAM zArIrika bala-buddhisaMpatti vagere naSTa thavA lAgI. have te kaI paNa tenA sAmuM jete nathI. mAna-satkAra te tene keNa Ape? mAtapitA kAladharma pAmelA hatA. tethI ekale paDelA bahu aphasosa karavA lAge. cintAtura thatuM hovAthI dhaMdha-dharma kaI paNa sUjhato nathI. dararoja raDyA kare che. A pramANe ALasu banIne raDyA karate hovAthI eka sajajane temane zikhAmaNa ApI ke-have kayAMsudhI ALasu banIne raDyA karIza? jAgrata thA uTha ane udyama kara. tene utsAha maLavAthI temaja sahakAra maLavAthI udyama karatAM prathamanI sthiti prApta thaI, ane have barAbara For Private And Personal Use Only

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11 samacchu paDI ke-sapattine khasatAM vAra lAgatI nathI, mATe dhamane mATe udyama karavA jarUrI che. A udyama ja bhAgyadayane vadhArI anukUlatA meLavI Apaze. Ama samajI darAja dAnavrata-niyama-japa-tapAdimAM udyamavata anIne aMte sadUgatinuM bhAjana anyA ane sukhI thayA, mATe ALasu pramAdI thaIne esI rahevu nahi. ane kAMi kAMi udyama lAgyAya vadhe tema karatAM rahevu' te A leAka-paralAkamAM hitakara che, zreyaskara che. 7. ajJAnatAthI ane mUjhavaNathI vAre vAre ciMtA thayA kare che. koI prakAre paNa manamAM samAdhAna thatuM nathI, paisA gumAvavAthI sArA sacegeAnA viyeAga thavAthI ke zArIrika nyAdhie gherA ghAlavAthI ke putrAdika pratikUla banavAthI, tathA vepAramAM yatheccha lAbha na maLavAthI mAruM zuM thaze ? A pramANe cintAtura banavAthI mANusAne kAMI paNa sUjhatuM nathI. sUjhe paNa kyAMthI ? kAraNa ke, sArA sacegAmAM ja tathA putrAkrikanI anuphUlatAmAM ja satya sukha mAnI rahyA che, ane dharmadhyAna AtmAnI vicAraNA nahI hAvAthI cintAe AvIne vaLage temAM navAI zI ? jo dharmadhyAnapUrvaka AtmavicAraNA kare te cittA jevu che nahI. sasAra ja parivartanazIla che, te pachI sArA sa'ceAgAnu parivata na thAya, vicArA badalAya, e banavA yoga che ja. bhale sa`sAra parivartanazIla hoya paNa ISTa sA gAne badale aniSTa sAgA AvIne upasthita thaela hAya, temaja saghaLI khAkhatamAM pratikUlatA rahelI hoya te pazu kSamadhyAna ane AtmavicAraNAnA yAge tene nivArI zakAyache ane cintAo ghaNI satAvatI nathI. ane anubhava thAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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12 che ke pitAnA AtmAnA guNe sivAya A saMsAramAM kaI paNa satya sukha-zAMtine ApavA samartha nathI. puchaye sarve anukUlatA maLe te paNa te anukUlatAthI sukhazAMti maLavI varlabha che kAraNa ke puNyadaya te zubha karma janya che, paNa temAM pratikULatAnuM mizraNa hoya che eTale je sthiratAnA vege je satya sukha maLavAnuM hoya che te maLatuM nathI, ane cintAo vadhatI rahe che paNa ochI thatI nathI. temaja puNyanA caze je sukhazAMti-anukULatA maLe che, te vakhate te saM. gAdikamAM atyaMta rAga heya-Asakti hoya te, dharmadhyAna ane AtmavicAraNAnA abhAve pApabaMdha thAya che, jenA vege labhava paribhramaNa karatAM paNa duHkhane-viDaMbanAne aMta Ave nahI, mATe saMsAranI sthitine vicAra karIne, anityAdi bhAvanAo bhAvI temaja dharmadhyAnavaDe AtmavicAraNA karI, sitAothI mukta bane tathA saMka9pavikone sarvathA dura karI sthiratAne dhAraNa karo. 8. cintAo karavAthI sthiratA thatI nathI, ane Amatava parakhAtuM nathI, te pachI AtmasvarUpane oLapAtAM prApta thatuM sukha, cintAo karavAthI ke saMkalpavika karavAthI kyAMthI maLe? je ekAMtamAM sthiratAnA ge satya sukha maLavAnuM che, te ISTa ke aniSTa saMgothI kayAMthI upalabdha thAya cakavatIone anukUlatA hatI temaja addhi-siddhi paNa atyaMta hatI. temaja managamatI strIo, anukula putrAdika hatAM paNuM temAM sukhazAMti, satyarUpe na bhAsavAthI te saMpatti-vaibhavane mAga karI saMyamane svIkAryo. je te sAdhAbImAM satya zAMti For Private And Personal Use Only

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hota te zA mATe tene tyAga karata? paraMtu te saMpatti-vaibhava te temaNe cintAkSI citAonI vAlA dekhI ane AtmA pitAne sthira thaye nahI ane satya maLyuM nahI. tethI sthiratAnI prApti karavA ane satyasukhane meLavavA mATe saMyamane Adara karI ekAMta vana-vagaDAmAM vasyA. A upara vicAsaNa karatAM mAluma paDe che ke zAtAnA sAdhane maLe, ane sarvathA anukUlatA hoya te paNa sthiratA maLatI nathI ane satya sukha-zAMti lAkho jejana dUra rahe che mATe AtmadhyAna tathA dharmadhyAna karIne sthiratAne dhAraNa kare, sAMsArika sukhazAtAmAM mugdha bane nahI. cintAone dUra karavA prathama samyajJAna meLo. 9 sabhya jJAnapUrvaka sahana karanAra mAnavo anukrame cintAone dUra karI sthiratAnA sukhane anubhava karaza samartha bane che. eka samyagajJAnInI mAphaka eka zrImaMtane putra vyApArArthe dezATana karI rahela che. gAmogAma nagarothI nagara vyApAra karatAM ane paribhramaNa karatAM pAMca karoDa sonAmaheronI kamANI karIne pitAnA vatana tarapha gamana karatAM teNe eka dharmazALAmAM utAro karyo, paNa havA-pANInI pratikUla tAthI tene kolerA thaye; ulTI ane jhADe vArevAre thavAthI tadana azakta banyA chatAM dhIrajane dhArI hatAza banyA nahI. jJAnI hovAthI hiMmata rAkhI, dehAdikanI kSaNikatA vicAravA lAgya tevAmAM eka sevAbhAvI paropakArIe A kelarA rogane dUra karavA mATe davA ApI tethI sudhAro thate gaye. keTalIka vAra cintAe karavAthI, hAya varALathI davA lAgu paDatI nathI. eTale ciMtA ene tyAga karIne davA levI ucita che temaja maraNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhaya paNa tevA vakhate tyAgavA lAyaka che jethI karIne lIdhelI havAnI asara thAya ane sudhAre thatuM rahe. Ama samajIne bhItine tyAga karIne, temaja zraddhApUrvaka davA letAM sArI rIte ArAma thayo ane sAjo thaIne eka hajAra sonAmahere sevAbhAvI sajajanane arpaNa karIne pitAnA vatanamAM gaye. sagAMrahIne kolerAnI bInA jaNAvatAM teo aphasa ciMtA karavA lAgyA. samyajJAna vinAnA mANase nehInA duHkhanI, reganI vAta sAMbhaLI vAta karavA besI jAya che, tyAre samyagajJAnIo vyAdhiothI gherAela hoya te paNa tarata mUMjhAtA nathI. ane dhIrajane dhAraNa karIne sahana karI le che, eTale ja teo bahAranI vyAdhione tathA Antarika Adhiene dUra karavA samartha banI teone mUlamAMthI dUra kare che. sukha ane duHkha te manathI utpanna thAya che. ane samyagajJAna thatAM manamAM pAchA vilaya pAme che ane samatA AvI hAjara thAya che. 10. jyAM sudhI karmo, AtmA sAthe kSIra-nIranI mAphaka maLelA che. tyAM sudhI Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhio rahevAnIja-e te jyAre samyagajJAnapUrvaka samatA AvIne hAjara thAya tyAre ja te Adhi, vyAdhi vigere TaLe che ane satya sukha AvIne bheTe che, mATe cintAone TALavA mATe upAya karo. sapAya vinA sAMsArika sAdhanathI te cintAo ane vyAdhio TaLatI nathI. dunyavI padArthomAM sukhanI bhramaNAnA ceze te te padArthone prApta karavA mANase bahu mathe che, prayAso kare che, chatAM sukha kAyama rahetuM nathI; ulaTuM dukha AvIne hAjara thAya che, mATe dunyavI padArtho sukhanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAdhana che. ema mAnI levuM te AtmavaMcanA che, kSaNika duHkhane pratikAra thAya tethI sukha maLyuM kahevAya nahI. pratikAra e kare ke punaH punaH pratikUlatA ke dukha Ave nahI. 11. zarIra putrAdiparivArAdika mATe karelAM pApe, paralokamAM sAthe ne sAthe jarUra Avaze ane zarIra putraparivAra vagere ahIM ja rahevAnA mATe vicAra ane vivekane lAvIne vartavuM yogya che. saMsAramAM manuSyanI dekhAdekhIthI vartana karanAra, svahitane sAdhI zakatA nathI. ulTA pApabadhethI baddha bane che mATe dekhAdekhImAM-lekasaMjJAmAM taNAIne pitAnuM hita gumAvavuM nahI, gADarIyA pravAhanuM anukaraNa te vicAravihIne karI zake. vicAra karanAra te bhAvIne vicAra karIne pagaluM bhare keTalAka matavALA kahe che ke-putrazya atirita, svargoM naiva ca naiva ca,tasmAt putramukhaM dRSTvA svargaprayAMti mAnavAH AvA lokone sAMbhaLI, brahmacArIo, brahmacaryane tyAga karI gharabArI bane te tathA tapasvIe tapane tyAga karI lagna karIne putrAdika parivArane vadhAre te vicAra ane viveka vinAnA kahevAya ane mAyAnA baMdhathI baMdhAI asahya vibanAone jogavavAno vakhata AvI lAge, ghaNue AvA saMsAramAM pADanAra kalekane sAMbhaLI Sio-tApase, japa-tapAdikane tyAga karI saMsAramAM rakhaDyA che ane mamatA-mAyAmAM pate phasAvyA che. vicAraka te vicAra kare che, ke putranA mukha dekhIne svarga javAtuM hoya te, bhUMDa, kutarA, siMha, vAgha vagere paNa svarga javA joIe temaja kasAI :pAradhi ane zikArIo vage javA joIe kAraNa ke teone ghaNA putro hoya che, ane putranA For Private And Personal Use Only

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13 ghukhane dekhI ge javAtuM hoya te vrata-tapa-sayama-japAdikanI zI jarUra? paNa Ama te che ja nahI. evA leAkAe svArtha sAdhavA mATe ajJAnatAthI AvA leAkA lakhI nAMkhyA che; ane te utsUtrIya che. AvA vicAra karI tevAM lekAnA vicArAmAM vivekI janA sAtA nathI paNa tenI hAMsI kare che. ghaNAe evA mANasA peAtAnA pakSa vadhArI svArtha sAdhavA mATe bheALA mANasAne unmArge phasAvI svAsthyane sAdhe che, mATe rukhAdekhInA tyAga karIne vicAra ane viveka lAvIne pagaluM bharavuM joie, ke jethI sauMsAranA phaMdAmAM phasAvAnA vakhata na Ave. 12. maMtra, taMtra ane yaMtra, dharmathI adhika nathI. maMtrAdika A bhavamAM sukhanA sAdhane Ape che, tyAre ArAdhela dharma, A bhavamAM ane parabhavamAM anukUla sukhanA sAdhanAne ApI AtmAne vikAsa karavAmAM sahakAra Ape che. navakAzaddhi matro pazu dharmanI ArAdhanA karanArane phatrIbhUta thAya che. adharma, maMtrAdikamAM azuddhatA lAvIne malinatA karatA hAvAthI sarvathA tenA tyAga karavA jarUrI che. adharmanI AcaraNA vyavahArika kAryAne magADaeN che tA pachI dhArmika ani magADI niSphala kare temAM zI navAi? cArI-jArI karanAra, bhale deva, guru ane dharmane mAne, tA paNa te adharmIcaraNunI bhayaMkaratA khasatI nathI. jIvanA jokhamamAM tene Avavu paDe che. are ! mahAyAtanAne paNa sahana karavAnA vakhata AvI lAge che, ane dhAra narakanA du:khAmAM sAgaropama sudhInI viDaMbanAo- vedanAo bhAgavavI paDe che; mATe dhama nI ArAdhanAthI ja matrAdikalake A lAka ane paraleAka sudhare te nakkI samajavu zreyaskara che, For Private And Personal Use Only

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17 13. adharmanA mArga kaeNTakAthI vyAsa che ane dharmanA mArga, sugama ane sarala che eTale A rAjamAge gamana karanArane kaSTarUpI kaTakA lAgatA nathI. temaja bhaya-kheda-bhramaNA thatI nathI ane jaldIthI meAkSanagara tarapha gamana karAya che. jo dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM Ave nahi ane matrAdikane vaLagI rahe te teja maMtrAdika tene peAtAne umAge laI jaIne sarvasva lUMTI le che. eka maMtrasiddha khAvAne suvaNa puruSane sAdhavAnI tIvrecchA thaI, tethI uttaramASaka tarIke eka rAjakumArane lAvI peAtAnI pAse rAkhyA ane teneja agnikuMDamAM nAMkhI suvarNa puruSa anAvavAnI dhAraNA rAkhI. rAjakumAra nyAyI ane dharmiSTha hovAthI ane navakArama zra gaNutA haiAvAthI te khAvAnA ma`tronuM ala echuM thayuM ane mArI nAMkhavAnI buddhi hAvAthI tenA maMtrA niSkula gayA. tethI te matronA dhruvatAe te mAvAne ja agninA kuMDamAM kI suvarNa puruSa banAvyA tethI tene asahya vedanAo lAgavavI paDI. rAjakumAre te suva` puruSane peAtAnA bhaDAramAM rAkhyuM ane te dvArA jagatamAM dAna puNya karavA lAgyA. 14, jyAM sudhI kAM rahelAM che tyAM sudhI janma, jaza ane mRtyunA anaMta kA rahelAM che. A konI pAchaLa vaLI Adhi, vyAdhi ne upAdhinA duHkhA rahelAM che tethI AtmAne sthiratA AvI maLatI nathI. ane sattAya AtmapradezA ATha rucakapradezAne mUkIne calAyamAna thatAM rahelAM che, tethI Atmatattva parakhAtuM nathI. mAtmatattvane oLakhavAnuM ra For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAdhana mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyika vRttione vaza karavA prayatnazIla banavuM te Avazyaka che. pApa pravRttiothI AtmavarUpane anubhava AvatuM nathI paraMtu teothI AtmA para AvaraNe adhikAdhika Ave che ane AvaraNathI AcchAdita thaelA AtmAne pitAnA guNanuM paNa bhAna rahetuM nathI. prathama uttama AlaMbana laIne vRttio sthira karavA prayAsa kare te anukrame sthiratAnI daDhatA thatAM te AlaMbananI paNa AvazyakatA rahetI nathI ane pote svataMtra banIne anaMtasukhane anubhava lIdhA kare che. buddhimAne, AMkhanA palakArAothI temaja ceSTAthI samajI jAya che ane sahaja sUcanAthI sanmArge vaLI AtmakalyANane sAdhavA udyamavaMta bane che. catura vyApArInI mAphaka, AtmajJAnIe saMsAranA duHkhadAyaka banAvone dekhI svayameva samajI AtmajJAna ane AtmadhyAnamAM ramatA kare che tathA paMDita bhaviSyane lAbha vicArIne bhaNavA-bhaNAvavA-vicAravA ane navA grantha banAvavAmAM ApoApa samajI prayatnazIla bane che. tyAre ahaMkArI-abhimAnIe te vAdavivAda-kalahakaMkAsamAM ghaNe samaya vyatIta kare che ane sarvasva gumAvI bese che. 15. A bhavamAM cinatAo bahu thAya nahi ane paraloka sudhare eTale sArA saMskAra paDe te pramANe prayatna kare te Avazyaka che. A prayatna manuSya bhavamAM ja banI zake ema che, anya bhAmAM banaze nahi. manuSyabhavamAM viSayakaSAyane tyAga karI je zakti meLavavI hoya te meLavI zakAya che. zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika zaktio temaja For Private And Personal Use Only

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19 akSayapadma--ane tajJAna paNa manuSyabhavamAMja prApta karI zakAya che mATe nindA--vikathA, ALasa IrSyA, avarNa vAdAdikano tyAga karIne zaktione meLavavA mATe khAsa prayAsa karavAnI jarUra che. eka rAjavaidyane pAMca dIkarA upara putrI hatI, tethI teNInA upara mAtapitA tathA bhAIo, ghaNuMA sneha zakhatA A putrI, mhATI thatAM sArI rIte abhyAsa karIne vyAvahArika kAryamAM kuzala banI, paNu zArIrika zakti ane mAnasika zakti je che te kAyama kema rahe? ane kyA kAraNeAthI zaktimAM vadhArA thAya te jANatI nahAtI ? zArIrika ne mAnasika zaktimAM vadhArA thAya ane Atmika zaktinA vikAsa thAya, te mATe e abhyAsa thAya-keLavaNI levAya te manuSya janmanI saphalatA sadhAya. te lIdhela keLavaNI le, nahItara phaeNTe; mATe vyAvahArika keLavaNI lenAre mAnasika-zArIrika zaktimAM vadhArA thAya te mATe paNa abhyAsa karavAnI jarUra che. vaidyarAje vyAvahArika kAryoMmAM kuzaLa evI potAnI A putrIne zrImatanA yuvAna putra sAthe paraNAvI. paraNyA pachI saMsAramAM zaktine vadhAravA mATe ane mAnasika vRttine kabajAmAM rAkhavAnuM jJAna nahI hAvAthI IMpatI evA viSayavilAsamAM mugdha banyA ke bannenI zakti ochI thavA lAgI; temAM vaLI tenA patine kSayaroganI asara thaI. khAlI khAMsI sAthe jINuMjara lAgu paDyo tethI tene kAI prakAre kaLa paDatI nathI. khAvA pIvAnuM bhAvatuM nathI ane khAya te ajINu thaI jAya. AvI dazA potAnA patinI dekhIne A putrIe pAtAnA pitAne patinI dazAnI vAta kahI. vaidyarAja pAtAnA jamAi pAse AvIne zarIranI tapAsa For Private And Personal Use Only

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karI, kSayanI asara thaelI mAlUma paDI. davA levA temaja parejI pALavA kahyuM. jamAIe paNa maraNanI bhItithI hA kahI. vaidarAje daza varSa sudhI akhaMDa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM tathA vAla, caLA vigere kaTheLanI vastuone sarvathA tyAga karavAnuM kahyuM te paNa hA kahI ane davA sAthe brahmacarya ane parejIpAlanamAM bahu lakSa rAkhavAthI cha mAsamAM zarIra nirogI banyuM. daza varSa sudhI brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAthI zarIre sArI rIte zakti jamA thaI, paNa jamaNavAramAM ekadA gaye ane svAda paDavAthI vAla bahu khAdhA. tethI saghaLA zarIre sojA AvavApUrvaka be traNa divasamAM maraNa pAmyuM. eTale parejInuM pAlana na thavAthI maraNa zaraNa thaze. viSayanA svAde mugdha banatAM ghaNI vipatti Ave che. 16. pAMca indriyanA viSayemAM mugdha banelane kaI prakAranI zakitao rahetI nathI temaja vadhatI nathI ane zaktine hAra thatAM te mugdha mAnava nirmAlya banI atyaMta yAtanAone paNa sahana kare che. viSa karatAM viSayanI bhayaMkaratA kAramI che. viSa eka ja bhavamAM mAre che. viSaya te bhavobhava mIThe mAra mArIne saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karAve che ane kaMgAla-pAmara dazAmAM lAvI mUke che, mATe temAM mugdha banavuM nahi ane paramArthane vicAra karo ke jethI zaktio vadhatI rahe ane saMsArasAgara sukhethI tarI javAya. viSayanI mugdhatAne je tyAga karavAmAM na Ave te siMha jema bakarAne pAMjarAmAM dekhI mAMsanI lAlace sapaDAya che ane paravazatA jogavavI paDe che, bhUkhanuM duHkha TaLatuM nathI ane chevaTe For Private And Personal Use Only

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pAMjarAmAM ja maravuM paDe che, tathA daramAM rahela jherI sApa madArInI moralInA nAdane sAMbhaLI temAM sugdha banatAM, karaDIAmAM pUrAvuM paDe che ane madArInA nacAvyA pramANe nAcavuM paDe che. tene pADI nAkhela hovAthI karaMDIyAmAMthI nIkaLavAnuM jora cAlatuM nathI. harinI paNa nAdanI mugdhatAthI bhayaMkara ane kAramI dazA thAya che, mATe viSathI alaga thavAya teTaluM aLaguM rahevAmAM ja hita che. saLagatI heLImAM ke citAmAM koI muzva mAnava paDatuM mUke ane je hAlahavAla thAya, tevA hAlahavAla, viSayenA laMpaTanA bane che. viSayanuM vAre vAre sevana karavAthI teonI tRSNa-Asakita ochI thatI nathI paNa vadhatI rahe che, thaela kharajane vadhAre vadhAre khaNavAthI kharaja vadhavAnI ke ghaTavAnI ? vadhatI raheze, ghaTaze nahi ane pIDA thaze te judI. agnine zAMta karavA kaI ghI-madha-vyAsatela ke peTrola nAkhe to te ami zuM zAMta thaze ? kadApi nahi ja. te pramANe viSayanA sevanathI viSayanA vikAra vadhavAnA ja paNa ghaTavAnA nahi. A pramANe viSayane tyAga karavA ghaNI zaktine pheravavI. kadAca tene sarvathA tyAga thaI zake nahI te tenI Asakti, mugdhatA te avazya TALavI jarUrI che ke jethI teone sarvathA tyAga karavAnI tamannA thAya. 17. saMsAramAM keLavaNu vinAnI temaja abhimAnIuddhata ane svecchAcArI strIo, sAMsArika sukhane nAza kare che. te pramANe bInakeLavAela uddhata ane vachaMdI mAnasika vRttio, A lekanA ane paralokanA sAcA sukhane satyAnAza vALI nAMkhe che eTale naThArI strIo karatAM mAnasika i For Private And Personal Use Only

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vRttio atyaMta dukhene ApanAra che, mATe mAnasika vRttione vaza karavA mATe sadAya upaga rAkhavo jarUrI che, jenI mAnasika vRttio ja kharAba che-duSTa che, teone ja tevI strIo duHkha ApI zake che paNa jenI vRttio kabajAmAM che teone tevI strIo zuM karI zake? sudarzana zeThane kharAba karavA mATe, jitazatru nRpanI rANIe temaja tenA divAnanI rANuM kapilAe ghaNI kapaTa kalAo karI paraMtu te vRthA gaI. kapilAe divAnajI mAMdA che. e bahAnAMthI dAsI dvArA pitAnA gharamAM bolAvI trIjA oraDAmAM laI jaIne viSaya sukha mATe prArthanA karavA lAgI. zeThe pitAnI vRttio kabaje hevAthI, AnA phaMdAmAMthI mukta thavA mATe yukita vAparIne kahyuM ke, tamAe mane bolAvyuM paNa huM te nAmarda chuMA pramANe kahevAthI kapilA hatAza banI zeThane javA dIdhA. ekadA kaumudI mahotsavamAM ughAnamAM abhayA rANI ane kapilA jaI rahelA che tevAmAM zeThanI prativratA strI mane ramAne pitAnA pAMca cha bALakene sAthe laIne udyAnamAM gamana karatA dekhIne kapilAe abhayAne kahyuMH A strI kenI che? abhayAe kahyuM ke tuM kevI buDathala che. ATaluM paNa jANatI nathI A te ApaNuM nagaranA nagarazeTha sudarzananI patnI che. A pramANe jANIne aphasesa karatAM kapilAe kahyuM ke zeThe mane chetarI ane mArA kabajAmAMthI nAmarda kahIne khasI gayA che. te zeTha bahu kuzaLa che ane paranArIsahadara ane svanArImAM saMteSI che eTale tArA jevI mUrNa strIne ThagavI te te temane sahaja che. kapilAe kahyuM ketame je catura ho te tene chetarIne pADe te kharA. abhayAe For Private And Personal Use Only

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23 pratijJA karI ke-je temane na pADuM te mArI jIbhanA kaTakA karuM. A pramANe pratijJA karIne chidro ane lAga zodhavA lAgI. ekadA e lAga maLatAM aSTamInA divase zeTha pisahamAM che. te divase temane dAsI dvArA rathamAM besArIne ane dvArapAlane yakSanI mUrti che-A pramANe samajAvIne potAnA mahelamAM bolAvavAmAM AvyA. zeThane maunavRtti hovAthI abhigrahane bhaMga na thAya te mATe kAMI paNa bolI zakyA nahi. kAmAtura rANIe viSayasukha mATe vividha prArthanA karI paNa kAMI paNa elyA nahI ane teNInuM kathana mAnyuM nahI. tyAre balAtkArane Aropa mUkIne pikAra karyo, subhaTee rAjAnI AgaLa zeThane hAjara karyA. nRpa, jubAnI le che paNa rANInuM hita cintavI mauna dhAraNa karIne zeTha te karmane vipAka cittavavA lAgyA. zeTha kAMI paNa bolatA nahi hevAthI, avicArIpaNe gadheDA para besArI viDaMbanA pUrvaka nagaramAM pheravI zULa devAne hukama karyo chatAM paNa zeThe abhayA para dayA cintavI. AtmazaktinI parIkSA thAya che, ema cintavI viDaMbanAone sahana karatAM gadheDA para besI nagaramAM pharatAM paNa temaNe duSyana karyuM nahi. A viDaMbanAone dekhI temanI dharmapatnI mane ramAe kAryotsarga karyo ane jyAM sudhI mArA patinI viDaMbanA TaLe nahI tyAM sudhI cAre AhArane tyAga. saddaguNa zeThane viDaMbanApUrvaka sArA gAmamAM pheravI nagara bahAra zuLInA mAMcaDe ArUDha karyo, paraMtu pitAnA satyanA pratApe ane dharmanA prabhAvathI zULInuM siMhAsana thayuM. sarva vizvamAM Azcarya thayuM. nRpane khabara paDavAthI zaLInA banela siMhAsananI pAse AvI zeThanI kSamA mAgI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pitAne sthale AvI abhayAne dezavaTo Ape. A pramANe jenuM mana sthira che tene kharAba strI kAMI paNa kharAba karI zakatI nathI, mATe potAnI vRttio sudhAravAnI jarUra che. 18. saMcamane saMgraha kare. tame mahAmahenata ane heTA AraMbha-samAraMbhene karIne je je vastuo bhegI karI che ane rakSaNa karavA mATe sadAya cintAtura rahe che, temaja prayAsa karatA rahe che, chatAM badhI ekaThI karelI vastuo eka sAthe bhegavAtI nathI. tathA jIvanaparyata paNa tene bhogapabhega karavA samartha banaze nahIM ane IcchA haze te paNa jogavI zakaze nahI mATe ekaThI vastuo karavAnI vicAraNAne tyAga karI saMyamane saMgraha kare, ke jethI rAga-dveSa, meha-mamatA, IrSA-adekhAI vigere durguNene AvavAne avakAza maLe nahI. 19 vizvAsa kyAM rakhAya?-bahAranA keI paNa jAtanA vyavahAra nIti ane AkRtithI, manuSyanA svabhAvanI agara kuTila mananI parIkSA thatI nathI. tenI parIkSAnuM yaMtra paNa maLatuM nathI tathA banAvI zakAtuM paNa nathI, mATe ekadama vyakti para vizvAsa dhAraNa karavuM ucita nathI. paricayathI havabhAva parakhAya che. keTalAka bahArathI nItimAna dekhAya che ane manamAM duSTa havabhAvanA hoya che, keTalAka manamAM sArI bhAvanAvALA hoya ane bahArathI kaDaka svabhAvanA hoya che. keTalAka bahArathI ane antarathI sArA vicAravALA ane svabhAvavALA hoya che ane keTalAka ubhaya rIte duSTa vicAra ane svabhAvavALA hoya che, jemake paradroha ane vizvAsaghAta karavAvALAo bahArathI belavA cAlavAmAM sAro dekhAva karatAM mAluma paDe che paNa manamAM te For Private And Personal Use Only

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parAsta karavAne lAga zodhatA hoya che. je lAga maLe te bIlADI uMdarane mUke nahI tenI mAphaka bIjAne jhapaTI le. AvAne vizvAsa karanArA kadApi sukhane anubhava karavA samartha banatA nathI. bahArathI dekhAva kaDaka hoya paNa antaramAM sArI bhAvanAvALA hoya teo upara avazya vizvAsa dhAraNa kare joIe, vizvAsane dhAre nahI te AgaLa vadhI zakAze nahI, saMtasAdhunA vacane je mArgAnusArI heya agara AgamazAstra anu. sAre hoya te vizvAsa dhAraNa karavA gya che. te sivAyanA vacane unmArge laI janAra hovAthI vizvAsapAtra nathI eTale pariNAme te vacane hitakara banatA nathI. ane kalaha kaMkAsa virajhera vadhArI mUke che. eka gharamAM be bhAIone milkata mATe takarAra thaI. keI paNa upAye zAMta thatI nathI. tyAre eka bhAIe takarArI mANasanI salAha lIdhI. teNe kahyuM ke-tArA mahA bhAI IcchA mujaba tane Apate na hoya te tenI barobara khabara le, ApoApa mAgyA pramANe Apaze. kadAca na mAne te mArAmArI karIne paNa le. dhana kAMI jhADanA phaLe nathI ke ekadama teDI levAya. heTA bhAIe vairAgI-saMgInI pAse jaIne salAha lIdhI. temaNe kahyuM ke, kSaNabhaMgura milakata mATe kalaha-kaMkAsa kara egya nathI. je mAge te ApI de tArA bhAgyamAM haze te prakArAntare dhana maLI raheze. kalahakaMkAsajanya cIkANA karmo baMdhAze nahIM. temaja vairaparaMparA thavAne avakAza maLaze nahI. lAkha senAmahore paNa jatI karavI paNa kaMkAsa karaze nahIM. kalaha-kaMkAsa vigerethI paralekamAM datimAM asahA yAtanAo bhogavavI paDe che ane jene mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

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kalaha-kaMkAsa karyo hoya te vastuo A bhavamAM paDI rahe che. sAthe duHkhamAM bhAga paDAvavA AvatI nathI, hArA bhAIne IrachA mujaba ApIza te prema jaLavAze ane salAha-saMpathI premamAM vadhAre thatuM raheze. A prakAranI salAha mAnIne mahaTA bhAIe nhAnA bhAIne IchA mujaba milakatamAM bhAga Ape, tethI prema sacavA ane vaLe. mahaTA bhAIne vyApAramAM lAbha maLavAthI nAnA bhAI karatAM te adhika zrImaMta bane. samAjamAM jJAtimAM prazaMsA thavA lAgI ane jyAre bhAI bhAImAM takarAra thAya tyAre tenuM dRSTAMta apAtuM mATe sArI bhAvanA ane sArA savabhAvavALA saMvegI ane vairAgIne paricaya karIne teonI salAha-sUcanA laIne te pramANe vartana rAkhavuM, te hitakara ane zreyakara che. je heTA bhAIe sArI salAha lIdhI na hota te bhAIomAM kaMkAsa-kalaha ane vairanI paraMparA vadhata ane cikaNuM karmo bAMdhIne sukhI thAta nahI; mATe sukhI thavAnI IchAvALAoe game te bhege premasaMpane vadhAre te Avazyaka che; vyApAra karatAM bhAgyAnusAre ane prayatnAnusAre paisAo-vaibhava karatAM paNa prema adhika kiMmatI che. sajajane premane jALave che tyAre Itare koIpaNa upAye paisA ekaThA karIne jALave che. premanI kiMmata teone rahetI nathI tethI karelI mahenata badhI mAthe paDe che ane haiyAnI dAha zAMta thatI nathI. prAyaH jara-jamIna ane je A traNe kajIA-kakAsanA bheru che. sAcI kamANI, kaMkAsa kajIe vera-jherane vasarAvI, saMpa-prema rAkhavAmAM che, jyAM kusaMpa che ane vera jheranuM vAtAvaraNa chavAela hoya tyAM dravya ane bhAva For Private And Personal Use Only

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thI hAnine AvavAne avakAza maLe che, mATe pitAnA tathA pArakAnA lAbha mATe sahana karIne prema vadhAre te hitakara che. sanehane sAcavavA sahana te jarUra karavuM paDaze ja. 20. AMTIghUMTIvALA mArgamAMthI rasto kADhave. kajIA-kaMkAsa-verajherane samAvI ekatA sthApana karavI. tathA saMpane vadhArI pitAnA gharamAM, zerI-paLa-pADAmAM ke vADAmAM rahelI vyakitaonI AjhAdI ane AbAdIne vadhAravI-saMrakSanuM karavuM tathA AtmAnA guNene vikAsa kara, teja caturAI che. bheda paDAvI kalaha-kusaMpane tathA vairajheranI paraMparAne vadhArI vArtha sAdhavAmAM zI caturAI? e te anAdikAlIna kamenA AdhAre AtmAnI sAthe vaLagelA che. sahaja nimitta maLatuM pitAne bhAva bhajavavA taiyAra thAya che ane mAthusAIne bhUlAvI pazutAne prApta kare che ane chevaTe khAnAkharAbI karI mUke che, mATe catura mANaso te kajIA-kaMkAsanA kAraNene mUlamAMthI dUra karIne, dUra karAvIne pote paNa AbAdI ane AjhAdIne meLave che. - saMpa, ekatA, udAratA-saralatA-namratA temaja sahanazIlatA ane saMtoSAdi sadaguNene ja AdhAre paramArthanI sAthe vArtha sadhAya. che Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhionI viDaMbanAe paNa cirasthAyI rahetI nathI. daMbha prapaMcAdikane caturAI mAnIne bhale tevA mAna, jJAtimAM samAjamAM ke rASTramAM bheda paDAvI svArthane sAdhe paraMtu pariNAme teone pastAvAne pAra rahetA nathI ane baLatA haiyAe paraleke jAya che mATe sattAdhArI ke zrImaMte ke AcArya ke munivaroe kadApi bheda paDAvavAnI bhAvanA paNa karavI nahI. bheda paDAvavAmAM te mANasAI paNa rahetI nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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hileka sthaLe jovAmAM Ave che ke, eka ja samudAyamAM ane eka ja prakAranAM zAne manavA chatAM mAtra kiyAnA lehathI Apasa ApasamAM dveSAnala jagADI-bhera praha paDAvI, pUrva puruSanAM guNarUpa bagIcAne kalaMkita kare che. A sajajane, zrImaMta ke AcAryAdikanuM kartavya nathI. A te u-mArge javAnuM kArya che. kiyAbheda te dareka kAlamAM rahevAne, zaraNa dareka vyaktionA svabhAva-mati-buddhi ane kamI bhinna bhinna che mATe saMpa-ekatA kema jaLavAya tenA upAya cA vicArIne levAM joIe. pitAnI sadgati paNa AmAM ja che. 21. pariNAma-zakti ane sAdhane vagerene vicAra karI kaI paNa kArya karavuM temAM buddhimattA, pravINutA rahelI che. sAdhanane vicAra kare paNa zaktine vicAra kare nahI te viparIta pariNAma Ave tathA zakti ane sAdhane chate paNa pariNAmane vicAra-viveka kare nahIM te dhArelA kAryamAM saphaLatA maLatI nathI ulTI barabAdI ke kharAbI thAya che, mATe sujJajane kahe che ke sAdhana zakti hoya te paNa pariNAmane vicAra kare, utAvaLa karavI nahI, temaja sAhasa paNa pharavuM nahIM. paNa dhArelA kAryonuM pariNAma suMdara Ave ane AgaLa vadhavAne utsAha jAgrata thAya. pariNAma-zakti ane sAdhanane vicAra karyA sivAya utAvaLapUrvaka je sAhasa kare che temAM viparIta pariNAma AvatAM utsAha maMda paDe che mATe vicAra karIne AgaLa pagaluM bharo. kAca bhAgyane sapha tA nahI maLe te paNa utsAha maMda paDaze nahI. sujJajane te pariNAmAdine vicAra ane viveka lAvIne bahu utAvaLa karama For Private And Personal Use Only

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nathI paNa sthiratApUrvaka kartavya karatAM AgaLa vadhatA rahe che, temaja keTalAka te pariNAmadikane vicArAdika karIne ekadama utAvaLa karatAM kAma karyuM jAya che paraMtu temAM bhUla thavAne saMbhava che tathA keTalAka, teone vicArAdika karyA vinA, mAhoma karIne paDe, phatteha che Age-A kahevatane AgaLa dharIne AgaLa deDatAM pAchA paDe che ane temaNe karelA parizrama vRthA jAya che eTale viparIta pariNAma AvavA Arthika, sAmAjika ke Atmika kAryo karavAmAM hatAza bane maMda paDe che. A uparathI ema mAnI levuM nahI ke, kartA kAryo nahI karavA. paNa zakya kAryo paNa sAdhananA pariNAmane vicAra karIne je te sAmAnya kAryo hoya te teone visaravA nahI. sAdhAraNa kAryo paNa pariNAmadikanA vicArapUrvakane heya che, te te kAryo saphalatAne dhAraNa kare che ane mahAna kAryone karavAnI zakti jAge che. sArA sAdhane hoya te te mujaba kArya sAdhI zakAya che. - rara "mana gva manuNA vA vaMdhamo ? A ardhazlekane vicAra karatAM mAluma paDe che ke, mAnasika vRttionI prabalatA manuSyane baMdhanamAM phasAvIne A leka ane paralokamAM sukha-dukhanuM kAraNa bane che eTale je jIvAtmA vicAra-vivekavihIna che ane mAyA mamatAmAM phasAela che, teone dAsanI mAphaka baMdhanamAM rAkhe che tethI teo mAnasika vRttionA AdhAre nAca kare che, kUdaMkUdA kare che ane cAra timAM rakhaDapaTTI karIne hatAza bane che ane sAthe sAthe Ama dhana-sattA ane zakitane gumAvI bese che paraMtu je For Private And Personal Use Only

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30 vicAra ane vivekazIla che ane bhaviSyane khyAla karanAra che ane AtmAnA guNemAM sadA-sarvatra sarvathA ramaNatA karanAra che, tenI AgaLa te manavRttio dAsa tarIke che. AtmA kahe te pramANe teNIone karavuM paDe che eTale samyagajJAnI, manovRttiene dAsa banatuM nathI. teNIonA nacAvyA pramANe nAca karato nathI paNa teNIone pitAnA kabajAmAM rAkhI kArya sAdhI le che. satya rIte kahIe te mokSanuM kAraNa sarvakAmanAno tyAga temaja saMvara ane nirjarA che ane baMdhanuM kAraNa rAga-dveSa, meha mamatA ne ahaMkArAdika che. mana te tIrthaMkara mahArAjene tathA sAmAnya kevalI bhagavaMtone heya, paNa tenI vRttio baMdhanuM kAraNa banatI nathI, tathA saMsAramAM rahelAvratadhArI-tapasvI mahAtmAone paNa mana te jarUra hoya che paraMtu rAga-dveSa, moha mamatA-Asaktine abhAva hovAthI navIna tathA prakArane baMdha teone hete nathI. mATe rAgazreSa-ajJAnatA-ahaMkAra-mamatA vigere ja baMdhanuM kAraNa che. ane teone sarvathA tyAga te mokSanuM kAraNa che, je je aMze rAga-dveSAdino tyAga thAya-te te aMze te baMdhanamAMthI mukata thavAya che, ane je je aMze rAga-dveSane vadhAre te te aMze baddhatAmAM vadhAre thatuM rahe che. ane atyaMta rAga-dveSa-ahaM. kArAdikane vadhAro thatAM Aja AtmA naraka nigedAdimAM jaI paDe che, mATe rAga-dveSa, mamatA ahaMkArAdika kema apa thAya ane mUlamAMthI nAza pAme tevA upAye, je saMvara nirAdika che teone sAdhavA kozIza karavI. ApaNI pAse je sArAmAM sArI ane priyatama vastuonI mamatAne tyAga karavAthI rAga For Private And Personal Use Only

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31 zreSAdikanI aApatA thAya che temaja te rAga-dveSAdika dvArA je karmabaMdha thAya che temAM cIkAza rahetI nathI. mamatA mUracha je hoya te bAhA varatuonA tyAgathI rAga-dveSAdika ochA thatA nathI paNa temAM vadhAro thatuM rahe che. sApa potAnI bahAranI kAMcalIne tyAga karavAthI nirviSa banatuM nathI, jeo bAhya ane Antarika parigrahanA tyAgI che teone indramahArAjAo paNa namaskArapUrvaka stuti kare che. dunyavI vastuone parigrahane tyAgI te tyAgI kahevAya che, phakta ghara putra patnI vigerenA tyAgathI ane manamAM mamatA rAkhavAthI tyAgI kahe vAya nahi. tame atyaMta putrAdikamAM mamatA rAkhazo te paNa jyAre saMbaMdha pUro thaze tyAre ApoApa karmAnusAre anyatra teo khasI jaze, eTale putrAdika temaja anya dunyavI vastu e upara mamatA rAkhavI te vRthA che ane tenA saMgane viga thatAM atyaMta cintAo karavI, vilApa karavA, te paNa phegaTa che. cintAo karavAthI ke vilApa karavAthI je vastuone viga thayuM che, te vastuo pAchI AvI maLatI hoya te cintAdika karavI te ThIka gaNAya. putrAdikanA maraNathI ke priyatamAnA maraNathI keTalAka tenA upara atyaMta mamatA hevAthI hAyapITa karIne duHkha pAme che paNa teone kaI maLI zatuM nathI kAraNa ke maraNa pAmela vyakti judI gatimAM jAya che. ane tenI pAchaLa maraNa pAmanAra vyakti kaI judI gatimAM gamana kare che. ane vilApa-cintAo karIne bAMdhelA karmone vipAka pitAne, je gatimAM gayA hoya te gatimAM bhegavavA paDe che. tyAM koI duHkhamAM bhAgIdAra banatuM nathI ane bhAga For Private And Personal Use Only

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- 3ra paDAvanAra maLI AvatuM nathI. duHkhamAM bhAga paDAvanAra agara te huene mUlamAMthI nAza karanAra, jo koI hoya te samya jJAnapUrvaka cAritranI ArAdhanAnA ge nAza pAmelI mUcha- zaga ke mamatA mamatAnA tyAgamAM ja satya-sukha-zAMti rahelI che paNa mamatAnI AdhInatAmAM dukhene aMta ja nathI. mahArAjA sagara cakIne indramahArAjAe brAhmaNane veza dhAraNa karIne sATha hajAra putronA maraNanI bInA kahI te vakhate te putra upara atyaMta prema-mamatA hatI, tethI tenA vege mUrachA AvavAthI siMhAsana parathI nIce paDyA. ane vividha vilApa karavA lAgyA. brAhmaNarUpe Avela IndramahArAje kahyuM ke koI paNa ghera-kaI paNa sthale agara dariyA ke derImAM koI paNa maraNa pAmela na hoya te tenA gharanI kaI paNa dhULa-rakSA jo lAvI Ape te tArA putrone sajIvana karuM. zodha karatAM kaI paNa thale nahI maraNa pAmela jagyA maLI nahI. tethI nirAza thaela adhikArIo sagaragRpanI pAse AvIne mauna dhAraNa karIne UbhA rahyA. cakravatI pUche che ke-maMgAvI te vastu maLI ke nahI? adhikArIoe kahyuM ke-vastuone pAra nathI, paNa je jagyAe te varatuo rahelI che, te te jagyAe maraNa pAmelAone pAra nathI. jyAM jyAM tapAsa karI tyAM tyAM te saMkhyAtA, asaMkhyAtA ane anaMtA maraNa pAmelAo sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyA. eTale maraNa pAmyA vinAnI keI paNa jagyA nathI; dareka AkAzapradeza anaMtA maraNa pAmela sAMbhaLela che mATe kayAMthI lAvIe? cakravatInA zekane tyAga karAvavA mATe IndramahArAje upadeza che ane jagatamAM kaI keInuM nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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nAhaka mAnave ajJAnatAthI mamatAne vaza banIne valepAta karyA kare che vigere bhAvanAthI dunyavI soganI asAratA-anityatA-azaraNutA jyAre samajavAmAM AvI tyAre mahArAjAe nava nidhi, aSTa siddhi, cauda ratna temaja addhi-siddhine tyAga karIne saMyamane pUrNabhAve Adara karyo tyAre satya sukhanuM bhAna thayuM. ane saMyamamAM sthira banI karmamalane mUlamAMthI dUra karIne anaMta addhi-siddhi ane zuddhinA svAmI banyA eTale keI paNa bhavamAM mamatAnA saMpUrNa tyAga sivAya satya sukhane anubhava kadApi AvatuM nathI, Ave che ja nahI ane Avaze paNa nahI. mAruM mAruM karIne mamatAnA mIThA mArane sArA mAne nahI; te te bhabhava maraNa, janma, jarAnI viDaMbanAmAM phasAvaze. 24. zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika zakti hoya te ja AtmAnI sAthe anAdikAlIna baddha thaelA nikAcita karmo, sahanazakti dvArA dUra khasatA jAya che, ane anukrame atyaMta balane pheravatAM bhUlamAMthI paNa khasI jAya che. ekalA zArIrika balathI cIkaNuM karmo dUra khasatA nathI. mAnasika ane Atmika bala na hoya te viSayakaSAyanI AsaktinI prabalatA hovAthI adhikAdhika kameM baMdhAya che, zArIrika ane mAnasika bala hoya ane Atmika bala na hoya te karmo baMdhAtA baMdha thatA nathI. vikalpa-saMkalapa karIne durgatimAM te bale laI jAya che, mATe je traNe ya bala sAthe hoya te ja mekSanAM anaMta sukha AvI maLe che, jemake For Private And Personal Use Only

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4 malina thaelA vastrone tathA vAsaNAne zuddha karavA tana, mana ane AtmabalanI AvazyakatA che tathA pANI, sAbu vigeranI jarUra che tenI mAphaka AtmAne zuddha banAvavA mATe traNe ya aleAnI jarUra rahevAnI eTale jJAna, ja druna ane cAritraalanI Atmika zuddhimAM AvazyaktA rahevAnI, temAM Atmakhala-cAritrabalamAM traNe ya khaLa-zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika AvI maLe che. ekalI bhAvanA ja phUlavatI banatI nathI. temAM zArIrika ane Atmika khalanI jarUra rahevAnI; mATe bhAvanA pramANe zaktine pheAravavA mATe paNa prayAsa karavAnI jarUra che. ala vinAnA mAnavA kAMi paNa satkArya karavA samartha banatA nathI ane ucca sthitimAM ArUDha thavAmAM enasIma rahe che, mATe evI keLavaNI levI ke zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika khalamAM vikAsa thatA rahe ane anAdikAlIna viSayakaSAyanI meDImAMthI mukta thavAya. anaMtajJAna, anaMtaHna, anaMtasukha-A pramAthuM vartana karavAthI ApeApa AvIne maLe che. mAtra jagatanI savasa pattiothI, phakta prathama sadhaNu vajaRSabhanArAca soMghayaNuthI ke jagatanA prANIone vaza karavAthI anaMtasukhArdika kadApi maLatuM nathI, maLaze paNa nahI ane maLelu paNa nathI-phakta zArIrika khalathI te naraka nigodAmAM, kAramI kataleA karIne keTalAeka gayA ane jaze; mATe Atmabalane vadhAro. are bhAgyazAlIe ! sukhanI abhilASA kharAbara hoya tA kramanA madha vakhate cetavAnI khAsa jarUra che. m jIla kAM karyAM. hAya che te AyuSyanA madhasamaye zubha gatinA baMdha paDe che, ane azubha karyAM. hAya te azula gatinA aMdha thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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dAja pratyeka samaye samaye mana, tana ane vananI pravRtti enA saMskAro AyuSyabaMdha velAo hAjara thatAM hovAthI zubha pravRttio haze te zubha AyuSyano baMdha paDaze ane azubha haze te zubha AyuSyane baMdha kadApi paDaze nahI atre A bhavamAM sAdhane dvArA zubha pravRtti vaDe paralokamAM zubha gati prApta thAya, tenI taiyArI karI zakAya ane te ja sAdhane dvArA azubha pravRtti vaDe parabhavamAM azubha gatinI taiyArI karI zakAya che, mATe zubha AyuSyane baMdha paDe te mATe zubha pravRtti karavAmAM premathI prayAsa karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. AyuSya nA baMdha vakhate sArI bhAvanAo heya. AdhyAna, raudrayAna na hoya te paralokamAM kaI duHkhI karanAra maLI Avaze nahI ane viDaMbanAo-vipattio paNa Avaze nahI. manuSyabhavane mI vrata-niyama-japa-tapAdikanA AdhAre temaja anityAdi bhAvanAonA AdhAre jemaNe AtmAne bhAvita kare che. te mahAzayane pagale pagale anukUlatA joIe tevI maLI rahe che AgaLa vadhavAmAM zubha bhAvanAo paNa AvirbhAva pAmavAnI ja ane AvirbhAva pAmelI bhAvanAnA AdhAre pravRttio thavAnI. zubha pravRttio hovAthI koI paNa vipatti- ApavAne sAmartha banaze nahI. tamee manuSyabhava pAmIne kevA vicAre karyA, kevI bhAvanAthI bhAvita banyA ane kevI pravRttiomAM rAvata banyA? teonuM nirIkSaNa karyuM ke nahIM? Avaka pAkanI tapAsa darAja kare che? je Avaka karatAM jAvaka vadhAre hoya te cittAtura bane che ane adhika thatI jAvakane aDhAvaze ane Avaka vadhe te mATe eka prayAsa paNa karI For Private And Personal Use Only

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che. prayAsa karatAM kadAca jAvaka aTake nahI ane Avaka vadhe nahI te paNa hatAza banatA nathI ane te mATe prayatna cAlu rAkhe che. te pramANe uttama kAne prayAsa cAlu rAkhe te, chevaTe zubha pariNAma Avaze. azubha pariNAma aTakI paDaze mATe sukhArthIe AyuSyane baMdha zubha thAya te mATe sadvicAre saddabhAvanAo ane sadupravRttio karavI te ja hitakara che. 25. saMkaTanA samaye saMtApa kara te, dukhane beguNuM traNa gaNuM ke tethI paNa adhika vadhAravA bAbara che; adhika vadhelA duHkhamAM sukhane anubhava kayAMthI Ave? saMkaTa samaye te saMtApane tyAga karIne te kevA prakAre TaLe tenA vicAro -upAya karavAnI AvazyakatA che. saMtApa karavAthI te saMkaTane nivAravAnA vicAro paNa AvatA nathI, te pachI prayAsa karavAnI buddhi kyAMthI thAya ? eTale sArA saMganI ane bUrA sagonI anityatA, azaraNutA jANIne saMkaTa samaye saMtApa karave nahI, paNa hiMmata dhArI tene dUra karavAnA upAye levA joIe. saMkaTane dUra karavAnI zakti tamArAmAM ja rahelI che te anyathI Avaze nahI, mATe vicAravivekane lAvIne saMtApane nivAra. pazuone vicArazakti ane vivekazaktino abhAva hovAthI teo AvI paDatAM saMkaTane nivArI zakatA nathI. tame te vicAra ane viveka hevAthI saMkaTane nivAravAnI zakti dharAve che, tethI saMkaTa samaye saMtApa karavuM nahI. ane saMkaTe kayA kAraNe upasthita thayA, tenAM kAraNe zedhIne teone dUra karavA sArAM nimittone se. saMkaTa Avaze nahI ane saMtApa paritApAhi paNa thaze nahI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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37 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir prAyaH sa'kaTane AvavAnA kAraNane sevIe chIe tethI saMtApAddhine thavAnA avakAza maLe che. jo saTAne dUra karavAnA kAraNeA na sevIe teA sa'tApAdi kyAMthI thAya ? hiMsA karavAthI, asatya lavAthI, cArI jArI karavAthI temaja parigrahanI mamatAthI saMkaTo Ave che, tethI saMtApAdikane thavAnuM sAdhana maLI raheche. atratAnA tyAga hAya ane vrataniyamanI ArAdhanA prabhunI AjJA mujaba DAyatA sa`kaTaane saMtApAdi thaze nahI ane jIvana sukharUpe pasAra thaze. sujJajanA tA prathamathI cetIne saMkaTone AvavAnA ane AvelAne nivAravAnA kAraNeA aheAniza seve che, saMkaTAne AvavAnA kAraNeAthI dUra khase che. ajJAnIone saoNMkaTane nivAravAnu' samyajJAna nahI hovAthI sa'kaTo AvatAM ja saMtApamAM maLatA rahe che tethI mAMgherA manuSya janmanA lhAvA maLatA nathI; mATe jo buddhi hAya, zarIramAM tAkAta hAya tA sat-samAgamathI sa'kaTAne dUra karavA samyajJAna meLavavA prayatnazIla aneA. nirAza-hatAza thaeluM mana, zatruthI pazu adhika hAni kare che, zatru te eka be vAra duHkha ApIne jAya che, tyAre nirAza ane hatAza thaeluM mana kSaNe kSaNe citA karAvIne duHkhAne Ape che, ane samIpamAM rahe che. vidyArthIo jyAre nApAsa thAya tyAre kSaNe kSaNe cintAtura banI AtmahatyA karavA paNa taiyAra thAya che. vyApArIe vyApAramAM lAbhane madale mhATu nukazAna thAya che tyAre cintArUpI citAmAM banyA kare OM ane hatAza ane che. A pramANe vyAvahArika kAryoMmAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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Be saphalatA na maLatAM ane pratikULatA thatAM mahAdu:khanA bhAgI ane che, para Mtu temaNe vicAra ane viveka lAvI dunyavI lAbhanI anityatA ane azaraNatAnA khyAla karavA joIe ke jethI citA karavAnA avakAza maLe nahI. sAMsArika padArthAnA tathA sArA sadhAgA ane sAMsArika lAbhanA je viyoga thavAnA svabhAva che te kadApi khasatA nathI, mahAmahenate meLavelA rakSaNa karelA paNu samaya Ave rahI zakavAnA nahI. bhale pachI te sayegA devalAkanA hAya ke cakravatI vigerenA hAya te paNa kadApi rahevAnA nahI; ane rahevAnA je kAI hoya te dhArmika kriyAonA AdhAre paDelA zubha sa`skArA mATe cintAone tyAga karIne sa'sAranA svarUpanA lAbhanA ane sadhAgAnA kharAkhara vicArapUvaka viveka karIne manane zubhapravRttio dvArA zubhajJAnamAM dhyAnamAM sthApana karI te cintA thaze nahI ane AgaLa vadhavAne mATe sArI sphuraNA jAgrata thaze. zatruthI paNa adhika ane citAnA karatAM adhika dAha utpanna karanAra cintAone mUlamAMthI paNa naSTa karavA samyagajJAnane meLavA, cintAonA tyAga karavA ane UbhI karavI te paNa tamArA hAthanI bInA che; phakta mamatA, mAyA ane mUrchA ane mugdhatA-mahanA tyAga karIne Atmika guNAne oLakhavA mATe bAhya paribhramaNa karatI dRSTine antaramAM utArIne sthira karA ane sadbhAvanAmAM sthApana kare. 26. dunyavI padArthone prApta karavAnI tIcchA hoya te paNa tenA vakhata AvyA sivAya te padArtho prApta thatAM nathI, game tevA athAga prayAsa karazeA tA paNa pAchaLa paDavAnu thaze. Amra rasane svAda levA mATe tenA vakhatanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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rAha levI paDaze. ekadama tenI kerIo paripakava banatI nathI, viSaya sukhe paNa yuvAvasthA AvyA vinA bhegavI zakAtA nathI. tIvracchAthI viSayasukhamAM magna bane te mare nahI te mAMde paDe, nyAdhiothI zarIra grasta bane. mAsuma paNa samaya AvatAM maLI zake che, mATe utAvaLIyA thavuM nahIM ane sthiratA rAkhavI te ucita che. * samaya sivAya buddhiala atyaMta hAya tA paNa te kArya sAdhaka kayAMthI ane ' buddhinA baLathI ane zArIrika khalathI temaja sAdhanasAmagrIAthI jagatane kadAca jItI zakAze, cakravartIe pAse buddhiala-zArIrika ala temaja cauda ratnA rahita devAnI sahAyatA hAya che, ane tenA cege cha khaMDane jIte che paNa viSayakaSAyAdikane jItI zakatA nathI tethI ja te sarvenA tyAga karIne sacamayAtrAnA svIkAra karI ekalA AtmaguNuAnI ArAdhanAmAM tatpara ane che ane Atmika vikAsamAM AgaLa vadhI kevala. jJAna meLavI anaMta sukhanA bhAktA ane che. game tevI zita. A hAya, devAnI sahAyatA hoya temaja vipula sAmagrI hoya te pazu te saghaLI viyeAgavALI che. kAi dvivase, tithie, pakhavADIye, mAse temaja kAI paNu varSe ke yuge khasI janAra che. AvI khasI janAra sAdhana-sAmagrImAM keNu mugdha bane? Atmadhana-malane kANu hArI ame ? tamArI pAse buddhibala ke zArIrika sAdhana-sAmagrI ya te paNa tenA vizvAsa dhAraNa karazeA nahI, vizvAsa dhAraNu karavA hoya te AtmAnA guNeAmAM dhAraNa karazeA. te tamane Dhage For Private And Personal Use Only

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ke nahI ane pratyeka bhavamAM satya sahakAra ApIne sAthe ne sAthe ja raheze; mATe dunyavI game tevI eTale cakavatIonA jevI sAdhana-sAmagrI maLI hoya te paNa vizvAsa dhAraNa karaze nahIM, kAraNa ke AyuSya pUrNa thaze tyAre devatAo pAse haze te paNa bhAgI jaze ane dehane bhasmIbhUta karI nAMkhaze, parivArAdika paDa raheze. sAthe AvanAra je kaI haze te Atmadharmaja ' 27. jeone samyajJAnapUrvaka vartanacAritra hoya che, teone sAta prakAranA bhaya pikI ekeya bhaya heta nathI. temaja nirbhaya-niHzaMka banI svakAryamAM AgaLa vadhatA rahe che, jeonA cepaDA cekhA nirdoSa hoya tenI AgaLa sarakArI amaladAra zuM karI zake? nirbhaya ane niHzaMka banIne sarakAranA amaladAranI AgaLa cepaDAne dekhADe che ane hadayamAM zAMti rAkhIne jame udhAra dekhADe che tyAre je. enA copaDAomAM gaTALA hoya che. teone te sarakArI tapAsanA bhayanA bhaNakArA AvyA kare che. bhale pachI tapAsa karanAra amaladAra na AvyuM hoya paNa bhayathI mukata banate nathI. InkamaTekSa ocho karavA agara nahI bharavA mATe khoTA cepaDA banAvIne rAkhyA hoya che te bhaya agara tenA bhaNakArA jatA nathI! jevA upAye karavAmAM Ave tevA phalo maLI rahe che. vyabhicAra karanAra bhale pakaDAya nahI. ghaNuM sAvadhAnI rAkhato hoya te paNa bhayanA bhaNakArAthI bhaDako hoya che, kSaNe kSaNe bhayabhIta banatuM hoya che. ane pakaDAI javAnI zaMkA te vAre vAre hRdayane kIDAnI mAphaka kerI khAtI For Private And Personal Use Only

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hoya che, kAraNa ke A pazu pApanA sthAnake che. jyAM pApanA sthAnaka hoya, tyAM bhItio, tenA bhaNakArA ane zaMkAo thayA kare che. tathA jeone saMteSAdika nathI teone parigrahavRtti adhika satAve che, ane bhayagrata banAvI AraMbha-samAraMbhenI UMDI khADImAM dhakelI de che, jethI paropakArAdika kAryomAM paNa bhaya pAmatA rahe che rakhe kaI zaramamAM nAMkhI mArI pAsenA paisAe paropakAramAM agara samAjAdikane uddhAra karavA paDAvI leze ane huM garIba banIza. AvA AvA vicAro ane bhItithI bhaDakayA kare che. AvA jIvane kadApi nirbhayatA AvatI nathI ane sukhazAMti lAkhe ejana dUra rahela hoya che, mATe sAta bhalene nivAravA mATe samyajJAnapUrvaka cAritra-saMyamanI ArAdhanA karavA tatpara banavuM. 28. mAnave karmathI caMDAla bane che, ane karmathI brAhmaNa bane che. bhale pachI jAtithI caMDALa hoya ke brAhmaNa hAya, nAmathI caMDALa hoya ke brAhmaNa hoya, te paNa sadAcaraNanA AdhAre caMDAla kulamAM avataryo hoya chatAM karma evAM sArAM kare, ke brAhmaNa kulanA brAhmaNa karatAM UMcAM hoya ane brAhmaNa chatAM caMDAla jevA karmo kare. tamo sArA kulanA suMdara nAma sahita . paNa AcAro-karmo evA hoya ke adhama jAtamAM lAvI mUke; mATe nAmanI, jAtinI ane kulanI tathA manuSyajanmanI sArthakatA meLavavI hoya te sadAcaraNa sadAya sArA rAkhe. manamAM, vacanamAM ane kAyAmAM duSTa karmonA saMskArone lagADe nahI. zubha saMskArane bharapUra bhare ke jethI A bhavamAM ane parAmAM suMdara manahara banAya ane durgatinA duHkho bhega. For Private And Personal Use Only

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vAghane avasara maLe nahI; ane sukhasaMpatti samayamAM te samIpamAM ja sA kare. sArI hati maLI, sAruM kula maLyuM ke sAruM nAma heya tethI malakAvA jevuM nathI. mansata banIne ArA AcArAne visaravA jeza nathI. sArA karma karIne khuzI thaIe te te ThIka che, nahItara te manmattatA mITho mAra mArIne akathya yAtanAomAM dhakelI ze; mATe ATha jAtine mada mUkIne kula, jAti, rUpa, aizvaryane sArI rIte lAbha le. sArAmAM sAro lAbha maLatuM hoya tyAre ATha made, vArevAre kSaNe kSaNe patharAo mAratA hoya che. temAM kaSAyarUpI dhUlI nAMkhI te maLatA lAbhane dhULadhANI karI nAMkhe ane khAnAkharAbI karIne mANasa jevA mANasane pAgala banAve ke rAkSasa jevA banAvIne cAre gatimAM AMkhe pATA baMdhAvI unmArge laI jAya che mATe puNyadaye prApta thaelI saMpatti-sattA-sAhyabIne mada kare nahI; ane madane tyAga karIne janmane, nAmane, jAti-kulAdikane zobhAve eTale sArA karmo karIne AtmaguNene vikasAvI anAmI AnaMdaghana bane pachI janma, jarA ane mRtyunA atyaMta je saMkaTe rahelA che, te TaLI javAnA ane sAthe AvatI Adhi, vyAdhi temaja upAdhio paNa Ape Aya khasI javAnI. 29. A zarIrane mATInI kAThI, gAmanI gaTaranI upamA ApI zakAya; mAtanI kaThImAM anAja bharAya che temaja hIrA motI mANekAdi jhaverAta paNa nakhAya-ane kaI viSTAdi durguNakAraka kharAba vastuo nAkhe te nAMkhI zakAyatevI rIte zarIrarUpI keThImAM satkAryo karIne puya bharAya che For Private And Personal Use Only

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ane AraMbha-samAraMbhAdi pAsthAnake sevIne pAparUpI kharAba padArtho bharAya che tathA gAma-nagarAnI gaTare dvArA malina pANI kacaro bahAra nIkaLe che ane pAche bharAya che, temaja kIDAo temAM utpanna thayA kare che tevI rIte zarIranA nava-agiyAra dvArA vaDe-meluM je hoya che-te nIkaLe che, ane temAM svAdiSTa bhejana nAMkhyuM hoya te paNa malina banI jAya che. A malinatAthI bharelI kaThIne ke gaTarone kaI puSponI mAlAo paherAvate nathI. paherAve tene ke mAnave? mUrNa ajJAnIo ja durgadhathI bharelI gaTaro upara ane keDI upara mAlAo paherAve. teonA upara mALAo temaja alaMkAro paherAve te paNa malinatAdurgadhitA khasatI nathI-te pramANe A zarIrane hIrA, motI, mANekAdikathI zaNagAre ane mAlAethI bhAve tethI avaguNo dUra thatAM nathI ane AvatAM durgaNe baMdha thatA nathI, mATe maLelA manuSya zarIrane zaNagAravA temaja zobhAvavA mATe sadgurune upadeza sAMbhaLe ane sAMbhaLIne samyajJAnapUrvaka sadguNe ane saccAritrane bhare. saddaguru dvArA samyajJAnane meLa ane sacAritranuM kaSTa sahana karIne paNa pAlana karo tethI zarIra zobhaze ane AtmAne paNa bhAvI parAdhInatA TaLaze. mahAmunirAjonA zarIre paNa tamArA jevA ja che paNa zAthI pUjAya che? saddaguNathI ke rUpathI ? kahevuM paDaze ke, saddaguNethI. 30. karmonA udayathI manuSyanA cAra prakAre paDe che. ja anubaMdhI puNyavAnuM hoya te uttama kahevAya ane puNyAnubapI pApaLA madhyama kahevAya che, pApAnubaMdhI puNayavAjU For Private And Personal Use Only

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hoya che te adhama kahevAya che tathA pApAnubaMdhI pApI hoya te adhamAdhama kahevAya che. uttama mahAzaya, svArthane tyAga karIne parArtha-popakAra karavAmAM pAchI pAnI karatuM nathI. te samaje che ke paropakAra karavAthI mane anukULatA maLI che-vArtha sAdhavAthI maLatI nathI ane maLaze paNa nahIM. Ama samajI tana, dhanathI paropakAra karavAmAM parAyaNa bane che, papakAramAM puNyane baMdha thata hevAthI te puNya, jyAre udayamAM Ave tyAre sarva prakAre IrachA mujaba anukUlatA AvI male che mATe jeTalA puyabaMdhanA prakAra che teone seva rahe che, kadApi arucibhAvane dhAraNa karatuM nathI. jagatamAM svArthapUrvaka parArthe sAdho te ati duSkara che. Aje tame svArthane tyAga te kare che paNa temAM svArthane sAdhavAnuM dayeya hevAthI te svArtha tyAga uttama na kahevAya, paNa vArtha sAdhavAne hetu na hoya te uttama kahevAya. vArthane tyAga paramArtha mATe kare te vastu judI che ane svArthane tyAga vArtha sAdhavA mATe kare te vastu judI che. vArtha sAdhavA mATe vArthane tyAga kara te vAgata kahevAya. paramArtha karanAra te evA prasaMge prANane paNa gaNate nathI; te uttama puruSa kahevAya che tathA jenI pAse sAdhana-sAmagrI barabara nathI, pratikUlatA AvIne vAre vAre upasthita thAya che, tevA mAnave vArtha sAdhavApUrvaka paramArtha kare che te madhyama kahevAya. ane jeo svArtha sAdhavAmAM ja mana bane che, tathA For Private And Personal Use Only

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dhArmika kAryomAM paNa svArthane sAdhavAnuM dhyeya hoya che teo adhama keTInA kahevAya-kAraNa ke levAnIja daSTi, devAnI vAta paNa sAMbhaLatAM uThIne bhAge, tathA adhamAdhama te jyAre pitAne svArtha na sadhAya tyAre bIjAnuM bagADI nAMkhe. "khAuM nahI te bIjAone paNa khAvA dauM nahI." AvI dazA teonI hoya che ane anya janene dekhI hRdayamAM baLyA kare che. uttama puNyAnubaMdhI puNyavAnane tathA puNyAnubaMdhI pApa upArjana karanAra janene pApane bhaya hoya che, tethI temanA AcAravicAre ane uccAre paNa ahaMkAra ane abhimAna yukta hotA nathI, temanI dRSTimAM amI hoya che, hadayamAM sadbhAvanAonI Urmio uchaLI rahelA hoya che, ane vacanamAM paNa ahaMkAra-abhimAna hetuM nathI. pApasthAnakene najare nihALI, sApanI mAphaka mAnI dUra rahI jAya che, jo ke teo pitAne vyavahAra calAvavA khAtara chakAyane AraMbha karatA hoya che chatAM hRdaya te baLatuM hoya che. manamAM te pApa sAtyA karatuM hoya che ke kayAre AvA pApathI mukta thavAne suavasara AvI maLe ! eTale teo samaje che ke A pApathAnaka sevavuM joIe nahIM. tethI teo pApabaMdhathI gADha baMdhAtA nathI. khAtA hRdaye karelA pApane sudhAravAne, tyAga karavA mATe puNya prasaMga prApta thAya che ane samartha banI prabhutAnA paMce jAya che. pApane tathA pApanA sthAnakene viza samAna tathA viSTAnA sthAnaka, jAjaru saMDAsa sarakhA mAnIe tyAre tenAthI nara khasAya-ane teone dekhIne paNa suga Ave; mANase vine tathA tenA sthAnane dekhI dUra khase che, kadAca vidyAmAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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paga paDI jAya te jaldI te pagane pANI vaDe sApha kare che, te pramANe pApane tathA tenA sthAnane dekhI pAchA haTe. agara mAnasika vRttione varacha kare tathA vacananI, kAyAnI pravRttio je malina banela hoya teone bhAvanA dvArAtapa japa ane jJAnayoge svaccha karavA prayatnazIla bane che. tene ja hitakara-zreya kara mAne che. viSayakaSAyarUpI viSTAmAM jo lepAyamAna thayA te teone dUra karavA ghaNu bha karavA paDaze, tenI saMkhyAne hisAba-gaNatrI raheze nahI; mATe puNyAnubaMdhI yyane baMdha karo heya ne ane mekSamAM javAya nahI tyAM sudhI anukUlatA-sukhasAmagrI meLavI satya sukhI banavuM hoya te-pApasthAnakene dUra karavA prayatnazIla bane. anAdikAlIna ajJAnatA hovAthI keTalAka mANase, zArIrika zaktinA abhAve manamAM pApasthAnakene sevavA kharAba vicAre karyA kare che. ane zakti hoya te te zuM bAkI rAkhe? paNa manamAM barAbara teoe samajavuM joIe ke pApone karInevApasthAnakene sevI kyA prANIoe, manuSyae, devatAoe, zrImaMte e ke rAjA mahArAjAe, satyasukha zAMtine prApta karI ? pApathAnake sevIne je sukhazAMti maLatI hoya te duniyAmAM koI paNa prANa dukhI dekhAya nahI-sarve prANIo sukhazAtAne anubhava letA hoya, paraMtu jagatamAM dekhAya che ke duHkhI prANIone pAra nathI-keIne zarIranuM duHkha, te koIne mAnasika pITha te heya che ja-saMyogajanya vicAra karIe tejiine paisAnA abhAvanuM duA, te koIne strInuM duHkha, koIne cIne viroga thatAM bIjI vAra paraNavAnuM duHkha, tathA dhana, For Private And Personal Use Only

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saMpatti ke A hete putra-parivAranuM duHkha hoya che, keIne deva taraphathI ke sattAdhArI rAjA mahArAjA taraphathI duHkha hoya che, eTale Adhibhautika, Adhidaivika ane AdhyAtmika dukhathI gherAyelA najare paDe che, tenA kAraNe pApa sthAnake che; mATe teone duHkha veThIne tyAga avazya karavA lAyaka che. tyAga sivAya sukhazAMti maLavI te azakya che, mATe svArthane yathAzakti tyAga karIne paramArtha mATe kaTibaddha banavuM joIe. tamAre puNayane prabhAva najare nirakha hoya te puNyazAlIone dekhe, teone paricaya kare; pApabaMdhamAM kayAM sudhI paDyA rahezo? ane dukho kayAM sudhI rahyA karaze? anaMtakAla sudhI te duHkhane sahana karI manuSyabhava tame pAmyA che ane manuSyabhava bahu durlabha che, vAre vAre maLa duzakaya che. sAta-ATha bhAva punaH punaH maLe che. te te puNyanA tathA prakAranA prabhAvathI ja, pAyathAnakenA sevanathI nahI ja; mATe manuSyajanma pAmIne pApasthAnakone tyAga karI puNyanA prakAranuM sevana kare. manahara ane anukUla sAdhanasAmagrI maLaze ane bhonI gaNatrI thaze ghaNe kAla bhaTakavuM paDaze nahI. jeone AtmAne vikAsa karavAno vicAra hoya che, vikAsa karIne satyazAMti-anaMtasukhane meLavavAnI bhAvanA hoya che, teo te yathAzakti pApasthAnakene nivArI puNyanA prakAranuM sevana karIne puNayamAM vadhAre karate rahe che ane puNayanA AdhAre prathama saMghayaNa maLavApUrvaka saccAritranA pAlanahAra saMpUrNa AtmavizvAsa sakAya che ane kevalajJAnanI prApti karIne te akSaya ane avyAbAdha-anaMta sukhane meLave che, For Private And Personal Use Only

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paraMtu jeo dunyavI saMyogone meLavIne temAM ja mugdha bane che ane temAM ja sAra-sukhane mAnI beThA che teone AtmavikAsa sAdhavAne vicAra paNa AvatuM nathI te tene mATe prayAsa karavAne kayAMthI hoya? teo anukUla sAdhane mATe mathe che paNa maLatAM nathI, anahada cintA karatA hovAthI anukUla sAdhane meLavavA mATe paNa saddabhAvanAo AvatI nathI ane duSTa bhAvanAnA ge evuM karI bese ke bhabhava sAlyA kare ane kaI paNa bhavamAM sukhane anubhava na AvatAM yAtanAemAM saDyA kare che, mATe pApane nivArIne puNyane vadhAre evuM vadhAre ke anukula sAdhanasAmagrI maLavApUrvaka sAcAritranuM pAlana thAya, AtmavikAsapUrvaka kamenI nirjarA thAya, kevalajJAna pAmIne siddhipada prApta karAya ane siddhipada prApta thayA pachI janma, jarA ane mRtyunI viDaMbanAo-vipattione AvavAne avakAza maLaze nahI. Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinA saMkaTa paNa Avaze nahI. puNyane bhegavaTe bhagavatI veLAe pApa na baMdhAya, pApasthAnake na levAya tenI takedArI-sAvadhAnI jarUra rAkhavI paDaze. kAraNa ke puNyanA bhegavaTAmAM AtmabhAna rahetuM nathI ane rasagaurava-zAtAgIravamAM lepAyamAna thatAM pApanA baMdhane avakAza maLe che mATe temAM bahu sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA che. dukhanA bhegavaTAmAM te rasagaurava ke zAtAgIravane abhAva hovAthI ghaNAM pApa baMdhAtA nathI. ane te vakhate samyajJAna hoya te karmonI nirjarApUrvaka AtmavikAsa sadhAya che, mATe puNyanA bhegavaTAnI veLAe For Private And Personal Use Only

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49 cetavAnuM rahe che jethI vikAsa sadhAya tevuM puraya bAMdhavuM ane tevA prakAranA vicAra rAkhavA. apAra saMsAra-sAgaramAM paribhramaNa karatAM daza daSTAMte durlabha e manuSyabhava mahAmuzIbate maLe che. mahAmuzIbate jene pAra pamAya te apAra kahevAya. sarovara-mahAnadIone pAra pAmavAmAM sAgaranI mAphaka muzkelI paDatI nathI. te to be hAthethI paNa taratA AvaDatuM hoya te tarIne pAra utarI zakAya che, paNa sAgaramAM sTImara ke vahANa vinA tarIne kinAre AvI zakAya nahI mATe sAgarane apAra kahyo che, paNa apAra e sAgara saMsAranI AgaLa gAgara je che eTale saMsAra, sAgara karatAM paNuM tarave atyaMta duSkara che. atyaMta duSkara ane mahAmuzIbate tarI zakAya evA saMsArasAgarane tarIne pAra utaravAne upAya levuM paDaze jate sivAya atyaMtaduHkhane, viDaMbanAne, temaja vipattione aMta Avaze nahI ane nirAbAdha akSaya ane anaMta sukha kadApi maLaze nahI. sAgarane taravA mATe chidrovALuM vahANa heya te te ja vahANa sAgaramAM bUDADe che mATe chidro vinAnuM vahANa svIkArAya che ke jethI sukhapUrvaka tarI zakAya, ane viDaMbanAe Ave nahI. te pramANe saMsArasAgarane tarIne pAra utaravA mATe chidro vinAnI kAyArUpa naukAnI jarUra paDe ema che, nahItara saMsArasAgaramAM DUbavAne avasara maLI Ave! tamee saMsArasAgarane taravA mATe chidro vALI naukA lIdhela hevAthI kevI rIte tarIne pAra utaraze? mATe chidrone baMdha karIne tare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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oine baMdha vAnI hAzamAM tarata rahelI che. teone baMdha karavA mATe upAya le te ja baMdha thaze. A kAyAmAM naukAmAM avata, pAMca Iddhine vikAra, ane tenAthI utpanna thatAM kaSAya-krodhAdika che, teone baMdha karavA mATe tratAhika upAse paNa che, mATe kAyArUpI nIkAnA chidro baMdha karIne saMsArasAgarane tare. pachI janma, jarA ane maraNane bhaya, duHkha-vihebanAone AvavAne avakAza maLaze nahIM. chidrovALI naukAmAM besavAthI ane tenA vizvAse rahevAthI anaMta mAna, saMsAra sAgaramAM DUbelA che ane DUbaze mATe tenA vizvAse rahetA nahIM paNa baMdha karavA prayAsa kare, jethI jarUra pAra utarIne sukhI thaze. majabUta naukAmAM beThA pachI kharAbA-khaDa ane vamaLane tapAsIne haMkAra, tapAsa karyA sivAya naukAne haMkAraze te te te naukAne khaDakomAM athaDAI-bhAMgI mUcho thaze, kAraNa kAyArUpI nIkAne bharoso nathI. jyAM sudhI kharAbe-khaDaka athaDAya nahI tyAM sudhI AtmakArya sAdhI levuM emAM buddhimattA ane bahAdurI che. vrata-niyama-brahmacaryAdine pAlanArAo, kayArUpI naukAne pApArika kharAbe athaDAvatA nathI, ane je kAyAne majabUta banAvI che, tene satya lAbha te laI zake che. eTale mahAmoMgherI kAyAdvArA Alekane ane paralokane sudhAre che, teo sArI rIte samaje che ke A bhavamAM kAyArUpI naukAne kharAbe caDhAvIne AtmasAdhana karyuM nahI te parabhava paNa bagaDavAne mATe A lekane ane paralekane sudhAravA mATe kharAbAthI khasavuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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1. pApo karIne pidhelI kAyA ane AraMbha samAraMbha karIne bhegI karelI saMpatti, sArI buddhimAM bagADa karIne meLavanArane mahAmuzIbatamAM nAMkhe che. mada-dha-mAnAdinA vikArene vadhArIne pazutAmAM lAvI mUke che. pratAdikanuM pAlana karanAra dAna daI zake nahIM, te paNa dAnanA karatAM ghaNuM puNya meLavI zake che ane vadhArI zake che eTale tretAdikanuM ananyabhAvathI pAlana karyuM te satya puNya ane paise che. paise te satya paise nathI, kAraNa ke mahAprayAsa karIne prApta karela paisAthI paNa cintAo, vyAdhio temaja viDaMbanAo TaLatI nathI, paNa vadhatAM jAya che ane jenAthI cintAo vadhatI rahe viDaMbanA Ave tevA paisAo ke saMpatti vigerethI zo lAbha? cintAviDaMbanAdikane haThAvavA mATe paisA saMpatti vigere mahenata karIne meLavAya che, paNa dhAraNa karela kAryo banatA nathI ane vipattio ochI paNa thatI nathI, mATe dunyavI padArthone prApta karavA mahApuNyanA prabhAve prApta thaela kAyAne kharAbeanAcAramAM ja nahI. sadAcAra pALIne te dvArA AtmAne anubhava le ane paramAtmArUpa bane. paramAtmA rUpa banavAne mATe paNa kAyAnI jarUra rahevAnI; mATe viSayAsaktimAM kAyAne vie nahI. 31. jagatanA prANuonuM sAdhya, bhinna prakAranuM hoya che. ane karmajanya rAga-dveSa, meha mamatA, anAdikAlanI hovAthI bhinna bhinna sAdhya mAnI tene meLavavA mATe nirantara prayatnazIla hoya che, keTalAkane manahara ISTa bhejanAdikanuM sAdhya hoya che, keTalAkane te sugaMdhIdAra vastuonuM, rUpALA banavAnuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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52 ke mojamajAmAM AnaMda mAnavAnuM ke dhanabhava-sattA-sAhAbI vigerene prApta karavAnuM sAdhya hoya che. te sAdhya managamatuM maLe temAM ja AnaMda mAne che paraMtu jyAre teonAM viyAga thatAM aniSTa varatu AvIne maLe tyAre valopAta karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI, te temanI ajJAnatA-mamatA ane Asaktine sUcave che, kAraNa ke sAya, kSaNabhaMgura ane vinAzI mAnyuM che kemake kSaNabhaMgura vastuone viga sajAela hevAthI khasI jatAM vilaMba thatuM nathI. bhale te sAdhya vastune zAzvatI saMgrahe ! paNa tethI teone je svabhAva che te jAte nathI ane nityatA temAM AvatI nathI, anitya vastunI nityatA mAnavI ane nityane anityatA mAnavI teja mithyAtva kahevAya che. emAM game tevI sukhanI abhilASAne dhAraNa karIne tanateDa mahenata karavAmAM Ave te paNa satya sukha maLe kayAMthI? mUlamAM bhUla hoya te saravALe bhUla Ave ja, mATe AvA sAdhyane sukhanuM sAdhana mAnatA nahI, paNa cintA, udvega, rAga, dveSa, meha, mamatAne vadhAranAra che, Ama samajI heya-tyAgavA lAyaka mAne. sAcuM dhyeya-sAya te cintA-vyAdhi ane upAdhine TALI satya zAMti ApanAra ane anaMta-avyAbAdha sukhane ApanAra, je kaI hoya te AtmAnuM sAdhya che eTale sadAcAranA pAlana dvArA thaela Atmika guNane vikAsa che. AtmAnA guNene vikAsa thatAM dunyavI meLavelI vastuone viyega thatAM paNu valepAta-vilApa thaze nahI ane samatva bhAvamAM rahevAthI temaja prApta karelI te dunyavI vastuo paNa sahakArane Apaze, karelI mahenata phogaTa jaze nahI. dunyavI padArthonA dhyeyamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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temaja sAdhyamAM caMcalatA-ugatA-unmAda temaja harSa zAkanA vikAro rahelA che, tyAre Atmika guNenA vikAsanA sAdhyamAM AnadanAM jharAo che ke jenA AdhAre trividha tApa, saMtApa utpanna thato nathI paNa zAMti rahe che. patnI-putra-parivAradikane savega anitya rahevAthI vizvAsa pAtra nathI. kAraNa ke te saMga, varUpasaMbaMdha nathI. varUpasaMbaMdhe te AtmAnA vikAsa pAmela zu che, A vizvAsapAtra ane vizvAsa karavA lAyaka che. saMpUrNa vikAsa pAmela AtmAnA guNe kadApi avarAtA nathI, je avarAya che te sAgasaMbadhe maLelA guNa. sagAsaMbadhe maLelA guNenI sArthaktA, saphalatA, savArUpasaMbaMdhe thaelA AtmAnA guNonA vikAsamAM che, jyAM sudhI AtmaguNene vikAsa thAya nahIM tyAM sudhI sagAsabaMdhe prApta karelA udAratA, pApabhIrutAdika guNene mUkavA jevA nathI, paNa tenuM rakSaNa karIne AtmavikAsa sAdhave ke jethI karmodayajanya harSa, zoka, cittA, vyAdhio vigere bahu satAve nahI. ApaNane je harSazekAdi thAya che tenuM kAraNa Atmika guNanA vikAsane abhAva ja che. jyAM harSazekAdi che tyAM karmone baMdha che ane jyAM samatva che, AtmavikAsa che tyAM konI nirjarA che. ApaNane managamatA manetara saMge maLatAM harSanA AvegamAM gherAIe chIe ane aniSTa sago maLatAM zeka-udvegAdikane dhAraNa karIe chIe, te badhe karmonA udayane prabhAva che. Atmika guNone prabhAva te acitya ane agocara che-hajAra jillAthI kahI zakAya nahI e anaMta zAMti ApanAra che. A prabhAva For Private And Personal Use Only

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maka ApaNane kaI paNa kSetramAM maLela nahIM hovAthI arva ke vAya che. tame je sone apUrva ane sukha janaka mAne che, te te anaMtavAra devadikamAM paNa maLela che ane mUkela che tethI apUrva kahevAya nahIM, paNa te prakAranuM mAtA tamAruM che. te eka jAtanI bhramaNa che. bhramita banela chavAtmAo, pUrva bhavamAM sArA agara kharAba saMge ne viyegA anaMtIvAra paNa maLyAM hoya teone apUrva mAnI bese che, tethI AtmAnA apUrva prabhAvane jANI zakatuM nathI temaja AdarapUrvaka meLavI zakatA nathI, mATe AtmarUpa apUva vastune jANe-jANIne AdarapUrvaka ( saMkaTane sahana karIne paNa) meLa. tethI sAMsArika sukhanI tRSNa tamane satAvaze nahIM ane savaya meva zAMta thaze. kahe, tame be saMgomAMthI kyA saMbaMdhanI cAhanA rAkho cho? sagAsabaMdhanI ke svarUpasabaMdhathI AvirbhAva pAmelA AtmAnA guNenI? vyavahAramAM kahevAya che ke ghara AMgaNe AvelA mahemAna eka be divasa rahIne avasthAne cAlyA jAya che ane potAnA je hoya che te jatA nathI. kadAca jAya te pAchA Ave che te pramANe saMgasaMbaMdhe che ane pAse ne pAse rahenAra varUpasaMbaMdha che; kaI paNa kALe A svarUpasaMbaMdhe rahelA guNene AvirbhAva karyA sivAya avikArI sukha maLavAnuM nathI ja ane tame avikArI sukhanI abhilASA rAkhe che te saMgasaMbaMdhe kadApi maLanAra nathI. kSaNamAM khasI janAra satya-avikArI sukha Ape kayAMthI ? mATe je je saMjogo upasithata thayA hoya temAM mUMjhavaNamAM paDe nahIM. mUMjhavaNamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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paDavAthI avikArI sukhane mAga samajAtuM nathI. samajyA sivAya meLavavA mATe tamannA jAgatI nathI. tamannA sivAya satya mArgo gamana karatuM nathI. ane je vigavALA che temAMja lAgaNI rahe che, mATe savarUpasaMbaMdhe maLatA Atmika guNenA upAyane samajI tene saMpUrNa bhAvathI Adara kare. pachI kaI prakAranI abhilASA raheze nahI. A guNo mATe bahAra deza dezAntara bhaTakavAnuM nathI ane bhaTake te paNa A guNe maLavA azakaya ja che, A vastu vecAtI maLatI nathI. temaja lAgavaga, lAMca rUzvatathI ke keIne bhIti pamADavAthI ke koIne dabAvavAthI ke keInuM lUMTI levAthI maLI zake ema nathI. e te tadana samIpamAM ja rahelA hovAthI antaramAM ja nihAche te ja maLI zake ema che; ataramAM nihALIne jeTalA dunyavI vicAre che, saMkalpavika che. teTalAone tyAga karavAthI ja maLI zake ema che. bAhA daSTithI vikAsa sadhAte hoya te kaI paNa mAnava kadApi duHkhI mAlUma paDe nahI ane duHkhI heya nahI; mATe satyasukhI thavAmAM AtmAnA guNenA vikAsanI AvazyakatA rahelI che ja. satyasukhane meLavavA mATe keTalAka nAce che, keTalAka kudakA mAre che. keTalAka yuddho karIne anya jananuM paDAvI levA prayatno karyA kare che. keTalAka te ahaMkAra-mamakAranA vikArone vadhAravA temaja viSayanA sukhane meLavavA athAga prayAsa karI ra la hoya che. teo ema mAnI beThelA heya ke AmAMthI ja satyasukha jarUra maLaze. A pramANe ajJAnatAthI bhramita banela For Private And Personal Use Only

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mana AkAza pAtAlamAM bhame che paNa temAM hoya te mane ! che nahI te maLe kayAMthI? siddhabhagavAnane karmo na hovAthI, zarIre pAMcamAMthI ekeya hoya nahI, teo saMpUrNa cetanamaya AnaMdaghana-kavarUpa hoya che, temaja pAMceya zarIramAMthI ekeya zarIra nahI hovAthI janma, jarA ane mRtyunI yAtanAo, viDaMbanAo temaja vipattio paNa kayAMthI hoya ? janmAdikanI sAthe anAdikAlIna vaLagela, Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinA dukhe paNa hAya nahI; ane anaMta sukhamAM sarvathA-sarvadA ane sarvatra jhIlatA hoya che; AvA sukhanI cAhanA karanAra prathama karmone AvavAnA dvAre baMdha karavA sArI rIte prayAsa kare joIe ane karmonA dvArenAM bAraNA baMdha karyA pachI sattAmAM rahelA karmone dUra karavA Atmabalane pheravavuM joIe. ane karmonA udayane vila karavA mATe samatvane dhAraNa karavuM te sAro upAya che, jaDa vastuomAM cetanA hotI nathI eTale nirjIva te hoya che, jaDacetanamaya ApaNe chIe. jyAM sudhI AtmA sAthe jaDa kane saMbaMdha che tyAM sudhI nirbheLa satyasukha kadApi maLatuM nathI. maLela nathI ane maLaze paNa nahI ja; mATe sukha meLavavA kayAM DadhAma karaze? viSaya kaSAyone sevI kamenA daDha baMdhane kema baMdhAo cho? aparAdha karIne pApasthAnakene sevI cAra gatimAM rAzI lAkha yoniomAM janma-jarA-maraNanA anaMta duHkhene kema punaH punaH sahe che? tyAM satya sukhane leza paNa nathI, tyAM duHkhanA DuMgare rahelA che. vyAdhinI khAIe bharapUra bharelI che ane cintAnA sAgare uchALA mArI rahela che tevA sthAe For Private And Personal Use Only

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ne phara karavAnI bharapUra che. phakta gamana na karatAM tame tamArA pitAnA AtmAnA guNe tarapha najara karIne teonI samIpamAM Ave, AvavAmAM ALasa karaze nahI. te, jarUra tamArI sarva abhilASA pUrNa thaze. anyatra paribhramaNa karavAnI AkAMkSA anukrame mULathI nAza pAmaze ane Adhi-vyAdhi vigerenA kaNo raheze nahI. eTale karmonA baMdhanenA udayane dUra karavA prayAsa karavAnI khAsa agatyatA che, karmonA baMdhanene dUra karavA ane teonA udaya viphala karavA bIje thale javuM paDe ema nathI. e te samyajJAnapUrvaka cAritranI ArAdhanAnA vege Ape Apa dUra bhAgaze ane viphala thaze. baMdha, udaya ane sattAmAM rahelA karmonA balane dUra karavAnI tAkAta, tamArA AtmAmAM bharapUra che. phakta attara najara karIne nehathI nihALe, Adara kare tenI jarUra che. te tamArI samIpamAM che, tethI avazya Avaze. tame anyatra paribhramaNa karatA rahevAthI tenA sukhanI yAdI karatA nathI. te tarapha najara ane Adara karatA nathI te tamArI pAse kayAMthI Ave ? bahu dabAI gaela varatuo, ApaNuM samIpamAM AvI zakatI nathI paNa jyAre dabANa ochuM thAya ke mUlamAMthI khasI jAya che, tyAre ApaNane vayameva AvIne bheTe che, kaho? atyAra sudhI kaI vastuo tarapha najara karI nehane rAkhe? te vastuo meLavavAnI laganI lagADI. cintAe karI ane prayatna karyA? dunyavI viyegI ane vikArI vastuomAM laganI lagADavApUrvaka jIvanaparyata prayAsa karyA! be ghaDI paNa AtmAnI tAkAta tarapha nehathI najara karI nathI, te pachI tamane tAkAta kayAMthI AvI male ane satya sukha kayAMthI Ape ? janma dhAraNa karIne temaja nihALe, A For Private And Personal Use Only

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58 niyAdArImAM DAhya anI tamAe tamArI pharaja, je hatI tene vicArI che ane trIje mAceADIA mAryA che; AjIjI karIne sevAo prArthanA karI che, te te dA denArI thai te zu adyApi cetatA nathI ane ALasu khanIne bUma pADyA karI che. Ama ALasu banI bUma pADavAthI dakhAI rahelI tAkAta zuM AvI maLatI haze ? maLavI azakya ja che; mATe AnA guNuAmAM sapUrNa zraddhA dhAraNa karI sadguru pAsethI samyag sprana meLavI cAtrine khAMDAnA dhAranI mAphka pAlI, te karmone dUra karA. anaMta kevaLajJAnIo, gaNadhara bhagava'tA, vairAgI-sa'vegI evA sAcA munirAjo, AtmAnA guNenI zraddhA, jJAna ane saccAritranuM pAlana karIne anaMta tAkAta vadhAravApUrvaka anata anyAbAdha sukhane prApta karIne anatA kAla AnaMdamAM jhIlyA kare che. tamAre jo janma-jarA-maraNa tathA Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhinI viDaMbanAonA tyAga karIne satya sukhane prApta karavuM hAya teA kevaLajJAnI--tIthaMkara mahArAjanA pharamAna mujaba sanmAe vaLA ane anaMta sukha meLave. 32. jyAre sasAranA svarUpanA barAbara khyAla Ave che, tyAre temAM Asakita, rAgabhAva Ache. thAya che ane anukrame AtmAnA guNuAmAM sthiratA thatAM mUlamAMthI sabanA abhAva thAya che. eTale sasAranA svarUpanA kharAkhara khyAla thavAthI temAMthI utpanna thayela rAganA abhAva ane AAtmika guNAmAM sthiratA, mAkSanA sukhane meLavI Ape che ane te sukha avikArI hAvAthI kSavinAzI hAtu nathI ja. jyAre sAMsArika sukhamAM duHkhanA khyAla hAtA nathI tyAre ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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va temAM rAjA-khAsaktibhAva thAya che eTale viSayanA supa yUnuSyane vahAlAM lAge che ane vahAluM lAgathI ja te sukhAne meLavavA mATe, rakSaNa karavA ATe, vividha prakAA pramAtA manuSya jIvanama ta karyA kare che. chatAM satya sumanA leza paNa maLatA nathI. tethI ja viArI vaiyika suSmamAM mukhya anatAM aneka prakAranI viTamanA bhAgavavI paDe che. AvI paDelI viddha khAne haThAvavA mATe pAchA tevA ja sAdhanAnI cAhanA karIne adhikAdhika vipattieAnA gherAmAM sapAI manuSya, du:khI du:khI thAya che. eTale asataSamAM ja AyuSya pUrNa thatAM paralAka jAya che; tyAM paNa tenAM vaiyika sukha meLavavA, sarAjI karavA jIvanaparyaMta mahAmahenata kyAM kare che. bhavanI paraMparAmAM paNa yAtanAnA-viDaMbanAnA ata AvatA nathI. Ave paNa kyAMthI ? kharajane dUra karavA kaI mukhya mAnavI kocanA kAtarAnI sAthe zarIra ghase te te araja maTavAnI ke vadhavAnI ? vadhe temAM zI navAI! kAraNa kaucA svabhAva ja kharajane vadhAravAnA che. te te kharajane vadhAryAM ja kare tenI mAphaka vaiSayika sukhaneA svabhAva paNa tenA jevA che. jema jema tenu'' sevana thAya tema tema viSaya vAsanA rahe che paNa ochI thatI nathI. AchI kayAre thAya ke jyAre thArIrika khala rahe nahI. agara tenA sAthane barAbara na hoya tyAre; nahIMtara bhAbhava te sukhane prApta karavA mATe prANIo prayAsa karavAmAM AkI rAkhatA nathI ane viSanAgane vipattione sahana karatAM AyuSyane pUruM kare che; mATe sAra svarUpane jarUra jANavAnI takeddArI rAkhavAnI vyAvazyaktA vadhatI For Private And Personal Use Only

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A sivAya rAgane abhAva thavo te azakya che. rAgamAMthI ja, samagra saMsAra upara thAya che, ane rAganA abhAvamAM ja vItarAga banIne mokSapada meLavAya che, mATe nirantara saMsAranA viSAyika sukhanA svarUpane jANe ane AtmAnA svarUpane jANe. vaiSayikasuomAM Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi bharapUra bharelI che, tyAre Atmika guNenI ramatAmAM tathA dharmadhyAnamAM AnaMdanA jharAomAM jhIlavAnuM hoya che. AvA sukhamAM jhIlavAnuM kene game nahI? dareka prANuone pasaMda te che ja kAraNa ke sattAmAM rahela AtmAnA guNemAM anaMta sukha che. anaMta AnaMdanI Urmio uchaLyA kare che tethI ja kSaNabhaMgura, vikArI ne vaLI pariNAme atyaMta paritApI evAM sukhamAM prANuone saMtoSa thatuM nathI-eTale bhava sukhanI jhaMkhanA rahyA kare che; paraMtu tevA sukhanI jhaMkhanA vikArI-vaiSayika sukhethI kayAMthI pUrNa thAya? kadApi thAya ja nahI. vaiSayika sukhanI jhaMkhanA ane meLavelI tenI sAdhanasAmagrI kadApi satyasukhane ApI zakatI nathI ja ane Apaze paNa nahI, mATe tene rAga e cha kare tathA bala pheravIne tene mUlamAMthI dUra kare. viSayasukhanI jhaMkhanAmAMthI ja mAnasika vRttionI atyaMta caMcalatA vadhatI rahe che, jema jema mAnasika vRttio caMcalatAnA vegamAM vadhatI rahe che tema cintAo, vyAdhio ane upAdhionI viDaMbanAone AvavAne avakAza barabara maLe che. A trividha saMtApane zAMta karanAra je kaI hoya te samyagajJAnapUrvakanI vicAraNA ane vivekanI jAgRti che ke jenA sAthe mAnasika vRttione vega ane vikAra a5 thatuM rahe For Private And Personal Use Only

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ane sthiratA AvIne vase; manuSyone mATe thiratAne satyApAya A pramANe che. bIjA upAse bhale tame mAne paraMtu te upAya cintAo vadhAranAra yAdhi-upAdhione vadhAranAra chemATe barAbara vicAraNA ane viveka karIne, manane sthira karIne, Atmika guNemAM sthira thaIne, satyasukhane meLave, duHkhanuM nAmanizAna paNa raheze nahI. eka mANasa prathama sAmAnya sthitimAna hatuM, tyAre tene saMsAranA svarUpane tathA tenA sagAne viyogane kAMIka khyAla rahetA, tethI bhavabhIru ane pApabhIru banIne AraMbhasamAraMbhanA kAme ochA karatA ane karavA paDe te pApabhIru banIne baLatA hRdaye karate tethI tene sAMsArika sukhane ghaNe valepAta hate nahI. samaye samaye dhArmika kriyAo karavAmAM temaja zakaya popakAranA kAryo karavAmAM pramAdI banate nahI ane AnaMdamAM rahetA, paraMtu vyApAra karatAM e dAva-bhAga maLI AvyuM ke pRdayathI A bhAI zrImaMta lakSAdhipati banyA. paisA paisAone vadhAre che ane adhika meLavavAnI abhilASA thAya che. atyAre te zrImaMta zeThe vyApAra vadhAryo. tenA ge karaDapati banyA. have vadhI rahelA nANAne kayAM nAMkhavA e cintA thavA lAgI. temaja dhADapADuonI bhItinA jANakArAo thavA lAgyA. zeThe eka moTuM kArakhAnuM taiyAra karyuM. mIla UbhI karIne lAkha rUpIyA temAM nAkhyA. cAlIo tathA mALAo te dhanathI baMdhAvyA. temaja jUnuM ghara mUlamAMthI naSTa karIne navIna pAMca mALavALe AlazAna makAna-baMgale baMdhAvyuM. atyAre zeTha prathamanI sthitine bhUlI gayA che. rAta-divasa kAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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bAbAnI, mIlI sahIonI ane mALAnI ciMtAmAM paDayA che gAma avasthAne AnaMda te kayAM khasI gaye? tenI khabara mAtI nathIane A upAdhionA temaja sthAvara, jema milakatanA kephamAM sukha mAnI rahyA che. have Abaru-pratikAlAgavaga kema vadhe tenI citAmAM pAchA paDayA. zeThane upAya sUjhayo tethI eka AtmajJAnI munivarane pitAnA navIna dhAtela baMgalAmAM padhAzva AgrahabharI vinati karI temaja anya zeTha zAhukArAne, sagAMvahAlAMone AvavA mATe AmaMtraNa ApyuM. zeTha-zAhukAre, sagAMvahAlAM baMgalAne dekhI bahu tArIphaprazaMsA karavA lAgyA tethI A zrImaMta zeTha kulAi jhulAIne kALaka thayA. munivarya A baMgalAne dekhI khuzI te kayA paNa zeThanI prazaMsA karatA nahI hovAthI munivarane kahyuM kegurumahArAja A baMgale ke banyuM che? amee daza lAkha paiyA khacIne A taiyAra karyo che, bArI-bAraNa-jharUkha vigerethI sajaja karyo che, ItyAdika kahe che- paNa tame mArA prazaMsA kema karatA nathI ? zaramane laIne bolI zakatuM nathI? gurumahArAja zeThanI abhilASAne-vicArane jANI gayA. ane hatuM ke-te rUpaiyAno vyaya karIne kArakhAnA-baMgale vigere baMdhAvyA paNa tArA mATe te zuM karyuM? tArA mATe te traNa cAra hAthanI jagyA ne? te paNa jokhamathI bharelI ane AyuSya pUrNa thatAM khAlI karavAnI ane te jagyAne temaja te vasAvela vastuone bIjAe upayoga karavAnA. tane pUchuM ke prathama avasthAmAM je sthiratA hatI, saMteSa-sukhazAMti hatI ane je dhArmika kA-paropakArAdika kaye thatAM hatAM te thAya che For Private And Personal Use Only

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che? zeThe kahyuM ke-prathamanI avasthAmAM jevI zAMti-satavAhika hatA te te hAlamAM nathI. meM jANyuM ke dhanAdikane vadhAravAthI adhika sukhazAMti raheze, tethI vyApArAdi karIne dhanAdikane lAlAya. cinAothI mAnasika vRtti zAMta thatI nathI. ghaDIkamAM nAdikanI, putra parivArAdikanI, kArakhAnA mIla vigerenI citAemAM sadAya, mana udvigna rahe che. gurue kahyuM ke bhalA ! tArA sukha mATe have kAMIka karavuM joIe. AyuSya pUrNa thayA pachI eka ghaDI paNa tane tArA baMgalAmAM rahevA deze nahI. mazAna bhUmikAmAM lAkaDAnI citAmAM tArA zarIrane mUkaze; upara lAkaDAM ane nIce paNa lAkaDAM khaDakI bALI khAkha karaze rAgAvahAlA paikI tAre ja putra tane bALavA mATe prathama agni mUkaze, mATe A saghaLI mAyAne meha mUkIne AtmasAdhana sAdhI . zeTha samajaNanA gharamAM AvyA, saMgenA sagAvahAlAonA avarUpanuM bhAna thayuM ane kahevA lAgyA kebAjI bagaDI. have sudhAravI tamArA hAthanI vAta che. gurudeve kahyuM ke-saMyamAnI ArAdhanA sivAya cintAone vyAdhi ane upAdhione aMta nathI, mATe mamatAne parihAra karIne saMyamane Adara kare. zeThe te pramANe vartana karyuM ane sukhazAMtine zakti amANe meLavI. A pramANe sadAya tamAre saMsAranA svarUpanI vicAraNA karavI te ucita che. 33. vastuone meLavavA mATe prayAsa karo, tenI citA karavI tenA karatAM tyAga adhika baLavAna ane dAyaka che. vastuo vinA tyAga kevI rIte karIzuM? ja cintA ke panA paNa karavAnI nathI, kAraNa ke tyAganA For Private And Personal Use Only

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be prakAre che. eka bAhya dekhItI vastuone tyAga ane bIjo viSaya kaSAyane tyAga athavA tenAthI utpanna thatAM vikArane tyAga. A paNa tyAga ja che ane bAhya vastuo karatAM paNa viSayakaSAyanA vikArone tathA tenI Asaktine tyAga AtmAnI zaktine vadhAre balavatI banAve che ane bAhya tyAga karatAM Antarika eTale viSaya kaSAyane tyAga mekSanA anaMta sukhane Ape che. AvA tyAga sivAya bAhya tyAga, mamatA, ahaMkAra, Asaktine dura karavAmAM samartha banatuM nathI; ahaMkArathIhariphAIthI temaja jagatamAM prasiddha thavA mATe bAhya tyAga thAya che paNa Antara-ahaMkArAdikano tyAga banI zakatA nathI. bAhAne tyAga, je samyagUjJAna, vicAra ane viveka na hoya te te dunyavI A lekanI ane paralokanI sukhanI abhilASAomAM cAlyuM jAya cheeTale mamatA Asakti vigere a5 thatAM nathI. tyAgathI dunyavI padArtho maLe te paNa jyAM sudhI viSayakaSAyane tyAga nathI tyAM sudhI satyasukhane leza paNa maLI zakate nathI. sApa bahAranI kAMcaLIne tyAga karIne nirviSa banate nathI, antaranI viSanI kathaLI jyAre dUra thAya tyAre ja nirviSa bane che. te pramANe Atarika viSaya kaSAyanA je vikA viSa karatAM paNa atyaMta duHkhadAyI che, tene tyAre tyAga thAya tyAre satya sukha, zAMti, sAco anubhava Ave ane AtmA nirvikArI banI avinAzI ane eTale mAtra bahArane tyAga dUra karavA jevuM nathI. paNa tenI sAthe sAthe Antarika vikArone tyAga karavAnI AvazyakatA che. bAhya vastuone abhAva hoya, tethI tyAga karI zakatA na ha tethI cintAtura For Private And Personal Use Only

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anavu joIe nahI. Antarika tyAga karavA te tamArA kabajAnI nAta che, ane tene tyAga karavAnI tamArAmAM tAkAta paNa che. bAhya vastune tyAga te kharAkhara tyAga kahI zakAya nahIM; paNa mamatA, mAyA, ahuMkAra vigerenA tyAganI sAthe jJAnAdika karavu te satya tyAga kahevAya. mamatAnA tyAga sivAya AbarU khAtara ke hariphAIthI Apela dAna, pAchaLa pastAvA karAve che, tethI joIe tevA lAbha maLavA durlabha che, saMsAranI cAre gatinI rakhaDapaTTIne baMdha karAvanAra ane satya avyAkhAdha sukhane ApanAra jo koi hAya te dravya ane bhAvathI eTale khAdyathI ane antarathI karele tyAga che. keTalAka mANasa sevAnA svArtha sAdhavA khAtara temaja anAdikane adhika meLajavA khAtara dAna kare che, paNa te ana-tyAga kahI zakAya nahI. ema te pazu pukhIo pAsethI iSTa lAbha levA teonu zeSaNu karavAmAM Ave che, tene khArAkI pANI mAna vagere Dhe che, paNa temAM tenI bhAvanA kevI hAya che te tame jANeA che? tene kAMIka dunyavI lAbha dUdha-ghI vigere maLatAM hAvAthI peSaNu karavA taiyAra ane che tathA jee ekaDAne tathA makarAone bAra mAsa sudhI peAle che, sArI rIte khArAkI, pANI vigere Dhe che, te dAna tyAga kahI zakAya nahI; kAraNa ke teja meNu karanAra muslIma bakarI idane divase dharmanA bahAne teone mArI nAMkhe che, ane pAchA kahe che kehazastra karatA nathI pazu halAla karIe chIe. temanI hulAlIne vicAra karavA joIe. dunyavI tyAganA neka ane vividha kAraNA For Private And Personal Use Only

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ane bhede rahelA che, paNa viSaya kaSAyanA tyAganA vividha kAraNe nathI. mamatAne tyAga thAya eTale tenI sAthe pAchaLanA vikAro ane vicAra ApoApa dUra bhAgatA jAya che. uttama mahAzaye te dunyavI svArtha sAdhavA dAnAdika karavAnI bhAvanAvALA detA nathI. paNa mamatA, viSaya, kaSAyane dUra karavA mATe ja tyAgAdika karavAnI bhAvanAvALA hoya che, mayama puruSa, svArtha sAdhavApUrvaka tyAgAdika karavAnI bhAvanAvALA hoya che, paNa teoe niSkAmabhAve tyAga-dAna karavAnI vicAraNA karavI joIe. temAM temanuM hita ane zreyA che. 34. vastuo vinA paNa calAvI levAnI Teva pADavI. te mAnasika bala vinA banatuM nathI. jema jema mAnasika zakti vadhe che tema tema dunyavI vastuo sivAya paNa calAvI levAnI zakita jAgrata thAya che, dunyavI vastu sivAya calAvI zakAya nahI te sAcI parAdhInatAnI beDI che. A beDIne teDavA mATe nirantara bhAvanA rAkhavI ke dunyavI vastuonI parAdhInatAne tyAga karyA sivAya satya svAdhInatA maLavI azakya che. A pramANe samajIne tIrthaMkara-vItarAgakathita AjJAnusAre vrata-pratyAkhyAna karIne vastuonI parAdhInatAnI beDIne teDavA mATe manuSya samartha bane che. ane tenA vege Atmabala-mAnasika bala paNa vadhArI zake che jyAre vastuo hetI nathI tyAre ApaNe calAvI zakIe chIe ne? te pachI vastue hete paNa dhAre te calAvI zakAya, mATe zakti nathI ema bolavuM te bInakALajI jevuM kahI zakAya. manuSya vyAdhizrata hoya ane vaivonI davA letA hoya tyAre vaidyanI AjJA For Private And Personal Use Only

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mujaba ISTa khAvA-pIvAne tyAga karIne calAvI levAya che ne? e be vastuothI saMteSa rAkhavuM paDe che ne? te pachI anAdi wlanI vastuonI parAdhInatA teDavA mATe thoDIka vastuothI calAvI laIe temAM ze Adha Ave ? je strIne pati nirbala hoya, kamAte hAya nahI te strIne avatAra vRthA che, tenI mAphaka AtmA je nabaLe hoya te kAyA ane mAyA ane mamatA vRthA thAya che. ane samatA te tenAthI dUra bhAge che. samatA sivAya A jIvAtmA pote AgaLa vadhI zakatuM nathI ane sukhI banatuM nathI te mATe AtmA zaktimAna ane tenA jeTalA sAdhane hoya teone savIkAra karIne AtmAne tathA samatAne balavAna banAvavA prayatna kare ke jethI AtmAnI agati thAya nahI. ane balavAna ane nirmala AtmAnI mAphaka Urvagati je svAbhAvika rahelI che te AvIne vayameva prApta thAya che. AtmAne . havabhAva UrvagatimAna che, paNa hAlamAM viSaya kaSAyanA vikArethI te gati upara dabANa Avela che. 35. jIbhane vaza rAkhe, jIbha chuTI mUkaze te te cha duzmananI garaja sAraze eTale seMkaDe zatrue UbhA karaze. vakhate ghaNuM nukazAnI thaze, mATe tene kabajAmAM rAkhavAmAM ja lAbha thaze. ajJAnatA ahaMkArAdika jIbhane uzkerI mUke che ane chama lAga maLatAM maheTI hAni kare che. 36 madhura ane mita vANuthI zatruone paNa namatuM ApavuM paDe che, ane teo kadAcahane tyAga karIne sahakAra ApavA For Private And Personal Use Only

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taiyAra thAya che. veravirAvAhikane visArI mitra bane che kalamAM amRta che ane jhera che temaja vahAla che ane zire dhAdika paNa che. jIbhane aMkuzamAM rAkhavAthI Arogya zAha buddhi ane vacanasiddhi paNa thAya che. jIbhanA ghaNI vAra karavAthI Arogya bagaDe che ane bImArI thatAM vividha prakAre pIDAo AvIne ghero ghAle che ane cha vaza rAkhavAmAM Arogya-saMpa-salAha sacavAya che ane madhura vacanethI premasaMpanuM rakSaNa thAya che ane saMpattio-zaktio AvIne vase che mATe mita-priya balavuM agara mauna dhAravuM hitakara che. AcAryAdikanI avajJA karavAthI tathA jJAna ane jJAnIonI AzAtana karavAthI jIbhamAM vividha prakAranI vyAdhio thAya che ane zarIra vyAdhiothI gherAya che. 37. karmajanma Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi, pratikULatA, saMyevirAga, sukha-duHkha, sAnukULa svajana varga ane pratikUla sagAMvahAlAM, lAbhAMtarAya, kAnAMtarAya, bhegAMtarAya, upazAMtazaya ane viyatarAya vigere karmajanya che. saMsAranA sukhadukha karma janya che, ane mokSa sukha, meha rAga-dveSAdinA abhAvajanya che, jyAM sudhI rAga-deSa mahajanya kaleza che, tyAM sudhI saMsAra jIvate ane jAgato rahevAne eTale sukha maLe te paNa duHkhathI mizrita maLe, nirbheLa sukha maLe nahI. "nirbheLa satya sukhane meLavavuM hoya te rAga-dveSa ane mehane yaLa sAMsArika padArthonA AdhAre ja sukhane meLavavA mathanAra mANase, vartamAnakAlIna sukhane For Private And Personal Use Only

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. dekhe che ane bhaviSyamAM AvI paDanAra AstAne dekhatA nathI. te kAraNe ja teonI vipattie ane vibhanAmeA TatI nathI ane pAsenI pAse rahe che. jyAre te padArtho upasthI sukhanA vizvAsa alpa thAya agara sathA TaLI jAya, tyAre anukrame teone satya sukhanA svAda AvatA rahe che. cakravatI maharSika devatAo pazu aSTasiddhi ane navanidhine tathA divyasukhanA tyAga kare che tyAre ja satya sukha kyAM che? tenI samajaNu paDe che ane naviniSTha ane aSTasiddhi ane divya sapattinA mAhamAM paDatA nathI. lIMTanI mAphka sava sauMpattinA tyAga karIne sayamane svIkAra kare che. saMpattinA tathA sattAnA mAmAM matta banelA mAnavAne jyAre azubheAnnaya thAya che tyAre jenu mukha jovAne gamatu na hAya tenuM paNa mukha jovAnA avasara maLe che ane teonI pAse kAlAvAlA karavA paDe che mATe azubheAyane TALavAne mATe zubha karaNI karIne puNyane vadhAre tethI ja azubhayane AvavAnA avakAza maLaze nahI. jo ALasa ane vikathAmAM vAtAmAM vakhata gumAnye te puNya khatama thatAM pApakama badhAze ane pApAye gadheDAne paNa bApa kahevA paDaze, mATe AvA avasara AvI na maLe te mATe prathamathI sAvadhAna rahevu. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 38, jagat, karma, jIva, ane kAla anAdikAlIna che. temAM jIva, kramanA AdhAre cAra gatimAM ane cArAzI lAkha ceAnimAM paribhramaNu karI asahya yAtanAone sahana karI rahela che. te yAtanAone dUra karavAnA upAya gusamadvArA kare mAM - anAdikAlIna che. te 2 thaI zake che. ane AtmA For Private And Personal Use Only

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30 zuddha svarUpamAM Ave che. karmo ATha prakAranAM hoya che. temAM mahanIya karmanuM adhika bala che. A mohanIya karmonI prakRtio aThThAvIsa che temAM mithyAtvane upadezadvArA tyAga karavAmAM Ave te samyagadarzananI prApti thAya che. ane samyagadarzana thatAM heya, reya ane upAdeyanI sAcI samajaNa paDe ane satya samajaNa paDatAM dareka bAbatamAM eTale anukULatAnA prasaMge agara pratikULatAnA prasaMge muMjhavaNamAM paDAya nahI, eTale rAga-dveSanA vikAre asara karI zake, nahI ane AtmavikAsa sadhAte rahe; mATe prathama mithyAtva mohanIyanI prakRtine dUra karavA upadeza sAMbhaLavAnI jarUra che. samakitanI prApti cAre gatimAM zAsakAre kahelI che, paraMtu tene amala manuSya bhavamAM ja thaI zake che. manuSya bhava te anaMta saddhine meLavavAnI mosama che temaja taka paNa che. avasarane gumAvyA pachI tene lAbha maLa durlabha che, mATe pramAdane tyAga karIne maLelI samane lAbha levA sUkavuM na joIe, 39vyAvahArika kAryomAM ajJAnatAthI-kahe kebInaAvaDatathI vividha kakAsa jAge che ane te kaMkAsa vadhatAM jhagaDAnuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che ane jhagaDAthI je lAbha maLavAne hoya che te maLatuM nathI, mATe tevAM kAryo prasaMge kaMkAsa-kajIe thAya nahIM te mATe khAsa upaga rAkhavAnI jarUra che. ekadA AcArya mahArAjanI sAthe daza bAra munivaryo eka sArA zaheranA upAzrayamAM padhAryA. eka muni, eka oraDAmAM UMcA avAje savAdhyAya karatA rahevAthI bIjA munione abhyAsa For Private And Personal Use Only

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karavAmAM antarAya paThate. tyAre teo kahetA ke are muni ! dhIme avAje bole. te munie kahyuM ke dhIme dhIme avAje yAdI rahetI nathI ane gAthAo mukhe caDhatI nathI. belAbelI thavA lAgI. e arasAmAM AcArya mahArAje kahyuM ke-tame lAlI kare nahI; tema karavAthI apazAjanA thAya--avAja dhIme saMbhaLAya te mATe te oraDAnuM bAraNuM baMdha kare, tethI tene avAja saMbhaLAze nahI; ane tame sukhethI savAdhyAya temaja bhaNI-gaNI zakaze. bAraNuM baMdha thayuM. avAja paNa dhIme saMbhaLAya ane AnaMdathI abhyAsa karavA lAgyA. A pramANe dareka kAryomAM upaga rAkhI yukti vAparavAmAM Ave te hAnikAraka kalaha-kajIe rahe nahI. ahaMkAra lAvI bAraNuM baMdha karavAmAM je na Ave te bahu kaMkAsa vadhe; mATe AtmArthIe te aMhakArane tyAga karI pUjya bhagavaMte kahe te pramANe vartana rAkhavuM ucita che. belAbelIthI je abhyAsa karela hoya te paNa bhUlI javAya ane jaldI abhyAsa thaI zake nahI, mATe tevA prasaMge namratA dhAraNa karIne yukti vAparavI tethI bahu lAbha thAya che. AtmAne AnaMda rahe che ane prazaMsA thAya che. samyagajJAnIe tevA prasaMge ghaNuM upayogavALA hovAthI temanAthI kaMkAsa thatuM nathI ane bIjAone samajAvIne te upadrane zAMta kare che. 40. AtmazraddhAthI kAryanI siddhi-satkAryo karatI vakhate tamArA viSe leke game tevA abhiprAya dharAve, tamArA hitu viSe game tema leke bele; te paNa tenI paravA rAkhaze nahI te, tamArA kAryomAM AgaLa vadhatA raheze. je lokanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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abhiprA para laya rAkhaze te tamArAthI dhArelAM kAryo banI zakaze nahI. tamArI jAta para zraddhA rAkhaze. AtmazraddhA sarva satkAryonuM mUla che " AdhAra che. zraddhA AdhAre ja satkAryo banI zake che. zraddhAvihIna baLavAna hoya te paNa pAchA paDe che. jemanAmAM mahAna zraddhA-AtmazraddhA hatI, teo pitAnA hAtha dharelAM kAryo karavAnI pitAnI zakti viSe aDaga zraddhA dharAvatAM hatAM. evA ja mahAzAe, satkAryone saMpUrNa karIne savArane uddhAra karela che ane sattA-zakti-saMpattine teoe ja saphala karI che. tame paNa AtmazraddhA rAkhaze te satkAryone saMpUrNa karIne sattA-saMpatti vigerene saphala karaze. jagatamAM ghaNAM lokonA manamAM Ama kasI gaela hoya che ke amArAmAM satkAryone karavAnI zakti nathI. amArA bhAgyamAM karma-nirjarA mATe dhArmika kriyAo karavAnI tAkAta nathI, tethI amArAthI te satkAra karI zakAze nahIM. Ama dhArIne te AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI. ane pitAnAmAM ja rahelI anaMta zaktinI oLakhANa karavAmAM benasIba rahe che. AvA vicAravALAo potAnI jAtane paNa uddhAra karI zakatA nathI. potAnA AtmAne-pitAnI jAtane halakI gaNavAthI-zUnyavat pitAnI halakI sthiti thAya che, ene keTalAka ajJajane jANatA nathI. tethI pitAnA AtmA ane Atmika guNe taraphathI teone joItA pramANamAM lAbha maLato hoya te maLatuM nathI ane rana-hIna dazAmAM AvI phasAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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73 AtmA anaMta zaktine svAmI che, tethI je je addhi ane zuddhi vigere prApta thAya che, te zuddha anela AtmAnA AdhAre che. tame je viSayakaSAyanA vikArone samyaga jJAnapUrvaka TALI temaja saMkalpavikapa vigerene dUra karI sthiratAne dhAraNa karaze te ApoApa AtmAnI anaMta zaktione AvirbhAva thaze ane anaMta sukhanA bhetA banaze. dunyavI padArthonI zedhamAM-teonuM rakSaNa karavAmAM je vakhata lagADe che teTale paNa je Atmika guNonI zodhamAM vakhatane gALe te apUrva apUrva vastune avazya lAbha thaze. - jo tame mATInA DhephA karatAM ucatara banavAnuM pasaMda karaze nahI te tamArA upara bahAdure paga daIne cAlyA jaze. pachI tame piokAre pADo tyAM keNa sAMbhaLaze? mATe tamArA AtmAnI kIMmata AMkatA zIkhe ane Atmika lAbha uThAve. tame bIjAnA jevAM samartha nathI, sArA nathI ane nirbaLa prANI mAtra che-A vicAra je tame karyA karaze, te tamArA jIvananuM samagra dhAraNa kaniSka banI javAnuM ane tamArI tAkAta maMda paDavAnI; mATe jIvananA dharaNane ucatara banAvavuM hoya te anaMta vyAddhi-siddhi ane zuddhine savAmI amAre AtmA che, A pramANe vicAra karyA karo ane te pramANe vartana rAkhaze. je bhAgyazAlIoe vicA-praNAlikA tathA saMyamanI alIe hastagata karelI che teo ja zArIrika tathA mAnayika zakitaonuM rakSaNa karavA samartha bane che ane te te zakitaomAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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74 vadhArA karatA rahe che. teo sArI rIte samajatA hAya che ke kadApi kharAba vicArAthI ane anAcArAthI AtmakalyANa sAdhI zakAtuM nathI. kruSTa vicArAthI tathA anAcArAthI svakalyANu kyAMthI sAdhI zakAya ? AtmaNNAne vikAsa tamArAmAM ja raheve che ane sayamane keLavavAnI zakti paNa tamArAmAM ja rahelI che; mATe teonI cAvIe hastagata karaze. cAvIo, baMdha thaela tALAne ughADIne kapAtamAM rahela mIlkatane darzAve che te pramANe gurugamarUpI cAvIne prApta karIne AtmaguNNArUpI milkatane meLavA. jyAre tamArI nikaTamAM rahela mANusA ke mitrA agara anya koi mANasa, krodhanA AvezamAM ugratA dhAraNa karatA DAya tyAre tamAre temAM dAvAnaLa saLage evA vacanarUpI iMdhaNA nAMkhavA na joIe. sajjana te zAMti kema jaLavAya te pramANe vana rAkhe te vakhate zAMti pakaDIne mauna dhAraNa kare ane kama prakRtinA vicAra kare ke jethI svaparanA uddhAra thAya ane AtmakalyANa sadhAya. koipaNa mAse kadApi ugratAne dhAraNa karI zAMti meLavI che ? haragIja meLavI nathI ane meLavaze paNa nahI. jagatamAM zAMtine meLavavA mATe ane AtmakalyANane mATe AtmasayamanI khAsa AvazyakatA rahelI che. 41. gussAthI-dhathI nukazAna thAya che. mANusAe vAraMvAra vicAra karavA joIe ke, bIjAo upara gussA karavAthI magara aNugamA dhAraNu karavApUrvaka tiraskArAdika karavAthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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kaTale lAbha meLa, ane gusso dhAraNa karavAthI ukaLI jaIne keTalAM badhAM zekajanaka kA kyAM che? ghaNA mANasoe kSaNabhara mijAja gumAvIne mahatvanI padavI agara jIvanabharane sahakAra gumAvela che, zu karanAra mahatvanI padavI meLavavA varSe yAvat karela mahenata-meLavela anubhava kSaNamAtramAM pheMkI dIdhuM che. arthAt keTavarSanA tapanA phalene pheMkI dIdhAM che. | gusso karanAra ane tenA cage ukaLI janAra mANase pitAnA vajana varga upara kAra kera varSAvatAM vilaMba karatA nathI. te sagAMvahAlAMoe karela upakAra ane Apela sahakArane bhUlI sava5rane ghAtaka bane che. guse karanAra-ItihAsanuM-sArI rIte jJAna dharAvate heya agara manahara bhASaNe karIne sabhyajanene khuzI karatuM hoya te paNa anya jane para sahaja pratikULatA thatAM krodhAtura banatAM vAra lagADatA nathI. 42, yAtanA-trAsa ApanArA vicAro dvArA ApaNI jAtane pIDA ApyA pachI, A jAtane pUrate anubhava lIdhA pachI, ApaNe zIkhIzuM ke bIjAo para veravirodhAdika rAkhave ane tene badale le te bahu madhuM kArya che. anya para verane badale levA khAtara ATale badhe kharca karava-zaktine hAsa kare te ApaNane pAlave emaja nathI-ApaNane jyAre samyaga jJAna thaze tyAre ja ApaNe uparokta bInA samajIzuane vera levAthI aTakIzuM. kaI eka mANasa, jyAre potAnI jAtane-pitAnA manane For Private And Personal Use Only

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aMkuzamAM rAkhI zakatA nathI tyAre te Ii mahatvanuM dhAma karI zakavA samartha banatuM nathI, paNa mahatvanA kAryo, mAnasika vRttione aMkuzamAM rAkhavAthI banI zake che, dareka vyavahArika kAryo tathA AdhyAtmika kAryo, mAnasika vRttione kabaje karavAthI saphalatAne dhAraNa kare che. AtmasaMyama sivAya anya zikSaNa lagabhaga niSphaLa bane che. ucca mahatvAkAMkSA, asAdhAraNa zakti ane mahAna pAMDitya dharAvanAra ghaNA mANasone, AtmasaMyamanI zUnyatAe mAnasika vRttione kabaje nahI rAkhavAthI prAyaH pAyamAla karI nAMkhyA che. krodhAtura banI bIjAone pAyamAla karatAM pote jAte ja pAyamAla thaela che te ApaNe sAkSAt dekhIe chIe. kArAgRhamAM pUrAelA kedIone pUche, ke tamee AtmasaMyamane gumAvInenkrodhAdikanA AvezamAM ghaNuM prANuone pIDAo utpanna karIne-ghAtakI rIte goLI mArIne tame keTale lAbha uThAvyuM? tamArA manane kevI sukhazAtA rahI; ke saMtoSa anubhavyo? jyAre AtmasaMyama gumAvavAmAM Ave che, tyAre ja krodhAdinA vikAre jora pakaDe che. 43. mananI zubha vRttiothI mahattA-svayameva AvIne upasthita thAya che temaja vicAro ane AcAronI ugratA, mahAauSadhiothI na rUjhAya evA ghAne rUjhave che temaja mahA. kahezarUpa mahAyuddhonA ghAne paNa rUjhavI nAMkhe che. dareka kAryonI saphaLatA ApanAra-saMpUrNa karanAra AcAra-vicAranI zuddhatA che. uracatA, mahattAne lAvI mUke che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmajJAnathI rAganI nivRtti thAya che tathA mAnasika vRttio nirmala thAya che ane mAnasikavRttio nirmala thatAM manuSyane bhinna bhinna prakAranA maheTA lAbha AvIne maLe che. citA karAvanArI vAta upara temaja varatuo para na ApavuM nahI, cittane ekAgratAmAM thApana karavuM, sadAya AnaMdamAM rahevuM. pratikUlatA Ave te paNa kaleza karavo nahI- milanasAra svabhAva rAkha, keInI pratikUla thavuM nahI ane daDhatAne dhAraNa karavI. upazama-rAvara-vivekane dhANu karavAM ane samatvabhAvamAM rahevuM vigere zaktio AtmavidyArthIne ApaApa upasthita thAya che. AtmavidyA, sarvavidyAmAM atyaMta mahAna che. AtmajJAna-AtmavivAthI kaI zaktio maLatI nathI ? zrAvikabhAva paNuM prApta thAya che ane kSAvikabhAve Atmazaktine saMpUrNa vikAsa paNa thAya che, mATe AtmarAnane meLave, AtmavidyA sivAya sadvicAra paNa che zakatA nathI. AtmajJAnathI manamAM rahelI durbalatA-udAsInatA svI zaktI nathI. zArIrika durbalatA-vyAdhio paNa rahetI nathI. Adhi vyAdhi ane upAdhinI pratikULatAne nAza thAya che mATe manane kendrasthAnamAM sthApana karIne ekAgratAne avazya meLave. je manuSya, AtmazraddhA ane kArya karavAnI nizcaya buddhivALe temaja AzAvAdI-he te saMpattimAna che; paraMtu jenAmAM AtmAnI zakti upara zraddhA nathI temaja mAnasika line zuddha karavAnI jenAmAM buddhi nathI teo bhale dunyavI saMpattinuM hoya te paNa rAttimAna gaNAya nahIM-AtmazraddhA For Private And Personal Use Only

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Ge AtmajJAna ane AtmaramaNutA e satya dhana tathA satya zakti tathA sa'patti che. AtmazaktinA je manuSya thaI AvirbhAva karatA nathI, jeo mANasAIne paNa pIchANI zakatA nathI eTale te mahAsaMjJA, bhayasa jJA, maithuna tathA parigrahasa'jJAmAM adhikAdhika Asakta banIne peAtAnI zaktinA DAsa karatAM hAya che; tethI tethI ja, rAga-dveSa-IrSyA-ahaMkAra-mamatA vigere durguNAne AvavAne avakAza maLe che. jo tamArAmAM sAcI mANasAI hAya te prathama AtmAnI zaktine AvirbhAva karA; kAraNa, te dvArA sarvasapattine prApta karavAmAM bhAgyazALI thavAya che ane sava kAryo siddha thAya che. mithyAtva-avirati-kaSAya ane cAgatemaja pramAda vigere svayameva bhAgI jAya che. jyAM sihunI garjanA thatI hoya ane vicaratA hAya ( krUratA ) hoya tyAM ziyALa, vAghAdi zvApA rahI zakatA nathI-temaja teonu zera cAlatu nathI. AtmAne bhaya-kheda, rAga-dveSa ane mAhAdika rahita manAvI--tamA sahu jevA mane; jethI halakI vRttie-halakA vicArA tathA uccArA ApeAApa bhAgI jaze. dunyavI sukhamAM jeTalI zraddhA rAkhA che teTalI AtmAmAM rAkho. 44. jagatamAM anuSyA mAnasikakriyAo dvArA vijaya prApta kare che. jo manamAM zraddhA-AzA vigerenI madyutA haze te uttama mahAn kArTIMmAM vijaya maLaze nahI. mAnasika vRttinI asara zArIrika avayava upara paNu thatI mAlUma paDe che. atyaMta svArthIpaNAnA ceAge kaSAye upasthita thAya che, tethI For Private And Personal Use Only

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magaja-hadaya para bahu asara thatAM zArIrika zaktine hAsa thAya che. bhaya-citA-zeka-paritApArika, mAnasika vRttione bahu asthira karI mUke che. bhaya-zaMkA-nirAzAnA bIja, mAnasika kSetramAM vAvanAra, manuSya suMdara ane ISTa kula kyAMthI meLavI zake? mATe sArA ane svAdiSTa manahara phala meLavavA hoya te, zaMkA-bhayAdine dUra karIne svaparanA kalyANa mATe cAritrazIla banavuM te Avazyaka che. mAnasika vRttimAM raheluM viSa-zArIrika zakitamAM paNa vikAra karI mUke che, tethI ja zArIrika zaktimAM hAni pahoMce che ane zarIra azakta bane che. je mANasa charIne pakaDI pitAnA zarIramAM mAre tene ApaNe mUrkha gaNue chIe paraMtu ApaNe pite ja tIkSNa dhAravALA zAthI eTale tiraskAra-dhikkAra veravirodhAdikathI ApaNI zArIrika tathA mAnasika zaktine haNue chIe chatAM ApaNe pitAne buddhimAna tathA bahAdura mAnIe te kevI buddhimattA?" pratyeka AgaLa paDate vicAra te evuM eka bIja che ke je barAbara tenA je ja mAnasika cheDa utpanna kare che. je vicAranA bIjamAM viSa haze te phaLamAM paNa jhera Avaze tethI jIvana paNa viSamaya banaze ane sukhazAMti tathA kAryazakita naSTa thaze mATe vicAramAM viSa vA nahI. 45. badalo levAnI vRtti rAkhavI te pitAnI ja hAni karavA babara che. hAni karanAra upara vera-vivAdi For Private And Personal Use Only

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rAkhavA agara kaDavAzanA vacane pheMkavA temAM bamaNI hAni rahelI che. eka te bIjAe karelI hAnine sudhArI zakavAne vakhata maLatuM nathI ane bIjAone tiraskArAdika karavAthI hAni thatI rahe che, mATe sahana karIne virodhAdika na karatAM pitAnI thaela hAnine sudhArI levI te hitakara ane zreyaskara che. verane badale vALavAnI ApaNI tAkAta nathI. karmasattA ja hAni karanAranI barAbara khabara laI zakavA samartha che. jyAM karmasattA sajA karavAne samartha hoya tyAM ApaNe nAhaka mAthuM mAravuM te vRthA che. 46. karmasattA ja dareka prANuonI barAbara khabara le che. bhale pachI raMka hoya ke zaMkara heya. dIna hoya ke dAnava hoya. zeTha hoya ke sedAgara hoya. are samagra jagata karma sattAne AdhIna che. ApaNe koNa? badale lenAra verane badale le hoya te krodhAdika kaSAya upara barAbara le ke jethI teonI zakita nAza pAme ane AtmA svataMtra bane; kaSAya ane viSayanA vikAro tamane vividha phaMdAmAM phasAve che ane karela kAryomAM dhULa nAkhe cheteone nAza karaze tyAre ja tamane koI prakAranI hAni ke nukazAna thaze nahI. ane kaI paNa prANa nukazAna karavAne, hAni karavAne samartha banaze nahI; mATe buddhi heya te barAbara vicAra karIne satya tatvane samaje. keInA upara vera-virodhAdika rAkhe nahIM. 47. ApaNu anatarAtmAmAM eTalI badhI gusa zakitao rahelI che ke teonuM varNana ApaNe karI zakIe For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahIM; A zaktione je AvibhaoNva karavAmAM Ave te, mahAnamAM mahAna kAryo pAra paDe-ane ApaNe uttamottama kathAne ArUDha thaIe. jyAM sudhI ApaNI zaktine prAdurbhAva thaze nahIM tyAM sudhI ApaNA sarva kAryo adhUrAM rahevAnA ja mATe ahaMkAramamatva-ISya-rAga-dveSane tyAga karIne antarAtmAnI gupta rahelI zaktine AvirbhAva karavA atizaya balane kurAyamAna kare. je mANaso bahu AzAvALA hoya che ane pitAnuM sAdhya prApta karavAnA nizcayavALA hoya che, tenA mArgamAM game tevA viDyo Ave te paNa te vighone haThAvI AgaLa vadhatA rahe che, te baLavAna mANasanI AgaLa AvelA vizenuM jora cAlI zakatuM nathI. ApaNe je vastuonI AzA rAkhIe chIe te vastuo kSaNavinAzI che ke zAzvatI che ? tene khyAla karIne AgaLa pagaluM bharavuM. kSaNabhaMgura vastuo khAtara zraddhA rAkhIne mahAmahenata karaze te paNa kAyama rahI zakaze ja nahI; mATe zraddhA, jJAna, mahenata ane vicAre, nitya vastuone prApta karavA mATe karavAM joIe ke jethI zraddhA, jJAna vigere saphala thAya ane vakhata vRthA jAya nahI. keTalAka manuSya anitya padArthone nitya mAnIne teonI khAtara jIvana paryata pitAnI zaktione vRthA veDaphI nAkhe che eTale nitya vastuone meLavavAnI tAkAta gumAvI bese che. 48. zArIrika ane mAnasika Arogyane AdhAra jaNe bhAge sadvicAra ane viveka upara rahele che te ghaNA For Private And Personal Use Only

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leke jANatA tathA sahAya jANe che. tame jevA virAsa karaze tevA anaze vizvanA bIja vAvIne anAja koI eka zakatuM nathI. bhAdhithI gherAtAM tenA ja vicAre kaccho te vyAdhi ane Adhi khasaze nahIM ane te tamArA zarIramAM mUti mata thayA sivAya raheze nahI. tamAre e vicAra zarIramAM kaI paNa sthaLe dekhAI Avaze. apavitra vicAro je manamAM dhAraNa kare te kadApi pavitra rahI zakato nathI. pavitra banavAno upAya pavitra vicAre hovAthI apavitra vicArathI pavitra kayAMthI banAya ? ane pavitra banyA sivAya AvRtimAM AgaLa vadhAtuM ja nathI. Arogyane jhare je kaMI paNa thale bhraSTa thatuM hoya te tenA mULamAM eTale ke vicAramAM ane AdazamAM bhraSTa bane che mATe vicAramAM khAsa lakSa rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA rahelI che. keInA apavitra vicArone sAMbhaLIne vicAro para vizvAsa rAkhavA lAyaka nathI. je kArya karavAnI tamArI IcchA hoya tevI daDhatAne dhAraNa kare ane te kArya pUrNa thAya nahI tyAM sudhI bIjA kAryo hAtha dhare nahI. duniyAnA mANase te kAryane mUkI devA vAre vAre he te paNa mUkI deze nahI, jarUra te satkArya saphalatAne dhAraNa karaze. usmasanI khAtrI, zaktine praza, AtmazraddhA ane saphaLatA, e Ama cheDAvI, na, zAya e jAmasiha hakaka che, e dA karanArI ane vRtti, manuSyane sudaDha banAvaze For Private And Personal Use Only

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ane ApaNI zaktione sateja banAvaze. bhaya-zaMkA-kheda- dveSa ane bhAtmazraddhAnI zUnyatA, dareka kAryomAM madatA lAve emAM navAI zI ? 49. A dhyAna na karavuM. je vastuone ApaNe sArI mAnIe ane rakSaNa karavAnA prayatna karIe te te vastuo para atyaMta saga-Asakti thAya ane tevI AsaktinA ceMge te ISTa vastunA viyeAge, krodha-IrSyA vigere utpanna thAya che, tethI A yAnamAM temaja rodradhyAnamAM sapaDAvAnu ane che. ane bAjue nukazAna thAya che. eka tAviega thaela vastuo AchI maLatI nathI ane AttadhyAna-raudradhyAnathI atyaMta kai sahana karavuM paDe che, mATe vastune sArI mAnI tathA teenuM rakSa chatAM kadAcit tenA viyeAga thAya--naSTa pAme ke phAI chInavI le te paNa dveSano tyAga karavApUrvaka mahAkaSTadAyaka ArodradhyAnane jarUra tyAga karo.. tyAga thai prakAre che: eka bAhya vastuonA ane Antaki krodhAkrikanA tyAga Antarika krodhAdika nA tyAgapUrvaka khAdya vastuonA tyAga atyata lAbha Ape che. ApaNA zarIranI evI racanA che ke jo ApaNe bIjAne hetupUrvaka tathA jANIbUjhIne hAni karIe athavA pIDAjanaka zabdonA khAjJA mArI ghAyala karIe to ApaNI jAtane hAni thayA sivAya rahetI nathI. je ApaNe ApaNI jAta pratye, ApaNA AtmA mATe bhalA thavA mAgatA hoie te ApaNe bIjA pratye bhalA thavuM ja joie. mitta, hiMtta ane pathya canAnA prayoga karavo joie. ApaNe ApaNA svajanavaga para agara pADezIne vacananA mahArA ke zastranA prahAra karmIe tA For Private And Personal Use Only

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ApaNA para paNa prahAre thavAnA ja. sarva dharmasthApakee je tavadha Ape hatuM te A tatvajJAna che. sAmAnya loko te, AMkhane badale AMkhe levAnI taka zodhe che ane nukazAnane badale sAmAnI nukazAnI karavAne lAga zodhe che. 50. kedhI svabhAva ghaNe aMze jaTharanI tathA magajanI zaktine hAsa kare che tathA samaraNazaktine nAbUda kare che. ane ahaMkArane piSaka banI jIvanane astavyasta karI nAMkhe che. krodhI mANasa, je uttama mitrane paNa zatru banAve che ane adhama nIcenI mitratA karavA prayatna kare che, tethI temanuM hita sadhAtuM nathI. jyAre zarIramAM krodha uchaLI rahela hoya che, tyAre saddabhAvanA-sadvicAra ane viveka vigere saddaguNene rahevAnuM sthAna rahetuM nathI. krodhanA vicAra-vikAronA dAsa banavuM te bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara duHkhajanaka avasthA che. vAtavAtamAM je magaja gumAvI mANase uchaLI paDe-zAMti rAkhe nahI te vidha sivAya anya maLe kayAMthI? je mANasane vizvanA samarata baLone saMpUrNa svAmI banavAne janmahaka maLe che, te mANasa pitAnA sadvivekabuddhinA siMhAsana parathI utarI paDe, te te manuSya kahevAya nahI ane te pitAnA kAne rItasara karavA Asakta bane che. tethI ja te nIca-halakA kAma karavA tatpara bane che; mamaghAta karanArA ghAtakI zabdo bole ane saMpUrNa nirdoSa mANasanA magaja para upahAsanuM bANa pheke, te mANasa keTale patita che tene vicAra kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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85 je mANasa uttama mitrAne pazu chetare-prahAra kare te keTale unmatta che ? tenA vicAra karo. bALaka, anubhavathI mALI nAMkhanArI uSNu vastuo ane *ApI nAMkhanArI tIkSNa dhAravALI vastuothI dUra rahetAM zIkhe che, paraMtu ApaNe ApaNA raktane zASI lenAra ane keTalIka vAra divase ane aThavADIyAM ke mAsa-varSa paryaMta ApaNane atyaMta vedyanA ApanAra-Ata raudradhyAna karAvanAra garama mijAjathI, kAmAdi vikArAthI dUra rahevAnuM pukhta umara thai chatAM zIkhyA nahI te AzcaryanI vAta che! krodhamAM AvelA manuSya, vahAlI ane kImatI vastuo ne hAthamAM rahelI hAya tA tene phgAvI detAM valama karatA nathI; tethI tene ja bhAre nukazAna thAya che. ane pAchaLathI teo pastAvA kare temAM vaLI kaSAyanA AvezathI utpanna thaela vikArA sadvicAra ane viveka upara dabANa lAvIne tenI zaktine naSTa kare che. nirakuza kroSane vaza anela mAnavI vastutaH jyAM sudhI AvezamAM hAya tyAM sudhI pAgala jevA mane che. pAgalamAM ane tenAmAM adhika taphAvata rahetA nathI. pAgala mANusane sArAsAranI samajaNu hAtI nathI, tenI mAphaka krodhanA AvezamAM Avelane sArAsAranuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. krodhanA mAveza, mAnasika-zArIrika zaktine jaldI asara pahoMcADe che, tethI vicAra karavAne avasara tene maLatA nathI; tethI saheja aNugamAM thatAM sAmA mANusane rokaDuM parakhAvatAM pAchA haThatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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23 nathI ane AgaLanA prasaMgonI yAdI karAvIne uzkeraNI phelAve che tethI sAmA mANasa zAMta DAya te paNa kesaI jAya che. eTale tene paNa AlavAnuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. eTale ja krodhAviza-vamAM ghAtaka baMne che, mATe tenA nigraha karavA mATe masa yamanI agatyatA rahelI che. kroSAvezamAM Avela mAnavI, peAtAnuM keTaluM nukazAna thAya che tenI tene khakhkhara paDatI nathI, eTale te adhatI mAphaka AcaraNu karI preAte peAtAnlR agADI mUke che. tamArI duba LatA game teTalI mhoTI hAya, tathA game tevA zeka karatA hA paraMtu jyAMsudhI tenA virakhI vicArane paNa amalamAM mUkavAnI-sAMgApAMga tevu jIna gALavAnI Adatta tamane prApta thAya nahI tyAM sudhI mAtra tamArI duba LatAnA cArAnA virANI vicArane dRDhatApUrvaka ane AgrahapUrvaka dhAraNu karA paNu apUchyuM ke raSamizrita vicArane dhANu kaze nahI. ApaNe koI vakhata maLatA gharamAM rahelA mANusane khacAnavA athAga prayAsa karIe paraM tu krovAnathI khaLatAnuM rakSaNa karavA prayAsa karIe teA kalpanAtIta lAbha thAya; kAraNa ke save smRgi karatAM kAyAsi adhika ane lavAbhava kaSTa ApanAra che. te vastutaH khIe te kApAnalathI je je maLelA che, khaLelA kahevAya; kAraNa ke rakSita ane rakSaNa karanAra e jatA, bhaMvAbhava vadhatI vaira paraparA haThAvIne AtmahalyANu sAdhavAmAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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cartha bane che, kapAnAmAM sapaDAela mAnavI je zAMta bane nADI to A bhavane ane bhavabhava halakI gatinA bhajanabane che. kepa agni karatAM atyaMta hRdayane baLanAra hovAthI tema zAMta karavA mATe bahAranA upacAra kAragata nathI. bahAranA upacAro draSTigocara thatI agninI vAlAene zAMta kare paNa aMdara saLagatAne zAMta kevI rIte kare? tene mATe te vairAgyasagarUpI pANInI AvazyakatA che, mATe zreSatA vimAne vicAra karIne tathA saMvega-vairAgyane dhAraNa karIne zAMta bane. kaI paNa upAye, eTale lAkha rUpiyAnuM nukazAna thAya te paNa ke pAnalane nahI saLagAvatAM zAMta bane. saMvega-vairAgyane dhAraNa karIne maLela gherA manuSyajanmane sAce lAbha le. savega ane vairAgya sivAya ke pAnalane zAMta karavAne apAya nathI, Aja parama aiASadhi che ane satya kamANI che. nirjarAne tathA puNyane vadhAranAra jo koI hoya te saMvega ane vairAgya che, mATe saMga-vairAgyane dhAraNa karIne utpanna thaela ke pAnalane zAMta kare. 51. AmathavA gyatAne lAve che ane cagyatAne AdhAre mahAna satkAryo karavAnI zaktine AvirbhAva thAya che. zaNA vinAnA mANase, bhale pachI mahAbalavA sahakArAyelI hAtha te paNa dareka kAryomAM nAsIpAsa thAya che, hatAza banI pitAnI zaktine paNa gumAve che. je agAnI abhilASA rAkhaze ane sadA citavana karaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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te guNe tamArAmAM AvIne nivAsa karaze. durgunI abhilASA karavI, tenuM cittavana karavuM te viSa samAna che. vizvanuM bhakSaNa karavAnI kaI abhilASA kare ? para. AtmAnI nindA karaze nahI paNa viSaya kavAyanA vikAronI nindA-gAhI karaze ke jethI Atmazakita vadhe ane apUrva lAbha thAya. AtmAnI niSThA karavAthI AgaLa vadhAtuM nathI paNa pAchI pahevuM paDe che. je mahAzAne AtmazraddhA hatI ane teo sadAya AtmaramaNatAmAM ramI rahela hatA, teone turacha janoe upasarga parisaha karyo paraMtu je te bhAgyazAlIoe te parisaha vigerene sahana karyA na hatA te urasthitimAM ArUDha thayA na hatA. parvatene khaseDI zakAya-mahAna dariyAne paNa oLaMgI zakAya ane mahAna zatruone paNa haThAvI zakAya, evI AtmazraddhA pitAnA AtmAmAM rahelI che; bahArathI AvatI nathI. karmanI nirjarA thatAM AtmazraddhA utpanna thAya che ane saMkalpavika zAMta thatAM vizeSa karma-nirjazane AraMbha thAya che. 53. bhAgyanA bhoga banavAne badale ApaNe bhAgyane badalI zakIe chIe. ArtadhyAnathI temaja valapAta karavAthI bhAgya kadApi balI zakAtuM nathI, paNa sadvicAra, viveka ane dharmadhyAna dvArA te bhAgya badalI zakAya che. tamAre Adarza, tamArI mAnyatA, tame bhaviSyamAM kevA For Private And Personal Use Only

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banaze tenI AgAhI Ape che. tamArI mAnyatA ucca uccatara haze te tame uca-racatara banazo. pratyeka bAbatamAM pratyeka sthale tame pAMca indriyane tathA mAnasika vRttione kabaje karIne vijayane prApta karavAnI zakti dharAve che. zaktine AvirbhAva karIne vijayane meLave, nahI te manuSya tarIke tame zAnA? saMsAranA svarUpane anekAMta daSTithI avaleke te te temAM muMjhAya nahIM. teja vyakti manuSya tarIke jIvana gujArI zake che. 54. saddaguNe AtmAnA piSaka che. ApaNe bhIti, udvega athavA koI bIjA prakAranI eTale viSaya vikAravaDe azAntine dhAraNa karIne ApaNuM manane viSamaya banAvela che game te rIte ApaNuM zarIra parane tathA mana uparane aMkuza gumAvI dIdhuM che ane zArIrika mAnasika durbalatA AvIne gherI vaLI che, ane sArA sAdhane chatAM paNa teonAthI lAbha laI zakAze nahI. ApaNe egya rIte jIvana gALatA nathI ane prakRtinA, nItinA ane dharmanA kAyadAone bhaMga karIe chIe tethI mAnasika ane zArIrika Arogya kayAMthI upalabdha thAya ? zArIrika pIDAo thAya agara mAnasika cintAo adhika satAve tyAre ApaNe jarUra mAnI levuM ke kaI pApa karyuM che. pA5 thayA vinA cintAo ane vyAdhio AvavI azakaya che. prabhu mahAvIre kahelA kAyadAne jyAre chaDecoka bhaMga karIe For Private And Personal Use Only

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agara ullaMghana karIe tyAre ja mAnasika vRttiomAM vivAre utpanna thaI zarIrane unmAge nAMkhI devAya che. nirAgI sukhI banAvavA ane tathA sattA-samRddhi lAvavAne sATe ApaNe sadaguNI banavuM joIe. sadaguNI banyA sivAya zAka-saMtApa-paritApAhi kadApi nAza pAmatA nathI ane zekasaMtApAdika kanyA sivAya satya sukha kadApi maLatuM nathI. sadgune AtmAnA piSaka che ane duSTa AtmAnA ghAtaka che, mATe kaNane sahana karIne paNa saddaguNa meLave. bALI nAMkhanAra agnithI ane mArI nAMkhanAra semala. aphINa vigere vastuthI tame jevA bhIti pAmI dUra khase che te pramANe bhavobhava bALI nAMkhanAra ane mArI nAMkhIne adhegatimAM pheMkI denAra koSa mAna, mAyA, lebha ane viSayanI AsakitathI bhaya pAmatA nathI, ghara khasatA nathI ane sukha-zAMtinI abhilASA sadAya rAkhyA kare che te kevI buddhi sattA kahevAya ? 55. AnaMdanA vicAra-temaja AzA ane utsAha, auSadha karatAM paNa adhika lAbha Ape che. temaja vyAdhione paNa haThAve che. game tevI madhurI rasavatI Aroge te paNa AnaMda ane ullAsanA tuya AvI zake nahI. jyAre manamAM udvega ane glAni hoya che tyAre AnaMdanA utsAhanA vicAra AvI zakatA nathI. lehInA pratyeka ANAmAM maMdatA Ave che. AzAnA badale nirAza na le For Private And Personal Use Only

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che mATe ugAline TALavA mATe vastuonA savarUpane tathA sonI asmitA jANavAnI khAsa jarUra che. jyAre tame vera-virodha, irSyA-krodhAdikanA vicArathI azAMta banyA che tyAre tamAre nakkI mAnavuM ke kSaNe kSaNe tamArI lehInI-zarIranI zakita cUsAtI jAya che arthAt te vairavirodhAdika ApaNI zArIrika ane mAnasika zakitane sUcI rahI che eTale svajIvanamAM koI satkArya karavA samartha manAtuM nathI mATe virodhAdine haThAvavA prayatna kara. saddaguNa anavAnI AzA ane AtmAnA guNAmAM saMpUrNa vizvAsa ane vRttimAM sArI rIte pheraphAra lAve che; zAMta banela manavRtti zArIrika rogane paNa nAza karavA samartha bane che, eTale Arogya AvavAthI ane vadhavAthI dhArmika kAryo karavAmAM ALasa AvatI nathI. ceDA leko A vAtane jANe che ke bIjA mANasa pratye kAraNa karelo kharAba vicAra te zagane upara kasnAra sAdhana che. pratyeka azAMti rele vicArUAgaNI athavA manovRtti koI paNa prakAranI zArIrika avasthatAnA svarUpamAM avazya daMDa de che. manamAM becenI tathA zArIrika becenI jaNAve che ke kAMIka aparAdha ApaNe karyo che, te sivAya becenI thAya nahI. kharAba vicArone manamAMthI dara karavA te azakya ke zakti nathI. zAMtinA vicAra karavAthI azAMti dUra khasavAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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udAratA ane premanA vicAre, adekhAI, nindA veranA vikArane dUra kare che ane mana prasanna rahe che. jema ugaNuM pANImAM ThaMDu pANI nAMkhavAthI te uNuM pANI ThaMDuM thAya che tenI mAphaka kRpAnA vicAre karavAthI hiMsaka bhAva ghaTe che. 56. satya bolavAnA vicAra karavAthI mRSAvAdanuM viramaNa thAya che. brahmacaryanA vicAra karavAthI abrahmacarya paranI Asakti alpa thavA mAMDe che. mamatAnA vicArone tyAga karavAthI amamatva-niHspRhatva bhAve AvIne vase che, mATe sadAya sArA vicAra karI, duSTa-kharAba vicArone tyAga karo. sukhazAMti tamArI rAha joIne beThI che, AvA vicAra ane AcAravALA kayAre Ave ? vicAre te bIja rUpe che. koI paNa mAnI jheranA bIje vAvatuM nathI ane bAgamAM nakAmA UgI nIkaLelA ghAsane dUra karI bAgane suMdara banAvavA mATe ghaNI kALajI rAkhe che. te pramANe kuzaLa ane samajaNe manuSya, pitAnA mananA bAgamAM vera-jheranA bIje te vAvate nathI paraMtu nakAmA bIje-vicArene paNa rahevA detuM nathI, tema ja mAnasika zuddhi rAkhe che. 57. vicArenA AdhAre viveka utpanna thAya che ane vivekathI jinavara-tIrthakarakathita tamAM zraddhA bese che zraddhA daDha thatAM vartanacAritramAM Atmazakti pheravAya che temaja Atmazakitano vikAsa thatAM ravajIvana, navajIvanane pAme che. temAM daDha zraddhA thatAM zaMkA, kAMkSA, bhaya, nirAzA Apo For Private And Personal Use Only

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A5 khasI jAya che. tIrthakarakathita tamAM zaMkAdi dhAraNa karanArane kadApi navajIvananI prApti thatI nathI. 58. tame mahAna che. tamArAmAM moTA uttama kAryo karavAnI zakti tathA hiMmata rahelI che tethI dhAraNA pramANe kAryo karI zakAze. A pramANe zraddhA rAkhavAthI uttama kAryo karavAnI hiMmata Avaze, eTale ALasane dUra karI, uttama vicArapUrvaka hiMmatane dhAraNa karIne uttama kAryamAM tatpara bane. amArAthI A kArya banI zakaze nahI; ghaNu vidane AvazeAvA vicArone tyAga kare. halakA vicAra karavAthI hiMmata tUTI jAya che ane tethI uttama kAryo chatI zaktio paNa banI zakatA nathI. mahAna uttama kAryo karavAmAM AzAnI sAthe daDha zraddhAne dhAraNa karavI paDaze. tame game tevA paMDita hazesaMpattimAna haze ke sattAne dhAraNa karanAra haze, paNa je daDha AtmazraddhA nahI hoya te koIpaNa kAryamAM saphaLatA meLavI zakaze nahI. sarvakalAo paNa AtmAnI daDhazraddhA dvArA saphalatAne dhAraNa kare che; zraddhA sivAyanI kalAo, kaleza-kaMkAsane kApI zakatI nathI-tamArI zraddhA pramANe ja uttama kAryo karI zakaze mATe sarva zaktione ApanAra temaja trAddhi-siddhine tathA zuddhine ApanAra AtmazraddhA uttama lAgaNIthI dhArI rAkhe. jema jema ApaNe samajatA thaIe-samyaga jJAnI thaIe tema tema thaelA ane thatA aparAdhe-bhUlo upara tiraskAra che che tathA pazcAttApa thAya che, mATe A prasaMga Ave nahi te mATe prathama upaga rAkhe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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19 mAzune viSaya-vikAra-vilAsa ane vinA, ajJAnatAthI tenA svabhAvane samajatA nahIM hovAthI bahu pasaMda paDe che, paNa te viSaya-vikAsa vigere pitAnA jIvananI davI barabAdI karI rahela che tenI khabara paDatI nathI. jema jema viSamAM Asakti, tema tema tenA vikAro vadhatA rahe. vAnA ane vikAro vadhatAM AtmAnI zuddhi-siddhi ane buddhi nAza pAme che tethI teone adhika-adhika muMjhavaNamAM paDI savajIvananI saphaLatA prApta thaI zakatI nathI ane managamatA viSayAdi je na maLe agara temAM keI AvIne vinna nAkhe te krodhAdikanI pArAzIzI. vadhatI jAya che; vakhate belAbelI agara mArAmArI upara AvI jAya ane AtmabhAna rahe nahI. vilAsamAM sukha bhAsatuM hevAthI tenA saMgane viyega thatAM paritApane pAra rahetuM nathI temaja vidamAM paNa bahu gumAvavAnuM hovAthI je kArya, manuSyajanma dhAraNa karIne karavAnuM hoya che te karI zakAtuM nathI, mATe uparokta-viSayAdikane vaza banIne svakArya AtmavikAsa-avarAya nahI tenI khAsa kALajI rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA che. atyAra sudhI maLeluM gumAvyuM hoya te viSayavikAra, vilAsa ane vinedAdikane laIne ja have je puna: prApta karavuM hoya te viSayAdikamAM Asakta bane nahI paNa teonA kabajAne tyAga karAvI, pAMce Indriye ane mana, je rayA mAkAra maLela che. tene satya lAbha laI viSaya-viSa, A emAMthI "yA" kADhI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te samAva thAya. taphAvata Aa "ya bane che. viSaya viSanI mAphaka jANatA temaja ajANatAM tene anubhava karyo che. paNa mAra che eka a ne For Private And Personal Use Only

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kahIe te khAdheluM viSa eka bhavamAM mAre ane vitha te hAbhava athaDhavI-paTAvI-TAvI ane kaphajete karAvIne ane tenA maraNathI paNa vikAra thAya che. zucibuddhi bhUlAya che ane prANIone pAgala jevA karI nAkhe che, mATe tenA kavarUpane oLakhIne teonAthI dUra haThavA prayAsa karavuM joIe, prayAsa karyA sivAya tenA saMskAra khase evA nathI ane AtmA satyasukhane meLavI zake ema nathI. 60. saMpattine prApta karavAmAM temaja anyane parAjaya karI tenuM rAjya svAdhIna karavAmAM agara pitAnA matane prasAravAmAM ane anya prANIone kabaje karavAmAM tathA jagamAM prazaMsApAtra banI mahAna banavAmAM-vigere bAbatomAM je ala joIe chIe-tenA karatAM saMyamanuM pAlana karavAmAMeTale paMcamahAvrata pALavAmAM arcana adhika mAnasika bala joie. sarvazvinI saMpattine prApta karanAra ane bhalabhalA cAone parAjita karanAra paNa sAyamanuM pAlana karI zakatA nathI ane temAM nirbalatA batAve che, saMyamanuM nAma sAMbhaLatA bhAbhIta banI nAzI jAya che mATe je zUravIra hoya te saMyamanuM pAlana karavAmAM samartha bane che. AtmAnA guNane AvirbhAva karavAnA vicAravALAone, sacamamAM pUrNa zahA hoya che, tethI samyagUjJAnapUrvaka mana, vacana ane kAyAne kabaje karIne vinA laDAIe, traNa kalA mIone namAve che ane ata-vyAbAdha siddhinyuddhinA jAmI banI anaMtapukhane samaye samaye anubhava karI , in For Private And Personal Use Only

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ka sarva zaktionA AvirbhAva, sayamane pUtyutAe ArASavAmAM rahelA che. te siAya maLelI kAyikazakti, pazuvRttimAM khe'cI laI jAya che. eTale kAyikazaktimAM vicAra, viveka ke saMyama jo na DAya te adhAtimAM lai javAnu khala rahela che. tamA sarvadunyavI sapattinA svAmI hA, vAtha khAtara jagatanAM rAjAe paNa tamAne pAye paDatA hAya, agara ajalI karI tamArI AjJAne uThAvatA hAya te paNa tamane sayamanA sukhanA anubhava Avaze nahI; agara tamAne IndramahArAjA jeTalI sAhyakhI vaibhava-vilAsA maLe teA pazu saMyamanA sukhane anubhava karavAmAM e nasIba raheze, mATe je tamAne mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyika zakti maLI che, tenA upayoga kyAM karaze! ? anya prANIone vazava khanAvI temanI sa'pattine svAdhIna pharaze nahI paNa ajJAnatAne dUra karIne mahune haThAvavA mana, vacanane ane kAyAne kabaje karavAmAM khalane vAparo, 61. jenI mana, vANI ane kAyA, peAtAnA kabajAmAM nathI evA taragI ane caMcala mANasonI maherakhAnI, kyAre nukazAnI karI besaze e kahI zakAya nahI ane tevA mANusA, kyAre khasI jaIne dago deze te kahI zakAya nahI; mATe tevA taraMgI mANasethI sadAya cetatA rahevu, tenA para vizvAsa dhAraNa karavA nahI. jo tevAnA upara vizvAsa dhAraNa karyAM, tA samajo ke marI paDyA. saMsArI paTTA paNa sAgaranA taraMga jevA che. tenA upara vizvAsa dhAraNa karI tenu rakSaNa karavA atizaya cintA karaze agara. mArAmArI karaze te pazu te padArtha' tamArA duHkhamAM, vipattimAM ke viTa anA For Private And Personal Use Only

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prasaMge kAMI paNa kAma Avaze nahI, tenA rakSaNa mATe karele prayAsa vRthA jaze ane tethI vairaparaMparA vadhatAM kSaNa mAtra paNa AtmAne kaLa paDaze nahI; mATe tenA para vizvAsa dhAraNu na karatAM AtmAnA upara agara dharmanA upara vizvAsane dhAraNa karavuM te aspRdayanuM ane mokSanuM kAraNa che. puNya vege prApta thaelA anukUla saMgamAM eTale managamatA viSayavilAsamAM keTale samaya vyatIta thaye, keTalI kSaNe, ghaDIe, suhA~ tema divase, varSo vItI gayA tenI khabara paDatI nathI te pramANe jJAna-dayAnanA vilAsamAM ramaNa karatAM keTale vakhata vyatIta thaye tenI paNa khabara paDatI nathI paraMtu vilAsa viSayanA hovAthI AtmA tathA mana vacana ane kAyA parAdhIna thatI jAya che tyAre mAnasika jJAnadhyAnanA vilAmAM teonI parAdhInatA khasatI rahe che. be vilAsIonuM jIvana pUrNa te thAya che paNa eka avanatinuM bhAjana bane che ane eka unnatinA zikhare ArUDha banI AnaMdane anubhava lIdhA kare che, mATe viSaya-vilAsamAM Asakta na banatAM jJAna-dhyAnamAM ramaNatA karavAnI Teva pADavI zreyaskara che. satya sukhanA arthIoe A kathana bhUlavA jevuM nathI. 2. viSayAsakta, bhale pachI rAjA heya ke mahArAjA hAya, paMDita hoya ke prasiddha vaktA hoya, padavIdhara hoya ke pisAvALuM hoya, te paNa tene pAgala banatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. tenI zuddhi-buddhi-mati ane vijJAnamAM malinatA sthAna le che For Private And Personal Use Only

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e tethI vinaya--vivekAdi sA te vakhate krUra khase che ane bhUtanI mAphaka bhrama pharyAM kare che. mananI zuddhi temaja vinaya, viveka vigere sadnaglRA, jyAM mehatu. sAmrAjya hAya che tyAM rahetA nathI ane te sadguNlRA sivAya mANusAI AvatI nathI, mATe viSaya ane kaSAyanI Asakti alpa karavA mATe tenA avaguNNAnI vicAraNA karavI jarUranI che. sthiratA--caMcalatAnA ceAge sadguNu ane durguNu AvIne vase che, mATe mAMgheru manuSyapaNu meLavIne viSayAsakta banavuM joie nahI ane vinaya vivekane sadAya bhUlavA nahI. mAtapitA potAnA putrane pALI-pASI mhATA karI vIsa varSa ke pacIza varSa sudhI keLavaNI ApI DAhyo banAve che ane mANusAInA saMskArA nAMkhI kuzaLa banAve che eTale mANusAi AvatAM pacIsa varSa lAge, pazu jyAre paraNIne pati ane ane patnImAM Asakta ane te eka divasamAM pAgala jevA thaI vinaya-vivekane visArI Dhe; eTale kahevAya che ke putrane keLavatAM temaja mANasAI lAvatAM mAtipatAne vIsapacIsa varSa lAge tyAre paraNelI strI eka divasamAM mUkha anAve. mAhanI akathya thanI che. che ane kahyA kRpaNu paisAdAranI pAsethI paisA levA heAya te khuzAmata karA che. teo khuzAmatathI bahu khuzI thAya pramANe paisA ApavA taiyAra thAya che; khuzAmata vinA koI mAgavA jAya te cAkhyu` kahI de ke tamA bhaTakatA kyAMthI AvyA che! phakta amAne ja mukhyA che; ahA khuzAmatInI kevI mAhinI che ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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63. dareka vastuomAM rahele svabhAva khasatuM nathI. game tevA upAye kare te paNa je svabhAva paDele hoya che te samaye pragaTa thAya che mATe sajjanee pitAne svabhAva mUka nahI. kahyuM che ke-sAkara taje nahI sarasatA, semala taje nahI jhera; sajjana taje nahI sajanatA, durjana taje nahI vera, sajjane anya evA mANasothI pIDAya, tirasakArAya ke dhikkArAya te paNa je grahaNane, sahana karavAne ane gama khAvAne guNa-svabhAva rahele che te jatA nathI. eka dayALu sajajana, kAraNavazAt rAjamArgo gamana karI rahyo che tevAmAM tApanI garamIthI taraphaDatA vIMchIne dekhIne dayA AvI tethI hAthamAM laIne chAMyaDe mUkavA jAya che, tevAmAM teNe daMza dIdhe tethI nIce paDI gaye; bIjI vAra te vIMchIne hAthamAM grahaNa karIne chAMyaDe mUkavA jAya che tyAre paNa daMza dIdhe. trIjI vAra paNa daMza dIdhe paNa sajana, karuNAbhAvanA cage chAMyaDe mUkavAno prayAsa cheDate nahI hevAthI pAse UbhA rahela mAnavIe kahyuM ke-are bhalA bhAI, A vIMchI tamane punaHpunaH daMza dIdhA kare che, chatAM tene tApamAM ja rahevA dene! zA mATe daMzanI pIDA sahana kare che? pIDA karanArane tajI de ke tenA para upakAra kare? tame te mUkha jevA dekhAo che. A sAMbhaLI zAMtipUrvaka tene kahevA lAgyA ke--are bhAI ! je A vIMchI che te tene svabhAva mUkato nathI te huM manuSya ane kAMIka samajaNuM chuM, te pachI mAre mAro thayA, paropakArane svabhAva kema mUka joIe? sarva prANIo pitAnA svabhAva pramANe varte che mATe mAre zA mATe rIsa karIne tene taDakAmAM rahevA de? "pIDA sahana karIne For Private And Personal Use Only

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paNa karela pApakAra viphala thatuM nathI." dunyavI phala na thAya tepaNa Atmika zakti jAgra thAya che ane sahana karavAnI Teva paDe che, mATe A vIMchIne daMzanI pIDA sahana karIne chAMyaDe mUkavAmAM huM lAbha ja mAnuM chuM. A pramANe sAMbhaLI te anumadana karatAM potAne sthale gaye. 64. jagatamAM uttama, madhyama ane nIca, pitAnA vartanathI prANuo bane che. uttama, madhyama ane halakAnIca banavuM te paNa pitAnA hAthanI vAta che. sArI rIte saMyama ane tapanI ArAdhanA kare te jJAnI banI, uttama thAya che. ane tenI ArAdhanA kare nahI te adhama bane emAM kAMI AzcaryanI vAta nathI. saMyamI hoya paNa je samyagajJAnapUrvaka tapanI ArAdhanA kare nahI, ane nimitta pAmI Indriyone kAbUmAM rAkhe nahI te adhama banatAM vilaMba thAya nahI. je adhama che, te asaMyamanA vikAronA vipAke atyaMta duHkhakAraka che, Ama jANe saMyamanI ArAdhanA kare te jarUra saMyamI banI uttama thAya ane AtmavikAsamAM AgaLa vadhatuM rahe. halakAmAM paNa halakA manuSya vikArenA vipAkane jANI tenAthI pAchA haThI saMyamanI ArAdhanAnA vege uttama banyA che ane AtmavikAsa sAdhI akSaya ane anaMta sukhanA bhaktA banela cheema zAstrakAre vAraMvAra upadeze che ane sakhata zabdomAM paNa kahe che ke tame kayAM bhUlyA bhame che! sukha tamArI pAse tadana samIpamAM rahela che. tenA tarapha che ghaDI najara te karo. Ama viSayavRttimAM paribhramaNa karavAthI je sukha joIe che te kadApi maLavAnuM ja nathI, ane tame For Private And Personal Use Only

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101 paNa tene anubhava karyo che te kahI sukha kayAM che? saMyamamAM ke asaMyamamAM vikAre viSayavRttine piSavAthI kadApi zAMta thatA nathI temaja tene kSaya thatuM nathI. mATe pAMca Indriyone ane manane koI eka zubha AlaMbana laI kabaje kare. AnaMda Avaze dukha bhAsaze nahI. tame ema kaheze ke mana-Indri kabajAmAM AvatI ja nathI te asatya che, kAraNa ke vipattinA vakhate temaja ISTa lAbha maLavAnA samaye bIjA tarapha najara na rAkhatAM vipatti TALavAmAM lAya rAkho cho ane ISTa lAbha kayAre prApta thAya, te tarapha ja tamAruM lakSa hoya che, mATe tame vicAra ane vivekapUrvaka puruSArtha kare te indri ane mana kabajAmAM Ave; mATe saMyamane lAbha laI AtmAne vikAsa kare, satya sukha tamArI samIpamAM ja che. samAje ane meLave. pAMca Indriye ane manane kAbUmAM rAkhavAthI AtmAnI zaktine AvirbhAva thAya che. pIDAkAraka saMge maLatAM temaja pratikUla prasaMgo maLatAM paNa AtmAmAM mUMjhavaNa thatI nathI. ulaTe AnaMda thAya che, paraMtu jyAre te indriye ane mana kAbUmAM na hoya tyAre pratikUla saMge duHkharUpa bhAse che. ane teone haThAvavA mATe sarva zakti vaparAya che. teTalI zaktio mana vigere kAbUmAM rAkhavA mATe je vaparAtI hoya te adhika kaSTa sahana karavuM paDe nahI, ane AnaMdathI rahevAya. paNa ajJAnI AtmAne A vAta gamatI nathI. mana-Indriyane kAbU karavAnI vAta nIkaLe tyAre keTalAka aNagamo lAvI uThIne zera jAya agara beThA beThA nidrAvaza bane agara te samaje For Private And Personal Use Only

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102 che- ema dekhAva karatA hoya, paNa saMyama keLavavAmAM te pAchaLa cakatA hoya che. te pachI ajJAnajanya ke sagajanya duHkha kayAM jAya ane satya sukha kyAMthI AvIne male ? mATe asaMyamamAM ja duHkha rahela che. Ama samajI saMyamane ArAdhI satya sukhanA lahAvA le, ane sukhI thAo. anaMta bhavamAM sAdhana-sAmagrI prApta thaI paNa saMyamanI ArAdhanA vinA teja sAmagrI, pariNAme pIDAkAraka banela che. temaja ajJAnatA-mehane haThAvI zakela nathI. mATe mojamajA, viSaya sukhanI vRttine samajaNapUrvaka tyAga karIne kAMIka manamAM vicAra ane viveka lAve ke saMyamamAM sukha che ke asaMyamamAM? jethI tene khyAla Avaze. ane tamArI meLe saMyamane keLavavAnI zakti jAgaze. adyApi e saMyama keLavavAne puruSArtha karyo nathI, jethI tamane temAM kaSTa bhAse che. paNa evuM kAMI paNa nathI. jyAM sudhI mahAvare paDyo na hoya tyAM sudhI kaThinatA bhAse; pachI te abhyAsa vadhatAM AnaMdanI umio aMtaramAM uchaLavAnI pachI tame savAbhAvika belaze ke bhaluM thayuM ke ame saMyamane keLavI ane ArAdhanA karI, have pIDA-duHkha jevuM kAMI rahyuM nathI. ATalo vakhata amee eLe gumAvyo. have eka kSaNa mAtra gumAvIza nahI. have jagata thaela Atmika zaktine dabAvanAra duniyAmAM keNa che, ke dabAvI zake? bAhya padArthone prApta karyo, paNa tethI tamArA AtmAnI sAthe lAgelAM kameM gayA ke nahI ? AtmavikAsa sadhAya ke nahI? teno vicAra karyo? tamoe akhanI khAtara e prayAsa For Private And Personal Use Only

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4 karyAM ke jagatanA sarve jane mane jhukAvIne salAmo bhare-namakAra kare, tethI sukhanI prApti thAya. mAneA ke sa janAe tamane salAma bharI tethI tamArA AtmAne zuM lAbha thayA? bAhya sukhanI khAtara vividha pApArA karI, anekane raDAvI--aLAvI hIrA-mANeka-mAtInA DhagalA karyAM. tevA leAkeAe tamArI praza'sA karI-Adara-sanmAnAdika karyuM. saghaLA tamane pUchatA AvyA paNa maha-mamatA-ahaMkAra-abhimAna vigere durguNA keTalA alpa thayA tene vicAra karyAM? sa pattisAhyabI maLe tyAre vinayAdi sadguNlRA AvyA ke gayA? tamAe vividha prayAsa karIne jagata upara sattA jamAvIne keTalAkane kabaje karyo, paNa tamArA samIpa mAMsamIpa rahela mana, vacana ane kAyAne kabaje karIne atyaMta kTadAyI karmonA upara sattA meLavI ke nahI ? prathama tA mana, vacana ane kAyAne kabaje karIne karmAnA upara-mAhanA upara sattA meLavIne svataMtra banavuM ucita che. te sivAyanI sattA-sapatti vagere vRthA che. tamA prasiddha vaktA banI jAhera sabhAomAM zrotAonA manara Mjana karyAM, tenA dIlane jItI lIdhuM ane prazaMsApAtra anyA, paraMtu AtmAne khuzI karavA keTalI sthiratA prApta karI mAyAmamatAne haThAvI ke nahi ? ane olyA pramANe keTaluM vanamAM mUkayuM ? ke jethI Atmika guNNAnA AvirbhAva thAya. tamA sArA pramANamAM keLavaNI laIne sattAdhIza-nyAyAdhIza For Private And Personal Use Only

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banyA, paNa tamoe kAyAnA adhipati-mananA adhipati banavAne vicAra karyo ke nahI? sattAdhIza banyA tethI AtmAnuM zuM? 65. vaDIlo ane pUjyonuM ghasAtuM bolanAra pote jAte ghasAya che. mAna-pratiSThA vigere meLavavAnI IcchAvALa, kadApi mAna-pratiSThAne prApta karI zakatA nathI. kAraNa te vaDIle ane gurudevanA sadguNone grahaNa nahI karatAM grahaNa karIne teonA doSe jAheramAM mUkavAnI kalAbAjI ramatA hoya che, teo Ama samajatA hoya che ke vaDIlonuM ghasAtuM belavAthI amAruM mAna vadhavAnuM-ane amane heTAI maLavAnIparaMtu teone khabara nathI ke vaDIlenuM ke pUnyanuM te zuM ? paNa sAmAnya anyanenuM ghasAtuM bolavAthI pitAnI ja halakAI dekhAya che, ane nindApAtra thavAya che. AvAne sadaguNe Ave kayAMthI ? bhale pachI ghasAtuM bolanAra prasiddha vakatA hoya ke nyAyavyAkaraNavizArada hoya te paNa tenI halakAI thayA vinA rahetI nathI. ghasAtuM belanAra, jAhera sabhAmAM ke evA meLAvaDAnA prasaMge hAtha ThekIne kahe che ke keInI paNa nindA karavI nahI ane ghasAtuM bolavuM nahI, paNa te potAne mATe kAMIpaNa nahI, A kevI buddhimattA ! ane A kevI caturAI! tene khyAla hete nathI ke belyA pramANe vartanamAM mUkavA mATe prayAsa karavuM jarUrI che. AvA nirjako bIjAonA malane mukhathI dhoIne pitAnA aMgane malina banAve che, satkArya je karela hoya che tenuM satyaphala maLatuM nathI ane durgatinuM prasthAna kare che, mATe keInuM ghasAtuM bolavuM joIe nahI-vaLI vaDIle tathA pUnuM ghasAtuM bolAya ja kema ? kaI bolatuM hoya te For Private And Personal Use Only

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tene pratikAra karavAne te dUra rahyo ane pote ghasAtuM bolavuM te adhamatA sUcave che. tamee padavI mATe paDApaDI karI-mahattAne meLavavA mATe keTalAye sajajanenI nindA karI tene utArI pADyA-paNa hajI sAcI padavI bAkI che te padavI prApta karavA mATe mehamamatA-ahaMkAra-vera-jherane dUra karavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA che. jyAM sudhI maha-mamatA-ahaMkArAdikanI nindA karIne teone sarvathA utArI pADyA nathI tyAM sudhI lIdhelI padavInI sAthe katA sadhAze nahI; mATe mAyA-mamatAdikane utArI pADI satya padavInA svAmI bane. A padavI levAmAM paisAne vyaya kara nahI paDe temaja ADaMbaranI paNa jarUra raheze nahI ane mahAdika utarI gayA pachI Apa Apa padavI AvIne bheTaze. ane sAthe anaMtazakti-anaMtajJAnane prAdurbhAva thaze. tamoe zarIrane majabUta banAvavA kAMIka davAo khAdhImAlamalIdA khAdhA ane vividha pApa karIne tenuM piSaNa karyuM temaja ghaNuM kALajIpUrvaka tenuM rakSaNa karyuM, paNa AtmAnA guNa mATe zuM karyuM? tene vicAra Ave che? mAna-mahattA meLavavA khAtara temaja lADI, vADI, gADI pAchaLa lAkha rUpiyAne vyaya karyo, paraMtu sAta kSetrane poSavAnuM bhUlI javAyuM, te kevI huziyArI ! putraparivArAdikane tathA jagajanene khuza karavA, vividha kakSAe batAvI temaja teo khuzI kema rahe, tene mATe ghaNI For Private And Personal Use Only

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106 cinA karI, tethI tamArA-pitAnA AtmAnuM zuM vanyuM? AtmAne khuzI karavA mATe te dharmakalAnI jarUra che. dharmakalA batAvI putraparivAra vigerethI khuzI thAo te balihArI! vividha prakAranA tapa karIne siddhione meLavI, janatAmAM camatkAra batAvyA tethI paNa AtmAnuM zuM kalyANa thayuM? vicAra karavuM joIe. 66. ajJAnatAthI vastuonI tathAsvarUpe oLakhANa thatI nahI hevAthI-vAre vAre manuSyane muMjhavaNa thAya che tethI rAga-dveSa karatA hovAthI vividha viDaMbanAo AvIne upasthita thAya che ane viDaMbanAnA vege mAnasika ane zArIrika yAtanAo bhogavavI paDe che, mATe prathama vastuonI oLakhANa karI levI joIe ke jethI mUMjhavaNa thAya nahI temaja rAga-dveSanuM jera paNa ochuM thAya ane AnaMdapUrvaka jIvana pasAra thAya. anAdi kALathI ajJAnatA rahelI hovAthI prANIo, rAgadveSa viSaya ane kaSAyamAM sukha mAnI beThela che tethI je pudaye sArA sago prApta thayA che, tene paNa lAbha laI zakatA nathI ane rAga-dveSanI jaMjALamAM jhakaDAya che. rAga-dveSa ane mehathI AtmAnA upara AvaraNa Ave che, tethI Atmika zaktio avarAtI hovAthI anaMta zakti mAna AtmA pAgala jevuM banI rahela che; pAgalane jema vyavahAramAM bolavA-cAlavAnuM bhAna rahetuM nathI tema rAga-dveSAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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107 vikAro vaDe gherAelA AtmAne, havabhAna bhUlela hovAthI A bhavamAM zuM kartavya che tene khyAla rahetuM nathI, tethI maLelI anukUla sAdhana-sAmagrI viphala bane che arthAta tene sadupayoga thatuM nathI. vastunI vastu rUpe vicAraNA thAya tyAre samakitadaSTine AvirbhAva thAya che ane vicAraNAnA vege viveka-vaheMcaNa thatAM saMyama AvIne upasthita thAya che tyAre manuSyamAM mANasAI AvI kahevAya. maLela manuSyabhavanI saphalatA, saMyamamAM rahelI che, nahIM ke viSaya-kaSAyamAM Asakata banavAthI; jeTale aMze saMyama sAdhI zakAya, teTale aMze AvatA karmone nirodha thAya che ane sattAmAM rahelI kamene kheravavAnI zakita jAgrat thAya che, mATe vastuonuM svarUpa samajI saMyamane keLavavAmAM tatpara banavuM Avazyaka che. saMyamamAM satya sukha samAela che." 67. halakA-nIca mANase, uttama puruSane nirdetiraskAra ke dhikkAre te paNa teone te sajajane dhikkA ratA nathI temaja tiraskAratA nathI ane teonI niMdA paNa karatA nathI, paraMtu teone prapaMca kapaTa-jALane sArI rIte jANe temAM phasAtA nathI. banatA sudhI teone samajAvavA upAya kare che ane teo na samaje te mauna dhAraNa karI teonI AgaLa halakAI karatA nathI. temAM ja uttama puruSanI uttamatA che ane mahatenI moTAI che paNa kahevAya evI che ke, " thAya evA thavuM" Ane anusaratA bI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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108 ane pitAnI uttamatAne-sajajanatAne, temaja moTAIne mUkatA nathI. e te je halakA heya te halakAnI sAthe potAnI halakAIdekhADIne kulAya ane pitAnI bahAdurI jAhera kare. uttama puruSe te tevA vakhate mauna dhAraNa kare che temaja te halakAthI bhIti pAmatA nathI, gabharAtA paNa nathI paNa sAvadha rahe che tethI ja halakA mANasane vakhata vItatAM namatuM rAkhavuM paDe che ane AvIne salAma bharavI paDe che. bhasatA kUtarAne patharo mAravAthI ke teonI sAme lAThI ugAmavAthI te bhasavAnuM baMdha karatA nathI, paNa mauna dhAraNa karIne AgaLa gamana karavAthI pitAnI meLe baMdha thAya che ane roTalAne TUkaDe batAvatAM pUMchaDIne paTapaTAvatA namana karatA Ave che, kAraNa ke teone e svabhAva paDela hovAthI teo bhIti batAvavAthI samajI zake ema nathI. mAne ke koI eka halako mANasa pratikULatA thatAM AvIne gALe bhAMDe ke tiraskAre, tevA vakhate sajajane sAmI gALo bhAMDa ane tiraskAre to te bemAMthI mATe kezu? be sarakhA gaNAya. taphAvata pADa heya te te samaye mIna dhAraNa karI agara samaje te samajAvIne zAMta kara te sajajanenuM kartavya che, eTale te thAya tevA thavAya nahI, ane halakAIdekhADAya nahI, jethI ghaNe AtmasaMtoSa thAya che, era AnaMda ubharAya che ane janasamudAyamAM sajajanatAnI khyAti thAya che, je ke uttama puruSe vakhyAtine IrachatA nathI, te paNa paDachAyAnI mAphaka teNIne pAchaLa AvavuM paDe che, eTale halakA sAthe sajajanatA batAvavI joIe, temAM sajajananI kameTI che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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109 68. vANuM pramANe vartana, je na hoya to tenI asara zrotAjane para paDatI nathI, phakta manaraMjana thAya che. upadezadvArA zrotAjane para asara pADavI hoya te prathama vANI pramANe vartana rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA che. eka munirAjanI pAse AvIne zrAvake kahyuM ke guru mahArAja! mArA putrane goLa nahI khAvAnI bAdhA Ape, kAraNa ke tene mAphaka AvatuM nathI. ane jyAre khAya che tyAre garama paDate hevAthI nAka dvArA lehI tUTI paDe che mATe tene samajAvI bAdhA Ape te bahu sAruM meM te tene bahu samajAbe paNa samaja nathI ane goLa khAva te hitakara samaje che. gurudeve kahyuM ke-paMdara divasa pachI tene bAdhA ApavAmAM Avaze, hAlamAM te nahI. A sAMbhaLI putra sAthe zrAvaka pitAne ghera AvyA. manamAM vicAra kare che ke bAdhA ApavAmAM gurumahArAje vilaMba kema karyo haze ? khAnagImAM pUchIza. paMdara divaso vityA pachI putrane laI zrAvake gurumahArAjanI pAse AvI bAdhA ApavA vinaMti karI. gurudeve tenA putrane pAse besADI. nahI khAvA bAbata zikhAmaNa ApI, tethI teNe asara thavAthI bAdhA lIdhI ane pALavA lAgyuM. tene pitA khuzI thaye ane putra paNa rakta nahI paDatuM hovAthI puSTa bane. ekadA khAnagImAM te zrAvake pUchayuM ke gurumahArAja ! gaLanI bAdhA ApavAmAM paMdara divasane vilaMba kema karyo? kahevA gya hoya te kahe. gurudeve tene kahyuM ke zrAvaka, mane paNa goLa khAvAnI Teva hatI. tenA vinA cAlatuM nahI. tethI paMdara divasa sudhI ane have jIvaMtaparyata geLa nahI For Private And Personal Use Only

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khAvAne niyama lIdhuM che kAraNa ke vANI pramANe vartana vinA asara thatI nathI. tethI prathama amoe baMdha karyo ane pachI tamArA putrane upadeza Apyo, ane asara thaI. bAdhA pALavA lAge. tamArI asara tene thaI nahI, tenuM kAraNa tame tyAga karyA vinA zikhAmaNa Ape che tethI asara thatI nathI. 69 samaju jane, khuzAmatathI khuzI thatA nathI, paNa gya samaye paisA kharcIne tene paropakAra karI hA le che, tyAre kRpaNa mANasa khuzAmatane lahAvo le che; paisA to banenI pAse sarakhA hoya che paNa vRttimAM bhinnatA hovAthI kAryomAM bheda paDe che, te ja kRpaNa, je dhananI nazvaratA samaje ane paropakArane lAbha samaje te te khuzAmatathI khuzI na thatAM paropakAra kare te mAruM kartavya che ema samajI gya avasare te paNa tyAga vRttimAM AvI dhanane lahAvo le; paNa teone sArI rIte samajAvanAra maLavA joIe. agara tevA prasaMgo AvI maLavA joIe. te ja samaje, nahItara kadApi samajatA nathI. kAraNa ke emane svabhAva parigrahavRttine che. jema vadhe tema khuza thAya ane ghaTe tyAre nAkhuza bane, sajane te zANuM hovAthI temane vadhAre kahevAne vakhata raheto nathI. potAnI meLe samajI yogya rIte paropakAra karavAmAM khAmI rAkhatA nathI. - 70. jyAM sudhI dhanAdikanI nazvaratA yathAsthita samajAya nahI tyAM sudhI tenA taraphanI mamatA ochI thatI nathI. mamatA alpa thayA sivAya kaSAyevRtti ghaTatI nathI. ane rAga-dveSa ane mehanuM jora vadhatuM rahe che, mATe prathama For Private And Personal Use Only

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dhanAkinI nazvaratA jANavAnI jarUra che. jyAre dhanAdika na hoya tyAre vividha prakAre cintAo thAya che ane mahAmahenata karIne meLavyA pachI tenA rakSaNanI cintA AvIne upasthita thAya che. kadAca pAdiye vyApAra karatAM te gumAvavAno avasara AvI paDe agara agni-cara bALI nAMkhe ke kaI laI jAya tyAre adhika vyAmoha thAya che ane te cAhanA aMge mana-tana baLyA kare. A pramANe vastusthiti che mATe tenI mamatAne tyAga karavo jarUrI che. jene dhanAdikanI mamatA nathI tene koInI khuzAmata karavAnI IcchA paNa thatI nathI. satyadhana-Atmatatvane meLavavAnI tene ghaNI tamannA hoya che. 71. mANase pitAnI buddhine-kapaTakalAmAM bIjAone arasaparasa athaDAvI mAravAmAM vAparatA hovAthI teja teone pariNAme duHkhajanaka nIvaDe che ane adhogatimAM laI jAya che kAraNa ke jene sadupayoga karavAno hato tene durupayoga karyo ane saMpa vadhAravAmAM ke sanmArge vALavAmAM tene upaga karyo nahI. 72. zarIrAdikane svaccha rAkhavAmAM buddhimAna puruSe ghaNe upaga rAkhe che, kAraNa ke nahi te jAheramAM mUkha tarIke kare. ane joIe tevuM mAna-sanmAna maLe nahI tethI nirantara vaccha rAkhavAmAM tatpara hoya che, paNa jene mana svaccha rAkhavuM heAya che te bhUle che. jenuM asadvicAramAM mana raMgAela che, kaLI na zakAya evA asadvicAramAM magna rahe che tene sudhAravAmAM varacha rAkhavAmAM prayAsa karavAmAM AvatuM nathI; tethI zarIrA For Private And Personal Use Only

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dikane svaccha rAkhI ghaNI kALajI rAkhe tethI kAMI zebhA maLatI nathI; kAraNa ke mAnasika vicAra pramANe uracAra ane AcAra thAya che. je manamAM sadvicAre haze te koIne paNa pIDAkAraka, cintAkAraka uccAra nIkaLaze nahI ane AcAre paNa sanmA nA hevAthI tenI zebhA vadhavAnI ane prazaMsA thavAnI; mATe zarIrAdikanI mAphaka mAnasika zuddhi karavAnI khAsa agatyatA rahelI che. jemAM traNa guptithI gupta che tenA sahavAsamAM AvI teonI vANIrUpI pAIne jhIle che ane pacAve te mAnasika zuddhi thAya ane Atmonnati vadhatI rahe. game tevA kiMmatI ane manahara AbhUSaNe, vastro pahere te paNa mAnasika zuddhi thatI nathI, paNa abhimAna vadhe che ke huM ke rUpALe zaNuM chuM. bIjAo mArI AgaLa hIna ane dIna dekhAya che. A pramANe kalpanAnA ghoDA upara ArUDha thaI sadvicAranI lagAma nahI hovAthI dukhanI gartAmAM jaIne paDe che ane pachI anya nimittonA upara reSAropaNa karIne adhika adhika pApothI baMdhAte rahe che. pachI je bhUrA saMskAra paDayA teno tyAga karatAM ghaNuM bha karavA paDe che, chatAM te saMskAra khasatA nathI, paraMtu jyAre athaDAtA-pITAtA kadAca satanI vANurUpI pANIne jhIle ane pacAve tyAre lyANanA mArge Ave che. 73. anyanenA prati vacane zravaNu karI agara marmavedhaka vANI temaja pIDAkAraka vANI sAMbhaLIne ekadama uzkerAI javuM nahIM, kAraNa ke uzkerAI javAmAM sthiratA nahI rahevAthI sadvicAra hoya te paNa khasI thAya che ane tenuM sthAna asadvicAra le che. temaja tenA vege bela For Private And Personal Use Only

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113 vAnA viveka rahetA nathI-evA prakAranI vANI nIkaLe ke Apazune peAtAneja hAnikAraka thAya, halakAI dekhAya, mATe galIratAne dhAraNa karI tevA vakhate gama khAvI; uzkerAI javuM nahI, sthiratA dhAraNu karavAthI sadvicArA prakaTe che, tenAthI cetatA rahevA mATe upayega rahe che, ane kAMipaNa nukazAna thatuM nathI; agara tevA prasaMge mauna dhAraNa karavuM te mahe upayAgI che. bhale pachI bIjAe nimala kahe, teA pazu uzkezaI javuM nahIM; kAraNa ke mauna rahevAmAM ke gama khAvAmAM Atmika khala rahelu che ane temAM dRDhatA thatI rahe che. mIjAe kahe, tethI nikhalatA AvatI nathI ane mAyakAMgalA manAtuM nathI, pazu Atmika khala vadhe che. keTalAka evA samajaNu vinAnA hoya che * kAI saheja uzkere teTalAmAM vicAra karyAM sivAya bhasAbhasI karavA maDI paDe che, ane anicchanIya jhagaDo karI bese che. temAM bemAMthI ekene sukha maLatuM nathI, ulaTI vividha AdhimAM sapaDAvu' paDe che. mATe kAinI uzkeraNIthI uzkerAI javu" nahIM. paNa te vakhate pUrA vicAra karavA ke zA mATe mane uzkera che? peAtAnA svArtha khAtara ke mArA mATe A pramANe vicAra karavAthI sArA mArga hastagata thaze ane kakAsa-kajIAthI thatI hAni-Syo--adekhAinA doSa thatA dareka bAbatamAM vicAra ane viveka karavAnA rahe che, pazu khIjAnI vANIthI uzai javAnuM ghaNI vakhata ane che tethI A upadezanI jarUra che mATe jaNAvela che. aMdha thaze. jo ke 74. munipaNuM dhAraNa karIne-je munine pUjya bana . For Private And Personal Use Only

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114 viAnI bhAvanA thAya agara mahattA meLavavAnI bhAvanA thAya-te muni bhaNavA guNavAnuM bhUle che, ane bhaNeluM paNa saMbhALatAM kaMTALo Ave che. ziSyanA AdhAre mArI pUjyatA thaze ane mahattA maLaze AvI bhAvanAthI jene tene sAdhune veza paherAvI ziSya banAve-ane pachI guruthI judA paDIne gAmegAma vicare che paNa mahattA tema maLatI nathI. mAnavIe munimAM kAMIka jJAna-cAritra paNa juve che. bhaNayA sivAya jJAna Ave paNa kayAMthI? ziSyane samudAya vadhyA pachI tenI saMbhALa karavAnI rahe che, tenI saMbhALamAM bhaNavAne vakhata rahe nahI, mATe prathama sArI rIte abhyAsa karyA pachI ziSya samudAya vadhAre te ghaNe lAbha thAya. bhaNyA vinA karela ziSyanA ziSya gurune thavuM paDe che. teonI sarve IrachA pUravAnI vRtti thAya che. je te ziSyanI IcchAo pUrI thAya nahIM te teone bhAgI javAnI dahezata rahe che ane cintAo sadAya satAvatI rahe che, mATe prathama sArI rIte abhyAsa karIne ziSyo karavA ucita che. guru ane ziSya be ajJAnI hoya te koNa keNune viDaMbanAothI bacAvI zake ane tArI zake? ajJAnInA palle paDele ziSya tare ke bUDe! "bIjAone tAravAnI bhAvanA hoya te prathama zAstrAbhyAsa karI le pachI tAravAnI kaLA AvaDaze." adhika bala vAparavuM paDaze nahIM. kahevata che ke kaLapUrvaka vApareluM baLa, uddhAraka bane che ane kaLa vinAnuM balasaMhAraka bane che. zrAparUpa bane che ane kaLa jJAna vinA AvI zakatI nathI, mATe kaLane vAparavA mATe jJAnanI jarUra For Private And Personal Use Only

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115 che. thaela ziLe kaLathI kabajAmAM rahI zake nahI ane AgaLa paNa vadhI zake nahI. 75. vinaya ane vivekahIna mAnavIo-je buddhimati maLI che tene upayoga, ubhAge karatA hovAthI kAra kera vartAve che temaja satkAryo karIne prazaMsApAtra banela sajajana upara ISya-adekhAI karI pite jAte duHkhI thAya che. teo ema samaje che ke, amArA karatAM adhika prazaMsApAtra bane nahI ane bane te teonI kAMI bhUlo kADhI samAjamAM utArI cADI nindApAtra banAvavA; paNa satkAryo karanAra sajjane te tethI adhika prazaMsApAtra bane che ane temaNe karelA satkAryo vadhAre dIpI uThe che te dekhIne pitAne dAva vRthA thaela jANI manamAM ati mUMjhavaNamAM paDI duHkhanuM bhAjana bane che, teone eTalI paNa samajaNa paDatI nathI ke sUrya sAme dhULa nAMkhavAthI te dhULa vaDe pite ja malina banAya che ane kheTA vicAra karavAthI pApabaMdha thAya che paNa teone vicAra sAro Ave kayAMthI? kAraNa ke ajJAnatAnA cege dararoja teonuM hRdaya baLatuM rahe che, paraMtu je satkAryo sajajanee karyA che tenA karatAM adhika pramANamAM teo satkAra kare te pitAnA sadavicAronA AdhAre temaja sadguNethI adhika prazaMsApAtra thAya; mATe dareka manuSyae ISya-adekhAIne tyAga karI prazaMsApAtra banavuM hoya te prathama vinaya-vivekane agra sthAna ApIne satkAryo karavA joIe. eka rAjAe, kAgaLamAM eka lIMTI derIne sabhAjanene kahyuM ke A lIMTIne bhUsyA sivAya nAnI banAve. sabhAjane For Private And Personal Use Only

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116 vicAramAM paDayA ke bhUsyA vinA nAnI kevI rIte banAvI zakAya ! eTalAmAM vinaya ane vivekavALA eka sajjane te lIMTInI AgaLa mhoTI lIMTI dorI tethI te lIMTI nAnI mAlUma paDI. A pramANe mhoTA satkArya karavAthI peAte mahAna dekhAze; bInanAM satyA bhUMsavAnI jarUra nathI. 76. viSaya sukhamAM mugdha banela aneka pApAra karavApUrvaka hajAro lAkhAne raDAvI bhIkhArI banAvI te paisAdAra bane che ane abhimAnane dhAraNa karI peAtAnI mahAdurI batAve che ke ama kevA huziyAra chIe ke bIjAone mUrkha banAvI ame paisAdAra banyA. are ! anya janAne tuccha mAnI manamAM malakAya che paNa tene khakhara nathI ke, kAvAdAvA karIne prApta karela paisA kayAM sudhI raheze ? pApAye teja paisA khasI jatAM adhika kalpAMta karAvaze kAraNa ke jyAre atizaya rAga hoya tyAre adhika pApeA karIne paNa te meLavAya che ane te khasI jAya agara lUMTAI jAya, cArA lai jAya tyAre tene duHkhanA pAra rahetA nathI; agara A bhavamAM tenA viyAga thAya nahI te parabhavamAM tenA vipAke jaMpIne besavA devAnA nathI, teA pachI A DuziyArI zA kAmanI? e teA bahAdurI ke khehAzI ? AvI khahAdurI batAvavAmAM ze mAla che ke pariNAme duHkhanA DuMgarA khaDakAya ? mATe sa'patti meLavIne bahAdurI batAvavA jevI nathI. temaja manamAM malakAvA jevu nathI. pariNAmane vicAra karazeA tA badhu' ya samajAze. peAtAne samajaNu na hAya teA samyagrAnInI salA laIne sadUSatana rAkho temAM ja hita samAela che; nahItara For Private And Personal Use Only

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117 anAdikAlathI bhaTakatA, chedAtA, pITAtA, raDatA AvyA che, te pramANe bhaviSyamAM evI avasthA AvIne upasthita thaze; kSaNa bhara jene vizvAsa nathI ane je kSaNabhaMgura che, evI dhanasaMpattine meLavavAmAM makalAvavAnuM zuM ? e te ajJAnI jaDa je hoya te makalAya. jJAnIne te upekSA hoya che. zarIrane vizvAsa nathI te dhanAdikane vizvAsa kema rakhAya ! Ama samajI lepa lAge nahI te pramANe varte che, tethI teo dhanAdika na hoya te paNa manamAM kheda-dveSa dhAraNa karatA nathI ane je avasthA prApta thaI temAM saMteSI banI AnaMdane anubhava karatA rahe che ane vizvanI vicitra ghaTanAo joyA kare che. 77, AtmA jyAre pitAnA svarUpamAM-tatvamAM sthira thatA rahe che, tema tene dravyathI kSetrathI kAla ane bhAvathI pratibaMdha rahetuM nathI arthAt savataMtra banatA rahe che; mATe viSaya-kaSAyanI viSamasthitinA vipAkane sArI rIte samajI teonAthI haThavA mATe niratara prayAsa kare Avazyaka che, tamee sukha kAyama rahe te mATe bahu prayAso karyA-cintA paNa vArevAre ghaNuM karI paNa prApta thaela sukha kAyama rahyuM nahIM ane hAtha tALI daIne najare dekhatAM khasI gayuM-te tame sArI jANe che. have bIjI vAra evI bhUla na thAya te mATe kavipata sukhanI bhramaNane tyAga karIne vRthA prayAsa kare nahI. prayAsa kare che te Atmatatvane oLakhavA mATe kare ke jethI karele prayAsa saphalatA pAme ane satya sukhane anubhava Avate rahe. tamee dhana-dArAdikamAM mamatA dhAraNa karIne temAM ja sukhanI zraddhA dhAraNa karI, te prathamanI bhUlane For Private And Personal Use Only

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118 sudhAravA mATe keTalo prayAsa karyo? keTalI cintAe karI? temaja keTale saddagurune upadeza sAMbhaLIne vartanamAM mUkavA mATe mahenata karI? pUche tame tamArA ja AtmAne, sAce javAba maLaze ane thatI bhUla bIjI vAra thaze nahI, saghaLuMye kuTuMba tamArI pAse che. zuddhoga pitA ane dhIraja mAtA tamArI vATa jaI rahela che ane samatArUpI strI tamane bheTavA mATe talasI rahela che. to kayAM anyatra bhaTake che? yAtanAo-vipattio ane viDaMbanAnA dukhane bhUlI kema jAo cho? teone haThAvavA mATe tamArAmAM tAkAta rahelI che; paNa bhaTakavAnuM bhUlIne nija gharamAM Ave tyAre tenI samajaNa paDe anaMtakAla sudhI paribhramaNa karyuM tethI tamee sukha meLavyuM ke saMkaTa! tene vicAra karo. sukha te tamArI pAse che, anyatra che ja nahIM, mATe antarane zeLe. 78. jeone pitAnI Atmazakita upara zraddhA nathI ke "mArA AtmAmAM anaMtazakti rahelI che tene Avibhava prathama karuM ane AtmazaktimAM sarvazaktione samAveza thAya che, kAMIpaNa kamInA rahetI nathI." Ave jeone vizvAsa nathI teo sArA narasA saMge upasthita thatAM tenA dAsa banI jAya che-sArA saMyege maLatAM ahaMkAra-abhimAnane kepha caDhe che tethI teo sArA saMyegone satya lAbha laI zakatA nathI-ahaMkAra abhimAnanA nazAmAM pAgala jevA banI rahe chevinaya-vivekane visArI viSayavRttimAM Asakta bane che, tethI maLelA suMdara saMge viphala bane che, ane pApodaye azubha sage maLatAM-pratikUla saMge upasthita thatAM teonA For Private And Personal Use Only

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119 prA nIkaLI jAya che, agara haiyAnAM baLApAmAM zekAtA rahe che ane kAMI paNa dhArmika kAryo karavAnI bhAvanA paNa thatI nathI AvA mANase saMgonA dAsa banI nirantara parAdhInatAnI beDImAM barobara jakaDAI adhama keTInA thAya che. paNa jeone Atma zakti upara pUrNa vizvAsa che ane Atmazaktine AvirbhAva karavA mATe sadAya puruSArtha karatA hoya teone game tevAsArA ke narasA saMyego AvyA hoya te paNa lezamAtra bhIti pAmyA vinA te samaye daDha bane che, maLelA saMgone dAsa banAve che ane Atmazaktine AvirbhAva karatA rahe che. AvA mahAzaye vaparanuM kalyANa karavAmAM samartha bane che. viSayavRttimAM ke kaSAyenA prasaMge teone mUMjhavaNa thatI nathI ane Asakta banatA nathI-eTale AtmAthI jane saMgene dAsa banAve che tyAre anya mANase saMgonA dAsa bane che, mATe parAdhInatAne TALI svAdhInatAne anubhava le heya te je saMge upasthita thayA hoya temAM Asakta bane nahI ane Atmazaktine Avibhava karavA mATe haiyAmAM ghaNuM lAgaNI rAkhe. paranA saMye kAyama rahetA nathI temaja parAvartana pAmatAM ke khasI jatAM vilaMba thatuM nathI-te samaye haiyAne evuM majabUta banAve ke lezamAtra cintAe thAya nahI ane Atmabala ghaTe nahI. 79 mamatva. tame je ghara-mahela-bAga-bagIcA vigerene pitAnA mAnyA che ane teonuM rakSaNa karavA nirantara prayAsa karI rahela che paNa te ghara vigere tamArI ja vastuo che te vicAra karatAM sAbita thatI nathI, tame je ghara-mahela For Private And Personal Use Only

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129 Aga-bagIcAne pitAne kahe che te pramANe tamArA putra- putrAdi parivAra temaja tamArA mAtapitAdi pazu te ghara vigerene potAnA ja mAne che ane koI pUche te kahe che ke A ghara-A baMgale-A bAga amAre che-tamoe te vastuo upara mAlikI dhAraNa karI; paNa te bAga-bagIcAmAM paNa anya prANIoe nivAsa karela hoya che. bIlADA-uMdara-gIrelIkarALIA vigere prANuo temAM AnaMdathI rahela hoya che. cakalAM-pArevA vigere paNa mAruM mAnIne ghara karatAM mAluma paDe che, te pachI "A gRha vigere mArA potAnA ja " e kahevuM vRthA che. vastutaH te tamArAM nathI ja. je tamArA hoya te, jyAM gamana kare tyAM sAthe ne sAthe AvavA joIe. paNa kaI sAthe AvatuM na hovAthI-te tamAruM che ja nahI; cha khaMDanI sAhAbI-saMpatti hoya te paNa mananI cintA temaja karmodaye utpanna thatI vyAdhione haThAvI zakAtI nathI. kadAca mAnavI, mAne ke tethI amArI cintAo nAza pAme che, te emanI jamaNA che, kAraNa ke be ghaDI te cintAo khasI jatAM, ema na kahevAya ke have punaH thaze nahI. AzA-tRSNA te cAlu rahela hovAthI, kSaNabharamAM paNa cintAo AvI upasthita thAya che. mATe mamatAne tyAga karI temaja ahaMkArane dUra karIne vrataniyamabaddha banavuM joIe, kAraNa ke vrata-niyamathI, ahaMkAraabhimAna-mamatva-mAyA rAga-dveSa ane mahinA vikArane vega ocho thAya che ane tenA vege thatI cintAo paNa ochI thatI jAya che. mana, vANuM ane kAyAnI kasoTI thAya che ane kasoTI thavAthI mAnasika-zArIrika bala vadhatuM rahe che, ane punaH thaze nagnAe khasI. rahela hevAthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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17 baLa vadhyA pachI dInatA-hInatA vigere bhAsatA nathI, tethI satya ghara-agara rahevAnuM sthala karyuM che ke nahI tenI vicAraNA jAgrat thAya che-jAgrasta thayA pachI bala pheravavApUrvaka satya sthAna tarapha gamana karI zakAya che. tamArA gharamAM ke zarIramAM mArApaNAnI je kalpanA che te sAcI nathI, kAraNa ke tamArA gharamAM rahevAne mATe ApelI oraDImAM rahetI dAsI paNa bIjAne kaheze A mArI jagyA che. bIjAne temAM AvavAno adhikAra nathI. temaja tamArI patnI tathA putra-putrI temaja tamArA gharamAM ghara karIne rahelA uMdarabIlADI paNa mAne che, ke A amAruM sthAna che. anyatra paribhramaNa karIne tamArA ja gharamAM karelA sthAnamAM AvIne raheze. kahe have tamAruM ekalAnuM ghara che? haragIja nahI. chatAM mAruM mAruM karIne zA mATe malakAva che ? ane ahaMkArapUrvaka mamatvane dhAraNa karo cho. tamArA zarIramAM rahela karamIAone vANI hoya te Ama kahI zake-A zarIra paNa amAruM ghara che, mATe tene ame mUkavAnA nahI. A pramANe pitAnuM nahI hovA chatAM ghara ane zarIrane manuSya potAnuM mAnI beThelA che te acaMbe na kahevAya ? 80. zUravIra ane ahiMsaka rAjAnI najara paDatAM, hiMsake hiMsA karatAM gabharAIne nAsI jAya che eTale hiMsA karatA nathI. temaja satyavAdI zuravIra AgaLa asatya bolatAM pAchA haThe-belI zakatA nathI ane bhayabhIta banI bhAgatA rahe che. tathA balavAna saMpattimAnanI najare corI karatAM cAre pAchA haThe che eTale corI karI zakatA nathI temaja sadAcArI For Private And Personal Use Only

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122 svajana AgaLa temanI najare vyabhicAra karI zakatA nathI, zaramathI pAchA haThavuM paDe che ane adhika karane letAM rAjAnI AgaLa parigraha ocho kara paDe che, te mahAna-anaMta zaktinA svAmI arihatenI najare tathA siddha bhagavaMtanI najare hiMsA-asatya-cerI ane vyabhicAra-parigrahavRtti vagere doSamAMthI AtmA pAche kema nahI hoya ? arihaMtasiddhonI daSTi samagra vizvanA carAcara padArtho ane tenA guNeparyA para rahelI che te jANI zarama-lAja paNa nathI AvatI? A kevI adhamatA? kAMIka vicAra ane viveka kara joIe. tame ema mAne che ke, gupta karelA aparAdhone tathA dene kaI paNa jANatuM nathI. A tamArI jamaNA che. bhagavate samaye samaye tamArI kAryavAhI jANa rahela che te zaramAvuM joIe. ane te te dene tyAga karavA prabala puruSArtha pheravo joIe. bhagavaMte, ApaNuM saghaLI karaNIne joI rahelA che ema je sadA khyAla rAkhaze te dethI pAchA haThavAnuM mana thaze ane anukrame pAchA haThI zakaze; aparAdha karatAM zUravIrA AgaLa ane svajana AgaLa pAchA haTho che ane zaramAo cho te pachI arihaMta-siddha bhagavaMtane dekhatAM pAchA kema haThatA nathI ? zUravIra ane sagAMvahAlAM karatAM paNa bhaga vaMte anaMta Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhinA svAmI che ema samajIne dene sevatAM lAja-zarama lAvIne pAchA haThavuM joIe. lAja-zarama-vicAra ane viveka, jene heya nahI te pazu paMkhI je kahevAya temaja saMmarichama jaDa je kahevAya-tame te mahAna zaktizALI ane vicAraka-viveka manuSya . For Private And Personal Use Only

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123 81. jeo Atmika guNanuM nirantara smaraNa kare che teo tIrthakara mahArAjAnA guNene bhUlatA nathI, ane temanA jevA guNene meLavavA sarva zaktione vApare che. paNa jaDa padArthonA guNemAM rAcImAcI rahelAone ane teonuM smaraNa karatA janene potAnA Atmika guNonI yAdI kayAMthI Ave ? e te jyAre sadupadeza zravaNa karavAne vakhata le tyAre ane ruci jAge tyAre Atmika guNonI kAMIka yAdI Ave, paNa viSayasukhanA saMskAra hovAthI pAcho bhUlI jAya; A pramANe bhUlo karatAM ghaNuM bhava kare tyAre kAMIka Atmika guNenA saMskAra paDe che, Asakti ochI thatAM Atmika guNanuM smaraNa bhUlAtuM nathI, ane maraNa thatAM jinezvaranA guNe jevA potAnA guNene prApta karavA rucipUrvaka prayAsa thAya. tamArI IrachAo-AzAo-ane tRSNa kadApi tRpta thavAnI nathI. bhale pachI devenI saMpatti maLe, te paNa tRSNA ghaTavAnI nahI ja; paraMtu jyAre Atmika guNene meLavavA Adara thaze tyAre duniyAnI tRSNAo ochI thavAnI ane tajajanya Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhio ghaTavAnI; mATe nirantara AtmAnA guNenuM maraNa karavuM te Avazyaka che. je sAmAyika-pratikramaNa-poSadhAdika kriyA karavAnI zAstrakAra mahArAjAe kahI che te paNa Atmika guNanA maraNa mATe ane viSaya-kaSAyanI Asakti ochI karIne Atmika guNo meLavavAne mATe ja Atmika guNone AvirbhAva thayA sivAya kadApi prANIonI Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhio khasavAnI nathI ane viDaMbanAo TaLavAnI nahI, mATe vakhata kADhIne be ghaDI paNa Atmika guNanuM samaraNa karatAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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124 rahevuM joIe. anaMtakAla viScAnuM maraNu karatAM vyatIta thaye tethI karyu. sukha meLavyu? satya sukhaneA keTaleA vakhata anubhava AnyA tenA vicAra karavA jarUrI che, nahItara AvyA evA cAlyA jaze ane janma, jarA ane mRtyunAM du:khe je laganyA te mAthe paDaze. 82. mithyAbhimAnanA tyAga karI anekAMta dRSTie vicAra karatAM namratA yukta satyanA Agraha hoya teA judA paDavA chatAM hRdayanA saMbadha tUTe nahI. najIvI khAkhatamAM udArabhAve namatuM rAkhavAmAM Ave agara khullA dilanI carcAthI eka bIjAnuM mantanya samajI levAmAM Ave te ApaNA jIvanavyavahAramAM prema ane sahukAranI bhAvanA vadhe, 83. jIvanasiddhi mATe cittazuddhi ane cittazuddhi mATe sAruM vAcana, manana, sayama, nigraha vigeranI temaja potAnA jIvananirvAha mATe sadvyavasAyanIce jarUra che. 84. vyavahAranI zuddhinA AdhAre cittanI zuddhi thAya che ane cittazuddhi thayA pachI udAratA, sadAcaraNu, gaMbhIratA, indriyanigraha vigere sA ApeApa AvIne vase che; eTale kaMkAsa, phleza, jhagaDA, vera-jhera vigere dugu NNA rahI zakatA nathI. vyavahArazuddhatAmAM dharmanI saphalatA samAelI che. jyAM sudhI vyavahArazuddhi thatI nathI tyAM sudhI karelI dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM vividha vijJo upasthita thAya che. cittanI ca'calatA ghaTatI nathI. AntadhyAna-raudradhyAnanA vicAra| ane vikArA For Private And Personal Use Only

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15 uchALA mAyA kare che, mATe vyavahAranI zuddhi, cittanI zuddhi mATe ane dharmanI ArAdhanA mATe ananya sAdhana che. A saMsAramAM mAyA-mamatAthI ane ajJAnatAthI aneka prakAranI cintAo temaja vyAdhio AvIne ghere ghAlI rahela che. te gherAne dUra karanAra je koI heya te vyavahArazuddhi che. vyavahArazuddhine saMkSepamAM artha karIe te arasaparasa maitrIbhAvanA ane parigraha pratibaddhatAne abhAva kahevAya. prApta thaelI sAdhana-sAmagrIne sadupayoga kare te paNa vyavahArazuddhi che, kAraNa ke parigrahanI pratibaddhatAthI temaja prApta thaelI sAdhana-sAmagrIne saduupayoga na karavAthI viSaya kaSAyanA vikAro vega pakaDIne, mAnavIone unmArge khasela laI jAya che. tethI bhabhavamAM viDaMbanAo temaja vividha vigho prasaMge prasaMge AvIne upasthita thAya che. jene parigrahanI mamatA kahe ke pratibaddhatA kahe te deSa rahe che, tathA tene sadupayoga nathI; tene saMtoSa kaI prakAre thatuM nathI. uttarottara asateSa vadhatuM rahe che ane tRSNa vadhatI hovAthI eka ghaDI paNa sthiratA rahetI nathI. AzAo IrachAo ane tRSNA dekhAdekhIthI vadhe che. amuka dhanADhyanI saMpatti sAhyAbIne najare nIhALI ke tarata tevI sAhAbI meLavavAne mANasa mathe che. paraMtu tevI saMpatti ane sAhyabI meLavavAnI AvaData hoya nahI, temaja tathA prakAranuM jJAna heya nahI tyAre mahenata karatAM jyAre na maLe tyAre aneka prakAranI cintAothI gamagIna bane che. kadAca padaye prApta thAya to paNa samyagajJAna na hovAthI tene lAbha laI zakAtuM nathI. hajAra maLe tyAre For Private And Personal Use Only

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126 lAkhanI icchA thAya, lAkha maLe tyAre karADanI icchA thAya che. hajAranA sataiSIne je sukha hoya che te navANuM hajAranI milkatavALAne hAtu nathI. te teA evI ja ghaTanAmAM rahela hAya che ke eka hajAra jaldI maLe ane lakSAdhipati thAuM, lAkha maLe tyAre tenI dRSTi, karADAdhipati upara paDe che ke kyAre karADAdhipati anuM? A pramANe AzAnA anta AvatA nathI ane sukhI anatA nathI, mATe sa'teSa paNa vyavahArazuddhinA pAyA che. 85. keTalAka manuSyA, dhanane agiyAramA prANa samajI tenI khAtara jIvanaparyaMta prayAsa karatA mAlUma paDe che. keTalAka mojamajA viSayavRttimAM mahattA mAnatA hAvAthI puNyeAdaye prApta karela paisAne pANInI mAphaka veDaphI nAMkhe che tyAre keTalAkane pAtAnA samAjamAM agrasthAna meLavavAnI ke pUjanIya banavAnI IcchA hAvAthI meLavela dhanane vyaya kare che; kAraNa ke dhana vAparyAM vinA sauMsAramAM mahuttA maLatI nathI ane AgaLa AvIne esAtuM nathI temaja keTalAkane saMgraha karI rAkhavA tIvra icchA hAvAthI eka rUpiyA paNa sanmArge vAparatAM bahu kaSTa bhAse che. kAI prakAre upAya na hAya, temaja kAMIka Arthika lAbha dekhAte hAya te te kharacavA taiyAra thAya. A pramANe manuSyanI vRtti judI judI hAvAthI peAtAnuM ke samAjanuM kAMI pazu kANu karavA samartha banatA nathI; paraMtu jene kAya karavAnI ane janakalyANu karavAnI haiya pUrNa bhAvanA hAya che ane bhAvanA rageragamAM ane ame rAme nyAsa anela hoya te vicArA karavAmAM agara leAkamata keLavavAmAM ke teneA pracAra karavAmAM ke tenI yAjanA ghaDavAmAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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117 samaya vyatIta karatA nathI; para'tu je vakhate kArya karavAnI tamannA jAgI te ja samaye kAmanI zarUAta kare che. kAryakaranArAo nirabhimAnI haze, nikhAlasa ane sAcI dhagazavALA haze tA temane sahakAra ApanAra hajAra maLI Avaze. zrIma tA Ape|Apa pUchavA Avaze ane dhArela kAryane pUrNa thatAM vila kha thaze nahI, paraMtu te kAryamAM mAna-pratiSThA meLavavAnI bhAvanA haze teA sahakAra ApanAra alpapramANamAM maLI Avaze; mATe samAjopayAgI agara zAsanAnnatinA kAryani niSkAma bhAve temaja ghaNI lAgaNIthI karavA joIe. niSkAmabhAve temaja nikhAlasa vRttie satkAryo karavAthI prathama te peAtAnA AtmAnA vikAsa sadhAya che ane pachI janatAnuM rhuita sadhAya che. ane pAchaLa mAna-sanmAna-pratiSThA vigere ApeAApa pAchaLa doDatA Ave che. 86, sa'sAramAM sarva padArtho peAtAnA dravya, guNu ane pA~cAvaDe svataMtra che. kAi paNa padArtha eka bIjAnI mAMhAmAMhI hAni--vRddhi karI zakatuM nathI. peAtAnA AtmAnA guNNAnI hAni-vRddhi karavAne kAI paNa padArtha sama` nathI. Atmika guNAne dakhAvanAra jo koi hAya te krodhAdika kaSAyA che. tenA dabANuthI Atmika zaktinA AvirbhAva thatA nathI ane thayA paNa nathI; mATe sarva sa MtApanu kAraNuM kaSAyanA tyAga karavA jeTalI zakti hAya teTalI vApavI joie. ApaNe je zakti viSayavRttine poSavA mATe vAparIe chIe, tethI te AtmikaguNNA adhikAdhika dabAtA rahe che ane je sAcA sukhane mATe abhilASA che. te pUrI thatI nathI ane adhUrI rahe che;. mATe je zakti viSaya-kaSAyamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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128 vAparavAmAM Ave che te ja zaktine tene tyAga karavAmAM vAparavAmAM Ave te je sukhanI IrachA che te pUrI thAya, ane anaMta sukha ApoApa AvI maLe. tame je sukhane mArga savIkAryo che te sAce mArga nathI, paNa umArga che; keIpaNa samaye je sukhane mArga lIdhe che tene tyAga karyA vinA sAcuM sukha prApta thavAnuM nathI. mATe atyArathI samajI tevA viSayika sukhanI mAyA-mamatAne tyAga kare te hitAvaha che. svAdathI sukha maLatuM hoya te tame suMdara rasavatI adhika pramANamAM khAo te paNa adhika sukha maLavuM joIe, paNa adhika rasaI khAtAM akaLAmaNa thAya agara zarIre vyAdhi utpanna thAya che, akaLAmaNa Ave che tyAre vyAdhine dUra karavA davA le che, aneka upAya karIne thaelA duHkhane zamAvavA prayatnazIla bane che, paraMtu jyAre a5 pramANamAM khAvAmAM Ave te ja te davA lAgu paDe ane pIDA TaLe eTale alpa pramANamAM khAvAthI kAMIka zAMti rahe che te pachI jyAre nirAhArIpaNuM prApta thAya tyAre kevI zAMti raheze tene vicAra karavuM Avazyaka che. kahevAnuM e ja che ke viSayavRttimAM sukha ja nathI, paNa pAMca IndriyanA vikArone kAbUmAM rAkhavA mATe vAdane tyAga kare te ja hitakara che, kaSAya ane viSayavRttithI te anaMtakAla sudhI cAre gatimAM ane rAzI lAkha nimAM pariNAmaNu vAre vAre thayuM, paNa sukha na maLatAM saMkaTa AvIne upasthita thayAM. te mATe savAdane tyAga karavAnI jarUra che. vArthane sAdhavA khAtara temae kAMIka pApasthAnake karyAIka kapaTa-kaLAo karI vividha prakAranI uthalapAthala karI For Private And Personal Use Only

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129 paNa kavArtha sadhAze nahi. ne ulaTI vividha denAe sahae karavI paDI. kharI rIte tapAsa karIe ane samyajJAnI vacanamAM zraddhA rAkhIe te samajAya ke A mArgathI satya vArtha sadhAtuM nathI. paNa vAda cAne savArtha, je teoe sukhanuM sAdhana mAnyuM che tene tyAga karI Atmika guNene oLakhI mananI zuddhi kare; pAMca indriyone vaza karI AtmAne bhUla sthAne sthApana kare, tamane sukhanI je jhaMkhanA che te pUrI thavAnI. 87. vidyA-parizrama ane udyoganA AdhAre zArIrika zakita temaja mAnasika zaktine AvirbhAva thAya che, te sivAya manuSya jaDa jevA ane daridra bane che, tethI AvatI viDaMbanAone haThAvI zaktA nathI, mATe samaju ane vidyAbhyAsa temaja parizrama ane udyogane prathama sthAna ApI te vaDe sukhI thAya che ane AvatI viDaMbanAone haThAve che, teja sajajane gurune je sadupadeza sAMbhaLI-Atmika vikAsa karavA puruSArtha seve te janma, jarA ane mRtyunAM dukhe paNa sarvathA-sarvadA ane sarvatra nAza pAme ane anaMta zuddhine prApta kare. - 88. dukAnamAM gAdI upara beThela zeTha, sthira daSTi zakhIne munImane tathA bIjA gumAstAonI pravRttine joyA kare te teo sepeluM kArya sArI rIte karI zake, anya pravRttimAM jI zake nahI-te pramANe anya pravRttine tyAga karI zarIrarUpI kAnamAM hadayagAdI para ArUDha thaelo AtmA sthira hRSTi rAkhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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130 manarUpI sunImajInI tathA pAMca indriyArUpI gumAstAnI pravRttie satata nihALyA kare te te mana ane indriyA zu kAma kare che? sAMpelu kArya kare che ke anyatra pravRtti kare che ? te jarUra mAluma paDe ane anya pravRttiothI nivArI zakAya. mana tATTAne caDhe nahI temaja AtmAne sahakAra ApI zake. zeTha peAte je bIje bhamatA hAya tA munImajI tathA gumAstA vazamAM rahe nahI ane dhArela kArya sAdhI zake nahI, mATe AtmAe svakArya sAdhavA mATe prathama hRdayamAM sthira thaIne STine, manane ane indriyAne kabaje karavA sthira karavI joie; tA ja mana ane indriyA vazavartI banI sevakarUpe thAya che--AtmAe mana ane indriyAne kabaje karI temane sevaka anAvavA joie paNa pAte sevaka banavuM na joie. je AtmA sthiratA dhAraNa karIne sthira daSTie joyA kare teA mana-indriyAnuM eTalu jora nathI ke kabaje Ave nahI-ane potAnA kahyA pramANe vate nahI. Atmikazakti AgaLa te ApoApa namI paDe che ane AtmivikAsamAM kAMika sahakAra ApatA rahe che, mATe AtmAne hRdayastha karo. mAhya pravRttione dUra karIne sthira najara karI, Ape Apa anaMta Rddhi--siddhinA svAmI khanaze. kAI prakAre dInatA--hInatA lezamAtra raheze nahI ane anaMtasukhane anubhava Avaze. bhAvanAne bhAvI-sthira thayela AtmAne anyapravRttimAM paDavu' paNa gamaze nahI; mATe bhAvanAne bhAvI AtmAne jJAnagarbhita prathama banAvavA jarUrI che; te sthira thatAM saghaLAM kA* saphala thatAM vila kha lAgaze nahI ane kriyA paNa sala thaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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131 jagatamAM nakalI vastuonA pracAra karavA jeTalA prayAsa karavAM paDe che teTalAM asalI vastu mATe prayAsa karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI--e te peAtAnA guNethI prasiddha thAya che ane tenA sarvatra pracAra thAya che. manuSya Ape|Apa te vastuone ALakhI tene grahaNa karavA paDApaDI kare che, paraMtu dunyavI nakalI sukhane khAtara mAnavIe che prayAsa karatA nathI ane tenA pracAra karavA mATe paNu khAmI rAkhatA nathI, chatAM te maLelu sukha lAta mArI- uMsAe lagAvIne cAlyuM jAya che tyAre AtmA paritApa karavAmAM khAkI rAkhateA nathI; eTale nakalI sukha viSayanA vikAramAM rahelu che ane asalI kahetAM satya sukha samatAmAM samAyela che. nakalI sukhamAM jagata, mugdha anela hAvAthI satyasukhanA anubhava AvavA duHzakya che, mATe nakalI sukhanA vizvAsa rAkhavA jevA nathI ane temAM mugdha thavuM te ratnajaDita kaDuM ApIne bAra kharIdavA jevu kahI zakAya. samaju jane te nakalI sukhamAM mugdha khanatA nathI ane tenAthI sathA mukta thavA kammara kase che-aneka upAyA ceAjIne vakhatasara tenAthI mukta bane che. nakalI vastumAM prathama caLakATa hAya che, paNa te vakhata jatAM te caLakATane sthAne zyAmatA AvIne sthAna jamAve che, tevI rIte viSayasukhamAM caLakATa hovAthI prathama adhika pasaMda paDe che, paNa pariNAme atizaya paritApa utpanna karAvanAra ane che, mATe temAM mugdhatA dhAraNa karavA jevI nathI, kAraNa ke tenAthI rAga-dveSanA vikArA te mugdhane cAre bAjuethI gherI le che-tethI Atmika zakti avarAtI hAya e-dakhAtI hoya che--Atmika zakti upara khaNu AvavAthI mAnavA jaDa jevA anI nIca gatinA bhAjana ane che, For Private And Personal Use Only

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17ra 89 dhanacAvana carAne TAI temaja baLamana kAyAnI saphalatA, vinaya viveka ane prasanna mana upara rahelI che. dhana hete paNa je vinaya hAya nahI te, mada-abhimAna-ahaMkAra Avaze ane matAdi vaDe teja dhanavAna-halakA paDavAne. temaja jJAnAdika Atmika guNa tarapha ruci nahI jAge; mATe dhanAdika prApta karyA pachI paNa vinayane visaravA jevuM nathI. dhananA abhimAnathI je mahATA hoya che te cheTA bane che ane cheTA adhama banI nIcagatinA bhAjana bane che, mATe vinayathI dhananI saphalatA kahelI che. te sivAya tene mATe karelA athAga parizrama vRthA jAya che. pRdaye prApta thaela yauvanamAM je viveka na hoya te aneka pApAramAM te yuvAvasthA lAvI mUke che, aneka pApa karAvIne aneka yAtanAmAM phasAve che. vivekathI guNadoSa mAluma paDe che; te sivAya pazuone paNa yuvAvasthA prApta thAya che. paNa vivekarahita hevAthI tenI sArthakatA teo meLavI zakatA nathI ane sahaja pratikUlatA thatAM mArAmArI upara Ave che. manuSya te vicArazIla hovAthI dhanavAna bane ke yuvAna hoya te paNa vinaya-vivekane visaratA nathI ane tene vicAra kare che ke dhana ane yauvana kyAM sudhI rahevAnuM viNasatAM vAra lAgatI nathI, te pachI tene mada karavo te vRthA che. A pramANe vicAranA cuMge teone vinaya-viveka Ave che. mAnavI, cakSuvALA hoya paNa te vinaya ane viveka na hoya te amuka apekSAe aMdha kahevAya mATe dhana-yauvana-maheTAI vigere prApta thaye chate tene mada avazya tyAga kare te Avazyaka che, mada For Private And Personal Use Only

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eka vAtane nazo che. nazAvALA mAnavIne sArAsAranI samajaNa paDatI nathI. 90. sagAM svabaMdhuomAM tathA jJAtijane ane samAjamAM temaja rASTramAM vicArabheda tathA hRdayabheda paDAvI svakArya sAdhanArAo bhale khuzI thayA hoya ke khuzI thatA hoya paNa tenuM pariNAma kaSajanaka AvyA vinA rahetuM nathI. kAraNa ke bheda paDAvavAmAM ISya-kapaTa-tathA paDAvI levAnI IcchA rahelI hoya che. AvA dezenuM pariNAma kadApi sukha janaka banatuM nathI. kadAca A bhavamAM puryodaye teno vipAka mAluma paDe nahI, paNa paralekamAM tenI bhayaMkaratA tathA duHkhajanaktA jaze nI sAMsArika viSayenI Asakti ja AvA bheda paDAvavAmAM kharekhara pitAne bhAva bhajavatI hoya che. Asakti sivAya kaSTadAyaka bhede paDAvavAnI bhAvanA thatI nathI. A lekamAM ke paralekamAM kaSTa bhegavavAne avasara Ave nahIM te mATe pari. NAmane sArI rIte vicAra karIne ekatAnuM rakSaNa thAya agara aikaya dRDha thAya te mATe prayAsa karavAnI agatyatA che. bheda paDAvIne mahattA meLavaze te paNa te mahattA tamane sukhethI jaMpavA deze nahI, vividha bhaye upasthita karIne cintAnI hoLImAM phasAvaze ane pApane udaya thatAM te maLelI mahattA bhArarUpa banaze, mATe vicAra-viveka lAvI je tamane prApta thaela che temAM saMtoSa rAkhI maitrIbhAvanA bhAve ke jethI Iccha-kapaTa, anyanuM paDAvI levAnI vRtti thAya nahI ane ekatA sIvAya. vicArabheda paDAvavAthI manabheda ane hRdayabheda paDato hovAthI kaMkAsa-laDAI mArAmArI thAya, temAM zuM lAbha? For Private And Personal Use Only

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194 91. dunyavI jJAnathI zAMti nathI thatI. dunyavI pravRttimAM ghaNeA rasa levAthI ane ghaNI Asakti rAkhavAthI Atmazakti dukhANumAM Ave che ane Atmika vicAraNA karavAthI ke samyag jJAna meLavavAthI AtmAnI zaktine AvirbhAva thAya che ane jaDatAnA mUla ukhaDe che. AtmajJAna vinAnA paDhita paNu, ahaMkAra mamatAnA AviSkArAmAM lapaTAI bhAna bhUle che. dunyavI jJAnathI kadApi zAMti vaLatI nathI ane kadApi vaLaze paNa nahI. mANasA jANIbUjhIne paNa durAcArAne tyAga karavA samartha banatA nathI tenuM kAraNa tene bhaviSyamAM kevI Aphata AvI paDaze tenuM jJAna hotu nathI, tethI mAnasika kalpanA cege teone AnaMdadAyaka lAge che paNa pAchaLa che tene dekhatA nathI. 2. pati ane DAhyA te kahevAya ke viSayanA sukhA bhAgavatAM agara tenA vicArA karatAM bhaviSyane pUrepUrA khyAla rAkhe ane temAM Asakti dhAraNa kare nahI, ane tevA vicArA thAya tyAre bhaviSyanAM duHkhAne vicAra karIne dUra kare. 93. abhyudaya zabdane zravaNu karatAM tana ane mana ullAsa pAme che. A zabda tamane pasaMDha paDatA nathI ? sagAMvahAlAM ane zatrumitrane ane sArA ya vizvanA prANIone pasaMda che. tenu nAma sAMbhaLatAM, phAMphAM mAratA mAnavIe sthira thAya che, te pachI abhyudayanA lAbha maLatAM sthira thAya, emAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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35 kahevAnuM hAya nahI. kAI paNa Ama kaheze nahI ke, amane abhyudaya ISTa nathI mATe abhyudayanA kAraNeA zodhavA 94. prAjJa purUSA, pAtAnA prajJAnA baLathI, ceAgIA pAtAnA cAganA alathI, zrIma'tA potAnI zrImatAinA jothI, zUravIre pAtAnI zArIrika zaktithI ane vidyAdharA pAtAnI vidyAethI, abhyudayane sadA jApa karatA hAya che. ALasu ane udyamInA maneArathA, abhyudaya mATe sarakhA hoya che, paraMtu kayA mAge abhyudaya thAya ane janma jarA maraNunA duHkhA TaLe, tenu teone samyag jJAna hotu nathI tethI tee abhyudayanA lAbha meLavavA enasIba bane che. jo sAMsArika abhyudaya khAtara teo prayAsa karatA hAya to te vRthA javAnA, kAraNa ke te abhyudaya, mAtra prayAsa karavAthI upalabdha thatA nathI, paraMtu AtmAnA zubheAnA AvirbhAvathI prApta thAya che. jema jema Atmika guNNAne vikAsa thatA rahe che, tema tema abhyudayanA lAbha maLatA rahe che, mATe viSayasukhAnI AsaktinA tyAga karIne, sabhyajJAnane meLavI mana, vacana ane kAyAnI Atmika guNNAmAM ekatA karI ane dRDhatA dhAraNa karA. 95. viSayanAM sAdhanA du:khajanaka che. viSayanAM sAdhanA pazu magapharI karanArane, tAkAnA-laDAI karanArane, Asakti rAkhanArane, zAMtidAyaka banatA nathI; UlaTA du:khajanaka thaI paDe che. eTale teoe, je sAdhanA duHkha veThIne meLavyA che te namratA, saralatA ane sASa vigerene dhAraNa kare te ja sukha zAMtijanaka ane, sadvicAra ane viveka jAge, For Private And Personal Use Only

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134 96. je mANusA peAtAnA AtmAmAM rahela satya sukhane, satyajJAnane ane eka eka pradeze rahelA guNAne jANe che tene janmamaraNunA duHkhA kyAMthI hAya ? jyAM sudhI AtmAmAM rahela guNenu samyagjJAna nahI thAya tyAM sudhI prANIo mAnava, deva, dAnava vigerene hajArA, lAkhA agara karADA bhavAmAM athaDAmaNA AvavAnI, laDAI kaMkAsa thavAnA ja. are ! garamAdI pazu thavAnI; mATe AvA sa'kaTAmAMthI acavA mATe pUNu premathI AtmAnA guNAnu jJAna meLavA. vividha viDaMbanAomAMthI bacavAne mATe samajyA pachI je AtmAnA guNAne meLave che, teoe pAtAnuM karavA lAyaka kArya karyuM" kahevAya, te sivAya majUrI ane karelI veTha mAthe paDe ane bicArA banIne paraloke gamana kare che. Atmika guNNAne meLavavA mATe majUrI karavI paDatI nathI tema veTha vigere paNa karavI paDatI nathI. temaja te dukAnAmAMthI vecAtI paNa maLatI nathI. e te sahaja svabhAve maLI zake ema che; paraMtu rAga-dveSa ane mehanA tyAga kare tA ja maLe. 97. rAga, dveSa ane mehe, sarva zaktione haNI nAMkhela che ane haNI rahela che. jeNe rAga, dveSa ane mehane alpa karyAM che, teNe ja zaktie meLavIne viMkhanAe TALI che ane temAe dharmadhyAnamAM masta rahevAnI zraddhA keLavI che; rAga, dveSa ane mAhanA prabaLa vikArAnA nAza thayA vinA AtmazraddhA thavI te azakya che, te pachI AtmAnA anubhava karyAMthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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thayA ? viSaya sukhane anubhava karo te hitakara ke kanmANakAra nathI temaja rAjya abhyadayanI nizAnI paNa nathI. viSayakaSAyanA vikAromAM vaza banela mAnavI, baLIo hoya te be bhAga mAge ane temAM je buddhi bhaLe te - cha bhAga mAge. ane tevA manuSyamAM baLa ane buddhi hoya te sagAM-vahAlAMnuM temaja pArakAnuM saghaLuMye paDAvI le; AvI bala buddhi mATe adhika abhyAsa karave paDatuM nathI, jagatanA mANasenA saMsargathI temaja vAtAvaraNathI pite jAte zIkhI le che. bhale te vikArothI vakarele mAnavI, balabuddhine vAparI bIjAonuM bathAvI pADe to paNa tene zAMti ke saMteSa prApta thatuM nathI; u ukaLatuM rahe che ane chevaTe te bathAvI paDelA anAdikavaDe ja ArtadhyAnane-raudra sthAnane dharate durguNanuM bhAjana bane che jethI tyAM asahya vedanA-pIDAo sahavI paDe che. 98 baLa ane buddhimAna sajajane, pitAnA sAdhane dvArA anya janene rItasara sahakAra ApIne dararoja AnaMhane anubhava meLave che, tyAre baLa ane buddhimAna vikArI kANase, maLelA pitAnA sAdhana vaDe bIjAonuM dhanAdika paDAvI karAvI laIne khuzI thAya che paraMtu tene AnaMda sajanenI mAphaka Tako nathI. padaye, anukULatA rahe paNa pAdiye te saghaLuM khatama thAya che ane te khatama thatAM traNa lAte mAratuM che. eka to kaMgAlIyata ane bIjI citAnI asahmA tApahaLI, gIjI durgatinA mahemAna-A pramANe AnaMda AnaM For Private And Personal Use Only

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138 mAM taphAvata hoya che, Araje maLela Anada kahI zakAya nahi, paNa chevaTa sudhI rahe teja Anada kahevAya che. sajajana mahAzayonuM hadaya sadguone dekhavAthI khuzI thAya che temaja kamalenuM hRdaya, sUryanA darzanathI khIle che, kumudanuM hRdaya caMdramAnA dekhavAthI khule che, 100. zraddhAne paNa pAMca bhUSaNe joIe chIe. tyAre te barAbara kArya karI zakaze. pai-daDhatA-sahiSNutA-utsAha ane nisvArtha prema tenA pAMca bhUSaNo che. A pAMca bhUSaNone paherI zraddhA, ghaNuM jeramAM AvI dhArelAM kAyAne pAra utAre che. 101. judA judA sabadhe, svArtha ane svArthIe manuSyAkRtine veza bhajavavA saMsArarUpI raMgabhUmimAM AvelA manuSyane judA judA saMbaMdhamAM AvavuM paDe che. mAtA, pitA, bhAI, bhaginI, bhAya, sujJa, mUrkha, zeTha zAhukArAdi sAthe teo saMbaMdha bAMdhe che ane vakhate teone viga paNa thAya che. paNuM te daramyAna rAga-dveSa ane mehane laIne te saMbaMdha lAbhadAyaka nIvaDatA nathI. saMbaMdhene AgaLa vadhAravA mATe zakitamAna hoya che, paNa vAthI mANase tene lAbha laI zaktA nahI hovAthI teone dukhajanaka thAya che. khaTapaTe, kalahakaMkAsa, vera-jhera varasAvIne pite duHkhI thAya che ane saMbaMdhIone dukhI banAve che. niHsvArtha premavaDe bAMdhelA saMbaMdhone AdhAre mAMhomAMhI sahakAra maLavAthI Agatuka viDaMbanAone-vipattione TALavA For Private And Personal Use Only

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mATe munio tathA manuSyo samartha bane che ane jo temAM svArtha praveza karyo te te viDaMbanA akaracakAramAMthI ubhI thAya che. svArthanI khaTAzane lIdhe, vajanavargamAM, mitranA neharUpa dUdhamAM khaTAza thAya che ane premarUpI daIne bagADI nAMkhe che ane joItI madada maLatI nathI. samajaNa manuSya, svArtha karatAM paramArthanI anaMtaguNI kiMmata AMke che. eTale AkhuM vizva, teone kuTuMbI tarIke lAge che, ane mamatA-matsara teone kahetA nathI. svArthanA AMdhaLA cazmA paheranArane kadApi prakAza maLatA nathI ane paramArthanA sabhAge gamana karavA zaktimAna thatA nathI. paramArthanA sanmArge vaLyA vinA nizcita thavAtuM nathI mATe svArthanA adha cazmAne tyAga karave jarUrI che. sArI rIte bhaNelA paMDite paNa svArthanA aMdha cazmAne utAre nahI te saMsArATavImAM arAparahe athaDAIne duHkhI thAya che, keI prakAre teone zAMti maLatI nathI. savAthI mANase svArtha khAtara halakAmAM halakAnI sevA bajAvIne halakA bane che. svAthane buddhi-bala-parAkrama ane sAhasa hoya te kAma kera vartAvavAmAM bAkI rAkhe nahI. jUThAnuM sAcuM ane sAcAnuM jUhuM karIne vizvamAM trAsa vartAvI pitAnuM ghara bhare che; bIjAo bhale pIDAe bhegave ke maraNa pAme tenI paravA hotI nathI. svArthI mANase A bhava ane parabhava, svArthane laIne bagADe che, ane kuDakapaTa, dagA-prapaMca karIne prApta karelI dolata ahIM paDI rahe che, sAthe AvatI nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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102, satya premamAM svArtha hete nathI. tyAM te AnaMdanA jharaNue jharatA hoya che. dayA dharmanI ArAdhanA paNa svArthanA tyAga sivAya banatI nathI ane AtmAne vikAsa paNa sadhAte nathI, tethI AtmavikAsanA athIone prathama svArthane tyAga karavo paDaze, svArthane tyAga kare che, pachI ja teo AgaLa vadhe che. 103. malinatAne tyAga thAya tyAre raga caDhe che. bhale pachI vasa hoya ke pAtra ke mahela hoya. malinatA TaLe tyAre ja jevA prakArane raMga lagADa hoya tevuM lAge, nahItara caDhAvela raMga, malinatAmAM mizra banI malinatAne vadhAre che. daMbhI mANase, sukhadAyI dharmanI ArAdhanA kare te paNa mali. natA nahI gaelI hevAthI daMbhamAM vadhAre karatA hoya che, temane satyavarUpanuM bhAna thatuM nathI. 104. meha mamatA ahaMkArAdikane parAjaya karavA mATe zAstrone dhAraNa karIne laDAI karavA mATe rAjAonI mAphaka sAme javuM paDe ema nathI. bhAlA barachI taravAra be DI, mANase mArI nAMkhavAnA nathI, agara temAM subhaTenI, sainikanI jarUra paDe ema nathI. phakta AtmasvarUpa oLakhI AmAnA guNAne meLavo to ApoApa meha mamatA, sahakArAdika khasI jaze ane vijayamAlA maLaze. 105. saMsAramAM janma pAmyA pachI sAme ane vicage punaH punA thavAnA ja. temAM muMjhavaNa thAya te zAMtimArga maLa azakaya che. game te prayatna kare, paNa te For Private And Personal Use Only

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1 sagrega ane vidheya khasavAnA nahI ja mATe tenA svarUpane vicAra karIne thatI mujhavaNane TALA, cintAnnura anA nahI. utsAhane dhANu karI AtmAne ALakhA, saoNMcAga ane vicega, tamAne saMkaTa-vipatti vigere ApatA nathI, te te tamArI parIkSA karavA Ave che, paNa tamArI ajJAnatAthI gherAela manovRtti, tamAne sakaTa vipatti-viDa'khanA agara mu jhavaNamAM sAve che ane hatAza banAve che. mANasA, ajJAnatAne laI, buddhimalavaka, nidrALu ALasune jAgrata karanAra temaja kSaNe kSaNe utsAha vadhAranAra, temaja Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhimAM vadhArA karanAra sacagAne khATA kalpI zeka--paritApa karI bese che. ane je bala-buddhi vigerethI bhraSTa karanAra che tene sukhadAyaka kalpIne tena Adara kare che. tethI anAdiAlIna karyAM TaLatA nathI ane satya sukha AvIne maLatu nathI. 106, jee kaSTadAyaka sacagAne alabuddhi ane satya svarUpanI oLakhANa karAvanAra mAnatA nathI teone te sace duHkhadAyaka lAge che, balabuddhi vigerene ApanAra tathA vadhAranAra, jeA mAne che, teAne sukhakAraka lAge che. pagamAM vAgelA kAMTAne dUra karanArane ane kaDavI davA ApanArane kevA mAnavA 107, jagatamAM svArthane sAdhavA manuSyA, sabadhane Ape che. koI vipatti ke viTakhAmAM tene dUra karavI mATe sahakAra ApeAIka kAmanAnI khAtara, kAIka bhAganI For Private And Personal Use Only

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142 Atara, koIka rezane mATe, kaI dhanAdikane prApta karavA mATe, koIka dagAnI khAtara, kaIka AbarU-pratiSThAnI khAtara, koIka paraNavA mATe, anyajanenI pAse kAma karAvavA mATe paNa saMbaMdha bAMdhe che, keIka vaLI bIjAnI pAsethI dhanAdika paDAvI levAnI khAtara saMbaMdha bAMdhe che paraMtu AtmAnA guNene ArvibhAva karavA mATe devagurudharmanI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhanAra keIka virala puruSe hoya che ane tevA virala puruSa ja AtmasvarUpane oLakhI, mehamamatAno tyAga karI, parama sukhane meLavavA samartha bane che. svArtha khAtara bAMdhelo saMbaMdha alpakAlIna ane kSaNabhaMgura hovAthI satya sukhane anubhava kadApi maLatuM nathI. satya sukhano anubhava te, niHsvArtha bhAve bAMdhelA saMbaMdhathI ja prApta thAya che. svArthamAM cittA, bhaya ane kheda samAela che. ane nivArthamAM niyatA-udAratA-utsAha ane AnaMda rahela che mATe niHsvArthane keLave. je svArthamAM daga-prapaMca, bhayaMkaratA ane zuSkatA-kaMkAsa, kalaha-nidA vigere rahelA che. te saMbaMdha bAMdhIne jeo sukhanI abhilASA rAkhe che, teonI AkAzanuM phUla meLavavA jevI abhilASA jANavI. paropakAra agara paramArthamAM je vastu maLavAnI hoya te svArthamAM kayAMthI maLI zake ? chatAM sAthIjane, svArtha sAdhavAmAM sukhanA sAdhane maLaze, e AzAe DadhAma karatA mAluma paDe che. 108, saMsAranA vyavahAramAM viDambanAno pAra nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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143 kravAre paraNIne evI AzA rAkhe che ke amo have AnaMdamAM jIvana pasAra karIzuM. tevAmAM patnI mAMdI paDe ke kalahakArI nivaDe-agara mojazokhanI khAtara uDAu ane uThAvagIra bane te duHkha AvIne vaLage che ane bannene bane nahI. sadAya kalaha-kaMkAsamAM divase pasAra thAya. keka bhAgyazAlIne patnI sarala ane zAMta-sahiSNu maLe, paNa vyavahAra calAvavAmAM je paisA joIe, tenI khAmI hoyaane kharaca vadhAre thate heya-agara peTe saMtAna hAya nahI tyAre paNa teo banene zAMti maLatI nathI-muMjhavaNa thayA kare che. keIkane dhana-strI-putra-parivAranI anukUlatA hoya tevAmAM A agara putrane viga thAya-putra parivAra, ubhAge gamana kare, mAna sanmAnane bhaMga kare tepaNuM duHkhane pAra rahetA nathI agara zArIrika bala ochuM thatuM jAya tyAre paNa citA AvIne hRdayane bALatI hoya che. vaLI kaI vyApAra karatAM kheTa Ave tyAre paNa vividha prakAranI viDaMbanAmAM gherAya ne cintAtura banate rahe che. temaja mAtA-pitA sAthe pitAne agara paTanIne gharanA kAmakAja paratve banatuM Ave nahI. bhAIbhAIomAM paisAnI levaDadevaDamAM agara teonI vaheMcaNamAM jhagaDo thatAM paNa sukha rahetuM nathI. vaLI gharamAM sArI rIte kamAte agara rItasara vyavahArane sAcavate, juduM ghara kare ane svArthI banI svajanavarganI saMbhALa rAkhe nahI tyAre paNa saMkaTa AvIne UbhuM rahe che. A pramANe vyAvahArika viDaMbanAmAM satya sukha maLe kayAMthI ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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44 19. vyavahAramAM sama zAMti mANuthI hAya te arpasa sahana karI levuM; tathA udAratA rAkhavI temaja anityAkrika bhAvanAnA vicAra karavA, ke jethI kalaha-kusa'pratika thAya nahI. ane viyAgAdikanA duHkhA bahu satAve nahI. vyavahAranA kAryoM duHkha mATe kAtA nathI. temaja duHkhane Apa vAnI teemAM tAkAta nathI, paraMtu tevA kAryoMmAM ApaNe ajJA natA--moha-mamatA ane ahaMkAra vagere mahu bhAga letA hovAthI aNudhArI ane aNucittavI viDambanA AvIne upasthita thAya che; tethI mAnavIone paNa ghaDIbhara zAMti maLatI nathI. vyAvahArika kAryAM karatAM ahaMkAra-mamatA-mAhunA jo tyAga thAya te teja kAryAM vairAgya utpanna karanAra ane ane nile 5lAve jIvana gujArI zakAya. vyAvahArika kAryoCmAM anubhava sArI rIte maLelA haiAvAthIdareka kArDamAM sAvadhAna zte che. viSaya kaSAyanA vikArAne tAme thatA nathI. temaja asAdhya kAni sAdhavA samatha ane che ane AtmAne oLakhI zAMta ane che. sthira ane zAMta mahAnubhAvAne vyAvahArika kAryo, kasATIrUpa che; teonI parIkSA pazu tevA kAryoMmAM thAya che ane uttINu manIne tejasvI thAya che mATe vyavahAranA kharcAmAM uttIrNa thanAra nizcaya mArgomAM sArI rIte gamana karI zake che; jene vyAvahArika kAryoMmAM gama nathI-samajaNa nathI tene aNadhArI Aphata AvI AkramaNa karIne zakti-zAMtine lUTI le che, mATe nyavahAramAM sAvadhAna manA ke jethI viSaya vikArAya paNa sAvadhAnatA rahe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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110. kAkAsAdika thAya evI bInA keine kahevAmAM bhayaMkaratA che-saMsAramAM vyavahAre vartatAM, aneka prakAranI eka bIjAnI khAnagI vAtane sAMbhaLavAno prasaMga Ave che. paNa te vAtane sAMbhaLI kalaha-kacchao thAya evI bInA bIjAone kahevI nahI. gaMbhIratA dhAraNa karavI; kAraNa ke keTalIka vAta evI hoya che ke bIjAne kahevAthI bhayaMkara jokhamahAni Ave, agara prANenuM jokhama thAya ane mAM hAmAM jheranuM vAtAvaraNa phelAya. temAM evI vAta karanArane te kAMI paNa lAbha thato nathI ane tapAsa thatAM mahAna virodha thAya. samaju mANasa te bIjAone hAnikAraka athavA mahAna rakhama karanAra vAtane sAMbhaLatA nathI. kadAca sAMbhaLe te tyAM ne tyAM dATI che. bahAra Ave nahIM tevI sAvadhAnI rAkhe. tethI pitAne ane bIjAone zAMti rahe che agara sajajananI nindA kaI karate heya, te sAMbhaLIne bIje AvIne kahe ke, tamArI mikA pelA amuka kare che, mATe tamAre tenI barAbara khabara hoLI joIe. A pramANe sAMbhaLIne te roSe bharAtA nathI. agara evI bInA sAMbhaLavA paNa mAgatA nathI, tathA zravaNa karyA pachI samavane dhAraNa karIne tenA upara dayA cintave che. dhamIM janene te, ke prakAre koInA kaDavA kathane upara Dekha rahetuM nathI ane sAlatuM nathI. teo samaje che, ke kha rAkhavAthI parane nukazAna thavAnuM haze tyAre thaze paNa te pahelAM amone nukazAna thavAnuM. Ama samajI bIjA upara pAtura banatA nathI. agara kepanA vikArone samyaga vicA For Private And Personal Use Only

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raNa karIne khaseDI nAkhe che, eTale teone vyAvahArika kAryomAM ke dhArmika kAryomAM saphalatA maLe che. 111. mANunI mAnyatA prAyaH evI hoya che ke amane paisA TakAnI Avaka sArI hoya, temaja sava prakAranI upAdhi na hoya ane anukUlatA je hoya te paropakAranA temaja dhArmika kAryomAM saghaLI jiMdagAnI vyatIta karIe; saMsAranI upAdhimAM paDyA chIe tethI amArAthI koI paNa banatuM nathI. upAdhimAMthI UMcA AvatA nathI. arere zuM karIe? paropakAranA temaja dhArmika kAryo karavAnuM amArA nasIbamAM nathI ! eka vyAdhine maTADatA cAra UbhI thAya che ane cArane maTADatA daza UbhI thAya che. eTale manuSyabhava pAmIne kAMi paNa amArAthI banatuM nathI. dhanya che te bhAgyazAlIone ke jeo tana, mana ane dhanathI dhArmika kAryo temaja paropakAranAM kAryo kare che, eka ghaDIbhara derAsara-upAzraye jaie te paNa mane vRtti paribhramaNa karyA karatI hoya che, tyAM paNa upAdhine laIne mana zAMta rahetuM nathI ! A pramANe kaI pUche tyAre lule bacAva karIne manamAM saMtoSa mAne che paNa pitAnA pramAdane dUra karavA prayatna karatA nathI, paTalAI-zeThAI, jJAtijane AgaLa kUTavI heya te, kalAkanA kalAke maLe, rAtrInA bAra vagADe, ane sakAryo karavAmAM bhUle bacAva karIne dharmane dekhAva karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI. AvA mANase, pIttalane caLakATavALuM karIne sonAmAM khapAvavA mAge che, paraMtu temanA daMbhane paDado cIrAtAM vAra lAgatI nathI ane hAMsIpAtra bane che. teo potAnA pramAda-ALasane pUva karmanA rUpamAM pheravI For Private And Personal Use Only

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17 lAcArI dekhADatA hovAthI eka paNa satkAryane karavAmAM samartha banatA nathI. ane je zakita maLelI hoya che te gumAvI besI hatAza bane che. lAgaNuM heya te satkArya kema na bane? 112. upasarga-parisahane sahana karIne jeoe mahattAne meLavI che, padavIne dhAraNa karI che ane jeo dhanADhya banI paropakAranAM kAryo karatA rahe che teone yazaH cirakAla sudhI phelAtuM rahe che ane teonA guNe janatAmAM gavAya che. ' sAnukUla sAdhana-sAmagrIne AdhAre jeoe mahattA meLavI che ane paropakAranAM kAryo karyA che, teo je ke prazaMsanIya bane che, paraMtu kaSTane veThIne jeoe mahattA meLavI che, teonI mAphaka prazaMsApAtra banatA nathI. jethI teonA guNe barAbara gavAtA nathI; mATe kaSTane sahana karavAmAM kAyara thavuM na joIe ane bhaya dhAraNa kara paNa nahI. sAnukUla sAdhananA abhAve, kaSTa sahana karyA vinA unnati thatI nathI tema ja AgaLa vadhAtuM nathI, mATe mahattA meLavavI hoya to sahana kare. karmonA udayAnusAre sAnukULatA ane pratikULatAnA saMge prApta thAya che, paNa te aMgenA karatAM sahana karanAramAM vadhAre zakita hoya che ane na hoya te AvI maLe che. daNAM raDavAthI ke paritApa-cintAo karavAthI pratikulatA khasatI nathI ane zakita ochI thAya che, tene haThAvAvAne mArga sahanazIla banavuM teja che. 113. sahana karavAmAM je zakti Ave che ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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148 anubhava Ave che te anukalatAmAM Avato nathI. ApaNe te koI paNa upAye Amejati karavI che ane tenA vicAra AvyA kare che to pachI kaSTa veThayA sivAya unnati kayAMthI sadhAze ? bALaka paNa kaSTa sahana karyA sivAya heTa thatuM nathI. khetaramAM vAveluM anAja tApa sivAya paripakava thatuM nathI, to ApaNe sahana karyA vinA AgaLa kayAMthI vadhIzuM ? 114. saMsAramAM sarvatra, sarvathA ane sarvadA anukla sAdhanasAmagrI maLatI nathI. kadAcit maLelI hoya che, tene svAbhAvika kama e che ke-parivartana thayA kare ane pratikUla sAdhane maLe, te vakhate je ApaNe hatAza banIne paritApa ryA karIe te, ApaNAmAM koI prakAranI zakti nathI ema ja manAya ane sAdhanasAmagrImAM ja zakti rahelI che ema manAya, paraMtu ema che ja nahI; kAraNa ke pratikULatAnA yoge anukUla sAdhanasAmagrI khasI gaI che, paNa pachI tevI sAdhanasAmagrIne prApta karavAnI tAkAta ApaNAmAM ja che e nakkI karI levuM joIe. je A pramANe na hoya te, ghaNuM bhAgyazAlIo, anukUlatA gayA pachI potAnI zaktinA prabhAve pAchI meLavI zakyA che te meLavI zakata ja nahI; paraMtu teoe pratikUlatA sahana karIne pAchI zakti prApta karI che, tevA vakhate temaNe paritApAdi karela nathI paNa hiMmata dhArIne udyama karela che. ApaNe paNa te bhAgyazAlIenI mAphaka vartana rAkhIe te anukUla sAmagrI ApoApa For Private And Personal Use Only

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149 maLI rahe che. samyajJAna nahI hoya te paNa AvIne maLaze. Asakti-mamatA-ahaMkArAdika paNa raheze nahI. manuSyamAM evI tAkAta acinya rahelI hoya che ke-te dhAre te kArya kavA samartha bane che. pramAdane pakaDI pADI paramapadane paNa prApta karI zake che, mATe je pratikULatAnA saMge mahayA che, teone TALavA mATe dhIrajane dhAraNa kare. AvI paDelI viDaMbanAone sahana karI lepramAda-paritA dine karo nahI ane udyamazIla bane. je dhAraze te maLI raheze, e dRDha vicAra rAkhe-sarakhI rIte sarvadA kAne anukUlatA rahI che? koIne paNa rahI nathI. 115. cogyatAne meLave-sAnukUla sAdhane ApaNe pite ja meLavIe chIe. te tamArI rAha joI rahela che paraMtu tame yogyatAne dhAraNa kare te ja meLavI zake ema che, regyatA vinA sAdhanasAmagrI maLI hoya te paNa lAbha ApI zakaze nahI. yogyatA sivAya mahAna thavA mATe mahenata karavI te matanuM kAraNa che. eka khAbociyuM, sarovaranI barAbarI karI zake nahI ane je bAbarI karavA jAya te hAMsIpAtra thAya ane tenI zakti paNa haNAI jAya. eka bALaka, yuvAnanI hariphAI karavA jAya ane vadhAre khAya, vadhAre doDe, te nAsIpAsa thayA sivAya raheze nahI; kAraNa ke te bALakamAM deDavAnI agara khAvAnI tAkAta nathI. pAThazAlAmAM sAtamA dhoraNanA vidyAthInI babarI pahelA dhoraNanI vyaktio karI zakatI nathI. egyatA kamekame dharaNAnusAra AvIne maLe che; nathI maLatI ema te For Private And Personal Use Only

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150 nahI, paraMtu ekadama AvIne maLe nahI-utAvaLa karavAmAM pAchaLa paDavAnuM thAya che ane AgaLa vadhavAnI tAkAta kamI thAya che, utsAha rahetA nathI. kramekrame dhAraNAnusAra prayatna karavAthI utsAha vadhe che; pAchaLa paDAtuM nathI. ghaNA ya bhAgyazAlIAe dhAraNAne pasAra karIne ja mahAna padavIe meLavI che ane meLavaze. jagatamAM tapAsa karIe tA mAlUma paDaze ke, ceAgyatA--tAkAta vinA, mANasA je vastuone meLavavA mATe prayAsA kare che, tee AgaLa vadhyA nathI paNa pAchA paDayA che. eka ziyALa, UMcA mAMDavAM upara drAkSanI Tu'mane levA mATe ghaNuA kUdakA mAre ta paNa te zu laI zakaze ? nahI, uhyu. paDI javAthI tene vAgavAnu ja; mATe ceAgyatAne keLavavA mATe prayatna karA. utAvaLA thA niha, kadivase, ka"koDA hAya nahi. kabajAmAM rAkhe che. 116, mananI vRttione baje karA--manuSya, kuzalatA-pravINatApUrvaka satata udyamazIla bane che, tyAre siMha ane tenA jevA zikArI jAnavarAne pakaDI siha, bhayaMkara ane ghAtaka che; vAgha pa tenA jevA kahI zakAya, te pazu teone vaza karI, teone nacAvI, kuzala kArIgara, iz2alAbha uThAvI zake che-hAthIne paNa managamatI khArAkI ApIne mahAvata, aMkuzavaDe kamajAmAM rAkhe che, madArI leAkeA, sApanALIyAne temaja vAMdarAne kuzalatAthI vaza karIne peAtAnI AjIvikA calAve che-dareka jAnavarAne vaza karavAmAM lagAma a kuza vigerenI jarUra paDe che-te ja pramANe mAnasika vRttine ajAmAM rAkhavA mATe lagAma aMkuzanI jarUra For Private And Personal Use Only

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151 paDe ema che. tame kuzalatA vAparI vyApAra dvArA zrImAna banyA-sArI rIte zikSaNa laI adhikArI thayA ane putrAdikane paNa sArI zikhAmaNa ApIne pravINa banAvyA, paraMtu tame pitAne mATe, tamArA AtmAne mATe keTaluM zikSaNa lIdhuM ane zikSaNa laI mAnasika vRttine keTalI kabajAmAM rAkhIne Atmika lAbha lIdhe? khyAla rAkhaze ke, te vRttine kabajAmAM rAkhIne zikSAe ApyA vinA cAlaze nahI, kAraNa ke te mAnasikavRtti upara ja sukhaduHkhane AdhAra che. unnatiavanati te upara rahelI che. mATe mAnasika vRttine sArI rIte keLavI kabajAmAM rAkhe te vinA lIdhelI keLavaNuM ane prApta karelI sattA, temaja dhanAdika, ISTalAbha ApavA samartha banaze nahI; paNa cintA-paritApAdikathI pIDAvuM paDaze. 117. mAnasika vRttine sthira karavA mATe samyaguru jJAna, vataniyamAdi rUpa lagAmanI jarUra che. teonA AdhAre mAnasika vRttio kabajAmAM AvI sthira thaze. dareka prANuone cetanA hevAthI keLavaNa-zikSaNa maLatAM teonI cetanA vikAsa pAme che; vikAsa thatAM prANIo, uraca sthitine prApta kare che ane uraca sthiti prApta thayA pachI ja prANIo, vaparane upakArakAraka bane che tevI rIte mAnasika vRttine, pitAnI cetanAne je keLavaNI ApavAmAM Ave te te zikSaNa ge pitAne ane pArane lAbhadAyaka thAya ane Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhinAM duHkhe TaLe, janma-jarA ane mRtyunAM dukhe paNa rahevA pAme nahI. zArIrika keLavaNI lezo te zArIrika vyAdhi maTaze paNa mAnasika Adhi te rahevAnI, Adhi jevuM dukha For Private And Personal Use Only

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bIju che nahI. vaktA banavAnI keLavaNI leze te prasiddha vakana banaze, paNa mAnasika citAo te rahevAnI ja mATe sarva duHkhanuM mUla, je mAnasa che, tene barAbara zikSaNa ApIne kabajAmAM le. pazcAt jUo te kharA, kevA camatkArika kAryo bane che ke je kAryone dekhI manube temaja devadAnane paNa Azcarya thAya, ane manane vaza karanAra paNa uttarottara sadagatine prApta karI paramapadane pAme, mATe anya jajAlane tyAga karIne jo tame samaya che ke vidvAnuM che te mAnasika vRttine vaza karavA kaTibaddha bane, je kArya dhAraze te jaldI sadhAze. aSTa siddhio, je zAstramAM batAvI che te paNuM mana sthira thatAM hAjarAhajura thaze. sukha levA temaja saMpatti levA mATe game tyAM deDadhAma karaze, dariyAne phaLaze, DuMgara para kaSTa sahana karIne ArUDha thaze, keI zrImAnunI tAbedArI uhAvaze, agara pAsa karelI sattAnsapattinA AdhAre sukha levA prayatna karaze te paNa maLI zake ema nathI. tyAM te banAvaTI ane kAlpanika sukha maLaze paNa te sukha duHkhathI mizrita haze. 118. svAdhInatA, mAnasika vRttine vaza karyA pachI prApta thAya che, ane ISTa lAbha ApavA samartha bane che. manane vaza rAkhyA vinA prApta karelI svAdhInatA pavachaMdane lAvI mUke chegata-niyamAdika vaDe vazIbhUta thaelI mane vRtti, svaradatAne tyAga karAvI, sAcI svataMtratA arpaNa kare che, mATe sAcI svataMtratAno lAbha le hoya te, svachaMdatAne TALavA mATe ane sahIne paNa prayAsa kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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ghaNuM mANasane tathA yuvAnIAone temaja ziSyane mAtapitAnI, zeTha zrImaMtanI temaja gurudevAdikanI tAbedAra gamatI nathI, tethI mukta thavA mATe aneka upAye kare che rIsAI bIje thale nAzI jAya che, paNa bIje sthale prathamatI tAbedArI karatAM teone vadhAre tAbedAra thavuM paDe che, kAraNa ke thala tathA saMgane badalyA paNa mananuM valaNa te prathamanI sthitivALuM che eTale tyAM svAdhInatA kyAMthI maLe? gAya ke baLada, lIluM ghAsa khAvAne mATe khIlAne jorathI teDI bhAge ane sArA lIlAM ghAsamAM jaIne paDe paNa tene mAlIka AvatAM mAra khAIne nAsavuM paDe tema ja vadhArAmAM bAmAM pUrAvAno vakhata Ave che. tevI rIte vAchaMdatAthI. bhayatA mAnavIo anya sthAe bhame che kharA paNa kaSTane veThI pAchA haThe che. A vakhata na Ave te mATe vaDIla guruvayenI tAbedArI svIkArIne mAnasika vRttine barobara sthira karavI Avazyaka che kAraNa ke vaDIla guruvaryonI tAbedArI manane sthira karI sAcI svAdhInatAne arpaNa kare che; eTale tAbekArInA kaNane sahana karIne prApta karelI vAdhInatAthI kadApi pAchaLa paDAtuM nathI, unnatinA zikhare ArUDha thavAya che mATe sAcI svAdhInatA meLavavA prayAsa kare te egya che. 119 kabajAmAM rahIne ghATa ghaDAvyA pachI zobhAspada manAya che. kuMbhAra mATIne ghATa ghaDe che tyAre ghaDe-gAgara vigere sAjana bane che. ke pAchuM lavA mATe mATIne the ukhADatuM nathI, temaja tenI senAne ghATa ghaDIne vividha prakAranA aneka AbhUSaNe banAve che tyAre ja vazarIra For Private And Personal Use Only

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154 upara mAthu dhAraNa karIne khuzI thAya chekaI paNa pitAnI zobhA vadhAravA senAne mAthe upADatuM nathI. te pramANe manuSyanA barAbara ghATa ghaDAya te samagra vizva, teone cAhe, prazaMsA kare ane teonA anuyAyI paNa bane. jaDa jevAnI koI prazaMsA karatuM nathI temaja cAhanA paNa karatuM nathI, mATe jyAM ghATa ghaDAtAM hoya, tyAMthI khasI javuM nahI ane mAnasika vRttine sthira karavI. kabajAmAM nahI rahele agni temaja pANI mahAbhayaMkara Aphatane upasthita kare che. ane kabajAmAM rahelA agni ane pANI prANIone jIvADI piSaNa Ape che, te pachI ghaDAela manuSya e kaI lAbha nathI ke je na ApI zake? ghATamAM ja muzkelI rahelI che. e muzkelImAM lAma che ane sArI rIte ghATa ghaDAya che; Ama samajavAmAM Ave te kAma nIkaLI jAya. mANasane lAbha laIne abhyadaya pitAne kare che, paNa sahaja muzkelI AvatAM bhAgAbhAga kare che, gabharAya che, paritApa karavA besI jAya che, te pachI ISTa lAbha je ke Abaru-prazaMsA dhanasaMpatti-Atmika vikAsa ane sAcI savAdhInatA kayAMthI AvIne prApta thAya? muzkelI veThyA vinA te, peTa paNa bharAtuM nathI, te pachI parivAranuM piSaNa te kayAMthI thAya? temaja mAnasamAnAdi paNa kayAMthI maLe? 120. saMsAramAM ghATa ghaDAvAnI aneka zALAo che, temAM besIne ghATavALa bano. ApaNane jIvanamAM jIvatAM AvaDatuM hoya te te sarala ane sugama che. paNa viSayakaSAyanA vikArothI temaja tRSNAmAM taNAela hevAthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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155 te jIvanane viSama manAvIe chIe, ane tenA yAge jIvananA mArga, kaSTa ane AphatarUpa bane che. sanmAna tyAga karI unmArge, jyAM khADA TekarA rahelA che te mAge gamana karanArane sukhazAMti kyAMthI maLe ? tRSNAne mAga Ata rUpe rahelA DAvAthI kaSTa sivAya anya upalabdha thatuM nathI. vAsanA ane tRSNAthI vyApta baneluM jIvana, te sAcuM jIvana nathI. kharu' jIvana teA, samyag jJAnapUrvaka sadAcArAnu pAlana karavAmAM ja samAela che. jJAnIone vyavahAranuM pAlana karavu paDe che, paraMtu tRSNA ane vikArAthI alipta hAvAthI teonA jIvanamAM viSamatA AvatI nathI. vikArAmAM tathA tRSNAnA vege taNAelane, samyag jJAnaneA abhAva hAvAthI vyavahAramAM Dagale ne pagale viSamatA-athaDAmaNA-kaMkAsAdika AvIne upasthita thAya che eTale temanu jIvana, duHkhamaya-du:khajanaka ane du:khanI paraparA vadhAranAra bane che. viSaya kaSAyanA vikAro temaja tRSNAe ja kaSTajanaka che, tethI sukharUpa jIvanathI jIvAtuM nathI. keTalAka tevA kAraNeAnA AdhAre dukAna-mIla vigerenA vimA utarAvIne pachI peAtAnA hAthe temAM agni saLagAve che. ane jo pakaDAI jAya teA tenI behAla dazA pUrepUrI thAya che; keTalAka teA ajJAnI hovAthI anya janA upara kALA kera vartAvI potAnu jIvana duHkhamaya anAvatA jovAmAM Ave che ane keTalAka teA AmarunA bhayathI peAte pAtAnI meLe dariyAmAM paDe che agara gyAsatela chAMTI amUlya kAyAne saLagAvI mUke che. vikArA zuM nathI karatA? 121. zaktinA durupayoga na karI, sadupayoga karo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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mANasamAM buddhi-bala ane sattA te hoya che, paraMtu teone sAga karavAmAM viSayAsakti, vAsanA ane tRSNa ADI AvatI hovAthI buddhibalamAM AvaraNa Ave che, tethI sanmArge gamana na kastAM unmArge deDacA jAya che. keI, sanmArgane darzAvanAra maLe te paNa teone sAMbhaLatA paNa nathI, te tenA kathana pramANe vartana te thAya kyAMthI? AvA mANase pitAnA jIvanane viSamaya banAve che. maLelA manuSya janmane lAbha laI zaktA nathI ane pote ja utpanna karela vyAdhimAM sapaDAIne saDyA kare che, mATe buddhimAna-balavAnuM temaja sattAvALAoe durgAne tyAga karavA nirantara dararoja kALajI rAkhavI jarUrI che. samyam jJAna cAritrane mAga sarala ane sugama che; paNa te mArgane dunyavI-kSaNabhaMgura vastuo khAtara kaMkAsa-kalahalaDAIe karIne tevA mANase viSama ane duHkhajanaka banAve che. pite ja duHkhanA khADAone khetI temAM paDe che. pachI duHkhI thAya temAM anyane zo doSa kADha? ghaNAya pratadhArIo, samyajJAna cAritranA sugama mArge gamana karIne anAdikAlanA duHkhene dUra kare che ane karaze. A sivAya sukha mATe anya mArga che ja nahI. viSaya kaSAyanA vikArone tathA vicArone satya mAnavAthI suMdara vicAre ane vartana thatuM nathI, ane sanmArga sUjha nathI; sanmArga batAvanArane teo daMbhI kahI hAMsI kare che. AvA paNa mANasa, jagatamAM mAlUma paDe che. tRNunA teramAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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157 ne tAramAM game te mAge gamana karIne pAchaLa ne pAchaLa paDIne pastAvA karatAM mare che, 122. sa'ga-sasa karIne paNa pAchaLa vicAra kare - kAmaku'bha, kalpavRkSa, pArasamaNi, kAmadhenu karatAM paNa sabhyajJAnapUrNAMka cAritranI ArAdhanA atyaMta ane avyAkhASa sukhane ApanAra che; chatAM gavamAM gherAela mAnavIe, tenI AsavanAnA tyAga karIne kaTakamaya khAvaLI sAthe khAtha bhIDe che, tA pachI kaTakA bheAMkAya temAM doSa konA ? mATe satya sukhadAyI, samyag jJAnacAritranI ArAdhanA ja sukhamaya-sukhajanaka ane sukhanI para parAvaka che. duniyAnA mAseAnA saMsargamAM AnyA pachI jee, ekAMte esIne peAte vicAra kare teA, temaja vivekanA paNa AdhAra le te, jarUra sanmAnI khakhara paDe. dunyavI vAtAvaraNumAM-- sajJAomAM muMjhavaNu Ave nahI ane sUgamatA paDe mATe ke mahAnubhAve ! ekAMtamAM besIne jene saMsaga thayeA hAya tenA vicAra karajo ane sArAsAranA viveka karo. vicAra karavAmAM paisAe besatA nathI temaja prayAsa karavA paDatA nathI, gADharIA pravAhanI mAphka dADhatA jAe nahI. je buddhikhala, cAra saMjJAone pASavAmAM vAparA che temAM pariNAme du:kha che ke sukha che, tenI vicAraNA karanArane unmAge gamana karavu pasaMda paDatu nathI, sanmAnI cAhanA thAya che, AdaramAna vadhe che ane anukrame te mAganI paNa ArAdhanA thAya che. tamArI jAte vicAra karavAnI tamArAmAM tAAta nahI hoya For Private And Personal Use Only

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158 te samyag jJAnInI pAse vinayapUrvaka pRcchA karI, zraddhA dhAraNu karA-zakAne dhAraNa karazeA nahI; pachI tamane duniyAnA sa`sagamAM rasa raheze nahI, ane anukrame mAnasika vRttinI nirmalatA thatAM Atmika guNNAne AvavAnA avakAza maLaze. 123. maitrI-prameAda-anukaMpA ane apekSA yukta dharmanI ArAdhanA karanAramAM Iba rahetA nathI ane tene kapaTakalA karavI gamatI paNa nathI. A bhAvanAe paNu ekAMte vicAra karavAthI Ave che ane tethI karelI dhArmika kriyAo paNa saphalatA dhAraNa kare che; mANusAI AvyA pachI dharmitva, zAbhAspada bane che ane AtmA ujjavala ane che; koI sAthe Ta TA--phIsAda thatA nathI ane sukharUpe jIvana jIvAya che. keTalAka dharmanI ArAdhanA karatA hovAthI dharmI tarIke jAhe ramAM prasiddha thAya che, paNa khAnagImAM tapAsa karavAmAM Ave te temAM mANasAI pazu hotI nathI. 124. sAdhanasapanna hoya chatAM paNa peAtAnA bhAI sIdAtA hAya, thI jIvana pasAra karatA hAya tA paNa ucita sahAya karavAmAM pAchA haThe che, ane dhananA vyaya paNu jyAM nAmanA-prasiddhi thatI hAya tyAM lAgezarame kare che ane peAtAne lAbha thatA hAya te garImanI gharavakharInuM lIlAma karavAmAM pazu bAkI rAkhe nahI. dagA-prapaMcanI jAla mIchAvIne peTa paTArA kema bharavA ? tenI peravImAM hammezAM taiyAra hAya che; sagAMbhAInu' ne lAga phAve te gaLuM kApatA vAra lagADe nahI, teA pachI sITThAtA samAna dhamIMjanAne saha For Private And Personal Use Only

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150 kAra kayAMthI ApI zake? Ape nahI ane pAchA dhamajanene dekhAva kare. AvA mANase bhale dharmakriyAo kare, sAmAyikapratikamaNa-piSadhAdika kare te paNa je satya phala maLavAnuM hoya, satya zAMti maLavAnI heya, agara paropakAranAM kAryo karavAnA heya-te banI zake kayAMthI? na bane, mATe maitrI bhAvanAne dhamI janee bhUlavA jevI nathI. paNa pramodAdika bhAvanAomAM raMgAI javuM ke jethI dhArmika kriyAnI saphalatA ApoApa AvIne maLe. 125. mamatA tyAga-papakAra ane dIvAlI-A saMsAramAM paropakArInI yazogAthA janatAnA mukhe gavAtI hoya che. tenuM kAraNa tapAsavAmAM Ave te mAluma paDaze ke teoe, mamatAne tyAga karIne pitAnI saMpatti janahita mATe vAparelI haze. mamatAnA tyAga sivAya savasaMpattine janatAnA hitArthe kaI vAparavA zaktimAna banatuM nathI. kemAM kahevAya che ke vikamape devAdAranuM devuM je hatuM te saghaLuM vaNikane cUkavI dIdhuM; tethI tenA nAmane saMvatsara cAle, ane vaNikanA cepaDA cekhA thayA. tethI besatA varSe navA copaDAmAM lakhavAne rivAja cAlu thaye. A devuM dIvALInA divase cUkavela hovAthI lokoe AnaMdamAM AvI dIpamAlikA pragaTAvI. tyArathI divALI cAlu thaI. keTalAka ema kahe che ke zrIkRSNa mahArAje bhUtAnamAM upadravane macAvate, dhana-strI vigerene harI jata, nakasurane divALInA divase nAza karyo ane lokomAM zAMti prasArI tethI leke Aja sudhI divALI ujavatA AvyA che. vaLI keTalAka For Private And Personal Use Only

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130 TAkA ema kahe che ke, zrI rAmacaMdre, dIvALInA dvivase, rAvaNunA nAza karI sItAjIne lai adhyAmAM praveza karyAM, te AnaMdanI khuzAlImAM prajAee dIvA pragaTAvyA tethI adyApi pa"ta dIbhALI ujavAya che. A pramANe dIvALI mATe judA judA abhiprAyA mAlUma paDe che. jainazAmAM teA cAvIzamA tIrthakara mahArAjA--mahAvIrasvAmI, sALa paheAra sudhI upadeza ApIne amAvAsyAne divase svAti nakSatramAM cadramAnA yAga Anya tyAre nirvANupadane pAmI akSaya anata sukhanA bhAktA banIne siddha thayA tethI draSya udyottarUpa dIvAlI karI. 126. Atarika malinatAne dUra karavA prayAsa karA. dIvALInA divase, mANaso pAtAnA gharamAMthI, zerImAMthI temaja pALa--pADAmAMthI paDelA cAne sApha kare che agara mIjA pAse sApha karAve che, te pramANe hRdayamAMthI oM--adekhAI, vera virAdhanA kharA kacarA-malinatAne dUra kare te anupama AnA anubhava Avephakta ghara, zerI vigerenA kacarA kADha~ vAthI jevA joie tevA Anadna AvatA nathI. kAraNa ke AnaMdane khAI janArA-nAza karanArA vera-virAdhAkrika peAtAnA zarIramAM ghara ghAlIne beThelA che; teA pachI phakta ghara-zerInA carA kADhavAthI zI zekasA thAya ? mATe ghara vigere temaja peAtAnA zarIra madhye kacarArUpI malinatA dUra karavApUrvaka veraviAdha-IrSyA vigerenA tyAga karI AnaMdamAM mahAlA temaja DhiyALInA divaseAmAM bahena ane mAtAo, vAsaNA tathA vallA upara je kATa-mela caDhelA hAya che tene dUra karavA aneka prakAranI mahenata kare che ane sApha kare che te pramANe manavRttimAM lAgelI vAsanAne For Private And Personal Use Only

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sara karavA prayAsa kare che, satya sukhane anubhava Ave, mane vRttimAM vAsanAo, tenA vicAra ane vikAro hete, game tevA navIna vastrAbhUSaNanuM pariNAna kare te paNa sAcuM sukha ghaNuM karI rahela che mATe satya sukhane hA levA mATe vAsanA vikArone dUra karIne rAjya jJAna, darzana ane cAritranA vastrAbhUSaNanuM pariAna karIne satya sukhamAM jhIle. phakta navIna varAbhUSaNethI yathecacha sukha maLaze nahI ane kaMTALo Avaze vaLyA dIvALInA divasemAM sArAmAM sArI mIThAI khAva cho ane vadhAre khAvAmAM Ave te akaLAva che, agara ajIrNa thavAthI vyAdhio upasthita thAya che mATe tenI sAthe ArogyanA niyama jaNI kherAkanuM bhakSaNa karavuM joIe ke jethI vyAdhio thAya nahI. 127. dIvALI kevI rIte ujavaze? dIvALInA divase paNa AnaMdamAM rahevuM hoya te veravirAdha-ahaMkAra-abhimAnA zikane tyAga karIne temaja viSayavAsanAne tyAga karavApUrvaka dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA ujamALa thavuM agatyanuM che. phakta, gAnatAna, khAnapAna-mojamajA ane phaTAkaDAne phaDavAthI temaja nATaka, sinemA vigerenAM tephAne jevAthI AnaMda paDaze nahI. samaju mANase te parvanA divase viSayavAsanAne tyAga karIne AtmA sAthe anAdikAlathI lAgelA rAga, dveSa ane mehane hALavA mATe tana, mana ane dhanathI dhArmika kriyAomAM tatpara bane che, jenI pAse dhanAdikanI sAdhanasAmagrI na hoya, te mAnasika vicAre ane vikArone tyAga karIne manazuddhi kare, vizvamAM rahelA prANIonuM hita che, zatruo upara For Private And Personal Use Only

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162 paNa dveSa rAkhe nahI ane dhama dhyAne rahe. ane jeonI pAse dhanAdi sAdhane che teo duHkhI sIdAtA mANasane madada kare. devAdAnuM zakti pramANe vikama nRpanI mA devuM cUkave tathA dAna puNya karI dhanAdikano hA le. bImAra mANasane davA ApIne sAjA banAve, jJAnanI paraba maMDAve, dhana vigerene sahakAra ApIne garIbone dhaMdhe caDhAve. A pramANe vartana karavAthI dIvALI ujavAI kahevAya. jJAtinA-zerInA-paLanA-pADAvADAnA temaja samAjanA mANaso sukhI haze te dAna denArane paNa sukha maLaze. yathAzakti je dAna-zIyala-tapa-bhAvanAne bhAvatA nathI teonI upara aneka prakAranA upadrave AvIne ghero ghAle che ane viDaMbanAone pAra rahetA nathI. 128. navapadanA dhyAnathI vipattio TaLe. viSayakaSAyanA vicArothI mAnasika caMcalatA adhika vegamAM Ave che ane te veganA yuge mAnasika zaktinI hAni thAya che. mAna sika zakti ochI thatAM cintAo thayA kare che tethI ja vyAdhio AvIne zarIrane gherI le che. te vyAdhione dUra karavAmAM vaidya DokaTaronI davA ekalI kAragata thatI nathI. je mAnasika cintA, dharmabhAvanAnA AdhAre prathama dUra karavAmAM Ave te ja davA lIdhelI saphala thAya che, mATe mAnasika cintAnI davA temaja zArIrika vyAdhionI davArUpa dhama bhAvanAne bhAvavI joIe. navapadanA dhyAnanA AdhAre temaja parameSTinA jApanA AdhAre, vyAdhio-vipattio ane viDabanAo rahetI nathI ane pAchI AvavA mATe teone avakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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13 maLatuM nathI. viSayakavAyanA vicAro temaja vikAro paNa AtmAnA guNanA ghAtaka banatA nathI, kAraNa ke navapadanA jApathI maMda paDelA hoya che; mana zuddhi thatAM mAnasika vRtti AtmAnA asaMkhyAtA pradezamAM vilaya pAme che eTale AmennatimAM AgaLa vadhAya che. mAnasika ane zArIrika vikAroe, ApaNuM satya dhanapuya lUMTI lIdhuM che. ane unmArge-aMdhakArano paTa bAMdhI caDhAvI dIdhA che. have sanmArge kayAre vaLAya te kahI zakAya nahI. bhavitavyatAnA ge je sAcA saddaguru maLe, teone kharA svarUpe oLakhI temane Adara-vinaya karIe tyAre temanA upadezane zravaNa karavAnI ruci jAge che ane ruci thatAM je Atmika bala phoravIe tyAre ja unmArgane tyAga karIne sanmArge vaLIe ane temanI AjJA-sevA-bhakti.. cAge samyajJAna thAya. aMdhakAra paTa khase tyAre satya prakAza thatAM satya sukhanA adhikArI banAya che. 129vAdavivAdamAM je utaravuM hoya te kadApi uzkerAI javuM nahI. kAraNa tethI je AnaMda maLavAne heya agara samajaNa prApta karavAnI hoya tethI benasIba rahevAya che. ane kaleza-kaMkAsa-adekhAI vigerene AvavAnuM sthAna maLe che. 130. kaI paNa kArya karatAM pahelAM tenA anubhavInI salAha levAmAM Ave che te kAryamAM saphalatA AvI maLe che. ane saralatAthI-sugamatAthI e kArya pAra paDe che, mATe ahaMkAraadekhAIne tyAga karIne anubhavInI salAha levI ucita che, For Private And Personal Use Only

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rAja 131. bhAgyeSamAM, zAsrIya samAnanI temaja naitirAjanItinI sAthe vyavahArika jJAnanI paNa AvazyakatA rahelI che. khA sivAya bhAgya, kharAkhara saphalatA dhAraNa karatu nathI; mATe nItimaya dhArmika jJAnanI zu jarUra rahevAnI ja. 132. koI eka granthanI prastAvanA jovAthI sArAe anyanA sAra mAlUma paDe che agara kevA kevA viSaye rahelA che tenI khabara paDe che. te pramANe manuSyAnI AkRti uparathI ane sukha upara thatAM parivata nAdvArA tIvra buddhivALAe temAnA mAnasika vicArAne kaLI jAya che eTale samajI jAya che.. 133. tamA je ucca padavIo temaja mahAna sattA, ghaNI saMpattine meLavavAnI bhAvanA rAkheA che, te tA ThIka che; paraMtu tamAe te mATe lAyakAta-ceAgyatA meLavI che ? jo caitryatA nahI meLavI hAya tA te vastuo bhAra paDaze. 134. halakA vicArovALAne tathA halakA AcAravALA mANusene sattA, saMpati jo maLe te, anartha karavAmAM bAkI rAkhe nahI. te zIkArI prANI karatAM pazu atyaMta bhayaMkara nIvaDe che, ane kAramA kera vartAve che. 135. thaelI hAni nukzAnIne vAravAra yAda karIne rahyA karavuM ane ALasu banIne besI rahevuM te aNusamaju janenu lakSaNa che. samajI janeA tA jhuryAM na karatAM sAvadhAnatA rAkhIne pravRtti kare che ane pramAdamAM paDI rahetA nathI. 136, peAtAnA putrone tathA ziSyane ane anuyAyI For Private And Personal Use Only

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va ne, bhUle thI regya samaye nIla vacanathI zikhAmaNa ApavI jarUrI che, paNa vAre vAra TakaTakA karo te ucita nathI. kAraNa ke tenAthI te teo vadhAre naThora banavA saMbhava che. 137. kahevata che ke, besIe evI jagyAe ke uThavAno vakhata Ave nahI ane zaramAvavAnuM thAya nahI. te pramANe belIe evuM ke te beleluM pitAnA mukhamAM pAchuM pese nahI ane AcarIye evuM ke pAchaLathI pastA na thAya. 138, prAyaH AjIvikAnI hAni thatAM manuSyone sthiratA rahetI nathI. ane corI karavAnI IcchA jANe che, mATe mANasane sAtha sahakAra Ape te dharmamArgamAM sthira rAkhavA bAbara che. 139 saphaLa prayatna. manue, deha gehAdika mATe jeTaluM banI zake eTale prajana e, paNa Atmika ane nasika zakti mATe keTale prayAsa karyo tene vidyAra dhavAne rahe che, je Atmika zakti mATe prayAsa karyo haze te saghaLA yatna saphaLa thaze. 140. tIvrachAnA AdhAre nikAcita karmo baMdhAya che te bhogavyA sivAya dUra khasatA nathI. AvAM ke bUrAM karyo emanA jevA che ane te samaya maLatAM puruSArtha nA cage kara khase che mATe te karmone dUra karavA sabaLa puruSArtha karavAnI Asa jarUra che. 11. Asipha bala vadhAravA mATe te puruSArthane kare che tenI zubhAzubha ane sujAtara reDIonA baMdhana Aja For Private And Personal Use Only

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rahe che ane anukrame svataMtra bane che, tethI zubha kAmamAM bahu Asakti na rAkhatAM, nirlepatAe karmo karavA ucita che. 142. Atmika dhyAnanA coge agara saMvaranA eLe pUrvasaMcita karmo, dUra khasatA rahe che ane Atmika jJAna, balane vikAsa thatuM jAya che mATe tadarthe khAsa vakhata kADhavAnI AvazyakatA rahelI che. upekSA karavA jevI A bInA nathI. 143. samyaga jJAnabala nahI hoya te, karelI tapasyA temaja dhArmika kriyAnuM tAtparya meLavI zakAze nahI. ulTI nindA, adekhAI, asahiSNutA AvIne hAjara thavAnI; mATe rItasara jJAna meLavIne tapasyA vigere dhArmika kriyAo karavI joIe. 144. AtmajJAnavaDe ghaDAela AtmAja, vihaM. banAone sahana karavA samartha bane che te vakhate AtmAne bahu lAgI AvatuM nathI ane navIna kamane baMdha thatuM nathI tethI saMvarapUrvaka nirjarA thavA mAMDe che. 14pa. samyajJAna ane kriyAyege AtmA pote pitAnuM ghaDatara kare che. temAM anyanuM kAMI cAlatuM nathI. zubha nimitto te dizA batAvIne ja kRtArtha thAya che. pachI ghaDatara karavA mATe pitAne puruSArtha khapamAM Ave che. mATe nimittone pAmIne ALasu pramAdI thavuM na joIe. prabhu ane guru puruSArthI upara prasanna thAya che. 146. tIrthanI temaja tIrthakaronI tathA mahAjJAnI guruvayenI bhakti te ghaNA mANaso karanArA maLI raheze paNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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temanI AjJA pramANe bhakita karanAra keTalA? teonI ArA pramANe vartana karanAra ja mahAna padavIne lAyaka bane che; mahAna thAya che. 147. jyAre vikapa zame che tyAre cittanI prasa jatA thAya che mATe dunyavI padArthonA vikalapane tyAga karI cittaprasannatAne meLave tethI Apa Apa Atmabala-AtmajJAna, avyAbAdha sukha AvIne bheTaze duHkha raheze nahI. - 148, AtmabalavALA game tevA manuSyo thaI zake che. bhale pachI raMka hoya ke rAjA hoya, zeTha hoya, sevaka heya, garIba hoya ke zrImaMta hoya, puruSArthavALAo ja Atmazakita meLavI zake che. 149 jIvanamAM je je banAva bane che ane judI judI paristhitiomAM avAya che te tamAma banAve tathA paristhitio navA navA anubhave arpaNa kare che, du:kha Ave che, te paNa ADakatarI rIte sukha mATe thAya che, mATe tethI bhaya pAma nahI. 150. AvatA bhavamAM je prApta karavAnuM hoya che, tene AdhAra vartamAna manuSya jIvana upara rahele che. hAthamAM AveluM amRtanuM pAna karI zakAya che temaja DhaLI paNa zakAya che, mATe vartamAna jIvanamAM bahu sAvadhAna rahevAnI jarUra che. 151. je manuSya bhaviSyamAM agara AvatI dina For Private And Personal Use Only

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jIvyAM apamAM Ave te vastuone zAparI nAMkhe che. te bIje havase brAha bane temAM tAI zI? te mATe bhAviSyamAM amArAM Ave evuM puNya dhanane vyaya kare nahI. 15ra. jeo, karmonA udayane vaza banatA nathI, jeo hamezAM amRtanA bhojana karIne saMtuSTa banI rahe che, teone viSaya-viSanuM bhajana game kayAMthI ? karmonA udayane viksa karavA mATe samyAnapUrvaka AmaramaNatA te uttama sAdhana che. 153. sthana pramANe kArya karanAra ane vizvAsaghAta nahI karanArA evA sAmAnya mANase upara vizvAsa rakhAya che, paNa Teka vinAnA ane vizvAsaghAta karanArAo, bhale uttama kulanA hoya te paNa tenA para vizvAsa rakhAte nathI. 154. deva, guru ane dharmanA segana khAine pitAnuM kAma kADhI lenArAo karatAM halakI komanA mANase jaldI dharmane pAmI zake che, bhale pachI teo dharmane jANatA na hoya-paNa dharmane uttama mAnatA hoya chetethI teo tevA sogaMda khAtA nathI; mATe kaIpaNa prasaMge deva, guru ane dharmanA segaMda khAvA na joIye. 155. puruSa samartha hAya paNa anyanA sahakAra sivAya vaparanI unnati karavAmAM saphala banatuM nathI tathA yogya zobhAne meLavato nathI. anyanA sahakAranI, apramatta guNasthAne hoya tyAre AvazyakatA rahetI nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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169 15, raNajabrAmamAM che, zuravIranI mA, moha mamatA sAthe bAtha bhIDanAra, sAvadhAnI rAkhe te jora jaba tArA meLavIne satya ne rAmI bane, ane pAchuM paDe te jarUra lUMTAya ane saMpatti heya te gumAvI bese. 157, lAMca-rUzavata-maha mamatA temaja ahaMkrUra abhimAnAdika, AgaLa vadhavAmAM lapasaNuM pagathIAM che. je upara caDhatAM sAvadhAnI rAkhe nahI te jarUra nIce paTakAI paDe. pachI UbhA thatAM ghaNA vakhata lAge mATe khAsa upayoga rAkhave. 158. karmane kAyado, kikara ane zakara, zeTha zaTha, zrImaMta ke dAsa, rAjA ke raMka, sarvane mATe sarakhe che. temAM lAgavaga ke lAMca cAlI zake ema nathI. 159 unnatinA zikhare ArUDha thavuM ke nIce paTakAI havuM te potAnA hAthanI vAta che, mATe sarva mamatAne tyAga karIne AgaLa vadhe. kayAM nIce paTakAI paDe che? mamatAne tyAga karaze tyAre ja sarve AzAo saMpUrNa thaze. 160. AzAnA dAsa banyA karatAM AzAnA svAmI , keInI ozIALI raheze nahI ane AzAnA dAse page paDatA Avaze. nahIM cintavelI saMpatti ane zaktie, ApabApa avIne upasithata thaze jyAM bIje bhaTake che? 11. AgaLa vadhavAmAM ke pAchaLa paDavAmAM potAnA kire paNa bhAga bhajave chemATe jJAnIonA vacanane mAnI umakSa vicAra karavA joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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(162. jagatarUpI mahela, rAga-dveSanI dIvAla upara nabhI rahe che. temaja jagatarUpI pithInA pAnA be che. eka te ahaMkAra ane bIjuM pAnuM mamatA che. je rAga-dveSa, ahaMkAra ane mamatAne tyAga thAya te jIva te zivarUpe thAya. 163. jJAnI ane ajJAnI mANasenA vyavahAramAM bAhyadaSTithI jotAM taphAvata prAyaH mAlUma paDatuM nathI, paraMtu antardaSTie jotAM ghaNuM attara mAluma paDaze. ajJAnIo, khAnapAnAdi vyAvahArika kAryomAM Asakti rAkhIne vartana rAkhe che tyAre samyajJAnIo, khAnapAnAdika vyavahAra, nirlepatAe kare che, arthAt temAM rAcImacI rahetA nathI. 164. ApaNe je pramAda-ALasarUpa bhUlane sudhAravA dharmadhyAnapUrvaka vicAra karIe te ApaNane satkAryAdika karavAne abhilASa jAgaze, mATe yatIta thaela jIvanane vicAra karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. 165. dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvanA AdhAre puNya tathA pApane udaya thAya che tathA tene kSaya paNa thAya che. temaja vyAdhi ane AdhinI paNa sarakhI dazA rahetI nathI mATe muMjhavaNa Ave satkAryone mUkavA na joIe. 166 zarama-lAgavaga vigerene lIdhe mANase eka bIjAnA aparAdhane jatA kare che, dabAvI rAkhe che, paNa karmane zarama-lAgavaga vigere hotI nathI, jevAM karmo karavAmAM Avaze tevAM teonA vipAke bhegavavA paDaze mATe upaga rAkhave. For Private And Personal Use Only

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167. gADIlADI-bAga-bagIcA vigeremAM temaja karanAre, samajI levuM ke, ekadA puya khatama thayA pachI saghaLuM khasI javAnuM-ane bhIkhArInI mAphaka bhaTakavAnuM thaze mATe tene mada mUkIne paropakArArthe ane dharmadhyAnArthe vakhatane kADha. 168. saMsArane sabaMdha, kamAMdhIna che ane karmone saMbaMdha, rAga-dveSa-moha-mamatA-ahaMkArAdikanA AdhAre rahela che, mATe saMsAranI viDaMbanAothI dUra khasavuM hoya te rAga-dveSa-meha-mamatAne tyAga karIne samatAne Adara kara- ajJAnatAne laIne prANIone kaI bAbatanI samajaNa paDatI nathI ane sukhane mATe je je karmo kare che temAM adhika adhika baMdhAte jAya che. tethI sukhane badale duHkha AvIne upasthita thAya che ane koIpaNa lAbha thatuM nathI. viDaMbanAo AvIne upasthita thavI temaja mAnasikazArIrika kaSTane bhegavavuM te, karmarAjAnuM devuM cUkavyA barAbara che. Ama samajI samyaga jJAnIo tevI paristhiti upasthita thae chate, teone sahana karI samatvane dhAraNa kare che. ajJAnIo, karmarAjAnuM devuM cUkavatAM, paritApa karIne guryA kare che, tethI te devuM cUkavAtuM nathI paraMtu adhika thAya che te pachI teone sukhazAMti rahe kevI rIte ? mATe je je avasthA upasthita thAya, temAM samatva dhAraNa karavuM te agatyanuM che. 169. je ApaNe devuM nahIM karIe te cUkavavAnuM raheze nahI, ane je devuM karyuM te cUkavyA vinA chUTake nathI ja, te pachI te devuM cUkavatAM zA mATe paritApa karavo ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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ane bIjAo upara zA mATe dezanuM sArApaNa karavuM ?. tethI samatA rAkhIne devuM cAvatAM rahevuM ane navIna na thAya te mATe sAvadhAna rahevuM. - 170. heTAmAM he, je kedakhAnuM hoya to, mAtAnA udaramAM rahevAnuM che, mATe AvA kedakhAnAmAM rAjavuM na paDe te mATe A janmamAM puruSArtha karavAnI AvazyakatA che. puruSArtha vaDe A jagatamAM je laganI heya te zuM sAkSa na thAya? 171. AtmajJAna thayA pachI zArIrika Asakti ochI thAya che ane mAnasika citAo paNa abhya pramANamAM thAya che. je jJAnathI cintAo vadhe ane zArIrika ala ochuM thAya te jJAna nahI paNa ajJAna kahevAya, mATe AgANAna meLavavA lazanI rAkhava. 172, puruSArthathI AtmA paramAtmA bane che. mahamamatA-ahaMkArAdikane sthAna maLatuM nathI. pramAdathI te je sArI sthiti hoya che te naSTa thAya che ane bhAbhava bhaTakavAne vakhata Ave che, mATe puruSArtha e kare ke, eha mamatAne tyAga thAya. 173. bhavaparaMparAne vadhAravI agara ghaTADavI tamArA hAthanI vAta che, anya nimittothI te paraMparA ochI thaze nahI. A nimittone pAmI zubha prayatna karatAM bhAvanI cha-bhavaparaMparA che, sAlAne bhUlavuM joIe nahI te ja nisino saphAya thAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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17: 174. A nimitte jyA paNa e sAma bhUlAya te tamoe te nimittAnI kadara karI nathI, ema samajavuM kadara karanAra te sArA nimitto maLatAM lAbha levAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI. ane viSaya kaSAyanA kAramA kerane mUlamAMthI nAza karatA rahe che. 175. samagra vizvamAM je sAsa ke bUrA banAve banyA kare che; saMpatti vipatti je Ave che agara je I aniSTa saMge AvI maLe che, temAM pote ja karelA karmonuM phala che. vyaktie te mAtra nimitta che. matu je pitAnA kamAMDayathI ja sukhadukha saMpattivipatti agara sArA bhUrA saMye AvIne upasthita thAya che- ATaluM samaje te ghaNI citA ane vyAdhio ochI thAya, ane karmone sudhAravA mATe prayAsa thAya. 176. bhaNuM gaNune ane vyavahArika kAryomAM asaraLa banIne, karmodayathI saMpatti-vipatti vagere AvI maLe che. ATaluM je na samaje te je kuzaLatA-caturAI vize prApta karI tenuM phala maLatuM nathI, paNa tenA be saMsAra vadhe che ane bhaTakavAnuM thAya che, 17. vRddhAvasthAmAM ke maraNa vakhate mArI sevAcAkarI koNa karaze? ane mahane samAdhi koNa karaze? evI cinA karavI na joIe, kAraNa ke karma pramANe savaLuM thayA kare che. je sArA karma karela hoya che, te ArA nimitte ApoApa maLI rahe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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194 178, bhUrA karyAM karIne vRddhAvasthAmAM ke chellI ghaDIe, sukha ane samAdhi, amane raheze; A mhArA parivAra sukhazAMti Apaze, AvI AzA rAkhavI te thA che kAraNa ke, te vakhate tA Asakti adhika hAvAthI, te parivAranA vacanA pasaMda paDaze nahI ane adhika muMjhavaNu thavAnI. 179 jagatamAM bhalAi karavI ke bUrAi karavI, dharmadhyAna karavuM ke ArttaraudradhyAna karavuM te peAtAnA vicAre para AdhAra rAkhe che; je vicArA sudara haze te bUrAI nahI thAya ane Atta-raudradhyAna thaze nahI ne manamAM zAMti raheze. 180. sukha-duHkhanuM mUla peAtAnA vicAro che, jo vicAra| sArA haze te jagatamAM duHkha ApanAra bhAgye ja maLaze. arthAt kAi duHkha ApanAra maLaze nahI mATe manarUpI bagIcAmAMthI kharAba vicArArUpI AMkharAne dUra kara ane sArA khIjane vAve. 181. nakAmAM cheDavAone rAkhavAthI bagIce zAbhAspada banatA nathI temAM pharanArane zAMti Apata nathI. te pramANe bhaSTa vicArA ane khoTA vicAre AtmAne sukhazAMti kyAMthI ApI zake ? A mana paNa bagIcA jevuM che. 182. jo AtmajJAna na hoya te aNudhArI vipatti AvatAM DAhyA ane kuzaLa mANase paNa gAthuM khAi bese che, ane mujhavaNamAM paDI sanmAga ne bhUle che tethI sArAsAranA viveka rahetA nathI ane na karavAnuM karI bese che, mATe AtmajJAnane meLave. For Private And Personal Use Only

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183. nirdaya tathA viSaya kaSAyanI AsaktivALAene cintAo adhika hoya che ane bahu satAvyA kare che, bhayanA bhaNukArA teone jaMpIne besavA detA nathI. eTale nirantara bhaTakatA rahe che, tyAre vratadhArIone bhaya ke citAo hetI nathI. 184 prasaMgane ucita satya bolavuM, koInI sAthe virodha kara nahI, ane aMgIkAra karavuM zubha kArya jaladI karavuM, A pramANe vartana karavAthI prazaMsApAtra banAya cheghaNuM bolavA chatAM prasaMgocita bolAyuM na hoya te tenI kiMmata aMkAtI nathI. - 185. nIca agara uttama sAthe virodha karavAthI, koI prasaMge nukazAnI thavAne vakhata Ave ane maitrI bhAvanA rahe nahI. aMgIkAra kareluM zubha kArya karavAmAM ALasa karavAmAM Ave te je lAbha thavAne hoya che te thatuM nathI ane pachI zubha kAryomAM pramAda vadhe che. suga ane suavasara prApta thatAM je ALasa kare che ane bhAvI kAlanA bharose rahe che, tevA mANasane pAchaLathI pastAve thayA vinA raheto nathI mATe sArA saMgamAM ane sArA avasare je zubha kAryo karavAnAM hoya te jaladI karavAM joIe. 186. je vakhate ke prasaMge mauna rAkhavAnI jarUra heya, te vakhate bahu bolavAthI dhArelI bAjI bagaDI jAya che, eTale vairavirAdha vadhe ane kAMI paNa lAbha thatuM nathI mATe tevA prasaMge mauna dhAraNa karavuM ane bolavAnA prasaMge mauna rAkhavuM nahI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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187, lAnA prasaMge dhavala maane gavAya pazu hitAdikanuM zreNu hAo, A pramANe na besAya ke arizte tArdikanuM zaNu hane-te apamaMgala nathI pazu A pramANe molavAno prasaMga nathI. e tA jyAre chellI ghaDIe, temaja sUtI vakhate lAya ke jethI bhAvanAnI zuddhi thAya, 188, jIvavAnI kaLA zIkhe jagatamAM aneka prakAranI kuLa che ane te kaLAo, kaSTa sahana karIne zIkhAya che, paraMtu jIvananI kaLAne jANI nahI ne zIkhAI nahI te anya mULAonI kiMmata keADInI paNu thavAnI nahI; mATe sAthe sAthe jIvanakaLAne paNu zIkhavI, mAna haka jIvananAM sAlanI AzA, dIratA ane sahanatA che, A sivAya, game tevI sapatti haze te paNa sukha-phaLa jIvana nirvAha thaze nahI ane ulaTA kaMTALA AvI, kAraNu ke sarvathA sauMsAramAM anukUlatA rahevI azakya che. game tevA vizvAsu nAkarA hAya-bhAgIdAra hAya-agara mitra hoya te pazu hadaahAra vizvAsa dvAraNa karavA te yogya nIraNa ke vicArAne pharatAM vAra lAgatI nathI temaja avizvAsane paNa dhAraNa karavA nahI. tenAthI vyavasthA jaLa vAze nahI, eTale madhyamasara vizvAsane dhAraNa karIne kArya karavuM agara patAvI levuM. 189, sahaja paricaya thatAM vadhAre chUTa levAthI keTalIka vakhata apamAnapAtra thavu paDe che eTaluM ja nahI paNa aNadhArI Apatti AvIne upasthita thAya For Private And Personal Use Only

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177 che, temAM paNa bhAinI sI sAthe, mitronI strI sAthe agara anyanI strI sAthe bolavAnI chUTa na rAkhavI. 190 prAya: anubhava sivAya manuSyane samyagajJAna thatuM nathI. bhale pachI aneka zA vAMce agara zravaNa kare, te paNa anubhava vinA teone kharo vizvAsa besatuM nathI. 191. manuSyanI buddhi ane anubhava, saMga pramANe parAvartana pAme che. tethI judA judA anubhava thatA jAya che, paraMtu Atmika guNane je anubhava lIdhe hoya che tenuM parAvartana thatuM nathI. te te sadAya kAyama rahe che ane meha mamatA ochI thAya che. 12. saMsAra nagarImAM meha nRpanuM sAmrAjya che ane mukti nagarImAM dharmarAjAnuM sAmrAjya vatI rahela che. meha nRpa, svarAjyamAMthI kaI jIva mukti nagarImAM jAya nahI tethI rAga-dveSa-ane kaSAya viSayarUpI amaladArone jAgrata rahevAnI AjJA ApyA ja kare che, mATe mukita nagarImAM javAnI irachAvALAe, te mahatRpane tathA tenA amaladArone chetaryA sivAya, temaja dharmakUpanA viveka-vinaya, sadAgamasamatA-upaga-sadvicAra ane satsamAgama vigerenI sahAya lIdhA sivAya mukita nagarImAM javAze nahI ane Ayaktika sukha maLaze nahI, tene upaga rAkho. 13. sUrya jema udaya ane astakAle samAna varNavALo hoya che, rakata varNamAM taphAvata paDatA nathI te : 12 For Private And Personal Use Only

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178 pramANe uttama puruSanI cA-vicAra ane viveka, sapattinA sacce tathA vittinA nakhate samAna hoya che; pheraphAra paDatA nathI. zarIramAM pheraphAra thayela tene bahu sAlatA nathI ane AtmAnubhavane lAbha letA rahe che. 194. viSaya-kaSAyanA AvezamAM karavu sahA, saphalatAne dhAraNa karatuM nathI, mATe prabhupUjA-dhamayAna agara paropakAranA kAryAM vakhate samatAne dhAraNa karavI jarUrI che. 195. AtmAne paramAtmA banAvavA mATe deva, guru ane dharmanA zaraNe gayA vinA anya upAya nathI. temAM paNa saddagurunu tA zaraNa jarUra svIkAravu joie; kAraNa ke te sadguru prabhune tathA Atmadharmane samajAvavA samartha hAya che. 196, game tevI nirmala AMkhAvALA mANasa hoya paNa viveka cakSu vinA aMdha gaNAya. te viveka, sadUguru sivAya maLavA durlabha che, mATe temanA zaraNane svIkAre. sadguguru sivAya satya sukhanA mArga maLavA azakya che, sadguru mArgadarzake che. 197. khAvAnA padArthamAM jheranI zakA hAya tA agni upara te padArtha nAMkhavA. ne jhera haze teA agnitu teja ma`TTu paDI jaze, zabda thaze ane temAMthI durgaM dha nIkaLaze ane tenA dhumADAthI mAthAne du:khAvA thaze. A pramANe veranA jherI paNa aneka vyAdhio thAya che. 198. svAdiSTa bhojana khAtAM svAda vinAnuM lAge ane kaDavu lAge te jANI levu ke peTamAM mhoTA vyAdhi che For Private And Personal Use Only

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19 agara maraNalya kaSTa AvI paDaze. te pramANe dharmakathA tathA Atmika vikAsanI vAta game nahI te, bhAvamaraNa najIkamAM AvI raheluM samajavuM. 19. je mANase, sadagurune upadeza mAnatA nathI ane unmArge gamana karI rahyA che, teo jyAre ghaNuM kone bhegave che, ane kharAo khAya che tyAre ThekANe Ave che, teja mANase, je sadUgurunA upadezane mAnI sanmAge gamana kare te, kaSTa paDe kayAMthI? kaSTa sahana karIne ThekANe AvavuM tenA karatAM samajIne ThekANuM AvavuM, temAM hita che. 200. mamatAne tyAga kare. jema bahAranI upAdhio ane tenA uparathI mUcha-mamatA alpa thAya tema antaranI Umi ene AvirbhAva thAya che. ane jyAre saMpUrNa mamatAne kSaya thAya tyAre ja AtmasattA pUrNatAe pragaTa thAya che, mATe mamatAne tyAga karo. 201. jagatamAM karelA ane karAtAM satkAryonI TIkA karanArA ghaNA che, paNa jyAre pitAne kAma karavAno vakhata Ave tyAre teo khasI jatAM vAra lagADatA nathI. tethI ja teo pitAnI kAryo karavAnI azakti jAhera karI rahela hoya che. 202. Abaru-yaza, prazaMsA-kIti vagerenI pAchaLa pI deDadhAma karavAthI agara bIjAone utArI pADavAthI te Abaru-yaza vigere dUra bhAge che, paraMtu sadAcAranuM pAlana karIne jeoe lAyakAta meLavI che tenI pAchaLa te doDatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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23. potAnA sadaguNenI pote prazaMsA karanAra ane jagajAhera karanArAone koI vakhata apamAnanA zo sAMbhaLavAno vakhata AvI gaye lAge che, mATe saddaguNene gupta rAkhavAmAM AnaMda che. vRkSanA mUle gusa hoya te te TakI zake che ane phala ApI zake che. - 204. keTalAka manuSyo evA hoya che ke, kAma thatuM karyuM hoya te paNa vadhAre karyAne dekhAva karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI, tethI teo samAjamAM hAMsIpAtra thAya che; mATe karelA kAmane bahu dekhAva na karatAM, ApaNe te kAma kevuM sAruM karyuM che te jovuM. kahevAya che ke ApaNe keTaluM kAma karyuMtenA karatAM te kAma kevuM thayuM te jarUra jANavuM cogya che, 205. are bhAgyazAlinI jaladI kAma karavAnI temaja ghaNuM kAma karavAnI utAvaLa kara nahI. paNa je DuM thAya te tenI ciA kara nahI. je kAma zuddha thaze te prazaMsA thavAnI mATe thoDuM kara paNa zuddha kara, janasamUhanI vAhavAhathI labhAI ne kulAIza nahI. 206. zubha-zuddha bhAva che te ja ApaNe dIle jAna dasta che, ane karma rUpI kANone bALavAmAM agni samAna che, puNyarUpI bhejanamAM ghI samAna che ane mokSa mahelamAM ArUDha thavAmAM sapAna sarakhe che mATe zubha ane zuddha bhAvane upAya karIne meLave. 207. dunyavI sukharUpI karIANune kharIda karavA For Private And Personal Use Only

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kAra-mamatAnamAM ti ne AdhAra . 29 181 mATe, puNya dhananI agatyatA che. ane satya Atmika sukhane meLavavA mATe zuddha bhAvarUpI dhananI khAsa AvazyakatA che. A sivAya sAMsArika ke Atmika sukha upalabdha thavuM azakaya che. 208. khAna-pAna-havA-parizrama ane vizrAti vigere upara dhyAna rAkhavAthI Arogya ane jIvanamAM zAMti rahe che. te pramANe vrata-niyama-nirahaMkAra-mamatAne tyAga vigere upara AtmavikAsane AdhAra che ane akhUTa satya zAMti maLe che. 209 aphiNasemala vigere jherI padArtho karatAM, karmanuM devuM ane paisAnuM devuM, adhika kaSTadAyaka ane bhayaMkara che, mATe devuM karatAM ghaNe vicAra karavuM joIe. je khuzI thaIne devuM karaze te raDI raDI-pikA pADIne jarUra cUkavavuM paDaze, temAM kaI paNa upAya cAlaze nahI. 210. karelA kAryonI tapAsa karyA sivAya, te kAryo kevA thayA che ! tenI mAlUma paDatI nathI; mATe zAMtinA vakhate kevuM kArya thayuM che tenI tapAsa karavAnI jarUra che-tapAsa karatAM sArA-kheTAnI sArI rIte samajaNa paDe. agara sudhAre karavAnI IcchA jAge. bIjAonI kheDa-khAMpaNa jotAM ApaNe khuzI thaIe. tenA karatAM ApaNe pitAnI kheDa-khAMpaNa jeIne vicAra karatAM ghaNe lAbha thAya che. anyanI kheDa-khAMpaNa jovAmAM tenI nindA thaze ane anarthadaMDathI DAvuM paDaze. 211. phalanI IcchAvALAo, karelAM kAryonuM la For Private And Personal Use Only

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jaladI meLavavA mATe ghaNI utAvaLa kare che, paNa samaya pAkayA sivAya phala kayAMthI maLe? mATe karelA kAryonuM phUla levA mATe samayanI rAha jovI te ucita che-utAvaLI AMbA pAke nahI. 12. udAratA-sahayatA-himaNuA-nirabhimAnatAane nispRhatA vigere uttama sadguNo, suSTinA vaibhanesaMpattine kheMcI lAve che mATe vaibhava karatAM sadguNone meLavavA prayAsa karo. 213. je vyakita, tamArI pAse bIjAonI nindA kare che, te mANasa tamArI bIjA pAse nindA nahI kare. tenI khAtrI zI ? mATe anyanI nindA sAMbhaLIne khuzI thavuM nahI. ane nindA karanAra upara vizvAsa dhAraNa kare paNa nahi. kAraNa ke niMdA sAMbhaLavAmAM ane nindA karavAmAM koI prakAre hita nathI. 214. je jJAnI, manamAM utpanna thaela viSayakaSAyanA vikArone teonI kSaNabhaMguratA jANa tathA virUpatA jANa kabajAmAM rAkhe che ane teonA vegamAM taNAtuM nathI te ja sAce jJAnI che ane je teonA vikAronA vegamAM kheMcAya che te jJAnI kahevAya nahI. 215. daridratA je bIje kaI parAbhava nathI. maraNa samAna anya bhaya nathI. ane sudhA-tRSNa jevI anya vedanA nathI. dayA samAna anya dharma nathI. supAtra dAna jevuM anya dAna nathI. temaja satya samAna anya sukha nathI. zIyaLa For Private And Personal Use Only

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je anya kai zaNagAra nathI. tathA AtmajJAna jevuM ema kaI jJAna nathI. ra16. svaparanA zAstranA bodha sivAya ane upadeza devA taiyAra thavuM ke upadeza Apa te kAcAM phalene teDI nAMkhavA barAbara che-eTale upadeza ApanAra AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI ane lekarajanamAM potAnI mahattA mAne che jethI badhanA phala tarIke vairAgya thavuM joIe, te thatuM nathI. 217. kAcA kle khAvAmAM mIThAza AvatI nathI, ulTe aNagamo thAya che. jyAre paripakava thAya tyAre vaparane mIThAza Ave che mATe utAvaLane tyAga karI paripakava thAya tyAM sudhI phaLa mATe dhIraja rAkhavAnI khAsa jarUra che. temAM ja svaparanuM kalyANa samAela che. 218. jema jema anubhava vadhatuM rahe che tema tema prathamanA karelA kAryomAM apUrNatA mAlUma paDe che ane ahaM. kAra-abhimAna-moha-mamatA rahetI nathI mATe anubhava karIne pUrNa bane te sivAya dunyavI kAryomAM apUrNatA rahevAnI ja. 219 samyagrajJAnI tathA vairAgIne dayika bhAve AvI paDelA rogo ane bhege nirjarAnuM kAraNa bane che tyAre ajJAnI ane Asakta mANasane te rega tathA bhege baMdhanA kAraNarUpa bane che. bhege ane re karma janya che ane tethI nyAro AtmA che. 20. samyAnapUrvaka cAritravAnane dayika bhAvamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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184 ghaNe rAga ane dveSa nahI hovAthI te bhAvamAM lepAyamAna banatA nathI ane jalapaMkajavat nilepa rahe che. nirlepa rahevAnI kaLA teone svabhAvasiddha varelI hoya che ane tenI zakti jAmelI hoya che. 21. zANA ane kuzaLa mAnavIo, sAganA dAsa banatA nathI paraMtu saMgone dAsa banAve che ane AtmavikAsa sAdhatA rahe che, pachI teone anukrame Atmika zaktio svayameva AvIne vare che. saMgone parAdhIna banelA kadApi svAdhInatAne prApta karavA samartha banatA nathI, uTA AtmavikAsane ane Atmika zaktine hAratA rahe che; mATe sonI tAbedArI teDavA mATe ahoniza prayatna karavAnI AvazyakatA che; jeo saMgenA dAsa banatA nathI teone rAga-dveSa paNa thatA nathI. 22. dhIratA te mananI daDhatAne eka vibhAga che ane samatA te AtmAne guNa che; dhIratA ane samatAnA ciMge jJAnI puruSe, AvatA vidyone parAjaya karIne pitAnA Atmika vikAsamAM AgaLa vadhatA rahe che ane kramazaH pUrNa tAne pAme che. - rara3. je adhIrAI ane ukaLATa Ave te Atmika vikAsamAM AgaLa vadhelA jJAnIo paNa pAchA paDe che ane vakhate sarvasva gumAvavAne paNa prasaMge upasthita thAya che; mATe mahinA baMdhana teDavA mATe dhIratAne dhAraNa karavI jarUranI che. 224. AzAmAM sukha che ane dukha paNa che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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185 tyAre niHspRhatAmAM sukha mAtra rahela che, mATe viSaya sukhanI AzAne tyAga karIne niHspRha bane-dukhane AvavAne mArga baMdha thaI jaze. jyAM sudhI viSayanA sukhanI AzA che tyAM sudhI duHkha rahevAnuM ja. 225. tamArA jIvananI lagAma keInA AdhAre rAkhe nahI. tamArA pitAnA hAthamAM rAkho. anya keInA AdhAre zakhelI lagAma, teonI IcchA pramANe tamene laI jaze. vecchA pramANe ISTa sthale javAze nahI, mATe anyane bahu AdhAra rAkhe nahI. ra26. kArya karavAmAM-thApaNu mUkavAmAM-vizvAsa rAkhavAmAM tathA levA-devAmAM, belavA-cAlavAmAM, khAvA-khavarAvavA vigere vyavahArika kAryomAM je vicAra ane viveka rahe che te vicAra ane viveka, jaDacetananI vaheMcaNamAM rAkhe che, maha mamatA rahe nahI ane vAdhInatA AvIne maLe. rara7. AtmAnI zakti ane AdhAra vinA prANIo, pitAnuM jIvana calAvI zakatA nathI, temaja vikAsa paNa sAdhI zakatA nathI, mATe dunyavI padArthonI mAyA-mamatAne tyAga karIne Atmika zaktine AdhAra le te hitakara che. 228. jeone Atmazakita upara vizvAsa nathI teone nirAzAe vArevAre satAvyA karavAnI ja ane dareka bAbatamAM pAchaLa paDavAnA ja; temaja pudgalanI parAdhInatA sadAya rahevAnI ja; mATe Atmazakti upara vizvAsa dhAraNa kara. rara9. AtmazakitanA prabhAvane jeo jANatA nathI For Private And Personal Use Only

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196 te sadA migrAsabApaDA ane che-bahAdurI temAM AvatI nathI ane dInatA hInatAnA vicArAmAM sadAya sapaDAelA rahe che; AIe karelI sahAya paNa kAragata banatI nathI. 230. jyAre tyAre AtmazaktinI ALakhANu tharo ane te zaktine prApta karavA mATe AdarabhAva vadhaze tyAre ja hInatA-ane dInatA DhaLavAnI ane satya puruSArtha thavAne; mATe ALapaMpALanA tyAga karIne prathama Atmazaktine ALakhA, . 231. sarve nirAzAe, dunyavI padArthomAMthI AvavAnI ja. AzAe pU thavAnI nahI. eka AzA pUratAM hajArA AzA UbhI thavAnI ane hajArAne pUrNa karatAM lAkhA AvIne vaLagavAnI ja. tenA aMta Avaze nahI ane nirAzA satAvyA karaze, mATe tene tyAga karIne Atmika guNAnI AzA rAkhe. ra3ra. dUtane meAkalavAnI jarUra nathI, kAraNa ke sadguNIAnA je sadguNlRA che te dUtanuM kAma kare che ane prasiddha kare che; mATe prathama sadguNAne meLavavA; jo saguNA nahI hAya teA jAhera khakharAthI ke tene mAkalavAthI kAma saraze nahI, sugaMdhIkAra puSpA, bhramarAne lAvavA jAhera khakharA mAkalatA nathI temaja krutA mAkalatA nathI; chatAM sutradhanA guNuAne laIne svayaM AvIne rasane grahaNa kare che. 233, sacegavazAta iSTa padArtho prApta thatA nathI tApaNu tenI abhilASA tA kAyama rahe che. te abhilASA jyAre DhaLe tyAre Atmika zaktinA AvirbhAva thAya che, kAraNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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17 ke STi padAranI IcchAe tmazaktine anAhilathI nAnI che; tethI Atmazaktine kharAkhara prAdurbhAva thA nathI mATe IcchAone nAbUda karaza. 234. Atmika suAnI abhilASAthI dUradarzI banAya che ane satyapuruSArthanI saphalatA AvIne bheTe che. AvI AzA te nirantara karavI joIe ke jenAthI AtmajJAna thAya--ane kaSAyaviSayanA vikArA mUlamAMthI nAza pAme. dunyavI pArthAnI icchAthI te sadAya ane sava thA cintAe-paripa vigere utpanna thavAnA ja. 235. vAtA AchI karI ane kAma vizeSa karI. phakta vAtA karavAthI kAma thatuM nathI. jiMRRgI ochI che. ane kSaNekSaNe AyuSya apa thatu jAya che. dhAreluM kAma kyAre karazeA ? vyatIta thaelA suavasara pAchA AvatA nathI-ga te gayA--mATe rAga-dveSa-mAhu-mamatAnA tyAga karI maLelA avasarane saphLa karA. 236. pravRtti sivAya nivRtti prApta thatI nathI, paraMtu pravRtti evI karavI ke cIkaNAM kanA baMdha thAya nahI ane AsaktinA tyAga thAya. je pravRttimAM Asakti nathI arthAt niSkAmabhAve pravRtti thAya teA nivRtti ApoApa AvIne maLe che. 237. sukhanI AkRtine nirakhavA mATe ArisAmAM manuSye dararAja jIve che. te pramANe Atmika dugu NNAne jovA mATe Agama ArisAmAM dararAja jevu joie ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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188 dararoja Agama Adarzane pAse ne pAse rAkhavuM joIe, ke jethI duguNene dara karavAnI abhilASApUrvaka prayatna thAya ane saddaguNene AvavAnuM sthAna maLe. ra38, anityabhAvanA bhAvita sAduM jIvana haze te mana pavitra ane AnaMdamaya banaze. cintA-zoka-paritApanuM jera cAlaze nahI. jo ke sAdA jIvanamAM bahAra dekhAva, bhabhaka hete nathI te paNa AnaMda te jarUra rahevAne, ane cintAo ochI thavAnI. vaibhavavALA jIvanamAM mana pavitra ane AnaMdI je nahI hoya te kSaNe kSaNe paritApa utpanna thavAne mATe anityAdi bhAvanAne potAnI pAse nirantara rAkhe-bhUlazo nahI. 239 sArA pAtra vinA pANuM paNa TakatuM nathI te paNa kAraNa zedhIe te jarUrI pAtratA AvI male che. pachI dhArelA kAryo saphaLatAne dhAraNa kare che. pAtratA ekadama akasmAta AkAzamAMthI AvIne paDatI nathI. jo tenA kAraNene meLavIe te kramazaH AvI maLe che, mATe hatAza thavuM nahI ane kAraNene meLavavA 240. zANu mANasane, marma vacanathI, temaja vipattiothI paNa apUrva utsAha jAge che ane utsAha ane parAkramathI apUrva kAryanI siddhi thAya che mATe keInA marma bhedaka vacanethI ane vipattiothI bhaya pAmIne hatAza banavuM na joIe paNa prabala prayAsa kare joIe. 241. nirAzA, bahAdurInA svAmIne paNa hatAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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189 banAve che. nirAza thayA pachI te bahAdura ane parAkramI, dhAreluM kArya sAdhI zakate nathI, mATe nirAza na banavuM ane utsAha lAvIne temaja bhUlane sudhArI dhArelA kAmane vaLagI rahevuM - 24ra. keI AvIne mArA kAmamAM madada karazeAma dhArIne kArya upADavuM nahI ane bIjAonA bharose rahevuM nahI. pitAnA pagabhara UbhA rahIne kAma karavAnI Teva pADavI. sahAya maLe ke na maLe te paNa potAnI himate dhAreluM kArya pAra utare. - 243. je kArya karavAmAM jene pUrNa zraddhA hoya che, te kArya pachI kaSTadAyaka hoya agara lAMbe vakhate sAthe thavAnuM hoya te paNa zraddhALu, dhArela kAryathI pAchA hakatA nathI. - 244. AtmazraddhA eTale pitAne pite vizvAsa karo. AtmA te amara che, karmanA lIdhe ja zarIra dhAraNa karyA che ane janma jarA, ane maraNanI viDaMbanAo bhogavI che ane jogavavI paDaze. AtmAmAM anaMta zakita kane lIdhe ja tire bhAve rahelI che. je jJAnAgnivaDe karmo nAza pAme te te zakti pragaTe. jyAre ATheya karmone viga thAya che tyAre ja AtmAnI zaktine saMpUrNatayA AvirbhAva thAya che tyAre samagra vizvanA sacarAcara bhAnuM saMpUrNa jJAna thAya che, mATe AtmAmAM ja, hada vinAnuM jJAna che tene AvirbhAva karavA manuSyoe prayatna kare Avazyaka che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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190 45. sAMsArika AzAone pUrNa karatAM, Atmika zaktinI AzAne bhUlatA nahI. je Atmakti maLaze. teA ja sava AzA pUrI thaze ane AzAo pachI thaze nahI-dunyavI AzAethI cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa karavu paDe che. AkhA vizva upara sattA calAvavI hAya tA, karmone dUra karA ane AtmAne jJAnasvarUpe ALakhI mAha nRpane harAvI tenI zakitanA prAdurbhAva karA; eTale vizva upara tamArI sattA cAlaze, te sivAya tamArI sattA cAlavAnA anya koi upAya nathI. tamArA AtmAmAM tamane zraddhA hoya teA kAi paNa vijJo asara karavA samartha ane ema nathI. ane te viThThone sahuna karavAnI zakti jAgrat thavAnI ja. zakita jAgrat thayA pachI viA Avaze nahI temaja meAkSamArga sugama thavAnA, vighnAne haThAvavAnuM tamArAmAMja mala che anyatrathI Ava. nAra nathI. Atmakhala vadhAre DAya tyAre ja vinAnuM khala cAlaze nahI, mATe ahaMkAra-mamatAne tyAga karI suavasara maLye hAvAthI Atmikakhata vadhAravA mATe atizaya malane phAravavu te agatyanuM che. karavA ra46, prabala bhayanA prasage paNa Atmika vikAsanA upAcAne bhUlavA nahI. paNa tenI ArAdhanA tatpara anavuM tethI bhayanI asara thaze nahI ane hi'mata Avaze. himatavAna kadApi hAratA nathI ane pAtAnu khala vadhAratA rahe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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247. vAte karavAthI ke leka raMjana karavAthI Atmabala vadhatuM nathI, je AtmabaLa vadhatuM hoya te Atmika guNemAM ramaNutA karavAthI ja ane sarva jaMjALane tyAga karavAthI ja mATe AtmabalanA Irachuoe lekaraMjanamAM mugdha banavuM nahI. AtmasAkSAtkAramAM je bala-jJAna maLatuM heya che-te karaMjana-lekapravAhathI kayAMthI maLe? haragIja maLe nahI. AtmasAkSAt karavAmAM te mana, vacana ane kAyAnI gupti barAbara rAkhavI paDe che ane rAkhavI joIe, te ja AtmasAkSAtkAra thAya, 248. viDyo phakta vidane karavA agara pAchaLa pADavA AvatA nathI, paNa manuSyone cetavavA, AMkhe ughADavA mATe Ave che, mATe tenAthI bhaya na pAmatAM, teone sahI levAnI zakita meLavavI; jyAre te vidane sahana thaze tyAre usAha jAgaze. dukha ke vipattione sahana karavAthI ane dharmayAna ke zukaladhyAnathI ja, mAruM sAmarthya pragaTa thaze-A pramANe vizvAsa karanArAo, vipattionI sAme gamana kare che paNa pAchI pAnI karatA nathI. eTale ja teone apUrva anubhavane lAbha maLatuM rahe che. AtmAnI ajJAna dazAmAM ja prANIo, vividha baMdhane umA sthita karIne temAM ja phasAya che. jyAre jJAna dazA, sAtya rIte jAgrata thAya che tyAre ja baMdhane UbhA karatA nathI ane temAM phasAI paDatA nathI-ane cetatA rahe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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192 AtmAnA ajJAnathI utpanna thaela viDaMbanAe, AtmajJAnathI ja TaLavAnA; paNa khIjA upAye kharAkhara kAragata thaze nahI. anya upAye karazeA tA paNu AtmajJAna haze tAja viDaMbanAo TaLavAnI ane satya sukha AvIne bheTavAnu 249. samagra badhanAnu kAraNa jo koi hAya tA ajJAnatA che, kAraNa ke tenAthI mAha-mamatA-ahuMkArAdrika utpanna thaIne vividha sakaTomAM sapaDAvu' paDe che. AvI ajJAnatAne TALavAnA upAya AtmaNNAnI ramaNutA sivAya anya nathI. 25. sukha duHkha, te vArasAmAM utarelI vastu nathI, paNa ajJAnatAjanya avaLI cAlathI utpanna thaela che. eTale khIjAe AvIne duHkha karaze, evI AzAonA tyAga karIne anAdikAlathI paDelI kuTeva-kucAlane tyAga karavA kamara *savAnI jarUra che. 251. anukUla saMcAgAnI sadA icchA karavI ke AzA rAkhavI te ApaNI eka jAtanI ni latA che ane A nikhalatA zArIrika zaktine paNuM hrAsa kare che. jo ke jIvanaparyaM ta anukUlatA rahetI ja nathI te paNa mAnasika vrutti anukUla hAya te pratikUlatA paNu anukUlatA lAgavAnI, para. manuSyAe, manuSya bhavamAM kevI mANusAI meLavI che ke dharmakriyAmAM-parApakAranA kAryoMmAM kevI dRDhatA meLavI che, tenI kasoTI karavA, viDaMbanAo-vipatti Ave che mATe tevA prasage sujJa manuSya hiMmatane hAratA nathI. ane teone sahI levA khabaradAra bane che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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193 ra53. vipattio ke viDabanAonA prasaMge jeo hiMmatane hAratA nathI teone apUrva anubhava thAya che ane zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika zaktimAM vadhAro thato rahe che. pachI maraNAMta kaSTa Ave te paNa prasannacitte sahI le che. AtmAmAM vividha prakAranI vipattione sahana karavAnI tAkAta che ane anaMta raddhi-siddhi ane zuddhine prApta karavAnI zakti rahelI che tethI ja anaMta Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhi AvIne maLe che. jeo vipattiothI temaja viDaMbanAothI bhaya pAme che, teo potAnI pAse je alpa pramANamAM ddhi vigere che, te paNa gumAvI bese che ane pachI meLavatAM ghaNuM bhavamAM bhaTakavAnI sAthe adhika kaSTa bhegavAya tyAre ja meLavI zake che. - 254. vaidyanI davA, teNe kahelI parejInuM pAlana karatAM ghaNe lAbha kare che, rega khase che ane zarIramAM zakti vadhe che. te pramANe mahAvedya tIrthakara mahArAje ApelI davAne zraddhApUrvaka temaNe kahelI parahejIne pALatAM bhavane rega paNa TaLe che. 255. uttama mahAdya tIrthakara mahArAjanI davA evI che ke, zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika rogone tathA bhavabhavanI viDaMbanAonA duHkhene mUlamAMthI nAza kare che ane sAthe anaMta Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhi ApoApa AvI maLe che. AvI davAne mUkIne sAmAnya vighanI davA kANu 13 For Private And Personal Use Only

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194 vIkAre? sAmAnya dunyavI vaivanI pAse jaI kaSTa sahana karIne phI paNa bhare, paNa sAcA mahAvaidya pAse javAtuM nathI ! je davAmAM bhavabhavanA rogone mULamAMthI TALavAnI zakti nathI temaja zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika zaktine vadhAravAnI tAkAta nathI tevI davA levAthI zuM lAbha thavAne mATe evI davA le ke bhavabhavanA rego TaLe ane zakti vadhe. tamo zArIrika rogane TALavA mATe dunyavI vaidyanI pAse gayA, paisA ApyA temaja tenA kathana mujaba parejI pALI paNa mULamAMthI roga gaye nahI ane nimitto maLatAM rogo pAchA hAjara thAya che mATe evI davAthI saryuM. vItarAganI davA le te ja mULamAM je je rage rahelA che. teone sarvathAsarvadA-sarvatra nAza thaze ane zakti aparaMpAra AvIne hAjara thaze. be divasa rogane maTADe ane pAchI te roganI viDaMbanA hAjara thAya te sAcI davA kahevAya nahI. sAcI davA to je vItarAga tIrthaMkara mahArAje kahelI che ane ApelI che te ja kharI davA kahevAya, mATe bhramaNAmAM paDIne kayAM bhamyA kare che? sAcA uttama vaidyane oLakhI temanI kahelI davAne la, rega raheze nahI ane anaMta zakti ApoApa Avaze. 256. pUrNa bhAgyAge, tIrthakara mahArAjane mahAvaidya tarIke oLakhAya che ane AdarapUrvaka temaNe kahelI davA levAya che. puya vinA te AvA vaidhanI davA levAtI nathI. ane zraddhA besatI nathI; mATe pavitra vicAra karIne mahAvaidyane oLakhe. nahI. sAcI ja kharI davA karakara mahArAje kara For Private And Personal Use Only

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1ya bhavabhavanA rAge gayA sivAya rahela ke Avele AnaMda TakatuM nathI. sadAya AnaMdamAM rahevuM hoya te bhavabhavanA re nAza pAme tevI davA levI joIe, kaSTa Ave te paNa tevI davAne tyAga karavo nahI, jethI AnaMda sadAya raheze. __ nA'guNI guNinaM vetti, guNI guNiSu matsarI // guNI guNAnurAgI ca, saralo viralI janaH // 1 // svastutiM paranindAM vA, kartA loka: pade pade / svanindA parastutiM vA, kartA ko'pi na vidyate | 2 | hatatscthatats gvA ropa, nomi: musA vA guNamAvahanti / vaktuzca vairANi parivardhayanti, zrotuzca tanva. nti parAM kubuddhiM // 3 // kArya ca kiM te paradoSadRSTayA, kArya ca kiM te paradoSacintayA? vRthA kathaM khidyasi bAlabuddhe ! kuru svakArya tyaja sarvamanyat // 4 // 257. pitAnI stuti ane paranI nindA karanAra jagatamAM ghaNuM maLI Avaze paNa pitAnA deSonI ane pArakAnA guNenI stuti ke prazaMsA karanAra virala ja hoya che, pArakAnA vidyamAna agara vidyamAna na hoya evA dene jAhera karavAthI ke sAMbhaLavAthI keI paNa guNa AvatuM nathI uThe kahenAra verane vadhAre che ane sAMbhaLanAranI buddhi bagaDe che tethI AtmAne vikAsa avarAya che. 258. tame AtmazakitamAM zaMkA karaze te mahattvanuM kArya karavA samartha banaze nahI, mATe deva, guru ane dharmanI zraddhAnI mAphaka AtmAnI zakti upara paNa pUrNa zraddhA rAkhe. deva, guru ane dharmanI saphalatA Atmika guNene pragaTa karavAmAM rahelI che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmAnI zaktimAM zaMkA karAvanAra, eka jAtanA zatru samajavA, kAraNa ke Atmika zaktine vikAsa tethI avarAya che. ane AtmAnA vikAsa mATe kAMI paNa banI zakatuM nathI. AtmavikAsa sivAya satya sukhazAMti AvI maLatI nathI. manuSyamAM game teTalI mahAna zakti haya, buddhi vizALa hoya ane sArI rIte vyAvahArika keLavaNI lIdhI hoya chatAM AtmazraddhAnA pramANamAM ja, manuSya satkAryo karavA samartha bane che, e nakI samajavuM, zaMkA lAvavI nahI. koInA kahevAthI ke Apatti AvI paDavAthI AtmazraddhAne DhIlI thavA devI nahI ane samajavuM ke A te karoTI karavA Avela che tethI Atmika lAbha adhika thavAne adhika lAbha mATe adhika sahana paNa karavuM paDe che. - 259 pApodaye saMpatti cAlI jAya, Arogya bagaDI jAya, apamAnAdika thAya temaja lokonI zraddhA uThI jAya te paNa AtmazraddhA jenAmAM barAbara che te khasatI nathI ane saghaLuM sahI levAnI zaktine Avibhava thAya che, mATe Atmika guNemAM zaMkA lAve nahI. 260. tame tamArI jAtane AtmAne halakA gaNe nahI. halako mAnavAthI mahatvanAM kAryo karI zakAtAM nathI. je mANase potAnI-AtmAnI kiMmata jeTalI ke tethI vizeSa kiMmata bIjAo AMkI zake ema nathI-sarvajJa sivAya. je AtmAne dIna-hIna mAnaze te mahAna bahAdura banI For Private And Personal Use Only

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197 zakaze nahI. anaMta zakitamAna AtmAne dIna-hIna mAnanArane kadApi Atmazakitane lAbha maLatuM nathI, ane pote anaMta zakitane prApta karI zakatuM nathI. bhalene kArya nAnuM hoya te paNa citta daIne sArI rIte karanAra, mahAna kAryo karavA samartha bane che. koI prakAre kaMTALe lAva nahI-eTale tadana nAnA kAryo paNa kuzaLatAthI citta daIne karavA joIe; nAnuM kArya jANuM upekSA karavI nahI. ra61. kArya kAryane zIkhave che-utsAha utsAhane prere che. ema nAnA nAnA kAryanI saphaLatAthI, pratIti-zraddhA ane zakitamAM vadhAre thaze. ekadama kaI zIkhIne, bhaNIne jampa nathI. prAraMbhamAM bhUla thAya te paNa kaMTALIne kAryane tyAga kara nahI. AtmazraddhAthI utpanna thaela, sahanazIlatA-hiMmata ane AtmajJAna, aneka prakAranI zakitaone AvirbhAva kare che. ane pachI mahAnamAM mahAna kAryo karavAnI zakita jAgrasta thAya che, mATe prathama AtmazraddhA rAkhIne kAryo karavA joIe. radara, zakA-kAMkSA-cikitsA-parapudagalanI AzA temaja tene paricaya mUkIne jeo nirbhayatA, nizcalatA ane vIratAne dhAraNa kare che teone zakitao mATe pachI bahu prayAsa kare paDatuM nathI-te te ApoApa AvIne vare che. 23. bahAranI kaI paNa zakita karatAM mArAmAM pracaMDa zakita rahelI che, A vAta barAbara samajavAmAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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198 Ave nahI te mahattvanAM kAryo karavAnI IcchA paNa jAgatI nathI. tethI ja manuSye bhAgApaleAganA kIDAo khanI Atmazaktine hArI bese che. 264. peAte ja pAtAnA bhAgyane ghaDe che ane bhAgyAnusAra, anukUlatA-pratikUlatA, sArA sacogA ke pUrA sacegA AvIne upasthita thAya che mATe AtmazraddhA rAkhIne evuM bhAgya ghaDo ke pratikUlatA bhAse nahI ane anukUla tAmAM vadhArA thAya. ' bhAgyamAM nathI ' A pramANe mAnIne ALasu-enrI banIne esI rahenArane pratikUlatA pagale ne pagale Ave che ane satAvyA kare che. ALasune anukUlatA kyAMthI maLe ? kAraNu ke te te puruSArthane AdhIna che mATe pramAda ALasaneA tyAga karI, 265. khAdyanI Rddhi-siddhi ane Atmike Rddhisiddhi ane zuddhi puruSArthane tAbedAra hovAthI ALasune dekhI tenI hAMsI kare che ke A kevA pAgala che ! prayatna sivAya ane hiMmata vinA, amArI AzA rAkhe che, mATe hAMsI na thAya te pramANe varyAM. prayAsa karanAranI pAse te Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhi AnaMdathI Ave che. 266, mananI sthiratA ane AtmaguNAmAM layalInatA vinA satya zakita jARtu thavI te azakya che mATe be ghaDI paNa siddhi artha vakhata kADhavA joie. kUvAmAM pANI hoya te ja havADAmAM Ave che ane vAvela' anAja paripakava thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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mULamAM mAla heya nahIM te, mola pAke nahI te pramANe sthiratA ane lInatA satya zaktio vinA kyAMthI utpanna thAya ? mATe prathama bhUlane barAbara majabUta banAve. vAtemAM vakhatane gumAve nahIM. prayatna karaze te badhuMya AvI maLaze, phakta tIvecchAthI kAMI paNa prApta thatuM nathI, paNa sAthe sAtha prayAsanI AvazyakatA rahelI che. prayatna sivAya phakata IrachA karavAthI ja zaktio maLatI hoya te jagamAM keI hIna dIna dekhAya nahIM, paraMtu je dekhAya che tenuM kAraNa prayatna nathI te che. 267. vipattione haThAvavAnA upAya paNa vyAdhiene haThAvavAnA upAyenI mAphaka hoya che. je vyAdhione haThAvavAnA upAyanI mAphaka vipattio, viDaMbanAo vigerene dUra karavAnA upAye barAbara levAmAM Ave te jarUra te vipattio vigere rahe nahI. vipattio-viDaMbanAo-cintAo vigere upasthita thAya nahI tene mATe paNa zAsakAra mahArAje vividha upAze. batAvyA che temAMthI ekane paNa amala kare te ghaNe lAbha thAya, ane dukhe TaLe, viDaMbanA AvyA pachI tene dUra karavAnA upAyo karavA tenAM karatAM viDaMbanAo vigere Ave nahIM tevA upAye karavA te zreyaskara che. 268. mRSAvAda-asatya bolavuM, tene baMdha karavAne upAya, satya bolavuM. tethI vacananA jhagaDAo, kaleza-kaMkAsa nAza pAme che ane vacanasiddhi prApta thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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200 269. cArI karavAthI je sakaTo Ave che. te Ave nahI mATe cArI karavI nahI. te mArga che. vyabhicArathI je vibanA karavA brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir upasthita thAya che tene dUra 270. parigrahathI cintA ane vyAdhio upaje che, tethI tenA tyAga agara pramANu rAkhavu. krodha, kSamA dhAraNa karavAthI thatA nathI, mAna-ahaMkAra, namratA dhAraNu karavAthI khase che. 271. mAyAne haThAvavA, saralatA rAkhavI. lAbhane tyAga karavA, saMteASa dhAraNa karavA, rAgane dUra karavAnA upAya vairAgya che. dveSane TALavAnA upAya prema rAkhavA te che. 272. kleza vigerenA upAya zAMti-suleha karavI, abhyAkhyAna-zUruM kalaMka Apavu. tenA upAya ? koIne kalaka devuM nahI, maithuna-kAInI cADI na karavI-chUpI vAta kAine kahevI nahI te upAya che, rati-ati-uSa zAkane upAya samabhAve rahevu', nindAne, mAyAmRSAvAdane tathA mithyAtvane TALavAneA upAya anukrame guNAnurAgI thavuM, saralatA sahita sAcuM khelavuM, ane satya dharmone dharUpe mAnavA A upAyAthI duHkha Tale che. 273. aDhAra pApasthAnakAnA tyAga karavAthI ja je je vikhanA-vipatti upasthita thavAnI hAya che te thatI nathI ane bhavAbhava sukhazAMti rahe che mATe sunna janAe For Private And Personal Use Only

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201 aDhAra vApasthAnake dUra karavA mATe jeTalI buddhi hoya, jeTalI zakita hoya teTalI vAparavI. pApathI vipattio upaje che. savaprabhAva dekhADyA vinA khasatI nathI, mATe prathamathI pALa bAMdhavAnI Avazya. katA che ke jethI vipattio Ave nahI ane Atmika guNene lAbha levAmAM vidgo upasthita thAya nahI. - catura ane pravINa teja kahevAya ke prathamathIja vipattieka viDaMbanA Ave nahI tene upAya kare. agara AvyA pachI samabhAve sahana kare paraMtu anya nimitta upara deSArepaNa kare nahI. mUla te karelAM karmo ja ApaNane duHkha saMkaTe Ape che. ra74. nimitte tarapha nirIkSaNa na karatAM karelAM karmo tarapha je dRSTi nAkhe che teone nimitta upara roSa thatuM nathI ane kamene TALavAne upAya jadI te zodhI zake che ane tema karatAM karmomAM sudhAro thAya che agara saghaLAM karmone TALavA kaTibaddha thavAya che. 275. je je karmo ApaNe karIe chIe, te karmone anya jane dUra karavA samartha hatA nathI, te te ApaNe piteja, baLa pheravI teone TALavAnA upAye karIe te ja khasI zake ema che, mATe anyanA upara ghaNe AdhAra rAkhe nahI. pite jAte ja prayatna kare-jethI karmo khasavAnA ane anaMta sukha maLavAnuM ja. 276. viSaya kaSAyanAvikAne kabajAmAM rAkhavAthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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102 utpanna thaela Atmika guNNAnA vikAsavarDa sapatti-sAthe maLelI DAya ke meLavelI hAya tepaNa tenA upara AvaraNa AvatuM nathI eTale temAM mugdhatA thatI nathI. tathA viSatti A viDaMbanAo AvI paDe te paNa paritApa-le pAta thata nathI, kAraNa ke sa`patti sattA ke sAhyabI prApta thayA pachI sugdha manAvanAra temaja paritApAdika karAvanAra je kAI hAya teA viSaya kaSAyenA vikAre che, tathA AtmabhAna, maraNa dhAraNAne paNa naSTa karanAra A viSayakaSAyanA vikArA ja che. jema kAika mahAn yAdhi thaela hAya ane kSaNa mAtra pazu cena paDavA de nahI, ane pIDAe asahya hAya tenI mAphaka vikAro paNa mahA vyAdhi che. vyAdhine dUra karavA mATe ane teTalA upAceA, kaSTa-karaja veThIne karI che tathA sAde ne sAtvika AhAra leA che tathA khatAvelI ke ApelI davA niyamasara le che tyAre vyAdhi, Adhi sAthe dUra bhAge che tenI mAphaka vikAra vyAdhine dUra karavA anatA upAye levAnI AvazyakatA che, sAdo ane sAtvika khorAka temaja nirdoSa pANI ane dhamayAna, AtmanirIkSaNu ane tapAdika rUpI davA, jo levAmAM Ave te vikArAnA bhAra che, ke te kSaNa mAtra paNa rahI zake ? eTale te nyAdhinI davA che; te pramANe mAnasika vikArAnI, viSaya kaSAyanA vikAzanI paNu davA teA che ja, paraMtu te vikArAne vega ApavA hAya, phUTAvavA hAya, tyAM teonI davA levAne upAya sUjhe kayAMthI ? mATe vikArAne phaTAvavAnu poSaNa Apa vAstu' baMdha karIne sAtvika ane sAdA khArAka vagere lA ! Adhi vyAdhi raheze nahI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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203 mAnasika vikArane haTAvavAthI zArIriska vyAdhio utpanna thaIne atyaMta pIDAo ane paritApAdikanA saMtApamAM AtmAne pheke che tethI AtmAnI behAla dazA thAya che, mATe jeTalA vikAra che, teone dUra karavA prathama kezaza karavI joIe tema karatAM kaThina lAgaze paNuM pariNAma suMdaramAM suMdara Avaze. hAlamAM te vikAramAM sukhazAMti mAnI beThA che, te tamArI brAnti che, kAraNake vikAramAM kadApi zAMti hoya nahI. temAM te bhaya-khedavyAdhio-Adhi vigere chUpA bharAI rahelA che; teone tapAse, aMdha banIne temAM sukha mAne nahI. eka musAphIrane aTavImAM ghaNI tRSA satAvI rahI che tethI pANInA sthale zodhavA lAge. zedhatAM eka sthala pANIvALuM mAluma paDayuM. tethI khuzI thaIne tenI pAse Avyo. kinAre pANI pIvAne badale te taLAvamAM ja teNe jhukAvyuM. paNa te pIdhuM, paNa temAM rahela kAdavamAM gaLA sudhI kheMcI gaye; upara uparathI pANI dekhyuM paNa temAM gupta rahelA kAdavane dekhe nahI; tethI tenI behAla dazA thaI. te kAdavamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakAtuM nathI. nIkaLavA mATe bala te bahu pherave che. ane kaMTALo paNa ghaNe Ave che paNa sahAya nahI hovAthI tene kAdavamAMthI nIkaLavAne ekeya upAya rahyo nahI. traNa cAra divase kaI dayALue tene bahAra kADhyo tathA ghaNe bhUkhe hevAthI ISTa bhejana ApyuM. A pramANe viSaya vikAranI tRSNane zAMta karavA prANIo mathe che ane punaH evA duNIdurgadha kAdavathI bharelA sthalemAM aMdha banI jhukAve che paNa Adhi-vyAdhirUpI kAdavane dekhatA nahI hovAthI mahAduHkhanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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204 bhAjana bane che, chatAM temAM sukha mAnI paDyA rahyA che, koI bahAra kADhe te paNa nIkaLavA mATe taiyArI karatA nathI. A kevI mugdhatA ! 277. manarUpI bagIcAmAM dharmadhyAnarUpI siMha jayAM vAsa karIne rahe che ane garjanA karI rahela hoya tyAM halakA nIca zikArI jAnavararUpI apadhyAna rahI zaktA nathI. duryAnane dUra karavA mATe dharmadhyAnanI khAsa jarUra che. jyAre dharmadhyAnarUpI siMha sUteluM hoya che, tyAre ja bhUMDazIyALa-cittArUpa apadhyAnanuM jora cAle che. jyAre prakAza hAya nahI tyAre aMdhakAra te heAya ja ne ? tamo dharmadhyAnane cAha che ke apadhyAnane? hIrAmaNine cAho cho ke paththarane? hIrAmaNi pasaMda hoya te paththarane tyAga kare joIe, te pramANe dharmadhyAnane cAhatA he te apadhyAnane dUra karavuM te Ava-zyaka che. bAkasa ekasa khAvAthI peTa nahI bharAya, peTa bharavA mATe te anAjanI jarUra paDavAnI ja; te pramANe apadhyAnathI Atmika guNene AvirbhAva nahI thAya; tene mATe te dharmadayAnanI jarUra rahevAnI, dharmadhyAnathI ane tenA sAdhanathI ja AtmAnA guNene prAdurbhAva thaze; apadhyAna karavAthI te je vikAsa thaye haze te upara AvaraNa Avaze, mATe dhana vigerene prApta karavA je laganI lagADe che tevI laganI-lAgaNI dharma sthAna mATe rAkhavI. dharmadhyAnathI cintA-saMtApa-paritApa -kaleza vigere thaze nahI, meha mamatAnI muMjhavaNa je vAre vAre thAya che te pAzu thaze nahI. ane Atmika guNe jevA ke kSamA-namratA-saralatA-saMteSa vigere AvIne hAjara thaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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205 jeenI pAse A guNA nathI te bhale sa*patti-sattAvALA hAya teA paNa cintA-saMtApAkrika kAramAM duHkhadAyI che te TaLavAnA nahI paNa uttarAttara teonA vadhArA ja thavAne. tamArI pAse sa'patti vaibhava parivArAdika che chatAM citAdikathI nimu ta kema nathI ? vArevAre cintA satAvyA kare che ne? A cintAdika cUravA mATe upAya karA, tame je cintAdikane cUravA mATe hAlamAM kAvAdAvA karIne paNa upAye kareA che. te kharA upAye nathI, paNa cintAkrikamAM vadhAre karanAra che te niHzaMka samajo, ghaNAe zrImaMta rAjA-mahArAjAee cintAsaMtApa vigere haTAvavA mATe yuddho paNu karIne rAjyasa`pattisattAhikane prApta karI chatAM temanI cintA vigere gaI nahI ane AyuSya pUrNa thae Atta-raudradhyAna karIne dutinA UMDA khADAmAM paDyA; mATe cintAone caravAnuM sAcuM sAdhana jo kAMi hAya tA dhamathyAnAdika che. tamArI pAse sapatti sAhyakhI-vaibhava pUratA pramANamAM nahI hoya tepaNu dharma dhyAnanA yeAge cintA thaze nahI, ane thaze teA lAMkhA kALa Takaze nahI. prathama vipatti viDaMbanAdi apAyanuM nidAna jANNA ke kayA kAraNeAthI du:kha saMtApAdika thAya che; pachI te kAraNeAne huThAvavA mATe khaLane phAravA; tathA karelA karmonA-vipAkalanA bhAgavaTA jarUra bhAgavavA paDaze, te khyAlamAM rAkhA ke jethI tevAM karyAM karatI vakhate sApanI mA pApathI pAchu huThAya, ane nikAcita kha"dha paDe nahI, trIjo pAyA jinAjJA mujaba vartana thAya che ke nahI tenI tapAsa kareA. tapAsa karyAM sivAya gADariyA pravAhanI mAphka vartana zakhA nahI, ane tenAthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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206 pAchA haTha tathA saMsAranuM varUpa kevA prakAranuM che tene vicAra ane viveka karo. saMga ane viyegonI paraMparA cAlu che ane tenAthI duHkhanI paraMparA-rAga-dveSanI paraMparA vadhatI rahe che. A pramANe dharmadhyAnanA cAre pAyAne paNa vicAra-viveka karIne cittArUpI citAne bujhA. A sivAya anya upAya jagatamAM nathI. - 278. sabhya jJAnI, sadvicAre ane viveka vaDe kamenA baMdha vakhate ghaNuM sAvadhAna hovAthI nikAcita eTale bhegavavA lAyaka kamene baMdha karatA nathI, tethI karmodayane teo jaladI viphala karavA samartha bane che; eTale udaya kAlamAM teo mUMjhavaNamAM paDatA nathI-atae AtmavikAsane sAdhavAmAM bahu vigho upasthita thatAM nathI, mATe kriyAo karatI vakhate duSyane thAya nahI ane samatA rahe te pramANe sAvadhAnI rAkhavA tatpara banavuM joIe; vAre vAre upaga rAkha joIye. dunyavI rUpALA padArthone dekhI mAnasika vRttie te tarapha lalacAya che ane te vastuone grahaNa karavA prANIo prayatna kare che, paNa te vastuonA guNe kevA che te tarapha vicAra paNa karatA nathI, tenA rUpamAM ja mugdha bane che; tethI jyAre te vastuo pitAne svabhAva dekhADe che tyAre pratikuLatAnA ge, pariNAme paritApa kare che; suMdara mane hara vastu maLI hoya te harSaghelA banI unmatta banIne AtmabhAna bhUlI bese che, mATe navIna manahara vastuone dekhI teonA guNenI paNa tapAsa karavI jarUranI che. cetanavALI-acetanavALI- agara cetanAcetanavALI vastuone-zubhAzubha vastuone dekhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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rAga-dveSanI vRtti thAya che ane tenA vege prANIo pitAnA pariNAma jevA hoya tevA prakAranA karmonA baMdhanamAM sapaDAya che pachI bhegavavA lAyaka ja je bAMdhyA hoya te bhogavyA sivAya te karmone viyoga thatuM nathI ane pAchA navIna kamene baMdha, pariNAmanA vege paDato jAya che, mATe baMdha vakhate khAsa sAvadhAna rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA che? vasatuone vicAra karIne rAga-dveSa nahI thAya te samatA raheze ane karmonA baMdhane chUTavA mAMDaze. 279, vidvattA-vApaTutA ane samayasUcakatA A traNa guNavaDe paMDite zele che. ane mAna-satkArane meLave che; te sivAya teonI paMDitAI zebhatI nathI. paMDitamAM vidvattA hAya eTale te zAstrane jJAtA hoya; paNa vAkapaTutA-balavAnI caturAI-kuzaLatA je na hoya te bhASaNa karatAM ke vyAkhyAna karatAM teonuM bhASaNa ke vyAkhyAna, rasajanaka nivaDatuM nathI ane zrotAomAM arucitA janme che eTale vidvattA sAthe vAkpaTutAnI paNa jarUra che. vidvattAnI sAthe vAkpaTutA hoya paNa samayasUcakatA eTale A sabhA kevI che? keTaluM pacAvI zake che ane kevA prakAranuM vyAkhyAna ApavuM? te je na jANatA hoya te paNa mUrkha Thare che ane zrotAjanemAM hAsyAspada thAya che, mATe prathama kahelAM traNe ya guNenI jarUra che. A traNe guNe hiya, ane sabhAjanemAM AdarabhAva utpanna karavAnI tAkAta hAya, sabhAjanone paNa AdarabhAva-mAna-sanmAna hoya ane zrotAjanane upadezadvArA khuzI karate hoya paraMtu vartanamAM ne zUnya hoya te AdarabhAvane paMDita pAmatuM nathI ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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208 Atmonnati karavAmAM benasIba rahe che; phakata nATakIAnI mAphaka zrotAvargane khuza kare ane te dvArA mAna-sanmAnane meLave tethI zuM? AtmAmAM rahelA guNene ughADa thaye nahIM; phakta janatAne khuza karavA mATe peTa, paTAro ane parivArane mATeja parizrama karyo kahevAya, kAraNa ke bolyA pramANe amuka aMze paNa vartana thayuM nahIM; mATe paMDitAe vidvattA-vAphapaTutA tathA samayasUcakatAnI sAthe vatana-saccAritratAne lAvavA mATe paNa prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. 280. saccAritra-vartana vidvattA-vAkpaTutA temaja samayasUcakatAnI sAthe je saracAritrava na hoya te te guNe zobhAspada banatA nathI ane AtmIya lAbha na maLatA hovAthI vRthA jAya che, mATe saddavartana rAkhavAnI paNa khAsa agatyatA che. eka zeThane zarIre vyAdhi thaela hevAthI ghaNuM pIDA thatI hatI; tathA A vyAdhi kayAre TaLe? tenI ciMtA rahyA karatI hatI. je ke A zeTha vidvAna tathA bolavAmAM kuzaLa hatA tathA samayasUcakatA paNa sArA pramANamAM hatI, paNa te guNe pramANe vartanamAM ghaNuM khAmI hovAthI A vyAdhithI khAMsI ane tAva AvatuM hatuM. vaidya pAse javAmAM zarama AvatI, paraMtu jyAre vyAdhie jora pakaDayuM ane pIDA ne cintA adhika thavA lAgI tyAre anicchA ane vajana varganA AgrahathI vaidya pAse gayA. vaidhe barAbara nidAna jANIne davA ApI. prathama recanI davA, pachI khAMsI ane javara maTADavAnI tathA zakti vadhAravAnI davA A pramANe davA ApIne kahyuM ke-jyAre khAMsI ane javara mATe tyAre dUdhanI sAthe bhAta le. Ama karatAM jyAre For Private And Personal Use Only

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209 tAkAta Ave tyAre zera maThThAma, zera pIstA, ghera cArAlI ane sAlamanA pAka banAvIne khAjo ke jethI zaktimAM vadhAza thaze. zeTha veve lakhelI yAdI laIne ghera AvyA. vaidyanA kathana mujaba vana karavAnI marajI nahI haiAvAthI, te yAdIne hammezAM e traNa vAra divasamAM joyA kare che, paNu reca vigere letA nathI; temAM kaSTa bhAse che, paNa temane samajaNa paDatI nathI ke nyAdhinI pIDA karatAM A pIDA alpa che. koI pUche tyAre kahe ke vaidyanI pAse gaye ane davAnI yAdI lai AvyA. kaheA tyAre vatana vinA vyAdhi kayAMthI TaLe ane zakti AvIne kayAMthI maLe ? mATe vananI khAsa jarUra che. 281. kAma karIne paisAo meLavavA, dhanAca banavuM ane prazaMsApAtra thavuM te teA sAmAnya khInA che, paNa kAma karatAM kevA anubhava Ave te jANavAmAM buddhimattA ane bahAdurI che. paisA maLavA, zrIma Mta banavu` ke sattA-sAhyabI meLavavI te te puNyAyathI bane che, paNa anubhavane meLavIne tenA prakAreA ane vikArA jANavA te mahAmuzIbatanu kAma che. ne sAMsArika kAme karatAM sAce anubhava tamAne A Mce hAya, te temAM mAhane dhAraNa karaze nahI ane paisA vagere padA sAcA sukhanA-sateSanA sAdhanA che tema tamA mAnyatA dharAvaze nahI. jethI sAdhana tarIke jANI temAM sAdhyanI bhramaNA thaze nahI, eTale padArthAMnA sAcA svarUpanuM bhAna thaze, anubhava AvatA raheze, anubhavanA vege rAga-dveSanA vikArA zAMta thaze ane ghaTavA mAMDaze, mATe kAma karI paisA vigera meLavIne tene 14 For Private And Personal Use Only

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2e anubhava che ane marAvIne zahera ane mehathiI pAchaLa, homa vinA ekale kaMcana, kAminI, kuTuMba vigere sAcavatAM, zaNa karatAM, tamane vinAo ane parizrama veThavo paDaze, te vakhate ArtamAna ke rImAna vigere thaze, sukhazAMti raheze nahI; paNa je anubhava meLavyuM haze, te rakSaNa karavAnI buddhi thaze, cittAgarikAya-kalezAdika thaze nahI ane kadAca thaze te lAMbe kALa Takaze nahI. tamoe, kaMcana-kAminI vigere prAma karatAM ke anubhava meLavyuM che te kahe? sukhane ke dukhene anubhava meLavyA? rAga-dveSa-mahaILyA vigere ochA thayA ke vadhyA? tenI tapAsa karI? anubhava barobara thaye haze te rAgAdika ochA thayA haze ! 282. pApasthAnake sevIne prApta karela pise pAparathAnakamAM pAya vaparAya che. dayA-dAna-parepakArAjika kAryomAM kharacAtuM nathI. tethI te pApe pApane vadhAratA rahe che, tenAthI sukhazAMti-saMpa-samatAsaMteSAdika guNe kayAMthI utpanna thAya ? nyAyasaMpanna vaibhavamAM sukhazAMti, saMpa ane saMpatti samAela che, te dhyAnamAM rAkhe ane meLavelI agara pUrvopArjita maLelI saMpattine sAta kSetramAM sadupayoga kare. te sadupayegathI rAga-dveSa-mahAdika ochA thaze, pAtaLA banaze, ane sAthe sAthe Atmika guNemAM nirmalatA, sadupayogathI saMpa-samatA ane saMpatti vigere AvI maLaze, mATe pApane devA hoya ane pupArjana karavuM hoya te. sadupayega sivAya anya pAya nathI. manuSyane bahAranI vastuo dekhatAM jasparza karatAM temaja teone sUMghatAM, teonAM nAma For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAMbhaLatAM rAga-dveSanA jheranI asara kema thAya che? vastuo uparanI mamatA ane ahaMkArAdikane laIne sadupayoga karavAne samartha banyA nahI. tethI, jyAM gamana kare, je je vastuone najare dekhe, sUve, aDake ke nAma-zravaNa kare tyAM rAga-dveSa ane mehanA vikAsamAM sapaDAya che eTale bhAna bhUlI bebhAna bane che; tethI prApta thayela vastuo lAbhadAyI nivaDatI nathI. ulTI hAnikartA thAya che. jema jema sadupayoga thatuM rahe che. tema tema mamatA-ahaMkA-ajJAnatA a5 thAya che, tamoe maLelI vastuone AtmAnA uddhArArthe samAjanI unnati mATe temaja jJAtinA uddhArAthe keTalo sadupayeAga karyo? tamoe meLavelI vastuone tame pite sadupayoga nahI kare te bIjAe sadupayoga karaze ke durupayega te kahI zakAya nahI. kadAca sadupayega karaze paNa temAM tamane zuM phAyade? - 283. saMsAranA mUlabhUta to-ajJAnatA-mamatAahaMkArAdika che. jyAM sudhI A tane nAza thaye nathI tyAM sudhI IrSyA-adekhAI-kaleza-kajIo thavAne ane vadhate rahevAne kAraNe ajJAnatAthI ja mamatA utpanna thAya che nahItara saMsAranA padArthomAM mamatA rAkhavA jevI ja kayAM che? je kSaNabhaMgura hoya temAM mamatA rAkhavAthI zuM maLe? cintAe ja thayA kare. te sivAya anya lAbha maLe ema nathI ane mamatAnuM paSaNa karatAM ahaMkArAdi durgaNe utpanna thAya che, tethI sAdhane suMdara hoya te paNa teo taraphathI ISTa lAbha laI zakAto nathI ane kusaMpakalaha utpanna thaI Atmika vikAsamAM ghaNuM AvaraNe Ave che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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212 eka zrImaMtane vicAra Ave ke tijorImAM rahelI senAnI lagaDIo, neTanA baMDale bharapUra che, tethI lAbha zekhapamAM te AvatI nathI, mATe koI paNa khapamAM Ave, sagAMvahAlAM khuzI thAya, milakatanuM rakSaNa thAya ane kadAca bhAva vadhe te bamaNuM traNagaNI kiMmata thAya. Ama vicArI navazarA motInA traNa hAra vecAtA laI zeTha potAnA ghera AvyA ane traNa putravadhUone paheravA mATe ApyA ethI putravadhUne hAra nahI maLavAthI te rIsAvA lAgI ane kalaha-kajIe AraMbhe. zeThe kahyuM ke tane paNa navazero mAtI hAra lAvI ApIza. hAla jhaverI bajAramAM kiMmatI matIo maLatAM nathI, mATe dhIraja khame. ajJAnI A vadhU zenI mAne ? bolAcAlI ane tephAna karavA lAgI. piyaramAM cAlI gaI tethI gharamAM halakI paDI. samajIne dhIraja khamI heta te halakI gaNata nahI. bIjI strIoe kahyuM ke-amAre paheravuM nathI. tuM ja pahera paNa ahaMkAramAM AvelI zenI mAne ? mane prathama hAra kema na Ape ? huM paNa putravadhU chuM. kAMI mArgamAM rakhaDatI bhIkhAraNa nathI. jeThANuo kahevA lAgI-amene prathama hAra ApyA tethI temAM apamAna mAnavuM joIe nahI. tane lAvI ApavA sasarAjI kahe che; ane vyavahAramAM tArA karatAM moTA kahevAIe tethI amane prathama hAre ApyA. ame tane paheravA ApIe, mATe IrSA adekhAIne tyAga kara, samatA rAkha. tane paNa maLaze. bajAramAM vastuo ja na maLatI hoya tyAM ze upAya ? ApaNe saMpIne rahIzuM te ApaNI AbarU vadhaze ane sAsu sasarAne tathA ApaNu patine saMtoSa thaze ane AnaMdamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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213 AvI navIna navIna vaAbhUSaNe lAvIne Apaze. A pramANe samajAvI chatAM rIsAine piyaramAM gaI hatI, tyAM paNa rIsAIne Avela hovAthI mAtApitA tathA bhAIoe, bhAvIne vicAra karIne barAbara satkAra karyo nahIM. rIsAIne Avela hovAthI ane sakArAdika nahIM maLavAthI piyaramAM paNa zAMti maLI nahIM ane apamAna thavA lAgyuM, tethI pAchI adhika rIsAI sAsare AvIne eka khUNe chAnImAnI bIlADInI mAphaka lapAI rahI. tenI sAsue sArI rIte samajAvI khAvA mATe uThADI. kasakAM letI khAvA beThI. jeThANIo manamAM hasI rahI che. khAvAnuM paNa bhAvatuM nathI. tenA sasarAe hAra lAvIne Ape paNa lIdhe nahIM. A pramANe ajJAnatAthI prANIo kevI viDaMbanAone bhegave che! ahaMkAra temAM ke bhAva bhajave che? mATe padArthone prApta karIne ahaMkArAdi guNe je jagatane priya che tene dhamajanee samyagrAnane meLavI tyAga karavA kazIza karavI joIe, tethI kAMI paNa nukazAna thaze nahI arthAt temAM ekAMte lAbha che. 284. je mANase saMkaTanA samaye tene haThAvavA mATe potAnI buddhi ane kaLA-kauzalyane vAparatA nathI te mANase buddhimAna hete paNa buddhihIna gaNAya che. je saMkaTa samaye saMtApa kare nahI ane jJAnapUrvaka sahana karI le te buddhi tathA kalAkuzalatAne vAparavAnI zakti jAgrat thAya, ane saMkaTane haThAvavA mATe utsAha thAya. saMtApa ke paritApAdikathI buddhi hoya to paNa te buddhi kArya karavA samartha banI zakatI nathI; buddhi vinA saMkaTa adhika For Private And Personal Use Only

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254 jora pakaDe che mATe saMkaTane nivAravA mATe samayane vicAra, karI jJAnapUrvaka saMhana karavuM te hitakara che, saMtApAdi karavA te to aNAnatA sUcave che, koI paNa lAbha thatuM nathI ane tene haTAvavAnI dizA sUjhatI nathI mATe paiyane dhAraNa kare ane saMkaTone haThA ! saMkaTa samaye vairyane dhAraNa kara. nAra vyaktine duHkha paNa satAvatuM nathI ane karmo paNa cIkaNuM baMdhAtA nathI. temaja kadiya viphalatAne dhAraNa kare che, paiyane dhAraNa karavAnI ane sahana karavAnI zakti ApaNumAM ja rahelI che, bahArathI AvatI nathI. keI ApaNane dhIraja Apaze te paNa ApaNAmAM je dhIraja nahI hoya te, lAMbe vakhata Takaze nahI. ane pAcho valepAta thayA karaze, mATe paiyane dhAraNa karIne sahana karatAM zIkhe. tame jJAnI ane samaju che, e kayAre mAluma paDe ke jyAre saMkaTanA samaye dhIrajane dhAraNa karatAM zIkhe tyAre ja. samyaga jJAnanuM phala dhIraja dhAraNa karIne sahI levuM te paNa che, DAhyA banIne vipattinA vakhate vAraMvAra valepAta kare, vilApa kare ane yya kare te kartavya tamane zebhAspada banaze nahI, ane gAMDA kahevAze. vipatti valepAtAdi karazo te paNa vipAka-phaLa dekhADyA vinA te TaLaze nahI. eka buddhi ane balavALI strI piyaramAMthI sAsare jatI hatI; sAthe tene pati nahote. phakta eka gADI ane gADAvALa. mArgamAM luMTArA ane te lUMTArAnA sAthIdAro malyA. gADIvALAne te eka DAMganA phaTake nIce pADyo. strIne te lUMTArAo kahevA lAgyA ke tArA ghareNAM sarva kADhI Apa. For Private And Personal Use Only

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e aMga uparamAM sarve hAthIkhA kADhI ApyA. rAjA SiA paNa te zI rAvatI hovAthI tenuM zIyaLa TasanI lAlabA jAgI, ane pAchA kahevA lAgyA ke-vAre jisvI caNIo che, te kADhI Ape. zerane paNa jyAre viSayavAsanA jAge che tyAre temanI sarva prakAre chatI thAya che, buddhibala nAza pAme che ane bhayaMkara kAramAM jokhamamAM AvI paDe che. jyAM sudhI viSagravAsanAnI kharAba hAlata thatI nathI, tyAM sudhI tenuM jora cAle che. viSaya vAvyanAmAM puNya jaldI khatama thAya che. strI buddhizALI hovAthI te samajI gaI ke A laMTArAonI buddhi bagaDI che ane viSaya vAsanA jAgI che, ziyaLa te prANAMte sAcavuM. bhale taravAranA jhaTakA lagAve ke prArthanA kare te paNa calita thavuM nahI. AvI vipatti samaye valepAta na karatAM dhIraja rAkhI, tethI zIyaLanuM rakSaNa karavAnI buddhi jAgrat thaI ane kahevA lAgI ke-tamAe mAgyA pramANe sarve dAgInA tamane ApyA, have anya koI paNa mAMgo nahI, temAM tamane lAbha nathI, mATe have tamArA mArge tame cAlyA jAo. amArI lajajAnuM rakSaNa karanAra caNIyAnI mAgaNI karavAthI tamane zuM lAbha thavAne che? ghaNuM prakAre samajAvyA. pachI paNa viSaya vAsanAvaDe vakarelA teo mAnyA nahI tyAre dhIraja dhArIne teNIe corone kahyuM ke-tane caNIe ghAgharA kADhI bApuM. paNa tenuM nADuM kaThIna baMdhAI gayuM che, mATe tamArI pAse tavAra che, te mane Ape ke jethI te nANAne kApIne caNIe khAdhuM. viSaya vAsanAthI buddhi bahera mArI bAI ane puraya khatama karavAnI taiyArImAM hatuM te, eka gAma, For Private And Personal Use Only

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tInA hAthamAM taravAra ApI. strIe kahyuM ke-ADA pharIne ubhA rahe, mane bahu zarama Ave che. caro jANe maraNa pAmavAja ADA kuMbhA hAyanI zuM ! tenI mAphaka thaDA dUra jaIne ADA UbhA rahIne prathama koNa tenI pAse jAya tenA vicAramAM paDyA cAremAM meLa khAte nathI ane tenI pAse javAmAM vAda-vivAdamAM paDyA. pelI strIe hiMmata ane sAhasane dhAraNa karI temanI taravAre eka ekane evA jhaTakA mAyA ke tyAM ja pikAro pADatAM nIce gabaDI paDyA; uThavAnI ke nAzI javAnI tAkAta rahI nahI. eTale teonI pAse kADhI ApelA je dAgInA hatA, te sarvene laI gADImAM besI gADAvALA sAthe sAsare AvI. sAsu, sasarA ane pitAnA patine enI bInA kahI. A sAMbhaLI teo tAjuba banyA ane vakhANa karavA lAgyA. paraMparAe nagaranA nRpane paNa teNInA dhIrajasahanatA ane sAhasanI khabara paDI; tethI sanmAna satkArapUrvaka teNIne bolAvI pitAnI bahena tarIke gaNIne eka senAnI muThavALI taravAra arpaNa karI tathA vastrAbhUSaNe ApIne vidAya karI. Aja strIe te lUMTAvAnA samaye dhIraja dhArI na hatI ane bhaya pAmIne te samaye te cerenA kathana mujaba kAma karyuM heta te dAgInAnI sAthe ziyaLa paNa lUMTAta ane jIvanA jokhamamAM paNa AvI paData. jyAre dhIraja sAthe sahana karIne sAhasa karyuM tyAre ja te bacI gaI ane abhinaMdana pAtra banI, mATe tevA samaye dhIrajane dhAraNa kara, dInatA dekhADe nahI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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' : ** E 285. lUMTArAonuM jora ane viSayakaSAyanI balavattA, dInahIna upara ja cAle che. dhairtha ane balavAnane dekhatAM ja te lUMTArAo pAse AvatAM bhIti pAmI cAre dizAe bhAgI jAya che. jJAnInI kasoTI kahe ke parIkSA kaho, te vipatti vakhate agara viDaMbanA vakhate thAya che. te vakhate parIkSA thatAM je pAsa thAya te te khare jJAnI, nahItara che. tame paNa zArIrika vyAdhiothI gherAtAM temaja cerene AvatAM agara agnine upadrava thatAM hiMmatane hAre nahI, dhIrajane dhAraNa karIne teone haThAvavA prayatnazIla bane. buddhi ane vairyavALI eka strInA gharamAM coro khAtara pADavA peThA; tene pati bahAragAma gaye hate. pitAnI putravadhu sAthe A bAI palaMgamAM sUtI hatI te jAgI ane khabara paDI kecero gharamAM peThA che, atyAre je bUma pADIza te cAro mArI nAMkhaze ane saghaLI milakata tUTI. laI jatA raheze mATe kaI yukti karavI. dhIrajane dhAraNa karI buma na pADatAM, putravadhUne kahevA lAgI ke-he vahu, tArA sasarA kevA vicitra che ane vicakSaNa che ke zeronA bhayathI sarve dAgInAo ane sonAmahore badhIe gharanI bahAra rahela lImaDAnI pilANamAM saMtADI che. ApaNuM upara paNa vizvAsa rAkhe nathI. A pramANe eka be vAra sAsu vahunI vAta sAMbhaLI cere gharanI bahAra nIkaLI lImaDA upara caDhyA paNa tyAM hoya te male ne? lImaDAmAM madhapuDA upara hAtha paDatAM mAkhIo -UDIne tIkSaNa daMza devA lAgI ane saghaLI mAkhIo teonA age vaLagI paDIne caTakA mAravA lAgI. are ThagAyA-mArI niyA ! ema bilatAM te care nAsI gayA., strIe kahyuM ke have AvA lADa khAvA-A prabhAva hiMmata ne buddhine che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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ra8 286. dhanAdikane sAdhanasAmagrI anukula maLe che temAM ekalAnI puNathAI hatI nathI, patnI purAdikanI paNa puyAIya che. Ama mAnIne vidhyAra karIne abhimAnI banavuM na joIe. ane namratA-saralatA vigerene dhAraNa karIne saMpane vadhAra te buddhimAnanuM kartavya che. mArA ja purNayathI sAdhanasAmagrI mane maLI che. A mAnyatA ahaMkAra-abhimAnAdikane vadhArI mUke che, ane tethI kaleza-kaMkAza-InA bIe vavAya chemATe he bhAgyazALIe ! dhanAdikanI vipula ane anukUla sAmagrI maLyA pachI ahaMkArAdika durNane praveza thAya nahIM, te mATe ghaNuM sAvadhAna bane ane parivArAdinI, puyAIthI A sarve maLI rahyuM che ema mAne eTale pari. vArAdikanA upara sAro prema raheze ane saMpa jaLavAI raheze, premathI dhArmika kriyAomAM paNa vizvo Avaze nahI, dhArela kAryo jaldI sudharaze. temaja nirlepatAnA bIja vavAze eTale mArAtArAne bhedabhAva ghaTavA mAMDaze, ekalapeTAmAM bhedabhAva vadhata rahe che, ane prIti-bhakti tathA mamatvarahitatAne AvavAne avakAza maLatuM nathI; je je anukUlatA AvI maLe che temAM putrAdikane sahakAra-mitrAdikane sahakAra hoya che. tethI ja tathA prakAranI anukUlatA maLI rahe che, eTale zuM kare? be hAtha vinA tALIo paDatI nathI. vanavagaDAmAM je ekaluM jhADa, bIjA vRkSonA sahakAra sivAya hoya te sUkAya che. bIjAonA sahakArathI vRkSe paNa sukhane bhagave che, mATe sahakAra sAdhavA temaja puyAi vadhAravA ane bhedabhAvane dUra karavA dareka vyaktionI purayAIne sakAro ane mAM mAMDI For Private And Personal Use Only

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ekatAne vadhAre. zatrunA amara paNa durbhAdhanA rAkhe nI pariNAme kalyANa thaze. 287. jagatane svabhAva parivartanazIla che te pramANe jagatamAM rahelA padArtho paNu parivartanazIla che. evA parivartanazIla jagatanA padArthomAM-varatuomAM sukhazAMti mATe vizvAsa dhAraNa karIne tene meLavavA khAtara ke rakSaNa karavA khAtara manu, rAga-dveSa ane mahine dhAraNa kare che vikhavAda-vaDhavADa-vivAha tathA cuddho karIne kAramI katala calAve che, paraMtu te vastuo-padArtho prApta thayA pachI temAM je rasaAsakti rahelI hoya che te kSaNe kSaNe-ghaDIye ghaDIye ochI thatI jAya che. eTale te vastuo prApta karyA pahelAM je prema hatuM ane preraNA thatI te UDI jAya che. jyAre te vastuo pAse hotI nathI tyAre tenA upara prema ane tRSNA heya che. ane prApta thayA pachI prathamanA je prema ke rasa kema raheto nathI? tenuM kAraNa barAbara tapAsIe te mAlUma paDaze ke, te vastuone saMga ane nimittone e svabhAva che. panI putrAdika parivAra jyAre na hoya tyAre teone meLavavA mATe je laganI, rasa ane prema hoya che ane paraNyA pachI tathA putrAdinI prApti thayA pachI ke prema hoya che? prathama veLAnA putra upara je prema mAtapitAne hoya che, te prema, bIjA-trIjA putra upara prAya: hete nathI. be traNa putra putrIo thayA pachI patinA upara patnIne prema prathama je hoya che? kahevuM paDaze ke prema je uchaLatuM hoya che te yugAdika thayA pachI uchaLatuM baMdha thAya che. sthira thAya che ane karANavazAta For Private And Personal Use Only

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e che thatuM jAya che, tathA evA evA kAraNe pAmIne mUlamAMthI nAza pAme che. AvA prema upara koNa vizvAsa dhAraNa kare? 288. AtmAnA guNe sivAya anya deha, patnI, putrAdikamAM sukhazAMti mATe vizvAsa karavo te te buddhimAnene paNa ThagAvA jevuM che. zarIra jyAM sudhI sazakta hoya tyAM sudhI ArAma ane AnaMda rahe che paNa jyAre yAdhigrasta banyuM tyAre te citAne ane dukhane pAra rahete nathI; dareka bAbatamAM pratikUlatA AvI upasthita thAya che. vAdiSTa bhajana paNa ArogI zakAtuM nathI ane khAvA jAya te, jhADAo thAya ke ulaTIo-meTa thayA kare, besavAne mATe eramela heya, moTara hoya ke ghoDAgADI hoya te paNuM temAM besavA jatAM vyAdhi adhika jora pakaDe, eTale besavAnuM paNa mana thAya nahIM, kayAre zarIra vyAdhigrasta banaze te jANI zakAya ane kahI zakAya ema nathI. eka divase sazakata, bIjA divase bImArI-AvI paristhiti che, jethI zarIranA upara ke vizvAsa dhAraNa kare? zarIranuM sArI rIte pAlana-poSaNa kare, alaMkArothI zaNagAro temaja mevA-miSTAnnathI piSaNa kare te paNa je vyAdhio utpanna thaI che agara bhAvimAM thavAnI tene pratikAra thavAne nathI; bhale kadAca jIvana paryata zarIramAM Arogya jaLavAya te paNa jarA rAkSasI te AvIne ubhI rahe che. tene kaI paNa prakAre pratikAra thAya ema nathI, tame pratikAra karavA paNa samartha nathI. te pramANe samagra jagatu ke surendra paNa AvatI ane AvelI jarAne haTAvI zake ema che ? nathI. te gehAdikane te zo vizvAsa? For Private And Personal Use Only

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222 mATe AtmAnA guNene AvirbhAva karavA vizvAsa dhAraNa karavo. prayAso karavA ke jethI prayAsa je karelA che, te saphala bane, ane anukrame janma, jarA ane maraNanI yAtanAoviDa banAo dUra bhAge. - 289 IndranA sarakhI sAhyabI-vaibhava hoya to paNa irSyALane tathA asateNIne svane paNa sukha maLatuM nathI, tyAre teNIne tyAgIne eka divasa pUratuM anAja heya te paNa sadAya AnaMda hoya che, kAraNa ke IrSALune tathA asaMteSIne Atmika guNemAM ane puyAimAM vizvAsa hote nathI, paraMtu saMtoSIne AtmAnA guNomAM tathA dharmakriyAmAM ane puNyamAM pUrI zraddhA hoya che. asaMteSIne mAnasika cintAo ghaDIe ghaDIe satAvI rahela hoya che. koInI pAsethI kAvAdAvA karIne paNa gharamAM dhanAdine lAvuM, konA gharane laMke, A prakAranI vRtti rahelI hovAthI tene cena paDatuM nathI, tyAre saMteSI ane dhArmikane te jagatanA prANuonA dukhe dUra khase tathA de nAza pAme ane sarvathA sukhI rahe A bhAvanAnA AdhAre pite sAdhanasaMpanna na hoya te paNa AnaMdamAM jhIle che. te samaje che ke jagatanA prANuo sukhI te ame sukhI ane teo duHkhI te ame kyAMthI sukhI rahIzuM? A bhAvanA saMteSanA abhAve asaMtoSIne AvatI nathI, tethI sAdhanasaMpanna hete paNa mAnasika cintAo teonI TaLatI nathI. sadAya ciMtAtura rahyA kare che. lakSAdhipatione dekhI lakSAdhipati thavAnI cintA karyA kare che, te mATe athAga AraMbhe kare che ane lakSAdhipati thayA pachI karoDapatine dekhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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mati thavAnI SinA pAchI AvIne upasthita thAya che ane enI cintAmAM lAe je maLyA che tene paNa lAbha laI zakAtuM nathI ane jyAre AraMbha karatAM paNa karADa maLatA nathI tyAre vAta karavAmAM jIvana gujAre che, eTale tene sAteSa nahI. hevAthI maraNa vakhate paNa cinhA ochI thatI tI, ane ArtAne mRtyu pAmI gatinA mahemAna bane che 290. satethI jyAre mamatA sahita bane che tyAre anukrame deha-gehAdikanA upara je rAga-prema rahelo che, te paNa tene alpa thAya che, ane rAgabhAva a5 thatAM AtmAnA guNemAM saga thAya che, tethI te guNemAM prema vadhatAM AtmazamaNatAnA ege Atmazaktine AvirbhAva thAya che ane sAthe anaMtI Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhi Ape A5 AvIne hAjara thAya che, tethI anaMta sukhasAgaramAM sarvadA jhIlyA kare che, tyAre asaMtoSane puNyadaye addhi maLe te paNa mamatA ochI thatI nathI. paNa mamatAdika vadhatA rahe che ane Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinI viDaMbanAne pAra raheto nathI; aMte nIca gatimAM paDI yAtanAo sahana karate AyuSya pUrNa kare che; asaMteSI ja saMsAranA saMkaTamAM sapaDAI janma maraNanI paraMparAne vadhArI mUke che. tyAre saMtelI sAMsArika saMkaTamAM nahIM sapaDAtAM janma maraNAdinA duHkhe nivAravA mATe samartha bane che, asaMteSIne jagatanI addhi siddhi maLe to paNa sAcA sukhane anubhava Ave te azakaya che; mATe asaM. tega, lebhanA gharano hovAthI tenA deSane barAbara vicAra karIne temaja viveka karIne tyAga kaza lAyaka che. jyAre tene For Private And Personal Use Only

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dhyAga thaze tyAre ja tenI pAchaLa hoDatA AvatA te paNa aTakI jaze. sateSa te ApanA samAna che ane cAra tApa, hama haLa viSa sAmAna che. vizvane dekhatAM tene tyAra kare che, te pramANe asaMteSane paNa tyAga karI, tyAga karavAthI udAratA-sahiSNutA-- zikayatA-gaMbhIratA-namratA- saralavAdri sadaguNe AvIne vase che, asaMtoSInI pAsethI je guNe heya che paNa te jatAM rahetA vAra lAgatI nathI. sadaguNane AvatAM vilaMba thatuM nathI mATe saMteSa guNane meLa. ra1. buddhimAna sattAdhIza, pite manamAM vicAre to teone ja sAcI samajaNa Ave ke je sattA maLI che te parepakArArthe maLI che; paranuM bhaluM kema na thAya? sattA jyAre nAhatI tyAre popakArArthe kAMI paNa banI zakatuM nahI. have sattA maLI che, te popakAra sAdhI le. sattAne khasatAM vAra lAgaze nahI; jyAre evA evA kArane pAmI sattA khasI jAze tyAre pastA thaze ke koI paNa paropakArArthe karyuM nahI. "mUkhao kAMI badhA hInabhAgI letA nathI. ane buddhimAne-sattAdhArIo badhA jIvanaparyata bhAgyazAlI saMpatti-sattAvALA rahetA nathI; paNa samaya maLatAM, suavasara prApta thatAM vaparanuM kArya sAdhI le, te buddhimAna ane sattAdhArI kahevAya che ane chevaTe teone pastA thatA nathI, temaja potAnA janmane dhanya mAne che, kutapuNya mAne che, paraMtu teja buddhimAna-sattAdhArIe potAnA tAbAnI prajAne chetarI-jADI bAvIne paisA paDAvI pitAnuM ghara bhare ane sattAnA teramAM maLela suavasara samaje nahI For Private And Personal Use Only

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te pariNAme teonA hAtha ane mukha kALA bane che ane prajAnA zrApathI te padaSTa banI nIca sthitimAM AvI paDe che, mATe he buddhimAna sattAdhArIonI sattA meLavI tene sadupayoga kare, prajAnA duHkhane jANe ane nivAre sattA maLI paNa jo sadupayoga thaye nahI ane durupayoga thAya te te sattA nahI paNa eka jAtanuM zaru kahevAya. zarane vAparatA na AvaDe te te pitAne paNa haNe che, te pramANe sattAne vAparatAM je na AvaDe te te vaparanI ghAtaka bane che. zera dArUnA kepha karatAM sattAne kepha bhayaMkara hAine sAvadhAna thaIne vartana rAkhavuM te hitakara che. rahR. duniyA ApaNuM zakti, kalAkezalya-bhutsadI upara khuzI thAya che tenA karatAM paNa saphavartana-sadA cArane dekhI adhika khuzI thAya che. kaLA kauzalya ane mutsaddIgIrI, sadvartana sivAyanI heya te te ja duniyA tenA para nArAja bane che ane tiraskAra kare che. kahevAya che ke zrImaMta mutsaddInA doSe duniyA jetI nathI tathA kuzala prasiddha vakatAnA dene paNa deze tarIke jotI nathItethI te de dabAyelA rahe che. paraMtu vakhata jatAM te mAM adhikatA thatAM zrImaMtanA ke te vatAnA de prakaTa thAya che ane jyAre tenA upara jagata phITakAra varSAve che tyAre temanI kimata keDInI thAya che, ane pachI teonuM mAna rahetuM nathI; mATe zakti kalAkezalya ane mutsaddIgIrI sAthe saTTavartananI khAsa agatyatA rahelI che; zrImaMtavarga nyAya For Private And Personal Use Only

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saMpanna vaibhavavAnuM hoya te tenI lakSamI puNyanA mArge vaparAya ane teonI zakti unmArge veDaphAya nahI; mutsaddIgIrI paNa saphalatAne dhAraNa kare ane samAjane paNa sArA pramANamAM lAbha thAya; nahItara te ja zakti ane saMpatti mojazokhavilAsamAM vaparAya, AraMbhasamAraMbhamAM vaparAI pApAnubaMdhI bane, mATe sadAcAra ane paisAone tathA sattA-zakitane sAcavavAM e ananya kAraNa che A pramANe je samaje che teo pite sukhI rahI ane bIjAone sukhI banAve che. sadAcAranA pAlanathI ghaNA pApAra aTake che ane puyAI vadhatI rahe che. tame paisAo vadhAravA prayatna kare che ke puNyAI vadhAravA ke sadAcAranuM pAlana karavA ? tene sadAya vicAra karavuM joIe. vicAra karyA sivAya viveka AvatuM nathI ane viveka vinA heya, reya ane upAdeyanI samajaNa paDatI nathI. ra4. vastuonI prApti mukhyatayA bhAgyAdhIna che, tyAre tene tyAga kare te svAdhIna che, eTale pitAnA hAtha nI vAta che; ataevI vastuonI prApti karatAM tyAga bahu baLavAna ane Atmika vikAsamAM ananya kAraNa che. vastuonI prAptimAM prayatna paNa kAraNa te che paraMtu te gauNatAe che prayatna karatAM je puyAI hoya te ja anukUla sAdhana-sAmagrI maLI rahe che; puNyAI na hoya te prayatna karatAM paNa anukUla sAdhanasAmagrI maLatI nathI, paNa je hoya te khasI jAya che ane cintAne pAra AvatuM nathI mATe puNyAi vadhAravA tyAgAdi karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. bIjA enA upara vizvAsa 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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226 rAkhave gya nathI. mArI pAchaLa putrAdika mArA puNyArthe paisA vAparaze agara vRddhAvasthAmAM puyAthe putra amene pisA Apaze, Ama dhArI pate hAthe sAta kSetromAM na vAparatAM putrone ja saghaLI milakata soMpI devI te buddhimattAnuM lIlAma karavA jevuM che, kAraNa ke saghaLI milakata punA hAthamAM AvyA pachI pitAnA puNyArthe ApavAne teonI IcchA upara AdhAra che. irachA hoya te vApare, na hoya te kabaje rAkhe. te veLAe raDavAno vakhata Ave nahI mATe cetIne pitAnA hAthe tyAgavRtti rAkhavI joIe. eka pitAe putranA samajAvavAthI saghaLI milakata teone sepI potAnI pAse kAMI paNa rAkhyuM nahI dIkarAe pitAnI milakatane meLavyA pachI bhAre mamatALu banyA. pitAne jyAre dAna devAnI IcchA thAya che ane mAge che, tyAre teo kahe che ke-tamene bhAna nathI. jyAM tyAM khacI nAMkho che, mATe ApavAmAM Avaze nahI; badhI milakata khacIne amane zuM bhIkhArI banAvavA che? pitAe kahyuM ke saghaLI milakatane kharacavAnuM huM kayAM kahuM chuM? mane pAMca pacIsa Apa ke jethI paralokanuM bhAtuM bharuM. dIkarAo kahevA lAgyA ke Aje pAMca pacIsa mAge che te kAle vaLI se-base mAgaze, vaLI trIje divase pAMca hajAro-sonAmahoro mAgazo, tame cakama thaI gayA che. ane bhIkhArI banAvI bIjAnA ghara bharavA Iccho cho, guru mahArAjanA kahevAthI tamArI avaLI mati thaI che. A pramANe sAMbhaLI teone pitA AMkhamAM AMsuo lAvI pastA For Private And Personal Use Only

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227 karavA lAgyA ke putrane saghaLI milakata saMpavAthI cakama jevI a! pApAra karIne paisA ekaThA karyA. te hAthe sanmArge na kharacatAM putrane ApI dIdhA-moTI bhUla karI vAdhIna milakata hatI tyAre sAta kSetromAM vAparI hota to AvI dazA prApta thAta nahI. have kaI prakArane upAya nathI. A pramANe vicAra karate rahe che ane manane ThAre che. vaLI vAparavAnI eka yukita zodhI kADhI ke dukAnadAronI pAsethI iSTa vastuo udhAra laIne sAta kSetramAM vAparuM. A pramANe dukAnadAronI pAsethI kaI vakhate patAsAM lAvI lhANI kare che; kaI vakhate peMDA lAvI pratikramaNa paiSadhAdika kriyAo karanArA eine lahANI tarIke Ape che. dukAnadAro tenA putronI pAse paisA mAgavA lAgyA tyAre teone te putre kahevA lAgyA. atyAre ame amArA pitAe je mAla udhAre lIdhe tenI kiMmatanA paisA ApIe chIe, havethI tamAre amArA pitAne amArA kahyA sivAya-paravAnagI meLavyA sivAya Apaze te ame paisA ApIzuM nahI. dukAnadAro udhAra ApatA baMdha thayA. ane teonA pitA kAMI udhAra paNa na maLavAthI pazcAttApa karavA lAgyA. 294. sukhanI abhilASAe, tamee vyAvahArika sevaNIne kaSTa sahana karIne paNa lIdhI ane kalAmAM muzALa banyA. vyApAra ke nekarI karIne dhana-vaibhava meLavyo kanyA sAthe lagna karI viSayasukhamAM magna banyA, putrAdika parivAra vadhAryuM. svajanavagane saMbaMdha sArA pramANamAM thA. caturAIthI saMsAknI ATIghuMTIne ukelI, dunyavI padArthone For Private And Personal Use Only

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298 meLavavAmAM, sAcavavAmAM bahAdura banyA, jagatamAM prasiddhi pazu sArA pramANumAM prAsa karI; mAna-sanmAna-vigere meLavI buddhimAn kahevAyA, te pachI tamArI pAse sukha te sadAya kAyama haze ja, cintA-zAka-paritApArdika dUra bhAgI gaela hazeja ! tamA kahezo ke saghaLu e meLavyu. paNa cintAe vigere gaI nahI paNa temAM vadhAro thayo. e tame jANI che! ane kA che. ke, sarva sAMsArika managamatA padArthoM meLavyA paNa sukhazAMti maLI nahI mATe nakkI samajI levu ke duniyAnI sAhyakhI cakravartI jevI maLe te paNa satya zAMti kadApi maLatI nathI ane maLaze pazu nahI; satya zAMti tA karInA viyeAgathI eTale nirjarAthI ja maLI zake ema che; AtmavikAsa-Atmazakti ana'tajJAna--darzanacAritra paNa sapUrNa savar-nizanA yoge thAya che; mATe nizanuM dhyeya rAkhIne dhArmika kriyAne karavA lAgaNI rAkhavI joie; te sivAya dunyavI sukhA maLaze, tApaNu duHkha mizrita hAvAthI, du:khAja khAkI rahI vaLagI rahevAnA--jema kAI gokharu nAMkhelA gALane khAvA jAya, Ana'damAM AvI khAya, te vakhate gALanA svAda Ave paNa gaLAmAM gokharu bharAI rahela hAvAthI atyaMta pIDA thAya che; tenI mAphaka dunyavI sukhA te duHkharUpa ja kahevAya. ja 25. mAjamajAmAM, bhAgavilAsamAM Asakta banI mAnavIA rAgane-bhayane utpanna karatAM hAvAthI puNyadaye prApta thaela manuSyabhava, A deza, akhaMDa pAMca indriyAthI yukta zarIra ane anukUla sAdhana-sAmagrInA sAcA lAbha laI zakatA nathI; teo mAne che ke bhogavilAsa For Private And Personal Use Only

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229 mojamajAmAM mahAlavAthI ame sArA lAbha laI zakIe chIe ane amArA janma saphala che. A temanI bhramaNA che; jema phrAI annAnI AMjhavAnA nIrane sahya nIra-pANI mAne tathA dariyA kinAre rahela chIpalIomAM cAMdI mAne ane tene levA jatAM hatAza ane te pramANe te vilAsIone bhramaNA thatI hAvAthI bhAgavilAsA taraph doDatA jAya che ane bhAgavatAM jyAre rAgeAthI pIDAya che tyAre trAhi trAhi pAkAre che; te pachI te bhAgavilAsA sukharUpa kema manAya ? tenAthI te rAga ane bhayanu kAraNa mAnI krUra khasavu oIe. vicAra ane vivekarUpa ApaNAmAM zakti che, te pachI pazuonI mAphaka vana rAkhavu na joIe. kUtarA kArtika mAse bhAgavilAse paDe che te sivAya tene prAyaH bhAga hAtA nathI, chatAM jyAre temane mahinA Ave tyAre te tene vicAra ke viveka hAtA nathI; evA tA te kUtarA bhAgavilAsamAM Asakata bane che ke koI mAra mAre, bIjA sAmenA kUtarAe bacakA bhare, are zarIra cAMdAmAM kIDA paDelA hAya-zarIre hADakA dekhAtA hAya tApaNu bhAgathI pAchA haThe nahI. pazu mANusA te vicAra ane vivekI hAya tethI kUtarAnI mAphka AcaraNa karatA nathI. rAga-bhaya na thAya te pramANe vartana rAkhe ane bhAgivalAsamAM Asakta na mane teA sukhI thAya. ra6, dharma khelavA mAtrathI thatA nathI paNa vyavahAramAM vaNIne batAvavA joie, ke dharmanA pAlanamAM keTalI prakhalatA rahelI che te tenA anubhavIne mAlUma paDe; satyadharma anubhavagAcara che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zaktinI sAthe bhakti hoya te, muktine AvatAM vAra lAge nahI. zaktine cAhanArA saghaLA paNa bhakti karanArA keTalA? bhakitanA mArge gayA sivAya yutine mArga bahu muzkela che. ra97. buddhinI keLavaNunI jhaMkhanAmAM AtmavikAsanI keLavaNuM Aje bhUlAya che tethI svarAjya maLyuM chatAM AbAdI AvI nathI. Atma-vikAsanI sAdhanAmAM nivRtti hotI nathI, tethI nirantara tenI sAdhanAmAM parAyaNa banavuM Avazyaka che. jaDapadArthone meLavavAmAM jeTalI jahemata-mahenata karavI paDe che, teTalI AtmavikAsamAM mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. 298. manuSya, sthira thaine sukha duHkhane hisAba tararAja zekhe te teo jaDapadArthomAM muMjhAya nahI ane sukhane mArga jaDe. khAvApIvAmAM temaja viSayasevanamAM je vadhAre sukha. hoya te khAtAM-pItA ane viSayasevanamAM Asakta banatAM adhikAdhika sukha maLavuM joIe, paraMtu temAM Asakata banatAM te pariNAme paritApa ane vividha vyAdhio AvIne gherI zAle che, sukhane meLavatAM dukha hAjara thAya che, mATe temAM satya sukha che ja nahI. bIjAnI pAse tamane mAgaNIyAcanA karavI pasaMda paDatI nathI, manamAM duHkha thAya che, te tamane yAcanA karavAnuM gamatuM na hoya ane mAgyA vinA temaja yAcanA karyA vinA ISTa vastu For Private And Personal Use Only

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1 A meLavavAnI IcchA haiAya te tItha kara mahArAjAe pharamAvela kAyadA-AjJAone zraddhApUrvaka amalamAM mUke, sarva ahiMlASAo, bhAjJA pramANe vartana karavAthI paNa Ape|Apa thaze. mAgaNI karavAnI ke karagaravAnI ghaDIe Avaze nahI. mAgaNI karanArane te puNya hAya tA ja maLe che, nahIMtara dha khAI pAchuM vaLavu paDe che mATe mAgyA vinA maLe, tenI A bhavamAM taiyArI karI; saccAritravAnane mAgyA vinA paNa maLI rahe che. 29. sukha duHkhanA AdhAra mananI vRttio upara che, jo sa'kaTanI kri'mata jANI tene sukhanuM kAraNa mAnIe, te du:kha jevuM kaMI pazu bhAse nahI, ane AnaMdapUrvaka sahana karI zakAya. 300. ajJAnatA ane meAhanA AdhAre irSyA-kalahakaMkAza utpanna thAya che. emAM svArthanI atimAtrA maLe tA manuSyA na karavAnuM karI bese che, bhAibhAimAM, sagAvahAlAMmAM vera-jhera thatu. hAya tA svArthanI atimAtrAthI irSyA-adekhAithI guNAnurAganA sthAne nindA vigere AvIne upasthita thAya che. ane svajanavamAM pazu doSaSTi ghaNA bhAva bhajave che, tethI sapatti sAhyabI hAte paNa sukhapUrvaka jIvana pasAra thatuM nathI. 301. guNAnurAgathI, sagAM saMbadhI vigeremAM prema vadhe che. AntadhyAna bahu thatuM nathI ane AtmA nila thatA jAya che. 302 puNya prabhAve, jo viSaya AyanI sattA nAbUda thAya agara alpa thAya te ja zAzvatI sukhasa pA For Private And Personal Use Only

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232 svayaM AvI maLe. ane puya prabhAve viSayanI phakata anukula sAmagrI maLe to tene khasatAM vilaMba thatuM nathI mATe puNyathI zAzvatI sAmagrInI IrachA karavI, paNa nazvara ane kSaNabhaMguranI IcchA na karavI! 303. eka bIjAnI madada ane sahakAra sivAya jarAtamAM keIpaNuM prANuM jIvI zakatuM nathI ane TakI zakatuM nathI; mATe paraspara sahAya karavI, paraspara hitanI vicAraNa karavI te maitrIbhAvanA. parasparanI unnati-guNe dekhI khuzI thavuM, te pramAda. saMkaTamAM sahAya karavI te anukaMpA ane dezonI upekSA karavI te madhyasthatA. 304. svataMtratAnA temaja AtmazaktinA dAnaAdAna letA nathI. te te pitAnA samyajJAnathI prApta thAya che ane AtmabaladvArA rakSaNa thAya che. dunyavI padArthonI sattAthI maLI zakatA ja nathI. 305. utAvaLI mane vRtti, upakAra ane sahakAra karavAnI takane-avasarane oLakhatI nathI. mATe haiye rAkhavAnI khAsa jarUra che. dhairya rAkhyA sivAya kaMI paNa kAryamAM saphalatA maLatI nathI. dhairya paNa eka prakAranI Atmazakti che ke jenA ge aneka guNe AvI maLe che. 306. anyanA apakAra pratye kSamA rAkhavI ane AvI paDelI vipattione jJAnapUrvaka sahana karavI te, saMkaTane nivAraNa karavAnI amegha davA che. A davA levAmAM paisAne caya kara nahI paDe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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233 307. kAmAMdha banela mAnavIe kayuM akArya karatA nathI? temaja lebhAMdha-dhAMdha paNa akArya karavAmAM pAchI. pAnI karatA nathI, mATe sukhanI prApti mATe kaSAyAdhi banavuM -joIe nahI. - adekhAI-ahaMkAra-mamatAdika vigere je durguNe, prANIene vilaMba rahita satAvyA kare che, tenuM je kAraNa ke hoya te, kaSAyAdhatA che kAraNa ke tevI aMdhatAmAM vicAraviveka AvI zakato nathI. - 308. keI vyaktinI pAse hathiyAre hoya paNa je himmata na hoya te te vyakti phakta hathiyAranA AdhAre kAMI paNa dhAreluM kArya saphala karI zakatuM nathI, mATe hathityAre sAthe hiMmata paNa joIe. hiMmata Atmabala che ane hathiyAre jaDa che. eTale Atmabala vinA game tevA sAdhane heya te paNa savakArya sAdhI zakAtuM nathI. svakArya sAdhavAmAM je Atmika bala hoya te zArIrikabala paNa sahakAra Ape che. nahItara zarIrabala hoya te paNa zithila bane che, mATe AtmabalanI vRddhi karavA mATe egya sAdhane javA joIe. sAMsArika sAta bhayane nivAravA mATe hiMmata dhAraNa karavI ane tenA sAdhanene meLavavA te sAcA hathiyAro-sAdhane che te sivAyanA anya sAdhano, zeka-paritApa temaja janma maraNane vadhAranAra che, mATe tevA sAdhanone meLavI hiMmata dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka moha zatru sAthe saMgrAma mAMDave te jIvanamAM Avazyaka che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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ra34 - mAha vaDa ja samajaNa maLene paNa sAta bhaya AvIne upasthita thAya che ane hiMmata hArI bese che. pachI sApane game tevA sArA hoya te paNa kAma ApI zakatA nathI, mATe prathama mehane haThAve. mugdha thaela prANIo, balAbalane vicAra-viveka karI zakatA nathI. tethI ja teonA sAdhane phalIbhUta thatA nathI ane dhArela kArya sArA pramANamAM karI zakatA nathI, mATe vastunI vicAraNA karavI. 39. vicAraNA ane viveka vinA vastunuM svarUpa samajAtuM nathI, te sivAya AtmasattAnI ke AtmasaMpatti nI samajaNa paDatI nathI. samAjamAM sArA kahevarAvavA temaja sArA banavA mATe keIe kaTuka aNagamatA vacane kahyA hoya agara marmabhedaka vacane kahyA hoya, te paNa tene kaDavI davAnI mAphaka sahana karIne pI javA joIe. A ja sarala ane sugama mArga che. aMTaza rAkhIne lAga levAmAM sukha nathI. mahetA ane sajajanenI je prazaMsA thAya che ane mahA jAheramAM Ave che tenuM mukhya kAraNa tevA vacanene zanI aphaka sahI le che ane potAnI bhUlAnI tapAsa karIne sudhArI che, paNa kepa karatA nathI. 31. pragatimAM saMpatti AvI maLe che paraMtu vi5ttine sahana karyA sivAya te nahI. saMpatti ane sthitine gADha saMbaMdha rahe che mATe vipatti AvatAM je For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhama pAmI pragatino tyAga kare che. tene saMpatti maLatI nathI AzAe paNa tenI ja saphala thAya che ke je vipattithI gabhArAte nathI temaja muMjhavaNamAM paDatuM nathI. - 311. krodhAdika kaSA, viSayane AdhIna che, je viSayavikArane sarvathA-sarvadA ane sarvatra nAza thAya te kaSAyone AvavAne avakAzaja nathI, mATe satya sukhanI IcchA hoya te viSayavikArone TALavA prathama bAhA tapane Adara kare. je bAhya tapamAM maMdatA dhAraNa kare che te atyaMtara tapamAM AgaLa vadhe kyAMthI ? ane bAhya tathA atyaMtara tapa sivAya AsaktinA tyAgane mArga maLa azakaya che. Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinI viDaMbanAo teone ja vaLage ke jeo bAhA ane atyaMtara tapane karavAmAM azakta hoya ane viSayamAM pratibaddha banela hoya. te sivAya viDaMbanAone prAyaH AvavAno avakAza maLa nathI. 312. je tapa karavAthI sArI rIte viSayanI pratibaddhatA ala5 thatI nathI temaja tatsaMbaMdhI vikalpa nAza pAmatA nathI, agara jinAjJA pramANe vartana thatuM nathI ke Atmika sukhane lAbha maLatuM nathI te laMghana kahevAya, mATe e yathAzakita tapa kare ke, Atmabala vadhatuM jAya ane viSaya-kaSAyanA vikAre nAza pAmatA jAya. je cIkaNuM karmone nAza kare, tapAve te tapa kahevAya. A tapa myagrajJAnIo karavA samartha bane che. tao ane apane paNa nikaTane saMbaMdha che. te jJAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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236 pUrvaka bAra prakAranI ArAdhanA sArI rIte thAya te parameSTinA jApamAM paNa sthiratAne sArI rIte AnaMda ubharAya che ane keTale vakhata gaye tenI khabara paDatI nathI. jeo jinAjJA pramANe tapasyA karatA nathI teo vizvamAM Asakta banatA jAya che, pachI teone pIcho Adhi, vyAdhi ke upAdhi mUkatI nathI; ane Adhi, vyAdhi vigerethI gherAelA jIvAtmAne zavane paNa sukha kyAMthI? chatAM paNa temAM sukha mAnate chava vividha prakAranA AraMbhe karIne adhikAdhika viDaMbanAone AmaMtraNa Apate rahe che, ane pikA pAData anyanI samIpamAM dInatA dAkhave che. 313. cittavRttine nirodha, viSayamAM pratibaddha banelane thavo azakya che; viSayamAM pratibaddha banela, cittavRttine nirodha karavA baLajabarI kare te ulaTI vyAdhi AvI satAvyA kare; mATe prathama viSayane tyAga kare te paNa roga che; sAdhanane suMdara banAvyA sivAya sAdhya barAbara sadhAtuM nathI; viSaya vikArone tyAga te sAdhana che ane citta vRttine nirodha te sAdhya che. A pramANe sAdhya sArI rIte sadhAtAM karmothI AtmAne mukta kare che, pitAne pitAnA gharamAM AvavuM che ane paramAnaMdane AsvAda kare che, te AvI maLavAne ja; dharma ArAdhanA A pramANe banatAM anAdi kAlanA karmonA pAza khasavA mAMDe che ane AtmasvarUpa-AtmasattA ane AtmajJAnane AvirbhAva thAya che; mATe kamene tyAga karavAmAM tatpara bane; Ama mUDhatayA besI For Private And Personal Use Only

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237 rahevAthI tenA pAza TaLavAnA nathI; mATe prathama viSaya pratibaddhatAne tyAga karavA bala pherave. 314. bhAgyodaya ke puNyodaya? jagatamAM jyAre sarva prakAre IcchA pramANe dunyavI vastuo prApta thatI hoya agara sArI rIte anukULatA rahetI hoya tyAre mAnavIo, bhAgyodayake pRdaya mAne che ane vyAdhio thAya ke vividha vipattio AvI paDe tyAre pApAdaya mAne che. jo ke A mAnyatA vyavahArathI ThIka che, paNa tethI Annati ke AtmavikAsa sadhAte nathI; satya pRdaya-bhAgyadaya te kahevAya ke, dravya ane bhAvathI dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAnI ruci jAge ane atizaya bala pheravI te ruci pramANe vartana thAya temaja viSaya-kaSAyanA tyAgamAM zakaya prayAsa thAya; anukUlatA agara IrachA pramANe vastuo maLavAthI, kAMI dhama nI ArAdhanA thatI nathI; ulaTI rasagArava, RddhigArava ane zAtAgAramAM paDI javAya che, tethI Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi aneka prakAre AvIne vaLage che. AvI paristhitine puNyadaya kema kahevAya? sAMsArika vaiSayika sukhamAM UMDI najare joIe te pari NAme duHkha raheluM mAluma paDe che, te A sukhanA kAraNarUpa puNyane puya tarIke kema manAya? paraMtu je puNya, sarva anukUlatAnI sAthe dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM sahakAra Ape, buddhi nirmala rahe, cAritrapAlanamAM sahAya thAya te puNya sArI rIte kahI zakAya mATe prApta thaela anukUlatAmAM Asakti dhAraNa karavI nahI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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35. kRpA UbhA rahevuM nahi. keTalAka manuSyane evI Teva hoya che ke, pite kahelI bInA upara sAMbhaLanAra kevI kare che, te sAMbhaLavA khAtara teonI pAsethI khasI bahAra jaIne bhIta pAchaLa UbhA rahIne citta daIne sAMbhaLyA kare. je prazaMsAnI vAta karatA sAMbhaLe te phulAIne phALake thAya ane aNagamatI vAta sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave te joI le teone mijAja ! gussa karI teonI pAse AvI bolavAmAM bAkI rAkhe nahI ane aNusarajI pIDA UbhI kare. AvA cIDIA mAnane anukUla sAdhane hete paNa ghaDIbhara cena paDatuM nathI. manamAM ne manamAM babaDate bhamyA kare che. jhADe pharavA jAya te paNa teone baDabaDATa cAlu hoya che. AvI bUrI Tevane dara karavA mATe sAro upAya e che ke pAchaLa zI vAte anya kare che te sAMbhaLavA UbhA rahevuM nahI ane sAMbhaLavAnI abhilASA paNa rAkhavI nahI; kAraNa ke sarakhI prakRtivALA badhAya hetA nathI; kahelI bInA pasaMda paDe te prazaMsA kare ane rucikara na hoya te aNagame dekhADI nidA paNa kare; je tamoe kahelI bInA sAcI haze te aNagame dekhADI nindA karanArathI kAMI paNa nukazAna thavAnuM nathI; mATe tevI vAto bIjAnI pAse sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave te paNa manamAM kAMI paNa lAvavuM nahI, ane cintAtura banavuM nahI. - 316. keTalIka vAra evuM bane che ke, sadvicArAnusAre ApaNe kArya karatA hoIe te vakhate anyanI nijA zravaNa karI satkArya karavAmAM maMdatA lAvI tene paDatuM mUkavAnI IcchA thAya che, te paNa ThIka kahevAya nahIM. kAraNa ke karAtAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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239 kacenI saghaLA mAnavee kayAre prazaMsA ke anumodanA karI che? keIne pasaMda paDe nahI te te aNagame dekhADaze ane jene pasaMda paDaze te bhUrisUri prazaMsA karaze, mATe tevI vAta upara lakSa na detAM, tevI nindA sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave te paNa karAtA satkAryomAM maMdatA lAvavI nahi. - jemane kamene kSApazama thaye haze ane jeone jarAtuM kArya pasaMda paDatuM haze, teo ja satya kAryone dekhI khuzI thavAnA, te sivAyanA manuSyo karmothI lisa hovAthI aNagame dekhADavAnA, mATe manamAM kadApi kaMI paNa lAvyA vinA satkAra karyo javuM, paNa udAsInatA dhAraNa karavI nahI. jemanAmAM viSayavikArone temaja kaSAyane tyAga che tathA Atma sanmukha daSTi che tyAM duniyAe kahelI vAtenI asara thatI nathI; ulaTI te vAte kasoTIrUpa bane che ane AtmAbhimukhatA rItasara banI rahe che, mATe viSaya vikArone tyAga karo temaja kaSAyane tyAga karavo te sAce mArga che ane satya kArya che. 317. basanA upagathI thate AnaMda vikArI ane kSaNika che ane pariNAme hAnikAraka paNa che. taravAra vigere zanA karatAM paNa svAdaindriye prANIo-manunA vadhAre bhAga lIdhA che. savAda apa kare ane jIvanane tathA dharmane bacAve; saghaLAM baMDa karatAM hAjarInA baMDa ati bhayaMkara che, tethI sagaja ane zarIra barAbara kAma ApatAM nathI ane aneka prakAranI vyAdhiothI gherAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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240 sumaLa ane sugadhI puSpA tA mAthe Rgara tenA hAra banAvI haiyA upara dharAya; te kAMI paga taLe kacarAya nahI. tema A zarIrane svAdathI kacarAya nahI; pazu vrataniyamavaDe divya manAvavu joIe. 318. parizrama mahenata e sarva muzkelIonA parAbhava kare che. ceAgya parizrama pAte ja AnadarUpe che, mATe ALasanA tyAga karI, parizrama karavA tatpara thavuM; te zArIrika sukhanI nizAnI che. ALasa tA ari che-zatru che. 319. pApI-aparAdhI ke ajJAnIne maraNAdikanA adhika bhaya hAya che; para'tu je samyagajJAnI hoIne aparAdha karatA nathI teone kAI prakAranA bhaya hAtA nathI; phakta bhaya hAya tA pApanA hAya che. 320. saddaguNI ke durguNI banavu. te peAtAnA hAthanI vAta che, paNa dhanavAna-vaibhavavAna banavu' te parAdhIna che; je vastu svAdhIna hoya te prathama sAdhI levI joie ke jethI parAdhIna hoya te paNa svAdhIna ane. 321. peAtAne nukazAna agara Adhi, vyAdhi thavAmAM kadAca kAI khAdyanimitto haze, paNa kharI rIte teonu mUla kAraNa peAtAnI kharAkharavRttio ja che; khIjAne kAMI levA devAnuM hatuM nathI. 3rara, peAtAnA zarIrane tathA vastrAbhUSaNAne sAsu rAkhavAmAM jeTalI kALajI rAkhavAmAM Ave che teTalI kALajI jo mAnasika vRttione zuddha karavAmAM rakhAya te, vipattione AvavAnA avakAza rahe nahI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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3ra3. viSayalaMpaTa ane vyasanI mANase zuM paMkhI karatAM halakA che. zarIranA durupayaga-ati upayoga ane anAdara thAya, tyAre Adhi, vyAdhi AvIne gherI le che, ane viveka rahetuM nathI tyAre vedanA jogavavI paDe che. 324. ghaNuMkharA vyAdhi-maMdavADanu kAraNa ajIrNa vikAra hoya che, jaTharAgni uparAMta je nAkhavAthI aneka jAtanA rogonA bIja vavAya che. 35. bIjAnA svaccha vyavahArane jovA karatAM potAnA svachaMdI vyavahArane joI tene tyAga karavo ati hitAvaha che; bIjAonA svachaMdI vyavahArane dekhI teone zikhAmaNa Apaze; paraMtu tene tyAga karAvI zakaze nahI; tyAga kare te tenA haiyAnI vAta che. - 3ra6. keInA upara hukama calAva-svasattA besADavI tenA karatAM mana-tana upara hukama calAvIne sattA besADavI te pitAnA hAthanI vAta che arthAt svAdhIna che; anyane ApaNuM svAdhIna che nahI; mATe hukama bajAvavAnI heza hoya te, mana-tana para bajA. - 3ra7. anya janane kAbUmAM rAkhavAnI IcchA rAkhavI, tenA karatAM pAMca Itine kAbUmAM rAkhavAnI IrachA rAkhavI te adhika zreyaskara che; svArtha vinA anya tAbe thaze nahI paNa indriye te svAdhIna banaze. 328. pitAnA mudeva, suguru, sudharma ane AtmA For Private And Personal Use Only

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upara prema rAkhavo te adhama ke pApa nathI; paraMtu teonI upekSA karavI te pApa che; jeo, caDhavAnA sAdhanane pA5 mAnatA hoya teo kadApi sAdhyane pahoMcI vaLatA nathI ane bramaNAmAM bhUlA paDe che. 3ra9 je mANasa, bIjAone mAthA upara paga daIne cAlavAnI IrachA rAkhe che eTale bIjAone dabAtA rAkhIne pitAne vArtha sAdhavA prayAsa kare che. teone kadApi sukhazAMti maLatI nathI ane sadAya dabAtA rahe che. 330, AmaramaNutA. mAna-satkAra-Abaru pratiSThAkIrti vigere, sadAcAranA paDachAyA che, jyAM sadAcAra hoya che tyAM tenI pAchaLa doDatA Ave che ane A AtmaramaNatA thatAM vilaya pAmI jAya che, mATe paDachAyAne pakaDavA prayAsa karA nahi paNa sadAcAra ane AtmaramaNatA mATe prayAsa kare. saMpatti, mAnapAna ane sattAne lIdhe mANase, Atmika vikAsanA sAdhanene bhUle tema ja Atmika sukhanI prApti mATe nAlAyaka thAya tevAM saMpatti-mAnapAna ane sattA vigerene prApta karavA keNa prayAsa kare ? 331. meTAi mATe mahenata na karo. jagatamAM pitAnI vAhavAha kahevarAvavI agara mahetAi meLavavA khAtara mahenata karavI, tenA je jokhamane bIje vyApAra nathI, kAraNa kete te AtmavikAsa sadhAtAM ApoApa pAchaLa AvavAnA che. 33ra. khIMTIe bharAvI rAkhela taravAra, vakhata jatAM kaTAI jAya che tema ALasu-edI mANase ughama For Private And Personal Use Only

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243 vinA pitAnA jIvanane vRthA gumAve che mATe ALasu na banatAM udyamazIla thavuM Avazyaka che. 333. uttama vAra ko? putrAdika mATe lAkhe- karaDene vArase mUkIne javuM te saghaLA mAtApitA mATe muzkela che temaja azakaya che paNa bALakane sadguNa, parAkramI ane nIDara banAvavA temaja samyagajJAnI banAvavAne vAra Ape te pitAnA hAthanI vAta che-zakya che. lAkho-karoDa karatAM paNa atyaMta kIMmatI samyagajJAnane ane saddaguNone vArase che, mATe A kIMmatI vArasAne Ape ane te Apaze te ja tamArA premanI kiMmata aMkAze ane pratiSThA vadhaze. 334. savartana, zrImaMta ane sattA-adhikAravALAoe sadAya sadvartana pAlavAmAM tatpara banavuM jarUranuM che, kAraNake sadvartana na hoya te teo parivArane temaja anuyAyI vargane sudhAravAne badale bagADatA jAya che. 33pa. jo tamane ISTa vastuo prayAsa karatAM paNa prApta na thAya te je bhAgyAnusAre vastuo maLI che temAM saMteSI bane ane prayatna cAlu rAkhe paNa hatAza thaI gamagIna bano nahI. 336. prakAzanI pAchaLa jema aMdhakAra che, divasa pUrNa thayA pachI jema rAtrI Ave che, te pramANe sukhanI pAchaLa duHkha rahela che; sukhanA divaso pUrNa thayA pachI duHkhanA divaso Ave temAM navAI nathI, mATe gabharAvuM na joIye. For Private And Personal Use Only

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337. vartananI chApa, ApaNe anya janene zikhAmaNa agara upadeza ApIe tenA karatAM ApaNA vartananI chApa, teonA upara sArA pramANamAM paDe te mATe upadeza pramANe zakya vartananI khAsa AvazyakatA che. manuSyanuM sAcuM manuSyatva-mANasAI tenA potAnA cAritravaDe ghaDAya che, cAritra-vartanavaDe ja manuSyabhavanI sArthakatA sadhAya che; lakSamI sattA-prazaMsA vigerethI sArthakatA sadhAtI nathI. 338. jJAna-cAritra, mANasa je nirdoSa ane samyagajJAnI hoya te " jela te mahela' jevI bhAse che, temAM paNa mana pavitra rahe che arthAt duHkha jevuM bhAsatuM nathI. jene ajJAnatA-ha-mamatA rahelI che tene mahela paNa jela je bhAse. phIkara-cintAo ghaTatI nathI paraMtu vadhatI rahe che mATe sukha, jJAna ane cAritramAM che. 339. satya sukhanI prAptimAM jora-julama ke baLAtkArane upAya kAragata thatuM nathI. temaja dhanAdikathI sAcA sukhanI prApti thatI nathI. 340, bIjAonA upara adhikAra bhegavavA khAtara, pitAnI vArthatA agara svataMtratA khevI e te kheTane ja dhaMdhe che. sattA-adhikArane prApta karavA mATe prayAsa kare ane tene prApta kare te svAdhInatA gumAvavA barAbara che. bIjA para sattA calAvavA mathavuM te pitAnA para kAbU meI besavA barobara che. 341, jyAre rUpa-rasa-ga-rasanI Asakita TaLe che, For Private And Personal Use Only

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tyAre teone lagatA saMkAvika bahu asara karatA nathI ane AtmaguNamAM sthiratA thatAM AtmaguNamAM prema lAgatAM dhIme dhIme DhaLavA mAMDe che, jyAre te vikalapo sarvathA TaLar jAya tyAre sAthe sAthe kaSAya-krodha-mAna-mAyA ane lebha paNa rahetA nathI. eTale viSaya-kaSAyanA vikAro nAza pAmyA pachI Ape Apa Atmika guNemAM sthiratA jAme che ane sthiratA thayA pachI Atmika sukha kevuM che, teno anubhava Ave che; mATe prathama Atmika sukhanA anubhavArthioe IndriyanA viSayanI Asaktine tyAga karavA jJAnapUrvaka Adara kara Avazyaka che, te sivAya game te prayAsa karavAmAM Atmika sukhAnubhava Ava azakya che. 34re. anAdikAlathI rUpa-rasa-gaMdha vigerenI ajJAna tAthI Asakti lAgelI che te ekadama TaLI zake ema nathI, mATe zAstrakAroe je bAhyatapanA cha prakAro batAvyA che temAM niyamabaddha banavAmAM Ave teja dhImedhIme te viSayomAMthI pratibaddhatA nAza pAme che, ane teonI pratibaddhatAne phagAvI devAthI Atmabala vadhatuM jAya che, Atmika balane dabAvanAra jo ke zatru hoya te viSaya paratvene rAga che ane te balane AvirbhAva karanAra prathama mitra je koI. hoya te viSaya virAga ja che, pachI AtmabaLa vadhatAM tenA sAdhanonI kiMmata vadhe che. 343, jene AtmavikAsa sAdhI karmonI paradhIratA TALavI che tene game tevA lAkaDa laDAvanAra maLe te paNa tenI sAme te jete nathI; agara tenuM kathana For Private And Personal Use Only

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246 sujaba vartana karatuM nathI. paraMtu jene hariphAI agara sAmA paDavAnI vRtti che te te tevA lAkaDAM laDAvanAranI vAte sAMbhaLI kAMI kAMI bolI nAMkhe ane na karavAnuM karI bese mATe AtmavikAsanA athIoe tevAnI vAta sAMbhaLI satya mAnI levuM joIe nahI. kadAca tenI vAta sAcI hoya te paNa manamAM kaMI paNa lAvavuM na joIe. AgaLa vadhavAne A mArga che. 344. manuSya sarakhI prakRtivALA letA nathI; keIne lAkaDAM laDAvavAnuM pasaMda paDe, keIne rapha batAvI bIjAone utArI pADavAnuM pasaMda paDe, keI abhimAnagumAnanA AdhAre jagatamAM "huMja " haziyAra chuM. Ama samajI malakAte phare ane keTalAka mahAzaye namratA-saralatAkSamA-saMteSane adhika pasaMda karanAra hoya che. kAraNa ke darekanA karmadaliko sarakhA hotAM nathI ane vicAra AcAra sarakhA hetA nathI, mATe teonA tarapha lakSa na detAM svAtmAne vikAsa jadI kema sadhAya te pramANe vartana rAkhavuM Avazyaka che. dareka prANIo upara guNa levAnI daSTi rAkhavI joIe, deSa najarathI deze AvIne bagAInI mAphaka vaLage che mATe cete ! 345. bhakti, stutipUrvaka-AjJA mujaba vartanamAM AmavikAsa che. tamAre ziSya paNa je tamArI AjJA pramANe vartana rAkhatuM nathI ane pitAnI anukUlatA pramANe vartana rAkhe che te AvA ziSya, gurunI prazaMsA kare, temane bhUri bhUri vaMdanA kare te paNa temane AtmaguNanI prApti thatI nathI, AjJA pramANe vartana rAkhanAra tathA vaMdanA-prazaMsA karanAra ja ziSya Atmika guNene meLave che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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eka gurue potAnA sukhazIlI A ziSyane kahyuM ke, are Aje mane bahu thAka lAge che mATe mArI keDa upara paga mUkIne gadaDa. ziSya kahevA lAgyuM ke evuM te thAya? ApanA zarIra upara paga mUkavAthI pApa lAge ane AzAtanA thAya. mATe paga kema mUkAya? gurue kahyuM ke, jaladI Ava, thAka bahu lAge che, pApa lAgaze nahI ane AzAtanA paNa thaze nahI. mArA kahevAthI keDa upara paga mUkyA che ne ? nA nA ema na thAya? gurue kahyuM ke, keDa upara paga mUkatAM pApa lAge che paNa mArI vANI upara paga mUkatAM pApa lAgatuM nathI ! tArA jevAne zuM lAbha thAya? A pramANe AjJA na mAnanAra bhale game tevI stuti kare ke vaMdanA kare te paNa satya lAbha maLa duSkara che, mATe AjJAraMgI banIne vartana rAkhavuM joIe. dravya-kSetra-kAla ane bhAvane jANI AjJApUrvaka vartana rAkhanAra uttarottara AtmavikAsamAM AgaLa vadhe che, anya ziSyone paNa anukaraNIya banI jagatamAM prazaMsA pAtra thAya che. AjJAdharmanA marmane jANanAra ziSya vaparanuM zreyaH sAdhI zake che. 346. bhUMDAo para paNa bhalAI karo. bhUMDAnI pAse ja nahI paNa bhUDe AvIne tArI samakSa AvIne UbhuM rahe tyAre tene dhikkAra nahI; kAraNa ke te tAruM bhaluM karavA Avela che ema mAna; teNe je vicAra karyA haze te tArA sahavAse sudharaze ane pachI tAre upakAra mAnaze. - asAdhya vyAdhine dUra karavA mATe jema AparezananI jarUra paDe che, tema bhAva vyAdhine tyAga karavA mATe bhUMDAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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paNa jarUra paDe che. bheDAnI AjaLa bhalAI karIne tene sudhAro temAM prApta thaela jJAnanI mahattA che, anukUla varganI sAthe kANa bhalAI karatA nathI? anaMta jJAnIo te pharamAve che ke tuM bhUMDAonI AgaLa bhalAI karI tene sudhArIza, temAM tene pitAne lAbha ja che; pachI bhUMDAne lAbha thAya ke na thAya. te tenA nasIbanI vAta mATe anubhava meLavavo hoya te bhUMDAone kaseTI samAna mAnI tene Adara kara ! taracheDIza nahI. ApaNe paNa prathama tevA haIzuM ane bhUMDAIne jyAre tyAga karyo tyAre bhalA thayA mATe bhalA mANasee bhUMDAone bhalAI ApIne bhalA banAvavA vicAra rAkhavo, ane banate prayAsa paNa kare. manuSya manuSyane sudhAraze nahI, te pachI tene keNuM sudhAraze? mATe bhUMDAnA AvavA vakhate manamAM dilagIra thavuM nahI; ane khuzI thaI tene AvakAra ApavA cUkavuM nahI. 347. duHkha ane sukha A bane AvakArapAtra che, kAraNa ke duHkhane sahana karyA sivAya sukha prApta thatuM nathI; viSaya sukhamAM duHkha samAeluM che mATe duHkhane sukhanuM kAraNa mAnI muMjhavaNamAM paDavuM nahI ane viSayasukhane dukhanuM kAraNa mAnI unmatta banavuM nahI; eTale te be avasthAmAM samatA dhAraNa karavI te ja buddhimattA che; buddhimAne jagamAM ghaNA hoya che ane bhASaNa dvArA lekaraMjana karI prazaMsApAtra bane che; paNa sukha-dukhanA prasaMge teonI buddhi, gIra mUkAela heya tema mAluma paDe che. A sAcI buddhi kahevAya ane sukha savAya agara ane navuM himata che burI prazaMsA For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahI mATe dareka avasthAmAM samabhAva rahe tenI rIte Ane keLava Avazyaka che. sukha jema kAyama rahetuM nathI tema duHkha paNa kAyama raheze nahI; A pramANe samajI AtmAsvarUpamAM sthiratA dhAraNuM karavAnI Teva pADavI joIe; jevI Teva pADavI hoya tevI paDe che, A AtmAne savabhAva che; cA-bIDI vighere vyasanamAM rakta banelane te samayamAM cA-bIDI pIdhA sivAya cAlatuM nathI, ane jyAM sudhI na pIve tyAM sudhI gamagIna rahe che; chatAM koI vaidya agara DokaTare kahyuM hoya ke, AnAthI tene je raMga lAgyo che te maTaze nahi mATe tene tyAga karI tyAre roganI bhItithI te vyasanane tyAga karavA tatpara bane che, te pramANe sukhanA athae, sukha-dukhanI muMjhavaNane tyAga karavAnI Teva pADavI, 348. tamArA antakaraNane uttama vicAro dvArA nirmala kare, vividha vAtAvaraNathI antAkaraNane malina banatAM vilaMba thatuM nathI. ane malina banela vAtAvaraNa vAtmAne adhogatimAM paTakI pADe che, tethI jIvAtmAo aneka prakAranI asahya yAtanAo bhegave che, mATe zarIrane nirmala rAkhavAnI mAphaka antaHkaraNa-manane paNa nirmala rAkhavA samaya kADhavo joIe. jenuM nirmala antaHkaraNa che tene deva karatAM paNa adhika sukha che, mATe tamArA pratikUla varga tarapha paNa beTA vicAre karI manane malIna karatA. nahI, kAraNa ke te pratikUla varga, sagAne palTo thatAM mitra tarIke banavAne; temaja e For Private And Personal Use Only

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250 avasara maLatAM tenI paNa jarUra paDavAnI, AMbAnA vRkSane phale besatAM kAMTAnI vADanI jarUra paDe che. - 349dareka prANIomAM cetanya che te paitanya kharAba nathI paNa te AtmAe karelA duSkRtya kharAba che. mATe dukRtyane kharAba kahevAM joIe. ane tevA karmothI bacavA mATe prayAsa karavuM joIe. ApaNe je dukRtya karatA nathI te durjane, ApaNane zuM karI zake ema che? bahu bahu te gALo bhAMDe dunyavI vastuone nukazAna pahoMcADe agara zara vaDe zarIrane nAza kare, tethI teo adhika karI zake ema nathI; jeone te, nAza agara nukazAna kare che te varatuo te kSaNavinAzI che ja. 350. gRhasthAvasthAmAM sthiratA AvavI duzakaya che. dharmanA alaukika marmane anusarIne, tamAro gRhasthAzrama sevAya te ati sugamatAthI Atmanniti sAdhI zakAya che, paraMtu dharmanA marmane samajanAra keTalA ? kAraNa ke gRhasthAzrama vividha jaMjAlathI bharela hovAthI bhalabhalA temAM phasAI paDe che. mana nirmala thAya ane sthiratAne dhAraNa karAya tyAre dharmanA marmane samajavAne samaya Ave che; gRhasthAzramamAM te vividha vipattio tathA vidane hevAthI mana sthira thAya kayAMthI? mATe tene tyAga karavAnI AvazyakatA che ane tyAga karyA pachI samyajJAnanI ArAdhanApUrvaka lIdhela cAritra sArI rIte pALavAmAM Ave tyAre ja mana sthira thaI dharmane marma samaje che, mATe sthira thavAnI yogyatA cAritramAM che paNa gRhasthAzramamAM nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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251 351, brahmacaryane mahimA kettara che. jagatanA che je karI zakatA nathI te eka naiSThika brahmacArI karavA. samartha bane che. sarva rasAsvAdane tyAga karI pAMca Indriye. ane manane kabajAmAM rAkhavAmAM Ave ane temAM samyajJAnanI meLavaNa thAya te ja brahmacaryanuM pAlana thaI zake che, je brahmacArIne nArIonA nakharA ane kaTAkSe tenA cittane caMcaLa kare nahI te, uttama prakAre brahmacarya pALI zake che, ane samagra jagatane vaza karI zake che. 3para. A manuSya bhava maLe che te paisA bhegA karavA ke saMgrahI rAkhavA mATe maLela nathI, paNa AtmavikAsa karavA mATe maLela che; paisAo A jagatamAM paDI rahevAnA ja sAthe. AvavAnA nahI ja; jeTalo vikAsa sadhAyo haze teTalo AtmA A, jagatabharamAM tema ja paralekamAM AnaMdamAM rahevAne mATe jamaNane tyAga karI AtmavikAsa sAdhavA mATe nirantara tamannA rAkhavI joIe; Aja manuSyanuM satya kartavya che ane kamANI che. - 3pa3. tamArA para je Apattio AvI paDI che, te tamArI IcchAethI ja temAM anya kAraNe nathI; mATe IrachAo evI kare ke AtmavikAsamAM sArI rIte sahakAra ApI zake; suMdara icchAo karavAthI sArAM phale Ave; ane azubha IrachA utpanna thatAM je rokavAmAM na Ave te tenAM phale kaTuka AvyA sivAya rahetA nathI. 354, jagatamAM ApaNI hariphAi karanAra, nindA karanAra temaja nukazAna karanAra agara kalaMka ArepaNa karanAra, For Private And Personal Use Only

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ApaNane jAgratva rAkhe che ane koTI karI tejasvI banAve che; Ama samajI tenA upara dubhAva lAva joIye nahI teone paNa mitra samajI samatA dhAraNa karavI ucita che. keI kharAba kahe, tethI kharAba thaI javAtuM nathI ane keI sArA kahe, tethI je sthiti che tene pheraphAra thatuM nathI. - 355. AzAone cintAo sAthe paNa sArI rIte stI che. jema jema AzAo vadhatI rahevAnI tema tema cintAo paNa vadhatI rahevAnI cintAone tyAga karavo hoya te AzAne tyAga karo. manuSyane vadhArAmAM vadhAre jarUra jo keInI heya te, saMyamanI tathA sahiSaNutAnI che. A sivAya prayAsa karIne temaja kuzalatA vAparIne meLavelI vastuo cintA-ka-pari. tApane dUra karI zakatI nathI. - 3pa6, saMyamanA pAlanamAM mANasAi zobhe che ane mANasAInA pAlanamAM divyatAne prAdurbhAva thAya che. saMyama sivAya maLela manuSyatva, pAzavavRttimAM AvI paDe che mATe saMyamanI AvazyakatA che. - IrachAonA nirAdhamAM agara je je irachAo thatI hoya teone kabajAmAM rAkhavAmAM saMyama dvArA Atmazakti jAgrata thAya che. divyatA ane savataMtratA, akasamAtuM AkAzamAMthI AvI paDatA nathI. saMyamamAM satya sukha guptapaNe rahela che, te sukha, saMyamanI ArAdhanA sivAya pragaTa thatuM nathI ane guptapaNe rahyA kare che, For Private And Personal Use Only

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mATe tene prAdurbhAva karavA kaSTa paDe to paNa saMyamane tyAga karavo nahI. saMyama-anaMta sukhanuM saMpUrNa sAdhana che. dukhathI mukta thavAne upAya duHkhane sahana karavuM ane viveka lAvIne saMyamanI ArAdhanA karIne Atmika vikAsa sAdhave te satya che; duHkha duHkhanA pokAre pADavAthI dukhe khasatA nathI, ulaTA vadhe che, sukhane sAkSAtkAra, dukhane sahana karI AtmaramaNatAmAM rahelo che, mATe AtmaraNatamAM sadAya rahevA satata lAgaNI rAkhavI egya che. 357. dharmadhyAnanA cAra pAyAnA vicAramAM maraNa pAmavuM te paralekamAM sukhI thavAnI nizAnI che; Arta-raudradhyAnanA vicAramAM maraNa pAmavuM te atyaMta duHkhanI nizAnI che, mATe duHkhane jJAnapUrvaka sahana karI dhamadhayAnamAM rahevAnI prathama taiyArI karavI joIe. kaI paNa avasthAmAM dharmayAnanA vicAra, vivekane kheMcI lAve che, rAga-dveSanA baMdhane temaja ahaMkAra-abhimAnAdika gALI nAMkhe che eTale tenA AdhAre dareka avasthAmAM sukhazAMti rahe che-udvega thato nathI, mATe dareka avasthAmAM dharma, ayAnanA vicAra visaravA jevA nathI. dharmadhyAnanA cAra pAyAno vicAra karanAra zukla-dhyAnane adhikArI bane che ane zukaladhyAnanA AdhAre kevalajJAnanI prApti thAya che; jevA vicAra karIe tevI avasthA ghaDAtI rahe che ane avasthA pramANe sukhI duHkhI banAya che; mATe dharmakayAnanA vicAromAM jAgrat rahevuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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254 358. gRhasthadharmane tathA sAdhudharmane unnatinA zikhare ArUDha karIne satya, AjhAdI ane AbAdI ApanAra sacama sivAya anya sAdhana nathI. je sayamanI ArAdhanAmAM khAmI hAya tA te dharmanI sthiti sArIrIte rahI zakatI nathI; kAraNa ke te vinA pazue paNa svajIvana gujArI paraleAke jAya che. tame te pramANe vartana rAkhe te taphAvata ze ? 359. svaparanuM rakSaNa karavA samayasUcakatA vAparavI te pazu eka jAtanuM malavAna huthIAra che; game tevI pravINatA hAya; harAvavAnI tAkAta hAya-ane pAte yazasvI hAya-pazu samayasUcakatA jo na vApare te te nAzIpAsa bane che; mATe samayasUcakatA rAkhavI te ati hitakara che. samayanA jANakAra jo paDita hAya agara zrImaMta hAya agara raMka hAya tApaNu te peAtAnI mANusAI zobhAve che. ane prasiddha thAya che; mATe paDite agara zrIma'te samayane jANuvAnI khAsa jarUra che. samaya sivAya anya vakhate vaDheluM, khAdheluM, ane pIdhelu lAbhadAyI nIvaDatu nathI, ane te mATe karelI mahenata vRthA thAya che ane hAMsIpAtra thavAya che, mATe tenA phUla levA mATe samayasUcakatA bhUlavA jevI nathI, 360. manuSyA bhramaNAmAM paDelA hovAthI kare che badamAzI ane dekhADe che bahAdurI, AvAone samAga kyAMthI maLe? 361, tameAne chetaravAnI Teva hoya teA kAne chetaraze ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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255 prANIone tathA tamArA svAtmAne chetaratA nahI, paNa viSayakaSAyanA vikArone chetarI anaMta samRddhimAna banaje. prANIone chetaravAmAM te kaI prakArane lAbha thaze nahI ulaTe tamAre vAtmA chetarAze. 362, tame karmodaye bicArA thaIne jamyA paNa evI karaNa kare ke bahAdura banI paraloke sIdhA. bicAra thaIne paraloke jaze te maLele durlabha manuSyabhava eLe jaze ane pAchA kyAre maLe te kahI zakAya nahI. 363, bahAduranI bahAdurI-zUrAnI zUravIratA-vidvAnanI vidvattA ane manuSyanI mANasAI tyAre ja kahevAya ke jyAre ahaMkAra-abhimAna, IrSA-adekhAI, moha-mamatAne mArI samatA Adare ane rAga-dveSanA vikArone vaza bane nahI ane sarva prANIone potAnA sama gaNe. ahaMkAra-abhimAnAdikane mAranAra bhale bahAdura-zUravIra na kahevAtA hoya agara bicArA kahevAtA hoya te paNa bahAdura ane zUrA che, kAraNa ke jagatanA kathana parathI bahAdura ke bicArA banAtuM nathI. 364. zArIrika vyAdhio mATe davA maLI raheze paNa mAnasika roganI vyAdhio mATe maLavI azakya che, te te ahaMkArAdikanA tyAgathI maLI zake ema che; ahaMkArAdikane tyAga kare te mAnasika roganI davA che. 35. veganA pAMca prakAre-adhyAtmayaga-bhAvanaga kayAnaga-samatAga ane vRttisaMkSayaga-A pAMceya sAdhane, For Private And Personal Use Only

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56 anAdikAlIna karmanA saMgane tyAga karavA mATe Avazyaka cho; te je sAdhya na thAya te sAdhana tarIke rahe, paNa sAdhyane prApta karI zake nahIM mATe pAMca prakAranA egonI ArAdhanA karI karmanA mUlene bhUlamAMthI khaseDe. 366. je soge vigavALA che, temanA upara samyajJAnIone ghaNuM mamatA hotI nathI, tene viyAga, sadAya zAzvate iachI rahyA hoya che. zAzvata virogamAM teo satyasukha mAnI rahela che, mATe karmano viyoga ane saMgenA vigere prApta karavA prayAsa karavAnI jarUra che. 367. saMpUrNa A mazakita tyAre ja AvI male ke jyAre sarvathA-sarvadA-sarvatra saMgane temaja kamalane viga thAya tyAre ja; sivAya tamone je zakti, jJAna vigere maLyAM che te adhUrAM ja samajavAM, pUrNa samajatA nahI. 368. saMyamane dhAraNa kare. jeo avicArI tathA vivekavihIna mANasa hoya che, teo mahAna vipattio AvI paDatAM temAMthI mukta thavA mATe AtmaghAta sivAya anyamArga teone sUjhata nahI hovAthI AtmaghAta karI bese che, paraMtu A duHkhamuktine upAya ajJAnajanya che, kAraNa ke AtmaghAta karo te paNa dukhanI paraMparA vadhAravAnA upAya che; asA dukhe AvIne upasthita thAya che tenA karatAM sAthe mArga saMyamane dhAraNa kare te che. 369. zarIranI yAdhionI davA daSTigocara thAya che, paraMtu mAnasika roganI davA dRSTigocara thatI nathI, te te antaekha banyuM ja dekhAya, For Private And Personal Use Only

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250 370. doSadaSTi nivAravI. uttama kAryo karavAnI IcchAvALAoe, prathama doSaSTine dUra karavI joIe; jethI sadbhAvanA kAyama rahe ane uttama kAryoM karI zake, SaTati cAraNa karavAthI sadbhAvanA dUra khase che; rASadraSTithI uttama kAryo banI zakatA nathI, agara adhUrAM rahe che; mATe doSadRSTi nivAravI. 371, zAstrAmAM sanmArge batAvyA che; te mArge gamana karIe te ja Atmaanubhava AvI maLe; tenA AdhAra vinA Dhagale ane pagale ThAkara vAge mATe khAtmaanubhavanI IstravALAoe prathama zAsrakathita mAge ja vaLavu. zAstranA marmane jANavAvALAo paNa zAstrakathita mArgone tyAga karatA nathI, te pachI te mAnA ajJAta manuSye avazya temanuM Alakhana levu joIe; ekadama vicAra vinA gamana karavu nahI. zAstranA marmane jaNAvanAranI AjJAne mAthe uDAvI, te pramANe vartana karA; jarUra mama samajAze ane anubhava paNa Avaze; A mArga sarala che. sukhethI gamana karI zakAze ane vio Avaze nahI. 37ra. hIrA mANeka metI vigere averAta karatAM temaja yaza, Akharu, pratiSThAdi karatAM paNa sadguNNAnI anaMta guNI kiMmata vadhAre che. jhaverIne temaja rAjA mahArAjAe tathA munirAjone pazu satya sukha ApanAra jo kAI hoya to temaNe meLavelA sadda 10 For Private And Personal Use Only

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258 guNA ja; sa`patti sAhyabI nathI; te teA cintAjanaka ane paritApanI para parAjanaka che. jhaverAtathI zezabhA vadhe che, te te mananI mAnyatA che; te sivAya ala-buddhi-parAkramathI paNa vadhAre zelA pamAya che ane prasiddha thavAya che. paNa temAM Atmika vikAsa mAnavA te taddana buddhihInatA che, kAraNa ke AtmavizvAsa sAdhavAmAM te avazya sadguNNAnI jarUra rahevAnI. 373. sayamane Ada. je je AgaLa vadhela che ane jeee mahattA meLavI che te sadguNNAnA AdhAre ja; nahI ke sa patti-vaibhavathI, mlecchA pAse sa*patti adhika pramANamAM hAya che, para tu teo mahattAne meLavI zakatA nathI. ulaTA te ahaMkArI manI jagamAM kAramA kera vartAve che; mATeja mahAtmAe sa pattinA tyAga karIne sukhada saMyama guNane Adare che. 374. je dayALu, zakya tapa karanAra ane sayamI ane che teo sapatti-vaibhavane IcchatA nathI, temaja sapattimAn upara dveSa paNu karatA nathI. saMyamIne potAnA nirvAha mATe je sAdhana joIe che te te Ape Apa teonA sadguNNAnA AdhAre maLI rahe che; tene prayAsa karavAnA rahetA nathI. 305, ajJAnatAthI AvI paDelI vipattiAthI bhaya pAmIne bhAgI janArA temaja ApaghAta karanArA tathA rAkakALa karanArA mAnavIo, duHkhane-vipattione dUra karavAnA upAya zodhI zakatA nathI. anya sthale jatAM tathA Apa For Private And Personal Use Only

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258 ghAta karIne paraleke gamana karatAM paNa te vipattio pAchaLa ne pAchaLa vaLagelI hoya che, tenI teone mAlUma hotI nathI. manuSyajanmamAM dukhene tathA vipattione dUra karavAne upAya je zobhe nahI ane maLe nahI te bIjA bhAvamAM agara bIje sthale maLavAne ja nathI temaja zodhatAM jaDavAne paNa nathI, mATe bhAgI na jatAM tenA upAyane zodhIne teone dUra karo, rAdaDAM raDavAthI kaI vaLe ema nathI. 376. karelA deze ane aparAdhane sArA mAno nahI teone duHkhadAyaka mAnI jaladI sudhAravA mATe prayatna kare te Avazyaka che; nahItara tevA tevA nimitto maLatAM dene vadhAre thatAM atyaMta duHkhadAyI thaze. 377. lAbha meLavavAnA vakhate pramAdI thavAya te lAbha maLe kayAMthI ? tevA samaye te lAga joI balane atizaya pheravavuM joIe ke jethI dInatA-hInatAne AvavAnuM sthAna jaDe nahI ane bhAgatI phare; saMpUrNa lAbha levA mATe manuSya janmamAM zaktio AvI maLe che ane dInatAhInatA rahetI nathI, mATe lAbha levA mATe pramAdane parihAra karIne puruSArthane pherave. 378. pANIthI bharelA UMDA dharAmAM DUbakI mAratAM ekadama nIkaLI zakatA nahIM hovAthI manuSya maraNa pAme che te pramANe viSayavAsanAnA UMDA dharAmAM DUbakI mAratAM paNa mAnavIe prANIo vakhANene bacAvI zakatA nathI, paraMtu teja For Private And Personal Use Only

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40 camyAna pAmI AtmaNa mAM abakI mAre te jIvane bacAvI zake che ane bhAvanA maraNathI paNa bacI jAya che. viSayavAsanAmAM DUbakI mAranArane kadApi muMjhavaNa hara khasatI nathI, suMjhavaNane hara karavA mATe pAchA ajJAnatA vaDe temAM DubakIo mAryA kare che, paraMtu te mUMjhavaNa na maTatAM adhikAdhika muMjhavaNamAM paDI prANene gumAve che mATe te saMzavaNa tyAga karI hoya te AtmaguNemAM DubI jAo. pANInA dharAmAM paDelAone bahAra kADhanArAo te ghaNA maLI Avaze, paNa viSayavAsanAnA dharAmAM paDelAone bahAra kADhI ane saMrakSaNa karanAra virala maLI raheze mATe cetIne pagaluM bhare. - 379 viSaya vikArarUpI agninI vAlAone aAvavA mATe vizvanuM sevana te agnimAM vrata ane madhane homavA jevuM che. kadApi te jvAlAo zAMta thatI nathI, paraMtu vadhatI jAya che mATe AvI bhUla karavI na joIe. 380. tapa, janma ane mutavAnuM chatAM ahaMkAraabhimAnanA mIThA mAramAM sapaDAya te uttama kriyAo karatAM paNa kavaDe levAya che, tyAre cAra maithyAdi temaja Ara anityAdi bhAvanAthI bhAvita niSkriya hoya te paNa kathI lepAyamAna thatuM nathI, ane AtmavikAsa sAdhI zake che; mATe tapa, japa, jJAna vigerenI sAthe ahaMkAra-abhimAnane tyAga kara cogya che. 381, cinAone be hajAra mANanA bejA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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1 ratAM RSika arANa ane che ema adhika IALA karavAmAM Ave che teya cinhAo vadhatI aA che. tethI anuSe tenA AjAmAM dakhAelA bhAnasAna paNa bhUle che; jene cintAonA Anta Ache hAya che te ja eA vinAnA che. 382. satya upakArane te ja karI zake che, ke jeo nizcita banelA hAya ane spRhA vinAnA heya, temaja zcamanA vinAnA hoya; nahIMtara tee satyApakAranA adhikArI banI zakatA nathI; mATe upakArIe pRhArahita rahevu temaja paraleAkanI icchAe paNu rAkhavI nahI. 383. paMcAcAranu pAlana karanArAe, cAra gatine niyArI 5camati-mAkSapadane prApta kare che; te sivAyanA prANIo cAre gatimAM paribhramaNa karIne asahya yAttanAone sahana karatA rahe che; mATe 5'cAcAra te pacamatinu pU sAdhana che; A sivAya sarve sAdhanA sa'sAranI parA vadhAranArA che. 384, dezanuM niSkala kapAyuM, gurunu. mahAnatacArIpaNu ane thatu. dayAbhUlakapaNu' e jainadarzananI viziSTatA che. kApA karavAnA niSedhathI ane ArAdhanAnA vidhAnazrI jaina parvonI mahattA che. ArAdhanA, maryAdAzIla che ane ArAdhyatA vyApaka bhAvavALI che. bhAtrane maryAdA hotI nathI. jainazAsana, maiMnI vasulAtta levAne niSedha kare che temaja verI upara paNa mitratA rAkhavAnuM vidhAna kare che. 385. manuSyatva sudharatA hAya nI A svAnA lAge For Private And Personal Use Only

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262 paNa sudhAravA kaTibaddha banavuM joIe. bhalane samajyA vinA AMkha mIMcIne bhUla kahenArAo, bhUlelA che. ema samajavuM. 389. bacAvanArane, tenI buddhine anusaratuM phala maLe che ane bacele jIva punya-pApa kare tenuM phaLa to bacelA jIvane bhegavavAnuM rahe che. 387. jinezvaranA maMdiramAM dhUpanA DabAmAM paDI rahelo dhUpa sugaMdha ApatuM nathI, paraMtu agnine saga thatAM sugaMdha mahekI uThe che. sattAmAM rahelI sugaMdha, saMvega maLatAM pragaTe che, te pramANe sattAmAM rahelA guNe, samyaga jJAnane saMvega maLatAM pragaTa thAya che. 388. satya belanArane ane te pramANe vartana karanArane, satya deva ane satya jJAnIo, sahakAra ApIne AvI paDelI viDaMbanAne dUra kare che, paNa satyane dekhAva karanArane kAMI paNa madada maLatI nathI. 389 satyavAdIne A jagatamAM ghaNuM sahevuM paDe che paNa chevaTe tene ja jaya thAya che ane pUjya banI anukaraNaya thAya che; satyavAdI ane sadAcArI sadAya zobhAne meLave che tyAre Itara mAnavIo, prAraMbhamAM zobhA meLave che ane pachI haDadhUta thAya chemATe zebhAne meLavavAnI IrachAvALAoe satyavAdI banavuM. 390. bIjamAM vRkSa banavAnI sattA che paNa sAdhananA saMcaga sivAya vRkSa banI zakatuM nathI. jala-pRthvI-tApa-vAyu vigere nimitta maLatAM anukrame vRkSa banI rahe che, te pramANe For Private And Personal Use Only

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23 AtmAmAM paramAtmA banavAnI sattA che. te sattA, sadgurusamAgama ane cAritranI ArAdhanA karatAM pragaTe che; sAdhana sivAya sattAnA prAdurbhAva thatA nathI. 391. atyaMta rAganu pariNAma, hradayabha'gamAM ja Ave che. dareka manuSya A sasAranI amuka vyakti ke anya padArtho upara atyaMta meha dhAraNa kare che; tethI ja teone ate duHkha ja thavAnuM; koI mitranA ke kAi padArthanA evA prasaMge vividha kAraNeA pAmI viyeAga jyAre thAya che, tyAre teone paritApanA pAra rahetA nathI. 392. parapadArthAMmAMthI sukha levA manuSya icche tyAre ja tene chetaravAnA prasaMga vAre vAre upasthita thAya che; mATe parapaTTACnI parAdhInatA dUra karavA mATe pramala puruSArtha karavA joIe. parapadArthAMnI parAdhInatA te ja mahAdu:kha che ane svavazatA te mahAsukha che; A sukha AtmAnA guNAmAM ramaNutA karyAM sivAya prApta thatuM nathI. caitanyane prema te ja satya sukha che. 33. AtmAnnati ke jainazAsaneAti celAo vadhAravAthI thatI nathI, paraMtu cAritra pALavAthI ane paLAvavAthI thAya che; mATe cAritra pALavAmAM mukhyatayAe lakSya rAkhavuM Avazyaka che, 394. ariha'ta paramAtmAnA jApa-zrI pArzvanAthasvAmInA hAya ke anya jinezvarane hAya-tApaNu sApanA viSane utAre che te anAdikAlIna viSayarUpI viSane kema na For Private And Personal Use Only

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uvAre ? avazya utArI zake che, mATe jinezvarano jApa dararoja eka kalAka paNa karavAnI Teva pADavI joie ke jethI viSayanuM viSa utare. eka jainadharma pAlanAra rAjA kuMDalapuramAM hatuM. te nRpane lagabhaga vIsa varSanA putra hatuM. tene lagna samaye cerImAM pherA pharatA sApa karaDyo. saghaLuM kuTuMba bahu AkaMda karavA lAgyuM. kuMvarI tenI pAchaLa maravAne taiyAra thaI ane mazAnabhUmikAmAM AvI, te arasAmAM tene zrI pArzvanAtha prabhu para vadhAre zraddhA hovAthI agnidAhane baMdha rakhAvI sarvajanene visarjana karI pite veLunI pratimA banAvI rAtadivasa traNa divasa sudhI zrI pArzvanAthane ekadhArAe jApa karavA lAgI. te jApanA prabhAvathI pArdhayakSa pragaTa thaIne teNane varadAna ApyuM ke saubhAgyavatI thA, tane ATha putre thAo. kuMvarIe kahyuM ke, mArA patine sApa karaDyo che ane agnidAhanI have vAra nathI, te kevI rIte saubhAgyavaMtI banuM? ane ATha putre kevI rIte thAya? kAraNa ke temanI sAthe huM paNa baLanAra chuM. yakSajIe amRtanA chAMTA nAMkhI tenA patine sajIvana karyo ane te pratimAne sAthe laI kuMvara-kuMvarI rAjyamAM AvyA mATe jApanI asara sArI rIte thAya che. 35. tame prathama caritranuM sevana karIne tamArA AtmAne sudhAre. jeNe zuddha cAritravaDe pitAnA AtmAne sudhA nathI, te anyajanene sArI rIte sudhAravA samartha banatA nathI temaja pitAnI jAtane sudhAravA zaktimAn banatA nathI-pachI bhale virAma upadeza Ape, ane te prazaMsA For Private And Personal Use Only

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25 pAtra ane, tepaNa pariNAma sAruM Ave nahI; mATe upadeza ApanAre pAtAnI jItane sudhAravAnI jarUra che. jeNe svAtmAnA krarmAvaraNAne zuddha cAstrinuM pAlana karIne krUra karyAM nathI, te jJAtinI, samAjanI temaja sadranI pazu sevA bajAvI zakatA nathI; bhale te sevA karavAnI sArI lAgI dharAvatA hAya, ane bhASaNeA karIne sabhAne gajAvatA hoya. jeTale aMze svAtmA zuddha thaela haze, teTale aMze jagane sudhArI zakAze; jagat cAritra tarapha aSika Adara kare che, karaze. mAna-satkAra-pratiSThAnI chAyAnA tyAga karI svAtmA tarapha lakSa rAkhavuM atyaMta hitakara ane zreyaskara che. 396. tamAre sukha-sAcuM sukha joItu hoya teA dareka prANIomAM paramAtmAnA azA che ema samajI anyanI sAthe paraspara meLa rAkhavA, bahu rAga-dveSamAM utaravAnA prasaMga upasthita karavA nahI; kAraNu ke rAga-dveSa ane mAhu, satya sukhane DhAMkI de che ane verajhera vadhe che. 37. peAtAnA AtmAnI zuddhi sivAya anya dunyavI padArthA kadApi satyasukha ApanAra nathI, te nakkI samajI gAtmazuddhi mATe A jIvanamAM kharAkhara prayAsa karavAnI AvazyakatA che, dunyavI padArtha' upara vizvAsa karo tA jarUra DhagAthe; mATe atyArathI ja cete, najare dekhatAM naHpra thanAra sukhanA bharosA kema rAkhI zakAya ? 398. zarIrane Arogya rAkhavA khAtara bheguNI ane tAmasaguNI AhAranA tyAga karIne sAtvikazuI AhAranI For Private And Personal Use Only

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26 jarUra rahe che; te pazu vila'khathI pAcana thAya evA nahI; tyAre ja mana ahu prasanna rahe che. teA pachI AtmAnA rAgane dUra karavA mATe sAtvika vicAra| . te paNa analpa pramANamAM karavAmAM Ave te ja AtmAnA Ana jhaLahaLI uThe ane samatAnA jharaNAMe jharavA mAMDe. 39. utAvaLA na banA kAmanA sahita dunyavI kAryAM karanArane temaja dhArmika kAryoM karanArane paNa mAnasika cintAe bahu satAve temAM navAI nathI; kAraNa ke te te kAryAM karatAM IcchA pramANe la na maLatAM, mana taphAna karI mUke che; tethI phUla levAnI tAlAvelI jAgatI hAvAthI AtmAne cena paDatu nathI; ane IcchA pUrNa thatI nathI. tame phUlanI icchA rAkhyA vinA kAryAM karazeA tApaNu je samaye phUla maLavAnuM te samaye manyA karaze; mATe IcchA ane utAvaLanA tyAga karavA. 400. niHspRhatAmAM ja eka nahi paNa hajAro bAdazAhI che. are cakravartIonAM sukha, temaja devatAInI sAhyakhI samAelI che; mATe tene prApta karIne svAtmAne svataMtra anAvA; kevA AnaMda Ave che te jojo. prArabhamAM kAMIka kaSTa lAgaze; paratu AgaLa vadhatAM tame samartha banaze; dunyavI padArthInI Asakti ke cintA raheze nahI; spRhatAmAM saMtAya nathI temaja samatA paNa nathI. 401. are sudhAraka ! ane jagatanA ulhAra karavAnI tamannAvALA ! pApakAra karIne saMsArane uddhAra karavA hAya tA, uThA-jAmat thAo ane tamArA AtmAnA prathama For Private And Personal Use Only

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267 uddhAra kare AtmasvarUpamAM layalIna bane. pachI tamane uddhAra karavAnI kharI dizA sUjhaze. jeoe saMsArane uddhAra karela che teoe prathama AtmasvarUpamAM layalIna banIne karela hatuM jethI temane uddhAra karavAmAM bahu takalIpha levI paDI hatI nahi, mATe prathama svAmAne oLakhe. 402. Adarza jIvana jIve. manuSyae, pitAnA makAnanI bhavyatAmAM temaja paheravA oDhavAnA kapaDAMnI ramaNIyatAmAM ane khAnapAnAdikanI lelupatAmAM ja jIvanane Adarza mAnya che paNa vastutaH tema nathI, te te temanI bhramaNa che. nAnA jhuMpaDAMmAM rahIne sAdAIthI paNa Adarza jIvana jIvI zakAya che; A pramANe ghaNAe Adarza jIvana jIvyuM che. 403 dharma, trikAlAbAdhita che, temAM jhagaDA-kakAsanuM vAtAvaraNa heya nahI; ane A dharma mithyAtvaavirati-kaSAya-ga ane pramAdane tyAga karAvI, mUlarUpamAM mUla sattAmAM sthApana kare, tethI te zAzvata kahevAya che; kadApi tene nAza thato nathI. 404 dhamajanemAM ahaMkAra, abhimAna tathA mehamamatA heya nahi; kadAca vasvarUpane pAmyA pahelAM mohamamatA-ahaMkArAdika hoya te aha5 pramANamAM hoya eTale AtmAnA guNane ghAta karanAra heya nahi; temaja teo bAhya dekhAvamAM rAcImA2I rahelA heya nahI; tethI teo uttarottara AtmavikAsamAM AgaLa vadhe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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405 anAdikAlathI mithyA avirati-kAya re cAga vigerenA sagapaNamAM sapAela helathI chavAmAo, mite bhUlI na ja joIe te dharma bhUlI beThA che, tethI ja teonI dInahIna avasthA thaelI che. 406 tamAre mAla sAmAM-svasvarUpamAM AvavuM heya te ahaMkAra-abhimAna-mithyAdi dene nivAre, te vinA anya upAya nathI. jeoe bhUla sattAne prApta karI che teoe prathama ahaMkAra-mamatA-mithyAtvAdine nivArI prApta karela che. 400 dharmanI ArAdhanA evI karavI joIe ke koI paNa prANIne duHkha devAnI bhAvanA heya nahI; temaja teoe karelA aparAdhone badale levAnI IcchA paNa na hoya, temaja pitAnI zatI thA tarapha-apa tarapha pitAne tiraskAra hiya, ane punaH tevI bhUla tathA apa na thAya pramANe ArAdhela dharma, kamala dUra kasthA samartha bane che, dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM sAMsArika kArya pave klanI pAMkhaDI paNa caMpAtA manamAM hamezAM arerATI thavI joIe, AvA dharma rahelA dharmI janethI rAga-dveSa ane meha bhAgatA phare temAM navAI zI! 408 calapurane eka rihAta che ke, vAramAM ane AtmAnA guNe sivAya anya padArtho upara rAkhele rAga, jAya rakAza ane che, eTale sahAya TakI rahe mAru - chatAM rAga dhAraNa karI te padArtho AtA anya se prArthanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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69 karavI, kAlAvAlA kara agara AMkhamAMthI AMsu sAravA te na eha che, bramaNA che kAraNa, Atmika guNo sivAya anya padAthe satya sukha ApavA samartha nathI ja; te pachI Atmika gune vikAsa karavA zAmATe prayAsa na kare? Atmika vikAsamAM ja sarva sAmagrI-sANane samAnela che. ane te sAthe sukhane lAbha Apaze. te pachI Atmika guNena. mAga karI anya vastuone te vaLage? dunyavI padArtho upara dhAraNa karele rAga te padArthone viga thatAM agara vajanavargamAMthI eka mRtyuvaza thatAM ke eka bIjAne paraspara aNabanAva thatAM, te paritApaka cintA vire u5ja kara sivAya rahe nathI, dukha upajAve che, mATe te uparane rAga nivArI sudeva, suguru ane sudharma ane Atmika guNAmAM prema dhAraNa karavo te zreyaskara che. 49 saMsAranA moharUpI ejInanI pAchaLa dukhanAM gAhe gADAM saMkaLAela che, jyAM e mihane pravezavA do ke badhAe te gADAo ThalavAI paDaze, duHkhene dUra karavA tame prabhupratimAnI pUjA-tavanA karazo, paNa temanI AjJA pramANe nahI vartana thAya to te dukha pAsavAnA nathI, mATe dukhone TALavAne ananya upAya jo koI hoya to prabhunI ArAmAM gAI javuM te che. 10 prabhu-jinezvaranI AzA e che, ke dunyavI. padArthonI Asaktine sarvathA-sarvadA ane sarvatra tyAga karI tamArA Atyika guno AvirbhAva karavA eka ghaDI paNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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ra70. pramAda na kare. dunyavI padArtho upara sukhane AdhAra rAkhe nahI; tethI svataMtra thavAze ane tenI pAchaLa AvatAM saMkaTa ApoApa vilaya pAmaze. 411 A saMsAramAM "huM ane mAruM A be mAnyatAomAM bhArobhara duHkha samAela che ane huM, keIne nathI ane kaMI mAruM nathI, A mAnyatAmAM bhArobhAra mukha samAela che. A vastu mArI che-AvI bhAvanA thatAM ja temAM rAga dhAraNa thAya che ane atyaMta rAga dhAraNa karatAM pariNAme Aga utpanna thAya che. 412 lanI AsaktithI mamatApUrvaka kAryo karavAmAM Ave te ja tenAthI utpanna thatAM ane thaelAM dukhe, kane bhegavavA paDe che, keI nirAdhAranA AdhArarUpe rahelA ekanA eka putrane akasamAta nAza thate jovAmAM Ave to ApaNane vizeSa duHkha lAgatuM nathI, paNa ApaNane kadAca be pAMca putra hoya ane te sAthe Arthika sthiti sArI hoya, teve vakhate kadAca eka putrane viyAga thavAno saMbhava Ave che tyAre, te vakhate ApaNane keTaluM badhuM duHkha lAgI Ave che? ekanA nAzathI dukha thatuM nathI ane bIjAnA nAzathI bahu lAgI Ave che, tenuM kAraNa zuM? te tame vicAre. bIjAnA putramAM potAnA putra jeTalI mamatA nathI, tethI ja dukha ochuM lAge che, mATe satya sukhane prApta karavuM hoya te, ahaMtA ane mamatAne nivAre. thayAM ahaMtA ane mamatA nathI, tyAM duHkha ja nathI ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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271 jyAM phalanI tathA pariNAmanI Asakti hoya che tyAM dukhe vividha vezane dhAraNa karIne AvI lAge che, mATe karelA kAryonA badalAnI IcchA rAkhe nahI. 413. dravya ane bhAvathI tyAga kare-ApaNuM samasta jIvana ApavA mATe eTale tyAga karavA mATe ja utpanna thayela che, nahI ke bIjAnI pAsethI levA mATe, ApaNI udAratA je niyamapUrvaka haze te paramAtmapada-ekSapada suddhAM ApaNuM tarapha kheMcAI Avaze, tame nahI Ape te sarva zakitamAna karmo tamArI pAse eka yA bIjI rIte jabarAithI paNa apAvaze mATe khuzIthI Ape. vaheluM moDuM paNa tamAre ApavuM-choDavuM te jarUra paDaze ja, mATe chUTavA pahelAM ja cheDe-tyAga kare, mamatAne tyAga kare, game tyAre paNa eka divasa gaLacI pakaDIne paNa kudarata cheDAvaze, te pachI IcchApUrvaka tyAga karIne sukhanA bhAgI zA mATe na banavuM? A jagatmAM e eka paNa manuSya atyAra sudhImAM thaye nathI, ke thaze nahI, ke jene chevaTe potAnuM sarvasva ApI devAnI tyAga karavAnI pharaja nahI paDI heya. A niyama viruddha manuSya jeTalA prayAsa karaze teTale te vadhAre dukhI thavAne ja; jema jema vadhAre tyAga karatA raheze tema tema tamene akSaya bhaMDAra maLavAne; tyAga karyo sivAya satya sukhane anya upAya nathI; mamatA-ahaMtA AsakitanA tyAgamAM ja AtmAnI zakitane AvirbhAva thAya che. ane mAyAmamatA-AsakitathI Atmika zakita-sattAne tibhAva thAya che. mATe satya sukhanI jhaMkhanA heya te mUracha For Private And Personal Use Only

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mamatAne tyAgI AtmasvarUpane oLakhe duo TALavAne A ananya pakya che. 414. satoSa guNa te parama sukhanuM sAdhana che, kAraNa ke saMteSa sivAya bhale cakravatanI addhi-siddhi maLe te paNa te jIvAtmAne satya sukha maLe nahI dunyavI sAdhanathI satya sukha maLe kayAMthI? A sateSa e have joIe ke dunyavI ane devatAI samRddhimAM ke ladhiomAM phasAI javAya nahI; pagamAM AvIne ALoTe paNa teone meLavavAnI IrachA paNa na thAya; AvA saMteSa guNane dhAraNa karanAra mahAzayane te vanamAM hoya ke upavanamAM haya, jelamAM heya ke mahelamAM haya, vastra sahita hoya ke vastra hita heya te paNa AnaMdanI Urmio uchaLyA kare che, ane deve AvI prArthanApUrvaka varadAna ApavA mATe AjIjI kare te paNa temanuM mana Atmika guNamAM magna banela hovAthI teo varadAnane IrachatA nathI. zrI sanamAra cakavatanI pAse AvI dee roga nAbUta karavAnI prArthanA karI te na svIkAratAM tene kahevA lAgyA ke-bhAvasAve hAnI zakihe te sukhethI maTADe ree kahyuM e zakita amArAmAM nA rAjarSie kahyuM ke are varadAnanI jarUra nathI; mArA zarIranA rogane maTADe. vAnI mArI tAkAta che. rAma kahI potAnA zukane AgathI lagAtAM te AgaLI suvarNa sakhI nirmaLa thaI. A pramANe ane te temanA aMte guNanI prazaMsA For Private And Personal Use Only

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273 karatA, devalokamAM AvI saudharmendranI AgaLa temanA saMta guNanI bhUri bhUri prazaMsA karI AnaMdamAM jhIlyA. 415. vyAvahArika kAryomAM paNa sateSa dharmane bhUlI ja nahI, samajaNapUrvaka saMteSI banela mahAnubhAvane, dhana dhAnyAdika mATe krodhAdika bahu thatA nathI ane viSayanA vikAre tene adhika satAvatA nathI, tethI AnaMdamAM niraMtara te divase pasAra kare che ane prabhupUjA-sevAdika dhArmika kAryomAM tene rItasara sthiratA rahe che; saMteSavihIna mAnavI game tevI suMdara dhArmika kriyAo kare te paNa caMcalatA tene pIche mUkatI nathI ane mana, sAMsArika padArthomAM rakta rahela hovAthI paribhramaNa karatuM rahe che, abhyAsa karavA bese te paNa ko-gAthAo jaladI yAda thAya nahI; devadarzanamAM paNa utAvaLa hAya; eTale ke prakAre satenA abhAve tene sukha maLatuM nathI; UlaTe mAnavI asthiratA rahelI hevAthI bhamatA bhUtanI mAphaka udvigna rahe che; asaMteSI jJAti-jAtimAM agara vyavahAra-vyApAramAM paNa sanmAna pAmaze nahI; mATe dunyavI padArthonI Asakti utArI saMtoSa rAkhe. sAgarazeThanI pAse navANuM lAkha senaiyA hatA; eka lAkha adhika meLavI karoDapati thavA mATe dharmakriyAone bhUlI vividha prakAranA AraMbha-samAraMbha karyo te paNa eka lAkha senaiyA maLI zakayA nahI ane duHkhI thavA lAge. eka dhamacArya mahArAjanA kathanathI saMtoSa dhAraNa karI dhama-nyAyapUrvaka vyApAra karatAM karoDapati banyuM. pachI tene saMtoSamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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ra74 kevuM sukha che tene anubhava thaye, mATe bhAgyAnusAre maLela sAdhanamAM saMteSI banI dharmane bhUla nahI. 416. sateSa paramakalyANarUpa che, je puruSa aprApta vastuonI IrachA nahi karanAre, prApta vastuonA upara mamatA nahI rAkhanAre harSa zekanI viDaMbanAmAM aTavAte nathI arthAt tene harSa zoka thatAM nathI. AvA saMtuSTane IndramahArAja karatAM adhika sukha hoya che, tyAre aprApya vastuonI irachA karI tanatoDa prayAsa karanAra tathA prApta vastuomAM mugdha manI Asakti dhAraNa karanAra, ISTa vastuo hete paNa duHkhI bajo rahe che eTale tene kaI bAbatamAM cena paDatuM nathI. 417. saMteSarUpI gaMgAnA nIramAM sadAya snAna karanArane ja dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAvanAnuM phaLa maLe che. saMteSa sivAya tenuM kula maLavuM azakya che, bhale pachI manamAM mAne ke amoe dharmakriyA karela che tethI satya sukha maLaze ane AnaMdamAM jhIlAze, A temane bhrama che. AtmaguNemAM saMtuSTa banelane SaSTi rahetI nathI ane guNAnurAgathI adhika adhika saMtuSTa banI rahe che. AtmavikAsamAM AgaLa vadhavAnI IcchAvALAe, prathama saMteSane dhAraNa kare Avazyaka che. A sivAya AgaLa vadhAze nahI. kadAca prayAsa karaze te pAchaLa paDavAne vakhata AvI lAgaze mATe deSadaSTine tyAga karI saMtoSa-saritAmAM snAna karI sukhane meLavo. 418 AtmAnuM jJAna meLavIne amara bane, pachI For Private And Personal Use Only

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275 tamane keInI paNa parAdhInatA raheze nahI. Atmika jJAna kayAre prApta thAya ke jyAre sAta bhayane tathA rAga-dveSa-mohane nivAre tyAre. hAlamAM tamane anukula sAdhane prApta thayA chatAM nirbhaya banyA nathI tenuM satya kAraNa che ke heya te Atmika svarUpanuM jJAna nathI tethI ja dunyavI padArthomAM je sukhanI mAnyatA magajamAM bharAI che ane te AdhAre tame sukhane mATe rAga-dveSa-meha dhAraNa kare che, tethI tame tamArA AtmAne bhUlI gayA ane jaMjALamAM paDyA-sukha lAkha gAu dara gayuM -tame vicAra karaze te mAluma paDaze ke-rAga-dveSa ane mohathI ja cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa karatAM asahya veda'nAo bhegavavI paDe che, te rAgAdika kevI rIte sukha Ape ?kadApi Ape ja nahI; chatAM temAM ja ajJAnatAthI sukha mAnI eThA mArga ja ulaTa lIdhe, Adhi-vyAdhi vigere upasthita thayA tyAre pokAre pADyA, mATe anaMta jJAnIo pharamAve che ke-AtmAnA jJAna mATe sadAya prayAsa kare tenA sAdhanene meLavI AtmajJAna prApta kare. eTale tamArI samIpamAM ja raheluM sukha, tamane mAluma paDaze ane puruSasiMha banaze. nahItara jagatanA paga nIce kacarAI maravAno vakhata AvI lAgaze. satya jJAna te ja kahevAya ke-je jJAna dvArA karmonA AvaraNe khase ane AtmA nirmala bane. ( 419 janma dhAraNa karIne buddhimAna puruSoe prathama AtamajJAna meLavavuM te Avazyaka che; AtmajJAna maLyA pachI, anya meLavela jJAna, rAga-dveSamAM vadhAre karaze nahI. hamaNAM jovAya che ke AtmajJAnavihIna buddhimAne For Private And Personal Use Only

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daMbha-prapaMcanI jALane dharmanA oThA nIce goThavI vArtha sAdhI rahela hoya che, temAM svAtmAnuM jJAti-jAtinuM temaja rASTranuM kalyANa kayAMthI thAya? satya Atmika jJAnamAM daMbha-prapaMca-dagA-phaTakA hotA nathI. temaja irSA-adekhAI paNa letA nathI, tethI ja vaparanuM kalyANa sAdhI zakAya ane AtmA amara bane. tamAruM sukha tamArI pAse che; anya sthalethI maLavAnuM nathI ja; tamArI mAnyatAne phera ane AtmA tarapha najara kare, jagatane juve nahI; AtmAmAM ke sukha bhaMDAra jhaLahaLI rahyo che? manamAM mAne ke-AtmA sivAya anya vastu para che. 420. pitAne leNI manuSya ja garIba che temaja diIna-hIna che, jene kaI prakArane lebha nathI te bhale sAmAnya sthitivALe hoya te paNa tavaMgara che, ane duniyAne bAdazAha che. jema jema paisAo maLatA rahe che, tema tema labha vadhavAthI manuSya garIba banatuM jAya che. 4ra1. ajJAnI ane pAchA abhimAnI krodhAtura banI manuSya evuM kArya karI bese ke, bhavobhava tenA vipAke bhegavavAnA prasaMge AvI maLe; teone kaMI samajAvanAra maLe te paNa na samajatAM upayoga ApanAranA upara gusse dhAraNa karI jema tema belI nAkhe che; AvAne samajAvanAra kaNa maLe mATe zAstrakAro pharamAve che ke samyagU jJAnInI sebata kare temanI AjJA pramANe vartana rAkhe, tethI jJAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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ra77 sabhAnI ane A ti dazAne prAdurbhAva thatAM bhavabhavanI viDaMbanA satAvaze nahI, ane AtmavikAsa sadhAtAM satya sukhane AvirbhAva thaze; samyaga jJAna vinA karelA pApane pastAvo sArI rIte thatuM nathI; ane bIjI vAra tevA pApane rasapUrvaka karI bese che, jyAre vigho Ave agara vyAdhi AvIne gherI le tyAre ja teone kAMIka samajaNa paDe chatAM vyAdhi nAza pAmatAM agara vigho khasI jatAM pAchA enA e; AvA mAnavIo, adhe. dazAnA saMkaTo sahana kare temAM Azcarya zuM? keTalAka manuSe evA paNa hoya che ke- pote je vyaktine virodha kare tenA tarapha aNagame darzAve ane bIjAne kahe ke, AnI sebata karavA jevI nathI, te bahu mUrkha che. A pramANe elatA jAya ane pAche tenI sAthe meLApa rAkhI tene belAvI mitrAcArI kare. AvA mANasethI bahu cetavA jevuM che. kaI vakhate mahAna viDaMbanAmAM nAMkhatA vAra lagADe nahI. rara. Agama vacana sAMbhaLe. anicchAe paNa saMyamI-jJAnInA vacane sAMbhaLelA, saMkaTa vakhate bahu lAbha Ape che. paraMtu sAMbhaLanArane te lAbhane vicAra na Ave te zraddhApUrvaka sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA thAya nahI. je te ja sAMbhaLanArane te jJAnInA vacanethI mahane lAbha maLe-A pramANe vicAratAM je zraddhA bese te jarUra bIjI vAra premapUrvaka jJAnIne upadeza sAMbhaLe ane zakya vartana rAkhe. sadvartana rAkhatAM ghaNe lAbha maLI rahe che. zArIrika-mAnasika duHkhe a5 thatAM rahe che, to pachI samyaga prakAre AcaraNa karavAthI bhava duHkha nAza pAme emAM navAI zI? mATe samagra jJAnIne upadeza sAMbhaLavA For Private And Personal Use Only

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208 vakhata kADhavA joIe. samyag jJAnIe tItha kara kevalajJAnIe celA vacanAnusAre upadeza Ape che, Ama samajI temanA upadezamAM zraddhA rAkhavI ucita che; jee tIrthaMkara keLInA vacanAnusAre upadeza ApatA nathI, te samyag jJAnIo kahevAya nahI; ane jee te vacanAnusAre upadeza Ape che te samyag jJAnIe kahevAya che; mATe teonI pAsethI vinayapUrvaka sAMbhaLavAnI Teva pADavI joie ke jethI AtmakalyANa sadhAya, durbhAvanAe TaLe, sadbhAvanA AvIne nivAsa kare. abhimAnI ane ahaMkArIne vaDIleAnI vANIne avagaNI peAtAnuM kArya sAdhavA anya pAse javuM paDe che; tyAM tenA abhimAna ane ahaMkAranuM zuM thatuM haze ? te te tenuM mana jANe. kArya sAdhavA bIjA pAse namratA dhAraNa karavI paDe che te vaDIle AgaLa namratA dhAraNa karavAmAM ze! bAdha AvatA haze ? 423 samyagajJAnI, saTomAM gabharAtA nathI. niraparAdhI evA samyAnI upara jyAre kAyadAnA jore gunho sAbita thAya che tyAre tevA gunhegArane AnaMda paDe che ane manamAM samaje che ke A kasoTI AvavAthI mAruM teja vadhavAnu paNa ghaTavAnu nahI. Ama vicArI hAthe page eDI paDI hAya tA paNa temanA mukha upara zAka chAyA mAlUma paDatI nathI; paraMtu temanu mukha ujaLuM dekhAya che; jana samudAya pazu dRzya dekhIne Azcaya pAme che ane temanA hRdaya kaMpI uThI dayA ane che, mATe evA prasaMga AvatAM niraparAdhI-samajI mahAzaya! manamAM gabharAmaNa lAvIza nahI; bhale kAnA kAyadAe zunhegAra TharAvyA, agara bhale trAMsI dRSTivALAe tArI hAMsI For Private And Personal Use Only

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279 kare agara vacananA marma bANe mAre te paNa aDaga raheje satyane jaya thavAne. game evuM bolanAranA mukha gaMdhAvAnA mATe tevA prasaMge hatAza banIza nahI ane satkAryone prANAte paNa mUkIza nahI; te karelA satkAryo, jAherAta karyA vinAnI jAherAta che eTale prathama tenI jAherAta-prasiddhi na thAya te paNa manamAM kAMI paNa lAvIza nahI; sajajane te karelAM satkAryonI kadara karaze paNa tAre te tenI paNa IcchA rAkhavI nahI; kadara kare ke na kare, te paNa te kAryo karatAM je AtmavikAsa sadhAye che te vadhavAne ghaTavAne nathI; ane je AtmavikAsa sadhAye che te vacana aAcara chemATe AgaLa vadhatA rahe pAchaLa paDIza nahI. 4ra4 vRttine prabhu pratimAmAM sthira kare. jyAre mananI caMcalatA alpa hoya che, tyAre agara vika5saMkalpa ochA hoya tyAre derAsaramAM prabhupratimAnA darzana ege citta prasannatA pAmatAM, prabhupratimAne AbhAsa hRdayamAM paDe che, te samaye anahada AnaMda AvatAM roga, zeka, paritApa ke thAka mAluma paDatA nathI. jyAre, te pratibhAsa, anyatra mana jatAM khasI jate mAluma paDe che tyAre je cittane prabhu pratimA upara agara darzanane hRdayamAM Avela pratibhAsa upara manane thira karIe ane anya khasavA daIe nahIte, roga-zekaparitApAdine nAza pAmatAM vilaMba thato nathI; rega-zekAdika zamAvavAne temaja mUlamAMthI paNa nAza karavAne A satya ilAja che, jyAM sudhI mana, rega zekAdikamAM lAgeluM hoya che tyAM sudhI DokaTaranI pAsethI ke vaidyonI pAsethI lIdhelI davA For Private And Personal Use Only

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280 jaldI asara karatI nathI; kadAca asara kare tepaNa te sthAyI rahetI nathI; te pachI manane sthira karyAM sivAya ka rAga kevI rIte nAbUda thAya ? mATe manane sthira karavA dararoja vadhAre vakhata levAya te bahu sAruM, paNa beghaDI ke cAra ghaDI teA avazya avasara meLavavA joiye, nahItara A sauMsAramAM ISTa padArthoM maLatAM pazu citta sthira thavAnuM nahI; ane Adhi vyAdhi upAdhinA duHkhA sahana karavAnAM; mATe prathamathI tenA nAza karavA mATe ilAjo levA joie; manuSyabhavanI salatA koipaNa upAye manane sthira karavAmAM samAela che, gabharAtA nahI; je icchaze te AvI maLaze, mananA manerathA phUlavAna banaze. 425 viSaya vikArene nivArA. dharmanA satya mUla levAnI icchAvALAoe prathama pAMca indriyAne vaza karI teenA trevIsa viSayAne vakaravA devA nahI; arthAt te viSayAmAM mugdha anavu' nahI; eka eka viSayanA vikAreA bhalabhalA samajIne paNa ucca sthitimAMthI nIce paTake che. mATe pAMca indriyAnA viSaya vikArAne kabaje karavA te dhamanA lagnu" prathama sAdhana che, kAraNa ke te vikArAne, vicAra ane vivekapUrvaka vaza karyo vinA mananI zuddhi thatI nathI; ane mananI zuddhi sivAya krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbhArdikanA tyAga thaI zakatA nathI. ane viSaya kaSAyanA tyAga vinA rAga-dveSa, ahaMkAra, mamatA vigera khasatA nathI, samaye samaye satAvatA rahe che tethI ja anAdikAlathI anaMta janma-maraNa vigerenAM duHkhA sahana karavA paDe che. jo te du:khAne TALavA bhAvanA hoya temaja anaMta sukhane anubhava karavAnI IcchA hAya tA prathama vikArone nivArA, tethI For Private And Personal Use Only

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281 mananI zuddhi thaze ane tenA yoge rAga-dveSa jItaze ane karmonA khasavAthI ane saMvara vadhavAthI AtmAnubhava Avaze? atyAra sudhI viSaya vikArone phaTavI piSIne tamee Atmika lAbha keTale lIdhe? Atmika lAbha lIdhe ke karmone baMdha karyo, tene khyAla Ave che ? mATe dharmanA phalanI bhAvanA hoya te viSayanA base ne bAvana vikAramAM phasAo nahI; te vikArone nAza karavAnI tAkAta tamArAmAM guptapaNe rahelI che tene prAdurbhAva kare. 426 adekhA manuSya svajanomAM bheda paDAve tyAre cetatA rahevuM. jagatamAM mehamugdha adekhA mANase, anya baMdhuonA premane sahana karatA nathI; koIpaNa upAye teomAM vaimanasya jAge, kaMkAsa-kalaha thAya, evI kUTa ghaTanA race che. paraMtu je samajaNuM hoya che, teonI kapaTa kaLA samajI temAM phasAtA nathI. eka adekhA ane khaTapaTIAe sanehapUrvaka saMyama yAtrAne nirvAha karatA samaju be munivare ke je be gurubaMdhuo hatA, temAMthI ekane kaMkAsa karAvavA-vaimanasya karAvavA mATe kahyuM ke, tamArA moTA gurubhAI AkhI tarpaNa pANIthI bharelI paga devAmAM vApare che, koI paNa jayaNA rAkhatA nathI. ghInI mAphaka pAne vAparavuM joIe; teo kAMI samajatA nathI, tame samajI ane yatanA sArI rIte pALatA hovAthI eka kAcalI ja vAparo che mATe tamAre moTAbhAIne samajAvavA joIe; A pramANe sAMbhaLI nA gurubaMdhu samajI gaye ke A khaTapaTIo, amArA bemAM bheda paDAvavA ADuMavaLuM goThave che. bIjI vAra AvI khaTapaTa na kare te mATe uttara e Apa ke bIjI For Private And Personal Use Only

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vAra AvI kapaTakaLA na kare. nAnA baMdhue kahyuM ke-amArA mahetAbhAI pUrvabhavamAM brAhmaNa hatA tethI vadhAre pANe vApare che ane huM musalamAna hatuM tethI thoDuM pANI vAparuM chuM. ane tuM pUrvabhavamAM caMDAla hatuM tethI dudhamAMthI porA kADhavAnI mAphaka doSane dekhADe che. jA jA hArA meTAbhAI jayasupUrvaka thoDuM pANI vApare che. A pramANe sAMbhaLI khaTapaTIo belA badha thaye. 4ra7. marajIvA banIne paNa anya prANuone jIvADe, pite jIvIne bIjAne jIvADe, AnA karatAM pote marIne jIvADe-A sUtra bahu megharuM che, kAraNa ke maraNanA bhayathI bhAgI janArA ghaNA heya che, ane maraNane mahatsava mAnI anya prANune jIvADanAra koI eka virala hoya che. - jyAre maraNane bhaya nivArI anya prANIone maraNa pAmatAM je zUravIra dayALu teonuM rakSaNa kare che tyAre te dekhI kUra evA mAnavInAM hRdaye narama thAya che, kAMIka dayAnA aMkure pragaTe che, ane teone dayAnI mahattA samajAya che. jo ke pite jIvIne bIjAne jIvADanAranA manamAM karuNA te heAya che, paNa marIne jIvADanAranA jeTalI hiMsaka mAnavIonA hadayamAM joIe tevI asara thatI nathI. jeone dehAdhyAsa-dehanI mamatA chUTI hoya che, teo pote marIne paNa anyane jIvADe che; te sivAyanA pitAne lega ApavA samartha banatA nathI; pote marIne bIjAone jIvADanAranI dayA parAkASTAe pahoMcI hoya che, pachI teone For Private And Personal Use Only

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283 ahaMkAra-abhimAna bahu satAvate nathI, ane tethI sukharUpe mekSamArga tarapha jaladI gamana karavA samartha bane che. sAMsArika addhi-siddhi paga AgaLa AvIne ALoTe te paNa tenI sAme jovAnI vRtti jAgrata thatI nathI; arthAt tene turacha bhAse che, mATe dayA paNa mokSamArga tarapha gamana karavAnuM eka prathama sAdhana che; are kahe ke, anaMta zakti, anaMta sattA prApta karavAnuM kAraNa che, mATe AvI dayA karavA paNa udyamavaMta banavuM joIe. 428. yAtanA-dInatA ane yAcanAne dUra karavA atarmukha bane. jenI pAse, manuSyanA khapamAM Ave tevI vastuo che teonI pAse yAcanApUrvaka karagaravAmAM Ave te paNa sAmuM jotA nathI ane lAvyA bolatA nathI. ane jeonI pAse ApavA jevI vastuo nathI teonI pAse yAcanA karatAM paNa sAme jue che ane belAvyA bole che paraMtu teo yAcanA karanArane ApI zake ema nathI; mATe yAcanA ane dInatA batAvavAne vakhata na Ave tene mATe manuSyae prathama taiyArI karI levI joIe ke jethI yAcanA karavAne ane dInatA dekhADavAne prasaMge upasthita na thAya. dunyavI navanidhi ke aSTasiddhi vigere labdhio maLe te paNuM yAcanA, dInatA khasatI nathI ane AzA, tRSNAne. khADA pUratuM nathI. saghaLA ladhimAnene paNa satya sukhanI yAcanA rahelI hoya che, teo paNa utkRSTa larimAnene dekhI hInatA-dInatA dhAraNa kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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284 jeTaleA prayAsa dunyavI labdhine prApta karavAmAM Ave che teTalA prayAsa antarmukha banIne karavAmAM Ave te Atmazakti jAgRt thatAM dInatA-hInatA ane udAsInatA rahe nahI ane parama sukha mATe puruSAtha thAya; jyAM sudhI antarmukha anI AtmavikAsa sadhAtA nathI tyAM sudhI dInatA-hImata ane yAcanA rahevAnI; mATe te jo gamatI na hoya te antarmukha anI vipa-sakalpanA vilaya karIne Atmazaktine jagADI eTale Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhi raheze nahI. samatva sadguNu AvIne hAjara thaze, icchAe paNa thaze nahI, yAcanA paNa raheze nahI. 429 potAnA gharamAM AvelA mahemAnAne, manathI ke cavAtA manathI sAcavavA paDe che teA udayamAM Avela mahemAnarUpI viThTho ane viDaMbanAthI bhaya dhAraNa karavA nahI, mane ke kamane sAcavI levA joie. 430. mithyAtva ane ajJAnatAnI teAle, dunyavI aDakhAra agara bahAravaTIAe paNu AvI zakatA nathI; te te ekaja savamAM duHkha Ape che ane mithyAtva ane ajJAnatA tA bhavabhava Ape che. viSaye ca viSe bhedo, yakAreNa mahAn kRtaH / upabhuktaM viSaM hanti, viSayAH smaraNAdapi // 431. viSaya ane viSamAM yakAre DATA bheda ubhe karyAM che. viSa je khAvAmAM Avyu hoya teja khAnArane mAre che paNa viSayA tA teonA smaraNathI mAre che, ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acha 285 sadvicArane palaTAvI nAkhe che; mATe viSayane vizvAsa rAkhave nahI ane AtmAnA guNanuM smaraNa karavuM. viSayomAMthI kaSAye utpanna thatA hovAthI viSane tyAga karyA sivAya kaSA khasatA nathI ane Atmika guNemAM sthiratA AvyA sivAya viSayane virAga thatuM nathI. vastutaH te jema jema samyajJAna thatuM jAya che tema tema vairAgya Avate rahe che kAraNa sAMsArika sukhe samajanArane temaja kSaNe kSaNe upaga rAkhanArane vairAgyanuM kAraNa bane che mATe kSaNe kSaNe upayoga rAkhavuM joIe temAM jeTalI bhUla, teTalI viDaMbanA. jarUra, aiAdAyaka bhAvamAM je sukha bhAse che, te ka95nAjanya che ane AtmavikAsathI, karma nirjarA thavAthI je sukhane anubhava Ave che te svAbhAvika che, kalpanAjanya sukhe kSaNabhaMgura che ane nirjarA thavAthI je sukha utpanna thAya che te sthAyI rahe che, mATe kSAyika bhAvanA sukhane prApta karavA prayAsa karavAnI khAsa agatyatA che. 433. vikArI ane samagajanya sukha tenA nimitta hoya tyAM sudhI ja rahe che, te nimitta khasatAM pariNAme atyaMta paritApajanaka nIvaDe che mATe temAM muMjhAvA jevuM nathI. jene vicAra ane viveka nathI te muMjhAya. saMgajanya sukha maLe tyAre samyaguvicAra ane viveka vinAnA mANase mUMjhavaNamAM paDe che ane te sukhane viga thatAM vilApa kare che, kAraNa ke AtmavikAsanA subene anubhava na For Private And Personal Use Only

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286 rahevAthI saMgajanya sukhamAM Asakta banI rahela che. te je Atmika guNe tarapha vRttine vALe te te vikArI sukhane vizvAsa uThI jAya ane Atmika sukhane anubhava ApoApa AvIne hAjara thAya. vikArIne kadApi svAbhAvika sukhane anubhava Avaze nahI maTe temAM vizvAsa rAkhavo ucita nathI, saMdhyAnA raMgamAM ane haLadaLIyA raMgamAM bAlaka heya te khuzI thAya che. samyam jJAnanIone te mAluma che ke A raMga, sthAyI rahevAne nathI ja mATe sthAyI raMga rahe e prayatna AdarUM; tethI te sthAyI raMga rahe te mATe jeTalI tAkAta hoya teTalI buddhipUrvaka vAparavA kaTibaddha bane che. 434 manuSyone viSayanA sukhanI ghaNuM abhilASAo hevAthI paisA pramadA, pratiSThA, prabhutA ane prema vigerene prApta karavA jIvana paryaMta teo prayAsa karI rahela hoya che; paNa potAnA AtmAnA guNe tarapha upekSA rAkhatA hovAthI sukhane badale duHkha, tApa, paritApa vigere hAjara thAya che; sAMsArika sukhanA sAdhana vaDe AraMbhamAM kAMIka kalpanAnA cage sukhAbhAsarUpe mAluma paDe che, paNa pariNAme te duHkhajanaka bane che, ekAMte sukha prApta thatuM nathI. vyApAra karatAM puNya lakSAdhipati ke karoDapati banAya che tyAre AnaMdane pAra raheto nathI; paNa jyAre te ja vyApAramAM bhAve besI jatAM baMgalA ghareNuM vecavA paDe che tyAre paritApane pAra rahetA nathI. tathA paisAnA cage pramadAne parI ghera Ave tyAre manamAM malakAI AnaMdamAM jhIle che, paNa jyAre te pramadA, mAMdI paDe agara maraNa pAme tyAre For Private And Personal Use Only

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287 tene pIDAnA pAra rahetA nathI; vastAra hAya, kanyA i ke nahI tyAre te vizeSa paritApamAM jIvana gujAre che, pazu Atmika guNNA tarapha sRSTi paNa paDatI nathI. temaja prabhutA-mahattAne meLavavA mATe atyaMta mahenata kare, paisAe kharce ane mahattA meLave tyAre te tene Ana'nA pAra rahetA nathI; paraMtu jyAre dhana khalAsa thAya che tyAre kAI mAna-satkAra kare nahI, kAI sArA prasaMge tene khelAve nahI, te vakhate ghaNuM apamAna bhAse, manamAM ochuM lAve ane AMsu sAratA jIvana pUrNa kare pramANe paisAo vigerenA pariNAma atyaMta du:khajanaka nIvaDe chatAM sAcA sukhanA sAdhanAne prApta karavAnA prayatna thatA nathI, ane jhurI jhurIne jIvana pUruM' karavuM paDe che, mATe mamatAnA tyAga karI dharmanA mAge vaLavu. - 435 bhUlathI kheAvAelatathA koie chInavI lIdhela vastuone pAchI meLavavA mATe mANase, ghaNI cintApUvaka athAga mahenata tathA kalA-kauzalya karIne pAchI meLave che, te pramANe rAga-dveSa ane mehanA vikArAe chInavI lIdhela anata Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhine pAchI prApta karavAne mATe cintApUrvaka zakaya prayAsa karatA hoya te yAcanA-TvInatA rahe nahI; jyAM sudhI anAhikAlathI mAThunA vikArAe ahaMkAra, mamatA-IrSyAe dakhAvI rAkhela ApaNI anaMta Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhine prayAsa karIne meLavIzu nahI, tyAMsudhI janmajarA ane maraNAdikanA asahya saMkaTa TaLaze nahI ja, mATe dunyavI vastuonI mAphaka savastuone prApta karavA prayAsa karI ane anAdikAlanA duHkho DhALIne sukhI thAo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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288 436 pitAnI sattA-saMpatti vaibhavarUpa bala ane zaktinuM jyAre mANase gumAna-abhimAna kare che te vakhate te abhimAnIe nAnAmAM nAnA halakAmAM halakA bane che, paraMtu teo te veLAe samajatA nathI ke te karele garvaabhimAna pitAne dago daI rahela che. 437. prApta thaela paDitAine upaga kayAM karaze? vAdavivAda karaze te tenI sArthakatA sadhAze nahIM; saphalatA thaze nahI ane kalaha kaMkAsa vigere utpanna thaze, tathA vera virodha thaze, mATe tene upaga, vAdavivAda temaja virodhAdikane zamAvavAmAM karaze ke jethI tenI sArthakatA ane saphalatA maLe, ghaNA paMDitoe vAdavivAda karIne sAra meLavyA nathI paNa-virodhAdika ubhA karIne potAnA AtmAne karmothI bhAre banAvela che. teone svajIvanamAM sukha zAMti maLI nathI; paMDite te potAnI prajJA vaDe pitAnuM ane pArakAnuM kalyANa kema sadhAya, tevI bhAvanAvALA hovAthI kadApi vivAdavAdane pasaMda karatA nathI ane svaparanA kalyANamAM ta5ra bane che; kadAca temanA para vipattionAM vAdaLe AvIne ghero ghAle te paNa sAmI chAtIe sahana karI le che; paNa bhayabhIta banI pitAnI pharajane bhUlatA nathI; vairI upara prema dhAraNa karIne vairanuM vasulAta kare che. paNuM badalo levAne vicAra rAkhatA nathI; caMdana vRkSanI mAphaka kApanAra-kuTanAra temaja tiraskAra karanArane paNa sugaMdha ApIne svapatikA vadhArI AtmavikAsane sAdhatA rahe che; sudarzana zeThanI mAphaka te zeTha paMDita tathA dhanADhya hatA, bAra vratanuM pAlana For Private And Personal Use Only

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289 karavAmAM bahAdUra hatA; abhayA rANunA phaMdAmAM phasAyA nahI; mauna dhAraNa karyuM, vAdavivAda paNa karyo nahI, ane rAjAe Apela saMkaTane sahI lIdhuM, jethI zULInuM siMhAsana thayuM, dee paNa prazaMsA karI ane savAranuM kalyANa karyuM. tamArI paMDitAImAM parigrahavRttinI Asakti dhAraNa karaze nahI; kAraNa ke parigrahavRttinI Asakti, vaparanA kalyANa karavAmAM vividha vidgo UbhA kare che, tethI paMDitAI zobhAspada banatI nathI, ane vrata-niyamAdikanuM pAlana karavAmAM pramAda AvIne upasthita thAya che, jyAM parigrahanI Asakti che tyAM pApone jevAtA nathI; ane game tevI rIte dhanAdikane prApta karavAnI pravRtti thAya che, pachI paMDitAInA sthAne patitapaNuM AvI hAjara thAya che, mATe paMDitAIne prApta karIne tenI zobhApratiSThA tathA saphalatA sadhAya, te mATe khAsa dhyAna rAkhaze prajJAne prApta karIne pApane dUra karo ane puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhI pitAnA jIvanane saphala karaje. prajJA-buddhi taravAra jevI che. tene upayoga be prakAre thaI zake che. svaparanuM rakSaNa thaI zake ane je sadupayoga na thAya te nAza paNa thaI zake. cerI jArI, bIjAone phasAvavAmAM dhApa mArI bIjAonuM chIndI levAmAM, buddhine durupayoga karatA nahI. 438, rAga-dveSa ane mehajanya ahaMkAra ane mamatAthI manuSya vAre vAre bhUla karI bese che. te bhUlanA ene zArIrika, Atmika ke vyavahArika zaktimAM hAni pahoMce che ane nukazAnI thAya che tyAre pitAnA dezo tarapha daSTi 19 For Private And Personal Use Only

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290 nAMkhatA nathI ane paranimittonA upara de daI teonI nindA tiraskAra vigere karavApUrvaka pAchA punaH punaH pikAra pADyA kare che, ane avazya jogavavA lAyaka karmone bAMdhI atyaMta duHkhanA bhaktA bane che, kaMkAsakArI mANasanI mAphaka eka gAmamAM be munivaro padhArela hovAthI zrAvakoe prabhupUjA bhaNAvavA mAMDI, sArI rIte bhAvanApUrvaka bhaNAvatA keTalAka juvAnIAo, te pUjAmAM dAMDIo ramavA lAgyA, ane sArI rIte rasa jAmI rahela che, teTalAmAM eka be adekhAne ISya thaI manamAM ne manamAM babaDavA lAgyA, AnaMda temane sahana thaye nahI ne bolavA lAgyA, ke A te hIjaDA nAce che, mAyakAMgalAone dAMDI letA kayAMthI AvaDe? A pramANe teonA vacane zravaNa karI dAMDIA lenAra juvAnIAne gusse thaye ane ame hIjaDA chIe ke marada te tamane batAvIe; Ama kathanapUrvaka adekhAnA upara tUTI paDyA, bene jamIna upara paTakyA. temane sAtha ApanAranI paNa barAbara khabara lIdhI; chatAM kAMI banI zakayuM nahI ane keTemAM mArAmArInI phariyAda karIne gunho karyA kesa karyo. paisAnI barabAdI thavA lAgI. ekatAmAM hAni pahoMce temAM navAI zI? chevaTe samAdhAnI karavI paDI, AmAM deSa kene de? AmAM deSa hoya te prathama bolanArane kahI zakAya; vacananA pApe ghaNI viDaMbanAo UbhI kare che mATe tevA pApathI dUra khase. 439 icchAono khADo pUro hoya to anaMta zaktine meLavo. IcchAonI tAbedArI te mahaTI gulAmagIrI che. je je IcchAo manuSya kare che. tene pUrNa karavA mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

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athAga prayatna kare paNa te IcchAo apUNa rahI jAya che ane apUrNa rahetAM AnaM-raudra dhyAna karIne adhikAdhika cIkaNuM karmothI lepAya che; koIka yazaH kIrtinI khAtara, keIka dhanAdika mATe, keIka suMdara suMdarIo mATe, ItyAdi IrachAmAM aTavAyA kare che; padaye te vastuo prApta thayA pachI temAMthI rasa ocho thatuM hovAthI pAchI tenI jhaMkhanA karyA kare che-A kevI ajJAnatA ! jeo IcchAone AdhIna nathI teo ja satya sukhI che, ane teo ja mahAna zrImaMta che; jema jema IcchA thAya che tema tema jIvAtmAo parAdhIna thatA jAya che, mATe svataMtratAsvAdhInatA meLavavI hoya te te te IcchAone samajaNa pUrvaka kAbUmAM lAvavI. - jyAM sudhI dunyavI IrachAo thayA kare che tyAM sudhI makSanAM sukho maLavAM ja azakya che. ane mukta banavuM paNa azakya che. icachAo evI kare ke-ATheya karmonI prakRtiene kSaya thAya. satya sukha paNa, karmone kSaya thavAthI upalabdha thAya che; nahI ke dunyavI vastuonI IcchApUrvaka prayAsa karavAthI. IcachA thavI te savabhAva dazA nathI; paNa vibhAva dazA che; mATe tethI mukta thavA prayAsa kare. 440, anaMta zakita mATe prayAsa karo. AtmAmAM anaMta zaktie chUpAI rahela che tene AvirbhAva karanAra anaMta zaktine meLave che, te sivAyanI zaktione meLavanAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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292 antavAnI zakitane meLave che tethI te maLelI zakitane lapasI jatAM vilaMba thato nathI, evI lapasI jatI zakita khAtara kahe mAnava athAga mahenata kare che jene sAcI samajaNa hoya che te te anaMta zaktione meLavavAnI AzAne tyAga karatA nathI ane tenI pravRtti, tevI zakitao meLavavA tarapha hoya che, to anaMta zakitao meLavavA tarapha pravRtti karaze te avazya maLavAnI ja; phakata IcchAo ane pravRtti badalavAnI jarUra che, aneka rAjA mahArAjAoe paNa anaMta zakitaone prApta karavA IcchAo ane pravRttione badalI tanatoDa prayAsa karyo che, sAMsArika zakita ane sattA mATe tame jeTalI tanatoDa mahenata kare che, teTalI ja anaMta zakita mATe karavAnI AvazyakatA che; dunyavI sukha ane zakita mATe sadAya cintA karyA kare che, te te prApta thavI tamAre svAdhIna nathI; chatAM kSaNabhara paNa tenI cintAone visaratA nathI, te pramANe anaMta zakitaone prApta karavA tame cintA karI che? pUcho tamArA antaHkaraNane ? tamArI IcchA ane cintanAnusAra jarUra te te zaktio prApta thaze. 441. AtmavikAsa mATe udyama karavo atyaMta jarUra che. AtmavarUpanI rItasara oLakhANa thayA pachI apUrva bala-sattA pragaTe che ane Atmabela prApta thayA pachI sarva kAMI pamAya che, manuSya hiMmata rAkhIne udyoga kare che te zuM nathI thaI zakatuM? nAne sara kIDA paNa parvatanA pattharamAM ghara kare che to anaMta zaktino For Private And Personal Use Only

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svAmI pitAnA AtmAmAM ja ghara kema na karI zake? AtmazraddhA, AtmajJAna ane pUrNabhAvanA evI vastu che ke, teonA balathI alabhya durlabha vastuo paNa pAmI zakAya che, are mAnavI! evI kaI gAMTha che ke tuM tene toDI na zake? teDI zake ema che; dunyavI sukha sAdhanono vizvAsa kare te ja athaDAmaNa che. duniyAmAM AkAzamAM UDavA mATe temaja jamIna para deDavAne mATe aneka prakAranI zodhakhoLa daramyAna hAlamAM amerIkAe AkAzamAM se mAIlanI jhaDape UDI zake evuM ane jamIna para eka kalAkamAM pacAza mAIlanI jhaDape deDI zake evuM vimAna taiyAra karyuM che; uDavAnA ane deDavAnA sAdhane bahu vege vadhe che, chatAM mAnavagaNa vadhAre jALI banato jAya che, sukhanA sAdhano vadhatAM sukha lAkha gAu dUra rahela mAluma paDe che, te sApane manuSyone nirAMte UMghA detA nathI to anya sukha te kayAMthI ApI zake? mATe dunyavI sAdhanamAM sukhane pUro vizvAsa rAkhe, te athaDAmaNa kahI zakAya. satya sukha te samyagajJAna meLavI dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM che mATe tenA sAdhane meLave. - 44ra. Atmika guNonA vikAsamAM, Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhine dUra karavAnI zakti rahelI che. tame, game te vaibhava meLavaze, ane manamAM te meLavyA pachI malakaze ke huM ke vaibhavavAna chuM! paraMtu te vaibhava vIjaLInA camAkAza je nIvaDavAne ja; kAraNa ke te soga saMbadhe maLela che, tene viyoga thatAM vilaMba lAgatuM nathI, tenAmAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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294 Adhi, vyAdhi ane AvI paDatI upAdhione mUlamAM nAza kara vAnI zakita che ja nahIM, Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhine pratikAra kadAcit thAya te paNa ghaDImAtra ja mATe vaibhavane vizvAsa rAkhe nahI. puNyodaye te prApta vaibhava kAyama rahe chatAM zArIrika vyAdhiene AvatI aTakAvI zakAze nahI, ane te vyAdhi AvyA pachI tene jaldI pratikAra karaze to te vyAdhi bamaNe vega pakaDaze, eTale temAM vyAdhione paNa aTakAvAnI tAkAta nathI, temaja vibhavavilAsa hete paNa mAnasika vRtti, cintAethI nimukta banatI nathI; eTale temAM cintAone aTakAvAnI paNa tAkAta nathI; temaja keIeka sagAMsaMbaMdhIne viyoga thatAM tene rokavAnI paNa zakita nathI; AvA vibhavavilAsamAM koNa rAcImArI rahe ? satya vibhavavilAsa te Atmika guNAmAM rahela che. A vilAsamAM rAcI mAcI rahetAM Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinA saMkaTe rahetA nathI ane te je Ave te te guNemAM rekavAnI bharapUra tAkAta rahelI che, mATe dunyavI vibhavavilAsamAM sukhanA vilAsane tyAga karI Atmika guNonA vilAsamAM vizvAsane dhAraNa kare. 443. aparAdhIne paNa samajAvavA prayAsa karo. anya taraphathI bIjAoe karelI nindA tathA avagaNanA-tiraskAra ane dhikkArane sAMbhaLI tene pratikAra karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI nahI, kAraNa ke anya taraphathI zravaNa karelI bInA taddana satya heya tema kahI zakAya nahI, te vAta karanAra uzke. raNa karate hoya ane svasvArtha sAdhavA bhaLatI vAta kahetAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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295 heya, te paNa banAvAyogya che, kadAca sAcI bInA hoya te paNa pratikAra karavAmAM bIskula lAbha nathI, kAraNa ke pratikAra karavAthI nindAdika karanAra samajavAne nathI, ane anukUla thanAra nathI. UlaTuM adhika pratikUlatA dhAraNa karaze; mATe sAMbhaLelI bInA satya hoya te paNa samatA rAkhavI, ane je potAnAmAM tevA avaguNe hoya te samajIne tene dUra karavA tatpara banavuM ke jethI pitAne lAbha thAya ane AtmA nirmala bane. nindAdika karanArane potAnA mitra mAnI tenA upara paNa premabhAvanA rAkhavI ucita che, premabhAvanA tenA upara rAkhavAthI samatApUrvaka teone samajAvavAnI bhAvanA kAyama rahe che eTale tenA upara dveSanI bhAvanA jAgatI nathI; AthI pitAne tathA parane lAbha thavAno saMbhava che, kadAca teo na samaje te paNa pitAne nukazAna te thatuM nathI, mATe bIjAoe kahelI tevI vAtane sAMbhaLI AkuLavyAkuLa thavuM nahI, ane kSamAne dhAraNa karI AtmanirIkSaNa karatAM rahevuM, ke jethI karmone baMdha thAya nahI, ane vakhata vyatIta thatAM te nindAdika karanAra pite namra banIne mAphI mAge. 444. dunyavI vilAsAmAM vinAzanAM kAraNe gusa rahela che. je sTezane eka minITa gADI thobhatI hoya te vakhate besArUo hAsyavinadAkine tyAga karI besavAmAM vilaMba karatA nathI kAraNa ke gADI upaDI jAya, ane nukazAna aNadhAryuM AvI paDe, temaja rakhaDavAne samaya AvI lAge; Ama samajI teo pramAda karatA nathI, te pramANe A bhavamAM nukazAna thAya nahI ane rakhaDavAne vAre Ave nahIM te mATe hAsyAdika For Private And Personal Use Only

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96 temaja pramAdane tyAga karI dharmarUpI gADImAM bese te A bhavamAM ane parabhavamAM ghaNu lAsa maLe ane sukhapUrvaka jIvana pasAra thaI svaghara ke je meAkSa che, tyAM jaine sAdi anaMta bhAge sthira rahevAya. Adhi, vyAdhinA ane upAdhinA duHkhA dUra khase. vicArAne sudhArA. ApaNA vicArA anusAra nasIba-bhAgya ghaDAya che ane bhAgyAnusAra sArA agara bhUrA nimitto ane saMcAge maLI rahe che. jo tame dareka prANIe pratye maitrI bhAvanA cAlu rAkhazeA tA dareka prANI mitratA rAkhaze te pachI manuSye kema nahI rAkhe ? bhinna prasaMge ane judI judI paristhitione, ApaNA vicArAe UbhI karI che, vicArA jagat pratye pUrA haze te tamAne tevA sayengeA maLI rahe ane sArA haze te bhUrA nimitto pazu sArA banAvI zakaze. tamArA manamAM bhayanA rAga-dveSanA vicArA haze te, jyAM jaze tyAM bhayanA bhaNakArA AvavAnA, ane rAgadveSanu vAtAvaraNa phelAvAnu; mATe prathama vicArAne nimala karavA. tamArA 445. tamArA vicArA ja sukha-duHkhane Ama traNa Ape che. tame ja tamArA sukhaduHkhane vicArA pramANe lAvyA che; kayA manuSyane kharAba avasthA game? kAine nahI ja; tyAre AvIne tevI avasthA upasthita thAya che, tenu zuM kAraNu ? kahe ke tamArA vicArA; keAieka manuSya, nIti-rIti temaja dhamanA tyAga karIne viSayatRpti mATe cAre khAjue bhamate hAya, tyAre tenI avasthA sArI hAya ke ? te maraNa pAmIne kyAM avataraze ? ke jyAM nItidharma na hoya tyAM tevA mAta For Private And Personal Use Only

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207 pitAnA putra thaze, agara pazu thAya emAM navAI zI ? kAraNa ke pazumAM cAre sanAo che, paNa viveka agara nIti-dharma nathI AvI avasthA TANe UbhI karI ? kahIzuM ke pAteja. khIjAe nahI. temaja je mahAzaya viSayanA vikArAne vaza karI manane tathA AtmAne nirmala banAve che te kevI avasthAmAM mUkAze? kaheA ke, je saMskArA sAthe AvyA che te pramANe suMdara sthitimAM mUkAze, mATe sukha-duHkha prApta thavu` ke ucca nIca avasthAmAM Avavu. te peAtAnA vicAro para AdhAra rAkhe che. nimala vicArAnA AdhAre maLelI anukUla ane sudara sthitine haThAvavAnI kAryanI tAkAta nathI. je vicArAmAM kaSAya ane viSayanA vikArA bhaLelA na hAya teja vicArA uttama kahevAya che. AvA vicAra karyAM sivAya sArI uttama avasthA yAMthI prApta thAya ? mATe prathama viSaya kaSAyanA vikArAthI nirbheLa AtmAnA guNNAmAM ramaNutA karavAnI Teva pADavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA che. 446. uttama Ala banathI vicAronI zuddhi thAya che. Atmika guNuAmAM ramatA karyAM sivAya viSaya-kaSAyanA vicAra ane vikArA khasattA nathI. te mATe atyuttama AlaMbanane zradguNu karI tenA svarUpanI oLakhANu karavI; ati parama AlaMbana navapadanu dhyAna kahelu che, temanA guNeAnI vicAraNA karatAM peAtAnA AtmAnA guNNAnI oLakhANu thAya che, ane sArI rIte oLakhANu thayA pachI tevA guNuAmAM Adara For Private And Personal Use Only

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298 thAya che ane AjeyatA AvyA pachI prabhunA guNa AvatAM vilaMba thatuM nathI, mATe prathama atyuttama navapadanuM dhyAna kahela che. paramAlaMbanathI bhAvanI vRddhi thAya che ane bhAvanI vRddhi thatAM viSaya-kaSAyanA vikalane tyAga thAya che, tethI AtmasattA-Atmika trAddhine prAdurbhAva thato rahe che. sAbu-pANI ane puruSArthanA ge malina thaelA vastrane mela, jema khasate jAya che ane vastra nirmala thatuM rahe che, tenI mAphaka AtmA paNa nirmala thatuM rahe che, phakata sArA nimittA ane puruSArtha atyuttama joie. nimitta uttama hoya ane puruSArtha karavAmAM je na Ave te temAM nimittone deSa nathI; ApaNe ja deza che, mATe pramAdane tyAga karI sArA nimitto meLavI temaja prabala puruSArtha sevIne navapadanuM dhyAna karavuM ke jethI anAdikAlanI viSayavRttine tyAga thAya ane paramabhAvane AvirbhAva thAya. A ja manuSya bhava pAmIne kArya karavAnuM che. 447. satya sukhane mATe dunyavI padArthone prApta karavA prabala puruSArtha karaze to paNa te puruSArtha vRthA thavAne ja; ane sAthe sAthe Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi vaLagavAnI ja; mATe tenI mamatAne tyAga karI Atmika guNane visAre nahI; Atmika guNe ja sAcA sukhane ApavAmAM samartha che. te sivAyanA duHkhe utpanna karavAnA ja; mATe Atmika guNane bhUlI dunyavI padArthomAM kyAM deDAdoDI karaze? be ghaDI vicAra kare ke kayA padArtho satya sukhane Apaze ? vicAra karyA sivAya satya vastune khyAla Avaze nahI ane gADarika For Private And Personal Use Only

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ra99 pravAha aTakaze nahI. jagatamAM asala vastunI nakala anAdikAlathI thatI AvI che ane thaze, paNa nakalI vastuo dekhI mUMjhavaNamAM paDe nahI; asala ane nakalanI vahecaNa kare. asala vastu vicAre dvArA jarUra oLakhAze, tamArAmAM tevA vicAra karavAnI tAkAta na hoya te samyagujJAnInA vicArone AdarapUrvaka zravaNa kare; ane zravaNa karIne zakaya puruSArtha kare; asala Atmika guNe maLI rahevAnA ja; ane nakalI vastuone Adara ghaTavAne; je nakalI vastuo meLavI che, te tamane vyathA UbhI karaze nahI; paNa asala vastune prApta karavAmAM sahAyabhUta banaze. A saghaLuM bane kayAre ? je tamArI buddhi pramANe vicAro agara samyagajJAnI pAse gamana karI AdarapUrvaka sAMbhaLe tyAre, samyagajJAnInA vicAro pasaMda paDyA ane tadanusAre prayatna thaye te kAma thayuM mAne. 448. sajajana ane durjana mANasenI kalpanA viSaya ane kaSAyanI vRttithI agara anukUlatA ane pratikUlatAnA AdhAre prAyaH saMsAramAM UbhI thaI che, vastutaH jagatamAM koI paNa duna dekhAtuM nathI; kAraNa ke te paNa kamaMdhIna che, sArAM nimitta maLatAM uttama saMskAra dvArA te durjana 56 sajajana banavAne, mATe tenA para mIThI najara rAkhavI; tamane ghaNIvAra anubhava thaye haze ke jene ApaNe durjana kaho hate te ja vyakti tene anukUlatA AvatAM sajajana bane che, ane sudharI jAya che. samyagrajJAnIe te sajananA upara je prema rAkhe che te ja prema durjana upara paNa rAkhe che. teone sajajana durjananI kalpanA detI nathI; tethI teo For Private And Personal Use Only

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300 saMsAramAM samatAne prApta karIne sthiratAne anubhava kare che, ane kSaNe kSaNe AnaMdamAM jhIle che, tyAre anya sajanajananI kahapanAnA hiMDoLe hIMcakAza, saMka9pa-vikalapa karIne aihika sukhAbhAsane paNa prApta karavA benazIba rahe che, eTale teone prabala puruSArtha karIne paNa prApta karela padArtho, sukhabhAsane paNa ApI zakatA nathI satya sukha te tenAthI lAkhe cejana dUra rahela hoya che. kaha5nAmAM ke saMkalpa-vikalpomAM sukha hoya ja nahI. tyAM te dukha saMkaTa ane vipattio sakiyAM karI rahela hoya che, jyAre sArA narasAMnI kalpanAne tyAga thaze tyAre, satya sukhanI sAcI samajaNa paDavAnI. 449 svArthamAM zarama rahetI nathI. saMsAramAM savArtha vinA neha sAcavanArAo bahu ochA hoya che. jyAM sudhI vArtha hoya tyAM sudhI saneha sAcavanAra bahu maLI Avaze, bhale pachI pati patnI heya, bhAI bahena hoya, moTA bhAI nAnA bhAI hoya ke mAtApitA haya ke pitA putra hoya, sahaja pratikULatA thatAM saneha-premamAM chINa mUktA vilaMba karatA nathI. eka gAmamAM sAdhanasaMpanna kuTuMba rahetuM, mAtapitA putrAdi parivAra niHsvArtha premathI vyavahAra calAvatA hatA tevAmAM ATha varSanA putrane mUkI tenI mAtA maraNa pAmI, tethI tenA pitAne bahu lAgI AvyuM, moTA putra te paraNyA pachI judA rahetA hatA. tethI pitAne A nAnA dIkarA upara bahu For Private And Personal Use Only

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301 prema hato. tenI mAtAnA maraNa bAda bIjI paraNavAnI abhilASA hatI paNa AdheDa ummara tathA putrAdika parivAra hevAthI bIjI maLI zakI nahI. pachI te duHkha sahana karIne ATha varSanA putrane pALI-paSI hoTe karyo ane paraNajo. AzA te evI hatI ke A chokare, vRddhAvasthAmAM mArI sevA karaze, paraMtu paraNyA pachI te putre potAnA pitAne kahyuM kebApA, have dikSA le te bahu sAruM, tamArI zaramathI amArA vilAsamAM khAmI paDe che, managamatI mejamajA mANuM zakAtI nathI; mATe dIkSA le ! A sAMbhaLI tenA pitAne aphasosa thaye ke sAro mAro mAnI A chokarAne pALI-poSI maheTa karyo ane paraNAvyuM, have kahe che dIkSA le. jo ke dIkSA levI ati uttama che, paNa vRddhAvasthAmAM pALavI duSkara che. putrane kahyuM keAvI khabara hatI te tArI mAtA marI gayA pachI tarata dIkSA leta. meM te bane tarapha lAbha gumAvyuM. dhikkAra jevAthI premane! 450. sarva prANuo upara maitrI bhAvanA bhAve. prathama sarva prANIo para maitrI bhAvanA bhAvyA vinA koInuM rakSaNa karavAnI vRtti jAgatI nathI; mATe sarvatra-sarvathA ane sarvadA maitrI bhAvanA bhAvavAnI Teva pADavI joIe. maitrI bhAvanA bhAvanAra bhAgyazALI ja anya jananA satyAcenI anumodanAprazaMsA karI zake che ane vipattiomAM-saMkaTamAM sapaDAe prANuone dekhI temanA hRdayamAM karuNAnA kuvArA uchaLe che, tethI ja teo vipattione haThAvavA prANanI paNa paravA rAkhatA nathI. arthAt pitAnA prANenA bhege paNa teonuM rakSaNa kare che, te samaye durjana teonI nindA apamAnasika dhArA raNa o ha For Private And Personal Use Only

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302 kara tA paNu mauna dhAraNa karIne tenA para paNa karuNA lAve che, paNa teonI nindAthI eka pagaluM paNa pAchA haThatA nathI; AvA sajajanA, AtmavikAsamAM AgaLa vadhatAM Atmazaktine meLavavA samartha bane che ane jagatmAM Adaza puruSa tarIke prasiddhi pAme che, temaja anya janAne anukaraNIya banI svakArya sAdhI zake che. maitrI bhAvanA vigere cAra bhAvanAthI bhAvita, bhAgyazAlI je je dhArmika satkAryAM kare te saghaLAM sala thAya che; tethI jagatanA prANIone ghA sahakAra maLI zake che ane pete paNa pAtAnA uddhAra karavA zaktimAna bane che, mATe dharmIjanAe ane dharma karavAnI bhAvanAvALAoe prathama maitrI bhAvanA, pramAda bhAvanA, karuNA bhAvanA temaja madhyasthabhAvanAne bhAvavAnu bhUlavuM na joie. 451, samyagajJAnane meLavI AtmabhAga " Ape. AtmabhAga ApyA vinA AtmAnI anaMta zakti meLavI zakAtI nathI, mATe evA AtmabhAga Ape ke anaMtajJAna-anata sattA ane avyAbAdha anaMta sukhanI prApti thAya. je ke mamatAthI ane ahaMkArathI dunyavI padArtho mATe dhana-dArAdika temaja yaza kIrtti mATe Atmabhega ApanAra maLI Avaze, paraMtu potAnA Atmika lAbha mATe AtmabhAga ApanAra keTalA? anya prANIonI viDaMbanAone dUra karanAra ane viSaya-kaSAyathI je viDaMbanAe pAtAne bhAgavavI paDe che teone paNa dUra karanAra sAcA Atmalega ApanAra kahI zakAya; keTalAka bIjA mATe AtmabhAga ApavA samartha bane che, paNu janma, jA For Private And Personal Use Only

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303 ane maraNanA dukhene TALavA mATe Atmabhega ApI zakatA nathI, te khedanI vAta che. satya Atmabhoga eTale ke I sagAMvahAlAM agara mitrajana ke pratispardhI varga, tiraskAra kare, dhikkAre agara belAbelI karI gALe de, agara laDAI karIne mAra mAre te paNa mauna dhAraNa karIne tenA upara karuNa dhAraNa karIne, karmavazavatI teo paNa che, Ama cintavI samatAne dhAraNa kare, ane manamAM uzkerAI jAya nahI; kAMIpaNa nukazAna thatAM kheda-veSane dhAraNa kare nahI, ane karmonA svabhAvano vicAra kare-te satya Atmaga kahevAya. 4para, rasAyaNa vigere davA, lezAdikathI ghavAtI zaktinuM rakSaNa nahI kare. jeo vAtavAtamAM uzkerAI kaMkAsa karI bese che, teonI zArIrika ane mAnasika zaktio ghavAya che, game tevI zaktivardhaka davAo khAya ke rasAyanane upayoga kare te paNa te ghavAnI zaktinuM rakSaNa thatuM nathI; kAraNa ke mUlanI vyAdhi, kaMkAsa-kalaha kara, uzkerAI javuM ane tene lIdhe kaMkAsa kare, tene haThAvavAnuM bala davAomAM ke rasAyanamAM nathI-ghaNIkharI Atmika zaktione temaja zArI. rika ke mAnasika zaktione kaleza-kaMkAsa-rAga-dveSa-meha-veraadekhAI vigere haNI rahI che, tenI manujone khabara paDatI nathI; tethI ja te rIbAyA kare che, teone sAcI samajaNa paDe te uttarottara uttama Atmazaktione paNa prApta karavA bhAgyazAlI bane ane dunyavI padArthone mATe kalaha-kaMkAsa na thAya; mATe zArIrika, mAnasika temaja Atmika sukhanA athIoe uzkerAIne kalaha-kaMkAsa-vera-adekhAIne tyAga kara Avazyaka For Private And Personal Use Only

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che, A badIone tyAga karanAra, karelA dharmanuM phala meLavI zake che; jJAnAbhyAsa kara-japa-tapa-dhyAna vigere satyakAne, kalezAhika rahita manuSyo ja cogya rIte karI zake, te sivAyanA janene satkAryomAM sthiratA rahI zake nahI; ane ulaTI akaLAmaNa Ave mATe prathamathI ja kalaha-kaMkAsa-adekhAI-vera vigere durgone dUra karavAne abhyAsa karavo jarUrI che. 4pa3. samyaga vicArapUrvaka viveka karavo teja zreyaskara che. dunyavI vastuo mATe mahAna yuddho karavAmAM Ave temaja mArAmArI karavAmAM Ave te paNa te vastuo potAnI thatI nathI; pArakI vastuo kadApi pitAnI thaI che kharI? paNa pArakI varatuone potAnI mAnI beThA-pIgalika padArthone cetananA gharanA mAnI beThA, tyAM zo upAya ? e to jyAre samyagajJAna thAya ane te dvArA jaDa cetananI vaheMcaNa thAya tyAre ja kAMIka mAnyatA phare tathA vastusthiti samajAya, ane parapadArthonI mugdhatA TaLe; svarUpanI oLakhANa satyarUpe bhAse. samyajJAna ane pRthakkaraNa eTale vivekavaDe jaDa cetananA varUpanuM bhAna thatuM rahe che, ane tenA cage mananI sthiratA jAmatI jAya che, mATe sadAya-cetana ane jaDane viveka karatA rahevuM; viveka vinA te kAMI paNa samajAtuM nathI; ane je kAMI dhArmika kArya thAya che, te dekhAdekhIthI bane che; mAnava ane vAnava, sAkSara ane rAkSasa temaja zeTha ane zaTha, kavi ane kapimAM vivekane-pRthakakaraNane taphAvata che; viveka vinAne mAnava, dAnava karatAM paNa adhama bane, temaja viveka vinAne For Private And Personal Use Only

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305 sAkSara ra-zeTha agara kavi, jagatanA prANIone sukhethI esavA paNa na OM; mATe ucca sthitimAM ArUDha thavA mATe samyagajJAna sAthe vivekanI khAsa AvazyakatA che; jyAM viveka che tyAM sadvicAra| ApeAApa AvI maLe che. 454. karmanI sattAne maLatA raheA nahI. yathAkhyAta cAritranI jyAre prApti thAya, tyAre aviratinA uya sathA DhaLe che te sivAya tevA tevA prasage krama pAtAnA bhAva bhajavatA rahe; mananI ca'calavRtti, aviratinA udayane AdhIna che; te AdhInatA jyAre vivekavRtti sadAya jAgatI rahe che tyAre ja mAlUma paDe che; ane AtmA pAkArI UThe che. ke kramanI sattA keTalI baLavAna che ? jyAre baLavAna karma sattA khareAbara mAlUma paDe che tyAre te sattAne teADavA mATe vivekI samyajJAnI kammara kase che; eka kSaNa paNa tenA vizvAsa rAkhatA nathI; kAraNa ke te karmasattA, samaye samaye TAkIma karatI rahela hoya che ke kyAre mAre| lAga phAve ane mArI ja jALamAM teone sapaDAvu! jo svasvarUpane bhUlI bAhya padArthAMmAM A jIva bhaTakatA hoya te ja te sattA sAthe sArI rIte maLatA rahe che; eTale ke mAna-pUjA-satkAra-sanmAna-pratiSThA temaja arhaMkAra-mamatA vigeremAM teone peAtAne guru mAnI te levA mATe cintA karatA hAya ke prayAsa karatA DAya tyAre te sattAne ahu phAve che ane pachI dhIme dhIme te udaya peAtAnI sattAmAM teone sapaDAvatA rahe che; pachI game tevA dhyAnI-jJAnI hAya tApaNu tenu khaLa cAlatuM nathI; ane peAtAnA AtmAnI kevI 20 For Private And Personal Use Only

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36 avadazA thaI rahI che tenuM bhAna rahetuM nathI mATe te karmasattA ke udayane haTAvavA mATe kSaNabhara paNa pramAdamAM paDavuM joIe nahI ane kSaNe kSaNe AtmAnI sthitine khyAla rAkhavuM joIe. 455. sAMsArika padArthone rasa dUra kare. viSayavikAre pasaMda paDe che ane prasannatA thAya che, tenuM kAraNa viveka karIe te samajAya che ke te vikArone anAdikALathI A ajJAnI ane vivekavihIna AtmA sevate AvyuM che ane niraMtara sevI rahela che, tethI tevA prasaMge maLatAM te vikAromAM satyasukha mAnIne sapaDAya che, kaI vakhata evo sapaDAya ke, tene balavAna jJAnI paNa mukta karAvI zake nahI; viDaMbanA vAre vAre bhegavate jAya, pikAro pADato rahe ane ekeya upAya jyAre na rahe tyAre ja te vikAronI pasaMdagI ane prasannatA ochI kare; AvI avadazAmAM na avAya te mATe jJAnIo vikArone tyAga karavA mATe bAhya-atyaMtara tapamAM prema dhAraNa karIne temAM ja layalIna rahe che, ane asatya evA vikarenA phaMdAmAM phasAtA nathI; kadAca tenA phaMdAmAM phasAI jAya te paNa tene vega teonA upara cAlatuM nathI. eTale ke te vikArone tyAga karI pAchI pitAnI sthitimAM Ave che; mATe sAmAnya manuSyae te tenA paDachAyAmAM paNa na javuM; keTalAkanuM evuM mantavya hoya che ke bIcArA vikAre zuM karavAnA che? A pramANe mAnI teonI upekSA karatA rahe che. ane te vikAre sevatA rahe che paNa teone khabara paDatI nathI ke, je vikAroe cAre gatimAM vividha prakAranI viDaMbanAemAM sapaDAvIne paribhramaNa karAvyuM te vikAre satya sukha, For Private And Personal Use Only

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ha07 kayAMthI ApI zakaze? are sukhAbhAsa paNa ApI zakaze nahI mATe vikArone kabaje karavA duniyAdArImAMthI rasavRttine alpa kare. 456. pAMca indriyo ane manane zi banAve. zine banAvavAnI IcchAvALAoe, pAMca Indriyane ane chaThThA manane prathama ziSya banAvavA mATe prayAsa karavAnI AvazyakatA che, jyAM sudhI pAMca indriyo ane mana ziSya tarIke thayA nathI, vazavartI banyA nathI, tyAM sudhI bhale seMkaDe ziSya thAya te paNa AtmakalyANa thavuM duSkara che, Indri ane manane vaza karyA sivAya ziSya karanAra, bhale AcArya hoya ke upAdhyAya hoya ke munivarya hoya te paNa dhAryA pramANe Atmahita kayAMthI sAdhI zake? bhale ziSyo kare, ane jainazAsanane jayavaMtuM rAkhe paNa sAthe Atmahitane bhUlavA jevuM nathI; sarva vizvanuM kalyANa karavAnA abhilASIe, AtmakalyANa bhUle nahI, te hitakara ane zreyarakara che, kAraNa ke paranA hitanI sAthe Atmahita na sadhAya te karelA prayAsa viphala javAne, jeonuM mana vazIbhUta che te to bhale hajAre ziSya kare te paNa bAdha AvatuM nathI ane te vaparanuM kalyANa sAdhavA samartha bane che, zikhyo vadhavAthI AtmakalyANa sadhAze te eka jAtanI jamaNA che, hA, thaela ziSe AtmAthIM hoya, temaja AjJAraMgI hoya te guruvaryone AtmakalyANa sAdhavAmAM sahakAra ApI zake, nahItara pagale pagale viDaMbanA, koI vakhata paNa guruone zAnti maLatI nathI. cintAonI jaMjAla vadhavAthI A dayAna thayA kare mATe prathama pAMca Indriye ne manane vaza karo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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208 457. AtmAnA kSetramAM zaktione ce. AtmAnI zakita anaMta che. tene prAdurbhAva karavA mATe je bhAgyazAlI mahAzaya, mAnasika ane zArIrika zaktio duniyAnA bhinna bhinna kSetromAM kharcAI rahela che tene saMgraha karIne te zaktiene pitAnA Atmika kSetre je che temane AtmA vikAsa pAmate rahe che ane anukrame saMpUrNa karmonA baMdhane TaLavAthI pUrNatAne pAme che; pachI temane janma-jarA-maraNa ane teone lagatAM Adhi-vyAdhinAM saMkaTe rahetAM nathI ane anaMta sukhasAgaramAM jhIlatA rahe che. tame paNa dunyavI kSetramAM veDaphAtI mAnasika ane zArIrika zaktiono saMgraha karI tene Atmika kSetramAM jaze te tame paNa karmonA baMdhanene phagAvI temaja pUrNatAne pAmI anaMta sukhasAgaramAM jhIlaze, pachI tamane kaI prakAranI viDaM. banA raheze nahI; mATe mAyA-mamatA-ahaMkArAdikane tyAga karIne vividha prakAre veDaphAtI zaktiono saMgraha karI Atmika guNemAM teone je. nahI je te, kaI paNa upAce viDabanAo dUra javAnI nahI ja; manuSyabhavAdika temaja saddagurune suMdara samAgama vigere pAmIne pramAdane tyAga karavA kaTibaddha banavuM te jarUranuM che, vAre vAre manuSyabhavAdika anukUla sAmagrI maLatI nathI, ane maLI che te pachI tene satya lAbha levA mATe ALasa-pramAda karavAne heya nahI; je sTezane gADI be miniTa thatI hoya tyAM tame pramAda kare che ? nahI ja 458 lAbha levAnA athIe, AlasAdine tyAra kare che. game te kolAhala hoya temaja asahya vAgabANe For Private And Personal Use Only

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39 sabhaLAtA hoya te paNa te lAbha levAne cUkatA nathI; te pramANe asahya pratikUlatA rahelI hoya te paNa Atmika zaktinA arthIe Atmika zaktinA lAbha cUkatA nathI; janma dhAraNa karyuM ke tenI pAchaLa pratikUlatA agara anukUlatA tA rahevAnI ja; anulatAmAM jema Anada rahe che tema pratikUlatAmAM AnaMda rahevA joie; te ja Atmika lAbha maLatA rahe ane pachI dInatA ke hInatA je bhAse che te raheze nahI; sAMsArika padArthoM vaDe dInatA-agara hInatA, phAinI gaI nathI ane javAnI paNa nahI; te tamArI kayAMthI jaze ? vijaLInA camakArA jevA anukUlatAnA temaja pratiphUlatAnA sIgA che; Ama samajI hoka-mada-mAnaneA tyAga karIne Atmika lAbha levA kSaNabhara paNa bhUlavu nahI; avazya lAbha maLavAne ja, paraMtu dunyavI padmAthe' parathI vizvAsane tyAga karI, Atmika lAbha meLavavAnI sAmagrI meLave tyAre ja maLe; vAte karavAthI ke tene mATe aphsAsa karavAthI maLe nahI; mATe are bhAgyazALIe ! cetA ane ALasane tyAgI atyArathI tenI sAmagrIne meLavA; dunyavI bhramaNAmAM paDe nahI, satya vastuone ALakhA, asatya ane nakalI vastu" enI mUMjhavaNamAM paDA nahI. 459. kharekharA ceATTAo, viSaya kaSAyanA vikArA che. tamA luccAlakuMgA temaja cATTAe-vyabhicArIethIcetatA raheA che, eTale tenA phdAmAM phasAtA nathI; tethI ja tamAe meLavelI ane maLelI anukUla sAmagrInuM rakSaNa karavA samatha aneA che ane zAMtimAM rahe che; paNa je luccA For Private And Personal Use Only

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310 laphaMgA vigerethI cetatA rahyA, te mAtrathI tame phAvI gayA ema samajatA nahI; kAraNa ke je antaramAM tadana chUpAI rahIne samaye samaye tamArI satya saMpattine hAsa karI rahe che ane kSaNe kSaNe viDaMbanAo ApI rahela che evA krodhAdika te tamArI samIpe ja rahe che, tenAthI te tame cetatA nathI, ane teone haThAvavA mATe kAMI paNa bhAvanA agara prayAsa karatA nathI, te pachI meLavelI-agara maLatI sAmagrInuM rakSaNa thaze kevI rIte ? mATe ceTTAothI temaja luccA-laphaMgAethI cetatA rahI teone haTAvavA mATe prayAsa kare che, te pramANe tamArI samIpamAM ja guptapaNue rahela krodha-mAna-mAyAane lebhane cetI haThAvavA prabala puruSArtha kare, te ja tamArI bahAdurI ke buddhimattA. anAdikAlathI ajJAnatAne lIdhe vaLagADelA-sanmAnita thaelA-temaja sakArela A kaSAe tamArI ghaNI hAni karI che, anaMta zaktione dabAvI che, ke jethI yAcanA-ane hInatA tathA dInatA khasatI nathI; jIvanaparyata nirvAhanI sAmagrI maLe te paNa tamArI yAcanA-hInatA ochI thatI nathI, mATe te caTTAone oLakhI laI teone ja prathama haThAvavA mATe prayAsa kare. 460. uttama zakti meLavo. jagatamAM je zaktio tathA camatkAra dekhAya che te pUrNapaNane pAmela, saMpUrNa vikAsane pAmela AtmAnA eka aMza mAtra che, mATe temAM muMjhAvAnI bAlizatA karavI nahI; jagatamAM je zaktio ane labdhio dekhAya che tene meLavavA karatAM AtmAnA asaMkhya pradezamAM anaMta zakitao guptapaNe rahI che, teone prAdubhAva For Private And Personal Use Only

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11 karavA manuSyae prayAsa karavAnI AvazyakatA che, te mana ta zaktionA prAdurbhAva thayA pachI tamane dunyavI-zaktio ane labdhi tuccha bhAsavAnI ja. dunyavI je zaktio prApta thai che tene hAsa thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI, kAraNa ke te paudgalika che. kSAyika bhAve maLelI zaktione nAza thatA nathI; kSAyika bhAve Atmika zaktio tyAre ja maLe ke, sarva viSayanA vikA tathA vicAre ane vikAza kSaya pAme ane punaH teonuM utthAna thAya nahI; viSaya vikalpe ane vikArAnA nAzAthe sarasatA je jagatamAM bhAse che ane khuzI thavAya che ke A majenI umadA vastue che, te sadAya prAsa thavI joIe; A pramANenA sa`skArA paDelA hAvAthI temaja paDatA haiAvAthI vikalpe ane vikArA zamatA nathI, teA kSaya kevI rIte thAya ? umaThThAmAM 'umaTThA temaja managamatI vastuo hAjara thaelI hAya tApaNu temAM rAga-dveSa thavA na joIe; eTale madhyasthatA dhAraNa karavI joIe. 461. pAMceya indriyAnI tAbedArInA tyAga karI. pAMca indriyAnI tAbedArI, anya tAbedArI karatAM echI nathI paNa kaIka ghaNI adhika che, anya tAbedArI-gulAmImAMthI kaI kAI vakhate paNa mukta thavAnA prasaMga Ave che, paNa indriyAnI gulAmI teA jIvana paryaMta-are kaheA ke bhaveAlava cAlu rahe che; eka ghaDI paNa mukta thavAtuM nathI; je pArakI tAbedArI sAlatI hoya te A indriyAnI tAmedArI sAlavI joIe; anya tAmedArImAMthI mukta thavA mATe cintA-prayAsa thAya che te pramANe For Private And Personal Use Only

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312 IndriyanI tAbedArImAMthI chUTavA mATe cintA thAya-prayAsa karAya to pArakI tAbedArI kadApi rahI zake nahI. manapasaMda dhArmika kriyA mATe paNa vakhata maLato nathI ane pArakAnI vRttine anukULa rahevuM paDe che, temaja game tevuM agatyanuM kArya heya te paNa tene tyAga karavo paDe che, tethI cintAo ochI thatI nathI, ane Atmahita sAdhI zakAtuM nathI, mATe teonI tAbedArIthI mukta thavA prabala puruSArthanI jarUra che, nadIethI dariye pUrNa thatuM nathI temaja vividha gulAmIthI Indriyene sAgara tRpta thavAne nahI; tAbedArI karIne Indriye tRpta karavA jema jema prayAsa karaze tema tema tamAre adhika tAbedArImAM sapaDAvuM paDaze mATe tenI tAbedArI phagAvI de. 462. samyagrajJAnapUrvaka Atmacintavana karavAthI ane te mujaba prayAsa karavAthI IndriyonI gulAmIne tyAga thai zake che, ane mana paNa anukrame kabajAmAM AvatuM rahe che. je mana kabajAmAM AvyuM te kaI prakAranI viDaMbanA rahetI nathI, AtmavikAsa sadhAtuM hovAthI AtmAne anaMta zaktio ApoApa male che; Indriyo dvArA Atmika kArya sadhAya che temAM kaI paNa vAda nathI; paNa te Indriya ke je jagamAM paribhramaNa karI rahela che teone pratyAhAra karI AtmaguNemAM vALe tyAre ja Atmika kArya sadhAya; nahIMtara te pudaye maLelI saMpUrNa Indrija narakAdika durgatimAM anicchAe paNa laI jAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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313 , lAyakAta-egyatA paNa tamane kyAre Ave ke pAMca Indriyene pratyAhAra karIne Atmavizvane oLakhe tyAre lAyakAta vinAnI maLela sAdhana-sAmagrI phala ApatI nathI; vacananI pravRttimAM, vAMcananI pravRttimAM temaja khAnapAnAdika vyavahAranAM kAryo ane dhArmika kAryomAM Indriyone vaza rakhAya te ja te te AdarelA kAryo saphalatA dhAraNa karI zake, ane vyavahAra sAre kahevAya; paraMtu tene vaza karyA sivAya yadvAta&A bolavAmAM Ave tathA khAnapAnAdika karavAmAM Ave te aneka prakAranI viDaMbanA ane vyAdhio AvIne gherI le. mana indriye jyAM sudhI thira nathI tyAM sudhI sthiratA paNa kayAMthI Ave ? 43. punaH janma dhAraNa karavo paDe nahI, tevA sAdhane meLave. saMsAranI paristhitinuM aneka daSTie avalekana karyA vinA samyagRjJAna thatuM nathI. tethI muMjhavaNa Ave che ane muMjhavaNanA ge jIvAtmAo rAga-dveSa-ahaMkAra-mamatA dhAraNa karIne pudaye prApta thaela sAdhana-sAmagrInI sAthekatA karI zaktA nathI; saMsAramAM rahelA padArtho sthira nathI chatAM teone sthira mAnI teonuM rakSaNa karavA aneka upAjene AraMbhe che; rAga-dveSa-vera-adekhAI vigere dene sevI jhagaDAra bane che; tethI cIkaNAM karmo baMdhAya che, tenI teone samajaNa paDatI nathI. ajJAnatA vege te prApta thaelA padAthe teone duHkhadAyI sadAya thAya che; anityane nitya mAnavuM tathA azucine pavitra mAnavuM ane jaDa jevI vastu ene cetananA gharanI mAnavI te ja ajJAnatA kahevAya; ajJAnatAthI rAga-dveSa-meha-mamatA thatI hovAthI ane vadhatI For Private And Personal Use Only

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314 rahevAthI prANIone dukhone temaja viDaMbanAone aMta Avato nathI; ane punaH punaH janma-maraNanI ja jAlamAM sapaDAvuM paDe che, je punaH janma dhAraNa na kara paDe te prayAsa kare te maraNa paNa thAya nahI; jeTalAM dukhe che te janmane AbhArI che; mATe duHkhanI bhIti heya te bIjI vAra janma dhAraNa karavuM paDe nahI te kaI paNa upAya kara! upAya vinA keIpaNa kArya sadhAyuM che? ALasa-pramAdavikathA ane para padArthone prema vigerene tyAga karo, Atmika guNenA abhyAsI bane! jarUra janma dhAraNa kare nahI paDe. 464. jyAre samyajJAnathI ajJAnatA TaLe tyAre rAga-dveSa ane meha-mamatAnA baMdhane khase che, ane meha-mamatAnA baMdhane khasavAthI dareka prANIomAM rahela AtmAnuM bhAna thAya che, eTale paraspara prema vadhatAM udAratAnikhAlasatA-niHspRhatA AvIne hAjara thAya che, pachI AnaMdanA jharAo karavA mAMDe che, paraMtu jyAre rAga-dveSa-moha-mamatAnA baMdhane hoya tyAre uparokata saddaguNe AvI zakatA nathI, ane te baMdhanethI kusaMpa-kalaha-kaMkAsa-vera vigere vadhatA rahe che, mATe samyajJAna prApta karIne te baMnene nivAravA tatpara bane! AtmA sadguNenA AdhAre jyAre vikAsa pAme che, tyAre je joIe te AvI maLe che. eka gAmamAM be bhAIo hatA, jyAre mAtA pitA maraNa pAmyA tyAre sthAvara-jaMgamanI vaheMcaNa karIne judA rahyA mIlakatanI vaheMcaNamAM pacAsa-pacAsa hajAra rUpiyA bhAgamAM AvyA tethI te bhAIo vepAra karavA lAgyA. moTA bhAIe For Private And Personal Use Only

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35 vepAra karatAM khATa AvavAthI pacAza hajAre rUpaiyA gumAvyA ane garIma kaMgAla jevA anya. AvI avasthA bhAInI dekhI nAnA bhAIe vicAra karyAM ke-mAya bhAI garIba banyuM. te A mArI pAse rahela rUpiyA zA kAmamAM Avaze ? chevaTe tA te mUkavA paDaze tA bhAIne madada karIne tenA lAbha lau, meATA bhAIne hiMmata ApI pacAza hajAra rUpiyA ApyA. te AdhAre vepAra karatAM mATe bhAi paNa dhanADhaya anyA, ane kahyuM ke tArI milkatathI huM dhanADhya anela chuM, mATe pAchA le. nAnA bhAie te svIkAryo nahI; prema vadhyA. udAratAnA guNa vRthA jatA nathI. 465. dharmane vyavahAramAM vyApaka banAvA-anukUla sAdhanasAmagrI maLavAthI ane sadAcaraNathI dharmanI ArAdhanAnA cAge puNyaprabhAva mAlUma paDe che. tamAne je anukUlatA AvI maLI che ane sadAcaraNa karavApUrvaka dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM je prema jAgyA che te puNyanA prabhAva che. have je tamAne sadAcaraNathI temaja AtmadharmanI ArAdhanAthI AnaM rahetA hoya te sadAcaraNa vigere sadguNNAne vaiSayika sukhamAM magna banIne bhUlatA nahI. vaiyika sukhamAM magna banavAthI te saguNAne bhUlavAnA prasaga Ave che mATe je anukUlatA maLI che, tenAthI adhika anukUlatA mATe te saddagunezeA bhUle nahI ane AgaLa vadhA. jevI anukUlatA joItI haze tevI mahI raheze, paNa dhArmika kriyAe prasa' paDhaze nahI, te ate puNya prabhAva khatama thatAM dvInatA Avaze, mATe je anukUlatA maLI che tenA lAbha levA dharmanI ArAdhanA kare. . For Private And Personal Use Only

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316 eka heTA zaheranA be baMdhuoe savapitAnA maraNa pachI milkata vaheMcI lIdhI ane be bhAI vepAra karavA lAgyA. moTe bhAI sadAcArapUrvaka dharmanI ArAdhanA karatAM vepAra kare che, ane bIjo bhAI vepAra karatAM dharmanI ArAdhanA karI zako nathI; tethI puNya ghaTavAthI karAtA vepAramAM yogya lAbha maLatuM nathI ane varSo varSe nukazAna thatuM rahe che, tethI moTA bhAIne kahyuM ke-ApaNe be bhegA rahIne vepAra karIe. bhegA rahyA. moTA bhAInI dharma ArAdhanAnA cege puya vadhavAthI peDhImAM lAbha thavA lAge tyAre nAnA bhAIe kahyuM ke-tame dharmanI ArAdhanA kare ane huM vepAra karuM--dharmanA mege lAbha thAya che. 466. dunyavI vAsanAo, te mahAbaMdhana che. pUrvajanmanA saMskAra ane A bhavanA saMskAranA vege dareka prANIonI vAsanAo jame che ane te te vAsanAonA AdhAre vividha kriyAo karavAnI ruci janme che. keIe vAsanAnA cage khAvA-pIvAmAM ja sukha mAnela hoya che tyAre bIjA keIe saMgIta vinedAdikamAM sukha mAnela hoya che. keIe dAnAdikamAM lAbha mAnela hoya che, tyAre keIe daMbha karIne paNa anya pAsethI levAmAM AnaMda mAnela hoya che. keIka bhAgyazAlI AtmajJAna-AtmadhyAna adhika pasaMda kare che, keIne vividha prakAranI vAta karavAmAM AnaMda paDe che, temaja koIne paraspara kalaha karAvI vaimanasya utpanna karAvavAmAM sukha bhAse che. A pramANe vAsanAnA ge vividha prakAranI. kriyAo daSTigocara thAya che temAM je AtmajJAna-AtmadhyAnamAM je magna hoya che te mahAzaye AtmavikAsamAM AgaLa vadhe che temaja For Private And Personal Use Only

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317 je bhAgyazAlIe dAna-ziyala-tapa ane bhAvanA vigere kare che pALe che ane bhAve che tee puNyadhana ekaThuM karI, puNyazAlI anI jaganA prANIone kalyANakAraka mArge dore che. A sivAya vAsanAnA ceIMge thayelI kriyAo, bhavATavImAM paribhramaNa karAvI asahya viDaMbanAonA bhAgI banAve che; mATe evA saskArI hAvA joIe ke dAnArdikamAM temaja jJAna-dhyAnamAM sadAya tatpara banAya. 467. vikAro, teja ApaNA vairI che. AtmA, anAkrikAlathI paranA sage eTale jaDanA saMge vikArI banyA che ane khanatA rahyo che, tethI ja vividha prakAranA vikAro tene satAvyA kare che ane sAMsArika sukha-duHkhanI kalpanAo utpanna thAya che; sukha duHkhanI kalpanAmAM sthiratA hAya kayAMthI ? jyAre te sukha-duHkhanI kalpanAo TaLatI jAya tyAre ja AtmA, kAMika sthiratAnA anubhavamAM Ave. vikArIne zamAvavAnI zakita AtmAmAM ja bharapUra rahela che, tethI ja paranA saMga nivArI AtmA, straguNAne ane te meLavavAnA sAdhanAne priyatama mAnI, tenA ja Adara kare to te vikArAne zamAvI zake temaja bIjI vAra utpanna thAya nahIM tevI sthitimAM Ave eTale AtmAne ALakhI te tarapha lakSa rAkhavuM jarUrI che. bhale vikArAthI vyavahAramAM Avavu paDayuM', pazu te vyavahAra ne nizcayamAM laI javAnI zakita ApAmAM che, mATe vyavahArane evA kaLavA ke ` zubha khanI zuddha AtmasvarUpanuM valaNu le. For Private And Personal Use Only

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318 vyavahAramAM ja rAcamAcI rahelAnA vikAre zamatA nathI paNa vadhatA rahe che. vikAra, vikArenA sevanathI nAza pAmatA nathI, paNa nirvikArInuM AlaMbana laI sthiratAnA yoge nAza pAme che, mATe jeTalI buddhi haya, jeTalI zakti hoya, te ekaThI karI vikAronA verIne nAza karavA kammara kasavI joIe. 468, pANIthI bharele ghaDe chalakAtuM nathI, ane sthira rahe che, kadAca ekadama UMdhe vALavAmAM Ave te paNa pANI bahAra paDatuM nathI; te pramANe jJAna-dayAnathI bharapUra munivarya, vikArothI temaja vikalpa-saMkalapethI chalakAtA nathI; paNa sthiratAne dhArI rAkhe che, kadAcit vipattio AvIne ghere ghAle topaNa jJAna-dhyAna cUkatA nathI ane cidAnaMdanI laheramAM jhIlatA rahe che. AvI sthiti jyAre prApta thAya tyAre Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinI viDaMbanA rahe nahI; mATe che sunivara ! jJAna-dhyAnanA AdhAre sthiratAne dhAraNa kare ke jethI koI prakAranI cintAo AvIne satAve nahI. jJAna-dhyAnamAM sadAya ramaNatA karanAra mahAnubhAvo zvAsazvAse karoDo bhavanA pApane bhamasAt karIne nirmala bane che; tyAre jJAna-yAna rahita ane sAMsArika saMka9pa-vikalapanA vikAramAM aTavAte ajJAnI AtmA, zvAsozvAse karaDe bhava sudhI bhegavAya evA cIkaNuM karmo bAMdhI asahRA yAtanAone sahe che; mATe sukhanA arthIe! sAcA sukhane anubhava karave hoya te saMkalpa-vikalapa TaLe ane vikAre nAza pAme e prayAsa kare ke jethI meghera manuSyabhavanI saphalatA thAya ane mokSasukha samIpe AvatuM rahe. sAMsArika vikalpa ane vikAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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319 e tamene cAre gatimAM ane rAzI lAkha yonimAM pari. bhramaNa karAvavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI; mATe cete, hajI hAthamAM bAjI che, pAcha banI bAjI hAre nahI. 469 sAthe Ave tevI vastuone saMgraha kare. tamee mahAprayAsa karIne dunyavI vastuo tamArA gharamAM bharI che tethI tame pitAne pUrNa mAne che ane have anya prApta karavAnuM nathI ema mAnI beThA che; paNa tamArI emAM bhramaNa thaI lAge che, kAraNa ke, je vastuo kALA dhoLA karIne gharamAM bharI che te mAgI lAvela ghareNunI mAphaka pAchI mUkavI paDaze, sAthe parabhavamAM AvanAra nathI; mATe sAthe Ave tevI vastuone saMgraha kare, sAthe Ave tevI vastuo paNa che, paraMtu teone oLakhI tame saMgraha kare tyAre ja sAthe Ave; meLavyA vinA te sAthe AvI zake ema nathI. te vastuo kaI? te vastuone tame jANe che kharA? paNa teone prApta karavA mATe prema dhAraNa karyo nathI, tethI ja kahevuM paDe che ke te vastuo samyakajJAna ane sammacAritra che. A vastuone prApta karyA pachI teonA rakSaNathI kadApi kaI paNa sthitimAM chUTI paDaze nahI, jyAM jaze tyAM sAthe ne sAthe ane samIpamAM samIpa tamArI pAse raheze. Aja varatuo sAcI che; anaMta ane satyasukhane ApanAra che; A sivAya gharamAM bharelI vastuo, vikArene vadhAraze, saMkalpavikalpanA vamaLamAM gothAM khavaDAvaze. paDI rahevAvALI vastuone sAthe AvanArI mAnIe paNa te sAthe AvatI nathI, ane rAga-dveSa ane meha-mamatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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jora pakaDe che ane mAna-dAna ke tene atyaMta yAtanAo arpe che; pArakI vastuo kadApi pitAnI thaI che? bhale pachI pitAnI mAnIne malakAo. 470, samyaga jJAnane prApta karIne mehanA uchALAne TALe. tamAruM sAcuM dhana-sAcuM sukha ane sAcI zakti vigerene vikalpa-saMkalapa ane vikAroe dabAvI rAkhela che paNa nAza karela nathI, mATe teone tyAga kare, ele theDI ja vAramAM hAthamAM Ave tema che; paNa te vikArene TALavAne upAya tamee jANyuM nathI; tethI ja te te vikAre uchALA mAyA kare che ane tamane sAdhane vidyamAna hete paNa ghaDIbhara cena paDatuM nathI; tamoe je sAdhana sAmagrI meLavI che ane meLavavA khAtara mahAmahenata karI rahyA che te saghaLI nitya nathI paNa kSaNabhaMgura che; hAtha tALI ApIne khasI janAra che-A pramANe mAnI tenA uparathI mohamamatAne utAre ane Atmika guNemAM lakSa lagADo tyAre ja teonA uchALAo baMdha thAya ane dhIme dhIme khasatA jAya. jema jema te vikAre khasatA jaze tema tema Atmika vikAsanI sAthe pitAnuM satya dhana-sukha ane zakti ApoApa pragaTa thaze; phakta vikAro khasavA joIe, paraMtu tamAruM vartana te hAlamAM avaLuM lAge che, eTale vikAre vadhe-saMkala5vikalpanA uchALAe adhika vegamAM Ave te pramANe mahenata karI rahela che te pachI te satya dhanAdika kayAMthI AvIne maLe? sagAsaMbaMdhe maLelA, audayikabhAve prApta karela dahageha-dhanAdikane mahAmahenate paNa prApta karIne pitAnA ja mAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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1 beThelA che ane teene sarvasva mAnI rakSaNa karavAmAM vakhatane vyatIta karI che ane satya dhanArdika mATe kAMi pazu vikAsa thAya evA vicAra karatA nathI. 471. je viSayarasane kAraNe mAnavIo, vividha prakAranA ArasasamArabhA kare che, nirantara citAtura anyA rahe che ane te rasanI sAmagrI na maLatAM aneka prakAranI laDAI karI mArAmArI-kApAkApI karI bese che; te viSayarasanA vikArAe, manuSyane khAMDIA gadheDA upara besADI sArA zaheramAM paribhramaNa karAvI bharakhajAre utAryAM; temaja mRta DhAranI mAphka ane lakkaDa pakakaDanI peThe sArA gAmamAM ghasaraDA karAnyA; tathA bhIMtanI pAse UbhA rAkhIne lADu khIlA marAvyA, IndriyAne chedAvI, tepaNu hajI te viSayarasanI alpatA thatI nathI. AnAthI adhika du:kha bhogavavu che zuM ? viSayarasathI tamene pariNAme zuM sukha maLyu. tene vicAra karyAM ? vicAra ane viveka vinA kAMsudhI AvI asahya yAtanAone bhAgavyA karaze ? e vicAra ane viveka naDI lAvA te tenA vipAkA bhAgavavA mATe tiryaMcagati karatAM adhama kATInI narakagati lAgavavAne vakhata AvI lAgaze, te gatimAM paramAdhAmi kakuta temaja te kSetrathI utpanna thatAM zItatA-uSNutAnA temaja paraspara vairabhAvathI utpanna thatAM mArAmArI-kApAkApInA atyaMta duHkhA sahana karavA paDaze ane tyAM kSabhara zAMti raheze nahI; rAIrAI jeTalA zarIranA TUkaDA thavAnA; zastronA ghA vAgavAnA; te samaye kAinuM zaraNu ke AdhAra. hathe naDDI; mATe A 21 For Private And Personal Use Only

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322 manuSyabhavamAM viSayarasane tyAga karI AtmadharmamAM prIti dhAraNuM karo ke jethI te te duHkhane bhegavavAno vakhata Ave nahI ane AnaMdapUrvaka jIvana pasAra thAya. 472. vata-niyamAdikane dhAraNa karI viSaya rasane haThAvo. je je viSayarasa pyAre lAgyuM, te te rasane laIne AtmAe evuM karyuM, ke te sivAya anya kaI karavAne samartha nathI. potAnI bhUlethI yAtanAo bhegavavI paDI tyAre bIjAnA upara AtmAe ItarAjI karIne dveSa karyo, adekhAI karI belAbelImAM bAkI rAkhI nahI, lAga maLatAM laDAI paNa karI, A kevI ajJAnatA? jenA upara itarAjI-adekhAI-SAdika karavAnA hatA te aparAdhane-bhUlene bhUlI javAyuM ane UbhA rAkhyA, te pachI cetana sivAya anyane zuM vAMka? sahaja antara vRttine vALI tapAsa kare ke-anAdikAlathI ane atyAra sudhI je je vipattio-saMkaTe ke yAtanAo bhegavavI paDI che, temAM kenI bhUla che? potAnI ke anyanI? je je vipattio bhegavavI paDI che, yAtanAo sahI che temAM ane vAMka nathI, paNa pitAne ja che. Ama samajI viSayarasane mUlamAMthI tyAga karavA mATe athAga prayAsa karavAnI AvazyakatA che, tene tyAga karavA mATe vrata-niyama-tapasyA-japa-jJAna-dhyAna-sevA-bhakita karavAnI jarUra che, viSaya rasane piSavAthI te a5 thavAne nathI; paNa vadhato ja rahevAne mATe te rasanA pariNAmane vicAra karI temAM magna bane nahI ane phajetI karAve nahI. jema jema viSaya rasa ocho thaze, tema tema AtmaguNamAM rasa paDatuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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saraka raheze. AtmaguNemAM rasa paDyA pachI viSaya rasa jhera jevuM lAgaze, mATe AtmaguNe tarapha lakSa rAkhe ane tenA rasane prApta kare 473. cAre gatine eTale naraka-tiryaca-manuSya ane deva gatimAM sukha-duHkhane vicAra karavAthI manuSyane vairAgya jAge ane te vairAgyanA ge viSayarasamAM prema jAgrata thAya nahI; viSayarasamAMthI prema ocho thatAM krodhAdika paNa ochA thAya che. ane te ochA thatAM samatA-eTale rAgaTheSa ane mahine vega je uchALA mArI rahela che tenI alabhyatA thatI rahe che, mATe cAra gatine vicAra karavo jarUrI che; naraka gatimAM te ekAMte duHkha raheluM che, tiryaMcagatimAM pazu paMkhIone viveka ane vicAra nahI hovAthI tenAthI duHkhanA pratikArane upAya sUjhatuM nathI, eTale teone sadAya parAdhInatA bhegavavI paDe che. khAvAmAM, pIvAmAM, rahevAmAM paNa svAdhInatA teone che nahI. devagatimAM paNa parAdhInatA rahelI che, temaja kheda-dveSa-adekhAInA vege deve paNa satya sukhane mANI zakatA nathI, temaja cyavana velAe teone devatvane viga thatuM hovAthI jhUravuM paDe che, A kAI ochuM kaSTa nathI, manuSya bhavamAM te ApaNe saghaLA kaSTone anubhavI rahyA chIe, viSaya-kavAyanA vikArathI Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhithI bharapUra rahelA chIe, janma-jarA ane maraNanAM duHkhene vicAra karatAM AtmA kaMpI uThe che ane AvA duHkha punaH prApta na thAya, te mATe vicAro Ave che. vicAra karatAM viveka jAge che ane vivekathI vikAre zamatAMnI sAthe samatA AvIne vase che; mATe cAra gatinI sthitinA vicAra paNa sadAya karatAM rahevuM joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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474 Atarika maLane tyAga karavA saddagurune zaraNe jAo. jayAre peTamAM mala bharAya tyAre zarIranI zakti tathA zarIra maMda paDe che, tevI rIte AtmAnI sAthe cIkaNa kane mala lAgu thaela hovAthI, AtmA zaktihIna banela che tethI tene kAMI paNa AtmakalyANa sUjhatuM nathI, nAhaka viSaya kavAyanA vikAramAM lubdha banI manuSya cAra gatimAM aTavAI rahyA che, ane anaMta kaSTa jogavI rahela che. je te mata ocho thAya agara mUlamAMthI khase te, je Atmazakti che tene prAdurbhAva thAya; ane anaMtajJAna jhaLahaLI uThe, tene mATe saduguNanI prathama jarUra che, tethI sadgunI pAse vinayapUrvaka upadeza sAMbhaLa ane sAMbhaLI zraddhA sahita vartanamAM mUkavA prayAsa karavo joIe. sadguru pharamAve che ke prathama ahaMkAra, abhimAna temaja mamatAne tyAga karI niyamabaddha bane jenAthI rAga-dveSa ane mahinA uchALA vadhe che, tevA khAnapAnAdika vyavahArone baMdha kare; paMca mahAvrata pALavAnI saMpUrNa abhilASA rAkhe; mala vadhaze nahI ane Atmika zakti vadhatAM mala ghaTavA mAMDaze ane anukrame saMpUrNa malane tyAga thaze; mATe mana-vacana ane kAyAne kabaje karI kamene AdhIna je sattA rahI che, te pAchI laI le ane tenuM rakSaNa karavA prabala puruSArtha Adare. A pramANe karavAthI AjhAdI ane AbAdI ApoApa maLI raheze, pachI bIjA keInI paravA raheze nahIM, mATe lAgela malane tyAga kare. 475. adhika vipattio tathA viDa banAonuM je kiI bhUla hoya to ahaMkAra-abhimAnanA vacane che. tevA For Private And Personal Use Only

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kara vacane besavAthI asarajI upAdhi AvIne hAjara thAya che ane dhAreluM kArya pAra utaratuM nathI, mATe prathama ahaMkAra ane abhimAnanA vacanane tyAga karavA vicAraNA ane viveka levA joIe. tevAM vacanethI hariphAI tathA ISya janme che ane vividha prakAranA vikalpa ane saMkalapa vadhe che, tethI AtmAnA upara AvaraNa thAya che tathA mana paNa vadhAre caMcalatA dhAraNa kare che; AtmAnA upara AvaraNa vadhatAM temaja mana caMcala banatAM, satya zAMtine sthAne azAMtine AvavAne avakAza maLe che, mATe vipattio ane viDaMbanAone je tyAga karavuM hoya te prathama ahaMkAra tathA abhimAnanAM vacane belavAnuM baMdha karo. tyArabAda vrata-niyamane dhAraNa karIne zarIrane tathA manane kasavA tatpara thAo. juo te kharA, ke AnaMda Ave che? kaI prakAre kaleza-kaMkAsanuM vAtAvaraNa rahevA pAmaze nahI; saghaLuM e jagata AnaMdarUpa bhAsavAnuM, zama-saMvega-vairAgya-anukaMpA tathA AstiyanA AsvAdane jarUra anubhava thavAne, mana ane kAyA niyamabaddha banavAnI; ane ArAdhela dharmanAM phale jaladI maLI rahevAnAM ja. 476. tIrthakara mahArAjAoe, je zakita ane sattA meLavI che, te bAhya samRddhinA AdhAre meLavI nathI. temaNe je anaMta zakti ane sattA meLavI che te ahaMkAra, abhimAna temaja mamatA vigere durgAne tyAga karavAthI ja maLI che. je zakti temane maLI che, tenI tulanAmAM devanI tathA sajA mahArAja tema ja cakavIonI sattA ane zakti zatAMza For Private And Personal Use Only

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ra6 bhAge, saMkhyAta-asaMkhyAta bhAge paNa AvI zake nahI; te pachI prApta thaela vinazvara alpakAla sthAyI sattAne tema ja saMpattine abhimAna lAvI ahaMkAra kare te vRthA che. ahakAra kare te vyAjabI tyAre ja kahevAya che tevI eTale tIrthaMkara mahArAja jevI sattA ane zakitane prApta karo te; nahIMtara te ahaMkAra ane abhimAna, karanAraneja thakave che, dInatA ane hInatAnI avasthAmAM lAvI mUke che, ahaMkAra abhimAna koIne kadApi chAjate nathI, te te ajJAnatA janya karma baMdhanA vikAre che. | sarve ajJAnatAjanya karmonA baMdhanA vikAro TaLe che, tyAre ja kaI paNa sthitimAM nahI anubhavela sukhazAMtine anu. bhava thAya che, mATe je sattA ane saMpatti tamane prApta thaela che, temAM ahaMkAra mUkI nirahaMkArI bane; ane satya ahaMtAne zodhI kADhI, vikAremAM muMjhAe nahI; namratA, saralatA, saMtoSa ane kSamAne dhAraNa karIne satya abhimAnI bane. 477. mamatAmAM je magna banela che te jIvatAM maraNa pAmela che. agara marI rahela che, kAraNa ke paugalika padArthonI mamatAnA AdhAre prANuo AtmabhAna bhUlI anaMta maraNa janma kare che, prApta thaelA AyuSyane paNa saMpUrNa bhegavI zakatA nathI; ane jaladI AyuSya khatama thAya che; mATe ja tene tyAga kara Avazyaka che. mamatAne tyAga thAya che tyAre ja samyaga jJAnapUrvaka samatA AvI hAjara thAya che. samatAthI prANIo, janma maraNanI viDaMbanAone For Private And Personal Use Only

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327 nivArI akSayapadanI prApti kare che, tethI samatAvALA mahAzayeA jIvatA kahevAya che, samatAthI ja manuSya tItha kara mahArAjanI tathA siddha bhagavAnanI sapAne pAme che; te maLelI anaMta sa'padmA, zakita ane sattAne kadApi aMta Avate nathI; mATe he bhAgyavAne ! tuccha vastu khAtara ana ta Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhine apaNu karanAra samatAne kAM bhUve che ? samatAnA Adara karyAM sivAya rAga-dveSa ane mAhunA vikArA kApi nAza pAmatA nathI ane pAmavAnA nahIM, temaja satya sukhane AsvAda AvavAne nathI, ajJAnI khALaka khAra mATe ratnajaDita kaDuM' gumAvI bese te pramANe polika padArtho mATe anaMta Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhine gumAvI bese nahI, manuSya bhatra sitrAya anya bhavAmAM mamatAne tyAga thavA ja azakaya che, mATe manuSyabhavane hArI bese nahI. 478. Atmika guNAthI paravastuomAM mamatA dhAraNa karIne viSayAnA tyAga karanAra, yathA lAbhane prApta karavA samartha banI zakatA nathI; kAraNu ke te mamatA, viSayanA tyAga karanAramAM rahenrI hAvAthI viSayA pAchA AvIne vaLage che, ane viDaMbanA AvIne gherI le che, eTale mamatAnA tyAga karI e viSAnA tyAga karyAM hAya tA, yathA lAbha maLe che; mamatAne tyAga karavAmAM vicAraNA ane vivekanI AvazyakatA rahelI che, vicAra ane vivekavihIna jane vyAdhigrasta banyA hoya agara ISTa vastunA abhAvamAM temaja prayAso karatAM paNa te na maLatI hoya tyAre viSayAne tyAga kare For Private And Personal Use Only

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kara8 che, paNa mamatA te rahelI hoya che, tethI ja te te vastuone saMga thatAM mamatAnA ege temAM lapaTAya che ane pAchA duHkhI jIvana gujAre che. mamatAnI mUMjhavaNamAM paDelA mAnavIo, je vastu hoya nahI tene dekhe che ane dekhavA mATe prayAsa karI rahela hoya che, prayAsa karatAM jyAre managamatI vastu maLatI nathI tyAre gamagIna banI bIjAonA upara dekAro paNa karIne karmone bAMdhI rahela hoya che, saghaLI muMjhavaNa karatAM mamatAnI muMjhavaNa adhika pIDAo Ape che. anya muMjhavaNanI davA hoya che paNa mamatAthI utpanna thaela muMjhavaNanI davA joItI jaDatI nathI, tethI game te tyAga hoya to paNa mamatAne tyAga karyA sivAya AtmA svAdhInatAne prApta karI zakatA nathI. 479 gRhasthapaNune tyAga karI vairAgyathI dIkSita thaelA munio, tapa, japAdi kriyAo karIne sadguNene prApta kare che, paraMtu je mamatArUpI rAkSasIne tyAga thAya nahIM te, te mamatA sarva guNane haraNa karI svasthAna sArI rIte jamAve che, ane tethI ja te munie bAhya padArthane saMgrahavAnI adhika bhAvanA rAkhe che ane temAM pratibaddha banI te padArtho khAtara kaleza-kaMkAsa paNa karI bese che. zA mATe dIkSA lIdhI ? tenuM bhAna teone rahetuM nathI mATe prathama mamatAne tyAga karIne tapa-japAdi kriyAo je karavAmAM Ave to te kriyAo saphala bane ane AtmavikAsa sadhAya. - 480. putra, patnI vigeremAM mamatAnA AdhAre mukhya For Private And Personal Use Only

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ane anavI, pazu karatAM adhika parAdhIna banI Atmazakita ne gumAvI bese che, tethI teone viyega thatAM akakha duHkhane bhogave che ane sadAya ArtadhyAna karatuM rahe che. je putra panI vigere parivAra che te pitAnA AtmAthI para che. tene svabhAvavicAro tathA AcAre judA judA che, mamatAmAM mugdha banI tene mAra mAro kare te paNa tamAre thavAnuM nathI, je tamAre hoya te pratikULatAnA prasaMge te judo thAya nahIM paNa tevA prasaMge jude thAya che. AvA parivAramAM mugdha banI kace mAnavI Atmahita bhUle ? ane viyega thatAM kaye mANasa, ArtadhyAna karI AtmabhAna bhUle ? 481 ja vastuone sabaMdha, AtmaguNe sAthe nathI. AtmAnI sAthe varastutaH mamatAne saMbaMdha che nahI, chad ajJAnatAthI tene saMbaMdha jIvo mAnI beThA che tethI ja paravatuone potAnI mAnI teone khAtara saghaLuM jIvana pasAra kare che, ane Atmahita sadhAtuM nathI, je paravastu enI mamatAno saMbaMdha AtmAnI sAthe hoya te ekale jIva kema jame che? ane ekale paraloka kema jAya che! keI sAthe kema gamana karatuM nathI? keIne sAthe laIne Avato nathI ane sAthe laIne gamana karato nathI, chatAM paNa teonI mamatAne mukAtI nathI. A kevI ajJAnatA ! 482. jaDa ane cetananA bhedajJAna sivAya, ahaMtA ane mamatAnA vikArane nAza thato nathI mATe sadAya jaDa cetananuM jJAna karavuM joIe, jaDane jaDapaNue jANavuM ane cetanane cetana5Nue jANavuM bhale pachI cha khaMDanI sAhyabI For Private And Personal Use Only

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330 malI hoya ke devanA jevI saMpatti maLI hoya te paNa AtmAthI ane Atmika guNAthI bhinna che, jemAM Atmika guNe ane te guNane sahakAra ApavAnI tAkAta nathI. te saghaLA paraguNe che, ane para jaDapadArthonA guNethI AtmAne zo lAbha thavAne? te padArtho, AtmA sAthe lAgelA nikAcita karmo dara karavAmAM zakti dharAvatA nathI, temaja satya AtmavikAsamAM sahakAra ApavA samartha paNa nathI; te zA mATe tene saMbaMdha dUra na kara jaDanA saMbaMdhathI AtmA jaDa je banI beThela che mATe tenuM bhedajJAna karIne satya savarUpane oLakhavAmAM sadAya tatpara banavuM. 483. dayA-dAna karavAnI bhAvanAvALA dhamajanoe dayAnA svarUpane vicArIne tenA sAdhana tarapha lakSya ApavuM joIe. tene vicAra karyA sivAya kaI vakhate adayA jevuM bane. pAlItANAmAM yAtrA karavA Avela eka kuTuMbe taLATI javA mATe ghoDAgADI karI. AmAM cAra mANase besI zake eTalI jagyA hatI, paNa bIjI gADI karavI na paDe te khAtara gADIvALAne cAra AnA vadhAre TharAvI, pAMca mANase temAM beThA. lebhathI gADIvALAe paNa teone besADyA paraMtu vajana vadhAre paDatuM hovAthI, ghoDA dhIme dhIme cAlavA lAge; tethI tenA mAlIke cAbuka lagAvavA mAMDI. cAra pAMca cAbuka lagAvyAthI temAM besanArane dayA AvI ne temAMthI eka vyaktie kahyuM ke-bhAI gheDAne cAbuke mAra nahI; te abola prANI bahu pIDA pAme che. gADIvALAe kahyuM ke bahu dhIme cAlate For Private And Personal Use Only

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hevAthI tene mAravAmAM Ave che, A sAMbhaLI teNe mauna dhAraNa karyuM ane pele cAbuke mAravApUrvaka ghaDAne jaldI calAvavuM lAgyA. A bAbatamAM samajavAnuM ke gADInA mAlIke te paisAnA lejathI pAMcane besADyA, paNa dayAvALAe samajavuM joIe ke, pAMca mANasane bhAra ghaDo khamI zakatA nathI, mATe dayA khAtara eka be jaNAe nIce utarI pagapALA cAlavuM joIe, agara bIjI gADI karavI joIe. Ama karavAne badale ghoDAne mAre nahI, mAra nahI A pramANe bolavAthI kAMI dayA pALI zakAtI nathI, thoDuM sahana paNa karavuM paDe che, mAtra dayAnA vacanothI dayA paLAtI nathI, paNa tenuM svarUpa vicArI vartana karavAthI pALI zakAya che. 484.pAMca IndriyonAviSamAM laMpaTa banela mAnavI, bhale te pachI uttama kula-jAtine heya te paNa adhama jAti ane kulane pasaMda karI, tenI senata karI adhama banatAM tene vilaMba lAgatuM nathI, mAtapitAnI ane sagAMvahAlAM temaja pitAnI jJAti vigerenI tene lAja-zarama rahetI nathI. pAlItANAmAM eka karachIbAI pitAnI be juvAna putrIo temaja putra sAthe navANuM yAtrA karavA AvI, ane narasI kezavajInI dharmazALAmAM munIme ApelI eka oraDImAM rahyA. karachI lekene bhATa teonuM kAmakAja karate hate. girirAja upara laI jaIne saghaLI TUMkamAM darzana karAvI potAnuM peTa bharate. evAmAM eka putrI je sattara varSa lagabhaganI hatI tene khI vikArI ane tethI tenI sAthe vadhAre vakhata laI vikArI vacane bolavApUrvaka pitAnI gAMThanuM paNa mevA mIThAI vigere For Private And Personal Use Only

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lAvI pote khAte ane A juvAna chokarIne paNa khAvA Apata. bhAbhane saDhA, yuvAvasthA ane vikArethI tene khyAla paNa rahyo nahI ke bhATanuM lAvela khavAya nahI. A pramANe adhika adhika paricaya vadhatAM A karachI chokarI bhATanA saMbaMdhamAM AvI. ane tene paraNavA taiyAra thaI. mAtapitA vigerenI zaramane tyAga karI khAnagI paraNI beThI. karachIjJAtimAM ane pAlItANAmAM te mATe ghaNe UhApoha jA. keTaeNmAM manuSyaharaNane kesa maMDAya. bhATa lekene derAsaranI upaja baMdha thaI ane chevaTe nikAla e A ke-bhATane nAta bahAra mUkave. cheDIne tenA mAtapitAne seMpavI paNa te cheDInI ane tenI phajetI thavAmAM bAkI rahI nahI, mATe viSayane vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI ja. - 485. je AnItine bhUle che tenuM jIvana, barabAda thayA vinA rahetuM nathI, dharmathI hIna banI temaja zArIrika mAnasika zakitathI hIna banI vividha viDaMbanAone legI bane che, pazu jIvana jIvIne manuSya janmanI saphaLatA teone maLatI nathI. nIti dharma kAMI Atmika dharmathI haju nathI, te dharma Atmika dharmamAM samAI rahela che, mATe Atmika dharmanI ArAdhanA karanAre AryanIti dharmane bhUla na joiye. nIti dharmane bhUlanArA, AdhyAtmika dhamanI hAMsI karAve temAM navAI nathI. eka bAnue dayA, dAna, tapa, japa, sAmAyika, pratikamaNadi uttama Atmika dharmanI ArAdhanA kare, ane bIjI bAjue tapAsa A sivAya ane viveka vicAra karyA vinA pitAnA gharamAM nIti ja vAmana For Private And Personal Use Only

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tuccha vastuo mATe e kalaha kaSTae kare, ke jIvana parvata vajana varga sAthe belavAne paNa vyavahAra baMdha rAkhe temaja vepArAdika kAryomAM evuM kALuM dhAbuM kare ke, sAmAnya agrAva manuSya temaja buddhimAna mANasane paNa khabara na paDe. rItasara dharmanuM phala levuM hoya te prathama nIti-dharmanI mA ArAdhanA sArI rIte karo ane te dharmapUrvaka dAnAdika dharmanI ArAdhanA kare, tenuM phala, tamene tatakAla maLavAnuM. udAratA sateSa-namratA-saralatA-niyamabaddhatA vigere sadguNathI uttattara AtmavikAsa sadhAte raheze temaja ahaMkAra-abhimAna temaja mAyA-mamatA dhIme dhIme a5 thatI jaze ane karmabaMdha cIkaNe baMdhAze nahI. 486. antarane pApane bhaya dhananA kephane, parivArAdikanA kephane ane zArIrAdika madane hI nAkhe che; temaja anityAdika bhAvanAnA AdhAre paNa mada-kepha rahetuM natha; mATe AtmavikAsanA athIoe antaramAM pApane bhaya rAkhIne uttama bhAvanA bhAvavI joIe; dhananI vRddhi thatAM keTalA TenuM sevana karyuM, keTalA AraMbha-samAraMbhe karyA, ane keTaluM pApa bAMdhyuM, tene vicAra karatAM mana ane kAyA kare che, ke A dhana meLavIne mArA AtmAne zo lAbha thaze? je dhana prApta kahyuM che te sAthe AvanAra nathI ane keI sAthe laI gayuM nathI-A pramANe vicAra karatAM je mada agara kepha cI heya te utarI jAya che, temaja je parivArAdika mane maLyo che, tene saMbaMdha kayAM sudhI raheze ? pratikULatAnA prasaMge te parivAra vaphAdAra raheze ke nahIM, temaja anukUlatAnA prasaMge For Private And Personal Use Only

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334 aNu hune Atmika lAbha keTale maLaze? Ama vicAratAM parivArane garva rahI zakatuM nathI, temaja zarIra bhale zaktimAna hAya, juvAnInuM jora bharapUra hoya te paNa vRddhAvasthAne AvatAM vilaMba thatuM nathI temaja Adhi vyAdhinA vege yuvAvasthAnuM jera kamI thavAnuM, agara nAza pAmavAnuM temaja te zaktinA AdhAre keTalA satkAryo thayA ? A pramANe vicAra ne vivekathI vikAre rahetA nathI ane namratA-saralatA AvI hAjara thAya che. 487. samyajJAna jaladI cetI jAya che. samyaga. jJAnIne paNa kaSAya hoya che, paraMtu kaSAyanI alpatA hovAthI vadhAre vakhata rahI zakato nathI, tevA prasaMge kaI cetavanAra upaga ApanAra je kaI hoya te te zamI jAya che. samyagujJAnI evA haribhadrasUrinA be ziSya bauddhagurunI pAse nyAyanA tathA temanA zAstrane sAMgopAMga abhyAsa karavA gayA. abhyAsa karatAM bauddhone khabara paDI ke A be vidyArthIo jaina sAdhuo che ane ApaNuM zAstrane abhyAsa karIne ApaNuM dhamanuM khaMDana karaze. Ama dhArI teone mArI nAMkhavA taiyAra thayA. teTalAmAM te ziSya cetIne nAzI gayA paNa mArgamAM teoe mokalelA mArAoe te be ziSyane mArI nAMkhyA. AcArya-haribhadrasUrijIne khabara paDI; dodhAvezamAM AvIne maMtranA balathI teone AkarSI 1444 ne mArI nAMkhavA taiyAra thayA. te arasAmAM sAvaja-yAkinImahattarAne khabara paDI; tethI sUrijI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyA-gurudeva! Aje mArgamAM gocarIthI AvatAM eka deDakI For Private And Personal Use Only

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35 paga nIce kacarAI maraNa pAmI tenuM zuM prAyazcitta sUrijIe prAyazcitta ApyuM. tyAre mahattAe kahyuM ke--eka deDakInu ATaluM prAyazcitta che. tA tame 1444 maudvene mArI nAMkhavA taiyAra thaela che tenu zuM prAyazcitta A pramANe mahattarAnI vANIthI upayAgamAM AvI te moDhAne pAchA mekalyA ane prAyazcitta tarIke 1444 zranthAnI racanA karI-A pramANe samyagUjJAnIne tevA samaye cetavanAra hoya te cetI jAya che. 488 sAdAi saskAra ane sayamane keLavavAnI khAsa agatyatA, manuSyone hAvI te sukhanA sAdhaneA che, ane hAvA joiye; sAdAI, karakasaranI mAtA che. temaja Asakita tenAthI alpa thAya che tethI kharaca paNa ochuM thAya che. sa'skArathI vivekabuddhi janme che. tethI hraya, jJeya ane upAdeyanI sArI rIte samajaNa paDatI heAvAthI vyAvahArika kAryomAM mUMjhavaNu thatI nathI ane viDaMbanAone haTAvavAnI zakti jAgrat thAya che; temaja sapattimAM ma thatA nathI. eTale svajIvana navajIvana banIne AnaMdapUrvaka pasAra thAya che, sArA sAdhanA hote paNa te taraphathI AtmalAbha maLatA nathI. tenuM kAraNu vivekabuddhino abhAva samajavA; vivekabuddhi hAya te game tevA sAdhanA maLe te paNa mada ane mUMjhavaNu thAya nahI ane anAsaktie dareka kAma karavAnI zakti Ave ane te vivekabuddhinA AdhAre saMyama ApeApa AvIne upasthita thAya. sayasa pazune mAnavI banAve che ane mAnavIne divyatAmAM lAvI mUke che. pati, rAjAmahArAjA ke zrImata zeTha hAya tA pazu jo viveka na hoya te pazu jIvananI mA For Private And Personal Use Only

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336 teonuM jIvana gaNAya che. pazuomAM ane manuSyamAM taphAvata mAtra vivekabuddhine che. pazuone daza pramANe ane cha paryApti hAya, cAre saMjJAo hoya che, paNa vivekabuddhine abhAva hovAthI teo potAnA jIvanamAM krAMti lAvI zakatA nathI ane jJAna dazAmAM AvI zakatA nathI. manuSyane te vivekazakti hiAvAthI satsamAgama maLatAM cAre saMjJAone vivekabuddhidvArA kabaje karIne potAnA jIvanane vikAsa sAdhI zake che ane saMpUrNa AtmavikAsa sadhAtAM mekSanA sukhane meLavI janma maraNanA baMdhane mUlamAMthI teDI nAMkhe che. sAdAI, sArA saMskAra ane saMyama A traNeya guNo eka bIjA paraspara sahakAra Ape che, ane tenA ge teo puSTa bane che. je sAdAI na hoya ane udbhaTatA rahelI hoya te sArA saMskAra paDatA nathI, mATe zubha saMskAra pADavAmAM sAdAInI paNa jarUra rahelI che, eTale sAdAI zubha saMskAramAM sahakAra Ape che zubha saMskAramAM sahAya kare, tene ja sAdAI mAnavI. sAdAI sahita paDelA zubha saMskAro vaDe saMyamanI bhAvanA jAge che ane bhAvanAthI saMyamanuM sArI rIte pAlana thAya che, ane saMyamanI ArAdhanA karavAthI je meghere manuSyabhava maLe che tenI saphalatA thAya che. ane uparokta tripuTInI ArAdhanA karanAra, AjhAdInuM rakSaNa karIne AbAdIne meLave che. je tenI pAlanA kare nahI te barabAdIne AvatA vilaMba thatuM nathI. dareka vyakti je mojamajAne bhega-vilAsane tyAga karI saMyamane keLave te sAdAI ane zubha saMskAre avazya AvyA sivAya rahe nahI. sAdAI sAthe saMskArapUrvaka vartana karanArane saMyamanuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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337 pAlana duSkara banatuM nathI. saMyama sivAyanuM manuSyajIvana te sAcuM jIvana nathI paraMtu pazu jIvana che; mATe saMyamane keLavavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI. 489. sattA ane sevAne meLa prAyaH thato nathI; kAraNa ke sattAmAM mada thavAnI saMbhAvanA rahelI hovAthI potAnI AjJAmAM janatA kema rahe ane mArI AjJA pramANe vartana rAkhe, tevI bhAvanA rahelI hovAthI, sevAdharma kevI rIte bajAva tenuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. AjJA pramANe vartana karAvavAmAM ja prayatna karAya che. sevA dharmamAM te namratA, saralatA, nirahaMkAritA ane sahana karavAnI zaktinI AvazyakatA che tyAre sattAmAM ahaMkAra, mamatA, krodhAdika vigere rahelAM che eTale sattAdhArIo vaDe sevA dharmane bajAvI zakAtuM nathI. sevAdharmanuM pAlana karavAthI sattA sivAya paNa janatA, AmennatimAM, vyAvahArika kAryomAM paNa ghaNe lAbha laI zake che. eTale sattAnA karatAM sevAdharmamAM svaparane uddhAra ane unnati rahelI che, evA dharmathI prApta thaelA lAbhanuM kadApi patana thatuM nathI ane sattAthI maLelA lAbhane khasatAM vAra lAgatI nathI temaja svaparanI unnati sadhAtI nathI, mATe sattA karatAM sevA baLavatI che ane lAbha atyaMta ApanAra che. sattAdhArInI nAmanA cirakAla rahetI nathI, paraMtu sevA dharmane bajAvanAranI nAmanA ghaNAkALa sudhI rahe che; mATe sattA dhArIe, sevA dhamane visara na joIe. jo ke te kaThina te che paNa lAbhane pAra nathI. je sattAdhArIe ahaMkAzadine tyAga karI 22 For Private And Personal Use Only

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338 samAja upara prema dhAraNa karIne pitAnI mAphaka vartana rAkhe tA AkhAdI ane AjhAdI ApeAApa AvIne hAjara thAya. samAjanI AjhAdnImAM ane AmAdrImAM sattAdhArIonI AjhAdI ane AkhAdI rahelI che; kadApi kleza, kakAsa, mArAmArI thatI nathI. sattAdhArIo, lAbhamAM paDIne samAjane dakhAvI, raDAvIne, paisA paDAvIne peAtAnuM ghara bhare te temanI sattA kAyama rahetI nathI ane naSTa thatAM vilaMba thatA nathI. 490. sevAdharmane ajAvavAthIja maLelI sattA kAyama rahe che. samAjane prema vadhe che temaja AzIrvAda maLatA rahe che. je sattAdhArIo gAmegAma nagare nagara pharIne janatAnA--samAjanAM sukha duHkha sAMbhaLe che ane hRdayamAM dhAraNa karIne samAjanAM saMkaTa nivAravAmAM sahakAra Ape che, anatI zakya madada karI. peAtAnI pharaja bajAve che, te teA samAjamAM mahAtmA tulya pUjAya che; vinA AjJAe janatA tenI AjJAne AnaMdapUrvaka mastake uThAve che. ekalI sattAthI tA prajA kaMTALe che, kAraNa ke sattAnA tAramAM prajAnI pIDA teoe jANI nathI. jANatAM chatAM upekSA bhAva dhAraNa karatA hAvAthI A . sattAe kayAre khase ane ame sukhI thaIe--A pramANe samAjane bhAvanA thAya che ane ruSTa thaelA samAja sattAdhArIone samaya maLatAM naSTa paNa karI nAMkhe che, jo ke sattAne tathA sevAne meLa khAtA nathI te pazu svaparanA uddhArAthe sattAdhArIoe sevA dharmane bhUlavA nahI. 491. sadabhAvanA ane satkArya,maLelI sAhyabIne zAbhAve che ane tenu' rakSaNa kare che. satkAya eTale pApa For Private And Personal Use Only

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339 kAra karanArane cintAe-zekAdi thatAM nahI hevAthI sadA AnadamAM te rahe che, kaI prakArane bhaya paNa rahetuM nathI, ane pachI sAhyabI vadhatI rahe che. paropakAranAM kAryo karelA hovAthI hRdayamAM divyatAne AvirbhAva thAya che eTale dhAdi kaSAyanA bIjo baLatAM hovAthI AtmavikAsamAM aMtarAye AvatA nathI; tethI paropakAranA kAryo karavAmAM teone prema vadhe che. je satkAryo, sAhyAbI maLyAM pachI sadhAya nahI, thAya nahI te teja prApta thaelI sAhyabI, aMdhakAra-mamatAne vadhArI, tathA viSayakaSAyanA vikArone vadhArIne tenA mAlIkane zAMti-samatAne lAbha levA detI nathI; mATe sAhyabIne meLavIne paNa paropakAra sevAdharmane bhUla nahI ke jethI vaparanuM kalyANa sadhAya ane sukha mATe ADIavaLI vRtti jAge nahI, ane jyAM tyAM bAthaDIyA mAravAno prayatna thAya nahI. paropakAranAM kAryo karaniAranA manamAM era prakAzane prAdurbhAva thAya che, anicchAe zubha vRttione AvavAne avakAza maLe che, sAthe sAthe puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya che, eTale jyAM sudhI akSaya ane anaMta mokSa pada maLe nahI tyAM sudhI sahakAra maLyA ja kare che. viSaya vikAranuM bahu bala cAlatuM nathI. eka zeThane sAhyAbIne pAra nahote. ISTa vastuo AvIne hAjara thatI. putra patnI parivArAdika sarve anukULa hatAM chatAM cintAene aMta Avate nahI. kAraNa ke cintAone cUravAmAM sAhyabI ke putrAdika samartha nathI. IndranA sarakhI sAhyabI maLe te paNa cintAe te rahevAnI ja. sAhAbIvALo anyanI cintA, e zUravAmAM sahakAra ApI zake paNa samyagajJAnI heya te For Private And Personal Use Only

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3ra. paNa potAnI citAne caravA pite samartha banatuM nathI, kAraNa ke teNe hajI niSkAmabhAve paropakAra karela nathI. ekadA teNe saddagurudevanI pAse jaI vaMdanApUrvaka pRcchA karI-he gurudeva! managamatI anukUla sAhAbI hete paNa mAnasika cintAo ochI thatI nathI paNa vadhatI rahe che tenuM kAraNa kahe. gurudeve kahyuM ke-mamatAne tyAga karIne paropakAra karyA sivAya cintAo TaLaze nahI. temaja sukhazAMti prApta thaze nahI, mATe zakaya popakAranA kAryo kara. cintAo thaze nahI ane sukhazAMti ApoApa AvIne hAjara thaze. zeThe gurudevanI AjJA mujaba niSkAma bhAve mamatAne tyAga karIne paropakAranA kAryo karavAmAM laganI lagADI. popakAranA kAryo karavAmAM citta lAgela hovAthI dunIAdArInI cintAo apa thaI ane sukhazAMti thavA lAgI, mATe paropakAra karaze te ciMtAo raheze nahI. kalTa. saphavartana-sadAcAranA saMskAre te akhUTa dhanane temaja dharma-puNyano khajAno che, tethI saMskArI jane kadApi duHkhanA-viDaMbanAonA bhAjana banatA nathI. je. sadvicAra ane sadAcAravAnuM mAtapitA hoya te temanA saMtAne, zubha saMskAranA cege samaju, AnaMdI ane buddhimAna banIne pitAnA jIvanano vikAsa karavA samartha bane che. ane pAyakAramAM tatpara banI manuSya janmanI sArthakatA sAthe che. zubha saMskArene vAraso te dhananA vArasA karatAM atyaMta balavAna ane kiMmatI che. dhanAdikanA vArasAne tathA janmanI saphalatA mATe zubha sarakAre ane zubhAcAranI AvazyaktA, sahelI hovAthI mAtApitAe prathama te ApavAnI tamannA For Private And Personal Use Only

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rAkhavI agatyanI che. dharma-sata nathI saMskArI banelA saMtAna ja vRddhAvasthAmAM pazu mAtapitAnI sArI rIte vinaya ka sevA karI zake che. tethI te mAtapitAe pazu Ana pUrvaka avana pasAra kare che, paraMtu mAtapitA susa'skArI ane sadAcArI hAvA joIe. pitA karatAM mAtA jo sAza sauMskAravALI hAya ane sArI hAya te satAnAmAM sadAcAranA sArA pramANamAM sa'skArA paDe che. ane te paDelA zubha sakArA jIvana paryaM ta bhUsAtA nathI, sArA saMskAranA cege sadAcArI anela strI, peAtAnA patine paNa sadAcArI banavAmAM sArI rIte sahakAra ApavA samartha bane che. jo zubha saMskAra vinAnI te hoya te, peAtAnu' temaja tenA patinu ane mAlakAnu jIvana agADI nAMkhe che; ane kleza-kakAsamAM jIvana pasAra thAya che. prathama te gharamAM ja zubha saskArI svajana vargonA sA~baMdha hoya te te ghara naMdanavana jevu' ane che; nahItara narakAgAra jevu ane, eTale saskArI svajana varganA cage tathA gharanI khAra zubha vanazAlI mitrAnA cege, jIvanamAM apUrva AnaMda Ave che ane dharmakriyAomAM vijJo AvatA nathI, rItasara pApa dhArAhika kAryoM banI zake che; tethI mUla dhamanImahakAra-abhisAn-mamatA-adekhAinA tyAganI vRttinA pragaTa bhAva thAya che. jo kusa MskArI gharanA mANusA tathA mitro maLyA hoya te udAratA-satASa-ga bhIratA-sahanazIlatA vigere sadguNe AvatA nathI, hAya tA paNa temAM hAni thAya che mATe sadgurunA saddhiAra ane viveka lAvIne pAte zubha saskArI banavuM ane putrA saMtAnane tathA nAra-cAkAne tathA mitrane sA . ge For Private And Personal Use Only

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saMskAravALA banAvavA te sujJajananuM prathama kartavya che, bIju je svajana varmAdika sIdAtA hoya agara garIba hAlatamAM heya te AzvAsana ApavApUrvaka zakya sahakAra ApavA cUkavuM nahIM. zubha saMskArage je A pramANe na bane te te saMskAra tathA sadAcAra prazaMsA-anu medanAne pAtra banatA nathI. 44. dhana karatAM dharmane vArase balavattara che. sArA saMskArI saMtAne, pitAne tathA baMdhuone uddhAra karIne jagatamAM-samAjamAM ane svajJAtimAM prazaMsApAtra bane che. ane mahattAne meLavI A bhavane tathA para bhavane paNa sudhArI sukhanA svAmI bane che. eka zrImaMta ane saMskArI mAtapitAe pitAnA putrane svasadAcAranA ge susaMskArI ane sadAcArI banA, tethI vinayathI ane AnaMdI svabhAvathI gharanA mANasane, zerInA tathA poLa-pADAnA mANasone bahu gamI gayuM hatuM. mAtapitAne paNa dhArmika kriyAomAM vigho AvatA nahI. A putra vaza varSane thaye. dukAnane tathA vyAvahArika kAryone bhAra mAthe lIdhela hovAthI tenA pitA vigerene saMteSa sArI rIte thatuM; te arasAmAM tenI mAtA A putrane sArI zikhAmaNa ApIne kAladharmane pAmI. pitA putrane bahu lAgI AvyuM. kAraNa saMskArI mAtA ane patnI vigere parivAra sArA puNyanA bhege maLI zake che. putre zekane nivA- tenA pitAe saMsAranI anityatA jANI-jeTalA saMyoge che, te sarve viyegavALA che-Ama samajI cintAkane nivArI pitAnA kAryamAM pravRtta banyA ane AnaMdamAM rahevA lAgyA. te arasAmAM sagA vahAlAe bIjI patnI karavA mATe ghaNIvAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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343 kahyuM; gharanA kAryomAM khAmI AvatI hovAthI te vajanavarganuM kathana mAnyuM ane bIjI vAra zeThe eka kusaMskArI kanyA sAthe lagna karyuM. kanyAnA mAtApitAne maheTI thaela. hovAthI paraNAvavAnI IcchA hatI paNa zeThe barAbara tapAsa karI nahI ane te kanyAne paraNuM svapatnI banAvI. A patnI dhIre dhIre svapati, kabajAmAM Ave tevI rIte ghATa ghaDavA lAgI. be traNa varSa te ThIka ThIka cAlyuM paNa AgaLa jatAM kuvicAra ane kusaMskAranA vege AkhA gharanI saMpatti tathA pati vazamAM Ave te mArA saMtAnane bhaviSyamAM sukha maLaze, nahItara jUnInA dIkarAnA kabajAmAM rahevuM paDaze ane tenI AjJA pramANe vartana rAkhavuM paDaze. Ama vicArI prathama pitAnA patine vaza karIne saghaLI milkatane kabajAmAM karavA mATe kahevA lAgI ane sAthe sAthe daMbhathI sevA karavA lAgI. zeThane che ke A vAta gamatI nathI paNa teNInA vazavartIpaNAthI prathamanA putrane visArI saghaLI milakata teNanA nAme caDhAvI dIdhI. have pati tathA milakata kabajAmAM AvyA pachI eka putranI bhIti rahelI hovAthI tene gharamAMthI bahAra kADhavA mATe bhUla na hoya te paNa dUdhamAMthI pArAnI mAphaka bhUla savapatine dekhADavA lAgI. zeTha navIne kahe che ke A bhUla batAve te kharI nathI. mAre putra DAhyo ne kuzaLa che, banatA sudhI te. bahu sAvadhAna rahe che ane bhUla thavA detA nathI. mATe jaMpIne besa ane have jaMpIne amane besavA de te ThIka. A sAMbhaLI A strIe kalaha karavA mAMDyo. dararoja kalaha thatuM hovAthI saMskArI putre vicAra karyo ke-mane gharanI bahAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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344 kADhI mUkavA mATe A tephAna darareja karyA kare che, kAraNa ke mArA bhayathI Ide vatI zakAtuM nathI. eTale bhUla na hoya te bhUle kADhIne mArA pitAne vAre vAre pajave che. mArA pitAne ghaNuM cintA ane pIDA thayA kare che mATe A gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLuM te ThIka. bhAgyAnusAre jIvana pUratI sAdhana sAmagrI maLI raheze. A pramANe vicArI pitAne samajAvIne gharamAMthI nIkaLI bahAra gAmamAM gaye. tyAM paNa zubhAcAranA yoga ane pravitA cage eka moTA vepArInA vAtara tarIke rahyo. A vepArI zeThe tenI cAlAkI tathA AvaDatanA ge tathA sadAcArathI tene mATe munIma banAvyA ane thoDA varSomAM bhAgIdAra banAvIne potAnI sArA saMskAravALI je kanyA hatI te tene paraNAvI. tethI A putra AnaMdamAM rahevA lAgyo. nyAyapUrvaka vyApAra karavAthI bhAgyayoge lakSAdhipati banyA, gAmamAM paNa prazaMsApAtra thaye; ahIMA navI strIne koinI bhIti nahI rahelI hovAthI savacchedI banI. ane pisAo mejazekhamAM uDADavA lAgI. saMtAno paNa tevA pAkyA. zeThane have te duHkhane pAra rahyo nahI. paNa saMsAranI asAratA jANatA hovAthI sahana karI letA. chevaTe dharmadhyAnanA ge AyuSya pUrNa thaye kAladharmane pAmI varge gayA. A bAyaDIe tathA putroe raMga-rAgamAM, sAta vyasanemAM saghaLI milakatanI barabAdI karI nAMkhI; AbarU paNa naSTa thaI. gAmanA leke te tenA tarapha jatAM paNa nathI. vyasanI durAcArI putra, mAtAne gALo bhAMDI, kalaha kaMkAza karIne paNa teNInI pAsethI paisA paDAvIne durAcAramAM ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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veDaphI nAMkhe che. jyAre mA paisA ApatI nathI tyAre mArA mArIne paNa paisA paDAvI mahephIla uDAve che. A pramANe vartana hovAthI taddana teonI behAla dazA thaI. A bInA jUnInA putre sAMbhaLI ane bahu aphasesa karavA lAgyuM ane saMskArI havAthI aparamAne madada karavA pitAne ghera AvyuM. navI te A sadaguNane dekhI dhrusake dhrusake raDe che ane pitAnI thaela bhalenI tathA aparAdhanI kSamA mAge che. A putre, gaMbhIra hovAthI aparamAtAne AzvAsana ApIne sArI rIte madada karI, ane sadAcArI banavA mATe kahyuM. A aparamAtA paNa sadAcArI banI. tenA saMtAnone sArI zikhAmaNapUrvaka kAmadhadhe vaLagADyA. pitAnA sthaLe AvyuM, ane dharmakriyAmAM tathA paropakArAdikamAM adhika tatpara banI saMpattine sAro lAbha lIdhe ane aparamAtAne tathA tenA putrone sanmArge vALIne jIvanane saphala karyuM; mATe dhana karatAM dharmane vAraso atyaMta balavattara che. sArA saMskArevaDe dhama banAya che ane dharmanA pege asAra- khajanaka evA saMsAramAMthI sAra levAya. che, mATe satsamAgame rahIne zubha saMskArI bane ane tamArA saMtAnane, mitrane tathA anuyAyI vargane saMskArI banAve. 44. manuSya bhavanI salatA sAdhavA mATe tamee adyApi paryata ze prayAsa karyo ane keTalI saphalatya meLavI? tame kaheze ke, amoe dhana-patnI, putra, parivAra, bAgabagIcAne meLavyA ane tenI sArI rIte saMbhALa rAkhI, tethI zuM saphalatA kahI na zakAya? saphalatA mATe atyAra sudhI ame ghaNI mahenata karI kaSTa sahanatApUrvaka A sAdhano For Private And Personal Use Only

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346 meLavyA che tethI zuM sakSatA nahI maLe ? sujJa zAstrakArA kahe che ke--tamArA kathana pramANe jo tamane saphalatA maLI hoya te koI prakAranI citA rahevI na joie temaja arha kAra-mamatA adekhAI vigere DhASA DhaLavA joIe. te DhASA TaLyA che ne? tame kaheze ke, te tA vadhatA rahyA che ane sAthe sAthe cintAe paNa citAnI mAphaka mana tana tapAvI rahe che ane adhikAdhika dhanAdikranI tRSNA vadhatI rahe che eTale zAMti teA che ja nahIM; teA pachI tamA kaheA che ke amee saphalatA meLavI te asatya Thare che. manuSyabhavanI saphalatA te prabhunI AjJA mujaba cAritranuM pAlana karavAmAM ane cAritranu pAlana karI ahaMkAra, mamakAra, irSyA vigere doSone TALavAmAM che, tathA sahiSNutA- samatA rAkhavAmAM ja che. phakta dhanArdikane prApta karavAthI saph latA maLI zakatI nathI. ane saphLatA maLI zakatI heAya te zAka-paritApa-cinhArdika utpanna thAya nahI ane jeTalA zrIma'te che te sarve sukhI ane ane anukrame mekSanA satya sukha AvI hAjara thAya. paNa te pramANe anavu ja azakaya che. ghaNAye zrIma Mte rAjA mahArAjAe indranA sarakhI sAhyabI hAte chate paNa mamatA ane ahaMkAranA ceAge durguNI banIne drutinA mahemAna bane che. je zrImaMtA rAjA mahArAjA cakravatI mekSe gayA che, te dunyavI sAdhana sAmagrI ke sAhyabInA AdhAre nahI; paNa tene jyAre tyAga karyAM ne punaH teonI icchAne paNa tyAga karyAM tyAre mAkSasukhanA svAmI banyA che. tame je dhanAdikanA AdhAre sala ghaDI ke janma narI bhramaNA che; dhanAdrikathI sala janma thaze, For Private And Personal Use Only mAnA che, te Ama mAnI

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347 mahAmahenata ane mahAkaNa tamee sahana karyuM, paNa rAgaSa ane moha-mamatA te hAjara ne hAjara rahyA, ane cintAnI jALamAM paDyA che te saphalatA kema kahI zakAya ? tame saphalatA zAthI prApta thAya ane satya sukha kayA sAdhanAthI prApta thAya te barAbara jAyuM nathI. te saphalatAnuM sAdhana samIpe ja che, tene mATe te kAyA-mAyAnI mamatAne tyAga karIne tapa ja5 gratAdikane ArAdhavA joIe ane tanamananA vikArone TALavA mATe sArI rIte sAvadhAnI rAkhavI joIe. 45. vikAre, saMpatti-sattA ane vaibhava jIvanane sala karavA detA nathI. alpa jIvanamAM mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyika vikArene vadhArI manuSya ghaNuM guMcavaNa vadhArI mUke che, ane jyAre potAnI buddhithI te ukelAtI nathI tyAre anyanA upara doSanuM ApaNu kare che, ane pAchI guMcavaNene vadhAratA jAya che eTale tene aMta Avato nathI, mATe prathama vikAre vadhe nahI te pramANe khAvApIvAmAM sAvadhAna banavApUrvaka tapa japAdi karavAnI AvazyakatA che. jo ke mUlamAMthI te vikArane dUra karavAnI kezIza karavI te te ati uttama ane zreyaskara che, paNa mUlamAMthI teone tyAga karavAnA zakti na hoya te te vikArene vadhAravA te na joIe, kAraNa ke vikAre viSa karatAM bhayaMkara ane bhavobhava kAramI yAtanA utpanna karanAra che. samyagajJAnIo paNa je vikArane vaza bane te patana thayA sivAya rahetuM nathI. vikAre mAnasika yuddhatAne malina karI avaLI buddhi utpanna kare che, ane sArAM agara bUrAM kAma karI bese che. A vikAro eka prakAranI For Private And Personal Use Only

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oLatinA nathI paNa aneka prakAranA che, eTale pAMca IddhinA divasane barAbara zubhAzubhasUcitta-cittaDa ane sacittacita ane rAga-dveSavaDe guNue te baso ne bAvana vikAre thAya che. AvA base ne bAvana vikArevaDe mana, tana ane vacana therAela che, tethI AtmAnI zakti dabAI rahelI hevAthI ISTa kArya sadhAtuM nathI. ISTakArya e hevuM joIe ke jenAthI rAgaveSa ane mehanA baMdhane khase ane pitAne AtmA svataMtra bane, dehAdikanI paNa parAdhInatA rahe nahI. vikArathI ja Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhio AvIne vaLage che ane vadhatI rahe che, jyAre vikAra rahita mana hoya che tyAre navI navI sakurA jAge che. pUrvabhavanI paNa smRti jAge che ane Atmika guNemAM zAMta banela mana vilaya pAme che; vikAro vinA mahAna vipattio ke viDaMbanAe AvIne upasthita thAya te paNa rahana karI zakAya che, zoka saMtApAdika thatuM nathI; mATe vikArone dUra karavAnI jarUra che. te sivAya game tevI sAhyabI haze, game te parivAra haze, game tevuM kAyika bala haze te paNa zAMti raheze nahI. satyasukhane AdhAra vikArene dUra 3ravAmAM che, je vikArane dUra karyA nahI te sAhyabI mATe ane parivArAdika mATe karelA prayAse vRthA javAnA. jemaNe vikArane tyAga karyo che, ane vaza banyA nathI teoe mekSa gatine savAdhIna karI che ane samagra vizvane paNa kabaje karyuM che. - 49. asAramAMthI sAra meLave. A saMsAra asAsa che temaja dukhamaya-du:khajanaka ane duHkha paraMparA vadhAranAra che. chatAM mANasanI buddhi kahe ke samyaga jJAna kahe te asA For Private And Personal Use Only

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349 2mAMthI sAra grahaNa karIne te dukhamaya, du:khajanaka, dukhaparaMparAne dUra haThAve che. jene samyagajJAna nathI teja saMsArane duHkharUpa banAvI duonuM bhAjana bane che; buddhinuM sAruM kArya teja kahevAya ke asAramAMthI sAra grahaNa karIne sukhI bane. buddhine bagADanAra je kaI heya te viSaya kaSAyanA vikAre ja che. jyAre viSaya kaSAyathI mANase vakare che tyAre teone bhAna rahetuM nathI ke A kArya karuM chuM temAM lAla che ke geralAlA che, eTale avicArI kArya karI bese che ane avicArI elI nAkhe che; paraMtu jyAre teonuM duHkhadAyI pariNAma Ave tyAre teone kAMIka khyAla Ave che ane manamAM pastAve kare che, paraMtu te pastAvAnuM phala pAchA vikAre bharakhI jAya che eTale AvI paDelI viDaMbanAe ane Atene bhUlI ene e mArge gamana kare che tethI teone dukhe-yAtanAone aMta AvatuM nathI; viSaya kaSAyanA vikAromAM gherAela cintAenA pikAro karatAM jIvana vyatIta kare che. keTalAeka te Aphata AkarI paDatAM gaLe phAMse khAya che agara dariyAmAM paDI jIvanane aMta ANe che agara saLagI mare che. AvA addhivihIna mANase A bhava tathA parabhava bene ya bagADe che; eTale A bhavamAM je kaSAya viSayanA vikArothI vakarelA hoya te parabhava sudhAravAmAM samartha banatA nathI, ane satyasukhane lezamAtra paNa anubhava laI zakatA nathI. vastutaH viSaya kavAyanA vikAre teja saMsAra kahevAya, kAraNa ke kaleza sivAya anya phala teonAthI maLI zakatuM nathI; sanmArge prayANa karIne atmika anatA zune meLave che jethI anAdikAlanI bhAvaTa For Private And Personal Use Only

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350 bhAgI jaze ane sAcA adhikArI banaze. akSayapadane prApta karIne anaMta raddhi-siddhi ane buddhine meLavaze. adyApi paryata viSaya kaSAyonA vikArone poSaNa ApI tamAe Atmika lAbha keTale prApta karyuM? pAchaLa doDatI AvatI jarApI rAkSasIne nivArI sUtAM beThatAM agara khAtApItAM cintA karAvanAra sAta bhaye nivAya ke vArevAre thatI vyAdhione haThAvI? temAMnuM te tamArAthI kAMI banI zakyuM nathI ane te pramANe karavAnI tamArAmAM hAlamAM tAkAta nathI, kAraNa ke je zakti che te te viSaya ane kaSAyoe kabajAmAM lIdhI che eTale tamAruM jora cAlatuM nathI mATe viSayakaSAyane mUlamAMthI nivAre, asAramAMthI sAra maLaze. 47. niSkAmabhAve sevA karavAmAM Asakti ochI thAya che. viSaya kaSAyanI tIvra banelI vAlAe, sAMsArika sukhane bhegavavAthI zAMta thaze nahI. uTI vadhavAnI ja, mATe teomAM phasAtA nahI; aLagA rahIne teNIone bujhAvavA mATe samyajJAna cAritranI khAMDAnA dhAranI mAphaka ArAdhanA kare. utpanna thaela Agane bujhAvavA mATe jema paNI che, te je barobara paDe te AganI javAlAnI tAkAta rahetI nathI. te pramANe vikAronI vAlAo bujhAvavAne paNa upAya che. je samyakItyA vartana rAkhIne vikAranA pariNAmane vAre vAre vicAra kare te zAMta thAya, ane AtmabaLa vadhatAM anukrame mUlamAMthI nAza paNa pAme; sakAmabhAve vartana rAkhavAthI viSaya kaSAyanA vikAra utpanna thAya che ane temAM ahaMkArAdikanuM piSaNa maLatAM te vikAra vakare che, vegamAM Ave che For Private And Personal Use Only

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351 tethI dunyavI game tevA upAya karo te paNa zAMta thatA nathI. keTalAka mANase evA hoya che, ke ahaMkAra ane mamatAnA yege vegamAM AvelA vikArothI anyajanoe karelA upakArane bhUlI apakAra karavAne taiyAra thAya che. keTalAka mANase upakArane badalo levAnI abhilASAvALA hoya che, paraMtu zaktinA abhAve sAme mANasa upakAra karavAnI zakitavALo nahI hoya tyAre tenA upara julama gujAravAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI. teo paNu upakArI kahevAya nahI. paNa sAmAe upakAra na karyo hoya te paNa upakAra karyo jAya, manamAM kacavATa thAya nahI ane samatvabhAve rahe teone vikAre satAvatA nathI. tathA keTalAka mahAzaye evA heya che ke upakArano badalo icchatA nathI ane niSkAmabhAve jagatamAM upakAra karatA rahe che, tathA apakArInA upara paNa upakAra kevI rIte kare tevA vicAravALA hoya che. prasaMge tevA apakArInA upara upakAra karIne AnaMdI bane che. AvA niSkAmabhAve upakAra karanAra kahevAya, paNa je ke mArA para upakAra kare te ja tene sahakAra ApuM, madada ApuM-AvA vicAravALA hoya te kharI rIte upakArI kahevAya nahI. niSkAmabhAve upakAra karanArAomAM ahaMkAra, mamatA, kAmakrodhAdika ghaTelA hoya che ane teo laghukamI hovAthI mokSamArge saralatAe ane sugamatAe prayANa karavAmAM samartha bane che tathA jeo ayakArI para upakAra karatA nathI paNa upakArI para upakAra kare che teone jagatamAM yaza-kIrti prApta thAya che, paNa mekSamAge jahadI gamana karavA samartha banatA nathI ane temane mekSamArga For Private And Personal Use Only

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upara sarala ane sugama thatuM nathI. mekSamArganA gAmInI bhAvanA niSkAma paropakAra karavAnI tathA niSkAma sevA bhakita karavAnI avazya hoya che; paMDitAInI ke zrImaMtanI saphalatA ke sArthakatA, niSkAmabhAve vartana karavAmAM ane sadAcAranuM pAlana karavAmAM rahela che, te sivAya paDitAI ke zrImaMtAI cAre gatimAM ane rAzI lAkha yoniomAM paribhramaNa karAvanArI bane che. 498 mANase, mAne che ke ame zatruone-pratipakSIone harAvIne jItyA, paNa te chatyA kahevAya nahI. sAcI rIte jItyA tyAre kahevAya ke aMtaranA kAmAdikane harAvo te ja jItyA kahevAze, kAraNa ke kAma, krodhAdika antara. nA zatruoe tamane anAdikAlathI ghaNI hAni pahoMcADelI che, AtmAnI zaktine lUMTI laI tamane anaMtakAla sudhI herAnaparezAna karyA che; ekendriyapaNAmAM dhakelI dIdhA che. tyAM anaMta kAla paryata chedanabhedana sahevuM paDayuM hatuM. naraka nide te eTaluM badhuM duHkha sahana karavuM paDe che ke mukhe kahyuM na jAya, eTale anaMta jJAna-anaMta-darzana-anaMta sukhane luMTI laI te kAmAdike ApaNuM behAla dazA karelI che, evA antaranA zatruone haThAve te sAcI rIte jItyA kahevAze. nahItara bahAranA zatruene jItazo te paNa hArelA ja che. bahAranA zatruone uzkeranAra, avaLI buddhi ApI unmArge caDhAvanAra ane vAre vAre vega ApanAra antaranA zatruo ja che. jyAre antaranA kAma, krodhAdika zatruonuM jora ochuM thAya che tyAre bahAranA zatruenuM bala ochuM thAya che ane teonuM jora cAlatuM nathI tethI ja te bahAranA zatruo namI paDI mitratA dhAraNa kare che For Private And Personal Use Only

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353 mATe bahAranA zatruo karatAM antaranA zatruone jItavA prayatna karavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA bhavabhava rahelI che. jyAM sudhI A zatruo jAgatA ne jIvatA che tyAM sudhI bhale bahAranA zatruene jItaze te paNa tame sukhethI jIvana gujArI zakaze nahi. attaranA zatruonI tAkAta anaMtI che. bIjAone parAjaya karaze te trIjA, cothA vigerene te UbhA karaze. tame keTalAne harAvaze ? bhabhava te zatruo bahAranA zatruo UbhA karavAnA tame keTalAne pahoMcI vaLaze ? bahAranA zatrue te bAhya dhanAdine lUMTI jAya che ane teonI pAsethI upA-prayAse karatAM lUMTAela vastuo pAchI meLavI zakAya che tathA teone kedamAM paNa purAvI zakAya che, paNa aMtaranA zatruo upara khAnA upAye kAragata thatA nathI ane luMTAela tathA bALI nAkhela vastuone leza paNa meLavI zakAtuM nathI. bahAranA zatruo luMTIne parvatAdikamAM saMtAI rahelA hoya te paNa ApaNe bahAdurIthI ane cAlAkIthI pakaDI pADIe chIe. antaramA zatruonI guptatA eTalI badhI gahana che ke, bahAra tapAsa karatAM daSTigocara thAya ema nathI ane caturAI vAparI pakaDavA jaIe te kadApi pakaDAya ema nathI. bhale pachI jIvana payata dunyavI upAya karo te te phegaTa javAnA ja, e te jayAre sarvathA Asaktine tyAga karIne tathA yaza kAmanAne tyAga karavApUrvaka antaradRSTine vALI kSaNekSaNe AtmAnA upagamAM rahe tyAre ja te zatruo dekhAya, pakaDAya ane dUra karAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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354 49. strIo ragamAM AvIne bese che ke IDarIe gaDha jItyA re AnaMda bharyo, paraMtu temane khabara nathI ke IDarIA gaDhathI paNa kAMIka ghaNA ADA rahelA, ane dRSTigocara na thAya tevA tathA atyaMta pIDAkAraka ane yAtanAonI paraMparAne vadhAranAra gaDha vacce paDelA che. teone ulaMghe agara jIte tyAre ja AnaMda thAya. ane te Avelo AnaMda kadApi alpa thAya nahIM, paNa vadhate rahe IDarIA gaDhane jItavAthI thaela AnaMda te alpa thavAne ane evA duHkhada prasaMge vilaya paNa pAmavAne, mATe bahAranA gaDhane jItavAthI Avela AnaMdamAM vizvAsa rAkhavA jevuM nathI, vizvAsa karavA lAyaka che cAra ghAtIA karmonA cAra mahAna gaDhane jItavAthI thaelA AnaMdamAM ja che, mATe kayAM bhramaNAmAM bhaTakAI paDe che? bahAranA maheTA gaDhanA killAone jItanArane AnaMda rahyo nathI. kSaNabharamAM vilaya pAmela che mATe kAMIka hRdaya hoya te samajo ane satyAnaMda kyAM che tenI antaramAM zedha kare. bahAra duniyAmAM bhaTakavAthI kadApi nahI maLe ane kadAca AnaMda maLaze te banAvaTI kalpanAjanya, temAM ze AnaMda ? nAnI ummaranA bALake paNa tamArI mAphaka banAvaTI ghare banAve che, DhIMgalA DhIMgalIne paraNAve che ane muThI lAvela caNA gAMThIAne khAIne AnaMda mAne che tema ja maheTA banAvaTI gaDhakillAone banAvIne pAchA para5ra jItIne khuzI thAya che. jyAre temanA mAtApitA bAvaDuM pakaDIne laI jAya che tyAre banAvaTI AnaMda UDI jAya che ane tenuM sthAna, zoka-paritApa le che. te pramANe tamee For Private And Personal Use Only

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355 lIdhele AnaMda parAvartana pAmavAne ja ane temanuM sthAna zeka, citA. paritApa levAnA, mATe banAvaTI ane kalpanAjanya AnaMdamAM muMjhAze nahI ane bhramaNAmAM paDaze nahIM. eka asaMtoSI lobhI rAjAe potAnA rAjyanI hadamaryAdA vadhAravA mATe bIjA rAjAne harAvI tenuM rAjya chInavI levAnI dhAraNA karela hovAthI pAyadaLa-azvadaLa-rathadaLa ane hAthInI senA, lAkhe enaiyAnA kharace vadhArIne sarva sAmagrI sahita caDhAI karI paNa sAmene rAjA parvata para racelA killAmAM rahetA hatA temaja prajA paNa te gaDhamAM hatI. tethI jaladI tene parAjaya karI zakAya nahIM. ane gaDha tathA rAjAne ane prajAne kabaje karI na zakela hovAthI vimAsaNamAM paDyo. pAche haThe te AbarUnI sAthe sarva sAmagrI luMTAvAne bhaya hatuM, eTale pAchuM javAtuM nathI ane gaDha jatA nathI. maMtrInI salAhathI chUpA polIsane ekalI tene jItavAnI bAtamI meLavIne bamaNu vegathI caDhAI karIne killAne jI. rAjA-prajAne paNa kabaje karI AnaMdamAM mahAlavA lAgyA, tevAmAM eka jJAnI malyA. temaNe kahyuM ke te rAjyanI hada vadhAravA khAtara bahu prayatna karyo paNa hAruM AyuSya sAta divasanuM che, te cetavuM hoya te cetI le? rAjAne AnaMda UDI gayuM ane paritApAdike sthAna lIdhuM te pramANe banAvaTI kalapelA sukhe rahetA nathI mATe satya sukhanA upAya je. 500. tame koIne ADe Avaze nahI te bIjAo tamArA kAryomAM ADA Avaze nahI. tame je kenuM bagADaze nahI te anya ke tamAruM bagADaze nahI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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356 tame bIjAone gALa deze nahI te kaI tamone gALa deze nahI, tame bIjAonuM bhaluM karaze te tamArA bhalAmAM bIjAo sahakAra Apaze. tamo sArA AcAravALAne vakhANazo te sadA cArAmAM ghaNe prema vadhaze ane sadvartanazIla banaze; tame bIjAone dekhI dayALu banaze te kuratAmAM kApa paDaze ane saddaguNene meLavavA zaktimAna banaze. dayA, sadguNenI janetA che. dayAnI sAthe sarve saddaguNene avihaDa saMbaMdha che. satyavAdI hoya paraMtu dayAvAna je na hoya te satyavAdamAM te TakI zakate nathI; dayAdharmanuM pAlana karavAmAM ane tenI saphalatA karavAmAM satyatA, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigrahavanI khAsa agatyatA rahelI che. dayAvAn kaI kaInI ADe AvavA IrachatA nathI ane ADe AvanAra upara ItarAjI paNa dhAraNa karatuM nathI. tene samajAvI sanmArge vALavA kozIza kare che, te pachI bIjAnuM kArya bagADe kayAMthI? teo apratikAraka vANa paNuM bolatA nathI, kaTuka vacanamAM teo kuratA tathA karmonA baMdhane temaja kalaha kaMkAsAdi rahelA jANatA hovAthI bAlavuM paDe te keIne pIDAkAraka bolatA nathI. tethI temane dayAbhAva sacavAya che ane namratA saralatA, udAratA, vigere saguNe AvIne vase che, mATe keInuM bagADavA, keInA kAryamAM ADe AvavA IcchA rAkhe nahI, paNa tenA upara sadubhAvanA dhAraNa kare. keI tamene patharAe mAre, tamArA mArge kaMTako pAthare, te paNa tenA upara durbhAvanA dhAraNa karaze nahI. te ja tame A phAnI duniyAmAM phAvI jaze. je mANaso potAnA svArthane laI bIjAnA kAryomAM vividha vigho upasthita For Private And Personal Use Only

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357 kare che, tethI peAtAnA svAsthyane aMge teone sArA lAbha maLatA nathI ane kalaha, kalezAdikanI paraMparA vadhavApUrvaka vera vadhe che, ane veranI paraparA vadhatAM parabhavamAM paNa zAMti rahetI nathI; mATe koi tamAruM bhUMDuM bole, gALeA ke agara kAryane agADe te paNa sahana karIne zAMti rAkho. zAMti rAkhavAmAM ghaNA lAbha thaze. jo nahI rAkhA te, tame e gALA deze! teA mIjA cAra deze ane eka tamAcA mAraze! te khIjo e mAraze. A pramANe mArAmArI karavAthI pariNAme sukha hAya kayAMthI ? ane sahana karazeA tA, karyAM AchA badhAze. satya-amRtta, sahana karavAmAM che; nahI ke kalahArdika thAya evI vANI khelavAmAM. ghaNe bhAge khelavAthI kalaha kakAsAdika thAya che ane vera jhera vadhe che mATe tevA prasaMge mauna dhAraNa karavAmAM ja majA che. AvezamAM AvI sAme javAma ApavAmAM majA nathI, kaDavA vacananA ghuMTaDAne ka`malanI davA jANI pI javAmAM ja mananI, tananI temaja AtmAnI arAgatA rahelI che. 501. pAtAnA kadAgraha-raMga rAkhavA mATe mAge javuM nahI. kAinI zaramathI, lAgavagathI ke lAMca laI agara peAtAnA svArtha sAdhavA, khATI sAkSI pUravI, khATA AreApa mUkyA, kalahAdine vadhAravA te Atmika guNNAneA nAza karavA aAkhara che, ane vyavahAramAM Akharu-pratiSThAneA nAza karavA samAna che. lAMca vigere laine khuzI thavA karatAM tevI IcchA thAya te tene dabAvavI ane te vakhate mana upara kAbU rAkhavA te antaranuM rAjya che eTale antaramAM AtmajJAna Atmazaktine AvirsAva thAya che temaja Atmasa'pattinI For Private And Personal Use Only

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58 paNa prApti thAya che. koI prakAranI dInatA, hInatA thatI nathI. eka nyAyAdhIzanI pAse AvIne eka zrImaMta kahevA lAgyA ke-mArA cAlatA kesamAM mArI taraphamAM cUkAdo Ape te lAkha rUpaiyA ApuM ane jIvana paryata tamAre pADa bhUluM nahI, ane dareka prasaMge tamene sahakAra ApIza. A vAta nyAyAdhIzane bIkula pasaMda paDI nahI, kAraNa pite nispRha hate ane potAnI javAbadArIne tathA pharajane sArI rIte samajato hate. lAMca levI te ja anyAya che. anyAya karIne huM mAre dharma kevI rIte banAvI zakIza? A pramANe samajato hovAthI lAMca levAnI cokhkhI nA pADI. ane kahyuM ke-A bInA tAre bIjI vAra kahevI nahI. paNa A svArthI zene mAne ? ane kaI paNa prakAre jo nyAyAdhIza mAne te kAma nIkaLI jAya. Ama dhArIne prakArAntare kahevA lAgyo ke- are sAheba! mArA je zrImaMta lAkha rUpaiyA ApanAra nahI maLe. ghare gaMgA. AvI che, mukha dhevA sAru na jAo, tyAre nyAyAdhIze kahyuM, ke tArA jevA hajAro zrImaMta lAkha rUpiyAnI lAMca ApanAra Avaze, paNa mArA jevo nahI lenAra maLI Avaze nahI. pharI. elIza nahI; nahItara apamAna thaze. atrethI khasI ja. A pramANe sAMbhaLI zrImaMta zeTha vIlAmukhe cAlyA gayA ane vicAra karavA lAgyA ke-nyAyAdhIze lAkha rUpaiyA maLatAM hatA paNa teoe IcchaLyA paNa nahI, ane pacIza hajAra mATe temaja raMga rAkhavA huM unmArge cAlI rahyo chuM, mArI AbarUpratiSThAne paNa jotA nathI. dhikkAra thAo mane ! A pramANe, pastAvo karIne sAmAnI sAthe samAdhAnI karIne kesa pAchA For Private And Personal Use Only

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359 kheMcI lIdhe ! AmAM zrImaMtane tathA nyAyAdhIzane apUrva lAbha thaye. zrImaMta zeTha paNuM dharmanA mArge vaLyA. nyAyAdhIza te nispRha hovAthI nyAya dharmane mArge vaLelA hatA ja. A pramANe lAMca nahI lenArAo nispRha bane te teonA AtmA amara thAya, bIjAnuM bagADavAthI ApaNuM kadApi sudharatuM nathI, lAMca ApIne bIjAnuM bagADavA kozIza karavI te paNa adharmane mArga che, mATe dharma janee pitAne dharma sAcavavA agara te dharmamAM vadhAro karavA kadApi lAMca ApavA ke lAMca levAne paNa vicAra kara nahI ane nyAyanA mArgethI prANute paNa khasavuM nahI. 502. prAyaH mAnanA bhUkhyA manuSyane potAne AmA tathA mana tana kharAba banaze. tenI bhIti rahetI nathI, paNa huM samAjamAM, samudAyamAM ke jJAtimAM kharAba kahevAIza ane halako paDIza, mAruM kahyuM keImAnaze nahI, tenI bhIti rahelI hoya che. AvA bhayathI AtmakalyANa sAdhI zakAtuM nathI ane Atmika vikAsa thato nathI, mATe samAjamAM, samudAyamAM halakA banavAnI bhItinI sAthe mAre AtmA kharAba na thAya te mATe bhaya rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA che. samudAyAdikanI bhIti rAkhavI te sArI che, beTI nathI. tenA ege sadAcAranuM pAlana karaze temAM lAbha che. Abaru-pratiSThAmAM vadhAro thaze; Ama A bhavamAM lAbha thaze paNa paramavanI bhayaMkaratA khasavAnI nathI. je mANase durAcArathI potAnA ja AtmAnuM bagaDe che ane bagaDaze, Ama dhArIne tevA pApothI pAchA haThe che ane vairAga-saMvegane lAvI Atmikahita sAdhe che ane tevA pApanI bhIti rAkhe che tevA mANasone A For Private And Personal Use Only

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360 bhavanI ane parabhavanI bhayaMkaratA rahetI nathI. sArA saMskAra paDelA hovAthI parakamAM paNa zubha nimitte maLe che ane kadAca kharAba nimitto maLyA hoya te paNa tenAthI dUra khasavA prayatnazIla bane che. pApanI, A lekanI, paralakanI temaja ardhagatinI je bhIti hoya che, tevA kharAba mAge mANase gamana karatAM acakAya che-pAchA haThe che, ane pastA paNa kare che, tethI ja teone sArA saMskAra paDavAnA zubha nimitto maLI rahe che ane tene lAbha teo letA rahe che. sanmArge vaLatAM ja sArA nimitto ApoApa AvIne maLaze. tamAre sArA nimittanI jarUra che ke khoTA ane kharAba nimittAnI jarUra che? sArA nimittonI jarUra hoya te pApabhIru bane ke jenA vege AtmAnI sAthe lAgelA nikAcita karmonA baMdhane DhIlA thAya ane AtmAnI zakita vadhatI rahe. sAthe sAthe Aba-pratiSThA paNa vadhe, mATe sArA nimitto maLyA pachI pramAda karavo nahI. keTalAka evA ALasu ane pramAdI heya che ke zubha nimitto AvI maLyA hoya te paNa kharAba sobatathI te nimittane lAbha laI zakatA nathI ane pAchA samAjamAM sArA gaNAvAne dekhAva karatA rahe che eTale teonA vicAro ane kusaMskAre badalAtA nathI. samAjamAM-samudAyamAM sArA, gaNAvA mATe pratyeka mANase prAyaH prayatna karatA mAlUma paDe che. temanI kapaTakaLA-daMbhalIlAne sujJa sajajane jANI jAya che ane je temane samajAvavAmAM Ave te DaMkha rAkhIne lAge maLatAM vidgone UbhA karatAM vilaMba karatA nahI hevAne kAraNe teone sudhAravAne suavasara kayAMthI maLe ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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503 sarovaranI Usie, kalelo zAMta thatAM cazmAnuM pratibiMba temAM barAbara paDe che. te pramANe rAga, dveSa ane mahAdikanA tarago zAMta thatAM AtmadhyAna ane AtmajJAnane AvirbhAva thAya che. rAga, dveSa ane mahAdikanA vicArevaDe ja AtmajJAna ane dhyAna dabAI rahela che, tethI AtmAnI zaktine vikAsa thato nathI ane avaLA umAgagAmI vicAre thayA kare che eTale sArA sAdhane maLyA hoya te paNa sArA vicArone pragaTa bhAva thato nathI mATe rAga, dveSa ane mehanA taraMgarUpI vicArono tyAga karavA, ALasane tyAga karIne samyagajJAnane meLavavA mATe saddaguruone sahavAsa rAkhavAnI agatyatA rahelI che. te sivAya kuvicAro ane kusaMskArone TALavAne anya upAya nathI. jyAM aMdhakAra heya tyAM prakAzanI jarUra paDe che. ane tenA sAdhane meLavavA paDe che te pramANe kuvicAre ane kusaMskAro paNa mithyAtvarUpI aMdhakAranA saMbaMdhavALA che, tethI ja sanmArga sUjhatuM nathI ane sanmArge vaLI zakAtuM nathI, mATe prakAzanI jarUra che. samyagrajJAnI saddaguru sivAya prakAzanuM anya sAdhana nathI, mATe prathama saddagurune sahavAsa karIne teonI AjJAmAM apaI javuM joIe. kaMcana kAminInA tyAgI AtmajJAnI guruo ja sanmArge vALaze ane zubha saMskArane ApI AtmavikAsamAM lAvI mUkaze. rAga dveSa ane mahAdikanA saMskAro vaDe ApaNe anaMta kAla aneka ceniomAM janma maraNa karyA. tyAM anaMtI yAtanAo, viDaMbanAo ane vipattio sahana karI te vakhate keIe paNa AvIne temAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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362 bhAga paDAnyA nahI. duHkha echuM paNa karyuM nahI. kahevAya che ke sapattimAM bhAga paDAvavA dareka sAMsa badhI doDatAM ane hasatAM Ave che. duHkha vi'banA velAe kAi paNa Ave nahI. hAya te paNa mahAnAM kADhIne khasI jAya che tyAre ekalAne ja saghaLI yAtanAo sahana karavI paDe che mATe manuSya bhava pAmIne rAga, dveSa ane mAyAmamatAnA vicArAnA tyAga karavA sadgurunuM zaraNu ane temanA cege maLela sabhyajJAna, du:khamAM bhAga paDAvaze ane te duHkha enDru paNa karaze, mATe samajo ane vicArAnA prakAza nAMkhIne mithyAtvamAhune tathA mizramehane dUra haThAvA ane samakitane pAmI AtmakalyANa sAdhavA mATe zakaya sadAcArAnuM ananya bhAvathI pAlana kare. viDaMbanAone, yAtanAone, vipattione tathA Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhie TALavAnA A upAya kharekharA che. anAvaTI ane kapelA upAye pariNAme sAcA nIvaDatA nathI ane sukhadAyI banatA nathI. kAI kAcane marmANu kahe, tethI zu kAca maNinuM kArya karavA samartha ane che ? mATe satyamaNi samAna sadvicAre ane susaMskArAneA Adara karA, pAMca 54. jANyA pachI banna phoravavAnI jarUra che. indriyA ane mana para kAbU rAkhaveA, te sugama ane sarala paNa che tathA duHzakaya paNa che. jo kSaNe kSaNe te indriyAnA ane mananA vikArAnI bhayaMkaratAneA aAkhara khyAla rahe te tenA bhAra nathI, ke kamajAmAM na AvI zake? pApabhIru hAya teA, ane satyasukhanA Icchu rahe che jethI indriyA ane mananA vikAro DhaLe, paratu je hoya teA jarUra khyAla For Private And Personal Use Only

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363 vAdamAM ane svArthamAM rAcImAcI rahelA che, teo ja teonA vikAromAM phasAI paDe che. tethI ja indriye ane manane vaza karavAnuM duHzakaya thaI paDe che ane kSaNabhaMgura IndriAnA sukhane satya mAnI cAre gatinI athaDAmaNamAM aTavAI duHkhI bane che. viSayanA vikAramAM je satya sukha raheluM hoya te kadApi te nAza pAme nahI, paraMtu kAyama rahe temaja anya sukhanI abhilASA thAya nahI. paNa sukhanI icchAo vArevAre thatI hovAthI viSayajanya sukha te sAcuM sukha nathI paraMtu kSaNa bhaMgura ane ThagAruM che. AvA ThagArA sukhamAM, ajJAnIjane ja phasAI paDe che ane phasAI paDyA pachI taraphaDIA mAratAM temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA phAMphAM mAryA kare che. vikAronA vipAkenI bhayaMkaratAne je samyagrAnIne kSaNe kSaNe khyAla hoya che, te te svAdamAM ane svArthamAM phasAtA nathI, nirlepabhAve vartana rAkhe che. be musApharone tRSA lAgela hovAthI pANInI dha karI rahelA che. tapAsa karatAM ghaNuM kAdavavALuM taLAva dekhyuM ane khuzI thatAM tenI samIpe teo AvyA. eka musAphare kinAre rahIne pANI na pItAM madhyamAM jhukAvyuM. paNa te pIdhuM paNa temAM rahela kAdavamAM phasAI paDyo. bIjAe kinAre rahIne pANI pIne tRSA zAMta karI ane dhArelA kArya mATe AgaLa cAlavAne AraMbha karyo. phasAI rahelA musAphare bIjAne kahyuM ke-tuM mane bahAra kADha. huM bahu duHkhI banyA chuM. bIjAe kahyuM ke-duHkhane sahana karIne tuM tArI jAte aLane pheravI bahAra nIkaLe te nIkaLI zake ema che. tArAmAM tAkAta sArA pramANumAM rahelI che. phakta balane pherava ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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364 sukhI thA! pitAnAmAM baLa hete bIjAnI madada mAgavI te mUkhanuM kAma che. je tArAmAM tAkAta na hatI te dukhane veThIne paNa madada karata mATe balane pherava ane bahAra nIkaLI svataMtra sukhI thA, phasAele tenA vacanane mAnI baLane pheravyuM ke jaladI bahAra nIkaLe ane lAgelA kAdavane kinAre rahIne sApha karyo. baMne musAphare pitApitAne mArge cAlI nIkaLyA. A pramANe vikArarUpI kAdavamAM phasAelane sujJa gurudeva kahe che ke-phasAvAnA duHkhane jANatA hoya te baLa vAparI saMsArasarovaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLa ane kinAre besI jJAnagaMgAnA pANIthI lAgelA kAdavane sApha kara. baLane pheravyA vinA Indri ane mAnasika vRttione tathA tenA vikAre TALavAnuM azakaya thaI paDaze mATe dukha gamatuM na hoya te indriyene vaza kare. 505. mane raMjana dunyavI padArthomAM nathI, paNa Atmika guNemAM che. tamAruM manoraMjana evuM hovuM joIe nahI ke bIjAone pIDAkAraka thAya, nukazAna karanAra hoya temaja cIkaNuM karmone baMdha thAya, paNa evuM hovuM joIe ke anya jana sanmArge vaLe, unmArgethI pAchA haThe ane lAbhadAyI thAya. temaja puNya-nirjarA thAya ke jethI vaparane kaI prakAranI hAni thAya nahI ane uttarottara AgaLa vadhAya. keTalAka evA hoya che ke anya jananI viDaMbanA, vipatti ke pIDA dekhI khuzI thAya che ane temAM manaraMjana mAne che, paraMtu tethI khuzI thavAmAM zuM lAbha thaze? tene vicAra paNa karatA nathI. keTalAka vaLI evA heya che ke anya prANIone, samAja, jJAti temaja rASTrane, sattA maLatAM herAna parezAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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kasa natIje chevaTe sA karavAmAM maneArajana mAne che paNa tene AvatA nathI ane pUrI hAlate maraNa pAme che eTale ne tamArI pAse sattA hAya ke saMpatti hoya teA svaparanI unnati karavAmAM ja manAra jana mAnA, sahakAra ApI, prANIonA sakaTone dUra karIne zakaya dhana vigere vaDe madada karIne khuzI thAe temAM lAbha ja che; nukazAna kaddApi thaze nahI. tamAI dhanArdikanI jogavAI hAya nahI, teA kAyAvaDe parIpakAra kaza ane kAyAmAM zakti na hAya teA pratyeka jIvAtmAnuM hita icchA. su Mdara maitrI, pramAda vigere bhAvanAone bhAvI manerjana kareA, vikathAnI vAtA sAMbhaLIne manamAM khuzI thatA nahI. paNa tevI vAta sAMbhaLI vairAga-saMvega, madhyasthatA tathA upazamane dhAraNa karaze. AtmajJAnane meLavI AtmadhyAne laganI lagADaze. temAM ja manArajana ane AtmakalyANu samAela che. jagatanA rAga, dveSa ane mahu-mAyAnA vikAra evA che ke jo samyagajJAnanA upayega hrAya nahI te temAM manAra jana thatAM vilaMba lAgatA nathI. ane tevI ja vAteAmAM rAga-dveSanI Asakti vadhe che, khasatI nathI, agara sabhyajJAnane meLavI khaseDIe tA paNa tenI vAsanA rahI jAya che;-jema kAI khAvaLIzAne ke vaDa-pIpaLAne thaDamAMthI kApe, te pazu teonA mUla UMDA hAvAthI samaya ane sAdhana maLatAM khIjI vAra pAMgare che ane anukrame prathama sthitimAM taiyAra thAya che; tevI rIte tapa pAdika karIne AsaktinA tyAga thayA ema mAnIe paNa te bhUlamAM tenI eTale anAra'jananI vAsanA rahelI hoya teA pAchI te sanA samaya ane sAdhana maLatAM pAMgare che ane prathamanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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sthiti AvI upasthita thAya che, mATe mUlamAMthI tevA manejananI vAsanAne tyAga karavA mATe ananya bhAvathI prayatna kare. prayatna karavAthI dhArelAM kArya siddha thAya che ane karelI mahenata saphalatAne dhAraNa kare che. 506. manaraMjana karavA keTalAka zrImaMta, navA navA mahele baMdhAve che. vividha rAca-racIlAone goThavI Adarza bhuvana banAve che. mazarUnI taLAIo suMdara manahara palaMgamAM pAtharIne sUve che. vaLI mahelanI AgaLa bAga bagIcAo paNa taiyAra karAvI temAM ja manoraMjana mAne che. vaLI managamatI rasavatIne AsvAda laIne khuzI thAya che, paraMtu te mane raMjana kayAM sudhI? jyAre vepAra-dhaMdhAmAM ekadama peTe AvI paDe ke kaI e mANasa, meLavelI milakta bathAvI pADe agara Aga vigerenI Aphata AvI paDe tyAre te mahele, rAcaracIlAo, suMdara managamate palaMga ane managamatI rasavatI kayAM UDI jAya che tenI khabara paDatI nathI ane mane raMjananA badale aphasa, paritApAdi hAjara thAya che. keInI te sAhyabI puNyanA prabhAve Take che paNa mAnasika vRttio kudaMDudA karatI hovAthI cintAe khasatI nathI. kahe have manaraMjana kyAM rahyuM ? eTale jagatanA ISTa padArtho anukUlatA maLe tyAM sudhI manaraMjana rahe ane te ja padArtho temaja vajanavarga, pratikUla thAya te citAo AvIne hAjara thAya che. AvA manoraMjanathI saryuM. ghaDImAM rahe ane ghaDIkamAM khasI jAya. evA manaraMjanamAM keNuM muMjhAya? mATe sarva ALapaMpALane mAnI temaja kSaNavinAzI jANIne Atma For Private And Personal Use Only

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367 jJAnaghyAnamAM ramaNutA karI maneArajananA lahAvA le ane AtmavikAsa karIne akSayapadane meLavA ! je mahAna puruSa akSayapadane pAmelA che, teoe duniyAdArInA manAra janane Thokare mArIne AtmarajanamAM laganI lagADelI hatI, tenA cege ja anaMta sukhane pAmyA. janmajarA ane maraNanA sakaTA savathA-sattA ane satra nivAryAM. jagatanA jIvAne anAdi kAlanA dunyavI padArthAMmAM manAra'jananA abhyAsa hovAthI teo prApta thAya tyAre khuzI thAya che. ane peAtAne bhAgyazALI mAne che, tathA anya zrImatAne sAhyabI maLI hoya te tene paNa bhAgyazAlI mAnavA taiyAra thAya che, paNa jeo dunyavI padArthAnA tyAga karavApUrvaka mamatAne mArI AtmajJAna ane dhyAnamAM rahelA che, teone keTalAka bhAgyazAlI mAnatA nathI te eka prakAranuM Azcarya che. satya rItie te jeonuM mana Atmika guNemAM ramI rahyuM che teeja bhAgyazAlI che ane satya manAra jana te ja gaNAya che. cha khaDAnI sAhyakhI maLe, rAjya maLe, are devAnI Rddhisiddhi maLe te pazu maneArajana kAyama rahetuM nathI. puNyadaya, pUchu thaye chate hatuM nahatu thAya che ane manerajananA anubhava thayA kare che, dunyavI manArajanane satya sukhanuM sAdhana mAneA nahI, duHkhanuM sAdhana mAnI tenI upekSA karavAnI laganI lagADatA zIkho. manArajana te ThagAru vizvAsaghAtI che tethI tenA upara vizvAsa rAkhA nahI ane banatA prayAse AtmadhyAnamAM manArjana thAya te pramANe vartana karo, 1 507 prAsa thaela manazuddhinu rakSaNa kare, For Private And Personal Use Only

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368 malina banAve nahI. nirvikArI AhAranI zuddhipUrvaka thaelI, temaja anitya-azaraNa--ekavAdibhAvanA bhAvavAthI utpanna thaelI mAnasika zuddhine bujhAvA de nahI. saMsAranA varUpane vicArI sadAya maitrIbhAvanA-amedabhAvanA vigerethI tathA niSkAmabhAve te bhAvanAone bhAvI te utpanna thaela mAnasika zuddhinuM rakSaNa kare ke jenAthI te rakSita thaela manaHzuddhi ekSamArganI na bujhAya evI dIpikA bane, mokSamArga sugama ane sarala thAya, ane aDhaLaka saMpatti tathA sattA pAchaLa deDatI Ave, tenAthI Adhi, vyAdhi phara khase che. ane samatvanA anubhave AvIne maLe che. tenA vege sAmarthya vega AvIne hAjara thAya che. mAnasikazuddhi sivAya manuSyane game tevI saMpatti-sattA prApta thaelI hoya to paNa mananI mUMjhavaNa khasatI nathI-sadAya kAMIka kAMIka nimittane pAmI hRdaya baLatuM he che tethI ja satya svarUpane parakhAtuM nathI. rAga-dveSa ane meha-mamatAnA vicAromAM, tenI bhAvanAmAM te AtmA tathA mAnasikavRtti tevA nimittarUpa cagaDoLe caDhIne bhramita bane che jethI satyazAMti heya kyAMthI? zubhAzubha bhAvanAo ja, prArabdha-bhAgyane ghaDe che. anubhava paNa te Ave che. azubha bhAvanAvaDe mananI zuddhi hoya te paNa malina thAya che, ane zubha bhAvanAthI mAnasika zuddhi banatI hovAthI saMtoSa thAya che. je manuSyane zubhabhAvanAo nathI teonI avadazA pAse AvatI rahe che. bhale pachI vartanamAM puNyodaye viSayAsakitamAM tathA majamajAmAM magna banela hoya, paNa tenA vege upajelI avadazAne TALI zakatA nathI kAraNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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369 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ke viSayAsaktithI mAnasazaktinA hAsa thAya che. sAthe sAthe zArIrika zakti paNa ghavAtI hAvAthI bhAvimAM AvanArI avadazA khasatI nathI. jyAre avadazA Ave che tyAre besavA mATe ATalA maLatA nathI ane khAvA mATe roTalA paNa maLatA nathI. are ! paheravA mATe vastra paNa maLatu nathI. AvI paristhiti Ave nahI te mATe zubha bhAvanAo bhAvIne mAnasika vRttine nirmala karavI te prathama kartavya che, ke jenA cege zArIrika sa pattinI anukUlatA paNa maLI Ave tathA viSayAsakita alpa thAya ane anukrame mAnasika vRttinI dRDhatA thatAM mUlamAMthI paNa tenI vAsanAnA tyAga thAya. jyAre viSayavAsanA TaLe che tyAre antaramAM prabhutA ApoApa AvIne hAjara thAya che. prabhutA kAMi vecAtI maLatI nathI temaja lAgavaga lagADavAthI ke lAMca ApavAthI AvI maLatI nathI. te te viSayavRttinA tyAgapUrvaka jema jema manaHzuddhi--Atmika zuddhi thatI jAya che, tema tema antaramAM ja prabhutAnA prAdurbhAva thatA rahe che. zarIra-vastrAdikanI zuddhithI ekAMte mAnasika zuddhi kadApi thatI nathI ane thaze paNa nahI; mATe game te bhAge mAnasika zuddhi karo ane bhAvanAonA satya AdhAra mAnIne AtmAne pUNurUpe pragaTa karI, 508, ApaNI abhilASA thAya te pramANe vartana rAkhavu te manuSyajanmanA uddeza nathI; kAraNa ke anAdi kAlathI ApaNeA AtmA, AhAra-bhaya-maithuna ane parigRha sajJAothI avyakata ke vyaktapaNe gherAela che, tethI te 24 For Private And Personal Use Only

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370 sa'jJAne pASavA tathA vadhAravAnI IcchAe karyAM kare che. AvA prakAranI IcchAe AtmAnnatimAM vAre vAre vinno upa sthita karIne Atmazaktine haNI nAMkhe che, mATe tevI icchAene kabaje karavI ane AtmavikAsa sAdhavA te manuSyajanmana uddeza che ane hAvA joie. A uddezane jo bhUlavAmAM Ave te manuSyajanmanI sArthakatA sadhAtI nathI paNa viparIta pariNAma AvyA vinA rahetu nathI. AhAra sajJAmAM phasAI paDelA prANIe vividha vyAdhiAvaDe vyAsa thAya che. eTale prathama te zarIranI AreAgyatA ghavAya che. zarIra ArAgya hAya te ja mAnasikavRtti prAyaH sArI rahe che-zArIrika cintA alpa pramANamAM thAya che. eTale jematema bhakSyAbhakSyanA bhAna vinA khAvu agara pIvu te uddeza na hAvA joiye. paNa zArIrika mAnasika zuddhi thAya te pramANe vartana rAkhavuM' e uddeza hAvA joie. adhamAcArathI bhaya zakArA manamAM thayA kare che. tethI bhaviSya agaDatu hAvAthI ane tenAthI aneka prakAranI viDaMbanAo AvatI hAvAthI anAcAra-adhamAcArane tyAga karIne bhaya saMjJAne TALavI te paNa uddeza che. bhaya paNa eka prakAranu maraNa che ane bhayathI paNa ghaNA prANIo tathA mAnavIo maraNu zaraNa thAya che. sadAcArIone sAte layamAM ekeya bhaya hAtA nathI ane utpanna thatA nathI, tethI teo nizcita anI AtmadhamamAM AgaLa vadhe che; mATe manuSya janmane pAmI anAcArAne dUra karI saddAcArAnu pAlana karavuM. maithuna sa'jJAmAM vaza anela prANIonI kevI durdazA thAya che, keTakeTalI viDaMbanAe ane vipattimAM phasAI paDe che te te For Private And Personal Use Only

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31 ajANI nathI. bhAgyodaye prApta thaela sAmrAjyane paNa gumAvI nAMkhe che. keTalAka te mAMhamAMhI kApAkApI karIne manuSyabhavanI arabAdI karIne narakanigodAdika adhamAdhama sthitimAM mUkAya che ke jyAM eka kSaNamAtra sukha hotuM nathI; maithuna saMjJAmAM vaza anelane sArI bhAvanA-zubha vicAre tathA viveka heto nathI, kAmAMdha banI jyAM tyAM athaDAyA kare che. zArIrika, mAnasikazakti joItA pramANamAM rahetI nathI. saMsamaraNa te thAya kyAMthI ? mATe tene dUra karavAne uddeza rAkhavuM joIe ke jethI zArIrika mAnasika zaktimAM vadhAro thatAM alabhya e AtmA sulabhya thAya ane akhaMDa akSaya sukhanI prApti thAya. parigrahavRtti, je sarva pApanuM mUla che, ane sarva pApane vadhAranAra che. mATe Atmika zakti-jJAna vigerene dabAvanAra che, mATe tene dUra karo ane apari graha vartane keLavI svataMtratA meLavavI te abhilASA rAkhavI joIe. 509 A saMsAramAM dhanAdi parivAra heya to paNa cintAe khasatI nathI. dhana heya nahI tyAre dhana-paisA meLavavAnI cintA, dhana maLyA pachI strInI cintA, strI maLyA pachI putranI cintA, putrane paraNAvyA pachI tene putra je na hoya te paNa citA, eTale kAMIne kAMI cintAo manuSyane satAvatI hoya che. AzAne khADe kadApi pUrA nathI te paNa mANase tene pUravA mATe jIvananI atima ghaDIe AzAne mUkatA nathI. dhanAdika parivAra heya ane paraNAvela putrane je putra na thAya tyAre A mAruM dhana keNu khAze? ane jyAre putrAdika daza bAra hoya te A putrAdika zuM khAze ? AvI cintAmAM pitAnuM thaze zuM? ene khyAla Avato nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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372 A kevI bhUlabhUlAmaNI? jemake, eka sittera varSanA resA pathArIe paDyA che, paNa gharanI cintA gaI na hovAthI vArevAre valopAta karyA kare che. tene putra savavadhU sAthe eka zaheramAM kamAvA khAtara rahetuM hatuM tene khabara paDI ke pitA maraNa pathArIe paDyA che ane maLavAnI jhaMkhanA karyA kare che. putra 2vavadhu sAthe pitAnA ghera AvIne pitAne maLe ane sevA cAkarI karavA lAge, te paNa DosAne valepAta e che te nathI. tyAre putre pUchyuM-pitAjI, gharabAbatanI cintA mUkI de. je kAMI puNya kSetramAM vAparavAnI IcchA hoya te kahe, kAraNa ke tamArI bImArI ghaNI vadhI che. kayAre paraleke sidhAvaze tenI khabara paDe nahI, mATe punyadAna mATe kahe ke jethI cintAne mUkI dharmadhyAnapUrvaka svarge javAya. DosAe kahyuM ke, bIjI te citA nathI, paNa tArI ummara pacAzanI thavA AvI che. chatAM tArI vahune dikarA nathI enI cintA thayA kare che ke, A saghaLuM dhana kaNa khAze ? ane vaMzanI vela kayAMthI vadhaze ? je tArI strI tane bIjI strI paraNAvavAnuM mAne te mane cintA rahe nahI. tenI strI bahu samaju hatI. teNue kahyuM ke tame cintA mUkI de. bIjI paraNaze te vAMdho uThAvIza nahI. A sAMbhaLI DosA zAMta banIne maraNa pAmyA. A strIe potAnA patine bIjI paraNavAne Agraha karyo. te bIjI para ane bhAgedaye tene putra thaze. eTale AnaMdane pAra rahyo nahI. sAthe jAnI ane navI saMpIlAM hovAthI keI bAbatanI tenA patine cintA nahatI, paNa traNa varSa vyatIta thayA pachI jUnI dharma dhyAnapUrvaka svarge gaI. navIne daza bAra putraputrI thayAM, phesAe kahyuM varI tArI umara For Private And Personal Use Only

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373 gharanuM kharaca vadhavA lAgyuM. kamANI ochI thaI eTale A bhAIne cintAe ghara ghAyuM ke meMghavArI vadhI che, kharaca vadhAre thAya che, kamANe che nahI; te A putre khAze zuM ? tethI vRddhAvasthAmAM dhArmika kriyAne mUkIne baMdha karavA lAgyA. koIe kahyuM ke ATalI ummare duHkha veThIne zA mATe dhaMdhAne ghasaraDo kare che? teNe kahyuM ke-putrAdi parivAra bhaviSyamAM zuM khAya? jyAre tenA pitAne putra nahe tyAre A dhana khAze keNu? e ciMtA hatI. ane putrane putrAdika thayA tyAre A parivAra khAze zuM? A vicAra thaye. AvI paNa cintA rahelI hoya che. 510. dhana-aivana-putrAdika sagAnA svarUpane barAbara vicAra karavAthI ane jacetanano viveka karavAthI je AnaMda utpanna thAya te AnaMda, avikArI heya che. AvA satyAnaMda mATe samyagrajJAna meLavavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA che. cintAone dUra karavAnI davA je kaI hoya te nirvikArI AnaMda ja che. vyAdhigrasta mAnavI pIDAnI vakhate dhanAdikane, putrAdika parivAranuM svarUpa vicArI ane jaDacetananI vaheMcaNa kare te prathama tenuM aDadhuM dukha ochuM thAya. pachI vaidyanI davA lete, te davA kAragata nIvaDe ane aAgatA prApta thAya che, paraMtu je dhanAdikanI cintAo hoya ane davA le te te lIdhelI davA phalavatI thatI nathI, mATe prathama haradIe dharmabhAvanAnI davA laIne cintA rahita banavuM joIe. vidyArthI agara vepArI cintAmAM rahIne abhyAsa kare, vepAra kare te barAbara lAbha maLatuM nathI, ane barAbara lAbha na For Private And Personal Use Only

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307 maLatAM adhikAdhika cintAtura bane che ane ciMtAtura heIne I rasavatI jame tenuM pariNAma sAruM AvatuM nathI. laDAImAM gaelA sainika je strI putrAdikanI ciMtA thAya te te jarUra mAra khAI bese. agara bhAgI AvIne gharabhegA thAya. vairAgI banIne tathA saMvegI banIne keI saMyamI sAdhu bane ane jJAnayAnamAM magna bane te sAdhu tarIke saMyamanI rItasara ArAdhanA karI zake, paraMtu je prathama avasthAnI yAdI Ave, strI putrAdikanI cintA thAya ane viSaya bhogavavAnI utkaTa abhilASA jAge te te saMyamane pALI zake nahI, eTale patita bane; mATe yuvAvasthAmAM tathA vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa samyagajJAnapUrvaka saMsAranA svarUpanI vicAraNA karavI. ane viveka karIne cintAothI nirmukta banavuM te hitAvaha temaja zreyaskara che, nahItara duHkhane pAra raheze nahI. eka daMpatIne ghaNI cintA hatI. kAraNa ke puruSa nAmarda hatuM. paraNyA pachI te viSaya legavavAne azakta hovAthI bahu cintAtura rahete ane strIne viSayAsakti adhika hevAthI vadhAre cintAtura rahetI. bane jaNane vyAdhi upajI. tenI davA levA mAMDI paNa cintA hevAthI davA lAgu paDatI nathI. keI hitasvIe salAha ApI ke A cintA karavAthI vyAdhi maTavAnI nathI mATe prathama te viSayAsaktinI cintAne dharmabhAvanA bhAvIne tyAga kare; ane nAmardApaNuM khase evI davA che ke jethI cintA mUlamAMthI khase. tenI salAha mAnI viSayAsaktinA vipAke kevA bUrAM che ane pariNAme paritApa utpanna karanAra che. ema samajI tenI cintAne tyAga karI davA lIdhI. ane vyAdhinI sAthe maradAnagI For Private And Personal Use Only

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375 paNa AvI. putraputrAdi paNa thayAM. chevaTe dharmabhAvanA kAyama rahelI hovAthI dareka cintAone tyAga karI dezaviratine aMgIkArI karIne dharmadhyAnathI sadgati meLavI. pa11. vyAvahArika keLavaNumAM samyagajJAnanI melavaNI kare. jyAre je dharmamAM aneka jJAtione, aneka vaNene Azraya ApavAnI zakti hoya che, te dharma savayaM rakSita che. ane lAkhe badale kare mAnavIone AdhArabhUta bane che, paraMtu jyAre te dharma ja saMkucitatA dhAraNa kare che tyAre te dharmanuM rakSaNa karavAne prazna UbhuM thAya che. jainadharma prathama vaDevRkSanI mAphaka vistAra pAmela heine karaDe prANIone AdhArabhUta hatuM paraMtu teonA pracArakonI dIrghadRSTinA abhAve ghaNe sakeca pAye ane lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM rahyo. karoDAnA dhAraNahAra evA ApaNA jainadharmane vistAra karavo hoya te sakeca vRttino tyAga karavo paDaze ane tenA pracArakone tathAprakAranuM samyajJAna ApavuM paDaze, te ja dharma prathamanI rithatimAM Avaze, tevA pracArakene mATe gurUkula jevI saMsthAo UbhI karavI. ane tene mATe zrImateo udAra dIlathI dhanane pravAha temAM vALo joIe ke jethI dIrghadazI vidvAno pragaTe ane gAmegAma upadeza ApIne dharmane phelA kare. gurukulanA vidyArthIo, samyajJAna meLavI pite nItimAna bane ane anyanene nItimAna banAve tathA jainadharmanA tane phelAve te ja jJAtivaNane aspRdaya thAya. kaMkAsa, kusaMpa thAya ane bhAgalA paDe te dharmane phelAve thatuM nathI ane samAjamAM saMkucitatA AvatI For Private And Personal Use Only

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heIne tenA ja pracAraka halakA paDe che ane bhedabhAvane dhAraNa karI pararapara nindA karavA taiyAra thAya che mATe prathama samya jJAnanI AvazyakatA che. samyagajJAna vidyArthIone je ApavAmAM Ave te te vidyAthIo AgaLa vadhatAM vaparane uddhAra karI zake. samAjamAMthI ja dharmanA pracArake pAke che. sAdhu munirAje paNa bane che eTale teone gurUkula dvArA prathama samyagajJAna ApavAmAM Ave te ja sva5. 2nA uddhAraka bane. derAsaranuM temaja dhArmika saMsthAonuM rakSaNa kare, tevA samyajJAnIonA AdhAre dharma jayavaMte thAya che, prathama vyavahArakuzaLa samyajJAnIonI AvazyaktA che; vyaktio, jJAtie agara deza je samyagrajJAnI haze te ja, derAsaro-saMsthAo sArI rIte jAhojalAlI jogavaze. Aje cAre tarapha jaina saMskRti para AkramaNe AvI rahela che. rAjadvArI vAtAvaraNamAM jainane kaI paNa avAja saMbhaLAtuM nathI. hAlamAM kAyadAe paNa evA ghaDAya che ke jenenI saMskRti upara ghA paDe, mATe jainee cetIne cAlavuM jarUrI che. eTale samyagUjJAnane baLe phelA kema thAya tenA upAyo levA, ane upAye laIne samAjane-jJAtine aspRdaya kara. vyavahAra jIvanamAM paNa samyagUjJAna vinA abhyadaya tha azakya che. pa1ra. manuSya tarIke jIvana gujAravA mATe viSacAMdhatA temaja krodhAMdhatA-lobhAMdhatAne TALavI paDe che, te jaina tarIke jIvavA mATe te adhika TALavI paDaze. teone TALanAra ja, manuSya tarIke jIvI zake, nahIMtara pazu, For Private And Personal Use Only

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377 * pakhI ane manuSyanA taphAvata rahetA nathI. pazu paMkhIAne vicAra ane viveka hAtA nathI, tethI pratikUlatA AvatAM aMdha banI mArAmArI vigere kare che. manuSyAne peAtAnA vyAvahArika kAryoMmAM vicAra ane viveka o na hAya tA teonI kimata rahetI nathI; mATe ja viSayAMdhatAne TALavA mATe ane manuSya tarIke jIvavA mATe adhatAne TALavI jarUranI che. jana tarIke jIvavuM haze to atyAranA badhA dunyavI vicArA upara kApa mUkavA ja paDaze. manuSyapaNAmAM lAyakAtanI jarUra rahe che tA jainatvane pAmavAmAM ethI ye adhika lAyakAta-yAgyatA sivAya jainatva AvavuM azakya che. jinezvaranI AjJAone je mastake dhAraNa kare che, te ja jaina kahevAya che. jainatvamAM ja upazamasa vega-vairAgya--anukaMpA ane AstikatA rahelI hAya che. ane A guNNAne AdhAre Atmika vikAsa sadhAtA jAya che tathA meAkSamArganI sanmukha antarASTi jAgrata thAya che. pachI cAka saMtApa paritApArdikanuM paNa bahu jora cAlatu' nathI. eTale mekSamAthI pAchuM haThAtuM nathI. temaja sapatti maLe tA pazu hu ghelA banAtuM nathI. jainadharma, matikalpanAthI pALI zakAtA nathI. temaja zrImaMtAI ke devatAIthI prApta thAya ema nathI, te te Atmadharma che. jyAre tathAprakAranA krame khare che tyAre ja dharmanuM pAlana thAya che. eTale viSayakaSAyanA vicArA ane vikArAne tyAga karavA pUrvaka jinAjJAmAM raMgAvu joIe, viSayakaSAyanI AsaktithI tamAe AtmAnI zakti upara pANI-kAdava nAMkhela che, svAda ane svArtha khAtara temaja rUpa2iMgasuvAsa ane manaH kalpita anukUlatA mATe pApanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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378 prapaMcane, anyAyane, anItine bhaya visAce, mananI meja khAtara zAhukArI vecI-pratiSThA AbarU upara pANI pheravyuM A saghaLuM aniSTa viSaya kaSAyanI aMdhatAthI thaela che. Ama karavAthI tamane zo lAbha thaze sukhane ke anubhava thayo ? vicAra te kare. anaMtakAla, mithyAtvAMdhakAramAM gaye. have te adhatAne tyAga nahI kare te anaMtakAla sudhI paribhramaNa karavuM paDaze, mATe amUlya manuSyabhava pAmIne viSaya kaSAyanI aMdhatAne tyAga karIne jenatatvane pAmo. jainatvanA pAlanamAM mokSasukhanI cegyatA AvI male che. prabhutAne AvirbhAva thatuM rahe che. jAtyaMdhatA karatAM viSayAMdhatA ane kaSAyAMdhatA bahu duHkhadAyaka che. janmAMdhatAmAM te eka bhavamAM athaDAmaNuM vigere nI pIDA che. viSayAMdhatAmAM bhabhava pIDAone vipattione pAra Avato nathI. jeTalA duHkhe che te badhAya viSayAMdhatAthI utpanna thayelA che ane utpanna thaze, mATe sAvadha bane. vividha mAnasika kalpanAomAM magna banela are mAna! viSaya vAsanAnA tyAgane mArga nahI zodho ane ubhAge gamana karaze tathA AtmakalyANanA sAdhanane svIkAra nahI kare, ane pApathAnakomAM ja rAcImArI raheze te mAthuM pheDIne marazo agara dariyAmAM paDaze te paNa satyasukha AvIne hAjara thaze nahI. atyAra sudhI te tame mane rAjayanA tAbAmAM che, mana kahe te pramANe karyA kare che rAga, dveSa ane maha-mamatAnA taramAM aTavAyA che, tene tamane khyAla che? keTalI zAMti AvI maLI? mAnasika taraMganA kutakamAM kadApi zAMti hatI nathI mATe te taraMgane zAMta karIne sukhanA sAgarane zodhe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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viSayasukhanA bindumAM mojamajA mANatA hovAthI satya sukhanA sidhunI oLakhANa thaI nathI, ane thAya paNa kayAMthI ? jyAM daSTi viSayAsatinA taraMgomAM che tyAM sthira-akhaMDa ane anaMta avyAbAdha evA sukhasAgaramAM daSTi kyAMthI paDe? anItidaMbhaprapaMcanA vicAronA vamaLamAM je gothA khAya che, teone satya sukhane mArga kayAMthI sUjhe? tamAre satya sukhasinadhumAM jhIlIne anaMta AnaMda meLavavo hoya te manaHkalpita viSayasukhanA bindune tyAga karIne anaMta sukhane sAgara eve AtmA, tenA tarapha najara karo. anyatra sukha mATe doDAdoDI daMbhaprapaMca karavA nahI paDe. vividha kaSTa viDaMbanA upasthita thaze nahI. mana, vacana ane tana, sthira thaze. taraMgonI dhamAla baMdha paDaze. duniyAmAM kAlAvAlA-AjIjI karavI paDaze nahI ane dhAryA karatAM paNa antaramAM AnaMda ApoApa AvIne maLaze. phakta najara-daSTi pheravavAnI che, je tame dunyavI padArthone dekhe che-dekhI khuzI thAo che-te najarane AtmAnA guNe tarapha kahetA-pitAnA tarapha vALe ! eTale ApoApa sAdhane paNa sArA maLI Avaze. najara vALatAM ane sthira thatAM tamane apUrva AnaMdano anubhava thaze. atyAra sudhI AtmA tarapha tamoe najara karI nathI ane jaDa padArtho tarapha ja tamArI najara cUMTI rahelI che, tethI potAne AtmA pitAne parakhA nahI ane Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhimAM aTavAye, dagA-prapaMca-anItimAM sukha mAnyuM. have te samaje! duHkha veThavAnuM bAkI zuM rahyuM? tamane sukha te vahAluM che ja te pachI duHkhanA mArgane tyAga karyA sivAya sukha kyAMthI maLaze? putra For Private And Personal Use Only

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380 patnI, parivAra ane prapaMcamAM ja mehumamatAnA vicArA ane vikArA utpanna thAya che, tevA vikAzamAM sukhane zeAdhavA mATe aheniza vicArA karA che, tene tyAga karIne Atmika guNNAnA be ghaDI vicAra karA. eTale utpanna thaela vikArA taLavA mAMDaze. mana, tana ane vacana paNu sthiratA dhAraNa karaze mATe kalpanAnA tyAga karI sthira thAo ! pa13. vyAvahArika kAryomAM peAtAnA bacAvanA sAdhanAne meLavyA sivAya bIjAne bacAva karavA jAya tA te mAryo jAya che. agara bhAre nukazAnI tene khamavI paDe che-pAte karaja karI anya janAne sahakAra Ape, dAna vigere kare ane prazaMsApAtra thAya, ane dAna lenArAe tenI vAhavAha le, te paNa pariNAma suMdara AvatuM nathI, aMte tenA DheDatA thAya che. A te evu' thayu ke mAthe devu karIne dAna karyuM, Avu dAna karanAranI dAnata evI hAya che ke jagatamAM prazaMsApAtra banIzuM, tethI aneka prakAraneA lAsa thaze; paratu chevaTe lAbhane badale geralAbha upasthita thAya che. tathA UMDAM pANImAM DUbatA mANasane bacAva karavA mATe koi UMDA pANImAM paDe; paraMtu jo tene taravAnI-pAtAnA bacAva karavAnI zakti na DAya teA, tAranAra pazu mA jAya che ane mUDelAne bacAva thatA nathI. te rIte peAtAnA AtmAnA jee uddhAra karavA samartha nathI, te khIjAonA uddhAra karavA zaktimAn banatA nathI. peAtAnA AtmAnA jee uddhAra karavA samartha che te pArakAnA uddhAra karavA samartha bane che; mATe prathama peAtAnA uddhAra mATe sAdhanA meLavIne samartha anavu te hitakara che, na For Private And Personal Use Only

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381 nukazAnI ane lAbhanA upAya peAtAnI zakti ane azakti upara rahelA che. Atmika khalavALA, dareka zaktione, dareka sattAne ane dareka sapattione prApta karI zake che ane peAtAnA uddhAranI sAthe anya prANIonA uddhAra karIne mahu-mamatA-- ahaMkArAdinA anukrame nAza kare che. pAMca sAta yuvAne nadImAM hAvA mATe paDyA. temAMthI eka yuvAna UMDA khADAmAM phasAI gayA ane macAvanI amA teNe pADI, te sAMbhaLI eka samatha tAranAra tenI pAse gayeA. peleA te mAjhI paDyo paraMtu A tAranAra hoMziyAra hAvAthI be hAtheAne cheDAvI peAtAnI pITha para lai tene bahAra kADhyo. jo taravAmAM DuAMziyAra na hota te khUDanAra AjhI paDelA. DAvAthI bannenA prANA jAta. khIjAne tAravA jeTalI zakti hAya tA jarUra zaktine phAravavI ane parApakAra karavA te ucita che, paNa bIjAne tAravAnI tAkAta na heAya te jokhama kheDavu te bhayAvaha che. keTalAka pote tare che. pAtAnA acAva karavA samartha hAya che, ane anya janAne paNa tAravA zaktimAna hoya che. keTalAka peAtAnA ja bacAva karavA samartha hAya che ane anya janAne tAravAnI zakti dharAvatA nathI. keTalAka vaLI evA hAya che, ke pAte peAtAnA bacAva karI zake nahI evAM hoya che, ane khIjAonA bacAva karavAnI IcchAvALA hoya che ane prayatnazIla thAya che, tathA keTalA pAte peAtAne acAva karI zakatA nathI ane khIjAone bacAvI zakatA nathI. AvA mANusA 'svaparanA uddhAra karI zakatA nathI. 514. abhimAna karavA jevu te nathI ja, kAraNa ke te unmArge dorI jAya che, paNa abhimAna karatAM caTako For Private And Personal Use Only

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32. lAgI jAya ke keIpaNa prakAre mAre abhimAnanI sArthakatA karavI te teja nirabhimAnInA paMthe paLe che. ane satyAbhimAnavaDe AtmakalyANa sAdhe che. dazANu bhadra nRpane evuM abhimAna AvyuM ke keIe paNa na karela evuM prabhu mahAvIranuM sAmaiyuM karuM; evA abhimAnanA ge sarve sAmagrIne sajI sAmaiyuM karyuM. e arasAmAM Indra mahArAje tenuM abhimAna utAravA pite paNa hasti vigerenI racanA karIne tyAM AvyA. Iddha mahArAjAnI saMpatti-sAhAbI ane sAmaiyuM dekhI pitAnuM abhimAna sAcavavA prabhu pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. Iddha mahArAjA dIkSA levAmAM samartha nahI hovAthI viratibara dazArNabhadra nRpane page lAgyA ane prazaMsA karI. A pramANe sArI rIte caTake lAge te pariNAma sAruM Ave che. mahAnubhAve ! abhimAnane tyAga karavA asamartha hete, kadApi ane koIpaNa prasaMge tene tyAga karaze nahI, paNa sadvicAro ane viveka lAvI abhimAnane sAcavavAne upAya leje. hatAza banI udAsInatAne dhAraNa karaze nahI. abhimAna, sArA mArge derI jAya te te sAro gaNAya che ane unmArge laI jAya che tenuM phala bhayaMkara ane jokhama bhareluM Ave che. duryodhananuM abhimAna, tene unmArge laI gayuM. bhAI bhAIomAM kalaha kaMkAsapUrvaka laDAI karavAmAM te ja abhimAne ghaNe bhAga bhajavyuM ane kauranuM nikaMdana karAvyuM temaja aDhAra akSauhiNa sainikanA pramANe lIdhA. AvuM abhimAna sarvathA tyAga karavA lAyaka che. zrI IndrabhUti (zrI gautamasvAmIne ), agnibhUtine prabhu mahAvIrasavAmInA sahavAsathI karela abhimAna saphala thaye For Private And Personal Use Only

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383 ane kevalyajJAna pAmI siddhipadane vaya. AvuM abhimAna te karavA lAyaka che. paNa balakula-jAti-aizvarya vigere ATha prakAranA abhimAnane avazya tyAga kare. dunyavI saMpatti maLatAM ajJajane ja abhimAna kare che. samyajJAnIone te abhimAna karavA jevuM A saMsAramAM bhAsatuM nathI, mATe tamane sarvathA anukUlatA hoya te paNa abhimAna karaze nahI. kAraNa sAMsArika anukUlatAne vizvAsa keTale? samyagajJAnIonI dRSTi, AtmAnA guNe tarapha hevAthI teone abhimAnAdika hotuM nathI. teo samaje che ke vipula vaibhava sAdhanasAmagrI maLI hoya te paNa Akhare AyuSya pUrNa thae teone atre mUkI paraka javuM paDe ema che; sAthe te AvI zake ema nathI ja agara AyuSya daramyiAna te puNyakSaye anyatra javAne tene svabhAva che. kSaNabhaMgura ane viyegavALI sAhyabIne prApta karI abhimAna keNa kare? sarva pApanuM kAraNa jema le che tema abhimAna-ahaMkAra paNa che; lebha ane abhimAna mamatA-Asakti-adekhAI vigere mahatRpanA saMbaMdhIo che. samyagAna vege abhimAna-mamatA vigerenuM je jora ochuM thAya che te mohanapanuM bala ochuM thAya che. 515. AtmadharmamAM ddhi-siddhi ane zuddhi gupta rahela che. saMyogasaMbaMdhe maLelI vastuone sAcavavAnI lAgaNI tamane adhika che, paNa kenA yoge A vastuo prApta thaI che, tene khyAla na hovAthI te vastuone sAcavavAmAM ja jIvana pUruM thAya che; tamane je je anukula vastuo prApta thaI che te dharmanI ArAdhanAnA vege, mATe te te vastuo For Private And Personal Use Only

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384 karatAM tathA jIvana karatAM paNa dharmane sAcavavAnI avaraya jarUra che. dharmanI ArAdhanAnA cage ja anukUla sAdhanasAmagrI maLI rahe che. mUla mUDIne sAcavanAra vividha vyApAra karavA samartha bane che. ane samarthapaNunA vege lAbha sArI rIte meLavI zake che. te pramANe sarve anukulatAnuM mUla-dhameja che. kAraNa dharmanA yoge puNyabaMdha thAya ane puNyadaye anukUla sAdhane maLI Ave, mATe maLelI saMpattinA bhege ane prANAnA bhege prApta thaela citAmaNi karatAM, kalpavRkSAdika karatAM paNa adhika lAbhadAyaka dharmane sAcave. viSayAsakti-bhegavilAsamojamajAmAM gumAvI bese nahI. puNyodaye prApta thaela jainamane pitAnA prANe karatAM vizeSa pyAre mAne. prANanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe tamo dhana-putra-parivArAdikanI paravA rAkhatA nathI te pramANe ja dharmanuM rakSaNa karavA prANanI paNuM paravA rAkhe nahI; kAraNa ke sarva saMpatti-devatAI vaibhava ke mokSa sukha, te dhamanA yege ja maLI zake che. - dhanAdika vaibhavavALAo, dharmanI ArAdhanAnA vege ja prazaMsanIya-AdaraNuya bane che. A bhavamAM ane parabhavamAM paNa sukhasaMpattinA svAmI bane che. je dharmanI rItasara ArAdhanA karatA nathI, te bhale rAjA-mahArAjA ke zrImaMta heya te paNa A bhavamAM teone cintAe-ze-paritApAdi vArevAre satAvyA kare che. AzA-tRSNa-viSayAsakti-ahaMkAra vigere ApoApa AvIne teone paTake che. mana, vacana ane kAyAne vaza rAkhavA ane teone lAbha levA mATe tene hathiyAra-zaAnne duniyAmAM kahevAya che, te saghaLA nirarthaka For Private And Personal Use Only

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385 bane che. samartha jo koI hoya te vyAvahArika ane zaikSayika dharmanI ArAdhanA ja che. sAthe AvanAra ArAdhela dharma ja che. tenA paDelA saMskAro ja che. dunyavI padArthone sAcavavA mATe jIvanaparyata athAga mahAprayatna karaze te paNa vakhata vyatIta thatAM teo khasI javAnA, nAza pAmavAnA ane cintAone utpanna karIne pitAne svabhAva te bhajavavAnA ja; temAM keImuMdevadAnava vigerenuM jora cAle ema che ja nahI. eTale prayAsa-jeTalI cintA, dehagehAdikane sAcavavA mATe kare che, eTale prayAsa temaja cintAo, dharmanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe rAkhaze te manuSyajanmanI saphaLatApUrvaka anaMta Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhinA svAmI banaze. 516. anatajJAna-darzana-cAritra ane anaMta sukhanA dhAraka evA ApaNu AtmAnI ATha karmoe kedI jevI kaphoDI sthiti karI mUkI che. temAM vaLI mehanIya karmanuM bala, adhika pramANamAM hovAthI AtmAne potAnA satya svarUpanI oLakhANa thatI nathI. jyAM sudhI AtmAnA satya svarUpanI oLakhANa thatI nathI tyAM sudhI kedInI mAphaka anaMta zakti dabAelI rahevAnI ja. A zakitane Avibhava karavA mATe karmajanya rAga-dveSane tyAga karyA sivAya anya upAya nathI. je vastuone dekhIne prApta karavA rAgacheSa thAya che te vastuonA svarUpanuM prathama samyak jJAna meLavavuM Avazyaka che. je vastuo upara ApaNe rAga-dveSa ane meha dhAraNa karIe chIe, te vastuo ja kSaNavinAzI ane 25 For Private And Personal Use Only

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386 valopAta karAvanArI che. A jyAre kSaNe kSaNe upayoga rakhAya tyAre ja tenA uparathI meha ocho thAya che ane rAga-dveSanI ochAza thatAM anukrame AtmasvarUpanI oLakhANa thAya che ane oLakhANa thatAM nAzavaMta vastuo upara je satya sukhane vizvAsa baMdhAela che, je mAnyatA daDha rIte rahelI che te parAvartana pAme che ane Atmika guNe tarapha dRSTi thAya che. pachI je cIkaNuM nikAcita karmo baMdhAtA nathI. atyAra sudhI tamArI dRSTi AtmAnA guNe tarapha paDelI nahI hevAthI dunyavI saMga saMbaMdhe maLela vastuomAM dhana, dArA, putra-parivArAdikamAM satya sukhane vizvAsa rahele che tethI ja dhana, dArA, deha gehAdikane viyAga thatAM ane aniSTa vyAdhiupAdhine saMga thatAM rAga-dveSAdikanA vicAra ane vikAro utpanna thAya che ane te vikAronA AdhAre kalaha-kaMkAsa-vera jhera vigere utpanna thaI tenI paraMparA vadhatI rahe che tethI ja AtmAne kSaNabhara satya sukhane prApta thavuM azakaya banela che. ISTa vastuo maLatAM temAM ja mUDha banI madenmatta banIne Atmika guNone visArI bese che ane mArA jevo jagatamAM keI nathI, Ama mAnyatA dharAvIne malakAya che ane kulAya che tethI ja mahAmahenata karIne paNa meLavelI vastuonA svarUpanuM bhAna thatuM nathI ane jagatanA vyAvahArika kAryomAM mAMhamAMhI athaDAmaNuM thayA kare che chatAM paNa AtmaguNa tarapha najara paDatI nathI. khArA pANImAM utpanna thaela ane te pANIthI poSAela mAchalAone madhurajalathI bharelA sarovara tathA nadIo tarapha najara kayAMthI paDe ? viSAmAM utpanna thaela kIDAo For Private And Personal Use Only

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387 viNA na maLatAM maraNa pAme che. AvI dazA muthvajananI che. keTalAka viSayavAsanAnA vikArAmAM teone zAMta karanArA adhane nahI maLatAM maraNa pAme che agara valepAta karatAM jiMdagAnI-AyuSya pUrNa kare che. A pramANenI dazA rAga-dveSa ane mohAdike karI mUkI che, mATe temAMthI mukta thavA mATe vastasvarUpanI barAbara oLakhANa kare. 517. ApaNe mAnava janama pAmyA chIe tethI sarve adhikAro meLavavAne mATe cagyatA ApaNAmAM rahelI che, ane maLelI buddhi-vicAra ane vivekanA AdhAre meLavI paNa zakIe chIe. yogyatA pramANe adhikAra maLyA pachI ApaNuthI halakA darajajAnA mANase upara mIThI daSTi rAkhIe, teone AgaLa vadhAravA mATe zakaya prayatna karIe te ja maLela adhikAra zobhAspada bane che ane philIbhUta bane che. saMskAra ane sAdhane maLatAM halakA darajajAnA mANase uzya keTImAM AvI zake ane adhikArI paNuM banI zake che mATe adhikArI mAnavIoe halakA darajajAnA mANasane ucca sthitimAM lAvavAnuM cUkavuM nahIM. UMce darajaje caDhelo mAnavI-caDhAvanAra adhikArIne vakhate ata sahakAra ApavA samartha bane che. upakArane bhUlatuM nathI, mATe ja puNyanA AdhAre maLela adhikArane kahA levA bhUlavuM nahI. halakA darajajAnA mANasenA durgAnI upekSA karIne tenA upara mIThI najara nAkhatAM guNe tarapha AkarSaNa thaze ane prema vadhatAM teone AgaLa vadhAravAnI lAvanA jAgaze. adhikArI-dhamajane te kahevAya ke durguNanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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388 durgAnI upekSA karavApUrvaka guNa tarapha daSTi rAkhIne teonI unnati karavA kammara kase. A pramANe vartana karavAthI adhika guNe adhikArImAM AvIne nivAsa kare che. dhanavAnee dhana dvArA, buddhimAnee sArI salAha-sucanA vaDe ane kAyika zakitamAnee zakya upakAra karavA khAmI rAkhavI nahI. adhikArane meLavyA bAda jeo halakA darajajAnA mANasane AgaLa vadhAratA nathI, zakaya sahakAra ApatA nathI teo potAnA adhikAra zabdamAMthI (a) ne kADhI nAkhe che ane "ka, vadhatAM dhikkArane pAtra bane che, tethI teone AnaMda-ullAsa rahetuM nathI mATe adhikArIoe adhikAramAM rahelA guNenI vRddhi karavA mATe paNa anya jananI unnati karavI, te potAnI pharaja che, dharma che, kAraNa ke anya janenI unnati karavAmAM aneka sadUguNe AvIne vase che; dayA-dAna-udAratA-dAkSirayatA, nyAyasaMpannatA, pApabhIrutA, indriyajayatA, dharmanA sAthIo che ane saMbaMdhIo paNa che; adhikArane pAmyA pachI jeo anya janene AbAda karIne unnati karavAmAM taiyAra bane che te teonA adhikArathI patita thatA nathI ane upAlaMbhane pAtra banatA nathI. 518* ApaNuM vicAre badalAtAM ApaNuM bhAgya paNu badalAya che. ApaNA vicAro sAthe ApaNe IcchAo tathA prayatna sAthe maLaze tyAre ApaNe dhAryA pramANe thaIzuM ane karI zakIzuM. ApaNuM divya vicAro ApaNuM uddezane ghaDe chete vicAre ApaNAmAM ja rahelA che, bahArathI AvI zakaze nahI. mAnasika vicAronI asara kAyA upara paNa paDe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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389 divya vicArAthI zArIrika bala vadhe ane kharAba vicArothI zakti ghaTavA mAMDe che. - "mane baLa e u ttama auSadha che" A bInA kAMI asatya nathI; kAraNa ke atyAranI ApaNI avasthA pUrvanA vicAronA AdhAre ja thaI che. ApaNe du:khI avasthA bhegavatAM haIzuM te emAM anya keIne doSa nathI-ApaNe vicArone doSa che. - jyAM sudhI kasoTIne, vipattine ke viDaMbanAne prasaMga Ave nahI, tyAM sudhI ApaNe keTaluM sahana karIe chIe, te ApaNe jANuM zakatA nathI. vipattinA samaye ApaNuM vicAre divya hoya te ApaNe AnaMdapUrvaka sahana karavA samartha banIe. mAnasika baLa vadhe che ema ApaNe zraddhApUrvaka mAnIe paraMtu evA evA prasaMge bahu kaSTa mAnIe te maneala hoya te paNa naSTa thatuM jAya che. jyAre dukha sahana karavAnI AvazyakatA upasthita thAya che tyAre ApaNAmAM gupta rahelI zaktine AvirbhAva thaI ApaNI vahAre dhAya che, eTale mAluma paDe che ke ApaNAmAM dukhe sahana karavAnI tAkAta te che paNa ApaNe vicArIe te zakitane dabAvI dIdhI che eTale keseTInA prasaMge ApaNe sahana karavA samartha banatA nathI. ' have dukha sahana nahI thAya, ghaNuM kaSTa AvI paDayuM, are dukhanA DuMgare mAthe tUTI paDyA. AvA AvA vicArothI AvI paDelI Aphate adhika dukhadAyaka nIvaDe che, tenI zaMkA AvatA ane bhayanA bhaNakArA AvatAM ja ApaNe mAnasika bilanA abhAve For Private And Personal Use Only

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90 hatAza banIe chIe ane evu' mAnI mesIe chIe ke A AvI paDelI vipatti kadApi khasavAnI nathI. AvI mAnyatA DhAvAthI te vipatti TaLatI nathI ane vadhatI rahe che. jo ke vipattinA svabhAva kAyama rahevAne nathI, paNa ApaNA evA nirmAlya vicAreAthI te viDabanA-vipattione kAyama jevI karIe chIe. jo divya vicAra ApaNe karIe ke AnA ze| bhAra che? vipatti, bahu bahu te zarIrane zuSka banAvaze paNu mArA mAnasika vicArAne, mArI divya bhAvanAone zuSka banAvavAne samatha nathI-AvA vicArA karavAthI game tevI vipattio hAya te paNa tenu ala AchuM thatuM jAya che ane pachI mUlamAMthI naSTa paNa thAya che. AveA vicAra hAya te| zakA tathA bhayanA bhaNakArAnI paNa asara thatI nathI ane nirbhayaniHzaMka anI svaka vyamAM parAyaNu anAya che, mATe vicArene divya banAvA. 519. mANasAnI duHkhAnI davA-cintAonI temaja pratikUlatAnI davA peAtAnI pAse che chatAM te davA lIdhA vinA bIje sthale davA levA khAtara doDa doDa kare che te navAI jevI khInA che. jyAre joie tyAre duHkhAdikanI davA vilaMba vinA maLI zake ema che, te davA divya vicArA che. jo ApaNe tevA prasa`ge vicArIne pheravIe te tarata havA AvIne hAjara thAya ema che. pAse ja je davAo che te le nahI ane bIje DhADe-AvA mANasane koi sujJa kahe nahI. sujJajanA te prathama divya vicArarUpI davA le che tethI prAyaH khIjI davA levAnI AvazyakatA rahetI nathI. tame vaidya pAsethI ki`matI davA For Private And Personal Use Only

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391 leze te paNa pitAnI pAse rahelI divya davA jyAM sudhI leze nahI tyAM sudhI te lIdhelI davA jaladI asara karaze nahI mATe prathama potAnI pAse rahelI divya vicArorUpI davA zraddhApUrvaka levAnI AvazyakatA che. je ApaNe hInatAnA ane daridratAnA ke garabA InA vicAro karyA karIe te te hInatA-garIbAI kadApi khase nahI, ane je ApaNe ema mAnIe ke-sava sukhanI sAdhanasAmagrI mArA suMdara vicAramAM che, bIjethI AvI zake ema nathI, kadAca AvI maLaze te paNa te kAyama rahI zake ema nathI, tene e ja svabhAva che, mATe mArI pAse ja divya vicArorUpI delata che, te pachI huM zA mATe hInatA tathA daridratAnA vicAre karuM? A pramANe divya vicAraka hInatA ane daridratAne khaMkherIne dUra karavA zaktimAna bane che. garIbAIne vicAra jeTale kharAba che, teTalI raMkatA tathA daridratA kharAba nathI. mAnasika vicAro je suMdara hoya te raMka avasthAmAM paNa-garIbAImAM paNa zahenazAha jevI suMdaratA bhAse che. hInatA-dInatA-raMkatA tathA zrImaMtAI ke devatAI pitAnI kalapanAmAM rahelI che; kAMI sarve zrImate agara deve sarvathA sukhI che, koI prakAre duHkha che ja nahI, ema te zAstrakAre pharamAvatA nathI. paNa pharamAve che ke-jenI mAnasika vicArazreNao, ka95nAe unnata ane udAratAthI bharapUra che te sukhI che. bahAranA padArtho AvI malyA hoya paNa mana je saMtuSTa heya nahI te sadAya te mANasa agara teva-dAnava-zrImaMta duHkhI rahevAne ja. ApaNe dIna-hIna For Private And Personal Use Only

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39ra ane garIba chIe ane raMka dIna hIna rahevAnA, AvI mAnyatA ja kAramI bhayaMkara che. keI paNa uttama kArya, tenA AdhAre banatuM nathI. keI sahakAra ApavA taiyAra hoya to paNa AgaLa vadhavAne ullAsa jAgrat thatuM nathI ane ene e avasthAmAM jIvana pasAra karavAno vakhata Ave che, mATe ApaNe sarve vipattione TALavAnI zakti dharAvIe chIe ema mAne che prayatna kare; tamArA vicAro nirAzAjanaka haze te, tame koI prakAre paNa vyAvahArika ke dhArmika kAryone karavA samartha banaze nahI, agara prayana maMda paDI jaze. jyAM sudhI nirAzAnuM, vAtAvaraNa sAthe laIne pharaze, tyAM sudhI tame koI paNa sthale gamana karaze tyAM nirAzA-raMkatAnA vicAro phelAvazo ane AgaLa vadhI zakaze nahI. - tame je raMkatAnA vicAra karyA karaze te bhikhArI sivAya uraca darajajAmAM AvI zakazo nahI ane mahattAne meLavI zakaze nahI eTale nirAzAne tyAga karIne kartavya kAryomAM utsAhapUrvaka tatpara bane, paropakAranA kAryomAM nirAzA dhAraNa kare nahI. phalane Icchazo nahI te paNa phala maLavAnuM emAM zaMkA dhAraNa karavI egya nathI. je tamane garIbAIne bhaviSyamAM bhaya lAgate heya, je tame garIbAIthI duHkha pAmatA che, ane tamane vRddhAvasthAmAM raMkatA AvI paDavAnI bhIti haya, te tame tevI sthitine prApta thAo e vizeSa saMbhava che. kAraNa ke hamezane bhaya, tamArI hiMmatane nAza karate hoya che, tamArI AtmazraddhAne For Private And Personal Use Only

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303 DagamagAve che ane kaThina sthitine pahoMcI vaLavAne zaktihIna banAve che. manuSya je kaI sAdhana dvArA ke zastra dvArA koI paNa vastunuM AkarSaNa karyuM hoya te te kevaLa tenuM mAnasika valaNa ja che; jevA tenA vicAro tevuM tenuM mana bhareluM haze te te kaThina ane bahu parizrama karaze te paNa te raMkatAnuM ja AkarSaNa karaze. jo ApaNe ApaNI AMtarika daridratAne-garibAIne divya vicAro dvArA jItI zakatA hoIe te, ApaNe bAhya garIbAIne-daridratAne alpa samayamAM jItI zakIzuM, kAraNa ke ApaNe jyAre ApaNuM manavRttine-vicArane badalIe chIe tyAre ApaNI bhautika sthiti paNa badalAIne anukUlatAne dhAraNa kare che. jyAM sudhI ApaNuM mane vRtti-vicAro unnati tarapha nathI hatA tyAM sudhI ApaNe unnati tarapha pravAsa karavA samartha banatA nathI, mATe unnatikAraka vicArone bhUlavA nahI. para0. zraddhAnI jAduI kUcI khajAnAnuM dvAra khelI nAMkhe che! AgaLa vadhAtuM nathI ane ISTa lAbha prApta thata nathI. AvA vicAro kadApi karavA joIe nahI, paNa AzAjanaka vicArone AgaLa dharIne kAryo karatA rahevuM. sArA kAryomAM saphaLatA avazya maLaze. Ama manahara vicArenA AdhAre manehara kArya karo ke jethI vakhata vRthA jAya nahI. ApaNu AtmAmAM anaMta zakti bharI paDI che. je zraddhA rAkhIne jJAnapUrvaka vartana rAkhIe te, nirAzA jevuM koI paNa kArya bane nahI. dareka bhautika kArya paNa sadhAya. raMkatA-daridratA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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394 malinatA-udAsInatAne badale utsAha, AnaMda ane unnati thAya. anAdikAlanI dInatA-hInatAne nAza thAya ane anaMta addhi-siddhi ane zuddhinA svAmI banAya, mATe mane vRttine nirmala karIne AtmazraddhAne dhAraNa kare. para1. prabhu mahAvIrasvAmIe, Atmonnati mATe je je AjJAo pharamAvI che, te AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe manuSyomAM zakti rahelI che. ane AjJAonuM pAlana karIne unnatinA zikhare ArUDha thavAya, evI ja pharamAvelI che. pApasthAnakane niSedha karavApUrvaka teonA vicArane paNa niSedha darzAvela che. pApasthAnakonI vicAraNuM tema ja AcaraNane yathAzakti je tyAga thAya te jarUra mANase nirbhaya, niHzaMka bane. teonA manamAM dInatA-hInatA-garIbAI jevuM kAMI bhAse nahI. zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika unnati, uttarottara vikAsa pAmatI rahe, jema jema prabhu AjJAnuM pAlana, tema tema zArIrika, mAnasika ane AtmAnI zuddhi thatI jAya che. prabhu AjJAnA pAlananI ruci, te samakita kahevAya che, ane te samakita-zraddhAmAM tyAgavAlAyaka-jANavAlAyaka ane meLavavAlAyaka arthAt heya, reya ane upAdeyanuM bhAna bhAna thAya che, eTale je mAnyatA-vicAraNA prathama heya che te badalAIne teja mAnyatA ane vicAra Atmika guNa tarapha valaNa le che, eTale asatyane asatya tarIke mAnavA taiyAra hoya che, asatyane satya tarIke mAnavA te zraddhAvAn taiyAra hotA nathI, tethI temane samyagrajJAnanI prApti thAya che ane mithyAjJAnamAM zraddhA rahetI nathI. sadvicAraNAnA yege ane samyagUjJAnanA yuge mAha For Private And Personal Use Only

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5 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir samatAnA temaja viSaya-kaSAyanA vicArA ane vikArA khasavA sAMDe che. pApasthAnakamAM manAvRttinA abhAva hAvAthI dunyavI padArtho tarapha jevu AAtmika guNNA tarapha AkarSaNa hoya che tevu' hAtuM nathI. eTale dunyavI padArthoM taraphanI cintA-saMtApa / paritApa hAtA nathI. kadAca cintA vigere thAya te sva95 samayamAM nAza pAme che. * mAnasika vRtti badalAya che, tyAre nasIba paNa sAthe sAthe badalAtu' rahe che; mATe sadbhAgyanA lhAvA levA hAya teA prabhuAjJAne mastake caDhAve. nirAzA-bhaya-zakA ane cintAnA sAga karI prabhuAjJAmAM raMgAI javuM joIe-prabhuAjJAmAM raMgAI javuM te, mahAmAMgherA maLelA prANAnI saphalatA che ane bhAgyacege prApta thaelI anukUla sAdhanasAmagrInI sAkatA che. te sivAya maLelA prANA tathA maLelI sAdhanasAmagrI, rahelA vaibhava ke sa'patti parivAra vigere cintAjanaka tathA bhayabhIta banAvanAra temaja vArevAre zAonA utpAdaka che. satyasukha ApanAra jo kAI hoya te, prabhuAjJAnA pAlanathI utpanna thaela zubhra ane zuddha maneAvRtti che; kAraNa ke zubha anelI maneAvRttimAM khATA vicArAne AvavAne avakAza rahete nathI. sadvicArA heAvAthI dunyavI padArthAMmAMthI Asakti alpa thAya che, ane sudeva, suguru ane sudharma tarapha adhika Aka pazu thAya che, tethI AtmAnA guNaiAnI oLakhANa thatAM kAM madhAtA aTake che ane saMvara-nirjarA thatI rahe che. parara. divya jharA. ApaNane jyAre evI pratIti thaze Avazyaka vastu mATe ApaNe ApaNI jAtanI bahAra phi For Private And Personal Use Only

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396 nAMkhavAnI jarUra nathI; jyAre ApaNA jANavAmAM Avaze ke samasta vastuone bhaDAra ApaNI tRSA nivRtta karI zake evA divya jharA, ApaNA potAnAmAM ja raheve che tyAre ApaNune kAI khAkhatanI ta`gI raheze nahI, paNa akhUTa bhaMDAranA sAkSAtkAra karavA mATe ApaNe mAtra ApaNA AtmAmAMja UMDA uttaravAnI AvazyakatA che. duHkhanI vAta e che ke, ApaNuM ApaNI anaMta samRddhinA bhaMDAra tarapha najara paNa karatA nathI. samasta vastuone arpaNa karanAra parama zaktinI sAthe ApaNe rahI zakIe tevA chIe paNa rahetA nathI. para3. je vastu para ApaNe cittane ekAgra karIe chIe te vastu ja ApaNe meLavIe chIe. ApaNI paristhiti, ApaNe darajjo, ApaNI anukUlatA ane pratilatA vigere ApaNI tallInatAnA pariNAme che. jo ApaNe 2katA--dInatA--hInatA para ApaNA manane ekAgra karyuM. haze te te sthiti prApta thavAnI, ane AtmAnA guNe para ekAgratA dhAraNu karaze te akhUTa samRddhine bhaMDAra hastagata thaze, mArAgya, sukha tathA samRddhi prApta karavI e ApaNe janmasiddha hakka che; mATe ApaNe ApaNA hakkanA sAkSAtkAra karavA prayatna karIzuM te avazya te ApaNe meLavI zakIzuM. para4. anaMta samRddhinA bhaDAra evA Atmika guNAnI pAse rahetAM zIkhavuM tenA jevu... anya zikSaNa nathI, ghaNA mANusA peAtAnA AtmAne viSaya kaSAyanA vicArAmAM tathA vikArAmAM keda kare che, ane pachI mukta thavAnA mithyA prayatna karatAM pAMjarAnA paMkhInI mAphaka pAte ja utpanna karela For Private And Personal Use Only

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307 kedakhAnAnI divAla sAthe potAnI jAtane aphALe che, ane pIDAonA pikA pADyA kare che. pitAnA vicAro ane vikAre ja kedakhAnA UbhA kare che ane temAM ja phasAI paDe che, emAM anya nimittone ze deSa? jeo viSaya kaSAyanA agara rAga-dveSa-mehanA vikAronA kedI banatA nathI, teo svataMtratAnA svAmI banI AtmakalyANa sAdhavA mATe samartha bane che ane akSaya-anaMta sukhanA adhikArI bane che. akSaya-anaMta samRddhinA jeo adhikArI hoya che, e mahAzayane dunyavI traddhi-siddhi tarapha AkarSaNa hetuM nathI, tethI teo udAra banI maLelI milakata janakalyANa mATe vApare che, emAM saMkeca lAvatA nathI. kahevata che ke-udAra mANasa ApIne zrImaMta bane che ane kRpaNa mANasa dhanane saMgrahIne garIba bane che. pa25. saMkucita mananA kaMjusa ane zaMkAzIla manuSya tarapha samRddhine pravAha ke jhare vahete nathI ane vaheze paNa nahI. ApaNe jeTalI udAratA-hadayanI vizAlatA teTalI ja samRddhi ApaNane prApta thAya che ane thaze. eka pravAhane bIjo pravAha AvIne prApta thAya che-maLe che ane bamaNA vadhelA pravAhane trIje ethe maLI nadInA svarUpane dhAraNa kare che. nadIsvarUpa banelA te pravAho sukAI jatA nathI. akhaMDa teone pravAha cAlu rahe che. ApaNe je kupaNutA, durbalatAraMkatA dhAraNa karIzuM te, anaMta sukhanA pravAha baMdha paDavAnA . ane mahattA maLavAnI nahI, mATe mAnasika vRttine pheravI udAratA lAvavA vicAra ane viveka karavAnI jarUra che. ApaNI For Private And Personal Use Only

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398 manovRttithI e mahattA-akhaMDatA meLavIe chIe ane gumAvIe paNa chIe. manavRtti, ugra banIne halakI manavRttine dabAvaze tyAre ja te vijaya meLavaze, tyAre ja temAMthI pazutAnIcatA-dInatA vigere dUra khasaze ane mANasAInI sAthe divyatAne AvirbhAva thatuM raheze. para6. zrImaMtAI-devatAI ThakurAI ApaNu mATe taiyAra thaIne UbhI rahI che, paNa ApaNI ajJAnatA, ahaMtA ane mamatA, tenAthI ApaNane dUra rAkhe che. ApaNe ajJAnatA ane mUDhatAne lIdhe ja akhUTa saMpatti-samRddhi-sattA ApaNuM dvAra AgaLa thaI cAlI jatAM tathA ApaNe anaMta nidhAnanA jharAnA kinAre hevA chatAM bhUkhe marIe chIe-rIbAIna pITAIne AthaDIe chIe. ApaNe kAMI svabhAvathI sattAe raMka, dIna ke hIna nathI paNa ajJAnatAe, ahaMkArAdike ApaNI kaDI sthiti UbhI karI che. ApaNI jAtanI-ApaNuM mAnA guNenI kiMmata ApaNe sva5 AMkI che ane dunyavI padArthonI kiMmata adhika AMkI che, tethI ApaNe raMka ne hIna banyA chIe. je AtmAnI-Atmika kiMmata, dunyavI padArtho karatAM adhikatara aMkAya te temanA tarapha ruci jAge ane ruci pramANe tene meLavavA samyagajJAna ane vartana thAya, ane dunyavI taraphanI ruci tadana TaLe, mATe evuM jJAna ane vartana kare ke bhAbhavanI bhAvaTa bhAge ane anaMta raddhi-siddhi ane zuddhinA svAmI banAya. para7. mANasanI buddhi game tevI mahAna he, magaja sAruM hoya te paNa tyAM sudhI anaMta nidhAnanA rAtrI For Private And Personal Use Only

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300 tarapha valaNa le nahI tyAM sudhI anaMta nidhAnanA savAmI para prema jAgrat thatuM nathI. tethI te buddhinA svAmIo behAla dizAmAM AvI paDe che, je kAMI saMrakRti laIne AvyA che ane je kAMI puNya laIne AvyA che, te gumAvI bese che. tenI sArthakatA sadhAtI nathI. unmAge gamana karatAM samAga kyAMthI sUjhe? mATe je saMskAre sArA maLyA che ane buddhi sArI maLI che te AdhAre Atmika guNene oLakho. para8. divase vyAvahArika kAryonI athaDAmaNa ane AMTIghUMTIthI tamAruM mana saMtapta banela hoya, kaMTALI gaela heva te rAtrInA samaye sArI rIte vicAra karI, dunyavI padArthonI anityatAnI bhAvanA bhAvIne manane zAMta karIne sUvuM ucita che, sivAya nidrA levAmAM zArIrika, mAnasika bala ghaTe che ane nidrA rItasara AvatI nathI. tethI je ullAsa-tAkAta, ArAma lIdhA pachI ke nidrA lIdhA pachI AvavI joIe te AvatI nathI. ane saMta manavRttimAM jAgrata thavuM paDe che. krodha-mAna-mAyA ane lebhAdika vicAre, sUI rahyA pachI paNa lAMbA vakhata sudhI rahyA kare che. tethI manane zAMti maLatI nathI ane bala ochuM thatuM jAya che, mATe rAtrImAM nidrA letI vakhate sarva pApanA vicArene tyAga karI suvuM jarUranuM che. paranAnA be prakAre che. zArIrika ane mAnasika zArIrika ranAna, svaccha pANIthI thAya che eTale zarIrane mela rahetuM nathI, paraMtu zArIrika nAnathI manane mela dUra khasate nathI. mAnasika melane dUra karavA, mananA vikArane samyagujJAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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400 rUpI jalavaDe dUra karavA joIe, tethI azAMti, udAsInatAcintAo-asvasthatA dUra khase che ane zAMti-ulAsa-svasthatA vigere upasthita thAya che ane AnaMdanI Urmione AvirbhAva karavA samartha thavAya che. mAnasika vikAree je ApaNuM bagADayuM, tevuM anya koI vyaktie bagADayuM nathI. mAnasika vikAroe je tAkAta haNI che, tevI tAkAta anya keIe nAza karI nathI, mATe mAnasika vikArane sadvicAra ane viveka karIne TALavA mATe prayatna kare te Avazyaka che. dareka kriyAomAM mananA vicArenI zuddhi haze te ja te kriyAo phalAvatI banavAnI. zaMkA-kAMkSAdine dUra karanAra je kaI hoya te samyajJAnapUrvakanI thaela manaHzuddhi che. manaHzuddhinuM rakSaNa karavA mATe sadAya sadvicAro ane viveka kare ane puSTAlaMbanane Azraya le joIe.' pa30. kaI paNa sargomAM nirutsAha, nirAzA, udAsInatA ke kedhAdika sahita zayana karaze nahI, tathA kadI paNa gussA sahita, cintA ke vyAkulatA sAthe zayana karaze nahI ane koI paNa mANasanA upara dhikkAranI, dveSanI bhAvanAne tyAga karIne sUI javuM hoya te sUjo. divasanA viSaya kaSAyanA vikAranuM poSaNa, rAtrIe zayana karatAM adhika thAya che, te vikArone haTAvavA mATe ekeya upAya UMghamAM raheto nathI. eTale kAmakAjanA aMge dabAI rahelA vikAro nidrAmAM jAgrata thAya che tethI zAMtipUrvaka nidrA AvatI nathI, mATe navakAra maMtra gaNatA rahevuM. pa31. sakhata kAraNu, gussAnuM maLyuM to paNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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401 rakSAo upara chodhAtu banavuM te pitAne hitakara nathI, te pa koSAdinA kAraNe gayA pachI guraSa-adekhAI dhAraNa kathvI te hAnikara heya-zaktine hAsa. karanAra hoya temAM zI navAI ? tamAruM satyasatvane cUsI janAra krodhAdikane mitra mAnaze nahI. te te. zatru tarIke levAthI kadApi tamAruM zreyaH kaze nahI. kAraNe tene e savabhAva che. jIvana alpa che, ane samaya eTale badhe kiMmatI che, ke koI paNa prakAre viSaya kaSAyanA piSaNamAM te samaya vRthA gumAvavo nahI. rAtrIe zayana pahelAM zAMta ane. pa3ra, sahabhAvanAthI ke vivekathI AtmAmAMtenA guNemAM zrA, prIti vadhe che ane rAga-dveSa-mahamamatA vigere daguNa TaLe che, vastuonA satya svarUpane sama vinA saddavicAra ke viveka AvatuM nathI, mATe vastuonA guNone jANavA jeIe. je cintAo-saMtApa ke paritApadika thAya che, tenuM kAraNa vastuonA savarUpanI ajJAnatA che. vastusvarUpanuM je barobara bhAna thAya te cintA-saMtApa vigere thAya nahIM. Atmika guNomAM jeone pUrNa pratIti che teone ISTane lAbha thAya agara tene viyoga thAya ke IchA pramANe AvIne maLe nahI te paNa AnaMdamAM teone ghaTADe thatuM nathI, paraMtu Atmika guNemAM adhika dRDhatA thAya che. AtmAnA guNemAM jeone pUrNa zraddhA che, teone nirAzAbhAnA bhaNakArA, mAyAmamatA-rAgadveSanA vikAsa kyAMthI hoya? Atmika vikAsamAM AgaLa vadhavAmAM cAre bAjuthI sahakAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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402 AvavAnA maLatA rahe che ane rAga-dveSa-mahu adekhAIne dvArA adha thAya che; koI prakAranA bhaya rahetA nathI. satya sukhane prApta karavAnuM sAdhana jo koI jagatamAM hAya teA jayavaMtI AtmazraddhA che. 533. hInatA ke daridratAnA vicArA te paNa mAnasika vyAdhi che. ane A vyAdhi, adekhAne-mehamugdhane mahu satAve che ane vividha viDaMbanAomAM sAve che. dInatA hInatAnA vicArAvALAe te dInatA hInatAneA tyAga karavA ghaNI uthalapAthala jagatamAM kare che, kaikane paraspara laDAvI mAre che, kAvAdAvA karavAmAM jIvanaparyaMta prayatna kare che tApaNuM, khAdyo DuMgara ane kADhayA uMdara, tenA jevuM pariNAma Ave che, koI prakAranA sAra maLatA nathI. jyAM sudhI mA vyAdhi joramAM hAya tyAM sudhI narendra ke indrane svapne pazu satya sukhane anubhava AvatA nathI ane nirAzA-bhItitathA Adhi vigere dUra khasatA nathI. 534. jeonA vicAro uccakoTInA hAya che, teonA uccAra ane AcArA uccakoTInA bane che, ane Adhi-vyAdhi ane viDaMbanAone AvavAnA avakAza maLatA nathI tathA teonu jora cAlatuM nathI. manuSya jevA manuSya thaIne anatazaktinA ane anaMta sattAnA svAmI hAte chate, nirAzA dhAraNa kare che ane cintAemAM jIvana pasAra kareA che, te AzcaryanI bInA che. jo tame tamArA sadguNeAne oLakhI samyagajJAnapUrvaka guNuvAn For Private And Personal Use Only

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403 ane te, Adhi-vyAdhi vigere TakI zake nahI; AtmAmAM anaMtazakti ane sattA bharapUra rahelI che, chatAM teonA taraphanI ruci nahI hovAthI ane samyagajJAnAbhAve ane tenI kriyAonA abhAve dabAelI rahI che, mATe sthiratAne dhAraNa karIne tenA dabANane dUra karavA prayatna kare. jyAre kusaMskAranuM kharAba vAsanAnuM dabANa ochuM thaze, ane sadbhAvanA tathA viveka jAgrata thaze tyAre te sattA ane zakti tarapha dRSTi paDaze ane sattA ane zaktinA svAmI banavA mATe baLa pheravAze ane sAcA adhikArI banaze. pa35. sadA sarvathA ane sarvatra saddaguNe pUjAsthAna che. saddaguNo sivAya mahAmahenata karIne meLaveluM jJAna temaja cAlAkI-bolavAnI pravINatA zobhAspada banatI nathI. AtmAnI zraddhA te paNa saddaguNa che. tenA AdhAre kiyA, karI zakAya che. je jJAna haze paNa zraddhA nahI hoya te dhArmika kriyAmAM upekSAbhAva raheze ane upekSAthI jJAnanuM je kArya haze te sAdhI zakAze nahI, mATe prathama zraddhA rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA che. AtmAmAM anaMtazakti, anaMtajJAna anaMtasattA samAela che-evI daDha zraddhA hoya te ja tene AvirbhAva karavA prayAsa thAya che ane lAgaNI thAya che. Atmika zraddhA te varganuM sopAna che, ane anaMtasukhanI cAvI che. jagatamAM vyAvahArika kAryo paNa vizvAsathI saphala thAya che. zaMkA dhAraNa kare te je paristhiti che te astavyasta thAya che. saddaguNe ja dukhanI davA che-parama auSadhi che. AnI jarUra sadAya rahevAnI ja. zaMkA-nirAzA-bhaya-da-heva-adekhAI vigere dareka prANa For Private And Personal Use Only

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404 enA mahAna, zatru che. teone hAvavA mATe atizaya bahAne pheravavAnI khAsa agatyatA che. paka. jeo agenA dAsa banatA nathI, te eja vAdhInatAne prApta karavA samartha bane che. svAdhInatA, tamArI vATa joI rahela che ke kyAre mAnavIe saMgemAMthI mukata ane ane mArI pAse. Ave. AtmAnA guNenI zraddhAvALAo thI para thavAnI taiyArI karatA hoya che. keI paNa dunyava sazonA dAsa banatA nathI temane nirAzA-AzaMkA, bhaya vigere je vidane karanAra che, te te tenAthI dUra haThe che. ghaNAkharA mANase, bhaya-zaMkA ane nirAzAthI, ALasu pramAdI ane bhAgyanA bharose besI rahenAra hoya che, tethI bhaya-zaMkA. vigere temane AvIne vaLage che ane AtmannitimAM AgaLa vadhI zakavA. zaktimAna banI zakatA nathI; bhaya-zaMkA-nirAzAtaimaja ahaMkAra-adekhAI vigere dago denArA ane maheTA zatruo che. bhayAdikane tyAga karI je manuSya nirbhaya banI AtmAnA guNone vikAsa kare che-teo ja satya samRddhisAmarthya ane saMpattinA joktA bane che, dunyavI saMpattimAM te viyegAdine, bhaya tathA ze-saMtApa-paritApa vigere sadAya rahelA che-temAM satya. zAMti hoya kayAMthI? chatAM tevI saMpattimAM mudha banI tene meLavavA mATe doDyA jAya che, tene meLavavA mATe sarvadA citAo ane parizrama karatAM mAluma paDe che ane AvatI zAMtine kare mAre che. pa. udhama kare, vastu maLaze. ApaNe Agraha pUrvaka je vicAra karIe chIe ane jene mATe baLapUrvaka For Private And Personal Use Only

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405 udyama karIe chIe te ApaNI AgaLa AvIne upasthita thAya che ane te maLyA sivAya rahetuM nathI, mATe AtmazraddhA, AtmajJAna ane AtmaramaNatAne sadAya Agraha rAkhe ane alapUrvaka udyama kare. tuccha vastuo paNa udyama karyA sivAya maLavI azakaya ja che, te pachI apUrva-acitya amUlya vastuo udyama sivAya kayAMthI maLaze? je tamAre satya saphaLatA ane saMpatti meLavavAnI tIvra chA haze te udyoga karatAM avazya maLI raheze evI zraddhApUrvaka vicAra karyA kare. tuccha saphalatAmAM mugdha bane nahI- hatuonA svarUpane oLakhe. tamane satya saphalatA tathA satyasaMpattinI abhilASA te che ja paNa tenI taraphane barAbara zivama nathI tethI ja te vastuone prApta karavAjhmAM pAchA paDe che. pa38, manuSyanA magajamAM pesI gaelA khAvAmAM marAba vicAro paikI eka e vicAra hoya che ke hImatanI adekhAInA ge pite jAte baLatA rahe che. ame sAdhAraNa ane teo zrImata; mATe teonI pAsethI zrImaMtAI chInavI levI. chInavI levAmAM ja sukha vhela che. AvA vicAro dhAraNa karI pote duHkhI thAya che. pitAnA nivaha pUratAM sAdhane hete paNa saMteSane dhAraNa karavAnA abhAve bIjAone pAyamAla-barabAda karavAnA vicAra karyA kare che. jyAM sudhI AvA prakAranA bIjA paNa vicAro jevA ke, bIjAone haTAvI ane AgaLa vadhuM, bIjAonI game tevI sthiti thAya. emAM mAre levAdevA zuM? AvA viSamaya vitha pesI javAthI vicAra karanAranI khAnAkharAbI thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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406 unnata vicArA paikI eka sArAmAM sArA vicAra e che ke, pratyeka manuSya pota-potAnA bhAgye dayAnusAre sukha sa'pattinA svAmI banI AnaMdamAM jIvana gujAre che, temAM mAre zA mATe asataSa-adekhAi vigerene dhAraNa karavI ? adekhAi karavAthI OM vijJo karavAthI temanI sauMpatti-sukha chuM' thatuM nathI, paNa adekhAI karanArane ja prathama nukazAna kare che, adekhAI pI viSadhI Atmika guNeA jevAM ke-udAratA-madhuratA-sahiSNutA, svarUparamatA rUpI amRta naSTa thAya che paNa umadA vicArAthI durguNuM! rUpI viSa ke zatrunu' jora cAlatuM nathI. joItI vastue te ApaNane maLI rahe che. eTalu tA bhAgya laIne AvyA chIe te pachI asatASa adekhAI dhAraNa karavI te buddhimattA kahevAya ? buddhimAnA te sukhI prANIone dekhI Ana Mdane dhAraNa kare che, tathA du:khI dekhIne karuNAparAyaNa banavApUrvaka teonA duHkhAne dUra karavA zakya prayatna karatA heAya che ane puNya balasattAnA vikAsa karatA hAya che. pa39. pavitra vicArA pavitra mANasathI ekAMte khudA hotA nathI. pApI vicArAnI paNa A sthiti hovAthI, pavitra mANasA dhananI mAphaka dharmanA sagraha karatA hoya che ane kharAba vicAravALAe dharmanA tathA dhanane sagraha karavA samartha banatA nathI. pariNAme duHzAmAM te paDIne rIkhAya che, kuTAya che ane paritApAkrika karyAM kare che. 54. dareka manuSyAe pAtAnI mahattvAkAMkSAone For Private And Personal Use Only

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407 pUrNa karavA mATe prabaLa puruSArtha karavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA che. vAte karavAthI kAMI vaLatuM nathI, mATe ALasane tyAga karI tathA nirAzA-bhayane tyAga karIne prabaLa puruSArtha karo. mahatvAkAMkSAo pUrI thaze. a5 puruSArthe mahatvAkAMkSAo saphala thatI nathI. mahApuruSoe prabala puruSArthanA vege dhArelA kAryo pUrNa karyA che ane prabala puruSArtha vege pUrNa karaze. dhArelAM kAryo pUrNa thaze ke nahI? AvA vicArane dhAraNa karaze nahI. A vicAra, nirbalatA ane bhayane sUcavanAra che. dareka kAryo pUrNa karavA mATe zraddhA samyagrajJAna ane te jJAna pramANe puruSArtha kare te jarUrI che. hatAza thavuM nahI. puruSArtha karanArane Atmika zakti sahAya kare che. puruSArtha karanAra-cAritra pAlana karanArane vividha kArya dakSatA vayameva AvIne bheTe che ane zaMkA-nirAzA temaja bhayane dhAraNa karanArane te zakti hoya chatAM dabAtI rahe che. Atmika zaktine AvirbhAva karavA mATe zraddhA jJAna tathA prabala puruSArtha te ananya sAdhana che ke jenA vege tuccha halakA gaNAtA mANasoe mahattAne meLavI che. kArya sAdhavAmAM vividha vigho upasthita thAya te paNa je mahAzayane samyaga jJAnapUrvaka prabala zraddhA che, tene te viDyo te kAryamAMthI pAchA haThAvI zakavA samartha banatA nathI. teo te hiMmatathI tathA utsAhathI AgaLa vadhatA rahe che ane zakti tene madada karatI rahe che. nirAzAvAdIne temaja zraddhAvihInane keNa sahAya kare ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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44 amoe dhArela kArya jarUra pUrNa karIzuM ane te kArya karavAmAM amArAmAM tAkAta che temaja AvatA vidyo, ane amArA kAryomAMthI pAchA haThAvavAnI zakti dharAvatA nathI ja A pramANe vicArapUrvaka dhArela kAryamAM tatpara rahenAranuM te kArya jarUra pUrNa thAya che. tame je umadA vicArane dhAraNa karaze te Atmika hitanA kAryo jarUra sadhAze. AtmAnA anaMta guNe paikI zraddhA-vizvAsa te paNa mahAna guNa che. prathama Atmika guNene vikAsa karyA sivAya mahatA. kAMkSAo pUrNa thatI nathI ane thaze paNa nahI, mATe zraddhA samyagajJAna ane puruSArthane vikAsa kare ane vidhrothI bhaya pAme nahI ane kArya karatA rahe, jarUra Atmahita sadhAze ja. dhana meLavavAmAM jevI zraddhA rAkhe che tevI zraddhA dharmane saMgraha karavAmAM dhAraNa kare. dhanAdika maLe che te dharma nahI maLe ? jarUra maLaze ja. pa41. ghaNe bhAge maLe ema mAnI beThA che ke amane je vastuo maLI che te pUratA pramANamAM maLI nathI. tethI ame kaI paNa upAye managamatI vadhAre vastuone meLavavA mATe mahenata karIe. je mahenata na karIe te bhUkha ane tarase maraNa pAmIe. bhale pachI aDhAre pApasthAnene sevIe paNa te vastuo meLavIe. AvA vicArapUrvaka mahenata karanAra mAnavene e hakIkata mAlUma hotI nathI ke, pApane sevI meLavela paisA, pApane vadhAraze ke puNyane ? pApane vadhArIne sukhanI IrachAvALAo, sukhane meLavaze ke dukhane? pApathI kadApi sukha prApta thatuM nathI ane thaze paNa nahI, chatAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pAsasthAnone sevIne sukhanI vachA karI rahela hoya che. sUtra jyAM saDeluM hoya te vRkSa kadApi TakI zakatuM nathI. ane je vRkSanA mUla ja kaDavAM hoya tenA phelo madhura heya kyAMthI? sukhane meLavavuM hoya te pApasthAnakene sevavavAnuM baMdha kare. teja duHkhanuM-vipattionuM mUla che. nyAyanItipUrvaka vartana karanAra ja sukhanAM mUlene utpanna kare che. ane madhura phale meLavavAne bhAgyazALI bane che. aniSTa vicAre te paNa pApanA tathA duHkhanAM mUle che mATe pApanA vicAre karavA lAyaka nathI, kAraNa ke vicAro pramANe vartana thAya che. sArA vicAro haze te, bhUlathI kharAba vartana thatAM pazcAtApa thaze ane evA pApathI pAchA haThavAnI mAnasika vRtti jAgrat thaze ane pApa karavAnuM mana thaze nahI. dunyavI vastu ethI pUrNa varatuo kadApi maLaze nahIM. ane AzA ke tRSNA mUrNa paNa thavAnI nahI ja, mATe puNayanA mArge javuM ane yurayanA kAraNe sevavAM te zreyaskara che. puNyanA kAraNenuM sevana, mAnasika vRttine pavitra banAve che, ane mAnasika vRtti pavitra thayA pachI ja sthiratA AvIne vase che; sthiratA thayA pachI Atmika guNene vikAsa thatuM rahe che ane Atmika guNene vikAsa thatAM Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhinI pIDAo Apa Apa khasI jAya che. Atmabala pheravIne hiMsA-asatyacArI-abrahmacarya--parigraha vigere pApanAM je mUle che, teone mULamAMthI ukhADI madhurA bIjanuM AropaNa kare che. sadAvyA, viSya kaSAyane tyAga, anAsakti, guNAnurAga-AgamazravaNa vigere punA bIja che. manamAM kharAba vicAra lAvavA For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahI Ave te jaldI pratipakSa vicAra karIne teone dUra karavA te ApaNuM prathama kartavya che. 542. je zakitae ApaNane AvA zaktizAlI banAvyA che, te zakti ApaNane AgaLa kema nahI vadhAre? A vizvAsa dhAraNa karavAthI sukha-saMpatti ane sattA AvI maLe che, dareka kAryomAM zraddhA dhAraNa karavI paDe che-te tame zuM nathI jANatA ? zraddhAnA ge tamAre saghaLA vyavahAra cAle che, ane saphalatA temAM meLave che-te pramANe AtmAnI zakti anaMtI AtmAmAM ja che. Ama zraddhA dhAraNuM karIne tene vikAsa karavA prayAsa karazo te avazya anaMta zakti AvI maLavAnI ja. - vyAdhi ane AdhinI je kaI davA hoya te pitAnI pAse ja rahelI che. je viSaya kaSAyanA vikAsane zAMta karI AtmasaMyamane keLavavA laganI lagADe che, teo Aregya meLavavApUrvaka AtmaguNe meLavavA bhAgyazALI thAya che. keI prakAranI citA-bhaya-nirAzA rahetI nathI. AtmasaMyamane ghAta karanAra je kaI hoya te viSaya vAsanA ja che. je le aMze viSaya vAsanA samyagajJAnapUrvaka alpa karavAmAM Ave teTale aMze AtmasaMyamane lAbha maLe che. krodhAdika paNa viSayavAsanA vaDe utpanna thAya che. je tamAre AtmasaMyamane kharekhara lAbha le hoya te viSayavAsanAne kabaje kare, tenA vaza bane nahI. mahAna sattA ane saMpattine dhAraNa karanAra tathA paMDita hAya te paNa je viSaya vAsanAne vaza kare nahI, te aneka Adhi vyAdhiothI gherAya che, zatru agara viSa eka bhavamAM mAre che, For Private And Personal Use Only

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paNa viSaya vAsanA te bhavabhava mAre che. are! tenA vicAre paNa chavAtmAne zAMtithI besavA detA nathI, mATe prathama AtmasaMyamane keLavavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA che, krodha-mAnamAyA ane lobha te viSaya vAsanAnA kaTuka pha rahelA che. viSaya vAsanAne vaza banela deva paNa AtmalAbha meLavI zakatA nathI, te pachI sAmAnya jIvanuM te gaju hAya kayAMthI? viSaya vAsanAnI tRpti karavA mANase AkAza-pAtAlane eka karavA jeTalI mahenata kare che. vajana varga sAthe kalaha-kaMkAsa karIne vArevAre athaDAmaNa UbhI kare che, niSiIne deSita TharAve che ane daSitane nirdoSa kahetAM vilaMba karastA nathI; arthAta unmArgane vakhANe che, sanmArga tarapha upekSA dhAraNa karIne Adhi-vyAdhimAM phasAI paDe che; jeTalAM dukhe saMsAramAM rahelAM che, teTalI viDaMbanA rahelI che te upAdhimAM je phasAyA nathI teo ja Adhibhautika, Adhidaivika ane AdhyAtmika duone dUra karavA samartha bane che. sArI rIte ekAgratA heya-udyama cAlu hoya te ja AtmasaMyama keLavAya che, mATe trividha tApane zAMta karanAra Atma saMyamane svIkAra kare, satya zAMtisatya zuddhi ane satya sukhane bhaMDAra tamArI samIpamAM ja che. 543. anaMta raddhi-siddhi ane zuddhine prApta karavI te tamAre janmasiddha hakka che, tame saphalatA ane sukhane prApta karavA jamyA che; te pachI. anaMta-saddhi-siddhi vigere kyA upAse javAthI upalabdha thAya, tene vicAra kara-viveka karIne viruddha upAcane tyAga karI jarUrI che. upAye karyA sivAya ISTa vastuo maLavI te azakaya che. je For Private And Personal Use Only

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ra temane anata sukhanI cAhanA hAya-adhUrA ane kSaNika sukhamAM zama na hoya te anataguNanA vAmI AtmA upara ekAgratA dhAraNa kare. tamArI ekAgratA jevI bAhya vastuomAM che, tenA thI Atmika guNomAM dhAra kare, te anaMta vastuo ApoA5 AvIne maLaze; mATe bhaya-e-acittA-zaMkAnirAzA vigerene dUra karIne anaMta vastuone meLavavAmAM mizaka bane, tameja nirNaya thAo. jyAre tamArA vicAre mara aMkuza rAkhI tenuM parivartana karaze ane zraddhAne dhAraNuM karIne te kArya mATe laganI lagADaze tyAre ja tamane anaMtI samRddhi hastagata thaze. utha vicAravALuM mana zArIrika sthitine paNa ucca banAve cheucca vicAra sivAya zarIramAM ane ithavahAramAM parivartana thatuM nathI. tamArA vicAre umadA haze te teme unnatinA zikhara pahoMsthAnA ja. kAraNu uraca vastuo pAmavAnI pahelAM ucca vicAranI jarUra hoya che, prathama mana pachI parivartana, prathama aruNodaya pachI sUryodaya, mATe kaI paNa upAye mananI zuddhi karavAnI prathama AvazyakatA che. 544. jagatamAM ane vyAvahArika kAryomAM ApaNe kaDI-hasI-apamAna-tiraskAra ane phajetI karAvanAra temaja be divase bAMDIyA gadheDA para besADI, kALuM mukha karIne bhara bajAramAM pheravanAra jo koI hoya te, ajJAnatA-rAgAMdhatA, viSayAMdhatA temaja vilAsavRtti che, mATe teonA vizvAse vartavuM nahI. chevaTe te te hAMsI karAvaze ane mUrkha banAvaze, mATe teone haThAvavA mATe kammara #vI joIe. prApta thaeTalI For Private And Personal Use Only

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sattA-patti ane sAmarthya upara pANI pheravanAra teno ghAta nAra temaja AtmamaNa nAza karanAra ne ke sAya tA sama dveSa ane grahanA vicAza ane vikAre che. 545. potAnA svapanAmsattA zakti ane sapa ttinA vicAra karavAthI, IrSyA adekhAI meMhu mamatA ane mAyAnA vicArA dUra bhAge che, ekAgratA tathA sthirattAne AvavAno avakAza maLe che ane potAnI saMpatti upara vizvAsa bese che. jyAM sudhI Atmasapatti upara vizvAsa aisatA nathI tyAM sudhIja viSaya kaSAyanA vicAro ane vikArA ttAnuM ala sArI rIte phAve che. paramAtmA thavAne lAyakAta dharAvanArane eTale anaMta Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhinI cegyatA dharAvanAra manuSyane ra`katA OM nitA maLe te vAta ja azakya che, banavA jevI nathI. paraMtu bane che, tenuM kAraNa tenA evA piMcyA ane AcA . anaMta Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhi meLavavAnI je bhAvanA TuAya tA te taraphanA vicArA ane AcAra avazya hAvA oIe. rdivya vicAre ane AcArAne dharAvanArane mATe ta akhUTa zakti ane sapatti rAhu joIne beThI che. tame te tarapha vaLyA tA jarUra maLI rahevAnIM paraMtu atyAra sudhI te taraphanA vicAra karAye nathI, dunyavI padArthonA vicAro ane AcArI taraph lakSa devAyuM che, tethI anaMta sattArdikanA badale kSaNika sattAmala maLyuM-paNu rahyuM nahI. 546, ne tameA paramAtmAnA samIpamAM vasA te For Private And Personal Use Only

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jAja zAka-saMtApa-valepAta rahe nahI, ane sarva prakAranI Adhio paNa dUra khase. tamArI IcchAo te che ke paramAtmAnA guNemAM ame kayAre layalIna thaIe. ane akSayaanaMta Rddhi-siddhi ane zuddhinA svAmI kayAre thaIe, paraMtu mehe tamene anAdikAlathI judA pADyA che. te meha haThAvyA sivAya paramAtmA pAse AvI zakAze nahI; jevI rIte nAnuM bALaka mAtAnI godamAM-mAtAnA meLAmAM beThela hoya tyAre tene Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhine vicAra sarakho paNa Avate nathI te pachI tene zaMkA-nirAzAyAdika heya kyAMthI? tevI rIte paramAtmAnI anaMta zaktinI chAyAmAM birAjamAna bALarUpe ApaNe rahelAne bhayAdi vikAra hAya kayAMthI ? sadAyanirbhaya-niHzaMka banIne ja aMte paramAtmarUpa thavAya che. 547. paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karanAra ane dhyeyarUpe mAnanAra zraddhALune, niSphaLatA maLe agara dInatA, hInatA, garIbAI bhAse te azakya che, dInatA-hInatA ane raMkatA te tRSNAmAM rahelI hoya che. jeTalA pramANamAM tRSNa-teTalA pramA mAM bIjAo karatAM paNa hInatA bhAse che; paramAtmAnuM dayAna karanArane dInatA, yAcanA vigere hetA nathI. mANasane maheTAmAM haTI saphalatA nathI maLatI tenuM kAraNa e che ke tenA mananuM dvAra zaMkA, vyagratA ane nirAzAthI temaja tRSNAthI baMdha thaela hoya che arthAt temAMja baddha baneluM hovAthI Atmika guNe tarapha vaLatuM nathI. jeoe paramAtmadazA prApta karI che teo prathama te ApaNA jevA ja hatA paraMtu teoe puruSArtha karI, Atma For Private And Personal Use Only

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taravane oLakhI, viSaya kaSAyanA vikArane baLa pheravI dUra karyA ane kevaLajJAna meLavIne pUrNatAne pAmyA. tevI rIte ApaNe puruSArthane karIne je Atmatatvane oLakhI viSaya kaSAyanA vikAre dUra karIe te jarUra paramAtma dazAne prApta karIe. paramAtma dazAne prApta karavAnI ApaNAmAM tAkAta che paNa harSa-zoka-saMtApa-zaMkA-bhaya-kheda tathA rAgadveSAdikavaDe dabAI rahela che. teonuM dabANa je ochuM thAya agara mUlamAMthI khase te ja pUrNatAne pAmI zakAya. ghaNuM mANasone saphalatA nathI maLatI tenuM kAraNa mAtra eja che ke teonuM mana zaMkA-bhayAdikathI gherAyela hoya che. je bhaya-zaMkAdika dUra kare te Atmatatva mATe prabala puruSArtha thAya ane puruSArthanusAra Atmatatvane prakAza thate jAya; paNa manuSyanuM mAnasika valaNa, padArthomAM ja raheluM hovAthI adazya Atmatatvane oLakhI zakatuM nathI. jyAre ISTa padAthe upalabdha thAya che tyAre temAM saghaLuM sukha samAeluM che. Ama mAnIne mamatA dhAraNa kare che, te paNa evI ke, te padArthone kaI cerIne laI jAya, ke agnithI baLIne khAkha thAya, agara vayameva naSTa thAya tyAre sarvasva naSTa thaela hoya tenI mAphaka mAnI paritApa karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI, paraMtu satya jJAnanA abhAve teone mAluma paDatuM nathI ke padArtho je upaladha thaela che te saMgasaMbaMdhe maLelA che, ane je saMgasaMbaMdhe maLe che teone viga sajAelo che ja Ama je samajaNa paDe te koI prakArane saMtApa thAya nahI ane nirantara AnaMdamAM jIvana pasAra thAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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www.kobatirth.org 41 548. manuSyA, kalyANamaya ke samaya sthiti prathama vicAreAvare ghaDe che. AvI sthiti ghaDavAnI ceAgyatA peAtAnAmAM ja rahelI che teA suMdara vicArAvaDe kalyANamaya sthiti ApaNe zA mATe na ghaDavI ? du;khamaya sthitine TALavA maTe ApaNe prayatna teA niraMtara karIe chIe, teA pachI sudara vicArAvake sukhadAyI sthiti kema na ghaDavI ? suMdara vicArovaDe ApaNuM bhAgya ApaNe prayatna saphalatAne pAme che. sukha, sAmarthya ane samRddhinA bhaDArarUpa mahAna divya anaMta zakitanA svAmI sAthe paddhatisaranI ane kharA aMtaHkaraNanI vicAraNA dvArA ekatAnatA-ekAgratA sAdhIne garI. bhAI-mAMdagI-vyAdhi-Adhi ke becenIne TALavAnI zakita dareka mANasamAM rahelI che, eTale AtmAnA guNeA sAthe ekatAnatA sAdhavAthI vividha prakAranI becenI tathA vyAdhio nAza pAme che ane kalyANamaya sthiti pragaTa thAya che; anaMta guNagaNanA sAgara paramAtmAnI sAthe ekatAnatA e ja sarva sukha-sAmarthya ane samRddhinu mUla che; A sivAya sukhArdika mATe prayAsa karavA vRthA che. i pala, manuSye potAnA mananA dvAra upara barobara dekharekha rAkhIne mAtra sukha-sAmarthya ane AbAdI Ape evA anukUla vicAro karavAnI AvazyakatA che; Adhi becenI-Apatti viDaMbanA-IrSyA-nA vicAra| rakhene ghasI na jAya te mATe khAsa upayoga rAkhavAnI jarUra che. jo mAnisa vicArI upara khAsa lakSa rAkhavAmAM Ave te kharAba vicA rAnA bhAra che ke te sArA vicArAne kharAkha banAve For Private And Personal Use Only

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417 sAta bhayathI bhayabhIta banavuM te manuSya jAti mATe mahA bhaya ane pAparUpa che. bIjI koI paNa vastu jeTalAM jIvanane dAbI de che, te karatAM bhaya, jIvanene vadhu dabAve che. bIjI kiI vastu lokone jeTalA duHkhI ane niphala kare che, tenA karatAM bhAyAdika, mAnavIone adhika dukhI ane pAyamAla kare che, ane Atmika guNemAM ekatAnatAmAM vAre vAre vighone upasithata kare che. mArA jIvananuM zuM thaze? rakhaDI marIza ane aMte bhIkhArI banIne bhaTakavAne kharAba vakhata Avaze, mAre kaI AdhAra raheze nahI, AvA AvA vicAra karIne mANase. gabharAya che paNa temane samajaNa nathI ke jeNe anaMta Rddhi-siddhi ane buddhinA svAmI sAthe ekatAnatA lAgaNI. pUrvaka lagAvI che te duHkhI ane bhIkhArI bane kema? kadApi bane ja nahI. - 550. varSonA varSo, yuganA yuge sudhI manuSya e potAnA roganI nivRtti mATe rasAyaNadikanI zodha karI che, paraMtu te te rogonI nivRtti mATe pitAnAmAM je zakita bharapUra rahelI che tenI zodha karatA nathI te AzcaryanI bInA che. aauSadhio tathA rasAyaNadika karatAM jaladI rAgene nivA2Na karavAnI tAkAta manuSyamAM che, tene je pragaTa kare te anya auSadhionI tathA rasAyaNadikanI AvazyakatA na rahe. auSadhio temaja rasAyaNadi mATe je prayAsa karavAmAM Ave che, teTale paNa prayatna antaranA UMDANamAM karavAmAM Ave te bahAra paribhramaNa karavAnuM rahe nahI. sAcI auSadhi ke rasA For Private And Personal Use Only

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yaNa, arI duniyAmAM bhaTakavAthI ke paisA kharacavAthI maLI zake ema nathI. je amUlya hoya te mUyathI maLI zake nahI ane mUlyavaDe kharIda karanArane amUlya kayAMthI maLe ? 551. zraddhAe sarva yugamAM camatkAra karI batAvyA che. zraddhAnA AdhAre, eka lAkaDAne AkRtivALe TukaDe ke mATInI banAvela mUrti ke dorA phula ApavA samartha bane che. suMdara ane umadA vicAromAM je sAcI zraddhA heya te ane maMtramAM sAcI zraddhA hoya te jarUra Adhi-vyAdhine dUra karavA te samartha bane che. jeoe saphalatA-siddhi meLavI che, te zraddhAnA AdhAre ja. AtmAmAM ane AtmAnA guNemAM jeone saMpUrNa zraddhA che teo ja dunyavI padArthomAMthI Asakti apa karavA agara mUlamAMthI nAza karavA samartha bane che, jyAM sudhI dunyavI padArthomAM Asakita che, tyAM sudhI AtmAnA guNenI zraddhA bese nahI. 55. sAcI samajaNa hoya ane vipattione sahana karavAnI tAkAta hoya te ja, jagatanI vicitra ghaTanA nuM parivartana karI zakAya che, sukha-duHkhanA sago pote ja upasthita karela che. manamAM je samajaNapUrvaka sahana karavAnI zakti hoya te duHkha, ane tenA nimitto sukharUpe pariNAma pAme che. bhAgyanA bharose besI rahevAthI AvI paDela dukha khasatuM nathI ane sukhazAMti AvIne maLatI nathI, mATe sahana karavAnI zaktine avazya prApta karavI. paMDitemAM vidvattA sArA pramANamAM hoya paNa je sahanatA na hoya te teonI rItasara kiMmata aMkAtI nathI ane prazaMsApAtra banatA nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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40 papa3. mANase AnaMda mATe sarvadA abhilASA rAkhI rahela hoya che. sAce AnaMda kayAre upalabdha thAya, che jyAre zaMkA-bhaya-nirAzA-kheda-dveSa tathA Asaktine tyAra thAya tyAre ja AnaMda ApoApa AvIne maLe; AnaMda meLayuvAne A sAco mArga che; dhanAdika parivArAdikamAM duHkha pratikAra che paNa sukha te nathI, mATe zaMkA-bhayAdikane nivArI cAritrazIla bane, AnaMda ApoA5 AvIne maLaze. AnaMda, kiIthI paNa kharIdI zakAtuM nathI, e te cAritrazIla banavA ane viSayakaSAyanA vikArone tyAga karavAthI maLI zake ema che. jo AnaMda kharIdI zakAte heya te ghaNuya zrImate, rAjAcahArAjAe paNa dhanAdikane vyaya karIne meLavI zake. paraMtu teo ane sukhane mATe hAtha ghasatA paraleka gayA-sukhane leza paNa prApta thaye nahI; mATe satya sukha meLavavuM hoya te bhaya-zaMkA-nirAzAdveSa vigerene tyAga karI mokSamArganuM avalalaMbana le. sAcuM sukha ApavAnI zakti cAritramAM ja rahelI che, kAraNa ke jyAM cAritra hoya tyAM samyajJAna ane sabhyazraddhA paNa rahelI che. A sivAya AnaMdane anya mArga che ja nahI. - 554. ApaNe anya prANIo upara tema ja anuSyo upara jevA vicAre-abhiprAya dharAvIe chIe tevA vicArenI asara temanA upara thAya che. je anya jAno upara sArI bhAvanA rAkhIe ke, teo paNa ApaNA para cArI bhAvanA rAkhaze; duSTa bhAvanA rAkhIzuM te teo ApaNA para paNa duSTatA dhAraNa kaze. ApaNuM zarIra paNa vicAronA AdhAre ghAela che, ApaNe manuSyabhava paNa vicAranA AdhAre prApta For Private And Personal Use Only

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thaela che. pUrva janmamAM mANasAI meLavavAnA vicAro hatA tethI ja manuSyabhava maLe. je pazuvRttinA vicAre che te manuSyabhava maLatA nahIM. e tamane khabara te che ke koI paNa kArya pahelAM togya vicAre AgaLa hoya che, suMdara vicAre thI saddagatinI prApti thAya ane kharAba vicAravaDe nIcahalakI gati maLe. mitra upara-sagAMvahAlAM para tema ja paLapADAnA, ara jJAtinA-samAjanA-dezanA ke rASTranA sarve prANIA upara mitratAnA suMdara vicAre rAkhyA hoya te te mitro vigere ApaNA upara kharAba bhAvanA rAkhaze nahI-maitrIbhAvanA dharAvaze. sagAMvahAlAM upara prema rAkhIe te ja temanAM kaDavA vacane sahana karAya che. mAnasika vRtti paNa sadvicAranA AdhAre zAMta bane che, ghaNA uchALA mAratI nathI. dhArmika kriyAnI sArthakatA paNa saddavicAro ane sadubhAvanAnA AdhAre ja rahelI che, mATe kaI paNa prANIo upara zreSAdi dhAraNa kare nahI, paNa maitrI-pramoda-karuNa ane mAdhyasthatAnA vicAra karo. AvA vicArethI ja avazya ApaNuM pitAnuM paNa kalyANa sadhAya che eTale AtmavikAsamAM tevA vicAre, sArA pramANamAM sahakAra ApavA samartha bane che. adekhAInA vicArathI sadvicAramAM viSa paDe che. tethI ja vinaya, viveka, sabhyatA rahetI nathI ane je mukhamAM Ave te pramANe pheMkaye rakhAya che. je avaLI-kharAba mAnyatA hoya che, te sadvicAre ane vivekAdi kharAba ane avaLA thAya che. eTale mithyAtva ane avirati AvIne upasthita thAya che ane mithyAtva-aviratinA coge manuSya viSayakaSAyamAM rAcImAcI rahela hovAthI sadvicAre For Private And Personal Use Only

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421 ane viveka punaH prApta thavA durlabha ane che. jeTalA vakhata sadvicArAmAM vyatIta karaze!, teTalA samaya sala banaze. satatanirantara aheAniza sadvicArA rAkhIe tA ja tatkAla lAla maLI zake. 555. duSTa vicArA tathA bhAvanAo, rAga-dveSa ane mAhanA vikArAne vadhArI mUke che ane saddabhAvanA, sadvicAra, rAga-dveSa ane mAhanA vikArAne haThAvI tenA mUlane ukhADI nAkhe che, tamAre rAga-dveSa ane mAhunA vikArone haThAvavA hAya temaja mUlamAMthI nAza karavA hoya teA, sadvicAra ane saddabhAvanA sivAya anya upAya nathI. mAkSanA sukhA dUra rahelAM che paNu mAnasika sukhazAtA ApaNA hAthamAM che, svajanava paNa sArI bhAvanA haze te heta-prema rAkhaze, mATe sadbhAvanA ne sadAbhAvI svAtmAne nimala karIne peAtAnA tattvamAM ramatA karI. 556. ahiMsA, sayama ane tapanI jinezvaranI AjJA mujaba ArAdhanA karI rAga-dveSa ane mAhanA madhanAne tADavA mATe manuSyabhava maLyeA che; nahI ke viSayakaSAyanA vikArAne vadhArI temAM sAI paDavA mATe. rAga-dveSamAhanA baMdhane anAdikAlIna che. te ekadama jaldI mukta thAya ema nathI. mukta thavA mATe zArIrika-mAnasika baLane ghaNA utsAhapUrvaka vAparavuM paDaze. 557. puNyAtmA-dharmAtmA.zArIrika, mAnasika vikArAthI utpanna thaelI pApavRttine peASavA mATe prayatna karanAra, For Private And Personal Use Only

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karAra thIne khuzI thanAra te kamAtmA ke pApAtmA kahevAya; tathA utpanna thaela pA5vRttine tenA pariNAmane vicAra karI samyajJAnapUrvaka dAbI denAra agara tene sarvathA tyAga karanAra, te puNyAtmA ke dharmAtmA kahevAya. 558. parAdhInapaNue, asaMkhyAtA varSo sudhI bhUkha tarasa sahana karI te pachI svAdhInatAe tapa-japa ane saMyamanI ArAdhanA thaDA varSe paNa kema na karavI? jIvanamAM caMcalamAM caMcala dhana, yauvana ane AyuSya che; chatAM teonuM rakSaNa karavA khAtara mAna akathya pApAra karI rahelA che; teomAM eTalI paNa akkala rahetI nathI ke pApa karIne piSAela dhana, yauvana ane AyuSya kevI rIte raheze? 559 aSTAdaza pApasthAnakene sevI sukhethI jIvana gujAravAnI bhAvanAvALA bhUla karI rahela che, kAraNa ke pApasthAnakonuM sevana karIne ke sukharUpa jIvana gujArela che? keIe kadApi gujArela nathI ja. sukharUpa jIvana te pApabhIru banI, ahiMsA, satya ane saMtoSanA svAmI hoya te ja gujArI zake ane teo svajIvanane hA laIne usthitine prApta karI zake. pa60. sApa, kepha ane pANInI rela karatAM paNa viSaya kaSAyamAM rakta banavuM te mahAanarthakArI che; kAraNa te viSayAdimAM rakata banavAthI narakAdikanA kaNo paNa upasthita thAya che, tyAM svapane paNa sukha hetuM nathI. bhayanA bhaNakArA sadA AvyA karatA hoya che eTale viSayakaSAyamAM rakta na banatAM teone dUra kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 561. bANAsmA lAlasu-laMpaTa ane luccA ane temAM ajJAnatAne deSa rahele samaja. te ja AtmA, saddagurunA sahavAsathI antarAtmA jyAre banaze tyAre ja sadguNI banIne durNane tyAga karavA tatpara banavAne, mATe tene paNa tira chArAdi na karatAM samajAvAno prayAsa karatA rahevuM, temAM vaparanuM hita samAela che ane unnatine AdhAra paNa rahelo che. padara. je AnaMda temaja vinoda khAtara bahAra phAMphA mAre che, te ja AnaMda ane vineda tamane AgaLa vadhavAmAM vighatAM banaze temaja zatru banIne tamArI satya raddhi-siddhi ane zuddhine lUMTI leze, mATe Atmika guNemAM AnaMda ane vineda mAne ! A ja AtmAnA guNe, AnaMda ane vineda sArA pramANamAM ApavA samartha che tathA antaranA zatruone paNa haThAvI zakaze. antaranA zatruone haThAvyA pachI bahAranA zatruone bhAra nathI ke teo rahI zake. 563. svArthaparAyaNatA, ajJAnatA tathA ahaMkAra, mamakAra vigere duHkhemAM vadhAro karanAra che; paNa sukha leza mAtra ApanAra nathI; jyAM sudhI vAryAdika rahelAM che tyAM sudhI Adhi vyAdhio khasatI nathI. are ! satya sukhanI vAnagI paNa maLatI nathI. pa64. jyAre vicAramAMthI viSaya vAsanAo khasaze tyAre sadubhAvanAo ApoApa AvIne upasthita thavAnI, ane sukha duHkhanI kalpanAo paNa khasI javAnI, tathA AnaMdanI umio paNa uchALA mAravAnI; mATe viSayavAsanAne haThA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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424 DhagArI, tRSNA, rAjAmahArAjAonI gAdInI paNu aramAdI karI nAMkhe che. tRSNA, dunyavI vastuothI zAMta thatI nathI. zAMta anatI hAya tA sadbhAvanA sahita samatvabhAva dhAraNa karavAthI, mATe rAga-dveSa ane mAhune haThAvI samatA rAkhA, adhika paisA parivAra vigerethI ekArI ke khI khasatI nathI pazu rAga-dveSa ane meha vagerenA vikArAnA tyAga karavAthI ekArI ke anrI khase che. ekArI ane aDhI viSayavAsanAee ja UbhI karelI che, te paisAdrikathI kevI rIte TaLe ? 55. pApI mANasa karatAM pApanA upadeza Apa nAra temaja tene pracAraka ati bhaya kara che; pApI potAnA ja AtmAne DUbADe che ane pApanA pracAraka anya mANusAne pazu krutinuM bhAjana anAve che. pApI pAtAnA ghAtaka che ane pracAraka svaparanA ghAtaka che. 566, purANA itihAsanI zAdhakhALa karanArAoe rAte kyAM hatA? ane kyAMthI Avye tenI paNa zeSa karavAnI AvazyakatA che; phakta pUrvenA itihAsanI zeAdhakheALa kare paNa pAtAnI sthiti prathama kevA prakAranI hatI tenI tapAsa na kare teA tethI lAbha ze? 567. kAi cIjanI achatanA ane garajavAna gharAnI garajanA lAbha uThAvIne te vastunA mukhamAgyA dAma levA e paNa eka jAtanI anIti kahI zakAya. nItimAn tA tevA prasage ceAgya kIMmata le! aSika le nahI, 568. muninA nAmanA temaja vezanA meha rAkhanAre For Private And Personal Use Only

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425 cAritra pAlana mATe anukUla prema zakha jarUra che, nahItara nAmane tathA vezane rAga, tyAga kara te ucita che. cAritra pAlanamAM prema rAkhe nahI te nAma ane veza rAkha vRthA che. 59. hAlanA jamAnAnI dIvALI te, vyApArIone nANAMnI bhIDa ane hRdaye heLI. dhArAsabhA, zabdane saTTA bajAra. vyApArI, vartamAna samayamAM bIcAru banela prANI. janasevA, te-pUrate peTa bharavAne puruSArtha. davAkhAnuM, te pANImAMthI paisA pedA karavAnuM kArakhAnuM. bajeTa, te nasIbadAra nANAmaMtrInuM ramatanuM pyAduM. pagAra Apo tezeThane TADhIe tAva. mAnapatra, te nAte nAtanuM vare ane musAbhAIne vA-pANI. hAlanA jamAnAmAM cekhuM ghI eTale vera vejITebala. haka eTale AjanA saMsArane haDakavA. akhabAra-patre juThANune holasela vyApAra. sInemA-lUMTaphATa, atyAcAra, anAcAranuM vidyAlaya. tejI, eTale saMgraharAnI TaMkazALa, akasmAta, vijJAnane zrApa. haLI, tephAnIonI dIvALI. maMdI, saDelA gumaDAnuM nastara. A pramANe hAlanA jamAnAmAM dekhAI rahela che. 570. sukhazAMtinA pikAre cAre bAjuethI sabhaLAya che, paraMtu tenA upAne letAM pramAda thAya che. agara For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhaya pAmIne dUra bhAgI javAya che ane upAze evA levAya che ke sukhazAMtinA badale vipattinAM vAdaLe AvIne upasthita thAya. sukhazAMtine mATe aSTAdaza pApasthAnake sevAne mANasa, ulaTA duHkhene tathA durgatine AmaMtraNa ApI rahela che. durgati, teonI vATa joI besI rahela che. 571. are bhAgyazAlIo ! bhagavAna kartA nathI paraMtu karma kartA che mATe karma-kriyAone sudhAre! bhagavAna kare te sArA mATe-Ama nahI mAnatA paNa je thAya te sArA mATe, Ama vicArIne cintA, paritApa, zekAdika kare nahI. prAyaH vaktAo, sArI rIte kahI zake che paNa karatA nathI. je kahyA pramANe karatA hoya te teonuM kAma thaI jAya arthAta AtmavikAsa sAdhe. ThekaTara jIvADatA nathI paNa AyuSya jIvADe che, AyuSya pramANe jIvAya che. je barAbara tapAsa karavAmAM Ave te mAluma paDaze ke saMskAra vadhatA nathI paNa svachaMdatA vadhI rahI che. saMsmara vadhavAne mATe dharmanI ArAdhanA sivAya apAya nathI. jyAM ravachaMdatA rahI che tyAM saMskAra kevI rIte AvI zake ? vilAsI janemAM prAyaH vinaya, viveka tema ja susaMskAro hoya te paNa khasatA vilaMba thatuM nathI, mATe vilAsane tyAga karavA zakya prayAsa karo egya che. pa72, ATha karmonA AdhAre ja jIva ane zivamAM. bheda paDela che, saMsArI ane siddhane bhedabhAva, vAta For Private And Personal Use Only

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47 ne khavAtI A krAvaka thaela che. A kathAnA mUla nAza thAya te, jIva ane zivamAM tathA sArI ane siddhAM lakhapatu rahe nahI. A bhedabhAvane mUlamAMthI haThAvavAnI ti potAnA AtmAmAM ja rahela che. jo ApaNA AtmA, viSaya kyAyanA vikArAnA tyAga karI tathA bahukAra mamatAne haThAvI Atmika guNAmAM aheniza ramaNutA kare tA jIva te ziva thAya eTale bhedabhAva rahe nahI, jyAM sudhI ApaNA AtmA, peAtAnuM svarUpa bhUlIne vibhAva dazAmAM rahelA che, tyAM sudhI bhedatA dUra khasavAnI nahI ja, ane mAkSanA sAdhanA hastagata thavAnA nahI, mATe prathama pAMca indriyAnI Asaktine tyAga karavAvaka,mAnasika vRttione cyAtmika guNAmAM-samyag darzanajJAna-cAritramAM sthira karI. krama maleAnA kAraNevarDa-AAtmAnI zakti AcchAdita thaelI che, tethI ja peAtAnA svarUpane bhUlI bAhya saMcAganI aDIomAM A jIva, sAI paDela che. Atmika zakti sapUrNa rIte AvirbhAva tyAre ja thAya ke karmonA mala je rahela che te dUra khase. kA~vaDeja bhinna bhinna avasthAo, prANIvarge dhAraNa karI , judA judA paryAyane dhAraNa karavApUrvaka je je avasthAmAM Avela che tyAM anata asahya sakatane veThI rahela che, mATe karmAMne haThAvavA prayAsa karavA te Avazyaka che. jyAM sudhI jIvanI rAga-dveSa ane mAhanI pariNati che tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM rakhaDapaTTI rahevAnI ja ane tenA yAge karmonA adhanAmAM sthAvAnuM ane duHkhI banavAnuM ja. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa73. pratyeka prANIo, sarAe te siddha samAna paNa rAga-dveSa ane meha jyAM sudhI rahela che tyAM sudhI kevalajJAnI ke siddha samAna banatA nathI ane kavalajJAna sivAya Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinA saMkaTa TaLatA nathI. jyAre rAga-dveSa ane mehanA vikAre mUlamAMthI dUra khase tyAre kaivalya jJAnane prAdurbhAva thAya che. AtmA jJAnamaya, darzana ane cAritramaya bane che ane sarva dukhethI mukata banI aghAtI A kane ghAta karI siddhapadanA anaMta sukhane satya anubhava kare che; A anubhava, apUrva hoya che temaja anupama-anaMta hoya che. jagatamAM koI paNa vastuo, tenI barAbarI karI zake nahI. pa74, anekAMta dRSTi te sApekSa dRSTi che. anekAMta. daSTithI rAga-dveSa ane mehanA vicAro ane vikAro TaLe che ane AtmasvarUpanuM bhAna thAya che. jeone anekAnta dRSTine lAbha maLatuM nathI teo ja rAga, dveSa ane mahinA gADha baMdhanamAM baMdhAtA rahe che, tethI parAdhInatA khasatI nathI ane svAdhInatA svayaM AvIne maLatI nathI. jagatane vyavahAra, sApekSa daSTi sivAya sugama ane sarala banato nathI. temaja thaela bhUle tathA thatI bhUla pakaDAtI nathI-samajAtI nathIsamajyA sivAya sudhArI zakAtI nathI, tethI bhUlanI paraMparAthI vyAvahArika kAryo paNa hitakAraka na banatAM dukhadAyaka nIvaDe che. te vyAvahArika kAryomAM sApekSatApUrvaka vartana rAkhavAmAM Ave te, vera-virodha-kalahAdika utpanna thAya nahI. ane te vyavahAra zubha banI zuddhine meLavavAmAM asAdhAraNa sAdhana bane. anekAMta-svAduvAda dakSiNamAM viza karanAra je koI hoya te For Private And Personal Use Only

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49 ekAMta STi che. ekAMta sRSTithI ja mAnasika cacalatA vega paka che. tathA ahaMkAra-rAga-dveSa ane mahu nRpanI phAjo gherA ghAle che, eTale je satya vastu hoya te samajAtI nathI, tathA uSAraiyatAmAM vighno AvIne asatya kSatruvinAzI vastuo tarapha adhikAdhika valaNuM vadhatu rahe che. ekAMta dRSTimAM bhedabhAva jAgatA ja rahe che, tethI vizvanA prANI tarapha maitrI bhAvanA pramAda bhAvanA--anukaMpA ane mAdhyasthatA rahI zakatI nathI ane dveSa-adekhAI-itarAjIne AvavAnA avakAza maLe che. 575. vastutaH anekAMta-syAdvAdanI ArAdhanA te jinezvarInI ArAdhanA ane jinezvarAnI ArAdhanA te AtmAnI ArAdhanA che. syAnlRAdanI ArAdhanA vaDe ja AtmA nirmala banI AtmasvarUpane pAmI anaMta duHkhAne nivAravA samatha ane che. jyAM anekAMtanI ArAdhanA che tyAM ahaMkAra ane mamatA paNa rahetI nathI. jinezvarA paNa pharamAve che ke tame vyavahAramAM AvI paDelA che ane vyavahAramAM paNa satya sukhanI vAnagI cAkhavI DAya te ekAMtadRSTinA tyAga karavApUrvaka anekAMta-sApekSa dRSTi rAkhe ke jethI rAga, dveSa ane mAhunA vikAro TaLatAM tatvanA lAbha thAya-citArUpI citA zAMta thAya, vyAdhi paNa satAve nahI ane samatva bhAva AvIne upasthita thAya saTAvinA ane bhUlAne TALavAne A upAya kharekharA che. 576. adhika cintA ke adhika panA ravAthI mAnasika zaktinA vRthA vyaya thAya che. je mANasa For Private And Personal Use Only

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potAnI mAnasika zakitane miyA cinhAomAM apavyaya kare che, te mANasa pAnI kavAvika zaktine paNa sadupayoga karajA samartha banatuM nathI, manuSyanI zakitane nAza karavAmAM, tenI mahatvAkAMkSAne dAbI devAmAM tema ja dharmayAnamAM-- bhAvanAone dUra karavAmAM vidana nAMkhanAra je kaI heya te hunyavI cintAone Akhare hAtha che. cintAokalpanAma karavI hoya te pitAnI svAbhAvika zakti ghaTe nahI paNa - zaktine AvirbhAva thAya, evI kare. dhArmika cintAe, mAnasika tathA zArIrika zakitamAM sahakAra Ape che. manamAM 6 vicAro karavA-anya prANuonA nAzanI cintAe karavI te pApa che. bhale pachI kAyAthI karate na heya-vacanathI bolate na hoya te paNa mAnasika vicAre, cintAo ke kalpanAothI pApane bAMdhate durgatine pAme che. tame, aparAdhIo para paNa beTI kalapanA karo nahI, kharAba vicAre karaze nahI, paNa teonuM hita-kalyANa thAya te pramANe cintavana kare; tethI pitAnuM paNa hita sadhAya-Atmazaktine prAdurbhAva thAyamAnasika vRtti sthiratAne dhAraNa kare. sAcuM sukha, mananI vRttiene sthira karavAmAM anubhavAya che. ApaNe saMkaTa-vipattio AvyA pahelAM ja bhayabhIta anI vArevAre cintAo karIne hadayane bALIe chIe. tethI vyAvahArika ane dhArmika kAryomAM vArevAre vine upasthita thAya che ane vidane habAvI, dhIraja-hiMmata rAkhavAnI zakitane vRthA gumAvIe chIe. tame jANe che ke, hiMmata For Private And Personal Use Only

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ka jamyA vinA ane cintAthI mukta thayA sivAya-kAi paNa kAya, pAra utaratuM nathI, mATe khATI cintAone dUra karI, 577. kAmathI koi paNa mANasa marI jatA nathI; paraMtu kharAba cintAethI ghaNA mANasA maraNa pAme che. kAma karavAmAM mhATuM saMkaTa AvI paDaze, evI cintA karavAthI ApaNane jeTalI hAni thAya che, teTalI hAni kAma karavAthI thatI nathI. nikhala ane ajJAnI janA kAI paNu satya kAryA AraMbha karatA nathI, kadAcit te kArya hAthamAM le te paNu tenAthI te kArya pAra paDatuM nathI ane sabala zraddhAvAna samyajJAnI te ja satkArya ne uma-gathI hAthamAM dhare che, ane cintA rahita anI te sArA kAryane pAra utAre che. zaktimAnane bhaya-cintAe bahu satAvatI nathI. cintAe satAvatI hAya te, nimala, bhayabhIta ane ajJAnane ja. 578. sasArasukhanA rasika janAne, vartamAna kAlamAM vividha cintAe pIDatI hAya che temaja bhaviSyanI cintAe paNu satAvatI hAya che, kAraNa ke temane pAtAnA Atmika guNAmAM dRDha zraddhA hAtI nathI, tethI bhaviSyamAM mAruM zuM thaze ? mArI kevI gati thaze? ame sukhI agara duHkhI thaIzuM. Ama cintAe karIne pote pAyamAla bane che, para Mtu Atma-guNarasikAne peAtAnA guNAmAM saMpUrNa zraddhA rahela hAvAthI vartamAna ke bhaviSyanI kAI prakAranI cintA rahetI nathI-dUra bhAge che. sAta bhaya--vividha prakAranI cintAe, vijJonu khala, For Private And Personal Use Only

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432 viSayamAM AsaktimAna bahu satAve che ane pITha upajAvI duHkhI dukhI banAvI mUke che. A pramANe samyagrAnI sArI rIte jANatA hevAthI viSayenA phaMdAmAM phasAtA nathI, paNa teone hara karavA dararoja vicAra karatA hoya che ane zakya prayAsa karavAmAM khAmI rAkhatA nathI. tyAre viSaya sukharasiko, te sukhamAM magna banavA mATe vividha vicAre ane prayAsa karatAM hoya che tethI temAM phasAI vividha vyAdhigrasta bane che. pa79 ApaNuM mahatvAkAMkSAo vaDe ApaNe uracatAnA zikhare ArUDha thaIe chIe, ane ucca Adarza heya te ja prApta thaelA uttama sAdhane-nimitta phalIbhUta thAya che, mATe uracatAne prApta karavI hoya te UMcA vicAro ane uraca IrachAo rAkhe. halakA vicAro ane halakI nIca IrachAthI te AgaLa vadhAtuM nathI temaja je sthiti che temAMthI patita thavAya che tathA mahattvAkAMkSA sAthe prayatna paNa prabala hoya te ja dhArelA kAryo pAra utare che. je pramAda-ALasa vigerene praveza thAya te mahatvAkAMkSA viphala bane che; ApaNI IrachAo AgaLa paDatI kaI che tene barAbara khyAla karIne pramAda, ALasa vigerene nivArI zakya prayatna karatA rahevuM joIe. sAthe sAthe kArya karavAnI vidhine paNa jANavAnI AvazyakatA rahelI che. prabala IrachA-rItasara vidhi ane puruSArtha avazya kAryanI siddhi karI zake che; phakta IrachAo karavAthI kArya siddhi pAmatuM nathI. mahatvAkAMkSAo mUkI devA jevI nathI ja. IchA haze te samaya maLatAM prayatna thaze ane kArya sadhAze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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433 mahatvAkAMkSAone viphala karanAra je kaI heya te koSamAna-mAyA ane lebhanI atirekatA che. A kaSAyanA Aveze mahatvAkAMkSAone naSTa karI halakI ane nIca IrachAone karAve che. vicAre paNa halakA ane adhama thayA kare che-mATe saMyama ne keLavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. sayama traNa prakArane che. mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyika, mAnasika saMyama te che ke sadAya sArA ane mahattAnA vicAre karavA-uca abhilASA rAkhavI, ane vicAra-vivekapUrvaka halakI abhilASAone tyAga kara tathA vAcika saMyama te kahevAya ke jemAM hita,mita ane pazyatA rahelI heya. mayika saMyama, te ke sadAcAramAM sadAya pravRtti rahelI hoya ane anAcArane tyAga heya. A pramANe tridhA saMyamanI rItasara ArAdhanA karanArane mahatvAkAMkSAo saphala thAya che; ane sAthe sAthe Atmika vikAsa sadhAte rahe che mATe pramAdAdikane tyAga karavApUrvaka saMyamanI ArAdhanA karavI te mahatAne meLavavAne sAce mArga che. 580. jyAre AtmAnA guNemAM zraddhA barAbara hitI nathI tyAre ja viSayakaSAyanA vikAre vahAlAM lAge che, tethI viSayAsakti ane kaSAyAMdhatA AvIne upasthita thAya che. vAda-vivAda-virodhAdika temaja ahaMkArAdika AvIne prANIene pAgala banAvI cAre gatimAM rajhaLate rakhaDate karI mUke che, tethI ja pitAnI zaktine, saMpattine tathA sattAne khyAla ane upayoga rahetuM nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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44 AtmAnA guNe tarapha dRSTi rAkhanAra ane te te guNene prApta karavA prayatna karanAranI pAse viSa ane kaSAo bhAgatA phare che ane kaSAya-viSayanA anuyAyIo bhaya-citAparitApa-vyAdhi vigere paNa pAse AvI zakatA nathI. mahAna thavAnI abhilASAvALAo, Atmika guNe tarapha laya rAkhe nahI te te abhilASA kyAMthI pUrNa thAya? anaMta zakitanA havAmI AtmAnI ArAdhanAmAM temaja tenI sAdhanAmAM barAbara lakSya rAkhIne lInatA karanArane dukhe rahetA nathI, mATe AtmAnA guNe tarapha lakSya rAkhavA prayatna karavAnI AvazyakatA che. dunyavI padArthonA soge tathA nimitte duHkhadAyI nathI, paNa duHkhadAyaka je kaI heya te rAga-dveSameha-ajJAnatA-ahaMkAra ane mamatA vigere bhUla kAraNe che. jyAM sudhI A rAgAdika mUla kAraNe rahelA che tyAM sudhI kaI paNa prakAre prANuone sAcI sukhazAMti upalabdha thatI nathI. kSaNabhaMgura vastuomAM satya sukha ApavAnI zakita kayAMthI hoya? haragIja hoya nahI. 581. nirmala cAritra pALe. zarIrazabhA-sAhyabI ane saMpatti mATe manuSya vividha kone sahana karIne sukhI abhilASA rAkhI rahela che, paNa te sukha duHkhamizrita che. dukharahita sukhane meLavavuM hoya te dunyavI sukhane bhega Ape ane nirmala cAritranuM pAlana kare. nirmala cAritranA pAlana vinA duHkharahita sukha kadApi maLI zakaze nahI ja. cAritranI ArAdhanAmAM je ko sahana karAya che, te vRthA jatA nathI, paNa tethI Atmonnati thavApUrvaka samyagrajJAnAdikanI prApti For Private And Personal Use Only

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thAya che, ahaMkAra, mamatA, adekhAI vigera durgaNe nAza pAme ane anaMta zakti ApoApa AvI maLe che. tamArI pAse samyagadarzana-jJAna cAritrarU5 dhana haze te kaI prakAranI bhIti ke zaMkAdi raheze nahI ane Atmika guNe vayameva pragaTaze; samyajJAnIo, je je ko Ave che tene kasoTI mAnatA hevAthI tevA vakhate gabharAtA nathI ane mUMjhavaNamAM paDatA nathI. 582. jema artha ane kAmanA arthoo, artha ane kAmane mATe bhayaMkara kAramI viDaMbanA sahe che, te viDaMbanA, artha ane kAmanI prApti thatAM manune bhAsatI nathI. te pramANe dharma ane mokSanA athaone sthiratAnA ge sahaja sukhanI prApti thatAM te viDaMbanA-kaSTo bhAsatA nathI. tethI teone rAga-dveSa ane mahine abhAva thAya che ane tethI vItarAgatAne AvirbhAva thAya che. dhanAdika mATe sahana karela kaSTa, dukhanI paraMparA vadhArI mUke che athAt te sahana karela ko sukhadAyaka banatA nathI, ane AtmavikAsane rUMdhe che, paNa dharma ane mokSa mATe sahana karela ko sAMsArika kaSTone kApI zAzvata sukha arpaNa kare che mATe dharma ane mokSa mATe kadAca ko AvI paDe te paNa pAchA haThe nahI-hiMmata rAkhI AgaLa vadho. 583. aMdhakAramAM athaDAmaNe aneka prakAranI AvatI rahe che, te athaDAmaNa, sUryodaya thatAM prakAzanA jege TaLe che te pramANe samyagajJAnane prakAza thatAM mithyAtvanA pege utpanna thaela viDaMbanAo-vipattio nAza pAme che ane te prakAzanA e samAjamArgamAM gamana karAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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584. pApabhIru bane pApa karatAM pApa jAherAtamAM Ave, tene bhaya, manubene adhika hoya che, tethI ja te pApane chUpAvavA mATe keI dharmakriyA karavAne dekhAva kare che, koI vaLI lAMca rUzavata Ape che, tema ja adhika vinaya-yAvacca paNa kare che chatAM pApa chUpA rahetA nathI. je pApa jAhera thavAnI bhIrutA karatAM pApanI bhIrutA rakhAya te pApathI pAchuM haThAya ane sadguNe AvIne vase. 585. prANenA AdhAre jIvana pasAra thAya che, te mujaba satya dhArmika kriyAnA AdhAre jIvananI saphalatA thAya che ane AtmonnatimAM AgaLa vadhAya che. satya kriyAo te prANa che. 586, ahiMsA tyAgamAM che. rAga-dveSa-meha-mamatA tathA ahaMkAra, adekhAI nindA vigerenA tyAga sivAya ahiMsA dharmanuM pAlana thavuM te azakya che. ahiMsA, rAgAdikane tyAga mAge che. tamArI pAse ahiMsA, satyAdikarUpI dhana haze te viMDalanA-vipattio Avaze nahI; kadAca papadaye Avaze te paNa khasI jaze ane teonuM jora cAlaze nahI. 587. sAcI ane akhUTa suMdaratA tamArI kAyAmAyAmAM nathI, paraMtu samyagUjJAna, darzana ane cAritramAM rahela che mATe suMdaratAne kAyama rAkhavI hoya te vairAgya-saMvega vigere saddaguNone dhAravApUrvaka cAritranI sArI rIte ArAdhanA kare. cAritramAM ja satya che-suMdaratA che. 58. vRkSanI pilANe paTele agni, vRkSane TakyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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437. deto nathI te pramANe manuSyamAM paDelA ahaMkAra, mamatva, adekhAI vigere durguNe manuSyanA jIvanane bharamIbhUta kare che. 58. tamArA aparAdhIone zikSA ApavAnI takalIpha tame letA nahIM. te aparAdhIone zikSA karavA karmarAjA sarvatra-sarvathA ane sarvadA taiyAra che; tame barAbara zikSA karI zakaze nahI, ane zikSA karavA taiyAra thaze te bevaDA baMdhAze, eTale bhavabhavamAM paribhramaNa karavuM paDaze. pa90. jyAre mAnasika vRttio, nirbhaya ane nirvikArI hoya che tyAre pAse rahelA padArtho sukharUpe bhAse che; nahIte duHkharUpa bhAse che, mATe prathama mAnasika vRttione nirbhaya ane nirvikArI banAvavAnI khAsa jarUra che. 51. tapasyA karavAthI mAnasika vikAre zAMta thAya che paNa bhUlamAMthI te vikAre nAza pAmatA nathI. jyAre samyagajJAnapUrvaka tapasyA karatAM Asakti ochI thatAM ane svAda ane svArthane tyAga thatAM mAnasika vikAre mUlamAMthI kSaya pAme che, mATe jJAnapUrvaka tapasyA karo. pa92. guNu sajajanee tathA guNAnurAgI janee anya mAnavIonI khAmIo jevI nahI; paNa teonI khUbIone jevI ke jethI guNAmAM ya vadhAre zaya ane guNene AvavAne avakAza maLe. khAmIo jeze. te tamArI khAmIo khasaze nahI ane khUbIo Avaze nahI. 593. sukhanuM mUla samatA, ane duHkhanuM mUla For Private And Personal Use Only

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mamatA-AyAnuM mUla mithyAtva ane satyanuM mUla samakita, rAganuM mUla bhega ane roganuM mUla sAga. pa94. cAritra levAnI bhAvanAnA balathI samakitI, vaimAnika devanA AyuSyane bAMdhe che; eTale samakitIne cAritra levAnI bhAvanA hoya ane avasara maLatAM saMgane tyAga karI cAritra le. paha5. vagha kahe che ke-marInI sAthe saMcaLanA sevanathI haDakAyA kUtarAnuM jhera utare che. te pramANe namratA ane saralatAnA sevanathI veranuM jhera utare che ane vairanI paraMparA aTake, tethI mokSamArgamAM gamana karatAM mAnane vizo AvatA nathI. marI sAthe karI AtAnA sevanathI kamaLo maTe che. te pramANe sagya jJAna sAthe samatAnA sevanathI anAdikAlIna zamaNAo TaLe che. 56. TaMkaNakhAra sAthe marI khAvAthI peTamAM thaela barola maTe che. te mujaba prathama ane vairAgyathI antaranA kAma, krodhAdika zAMta thAya che. paha7. AMbaLA sAthe marInA sevanathI pitta maTe ane charA sAthe mArI levAthI raktapitta maTe tathA baheDA sAthe marInA sevanathI udharasa maTe te pramANe AsaktinA abhAvathI tathA ahaMkAranA tyAgathI ane gama khAvAthI bhavanI viDaMbanAo aTake che ane samyagajJAnI banAya che. pa8. mArI sAthe levaDAvyAjane ghasI kha upara paDa For Private And Personal Use Only

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439 nathI viMchInI vedanA rahetI nathI te pramANe aAraNa ane anityabhAvanA bhAvavAthI AdhyAnanI vedanA khase che; cintAe satAvatI nathI. pa9 pIpara sAthe marI levAthI peTanI vAyunI pIDA maTe che te mujaba jinezvaranI AjJA ane sevA dvArA dunyavI valepAta rahetuM nathI. 600. manuSya zArIrika vyAdhine maTADavA mATe vaidyanI AjJAnusAre vartana rAkhe che ane vArevAre te vaidyanuM sanmAna-sevana kare che, te vyAdhi upazAMta thAya che. te mujaba jinezvaranI AjJAnuM sevana kare te bhabhavanI vipattio nAse. 61. zaktine veDaphI nAkhe nahI. viSayakaSAyamAM taNAtI zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika zaktine dharmadhyAnamAM javAthI te zaktimAM vadhAro thAya che. sAthe Adhi, vyAdhi TaLatI rahe che, mATe maLelI zaktine viSayakaSAyamAM veDaphI nAMkhe nahI; paNa vadhAre kare! 602. makAna-mahela baMdhAvIne mANase malakAya che paNa te mATe keTalAM pApa baMdhAya te jotA nathI ane pApe ochA karatA nathI, te pachI cintAo kayAMthI alpa thAya? 603. mAnasika pIDAo, bIjA AgaLa kahevAya nahIM ane sahevAya nahI. AvI pIDAone dUra haDAve te bahAdura 604. zArIrika yAdhi TALavAne vana-DakaTaranI pAse gayA pachI, pIone pUchavA sivAya paNa kahI, temanA kathana For Private And Personal Use Only

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440 mujaba vartana paNa karyuM; bhavaragane TALavA mATe zuM upAya karyo ane kaI davA lIdhI? 605. je bhAgyazAlIo, bhava rogane TALavA mATe mana, vacana ane kAyAne kabaje karIne AtmatatvamAM ramaNutA kare che te saMpUrNa Arogya meLave che. dunyavI davA, zArIrika vyAdhine zAMta karavA samartha che, paNa mAnasika Adhine zAMta karavA temaja tene mUlamAMthI nAza karavA samartha nathI. 66. bUDathalo sAthe bAdha bhIDanAra, buddhimAna na kahevAya paNa teone yuktithI samaja pADanAra ane sanmArge vALanAra buddhimAna kahevAya che. 607. saraLa ane kapaTI. jyAM banAvaTI dekhAva nathI ane je rUpe hoya tevA dekhAya te sarala kahevAya. daMbha karIne dekhAvamAM lokaraMjana kare te kapaTI kahevAya. 608. jenAmAM kSamA guNa nathI te vastutaH zuravIra nathI; jenAmAM udAratA ane dayA nathI te zrImAna nathI, ane jenAmAM nIti nyAya nathI. te adhikArI nathI tathA jenAmAM vinaya, viveka ane sadvicAra nathI, te jJAnI nathI; guNa jagatamAM pUjAya che. 69. samyaka zraddhAthI darzanamohanIya karma TaLe che, samyagajJAnathI nirlepatA AvI hAjara thAya che ane sadvartanathI cAritrAvaraNIya karmo nAza pAme. 610. AtmA sayama sivAya sadAya sarvatra dabAte ane saMsArasAgaramAM taNAte rahevAne tathA AzAnI beDImAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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44 baMdhAte rahevAne ja; mATe saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI tene phasAmANamAMthI mukta kare, te munijanenuM kartavya che ane zrAvakanuM paNa kartavya che, "AtmAne mukta kare 611. AtmAne karmothI mukta karavA mATe manuSyapaNuM uttama sAdhana che. ane A sAdhananI saphalatA ke sArthakatA, siddhAMta-zravaNa-ruci ane vartana upara che. 612, kAMTAne kADhavA mATe duHkhane sahana karavuM paDe che, te pramANe karmanA duHkhane dUra karavA kaSTa sahana karavuM joIe; kaNane sahana karyA sivAya kadApi kaSTa khasaze nahI. 613. duHkhane dUra karavAne upAya, duHkhane sahana karavuM te che. zAtAgArava, gAddhigArava ane rasagAravathI kadApi duHkha TaLaze nahI, mATe dukha Ave tyAre bhayane tyAga ! - 614, sAMsArika sukhanI AzAo sAthe cintAone gADha saMbaMdha che. je citAone TALavI hoya te AzAene nivArI AtmAnA guNomAM layalIna bane, tethI AzAe punaH utpanna thaze nahI. AzAnI beDIthI baMdhAela mANase AkhA jagatamAM dekaMDa kare che ane yAcanA karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI, chatAM AzAo pUrNa thatI nathI. AzA rahitane jagat ane deve paNa praNAma kare che ane dAsa thAya che. - 615. sAMsArika sukhanI abhilASAe karAtI dhArmika kriyAo paNa samyAna thaye bhAvakriyAnuM nimitta bane che-zrIpAla kumAra ane mayaNanI mAphaka For Private And Personal Use Only

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442 616. nyAya; nIti ane dharmanA saMskArAnA vArasA putrAne ApavA te sAceA vArase che, kAraNa ke tethI dhanAdikanA vArasAne te vArasA saphala banAve che, eTale te dhArmika vArasA dhanAdika vArasAnA sadupayoga karAve che. tame prathama kyA vArasAne Apaze ? krarmAMnA nAza karavA kaTibaddha anela mAnavI, TIArA ane sutAra jema kASThane kApatAM ekAgratA dhAraNa kare che te pramANe ekAgratA dhAraNa kare te te kama kANane kApe paraMtu jo ekAgratAnA tyAga karI ADuMavaLu jue te kASTane badale pagamAM kuThAra vAge ane kASTha kapAya nahI; te pramANe sthiratA na hAya tA Ata dhyAna-raudradhyAnarUpI kuThAra ghaNuM nukazAna karI nAMkhe; mATe dareka kriyAomAM ekAgratAnI AvazyakatA che. 617, pacIsa varSa sudhI mAtapitA taraphathI paDelA susa'skArA tathA gurudeve mApelA suvicAra| nIce halakA manuSyanI sa'gatithI eka ja dvivasamAM parivartana pAmI kusa'skAro AvIne sthAna le che. kusa`skArI strInA eka divasanA sahuvAsathI sArA saMskArI putranA vicAro pharI jAya che, mATe sArA nimittonI khAsa jarUra rahelI che. 618. zubha nimitto dvArA sakArAne sthira karI zuddha AtmaguNNAne ALakhAve che, tema kharAba nimitto tethI viparIta pariNAma lAvI AtmadharmathI patana karAve che, mATe paisA karatAM zubhra nimitto atya ta kIMmatI che, ane vividha vipattimAM pUrepUrA sahakAra Ape che; hiMmata-nibha yatA--udAratA, pApabhIrutA vigere paNa AvI nivAsa kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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3 619, kaTuka vacanA zravaNu karIne kradhAtura ane nahI, paNa vicAra karIne sahana karI le, kSamAne dhAraNa karesa; kSamAne dhAraNa karavApUrvaka sAMLatAM, doSo haze te dUra karavAnI bhAvanA jAgaze ane dUra karI zakaze; doSonA abhA haze te adhika sahana karavAnI zakti jAgaze, kaTuka vacanane sahana karavAmAM ubhaya taraphathI lAbha maLaze. 620. sahana kare te zUrA ane sahana kare nahI ane krodhAtura tarata ane te, bAyalA-mAyakAMgale, sahana karIne zUra anela, karmone kADhavA mATe vIra mane che ane mAha nRpanI laDAImAM jayamAlA pahere che. phakta zArIrika maLavALA ja, sahana karavA samartha banatA nathI, ane mehane harAvI sattA peAtAnI meLavI zakatA nathI; paNa temAM sahanatAnuM baLa hoya, temaja svaparanu jANapaNuM hAya te peAtAnI sattAne pAchI prApta karI zake che. 621. satyazAMti jara, jamIna ane jorumAM maLatI nathI, paNa satASAdika sadguNlRAmAM maLe che. jyAM saMtASAddhi sadguNA che, tyAM satyazAMti che. samyag jJAnapUrvaka satyazAMti sattA, sa patti ane sAhyakhIne pazu mAgatI nathI; mAge che nasika zuddhipUrvaka Atmazuddhi, te mATe prayAsa karo. svayamaiva Rddhi-siddhi AvI maLaze. sukSma buddhivaDe ArAyela dharma, jaldI saphalatAne dhAraNa kare che; nahI te vidyAta thavAnA sa'bhava che, sUkSma buddhimAna sAdhaka nirbhaya ane rahita bhAI dhArelA kArTine sAdhanA samartha bane che. Aza sA 6ra. aparAdhIonI mAvRtti sadAya acalIta hArya For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra che ane zakAone zakatA rahe che. 444 dhAraNu karatAM saheja bhAkhatamAM paNa 63. jainatvane oLakhAvavA tathA tenI sAthe katA karavA leAkeAttara vicAra, uccAra ane AcAranI AvazyakatA che; sattA--sAhyamI nahI haiAya te pazu cAlaze. 6ra4. devanI sAhyabIthI paNa jainatva Avaze nahI, paraMtu jyAre sAta karmInI sthiti eka kATAkATI temAM paNu UNI sthiti thaze tyAre jainatva Avaze mATe jainatvanA lAbha levA hAya te karma kATa kADho. 6pa. pragati ke AtmAnnatimAM jeTalI sapattinI jarUra che teTalI vipattinI paNa jarUra che. vipatti AtmAtinI parIkSA che-seATI che. 66. AjJA--maLAva dho' jinezvaranI ke san gurunI AjJA pramANe karelI bhakti, muktine khe'cI lAve che. tethI AjJA mujaba bhakti karavAnI bhAvanA sadA rAkhavI; A pramANe bhakti karavAthI duHkhAne dUra karavA kuyuktie karavI paDaze nahI. 627. tamArI pAse yatheccha sattA, sapatti ke sAhyabI nahI haiAya te tame calAvI lejo pazu satya, sayama ane tapa vinA cAlaze nahI; mATe kAi paNu upAye tene meLavavA kAzISa karaze; tenA vinA kadApi jIvanamAM bIkula cAlaze nahI. 628. vicAraka manuSyAe, A paNa vicAra karavAnI agatyatA rahelI che, ke ame AAmavikAsa-Atma For Private And Personal Use Only

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445 zaktimAM keTalA AgaLa vadhyA vata-niyamanI keTalI ArAdhanA karI? ane sAdhunA kevA vicAra-AcAramAM chIe? A pramANe vicAratAM svasthitinuM bhAna thaze. AgaLa vadhela nahI che te AgaLa vadhavAnI vRtti jAgaze. vicAra ane viveka vinA kadApi AgaLa vadhAtuM nathI. tame vicAra ane viveka karatA te haze ane te pUrvaka kAryo karatA haze ja paNa viSaya-kaSAyanA vikAre ane vicArone tyAga karavAne vicAra ane viveka karyo? dara9 jenA hRdayamAM karuNu bhAva rahela hoya che te jIvAtamAM game tevI vipattionA prasaMge temaja saMkTanA samaye dayAne visaratA nathI. pitAnAthI banate upakAra karI, viDaMbanA-vipattimAMthI anya prANIone bacAvI rakSaNa kare che paNa kAyaratA dhAraNa karIne khasI jatA nathI. temAM ja tenI zuravIratA che. 630 bIjAo para jorajulama karavAthI sukha maLatuM nathI. ajJAnatAthI mANase ema samaje che ke prANIene dabAvI-rIbAvI ane mArI tathA temanI pAsethI jerajulamathI agara kapaTa kalA vAparI svArtha sAdhI le, emAM ziyArI che. A temanuM mantavya tadana adhama keTInuM che, jenA sahakArathI ApaNe sukhI rahIe chIe, teno nAza karavAmAM agara dabAvI rIbAvIne mArI nAMkhavAmAM teone sahakAra jyAMthI male haragIja maLe nahI. eka bIjAnA sahakAra mege ApaNuM jIvana sukhethI pasAra thAya che. je sahakAra hAya nahI te kSaNabhara ApaNe jIvI zakIe nahI.. For Private And Personal Use Only

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446 631 baraphanI mAphaka bharayuvAnIne emaLatA vAra lAgatI nathI. tathA saMdhyAnA raMganI mAphaka maLelI saMpattine osaratA vilaMba thatuM nathI. temaja karamAela punI mAphaka jIvanane kasmAta vakhata lAgatuM nathI, mATe jyAM sudhI juvAnI-saMpatti ane jIvana hoya tyAM sudhI paramArthane sAdhavA puruSArtha kare, te buddhimAnanuM kartavya che. 63ra viSayanuM smaraNa paNa hAnikAraka che. viSayanuM samaraNa paNa koI vakhate temaja sadAya nukazAna karI nAMkhe che. bhaNanArane bhUlAvI unmArge ghasaDI laI jAya che. japa tapanI ArAdhanA karanArane te viSayanuM maraNa sthira rahevA detuM nathI ane bhaktimAM-bhajanamAM je raMga lAgyo hoya temAM bhaMga pAvIne hatAza banAve che. brahmacaryavratane dhULadhANuM karAvanAra je koI hoya te viSayenuM smaraNa che. koI paNa kArya karatI veLAe je viSayanuM maraNa thayuM te te kArya rItasara thaze nahI; mATe tenuM smaraNa paNa na ya te mATe ghaNuM upayoga rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA che. cittanI sthiratA vinA sArA vicAro pharatA nathI ane vividha kAryomAM viza AvI upasthita thAya che. cittanI caMcaLatAne vadhAranAra viSaya samaraNa che mATe tevA vakhate anityAdi bhAvanAne bhAvI, caMcaLa banelA manane sthira karIne sArA kAryomAM tene eDavuM joIe. sArA nimittonA AdhAre viSacenuM smaraNa thatuM nathI. cakSuone ane kAnAne deva-darzanAdi nimittomAM riyara karaze ke tenAthI khasIne bIje ja nahi, temaja vikAra na thAya, peTA vicAra na Ave te mATe khAvA-pIvAmAM bahu sAdAI For Private And Personal Use Only

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rAkhavI. unmAda thAya tevuM khAvuM nahI, ane pIvuM nahI. prAyaH khAna-pAnAdika mana ane AtmA temaja zarIra upara bahu asara kare che. 633 khAna-pAnanI sAthe tanamanane saMbaMdha che. manane sthira rAkhavuM hoya, ane tenA taraphathI Atmika vikAsa sAdha hoya te khAvA-pIvAmAM bahu lakSa rAkhavAnI jarUra che. ayogya khAvAthI ane pIvAthI zarIra bagaDe che. vividha vyAdhio utpanna thAya che ane tenI asara sAta dhAtuo upara temaja citta upara thAya che-sArAmAM sArI kAyA ane mana hoya te paNa tAmasika ane rAjasika AhAra karatAM vyAdhio AvIne upasthita thAya che. eTale svAda letAM AsvAda TaLe che ane kaI vakhate evI bImArI lAgu paDe che ke, maraNa paryata paNa keDe cheDatI nathI. pUrva-karmonA udayane mUkI kahIe te prAyaH khAvA-pIvAmAM bahu AsaktivALA mAnavIe pote jAte vyAdhione AmaMtraNa ApI potAnA zarIramAM teone sthAna Ape che ane temane Asakti hovAthI khabara paDatI nathI; pachI bUma pADyA kare che ke, ame bahu bImAra chIe, keI paNa sArasaMbhALa letuM nathI. A pramANe bUma pADe paNa vAda e che kare nahI, tyAM bIjAo zuM kare? kherAkI sAthe mana ane tanane khAsa nikaTane saMbaMdha che, ane te saMbaMdha rItasara jALavI rAkhIne lAbha le hoya to kherAka khAvAmAM sAvadhAnI rAkhI, te saMbaMdha tUTe nahI te pramANe lakSa rAkhavuM voIe. ApaNe pazuonI mAphaka pacAvavAnI zakita nathI. eTalI baLavatI jaThara nathI ke je khAya te pacI jAya. jyAre For Private And Personal Use Only

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448 khArAkI kharAkhara pace nahI tyAre vikArA thAya che ane upa jelA vikAza mana-tanane bagADI nAMkhe che. jeNe jIbhane vaza karI che teNe potAnA jIvane vaza karyAM ema kahI zakAya. 634. mana, vacana ane kAyAthI brahmacarya pAlanArane prathama zArIrika zakti jAgavApUrvaka mana sthira thatAM mAnasika duSTa saMkalpavikA vilaya pAme che. ane AtmAnA svarUpanA anubhava AvatA rahe che, pachI tene Isa-kapaTakalA karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI; kAraNa ke je kalapanAjanya sukhane khAtara bha-prapaMca kare che te sukha te svayameva AtmavikAsa thatAM vilaya pAmeluM hoya che. ane sAcA sukhanA sAgara potAnI pAse rahela che; eTale tuccha ane halakA sukhanI khAtara tene meLavavAnA vicAra paNu hAtA nathI, paraMtu je tridhA brahma caya pAlavAmAM samatha nathI te, halakAmAM halakA ane tucchamAM tuccha, kalpanAjanya sukha khAtara dabha kare che ane karatA rahe che, paNa jyAre te sukha dagA Dhe che tyAre teonI kSaNubhara AMkhA ughaDI pAchI mIMcAI jAya che ane kalpanAjanya sukha khAtara vaLI prayAsa karatA hAya che eTale teone Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhine pAra AvatA nathI. AvA kAraNeAthI te du:khI du:khI rahyA kare che. eTale sAcA sukhane AsvAda levA enasIba ane che; mATe dravya ane bhAvathI brahmacarya pALavA mATe bAhyabhAvamAM je vRtti paribhramaNa karI rahela che, tene antaramAM vALA ane kSaNe the mananA vicAane tapAse. kAyika brahmacarya zArIrika balamAM vadhArA kare che ane mAnasika brahmacarya AtmaguNamAM sthira For Private And Personal Use Only

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449 kare che. kAcika ane mAnasika brahmacaryane meLApa thAya tyAre Atmika zaktine ughADa thAya ane svarUpamAM sthiratA jAme. sAMsArika vAsanAonuM jora rahe nahI ane te bhAgAbhAgI karIne khasI jAya mATe prathama brahmacaryanI jarUra che. 635. zubha nimitto upara ja satya sukhano AdhAra nathI. anukula nimitto maLe eTale dhArmika dArAdika parivAra maLe, sukha maLe, emAM kAMI navAI jevuM nathI, paraMtu dareka prasaMge jIvana parvata anukULatA rahevI azakaya che kAraNa ke anukula saMgone khasatAM vilaMba thatuM nathI; mATe tya sukha meLavavuM hoya te pitAnA mana ane tanane sanmArge vALIne sthira karavAnI jarUra che. mana ane tana je sthira thAya to satya sukhane anubhava ApoApa AvI hAjara thAya che, mATe sArA nimittonA upara AdhAra rAkhIne besI rahevuM nahI. ane mana-kAyAne sanmArge vALavAmAM kaTibaddha thavuM. satya sukha, nimittone AdhIna nathI, e te mana-tanane sthira karIne AtmaguNAmAM rahela che te anya nimittothI kayAMthI maLe? sArA nimitto hAjara hAya paNa mana ane tana bAhya bhaTakatuM hoya che, te nimitto lAbhadAyaka thatAM nathI. eTale mana ane tana sthira thayA pachI sArA nimitto lAbhadAyI nIvaDe che; mATe sArA nimitto meLavavAmAM je tamannA hoya che, jevI lAgaNI rAkhavAmAM Ave che tevI mana ane tanane sthira karavAmAM lAgaNI rAkhavI Ava For Private And Personal Use Only

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450 zyaka che. sukha te tamArI pAse niratara sadAya raheluM che, kadApi tene viga thayuM nathI ane thaze paNa nahI, paraMtu tene mATe tamoe vicAra sarakhe paNa karyo nathI, te te sukha kyAMthI male ? nimitto tarapha najara kare che-teonA vicAro ghaDI paNa bhUlAtA nathI-ane athAga prayAsa karavAmAM Ave che, dhAyA pramANe sArA nimitto na maLatAM zokAtura thAo cho, paNa satya sukhanA sAdhana tarapha najara paNa karatA nathI ane sukhanI jhaMkhanA karyA kare che te barAbara nathI, mATe mana ane tanane prathama vaza kare. - 636. bhUlane sudhAre. bhale be prakAre thAya che, jANatAM thAya che ane ajANatAM paNa thAya che. mohanIya karmanA udaye jANatAM chatAM paNa bhUle thAya che, tenuM kAraNa te kameM Atmazaktine dabAvelI che-tethI zAstrokata zakita pheravI zakAtI nathI; paraMtu jANe che te khare ke A bhUla thAya che! ane jJAnAvaraNIya karmone kSAyika bhAva thAya te, bhUle-aparAdhe thAya nahI; tethI mohanIya karmane nAza karavA mATe satsaMga-zAsazravaNurinI khAsa agatyatA rahelI che. zAkAzravaNathI AtmavarUpanuM bhAna thAya che ane bhAna thatAM AtmaguNenuM smaraNa thAya che, maraNa thatAM te guNene meLavavAno prayAsa thAya che ane te mATe prayAsa karatAM mehanIya karma rahI zakatuM nathI. jyAre mohanIya karma TaLe che tyAre jJAnAvaraNIya karma nAza pAmatAM aMtarAya kazuM jera cAlatuM nathI ane AtmA kevalajJAnane pAme che eTale anaMta jJAna-darzanacAritra-anaMta sukhane AvirbhAva ApoApa thAya che. janma-maraNanA temaja Adhi, For Private And Personal Use Only

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vyAdhi ane upAdhinA hue TaLe che, mATe anaMta sukhane karavA zAstrAvaNu karavAnI khAsa jarUra rahela che. te sivAya AtmAne zAMti maLatI nathI ane mUMjhavaNa khaa nathI. zAsazravaNa karIne AtmanirIkSaNa karavAnI Teva pADavI joie-AtmanirIkSaNathI pitAnI bhUlene khyAla Ave che, ane thaelI tathA thatI bhUlemAM sudhAro thAya che. kAraNa bhUla keIne gamatI nathI. eTale tene sudhAravA mATe tamannA-lAgaNI thAya che ane bhUlenA bhegA thavAtuM nathI, tethI Atmika zAMti hAjara thAya che. 637, sukha, duHkhanAM kAraNane jANe. jagatanA che, duHkhane dukhape jANatA nahI hovAthI tene TALavA mATe upAse karI zakatA nathI. jyAM atyaMta pIDAo-vipattio tathA saMkaTe rahelA che tyAM dhasatA jAya che ane sukhanuM sAdhana mAnI tanatoDa mahenata karyA kare che. viSaya-kaSAyamAM sukhane sevya nathI te paNa temAM rAcI-sAcI rahe che, tenI cintAo jaja karyA kare che-viSayanA artho na maLe tyAre pitAne cIna-hIna mAnI, ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna karavA maMDI paDe che tethI je sukhanA sAdhane maLyA hoya che te dukhanA sAdhane teone bhAse che ane sukhanA sAdhanethI teo vimukha banI hukamo gatao pote jAte khodI teomAM sapaDAI pokAre pADatA rahe che, mATe duHkhanA nidAnane jANuvA kezIla karavAnI jarUra che ane sukhanA nizAnane jANavAnI rasa sAmAnyatA rahelI che. tibhavamAM viveka nahI hovAthI enA nitananI samajaNa paDatI nathI. devabhavamAM-viSaya For Private And Personal Use Only

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452 sukhanI Asakti rahela hovAthI nidAnane jANavAnI mati-buddhi thatI nathI. narakamAM atyaMta yAtanAo rahelI hovAthI sukhadukhanA nidAnene jANavAne vicAra AvatuM nathI mATe manuSyabhavamAM vicAra ane viveka hevAthI temaja samAgama hevAthI sukha-duHkhanA nidAne jANI zakAya che ane pachI duHkhane maLavAne ane sukhane prApta karavAnA upAya thAya che. satya upAyavaDe dukhe rahetA nathI, mATe prathama nidAna jANavAnI kozIza karavI jarUrI che. dhanavAna thavAnI IrachAvALe, tenA nidAnane jANe che, tyArapachI ja dhanasaMpatti-vaibhavAda meLavI zake che. 638asaMtoSIne anukula sAdhana hote paNa cintAe khasatI nathI. asateSIne, dhanAdika yatheccha maLyuM hoya te paNa sukha maLatuM nathI, ane saMtoSIne jIvananirvAha pUratuM sAdhana maLyuM hoya te paNa AnaMda rahe che. mATe bAhyAvastu upara sukha-duHkhane AdhAra nathI. tethI saMteSane keLavavA mATe samyagajJAnane prApta karavuM Avazyaka che. jJAnaane kriyA, jIvananuM ghaDatara che. jJAna-kriyAvaDe ghaDeluM jIvana, caMteSI bane che eTale ahaMkAra ane mamatAne rahevAne avakAza maLatuM nathI. A sivAya cakravatInI ke devanI sAhAbI hoya te paNa satyasukha svapna paNa upalabdha thatuM nathI. have sateSa Ave kyAre? tenA javAbamAM kahevAmAM Ave che ke padArthonI kSaNabhaMguratAne kSaNe kSaNe vicAra kare che temaja samaye samaye te padArthonA paryAnA parivartanane viveka lAve te sateSa AvI zake eTale vika , upara amArA kAra cAlake bAIka For Private And Personal Use Only

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te padArthone prApta karavA je pApasthAnake sevAya che te sevAya nahi ane tenA uparathI-mamatA ghaTe. mamatA TaLavAthI ahaMkAra-abhimAna-IrSyA-adekhAI vigere durguNe rahI zake nahI ane Atmazaktine AvirbhAva thAya; kAraNa ke ahaMkAra, mamatA vigere durgathI AtmA, anAdikAlathI dabAele che tethI tenuM jora cAlatuM nathI. jagatamAM evI dabAela vyakitao svazakitane pheravI zakatI nathI. jyAre dabANa ochuM thAya tyAre havazaktine pheravI zake che. rakSAthI ke dhULathI dabAela agni, zavazaktirUpa uSNutAne rItasara ApI zakatA nathI. jyAre AvaraNa khasI jAya tyAre ja potAnI zaktine pheravI zake che mATe ajJAnAdika je AvaraNa rahelA che teone dUra karavA prayAsa kare. 639. sajajanatA tathA dhArmikatA saddaguNethI Ave che. sajajanatA ke dhArmikatA ekadama AvIne upasthita thatI nathI. temaja phakta dAna devAthI AvI zakatI nathI. te te udAratA, pramANikatA, sadAcAranuM pAlana temaja namratA-saralatA vigere saddaguNenA sevanathI Ave che, tethI dAna detAM pahelAM saddaguNene keLavavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA rahelI che. jema tema vadatAthI je sajajanatA ke dhArmiktA AvatI hoya te jagatamAM rahelA sarva manuSya, sajajana ane dhArmika banI rahe ane kaMkAsa-ISya-adekhAI-mArAmArI-yuddho thAya nahI ane jagatanA prANIo sukhazAMtimAM rahe, paraMtu tevA sajajane virala dekhAya che. tethI ja prANIone sukhazAtA For Private And Personal Use Only

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I paNa prakAre rahetI nathI, kAraNa ke evA keTalAka manuSya kaMkAsa-mArAmArI-adekhAI vigeramAM sukha mAnI rahe che ane durjanAmAM bahAdurI mAnI beThela che. pitAne sukhazAMti he ane anya prANIo sukhazAMtimAM rahe te mATe sajajanatA tathA dhArmikatA keLavavAnI khAsa agatyatA rahelI che. te sivAya manuSyanuM jIvana pazutulya gaNAya. manuSya jIvanane satya hA-sajajanatA ane dhArmikatAmAM ja rahelo che ane Atmikazaktino vikAsa, samAjAti ane rASTraunnati paNa temAM ja rahelI che; mATe sattA-dhanAdika maLe tyAre dhArmikatAne bhUlavI joIe nahI. - 640. vicakSaNa ane sura manuSya te ja gaNAya ke je vartamAnakAlamAM sadAcArethI AtmavikAsa sAdhI bhaviSya kAlane sudhAre, bhUtakALanA sarva kharAba vicArone-vartanane, sadAcArathI AvavA avakAza Ape nahI. ane AgaLa AgaLa sadAcAranuM daDhatAthI pAlana karI popakAranAM kAryo kare. 641. pAtratA prApta kare. meghanuM pANI, pAtratA pramANe kalIbhUta thAya che tema jJAnI puruSanI vANI pAtratA pramANe phala Ape che. keTalAkane te pANI ane vANI phalatI nathI temAM kahenArAne doSa nathI. paNa pAtratAnI khAmIne deSa che mATe pANI-vANune doSa denAra mUMziromaNi kahevAya! je pAtratA keLavAya te pANI ane vANI lAbha ApyA sivAya rahe nahI, mATe pAtratAne meLave. 64 dhanavaMtarI vaidya. zarIranA vyAdhione dUra karavA mATe, zubha vicAre eTale AnaMda Ave tevA vicAronA je For Private And Personal Use Only

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55 eka paNa dhanvatI vaiva nathI, ane Atarika uDA rahelA nisAsAne temaja zoka-paritApane zAMta karanAra, A sivAya anya davA nathI. 643. manuSya jyAM sudhI halakA vicArenuM sevana karatAM aTakaze nahI, tyAM sudhI tenA lehImAM rahelI apavitratA ane jherI asara cAlu raheze, tethI te asara, vicAronA vegathI zArIrika vyAdhi utpanna kare che temaja tethI mAnavIo, dhAreluM kArya karavA azakti batAve che. hRdaya zuddha rAkhavAthI eTale malina vicArane dezavaTo ApavAthI zarIra temaja jIvana nirmala banI acitya lAbha laI zakAya che. vicAra, e kArya ane jIvanazaktine kare che. e jharAne vizuddha rAkhavAthI mAnasika ane Atmika zaktine sArI rIte vikAsa thAya che. rasAyaNanuM sevana karavAthI zArIrika zakti vadhe che ane zArIrika zaktinA AdhAre mAnasika zakti daDha thAya che; paraMtu je vicAranI nirmalatA haze nahI te te zaktione ochI thatAM vilaMba nahI thAya eTale rasAyananI sAthe hRdayazuddhinI-zubha vicAranI khAsa jarUra rahela che. mAtra kherAkamAM ja parivartana karavAthI vicAronuM parivartana thaze evI AzA karavI te asthAne che. kharI rIte te khAnapAnanI sAthe vicAramAM parivartananI agatyatA rahelI che, mAtra kherAkamAM parivartana mAnanAranA vicAre tapAsIe te mAlUma paDaze ke, A te dAnava ke mAnavI 644. samAdhanA vivArekane keLA saddaguNonI mahattA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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samatA rAkhavAmAM che. je samatA AvI nahI te phala maLe nahI; mATe samatAnuM dhyeya rAkhIne saddaguNane dhAraNa karavA. anya koI dayeya hovuM joIe nahI. saddaguNe je satya prakAre AvyA hoya te samatA AvyA vinA rahe nahI ja. 645 azubha vicAro ane zubha vicAre jIvana paryata paNa tene vipAka batAvyA sivAya rahetA nathI. kadAca jaldI vipAka dekhADe nahI te vakhata Ave te jarUra dekhADavAnA mATe zubha ane zuddha vicAre karavAnI Teva pADavI. karelA apavitra vicAro, kadAca evA saMye na maLatAM AcaraNamAM na mUkAyA hoya te paNa tevA vicArethI zArIrika zaktimAM ane mAnasika zaktimAM asara pahoMcADyA sivAya khasavAnA nahI. apavitra vicAre zakitamAM vadhAre kayAMthI kare? zarIra prAyaH manane ja AdhIna che ane vicArapUrvaka karelI agara pitAnI meLe thatI kriyAmAM mananI AjJAne te anusare che. kharAba vicAronA pariNAme dhIme dhIme zarIramAM vyAdhio ghara karIne rahe che, mATe kharAba vicArene tyAga kare. saMgonuM mUla, jema vicAre upara rahela che tema zArIrika sthiti ane mAnasika sthitinuM mUla paNa ApaNA vicAre che. jevA vicAre karaze tevA banazo. - 646. kaI aNasamaju mAnavI bhale ema mAne ke pitAnI upara AvI paDelAM dukhe, potAnA zubha kAryo ane guNonuM pariNAma che-kula che. Ama dhArIne zubha kAryone tyAga karI bese, azubha kAryo karavA tatpara thAya paNa A mAnavuM te heTI bhala che, kAraNa ke tyAM sudhI teNe kharAba vicArene For Private And Personal Use Only

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457 tyAga karyAM nathI ane hRdayazuddhi karI nathI tyAM sudhI duHkhA tenI pAsethI khasavAnA nahI. mAnasika zuddhi karyAM sivAya, A zubha kAryoMnuM phUla che ane apavitra vicArAtu phUla nathI, Ama kevI rIte kahI zake ? 647, daridratA ane vilAsa, A e duHkhanA sAmasAmI bAjunA cheDAo che. e sarakhI rIte asvAbhAvika che ane mAtra mAnasika caMcalatA-avyavasthAnA pariNAmarUpe che, jyAM sudhI manuSya, sukhI-nirAgI ane AbAdIvALA DAya nahi tyAM sudhI te vyasthita gaNAya nahI ane sukhazAMtivALA manAya nahI. manuSya, jyAM sudhI peAtAnA bahAranA temaja aMdaranA sayAgAmAM samAnatA lAve nahI tyAM sudhI tene kevI rIte sukhI manAya? bhale pachI bahAranA sa'ceAgAne dekhIne krAi sukhI mAne paNa tethI antaranA duHkha khasatA nathI ane zAMti maLatI nathI; mATe sukhI jIvana gujAravu hAya teA, bahAranA ane antaranA nimittone vaza khanavuM nahI. jo antaranA nimitto-vicAra sudharyAM, teA bahAranA nimitto kAMi paNa karavA samatha banaze nahI. 648, e viSaya sukhamAMthI Asakti AchI thaI nahI to ga'gA-godAvarI-zatrujayI vigere nadImAM nhAvAthI Asakti alpa thaze nahI. phakta dehanI zuddhi thaze. paNa mAnasika zuddhi thaze nahI; mATe mAnasika zuddhi karIne snAna karavuM hAya teA karI. mAnasika zuddhivALA snAna kare nahIM te paNa zArIrika zuddhi rahevAnI. dhanya tarI jevA veMghonI pAse rAgane dUra karavA For Private And Personal Use Only

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458 mATe davA lezo ane "karI pAlIne davA khAze te paNa bhavarAga khasavAno nahI, te te kAyama rahevAne ja. je bhAga dUra karavA mahAi-vItarAganI AjJA mujaba vartana karaze te vaivonI davA levAnI AvazyakatA raheze nahI ane bhavaraganI sAthe zArIrika temaja mAnasika roga jarUra khasavAnA mATe prathama vItarAganI AjJA mujaba vate. - 649 sUryano prakAza bahu bahu te unALAmAM cAda kalAka rahe che. pAche aMdhakAra AvIne jagatane gherI le che; paNa e viSaya kaSAyanA tyAga karavApUrvaka samyajJAnanA je Atmika prakAzane prAdurbhAva thAya che te sahAya kAyama rahevAne ane bhavAntaramAM paNa sAthe ne sAthe AvavAne kaI tene haThAvI zakaze nahI. 50. dunyavI padArthonA rAgane lai tamee dariyADuMgarAone oLakhyA, ane sudhA-pipAsAdi kone sahyA, paraMtu hajI saMcArasAgara tara bAkI che te taryA sivAya ane ghAti kane dUra karyA vinA sAcA padArtho nahI ja maLe. - 651. rAjA-mahArAjAnI maherabAnI meLavavA mATe -zehanuTuMba-kAminI vigerenI paravA rAkhI nahI ane teeAnI AjJA pramANe vartana karavAmAM ubhe page-khaDAkhala thai te paNa IcchA mujamAM maLyuM nahI ane AzA pUrNa thaI nahI. bu paramAtmAnI maherabAnI meLavavA mATe je deha-geha-kuTuMbakabIlA-kAminI ane kaMcana uparathI mamatAne utArI temanI AjJA pramANe vartana rAkhyuM hota to Adhi-vyAdhi raheta nahI For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI graMthamALAmAM prakaTa thayelA 113-gyA. 1 adhyAtmavyAkhyAnamALA. 2 bhajanasa graha bhAga 2 jo. 3 bhajanasaMgraha bhAga 3 jo. 4 samAdhizatakrama 5 anubhavapaccIzI. 6. AtmapradIpa. 7 bhajanasaMgraha bhAga 4 thA. 8 paramAtmadarzana. 9 paramAtmayaiAti ( AvRtti 2 ) 10 tabiMdu. 11 guNAnurAga ( AvRtti bIjI ) 12-13 bhajanasaMgraha bhAga 5 mA tathA jJAnadIpikA 14 tIrthayAtrAnuM vimAna ( A. trIjI ) 15 adhyAtmabhajana saMgraha. 16 gurusmeSa (A. bIjI) 17 tattvajJAnadIpikA ( A. 2) 18 gahu'lIsaMgraha bhA. 1 (A. 1) 19-20 zrAvakadhama varUpa bhA. 1-2 21 bhajanapada saMgraha bhAga 6 ThTho. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 22 vacanAmRta. 23 yAgadIpaka. ( A. 2) pRSTha--536 24 jaina aitihAsika rAsamALA. 25 Anadhanapad bhAvAya (mA. 2) pRSTha 606 26 adhyAtmazAMti ( cyA. ceAthI ) pRSTha 96 For Private And Personal Use Only 91819 7-87 2-7-8 01710 01710 08-0 01610 0-120 2-6-0 0-40 01 91719 *-1-0 81610 0-20-0 9-119 0-2-0 0.12-0 0-140 3-0-0 91010 12-8-1 0-120

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che. 0 0 0 6 = 9 0. ra7 kAvyasaMgraha bhAga 7 me. 0-8-0 28 jainadharmanI prAcIna ane arvAcIna sthiti 29 kumArapAla (hiMdI) 0-60 30 thI 34 sukhasAgara gurugItA granya 5. 35 paddhavyavicAra (AvRtti 3) 36 vijApura vRttAMta hAnuM. 37 sAbaramatI guNazikSaNa kAvya 0-6-0 28 pratijJApAlana. 9-5-0 39-40-41 jenagamataprabaMdha, saMdhapragati, jainagItA 1-0-0 40 saMghapragati A. 2 ka. 54 112 kara jenadhAtupratimA lekhasaMgraha bhAga 1. 4mitramaitrI. 0-00 ja ziSyopaniSadda 02-0 5 jenepaniSada 0-2-0 46-47 dhArmika gadyasaMgraha tathA patrasadupadeza bhA. 1 3-0-0 48 bhajanasaMgraha bhA. 8 49 zrImad devacaMdra bhA. 1. (A. 2). 2-8-0 49 zrImadda devacaMdra bhA. 1 nA cAra kaTakA judA pAkA badheilA 1-devacaMdra grevIsI rUA. nA, 2-nayacakasAra rU. 01, 3-kama granya rUA. 0mAra, 4-vicAra-nasAra, rU. 15. 50 karmacAga. ( AvRti bIjI) pRSTha 808 12-0-0 51 Atmadarzana 100 para bhAratasahakArazikSaNa kAvya. 0-100 5. zrImadda devacaMdra bhA. 2, (A. 2). 2-8-0 54 galI saMgraha bhA. 2 (A2). 0-6-1 54 gahelI saMgraha bhA. 1-2 bhegA pAkA bAMdhelA. 027 55 karmaprakRtiTIkA bhASAMtara For Private And Personal Use Only

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01- 0-1-0 0-4-0 1-0-0 1-8-0 56 gurugIta galI saMgraha 57-58 AgamasAra ane adhyAtmagItA (A. 2) 59 devavaMdana stuti stavana saMgraha 60 pUjA saMgraha bhA. 1 le. 61 bhajana pada saMgraha bhAga 9 62 bhajanapada saMgraha bhAga 10 63 patrasadupadeza bhAga 2 64 dhAtupratimA lekhasaMgraha bhA. 2 65 jenadaSTie IzAvAsyopaniSa bhAvArtha vivecana 66 pUjAsaMgraha bhAga 1-2 67 snAtra pUjA 68 zrImadda devacaMdrajI ane temanuM jIvanacaritra 69-72 zuddhopayoga vi. saMskRta graMtha 4 73-77 saMghartavya vi. saMskRta graMtha 5 78 lAlA lajapatarAya ane jainadharma 78 cintAmaNi 80-81 jainadharma ane prIsti dhamane mukAbale tathA jena prIti saMvAda 82 satyasvarUpa 83 dhyAnavicAra. 84 AtmazakitaprakAza (A. 2) pRSTha 112 85 sAMvatsarika kSamApanA (A. 2) pRSTha 76 86 Atmadarzana (maNicaMdrajIkRta sajajhAyonuM vivecana) 87 jenadhArmika zaMkAsamAdhAna. 88 kanyAviyaniSedha. 88 AtmazikSA bhAvanAprakAza 90 AtmaprakAza (trIjI AvRtti) paNa 510 0-4-0 020 0-12 0 1-0-0 0-6- 0-8-0 014-0 For Private And Personal Use Only

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hA zokavinAzaka graMtha 92 tatvavicAra. 93-97 adhyAtmagItA vi. saMskRta graMtha 5 1-0-0 98 jenasUtramAM mUrtipUjA. 99 zrI yazovijayajI nibaMdha 100 bhajanapada saMgraha bhAga 11 0-12-0 101 bhajanapada saMgraha bhA. 1, 2 (A, 4 thI) pRSTha 416 2-8- 102 gujarAta bRhad vijApura vRtAMta. 1--0 103-4 zrImadda devacaMdrajI vijata jIvanacaritra tathA devavilAsa 12-0 105 mudrita jena che. granthagAIDa 1-8-0 106 kakAvali-subedha. 107 stavanasaMgraha (devavaMdana sahita) 0-100 108 patra sadupadeza bhAga 3 0-6-0 109 zrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvara smAraka graMtha 0-120 110 premagItA-saMskRta. 111 yoganika AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijInuM vistRta jIvanacaritra. 54 800 11-0-0 112 adhyAtmasAra. 0-12-0 113 AMtarAti 5-0-0 e mATe patravyavahAranuM sthaLazrI vijApura (gujarAta.) zrI buddhisAgarajIri jJAnamaMdira tathA maMtrIo ane adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa-muMbaI C/o maMgaLadAsa lallubhAi ghaDiyALI The. 347, kAlabAdevI reDa,-muMbaI 2 A sUcIpatramAM meTA TAIpe chapAyelA nAmavALA graMthe chellAM traNa varSamAM navI AvRtipUrvaka pharIthI chapAyelA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa taraphathI prakaTa thayelA grantho maLavAnAM ThekANuM. (1) zrI buddhisAgarasUri jaina jJAnamaMdira zrI. vijApura (gujarAta) (2) zrI. adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa-muMbaI ke. 347 kAlabAdevI roDa-muMbaI 2 (3) zrI. megharAja purataka bhaMDAra-The. geDIjInI cAla- The. kIkAraTrITa muMbaI 2 (4) zrI. amRtalAla zakaracaMda hIrAcaMda-zrI amadAvAda ke, jhaverIvADa-AMbalIpaLa upAzraya pAse. (5) zrI. somacaMda DI. zAha, pAlItANa (saurASTra) (6) zrI. ratilAla mohanalAla hImacaMda zrI pAdarA (gujarAta) ane jANatA bukaselaro pAsethI wsm``j`j`j`j`j`HhHhm 3 Apa-maMDaLanA sabhya na ha te turata game te ke varganA sabhya bane ane bIjA sabhya banAve. djanA : For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI a0 zA0 pra0 maMDaLa-subaha. maMDaLa taraphathI graMthAnA vadhu vizALa pracArArthe nIce pramANe sonI ejanA ghaDI che, rU. 2000) ane te uparanI rakama ApanAra sabhyo tathA saMsthAo prathama varganA peTrana gaNAze. rU. 1000) ane te uparanI rakama ApanAra sabhyo tathA saMsthAo bIjA varganA peTrana gaNAze. - rUA. 500) ane te uparanI rakama ApanAra sabhyo tathA saMsthAe trIjA varganA peTana gaNAze. - rU. 250) ane te uparanI rakama ApanAra sabhyo lAIpha membara gaNAze. rU. 250) thI ochI rakama ApanAra sAmAnya sabhya gaNAze paNa teo khuTatI rakama ApI uparanA varganA laMIpha meMbara amAra piTana banI zakaze. maMDaLa taraphathI prakaTa thatA tamAma graMthe prathama tathA bIjA vaganA paTanene 2-2 nakala tathA trIjA varganA peTrana tathA lAI meMbarane 1-1 nakala bheTa ApavAmAM Avaze. nehIonA AtmazreyAthe vA yAdagIrI rAkhavA AvA amUlya graMthAnA prakAzanamAM dravyanI sahAya svIkArAya che. prabhAvanA mATe tathA sAdhu sAdhvI agara vidvAnone ApavA mATe jaththAbaMdha kharIdanAra mahAzAe maMtrIne maLavA vinaMtI che. dharma bhAvanA jagADanAra, dharmamAM sthira karanAra, jIvana ghaDataramAM paramasahAyaka, ucca jIvanamAM mArgadarzaka, thoga, adhyAtmavidyA, tatvajJAna ane sAdhanA ati durlabha graMthanA saMgraha mATe A maMDaLanA sabhya banI-anyane sabhya banAvI jJAnabhaktimAM sahAyaka bane, lI. maMtrIe For Private And Personal Use Only

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