Shant Sudharas Part 1

Author(s): Vinayvijay,
Publisher: Jain Dharm Prasarak Sabha
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/002155/1

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zrI vinayavijaya upAdhyAyakRta R. NEWithpara zrI zAMta sudhArasa iAmAi bApA e HERE TRAIRpA HLA guthama bhAga bhAvanI 9 mamatA niramaLa mana pApI - prakoNAkazrI jana dhama prasAraka sabhA bhAvanagara, HUNG A WtA

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CONCOCOS @G WW HWEEK zrI vinayavijaya upAdhyAyakRta zrI zAMta sudhArasa vivecakaH meAtIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDiyA solisiTara ane neTaeNrI pablIka. paimaa:c OM prathama vibhAga :: ( svAdhyAya 9 ) prakAzayitrI- zrI jainadharma prasAraka sabhA. bhAvanagara. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE

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saMvata 1992 phIzuna sane 1936 mArca. prata : 1000 sarva hakka lekhakane svAdhIna prathama AvRti mUlya rU. 1-0-0 0000000 mudraka: zAha gulAbacaMda lallubhAI zrI mahodaya pri. presa-bhAvanagara

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Amukha zrI vinayavijaya upAdhyAya vikramanI sattaramI sadInI chellI paccIzImAM janmyA ane aDhAramI sadImAM peAtAnI sAhitya prasAdI janatAne ApI. evI prasAdIe paikInI A zrI zAMtasudhArasa graMtha eka vibhUti che. emAM zAMtarasa geyarUpe lela bharelA che ane pratyeka bhAvanA sAthe gujarAtamAM suprasiddha dezInA rAgeAmAM sAdI paNuM mArmika saMskRta bhASAmAM suMdara Dhabe gAi zakAya tevuM eka eka aka Apyu che. A prathama vibhAgamAM nava bhAvanAe Ave che. anitya. azaraNu, saMsAra, ekatva, anyatva, azuci, Azraya, savar ane nija rA. prathamanI pAMca bhAvanA AtmAne uddezIne che, chaThThI zarIrane uddezIne che ane sAtamI, AThamI ane navamI bhAvanAmAM tattvacarcA khAsa karIne tattvaSTie karI che. AkhA graMtha ati madhura bhASAmAM ane suMdara rIte lekhaka mahAtmAe taiyAra karyo che. mArA jenivAsa daramyAna mane A AkarSaka graMtha para vivecana lakhavAnI abhilASA thai. mane maLelI zAMtinuM A graMtha paNa eka pariNAma che. atra prathama bhAga rajI karyAM che. bIjA vibhAgamAM bAkInI traNa anuprekSA bhAvanA ( dharmasUtatA, leAkapati ane Adhidu - bhatA ) Avaze ane tyArapachI maitrI, pramAda, kAruNya ane mAdhyasthya bhAvanAe Avaze.

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A graMthanA kartA zrIvinayavijaya upAdhyAyanuM caritra ane vistRta upodaghAta bIjA vibhAgamAM Avaze. banI zakaze to zAMtarasane rasa gaNavA saMbaMdhInI sAhityaviSayaka carcA paNa bIjA bhAgamAM karavAnI taka hAtha dharavAmAM Avaze. zrI adhyAtmakalpadrumamAM e carcA mUkavAnI hatI te rahI gaI che, te vicArano amala A pustakanA bIjA bhAgamAM karavAnI IcchA che. bIjo bhAga paNa lagabhaga A prathama vibhAga jevaDo ja thaze ema lAge che. sarvane gAvAnI athavA abhyAsa karavAnI sagavaDa thavA mATe upayogI lAgaze to mAtra mULa graMthane bIjA bhAgamAM pRthak ApavAnI paNa IcchA che ane samAna bhAvanAo (yaza soma ane sakaLacaMdajI upAdhyAyanI ) vacce vacce mUkI che te paikI bAkInI raju karavAmAM Avaze. keTalAka graMtho pacAvI hRdayamAM utAravA yogya hoya che, AtmAne uddezIne enI pragati ane sAdhyasAmipyanI najare ja racAyelA hoya che ane zAMtinA preraka ane sAdhyane najIka lAvanAra hoya che te paikIne A graMtha heI ene navalakathAnI peThe vAMcI javAne nathI, ane te jeTalI vAra bane teTalI vAra vAMcI hRdayamAM utAravA yogya che. keTalIka vAto vyavahAra najare na bese to vicAravA yogya che, paNa aMte A graMthamAM batAvela raste ja siddhi che e vicArapUrvaka ja A graMtha pacAvavAno che. AvA pAMca graMtha meM jena sAhityamAMthI dhArI rAkhyA che te paikI zrI adhyAtmakalpadruma pachI A bIjo graMtha che. je hetuthI graMthakartAe A graMtha racyo che te muddo dhyAnamAM rAkhI te para vistArathI vivecana karyuM che. jyAM apUrva bhAva jaNAya tyAM balihArI mULa lekhakanI che, jyAM kilaSTatA jaNAya tyAM mArI javAbadArI che. abhyAsaka

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daSTie A vicAraNA karI che e dhyAnamAM rAkhI emAM praveza karavA vijJapti karuM chuM. bIjA bhAgamAM haju paNa viziSTa bhAvo jaNAze eTalI khAtrI ApI A graMtha aneka vAra vAMcavA ane vAMcyA karatAM paNuM vadhAre vicAravA ane vicArathI paNa vadhAre jIravavA aMtima prArthanA karuM chuM ane AmAM rasa paDe to bIjA bhAgane paNa teTalA ja rasathI vadhAvavA vinati karuM chuM. A graMthanI geyatAmAM kevI majA che, enI racanAmAM keTalI nUtanatA che, enA bhASAprayogamAM zI bhavyatA che, enA rasamAM kevI jamAvaTa che e sujJa vAcake svayaM saMgrahavI, anubhavavI ane e vicAraNAne bIjA bhAgamAM prakaTa thanAra udUghAta sAthe sarakhAvavI. khUba majA Ave ane UMDA saMskAro jAge evI viziSTatA atra bharelI che. A to sAhityanI daSTie vAta thaI, paNa vyavahAranI aneka muMjhavaNane tadana judI bhAta paDe tevI rIte nikAla karavAnA AmAM koyaDA ApyA che te zodhavA jevA che. A graMtha para vicAra karatAM ananubhUta abhilASAo jAge tema che ane apUrva vilAsa thAya tema che emAM jarA paNa atizayokti nathI. mAtra dainika chApAnI najare enA para najara pheravI janArane A vAMcana kaze lAbha kare tema nathI. emAM lekhaka ke vivecakanI zailI tarapha vicAra karavA karatAM aMtargata maMDANo para dhyAna ApavAnI vAto che ane tene mATe yogya vAtAvaraNa, ekAgratA ane bane teTalI ekAMta joIe. sAdhyadaSTi jAgRta karavAnI emAM preraNuM che ane jAgRta thayelI hoya te tene vadhAre cetanavaMtI banAvavAnA temAM viziSTa prayoga che. A daSTie A graMtha pacAvavAno che. sAhityamAM enuM aneruM sthAna che. A

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sarva hakIkata bIjA bhAganI uddaghAtamAM Apa vistArathI joze. ekAMtamAM besI cetanarAma sAthe vikAsa karavAnI vRtti thAya, aMtara AtmAnaMda zI cIja che tene khyAla karavA abhilASA thAya, anAhata AMtaranAda sAMbhaLavAnI AkAMkSA thAya ane pravRttamAna duniyAne DIvAra bhUlI jaI ananubhUta unnata dazA anubhavavA lAlasA thAya tyAre A graMtha hAthamAM le, ene mANuM, ene apanAvo, ene apanAvatAM aMtaranA pradeze khulI jaze ane pachI apUrva gAna aMdara rathI UThaze. evA vakhatanA anirvacanIya sukhanI zakyatA atra che ema mane lAgyuM che ane enI prApti keAI keAIne paNa A graMthadvArA thaI jAya te teTale aMze mAre jelanivAsa vadhAre phalavate thAya e IcchAthI A alpa prayAsane jAheranI sevAmAM raju karuM chuM. prIsesa sTrITa, manahara bIlDiMga ) muMbaI tA. 16 mArca 1936 metIcaMdagiradharalAla kApaDiyA saM. 1992nA phAlgana vada aSTamI)

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anukramaNikA prathama vibhAga pravezaka 1 2 jIvananA uddeza evu sAphalya. 1 artha vagaranI doDAdoDI. hetu ke sAdhya vagaranI dhamAla. ra navANuM TakA sAcI vAta. sukhanI vAMcchA. sArvajanika. 3 sAMsArika sukha sthAyI nathI, pachavADe du:kha che. 4 mAruM mAruM kare, paNa aMte vicAramAM. 5 OM maneAvikAranA AvirbhAvA. kharuM sukha zuM ane kayAM ? svavaza te sukha, paravaza te duHkha. 7 spaSTa nirNayanI jarUrIAta. 9 nATakane oLakhavAnI vicAraNA. 10 11 bhAvanAnuM kA kSetra. vastunu yathAsvarUpe eLakhANa. 12 viveka vicAraNA eTale zu? 12 AtmAvaleAkana. 13 14 zravaNa-vAcananA sAra. azubha bhAvanAo. 15 mAra anuprekSA-bhAvanA. cAra hetu bhAvanA. prastAvika hakIkatA. nAmadana. (TAiTala ) graMthakAranI prastAvanA mULa leAkeA. 8 A Ara 18-20 zleAkeAne akSarA. 19-21 anuprekSA bhAvanAnA nAma ane tenA a. 22 1. jaMgala varNana. temAM 15 15 16 17 bhUlA paDelA. 23 mAdaka mahAtmA. 24 25 Azrava vAdaLAM. kalatA. 26 27 mAha-bhayaMkara adhakAra. bhayaMkara aTavImAM rakhaDapATI. 28 karuNNAbhaMDAra tI kara. sAnnidhyamAM zAMtarasa. 29 30 31 emanI vANInI bhavyatA. AziSa, namaskAra, vastunirdeza. 31

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33 35 2. mehatA matra. zAMtarasa krama jAme ? bhAvanAne rahasyA. bhAvanAnu kSetra. 36 36 37 bhAvanAnI zakti. 3. buddhizALI zrAtA pratye. 38 tame cakrabhramaNathI thAkathA che ? 38 tamAre anaMta sukha meLavavu che? 39 te namra vipti cheA vAMce. 39 4. sudara maneAdiranA mAleka pratye. 40 e bhAvanA kAnane pavitra kare tevI che. 4ra ene gAtAM majA Ave tema che. 43 e zrutajJAnanA viSaya che. bhAvanA vivekajanyA che. 43 44 45 samatA velaDInAM aa ahIM che. 45 e latA vegavAna che. mAha enAM mULane namavA daitA nathI. 46 bhAvanAthI samatAlatA Uge che. 46 5. e samabhAva zuM che tenI ALakhANa, 47 49 A dhyAnanA cAra prakAra. 48 raudradhyAnanA cAra prakAra. maneAvikAranuM jora. viSayeAnI zakti. 50 50 P durdhyAnI--viSayI samabhAvane bALI nAkhe. 51 6. samAna kriyA-Azaya phera pariNAma. 51 prazamasukha kAne maLe? pUra 7-8 graMthamAMnI khAra bhAvanAo. 13 teneA nAnirdeza ane vana. 54 prakaraNa 1 la anitya bhAvanA mULa zlekeA. 3. tenA akSarA. geyASTaka. teneA akSarA. sadara para neTa. 62 ja. zarIra pAchaLa ghelachA. 63 e te vAdaLa jevuM ThekANA vagaranu che. 64 pa 57 5-60 59-61 64 e kSaNabhaMgura che. yauvana mAtelA sAMDha jevu che. 64 ene paMpALanAra samajI na heAya. 65 la. jIvana asthira che. 1 sapatti sAthe vitta lAgu che. 65 iMdriyanA viSaye saptaraMgI che. 66 priyajana meLApa svapnavat che. 6 AmAM AnaMda sukha kayAM che? 6

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. AjanA AnaMda 4. devatAnuM anupameya sukha. 81 ApanArA. 67 | ene paNa cheDe Ave che. 82 te AvatI kAle ghUNuM karAve. 68 enI sarakhAmaNImAM tAruM cetana acetana nAzavaMta che. 69 sukha zuM ? 82 chatAM enA para rAga kema ? 69 chatAM devAnA chellA cha mAsa dhavapada. tArI ciMtAo kevA jAya che ? 82 * vyartha che. 70 5. AjubAju jarA najara sarva apane tAnameM mastAna che. 71 kara. 83 dhananI sarva bAbato artha sAthe ramyA te gayA. 83 vagaranI che. 71 kuzAgre rahelabiMdu jevuM sarva che. 72 carcA karanArA cAlyA gayA. 83 vinaya' zabdane bhAva. 73 tyAre tuM zenA upara mijAza mAre che ? 84 1. indriya sukha kSaNika che. 74 ane chatAM tArI AzA ane te nAzavaMta che. 74 ' amara che ! 85 vijaLInA camakAra jevuM che. 75 6. cetana bhAva. 86 navayuganI nArInA vilAsa. 75 acetana bhAve. 2. juvAnIne laTake cAra dahADAne. 76 samudranA mojAM jevAM sarva che. 87 e juvAnI divAnI che. 77 aMte sarva visarALa thavAnuM che. 87 juvAnInA atyAcAra kevA Akhare e paMkhIne meLe che. 88 - naDe che? 78 7. yamarAja to meTA koLIA yuropanI rANuo. bhare che. 89 3. ghaDapaNanA cALAo. 79 enA kALakavaLathI koI bacatuM bhartuharine kutaro. 80 nathI. 90 [kAmadeva marelAne mAre che. 80 tArAthI e keTale dUra che? 91 dhaDapaNamAM kutarA jevI dazA. 80 ! tAre enI sAthe dostI che ? 91 AdheDavaya jokhamakAraka che. 81 | emAM maha zenuM bagADe che? dara

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8. saccidAnaMdamaya tAruM rUpa jo. 93 ekAMta nitya sukhatA anubhava. 94 paryAlAcana 95 samastanuM ekIkaraNa. savAra ane sAMjamAM taphAvata. 96 zenA upara ane kAne mATe sa ? 96 tArA sukhanA valakhAM khATA che. 90 ane Ama kAM sudhI hAMkIza? 98 cakkarane eLakhavAmAM sukhanI cAvI. 98 upAdhyAyajInA kaMthananuM rahasya. 98 jJAnAvamAM anitya bhAvanA 99 vasIyatanuM AMtara rahasya. 101 pArakAnA paisA. 101 anityatAthI gabharAvAnu' nathI. 102 cidAnaMdajI--jUThI jUdI jaga tanI mAyA. 103 karaka u ane sanatkumAra. 104 sivilIyanane praznaparaparA. 104 pachI marazuM-kahetAM mATI muMjhAyA. 104 105 vastusthitinuM nidarzana. punarAvartana zAbhAspada che. 106 10 svayaM tyAga thama mukha sakaLacaMdajIkRta geya anitya kare che. 106 paricaya kSeAkeA. 3 sadaranA a. prakaraNa 2 ju azaraNa bhAvanA bhAvanA. 100 geyASTaka sadarane a. sadara para neTa. ja. pArakI AzA nirAzA ja che. 115 maravuM e ceAsa vAtu che. 116 chatAM maravuM e kAine gamatuM nathI. 116 110-112 111-113 114 maraNa vakhate kevI dazA thAya che ? 117 ene kAi vADI zakatuM 108 109 aMte sa ahIM mUkI javuM ane nathI. 118 paDe che. 119 hArelA jugArInI sthiti thAya che. 119 meATA rAjA mahArAjAnA e hAla che. 120

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rasa. ATha madane nirdeza. 120 madanAM AMtara to. 121 madathI taNAI janArA. 122 paNa aMte e narakITa che. 122 madenmattane yamakAkA choDatA nathI. 123 5aMte enA hAtha heThA paDe che. 124 enuM dhairya paNa nAza pAme che. 125 enI nADIo tUTe che. 126 enA pisA para gadho tUTI paDe che. 127 1. svajananA vAtsalya. 128 paNa koI mAMdAnI pathArImAM sUtA nathI. 129 saMtane vyAdhine gAle. 129 sukhI gaNAtAnI vAstava sthiti. 130 kharuM sAcuM zaraNa dharmanuM che. 131 naitika vibhAga. dharma-zaraNya che. 132 dharmanI parIkSA karIne mata Apyo che. 133 | cAritranuM smaraNa karavuM jarUrI che. 134 2. mahArAjA paNa ragadoLAya che. 135 | kalakala pakSI ane mAchalI. 135 mAMdhAtA ane cakrIe paNa gayA. 136 tyAre tuM te keNuM mAtra 136 3. leDhAnA gharamAM pasa- 137 athavA mahoMmA tarakhaluM le; 137 paNue upAya kAragata nathI. 137 4. vidyA-maMtra-auSadhi, 138 deva vaza thAya ke game tema thAya. 138 rasAyaNa davAo levAthI 139 paNa maraNa choDatuM nathI. 640 5. ghaDapaNano bhaya paNa evo ja che. 140 pavanajayathI ke davAthI e aTake nahi. 141 dariyApAra gaye paNa aTake nahi. 141 aMte hAthamAM lAkaDI levI paDe che. 142 6. jarA mAthAne paLiyA vALuM kare che. 142 zarIrane kasa vagaranuM kare che. 143 7. ugra vyAdhi thAya tyAre zaraNa? 143 ane sagAo zuM bole che ? 144

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1ra paNa mAtra dharma ja zAMti ApasvabhAvamAM magna thavuM. 157 Ape che. 145 pAmaratAne tyAga karavo. 158 8 mATe dharmanuM ja zaraNa kara.145 sakaLacaMdajIkRta azaraNa athavA cAra zaraNa kara. 146 bhAvanA. 159 mamatAne choDI de. 146 zAMtasudhArasanuM pAna kara. 147 prakaraNa 3 juM paryAlacana saMsAra bhAvanA vaijJAnika paddhatie azaraNa paricaya ke 5. 160-162 sadarane artha. 161-163 bhAva. 148 AdhAra Adheya tatva. 148 geyASTaka. 164-166 nava naMdarAjA-smazAnayAtrA. 148 sadarane artha. 165-167 citAmAM mUkatAM DhAMkaNuM paNa sadara para noTa. 168 kADhI nAMkhe. 149 1. saMsAra nATakanA pAtra. 169 jJAnArNavamAM kALanuM varNana. 150 emAM manovikAranuM jora che. 170 eka divasa evo jarUra lebha zuM kare che tenuM daSTAMta. 171 Avaze. 150 evA to aneka aMtara maravAnI vAtathI cukyA vikAre che. 17ra kema ? 151 tRSNabAI ethI paNa jAya che jagata cAlyuM re, vadhAre che. 172 e jIva ! jene. 15ra enAM aneka dRSTAMte. 174 gharanAM ghara paNa cheDavAM ja evA vikAronI viTaMbaNAo.175 paDe. upara hatuM. eka ciMtA maTe tyAM navakAra de te vakhate. 153 bIjI utpanna thAya. 175 Atmadharmane pIchAna. 153 e sarva ene kamarajathI bhAre cidAnaMdajInA avataraNa. 154-5 kare che. 176 A bhAvanA raDatAna bhAvavI. 156 | enA manane kheda kema maTe ? 176

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13 enuM vAtAvaraNa ja ciMtAmaya ! eNe pakaDela gaLuM. 186 che. 176 ! eNe karelI phasAmaNIe. 186 paNa chatAM emAM ene majA enA zAsanamAM tane kema Ave che. 177 . game che ? 187 meTo vepAra karanArAnI ciMtA.178 2. enAM baMdhane ja vicAra. 188 7. tyAre bAhyasukhamAM kAMI tuM e baMdhanothI jakaDAyo che. 188 dama che ? 138 chokarArUpa baMdhana para vicAghaDapaNamAM pUrI parAdhInatA raNuM. 189 che. 179 e ja misAle bIjAM baMdhano 189 A nATaka to cAlyA ja tArA pitAnAM apamAna kare che. 180 saMbhAra. 190 AdaryA adhavaca rahe che. 180 | 3. karma nacAve tema tAre . hIrAjaDita pAMjarAmAM nAcavuM che. 191 popaTa. 181 || paNa tAre pUrva itihAsa paNa kedakhAnuM ene svAbhAvika saMbhAra. 191 lAge che. 181 tArAM pUrva pATha barAbara 5. ane teM evAM te anaMta yAda kara. 192 rUpa karyA. 182 uttarAdhyayana sUtrapATha 193 tuM sarva ThekANe rakhaDI jJAnArNavakAra vaividhya varNave Avyo che. 183 che. 193 pagaLaparAvarta. 183 4. A bhavamAM bALapaNanI AvA apAra saMsAramAM tAruM parAdhInatA. 194 sthAna. 184 juvAnInI madamAtA. 194 enI AkhI zarama kathA ghaDapaNamAM paravazatA. 194 vicAravA jevI che. 184 ane chevaTe yamadevane vaza. 194 2. dAruNa saMsAra. 185 5. dIkarA bApa thAya che, soharAjAe pAyela dArU. 185 | bApa dIkarA thAya che vigere, 1lpa

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kuberadattAnAM sagapaNa. kathA 196 ! mAnelA sAcA sukhI paNa muMjhavI nAkhe tevI vicitra keTalA ? 212 tA . 197 ane temane paNa javAnuM 6. dArUDI' jevI tArI dazA.198 to kharuM ja ! 213 ahIMnI aneka agavaDa. 198 vicAra karI AMkha ughADo. 214 mAnasika upAdhine pAra nahi.199 samarAditya jevAM caritra chatAM e saMsArane cAhIe vicAre. 214 e chIe. 200 avasara gayA pachI pastAve. madhanA TIpAnI AzA. 200 nakAme. 215 e dArU pAnAra koNa? 201 saMsAra bhAvanA artha. 216 7. kAma to dhADapADu che. 201 sakaLacaMdajIkRta saMsArabhAvanA.217 vaiibhavanI Akhara sthiti. 202 8 bhayane kApe tevuM sAdhana . prakaraNa 4 thuM - zedha. 203 ekatva bhAvanA jinavacana dhAraNa kara. 204 paricaya leke 5 e aTapaTA viSayanI zodha. 205 218 sadarano artha. 219 zama amRtanuM pAna kara. 205 geyASTaka. 220-222 paryAlocana , sadarane artha. 221-223 mudAonuM saMkSipta darzana. 206 sadara para neTa. - 224 siddharSinA mAmA bhANeja. 207 . punarAvartana bhAvanAmAM prathama zarIrane oLakhavuM. 208 doSa nathI. ra25 strI, saMtatI ane paisA. 208 zuddha dazAmAM AtmA mela saMsAra cakkI. 29 - vinAne che. 226 aMdaranI upAdhino pAranathI.210 AtmA, karma ane AtmAnuM saMsArane barAbara oLo - zuddhatva. 226 * nathI. 211 enI vartamAna karmAvRtta dazA.227 paNa A sarva zenI khAtarI ? 212 ! enI vibhAvadazA-paryA. 228

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mULa svarUpa ane lAgela kacaro.229 | eka vAra to cetanane bhAvI je.239 AtmA sarva zaktimAna che. 229 Avo avasara pharI pharIne AtmAnA mULa dharmo (guNa) 230 " nahi maLe. e AtmA vyaktigata 4. samabhAva sAthe ekatA kara. 239 - ekale che 230 samatA vagaranAM kAmo: tenI atyAranI ramato - ArAdhanA stavana. 240 ' kayAMthI ? 231 paramAnaMdapadanI saMpatti mATe e sarva mamatva che. 232 - samabhAva. 240 e sarva kalpanAthI upa namirAjarSi-catura strIo. 241 na jAvela che. 232 ekatAnuM bhAna thatAM sarvara 23. AmAM kevo parabhAvamAM UThayo. 242 ' paDI gayo che ? 233 dhannA-zAlibhadranI vAta. 242 parabhAva ramaNatAnAM khUnIo paNa ekatA samajI * pariNAme. 234 A taryA che. 243 e jANakAra chatAM abudha che. 234 1. tAruM A duniyAmAM zuM che ? 243 5. parastrI saMbaMdhI vicAra e vicAranArane zuM lAge ? 244 jevuM e che. 234' 2. e ekale janme che. 244 parabhAvaramaNa bhaya pIDA e eLe mare che. e 245 notare che. 235 e ekalo kare che, ekalo tAM atyAre parabhAva bhogave che. 245 . svabhAva thayo che. ra36 vararAjA te tuM ekale ja che. 246 4. tane maLelI atyAranI badhA javAba tAre ApasagavaDatAo. 236 vAnA che. 246 parabhavanA paDadAne pheMkI de. 237 3. parigraha vadhe teTale. . AtmalaharInI zItaLa lahera te bhAre thAya che. 247 bhogava. 237 AMcakA Ave tyAre pika chevaTe ene kSaNavAra paNa mUke che. 248 bhegava. 238 | vahANanuM daSTAMta. 244

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4. dArUDIAnI ceSTAo. 249 | bhUlyo phira phUlya cidAnaMdajI.ra63 parabhAvamAM ramaNatAthI bhU.249 bhaNavA gaNavAnuM prayojana. 264 5. suvarNa cepyuM ane maLela dIvAdAMDIne upayoga. 24 seLabheLavALuM. 250 || AkhI bhAvanAnuM samuccaya 6. karmanI meLavaNuthI enAM karaNa. 265 rU. 250 7. zuddha kAMcana svarUpe e prakaraNa 5 muM bhagavAna. 2para, anyatva bhAvanA anubhavamaMdire ene sthApa. 2para paricaya leke 5 266-268 pachI enI sAthe AnaMdakara. 254 sadarane artha. 267-269 8. samarasamAM majA kara. 255 viSayAtIta rasamAM taraboLa reyASTaka. 270-272 thA. 256 sadarane artha. 271-273 sadara para noTa. 274 paryAlacana ra. A bhAvanAmAM bahAra saMcArA parisI. 257 jevAnuM che. 275 e vicAraNA kevI rIte kare? 258 bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA, siMha ekalo jaMgalamAM. 258 paramAtmA. 25 jagameM na terA kAI, cidA enAM yaMtra ThaMDA paDavAmAM naMdajI. 259 samaya lAge che. 27 meLavavAnI cAvI. saMyoga para pArakAne roTalo Ape, jaya. 260 eTale nahi. 27 AtmAvakana, aMtaradaSTi. 260 pArakAne e barAbara hRdayamaMdiramAM svarUpe cetana. 261 oLakhata nathI. 278 hArelA jugArInI dazA. 262 pArakA karmoe ene raMgI mahAlakSmInI ghoDadoDa nAkhe che. ra78 te jatAM-AvatAM. 262 ajANyA para vizvAsathI zAnArNavamAM zubhacaMdrAcArya. 26ra | vikRti. 279

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anaMta jJAnanA dhaNInI sthiti na. 1 279 6. pArakI paMcAtanA dAkhalAo. 280 A te tArI kevI sthiti thayuM! 281 nakAmI khAtenI khaTapaTa. 281 ane dharanAM te ThekANAM nahi.282 1. parakIya zuM zuM che tenI gaNanA. 282 vepAra, laDAi, AnaMda, zAka. 283 gharanI cIjo kuratIcara sa para che. 283 A sa`paramAM tuM sAI gayA che. 284 ya. te sahelI pIDAe pAravagaranI che. 284 tArI majA parabhAvamAM ja che. 285 paNa tAre sanA hisAba ApavAnA che. 285 3. jJAna, darzana, cAritra. 286 trira'gI vAvaTA. 286 1. cetanajI! tAruM ghara zodha. 288 samajInI pheMkAphe ka kevI hAya. 288 tArA saMbaMdhImAMthI tAruM kANu ? 289 mahAyAtrAmAM sAthI kANu ? 290 17 2. zarIra sAthenA tArA saMbaMdha. 291 3. tAruM dhara vasAvyuM te rahI jaze. ra92 aMte sarvane cheADI javAtuM che. 292 meTI ramatane tuM teA pyAdu che. 293 4. AkhI ramata para mATe gADavI che. 293 AtmAne thayelA vyAdhinuM nidAna. 294 vyAdhi dUra karavA mATe karI kara. 294 ane anubhavarasathI puSTi meLava. 294 anubhava para vicAraNA. ra95 yu jANe jaga bhAvare, yuM jANe jIva aMdha. 295 vyAdhinA nidAna ane cikitsA. 296 5. pathIne meLA ane sau raste paDe. 296 musApharakhAnAnA e ghaDIne meLeA. 297 6. eka taraphI premamAM saMtApa. 298 lakSmI kAinI thai nathI. 298 premaneA javAba nahi tyAM janArane `saMtApa. 298

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jara, jamIna, joru. 7. saMyeAgAne cheADI de. 299 299 299 300 300 saMthArA peArisI. svayaM tyAgane mahimA. naLa ekAgratA kara. te kayAre ane kema thAya ? 301 jhAMjhavAmAM kAMi vaLe nahi. 301 8. Azraya kAne karavA ? 302 amRtapAnanA traNa guNA. 302 paryAlAcana tattvajJAnI jaMga. 303 manuSya jAtinA e vibhAga. 304 hindanA tattvajJAnI-AMtara darzI. 304 304 Alyuasa hakasalI. devazarmAne pratikheAdhavA gaelA gautamasvAmI. 305 madevAnI mAtRvatsalatA. 305 madevA hAthInI aMbADIe. 306 marudevAnI anyatva bhAvanA. 307 zarIranI ciMtA-tenuM anyatva.307 strInuM. anyatva-surIkAMtA. 308 mAtAnuM anyatva-brahmadattanI mAtA. 309 pitAnuM anyatva-kanakaketu. 309 putranuM anyatva-kANika. snehanI svAparatA. 309 310 18 sneha ane ghaDapaNa. 310 312 dhananuM anyatva-parakIyatva. 311 paugalika saMbaMdha. bhAvanAonuM pRthakkaraNa. AtmabhAvanAo thai gaI. 314 313 sakaLacaMdrajIkRta anyatva bhAvanA. 715 prakaraNa huM azica bhAvanA paricaya zloko 5. 316-318 sadaranA a. 317-319 320-322 321-323 geyASTaka. 324 sadaratA a. sadara para neTa. ja zarIramAM--e guMthAi gayA.325 zarIramAM zuM bharelu che? 326 kAthaLI udhADI mUkaye kevI lAge ? 326 dArU bharelA mATInA ghaDAne dAkhaleA. 327 evuM zarIra che, e dhaDeA sApha thAya khare! ? 328 chu evA zarIranI jatanA keTalI ? 328 enuM nhavaNa-ene vilepana ! 329 ane kAcamAM joi ceDAM kADhavAM ! 329

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paNa ukaraDA sApha thayA che ene DhAMkavAmAM Ave to paNa | sAMbhaLyA che ? 330 jhamyA kare che. 339 . lasaNane sugaMdhImAM rAkho. 330 | Akhare e kacarAno kuvo che. 340 nAdAna para upakAra kare. 331 | 3. e sArI vastune paNa e svabhAva cheDe nahi. 331 bagADe che. 340 ema zarIra durgadha choDatuM nathI.332 eka heDhAMne ja dAkhalo enA oDakArane adhovAyu - vicAra. 341 durgadha ja che. 322 4. pavanane paNa e durgadhI sugaMdhI vastune e durgadhI banAve che. 34 banAve. 333 ene suMdara dekhADavAnA enuM utpattisthAna ja prayatna. 34ra apavitra che. 333 5. purUSanAM nava ane strInAM enI pavitratAnA dAvAmAM bAra dvAra. 343 meha che. 334 e dvArevaDe niraMtara 9. zaucavAda ayathArtha che. 335 azuci vahyA kare che. 343 AMtara zauca Atma e dvArane pavitra kema gaNAya? 344 kartavya che. 335 6. zarIra pavitrane apavitra 1. zarIrane malIna gaNavAnAM kare che. 345 kAraNe. 336 suMdara khorAkane viSTA zarIrane preranAra AMtara banAve che. 345 vibhUti. 337 gAyanA dUdhane mUtra banAve che. 345 e vibhUtinuM sattAmata varNana.337 A sarva bAbato parathI enAmAM vicAra viveka vicAra kara. 345 bane che. 338 7. zarIra mATe vicAravAnI 2. zarIranI utpatti para bAbata. 346 vicAraNuM. 338 have evA zarIranuM karavuM zuM? 346 maLathI bharelAM zarIramAM zAM paNa enAthI kAma levAya ? sAra vAnAM hoya ? 339 tevuM che. 347

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zivasAdhananuM enAmAM sAmarthya che. 347 8. mATe evA zarIrane tu lAbha le. 347 348 bhAMgyAnA vaTAva kara. A kAyA meAkSanuM dvAra che. 348 e jaLAzayamAMthI zAMtarasa jaLa pI. 349 kalIjamAMthI suMdaranI tAravaNI.349 paryAlAyana mallikuvarInuM dRSTAMta. paraNavA AvanArA rAjAe dIkSita thayA. 351 351 352 zarIranA vyAdhi. vaikIya graMthAne havAle. enuM cAmaDInuM DhAMkaNu kADhyu hAya tA ? papara 313 AkhA zarIranI racanA. kapaDAM . dararAja kema dheAvAM 350 paNa ApaNA panArA enI paDe ? 353 sAthe che. 354 ene lAbha levAthI vasulAta vikAsakramane mAge. sanatkrumAra ane zarIra. atyAre UlaTA rastA thAya. 354 355 355 lIdhA che. 356 20 sarAvara maLyuM che. pI levAnI taka che. 356 sakaLacaMdajIkRta aci bhAvanA. 350 prakaraNa 7 mu Azrava bhAvanA pUrva paricaya. karma baMdhanA hetu. mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya, 358 yeAga. 359 359 30 Azravane bhAvA. iMdriya, kaSAya, avrata. ceAga, pacIsa kriyAo. karmIne AvavAnAM garanALAM. 364 paricayanA zlokeA 5. 361 36 sadarane a. 367 geyASTaka. sadaranA a. 303 paricaya kSeAkA para neTa. 37ra geyASTaka para neTa. ja. meATA sarAvaranI kalpanA. 374 varasAdamAM nijharaNAthI te bharAya che. 374 368-370 369-301 karmAM prANIne vyAkula kare che. 374 Azrave prANIne caMcaLa banAve che. 375

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AzrAthI pANI meluM 2. mithyAtvanuM pariNAma. 383 thAya che. 375 abhigrahika-anabhigrahika. 384 4. pratyeka samaye karmo deva-guru-dharmane mithyAtva. 384 baMdhAya che. 376 kriyA ane ajJAna. 385 eTale saravALe Avaka vadhatI 3. aviratinuM pariNAma. 385 jAya che. 376 khAvA pIvAnI avyavasthA. 386 tyAre AvA garanALAM kema viSayInA cALAnAM pariNAma. 386 aTake ? 377 paccakhANanuM mahattva. 386 ene javAba muMjhavaNa atyAgadazA kevI nirasa che ? 3817 bharelo lAge che! 377 svayaM tyAga ane pharajIAta javAba AvatI bhAvanAmAM - tyAga. 387 maLaze. 378 4. iMdriyonA viSayo. 388 . cAra hetu-e ja Aze. 378 hAthIne pakaDavAmAM sparzendriya. 388 enA sattAvana vibhAgo. 379 mAchaluM, bhramara, pataMgIuM, pAMca mithyAtva. haraNa. 389 bAra avirati. 379 cidAnaMdajInuM pada, viSayapacIza kyAya. 379 vAsanA. 390 paMdara yoga. 380 5. kaSAyonuM jora. 391 2. ikiya, avata, kaSAya, yoga.380 krodha, mAna, mAyA, lemanAM AzravanA 4ra bheda. 380 rUpaka. 391 che e Azrane barAbara nava nokaSAyanAM virasa phaLa. 392 oLakhavA. 381 6. yoganAM Azra. 393 enA para vijaya meLavavA manaDuM kevuM paDe che ? 393 prayAsa kara. 381 7. sArA Azra leDhAnI 1. samaju ene tajI de. 382 beDI che. 393 tajavAne mArga-samatA. 382 puNya ane pApanI saraamUlya khajAnAne e nA khAmaNI. 394 karanAra che. 383 [ 8 zAMtasudhArasanuM pAna kara. 384 379

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paryAlAcana abhinavezana tyAga karavA. 395 avyavasthita rakhaDapATA kamanAM kLeA dI ane aTakAva. 395 AkarAM che. 396 asAdhAraNa vIvAna samaDe che. 396 pratyeka Azrava bhayaMkara che. 397 ene khUba vigatathI samajavA ceAgya che. 397 sakaLacaMdajIkRta sAtamI Azrava bhAvanA. 398 prakaraNa 8 nuM savara bhAvanA pUrva paricaya savaratA a pAMca samiti. traNa gupti. daza tidharmA. 399 400 401 402 khAra bhAvanA. ( anuprekSA) 403 AvIza parISaha. 403 406 407 e parISahonA prerakA. pAMca cAritra. AzravarUpa garanALAM baMdha karanAra savara. 409 22 paricaya leAkeA. 5 sadarane a. geyASTaka. sadaranA a. sadara para noMdha. ja. AzravAthI gabharAvAnuM 410-412 411-413 414-416 415-417 418 nathI. 419 ene upAya saMvara bhAva che. 419 ane e prayAsa siddha che. 420 prayAsa jarUra kavyu che. 420 sva. ene kayAM kayAM lAgu pADavA ? 420 vatine upAya saMyama. 4ra1 sayamanA sattara prakAra. 421 mithyAtvanA upAya samyaktva.422 AttaraudradhyAnane upAya masthiratA. jarara 423 424 ga. krodhane upAya kSamA. 423 mAnanA upAya namratA. mAyAne upAya saralatA. leAbhane upAya saMtASa. dhva. yAgane upAya gupti. 425 6. rAdha hRdayathI karavAnA che. 426 vahANane sthAne pahoMcavA 424 traNa jarUrIyAta. 426 AtmavahANane traNa jarU rIyAtA. 427

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43 te hoya to lakSya sthAne | 7. sarvano AdhAra pari. e pahoMcatA vAra nathI. 4ra7 kRti para. 437 1. AtmavikAsane mArga. 428 AtmasvarUpanI oLakhANa. 438 prathama navAM karmo rokavAM. 429 8. tAre uddhAra tArA hAthamAM che. 438 saMvara AvatAM karmane aTa zAMtarasanuM pAna karavA kAve che. 429 atra darzita siddha mArgo. 429 jevuM che. 439 2, viSaya dUra kara, kaSAyo paryAlocana para jaya kara. 430 viSayonuM pRthakkaraNa. vijaya sahelAIthI prApya che. 431 upAyenuM pRthakkaraNa. 3.zamarasane varasAda varasAva.431 te sarvane samuccaya khyAla. 441 krodha para vijayane siddha karmanI Avaka sAmuM lazkara. 442 upAya. 431 bhAvanAzALInI vicAraNuM. 4jara upazama ane virAga. 432 yatidharmo adabhuta che. 443 4. tArI nakAmI phikare. 432 parISahe ajaba cIja che. 443 tArAM durbAne. 433 saMgamAdi aneka upadravo. 443 mane guptinI cAvI. 433 dravyasaMvaraH bhAvasaMvara. 444 5. kAyAnI mAyA karavA jevI AtmavikAsamAM saMvaranuM nathI. 433 sthAna. 445 saMyama yogamAM niraMtara 55 pApa na kIjIe, puNya | pravRtti. 434 kIdhuM se vAra. 45 matamatAMtaramAM muMjhAvuM nahi. 435 jayamanI saMvara bhAvanA. 446 paNa satyanI parIkSA karavI. 435 6. brahmacarya vratane tuM prakaraNa navamuM * oLakha. 436 nijara bhAvanA AtmavikAsanI tyAM bArakhaDI che. 436 pUrva paricaya. brahmacaryamAM samAtI aneka | vedAMtamAM karmanA traNa prakAra. 447 bAbata. 437 ] sattAgata karmo ane nirjarA. 447

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448 akAmA-sakAmA nirjarA. 448 'kAma' zabdane bhAvA. nirjarAnAM kAraNeA. tapanA vibhAga: kSArthe, 449 abhyaMtara. 449 bAhyatamanA cha prakAra. abhya taratapanA cha prakAra. prAyazcittanA daza prakAra. 451 vinayanA sAta prakAra. darzanI vaiyAvacce. 4para svAdhyAyanA pAMca prakAra. 452 452 453 dhyAnanA cAra prakAra. AttadhyAnanA cAra prakAra. raudradhyAnanA cAra prakAra. 453 dharmadhyAnanA cAra prakAra. 454 zukaladhyAnanA cAra prakAra. 454 utsarganuM varNana. 455 saMyama-tapa utkRSTa vibhAgamAM. 455 paricaya kSAkA. 7 456-458 sadarane a. 457-459 geyAdaka. sadarane a. 449 450 451 460-462 461-463 464 sadara para noMdha. 466 4. karAzinuM pura sattAmAM. 465 pradezeAya--vipAkAya. kAraNe nirjarA. hyu. vahni eka chatAM bheda. 467 bheda tenA cetavanArathI 467 paDe che. 467 24 1. 'AtmA eka rUpa che hatAM. 467 nirjarA kAraNane laIne bhAra prakAranI che. 468 6. kabaMdha vakhatanI bedarakArI. 468 nikAcitakama kema baMdhAya che?469 hIranI gAMTha para telanuM TIpu. 469 evAM kama te kApanAra tapa che. 470 evA tapane namaskAra che. 470 6. tapane mahimA. 471 cAra mahAtyA. 471 472 472 473 dRDhamahArI. sabhyaprakAre karela tapa. 6. seAnuM ane kAMcana. tathI AtmA karajathI mukta thAya che. 473 jI. bharatacakravarSAMnI bhAvanA. 474 tapathI labdhi ane siddhi 475 tene upayoMga e pramAda. 475 tapa AMtara zatru para vijaya kare che. 476 1. tapanA mahimAnuM ciMtavana. 476 tapASTake-zrImadyovijayajI. 476 e kani meALAM pADe che. 477 enAthI krarmAMnI cIkAza phrUTe che. 478

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487 2. kharavA vAdaLAMne vIMkhI 8, e karmavyAdhina nAkhe che. 479 upAya che. 486 tema tapa karmone zIrNavi e esiDanuM anupAna paNa zIrNa kare che. 480 sAthe ja che. 486 3. tapa manovAMchitane najIka e zAMtarasanuM tuM pAna kara. 487 lAve che. 480 paryAlocana tapathI zatru mitra bane che. 480 ahiMsApratiSThAmAM vaira tyAga. 480 vIraparamAtmA. tapa jaina siddhAntano sAra che. 481 gajasukumALa. 487 4. bAhyatapanA cha prakAra. 481 metAryamuni. 488 te para sAmAnya vivaraNa. 482 khaMdhakamuni. 5. atyaMtaratapanA cha prakAra.482 ! dhannA-zAlibhadra. 488 te para sAmAnya vivaraNa. 483 paravazatA-svavazatAmAM phera. 489 6. apekSA vagaranA tapanuM tyAga vagara Are nathI. 489 . 483 tyAganI zarUAta dAnathI. 489 mAnasanuM e krIDAMgaNa che. 484 niyama, vRttirodha AdinI 7. saMyamalakSmInuM e mahattA. 490 vazIkaraNa che. 485 ke tapa kara gya e ujavala mokSasukhanuM gaNAya ? 491 bahAnuM che. 485 | yazasamakRta nirjarAbhAvanA. 492 488 samApta. parsana e

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sujJa zrImAna zeTha sara thrIkAbhAi premacaMda rAicaMda pratye ...... ApanA dharmaprema, audArya, zAMti ane abhyAsakavRttithI AkarSAI A pustaka Apane arpaNa karuM chuM te Apa svIkArazeAjI. subaha tA. 1-1-36 bhavadIya, mAtIcakra giradharalAla kApaDiyA. 1.......................................................................................

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iDa che. mAM pravezaka DC A jIvana e eka mahAna vikaTa prazna che. ene uddeza che ane enuM sAphalya kaI rIte sAdhI zakAya e banne bAbatane nikAla kare e ghaNe Akare prazna che. jIvananI saphaLatA sAdhavA mATe prANu aneka prakAranA prayatna kare che, aneka jAtanI hakamate kare che, aneka jAtanI doDAdoDI kare che ane aneka prakAranA pachADA mAre che; paNa ghaNIkharI vAra to te zene mATe e sarva kare che ene enA manamAM khyAla paNa hoto nathI. je mAnasavidyAdvArA enA mananuM e pRthakkaraNa kare to ene mAluma paDe ke enI doDAdoDI ane dhamapachADAmAM kAMI hetu nathI ane koI sAdhya paNa nathI. taddana mAnavAmAM na Ave evI vAta che, chatAM te taddana sAcI vAta che ke A prANInI sarva pravRttionI pAchaLa rahelA hetune tapAsIe to temAM taddana aMdhakAra athavA avyavasthA mAluma paDaze. ApaNuM aMtarAtmAne pUchIe ke A sarva deDAdoDI zAne mATe? kone mATe? kayA bhava mATe? keTalA vakhata mATe ? ane pari me meLavavAnuM zuM? te javAbamAM evA geTa vaLaze ke na pUcho vAta ! ane chatAM deDAdaDI to cAlyA ja kare che, pheMTanuM caka pharyA ja kare che, athaDAathaDI thayA ja kare che ane chatAM pAcho savAla aMtarAtmAne pUchIe ke bhAI ! A badhuM kayAM sudhI ? ane zA mATe ? to pAcho javAba zUnyamAM ja Avaze. ane haju evI vicAraNA pUrI nahi thaI hoya tyAM to mana doDAdoDI karavA maMDI jaze. ene zAMtithI besavAnI-sthira rahevAnI Teva ja nathI. ene emAM kharI majA ja AvatI nathI,

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zrI*zAMtasudhArasa ethI e sAdhyu ke hetune vicAra karyAM vagara pAchuM doDAdeADImAM paDI jaze ane aneka prakAranAM nATakAmAM bhAga leze. kAi vakhata vaLI jarA vicAramAM paDI jaze tyAre enI dazA caNA khAtA gheADAnA mukhamAM kAMkarI AvatAM jevI thAya tevI thaze. e jarA cAMkaze ane pAchA vaLI caNA khAvA maDI jaze. ? paNa A vAta mUkha mANusanI kahI ke samajI-DAhyA-bhaNelApAMcamAM pUchAya tevA mANasAne paNa e vAta lAgu paDe ? upara kahyu` ke enI doDAdoDImAM hetu ke sAdhya ' nathI, e vAta mUrkhAone lAgu paDe ke lagabhaga sarvAMne lAgu paDe ? AveA prazna thAya te tene javAba eka ja maLe tema che ane te e ke sAmAM navANu athavA hajAre nava saiA navANu mANase pAte zene mATe DhoDAdoDI kare che te jANatA nathI, vicAratA nathI, samajatA nathI, samajavA prayatna paNa karatA nathI. ApaNA AtmagAravane A vicAra kharekhara nIcA pADanAra lAge tevA che, paNa huM prANIe AtmAne ja eLakhatA nathI, AtmagaiArava chu ane kAMnu ? te jANatA nathI ane gaiArava kema jaLavAya ke peAtAnu kema karAya ? tenA spaSTa khyAla vagaranA che tene mATe A taddana sAcI vAta che ane e kakSAmAM saMkhyAbaMdha mANase Ave tema che; tethI teone uddezIne A hakIkata hAI sa manuSyAne e lAgu paDI zake tema che ema kahevuM emAM jarA paNa vAMdhA jaNAtA nathI. AtmAnI oLakhANu e bahu jarUrI paNa teTalI ja muzkela hakIkata che ane tene kharAkhara eLakhanAra temaja ALakhIne ene ja apanAvanAra mATe atra vaktavya nathI. ApaNI carcAmAM evA jIvanamukta dazA bhagavanAra, saMsAramAM rahI sAkSIbhAve kArya karanAra ane vivekapUrvaka svaparanu vivecana karI svane AdaranAra ane parane tajanAra mATe sthAna

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pravezaka. nathI, paNa e kakSAmAM bahu ochA jo hevAthI ApaNe tene vicAra karavAnuM nathI. A vicAraNAmAM jyAM jyAM vicAraNA karI che tyAM tyAM ApaNA jevI sAmAnya vyaktine uddezIne che ema samajavuM ane sAthe eTaluM lakSamAM rAkhavuM ke e kakSAmAM lagabhaga ghaNAkharA mAnano samAveza thAya che. dareka prANa koIka vastunI icchA to jarUra rAkhe che. enI kriyAne sAdhya ke hetu letA nathI, chatAM ghaNAkharA prANuone pUchIe to e vAta kabula nahi kare. e jarA uMDI vicAraNAnI hakIkata hAI ene khyAla spaSTa rIte darekane AvA muzkela jaNAya che ane svIkAra to lagabhaga azakya ja gaNAya. tyAre ApaNe upara uparane khyAla laIe to mAlUma paDaze ke pratyeka prANunI vAMchA "sukha meLavavAnI hoya che. A sukhane khyAla ghaNIkharI vakhata taddana avyavasthita hoya che. koI khAvApIvAmAM sukha mAne che, kaI kelara nekaTAI paheravAmAM sukha mAne che, keI phroka koTa ane TopaheTa paheravAmAM sukha mAne che, kaI vAyela ane rezamI vastramAM sukha mAne che, kaI bhramaranI jema strIomAM ramaNa karavAmAM sukha mAne che, koI rUmAlamAM senTa ke mAthAmAM attara lagADavAmAM sukha mAne che, koI nATaka-sInemA jevAmAM sukha mAne che, keI hAramoniyama, piyAne sAMbhaLavAmAM sukha mAne che, kaI dilarUbA satAra sAMbhaLavAmAM majA le che, koI ustAda gAyakanA gAnamAM meja mANe che, keI suMdarInA nAcamAM meja mANe che, keI suMdarI sAthe nAcavAmAM AnaMda mANe che vigere vigere sukhanA khyAle aneka prakAranA hoya che. che kaI paNa "sukha' sthAyI rahetuM nathI. sukhanI muddata ghaNI TUMkI hoya che ane mAnela sukha paNa jyAre pUruM thAya tyAre

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zrI zAMtasudhArasa pachavADe kacavATa mUkI jAya che. dUdhapAkanA sabaDakA lenArane mAtra bethI cAra sekaMDa sukha prApta thAya che, paNa pachI zuM ? ane sukhane mATe bIjI vAta e che ke jyAre e divase vahI jAya che ane tenAthI ulaTI sthiti Ave che eTale ke khuba khAnArane bhUkhamAM dahADA kADhavA paDe che tyAre AgaLa bhegavela sukha tene kAMI kAma AvatuM nathI, tenuM smaraNa ulaTuM duHkha Ape che ane sukhane vakhata sarvadA to rahetA ja nathI. tyAre kaI paNa pidugalika sukha kalpIe, enI sthiti vicArIe ane enI gerahAjarImAM thatI mananI dazA vicArIe to e mAnI lIdhelA sukhamAM paNa kAMI dama jevuM rahetuM nathI, kAMI IcchavA jevuM rahetuM nathI, kAMI enI pAchaLa paDI maravA jevuM rahetuM nathI. je sukha sthAyI na hoya, je sukhanI pachavADe duHkha AvavAnI saMbhAvanA hoya ene sukha kema kahevAya ? tyAre A te. pAchI phasAmaNI thaI. bIjI rIte joIe to zaktisaMpanna mANasa zaktino upaga karI thoDI vastuo ke dhana meLave, e. dhana ke vastunA sAdhanothI muMjazekha mANe, mojazekhane pariNAme adha:pAta thAya. A rIte to eka khADAmAMthI bIjAmAM ane bIjAmAMthI trIjAmAM paDavAnuM ja thAya. emAM kAMI cheDe dekhAto nathI, pAra Avato nathI, kAMThe mAluma paDato nathI. tyAre have karavuM zuM ? javuM kyAM ? Ama ne Ama cakkaramAM upara-nIce AvyA karIe ane thoDA vakhata manamAM sukhanAM svapnamAM vicarIe e te kAMI vAjabI vAta che? karavA jevI vAta che? tyAre kaI evuM "sukha' zedhIe ke je haMmezane mATe TakI rahe ane enI pachavADe upara kacavATa jevI je sthiti varNavI che tevI kadi na thAya. haMmezane mATe "sukha" maLe te eka khADAmAMthI bIjAmAM paDavAne bhaya maTI jAya ane

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pravezaka. pachI sthitisthApakatA evI jAmI jAya ke niraMtarane mATe ApaNe AnaMdamAM majA mANIe. AvI moTI guMcavaNamAM paDatAM vicAra jarUra Ave tema che ke atyAranI je racanA che ane jemAM prANI sAcuMkhoTuM sukha mAnI rahela che tenuM kAraNa zuM haze? ane A eka khADAmAMthI bIjAmAM paDavAnI sthitino aMta kayAM ane kema Ave ? e vicAra-savAlanI sAthe ja khyAla Ave che ke ghaNuMkharUM prANI sukha zuM che ane kayAM che ? tathA sAcuM sthAyI sukha kayAM hoI zake? teno khyAla ja karato nathI. sthaLa ke mAnasika sukha haMmezane mATe banI rahe te mATe khAsa vicAraNuM ja karato nathI ane nAnI nAnI sagavaDa maLe ke temAM rAcI jaI pitAne "sukhI mAnI le che. vaLI teno cheDe AvatAM pAcho viSAdamAM paDI jAya che ane guMcavaNamAM aTavAI jAya che. ene mAthe maraNano bhaya te ubhe ja hoya che ane dhananA sAdhanathI jamAvelI sRSTi pAchI choDI javI paDaze e khyAla te tenA magajamAM kAyama rahe che. keTalAka vakhata A cIja "mArI " A baMgalo "mA" A aiyAM chekarAM "mArAM " A pharanIcara " mArUM " evI evI kalpanA karI e saMsAramAM khUba rasa laI doDAdoDa kare che; paNa jarA mAthuM dukhavA Ave che ke 104 DIgrI tAva Ave che tyAre pAcho vaLI e vicAramAM paDI jAya che. | enA manovikAro te eTalA jabarA hoya che ke enuM varNana karavuM muzkela che. abhimAna kare tyAre e bhikhArI DiAya to paNa pitAnI bhikha mAgavAnI kuzaLatAnuM e varNana karaze, pAMca-pacAsa mANunAM maMDaLamAM ene kAMI ho haze

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zrI zAMta-sudhArasa teA phulAI jaze, meLAvaDAmAM jaze te AgaLa khurazI maLatAM e mATe thai jaze, peAtAnI tadna nAnakaDI duniyAmAM e keMdra thavA prayatna karaze, eneA daMbha pAra vagarane haze, enI AtmavacanA ane khATA dhI manAvaze, ene lebha ene aneka pApamArgomAM pheMkI deze, ene krodha ene rAtepILeA anAvaze, enI mamatA ene mAleka banAvaze, ane bhaya ene rAMka-Ayale manAvaze, enI irSA ane para-utkarSa jotAM udvigna manAvaze, enI viSayavAMcchA ene dhULamAM ragadezaLaze, enA zAka ene meATI pAka mUkAvaze ane AvI rIte aneka aMtara vikArA ene parabhAvamAM ramaNa karAvaze. w tyAre A sarva na thAya evI sthiti kayAM ? AvA manAvikArAnA ane AvI dADAdoDIneA hamezane mATe cheDA kema Ave ? kayAre Ave ? ene mATe ane kAi vAra vicAra thAya che, paNa pAchA e rakhaDapaTTImAM paDI jAya che ane agAunI jevI doDAdoDI zarU karI de che. > tyAre sthAyI sukha maLe te! te icchavAjoga che ane prAsabya tarIke tene mAlUma te kAi kAi vAra paDe che. ene mATe eNe kharA 'sukha 'ne ALakhavuM ghaTe ane te mATe eNe 'sukha " kayuM kahevAya e eLakhavuM ja rahyuM. jyAMsudhI kharA sukhane e na eLakhe tyAMsudhI enI mAnI lIdhelA sukha pAchaLa doDAdoDI teA kAyama ja rahevAnI. tyAre jo kharU 'sukha' maLI Ave ane te zeAdhavAnA mArga maLe teA pachI A sarva guMcavaNanA aMta AvI jAya. e sukha sAcuM sukha hAvuM joie, e niraMtara rahe tevu' hAvu joIe ane e sukhanI pAchaLa kAI paNa prakAranuM du:kha DAkIA karatuM hAvuM na joie.

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pravezaka. e "sAcA sukha'na saMbaMdhamAM khUba vicAra karI sujJa purUSe nirNaya karI gayA che ke "je Atmavaza ( pitAne tAbe ) hoya te sarva sukha che ane parane tAbe hoya che te sarva duHkha che." sukha-duHkhanuM A siddha lakSaNa che. ApaNA jevA vyavahArU mANasane paNa te amuka aMze to samajAya tevuM che. ApaNe duniyAdArImAM kahIe chIe ke "Apa samAna baLa nahi ane megha samAna jaLa nahi." ApaNA potAnA hAthamAM hoya to te vAtane ApaNe ApaNI ja mAnIe athavA game tyAre ApaNuM karI zakIe. eTale " Atmaviza hoya te sarva sukha che" e vAta to ThIka jaNAya che. ApaNuM gharamAM anAja hoya to tene upayoga karI zakIe ane ghareNAM hoya te kALI rAtre hakAra Ape. eTale ApaNe e vAta vagara-saMkoce svIkArIe. ApaNuM nAma para beMkamAM rakama hoya te ApaNe ceka lakhI game tyAre joitI rakama maMgAvI zakIe eTale ene ApaNe ApaNuM tAbAnI rakama mAnIe ane sujJa purUe "Atmaviza" vastumAM sukha kahyuM te vAta kabUla rAkhIe. paNa rajAne divase nANAnI jarUra paDe te zuM ? sarakAre merITeriyama" jAhera karyuM hoya ane ApaNe cAlu kharaca mATe nAnI rakama khAtAmAMthI levI hoya to tenuM zuM? ghareNuM gharanuM hoya, paNa sepha kasTaDImAM levA javA jeTalI salAmatI na hoya to tenuM . zuM ? anAjanA koThAranI cAvI rasoyA pAse hoya ane te AvI zake tevI sthitimAM na hoya te zuM? tyAre to pAchA guMcavAyA. pArakAne vaza" e sarva duHkha e vAta to ekadama kema svIkArAya? ApaNe to ghaNIkharI vAta pArakAne AdhIna che, raso ke strI rasoI karI Ape tyAre jamIe, gharAka Ave tyAre

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zrI zAMtasudhArasa vepAra karIe, darajI kapaDAM zIvI Ape tyAre paherIe, pANInA naLa myunisipAliTi ughADI Ape tyAre pANI meLavIe vigere vigere. tyAre A te| guMcavaNa vadhatI jAya che ane vadhAre vicArIe teA zarIra paNa para che, pArakuM che, cirasthAyI nathI, ApaNu rahevAnuM nathI, ApaNI sAthe AvavAnuM nathI, ApaNA hukamamAM nathI, ApaNA tAkhAmAM nathI. tyAre zuM samajavu ? AtmA ane zarIra jUdAM che, AtmA ane zarIrane sabaMdha thADA vakhatane che.tyAre te zarIra paNa para' thayuM. e rIte te AtmAne vaza hAya e ja cIjo sukha ApI zake ane ApaNe te badhI madAra pundgaLa athavA zarIra para AMdhI che ane pugaLa ( matter) yA zarIra paNa 8 para' hAI ApaNune kharekharA sukhanuM kAraNa kardi thatuM nathI. kadAca te dekhAvamAM gheADu sukha Apatu jaNAya che teA te sukha Aku' hAya che, vinAzI hAya che ane peAtAnI pachavADe glAni athavA du:kha mUkI janAra hAya che. > A vAta khAsa samajavA ceAgya che. AtmAthI jeTalu para teTaluM pArakuM ja che ane pArakAnI AzA rAkhavI e sadA nirAzA ja che. kadAca megekzanathI ApaNe vadhAre sAMbhaLI zakIe athavA cazmA ke durabInathI ApaNe vadhAre joi zakIe, paNa megephAna visarAi gayuM hAya athavA cazmA phUTI gayA hoya te ApaNI zI dazA thAya ? ane rasAyeA rasAIna kare, rIsAi jAya athavA vagararajAe gerahAjara rahe tyAre ApaNe kayAM javuM ? eTale AtmAne vaza hAya teTaluM ja kharUM sukha che ane pArakA upara-para upara AzA rAkhI besavu e vastuta: du:kha che, kadAca jarA sukha jevuM lAge te paNa aMte e du:kha ja che, du:khamAM ja pa vasAna pAme che. A sAthe e vAta dhyAnamAM

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praveza--. - rAkhavAnI che ke "Atmavaza" kaI cIje kahevAya ane "paravaza" kaI cIje kahevAya tene ApaNe barAbara khyAla kare joIe, spaSTa vicAra karavo joIe ane cokkasa nirNaya karavo joIe. A nirNaya zAmATe kare? kAraNa ke ApaNane sarvane "sukha meLavavuM game che paNa sukha kayAM che ane kema maLe ? te jANatA nathI eTale pachI je te maLe temAM sukha mAnI laIe chIe. hamezane mATe sukha maLe e vicAra to ApaNane pratyekane jarUra game che, paNa ApaNe kharA sukhane kadi vicAra karatA nathI, tenA mAge AcaratA nathI, tenAM sAdhane zodhatA nathI ane jarA jarA sukhamAM rAcI jaIe chIe. Atmavaza sukha upara ja ApaNe madAra bAMdhIe ane sarva parabhAva choDI daIe, paravaza vastu ke dhana upara kaI jAtane AdhAra na rAkhIe to sukhanI je vyAkhyA sujJa purUe karI che tenI prApti tarapha ApaNuM prayANa thAya. A taddana sAdI lAgatI vAta kartavyamAM-kriyAmAM mUkavI sahelI nathI, tenuM kAraNa e che ke ApaNe sukhano kharo khyAla kadI karatA nathI, te kayAM ane kema maLe te vicAratA nathI, tenAM sAdhanone abhyAsa karatA nathI, e sAdhana AcaratA nathI ane sAcA mArganI sanmukha paNa AvatA nathI. tyAre vAta e thaI ke ApaNe sAcA sukhane oLakhavuM joIe. e oLakhyA pachI e kayAM ane kema maLe teno rasto zodhavo ghaTe. e vicAraNA mATe ApaNe jene ApaNe mAnIe chIe, ApaNe je cIjone ApaNe mAnIe chIe, ApaNe je zarIrane pitAnuM mAnIe chIe, ApaNe je dhana-dhAnya-putra-putrAdine pitAnAM samajIe chIe, ApaNe je cheDe vakhata rahenArA gharane gharanuM ghara mAnIe chIe-e sarva vastutaH zuM che? ene

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10. zrI zAMtasudhArasa ane ApaNe saMbaMdha kevo che? ane ApaNe je "sukha meLavavA. mAgIe chIe tenI sAthe ene saMbaMdha kevA prakAranuM che ? e sarva bAbatane vicAra kare ghaTe, e dareka vastu ane saMbaMdhane ene kharA AkAramAM pRthakakaraNa karIne oLakhavA ghaTe ane te mATe ApaNuM pratyeka saMbaMdha enA vAstavika AkAramAM kevA. che tene mATe upara uparane khyAla karI aTakI na paDatAM khUba uMDA utaravuM ghaTe. TUMkamAM kahIe te ApaNe vicAra karI vastuone oLakhavI ghaTe ane ApaNI cAre bAju kevuM nATaka cAlI rahyuM che te barAbara samajavuM ghaTe ane te nATakamAM. ApaNe kevA pATha bhajavI rahyA chIe tenI tulanA karavI ghaTe. - A prakAranI vicAraNA athavA tulanAne "bhAvanA" kahevAmAM Ave che. kharA sukhanI prAptine mAge caDhavA mATe A AMtaravicAraNane bahu agatyanuM sthAna maLe che. jyAM sudhI ApaNe zuM meLavavAnuM che te barAbara na jANIe ane atyAre jemAM rAcImArI rahyA chIe tenuM anaucitya na samajIe tyAM sudhI ApaNuM pragati azakya che. koI asAdhAraNa prasaMgomAM AMtaraprakAza thaI jAya te apavAda egya banAvone bAda karatAM bAkI ApaNu jevA sAmAnya prANIo mATe te A sAcI vicAraNu sivAya bIjo mArga nathI. A vicAraNAmAM AtmA che, AtmA zAzvata che, enA para karmanAM AvaraNe AvI gayAM che, prayatnathI te dUra karI zakAya tema che, AtmAnAM A pagalika saMbaMdha (karmo) dUra thAya tyAre te enA asala mULa zuddha svarUpe raju thAya che ane e sthitimAM kharA sukhano sAkSAtkAra thAya che-A sarva bAbato svIkArIne cAlavAnuM che. e sarva bAbate anumAna

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pravezaka 11 pramANuthI-dalIlathI siddha karI zakAya tevI che, paNa atra tenI hayAtI svIkArIne cAlavAnuM che. ApaNA atyAranA viSaya te ApaNe kANa chIe? kyAM chIe ? zA mATe chIe ? ApaNuM mULa svarUpa keTaluM vikRta thai gayuM che? e sarvAMnA vicAra karavAnA che ane e vicAra kharAkhara thAya te pachI ApaNe AgaLa vadhavAnA mArgo ane sAdhanA teA kharAkhara zeAdhI zakIe tema chIe; tethI ApaNI prAthamika phraja, ApaNA saadhe! ane ApaNAM peAtAnAM nATakA ane AsapAsanAM nATakAne oLakhavAnI che ane e kAryAM bhAvanA' kare che. 6 ' " bhAvanAnu kSetra ' ApaNA sarva saMbadhAnu pRthakkaraNa karavAnu che ane te rIte e bhUmikAnI zuddhi kare che. zuddha karelI bhUmikA upara pachI suMdara citrAmaNa thAya che ane tenA upara jevI chApa pADavI hAya tevI paDI zake che. bhUmikAnI zuddhi mATe bhAvanA adbhuta sAdhana che. ghaNAkharA tA kAMI vicAra ja karatA nathI, thADA vicAra kare che te maryAdita kSetramAM vicAra karI aTakI paDe che eTale ApaNe ahIM kayAMthI AvyA ? zA mATe AvyA ? ApaNA jIvananA uddeza , , zA A sarva dhamAla ane doDAdoDInu pavasAna kyAM ? enA kardi spaSTa vicAra ja thatA nathI ane vicAraNA vagara teA pachI jevA pavana Ave tema ApaNe ghasaDAIe chIe. nahi te ApaNe sArAM kapaDAMmAM rAcI jaie ? pAka-purI ke rasaroTalI maLe tyAM khUba rasa laI sakhaDakA levA maDI jaie ? sabhAmAM e mANasA ubhA thaI mAna Ape tyAM levAi jaie ? chApAmAM nAma vAMcIe eTale rAjI-rAjI thai jaIe ? ApaNu vana jANe ApaNane kAMI bhUta vaLagyu hAya tenA jevuM lAgatuM nathI ? paNa evA vicAra ja bhAgye AvatA hoya tyAM A

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zrI zAMtasudhArasa vAta zI? konI pAse ? ane zA mATe? A bhAvanAnuM kSetra che. e ApaNuM dararojanA saMbaMdhane enA kharA AkAramAM batAve che ane ApaNane uMDA vicAramAM utArI de che. enuM kSetra ApaNI nAnI sarakhI duniyA nathI, paNa AkhuM vizva che. vizvane ane ApaNe potAne (AtmAne) saMbaMdha zuM che? keTale che? ane keTalA vakhata mATenuM che? te ane A cAre tarapha nATaka cAle che, ApaNe paNa jemAM utarI paDyA chIe ene barAbara samajavuM e bhAvanAno viSaya che. eka vAra ApaNe kyAM chIe ? kyAM doDyA jaIe chIe ? zA mATe doDyA jaIe chIe? ane ApaNane koNa ghasaDe che? e samajAyuM eTale pachI to savAla mAtra AcaraNamAM mUkavAne ja rahe che. ' vastune yathAsvarUpe oLakhavI e prathama jarUrIAtanI bAbata che. vastune oLakhyA pachI enI sAthe saMbaMdha keTale rAkhavo? kyAM sudhI rAkhavo? athavA rAkhave ja nahi tene nirNaya thaI zake che. vastune yathAsvarUpe oLakhyA vagara tene aMge nirNaya thaI zake nahi ane karavAmAM Ave to te TakI zake nahi. vastuone oLakhIe tyAre ApaNe atyAra sudhI kema nAcyA? ane kaNe nacAvyA? e barAbara oLakhI-jANIsamajI zakIe, tyAre samajAya ke jene ApaNe ApaNAM mAnyA, je vastune ApaNI mAnI, je saMbaMdho khAtara laDyA, hasyA, paDI maryA athavA anekanI khuzAmata karI e sarva vastugate kevA che ane ApaNe saMbaMdha karavA lAyaka che ke nahi ane hAya te tenI khAtara laDavuM ke paDI maravuM paravaDe ke nahi ? A jAtanI vicAraNAne "viveka' kahevAmAM Ave che. viveka eTale sAcA ane khoTA, sthAyI ane asthAyI, ApaNA ane pArakA, ane keNe nAkhIe tyAre Ave to te A nirNaya

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pravezaka 13 AnadadAyI ke viSAdyakArI vaccenA taphAvatanuM kharAkhara bhAta. AvA prakAranA jJAna mATe khUba uMDA utaravAnI jarUra paDe che. A uMDA utaravAnA-viveka prApta karavAnA kAryane AtmA leAkana ' ( Self-examination ) kahevAmAM Ave che. jyAre uMDA utarIe, peAtAnI jAta tarapha joie, pArakAnI cikitsA karavAnI rIta cheDI daIe, uparachallA khyAlane tilAMjalI ApIe tyAre ApaNe na jANyA ke na kalpyA hAya tevAM pariNAme tarapha doravAi jaie chIe. pachI ApaNane ApaNI vastunuM, ApaNA sthAnanuM, ApaNI sthitinuM, ApaNI TUMkI samajaNunuM bhAna thAya che; paNa e sarva paristhiti nIpajAvavA mATe ApaNe khUba aMdara utaravuM ghaTe che. ene pariNAme kaI dazA prApta thAya che te vicAravAnu kSetra dhyAna vibhAgamAM Ave. ApaNe atyAre te viveka karatAM zIkhIe, avaleAkana karatAM zIkhIe, uMDA utaratAM zIkhIe ane te dvArA je vicAre Ave ane je niyA thAya tene saMgrahI rAkhIe. e thaze eTale AgaLa vadhavAnA mArga ApaNane maLI Avaze, sujI jaze athavA tA ApaNe zeAdhI zakIe evI sthitimAM mUkAi jazuM, AvA prakAranuM bhAvanAnu kSetra che. enAM pariNAme AtmA kai sthitimAM mUkAya che te ApaNe AgaLa jozu ane chevaTe tenA paNa vicAra karazu ane sAmAnya avaleAkana karI jazu. C zAMtarasane rasa kahI zakAya ke nahi e ma carca vA jevu' che, paNa enI carcAmAM sAhityanA eka agatyanA viSacanI ane vyAkhyAonI vaijJAnika najare carcA karavAnI hAI sarvAMne temAM rasa paDe ke nihu e jarA guMcaLuvALI khAkhata

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14 zrI-zAMta-sudhArasa che ane graMthanA pravezakamAM mInajarUrI che. A graMthanI chevaTe pariziSTamAM e viSaya sAhityanI dRSTie carca le jovAmAM Avaze. > zrI ' zAMtasudhArasa ' graMthamAM bAra bhAvanAnA avaleAkananI draSTie ane AtmAne uddezIne vistAra karyo che. e bhAvanAo kaI che ane tenu uMDu rahasya zuM che te pratyeka bhAvanAmAM ktoe khatAvyu che. dareka bhAvanAne cheDe vistArathI avaleAkana ane vicAraNA karavAmAM Avaze. e bhAvanAnA viSaya avaleAkana karavAnA che ane te paNa jevuM tevuM uparaceATIyu avaleAkana nahiM, paNa kharekharUM aMdara uMDANamAM utarIne karavAnu che. A mAra bhAvanAne viveka ane AtmAvaleAkana sAthe kevA sabaMdha che ane e banne vastu Atmapragati karavA IcchanAra mATe keTalI jarUrI che te ApaNe kaika joyu. bAkI pratyeka prasaMge e vAta para dhyAna kheMcavAnI taka levAmAM Avaze. - A sarva khAkhatamAM mudde eka ja che ke vastune vastu tarIke ALakhI, svaparaneA khyAla karI svane svIkAra ane parane tyAga karave e prakAranA Adarzane dhyAnamAM rAkhI, tene jema ane tema jaldIthI pahoMcI vaLavA prayatna karavA. aneka upadezanA, zAstragraMthAnA ane zravaNa-vAcanane sAra e che ke svaparanu vivecana karavuM, pariNatinI nimaLatA karavI, viSayakaSAya upara bane teTalA kAbU meLavavA ane sathA kAbU meLavavAne Adarza rAkhI te siddha karavA prayatna karavA. A cAlu bAbatane aMge eka hakIkata kahI A viSaya pUrA karIe. bhAvanA e prakAranI che: zubha ane azubha. zubha bhAvanAnI vAta A graMthamAM AvavAnI che tyAre prastuta hakIkata kahevAze. azubha bhAvanAone paNa ALakhavAnI jarUra che. tenA pAMca prakAra che:

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pravezyaka 15 (1) kAMdapa bhAvanA strI-viSayabhoga mATe vicAraNA ane pravRttio. (2) keDhibapI bhAvanAH kaleza karAve tevI, khaTapaTa karAvanArI, rAjanIti, dhamAla-tophAnanI hakIkato. (3) AbhiyogikI bhAvanAH yuddha-laDAI karAve tevI khaTapaTa, taiyArI, dhamAdhama ane vAtAvaraNa. (4) dAnavI bhAvanA AsurI bhAvanA: meha-mada-matsarAdi mane vikAronA khyAlo. (5) sa hI bhAvanA rAga-dveSane vadhAranArI, piSanArI, kuTuMba dhanamAM mamatva karAvanArI hakIkata. A pAMca prakAranI bhAvanAo tajavA yogya che. e vAta paNa eTalI ja upayogI hoI khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavA yogya che. zubha bhAvanAne samajatAM A azubha bhAvanAo paNa samajavI paDaze. vastuviveka karatAM te barAbara samajAI jaze. A graMthamAM kahela bAra bhAvanAne "anuprekSA(bhAvanA) kahevAmAM Ave che. e anuprekSA zabdano artha ja AtmAvalaMkana thAya che. " artha jevuM ema thAya che ane tenI sAthe manu ane 5 upasarga maLI ene vadhAre majabUta ane cAre tarapha janAra anAve che. e uparAMta eka bIjI hakIkata e che ke e sarva bhAvanAo dhyAnanA vizALa cogika viSayanI pUrvagAminI ane dhyAnamAM sthira rAkhanAra paNa che. dhyAnano viSaya ghaNe vizALa che ane te gagraMthamAM khUba carcAya che. e dhyAnanA viSaane ApaNe ahIM cacI na zakIe, kAraNa ke te viSaya vistIrNa che ane atra aprastuta che. e dhyAnanI hetubhUta cAra bhAvanAo cegA purUSoe batAvI che. e anukrame maitrI, pramoda, kAraNya ane mAdhya che. bAra anuprekSA(bhAvanA) pachI A

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16 zrI zAMtasudhArasa cAra bhAvanAe paNu atAvavAmAM Avaze ane yogapragatimAM temanAM sthAnane paNa khyAla karavAmAM Avaze. matalaba ApaNA vicArAnI spaSTatA karavA, ApaNe kayAM chIe te samajavA, ApaNA samadhA ane ApaNA bhAvAnu pRthakkaraNa karavA A anuprekSA ane dhyAnahetubhUta bhAvanAone ghaNuM agatyanuM sthAna che ane atyAranA ati pravRttimaya jIvanamAM te khAsa sthAna che. ApaNe kai jAtanA uMDA vicAra ryA vagara doDyA ja karIe chIe ane zuM karIe chIe tenA khyAla thAya te pahelAM tA pramAdamAM paDI jaie chIe. ApaNane svapnA paNa doDAdoDInAM ja Ave che ane pAchA jAgIe chIe eTale vaLI doDAdoDImAM paDI jaie chIe. pathArImAMthI nIce paga mUkIe tyAM dararojanu chApu paDayu. hAya, tyAM AtmArAmane ke zAMtine vicAra kayAMthI Ave ? A asahya sthiti kAi paNa rIte calAvavA ceAgya nathI. sAdhya vagaranuM jIvana nirarthaka che, Adarza vagaranuM jIvana sukAna vagaranA vahANa jevuM che ane artha vagaranI doDAdoDI taddana hAMsI karAvanAra che. A rIte A graMthanA viSayane ane tenI upayuktatAnA paricaya karAvyA pachI have ApaNe graMthakartAnI sAthe cAlIe. pratyeka prakAzane cheDe e viSaya para anya vicArakAnA vicAra paNa grahaNa karazuM ane sAthe sAthe bIjI aneka prAsagika vAtA paNa karazu. zabdArtha jANanAranI sagavaDa jaLavAya, mAtra mULa vAMcanAranI paNa sagavaDa jaLavAya e paddhatie A vivecanavicAraNA karavAmAM Avaze. pariziSTamAM mahAbuddhizALI graMtha racayitAnuM caritra upalabhya thaze te batAvavA prayatna thaze. ATale pravezaka karI have ApaNe prathama graMthakartA sAthe viharIe.

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OM paramAtmane namaH upAdhyAya zrIvinayavijayaviracita zrI zAMtasudhArasa -

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................................... prastAvanA . . . . . zArdUlavikrIDita nIrandhe bhavakAnane parigalatpazcAzravAmbhodhare, nAnAkarmalatAvitAnagahane mohAndhakAroddhare / bhrAntAnAmiha dehinAM sthirakRte kAruNyapuNyAtmabhistIrthezaiH prathitAssudhArasakiro ramyA giraH pAntu vaH // 1 // . drutavilambita sphurati cetasi bhAvanayA vinA, na viduSAmapi zAntasudhArasaH / na ca sukhaM kRzamapyamunA vinA, jagati mohaviSAdaviSAkule // 2 // yadi bhavabhramakhedaparAGmukhaM, yadi ca cittamanantasukhonmukham / zRNuta tatsudhiyaH zubhabhAvanA-.. . bhRtarasaM mama zAntasudhArasam // 3 // 1 bhAvanAmRtarasaM pAThAMtara.

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0400en00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000% 400000000000000 prastAvanAne sAmAnya artha 00000000 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 1 je saMsArarUpa vana (jaMgala) bahAra nIkaLavAnA rastA vagaranuM che, je cAre taraphathI varasatA pAMca prakAranA AzravarUpa vAdaLA-varasAdavALuM che, je aneka prakAranAM karmorUpa latAo (DALa)thI khUba gahana baneluM che ane je meharUpI aMdhakArathI vyApta che te jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDelA prANIone sthira karavAne vAte karUNAbhAvathI pavitra thayela AtmAvALA tIrthAdhirAjee sudhArasathI bharapUra ane ati AnaMdane ApanAra vANune vistAra kyA che-te vANI tamAruM saMrakSaNa kare. 2 bhAvanA vagara vidvAnonAM manamAM paNa zAMtirUpa amRtane rasa (zAMtasudhArasa) jAgatuM nathI-pragaTato nathI ane A meha tema ja saMtAparUpa jherathI bharelA saMsAramAM e (rasa) vagara lagAra mAtra paNa sukha (jevuM kAMI ) nathI. 3 buddhimAne ! vicArake ! A saMsAramAM rakhaDapATe karavAnA thAkathI tamAruM mana uMcuM thaI gayuM hoya ane jene kadi nAza na thAya evuM ( anaMta) aMta-cheDA vagaranuM (sthAyI) sukha prApta karavA sanmukha tamAruM mana thayuM hoya to suMdara bhAvanAothI bharela mAre zAMtasudhArasa graMtha (zAMta amRtarasa) sAMbhaLo. 1 Azrava karmane grahaNa karavAnA mArgo pAMca cheH mithyAtva, mavirati, pramAda, kaSAya, yoga. e dvArA kama AtmA sAthe joDAya che. athavA prANAtipAta, mRSAvAda, adattAdAna, mithuna ane parigraha e pa pAMca Azrava che.

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20 sumanaso manasi zrutapAvanA, yadiha rohati mohatirohitA nidadhatAM yadhikA dazabhAvanAH / ArttaraudrapariNAmapAvaka 'dbhutagatirviditA samatAlatA // 4 // rathoddhatA pluSTabhAvuka vivekasauSTave / ka prarohatitamAM samAGkuraH vasaMtatilakA yasyAzayaM zrutakRtAtizayaM viveka mAnase viSayalolupAtmanAM, sadbhAvanAsuralatA na hi tasya dUre, zrI. zAMta-sudhA 2 sa pIyUSavarSaramaNIyaramaM zrayante / anuSTub anityatvAzaraNate, bhavamekatvamanyatAm / lokottaraprazamasaukhyaphalaprasUtiH || 6 || azaucamAzravaM cAtman ! saMvaraM paribhAvaya karmaNo nirjarAM dharma-sUktatAM lokapaddhatim | bodhidurlabhatAmetAM bhAvayanmucyase bhavAt " // 5 // // 7 // // 8 //

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prastAvanA. 4 suMdara cittamadiranA mAlekA ! vidvAneA ! tamArA kAnAne pavitra karanAra khAra bhAvanAone tamArAM manamAM dhAraNa karI, jene pariNAme sArI rIte jAyalI ( suprasiddha ) samatArUpI kalpavelaDI jenA prasAra atyAre meharAje DhAMkI dIdhA che ane vastuta: jenI adbhuta zakti (gati ) che te tamArAmAM ugI Ave--mULa ghAlIne vadhatI jAya. pa iMdriyanA viSayeAmAM khUba lapaTa thayelA prANIonAM manajemAMthI Artta ane dra pariNAmarUpa agnithI bhAvanArUpa vivekanuM cAturya khaLI--jhaLI gayelu hAya che tevA manamAM samatAnA aMkura kyAMthI mULa ghAle ? kema ugI nIkaLe ? 6 jJAna ane vijJAnane laine ati nipuNa thayelA je prANInA Azaya vivekarUpa amRtanA varasAdathI ati suMdara thayela ramaNIyatAne Azraya kare che eTale jJAnavAna prANInA AzayamAM viveka bhaLelA hAya che tevA prANIothI leAkeAttara prazama sukhanAM phaLane janma ApanAra sudara bhAvanArUpa kalpalatAnI velaDI dUra dUra rahetI nathI--tenI najIka AvatI jAya che. 7-8 Atman ! nIcenI bhAvanAone bhAvavAthI tuM saMsAramAMthI mukta thai zakIza. te bhAvanAe A pramANe: 1 Atta--iviyeAga, aniSTasaMyeAga, ranidAna ane AgAmI ciMtA. haidra-jIvanAza, asatya, cau ane vastusaMrakSaNa. ----

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22. zrI zAMtasudhArasa (1) anityatA. (padArthonA sagA-saMbaMdha sarve thoDA vakhata mATenA che.) (2) azaraNutA. ( pugaLane saMbaMdha saMkaTa haranAra zaraNa ApanAra ke zAMti karanAra nathI.) (3) bhava (saMsAra). (cAra gatirUpa saMsAranuM svarUpa vicAravuM-bhavabhramaNa samajavuM.) (4) ekatva. (A prANa ekalo Avyo che, eka javAne che-e vicAravuM.) (5) anyatva. (zarIra Adi sarva AtmAthI para che pArakuM che evI vicAraNuM.) (6) azaca. (zarIra apavitra padArthothI bhareluM che tene sAce khyAla.) (7) Azraya. (karmabaMdhananAM sthAne, tenI praNAlikA ane - te saMbaMdhI vicAraNuM.) (8) saMvara. (AvatAM karmone rokI rAkhavAnA mArgonI vicAraNA. ) (9) karmanirjarA. (bAMdhelA karmone bhegavyA vagara kha pAvavAnA mArgo.) (10) dharmabhAvanA.(paraspara avirodhIpaNe dharmasvarUpanuM viziSTa ciMtavana.) (11) lakasvarUpa. (A vizvanI mAMDaNa, racanA ane sthAnane khyAla.) (12) badhidurlabhatA. (dharma sAmagrI-samaktinI prApti thavI ghaNuM muzkela che tenI vicAraNA.)

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nukhyaJulyHuAMITIllurquiHu9uIn E prastAvanA ( prathamanA zlokane vistarArtha). 1 eka mahAna jaMgala che. gADha araNya che. bhayaMkara vana che. emAM jhADIne pAra nathI. niraMtara lIlotarI ugatI jAya che ane nAza pAmatI jAya che. e eTaluM vizALa che ke ene pAra Avato nathI, ene cheDo dekhAto nathI, emAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAne raste jaDato nathI. emAM vRkSa, latA ane cheDavAo evA ADAavaLA tarapha vIMTaLAI aMdara aMdara guMcavAI gayA che ke e dareka jagyAe ghaNuM gahana uDuM dekhAya che. jyAM joIe tyAM uMDANa, jhADI ane acokkasa rIte vadhatI ane vadhatI lIlerI dekhAya che. mAthe sakhata vAdaLAM caDhayAM che, meghADaMbara gAjI rahyo che, prakAzane aTakAvI rahyo che ane vAdaLAMmAMthI avAranavAra varasAda varasI rahyo che. kaI kaI vAra chAMTA paDe che, kaI kaI vAra muzaLadhAra varasAda paDe che, kaI kaI vAra jhaDIne varasAda paDe che, AkhA jaMgalamAM bhayaMkara aMdhakAra vyApI rahyo che, rasto paNa dekhAya nahi evuM timira tarapha pasarI rahyuM che ane aMdaranI doDAdoDamAM kayAM javuM ane kaI bAjue cAlavuM tenI kAMI kaLa paDatI nathI. AvA gADha jaMgalamAM A prANI bhUlo paDyo che. tenA jevA aneka prANuo cAre tarapha rakhaDe che. e kyAM jAya che? enuM emane bhAna nathI. e zAmATe rakhaDe che? ene ene khyAla nathI. e aMdhakAramAM ahIMthI tyAM ane tyAMthI bIje ema rakhaDyA kare che, navA navA rUpa dhAraNa karI nATake kare

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24 zrI zAMtasudhArasa che ane sAcuM sukha zuM che ane kyAM che teno vicAra karyA vagara kvacit mAnyatAnAM sukhamAM ane moTe bhAge rakhaDapaTTInA trAsamAM navA navA veza laI AMTA mAryA kare che. ene dizAnuM bhAna nathI, e kayAM che te samajAtuM nathI ane ene nIkaLavAne raste sUjhatuM nathI-jaDatuM nathI ane kavacit kaI vIralane e mArga jaDe tene teo gAMDo ke bAvare gaNI enI vAta tarapha dhyAna ApatA nathI. AvA jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDelA ane koI jAtanA dhoraNa vagara cAre tarapha doDAdoDa karanArA prANIone teonI doDAdeDI maTADanAra ke puNyAtmA mArgadarzaka thAya che. e enI anupama vANu vaDe rakhaDapaTTI aTakAvavAnA rastA batAve che. evA mahApurUSane prathama karUNA Ave che. emane manamAM ema thAya che ke A bicArA mahAjaMgalamAM kharekhara bhUlA paDelA che ane hetu ke sAtha vagara nakAmA rakhaDyA kare che. AvA prANIo upara sAcI dayA lAvI e karUNArasanA bhaMDAra mahApurUSa amRta jevI vANIvaDe e rakhaDapATe aTake evA upAya bahu premabhAve batAve che ane tema karavAno temane uddeza bhaTakanArAnI bhaTakAmaNa aTake ane teone acaLa sthAnamAM sthira vAsa thAya e ja hoya che. bhavATavImAM bhUlA paDelAne kharekhara AnaMda upajAve ane temane haMmezane mATe sarvotkRSTa sthAnake pahoMcADe tevI suMdara paristhiti A thaI. AvI vANI je keInI hoya te kharekhara te vaMdya che ane AnaMdaprada che. AvI vANune prasAda ja e apratihata che ke enuM varNana karavuM muzkela che. sarva rakhaDapATe aTakAvanAra AvI vANI tamAruM rakSaNa kare !

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prastAvanA A saMsAra e kharekhara aTavI che. hiMdamAM gADha jaMgale pUive ghaNu hatAM. ne mAIle sudhI eTalAM lAMbAM hatAM ke eka vAra je musAphara emAM bhUlo paDe te ene patto lAge nahi. e aMdara ne aMdara rakhaDyA kare-bhamyA kare. enI gADha jhADI ane aMdara rahelA bhayaMkara prANIone e aneka rIte zikAra ane ane herAna-herAna thaI jAya. atyAre bahu DAM jaMgale rahyAM che, temAM paNa darekamAM rastA banAvyA che; chatAM aTavInI gADhatA atyAre paNa muMjhave tevI hoya che. jarmanI ane amerikAmAM ghaNAM moTAM jaMgale hAla paNa mejuda che. A saMsArane aTavI sAthe barAbara sarakhAvI zakAya tema che. graMthakartAe cAra vizeSaNe mUkyA che te sArthaka che ane samajavA gya che. ApaNe te saMkSepathI joI laIe. "niraMdha A saMsAra-aTavImAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAne mArga jaDe tema nathI. e evI moTI vizALa aTavI che ke aMdara aMdara AMTA mAryA ja kare, paNa emAMthI nIkaLavAno mArga ja jaDe nahi. "dha" eTale bahAra nIkaLavAno mArga. parigalat paMcA2vAMdhare ' vaLI e saMsAra-aTavIne mAthe pAMca prakAranA AzravarUpa vAdaLAM niraMtara varasyA kare che. pAMca Azravo eTale AtmAnI sAthe karmane grahaNa karavAnuM kArya karanAra prasaMgo. e karmane AvavAnA naLe che athavA paranALIo che. jema kuvAmAMthI kADhela jaLa, nIka athavA paranALa ke naLa mAraphata khetaramAM Ave che tema AtmakSetramAM A AzradvArA karmo Ave che. e A bahu AkarA ane samajI rAkhavA jevA che. enA mukhya pAMca prakAra che ane upabheda kare che. eno vistAra sAtamI bhAvanAmAM AgaLa upara

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26 zrI.zAMta-sudhAra*sa 8 * thaze. 4ra bheda atra TUMkAmAM kahIe te! (1) pAMca mithyAtva eTale ajJAna ( 2 ) pAMca * avirati * eTale tyAga1 bhAvaneA abhAva ( 3 ) cAra ' kaSAya ' eTale krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha, (4) traNa 'cAga' eTale mana, vacana, kAyAnI pravRtti ane (5) 25 kriyA eTale zArIrika vigere pravRtti karatI vakhata thatA dASA. A pAMca prakAranA AzravA saMsAra aTavIne mAthe nira'tara laTakI rahelA che. e kharekhara vAdaLAMnu kArya ja kare che. vAdaLAMnAM kArya e che : varasavuM ane prakAzane aTakAvavA. AzravA AkhA vakhata A e kArya kharAkhara majAve che. e AtmabhUmikA upara varasyA ja kare che ane varasIne bhavATavIne lIlIchama rAkhe che ane AtmAne kavaDe bhAre manAve che. e enA bhAvane barAbara bhajave che ane AtmajyeAtinA prakAza upara e aMdhakAranI chAyA nAkhe che. e enu kArya kevI rIte kare che te ApaNe sAtamI bhAvanAmAM vistArathI jozuM. atra prastuta vAta eTalI che ke bhavATavI upara pAMce AzravA AkhA vakhata varasyA ja kare che. ' pira 'upasarga mUkavAmAM bhAre pRthvI karI che. pira eTale cAre taraph athavA hamezAM eTale e pAMce AzravarUpa vAdaLAM kAi kAI vAra varase che ema nathI, paNa sadA varasatA rahe che ane cAre tarapha AkhI bhavATavImAM varasyA kare che. * nAnAkarma latAvitAnagahane '-vaLI e bhavATavImAM AzravAne varasAda varase che eTale te navAM karmo Ave che tenI vAta thai, paNa te pahelAM te aTavI aneka prakAranA karmarUpa latAethI khUba gADha--gahana thai rahelI che, eTale ke emAM 1 AzravatattvamAM pAMca prakAranA mithyAtvane badale pAMca iMdriyA kahela che ane kaMdhanA hetumAM pAMca mithyAtva lIdhela che.

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prastAvanA 27 prANIonI sAthe aneka prakAranAM karmo lAgI rahelAM che. karmonA prakAra aneka che ane enA vipAka pAravagaranA che. enu AkhuM nATaka citaryu hAya teA pustake bharAi jAya. tadviSayaka graMthAthI e jANI levuM. atra vAta e che ke--A saMsAra aTavI khUba gIcagADhI thai gayelI che, kAraNa ke emAM karmanAM jALAMe khUba patharAi gayA che . ane cAre tarapha ADAMavaLAM paDyAM che. eka vaDanAM jhADanI vaDavAionI vAta mAnu upara rAkhIe, paNa enI zAkhAe joie ane evAM aneka jhADA hAya ane e pratyekane zAkhA-prazAkhya hAya tyAre jaMgala kevuM dhanadhAra ane gADha thai jAya tene khyAla jarUra Ave. A saMsAra aTavI aneka prakAranI karma rUpa latAethI khUba gADha banelI che. * mAhAdhakArombure-' vaLI ATalethI vAna pate tema nathI. AkhI aTavImAM bhayaMkara aMdhakAra vyApI rahyo che. mAhurAjAnuM kArya aMdhArU phelAvavAnu che. e rAga-dveSanI mAraphata kaSAyA, nAkaSAye ane iMdriyAne eTaleA avakAza Ape che ke prANI enI nidrAmAM athavA nazAmAM paDI peAte keNu che ane kayAM che e paNa vIsarI jAya che ane enAM vivekacakSu nAza pAmI jAya che. ' AMkha vinA aMdhArU ' thAya tevI enI dazA thAya che ane e aMdhakAramAM phAMphAM mAre che. e zu kare che ane zu ele che ane ze! vicAra kare che evu paNa ene kAMI bhAna rahetuM nathI. aMdhArI dhAra rAtrimAM acAnaka jAgI jatAM daravAje zeAdhavA mATe je phAMphAM mAravA paDe che tevI enI dazA thAya che. mAharAjAnA kareleA adhakAra evA pragADha hAya che ke e aMdhakAramAM prakAzanI AzA rAkhavI e ghaNI muzkela khAmata che.

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zrI-zAMtRsudhArasa eka bhayaMkara jaMgala che. emAM jhADI, latA, jhAMkharA, DALIene pAra nathI, emAM cAre tarapha aMdhakAra vyApele che, emAM mAthe vAdaLAM caDhI AvelAM che ane niraMtara varasyA kare che. emAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnA rastA dekhAtA nathI. AvI ja saMsAra aTavI che. emAM nAnA prakAranA karmanI gIca jhADI che, emAM meharAjAe vaLI khUba aMdhakAra phelAvyo che, enI upara AzravarUpa vAdaLe varasyA ja kare che ane emAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnA rastA dekhAtA nathI, jaDatA nathI, patto lAge tevI sthitimAM sAdhAraNa rIte nathI. AvI saMsAra aTavImAM A prANI-aneka prANuo rakhaDyA kare che, aMdhakAramAM phAMphAM mAre che, Azrone saMgraha kare che, enA jaLathI karmane vistAra vadhAre che ane bahAra javAne mArga zodhatA nathI, kadAca sAMpaDe to tene oLakhatA nathI ane niraMtara doDAdoDa karI rakhaDaDyA kare che. keAIvAra upara jAya che, koI vAra nIce jAya che ane koI vAra ADAavaLA rakhaDe che. e saMsAra aTavI kevI che tenuM svarUpa ApaNe AgaLa agyAramI bhAvanAmAM vadhAre jozuM. Akho vakhata-anAdi kALathI AvI bhavATavImAM rakhaDatA bhUlA paDelA ApaNe sarva chIe. ApaNe cAre tarapha vagara arthanI doDAdoDa karI rahyA chIe ane cAre tarapha Akhe vakhata nAcatA pharIe chIe. kaI pUche ke kayAM cAlyA? te kAMI samajatA nathI, samajAya te javAba ApI zakatA nathI, paNa pAchI doDAdoDa cAlu rAkhIe chIe. vAta eTalI hada sudhI bane che ke ghaNAkharA prANIo te

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prastAvanA rakhaDIe chIe e vAta paNa jANatA nathI, jANe te mAnatA nathI, sAcuM sukha oLakhatA nathI, jarA sukha jevo bhAsa thAya, kAMika sagavaDa maLe ke tene sukha samajI temAM meja mANe che ane upara-nIce ADAavaLA cakkara cakkara pharyA ja kare che. koI karUNArasathI bharelA mahApurUSe enI e sthiti jue che. teoe paNa aneka bhramaNaparaMparAmAMthI pasAra thayA bAda khama prayAsa karI pitAnA AtmAne pavitra banAvelA hoya che. pote sAcuM sukha kyAre ane kema maLe te barAbara samajI gayelA hoya che. evA mahApurUSone tItha kara" kahevAmAM Ave che. jenI madadavaDe A saMsAra-samudra tarI zakAya tevA dharmasAdhana samudrane aMge tIrtha kahevAya ane evA tIrthanuM sthApana karanAra tIrthakara kahevAya che. e mahAna zuddha sattvazALI mahAtmAo karUNArasathI bharelA hoya che. emanI karUNuM kevA prakAranI hAya. che te AgaLa paMdaramAM prakaraNamAM batAvavAmAM Avaze. asAdhAraNa vIrya ane zaktine prabhAve teo vastusvarUpa jANI gayelA hoya che ane vastune oLakhyA pachI te karUNArasanI prasAdI tarIke potAne prApta thayelI hakIkata prANIone kharekharI bhAvadayAthI batAve che. e jyAre vastusvarUpanuM prakAzana kare che tyAre zAMtarasanI kharI jamAvaTa thAya che. prANIo potAnA kudaratI vera paNa visarI jAya che ane AkhA vAtAvaraNamAM zAMti jAme che. e ati madhura. vANIvaDe jyAre potAne samajAtuM svarUpa janasamAja AgaLa raju kare che, tyAre zAMtine varasAda varasatA hoya che ane ati zAMta paristhitinI vacce. teo ati mIThA zabdamAM prema, upaje tevI rIte vastuvarUpa batAve che.

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zrI*zAMta-sudhArasa emanI vastusvarUpa batAvavAnI paddhatine amRtarasanA prasAra sAthe sarakhAvI zakAya. jANe paramAtmAnA mukhamAMthI amRta jharatuM hoya evI taddana zAMta vANI mAlakAza rAgamAM nIkaLe che ane enA pratyeka zabda ane vAkya zrotAne e zAMtarasamAM meLI de che. mahAtmA purUSonA sannikane prasAda jeNe anubhavye hAya ene ja enI viziSTatA uttamatA ane mahattA khyAlamAM Ave tema che. evA mahAtmA pAse jaie tyAre ApaNAmAM game teTaleA ukaLATa hAya te dUra thai jAya che, kacavATa nAza pAmI jAya che ane citta ani canIya dazA anubhave che. sAdhAraNa mahApurUSA jene ApaNe ceAgI tarIke oLakhIe chIe temanI pAse jatAM paNa kAMika AvA anubhava thAya che tA khUda tIrthAdhirAjanA sAnidhyamAM kevI dazA thatI haze ? kevI aMkhaDa zAMti vyApatI haze ? kevI ananya sthiti aMdara anubhavAtI haze? tenI vyAkhyA karavI azakya che. 30 AvI amRtarasane varasAvanArI vANImAM asAdhAraNa maLa hAya che. eka sAdhAraNa sArA vaktA paNa zrotAsamAjane deravI zake che te! pachI jyAM zamarasanA ghuMTaDA bharAtA haiAya, jyAM zAMtijaLanA phuvArA uDatA hAya, jyAM zAMta jaLanAM jaLakaNA cAre tarapha uDI rahyAM hAya. ane jyAM AkhA vAtAvaraNamAM zAMti ane zamanI vibhUtie jAmI gai hoya tyAM zI sthiti thAya ? e vANInuM baLa kevu' hAya ? pAMtrIza guNa yukta e vALI hRdayanI ArapAra utarI jAya ane manane hulAvI nAkhI zAMtimAM tarakhALa kare emAM jarA paNa Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. vaLI e vANI ati ' ramya 'che, e sAMbhaLatAM manane ane kAnane AnaMda upajAve tevI che, manane vaza karI le tevI

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prastAvanA che ane AkhA jIvanane jhaNajhaNATa karAve tevI hoI khuba vinoda karAvanArI che. prANune ramya bhASA sAMbhaLavI game che, karkazatA hoya te majA AvatI nathI. bhagavAna bele tyAre tuccha bhASApraga kadI karatA nathI. e "devAnupriya" "bhavya' Adi suMdara zabdano prayoga karI prANune upadeza Ape che. emanI bhASA keTalI priya-rakhya hoya che te temane koI paNa bhASApraga vicAravAthI barAbara samajAya tevuM che. vaLI dareka prANa potAne samajAya tevI bhASAmAM bhagavAnane upadeza sAMbhaLe eTale ene temAM rasa paDe che. paramAtmAnI vANuMnA pAMtrIza guNe A sthaLe vicAravA egya che. e kAraNe e bhASA khUba ramya" vinodakArI ane AnaMda ApanArI lAge che. AvI asAdhAraNa baLavALI vANuM prakaTa karavAnuM kAraNa eka ja hoya che. upara varNana karyuM tevA bhaMyakara vana-jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDelA-rakhaDapaTe caDhelA prANIone sthira karavA, emane rakhaDapATe aTakAva ane emane A bhavaprapaMcamAMthI mukta karI niraMtaranI zAMti maLe evI sthiti samajAvavI. AvI vANI tamAruM rakSaNa kare! graMthakartA kahevA mAge che ke asAdhAraNa vIryavatI evI bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevanI vANI tamAruM rakSaNa karo. bhAva e che ke-zrI tIrthAdhirAjanI evI suMdara zAMta vANI bhavATavImAM bhaTakavAthI dUra rahevAnuM tamane baLa Apo! " graMthanA AraMbhamAM (1) AzIrvAda (2) namaskAra athavA (3) vastunirdeza e traNa athavA traNamAMnI eka bAbata batAvavAne ziSTa saMpradAya che. Arnizivanamo vAra tANam eTale graMthanI zarUAtamAM kAM te kaI -

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zrIzAMta-sudhArasa prakArane AzIrvAda apAya che athavA keI ISTa devane namaskAra karavAmAM Ave che, athavA graMthamAM karyo viSaya che teno prastAva karavAmAM Ave che. A prAcIna Arya paddhati sarvathA pUrvakALanA graMthamAM svIkArAyelI jovAmAM Ave che. graMthakAra zrI vinayavijayajI upAdhyAye A traNe bAbatene samAveza A prathamanA zlokamAM karyo jaNAya che. "tamArUM rakSaNa kare' ema kahIne teozrIe hRdayapUrvaka AzIrvAda mahApurUSa tIrthAdhirAjane nAme Ave che. A AzIrvAda thaye. tIrthAdhirAjane " kAryapuNya AtmA " karUNAbhAvathI pavitra thayela AtmAvALA batAvIne ane teozrIe karelo vANune prasAra ramya che, AnaMda utpanna karanAra che, sAMbhaLatAM vinoda karAve tevo che ane kAna ane manane rasamAM taraboLa kare te che e dvArA tIrthAdhirAjane emaNe hadayapUrvaka namaskAra karyo che ane vastunirdeza temaNe "sudhArasakira" zabdathI karyo jaNAya che. A graMthamAM zAMtasudhA-zama amRta bhaye che. enuM nAma zAMtasudhArasa che ane e viSaya A graMthamAM AvanAra che ene atra digadarzana pUrate nirdeza karyo che. A prastAvanAmAM e hakIkta-vastunideza haju vadhAre karavAne che, atra te mAtra tene sUcavela ja hoya tema jaNAya che. AvI suMdara rIte graMthanI zarUAta karavAmAM AvI che. bhavATavInI viSamatA barAbara lAgu paDatAM cAra vizeSaNethI batAvI temAM bhUlA paDelAne ThekANe lAvanAranuM adbhuta TUMka muddAsaranuM varNana karI emanI amRta sarakhI vANunI prazaMsA karatAM ane ene pAlanasvabhAva batAvatAM emaNe

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prastAvanA. viSayanirdeza karI dIdho che ane sAthe jaNAvI dIdhuM che ke pote je zAMtasudhArasa graMthanI racanA kare che te asAdhAraNa AtmabaLavALA ane karUNarasanA bhaMDAra zrI tIrtharAjanI amRta vANIne anusare che ane je vANune paramAtmAe vistAra kaye che e ja vANIne anusarI pote paNa enA bhAvane batAvaze. e sudhArasa-amRtarasa kevI bhUmikA upara jAme-jAge te have batAve che. ( 2 A graMthanuM nAma "zAMtasudhArasa zAMtarasanuM rasatva sAhityamAM mahAprayAse siddha thayuM. e rasa kAMI sAdhAraNa ramatanI cIja nathI, e prApta kare e kAMI baccAMnAM khela nathI, e kAMI hAmajI-bhAmajInA kAma nathI. e zAMtarasa jAge kevI rIte? kene jAme? ane kyAre jAme? e vAta graMthata pote ja kahe che. ene graMthane viSaya pratipAdana kare che eTale enI sAthe sarva saMbaMdha tene batAvavo ja rahyo. bahu bhavya rIte e pitAnI hakIkata raju kare che. tenI pratipAdana zelI paNa kharekhara vicAravA cogya che. - A A saMsAra meha ane viSAde utpanna karelA jherathI AkuLavyAkuLa thaI gayela che. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, hAsya, zoka, kAmaga vigere manevikArAne pariNAme prANanI nirNaya zaktimAM je ulaTabhAva Ave che athavA te nirNaya-zakti kuMThita thaI jAya che te meha-ajJAnajanya che. A meha'nuM sAmrAjya AkhA jagata para cAle che. buddhi ane nirNaya-zaktimAM bheda pADe e mehanuM kArya che. "huM ane mArUM" e ene maMtra che. viSAda paNa mehane pariNAme ja Ave che. mAMdA paDIe

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34, zrI zAMtasudhArasa sAie tevuM lAga A mAharAja che ane ene e tyAre khUba viSAda thAya che ane jANe kaI divasa janmyA ja na hoIe tevuM lAge che. sagA-snehInA du:khathI ke maraNathI paNa viSAda thAya che. A maharAjA rAgadveSa utpanna kare che, te banne maLIne cAra kaSAya utpanna kare che ane ene laIne AkhA jIvanamAM jhera bharAI jAya che. khAruM-khATuM thayeluM jIvana buddhine viparyAsa kare che ane viSAda-zeka jIvanane kaDavuM banAve che. A meha ane viSAdanuM jhera AkhA jagatamAM bhareluM che. mAtra enI jarA upara jaI avalokana karIe te ja A jhera samajAya-oLakhAya tema che. AvA jherathI bharelA saMsAramAM zAMtasudhArasa prApta karavo ghaNuM muzkela che. enAM svapna AvavAM paNa muzkela che. are! TUMkamAM kahIe to ene jhabakAre che paNa azakya che. have zAMtarasanI prApti vagara to A duniyAmAM kAMI kharo rasa paDe tevuM nathI. bAkInA sarva ra te kSaNika che, AvIne-jhabakIne uDI janArA che ane duniyAdArImAM kahevata che ke "rasanA to caTakA hoya, kAMI kuMDA na hoya." e kahevatane kharI karanArA che. caTakA paNa upara uparanA ane AvIne khasI janArA hoya che. zAMtarasa ja kharo, lAMbA vakhatana ane cirasthAyI asara mUkI janAra che. A zAMtarasa aMdara jAge kema? jAme kema? ane Take kema? duniyAnI najare DAhyAA lAgatA mANasone barAbara joIe to teomAMnA ghaNAkharA eka athavA bIjA manovikArane vaza hoya che. keI salAha levA lAyaka lAgatA hoya chatAM potAnAM dhana ke buddhinA madamAM paDelA hoya che, keI lobhane vaza hoya che, keI strInA pAzamAM paDelA hoya che, koI "marI gayA-marI

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prastAvanA. 35 gayA' evu mAnI nira Mtara kakaLATa karatA hAya che. keAI khATA daMbhI hAya che, koi dhamAlIA hAya che, kAi krodhI hAya che, kAi mazkarA hAya che, kAi khIkaNu hAya che, phAI vAta vAtamAM chIMkI janArA hoya che ane keAi uparathI sabhya jaNAtA hoya paNa tenA jIvananA abhyAsa karatAM ati kSudra tuccha-pAmaruM mAlUma paDe che. AvA mAsAmAM zAMtarasa kema jAme ? e game teTalu bhaNelA hAya, game tevA grejyueTa thayelA hAya, vizvavidyAlayanI aneka upAdhie dharAvatA hAya, nyAyAsana pAse akkalane cakkaramAM nAkhI de tevI dalIla karanArA hAya, mutsaddIgIrImAM sAmAne thApa avarAvanArA hAya-paNa aMte enAmAM zAMtarasa jAmatA nathI. jAmavAnI vAta zuM karavI? enAmAM zAMtarasa sphuratA paNa nathI, dekhAva paNa detA nathI, camakArA paNa karatA nathI. --- vAstavika hakIkata e che ke A zAMtarasa vagara A jagatamAM nAma mAtra paNa sukha nathI. ApaNe sarva sukhane icchIe chIe ane sukha pAchaLa deoDIe chIe ane ene meLavavAnA valakhA mArIe chIe, paNa kharUM sukha ALakhatA nathI ane kSaNika sukhane sukha mAnI temAM rAcI jaie chIe. bhartRhari kahe che tema vyAdhinA pratikArane ApaNe sukha mAnI laIe chIe. kadAca khAvAmAM dUdhapAka-purI ke rasa roTalI maLe te temAM sukha zuM? ane hAramenIyama, dilarUmA, nAca sAthe gAyana sAMbhachIe temAM sukha zu? strI sAthe viSayAna'4 bhAgavIe emAM paNa sukha zu? ane bhramaranI jema game tyAM rakhaDIe evA cArInA dhaMdhAmAM paNa AnaMda ze? A prANI kharA sukhane ALakhatA nathI ane samajyA vagara sukhanA AbhAsa pachavADe

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zrI zAMtasudhArasa doDyA kare che. vAstavika sukha to Atmika AnaMdamAM che. e cirasthAyI che ane pachavADe kacavATa vagaranuM che. e sukha zAMtarasa vagara nAma mAtra paNa maLatuM nathI. AvuM kharuM sukha meLavavAno upAya have vicArIe. sukha meLavavA mATe kaI rAjamArga sAMpaDe to majA Ave. e sukha bhAvanAthI sAMpaDe che ema jene atulya sukha maLyuM che te anubhavathI kahe che. ApaNe koI vastu prApta karavI hoya te tenAM mULa zodhavAM paDe che. tyAre A bhAvanA te zI cIja che? te barAbara samajavuM ghaTe. mAte ti mAvanA "saMsAra uparathI vairAgya utpanna karavA mATe manamAM vAraMvAra jenuM smaraNa karavAmAM Ave ane te dvArA A saMsArabaMdhanathI AtmAne mukta karavAmAM Ave athavA AtmAne mokSa sanamukha karavAmAM Ave te bhAvanA." - samajaNa ane jJAna vagara kaI paNa kriyA enA vAstavika AkAramAM thaI zakatI nathI. ApaNe koNa chIe? kyAM chIe? ane zA mATe chIe? ane A AkhA nATakano kharo artha zuM che? e barAbara vicAravAnuM kSetra bhAvanA che. ApaNe pravezakamAM je prazno upasthita karyA che teno javAba bhAvanA Ape che. e bhAvanAne barAbara vicAravAnuM kAraNa e che ke e dvArA ApaNe sAme jevAne badale aMdara jatA zIkhIe chIe. anyathA ApaNane koI pIDA kare to ApaNe tenA upara caDAIe chIe. evI rIte dareka bAbatamAM upara uparane khyAla karavAnI ja ApaNane Teva che. - A Teva bhAvanAthI maTe che. bhAvanA ApaNane aMdara jotAM

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37 prastAvanA, zIkhave che. vastune badale vastunAM kAraNe tarapha ApaNane laI jAya che. kutarAne lAkaDI paDe eTale e lAkaDIne karaDavA doDe che, e tenuM ajJAna che. lAkaDI kayA gunhAne badale paDI te zodhavAnuM tene mana ja thatuM nathI. moharAjAe paNa A jagatamAM evuM ajJAna phelAvyuM che ke ApaNI dazA teNe lAkaDIne karaDavA deDanAra kutarA jevI ja karI nAkhI che. jyAre A graMthamAM kahevAnI bhAvanA upara vAraMvAra smaraNa-ciMtavana thaze ane vastu temaja saMbaMdha barAbara oLakhavA prayatna thaze tyAre zvAnavRtti aTakaze. zAMtarasanI jamAvaTa barAbara karavA mATe A vairAgyane utpanna karanAra ane AtmAne mekSa pamADanAra bhAvanAo bhAvavI ghaTe. bhAvanA vagara vidvAna mANasanA manamAM paNa zAMtarasa jAgato nathI, UThato nathI ane jAmato nathI ane zAMtarasa vagara jarA paNa sukha nathI, tethI jene duniyAdArInA zRMgAra, hAsya, vIrarasa karatAM paNa bahu AgaLa laI janAra zAMtarasanuM mahattva samajAyuM hoya tene mATe bhAvanA bahu agatyanI cIja che. e bhAvanAo vagara vidvAna paNa saMsAramAM rakhaDI paDe che, e vagara bhaNelA mANaso paNa saMsAramAM AMTA mAryA kare che ane enA vagara zAMtarasano mahimA enA magajamAM ke vicArabhUmikAmAM Avato nathI. bhAvanA" A graMthane viSaya che, enI zakti keTalI che te atra batAvyuM. bhAvanA vagara zAMtarasa jAme nahi ane zAMtarasa vagara kharUM sukha maLe nahi. bhAvanAnI A jIvanamAM teiTalA mATe keTalI jarUra che? samaju bhaNelA-gaNelAne paNa ene

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38 zrI zAMtasudhArasa mATe keTalI cIvaTa rAkhavI ghaTe e batAvavAnI sAthe graMthartAe prastAvanAmAM "vastunirdeza" karyo che. A 3. vidvAna buddhizALIne uddezIne e vAta taddana judA AkAramAM graMthakartA kahe che. emaNe graMthanA viSayanI viziSTatA batAvI che ane zAMtarasa vidvAnemAM paNa jAme e emanI AMtarechA che. mArA vicakSaNa bhAIo ! buddhizALI mahAnubhAvo! tame A saMsAramAM rakhaDyA kare che, AMTA mAryA kare che ane hisAba vagaranA cakkare caDe che. ghaDIkamAM tame aneka rUpe hAthI, gheDA, gAya, baLada, bakarInA veza grahaNa kare che, vaLI koI vAra magara ke mAchalAM thAo che, koI vakhata kAgaDA-popaTa thAo che, vaLI kaI vAra vanaspatimAM jAo che, kaI vAra jaLamAM jAo che, keI vAra kIDI, mAkaDa, macchara thAo che, vaLI kaI vAra manuSya thaI jAo che, tame AvI rIte corAzI lakSa yonimAM AMTA mAryA kare che. tame Ama cAre tarapha cakakara cakkara phare che paNa tethI tamane phera Ave che-cakkara Ave che? ane tamane trAsa thAya che ? AvA cakakarathI tame kharekhara thAkyA che? tamane kAMI kaMTALe AvyuM che ? vaLI A saMsAramAM jarA vAra sukha maLe, pAcho viyega thAya, herAna herAna thaI jAo, raDe, kakaLa, muMjhAo, chAtInA pATIA bhIMsAI jAya evA trAsa thAya ane vaLI jarA tamArI mAnelI sagavaDa maLe eTale ene tame sukha mAne che; paNa je sukha pachavADe du:kha hoya ja nahIM evuM anaMta sukha tamAre prApta karavuM che ke atyAre je maLe temAM mahAlavuM che ane

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39 AgaLa je thAya te joyu jaze ema dhArI vAta paDatI mUkavI che ? tamArA jevA samajIno A cakrabhramaNanI dazA hAya ? dADIDhADIne pAchA paDA che. ane vaLI pAchA tyAM ja ATA mAre che! tamArA jevA vidvAna, pAMca mANasamAM pUchavA lAyaka mANasanI A dazA hAya ? tamAre kharUM sukha kharekhara meLavavuM che ? cheDA kadI na Ave ane sukha, sukha ane sukha anubhave e dazA prApta karavI che ? prastAvanA. jo tamane A rakhaDapaTTI para kharekhara kheda AvyeA hAya ane tamArA manamAM sAcuM sukha huMmezane mATe maLe evo icchA tIvra svarUpe thai heAya te huM tamane tenA rastA khatAvuM. tame kharekhara Atura hA tA mArI pAse tene rastA che. graMthakartA kahe che ke me' A mArA zAMtasudhArasa graMthamAM zubha bhAvanAone rasa ThAMsI-ThAMsIne bharyA che. e tame kharAara sAMbhaLeA. ema karaze eTale tamArI je kheda dUra karavAnI ane avinAzI sukha prApta karavAnI icchA che e saphaLa thaze. e bhAvanA kaI kaI che ane te bhAvavAnuM pariNAma zuM Avaze te AgaLa A prastAvanAmAM ja graMthakatto kahevAnA che. ahIM mArA A graMtha sAMbhaLe ema kahevAne hetu jijJAsA jAgRta karavAnA che. meM A graMthamAM zAMtasudhAne rasa ThAMsIThAMsIne bharyo che ane e jevA meM jANyA ke anubhavye te tamAre mATe ahIM sagrahI rAkhyuM che. ' 6 . A vAkayamAM koI jAtanuM abhimAna nathI. jevo bhAvanA siddhaSi gaNine thaI hatI ke jJAna, darzana, cAritra-vimaLAlAka aMjana, tattvaprItikara pANI ane paramAnna khUba ApavuM,

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zrI.zAMta-sudhArasa peAtAne bhaviSyamAM maLyA kare te mATe ApavuM. Apela maLe che e nyAye viziSTa svArtha sAdhavA ApavuM, e ja dazAmAM vatI zrI vinayavijaya upAdhyAya kahe che ke tame A mArA graMtha sAMbhaLeA. tame e barAbara sAMbhaLaze te tamArA sthULa satApa nAza pAmI jaze ane tamane ajarAmara sukha ana ta kALa mATe avyAbAdhaNe nira Mtarane mATe maLaze. 40 kharI rIte te AvA graMtha sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI prANIne uddhAra thai jatA nathI, paNa uddhAranI dizAe tene doravAnA upAya te e ja che. A prANI jo AvuM AvuM sAMbhaLatA thAya ane jarA aMdara uMDA utare teA pachI eneA mArga ane jaDI Ave. A vAta mAtra mArga upara lai AvavA khAtara kahI che. prANI mA upara Ave teA pachI ene aneka rastA ughADA che ane e ene zeAdhI lai zake tema che. bhAvanAonuM baLa evu che.ke eka vAra jAgI teA pachI aMdara uMDA utArI de ane prANI viveka prApta karI le te pachI samajI mATe jarA paNa ciMtA rahe nahi. mAtra e ' hu'maga ? dhArI dUra nAsatA na krU teTalA pUratI A sAMbhaLavAnI preraNA che ane AMtara Azaya emAM ramaNa karAvavAne che. , 4. graMthakartA haju paNa peAtAnI prArthanA AgaLa vadhAre che. ahu sArA zabvemAM suMdara rIte preraNA kare che. uparanA zleAkeAmAM prANIne buddhimAna kahyo. buddhithI prANIne viveka Ave che, paNa te tene sadupayeAga kare te. ahIM e suMdara buddhivALAnA mananA vicAro paNa suMdara hAya che, tene uddezIne kahe che. prANIne samAdhana karatAM tene sudara cittavALA-sudara citta www.jainsibrary.org

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41 prastAvunA. maMdiranA mAleka ! evA madhura zabde khelAve che. A prANI atyAre te saMsAramAM rakhaDatA kre che ane buddhinA durUpayAga kare che, chatAM graMthakanA Azaya ane raste lAvavAnA che, tethI e tuccha zabdomAM AmaMtraNa karatA nathI, e ene narakAdhikArI ke bhramita cittavALA ke viSayaviSTAmAM ramanArA kIDA kahIne kheAlAvatA nathI; paNa ene madhura bhASAmAM kahe che ke tame suMdara maneAmaMdiranA mAleka che, tame sArAsAra samajI zake eTalI buddhizaktinA svAmI che, tame paropakAra sadAcAra nIti mAge tamArA vicAre dAravI zake! eTalI tamArI buddhi che ane evA vicArA tame karI zake tema che. tame evA nirmaLa mananA mAleka che ane dhArA te buddhinA sArA upayega karI zakeA tevA che tethI ja tamane Ama traNa karI, vijJapti karI, prArthanA karI A anubhavasiddha sAcA, sAdA ane tamArA peAtAnA mArga para AvavA tamane prAnA karavAmAM Ave che. prAcIna mahAna lekhakeA tuccha bhASAmAM AmaMtraNa karavAnI rIta pasaMda karatA nahAtA. vAcanAra ke sAMbhaLanAra prathama STie virUddha paDI jAya ane graMthamAM AgaLa na vadhe te lekhakanA prayAsa niSphaLa jAya che. suMdara lekhakA kadI leAka- samAjane asAdhyanI keATimAM gaNatA nathI. peAtAnI pAse sArI vAta hAya che te ghaNI mIThI bhASAmAM muddo na cUkAya tevI rIte spaSTa AkAramAM raju kare che. bhASAsAva kadI cUkatA nathI ane tene mATe khAsa cIvaTa rAkhe che. bhavya vicArakA ! suMdara maneAmaMdiranA mAleke ! A graMthamAM

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42. zrI-zAMta-sudhArasa kahevAnI bAra bhAvanAo tame tamArA manamAM dhAraNa kare. jema dhanavAna mANasa potAnA gaLAmAM amUlya metInI mALA dhAraNa kare che tema A bhAvanArUpa maiktikamALA tamArA manemaMdiramAM dhAraNa kare. hRdaya upara dhAraNa karelI motInI mALA anya jenArane suMdara lAge che ane paheranAranI najaramAM Akho vakhata rahe che tevI ja A bhAvanAratnamAlikAnI sthiti che. e manamAM dhAraNa karanArane anaMta sukha Ape che ane enA vAtAvaraNamAM rahenArane abhuta zAMti Ape che. eTalA mATe e bhAvanAmALA tamArA manamaMdiramAM dhAraNa kare. e bhAvanAo kevI che? e "mRtapAvanA" che. emAMthI ghaNuM bhAva prApta thAya che. ( 1 ) e sAMbhaLavAthI kAnane pavitra kare tevI che. ghaNI hakIkata evI hoya che ke e sAMbhaLatAM kaMTALo Ave, duHkha thAya ane evI vAta na sAMbhaLI hota to sArUM evI vRtti thAya che. A bhAvanAo to evI che ke e sAMbhaLatAM atizaya AnaMda Ape che. ahIM eka vAta jarUra karavA jevI che. e saMbaMdhI vizeSa vivecana to upaghAtamAM thaze; kAraNa ke enuM sthAna tyAM che. graMthakartAe A bAra bhAvanA tathA dharmadhyAnane anusaMdhAna karAvanAra bIjI maithyAdi cAra bhAvanAo bahu suMdara rIte banAvI che. emaNe pratyeka bhAvanA para ATha athavA nava suMdara ke bhinnabhinna pracalita chaMdomAM lakhyA che ane tethI pATha karavAmAM sugama che. enI bhASA hRdayasparzI ane vicAra kare te aMtaHkaraNamAM ArapAra utare tevI che. vicAra na kare te paNa kAnane pavitra kare tevI tenI zabdaracanA che. tyArapachI pratyeka bhAvanA

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prastAvanA. para emaNe eka aSTaka gIta mUkayuM che. e je enA cAlu rAgamAM gavAya to kAnane kharekhara apUrva AhalAda Ape tevo tene rAga che. e suMdara rIte gavAya che ane tAla suranI keLavaNI vinAnI paNa cAlu dezImAM gAI zake tevI tenI racanA che. A hakIkta para carcA to ghaNuM karavAnI che, te tenA sthAna para thaze. atra kahevAnI vAta e che ke e vidvAnonI carcA bAjue rAkhatAM paNa A bhAvanAo kAnane khUba majA Ape tevI che, AnaMda Ape tevI che, pavitra kare tevI che. - eka vakhata koI dezI rAgo jANanAra pAse tenA laya jANI laI, temAM gAvAmAM Ave to khUba majA Ape tevI che. e gIte asala ustAdI rAgamAM paNa gavAya tevA che ane enA chedo sAdA sarala ane cAlu hovA uparAMta enI racanA evI sarasa che ke eka be vakhata chaMdonuM punarAvartana karI gayA pachI e kAna sAthe athaDAyA ja karaze, aMdara gAna utpanna karaze ane bhUlavA prayatna karavA chatAM paNa smaraNamAM cUMTI jaze. AnuM nAma "zrutapAvana" kahevAya. (2) emAM bIje paNa bhAva che. e zruta eTale sAMbhaLI hoya to sAMbhaLanArane pavitra kare che. kAna ane kAnane dhaNuM eka ja che, chatAM kAnane pavitra karavA e judI vAta che, sAMbhaLanArane pavitra karavo e judI vAta che, te vicAra karavAthI samajI zakAze. (3) zrata eTale jJAna. tIrthAdhirAje kaheluM ane gaNadharee guMtheluM AkhuM anuyAganuM zAstra. jaina zAstramAM ene kRta jJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. e zrutajJAnathI A bAre bhAvanA pavitra thayelI che. TUMkamAM kahIe to e keIe potAnI

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zrI zAMtasudhAra-sa kalpanAthI ubhI karelI-jeDI kADhelI vAta nathI, paNa zratane viSaya thayelI che ane siddha vastuomAMthI siddhahasta dvArA sAMbhaLIne noMdhAI cUkelI che. (4) athavA koInuM jJAna barAbara na hoya to tene barAbara karI ApanAra, tenAmAM viveka utpanna karanAra ane tenA uparaceTIA zrutajJAnane yathArtha zrata karI pavitra karanArA hAI e jAte parama pavitra che. jJAna ane ajJAnane phera ahIM spaSTa mAlama paDe che. AvA aneka artha nIkaLI zake evo e zabda che. bhAva samajAya te che. AvI zratane pavitra karanArI bAra bhAvanA manamAM dhAraNa kare ema lekhaka mahAtmA kahe che. uparanA (trIjA) zlokamAM bhAvanAne sAMbhaLavAnI sUcanA karI, A (cothA) kalekamAM manamAM dhAraNa karavAnI vAta karI. vAta e che ke mAtra sAMbhaLavAthI lAbha to thaze, paNa kharo lAbha to ene manamAM uMDI utArI, ene jIravavAthI thAya tema che. bhAvanA jIravAya kema ? enI kaLA paNa A graMtha vAMcavAthI ane emAM uMDA utaravAthI sAMpaDaze. AvI bhAvanAone manamAM dhAraNa karavAthI lAbha ze? ane enuM pariNAma zuM? e vAta have lekhakazrI pote ja kahe che. A saMsAra araNya jenuM varNana prathama lekamAM karavAmAM AvyuM temAM aneka jALajhAMkharA vigere che, paraMtu emAM kalpavelADIo paNuM che. e zeAdhavI paDe tema che paNa zodhanArane jarUra maLe tema che. ane samatA ka5velaDI to evI che ke eka vakhata zodha karavAthI e maLI jAya to pachI tenI pAsethI

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prastAvanA. 4r samatA-zama-saMga vigere aneka phaLe maLI zake tema che. kalpavRkSane e svabhAva che ke e mAganArane mAgyA phaLa Ape. samatA latA pAsethI te cAritrarAjanA parivAranAM aneka phaLa maLe tema che. enAM phaLanuM varNana upamiti bhavaprapaMcA kathAnA (1) prastAvamAM vistArathI karyuM che. e samatA kalpavelaDInAM phaLa prApta karavA mATe e velaDIne ugADavI joIe ane ugADavA pahelAM ene oLakhavI joIe. e samatA latAmAM asAdhAraNa zakti che. e kahevAya che to ThaMDI-zAMta, kAraNa ke samatAnA vAtAvaraNamAM zAMti hoya che, paNa enI gati abhuta che. ene aMgrejI bhASAmAM Driving power (vega-zakti) kahe che. e vega, e baLa, e yadacchA jene prApta thAya enI Atmika pragati ghaNI vadhI jAya che ane e karmane to cUro karI nAkhe che. e samatAnA pratApe prANI arihaMta-ahata thAya che, e karmarUpa duzamano nAza karanAra-kADhI nAkhanAra bane che ane e zAzvata sukha prApta karanAra thAya che. AvI adbhuta zakti samatA latAmAM che ane te sArI rIte jANItI che. keI kharA bhegInI sanmukha jatAM eno khyAla Ave che, mahAtmA purUmAM eno sAkSAtkAra dekhAya che ane RSimuniomAM ene prabhAva emanA vartana ane vacanethI jaNAI Ave che. jyAre mAna-apamAna sarakhA gaNavAnI Teva paDe, jyAre paththara ane suvarNa upara samabhAva thAya, jyAre stuti ke niMdA upara eka sarakhI vRtti Ave, jyAre sagavaDa-agavaDamAM mananI eka sarakhI vRtti TakI rahe tyAre kharI samatA-zAMti prApta thAya che. enuM Abehuba varNana gIrAja AnaMdaghanajIe zAMtinAthajInA stavanamAM karyuM

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zrI zAMtasudhArasa che. enA pariNAme kaivI manodazA thAya che te yogazAstranA praNetA zrI hemacaMdrAcArye vitarAga stotramAM varNavyuM che. AvI addabhuta viryavatI suprasiddha pariNAma jaNAvanArI samatAlatA A bhava-kAnanamAM prApya che, paNa atyAre ene vega meharAjAe dabAvI dIdho che-chupAvI dIdho che-dATI dIdho che. meha kaSAya vigere aneka vikArone janma Ape che. e vikArane pariNAme prANI rAga-dveSamAM paDI jAya che ane rAgacheSa e sAcI nirNaya zaktinI ADe Ave che. eTale vAta e thaI ke asAdhAraNa phaLo ApanAra ane suprasiddha mahimAvALI samatAlatA tamArA saMsAra araNyamAM-bhava kAnanamAM che, paNa te tamArAmAM mehanA jerathI ugatI nathI-jAmatI nathIvadhatI nathI. ane te kema vadhe? enA mULamAM rAga-dveSa evuM jhera reDe che ke enAM mULa baLI jAya che athavA aradho paradhAM jaLI jAya che. keI latAnA mULa baLI jAya eTale ene pAce ja nakAme thaI jAya che ane e vadhatI aTakI jAya che. ' je tamAre A samatAlatAne ugADavI hoya, je tamAre enAM phaLa cAkhavAM hoya, je tamAre atyAranI sarva guMcavaNane aMta hamezane mATe ApyuM hoya to mahAnubhAvo! tame A kahevAze te bAra bhAvanA manamAM barAbara bhAve, ene tamArA vicArakSetramAM barAbara sthAna Apo ane ene vAraMvAra jamAve, vagara aTakya jamAve, ene niraMtara abhyAsa kare ane ene mane maMdiramAM sthAna Ape. vAtane sAra e che ke A bAra bhAvanAo tame niraMtara bhA. A lekamAM bAra bhAvanAnI vAta karI che e vAta

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prastAvanA 47 vicAravA jevI che. A graMthanI asala pejanA bAra bhAvanA saMbaMdhI ullekha karavAnI haze ane pachI cAra bhAvanA pachavADe lakhavAno vicAra thaye haze evuM anumAna thAya che-te saMbaMdhI upaghAta juo. 5. e samatAlatA prApta karavA jevI te kharI, paNa jyAM gAmamAM pesavAnA ja vAMdhA hoya tyAM e kema bane! meharAjAe enI zI sthiti karI che te ApaNe joyuM. have ene aMkura-enuM bIjAropaNa thavAmAM ghaNuM vAMdhA che te batAve che. badhI vAtane sAra e che ke game tema karIne samabhAva" prApta kare joIe. A ja graMthanA lekhaka upAdhyAya zrI vinayavijayajI upAdhyAya punya prakAzanA stavanamAM kahe che ke - samatA viNa je anusare, prANuM puNyanAM kAma; chAra upara te lIpaNuM, jhAMkhara cItrAma; dhanadhana te dina mAhare. emanA samakAlIna upAdhyAya zrImadyazavijayajI mahArAja krodhanI sajajhAyamAM kahe che ke - upazama sAra che pravacane, sujasa vacana e pramANe re." e sama athavA zama zuM che eno khulAso paNa zamAbrakamAM zrImadavijayajI Ape che. teo kahe che ke - vikalpaviSayottIrNaH, svabhAvAlambanaH sadA / jJAnasya paripAko yaH, sa zamaH parikIrtitaH //

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zrI zAMtu sudhArasa 8 viklapanA viSayathI utarI gayela ane svabhAvanA avalaMbanane grahaNa karanAra je jJAnanA paripAka te zama kahevAya che. ' 48 matalaba samabhAva vagara sarva kriyA vastuta: nakAmI thAya che, kacarA upara lIMpaNa jevI thAya che. zuddha karelI na heAya tevI bhIMta upara citrAmaNa jevI thAya che, e sama che eTale emAM kAI jAtanA vikA thatA nathI. AtmA enA mULa svabhAvanuM avalaMbana kare che. bhaNyAgaNyAnuM-sarva jJAnaprAptinuM phaLa che ane AkhA jaina zAsananA sAra che. kAI paNa prakAranA vikAra rati ane eka sarakhA piraNAma thAya tene ' sama ' athavA < zama ' kahevAmAM Ave che. have manane vicAra karIe te sAMsArika prANIonA manamAM Artta ane rodra dhyAna cAlyA kare che. bahu sakSepamAM kahIe teA te anne dhyAneA apadhyAna che ane te nIce pramANe vyakata thAya che. ArttadhyAnanA cAra prakAraH-- 1 game tevI vahAlI cIjone nAza thAya te pachI athavA pahelAM tenu citavana IdanAza. 2 na game tevI vastu ke mANusAnA saMcAga-bhUta ke bhAvInAM ciMtavana-ciMtA-aniSTasa yAga'. 3 vyAdhi thaI gayA haiAya tenI ciMtA, davA, vyAdhi thavAnI kalpanA, maraNa bhaya-rAgapratikAra' 4 mArUM zuM thaze ? huM zenA upara gujArA karoza ? duHkha Avaze te zuM thaze ? 'nidAnakaraNa'-AgAmIcitA. rIdradhyAnanA cAra prakAraH

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prastAvanA. 49 1 anya jIvane mArI nAkhavAnA, duHkha devAnA, kadarthanA karavA karAvavAnA vicAra-hiMsAnubaMdhI. 2 jUThuM bolavuM, chetarapIMDI karavI, kheTe Aropa mUka vigere vicAra-mRSAnubaMdhI. 3 pArakA dhana ke cIjane upADavA, tenI rajA vagara cerI karavI, ghATa ghaDavA-caryAnubaMdhI. 4 lebhane tAbe thaI tRSNA vadhAravI, parigraha AzA-tRSNanA vicAra karavA te-parigrahAnubaMdhI. A Arta-redra dhyAnanuM svarUpa vistArathI jaina praSTie gamAM (pR.131mAM) ApyuM che. AvA Arta-rodra dhyAnanA parisuvicAra ghaTanAo-cAlatI hoya te kharekhara agni jevI che. e bhAvanAzIla ( bhAvuka ) viveka-sadasadvicAraNArUpa suMdara maMdirane mULamAMthI bALI nAkhe che. jyAM Arnara dhyAna enA koI paNa AkAramAM manamAM vartatuM hoya tyAM bhAvanAzIla vivekarUpa saMdaryano nAza thaI jAya che. je manamAM Andra sthAna enA eka paNa prakAramAM vartatuM hAya che tyAM vivekane nAza thAya che. A prANa viSayamAM lupa che. ene IndriyonA viSayamAM khaba AnaMda Ave che. ene anaMta guNavALo AtmA eTale badhe vibhAvadazAmAM paDI gayuM che ke ene strIsaMga ke suMdara bhajana, navanava padArthadarzana ke suMdara zravaNAdikamAM rAga thAya che, temAM e masta thaI jAya che, temAM e ekarUpa thaI jAya che.

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50 zrI.zAMtasudhArasa AvA vibhAvadazAmAM lapaTI gayelA AtmAnA manane vicAra karIe teA e Arodra dhyAnamAM paDI jai enA maLatA agnimAM bhAna bhUlI jAya che, ene viveka nAza pAme che ane e emAM eTale lubdha thai jAya che ke enAmAM samatA AvatI nathI. are ! vAta tyAM sudhI thAya che ke enAmAM samabhAvanA aMkurA paNa phUTatA nathI. jyAM mULIAne aMkurA paNu na phUTe tyAM jhADa ugavAnI teA vAta zI karavI ? ane nAnA cheADa ugavAnI paNa AzA kema rahe ? kAi paNa sAdA dAkhalA laie. manamAM kAI upara vaira thayu eTale pachI zA zA vicAra Ave ? kevA kArasthAnA sUjhe ? kevI ceAjanA ghaDAya? keTalA goTA vaLe ? athavA mAna meLavavAnI AzA thaI. pachI keTalA bhA karavA paDe ? kevA dekhAvA karavA paDe ? keTalA DhAMkapIcheDA karavA paDe? keTalA geATA vALavA paDe ? duniyAdArIne eka dAkhaleA laIe. AtmAnA vibhAnaramaNunI eka sthiti kalpIe. pachI juo te emAM guMcavaNu, goTALA, daMbha, dhamAlanA pAra nahi rahe. viSayamAM ramavAnI lAlupatA hoya ane mana vikArathI bhareluM hAya, viveka baLI gaye hAya, pachI emAM samatA kayAMthI Ave ? kema Ave ? ce raste Ave ? dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke A sarva vAta vidvAnAne paNa eka sarakhI rIte lAgu paDe che. e game teTalu bhaNela hAya, aNu dravyAnuyAga ke gaNitAnuyAganA graMthA vAMcyA hAya, eNe jJAna-vijJAnanA abhyAsa karyA hAya, paNa je te viSayamAM

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prastAvannA. Asakta hoya ane enA manamAM koI paNa manovikAra hoya te enAmAM samabhAvane aMkura paNa ugatuM nathI. A zamAkura ugADavA mATe prayatna kare, enI dizA samajAvavI-e A graMthano uddeza che. have e zamAMkura jagADavAugADavA mATe bhAvanAnI jarUra che e vAta te upara batAvI dIdhI che. bhAvanAnA cAlu aThyAsathI "zama" jAge, e vAta A prastAvanAmAM karavAnI che. e kayAre thAya te saMkSepamAM have batAvI, chevaTe A graMthamAM kahevAnI bhAvanAne nAmanirdeza karaze. ahIM vAta e karI ke durbAna karanAra viSayAsaktanA manamAM atizaya prayatna hovA chatAM samabhAva mULI paNa nAkhatA nathI. 6. uparanA lekamAM viSayavAsanAmAM paDI rahelAnI vAta karI. ethI ulaTI rIte je jJAnIno Azaya viveka amRtane varasAda varSAvanAra thaI jAya che te prANInA saMbaMdhamAM kottara sukharUpa phaLane ApanAra saddabhAvanArUpa kapalatA dUra rahetI nathI. matalaba evA prANune lakattara sukha jarUra prApta thAya che. badhI vAtano AdhAra aMdaranA Azaya upara che. bAhya daSTie samAna kriyA karanArane phaLamAM ghaNe phera paDe che. be prANuo dUdhapAka-purI khAtA dekhAya che. jenAranI najare e banne eka ja kriyA kare che, chatAM eka mahAmalina karma bAMdhatA hoya che ane bIje karmane nAza karate hoya che. eka AvI paDela vastu khAtA hoya che, paNa e zarIrane bhADuM Apato hoya che ane bIjo aMdarathI rasa jamAvI, svAda karI, gRddha thaI, rAcImArIne khAto hoya che.

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zrI zAMtasudhArasa eTalA mATe aMdarane Azaya zuM vate che? mana kyAM che? e vAta para ghaNe AdhAra rahe che. je prANIne Azaya khAsa karIne jJAnamaya thayele hAya, ane jJAna karI aMdaranA sUkSma bhAve oLakhavA jeTalI jenAmAM caturAI AvI gaI hoya evuM prANI je vivekAmRtanA varasAdarUpa patine Azraya kare te pachI tenAthI asAdhAraNu lekottara prazamasukharUpa phaLane ApanAra sadubhAvanArUpa kaha5latA dUra rahetI nathI. matalaba ene prathama sukha jarUra prApta thAya che. AmAM TUMkAmAM nIce pramANe vAta thaI. 1 aMdarano Azaya jAma-sthira thavo joIe. 2 e AzayamAM jJAnamaya nipuNatA bhaLavI joIe. 3 e nipuNa AtmA vivekane varavo joIe. 4 evA vivekane varelA AtmAthI saMbhAvanA dUra jatI nathI. 5 pariNAme kettara prazama sukha ene jarUra prApta thAya che. A bhAvArtha samajAI jAya te che. A lekane bhAva bIjI rIte paNa bese tema che. sadubhAvanA suralatA hoya che je prANuno Azaya vivekAmRtanA varasAdarUpa ramaNIya patine Azraya le che tene lekenara prazama sukhanI phaLaprApti dura nathI, ene evAM phaLanI prApti turata thAya che. A artha samIcIna jaNAya che. bhAvanAthI viveka lAvavAne je krama ApaNe samajyA chIe te pramANe A artha ThIka lAge che. e pramANe artha karIe to nIceno bhAva ese..

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prastAvanI. pa3 1 sabhAvanA hoya, 2 zuddha Azaya atizaya jJAnathI vadhela hoya, 3 e prANI vivekAmRtane Azraya kare to, ja ene prazamasukhanI prApti dUra nathI. vAtano sAra e che ke-prazama sukha lakattara che, pUrva ananubhUta che ane Atmika pragati vadhArI denAra che. e sukha prApta karavAne ApaNe Azaya che. e prApta karavA egya che e nirNaya che. e nirNaya zrutajJAnanA abhyAsa upara racAcale che. jJAna ane vicAraNuM upara racAyelA nirNaye barAbara TakI zake che. evA suMdara manamAM viveka prApta thaI gayA che eTale sAcuM-khoTuM zuM che ? tene spaSTa khyAla AvI zake che. AvI sthitimAM asAdhAraNa vIryavAna lekettara prazama sukha prApta thAya ane thayA pachI TakI rahe e taddana samajI zakAya tevI vAta che. viSayalelupI prANImAM samabhAvanA aMkuro ugatA-jAmatA nathI, jyAre bhAvanAzALI jJAnI-vivekI prANImAM prathama rasa jAmI jAya che. A rIte pAMcamA ane chaThThA lekamAM banne vAta karI dIdhI-amane aMkure uge nahi te prazama phaLonAM DhagalA kayAMthI thAya ? 7-8 sadabhAvanAnuM sthAna zuM che ane te prApta karavAnuM phaLa zuM thAya te batAvyuM. have A graMthamAM ApavAnI bAra bhAvanAne nirdeza karI de che. ahIM paNa bAra bhAvanAnAM nAma Apaze te vAta sUcaka che. e carcA ApaNe upadyAtamAM karazuM. A banne kalAkamAM bAra bhAvanAnAM nAme ApyAM che. A saMsAranI rakhaDapaTTIthI tuM chUTI jA te mATe nIcenI bAra bhAvanAo bhAva. AtmAnI sAthe lAgelAM karmothI ane tethI

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54 zrI.zAMta-sudhAr*sa thatAM azvaneAthI kaMTALo utpanna thayA hAya te| A sa vicAraNA kara. ati sakSepamAM te nIce pramANe che:-- 1 tArA saMbaMdha, tArA saMcAge, tArI cIjo nitya tArI pAse rahevAnI nathI, tArUM zarIra paNa huM mezanuM tArUM nathI-'anitya' 2 tane vyAdhi thAya teA pIDAmAM keAI bhAga paDAve tema nathI,. du:khamAM koi Teko ApI zake tema nathI, tAre tAre! ja AdhAra che-- azaraNu ' < 3 AkhA saMsAramAM karmarAjA je nATaka karAvI rahyA che ane AkhA A bhavaprapaMca cAlI rahyo che tenI vivekapa te ubhA rahI vicAraNA karavI te- sa'sAra ' 4 A prANI enA AtmA ekalA ja che, enuM kAi nathI, e kAIneA nathI, e enA peAtAnA mAleka che ekatva 5 ApaNA AtmA sarvathI anya che-bhinna che, enuM phAi sagu nathI, enu zarIra paNa enAthI anya che. A svaparabhAvavicAraNA- anyatva' < 6 mAMsa, rUdhira, meda, hADakAM, leAhI ane cAmaDInuM baneluM A zarIra apavitratAnI pATalI che, enA upara mAha karavA jevuM nathI, enA kharA upayAga karI levA jevuM che-azoca' 7 jIva mithyAtvathI, atratIpaNAthI, kaSAyeAthI ane manavacana--kAyAnA yAgathI karmo khAMdhe che, bhAre thAya che ane sasAramAM rakhaDe che Azrava ' 8 kSamA idaza yatidharmA, ATha pravacanamAtA, khAra bhAvanAe,

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prastAvanA. papa bAvIza parISaha vigere dvArA AvatAM karmone rokI zakAya che e vicAraNa-saMvara' 9 vRtti para aMkuza, anazanAdi bAhA tapasyA tathA vinayavaiyAvacca Adi AMtara tapasyAthI lAgelAM karmonI mukti vagarabhegavye zakya che te vicAraNA-nijarA" 10 AtmAnuM svarUpa, karmasvarUpa, bannene saMbaMdha, muktimArga, tenA upAya ane tenuM upAdeyapaNuM dharmamAM batAvyuM che tenI puSTirUpa vicAraNA-"dharmasUtatA" 11 lekAkAzanuM svarUpa, lekanuM svarUpa, temAM thatAM AtmAnAM janma-maraNanI sthiti ane enA rakhaDapATAnAM sthAnenI vicAraNa-"lokapaddhati 12 sAcA mArganI oLakhANuM, prApti ane saMkSaNa muzkela che paNa e ratnatrayInI prApti karavI e khAsa kartavya che enI vicAraNA-badhidulabha A bAra bhAvanA A graMthamAM kahevAnI che. ApaNe krama nIce pramANe rAkhazuM. pratyeka bhAvanAne prakaraNa kahevAmAM Avaze. eTale bAra bhAvanAnAM bAra prakaraNa ane maithyAdi cAra bhAvanAnAM cAra prakaraNa ema soLa prakaraNa thaze.

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HINITI A TIMIRMITNERALHAND E prakaraNa prathama maannaannaaynnaaynnnpaaynnnyaannnaannn paricaya : anitya bhAvanA puSpitAnA vapuravapuridaM vidabhralIlAparicitamapyatibhaGguraM narANAm / tadatibhidurayauvanAvinItaM bhavati kathaM viduSAM mahodayAya // 1 // zArdUlavikrIDitam AyurvAyutarattaraGgataralaM lagnApadaH sampadaH, sarve'pIndriyagocarAzca caTulAH sandhyAbhrarAgAdivat / mitrastrIsvajanAdisaGgamasukhaM svapnendrajAlopamaM, tamki vastu bhave bhavediha mudAmAlambanaM yatsatAm ||kh 2 // prAtatarihAvadAtarucayo ye cetanAcetanA, dRSTA vizvamanaHpramodavidhurA bhAvAH svataH sundarAH / tAMstatraiva dine vipAkavirasAdvA nazyataH pazyatazvetaH pretahataM jahAti na bhavapremAnubandhaM mama ||g 3 // 1 vit bheTale vihAn / 2. bhidura merale 10. atibhidurayauvanAtItaM Insolent by highly impulsive youth. 2 caTulaH yayaNa 3 vidhurAH bheTale vyAsa. avadAtarucayaH suvizu prAzavANAtevANA. vipAka paripAzA, matima sthiti, 5vazA. preta yama, na24. pretahata bheTale banI vive: nAza pAbhI gayo cha me. ne yama haNe tenI evI ja dazA thAya che.

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anitya-bhAvanA. 57 1 bhAI ! A zarIra AkAzanI lIlAnA paricaya karAvanAra hAi kharI rIte zarIra ja nathI ane vaLI manuSyeAnA saMbaMdhamAM enA eka kSaNavAra paNa bharese na karI zakAya tevu che. vaLI e zarIra bhAre AkarA cAvanathI chakI gayelu che. AvuM zarIra samajI vidvAna mANusanA mahAdayane mATe kai rIte thaI zake ? ( A 2 (prANInuM) AyuSya pavananA uMcAM-nIcAM thatAM mAjA jevu caMcaLa che; sarva prakAranI saMpattienI sAthe ApadAe vaLagI rahelI che; pAMca iMdriyanA viSaya thaI zake tevA sarva padArtho savAra-sAMjanI saMdhyAnA raMgeAnI peThe kSaNavAramAM Ave tyAM teA uDI janArA-caMcaLa che; mitrA, patnI ane sagAM-saMbaMdhIonA meLA svamAnI sAthe athavA iMdrajALanI sAthe sarakhAvavA yAgya che--A pramANe che tyAre A saMsAramAM kaI vastu sajjana prANIne-saMta purUSane Teko ApanArI athavA Teke levA lAyaka che ? 4 3 bhAI ! A saMsAramAM atyaMta pavitra rUci utpanna karanAra sthAvara athavA jaMgama bhAvA jAte suMdara hAIne savAranA paheAramAM AkhI duniyAne manamAM AnaMda karAvanArA haiAya che teja bhAveA paripAkdazA pAmatAM virasa thaI jaIne te ja divase ( divasane aMte--sAMje ) nAza pAmatAM-khalAsa thai jatAM dekhAya che; chatAM pretathI haNAcaluM A mArUM mana saMsAranA premanI gAMThane cheDatuM nathI ! * paricaya karAvanAra eTale ene yAda karAvanAra, enI rIte va nAra, enA jevu. jemAM vAdaLAM aceAkkasa tevu A zarIra.

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geyASTaka (anitya bhAvanA) mUDha muhyasi mudhA mUDha muhyasi mudhA, vibhavamanucintya hRdi saparivAram / kuzazirasi nIramiva galadanilakampitaM, vinaya jAnIhi jIvitamasAraM // mUDha0 // dhruvapada // pazya bhaGguramidaM viSayasukhasauhRdaM, pazyatAmeva nazyati sahAsaM / etadanuharati saMsArarUpaM rayAjjvalajaladabAlikArucivilAsaM // mUDha0 // 1 // hanta hatayauvanaM pucchamiva zauvanaM, kuTilamati tadapi laghudRSTanaSTam / tena bata paravazA paravazA hatadhiyaH, kaTukamiha kiM na kalayanti kaSTam ? // muuddh0||2|| yadapi piNyAkatAmaGgamidamupagataM, bhuvanadurjayajarApItasAram / tadapi gatalajamujjhati mano nAGginAM vitathamati kuthitamanmathavikAram / / mUDha0 // 3 //

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anitya-bhAvanA. aSTakanA aH( anitya bhAvanA ) e A geya vibhAga ' tAra hA tAra prabhu muja sevaka bhaNI layamAM kharAkhara gAi zakAya che. enA artha nIce pramANe che: pa dhruvapada:-mUDha cetana ! tArAM (srI, putra, sagA-saMbaMdhI) piravAranA ane tArI dAlata zeThAi Adi vaibhavane vAra vAra vicAra karIne tu phrAkaTa muMjhAyA kare che. are mUDha ! tuM kharekhara phekaTa xIkara-ciMtA kare che ! are vinaya ! pavanathI DaDATa hAlatAM darbha ( ghAsa )nI aNI para rahelAM pANInAM TIpAM jevA ( asthira ) tArA jIvatarane tu asAra jANuM. 1. tuM jo ! iMdriyajanya viSayasukhanI sAthe tAre je DhAstIsaMbaMdha che te te kSaNivanAzI che ane jotajotAmAM hAthatALI daIne nAsI jAya tevA che, ane A saMsAranAM svarUpA che te teA jhamakArA mAratI vIjaLInA camakArane kharAkhara khyAla Ape che-camakArAnA vegane anusare che. 2. are bhAi ! A jobana( yuvAnI ) che te teA kharekhara kutarAnI puMchaDI jevuM (vAMku) che ane tevu chatAM vaLI jotajotAmAM khalAsa thaI jAya tevu che. evA jomanIAne je paravaza paDyA te kharekhara pArakAne AdhIna paDI jai maMda buddhivALA thaI jAya che. ( evA prANIe ) kayAM kayAM kaDavAM phaLa na pAme ? 3. ghaDapaNu (jarA) je traNa bhuvanamAM na jItI zakAya-vaza na karI zakAya tevuM che te zarIranuM sArasAra pI jAya che ane tethI A zarIra tadRna rasa vinAnA khALa jevuM thai jAya che, tA paNa lAja-zarama vagaranuM prANInu mana aDavA ke su ghavA na game evA kAmadevanA cALA casakAne enA vikArAne cheDatu nathI !

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zrIzAMtasudhArasa - sukhamanuttarasurAvadhi yadatimeduraM, kAlatastadapi kalayati virAmam / kataraditarattadA vastu sAMsArikaM, sthirataraM bhavati cintaya nikAmam // mUDha0 // 4 // yaiH samaM krIDitA ye ca bhRzamIDitA, yaiH samAkRSmahi prItivAdam / tAn janAn vIkSya bata bhasmabhUyaM gatAn , nirvizaGkAH sma iti dhik pramAdam / / muuddh0||5|| asakRdunmiSya nimiSanti sindharmivacetanAcetanAH srvbhaavaaH| indrajAlopamAH svajanajanasaGgamAsteSu rajyanti mUDhasvabhAvAH // mUDha0 // 6 // kavalayannavirataM jaGgamAjaGgamaM, jagadaho naiva tRpyati kRtAntaH / mukhagatAn khAdatastasya karatalagatainaM kathamupalapyase'smAbhirantaH // mUDha0 // 7 // nityamekaM cidAnandamayamAtmano, rUpamabhirUpya sukhamanubhaveyam / prazamarasanavasudhApAnavinayotsavo, bhavatu satataM satAmiha bhave'yam // mUDha0 // 8 //

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anityabhAvanA. 4. anuttara vimAnamAM vasanArA deva sudhInuM sukha sarvotkRSTa gaNAya, te paNa samaya pUro thAya-kALa prApta thAya--Ayu pUrNa thAya tyAre pUrNa virAma pAme che, tethI bhAI ! tuM khUba vicAra karIne jo ke A saMsAramAM rahelI kaI vastu ethI vadhAre sthira che? athavA hoI zake? 5. jenI sAthe ApaNe ramyA-khelyA, jenI ApaNe sArI rIte pUjA-sevA karI, jenI sAthe ApaNe vida-vArtAo karI tevA tevA mANasone rAkhamAM ragadoLAtAM ApaNe najare joyA ane chatAM ApaNane jANe kAMI thavAnuM nathI ema dhArI nizcitta thaIne (chAtI kADhIne) UbhA rahIe chIe! AvA pramAdane AvI meTI bhUlane dhikkAra che ! 6. (A duniyAmAM) cetana ane acetana sarva bhAve samudramAM AvatAM mejAMonI peThe eka vAra UThe che-jAme che ane pAchA turata ja zamI jAya che. (ahIM) sagAsaMbaMdhI ane dhanane saMbaMdha iMdrajALa jevo che. je prANuo taddana mUDha-bhUkha hoya te ja emAM rAcAmAcI jAya che. 7. trasa ane sthAvara jIvothI bharelA AkhA jagatane jamarAjA eka kSaNa paNa aTakyA vagara Akhe vakhata gaLI ja jAya che (khAI jAya che-keLIo karI jAya che), paNa kadI dharAte nathI. e kALa potAnA mukhamAM AvyA tene hAIcAM karI jAya che tyAre tenI hatheLImAM rahelA ApaNe aMta cheDe) kema nahi Ave? 8. AtmAnuM cidAnaMdamaya rUpa joIne tuM elA nityasukhane anubhava kara. A saMsAramAM ahIM prazamarasarUpa tAjA amRtarasane AkarSaNa karavArUpa utsava saMtapuruSone vAraMvAra ho.

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zrIzAMtasudhAsa Ta:vipada) gaDha eTale paDatuM, paDuM paDuM thaI raheluM. viTAjita pavane halAveluM. pavana kuzane halAve che, e kuzanA cheDA para pANInuM TIpuM che tene paDatA vAra zI ? vinA kartA pitAne saMbodhe che, mekSAbhilASI jIvane vinaya' kahevAya. vinaya eTale vinivartana. mokSanI abhilASA varte che. 1 saudR mitrabhAva. maitrI. detI. vidyAsa nakharAM Freak. hA hasIe eTalI vAramAM. jotajotAmAM. hAsya karatuM. saMtAna maharAjAnuM nATaka. cAra jesathI kaTADhi vAdaLAnI dikarI-vIjaLI. ji eTale kAMti. 2 phu vanaM eTale haNAyeluM jobanIyuM. chu eTale zIdhra. jaladI. tti nA be artha che. prApta kare che athavA joI jANI zake cheH 3 jiLA le. boLa-talamAMthI tela kADhayA pachIne caroDhorane khAvAne khoLa. sattva. jarA kevI rIte satva pI jAya che te lakhavAnI jarUra nathI. vitatha ulaTAne sulaTuM batAve, sulaTAne ulaTuM batAve evuM. thata thuMkavuM paNa na game tevuM, cIDa upajAve tevuM. 4 anuttara pAMca anuttara vimAnI devAmAM paNa chellA anuttara vimAnanA de. enuM teitrIza sAgaropamanuM AyuSya hoya che ane kalpI na zakAya tevuM UMcAmAM UMcuM sukha hoya che. palaMga para paDhavAnuM ane jJAnAnaMdamAM masta rahevAnuM. ja eTale cheDe. maraNa. vina eTale pUrNavirAma. a9pa ke ardha nahi. niman khUba sArI rIte. atyaMta. 5 di pUjita. pUjA sevA karI. prati The. mazkarI. cALA cazakA. mamamUrya smazAnamAM rAkhaDo thayA. nirvivA naphakarA. ciMtA vagaranA. 6 alI aneka vAra. vAraMvAra.

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anitya-bhAvanA. paricaya anitya bhAvanA- (1) prathama ApaNe lekhakamahAzayane Azaya vicArI jaze. A prANune sarvathI vadhAre prema ane paricaya potAnA zarIra sAthe che. AtmAnA astitvane svIkAra karIne ja ApaNe cAlIe chIe. seya ane jJAtA eka heI zakatA nathI. A zarIra che ema jANanAra ke anya vastu che ane te AtmA che. enA asala svarUpe AtmA jJAnavAna che, vidvAna che ane tethI A prANune samajI-vidvAna tarIke uddezIne lekhakamahAtmA kahe che ke - bhAI! tuM tArA zarIra upara khUba mohI rahyo che ane ene jarA agavaDa paDatAM gAMghela thaI jAya che ane deDAdeDa karavA maMDI paDe che ke bIjAne doDAdoDa karAve che te zarIrane kharI rIte jaIza tane lAgaze ke e zarIra ja tArUM nathI, to tuM kone mATe A sarva deDAdoDa karI rahyo che? jarA je! e zarIra te AkAzamAM caDhI AvelAM vAdaLAMnI jevI ramata karanArUM che. teM kadI vAdaLAMne abhyAsa karyo che? ene vA(pavana)nuM daLa kahevAmAM Ave che. eka nAnuM vAdaLuM cemAsAmAM Ave 7 raMgamAyA jaMgama eTale trasa che. be, traNa, cAra, pAMca indriyavALA ane ajaMgama eTale sthAvara cho-ekendriyaH pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu, vanaspati. 18cakoLIo karI jato. ta8 hatheLI 8 nitye e sukhanuM vizeSaNa che. viniMdramA vizeSArtha juo. vinaya laI AvavuM. prArthanA utsavamAM nayanaM jarUra hoya che. 6 ahIM. A graMthamAM. A vicAraNAmAM.

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zrIzAMta-sudhArasa ane pavana sapta Ave te kAM to te varasI paDe ane kAM te mAIlanA mAIla cAlyuM jAya. enuM kAMI ThekANuM ja nahi. enA para hisAba gaNI saTTo karanArA paNa pAyamAla thaI gayA che. enuM kAMI ThekANuM ja nahi. vAta-vAtamAM vAdaLAM caDhI Ave ane jotajotAmAM cAlyAM jAya. lokaktimAM paNa kahevAya che ke - Abha gAbha ne varSo tArA, strIcaritra ne retAM bALA tenI jeha parIkSA kare, sahadeva jozI pANI bhare. eTale e vAdaLAMnuM kAMI ThekANuM nahi. evAM vAdaLAMnI lIlA batAvanAra ane ene kharo paricaya ApanAra A zarIra che. e zarIranuM kAMI ThekANuM nahi, dhoraNa nahi, enI cokasAI nahIM tethI enA upara AdhAra rakhAya nahi. athavA sArI rIte poSaNa kareluM e zarIra kaI paNa vakhate vAdaLAMnI peThe vIkharAI janAra che, varasyA vinA paNa khalAsa thanAra che. enA te bhoMsA hoya? enA upara gaNatrI karAya? ane vaLI e zarIra eTaluM badhuM ThekANAM vagaranuM che ane sAthe e kSaNabhaMgura paNa che. ene nAza game te paLa thaI jAya, e akI paDe ane pachI tane ekalo karI mUkI besI jAya! vaLI tuM vicAra kara. e zarIra zaivananA jorathI uddhata thayeluM che. mAtelA sAMDha ke madajharatA gAMDA hAthIne bharoso ze? juvAnI mANasane gaddhApacIzImAM nAkhe che tyAre bhAna, viveka, vicAra, saijanya, lAja maryAdA ke sabhyatA bhUlAvI de che. juvAnInA zeramAM-kAmadevanA sAnnidhyamAM prANa kevAM kevAM kAmocALAo kare che te tAre navuM jANavAnuM nathI. koI paNa navala le, eTale tane jaNAI Avaze. AvA zarIrane bhase kema

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anitya-bhAvanA. rahevAya? e vAdaLAnI lIlA darzAvanAra kSaNabhaMgura che ane cAle teTale vakhata juvAnInA zAsakAmAM nAtha vagaranA baLada jevuM avyavasthita che. samaju mANasane e zarIra lAbhakartA kema nIvaDe ? pragati karanAra kema thaI zake ? ene AtmavikAsa karanAra kema banAvI zakAya ? e vAta zodhI kADhavI emAM A jIvanayAtrAnuM sAphalya che. zarIra vastuta: zarIra ja nathI, tAruM rahevAnuM nathI, che paNa nahi ane juvAnInI peThe avinIta che. emAMthI sAra kema kaDhAya? kADhavAne rasto zodhI kADhe tene avatAra dhanya che. bAkI evA vAdaLI raMga jevA avinItane Azare paDI sabaDyA kare, ene paMpALyA kare-te game te hoya, paNa ene vidvAna ke samajunuM upanAma te na ja ghaTe. | tane sarvathI vadhAre vahAlA zarIranI vAta thaI. have tuM jarA AgaLa cAla. ( 2 ) prANInuM jIvana pavananA asthira taraMga jevuM caMcaLa che. kALane jhapATe kayAre Avaze? keTalA Takaze ane kayAre uDI jaze ? e kAMI kahI zakAya nahi. AyuSyanI derI tUTatA vAra lAgatI nathI. atyAre chIe, kAle savAre zuM thaze te kAMI kahevAtuM nathI. na kare kAnanA pramANe kiM. viSyati? eka ADI rAtamAM to kaIka cAlyA gayA. hasatAmitAne "hArTa phela" thaI jatAM joyAM. [ saMpattinI sAthe vipattio vaLagelI ja che. ApaNe te HDADInA jamAnAmAM chIe. jenI meTa deDatI joI ene

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zrI zAMtasudhArasa TrAmane Ane maLatuM nathI evA joyA. keTidhvajane nokarI karatA joyA ane haSTapuSTa zarIravALAne kSayanI bImArImAM ragadaLAtA joyA. dhananI, zarIranI ke kaI paNa prakAranI saMpatti sAthe vipatti lAgelI ja che. dhanavAna zeThene inkamaTekasane goTALo karatAM jelanI bIka lAge che ane vizvAsaghAta corI karanArane jelane bhaya mAthe che. sthAvarajaMgama sarva vibhUti upara bhaya rahela ja che. ene meLavatAM upAdhi, jALavatAM upAdhi ane jAya tyAre kakaLATa. eTale saMpatti sAthe vipattio prathamathI ja vaLagelI che. pAMce iMdriyanA viSaye saMdhyA samaye jevAtAM AkAzanA raMga jevA che. AkAzamAM savAra-sAMja judA judA raMga thAya che, te thoDA vakhatamAM khalAsa thaI (uDI) jAya che. khAdhuM ane peTamAM gayuM eTale khalAsa! joyuM ane cAlI gayuM eTale khalAsa ! e sarva viSaye TUMke vakhata rahI uDI janArA che ane gayA pachI hatA ja nahi evA thaI jAya che. svama AvyuM, temAM rAjya maLyuM, zeThAI karI, AMkha ughaDI ane khela khalAsa ! IMdrajALathI nagara banyAM, bAjI kheMcI levANuM eTale sarva khalAsa ! vijaLIne camakAro thaye, jhagajhagATa thayA ane pachI aMdhArUM ghera ! mRgatRSNanA jhAMjhavA pAchaLa doDyA, sthAne jaIne joyuM te vAtamAM kAMI mAla nahi ! iMdriyanA viSacenI A kharI sthiti che. "cAra dahADAnuM cAMdaraDuM ane ghora aMdhArI rAta " e lokoktivALI vAta che. priya mitra, vahAlI strI, sagAMsaMbaMdhIo vigere sAthe meLApa paNa svama sarakhe che, TUMke che, thoDA vakhatane che

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anityabhAvanA. ane khasI janAra che. e paNa iMdrajALanI kalpanAthI anAvelA nagara je che. jyAre A saMsAramAM AyuSya ghaNuM caMcaLa che, saMpatti sAthe Apatti vaLagelI che, indriyanA viSaye capaLa che ane vahAlAnuM milanasukha svamA jevuM che tyAre samaju mANase AmAM AnaMda kayAM mAnava ? AnaMda mATe ApaNe mahenata karI dhana meLavIe, paNa tyAM to Apattio sAthe ja Ave, chokarAM ke strI vAsta ghara vasAvIe tyAM te e ke ApaNe cAlyA jaIe ane chevaTe A jIvana paNa ThekANA vagaranuM ane game tyAre rakhaDAvI pADe evuM ! tyAre A sthitimAM AnaMda kayAMthI meLave? AnaMda levA konI pAse javuM? ene kayAM che ? sukha kayAM che ? tenI zodhamAM ApaNe nIkaLyA chIe, sukhI thavuM e ApaNuM mana:kAmanA che; paNa jenAthI, jenI khAtara, jenA vaDe ane jyAMthI sukha meLavavA mAgIe chIe tyAM to du:khane pAra nathI, AnaMdanuM nAma nathI, sagavaDanuM ThekANuM nathI. tyAre A sarva thoDA vakhata rahenArA padArtho ane saMbaMdha upara AnaMda mATe AdhAra rakhAya ? A saMsAramAM kaI vastu evI che ke jemAMthI athavA jedvArA prANa AnaMda meLavavA mATe prayatna kare ? - zarIranI vAta karI, sAMsArika padArtho ane saMbaMdhonI vAta karI. have sthaLa bhAvonI vAta karI tenuM alpasthAyitva vicArIe. (, 3) savAre je kamaLa AnaMda Ape che te sAMje bIDAI jatAM AnaMda nathI ApatuM. yuvAna baLada doDato hoya tyAre je AnaMda Ape che te gharaDe thaI jAya tyAre pAMjarApoLe

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68 zrI zAMnta sudhArasa mUkavA ceAgya thAya che. saMpattivAna-dhanavAnanA je putrAne maLavAmAM ke tenI ALakhANumAM AnaMda ke mAna manAya tenI sa Mpatti jatAM tenA sAmuM jovuM gamatuM nathI. navI kharIdelI meATaranI spIDanI vAtA karatAM malakAnAra be-traNa varase emAM kacaDa kacaDa thatu sAMbhaLe che tyAre ene madalavAnA vicAra kare che athavA skrepa( kacarA )ne bhAve vecI nAkhe che. yuvAnInA raMga utarI gayela strI sAmuM jovuM gamatuM nathI. A sarva darareAjanA anubhavanA viSayA che. prabhAta ane te ja dvivasa ahIM alaMkArika bhASAmAM samajavAnA che. Aje-kAle, savAra-sAMje, ANu-pAra : evA amAM enA upayAga che te sugrAhya che. cetana padArthomAM srI, purUSa, azva vigere samajavAM. acetana padArtho te meTaragADI, vastra, alakAra samajavAM, A cetanaacetana sthAvara-jaMgama padArtho eka vakhata atyaMta Anada Ape tevA hAya, suMdara maneAhara hAya, kAMtithI prakAzamAna hAya te ja padArtho jyAre pariNAme visa thaI jAya che, jyAre dUdha phATIne leAcA vaLe che tyAre enA nAza thatA ApaNe najare joIe chIe. AvuM eka ja divasamAM ane che. koipaNa carAcara prANI ke vastune laie te Ama ja thAya che, chatAM ApaNuM mana sauMsArane cAMTyA ja kare che, e ene vaLagatu ja jAya che, e ane cATatu ja jAya che. kharekhara, cetana teA koi bhAre jamarU che ! enA upara preta( Devil )nI asara kharekharI jAmelI dekhAya che. e najare Akhe khela jue che, chatAM enA upara kAMI asara thatI nathI ane jANe duniyAmAM bIntane game tema thayuM paNa peAtAnA goTA te jarUra cAlye. ja jaze. AvI tuccha khoTI bhramaNAmAM paDI jANI-joine sasA

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anitya-bhAvanA. ramAM aTavAyA kare che, tene vaLagatu jAya che ane temAMthI sAra maLI Avaze evA valakhAmAM lAlace e DhagAi rahe che. ene saMsAranA prema cheDavA gamatA nathI, cheDavAnI enI vRtti nathI ane choDavAnA enA mArgo nathI. e anitya vastune oLakhatu nathI, enAM gharanI cIjonI kimata jANatu nathI, e AMkha ughADIne jotu nathI ane saMsAra sAthe lAgIvaLagI rahI tenA uparane rasa jarA paNa Adhu karatuM nathI enI saMsAranI Asaktine citAra ApyA hAya tA ema ja lAge ke ene ahIMthI kadI javAnu ja nathI ane e te jANe ahIM gharabAra karIne besI gayela che. AvuM mArUM manaDuM che. e manajIbhAInA te ghaNA vakhANa karavAnA che te AgaLa upara yathAsthAnake ekathI vadhAre vakhata thaze. have je gIta zarU thAya che te ane pachInA sarva gIte ghaNI dezIomAM gAi zakAya che. mukhyanA nirdeza pratyeka gItanI nIce neTamAM thaze. ene asala rAga-rAgaNImAM paNa gAI zakAya che. enI geyatA adbhuta che, rasamaya che ane na bese tA jene AvaDe tenI pAsethI yAda karI levA lAyaka che. pratyeka gIta bahu sArI rIte cAlu dezImAM gAI zakAya che. enI saMkhyA 12+4=16nI che ane dareka aSTaka che. 4

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anitya bhAvanA- 4 geyASTaka paricaya lekhaka mahAzaya A AtmAne enA sarva saMbaMdhe, enA .. AnaMda utsava kevA che? keTalA vakhatanA che? ane chevaTe kevA pariNAmavALA che? te batAvavA Icche che. teo e sarva vastuo ane khuda zarIra paNa anitya che ema batAvI ene uMDe utArI de che. teo e kArya khUba sarasa rIte geyASTakamAM darzAve che te ApaNe joIe. dhruvapada-are bhAI ! tuM tArA sagAsaMbaMdhIonI ciMtA karyA kare che, tenuM zuM thayuM haze? zuM thaze? tene vicAra karI manamAM muMjhAyA kare che. jelamAM paDyo paDyo paNa chokarAo, bhAIo, vaDile zuM karatA haze enI ciMtA kare che ! are ! tArI citAnI te vAta zI karavI ? jarA koInuM mAthuM du:khavA Ave tyAM te doDAdeDa karI mUke che ane DokaTarane uparAuparI TelIphene karavA maMDI jAya che. koInA lagnanI, keInA sagapaNanI, keInI nekarInI, koInA vyApAranI, keAInA kaMkAsanI, keAinI khaTapaTanI, keInI nidAnI, koInA bhaviSyanI tuM ciMtA kare che ane manamAM muMjhAyA kare che. - tArI duniyA ghaNI nAnI che. tenI prazaMsA-nidA mATe niraMtara guMcavAyA kare che. teonI ciMtA karI tuM aTavAyA kare che ane jANe tArA vagara duniyA cAlavAnI nathI e tuM khyAla karyo kare che, paNa e tArI muMjhavaNa taddana nakAmI che-phekaTa che. zAmATe khATI che? e ApaNe hamaNA ja jezuM. evI ja rIte tArA vaibhavanI tuM ciMtA karyA kare che ane tenI khAtara pAtaLo paDI jAya che. vaibhava jANe cAlyA jaze,

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aninya bhAvanA. 71 luTAI jaze ke veDaphAI jaze evA tane bhaya jANe meTara ke havelI cAlI jaze athavA te nukasAnI thaze evI tArA manamAM muMjhavaNuM thayA kare che. rahyA kare che. vepAramAM meATI ? vaibhavane mATe evuM che ke rAjAne rAjyanA vaibhava mIThA lAge teTale vepArIne vepAranA lAge che, amaladArane amaladArIne lAge che, munomane munImagIrIne lAge che ane jarA paNa atizayeAkti vagara kahI zakAya tema che ke bhikhArIne tenA mALavAnA ThIkarAnA lAge che. A vAta kharIka nirIkSaNathI ese tevI che. ' apane apane tAname, gaDhA khI mastAna > e kahevata sAva sAcI che. nizALane mAstara, Az2Isane AkhA divasa ghasaDamereA karanAra kArakuna, cAkI karanAra bhaiyA ke ceArI karanAra aThaMgamAjane sarva peAtAnA tAnamAM masta rahe che ane nAnI oraDImAM paNa vaibhava mAne che ane e enA vaibhava cAlyeA na jAya te mATe DrIkara-ciMtA karyA ja kare che. paisAnI muMjhavaNanI tA vAta ja zI karavI ? ene meLavatAM pIDA, jALavatAM pIDA, vAparatAM pIDA, kheAtAM pIDA, jatAM pIDA ane sarva prakAre enA saMbaMdhI pIDAne pAra Ave tema nathI; kAraNa ke dhananI sthiti A prANIe kadI vicArI nathI. kadAca sahaja DahApaNu Ave che te te paNa ghaNuMkharU vaibhava gayA pachI ja. bhAI ! A piravAra ane dhana mATe tu phATa muMjhAya che. tArUM vartana joine tane 'mUDha" kaheve! paDe che. mUDha eTale mUrkha, avicArI prANI. tArA jevA mahAna prANI thavA ceAgya AtmA tene mUDha kahetAM kheDha thAya che, paNa tuM nIcenI hakIkata vicArIza tyAre tane lAgaze ke e upanAma tAre mATe

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72 zrI.zAMta-sudhArasa sarvathA ceAgya che ane tethI te tArA upanAmanuM pratyeka gAthAne cheDe punarAvartana karavuM paDayuM che. tu sarvane 'tArUM peAtAnuM ' mAnIne-tene 'mArUM mArUM gaNIne chAtI kUTayA kare che paNa bIjAnI vAta bAjue mUka, tArAM peAtAnAM jIvatarane ja tapAsa. tArU zarIra keTaluM tArU che ? katyAM sudhI tArUM che? jarA jo. eka vana che, emAM vanarAjI phAlIkulI rahI che, emAM darbha (DAbhaDA)nu ghAsa ugeluM che, jhAkaLa paDI che, jhAkaLanA jaLanuM eka TIpu e danI cheDe vaLagelu che, prabhAtanA pavana phuMkAya che--have DAbhanA cheDA para rahelA pANInA TIpAne nIce paDatAM vAra keTalI ? e kayAre paDaze e kahevu te karatAM e keTale vakhata tyAM Takaze e vicAravuM ja khAkI rahe che. e TIpA jevuM A jIvatara che. e TIpAnI jeTalI sthiti kAyama gaNavAnI dhRSTatA karAya teTalI A jIvananI sthiti kAyama gaNavAnI uddhatAI gaNAya. paDuM paDu thaI raheluM e TIpuM game tyAre paDI jAya e te samajAya tevI vAta che, paNa e tyAM amuka vakhata jarUra Takaze evI gaNatarI gaNIne hisAba thAya kharA ? evA dhAraNa upara kAMi racanA thAya ? ane evI racanA je kare te keveA gaNAya ? ene mATe A prANIne ' mUDha' kahevAnI chUTa lekhake lIdhI jaNAya che. athavA e DAbhanA cheDA para pahu paDu thaI raheluM jaLabiMdu asAra che-sAra vagaranuM che, nirathaka che, dama vagaranuM che, enI vAtamAM kAMi mAla nathI. evA TIpAnI kadAca thoDA vakhata TakI rahe te paNuM, upayeAgitA zI ? AvazyakatA zI ? emAM ene ke kAine lAbha ze ? e kayA prakAranA lAbhanI saMbhAvanA paNa karI zake ?

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anitya-bhAvanA. 73 AgaLa cAlatAM vibhava ane parivAranI ciMtAmAM rahelI mUDhatA vizeSa prakAre batAvavAnI che. lekhakazrInA layamAM AgaLa vadhyA jaie ane tema karatAM pratyeka gAthAnI Akhare A dhruvapada pharIpharI elIe. : A graMthamAM * vinaya ' zabda ghaNIvAra Avaze. vinaya eTale vinivana, kASTha ADAavaLA gayA hAya tene ThekANe laI Avave te vinaya ' kahevAya. meAkSanI abhilASA paNa ' vinaya ' kahevAya. AkharUvALuM viziSTa paddhatisaranuM vartana vinaya kahevAya. A graMthanA lekhakazrI vinayavijayajI upAdhyAye peAtAnI sAthe vAtA karI che ane peAtAne uddezIne vinaya nAmathI saMkhedhe che. e suMdara zabdane bahu sArA upayeAga lekhakazrIe karyo che. ApaNe ApaNI jAtane vinaya kahIne sakhAdhI zakIe. vinaya zabda jyAM jyAM Ave tyAM tyAM A artha pratyeka sthAne samajI levA. 1. te atyAre pAMca iMdriyanA viSaya sAthe DhAstI bAMdhI che. tane sArUM sArUM khAvAnuM maLe tyAre tuM sukha mAne che, tu suMdara strI sAthe viSaya sevavAmAM lahera mANe che, tu bhramaranI peThe je te phUla upara besI tenuM madha cATavAmAM majA mANe che, tuM dUdhapAka-purI ke rasa-reTalI maLe tyAre samaDakA letAM amRta pItA heAya ema gaNe che, suMdara rUpa jovAmAM tArI AMkhAnuM phaLa maLatuM hAya ema tane lAge che, AperA cAlatA hoya ke vAjitranA sura jAmyA haiAya tyAre tArA kAna tRpti mAne che. AvI rIte te pAMce iMdriyanAM sukhanI sAthe gADha saMbaMdha mAnyA che; jo ke e iMdriyanA viSayanI sevanAmAM vAstavika rIte jarA paNu sukha jevuM che ja nahIM e tane atAvAya tema che. te vicAra karyAM hAta te tane samajAya tema paNa che, paNa e te

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74 / zrI zAMtasudhArasa dUdhapAka khAdhA pachI ke sparza sukha bhegavyA pachI turata vicAra karyo hoya te ja samajAya tAre mATe haju e vAta AgaLa upara hAtha dharIe. paNa jene teM sukha mAnyuM che, je sukha sAthe te dastI bAMdhI che ane je sukha meLavavA te hAya-varALa kADhe che, dhamAdhama kare che ane jokhama kheDe che tene jarA thoDA vakhata mATe sukha mAnI laIne cAlIe to paNa te sukha kevuM che? keTaluM che? te jarA vicAra karIne tuM je. te mAneluM keIpaNa sukha je. jarA uMDe utarIne-vicAra karIne barAbara tapAsajo. e sukha keTalA vakhata sudhI cAle tevuM che te ja prathama to vicAra. emAM be vAta che. eka to e sukha ghaNuM ja thoDA vakhatanuM che ane hAthane tALI daIe eTalI vAramAM nAza pAmI janArUM che e bIjI vAta. dUdhapAka khAdhe, sabaDako lIdhe, jIbhane dUdhapAka aDyo, gaLyo lAge, peTamAM utarI gaye-khela khalAsa! AmAM majA zI? keTalA vakhatanI? ane peTamAM to dUdhapAka hoya ke jelane jADA roTale hoya e sarva sarakhuM ja che. enAthI paNa vadhAre strIsevananI vAta che, paNa tene citAra ApaNe sabhyatA khAtara na cItarIe; paraMtu emAM sukha jevuM kAMI nathI ane pachavADenI sthitine khyAla karIe to ati tuccha hINapatabharelI sthiti lAge tevI vAta che. are A te samajunI dazA hoya? pAMce IMdriyanA viSayasukhe jenI sAthe te atyAre jIvajAna dostI bAMdhI che ane jenI khAtara A saMsAra race che temAM mAla zuM che? ghora aMdhArI rAtrI che, vAdaLAM cahyAM che, vIjaLInA camakArA thaI rahyA che. e vIjaLInA camakArAne jeTalo vakhata lAge teTalo vakhata tArUM mAneluM sukha cAle che, lagabhaga kSaNika

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ananyabhAvanA. 75 che, AvyuM ne lakhakajhamaka thaI pavasAna pAmI jAya che ane naTaDI nAce ne cALAcasakA kare tema vIjaLInA vilAsanA kharAkhara anukaraNa jevuM te che. temAM te tArA nivAsa hAya? temAM te tArI sthiti hAya ? temAM te gharaDakA levAya ? tu kANu ? kacAM AvI caDhyo ? ane kevI cIjamAM mAthAM mAre che ? e zarIranI aMdaranI vastuo kai che ane kevI che? tenA khyAla tane AgaLa chaThThI bhAvanAmAM lekhakazrI kharAkhara Apaze, paNa tArA jevA samaju AvA tuccha iMdriyasukhanI sAthe maitrI kare tyAre teA pachI tane ' mUDha ja kahevuM paDe. tuM vicAra karIne e pAMca iMdriyanA viSayAne ane AkhA saMsAranA nATakane yathAsvarUpe eLakhaje ane pachI temAM tane kAMi sthAyI, kAMi grahaNa karavA yeAgya, kAMI saMgharavA ceAgya jaNAya te mArI sAthe vicAra karaje; khAkI atyAre AvA upara uparanA camakArAne joi tu sAiza nahi, ' " kharAmara vIjaLInA camakArA sAthe sarakhAmaNImAM atyAranA paphapAuDara Adi kRtrima sAdhaneAthI suthebhita ( Butterfly or flapper ) khanelI ' phezanemala ' gaNAtI strIe AvI zake. kAmadevanI putaLIe saMsAranuM satyAnAza kADhe che e hukIkata have te| pazcimane vicArakavarga paNa joi zake che, paNa uparacATIA kahevAtA sudhArAe AkhA cAritranA pradezane keTaleA zINuM vizINuM karI nAkhyA che teneA itihAsa tA have pachI lakhAze. hiMdu e mArge ja cAlavA lAgyuM hatuM, paNa ene enA itihAsa jude lakhAya evI sAdAi zIkhavanAra hatA ane che. ethI nazIe e dhasArAthI kadAca macI jaze ema lAge che. A vIjaLInA camakArAnI lAlacamAM bhUlecUke kAi bhUla na

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zrI zAMta-sudhArasa khAI jAya, e vAta punarAvartananA bhege paNa vAraMvAra kasAvavA yogya che. vIjaLInA vilAsa ane nAcanArInA vilAsa barAbara sarakhAvavA lAgyA che. mULa layamAM haju AgaLa vadhIe. tyAM e ja suranI vAto haju karavAnI rahe che. 2. AvI rIte jIvana anitya samajAvyuM, viSayasukhanI dostI anitya batAvI, AkhA saMsAranA prapaMcane vIjaLInA jhabakArA sAthe sarakhAvI kSaNasthAyI sthApita karyo, paNa A bhAIsAhebane juvAnIne tora che, ene e vAtamAM haju to haMbaga" jevuM lAge che. e atyAre jene gaddhApacIzI kahe che temAM che ane vAMke cako cAle che, mAthe vAMkI TopI mUke che ane juvAnInA aneka atyAcAra kare che. enA cALAnAM varNana karyA hoya te hasavuM Ave tevI vAta che. e samAjamAM kapaDAM paherI DAhyo-Damare thaIne beThA hoya tyAranI vAta judI che, paNa enI juvAnInA raMga jyAre e gharamAM athavA rAtre rakhaDIne batAve tyAre enI vAta, eno mijAja, eno damAma ora thaI jAya che, ane e strI sAthe ekAMtamAM hAya tyAre te taddana ghelo thaI jAya che. tyAre e javAnI zI cIja che e vicArIe. mahArAjA "vasaMta'nA mitra tarIke cAvIne mekale che. ene dekhAva mehaka che paNa enI pachavADe Apattio bharelI che. e juvAnInA jozamAM prANIne viveka, maryAdA ke vicAra rahetA nathI, e pitAnI jAtane amara mAnI mojazokha ane tophAna kare che, juvAnInA madamAM aneka duSkRtya kare che, pApo seve che, saTTA khele che, dArU pIe che ane parastrImAM ramaNuM kare che. enA khAvApIvAmAM ThekANuM rahetuM nathI, vakhata-kavakhate

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anityabhAvanA. 77 game tyAM mukhane svAdiSTa lAge tevuM khAya che ane jANe zarIranI e sthiti kAyama raheze ema mAnI tedvArA pAra vagaranAM atyAcAra kare che; paNa e juvAnI kharekhara kutarAnI puMchaDI jevI vAMkI ja che. enA sapATAmAM AvanAra paNa vAMkA TeDA thaI jAya che, paNa "jabanIAne laTake dahADA cAra je" e vAta kharekharI bane che. e juvAnI te jotajotAmAM cAlI jAya che ane pachI AMkhe cazamAM AvavA mAMDe, dAMta hAlavA mAMDe, bAla sapheda thavA mAMDe-tyAre A jIMdagImAM juvAnInA jussAmAM karelA atyAcAranAM phaLo bhegavavAM paDe che. pachI apacA thAya, dAMtanI davA karavI paDe, chAtI duHkhe, ghasArA thAya vigere. paNa A DahApaNa ghaNAkharAne bahu meDuM Ave che. juvAnIne "divAnI " eTalA mATe ja kahevAmAM Ave che, paNa e AvelI cAlI jadI jAya che ane jarUra jAya che. e juvAnIne vaza thaI prANa taddana paravaza banI jAya che, te koNa che? enuM paNa ene bhAna rahetuM nathI, potAnuM viziSTa tattva e bhALato nathI ane enI buddhimAM paNa eTale pheraphAra thaI jAya che ke ene svapnAM paNa beTA mArgamAM ja Ave che, enAM manorAjyamAM cAre bAjue yuvatIo rAsaDA le che ane e sAruM sAruM khAvAnuM, strIsevananuM, rakhaDavAnuM, nATakasinemA jovAnuM ane dhamAla karI dareka iMdriyane tRpta karavAnuM ja ciMtavana kare che. AvI rIte e Idriyone vaza karavAne badale pitAnI kalpanAzaktinA durUpayegathI indriyane vaza banI jAya che ane badho vakhata enI tRptinAM valakhAM mAryA kare che. enI najaranI tumAkhI, enI vacananI bInajavAbadArI, enA vartananI acokkasatA ene paravaza banAve che ane jANe enAmAM kaI jAtanuM bhUta bharAyuM hoya ema vicArazIlane jarUra lAge che. ene vaza banI AvA pheraphAra thanA e bhALa

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zrI zAMta-sudhArasa gheADA divasa rahenArI divAnI juvAnIne vaza thaI AvI rIte vicitra vartana karanAra kaDavAM phaLa kema na pAme ? parabhavanI vAta khAju upara rAkhIe te A bhavamAM paN ane atyAcAranAM phaLo kema maLyAM vagara rahe? ane juvAnInA zAkha ghaDapaNamAM kevA nAca nacAve che te kAMi ApaNuM ajANyuM nathI. khAi na zakAya eTale manamAM kacavATa thAya, khAya teA apacA thAya ane pachI teA gAMDIAnA bhUkA karIne paNa khAve paDe ane rAkhaDI pIne divase kADhavA paDe! paravaza prANI zuM zuM na kare ? ane kare eTale pachI phaLa tA jarUra pAme emAM kAMi navAi nathI. ane rasapUrvaka sevelA iMdriyanA viSayeA peAtAnuM vaeNra kharAbara le che. keTalAka tAtkALika le che ane keTalAka lAMbe vakhate le che. ATalA uparathI jaNAya che ke cAra divasanAM cAMdaraDA jevI jIvAnI paNa dekhItI rIte anitya che, jotajotAmAM AvIne nAza pAmI jAya tevI che ane jAya tyAre peAtAnI pAchaLa ghaNA kacavATa mUkI jAya tevI che. ene pariNAme game tevAM AkarAM du:kha! ahIM ane AgaLa khamavAM paDe tema che te cAsa samajAya tevI vAta che. 78 kadAca sadbhAgye kAI prANI juvAnImAM paNa bheAjana ke strInA pAsamAM paDatA nathI ane svatva jALavI rAkhe che tenI paNa juvAnI aMte jarUra jAya che. ahIM kahevAnI vAta e che ke juvAnI jevI sthiti jenA upara aneka strI-purUSone madAra aMdhAyalA hAya che te paNa anitya che, lAMkhA vakhata TakanArI nathI ane jAya tyAre pAtAnI pachavADe vadhAre A kacavATa jarUra mUkI jAya che. jIvAnI kevA kacavATa mUkI jAya che te teA vRddhanA-

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maninyabhAvanA. jarAvasthAnA bArIka avalokanathI barAbara khyAlamAM Ave tevuM che. juvAnInA laTakAmaTakAvALI strIone bALa sapheda thavA mAMDe tyAre kevI dazAmAM jovAya che ane gupta vyAdhinI vAta bAjue rAkhatAM temanAM manane paritApa asahya thaI paDe che. yurepanI janatAmAM evI prathA che ke jyAre jyAre je kaI strI potAnA rUpatizayanA kAraNe sarva koinuM dhyAna kheMce che tyAre tyAre tene tenuM pada ApavAmAM Ave che. gAmanI, prAMtanI, dezanI athavA te AkhA yurepanI eka "rANuM " be varSa ene mahimA era hoya che. enI chabIo, saraghasa ane dhamAle cAle che, paNa pachI pAMceka varSamAM aMdhArI rAta Ave che tyAre ke tenI sAmuM paNa jotuM nathI. papha pAuDaranA lapeDA aMte khalAsa thAya che. AvA jotajotAmAM cAlyA janArA ane mAnasika, zArIrika glAni pachavADe mUkI, janArA jobana" upara AdhAra rAkhe tene upAdhyAyazrI "mUDha" kahe che ane enI khAtara paDI maranArane bIjI vAra mUDha kahe che. 3. A tA juvAnInI vAta thaI. cAra dahADAne caTako zuM che te tame joyuM, paNa kharI khubInI vAta to e che ke ghaDapaNamAM zarIra taddana khalAsa thaI gayuM hoya, mAthA upara bALa sapheda thaI gayA hoya, kapALamAM karacalIo paDI gaI hoya ane TUMkAmAM kahIe te zarIra tadRna hADapiMjara jevuM thaI rahyuM hoya, maravAne vAMke jIvAtuM hoya ane talamAMthI tela kADhI levAmAM Ave ane pachI Dherane khavarAvavA gya rasakasa vagaranA khoLa jevuM zarIra thaI gayuM hoya tyAre paNa A prANa kAmadevanA vikArene cheDato nathI. enuM zarIra na cAle te e strIo sAthe cALAceSThA karavAmAM rasa le che, strIonI

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80 = zrImsAMtasudhArasa sAmuM jovAmAM majA mANe che, kAmanI kathAo karavAmAM AnaMda bhagave che ane jANe kAmadevanA vikAne koI paNa prakAre. mArga ApavAmAM ene jIvananuM sArthakaya lAge che. bhartuhari eka bahu suMdara rUpaka raju kare che. kutara kANe hoya, ene Akhe zarIre khasa thaI hoya, zarIra paranA bALa uDI gayA hoya, pUchaDI paNa aradhIparadhI kapAI gaI hoya, kAne sAMbhaLI zakato na hoya, gharagharanA TukaDA UThAvato hoya ane sarvatra haDadhuta thato hoya-A kutare paNa kutarIne dekhI tenI pAchaLa doDe che ! kharekhara ! kAmadeva to marelAne eka vadhAre pATu mAre che. tame juvAnI khAI beThelA gharaDA khakhanI vAta sAMbhaLI hoya to tamane kharekhara vicAramAM nAkhI de. jeNe juvAnImAM rakhaDavAne baMdha karyo hoya te ghaDapaNamAM zuM kare e ziSTa bhASAmAM kahI zakAya tema nathI, paNa e strInI vAto ane vikAranI dazAnA kutarA ja rahe che. zarIra na cAle tyAre mana vadhAre uchALA mAre che. kAmadevanuM jora to evuM che ke enI khAtara 70 varSanA DeAsAone paNa DozI sAthe ekAMtamAM suvAnI nA pADavAmAM AvI che. evA DAsAonA kesa paNa keTamAM AvyA kare che. ghaDapaNanI asara zarIra upara thAya tyAre manane mArga keTalo vadhAre meka bane che tenI khAtara to meTA nATako lakhAya tema che. eka prazna vicAravA jevo che. ApaNe juvAnIne "gaddhApacIzI" upara kahI, paNa jiMdagImAM ethI paNa vadhAre bhayane samaya cAlIzathI pacAsa varSa lagabhagamAM Ave che. juvAna

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anitya-bhAvanA. 1 mANasa viraha sahaze, paradeza kheDaze ane agavaDA khamaze, paNa AdheDa vaye mANasane sarva cAlI jatu-hAthamAMthI sarI jaMtu lAge che. ane A bhAgavI lauM ke peluM bhAgavI lauM-- ema thanaganATa thayA kare che ane tethI juvAnI utaryA pachInI ane tadna ghaDapaNu AvI gayA vaccenI vaya vadhAre jokhamakAraka" hAI khAsa saMbhALavA lAyaka che, eveA mata hAlamAM vadhAre jora pakaDatA jAya che. ' ahIM ApaNe vicAravAnI vAta e che ke viSayA te jarUra javAnA che, cheADI devA paDavAnA che, paNa kAmadeva A prANIne taddana kharakhara kheraDI jevI sthitie paheAMcyA chatAM paNa nacAve che, phasAve che ane tenI pAse cALA karAve che. anitya padArtha paranI A rUcinuM vadhAre varNana karatAM paNa zarama Ave tema che. vastusvarUpa samajavu hAya teNe AvI mUrkhatAbharelI dazA paNa dhyAnamAM rAkhavA ceAgya che. 4. eka bIjI yukti raju karI anityabhAva ahu suMdara rIte lekhakazrI raju kare che. devatAone raLavA-kamAvAnI khaTapaTa nathI, amRtapAna karyo kare che, nATako jue che, lIleAtarIthI AMkhAne tRpti Ape che, amUlya ratnAthI prakAza pAme che, eka sarakhuM sukha devAMganAo sAthe bhegave che ane AkhA vakhata krIDA, Anada ane raLavAnI phIkara vagaranuM sukhI jIvana gALe che, devAne du:khanA khyAla paNa AvatA nathI, tyAM jIvanaha nAmanA paNa nathI, vaLI emanAM AyuSya paNa khUba meTAM hoya che, bhuvanapatinA devA paNa eka sAgarApama jIve che, khAra devalekamAM tethI vadhAre sAgarApama anubhave che ane anuttaravimAnamAM sarvArthasiddhanA devAnu AyuSya 33 sAgarApamanuM hoya che.

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zrI-zAMtasudhArensa A eka sAgaropama zuM tene khyAla karyo hoya to kahe, abajo, parva ane nikharva varSoe paNa ene pAra Ave tema nathI. AvuM sukha deve ATalA lAMbA vakhata sudhI cAlu rIte vagarasaMkece ane vagara-khalanAe bhagave che, paNa emAM majAnI vAta e che ke aMte tene paNa cheDo Ave che. karaDe varSa sukha bhegavyA pachI aMte tyAMthI bIje manuSya ke tiryaMcamAM javuM paDe che, garbhamAM utpanna thavuM paDe che ane pachI te ekaDe ekathI navI bAjI maMDAya che. have tArI sAMsArika kaI cIja devatAnA ochAmAM ochA AyuSya samaya jeTalI paNa cAle tema che? are ! evuM devatAnuM sukha paNa aMte pUruM thaI jAya che tyAre tuM te zemAM rAccemA rahe che ? tuM jarA uMDe utarIne khUba vicAra kara. A eka nAnakaDI ophIsa ke dukAna maLI ke pAMca-pacIsa vIghA jamIna maLI ke nAnuM-meTuM rAjya maLyuM temAM vanyuM zuM ? ane te paNa keTalAM varSa ? pachI to mUkIne javuM paDe ane pachavADe laDAI, kaMkAsa ke korTanA kissA thAya tene khAtara tuM paDI mare che, sukhe khAto nathI, uMghate nathI, TharIne DAma besato nathI ane Akho vakhata upAdhi karyA kare che, paNa te kone mATe ane keTalA vakhata mATe? je tArUM sukha-mAneluM sukha niraMtara rahe tevuM hoya, tAre ene kadI choDavuM paDe tema na hoya ane tuM jyAM jA tyAM sAthe Ave tevuM hoya-te to tuM tenI khAtara game teTaluM kara. bAkI yAda rAkhaje ke devatAo meTA AyuSyavALA hoya che chatAM tene paNa AyuSyanA cha mAsa bAkI rahe che tyAre vRthA janma vyatIta karyA saMbaMdhI mAthAM pachADI pastAvA karavA paDe che ane

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anityabhAvanA. tane te enA karoDamA bhAganuM sukha nathI ane karoDamAM bhAga jeTale vakhata cAle tevuM paNa nathI-tyAre tuM te zenA upara mehyo che? A prazna tAre khUba vicAravA jevo che. vaLI tAre to AgaLa gIta gavAtAM hoya, paDakhe biradAvaLI bolAtI hAya, be bAju cAmara vIMjhAtAM hoya to saMsAramAM mAthuM paNa A to vAtamAM kAMI mAla nathI. mahAmuzIbate jameudhAranA TAMTIA meLavanAra tuM zenA upara A sarva dhamAla karI rahyo che ? kaI sthira vastu tane maLI che ane te keTalI cAlaze ? jarA vicAra, khUba vicAra, uMDe utara ! vAstavika rIte to tuM mAne che te sukha ja nathI, paNa hoya ema mAnIe to paNa e keTaluM ane kayAM sudhInuM? 5. have tArI AjubAju je, to tyAM paNa tane kSaNabhaMgurapaNuM-anityabhAva dekhAI Avaze. jarA vicAra, tArAM maraNe tAjAM kara ane khyAlamAM le. bALapaNamAM jenI sAthe te ramato khelI, jenI sAthe tuM gIlI daMDA (moIdaDIA ) rape, jenI sAthe sAta TApalIA dA lIdhA, jenI sAthe lakhoTA ke chaTa daDInA chUTA ghA ramyo-temAMnA ghaNAe smazAnamAM polyA, teM temane rAkha thatAM joyA. tArA vaDIle jenI teM pUjA karI, bhAvabhaktithI sevA karI athavA tArA gurUo jemaNe tene kaIka jJAna ApyuM ane te jemane bhAvathI paMcAMga praNAma karyA te paNa bhasma thaI gayA. teomAMnA keI keInI citA to te tAre hAthe saLagAvI (cetAvI). vaLI tArA aneka mitro, dosto ane saMbaMdhIo jenI sAthe teM carcA-vArtAo karI, vAtenAM gappAM mAryA, alakamalakanI kathAo karI, jemanI sAthe takarAra ane vAdavivAda

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zrI zAMti-sudhArakha karyA, jemanI sAthe bhASaNe kya, jemanAM bhASaNe sAMbhaLyA, jemanI sAthe DIbeTIMga sosAyaTInA meMbara (sabhya) thaI prItipUrvaka pakSavAda karyA-temAMnA paNa ghaNAkharAne teM tAre hAthe smazAne pahoMcADyA ane enI baLatI citAnA bhaDabhaDATa avAja te sAMbhaLyA ane tene bALatI agninI javALAone rAtA-pILA raMganA bhaDakAo sAthe teM AkAzamAM caDhatI ane tane vyAkuLa karatI anubhavI. tAre jenA vagara na cAle evAM tArAM aneka saMbaMdhIo gayA. kaIkanI ati suMdara Adarza patnI gaI haze, kaIka patnIo vidhavA banI jhUratI haze, ekane eka chokare cAlyA gaye haze, hRdaya khAlI karavAnAM sthaLa jevAM vizvAsu mitro gayA haze, raLIne roTalA khavarAvanAra dIkarA cAlyA gayA haze, iMdrANIne yAda karAve tevI putrIe gaI haze-kaIka kaIka gayA haze ane temane lAkaDAnI ce upara jAte mUkI AvyA hazuM. pratyeka prANIne aneka vahAlAne viyAga thaye haze ane kaIkanA saMbaMdhamAM te "divasa gaNutAM mAsa gayA, ne varase AMtarIA, surata bhUlI sAhibA, ne nAme visarIA" jevuM paNa banyuM haze. atyAre gayelAnA caherA paNa saMbhAratAM yAda AvatAM nahi hoya ane kekanAM nAma paNa bhUlAI gayAM haze. AvA atyaMta vahAlA, dilajAna, priya, pUjya ke pratApI gayAM, temane smazAnamAM mUkI AvyAM, temanI kAyA agnimAM jaLI ane tenI rAkhaDI thatAM joI ane chatAM tuM haju chAtI kADhIne, muchane magare lagAvIne, AMkha para cazmA caDhAvIne, kAnamAM attaranA puMbhaDAM ghAlIne, camacama avAja karatAM buTa paherIne,

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anitya-bhAvanA. 85 TepIne vAMkI mUkIne, hAthamAM sIgAreTa laIne cAle che ane jANe kadI maravuM ja nathI, jANe bIjA sarva gayA paNa tuM te amarapaTTo lakhAvI lAvyuM che ema dhAre che ! tane zuM kahIe? tArI kayA zabdomAM vAta karIe ? tAre mATe zuM tela bAMdhIe? tuM te jANe thoDA-ghaNA vaibhavane tAre mAnI beThe che ane nAnakaDI tArI duniyAne ramADavAno IjAro sadAkALa mATe laIne beThe che ane tArAM A se-pacAsa varasa mATenA dharmazALA jevAM gharane "gharanAM ghara" mAnI beThe che ane manamAM mAne che ke bIjA bhale gayA, paNa ApaNe to goTe cAlyo jaze. vIza varSane thAya tyAre cALIza sudhI jIvIza ema mAne che, paNa sAThane thAya tyAre sIttera upara dhyAna rahe che ane mukhethI jIdagInI asthiratAnI vAta karato jAya che, paNa uMDANamAM khAtrI hoya che ke pote haju daza-vIza varSa te jarUra kADhI nAkhaze. sIttera eMzI varSanA paNa evI ja AzAmAM rahe che. koI paNa vyaktine kAryakrama joze to temAM paNa pAMca-daza varSanI hayAtIne hisAba jarUra hoya che. tAva Ave ne upaDI jatAM anyane jue, lega kelerAnA kALA kera jue, kSayanA ghasArA jue, lakavAnA pakSa AghAta dekhe, hArTa phela thatAM dekhe paNa e sarva bIjA mATe ! ene aMdarathI khAtrI che ke ApaNane e vAta sAthe levAdevA nathI. ApaNuM te jarUra Ama ne Ama cAlyuM jaze. e bhAva vaya vadhavA sAthe vadhatuM jAya che ane ghaDapaNamAM to AkhuM zarIra gharaDuM thAya che, paNa vinAza panArA ja nIyatoDapi na nIti ( jIvananI ane dhananI AzA te gharaDAne paNa gharaDI thatI nathI.) - have AvI tArI vicitra mAnyatAne zuM kahIe? AMkhe

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86 zrI*zAMta sudhArasa ughADI rAkhI hAthe karI khADAmAM paDe evA patimUrkhane zuM upadeza ApIe ? tee mATe ( graMthakartA kahe che ke) eka ja zabda che teonA AvA pramAdane dhikkAra che! samaju mANusa AthI vizeSa zuM kahe ? tiraskAranA TUM kA zabda mUkI dai lekhake kamAla karI che. tejI mANasane kAza hAya, pachI vadhAre AkarA zabdo tA nakAmA che, bInajarUrI che. kahevata che ke ' tejI( gheADA )ne TuMkArA ane gadheDAne daNAM,' cAre bAju anityapaNu joI rahyo che te upara pUrNa vicAra kara. A vAta " vicAravA jevI che ane vicAratAM jacI jAya tevI che. 6. A tA mitrA, vaDIlA ane snehIenI vAta karI, paNa sarva bhAve| evA ja prakAranA che te paNa tuM jarA joi le. hAIkorTanA jaja thAya, khajAne khaLabhaLAvanAra paNa pachI chevaTe zu? eka prANI Aje rAjA thAya, vyAsapIThane dhrujAvanAra vaktA thAya, meATA vepArI thAya ke game te thAya, kAi pAMca indriyavALA thAya, kAI cAravALe thAya ane e pramANe vadhatI- ochI iMdriyavALA thAya. kAI rUpavAna thAya, kAI kIrtizALI thAya, kAi prabhAvazALI thAya, kAi sInemAnA ' sTAra ' thAya, kAi nATakamAM sAta vAra 'vansameAra' karAvanAra thAya--A sarva cetanabhAvA che. hAlatAcAlatA trasa jIve ane sthira rahetA ekedriye! sArA athavA kharAma vicitra bhAveA pradarzita kare che e paNa sa cetanabhAvA che. suMdara rAjamahela, bhavya havelI, mUlyavAna pharanIcara, seAnA

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anitya-bhAvanA. rUpAnA pAtra, AkarSaka krokarI (rakAbI, pyAlA, leTa vigere), hIrAmetInAM ghareNAM, sonAnAM alaMkAre, jharUkhA, mahela ke maDhI, chatrIpalaMga ke hAMDIjhumara, chabIo ke citra, putaLAMo ke ramakaDAM --A sarva acetana bhAve che. e sarva cetana ane acetana bhAva dariyAmAM maja Ave tema eka vakhata uchaLe che ane pAchA paDI jAya che, ema aneka vAra uchALA mAre che ane pAchA mahAsamudramAM laya pAmI jAya che. jyAre caDhe che tyAre e sapATI upara dekhAya che ane vAMsa vAMsanI phalAMge bhare che, paNa aMte thoDA vakhatamAM zamI jAya che ane zame tyAre enuM nAmanizAna paNa rahetuM nathI, e meM uchaLyuM hatuM ema keIne yAda paNa AvatuM nathI. aneka mejae to evAM hoya che ke e uchaLyAM ane zamyAM enI vAta kaI jotuM ke jANatuM paNa nathI. A duniyAmAM dhamAla karatA ane dekhAva karatA cetana ane acetana sarva bhAvanI A sthiti che. paramANuo aneka rUpa dhAraNa kare che. prANI aneka janma le che e enAM judAM judAM rUpe che. eka rUpa mUkI bIjuM le che, bIjuM mUkI trIjuM le che, ema aneka vAra upara Ave che ane pAchAM laya pAmI jAya che. strIo TeLe maLIne kUTe tyAre cAra bAIo ToLAM vacce AvI thoDI vAra ghUme che ane pAchI TeLAmAM bhaLI jAya che, tema A prANuM paNa tArAnI peThe jarA vakhata camakAro batAvI, cekamAM cheDe pATha bhajavI pAcho asta thaI jAya che. ghaNA te kUTatAM na AvaDatuM hoya to vacce AvyA vagara paNa vIsazaLa

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zrI*zAMtasudhArasa thaI jAya che, e vacce Ave ke na Ave paNa e vIsarALa thai gayA pachI duniyAne khIjI eTalI khaTapaTa hAya che ke enu zu thayuM ane kyAM gayA ? tenI vAta paNa kAI yAda karatuM nathI. evI rIte bhAMgelA Tebalane ke saDIne paDI jatAM jhADane kAi saMbhAratuM nathI ane bhAMgela phanIcara bhaMgAra 'te bhAve vecAya che. koi paNa jIvatAM prANI ke acetana padArthanI meAhu zeza karaveA ? ane A sthiti che. have enA upara te enI khAtara badhuM hArI kAM javu ? ApaNA sagAsnehI ane dhananA saMbadha che te teA nATaka jevA che. keAi camatkArathI rAjaRddhi ke nagaraudyAna matAve tene IMdrajALa kahe che. ApaNA nATakA ke sInemA paNa e ja misAlanA che. sagAo sAthenA saMbaMdha paMkhInA meLA jevA che. judI judI dizAmAMthI AvI rAtre AvI rAtre eka jhADa para beThAM, savAra paDI ke sA sAne raste paDI jAya che. dharmazALAmAM vaTemAe ekaThAM maLe ane vakhata thAya eTale cAlavA mAMDe evA A sarva khela che. e khela cAle teTale vakhata te khATA che e vAta bAjue rAkhIe chIe, paNa kAyama rahevAnA nathI e vAta tamArA dhyAna para atra khAsa ThasAvavAnI jarUra che. 6 AvA cetana, acetana padArtho para ke svajana dhananA saMmilana para je rAcImAcI jAya, je enI khAtara zuM zuM karI nAkhe, ane raDatAM joI muMjhAI jAya, ene jatAM joi pAka mUkI raDavA bese, eneA nAza thatA joI nisAsA nAkhe e tA kharekhara ' mUDha ' gaNAyamUrkha gaNAya. evA taddana asthirathoDA vakhata rahenArAMnA te vaLI bhAMsAhAya ? ane tenA

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-anitya bhAvagnA. upara mustakIma rahIne te koI gaNatrI karAya? gItanI zarUAtamAM "mUDha" zabda A prANI mATe vAparyo che tene atra khulAso thAya che. A prANI bIjA manuSya mATe athavA padArtho mATe pAtaLA thaI jAya che ke lAlacoLa thaI jAya che e enuM ajJAna che. oLakhavA egya vastune je na oLakhe tene mUDha kahevAmAM Ave che. A prANa samajavA dhAre te samajI zake evI tenI sthiti che chatAM paNa te samajavA mAgato ja nathI, ane tethI e pitAne mUDha svabhAva vyakta kare che. samaju prANI AvA acekasa bhAve ane saMgame para madAra bAMdhatA nathI. 7. jIvananI asthiratA traNa prakAre batAvI: (1) zarUAtamAM AyuSyane pavananA taraMga jevuM capaLa kahyuM, (2) kuzanA cheDA para rahelA pANInA biMdu sAthe jIvanane sarakhAvyuM ane (3) chaThThA geyapadyamAM mitro ane saMbaMdhIne rAkha thatAM joI temAMthI akkala levA kahyuM. have e vAta sIdhA zabdomAM chevaTanI kahI de che - maraNane jyAre purUSAkAra rUpa ApavAmAM Ave che tyAre tene "jama " athavA "yama" kahevAmAM Ave che. saMskRtamAM ene "kRtAMta " paNa kahe che. eTale je aMtane kare te kRtAMta kahevAya. e kaI deva ke dAnava nathI ke je A prANIne maratI vakhate AvIne, kheMcIne, dorIne kAMI laI jato hoya, paNa alaMkAranI bhASAmAM jANe kAMI tevuM ja banatuM hoya e khyAla ApavAmAM Ave che. maraNanA purUSAkAravarNananuM ahIM citra ApavAmAM Ave che te vicAre. * e jamadeva A vakhata prANIone kaLIo kaye ja

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90 zrI zAMtasudhAra*sa jAya che. ajaMgama prANImAM sthAvarAnA samAveza thAya che. pRthvI, ar, tejas, vAyu ane vanaspati e sarva ajaMgama gaNAya che; jo ke agni ane vAyu gatie karIne jaMgama che. jaMgamamAM zaMkha, jaLA vigere eiMdriyA, mAMkaDa, vigere teiMdriyA, vIMchI, bhamarI, tIDa vigere cariMdriye tathA chevaTe paMcadriyAne samAveza thAya che. paMcendriya prANImAM cAra mATA vibhAga che. temAM prathama vibhAga tiryaMcAnA Ave che. emAM mAchalAM, magaramaccha vigere jaLacara che, hAthI, gheADA, gAya vigere sthaLacara che ane peApaTa, kAyala, kabUtara vigere khecara che. e uparAMta temAM peTathI cAlanAra sarpA(ura:parisarpa) ane hAthathI cAlanAra nALIA(bhujaparisapepa) ne samAveza thAya che. A paMcendriya tiryaMcA thayA. mIjo vibhAga manuSyane Ave che te mRtyuleAkanA mAnavI--ApaNA jevA che. manuSyabhavamAM ke anyatra zubha sAmagrI ekaThI karI sukhane anubhava kare te trIjA devAnA vibhAgamAM Ave che ane azubha karma baMdha karI du:khanA anubhava kare te nArake kahevAya che. A methI pAMca iMdriyavALA sarva jagama athavA trasajIvA kahevAya che. jamarAjA AkhA vakhata ArAma lIdhA vagara e sa jagama ane ajaMgama prANIone kALIe karyA ja kare che. eka samayanI paNa rAha joyA vagara sArAye vakhata prANIone hAIA karatA ja jAya che. anAdi kALathI ene evI lata lAgI che ke e prANIone khAdhA ja kare che, paNa kadI dharAtA ja nathI, ene kIsatASa thatA nathI ane kadI e peTa para hAtha pheravI hAza karatA nathI. ene svabhAva ja e che. have e jamarAjA peAtAnAM mhAmAM Ave e sarvane gaLapa karyA kare che e vAta te ApaNe dararAja joie chIe. sukhaI

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anitya-bhAvanA. jevA zaheramAM to eNe keTalA mANasane khAdhAM tenA AMkaDA paNa dararoja chapAIne bahAra paDe che. have e to enAM haimAM AvyAM tene jarUra khAya che, paNa tuM kayAM che tene vicAra karyo? enA mukhamAM Ave e te vAta karatAM bolatAM cAlatAM baMdha thaI jAya che, paNa tAre vAre kayAre Avaze tenI tane khabara che ? tuM vicAra karIza to tane jaNAze ke tuM paNa enI hathelImAM ja che. ane kAkha-bagalane ane mahene AMtare keTaluM che te te tane kahevAnI jarUra nathI. A cAra-cha IMcanA AMtare tuM ubhe che. kayAre enA nhAmAM paDIza enI tane khabara nathI ane temAM paDyo ke bhukkA nIkaLI javAnA che e vAtanI jarA zaMkA paNa nathI. tAre aMta e kRtAMta (aMta lAvanAra) nahi lAve enI kAMI tane geraMTI (khAtrI ) maLI che? tAre ne ene kAMI destI saMbaMdha che? tAre enI sAthe kAMI sagapaNa che ? tArA upara ene kAMI prema che? A pramANe vastusthiti che, jagatamAM jANItI che, tArI pAse prakTa khaDI thaIne ubhI che ane tane AmaMtraNa karIne vicAra mATe bolAve che. je tane koI upAya sUjhayo hoya athavA tane yamarAje khAtrI ApI hoya te amArI sarva vArtA phekaTa che, paNa nahi te eka divasa A sarva choDI cekakasa javAnuM che ane atyAre mAtra savAla enI hatheLImAMthI mukhamAM paDavA pUrato ja bAkI rahe che. Avo aMta na Ave te upAya peja ane yamarAjanA pAsamAMthI chUTavAnA dvAra zedhI rAkha, paNa te to Akhe jude rasto che. enA mAge che, paNa te te tAre zeAdhIne

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hara zrIzAMtasudhArasa taiyAra karavAnA che; paraMtu atyAre jamarAjA Ave te tuM javA taiyAra che ? Ama jamarAjAnuM nAma Ave tyAM mAM zuM kAma bagADI nAkhe che? je sthiti cokkasa thavAnI che tenA nAmathI paNa amaMgaLika thatuM hoya evA ghelAM zuM kADhe che? jyAre jarUra javuM ja che ane e vAta jIvavA jeTalI ja cakkasa che tyAre pachI A phaphaDATa zA mATe karI rahyo che? eka vAta samajIne svIkArI le. ane te e che ke camarAja koIne mUkato nathI, keIne eNe choDyA nathI ane tuM kadAca ema mAnI lete ho ke tArA saMbaMdhamAM e apavAda karaze te tuM bhAre gaphalatImAM rahe che. moTA mAMdhAtAne paNa eNe chelyA nathI ane AkhI pRthvIne dhaNadhaNAvanAra paNa enI AgaLa namI ene kaLIo thaI gayA che. keI amarapaTTo lakhAvIne AvyuM nathI ane tuM khAlI garva kara nahi. tAre paNa aMte e ja mArga che ema samajI, gaNuM, vicArI tArA jIvananI anityatA samajI le ane te vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhI tArI bAjI beThava. 8. pitAnA vaibhava ane parivAranI ciMtA nakAmI che, jIvatara kSaNabhaMgura che, viSayasukha cAlI janAra che, juvAnInA raMga thoDA vakhatanA che, ghaDapaNanA cALA hasavA jevA che, denA sukha paNa aMte pUrA thavAnA che, sAthe ramanArA ane vinoda karanArA paNa cAlyA gayA che, sarva bhAve dariyAnAM mojAM jevAM che ane svajana dhanane saMbaMdha IdrajALa jevo che ane jamarAjA te gaLaka karato ja jAya che. gabharAI gayA, muMjhAyA, phasAI gayA ! have zuM karavuM ? kayAM javuM ? kone Azraya zodha? lekhaka mahAzaya kahe che -

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anityabhAvanA.' bhAI ! tAruM potAnuM AtmasvarUpa je, tuM uDe utara. e saccidAnaMdamaya che. A zabdamAM traNa hakIkata che. "sat " cit " ane "AnaMda." jagata sarva mithyA che, saMbaMdha sarva khoTA che paNa A paramAtma svarUpa AtmA sat che. e traNa kALa rahevAne che-hato, che ane raheze. upara je anitya bhAvo, saMbaMdho ane saMvego joyA tenI barAbara sAme mUkAya e nitya-sat AtmA enA mULa svarUpamAM che. mAyA, iMdrajALa ke svapnavat jagat sAme A khare "sat " che. e trikALa sat nitya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa 'cita che, jJAnamaya che, jJAnathI bharelo che, prakAza svarUpa che ane bhUta, bhavatuM tathA bhAvI sarva bhAvane jANanAra che. enI jJAnazakti atyAre ochI thaI gaI che-avarAI gaI che paNa aMdara bharelI che ane te tyAM barAbara che. A prakAzamaya rUpa aMdara che tene bahAra lAvavAnuM che paNa te tyAM che ane tenA asala svarUpamAM ajJAnane-mUDhatAne sthAna nathI e bIjI vAta karI. ane tyAM niraMtara "AnaMda"varte che. prathama sAMsArika sarva bhAvane dariyAnA uchALA sAthe sarakhAvyA evI vAta ahIM nathI, tyAM doDAdoDa nathI, dhamAla nathI, duHkha nathI, saMpUrNa sAce niravadhi AnaMda che, meja che, sukhanA gharaDakA che. A trIjI vAta karI. paramAtma svarUpe AtmA 1. " sat " 2. cita" ane 3. "AnaMda"maya che. e enuM sAcuM svarUpa che. A saccidAnaMda svarUpa tAruM potAnuM ja che, tArA gharanuM che ene prApta karavAmAM--prakaTa karavAmAM tAre koInI pAse yAcanA karavI paDe tema nathI, keInI pAse vara mAga paDe tema nathI, keInI pAse hAtha joDavA paDe tema nathI. *,

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zrI zAMtasudhArasa che. A sacidAnaMda svarUpane barAbara khyAla karI tuM haMmezane mATe eka avyAbAdha-apratihata-nitya sukha prApta kara. A nAnakaDAM mAnI lIdhelAM sukhamAM muMjhAI jaI eka khADAmAMthI bIjAmAM paDe che ane vAraMvAra muMjhAya che e tArA jevA saccidAnaMdasvarUpavALAne ghaTe nahi-zebhe nahi-dIpe nahi. anitya vastuo, saMbaMdhe ane zarIre cheDI tArUM pitAnuM zAzvata sukha che ane tArA gharamAM ja che, tArI pAse ja che tene anubhava kara, e sukhamAM pesI jA, ene AnaMda bhegava ane haMmezane mATe sarva upAdhino tyAga karI ghuMTaDA bharI bharIne e sAcA sukhane bhegavI le. ene tuM cAlu bhegavyA karaze e vAtanI tane e mArge caDhatAM ja khAtrI thaze. "saccidAnaMda" zabda ja e suMdara che ke ene samajatAM enAmAM prANI AkarSaNa pAmI jAya che. tuM saccidAnaMdamaya che, prakaTa thaI jA. saMta purUne tyAM utsava che. ahIM A saMsAramAM ja - ema graMthakartA mahAtmA AzIrvAda Ape che. saMta koNa kahevAya ? je sAce mArge vartana karI rahyA hoya te saMta-sajana kahevAya. khAlI vAta karanArA nahi, paNa vAtane jhIlanArA-vAto kare te pramANe vartanArA. AmAM daMbhane ke Dhagane sthAna na hoya. utsavamAM pAna vagara cAle nahi, pINuM te joIe. ahIM prazama rasa-zAMtasudhArasanuM tAjuM pINuM (Drink) A utsavamAM maLavAnuM che. e amRtarasanuM pAna karavA rU5 utsava sajana purUSone hA. vinaya eTale AkarSaNa (vinayana) - A chellA uddagAramAM graMthakartAe pitAnuM nAma paNa jaNAvI dIdhuM ane "sudhArasa" graMthane utsava kevo che tenuM darzana

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anityabhAvanA. che tenuM varNana paNa karAvI dIdhuM che. prazamarasa-zAMtarasa ke pravezakamAM thaI gayuM che. X saMsAranI asAratA jaNAvavA sArU lekhakazrIe ghaNuM agatyanI hakIkta kahI dIdhI che. temaNe nAnA-moTA vaibhava khAtara phasAvAnI nA kahI, parivAra khAtara muMjhAI javA sAme cetavaNI ApI, jIvanane asthira batAvyuM, viSayasukha sAthenI dostI nirarthaka batAvI, saMsAranATaka kSaNabhaMgura batAvyuM, juvAnIne raMga apakAlIna batAvyo, ghaDapaNanA cALA varNavIne batAvyA, sukhanI sImA batAvI, sAthe ramanArA gayA ema batAvyuM, sAMsArika bhA iMdrajALa jevA asthira batAvyA ane yamadevane sadAne bhUkhe batAvyuM. chevaTe nitya sukha anubhavavA bhalAmaNa karI. A pratyeka vAta navIna che, navIna najare jovA jevI che ane khUba vicAramAM nAkhI de tevI che. nIcenA traNa dAkhalAe vicArIe - judI judI jagyAe carI rAtrI rahevA mATe eka jhADa para paMkhIo sAMje ekaThA thAya che tevI rIte kuLarUpa vRkSamAM A janmamAM prANI ekaThA thAya che. sarva pakSIo savAra thatAM raste paDI jAya che tema prANuM AyuSya pUruM thatAM raste paDI jAya che. A ane meLApa che. savAra kayAre paDaze eTale ja savAla che. A daSTie saMsAranA meLAne kadI vicAryuM che? - savAre je gharamAM maMgaLagIta gavAtAM hoya ane nAstAcA-pANI uDatAM hoya tyAM bapore prANapoka mUkAya che ane

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6 zrIzAMta- sudhArasa sukha ne AnaMdane badale chAjIA gavAya che. evA aneka dAkhalA anubhavyA che paNa tenI aMdaranA rahasyane vicAryuM che? jene savAre rAjyAbhiSeka thAya te ja divase sAMja paDatAM citAmAM paDatAM ane e ja citAmAMthI enA dhumADA nIkaLatAM sAMbhaLyAM che ane chatAM A jIvanane meha chUTato nathI ane saMsAra sAthe vaLagavAnuM mana thAya che. emAM kaye manabhAva varte che tene kadI vicAra karyo che? vicAra kare, samaje, khyAla kare ApaNe zenA upara paDI marIe chIe ? kaI jatanI sthiratA samajIne AkhI ramata mAMDI beThA chIe? e mAMDelI ramata kayAre baMdha karavI paDaze? baMdha thaze tyAre ApaNane bhAna haze ke poDhI gayA hazuM? ane A sarva zuM thAya che? kema thAya che? samajunAM lakSaNa A hoya nahi, cokkasa samajyA vagara e kAma kare nahi, dIrghakAlIna lAbha jANyA vagara e pravRtti kare nahi ane tArI te AkhI ramata khoTI che. jene te gharanuM ghara dhAryuM che te tArUM nathI, jene teM tArAM saMbaMdhI mAnyA che te tArAM nathI, jene teM tArAM sagAM mAnyAM che te sthAyI rahevAnAM nathI ane jenI khAtara tuM pApa seve che, prANa pAthare che, zuMnuM zuM karI nAkhuM ema dhAre che te tArAM nathI. tAruM zarIra paNa tAruM nathI. tuM ene game teTaluM paze te paNa te tArUM rahevAnuM nathI ane tArI sAthe AvavAnuM paNa nathI. AkhI bAjI teM vastusthiti samajyA vagara mAMDI che. te paisA ane svajana khAtara aneka agavaDo ane pApe sene che, paNa te tArI pAse rahevAnAM che? tArAM rahevAnAM che?

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anityabhAvanA. 7 ema khAtrI maLI che? mahAvigraha pachI ghaNAnA eka bhavamAM traNa bhava thatAM teM joyA, kaIkanAM magaja khasI gayAM ane kaI kanAM zarIra ghasAI gayAM-e te najare joyuM ane chatAM haju tuM AMkho baMdha rAkhIne mUke ja jAya che te konA upara? ane zAne mATe? tane viSayamAM majA Ave che ? tuM tenuM svarUpa vicArI je. emAM majA jevuM kAMI nathI. e te vastuonA DhagalA ane mAyAnAM putaLAM che. emAM tArA je anaMta sukhane Icchaka majA mANe te tArA gauravane paNa zobhatI vAta nathI. tuM e praznane sAdhAraNa duniyAdArI najarathI na je. jarA uMDe utara. tArA jevA gauravazALI AtmAne A zebhatI vAta nathI. kayAM hAtha nAMkhe che? kayAM kAna mAMDe che ? kayAM najara doDAve che ? emAM zuM sukha che? keTaluM che? kayAM sudhI cAlaze? je tane e sukha haMmeza mATe nahi te paNa ghaNe vakhata cAle tevuM lAgatuM hoya te te temAM majA karI le, paNa viSayanAM sukha te eka mIniTa paNa cAle tevAM nathI. khAdhuM eTale khalAsa thayuM! gaLA nIce utaryuM eTale pachI te dUdhapAka hoya ke gaeNsa hAya sarva sarakhuM ja che. ane tArA jevA samartha AtmA AvA kIcaDamAM paga nAMkhe che e tane zebhatI vAta thAya che ? je AvI avyavasthita sthitimAM cAlyA jaIza AgaLa vadhIza te zarIra chUTaze tyAM sudhI AzA te chaTavAnI ja nathI ane AyuSya pUruM thaze tyAM sudhI pApabuddhi javAnI nathI. tyAre zuM tuM Ama ne Ama calAvye ja jaIza? ane aMte ghasaDAI javAnI ja tArI IcchA che? kSaNika sukha khAtara tuM keTalo bhega Ape che tene vicAra kara. A manuSyabhava tane

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- - 98 zrI-zAMtasudhArasa mahAmuzkelImAM maLe che tene asthira padgalika padArtho ane mananA mAnelA saMbaMdhe khAtara gumAvI de egya na gaNAya. kaI sthAyI cIja maLe te khAtara-te mATe prayatna karavo ghaTe. paNa atyAre tuM zuM karI rahyo che ? jyAM tArA jIvananuM ja ThekANuM nathI tyAM tuM zenA upara ane tene mATe A sarva racanA karI rahyo che? aMte A sarvane mUkIne javAnuM che e vAta cokkasa che. game ke na game paNa maravuM to paDaze ja, tyAre pachI ATalA TUMkA samayamAM kAMI evuM karI le ke jethI A sarva rakhaDapaTTIne cheDe AvI jAya. AkhA jIvananI cAvI samajavAnI jarUra che, samajIne chUTI javAnI jarUra che; nahi to A cakravyuha e maMDANe che ke emAMthI nIkaLavAnA prayatna karatAM emAM tuM vadhAre vadhAre aTavAiza. khUba vicAra karI sAcA mArga pakaDI laiza te ja tane A cakkaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI javAno mArga sAMpaDaze. tene mArga e ja che ke e cakakarane barAbara oLakhI javuM. emAM upara uparanA neha, khATAM premAliMgane, meTe meTethI rUdana e sarvane oLakhI javuM, vastuo sAthene saMbaMdha barAbara vicAra ane zarIra paNa kayAM sudhI kAma Apaze tenI kiMmata karI levI. zarIrane bane teTalo lAbha le, paNa enI khAtara muddAne bhega Apa nahi. A sarva saMbaMdhe, vastuo ane zarIra anitya che, kSaNasthAyI che e bhAva je manamAM jAmI jAya te AkhI guMcavaNane nIkAla thaI jAya tema che. ene samajavAmAM muzkelI che tenA karatAM paNa enI sAthe kAma letAM e vAta satata lakSyamAM

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anityabhAvanA. rahevI vadhAre muzkela che, paNa e rIte jIvavAmAM AtmAnaMda che ane sAthe amaryAdita lahera che. e bhAvane aMtarathI vicArI jotAM aneka mumukSuone mArga prApta thaI gayela che. cidAnaMdamaya AtmasvarUpanI jhAMkhI karAvanAra ane AtmAnA zAzvata sukhane enA sAcA AkAramAM batAvanAra A anitya bhAvanA vAraMvAra vicAravA-lAvavA jevI che. pugaLa sAthe saMbaMdha evo te jakaDAI gaye che ke enAthI chUTavAne prayatna karavAnuM ene sUjhatuM nathI ane sUjhe te amalamAM AvatuM nathI, paNa aMte A sarva saMbaMdha chUTavAnA che, choDavAnA che, khasI javAnA che. parAdhInapaNe thaI gayelA tyAganI kiMmata nathI, samajI viveka vAparIne karelA tyAganI kiMmata che. e tyAga prApta karavA, e jIvana jIvavA AMtaravRttithI nirdabhapaNe AtmasAkSIe prayAsa kare ene A vicAraNuM amRtarasanA pAna (pINAM) samAna che. e pINAnA nazAmAM cakacUra thavA AtmAthI mumukSu yatna kare e upAdhyAya zrImadvinayavijayajIne upadeza che. anitya bhAvanAne viSaya jJAnArNavamAM suMdara rIte carce che. tenI be traNa prasAdI jarUra vicAravA gya che. zubhacaMdrAcArya saMsAra-samudranA sarva saMbaMdhane vipattinAM ghara batAvI pachI kahe che ke -vastu timiruM mUDha ! pratikSadhinazcanma ' kAraati = gAnAra pra thamaSadha che teo te sAmAnya rIte jabare cAba lagAve che ke-he mUDha prANI! utpanna thayelI sarva vastu pratikSaNa nAza pAmyA ja kare che, A vAta tuM jANe che chatAM jANe jANatA ja nathI. tene te upacAra na thaI zake e (ASadha vinAne) ka graha (vyAdhi) lAgu paDe che?

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zrI zAMtasudhArasa A vAta taddana sAcI che. ApaNe jANatA chatAM paNa jANatA nathI. ApaNe jANyuM kAmanuM zuM ? vinazvara jANavA chatAM saMbaMdha, dhana ane vastune cATatA jaIe e jJAna zA kAmanuM ? kharekhara ApaNe vyAdhi Akare che, vaLagADa cIkaNo che ane enuM osaDa najare paDatuM nathI. eno dAkhalo ApatAM teo kahe che ke - virAti zItArtha, jIvitArtha pibedviSam / viSayeSvapi yaH saukhymnvepathati sudhI "je mUDha buddhivALA prANI viSayamAMthI sukha meLavavA Icche che te ThaMDaka meLavavA mATe agnimAM pese che ane jIvavA mATe jhera pIe che." agnimAMthI ThaMDaka maLe kharI? ane jhera pIne jIvAya kharUM? chatAM ApaNe mehaghelA barAbara te pramANe ja AcarIe chIe. teozrI AkhA anitya bhAvanAnA viSayano upasaMhAra karatAM mAlinIvRttamAM suMdara bhAva prakAzita kare che. gagananagarakalpaM saGgamaM vallabhAnAm , jaladapaTalatulyaM yauvanaM vA dhanaM vA / sujanasutazarIrAdIni vidyuJcalAni, kSaNikamiti samastaM viddhi saMsAravRttam // % strIone saMbaMdha AkAzanagara (kalpita) je che, covana ane dhana vAdaLAnAM raMga jevA che, sagAM chokarAM ane zarIra vIjaLI jevAM caMcaLa che ane TUMkAmAM kahIe to A AkhI duniyAnI sarva cIjo ane bhAva kSaNika che." A tattvagaSakano mata che. ApaNe kharI najare joIe to ApaNane e ja AkAramAM sarva saMbaMdhe ane vastuo dekhAya che. vAta

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anityabhAvanA. 101 e che ke A prANIne AMkha ADA kAna karavA che ane kAMI jaNAI jAya to jANe potAne vAre Avaze tyAre goTe cAlyo jaze ema e manaDAne manAvI le che ane jyAre hAtha nIcA paDe che ane zarIra azakta bane che tyAre ene upAya raheto nathI. pachI e "vila" karIne AvatA bhava mATe nANAnA rokANa karavA maMDI jAya che, emAM paNa ene dhana paranA prabaLa meha che. enuM cAle ane AvatA bhavamAM rUpIenA cAra AnA rekaDA maLe tema hoya to chokarAne rakhaDAvIne evI cIThThI potAnI sAthe le jAya, paNa upAya na rahe tyAre nANAnuM "rokANa" AzAe kare che ane A AzA e ja eno nAza karanArI cIja che. chevaTe A sarva cheDavAnuM ja che, game ke na game paNa aMte sarva pArakuM che ane teTalA mATe vIlathI ApelAM dhananI khabara chApAmAM Ave che tyAM mathALe lakheluM hoya che ke other people's money-"pArakAnA paisA. A vAta na game tevI che, paNa kharI che. dalapatarAma gAI gayA che ke'mAkhIoe madha kIdhu, na khAdhuM na dAna dIdhuM; luMTanAre luTI lIdhuM re ! e jIva jene. ? A vAta khUba vicAravA jevI che. eTalA mATe A prANane kahe che ke jenI khAtara tuM muMjhAya che-pIkara-ciMtA kare che te sarva phekaTa che. vastu ke saMbaMdha alpa kALanA che ane tArI muMjhavaNa asthAne che. A rIte saMsAranA sarva saMbaMdho ane padArthonI anityatA vAraMvAra vicAravI, emAM uMDA utaravuM ane vastunA ane AtmAnA paryAya dharmo barAbara oLakhI tenI sAthe tene gya kAma levuM jethI atyAre "mUDha "mAM gaNatrI thayelI che te

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102 zrI zAMtasudhArasa pharI jaI samajumAM gaNavAnI taka maLe ane sAcI samajaNuM-vivekane egya sthAna maLe. atyAranI doDAdoDa, tAlAvelI, dhamAla ane lamaNujhIka sarva khoTI che, thoDA vakhata mATenI che ane pariNAme moTI Apatti vadhAre tevI che, mATe beTe muMjhA nahi, khe phasA nahi ane kheTAnI khAtara 2khaDa nahi. sarvane anitya kahevAmAM eka vAta khyAlamAM rAkhavAnI che. AtmA pote nitya che te tenA guNanI daSTie, paNa enA paryAye sarva palaTAyA ja kare che ane ApaNe je zarIre joIe chIe te tenA paryAya che. tevI ja rIte sarva cIjonAM paramAkoe nitya che paNa enA AkAra, enA kaMdhanA rUpa palaTAyA kare che ane te najare sarva vastuo anitya che. ApaNe zarIra ane vastuo, bhAvo ane AviSkAra sAthe saMbaMdha che, tenI vicAraNA karIe chIe ane temAM ja muMjhAI jaIe chIe, e vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che. paNa A vAta karatAM gabharAI javAnuM nathI, anityatA jANa raDI paDavAnuM nathI, asthiratA vicArI gAMDAghelA thaI javAnuM nathI, kSaNabhaMguratA samajI ApaghAta karavAne nathI; paNa ene vicAra karI emAMthI nitya-sthAyIbhAva sAMpaDe evo mArga zodhavAnuM che. e mArga zodhakane maLe che. bhAvanAnuM kArya to vastusvarUpa pragaTa karavAnuM che, e thayuM eTale ene pradeza pUro thAya che. pragati mATe vastunuM barAbara oLakhANa karavuM e jarUrI che. graMthakartAe upAdyAtamAM jaNavyuM che tema bhAvanA vagara zAMtasudhArasa jAmatuM nathI ane e rasa vagara jarA paNa sukha nathI. A sarva hakIkata dhyAnamAM

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anitya-bhAvanA. 103 rAkhI khUba vicAra kare, sArI rIte uMDA utare ane prayAsa karI sAcA sukhane sAdo mArga pakaDI le. cidAnaMdajI mahArAje jaMgala-kAchI rAgamAM A vAta bahu asarakAraka rIte batAvI che. teo kahe che ke - jUThI juThI jagatanI mAyA, jine jANI bheda tane pAyA jUThI. tana dhana jovana mukha jetA, sahu jANu ari sukha tetA; nara jima bAdalakI chAyA, jUThI jUThI jagata kI mAyA. 1 jine anitya bhAva citta AyA, lakha galita vRSabhakI kAyA bujhe karakaMDa rAyA, jUThI jUThI jagatakI mAyA. 2 Ima cidAnaMda manamAMhI, kachu karIe mamatA nahI; saddagurUe bheda lakhAyA, jUThI jUThI jagatakI mAyA. 3 artha spaSTa che. emAM karakaMDu rAjAnI vAta karI che te majAnI che. e pratyekabuddha thayA. jeo kaI vastu joIne bodha pAmI jAya che tene pratyekabuddha" kahe che. eka vRSabhabaLada juvAna hatuM tyAre AkhA zaheramAM pharate, mahAlate ane kaIkane pADI dete. AkhA zaheramAM ene trAsa hato. thoDA varSa pachI e gharaDe thaye, durbaLa thaye, enA zarIra para mAkhIo baNabaNavA lAgI, e cAlatAM lathaDavA lAgyA ane eno mada dUra nAsI gaye. evA prabaLa gedhAnI A dazA je karakaMDu rAjAne zarIranI asthiratA, yuvAnInI che ane madanI bhrAmaktAnuM bhAna thayuM ane anitya padArtha parane rAga cAlyo jatAM rAjapATa cheDI eNe aMtara AtmAne zodhavA mArga lIdho. A juvAnIne je caTako che evI ja asthiratA sAMsArika sarva padArtho, saMbadha ane bhAvanI che.

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104 zrI zAMtasudhArasa sanatakumAra cakavarIne zarIra darya para khUba maha hatuM, paNa jotajotAmAM e zarIra viSamaya thaI gayuM. meTA cakravattIe paNa gayA ane kAkiNaratnathI RSabhakUTapara lakhelAM nAme paNa aMte bhuMsAI gayAM te pachI ApaNo te zAM gajA ! ane AvI taddana upekSaya vastu khAtara jIvatara bagADavuM ane pitAne Akho vikAsakama uthalAvI nAkhave e mahAmukelIe maLelA manuSyabhavane pheMkI devA jevuM che. - sthaLa vAdamAM masta thayelA A yugamAM anityatAnI vAte ghaNAne gamaze nahi e kharUM che, paNa vAta e che ke jene jANavuM ja nathI tene te sarva sarakhuM ja che. bAkI samajyA vagara atyAre je mahAra ane meTI uthalapAthala thaI rahI che temAM sAdhAraNa vyavahArakuzaLa buddhine paNa sthAna nathI, jANavA chatAM ghaNuM jANatA nathI ane jANanArA anusaratA nathI-tethI sAcI vAta badalAya nahi. eka tAjA sivilIyanane pUchayuM ke-have zuM karaze? nokarI. pachI? amaladArI. pachI ? DepyuTI kalekaTarI, pachI? AsIsTaMTa kalekaTarI. pachI? kalekaTarI. pachI? baIrI chokarA vigere. pachI ? kamIznara. pachI? ekajhIkayuTIva kAunsIlanA membara. pachI? have javAba ApatAM tenuM tadana AvI rahyuM hatuM. javAbamAM belyA pachI pachI zuM kare che ? pachI penzana lezuM?". ke pachI? (have te taddana nabharavasa thaI gayA.) pachI zuM ? pachI marazuM ! - Ama bolatAM bolAI te gayuM, paNa pachI mATI muMjhAyo. ene manamAM thayuM ke tyAre zuM A sarvanI Akhare aMte maravAnuM te kharUM ja!!

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anityabhAvanA. 105 A vAta tamane narama pADavA mATe karavAnI nathI, muMjhavavA mATe zodhI kADhelI nathI, navA yugane na game tevuM kahevA zodhI kADhI nathI, vastusthiti A che ane pUrNa dIvya jJAna, anubhava ane vyavahArakuzaLa mANasee joI tevI ane tevA AkAramAM kahI che. mUkI javAnI ane tyAga karavAnI vAta na game te banavAjoga che paNa te khAtara vastusatya pavavuM azakaya che. A saMsAra sAthe, dhana sAthe, putrAdi sAthe kAma levAmAM uMDI vicAraNA na karI hoya te A vicAra svAbhAvika che, paNa te uparaTapake hAI kAryasAdhaka nathI. ApaNe kaI pUrvakALanA sArA ke kharAba prANane ke jUnA makAnone ubhelAM jotAM nathI te ja teno pUrAve che. ApaNe jIvanakalaha mUrkhatAbhareluM che, ApaNuM saMbaMdhanI gaNatarI taddana khoTI che ane ApaNuM AkhI ramata khATA pAyA upara racAyelI che. kepha karyA pachI je vicAro Ave temAM jeTalI vyavasthitatA hoya tethI vadhAre spaSTatA ApaNI jALabaddha sthitinI avasthAmAM nathI. dArU pInArAnAM mata kevAM ? ane tenI kiMmata keTalI ? be dArUDIA tALI daI gappAM mAre ane ekabIjAnI TApasI pUre tevI ApaNu vAte che. sarva anitya che e dekhAya tevI vAta che. jevuM hoya te joI zake che ane na jevuM hoya te ghenamAM paDI rahI zake che. bhAvanAmAM punarAvartana thAya to gabharAvAnuM nathI. anityatAnI vArtA saMsAra lAvanAmAM paNa Ave, ekatva batAvatA saMsAra jevuM ja paDe. upadezanA graMthamAM punarAvartana doSa nathI, atizaya upayogI che ane anivArya pragativALI paddhati che. vAta kahevAnI eka ja che ke lekhana yA lekhakanA guNadeSa jevAne

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106 zrI zAMtasudhArasa badale vastusvarUpa vicAravuM. nitya vastu je jaNAya tene ja nitya mAnavI ane anityanI khAtara upAdhimAM paDI pariNAma vagaranAM rAga-dveSo karI potAne vikAsa mArga bagADI na nAkhave. lakSmI caMcaLa, vaivana caMcaLa, Adarzo taddana sthaLa, dAnata gaDapa karavAnI ane pachI chUTavAnI vAta karavI e cAle tema nathI. hetu ane pariNAma samajIne jIvana jIvanArane na ghaTe tevI rIte AkhI cakarAvAmAM nAkhe tevI ramata mAMDIne beThe che ane pachI emAMthI chUTavAnI AzA rAkhe che te kema banaze? jarA vicAra. prazama rasane oLakha, prazama rasanA pAnane pIchAna, e pAnanI navInatA samaja ane anityane tyAga karI tArAmAM Ava, tArAne oLakha ane saccidAnaMdamaya-tArA asala mULa svarUpe tArAmAM vilaya pAmI jA. jagatane cakarAve caDhyo te pachI "mUDha" jevAM vizeSANe sAMbhaLavAM paDaze. tArUM tArI pAse ja che, bAkInuM kSaNavinAzI che, aMte mUkI javAnuM che ane tyAM tyAM je rAmapuramanaMta vipate eno potAthI svata: tyAga karavAmAM Avaze te te anaMta sukha Ape tema che, choDavA paDaze (parANe) tyAre bhAre kacavATa-akaLATa-kheda thaze, parasevAnI karIe vaLI jaze, magaja para lehI caDhI jaze ane chatAM eka thappaDa lAgatAM muThThI chUTI jaze. nityAnitya bhAva khUba vicArI prazamarasanA pAnamAM layalIna thA ane atyAranI arthahIna, AdarzavihIna, pariNAmazUnya sthaLa bhAvanAone ( Ideals ) bAjue karI tArA svatvane samaja, samajIne pachAna ane pIchAnIne tanmaya banI jA. iti anitya bhAvanA WWW.jainelibrary.org

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anityabhAvanA. 107 u. sakaLacaMdajIkRta anitya bhAvanA (rAga rAmagrI) muMjha mA muMjha mA mehamAM muMjha mA, zabda vara rUpa rasa gaMdha dekhI; athira te athira tuM athira tanu jIvita, samaja mana gagana haricApa pekhI. muMjha mA. 1 lachI sariyagatipare eka ghara nahi rahe, dekhatAM jAya prabhu jIva letI; athira savi vastune kAja mUDha kare, jIvaDe pApanI keDI ketI. muMjha mA. 2 upanI vastu savi kArimI navi rahe, jJAnazuM dhyAnamAM je vicArI; bhAva uttama rahyA adhama saba uddharyA, saMhare kALa dina rAti cArI. muMjha mA. 3 dekha kali kUtare sarva jagane bhakhe, saMharI bhUpa nara kaTi koTi; acira saMsArane zirapaNe je gaNe, jANa tasa mUDhanI buddhi khoTI. muMjha mA0 4 rAca mama rAjanI RddhizuM parivaryo, aMte saba Rddhi visarALa haze; Rddhi sAthe savi vastu mUkI jata, divasa do tIna parivAra reze. muMjha mA. 5 kusumapare yauvane jaLabiMdujIvita, caMcala narasukha devabhoge; avadhi mana kevalI sukavi vidyAdharA, kaliyuge tehane paNa viyoge. muMjha mA 6 dhanya anikAsuto bhAvanA bhAvato, kevaLa suranadImAMhIra lIdhe; , bhAvanA suralatA jeNe mana ropavI, teNe zivanArI parivAra rUkhyo. muMjha mAtra 7 1 AkAzamAM rahela IMdradhanuSya. 2 saritA-nadInI gatinI jema. 3 gaMgA nadI utaratAM,

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- prakaraNa bIjuM pazyiya :: mazaraNalAvanA. zArdUlavikrIDitaHye SaTkhaNDamahImahInatarasA nirjitya babhrAjire, ye ca svargabhujo bhujorjitamadA medurmudA meduraaH| te'pi krUrakRtAntavaktraradanainirdalyamAnA haThAdatrANAH zaraNAya hA daza dizaH prekSanta diinaannaaH|| k1|| svAgatAvRttam:tAvadeva madavibhramamAlI, tAvadeva guNagauravazAlI / yAvadakSamakRtAntakaTA-rnekSito vizaraNo nrkiittH||kh2|| zikhariNI:pratApaiApana galitamatha tejobhiruditaigataM dhairyodyogaiH zlathitamatha puSTena vapuSA / pravRttaM tadbyagrahaNaviSaye bAndhavajanai jane kInAzena prasabhamupanIte nijavazam // ga 3 // ka 1 SaTkhaMDa-5 pRthvI. ahIna- nahi. bhUma, tarasa 5 athavA zarIrazasti. svargabhujaH-devatAmI, dro, bhujorjitamadA-DAyanA samadhI mahAsa. medurA-premI. meduH-sADera 42tA tA radanaiH-hAtAvaDe haThAt-lerathI. prekSanta-se che. kha 2 madaH-2418 cha. ti, tuSa, , 35, azva, vidyA, ta5 mane vAla. menuM abhimAna. mAlI-saMyuta. vANI. gauravamAti, sA2. zAlI-vANI. narakITa-manuSya35 4 // 31. vizaraNo-zaraNa karanA, gharI parato.

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a-2SNabhAvanA. 19 (1) pitAnA asAdhAraNa baLathI jeo cha khaMDa pRthvIne jItIne hAlatA hatA-bhatA hatA, jeo svarga(nA AnaMda)no upabhoga karanArA hatA, jeo potAnA hAthanA jerathI thayelA madane sArI rIte avakAza ApatA hatA, jeo AnaMda-laharInA vilAsanI majAmAM-premanI choLomAM ramatA hatA, tevAone paNa jyAre mahAra jamarAjA potAnA dAMtathI daLI nAkhe che-sakhta rIte eno kuTa karI mUke che tyAre teo koInA AzarA vagaranA ane rAMkaDA mukhavALA thaIne zaraNane mATe daze dizAe cakaLavakaLa joyA kare che. ( 2) mAthe dhaNuM-dherI vagarane A manuSyarUpa kIDe, keAIne na sahana karanAra jamarAjanI vAMkI AMkhonI najara taLe jyAM sudhI AvatuM nathI tyAM sudhI ja te abhimAnanA bhramamAM cAle che ane tyAM sudhI ja te guNanA auravamAM hAlato dekhAya che. ( 3) maraNa ( jamadeva ) je A prANane potAnA pAkA sapATAmAM le che ke te ja vakhate e prANIne prabhAva cAre taraphathI nAza pAmI jato jAya che, te sarva khalAsa thaI jAya che, enuM vadhatuM jatuM teja sarvathA gaLI jAya che, enA cittanI sthiratA ane udyoge pasAra thaI jAya che, enuM sArI rIte pApeluM zarIra zIrNavizIrNa thaI jAya che ane tenA sagAMvahAlAMo enuM dhana potAnAM gharabheguM karavAnI bAbatamAM pravRtta thaI jAya che. - rU thApanna-vinaSTa. khalAsa thaI gayeluM. rita-vadhatA jatA. -cittanI sthiratA. cita-jeno baMdha narama paDelo hoya evuM. nArAyamarAja-maraNa. gharama-jorathI, khUba. chellI paMktimAM satI saptamIne prayoga che.

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geyASTaka ( azaraNa bhAvanA ) svajanajano bahudhA hitakAmaM, prItirasairabhirAmam / maraNadazAvazamupagatavantaM, rakSati ko'pi na santam // vinaya ! vidhIyatAM re, zrIjinadharmaH zaraNam / anusandhIyatAM re, zucitaracaraNasmaraNam // 1 // turagarathebhanarAvRtikalitaM, dadhataM balamaskhalitam / harati yamo narapatimapi dInaM, mainika iva laghumInam // vi0 // 2 // pravizati vajramaye yadi sadane, tRNamatha ghaTayati vadane / tadapi na muJcati hatasamavartI, nirdayapauruSanata // vi0 // 3 // vidyAmantramahauSadhisevAM, sRjatu vazIkRtadevAm // rasatu rasAyanamupacayakaraNaM, tadapi na muJcati maraNam // vi0 // 4 //

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antarNa-bhAvanA. aSTakanA aH--( azaraNu bhAvanA ) 1 peAtAnA sagAMsaMbaMdhI janA aneka prakAre hitanI vAMchA kare ane premanA rasamAM ( tene ) tarakhALa karI nAkhe ane sukhanA ApanAra paNa thAya, paNa jyAre maraNudazAne vaza prANI paDI jAya che tyAre kAI paNa tenuM rakSaNa karatu nathI, karI zakatu nathI. eTalA mATe he mumukSu ! vinaya ! tuM jinadharmanu zaraNu karI le ane mahApavitra caraNuyugaLanA smaraNu sAthe tArUM anusaMdhAna kara. 111 2 meATA mahArAjAdhirAja je cAre bAjue gheADA, ratha, hAthI ane manuSyAthI viMTAyela hAya ane jenI pAse na rokI zakAya tevuM lazkara hAya athavA tenu peAtAnu khaLa sAme paDI na zakAya tevu (du) hAya tevAne paNa jANe te taddana rAMkaDA ( namI paDeleA kedI) hAya tema jevI rIte lala nAmanuM pakSI athavA sainika-mATuM mAchaluM nAnA mAchalAne pakaDI le che tevI rIte jamarAjA upADI jAya che! 3 ( prANI )vAnA anAvelA gharamAM pesI jAya athavA te ( peAtAnA ) mhAmAM taraNuM dhAraNa kare, paNa dayA vagaranA purUSAtanamAM nAcI rahelA ane tiraskAra karavA ceAgya sane sarIkhaDA ( eka sarakhA ) gaNanAra ( e yamadeva kAIne ) cheDatA nathI. 4 vidyA, matra ke mahA ASadhiothI devatAone vaza karavAnI vAta manAve ke aLavRddhine kare tevA game tevA bhAre rasAyaNunu sevana kare-tA paNa maraNa cheDatu nathI.

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11ra zrI.nid.su.dhA.2.sa vapuSi ciraM niruNaddhi samIraM, patati jaladhiparatIram / zirasi gireradhirohati tarasA, tadapi sa jIryati jarasA // vi0||5|| sRjatImasitaziroruhalalitaM, manujaziraH sitapalitam / ko vidadhAnAM bhUghanamarasaM, prabhavati rorbu jarasam ||vi0 // 6 // udyata ugrarujA janakAyaH, kaH syAttatra shaayH| eko'nubhavati vidhuruparAgaM, vibhajati ko'pi na bhAgam // vi0 // 7 // zaraNamekamanusara caturaGga, parihara mamatAsaGgam / vinaya ! racaya zivasaukhyanidhAnaM, zAntasudhArasapAnam ||vi0 // 8 //

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azaraNa*bhAvanA. 113 5 lAMbA vakhata sudhI zarIramAM pavanane thabhAvI rAkhe ke dariyApAra kAi kAMThA para jaine paDAva nAkhe ke dADAkroDa karIne parvatanA zikhara upara caDhI jAya~tA paNa e ghaDapaNa ( jarA ) thI jINu thaI jAya che. 6 je jarA ( ghaDapaNu ) kALA vALathI suMdara lAgatAM manu SyanA mAthAMne sapheta mAla ( paLIA ) vALu manAvI de che te jarA zarIrane taddana rasakasa vagaranuM anAvI de che, tenAM te kArya mAM ( tene tema karatI ) aTakAvavAne kANu zaktivAna thAya? 7 manuSyanuM zarIra jyAre josathI AgaLa vadhatA AkarA vyAdhiovALu thAya che tyAre tene sahAya karanAra kANu thAya che? jue ! ekalA caMdramA grahaNanI pIDAne anubhave che te vakhate keAI tenA du:khamAM bhAga paDAvatuM nathI. 8 cAra aMgavALA dharmanuM zaraNu tu svIkArI le, mamatAnI sAbata cheDI de ane ziva ( meAkSa ) sukhanA bhaMDAra tulya A zAMtasudhArasanA pAnane huM vinaya ! tuM kara. ( tenuM pAna kara te tuM pI. ) eTalA mATe hai mumukSu ! vinaya ! tuM jinadha zaraNa karI le ane mahApavitra caraNanA smaraNa sAthe tArUM AtmAnusaMdhAna kara. A geya aSTaka aneka suMdara rIte gavAya che. meAhana mujarA levhe rAja, tuma sevAmAM rahezuM' e laya A padyane anurUpa goThavAya tevA che. dareka gAyAnI Akhare vinayavALI anne paMkti karI Ara meAlavAnI che. e Teka che. 8

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114 zrI-zAMtasudhArasa - . nATa1 sthAnamAM mAtapitA, putra-putrI, strI, bhAI-bahena vigere sagAone samAveza thAya che. santa-sukha ApanAra, sukhada. rApa-paga athavA cAritra. 2 AvRti-viMTaLAIne rahevuM te. drita-sahita. vesTarbaLa athavA 41452. Strafsa Irresistible. #fate Guil. Rusi} uDatAM dhoLA pakSI. jamIna najIka Ave tyAre e dhoLA pakSIo - dariyA para dekhAya che. eno khorAka mAchalAM che. ta-upADIne laI jAya che, cheDAvIne kheMcI jAya che. 3 sana-ghara. eno artha peTI-paTAro paNa thAya. yati -le, na grahaNa kare. samavartI (sArA-narasA sarvane ) sarakhA gaNanAra paNa enA kharAba arthamAM eTale nAnA-meTAno bheda na rAkhanAra. game tene khAI javA e ja vRttivALo. e duSTa samAnatA che. nidhanata-A camanuM vizeSaNa che. dayA vagaranA purUSArthamAM nAca-gela-ramata karanAre. 4 vidyA-vidyAdevIo soLa che. moTI zAMtimAM temanAM nAma Ave che. maMtra maMtra jenA uccArathI devatA prAcIna kALamAM hAjara thatA hatA. ma dha moTI moTI khAsa davAo. hiraNyagarbha vigere. rAtu kare. vazI e sevAnuM vizeSaNa che. devatAone vaza kare tevI (sevA) vAcana pAre, pravAla, abhraka vigere rasaauSadhio. gajavela, senuM, matI mArelAM e sarva rasAyaNa kahevAya che. Ayurveda jANanAra ene banAvavAnI ane khAvAnI vidhi jANe che. 3parvacana (baLane) vadhAro. saMgraha karavo te. pa niddhi thaMbhAve, reke, rAdha kare. pati jAya. pUra dUranA. ATAT 2laye! In haste. 6 rUjhata banAvatI. samUnuM vizeSaNa che. rata-LAM nahi-kALAM.

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azar*Na*bhAvenI. paricaya azaraNu bhAvanA (4 1.) A prANIne koinA upara AdhAra rAkhavA ucita nathI, ene vastuta: koInA AdhAra che paNa nahIM. ene A vizALa bhavasamudramAM peAtAnA baLa upara ja jhUjhavAnu che. A prANI nAnI--mATI khAkhatamAM pArakA sAme jue che ane ema karatAM ene manamAM AzA rahe che ke kayAMkathI Teke maLaze. A pArakI AzA hamezAM nirAza karanArI che. enu che te enI sAthe ja che-enI pAse ja che e atra khatAvavAnu che. pArakAnI mAzA taddana khoTI che, mRgatRSNA che, havAnA mAcakA che, e vI rIte che ? te ApaNe prathama graMthakartAnI sAthe joie. 115 A duniyAmAM aneka prakAranA prANIo che. kAi sukhI keAi du:khI che, kAi sArA saceAgamAM vadhatA ja jAya che, rAi game tevA kuzaLa hAya paNa saMcAgane tAbe thai dareka nAmatamAM pAchA paDe che. AvAM aneka draDho gaNI zakAya. e ne eka divasa maravuM teA jarUra che. bIjI sarva vAte paMcAkkasa che. dhana maLe cA na maLe, chokarA thAya ke na paNa thAya, zitteda vALa, khAla, mavALA. utta sapheta. pahita paLiyAvALu. mUna zarIra. aa rasakasa-puSTi vagaranuM. udyata vadhatA jatAM. vyApatAM. pracaNDA bhayaMkara vyAdhivALI. vidhuH caMdra. 31 pIDA ( gresananI ). caturAM cAra aMgavALuM. cAra prakAranuM. e cAra aMge para vivecana paricayamAM thaze te jovuM. saunidhAnaM sukhane bhaMDAra. sukhanI khANa. vaya banAva. kara.

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zrI*zAMta-sudhArasa mAna-AbarU pratiSThA jAme ke na paNa jAme; paNa maravuM e te cAkkasa vAta che. keAi maravAthI baccA hAya evuM jANuvAmAM nathI; nAma teneA nAza jarUra thAya che. emAM kai DaravAnuM nathI. paNa e vastusthiti che enA para dhyAna ApIe. yuddha bhagavAna pAse gharaDI DAsI ekanA eka chekarAnA zakhane laI AvI tene jIvatA karavA mAgaNI karavA lAgI. tyAre buddhadhruve ene evA manuSyanA gharamAMthI pANInA leATA bharI lAvavA kahyu ke jenA gharamAM keAi maraNa thayu na heAya tenA gharanI rAkha lAva. sagara cakravartInA sATha hajAra putranA maraNanI vAta iMdre kahI tyAre jenA gharamAM keAI maraNa na thayu hAya tenA culAnI rAkha maMgAvI hatI, paNa evuM eka paNa ghara na nIkaLyuM-e zuM batAve che? 116 tyAre maravuM jarUra che ema jANyA pachI ene aMge prANI kevI rIte varte che ane e AvIne ubhuM rahe che tyAre enI zI dazA thAya che enA jarA abhyAsa karIe. je prANIo ahIM koi jAtane! Anada na bhAgavI zakatA haiAya temane paNa maravuM te gamatuM nathI. vyAdhigrasta, dIna, du:khI, anAtha ke bhikhArI paNa game tema karIne jIvavA mAge che. emane kayA sukha khAtara jIvavuM gamatu haze te eka AkarA kAyaDA che, paNa tene maravuM gamatu nathI e cAkkasa vAta che. AkhA zarIramAM mAtra hADakAM rahyAM hAya, kAi pANI Ape te pIe teTalI azakti hoya, khATalAmAMthI nIce paga paNa mUkAtA na heAya ane zarIramAMthI durgaMdha chUTatI hAya paNa maravuM gamatu nathI, maravAnuM nAma paNa gamatuM nathI ane maravAnI IcchA paNu thatI nathI. AvA chellI pAyarInA dAkhalAone paNa hAlamAM eka bAjue rAkhIe. www.jainelibrary:org

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azaraNabhAvanA. 117 paNa moTA cakavatI hoya, cha khaMDa pRthvInA dhaNuM hoya, jenI cAle dharA dhrujatI hoya, jene DALa parvata DAlato hoya, jenA hakArAe gAtra gaLI jatAM hoya, jenA baLa AgaLa meTA baDejAvanA mAna gaLI jatAM hoya ane jenI jaya hAlatAcAlatA pikArAtI hoya tevAonI jyAre maraNa najIka Ave che tyAre zI dazA thAya che tene kadI khyAla ke anubhava karyo che? e vAta najare joyA vagara barAbara grAhyamAM Ave tevI nathI. cha khaMDa pRthvI sAdhanAra meTA cakravattIo paNa jyAre maravA paDe che tyAre TAMTIA (paga) ghase che, eyAya karI mUke che, davAdArU mATe moTA rAjavaidyone bolAve che ane game tema karIne jIvavA mATe prayatna kare che. meTA cakavarI maravA paDe tyAre kevI doDAdoDa thatI haze te kalpavuM muzkela nathI. sAdhAraNa zeThIo mAMdo paDe te meTI zivALA DokaTare lAvavAmAM Ave, chellI ghaDI sudhI ekasIjhananI berale ( sIlabaMdha karelI leDhAnI peTIo) tenA mukhamAM naLI vATe ThalavAya, aneka prakAranAM nADI pravAho (Injections) apAya, hiraNyagarbha jevI ke mRtyuMjaya jevI davAo apAya, to meTA cakavattI mATe to zuM zuM na thAya !! paNa e vakhate ene jarA paNa zuddhi ( Consciousness) hoya to tenA manamAM zuM cAlatuM haze ene khyAla Ave. are ! e to mAthAM pachADe, uMce- nIco thaI jAya, palaMga para paDyo paDyo cIro pADe paNa te vakhate enuM baLa, teja ke sattA sarva vyartha che, kimata vagaranA che, nirarthaka che ema siddha karI batAve che. pitAnA baLathI cha khaMDa pRthvI sAdhanAra ane moTA mahArAjAone paNa namAvanAra moTA zahenazAho-samrATenI A

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118 zrI.zAMtasudhArasa dazA thAya che ane thai che ema itihAse noMdhyu che tyAre zuM vicAravuM ? emAMthI dhaDA zA levA ? enuM ahIna-adhikatara viziSTa khaLa karyAM gayuM ? enA vilAsA kayAM cAlyA gayA ? enA jaya pAkAro kayAM sukAi gayA ? enuM mAThu lazkara kayAM gayuM ? enA meTA dhanvaMtarIe kayAM sui gayA ? ane e sarva hAya, enA hajurIAe, sacivA, dAseA, ramaNIe ane nAkarA hAja2 hAya tA paNa e dIna ne-nirAza cahere cAre bAjue AMkhA phADIne joi rahe che ane a Mte enI AMkhA phATelI ja rahe che. e Rddhi, ratnA ke lazkara kAMi enI najaramAM AvatuM nathI, kAi ene eka kSaNa paNa vadhAre jIvADI zakatu nathI ane te vakhate enA mukha para najara karI hAya te tyAM nirAzA, dInatA ane leApAta sivAya anya kAMi dekhAtu nathI. e vakhate ene kAi sahAya karatu nathI, karI zakatu nathI ane enI pIDAmAMthI jarA paNa alpatA karatuM nathI. pRthvI paNa ahIM ja rahe che ane sAhyabI paNa nakAmI thai paDe che. evI ja rIte svane vaibhava bhAgavanArA moTA devA ke deveAnA iMdra paNa jyAre maraNa najIka Ave che tyAre tadRna hatAza thai rAMkaDA--garIba-micArA-khApaDA banI jAya che ane evA tA dIna banI jAya che ke enA mADhA sAme jovuM paNa Akar ane kakara thai paDe che. e vakhate enI apsarAe ke vimAnA, iMdrANIe ke parivAra koi ene TUMkA ApI zakatu nathI. A duniyAmAM peAtAnA hAthanA baLa para mustAka rahenArA ane svAyatta dhanathI madya karanArA tA aneka joyA che. gheADAghaNA paisA AvaData ke kunehathI meLavyA eTale jANe pAtAnA jevA duniyAmAM koI nathI ema dhArI madamAM masta rahe che. e

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a*zaraNabhAvanA. 119 badhI duniyAne nirmAlya gaNe che, paNa evA madAMdha mANasA maravA paDe che tyAre enI bhAre kharAkha dazA thAya che. e game tevA ceDAM kADhe che ane duniyAmAM jIvavAne peAtAne hakka eka divasa aMdha thaze ema dhAratA na hAvAthI e vakhate te ghelA thai jAya che. maraNa vakhate e jIvavA mATe phAMphAM mAre che, paNa sarva nakAmuM nIvaDe che. enAM dhana vaibhava ahIM rahI jAya che, e paNa ene madada karatAM nathI. ane je bhujAenA khaLathI eNe saMcaya karyAM hAya che e saMcaya paNa ahIM ja rahI jAya che, e bhujA paNa ene kAMi madada karatI nathI ane sAthe jatI paNa nathI. AkhI jIDhaMgI lahera karanArA, raMgabhaMganA leATA bharanArA, bhramaranI jema bhaTakanArA, akarAMtI thaine khAnArA, khAvAmAM ja jIvana-sAphalya samajanArA ane kei paNa prakAranI gAvAnI, sAMbhaLavAnI, suMghavAnI ke khAvAnI vAtamAM masta bananArAe paNa jyAre kALabhairava tenI najIka Ave che tyAre peAtAnA cenacALA cUkI jAya che ane taddana anAtha jevA thai rAMkaDA anI jAya che. A kharekharI vastusthiti che. vastu ke saMbaMdhanuM kharUM svarUpa na jANanArane jarUra zAka thAya tevI A sthiti che ane jarA paNa atizayAkti vagara ucca-nIca sthAnamAM AvI paDelA lagabhaga pratyeka prANInI thAya tevI A sthiti che. maraNu vakhate prANInAM mananI je dazA thAya che tene ApaNane anubhava na hAya, paNa kalpanA azakaya nathI. e vakhate e hArelA jugArI jevA banI jAya che. enuM sarvasva sarI jatu e najare jue che. e sarvanA bhAge paNa e jIvavA Icche che, paNa enA upara yamarAjanA dAMta hAtha ghaNA jorathI paDatA

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120 zrI zAMta-sudhArasa DhAya tema te joi zake che eTale e taddana nakhAi jAya che, huThI jAya che, pALe paDI jAya che, ene khelavA-cAlavAmAM viveka rahetA nathI ane ene muMjhavaNamAM kAMi rastA sujhatA nathI. A * rastA ' sUjhatA nathI e azaraNutA che. atyAra sudhI je jAtanI lahera ke je jAtanA hukamamAM jIMdagI gALI hAya tene atyAre oDakAra Ave che ane e pathArImAM paDyo paDyo tarehavAra pachADA mAre che. enu mukha ane enuM mana-e ane atyAre kharAkhara abhyAsa karavA lAyaka mane che. ' krUra yamarAjanA dAMta ' mAtra kalpavAnA ja che. mRtyunA sapATAmAM Ave tevu e rUpaka che. AvA meATA zeTha zAhukArA, laherI lAlAo ane mudde zahenazAhA ke indranI maraNu sanmumatA vakhate AvI dazA thAya che ane zaraNu kevu ane AdhAra kAnA ? ene TekA kAnA? A pramANe vastusthiti che. ( chu. 2 ) ame uMcA ! amane koi aDe tA ame abhaDAie ! ame brahmAnA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelA ( jAti mada ) ame kuLavAna ! ame puratIA ! ame cAsalAvALA ! ame agresara ( kuLa mada ) ame jAte raLyA ! dhana meLavyuM ! vejImAM vahANa kheDacA ! lakSmIne page bAMdhI ! ( lAbha mada ) amArA mahela! amArU pharanIcara ! amArI Rddhi ! amArI kaiAra ! amArI AbarU ! ( ezvarya sada ) 1 amuka zaheramAM vyAkhyAnazALAmAM amuka zeDa mATe rIjha jagA rahe tene 'cosaluM ' kahe che. tyAM anyathI esAya hi ane beThela hAya teA zeDa Ave tyAre UDavu paDe.

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azar*Na*bhAvanA. 121 amArUM baLa ! amArUM lazkara! amArAM hathiyArA ! amArA kATle ! amArAM eraplenA ! ( baLa mada ) amArUM teja ! amArAM nAkanA mArA ! amArI AMkha ! amArA mAla ! amArA paheraveza ! ( rUpa sada ) amAre abhyAsa ! amArA tarka ! amArI dalIla ! amArUM grejyueTatva ! amArAM pA ! ( zruta mada) amArAM mAsakhamaNu ! amArA cAvihArA upavAsa ! amArA chaThe upara chaThanAM pAraNAM (tapa mada ) A prakAranAM abhimAnA--mado bahu sAmAnya che. vAMcatA hasavuM Ave tevAM che paNa pratyeka manuSyamAM bharelAM che. te bahu khArIkAithI abhyAsa karavA jevA che. bhikhArImAM paNa enI mAgavAnI kuzaLatA mATe mada joyela che. mATA mANase te sItathI kare che, paNa peAtAnI nAnI-moTI vAtane e mATu ke nAnu rUpa Ape ane tenI vAtane khIjA jANI vakhANe ene mATe ene tAlAvelI lAgelI ja hAya che ane bIjAnI pAsethI e prazaMsA sAMbhaLe tyAre jarUra rAjI thAya che ane peAtAnA prayAsa ugI nIkaLye ema uMDANamAM mAne che. " eka sAdhAraNa ekAsaNuM' karyuM haze te te paNa kahI dekhADe tyAre ene majA Avaze ane ghaNIvAra te 'ApaNe te kaNa ? sAdhAraNa chIe ! ema dekhADavAnI bhItaramAM ene prazaMsA sAMbhaLavAnI rUci heAya che. ' are bhAi ! a'grejI bhaNelA te ghaNA joyA, paNa tame kharA ! tame bhaNyA paNa dharma sanmukha rahyA che. ' AvI vAta sAMbhaLavAnI enI tRSNA ane sAMbhaLatAM thate tASa vicAratAM ene hajI aMdarathI mAnanI dazA ochI

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122 zrI-zAMtasudhArasa thaI che ema e mAnate hoya te te khAlI manamanAmaNAM che, madane vibhrama che, paNa e kayAM sudhI ? . enAmAM kAMI guNa hoya ane tenuM koI gaurava kare eTale ke tene koI Adara kare agara tenI prazaMsA kare tyAre A prANuM levAI jAya che. eNe kAMI sAruM dAna ApyuM, pachI tene mATe kaI mAnapatra Ape tyAre A bhAI pitAne ghaDIbhara karNa je mAne che. e ke I meTA jalasAne pAra utAre ane pachI ene mAnapatra maLe eTale bhAIsAheba duniyA upara uchaLIne cAle che. pote koI saMsthA sthApe ane ene aMge potAnI jAhera patromAM prazaMsA vAMce eTale jANe pote bhavasamudra tarI gayA ema mAnI le che. pote jelamAM dezasevA nimitte gayA pachI ene varagheDe nIkaLe tyAre e mRtyulokamAMthI deva thaI gayA mAne che. AvA aneka prasaMga che. nAnA bhASaNanAM moTAM rUpake chApAmAM Ave eTale bhAIzrI harakhAI jAya che. loke to koI paNa kaLA ke cAturya dekhe tyAM bhakti ke Adara jarUra batAve che, paNa A bhAI tene hArda samajatA nathI ane potAnI ja meTAI thaI hoya, pitAnuM gaurava vadhyuM hoya ema mAnI ucA-nIce thaI jAya che ane jANe ke bAraNAmAM na samAya teTalo pahoLI thaI phare che. paNa A gorava kayAM sudhI? keTaluM ? keTalA vakhata mATenuM? ane e gauravazIlatA kevI ? Akhare e game te mATe heya, pitAnI jAtane e game teTalI meTI mAnatA hoya-paNa e chevaTe "narakITa " chemanuSyarUpe nAnuM sarakhe kIDe che, AkhI duniyAnI najare taddana nAnuM prANI che. enI potAnI duniyA eTalI nAnI che ke e nAnI vAtamAM pite jANe ke meTo heAya tema mAnI le che.

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azaraNabhAvanA. 123 dareka prANI keMdra thavA mathe che ane bahu nAnA vibhAgamAM kadAca sogane laIne teno sahajasAja bhAva pUchAto paNa hAya, paraMtu Akhare te ghaNe nAno prANI che, bIlakula hisAba vagarane tuccha prANI che ane jenI anaMta kALanI apekSAe kAMI gaNanA paNa na thAya evo e tadana dhyAna na kheMcAya te laghu che. AvA madanA vibhramamAM paDelA ane sAdhAraNa guNanA gorave potAne moTA mAnanArA narakITanI e dazA kayAM sudhI cAlaze ? keTalo vakhata cAlaze ? yamarAja evo te Akare che, evo bhayaMkara che ane e te akSama che ke e kaIne cheDato nathI, jatA karato nathI, gaNatarI bahAra rahevA deto nathI. jevI e devanI enA tarapha vAMkI AMkha thaI, jevuM e deve enA upara kaTAkSa nAkhyuM ke e bhAI khalAsa ! enA medo sarva pANImAM ! enAM mAnapatra sarva dAbaDAmAM ! ane enA chApAnAM nAme te kayAranA khalAsa thaI gayA hoya ! e pAkI gaNatarIvALA jamarAja keIne cheDe che? ane na choDe to te vakhate jAti, lAbha vagerenA mado ADA Avaze? ke mAnapatro rakSaNa Apaze ? javuM che e cokkasa vAta che ane te vakhate AkhI jIMdagInA citrapaTe sinemAnI phIlamanI peThe darzana devAnA che te cokakasa che. tyAre jyAre jamabApa eka vAMkI najara pheMkaze tyAre tamAruM kuLavAnapaNuM kayAM jaze? ane tamArA abhimAne kayAM poSAze ? ane tamArA mAnapatra zuM ADe hAtha deze ? jyAM sudhI yamarAja AvyuM nathI athavA te eNe eka vAMkI najara pheMkI nathI tyAM sudhI ja A abhimAna ane gaurava che. AMkha baMdha thaI eTale Apa mue sArI ba gaI duniyA." samaje, vicAre, ciMtave. e vakhate AdhAre kono? e vakhate zaraNu kevuM? e vakhate Teke

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124 zrI.zAMta sudhAra sa kAnA ? ane dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM ke ApaNuM game tevuM sthAna ApaNe mAnatA hoie, paNa yamarAjanI najaramAM te ApaNe eka nAnA kIDA chIe ane e vAMkI AMkhe jue te ghaDIe e ApaNane cALI cagadI pheMkI de evI sthitimAM che ane te vakhate ApaNA AdhAra ze! e vicAravAnu ApaNu kAma che. (T 3) upara banne zleAkeAmAM jamadeva AvavAnAM vAjA vAge che tyAre prANInI zI dazA thAya che ane te vakhate tene kAi zaraNu ApatuM nathI, te hAMphaLAphAMphaLA khanI jAya che ane mananA gheADA doDAve che e vAta karI. jyAre maraNa ene peAtAnA sapATAmAM le che tyAre enI sarva rAjadhAnImAM zu thAya che ane tenI vasAvelI duniyA kevI zI vizI jAya che ane tene kevA erakuTo nIkaLI jAya che te A zlAkamAM batAvI temAMthI sAra e atAve che ke enI duniyAnI kAi paNa sArI-mADI cIjanu ene zaraNa rahetu nathI, tene te vakhate e kAMI kAmamAM AvatI nathI ane enA taraphathI koi prakAranA TekA ene maLatA nathI. thaI e game tevA moTA pratApI hAya, enA prabhAva game teTaleA paDatA hAya, enA paDakArAmAM anekanAM gAtra gaLI jatAM hAya paNa maraNane e vaza paDyo eTale enu maraNa thayuM ke e sarva khalAsa thaI jAya che. meTA alekajhAMDara (sIkaMdara), pAMpI, sIjhara ke zAhajahAna jevA zahenazAheA maraNa pAme che eTale enA sarva pratApa nAza pAmI jAya che, enA nAme cAsake! paDatA hAya che te khalAsa thaI jAya che ane enA prabhAvathI pRthvI dhaNadhaNatI hAya che te sarva baMdha paDI jAya che. AkhI ajArane nacAvanArAnA hAtha nIcA paDe che. eTale enAM nAmane

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arI reNu bhAvanA. 125 camatkAra pUrA thai jAya che. e kalAka uMghI jAya te ajAramAM TakAonA pheraphAra thai jAya che te ja ajArA tenA maraNane divase eka divasa khaMdha rahe che; paNa pachI ghAra aMdhArI rAta! prANInI saMpatti, enAM dhana, dolata, khajAnA, enu yAvana ane ene paDache e sarvanuM teja gaLI jAya che. eNe lAkhA meLavyA hAya te nakAmA thaI jAya che ane enA juvAnInA jhamakArA ThaMDA thai jAya che. maraNa pachI tejohAni eTalI meATI thAya che ke thADA varSa pachI enuM nAma yAda karatAM paNa prayAsa karavA paDe che ane bIje yuga Ave tyAM te e lagabhaga sarvathA bhUlAi ja jAya che. meATA zaheranA yuvakA ke gAmaDAMnA chelakhaTAu, tAlImamAja ke senDA jamIna bhegA thayA ke enI sAthe teja ke camatkAramAMthI kAMi rahetu nathI ane e sarva gaLI jAya che. prANImAM kai jAtanu dhairya hAya, eNe cittanI sthiratA prApta karI hAya ke evA guNlRA prApta karyA hAya te paNa maraNane vaza paDatAM khalAsa thai jAya che. maraNa vakhate prANI dhIraja gumAvI bese che ane maryA pachI tA dhIraja hatI ke nahi e savAla paNa nakAmA thai paDe che. eNe sArA ke kharAma udyogA AdaryA hAya te tenA pUratA teA te sarva khalAsa thaI jAya che. meATA kArakhAnA zarU karanAra, aneka mIleA calAvanAra ke kAi viziSTa kArya AdaranAra sarva ahIM mUkIne jAya che. enI najare jotAM udyogA sarva khalAsa thai jAya che, dUra nAsI jAya che ane pachI kadAca cAlyA kare teA paNa ene te e sa khalAsa ja che. ene ghera e Ave ke enA kArakhAnAmAM Ave tA ene ' bhUta' gaNIne mArI dhakelI kADhI mUke che, ene maracAnA dhUmADA Ape che ane kAraDAthI TakAve che.

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zrI*zAMta sudhArasa are ! khIjI vastunI vAta zI karavI? paNa enu peAtAnu zarIra jene eNe paMpALyu-pALyu. hAya che, jenI khAtara eNe ThaMDI, tApa, agavaDA, upAdhie sahyAM hAya che, jene mATe aneka davA-upacAra karyo hAya che, jene havA khavarAvavA aneka sthAnakAe laI gayela hAya che ane jene cAMpI-capAvIne, telanA mAlesa karAvIne, sAbu lagAvIne, hAi-dhAine sApha karela-peAkhela hAya che te zarIra paNa tadRna sAmarthya vagaranuM thaI jAya che. enAmAM bhIma, senDA ke harakayulIsa jeTaluM khaLa hAya tA paNa e maraNane zaraNa thAya che tyAre enI sarva nADIe tUTI jAya che ane e zarIra kAi paNa prakArane javAba Apatu nathI. enA zarIramAMthI vAyu eka pachI eka nIkaLI jAya che ane aMte hRdaya aMdha thAya che eTale prANapAka mUkAya che. enI nADIe tUTe ane ene DacakAM Ave tyAre enA majamrUta zarIranI aMdara zu zu thatu haze te onAra joI zake che, paNa enu pa pALeluM-puSTa kareluM zarIra paNa evA kharI kaTokaTInA samayamAM tenI bAjue ubhuM rahetu nathI, ene kAi prakAranA TekA Apatu nathI ane enA saMbaMdhamAM eNe karelI gaNatarImAMnI eka paNa e sAcI pADatu nathI, AvI rIte enA peAtAnA zarIrane paNa ene Teke maLatA nathI. 126 eka ghaNI vicitra vAta che te e che ke-A prANInI AkhI pravRtti paisA meLavavA, vadhAravA ane rakSaNa karavAmAM ghaNu kharUM rAkAcalI hAya che. ene paisAnI vAteAmAM ghaNI majA Ave che. e paisA paNa ane phAI jAtanuM rakSaNa ApatA nathI, kALanA pAzamAMthI ane khacAvatA nathI ane ene kai rIte jIvADatA nathI. ulaTu enA maraNa pachI enA paisA meLavavAnI enA khAMdhavA khaTapaTa kare che, doDAdoDa kare che ane maranArane yAda karavAne

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azaraNabhAvanA. 127 badale eNe karelA vIlanI TIkA karavA mAMDe che. emAM je eka chokarAne vadhAre ane bIjAne sahaja ochuM Avyu hoya te joI lo majA! korTamAM keTalA esTeTe Ave che, tyAM maranArane vIla karavAnI zuddhi nahotI, vIla karavAnI zakti naheAtI, enA upara anya saMbaMdhIe dabANa karyuM hatuM, enI milakata vaDIlopArjita hoI ene vIla karavAnI sattA nahAtIvigere jhagaDAo cAle che ane je dravyanI pAIe pAI aneka kaSTa karI, sAcA-khoTAM karIne meLavI hoya che te veDaphAI jAya che. mRtaka upara gIdha paDe tema aneka mANase enA upara TAMpI beThA hoya che ane tene khedAnamedAna karavAmAM mA mAne che. je dravya meLavavA ke jALavavA bhagIratha prayAsa karyA hoya ke bhaiyAnI jema cekI karI hoya e paisA ene koI paNa prakArane Teko ApatA nathI, yamadevane eka ghaDI rekI zaktA nathI ane bagaDatA parabhavane sudhArI zakatA nathI. asalanA vakhatamAM nirvaza jAya tyAre sagAe mAlIka thavA AvatA athavA rAjA sarva dhana luMTI letA athavA japta karatA. te vakhate kaI maranAranA zubha vicAra bhAgye ja karatuM ane atyAre korTa ke darabAramAM paisAne je pheja thAya che tenI karmakathA jANItI che. evA paisA mATe artha ane pariNAma vagarane vIrya-vyaya keI samaju kare nahi, paNa e taddana jUdI bAbata che. ahIM prastuta vAta e che ke e pisA levA bhAIo, sagAo ke svajano doDAdoDa kare che, paNa e paisA A bhAIzrIne koI jAtanuM zaraNu-AdhAra ke Teko ApatA nathI. A paricayamAM ghaNI jarUrI vAta thaI gaI che tethI gItanI vicAraNAmAM bahu laMbANa na karatAM saMkSepamAM patAvazuM.

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azaraNa bhAvanA- ja geyASTaka paricaya- 1 mAtA putranA dararoja khabara pUche che. enuM mAthuM dukhe te e esaDa karavA maMDI jAya che. mAMdA paDe tyAre hAMphaLIphAMphaLI thaI jAya che. rAtre nirAte uMghatI nathI. putra upara ekAMta prema-vAtsalya batAvanAra mAtA putranA hitane ja vicAra kare che. pitA bALake khAtara raLe che. bhAIo bhAIne maLe tyAre hitanI salAha Ape che. strInuM hita te pati sAthe ja joDAyeluM hoya che. putra pitA dhana kema vadhAre meLave tene khyAla karI tenuM lAMbuM AyuSya I che che. sagAone paNa kuLamAM kaI sAro hoya to kAmano che e najare paNa enA hitanI AkAMkSA rahe che. AvI rIte sarva svajane hitanI kAmanA kare che ane hitanA AMdolane Ape che. duniyAne sArAmAM sAro artha karIne A vicAra graMthakartAe batAvyuM che. sarvathA ema ja hoya che evuM nathI ema ApaNe jANIe-joIe chIe paNa evuM hoya tyAM paNa aMdaranI vAstavika zI sthiti che te batAvavA sAro artha lIdho jaNAya che, ane e sarva svajane A bhAIsAheba para ekAMta prIti rAkhanArA hoya che. mAne prema to acUka hoya che. chokaro kharAba hoya to paNa e to premane jhare kahevAya che ane "chorU kachorU thAya paNa mAvatara kamAvatara kadI thatA nathI" e sarvathA te nahi paNa bahudhA sAcI vAta che. pitA putra upara prIti rAkhe ja. eNe to hAthe pidhela enAM mananuM ratna che. strInI prIti heya temAM navAI nathI. AryakuLavadhUnA sarva sukhane AdhAra tenA patinI prIti upara ja che ane enA saibhAgyane rakSaka paNa e ja che. bahena te Theza vAge teye "khamA

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azara*Na bhAvanA. 129 " mArA bhAIne ! kahe che enI prIti jarUra hAya. khAkI putrA, putrIe te enAM sAmuM ja jonArA eTale emanI prItinA savAla ze! hAya ? ane sagAo te jarUra sArAmAM ja rAjI thAya, enA utkarSa dekhI prItirasamAM ekalA nhAya emAM navAI nathI. A sarva tA jIvananI ujaLI mAjI varNavI che. AvI rIte AkhI sArI sRSTi jAmI hAya, cAre taraphathI hitanA AzIrvAda maLatA hAya, premanAM evAraNAM levAtAM hAya, paradeza jAya teA patrA pAThavAtA hAya, jelamAM hAya tA inTaravyu levAtA hAya, pAMcadahADA samAcAra na Ave te tArathI sukha samAcAra magAvavAnI utAvaLa thatI hAya-evA prANIne paNa jyAre maraNu Ave che tyAre enuM kAi rakSaNa karI zakatuM nathI, ene koInA TekA maLatA nathI ane kAI ene badale pathArImAM sutA nathI. eka vAta che. eka sAcA upadezaka-saMta sAdhune eka prANI maLyA. gharaneA sukhI hatA. gurUnI vAta sAMbhaLI sahaja vairAgya thayA paNa mAha na chUTe. saMte kharA sneha kevA heAya che te batAvavA tAkaDA racyeA. mumukSu ( prANI ) gharamAM ADhIne sui garcA. asahya peTanI vedanAnA DhAMga karyo. gAmanA khAvA, bhuvA, vaidyo khelAvyA. upacAra cAlyA. paNa DhoMgInI pIDA vadhatI ja sAlI. vyAdhi hAya teA maTe ne! te sata AvyA. bhagavA veza ane TIlATapakAnA pAra nhAte. eNe takhIata tapAsavAne dekhAva karI kaSTasAdhya kesa che ema jAhera karyuM .. AkhuM maMDaLa kAMIka nizciMta thayuM. saMte pANInA pyAlA lIdhA. traNavAra tenA zarIra para pheravyA ane kahyuM ke A pANImAM sarva vyAdhi e

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130 zrI zAMtasudhArasa utarI gayo che. je A pANI pIze te marI jaze ane bhAIzrI UThaze. atyAra sudhI mAtA, bhAI, pitA, putra sarva prANa ApavA taiyAra thavAnI vAte raDatAM raDatAM belatA hatA te sarva cUpa thaI gayA. strIe paNa vicAryuM ke huM jaIza to navI Avaze ! saMta kahe-UTha, bhAI! joyuM ? A te taddana sAdI vAta che. keI zaraNa ApI zake tema nathI ane ApavAnA paNa nathI. game te svajana Ave te khAlI prANapoka mUkanArA che, bAkI maraNa koIne vaza thatuM nathI ane e Ave tyAre tene keI aTakAvI zakatuM nathI. e prANuM game te saMta-sukha ApanAra hoya ke game te bhale ke bhuMDe, vahAlo ke dave, raLAu ke uDAu, bhaNelA ke abhaNa hoya paNa keI paNa svajana tene rakSaNa ApI zakatuM nathI ane maraNane thoDI vAra thobhAvI paNa zakatuM nathI. AmAM nirarthaka TIkA karanArAM sagAMo, bApanA maravAnI rAha jotAM besI rahelA uDAu putra, dhaNune prema hArI gayelI zakyanA zalyavALI bhAryA ke evA kesone savAla nathI, tyAM to kaI ADo hAtha devAne khyAla paNa na kare; paNa duniyAnI najaramAM sArAmAM sArA premane pAtra thavA sarjAyela thoDA Adarza sukhIone paNa jyAre teo maraNadazAnI najIka jAya che tyAre temanA AvA ja hAla thAya che e ApaNuM dararojanA anubhavano viSaya che. eka paNa svajana maraNathI A prANanuM rakSaNa karI zakato nathI e siddha vAta che. sarva rIte sukhI gaNAtAnI A sthiti che, bAkInA mATe zuM hoya te samajI levuM.

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a-vAraNa lAvanA. 131 (dhruvapada) tyAre AvI sthitimAM karavuM zuM? A te bhAre phasANa. A te bharosAnI bheMse pADe jaNyA jevI vAta thaI ! ApaNuM potAnA svajane-gharanA mANaso upara AdhAra na rAkhI zakIe tyAre javuM kayAM ? karavuM zuM? AnA upara eka dhruvapada kahe che. e pratyeka gAthA sAthe bolavAnuM che. tene bhAva nIce pramANe che - AkhA gItamAM batAvAze ane upara lekamAM batAvAI gayuM tema kaI vastune, saMbaMdhIne ke sagAne Teke A jIvane ane vakhate nathI, e vAta te samajANI; paNa emAMthI kaI rasto khare ke khAlI muMjhAI maravAnuM ja che? A prazna svAbhAvika che. Ave vakhate bIjuM te kaNa madada kare ? jyAM sagAMvahAlAM to zuM paNa zarIra paNa ThaMDuM paDI jAya, nADIo paNa tUTI jAya tyAM bIjA keNa pAse Ave ? tyAre dharma enA kharA AkAramAM Teke Ape che. jIvanamAM jeTalI ahiMsA vaNa dIdhI hoya, nyAyamAge pravaryA hoIe, sAcI salAha ApI hoya, game teTalA jokhame satya mArga Adaryo hoya, bhayaMkara prasaMgomAM mana para kAbU rAkhe hoya, parastrI tarapha najara paNa na karI hoya, vagara hakakanuM lIdhuM na hoya, dIna janone dAna dIdhAM heya, brahmacarya pALyuM hoya, daMbhane dUra rAkhyA hoya, mAnanA prasaMge ADA hAtha dIdhA hAya, kapaTajALanA bhega keIne na karyA hoya, khATA ALa na dIdhAM hoya, cADI cugalI na karI hoya ane pramANika jIvana jIvI je kaI naitika ke AMtarika pragati karI hoya e sarvano khare AdhAra teve vakhate thAya che. e vakhate e sAcA Teke Ape che ane e enA kharA svarUpamAM tene Apattine vakhate

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132 zrI-zAMta-sudhArasa kharAkhara yAda paNa Ave che. enu zaraNu barAbara thAya che. kahevata che ke " sukhe seAnI ne du:khe rAma. rAma eTale ahIM peAtAnA iSTadeva samajavA. ? dhamAM e vibhAga hAya che: tattvajJAna ane naitika vibhAga. naitika vibhAgamAM AMtara ane khAdya vibhAga Ave che. AMtaramaneArAjyamAM sarva manevikArAnA samAveza thAya che. enA para vijaya meLavavAnI cAvI A Ethics nA vibhAga Ave che, mAhyamAM ene prApta karavAnI cAvIomArgo eTale kriyA hAya che. e sAdhanadharmanI upayeAgitA puSkaLa che, paNa dharmanA khare upacAgI vibhAga AMtaradazA para keTalI asara thaI temAM Ave che. e dharmane aMge parIkSA karIne svIkAra karavAnI jarUra che. AMtararAjyamAM bahudhA matabheda paDatA nathI. zuddha jIvana jIvavAnA, satya vacanAcAra karavAnA, anya jIvanI hiMsA na karavAne upadeza lagabhaga sarva dharmo judA judA AkAramAM Ape che. mehamamatva tajI AtmArAmane enA svarUpamAM eLakhavA prarUpaNA thatI AvI che. e dharmo A prANIe kAI kAi vAra jarUra svIkAryA paNa hAya che te tene zaraNa Ape che, tene te TekArUpa thAya che ane tenA upara AdhAra rAkhathAmAM te chetarAtA nathI. e dharmAnA darzanavibhAga vicArI je dharmamAM paraspara virAdha na AvatA hAya, jemAM AgaLa pAchaLa satya eka sarakhu cAlyuM Avatu hoya tenA svIkAra karavA ane tenuM zaraNa levuM. vinayavijaya upAdhyAya kahe che ke ame jaina dharmane sArI

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azaraNabhAvane. 133 rIte tAvI le che. sonAnI parIkSA jema kaSa, cheda ane tApathI thAya che tema ame tenI parIkSA karI che. tenA vidhi ane niSedhanA mArgo khUba cakAsI joyA che. ame enA tatvamArgamAM paNa khUba uMDA utaryA chIe ane ame bArIkImAM utarI enAM naya ane pramANa satya samajyA chIe, amane emAM apekSAo samajANI che ane AkhA mArgamAM ame pUrvApara virodha che. nathI. enA vidhimArgomAM game teTalA matabheda haze, paNa enA dArzanika vibhAgamAM eka ja mata che. ene kamane siddhAnta avicaLa , enI nigadanI vyavasthA vicAraNIya che ane enuM syAdvAda svarUpa amane khAsa AkarSaka lAgyuM che. tame e jaina dharmane Azraya karaze to te tamane jarUra zaraNa" Apaze ema ame khuba vicArathI kahIe chIe. tame kaI paNa dharmanuM zaraNa kare te tamArI marajInI vAta che, paNa tame jaina dharmanuM zaraNa karaze to temAM chetarAze nahiM e ame amArA abhyAsa ane anubhavathI kahIe chIe. TUMkAmAM dharmanuM zaraNa levAne temane Adeza che. teo kahe che ke tuM dharmanuM zaraNa kara, temAM paNa parIkSA karIne jaina dharmanuM zaraNakara. uparAMta eka vAta khAsa karavAnI che. viziSTa pavitra caraNa-cAritra tenuM tuM smaraNa kara, tenA upara AdhAra rAkha ane tene tArA jIvana sAthe vaNa de. cAritrarAjanAM maMdiramAM je kSamA, Arjava, mArdava, mukti (lebhatyAga), tapa, saMyama, satya, zauca, akiMcanatva ane brahmacaryarUpa dharmo

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134 zrI zAMtasudhAransa che te athavA zrAvakanA bAra vrato che te tane zaraNa Apaze. enuM smaraNa paNa tane Teke Apaze. ene nAmeccAra paNa tane akaLAmaNathI dUra rAkhaze ane enI sAthe AtmAnusaMdhAna tane advitIya Teko Apaze. cAritrane mahimA varNavavAnuM A sthAna nathI. bAhya sarva kriyAonI asara vartana (cAritra) para keTalI thaI che te ja aMte jovAnuM che. aMdara bhInAza-kuNAza na AvI hoya to bAhya kriyA nakAmI to nathI, paNa tatkalApekSayA aMte A AtmAne vadhAre dUra laI jatI nathI. merUparvata jevaDe Dhagalo thAya teTalA oghA-muhapatti A jIve karyAnI vAta suprasiddha che te A daSTie che. mAtra tuM cAritranuM smaraNa kara. mAtra kriyAnI apekSAe nahi, paNa jIvavAnI tIvra IcchAthI enuM smaraNa kara. enuM smaraNa mAtra tene Teko Apaze, tAre AdhAra banaze ane vizALa dariyAmAM tArI paDakhe ubhuM raheze. e caraNa-cAritra sAthe anusaMdhAna karI le, enI sAthe tuM ekameka thaI jA ane tene tArI sAthe eka tAra karI de. e tane Teke che, khare AdhAra che. "cAraNa"ne artha paga. mahApavitra purUSonA caraNayuganuM samaraNa kara-e artha paNa zakya che, paNa viSayanI ghaTanA sAthe cAritra artha vizeSa anurUpa jaNAya che. paganuM smaraNa thatuM nathI, paNa tenI pUjA thAya che. A dhruvapada dareka gAthAne aMte khAsa bolavA ane vicAravA jevuM che. nirAza thatAM AtmAne e meTa Teko Ape tema che ane e TekAnI ene e vakhate khAsa jarUra che. 2. nAnA prANuM ke manuSyanI te zI vAta karIe paNa meTo rAjA hAya, meTe rAjAone paNa rAjA hoya, enI cAre

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azaraNabhAvanA. 135 evI rIte maLa paNa atizanA ghaNI bAjue ghoDA, ratha, hAthI ane lazkarI heya, enuM rakSaNa karavA enA khAsa rakSaka (beDIgArDo) taiyAra hoya, enuM lazkara duniyAmAM ajeya gaNAtuM hoya, enI senAe kadI hAra khAdhI na hoya, enI yUharacanA ghaNI guMcavaNavALI hoya, enuM pitAnuM baLa paNa atizaya prasiddhi pAmeluM hoya ane evI rIte e meTA kilAethI, zastra-astrothI ane laDAInI tathA bacAvanI sarva sAmagrIothI surakSita hoya, enuM elAnuM jera seMkaDe senAnIone pUrA paDe tevuM batAvAyuM hoya-evo meTa chatrapati haya ene paNa e yamarAja eka kSaNavAramAM ucakI le che, eka ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM jamIna para ragadoLI nAkhe che ane ema karavAmAM ene jarA paNa zaMkA ke vicAra thatuM nathI. - dariyAnA kAMThA najIka eka gala athavA kalakala pakSI thAya che. e tanna saMketa hoya che. ene khorAka mAchalAM hoya che. e jema mAchalAne pitAnI cAMcamAM upADI le tema moTA rAjA, mahArAjA ke cakravattIne yamarAja ucakI le che. e vakhate rAjAnuM moTuM lazkara ke enA hAthI, ghoDA, ratha, pAyadaLa, palaTana, ereplene ke mazInagane kAMI kAmamAM AvatA nathI, kAI enI ADe hAtha daI zakatA nathI ane lazkaranI vaccethI, vake killAnI aMdarathI ane sAmagrIonI bhItaramAMthI kheMcI ene upADIne yamarAja eka kSaNamAM cAlyA jAya che. (mainika zabda meTA masyavAcaka paNa che. meTA masyA nAnA masyAne niraMtara khAdhA kare che.) A vakhate e moTA mahArAjAne zaraNa ke? Teke kene? AdhAra zenA? rANuo raDe, vaidyo hAtha khaMkhere, dAsIo rAjIA le, amAtya varga hAya baLatarA kADhe, paNa e sarva nakAmuM nIvaDe che ane e badhAnI vaccethI upaDI jAya che. vAta e che ke-

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136 zrI zAMtasudhArasa jAvuM che , jAvuM che jarUra; kAyA tArI kAma na Ave, jhAMkhA thAze nUra. cakI sarakhAM vahI gayAM, AkaDAnAM tUra, jAvuM che ja. vigere. moTA mAMdhAtA jevA rAjAe gayA,vikramAditya gayA, siddharAja jevA gayA ane AkhI mugalAI paNa upaDI gaI. nepalIana seMTa helInAmAM gaye, zAhajahAna kedamAM muo, auraMgajheba dakSiNamAM khalAsa thaI gaye ane RSabhakUTapara kAkiyuM ratnathI nAma lakhanAra brahmadatta, subhUma jevA cakravattIo paNa gayA! elekajhAnDarane pRthvI jItavAnI bAkImAM rahelI na jaDI tyAre samudrane sAdhavA gaye, subhUma bIjo bharata khaMDa sAdhavA gayo, paNa aMte sarva gayA ! e dareke maratI vakhata pachADA mAryA che ane mAthAM pachADyAM che. tyAre tuM te koNa mAtra! vicAra ke evo avasara Avaze tyAre tuM kone AdhAra laIza? tArI chAtI upara hAtha mUkI nirAMtane zvAsa laI zakIza? AnaMdathI jaI zakIza? haju paNa sAMbhaLa. e muddA upara ghaNuM kahevAnuM che. 3. evA rAjAo te ughADI rIte gayA athavA tene yamarAje upADI lIdhA, paNa prANI kadAca sakhta loDhAnA gharamAM pese, tIjorImAM DhaMkAI jAya, pATa baMdha karIne besI jAya ke paTArAmAM pesI jAya athavA te dIna-zaraNAgatanI peThe pitAnA mukhamAM tarakhaluM laI yamarAjane vinati kare kedeva ! mane te cheDe ! mane bacAva huM tamAre zaraNe chuM " (prAcIna samayamAM rAjAo laDatAM paNa duzmana mahemAM tarakhaluM le eTale choDI detA. atyAre paNa sapheta vAvaTe batAve eTale laDAI baMdha paDe che ane suleha thAya che. )

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137 azaraNabhAvagnA. paNa A yamadevane te dayAne chAMTe AvatuM nathI. e to darekanA koLIA karavAmAM majA mAne che, ene vajAmagharamAMthI pakaDatAM vAra lAgatI nathI ke enI pAse mukhamAM tarakhaluM laI karelI prArthanA bara AvatI nathI. jema paramAdhAmI devane nArakInA jIvone trAsa upajAvavAmAM majA Ave che ane teone raDatAM-kakaLatAM jue tyAre e nIranI jema rAjI thAya che tema nirdayatAnA purUSArthamAM nAca karI rahela yamadeva kaI paNa prANIne choDatuM nathI. vaLI enAmAM eka viziSTatA athavA nIcatA e che ke bIjA prANIo sArA arthamAM sarvane sarakhA gaNe che ane sarvane sarakho lAbha Ape che tyAre A camarAja jIva levAnI bAbatamAM sarvane sarakhA gaNe che. ene mana kaI mATe nathI, keI nAne nathI, e to nIcatAnI parAkASThAe jaI meTA ke nAnAne-sarvane zarIrathI chUTA pADI, enAM sagAMsaMbaMdhIne raDAvI kheMcI jAya che. enA AvA sarvane sarakhA gaNavAnA tuccha bhAva para lyAnata ho ! dhikkAra paDe ! paNa ema kahevAthI kAMI vaLe tema nathI-tene jarA paNa dayA Ave tema nathI. - jyAre rAjAne parivAra ke tenuM lazkara nakAmuM thAya che, chupAI javAnA praye niSphaLa jAya che ane batAvelI lAcArI ne karelI prArthanA upayoga vagaranI bane che tyAre enI pAse zaraNa kenuM? AmAMthI bacavAnA keI upAya kAragata lAgatA nathI. haju kAMI bIjA upAya hoya to tapAsIe. A te sarva prakAre nirAzA maLe che. cAlo, AgaLa vadhe, kAMI karatAM kAMI upAya zeLe maLe che?

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138 zrI zAMtasudhArasa 4. vidyAo siddha karavAthI AkAzamAM uDI zakAtuM, samudra tarI zakAto ane evAM Azcaryo thatAM. maMtra (rasa) siddha karavAthI sonuM thaI zakatuM, strI-purUSane vaza karI zakAtAM vigere. mahA auSadhienA upagathI AkarA vyAdhio sudharI zakatA. AvA aneka dAkhalAo kathAnakamAM dhAyalA che. vidyA ane maMtranA prabhAvathI devatAo vaza thatA ane devatAo aneka kAma karI ApatA. A vAtanI satyAsatyatA tapAsavAnuM A sthAna nathI. zatruMjaya yAtrA baMdha thaI tyAre AvA maMtra ke vidyAono upaega kema nahi thayo hoya? e ghaNuM prazna karatA hatA. ApaNe e viSayanI carcAmAM utarIe te muddo visarI jaIe. vAta e che ke maMtrathI, vidyAthI ke mahA auSadhanuM Asevana karavAmAM Ave ane devatAone vaza karI de tevuM te Asevana hoya to tethI paNa maraNa choDatuM nathI. game tevI siddha auSadhio meTA dhanaMtarI pote lAvI Ape athavA maMtronA uparAuparI uccAra thayA kare, vidyAdevIone kadAca sAkSAtkAra thAya te paNa meta cheDatuM nathI, choDe tema nathI. jyAre DokaTara ke vaidyanAM mukha para nirAzA dekhAya che athavA najIkanA saMbaMdhIone vyAdhi gaMbhIra athavA "hepalesa " jaNAvavAmAM Ave che tyAre pachI bhuvAnA prayoge ghaNIvAra thAya che, DAkalAM vAge che, zarIra para trAMbAnA pisA baMdhAya che, najarabaMdhI thAya che, khATalA pharatA khIlA ThekAya che, lIMbu mAthA parathI utArAya che, bAdhAo rakhAya che, AkhaDIo levAya che ane keka kaika tephAne thAya che, paNa aMte prANapoka mUkavAmAM e sarvane aMta Ave che.

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azar*NubhAvanA. 139 devatAne peAtAne paNa maraNa cheDatu nathI teA te ApaNAM zAM daLadara TrITAvavAnA hatA? e teA mAtra DUbatI vakhate khAcakA bharavAnI vAta che. maraNa keAi devane vaza nathI, kAi matrane vaza nathI, keAI vidyAne tAbe nathI. zarIramAM vRddhi karavA mATe game tevAM rasAyaNe! khAvAmAM Ave, tAmrabhasma, gajavela, mArela pArA, seAnuM, rUpuM, vasaMtamAlatI, paMcAmRta parapaTI, abarakha ke bIjI aneka rasAcaNI cIjonA upayAga karavAmAM Ave; paNa maraNa cheDatu nathI. meATA devA, vaidyo, DaoNkaTarA ke sarajanA maraNane prITADI zakatA nathI ane elIkajhIra ( Eliczir ) maraNujayanI davA zeAdhavA pAchaLa hujArA varSa nIkaLI gayA che, paNa hajI sudhI tevI davA maLI nathI ane atyAra sudhInA vijJAnanA vikAsa vicAratAM tevI davA zeAdhAvAnI zakayatA paNa jaNAtI nathI. zrI vinayavijayajInA vakhatamAM vidyA, maMtra, mahASadhine mahimA moTA manAtA haze, atyAre sarajananA cappu ane DaeNAkaTaranAM injekazananA mahimA manAya che, paNa game te rIte joie paraMtu maraNa cheDatu nathI. hRdaya calAvavA hAipADarasIka Injekazana ApIe ke hiraNyagarbhanA ghasArA ApIe, paNa aMte raDavAnuM che ane kharakharo karanArA khelavAnA che ke--bhAi! truTI enI muTTi nathI ' A sAdI kahevatamAM sekaDA varSonA anubhava samAI jAya che. jyAM AyuSaTThArI tUTI tyAM davA, upacAra ke maMtra kAMi upaceAgI nathI. ApaNI vAta e che ke A sarva kALAhaLa, dhamAla ane dhUmADA pachI paNu kharakharA te UbhA ja rahe che. e te! jANe pachavADe rahenAranI vAta, paNu janArane zuM ? ene TekA konA ? davAmAM game teTalA moTA kharaca '

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140 zrI-zAMnta sudhArasa karyo e sarva pANImAM ane chatAM maraNa pAmanArane kevA TekA maLyA haze tevI soMzayagrasta sthiti ! ahA ! zI dazA ! maraNa vakhate tA keAInA TekA-kAinuM zaraNu maLe tema nathI, maLyu... jANyuM nathI ane nityamitra zarIra teA tadna nakAmuM ja jaNAyuM che. mAtra praNAma-mitrarUpa dharma ja Teke Ape tema che te teA pratyeka gAthAne aMte ApaNe yAda karIe chIe. have jIDhaMgInA khIjA khyAlA tarapha vaLIe. 5. maraNabhaya pachI mANasane sahaja utaratA ( bIje namare ) ghaDapaNanA-jarAnA bhaya lAge che. ene kAI gharaDA (old) kahe teA paNa ene apamAna lAge che. e jIvAnI jALavavA ane pachI juvAna che ema dekhAvA aneka davA khAya che, kalapa lagADI dheALA vALane kALAM kare che, AMkhamAM suramA, aMjana AMje che ane kaika cenacALA kare che. vilAyatanI tA vAta na pUche ! tyAM meDhAM uparanA pak pAuDaranA thapeDA joyA hAya te cItarI caDhI jAya ! basamAM beThA beThA paNa venITI ega kADhI heADha upara lAla raMga lagADe, sukha upara rAjha pAuDara nAkhavA lAge ane nAnA ArisAmAM mukha joi le. A sarva juvAna dekhAvAnA phAMphA che! keka trAMbu ke mArela pArA khAya che, kaika gajavela khAya che, kaiMka akhADAmAM kasaratA-kustIo kare che ane kaika magadaLa pherave che. aneka prayAga karI juvAnI TakAvavA ane AdheDa vaye juvAna che ema batAvavA aneka cALA kare che. enuM mATu varNana ApavAnI jarUra nathI. darareAja najare paDe evA e mAmale che. 1 strIo hAthamAM rAkhe che tevI nAnI cAmaDAnI kAthaLI.

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ansa !*lAvatA. 141. graMthakAra kahe che ke e sarva phAMphAM che, emAM kAMI vaLe tema nathI. tame game teTalA prayatna kareA ane game te khA paNa AvatI jarAne tame aTakAvI zake| tema nathI. tenI sAme tamane TekA maLe tema nathI ane tamArA sarva prayatna nakAmAM che--niSphaLa che e badAmanA che. keTalAka mANase ema mAne che ke zarIramAM pavanane rAkayA hAya-staMbhana karyuM. hAya, eka prakArane prANAcAma karyA hAya te tethI Avatu ghaDapaNa aTake che. upAdhyAyazrI kahe che ke tamAre joie teTaleA pavananA aTakAva kare! paNa emAM kAMI vaLavAnuM nathI. prANAyAmanA upayAga kALajJAna ane zarIra taMdurastI mATe game tevA upaceAgI hAya, paNa e AvatI jarAne aTakAve tema nathI. are ! tamAre joIe te tame dariyApAra bIje tIre jaIne esA ke kAi meTA parvatanA zikhara upara caDhI jAe, paNa dariyAnI bharatInA jIvALanI jema AvatA ghaDapaNane tame rAkI zakazeA nahi. tame game tyAM nAsI jAe, tamArAM gharabAra cheDI pAtALamAM peseA ke kAi mahAna parvatanA zikharane cheke jaine vAsa kare; paNa aMte ghaDapaNanI asara lAgyA vagara rahe tema nathI ane e Avaze tyAre tame dhIme dhIme ghasAtA ja jazeA. dAMtA du:khavA mAMDe, pIDA thAya, paDI jAya ane cAvavAnI agavaDa paDe, kAnamAM baherApaNuM AvatuM jAya, AMkhamAM lAMga sAITa ( jhAMkha--e tALA ) Ave, khAla dhIme zrIme prIkA paDatA jAya ane aMte sapheda thaI jAya, zarIra zithila paDatuM jAya, hAtha-paga hukama mAne nahi, evAM aneka AkramaNA dhIme dhIme paNa cAkkasa thatAM jAya che. pachI tA

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kAra thayA , e sarva ba cAlavuM " 142 zrI zAMtasudhArasa "uMbara te DuMgara thayA, pAdara thayA paradeza; gALI te gaMgA thaI, aMge ujaLA keza" e sarva bane che ane chevaTe hAthamAM lAkaDI levI paDe che. vastutaH traNa page cAlavuM paDe che. e vAtane aTakAvanAra koNa? e vAtanI ADe AvanAra keNu? e hakIkata bane tyAre AdhAra kene? 6. e vAta vadhAre spaSTapaNe kahetAM kavi varNave che ke-nAnA bALakanAM bAla joyAM hoya te te ekadama kALAM lAge che, jarA AkhA mAthAne paLiyAMvALuM banAvI mUke che ane zarIrane taddana rasa vagaranuM--dama vagaranuM banAvI de che temaja dhIme dhIme ene taddana nirbaLa, durbaLa ane abaLa banAvI de che. A jarAne-ghaDapaNane aTakAvavAne kaNa zaktivAna thAya che? ene AvatI aTakAvavAne kaI rasto jaDyo che? eka ghaNA prasiddha vaidyarAja kahetA hatA ke pramAda e ja maraNa che (kamoi di mRtyu) je pramAda na karavAmAM Ave to mANasa kadI mare nahi ane gharaDe thAya nahi. teo pote khUba saMbhALa laIne rahetA hatA, paNa lagabhaga paMcAvana varSanI vaye lAkaDI laIne cAlatA hatA ane chappana varSanI ummare lAkaDI mUkIne A duniyAmAMthI cAlyA paNa gayA. A vAta eTalI sAdI, jANItI ane spaSTa che ke enA upara vivecananI paNa jarUra na hoya. muddo e che ke A pramANe ghaDapaNa vagara netaryuM-mAgyuM-belAvyuM cAlyuM Ave tyAre AdhAra kene? zuM prANunA nazIbamAM rAba pIvAnI ja sarajI haze ane gAMThIAnA bhUkA karIne khAvAnA geTA vALavAnuM enuM prArabdha ja haze ! "mama yaSTikA" kahI Thaka Thaka karatAM Teke ApIne cAlatAM AMkhanA teja vagara bIjAthI derAtAM A eka vakhatanA

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a*zar*Na*lAvatA. 143 emane izakI cuvakAne jotAM kema virAga na Ave ? ane kApha-dhamAla-krama ane vAtA vicAratAM temanI krayA kema na Ave ? te ' dayA ' zabda sAme jarUra vAMdhA leze, paNu teo pratyeka paLe dayA mAgI rahyA che ane peAtAnA ghaDapaNane zrApa ApI juvAnIne yAda karatA rahyA che, e temanAM aMtarane pUchavAmAM Ave te javAba Ape. tAtparya e che ke Ave vakhate AdhAra kAne ? e vakhate kyAM TekA maLe ? kaI khAmatamAM jIvane zAMti vaLe ? kAi vRddhane pUchaze. tA jaNAze ke e vyavahAra sarva karatA haze paNa ene keAI sthAne nirAMta vaLaze nahi. e AgevAna haze tA ene dama nIkaLI jatA haze, e gharanA vaDIla haze te eka rAta ene nirAte uMghavAnI maLatI nahi haiAya. Adhu khAvuM ane ghaNI ciMtA karavI e ghaDapaNanI nizAnI che, paNa jo e dharmanu zaraNu le te ene majA Ave. AvaData ane prAthamika taiyArI pramANe e dharma sthAnakamAM jaI vAcana, manana, ciMtavana, upAsanA ke dhyAna karaze te tene ghaDapaNamAM kAMika TekA maLaze. rAsa vAMcavA, dharma carcA karavI, sAmAyika, pauSadha karavA vigere sAdI vAta che, paNa emAM ene * zaraNu ' jamAvelI sthiratA pramANe maLe che ane TekA e vakhate dharmanA ja maLe che, e kharAkhara avaleAkana karavAthI mAlUma paDe tema che. ' 7. ApaNe A khAkhata bIjI rIte vicArIe. maraNa ane ghaDapaNane aneka AkAramAM ApaNe tapAsI gayA. jyAre prANIne ugra-AkarA vyAdhi AvI paDe che ane vadhatA jAya che tyAre ene zaraNu kAnu? ApaNe nyumenIAnA kesa joyA che. zvAsa vacce jAya ane banne phephsA javAba na ApatAM hAya, sane

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144 zrI-zAMta-su-dhAnsa pAtane zAraakAra cAlatA hAya ane ozIkAM ane ochADa kheMcAtAM heAya tyAre TekA kAnA ? bhagadaranI asAdhAraNa pIDA thaI hAya ke haDakavA uchaLyeA hAya, ke peTamAM asahya du:khAvA upaDyo hAya ke chAtInAM pATIyAM bhIMsAI jatAM hAya agara zarIra maLI javAnI pIDA sahetu hoya te vakhate TekA keAnA ? je vakhate 105 DIgrI tAva AvyeA hAya, je vakhate Akhu zarIra gaDagumaDathI tavAi gayu. hAya, je vakhate mukhamAMthI lALA paDatI hAya, je vakhate mAthAnA du:khAvA upaDyo hAya, je vakhate kensara jevA vyAdhithI gaLu aTakI paDayu hAya te vakhate AdhAra mATe cakaLavakaLa thatI AMkhAne TekA kAnA? e du:khamAM kAi bhAga paDAvatuM nathI, keAi ene aza paNa laI zakatu nathI, keAi emAMthI du:kha eThu karAvI zakatu nathI--A siddha vAta che. AkAzamAM caMdragrahaNa thAya che tyAre prAcIna mAnyatA pramANe rAhu cakrane gaLavA lAge che. e vakhate keAI tArA, gRha ke nakSatra caMdranI maDhe AvatAM nathI, mAtra caMdra ja peAtAnI pIDA sahana kare che. tame zuM ema kahA ke evA vyAdhi vakhate DaeNAkaTaranu ke vaidyanuM zaraNu ! A vAtamAM bhUla thAya che. DAkaTarA kahe che ke teo teA kudaratane sahAya kare che, paNa kudarata ulaTI cAle tyAM teonA hAtha paNa haThA paDe che. e pIDAmAM kAI bhAga paDAvatuM nathI ane kAI evA AkarA kesanI javAbadArI paNa letuM nathI. DAkaTara meTA DAkTarane melAvavA salAha Apaze ane vaidyo ekaThA thaze te viSama varanA zlokA meAlI pAMDitya khatAvaze; paNa e vakhate zaraNu kevuM ? evA vyAdhigrastanAM mananI sthiti jANI hAya

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azaraNabhAvanA. 14pa te te vakhate te pitAnI azaraNa sthiti barAbara anubhave che ane nahi to sarva leke "eka arihaMtamAM dhyAna rAkhaje" ema kahe tyAre e pitAnI azaraNa-na dhaNiyAtI sthitine khyAla kare che. e vakhate zaraNa kevuM? dharma sivAya keI enI bAjue ubhuM rahetuM nathI. bIjA sarva havAtIo che. nimittavAsI prANuM che tethI e prayAsa kare che, davAdArU kare che athavA anya kare tene lAbha le chepaNa te vakhate te sarva nirarthaka che ema te barAbara samaje che. aMte vAta cekakasa che ke karela kama bhegavavAM ja paDe che, game teTalAM yuga pasAra thaI jAya paNuM bhegavavA ja paDe che ane te paNa karanAre ja bhegavavAM paDe che. emAM kaI bhAga paDAvavA Avato nathI. mAtra te vakhate zAMti ApanAra AdhAra hoya te te dharma ja che ane tenuM zaraNuM lIdhA sivAya bIjo koI mArga nathI. . 8. AvI rIte jarAvasthAmAM kAMI Teke nathI, maraNa vakhate keIne AdhAra nathI ane bhayaMkara vyAdhio pote ja sahevA paDe che tyAre karavuM zuM? Ane mATe kavizrIe traNa upAya A aSTakane aMte chelA padyamAM batAvyA che. (1) prathama te cAra prakAranA aMgavALA dharmanuM zaraNuM levA upadeza Ape che. je dharmanuM zaraNu levAnI vAta karI che te dharma cAra prakArano che. dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva. e cAra aMgavALA dharmanuM zaraNuM kara. athavA cAra prakAranAM zaraNe che tene anusara. te cAra A pramANe che - 10

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- 1 146 zrI zAMtasudhArasa arihaMtazaraNaM, siddhazaraNaM, sAhUzaraNaM, kevalipannatto dho rajU eTale tIrthakara mahArAja, siddha, sAdhu ane kevaLakathita dharmanuM zaraNa karavA bhalAmaNa karI. prANI game te dharmane mAnatA hoya tene zaraNa anukULa goThavI zakAya che. dharmanuM zaraNa anivArya, te ja eka raste che, e mArgamAM ja prakAza dekhAya che, bAkI sarvatra aMdhakAra, guMcavaNa ane athaDAathaDI che. (2) mamatA-mArAtArApaNAnI vAta ja cheDI de. jagatane aMdha karanAra moharAjAe utpanna karelI mamatAbuddhi prANune khUba 2khaDAve che ane zaraNa levA doDavuM paNa mamatAne laIne ja paDe che, bAkI ene maraNa, jarA ke vyAdhi kaI cIja nathI. mamatA rAgamAMthI utpanna thAya che ane pAchI e rAga baMdhAve che. e mamatA uDI gaI eTale pachI zaraNano savAla nahi rahe. prANI mamatA rahita thAya pachI tenAmAM kaI judI ja hiMmata Ave che ane zaraNanA prasaMgenI sAthe e rame che, e nirbaLatAnI sAme bAtha bhIDe che ane pUrNa jussAthI AgaLa vadhatuM jAya che. ene mAruM dhana, mArAM chokarAM, mArAM asIla, mArAM gharAka e dazA ja rahetI nathI eTale pachI e te niSkaTaka rAjyane mAleka thaI jAya che ane ene rasto sIdho, saraLa ane sapATa thaI jAya che. . (3) tuM A zAMtasudhArasanuM pAna kara. e rasa e te abhinava che ke enI joDI tane maLe tema nathI. bIjA rase te caTakA jevA che, anubhavyA ane uDI gayA; paNa

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a*za**Na*bhAvanA. 140 6 A rasa te akhaMDa nirAbAdha zivasukhanA mATe bhaMDAra che. enI zAMti bhAgavA tema e vadhatI jAya, enuM pAna kare tema mana praphulla banatuM jAya, enA sabaMdha karI tema AnaMda Urmi uchaLe, zRMgAra, vIra ke hAsya jevA enA caTakA nathI, e teA eka vAra enuM pAna karyuM. eTale pachI gAyA ja kare! ke * aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge ' emAM vIjaLInA jhamakArA ane pAchaLa gheAra aMdhArI rAta nathI, tyAM te maNi-ratnanI jhaLahaLatI jyAta che. sadaiva cetatI rahe tevI e jyAta che ane enI pachavADe AnaMda AnaMda ane Anada che. enu pAna karatAM dharAtA nadhI, ene pItAM pItAM kaTALeA Ave tema nathI. e alaikika zAMtarasanuM pAna tame racA ane karI. te meLavavAnA prayAsamAM, pAna karavAmAM ane karyA pachInI sthitimAM sarvatra niravadhi Anaa che. x X zrI vinayavijaya upAdhyAye A azaraNubhAvanA gAtAM khUba lahera karI che. temaNe maraNane evuM cItaryuM che ke prANI enA vicAra karatAM uMDA vicAramAM paDI jAya. emaNe meTA cakravartIne maraNu vakhate zuM thatuM haze tenAthI zarUAta karI, maraNa pachI zuM thAya che te matAvI, chevaTe game te karA paNu maraNa cheDatu nathI ane maraNu vakhate kei TekA ApI zakatu nathI e atAvI, Atmadharmane eLakhI, tene anusaravA vicAraNA atAvI. tyArapachI temaNe ghaDapaNu-jarAne AgaLa karI, prANIne tenI pAse taddana parAdhIna matAnye ane chevaTe AkarA vyAdhine AgaLa karI te vakhate prANInI manedazAne x

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148 zrISNAMtasudhAransa anAthatAne spaSTa khyAla Ave. enA vivecanamAM prAsaMgika vAta ghaNuM karI nAkhI che. ApaNe prathama azaraNabhAvane vaijJAnika paddhatie vicAra karIe. AdhAra ane Adheya tatvano evo niyama che ke jene AdhAranI jarUra paDe te Teke Ape tevI vastune Teke turata laI le che. bALakemAM A tatva sahajapaNe pratIta thAya che. ene kapaDAM paheravAmAM, pharavA javAmAM ke kaI paNa kAma karavAmAM AdhAra vagara cAlatuM nathI. AvI rIte strI-purUSane ghaNIvAra AdhAra-Adheya saMbaMdha bane che. paNa mANasa jyAre muMjhAya che tyAre te ene TekAnI bahu jarUra paDe che. e vakhate ene Teke maLe, kaI sAco dilAso Ape, koI enA duHkhamAM bhAga paDAve che te tene sAco mitra ke sakhA samajavo. kahevata che ke Prosperity brings friends and Adversity tries them " saMpatti mitrone lAvI Ape che, Apatti tenI kasoTI kare che." A draSTie ApaNe ApaNA saMbaMdho vicArIe te kharI aNune vakhate teo taddana kasoTImAMthI niSphaLa nIvaDe tema che. ApaNe eka be dAkhalA laIe. kahevAya che ke-nava naMdarAjAe sonAnI nava DuMgarI banAvI hatI paNa e jyAre maravA paDyA tyAre e DuMgarIo ahIM ja rahI gaI ane koI prakAranA upagamAM AvI nahi. meTA rAjAonI smazAnayAtrA nIkaLe che tyAre enI AkhI riyAsata prathama cAle che. enA hAthI, ghoDesvAra, cokIdAra, baMdukavALAo, Araba, ketalanA gheDA, pAnA, pAlakhI, DaMkA-nizAna sarva dekhAya che ane chevaTe eka pAlakhImAM enuM zaba dekhAya che. enA upara kInakhAbanAM kapaDAM

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azaraNabhAvanA. 149 paherAvelAM hoya che ane hAtha ughADA hoya che. A zuM batAve che? A sarva rayAsata hAjara hatI chatAM paNa rAjA-mahArAjAne keITeka ApatuM nathI. e sarva chatAM e gayA ane kayAM gayA ane koNa laI gayuM ? tenI paNa khabara nathI. enA ughADA hAtha batAve che ke e janmatI vakhata baMdha hAthe AvyA hatA ane maratI vakhate khAlI hAthe-ughADe hAthe gayA, cAlyA gayA athavA keAI temane ghasaDI gayuM. kaI zeThIAnA maraNa vakhate joyuM hoya te be lAMbA vAMsaDA, vazeka khapATIA ane cAra athavA eka nALIera ane upara DhAMkela ekAda rezamI vastra, paNa enI sarva Rddhi saMpatti ahIM rahI jAya che ane ene citAmAM suvADe che tyAre te uparanuM DhAMkaNanuM vastra paNa kADhI le che. enuM zera bajAra, enuM saTTA bajAra, enA lAkhanA saravALA, enA lAMbA saravaiyAM, enA kara-cAkare ane enI moTara, TelIphena ane sekreTarIo sarva ahIM rahI jAya che. enI bairI paNa ahIM ja rahe che ane chekarA chokarI hisAba karavA ane valanI zodhamAM paDI jAya che. A sarva zuM ? kevA tophAna ane kevA hAlahavAla? kAMI Teko? kAMI Azare? koI sAdhAraNa mANasanI vAta laIe to tyAM paNa e ja vAta dekhAze. ene mATe kaI ADe hAtha detuM nathI ane ene keInI para gaNatarI bAMdhavAno hakka nathI eTale A tema cAlyA jAya che; paNa moTA ke nAnAne sarvane javAnuM to kharuM ja! e vAtamAM mIna-meSa nathI, emAM zaMkA nathI, emAM apavAda nathI.

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zrI.zAM-ta-sudhArasa enA sabaMdhamAM eka bahu suMdara vicAra sugdharA vRttamAM jJAnA vakAre matAnyeA che, te khAsa vicAravA ceAgya che. pAtAle brahmaloke surapatibhavane sAgarAnte vanAnte, dikcakre zailazRGge dahana vanahimadhvAntavajrAsidurge / bhUgarbhe sanniviSTaM samadakarighaTAsaMkaTe vA balIyAna, kAlo'yaM krUrakarmA kavalayati balAjjIvitaM dehabhAjAm // 150 " prANI pAtALamAM pese, brahmaleAkamAM jAya, IMdranA bhuvanamAM. AzarA le, dariyAne pAra jaIne vase, jaMgalane bIje cheDe vAsa kare, dizAonA cheDA para jai aTake, moTA parvatanA zikhara para cAlyeA jAya, agnimAM pese, vanamAM chupAI jAya, himamAM DhaMkAI jAya, aMdhakAramAM lapAi jAya, vajAnA gharamAM pese, talavAranA paherAmAM rahe, killAmAM bharAi jAya, pRthvInA garbha mAM ( khADA khAdIne ) utarI jAya, maLavAna hAthIenI ghaTAnI vacce gherAine bese paNa krUra karma karavAvALA kALa prANInA kALIe eka jhapATAmAM ane pUrA jorathI karI jAya che. ' A gaNatarImAM khALa tema ja vRddha, dhanavAna tema ja garIba, aLavAna tema ja bIkaNa, sama tema ja rAMka, vaktA tema ja zrotA, pATa para besanAra ke sAme esanAra, dAna ApanAra ke dAna lenAra, kRpaNa ke uDAu-sarvanA eka sarakhI rIte samAveza thAya che. kALa tA sane sarakhA gaNe che. A vastusthiti che. aneka AkAramAM khatAvAya tema che, aneka saMcAgAmAM judA judA nAmA lai tenA para vivecana thAya tema che; paNa vAtane sAra e che ke- eka divasa evA Avaze jyAre ApaNe javAnu che, maravAnu che, prayANa karavAnu che. C

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azaraNabhAvanA. 15 paNa tame maravAnI vAta sAMbhaLI cekayA kema? tamane e zabda apazukanabharelo lAgyA eTale ? are! paNa kAMI maravAnuM nAma levAthI marI javAtuM nathI ! jarA himata pakaDI A cakkasa AvanArA maraNane vicAra kare. emAM koI gabharAI javAnuM nathI ane vicAra karavAnI nA pADavAthI paNa e tamane choDavAnuM nathI. maravuM e karmAdhIna vAta che. prANI A saMsAramAM Ave che tyAre tenuM AyuSya nirmANa thayeluM hoya che. Ayu pUruM thAya te vakhate tenuM kAma pUruM thayuM hoya ke na thayuM hoya paNa teNe javAnuM ja che. ane karmano siddhAnta che ke zubha azubha karmo bhagavye ja chUTako che, eTale maraNanI vAtathI DaravAmAM DahApaNa nathI. maravAne mATe traNa vAta karavA jevI che. maraNa IcchavuM nahi, maraNathI DaravuM nahi ane maraNa mATe hamezAM taiyAra rahevuM. A Akho alaga viSaya che. ApaNe maravA taiyAra chIe? chAtI para hAtha mUkI javAba Apo. e vAta bahu jarUrI hovA chatAM atra khAsa mULa muddAnI nathI, paNa vicAravA jevI to jarUra che ja. muddo e che ke ApaNe maravA taiyAra hoIe ke na hoIe, maraNathI DaratA hoIe ke na hAIe, paNa jyAre te Avaze tyAre ApaNe AdhAra ke le? DokaTare te hAtha khaMkhere, chokarAo ke strI raDavA bese, nekara-cAkare duHkhI thAya ane mitro-snehIo sahAnubhUti batAve, paNa keImAM maraNa vakhate zaraNa ApavAnI tAkAta che? meTA rAjA, mahArAjA ke cakavatI gayA te pachI ApaNe to zo hisAba che? " jAya che jagata cAluM re o jIva! jene!" emAM jyAM "cha jenI chAyA

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152 zrI-zAMta-su-dhArasa thatI, rUDI jenI hatI rAta; kyAM gayA karADApati re, A jIva jone ! vAta kahe che tyAM hada karI nAkhe che; paNa e sarva vAtanI vacce e vakhate AdhAra kAnA ? TakA kAne ? ApaNe rAva khAvA, phariyAda noMdhAvavA, Azraya meLavavA keAnI pAse javuM? gharanA raDatAM hAya ane zarIranI nADI tUTatI hAya tyAM dhanvaMtarInAM mAthAM paNa akkalazUnya thaI jAya che ane meATI prIvALA DaoNkaTarA dilagIrI darzAvI, TopI mAthe mUkI, DDI khIsAmAM mUkI raste paDe che. tyAre te vakhate AzareA kAne ? ekalA maraNanI vAta zA mATe karavI paDe che ? A jIvanamAM aneka prasaMgA Azraya meLavavAnA Ave che. jemaNe garIbAimAM jIvana gALyu hAya te ezIyALApaNAmAM rahela tucchatAthI ane dhanavAnAnA tiraskArathI ajANyA na ja hAya. a te AzA karIne Avela yAcaka mAthA para ke kapALe hAtha mUkIne jAya che. te vagara samajAvye samaje che ke aMte peAtAnA kismata para AdhAra che. ahIM zaraNu kAnu` hAi zake tene sahaja khyAla Ave che. bIjA sarva nakAmA prayAsa che e vAtanI kAMIka jhAMkhI thAya che. jyAM gharanAM ghara (mAnelAM ) choDIne sadAne mATe javAnu hAya, jyAM khUda pALela-peAkhela zarIra paNa mUkI javAnu hAya tyAM AdhAra kAnA ? e vakhate meTare kAma AvatI nathI, aNunA upayeAgamAM AvatA nathI, dhamAla sAtha ApatI nathI, khaDAIe rastA dAkhavatI nathI, geTALA ADA AvatA nathI, khaTapaTA hAtha detI nathI, prema mA ApatA nathI, e vakhate zaraNa mAtra sAcA dharma ja Ape che, AtmavRttie karela dharma enA game te AkAramAM hAya paNa tene AdhAra

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azaraNabhAvanA. 153 maLe che; khAkI A duniyAnI kAi paNa cIja, kAi paNa prANI ke kAi paNa saMbaMdhI e vakhate upayeAgamAM AvatA nathI, yamane aTakAvatA nathI, dilAsArUpa thatA nathI. khAkI ma MtravidyA ke jApanI vAta zI karavI ? khudde mahAvIra paramAtmAne iMdre AyuSya thADuM vadhAravA vijJapti karI ane temAM tene Azaya zAsananA hitane hatA, paNu bhagavAne tene eka ja uttara ApyA ke ' e kArya karavAne devedra, cakravattI ke tIrthaMkara samartha nathI.' chatAM kAMI bhagavAna maraNathI DaryA nahi. emane te anata sukhamAM javAnu hatu. eTale emane 'zaraNanA ' savAla ja nahAtA, paNa emAM azaraNapaNAne je muddo che te khAsa vicAravA yAgya che. nyAyAdhIza kAIne phrAMsInI sajA kramAve tyAre gunhegAranA mananI zI dazA thatI haze? e kaiMka kAMkAM mAraze, vilAyata apIla karavA deDaze, paNa emAM kAMI vaLe che? prANI paNa AvA khAcakA tA aneka bhare che, paNa emAM sAra ze ? ekaThA thayelA sagAsaMbadhIe navakAra Ape, zaraNAM Ape, dilAsA Ape--paNa A jIvanI dazA zI vatI hAya? dilAsA ApavA sahele che teTale leve sahelA nathI, paNa emAM zaraNu jevuM teA kAMI che ja nahi. te vakhate jIvana zAMta, pramANika, nirdabha, svaccha gALyuM hAya, satyane ahiMsAthI apanAvyu` hAya, nevikArA para kAmU meLavyeA hAya, vAstavika asthiratA samajANI hAya, AMtaravRttithI dharma mArganI ArAdhanA karI hAya ane TUMkAmAM ucca jIvananI avasthA anubhavI hAya tA e vAta TekA Ape che. karelA ane karavA dhArelA sAcA te vakhate Teko Ape che, bAkI bIjI koI vAtamAM sAra nathI. ma

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154 zro-zAMtasudhArasa. evI ja rIte cAlI AvatI jarAne koNa aTakAvI zake? kalapa lagADavAthI kAMI ghaDapaNa aTake? ane aMte kapALe karacalI ane gAlamAM khADA te paDyA vagara na ja rahe. evI rIte bhayaMkara vyAdhinI vAta jANItI che. e ane evA aneka jIvanaprasaMgomAM kaI Teke ApI zake tema che ja nahi. karela dharma ADe Ave, bajAvelI pharaje mArga sujhADe ane kartavyabhAvanA rastA upara rAkhe. kadI kadI karele dharma e ja AvI Apatti vakhate zaraNa Ape che. dharma zabda saMkucita arthamAM athavA mAtra kriyAkAMDanA arthamAM samajavAnuM nathI. sAco dharma oLakha joIe, zodha joie ane bahAra ANu joIe. Atmadharma thavAne sarva dharmo sarajAyalA nathI hotAM, paNa jyAM AtmA enA sAcA AkAramAM sAMpaDe ane enI pragati jarUra dekhAya tyAM teTale aMze dharma che ane e Atmadharma aNIne vakhate zaraNa Ape che. bAkI to paMkhIne meLe che, savAra thatAM sA pitapotAne mArge javAnA che ane sAthe hoya tyAM sudhI amuka paNa amuka daSTie potAnA daSTibiMduthI kAma karanArA che. e khare vakhate ubhA rahenArA hoya, tArA khATalAmAM suI tArI ApattimAM bhAga paDAvanArA hoya to te tuM temanI khAtara tAre AtmA hArI jaje, paNa nahi to tane jyAM zaraNa maLe tema hoya tevA tArA potAnA AtmadharmamAM sthira thaI jaje. - ghana arU dhAma saha paDayo hi rahe nara. dhAra ke dharA tuM to khAlI hAtha jAge; dAna arU punya nija karathI na karyo kahyuM, heya ke jamAI kaI dusare hi khAvego.

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azaraNa-bhAvanA. phUDa ar kapaTa karI pApamadha kInA tAte, dhAra narakAdi du:kha terA prANI pAvegA; punya vinA dusare na hoyagA sakhAi tama, hAtha malamala mAkhI jima pasatAvegA. cidAnaMdajIe eka e sarvayA ma sudara A muddA para gAyA che, te vicAra. ahIM ( jamAI vizALa arthamAM samajavA. mAkhIo madhamAkhI samajavI. > mAkhIoe madha kIdhuM, na khAdhuM na dAna dIdhuM; luMTanAre luTI lIdhu. re! A jIva jone. tyAM je bhAva che te bhAva ahIM samajavAnA che. A tA maraNu vakhatanI vAta karI, paNa azaraNabhAva khatAvatAM teA hada karI che. vicAraH Ayake acAnaka kRtAMta nyu gaheMgA tAhe, tihAM te sakhAI kAi dusarA na hovege dharma vinA teA Ara sakaLa kuTuMba milI, jAnake paratAM kAi sute na jovegA. laTakasalAmake sakhAI vinA aMta same, teNamAMhI nIra bharabhara ati rAvegA; jAnake jagata esA jJAnI na magana heAta, aba khAvA cAhe te teA bAula na evegA, 155 ahIM 'paratAM ' eTale maraNa pAmelA jANIne ema samajavuM. laTasalAmamitra dharma che kAraNa ke ene te kAI kAi vAra jIvanamAM A jIva maLyeA haze. nityamitra tA

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156 zrIzAMtasudhArasa deha-zarIrane ane parvamitramAM sagAvahAlAone te gaNyA che. je juhAramitra nahi hoya to AMkhamAMthI bera bera jevaDAM AMsuM te vakhate paDaze. jJAnI AvA jagatamAM magna na thAya. AMbe (kerI) khAvAnI IcchAvALe kadI bAvaLa vAve nahi. AmAM AkhA muddAne samAveza thaI jAya che. A AkhI bhAvanA raDatAM raDatAM bhAvavAnI nathI. mAruM zuM thaze ? mAre kezu?" ema muMjhAvAnuM kAraNa nathI. jene mArAM mAnyA che tene oLakha, tArAM sAcAMne zodhI kADha ane jenAthI tane AdhAra maLe tene pakaDI le. bAkI tuM jene tArAM mAnI beThe che temAM tAre dahADe vaLe ke te tane aDIbhaDIne vakhate Teke Ape evA khoTA khyAlamAM tuM rahIza nahi. vAstavika rIte vicArIe to AtmAne koInA zaraNanI jarUra nathI. e ene potAno svAdhIna svAmI che, paNa vyavahArathI A prANune evI Teva paDI gaI che ke TekA mATe AdhAra rAkhyA ja kare. ene nekarI karavI hoya, vyApAra kare hoya ke kAMI kAma karavuM hoya to te TekA keTalAnA ane konA maLaze enI gaNatarI karaze. AtmAne oLakhAya, enI zaktinuM bhAna thAya, e zakti dabAyelI hovA chatAM pitAnI ja che e vAta ene gocara thAya eTale ene parAzraya bhAva jatuM rahe che ane je te potAnI jAta para Teke rAkhatA zikhI gaye athavA te mArge caDhI gayo eTale enI sarva guMcavaNa nIkaLI jAya che. e ekale chatAM siMha che, e ekale chatAM marada che, e ekale chatAM ghaNIdhArI che e vAta ApaNe cethI bhAvanAmAM khUba vistArathI zuM; paNa eNe parAvalaMbanavRtti grehaNa karI che te taddana khoTI che,

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azaraNabhAvanA, 157 : pariNAma vagaranI che, samajyA vagaranI che. ene kAI vastu ke prANI zaraNa ApI zake tevI sthitimAM che ja nahi, e vAta spaSTa karavAnA ane te dvArA tenI AtmaprabhutAnA sAkSAtkAra karAvavAne ane e vAta vAraMvAra yAda karI bhAvanArUpe vAravAra vicAramAM lAvavAnA atra uddeza che. peAte kANa che e samajavu ane jarA paNa muMjhAvuM nahi, koi anAvathI ke keAI bhaviSyamAM banavAnA banAvanI kalpanAthI doravAi javu nahi. tArUM tArI pAse che, paranI AzA sadA nirAzA che, ene kADhI nAkhavAnA abhyAsa karavAnI jarUra che ane tema karI ' Apa svabhAvamAM ' sadA magna ' mAM rahevAno upadeza che. kharU tA peAtAnI jAtane, peAtAnA tejane, peAtAnA sAmarthyane ane peAtAnA hakkane samajavA--oLakhavA jevuM che, e thaze eTale A AzAnA pAse tUTI jaze ane peAtAnA nirUpadrava sthAne pahoMcI javAze. pazu ahIM rahevAnuM thAya tyAM sudhI paNa parAzraya tajavA, svAzraya karavA ane svane kharAkhara ALakhave. maraNathI, jarAthI ke khIjA keAI banAvathI DaravAnuM nathI. enuM nivAraNa karavuM te tA hAthanI khAjI che. prANI ajara amara thaI zake che ane cavAnA rastA AvaDe teA sahelAi che ane mArga saraLa che. tene zeAdhA ane svanI zakti pIchAnA, ene prakaTa karA ane enA upara AdhAra rAkhA. A viSaya pUrI karatAM punarAvartananA bhAge paNa chevaTe yAda ApavAnu che ke A bhAvanA bhAvatAM gabharAI javAnu nathI, micArA bApaDA thaI javAnuM nathI, keAInA AdhAra nathI evI ciMtAthI dubhAvAnuM nathI. jenu zaraNu che te tArI pAse ja che, tu pAte ja che ane tene prakaTa karI khatAvanAra

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158 zrI-zAMtasudhArasa ane traNa lokane tathA traNa kALane pratyakSa karanAra mahA divya prakAza tArAmAM ja che. tAruM vartana ane jIvana sacAritrazIla thAya eTale A tArI azaraNa dazAno cheDe AvI jaze. amara thavAnI bhAvanAvALAne je ramakaDAM joIe te zodhI tenI sAthe ramaje, apUrva zAMtarasanA varasAdanI jhaDImAM hAje ane avarya svAdavALA zAMtasudhArasanuM pAna karaje. tane zaraNa jaDI Avaze ane pAmaratA dUra cAlI jaze. anaMta RddhinA dhaNane pAmaratA hoya? ane tuM ! tuM keNa? tAre te evA yamarAja jevAthI, jarAthI, vyAdhithI ke bIjA keI nAnA moTA vikArothI DaravAnuM hoya? paNa je tuM saMsAra vyavahAramAM paDI rahevA mAgato ho to samajaje ke emAMnuM koI paNa tane Teko ApanAra nathI ane avasara Avaze eTale tane tANI kheMcIne pheMkI deze athavA upADI jaze. yama je kaI deva nathI, mAtra AyuSa karmanuM e rUpaka che e vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI ane AtmabhAva asala svarUpe vicAro. e mAge khUba AnaMda che, anaMta sukhasanmukhatA che ane sIdhe raste prayANa che. iti azaraNabhAvanA 2 WWW.jainelibrary.org

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azaraNabhAvanA. 159 u. sakaLacaMdajI kRta bIjI azaraNabhAvanA (sAMbhaLo muni saMyamarAgIe dezI : rAga kAlahare.) ke navi zaraNuM ke navi zaraNuM, maratAM kuNane prANI re; brahmadara marato navi rAkhe, jasa haya gaya bahu rANI re. ke navi0 1 mAtapitAdika Tagamaga jotAM, yama le janane tANI re; maraNathakI surapati navi chUTe, navi chUTe IMdrANuM re. ke navi. 2 haya gaya paya ratha koDe vidyA, rahe nita rANuM rAya re; bahu upAya te jIvana kAje, karatAM azaraNa jAya re. ke navi0 3 maraNabhItithI kadApi jIvo, je pese pAyAle re; girirIra vana aMbudhimAM jAve, to bhI harIe kALe re. ke navi. 4 aSTApada jeNe baLe upADyo, so dazamukha saMhariyo re; ke jaga dharma vinA navi tari, pApI ke navi tariye re. ke navi0 5 azaraNa anAtha chavaha" jIvana, zAMtinAtha jaga jANe re; pArevo jeNe zaraNe rAkhyo, muni tasa carita vakhANe re. ke navi. 6 meghakumAra chava gajarAje, sasalo zaraNe rAkhe re; vIra pAse jeNe bhava-bhaya kacare, tapasaMyama zuM nAkhe re. ke navi. 7 matsya pare roge taDaphaDatA, koNe navi sukha kariye re; azaraNa anAtha bhAvanA bhariyo, anAthI muni nisariye re. ke navi0 8 1 pAtALamAM. 2 parvatanI guphAmAM. 3 samudramAM. 4 rAvaNa. 5 jIvanuM.

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F nuM prakaraNa 3 juM ke pazyiyaH :: saMsAra bhAvanA. zikhariNIvRtta ito lobhaH kSobhaM janayati duranto dava ivollasaMllAbhAmbhobhiH kathamapi na zakyaH zamayitum / itastRSNAkSANAM tudati mRgatRSNeva viphalA, kathaM svasthaiH stheyaM vividhabhayabhIme bhavavane // 1 // galatyekA cintA bhavati punaranyA tadadhikA, manovAkAyehAvikRtiratiroSAttarajasaH / vipadgartAvarte jhaTiti patayAloH pratipadaM, na jantoH saMsAre bhavati kathamapyartiviratiH ||kh 2 // ka 1 itaH 4 mAthe, 4 mANuye. duranta ne| st-ch| na prAta yAya, du: prAta yAya te. ullasat vayatA to. viphalA ni03. svasthaiH stheyaM / pAsa yoga prayoga cha, nirAMta mAne kaI rIte rahI zakAya. svasthapaNe kema rahevAya? kha 2 galati gaNA jaya che, che| sAve che. ihA 27, alisASA, manoratha. vikRti visa-32312. rati (pAMya driyAnA) viSayemA bhAna. roSa 35. Apta prAsa aresa. Earned rajas dhUNa, 35 uyare.

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sasAra bhALvanA. 13 1 meATe bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa saLagyA haiAya tevA, hRda vagarane lAla eka bAjue saMtApa karI rahyo che ane enA upara vadhatA jatA lAbha (naphA ) rUpa game teTaluM pANI paDe paNa tenAthI te kAi paNa rIte ThArI zakAya-khUjhavI zakAya tema nathI. bIjI khAjue iMdriyAnI tRSNA niSphaLa jhAMjhavAnA pANInI peThe herAna herAna karyA ja kare che. AvA aneka prakAranA trAsathI bhayaMkara anelA saMsArarUpa vanamAM AkuLavyAkuLa thayA vagara kai rIte rahevuM ? ( emAM harIne hAma kai rIte paDI zakAya? ) 2 A prANIne mana, vacana ane zarIranAM navA navA abhilASA thAya che. ene vikArA thAya che, ene viSayane prema thAya che ane ene dveSa thAya che. tenAthI e karmIrajane khama ekaThI kare che ane e prANI ApattinA uMDA khADAmAM pratyeka kSaNe khUma jorathI paDavAnA svabhAvavALe thayeA che. AvA prANIne eka ciMtA jarA AchI thAya che tyAM e pUrI thayelI ciMtA karatAM vaLI vadhAre mATI citA utpanna thai jAya che. e prANInI ApattinA cheDe! A saMsAramAM koi paNa prakAre AvatA nathI. Avarta cakra. dariyAmAM thAya che tevA. Whirlpool sAjo paDavAnI Teva paDI che jene tevAne ( chaThThI vibhakti che. paN dhAtu uparathI thayela che. ) pratirUM dareka pagale, Dagale ne pagale. avitta ati eTale saMtApa tene cheDe. virati eTale aTakAyata, virAma, 11

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162 zrI zAMtasudhArAsa sahitvA santApAnazucijananIkukSikuhare, talo janma prApya pracuratarakaSTakramahataH / sukhAbhAsairyAvatspRzati kathamapyativiratiM, jarA tAvatkAyaM kavalayati mRtyoH sahacarI ||g3|| upajAti vibhrAntacitto bata bambhramIti, pakSIva ruddhastapanuJjare'GgI / nunno niyatyA'tanukarmatantusandAnitaH sannihitAntakautu: // 4 // anuSTup anantAnpudgalAvartAnanantAnantarUpamRt / anantazo bhramatyeva jIvo'nAdibhavArNave ||ng 5 // ga 3 azuci apavitra. bhaNa, mAMsa, bhutra. kukSi peTa. 5.mAM. kuhara zu. nAnu samAnupracuratara pyUma. krama DA2. Series. hataH tenAthI hAyalA. Smilten. sukhAbhAsa sumanApAva, manamA mAnI lIdhelAM sukha, dunyavI sukho AbhAsa mAtra ja che. viveyana viyaa|. ativirati 52no so3 mIne, pA6 yAthu guyA. sahacarI sta, bhitra. (henapaNI zamna ghaTe, 4 / 29 hai mRtyu na2 che). strIbhitra. gha 4 vibhrAnta bhujA gayeto, guyavA/ gayeto. baMbhramIti 25 che. aGgI zarIradhArI. prA. nunnaH zrerita. atanu nAnAM nahi. mAremoTai-22. sandAnita dhAyaTI. sannihita mAmA 575 cha. antaka yabhava, bha29. otuH midADI, bhaa||2.

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saMsAra-bhAvanA. 163 3 azuci-apavitra padArthothI bharelAM mAtAnAM piTarUpa guphAmAM aneka prakAranA saMtApa (prANuM) sahana kare che, tyArapachI janma pAme che, tyArapachI moTA meTA aneka bhAre kaSTothI anukame herAna-herAna thaI jAya che ane jyAM upara uparanAM dekhAtAM sukhamAM e Apattine cheDe jema tema karIne te meLave che tyAM te maraNa (yamadeva) nI sahacarI (dasta-mitra) jarA (ghaDapaNa) tenA zarIrane koLIo karavA mAMDe che. ja A prANIne niyati( bhavitavyatA ) kheMcyA kare che, mahAbhAre-AkarA karmanA tAMtaNAthI e jakaDAI gayela che ane enI bAjumAM yamarAjarUpa bilADe game tyAre hAjarAhajura thaI zake tema che-A prANuM pAMjarAmAM paDelA pakSInI peThe zarIra-pIMjaramAM jakaDAI jaI, hAMphaLaphAMphaLo thaIne ravaDyA kare che. 5 A jIva anaMta anaMta rUpa dhAraNa karIne anaMta pudagaLAvarta (kALa) sudhI A mahAmeTA anAdi bhavasamudramAM anaMta vakhata bhramaNa karyA ja kare che. 5 anAja bahu moTI saMkhyA. vigata mATe juo karmagraMtha 4 the. punarAvarta anaMta varSe e thAya che. vistArathI svarUpa upamiti bha. pra. prathama prastAvanA pariziSTa naM. 3, pA. 247 mAM che. TUMkamAM vivecana juo. anattAno anaMtane anaMte guNatAM anantAnaMta thAya che. 3 enA upara khAsa bhAra che. A vAta ekkasa che. emAM apavAda nathI.

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geyASTaka* saMsArabhAvanA kalaya saMsAramatidAruNaM, janmamaraNAdibhayabhIta re / moharipuNeha sagalagrahaM, pratipadaM vipadamupanIta re // kalaya0 // 1 // svajanatanayAdiparicayaguNai riha mudhA badhyase mUDha re / pratipadaM navanavairanubhavaiH, paribhavairasakRdupagUDha re // kalaya0 // 2 // ghaTayasi kacana madamunnateH, kvacidaho hInatAdIna re| pratibhavaM rUpamaparAparaM, vahasi bata karmaNAdhIna re // kalaya0 // 3 // jAtu zaizavadazAparavazo, jAtu tAruNyamadamatta re| jAtu durjayajarAjarjaro, jAtu pitRpatikarAyatta re // kalaya0 // 4 //

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saMsArabhAvagnA. 165 1 janma-maraNa vigere bhacethI bahI gayelA prANI! tuM saMsA rane mahAbhayaMkara samaja. meharUpa tArA bhayaMkara zatrue tane barAbara gaLethI pakaDI laIne Dagale ane pagale ApattimAM dhakelI dIdho che. 2 he mUDha! sagAsaMbaMdhI ane chokarA-chokarInA saMbaMdharUpa dorAo vaDe tuM tadana nakAme ahIM baMdhAyA kare che. tuM Dagale ne pagale navA navA anubhavothI ane aneka apamAnethI gherAyele ja rahe che. (evA he cetana ! tuM jarA je. vicAra kara.) 3 tuM kaI vakhata unnati (caDatI) nA abhimAnanI ghaTanA karI bese che, kaI vakhata adhamatA (nI prAptinA pariNAma) thI tadana rAMka banI jAya che ane karmane AdhIna thaIne dareka bhavamAM navAM navAM (judAM judAM) rUpa dhAraNa kare che. 4 (A bhavamAM paNa) bALakanI dazAmAM ho tyAre taddana paravaza banelo hoya che; jyAre juvAnInA zeramAM ho tyAre abhimAnathI unmattamadenmatta banI jAya che, jyAre ghaDapaNa Ave che tyAre duHkhe karIne jItI zakAya tevI jarAthI jarjarita thaI jAya che ane Akhare yamadevanA hAthamAM paDI tene AdhIna thaI jAya che. * A aSTaka gAvAmAM AnaMdaghanajInA soLamAM stavanane laya "zAMtijina eka muja vinati " cAlaze. e layamAM aMtarAtmA niravadhi AnaMda anubhavaze. anya laya mumukSa--jijJAsue zeAdhI levA.

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166 vrajati tanayo'pi nanu janakatAM, tanayatAM vrajati punareSa re / bhAvayanvikRtimiti bhavagate yatra duHkhArtigadadavalavairanudinaM dAse jIva re / hanta tatraiva rajyasi ciraM, mohamadirAmadakSa re styajatamAM nRbhavazubhazeSa re // kalaya0 // 5 // darzayan kimapi sukhavaibhavaM, saMharaMstadatha sahasaiva re / vipralambhayati zizumiva janaM, kAlabaTuko'yamatraiva re sakalasaMsArabhayabhedakaM, vinaya pariNamaya niHzreyasaM, jinavaco manasi nivadhAna re / zrI.zAMtasudhArasa || kalaya0 // 6 // || kalaya0 // 7 // vihitazamarasasudhApAna re // kalaya0 // 8 //

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saMsArabhAvanA. 167 5 bhAI! ! dIkare che te pitApaNuM pAme che ane vaLI pAcho e ja putrapaNuM paNa pAme che. saMsAranI AvI (vicitra) paristhiti vicArIne ene jarUra choDI de. haju (tArA) manuSya bhavane zubha vibhAga bAkI che ! (ene lAbha laI le). da te kharekhara moharUpa madirA pIdhI che ane tenA kephamAM tArI buddhi nAza pAmI gaI che. tuM je. je jagyAe tuM duHkha, ucATa ane vyAdhinA bhaDakAnI javALAmAMthI dararoja banyA kare che tyAM ja pAcho tuM lAMbA vakhata sudhI raMjana pAmI jAya che. (A dArUDIAnuM ja lakSaNa che.) 7 kALarUpa baTuka (cera-dhADapADu) ahIMA ja thoDA ghaNAM sukhano vaibhava batAvIne pAchuM ekAeka sarva pAchuM laI le che ane evI rIte e prANIne baccAMnI mAphaka lalacAve che- chetare che. 8 saMsAranA sarva bhayone kApI nAkhanAra tIrthakara mahArAjanuM vacana tuM dhAraNa kara,vicAra ane he vinaya! zAMtarasanuM amRtapAna karIne mekSamaya thaI jA-enI sAthe ekatA karI de.

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68 zrI zAMtasudhAransa noTa 1 je-avaleka. ghaNuMkharuM adhamane saMbodhavA A akSarane prayoga thAya che. "bhayabhIta" saMbodhana che. "upanI" paNa saMbodhana che. varudaM gaLAne pakaDIne. DekIethI pakaDIne ( adv). 2 pariSada saMbaMdharUpa deraDAvaDe. mudhA bartha, nakAme. bhivaH apamAnavaDe. A gAthAmAM mUtra ane pagUDha baMne saMbedhana che. artha karavAmAM vAyaracanA meLavavA theDI chUTa lIdhI che. 3 vari tu yoje che. ghaDe che, TIna garIba, bicAre, bApaDo. 4 nA koI vakhata. rAva stanapAna kare te vakhatana bAlyakALa. kAyara hAthamAM paDele. hastane pAmele (tuM). 5 pRSa te ja (pitA thayela pita) mAvajana bhAvatAM-vicAratAM. viti vikAro. goTALAo. tyavatamAM jarUra cheDI de. mAsumA -manuSyabhavane zubha avazeSa. bAkIno bhAga (haju che. ati adhyAhAra. daramyAna). 6 arti saMtApa, pIDA, ucATa. vaDhava dAvAnaLanA taNakhA. lava naMkha buddhi. e saMbaMdhana che, paNa prathamAnA arthamAM vaparAyela che. 7 purvamA sukhane vaibhava athavA sukha ane vaibhava. saMdana pAchuM kheMcI leto. kurA jAhera rastA para luMTanArA. Highway robber athavA bhikhArI. 8 me bhedI nAkhanAra kApI nAkhanAra. vidhAna tuM dhAraNa kara, vicAra ripamI jamAvI de, takUpa thA. niyara kalyANa, mekSa, ziva.

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paricaya sasAra bhAvanA-- ( . 1 ) A saMsAra te eka mATu nATaka che, emAM pAtrAneA pAra nathI, emAM akAne pAra nathI, emAM pravezene pAra nathI. emAM abhinaye, nepathya, paDadA, sIterI, gAna, sabhASaNa vigere sarva che, pracura che, jotAM ke sAMbhaLatAM pAra na Ave teva u meATu te nATaka che. emAM rAjA, rANI, neAkara, cAkara, dAsa, dAsI, putra-putrI vigere sarva prakAranA pAtrA che, emAM viSakA che, emAM rAsaDA-garamA levAya che ane emAM AnaMda vaibhavanAM dekhAvA jovAya che, emAM bhayaMkara yAtanAnA dekhAve paNa dekhAya che. emAM rAga, rAgaNI, paDadA, pATha Adi Ave che. e nATaka khAsa jovA-samajavA jevu che. prathama ApaNe upAdhyAyazrInA zabdo upara lakSa rAkhI te vicArIe. ene lAkSaNika rIte sarvAMga suMdara joi sAMbhaLI levu hAya te te ene pUrI nyAya ApanAra zrI siddharSinA upamitibhavaprapaMca graMthamAM javu paDaze. ApaNe atra tenA sahaja khyAla karI saMsArabhAvanAne hRdayamAM utArIe. A graMthanA pravezakanA prathama zlAkamAM A saMsArakAnanane cAra vizeSaNa ApyAM che. tenA cheDA maLatA nathI, tenA upara AzravarUpa vAdaLAM caDhelAM ja rahe che, e karmothI gahana anelu che ane emAM meAhanA karelA bhayaMkara adhakAra che. AvA bhayakara bhavakAnanamAM A prANIne nirAMte besavAnuM kema thAya ? e kema thatuM nathI te prathama tapAsIe.

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170 zrI zAMtasudhArasa A saMsAramAM aMtaraMgamAM rahelA mane vikAro prANune ba rakhaDAve che, taphaDAve che ane geTe caDhAve che. enI aMdara rahela kAma, krodha, mada, matsara vigere bhAve ene ThekANe paDavA detA nathI. pratyeka AMtara-vikAra bhAre nukasAna kare che ane cetanane astavyasta karI nAkhI enuM potAnuM bhAna bhUlAvI de che. enI eTalI hada sudhInI beDoLa sthiti karI mUke che ke e pitAne paNa oLakhI zakato nathI, potAnAMne paNa oLakhI zakato nathI ane pitAnuM gharanuM sthAna kayuM che ane kyAM che tene paNa enA daSTipatha ke smaraNapathamAM AvavA daI zakato nathI. e AkhuM bhAna bhUlI paravaza banI jAya che ane pachI dArUnA ghenamAM nAce che. e aneka manovikAre pikI ApaNe ekane tapAsIe. lebha e eve te bhayaMkara aMtara mane vikAra che ke e sarva guNene nAza kare che. enA pAzamAM prANa AvI paDe che tyAre prANIne viveka rahetuM nathI, mArA-tArAnuM bhAna rahetuM nathI, sabhyatAnA niyamane khyAla raheto nathI ane gRhasthAInI kalpanA paNa rahetI nathI. eka meTuM vana-jaMgala kalpIe. evA vanamAM, meTe dAvAnaLa phATI nIkaLyo hoya ane moTAM meTAM jhADe bhasmIbhUta thaIne taDe taDa jamIna para paDatAM hoya te vakhate pakSIo ane pazuo te vanamAM hoya tene kevo bha thatuM haze tenI kalpanA karo. koI cIsa pADe, koI raDe, keI hAMphaLAphAMphaLAM Amatema rakSaNa mATe doDe, koI baccAMo mAtAnI pAMkhAmAM saMtAya, keI mAtA baccAMne dhArAM mUkI svarakSaNAthe nAsI jAya, sarva pazu, pakSI ane manuSya vanamAM hoya te sarvamAM moTI

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saMsAra bhAvanA. 171 gaDamathala thaI jAya che ane AkhuM vAtAvaraNa moTA dariyAmAM tophAna thAya te vakhate je sthiti thAya tevuM zubhita thaI jAya che. lebha jyAre prANu upara sAmrAjaya meLave che tyAre te tenuM AkhuM vAtAvaraNa AvuM zulita karI mUke che. ahIMthI lauM, A raste kamAuM, A mAge ekaThuM karuM-evA vicAre ene AvyA ja kare che ane e cAre tarapha hAtha nAkhyA kare che, manasubA ghaDaDyA kare che ane janAo racyA kare che. emAM sarvathI meTI duHkhanI vAta to e che ke ene Aje jeTalAM meLavavAnI IcchA hoya teTalAM kaI prayAse maLI jAya te jANe tenA upara te pitAne hakake hate ema mAnI tyAMthI AgaLa vadhavA e Icche che. ApaNuM potAnI jIMdagInI zarUAta tapAsa. tyAM jeTalethI saMtoSa dhAryo hato eTalA mace ApaNe besI gayA? kadI nahi. AjanuM sAdhya te AvatI kAlanuM AraMbhabiMdu thAya che. garIba mANasa daza hajAra maLe to kRtakRtyatA mAne tema hoya, tene dazanI AsapAsa thavA Ave che tyAM enuM lakSya lAkha para jAya che ane e rIte lAkhavALAne daza lAkha ane ema rAjya ke cakravattapaNumAM paNa saMtoSa thatuM nathI. aMdara enI vRtti vadhAre vadhAre uttejita rahe che. ane e kadI nirAMte besI zakatuM nathI. eTalA mATe lebhanI sarakhAmaNI "AkAza sAthe karI che. AkAzane cheDe ja AvatuM nathI tema lobhane mArga maLe te pachI ene paNa cheDe AvatuM nathI. kavirAja teTalA mATe ene duraMta" kahe che. matalaba ke e hada-maryAdA vagarane che, mAja-cheDA vagarane che ane aparimita hAI dararoja vadhato ja jAya che.

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zrIbrAMtasudhArasa evA lebhanA sapATAmAM eka vakhata prANuM AvyuM eTale pachI e geTA gaNavA mAMDe che ane enA manera cakrAve caDhe che. e to pachI rAtanA bAra vAgyA gaNato nathI, bhUkha-tarasa gaNato nathI, deza-paradeza gaNate nathI, rAta-divasa jete nathI, sagAsaMbaMdhIne sneha vicArate nathI, paisAnI gati vicArato nathI ane sarva prakArane viveka mUkI daI cakramAM paDI jAya che, moTA moTA AraMbhe kare che, na bolavAnuM bele che, mAyA-kapaTa kare che, Icchita vastu ke dhana meLavavA aneka khaTapaTe kare che. A lobha lAgyo hoya, A duraMta lebha prANunA aMtaramAM bha nIpajAvI rahyo hoya, tene game teTale lAbha maLe te paNa te dharAte nathI. jaMgalamAM dAvAnaLa lAge tyAM pAMcapacAsa pANanA ghaDA Thalave tethI kAMI dAvAnaLa elavAya? e labha eka vAra jAmyo eTale lAbhanA vadhArA sAthe e vadhata ja jAya che ane lobha enA aneka AkAramAM A saMsAramAM ghara karIne beThA che. e to aDDo jamAvIne A saMsAramAM palAMThI mArIne beThe che. AvA manevikAra aMdara jAmyA hoya tevA saMsAramAM A prANane zAMti kyAMthI vaLe ? e manamAM dhAre ke thoDuM meLavI pachI aTakazuM, paNa tyAM te paraNe, pachI chokarAM thAya, pachI tenAM sagapaNa-lagna karavAM paDe ane ema saMsAranuM cakra vadhatuM jAya ane dhAraNA chULa maLe. lAbha thAya tema tema vadhe che. sadA rAje ta o aa o pa e jANItI vAta che. lAbha thAya tema tebha vadhe. be vAla senuM levA AvanAra brAhmaNane vicAra karavA samaya maLe to AkhA rAjyathI paNa saMtoSa na maLe. A lobha je saMsAravanamAM jAmyA

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saMsArabhAvanA. 12 hoya tyAM sukhe kema rahevAya ? nirAMte kema jIvI zakAya ? ane sukhanAM svapnAM paNa emAM kema Ave ? dhruva lAge tyAre tene tApa cAre tarapha lAge che tema leAbha cAre bAjue satApa karyA ja kare che ane vadhatA lAbha thAya, dhArelA tA paNaA prANIne satASa thatA ja nathI lAbha thAya iMdriyabhegAnI ( tRSNA ' teA vaLI ethI paNu AghA De che. jaMgalamAM pANInI tarasa lAge tyAre jema e mAila IMTe pANI-jhAMjhavAnAM jaLa dekhAya che, paNa tyAM pahoMce tyAM jaLa tA eTaluM ja dUra dekhAya che. vastuta: jaLa che nahi tyAM te jaLa dhAre che ane pIvA dADe che, paNa enI tRSA kadI chIpatI nathI ane e teA haraNanI mAphaka phAMphAM mArI DhoDAdoDa karyo kare che. ene manamAM srIbhAganI IcchA thaI, pachI te rakhaDe che, prArthanA kare che, kAvAdAvA kare che; paNa enI viSayasevananI icchA pUrI thatI ja nathI ane kadAca kAI vAra viSaya sainye te paNa temAM tene tRpti thatI nathI. e tRSNA teA evI vicitra che ke e doDAvyA ja kare, sahaja tRsa thAya teA vadhe che ane tRpta na thAya tA phAMphAM marAve che. A saMsAramAM aprApta vastu prApta karavA mATe lAbha eka khAjIthI taraphaDAvyA kare che ane bIjI khAjI tRSNA jyAM tyAM DAkIAM karAvI AzAmAM ne AzAmAM rakhaDapATe karAvyA ja kare che. AmAM nirAMta kyAMthI thAya ? lAlanA cheDA AvatA nathI, lAbha thAya te te vadhe che, lAbha na thAya te varAve che ane tRSNA te| kadI dharAtI ja nathI. e bannenA cheDA najare dekhAta nathI. eNe subhUma cakrIne cha khaMDa maLyA te bIjA cha sAdhavA preraNA karI, eNe dhruvaLazeThane khAkInAM ( zrIpALane ApelAM) aradhA

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174 zrI-zAMtasudhArasa vahANa gharabhegAM karavA zrIpALanuM khUna karavA lalacAvye, eNe mammaNazeTha pAse kALI rAtre nadImAMthI lAkaDAM kheMcAvyAM, eNe dhannAnA bIjA bhAIone aneka vAra lamInI vaheMcaNI karavA preraNuM karI, eNe rAvaNane sItAne upADI laI javAnI buddhi ApI, eNe mAdhavane musalamAnone madada karavA preryo, eNe aneka rajapUta rAjAo pAse potAnI dIkarI musalamAna zahenazAhone apAvI, eNe siddharAja jayasiMhane potAnA sagA bhatrIjAne rAjya na ApavAnI buddhithI dezAMtaramAM rakhaDAvavA ane parAzrayamAM joDavA durbuddhi ApI, eNe aneka rAjAone preraNA karI AryabhUmine pArake hAtha jatI karAvI, eNe aneka pradhAne-amAtyo-divAne ane kArabhArIo pAse mahA rAjakhaTapaTa karAvI, eNe bhAI-bhAImAM TheSa karAvyuM, eNe pitA-putrane saMbaMdha choDAvye, eNe kAMI karavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. A sarva lebhanA cALA che te ItihAsa prasiddha che ane ApaNe pratyeka ApaNA dararejanA anubhavamAM joIe chIe. - tRSNAe te hada karI che. e te viveka-vinaya-sabhyatA ane bhAnane bhUlAvI gRhasthAI paNa choDAvI de che ane lAkhanI uthalapAthala karanArane rAtre rakhaDatA joyA hoya te cItarI caDhe tevAM karatuke tenI pAse karAve che. A te eka manovikAranI vAta thaI. AvA aneka manevikAre che ane te A saMsAramAM bharelA che. have evA saMsAramAM te hAza karIne besavAno vAro kayAMthI Ave? kaI rIte Ave? ke A saMsAravanamAM lobha-tRSNA uparAMta bIjA aneka bhaye bharelA che. jyAM vicArIe tyAM abhimAna, dekhAva, mAyA, daMbha, matsara, krodha, zoka vigere aneka aMtara vikAre ApoApa

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saMsAra-bhAvanA. ' 175 jaNAI Ave che. AmAM kevI rIte sukha meLavavuM? ane kayAM karIne besavuM? meTe dAvAnaLa saLage che ane jyAM jaIe tyAM sarva pitapatAnI gAyA kare che ane nAnI vAtane moTI mAnavAmAM magarUbI le che. AmAM nirAkuLatA kaI rIte Ave ane kayAMthI Ave ? A vicAraNA AkhA saMsArane mahAna prazna ubhuM kare che. e saMsAranAM thoDAM citro tapAsIe. ( 2) saMsAranI racanA evA prakAranI che ke eka ciMtA pUrI thAya tyAM tethI paNa vadhAre AkarI ciMtA bAjue khaDI thaI jAya che. gharamAM berI mAMdI paDI hoya, aNuutAra tAva AvatuM hoya, AkhuM ghara sAravAramAM paDI gayuM hoya ane DaoNkaTare vIjhITa ApatA hoya, ene jarA sArUM thavA lAge tyAM vyApAramAM moTI uthalapAthala thAya che. enI agavaDa jema tema karI pUrI kare tyAM tAra Ave che ke dezamAM bhAIne sakhta chAtIne du:khA thayo che, kesa gaMbhIra che. hAya nAkhato tyAM jAya tyAM ahIM vepAranI karelI goThavaNe bhAMgI paDe che. vigere vigere dararejanA anubhavanI vAta che. vAta e che ke saMsAramAM vasanArA ane A bhavane sarvasva mAnanArA prANunAM mana, vacana, kAyA-vicAra, vacana ane pravRtti, tenI navI navI abhilASAo, tenA vikAre, tenA AnaMda ane tenA re evAM to vicitra hoya che ke e prANumAM bhAre tumuLa yuddha UbhuM kare che. enAM mana, vacana, kAyAnA ene paraspara mIlana ja maLe nahi; mana meTA moTA mAratha kare te zarIra mojamajA mAge; enI abhilASAo ene saMsAra tarapha kheMce tyAre enA vikAre ene kaI prakAranI sarakhAimAM rahevA na de, ene AnaMda viSayamAM

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176 zrI zAMtasudhArasa Ave ane ene roSa vagara dharaNe ADA AvanAra sAme thAya. AvI rIte traNe yenA visaMvAda, mane rathanI acokkasatA, vikAranI parAdhInatA, ratinI kAmecchA ane reSanI niraMkuzatA enI pAse na karavAnAM kAma karAvI ene karma rajathI bhAre banAvI de che. AvI rIte ane AvAM kAraNee prANuM potAne hAthe vipattine khADe chede che ane tene vadhAre vadhAre UMDe banAvato ja jAya che. e potAnA sarva vyavahAranI racanA ja evI vicitra rIte kare che ke jANe ene vipattinA khADAmAM paDavAnuM ceTaka lAgyuM che ema ja ene mATe dhArI zakAya. Dagale ne pagale ApattimAM paDavA taiyAra thayelA A prANIne cittane udvega kaI rIte maTe? enI pIDAne che. A janmamAM Ave tevuM eka paNa kAraNa nathI. enI vicAraNA, enI uccAraNa ane enI kAryazailI evI ja rIte goThavAI che ke emAM e vadhAre ne vadhAre Apattione netarIne bolAve che ane e uMDA khADAmAM vadhAre vadhAre paDavAnI taiyArI ja karato hoya ema ene pratyeka pega sAkSI pUrIne batAvI Ape che. enI ciMtA kadI ghaTatI nathI, enI Adhi ke upAdhi ochI thatI nathI ane enA saMtApene cheDe dekhAtuM nathI. prANInAM zarIrane vicAra karIe. enA strI, putra, putrIne vicAra karIe, enA vyApAra-dhaMdhAno vicAra karIe, enA sagAMsaMbaMdhIne vicAra karIe, enA mitrone vicAra karIe, enI AjIvikA saMbaMdhI ciMtAno vicAra karIe, enA tIjorI bharavAnA manorathane vicAra karIe, enA sukhanA khyAle vicArIe, enAM mAnelAM sukhanAM sAdhane vicArIe, enI AgAmI

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saMsAra-bhAvanA. 177 citAe vicArIe ane TrakAmAM enuM AkhuM vAtAvaraNa tapAsIe te eka paNa raste enI ApattinA cheDA Ave tema nathI. tyAre pachI zAMti zI rIte maLe ? prathama prazna tA e che ke saMsAra samadhI vicAra ke ceAjanA karavAnI bAbatane te ati-pIDA mAnatA ja nathI. e tA jyAre pAchA paDe tyAre vaLI jarA acakAya che. kherA haLIe gaLe aTake tyAre jarA cAMke che paNa aMte pAche jyAMnA tyAM. strIne jyAre kasuvAvaDa thAya tyAre jarA pIDAne khyAla Ave che ane tela ne cALA khAya che, paNa pAchA dhara dI ne dhara dahADA ! AmAM ciMtAmAMthI mukti kema thAya ane Apattine cheDA kayAMthI Ave ? A prANInA sukhanA khyAla ja eTale avyavasthita ane asthAne che ke enI e prakAranI sthitimAM enI ApattinA cheDA Ave tema nathI ane ane mATe ane sAcI khevanA ( cIvaTa ) hAya ema paNa lAge tevuM nathI. e te eka vAra pAseA nAkhyA eTale e saMsAramAM ghasaDAvAne ane eka khADAmAMthI khIjAmAM ane e rIte nAnA--mADhA khADAmAM paDayA ja karavAnA. enI A sthiti anivArya che. ciMtA kevI ane keTalI thAya che tenA sAcA khyAla karavA hAya tA keAi mATA byAMpAravALA athavA moTA kuTuMbavALA ane bahArathI sukhI dekhAtA gRhasthane pUchavuM. tyAMthI kharAkhara javAma maLaze. atyAra sudhI evA sukhI gaNAtA manuSyAmAM kAi paNa sAcA sukhI makhyA nathI. kAivAra khAra AnAnI dADI karI sAMje ghera pAchA vaLatA, gItA gAtA manura ke kAmadAra vargamAM uparaTapakenuM sukha athavA sASa dekhAze, paNa 12

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178 zrI*zAMta-sudhArasa jene tyAM tame pUrA sukhI mAnI chaDIyuM levA jAkhe che tene tame kharA sukhI mAnatA hA teA e vAta phrI tapAsI javA ceAgya che. vAta pAchI tyAM ja Ave che. A prANInA udveganA IMDA A saMsAramAM kAi paNa rIte AvatA nathI, AvI zake tevA sacAge dekhAtA nathI ane e bhAkhatamAM mIjo kAi paNu nirNaya karavAnuM banI zake tema nathI. A AkhA vivecanamAM sukha ane ati enA sAcA temaja UMDA arthamAM samajavAnA che. (13) aMtara vikArAmAM lAbha, tRSNA ane mananuM valaNa atAvanAra ciMtAnI vAta karI. A sarva AMtararAjyanI vAta thaI. aMdaranI pravRtti jotAM keAi rIte ThekANuM paDatuM nathI. have jarA sthULa dRSTie bAhya sukhanI vAta karIe. tyAM kAMi sukha dekhAya che ? jarA avaleAkana karIne joie. eka prANInuM A bhavanuM jIvana tapAsIe. mAtAnA peTamAM nava mAsa lagabhaga darekane rahevuM paDe che. te sthaLane khyAla kadI karyA che? tyAM taddana aMdhArU che. cAre tarapha leAhI, maLa, hADakAM, carakhI, sutra, AMtaraDAM, parU vigere apavitra padArthonI vacce nava mAsa dakhAIca pAI AMTA mAravA paDe che. pachI janma thAya eTale te aneka prakAranI upAdhi zarU thAya che. prathama AMkha paNa na mAMDe, dAMta na haiAya, parAdhInatAneA pAra nahi. pachI khALapaNu, te tyAM paNa parAdhInatA ane viDaleAnI sattAnI trADA. pachI nizALamAM mAstaronA trAsa. paraNavAnI ciMtA. Arthika sarakhAi hoya tA mAnasika ciMtA. te saraAi na hAya teA upAdhinA pAra nahi. pachI vyApAra-dhaMdhA ke nAkarI-kamAvAnI ciMtA. paradezanA rakhaDapATA.

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- - saMsArabhAvanA. 179 ke AvI AvI te pAra vagaranI vAta che. emAM kadAca soe ekAda TakAne sarakhAI maLI jAya, paisA, strI, putra, havelI, vyApAra sarve anukULa thaI jAya ane je ke emAMnI kaI vastumAM nAma mAtra paNa sAcuM ke sthAyI sukha nathI ane upAdhine pAra nathI, paNa sahaja sukha vyavahAra daSTie-pracalita hekamAnyatA pramANe evI sarakhAIvALAne sukhI gaNIe. evA mAnelAM sukhamAM enA be-cAra varSa jAya tyAM te kAna du:khavA lAge che, AMkhe cazmA Ave che ane dAMtanI pIDAnI te vAta ja karavI nahi. cALIsa varSanI AsapAsa najaLe utare che eTale dAMtanI je pIDA thAya che tenuM varNana karavuM muzkela che. ane pachI te je sthiti thAya che te ApaNe azaraNa bhAvanAnA e leke (geyASTaka leka pa-6) mAM joI gayA chIe. e sukhAbhAsane-upara uparanA sukhanA khyAlane-bhUlAvI de che ane prANInA zarIrane sIdhuM sapATa karI mUke che. sukalakaDI jevA zarIre ene javAbadAra jIdagI mahAupAdhimAM pUrI karavI paDe che. mAthe pharaje moTI ane khAvAmAM kAMI dama nahi. hemAMthI lALa paDe, zarIra para aMkuza jAya ane gharanA sarva avagaNanA kare. A jarAvasthA e metanI henapaNuM che-sakhI che, mitra che. ghaNIvAra gharaDA mANasane jIMdagI eTalI ojArUpa lAge che ke e maraNane vadhAre pasaMda kare che. te vakhate parAdhInatA eTalI vadhI jAya che ke eka vakhatanA hakama karanArA ane jorathI cAlanArAne e bhAre AkarI thaI paDe che. te A pramANe mAtAnA peTamAM AvavAthI mAMDIne ghaDapaNe cheDe (maraNa) Ave tyAMsudhI sukha jevuM kAMI thatuM nathI, bhegavavAnuM nathI ane bhogavavA jevuM kaIvAra lAgI jAya che te te lAMbe

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180 zrI zAMtasudhArasa vakhata TakatuM nathI. tyAre A nATaka kayA prakAranuM ? ane AmAM sukhanA gharaDakA zA ? A sarva prapaMca zene ? kaI jAtanA sukhanI pachavADe ApaNe doDyA jaIe chIe? ane te keTale vakhata cAlaze ? A sukhanuM-mAnelAM sukhanuM-AkhuM nATaka paNa jovA jevuM che, vicAravA jevuM che, barAbara khyAlamAM rAkhavA jevuM che. AkhA saMsAra-nATakamAM vAstavika sukha jevuM kAMI lAge tema nathI. kadAca lAgI jAya to te AbhAsa mAtra sukha che ane tenI pachavADe mahAna be rAkSasI ubhI che: jarA ane pachI mRtyu. A AkhA nATakane oLakhavuM, ene samajavuM ane samajIne tene te tarIke vAraMvAra vicAravuM e ja e nATakanI parIkSAnA pAThe che ane te bhaNAI jAya, te pachI AgaLano rasto jarUra sUjhI jAya tema che. keLIo karI jAya che" ema jarA-ghaDapaNa mATe barAbara kahevAmAM AvyuM che. e zarIranI je sthiti karI mUke che tene mATe e taddana egya zabda che. eka eka kaLIe e zarIrane hAIA karatI jAya che. dhIme dhIme AvatI nabaLAI oLakhI AkhuM nATaka vicAravuM. nATaka samaje eTale rasto jaDaze. AmAM koI vAra Apattino cheDo Ave tyAM bhayaMkara jarA sAme DeALA kADhIne ubhI rahe che. mahAmahenate paradeza kheDI, paisA meLavI mANasa gharabAra vasAve che ke paraNe che tyAM AdaryA adhavaca rahe "--ema thAya che. A te AkhuM nATaka che, mAtra AgaLa ke pATha bhajavavAne che enuM ajJAna che eTale AzAmAM ramato cAlyA kare che, bAkI vAtamAM kAMI mAla nathI. potAnI AkhI pAchaLanI jIMdagI ane tenA

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saMsAra-bhAvanA. 181 manoratha yAda karIe te moTuM nATaka dekhAya tema che, paNa te jevAnI ane tenuM rahasya ukelavAnI marajI hoya tene mATe e che. (4 4) pAMjarAmAM pipaTa paDa che. enuM pAMjaruM senAnuM heya ke hIrAthI maDheluM hoya paNa vizALa AkAzamAM chUTathI pharavAnA svabhAvavALA popaTane te duHkhano pAra nathI. ene te eka jhADethI bIje jhADe uDavAnuM ane enA mULa vilAemAM ramaNa karavAnuM hoya ke pAMjare pUrAI rahevAnuM hoya ? bhavitavyatA tene eka bhava cAle tevI eka goLI Ape che ane e goLI laI e pAMjarAmAM paDe che. e pAMjarAnI pAse jamarAjarUpa bilADI besI rahe che. e enI pAse-paDakhe taiyAra che ane pAMjare paDela paMkhI jANato nathI ke e kayAre trApa mAraze ? ene e bilADInI jhaDapanI bIka sadAkALa rahe che. niyati-bhavitavyatA A prANune kevI rIte eka bhavasaMvedya goLI Ape che ane pitAnA pati pAse kevA nA karAve che eno citAra zrI siddharSigaNIe bahu sArI rIte upamiti bhavaprapaMca graMthamAM Ape che. (juo vibhAga 1 lo pR. 256) - pAMjare paDelo A jIva sArI rIte saMsAramAM rakhaDe che ane enA cittanI vRtti eTalI bhamI jAya che ke e pote pAMjare paDyo che e vAta paNa jANatuM nathI, ane jANe e pAMjarAmAM paDavAnI sthiti enI svAbhAvika hoya ane pAMjaruM gharanuM ghara hAya ema te mAnI le che temaja kaI kaI vAra te paDakhAmAM jamarAja jAgatA beThA che e vAta paNa visarI jAya che. jyAre mana bhramita thaI jAya tyAre pachI bIjuM zuM thAya ? uMdhI AMkhe jovAmAM Ave tyAre sAcI vAta dekhAya ja kyAMthI?

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zrI*zAMtasudhArasa bhavitavyatA ( niyati ) ene kevI rIte khAMdhI rAkhe che tenA khyAla karavA mATe hAthIne eka nAnakaDA taMtu (jaLataMtu) pANImAM pakaDe che tyAre enI kevI dazA thAya che. te dAkhaleA ceAgya jaNAyA che. AvaDA mATe hAthI eka tAMtaNA jevA tatuthI pANImAM kheMcAi jAya che ane hAthInu svAbhAvika maLa ( vIrya ) taddana khalAsa thai jAya che. 192 A saMsAranATakamAM paDelA ane bhAna-bhUlelA prANInI A dazA thAya che te khAsa khyAlamAM rAkhI, tenI pajaragata sthiti ane tenAM niyatine AdhInatva para khUba vicAra karavA caiAgya che. A vicAraNA e * saMsArabhAvanA ' che. e para vicAra thaze eTale AkhA sasArane khyAla Avaze ane khyAla Avaze eTale enA kharA svarUpanI vicAraNA thaze. e vicAraNAmAM zarIrane pAMjarU'' gaNavAnI khAkhata khUba vicAravA ceAgya che, vAravAra dhyAna karavA ceAgya che, nira Mtara lakSamAM rAkhavA ceAgya che. * (34 5) hajI eka bIjI paNa agatyanI vAta vicAravA ceAgya che. A zarIra pAMjarU che eTaluM ja nahi paNa A prANIe AvAM anaMta rUpA karyA che. e pRthvImAM gayA che, pANI thayA che, agnikAyamAM khUba rakhaDyo che, vAyu tarIke uco che, vanaspatimAM TakAnA traNa zera vecAyA che ane upara maphta paNa apAyA che, e be, traNa, cAra iMdriyavALA thayA che, jaLacara, sthaLacara, khecaramAM khUba laTakI Avye che, deva, nAraka thai AvyeA che ane manuSya paNa thayA che. e dhanavAna ne nirdhana thayeA che, rUpavAna ne kA thaye

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saMsAra bhAvanA. 183 che, AbadAra ane AbarU vagaranA thayeA che, sArA ne kharAma AMdhAvALA thayA che, sadbhAgI ne durbhAgI thayA che, rAjA ane bhikhArI thayA che, dAtA ane yAcaka thayA che-eNe aneka prakAranAM rUpe| anaMtavAra lIdhAM che. e cAre tarapha rakhaDyo che, anaMtavAra rakhaDyo che, sAtame pAtALa jai AvyA che ane upara-nIce, AThe-avaLe sarva sthaLe AMTA mArI Avye che. tyAM navAM navAM rUpeA lIdhAM che ane e rIte A anAdi saMsAramAM eNe anaMta prakAranA veza dhAraNa karyo che. pudgalaparAvartta e pAribhASika zabda che. e dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI sUkSma ane mAdara ema ATha prakAranuM thAya che. enI vigata upamiti bha. pra. bhASAMtaranA prathama prastAvanI pachI pariziSTa naM. kha. mAM ApI che. ( jue pR. 247 ) matalakha e che ke anaMtA pudgalaparAvanA eNe karyA, aneka vezeA dhAraNa karyA, aneka gatimAM rakhaDyo ane aneka abhidhAneA eNe svIkAryA. A mahAn cakrabhramaNanI sthitine kharAkhara khyAla karI AkhA saMsArane samuccaya najare vicAravA ane temAM peAtAnA bhramaNanI kalpanA karavI e saMsArabhAvanA bhAvavAnA eka prakAra che. saMsAranuM anAditva samajAya, peAtAne rakhaDapATA samajAya, pAte dhAraNa karelAM rUpAne khyAla Ave ane evAM rUpA anaMtavAra karyA che e samajAya tyAre prANI peAtAnu A anAdi saMsArasamudramAM kevuM sthAna che ane pAte kAM ghasaDAya che te kharAkhara samaje. AvA cakrabhramaNanA cheDA lAvavA evI jo ene jijJAsA paNa thAya tA tene pramaLa

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184 zrI zAMtasudhArasa. prasaMga A AkhA saMsArane enA aneka AkAramAM je javAmAM khAsa prApta thAya che ane te vicAraNuM AMkha ughADI AgaLa-pAchaLa, uMce ane nIce javAthI barAbara thaI zake tema che. haju A saMsAra kevo che ? ke vicitra che? tyAM A prANIe kevA kevA nAca karyA che? kevA kevA veze lIdhA che? ane e ke ghasaDAto jAya che? e AgaLa jovAnuM che. e joIne vicAramAM jarUra paDavA jevuM che, paNa muMjhAIne dabAI javA jevuM ke ApaghAta karavA jevuM nathI. evA dArUNa bhavA vamAMthI ane A mahA rakhaDapaTTImAMthI hamezane mATe chUTI javAnA mArgo che. te avazya prApta thaI zake tema paNa che, paraMtu prathama te A Akhe saMsAra kevo che ane kevI ImArata para racAyo che tene khUba vicAra kare. AkhI vicAraNA khuba majA Ape tevI, jevA-sAMbhaLavA jevI, vicAratAM pitAne khUba zaramAve tevI ane AMkha ughADI nAkhe tevI che. ApaNe have graMthakartAnuM geyASTaka vicArIe. ene rAga ja zAMta karI de tevo che. emAM emaNe mahAna egI AnaMdaghanajInA ati vizALa zAMtinAthanA stavanano laya anukaraNa karyo che. gAtAM aMdara utarI javAya te teno laya che ane bhUmikA suMdara che. e gAnane bhAva vicArIe. .

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saMsAra bhAvanA- :: geyASTaka paricaya 1. saMsAranuM AkhuM nATaka barAbara joI le. pachI tane khAtrI thaze ke A saMsAra ati dArUNa ( bhayaMkara) che. tuM janmamaraNAdi bhayathI DarI gaye ema jarA lAge che, paNa saMsAra A bhayaMkara che ema tuM samajyo nathI. vAta ema che ke A prANae saMsArane enA kharA AkAramAM oLakhe ja nathI ane e haju acokkasa sthitimAM pharyA ja kare che. enuM kAraNa zuM che te tapAsIe. maharAja ene khare zatru che. e ene uMdhA pATA baMdhAvI AkhI khoTI gaNatarI enI pAse karAve che. prANI samaje che ke mArI agavaDa vakhate mArA saMbaMdhIo haze te kAmamAM Avaze ane teTalA khAtara e aneka agavaDa khame che, enI khAtara e pitAnA mAnya siddhAtene ane karela nirNane paNa bhega Ape che ane gAMDA je banI jyAM sukha nathI tyAMthI sukha zodhe che. mULa hakIkata e che ke A mArA-tArAno vyavahAra e moharAjAe ja karAvyuM che. e maharAjAne tuM tAre hitasvI samaje che ane te tene sAco rasto batAvanAra che ema tuM jANe che; paNa kharI rIte te meharAya ja tAro khare zatru che ane tene phasAvavA te taddana kheTA pATA baMdhAve che. kadAca tuM e meharAjAne oLakhato nahIM hoya tethI tane TUMkAmAM eTaluM ja kahevAnuM ke "huM ane mArUM" ne maMtra bhaNAvanAra e maharAja che ane vadhAremAM vAta e che ke e tAre zatru che. A vAtanI je tane khabara na hoya te samajI le.

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186 zrIzAMtasudhArasa ene aMge be vAta muddAnI karavAnI che. eka to e ke e tArA zatru mehe tane barAbara gaLethI pakaDyo che, eNe tArI becI pakaDI che ane tene barAbara pitAnA sapATAmAM lIdhe che. te mallakustI joI hoya te tane mAlUma haze ke eka malla jyAre sAmA mallanuM gaLuM pakaDe che tyAre tene chUTavuM bhAre muzkela paDe che, tenAthI chUTavAmAM bhAre baLanI ( purUSArthanI) apekSA rahe che. ane bIjI vAta e che ke atyAre tuM eka ApattimAMthI bIjImAM ane bIjImAMthI trIjImAM paDe che ane ema cAre tarapha vipattithI gherAI jAya che. e sarvano karanAra e moha che. tane vAraMvAra e ApattimAM ghasaDI jAya che ane atyAre tane je Apattio dekhAya che e sarva e meharAjAnI banAvelI che ane te tarapha laI janAra paNa e ja mahArAjA che. AkhA saMsAranI racanA sAmAnya rIte jovAmAM Ave to mahA aMdhakAra cAre tarapha vyApele dekhAze ane jANe ApaNe mATe eka pachI eka jALa-phasAmaNae (Trans) beThavAyelI. hoya ema lAge che. eka guMcavaNamAMthI upara AvIe tyAM bIjI ubhI thAya che ane ema ne ema cAlyA ja kare che. aMte jIvanano aMta Ave che, paNa guMcavaNono aMta Avato nathI. saMsAranA cakrAvAmAM paDela kaI paNa prANuM sarva guMcavaNene nikAla karIne jato ja nathI. saMsAramAM paDyA paDyA te meharAjAnuM zatrupaNuM ane Dagale pagale vipatti tarapha ghasaDAvAnuM vaicitrya samajAya tema nathI athavA samajavuM muzkela che, kAraNa ke e te aMdara rahIne gUDhapaNe kAma kare che ane prANIne moTA vamaLamAM nAkhI tenI buddhine paNa

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saMsArabhAvanA. 187 pheravI nAkhe che. AkhA saMsArane barAbara khyAla karavAmAM Ave ane jarA tenA upara jaI niSpakSa dRSTie tene jovAmAM Ave te ja mahArAjAne barAbara oLakhAya tema che. bAkI to enA cALA anerA che, enA mArgo anerA che ane enAM sAdhana agamya che. ene samajavA paNa muzkela che, svIkAravA vadhAre muzkela che ane tene barAbara samajIne potAno svataMtra mArga kADha sarvathI vadhAre muzkela che. saMsAramAM te ghaNuM jevAnuM che, ene vicAra karatAM te mahinAo ane varSo thAya tema che, paNa ene oLakhavAmAM sarvathI vadhAre agatyano bhAga meharAjAne hAI tene oLakhavA, tenI jIva sAthenI khAsa zatrutA samajavI ane tenAM kAryo ane pariNAme oLakhavA e saMsArabhAvanAne aMge mukhya jarUrI bAbata che. mehane yathAsvarUpe oLakhe eTale AkhA saMsArane oLakhe ema kahevAmAM atizayokti lAgatI nathI. e meharAjAnuM jyAM zAsana vartatuM hoya, e mahArAjA tAre pAke duzmana hoya, e duzmananAM rAjyamAM tAre jIvavAnuM ane maravAnuM hoya-tevA A saMsArane tuM zuM joIne vaLagate jAya che? e saMsAra kevo che te tuM je, vicAra, samaja, emAM meharAjA ke che te samaja, e meharAjAnuM tyAM sAmrAjya che e dhyAnamAM le, e rAjA tAre duzmana che te vAta svIkAra, e rAjAe tane gaLethI pakaDyo che e vAta dhyAnamAM le ane tArI sarve muzkelIo eNe utpanna karI che te vAta samajI le. eNe zuM zuM karyuM che te tuM jete jaje. saMsArabhAvanA eTale meharAjAnA vilAnI oLakhANa ja che te A bhAvanAne aMte tArA samajavAmAM Avaze. tuM AgaLa cAla.

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188 zrI zAMtasudhArasa 2. prathama te tuM A saMsAramAM kevI rIte baMdhAI jAya che teno vicAra kara eTale tuM e maharAjanI goThavaNeno kAMIka khyAla karI zakIza. tAre potAne khAvA mATe joIe teTalI vastu athavA rahevA mATe joIe teTalI jagyA sArU tuM A badhA prayAsa kare che? tane ema lAge che ke tuM bhUkhyA rahI jaIza ke tAre kaI jhADa nIce suI rahevuM paDaze? paNa tane tArI ciMtA nathI. tArI AvaDatathI tuM eka divasamAM eka varSa cAle teTaluM khAvAnuM meLavI zake che ane tAre suvAbesavA joIe teTalI, varasAda, taDake ane ThaMDIthI rakSaNa Ape teTalI jagyA maLe che tethI tene saMteSa che? tAre te tIjorIe bharavI che, sAta peDhI cAle teTaluM dravya ekaThuM karavuM che, gharanAM eka gharathI tene saMtoSa thavAne nathI, tAre to gAmagarAsa ekaThAM karavAM che, tAre AkhA gAmanuM pANI tArA ghara tarapha vALavuM che ane lAkho thAya te karaDe karavA che ane karoDa thAya te chapanna upara bherI vagaDAvavI che!! ane e sarva kene mATe te tuM kadI vicArate nathI. vicAra kara to te badhuM dIvA jevuM lAge tema che, paNa jyAM sahaja sAcI vAtanI jhAMkhI thaze eTale tarata tuM tyAMthI chaTakI jaIza; kAraNa ke tane uMdhA pATA baMdhAvanAra akhaMDa digavijayI rAjA tArA hRdayamAM beThe che te tane kadI sAco mArga ke sAro vicAra AvavA de tema nathI ane AvI jAya to TakavA de tema nathI. * tyAre tuM tArA chokarAo mATe A saMsAramAM baMdhAya che? tane tene paricaya che ane tArA manamAM ema che ke mArI saMpatti sarva emane ApIza, paNa tane khAtrI che ke teomAM

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saMsAr.bhAvanA. 189 mAvAnI zakti nathI ja. jo AvaData nahi hAya tA tArI ApelI saMpattie teo pAse Takaze ? laDIne gumAvaze nahI ? ke keAi tene chetarIne lai jaze nahI ? jo zakti ane AvaDatavALAM te haze tema temane saMpatti ApavI mInajarUrI che. A rIte tu chekarAo mATe saMsAramAM baMdhAya che te taddana nakAmu che, mInajarUrI che, samajyA vagaranI vAta che. evI ja rIte tArA bIjA sabaMdhIe mATe samajI le. tuM bIjA khAtara badhAine herAna thatA haiA te temAM tArI meTAmAM mATI bhUla che. temanA paricayathI athavA paricayanA pariNAmethI sabaMdhane aMge tArI pharajonA tArA khyAla ja khATe che. kanu svarUpa tuM jarA samajyeA hAta te! tane dIvA jevuM lAge tema che ke e sarva phAMphAM che. ene gra MthakAre deraDAM ( guNa ) kahyA che te kharAkhara che. e mAhurAjAe svajana cheAkarAnA paricayarUpa dvAraDA phelAvyA che, pAtharI dIdhA che ane tenAthI ja tane khAMdhI lIdheA che. tu baMdhAI gayA che ema tuM dhAre che e vAta sAcI che, tane e jALamAMthI chUTavuM sUjhatuM nathI--gamatuM nathI e sarva sAcu che; paNa e AkhuM madhana ane tene aMge tArI mAnyatA tadRna khATI che. enA pAyA ja khATA che ane tuM nakAme paDI mare che. e ja misAle strI, bhAI, pitA Adi sarva aMdhanenu samajavu. kharI vAta e che ke tAre kAMi cheDavuM nathI, tAre tA nadarAjAnI peThe sAnAnI DuMgarIo karavI che, kaMpanIomAM nANAM rAvAM che, mArageja para dhana ApavA che ane jame mAjInA saravALA joi rAjI thavuM che. evI vAtamAM kAMi sAdhyu nathI, hetu nathI, uddeza nathI, sAra nathI.

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190 zrI zAMti-sudhArasa tane Dagale ane pagale keTalAya anubhava thayA che. tuM jenI khAtara paDI mare che te tArA tarapha kevI rIte vate che tene vicAra kara. tane parabhavamAM to aneka anubhava thayA che paNa te uparAMta A bhavamAM teM keTaluM vAMcyuM, keTaluM joyuM, keTaluM jAyuM ane keTaluM jAte anubhavyuM. e tArA anubhavo pachI paNa ene e ja rahIza ? rahI zakIza? vaLI teM atyAra sudhImAM na IcchavAga tiraskAraparibhave keTalAM sahyAM che te to vicAra. gata kALamAM tuM kevI kevI gatiomAM jaI AvyuM che te vicAra. tyAM tArA zA hAla thayA hatA teno khyAla kara. te na kalpI zakato hoya to A bhavamAM tAre mAthe keTalI apamAna-tiraskAra karAvanArI paristhitimAM AvI gaI te tuM saMbhArI jA. (pratyeka prANu ahIM potAnA jIvanane yAda karI jAya to tene zaramAve tevA aneka prasaMge darekane nAnA-moTA aneka banyA haze !) AvA prasaMge tarapha dhyAna kheMcavAnuM khAsa kAraNa che. dareka prANI saMsAramAM ghaNuM masta rahe che. te mAne che ke enA je mAnayegya mANasa bIjuM koI nathI athavA bahu thoDA che. A jeza para te duniyAmAM cAle che ane prANuM potAnA parAbhavanA prasaMge vAraMvAra bhUlI jAya che. A sarva meharAjAnA cALA che. ApaNe A bhavano anubhava ja je barAbara joI javAya to ApaNI ghaNu garamI ThaMDI paDI jAya tema che, mAtra vicAradhArA pramANika ane dIrdhakAlIna joIe. AvA anubhavonAM daSTAnto ahIM nahi ApIe. pratyeka prANInI pramANika vicAraNA para te cheDIe. A sarva meharAjAnAM nATaka che e samajI saMsArane enA kharA AkAramAM samaja.

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191 saMsArabhAvanA. 3. have jarA tArI vicAradhArA AgaLa calAva. Akhare tuM karmane AdhIna che ane te nacAve tema tAre nAcavAnuM che. tuM kaI kaI bhavamAM unnatinA zikhara para paNa beThe hAIza, bhAre geravathI baDejAva baDejAva thaye hoIza, tArI AgaLa birUdAvaLI bolANuM haze ane tane khamA khamA thayuM haze. A eka vAta. vaLI kaI bhavamAM tuM taddana hIna thaye hoIza. keI tane aDe temAM paNa pApa manAtuM haze. tuM jAticaMDALa thaye hAIza. tuM nArakImAM paramAdhAmIthI kUTA hAIza. te zaraNa mATe rADo pADI haze. tuM zAkane bhAve vecAye haIza, tuM jaMgalamAM puSpapaNe janmI koI na jANe, na suMghe tema marI gayo hoIza ane tene koIe page ragadoLyo haze, keIe cAMpe haze ane keIe suMghIne pheMkI dIdho haze. aneka bhavamAM paribhavanAM sthAne te aparaMpAra gaNAvI zakAya tema che. A A khela jevA je che, jeIne vicAravA jevuM che, vicArIne ciMtavavA jevuM che. bhAIsAheba IskITAITa thaIne cAlatA hoya. kapaDAM para DAgha paDavA detA na hoya, hoM para mAkhI besavA detA na hoya ane sTIpha, kelara, nekaTAI ane buTa-mejAmAM, khIsAmAM rUmAla, rUmAlamAM seMTa ane seMTanI sugaMdhamAM hAlatA hoya tyAre e kaI kaI sthitimAMthI pasAra thaI ahIM Avela che tene bhAgye ja khyAla kare che. enAM manuSya tarIkenAM rUpo vicArI jaIe to paNa enA abhimAna utArI nAkhe evI vAta che ane A bhavamAM paNa cAra cAra beTara pheravanAra ane daravAjA para sipAI khaDA rAkhanArane ghera ghera pharI bhIkha mAgatAM, tiraskAra pAmatAM, haDadhUta thatAM najare joyA che. pachI A nATaka zAM? ane A ThaNake zene? ane e kenA upara? . WWW.jainelibrary.org

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192 zrI zAMtasudhArasa aneka vikRta, tiraskRta, bhayaMkararUpa lenAra, tiyAmAM pATu ane pANI khAnAra, pArakA malIdA ugharAvanAra, viSTA upara besanAra, TukaDo roTalo khAnAra, jAranA dANA caNanAra, cAbakhAnA mAra sahanAra, DaphaNAMnA ghA sahanAratuM te kaI bAbatane gaiArava kare che? zenuM abhimAna kare che? ane kAcamAM mukhaDuM nIrakhI zenA upara malakAya che? tuM te karmane AdhIna che, karma pariNAma rAjAnA celA moTA rAsane eka nATakIo che ane kALapariNati devI sAthe besI e rAjA nATaka jue che. tAre to veza-uttarottara bhajavavAnAM ja che. bhavitavyatA devI gALI Ape te laI tAre eka pATha tenA hukama pramANe bhajavavAne che. teM to keka pATho bhajavyA che, daravakhata navAM navAM rUpa lIdhA che. AmAM tuM koI vakhata kadAca tArA manathI sAruM unnatinuM sthAna pAmyA te temAM paNa tArI ziyArI kAMI nathI. tene te pATha bhajavanArA to anya che, tene te oLakhyA nathI paNa tAre oLakhavAnI jarUra che ane ene oLakhIza eTale tAruM AkhuM nATaka tArA dhyAnamAM AvI jaze. navAM navAM rUpanI goThavaNa kevI rIte thAya che tenI AkhI ghaTanAnuM darzana upamitikAre AbAda cItaryuM che. te tyAMthI samajavA egya che, paNa emAM malakAvA jevuM kAMI nathI. nATaka vicAratAM AkhA saMsAranuM darzana thAya che ane te vicAraNA atra kartavya che. * uttarAdhyayana sUtranA trIjA adhyayanamAM (gAthA 3-4) kahyuM che ke - egayA devaloesu narayesu vi egayA, egayA AsuraM kAyaM ahAkammehiM gacchaI /

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saMsArabhAvanA. 14 egayA khattiyo hoi, tao caMDAla bukkaso, tao kIDa payaMgo ya, tao kuMthu pipiiliyaa| " A jIva koIvAra devalokamAM upaje che, koIvAra nArakImAM upaje che, koI vakhata bhuvanapati AdimAM asura thAya che. enAM karma pramANe e jAya che. keI vAra e kSatriya thAya che, koI vAra caMDALa ane varNazaMkara (judI judI jAtinA mAbApavALe ) thAya che, koIvAra kIDe thAya che, keIvAra pataMga thAya che, koIvAra kuMthuo thAya che, koIvAra kIDI thAya che." have kayAM deva ane kayAM kuMthuo? kyAM bhuvanapati ane kayAM pataMgiye ? A te meha che ane cALA zA! tevI ja rIte jJAnArNavakAra kahe che ke - svargI patati sAkrandaM, zvA svargamadhirohati / zrotriyaH sArameyaH syAtkRmirvA zvapaco'pi vA // svargane deva ravaDate ravaDato nIce paDe che ane kutare marIne UMce svargamAM jAya che. mATe zrotriya brAhmaNa (sparzAsparzamAM khUba mAnanAra ane kutarAne ke aspRzya jAtine aDha javAya te nhAnAra) kutara thAya che, karamiye thAya che athavA caMDALa thAya che. A sarva banavAjoga che, emAM navAI jevuM kAMI nathI. saMsAranuM nATaka cAle che ane tenA pAtre karmarAjA nacAve tema nAce che ane te pharamAve tevA veza le che. navAM navAM rUpa levAM te paNa karmane AdhIna che, tenI sattAne viSaya che ane temAM tAre kAMI UMcA-nIcA thaI javAnuM nathI. barAbara nATaka je ane vicAra.

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194 zrI zAMtasudhArasa 4. AvI rIte parabhavamAM te aneka rUpa lIdhAM che te vAta bAjue rAkhIe, te A bhavamAM paNa tArI keTalI dazAo thaI che te tuM joI le. bALaka che tyAre sarva bAbatamAM "paravaza"khavarAve kaI dhavarAve keI, huvarAve ke, kapaDAM paherAve che ane pachI jarA cAlate thA tyAre tuM dhULamAM ragadoLAye, te na aDavA viSTAe cuMthI, tArA gAla para mesanA thapeDA vaLagyA, nAkamAM guMgA, AMkhamAM cIpaDA, nasakorAmAM zeDA ane mahemAMthI lALa cAlatI te anubhavI ane mAtAnuM dUdha dhAvI-dhAvIne tuM ucharyo. pachI tuM javAnIo thayo eTale abhimAnathI "matta thaye. jANe dharaNI upara paga mUkyA vagara adhara ne adhara cAlatuM hoya te, raMgarAgamAM IstrIbaMdha kapaDAM paherIne cAle tyAre jANe pRthvInuM rAjya tArUM hoya te svAMga dhAraNa karyo. pachI AvyuM ghaDapaNa eTale lAkaDI lIdhI hAthamAM. udharasa khAte, zvAsa leta, damathI zekAte, DagamagatI DekIe parAdhIna dazAmAM jIvata muvA je, AMkhamAM pANI ane mukhamAMthI lALa paDatI heAya tyAre pAcho parAdhIna thaI gharanA eka khUNAmAM bese che. chevaTe taddana parasvAdhIna thaI jaI yamadevane tAbe thAya che. sarvane choDI cAlyA jAya che. A te A bhavamAM tArI dazA che. tuM bAlyavayamAM paravazatAne pATha bhajave che, pachI madamastanA pATha bhajave che, pachI kharakhara beraDIne pATha bhajave che ane chevaTe pAcho parAdhInatAne pATha bhajave che. A hakIkata paNa tane ochI vicAramAM nAkhI de tevI-zaramAve tevI-muMjhave tevI lAgatI nathI ? zenA upara tAre repha che? A sarva mastI tuM zA kAraNe kare che? tAre A bhavane te vicAra kara.

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saMsAra-bhAvanA. 195 AvI rIte gayA bhavAnA itihAsa vicAravAmAM Avaze ke A bhavamAM thatI aneka dazAe vicAravAmAM Avaze teA tArA manamAM kAi vAra chatI vastunu abhimAna Avaze athavA tu unnatanA daMbha karatA hAiza te vakhata tane jarUra vicAra thaze. ApaNe te A nATaka jovAnu che. prANIo kevA kevA veza le che ane eka bhavamAM paNa kevI kevI sthitie kevA kevA pATha bhajave che te vicArI saMsArane sAcA svarUpamAM samajavA jevA che ane samajIne te parathI dhaDA levAneA che. 5. A saMsAranI eka mIjI paNa vicitratA jovA jevI che. A saMsAramAM je pitA thayela hAya che te putra thAya che ane putra pitA thAya che. AvI rIte strI mhena thAya che, mAtA thAya che ane mAtA strI thAya che. judA judA bhavAmAM A pramANe ane che. anaMta bhavAnI vicitratA divya jJAnathI joine viziSTa jJAnI kahI gayA che ke A jagatanA sarva jIve arasparasa mAtApaNuM, pitApaNuM, bhAipaNe, vhenapaNe, strIpaNuM, putrapaNe, putrIpaNe ane putranI strI tarIke thayA che ane te paNa aneka vakhata thayA che. e ja rIte ekabhIjAnA vahAlA ane duzmana paNa thayA che. AkhA sa`sAranI racanA jovAmAM Ave te AmAM kAMi navAi jevuM lAgatu nathI. kuberasenAe vezyAkRtya karI yugalane janma ApcA. mAtAnA AgrahathI bannene peTImAM mUkI nadImAM cheDI dIdhA. vezyAe annanA hAthamAM vIMTI paherAvI. eka para nAma lakhsa kuberadatta, bIjI para kuberadattA. nadImAM ghasaDAtI peTI dUra gai. khIje gAme e vANIAnA hAthamAM AvI. eke dIkarA lIdhA, khIjAe dIkarI lIdhI. banne meTA thayA. bannenA mAbApe

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zrIzAMtasudhArasa te baMnene ja paraNAvyA. patI-patnI ramatA hatA tyAM ekanI aMguThI. nIkaLI paDI. bannee sarakhAvI joI. eka kArIgaranI banAvelI jANI vicAramAM paDayA. bApAne pUchyuM. bhAI-bahena chIe ema samajAyuM. kheda thaye. kuberadatta ghara choDI cAlI nIkaLe. durbhAgye kuberasenA mAtAne gAmeja Avyo. mAtA te haju vezyA ja hatI. paisA kamAI kuberadatta vezyA tarIke tenI pAse gaye. phasAye. tenAthI eka chokaro thaye. paraspara eka bIjAne oLakhatA nathI. kuberadattAe vairAgya pAmI dIkSA lIdhI. te ja gAme AvI. kuberasenAne ghera utarI. nAne chokare raDavA lAgyuM. tene teNe chAno rAkhatAM nIcenAM sagapaNa batAvyAM - putranI sAthe sagapaNa.) 1 tArI mAtA ne mArI mAtA eka che eTale tuM mAro "bhAI" 2 mArA pati kuberadattane tuM putra che tethI tuM mAre "putra" 7 mArA pati kuberadattane nAnA bhAI eTale mAre "dayara" 4 mArA bhAI kuberadattane putra eTale mAre "bhatrIjo 5 kuberadatta mArI mAne pati-tene tuM bhAI eTale mAro "kAke" 6 kuberanA mArI zakya. kuberasenAne dIkaro kuberadatta tene tuM putra eTale mAre ane kuberasenAne tuM "pitA " (patra) (kuberadattanI sAthenA saMbaMdha) tene uddezIne belI - 7 ApaNe bannenI mAtA eka ja che eTale tuM mAre "bhAI" 8 mArI mAtAne tuM pati eTale tuM mAre "pitA" 9 A bALaka mAre kAke (naM. 5) tene tuM bApa tethI - tuM mArI "dAda" 10 ApaNe paraNyA hatA tethI teTalA vakhata mATe tuM mAre "pati"

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- saMsArabhAvanA. 197 11 kuberasenA mArI zakAya tene tuM putra mATe mAre paNa "putra" 12 A chokaro mAre dIyara(naM. 3)tene tuM bApa mATe mAre "sasare (kuberasenA sAtheno saMbaMdha) tene uddezIne belI - 13 mane janma ApanAra tuM tethI tuM mArI "mAtA" 14 kuberadatta mAre pitA (naM. 8) tenI tuM mAtA mATe "mArI dAdI" 15 kuberadasta mAre bhAI tenI tuM patnI eTale mArI "bhAbhI' 16 mArI zekyanA putra kuberadattanI tu patnI tethI mArI putravadhU" 17 mArA pati kuberadattanI tuM mAtA tethI tuM mArI "sAsu" 18 mArA pati kuberadattanI bIjI strI tethI tuM mArI "zikaya" - traNa daSTie A aDhAra saMbaMdho khUba vicAravA yogya che ane A jIve AvA saMbaMdho bhavaprapaMcamAM to aneka vakhata karyA che. saMsAranI A vicitratA vicArIne haju tAre manuSyabhava bAkI che tyAM sudhImAM e sarvane tuM tajI de. tane AvI vicitratA jeI A saMsAra para cItarI caDhatI nathI ? tuM kayAM meha karI rahyo che? kenA upara meha pAme che? e keNa che ? enA pUrva saMbaMdhe tArI sAthe zA che? e sarva jarA vicAra ane have bAkI rahelA AyuSyanA bhAgamAM e sarva vicitratAo cheDI de athavA evI vicitratAo vadhe nahi e mArga zedha. saMsAranI aneka vicitratA te atra (A bhAvanAmAM) joI, paNa temAM A vicitratA to zikhare caDhe evI che, ene vicAra karatAM trAsa Ape tevI che ane magajane muMjhavI nAkhe tevI che, paNa sAcI hAI magajane ThekANe lAve tevI ane te dvArA tene 1 A pramANe bIjA traNane paNa 18-18 saMbaMdha thayA che, tethI kula 72 saMbaMdhe zrI praznaciMtAmaNimAM savistara batAvyA che.

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198 zrIzAMtasudhAra-sa mArga para laI Ave tevI paNa che. punarAvartanane bhege tane kahevAnI jarUra che ke saMsAranI A mahA vicitratA khUba vicAraje ane vicArIne narabhavanA bAkInA bhAgane sArA upagamAM leje. ahIM je vArtA lakhI che te jarA navAI jevI lAge tevI che, paNa vicitra saMsAracakramAM banavAjoga che ane anaMta saMsAramAM sarva vicitra saMbaMdhe thAya che tenI divyajJAnavALA sAkSI Ape che. khaba vicAravA jevI A vAta che. enI vicAraNAmAM saMsAra para jaya che ane upekSAmAM saMsArano tArA para jaya che e vAta tuM khUba dhyAnamAM rAkhaje. na game tevuM satya hoya paNa jyAre vicAraNA karavA beThA tyAre ene enA nagna AkAramAM raju karavuM ja rahyuM ane A te na game tevI paNa bahu muddAnI vAta hoI khAsa vicAravA lAgyA che. 6. mahArAjAe A prANInI kevI dazA karI che te jovA jevuM che. eka mANasa dArU pIve ane pachI bevaDAnI kephamAM laDathaDI khAya, gaTaramAM paDe, potAnAMne paNa na oLakhe ane taddana gAMDA thaI game tema varte tenA jevI A prANunI dazA meharAjAe karI dIdhI che, ene taddana muMjhavI nAkhe che ane enI vicAraNAzakti, pRthakakaraNazakti ane sadasadvivekazakti para haDatALa lagAvI che. A prANInuM vartana joIe eTale enA para mehanI karelI kephanI asara keTalI thaI che ane tethI e "kSIba--tadana parAdhIna, buddhihIna, vicAraNazUnya ke thaI gayA che teno khyAla Avaze. A jIvanamAM jovAmAM Avaze te upAdhino pAra nathI, duHkhane aMta nathI ane agavaDane pAra nathI. jIvanakalaha eTale Akare che ke enI khAtara prANuM kaIka pApa seve che

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saMsAra-bhAvagnA. 19 ane AghAte khame che, pArAvAra muzkelIomAMthI pasAra thAya che. e bhUkha sahe che, paradeza veThe che, tarkaTa kare che, sAcAM- kheTAM kare che ane Akho vakhata jANe peTa bharavA ja janme hoya ema vate che. ene sagAMnAM maraNenAM duHkha, ene mitro khoI besavAnAM du:kha, enAM zeThIAonAM hakArA, enA amaladAronA trAsa, bIla ugharAvanArAonAM durvacanonuM zravaNa vigere dukhe to jANe dararojanA thaI paDyA che. zarIranA trAsa ochA nathI, ene ThaMDA ke garama thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI ane e aneka prakAre bojArUpa thayA kare che. AvAM to pAravagaranAM duHkhe " A saMsAramAM sAmAnya rIte bharelAM che ane te uparAMta aMgata du:khane te hisAba nathI. * enI mAnasika "ati "--ucATane saravALe karIe to te pAra na Ave tevuM che. mananA saMtApa ane ucATethI A saMsAra bharelo che. eka divasa ucATa vagara jato nathI. keTalAka sAcA, keTalAka kalipata ane keTalAka ubhA karelA ucATe A jIvane herAna karyA ja kare che ane te dararoja jANe A prasaMgemAMthI nAsI chUTI, jaMgalamAM bhAgI javA Icche che. vyAdhionI upAdhio kahI-kathI jAya tema nathI. mahArega joyA ke anubhavyA hoya to ene sAce khyAla thAya, paNa meTA vyAdhinI zI vAta karavI? zarIramAM eka nAnuM sarakhuM gumaDuM thayuM hoya te AkhuM dhakadhyAna tenA tarapha ja rahe che ane jANe AkhuM zarIra e eka ja jagyAe AvI paDayuM hoya tema saNakA mAre che. dADhanI pIDA, bagalamAM bAbalAI ke nAkamAM eka nAnI sarakhI gumaDI (mAlaNa) thaI hoya to

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200 zrI zAMtasudhArasa na paDavA detI nathI ane kSaya, atisAra, bhagaMdara, koDha ke evA mahAvyAdhi thayA hoya tyAre te upAdhine pAra rahetuM nathI. A saMsAra tapAsIe te temAM uparanAM ane bIjAM aneka (1) du:, (2) ucATa ane (3) vyAdhio bharelAM che. koI mAMdA paDe tyAre ApaNe jevA-khabara pUchavA jaIe chIe ane ApaNe vAre Ave tyAre te khabara pUchI vidAya thAya che. AvI upAdhiothI bharelA saMsAra sAthe ApaNe kAma levAnuM che. dararoja ApaNe du:kha, ati ane vyAdhimAM sabaDIe chIe, enAthI baLI-jaLI rahIe chIe ane enAthI kaMTALI herAna-herAna thaI jaIe chIe. chatAM AzcaryanI vAta e che ke e saMsArane ApaNe cATatA jaIe chIe. ApaNane game teTalo kaDavo anubhava zrAya, ApaNe ThekANe ThekANe pAchA paDIe, ApaNe kAMI patto na lAge, ApaNuM kAMI gaNatarI na thAya, ApaNane aneka vyAdhio vaLagelA hoya ane nirAMte kadI uMghatA na hoIe, uMghamAMthI saphALA UThI jatA hoIe, chatAM paNa e saMsArane ApaNe vaLagatA jaIe chIe. jyAM pAra vagaranI upAdhi khamI tyAMthI ja ApaNe sukha meLavavAnA phAMphAM mArIe chIe ane uparathI ekAda madhanuM TIpuM paDI jaze evI AzAmAM paDuM paDuM thaI rahelI DALane vaLagatA jaIe chIe. A dazA dArUDIyAnI hoya ke keI samaju prANInI hoya ? jyAM apamAna, ucATa ane saMtApa maLatAM hoya tyAM samaju prANuM to jAya nahi. dArUnA kephamAM viveka bhUlI e saMsAramAMthI AnaMda meLavavAnA beTA prayAso che, emAM jarA paNa mAla nathI ane jyAM sAcuM cirasthAyI sukha nathI

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saMsAra bhAvanA, 201 tyAMthI te meLavavAnA valakhAM che. dArUDIo vagara e dhaMdhA kei samajI teA kare ja niha. jIvane e miMdarA pAnAra mAharAjA che. enu A saMsAra para sAmrAjya che. aneA mArga viSama che, ati uMDANamAM che ane cittavRtti aTavImAM AvelA che. enA ejanTA eTalA adhA che ke eka yA bIjI rIte mANIne kemAM ja rAkhe che ane enI vivekabuddhine tadRna nirjIva banAvI de che. AvA A saMsAra che! ane temAM tAre rajana thavu che, tAre temAMthI kasa kADhavA che, tAre temAMthI upabhAga meLavavA che! dhanya che tArI vivekabuddhine ! vicAraNAne !! parIkSaka zaktine !!! saMsAranA A citramAM jarA paNa vadhAre paDatI vAta nathI. peAtAne anubhava ja e mATe pUratA che. mAtra lAMkhI najare peAtAnA jIvanakrama vicArI javAmAM Ave te emAM sAra jevuM kAMI nIkaLe tema nathI. vicAra, jo, samaja, avaleAkana kara, uMDA uttara. ,, 7. A bhavanuM eka citra jarA vicArI le. ka pariNAma rAjA kALapariNita rANI sAthe besI bhavanATaka jue che. e kALapariNati rANIne atra baTukanuM rUpaka ApyuM che. baTuka eTale luTArA athavA bhikhArI. ApaNe " kALa nuM svarUpa vicArIe. e yathAyAgya kALe vastunA ke prANIone Apane saceAga karAve che. vakhata pUrA thAya tyAre te vastunA viyeAga karAve che. vastu pAte khagaDe, paDe, saDe ane gaMdhAi jAya ke nakAmI thai jAya te paNa kALa ja kare che, enAthI amuka vRkSane amuka kALe phaLa Ave che, vigere. kALane teTalA mATe cha dravyamAM eka dravya gaNavAmAM Avela che.

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202 zrI zAMta-sudhArasa e kALarUpa cAra, dhADapADu A prANa sAthe kevI ramata rame che te juo. te kaI vakhata jarA sukha dekhADe, chokarA na heya tene chokarAM Ape, ghara na hoya tene ghara vasAvI Ape, nokarI na maLatI hoya tene ThekANe pADe ane prANI samaje ke huM sukhI thaye. evI ja rIte ghaNA thoDAne e vaibhava meLavI Ape, pote mATe zeThIce ke mAlIka banI jAya; paNa pAche thoDe vakhata thAya tyAM e nIcenI iMTa kheMcI le che. ekano eka chokaro cAlyo jAya che, pachavADe vidhavAne mUkato jAya che, dhana paga karIne cAlyuM jAya che ane budhavAriyAmAM nAma noMdhAvavAnA dahADA Ave che, sagavaDe sarva kheMcAI jAya che ane uparAuparI Aphato AvatI jAya che. sAMsArika sarva sukhakalpanAthI mAnI lIdhelAM sukha ane vagara jarUrIAte ekaThA thayela vaibhavanI A sthiti thAya che ane chellA mahAvigraha pachI to ApaNe A sarva vAta najare joI che. kALa cAra evI siphatathI kAma le che ke e jarA jarA upara uparanAM sukhe ApI A prANIne lalacAve che ane pachI dhakelI mUke che. nAnA bALakane seva ne mamarA goLane lAge ApI tenI kaDalI kADhI levAmAM Ave tevuM kALabaTukanuM A prANI sAthe vartana che. A bhavamAM paNa A prANunI-ApaNuM petAnI sAthe kALabaTuka AvI ceSTA kare che ane aneka prakAranA ceDAM kADhe che. te jANe taddana aNasamaju nAnuM bALaka hoya tema tenI sAthe varte che, pachI ahIMnA karmathI bharelA piTalAo upaDAvIne jIvane e bIje laI jaze. tyAM to tenA kevA saMskAra karaze e to Akho jude ja viSaya che.

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saMsArabhAvanA. 23. vAta vicAravAnI e che ke kadAca jarA mAnyatAnAM sukha ke vaibhava maLI jAya te paNa te kayAre rAMharAI jaze ane tenI sAtheno saMbaMdha kayAre pUro thaze te ApaNe kadI prathamathI jANatA nathI, paNa kaIkanAM sukha-vaibha thaDA vakhatamAM levAI jatAM ApaNe najare joyAM che tethI kadAca tane vyavahArathI thoDAM sukha-samRddhi ke vaibhava maLyAM hoya to paNa tenA upara keTale vizvAsa rAkha te tuM vicAraje. AkhA saMsArane khyAla karIza to tane emAM kALabaTukanI ramata ja dekhAze. A ramata samajavI e saMsArabhAvanA che. A saMsAra che! enA goTALAne pAra nathI, emAM maharAjA athavA kamarAja tathA kALabaTukanA vicitra prago thAya che, emAM prANIne nirAMte besavAnI taka paNa maLatI nathI ane emAM Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi bharelAM che. TUMkAmAM saMsArane oLakhavA ghaNuM vAta karI dIdhI. e parathI tAre zuM kartavya prApta thAya che te paNa tuM joI le eTale A vicAraNA nakAmI taNAI na jAya. Ane aMge be bAbata khAsa bhalAmaNa karavA yogya che. eka te upara jaNAvyA tevA pAra vagaranA bhayane kApI nAkhe, ene sarvathA nAza kare, evA koI AzrayanuM sthAna hoya to tene Azraya karo. A prANIne meharAjAe gAMDA banAvI dIdho che, kephI banAvI dIdho che, akkalazUnya banAvI dIdho che, ene saMtApa, upAdhi, rakhaDapATA, apamAna, navAM navAM rUpa ane vividha nATaka bhajavIne jyAM tyAM kUTAvAnuM che, paNa ene TharIne ThAma besavAne vAre Avato ja nathI. jarA ThekANe paDe ke bAjumAM bagaDe, nava sAMdhe tyAM tera tUTe evI enI dazA che ane hamezAM

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204 zrI.zAMtasudhArasa enu kANu lai jaze ane ene peAte kayAre khAi besaze enI ene sadaiva ciMtA rahe che. kIrtinAza, bhaya, rAjya upadrava, akasmAta vigere aneka bhaceAthI gherAyale paDyo che ane enI chAtI esI jAya evI enI vicAra kare teA dazA che. A sarva bhaceAne bhaya tarIke eLakhAvanAra kAi hAya ane temAMthI prANIne upara AvavAne mArga batAvanAra jo kAI AzrayasthAna hoya te tene mArga batAvavAnI graMthakartAnI kja che. mAtra bhayanAM nAme gaNAvavAthI kAMi dahADA vaLe tema nathI. graMthako kahe che ke-tIrthaMkara mahArAje e meAhane tyA che, enA upara emaNe sAmrAjya meLavyu che ane emaNe e rAjAne kharAkhara pArakhI laI ughADA pADyo che ane tenA tAmAmAMthI nIkaLI javAnA, tenA adhikAramAMthI dUra khasI javAnA rastA batAvyA che. emanA dhyAnamAM evuM sthAna AvyuM che ke jyAM mAha, karma ke kALa koinuM Adhipatya cAlatu nathI. vaLI tyAM javAnA mArgo paNa temaNe joi, jANI, anubhavI, batAvI rAkhyA che ane e mArga levAthI upara jaNAvelA sarva bhaceAnA bheda thai jAya evI AzA che. e AzA te meADurAjAnI jALa jevI daMbhI ke goTAvALI nathI, paNa kharAkhara anubhavathI siddha thayelI e vAta che. e mArga emanI vANI ane emanI racanAmAM che. emaNe mAharAjAnA kharAkhara patto meLaLyeA che ane ene pIche lIdhe che. emanAM vacanane tu arAkhara tArA manamAM dhAraNa kara. mAhurAjAnuM sthAna kayAM AvyuM che ? tenI saMsAra para zI asara che? tenA paMjAmAMthI nIkaLavAnA kayA rastA che? e sarva khAkhatanI AkhI zeAdha e jinapravacane karI che. rAga-dveSane

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saMsArabhAvanA. 205 jItanAra "jina" kahevAya che. mehanA be putra rAga-dveSa. temane jItanAra hovAthI te "vItarAga" kahevAya che, saMsAramAM rahI purUSArtha karI mokSa sAdhanAra hovAthI " arhat " kahevAya che, ane e meharUpa meTA duzmanane ane khAsa karIne kammarUpa duminene sAmAnya rIte haNanAra hovAthI "arihaMta" kahevAya che. enA vacanone tuM manamAM dhAraNa kara, goThava ane te para sArI rIte vicAra kara. saMsAranuM AkhuM svarUpa te tane batAvI mAge caDhAvI Apaze. bIjI koI jagyAethI tane saMsAranI barAbara oLakhANa thatI hoya to te vacana svIkAravAne atra niSedha nathI. lekhakazrI kahe che ke emaNe aneka prakAranI parIkSAmAMthI jinavacanane tAvI-tapAsI-cakAsI jeyuM che ane te spaSTa ane saMsArane oLakhAvanAra hoI tArI A prakaraNamAM kahelI sarva guMcava no nikAla kare tevuM che. game te rIte tene tuM oLakha e mude che, paNa uparauparanI vAtethI vaLavAnuM nathI. ene manamAM dhAraNa karI te para khUba vicAra karavAno che. bIjI vAta e che ke zamAmRtanuM pAna karIne tuM mekSa sAthe tanmaya bhAva karI de. tane saMsAra aneka upAdhithI bharapUra, citAnuM sthAna lAgyo che to tAre mekSa meLavavuM ja rahyo. saMsArathI chUTavuM enuM nAma ja mekSa che. tane AkhI vicAraNA-bhAvanA vicAryA pachI emAMthI nAsI chUTavuM jarUrI lAgatuM hoya te zAMtarasanuM pAna karavA maMDI jA, leTA bharI bharIne ene pI ane te rIte mukti sAthe tArI ekatA tuM sthApa. vinaya ! tuM khare vinIta che, tAre sAce mAge caDhavuM ja hoya ane A saMsArathI tuM khare kaMTALI gaye he WWW.jainelibrary.org

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206 zrI-zAMta-sudhArasa te tAre A banne vAta karavI khAsa agatyanI che ane A saMsArabhAvanA bhAvavAnuM e sAcuM phaLa che. vinayane uddezIne kahelI A AkhI vArtA, A citrapaTa vinayavijaya upAdhyAye peAtAnI jAtane uddezI lakhyuM che, peAtAne ja kahyu che ane te dvArA peAtAnuM nAma paNa jaNAvI dIdhu che. saMsAra AkhAnuM svarUpa, enI pratyeka paristhitinu svarUpa, enI aMdaranA AvirbhAvA, manevikArA ane bhAve saMkSepamAM cItaravA e bahu muzkela kArya che. saMsAranuM citra cItaravAmAM te graMtha bharAya te paNa vArtA pUrI thAya tema nathI. graMthakartAe teTalA mATe ghaNI muddAnI vAta karI, khIjI samajIne vicArI levA zrotAnI buddhi upara rAkhyuM hoya ema jaNAya che. saMkSepamAM temaNe nIcenA muddAe nirdezyA che:-~~ ( 1 ) manevikArA khahu AAbha kare che. lAkSaNika dRSTAMta tarIke lAla ane tRSNA. ( 2 ) ciMtA vadhatI ja jAya che ane saMsAramAM pAta thAya che tyAre pIDAnA cheDA AvatA nathI. ( 3 ) ( 4 ) prANI mAtAnI kukhamAM Ave tyArathI te vRddha thAya tyAM sudhI kaSTa, kaSTa ane kaSTa ja pAme che. A prANI pAMjarAmAM paDyo che ane bhramitanI peThe bhamyA kare che, enI sAme maraNu khaDuM che. ( 5 ) eNe aneka rUpe lIdhAM, anata AkAre lIdhA ane ati lAMbA kALathI e bhamyA ja kare che. ; ( 6 ) meharAjAe ene kharAkhara gaLethI pakaDyo che ane vipatti tarapha ane te ghasaDI jAya che.

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saMsArabhAvanA. 207 ( 7 ) je svajana-saMtati khAtara e saMtApa kare che, te sama jyA vagaranI vAta che, khoTI phasAmaNa che. (8) keIvAra unnatine zikhare caDhe che te koIvAra adhamA dhama thAya che. karmathI navAM navAM rUpa le che. (9) nAnapaNathI mAMDIne mRtyu pAmavA sudhI e dareka bAbatamAM paravaza che. enA hAthamAM kaI ramata nathI. (10) sagapaNanI vicitratA muMjhave tevI che. mA strI thAya che vigere vicArI javA jevI vAta che. (11) saMsAra du:kha, saMtApa ane regathI bhareluM che ane tyAMthI sukha meLavavuM che ! (12) kALa jarA sukha batAvI pAcho saMharI le che. enA upara vizvAsa che ? A mukhya muddAo che. bAkI saMsAra-racanAno vizALa khyAla karavo hoya to zrI upamitibhavaprapaMca kathAmAM zrI siddharSigaNie saMsArI jIvanuM je caritra ApyuM che te AkhuM vicAravA gya che. emAM paNa cothA prastAvamAM vimarza ane prakarSa-mAmA bhANeja rasanAnAM mULanI zodha karavA nIkaLyA che. pachI bhavacakapuramAM jAya che ane tyAM je je dekhAve jue che te sarva khAsa vicAravA che. cittavRtti aTavIne cheDe maharAjAne A maMDapa cItarI ane viparyAsa siMhAsana upara tene besADI je kamAla karI che te AkhA sAhityamAM alaMkArarUpa hevA sAthe lAkSaNika, marmaspazI ane vicAraNIya che. meharAjAne Akho parivAra vicAravA egya che, enI zakti, kAryapaddhati ane kAma levAnI Ava

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208 zrI*zAMtasudhArasa Data vicAravA yeAgya che. enA rAga-dveSa chokarAM ane sALa nAnAM bALako kkha suMdara rIte cItaryA che. e ja prastAvamAM viveka parvata para cAritrarAjanA AkhA parivAra cItaryo che te paNa eTale ja AkarSaka che. A AkhA saMsAra jenI AsapAsa ApaNe tApaNI tApI besI rahyA chIe ane jemAM aneka vakhata pAchA paDIe chIe, apasAna khasIe chIe, mujhAie chIe, chaTakI javAnA saMkalpe karIe chIe ane aMte je maLyuM hAya teTalAthI calAvI vadhAre meLavavAnI AzAmAM guMcavAIe chIe tenA vistArathI khyAla karavAnI jarUra che. jarA vicArIe. prathama A zarIramAM ApaNe gucavAyA chIe. e zarIra keTalAM varSa cAlaze ? e ApaNuM nathI, sadA sAthe rahevAnuM nathI, te te ApaNe aneka prasa`ge joi gayA. pachI ApaNe strI ke patimAM guMcavAIe chIe. jee sa'sAramAM eTalA pUratA na paDyA hAya temane A vAta lAgu na paDe, paNa trIjA sarvane prathama paMktie pAtA pachI strI mahudhA Ave che. enI khAtara saMsAramAM paDI rahevuM ucita che ? emAM naisargika prema che ke viSayAndhatA che aneA kadI vicAra karyA che ? emAM paraspara sAcA rAga che ke krIDAnAM sthAneA mAtra che e vicAryu che ? bahu uMDA utaryA vagara A vAtanA khyAla nahi Ave. pachI putra-putrIe Ave. teo zita ke AvaData vagaranA che ema dhArI temane anyAya samaju mANusa te na ja kare ane enI khAtara anata bhramaNunA svIkAra teA sAdI buddhivALA paNa na ja kare. A uparAMta sagAMsaMbaMdhI ke mAtA-pitAnA mAnI lIdhelA snehane paNa samajI mANusa vivekadraSTie vicAre. enI khAtara

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2 saMsAra-llAvanA. saMsAramAM koI paNa paDatuM nathI ane paDavAnI bhramaNA lAge che te kalpita he tavana beTI che, mAtra mAnyatAmAM che te barAbara pRthakkaraNa karatAM jarUra samajAya tema che. je gharaAra ke paisAno cotho bhAga paNa parabhavamAM sAthe laI javAte hoya te koI chokarAMone vArase paNa na Ape. A prANIne dhana uparane sneha che e te bhAre Akare che. ene dhananA vicAramAM majA Ave che, dhananI vAtamAM khUba rasa paDe che, dhana kamAvA mAMDe tyAre te eka rasa thaI jAya che temaja dhana ane dhananI jhaMkhanAmAM e viveka paNa bhUlI jAya che. potAnI jarUrIAta keTalI tene e kadI saravALe karato nathI ane enA kUTa khyAla pramANe ene saMtati mATe keTaluM juduM rAkhavuM ghaTe e kadI vicArato nathI. e te jamenA saravALA karavAmAM ane saravaiyA jovAmAM eTale uMDe utarI jAya che ane pachI tene aMge ene evo pAta thAya che ke enI vAta karavI nahi. nyAya ke anyAya, nIti ke dharma, sarvane bAjue mUkI e te dhana pAchaLa doDe che ane hetu ke artha vagara saMsArane vadhArI mUke che. Ave A saMsAra che. emAM bAhya upAdhione pAra nathI. sarvanAM mana jALavavA ane kamImAM khapavuM e eTalI muzkela vAta che ke emAM ghasaDaberAno pAra nathI ane chatAM vAstavika rIte koI AbhAra mAnatuM paNa nathI. ekane eka dIkarI bApa pahelAM cAlyA jAya, strI hadayane prema zakhe nahi ane mitre droha kare, sagAMo eNe dIdhAM kare, parAkSamAM niMdA kareA sarva daraja dekhAya che. enAM sukha mAtra mAnyatAmAM che ane te paNa e nevuM TakA te saMsAranI cakI para daLAvAnuM ja 14

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210 zrI zAMtasudhArasa che. prANu mahAApattimAM jIvana ghasaDe che ane maravAnI IcchA karatAM saMsArane vaLagato jAya che. AmAM jIvana jevuM kazuM nathI, hetu jevuM kAMI nathI, sAdhya ke sAdhanane chAMTo paNa nathI. AvI bAhya upAdhionI vAta to ApaNe ghaNI karI, paNa aMdaranI upAdhine hisAba karIe to magaja ThekANe rahe tema nathI. vicAra karatAM kAMThe hAtha lAge tema nathI ane jANe ApaNe bharadariye rakhaDI paDyA hoIe evI gaMbhIra sthitimAM AvI paDIe chIe. ApaNane aMdaranA manovikAre kevI rIte trAsa Ape che teno jarA vicAra karIe to eka eka vikAranA nAnA AvirbhAva ApaNane muMjhavavA mATe pUratA thAya tema che. enA lAkSaNika daSTAMta tarIke ApaNe lobhane laIe. lobhane cheDo nathI, e vadhato ja jAya che. jema jema lAbha maLe tema tema vadhArenI AzA thAya che ane mane kadI saMpUrNa thatAM ja nathI. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM ene "AkAza" sAthe sarakhAvela che. ene pAra ja-cheDe ja Avato nathI. lebha aneka pApanuM mULa che. zAstrakAra kahe che ke lebhathI sarva guNeno nAza thAya che. e ja rIte mAyA-daMbha paNa aMdara rahIne goTA vALe che. manamAM kaMI ramata hoya, bolavuM bIjuM ane vartana vaLI tadana trIjA prakAranuM. krodha ane mAna te vyavahArathI paNa mahA ahita karanAra ane dekhItA durguNo che. e uparAMta bIjA AMtara vikArene pAra nathI. matsara karI pArakAnuM ahita ciMtavavuM, hAsyamAM bIjAnI mazkarI karavI, iMdriyanA viSayamAM AnaMda mAna, mejazekhamAM sukha mANavuM, jarA ochuM paDe tyAM arati karavI, nAnI nAnI bAbatamAM ke koInAM viyAga ke maraNe zekathI tapI javuM, aneka jAtanA sAcA

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saMsA;rabhAbvenA. 211 tema ja kalpita bhayeAthI gabharAvu, AMkhane na game tevI cIja ke mANasane joI dugacchA karavI, dhairya na rAkhavuM, pramANikatA para pANI pheravavu, phUTa vyavahAra karavA, mananI vizALatAne tyAga karavA, parastrI tarapha prema karaveA, kuchaMde caDhI javuM, jugatAM khelavAM, khATAM ALa ApavA, adekhAi-irSyA karavI, kalaha karavA, niMdA karavI vigere aneka maneAvikArI che ane tenAthI A saMsAra bharelA che. emAMthI jANe kayAre chaTakI javAya evu thayA kare che chatAM chaTakI javAtuM nathI e sAcI vAta che, kAraNa ke saMsArane enA kharA AkAramAM A prANIe kadI ALakhyA nathI ane oLakhavAne vakhata Ave tyAre A prANI AMkheA adha karI de che. e vastuta: saMsArane kharAkhara eLakhatA ja nathI ane nakAmA taNAIne herAna thayA kare che. AkhA saMsAranA khyAla karavA tA muzkela che. A bhAvanAmAM enI rUparekhA sArI cItarI che. ApaNe AkhA saMsArane vicAra karIe tyAre tene cheDA dekhAtA nathI ane jANe ApaNI AsapAsa zuM bane che tene kAMi khulAsA maLatA nathI. jyAM nava sAMdhIe tyAM tera tUTe che ane jANe ApaNe te AkhA bhava sAMdhavAnA ja dhaMdheA mAMDayo hoya ema ahIM tahIM meLa meLavavA doDIe chIe, ane chatAM kai jagyAe sarakhAi AvatI nathI. paisA hAya tA chekarAM na hAya, chekarAM hAya tA strI cAlI jAya, zarIranA bhAsA nahi, nirogIpaNAnuM ThekANuM nahIM, vyApAra karanArA sarva lAbha levA dhAre paNa chekarA-srInI sarakhAi hAya teA vepAranA patto nahi, duzmaneAnI upAdhi, sagAMAnI IrSyA, paisA hAya tA cAlI javAnA bhaya, vyApAranI asthiratA ane AvA AvA pAvagaranAM upAdhisthAne

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phAra zrI zAMtasudhAra saMsAramAM bharelAM ja che ane kaI rIte upara uparanI zAMti paNa rahevA detAM nathI. ane te sarvanI upara maraNane bhaya te mAthe ubhele ja rahe che. sRSTi vasAvIe tyAM te bAjI saMkelAI jAya che ane vasAveluM sarva atra paDyuM rahe che. Ama cAre taraphathI jANe gherAI gayA hoIe ane muMjhAi gayA hoIe ema ApaNe rakhaDIe chIe ane ApaNI eka paNa rIte thApa lAgatI nathI. ane e sarvamAM navAInI vAta e che ke ApaNe e sarva hakIkta anubhavIe chIe chatAM saMsArane vaLagatAM jaie chIe ane jANe keIe ApaNane pakaDI rAkhyA hoya tema mAnIe chIe. jyAre kALane sapATa Ave tyAre sarva cheDIne cAlyA javAnuM che ema jANavA chatAM ApaNe to amarapaTTA lakhAvI AvyA hoIe evI rIte niraMkuza vartana karIe chIe ane e saMsAranI upara javAne kharo vicAra kadI karatA nathI. ApaNe sArAmAM sAro dAkhalo laIe te tevA sukhI dekhAtA mANasane paNa upAdhine pAra hete nathI e ughADI vAta che. khara sukhI to lAkhamAM eka bhAgye ja dekhAya che. tyAre bAkInA prANuo zenI khAtara saMsAramAM taravaratA haze e eka moTo prazna che jene nIkAla thaI zake tema nathI. sarva prakAre sukhI manuSyane dAkhala maLavo muzkela che, chatAM dhana, gharabAra, maTara, putra, putrI, parivAra, dAsa, dAsI, strI vigerenI prAptine sukha mAnavAmAM Ave che. prathama te tevI sarva sAmagrIvALA mANaso keTalA? temane maLIne pUchayuM hoya to tevA mANase pitAne upAdhithI bharapUra batAvaze ane chatAM evA ekAda TakAvALAne bAda karIe te bAkInA 99 TakAne A saMsAramAM sabaDAvAnuM te kAMI kAraNa nathI ane chatAM WWW.jainelibrary.org

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sainsAra bhAvanA. 213 dareka hAyavAya teA karyA ja kare che e ApaNe joie chIe. bhatR hira kahe che ke AgaLa gIta gavAtAM hoya, paDakhe cAmara vIMjhAtAM hAya, mAthe chatra dharAtAM hAya te te kadAca saMsA2mAM paDyo rahe, nahi te himagirinA zAMta jharaNAMo vacce esI keAi nirvikalpa samAdhi sAdha. A prANIne te ' na maLyA rAma ke na maLI mAyA' jevuM thAya che. upara je eka TakAnA sukhI lAgatAM mANaseA jaNAvyA temanI upAdhine paNa pAra nathI. mAtra teonAM hRdaya vAMcI zakAtAM hAya tA ja temanAM du:khanA khyAla Ave, ane chatAM A AkhI ramata keTalAM varSa mATe? seAe se| varSa pUrAM thAya te paNa aMte te cAlyA javAnuM ja ane anaMtakALathI cAlI A STimAM sAva zA hiMsAmamAM che te dhAra adhArI rAtrI ja che. ApaNA manathI te sue sArI DUba gaI duniyA ' e sAcI vAta che, paNa Ane teA aMdhArAmAM paNa gAthA khAvAnuM ja che. AvatI ? ate Apa AkhA saMsAranA khyAla kareA. gheADAnI krUgI juo. enI parAdhInatA vicArA. ApaNe thADA mAsa mATe jelamAM AvyA tyAM vicAramAM paDI jaie chIe. gheADAnI zI dazA ? enI parAdhInatA keTalI ? ene aneka taragA thatA haze, paNa eke kAma e svAdhInatAthI nahi karI zake. sana na heAya tyAre paNa joDAvu paDaze ane pharavAnA zAkha thAya tyAre khIle baMdhAvu paDaze. evI sarva tiyagrAnI dazA che. ane iyaLa, DAMsa, mAkhI, mAkaDa evAM evAM pAra vagaranAM jIvAtA jIvanA kevAM che ? e samAM tuM jaIne ahIM kAi mahApuNyayeAge AvyA che. te nArakImAM paramAdhAmInI vedanA sahI che, tyAM kSetranAM te <

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214 zrI zAMtasudhArasa cA nathI. A saMsaka thayelI du:kho, garamI, ThaMDI ane agninI bhayaMkara yAtanAo khamI che. atyAre tuM e sarva visarI gayA che, kAraNa ke A saMsArane teM kadI khyAla karyo nathI, vicAra karyo nathI ane khAlI mAthAkUTamAM paDI tane prApta thayelI aneka sagavaDone tuM sadupayega karavAne badale ene veDaphI rahyo che. khUba vicAra karavAne A samaya che, AkhA saMsArane spaSTa samajI levAnI A taka che. emAM je svAdhInatA tane maLI che teTalI paNa anyatra aprApya che te vicArI tene barAbara oLakha ane oLakhIne tenA upara cAlyA javAnA mArga che. A bhavamAM mekSa nahi jaI zakIza to paNa tArA, vikAsa (Evolution)ne sarasa jhoka to jarUra ApI zakIza. saMsArane vicAra karatAM tAre A vikAsa mArga khUba dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnuM che. kAMI nahi to tene sAre jheka ApavAthI paNa A phero saphaLa thaze. pratyeka prANI karmAdhIna che, paNa jhaka ApavA pUrato purUSArtha pratyeka jarUra karI zake tema che ane te khAsa kartavya che. samarAdityanA bhave teM vicAryA haze. bhuvanabhAnunuM AkhuM caritra mananapUrvaka vicArI jaje. anAthI munie potAne mAthe koI nAtha nathI enuM je Abehuba citra zreNika rAjAne batAvI ApyuM che te vicArI jaje ane chatAM tene saMsAra para rAga thato hoya te bhale karaje; paNa vicAraje ke A corAzI lakSa enimAM aneka vAra pharI, aneka rUpe laI, aneka nATake karI atyAre tuM ahIM AvyuM che ane haju paNa evAM ja cakaDyamaNane tane zokha hoya to tuM te karI leje, kintu eTaluM

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sa-sAra bhAvanA. 215 dhyAnamAM rAkhaje ke dravya kSetra-kALa-bhAva ane bhavanAM kAraNe A AkhA saMsAra du:khathI bharelA che ane jo ke enA AkhA prapaMca samajavA muzkela che paNa azakaya nathI ane AvI taka anata kALe kAika vAra ja hAthamAM Ave che. e taka gumAvI esavI hAya teA keAi ADe AvanAra nathI ane ADe Ave te tenuM tu mAnanAra paNa nathI, paraMtu avasara gayA pachIne pastAvA nakAmA thaze ane tane kacavATa ghaNA thaze. Ave! avasara pharIne hAtha nahi Ave e dhyAna para leze. zra A saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM tAre mAthe thavAmAM bAkI rahI nathI. vedanA, upAdhi, satApa, rakhaDapaTTI ane mRgatRSNA vigere aneka sthitiemAM tu jai AnyA che ane hajI te ja gamatu hAya te! tArI munasInI vAta che; paNa tAre eka vAta yAda rAkhavAnI che ke tAre badale kAi sUvAnu nathI ane tane karavAnA umaga hAya tA sthAnAnA pAra nathI. ene mATe jIvAyeAni ceArAzI lAkha che. e sarva bajAramAM-nATakanA takhtA para navA navA veza letA pharaje ane tyAM mAna, mada, pratiSThA mUkI dai pherA mAryA karaje ke jethI e sarva sthAnake tu jaI AnyA che tenA anubhava tAjo thaze. ahIMthI nIkaLI javA dhArIza tA paNa meAharAjA ekadama tane cheDe tema nathI. tenA aneka kAmadAro ane parivAranA mANasA che te eka athavA bIjA AkAre tane saMsAramAMthI khasavA deze nahi. khasyA haiAiza teA kheMcIne tane saMsAramAM laI Avaze ane upara uparanuM sukha batAvI tane uMDA pAtALamAM pheMkI deze. ceta, sAvadha thA, haiAziyAra thA ane saMsArane kharAkhara oLakha.

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ra16 zrISNAMtasudhArasa A saMsAranuM citrapaTa tArI pAse sakAraNa raju karyuM che. bhAvanAnuM kArya zuM che te atra eka vAra pharI vakhata kahevAnI chUTa levAnI AvazyakatA che. mAre mAri guNanaay punaH punarmanasi smaraNenAsmA mokSAbhimukhI kriyate yayA sA majavAnI bhAvanAnuM A kArya che. saMsAra (bhava) upara virAga utpanna karavA mATe vAraMvAra manamAM jenuM smaraNa karavAmAM Ave ane te dvArA AtmAne mokSa sanmukha jenAthI karavAmAM Ave te bhAvanA. A bhAvanAnuM varNana khUba vicAravA jevuM che. mekSa sanmukha thavuM hoya te saMsArane barAbara oLakhavA jevo che ane oLakhIne e vicAraNAne sanmukha rAkhI vAraMvAra enuM smaraNa karavA jevuM che. emAM punarAvartananA doSanI citA rAkhavA jevuM nathI. e saMsAra rU dhAtu parathI Ave che. rU ( To spread ) "pAtharavuM, vahevuM e eno Azaya che. e saMsArane tame mekaLe mUke te telanuM TIpuM pANImAM paDatAM jema phelAI jaI aneka lIlAM-pILAM kuMDALAM karI nAkhe eve A saMsAra che. ene mArga Ape ke e to cAre tarapha patharAI jaI lAMbo ne lAMbo thavA mAgaze. ApaNe saMsArane tapAsIe te ApaNe e ja anubhava thaze emAM zaMkA jevuM nathI. A bhAvanAmAM AkhA saMsArane, tenA janmamaraNane, tenI aMdaranI upAdhio-Apattio ane duHkhane vizALa najare vicAra karavAne che, saMbaMdhanI ghelachA ane svArthanA saMgho samajavA cogya che ane khAsa karIne A prANInI atyAra sudhInI rakhaDapaTTIne khUba khyAla karavA mya che, ane enI AkhI cAvI tarIke mahArAjAne enA parivAra sAthe khuba oLakhI levAnuM che. bIjAM karmo gaNa che, sarva WWW.jainelibrary.org

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saMsAra...lAvanA. 217 potAne bhAva bhA che paNa mahArAjA kharekhara sarvane rAja che. ene oLakhI vAraMvAra enA saMbaMdhI ciMtavana karatAM vairAgya-virAga thayA vagara rahe tema nathI. AtmAne mokSAbhimukha karavA mATe e mahArAjAne oLakhavAnI bahu jarUra che. ene enA khAsa AkAramAM oLakhI lIdho eTale sarva agavaDe-rakhaDapATIe ane duHkha-pIDA tathA vyAdhione nAza svataHsiddha che. iti saMsArabhAvanA 3 u. sakaLacaMdajIta trIjI saMsAra bhAvanA. (rAga-kedAre) sarva saMsAranA bhAva tuM, sama dharI chava saMbhAra re; te save te paNa anubhavyA, hRdayamAM teha utAra re. sarva. 1 sarva tanamAM vasI nIsaryo, teM lIyA sarva adhikAra re; jAti ne ni saba anubhavyA, anubhavyA sarva AhAra re. sarvatra 2 sarva saMga teM anubhavyA, anubhavyA roga ne zaga re; anubhavya sukha duHkha kALa teM, paNa liyo navi jina yoga re. sarva0 3 sarva jana nAtarAM anubhavyA, paheriyA sarva zaNagAra re; pudagaLA te parAvartIyA, navi namyA jina aNagAra re. sarva. 4 pApanA zrata paNa te bhaNyA, te karyA mehanA dhyAna re; pApanA dAna paNa teM diyA, navi diyA pAtrameM dAna re. sarva0 5 vida paNa tIna teM anubhavyA, teM bhaNyA parataNuM veda re; sarva pAkhaMDa teM anubhavyA, tihAM na saMvega nirveda re. sarva. 6 ravo jIva mithAmati, pazu haNyA dharmane kAja re; kAja kIdhAM navi dharmanA, harakhiye pApane kAja re. sarva. 7. kugurUnI vAsanA DAkiNuM, teNe damyA jIva anaMta re; tihAM navi mukti-patha oLakhe, teNe havo navi bhava aMta re. sa. 8

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250 prakaraNa 4 sthu 2525-25252525-2 ekatva bhAvanA svAgatA eka eva bhagavAnayamAtmA jJAnadarzanataraGgasaraGgaH / sarvamanyadupakalpitametadvyAkulIkaraNameva mamatvam // ka0 1 // prabodhatA abudhaiH parabhAvalAlasAlasadajJAnadazAvazAtmabhiH / paravastuSu hA svakIyatA viSayAvezvazAddhi kalpyate / kha0 2 // kRtinAM dayiteti cintanaM, paradAreSu yathA vipattaye | vividhArtibhayAvahaM tathA, parabhAveSu mamatvabhAvanam // ga0 3 // adhunA parabhAvasaMvRtiM hara cetaH parito'vaguNThitam / kSaNamAtmavicAracandanadrumavAtormirasAH spRzantu mAm // 604 // anuSTup ekatAM samatopetAmenAmAtman vibhAvaya / labhasva paramAnandasampadaM namirAjavat // Ga0 5 // ka 1 saraGgaH vilAsI. upakalpita upannavI aDhesu. mAnesuM. ulu resuM. kha 2 Alasat sasI paDatAM kalpyate urmala prayoga che. ayudhovaDe kapAya che eTale akSudhA-apane-apaDatA kalpe che. p 3 faz unog. sial. 2414382. qftar el, vell. enfa urthanA. pIDA. vahaM prAya: saha yavanAra, notaranAra.

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eka svabhAvanA. 219 31 A AtmA eka ja che, prabhu che, jJAna-darzananA taraMgomAM vilAsa karanAre che, e sivAya bIjuM che te sarva mamatva mAtra che, kalpanAthI ubhuM kareluM che athavA AgaMtuka che ane ene nakAmuM muMjhavanArUM ja che. ra4 2 ahAhA ! parabhAnI lAlasAmAM lasI paDavAne lIdhe thayelA ajJAna-mUrkhatAnI dazAne vaza paDelA apaMDita prANIo iMdriyanA viSayee karelA Avezane tAbe thaIne paravastumAM pitApaNAnI kalpanA karI le che. na 3 samaju mANasane mATe pArakI strInA saMbaMdhamAM jANe te potAnI patnI che evo vicAra kare te paNa jema (aneka prakAranI) Apattio (vahAravAne) mATe thAya che tevI ja rIte parabhAvomAM mArApaNAnI buddhi aneka prakAranI pIDA ane bhayane netaranAra che. ja 4 cAre taraphathI vIMTaLAI rahelA huM mana ! parabhAvarUpa AvaraNane (paDadAne) dUra choDI de tuM chUTuM thA ! jethI AtmavicArarUpa caMdanavRkSanA pavananI UmimALA ene rasa kSaNavAra mane sparza kare. - 5 Atmana ! samAnapaNAnI buddhi sAthe e ekatAne tuM bhAva. nakkI kara ane namirAjAnI peThe paramAnaMdapaNunI saMpa ttine prApta kara. 2 4 saMskRti guMcaLuM. patiH cAre tarapha. sAM kSaNavAra. vAto pavananA taraMga. 36 ramatA samapaNuM. ochA vadhatAthI rahitapaNuM. peta sAthe, sahita. tAM e. jenuM varNana kAMIka thayuM che ane aSTakamAM thavAnuM che te ekatA" nami dRSTAMta che. rAjAnuM nAma che.

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geyASTaka ekatva bhAvanA vinaya cintaya vastutattvaM, jagati nijamiha kasya kim / bhavati matiriti yasya hRdaye, duritamudayati tasya kim ||viny01|| eka utpadyate tanumA neka eva vipadyate / eka eva hi karma cinute, saikakaH phalamaznute // vinaya0 2 // yasya yAvAn paraparigraho, vividhmmtaaviivdhH| jaladhivinihitapotayuktyA, patati tAvadasAvadhaH ||viny0 // 3 // svasvabhAvaM madhamudito, bhuvi vilupya viceSTate / dRzyatAM paramAkghaTanAt, patati biluThati jRmbhate // vinaya0 // 4 //

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ekatvabhAvanI. aSTakanA a--( ekatva sAvanA ) 1 vinaya ! tuM vastuAnAM vAstavika svarUpa kharAkhara citava. jo A duniyAmAM kAi ( paNa prANI )nI peAtAnI kAi cIja che ? enu peAtAnu kAMi che ? ane AvI buddhi jenAM hRdayamAM thai Ave tene koI jAtanAM du:khA ke pApA prakaTa thAya kharA? 2 A saMsArI-zarIradhArI prANI ekalA (ja) utpanna thAya che, e ekalA ja maraNa pAme che, e ekalA ja mene madhe che ekaThAM kare che ( ane tevI ja rIte ) te ekalA ja ( enAM-karmanAM ) phaLAne pAme che. 3 judA judA prakAranI mamatAethI bhAre thayelA prANIne jeTaleA jeTalA para ( vastuonA ) parigraha hAya che teTalA dariyAmAM mUkelA vahANanI ghaTanA pramANe te nIcA jAya -nIcA paDe che. LE. 4 dArUnA ghenanI laheramAM paDelA mANasa peAtAnA kudaratI svabhAva cheDI daIne--visarI jaIne jamIna para ALoTIne vicitra ceSTAcALAe kare che te jue. e parabhAvanI ghaTanAthI paDe che, leATe che ane magAsAM khAya che. ( prANIpazu parabhAva ghaTanAne laine pAtane pAme che, rakhaDapATe caDhe che ane tadRna zUnya manane-vicAra vagaranA thaI jAya che.) * * A padyane! rAga bahu pracalita che. ' he suNu AtamA ! mata paDa meAhapiMjara mAMhI mAyAjALa re ' emAM jarA phera karavAthI kharAkhara laya Ave che. rAma rAjA rAmaparA, rAma zeTha zAhukAra he. ' e cAlu laya ene barAbara baMdha bese che. <

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222 zrI zAMtasudhArasa pazya kAzcanamitarapudgala militamazcati kAM dazAm / kevalasya tu tasya rUpaM, viditameva bhavAdRzAm ||viny0 // 5 // evamAtmani karmavazato, ' bhavati rUpamanekadhA / karmamalarahite tu bhagavati ___ bhAsate kAzcanavidhA ||viny0 // 6 // jJAnadarzanacaraNaparyava parivRtaH paramezvaraH / eka evAnubhavasadane, sa ramatAmavinazvaraH // vinaya0 // 7 // rucirasamatAmRtarasaM kSaNa muditamAsvAdaya mudaa| vinaya ! viSayAtItasukharasa . ratirudaJcatu te sadA ||viny0 // 8 //

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ekatvabhAvanA. 223 5 je! bIjA padArtho sAthe meLavaNuM karavAmAM Avela senAnI kevI dazA thAya che? ane te jyAre taddana cokhkhuM hoya tyAre tenuM rUpa kevuM hoya che ke te tamArA jevAnA jANavAmAM che ja. 6 e ja pramANe AtmA jyAre karmane vaza paDe che tyAre tenAM aneka prakAranAM rUpa thAya che, paNa jyAre e mahAprabhu karma-maLa rahita hoya che tyAre e zuddha kAMcana-senA je prakAza kare che. 7 te paramezvara (paramAtmA) sadA zAzvata ane jJAna, darzana, cAritranA paryAyathI parivRta (gherAyelA) che ane te eka ja che. evA paramAtmA (mArA) anubhava-maMdiramAM rame. 8 manahara samatA-sudhAne rasa je tArAmAM acAnaka jAgI UDyo che tene jarA kSaNekavAra (thoDA vakhata-thoDI mIniTa) atyaMta AnaMdapUrvaka cAkhI je (jethI) he vinaya ! viSacathI ati AgaLa vadhI gayela (viSayAtIta) sukhanA rasamAM tane sadAne mATe AnaMda-prema jAge ane vadho.

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224 zrI zAMta thArasa 1 nivAba pitAnI. e jA ne lAge che. sutta pApa duHkha. ti uThe, thAya, prakaTe. 2 tanujarAna zarIradhArI. apekSita vacana che. (vivecana juo). wvA ekale ja. are khAya che, bhagave che. 3 jAthAna jeTale. viSa bhAravALo. guAi ghaTanA. pramANe. tAvat teTalo. te nIce. 4 mavati dArUnI laheramAM rAjI thayela. viru chupAvIne. gumAvIne. pati zleSaH (1) dArUDIo paDe che; (2) prANIne adhaHpAta thAya che. viti zleSaH (1) dArUDIo leTe che. (2) prANa bhavo bhavamAM levyo jAya che. vRtti zleSaH (1) dArUDIo bagAsAM khAya che; (2) prANuM zUnya manano thaI jAya che. 5 mitti bheLaseLa kareluM. prathama mATI sAthe maLeluM, pachI trAMbu Adi dhAtuM nAkheluM. suzAM ahIM virUpapaNuM. vaDha enA cekhA rUpamAM. 6 ma te A sati saptamIne prayoga che. va paryAya. prakAra. vizvaraH zAzvata. 8 vira manahara. madhura. amRta ( rogane harI le tevuM) amRta sadhA. hita AvirbhAva pAmela. jAgRta thayela. Ama jarA vakhata. eno saMbaMdha AsvAdaya sAthe che. mAtra A eTale jarA cAkha. jarA cATI je. ( navIna prAptino) utsAha-AnaMdapUrvaka. viSayatitaH viSayathI AgaLa vadheluM. viSayasukhothI vadhAre ene bhUlAvI de tevuM. ti prIti. 3 vRddhi pAme. jAge.

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paricaya ekatva bhAvanA- (1) bhAvanAnI vicAraNane aMge eka hakIkata zarUAtamAM cekhI karavI ucita jaNAya che. emAM punarAvartana jarUra AvavAnuM ja che. enuM kAraNa e che ke e pratyeka bhAvanAne viSaya paraspara bhinnabhinna che. anitya bhAvanAnA vicAro saMsArabhAvanAmAM jarUra Ave, kAraNa ke anitya bhAvanAmAM sAMsArika saMbaMdha ane vastunI ja anityatA batAvavAnI hoya che. e ja pramANe ekatva ane anyatva bhAvanA AtmAne aMge eka ja jAtane paNa sahaja taphAvatavALe prasaMga vyakta karanAra che. A bhAvanAmAM AtmAnI ekatvatA bhAvavAnI che, kAraNa ke tenA sivAya sarva saMbaMdha ane vastuo anya che te ja AtmAne padArthonuM anityapaNuM citavavAnuM che. A rIte vicAra ane viSayenuM punarAvartana anivArya che. banatAM sudhI te dUra karavA prayatna thaye che, chatAM vairAgya, upadeza ane Ayurveda (davAupacAra) mAM punarAvartana doSa gaNAto nathI e khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI jarUra che. ekatva bhAvanAmAM kedrastha vicAra e che ke A prANu AtmAnI najare ekalo ja che, svataMtra che, ekalo AvyA che ane ekalo javAne che ane potAnAM kRtyane svataMtra kartA, hartA ane bhaktA che. e bhAvanAne aMge prApta thatI vicAraNAmAM have utarI jaIe. senuM jyAre khANamAM hoya che tyAre te mATI sAthe maLeluM hoya che, chatAM te vakhate paNa enAmAM zuddha kaMcanatva te jarUra raheluM Jain: Education International

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da zrI*zAMta-sudhArasa che ane chatAM e sthitimAM koi ene jue te e setu che ema mAnavAnI paNa nA pADe. AtmAnI paNa e ja dazA che. enI zuddha karelI-thayelI dazAmAM e kacarA-mela vagarane che, jAte tadna zuddha che ane aneka viziSTa guNAthI bharelA che. jema sAnAnu` kacatatva khANamAM hAya tyAre mATIthI gherAi gayela hAya che tema chatAM te tenAmAM che, tevI ja rIte AtmA game teTale kharaDAyaleA hAya chatAM te vakhate paNa tenA aMtaramAM--tenAmAM zuddha AtmabhAva rahele che te khAsa lakSyamAM rAkhavAnI jarUra che. jarUra jara 7 AtmA zarIrathI bhinna che te teA sAmIta karavAnI rahetI nathI. mRta dehamAM pAMce iMdriyA hAya chatAM te tadna hAlyAcAlyA vagara paDI rahe che, ane je aMdarathI calAvanAra hatA te nIkaLI gayA che. A mArUM zarIra che ema kahevAthI zarIra taiya thAya che ane jJeya karatAM jJAtA judA hAvA ja joIe. jJAtA ane jJeya kadI eka hAi zakatA nathI. Ave AtmA saMsAramAM rahI sArAM-kharAba karmo kare che tenA saMskArA peAtAnI AsapAsa ekaThAM karatA jAya che. tene kama kahevAmAM Ave che. e karmathI AvRtta hAya tyAre seAnA ane mATInA sabaMdha jevA tenA saMbaMdha thai jAya che. ahIM yAda rAkhavAnI e hakIkata che. seAnu ane mATI nuDhDhA haiAvA chatAM banne sAthe hAya tyAre virUpa AkAra seAnAne jarUra maLe che, e eka vAta thai ane trIjI vAta e che ke te vakhate paNa sattAgate senAmAM sAnApaNa jarUra che, e seAnApaNuM prakaTa karavAnA sarva prayAsa che. AtmA mATe paNa tema ja che. e AtmasvarUpa prApta thAya eTale AtmAnI mithyA vAsanAe jAya che, rakhaDapATA jAya

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ekatva-bhAvato. 227 che, upAdhio jAya che ane e saccidAnaMda svarUpe zuddha kAMcana jevA prakaTa thAya che. A ekatva bhAvanAmAM ApaNe AtmAne A banne prakAranI paristhitimAM tezu ane tenA sAcA AkAra 'kayeA che ? tenuM sAcuM sthAna kayAM ? che ane atyAre tenI kevI vikRta dazA thaI gaI che? e vAta khatAvIne enI sAcI sthiti prApta karavA tarapha paNa ADakatarI rIte dhyAna Apazu. AtmA karma thI gherAi jAya che tyAre e khaDuM vicitra prakAranA AkArA dhAraNa kare che. seAnuM khANamAMthI nIkaLe tyAre joyu hAya tA e tadRna mATI ja lAge. ene leAkasASAmAM " tejamaturI' ' kahe che. te vakhate teA keAi kharo parIkSaka hAya te ja tene seAnuM jANe, bAkI anya tA ene mATI ja kahe. AtmAnI paNa e ja dazA vate che. e saMsAramAM bhaTakato hAya ane navA navA veza dhAraNa karatA haiAya tyAre e anata guNAne dhaNI haze ema teA mAtra parIkSaka haiAya te ja kahI zake che. mAkI sAmAnya rIte te tenI evI dazA thai gai hAya che ke keTalAka tA enA guNNAnI vAta teA zu ? paNa enuM ' Atmatva ' paNa svIkAravA nA pADe che. halakI vastunA saMbadha ja Ave hAya che. e enA saMsargamAM AvanArane evA teA pheravI nAkhe che ke enA mULa svarUpane paNa bhUlAvI de che ane enu vyaktitva lagabhaga khalAsa karI nAkhe che. pRthvI vigeremAM joi lye. paNa e sarvanI vacce AtmA atyAre AvI paDelA che. enA asala svarUpe enAmAM je guNA hAya che te enA mULa svabhAva che. ( seAnuM sA TacanuM heAya tyAre enAmAM suvarNa tva, pILA 1 tejamaturI e eka jAtanI mATI che, tenuM amuka prayAgavaDe suvarNa banI zake che.

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228 zrI-zAMta-sudhArasa raMga, mRdutA, svacchatA, prakAzamayatA, cITatA vigere hAya che.) e jyAre paravastu sAthe maLeleA hAya tyAre enA aneka vikArI prAdurbhAveza thAya che, tene 'vibhAvA' kahevAmAM Ave che. AtmAnA sahelAvI dharmo enI sAthe haMmezAM rahenArA hAya che tene 'guNa' kahevAmAM Ave che ane paravastunA saMbaMdhathI enA vikAravALA AvirbhAvA thAya che tene paryAya' kahevAmAM Ave che. guNu karatA nathI, paNa dakhAi-avarAI-kacarAi jAya che paraMtu enAmAM prakaTa thavAnI bhAre sattA che. paryAya niratara pharyA ja kare che ane prAkrubhAvane mATe paravastuo-bahAranI vastuo upara AdhAra rAkhe che. : guNa ane paryAyanI A hakIkata dhyAnamAM raheze te AkhA saMsAranA gucavAi jatA kAyaDA ekadama khullA thai jaze. ana Mta zaktivALA sihuthI vadhAre sAmarthyavALA AtmA atyAre pAMjarAmAM paDI gayA che ane tethI tenI zakti sarva kuMThita thai gai che, paNa aMdara zakti bharelI che. ane enI zaktinuM bhAna thavuM joie ane e zakti prakaTa karavAnA rastA che, e ene jaNAvavu joie. vikRta dazAmAM te te taddana parAdhIna thaI gayA che ane janmathI pAMjare paDele| hAvAne kAraNe eNe AkAzanI svata Mtra havA pAMjare paDelA paMkhInI peThe khAdhI nathI. A sarva matAvavA mATe ekatva bhAvanA che. e bhAvanA vicAratAM e peAtAnuM mULa svarUpa eLakhI jAya teA pachI ene prAsa karavAnA mArgo e peAte zeAdhI zake tema che. ApaNe A ekatva bhAva vicArIe. vicAranAra e pote che, paNa enI dazA ghaNe aze parAdhIna thayelI che. eNe dArU pIdheA che athavA ene kAie dArU pAyA che. AvI guMcavaNavALI sthitimAM e mULa svarUpe keANa che ane AjubAju niMdaNu ( nakAmA cheDavA )

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ekatvabhAvanA. ra keTaluM vyApI gayuM che ane enA para kacarA keTale caDhI gayA che te sarvanuM kAMika pRthakkaraNa ane anatu paryAlAcana karIe. mULa svarUpe joie teA pratyeka AtmA eka sarakhA che. e taddana svataMtra. svAdhIna vyakti che. anubhava karavAthI, vicAra karavAthI, carcA karavAthI ane ene kharAkhara samajavAthI e tana svataMtra vyakti che ema jaNAi Ave tema che. pratyeka AtmAnuM vyaktitva khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnu che. enI mULa ke vikAravALI dazAmAM tenuM vyaktitva kadI jatuM rahetu nathI ane meAkSamAM sarva karmathI vimukta thaI jAya tyAM paNa enu vyaktitva rahe che, tethI AtmA eka ja che ema bhAra mUkIne atra kahevAmAM AvyuM che ane te pratyeka AtmAne lAgu paDe che. AkhA vizvanA eka AtmA che e vAta nyAyanI kAi paNa keTithI aMdhabesatI nathI, paraMtu e bAbatamAM carcA karavA jatAM viSayAMtara thai jAya tethI vastusvarUpa batAvI AgaLa vadhIe. e AtmA pete ja bhagavAna che--prabhu che-mAleka che-sarva sattAdhikArI che ane tadaina svAdhIna che. enI vikRta dazAmAM e peAtAnAM karmanA karanAra ane tene bhoktA hAine te kula mAleka che ane enI mULa dazAmAM anata guNAnA adhikArI hAI AdarzonI najare prabhu che. bhaga zabdanA aneka artha che paNa TUMkAmAM kahIe te e sarva zaktimAna che. e AtmA jJAna darzananA tara MgAmAM vilAsa karanAra che. jJAna eTale vastune vizeSa Adha. darzana eTale sAmAnya edha. A mANasa che ema edha thAya-jaNAya te darzana kahevAya. te 1 danamAM A karatAM paNa avyakta kheAdha thAya che.

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230 zrI.zAMta sudhArasa devadatta che, amuka nagaranA rahenAra che vigere vizeSa edha thAya te jJAna kahevAya che. A jJAna ane darzana AtmAnA mULa guNI che, enA sahabhAvI dharmo che. mAtra enA para AvaraNa AvI gayela hAi ane bedha e thayela che. dIvA pharatu kapaDu rAkhIe te prakAza Adeza thAya, paNa aMdara prakAza teA che ja. e rIte jJAna-darzana aMdara mULa svabhAve enAmAM bharelA. e che ane enA taraMgAmAM vilAsa karavA eTale ke dekhavuM ane jANavuM e ene khAsa guNu che, e enu lakSaNa che ane sarvakALe sadA e enI sAthe rahenAra dharma hAi e enA taraMgamAM sadA Ache.-vadhatA mhAlatA ja hAya che. AvA AtmA che. e ekaleA ja che (vyaktitvavALA che). e pAtAnI jAtanA mAleka che ane e jJAnadarzananA taraMgAmAM vihAra karanArA che. enI asala sthitimAM e sarva vastu, sarva bhAvA ane sarva hakIkatane dekhanAra ane taNunAra che, Ave AtmA enA asala svarUpamAM che. bhagavAna e peAte che, e vAta khAsa vicAravA jevI che. ene peAtAnI sAcI sthiti haju prAsa karavAnI che, paNa e enI peAtAnI sthiti hAi je jenu hAya athavA prayAsasiddha haiAya te tenuM ja kahevAya e apekSAe ene peAtAne ja bhagavAna kahevAmAM AvyA che. e enu bhagavAnapaNuM enA dhyAnamAM rahe te khAtara te keAi bhagavAnane Ada tarIke namatA hAya te tene A enA prayAsaprAsabya mULa guNa sAthe virAdha AvatA nathI. vAta e che ke e peAte ja bhagavAna che ane mahenata kare teA pUjya (bhagavAna) thai zake tema che. tyAre atyAre te e ragaDhALAya che, rakhaDe che, cakkaramAM paDI gayela che ane kyAMnA kyAM uMDA utarI gayA che e sarva zuM ?

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231 eRtvabhAvanA. ane ene khulAso zo ? eno javAba ApatAM sujJa vicArake kahe che ke jJAna-darzananA taraMgamAM vilAsa karanAra AtmAne te jJAna-darzananI ja vAto hoya, tene badale atyAre zuM thaI gayuM che? ApaNe saMsArabhAvanAmAM aneka prasaMgo joyA te pramANe A prANa aneka nATaka karyA ja kare che. je jelamAM paricayanA A akSaro lakhAyA che tyAM AkhA ilAkAnA bhayaMkara gunhegArane rAkhavAmAM Ave che. 25 varSa temaja 18 varSanI keda vALA, pAMca sAta vakhata jelamAM AvelA aneka che ane je ke amane temanAthI alaga rAkhavAmAM Avela che chatAM, temanI je vAto sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte prasaMgopAta jANI te parathI manuSya keTalA pApamAM utarI jAya che teno khyAla Avyo. khUna, chetarapIMDI, baLAtkAra, vizvAsaghAta, corI ane tevA bIjA aneka gunhAe karAya che ane te karanArane paNa AtmA che ! tene AtmA-te pratyekane AtmA zuddha svarUpe upara vacce tevo che. tyAre A sarva ramato dekhAya che te zI ? AvI kayAMthI ? eno javAba eka ja che ane te cethI tathA pAMcamI bhAvanAmAMthI zodhI levAno che. AtmA pote to eka ja che, eka ja che, jJAna-darzananA taraMgamAM ramanAra che ane jAte pote prabhu che, mahAna che, saccidAnaMda svarUpa che. taduparAMta je sarva dekhAya che, je AkhI ramata maMDAyelI che ane jenA baMdhanathI baMdhAI AkhI ramata mAMDelI dekhAya che te khAlI mamatva che, beTI mamatA che, vinAkAraNa chAtI upara vaLagADela paththara jevI e vAta che. sacetana acetana kula padArtho ane bhAve AtmA sivA

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zaza karI che. kalpanA karanArI enI 5 A rakara zrI zAMtasudhArasa yanA heI te mamatAmAMthI jAge che. e sarvanI pAchaLa mamatA beThelI che ane e sarvane preranArI e ja rAkSasI che. e sarva mamatva khAlI kalpanAthI utpanna thAya che, prANIne pitAne vaza karI le che ane vaza karIne na aTakatAM AtmAne AkuLavyAkuLa karI mUke che, hAvare banAvI de che, lagabhaga gAMDA jevo banAvI de che. ka95nA keTaluM kAma kare che te jaNAvavA jevuM che. ApaNuM snehIone patra na Ave tyAM keTalI kalpanA ubhI karI daIe chIe ? kalpanAnAM citrono anubhava jelamAM khUba thAya che, kAraNa ke B kalAsamAM eka mahine eka patra ahIM maLe che. vAta e che ke ApaNe kalapanA karI Akho saMsAra ubhuM karIe chIe ane pachI temAM guMcavAIaTavAI jaIe chIe ane e ja mamatA AtmAne taddana bahAvaro banAvI mUke che. e (AtmA) pachI zuM kare che ane zAne sArU kare che e sarva visarI jAya che ane nakAmAM AMTA mAre che, athavagaranI khaTapaTo kare che, pariNAmavagaranI duraMdezIo kare che ane ThekANAvagaranI janAo ghaDe che, duniyAmAM vahevAra ke DahApaNavALe gaNavA mATe khoTuM DoLANa kare che. ene meharAjA sAthe e te saMbaMdha baMdhAI gayuM che ke te pitAnuM na hoya tene potAnuM mAnI, anityamAM nityapaNAnI buddhi karI pAsA khelyuM jAya che, te te vadhato jAya che ane hAre te bevaDuM khele che ane ema ne ema taNAto ja jAya che. jene vedAMtIo "mAyAvAda" kahe che te mAnyatAthI ubhI karela sRSTi che. e mAyA e ja mamatA che ema eka

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ekatvabhAvanA. 233 rIte kahI zakAya. mamatA karmajanya, vikRta, adhaHpAta karanArI AtmAnI vikAradazAmAM parabhAva sAthenA saMbaMdhane laIne thayelI dazA che ane ene barAbara oLakhatAM AtmAnI vibhAvadazA ane tyAMnAM tenAM dacce barAbara dekhAya tema che. e AvI mamatAne laIne kalpanAo kare che ane nakAme AkuLavyAkuLa thaI bhaTakyA kare che, kadI TharIne ThAma besato nathI, e enI mULa dazA nathI, paNa khAlI mamatA che ane karma saMbaMdhathI thayelI vikAradazA che. parAdhIna thayela, vyAkuLa thaI gayelA AtmAne A kalpanAthI ubhI karelI paristhiti baMdhanamAM pADe che, paNa e ene mULa svabhAva nathI. e karmanA saMbaMdhathI pitAne bhUlI gayA che ane beTA nAme oLakhAya che. te kema thAya che te juo. ( 2.) AtmA kharekhara atyAre ka9panAnI jALamAM guMcavAI gayo che, ene meharAjAe e te na karAvyuM che ke e rAgane vaza paDI pAMce IdriyonA viSaye tarapha DhaLI jAya che, e potAnuM prabhutva visarI jAya che ane parabhAvamAM paDI jaI potAnI jAtane beI bese che athavA guMcavI nAkhe che. AtmAthI vyatirikta sarva parabhAva che, chatAM A prANI zarIrane, gharane, putra-strI vigere saMbaMdhIne, kAmadhaMdhAne potAnAM mAne che, iMdriyanA bhege jogavavA e potAne vilAsa mAne che, parigraha ekaThA kara e pitAnI hakamata mAne che, abhimAna karavAmAM svamAna samaje che, krodha karavAmAM gRhasthAI gaNe che, kyuTa-daMbha karavAmAM cAturya mAne che, ThaThThAmazkarI karadevAmAM AnaMda mAne che ane evI rIte e aneka prakAranA parabhAvamAM lalacAI jAya che.

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234 . zrIzAMtasudhArasa. A parabhAvanI lAlasA--spRhA eTalI AkarI vhAya che ke emAM prANI lapasI paDe che ane tene laIne peAtAnI vastu kai che tenuM jJAna visArI mahAajJAnadazAne pAmI na karavAnu karI bese che, na khelavAnu bele che ane na vicAravAnuM vicAre che. AvI sthitimAM ajJAnadazAmAM paDele te NakAra chatAM abudha"mUrkha banele parabhAva dazAmAM AthaDatA AtmA viSacanA AvezamAM pArakI vastumAM potApaNAne te vastu Adi peAtAnI hAvAnA AreApa kare che ane pachI tenI sAthe evA etaprAta thai jAya che ke jANe paravastumaya ja te hAya tevA dekhAya che. eneA zarIra sAthenA saMbadha ane enAM sukhaduHkha vakhate tenAM manamAM thatI sthiti, e parabhAvamAM keTale ramaNa kare che te batAvI Ape che. A sarva bAbata paravastumAM potApaNAnI kalpanAthI utpanna thAya che ane e mamatvabuddhithI utpanna karelI kalpanA sivAya bIjuM kAMi nathI. AnI AkhI mAnyatA taddana khATA pAyA para-paravazatAthI thayelI che ane tevI kalpanA tene hAvAthI te kharekhara abudha ja che. ene AtmabhAna nathI tethI te game teTaluM jANatA haiAya te paNa anna ja che. ( 4 3.) duniyAdArI samajanAra samaju mANasa pArakI strIne age te peAtAnI che evA vicAra kare te paNa vipatti mATe thAya che. parastrI sAthenA sabaMdha tA aneka upAdhi lAve che, enA pati ke anya sagAMo sAthe vera thAya che ane rAjyada Da- sajA thAya che; paNa AvA prakAranA vicAra karavA e paNa aneka prakAranI Apattionu kAraNa bane che. parastrInA vicAramAM paDyA eTale ene mananI zAMti rahetI nathI, ene aneka

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ekatvabhAvanA. 235 kAvAdAvA karavA paDe che ane pachI mAnasika pApanI hada rahetI nathI. paradAnAlaMpaTa mANasanuM mana sthira rahetuM nathI, enI eka paNa yojanA sAgapAga hotI nathI ane pAra utaravAnA mArgothI e bhraSTa thaI jAya che. eka Apatti aneka upAdhione prAdurbhAva kare che ane prANane enI bhUmikA parathI nIce utArI mUkI ene bhraSTa kare che. gaMgA svargathI bhraSTa thaI pachI keTalI nIce utarI enuM daSTAMta jANItuM che. ( A saMbaMdhamAM bhartuharine loka jANItuM che.) AvI rIte parabhAvamAM mamatva karo-paravastune pitAnI mAnavI, parabhAvamAM svAtmabuddhi karavI e aneka prakAranI pIDA ane bhayane prApta karI Ape che. jyAM pitAnuM kAMI nathI, rahevAnuM nathI, sAthe AvavAnuM nathI, tene potAnAM mAnI tenI khAtara mamatvabuddhie adha:pAta thAya tyAre pachA tenAM pariNAme jarUra cAkhavAM paDe temAM kAMI navAI jevuM nathI. A Akho saMsAra mamatva upara maMDAye che ane e mamatva paravastuomAM che eTale e saMbaMdha aneka prakAranI pIDAnuM kAraNa thAya te tenuM anivArya pariNAma che ane bhane mATe te pachI savAla ja rahe? eka vastu prApta karavA prANI dariyApAra jAya che, mUnI khuzAmata kare che, sAcuM-kheDuM kare che ane pachI pariNAme kevAM kevAM dukhe sahe che te have navuM jaNAvavAnuM rahetuM nathI. ane bhaya to parabhAvamAM bhareluM ja che. eka vastu levA jatAM ane pachI ene mATe yojanAo ghaDatAM ane tene amala karatAM prANI keTale paravaza banI jAya che ane kevAM jokhama kheDe che te dararejanA anubhavane viSaya che.

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zrI*zAMtasudhArasa AvI rIte mamatvabhAva vividha prakAranI pIDA ane du:kha karanAra ane tene vaheAranAra-lAvI ApanAra hAI parabhAvane kharAkhara eLakhavAnI jarUra che. AtmAne enA mULa svarUpe enI sAthe kAMi levAdevA nathI. e te pArakAne vaza paDI peAtAnI jAtane bhUlI jaI nakAme phasAya che ane hAthe karIne upAdhi ane bhayane neAtarAM Ape che. parabhAvaramaNutAnI A sthiti che ! ane A prANI atyAre te tene AMgaNe ubhe che ane temAM evA lubdha thai gayA che ke e peAtAnI jAtane oLakhe che ke nahi e paNa vivAdagrasta savAla thaI paDela che. samaju hAvA chatAM AvI rIte parabhAvamAM ramaNu karavAnI Teva paDI gayelA ane e rIte mA bhraSTa thayelA AtmAne have jarA premapUrvaka samajAve che, tenI pAse kheALA pAtharI tene mArga para AvavA vijJapti kare che. A vijJapti karanAra kANa ? ane keTanI pAse kare che? e zeAdhI kADhavAmAM Ave te AtmAnA ekatvabhAva samajAya. e kArya ApaNe vicArakanI buddhi zakti para cheDazuM. 232 (6 4.) atyAre huM cetana ! tane ghaNI sagavaDA maLI che. manuSyabhanna atyaMta muzkelIe maLe che te te jANItI vAta che, paNa Atmasanmukha buddhi, sadvicArasAmagrI, zuddha-sAcA tattvanI oLakhANa vigere sagavaDA maLavI te teA tethI paNa vadhAre muzkela che. nirogI zarIra, rItasaranI dhanasaMpatti, vaDilavanI zirachatratA, putrAnI vipuLatA, abhyAsanI sagavaDa, pRthakkaraNa karavAnI samucita AvaData vigere vigere aneka sagavaDA tane maLI che, khAsa karIne vastusvarUpane batAve tevA tattvajJAnamAM

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ekatvabhAvanA. '237 caMcapraveza karavAne sagavaDa paNa tane maLI che. te gurUcaraNa sevyA che. tane vaDile AtmasAdhana karI levA satata upadeza ApI rahyA che. A sarva sagavaDo maLI che te tene barAbara lAbha le. Ama hatAza thaIne beTAM DeLANe zA mATe karI rahyo che? tArI vicAraNA anya mATe che ke tAre mATe che? upara uparanI vAta che ke hRdayane sparzelI kartavyaparAyaNa mAnyatA che ? Ane vicAra kara ane kAMIka vyavahArU pariNAma batAva. je! tArI AsapAsa parabhAvaramaNatAno kALo paDado pharI vaLe che, e paDadAe tane gherI lIdhuM che ane tuM kharekhara tene vaza paDI gayuM che. A paDadAne cIrI nAkha, A parabhAvaramaNatAne pheMkI de, A parabhAvarUpa jhabAne dUra kara. atyAre tuM jemAM rAcI rahyo che, jemAM meja mANe che, jenI khAtara muMjhAya che te sarva parabhAva che. te sarvane atyAre jarA choDI de. kRpA karIne e bAhyabhAva, bahirAtmabhAvane dUra kara ane e tArAM nathI, ene tArI sAthe cirakALa saMbaMdha nathI, enAthI tane kaI jAtane lAbha nathI ema barAbara mAna ane mAnyatA pramANe kAma kara. atyAre karmapariNAma rAjA tArA upara prasanna thayelA che ane tene khUba anukULa saMgamAM mUkyo che te takane pUrato lAbha le ane A parabhAvanA vilAsane choDI de. chevaTe thoDA vakhata mATe te parabhAvaramaNatAne dUra kara, jethI A manuSya bhavamAM caMdananA vRkSamAMthI nIkaLatA zItaLa pavananI laharIne rasa tane jarA spaze. e caMdanavRkSa te. AtmavicAra che. AtmavicAramAM prANI paDe tyAre ene evI zAMti thaI jAya che ke jevI zAMti sukhaDanA vRkSeno

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238 zrI zAMtasudhArasa sparza karIne vahetA pavananI zItaLa laharInA sparza vakhate thAya che. mamatva ke pabhAvanI ramaNatA garamI lAve che. tame krodha ke lebha karI juo, AMkha lAla thaI jaze, chAtI thaDaka thaDaka thaze. jyAre AtmavicAraNuM thaze tyAre aMdara ane bahAra sAcI zAMti jAmaze, upara jaNAvI tevI zAMti thaze. himAlaya parvata para caMdananA jhADa parathI pavananI je zItaLa lahera Ave che enuM varNana karavuM azakya che. mAthuM duHkhe to caMdananA jarA lepathI zAMti thAya che to pachI jyAM caMdananA moTA jhADane pazI pavananA taraMge Ave teno paze ke suMdara hoya? tenI sAdhAraNa kalapanA karavI hoya to pArasInI agiyArI najIka sukhaDanI dukAna pAsethI jarA pasAra thaI javuM. A bhavya zAMti tane jarA pazI jAya-eka kSaNavAra paNa tane maLI jAya eTaluM eka vAra hAla thavA de. eka kSaNavAranI A mAgaNI hetusaranI che. eka vAra A AtmavicAranA rasane zekha Ane lAgyo te pachI ene kAMI kahevAnI jarUra paDe tema nathI. jema dArUne zokhIna paThuM zodhI kADhe che ane kIDI mIThAI zodhI kADhe che tema e caMdananI sugaMdhImAM rasa paDyA pachI jyAMthI te maLaze tyAMthI zedhI kADhaze, zodhavAnA mArge meLavaze ane meLavIne game te agavaDe tyAM pahoMcaze. AtmavicAraNAmAM AtmAnuM asaMgIpaNuM, jJAna-darzanacAritramayapaNuM, ekatva, avinAzItva vigere Atmika sarva bAbatane samAveza thAya che ane AnuSAMgika bAbata tarIke anAtma vastu-paramAnI vicAraNA thAya che. prathamanI upAya

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ekatva bhAvanA. 239 rUpe ane bIjI heyarUpe thAya che, paNa eka vAra cetanane bhAvI jue, enAmAM utarI jAe, enAmAM tanmaya thai jAo, dara utarI jAe, enu ja ciMtavana karA, jANe ApaNe sarvathI asaMga-alipta hAi dUra athavA upara khaDA chIe ane AkhA tamAsA joie chIe evA anubhava karI. khUba majA Avaze, pUrve kadI nahi anubhavela zAMti thaze ane caMdanavAtanI Urmie aMdara uchaLaze. e rasa kSaNavAra anubhavAze, jarA spazIne cAlye! jaze te paNa jIvana dhanya thaI jaze ane pachI zuM karavuM te atra jaNAvavAnI jarUra nathI. tamAre cetanarAma tene zeAdhI leze ane teneA prayAsa haze te te tene maLI Avaze. eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhaze ke AvA avasara phrI phrIne vAraMvAra nahi maLe. atyAre maLelI anukULatAe mahu bhAre che ane megherA mUlyanI che, enu evu mUlya ApavAnI tamArI pAse tAkAta sadA hAtI nathI, rahetI nathI. e khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhaze. (665. ) eTalA mATe huM cetana ! tuM sarva ALapaMpALa mUkI de, tArA nijasvabhAvamAM magna thai jA ane tArI ekatA jenu varNana nIcenA aSTakamAM karavAmAM Avaze tenI bhAvanA kara, teneA vAraMvAra vicAra kara ane te vicAraNAmAM tanmaya thaI jA. e ekatAnA vicAra samatA sAthe kara. samatA vagaranI ekatA to tane muMjhavI nAkhaze, tane gabharAvI mUkaze, tane khApaDA-bicArA banAvI deze. samatA eTale samabhAva, akhaMDa zAMti, AtmasvarUpa sAthe ekarUpatulyatA. vinayavijaya upAdhyAya ArAdhanAnA stavanamAM kahyuM che ke~~

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240 samatA viSNu je anusare, prANI puNyanA kAma; chAra upara te lIpaNa', jhAMkhara citrAma. zrI zAMtasudhAransa dhana dhana te dina mArA. vagara-bhUmikAnI khAvAM vaLagela citrAmaNu kara jamIna kacarAvALI hAya tene sApha karyA zuddhi karyA vagara gAra karavAmAM Ave athavA kAbaracItarI bhIMtane sApha karyA vagara te para vAmAM Ave te te sarva nakAmuM thAya che tema samatA vagara karela sarva karaNI ke vicAraNA nirarthaka thAya che. mananI zAMti, vAtAvaraNamAM zAMti, aMtaranI vizuddhi e ekatvabhAvanAnI vicAraNAne aMge khAsa jarUrI che. evI rIte samatApUrvaka ekatva bhAvanA bhAva eTale tane paramAnada padanI saMpatti jarUra maLaze. tuM thADA vakhatanI saMpattinA keDa have cheDI de ane A paramAnada padanA AnaMdane meLava. e te utkRSTa mAnada che, nidhi AnaMda che, ani vocca AnaMda che, akSaya AnaMda che, amizra AnaMda che. nIcenI vArtA vicAra. aDhaLaka lakSmIne svAmI, seMkaDA gAmanA rAjA nAma Aje herAna thaI gayA che. enA zarIramAM dAhavara upaDyo che. AkhA zarIramAMthI aMgArA UThe che. jANe mahAbhayaMkara agninI vacce beThA hAya tema AkhuM zarIra khaLuM khaLu thai rahyuM che. ene pathArImAM cena paDatu nathI. jamaNethI DAbe paDakhe ane DAbethI jamaNuM paDakhe pachADA mAre che ane hAya-khaLatarA kare che. te rAjAne pAMcaze strIe che. rAjAnA ugra . dAhazrvarane zAMta karavA sarva tatpara che. sarva srIe sukhaDanA kaTakAe laI tene

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enka svabhAvanA. 241 ghasavA lAgI gaI che. pAMca strIonA sAbhAgyane AdhAra A eka jIva para hato. khUba prayatna karI jorathI sarva kAma karavA lAgI gaI ane jema bane tema jaldI bAvanAcaMdananAM kALAM bharI patinAM zarIra para lagADavAnI goThavaNa karavA Atura banI; paNa rAjAnI pIDA AkarI hatI. bAvanAcaMdananA vilepanathI te zamI nahIM. tene dAha vadhate ja cAlyuM ane garamI vadhatI ja gaI. , mAMdA mANasane jarA avAja thAya te paNa kaMTALe Ave che. pAMcaze strIo eka sAthe bAvanAcaMdana ghase tyAre tenA hAthamAM kaMkaNe (baleyAM, cUDIo ke baMgaDIo) keTale avAja kare ? ane temAM vaLI mAravADane pradeza eTale ceDA meTA hoya. ene avAja rAjAne asahya thaI paDyo. dAhanI baLatarAmAM avAjanA dhamadhamATe vadhAro karyo. dAhanI baphamamAM namirAjAe bUma mArI: "A avAja baMdha karo. mAruM mAthuM pharI jAya che. A sarva ghAMghATa ze ?" strIo catura hatI. temaNe vadhArAnA cuDA utArI mAtra eka sibhAgya-kaMkaNu rAkhyuM. pAchI pharI caMdana ghasavA lAgI gaI. namirAjA be miniTamAM pAchA bolyA:-"avAja kema baMdha thayo?" vRddha vaidyarAje javAba Ape: "ApanI pAMcazuM strIo Apane lepa karavA mATe bAvanAcaMdana ghasatI hatI teno e avAja hate." * namirAjA-" tyAre zuM te ghasatI baMdha paDI gaI?" vaidyarAja-nA sAheba ! te ghase che, paNa temaNe kaMkaNe

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242 zrI.zAMtasudhArInksa sarva kADhI dUra mUkyA che, mAtra eka saiAbhAgyasUcaka kaMkaNu ja dareke rAkhyuM che tethI avAja thatA nathI. ' " namirAjA- ahA ! tyAre anekanA ja avAja che, ekamAM ja kharI zAMti che. mAro mAthA uparathI atyAre mATA khAjo utaratA jaNAya che te eka kaMkaNane ja AbhArI che. tyAre majA tA kharI 'eka'mAM ja che. vadhAre thAya tyAM tA khaDakhaDATa jaNAya che tyAre A ekamAM te AnaMda che. Ama khelatAM khelatAM ene ekatAnuM bhAna thayuM. thatAMnI sAthe e ubhA thayA. peAte ekalA che, ekaleA AvyA che ane ekaleA javAnA che. je khaDakhaDATamAM pote paDyo che te anekane laIne ja che. A vicAramAM aneA dAha cAlyA gayA. e vicAranI aMdara utarI gayeA. samajyA tevA ja rAjezrI UThyA ane UThIne munipaNuM dhAraNa karI ekatAne anubhava karavA lAgyA. rAjya cheADavu, velavA cheADayA, alakArA cheADyA, strIo cheDI ane sarva choDI ekatAmAM lIna thai te paramAnaMda saMpadAne pAmyA. e pratyekabuddha thayA ane rAjarSi kahevAyA. anitya bhAvanAmAM karaka DunuM zAnta AvyuM hatuM tevA A bIjA pratyekabuddha thayA. vicArakanI A dazA haiAya. e rAjya bhAgave, pAMcaze strIo sAthe vilAsa kare; paNa sAcI vAta samaje eTale cAlI nIkaLe. pachI jJAnI jema kheLabharelu zarIra hAya te paNa zuM ? ane cilAtIputranI peThe hAthamAM manuSyanA mAthAnI khAparI hAya teAye zuM? e to tajavI tyAre eka eka sthu tajavI ? zAlibhadrane dhanno kahe ke " cAla ! Ama vAta karye kAMi

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ekatvabhAvanA. ra43 dahADe vaLe ?" A dazA vicArakanI hoya. hAthamAM mAthAnI khoparI hoya paNa "upazama, viveka, saMvara' eTalA zabdo sAMbhaLe tyAM sthiti badalAI jAya che ane khanI mANasa e ja bhavamAM mokSa sAdhe che. e dazA vicArakanI hoya. teTalA mATe je eka vAra samatApUrvaka kharo ekatvabhAva samajAya to pachI dazA pharatAM ane paramAnaMda pada prApta karatAM vakhata lAgato nathI. tyAre e ekatva bhAvanA kema bhAvavI tenuM svarUpa have ghaNA aMzepamAM vicArI jaIe. upodaghAtamAM ghaNuM vAta thaI gaI che tethI aSTakamAM saMkSepa karI bAkInI vicAraNuM vAcakanI vicArazakti para choDavI ThIka lAge che. ekatva bhAvanA-- ? : geyASTaka paricaya- 1. khUba zAMtithI pUrNa zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM gAvA gya A aSTaka che. enI DhaLaka bahu suMdara che. vinaya ! cetana ! tuM vastusvarUpane barAbara vicAra kara. upara uparanA khyAla paDatA mUkI vastunI AMtararacanAnA mULa sudhI pahoMcI jA. tane mAlUma paDaze ke e vicAraNAmAM te kadI nahi kapela bhavya satye paDelAM che. jene sparza paNa tane zAMta karI deze ane tArI AsapAsa zAMtinuM sAmrAjya jamAvI deze.' - A duniyAmAM tAruM potAnuM zuM che? A sIdhe savAla che. tene tuM vicAra kara. je tuM tArA zarIrane tArUM mAnatA he to te tArUM nathI te ApaNe joI gayA. nathI tArUM ghara, nathI sArAM vADIvajIphA, nathI tArI strI, nathI tArAM chokarAM, nathI

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244 zrI zAMtasudhArasa tAre dha, nathI tArA mitra nathI tArA sagAM kaI tArUM che? hoya to kahe. aneka jIvo che temAM tArAM koNa? aneka cIjo che temAM tArI kaI ? ane keNa kenuM ? A savAlano javAba ApIza eTale tane jaNAze ke A to phekaTanA phasAI maryA ! ATale vicAra Ave eTale pachI ene keI jAtanuM du:kha thAya kharuM? athavA enAthI kaI pApAcaraNa bane kharuM? du:kha kene lAge ? jyAM kiM nija-potAnuM zuM ? e savAla thayo eTale duHkha zenuM? konuM ane kene lAge? A savAla jenA manamAM hadayaspazI thAya tene pApa karavAnI buddhi kadI paNa thAya kharI? evA prANIne rAjamahela ke jaMgala sarakhuM ja lAge. ene mana jela ke mahela sarakhA ja dekhAya. ene dhanika ke nidhana avasthA sarakhI lAge. ene mAna-apamAna sarva pArthiva lAge. ene abhimAna baccAnA khela lAge. ene AvI bhavaceSTA bALakanA karelAM dhULanA ghara jevI lAge. TUMkAmAM ene du:kha ke kheda lAge nahi ane kadAca duHkha bAhya najare dekhAya che tene te mejamAM bheLavI le. tene paNa e mANe, temAM paNa AnaMda pAme. ene pArthiva kaI cIja asara na kare. e to "nija ki"ne ja vicAra kare ane e vicAraNuM duritanA udayane dUra karavA mATe pUratI che. evo savAla jenA manamAM UThe tenI vicAraNA kevI hoya te juo - 2. A prANI ekale utpanna thAya che. te jyAre janma che tyAre taddana ekalo ja hoya che. tene jenA para meha hoya tevAM tenAM strI-putrAdi tenI sAthe janmatAM nathI. ane jyAre yamarAja ene upADI jAya che tyAre e

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eka svabhAvanA. 245 eka ja jAya che. koI enI sAthe maratuM nathI ane enI citAmAM ene badale anya keI sUtuM nathI. nAnapaNamAM karelI eka sajajhAyamAMthI nIcaluM padya yAda rahyuM che. temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke - halI lage sagI aMganA, zerIa lage sagI mAya; sIma lage sAjana bhale, pache haMsa ekalo jAya. jIva! vArUM chuM mArA vAlamA. te vakhate haMsa eka kema jato haze tenI je kalpanA karelI te atyAre yAda Ave che. zerI sudhI mA vaLAvavA Ave, smazAna sudhI sagAMo Ave-paNa pachI? are have te samajyA ke emAM pachIne savAla ja nathI. haMsa to kayArane uDI gaye che! zuM bhavya kalpanA che! paNa vAta e che ke haMsa aMte ekale uDI jAya che ane javAnA vAra, tArIkha ke muhUrtane jeta nathI. eka bIjI sakjhAyamAM "eka re divasa e Avaze" emAM kareluM kalapanAspazI varNana paNa bALanajare khaDuM thAya che. emAMnI kharI hAMDalI enA karmanI" e vAkaya haju paNa karUNArasa utpanna kare che. kAMIka viSayAMtara thAya che. vAta e che ke A prANI ekalI jAya che. ApaNe ekalAne smazAnamAM poDhatAM joI AvyA chIe. "ekatA" javAnuM che e vAtamAM jarA paNa zaka paDato nathI, chatAM aMdara khAtrI te che ne? kadAca ApaNuM mATe duniyAne krama-siddha niyama pharI jaze ema te nathI lAgatuM ne ? A prANuM ekale karma kare che ane enA phaLa pote ja bhagave che. te potAnI khAtarI karma karato hoya ke game tenI khAtara karato hoya, paNa sArAM ke mAThAM AcaraNanAM phaLa teNe

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246 zrI zAMta-sundhAsa ekalAe ja bhegavavAnAM che. dhanamAM bhAga paDAvavA ghaNA Avaze, ujANI jamavA seMkaDA Avaze, varagheADAmAM sAjanamAjananI zebhAmAM vadhAreA karavA ghaNA Avaze; paNa vararAjA teA tu ekalA ja che ane gharasaMsAra teA tAre ja calAvavAnA che. tuM mAnatA hA ke tArI ramatamAM bhAga paDAvanArA, tArA pApanA ke puNyanA bhAgIdAra thavAnuM kabUla karaze te tu bhUla khAya che. e te jenA paga para keza paDe tene ja tenI pIDA bheAgavavAnI che. temAM khIjA kAi bhAga paDAvavAnA nathI. ene aMge tAre khUba vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. eka viziSTa lekhaka kahe che ke " jema vanane dAvAnaLa lAge tyAre pakSIo uDI jAya che tema dhananI vaheMcaNI vakhate tArA AzrayamAM rahenAra, tArA chatranI prazaMsA karanAra paNa jyAre tAre javAba ApavAM paDaze tyAre pakSIonI jema nAsI jaze ane pachI tuM koinI AzA rAkhatA na&i. yAda rAkhaje ke nAnAM-meTAM, sArAM-kharAma tArAM sava' nRtyanA javAba tAre ja ApavA paDaze, mAthuM nIcuM karIne ApavA paDaze ane game ke na game paNa kharAkhara ApavA paDaze temaja te tAre ekalAe ja ApavA paDaze. vaLI bIjI paNa yAda rAkhaje ke karma pariNAma rAjAne maMdire seA maNa telanA dIvA khaLe che. tyAM jarA paNa peAla cAlI jAya ke geATA vaLAya tevu nathI. tyAM tAre ekalAe hAjara thai sarva karmonA badaleA levAnA che, bhegavavAnA che ane saravaiyAM tyAM nIkaLavAnAM che. tArA khAtAnI atyAre khatavaNI cAle che. gabharAiza nahi, paNa vAta kharAbara dhyAnamAM rAkhaje. tyAM tArU khAtu alaga che ane jame tathA udhAra sarvanAM phaLa tAre ekalAne ja bhAgavavAnAM che. emAM eka khAjumAMthI bIjI bAju bAdabAkI thatI

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ekatvabhAvanA. 247 nathI. ( khAtAnA A AkhA hiMsAma ka sAmrAjyanI paddhatine alaMkArika bhASAmAM khatAve che te khuma vicAravA ceAgya che. ) e sarva kLe! tAre ekalAMe ja bhAgavavAnA che e vAta atra khAsa prastuta che. A vicAraNA vicAravAnI che. 3. A prANI aneka prakAranI mamatAone tAbe thaine jeTaleA parigraha vadhAre che, jeTaleA mAladAra anate jAya che teTale te bhAre thatA jAya che ane vahANu ke sTImaramAM jeTale bhAra bhare teTalI te pANImAM uMDI utaratI jAya che te pramANe parigrahanA bhArathI te jeTaleA ladAya che teTale te uMDA utaratA jAya che. AmAM yAda rAkhavAnuM e che ke enI peAtAnI sTImara ja teTalI uMDI utare che, khIjAnAM vahANune enI asara nathI. jemAM bhAra bharavAmAM Ave te sTImara ja bhAranA pramANamAM teTalI pANImAM utare e taddana svAbhAvika che. mamatAnI vividhatA huve vicAravAnI khAkI rahe che. te te ApaNe prathamathI jotA ja AvyA chIe. A prANIne saMsAranA evA mAThu lAgyA che ke e ceTakane kAMi cheDA dekhAtA nathI. dhananI, putranI, strInI, mAbApanI mamatA teA jANItI che, paNa e uparAMta enA bIjA uchALA paNa jovA jevA che. ene duniyAmAM nAma kADhavAnI cIvaTa ochI nathI, nAmamAM kAMi mAla nathI ema e samaje te paNu ane enA meha eche thatA nathI. ene mArU mArU karIne AkhI duniyAnu pANI peAtAnAM gharabAra tarapha vALavu che. ene kapaDAMnI mamatA che, khAvAnI mamatA che, meTaramAM pharavAnI mamatA che, chatrI palagamAM sUvAnA keDa che, saMsthAomAM joDAine nAma kADhavuM che,

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248 zrIzAMtasudhArasa game tema karIne potAnuM vyaktitva prakaTa karavuM che ane pachI enA AMcakA Ave tyAre pioka mUkIne raDavuM che. jyAM parabhAvamAM ramaNatA thaI ane tene aMge AtmavicAraNuM dUra thaI gaI to pachI mamatva baMdhAya che ane enAM cakkaramAM caDyo eTale e bhAre thato ja jAya che ane khAsa karIne lokaprazaMsAmAM AtmabhAva visaryo te enI sTImara jarUra bhAre thaI javAnI e nakkI vAta che. vicAraparavazatA, aspaSTa vicAra, dhyeyanI aspaSTatA ane kartavyaniSThAne abhAva e jAhera sevAne aMge paNuM parabhAvamAM ramaNatA karAve che ane sApekSa daSTi dhyAnamAM na hoya te sTImarane jarUra bhAre banAve che. jAhera sevA karanAre A vAta khuba dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che. pramANika kartavyabuddhi hoya ane lokaprazaMsA tarapha upekSA hoya athavA tenI pRhA na hoya to A nAnA jIvanamAM ghaNAM kArya thaI zake che, paNa AvaData ane AtmalakSa na hoya to sTImarane khUba bhAre karI devAno ane adha:pAta mATe thaI javAne tyAM paNa bhaya che e vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI. khAsa lakSyamAM rAkhavAnuM ke jIsa ghara bahota vadhAmaNA, usa ghara meTI pika." vahANanuM daSTAnta khUba vicAravAnuM che ane temAM khAsa muddo e dhyAnamAM rAkhavAno che ke jenAM vahANamAM mAla bharAya te ja vahANa bhAre thAya che ane bhAranA pramANamAM te ja mAtra nIce bese che. mamatAnI vividhatA vicArI levI ane ApaNuM vahANa A bhavamAM vadhAre DUbADIe chIe ke tene kAMI upara laI AvIe chIe tenI mApaNI, mApayaMtra (tharmomITara) dvArA jAte khUba vicAra karIne karI levI. 4. dArUDIAne te jarUra joyA haze. rAtre daza-bAra vAge

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ekatvabhAvanA. 249 emAMne keI bahAra pharavA nIkaLaze te game tema lavAre karato jaze. e potAne asala svabhAva tadRna mUkI daIne evI evI ceSTAo karaze ke te joI-jANI hoya to hasavuM Ave. e pitAnI jAta upara kAbu khaI besaze ane pachI game tema vartaze. enI jAta para ene kAbu nahi rahe. e gaTaramAM paDo, gAthAM khAze, bagAsAM khAze ane evuM vartana karaze ke jANe e mANasa ja pharI gaye. tame ene dArUnA ghenamAM taddana judo ja che. enuM kAraNa dArUnuM ghena che ane dArU ene pIvA gya cIja na hoI peya padArthane aMge ene mATe e paravastu che. - jJAna-darzana-cAritrane ghaNuM paNa jyAre parabhAvamAM paDI jAya che tyAre e potAnuM mULa rUpa tajI daI atyaMta vicitra ceSTAo kare che. dArU pInAre jema gAvA, nAcavA, hasavA maMDI jAya che tema A prANI saMsAranAM nATaka bhajavavAmAM paDI jAya che. e mAruM mAruM karI nATako kare che ane dArUDIAnI piThe pitAnI jAta para kAbU khoI besI aneka prakAranI ceSTAo kare che. pachI e parabhAvane vaza thaI aneka kaSTomAM paDe che, eka khADAmAMthI bIjAmAM ane eka bhavamAMthI bIjAmAM gabaDe che ane saMsAra para prema karI ISTaviyegAdi prasaMge taddana zUnyacittavALe thaI bagAsAM khAya che. parabhAva ramaNatAne laIne e pitAne svabhAva visarI jAya che ane mehamamatvamAM paDI jaI aneka na karavA cogya kAryo karI bese che ane bhAre goTALAmAM paDI jAya che. e dArUnI asara taLe ene je hoya to kaI mAne paNa nahi ke e jJAna-darzanAdi anaMta guNone dhaNI haze ane enA mULa

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250 zrI-zAMta-sudhArasa svabhAvamAM e taddana nilepa, ekaleA kanArA ane anaMta sukhanA bheAktA haze. dArUnI asara AvI che! parabhAvaramaNutAnA vhAvA AvA che! dArUDIAnA patana sAthe saMsAramAM adha:pAta sarakhAvavA. dArDIAnA leATavA sAthe bhaveAbhavanI rakhaDapaTTI sarakhAvavI. dArUDIAnAM bagAsAM sAthe du:khaprasaMge thatI hRdayazUnyatA sarakhAvavI. cetana ekalA che, chatAM pArakAnI asara taLe enA kevA hAla thAya che te vicAryo. 5. seAnAmAM anya dhAtu meLavI hAya tyAre te kevu lAge ane jyAre e tadna cAkhkhuM seA Tacanu sAnu hAya tyAre te kevuM lAge te teA tamArA jevA duniyAdArInA mANasane (Worldly man ) jaNAvavAnI jarUra na ja hAya. seAnu ceAkhyu` hAya tyAre enA prakAza, enA raMga, enu snigdhatva, enA dekhAva, aneA bhAra (gurUtva) kharekhara cittAkarSaka tamane lAgye ja haze. pachI temAM jyAre anya dhAtunI seLaseLa karavAmAM Ave tyAre tenA raMga jAya, rUpa jAya ane temAM jo vadhAre paDatA bhega thaI jAya teA kAi tene sAnu mAnavAnI paNa nA pADe. seAnAmAM jeTale bhega thAya teTaluM tenuM suvarNatva ochuM thAya che. 6. AtmA-cetananI jyAre karma sAthe meLavI thAya che tyAre enAM paNa aneka rUpa thAya che, enA mULa svabhAva dakhAI jAya che ane pachI tA e aneka nATakA kare che. e cAre timAM bhaTakatA phare che ane navAM navAM rUpeA dhAraNa karI kAI vAra uttama ane kAivAra jovA paNa na game tevA adhama pATha

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eka svabhAvanA. 251 bhajave che. e bhIkhArI thaI bhIkha mAge che, e rAjA thAya che, e hAthInA hoddA para bese che, e gadheDA para bese che, e hukama karanAra thAya che, e hukama UThAvanAra thAya che, e vaktA thAya che, zrotA thAya che, lule-laMgaDA thAya che, AMdhaLobere thAya che, rogI thAya che, dIna thAya che, pratApI thAya che, lazkarane saradAra thAya che, vepArI thAya che, dalAla thAya che ane TakAne traNa zera vecAya tevo paNa thAya che. saMsArabhAvanAmAM jaI gayA tevA aneka rUpe te le che, paNa e sarva enA bheLanAM rUpe che, enA zuddha kAMcanatvamAM eba lagADanArAM rUpe che. eTale bheLa enAmAM karmano bhaLe che teTale te asala svarUpamAMthI dUra ne dUra khasato jAya che. e mUrkha dekhAya che temAM paNa bhega che ane duHkhI dekhAya che temAM paNa bhega che. ene saMsAramAM game te sthitimAM jovAmAM Ave te sarvamAM e cho-vadhate bhega jarUra che. paNa jyAre enuM zuddha kAMcanamaya svarUpa hoya, jyAre e prApta kare, prakaTAve ane karmane bhega dUra kare tyAre e bhagavAna thAya che, sAccadAnaMda svarUpa thAya che, parabrahma thAya che, siddha thAya che, ajarAmara thAya che, zAzvata sukhane bhaktA thAya che, anaMta jJAna-darzanamaya thAya che, anaMta guNemAM viharanAra thAya che, viziSTa guNApatra siddha-buddha-mukta thaI AtmadharmamAM anaMta kALa sudhI vilAsa karanAre thAya che ane paramAtmasvarUpane prApta kare che. ekale AvanAra ane eka janAra AtmA karmanA saMbaMdhanA bhegathI ke thaI jAya che, e na hoya tyAre enI kevI suMdara dazA hoya che ane e ke svabhAvaguNamAM

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252 zrI zAMtasudhA2nsa lIna heAya che tene khyAla karI enuM ekatva khUba vicAravAnI jarUra che. e ekatvabhAvavALA AtmA parabhAvarUpa dArUnA kephamAM kevA kathAre caDhI gayA che tene barAbara khyAla karavAnA che. 7. A zuddha kAMcana svarUpa bhagavAna kevA che te jarA joI le. anaMta jJAna-dana-caraNanA paryAyeAthI vyApta che. A duniyA, enI aMdaranA sarva padArtha, sarva bhAveza enA bhUta, bhavat ane bhAvI AkAramAM je batAvI Ape, tenA Adha karAvI Ape te ' jJAna '. " sarva padArthonA sAmAnya bedha Ape te ' darzana. " jJAnamAM vizeSa edha thAya che, danamAM sAmAnya bedha thAya che. athavA thayelA edhamAM hRDha zraddhA thavI te dRzana athavA samyaktva. AtmapradezanI sthiravRtti ane guNamAM ramaNatA e 'cAritra.' upAdhyAya zrImadyazeAvijayajI kahe che ke rAtriM sthiratApamataH siddhavapISyane eTale siddhamAM mukta jIvAmAM paNa sthiratArUpa cAritra hAya che. nija guNamAM sthira rahevu, acaLa Atmapradeza rahevA e sarva anaMta cAritranA vibhAgamAM Ave che. AtmA AvA anaMta guNaiAthI enA mULa svabhAvamAM byAsa che. enAmAM A sarva guNNA ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelA che ane e enA sahabhAvI dharmo che. sahajAnavilAsI AtmA maheAdayane prApta karI enA zuddha svarUpe paramAtmA thAya che ane tyAM paNa enuM vyaktitva rahe che. guNanI najare siddhanA sarva jIvA eka sarakhA haiAvAthI temAM 'abheda' paNuM zakaya che, paNa pratyeka AtmAnuM vyaktitva

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eka svabhAvanA. 253 jatuM nathI, keImAM te bhaLI jatuM nathI, keI maya te thaI jatuM nathI. A rIte bhedabhedane samaja bahu jarUrI che. A AtmA kharekhara paramezvara che, pUjya che, dhayeya che, viziSTa che ane vaMdana, namana, sevanane che. AtmA mULa svarUpe Ave che, bhagavAna che, paramezvara che, jyoti svarUpa che, anaMta jJAnane dhaNuM che ane niraMtara nizcaLa rahI, sarva rakhaDapaTTIothI rahita thaI eka sthAne vasanAra che. bahirAtmabhAva mUkI, aMtarAtmabhAva prakaTa karI, enuM ekatva samajI A vicAra karavAmAM Ave te paramAtmabhAva prakaTa che, siddha che, prAptavya che ane potAnI pAse ja che. cetanajI ! tamArA anubhavamaMdiramAM A eka AtmAne besADe. upAdhyAyajI mahArAja kahe che ke A eka paramAtmA je jAte avinazvara-zAzvata che te tamArA anubhavamaMdiramAM vase. ApaNe jarA AgaLa jaIne ema kahIe ke tamAre potAno ja AmA, tame pote ja A anaMta jJAna-darzana-cAritramaya paramezvara cho. tamArA maMdiramAM bIjA bahAranA AtmAne laI Ava paDe ke besADo paDe tema paNa nathI, mAtra Adarza tarIke tamArI pAse paramezvara ane bhagavAnanI vAta karI che, bAkI tame pote ja te che ane te tamane besADatA AvaDe ane aMdarathI dazA palaTAya to tamane te mahAsiMhAsana para beThela dekhAze. hAla turata tamArA anubhavamaMdiramAM e paramezvarane sthApana kare ane enA jevA banavA bhAvanA karo. - anubhava-maMdira e kAMI jevI tevI vastu nathI. e jJAnasvabhAva bhuvana che, aneka bhavanA vikAsane pariNAme prApta

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ra54 zrIzAMtasudhArasa. thayela AtmAnI zuddha dazA che ane e mahAmaMdiramAM jene tene sthAna na ja hoya. khUba vicAraNAne pariNAme anubhava thAya che ane e anubhava AkhA bhavanA karela AMtara nididhyAsananuM amRta tatva che. e anubhava prApta karavA bhegIo macyA che ane enI khAtara emaNe jaMgala sevyA che. e anubhavamaMdiramAM mahArAjyasthAna para A acaLa mUrti avinazvara paramezvarane sthApa. pachI je AnaMda thaze te vacanathI akathya che. jema sAkarane svAda kevo lAge tenuM varNana na karI zakAya, paNa khAvAthI samajAya tevo A anubhava che. enA maMdiramAM eka vakhata paramAtmasvarUpane barAbara sthAna maLyuM ane emAM koI jAtane bheLaseLa na rahyo te pachI rasto sIdho ane saraLa che. AvA anaMta jJAnAdi guNa yukta paramezvarane tamArA anubhava-maMdiramAM barAbara sthAna Ape, pachI enI sAthe vAta kare ane tenI sAthe tamArI ekatA bhAve. yAda rAkhe ke e paramezvara eka ja che, eka svarUpe ja che ane tame pote eka rIte tenAthI judA nathI. te maya thaI zake che, mAtra eka ja zarate ke aMdara je kacare pesI gaye che tene dUra karI nAkhe. ghaNu prayatna karavAnI ke jyAM tyAM deDAdoDa karavAnI jarUra nathI. anubhava jyAre nAthane jagADaze tyAre sarva AvI maLaze, mATe anubhavamaMdira vALI-jhADIne sApha kare ane tyAM moTA siMhAsana para paramezvarane goThavI gho. tyAMthI tamane sarva maLaze, tamArAM Icchita siddha thaze ane AkhA rakhaDapATAne cheDe AvI jaze. : 1 sAkara karatAM dhRtane svAda na kahI zakAya e vadhAre ThIka lAge che.

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ekatva bhAvanA. 255 A to graMthakartA kahe che ke tame paramezvarane hadayamaMdiramAM sthAna Ape. bAkI tene sthAna ApavAnuM tamArA hAthamAM che. so TacanA sonAne zekha hoya to te A eka ja rasto che ane bheLaseLa gamatI hoya, goTA vALavA hAya te tamArI marajInI vAta che. tame pote e ja sthAne besI zakaze te samajavA jevI vAta che. 8chevaTe eka vAta karavAnI che. bhAI vinaya ! cetana ! atyAre amRtarasa tArAmAM jAmyuM che. sagavaza cetana che. teM atyAre je vAMcyuM ke vicAryuM tethI athavA atyAre tuM je saMgamAM zAMti sthAnamAM AvI amuka aMze upAdhimukta thaye che tethI tArAmAM samatAne amRtarasa kAMIka jAgI gayela che. e uparAMta aneka prANIo A manuSyabhavanI prasiddha sagavaDe meLavI samatAne jarUra oLakhI zake che. e sarva zamarasanA caTakA che. ene saMgharIne ugADavAmAM Ave to emAM khUba vadhAre thaI zake e A narabhava che. vaLI e zamarasa bahu manahara che, prItine jamAvanAra che ane je enI asara taLe Ave tenA para AzIrvAda varasAvanAra che. - bhAIcetana ! jarA ceta ! ane e samatArasane svAda atyaMta premapUrvaka eka kSaNavAra jarUra karI che. upara A ja bhAvanAnA upadyAtanA cothA lekamAM kahyuM che tema e rasa eka kSaNavAra paNa cAkhI je, enI lIjata jarA tapAsI le, ene ghUMTaDe pI jA. are ghuMTaDo pUro bharIne pIvAnuM na maLe te enA thoDAM TIpAMne paNa svAda laI le. tane Agraha karIne kahevAmAM Ave che ke e rasane jarA AvAdI che. " tuM ene khuba premathI svAda leje, aMtaraMganA harSathI

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256 zrI zAMtasudhArasa ene jarA cAkhI leje ane pachI enI tArA para kevI asara thAya che te tuM jeje. zAMta vAtAvaraNa, zubha saMge, snAvALI rAtri, DhaLaka sAthe gAna karela laya ane sadagurUnuM sAnnidhya e sarva havAne cokhkhI karI nAkhaze ane AkhuM vizva navA AkAramAM, nUtana svAMgamAM dekhAze. pachI tene aMdara pesavAnuM, AMtaravicAraNA karavAnuM mana thaze. mAtra sahAnubhUtithI premabhAve, AdarabhAve, ziSyabhAve, khapI jIvane zobhe tevI rIte A zamAmRta eka vAra cAkhavAmAM Ave te pachI tane enI laganI lAgaze ane tArUM jIvatara saphaLa thaze. tuM eka vAra ene cAkha. pachI graMthakartA tane AzIrvAda Ape che ke "tArAmAM sukharasane AnaMda vRddhi pAmo." tArAmAM sukharasane AnaMda te che, paNa atyAre tane IdriyonAM sukhamAM layalInatA che, temAM rati-prIti che. tene have mAluma paDayuM che ke e rasa te alpasthAyI ane pariNAme duHkha karanAra che. have tane je sukhamAM rata thavAne kartA AzIrvAda Ape che te sukha viSayAtIta che, viSayathI dUra che, akalpanIya che, ananubhUta che ane mahA addabhuta hoI apUrva che. tuM e rasane svAda kara ane e viSayAtIta sukharasamAM tArI prIti divasAnadivasa keme krame vadhatI jAo. * zamAmRta te bhAvanA che, e zarUAtathI ApaNe jotA AvyA chIe. bhAvanA bhAvavI, uMDA utarIne tanmaya thavuM ane tanmaya thaI tene jIravavAno nizcaya karo e zamAmRtane AsvAda che. e cAkhatAM AMtaracakSuo ughaDI jaze ane eka vakhata aMtarAtmabhAvane sparza paNa thaye te gADuM raste jarUra caDhI jaze.

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ekatvabhAvagnA. 2pa7 cetananItArI pitAnI-pratyeka AtmAnI ekatA teTalA mATe vicAra ane vicArIne tene jIravavA prayatna kara. tenA chAMTA maLe te vadhAre meLave ane te rasamAM taraboLa thaI jaI A satya vicAraNAne vyavahArU rIte saphaLa kara. evI rIte ekatva bhAvanI vicAraNuM zrImadvinayavinayajI upAdhyAye prakhara zabdomAM gAI. saMthArAparisImAM dararoja rAtre sUtAM pahelAM ApaNe vicArIe chIe ke - eko'haM natthi me koi, nAhamannassa kassa i|| evaM adINamanaso, appANamaNusAsai / ane ego me sAsao appA, naanndNsnnsNjuo| lerA ne vAdA mAvA, sarve saMboDhavA che vigere ene akSarArtha karIe te "huM ekaluM chuM. mAruM koI nathI. huM koI bIjAne nathI. AvI rIte dInatA rahita manavALa thaIne AtmAne anuzAsana kare. (pachI vicAre ke-) mAre AtmA eka che, zAzvata che, jJAna-darzanathI saMyukta che, bAkInA sarva bAhyA bhAve che ane te saMgathI UbhA thayelA che." pachI e vicAre ke-"saMgamAM jenuM mULa zekI zakAya che evI aneka duonI hAranI hAre A prANIe prApta karI che, tethI e sarva saMyegane sirAvI dauM chuM- tene sarvathA parihAra karUM chuM." A dararoja vicAravAnI vAta che, rAtre sUtI vakhata ciMtavavAne abhedya utkaTa zAMta-vAhitAno amRta rasa che. emAM

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ra58 zrI zAMtasudhArasa AtmA pote potAne anuzAsana kare che, potAnI jAtane upadeza Ape che, potAnI sAthe vAta kare che, paNa e vAta karatAM dabAI jato nathI, gabharAI jato nathI, garIba, bApaDe, bicAro banI jate nathI. e spaSTa zabdomAM traNa vAta kare che. (1) huM ekale chuM; (2) mArUM kaI nathI; (3) huM bIjA koIne nathI. A traNa vAta thaI. ghaNuM TUMkI vAta che, paNa e vAta karatAM ene manamAM eAchuM AvI jatuM nathI, e levAI ja nathI, e raDavA besatuM nathI. meTA jaMgalamAM siMha ekalo heAya, paNa enI phALa jabarI ane enI trADa paNa jabarI ja hoya che. ene kadI ema thatuM nathI ke arere ! AvaDA moTA bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM mAruM koNa? A savAla ja sihana na hoya. ema AtmA potAne anuzAsana kare tyAre enAmAM-enA manamAMjarA paNa dInatA AvatI nathI. e enA mane rAjyamAM hAlyA ja kare che. AvuM anuzAsana karIne pachI vicAra kare che ke - mAro AtmA eka ja che. enuM vyakitatva svataMtra che. e jJAnadarzanathI yukta che. bAkInA sarva bhA saMyogathI thayelA che ane A aMge ja prANune saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che paNa te tenA mULa guNanA nathI, paraMtu AvI paDelA che, parabhAvamAM ramaNatA karIne eNe meLavelA che ane ene sarvathA tyAga kare e enuM kartavya che. saMthArAparisImAM spaSTa karelI A vAta ekatva bhAvanAnI che ane tene je adInapaNe, pUrNa utsAhathI, sAdhyane lakSIne vicAravAmAM Ave to zamAmRtanuM pAna jarUra thAya ane parabhAvaramaNatAne grAsa chUTI jAya. AmAM kaI jAtanI dInatA na hevI joIe e vAta pharI pharIne lakSamAM lAvavA jevI che.

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ekatva bhAvanA. 259 sayeAgane vaza paDI peAtAnA cetanabhAva visarI jai prANI keTaleA parabhAvamAM ramaNa karI rahyo che te upara vizeSa vivecana karavu bInajarUrI che. e para eka ghaNuM suMdara padma zrImaccidAna dhrujIe lakhyuM che te atra nAMdhI lai e viSaya para sahaja AleAcanA karIe. teozrI gAya che-- ( rAga-jaMgalA kAphI ) 1 2 4 jagameM na terA kAI, nara dekhahu nice joI. Teka suta mAta tAtA arU nArI, sahu svArathake hitakArI; khInasvAratha zatru seAi, game na terA kAi. tuM phita mahA maTTha-mAtA, viSayana saMga mUrakha rAtA; nija aMgakI sudha budha khAi, jagameM na terA kAI, ghaTa jJAnakalA nava jAku para nija mAnata suna tAkuM Akhara patAvA hei, jagame na terA kAi. vi anupama narabhava hAre, nija zuddha svarUpa nihAre; aMtara mamatAmala dhAI, jagame na terA kAi. prabhu cidAnaMdakI vANI, dhAra tuM nihuce jagaprANI; jima saphala hAta bhaya dAI, jagameM na terA kAI. 5 artha spaSTa che. emAM kedrasthabhAva ' jagame na terA kAi e che. ane AvA anupama narabhava maLyA che tene tuM evI rIte AkAra Apa ke aMte tAre pastAvuM na paDe ane teTalA sArU sagapaNu-sama dhanu AMtara rahasya vicAra ane pArakAMne peAtAnAM mAnavAnI tArI Teva cheADI de. A samajavAnA bhAva che. jenA aMtaramAM jJAnakaLA jAgI che te evA uMdhA rastAo karatA ja nathI ane e sAceA mArga nathI. ema dhAravAmAM vilaMba karIza te ghaNuM! mADA meDA pastAvA thaze, paNa pachI A taka cAlI jaze. 3 >

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260 zrI zAMtasudhArasa AvI rIte parabhAvaramaNatA dUra karI, A suMdara avasara maLyo che tene lAbha laI levAnI AvazyakatA atra batAvI che. e kema maLe ? eno eka rAjamArga che. ApaNe tene sAdhavA prayatna karIe to te maLe tema che. enI cAvI upara batAvavAmAM AvI che tyAMthI zodhavAnI che. A prANIne je je kAMI upAdhio lAgI che te sarva AgaMtuka che. je e sarva saMge upara jaya meLave ane AjubAjunA vAtAvaraNane bhUlI jAya, tene AdhIna-temAM Asakta na thAya to ene rasto thAya tema che. anaMta guNavALe AtmA kevo thaI gaye che te cidAnaMdajIe batAvyuM che. tuM madamAtA thaIne phare che, cAlatI vakhata dhara para paga mUkato nathI ane viSayane kIDe thaIne "mUrakha" nuM saMbodhana meLave che chatAM haju tAre e ja viSaye cATavA che? emAM ja rasa le che ane AjubAjunA je saMge teM eThA karyA che tenA upara vijaya meLavavAnI tArI tAkAta che? tuM ene bhUlI zakIza? tuM enAthI uparavaTa thaI zakIza? prathama benA javAba nakAramAM ane chellA traNanA hakAramAM hoya te rasto prApya, sIdho sutaro ane bhUlA na khavarAve te che. A AkhI bhAvanAnuM rahasya "aMdara" jovAmAM che. evA bhAvanA aMdara jovA mATe che. ekatva bhAvanA eTale Introspection-Atma-nirIkSaNa, tAtvika daSTie AMtara-vicAraNuM. anyatva bhAvanA have pachI Avaze te bahAranI vicAraNA che. te circumspection kahevAya. ekatvabhAvanA AMtara cakSune mATe che, anyatvabhAvanA bAhya cakSu mATe che. prathamanI Subjectives, olley Obejective .

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eka svabhAvagnA. ra61 AtmanirIkSaNa kema thAya? te samajavAnI bahu jarUra che. zAMta sthAnamAM, nirava vAtAvaraNamAM, zAMta samaye jarA sAro vakhata laI cetananI sAthe vAta kara. tuM keNa ? kyAMthI Avyo? konI sAthe AvyA ? tArUM keNu? kayAM jaIza ? A sarva dhamAla zenI mAMDI beThe che? kenA sArU A sarva prapaMcajALamAM phasAye che? A sarva kayAM sudhI cAlaze ? ane e sarvane tuM kyAM sudhI calAvyA karIza ? tAre tArA vAtAvaraNamAM ja bhamavuM che ke keI navuM vAtAvaraNa ubhuM karI ciratana zAMti meLavavI che? tane jarA thAka paNa lAgatuM nathI ? tuM keTale ghasaDAI gaye tene te vicAra kara. ane A aMge te ja ubhA karyA che tene vicAra kara. AvI AvI vicAraNA karI, saMgene barAbara oLakhI laI tenA para vijaya meLavavA prayatna karavAnI A cAvI che. Atma-nirIkSaNa kare ane cetanane enA mULa svarUpamAM zodhI kADhI ene bahalA- ane Adarza tarIke tamArA hRdaya-maMdiramAM evA viruddha AtmAne mULa siMhAsane sthApe ane pachI vicAre ke tuM paNa e ja che, e ja che, e thavAnI tArAmAM zakti che, mAtra tAre parabhAvanA vilAsa cheDI devAnA che. - je! vicAra kara. te jugArIne ramatA joyA che, khelatA joyA che. te jyAre dAva mAMDe che tyAre te khUba utsAhamAM hoya che. ene ema ja hoya che ke sarva ramata pite jItaze. pachI e khUba jussAthI dANA nAkhe che ane paisA pahoMce tyAM sudhI khele jAya che. pachI e hArI jAya te vakhate enuM moDhuM joyuM hoya te kharekhara kheda thAya. enA hezakaza uDI jaze, enA bAre baDI jaze, e ardhamarela je jaze.

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262 zrI zAMtasudhArasa gheDAnI zaratane divase mahAlakSmInA sTezanethI sAMjanA kaI tamArA DabAmAM bese ane te resamAM gumAvIne AvyA hoya ( ane ghaNAkharA hArIne ja Ave che) te vakhate tenAM mukha joyAM hoya te khyAla Ave. AvI rIte Ave maheDhe cheDe choDIne hArela jugArInI jema tAre javuM che ke haste cahere? "aba hama calate hai, era sabakI pAsa kSamA maMgate hai" evA AnaMdadhvani sAthe khamatakhAmaNA karatAM AnaMdathI javuM che? khUba majAnI vAta che. moTA meTA rAjya choDIne janAra hArela jugArInI jema ja gayA che ane moTA bajAronI uthalapAthala karanAra aMte khAlI hAthe ja gayA che. AMtara daSTie uMDA utarIne khUba vicAra karIne bolaje, na bela to kAMI nahi, paNa vicAra to jarUra karaje. aMte chAtI para hAtha mUkI, be hAtha joDI, hRdayamAM aSTadaLa kamaLanI sthApanA karI brahmaraMdhramAMthI anaMta AkAzamAM uDDayana thAya evI tArI vicAraNA, vAcA ane kriyA che? je hoya te tane AnaMda che ane nahi to A bhava mAtra phero thaye ema gaNaje, ane haju paNa je kAMI samaya bAkI rahyo che temAM sudhAravAne avakAza che. A rasa te e che ke eka vAra eka kSaNa paNa cakhAI jAya te jamAvaTa karI de ane kAMI nahi to vikAsakrama ( utkrAnti ) te jarUra sudhArI de. bAkI tArI ekatAnA saMbaMdhamAM te vAraMvAra zuM kahevuM? zubhacaMdrAcArya jJAnAvamAM ekatva bhAvanAne upasaMhAra karatAM kahe che ke:- gva ja mati vipuH zrImuNo , ekaH zvabhraM pibati salilaM chidyamAnaH kRpANaiH / ekaH krodhAdyanalakalitaH karma badhnAti vidvAn , ekaH sarvAvaraNavigame jJAnarAjyaM bhunakti //

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ekatvabhAvanA. "A AtmA ekalo ja svargamAM jAya che ane tyAM jaI devAMganAnA mukhakamaLa upara bhramararUpa thaI bhAga bhagave che. e ekale ja alakanarakamAM jAya che ane lehI pIe che ane taravArethI kapAya che. e aMdarathI krodhathI saLagI uThIne e ja karma bAMdhe che. e jJAnIpaMDita thaI jyAre sarva AvaraNano nAza kare tyAre ekalo ja jJAnasAmrAjyane upabhoga kare che. matalaba kahevAnI e che ke sArAM phaLa paNa tene ekalAne ja bhegavavAnAM che ane mahAyAtanA paNa teNe ekalAe ja sahevAnI che. muddAnI vAta e che ke e sarva bAbatamAM ekale che ane mekSe paNa e ekalA ja jAya che. tyAre have te zuM dhAryuM che?teM namirAjarSi jevA pratyekabuddhanI vAta sAMbhaLI, vAMcI. teM joyuM ke moTA elekajhAMDara jevA zahenazAhe paNa hAtha ghasatAM cAlyA gayA, teM joyuM ke meTA zAhasodAgaro rU bajAra, cAMdI bajAra, zera bajAra mUkI cAlyA gayA, ane teM joyuM ke aneka khaTapaTa karanAra paNa aMte taddana nAgA polyA ! tyAre tAro vicAra zuM che? kAMI vicAra kara. je. tArA vicAra mATe cidAnaMdajI lakhI gayA che ke - bhU phire phUlyo meha madirAkI chAka mAMhi dhAryo nahi Atama adhyAtama vicAra, paMDita kahAyo graMtha paDhI Ape nahi sAce bheda pAye arU dhAyo dehake vikAra; prabhutAI dhAre navi prabhukaM saMbhAre mukha jJAna te uccAre navi mAre mana jAravuM, kheTe upadeza deve ati aticAra seve te te navi pAve bhava udadhike pArakuM.

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264 zrI zAMtasudhArasa " tuM paMDita kahevAya, tuM the palyo, paNa tuM sAce bheda pAmyuM nathI ane bhaNIgaNIne aMte vikAre tarapha doDyo jAya che. A te kAMI rIta che? bhaNavAgaNavAnuM prayojana zuM? aMtaramAM utara, AtmAno vicAra karI ane tArI jAtane oLakha. mana mAryA vagara ane aMdaranI hakIkata samajyA vagara kAMI cheDe Ave tema nathI. khUba Atma-vicAraNA kara, bane teTale vicAra kara ane je praznone nikAla na thaI zakato hAya te para khUba ciMtavana kara, vAraMvAra vicAra kara. tuM khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhaje ke tAre aMte eka divasa A sarva cheDIne cAlyA javAnuM che. tenI tane prathamathI noTisa maLavAnI nathI, te vakhate tuM zuddhimAM haIza ke nahi te paNa kahI zakAya nahi, te pachI A sarva ghaDabhAMja karIne aMte zuM karIza? ane kadAca zuddhi haze te paNa tAre mAthAM pachADavAM paDaze Akhara pachatAvA hAI " e vAtane tuM siddha karIza. eTalA mATe maLela sAmagrIne lAbha laI AtmAne oLakhI le. enuM e samajI le ane ene khUba bahalAva. e eTale tuM. ane potAnI jAtane te kAMI vAraMvAra bhalAmaNa karavAnI hoya? game tema karIne A bhadadhino te pAra pAma ja ghaTe. A bharadariye jholAM khAtAM rahevAmAM majA zI Ave? eka vAra prayatna karIne cetanarAmane sAdhI le ane AgaLa dhape jA. A manuSyadehamAM prayatna karIza te tane dIvAdAMDI sAMpaDaze, nahi sAMpaDe to tene mArga te maLaze ane atyAre jevuM bhejuM Ave tevuM ghasaDAvAnuM ane taphaDAvAnuM te baMdha thaI jaze. eka vAra dIvAdAMDI dUrathI dekhAya te kAMThA hAtha jarUra lAgaze. tArI jAtane, tArA guNene zI ajagaLa dhape sAMDe tevA ane

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ekatva bhAvanA. 265 C ALakhI tu jyAM tyAM kacarAmAM hAtha nAkhavAnuM have mUkI de ane sAcA sAnAne pakAva. tuM TaMkazALamAM jai sAnAne zeAdhAve che tevuM kAMcanamaya Atmatattva A manuSya bhavamAM ja tane lakSya che ane AvA vakhata karI karIne nahi maLe. tuM vAraMvAra cAda rAkhaje ke 'ie' huM ekalA chuM' ane tenI sAthe e paNa yAda karI leje ke 'sthi maiM o' ' mArI. kAi nathI. ' ATaluM samajyuM teA tArA beDA pAra che, paNa samajyuM kayAre kahevAIza te sAthe samajI leje. pustakamAM ke vyAkhyAnapITha para ke mIThI vAteAmAM e vAta karI paravAravAnuM nathI, e tA jIvana jIvavAnu che, e misAle jIvanakrama ghaDavAnA che ane uparAkta dIvAdAMDInA dIvA dekhavA che. e phrekhyA vagara tArA Are! nathI ane ArA na maLe te dariyAne dhakkele caDhavAnu che. samajI prANI peAtAnI jAtane barAbara eLakhe ane ALakhIne cetanarAmane sArI rIte vikasAve. vikAsazIla AtmA eka vAra sAce raste caDhyo eTale ene dizA sUjhI jAya che ane pachI dhIme dhIme ene kAMThA paNa dekhAtA jAya che. tu chevaTe yAda rAkhaje ke A sarva ramatanA vararAjA tuM che ane te tu ekalA che, tAre tArA peAtAnA vikAsanI sarva caiAjanA karavAnI che ane aMte te sarvanAM pariNAma tAre ekalAe ja bhAgavavAnAM che. A pramANe tArA cetanarAmane anuzAsana kara. iti ekatvabhAvanA.

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prakaraNa 5 muM anyatvabhAvanA upajAti: paraH praviSTaH kurute vinAzaM, lokoktireSA na mRSeti manye / nirvizya karmANubhirasya kiM kiM, jJAnAtmano no samapAdi kaSTam // 1 // svAgatA - khidyase nanu kimanyakathArtaH, sarvadaiva mamatAparatantraH / cintayasyanupamAnkathamAtmanAtmano guNamaNInna kadApi zArdUlavikrIDitam-- yasmai tvaM yatase bibheSi ca yato yatrAnizaM modase, yadyacchocasi yadyadicchasi hRdA yatprApya petrIya se / snigdho yeSu nijasvabhAvamamalaM nirloThya lAlapyase, tatsarvaM parakIyameva bhagavannAtmanna kiJcittava // ga 3 // // kha 2 //

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mukhyatvabhAvanA. 267 = 1. pArakAne gharamAM dAkhala karyo hoya te te vinAzane kare che-evI je lokavAyakA che te mane lAge che ke khoTI nathI. A jJAnathI bharelA AtmAmAM karmanAM paramANuoe dAkhala thaIne ene kyA kyA kacho nathI AvyA? 4 2. he cetana ! mamatAne AdhIna paDI jaIne bIjAonI vAte-AbatenI upAdhi karI tuM zA mATe nakAme kheda pAme che? ane tArA pitAnAM anupama guNaratnene kadI vicAra paNa tuM kema karatuM nathI ? 1 3. he cetana ! jene mATe tuM hAlA halAvI rahyo che (praya ne karI rahyo che), jenAthI tuM bhaya pAmyA kare che athavA jenI khAtara tane bhaya lAge che, jyAM tuM niraMtara AnaMda pAme che, jenI pachavADe athavA jene mATe tuM zeka kare che, je je tuM hRdayapUrvaka IcchI rahyo che, jene prApta karIne tuM khUba laheramAM AvI jAya che ane tArA mahAnirmaLa AtmasvabhAvane kacarI nAkhI je vastu upara premarAgathI raMgAI jaI tuM gAMDAghelAM ceDAM kADhe che, e sarva pArakA che-anerAM che ane te bhAgyavAna AtmA! emAMnuM eka paNa tAruM nathI-kAMI paNa tAruM nathI-jarA paNa tArUM nathI. WWW.jainelibrary.org

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zrI zAMnta sudhArAsa duSTAH kaSTakadarthanAH kati na tAH soDhAstvayA saMsRto, tiryanArakayoniSu pratihatacchinno vibhinno muhuH / sarva tatparakIyadurvilasitaM vismRtya teSveva hA, rajyanmuhyasi mUDha ! tAnupacarannAtmanna kiM lajjase ||gh 4 // anuSTupjJAnadarzanacAritraketanAM cetanAM vinaa| sarvamanyatinizcitya yatasva svahitAptaye // 5 // / ka 1. paraH 5 / 241, mahArato. lokoktiH navAyA anubhavanA . sUkSma sUtro. samapAdi prApta ayu. kha 2. kathAH vArtA samadhI yA. paratantra 52vaza. AtmanaH tasaM potAnai. guNamaNIn gu935 maNimA-2tto. ga 3. yat no upyo| su12 che. yad yad zocasi ne dene . (bhATa) : 43 cha. peprIyase premvaanne| 24 janaya cha, 2 pAme che. snigdhaH pAtA, premAdhAna. nirlovya yaza nAmAne. lAlapyase game teyu, mesana mAle che. gha 4. duSTAH saya 42, du:535 ane hu:55 5012||pnaarii. kaSTakada rthanAH mahApI31. laya 42 yAtanA. saMsRtau saMsAramA. pratihataH bhAra mAdhI. vibhinno mehAyo. teSu mAM-524Iya visAsomAM. rajyan mAsahita 42tA. upacaran mAyaratA. U 5. ketana cinha, nirA vAvaTI. svahitAptaye potAnA tinI prAptine mATe.

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anyatvabhAvanA. 269 6 4. cetanajI ! A sasAramAM mahAdu:kha upajAve tevI kaI pIDAo-viTa anAe te sahana nathI karI ? tu tiryaMca gatimAM ane nArakInI gatimAM gayA. tyAre te mAra khAdhAM che, tu chedAyA che, tuM bhedAyA che ane te paNa ( eka vAra nahi paNa ) vAravAra. e sarva pArakI vastuonA ja durvilAsa che. e sarva bhUlI jaine pAchA te ja paravastuo upara Asakti rAkhe che ane te ja karyA kare che! ahAhA! mUrkha ! (AvI mUrkhAI karatAM) tane keAI jAtanI zarama paNa nathI AvatI ? 3 5. jJAna-darzana--cAritranA triragI cintuvALI cetanA vagaranI sarva vastuo para che--pArakI cheanya che, ema manamAM niradhAra karIne peAtAnA hitanI prApti mATe prayAsa kara. ~*~

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geyASTaka* vinaya ! nibhAlaya nijabhavanaM (2) tanudhanasutasadanasvajanAdiSu, kiM nijamiha kugateravanam ? // vinaya0 // 1 // yena sahAzrayase'tivimohA didamahamityavibhedam / tadapi zarIraM niyatamadhIraM, tyajati bhavantaM dhRtakhedam // vinaya0 2 // janmani janmani vividhaparigraha mupacinuSe ca kuTumbam / teSu bhavantaM parabhavagamane, nAnusarati kRzamapi sumbam // vinaya0 // 3 // tyaja mamatAparitApanidAna, paraparicayapariNAmam / bhaja niHsaGgatayA vizadIkRta manubhavasukharasamabhirAmam // vinaya0 // 4 //

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anyatvabhAvanA. ra71 aSTakane artha--(anyatva bhAvanA.) 1. vinaya! tArAM pitAnAM gharanI sArI rIte bhALa kADha-zedha kara. (ane vicAra ke-) A bhavamAM tAruM zarIra, tAruM dhana, tArAM chokarAM, tArAM ghara ane tArA saMbaMdhIo paikI durgatimAM jatAM tAruM koIe rakSaNa karyuM? koNa tane rakSaNa Ape tevuM che te zodhI kADha. 2. A (zarIra) te huM pote ja chuM eTale badho jenI sAthe abheda-ekatA mAnIne tuM jene Azraya kare che te zarIra te cokkasa caMcaLa che ane tane kheda upajAvIne choDI de che athavA jyAre tArAmAM zithilatA Ave che tyAre tane tajI de che. 3. tuM dareka bhavamAM aneka prakAranI cIjo dhana Adine - saMgraha (parigraha) kare che, vadhAre che ane kuTuMba jamAve che; paNa jyAre tuM parabhavamAM gamana kare che tyAre teomAMno eka talane terame bhAga paNa tArI pachavADe Avato nathI. 4. mamatA ane dveSamAM jenuM mULa che evA pArakI vastu sAthenA paricayanA pariNAmane tuM tajI de ane jAte asaMga thaIne atyaMta nirmaLa thayela mane hara anubhavasukhanA rasane bhaja-seva. * rAga-mAravADI leke zatruMjaya para bese che te "bhalI soraThIA re sArI seraDIA" nA layamAM mRdaMga sAthe gAvAmAM Ave to masta rAga cAle che. "vinaya nibhAlaya nija bhavana' e pada dareka gAthAne aMte be vakhata belavAnuM che. bAkI suMdara laya geThavI le. pratamAM zrIrAga jaNAve che. dezI mATe " tuMja guNa pAra nahi suaNe " ema jaNAvyuM che.

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ra7ra zIzAMtanmudhArAo - - pathi pathi vividhapathaiH pathikaiH saha kurute kA pratibandham ? nijanijakarmavazaiH sajanaiH saha, kiM kuruSe mamatAbandham ? // vinaya0 // 5 // praNayavihIne dadhadabhiSvaGga, sahate bahusantApam / tvayi niHpraNaye pudgalanicaye, vahasi mudhA mamatAtApam // vinaya0 // 6 // tyaja saMyogaM niyataviyogaM, kuru nimelamavadhAnam / na hi vidadhAnaH kathamapi tRpyasi, mRgatRSNAghanarasapAnam ||viny0 // 7 // bhaja jinapatimasahAyasahAyaM, zivagatisugamopAyam / pina gadazamanaM parihatavamanaM, zAntasudhArasamanapAyam ||viny0 // 8 //

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anya bhAvapnA. rasa 5. judA judA aneka paMthamAM vacce vacce je je vaTemArguo na maLe te darekanI sAthe pratibaMdha (dostI saMbaMdha) kaNa kare ? dareka sagAsaMbaMdhI potapotAnA karmane vaza che te darekanI sAthe tuM mamatAnuM baMdhana zA mATe kare che? 6. jene ApaNI tarapha prema na hoya tene vaLagatA javAmAM Ave te prema karanAra aneka saMtApa sahana kare che. A pugaLane samUha (jenA upara tuM prema karI rahyo che te) tArA tarapha bIlakula prema-AkarSaNa vagarane che ane tuM taddana nakAme mamatAnI garamI dhAraNa karI rahyo che. 7. jene aMte viyoga jarUra thavAnA che evA sagA-saMbaMdhane (prathamathI ja) tajI de ane tuM mela vagaranI ekAgratA kara. mRgatRSNAnA jaLanuM-jhAMjhavAnA nIranuM tuM game teTaluM pAna karIza paNa tenAthI tene koI paNa prakAre tRmi thavAnI nathI, tuM tethI kadI dharAvAno nathI. 8. jene keIna AdhAra ke Teke na hoya tene sahAya karanAra jinapati-tIrthakara devane tuM bhaja. mekSagati prApta karavAne e saheluM IlAja che ane tuM zAMtasudhArasa (amRtapAna) ne pI; kAraNa ke e rasa vyAdhione zamAvanAra che, vamana | (mITa) ne dUra karanAra che ane vinAza vagarane che.

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274 zrI zAMtasudhArasa neTa: 2. vinara cetana. nimAM sArI rIte zodha, je, bhALI le. avanaM rakSaNa. 2. mAtra mAne che. Azraya kare che. vimena abhedabhAve. ekatA rUpe. niyam cakkasa (avyaya). dha caMcaLa, alpakALa rahenAra. pUNe zoka karAvIne e mavakta nuM vizeSaNa che. rU, vani kani pratyeka janmamAM-bhavamAM. kavinu tuM eka kare che, vasAve che. meM nAnAmAM nAno bhAga. yuvam rUnuM pUmaDuM 4. nidAnam mULa hetu. rAmam enuM chevaTa. niyata asaMga paNupUrvaka. amirAma" manohArI. hRdayane vaza kare tevuM. 1. pazi thi raste raste, mArgamAM. prativaya aTakAyata. prema saMbaMdha, sahakAritva. mamatAvazvam mArA tarIkeno saMbaMdha. 6. prAcaprati Love-making samagra bheTavuM te, vaLagavuM te. Embracing. ni pratye prema vagaranAmAM. 7. niyata ekkasa, jarUra. 3vadhAna ekAgratA. Concentration. rAthamA keIpaNa prakAre. dhana khUba, pracura. vidhAnaH karate. 8. rAvaNadArtha garIbana-nirAdhArano belI. vA vyAdhi. vama vimITa, ulaTI. manapAm apAya-pIDA vinAzathI rahita. For Private & Personal Use

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paricaya anyatvabhAvanA- (ja. 1.) AgalI ceAthI bhAvanAmAM aMdara javAnuM hatuM, AtmanirIkSaNa karavAnuM hatuM, A bhAvanAmAM bahAra jovAnuM che, avakana karavAnuM che. e sarvane AdhAra ane enuM lakSya te aMdara ja javAmAM che, paNa judAM judAM daSTibindu che. bannenuM parama dhyeya AtmAnI pragati, teno vikAsa che ane te prApta karavA mATe ene bahArano saMbaMdha tapAsavA gya che. ahIM jarA pIThikA karavAnI AvazyakatA jaNAya che. jyAM sudhI AtmasvarUpa jANavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI paramAtma tattvano sAco khyAla kadI thato nathI, kAraNa ke AtmAnuM svarUpa na jANanAra AtmAmAM avasthiti karI zakato nathI. jyAM sudhI deha, dehI-AtmA ane parene samajavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI ene muMjhavaNane pAra rahetA nathI ane avyavasthita sthitimAM ene vikAsa aTakI paDe che. ATalA mATe AtmA kaNa ane para zuM tene niradhAra karavA mATe AtmAnA traNa prakAra pADavAmAM AvyA che. te traNa prakAra te bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmA. A traNanI spaSTa vyAkhyA jJAnArNavamAM zubhacaMdrAcArye karI che (prakaraNa 32) te tapAsI jaIe. - zarIra vigeremAM bhrama thavAne pariNAme Atmabuddhi thAya ane meharAjAe utpanna karelI pramAdarUpa nidrAthI aMdara cetanA uMghI jAya te bahirAtmabhAva. A dazAmAM zarIrane pitAnuM mAnavAmAM Ave che ane vigere zabdamAM strI, ghara, chokarA, mAla, milakata,

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276 zrI zAMtasudhArasa sagAM vigerene potAnAM mAnavAmAM Ave che tene samAveza thAya che. bahirAtmAnI A dazA hoya che. upara je bAdabhAva batAvyuM tene kudAvI jaI mAtra AtmAmAM ja Atmatvane nizcaya kare tene jJAnI purUSa aMtarAtmabhAva kahe che. ahIM AtmA sivAya sarvane anya samajavAnI vArtA che ane emAM bAhyabhAvane sarvathA niSedha thAya che. - je karmanA lepa vagarano hoya, jene zarIrane saMbaMdha na hoya, je jAte taddana zuddha hoya, je guNaniSpanna hoya, je sarvathA nivRtta hoya ane je vikalpa rahita hoya evA zuddha AtmAne paramAtmA kahevAmAM Ave che. e dazA paramAtmabhAva che. A anyatva bhAvanAmAM bahirAtmabhAva ke vate che? te batAvavAmAM Avaze ane tenuM aMtima dhyeya aMtarAtmabhAvamAM utarI paramAtmabhAva prakaTa karavAnuM raheze. A AtmAnA traNa prakAra khUba dhyAna rAkhIne samajavA gya che. e samajatAM je meTI dhamAla A prANI mAMDI beThe che tene te grAha jarUra chUTI jAya tema che. A bhAvanAnI vicAraNAmAM prathama ApaNe graMthakartA sAthe AgaLa vadhIe. bAhyabhAva-ahirAtmabhAva zuM che tenuM svarUpa A bhAvanAmAM vicAravAnuM che. A prANI bahirAtmabhAvamAM eTale badhe ekarasa jAmI gayela che ke emAM tene kAMI navAI jevuM lAgatuM nathI ane e khele khele ja jAya che. ene to keka zodho karavI che, AkAzanA tArAonA hisAba karavA che, caMdra ane maMgaLanA gRhe pahoMcavuM che ane nAnA jIvanamAM kaMka keka karI nAkhavuM che. ene eka ghaDI zAMtithI vicAra kare nathI,

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anyabhAvanA. 277 ArAma levA nathI ane maLe te mANavA nathI. strI, dhana ane bIjI aneka dunyavI khaTapaTeAmAMthI ene nirAMte ahirAtmA kANu ane aMtarAtmA kANa? ene vicAra karavAnA samaya paNa maLatA nathI. ane nathI khAvAnuM bhAna, nathI kheAlavAnuM bhAna, nathI vicAra karavAnI tAlIma ane meADI rAtre paNa enI khaTapaTa eTalI cAlatI hAya che ke e uMdhe tyAre paNa aDadhI kalAka tA enAM cAlatA yaMtrAne ThaMDA paDavAmAM jAya. A jAtanI dhamAla mAMDI beThA hAya tene mahira ane aMtara AtmAnI vAta kema sUjhe ? kayAre sUjhe ? paNa A badhI ramata maMDANI kema ? AtmA enA asala svarUpe teA jJAnamaya che, jAte ja caitanya che ane anaMta guNathI bharelA che. e atyAre dhana mATe rakhaDe, strInI pAse kAlAvAlA kare, khAvA mATe bhikha mAge, vyAdhi mATe upacAra kare, aneka vakhata ni:sAsA mUke, vAraMvAra pAchA paDe, enu vyaktitva dekhAi-kacarAi jAya ane e jANe gAMDAnI hAspITalamAM paDI astavyasta lavArA karatA jaNAya ane jyAM tyAM mAthAM mAryA kare--evI enI pUrI dazA zA kAraNe thai ? : > duniyAdArImAM kahevata che ke * ajANyA mANasane rATale ApIe, paNa eTaleA na ApIe. A vAta ceAgya che ke nahi ? tenA guNa-doSanI vicAraNA atra karavAnI nathI; paNu evI eka kivadanti che te suprasiddha che. mANasA nAkara rAkhe che te tyAM te paNa jANe che ke gharanAM te gharanAM ane para te para. pArakI mAnA dikarA raLI na Ape. aMte enA jamaNA hAtha enA mhAM tarapha ja vaLe. TUMkAmAM

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278 zrI zAMtasudhArasa vAta e che ke pArakA-ajANyAne gharamAM dAkhala karyo te te jarUra nukazAna kare che-vinAza kare che-satyAnAza kADhe che. ATalA mATe mANaso nekarane rAkhavAmAM, rasoyA cAkarane rAkhavAmAM khUba saMbhALa rAkhe che. ane harAmI mANaso keTaluM nukazAna kare che te vAta navI jANavAnI nathI. AtmAmAM evI rIte "para" bahAranA karmANuo ghusI gayA che. sArAmAM sArUM dUdha hoya paNa temAM khaTAza ke phaTakaDI paDe to turata phATI jAya che tema AtmA jevI mahAsuMdara caitanyaghanamUrti anaMta jJAnaprakAzavAna hovA chatAM enAmAM karma paramANuo ghusI gayA che ane e paramANu para che, bahAranA che ene AtmA barAbara parapaNe oLakhato nathI. e karma paramANuoe AtmAmAM praveza karI enI kharAbI karI che, enI pAse aneka nA karAvyA che, enI pAse navAM navAM nATaka karAvyAM che, ane jJAnaguNa DhAMkI dIdho che, ene mohamadirA pAIne ghenamAM nAkhI dIdho che, ene saguNanA dhAmane badale kaSAyanuM putaLuM banAvI dIdhela che, ene vyAdhine piMDa banAvI dIdho che ane e ene cAre gatimAM rakhaDAve che, ene le, laMgaDo, AMdhaLe, kheDa-khAMpaNavALe banAve che, enI pAse bhISaNa AkRti dharAve che, ene zrutikaTu svaravALo kare che, ene kALo ke lAla banAve che, ene vAmanajI-kubaDe banAve che, ene nAge rakhaDAve che, ene bhUkhyo rakhAve che, ene tarasya rAkhI muMjhavI de che, ene peTa khAtara veTha karAve che, ene cora, labADa, uThAvagIra, vizvAsaghAtI, khUnI banAve che, ene rAjA banAve che, amAtya banAve che, pramukha banAve che,

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anyatvabhAvanA. 279 enAM bhASaNe para tALIo paDAve che ane ene hAsyasthAna paNa TharAve che, ene zekathI pioka mUkate kare che, ene strInA zRMgAramAM bhAnabhUle banAve che ane ene viSayane kIDo banAve che. - duniyAmAM je kAMI virUpa, sArUM ke sAdhAraNa dekhAya che te sarva A pArakA-aMdara ghusI gayelA athavA ghusavA dIdhelA karma pariNAma mahArAjAne pratApa che. jJAnavAna AtmAnI A bahAranA ghusI gayelA mahArAjAe zI dazA karI che? kedI jevI kapheDI dazAmAM ene mUkI dIdho che. ajANyAne paricaya karavAnuM ane tene avakAza ApavAnuM A pariNAma che. ATha karmo, tenI uttaraprakRti 158, tene svabhAva ane temAMnI puNya tathA pApa prakRtionuM svarUpa ahIM vicAravuM. e karmone camatkAra samaja. teno AtmA sAthe atyAre to e tAdAmya saMbaMdha thaI gayo che ke e ja jANe teno svabhAva hoya evuM lAge che. AvA prakAranuM AvaraNa karanAra paNa e ja karma mahArAjA che. enuM svarUpa samajI ene barAbara oLakhavA jevA e rAjA che. ene samajI barAbara oLakhavAthI saMsAranI sarva viDaMbanAonuM mULa kAraNa hAthamAM AvI jaze. jJAnavAna AtmAnI A dazA hoya ? paNa karmanuM jora atyAre te tenA potAnA jera karatAM vadhI gayuM che. cAre bAjue juo, bahAra juo, caritre vAMce, novele (kathAo) vAMce, nATaka juo, sinemA juo-jyAM jaze tyAM karma- mahArAjAnI jamAvaTa mAthe jaDelI jaNAze ane eNe AtmAne eTalo badhe dabAvI dIdhele jaNAze ke e che ke nahi? ane hoya to enI kAMI zakti haze ke nahi ? te bAbatamAM paNa

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280 zrIzAkhudhArasa zaMkA paDI jAya evuM upalaka najare prathamataH jarUra lAgaze. A anaMta jJAnanA dhaNuM AtmAnI eka kathA thaI. (4 2.) cetana ! karmarAjAnA mukhya senApati meharAjAe mUkelI mamatAne parAdhIna thaIne tuM pArakI paMcAta keTalI kare che tene vicAra kara. tuM ema samaje che ke AkhA gAmanA kajIA tAre patAvavAnA che ane tuM tyAM dAkhala thaI jAya che. keInI vAte, keInI ciMtA, keInI niMdA, koI para gusso e sarva anyane mATe ja jANe te jALavI rAkhyAM che. tane yurepamAM zuM thayuM te vicAra karavA ane tenI vAta karavA - samaya maLe che, tAre rAjA karNanI vAta karavI che, sagAM nAM he jALavavAM che, kaI dUranuM marI jAya to eka kalAka pachI lokike jaI beTI rIte o e karavuM che, tane lAgevaLage nahi tevAnI vAtomAM kalAko kADhavA che, tArAM gharanAnI ciMtAmAM aradhA thaI javuM che, tAre anya keInI nekarI gaI tenI vAta karavI che, tAre amaladAronA guNa-deSa para vagara AdhAre gappA mAravA che, tAre vinA kAraNe Aje phIcara " keTalA AvyA tenI vAta karavI che, tAre phojadArI korTamAM ati tuccha manuSyanAM ke khAsa karIne naTI jevI strIonAM kesa cAlatAM hoya te sAMbhaLavA ke vAMcavA che ane AvI AvI tadana nakAmI athavA tArI najare kaivAra kAmanI lAgatI vAta karavI che ane "kAjI dubele karyuM ke sArA zaherakI phIkara jevo veza kare che. mamatAnI parataMtratA, sApekSya daSTine abhAva, AdarzanI gerahAjarI, vyavasthita saMkaLanAnI khAmI ane ati kepha

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anyatva*llAvanA. 281 (mehanI mastI) nI asara taLe tArA AvA hAlahavAla thayA che, tuM vinA kAraNa paranI ciMtA kare che, paranI vAta kare che, para saMbaMdhI ghATa ghaDe che ane ghATa jAme nahi tyAre vimAsaNa kare che. niMdA, kuthalI, AtmazlAghA ane bhejanAdinI kathAmAM tuM keTale vakhata kADhe che ane strI saMbaMdhI vAta nIkaLI che te joI lejo camatkAra. anaMta jJAnanA dhaNunI A dazA hoya ? ane tArA jevA anaMta guNanA sAgarane AvI nirmAlya bAbatomAM hAtha ghAla ghaTe ? tuM Akho divasa kevI kevI vAte, ciMtAo ane upadhio kare che tene vicAra kara, tenI tulanA kara, tene saravALe kara. ane tuM koNa? anupama guNane dhaNI, jJAnadarzana-cAritramaya, saccidAnaMda svarUpa, zAzvata sukhano adhikArI-te AvI dazAe utarI gaya! tArAmAM anupama guNaratna che tenI ciMtA kara, tene oLakha ane tene prakaTa karavAne vicAra kara, te maya thaI jA. tAre AvI kuthalI ane pArakAnI kathA karavAnI te hoya? tAre tAruM potAnuM karavAnuM kyAM ochuM che ke pArakI ciMtAthI herAna thAya che? dubaLe thAya che ? asala ciMtAmaNi ratna ke jethI Iche tevA padArtho meLavI zakAtAM, kAmaghaTa-ghaDe Icchita vastu Apato ane kalpavRkSonI nIce ubhA rahetAM uparathI mAgelI vastuo paDatI; e sarvane TapI jAya tevA guNaratane tArAmAM bharelAM che, tuM te maya che ane te prayatnasAdhya che. tyAre AvA guNaratnano vicAra karatuM nathI ane pArakI vAte zA mATe kare che? je manuSya tArAM nathI, je rAjakAraNa sAthe tAre saMbaMdha nathI, je saMbaMdhIo tArI sAthe AvavAnA

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282 zrI zAMtasudhArasa nathI tenI ciMtA karavI cheDI daI, tArA potAnA ja vicAra kara ane tArA guNAne ALakha. pArakI vAtAmAM tArU kAMI vaLavAnuM nathI ane koi ahIM besI rahevAnA nathI. thADA vakhata tALIo paDI te paNa zu ane na paDI teA paNa zuM ? ane tALI pADanArA paNa javAnA che ane tu paNa javAnA cheA. tyAre evI nakAmI lapannachapanna mUkI de ane tArAM guNaratnAnI ciMtA kara. tAre je joIe che te tArI pAse che, tArAmAM che, tene zeAdhI kADhI prakaTa karavu eTalu ja bAkI che. khedanI vAta che ke gharanI vastunI kiMmata na karatAM tu paravAteAmAM DhADyo ja jAya che ane aMdara jotA nathI, peAtAnAM guNeAne pIchAnatA nathI ane pIchAnAI jAya te tenuM kharAkhara mUlya karatA nathI. nakAmeA kheda-mamatAvaza thaine je kare che te cheDI de ane anupama AtmaguNAnI ciMtA kara. anyanI ciMtA kara tene vAMdheA nathI, paNa mAtra dizA pheravavAnA upadeza che. atyAre tu paranI-bahAranI bahAranAMnI ciMtA peAtAnuM mAnIne kare che tene khadale svanI-aMdaranIaMdaranA guNAnI ciMtA kara. prazna e che ke enI ciMtA tu kadApi kema karatA nathI ? tu atyAre zuM karI rahyo che te have jo. A te eka citavananI vAta thaI, paNa tArA sarva prayatnAkA kai dizAe vahe che, tuM zemAM joDAi gayA che ane kevA phasAi paDyo che te kharAkhara samaja. jo ! jarA AgaLa vadhe. (4 3.) te atyAre je mATI dhamAla AdarI che te kenA mATe che? tAre peAtAne teA sADAtraNa hAtha jamIna sUvA joie ane khAvA mATe thADA khArAka joie. pANInI teA kudarate vipulatA pUrI pADela che. tyAre A sarva paMcAyata zenI ?

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anyatva-bhAvanA. 23 teM moTAM kArakhAnAM, kArasthAne ke vepAre mAMDyA che te kene mATe? enAthI bhaMDAre ke tijorI bharIza te konA? tuM cArathI, pazuthI, duzamanathI DaryA kare che te zenI khAtara ? jIvavA mATe ke tArA pitAnI ciMtA mATe? agara chokarA chokarI mATe? tAre AnaMda zemAM che? gharanAM maLe tyAre AnaMda, khAvApIvAmAM AnaMda, paisA raLI tyAre AnaMda? paNa e kaI vastuomAM ? sarva pArakuM, pArakAmAM ane parathI. tuM zoka kare che-raDavA bese che te kone? kaI sagAM ke mitrane? te paNa pArakAM ja che. tArI icchA zuM meLavavAnI rahe che? je haze te sarve tArAthI para, parane mATe, aparadvArAprAge. vaLI kaI vastu tane maLI jAya tyAre tuM rAjI rAjI thaI jAya che te zuM che? tane nokarI maLe, dhana maLe, pramANapatra maLe, prazaMsA maLe eTale tuM kudavA maMDe che; paNa e sarva para che, tArAthI alaga che, anekhAM che, bAhya che. tAre pitAne nirmaLa svabhAva che tenA upara paga mUkIne tuM aneka vastuo upara rAga dhAraNa kare che. sArUM pharanIcara, sAre DroIMgarUma, sArAM vastra, sArAM alaMkAra, sArUM ghaDiyALaA sarva para che, tArAthI apara che-avara che. bhAI! A sarvamAM tAruM kAMI nathI. tuM jeTalAM havAtI mAre che, tephAna kare che, dariyA DeLe che ane tArI nAnI duniyAne mAthe le che te sarva pArakuM che, pArakA mATe che, paDI rahevAnuM che, thoDA vakhata mATenuM che ane meLavatAM, jALavatAM temaja saMyogane viga thatAM aneka upAdhi karAve e uparAMta tArI sAthe ati alpa-saMbaMdhavALuM che ane karma paramANujanya tema ja jAte paga

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28 zrI-zAMtasudhAransa vika hoI tArA kAmanuM nathI. je Atmika che te padgalika na hoya ane je pigalika hoya te para che, tArAthI avara che ane tArI sAthe kadI meLa na khAya tevuM che. tArA jeva* paravastu- parabhAva-pArakAnI cIjomAM-paravastumAM rakhaDe che te sArI vAta kahevAya ? ane je paramANunI e cIjo banelI che te tArAM nathI, jenI khAtara tuM dhamapachADA kare che te tArAM nathI ane jyAM tArUM pagalika mana atyAre meha pAme che te paNa tArUM nathI. AvI rIte tuM paravastu-parakIya bhAvamAM phasAI gayA che. ane te upara joyuM che ke jyAM pArake peThe tyAM satyAnAzanI pATI beThI, mahA ApattinA gaNeza maMDAyA, utaratA divasanI vAta zarU thaI. (4 4.) vaLI A saMsAramAM te kaI pIDAo sahana nathI karI? tuM kapAye che, daLAya che, dabAye che, verAve che, cIrA che-tAre mAthe thavAmAM bAkI rahI nathI. nArakInA jInAM duHkhanuM varNana vAMcatAM te kALajAM tUTI jAya tevuM che. tyAMnI ThaMDI ane garamI evAM hoya che ke ahIMno saharAnA raNane tApa ke himAlayanI ThaMDI kAMI gaNatarImAM nahi. manuSyapaNumAM vyAdhio pAra vagaranAM che ane tiryaMcone khama paDatA muMge mAra te akathya che. AvI rIte te aneka vAra pedA, bhedAye ane haNAye tenuM kAraNa eka ja: pArakAmAM vilAsa, paramAM AnaMda. bahu navAInI vAta to e che ke ATaluM tatvajJAna tArA jANavAmAM AvyA chatAM haju paNa tane emAM ja AnaMda Ave che. suMdara vicAramAM magna hoya tyAM dAdare keInA paDavAne avAja sAMbhaLI camakI jAya che paNa e to chokaruM nahIM, koI bhikhArI mAgavA AvyuM hatuM tene paga lapasyo jANuM hAza karI bese che! mArAM-tArane A ke bhAva ! tane AnaMda khAvA

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anyatvabhAvagnA. 285 pIvAmAM Ave, tane majA nATaka sinemA jovAmAM Ave, tane lahera nAcapATIMnA jalasAmAM Ave, tane vaibhava strIonI AMkhamAM dekhAya, tane majA vepAranI vAtamAM Ave, tene ekAgratA kaubhAMDa racavAmAM, kArasthAne karavAmAM, anyane chetaravAmAM thAya tyAre tane te zuM kahevuM? je kAraNe tuM kadarthanA sahete AvyA che te jAyAM chatAM pAche temAM ja rasa pAme che tyAre teM dhAryuM che zuM ? tane jarA lAja paNa AvatI nathI ? tuM pIDA thAya tyAre paka mUkIne raDavA bese che ane vaLI pAcho tenA tarapha ja doDato jAya che tyAre Ane tArI akkala kahevAya ke tArI huMziyArI gaNAya ke mUrkhAI gaNAya ? tane je bhayaMkara yAtanAo sahana karavI gamatI hoya to khuzIthI parabhAvamAM ramaNa kara, paNa lekhaka mahAzaya tArUM mana jANe che. teone khabara che ke tane kaSTa ke kadarzanA jarA paNa gamatAM nathI. tyAre je kAraNe e pIDA thAya che te jANyA chatAM te ja kAraNe pharI pharIne sevI rahyo che tyAre tArI IcchA ane tArA kAryane keTalo virodha che tene huM vicAra kara. A parabhAvanI bALaramata kayAM sudhI ramyA karIza ? ane chatAM tenAM pariNAma dUra karavAnI tIvra IcchA cheDI zakato nathI. tuM yAda rAkhaje ke tAre dareka nAnAM-moTAM kAryanA hisAba ApavAnA che. haju paNa vicAra ane tArI parabhAvaramaNatAthI zaramA. tArA jevA mumukSune A parabhAvaramaNatA na zobhe. je haju ATaluM nAce che tyAM tArUM mana kayAM doDI jAya che te tapAsI jeje ane jarA uDe utaraje. AvuM zaramabhareluM-potAnI jAtane halakA pADe tevuM vartana keTalo vakhata calAvI laIza? ajJAna ane mehadazAne pariNAme tArI zarama uDI gaI che,

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286 zrIzAMta-sudhArasa paNa e sarva parabhAvamAM vilAsa che ane tArA jevA mahatva tvAkAMkSIne zaramAvanAra che. ( pa.) pArakAne gharamAM pesADyo te vinAza kare che. A prANa pArakI ciMtA kare che, enA sarva prayAsa IcchA ane Adarzo parakIya che ane ene je aneka paDA-upAdhi thAya che tenuM mULa parakIya vilAsa che. A cAra muddA spaSTa thayA. have bahu muddAnI vAta chevaTe kahI de che. parabhAvamAM ramaNa, paramAM vilAsa, para upabhega ane paramAM vRddhi e to khUba thaI, paNa tuM keNa? tAruM zuM ? e vAta samajI le eTale e jyAM na hoya te sarva pArakuM che eTaluM pRthakkaraNa thaI jAya. AkhA zAstrane sAra kADhIne badhI vAtanuM rahasya bahu TUMkAmAM kahI de che ke - "jJAna 1, darzana 2 ane cAritra 3 e triraMgI cilDavALI cetanA vagaranI sarva vastuo para che anya che." jyAM A triraMgI vAvaTe na hoya tyAM cetanajI! tuM nathI. e traNa sivAyanI sarva cIjo anya che. A vAta tuM samajI che. jJAnamAM paNa jene haribhadrasUri viSaya-pratibhAsa jJAna athavA AtmapariNatimat jJAna kahe che te nahi paNa jene teozrI tattvasaMvedana jJAna kahe che e enuM prathama cihna che? jene zrI siddharSi gaNie vimaLAleka aMjana kayuM che te. 1 hAribhadrI aSTakamAM AThamuM aSTaka jJAnASTaka che temAM e traNe prakAranA jJAnanI samajaNa ApI che. Atmaparitimata jJAna samakita dRSTine hoya che paNa temAM he pAdeya pratye pravRtti nivRtti na hovAthI tene paNa svIkAra egya gaNyuM nathI. tattvasaMvedana jJAnamAM pAdeyanI samajaNa sAthe pravRtti nivRttirUpa cAritra hoya che tethI te jJAna ja anaMtara ke paraMpara mokSane ApanAra che. tattvapariNatimata jJAna paraMpara mokSadAtA thAya tema che.

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anyatvabhAvanA. 287 darzanamAM zuddha mArgane sAco khyAla ane te dhoraNe je mArga na pahoMce tene choDI devAne daDha saMkalpa. cAtrimAM viziSTa vartana, saguNAnuM game te bhoge Asevana ane bhavaceSTAne tyAga. | darzanane zrI siddharSie "tatvamItikara jaLa" nAma ApyuM che ane cAritrane "mahAkalyANa ( kSIra ) bhejana " nuM nAma ApyuM che. A traNa cIja jyAM hoya tyAM cetana ! tu che, e traNa maya tuM ja che. e sivAya sarva anya che, para che, tArAthI juduM che, pArakuM che, dUranuM che. pArakAe tArA gharamAM pesIne tArA kevA hAlahavAla karyA che te teM joyuM. pArakAne samaju mANasa gharavAsa karAve nahi. temAM paNa je cAra hAya, bharADI hoya, ghara phADanAra hoya, dagAbAja hoya, gharadhaNune uMghate vecanAra hoya tene te kadI vizvAsa thAya ja nahi. ane tuM jANe che ke "pArakI Aza sadA nirAza." gharanAM mUlyavAna ratna cheDI pArakA jeTalA ne bacakA bharavA javuM e to zvAnavRtti kahevAya. mahAmUlyavAna ratnanA mAlekane e zebhe nahi, chAje nahi, ghaTe nahi. tyAre tAruM zuM che ane pArakuM zuM che te tArA samajavAmAM AvyuM. tuM khAlI bharamAI jaI kepha karI muMjhAI gaye che, chatAM mahAtimiramAM paNa tArI AMkhe sAcI vAta dekhANa che, sAcI vAta samajANuM che, tArAM pitAnAMnI tane pIchAna thaI che ane para te para che te samajAvyuM che.

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zroncAMntasudhArasa have tArU hita thAya tene mATe prayatna kara. je raste tane pragati lAge te mArga pakaDI le ane tArA peAtAnAM hAya tene tArAM karI le ane tArI AsapAsa atyAre je kacareA jAmyA che tene kharAkhara dUra karI nAkha ane tArI peAtAnI iSTa siddhi jyAM tane jaNAya tyAM tu prayatna kara. pasaMdagInA tane avakAza che ane te mATenuM sAhitya tane sAMpaDyu che. UTha, jAgrata thA ane sAce mAge lAgI jA. 29 anyatvabhAvanA geyASTaka paricaya 1. upAdghAta karI dIdhA. vigatavAra muddAo raju karyA. have cetanajI! tuM tArU ghara tapAsa. tArI pAse mAlapujI keTalI che tenAM saravaicAM kADha. tuM kharAkhara sAcA saravALA karaje ane bAdabAkI mUkavAmAM paNa jarAe pAche! paDIza nahi ke sakAca karIza nahi. ghaNA pArakI paMcAta karanArA mATe kahevAya che ke'paMcAtIAnA cheAkarAM bhUkhe mare.' tu evA DAhyo, DhoDha DAhyo thaiza nahi. samaju mANasa peAtAnu ghara saMbhALI mese che ane e AkhI duniyA divAnI thAya teA sarvanI sAthe sAmAnanI phekAphe kare che paNa enI pheMkApheMkamAM dakSatA hAya che: bIjA gharamAMthI mAla bahAra pheMke tyAre e bahArane sAmAna gharamAM phreMke che. tArAmAM Avu DahApaNu Avaze tyAre tuM tArUM ghara sAjuM karI zakIza, tethI tArU ghara zeAdha, enI sabhALa le. enA khUNA khAMcarAomAMthI paNa kacarA kADhI nAkha ane tArAM peAtAnAM sAmAnanI yAdI kara. gharanA vImA

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anyattvabhAvanA. 289 utarAvavA hAya tyAre jeTalI vigata taiyAra kare che teTalI khArIkIthI tArUM ghara joI jaje. jo ! prathama te tapAsa kara ke tArUM zarIra, tArA paisA, tArAM karAM, tArAM ghara, tArAM sagAM ane vigeremAM tArI strI, tArA mitrA ane tArA saMbaMdhIe ke jenI khAtara tuM aneka unmAda karI rahyo che temAMthI kANu tArUM che ? enI kaseATI eka batAvIe. jyAre tuM ahIMthI ucALA bharIne moTA gAmatare jaiza, jyAre tu mahApaMthe paDI jaIza, jyAre tuM mahAnidrAmAM paDIza, jyAre tu' mahAyAtrAe nIkaLIza tyAre tane yutimAM paDatAM emAMnAM kANu rakSaNa Apaze ? te vakhate tArA janme mAjIe karelA saravALAnI rakamA ke tArI tijorImAM paDelAM ghareNAMo ke tArA strI putra parivAramAMthI koi ADA hAtha Apaze ? are! parabhavanI vAta jarA thADA vakhata bAjue mUkIe te ahIM paNa e sneha svArtha sudhInA ja che e vAtamAM zaMkA rahe tema nathI. gharaDAM mAbApa tarapha putro ke putravadhUe kaI najare jue che te upara ullekha karavAnI jarUra na hAya. sAta-sAta dIkare DAsAone akaLAI javuM paDe che ane ene jamavAnA vArA' karavA paDe che e ajANI vAta nathI. A kadAca AkarI vAta hoya teA noMdhAyalA dAkhalAonA paNa pAra nathI; paraMtu eka vAta te siddha che ke emAMnAM kAI pazu parabhavamAM sAthe AvanAra nathI ane durgatimAM paDatAM rakSaNa karanAra nathI. ( jo! te khAtara teM ujAgarA karyA, ciMtA karI, 19

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290 zrI*zAMta*sudhArasa AtmatyAga karyA, bhAgeA ApyA ane tenI khAtara ranyA, enA bhAga vaheMcavA sarva Avaze, paNa aMte tArI mahAyAtrA nIkaLaze tyAre tArI sAthe koi AvanAra che ? tArI karaNI kevI che te te tu jANe che ane tene pariNAme tArI gati kevI thavI joie te tuM kalpI zake tevI khAkhata che, teA tyAM tane keAI bacAvI zakaze ? keAI tane rakSaNa Apaze? A rIte tArU ghara tapAsa ane tArI cIjonA hisAba muddAma AMkaDAsara mUka. srI, putra, bhAi, dikarA vigerenA sneha kevA che te saMbaMdhe noMdhAyalA dAkhalAe aMtima avaleAkanamAM noMdhavAmAM Avaze tyAre tane vicAra thai paDaze ke parabhavamAM te kAi rakSaNa Ape tema nathI; paraMtu A bhavamAM paNa te mAnI lIdhelA snehImAM mAtra svArtha sivAya bIjuM kAMi nathI te vAta paNa have pachI thaze. atyAre lAMbI najare jotAM tArAM karma tAre ja bhogavavAnAM che ane kAi tArI vatI ADu sUnAra nathI te tuM yAda rAkhaje. ra. tuM keNa ? tuM devaca'da ! tArA hAtha, paga, mhAM emAMnu kAi devacaMda che ? tyAre tu kANu ? je zarIra atyAre hAlecAle che, khAya-pIe che te thADA vakhata mATe che ane te tu nathI. jo amuka paramANuonA saMcayane 'devacaMa' nAma apAyuM hAya te je divase e ThaMDu paDI jaze te divase ene jema ane tema jaldI ThekANe pADavAnI-ene bALI mUkavAnI ke bhUdAha karavAnI tvarA thaze. e tuM che ? atyAre tu ane paMpALe che, cALe che, cAMpe che, mana kare che, sAbuthI haeNvarAve che, mUlyavAna masAlA ane vasANAM khavarAvI puSTa kare che te tArUM' nathI, tArI sAthe AvavAnu nathI, tArA nira Mtara vizvAsamAM rahevAnu paNa nathI.

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anyatvabhAvanA. 291 tyAre tuM e zarIrane tAruM potAnuM mAnIne A sarva zuM karI rahyo che? ene jarA tAva Ave to DokaTarane TelIphena upara TelIphena karI mUke che ane jarA zaradI thAya te gaLe garama rUmAla lapeTe che ane jarA hAtha-paga du:khe tyAM pachADA mAravA maMDI jAya che ! A sarva hakIkta ucita thAya che ke kema? te tuM vicAra. sarvathI vadhAre najIka tArUM zarIra che. ene to tuM jarUra tAruM potAnuM mAne che, paNa ene potAnuM mAnavAnI bhUla karIne tuM nakAme herAna thAya che. je ! jyAre tArAmAM mAMdagI Avaze, tArA sAMdhAo tUTavA mAMDaze tyAre e tane choDI jaze. AvA zarIrane vizvAsa keTale karavAno hoya ? ene pitAnuM mAnavAnI bhUla te bhAre jabarI khalanA gaNAya. tArI AkhI mAnyatA keTalI khoTI che te tane A uparathI jaNAze. tAruM zarIra ja tArUM nathI, pachI AgaLa te keTalI vAta karavAnI hoya ? pahele kALIe ja mAkhI Ave che tyAM vAta kayAM sudhI jaze te tuM samajI jA. AnuM nAma parabhAvaramaNutA, parane potAnA mAnavAnI bhUla ane ene pariNAme ubhuM kareluM ka9panAjALanuM tophAna. anyatva bhAvanA kayAMthI zarU thAya che te atra barAbara vicAravuM. . have jarA AgaLa cAle. ghara vasAvyAM, suMdara pharanIcara lIdhuM, ThAma-vAsaNa vasAvyAM, baso-pAMca se mANasane jamADavA jeTalAM tapelAM lIdhA, capolIsa karAvyA, palaMge maMDAvyA, maccharadAnIe caDhAvI, IlekaTrIka phITIMgsa karAvyAM, bAtharUmemAM TAIsa jaDAvyAM, kaIka kaIka sagavaDe karI. kapaDAM karAvyAM, pATo bharyA, nAnI nAnI sagavaDe beThavI, theDe vakhata jhUkavA

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292 zrISNAMtasudhArasa mATe jharUkhA karyA, nAnI-moTI lAIbrerI karI, besavA mATe sagavaDa karI, khAvApIvA mATe sAmAna vasAvyuM, sTorarUma alaga karyo, dANA bharavAnAM ThAme vasAvyAM. uparAMta vyApAra, paisA, vyApAranI cIje, nANAnI kathaLIo, tijorI vigere aneka cIjo vasAvI; paNa e sarva mUkIne aMte cAlyA javuM paDaze. je jahAMnI te tahAM rahI re, keI na AvI sAthe te. je kyAM hatuM te tyAM rahI gayuM. A sarva parabhAvanI ramaNatA, parane potAnAM mAnavAnI bhUlanAM prAyazcitta, avizvAsya upara vizvAsa karavAnAM dArUNa pariNAma. dIkarA thayA, koinA bhAI thayA, koInA pitA kahevAyA, keInA bhatrIjA thayA, keInA bhAyAta thayA, keInA jJAtijana thayA ane aMte e AkhA kuTuMbane cheDI "cheDe cheDI re cAlyA ekalA, hAryo jemAM jugAra re' evI vAta thaze. je potAnAM nathI, jemAM sva jevuM kAMI nathI, tene pitAnAM mAnyAM, tene gharanAM gaNyAM enAM e sarva vipAka che. ene sAra e che ke evI rIte ekaTho karelo parigraha ke kuTuMba kaI pachavADe AvatAM nathI. e to jyAM hoya tyAM paDyA ja rahe che. koI paNa prakAranuM anusaraNa enuM thatuM nathI e ApaNe ahIM paNa joIe chIe. jeo meTI milkata mUkI jAya che tene paNa cAra ke eka ja nALIe baMdhAve che ane enuM AkhuM kuTuMba ahIM ja rahI jAya che. tuM evI ja rIte pachavADe aneka kuTuMbane raDAvIne ahIM AvyA che. A sarva jALa che, ramata che, vilAsa che. AvI ati

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anyatvabhAvanA. 293 dhRNAspada ramatane tuM eka pyAdu thaI paDyo che. ghara mAMDe che, choDe che ane vacce uDI jA tyAre bAjImAMthI nIkaLI jAya che. A te tArI dazA hoya? tuM konA jevI ramata ramI rahyo che? ane ke parabhAvamAM ramI rahyo che tene vicAra kara. AvI rIte zarIra paNa para che, dhanamAla-khajAnA paNa para che ane kuTuMbanA sarva mANasa para che eTalI hada sudhI ApaNe AvyA. emAM je ramaNatA te parabhAvaramaNatA kahevAya. e eka vAra sAcI samajyA eTale beDe pAra che! 4. A upara kahelI vAta barAbara samajI jaIne tuM pArakAnA paricayarUpa pariNAmane choDI de. pariNAma eTale pariNati athavA chevaTa. atyAre tArUM sarva lakSyabindu para upara che. te vicAra kare che dhananA, tuM vAta kare che nokarI ke vyApAranI, tuM carcA kare che. rAjyanI, tuM ghATa ghaDe che duniyAmAM yaza meLavavAnA, tuM vAMce che, vicAre che, bele che sarva parane mATe, paramAM tArA zarIrane paNa samAveza thaI jAya che te vAta A bhAvanAmAM khUba yAda rAkhaje. tane meha madArIe dArU pAIne e masta banAvI dIdho che ke tAruM AkhuM dhakadhyAna paramAM che, para mATe che, para paratve che. AvI rIte para-paricayanI pariNatimAM athavA para-paricayanA pariNAmamAM tuM Akhe vakhata ramyA kare che ane e para-paricayane mULa hetu mamatAmAM temaja paritApamAM che. tane para upara evI te mamatA lAgI che ke tuM tArAM kuTuMba, tArA vyApAra ane tArA gharabArane tArA mAnIne, eTalI nAnI tArI duniyAne AkhI duniyA gaNI tuM baMdhAyA kare che ane

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294 zrI zAMtasudhArasa e jALane ukelavA jatAM nava jagyAethI jarA chuTe che tyAM tera jagyAe baMdhAya che. A Akho parane paricaya mamatAmAMthI ubhe thAya che ane e aMdarane saMtApa che. jemAM tAva Ave tyAre mANasane zuddhi ochI thAya che tema mamatA mAyAthI tene aMdara tAva Avyo che ane e saMtApamAM para-paricayanuM nidAna che. mamatA ane aMtara-tApa e nidAna che. vaidya davA kare tyAre prathama vyAdhinuM nidAna kare che. nidAna eTale vyAdhinA mULanI zodha. pachI davA kare tene cikitsA kahe che. mamatA ane paritApa e AtmAne vaLagelA vyAdhi che ane enuM nidAna thAya che tyAre samajAya che ke enuM pariNAma paricayamAM ja Ave che. vyAdhinA cihno (Symptows) mAM paricaya che. enuM nidAna karatAM ene mULa hetu jaDyo. e nidAna mamatA ane paritApa che. A paraMparicayane tuM choDI de. tArI sarva upAdhio A para paricayathI thaI che ane tenuM mULa mamatA ane paritApa che. ene tuM choDI de. tAre tArApaNuM prakaTa karavuM hoya te A kacarAno tyAga kara. vyAdhinI davA karavI hoya te karI te jarUrI pALavI paDaze ane e karImAM paraparicayano tyAga prathama sthAne Ave che ane eka bIjI vAta paNa e karI (Diet) mAM Ave che te paNa samajI le. e karavAnuM kahe che. tajavAnuM zuM te upara kahyuM. paraMtu vaidya amuka cIjo na khAvAnuM kahe tenI sAthe amuka khAvuM ema paNa kahe che. te pramANe anubhavarasanA sukhane bhaja. anubhava eTale AtmasvarUparamaNatA. jarA zAMti meLavIne anubhavarasane AsvAda karI le.

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anyatva bhAvanA. 25 e ni:saMgatAthI nirmaLa thAya che. ni:saMgatA eTale paravastunA sasathI rahita dazA. jyAre parabhAvadazAthI rahita dazA e anubhavane nirmaLa kare che tyAre te bahu maneAhara thAya che, khUba hRdayaMgama thAya che. AvA anubhavasukhanA rasane sevavA, vyAdhi dUra karavA mATe paraparicayanI pariNita cheDavI ane ukta svarUpavALeA anubhavarasa pIveA, A cikitsA batAvI. anubhava e mahAvastu che. anubhava eTale AtmasvarUpanu pratyakSIkaraNa. AtmasvarUpamAM ramaNatA thAya, AtmAnA vicAra karAya, AtmajyeAti jagAvAya, AtmAnuM asaMkhya pradezatva samajAya, enu amaratva jaNAya, enu nirajana-nirAkAratva grAhyamAM Ave e sarvanuM sauMkSipta nAma anubhava che. A anubhavane AnaMdaghanajIe khUma gAyA che, cidAnandvajIe ene mama mahalAvyeA che, ceAgIe enI sAthe ramyA che ane ene prakaTa karavA mATe aneke jaMgala sevyA che, aneke AtApanAe lIdhI che, aneke anazana karyAM che ane aneke evA divya pAna pIdhAM che. e vastu samajAvI zakAya tevI nathI. Ana MdaghanajI kahe che ke 'Atama anubhavarasika kA, ajaba sunyA virata ta' AvA anubhava che. eka vakhata A anubhava karavA vicAra thAya tA taddana judA ja prakAranI sthiti thai jAya che. ' cu' jANe jaga hAvarA, tuM jANe jaga aMdha 'duniyA evA mANasane khAvA- gAMDA kahe che ane e duniyAne AMdhaLI jANe che. jyAM mArgA ja pharI jAya tyAM pachI. ekavAcatA kayAM thAya? mULa kAM maLe ? duniyA gAMDA kahe-bhagaDabhUta kahe tenA upara megInu lakSya ja hAtu nathI. ene duniyAnI paravA hAtI nathI. e duniyAne parabhAvamAM lekhe che, chatAM ene karUNA khUkha hAya che,

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296 zrI-zAM-ta-su-dhAnsa te ApaNe AgaLa jozuM. atra karUNAnI vAta aprastuta che. ramaNutAnA anubhavanI parabhAvatyAga e mIjI mAjI che. e anubhavarasa khUba mAne che. emAM rasa paDe tyArapachI duniyAdArI cAlI jAya che, enA AnaMdanAM viSaye, sthAne, pravAhA sarva alaga thaI jAya che ane enI jamAvaTa taddana judA ja prakAranI manI jAya che. ni:sagapaNAthI jyAre e anubhavajJAna nirmaLa thAya tyAre enI kharI meAja Ave che ane tyAre e khare abhirAma-manAhara rasa thAya che. e rasane jene sAcA prema lAge te prANI aMdara ja ramaNa kare che. enA vilAsamAM vikAra hAtA nathI, enA AnaMdamAM AtmasAkSAtkAra hAya che ane enA maheAdayamAM pavitra zuddha zAMta vAtAvaraNu hAya che. kAI kharA ni:saMga mahAtmAnA paricaya thAya che tyAre enA vAtAvaraNamAM rahela zAMtinA sAkSAtkAra thAya che. AvA anubhavarasane tu bhaja, ane pratyakSa kara, tArA AtmAmAM nimajjana kara, te maya thai jA, tene mATe ja vicAra kara. sAcA anubhavajJAnamAM parabhAvatyAga sahaja che e kahevAnI bhAgye ja jarUra hAya. vyAdhinuM nidAna ane cikitsA atra raju karI. have eka-e prAstAvika vAta kahI, chevaTe satyamArga nuM prakAzana batAvI, A bhavya bhAvanAnA vyavahArU AkAra batAvaze. 5. relavemAM eThA, be-cAra ajANyA mANasA maLyA, vAtA karI, sAthe khAdhuM; paNa pachI e oLakhANa lAMbe vakhata TatI nathI. musApharInA anubhavavALAne A navuM nathI. ghaNA rasathI vAtA kare; paNa peAtAnu sTezana Ave eTale saiA pAta

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anya vabhAvanA. 297 peAtAne raste paDe che. raste maLanAra darekanI sAthe kAMi sahacAra thatA nathI ane tenAmAM kAMi pratiSadha paNa thatA nathI. paMthe maLyA, vAtA thai ane mArga judA paDyA eTale sA peAtapeAtAne raste paDI jAya che. evI rIte musApharakhAnA jevA gharamAM ApaNe sagAMsaMbaMdhI ekaThA thayA. jene teDuM Ave te raste paDI jAya che ane enA karma ane jyAM laI jAya tyAM e jAya che. emAM mamatA zI karavI ? emAM raDavuM kAne ? ane raDanArA paNa kayAM besI rahenAra che? atyAre je aMdhana mAnIne musA sAthe pratibadha karavAmAM Ave che ane tenA upara rAga ke AkarSaNa thAya che te mAhujanya che, mamatAmaya che ane svAjanya che. gharaDAM mANusa jAya tyAre tenAmAM svArtha Ache! hAvAthI keAI raDatu nathI. tyAre AmAM svArtha sivAya bIjuM kAMi nathI. musApharakhAnA-dharmazALAmAMthI e vaTemArgu sAthe ghaNI gamata karI hAya paNa jyAre e pace paDe tyAre kAi rahevA esatuM nathI. 'Avajo, Avajo' kare che. e misAle kuTuMbane paricaya samajaveA. e sarva potapotAnAM karmane vaza che ane emAM kAMi baMdhana karavA ceAgya tattva nathI. e sarva parabhAva che, mAhya bhAva che, sarvathA tyAjya che. 6. eka mIo dAkhalA vicAravA ceAgya che. parasparanA jyAM pUrA prema hAya tyAM parasparanA unmAda samajI zakAya tema che. ekane jarA paNa Urmi na hAya ane khIjo prema pAchaLa prANa ApatA hAya tyAre zI dazA thAya che te vicArA-kapA. premane jyAre javAba maLatA nathI tyAre ekataraphI prema karanArane mAtra

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298 zrI zAMtasudhArasa saMtApa ja thAya che. pataMgIA peThe praNayanI javALAmAM bhasma thanAranA dAkhalA paNa thoDA nathI. A vAta para vivecananI ke citranI jarUra bhAgye ja hoya. have tane ghara, ghareNu, mAla, vyApAranI cIjo, cepaDA vigere para prema thAya che paNa te ektarI che, tArA pUratuM ja che ane sAmenA javAba vagarano che. e lakSamI ke e paramANunA thappA te koInA koI divasa thayA che ke te tArAM thAya? lakSamI to vezyA jevI che. Aje tAre tyAM beThI hAya, kAle bIjAnuM ghara mAMDe. A sarva bAbata duniyAmAM dararoja joIe chIe. ane gharanAM ghara e zuM ? kenuM ghara ? ane keAnA gharanuM ghara? A sarva phAMphAM che ane e ja rIte zarIra paNa pudagaLano samUha che ane tenA upara prema paNa ekataraphI che. enI sAthe mamatA karavI e nimpraNayI upara prema karavA barAbara che, taddana ekataraphI che ane khAlI saMtApa karanAra che. A bAbatamAM jarA paNa zaMkA hoya te e sarva bahAranI vastuo ane khUda zarIra vAraMvAra keTalI tasdI Ape che ane e tamAma aneka vAra kevAM vAMkAM thaI bese che tene khyAla karI le. je praNaya vagaranA hoya, sAme javAba maLato na hoya tyAM vaLagatAM javuM e DahApaNavALA prANanuM kArya na ja gaNAya. ethI manane ukaLATa, nakAmI ciMtA ane aMdara kaleza ja thAya che ane pariNAme hAthamAM kAMI AvatuM nathI. sarva pigalika vastu jemAM tArA zarIrane paNa samAveza thAya che tenA uparane tAre sneha A prakAranuM che. have tene yogya lAge che te kara ane nakAme saMtApa vahArI le.

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anyatva*bhAvanA. 9 duniyAdArImAM kahevAya che ke ' jara jamIna ne jorU, e kajIyAnA chorU ' kayeA eTale saMtApa ane e jara ( lakSmI ), e jamIna ( khetara, gharabAra ) ane e jorU eTale strI ane sa` kuTuMba e sarva para che, tArAthI avara che ane mahAsaMtApa karAvanAra che ane premanA pratidhvani karanAra nathI e tuM samajI leje, A banne AAkanA vyavahArU dAkhalAe khAsa vicAraNIya che ane parabhAvane kharAkhara samajAve tevA ane tane khAsa lAgu paDanArA che. 7. teTalA mATe rDA sarva vAtane TUMkAmAM kahI de che ke bhAI! atyAre ubhA karelA sacAgAne tuM tajI de, te agAu joyu che ke saMjogarUpa mULathI ja A prANIe du:khanI paraMparA prApta karI che. je sabadhAnI khAtara tusa hArI bese che ane jenI khAtara tu tArA peAtAne vicAra paNa karatA nathI e sarva sacAgAne tajI de. e samadhA para che, paranI sAthenA che ane vaLI tene viyeAga nizcita che, je vastu sAthene viyeAga jarUra thavAnA hoya tenI khAtara paDI maravu ghaTe nahi, zeAle nahi, vAstavika gaNAya nahi. saMthArApArasamAM kahyuM che ke saMgoLamULa sIveLa, pattA duHlaparA / taddA saMgosaMbaMdha, satva tividena jesiAi enI AgaLanI e gAthA ApaNe ekatvabhAvanAmAM vicArI hatI. ( jue pR. 257 ) * A prANIe sayeAgane kAraNe aneka du:khanI para MparA prApta karI che. teTalA mATe sarva sacAga-saMbaMdhane mana-vacana-kAyAthI vAsirAvu chuM-tenI sAthene saMbaMdha atra pUrA karUM chuM.' A qharI AMtara-AtmadazA che.

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300 zrI zAMtasudhArAsa saMga zabda ja viyegane sUcave che. e akudaratI che, ubhe karela che ane je svAbhAvika na hoI ubhuM kareluM hoya tene viyoga kaI kALe te jarUra thAya ja. ane thAya tyAre muMjhave; mATe tAre hAthe vecchAthI ja tene tyAga karI de. caM ca rAmakumananta vi ene svayaM-jAte tyAga karyo hoya te khUba AnaMda-zAMti Ape che. aMte choDavAnAM ja che, na game te paNa Akhare chUTI javAnAM che tyAre zA mATe enA tyAgane AnaMda hANato nathI ? zamarasanI majA vhANa le. saMga-saMbaMdhane svayaM tyajavAnI A prathama vAta karI. eka bIjI vAta. cetana ! tuM ekAgratA kara. atyAre aneka kArya karavAne kAraNe tArI zaktio veDaphAya che ane tuM eka bAbata upara zAMtithI vicAra paNa ekadhAro karI zakato nathI. capaLa citta jyAM tyAM rakhaDe che ane vAta evI vicitra bane che ke tArAmAM keI prakAranI zAMti AvatI nathI. pachI ahIMthI rahyuM ke ahIMthI laI lauM ke Ane tyAM jauM ke paNe bhASaNa karUM-evA evA vicAre thAya che, paNa eka bAbatamAM citta lAgatuM nathI ane ekaviSayanA guNadoSa para kadI pUrata vicAra thato nathI ane enA lAbhAlAbha kadI tapAsAtA nathI. ekAgratAne abhAve prANa jyAM tyAM avyavasthitapaNe bhaTakyA kare che, paNa jyAre ekAgratA thAya che tyAre manamAM zAMti ane sthiratA thAya che. emAM paNa e ekAgratA jyAre nirmaLa hoya tyAre era AnaMda Ave che. jyAre lekeSaNuM jAya, jyAre kIrtinI cAhanA na hoya, jyAre pharajane spaSTa khyAla hoya ane jyAre Atmapragati

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anyatvabhAvanA. 301 karavAnuM spaSTa dhyeya hoya tyAre je ekAgratA thAya che te nirmaLadoSa vagaranI kahevAya che. A ekAgratA dhyAnane viSaya che ane te bhAvanAne pariNAme prApta che, paNa ahIM tene prApta karavAnI bhalAmaNa karavAne hetu e che ke jyAM sudhI prANuM cittanI sthiratA karI vastusvarUpa ane tene saMbaMdha vicArato nathI tyAM sudhI e anyatvabhAva barAbara jamAvI zakatuM nathI athavA jANela vAta turata khasI jAya che. eTalA mATe nirmaLa avadhAna karI, vastune oLakhavAnI ane tene AtmA sAtheno saMbaMdha vicAravAnI khUba jarUra che ane tene pariNAme pragati cokkasa che. A banne hakIkata na bane to yAda rAkhaje ke sapta grISmakALamAM tuM phALa mArIne game teTaluM mRgatRSNAnuM pANI prApta karavA prayatna karIza to paNa tane kadI tRpti thavAnI nathI. jhAMjhavAmAM pANuM che ja nahi, chatAM doDAdoDI karI tuM koI jagyAethI jarA jaLa maLyuM che ema mAnIza te paNa tArI tarasa chIpaze nahi ane tArI doDAdeDI te jarUra ubhI ja raheze. tuM Ama ne Ama kayAM sudhI doDyA karIza? tane haju doDAdoDIne thAka lAgyA nathI ? e mRgatRSNa kevI che tenuM varNana karavuM paDe tema nathI. haraNIA enI zodhamAM herAna herAna thaI doTa mUkyA ja kare che. tArI dhanAdi mATenI doDAdeDI evA ja prakAranI che. dhana game teTaluM maLaze te paNa saMtoSa thaze nahi ane nahi maLe te viSAdane pAra raheze nahi; mATe ene preranAra saMga-saMbaMdhane tajI de ane nirmaLa ekAgratA kara. A bhAvanAnuM A ati viziSTa pariNAma che. khUba vicAra karIne ene vyavahArU AkAra Apaje ane parabhAva ramaNatA choDI devA yatna karaje.

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302 zrozAMta-sudhArasa 8. chevaTe bhalAmaNa kare che ke jene keI jAtane Azare na hoya tene Teko ApanAra, nirAzritanA Azrita, anAthanA belI zrI tIrthaMkaradevane Azare ja. te zarUAtamAM ja joyuM che ke zarIra, dhana, putra, ghara ke svajanamAMthI keI tane durgatimAM paDatAM rakSaNa ApI zake tema nathI. AvI rIte cAre tarapha ghera ghanaghaTA chavAI hoya che tyAre paNa tane tIrthakara mahArAja sahAya karanAra che eTale eka ja tAre Azare che, kAraNa ke e tIrthakara deva sAcA dharmanI prApti karI ApIne tane sagatie javA egya sarva rastA batAve che, ane te vadhAre prayatna kare te tene sarva upAdhithI sarvathA mukti meLavI ApI tAre A cakabhramaNane cheDe lAvI Ape tema che. evo e suMdara Azraya che, kALAM vAdaLAMmAM rUperI dorI che ane tane akhaMDa zAMtinuM sthAna che. matalaba tuM e tIrthakara mahArAje batAvelA dharmane Azraya kara ane te dvArA tArI pragati sAdha. ene hetu e che ke mokSagatie javAnA e sahele upAya che, e anAyAse siddha che ane pariNAma cekasa nIpajAvanAra che. tuM zAMtasudhArasanuM khUba pAna kara. enAthI tAruM AkhuM zarIra bharI de ane e maya thaI jA. e amRtapAnamAM traNa guNe che - (1) e vyAdhine zamAvanAra che. amRta hoya che tyAM vyAdhine sabhAva na ja hoya. e sarva vyAdhine haranAra eka davA che. evolatUnAmAvaMtAnaH bhavarogathI pIDAyalA prANIne aMge e vaidyanuM kAma kare che. zAMtarasa bhavavyAdhine zamAvI de che. agadaMkAra eTale vaidya tIrthaMkara paramAtmA che. (2) vamana-vAMti (ulaTI) ne dUra karanAra che. A prANIne

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anyatvabhAvanA. . 303 aMtara vikAra thayA ja kare che paNa zAMtasudhAnuM pAna kare te evA vikAro dUra thaI jAya che, e svaparane oLakhe che ane enA vikAre zamI jAya che. (3) vaLI e rasa vinAza rahita che. apAya eTale pIDA ke vinAza e jyAM na hoya tyAM bhAre majA Ave che. mAthe vinAzane bhaya laTakato hoya tyAM sudhI kAma karavAmAM majA AvatI nathI. zAMtarasa ane vinAzane uttaradhruva ane dakSiNadhruva je saMbaMdha che. A zAMta amRtarasa je sarva vyAdhine zamAvanAra che, vAMtine dUra karanAra che ane vinAza rahita che tene pI. A gALAmAM zivagatino saraLa upAya batAvyuM ane zAMtavAhitAmAM snAna karavAnI bhalAmaNa karI. A rIte pAMcamI anyatva bhAvanA lekhakazrIe pUrI karI. vinaya nAmanuM raTaNa ApaNe paNa pratyeka gAthAne aMte aSTakamAM karyuM. e rIte anyatva bhAvanAnI hakIkta raju karI. anyatva bhAvanAmAM bahAra javAnuM che ane bahArane-parane saMbaMdha AtmA sAthe kevo che tene barAbara khyAla karavAno che. jaMga ( Jung ) nAmanA tattvajJAnIe manuSya jAtinA be vibhAga pADyA che. ekane te Introvert kahe che, bIjAne te Extravert kahe che. ekasaTrAvarTa (bAhyadaSTi ) nuM mAnasika baMdhAraNa bAhya vastu tarapha hoya che ane te tenuM sarva dhyAna ane lAgaNuM zeke che. InTrovarTa (AMtaradaSTi) potAnI aMdara jue che, duniyAmAMthI e lagabhaga dUra jAya che ane te duniyAne potAnI virodhI gaNe che. WWW.jainelibrary.org

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304 zrI.zAMtasudhArasa ' AMtaraspI ' vastuo karatAM peAtAnA vicAra, kalpanA ane lAgaNIne vadhAre prAdhAnya Ape che jyAre bAhyadazI vastue upara dhyAna Ape che. jyAM jyAM dharmanu prAdhAnya hAya che tyAM bahudhA AMtaraspazI tattvajJAnIonI vipulatA hoya che. jyAM sthULavAda-bhAtikavAda ( Meterialism ) para vadhAre bhAra DAya che tyAM bAhyadazI tattvajJAnInuM sAmrAjya hAya che. hiMdanA lagabhaga sarva tattvajJAnIe AMtaradazInI keDiTamAM Ave, chatAM ceAthI ane pAMcamI bhAvanAne aMge jovAmAM AvyuM haze ke AMtaradazI tattvajJAnIoe AtmanirIkSaNa ceAthI bhAvanAmAM karyu che te pAMcamImAM padArthanA aMtara AtmabhAva sAthenA saMadha kadI visarI gayA nathI. mArA mate syAdvAdaprarUpaka jaina tattvajJAnIe AMtaradazI ane mAhyasparzI kharAkhara rahI zake che. sAthe e paNa kahevu joIe ke DhAlanI mane khAju te raju karavAmAM saphaLa thayA che chatAM teomAM vipuLatA tA AMtaradazItvanI ja che ane AtmAnI hayAtI svIkAranAra A sivAya bIjo tattvavicAraNAnA mArga lai zake e azakaya che. mArU satavya e che ke jaina tattvajJAnIo ekAMta mAyAvAda (Illusion) mAM mAnanAra na hAvAthI te vastu sAthene AtmAnA saMbaMdha kharAkhara jhaLakAvI zakayA che. teonI gaNanA te bahudhA InTrovarTa ( AMtaradarzI ) nI kakSAmAM ja Ave. ( Ane aMge e hakasalInI propara sTaDIjha [ Proper studies by A [ Dous Huxley] Hill Varifies of Intelligence ne niba Mdha jarUra jovA ane sarakhAvavA yeAgya che.)

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anyatvabhAvagnA. 305 AjathI 2462 varSa pahelAM A vadi amAsyAnI savAre mahAvIra bhagavAne pitAnA mukhya ziSya iMdrabhUti gautamane bAjunA gAmamAM devazarmA nAmano brAhamaNa rahe che tene upadeza ApavA mATe javA kahyuM. AjJAMkita ziSya turata tyAM gayA. upadeza Ape. rAtanA bAra vAgavAno samaya thayo haze tyAM AkAzamAM devatAone amuka dizA tarapha jatA joyA. zuM che? ema prazna thaye. tapAsa karatAM jaNAyuM ke mahAvIra svAmI mekSe gayA ane bhAvaudyotano nAza thatAM deve dravyaudyota karI rahyA che ane bhagavAnane deha apApApurImAM paDyo che tyAM namana karavA jAya che. tamasvAmI vilaMba thaI gayA. ene vicAra thaye ke duniyAne kama che ke evA vakhate mANasa chokarAone pAse bolAve, bahAragAma hoya te teDAvI maMgAve ane bhagavAne to mane ulaTe dUra karyo! mArA upara zuM temane sneha ja nahi hoya? AvuM te hoya? A pramANe khUba kheda karyo. pachI vicAryuM ke kharekhara e vItarAga hatA! huM kone? ane temane ne mAre ze saMbaMdha? bhagavAna te niHspRha ja hoya. ene pitAnAM temaja pArakAM na hoya. huM bhUlyo. ema anyatva bhAvano vicAra karatAM khUba Atmanimajajana karI kevalya upajAvyuM, saMpUrNa jJAna thayuM ane kAlekanA bhUta-bhaviSya-sAMprata bhAve jJAnanajare joyA. A anyatva bhAvanA raDI raDIne mAtA marUdevAe AMkhe I. mAre "trakaSabha" zuM karato haze? zuM khAto haze? e kayAM paDhato haze? ene aDacaNa paDe to keNa enuM nivAraNa karatuM haze? AkhI rAta jaMpa nahi. bharata bAhubaLa paga cAMpavA bese tyAre paNa e ja

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308 zrI zAMtasudhArasa jhaMkhanA "mAro traSabha zuM karato haze ?" tame enI saMbhALa ja letA nathI. e pramANe bolatAM AMkhamAMnA AMsuM varSo gayAM paNa sukAyAM nahi. mAtAne prema taddana nirmaLa ane A mAtAmAM to jugaLIAnI bhadrikatA hatI, trIjA ArAnI saraLatA hatI, asAdhAraNa vAtsalyanI parAkASThA hatI. e to dararoja raDe, rAtre raDe ane hAlatAM-cAlatAM paNa niHsAsA mUke, jethI AMkha upara paDaLa vaLI gayAM paNa enuM raDavuM aTakayuM nahi. bharata mahArAja mAtAne game teTaluM AzvAsana Ape, bAhabaLI enA paga cAMpe paNa mAtAne sneha te enA RSabhane ja jhaMkhe. evI rIte 1000 varSa vyatIta thayA. eka divasa prabhAte samAcAra AvyA ke "zrI kaSabhadevane kevalajJAna prApta thayuM che ane nagara bahAra dee samavasaraNa racela che." turata ja bIjA samAcAra AvyA ke "Ayudha zALAmAM cakaratna utpanna thayuM che." ane samAcAra lagabhaga eka sAthe AvyA. kSaNavAra bharata mahArAja vicAramAM paDyA- tAta cakra pUra pUjya, ciMtA eha huIrI" pitAnI prathama upAsanA karUM ke cakraratnanI ? bIjI ja kSaNe niradhAra karyo ke tAtanI ja pUjA prathama ghaTe. caka te A bhavanuM sAdhana che, aMte para che. tAta jagapUjya che, saMsArathI mUkAvanAra devAdhideva che. - marUdevA mAtAne hAthI para besADyA. pote mahAvatane sthAne beThA. dUrathI devadubhine avAja sAMbhaLe. "mAtA ! tamArA putranI addhi juo ! A devatAo puSpavRSTi kare che, traNa gaDhavALuM suMdara samavasaraNuM che, azokavRkSa DelI rahyuM che, cAmara vIMjAya che, bhAmaMDaLa jhaLake che." vigere.

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anyatvabhAvanA. 307 mAtA to sAMbhaLIne DaghAI gayA. "arere! huM varSothI Sabha, aSabha" karatI hatI ane A to majAmAM paDela che. A te konA chokarA ne kenI mAtA?, harSanA AMsu AvyAM. paDaLa dUra thaI gayAM. samavasaraNAdi joyuM tethI manamAM anyatva bhAvanA jagI. te ragerage prasarI gaI. atyaMta haLukamI bhadrika jIva hato. hAthInA hoddA para kaivalyajJAna thayuM. A anyatva bhAvanA. ekatva bhAvanAne ane anyatva bhAvanAne khUba najIkano saMbaMdha che. ekamAM aMdara jovAnuM che ane bIjAmAM aMdaranI apekSAe bahAne toLavAnuM che. A tulanA karavAne A kharekharo prasaMga che ane ene banate upayoga thAya to bhAvanA bhAvavAnuM sArthakaya che. prathama sarvathI agatyanI bAbata A zarIra che. enI khAtara aneka agavaDe sahevAmAM Ave che, ene piSaNa ApavAmAM Ave che ane enuM jatana karavAmAM pUratuM dhyAna ApavAmAM Ave che chatAM e koI paNa vakhata sarakhe javAba ApatuM nathI. ene zaradI-garamI lAgatAM vAra lAgatI nathI ane jyAre enI khUba saMbhALa levAmAM Ave che tyAre e ulaTuM vadhAre trAsa ApatuM jAya che. ene khavarAvavAnI ciMtA, ene khavarAveluM bahAra kADhavAnI ciMtA, ene sApha rAkhavAnI ciMtA ane ene sarakhAImAM rAkhavAnI upAdhine pAra nahIM. e sarvanI nityoMdha rAkhI hoya te enuM lIsTa bhAre jabarUM thAya ane chatAM e te parAyAnI jema ja varte che. enAmAM zuM bharyuM che e vAta have pachI vicAravAnI che (chaThThI bhAva nAmAM), paNa jevuM che tevuM e para ja che ane parAyAnI jema ja te prANI sAthe varte che. paratva-anyatva enAthI zarU thAya che.

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zrI zAMta-sudhArasa A pramANe chatAM zarIrane parAyuM mAnavAnI vAta samajavI khahu suzkela che ane muzkela che mATe khUba vicAravA ceAgya che. enA saMbaMdhamAM ghaNuM lakhAI gayuM che. atyAre kAI chApu hAthamAM leze temAM 75 TakA jAhera khukhara davAnI huraze. svarga mAMthI kAI te vAMce tA manuSyalAkamAM koi vyAdhinA upAya zodhavA have rahyo nahi hAya tevI temAM jAherAtA hoya che ane chatAM ApaNe zArIrika khAkhatamAM sudharyAM chIe ema teA lAgatu ja nathI. A sarva zarIranA mAhu che, asthAne mUkelA vizvAsanuM piraNAma che ane parabhAvaramaNatAne pratidhvani che. zarIrane aMte mUkI javuM paDe che e tA sadeha vagaranI vAta che. 308 sagAMone sneha e paNa parabhAvamAM ramaNatA che emAM kaze! sadeha nathI. e sagAMo parabhavamAM sAthe AvatA nathI ke tyAM kAI prakAranI sahAya karI zakatA nathI e vAta te ApaNe vigatathI joI gayA. svArtha pUratA ja sneha che. enA aneka dRSTAntA noMdhAyalAM che. tenuM saMkSipta avaleAkana karI joie. surikAntA, e strInA premanu TAnta pUrU pADe che. e paradezI rAjAnI mahArANI thAya. rAjA sAthe eNe khUba vilAsa karyAM. rANI viSayAsakta hatI ane te pUratA tenA rAjA para sneha hatA. eka vakhata rAjAne kezIgaNadharanA meLApa thayA. temanA upadezathI enI nAstikatA dUra thai. e dharma samajyeA. duniyAnI asthiratA tenA dhyAnamAM AvI. e rANI taraph zithiLa premavALA thayA. rANIne e na gamyuM. enI icchA tRpta na thatAM e piMgaLAnI jema parapurUSa sAthe sahacAra karavA lAgI. rAjAnA bhaya lAgyA ane aMte premInA lebAsamAM rAjAne viSa daI, gaLe nakha mArI rANIe enA prANa lIdhA. A strInA prema !

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anyatva*lAvatA. 309 brahmadatta cakravartInI mAtA, vidhavAvasthAmAM parapurUSa( dIrgha rAjA )laMpaTa thaI. prathamAvasthAmAM je putra gale AvyA tyAre pAte aiAda svama joyAM hatAM tevA cakravartI thanAra putrane mArI nAkhavA te ja mAtAe lAkhanu ghara banAvyuM ane tyAM putrane sUvA mAkalyA. mAtAe peAte ja e gharane Aga lagADI. e cakravattI thanAra putra enA mitra pradhAnaputranI kuzaLatAthI acce, paNa svArtha saMghaTTana vakhate mAtA paNa keTalI hada sudhI jAya che te khAsa vicAravA jevuM che. kanaketu rAjAne rAjyanA eTale badhe leAla hatA ke e peAtAnA putrone kANA, lulA, pAMgaLA, AMdhaLA ane bIjI khADakhAMpaNavALA karI . rAjyane ayeAgya karatA hatA. niyama pramANe evA putrane rAjya maLatuM nathI. pitA keTalI hada sudhI svArtha vakhate putra sAthe paNa dUra thAya che te A dAkhalAmAM vicAravA jevuM che. putranA snehamAM kaNikanu dRSTAnta suprasiddha che. e zreNika rAjAnA putra thAya. enu nAma kUNika paNa kahevAya che. eNe rAjyaleAthe pitAne kedamAM pUryA, pAMjarAmAM nAkhyA ane rAjya potAne tAbe karyuM. eNe pAMjarAmAM paNa pitAne cAkhakhA marAvyA. te putra khAlaka hatA tyAre tenA aMguThA pAkayo hatA. pitA pathI kharaDAyalA e aMguThAne snehavaza thaIne peAtAnA mukhamAM rAkhatA hatA. te putra pitAnA snehanA badale ApyA! itihAsamAM Aragajhebe enA pitA zAhajahAnane ane bhAI dvArAne kedamAM nAkhyAnA dAkhalA sArI rIte jANItA che. svArthI e evI ja cIja che. sagA bhAione laDavAnA kreseA kAraTamAM ghaNA jANItA che.

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310 zrI zAMtasudhArasa snehanI svArtha paratA keTalI che te mATe bahu dAkhalAo ApavAnI jarUra paDe tema nathI. ApaNuM dararojanA anubhavane te viSaya che. bhAIo laDe tyAre eka bIjAnA geLAnA pANI harAma thAya che. A saMsAramAM to sarva prakAranAM daSTAnto maLI Ave che, paNa e sarvamAMthI eka vAta barAbara siddha thAya che ke A duniyAmAM kharA sneha jevI eka paNa cIja nathI. je khare neha hoya to snehInA vagara jIvI zakAya nahi, chatAM jenA vagara eka divasa na jAya tenA vagara varSo vahI jAya che te ApaNe vAraMvAra anubhavIe chIe ane chatAM sneha pAchaLa ghasaDAIe chIe. A sthiti vicArazIla dIrghadRSTinI te na hoya. - prema-neha e evI cIkaTa vastu che ke eka vAra ene avakAza ApyA pachI emAM viveka, sabhyatA ke maryAdAne sthAna rahetuM nathI. pachI AkhA gAmamAM rUpALAmAM rUpALe cheka zodhavA mokalavAmAM Ave to gAmanA kanaiyA kuMvare para najara TharatI nathI, paNa potAnA habasI jevA chokarA tarapha ja AMkho Thare che. A sabhyatAno namUno che. sneha keTale pakSapAta karAve che te vicAravAnuM A sthAna che. strI, putra ke anya sagAM para sneha keTale vakhata Take che tene khyAla gharaDA mANasane thAya che. enAmAM svArtha na rahetAM enuM jIvana ghaNuMvAra bahu AkarUM-akAruM thaI paDe che. enA dAkhalA paNa najare joyA che. parabhavamAM e nehImAMno kaI jarA paNa kAmamAM Avato nathI e vAta to barAbara spaSTa thaI gaI che. paravastuonA nehamAM dhana uparanI gAMTha sarvathI AkarI che. enA pAsamAM judI judI kakSAe sarva AvI paDelA che. enI cIkAza eTalI AkarI che ke e maratAM sudhI chUTatI nathI. maratI vakhate paNa emAM vAsanA rahI jAya che.

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anyatvabhAvanA. 311 emAM kAMI dhyeya paNa hotuM nathI. emAM maryAdA rahetI nathI. emAM sagapaNa-sneha-saMbaMdha kAMI jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. sIttera varSanI vayanA mANasone putra-putrI na hoya to paNa dhananI pAchaLa gAMDA thatAM ApaNe najare joyA che. e zenI khAtara ajaMpe ane ujAgara karatA haze tenI kalpanA karavI muzkela che, paNa chatAM teo to potAnI dhana pAchaLanI cekI, sAcA-jUThA karavAnI paddhati ane aneka goTALA vRddha vaye paNa karyA ja kare che. dhanane meha ajaba che ane pRthakkaraNane mATe azakaya che, na samajAya teve che ane TheTha sudhI herAna karanAra che, samajyA chatAM paNa e chUTato ja nathI. dhana to para vastu che e siddha karavAnI kAMI jarUra nathI. e zarIra jeTaluM najIka paNa nathI ane sagAM jeTaluM samIpa paNa nathI, paraMtu ene keTalAka vyavahAranA anubhavIo "agIArame prANa" kahe che. prANune pAMca iMdriya, mana, vacana, kAyAne cage, zvAsozvAsane Ayu e daza prANa hoya che, paNa dhana e agiyArame prANa banI jAya che ane ghaNIvAra to ene grAha e Akara bane che ke e daza prANane mUkAve che. mahAvigraha pachI vyApAranI astavyasta sthiti thatAM, keTalAe vyApArIne nukazAna thatAM, zarIre tArAja thatAM joyA che, kekane gAMDA thaI jatAM joyA che ane keTalAone aMte ghasAIne maraNa pAmatA joyA che. dhanano aparaMpAra mahimA che. enA paranI Asakti prANune keTalI hada sudhI laI jAya che te para vadhAre vivecananI bhAgye ja jarUra hoya. parabhAvamAM ramaNa karavAnI TevanuM e anivArya pariNAma che. dhana sivAya anya vastuo parane prema paNa oche

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312 zrI zAMtasubbArasa vadhate badale jarUra Ape che. ApaNuM pharanIcara para ApaNane keTale rAga hoya che! nAtAmAM jamavA gayA hoIe ane eka kaLaze je badalAI jAya tyAM keTalA cIDAI jaIe chIe! ane eka sAruM Alabama banAvyuM hoya te keTalAne batAvIe chIe ! keIne pIkacarane zekha, keIne ghaDIyALa para moha, keIne kapaDAM para Adara, keAIne jeDAM para Asakti, AvAM aneka nAme laI zakAya; paNa te bInajarUrI che. pArthiva kaI paNa cIja para Asakti nirarthaka che, kacavATa karAvanAra che ane aMte sarvane cheDavAnI che emAM zaka nathI. jelamAM eka thALI, be vATakA ane be chetara, be baMDI ane eka ochADa (cAdara) tathA be oM keTathI calAvI zakAya che ane ghera kapATa bharIne kapaDAM hoya ane peTa bharIne ThAmavAsa hoya to paNa ochAM paDe che. ApaNI jarUrIAta ApaNe vadhArIe chIe ane pachI nakAmA muMjhavaNamAM paDI aMdhArAmAM gothAM khAIe chIe. vicAravAnuM e che ke A cIjomAMthI kaI sthAyI nathI, kaI ApaNuM nathI, ApaNI sAthe AvavAnI nathI, ene choDatAM aMdarathI jIvAtmA amaLAI javAne che ane ene ja rAjIkhuzIthI choDatAM zAMtinI dhArA cAle tema che, akhaMDa vineda thAya tema che ane pharaja bajAvavAnA khyAlamAM mastatA Ave tema che. AvI rIte ApaNe Atmika vicAra karyo. prathama bhAvanAmAM saMsAranI anityatA, padArthonI anityatA AtmAnI najare vicArI, bIjI bhAvanAmAM A prANIne--AtmAne keInuM zaraNu nathI e joyuM, trIjI bhAvanAmAM saMsAranuM AkhuM citra raju karyuM, jethI bhAvanAmAM AtmA ekalo ja che, ekalo Avyo che ane ekalo janAra che e vicAryuM ane A WWW.jainelibrary.org

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anyatvabhAvanA. 313 chellI pAMcamI bhAvanAmAM AtmA sivAya sarva padArtho anya che ane anya hAI tenI khAtara paDI maravuM e ajJAna che e batAvatAM khAsa karIne potAnuM zarIra paNa anya che e bAbata para bhAra mUkayo. prathamanI pAMca bhAvanAe AtmAne aMge che. have pachI AvanArI chaThThI bhAvanA zarIrane aMge che, sAta ATha, nava e traNa bhAvanA karmano saMbaMdha judA judA daSTibinduthI carcanAra che, dazamI bhAvanA dharmanI AvazyakatA samajAve che, agyAramI bhaugolika che ane bAramI samyakatvanI durlabhatA batAvanAra che. enA vibhAge nIce pramANe pADI zakAya. 1 thI 5 bhAvanA. Atmika. AtmAno saMbaMdha batAvanAra. 6 ThThI bhAvanA. zArIrika zarIranI aMdara zuM che te batAvanAra. 7 thI 9 bhAvanA. kArmika. karmano saMbaMdha batAvanAra. 10 thI 12 bhAvanA. prakIrNa viSayaka. judA judA dharmAdi viSaya prakaTa karanAra. eTale have ahIMthI ApaNuM lAIna badalAya che. aMte to sarva bhAvanAne AtmA sAthe saMbaMdha che e vAta sAcI che, paNa A prathamanI pAMca bhAvanAmAM AtmA keMdra sthAne che. eka AtmAne barAbara oLakhe to sarva oLakhI lIdhuM e vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che. AtmAne mATe A sarva ramata che, ene prakaTa karo ane ene enA mULa svarUpamAM laI Ave ene mATe A sarva upadeza che ane e saMbaMdhamAM kadAca kaI vicAra bevaDAyA haya, keI vAtanuM punarAvartana thayuM hoya to tene saMtavya gaNI AtmAne oLakha e ApaNuM pradhAna kartavya che. anaMtazaktine dhaNu, anaMtaguNane nAyaka, bhUtabhAvI dA

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314 zrI zAMtasudhA ane anaMta sukhamAM ramaNa karanAra e AtmA atyAre kaI sthitie utarI gayA che e vicAra karatAM kheda thAya tema che. enI upAdhio pAra vagaranI che ane enI guMcavaNe paNa muMjhave tevI che, chatAM e sarvanI upara AvavAnuM tenAmAM vIrya che ane te prakaTa karavA A bhavamAM je sAmagrIo maLI che te vipuLa che. ene lAbha na levAmAM Ave to pAchuM enuM e ja cakabhramaNa cAlu rahevAnuM che. emAM jIvananI asthiratA Adi vicArI nAsIpAsa thaI lamaNe hAtha mUkIne raDavAnuM nathI, paNa kammara kasIne laDavAnuM che ane laDatAM mArga maLI jAya tevuM che. vikAsakramamAM marUdevA jevA susAdhya che te thoDA ja Ave, paNa kaSTasAdhya jIvoe paNa gabharAvAnuM koI kAraNa nathI. ApaNe mekSa ApaNA hAthamAM che ane te mATe sIdho mArga pakaDI levAno A avasara che. pitAnuM hoya te upara khUba bhAra mUka, mAnasika ucca uDDayana karavA ane parano tyAga kara. eTaluM thAya te rasto hAtha lAgI jaze ane vadhAre pragati thAya te bahu sArI vAta che, paNa tema na bane te sAce raste avAya to paNa vikAsakamanA rastA para te jarUra AvI javAze. A bhAvanAo vicArI satya svarUpa samajavAnuM che, AdaravAnuM che, gatimAM mUkavAnuM che. e vicArI jarA paNa gabharAI javAnuM kAraNa nathI, e vAta vAraMvAra lakSya para levAnI che. ApaNe mokSa ApaNe karI zakIe tema che ane te mATe ja A vicAraNuM che. paramAtmA A zAMtamudhAnuM pAna enA sAcA AkAramAM karavAnI sarvane sadabuddhi Apo. Iti anyatva bhAvanA, 5.

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u, sakaLacaMdrakRta anyatvabhAvanA ( rAga kedAra!-gADI. ) cetanA jAgI sahacAriNI, ALasa godaDu nAMkhI nAMkhI re; hRdaya ghare jJAna divA karA, sumati ughADI AMkhI re.cenja eka zatA adhika aThAvanA, meha raNayA gharamAMhi re; huM sadA teNe viTatho rahuM, tujana ciMtA kesI nArI re.ce jaI sujha te aLagA kare, te racyuM huM tujha sAthe re, tehathI huM aLagA rahe. jo rahe tuM mujha sAthe re. ce3 mana vacana tanu sarve iMdriyA, jIvathI jAnuA hAya re; apara parivAra sama jIvathI, tuM sadA cetanA jeya re. cenja tanu vacana sarve iMdriyA, jIvathI jUnuA joya re; jo rame tuM iNu bhAvanA, teA tujha kevaLa hAya re. ceru pa sarva jaga jIva gaNu jAnuA, kAI kuNane nava hAya re; kaeN vaze satteijanajataNe, kama thI nava tA kAya re ce deva gurU jIva paNa jAnuA, jUnuA jagatanA jIva re; karma vaza sava nijanijataNe, udyama kare nahIM kalIvare ce sa zubha vastu mahimA hare, kaliyuge duSTa bhUpALa re; tima dukAleApi janane hare, avaranI Aza mana vALa re.ce ciMta kare Apa tu ApaNI, mama kara pArakI Aza re; ApaNuM AcaryuM anubhavyuM, vicArI paravastu udAsa re, ce ke Ne jaganavi uddI, urdUre ApaNA jIva re; dhanya je dharma Adara kare, te vase iMdra samIva re. ce 10 jAve jAvA AtamA, deha dhana janathakI dhyAna re; te gai duHkha nava upaje, jehane mane jina jJAna re. ce11 1 hiMda. 2 napusaka. 3 te jAya te.

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C prakaraNa 63. azica bhAvanA. zArdUlavikrIDitam sacchidro madirAghaTaH parigalattallezasaMgAzuciH, zucyamRdya mRdA bahiH sa bahuzo dhauto'pi gaGgodakaiH / nAte zucitAM yathA tanubhRtAM kAyo nikAyo mahAbIbhatsA sthipurIpamUtrarajasAM nAyaM tathA zuddhyati // ka 1 // mandAkrAntA snAyaM snAyaM punarapi punaH snAnti zuddhAbhiradbhivariMvAraM bata malatanuM candanairarcayante / mUDhAtmAno vayamapamalAH prItimityAzrayante, no zudhyante kathamavakaraH zakyate zoddhamevam // kha 2 // ka 1 sacchidro nAnA atyavANI parigalat gaNatAM, DhaNatAM. talleza tenAM vyavayavo, TIyAM saMgAzuciH saMbaMdhathI apavitra zucyA pavitra; sArI mRdA AmRdya bhATIvaDe bharhana urIne tanughRtAM bhANusonAM. nikAyaH Dhagate. purISa viSTA rajas 3dhira, moDI. kha 2 snAyaM snAyaM nhAne nhAne malatanuM bhaNathA arelu zarI2. apamalA bhesa vagaranAM, pavitra avakaraH 2dde| (nyAM bhASA mahotsAno uthre| bheo thAya che te nyA. ) evam me pramANe.

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317 azucibhAvanA. cA. 2. kANuM paDele dArUne ghaDe gaLato hoya ane cAre tarapha DhaLatA madirAnAM TIpAMothI apavitra thayo hoya tene bahAranA bhAgamAM sArI majAnI mATIthI mardana karavAmAM Ave ane gaMgAnA pANIthI aneka vAra devAmAM Ave paNa te (ghaDo) jema pavitrapaNuM dhAraNa karatA nathI te ja pramANe ati aLakhAmaNAM hADa, maLa, mutra ane lehInA DhagalA jevuM A manuSyanuM zarIra pavitra thatuM nathI. 4. 2. mUDha prANIo vAraMvAra nhAI nhAIne A maLathI bharelA zarIrane cokhkhA pANIthI paNa sApha kare che ane pachI enA upara caMdana-sukhaDanAM vilepana kare che ane pachI pote jANe mela vagaranAM thaI gayAM che ema manamAM mAnI rAjI thAya che, paNa teo kadI zuddha thatAM nathI. ukaraDAne te kevI rIte zeye jAya? ene kema zuddha karI zakAya?

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318 zrI zAMta su.dhA.2.sa - zArdUlavikrIDitam karpUrAdibhiracito'pi lazuno no gAhate saurabhaM, nAjanmopakRto'pi hanta pizunaH saujanyamAlambate / deho'pyeSa tathA jahAti na nRNAM svAbhAvikI visratA, nAbhyakto'pi vibhUSito'pi bahudhA puSTo'pi vizvasyate ||g 3 // upendravajrA yadIyasaMsargamavApya sadyo, bhavecchucInAmazucitvamuccaiH / amedhyayonervapuSo'sya zauca-saMkalpamoho'yamaho mahIyAn gh4|| svAgatA ityavetya zucivAdamatathyaM pathyameva jagadekapavitram / zodhanaM sakaladoSamalAnAM dharmameva hRdaye nidadhIthAH // 5 // ! ga 3 karpUrAdi 52 vigare. vigeremA rAsa, astUrI, 22 sAhi sugadhI yAne. lazUna sasANa, vAgadhI hAya che. me // cha. gAhate vyAsa thAya che. na AjanmA upakRto pAmo bh-yaa| nava a542 4o DAya to paNa nali. pizunaH . paNa, tumyo mANusa. vinatA hu dhApA. abhyakto Basnear vivepana 42so ( sugadhI sattara tesa vigerethA) vibhUSita zaNagArAyelo. puSTa ghoSelo, pA mAne pdde| nAso. vizvasyate vizvAsa 4215. gha 4 sadyaH mema. uccaiH 5. amedhyayoneH yoni meTale utpanna thavAnu sthAna. apavitra vastumAnu utpatti sthAna. mahiyAn bhoTal. Ga 5 avetya samane. atathya asatya, moTe!. zucivAda noTa zubhA. lAvA vizthA pavitra thavAya che mevo apaheza. pathya hita 27. nidadhIthAH tu dhAraNa 42.

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azuci-bhAvanA. 319 T. rU. lasaNane kapUra barAsa Adi sugaMdhI padArthonI vAsa ApI hoya to paNa te sugaMdhI thatuM nathI. nAdAna halakA mANasa upara AkhA janma sudhI upakAra karyA hoya to paNa tenAmAM sajanatA AvatI nathI. te ja pramANe manune deha paNa enI svAbhAvika durgadhIne choDato nathI. e (deha) ne game teTalAM tele coLavAmAM Ave, enA para game teTalAM ghareNAM ghAlavAmAM Ave ane ene game te prakAre puSTa karavAmAM Ave te paNa ene bharoso karAya nahi. ' . 4. je zarIrane saMbaMdha thavAthI pavitra vastuo paNa turataja mahA apavitra thaI jAya che ane je zarIra adhyaniapavitra vastunuM utpattisthAna che tenA saMbaMdhamAM zoca (pavitratA) nI kalpanA karavI e paNa maTe moha che-mahAajJAna che! 3. 1. A pramANe samajIne "zucivAda" ayathArtha che ane sakaLa doSane zodhanAra ane AkhA jagatamAM mAtra pavitra "dharma" prANIne hita karanAra che ema samajI e dharmane tArA hRdayamAM dhAraNa kara.

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geyASTaka * bhAvaya re vapuridamatimalinaM, vinaya vibodhaya mAnasanalinam / pAvanamanucintaya vibhumekaM, paramamahomayamuditavivekam // bhAvaya0 // 1 // dampatiretorudhiravivarte, kiM zubhamiha malakazmalagarte / bhrazamapi pihitaM sravati virUpaM, ko bahu manute'vaskarakUpam // bhAvaya0 // 2 // bhajati sacandraM zucitAmbUlaM, kartuM mukhamArutamanukUlam / tiSThati surabhi kiyantaM kAlaM, mukhamasugandhi jugupsitalAlam || bhAvaya0 // 3 // asurabhigandhavaho'ntaracArI, AvarituM zakyo na vikArI | vapurupajighrasi vAraMvAraM, hasati budhastava zaucAcAram // bhAvaya0 // 4 //

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321 azuci-bhAvanA. 1. A zarIra ati melavALu-malina che ema huM cetana ! bhAva-vicAra. tArAM maneAmaya kamaLane ughADa ane samaja. tyAM je sarvavyApI eka prakAzavAna, viyekavAna, mahApavitra ( aMtaryAmI-Atmatattva ) che tene vicAra kara, tenu dhyAna kara. 2. strI-purUSanA vIrya ane zukranAM cakramAM paDelA e maLa ane kacarAnA khADAmAM te sArAM vAnA zuM hAya ? ene vAravAra khUba DhAMkI devAmAM Ave te paNa temAMthI atyaMta kharAma bibhatsa padArtha aryA ja kare che ! kayA DAhyo mANasa kacarAthI bharelA kuvAne sArI gaNe ? 3. mhAMmAMthI ( sAmAne) anukULa pavana bahAra nIkaLe teTalA mATe e suMdara pAnamAM suga MdhI arAsa vigere nAkhIne khAya che; paNa mukhaDuM pAte suga MdhI rahita che ane kaMTALA Ape tevI lALathI bharelu che. tenAmAM pelI kRtrima sugaMdhI keTaleA kALa rahe ? 4. tArA zarIranI aMdara vyApI rahele vikAravALA durgaMdhI pavana ( ucchvAsa ) DhAMkI zakAya tevA nathI ( anya padAthathI maDhI zakAya tevA natho ) ane tu te tArAM zarIrane vAravAra sudhdhAM kare che--cADhyA kare che. tArA zarIrane pavitra banAvavAnI A tArI rIti joine DAhyA mANasa hase che. tArI e rIti tarapha mazkarI kare che. 21

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322 zrI zAMtasu.dhA.2.sa dvAdaza nava randhrANi nikAmaM, galadazucIni na yAnti virAmam / yatra vapuSi tatkalayasi pUtaM, manye tava nUtanamAkUtam // bhAvaya0 // 5 // azitamupaskarasaMskRtamannaM, jagati jugupsAM janayati hannam / puMsavanaM dhenavamapi lIDhaM, bhavati vigarhitamati janamIDham ||bhaavy0||6|| kevalamalamayapudgalanicaye, azucIkRtazucibhojanasicaye / vapuSi vicintaya paramiha sAraM, zivasAdhanasAmarthyamudAram // bhAvaya0 // 7 // yena virAjitamidamatipuNyaM, tacintaya cetana naipuNyam / vizadAgamamadhigamya nipAnaM, viracaya zAntasudhArasapAnam // bhAvaya0 // 8 // - y A aSTakane rAga bahu suMdara che. strIo guhalI gAya che tyAre pATe beThA re sUrIzvara garAyA.' e rAgane jarA DhaLaka ApavAthI AkhuM aSTaka sArI rIte gavAze. cAre pado eka sarakhA bolavAnA che ane tenI Akhare "bhAvaya re vapuridamatimalina"

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azucibhAvanA. 3ra3 5. je zarIramAMthI bAra ( strInAM) ane nava (purUSanAM ) dvAre A vakhata apavitra vastuone bahAra kADhyAM ja kare che ane jarA vakhata paNa virAma letAM nathI te zarIrane tuM pavitra mAne che ! kharekhara ! A te tAre taddana na ja buddo che-abhinava tarka che ema mane lAge che. 6. aneka suMdara cIvaDe saMskAra pAmIne taiyAra kareluM anna khAvAthI hanna (viSTA) thaIne A duniyAmAM nakAmI glAni kare che, duzaMkA upajAve che ane gAyanuM suMdara dUdha mUtrarUpa thaIne ati nidAne pAtra bane che. 7. A zarIra mAtra maLathI bharelA aNuone Thagale che ane suMdara rasadAra bhajana ane sArAM kapaDAMne apavitra banAvanAra che, paNa e zarIramAM ati viziSTa sarva du:kha kSayarUpa ziva "-mokSa prApta karavAnuM sAmarthya che ane te tene pradhAnabhAva che tene huM vicAra kara, tenI payoleAcanA kara. 8. A (vA zarIra) ne mahApuNyavAna tarIke bIrAjamAna karI zakAya tevI nipuNatA-kuzaLatAne tuM vicAra karatenuM tuM ciMtavana kara. mahApavitra AgamarUpa jaLAzayane prApta karIne tuM zAntasudhArasanuM pAna kara, e evAthI pANuM pI tArI tarasane tuM chIpAva. ne cheka ApavAne che " re" upara jarA vadhAre bhAra mUkavAthI rAga AvI jaze. pratamAM "AsAvarI" rAga jaNAve che. tyAM dezI 'kAgA re tanu cuni yuni jAve" jaNAvela che.

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nATa. 1. mA -vicAra, ciMtava (tuM AjJArtha). vividha-ughADa, samaja. mAnavanasTinaM-manamayakamaLa, hRdayakamaLa. pavanaM pavitra. vimusarvavyApI. jIva-eka. Individuality jene che tevo eka. mahomacaM-prakAzavAna, tejasvI. vivighaM-jenAmAM sAcA khoTAnuM bhAna jAgRta thayuM che tevo. 2. kSati-strIpurUSa. tirU-vIrya. vivarta-uddabhava. jiM -emAM sArUM zuM hoya ? zarama-kyo. zarta-khADe. virapaM-kharAba, bibhatsa. vaDDamannei-meTuM, sArUM mAne. avAra-kacaro. pa pANI vagarano kacaro nAkhavAno kuvo. 3. candra-karpara jevA sugaMdhI dravyo sAthe. citavuduM-pavitra pAnapaTTI. muvamahata-mahAMnA zvAsa. gujta mU-jenI lALa taddana jugupsA upajAve tevI che tevuM (mukha). titika, rahe. 4. adharva-pavana. ( e hamezAM gaMdhane laI janAra che tethI.) attara-aMdara. virA-sArAne virUpa-kharAba karanAra, bagADanAra. 3paDijhA -cATe che, suMghe che. zaucAvA mU-zaucano AcAra. pavitra karavAnI rIti. keTalAka e AcArane dharma mAne che teno pAribhASika zabda che. 5. praja-kANAM, dvAra (noTa juo). vinaM-vAraMvAra, aTa kayA vagara. TU-jharatAM. kUtara-na, abhinava. mata-abhi prAya, buTTo. 6. rita-khAdheluM. 3vzvarasAmagrI. (ghI masAlA Adi) saMta-saMskAra kareluM, pakAveluM. viSTA. gvanaM-dUdha. benarva gAyanuM. sTADha-cATeluM, khAdheluM. taM-mUtra. 7. ma4 viSTA. sAsujIta-je pavitrane apavitra kare tevuM. nittara suMdara kapaDAM. sAramu-zreNa. 8. viparitam-goThavyuM, caDhAvyuM. taputhuM-mahApuyazALI, Iti nigutha-huziyArI. nipAna-jaLAzaya, evAro.

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azucibhAvanA : paricaya - (ja. 1.) zarIra ane AtmA judAM che e vAtano vicAra khUba thaI gaye. e banneno bhinnabhAva have darzAvavAnI jarUra rahe tema nathI, chatAM karma-jaMjIramAM paDI A jIva-AtmA zarIramAM eTale guMthAI gayA che ke AtmA ane zarIra jANe eka ja hoya ema mAnI e (AtmA) zarIrane khUba paMpALe che, enI ALapaMpALa hada bahAra kare che ane e jarA dubaLuM paDe to pote paNa dubaLo paDI jAya che. jelamAM dara pakhavADiye tola levAya che tyAM paNa e be-pAMca ratala ocho thAya to aneka prakAranI phariyAda kare che ane vadhAre dUdha vigere meLavavA yatna kare che. e zarIra khAtara aneka davA khAya che ane ghaNIvAra te je vastune aDatAM paNa pApa lAge ane jenAM nAme belatAM ulaTI Ave evI ati tuccha hiMsAprApya davAo khAya che. keTalAka bhasma-rasAyaNo khAya che ane zarIranI khAtara ke ke karI mUke che. ene havA khavarAvavA bahAragAma laI jAya che ane enI bhakti karavAmAM kAMI maNa rAkhatA nathI. e DaoNkaTara pAse jAya to aneka vAra chAtI tapAsAve che ane ghaNIvAra ghelA-ghelA prazno pUchI DaoNkaTarane paNa kaMTALo Ape che. - zarIra mATe ene bhaya paNa aMdarakhAnethI bahu hoya che. e upara uparathI bedarakArI batAve che, paNa sAthe jANe che ke e kAcanI kAyA che. ene bhAMgI jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. mAtra e eka ja vAta bhUlI jAya che ke "kAcanI kAyA re cheTava chAranI. zarIra mATe AmAMnI keTalIka vAto anitya, ekatva ane anyatva bhAvanAmAM AvI gaI che eTale hAla vadhAre

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32 6 zrI zAMtasudhArasa vicAraNuM chevaTanA upasaMhAra para rAkhI e zarIra pote kevuM che te para vicAra karIe. e zarIramAM zuM bhareluM che? e sArA padArthone paNa kevuM kharAba rUpAntara karI Ape che ane enI game teTalI zuzruSA karavAmAM Ave to paNa enI naisargika apavitratA jaI zaktI nathI e muddA para khAsa dhyAna kheMcavAnuM che. A vicAraNA karatAM zarIramAM kaI kaI vastuo che te vicArI javuM. emAM khAsa karIne mAMsa, lohI, hADakAM, meda, vIrya, cAmaDI Adi bharelAM che. ene nakha, bAla uge che e vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI, ane emAM evI vastuo bharelI che ke je upara maDhelI cAmaDI kADhI nAkhI hoya athavA aMdaranI kethaLImAM bharelI cIjonuM bahAra pradarzana kyuM hoya to A prANuM tenI sAmuM jue nahi, eTaluM ja nahi paNa e pratyeka cIja joI ene suga caDhe, ulaTI Ave ane e mukhamAMthI zuM ke. AvI vRNA upajAve tevI cIjo zarIramAM bharelI che. A bhAvanA zarIrane enA kharA AkAramAM batAvanAraraju karanAra che. temAM na game tevI vAto paNa Avaze, paNa vastusthiti batAvavAnI hoya tyAM saMkoca karyo pAlave nahi. zarIrane jyAM sudhI sAcA AkAramAM samajavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI ene paMpALavAmAM prANa pAcho paDe tema nathI, tethI ene kharA svarUpe cItaravAnI khAsa AvazyakatA che. A bhAvanA bIjI sarva bhAvanAthI judI paDI jAya che. e dehAzrita che ane dehane cItaranAra che e vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI. AtmAne anityatA batAvatAM ke eka agara anyatva bhAva batAvatAM je vicAra thAya temAM adhikArI AtmA che WWW.jainelibrary.org

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azucibhAvanA. 327 ane A bhAvanAmAM adhikArI deha che e vAta khAsa lakSyamAM rAkhavI. have ApaNe graMthakartA sAthe cAlIe. eka mATIno ghaDo hoya, temAM dArU bharyo hoya, te ghaDAmAM nAnAM-moTAM kANAM hoya ane emAMthI dArU AgaLa-pAchaLa jhamyA karato hoya. AvA ghaDAnI kalpanA karo. have e ghaDAne zuddha karavo hoya-sApha karavo hoya te kema thAya? ene bahAra mATI lagADavAmAM Ave paNa mATInA ghaDAmAM to nAnAMmoTAM chidro pAravagaranAM hoya che. A ghaDo ja chidravALo (pourous) hoya che. ene bahAra mATI lagADavAmAM Ave ane aMdarano bhAga zuddha gaMgAjaLathI sApha karavAmAM Ave te paNa dArUne ghaDe sApha thAya khare ? evI ja rIte A zarIramAM ati bIbhatsa hADa, viSTA, mUtra ane lehI bharelAM che. tene game teTale prayatna karavAmAM Ave to paNa te zuddha thaI zake nahi. ene sApha karavA mATe bahArathI game teTalA padArtho lagADavAmAM Ave athavA aMdarathI sApha karavA reca levAmAM Ave to paNa e evA-evA padArthathI bharela che ke dArUnA ghaDAnI peThe ene sApha karavAnA ene pavitra banAvavAnA sarva prayatna taddana nakAmA nIvaDe che. zarIranI aMdara keTalAka padArtho to evA bharelA che ke je bahAra nIkaLI zake tema paNa nathI. dArUnA ghaDAmAM dArU to kadAca pheMkI daI zakAya, paNa hADakAM ke lehI, carabI ke nase kAMI dUra karI zakAya tema paNa nathI. AthI e zarIrane pavitra karavAnuM kArya vadhAre muzkela bane che. dArUno ghaDe sApha thaI zakato nathI, pavitra banAvI zakAtuM nathI, to pachI A

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328 zrIzAMtasudhAransa zarIranI aMdara te suMghavI ke jevI na game tevI vastuo bharelI che tene kaI rIte zuci (pavitra) banAvI zakAya? - zarIramAM kaI kaI dhAtuo bharelI che teno pUre vicAra karavAthI ene pavitra banAvavAnA kAryanI azakayatA dhyAna para Avaze. muMbaInI gaTare sApha kaI rIte thaI zake ? ane sApha karavA mAMDe tyAM to bIje kacare paDato jato hoya tyAM sApha thavAne savAla kyAMthI Ave? ane kacarAmAMne amuka bhAga jyAre kADhI zakAya tevuM na ja hoya tyAre to pachI sApha karavAno prathama bhAre agavaDamAM Ave che. tAtparya e che kezArIrika daSTie A zarIra zuddha thaI zake tevuM nathI. (4. 2.) upara pramANe hakIkata hovA chatAM A prANuM pitAnAM zarIra sAthe kevAM ceDAM kADhe che te kharekhara jovA jevuM che. A prANI vAraMvAra nhAya che. cekhA pANIthI vaLI pharI vAra nhAya che. divasamAM eka vAra athavA ekathI vadhAre vakhata snAna kare che ane snAna karavA pavitra pANuM-mIThuM jaLa vApare che. khAruM pANI ke gaMduM pANuM e zarIrane sApha karavAmAM vAparatA nathI. ene zarIrane sApha karavA mATe khUba tajavIja rAkhavI paDe che. vaLI snAna kare tyAre navayugane hoya te sAbu vApare che, purANakALamAM khAre-bhutaDe vAparatA hatA. keAI vakhata e mAthAnAM bAla sApha karavA kaDI vApare che, zarIre pIThI coLI nhAya che, keI vakhata kesuDAnA jaLathI nhAya che. AvI rIte nhAvAnA aneka prakAranA prayoga karIne zarIrane sApha karavA prayatna kare che, chatAM e Akho vakhata tenA manamAM khAtrI hoya che ke A zarIra maLathI bhareluM che.

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azucibhAvanA. 3ra9 maLa zabdamAM khAsa karIne viSTA ane upacArathI mUtra vigere aneka apavitra padArthone samAveza thAya che. zarIramAM pasIne (prasveda) eTale thAya che ke unDALAnA divasemAM nhAyA pachI, be ghaDI pachI, nhAyA na hAyA jevuM ja thaI rahe che. vaLI zarIre snAna karIne pachI tenA upara caMdana lagADivAmAM Ave che. agAu zarIra upara caMdana lagADavAne rivAja haze ema jaNAya che. hAla to nhAyA pachI bAla sApha karavA mAthAmAM tela nAkhavAno rivAja jANIto che. vaLI te pahelAM TuvAlathI zarIrane khUba ghasavAmAM Ave che. eTale uparane kacare nIkaLI jAya ane lAgela pANI sApha thaI - jAya e emAM apekSA hoya che. AvI rIte nhAI, dhoI, sApha thaI, zarIra para dezAcAra pramANe athavA vyaktigata paddhati pramANe upacAra dravya lagADavAmAM Ave che ane pachI A bhalo bheLe prANa ema mAne che ke ApaNe mela dUra thaI gayuM ane pachI ene zarIra tarapha prema thAya che. pachI e potAnuM mukhaDuM kAcamAM jue che ane kAcamAM jotI vakhate je anya koI ene jetuM nathI ema enI khAtrI hoya to te mukhaDAM sAthe evAM ceDAM kADhe che ke jarUra hasavuM Ave. game tevo DAhyo mANasa kAcamAM - jue ane kAMI cALA na kare e banavuM muzkela che. e jIbha bahAra kADhaze, bhavAM ahaDAvaze ane kaika nakharAM karaze. A sarva khAlI bhrama che, beTa unmAda che, mUDhatAnuM khAlI pradarzana che, mazkarI karavA yogya bALaceSTA che. jyAM AkhA mahellAne care nakhAya te jagyAne uka

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330 zrI zAMtasudhArasa raDe " kahe che. e ukaraDe abhyAsa karavA jevI cIja che. emAM TopalA bharIne kacaro paDyo ja jAya che ane kacaro vidhavidha vastuone banelo hoya che. keI e ukaraDAne sApha karavA mAge to tene dhovAthI te sApha thatuM nathI. ene to hajAra sAbue dhuve te paNa te ukaraDe te ukaraDe ja rahevAne che. ene sApha karatA jAo to vadhAre kacaro ja nIkaLe. ukaraDo jovAthI ke enA upara sugaMdhI dravya nAkhavAthI e kadI sApha thaI zakto nathI. ukaraDAne pavitra karavAne raste pANIthI sApha karavAnuM nathI ke enA upara sugaMdhI dravya nAkhavAne nathI. e ja rIte zarIrane game teTalI vAra sApha karavAmAM Ave ke enA upara game teTalA sugaMdhI dravya lagADavAmAM Ave, ene caMdanathI lepavAmAM Ave ke ene barAsa lagADavAmAM Ave, paNa kelasAne lagADela sAbunI jema e sarva niSphaLa prayAsa che. e prayAsamAM kAryasiddhi azakya che. enAmAM aMdara ane bahAra eTale maLa bhareluM che ke ene sApha karavAnI tajavIja ajJAnatAmULaka che ane enA tarapha prIti karanArane "mUDha"nI saMjJA maLe che. (3.) " lasaNa" nAmanuM eka kaMda Ave che. tenAmAM eTalI durgadhI hoya che ke e khAdhA pachI kalAka sudhI enI vAsa zvAsa dvArA paNa bahAra paDe che. e khAnAra jAheramAM- sabhyasamAjamAM kalAka sudhI bhaLI zakato nathI. AvA lasaNane kapUra sAthe rAkhavAmAM Ave ke ene barAsamAM rAkhavAmAM Ave ke tenA para kastUrI lagADavAmAM Ave paNa enI vAsa jatI nathI ane e kastUrI, kapUra, barAsa ke evA bIjA koI paNuM sugaMdhI padArthanI vAsa letuM nathI. sAdhAraNa vastu AvA

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mazuci bhAvanA. 331 tIvra sugadhI padArthonI vAMsa grahaNa kare che, paNa lasaNa te kadI sugaMdhIthI vyApta thatuM ja nathI. e bIjA aneka padArtha ne khagADe kharU paNa peAtAnI tIvra durgadha kadI chaiDatu nathI ane khIjA tIvra sugaMdhI dravyanI vAsa letu nathI. A eka vAta thai. khaLaluccA mANasa upara game teTale upakAra karavAmAM Ave paNa te sujanatAne dhAraNa karatA nathI. ghaNA prANIo eTalA UtarI gayelA hAya che ke ene game teTalA lAbha kare, enI muzkelImAM ene madada kareA, ene khAvA-pIvAnI sagavaDa karI Ape ke ene dhaMdhe vaLagADI ApeA, paNa e peAtAnuM peAta prakAzyA vagara rahetA nathI. jIvataranuM dAna karyuM. hAya, AkharU jatI bacAvI hAya ane paisAnI madada karI heAya chatAM e sarva bhUlI jai aNIne vakhate upakAra karanAra upara ja e naisirgaka khaLa purUSa AghAta (apakAra) ja kare che. dhavaLazeThane rAjada DathI ugAranAra, dANacArInA gunhAmAMthI bacAvanAra ane enAM aTakelAM vahANu tarAvI ApanAra zrIpALanA aMte eNe jIva levA paNa prayatna karyo. anyanI lAgavagathI amalanA sthAna prApta karanAra uparI adhikArI upakAra karanArane kevA badalA Ape che tenA dAkhalA ajANyA nathI. je prANI svabhAvathI halakA hAya che tenA para AkhA janma upakAra karavAmAM Ave tA paNa te sAjanya batAvatA nathI. peAtAne madada karI bhaNAvanAra sasthAne visarI janAra ane tenI aNaghaTatI TIkA karanAranA aneka dAkhalA mAjIda che. matalaba e che ke jema sajjana peAtAnA svabhAva chADatA nathI tema durjana paNa peAtAnA svabhAva cheDatA nathI. evI ja rIte A zarIra upara game teTalA upakAra kara

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sAra zrI zAMtasudhArasa vAmAM Ave te paNa te peAtAnI svAbhAvika dudhatA cheDe tema nathI. ene game teTalA suga MdhI dravyeAthI sugadhita karavAmAM Ave, ane ghareNAM ane jhaverAtathI zezabhAvavAmAM Ave ke ene na khAvA cAgya padArtho khAIne athavA dhRtAdi padArthonA upayega karIne puSTa karavAmAM Ave te paNa enAmAM svAbhAvika durgaMdhI eTalI badhI bharI che ke e sarva vilepana, alaMkAra ane pauSTika padArthonI darakAra na karatAM e teA dudhI ja rahe che, peAtAnI durgaMdha kadI tajatuM nathI. zarIranI puSTi mATe mANaseA kevA kevA padArtho khAya che ane keTalI jAtanA prayatna kare che! vasatamAlatI, abhraka, lADu AdinI vAta teA anya sthAne karI che, paNu na khAvA yeAgya davAo paNa zarIraSTi mATe aneka manuSyA le che. te vakhate zarIranI Akhara sthiti jarA paNa dhyAnamAM rahetI nathI. e uparAMta ane zarIrapuSTi mATe nira Mtara ciMtA rahyA kare che ane chatAM zarIranI vakratA tA e dararAja anubhave che. AvI jAtanuM zarIra che ! emAM vAyue paNa evA prakAranAM bharelAM che ke ene eDakAra Avaze te temAM paNa kharAkha gadha Avaze ane apAna vAyu nIkaLaze te temAM teA durgaMdha Avaze ja ane parasevA paNa gaMdhavALA thaze. enI AMkhamAMthI cIpaDAM ( pIAM ) nokaLaze te te paNa durgaMdhI ja haze. nAkanA zleSma paNa durgadhI ane enA maLa-mUtra sarva durgaMdhI nIkaLaze. AvI rIte svAbhAvika dudhI enAmAM eTalI badhI bharelI che ke enA para game teTalAM saskAra karavAmAM Ave paNa te pAtAnI durgaMdha cheDe tema nathI, kAraNa ke e du dha

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azucibhAvanA. - 333 svAbhAvika che ane jema lasaNa sugaMdhI thatuM nathI ke durjana kadI sajjana thatA nathI tevI enI sthiti che. (aa 4.) je vastu cha Ane zera maLatI hoya ane mIThAI vecanAranI dukAna zobhAvatI hoya tene ghera lAvI khAdhA pachI tenI kiMmata zI thAya? enA zeranA kaI cha AnA to na ja Ape, paNa ene dUra pheMkAvAnA paNa dAma ApavA paDe. dareka myunisipAlITI halAlakhera kara le che te sArA padArthone kharAba karyAne badale ja che ane te tenI kiMmata che. A zarIra evuM che ke enA saMbaMdhamAM game tevI pavitra vastu Ave te thoDA kalAkamAM apavitra banI jAya che. batrIsa zAka ane tetrIza bhejana maLe paNa te peTamAM gayA pachI zuM bane che? dUdhapAka ke DhokaLAM ke jene je game tevI cIja khAya tenI cAra-cha kalAka pachI zI dazA thAya che! e sarva vastuo adarzanIya, asparzanIya ane anIcchanIya bane che. enuM kAraNa e che ke A zarIra amedhyani che. yoni eTale utpatti sthAna. amedhya eTale apavitra. e zarIra apavitra vastuonuM utpattisthAna che ane enuM AkhuM yaMtra evI ja rIte goThavAyeluM che ke e game tevI pavitra temaja suMdara vastu hoya tene paNa apavitra banAvI de. jema kApaDa banAvavAnAM sAMcAkAmamAMthI kApaDa bane tema apavitra vastu utpanna karanAra sAMcAkAmamAMthI apavitra vastuo ja banIne nIkaLe. emAM tame dUdha bhare, ghI bhare, sAkarathI ene gaLyuM kare, paNa e amedhyani che eTale e sarasa vastuo paNa ati apavitra thaI emAMthI evI jAtanI thaIne bahAra paDaze ke

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24 zrIbhyAMtasudhArasI enA sAmuM jovuM paNa nahi game. enA sparza mAtrathI sarasa vastu kevI virUpa thaI jAya che tenuM daSTAMta dUdha pUruM pADe che. dUdhane pIdhA pachI turata ja vamana thAya te te vakhate je dUdha bahAra nIkaLaze te pedA kuMdAvALuM ane sparzane nAlAyaka banI jaze. dUdha jevA suMdara padArthane eka kSaNavAra zarIrane saMbaMdha thAya tyAM e kevuM banI jAya che ? te khAsa vicAravA jevuM che. ja AvA zarIrane mATe "zAca"ne saMkalpa karavo e mUDhatA che. ene blevarAvavAthI ke enA para sugaMdhI dravya lagADavAthI e pavitra thaI jAya che ema mAnavuM e te sariyAma ajJAna che. ene game teTaluM nhAvarA ane game teTalI vAra ene pakhALe paNa e te gaTara sApha thAya che te sApha thaI zake. jyAM AkhuM vAtAvaraNa ja apavitra hoya tyAM pavitratAno dAvo kara e te mahAmaha sivAya bIjAnuM kArya na hoya ! zAcavAda ke matavALAne mAnya paNa hoya che. e anya sAdhyanI apekSA vagara bane teTalI vakhata nhAvAmAM-snAna karavAmAM ja puNya mAne che. A ajJAna che. koI viziSTa hetune avalaMbIne snAna karavAnI bAbata judI che, paNa mAtra nhAvAthI zaucadharma paLAya che e ajJatA che. AMtarazacane Akho prazna taddana judA ja prakArano che. eno samAveza daza yatidharmamAM che. tene atra sthAna nathI. atra to bAhya sthaLa zacanA praznanane ApaNe vicAra karIe chIe e vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI. keTalIka vAra iMdriyanI tRpti mATe ane vikAronI zAMti mATe AvA khyAla thAya che te maha-ajJAnajanya hAI nirarthaka che ane aMte AtmAne adha:pAta karAvanAra che.

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azucibhAvanA. 335 (4. 5) upara jaNAvelI vAta samajIne eTaluM manamAM kharAkhara vicArI levuM ke zaiAcavAda-sthULa zArIrika pAvitryanA upadeza yathArtha nathI. je zarIra sthULa najare kadI pavitra thaI zakatu nathI tene pavitra karavAnA upadezadvArA ene vagara sAdhyuM dhArmika svarUpa ApavAnI mAnyatA karAvavI e ajJAna che ane mAhajanya aviveka che. A jagatamAM jo keAi cIja pavitra hAya tA te dharma che. e Atmadharma che. AtmasanmukhatA e kartavya che, kAraNa ke e sa maLane zeAdhanAra che. A zarIramAM aMtargata rAga-dveSa jevAM mahAmAhA pesI gayAM che. e AtmAne aneka prakAre kRSita karanArA che ane dharma ane zeAdhI zeAdhI vINI vINI chUTA pADe che ane ene enA kharA AkAramAM spaSTa rIte batAvI Ape che. aneka prakAranA DhASAne zeAdhanAra aMtarathI zaiAca karI ApanAra teA dharma ja che. snAna karavAthI kAMi zoca ( pavitra) thavAya tema nathI. teTalA mATe jo tAre aMdarathI pavitra thavuM hAya teA maLanu zeAdhana karanAra dharmane tArA manamAM dhAraNa kara, tArA hRdayamAM ene sthAna Apa, tArAmAM je maLeA aMdara ghusI jai tane herAna kare che tene zeAdhI te tane sApha karI Apaze. game teTalI vAra snAna karIza ethI teA khAdya maLa paNa janAra nathI, paNa jo tAre tArA aMtaraneA maLa kADhavA hAya te dharmane hRdayamAM kArI de, ane aMdara cAMTADI de ane enA upara AdhAra rAkha. te tArU ka mAlinya kApI nAkhaze ane tane maLa vagaranA karaze. e jagatamAM mahApavitra che ane aM

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336 zrI zAMtasudhArasa ranA doSone zeAdhanAra che. AkI zAcavAda jevA bhUlAvA khavarAvanArA unmAduMmAM paDI nakAmA herAna thavAnu cheADI de. aMte e dharma tane Teko Apaze. enu svarUpa dazamI bhAvanAmAM vicAravAnu che tethI atra dhama paratve nAmani zathI ja satASa dharIe. e ajaba vibhUti che. **** - azucibhAvanA. aSTakaparicaya 1. bahu sakSepamAM geyanI bhAvanA karI jaie. e aSTaka bahu suMdara bhAvathI bhareluM che. A zarIrane ati malina tarIke citava. ene malIna gaNavAnAM kAraNeA che temAMnAM keTalAMka nIce pramANe che. (1) e maLamAMthI utpanna thAya che. (2) e cAre tarapha rahelA maLamAM uchare che. (3) enAmAM maLamUtra bharelAM che. (4) enA sarva bhAgA ati dugachA utpanna karAvanAra che. ( 5 ) e pavitra padArthane apavitra karanAra che. ( 6 ) enA sasa mAtrathI suMdara padArtho phekavA yAgya thAya che. (7) enI kAi paNa prakAre zuddhi thavI zakya nathI. (8) emAMthI aneka sthAnakethI apavitra padArtho vahyA kare che. (9) enA uparanI cAmaDI utArI hAya tA aMdaranA bhAga bibhatsa dekhAya che. vigere kAraNA jetu vivecana A bhAvanAmAM thayuM che ane thaze te khyAlamAM rAkhI, ene malina-ati malina tarIke vicAra.

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azrutri bhAvanA. LO ane chatAM tene kAMi lAbha levA hAya te! tArUM manarUpa kamaLa ughADa ane tenI aMdara UMDA UtarIne jo. tuM upara uparanA vicAra cheDI daIne aMdara Utara. tane ghaNuM jANavAsamajavA jevuM tyAM maLaze. A tArA zarIrane preranAra, manakamaLane vikasAvanAra aMdara eka mahApavitra vibhUti beThI che. e kevI che tenA khyAla kara. e pavitra che, e vibhu che, e eka che, e mahAtejomaya che ane e jAgRtivaveka che. e tu pote ja che, paNa tu evI gaDabaDamAM paDI gayela che ke tArA peAtAnA svarUpane tuM bhUlI gayela che. jo te A prakAre che: tArUM aMtarAtmasvarUpa prakAze tyAre tuM mahApavitra che. tArAmAM paramAtmadazA prApta karavAnI sattA che. mAtra tArI peAtAnI zaktinA upayAga karavAthI te prApya che, paraMtu tu kharekhara zuddha-nirmaLa che, mahApavitra che ane tArAmAM anata jJAna bhareluM che. anata jJAnathI tu sarva padArthane joi zake teTalI tArAmAM zakti che. e dRSTie tu sarvavyApI che ane tethI karIne tu vibhu che. vibhu eTale sarvavyApI, jJAnadaSTie tuM kharekhara vibhu che. jJAna sarva jJeya vastune jANI zake che ane tethI tu sarvatra jJAnanI najare che. tu pAte eka che. tArUM vyaktitva kharAkhara spaSTa che. tArA asaMkhya pradeza che tene eka tarIke batAvanAra che. nAyaka tarIke tArA sarva asakhya pradezamAM tuM pharI vaLela ( pariNata ) che. tArU vyaktitva sadA siddha che. vaLI sarva vastunu tAre aMtaradarzana thAya che--tAre mATe 22

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338 zrI zAMtasudhArasa te zakya che tethI tu mahAtejomaya che. e kevaLadarzana mahAprakAzamaya che, tejasvI che, ujjavaLa che ane tane bhedyajJAna zakaya che. tArAmAM atyAre paNa tArU zu che ane para zu che? te vicAravAnI zakti che. e viveka jyAM jAge tyAM kharA rastA prAya: hAtha lAgI jAya che. vartana pahelAM viveka thAya tyAre vartanamAM AnaMda Ave che. AthI tu jAgRtaviveka che. AvAM AvAM aneka ratnA tArAmAM bharelAM che ane tu tethI tanmaya che. tu tArA zarIrane vicAra kare che, paNa te te maLathI bharelu che ane mahAprayatne paNa zuddha thaI zake tevuM nathI. tuM teTalA mATe tArA potAnA ja vicAra kara ane tu kevA che tenI ciMtavanA kara. je aMte peAtAnuM nathI, mahAdagAbAja che ane hAya tyAM sudhI je aneka nakAmI upAdhio UbhI kare che tenA vicAra tu choDI de ane tArA vicAra kara, tArA peAtAnA vicAra kara. tu zarIranA mAha cheADI zakatA nahAya teAtu nIcenI hakIkata vicAra ane teTaluM chatAM paNa tane zarIra para mAha thAya te tuM jANa; paNa jo tu jarA paNa vivekapUrvaka vicAra karIza tA khIjuM pariNAma nahi Ave. jo tArA zarIra saMbaMdhamAM nIce pramANe vicAre che te tapAsI jo, kharAkhara UMDA utaraje ane pachI nirNaya karaje. 2. prathama tu tapAsa karIne joiza tA samajAze ke zarIranI utpatti ja evI rIte thAya che ke emAMthI tu kAMi sArI AzA rAkha e sarvathA phokaTa ja che. purUSanu vIrya ane strInuM rUdhira e anne bhegAM thAya tyAM e zarIranI utpatti thAya che. pachI e

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azucibhAvanA. 339 sthAnamAM-mAtAnA peTamAM zuM bhareluM hoya che te tuM je. enA utpattisthAnanI bAjumAM mUtrAzaya, AMtaraDA, mAMsa, meda, viSTA, hADakAM vigere bharelAM hoya che. AvuM enuM utpattisthAna che ane tyAM e lagabhaga nava mAsa paryata rahe che. enI AsapAsa maLa hoya che ane e maLathI viMTAyela hoya che. vaLI e zarIra pote maLa ane kacarAne ja piMDa che. zarIramAM maLIne te pAra nathI. emAM mUtra, viSTA, lempa, kapha, pitta, pasIne Adi bharelAM che eTale e maLane to khADe che temaja kacarAne paNa khADe che; kAraNa ke e kharAba pugaLone samUha che. emAM e sivAya bIjuM kAMI paNa nathI. evA utpattisthAnavALA ane evA maLa-kacarAthI bharelA zarIramAM te sArI vAta zI hAya ? temAMthI tuM kaI vastunI apekSA rAkhe che ? jenAM jevAM mULa tevI temAMthI utpatti thAya che. AkaDe vAvIne AMbAnI utpattinI AzA rAkhavI e kevaLa mUDhatA che. vIca ane zukramAM vivarta thAya, temAMthI je zarIra upaje emAM prema utpanna kare evI zI cIja hoya ? ane kema hoI zake? ene game teTaluM DhAMkavAmAM Ave, enA upara game tevAM lugaDAM ke ghareNuM paherAvavAmAM Ave paNa emAMthI ati bIbhatsa vastu vAraMvAra jharyA kare che. kapALa upara dAmaNI bAMdhI hoya ke hAtha baMgaDIothI, vIMTIothI, jhaverAtathI bharI dIdhA heAya ane gaLAmAM navasara metInI ke lIlamanI mALA paherI hoya ane upara mUlyavAna vastro paheryA hoya te paNa suMghavI ke jevI na game tevI vastuo te zarIramAMthI jhakhyA ja kare che. have AvAne mATe te dAkhalo paNa zuM Apo?

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340 zrI zAMta dhAransa tuM je ! keI kuvA kacarAnA hoya che. dezamAM ene khALakuvA kahe che. emAM maLa ane mUtra ekaThAM thAya che. e kuvAne sAre keNa mAne ? jenI vAta karatAM bhavAM caDhI Ave ane najIka jatAM nAka ADe rUmAla rAkhavo paDe tene sAro keNa gaNe? enI vAta paNa keNa vicAre? ane enA saMbaMdhamAM mAnapUrvaka vicAra te kaNa ja kare ? A deha che! jene mATe prANI keka kaika karI nAkhe che te deha Avo che, tenA mULa AvAM che ane tenAM pariNAma AvAM che. mAtra e bAbata tarapha AMkhamIMcAmaNAM karIne e vAtane rALITALI nAkhavAmAM Ave to te kAMI kahevA jevuM nathI, bAkI emAM eka paNa bhalI vAta hoya ema jaNAtuM nathI, 3. pitAnI pAse AvanArA padArthone zarIra kevAM banAvI de che tene eka dAkhalo jue. pitAnuM mukha suMdara lAge ane aMdarane pavana sugaMdhI jaNAya teTalA mATe prANI pAna ( tAMbUla ) khAya che. pAnanAM bIDAmAM te elacI, lavIMga, barAsa vigere aneka sugaMdhI padArtho nAkhe che ane pachI te pAnane kAthA-cunA sAthe khAya che. AvA mANasanI pAse nIkaLe te tenA mukhamAMthI sugaMdhI nIkaLatI jaNAze, paNa savAla e che ke e sugaMdhI keTalo vakhata Takaze ? pAna cavAI rahyuM ane eka-e pIcakArI mArI ke pAchuM e bhagavAna enA e. A sthiti zuM batAve che ? vAta e che ke mukha pite asugaMdhI che. aMdara jyAre pavana jAya che tyAre to te zuddha hoya che, paNa aMdarathI durgadha (Carbon) nIkaLe che. bahAra nIkaLatA pavana e durgadha laIne nIkaLe che. are !

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azuci-bhAvanA. 341 enI lALa paNa kevI hoya che! koI ene (lALane) aDI jAya ke e keI vastune aDI jAya te te vastu abhaDAya che. manuSya banatA sudhI koInuM baTeluM pANuM pIte nathI, koIe cAkhela anna khAte nathI, kAraNa ke lALamAM aneka jAtinA pagale bharela hoya che ane te cepathI rogone paNa mokalI Ape che. e lALano AkAra ane raMga paNa sUga lAve tevA hoya che. keIe mahe aNAvyuM hoya te tenI pAse UbhA rahevuM paNa game nahi evI lALa divasa sudhI nIkaLe che. - zarIranI A sthiti che! eka mukhanI vAta karI tyAM ATalI vRNe Ave che te enA pratyeka vibhAganI vAta karavAmAM Ave te to zuM zuM thAya? vAta e che ke tAMbalavALA mukhanI sugaMdhI pUrI pAMca-paMdara miniTa paNa TakatI nathI ane aMte asala sthiti AvI jAya che. bahAranA upacArathI karela sAro dekhAva te keTale Take? 4. kharI vAta e che ke zarIramAM je pavana jAya che te tyAM evA padArthonA saMbaMdhamAM Ave che ke e asudhI thaI jAya che, vikAravALo thaI jAya che ane sugaMdhI padArthone mukhamAM rAkhIne e durgadhane chupAvavAno prayatna karavAmAM Ave te nirarthaka thAya che. AvA to aneka niSphaLa prayatna prANuM vAraMvAra kare che. e zarIranI aMdaranI durgadhI chupAvavA mATe keka keka prayatna kare che. enA kherAkamAM, enA snAnamAM, enA pINAmAM, enA kapaDAMmAM, enA ghareNAmAM e prayatna vAraMvAra dekhAya che, paNa chatAM e eka paNa prayatnamAM lAMbA vakhata saphaLa thato nathI ane saphaLa na thavA chatAM e navA navA pro karyA ja kare che.

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342 zrIzAMtasudhAra-sa atyAre tame kaIpaNa citravALA chApA vAMcazo to temAM saMdaryazALI kema dekhAvuM tenA aneka prayogo jaze. tyAM tame jAhera khabaranA rokaDA vAMcaze. eka bAla kema sApha rAkhavA ene mATe seMkaDo vAte joze. mukha para lagADavAnA papha pAu Dara, krIma oInTamenTa ne ane tenA DAghA dUra karavAnI jAhe. rAtanI hAranI hAra jozo. aMdarane kacaro dUra karavAnI paddhati ane prayogo para ullekha karavAmAM Ave to pRSTha bharAya tema che. A sarva niSphaLa prayatna che, agyane vadhAre paDatI apAtI agatya che ane samajaNa vagaranI bALaceSTA che. A navayuganI vAta prasaMgopAta thaI gaI, paNa je vakhate A mULa pustaka lakhAyuM tyAre paNa zarIrane maLa dUra karavAnA niSphaLa prayatno aneka prakAranA thatA hatA. yuge yuge paddhati phare che, paNa mudde te ekano eka ja rahe che. AvA zarIrane tuM vAraMvAra cATyA kare che ane ene saMdhyA kare che ! tArI AvI ceSTAo joIne samajI-vicAraka mANaso manamAM hase che. teone ema thAya che ke A mANasa Akho vakhata zarIrane ghasyA kare che ane pavitra ke suMdara banAvavA mathe che e te kAMI DahApaNanI vAta gaNAya che ? aneka vAra nhAvAthI zAcadharma paLAya che e mAnyatAmAM vicAra kara ghaTe che. je zarIra apavitra vastuthI ja bhareluM che tene bAhyazauca karavAno prayatna niSphaLa che. viziSTa hetupUrvaka snAnAdinI vAtane atra sthAna nathI, paNa mAtra bAhyazuddhi (zauca) mAM ja paryavasAna samajanAra zarIrano dharma samaje, enI aMdaranI vastuone vicAre, e vastuonI

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azucibhAnvinA. 343 apavitratA khyAlamAM le ane e vastu dUra karavA jatAM zarIra jevuM kAMI bAkI rahI zake tema nathI e vAta je eka vAra lakSyamAM le te A nakAmA prayatnane bAjue mUkI potAnA prayatna bIje mAge lagADe. A mahAmUlya maLela jIvana meMgheruM che, sAdhya sadhAvI zakanAra che, ene bahArathI pavitra rAkhavAnA prayAsamAM veDaphI nAkhavA jevuM e nathI. A bAbata spaSTa samajavA A sarva hakIkata vicAravA jevI che. - pa. vaLI eka bAbata khAsa vicAravA egya che. purUSanAM nava aMgomAMthI Akhe vakhata zuM nIkaLe che te vicArI juo:- 2 kAnamAMthI kacare, keTalAkane parU nIkaLyAM kare che. 2 AMkhamAMthI jeTalI vAra paTapaTAvIe teTalI vAra pANuM, kaIvAra cIpaDA ane aneka maLa nIkaLyA kare che. 2 nAkanA dvAramAMthI leSma (zeDA), guMgA vigere nIkaLyA kare che. nAka chIMke tyAre khAsa saMbhALa levI paDe che. 1 mukhamAMthI lALa nIkaLe che. upara tenuM varNana thaI gayuM che. durgadhI pavana ane ulaTI thAya tyAre kAcuM anna ane pIttanIkaLe che. 1 purUSacinhamAMthI pezAba. enuM varNana karavAnI jarUra na hoya. 1 gudAmAMthI viSTA. varNana azakya ane bInajarUrI che. AvI rIte purUSanAM sadarahu nava dvAramAMthI apavitra padArtho bahAra nIkaLyA ja kare che ane te kadI virAma pAmatA nathI. emAM alpavirAma ke ardhavirAma Ave, paNa pUrNavirAma kadI AvatuM nathI. e sarvamAMthI je padArtho nIkaLe che te sarva durgadhI, kharAba varNa, rasa ane sparzavALA ja hoya che, bhAre kaMTALo Ave tevA hoya che ane dUra nAsI javuM paDe evA hoya che

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zrI*zAMtasudhArasa strI zarIramAM uparAkta nava dvArAmAMthI eTalA ja kharAma padArtho nIkaLe che. e uparAMta strIone e stana ane ceni e traNa aMgAmAMthI paNa apavitra padArtho nIkaLe che. 34 AvAM nava ane khAra dvArA anukrame purUSa ane strInAM vahetAM hAya e zarIrane tuM jo pavitra mAnatA hAya, dhArate hAya, kalpatA hAya te amAre te e tArI mAnyatA, dhAraNA ke 5nA mATe mAtra eTalI ja TIkA karavI paDaze ke e tArA vicAra kharekhara 'navA ' che, abhinava che ane vicitra che. kAipaNa navA vicAra khatAve temAM amAre vAMdhA nathI, paNa samaju mANase enI kaseATI kare teA ja grAhya thAya tema che. tuM kAi samajI mANasane pUcha ke je zarIramAMthI AkhA vakhata nava athavA khAra dvAre milana padArtha nIkaLatAM hAya tene teo kadI pavitra ' gaNI zakaze? ' C amane lAge che ke A tArA navA vicAra bhUlabharelA che, mAhajanya che ane tane sAvanAra che. je zaheranI gaTaramAM kacarA cAlyA karatA hoya ane jemAM navA kacarA paDyA karatA hAya tene pavitra kahevA jevI tArI A vicitratA che. kaph, maLa, mUtranA bhaMDArarUpa A zarIramAMthI eka paNa sArI cIja nIkaLatI nathI. tevA zarIrane tuM pavitra kahe teA pachI tArA e nUtana vicArane vivekI prANI ' devAnAM priya " ( mUrkha-mU ) nA abhiprAya tarIke lekhe che, mATe tArA je vicAra jaNAva te samajI vicArIne jaNAva. AvA khATA buTTA UThAvIne tArI kiMmata karAva nahi. > 6. vaLI tuM vicArIza tA jaNAze ke tu bheAjana karavA 1 tyAM e dvAra judA judA heAya che tethI karIne gaNela che.

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azucibhAvanA. 345 mATe keTalI taiyArI kare che. eka zAka banAvavuM hoya te temAM dhANA, jIrU, mIThuM, maracAM, tela Adi aneka padArtho nAkhe che. mIThAI banAvavI hoya te moTI khaTapaTa karI mUke che. sAkaranI cAsaNI, padArthonI vipuLatA ane taiyAra karavAnAM tathA upara caDhAvavAnAM aneka sAmAna lAve che. upara vaLI ghI tathA badAma, pistA, cALI vigere nAkhe che. aneka sAmagrIothI taiyAra kareluM anna khAdhA pachI peTamAM jAya che. tyAM cAra kalAka bAda e sarvanuM zuM thAya che? enI viSTa thAya che, tene joI tuM thuke che, tene kADhavA prayatna kare che ane tenA tarapha sUga lAve che. eka suMdara thALamAM aneka suMdara rasoInI cIjo, mIThAIo, zAkAdi hoya te peTamAM gayA pachI A dazA pAme che. te gAyanuM dUdha vAparyuM hoya ane tenA upara sAkarAdinA pravega karyo hoya tenuM aMte mUtra thAya che ane tene kSepa karatAM paNa tAre viveka rAkhavuM paDe che ane nahi te tAre daMDa thAya che. gAyanA mUtrane to upaga paNa thAya che, paNa enA dUdhane teM upacAga karyo te pachI tenuM je mUtra tArA zarIramAM thAya che te to ati niMdanIya bane che. tArA mUtranI kimata gAyanA mUtra jeTalI paNa nathI e dhyAnamAM rAkhaje. A sarva dAkhalA uparathI tArA samajavAmAM AvyuM haze ke tAruM zarIra te sArAmAM sArA padArthone kharAba karanAra che ane tArA zarIramAMthI kacaro ja bahAra nIkaLe che. AvI zarIranI bAhya sthiti che. e sArAne bagADe che, suMdarane viya kare che, pRzyane aspRzya kare che, saMbaMdhamAM AvanArane vikArI

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346 zrI zAMtasudhAra-sa banAve che ane e je zarIra kahevAya che tene tuM pavitra mAne che. tAre tArA vicArane pharI vAra tapAsI javAnI jarUra che ane ema karIne tArI vicAraNAmAM vivekane sthAna ApavAnI khAsa jarUra che. have tuM vagara lagAme kyAM sudhI cAlyA karIza tene khyAla kara. 7. A zarIrane mATe nIcenI bAbate vicArI je. (ka) e pugaLane samUha che. (kha) e maLathI bhareluM che. (ga) emAM mAtra kare che ane koI sArI vastu nathI. (gha) e sArA padArthone kharAba karanAra che. (Da) e suMdara kapaDAMne durgadhI banAvanAra che. AmAMnI kaI paNa bAbatane mATe khulAsAnI khAsa jarUra have rahetI nathI. zarIra pugaLano Dhagale che emAM kAMI saMdeha jevuM nathI. enI aMdaranI sarva vastuo sthaLa che emAM kaI jAtanI zaMkAne sthAna nathI ane e sArI vastune bagADI mUke che te te ApaNe upara joI gayA chIe. tyAre zuM e zarIrane pheMkI devuM? eno upayoga kAMI kare ke ene phaMgaLI devuM? e vicAravA jevI vAta che. keTalAka ene mojazekhanuM sAdhana mAne che, keTalAka enAthI khAvAne zokha pUro kare che, keTalAka ene sugaMdhI levAnuM sthAna mAne che, keTalAka enAthI sArAM rUpo, strIo, citra jevAmAM sArthakya mAne che, keTalAka emAMthI sArAM gAna sAMbhaLavAmAM lAbha mAne che, keI ene cuMbana karavAnuM athavA te

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azuci-bhAvanA. 347 AliMgana devAnuM sAdhana mAne che, keAi ene puSTa karavAmAM jIvana dhanya mAne che-A sarva nakAmu che. je pugaLanA DhagalA hAya, je maLathI bharela hAya ane sArAM khArAka ke kapaDAMne tuccha anAvanAra hAya, je aMte cheADI devAnu hAya tene mATe AvAM lADapADa zeAle nahi. paNa tenAthI eka kAma thAya tema che. A sarva upAdhi cheDI huMmezane mATe kalyANa karavu heAya te tenI taiyArI karavAstu sAmarthya tyAM che ane te mahAuttAra kArya che, parama zreSTha kArya che ane te jo thAya te tArA A ceArAzI lAkhanA pherA ane A tArI rakhaDapaTTI dUra thai zake tevuM che. tyAre A tA ahu majAnI vAta thai. ene thADu thADu bhAtu pAtu ApI tenI dvArA jo zivasAdhana thaI zakatu hAya tA te kAma pAra pADavA prayatna karavA jevA che. humezanI A lamaNAjhIka maTI jAya, niraMtaranuM sukha thai jAya. evA rastA jo enAthI thAya tA te karavAjoga che. tyAre AvA zarIramAM aneka avaguNu che paNa zivasAdhananuM sAma paNa tenAmAM che e vAta vicArI, tenI ciMtavanA kara ane tArA sAcA uddhAranA mALe lAgI jA. 8. zarIra kevuM che? zenuM maneluM che? temAM zuM bharyu che ? ane tenA kayAM sudhI vizvAsa karI zakAya te te te jANyuM? paNa have kAMi evI huziyArI karI batAva ke jethI AvA zarIrane paNa tu pUrato lAbha laI zake ane e icchanIya, puNyazALI ane abhISTa ane. atyAre je zarIranuM varNana karyuM. tevu zarIra teA kAi meLavavA icche nahi. A teA ughADI vAta che.

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zrI zAMtasudhAnsa paNa tAre to zarIra sAthe pAnAM paDyAM che, tyAre have kAMI evuM kara ke atyAre tane je kharAba lAge tevuM prApta thayuM che temAMthI paNa tuM lAbha meLavI tevA zarIrane paNa tuM dugaMchanIyane badale zreSTha banAvI zake. tArA hAthamAM rasto che. tArAmAM kharI ziyArI hoya te tuM tevo rasto laI zake tema che. e zarIranI aMdaranI apavitratA to tuM dUra karI zake tema nathI, paNa tArI pAse eka bIjo kImiye che te ajamAva. A tArA zarIrane zivasAdhanamAM joDI de, kAraNa ke enI dvArA e lAbha tuM laI zake teTaluM sAmarthya tArI dvArA tenAmAM che te upara joyuM tuM gaNatarIbAja samaju prANuM che. tuM vyApArI che to tAre chevaTe bhAMgyAnA vaTAva to jarUra karavA ghaTe ane A te aNadhAryo lAbha che. tAro vikAsa tuM eTale badhe vadhArI zake tema che ke tuM e zarIrathI pUrato lAbha meLavI zakaze ane tuM evuM kArya karI zakIza ke tridivedhara jevAM paNa tArA zarIranI-manuSyabhavanI IcchA karaze. A dAkhale kharekhara tAre besADavA jevuM che. nahi te pachI AvyuM te cAlyA jaIza ane aMte e zarIrane paisA kharacIne bALavuM paDaze ke jamInamAM dATavuM paDaze. * cetana cAra gati meM nizca, mokSadvAra e kAyA re; karata kAmanA surapaNu kAkI, jisaku anargamAyA re. " AvI tArI kAyA che, mATe gabharAvAnuM kAraNa nathI; paNa tuM malakAI na jato. e kAyAnI kiMmata eTalA mATe ja che ke e mokSadvAra che, paNa je tene tuM veDaphI nAkha te narakaddhAra paNa e ja che. tAro vikAsakama sudhAravAne A avasara che, mATe nipuNatA dAkhavIne, svasvarUpa niSpAdana karIne ene tuM ati pavitra banAvI de.

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azuci bhAvanA. pavitratA prApta karavA mATe tene suMdara jaLAzaya maLyuM che. taLAve jaIne tarasyA Ave te to nipuNa na ja gaNAya. tene pavitra AgamarUpa jaLAzaya maLyuM che tenA kAMThA upara besIne tuM keNu che? tArUM sthAna zuM hoI zake ? tuM kyAM AvI calyo che ? ane zA mATe A herApherA karI rahyo che ? te sarva vicAra. e jaLAzayamAM tArI sarva jijJAsAne tRpti maLe eTaluM pANI bhareluM che. te vinAsaMkece e pANInuM pAna kara, tArI tane oLakha ane tAruM potAnuM sthAna samajI laIne te prApta karavAnA mArgo zodhI le. ane tArI ghaNuM vakhatanI tRSA che tene tuM chIpAvI le. khAsa karIne e jaLAzayamAM zAMtasudhArasa bhareluM che te amRtanuM peTa bharI bharIne pAna karI le. A avasara pharI pharIne maLaze nahi. mATe "avasara pAya na cUka cidAnaMda' e vAta dhyAnamAM rAkha. zAMtarasa-amUlya amRtane darIyo tane maLI gayo che tene tuM bane teTale lAbha le ane peTa bharI bharIne e rasane pI le. A takane lAbha le. AvAM jaLAzaya jyAM tyAM maLatA nathI ane maLe tyAre oLakhAtAM nathI. te atyAre jaLAzaya joyuM che ane tArA para dayA karIne pANI pAnAra paNa maLI gayA che te have teno bane teTalo lAbha le. A bhAvanAmAM zarIranI sthaLa racavAnI kilaSTa bAsu batAvavA sAthe A kAyAne mokSadvAra paNa banAvI zakAya che, e vAta karIne zarIranA ane upayoga batAvavAmAM kartAe bahu kuzaLatA batAvI che. tadana sAmAnya vastune upayoga karatAM AvaDe te nukazAnamAMthI paNa lAbha prApta karI zakAya che ane

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350 zrIzAMta sudhArasa sAcI AvaData hAya tA dIrgha lAbha prApta karI zakAya che. A zAMtavAhitA 'mAM e amRtanuM pAna karavAnu che. prathama kaDavA ghuMTaDA pAine vivekI mahAzaye kevI yuktithI zAMtasudhAnuM pAna chevaTanI DhADha gAthAmAM karAvyuM che te khAsa vicAraNIya che. sujJa e amRtapAna jarUra kare. L x milekuMvarInu rUpa adbhuta hatu. enAM rUpa-lAvaNyanI vAtathI AkarSAi sAketapura (kaiAzaladeza )nA pratikSuddha rAjAe, caMpAnagarI ( aMga ) nA caMdragjhAya rAjAe, sAvazrI nagarI ( kuNAladeza ) nA rUpI rAjAe, vANuArasInagarI ( kAzIdeza ) nA zakha rAjAe, hastinApura ( kurUdeza ) nA addinazatru rAjAe ane kapilapura ( pAMcAladeza ) nA jitazatru rAjAe e kuMvarI sAthe lagna karavA mAgaNI meAkalI. videhAdhipati kuMbharAjAe peAtAnI rAjadhAnI mithilAmAM e mAgaNInA asvIkAra karyAM. chae rAjAe laDavA AvyA. laDAI cAlavAnI hatI tyAre ameAgha vI zALI mallikuvarIe AdhyAtmika mArge laDAI jItavA nakkI karyuM. eNe azeAkavADImAM peAtAnA zarIrapramANu suvaNa nI putaLI anAvI. tenA madhya bhAgamAM peAlANu rAkhyuM. jamyA pachI eka kALIe anAja temAM darAja nAkhavA lAgI. e vADImAM praveza karavAnA cha rastA karAvyA. chae rAjAne melAvyA. judA judA besADavA. darekane mallikuvarIne meLavavAnI AzA hatI. vacce pratikRti jevI putaLI joine rAjAe chaka thaI gayA. chae rAjA cha sthAne beThA hatA. mahnikuvarIe jAte AvI putaLInuM dvAra ( uparanuM DhAMkaNu ) ughADyuM. gaMdhathI mahela bharAI carcA:" rAjAe teA nAka para rUmAla dharavA maMDI gayA. pachI cAginI X X

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azuci bhAvanA. 351 devIe samajAvyuM ke-'huM je khAtI hatI tenA mAtra eka kALIA dararAja AmAM nAkhatI hatI. tenI AvI gaMdha che ane A zarIramAM e vastuo ja bharelI che. enA upara te mAha ghaTe ? A te eka kavaLanu pariNAma che ane huM teA ghaNA kavaLA khAu chuM-vigere.' pachI pUrvabhavanI mitratA yAda karI rAjAe cetyA. laDAI khaMdha thai. adhyAtmajJAna prasaryuM. vicAraNA thaI. rAjAe rAjya cheADI mallikuvarI pAse dIkSita thayA. saMsAra cheADI kRtakRtya thayA ane zarIranA pUratA lAbha lIdheA. A zarIra kevA apavitra padArthothI bharapUra che te sabaMdhI lekhakazrIe khUba lakhyuM che. enA para vizeSa vivecananI apekSA nathI. enA savatAM dvArA ane enAM varNana vAMcIne paNa jo prANInI AMkhA na ughaDe te te pachI nazIbanI vAta che. AvA eka-be mAmata para khAsa dhyAna ApIe. A zarIra apavitra padArthothI bharela che e vAta teA thai. enI utpatti vicAratAM ja kheda thAya tevu che. garbhavAsamAM nava mAsa sudhI cAre tarapha rahelA maLanI vacce UMdhe mAthe laTavu paDe che evu nikRSTa jenuM utpattisthAna heAya tyAM sudhInI AzA rAkhavI e te veLumAMthI telanI apekSA rAkhavA kharAkhara che. zarIranI puSTi karavI e sujJane zeAle tevI vAta nathI, paNa e uparAMta eka ghaNI dhyAna ApavA jevI vAta che. e zarIramAM lAkhA vyAdhio bharelA che. cAmaDInA vyAdhio, peTanA vyAdhi, garbhAzayanA vyAdhi, AMtaraDAnA vyAdhi, chAtInA vyAdhio, hRdayanA vyAdhio, nAkanA, gaLAnA, mhAMnA, AMkhanA, kAnanA, mAthAnA vigere vyAdhionA pAra

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35ra zrI zAMta thAjo nathI. e pAtaLuM paDe to kSayaroganI ciMtA thAya che, e huM thaI jAya to pakSaghAta ke hRdayanA vyAdhinI ciMtA thAya che, ene hAlatAMcAlatAM zaradI lAgI jAya che, ene aneka jAtanA zastraprayoga Operations karAvavA paDe che, enI aMdaranI yaMtravyavasthA eTalI guMcavaNavALI che ke seMkaDe vyAdhionuM e ghara che ane ene aTakI jatAM, taraDAI jatAM ane khalAsa thaI jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. keI damavALAnI pIDA joI hoya te dhamaNa cAlatI lAge ane udharasa khAtAM ke baDakhA pADatA joyA hoya to cItarI caDhe. A vAta laMbAvIe to kayAM aTakavuM te sUjhe tema nathI. AvI rIte aneka vyAdhinuM ghara e zarIra che ane tene mATe aneka graMthe lakhAyA che je vaidakIya graMtha kahevAya che, keI ene Ayurveda paNa kahe che. zarIranA vyAdhio para graMtha, ene abhyAsa, ene dhaMdhe ane e saMbadhI ATalI vicAraNAo ! uparanI cAmaDI na hoya to A zarIranI aMdara eka paNa vastu evI nathI ke jenA upara meha thAya. enA kayA vibhAgane ughADyo hoya te prANuM thuthu na kare? e ja eka prazna rahe che ane chatAM mahArAjAe Ane e te dArU pAye che ke e ene cuMbana bharavA maMDI jAya che! e enA sparzamAM sukha mAne che. enA abhinkaMgamAM lIlA kare che. e ja ghaDIe je uparanI cAmaDI kharI paDe to A bhAIzrI tyAM eka miniTa paNa UbhuM rahe khare? ane enuM nAma ja kepha, e ja mehanI madirA, e ja vivekabuddhine nAza ! ke vakhata mAMdA mANasa pAse javAnuM thAya ane tene udharasa AvatI hoya, pAse baDakhA nAkhavAnuM vAsaNa paDayuM hoya, A

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azucibhAvanA. 353 vakhate manamAM ze vicAra Ave che? durbhAgye evA vakhatanA vicAre kAyama rahetA nathI eTale A prANuM pAcho dhaMdhe vaLagI jAya che ane pitAne jANe evA zarIra sAthe saMbaMdha ja nathI evI bedarakArImAM deDyo jAya che. AkhA zarIranI racanA jue ! enI aMdara nADIo, lohInuM vahana, zirAo vigerene vicAra kare. AMtaraDAnA maLane khyAla karo ane sArAmAM sArA anna, dUdha ane pANInI thatI avadazA vicArapUrvaka dhyAna para le to ghaNe moha osarI jAya tema che. zarIranA pratyeka bhAgane A daSTie vicAra karavAmAM Ave te bahu jANavA jevuM maLe tema che emAM kaze saMdeha nathI. eka bIjI vAta. ApaNe kapaDAM dararoja zA mATe dhovA paDe che? zuM ene bahAranI raja lAge che eTalA mATe ja? nA. zarIramAM sADAtraNa karoDa dvAra (rAmarAjI) che. te pratyekamAMthI durgadha ane apavitra raja-parasevo vigere nIkaLe che. e sArAmAM sArAM paDAMne paNa apavitra banAve che. evA zarIranI AsanAvAsanA karavI kema pAlave ane ene cATavuM te vAta zebhAspada gaNAya kharI! je khAdhela khorAkane tuccha banAve, vastrone melavALAM banAve, lagADela padArthane durgadhavALA banAve ane jarA paDe to paDI jAya, hADakAM bhAMge te divasa sudhI pathArI karAve ane dararoja aneka prakAranI cAkarI mAge tevA zarIranI sAthe kema kAma levuM te samajaNathI vicAra karavA jevuM che. AvI rIte aneka kAraNe zarIra apavitra padArthothI uparyuM che, apavitra padArtho vacce vadhyuM che, apavitra padArthothI 23

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354 zrI zAMtasudhArasa bhareluM che ane sArAmAM sArA padArthone kharAba karanAruM che e vAta vicArI zarIranI apavitratA dhyAvavI. paNa ApaNe panAro enI sAthe paDyo che, te enAthI kAMI lAbha levAya to laI le e ApaNuM kartavya che mATe have lekhaka mahAzaya kahe che tema mAnasanalina-hRdayakamaLane ughADA ane tyAM abhedya mUrtine sthApI ene apanAve. e eTale tame pite. zarIra tamArUM nathI; tame zarIra nathI. zarIra tamArI sAthe AvanAra nathI paNa traNa kALe tame pote to tame ja rahevAnA che. enuM eTale tamAruM potAnuM kAMI sudhare, kAMI mAge caDhavAnuM thAya evo rasto kare ane te mATe aMtarathI sAco vicAra kare. atyArasudhI upara uparathI to ghaNI vAto karI che ane koIvAra cetana cetana karI svane ane parane ThagyA che. emAM kAMI vaLe nahi. A mAge kAMI jayAre thAya nahi. have te hadayakamaLane ughADI tyAM je atyAre meharAjA pasI gayo che tene Akho maMDapa toDI pADe ane tyAM vibhu pavitra mahomaya cetanarAjane besADe. e rIte e zarIrane pUrepUro lAbha le. je paddhatie mallikuMvarIe adhyAtmavAdanI sthApanA karI laDAI aTakAvI ane paraNavA AvanAra che rAjAone pratibodhyA, anekano saMhAra aTakAvyuM te rIte A apavitra vastunA poTalAne enA sAcA AkAramAM oLakhI khUba AnaMda mANe ane je kAyA apavitra-gaMchanIya padArthothI bharelI che ane je tamane vAraMvAra ciMtA karAvI vaidya DaoNkaTaranA bIla bharAve che tene ja mokSadvAra banAve. A manuSyadeha mokSadvAra che ja, paNa ene e tarIke apanAvIe te, nahi to aneka bhava karyA che temAM ekane vadhAre karI

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ezuci bhAvanA. 355 taNAi javAze. ane kayAM javAnuM thaze te teA pratyeke vicArI levAnu che. tyAM A zarIra AvavAnuM nathI e paNa cAkkasa che ane ahIM karelAM sArAM-kharAba kRtyA vicAro ke bhASAprayAge kAMI ahIM ne ahIM aTakI jAya evI AzA rAkhavI e te phekaTa che. mATe kei rIte vikAsa vadhe, pragati thAya, rastA prApta thAya tevA mArgo AdarI, A zarIranA lAbha lyeA. vikAsakramane evA mahimA che ke eka vakhata je gADuM raste caDhI jAya te pratyeka pagale AgaLa dhapAya che ane te rastA prApta karavA jeTaluM sAmarthya, AvaData, anukULatAe, sagavaDA e sarva atra lakSya che. mAdakuvarInA mitrA vicArazIla hatA, rAjA hatA; vaLI gayA bhavamAM AtmavikAsa karone AvyA hatA. temaNe zarIrane dhama samajAtAM sAcA rastA jAya ane jovAnI sAthe ja cetI gayA. AnuM nAma vikAsakramanI prAptinA lAbha kahevAya. sanatkRmAra mahAn cakravattI rAjA hatA. ane zarIra para khama mAha hatA. ene garva paNa kharA ! paNa jyAre eNe devatA pAsethI zarIramAM vikArA thayelA jANyA tyAre e raDavA na beThA. eNe cha khaMDa pRthvI cheADI dIdhI. sacama laI ArAdhanA karI. auSadha karavA AvanAra devavaidyo pAse aMtaranA vyAdhinI vAta kahI paNa ahAranA vyAdhinI darakAra na karI ane ate eka mAsanI salekhanA karI trIje devalAke gayA. AnuM nAma te vikAsadazA kahevAya ! kAMi zarIranuM apavitrapaNu vicArI gabharAi javAnuM nathI, sanatkumAra jevuM sAmarthya vAparI raste caDhI javA mATe A bhAvanA che. enA jeTalu maLa na heAya te jeTalA ane teTalA vikAsa te sAdhavA e khAsa jarUrI gaNAya.

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3pa6 zrI zAMtasudhArasa AvI rIte zarIranI azuci saMbaMdhI vicAra karavA sAthe enAthI zivasAdhana prApta thAya che e paNa dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. enA mehamAM na paDI javuM, enI khAtara paDI na maravuM ane ene banato lAbha le. vikAsama (Evolution) ne eka mukhya niyama e che ke ene mArge paDI javAya te kAma sulabha thaI jAya. atyAre te amadAvAda javuM che ane jI. AI. pI. ne mArge cAlyA jaIe chIe. emAM mAtra gati thAya, paNa pragati na thAya. dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM ke sarva gati e kAMI pragati nathI. vicArapUrvaka vikAsane mArga hAtha karavAmAM Ave te jarUra pragati thAya, tethI vAta e che ke A bhavamAM ziva sudhI pahoMcI na zakAya, te paNa ene raste to caDhI zakAya. ane vikAsakrama sutaro kara e to zarIraprAptine kharo upaga che. e mArgaprAptimAM taratamatA to ghaNuM che, paNa jeTaluM AgaLa vadhAya teTaluM lAbhakAraka che. chevaTe pAchA na haThAya to paNa lAbhamAM gaNavuM. mATe zarIranI kheTa lAlanapAlanA na karavI, enI azuci ane kSaNabhaMguratA, emAM avizvAsya tathA vyAdhigrastatva vigere vicAravAM ane enI sAthe ja ene lAbha. levAnA prasaMgane jarApaNa jatA na karavA. azuci vicAraNA hakIkatarUpe tadana satya ane tathya che. ene uddeza bAhyAbhAvamAM gRddhi ochI karAvI aMtarAtma dazAmAM dAkhala thavAnA sUcavanarUpe che. A bhAvanAnA A banne prakAra vAraMvAra bhAvavA. jaLAzaya maLyuM che, pAna karatA AvaDe to pI levuM. A avasara pharI- pharIne maLaze nahi, maLo ghaNo muzkela che, mATe tene lAbha le. Iti azucibhAvanA. 6

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zrIkaLacaMdrajI upAdhyAyaviracita chaThThI azuci bhAvanA (rAga-kedAre-geDI) maMsa maLa mUtra rUdhire bharyA, azuci naranArI deha re; vArUNIkubhapare bhAviye, aMta diye jIvane cheha re. maM.1 azubha bahurAga kaphanitu vahe, e bhakhe bhakSya abhakSya re; dehane jANuM jokhama ghaNuM, deha bahu jIvane bhakSya che. maMtra 2 bhAvArtha-he AtmA ! sarva strI-purUSanA zarIre mAMsa, maLa, mUtra ane rUdhira je lehI tadrupa azucithI-apavitra padArthothI bharelA che. te dehane madirAnA ghaDA je apavitra mAna-samaja. vaLI e apavitra hovA uparAMta aMte te jIvane cheha Ape che arthAt tenAthI judA paDI jAya che. tenuM game teTaluM lAlanapAlana karyA chatAM te to Ayusthiti pUrNa thaye jIvane kahe che ke-"tuM mane choDIne cAlyo jA." e e kRtadhra che. vaLI te deha azubha che, bahu prakAranA rogothI bharelo che ane temAMthI kapha vigere azuci padArtho niraMtara vahyA ja kare che. ema chatAM A jIva te dehane prasanna karavA bhakSya abhakSya -khAvA egya ke na khAvA gya aneka padArthonuM bhakSaNa kare che-temAM viveka jALavato nathI, paraMtu tuM samajaje ke A dehane mAthe aneka prakAranA jokhamo rahelA che ane te deha aneka jIvonuM bhakSya banavAno che. 1-ra

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= = Azrava bhAvanA pUrvaparicaya - ahIM jarA kama pheravIne prAthamika vivecana karavuM Avazyaka jaNAya che. prathamanI cha bhAvanAmAM ApaNe jIva ane ajIvane pitAno ane parasparane saMbaMdha vicAryuM. tene aMge ani. tyatA ane azuci bhAvanAmAM lagabhaga ajIvana jIvanA saMbaMdhI tarIke vicAra karyo. saMsAramAM jIva ajIvanAM vivarso joyAM, jyAre azaraNa, ekatva ane anyatvamAM cetanAnA AvirbhAva vicAya ane enA pRthak pRthak citro judAM judAM daSTibiMduthI tapAsyA. - have pachInI traNa bhAvanAmAM ApaNe karmanA pradezamAM jaIe chIe. e bhAvanA bhAvatAM pahelAM ApaNe pratyekanuM svarUpa yathAsthAne vicArIe. hetuone prApta karIne jIvathI je karAya te ka" " vira nA de revaMto mag karmabaMdhananA hetuone prApta karIne jIva karma bAMdhe che. e pariNAma che, enA kAraNu "hetu" che. e hetu jyAM hoya tyAM AtmA teTalAM pUratAM karmo ekaThA kare che. e karma paramANuonA skaMdharUpa che, te AtmA sAthe cUMTI jAya che. e eNTe te vakhate enI cAra bAbate mukarara thAya che. prakRti, sthiti, rasa ane pradeza: prakRti" eTale ene svabhAva, enuM kArya zuM vigere. "sthiti " eTale e keTalA vakhata mATe che. "rasa" eTale enAmAM gADhatA keTalI che ane "pradeza"eTale e karma keTalI karmavargaNAnuM- karmanA pradezanuM banela che.

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AvabhAvanA. 3pa9 AvI rIte je karmabaMdha thAya che te baMdhahetuothI thAya che. e baMdhahetuo eTale karmabaMdhananAM kAraNe. enA mukhya cAra prakAra cheH mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane ga. mithyAtva-eTale vastuonuM viparIta darzana. zuddha devagurU-dharma upara zraddhAno abhAva ane anya tarapha Adara. saMzaya, abhiniveza ane viparyaya e sarvane samAveza mithyAtvamAM thAya che. e ajJAna che ane viveka vagaranA jJAnIne paNa zakya che. avirati-tyAgabhAva. doSothI pAchA haThavAnA nizcaya abhAva. paccakhANa rahita dazA. kaSAya-krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, hAsya, rati, arati, zeka, bhaya, dugaMchA, strIveda, puveda, napuMsakaveda. yoga-mana-vacana-kAyAnuM pravartana. AnA aneka bheda-upabheda che. e karmabaMdhananA hetuo che. have ApaNe AzravanI vAta karIe. je mArgoe karmo Ave, karmanuM AzravaNa thAya te rastAone "Azrava" kahe che. eka moTA sarevara-taLAvamAM pANI AvavAnAM garanALAne Azrava kahevAya. eka meTA mahelamAM havA AvavAnA bArIbAraNAM hoya te Azrava kahevAya. eka pANIne avADe hoya ane temAM je naLa dvArA jaLa Ave che te naLane Azrava kahevAya. eka ke ThAramAM anAja bharAtuM hoya ane bIjI bAju nIkaLatuM hoya e bharavAnA mArgone Azrava kahevAya. karma AvavAnA mArgone nIce pramANe vibhAga pADI zakAya che. saMkSepa varNana ja atra karAya che. tema ja bhAva Ava ya che. "

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60 zrI.zAMta-sudhAransa 1 iMdriya-enAM pAMca prakAra che. spana, jIvA, nAsikA, cakSu ane karNa. A iMdriyanI rAgadveSa yukta pravRttie Azrava che. iMdricAnI pravRtti rAgadveSapUrvaka hAya teA ja te Azrava thAya che e khAsa dhyAnamAM rahe. enI pravRtti rAga-dveSa vargaranI hAya tA e garanALuM aMdha thAya che. 2 kaSAya-sasArane lAbha ( vRddhi ) jenAthI thAya tevA krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lAbha. A cAra enA mukhya bheda che. enI gADhatA pramANe enA vibhedo paNa thAya che ane temanA peTAmAM hAsyAdi nAkaSAyAnA samAveza thAya che. karmanA rasa ane sthiti mukarara karavAmAM A kaSAye ma agatyanA sAga bhajave che. 3 avata-aviratipaNuM. enA pAMca vibhAga che. ( 6 ) pramAdathI thatA prANavadha te prANAtipAta, ( kha ) asatya bhASaNa te mRSAvAda. ( ga ) vagara dIdhela vastu levI te adattAdAna. ( gha ) jAtIya saMbaMdha. kAmarAgathI srI-purUSanA zarIra sabaMdha te maithuna. (7)svAmItvasthApana, padArtho upara mUrchAvRtti e parigraha. A pAMcane aMge ghaNA vistAra che ane te samajavAnI jarUra che. aviratine kAraNe prANI aneka pApeA samajaNu vagara hArI le che. 4 yoga--mana, vacana, kAyA. enI pravRtti zubha athavA

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mAtra vAvanA, 361 azubha. e pravRttithI karmonuM Agamana thAya che. jevI pravRtti tevAM karma. rasabaMdha ane sthitibaMdhamAM kaSAya sAthe A ge paNa eTalA ja upayogI bhAga bhajave che. AvI rIte 5 iMdri, 4 kaSAya, pa aviratio ane 3 cega ema 17 bheda thayA. ane nIce 25 kriyAo batAvIe chIe te maLIne karma AvavAnAM 4ra mArgo-rastAogaranALAMo che. enA upavibhAge to pAra vagaranA thAya ane vaLI darekamAM taratamatA paNa ghaNuM hAya. have ApaNe 25 kiyAone samajI laIe. 25 kriyAo (bahu sUkSma draSTie samajavA yogya che.) 1. duSTabhAva yukta thaI kAmavAsanA vigere mATe prayatna karozarIrane ayatanApUrvaka pravartAvavuM te "kAyikI kriyA." 2. hiMsAnA sAdhanone grahaNa karavAM-talavAra, baMduka, beba, TerapIDA vigere taiyAra karavA, vAparavAM ane enI cejanA karavI te "adhikaraNukI kriyA." 3. je kriyAmAM zreSa-krodhane vizeSa sthAna maLatuM hoya te prAdezikI kriyA." 4. anyane herAna karavAnI-trAsa ApavAnI kriyA te pAritApanikI kriyA." pa. jIvane mArI nAkhavAnI-tenA prANe judA karavAnI kriyA te "prANutipAtikI kriyA maraNa eTale pAMca iMdriya, mana, vacana, kAyabaLa, Ayu ane zvAsozvAsa-tene AtmAne

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362 viyeAga karAvavA te. AtmA maratA nathI paDe che te dhyAnamAM rAkhavu. 6. nAnA-moTA Ara Mbha karavA, bhAMgaphADa karavI, chakAya jIvanA vadha thAya tevI utpatti karavI--karAvavI e 'Ara'bhikI kriyA.' 7. dhanadhAnyADhi parigraha meLavavA, rakSaNa karavuM, tenA uparanI mUrchAne aMge je je kriyAe-AcaraNA karavAmAM Ave te pArihikI kriyA.' ( zrI.zAM*ta*su*dhArasa paNa prANathI judA 8. anyane ThagavA mATe je kriyA karavAmAM Ave, jemAM kapaTa-mAyAne mukhya sthAna haiAya te mAyApratyayikI kriyA.' 9. mithyAdanamAM savizeSa sthira thavAnI kriyA, kudeva, kugurU, kudharmamAM hRDha thAya tevI kriyA, sarva dharma sarakhA che evA abhiniveza AdithI je kriyA karavAmAM Ave te mithyAdanapratyayikI kriyA.' : 10. aviratine kAraNe tyAga-paccakhkhANa karyA vagara calAvyA karavAthI je kriyA lAge, vinA kAraNe deASanA bhAgI thavAya, saMyamavidyAtaka karmanA udayathI pApavyApArathI nivRtta na thatAM je kriyA lAge te * apratyAkhyAnikI kriyA.' t 11. rAgapUrvaka azva, strI ke ajIva padArthAne jovA te * draSTikI kriyA.' 12. rAgapUrvaka anya vastune sparza karavA, strInA sparza karavA, bALakanA gAlanA sparza karavA, gheADAne paMpALavA vigere ' spaSTikI kriyA.' 13. jIva ajIva para rAga-dveSa thAya athavA anyanu azva

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ma-zvavabhAvanA. 363 joI asUyA thAya athavA svIkRta adhikaraNane laIne kiyA thAya te "prAhityakI kriyA." 14. "sAmatopanipAtikI kriyAnA be artha saMbhave che. sarva dizAethI AvanAra janArane upatApana thAya tevI kriyA. dAkhalA tarIke jAhera rastA para maLamUtrAdi karavA, athavA ghI telanAM bhAjana ughADAM mUkI devAM, temAM jIva paDe tethI doSa lAge. Public nuisance ne ahIM samAveza thAya che. 15. pApI pravRtti mATe anumodana ApavI, rAjAnA hakamathI zastra ghaDAvavAM, taLAve chedAvavAM e "niruSTikIathavA nisagikI kriyA." 10. bIjAne karavAnuM kAma hoya te krodha ke abhimAnathI pitAne hAthe karavuM, nekaranuM kAma karavA lAgavuM e "svahastakI kriyA." 17. jIva ajIvane hukama karI kAMI maMgAvavuM athavA tIrtha karedevanI AjJAnI virUddha prarUpaNa karavI te "AjJAnikI athavA AnayanikI kiyA." 18. jIvane vidAravA athavA anyanAM pApane jAherAta ApavI, anyanI pUjAno nAza kare te "vidAraNikI kriyA." 19. upayoga rahitapaNuM te anAga. zUnyacite vastu levI mUkavI, jeyA sApha karyA vagaranI jagyAe zarIrane rAkhavuM te "anAgikI kriyA." - 20. zAstramAM kahelI vidhine anAdara kare athavA dhUrta

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zrIvyAMsudhArAsa tAne Azraya laI Aleka palaka virUddha AcaraNa karavuM te anavakAMkSApatyayikI kriyA." 21. mana-vacanakAyAnA genI sakaSAya pravRtti karavI- droha, IrSA, abhimAna, mane vyApAra, hiMsApreraka jUThe vAvyApAra, cAlavuM doDavuM te kAyavyApAra-tethI thatI kriyA te prAgikI kriyA." 22. indriyanI pravRtti evA jasapUrvaka kare ke jethI AThe karmo eka sAthe tIvrapaNe baMdhAya te "sAmudAnikI kriyA" 23. mAyA ane lebhathI prerAI rAgavacana bele, rAganI vRddhi kare te "premakI kriyA." 24. krodha ane mAnathI garvavacana bolI zreSa upajAve te SakI kriyA." 25. mAtra kAyAnA halanacalana vigere pravRttithI je kriyA lAge te "IriyApathikI kriyA A kriyA apramatta sAdhu tathA kevaLIne paNa lAge. A pramANe AzravanI hakIkatane khyAla spaSTa karavA kahyuM. e karmane lAvavAnA dherI mArgo che, moTAM garanALAM che ane te dvArA zubha tathA azubha baMne prakAranAM karmo AvI, tela coLelA zarIra para jema raja lAge che tema te karmo AtmA sAthe TI jAya che. zubha karmo paNa bhegavyA vagara cAlatuM nathI. enA udaya-vipAkane puNya kahevAmAM Ave che. e senAnI beDI jevAM che paNa enuM suvarNatva vicAramAM rAkhavAnuM nathI, enuM ekatva-zRMkhalAva lakSyamAM rAkhavA jevuM che. pacIze kiyAone

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Azrava bhAvanA. sUkSma najare vicAra karavAmAM Avaze te te darekamAM mana-vacanakAcAnA ceAgA ane kaSAyeA khUba kAma karatAM dekhAze ane eka rIte vicArIe te e nAnAM garanALAMe aMte cega ane kaSAyanA meTAM garanALAmAM thaIne sAvaramAM karma pravAhanI bharatI kare che. A AzravAne khUba samajavAnI jarUra che. ene bAhya ane aMtara vyApAra kharAkhara khyAlamAM lIdhA vagara A bhAvanA bhAvI zakAya tema nathI. A prANI A AzravamAM rAththAmA rahe che ane enI pratyeka kriyA prAya: AzravarUpa thaI jAya che. tenAthI kevI rIte cetavuM te enI bhAvanA che. ahIM to Azrava samajavA pUratI hakIkata upodghAtarUpe lakhI che. enI bhAvanA mATe lekhakazrI sAthe cAlIe ane sahaja vaktavya A prakaraNanI Akhare karavA icchA rAkhI, have graMthakartA sAthe pUrva paddhatie AgaLa vadhIe. 365

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24 7 bhuM AzravabhAvanA // bhujaMgaprayAtaM // yathA sarvato nirjharairApatadbhiH, prapUryata sadyaH payobhistaTAkaH / tathaivAzravaiH karmabhiH sambhRto'GgI, bhavedvyAkulazcaJcalaH paGki ||shaarduulvikriiddit // lazca ||k 1 // yAvakizcidivAnubhUya tarasA karmeha nirjIyate, tAvaccAzravazatravo'nusamayaM siJcanti bhUyo'pi tat / hA kaSTaM kathamAzravapratibhaTAH zakyA nirodhdhuM mayA, saMsArAdatibhISaNAnmama hahA muktiH kathaM bhAvinI ||kh 2 // ||prhrssnnii / / mithyAtvAviratikaSAyayogasaMjJAzcatvAraH sukRtibhirAzravAH pradiSTAH / karmANi pratisamayaM sphuTaramIbhibaMnanto bhramavazato bhramanti jIvAH ||g 3 // // rthoddhtaa|| indriyAvratakaSAyayogajAH pazca paJca caturanvitAstrayaH / paJcaviMzatirasatkriyA iti netravedaparisaMkhyayApyamI // 4 // // iMdravatrA // ityAzravANAmadhigamya tattvaM nizcitya sattvaM zrutisannidhAnAt / eSAM nirodhe vigaladvirodhe sarvAtmanA drAgyatitavyamAtman |ng5| * A lokanA kaThaNa zabdanI noTa geyASTaka pachI ApelI che

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A anvabhAvanA. 4 1. jevI rIte cAre taraphathI AvatAM nijharaNA dvArA eka saraiAvara pANIthI turata bharAi jAya che temaja A prANI AzravAdvArA kamethiI bharAi jAya che ane pachI te AkuLavyAkuLa thAya che, asthira thAya che ane melavALA thAya che. tu 2. jyAM jema tema utAvaLa karIne jarA jarA thoDAM karmAne bhAgavIne ahIM ene chUTA karIe chIe tyAM te AzravarUpa zatrue pratyeka samaye bIjA karmothI kIvAra sIMcIne ( mane ) bharI mUke che. A tA bhAre Apatti thai ! mAre te A Azrava zatruonA virodha kevI rIte karavA ? ane A bhayaM kara saMsAramAMthI mArA chUTakA-mArI mukti kai rIte thavAnI 367 1 3. pravara puNyazALI mahApurUSoe mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane ceAga nAmanA cAra AzraveA kahyAM che, khatAvyA che. e suprasiddha AzravAdvArA dareka samaye kramAne mAMdhIne prANIe khATA bhUlAvAne vaza thai ( saMsAramAM) rakhaDe che. 6 4. ( e AzravA ) iMdriya, atrata, kaSAya ane ceAgamAMthI utpanna thAya che. e pratyekanI saMkhyA anukrame pAMca, pAMca, cAra ane traNa che ane pacIza asankriyA sAthe meLavatAM enI kula sakhyA metALIzanI thAya che. 3 5. e pramANe AzravAnu tattva jANIne ane zAstrAbhyAsathI sattvane ( zaktinA ) niradhAra karIne huM Atman ! emanA ( AzravAnA ) virAdha vagaranA nirodha mATe sa prakAranA udyama karIne jaladI sakhta prayAsa karavA.

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geyASTaka pariharaNIyA re, sukRtibhirAzravA, hRdi samatAmavadhAya / prabhavantyete re, bhRzamutchRGkhalA, vibhuguNavibhavavadhAya // pari0 // 1 // kuguruniyuktA re, kumatipariplutAH, zivapurapathamapahAya | prayatante'mI re kriyayA duSTayA, pratyuta zivavirahAya // pari0 || 2 || aviratacittA re, viSayavazIkRtA, viSahante vitatAni / ihaparaloke re, karmavipAkajA nyaviraladuHkhazatAni // pari0 // 3 // karijhakhamadhupA re, zalabhamRgAdayo, viSayavinodarasena | inta labhante re, vividhA vedanA, bata pariNativirasena // pari0 // 4 //

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AzradhvabhAvanA. 366 1. pitAnuM zreya IcchanAra samaju prANuoe karmabaMdhananA hetubhUta Azrone, hRdayamAM samatA dhAraNa karIne, cheDI devA joIetajI devA joIe. ene je mekaLA mUkI dIdhA heya te te sarvavyApI guNarUpa mahAna vaibhavane sArI rIte-taddana nAza karanArA thAya che. 2. (mithyAtva) kugurUoe pravartAvelA-jelA prANIo athavA pitAnI kumatithI caMcaLa thayelA prANuo mekSane sAce mArga cheDI daIne azuddha kriyAmAM pravRtti kare che ane UlaTA mekSane viraha vadhAranArA bane che. 3. (avirati) tyAga tarapha jenuM cita lAgeluM nathI tevA (avirata ) prANuo (iMdriyanA) viSayane vaza paDIne A lekamAM ane paralokamAM karmanA vipAkathI utpanna thayelA mahAna seMkaDe duHkha niraMtara sahana kare che. 4. (Idriya) hAthI, mAchaluM, bhamare, pataMgiyuM ane haraNa vigere viSayavilAsanA premane lIdhe ahAhA! aneka prakAranI vedanAo sahana kare che ane e vinAdarasa pariNAme bhAre Akaro thaI paDe che. ja ene mAra rAga che. trIjI bhAvanA eNuM pare bhAvIe re-e rAgamAM jarA laheMke pheravo paDaze. "trIjI bhAvanA re" ema bolIe te A aSTakane rAga AvI jaze.

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370 uditakaSAyA re, viSayavazIkRtA, yAnti mahAnarakeSu / parivartante re, niyatamanantazo, janmajarAmaraNeSu // pari0 // 5 // manasA vAcA re, vapuSA caJcalA, durjayaduritabhareNa / upalipyante re, tata Azravajaye, yatatAM kRtamapareNa // pari0 / / 6 / / zuddhA yogA re, yadapi yatAtmanAM, vante zubhakarmANi | kAJcananigaDAMstAnyapi jAnIyAt, modasvaivaM re, sAzravapApmanAM, rodhe dhiyamAdhAya | zrIzAMta sudhA sa hata nirvRtizarmANi // pari0 // 7 // zAntasudhArasapAnamanArataM, vinaya vidhAya vidhAya // pari0 // 8 //

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AjhavabhAvanA. 371 5. (kaSAya) jenAmAM kaSAyenI jAgRti thaI jAya che tevA prANIo koIpaNa viSayane vaza paDI jaIne mahAnarakamAM jAya che ane keIpaNa jAtanA apavAda vagara anaMta janma jarA-maraNamAM rakhaDapATIe caDhe che. 6. (ga) manathI, vANIthI ane zarIrathI capaLa prANIo mahA AkarA pApanA bhArathI bhAre thaIne karmarUpa kAdavathI cAre tarapha kharaDAI jAya che. eTalA mATe Azrava upara jaya meLavavA prayatna kara. bIjA kAmathI saryuM. 7. saMcamahAna vizuddha AtmAonA zuddha ge (manavacanakAyA) sArAM (zubha) karmone savAre che-mokalI Ape che tene paNa senAnI beDIo jANavI. e zubha karmo paNa mokSanA sukhano pratibaMdha kare che. 8. he vinaya ! AzravarUpa pApAtmAne zodha karavAmAM buddhine rekIne ane vAraMvAra aneka vakhata zAMtasudhArasanuM pAna karI karIne (e prakAre) AnaMda pAma-lahera kara.'

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aa ane prAraMbhanA pAMca lekanA kaThaNa zabdanA artha 4 2. taH sarva bAjuothI, dizAvidizA Adi. niti nijha raNa. parvatamAMthI vahetAM pANI, dhodha, nIko vigere sarva. samRta bharAyele, baMdhAyela. (1) pIDAthI muMjhAyelo prANI (2) pANIthI saMkSubdha sarevara. ra4 (1) asthira prANa (2) sarovara pakSe hAlatuM cAlatuM: iviru (1) karmamaLathI lepAyala prANI (2) kacarA kAdavavALuM sarevara. A traNe zabdo zleSa che. prANI ane sAravAra bannene lAgu paDe che. 24 2. vijhiTiva kAMI kAMI jevuM. sahaja, tala utAvaLathI. nitte bhogavIne dUra karAya che. samara kALasUma vibhAga. riNuM sAmA thavAne. mustika chUTakAra-mekSa mAni thavAno. ja rU. duti nazIbadAra, puNyazALI, bhAgyavAna. pratiSThA kahyA, batAvyA. pura prasiddha sTama brAMti. i che. arthata avirati. caritra 25 kriyA (upara juo) netra AMkha. benI saMkhyA. reH cAra veda. cAranI saMkhyA. saMkhyA ulaTI levI. eTale 42 thaze. 4 ka. tarja paramArtha. sarva sAmarthya-zakita. ti zAstrAbhyAsa. vizva vije je kAryamAM virodha resistance na rahe gamI jAya te rIte. ra manA sarva uvame. sarva rIte.

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geyASTakanI tA.-- 1. paradaLIyA-tajI devAyogya. heya varganA. vrutti-nazIbadAra. paMDita, samajI. mUruM-khUba-sArI rIte. gujjulA-eDI vagaranA, choDI dIdhelAM, chUTA karelA. vasu savyApI ( jJAna--danAdi ). vadha-nAza-vinAza. 2. niAyeAjAyalA-pravarte lA. padbhuita-caMcaLa thayelA. duyAdASavALI-azuddha. pratyuta-ulaTA. 3. vitta-virati-paccakhANa--tyAgamAM mana vagaranA, paccakhkhANa vagaranA. viSadaMta-sahe che, khame che. vitatAni-vistINuM". vipA-paripAka, pariNAma, pAkI javuM te. viraha-AMtarA vagara, niraMtara. rAtAni-sekaDA, aneka, 4. kSatra-mAtuM. Fish. vednA-dvitIyAnu bahuvacana che. pativitttana--e vinAda rasanuM vizeSaNa che. pariNAme bhAre, AkarA paDI jAya tevA. 5. patti-jAgRta. mA Apela. viSaya-krodha kriyAnA viSaya Subject matter. niyataM-cAsa. 6. carce-capaLa. dyutima-pApane ejo. saptahavyate-cAre tarapha kharaDI nAkhe che. tamA-bIjI vAtathI saryuM, khIjuM kAma rahevA de. 7, catAmanAM-je peAtAnA AtmAne ceAjI rahela hAya tene-sayata purUSane. ayaMte-Percolates. mekale. nila--page bAMdhelI eDI. nivRttimeAkSa. dUta-AnuM vizeSya zubhakarmANi che, 8. mahtva-prameAda kara. AnaMda bhAgava. majA kara. AzravapAban AzravarUpa pApAtmAe. AzravA. si~-buddhine vidhAya vidhAyakarI karIne vAra MvAra karIne. anAtaM-AMtarA vagara ( nairata ceAganA arthamAM ). - ~~

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AzravabhAvanA paricaya (ja. 1.) AzravanuM pUrva paricayamAM ApaNe svarUpa vicAryuM. e karmIne AvavAnI pranAlikA che, meATA naLo che, vistI garanALAM che. eka mATA sareAvaranI kalpanA karIe: tAnasA jevuM athavA kheLataLAva jevu sareAvara hAya, enI cAre khAjue patA hAya, mATe varasAda paDatA hoya ane DhALAva evI jAtane! hAya ke sarva jaLa sareAvaramAM Avatu hoya. mAramAra varasAda paDatA haiAya tyAre e sarAvara gheADA vakhatamAM bharAI jAya emAM kAMi navAi nathI. keAivAra chalakAI paNa jAya. evI ja rIte AzravA IMdriya, kaSAya, avirati, yAgA ane asaddhiyAone kArya jAtanA pratimadha vagara mAkaLA mUkayA hAya te te karmothI prANIne bharI de che. pratyeka Azrava evA bhayakara che ke enuM garanALuM ughADuM mUkyu hAya tA dhaDAdhaDa pANIthI bharacakka karI mUke che. e garanALAMne kharaNAM hAya che ane te aMdha karI zakAya che. tenI hakIkata AgaLa AThamI bhAvanAmAM vicAravAnI che. atra teA e garanALAMne khullAM mUkayAM hAya tyAre prANInI kevI dazA kare che te prastuta hakIkata che. ene mATe traNa vizeSaNA lekhakazrIe batAvyAM che, te traNe kha vicAravA jevAM che. enAthI prANI vyAkuLa, caMcaLa ane kila thAya che. ApaNe te vicArIe. e zabdo zleSa (dvithI) hAi sarAvarane paNa lAgu paDe che te dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. vyAkula 'karmA jyAre khUba meATI saMkhyAmAM AvI paDe che tyAre prANI atyaMta virtuLa thaI jAya che, e hAvarAAvA banI jAya che, kanA bhArathI bhAre thAya che ane < .

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Azrava bhAvanA. 375 AgAmI pIDAnI najare atyaMta vihvaLa thAya che e enI AkuLatA che. sarovaramAM pANI bharAya tyAre te paNa khUba hAlatuM cAlatuM kallolavALuM thaI jAya che. Azra prANuM ane sarovarane vyAkuLa banAve che. AzravanA jorathI prANa "caMcaLa" thAya che. sthiratAne abhAva e caMcaLapaNuM che ane Azrava ene eka ThekANe sthira rahevA detA nathI. bhavabhavamAM bhramaNa karAvanAra e karmo asthiratAne khAsa poSe che. navA jaLanA AgamanathI sarevara keTaluM caMcaLa thAya che, te to ApaNuM daSTino viSaya che. pANI hAlakalela thaI jAya che. vaLI AzranA jerathI pANI "paMkila'-saLavALuM thAya che. kama mela ja che. e zuddha sphaTika AtmAne mele banAve che ane enuM zuddha svarUpa bagADI nAkhe che. sarovaramAM navuM pANI Ave tyAre ragaDA thAya che, dhULa-mATI sAthe maLela pANuM sarovarane kAdavakacarAvALuM kare che. navuM pANI ragaDAvALuM ja Ave che, e azADa mAsamAM naLanA pAnA jonArane samajAvavuM paDe tevuM nathI. AvI rIte Azrone mekaLA mUkI dIdhA hoya tyAre te A cetanane cAre bAjuethI bharI mUkI enI mULa sthitimAM mahAviparyAsa karI mUke che. khyAlamAM rAkhavuM ke karma zubha ke azubha game tevAM hoya to paNa te pagalika che ane AtmA arUpI, niraMjana, nirAkAra enA mULa svarUpe che. Azra A prakAre cetanajI upara asara kare che. sArAM ke kharAba sarva karmo bhegavavAM ja paDe che.

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376 zrI zAMtasudhArAsa (. 2.) ApaNuM pratyeka kAryamAM keI ne kaI asa&iyA lAge che, je pravRtti karyA ja kare che, kaSAyanokaSAyanI dhamAla cAlyA ja kare che ane aneka bAbatamAM aviratipaNuM hoya ja che. AMkha mIMcIne ughADIe temAM asaMkhya samaya thAya che. prakAza (Light) eka sekanDamAM 180000 mAIla cAle che. vIjaLI eka sekanDamAM 282000 mAIla cAle che. pratyeka pradeza para te pasAra thaI jAya che. eTale samaya keTalo nAne hAI zake te A vijJAnanA yugamAM samajavuM muzkela nathI. evA pratyeka samaye prANI je kriyA kare che te anusAra te zubha athavA azubha karma bAMdhe che. prANune Akhe vakhata vicArIe. tenuM mana vicAra karyA kare che, mukha belyA kare che, zarIra kAma karyA kare che, kaSAyemanovikAre aMdarathI uchaLyA ja kare che. AvI rIte e aneka kAraNe karmone ekaThAM karyA ja kare che ane tene AtmA sAthe joDyA ja kare che. meTI vicAravA jevI vAta che. graMthakartA pote ja A muzkelI batAve che. teo kahe che ke mahAmuzIbate karmanAM phaLane anubhava karIne thoDAM karmo kheravI nAkhuM chuM tyAM te Azrava zatruo pratyeka samaye A prANune karmathI sIMcI de che, ene bharI mUke che. eka dAkhalo laIe. karmanA jorathI prANIne tAva Ave, e tAva bhegave ane tema karIne tAva AvavAnAM karmone jIrNa karIne (bheLavIne) dUra kare, paNa e daramyAna te asaMkhya samaye thaI jAya ane pratyeka samaye zubhAzubha

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-AjhavabhAvanA. 377 karmo baMdhAyA ja kare. tyAre A te jarA haLavA thavAnuM banI Ave tyAM te pAchuM eka bIjI bAjunuM garanALuM ughaDI jAya che. taLAvamAM Avaka to cAlu ja rahe che. ghaNuMkharI vakhata jAvaka karatAM Avaka vadhAre thAya che. A to bhAre ApattinI vAta thaI. sArAM-kharAba karmo te vadhyA ja kare che ane AtmA bhAre thato jAya che. emAM moTI guMcavaNanI vAta e che ke A AzrAgaranALAMone kevI rIte baMdha karavAM? e Azrava zatruo sAme kaI rIte thavuM? ane A pramANe cAle to mukti kevI rIte thAya? eka bAjuethI ghaTADe a9pa thAya ane navI Avaka cAlu rahe to temAMthI chUTakAre kayAre thAya ? ane A Avaka zI rIte aTake ? AvI meTI guMcavaNavALe prazna che ane e eTalo Akare che ke ene javAba ApatAM koI paNa saMsArI jIva muMjhAI jAya tema che. ezaArAmamAM jIvana gALanAra, uparaceTIA dharmAnuSThAna karanAra, saMsArane vilAsanuM sthAna mAnanAra, vyApAra ane dhanane jiMdagIne cheDe mAnanAra, nAnI duniyAnI prazaMsAmAM rAcI janAra, Akhe vakhata uzkerAyelI sthitimAM jIvana gALanAra, AtmAnI sAthe be-cAra ghaDI vAta paNa na karanAra, bahirAtmabhAvamAM ramaNa karanAra ApaNAmAMnA ghaNAkharAne A praznane uttara Apo muzkela che, muMjhavI nAkhe teve che. AzravanAM dvAra khullAM mUkyAM hoya to te kaI rIte Are Ave ane A karmanI jhaDapamAMthI mukti maLI zake tevuM jaNAtuM nathI. Azrava A prANInI sAthe evI rIte lAgI gayA che ke enuM thALuM bharAyA ja kare che.

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Gu zrI zAMnta sudhArasa A guMcavaNuvALA praznanA uttara zakaya che. AvatI e bhAvanAmAM ene javAma ApazuM, paNa AzravanA vicAra karatAM tA A prANI muMjhAi jAya tema che. jyAre zubha azubha sa karmanA nAza thAya tyAre mukita-meAkSa thAya, paNa ahIM te cADAM dUra karIe teTalA vakhatamAM te pAchA bharAtAM jaie chIe. TAMkI khAlI karavA mAMDI tenI sAthe AvakanA naLa paNa ughADA hAya tyAM patto kayAM khAya ? vastusvarUpe AzravAnA vistArathI vicAra karatAM prANIne muMjhavI nAkhe evI sthiti dekhAya che. cetana ! tu Ama ne Ama kyAM sudhI calAvyA karIza ? vepArI najare tAre tyAM (karmanI ) Avaka vadhAre che, nikAza AA che teA tArI peDhI ka`dhanamAM teA mAladAra rahevAnI, paNa tu emAMthI UMcA kayAre AvIza ? te mATe khUma vicAra. ( 6 3. ) tu vicAra karI jo. mahApuNyazALI purUSAe kahyuM che ke mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane cege| A cAra AzravA che. temaNe peAtAnA sarvagrAhI jJAnanA upayega mUkIne samajAvyuM che ke e cAre meTAM AvakanA cilAe che, paradezI mAla utAravAnAM moTA DakkAe che, mAla bharavAnAM moTAM geADAunA che, karmAne kheMcI lAvavAnAM mahAna AkarSaka che, nANA jame karavAnI mATI eka che. dareka samaye e AzravadvArA karmo mAMdhatAM prANIA khATA bhramamAM paDIne saMsAramAM rakhaDyA kare che. e vicitra vicAraNAne vaza thai manane rakhaDAvyA kare che, game tevu kheAle che, zarIrane upayeAga kAma karavAmAM karyo kare che ane te ja prakAre

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A vabhAvanA. 399EUR mithyAtvane vaza paDI sAcA devagurU dharmane oLakhatA nathI, tyAga karatA nathI ane krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebhamAM ramyA kare che. karma baMdhananA A cAra hetu che. enA vibhAge pucha che. e atra jarA dhyAnamAM laI laIe. 5. mithyAtva. ( 1 ) abhigrahika, khATI vAtane durAgraha. (2) anabhigrahika. asatyane satyanI keDiTamAM mUkavu te ( badhA dharmane sarakhA gaNavA.) ( 3 ) abhiniveza.sAcA ane geApavI kuyukitanI sthApanA. ( 4 ) sAMziyaka. lAjabhayathI jANakArane ( Expert ) na pUchatAM za'kAzIla rahevu. ( 5 ) aNuAbhAga. ker3I mANasanI peThe sArAsAranuM ajJAna. 12 avirati, 5 iMdriyAnA viSayathI pAchA na haThavuM. 1 manane bAhya bhAvamAM rakhaDAvavu. huM chakAya-pRtryAdi pAMca tathA trasakAya jIvAne rakSaNa na ApavuM. 25 kaSAya. krodha, mAna, mAyA, leAbha. te darekanA cAra cAra bheda che. pratyeka ana MtAnubaMdhI cAvajjIva rahe, apratyAkhyAnI eka varSa rahe, pratyAkhyAnI cAra mAsa rahe, sajvalana pa Mdara divasa rahe eTale 16 kaSAya.

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380 zrI zAMtasudhArasa ' hAsya hasavuM te. rati-sukhamAM Asakti. arati-du:khamAM kaMTALo. zAka-dilagIrI. bhaya-bIka. DugaMchA-anyanI jugupsA. strIveda-purUSada-napuMsakaveda e 9 nakaSAya. 15 cega. mana-vacana-kAyAnA yuganA judA judA bhede. A sattAvana baMdhahetuone laIne prANuM karmabaMdha kare che ane sAcA mArganI prAptine abhAve bhramamAM paDI jaI saMsAramAM rakhaDyA kare che. anAdi kALathI ene rakhaDavAnI Teva paDI gaI che ane haMmezAM saMsAramAM rakhaDyA kare che chatAM thAkata nathI. A sattAvana baMdhahetuo khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavA che. karmabaMdhana thAya te vakhate enA prakRti, sthiti, rasa ane pradeza paNa mukarara thaI jAya che. emAM rasa ane sthitine aMge kaSAya ane prakRti tathA pradezane aMge be mukhya bhAga bhajave che. (4.) Azra paikI iMdriya pAMca che sparzendriya vigere. avato pAMca che-prANAtipAta, mRSAvAda, adattAdAna, maithuna ane parigraha. kaSAya cAra che-krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha. cAga traNa che-mana, vacana, kAyA ane kriyAo pacIza che. enuM varNana upara saMkSepathI thaI gayuM che. eTale AzravanAM kara bheda thayA. netra e be (2) ane veda eTale cAra (4)nI saMkhyA. saMjJAthI saMkhyA batAvavI hoya tyAre ulaTa krama le eTale netra veda ema sUcavyuM hoya tyAre be ane cAra ema nahi, paNa cAra ane be eTale 42 beMtALIza bheda AzravanA thayA. baMdhahetuo ane Azra eka rIte eka ja che. baMdha

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Azrava bhAvanA. 381 hetune laIne prANuM karmo bAMdhe che ane Azrava karma AvavAnA mArgo che chatAM baMdhahetuone saMbaMdha karmabaMdha sAthe che ane Azrave garanALAM che e vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI. bane to judAM che, paNa pariNAme hetu e ja mArga thaI jAya che. baMdha vakhate enI kAraNa tarIke gaNanA thAya che ane Azrava vakhate enI mArgamAM-garanALAmAM-pranAlikAmAM gaNanA thAya che. daSTibheda nayApekSita che, paNa vyavahArU rIte tenuM pariNAma AtmAne bhAre karavAmAM Ave che e dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. ( 5.) A AzranuM tatva barAbara samajIne ene bhAva hadayamAM utAra. ene barAbara oLakhavA. e heyatyAga karavA yogyanI kakSAmAM Ave che ane teTalA mATe tene khuba samajavA jevA che. ene samajIne gabharAI javA jevuM nathI. enA upara vijaya meLavavAnuM sAmarthya cetanamAM che te jJAnInAM pAsAM sevIne samajI levuM. manamAM nizcaya karo ke enA upara vijaya meLavavAnI zakti tArAmAM che. AvI rIte Azrava tattvane samajIne sarva prakAre ene nirodha karavAne pUratA josathI prayAsa karo. tArAmAM to anaMta zakti che. e Azrone jagADanAra tuM che, paNa tene dAbI devAnI zakti paNa tArAmAM ja che, mATe jarA paNa virodhanI guMcavaNa rAkhyA vagara enA para vijaya meLavavA mATe prayatna kara. anaMta zaktine dhaNI tuM enI pAchaLa paDaza ane tene nirodha karavAne sAco rasto tane jaDI Avaze te tuM raste AvI jaIza. ane upara tane mekSa kema maLe? e prazna thaye hatuM tene javAba paNa maLI jaze.

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hera zrIzAMtasudhA2nsa ' mATe UTha, jAgRta thA ane tArU bhaviSya sudhAra. e sudhAravu tArA hAthamAM che, ane tArAmAM e meATA AkarA duzmanAne jItavA jeTaluM aparaMpAra baLa che. taiyAra thaI jA. khUba vicAra, samaja ane atyAranI takanA sArA upayAga kara. atyAre prAptaka bya AzravAne ALakhavAnu che. te tuM kharAkhara vicAra. kAi paNa zatru para vijaya meLavavAnI cAvI e che ke ene sarvAMga oLakhavA joie. enA bheda, upabheda, enA sahAyaka ane enu baLa marAmara samajAya tyAre enI sAme thavAnu maLa prApta phavAnI saMkalanA karI zakAya. ApaNe tene kAMika oLakhyA. have ene vadhAre paricaya karIe. geyASTakaH-- paricayaH 1. je prANI samajI hAya, dIrgha vicAravAna hAya, dakSa hAya, kuzaLa hAya teNe AzravAne tajavA joie. sAta tattvAmAM keTalAMka roya ( jANavA lAyaka ) che, keTalAMka heya ( tajavA yeAgya ) che ane keTalAMka upAdeya ( grahaNa karavA yeAgya ) che. prathama rakSAmAM jIva ane ajIva Ave che, huMya kakSAmAM Azrava ane adha tattvA Ave che, upAdeyamAM saMvara, nirjarA ane mekSa Ave che. ApaNe jene hAla vicAra karIe chIe te hraya che. e prANIne herAna-herAna karI ene bhAre manAve che mATe ene tajavAnI jarUra che. sArA (zubha karmanA ) AzravA paNa tajavA yAgya che te AgaLa batAvavAmAM Avaze. tene tajavAnuM kAma manamAM samatA dhAraNa karIne karavAnuM che.

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azvivabhAvanA 383 khAlI " taje ta" ema bama pADavAthI kAMI vaLe tema nathI. mananI sthitisthApakatA rAkhI, ene barAbara abhyAsa karI ene oLakhavA ghaTe. mana asthira hoya to e kAMI sarakhe vicAra karatuM nathI ane uzkerAyelI sthitimAM karelA vicAre TaktA nathI, mATe sarva saMgamAM manane sthira rAkhavuM, enI caMcaLatA dUra karavI ane ene ekAgra karavuM. ene mukhya upAya mitrI Adi bhAvanA che te graMthane aMte vicAravAmAM Avaze. - je ene tyAga-parihAra karavAmAM na Ave, je ene rekavAmAM na Ave te e tArA pitAnA apAra guNavaibhavane nAza karanAra thAya che. AtmAmAM jJAna darzananI najare sarvavyApI zakti che. e sarva jJeya vastubhAva ane avasthAone jANuM dekhI zake che ane je ene sarvavyApI guNa che te eno sAco vaibhava che. amUlya ane aparimita che ane e ene sAco khajAne che, enI svamAlakInI milakata che. AvA amUlya vaibhavane Azrava nAza kare che. AzrAthI prANI karmathI kharaDAI jAya che eTale enAmAM je anaMta jJAnanI zakti che tenA upara AvaraNa AvI jAya che. Azrane je mekaLAM mUkyAM hoya, enA para aMkuza cheDI dIdho hoya, to e meTA khajAnAne nAza kare che, ene veDaphI nAkhe che. prANune dIna, ajJa, avAku ane mUDha banAvI de che, mATe AzrAne tajI devA ghaTe. e Azra bahALatAe kevA che te jarA joI laIe. vigatathI vibhAgavAra tuM tene tapAsa je. 0 ra. prathama mithyAtvanI vAta vicArIe. prANIne sAce mArga maLa muzkela che. ghaNAkharA te anAdi vAsanAthI WWW.jainelibrary.org

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384 zrI zAMtasudhArasa saMsAranA raMgarAgamAM mahI jAya che. evA prANIomAM vicAra nathI, zraddhAna nathI, viveka nathI. e anabhigrahika che. vaLI keTalAkane sAcA upadeza na maLe tethI athavA azraddhAthI jemane kheATe mArga maLe che teo abhigrahika che. prathamamAM vicAra nathI; bIjAmAM zuddha zraddhAna nathI. koIka vaLI sAcuM samaje chatAM abhiniveza karI potAnI mAnyatAmAM custa rahe che ane kasoTImAMthI pasAra thavA sApha nA pADe che. zuddha devane oLakhavA, ane ene oLakhAve evA sugurUne cega meLave evA gurU sAco dharma batAve tyAre ja A ajJAnadazA-mithyAtva dUra thAya che. tyAM sudhI prANIo kururUnA upadezathI athavA pitAnI buddhizakti upara peTe AdhAra rAkhI, AkhI duniyAnA DahApaNanA dAvA nIce mokSane mArga cheDI, pitAnA AtmAne karmabhArathI bhAre karanArI mithyAkriyAmAM paDI jAya che ane ulaTA AtmakalyANane dUra kare che. ghaNuM te sAcuM samajatA ja nathI ane jyAM tyAM mAthAM mAryA kare che. ghaNA e tarapha bedarakAra rahe che ane ghaNuM pitAnI rasavRttimAM eTalA Asakta banI jAya che ke ene dharma " haMbaga lAge che. keTalAka te sAMsArika kriyAmAM nimagna thaI bhAre thAya che ane keTalAka hiMsAmAM dharma mAnI nirarthaka kriyA kare che. jyAM sudhI vastusvarUpane yathAsthita bAdha na thAya tyAM sudhI mekSane raste cheDIne prANI saMsArane mArge AgaLa vadhe che. cogya kriyA na karanAra paNa sAdhyane rastethI pAcho paDe che ane ayogya kriyA karanAra paNa e mArgethI dUra bhAge che. A sthitimAM vastudharmanuM ajJAna rahe che ane evAM

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A vabhAve tA. 385 ' malIna karmA hRDhapaNe aMdhAya che ke ene vicAra karatAM paNa trAsa thAya. karma sabaMdha ajJAna-mithyAtva dazAmAM sarvathI vadhAre thAya che. ka baMdhana hetumAM ' mithyAtva '* ne teTalA ja mATe agrasthAna ApavAmAM AvyuM che. mithyAtva mAM te buddhine cAlavA ja detuM nathI athavA tene viparyAsa karI nAkhe che. jyAM paDaLa ja ulaTAM thaI jAya tyAM pachI sAcuM darzana ja na thAya ane meAkSa ceAgya sAcA vanane tyAM sthAna ja rahetu nathI. karmabaMdhane A mahAna hetu mithyAtva enA sarva prakArAmAM khAsa samajavA ceAgya che. kriyAmAM ajJAna haiAya che tyAre te taddana nakAmI ane pAchA pADanArI kriyAo thAya che. evI kriyAone viSakriyA ane garakriyA kahe che. viSa turata mAre che, garala dhImu jhera che. e uparAMta kugurU khATe raste caDhAvI de te paNa duSTa kriyA thAya che. jyAre niSkAma vRttie AMtara-bhAvathI AtmasAkSAtkAra karavA sArU premabhAvapUrvaka ' amRtakriyA ' vAmAM Ave tyAre ja AzravA AvatAM aTake che. mayaNAsuMdarI sAsune sAMje vAta kare che tyAre paNa ene pUjAmAM thayelA AnaMda ubharAya che. evI AMtarabhAvanI kriyA karavA tarapha Adara rAkhave! ceAgya che. ahIM tA . ajJAna-mithyAtvacAge kumatinI preraNAthI game tevI kriyA karavAthI zivapuranA rastA cheADI uMdhe raste javAya che ane garanALAM ughADAM rahe che teTalI vAta para dhyAna kheMcI bhAvanA raju karI che. 3. samajaNu-jJAnanu phaLa tyAga che. nALalsa nuM viE ane te tyAga paNa nizrcayapUrvakanA hovA joIe. karela 25

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486 zrI zAMtasudhdhAra nirNayane game te bhege nirvAha kare e tyAga che. enAthI ulaTI dazA e avirati. tyAgane abhAva. jyAre A prANI potAnI jAtane mokaLI mUkI de che tyArapachI ene kaI jAtane viveka raheto nathI. game tyAre game te khAvuM, game te pIvuM, game tyAM rakhaDavuM, game tevuM bolavuM ane avyavasthita carcA karavI e sAdhya vagaranuM jIvana che. evA jIvanane jema pavana lAge tema te deravAya che. viSayane vaza paDele A prANI kevA cALA kare che tenAM citra ghaNuM apAI gayAM. vAta e che ke e jyAre e mAge eka vAra cAlavA mAMDe che tyArapachI ene kAMI aMkuza raheto nathI. e sarvanAM pariNAme aMte bhegavavAM paDaze e paNa e bhUlI jAya che. e to gAMDA hAthInI peThe phUlyA ja kare che ane bhUkhyA janAvaranI peThe jyAM tyAM trApa mAre che. AvAM prANIne karmabaMdha pAra vagarano thAya che ane pachI e karmo jyAre paripAka dazAne pAme che tyAre eNe seMkaDo dukhe khamavA taiyAra rahevuM paDe che. A bhavamAM jIvane duHkhe keTalAM prApta thAya che te ApaNe joIe chIe. juvAnInA atyAcAre ghaDapaNane keTaluM virasa banAvI de che ane durAcArIe jenAM nAme paNa A pustakamAM lakhavAM na ghaTe tevA bhayaMkara vyAdhio khame che te para ulekhanI jarUra na hoya. ane parabhavamAM AvA prANIo kayAMnAM kayAM taNAI jAya che ane tyAM je aparaMpAra duHkhe pAme che te kalpanAtIta che. ahIM prasaMgepAta paccakhANanI-tyAganI eka vAta jarUra sUcavavA che. sAcA upadezanI asara taLe athavA zAMta

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Azrava bhAvanA. 387 ekAgratAmAM sArA nizcaye thAya te vakhate suMdara jIvanadhoraNa mukarara karI nAkhavuM ane tene game teTalI agavaDe ke bhege vaLagI rahevuM enuM nAma "paccakhANa" kahevAya che. suMdara kSaNe jIvanamAM bahu vAra sAMpaDatI nathI. khuba vicAra karI evA prasaMge je dhAraNa nirNita thAya tene vaLagI rahevAthI jIvana ekadhAruM ane lAbhaprada thAya che. tyAga na karavAne kAraNe A jIva nakAmo pApasaMcaya paNa bahu kare che. ene osTrelIyAnAM phaLa ke amerikAnAM zAka ahIM maLavAnAM nathI, paNa samajaNapUrvaka ene tyAga na kare tyAM sudhI e to khullo rahe che, vinA kAraNe aprApya tyAga karato nathI ane tenAM puNyathI vaMcita rahe che. e uparAMta keTalAka tyAge te ene aihika lAbha karanArA paNa hoya che. e paravazapaNe mAMde thAya tyAre ghaNuM choDI de che, paNa evA ja tyAga je samajaNapUrvaka svecchAthI thAya to ethI ene khUba lAbha maLe. samajaNane upaga tyAgamAM paripUrNapaNe thAya te jJAna zobhe che, nahi te ene kAMI lAbha maLato nathI. mATe samaju prANIe avirati-atyAgadazAmAM na rahetAM jema bane tema tyAga karavA nizcaya karavo ghaTe-paNa je pApa karmanAM garanALAM khullAM mUkavAM hoya to vipAkadazA prApta thAya tyAre pachI hAyanvaya karavI na ghaTe. pasaMdagI karavAno atra avakAza che. sAthe e paNa dhyAnamAM rahe che tyAgamAM ghasAre kadI paDavAno nathI. A zarIrane te mokaLuM mUkavAmAM Ave to e aneka ghasArAne tAbe thAya che. tyAganI majA zI che ene khyAla jela-jIvanamAM kAMIka thAya che. svavaza hoya tyAre

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388 zrI zAMtasudhArasa AvI ja rIte rahevAtuM hoya te A cetananI keTalI pragati thAya te anya prasaMge vicAravAnI taka levAze. vAta e che ke paravazatAthI tyAga thAya te viratinI kakSAmAM na Ave. ApaNe te samajaNapUrvaka ghasAro khAI tyAganI khAtara tyAga karavo ghaTe ane prANuta kaTe e niyama-nizcayathI pAchA haThavuM na ghaTe. aviratinuM dvAra khulluM mUkyuM hoya te pAravagaranI Apatti karAve tevAM kame A prANuM ekaThAM kare che ane temAM vadhAre karato jAya che. 4, Azra-karyagrahaNanA mArgone eka moTo vibhAga IdriyadvArA prApta thAya che. e paNa bhAre viSama che. ApaNe Idriyone to eTalI mokaLI mUkI daIe chIe ke "ezaArAma " e ja A yuganuM sAdhya banatuM jovAmAM Ave che. ApaNuM pharanIcara paNa evuM ja thatuM jAya che. ApaNuM khAvAnAM keDa evA ja, ApaNI AMkhano upayoga kaTAkSa karavAmAM, rUpa jovAmAM, nATaka sinemA jovAmAM, ApaNA kAna gAna sAMbhaLavAmAM ane sparzanI to vAta ja zI karavI ? anaMta jJAnane dhaNI kyAM ramI rahyo che kevA kIcaDamAM e bharAI beTho che ! ene zemAMthI mAnI lIdheluM sukha maLe che! hAthIne kevI rIte pakaDe che ? eka moTo khADe banAvavAmAM Ave che, tene ghAsathI DhAMkavAmAM Ave che ane DhAMkaNa upara hAthIne lebhAvavA mATe kAgaLanI hAthaNuM mUkavAmAM Ave che. masta hAthI gAMDA thaI hAthaNIno sparza karavA jatAM khADAmAM paDe che. sparza sukhanI lAlasAmAM ene bhAna rahetuM nathI tethI bAkInI AkhI jiMdagI parAdhInatA veThe che. sparzendriyane vaza paDavAnuM A pariNAma !

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azvavabhAvane. 389 loDhAnA vAMko kAMTAne cheDe mIThI geLI bAMdhI pANImAM nAMkhe che. mAchaluM tene khAvAne lebhe doDI Ave che. khAvAnuM maLe che paNa hUka gaLAmAM parovAI jAya che tethI maraNa pAme che. eka rasendriyane vaza paDavAnuM A pariNAma ! kamaLanI gaMdhathI AkarSAI bhramara tenA para bese che. sAMja thAya tyAM kamaLa baMdha thaI jAya che. aMdara rahelo bhramara guMgaLAI mare che. nAsikA-dhrANune vaza paDI e prANa Ape che ! dIvAnI jyotathI AkarSAI pataMgIyuM dIvAmAM paDe che. dIvAnI zagamAM baLI mare che athavA telamAM DubI mare che ane prANa pUe che. cakSune vaza paDI prANanI AhUti Ape che. suMdara avAja sAMbhaLavA lalacAI AveluM haraNa pAradhInI jALamAM phasAI, pakaDAI jAya che ane kaNendriyane vaza paDI prANa gumAve che. AvI rIte eka eka Indriyane vaza paDIne janAvaro temaja jIvaDAo prANa Ape che. viSaya-vinodano rasa pariNAme ke Akare paDI jAya che tenA A javalaMta dAkhalAo che. enI vedanAone khyAla to AkhI jiMdagI kedamAM rahevuM paDe (hAthI peThe) ke gaLAmAM hUka bhIDAya (mAchalA peThe) agara haraNanI jema cIrAI javAya tyAre Ave, paNa manuSyone Idriya parano rAga ane enI tRptinAM tuccha sAdhanone vicAra karIe to kaMpa thaI jAya tema che. A IdriyodvArA eTalAM badhA karmo AvI paDe che ke ene saravALe bhAre moTe thaI jAya che. A meTuM garanALuM che ane ene enA sAdA svarUpamAM, sAcA AkAramAM samajavAnI khUba jarUra che. ApaNane sagavaDa na paDe

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390 zrI.zAMta suvadhA sa tyAre AMkha ADA kAna karI nAkhIe chIe e vAta A vizuddha vicAraNAmAM na ghaTe. ahIM tA cAkhkhA hisAkha che. joIe tA garanALAM khullAM mUkA ane hAthI vagerenI peThe paravazatA ke maraNa jevAM du:kheA sahana karavA taiyAra thAe athavA enA para niyaMtraNa mUke. mane vAta eka sAthe azakya che. A neTa ahIM pUrI karI navA leAka para lakhavA jatA hatA tyAM cidAnaMdajInuM 41 mu pada vAMcyuM. khUba rasathI ene mArI kATaDImAM beThA beThA gAyuM. mahu Ana Mda thayeA. pada suprasiddha che. viSayavAsanA tyAgeA cetana, sAce mAraga lAgA re. e Tekama tapa jaya sajama dAnAdika sahu, giNatI eka na Ave re; iMdriya sukhame jyAM lo e mana, vakrara tu'ga jima dhAve re.vi01 eka ekake kAraNa cetana, ahuta bahuta du:kha pAve re; dekhA prakaTapaNe jagadIzvara, Ividha bhAva lakhAve re. vira 4manmatha vaza pamAtaMga jagatame, paravazatA duHkha pAve re; rasanA vaza heya krUjhakha sukha, jALa paDayA pichatAve re. vi3 brANa suvAsa kAja suna bhamarA, sapuTamAMhe baMdhAve re; te sarojasa'puTa saMyuta chuna, kaTIke sukha jAve re. vizva rUpa maneAhara dekha pataMgA, paDatA dIpamAM jAI re rRkhA yAku 10 du:khakAraname, nayana bhaye hai sahAi re, viSa zretrayi Asakta 12(maragalAM, 13chiname zIza kaDhAve re; eka eka14 Asakta jIva ema, nAnAvidha duHkha pAve re. vi6 1 jyAMsudhI. 2 avaLI cAlano gheADeA. 3 samajAve. 4 sparze - ndriya. 5 hAthI, 6 mAchaluM. 7 nAka. 8 bhIDAyaluM kamaLa. 9 hAthInA. 10 ene. 11 madadagAra. 12 haraNu. 13 kSaNamAM. 14 iMdriya-adhyAhAra, www.jainelibrary.Drg

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A abhAvanA. 391 paMca prabaLa vate nitya jA, tArka kahA jacuM kahIe re; cidAnaMda e vacana suNIne, nija svabhAvame rahIe re. vi07 lagabhaga e padane bhAva upara AvI gayo che, paNa pada ghaNuM mArmika hovAthI khAsa utArI levuM yogya dhAryuM che. e iMdriyone sAcA AkAramAM dekhADe che. 5. ATalethI A pUrA thatA nathI. haju paNa baLavAna Azrone vicAra karavAnuM bAkI che. jyAco te karmanI upara bhAta pADe che. krodhanA AvezamAM, mAnanA caDhANa para, mAyAnI gaMdI vRttimAM, lebhanA tAbAmAM A prANuM bhAre karmo bAMdhe che ane tenA upara vAlepa kare che. kaSAyanA udayathI duniyA para moTA saMhAra thayA che, lehInI nadIo cAlI che, mAyAne aMge aneka pApa chupI rIte kare che ane lebhathI rAtadivasa deza-paradeza rakhaDe che. te pratyekanA lakSaNe vicArIe. krodha AtmajJAnane aTakAve che, saMyamane ghAta karanAra che, narakanuM dvAra che, pApane pakSapAta karanAra che, upazamano vairI che. ahIM caMDakezIA sapanuM daSTAMta vicAravuM. mAnane parvata sAthe sarakhAvavA yogya che. e nirmaLa jJAnane roke che. vinaya, zrata, tapa, zIla ane trivargane haNanAra che, vivekane nAza karanAra che. ahIM sthUlabhadranuM daSTAMta vicAravuM. mAyA ati nIca che. beTe dekhAva karavAnI vRtti dUra karavI vadhAre muzkela che. niSkapaTI thavAne upadeza ekAMte bhagavaMte kahAo che. ahIM kusumapure rahelA be sAdhunuM daSTAMta vicAravuM. 1 joravALI churI.

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392 zrI zAMtasudhArasa, labha bhayaMkara doSa che, sarva guNano nAza karanAra che, vRddhi pAmato bhayaMkara durguNa che. cheDe na Ave te pAtakI doSa che. ahIM brahmadatta, subhUma cakavatI Adi pAravagaranAM dAkhalA che. kaSAyane udaya thAya che tyAre koIpaNa hetu manamAM rAkhIne prANu khUba kharaDAya che ane pachI nArakImAM jaI paDe che ane janmamaraNanA evA moTA cakakaramAM paDI jAya che ke e jaldI UMce AvI zakato nathI. A prANI jarUra anaMta bhavaparipATImAM paDI jaI trAsa pAme che, herAna thAya che ane potAnI pragati gumAvI bese che. evI ja rIte hAsyAdi kaSAye paNa saMsAramAM prANIne khUba rakhaDAve che. karmabaMdhana vakhate je rasa paDe che temAM mukhya bhAga kaSAyo bhajave che. samAna kriyA karanAranI karmasaMpattimAM je mATe bheda paDe che tenI gADhatA kaSA para AdhAra rAkhe che. jema kaSAyenuM jora vadhAre tema karmo vadhAre cIkaNuM baMdhAya che. A kaSAye AMtararAjyamAM pravarte che ane e pratyeka khUba samajavA jevA che. kaSAya upara saMsArane eTale badhe AdhAra che ke ene artha kaSa eTale saMsArane Aya eTale lAbha ema karavAmAM Ave che. e jeTalA vadhAre teTale saMsAra lAMbA thAya che. ene samajavA mATe AMtarasRSTimAM utaravuM paDe tema che e dhyAnamAM rahe. 6. manavacana-kAyAnA cage paNa Azra che. mananA vyApArathI, vANInA prAgathI ane kAyAnI pravRttithI prANI karmo bAMdhe che ane tethI teo paNa garanALAM che. manavacanakAyA je caMcaLa hoya te bhayaMkara pApanA bhArathI "cetana kharaDAI jAya che. zarIranI pravRtti kevI kevI kriyAo karAve

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Azrava bhAvanA. 393 che tenu varNana AgaLa thaI gayuM che. vicAra vagara, kAraNa vagara meAlavAnu kAma karanAra mahA upAdhie vahArI le che ane mana tA kharekhara markaTa ja che. e te jyAM tyAM doDyA kare che. sAmAyikamAM beThA hAie tyAM e amerikA doDI jAya che ane jelamAM hAie tyAM vinAkAraNa hAikAmAM AMTA mAre che. ene ThekANe laI Avavu vadhAre muzkela che. AnadadhanajI jevA ceAgIe phirayAda kare che ke 'manaDuM kimahI na bAjha hA thujina !" ane pachI kahe che ke 'jema jema jatana karIne rAkhu, tema tema aLaguM bhAje. ' Avumana che ane enI sAthe enI mAraphata kAma levAnu che. A pramANe hakIkata hAvAthI AzravA para vijaya meLavavA prayatna kara. koi paNa prakAre mithyAtva hAya tA dUra thAya tema kara, virati bhAva Adara, iMdriyAnA sayama kara, kaSAyA para vijaya meLava, ceAgAne kabajAmAM lAva, garanALAM baMdha kara, nahi te| vAta mArI jaze ane tu kharekhara rakhaDI paDIza. nakAmI ALapa MpALa cheDI de ane anubhavajJAna prApta kara, aneA lAbha le ane AzravAne kharAbara oLakhI le. - 7. eka khAkhata gerasamajutI thAya tevI che te paNa kahI devAnI jarUra che. cAgAnA zuddha upayoga thAya te tethI zubha karmInA aMdha thAya che. sArI kriyA karavAthI zubha karma baMdha thAya che ane tethI sAtAvedanIya, devagati, dIrgha AyuSya, suMdara zarIrAdi maLe che, paNa vizeSa UMDI najare jotAM e paNa baMdhana che. seAnAnI kheDI paNa Akhare eDI che ane moTA mahelamAM keda rAkhe teA paNa te Akhare jela ja che. emAM kAMi rAcavA jevuM nathI.

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zrI zAMnta sudhAraNa vyavahArU najare puNya ThIka che paNa te mAtra pApanI apekSAe ja tema gaNI zakAya. vastutaH zubhakarmo paNa bhegavyA vagara chUTakAre thato nathI ane keTalIka vAra tenI khAtara saMsAramAM aTakavuM paDe che. mekSanA avyAbAdha sukhanI najare e paNa baMdhana ja che ane samaju te tene paNa e ja najare jue che. e nivRtti ( mokSa ) nA sukhanI ADe AvanAra che ane ucca bhUmikAethI jotAM evAM sukha paNa sAva vagaranA che. vAta eka ja che ke game tema karIne atra varNavyAM che te sarva garanALAM baMdha karavAnI jarUra che ane temAM vagara saMkoce AgaLa vadhavAnI AvazyakatA che. Azra sArA ane kharAba baMne prakAranA karmo laI Ave che. Atmapragati IcchanAre keIpaNa prakAranA karmonI IcchA karavA jevuM nathI. 8 eTalA mATe AzravarUpa pApane rodha karavA nizcaya kara ane zAMtasudhArasanuM vAraMvAra pAna karIne pramoda kara, majA mANa. Azrava tAre na joIe ane e sarva garanALAM prayatna karIne baMdha karavAM ja joIe ane tema karIne vadhAre thato bhAra aTakAvavuM joIe. je garanALAM baMdha thaze te Avaka aTakI jaze. pachI taLAvamAM jeTale kacare che teTalAne ja savAla raheze. tenA mArgo che te tuM anyatra suratamAM ja iza. atyAre te tuM Azrane oLakhI le ane oLakhIne enI AtmA upara je bhayaMkara asara thAya che tene tuM samajI le. bane teTaluM vakhata e AzrAne samajavAmAM kADha ane ene barAbara oLakhI. le. zrI vinayavijaya upAdhyAya pitAnA AtmAne vAraMvAra sudhApAna karavA ane temAM AnaMda mAnavA kahe che tevuM ja tuM zAMta ne te WWW.jainelibrary.org

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AvabhAvanA. 35 tArA cetanane samajAvI-samajAvIne kahe ane vAraMvAra kahyA karIza to e cetanacha samajatA thaI jaze. upara uparanI bhAvanA bhAvavAmAM kAMI vaLaze nahi. seMthIe seMthIe tela ghAle tema ene vAraMvAra kahyA karaje ane emAM khare rasa leje, jIvanane hAvo hAje ane bhaviSyanA utkarSanA pAyA repI deje. kevI rIte Azrava bhAvanA bhAvavI ? cetanajInI sAthe nIcenI matalabanI vAta karavAthI e bhAvanA bhAvI zakAze. he cetana ! tAre beTA abhiniveza kayAM sudhI karavA che? tuM sAcA deva-gurU-dharmane barAbara oLakha. tAre kaI jAtanI zaMkAo hoya to vagarasaMkece saddagurUne pUcha. saMzaya calAvI laIza nahi ane saMzayamAM ghasaDAI jaIza nahi. sonAnI parIkSA karaje, paNa parIkSA karIne sAcAne Adaraje. parIkSAmAMthI pAra na utare tevuM sonuM tAre kAmanuM nathI. tApathI, kaSathI, chedathI tuM tapAsI che ane pachI Adara. tuM jarA vicAra kara. tane atyAre samajavAnI zakti maLI che, sArA kSetramAM tAro janma thayo che, tane zarIranI sagavaDa maLI che, pRthakkaraNa zakti, grahaNazakti, smaraNazakti prApta thaI che tene tuM upayoga kara. satyane zodha ane zodhIne vagara saMkoce temAM tanmaya thaI jA. DAmADoLapaNamAM te bahu kheDayuM che. tuM khAsa karIne vicAra. tane A saMsAramAM keNa rakhaDAve che ? tArI je A mahAbaLavAna AtmA AvI rIte DhaMgadhaDA vagara rakhaDe ane pavana Ave tema ghasaDAI jAya athavA TenIsanA belanI jema sAmasAmI bAjue dhakelAya e sthiti tane game che? e sthiti karanAra kaNa ? tane bhAre karanAra Azrava che tene tuM barAbara oLakhI

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zrIzAMtasudhArasa che. karmone grahaNa karIne e tArAmAM nakAme kacare vadhAre che . ane tane jyAM tyAM taraphaDAve che. ene barAbara oLakhI le. eka miniTamAM karelAM vartane karmaphaLa laI Ave che tyAre te varaso sudhI bhegavavA paDe che. pAMca mIniTa atyAcAra ( Rape ) karanArane pAMca varSanI sakhta majurI sAthe jelayAtrA thAya che. daza AnAnI corI karanArane traNa varSanI jela maLe che. garanALAM ughADAM mUkavAnuM AvuM pariNAma Ave che. manavacana-kAyAnA ge ane kaSAyenI jevI taratamatA hoya che tevI rasALatA karmanI thAya che. sArA ane kharAba karmo keTalIka vAra hajAragaNo, lAgaNe phalAsvAda Ape che. A rIte vicAra karatAM hiMsA, asatya, corI, maithuna, parigraha khaba karmone laI Ave che ane cetanane bhAre kare che. prANa hAlatAM cAlatAM jUThuM bole che ke maithunanI IcchA kare che ane parigraha ekaThA karavAmAM te ene kadI saMtoSa thato ja nathI. kaSAye, yoge, aviratibhAva ane indriyanA viSayethI A prANa praba rakhaDe che. ene mane vikAremAM khUba majA Ave che. e kaSAyAdhIna thAya che tyAre ene koI jAtane akuMza rahI zaktA nathI ane hAsyAdimAM paDI jAya che tyAre paNa e pitAnuM mahAna sthAna visarI jAya che. te vastuta: sarvajJa-sarvadazI thavAnI tAkAta dharAvanAra A cetana kevI bAbatamAM rasa le che te te vicAre. enA jevA viSamAM majA le e te zobhatI vAta paNa na gaNAya. e rIte te enA sarva Adarza khalAsa thaI jAya. e kaSAyamAM paDI jAya che tyAre kevo lAge che? e te tapAsa.

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A vabhAvyuM.nA. 397 e krodhamAM AvI jAya ke abhimAnamAM AvI jAya ke zAka ke bhayamAM paDI jAya tyAre enA phoTogrApha pADyo hoya tA kevA lAge ? A dazA pragati icchakanI kadI na hAya. sa bhAvanA ane Adarzane Ajue mUkanAra A AzravAne kharAkhara samajavA jevA che paraMtu samajIne aTakavAnuM nathI, samajIne zu karavAnu che? te AvatI bhAvanAmAM vicArazu, paNa te vicAratAM pahelAM ApaNe kevA vibhAvA sAthe kAma levAnu che tenA kharAkhara khyAla karI levA. pratyeka Azrava mahAbhayaMkara che. ene avakAza ApatAM e sarAvarane bharI nAkhe che. pacIza kriyAo paNa eTalI ja AkarI che. ene enA kharA AkAramAM marAmara oLakhavAnI khAsa jarUra che, jethI jenI sAme thavAnuM hAya tene yAgya taiyArI karI zakAya. du:kha ane durgati ApanAra, saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra, samatA ane zAMtineA nAza karanAra, mahAsattvavata cetanane lagabhaga nivIrya karanAra A AzraveA che ane ene vaza paDanAra jJAnI hAya tA jJAna bhUlI jAya che ane ajJAnI hAya teA tadna chelle pagaDe besI jAya che, samajI haiAya teA gAMDA thaI jAya che ane halake hAya tA bhAre sala thai jAya che. cetanajIne cetavaNI Ape ke A AzravAne ALakhA ane vigatavAra samajo. enA aMga, pratyaMga, vibhAga, peTAvibhAga darekane vicAre, ene kharAkhara ALakhazeA eTale rastA sUjhaze. iti Azrava bhAvanA. 7

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zrI saMkaLacaMdajI upAdhyAyaviracita sAtamI Azrava bhAvanA. (rAga-madhumAda ) jaga zubhAzubha jeNe karmatati meLIe. zubha azubhAzrava te vakhANe; jaLadhare jema nadIvara sarovara bhare, tima bhare jIva bahu karma jANe. jaga 1 mama kara jIva tuM azubha karmAzravA, vAsavA paNa sakarmA na chUTe; jeNe jaga dAnavara punya nAva AdaryA, te kRpaNu nirdhAnA peTa phUTe. jaga 2 mana vacana kAya viSayA pAyA tathA, avirati azubha dhyAna pramAde; mUkI mithyAmati vara upAsaka yati, jaga zubhAzravathakI ne viSAda, jaga 3 rAca ma jIva tuM kuTuMba ADaMbare, jaLa vinA megha jima pheka gAje; dharmanA kAja viNa ma kara AraMbha tuM, teNe tujha kamanI bhIDa bhAMje. jaga 4 te azubha AzravA rUMdhatAM jIvane, saMvare saMvare karma jAlaM; nAvanAM chika rUMdhyA yathA nIrane, teNe karI chata saMvara vizAla. jaga 5

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maraNu AThamuM pUrva paricaya. savara bhAvanA Azrava bhAvanAmAM karma ne AvavAnA mArga ApaNe vicAryuM. kudaratI rIte ApaNe cAre taraphanAM garanALAM joI gabharAI jaie ema lAgyuM. have garanALAMnAM dvArA aMdha kema karI zakAya tene mATe " savara 'bhAvanA kahe che. AzravA je khAraNAM ughADA mUke che tene baMdha karavA te saMvara 'kahevAya che. AvaniidhaH saMvaraH ( taravAtha ) Azravane vicAra karatAM ene heya-tajavA ceAgya tattva gaNyu hatu. saMvaro sarva upAdeya vibhAgamAM Ave che. e pratyekane vicAra karatAM manamAM zAMti thatI jaze. jANe ApaNe mahAna sAdhya sAdhavAnA sAcA khyAlamAM ApaNI javAbadArI samajIne svAtkarSa sAdhavA tyAga karI rahyA chIe, ane khAdyabhAva tajI aMdara utarI gayA chIe ! evA khyAla A AkhI bhAvanAmAM jarUra Avaze. emAM kAi sthAnake ghasArA bAhya najare lAgaze te temAM paNa divyatA, bhavyatA, sAdhanasApekSatva jaNAze. enI vicAraNA karatAM jANe ApaNe kAI kharA mahAna kArya sAdhavA mATe aMtaranAdathI lAgI gayA chIe evA bhavya khyAla thaze. A AkhI bhAvanA bahu suMdara hakIkta pUrI pADe tevI che te ApaNe jozuM. ahIM pUrva paricayamAM savarAne ALakhI laIe. pachI eka citrapaTa rajI karI pratyeka AzravanuM dvAra kayA savarathI baMdha thai zake tema che tenA samuccaya khyAla karazuM. -

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400 zrI zAMtasudhArasa '. : M 3. C * * navA karmanA rokANane-dravya saMvara kahevAya che ane samiti vigerethI zuddha upayoga thAya, te dvArA bhAvakarmonuM rekANa thAya ane AtmapariNAma jAgRta thAya e bhAvasaMvara kahevAya che. AzravanA garanALAM baMdha karanAra saMvaro cha prakAranA che 1. samiti. 2. gupti. 3. yatidharmo. 4. bhAvanA. (anu. prekSA. ) 5. pariSahajaya. 6. cAritra. A pratyekane vistArathI samajavAnI khAsa jarUra che. 1. samiti. vivekyukta pravRttine samiti kahevAmAM Ave che. emAM sakriyAnuM pravartana hoya che. samyak prakAranI ceSTA eTale samiti. AmAM eka te kiyA pote nirdoSa hevI joIe ane bIjuM temAM pravartana vivekapUrvakanuM hovuM joIe. tenA pAMca vibhAga che. ( 1 ) sADAtraNa hAtha AgaLa jamIna I kaI jIvane kaleza - na thAya tema saMbhALapUrvaka cAlavuM te "I samiti ( 2 ) satya, priya, hita, jarUrI ( mita ) ane tathya vacana bAlavuM athavA niravadya vacana bolavuM te "bhASA samiti A sAcuM bele, pUrepuruM sAcuM bele ane sAcA sivAya - kAMI na bole. emAMnA prathamanA bene samitimAM sthAna te che ane trIjAne gumimAM sthAna che. ( 3 ) jIvanane jarUrI sAdhano-vastro, rahevAnuM sthAna, pAtra, vigere deSa vagaranA zodhI levA te eSaNuM samiti (4) koI paNa cIja letI vakhate anya nAnA jIvane paNa kaleza na thAya tevI rIte ja pramAjIne levI ane mUkavI te "AdAnanikSepaNuM samiti." WWW.jainelibrary.org

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saMvar.bhAvanA. 41 ( 5 ) maLa-mUtra ane bInajarUrI cIjone nAkhI detAM pahelAM bhUmikA zuddha jovI ane maLa-mUtrAdi upayogapUrva ka paraThavavA te pAriSThApanikA samiti' samitimAM kriyA kema karavI te vAtanI mukhyatA che e dhyAnamAM rAkhavu. 2. gupti. mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRttie ApaNe jANIe chIe. temAM aprazastanA nirodha karavA ane prazastane AcaravI e gupti kahevAya che. samitimAM sabhyakriyAne mukhya sthAna che; guptimAM aprazastanA nirodhane mukhya sthAna che. enA traNa prakAra che ( 1 ) apadhyAnaneA tyAga karavA, dharma dhyAnamAM pravRtti karavI, azubha vicArA para vijaya meLavavA ane zubha sA karavA e ' manegupti. ' 2 ) vinA kAraNu khelavuM nahi, mAna dhAraNa karavuM ane khelavAnI khAsa jarUra paDe tyAre upayegapUrvaka jayaNAthI melavuM te 'vacanagupti.' ( 3 ) zArIrika kArya karavAmAM viveka rAkhavA, mane teTale zarIranA sAca karavA ane kAyAne sthira rAkhavI e kAyagupti.' gupti pravRtti nivRtti ane prakAramAM che, samiti prazasta pravRttine age che. maiAna rAkhe te bhASAgupti. lAbhane kAraNe vicArIne kheAle, jarUra hAya teTalu ja mele, temAM bhASAsamiti ne vacanagupti mannene samAveza thAya che. saMyamI sAdhune 26

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402 zrI-zAMtasudhAsa A samiti-gupti sarvadA pALavI ja joIe. eno upayoga kare che tyAre AzravanA daravAjA baMdha kare che. 3. dhame. patinA-sAdhunA daza dharmo che. te nIce pramANe che - (1) "kSamA " krodha para vijaya. krodhanuM kAraNa maLe te paNa zAMti rAkhavI. ( 2 ) " mArdava "mAnane tyAga. ATha prakAranA mada na karavA. jAti, kuLa, rUpa, ezvarya, tapa, jJAna, lAbha ane baLa-e ATha prakAranA mada che. mithyAbhimAnanA tyAgane samAveza AmAM tathA Arjava e bannemAM thAya che. ( 3 ) "Ajava" niSkapaTa vartana. daMbhI dekhAvane abhAva. luccAI, kAvAdAvA, mutsaddIgIrI, beTA bacAva e sarvane abhAva. mAyAne tyAga. ( 4 ) "mukti" lobha para vijaya. emAM pigalika vastuo para thatI Asakti para vijaya meLavavAne che. ( 5 ) "tapa"vRttione keLavavA mATe icchAne nirodha karavo te. (6) " saMyama " pitAnA vicAra, uccAra ane vartana para aMkuza. traNenI ekatA. 5 iMdriyadamana, 4 kaSAyavijaya, 3 gardhana ane 5 prANAtipAtAdithI virati. e rIte enA sattara prakAra che. ( 7 ) " satya * satya vacana bolavuM. bolavAnA niyamonuM pAlana karavuM. ( 8 ) "zaca " deSa rahita AhAra le te dravyazaca ane

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403 saMva2bhAvagnA. zuddha adhyavasAyanI abhivRddhi te bhAvaoNca. emAM adattAtyAgabhAva che. ( 9 ) "akiMcanatvakaI vastu para mUcha karI tene potAnI karavI, parigraha vadhAra, saMghara, rakSa, ene tyAga. ( 10 ) "brahmacarya ' strI-purUSa saMbaMdhane tyAga. nava vADa saMyukta brahmacaryanuM pAlana, e daze dharmo savee pALavAnA che; sAdhue vizeSe pALavAnA che. 4 anuprekSA-bhAvanA. (ciMtavana). bhAvanA bAra che. te A graMthane viSaya paNa te ja che. upoddhAtamAM te saMbaMdhI vistArathI lakhAI gayela che, tethI ahIM nAma mAtra lakhI AgaLa vadhIe. (1) anitya. (2) azaraNuM. (3) saMsAra. (4) ekatva. (5) anyatva. (6) azuci. (7) Azrava. (8) saMvara. (9) nirA. (10) dharma. (11) lokasvabhAva. (12) badhidurlabhatA. - 5 parISaha sahana karavAnA prasaMge. e aneka che. enA mukhya bheda 22 che te khUba samajavA gya che. (1) "kSudhA " bhUkha. zAstramAM piDavizuddhi batAvI che tene . dhyAnamAM rAkhI vizuddha AhAra maLe, 42 doSa rahita maLe te ja le, nahi te bhUkha sahana kare. (2) "pipAsA " tRSA. sAdhupurUSa jIva rahita-prAsuka ane - eSaNaya jaLa ja le. enA abhAve game teTalI tRSA lAgI hoya te sahana kare.

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404 zrI zAMtasuthAra (3) "zIta" ThaMDI. ziyALAmAM game teTalI ThaMDI lAge to paNa zAstramaryAdAthI vadhAre vastra na rAkhe. ThaMDInA prahAra sahana kare. agnivaDe tApe nahi. (4) " uNa garamI. unhALAmAM garamI lAge to pavana nAkhe nahi, vIMjaNe calAve nahi, vIjaLInA paMkhAne upaga kare nahi. garamI sahe. snAna, vilepana ke chatrIne Azraya na le. (5) " daMza " DAMsa, macchara, jU, mAkaDanA pariSaha thAya te samabhAve sahana kare, manamAM jarA paNa kheda na kare temaja te jIve para dveSa na kare. (6) "acelaka" jIrNaprAya vastro zAstranA pharamAna mujaba mUcha bhAva rahita rAkhe, tenA upara Asakti na rAkhe, vadhAre vastro meLavavAnI ke saMgrahavAnI IcchA na kare. (7) " arati " kaMTALe. saMyama pAlana karatAM aneka prasaMge kaMTALo upaje tevA banAvo bane tene vaza na thAya. e prasaMge e haiye ghare, yatidharmone dhAve ane dezavaikAlikamAM batAvela aDhAra vastunuM ciMtavana kare. jarA paNa kaMTALo lAve nahi. (8) "sI" strInAM aMgo premathI jue nahi, tenI prArthanA tarapha dhyAna Ape nahi, kAmabuddhi kare nahi. sAdhvIe A hakIkata purUSa mATe samajavI. (9) " carcA " vihAra. apratibaddha vihAra kare, eka sthAne vadhAre vakhata rahe nahi. rAgAdi kAraNe turata anyatra cAlyA jAya. vihArathI thAke nahi.

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saMvarabhAvanA, 405 (1) "medhikI " (niSadyA) sthira Asana karI zAna kAyetsargAdi karatA hoya tyAre game tevA upadrava thAya to paNa Asanano tyAga na kare, bhayathI Dare nahi, gabharAI jAya nahi ane aDAlapaNuM taje nahi. (11) "zayyA" sUvAnI jagyA uMcI-nIcI hAya, havA vagaranI hAya, sukomaLa na hoya te tethI uga na pAme, sUvAnI sarva agavaDe khame. (12) " Akroza ? koI apamAna kare, uzkere, kaDavAM vacana kahe e sarva prasaMge manamAM krodha ANe nahi. zAMti dhAraNa kare. (13) " vadha " kaI lAkaDI vigere mAre, cAbakhA mAre ane cAvat vadha karavA sudhI jAya paNa enA peTamAMthI pANuM hale nahi. zarIranA duHkhane e gaNe nahi. ( 14 ) " yAcanA ' (bhikSA) saMyamanirvAha mATe vastra ke vasati mAgatAM manamAM kheda pAme nahi, pote kema bhikha mAge e khyAla paNa na kare. enAmAM dInatA ke abhimAna bane na hoya. (15 ) " alAbha ? jarUrI vastu na maLe, hoya chatAM Ape nahi te tethI muMjhAya nahi. udvega ke viSAda na kare. alAbhane e sAco tapa gaNe. ( 16 ) " ga" vyAdhi thaI Ave te jarApaNa vyAkuLa na thAya, karmane deSa vicArI tenI pIDA zAMtithI khame, hAyavoya kadI kare nahi.

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406 zrIzAMtasudhArasa ( 17 ) " tRNuza " zamyA para tarakhalAM-taraNuM hoya ke tRNa para zayyA karI hoya te taraNAMnI aNIo vAge - te sahe. manamAM paNa kaleza na kare. (18) "maLI" zarIra para mela thAya te paNa snAna saMskAra Icache nahi, kare nahi, melane sahana kare. (19) "satkAra " kaI moTA sAmaiyA kare ke pradhAna purUSa pAse Ave tethI phulAya nahi, ne satkAra thAya te tethI viSAda pAme nahi. (20) "prajJA asAdhAraNa buddhibaLa hoya te tene mada na kare. mUrkha, alpajJa hoya te tene kheda na kare. jJAnane pacAve, ajJAnane sahe. AvaDatane uddeka na kare, bIna- ' AvaDatane kheda na dhare. (21) "ajJAna" jJAnanA abhAve AtmAmAna na kare. prajJA parISaha anya prazna kare tyAre thAya che. ajJAna parISaha pitAnA alpajJAnathI thAya che. (22) "samyaktva" sUkSama vicAra vAMcI-jANI tenI asada haNa na kare, anya dharmanI prasiddhi joI mUDhadRSTi na thAya ane viziSTa karmone najare jotAM jJAnane abhAve tyAgane nirarthaka na gaNe. darzanamohanIyanA udayathI rara me samyakatva parISaha thAya che. jJAnAvaraNIyathI 20 me prajJA ane 21 me ajJAna parISaha thAya che. aMtarAya karmanA udayathI 15 me alAbha parISaha thAya che. - cAritramehanIya paikI komehanIyathI 12 me Akoza, arati mohanIyathI 7 mo arati, purUSadanA udayathI 8me strI,

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saMvabhAvagnA. 407 bhayamahanIyanA udayathI 10 me nadhikI, jugupsAhanIyanA udayathI 6 ho alaka, mAnamehanIyanA udayathI 14 me, yAcanA, lobhamehanIyanA udayathI 19 me satkAra-kula sAta. vedanIya karmanA udayathI bAkInA 11 parISaha thAya che. sudhA (1), pipAsA (2), zIta (3), uSNu (4), daMza (5), caryA (9), zayyA (11), vadha (13), rAga (16), tRNasparza (17) ane maLa (18). e sivAyanA bAkInAM karmo sAthe parISahane saMbaMdha nathI. nava guNasthAnaka sudhI 22 parISahe saMbhave che. dazame guNasthAnake darzanamohanIya ane cAritramehanIyanA ATha pariSahe jAya, bAkInA 14 rahe ane teramA cAdamAM guNasthAnake kSudhA, pipAsA, zIta, uSNa, daMza, carcA, vadha, mala, zayyA, rega ane tRNasparza e 11 rahe. e bAvIza paikI zIta ane uSNa sAthe saMbhave nahi, caryA ane niSidyA sAthe saMbhave nahi. utkRSTa 20 ne udaya samakALe saMbhave. emAM strI, prajJA ane satkAra anukULa parISahe che, bAkInA 19 pariSaha pratikULa che. da cAritra. AtmadazAmAM sthira rahevAno prayatna. enA pAMca vibhAga pariNAmanI vizuddhinI vizeSatA-a9patA batAve che. (1) "sAmAyika cAritra" samapaNAne lAbha, sAvadya rogane tyAga, niravadya bheganuM Asevana. amuka samaya mATe (Irika) ane jIvanaparyata (jAvajIva) e be ane dezavirati-sarvaviratirUpa be vibhAgo che.

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408 zrI zAMtasudhArasa (2) amuka zrutane abhyAsa karyA pachI pAkI (vaDI) dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave te "chedo pasthApana" cAritra. tenA paNa be prakAra che. (3) "parihAravizuddhi" nava sAdhu gacchamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI Akare tapa yathAvidhi kare te. chaTTe sAtame guNaThANe hAya. (4) "sUmasaparAya" kodha, mAna, mAyA sarvathA jAya, le bhane alpa aMza rahe te cAritra dazame guNaThANe hAya. (5) "yathAkhyAta" kaSAco sarvathA nAza pAme tyAre e vItarAga cAritra prApta thAya che. e agyArame-bArame terame ane cidame guNasthAnake hAya. A rIte samitinA pa, guptinA 3, yatidharmonA 10, bhAvanAnA 12, parISahanA 22 ane cAritranA 5 maLIne saMvaranA pa7 prakAra che. A pratyeka prakAra para khuba vivecana karI zakAya tema che. enuM vispaSTa vivecana zrI siddharSi gaNie karyuM che. tyAM viveka parvata upara cAritrarAja je A parivAra varNavI batAvyA che te saMvara che. enI samiti gupti kevI suMdara che? ene pravacanamAtA kahevAmAM Ave che. enI bhAvanA paikI pratyeka zAMtinuM vAtAvaraNa phelAve che. enA yatidharmo adbhuta che, enA parISahe durgama che ane sarvanA zikhara upara cAritrarAja birAje che. eka vakhata be ghaDInuM sAmAyika karatA AnaMda thaI jAya che ane Akho divasa enI lahejata manamAMthI jatI nathI te pachI

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saMvabhAvanA. 408 AkhI jIMdagInA cAritranuM zuM kahevuM ? e pratyeka saMvaramAM khUbI e che ke e AzravanAM garanALAM baMdha kare che. pariNAme sarovaramAM navuM pAchuM AvatuM aTake che. ApaNe sthira mAnase sAmAyikamAM beThA hoIe athavA ekAda bhAvanAmAM cittane parovyuM hoya ke AvI paDatAM parISaha sAme vijaya meLavavA AMtaravarya phurAvatA hoIe tyAre navAM karmo karyo mAge Ave ? A Akhe upAdeya vibhAga khuba manana karavA egya che. jeTalo vakhata enI vicAraNA cAlaze teTale vakhata manamAM addabhuta zAMtine sAkSAtkAra thaze ane apUrva anubhava jAgaze. A vakhata na bane to jyAre bane tyAre athavA kaI vAra paNuM A cetanajIe dhyAvavA jevo che. e vakhate je niravadhi AnaMda thaze tene mahimA varNavI zakAya tema nathI. pratyeka Azrava sAme kayA saMvarane mUkI tenuM dvAra baMdha karI zakAya tema che te ApaNe bhAvanAne aMte vicArazuM. AzrAthI gabharAvuM nahi paNa oLakhIne zuM karavuM tene javAba A bhAvanAmAM maLaze. ene zeAdhe. pi tema nathI. bharAvuM nahi paNa bhAvanAthI tenuM

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saMvara bhAvanA svAgatA yena yena ya ihAzravarodhaH sambhavenniyatamaupayikena / Adriyasva vinayodyatacetA stattadAntaradRzA paribhAvya // ka 1 // svAgatA saMyamena viSayAviratattve darzanena vitathAbhinivezam / dhyAnamArtamatha raudramajasraM cetasaH sthiratayA ca nirundhyAH / / kha 2 // zAlinI krodhaH kSAntyA mArdavenAbhimAnaM hanyA mAyAmArjavenojjvalena / lobhaM vArAMrAziraudraM nirudhyAH santoSeNa prAMzunA setuneva // ga 3 // ka. 1 khAno artha uravAmAM tvaM adhyAhAra sevu paDe tebha che. rodhaH aTaDAyata. abhAva. niyataM 432. aupayika upAyabhUta upAyapaNAne prApta. vinaya nivRtti mokSa athavA he vinaya-vinaya-ziSya. paribhAvya zodhIne, samAlAcanA karIne. kha. 2 viSaya driya viSaya. aviratatva vyaviratipAlu payyamA

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saMvabhAvanI. 411 tA 1. nivRtti meLavavAne jenA manamAM udyama jAge hAya athavA jenI cetanA tatpara thaI hoya tevA prANI je je upAyone upayoga karIne ahIM Azrone aTakAva karI zake tevuM cokkasa hoya te sarvanI AMtaradaSTie barAbara samAlocanA karIne (te te upAyane barAbara prayoga kare te vAstavika che) tuM (tevA upAyane) Adara, tene praga kara. athavA he vinaya ! je je upAvaDe A saMsAramAM Azravane jarUra redha karI zakAya athavA tevuM saMbhavatuM hoya tene AMtaradRSTithI vicAra karIne, udyamI cittavALA thaIne te upAyane tuM Adara. 4 2. iMdriyanA viSayane ane aviratipaNe ( tyAgabhAva rahitapaNuM) ne "saMyama" thI dabAvI de, beTA Agraha (mithyA abhiniveza) ne sabhyatve karIne rodhI de, ane Arta ane raidra dhyAnene vAraMvAra cittanI sthiratAthI rUMdhI de-dAbI de. 1 3. krodhane kSamA-kSAMtithI rodhI de abhimAnane namratA mRdutAthI zodhI devuM; mAyAne ati nirmaLa saraLa svabhAva (Arjava) vaDe rAdhI devI ane pANInA bhaMDAra-sAgara jevA bhayaMkara lAbhane ghaNuM uMcI pALavALo jANe baMdha ja na hoya tevA saMtoSavaDe dAbI de.

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kAra svAgatA guptibhistisRbhirevamajayyAn trIn vijitya tara sAdhamayogAn / sAdhusaMvarapathe prayatethA ---- zrI.zAM**sudhA 2.sa lapsyase hitamanAhatamiddham // 4 // maMdAkrAMtA evaM ruddheSva malahRdayairAzraveSvAptavAkyazraddhAcaJcatsitapaTapaTuH supratiSThAnazAlI | zuddhayogairjavanapavanaiH prerito jIvapotaH srotastIrtvA bhavajalanidheryAti nirvANapuryAm || Ga 5 // raDitapaNu vitatha asatya ajasraM satata. nirundhyAH roGa 3dhI he. satra yeAjavAnuM che. ga. 3 mArdava namratA Arjava saraNatA. ujjvala nirmANa, nirdoSa vArAMrAzi hariyA prAMzunA baNI ubhI. samunnata setu adha. - gha. 4 gupti manogupti, vayanagupti, ayagupti. ajayya sIthI katI rAjya tevA tarasA zIghra adhama aprazasta. sAdhu sArA, suMdara. hitaM bhokSasukha. anAhata sanAtana iddha svAbhAvi Ga 5 amala nirmANa. Apta sarvajJa. caJcat zuddha prAza, suMdara, yaNato. sitapaTa saMta vastra, saDha ( vahAguno) supratiSThAnazAlI vaDANuno adhobhAga sArI rIte goThavAI gayelo. suvyavasthita. javana vegavAna jIvapotaH Azu3pa vahAlu nirvANapurI bhokSanagarI.

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saMvara bhAvanA. 413 6 4. evI ja rIte du:khe karIne muzkelIthI jItI zakAya mana-vacana--kAyAnA azubha yAgAne traNa tevA tArA guptievaDe jaldI jItI laIne tu su Mdara sa MvaranA mArgamAM pravRtta thaI jA jethI karIne tane atyaMta zuddha sanAtana svAbhAvika meAkSasukha prApta thai jAya. 3 5. AvI rIte tadna nirmaLa hRdayavaDe AzravAnAM dvArA rokI daine pachI sArI rIte suMdara sthAna pAmela A jIvarUpa vahANu Ama purUSAnAM vAkayomAM zraddhArUpa ati caLakATa mAratA saMskRta saDhathI sannaddhaddha thaIne zuddha cAMgArUpI vegavaka pavanathI preraNA pAme che ane A saMsArasamudranA pANIne tarI jaIne nirvANapurIe pahoMcI jAya che.

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geyapadyASTaka. zRNu zivasukhasAdhanasadupAyam, zRNu zivasukhasAdhanasadupAyam / jJAnAdikapAvanaratnatraya - paramArAdhana manapAyam viSayavipAkamapAkuru dUraM, krodhaM mAnaM sahamAyam / lobhaM ripuM ca vijitya sahelaM, bhaja saMyamaguNamakaSAyam upazamarasamanuzIlaya manasA, roSadahanajaladaprAyam / kalaya virAgaM dhRtaparabhAgaM, hRdi vinayaM nAyaM nAyam ArttaM raudraM dhyAnaM mArjaya, daha vikalparacanAnAyam / yadi maruddhA mAnasavIthI, tattvavidaH panthA nAyam // zRNu 0 // 1 // // zRNu0 // 2 // // zRNu0 // 3 // // zRNu0 // 4 //

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saMbhAvanA. 415 1. zivasukha prApta karavAnA sAdhanane suMdara upAya che tene tuM sAMbhaLa. cetana ! mokSasukha prApta karavAnA sAdhanane saphaLa upAya che tene tuM barAbara zravaNa kara. e jJAna vigere traNa rane ( jJAna-darzana-cAritra ) nI utkRSTa ArAdhanArUpa che ane jarApaNa zaMkA vagara cakkasa phaLa ApanAra che, mATe e sadupAyane sAMbhaLa, sAMbhaLa. 2. viSanA vikArene dUra kara, krodhane dUra kara, mAnane mUkI de, mAyAne choDI de ane lebharUpa zatru upara ramata mAtramAM vijaya meLavIne, kaSAya rahita thaIne satvara saMyamaguNane seva ane zivasukhanA sAdhanane barAbara zravaNanecara kara. 3. tArA manathI upazama rasanuM anuzIlana kara. ene jamAva. e krodharUpa agnine bUjhAvavA mATe lagabhaga meghADaMbara jevo che ane tArA manamAM vinaya (mekSa nayanabhAva) ANu ANune parama utkarSa dazAne dhAraNa karanAra virAgavairAgyane barAbara oLakhI le ane he cetana ! A zivasukhanA sAdhana sAcA upAyane barAbara samajIne sAMbhaLI le. 4. Arta ane saidra dhyAnane vALI-guDIne sApha kara. kalpanAnI racanAnuM moTuM jANuM che tene bALI nAkha, kAraNa ke mAnasika dvAre khullA rAkhavAno mArga tattvavettAone na hoya. A zivasukhanA sAcA upAyane tuM barAbara samajI sAMbhaLI le.

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416 zrI*aivd su.pA.2.sa // zRNu0 // 5 // ||shRnnu0 // 6 // saMyamayogairavahitamAnasa zuddhathA caritArthaya kAyam / nAnAmatarucigahane bhuvane, nizcinu zuddhapathaM nAyam brahmavratamaGgIkuru vimalaM, bibhrANaM guNasamavAyam / uditaM guruvadanAdupadezaM, saMgRhANa zucimiva rAyam saMyamavAGmayakusumarasairati surabhaya nijamadhyavasAyam / cetanamupalakSaya kRtalakSaNa jJAnacaraNaguNapoyam vadanamalaMkuru pAvanarasanaM, jinacaritaM gAyaM gAyam / savinaya zAntasudhArasamenaM, ciraM nanda pAyaM pAyam // zRNu0 // 7 // // zRNu0 // 8 // |

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saMvarabhAvanA. 417 5. sAvadhAna mAnasikazuddhipUrvaka saMyamayegAvaDe tArI kAyA (zarIra) ne saphaLa kara. A jagata aneka prakAranA matamatAMtaronI zraddhArUcithI gIca bhareluM che temAM tuM nItiyukta zuddha mArga hoya tene (tapAsa karIne) nizcaya kara. aneka guNonAM sthAnarUpa pavitra nirmaLa brahmacaryane tuM dhAraNa kara ane atyaMta pavitra ratnanA nidhAnarUpa gurUmahArAjanA zrImukhethI bahAra paDela-nIkaLela suMdara upadezane tuM grahaNa kara ane A zivasukha prApta karavAnA sAcA upAyane barAbara sAMbhaLa. 7, ( sattara prakAranA ) saMyama ane vAlmaya (zAstro ) rUpa phathI tArA pitAnA adhyavasAyane (AMtarapariNatine ) khUba sugaMdhita kara. suprasiddha lakSaNavALA jJAna-cAritrarUpa guNe ane payovALA cetana ( jIvasvarUpa ) ne barAbara oLakhI le ane A mekSasukhaprAptinA sadupAyane barAbara sAMbhaLa. tIrthakara mahArAjanA caritranuM vAraMvAra gAna karI karIne tArI jIbhano rasa le ane mukhane pavitra kara. ane te bhAI! vinayapUrvaka tuM A zAMta-amRta-rasanuM vAraMvAra pAna karI karIne dIrghakALa AnaMda kara-lahera kara. A pramANe zivasukha prApta karavAnAM sAdhanAne suMdara upAya che tene tuM sAMbhaLa. - H - 9

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nAma: bhalA rAga. A zAMta sudhArasanI pAMcamI anyatva bhAvanAnA aSTakanA je laya che te ja layamAM A aSTaka paNa gAi zakAze. sAraDIA ' ne lagatA mAravADaprasiddha rAga che. 1 laghupAcaM suMdara upAya, asarakAraka upAya. pAvana pavitra. ratnatraya jJAna-darzana-cAritra. nAyam agavaDa vagaranuM, apAya rahita. 2 aSAya kaSAya rahita thaIne. apAvunda dUra kara. saheruM ramata mAtramAM. majJa seva. 3 kAma zAMti, kSamA. anuzIya pALa, aMgIkAra kara. jJar ya samaja. viyaM vairAgya, rAga rahitapaNuM. dhRta dhAraNa karyuM che. paramAna parama utkarSa. vinayaM nivRtti nayana. nAya nAya lAvI lAvIne. varasAda. 4 mAU~ya sApha kara ( kacarA peThe ). athavA mA ayaH meLava nahi. upArjana kara nahi. nAyam jALa. gaddhA baMdha karyA vagaranI, ughADI. ( pALanA daravAjA ughADA ) tattvavid tattvajJa. 5 saMyamayo caraNakaraNamAM pravRtti ( neTa jIe) arvADhata sAvadhAna Concentrated. caritArthaya caritArtha kara. saphaLa kara. nAnA judA judA. na gIcogIca. mane duniyAmAM nizcinu tu nizcaya kara, nAyam nItiyukata, lAbhakAraka. 6 brahmavrata brahmacaryAM. strI-purUSa-sayAgatyAga. ( mAnasikAdi sarva ) samavAya samUha. vitta kathita, viniga ta. thama ratnanidhAna, bhAra. 7 saMyama 17 prakAre ( neTa jIe ). vADmaya zAstragraMtha. adhyavasAya AtmapariNati. 35kSaya oLakha. vRtta prasiddha. zuLa sahabhAvI dharma. paya kramabhAvI dharmA. 8 aluru zeAbhAva. pAvanasana je kAryamAM rasanA pAvana thAya che te, vinaya vinayayukata ( evA tu) pAcaM vayaM pI pIne.

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saMvarabhAvanA-- paricaya - 4 1. AzranI hakIktathI gabharAI javAya tevuM che. e sarva daravAjA khullA rahe to A jIvane Are kyAre Ave te vAta kAMI baMdabesatI nathI. tyAre have karavuM zuM? AzranuM khetara eTaluM vizALa che ke ene kAMI pAra dekhAto nathI ane A te muMjhavI mAre evI vAta che. eTale have rasto kevI rIte kADhavo? tethI graMthakartA kahe che ke je je raste e Azravana aTakAva thAya che te upAyane zodhI kADhIne tene amalamAM mUkI devA joIe. ApaNe jarA mAMdA paDayA hoIe te DakaTare kahe tevA prAge karIe chIe, DokaTara kahe ke zastrapravega (oparezana) karAvavA muMbaI ke mIraja jAo to tyAM jaIe chIe ane evI zArIrika ke bIjI koI paNa agavaDa hoya to tene dUra karavAne upAya ApaNe zedhIe chIe. ApaNe agavaDa dUra karavAnA upAya zodhIe chIe eTaluM ja nahi paNa ene aMge aMtaramAM khUba vicAra karIe chIe, e upAya ajamAvavA udyama karIe chIe ane chevaTe kAMI nahi to agavaDa maTavAnI mAtra saMbhAvanA ja hoya te paNa te ajamAvavAnuM cUkatA nathI. ApaNe zarIra ke dhanane aMge chevaTa taka (cAnsa) paNa laIe chIe. e ja misAle A Atmatattvane cAre bAjue gherI beThelA ane enAmAM vadhAre karanArA, ene bhAre karanArA, ene rakhaDAvanArA Azrone ApaNe je barAbara oLakhyA hoya ane e AtmAne herAna karanArA che enI ApaNane kharekhara khAtrI thaI gaI hoya to ApaNe enA saMbaMdhamAM nizcita rahI na ja zakIe.

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420 zrI zAMtasudhArasa saMvara dvArA athavA prApta e Azravane aTakAvavAnA je je mArgo hoya tene ApaNe zodhIe, jyAM ene rUMdhavAno saMbhava hoya tevA upAyane paNa zodhIe, e zodhananA kAryamAM praba AMtaradaSTie vicAraNa karIe ane e upAcano upayoga karavAmAM aMtaraMga jussAthI udyoga AdarI daIe. cetanajIne e upAyane Adara karavAne anna AgrahapUrvaka upadeza che. "Azravane nidha" e ja saMvara che. je garanALAM ughADAM paDayAM che tenI sAme bAraNAM baMdha kare te "saMvara." je raste karmone pravAha dhedhabaMdha cAlyo Ave che tenI sAme bAraNuM baMdha karI de tevA mArgo te "saMvara." pANInAM garanALAM baMdha karavA mATe je bAraNAM hoya che te loDhAnAM athavA majabUta lAkaDAnAM hoya che. kayA prANIne kayA mArgethI e dvAra prApta thaze te cokkasa kahI zakAya nahi, tethI aneka jAtinAM dvArA A prakaraNamAM batAvaze, temAMthI je ane jeTalAM kArene-anukULa jaNAya te sarvane upaga kare. ekAda dvArathI saMtoSAI javAnuM kAraNa nathI. AkarA kesamAM ApaNe ekasIjananA sIlIMDe re laI AvIe, Ijekazana mUkIe, mAthe barapha mUkIe, chAtI para pioTIsa mUkIe ane bIjA aneka prayogo eka sAthe karIe tema jeTalAM bane teTalAM saMvaranAM dvAra samajI, tenI upayuktatA samajI tene AdarI levAnI ane tene utAvaLe amala karavAnI jarUra che. Avo AkarA che tethI pravega paNa AkarA karavA paDaze, paNa rItasara kAma levAze to kaSTasAdhya kesa haze te aMte yaza maLaze. A dvAre ApaNe tapAsIe. - 4 2. have saMvarane kaI kaI bAbatamAM lAgu pADavA tenA thoDA dAkhalAo Ape che.

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saMzvara-bhAvanA. 421 Azrava bhAvanAne vicAra karatAM ApaNe avirati-tyAgabhAvanA abhAvathI thatA Azrava joyA hatA. pratyAkhyAnapaccakhANanI AvazyakatA keTalI che te para agAu vivecana thaI gayuM che. aviratino upAya saMyama che, ghasArA vagara caLakATa kadI Avato nathI ane saMyama karyA vagara aviratibhAvane tyAga thato nathI. samajaNapUrvaka tyAga karavAmAM Ave ane e tyAgane game teTalI agavaDe paNa vaLagI rahevAmAM Ave tyAre aviratinuM dvAra baMdha thAya che. A saMyamane ApaNe oLakhIe. saMyama eTale niyamana-akuMza. enA 17 prakAra che. 5. sparza, rasa, vraNa, cakSu, zrotra-e pAMca iMdriyono nigraha. pa. prANAtipAta, mRSAvAda, adattAdAna, mithuna, parigraha-e pAMca avratano tyAga. 4. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha-e cAra kakSAno vijaya. 3. mana, vacana, kAyAnA rogonuM niyamana. e sattara prakAra athavA- pRthvI, apa, tejasu, vAyu, vanaspatie pAMca kAya sthAvara ane be, traNa, cAra, pAMca iMdriyavALA jIvanA saMbaMdhamAM saMyamabe maLIne nava prakAra ane prekSyasaMyama (dazya padArtho viSe saMyama), upekSyasaMyama (upekSA karavA cagya bAbatomAM saMyama), apahatyasaMyama (levA-mUkavAmAM saMyama), pramUjyasaMyama (vastune pramArjavAnI bAbatamAM saMyama), kAyasaMyama, vAsaMyama, manaHsaMyama ane upakaraNasaMyama (vastu parigrahanA saMbaMdhamAM niyamana) e ATha maLIne sattara prakAra. saMyamamAM vicAra, vANI ane kriyAmAM

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zrI.zAMtasudhArasa niyamana-aMkuzanI khAkhata mukhya heAya che. aviratimAM je daravAjA khullA hAya che te saMyamamAM baMdha thAya che. viSayane aMge aviratibhAva hAya che tyAre enA abhilASAne aMge rAga dveSa eTalA thAya che ke e aneka karmone lai Ave che. 422 A saMyama , thI iMdriyanA AzravA para savara thAya che ane aviratibhAva upara paNa sa Mvara thAya che. A eka vAta thai. khATA abhiniveza. jyAM devatva na hoya tyAM devatva mAnavuM, gurUtva na heAya tyAM gurutva ane dharmatva na heAya tyAM dharmorApa e aaibhinaveza che. enA vizuddha zraddhAna-samyaktvathI saMvara karavA. zuddha deva-gurU-dharmanI parIkSA karI-oLakhI tene AdaravA te samyaktva. e mithyAtvabhAvathI thatI mahA AkarI karma baMdhanI sthiti sAme savara mUke che. karmonI sthiti keTalI meATI hAya che ane mithyAtvane nAza thatAM te keTalI pheMkI thaI jAya che ane tenA apUrvakaraNAdi thAya tyAre kevI alpa sthiti thAya che te khUba vistArathI samajavA jevuM che. ahIM prastuta vAta e che ke kamanA mATeA pravAha samyaktva aTakAve che tethI e saMvarane Adara. A mIjI vAta thai. Artta ane rodra dhyAnanI hakIkata A graMthanA upAdghAtamAM graMthakartAe pAMcamI gAthAmAM ApI che. A Artta ane raudradhyAnA maneAyAganA durUpayAgathI thAya che. manarUpa gheADA para aMkuza na hoya tyAre mana jyAM tyAM rakhaDe che, khaTapaTa kare che, doDA-DhADa kare che ane AgaLapAchaLanI, vyAdhi vigerenI ciMtAnA jALA UbhA kare che. mananI sthiratAthI e Artta-rIdra dhyAnA para vijaya meLa

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saMvara-bhAvanA. 4ra3 vo. e sthiratA eTale zuM ? manane nizcaLa rAkhavuM-ekAgra rAkhavuM. e vAta ghaNuM muzkela che, e viSaya rAjayegane che. ghara baLI jatuM hoya to te gharanI sAme Ubhe Ubhe baLI na jAya, ekane eka chokare cAlyo jato hoya to te raDavAkuTavA maMDI na jAya, paisA gayA hoya to dIna na thaI jAya, mAMdo paDyo hoya to e hAyavoya na kare-sarva saMgamAM manane nizcala rAkhe, mananI doDA-doDI aTakAvI de. dhyAnanA pustakamAM enA upAye batAvyA che tevA prayogo karavA. je rasta bane te mAge mananI sthiratA rAkhavI e mahAna kArya che, muzkela che paNa bahu jarUrI che. ane aMte ApaNI karelI ciMtA zA kAmanI che? ApaNe ciMtA karIe ke na karIe, paNa je nirmANa heAya te jarUra thAya che athavA thaI gayuM hoya che, paraMtu e tAtvika bhAva rAkhe ane manane sthira rAkhavuM e kharekhara saMvara upAya che, siddha mAge che ane jarUra AdaraNIya che. A rIte ArtA-rodra dhyAna dvArA je mahAna karmabhAra vadhato jAya che te aTakAvavAnA upAyo praga AMtaradazAthI vicArIne Adara. . 3. "krodha" nAmane Azrava ApaNe jANyuM che. krodha karavAno prasaMga Ave tyAre "kSamA" rAkhavI. nokara-cAkara upara kadI gusse thavuM nahi, anyAya karanAra upara gusso kara nahi, sahanazIlatAne keLavavI ane sarva vAta gaLI jatAM zIkhavuM. krodha e bhujaMga (sarpa) che, ene utAranAra jAMgulI maMtra khaMtikSamA che ema zrImadavijayajI krodhanA svAdhyAyamAM kahe che. abhimAna' nAmane bIje kaSAya-Azrava che. ApaNe tene oLakhe che. tene mArdava-namra svabhAve che. ApaNe game

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424 zrI zAMtasudhArasa tevA hoIe to paNa Akhare ApaNe keNu? ApaNuM sthAna zuM? "vIrA mArA gajathakI Utare" ema suprasiddha kathananuM 2hasya khAsa dhyAnamAM levA lAyaka che. namratA to mahAna saddaguNa che ane vicArazIlane sahaja saMgrAhya che. mAyA" nAmano Azrava ApaNe joI gayA chIe. kapaTa, daMbha, goTALA e ApaNane na zobhe. manamAM kAMI hoya ane uparathI kAMI bolavuM e keTalA bhava mATe! saraLatAthI enA para vijaya meLavavo. manavacana-kAyAnI ekatA vagara ghaNuM sakriyA nirarthaka thAya che. ahIM ghaNuM besI rahevAnuM nathI eTaluM spaSTa jaNAya to saraLatA AvI zake tema che. lebha" Azrava vadhAre Akare che. e ghaNuM AkAramAM vyakta thAya che ane sarva guNane nAza kare che. saMtoSathI enA para vijaya maLe che, nahitara te AkhI duniyAnuM rAjya maLe to paNa ochuM paDe che. e bhayaMkara durguNa ati mIThe hAI prANIne khUba karmothI bhAre banAve che. dhana kamAvA bese tyAre ene hetu ke sAdhyanuM bhAna rahetuM nathI ane AjanuM sAdhya te kAlanuM zarU karavAnuM sthAna bane che. saMtoSa thaI jAya te badhI tarakhaDa maTI jAya che. AvI rIte cAre kaSAye jeo mahAbhayaMkara che ane je prANa tarapha aneka karmo ANuM ene bhAre banAvI mUke che tenA para vijaya meLavavAnI bahu jarUra che. enA cAre upA te cAra yatidharmamAM upara AvI gayA che. karmonA baMdha vakhate e kaSAya sthitibaMdha ane rasabaMdhamAM khAsa kAryabhajave che tethI enAthI vadhAre cetavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA che. enA saMvara

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saMvara-bhAvanA. 425 dharmo kharA upAyabhUta che, amalamAM mUkavA gya che ane AtmavikAsamAM bahu suMdara kArya karanAra che. . 4. mana-vacana-kAyAnA ge ApaNuM pravRttine mukhya bhAga bhajave che. manathI vicArIne vANIthI athavA zarIrathI athavA banethI sarva pravRtti thAya che. A cage prazasta ane aprazasta be prakAranA che. saMvaramAM mane gumi, vacagupti, kAyagupti batAvI che. ene artha aprazasta gapravRtti para aMkuza thAya che. zubha yugamAM amuka hada sudhI pravRtti karavAnI AvazyakatA che. gupti eTale manAdine dAbI devAnA nathI paNa enI azubha pravRttio para aMkuza lAvavAnuM che. e aprazasta manavacana-kAyAnA yogone sadarahu traNa guptiothI jItavA e saMvara che. manavacana-kAyAnA aprazasta gone "aja " kahyA che. enA para vijaya meLavavA ghaNuM muzkela che, paNa vijaya meLavyA vagara AzravanAM meTAM garanALAM baMdha thAya tema nathI. mana jyAM tyAM deDyA kare to to pachI pAra kema Ave ? ane evI ja rIte vANu para saMyama na hoya to A prANa to game tevuM bolyA ja kare. ene potAnI vidvattA batAvavAnI, ThaThThA mazkarI karavAnI, asatya-asabhya balavAnI ane praNayanAM gAne gAvAnI eTalI Teva hoya che ke enA para aMkuza na hoya to pitAnuM bhASaNa calAvyA ja kare. ane zarIranI vAta zI karavI ? pacIze asalkiyAmAM ene bhAga maTe che. karmone meTo jaththo e kheMcI lAve che. khAsa karIne mane gupta sarvathI vadhAre AkarI che paNa teTalI ja te jarUrI che. AvI rIte yoga para vijaya meLavo. A mahAna ga che. enAM prasaMgo sAdhano

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46 zrI zAMta-sudhArasa ane rastAe zeAdhavA. yeAgagraMthAmAM yama, niyama, AsanAdi mAge atAvyA che te khUba samajavA ceAgya che. * mana sAdhyuM teNe saghaLu sAdhyuM" e sAcI ane khAsa jarUrI vAta che ane tethI ja yAgAne ajacca kahyA che, eTale ke enA para jaya meLavavA muzkela che paNa sAthe ja dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM ke e jaya azakaya nathI. A saMvara mAge pravartana karavAthI iSTa meAkSasukha jarUra maLe tema che mATe cegeA para vijaya meLavaveA. A saMvara mA mahA rAjayoga hAi khUba vicAravA jevA ane bhAvavA jevA che, kharekhara jIvavA jevA che. enA vikAsamAM jIvanayAtrAnI saphaLatA samAyelI che ane AzravA sAme dvArA baMdha karavAnu e pramaLa sAdhana che mATe emAM prayatna jarUra karavA. 3. 5. TUMkAmAM vAta karatAM upara jaNAvelI rIta pramANe jyAre tadna nirmaLa hRdayapUrvaka AzravAne rokavAmAM Ave tyAre eka ghaNu sudara ati viziSTa pariNAma nIpajAvI zakAya Dhe ane te iSTa tathA prAptavya che. ahIM A jIvane AtmAne vahANanuM rUpaka ApI vAta calAve che. prathama tA AzravAnA raidhane amala hRdayathI karavAnA che. ethI karmone madha ane maLanI utpatti aTakI jAya che. maLane vadhAre na thAya e ja kArya saMvaranuM che ane te Azravane rAdha thaye prAptavya che. vahANane iSTa sthAne paheAMcavA mATe traNa vastunI jarUra che. vahANa peAte dirayAne yeAgya hAvuM joie, enA saDha kharAkhara hAvA joie ane ene pavana arAmara lAgavA joie. ema thAya te| e dariyAnA bhayeAne ALagI dhArela aMdare pahoMce che.

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saMvara-bhAvanA. 4ra7 A AtmanakAne nirvANapurIe-mekSanagarIe pahoMcADavI che. ene uparanI traNa bAbate barAbara lAgu paDe che. prathama to e supratiSThAnazALI hovo joIe. vahANano madhya bhAga barAbara dariyAne lAyaka ho ghaTe. e pramANe eNe suMdara vrata gheryAdi guNa keLavI pitAnA vahANane dariyAnI-saMsArasamudranI musApharIne egya banAvavuM joIe. A prathama zarata thaI. bIjI vAta e ke Apta purUSonAM vAkya para zraddhA rAkhavI joIe. dareka bAbatamAM kAMI pote praga ke carcA karI zakato nathI. AptanI AtatA kaTIthI karI tenA vAkayamAM zraddhA rAkhavI e ja ene mATe mArga che. jemanAmAM rAgadveSa na hoya te Ata. temanAM vacane zodhI temAM zraddhA rAkhavI. A kharekhara saDha che. AptavAkyAMtargata aneka bAbato atre prastuta thAya te vicArI levI. atra te lakhavA mAMDIe te ghaNe vadhAre thaI jAya. AvA saDhane Azraya karyA vagara kadI bhavasamudrano pAra pamAya tema nathI. e AzA vyartha che. ane trIjI vAta te anukULa pavana che. zuddha cage e pavana che. emAMthI jyAre A jIvane potAne preraNA maLe, enA manavacana-kAyAnA gemAM ekatA AvI jAya, enI azubha yogapravRtti aTakI jAya eTale enuM vahANa saDasaDATa AgaLa vadhavA lAge che. AvI rIte jIvavahANa-AtmajahAja majabUta hoya, saDha suMdara daDha hoya ane pavana anukULa vAya to e sapATAbaMdha bhavasamudranA jaLane tarI jaIne nirvANapurIe pahoMcI jAya che. je tAre bhavasamudrane pAra pAma hoya te Azravane

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428 zrI zAMtasudhArasa revAne amala hRdayathI karI tene re kara, tArA vahANane sannaddhabaddha kara, pAkA majabUta saDha caDhAva ane suMdara yoganA vAyune bahalAvI vahANane choDI mUka. nA bhAra e vahANamAM ladAto baMdha thaI jaze ane vahANunuM sukAna hAthamAM AvI jaze eTale tArA ISTa baMdare jarUra pahoMcI jaIza. sarva Azravane rAdha karanAra ane zuddha zraddhA tathA zubha cagarUpa saMvaravALe AtmA jarUra mekSagAmI thAya che. geyASTaka paricaya : saMvara bhAvanA 1. saMvarabhAvanA ApaNe bhAvIe. he cetana ! Akhe jena bhAga e AtmavikAsane mArga che. cetanane e sarva duHkhathI mukti apAvI, niraMtarane mATe enAmAM sthAyI vItarAgabhAva pragaTa karI, enA janma-jarA-maraNanAM du:khone dUra kare che. e anaMta sukha prApta karavAne sAro upAya tAre zeAdha che? zedha hoya to e upAyonA samUhane tuM barAbara sAMbhaLI-samajI le. tane vAraMvAra Agraha karIne kahevAmAM Ave che ke e sAcA upAyane tuM sAMbhaLa, sAMbhaLa. je prathama vAta to e che ke samyaga jJAna-darzana-cAritra e traNe maLIne mokSanuM sAdhana che. A traNe sAdhane mahApavitra che paNa e traNe eka sAthe hovA joIe. jJAnathI vastu svarUpa samajAya che, darzanathI heya-upAdeyano viveka thAya che ane cAritrathI AtmasvarUpamAM ramaNatA thAya che. e sarva sAthe samyak zabda lAgela che te dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnuM che. e sAdhana ane sAdhyanI aMte ekatA thaI jAya che. kamika vikA

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saMvarabhAvanA. 429 sathI e prApya che ane pachI mekSamAM te svarUparamaNatA ane sthiratA che. tyArapachI saMsAranI rakhaDapaTTI maTI jAya che. A jJAna-darzana-cAritrarUpa ratnatraya che. tenuM utkRSTa ArAdhana karavuM e zivasukhasAdhanane parama upAya che ane te upAya cakkasa che, zaMkA vagarane che ane phaLaviyegathI rahita che. tethI satya jJAna prApta karavA mATe apekSAo samajI tene Adara, heya-upAdeyane sAco vibhAga karI tajavA yogyane taja ane AdaravA gyane Adara temaja rAgadveSa tacha coga para vijaya meLavI tArA guNamAM ramaNa kara. AvuM doSa rahita ArAdhanA karavAthI tene hamezane mATe zivasukha prApta thaze ane atyAranI tArI sarva jaMjALane cheDe AvI jaze. A AkhI bhAvanAmAM zivasukha prApta karavAnuM sAdhya lakSamAM rAkhI prathama navA AvatAM karmone rokavAnA mArgo batAvyA che. eTaluM thAya eTale navI Avaka baMdha thAya che. pachI jUnI paDatara bAbatone (karmone) ane lAgelA kacarAne raste zuM karavo te nirjarA bhAvanAmAM batAvavAmAM Avaze. prathama Avakane te baMdha kara, pachI jUnA hisAbe ukheLI tenI patAvaTa kaI rIte karavI tenA mArgo batAvavAnI taka levAze. ahIM je upAya batAvyA che te siddha mAge che, zubha pariNAmanI bAbatamAM jarApaNa zaMkA vagaranA che ane tane phAvI jAya tevA che tethI tene tuM barAbara vicArI leje. tAre pratyeka bAbata sAMbhaLIne samajI rAkhavAnI che ane sAMbhaLyA samajyA pachI besI rahevAnuM nathI. mAtra sAMbhaLavAthI vaLe tema nathI, paNa sAcA upAya batAvyA hoya tene AdaravAnuM tAruM kAma che.

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zrI zAMtasudhArasa 2. pAMce iMdriyanA viSayAne tu dUra kara. tane aneka vakhata jaNAvyuM che ke viSaye bahu AkarA che ane meAharAjAnA meTA putra rAganA maMtrI viSayAbhilASanA e pAMca putrA che. e jyAM sudhI hAya che tyAMsudhI eka paNa vAtanI ekAgratA tArAmAM thavA deze nahi. e tA jema bane tema jaldIthI tadna dUra karavA yeAgya che. e visAvadazA che, tArA peAtAnA svabhAvathI tadna virUddha che ane tane saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che. ene tajavA mATe taiyAra thaI jA. 430 pachI krodha, mAna, mAyA, leAbharUpa cAra tArA meATA duzmanA che tenA para vijaya meLava. tAre jo saMyama rAkhatA zIkhavuM hAya teA A kaSAyA para vijaya meLavavAnI prathama jarUra che. vAtavAtamAM tuM lAlapILA thai jA ke tArI nAnI vAteAne moTAM rUpA ApI de ke mAyAkapaTa kara ke mUrchA kara emAM tane tArI jAta para jarA paNa saMyama lAge che ? tArA ataraMganA e AkarA duzmana che, rAga dveSanA mULa che ane tane saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che. e kaSAyeA bahu guptapaNe kAma kare che. ghaNIvAra sUkSma rUpamAM hAya che tyAre zAdhyA paNa jaDatA nathI ane tenA sabaMdhamAM ghaNIvAra ApaNe ApaNI jAtane chetarIe chIe. e kaSAye para vijaya meLavavAnI muzkelI teA che, paNa muzkelI vagara zAzrvata sukha kAMI ajAramAM paDyuM nathI. saMbhALI-sabhALIne e zatruone zeAdhavA paDaze ane vINIvINIne te para vijaya meLavavA paDaze. akaSAyI thaI sayamaguNane kharAkhara keLava, seva ane pachI majA joje. khUba halakA-haLavA thaI jaiza eTale majA Avaze.

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saMvara-bhAvanA. 431 ahIM "ramata mAtramAM "(sahelAIthI ) vijaya meLavavAnI vAta karI che te kAMI tamArI najara cUkAvavA nathI karI. jyAre A cetana enA kharA svarUpe UThI jera kare che tyAre ene kaSA para vijaya kara e ramata mAtra che. e to jyAM sudhI aTakI beTho che tyAMsudhI ja bApaDa-bicAro-paravaza lAge che, bAkI enA anaMta vIrya pAse kaSAye kAMI gaNatarImAM nathI. cetana ! A sarva sAcA upAyone sAMbhaLa ane akaSAyI thaI tArA saMyamaguNane keLava. e chaThTho saMyama nAmane yatidharma che, bIjI rIte e AkhA saMvaranA kSetrane rekI zake che ane cetanane vikAsa khUba karI zake che. A zivasAdhana sAMbhaLa-samaja. 3. e kaSAyo paikI ekanI vAta tane karIe ane tenA upAyane batAvIe. bIjAonuM svarUpa tuM pachI vicArI leje. phodharUpa agnine bUjhAvavA mATe varasAda lAvavo paDe tema che. vanamAM meTe dAha lAgyo hoya te te varasAdathI ja aTake, tethI krodharUpa agnine bUjhAvavA mATe tuM upazama rasane varasAda varasAva. AkhA zAstrano sAra A eka zabdamAM AvI jAya che. upAdhyAyajI kodhanA svAdhyAyamAM kahe che ke "upazama sAra che pravacane, sujasa vacana e pramANe re" upazama eTale zAMti-kSamA. e vIranuM bhUSaNa che. manamAMthI kodha dUra karavo ane game tevA AkarA prasaMgamAM paNa sthiratA rAkhavI e to bhAre vAta che. samatA vagaranI kiyA sarva nirarthaka che e vAta aneka vAra ApaNe joI che. A upazama bhAva lAvavAnuM che te dekhAva mAtra nahi paNa "manasA" hRdayapUrvaka lAvavAno che. A AMtararAjyanI

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432 zrI.zAMtasudhA sa sRSTimAM upara uparanA dekhAvane sthAna ja nathI e dhyAnamAM rAkhaje. aMta:karaNapUrvaka upazamabhAvane dhAraNa kara. upazamamAM krodhanI khAsa ane ekadare sarva kaSAyeAnI zAMti thAya che. vaLI hRdayamAM vinaya lAvI lAvIne virAgane dhAraNa kara. sAMsArika saMbaMdha parathI rAga jAya eTale ghaNI guMcavaNanA aMta AvI jAya che. e virAgane pariNAme viSayAmAMthI Asakti ochI thai jAya che ane chevaTe tadRna jAya che. virAga eTale varAgya che. e thatAM saMsAramAM kheMcI rAkhanAra mahA AkarSaka vibhAvanuM jora naSTaprAya thaI jAya che. A gAthAmAM je upazama ane virAga batAvyA che te samyakatvanAM liMge paikI be che. ( zama, sa Mvega, niveda, Astikaya ane anukaMpA e pAMca liMga che) ane samyagdarzananI pIchAna karAvanAra che. virAgane mATe ' niveda' zabda e sabhyahtvanA liMganAM nAmeAmAM yAjavAmAM AvyA che. A virAga athavA nivedya kharekhara parama utkarSa bhAvane dhAraNa karanAra che, kAraNa ke e AtmavikAsane sArI rIte vadhArI de che. karmone AvavAnAM dvArA e banne sArI rIte baMdha karI de che. 4. tu AkhA vakhata keTalI kalpanAe karyA kare che. tAre khAvAnI ciMtA, paheravAnI ciMtA, bharapASaNanI ciMtA, nAkarInI ciMtA, paisA thai gayA hAya teA jALavavAnI ciMtA, na maLyA hoya teA garIba rahI gayAnI ciMtA, rAgonI ciMtA-ema aneka ciMtAo-kalpanAjALA tAre mATe UbhAM che. tArI jAtane tapAsI jA. tane eka sthAnake nirAMte besavAnu maLaze nahi. cAre tarapha dhamAla, tAphAna, gaDabaDa ane guMcavaNa jaNAze.

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saMvara-bhAvanA. 433 eka ciMtA pUrI thaze tyAM aneka navI UbhI thaze. tema ja hiMsA, amRta, cerI, parastrI ane dhanasaMrakSaNa nimitta durgAne tane thayA ja kare che. A sthAnane tuM na kara. ene aTakAvavAne upAya upara paricaya gAthA mAM batAvyA che. tArI mAnasika zerI che, piLa che, tenA daravAjA ughADA paDyA che teno tuM khyAla kara. samaju tattvajJAnI pitAnI mAnasapaLa ughADI mUke nahi, e to enA daravAjA baMdha kare ane pAcho tapAsI paNa Ave ke daravAjA barAbara baMdha thayA che ke nahi. ughADA daravAjAmAM to cora tarata pisI jAya, mATe samajunuM kAma e ja che ke eNe mAnasa-vIthInA daravAjA baMdha karavA. Azrava cera che, ughADA daravAjA joI jarUra aMdara ghusI jAya tevA che ane tene bhAre banAve tevA che, mATe A daravAjAo baMdha karI tArA aMdaranA gharabAra ane vaibhavane barAbara jALavI rAkha. tuM samaju hAIza te AzravanA mArge jarUra baMdha karIza. A Akho mane guptino viSaya che. emAM nakAmA saMkalpone tyAga khAsa sUcavyuM che, te bahu ja vicAravA cogya che. pa. have tArI kAyAne atyAre tuM zuM upayoga kare che te vicAra. A zarIra majurI karavA ke nAma lakhavA ke vepAranokarI karavA mATe na ja hoya che te samajI zakAya tevI vAta che. samajelI vAtane tuM amala karato hA ke na ho te vAta bAju para rAkha, paNa tAre je e zarIrane saphaLa karavuM hoya to ene chUTuM mUkavAnI vAta cheDI de. e zarIra kevuM che te te teM anitya bhAvanAmAM joyuM che ane enA sva 28

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434 zrI zAMtasudhArasa rUpane khyAla azuci bhAvanAmAM tane Ave che, paNa have ene barAbara lAbha le. - tArA manane barAbara ekAgra karI enI atyaMta zuddhipUrvaka tuM saMyamayogamAM pravRtti kara. eka sthaLe kahyuM che ke saMyamomAM niraMtaruM racAkRtaH vA: AtmAne saMyamayegamAM Akho vakhata udyamI rAkho. vairAgyanI vAta kare che te ALasunA manoratha nathI ke vairAga pAmI besI rahevAnuM nathI. A vakhata AMtarA vagara saMyamayegamAM AtmAne parAvAyale rAkhavAno che ane tene mATe zarIrane khUba udyamI rAkhavuM paDe tema che. - ahIM prasaMgopAta eka vAta karavA jevI che. sAdhudharmamAM Akho vakhata eTalI kriyA karavAnI hoya che ke savAranA cAra vAgyethI zarU karIne ene Avazyaka, paDilehaNa, caityavaMdana, devavaMdanAdi karavAnAM hoya che. e uparAMta gocarI vigeremAM khuba upayoga rAkhavo paDe che. e sarvamAM sAdhya saMyamanuM che paNa ene jarA paNa ALasamAM paDavA devAnI vAta nathI. A prANuMne moTo savAla ja savAranI sAMja pADavAno che. e navaro paDe te aneka tophAna kare. kaleze paNa navarA mANase ja kare che. udyogI zaheramAM kuTuMba-kalaha A ja kAraNe ochA dekhAya che. matalaba e che ke A zarIrane je kharo lAbha levo hoya to tenI dvArA saMyamayeganI siddhi karavAnI jarUra che. AvI rIte zarIrane je kharekhara lAbha levAya to AvatAM aneka karmo aTakI jAya che. A saMvarane kAyagupti kahevAmAM Ave che. yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke emAM saMyamayeganI pravRttine niSedha nathI, paNa sAMsArika pravRttio -saMsAra vadhAranArI pravRttio upara ja aMkuza mUkavAno che.

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saMvara bhAvanA. ahIM je 'sayamayAga'nI vAta kahI che temAM caraNasittarI ane karaNasittarInA sIttera sIttera bhedane samAveza thAya che. tenA vivecana mATe jIe adhyAtmakalpadruma pRSTha 396 thI pRSTha 399 sudhI. e sarva bhedA vicAratAM AkhA vakhata zarIrane upayAgamAM levAnI ane udyamI rAkhavAnI vAta AvI jaze ane e ja zarIranI ciratA tA che ema samajavAnI jarUra che. 435 eka khIjI ghaNI upayogI vAta tAre jarUra nakkI karavAnI che. A duniyAmAM pAravagaranA matamatAMtaro che. tAre amuka ja mata AdaravA ema keAI kahe teA tAre mAnI levAnu nathI, paNa e sa mAM je zuddha mArga hAya, jemAM AtmavikAsanuM tattva kharAkhara atAvyu hAya, jemAM paraspara virodha na hAya ane jethI tArA AtmasvabhAva kharAkhara prakaTa thAya tema hAya evA vizuddha mAtu zeAdhI le. parIkSA karavAmAM tu jarApaNuM narama paDIza nahi. aneka rIte ene cakAso ane pachI satyane svIkAra karaje. aneka mata ane mArganI bhUlabhUlAmaNImAM bhUlA paDI na jatA. sAcA nyAyamA tane vicAravAthI maLI zake tema che, parIkSA karavAthI prApya che ane tema karavAnI jarUra eTalA mATe che ke eka vakhata sAcA mArga tane maLI jaze teA pachI tArA sAdhyane mAge pravAsa barAbara thaze. badhA dharma sArA che ema kahevuM e parIkSakAne ghaTamAna nathI ane parIkSA karavAmAM jarA paNa vAMdhA nathI, tuM tapAsa karI nyAyamA grahaNa kara. tArI parIkSA upara tArI pragatinA AdhAra che tethI jo tAre AzravAne kharAkhara aTakAvavA hAya tA tAre zuddha patha zeAdhaveA ja paDaze.

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zrI zAMtasudhArasa 6. aneka guNene jyAM samanvaya thAya che tevA brahmacarya vratane tuM dhAraNa kara. guNe aneka che, vrata-niyama aneka che temAMthI A brahmacaryane khAsa tAravI te para vivecana karavAnuM khAsa kAraNa che te paNa ahIMA vicAravuM ghaTe. brahmacarya--strI-saMsargane tyAga. eno mahimA adbhuta che. zarIra Arogya mATe enI jarUra che. AtmavikAsamAM vega para aMkuzanI jarUra che. brahmacarya vagara cega para aMkuza lagabhaga azakya che. AtmasAdhaka mATe baddhakaccha hovAnI parama AvazyakatA che. enAthI zuddha jJAna prApta thAya che. jJAnathI viveka prApya che ane vivekathI sadasanI vivecanA thaI zake che. bahu saMbhALa rAkhIne brahmacaryane samajavAnI-AdaravAnI khAsa AvazyakatA che. enA vagara cegamAM ke AtmapragatimAM vadhAre thavAnI AzA nirarthaka che. eno khyAla strIsaMga athavA tenI abhilASA manane keTaluM badhuM lubdha-asthira banAvI mUke che tenA anubhava uparathI Ave tema che. moTA moTA RSimunio paNa e saMbaMdhamAM bedarakAra thaI jAya te mahApAta pAme che. e brahmavratanI nave vADe paNa khuba dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che. e ziyaLa kSetranI rakSA karanAra che. saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM prabaLa sAdhana enA saMbaMdhamAM nirapekSa rahevAthI prApta thAya che. Atmapragati IcchanAra mATe brahmacarya anivArya che. je aneka karmone AvavAne mArga baMdha karavo hoya te brahmacarya AtmavikAsanI bArAkSarI che ema samajavuM. ghara e ghara nathI, strI e ghara che. purUSanI daSTie strI e saMsA che. strInI daSTie purUSa e saMsAra che. sarvathA saMyama grahaNa

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saMvra bhAvanA. 437 karavA te atyuttama vAta che paraMtu te na bane te saMsAramAM rahIne paNa brahmacarya pALavAthI ghaNA savara thai zake che. brahmacarya mAM kAma-icchA, kAma-kalpanA, kAmaviSayaka manerathA, hastakriyA, sRSTivirUddha kRtyAdi sarvanA samAveza thaI jAya che te dhyAnamAM rAkhavu. mAnasika bhAga paNa brahmacArIne na ghaTe. manadvArA A bAbatane aMge bahu karma baMdhAya che tethI khAsa dhyAna kheMcavAnI jarUrIAta dhAravAmAM AvI che. A saMvaranA viSayamAM gurU mahArAja je upadeza Ape te pavitra nidhAnanI jema sa`gharI le. saMvaranA aneka vibhAgeAmAM tArI peAtAnI buddhi kAma karI na zake. gurUmahArAja pAse saMpradAya jJAnanA ane anubhavanA bhaMDAra hAya che. teo tane suMdara rastA batAvaze ane te dvArA tArAM aneka AzravaDhArA adha thai jaze. saMvarane age A ati mahattvanI khAmatamAM dhyAna kheMcIne zrovinayavijayajI upAdhyAye bahu jarUrI sUcanA karI che. 7. aMte sarva vAtanA AdhAra tArI piraNita upara che. e pariti jeTalI nirmaLa thaze teTaleA AtmavikAsa thaze ene khUba suMdara karavA mATe tAre sacamayeAgAmAM yatna karavAnA che ane Agama-zAstragraMthAneA vAravAra abhyAsa karavAnA che. sacamanA sattara prakAra ApaNe upara joi gayA chIe. caraNasittarI temaja karaNasittarInA prakAro paNa eTalA ja dhyAna ApavA ceAgya che. emAM pravRtti karavAthI adhyavasAya khUba ni La thaze. ane oLakhAvanAra zAstragraMtha che. sayamanuM utpAdana, vardhana, pAlana ane laprApaNa e sarva tadviSayaka graMthAmAM che. jJAna vagara sayamane oLakhavA muzkela che ane mAtra jJAnathI kAMI vikAsa

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438 zrI-zAMtasudhArasa zakaya nathI. jJAna-kriyA bannenI eka sAthe AvazyakatA che. pariNatinI nirmaLatA upara AzravanA nidhana khAsa AdhAra che ane e ja saMvara che. adhyavasAne jema bane tema nirmaLa karavAnI atyaMta AvazyakatA eTalA mATe che ke chevaTe karmabaMdhano kula AdhAra adhyavasAya upara nirbhara rahe che. have chevaTe tArA potAnA svarUpane oLakha. tArA je sahabhAvI dharmo che te "guNa" kahevAya che. tArAmAM anaMta jJAna-darzanacAritra-upayoga ane vIrya Adi aneka guNe che. e niraMtara sAthe rahenAra che ane vAraMvAra pharanArA rUpa te paryA che. jIva paMceMdriya thAya, manuSya thAya, dArika ke vaikiya zarIravALo thAya, susvara yukta thAya, sArA rUpavALe-dekhAvaDe thAya e vigere parivartana pAmanArA dharmo "paryAye" kahevAya che. guNa niraMtara sAthe rahe che, paryAye pharatA jAya che. bodhasvabhAva jJAna che. parabhAvanivRttisvabhAva e cAritra che. AtmAne-cetanane barAbara oLakhave, enA mULa guNe samajavA, enA vibhAve ane paryAyane pArakhI levA, enA upagalakSaNane samajavuM ane enI karma para sAmrAjya meLavavAnI sattAgata zaktine samajavI e jIvananI dhanya bhAvanA che, parama kartavya che, ISTa phaLa ApanAra siddhayoga che. A cetanane tuM barAbara oLakha. cetanane tuM oLakhIza eTale tArI jAtane tuM oLakhIza. tuM keNa che ane kayAM AvI bharANe che te barAbara samaja. tAre AzravadvAre baMdha karI saMvara kara hoya te tArI jAtane oLakha ane enA kharA svarUpamAM ene bahAra lAva. 8 tIrthakaramahArAje tAre mATe sadupadeza bharI-bharIne

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saMvarabhAvanA. 439 aneka graMtho, ziSya, praziSyadvArA prakaTa karIne mahAna upakAra karyo che. tenAthI tuM tArI jAtane oLakhate thayo che. tAre uddhAra tArA hAthamAM che e tane samajAyuM che ane A sarva phasAmaNa tyajavA gya che e vAta temaNe tAre gaLe UtArI che. emanAM bhavya AdarzacaritranuM tuM vAraMvAra gAna kara. enAthI tArI jIbhane hA le. A zAMtarasane vAraMvAra pI-pIne khuba majA mahANa. atyAre tane khare avasara maLyo che tene sArI rIte lAbha le ane mahAna atyaMtara rAjyamAM praveza kara. zivasukhasAdhananA A parama upAyane tuM vAraMvAra sAMbhaLI ane tene sadupayega premathI, hRdayathI, AnaMdatha kara. x saMvara bhAvanA bhAvatAM khUba lahera thAya tema che. graMthakartAe saMvarane aMge nIcenA viSaye para dhyAna kheMcyuM che avratapaNe para jaya kara-saMyamavaDe. mithyA abhiniveza para jaya kare-samyagadarzanavaDe. Arauddha dhyAna para jaya karavo-cittanI sthiratAvaDe. krodha para vijaya meLava-kSamA-kSAMtivaDe. abhimAna para vijaya meLava-mArdava-namratAvaDe. mAyA para vijaya meLava-AjasaraLatAvaDe. lebha para vijaya meLavavo-saMtoSavaDe. mana-vacana-kAyAnA adhama vega para vijaya meLava-traNa gupivaDe. 1*

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440 zrI zAMtasudhAra. saMvarane paMtha mekSaprAptine sadupAya che. upAye nIce pramANe che - jJAna-darzana-cAritra e ratnatrayanI parama ArAdhanA karavI. viSayanA vikArane dUra karavA. akaSAyI bhAva dhAraNa kare. upazama rasanuM anuzIlana karavuM. saMsAra para virAga-vairAgya dhAraNa kare. koIpaNa prakAranA saMkalpa-vikalpa na karavA. mAnasika bhramaNAne virodha karavo. saMyamayagamAM niraMtara pravRtti karavI. kAyAne-zarIrane bane teTalA sArA kAryamAM lAbha le. vividha paMthamAMthI satya mArga zodhIne svIkAro. brahmacarya vratane sarvIze AdaravuM. gurUmahArAja pAsethI sadupadeza grahaNa karavo. adhyavasAyanI nirmaLatA saMyamathI ane AgamanA jJAnathI karavI. cetananA guNa tathA paryAyane barAbara oLakhavA. tIrthakara mahArAjanA caritranA gAna gAvAM. A mukhya muddAo tarapha lekhazrIe dhyAna kheMcyuM che ane bhAvanAne rasa jamAvyuM che. ApaNe tene samuccaye khyAla karI jaIe.

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saMvarabhAvanA. 441 AzranA garanALAM Idriya, kaSAya, avrata, ye ane pacIza kriyArUpa che. tene aTakAvavAnAM kAra samiti, gupti, yatidharmo, bhAvanA, cAritra ane parISaha che. iMdriyo para vijaya meLavavA mATe yatidharma paikI saMyamane khAsa upayogI che ane guptine tathA parISahono paNa upaga karI zakAya che. kyAya para vijaya meLavavA mATe mane guNine upaga ane bhAvanAono upaga che tathA yatidharmone paNa emAM eTale ja upayogI bhAga che. aviratinA vijaya mATe yatidharmo ane cAritra Avazyaka che. tenA peTAmAM bAvIza parISahone khAsa sthAna che. cage para vijaya meLavavA mATe samiti-guNine mukhya sthAna che ane yatidharmo tathA cAritrane AnuSaMgika tarIke eTaluM ja upayogI sthAna che. mithyAtva karmabaMdhamAM je bhAga bhajave che tenuM nivAraNa cAritra, yatidharmo ane aMtargata parISahAthI zakya che. A AkhA vizALa kSetramAM pharavA mATe bAra bhAvanAne mukhya sthAna evI rIte prApta thAya che ke enA prakAranI anuprekSA vagara kharI vastusthiti kadI prApta thaI zakatI nathI. bAkI ekaMdare joIe te pratyeka Azravane baMdha karavA mATe saMvaramAMthI ghaNuMkharAne judI judI rIte upayoga karavo jarUrI che. e vagara ApaNuM sthiti kharekharI sudharI zake tema nathI.

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zrI zAMnta sudhArasa eka bAjue karmanI Avaka joine gabharAI javAya tevu che, paNa bIjI khAjue enI sAme lazkara paNa evu ja jakharU taiyAra karI zakAya tema che. AzravanA 42 bheda che te savaranA 57 che. sAMsArika jIvAne jema paisA, strI, putra ane vyApAranI lAlasA lAge che tevI ja tIvratAthI jo ene yatiyAM ke cAritra vigere savA tarapha laganI lAge te mAhurAjAnu jora tUTI jAya tema che ane prANI karmanA AvatA pravAha sAme pALa bAMdhI zake che. sAMsArika kAryamAM je udvega, mujhavaNa ane AMtaravikAra che tenuM astitva savaranA eka paNa vibhAgamAM dekhAze nahi. sAmAyika laine beThA hAie tyAre je zAMtinA anubhava thAya che, cAritra pALanArane je AMtararAjya maLe che athavA bhAvanA bhAvatI vakhate mana je Adhidaivika sukha anubhave che te saMsAramAM maLavuM azakaya che. e AkhI dazA ja aneAkhI che, enI bhavya kalpanA paNa vacanAtIta che. 442 saddabhAvanAzALI zrAvaka vicAra kare ke mArA kayAre udaya thaze ane huM A saMsAranI sarva upAdhi cheDI sarvasvanA tyAga karI AtmArAmamAM kayAre ramaNa karIza ?' AvI bhAvanA bhAve, aMtarathI enA para prema rAkhe ane e Adaze pahAMcavA aMtarathI icchA rAkhe. ene nirjana sthAnamAM dhyAna karavAnA kADa thAya, e AtmAnA amaratvane ciMtave, e cAritranI ArAdhyatA vicAre ane enI tIvra bhAvanA karmAMnA cheda karI meAkSa prApta karavAnI hAya. ane saMsAranA ragaDA-jhagaDAmAM kadI AnaMda Ave ja nahi. enAmAM apUrva zAMti hAya ane Avezane prasaMge enA peTamAMthI pANI paNa hAle nahi.

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443, saMvarabhAvanA. yatidharmanI vAta to zI karavI? enA nAmathI paNa AnaMda, thAya tema che. mAtra kSamA, mArdava, Arjava ane saMtoSa e nAmomAM ja evo camatkAra che ke enAmAM akhaMDa zAMti hoya e pratyakSa dekhAya tevI vAta che. enI aMtargata je cAritra che te parama AnaMdanuM sthAna che ane samiti guptinI vAta to AtmAne zAMta karI de tevI che. eka eka saMvaranI bhAvanA karatAM manamAM je anicca AnaMda thAya che te kharekhara anubhavavA gya che. parISahanI vAta khAsa samajavA jevI che. emAM anukULa ane pratikULa parISaha jyAre svavazapaNe AnaMdathI anubhavIe chIe tyAre kevo AnaMda thAya che? kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hoya chatAM niravadya AhAra premapUrvaka maLe to ja levAya ane nahi to aMdaranI zAMtithI calAvI levAya evo tyAgabhAva Ave tyAre zI maNa rahe? zrI vIraparamAtmAne pAra vagaranA upasargo thayA. enI vigata vAcatAM paNa romAMca khaDA thAya che. zULapANi ane saMgamadeve upasa karyA ane prabhunA kAnamAM khIlA ThekANA paNa enI zAMti to juo ! cha mAsa upasargo karI saMgama devatA gayo tyAre prabhunI AMkhamAM pANI AvI gayA, paNa te upasarganA duHkhathI nahi kintu e saMgama potAnA AtmAnuM keTaluM ahita karI gayo e jAtanI uttama karUNAbuddhithI ! A to bhUtadayAnuM apratima daSTAMta che. caMDakoziyAne upadrava paNa e ja bhayaMkara hate. game tevA upasarga thAya, lAlace thAya ke prANuta kaSTa Ave paNa lIdhela niyamathI calita na ja thavAya evI daDhatA prApta thAya to mokSa hAthamAM ja che. saMvaranI AkhI bhAvanAmAM tyAgabhAvane mukhya sthAna che. emAM je vastu ke saMbaMdhane khoTI mAnyatAthI potAnA mAnyA

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zrI zAMtasudhArasa che tene tyAga karavAnA judA judA rastA batAvyA che. manane A jheka pheravo paDe tema che, paNa vicAraNAne pariNAme ene pheravyA pachI khUba AnaMda Ave tema che. e AnaMdane sAco khyAla sAMsArika prANIne AvA muzkela che. lAbhaalAbhamAM manane eka sarakhuM rAkhavuM, zatru-mitrane eka kakSAmAM mUkavA, niMdA-stuti karanAra upara jarApaNa reSa ke teSane aMza aMdarathI paNa thavA devo nahi. e sarva sAmAnya janapravAhathI eTalI ucca bhUmikA che ke kadAca thoDo vakhata e bhUmikAe pahoMcavAmAM muzkelI jaNAze; paNa vadhAre vicArazAe e khAsa prApya lAgaze. prayatna e sAdhya che-zakya che. tyAM pahoMcanAra ApaNA jevA ja AtmAo hatA e vAta khAsa lakSamAM rahevI joIe. vizeSa vicAraNA mATe saMvaranA be vibhAga karavAmAM AvyA che. "dravyasaMvara" ane "bhAvasaMvara." karyagrahaNa karavAne jethI vicacheda thAya tene dravyasaMvara kahevAmAM Ave che. saMsAra nimitta kriyAthI virati-abhAva thAya tene bhAvasaMvara kahevAmAM Ave che. khUba vicAravA jevuM che. karmane AvatAM aTakAvavA mATe ApaNe ATale badhe vicAra karyo te sarva dravyasaMvara che. matalaba samiti, gupti, parISaha ke yatidharmo e sarva dravyasaMvara che. ethI karma AvatAM aTake che. bhAvasaMvara te saMsAra vadhAranAra kiyAthI ja barAbara aTakI javAya te che. matalaba bhAvasaMvara karanAra to saMsAra saMbaMdhI kriyAne ja tyAga karI de che. je kharekhara prasAda prApta karela hoya ane sAthe poMcavuM hoya to A saMsAra nimitta kriyAothI viratibhAva prApta karyA vagara chUTake ja nathI.

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saMvabhAvagnA. 445 prANanAcetananA vikAsamAM saMvarane atimahattvanuM sthAna che. emAM mAnasika ghaNuM dvAra baMdha karavAnAM hoya che ane tenI cAvIo tyAMthI ja maLI zake tema che. cAlyA AvatAM karmone aTakAvavAnA e siddha upAya che. potAne kaI jAtanAM karmo sAthe vadhAre saMbaMdha che ane kyA upAye vadhAre upayogI nIvaDI zakaze e pratyeka vyaktie zodhI levAnuM che, paNa e sarvamAM tyAgabhAva, saMsAra para virAga, upazamabhAvane Adara, akaSAyI vRtti, AzravanA mArgo para vijaya ane zuddha deva-gurU-dharmanuM zraddhAna athavA samyaktva e to sArvatrika hovA ghaTe. carcA nAnI nAnI vigatemAM zakya che, paNa mULa muddAo te sarvane barAbara lAgu paDe tema che. saMsAra para sAco hadayano nirveda Ave ane hRdayapUrvaka tyAgabhAva para prIti thAya to Azra game tevA jabarA hoya ane maharAja game te baLavAna hoya te paNa Akhare ene bAMdhI zakAya tema che. saMvaranA pratyeka mArga para anuprekSA karavAthI AvatAM karmone to aTakAvI zakAya che. have prathamanA lAgelAM karmone bhAra paNa Akare to che tene raste za kare te paNa turatamAM vicAravAmAM Avaze. hAla to vAraMvAra vicAra karIne ughADA daravAjAone baMdha karI cetanajIne bhAre thato aTakAva ane atra varNavelA Adaza upAyone khUba bhAvI bhAvIne-vicArI vicArIne ajamAva. vyavahAranI ukti che ke "pappA pApa na kIjIe, to puNya kIdhuM e vAra." bIjuM kAMI na bane te paNa navAM karma vadhArIe nahi to paNa raste saraLa thAya tema che, bhAra ocho thAya tema che ane sAyanuM sAmIpya thAya tema che.

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zrI jayaseAmamuniviracita saMvarabhAvanA, [ u. sakaLacaMdajI mahArAje savarabhAvanAne sAtamI bhAvanAne gAthAmAM ja samAveza karI dIdhelA heAvAthI sthAnazUnya na rahevA mATe zrI jayasomamuninI karelI saMvarabhAvanA mukI che. ] duhA. zubha mAnasa mAnasa karI, dhyAna amRta rasa relI; navadala zrI navakAra pada, karI kamalAsana kelI. pAtaka paka pakhALIne, karI savanI pALa; paramahaMsa padavI lo, ADI sakaLa jaMjALa. ( ulUnI dezI. ) AThamI sara bhAvanA jI, dharI cittazu` eka tAra; samiti gupti sudhI dharo che, ApeAApa vicAra, salUNA ! zAMti sudhArasa cAkha.--e AMkaNI. virasa viSaya phaLa phUlaDe jI, aTatA mana Ala rAkha. sa0 1 lAbha alAne sukha du:khe jI, jIvita maraNa samAna; zatru mitra sama bhAvatA jI, mAna ane apamAna, kadI e parigraha chAMDazuM jI, lezuM sayama bhAra; zrAvaka cite huM kA jI, karIza saMthAro sAra. sAdhu AzaMsA ima kare jI, sUtra bhaNIza gurU pAsa; ekalamalla pratimA rahI jI, karIza sa`lekhaNa khAsa, sa0 4 sarva jIva hita citaveA jI, yas ma kara jaga mitta; satya vacana mukha bhAkhIe jI, parahara paraMtu vitta. sa0 5 krAmakaTaka bhedaNa bhaNI jI, dhara tuM zIla sanAha; navavidha parigraha mUkatAM jI, lahIe sukha athAhu. daiva maNue upasarga zuM jI, nizcala hAya sadhIra; khAvIza parIsaha jItIe jI, jima jItyA zrIvIra, 3 sa0 2 sa0 3 sa0 6 sa0 7

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prakaraNa navamuM nirjarA bhAvanA- ? pUrva paricaya - AtmAnI sAthe je karmonA thara lAgelA hoya tenuM zuM karavuM? karmonA traNa prakAra vedAMtamAM batAvyA che. kriyamANa, saMcita ane prArabdha. karmane baMdha thAya-baMdhAtAM karmo te kriyamANa. enA mArgo ApaNe Azrava bhAvanAmAM jaI gayA ane enI sAmenA aTakAva ApaNe AThamI saMvara bhAvanAmAM joI gayA. je karmo udayamAM Ave eTale je paripAka dazAne pAme te prArabdha. udayamAM Ave tene bhegavI levA, paNa jema jamInamAM bI vAvyuM hoya tene ugatAM vakhata lAge evI rIte keTalAe karmo aMdara paDayA rahe tene saMcita karma kahevAmAM Ave che. jenaparibhASAmAM ene "sattAgata karmo kahe che. eno samaya na Ave tyAMsudhI e aMdara paDyA rahe che. A karmone nAza nirAdvArA thAya che. - nirjarA eTale karmonuM sADavuM (khaMkheravuM). jema vastrane khaMkheravAthI temAM rahela pANI temaja kacaro kharI paDe che tema sattAmAM paDelAM karmone udIraNA dvArA kheMcI lAvI, tene nirasa banAvI dUra karavA enuM nAma nirjarA kahevAya che. emAM AtmA sAthe lAgelA karmonuM sATana thAya che, nirjarA dvArA e taddana pAtaLA paDI jaI cIkAza gumAvI AtmAparathI kharI paDe che. nirjarA be prakAranI che: "akAmA" ane "sakAmAM."

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448 zrISNAMtasudhArasa IcchAzaktinA upayogathI IrAdApUrvaka karmane jethI kSaya thAya, tene sakAmAM athavA sakAma nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. AgaLa je tapanA bhedo kahevAmAM Avaze tethI je karmo kharI paDe te sakAmanI kakSAmAM Ave che. ApaNe IrAdApUrvaka tyAga karIe, samajIne vastunA lAbha sulabha hoya chatAM mana-vacana-kAyAnA cega para aMkuza rAkhIe tethI sakAma nirjarA thAya che. dararoja niyama dhArIe athavA tyAgabuddhie khAnapAnanI vastu tathA vastrAdine tyAga karIe tyAre sakAma nirjarA thAya che, ethI UlaTuM samajyA vagara-IcchA vagara sahana karIe tyAre akAmanirjarA thAya che. ghoDAne khAvAnuM na maLe ke vanaspatinuM chedana-bhedana thAya tyAre te jIvAtmAe kAMI tyAgavRttio manapara aMkuza rAkhatA nathI ke bhUkha-tarasanI pIDA ke chedanabhedanano trAsa jANIbUjhIne sahana karatA nathI. temane je karmakSaya thAya te akAmanirjarA kahevAya che. ahIM je "kAma" zabda che te kiyA pAchaLa rahelA Azayaparatve che, samajapUrvakanA arthamAM e zabda vaparAya che e dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. ApaNI pAse vastune sadbhAva hoya chatAM te vastune tyAgabhAve choDavAnI ahIM vAta che. koI kArya phaLanI apekSAe karavuM ke nirmamatva bhAve karavuM enI temAM vAta nathI, paNa kAma zabda kiyA kaI rIte thaI che ? samajapUrvaka thaI che ke mAtra sahaje thaI gaI che e hakIkta para dhyAna ApavAnuM che. A kAraNe sakAmanirjarA prayatnajanya che, akAmanirjarA te mAtra AgaMtuka hAI saheje banI Ave che. sabhya jJAna sahita vivekapUrvaka karela kiyAne Ucca sthAna prAptavya hAya ja e vAta atra samajavAnI che.

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na jarA bhAvanI. 449 nirjarA aneka kAraNeAthI thAya che. saMvaranA pratyeka mArgomAM paNa te ja ja kAraNeAne sadbhAva hAya che, paNa jyAre tapanA prakAre vicAravAmAM Avaze tyAre jaNAze ke e savAno tapamAM samAveza thaI jAya che. karma aTakAvanAra tarIke je savAnuM pAchaLa vivecana karyuM te ja savarAnA saMcita karmo dUra karavAmAM upayoga thAya che ane tyAre tenA bAhya-abhyantara tapamAM samAveza thAya che ane te apekSAthI te nirjarAmAM samAi jAya che. A vAta tapanA prakArAmAM ma vicAra karatAM jaNAi Avaze. nirjarA tapathI siddha thAya che. jainazAstramAM ahiMsA, sayama ane tapanA mahimA sarvotkRSTa khatAnye che. dharma utkRSTa maMgaLa che ane te ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapanI tripuTIrUpa che. A vAta ApaNe hamaNAM ja jozuM. nirjarA karanAra tapane ApaNe vicArIe. tapanA be mukhya vibhAge! che : bAhya ane abhya tara bAhya tapa khAdya padArthonI apekSA rAkhe che. mAnasikataSane abhyataratA kahevAmAM Ave che. bAhyatapa abhyatara tapane khUba avakAza ane pASaNa Ape che tethI tenuM mahattva tA che ja, paNa abhyataratapanI viziSTatA spaSTa che. e tapanA bhede vicAratAM ane tenuM sUkSma najare pRthakkaraNa karatAM emAM sarva dhArmika niyameAne sArI rIte saMpUrNa prasAra thatA dekhAi Avaze. prathama ApaNe bAhya tAnA vicAra karIe. enA cha vibhAga che te nIce pramANe che: 1 anazana--azana eTale khAvuM te. anazana eTale na khAvuM te. amuka vakhata mATe khAvAne tyAga te 'itvara ' 29

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450 zrI-zAMta-sudhArasa ane maraNa sudhI na khAvuM te yAvatkathika. ' cAvathikamAM nihArima vibhAgamAM kraravA-haravAnA pratiba Mdha nathI. atihArimamAM jyAM anazana karyuM hoya tyAM ja rahevAnu thAya che. 2 UNAdarikA--sudhAnA pramANa karatAM echA AhArakaravA. AmAM anazananI nyUnatA thAya che. AmAM upakaraNanI nyUnatAne paNu samAveza thai jAya che. 3 vRttisakSepa--vRtti eTale AjIvikA. ene aMge dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI, bhAgathI maryAdA karavI. niyama ne abhigrahone! AmAM samAveza thAya che. 4 rasatyAga dUdha, dahIM, ghI, gALa, tela ne mIThAi vigere paiASTika vastunA aMzathI ke sarvathI tyAga karavA te vigayatyAga. AyaMbilAdi tapanA ahIM samAveza thAya che. 5 kAyaleza--Asana karIne, sthira rahIne, ThaMDImAM ke tApamAM besIne zarIrane kaSTa ApavuM, kasavu, kAyAtsaga karavA te. 6 sallInatA--aMgopAMgane savaravA, ekAMta sthAnamAM esavu. te cAra prakAre thAya che. iMdriyasalInatA, kaSAyasalInatA, yeAgasalInatA, vivikhtaca[salInatA ( ekAMta vasatimAM rahevuM te. ) bAhyatapane leke jANI zake che. e bAhya zarIrane tapAve che tethI bAhyatapa kahevAya che. have ApaNe abhyatatapa vicArIe. tenA cha prakAra che: 1 prAyazcitta--pAte je vrata-paccakhkhANu lIdhu hAya temAM skhalanA thai jAya tyAre te te aparAdhanI zuddhi karavI-gurU pAse AlecanA karavI te. enA daza prakAra che:

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nirA-bhAvanA. 451 (ka) karela aparAdhanuM gurU samakSa kathana te "Alocana." (kha) koIpaNa doSa viSe mithyAduSkRta deve te "pratikamaNuM." (ga) Alecana ane pratikramaNa banne karavA te "mizra." (gha) azuddha anna pANIno tyAga kare te "viveka." (7) zarIra ane vacananA vyApAra tajI devA te "kAyetsarga.' (ca) doSa lAgavAthI prAyazcitta nimitte navI, upavAsa Adi karavA te "tapa." (cha) doSa pramANe dIkSA paryAya ghaTADe ane AkarA tapa karavA paDe te "cheda." (ja) bhayaMkara pApa thayuM hoya to pharI dIkSA levI paDe te mULa. (4) jIvaghAtAdi thaI jAya te tapa karI pharI dIkSA levI paDe te "anavasthApya.' (ga) koI mahApApa thaI jAya to AcAryane bAra varSa judA rahI zAsananI prabhAvanA karI pharI dIkSA levI paDe te parAMcita. 2 vinaya-guNavaMtanI bhakti karavI te. guNanI daSTie enA sAta vibhAga thAya che. emAM AzAtanA dUra karavAnI bAbata paNa sAthe ja Ave che. (ka) "jJAna" jJAnanA sAhitya temaja jJAnI puruSanA saMbaMdhamAM - bhakti, bahumAna, bhAvanA, grahaNa ane abhyAsa. (kha) "darzana" zuzruSA ane anAzAtanA. adhikaguNInI sevA bhakti karavI, sanmAna ApavuM, Asana ApavuM, praNAma karavA. A sarva zuSAmAM Ave che. ane anAzAtanAmAM vaDIla AdinuM bahumAna karavuM ane temanA vAstavika guNe varNavIne emanI kIrti vadhAravI te Ave che.

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zrI zAMta-sudhArasa 452 (ga) ' cAritra ' sAmAyikAdi cAritra samajavu enA prayAga karaveA, Adaravu. < (dha-Tu-ca) * traNa yAga ' mana--vacana-kAyAnA ceAgane AcA codi vaDilanI bhaktirUpa zubha pravRttimAM joDavA. (cha) ' lAkopacAra ' gurU Adi zreSThanI pAse vasavuM, ArAdhyanI icchAe pravavuM, upakAranA pratyupakAra karavA, mAMDhAnI sevA karavI, avasareAcita kArya karavuM, sadguNIne ceAgya mAna ApavuM. 3 vaiyAvacca--jarUrI sAdhanA pUrAM pADI gurU vigerenI zuzrUSA karavI te. vinaya mAnasika che, vecAvacca zArIrika che. (1) AcArya ( 2 ) upAdhyAya ( 3 ) tapasvI ( 4 ) glAna-rAgI ( 5 ) zaikSa-tAjI dIkSA lenAra ( 6 ) sAdhamI-samAnadharmI samAna kuLavALA ( 7 ) samAna guNavALA ( 8 ) samAna saMgha samudAyavALA ( 9 ) sAdhu (10) samane!jJa-jJAnAdi guNe samAna. e dazanI vaiyAvacca karavI. 4 svAdhyAya--abhyAsa. enA pAMca prakAra che. , (ka) ' vAcanA ' bhaNavuM ke bhaNAvavuM. mULa ane artha. (kha) ' pRcchanA ' samajavA mATe, spaSTa karavA mATe, zakA samAdhAna mATe pUchavuM te. (ga) ' anuprekSA ' mULa ke arthanI vAraMvAra vicAraNA karavI te. ' (gha) * parAvartana ' zIkhela mULa ke arthanu zuddhipUrvaka punarAvartana karavuM. ' (7) dha kathana ' abhyAsa karelI bAmata anyane samajAvavI. dhyAna-A samajavA mATe cAra prakAranA dhyAna samajavA 5

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najarAbhAvanA. 453 joIe. prathamanA be dana che, pachInA be sadhyAna che. ekAgratAthI eka viSayamAM manane sthApana karavuM te dhyAna kahevAya che. (ka) A dhyAna-e du:kha(Atti)mAMthI uddabhave che enA cAra peTA vibhAga che. duHkha thavAnAM e cAre kAraNe che:-- (1) aniSTasaMyoga-na game tevA saMbaMdhI ke tevI vastuono saMbaMdha thAya tyAre pIDA thavI ane te kayAre jAya te mATe ciMtA karavI. (2) ISTaviga--vahAlI strI, premALa putra Adino viyega. te vakhate thato zoka, glAni, AkaMda vigere. (3) rogaciMtA-vyAdhi thAya tyAre tenI ciMtA. vyAdhi dUra karavAmAM sarva dhyAna devuM ane hAyavoya karavI. emAM mananI vyathAno paNa samAveza che. (4) nidAna-bhaviSyanA kAryakramo goThavaNe. dhamAdhame. (kha) redradhyAna-A dhyAna keSathI janme che. emAM paidra citta thAya che. tenA prakAra cAra che - (1) hiMsAnubaMdhI-jIvanA vadha-baMdhananI vicAraNuM. (2) anRtAnubaMdhI-asatya vacana. chaLa. tene nibhA vavA mATe goTALA karavA. (3) coryAnubaMdhI-anyanuM dravya, tenI cIjo paDAvI levAnI IcchA. (4) saMrakSaNanubaMdhI-vastune jALavI rAkhavI, cekI karavI vigere. (ga) dharmadhyAna-tenA cAra prakAra che -

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zrI-zAMta-sudhArasa (1) AjJAvicaya-tIrthaMkaranI AjJA zeAdhavI; tene svIkAravI ane tene mATe khUba ciMtavana karavuM te. ( 2 ) apAyavicaya-AzravAne du:kharUpa jANI tene vicAra karavA ane temAMthI chUTavAnA rastA zeAdhavA. ( 3 ) vipAkaeNvicaya-kAM kevAM kevAM phaLa Ape che tenI vicAraNA ane sukha-du:kha vacce samAna karmanI vicAraNA ne piraNAma. (4) saMsthAvicaya-leAkasvarUpanI vicAraNA. (gha) zukladhyAna--enA cAra prakAra :-- (1) pRthavitarka vicAra--AmAM dareka padArthanuM bhAva. pRthakksa ( Analysis ) kare, vitaka eTale zrutajJAna. e dravyaguNaparyAyane vicAre, utpAdana vyaya-dhruvatAne vicAre ane e rIte dravyathI paryAyAdi para jAya. A bheda jJAna che. 454 ( 2 ) ekavitarka nivicAra--A abhedapradhAna dhyAna che. A dhyAnamAM mana-vacana-kAyA paikInA eka ja ceAganuM avalabana hAya che. (3) sUmakriyApratipAtI--ahIM sUkSma zarIrayeAganA Azraya hAya che. ahIM zvAseAzvAsanI sUkSmakriyA ja rahe che. (4) vyacchinnakriyAapratipAti--zvAseAzvAsa paNa aTakI jAya ane turata mekSa thAya te. chellA be prakAra kevaLIne ja hoya che. AmAM prathamanA

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nirjarAbhAvanA. 455 be-Arsa ane rezadra tyAjya che te dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. dharma tathA gulanI bhAvanA nirjarA kare che te atra vaktavya che. 6 utsarga-kAussaga. utsarga eTale tyAga. bAhya ane atyaMtara sarva vastuono tyAga. bAhyamAM gaNano tyAga, zarIrane tyAga, upadhityAga ane azuddha bhAta pANIno tyAga ane abhyataramAM kaSAya, mithyAtva, saMsArano tyAga. A rIte cha prakArano atyaMtara tapa che. A bAhya atyaMtara tapathI AtmA sAthe lAgelAM karmo dUra thaI jAya che. sAmAnya rIte tapamAM mAtra upavAsa, AyaMbilAdine samajavAmAM Ave che, ene mahimA paNa ghaNe moTA che, paNa tapa zabda ghaNuM vizALa arthamAM vaparAyela che e vAta khUba samajavA gya che. je atyaMtara tapane pRthakakaraNa karIne vistArathI samajavAmAM Ave to temAM saMvaranA lagabhaga sarve prakArono samAveza thAya che. tyAganI zarUAta ane tenuM paryAvasAna tapamAM ja Ave che ane dazavaikAlika sUtranI prathama gAthAmAM dharmomaMgalamukikaThuM" eTale ke dharma utkRSTa maMgaLa kahyuM che tenI sAthe ja dharmanA traNa prakAra batAvyA che. ahiMsA, saMjama ane tapa. A muddA para vivecana AgaLa karavAnuM rAkhI atra te eka ja vAta karavAnI che ke tapa e Atmadharma che, AtmAnA vikAsa mATe ati upayegI tatva che ane enI vicAraNAmAM bAhya ane atyaMtara banne prakArane khaba dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnA che. temAM paNa bAhya karatAM atyaMtaratapanI jarUra vizeSatA che, chatAM bAhya tape atyaMtara mATe prabaLa nimitte kAraNe che. ATale paricaya nirjarAne karI ApaNe bhAvanAmAM praveza karIe. khUba AnaMdathI A bhAvanA AtmavikAsa mATe bhAvavA gya che.

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40000000000000; oooooooooo000 prakaraNa 9 muM 00000000000000000000000000000000 nirjarA bhAvanA. indravajrA nirjarA dvAdazadhA niruktA, tad dvAdazAnAM tapasAM vibhedAt / hetu prabhedAdiha kAryabhedaH, svAtantryatastvekavidhaiva sA syAt // ka anuSTup kASThopalAdirUpANAM, nidAnAnAM vibhedataH / vahniryathaikarUpo'pi pRthagrUpo vivakSyate / kha 2 // nirjarApi dvAdazadhA, tapobhedaistathoditA / karmanirjaraNAtmA tu, saikarUpaiva vastutaH // ga 3 // upendravajrA nikAcitAnAmapi karmaNAM yad, garIyasAM bhUdharadurdharANAm / vibhedane vajramivAtitItraM, namo'stu tasmai tapase'dbhutAya // 4 // ka 1 nirUktA DI. zratAvI. dvAdaza mAra ( pUrva paricaya bhugyo ) hetu a29. araNatva vizeSa prabheda pRtha hovAne araNe. kAryabheda bhinnatA. svAtaMtryataH pote banate, vizeSa rakSitapaNe. kha 2 upala paththara ubhayene soDhA sAthai vasavAthI agni thAya che. nidAna utpA6 25. vivakSyate vivAmAM Ave che. ga 3 uditA uvAmAM AvI che. nirjaraNa dezathA urbhanu kSayagu AtmA 35. vastutaH vastusvaye, paramArtha dRSTi. 5 gha 4 nikAcita gADha, khAu, bhImlAM, bhITapaNe vaNagI rahelAM. gariyAM sa moTA moTA zimaravANA. yA bhUdhara parvata. durdhara vi. I'rresistible. vibhedana ( 1 ) yUreza kho ( parvatapakSe ) (2) abhI nAmavu, merI nAma (urbha pakSe).

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nirjarAbhAvanA. 457 4 1. nirjarAne khAra prakAranI kahevAmAM AvI che te khara prakAranA tapanA bheddAne laIne che. kAraNamAM viziSTatA hAvAthI ahIM bhinnatA dekhAya che, paNu svataMtra najare joie ( kAraNeAnI apekSA dhyAnamAM lIdhA sivAya ) te te nirjarA eka ja prakAranI che. tru ra. jevI rIte agni eka ja prakAranA che chatAM tene utpanna karanAra lAkaDA, cakamaka ( paththara ) vigerene judA judA prakAra hAvAne kAraNe te ( agni )nI judA judA prakAre vivakSA ( vivecana ) karavAmAM Ave che. 5 3. tevI ja rIte tapanA Ara prakAra hAvAthI nirjarAne paNa Ara prakAranI kahevAmAM AvI che, bAkI karmanA aMzathI nAza karavAnI dRSTithI tene joie tA vastusvarUpe te mAtra eka ja prakAranI che. 6 4, bhAre moTA uttaga zikharavALA vikaTa parvatAne teDavAne jema iMdranu vajra ati tIvrapaNe kAma Ape che tema atyaMta cIkaNAM ( nikAcita ) kamIne kApI nAkhavAne mATe je tapa ati tIkSNa bArIkAithI kAma Ape che te adbhuta tapazune namaskAra hA!

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458 zrI.zAMta su.50.2.sa upajAti kimucyate sattapasaH prabhAvaH, kaThorakarmArjitakilbiSo'pi / dRDhaprahArIva nihatya pApaM, yato'pavarga labhate'cireNa // 5 // yathA suvarNasya zucisvarUpaM, dIptaH kRzAnuH prakaTIkaroti / tathAtmanaH karmarajo nihatya, jyotistapastadvizadIkaroti // 6 // sragdharA bAhyenAbhyantareNa prathitabahubhidA jIyate yena zatruzreNI bAhyAntaraGgA bharatanRpativadbhAvalabdhadra ddhimnaa| yasmAtprAdurbhaveyuHprakaTitavibhavA labdhayaH siddhayazca, vande svargApavargArpaNapaTusatataM tattapo vizvavandham // 7 // Ga. 5 kimucyate zu sattapa sabhIyAna ta5, sabhya ta5. prabhAva mahimA, sAmathya, mahimA. kaThora mahAnIya, atibhaya 2. kilbiSa 5 // 5. dRDhaprahArI nAma cha. 4 mATe noTa mA. acireNa the| 15tamAM. apavarga a5-naSTa rAgAdi varga. mokSa. ca 6 zuci pavitra, bhUgabhUta, gatavAn. dIptaH saNagAvato, pravito. kRzAnu ni, nihatya dUra rIne, nAza rIne. vizadaH zuddha. cha 7 prathita mAsA, prAta yatA. bahubhidA nA ane me che. bAhya mahA2nA huzmano, dezamA. antaraMgA 52nA shtrume| 2 / deSAhi, dRDhimnA dRDhatA. arpaNa prApaNa. paTu sAmathyuta.

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nirjarAbhAnthanA. 45 3 5. samIcIna tapanA prabhAva ( mAhAtmya ) nI te vAta zI karavI ? prahArInI peThe kAi prANIe atyaMta bhayakaramahApApI kAmeA karIne atyaMta pApa ekaThu karyuM. hAya teve! jIva paNa e pApane nAza karIne thoDA vakhatamAM meAkSane prApta thAya che. 6 6. jevI rIte prakaTAvele agni sAnAnu nirmaLa svarUpa prakaTa kare che. tevI rIte ' tapa " AtmAnI karma rUpI raja ( kacarA ) ne dUra karIne tenA ( AtmAnA ) zuddha svarUpa ( caitanya ) ne dIptivana manAve che. 4 7. je tapanA bAhya ane Abhyatara aneka prakAre matAvavAmAM AvyA che, je tapa bAhya ane ataraMga zatru enI zreNIone bharata cakravartInI peThe bhAvanApUrvaka prApta karelI dRDhatAthI jItI le che ane jenAthI leAkeA joI zake tevA vaibhavA, labdhie ane siddhie prApta thAya che tevA svarga ane mAkSane apAvavAne meLavI ApavAne samartha ' tapa ' AkhI duniyAne pUjya che. huM tene vaMdana karUM chuM.

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geyASTaka ( dhruvapadaM ) vibhAvaya vinaya tapomahimAnaM / bahubhavasaJcitaduSkRtamamunA, labhate laghu laghimAnam / vibhAvaya vinaya tapomahimAnaM yAti ghanApi ghanAghanapaTalI, kharapavanena virAmam / bhajati tathA tapasA duritAlI, kSaNabhaGgura pariNAmam vAJchitamAkarSati dUrAdapi, ripumapi vrajati vayasyam / tapa idamAzraya nirmalabhAvA dAgamaparamarahasyam anazanamUnodaratAM, vRttihAsaM rasaparihAram / bhaja sAMlInyaM kAyaklezaM, tapa iti bAhyamudAram rAga pAMcamI anyatva bhAvanAnA geya ja A aSTaka paNa gAi zakAya che. masta gAvA ceAgya che. // 1 // / / vi0 / / 2 / / // vi0 // 3 // // vi0 // 4 // aSTakane je laya che temAM rAga che ane DekA sAthe

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nirjarA bhAvanA. 461 1. huM vinaya ! tu tapanA mahimAne sArI rIte bhAva. enAthI ( tapathI ) aneka bhavAmAM ekaThuM kareluM pApa ekadama atyaMta ochuM thaI jAya che ane a5bhavane dhAraNa kare che. teTale nikhiDa dekhAtA hAya te paNa 2. AkarA meghADaMbara game jema AkarA joradAra pavanathI vikhAI jaI nAza pAmI jAya che tevI rIte pApAnI zreNI hAya te paNa tapasyAvaDe taddana vinAzanI sthitie pahoMcI jAya che. 3. tapa kAi vastu dUra hAya tA tyAMthI paNa tene kheMcIne najIka lAve che; tapa duzmanane paNa mitra banAve che; tapa jaina zruta-siddhAntanu parama rahasya-sArarUpa che. e tapane nirmaLa bhAvathI Acara-svIkAra ane e rIte hai vinaya ! tapanA mahimAne bhAva. 4. (1 ) anazana, ( 2 ) UNeAdarakA, ( 3 ) vRttisakSepa, ( 4 ) rasatyAga, ( 5) salInatA ane (6) kAyakaleza e vizALa bAhyatapeA che.

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462 zrI zAMtasudhArasa prAyazcittaM vaiyAvRttyaM, svAdhyAyaM vinayaM ca / kAyotsarga zubhadhyAnaM, AbhyantaramidamaM ca ||vi0||5|| zamayati tApaM gamayati pApaM, ramayati mAnasahaMsam / harati vimohaM darArohaM, tapa iti vigatAzaMkam ||vi0 // 6 // saMyamakamalAkArmaNamujvala zivasukhasatyaMkAram / cintitacintAmaNimArAdhaya, tapa iha vAraMvAram // vi0 // 7 // karmagadauSadhamidamidamasya ca, jinapatimatamanupAnam / vinaya samAcara saukhyanidhAnaM, zAntasudhArasapAnam ||vi0 // 8 //

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nirjarAbhAvanA. 463 5. (1) prAyazcitta, (2) vaiyAvacca, (3) svAdhyAya, (4) vinaya, (5) kAtsarga ane (6) zubha dhyAna-A AtyaMtaratapa che. 6. koI paNa prakAranA phaLanI IcachA vagara kareluM tapa hoya to te tApane zamAve che, pApane vinAza kare che, manahaMsane krIDA karAve che ane du:khe karIne jItI zakAya tevA AkarA mohane paNa harI le che. te vinaya! tapanA mahimAne sArI rIte bhAva. 7. tapa saMyama-lakSamInuM sAcuM vazIkaraNa che, nirmaLa ekSa sukhano kola che, Icchita pUranAra ciMtAmaNiratna che. e tapane vAraMvAra ArAdha-enuM sArI rIte AcaraNa kara. e tapa karmorUpa vyAdhionuM auSadha che ane jinapatine mata e auSadhane lagatuM anumAna che. te vinaya! sarva sukhanA bhaMDArarUpa A zAMtasudhArasanuM pAna tuM kara

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noTa - 2. vimAvaja sArI rIte bhAva, vicAra-pathamAM ANa. tura pApano bhAra. Tapu jaladI, ekadama. sTAyamAnaM a5bhAva, asatva. 2. vattA nibiDa, AkarI. ghanaghana vAdaLa. parasTI maMDaLI. karkaza, Akaro. nAma svabhAva. . vAchita ISTa, icchita grAti prApta kare che. nirmada mela vagaranA AzApAsa vagaranA. Ama jina pravacana. 4. nAtAM UnaudaratA, udara eTale peTa, una-, UNuM. siTI saMvaraNa. 3ra vizALa, suprasiddha. che. A pratyeka zabdano artha ane te para vivecana pUrva pari. cayamAM thaI gayuM che te juo. 6. rAmacati ThaMDe pADI de che, zamAve che. amati nAza pAme che. ramati krIDA karAve che. mAnavam manarUpa haMsane. jenA upara vijaya meLavavo muzkela paDe tevo unsurmountable AvA cho, phaLAkAMkSA. 7. saMcama idriya manano rodha. majA lakSmI. jarmaLa kAmaNa, vazIkaraNa. satyaM vepAra karatI vakhata-sodo karatAM hAtha Thokavokela Apa te. 8. 2 vyAdhi, roga. anupara esiDanI sAthe Arogyavardhaka vastu meLavavI te. mArA Acara.

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nirjarA bhAvanA- ? paricaya - ja. 1. Ava ane saMvara tatvane je barAbara khyAla AvyuM hoya to nirjarA tatvamAM bahu vivecananI jarUra nahi rahe. ene mukhya Azaya pUrva paricayamAM jaNAvI dIdho che. AtmAnI sAthe lAgelAM karmone dUra karavAmAM mahA Akaro prayAsa karavo paDe tema che. navAM AvatAM karmone aTakAvavA jema ati upayogI bAbata che teTalI ja mahattvanI bAbata agAunAM karmone khapAvavA tene lagatI che ane e karmone rAzi paNa sAdhAraNa rIte bahu moTe hoya che. dareka samaye sAta karma baMdhAya che ane udayamAM ATha karma hoya che, paraMtu udaya karatAM baMdha vadhAre thato hovAthI jame pAsuM ghaNuM meTuM thAya che. tene je bArebAra rasto na thAya to bhAra e che kema thAya ? A guMcavaNavALA savAlano nikAla have vicAra karIne lAvavAne che ane tenI cagya vicAraNuM e A navamI bhAvanA che. karmanA baMdha AtmA sAthe thAya che te vakhate tenI sthiti paNa mukarara thAya che. e sthiti eTale udayakALa. karmavipAka-phaLa udayamAM kyAre Avaze tene nirNaya sthitibaMdha kare che. e samaya prApta thavA pahelAM karma paDyuM rahe, kAMI paNa phaLa na Ape te vacagALanA samayane "abAdhAkALa" kahevAmAM Ave che. AvI rIte aneka ka AtmAne lAgI rahelA hoya che. ene udayakALa pahelAM UMdiraNA karIne kheMcI lAvI, udaya sanmukha

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466 zrI.zAM*ta sudhArasa karI pradeza udayavaDe ene kheravI nAkhavA e nirjarA kahevAya che. kane nija ravA eTale enI zakti maDha pADI devI athavA ene kheravI nAkhavA. ane 'rizATana' paNa kahevAmAM Ave che. nirjarA e prakAranuM kArya kare che. e karmanI sthiti ochI kare che ane karmonA rasa marda karI nAkhe che. mahA AkarAM karma hAya ene nirjarA taddana nirmAlya jevAM karI nAkhe che. A rIte sthitimadha ane rasakhadha upara nirjarAnI meATI asara che. keTalAMka karmone vipAkamAM bhAgavyA sivAya pradezeAyathI kheravI nAkhe che. A rIte AtmAne haLavA karavAnu kArya nirA kare che. saMcita karmonA kSayane nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che ane sarva karmonA sarvathA nAza thAya tene meAkSaapavarga kahevAmAM Ave che. A nirjarA tapathI thAya che. ghasArA vagara caLakATa thatA nathI ane meAkSa meLavavuM e bALakanA khela nathI. tyAga vagara, saMyama vagara, iMdriyadamana vagara, ni:spRha vRtti vagara, nirAkAMkSA vagara, sanmukhabhAva vagara AtmA anAdi kALanA paricayeA cheADI de e AzA byartha che. ene saMsAra svabhAva thai gayA che; cira paricayathI vibhAva e svabhAva thai gayA che. emAMthI chUTavA mATe deDa upara asAdhAraNa akuza ane mana upara sacama anivArya che. khAhya ane abhyaMtara tapanI gAThavaNa evI sughaTTa rIte karavAmAM AvI che ke emAM deha, vANI ane mana e traNe cega para asAdhAraNa kAbU AvI jAya. tapa eTaleA vizALa zabda che ke emAM saMvaranA sarva prakAro AvI jAya che ane te uparAMta deha, vANI ane mana para sayama karavAnA aneka vidhAnonA paNu

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nirjarAbhAvanA. 467 emAM samAveza thAya che. A nirjarAne bAra prakAranI kahevAmAM AvI che te tapanA bAra bhedane laIne che. cha bAhyA ane cha atyaMtara tapa maLIne bAra prakAra thAya che jenuM vivecana pUrva paricayamAM thaI gayuM che. A ja prakAro pADavAmAM AvyA che te kAraNane laIne che. koI prANane anazanathI lAbha thAya to tenI nirjarA anazanadvArA thaI kahevAya. emAM sakAma ane akAma banneno samAveza thAya che. bAhya tapamAM e bannene avakAza che. atyaMtara tapathI to sakAma nirjarAne ja saMbhava che. vastuta: joIe te nirjarA eka ja prakAranI che, dezathI karmane kSaya te nirjarA kahevAya che. hetu bhedathI enA bAra bheda thAya che. nirjarAne kyA daSTibinduthI jovAmAM Ave che te upara AdhAra rahe che. 4. 2 jevI rIte agni te eka ja che paNa tene prakaTAvanAra vastunA bhedathI agninA bheda pADavAmAM Ave che. jemake lAkaDAthI agni utpanna karyo hoya to tene ApaNe kANAgni kahIe, cakamakanA paththarane leDhA sAthe ghasI agni pADyo hoya to tene ApaNe pASANuagni athavA upalAgni kahIe, tevI ja rIte ghAsane saLagAvyuM hoya to tene tRNAgni kahIe, chANAM saLagAvyAM hoya te tene gomayaagni kahIe, kolasAne agni, gesane agni vigere aneka aneka nAme ApIe; paNa e pratyeka agnine svabhAva te garama karavAne, bALavAne, prakAza karavAno che te ja rahevAno che. nidAna kAraNa-utpAdana kAraNanA bhedane laIne ApaNe agninA judAM judAM nAme ApIe chIe. . . 3 tevI rIte tapanA judA judA prakAra hovAthI nirjarAnA

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468 zrI*zAMta-sudhA resa khAra prakAra kahevAmAM AvyA che. jeTalA tapanA bheda teTalA nirjarAnA bhedya gaNyA che. vastuta: mAtra karmanu parizATana eTale dezathI karmanA kSayanI najare joIe tA nirjarAnA eka ja prakAra che. A kAraNamAM kArya nA AreApa karIne pADela bheda che; vastuta: pariNAma eka ja che. 6. 4 A prANI jyAre karma AMdhavA mAMDe che tyAre te ema ja samaje che ke ene kadI maravu nathI ke e kadI vRddha thanAra nathI ane khadhelA karma bhAgavavA paDavAnA nathI. enA dhadhAnA gATALA joyA hAya tA enA manaDAnAM AmalAMenA pAra pamAze nahi. ene strI samadhI jhagaDAmAM joye hAya teA khaTapaTa ane kAvAdAvAmAM eTale UtarI jaze ke e khUna karavA sudhI UtarI jatA mAlUma paDaze. rAjadvArI khaTapaTA teA manane eTalI hada sudhI utArI nAkhe che ke rAtadivasa enI uMgha paNa uDI jAya che. karma baMdhamAM aMtaraMga sthiti upara ghaNA AdhAra che. manamAM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha vigere jeTale aMze vartAtA haiAya che teTale aMze tenI gADhatA vadhatI jAya che. eTalI ja asara hAsya, rati, ati, zAka, bhaya ane dugachA kare che ane vedADhaya te kevu kArya kare che te jovA mATe kAipaNu itihAsa ke navalakathA khasa che. jara, jamIna ane jorUne laine aneka jhagaDA thAya che te te jANItI vAta che, paNa atra prastuta vAta e che ke e prasaMge mAhanIyakanA koI paNa prakAranI kaSAya, nAkaSAya ke vedanI jeTalI tIvratA haiAya che tenA pramANamAM karma baMdha thAya che. keTalIkavAra prANI evAM AkarAM vera bAMdhe che ke enA

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nirjarAbhAvanA. 469 keTalA ya kALa sudhI nikAla ja na Ave. ene bApe mAryAnA vera-jhera kahevAya che. maratAM sudhI paNa e vera zamatA nathI. prANa emAM vadhAre ne vadhAre malInatA vadhAratuM ja jAya che ane tevA tucha manevikAromAM koIvAra mAnanI kalapanAthI, keIvAra pitAnI jAtinA abhimAnathI, keIvAra dezadAjhane nAme, koIvAra potAnA svamAnane nAme e jhare che, jhagaDe che ane mAra mAre che ke khAya che; paNa e Akhe vakhata enuM mana eTaluM saMkalita rahe che ke ene bIjuM kAma sUjhatuM nathI. A saMkulita vRttithI je karmo baMdhAya che te "nikAcita" karma kahevAya che. tIvra kaSAyane vaza thaIne bAMdhelAM karmone A prakAramAM mUkavAmAM Ave che. AkarA kodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha vigere manamAM vartatA hoya tyAre AvAM nikAcita karmo baMdhAya che. ghaNu vakhata prANuM karma bAMdhe che tyAre evo Akaro baMdha kare che ke hIranI darInI gAMTha upara telanuM TIpuM mUkIe te pachI te gAMTha kaI rIte na chUTe evI tenI sthiti karI mUke che. AvAM nikAcita karmo jyAre vipAka udayamAM Ave che tyAre je dukhAnubhava thAya che te akathya che. zarIranI vyAdhi, dhanane nAza, garIbAInA saMkaTa, najIkanA strI putrAdinAM maraNa ke viyega, gharamAM sarvatra asaMtoSa, kIrtine badale apamAna vigere aneka upAdhio prApta thAya che ane jIvana zAMta, AnaMdI, sthira hevAne badale bejArUpa, trAsarUpa, khedamaya thaI jAya che. hIranI gAMTha chUTavI ja muzkela che, paNa te upara telanuM TIpuM mUkyuM eTale te chUTavAne savAla ja raheto nathI. nikAcita karmonI gAMTha evI hoya che.

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470 zrI zAMtasudhArasa - evA prakAranA nikAcita karmone jyAre vipAka thAya tyAre mahA trAsa thAya che tevA karmo-jene meTAM zikharavALAM parvata sAthe sarakhAvI zakAya tene kApI nAkhavAne-dUra karavAno mArga eka ja che. jema parvatane iMdranuM vajI kApI nAkhe che evI purANemAM vAta che tenI sAthe A sarakhAvavA gya che. anya zAstramAM vAta ema che ke parvatane asala pAMkhe hatI. teo UDI zaktA hatA. ethI manuSya, pazu, pakSIne khUba trAsa thato hato. tenI iMdra pAse phariyAda gaI. eNe vA mUkayuM. vajA eka hAtha lAMbu hoya che paNa tenI zakti ghaNI jabarI hoya che. eNe parvatanI pAMkhe kApI nAkhI. moTA durdhara parvata jenAM zikhare gaganacuMbI hoya che tenI pAMkhene AvuM nAnakaDuM vajI kApI nAkhe e jevI AzcaryanI vAta che tevI ja navAInI vAta tapanI che. e ATalo nAne hovA chatAM mahA tIvra vipAka ApanAra nikAcita karmone kApI nAkhe che. sAdhAraNa rIte karmamAM upakrama, upazamana, udvartana, apavartana, saMkramaNa thAya che e ghaNo agatyane viSaya che paNa bahu vizALa che. kammapayaDI vigere graMthothI te jANI le. e nikAcita karmo te upakama vigere mATe paNa agya hoya che ane tIvra vipAka ApavAne taiyAra hoya che. evAM karmone kApI nAkhavA mATe vA jevuM kArya karanAra tapaguNane namaskAra thAo. tapanA bhedane khUba vicArIe, enA auravano sAkSAtkAra karIe, enA dhyAna vaiyAvacca vigere bhedono anubhava karIe, emAM rahela sevAbhAva, AkAMkSArahitatva ane A mavikAsane jIvanamAM pragaTAvIe tyAre tenI abhUtatA jace ane jace eTale mana ene name. je AtmavikAsanA DaMkA jorathI vagADavA hoya te A adbhuta tapane name. name eTale zuM WWW.jainelibrary.org

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471 nirjarAbhAvanA. e jaNAvavAnI bhAgye ja jarUra heya. namIne mAtra tamane tapaNe ke " dI no tAre evo uccAra ke jApa karavAthI khare AtmavikAsa thaI jAya evI bhramaNAmAM paDavAnuM nathI. DaMkA vagADavA eTale tadrupa jIvana karI devuM. e tapane namaskAra. - 5 tapane mahimA varNavI zakAya tema nathI. tene mATe jeTaluM varNana karIe teTaluM ochuM che. ati bhayaMkara karmo karIne pApa ekaThuM karyuM hoya tene paNa e tapa dUra karIne makSa apAve che. matalaba dezathI karmakSaya (nijerA) thatAM Akhare e tapa sarva karmakSaya karI mokSa Ape che. bALahatyA, strIhatyA, gauhatyA ane vratI (muni) hatyA e cAra mahAhatyA kahevAya che. emAMnI eka paNa hatyA prANane jarUra narake laI javA gya karmo ekaThAM karI Ape che. AvI hatyA karatI vakhate keTalAM kilaSTa pariNAma mananAM thatAM haze te kalpavuM muzkela nathI. nAnuM bALaka, strI ke gAya (janAvara sarva) ane azastradhArI muni bacAvanAM sAdhana vagaranAM hoya che. cAre ghaNuMkharUM bacAvanI zakti dharAvanAra paNa hotA nathI. emane ghAta kare e tIvra duSTa adhyavasAya vagara bane nahi. e prasaMge sthiti ane rasano Akare karmabaMdha jarUra thAya che. tapa e eka ja vastu che ke je AvI rIte bAMdhela bhayaMkara vipAka ApanAra karmone dUra kare che. evA bhayaMkara kAryonuM prAyazcitta tapa karI Ape che ane te mATe te asAdhAraNa kAma kare che. AyaMbila upavAsAdi bAhya tapa ane dhyAna prAyazcittAdi atyaMtara tapa evAM karmone kApI zake che.

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472 zrI zAMtasudhArasa daDhaprahArI " mahAbhayaMkara ghAta karanAra hate. enA nAma pramANe e kArame ghA karanAra hato. eNe ukta cAra prakAranI hatyA karI hatI, paNa pachI ene zrI vIraparamAtmAne vega thaI gaye, ene baMdha thayo ane upadezanI asara barAbara lAgI. je nagaramAM eNe hiMsA karI trAsa vartAvyo hate tene daravAje ja UbhA rahIne eNe dhyAna AdaryuM, kAusagga karI AtmArAmane jagADyo, khAvA-pIvAno tyAga karyo. nagaranA loko te vairathI uzkerAyelA hatA. teo enA pUrvanA durAcAro bhUlyA nahotA. keTalAka ene na sahana thAya tevA vacananA prahAro karavA lAgyA. keTalAka ene lAkaDIthI, hAthathI, paththarathI mAravA lAgI gayA; paNa enuM citta DagyuM nahi. cha mAsa sudhI eNe sarva upadravo. vacane ane mAra sahana karyA. eNe e ja sthAne rahI sarva pApanuM prAyazcitta karyuM, AtmArAmane jagADyo ane koInA upara saMkalpathI paNa dveSa ke krodha na karyo. aMte cetanarAmane dhyAvatAM karmone bALI e ja sthAnake eNe kevalyajJAna prApta karyuM. A nirja kahevAya. A tapano prabhAva che. emAM bAhya ane atyaMtara tapane suMdara sahaga che te lakSamAM rAkhavuM. sabhyaprakAre tapa karavAmAM Ave, kodharUpa ajIrNa vagara tapa karavAmAM Ave, koI jAtanA AzIbhAva vagara tapa karavAmAM Ave tyAre ati nIca AcaraNene lIdhe ekaThAM karela karmone paNa AvI rIte prathama a5bhAva thAya che ane tenA upara dUDhatA rAkhI cIvaTathI vaLagI rahevAmAM Ave to aMte te sarva karmone AtyaMtika abhAva prApta karI apavarga-mokSa apAvI zake che. yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke dRDhaprahArInuM tapa mAtra cha mAsanuM hatuM.

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nirjarAbhAvanA. 433 eTalA thoDA vakhatamAM paNa tapa AvuM kArya kare che tethI acireNuM-thoDA vakhatamAM e karmone nAza karI apavarga apAve che ema vAta karI che. 4 6 e kevI rIte thAya? e prazna svAbhAvika che. sonuM khANamAMthI nIkaLe tyAre taddana mATI jevuM hoya che. enA upara aneka jAtano kacaro vaLI gayelo hoya che, paNa tene bhaThThImAM agni cetAvI temAM mUkavAmAM Ave tyAre tene sarva kacara baLI jAya che ane sonuM so TacanuM thaIne bahAra paDe che. tapa agni che. AtmAne game teTalAM karmo lAgelAM hoya, paNa je tenA para tapane prayoga karavAmAM Ave to e kamaLane dUra karavAnI kriyA kare che ane AtmAnI jyoti prakaTAve che. karmanuM svarUpa ApaNe je samajyA hoIe to A kriyA kema thatI haze ene khyAla Avavo muzkela nathI. jyAre prANa tapa kare, jyAre enA mana, vacana, kAyAnA coge aMkuzamAM AvI jAya athavA AvatA jAya, jyAre e vinaya vaiyAvacamAM pharajanA khyAlathI sevAbhAve joDAI jAya, jyAre e dhyAnadhArAe caDhI jAya, tyAre e kAryotsargamAM sthira thaI jAya tyAre karmone zodhI bALI mUkto jAya che ane enA upara je maLa lAgelo hoya che te dhIme dhIme ocho thato jAya che. agni-suvarNane saMga barAbara vicAravAmAM Avaze te tapa ane cetanane karmamaLane aMge saMbaMdha ane prakriyA barAbara khyAlamAM AvI jaze. 4 7. tapane aMge bhAva-zuddha mAnasika pariNAmane khUba

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474 zrI-zAMtasu dhArasa agatyanuM sthAna che. tapane sArAmAM sArA AkAramAM AvavAnuM kAraNa bhAva-AMtara pariNAma upara rahe che. ane bhAvanI sAthe daDhatAne bahu gADha saMbaMdha che. khUba bhUkha lAgI hoya, upavAsa karyo hoya, sAme khAvAnI vastuo paDI hoya te vakhate daDhatA rAkhavI e mukela che. ethI paNa vadhAre muzkelI dhyAna ke kAussagnamAM upasargAdi prasaMge sthiratA rAkhavAmAM che. eve prasaMge aMtarathI daDhatA rahe tyAre khare tapa thAya che ane e tapa atra kahevAmAM AvanAra pariNAma nIpajAvI zake che. bharata cakravattI jevA cha khaMDanA svAmI! eNe rAjyaprApti mATe lehInI nadIo calAvI. cha khaMDa tAbe karyo, paNa te putra rASabhadevanA hatA. ene kadI paNa cha khaMDanA rAjya sAthe tAdAmyabhAva thayele ja nahi. enuM AkhuM jIvana sAkSIbhAvanuM anupama daSTAnta pUruM pADe che. cakaratna utpanna thayuM tenI vadhAmaNI ane pitAne kevaLajJAnanI prAptinI vadhAmaNI banne samAcAra sAthe AvyA tyAre eNe pitA pAse javAno vicAra karyo. e nirNaya je mahAnubhAva kare te sAkSIbhAva samajI zake. ApaNane pAMca pacIsa rUpiyAnI prApti thatI hoya to dharmane visarI jaIe chIe. A viziSTatA je vyaktimAM hatI te cha khaMDa sAdhyA pachI eka vakhata ArilAbhuvanamAM beThA hatA tyAM AMgaLImAMthI eka vIMTI nIkaLI gaI. AMgaLI aDavI lAgI. ATalA nAnA banAvathI e dhyAnadhArAe caDyA ane dhyAna e kevuM kArya kare che tene dAkhalo pUrA pADyo. pAMcamI anyatva bhAvanA bhAvatAM gRhasthapaNamAM eNe tIvra nikAcita karmone kApI nAkhyAM ane ArisAbhuvanamAM ja kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. bhAvanAnuM A anupama daSTAnta che, bhAva-AMtaramAnasika pariNAma-kaI hada sudhI vikAsa

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nijAbhAvanA. 475 vadhAre che tenuM e Adarza citra che, dhyAnatapAgnine mahimA batAvanAra e ati viziSTa dAkhala che. tapanA prabhAvathI aneka labdhi tathA siddhio prApta thAya che. A banne aciMtya zakti che. rUpamAM nAnA moTA thavAnI, adazya thavAnI vigere aneka prakAranI zaktiene "labdhi" kahevAmAM Ave che. roga ne upadravanA vinAza vigerene karanAra "siddhio" che. sAmAnya jJAnathI ene khulAse na thAya. tapanA aciMtya prabhAvathI aMdara aneka zaktio prApta thAya che, AtmAmAM anaMta zaktio che. Atmika zaktine vikAsa aneka rIte joI ke kalpI zakAya che. A zakti prakaTa karanAra tapa che. ( labdhi siddhine upaga yegI ke tapasvI asAdhAraNa kAraNa vagara kare nahi. ene upayoga pramAdajanya " che. ane cagadaSTie "pramAde hi mRtyu:" eTale teTalA pUratuM ganI najare maraNa-pAta che. ApaNe agatyane viSaya atra aprastuta che. ahIM vAta e che ke aciMtya Atmazaktio tapathI prApta thAya che.) tapane khare prabhAva to kaI tapasvI muninI bAjumAM javAnuM thAya tyAre tenA vAtAvaraNamAM je zAMti jovAmAM Ave tyAM thAya tema che. samyak tapa karanAra pote pavitra, zAMta tathA dAMta hoya, paNa enuM vAtAvaraNa paNa aka9Sya zAMtimaya hoya che. A bAhya ane atyaMtara tapa je bhAvanApUrvaka daDhatAthI AdaravAmAM Ave che te bAhA ane atyaMtara zatru para vijaya

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N zrIkSAMta sudhArasa meLave che. bAhya zatru te| duniyAdArInA hAya che ane te para vijaya meLavavA te teA sAmAnya vAta che, paNa aMdaranA zatru mAharAjAnA lazkarIe para vijaya maLe teA bhAre vAta thAya. tapa e sarva kare che. labdhisiddhi paNa prApta karI Ape che ane svarga ke meAkSa paNa apAve che. AvA tapa kharekhara vizvavaMdya che. dharmanI zarUAta dAnadharmathI thAya che ane satyAgamAM te pavasAna pAme che. sa tyAgamAM chevaTe ene zarIra upara paNa mamatva rahetA nathI ane AgaLa dAkhalA kahevAmAM Avaze evI ni:spRha vRtti e jamAve che. AvA vizvavadya tapane namaskAra karU chuM. nirjarA bhAvanAH-- geyASTaka paricaya 1. vinaya ! tAre jo sAcce pahoMcavAnI cokkasa marajI hAya tA tu tapanA mahimAnuM khUba cintavana kara. tapanA mahimA tAre zA mATe gAvA tenAM kAraNeA A aSTakamAM aneka batAvyAM che te vicAravA pahelAM tane eka vAta kahevAnI che te punarAvanane bhAge pharI vAra kahevAnI jarUra che. tapamAM ApaNe je upavAsa, anazana, vRttisa kSepa karIe chIe enI kAraNarUpe jarUra AvazyakatA che, paNa jyAM jyAM tapanI viziSTatA batAvI hAya tyAM tyAM abhyaMtara tapane prAdhAnya ApavuM ane ukta bAhya tapeAne nimitta kAraNa tarIke sAthe rAkhavAM. zrImadyazeAvijaya upAdhyAya jJAnasAra-tapASTaka (31mA)mAM kahe che ke--jJAnameva vrudhA prAhuH karmaNAM tApanAttapaH / tadAbhyantarameveSTaM, bAhyaM tadupabRMhakam // ',

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nirjarAntAvanA. CH tattvajJAnIkane khALanAra DAvAthI jJAnane ja tapa kahe che ane te anyatara tapa che. khAdyutapa tene vadhAranAra che. A vAta khUba samajavA jevI che. abhyaMtara tapa jJAnamaya che ane enI mukhyatA sadaiva AMtaracakSu sanmukha rAkhavAnI che. vastuta: upAdhyAyajInA kahevAnA Azaya e ja che ke jJAna e ja tapa che. bAhya tapa abhyatara tapane jarUra pASaNa Ape che, paNa jJAnAtmaka tapanI viziSTatA che. tattvathAnA abhyAsa karavA, enI carcA karavI, enu punarAvartana karavuM, sadasiddhavekabuddhine khUba khIlavavI, samajaNapUrvaka vaDIleAnA vinaya karavA, vRddha, glAna, tapasvI, dIna, du:khonI sevA karavI, sadhyAna karavuM e sarva abhyantara tapa che. abhyaMtara tapanA je prakAre pUrva paricayamAM matAvyA che temAM khUba vadhArA :zaya che. matalaba vivekapUrvaka A atyaMtara tapane khIlavyeA hAya ane tene jJAna sAthe joDI dIdhe! hAya te te karma nirjarAnuM kAma kare che. A hakIkatathI khAdya tapanI kiMmata jarApaNa ghaTADavAnI nathI, paNa abhyaMtara tapane ane khAsa karIne jJAnane evuM ceAgya sthAna ApavAnI agatya samajavAnI che. tapanA mahimA bhAvIne, tene muddAsara samajIne te AdaravAnAM kAraNeA have vicArIe. prathama kAraNa e che ke aneka bhavomAM ekaThAM karelAM aniSTa karmonA samUhane e meALAM pADA de che athavA haLavAM karI de che. mahAmArabha mahAparigraha vigerethI athavA mAhanIya kanA jorathI, kaSAyonI pariNatithI A prANIe aneka duSkRtA-pApA ekaThAM karelAM hoya che ane enA saravALo prAya: ghaNA mATeA hAya che. e karmIne e ni:sattva karI nAkhe

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478 zrI-zAMtasudhArasa che ane e lAbha kAMI jevo tevo nathI. A dezathI thatI karmanI parizATanA tapane mahAna lAbha che. tapathI karmo alpa thaI jAya che, enI cIkAza UDI jAya che ane e taddana pAtaLAM paDI jAya che eTale ke e taddana rasakasa vagaranAM thaI jAya che e prathama muddo che. ene eka dAkhalo laIe. ApaNu pAse eka AMkaNI (rUlara) paDela che. enA para kALo raMga che. ApaNe te raMgane dUra kare che. tenA upara kAgaLa ghasIe to kadAca teno raMga taddana na jAya to ocho thatAM thatAM nahivat thaI jAya. evI karmanI sthiti tapa karI mUke che. e kharI na paDe te paDuM paDuM thaI jAya ane enI aMdara je tIvra rasaghaTTatA hoya che te ati alpa thaI jAya che. 2 have bIjI vAta tapane mahimA bhAvavAne aMge kahe che. AkAzamAM sakhta vAdaLAM caDhI AvyAM che, AkAza cAre tarapha eka rasa thaI gayuM che, vAdaLAMthI bharacaka thaI gayuM che ane jANe varasAdathI pRthvIne jaLamaya karI deze evo dekhAva thaI gaye hoya che tyAM jabarapavanane sapATe Ave che ane tenA jorathI vAdaLAM vIkharAI jAya che ane varasAda Avato aTakI jAya che. "khara pavana eTale khUba gatimAna pavana samaja. surIA (pazcima uttaranA) pavanathI varasAda Ave che ane khara athavA bhUkhara pavanathI vAdaLAM vIkherAI jAya che evI lokamAnyatA che. comAsAmAM A dekhAva aneka vAra anubhavAya che. evI ja rIte pApanI zreNI AtmA sAthe lAgelI hoya ane udayakALanI rAha joIne beThI hAya tenI sAme je tapa Ave te te vAdaLanI sAme pavana jevuM kAma kare che ane AkhI

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nirjarAbhAvanA. 479 durita-pApanI zreNane kSaNabhaMgura karI nAkhe che. kSaNabhaMgura thAya che eTale vinazanazIla bane che, pariNAme e taddana khalAsa thaI jAya che. tapa je yathAvidhi karavAmAM AvyuM hAya, eTale ke sadajJAnapUrvaka samajIne, aMtaranA bhAvathI, pUrNa vIllAsapUrvaka tapanI AcaraNa karavAmAM AvI hoya to e karmone kSaNabhaMgura banAvI de che. aneka karmone e vipAka udayamAM lAvyA vagara pradezadayathI ja bArobAra khalAsa karI de che. tapane A bIje meTo lAbha samajavo. karmane nirmAlya kare e prathama lAbha ane karmane kSaNabhaMgura karI nAkhe te bIje lAbha. A bane moTA lAbha Atmika daSTie barAbara cintavavA cagya che. - 3 tapanA bIjA paNa aneka lAbhe che. je manovAMchita dUra hoya tene te kheMcIne najIka lAve che. A hakIkatano vyavahArU artha e paNa thAya ke je vastu-dhana, strA-putrapratiSThA Adi ISTa hoya tene tapa dUrathI najIka lAve che ane te vAta zakaya jaNAya che, paNa tevA sAMsArika upayoga mATe tapano upaga aghaTita che. e te je kadI na thavuM joIe te thavAnI vAta thaI. tyAgane badale saMsAra tarapha ghasaDAvAno e mArga che. ApaNe je mahAna tyAganI bhAvanA karIe chIe temAM AvA vyavahArU ISTa phaLanI vicAraNAne avakAza nathI. e te ApattimAM AvI paDela teno nivAraNa mATe aThThama kare che evuM sAMbhaLIe chIe tenA jevI vAta thaI. e vAtanI sAthe nirjarAne mArge caDhanArane levAdevA na hoya. tevA pariNAmanI zakyatA saMbaMdhI UhApehane atra sthAna nathI. evA ajJAna tapa-sAMsArika phaLApekSA karelAM tapane nirjarA bhAvanAne aMge bAda karI ApaNe vizuddha vicAraNAne aMge jaIe

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480 zrI zAMtasudhArasa te svarga, mekSa Adi vAMchita phaLane tapa najIka kheMcI lAve che e vAta karavAnI che. nirAzIbhAve tapa karanAra kAMI mAgata nathI, paNa AtmasAdhaka karmavidAraNa enI najIka AkarSAIne Ave che ema atra kahevAno Azaya che. tapanI kAryazakti darzAvanAra A trIjuM kAraNa che. tapanA AgaMtuka lAbha tarIke zatru hoya te paNa mitra banI jAya che. caMDakezika jevo bhayaMkara sakhe paNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIrasvAmIne vaza thaI gaye e enuM javalaMta daSTAnta che. mAra-mAra karate duzmana ughADI taravAre sAmethI dhasI AvatA hoya to kharA tapasvI pAse taravAra mUkI enA pagamAM paDI paga cAMpavA besI jAya che. tapano prabhAva evo che ke enI sAme, zatrutA kadI TakI zakatI nathI, nabhI zaktI nathI, rahI zaktI nathI ane aMte charavAI zakAtI nathI. pAtaMjala yogasUtramAM ghucha The-tatra khalu ahiMsApratiSThAyAM tatsaMnidhau vairatyAgaH eTale eka prANumAM ahiMsA barAbara siddha thaI gaI hoyajAmI gaI hoya te tenI AjubAjumAM jAtiverano tyAga thaI jAya che, evA ahiMsaka mahApurUSone te kaI verI hetuM nathI, paNa kaI prANuM enI ugratA sahana karI vera dhAraNa karato hoya te paNa enI najIka Ave tyAre potAnuM vera bhUlI jAya che ane je mAravA AvyA hoya te prArthanA karavA besI jAya che. A tapane viziSTa mahimA che. prANIo parasparanA jAtivera paNa tenI pAse tajI de che. AvAM cAra kAraNone laIne tapano Azraya kara. tapanA haju bIjA aneka lAbha AgaLa jaNAvavAnA che te vicArI,

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nirAbhAvanA, evA prakAranA tapanA tuM e tapa AgamanuM parama jAte ene upayoga karI 481 Azraya kara eTale tapane tu kara. rahasya che. tIrthakara mahArAje pete peAtAnA hRSTAntathI batAvI Apyu che ke tapa e zAstranuM rahasya che. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa e traNa dharmanA sAra che, utkRSTa maMgaLa che ane prANIne meAthe pahoMcADanAra che. zrI vIraparamAtmAe bAhya ane abhyatara tapane mukha apanAvyA che ane tyAgadharmanI zarUAta tapathI thAya che e peAtAnA caritrathI spaSTa karyu che. Agama graMthenA rahasyabhUta A tapane nirmaLa bhAvathI karavAnA che eTale ke ene karavAmAM kei jAtanI IcchA-AzA rAkhavAnI nathI. A bhavamAM dhana, strI, putra ke kIrtinI prApti ke paraleAkamAM deva, devedra, cakravattI' ke anya pada prAptinI icchAthI tapa karyA hAya te tene nirmaLa bhAvanA tapa kahevAtA nathI. tapanA lAbhe! hajI vadhAre gaNAvavAmAM Avaze. daramyAna tapanA bhede raju karI tenuM pratipAdana karavAnI A taka graMthakartA hAtha dhare che. 4. tapanA mukhya be bheda : bAhya ane abhyaMtara. mAhya tapane bAhya eTalA mATe kahevAmAM Ave che ke e ApaNA cakSuthI joi zakAya che. enA cha prakAra pUrva paricayamAM batAvyA che te che. tenuM sakSepa svarUpa nIce batAvyu che. (1) anazana--mAM azana, pAna, khAdIma, svAdIma leAjanane tyAga. emAM eka upavAsathI mAMDIne cha mAsa sudhInA upavAsane samAveza thAya che. 31

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482 zrI zAM*ta sudhArasa (ra) UnAdara-khatrIza kALIA pUrA bharelAne peTa bharIne khAvAnuM gaNavAmAM Ave che. kALIe eTale kukaDInAM iMDAM pramANa AhAra. ekathI ekatrIza kavaLa AhAra karavA e UnedaratA. ( strIne 28 kavaLanA AhAra gaNAya che. ) (3) vRttiDAsa-vRtti eTale AjIvikAbhAge pabhAganI vastune sakSepa-AchI karavI ghaTADavI te. (4) rasaparihAra-vigayane tyAga. ekathI mAMDIne chae viga yanA tyAga karavA te. (5) salInatA-zarIranAM aMgAne kAraNa vagara halAvavAM nahi. tenu saMvaraNa karavuM te. : (6) kAyaleza-vALanA leAca. AsanAdinA ceAga. zarIrasthaya . A sarva bAhya tapa kahevAya che. e paikI udAra ' mAhya tapa hAya eTale jemAM keAi jAtanI AzaMsA na heAya te samyakRtapa kahevAya che. 5. abhyatara tapa cha prakAranAM che. prAyazcitta, vaiyAvacca, svAdhyAya, vinaya, kAryAtsa, zubha dhyAna. A chanuM vistArathI varNana pratyekanA bheddepale sAthe pUrvavecanamAM thai gayu che. A atyaMtara tapa jJAnamaya hAya che. ane vadhAranAra mAhyatapa che. karmonI nirjarA karavAmAM abhyatara tapane pradhAna sthAna che. A tapa karatAM ene kaTALeA AvatA nathI, enAM zarIrane agavaDa paDaze ke paDI che ema lAgatuM ja nathI, e sevAdharma sajJAnapUrvakanA hAi ethI kadI ane teSa thate nathI, enI vadhAre sevA karavAnI ane kaSTa sahana karavAnI bhAvanA vRddhi pAmatI ja rahe che. ane upeyanI madhuratA che

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nirjarA-bhAvanA. 483 eTale upAye karIne je cIja ene prApta karavI che temAM ene aMtarano rasa che. zrImadyazavijayajI kahe che ke dinapratidina enA AnaMdamAM vRddhi ja thayA kare che ane e khUba laheramAM hoya che. vIllAsa vadhato jAya, karma jhera jhera thatAM jAya ane AtmavikAsa thato jAya e jJAnanI balihArI che, sevAbhAvanI parisImA che ane tyAgano nirbhara AnaMda che. - da. koIpaNa prakAranI AkAMkSA, apekSA ke phaLanI IcachA vagara karela tapa upara gaNAvelA cAra lAbhe uparAMta nIcenA vizeSa lAbha kare che e prANanA tApane zamAvI de che. ApaNo saMsArane ukaLATa je hoya to e prANIne UbhA ja rAkhe che. enI garamI eTalI tIvra hoya che ke jema vIjaLIno pravAha (svIco baMdha karyA pachI paNa keTalIye vakhata paMkhe cAlyA kare che, ema mananI ghaMTI cAlyA kare che. ene anubhave-dhyAna Ape te ja A tApane prANI oLakhI zake. AvA tApane tapa zamAvI de che. ahIM dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI vAta e che ke tapasvI te ja kahevAya ke jene tApa zamato hoya. tapa sAthe krodhane vaza paDI jatA hoya te tapasvI na kahevAya. tapanuM ajIrNa krodha che. tapano ene jarA paNa khare lAbha thayo nathI ema samajavAnuM che. tapanuM mukhya phaLa zAMtinuM sAmrAjya che ane bAhyatapathI zarIra para ane atyaMtaratapathI zarIra, vAcA ane mana para eTalo saMyama AvI ja joIe ke enI pAse ukaLATa, uzkeraNI, mIjAsa, kaDavAza, tucha bhASAprayeAga ke mAnasika tuccha vicAraNA saMbhave ja nahi. jJAnI tapasvInI A mahAna sAmrAjya lakSamI che. tapane A mahimA khUba vicAravA-dhyAvavAbhAvavA gya che. gajasukumALane tenA sAsarA samile mAthA upara kheranA aMgArAnI bhaddI karI

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484 zrI zAMtasudhArasa tyAre ukaLI javAne-tApa karavAno prasaMga hato chatAM tyAM zamanuM rAjya hatuM ane zAMtinI phere uDatI hatI. enuM citta jarA UMcuMnIcuM paNa na thayuM. jJAnI tapasvInI e dazA hoya. tapa pApano nAza kare che. agAu je pApe bAMdhelAM hoya tene vinAza kare che. Ano artha nirjarA ema ja samajavAno che. A paNa tapane lAbha che. vaLI mAnasa-haMsane zuddha AtmasvarUpa kamaLavanamAM ramADe che, krIDA karAve che. mana jyAM tyAM rakhaDatuM hoya che e prANIne dararojane anubhava che. tapasvInI jarUrIAto eTalI maryAdita thaI jAya che ke enuM mana astavyastapaNe na rakhaDatAM AtmasvarUpamAM lIna thaI jAya che. A zuddha dhyAnanI bhAvanA che. durgAnanAM kAraNa tapa karanArane mATe dUra thaI jAya che athavA alpa thaI jAya che. enuM mana AtmArAmamAM ramaNa kare che. enI bhAvanA-vicAraNAmAM ja dekhAya che ane ene AtmabhAna vadhAre vadhAre thatuM jAya che. tyAgamUrtimAM AtmaramaNatA hoya e sahaja bAbata che. mAnasarovaranA haMsa ukaraDAmAM kadI cAro caratA nathI e dhyAnamAM rahe. enA mananI uddAttatA ja eTalI bhavya hoya che ke enAM ramaNa ja judAM-anokhAM hoya. sAmAnya rIte meharA dudharSa che. enA para vijaya meLavavA vadhAre Akaro che. AvA AkarA meha upara tapa sAmrAjya meLave che. mahA AkarA mehanIya karmane e dUra pheMkI de che. sarva karmamAM sArvabhauma sthAna bhegavanAra mohanIya karmane jItavAne spaSTa mArga tapa che. jyAM deha ane mana para kAbU Avato game tyAM meharAya TakI zakato nathI. A tapane mahAt lAbha che.

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nirjarA-bhAvanA. 485 ahIM tapanA bIjA cAra vadhAre lAbhA batAvyA: e tApane zamAve che, pApanA vinAza kare che, manane AtmArAmamAM ramaNu karAve che ane mAhurAjAne bALI mUke che. A cAre lAbhA meLavavAnI zarata e che ke tapa karatI vakhate kei paNa prakAranI abhilASA na heAvI joie. rAjya, Rddhi, putra, saMtati, kIrti, dhana Adi kAraNe athavA parabhavamAM lAbha meLavavA mATe tapa karyo haiAya te te A keTimAM AvatA nathI. cetana ! AvA tapanA mahimAne bhAva. 7. tapanA mahimA gAvA-enI bhAvanAne spaSTa karavA mATe traNa khAkhatA alaMkArika bhASAmAM kahe che. khUba vicAravA jevI e mAkhatA che. ene barAbara khyAla karI. tapa saMyama lakSmInuM vazIkaraNa che.'iMdriya ane mana para kAbU Ave tene sayama kahevAya che. e sAcI lakSmI che. e jenAM gharamAM hAya tene mAMgalikamALA vistare che. keAi strI vaza thatI na heAya te tene vaza karavAnA upAyane vazIkaraNa kahe che. pUrva kALamAM strIne vaza karavA dorA dhAgA karavAmAM AvatA, mAdaLI maMtrAvatA, lIMbunA prayAga thatA vigere sarva vazIkaraNa kahevAya. saMcamalakSmIne vaza karavA tapa vazIkaraNa maMtranuM kAma kare che. matalaba tapathI sAcA saMyama siddha thAya che. 'tapa ujavaLa meAkSasukhanuM haeNAnuM che.' jyAre kAI sAde karavA hAya tyAre te pAkA karavA nAnI rakama ApavAnI hoya che tene satyakAra (bhAnuM) kahevAmAM Ave che. mecIne joDAnuM mApa ApI cAra, ATha AnA bhAnAnA ApavAmAM Ave che athavA sthAvara milakta kharIdavAnA sAdA karatI vakhata kharIdanAra seAdAnI rakamanA dezamA

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486 zrI zAMtasudhArasa bhAga lagabhaga Earnest money okhtAna tarIke Ape che te sodo pUro karavAnI tenI vRtti batAve che. mokSane sodo karavAno hAthe ThakanAra A tapa che. thayelA sadAne nirvAha karavAnI temAM zakyatA prApta thAya che. ane A te mokSasukhanA sedA che e dhyAnamAM rahe. "tapa icchita pUranAra ciMtAmaNi ratna che." ciMtAmaNi ratna citavela-chela vastune pUrI pADe che. e devAdhiSita hoya che. labdhi-siddhi to ene sAdhAraNa vAta che, paNa aneka ISTano yoga ane parama dhyeyane vega meLavI ApanAra e ciMtAmaNi ratna che. AvA tapanI vAraMvAra ArAdhanA kara. ArAdhanA eTale pAlanA. pAlana eTale kiyamANa avasthAmAM prAkaTya. matalaba tapa kara. bAhyAbhyatara tapa kara. tene Azraya svIkAra ane temAM parama kartavyatA vyavahArarUpe svIkAra. 8. karmarUpa vyAdhinuM auSadha tapa che. vyAdhi dUra karavA jema auSadha levAmAM Ave che tema karUpa vyAdhi upAya tapa che. tapathI vyAdhine nAza thAya che, enI asara narama paDe che ane enAthI zarIrane nirogIpaNuM prApta thAya che. karmavyAdhinuM auSadha tapa che. auSadha kaI cIja sAthe levuM tene anupAna" kahevAmAM Ave che. ahIM je anupAna batAvavAmAM AvyuM che te mahA upakArI jinapatine saMmata che ane te anupAna paNa tapa ja che. vyAdhinuM auSadha paNa tapa ane anupAna paNa tapa. tAnA prakAra aneka hovAthI aneka anupAna tarIke svIkArI levA. dAkhalA tarIke oSadhamAM aMtaraMga (atyaMtara) tapamAMthI dayAna ke kAryotsarga lIdho hoya te anupAna tarIke upavAsAdi bAhya tapane levo.

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nirjarAbhAvanA. 487 A hakIkatanI viziSTa mahuttA batAvavA mATe kahe che ke e tapane aMge je anupAna che te jinapatine saMmata che. manuSyane paramAtmA thavAneA mArga batAvanAra ane te mA peAte svIkAranAra zrI jinapati jevI mahAn vibhUti je vItarAga hAi sArvatrika pUjya che tenA AdhArathI ane temanI saMmatithI je hakIkata Ave te sarva mAnya ane, tethI tapanI puSTimAM A mahAn AdhAra matAnyeA che. sarva sukhanA bhaMDAra tulya zAMtasudhArasanuM pAna tuM kara. huM vinaya ! zAMtasudhArasanuM pAna karavA dvArA sukhanI mATI tIjorI tane maLe che. A tapane tuM Adara. tapanA AveA mahimA tuM bhAva, vAraMvAra bhAva, nira'tara bhAva, bhAvavAne cAlu abhyAsa kara ane bAhya-tapanuM nimitta laine abhyaMtara tapamAM nimagna thai jA. X X x nirjarA bhAvanAnAM dRSTAntAne pAra nathI. sathI mahA AkarSaka hRSTAnta zrI vIraparamAtmAnuM che. teezrInu AtmasAdhana ane maneAmaLa tathA upasarga sahana karavAnI zakti vicAratAM amApa bhaktibhAva utpanna thayA vinA rahetA nathI. sADAbAra varSamAM pramAdakALa nAmane (ahArAtra jeTaleA) khAkI Akho vakhata apramatta avasthAmAM gayA. jenA AtmA sadaiva jAgatA hoya tene abhedya karmA paNu ate zu karI zake ? gajasukumALane mAthA para tenA sasarA seAmIla kheranA agArA bhare tyAre tenuM eka 'rUvADuM' paNa ke niha ane cetana dhyAnadhArAthI khase nahi ke sAsarA para krodha lAve nassi e nirjarAnA adbhuta dAkhaleo pUrA pADe che. aneka karmanA cUrA AvA dhIra-vIra purUSA ja karI zake.

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488 zrI zAMtasudhArAsa metAryamuni sonIne tyAM vahAravA jAya che. tenA sonAnAM java kecapakSI carI jAya che. muni jANe paNa bele nahi. pakSIne bacAvavA mahAAkarI pIDA khame che. lIlI vAra tenA mAthe vIMTALavAmAM AvI ane munine taDakAmAM UbhA rAkhavAmAM AvyA. vAdhara sukAtAM muninI naso tUTavA lAgI, paNa muni canyA nahi. karmone eka sAthe cUre karI aMtakRta kevaLI thaI ajarAmara sthAne pahocyA. aMdhakamuninI cAmaDI utAravAne rAjA hukama kare che tyAre ene potAnI pIDAne vicAra Avato nathI, paNa cAmaDI utAranArane agavaDa na paDe tema UbhA rahevA savAla kare che. zamazAMtinI A parAkASThA kahevAya ! ane AvA dhIradAra mahAna vire karmone taDataDa kApI nAkhe emAM navAI nathI. dhannA je mATe sukhI zekIo ane zAlibhadra jevA sukhI vaibhAragiri para jaIne zilA para anazana kare ane dhyAnanI dhArAe caDhe tyAre game tevA karmo hoya to te zaramAIne nAsI jAya emAM Azcarya zuM ? e vAta A bhAvanAne majabUta kare che. AvA to aneka daSTAMta che, ene vicAratAM rasto sUjhI jAya tema che. paravazapaNe A prANu bhUkha, tarasa, viyoga sahana kare che, apamAne khame che, nokarI kare che, hukamo UThAve che, ujAgarA kare che, TADha taDakA khame che, hajAro mAIlanI musApharI kare che ane aneka prakAranI yAtanAo ame che, paNa emAM Azaya ahika-dunyavI ane sAdhya saMsAravRddhinuM hAI enuM kAMI vaLatuM nathI, vaLatuM nathI eTale ke enI Atmapragati

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nirjarAbhAvagnA. 489 jarA paNa thatI nathI. duniyAdArIne sahaja lAbha maLe tenI kAMI gaNatarI nathI kAraNa ke e alpakALane che. A AkhI nirjarA bhAvanAmAM karmane barAbara oLakhavAnAM che. enI cIkAza ane enI phaLAvAmine samaya thAya tyAre thatI enI parAdhIna dazA vicAravAmAM Ave to kaI rIte ene nikAla lAvavAnuM mana jarUra thAya tema che. ghaNAkharA prANIo cAle tema calAvyA kare che ane karmo udayamAM Ave tyAre muMjhAya che, raDavA bese che athavA durgAna kare che, paNa ema karavAthI kAMI karma ochAM thatAM nathI, UlaTAM e rIte to karma vadhe che. samatAthI kama bhegavAya nahi te saravALe bhAra vadhato ja jAya che, kemake navAM vadhAre baMdhAya che. tyAre emAM saravALe raLavAnuM kAMI rahetuM nathI. ekaMdare vicAra karatAM " tyAga" vagara bIje mArga raheto nathI, sUjhe tema nathI ane te sivAya patto khAya tema nathI. tyAganI zarUAta "dAna" dharmathI thAya che. tyAga ane dAna paryAyavAcI zabda che. sAMsArika prANue tyAga keLavavA mATe dAnathI zarUAta karavI. e rIte ene dhanasaMpatti para virAga thAya ane pachI viratibhAva Adare. sarvatyAga bane te jarUra kare, na bane te tenI bhAvanA rAkhe ane daramyAna uttama vyavahAra, satya pAlana, aNahakkanuM dhana nahi levAne nizcaya, udAra Azaya, nirdabha vRtti, saraLatA, zAMti, namratA, dayALutA, dhIraja, kSamA, dAya, kAmavAsanA upara saMyama, svadArAtaSa, vyApAramAM pramANiktA, mAnatyAga, dhana* saMgrahanI maryAdA, nirarthaka kathAone tyAga, samabhAvanI bhAvanA,

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490 zrI*zAMntasudhAr*sa brahmacarya, satya vacana Adi sadAcArAnI sevanA kare, guNu upara rAga dhare, guNIne pUje, mAnanA kadI Azraya na kare, ThaThThAmazkarIne tyAga kare, abhaya adveSa ane abhedane keLave ane guNanA dekhAva na karatAM guNI thavAnI tIvra icchA rAkhe ane te mATe anate amala kare. AvI rIte raste caDhI gayA pachI tapanA aneka prakAre te vicAre, tapa karavAmAM e zarIrane hAni na dhAre. tapa e dharmanA pAye che ema samaje. ane mATe e dararoja niyama dhAre, vRttine sakSepa kare, jamavA bese te anekamAMthI gheADI vastue ja le ane abhakSya anaMtakAyane ae paNa nahi. e peTa bharIne khAya nahi, irAdApUrvaka UNA rahe, rasanA tyAga kare, zarIra-nirvAha mATe ja khAya, khAvA mATe jIve nahiM, jIvavA mATe jarUra hAya teTalu -zarIra dhAraNa karavA pUratu anna grahuNa kare ane zarIranI nakAmI ALapaMpALa na kare. ene nATaka ceTaka game nahi, e pApeApadeza Ape nahi, gappAMsappAM mAruM nahi ane ane teTalAM bAhya tapa kare. ene ekAsaNAM upavAsAdi karatAM Anada Ave. ene khAvAnu upAdhirUpa lAge. A rIte zarIrane keLavavAnI sAthe manamAM ane jJAna para agAdha rUci hAya. e kSayApazama pramANe jANe, vastunA hArdamAM utare, vaiyAvacca vinayamAM tatpara rahe, sevAbhAve mAMdAnI mAvajata kare, vRddhanI sevA kare, thayela pApanI AleAcanA kare ane jeTaleA samaya maLe temAM svAdhyAya kare. bAkInA vakhatamAM sAnanI bhAvanA kare, kAryotsarga kare. A rIte mana-vacanakAyAnA ceAgA upara aMkuza meLave ane Atmapragati karatA e AgaLa vadhye jAya. emAM ene koI vakhata karmanA udacathI azAtA thAya te e muMjhAya nahi, e pariSahamAM rAjI

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nirjarAbhAvanA. 491 rahe, pratikULa parISaha khame ane anukULa pariSahamAM sapaDAya nahi. ene samiti guptimAM rasa paDe ane bhAvanAo niraMtara bhAvyA kare, cetanarAmane ajavALe ane yatidharmonI satata upAsanAmAM ughukta rahe. enI samatA joIne enI pAsethI khasavuM na game ane e koIne pitAnAM ke pArakAM gaNe nahi. upAdhyAyajIe eka vAta kahI che te narama paDavA mATe nathI paNa lAkSaNika paddhatie dhyAna kheMcavA kahI che. teozrI 4 cha tadeva hi tapaH kArya, durdhyAnaM yatra no bhavet / yena yogA na catte, sItte nendrizALi 2 eTale te ja tapa karavo ke jemAM durthAna na thAya, vege narama na paDe ane iMdriye kSaya na pAme. A sUcanA jJAnIne lakSya rAkhavA mATe karI che. ATalI vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhI atyaMtara tapa tarapha dhyAna savizeSa rAkhavuM ane tenA kAraNa (upabaMdhaka-vadhAranAra) tarIke bAhya tapano Adara karI karmone nAza karavA dRDha nizcaya kare. enA pariNAme maMgaLamALA vistare che. tevA vi taM namaMvaMti evA tapa karanArane deve paNa name che, tapa karanAra devane namAvavA tapa na kare paNa tapanuM e sahaja pariNAma che. AtmAne ujajavaLa karanAra, tApane dUra karanAra, pApane zamAvanAra A bhAvanAne khUba bhAvavI ane bhAvIne tene amala kare. Iti navamI nirjarA bhAvanA. Innnnnnnnnnnn -

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ra. nat1. u. sakaLacaMdajInI karelI sajhAya apUrNa jaNuvAthI zrI jayasema muninI karelI sajhAya ApI che. navamI nirjarA bhAvanAnI sajhAya duhA. daDhaprahArI daDha dhyAna dharI, guNanidhi gajasukumALa; metAraja madanabhrame, suzala sukumAla. Ima aneka munivara taryA, upazama saMvara bhAva; kaThina karma savi nirjaryA, teNe nirjara prastAva. DhALa navamI. (rAga geDI-mana bhamarA re-e dezI.) navamI nirjara bhAvanA, citta ceto re, Adare vrata paccakhANa catura citta ceta re; pApa Aleco gurU kuhe, ci0 dhariye vinaya sujANa. ca0 1 vaiyAvacca bahuvidha karo, citra durbaLa bALa gilAna; ca0 AcAraja vAcaka taNa, ci0 ziSya sAdhamika jANa. ca0 2 tapasI kula gaNa saMdhanA ci. thivira pravartaka vRddha; ca0 citya bhakti bahu nirjarA, ci0 dazame aMga prasiddha. ca0 3 ubhaya TaMka Avazyaka kare, ci0 suMdara karI sajhAya; ca0 pasaha sAmAyika kare, ci. nitya pratye niyama nabhAya. ca0 karmasUdana kanakAvaLI, ci. siMhanikrIDita deya; zrI guNarayaNa savaMtsarU, ci0 sAdhu paDima dazadeya. zrata ArAdhana sAcave, ci. vega vahana upadhAna; zukala dhyAna sUdhuM dhare, ci0 zrI AMbilavaddhamAna. ca0 6 cauda sahasa aNagAramAM, ci0 dhana dhanno aNagAra; ca0 svayaMmukha vIra prazaMsIo, ci0 khaMdhaka meghakumAra.

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zrI bhAvanagara jaina dharma prasAraka sabhAmAM pitAnI chapAvelI ane bIjI saMsthAo vigerenI chapAvelI aneka buka maLe che temAMthI mukhya mukhanI jAhera khabara. zrI siddharSigaNiviracitA zrI upamitibhavaprapaMcA sthA bhASAMtara A graMtha ajoDa che. enI joDamAM mUkIe tevo koI graMtha jaina sAhityamAM nathI. emAM kathAnuganI sAthe evI asarakAraka bhASAmAM upadeza samAvyuM che ke tenuM varNana karatAM pAra Ave tema nathI. e AkhA graMthanuM bhASAMtara bhAI metIcaMda giradharalAla selIsiTare ghaNI sarala gujarAtI bhASAmAM kareluM che. te A graMtha sabhAe traNa vibhAgamAM chapAvyuM che. tenI be traNa AvRttio thaI che. dareka bukamAM sAta uparAMta ATha pejI DemI pRSTho che. kula pRSTha 2100 uparAMta che. traNa bhAganI kiMmata nIce pramANe rAkhI che. vibhAga pahelo prastAva 1-2-3 ki. rUA. 3-0-0 vibhAga bIjo prastAva 4-5 ki. rUA. 3-0-0 vibhAga trIjo prastAva 6-7-8 ki. rU. 3-8-0 traNe bhAga bhegA maMgAvanAra pAsethI rUA. 8-00. pisTeja doDha rUpIA uparAMta thAya tema che tethI relave pArsalathI maMgAvavA yogya che. bahu suMdara pAkI baMdhAvela che.

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AcArya zrI munisuMdarasUriviracita zrI adhyAtmaka9padruma bhASAMtara A bhASAMtara paNa bhAI metIcaMda giradharalAle kareluM che. tenI traNa AvRttio thaI che. tenI aMdara judA judA 16 adhikAra che, adhyAtma mATe apUrva graMtha che. vAMcatAM avazya vairAgya utpanna kare evo apUrva che. bhASAMtara ghaNuM suMdara ne sarala karavAmAM AvyuM che. vAMcatAM rasa upaje tema che. kiMmata rUA. 2-8-0 paTeja ATha AnA. vAMce, vicAre ne khAtrI kare. zrImAna yazovijayajI upAdhyAyata adhyAtmasAra bhASAMtara A graMtha upara paMnyAsajI zrIgaMbhIravijayajIe ghaNI sarala TIkA racI che. A graMthanuM. TakA sAthe bhASAMtara karAvIne zeTha narottamadAsa bhANajInI Arthika sahAyathI A sabhAe chapAvIne bahAra pADela che. adhyAtmarasika baMdhuone khAsa vAMcavA lAyaka che. kiMmata rUA. 2-0-0 picce ja sAta AnA. khAsa vAMco ne lAbha le. uttama vAMcana vAMcavA IcchanAra mATe ja AvI buke upayogI che.

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kaLikALasarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrAcArya viracita zrI triSaSTi zalAkA purUSa caritra bhASAMtara A kathAnuyAgamAM prathama pada dharAvanAra apUrva graMthanA deza pa (vibhAga ) che. temAM 24 tIthaMkara, 12 cakravatI, 9 vAsudeva, 9 aLadeva ne 9 prativAsudeva maLI kula 63 mahApurUSonA ciratrA samAvelA che. prAsaMgika khIjA aneka uttama purUSonA caritrA che. e mULa graMtha 35000 zrlAka pramANa che. te mULa paNa sabhAe chapAvela te atyAre alabhya che. tenuM bhASAMtara nIce pramANenA pAMca vibhAgamAM chapAvela che. 1 vibhAga 1 lA-parva pahela, bIjI zrI RSabhadeva ne bharata cakravInuM tathA ajitanAtha ne sagaracakInuM caritra. ki. rUA. 3-4-0 2 vibhAga 2 jo-parva 3-4-5-6-zrIsaMbhavanAthajIthI munisuvratasvAmI sudhInA 18 tIrthaMkarAnA, trIjAthI AThamA sudhInA cha cakravatInA ne pahelAthI sAtamA sudhInA sAta sAta vAra udeva, baLadeva ne prativAsudevanA-kula 45 mahApurUSonA ciratrAnA saMgraha. kiM. rUA. 3-4-0 3 vibhAga 3 jo. parva sAtamuM. jaina rAmAyaNa. AThamA vAsudeva baLadeva ne prativAsudeva uparAMta 21 mA zrI naminAthajInuM ne navamA dazamA cakrI hiraNa ne jayanuM caritra. ki. rUA. 1-8-0 4 vibhAga 4 thA, parva 89 22 mA ne 23 mA tIrthaMkara, 11 mA ne 12 mA cakravatI ne navamA vAsudevAdi tripuTInA maLI sAta mahApurUSonA ritrA. ( A vibhAga maLatA nathI. ) 5 vibhAga 5 me. zrI mahAvIrasvAmI caritra. AmAM prasa geApAta aneka uttama purUSAnA citra che. kiM. 31. 2-6-0 maLI zakatA 4 vibhAga sAthe lenAranA kula rUA. 10nA ne badale rUA. 9) levAmAM Avaze. maMgAvavAnuM te relvemAM ja rAkhavu. *

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zrI vijayalakSmIsUviracita zrI upadezaprAsAda bhASAMtara. A graMthamAM sthaMbha 24 che. dareka sthaMbhamAM vyAkhyAna 15-15 che. ekadara varSanA divasa pramANe 360 vyAkhyAnA che. dareka vyAkhyAnamAM ekeka kathA che. jJAnapa`camIthI mAMDIne dareka pAnI kathAonA vyAkhyAne che. A graMthanuM bhASAMtara ame pAMca bhAgamAM chapAvelu che. pahelA bhAgamAM 4 ane pachInA cAre bhAgamAM pAMca pAMca nA maLI 24 svabhA che. temAMnA trIjo bhAga ( stha Mbha 10 thI 14 nA ) hAla maLatA nathI paraMtu dareka khyAna judA judA hAvAthI saMba Mdha tuTe tema nathI. A vibhAgonI kiMmata rUA. sA--zAbhA maLI kula rUA. aa rAkhela che. cAre bhAga sAthe lenAranA rUA. 8) levAya che. vyA A e bukeA paNa relave mAraphata ja maMgAvavA lAyaka che. paNa apUrva graMtha che. AveA 360 vyAkhyAnavALA ane aneka khamatAnA sAmAvezavALA mIjo kAi paNa graMtha labhya nathI. kathArisake jarUra vAMcavA lAyaka che. zrI upadezaprAsAda graMtha, mULa, vibhAga 4 thA. sthaMbha 19 thI 24 (pratAkAra) A graMtha mULa paNa cAra vibhAge AkhA sabhAe chapAvelA hatA paraMtu tenA traNa vibhAga maLatA nathI. mAtra ceAtheA vibhAga ja maLe che. kiMmata rUA. 4-0-0 pesTeja sAta nA. saMskRtanA abhyAsIe khAsa vAMcavA lAyaka che. 1 *~

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