Updeshamrut

Author(s): Shrimad Rajchandra Ashram Agas
Publisher: Shrimad Rajchandra Ashram
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001941/1

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zrImad laghurAja svAmI (prabhuzrI) upadezAmRta (mUla gujarAtIkA hiMdI anuvAda) zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama agAsa

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zrImad laghurAja svAmI (prabhuzrI) upadezAmRta (hiMdI anuvAda) - zrImad laghurAja zatAbdI smAraka grantha -janmajayanti(saM.2010, Azvina vadI 1) zrImada rAjacaMdra Azrama agAsa

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prakAzakaH vinodarAya maNilAla seTha, adhyakSa zrImad rAjacandra Azrama sTe. agAsa, vAyA-ANaMda posTa borIA 388 130 (gujarAta) eka AtmAko jAnA usane saba jaanaa| -nirgrantha pravacana hiMdI prathama AvRtti pratiyA~ 1000 IsvI san 2004 vikrama saMvat 2060 vIra saMvat 2530 mudraka : iMDiyA bAIMDiMga hAusa dillI aho! sarvotkRSTa zAMtarasamaya sanmArgaaho! usa sarvotkRSTa zAntarasapradhAna mArgaka mUla sarvajJadevaaho! usa sarvotkRSTa zAntarasako jinhoMne supratIta karAyA aise paramakRpAlu sadgurudevaisa vizvameM sarvakAla Apa jayavanta raheM, jayavanta rheN| -zrImad rAjacaMdra TAIpa seTiMga Diskena kaoNmpyu ArTa ANaMda-388120 6 (02692) 255221 "AtmA hokara AtmA bolA, ArAdhA to basa / " -prabhuzrI lAgata mUlya rU. 115/bikrI mUlya rU. 10/ (pustaka prApti sthAna) zrI paramazruta prabhAvaka maNDala, zrImad rAjacandra Azrama, hAthI bilDIMga, 'e' blaoNka, sTezana agAsa; vAyA ANaMda, | dUsarI maMjila, rUma naM0 18, bhAMgavADI, posTa boriyA-388130 448, kAlabAdevI roDa, (gujarAta) baMbaI-400002

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"jisa jisa prakArase AtmA AtmabhAvako prApta ho, vaha prakAra dharmakA hai| AtmA jisa prakArase anya bhAvako prApta ho vaha prakAra anya rUpa hai, dharmarUpa nahIM hai / jIvako dharma apanI kalpanAse athavA kalpanAprApta anya puruSase zravaNa karane yogya, manana karane yogya yA ArAdhane yogya nahIM hai / mAtra Atmasthiti hai jinakI aise satpuruSase hI AtmA athavA Atmadharma zravaNa karane yogya hai, yAvat ArAdhane yogya hai / " - patrAMka 403, 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' " AtmAko vibhAvase avakAzita karaneke liye aura svabhAvameM anavakAzarUpase rahaneke lie koI bhI mukhya upAya ho to AtmArAma aise jJAnIpuruSakA niSkAmabuddhise bhaktiyogarUpa saMga hai / " - patrAMka 432, 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' "paramAtmA aura AtmAkA ekarUpa ho jAnA (!) yaha parAbhaktikI AkhirI hada hai / eka yahI laya rahanA so parAbhakti hai / parama mahAtmyA gopAMganAe~ mahAtmA vAsudevakI bhaktimeM isI prakArase rahI thIM / paramAtmAko niraMjana aura nirdeharUpase cintana karanepara jIvako yaha laya AnA vikaTa hai, isalie jise paramAtmAkA sAkSAtkAra huA hai, aisA dehadhArI paramAtmA usa parAbhaktikA parama kAraNa / usa jJAnI puruSake sarva caritrameM aikyabhAvakA lakSya honese usake hRdayameM birAjamAna paramAtmAkA aikyabhAva hotA hai, aura yahI parAbhakti hai / jJAnI puruSa aura paramAtmAmeM antara hI nahIM hai, aura jo koI antara mAnatA hai, use mArgakI prApti parama vikaTa hai| jJAnI to paramAtmA hI haiM, aura usakI pahacAnake binA paramAtmAkI prApti nahIM huI hai, isaliye sarvathA bhakti karane yogya aisI dehadhArI divyamUrti - jJAnIrUpa paramAtmAkI - -kA namaskArAdi bhaktise lekara parAbhaktike anta taka eka layase ArAdhana karanA, aisA zAstrakA Azaya hai| paramAtmA hI isa dehadhArIrUpase utpanna huA hai aisI hI jJAnIpuruSake prati jIvako buddhi honepara bhakti udita hotI hai, aura vaha bhakti kramazaH parAbhaktirUpa ho jAtI hai...... pahale jJAnI puruSakI bhakti; aura yahI paramAtmAkI prApti aura bhaktikA nidAna hai / " - patrAMka 223, 'zrImad rAjacaMda' 1" santa- caraNa Azraya vinA, sAdhana karyA pAra na tethI pAmiyo, Ugyo na aMza aneka; viveka. " 1. saMtake caraNake Azrayake binA aneka sAdhana kiye, kiMtu usase saMsAra kA aMta na AyA, aura aMzamAtra bhI viveka udita nahIM huA / - zrImad rAjacaMdra

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[4] abhivaMdanA (vasaMtatilakA) adhyAtmamUrti, sahajAtmapade nimagna, bodhi samAdhi sukha zAzvata zAMtimagna; yogIndra vandya guru rAja kRpALudeva, cAhuM akhaMDa sahajAtmasvarUpa seva. 1 jJAnAvatAra guru Apa kRpA-prasAde, svAtmAnubhUti-rasapIyUSanA susvAde; jeNe svazreya parazreya anaMta sAdhyu, te zAMtamUrti laghurAjapade huM vaMdUM. 2 (mAlinI) bahu bahu bahu sevyAM sAdhano mukti kAje, sva-svarUpa na pichANyuM baMdha to kema bhAMje? tuja parama kRpAthI muktino mArga Aje, sahaja sulabha bhAse, dhanya A yoga chAje. 3 adbhuta nidhi AtmA Apa pote chatAMye, svapada prati vaLe nA dRSTi svacchaMdatAye! upakRti abhivaMdaM sadguru dhanya dhanya, nayana ajaba AMjI dRSTi de je ananya. 4 adbhuta tuja mudrA dhyAnamAM magna bhALu, prazama-rasa-sudhAno siMdhu jANe nihALa! 'caturagati pravezuM nA kadI' oma dhArI, svaramaNa-vara-dhyAne zuM prabho vRtti ThArI! 5 zamanidhi laghurAje rAjacaMdra-prabhA zI! jaLahaLa ulasaMtI svAnubhUti dazA zI! smarI smarI smarI svAmI, vItarAgI avasthA, namuM namuM namuM bhakti-bhAva ANI prazastA. 6 (zArdUlavikrIDita) je saMsAra apAra duHkhadariyo ullaMghavA icchatA, AtmAnaMda-prapUrNa siddhisukhanA AhlAdane jhaMkhatA; te sadbhAgI zivArthIne zaraNa je sAcuM daI tAratA, vaMduM zrImad rAjacaMdra, bhavathI saMtaptane ThAratA. 7 -zrI rAvajIbhAI desAI artha-(1) adhyAtmamUrti, sahajAtmapadameM nimagna, bodhi-samAdhisukha yukta aura zAzvata zAMtimagna, yogIMdravaMdya aise kRpAludeva guru rAjacaMdra! ApakI akhaMDa sahajAtmasvarUpa sevA maiM cAhatA huuN| (2) Apa jJAnAvatAra gurukI kRpAse, svAtmAnubhUti-rasAmRtake rasAsvAdase jisane anaMta svazreya prApta kiyA aura dUsaroMkA kalyANa kiyA aise zAMtamUrti laghurAjasvAmIke caraNoM meM maiM vaMdanA karatA huuN| (3) muktike liye maiMne bahuta-bahuta-bahuta sAdhana kiye, kintu svasvarUpako na pichAnA, to baMdha kaise chUTe? terI paramakRpAse Aja mujhe muktimArga sahaja sulabha dIkha rahA hai aisA ApakA yoga dhanya hai| (4) AtmA svayaM adbhuta nidhi hone para bhI svacchaMdatAke kAraNa dRSTi AtmasvarUpakI ora nahIM mudd'tii| sadgurune adbhuta nayanAMjana karake ananya AtmadRSTi karAyI aise unake upakArako dhanya hai! dhanya hai! (5) terI adbhuta dhyAnamagna mudrAko dekhakara lagatA hai mAno prazamarasasudhAkA siMdhu hI ho| Apake AtmaramaNatArUpa dhyAnako dekhakara merI vRtti bhI zAMta ho jAtI hai aura aisA nirNaya hotA hai ki aba maiM caturgatimeM bhramaNa nahIM kruuNgaa| (6) zamanidhi laghurAjasvAmIne rAjacaMdrakI kRpAse svAnubhUti dazA jalahala jyotisvarUpa prApta kI, usa vItarAgI avasthAko bArabAra smaraNakara prazasta bhaktibhAvapUrvaka vAraMvAra namana karatA haiN| (7) jo apAra saMsArarUpa dukhasamudrako lA~ghanA cAhate haiM aura AtmAnaMda pUrNa siddhisukhake AhlAdakI jo jhaMkhanA karate haiM una sadbhAgI mokSecchukako jo saccI zaraNa dekara tArate haiM aura bhavase saMtaptako zItala karate haiM aise zrImad rAjacaMdrako maiM vaMdanA karatA huuN|

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zrImad rAjacaMdra janma : vavANiyA vi.saM. 1924 kArtika pUrNimA, ravivAra dehavilaya : rAjakoTa vi.saM. 1957 caitra vada 5 maMgalavAra

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[ 5] nivedana (gujarAtI prathamAvRtti) "prabhu-prabhutA saMbhAratA, gAtAM karatAM guNagrAma re; sevaka sAdhanatA vare, nija saMvara pariNati pAma re. muni0 pragaTa tattvatA dhyAvatAM, nija tattvano dhyAtA thAya re; tattvaramaNa-ekAgratA, pUraNa tattve eha samAya re. muni0" "lohadhAtu kaMcana huve re lAla, pArasa-pharasana pAmI re vhAlesara; pragaTe adhyAtama dazA re lAla, vyaktaguNI guNagrAma re vhAlesara; tuja darisaNa muja vAlahuM re lAla, darisaNa zuddha pavitta re vhAlesara." -zrImad devacandra paramakRpAlu parama tattvajJa adhyAtmamUrti zrImad rAjacaMdrase AtmapratIti prApta kara paramAtmadarzanako prApta karanevAle tathA mokSArthI bhavya jIvoMko apanI sahaja karuNA dvArA sadbodhavRSTise Atmahitake prati mor3akara isa durlabha manuSyabhavako saphala banAnemeM sarvotkRSTa upakArI zrImad laghurAja svAmI (prabhuzrIjI) kA upadeza saMgraha 'zrImad laghurAja zatAbdI smAraka grantha' ke rUpameM prakAzita ho aisI aneka AtmabandhuoMkI icchA thii| tadanusAra yaha grantha yathAsambhava zIghra prakAzita ho aura isa Azvina vadI 1 ke dina zrImad laghurAja svAmI (prabhuzrIjI) ke janmajayanti zatAbdI mahotsavake prasaMgapara mumukSu bandhuoMko isa granthakA prasAda amUlya bheMTake rUpameM prApta ho aisI icchAse isake sampAdanakA kArya prArambha kiyA gayA thaa| santaziromaNi prabhuzrIjIkI sevAmeM sarvArpaNabhAvase jIvana samarpaNa kara parama kRpAludevakI AjJAkA ArAdhana karanevAle tathA mumukSuoMko paramakRpAludevakI AjJA-ArAdhanake prati mor3anemeM prayatnazIla rahakara sevA arpaNa karanevAle adhyAtmapremI sadgata pU. zrI brahmacArIjIne isa granthake sampAdana-kAryameM bahuta ullAsa aura tanmayatAse apanI sarva zakti aura samayakA bhoga dekara parizrama kiyA hai, ataH ve hI isa grantha-prakAzanake lie sarva yazake adhikArI haiN| unake mArgadarzanake anusAra isa granthakA sampAdana huA hai| phalasvarUpa Aja yaha grantha mumukSuoMko sAdara arpaNa karate hue Ananda hotA hai; parantu sAtha hI bahuta duHkhakI bAta hai ki yaha grantha taiyAra hokara mumukSuoMke hAthameM Aye usake pUrva hI una pavitra AtmAkA dehotsarga ho gyaa| vItarAgazruta-prakAzaka isa Azramake sAhitya prakAzanameM unhoMne jIvanaparyanta jo sarvottama sevA pradAna kI hai usake lie unheM yahA~ dhanyavAdapUrvaka smaraNAMjali arpaNa karanA upayukta hai|

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[6 ] isa upadezAmRta granthameM 'patrAvali-1' nAmaka vibhAgameM prabhuzrIjI dvArA svayaM likhe gaye athavA likhAye gaye patroMmeMse liye gaye patra haiN| 'patrAvali-2' meM prabhuzrIjIne zrI brahmacArIjIko jisa prakAra likhaneko kahA usa prakAra apanI bhASAmeM likhakara lAye aura unheM par3havAye gaye patroMkA mukhyataH saMgraha hai| 'vicAraNA' vibhAgameM prabhuzrIjIke svayaMke vicAra haiN| usake bAda 'upadezasaMgraha-1' meM prasaMgAnusAra cala rahe prabhuzrIjIke upadezako vahIM baiThakara eka mumukSubhAIne kabhI-kabhI yathAzakti aura yathAsmRti jo likhA use saMkalita kiyA gayA hai| zeSa 'upadezasaMgraha' bhAga 2 se 6 taka mumukSuoM dvArA yathAsmRti, yathAzakti aura yathAvakAza kisI-kisI dina kiye TippaNakA saMgraha hai| maghAkI varSA ke samAna prabhuzrIjIkA upadeza to akhaNDa amRtavRSTikI bhA~ti nirantara barasatA thaa| usameMse yatkicit jo kucha yaha saMgraha ho pAyA hai vaha mumukSuoMke liye parama zreyaskara, parama AdhArarUpa hone yogya hai| sAtha hI usa upadezakA saMgraha karanevAle bhavya mumukSuoMke svayaMke AtmalAbhakA bhI kAraNa hai| jaise alpa mAtrAmeM bhI amRta jIvako amara banAnemeM samartha hai, vaise hI AtmAnubhavI sacce puruSake aciMtya mAhAtmyavAlA yaha bodha, alpa bhI ArAdhanA karanevAleko ajarAmara pada prApta karAnemeM samartha ho aisA zaktizAlI hai| AtmajJa mahApuruSakI AtmA prApta karane tathA prApta karavAnekI utkaNThA, icchA aura utsAha isa bodhameM sthAna-sthAnapara kucha apUrva aura adbhuta dRSTigocara hote haiM, tathA AtmaprApta puruSako AtmAkA raMga kaisA Azcaryajanaka hotA hai yaha prakaTa bhAsyamAna hotA hai, jo AtmArthIke liye atyanta Atmahitaprada aura AhlAdakArI pratIta hone yogya hai| jisane prabhuzrIjIkA pratyakSa bodha sunA hai use to yaha bodha tAdRza una-una prasaMgoMkI smRtiko tAjA kara usa parama zAntarasamaya adbhuta satsaMgake raMga-taraMgakA avarNanIya AsvAdana karAkara apUrva Ananda aura zreyameM prerita kregaa| anya bhI tattvajijJAsu sajjanoMko, sarala zailI aura bhASAmaya aise ye anubhavI mahApuruSake pragaTa yogabalavAle vacana hRdayameM acUka prabhAva dikhAkara Atmahita aura AtmAnandameM prerita karanemeM samartha ho sakate haiN| isa patrAvali aura upadezasaMgrahake atirikta prabhuzrIjIkA saMkSipta jIvanacaritra bhI isameM diyA jAya to acchA, aisI kucha mumukSu bhAiyoMkI icchA honese pUjya zrI brahmacArIjIne, pa. pU. zrI prabhuzrIjIke dehotsargake kucha samaya bAda likhe gaye jIvanavRttAntameMse saMkSiptarUpameM yahA~ diyA gayA hai| saM. 1976 takake prasaMga 15 khaNDoMmeM unhoMne varNita kiye haiN| usake bAdakA jIvanacaritra apUrNa-adhUrA hI rahA hai, jise unhoMne pUrA nahIM kiyA hai| ataH zeSa prasaMga khaNDa 16 se 21 ke chaha khaNDoMmeM samAkara zeSa jIvanacaritra saMkSepameM samApta kiyA hai jo AtmArthiyoMko AtmArthapreraka hoo! anAdise apane gharako bhUlI huI, nirantara parameM hI pariNamita honevAlI caitanyapariNati nija gRhake prati mur3e arthAt svabhAvapariNamanake sanmukha ho aura AtmA cidAnandamaya nijamaMdirameM nitya nivAsa karake sahaja AtmasvarUpamaya zAzvata sukha aura zAMtimaya nija adbhuta anupama aizvaryako

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[ 7] prApta ho, usake lie yadi kucha bhI prabala avalambana hai to vaha sadbodha yA svabhAvapariNAmI jJAnIpuruSake zAnta sudhArasamaya bodhavacana-upadezAmRta hI haiN| AzA hai ki isa granthameMse tattvajijJAsu mokSArthI guNagrAhI sajjana haMsake samAna sArako grahaNa kara kRtArtha baneMge aura AtmAnandakA AsvAdana kareMge tathA doSadRSTikA parihAra kara svazreyake sanmukha hoNge| phira bhI, agamya jJAnI puruSoMke ati gahana caritra AdikA kathana honese aura hamArI buddhi alpa honese isa granthameM sujJa pAThakoMko koI bhI truTi dikhAyI de to usake lie udArabhAvase kSamA pradAna kara vaha truTi batAnekA upakAra karanekI namra prArthanA hai| isa granthake prakAzanameM bheMTa denevAle mumukSujanoMkA hama AbhAra vyakta karate haiM, tathA usa bheMTakI sUci isI granthameM anyatra dI gaI hai| isa granthameM 'zrImad rAjacandra' granthake patroMkI jo jo saMkhyA nirdiSTa kI gayI hai, vaha isa Azrama dvArA prakAzita AvRttikI saMkhyA hai| zrI vasaMta prinTiMga presake vyavasthApaka zrI jayaMti dalAlane isa granthake prakAzanameM svayaM utsAha aura rasa liyA hai jisase yaha grantha itane sundara DhaMgase prakAzita ho sakA hai| satpadAbhilASI sajjanoMko satpadakI ArAdhanAmeM isa granthakA vinaya aura vivekapUrvaka sadupayoga AtmazreyakI siddhimeM prabala sahAyaka bano, ityalam / zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama sTezana agAsa, vAyA ANaMda gurupUrNimA, guruvAra saM. 2010 // tA.15-754 satasevaka rAvajIbhAI cha. desAI

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[<] prAsaMgika nivedana (hindI anuvAdake bAremeM) prastuta grantha paramakRpAlu zrImad rAjacaMdra devake parama bhakta AtmajJa zrImad laghurAjasvAmIke bodhakA hiMdI anuvAda hai / isa graMthakA sAmAnya paricaya gujarAtI AvRttike nivedana ( hindI anuvAda) se ho hI jAyagA, ataH isake bAremeM yahA~ kucha nahIM likhA hai / prastuta hindI anuvAda kaI varSa pUrva jodhapura nivAsI svAtaMtryasenAnI zrI lAlacaMdra jainake pAsa karavAyA gayA thA magara ve AzramakI praNAlikA tathA zrImadkI bhaktise aparicita honese kAphI jagaha cUka gaye the / pazcAt AzramameM kaI varSa taka paMDitake rUpameM rahe hue zrI bAbulAla siddhasena jaina isa anuvAdako zuddha karanekA prayatna kiyA, magara samayake abhAvase ve bhI anuvAdako pUrA nyAya na de ske| phira azokakumAra jainane isa anuvAdako phirase mUlase milAna kiyA hai aura artha-skhalanAko sudhAranekA prayatna kiyA hai| cAhe jitanA prayatna karane para bhI anuvAda anuvAda hI hotA hai, vaha mUlakI samAnatA kabhI nahIM kara sktaa| jo mIThAza mUlameM hai, vaha anuvAdameM kabhI nahIM A sktii| usameM bhI zrI laghurAja svAmIkI bhASA vizeSa grAmINa (jisameM dezI aura sthAnIya zabdaprayoga jyAdA hai) aura sAMketika evaM mArmika bhASA honese usake samAnArthI zabda milane bhI kaThina hai aura marma samajhanA to bUteke bAharakI bAta hai / aisI jagaha zabdazaH anuvAdake badale bhAva hI lenA par3A hai / yadyapi bhAva pUrI taraha pakar3a pAnA muzkila hai phira bhI yathAbuddhi vaisA prayatna kiyA gayA hai / phira bhI kahIM para arthaskhalanA huI ho to pAThakagaNa hamAre dhyAnameM lAve tAki punarAvRttimeM saMzodhana kiyA jA sake / eka mukhya bAta pAThakoMke dhyAnameM lAnI hai aura vaha yaha hai ki zrImad laghurAja svAmIne jo bhI kAvya uddhRta kiye haiM ve kAvya prastuta anuvAdameM mUla bhASAmeM hI liye haiM, arthAt kAvyoMkA anuvAda nahIM kiyA gayA hai / mUla anuvAdaka zrI lAlacaMdra jainane kAvyoMkA hindIkaraNa karanekA prayAsa kiyA thA, magara saiddhAMtika rItise hamane use svIkAra na karate hue kAvya mUla bhASAmeM hI diye haiM, kyoMki kAvyoMkA hindI padyAnuvAda karanemeM artha kAphI badala jAtA hai aura usakI geyatA khatma ho jAtI hai / hA~, vAcakoMkI sugamatAke liye gujarAtI kAvyoMkA bhAvArtha pAdaTippaNameM de diyA hai| jo gujarAtI kAvya zrImad rAjacaMdra racita hai unakA artha Azrama prakAzita 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' hindI anuvAdameM A cukA hai aura kaI pada jo Azramake dainika bhaktikramameM bole jAte haiM unakA artha Azrama prakAzita

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[ 9 ] 'nityaniyamAdi pATha' hindI anuvAdameM chapa cukA hai| ataH aise kAvyoMkA artha prastuta graMthameM pRSThavRddhi bhayase nahIM diyA gayA hai| una kAvyoMke tathA anya kAvyoMke artha khojanemeM sugamatA ho usake liye graMthake antameM avataraNa - artha-sUcI nAmakA pariziSTa diyA gayA hai jisameM kisa kAvyakA artha kahA~ para hai usakA pRSThanirdeza kiyA huA hai / pariziSTa saMkSipta viSaya-sUcI, dRSTAMtasUcI tathA patroMke bAremeM vizeSa jAnakArI (kaunasA patra kisa para hai Adi) bhI dI gaI hai tAki abhyAsiyoMko abhyAsameM sahAyatA mila sake / pAThakagaNa isa AtmoddhAraka graMthakA sAvadhAnIpUrvaka, vinaya aura vivekasahita sadupayoga kareM / zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA. 11-10-03 -prakAzaka

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[11] 153 zrImad laghurAja svAmI (prabhuzrI) upadezAmRta anukramaNikA viSaya pRSTha zrImad laghurAja svAmIkA jIvanacaritra (13) se (88) upadezAmRta patrAvali-1 patrAvali-2 115 vicAraNA 142 upadezasaMgraha-1 upadezasaMgraha-2 254 upadezasaMgraha-3 upadezasaMgraha-4 395 upadezasaMgraha-5 431 upadezasaMgraha-6 kucha sphuTa vacana 479 pariziSTa 1 - patroM ke bAremeM vizeSa jAnakArI-patrAvali 1 481 pariziSTa 2 - patroMke bAremeM vizeSa jAnakArI-patrAvali 2 486 pariziSTa 3 - avataraNa-artha-sUcI 488 pariziSTa 4 - dRSTAMta tathA prasaMgasUcI 491 pariziSTa 5 - vacanAmRta vivecana pariziSTa 6 - viSayasUcI 494 335 468 493

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[12] smaraNAMjali +aMgUThe sau tIratha vasatAM saMtaziromaNirUpejI; raNadvIpa sama dipAvyo Azrama, Apa alipta svarUpejI. samajI atyaMta zamAyA svAmI kadIye nahi chalakAyAjI, abaLA, bALa, gopALa badhAne zira chatranI chAyAjI. 1 samaje sarve manamA arbu muja para prema prabhunojI; paramakRpALu sarvoparI . che hu~ to sauthI nAnojI. paramapremamUrti prabhujInI sahuM svapne na viyogajI, kALa karALa dayALa nahIM jarI, jaDane zo upayogajI?2 Rtu parva sau pAchAM Ave yAdI prabhunI ApejI, premamUrtinuM darzana kyAMthI? zoka sahu je kApejI. prabhunA sanmukha darzana viNa to, kyAthI umaLako AvejI? smatisarovara nirmaLa jenaM tene viraha satAvejI.3 trividha tApathI baLatA jIvo vacanasudhArasa pItAjI, saMta samAgama darzana pAmI prArabdhe nahi bItAjI. satyayuga sama kALa gayo o saune uramAM sAlejI, dUra rahyA paNa dayAdRSTithI prabhu amane nihALejI. 4 - zrI brahmacArIjI prazasti (zikhariNI) *aho! AtmArAmI, munivara laghurAja prabhuzrI, kRpALunI AjJA ura dharI karI vyakta zivazrI; tame uddhAryA A duSama kaLikALe jana bahu, kRpAsiMdhu vaMdUM, svarUpa-anubhUti-sthiti cahuM. 1 kRpALunI AjJA muja ura viSe nizcaLa raho, guru jJAnIyoge bhavajaLa taNo aMta jhaTa ho; sadA sevI onA vimala vacanAmRta Rtane; sadAnaMde magna bhajuM huM sahajAtmasvarUpane. 2 . (vasaMtatilakA) *zrI rAjacaMdra guruvaryataNA pratApe, adhyAtmajJAna pragaTAvI prabhuzrI Ape; varSAvI bodhataNI amRtavRSTi A je, thAo mumukSu janane zivasaukhya kAje. 3 je bhavya A jIvana jJAnItaNuM suNIne, saMbhALaze sahaja-AtmasvarUpa-zrIne; saMsAra-sAgara apAra tarI jaze te, zAMti samAdhi sukha zAzvata pAmaze te. 4 -zrI rAvajIbhAI desAI ___ + (1) saMtaziromaNi aise zrI laghurAjasvAmIke aMgUThemeM saba tIrtha nivAsa karate haiM arthAt unake caraNakamala jaMgama tIrtharUpa haiN| svayaM alipta rahakara unhoMne raNadvIpakI taraha AzramakI zobhA baDhAI hai| ve samajhakara samA gaye, magara kabhI chalake nhiiN| abalA, bAla, gopAla sabhIke liye ve zirachatrarUpa haiN| (2) unakI premadRSTi dekhakara sabhIko aisA hI lagatA hai ki prabhu mujha para premabhAva rakhate haiN| unhoMne paramakRpAludevako sarvopari mAnakara svayaMko sabase choTA mAnanekI laghutA dhAraNa kI hai| aise parama premamUrtirUpa prabhuzrIkA meM svapnameM bhI viyoga sahana nahIM kara sakatA, magara karAla (duSTa) kAlako jarA bhI dayA nahIM AI aura unheM pRthvI parase uThA liyaa| saca, jar3a aise kAlako dayAkA bhAva kaise hogA? (3) Rtuparva saba prabhukI yAdI dilAte haiM, prasaMga prasaMgapara unakI kamI mahasUsa hotI hai, magara aba saba zoka dUra karanevAlI premamUrtikA darzana kahA~se hogA? prabhuke pratyakSa darzanake binA to hulAsa kaise AyegA? nirmala smRtivAleko viraha jyAdA satAtA hai / (4) ApakI hayAtimeM trividha tApase dagdha jIva Apake vacanAmRtako pIte the aura Apake samAgama darzanake prabhAvase duHkharUpa prArabdhase bhI nahIM Darate the aisA satyayuga jaisA kAla calA gayA yaha sabake dilameM cubhatA hai parantu prabhu dUra rahate hue bhI dayAdRSTise hameM dekha rahe haiM, yaha saMtoSakI bAta hai| * arthaka liye dekhiye pRSTha (87-88)

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zrImad laghurAja svAmI janma : vaTAmaNa vi.saM. 1910 Azvina vada 1 dehotsarga : agAsa Azrama vi.saM.1992, vaizAkha suda 8

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[ 13 ] zrImad laghurAja svAmI (prabhuzrIjI) kA jIvanacaritra 30 'mana vacana zarIre puNya sudhA prakAze, tribhuvana paNa jenA upakAre vikAze, paraguNa- paramANu giri jevA gaNIje, nija ura vikasAve saMta te keTalA che ? jinhoMne samyakprakArase AtmasvarUpakA anubhava kiyA hai, jinakI sarvatra AtmadRSTi hai, una saMta mahAtmAkI mana-vacana-kAyAkI pratyeka ceSTAke adbhuta mAhAtmyase yaha saMpUrNa vizva zobhAyamAna hai / unake liye zatru bhI mitrake samAna haiM, ve apane adbhuta prabhAvase avaguNIko bhI uttamatAkI ora prerita karate haiM aura pratyeka prANIko apane AtmAnandase ujvala kara AtmazaktikA vikAsa karate haiM, aise ananta upakArI mahAtmAko atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra ! 1 bahuta varSoM pahale vaiSNava sampradAyakA eka bhAvasAra kuTumba duSkAlake kAraNa madhya gujarAtameMse pazcimakI ora bhAla pradezake eka gA~vameM jAkara basa gayA thaa| usa gA~vakA nAma vaTAmaNa hai / mAtra dA~tiye aura Tokare hI usakI pU~jI thii| majadUrI karake gujara karate the, majadUrImeM milanevAle gehU~ Adi anAjakI bacata thor3e varSoMmeM huI, itanemeM phira duSkAla par3a gayA / usa samaya relakI suvidhA nahIM thii| mAtra sthAnIya anAjase sabako nibhAnA par3atA thA, jisase anAja bahuta maha~gA ho gayA / usa samaya isa bhAvasAra kuTumbako apane anAjake saMgrahase acchI rakama prApta huI aura gA~vameM dhanavAna mAne jAnevAle kuTumboMmeM unakI ginatI hone lagI / aba majadUrIkA dhaMdhA chor3akara ve lenadenakA dhaMdhA karane lage aura dhIre dhIre jamIna-jAyadAda bhI prApta kara lI / khaMbhAta sthAnakavAsI sampradAyake sAdhu usa gA~vameM bAra bAra Ate-jAte the / unake samAgamase usa kuTumba-paramparAmeM sthAnakavAsI jainadharmakI kulazraddhA huI / vikramakI bIsavIM sadIke prAraMbhameM usa kuTuMbameM kRSNadAsa gopAlajI nAmaka vyavahArakuzala aura gA~vameM agragaNya puruSa hue| unhoMne cAra byAha kiye phira bhI eka bhI saMtAna nahIM huI / unakI Ayuke aMtima varSameM kuzalA ( kasalI ) bAIko garbha rahA / usI arasemeM kaoNlerAke rogakA prAraMbha huA thA / kRSNadAsa ghor3Ipara baiThakara ugAhI karane gaye the| rAstemeM kaoNlerAse ulTI huI aura unheM ghara lAyA gayA, para usa bImArIse ve baca na pAye / 1. artha - jisake mana, vacana aura kAyAmeM puNyarUpI amRta bharA huA hai; jo tInoM lokako upakArakI paraMparAse bhara detA hai; dUsaroMke paramANu jaise guNa bhI jo parvata samAna ginakara sadA apane hRdayameM vikasita karate haiM aise saMta duniyAmeM kitane haiM? * inake uttarAdhikAriyoMkA kahanA hai ki inakI Arthika sthiti acchI aura sampanna thI 1

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[ 14 ] 2 sUryakA udaya kevala pUrva dizAmeM hotA hai, paraMtu cAroM dizAe~ praphullita, prakAzita hotI haiM, usI prakAra saM. 1910 meM pitAkI mRtyuke bAda eka mahAbhAgyazAlI atipratApI puruSake janmase cAroM mAtAoMkA vaidhavya duHkha vismRta hotA gayA / aura nirvaMzake kalaMkako dUra karanevAle isa putrake prati cAroM mAtAoMkA aura pUre gA~vakA prema bar3hatA gayA / unakA nAma lallubhAI rakhA gyaa| usa samaya grAmyastarakI pAThazAlAe~ thIM, vahA~ lallubhAI par3hane jAte the kintu anya bAlakoMkI apekSA unheM yAda kama rahatA aura gaNita yA aMkoMmeM unakI buddhikA praveza kaThinAIse hotA / pAThazAlAke zikSaka unase kaMkar3a ma~gavAte aura do-do yA tIna-tInakI DheriyA~ lagavAkara aMka sikhAte taba samajhameM AtA / jaba thor3A-bahuta likhanA par3hanA aura ginanA AyA taba dukAnapara baiThane lge| par3hAI baMda kara dii| lenadena aura nAmekA kAma munIma karatA thA / svayaM to mAtra dekharekha rkhte| sabhI prasanna raheM isa prakAra vyavahAra karate / svayaM unake dvArA apane bacapanakI kahI gayI do ghaTanAoMse unakA saMskArI svabhAva pragaTa hotA hai / use samayameM choTe baccoMke hAthoMmeM cA~dIke kar3e pahanAye jAte the| vaise hI kar3e unheM bhI pahanAye gaye the aura unake saMbaMdhiyoMke baccoMke hAthoMmeM bhI vaise hI kar3e the| eka dina ve anya gA~vameM gaye the taba anya baccoMke sAtha ve bhI maMdirameM gaye the| kaI pIr3hiyoMse sthAnakavAsI honese pratimAko nahIM mAnate the, kintu kautukavRttise dekhaneke lie sabhI bacce maMdirameM gaye the / vahA~ anya baccoMne jinapratimAko kar3oMkI Thesa mArakara tiraskAra kiyA, kintu lallubhAIko yaha acchA nahIM lagA / unhoMne svayaM vaisA kucha nahIM kiyA / kintu aba usakA smaraNa honepara bhI ka~paka~pI chUTatI hai ki ajJAnadazAmeM jIva kaise karma bA~dha letA hai ! aisA vRddhAvasthAke samaya apane upadezameM ve kahate the / pUrvaka zubha saMskArase pApakRtyoMke prati viparIta prasaMgoMmeM bhI sahaja anicchA rahatI hai, usakA yaha eka udAharaNa hai| eka bAra unake koI saMbaMdhI jo svAmInArAyaNa sampradAyake anuyAyI the, kisI kAmase mehamAna banakara lallubhAIke yahA~ Aye the / isa sampradAyavAle jaldI uThakara snAna karate haiM, ataH unakI madada karane ke lie lallubhAI kue para gye| baccoMko mehamAna yA navAgaMtukoMke prati sanmAna hotA hai aura unakA kucha kAma kara denA usa umrameM acchA lagatA hai / bAtacItake daurAna una mehamAnane kahA ki 'svAmInArAyaNa svAmInArAyaNa' kahakara eka ghar3ese snAna karanepara mokSa prApta hotA hai / yaha sunakara lallubhAIkI vRtti mokSakI ora tatpara huI aura sardiyoMkI ThaNDameM unhoMne bhI ThaNDe pAnIkA eka ghar3A apane sirapara DAla diyA / mokSa koI uttama vastu hai aura use prApta karanekA koI sAdhana ho to use karanA cAhie, aisI pUrvasevita bhAvanAke ye saMskAra bacapanameM bhI dRSTigocara hote haiM / gA~va ke logoMmeM unakI pratiSThA acchI thI, jisase aneka garAsiyA', paTaliyA, ahIra tathA brAhmaNa, baniye Adi sabake sAtha kAma par3atA thA / ucita vyavahArapUrvaka pravRtti karate hue sabakI prasannatA prApta karanekI kuzalatA choTI umra se hI unhoMne prApta kara lI thI / yuvAvasthAmeM unakA vivAha huA / garbhAvasthAmeM adhika amarUda khAnese unakI patnIkA zarIra 1. garAsiyA = gujarAtameM rAjapUtoMkI eka jAti 2. paTela

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[ 15 ] phUla gayA aura usakI mRtyu ho gayI / varateja gA~vake bhAvasArakI putrI nAthIbAIke sAtha unakA dUsarA vivAha huA / yoM sAMsArika sukhameM sattAIsa varSa takakI umra vyatIta huI / udAravRtti honese unase udhAra paise lene aneka loga Ate / aura usa samayake gA~vake logoMkI prAmANikatA aura saralatAke anusAra adhikAMza loga svataH hI byAjasahita rupaye vApasa lauTA jAte yA anAja, gur3a Adi vastue~ dekara RNa utAra dete / kintu ugAhI kara logoMko kaTu zabdoMse satAkara paiseke lie kisIse vaira bA~dhanA yA sarakArameM phariyAda karanA, jabtI lAkara paisA vasUla karanA ityAdi ugra upAyoMse isa yuvakakA hRdaya kA~pa jAtA thA / kucha grAhaka jo aise upAyoMke binA vazameM nahIM hote the, unheM gA~va anya gRhasthoMke dvArA zarmameM DAlakara, samajhAkara ve apanA kAma nikAla lete the / phira bhI udhArI bahuta bar3ha jAnese aura dinoMdina logoMkI vRttiyoMmeM parivartana honeke kAraNa paisA dekara vaira bA~dhane jaise isa RNa deneke vyApArase ve ukatA gaye the / saM.1937 meM unheM pANDu roga huA / aneka prakArake upacAra karanepara bhI unakI vyAdhi bar3hatI gayI / eka varSameM to zarIra bahuta kSINa ho gayA / eka vaidyane parpaTIkI mAtrA khilAyI aura kahA ki AyuSya hogA aura baca gaye to zarIrakA gaThana sudRr3ha ho jAyegA / paraMtu usase bhI yaha bImArI dUra 1 huI | dhokA eka prasiddha vaidya thA / usake viSayameM yaha kahAvata prasiddha thI ki jisakA bacanA nizcita ho usIkA vaha ilAja karatA hai / ataH usa vaidyako dikhAneke liye svayaM dholakA gaye / vaidya parIkSA kara ilAja karanese inkAra kara diyA / isaliye unake manameM yaha nizcita ho gayA ki aba yaha zarIra nahIM rahegA / ataH dholakAse batAse lekara vaTAmaNa Aye / gA~vameM jo bhI khabara pUchane AtA use pA~ca-pA~ca batAse dekara unake prati svayaM dvArA hue doSoMkI aMtima kSamAyAcanA kara khamatakhAmaNA* karane lage / gA~va tathA anya gA~vake sabhI pahacAnake logoMse, sage-saMbaMdhiyoMse kSamAyAcanA karaneke bAda unheM vicAra AyA ki jaise garIba loga majadUrI karake dina vyatIta karate haiM, usI prakArakA hamArA kuTuMba bhI hai| pUrva bhavameM kucha dharmakI ArAdhanA kI hogI jisake phalasvarUpa dhana, vaibhava, pratiSThA isa kuTumbakI vizeSa dikhAyI detI hai / kintu pUrvakI kamAI to kharca ho jAyegI / bhaviSyameM sukhakI icchA ho to isa bhavameM dharmakI ArAdhanA kara lenI cAhie / isa vicArane aMtameM aisA svarUpa liyA ki yadi merI yaha bImArI miTa gaI to maiM saMsArakA tyAga kara sAdhu bana jaauuNgaa| unakI vyavahArakuzala buddhine sujhAyA ki sAdhu bananA ho to sAthameM koI upadezavyAkhyAna denemeM pravINa sAdhu bhI honA caahie| ataH apane gA~vake aura gharake par3ausI mitra jaise devakaraNajI nAmaka bhAvasAra jo tIkSNa buddhivAle the, ve bhI sAthameM sAdhu ho jAyeM to bahuta acchA rahe, yoM vicAra kara, upAzrayameM donoM nitya sAmAyika karane jAte the usa samaya unhoMne devakaraNajIse pUchA ki maiM sAdhu banU~ to tuma mere ziSya banoge ? devakaraNajIko lagA ki aise sukhI kuTumbakA aura ikalautA putra saMsAra tyAga kare yaha to asambhava hI hai, yaha socakara unhoMne kaha diyA ki 'hA~, yadi tuma saMsAra tyAga karoge to maiM bhI tumhAre sAtha tyAgI banakara tumhArA ziSya bana jAU~gA / ' devakaraNajIke sira para karja thA use cukA denA svayaM svIkAra kiyA, ataH devakaraNajIko saccA lagA aura sAthameM Ananda bhI huA / * kSamApanA (kSamA karanA-karAnA)

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[16] . vaTAmaNa gA~vameM eka ThAkura davAIkI pur3iyA~ becatA thaa| kasalIbAI usake yahA~se thor3I pur3iyA~ lAyIM aura putrako khilaayiiN| usase dasta ho gaye aura roga zAMta huaa| sabako prasannatA huii| para lallabhAI aura devakaraNajIne jo gupta vicAra kara rakhA thA use aba pUrA karaneke liye khaMbhAtavAle guru harakhacandajIke pAsa jAnekA unhoMne nizcaya kiyaa| usa samaya ve sUratameM the| vahA~ jAnA to hai para cupacApa jAnA hai yoM vicArakara sambandhiyoMke yahA~ jAneke bahAnese sAyalA (kAThiyAvADa) gye| vahA~ do-cAra dina rahakara vaDhavANa kempase gAr3ImeM baiThakara sUrata gaye / gurujIko vandanA karake donoMne dIkSA leneke bhAva pradarzita kiye| mAtA-pitAkI anumati binA dIkSA denese unhoMne inkAra kara diyaa| dIkSA lenekI bAta mA~ke kAnameM par3I ki vaha zaMkara munImako sAtha lekara rotI-dhotI sUrata AyI aura gurujIkI sAkSIse yaha svIkAra kiyA ki do varSa taka saMsArameM rahaneke bAda yadi vairAgya utpanna ho to vaha dIkSA lenese nahIM rokegii| dUsarA koI upAya nahIM rahanese lallabhAI mAtAjI Adike sAtha vApasa ghara lauTe aura adhikAMza samaya dharmadhyAnameM bitAne lge| saMsAra chor3anA hI hai aisA dRr3ha nizcaya honeke bAda paravazatAse do varSa taka gharameM rahanA pdd'aa| ___saM.1940 meM nAthIbAIne eka putrako janma diyA, jisakA nAma mohana rakhA gyaa| sarvatra Ananda huaa| kintu usa samaya lallabhAI aura devakaraNajIko punaH dIkSA saMbaMdhI vicAra-taraMgeM utthiiN| putra savA mAhakA huA taba donoM guruko vaMdana karane godharA gaye aura dIkSA denekI vinati kii| gurune vairAgya bar3he vaisA upadeza diyA kintu mAtAkI AjJA binA dIkSA denese inkAra kiyaa| taba lallujIne gurujIse vaTAmaNa padhAranekI prArthanA kI jise unhoMne svIkAra kiyA aura vihAra kara thor3e dina bAda vaTAmaNa Akara eka mAha vahA~ rahe / mAtAjIko bhI vairAgyakA bodha sunane aura gurusevAkA lAbha milA aura unakI sammatise saM.1940 ke jyeSTha kRSNa 3 maMgalavArake dina khaMbhAtameM donoMko dIkSA denekA nizcita huaa| phira guru harakhacaMdajI khaMbhAta padhAre aura zubha muhUrtameM mAtAjI Adi saMghake samakSa donoMko dIkSA dI tathA devakaraNajI svAmIko zrI lallujI svAmIkA ziSya bnaayaa| * * zrI lallajIke dIkSA leneke pahale khaMbhAta sthAnakavAsI sampradAyameM bahuta thor3e sAdhu raha gaye the| kintu unake sAtha tathA bAdameM dIkSA lenevAloMkI saMkhyA bar3hanese thor3e samayameM 14 sAdhu ho gaye, jisase sabako aura vizeSakara harakhacaMdajI guruko zrI lallujIke maMgala padArpaNakA prabhAva samajhameM Ane lgaa| zrI devakaraNajI aura zrI lallajI sAdhu samAcArI, zAstra, stavana, sajjhAya Adi par3hakara kuzala ho gye| inameM bhI zrI devakaraNajI vyAkhyAnameM bahuta kuzala honese vizeSa lokapriya ho gye| paraMtu saralatA, gurubhakti aura puNyaprabhAvake kAraNa zrI lallajIne gurujIse lekara sabhI sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikAoMke hRdayameM abhISTa pada prApta kara liyA thaa| sabhIke hRdayameM aisA laga rahA thA ki bhaviSyameM gurujIkI gaddIko suzobhita karanevAle zrI lallajI svAmI haiN| dIkSA leneke bAda unhoMne pA~ca varSa taka. ekAntara upavAsa kiye the, arthAt eka dina AhAra lete aura dUsare dina upavAsa karate / kaThorameM cAturmAsa thA taba eka sAtha 17 upavAsa kiye the| yoM bAhya tapake sAtha-sAtha kAyotsarga

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[17] dhyAna Adi bhI guruke sAtha karate / rAtrimeM harakhacaMdajI guru eka-do ghaNTe 'namotthuNaM' kA kAyotsarga karate taba unake sAtha zrI lallajI bhI kAyotsarga krte| kintu kAmavAsanA nirmUla nahIM huI, jisase guruko bAra-bAra pUchate / taba guru japa tapa Adi kriyA batAte aura use ve karate rahate / kintu jaba taka apanI vikAravRtti dUra na ho taba taka unheM usa kriyAse saMtoSa na hotaa| svayaM aneka bAra kahate the ki upAzrayake cabUtare para baiThakara stavana sajjhAya gAte aura manameM logoMko sunAnekA bhAva rahatA, paraMtu usa samaya antarvRttikI samajha nahIM thii| ___ saM.1946 meM khaMbhAta sthAnakavAsI saMghake saMghavI lAlacaMda vakhatacaMda vakIlake dattaka putra aMbAlAlabhAI tathA mANekacaMda phatehacaMdake putra tribhovanabhAI ahamadAbAdameM chaganalAla becaradAsake kuTumbake vivAha prasaMgameM gaye the| vahA~ unakA zrI jUThAbhAI ujamazIbhAIse samAgama huaa| unake saMgase unheM isa bAtakI jAnakArI huI ki zrImad rAjacaMdra AtmajJAnI puruSa haiM aura unake upadezase kalyANa ho sakatA hai| zrImad rAjacaMdrane zrI jUThAbhAIko jo patra likhe the una patroMkI nakala unhoMne kara lI aura khaMbhAta padhAraneke lie zrImad rAjacaMdrako aneka patra likhe; para jaba koI uttara nahIM milA to svayaM unake vahA~ jAnekI icchA pradarzita karatA huA aMtima patra likhaa| taba usakA uttara milA ki thor3e dinoMmeM ve svayaM khaMbhAta pdhaareNge| eka dina zrI lallajI, dAmodarabhAI nAmaka pATIdArake sAtha zrI bhagavatIsUtrake panne nIce par3ha rahe the| upAzrayake Uparake khaNDapara zrI harakhacaMdajI mahArAja usI sUtrapara vyAkhyAna de rahe the| zrI bhagavatIsUtrameM aisA adhikAra AyA ki bhavasthiti paripakva hue binA kisIkA mokSa nahIM ho sktaa| isa viSaya para zrI lallajI, dAmodarabhAIse pUcha rahe the ki bhavasthiti paripakva honepara hI mokSa hotA hai to phira sAdhu banane aura kAyakleza Adi kriyAe~ karanekI kyA AvazyakatA hai? itanemeM aMbAlAlabhAI do-tIna yuvakoMke sAtha dUra kucha vAcana karate dikhAyI diye| zrI lallajIne unase kahA, "vyAkhyAnameM kyoM nahIM jAte? Upara jAo yA yahA~ Akara baittho|" taba ve Upara jAneke bajAya vahA~ Akara baiThe aura uparokta viSayapara thor3I carcA huI, kintu saMtoSakAraka uttara na milaa| phira harakhacaMdajI mahArAjase pUchanekA nizcita kiyA gyaa| isa para aMbAlAlabhAIne kahA ki "yaha prazna to kyA, para aneka Agama jinheM hastAmalakavat haiM aise puruSa zrImad rAjacaMdra haiN| unake patra hama par3ha rahe the| ve yahA~ khaMbhAtameM padhAranevAle haiN|" yaha bAta sunakara tathA patra par3hakara zrI lallajIko zrImad rAjacaMdrase milanekI tIvra bhAvanA jAgRta huii| ve padhAreM taba unheM avazya upAzrayameM lekara AnekI vinatI bhI kii| saM.1946 ke cAturmAsameM divAlIke dinoMmeM zrImad rAjacaMdra khaMbhAta padhAre aura aMbAlAlabhAI Adike Agrahase upAzrayameM bhI gaye / harakhacaMdajI mahArAjane sunA thA ki zrImad rAjacaMdra zatAvadhAnI haiM, ataH use kara dikhAneke lie vinatI kii| kintu unhoMne sabake samakSa aise prayoga karane baMda kara diye the, phira bhI sabhIke Agrahase tathA hitakA kAraNa jAnakara upAzrayameM thor3e prayoga kara dikhAye / phira harakhacaMdajI mahArAjake sAtha thor3I zAstrasaMbaMdhI jJAnavArtA huI, jisase prabhAvita ho unhoMne sabake samakSa zrImadkI bahuta prazaMsA kii| ataH zrI lallujIne apane gurujIse unake pAsa zAstrakA marma samajhanekI AjJA mA~gI, aura gurujIne anumati dii| phira zrI lallujIne zrImadse upAzrayake Uparake

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[18] khaNDa para padhAranekI vinatI kii| zrImad Upara gye| zrImadkA gRhastha veza aura apanA muniveza honepara bhI svayaMko unase choTA mAnakara zrI lallajIne tIna sASTAMga daNDavat namaskAra kiye| phira zrImadne zrI lallajIse pUchA, "ApakI kyA icchA hai?" zrI lallajIne vinayapUrvaka hAtha jor3akara kahA, "samakita (AtmAkI pahacAna) aura brahmacaryakI dRr3hatAkI merI mA~ga hai|" zrImad thor3I dera mauna rahe, phira kahA, "ThIka hai|" pazcAt zrI lallajI svAmIke dA~ye pA~vake aMgUTheko pakar3akara zrImadne dhyAnase dekhaa| phira nIce utare aura rAstemeM zrI aMbAlAlabhAIko batAyA ki zrI lallajI pUrvake saMskArI puruSa haiN| dUsare dina zrI lallujI, zrImadke samAgamake lie zrI aMbAlAlabhAIke ghara gye| vahA~ ekAntameM zrImadne unase pUchA, "Apa hameM sanmAna kyoM dete haiM?" zrI lallajI svAmIne kahA, "Apako dekhakara atyaMta harSa aura prema utpanna hotA hai, mAno Apa hamAre pUrva bhavake pitA hoM itanA adhika bhAva paidA hotA hai, kisI prakArakA bhaya nahIM rhtaa| Apako dekhate hI AtmAmeM aisI nirbhayatA A jAtI hai|" zrImadne pUchA, "Apane hameM kaise pahacAnA?" zrI lallajIne kahA, "aMbAlAlabhAIke kahanese Apake saMbaMdhameM jAnanemeM aayaa| hama anAdi kAlase bhaTaka rahe haiM ataH hamArI saMbhAla liijiye|" zrImadne 'sUyagaDAMga' sUtrameMse thor3A vivecana kiyaa| satyabhASA, asatyabhASA, mizrabhASA Adike viSayameM upadeza diyaa| zrI lallajI svAmI pratidina zrImadke pAsa satsaMgake liye Ate / jaba taka zrImad khaMbhAtameM rahe taba taka sAtoM hI dina ve unake pAsa gye| eka dina zrI lallajIsvAmIne zrImadse kahA, "maiM brahmacaryakI dRr3hatAke lie pA~ca varSase ekAMtara upavAsa karatA hU~ aura kAyotsarga dhyAna bhI karatA hU~, phira bhI mAnasika pAlana barAbara nahIM ho paataa|" zrImadne kahA, "lokadRSTise nahIM karanA cAhie, logoMko dikhAneke lie tapazcaryA nahIM karanI caahie| kintu svAdakA tyAga ho tathA UnodarI tapa (pUrA peTa bharakara na khAnA) ho isa prakAra AhAra kreN| svAdiSTa bhojana anyako de deveN|" zrI lallujI svAmIne phira kahA, "maiM jo kucha dekhatA hU~ vaha bhrama hai, jhUThA hai aise dekhatA hU~, aisA abhyAsa karatA huuN|" zrImadne kahA, "AtmA hai, aisA dekhA kreN|" phira zrImadkA muMbaI jAnA huA usake bAda zrI lallujI svAmI, bhAIzrI aMbAlAlake dvArA zrImadke sAtha patravyavahArase jJAnavArtAkA lAbha prApta krte| saM.1947meM vaTAmaNameM cAturmAsa kiyA aura saM.1948 meM sANaMdameM cAturmAsa pUrA karake lallajI, zrI devakaraNajIke sAtha sUrata pdhaare| taba sUratake nivAsI kintu muMbaImeM vyApAra karanevAle vyApArI bhAiyoMne, zrI devakaraNajI svAmIke vyAkhyAnase AkarSita hokara unheM muMbaImeM cAturmAsa karanekI vinatI kI, jisase saM.1949kA cAturmAsa muMbaImeM nizcita huaa|

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[19] zrI lallujI svAmIke bhAva to zrImad rAjacaMdrake samAgamake lie rahate the aura saM.1949kA cAturmAsa muMbaImeM karanekA nakkI huA, ataH muMbaI pahu~caneke bAda zrImadke samAgamake lie ve unakI dukAnapara gye| zrImadne pUchA, "Apako isa anArya jaise dezameM cAturmAsa kyoM karanA par3A? muniko anArya jaise dezameM vicaraNa karanekI AjJA thor3e hI hotI hai ?" / zrI lallajIne kahA, "Apake darzana-samAgamakI bhAvanAse yahA~ cAturmAsa kiyA hai|" zrImadne pUchA, "yahA~ AnemeM Apako koI ar3acana karatA hai? zrI lallujI svAmIne kahA, "nahIM, hamezA yahA~ AU~ to ghaNTe bharakA samAgama milegA?" zrImadne kahA, "milegaa|" zrI lallajI yathAvasara zrImadke samAgamake lie unakI dukAnapara jaate| unheM dekhakara zrImad dukAnase uThakara pAsake eka alaga kamare meM jAkara 'sUyagaDAMga' sUtra AdimeMse unheM sunAte, samajhAte / eka bAra zrI lallajIne zrImadse unake citrapaTakI mA~ga kI, kintu unhoMne koI dhyAna nahIM diyaa| punaH punaH Agraha kiyA taba nimna gAthA eka kAgajapara likhakara dI "saMbujjhahA jaMtavo mANusattaM daTuM bhayaM bAliseNaM alaMbho / __egaMtadukkhe jarieva loe sakkammaNA vippriyaasuvei||' bhAvArtha-he jIvo! tuma bodha prApta karo, bodha prApta kro| manuSya bhava milanA bahuta hI durlabha hai, aisA smjho| ajJAnase sadvivekakI prApti durlabha hai, aisA smjho| sArA loka kevala duHkhase jala rahA hai, aisA jAno aura apane-apane upArjita karmoM dvArA icchA nahIM honepara bhI janmamaraNAdi duHkhoMkA anubhava karate rahate haiM, usakA vicAra kro|" __ thor3e dinoMke bAda 'samAdhizataka meM se 17 gAthA taka zrImadne zrI lallajIko par3hakara sunAyA tathA vaha pustaka par3hane-vicAraneke lie dii| pustaka lekara sIr3hI taka gaye hI the ki zrI lallajIko vApasa bulAkara 'samAdhizataka' ke pahale pRSTha para nimna apUrva paMkti likha dI OM AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|" eka dina zrImadne pUchA, " 'samAdhizataka'kA vAcana cala rahA hai?" zrI lallajI svAmIne kahA, "abhI to muMbaIke kolAhalameM ThIka nahIM rahegA, aisA mAnakara sa~bhAlakara bA~dha rakhA hai| yahA~se vihAra karake jAyeMge taba usake abhyAsameM laga jaayeNge|" cAturmAsa pUrA hone AyA taba eka dina zrI lallajIne zrImadse pUchA, "yaha saba mujhe rucikara nahIM lagatA, ekamAtra AtmabhAvanAmeM nirataMra rahU~ aisA kaba hogA?" zrImadne kahA, "bodhakI AvazyakatA hai|" zrI lallajIne kahA, "bodha diijie|" zrImad mauna rhe| yoM bAraMbAra zrImad mauna rahanekA bodha dete, aura isImeM vizeSa lAbha hai aisA batAte / isa parase zrI lallujIne muMbaI cAturmAsa pUrA kara sUratakI ora vihAra kiyA tabase tIna varSa

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[20] paryaMta mauna dhAraNa kiyaa| mAtra sAdhuoMke sAtha AvazyakatAnusAra bolanekI tathA zrImadke sAtha paramArtha hetu praznAdi karanekI chUTa rakhI thii| 'samAdhizataka'kA vAcana bhI aba prAraMbha kiyaa| isase svayaMko apUrva zAMtikA vedana hotA thA, yoM unhoMne usa samayakA varNana karate hue kaI bAra kahA thaa| saM.1950 aura 1951ke donoM cAturmAsa sUratameM hue the| sUratameM vedAMta graMthoM tathA kucha vedAntiyoMkA paricaya huaa| jisase devakaraNajI svAmI apaneko paramAtmA mAnate aura vaisA hI kahate / zrI lallajIne zrImadko yaha bAta likhakara batAyI thii| usake uttarameM unhoMne likhA thA ki "jJAnIpuruSake samAgamakI upAsanAke binA jIva svacchaMdase jo nizcaya karatA hai, vaha chUTanekA mArga nahIM hai| sabhI jIva paramAtmasvarUpa haiM isameM saMzaya nahIM hai, to phira zrI devakaraNajI apaneko paramAtmasvarUpa mAneM to yaha bAta asatya nahIM hai, kintu jaba taka vaha svarUpa yathAtathya pragaTa na ho taba taka mumukSu-jijJAsu rahanA adhika acchA hai aura isI mArgase yathArtha paramAtmasvarUpa pragaTa hotA hai| isa mArgako chor3akara pravRtti karanese usa padakA bhAna nahIM hotA, tathA zrI jina vItarAga sarvajJa puruSoMkI asAtanA karanerUpa pravRtti hotI hai| anya kucha matabheda nahIM hai| mRtyu avazya AnevAlI hai|" yaha par3hakara ve sAvadhAna hue| eka dina zrImad sUrata padhAre taba muniyoMke pAsa aaye| usa samaya zrI devakaraNajIne prazna pUchA, "maiM vyAkhyAna dekara AtA hU~ taba zrI lallujI mahArAja mujhe kahate haiM ki maiMne abhimAna kiyA, jaba dhyAna karatA hU~ taba use taraMga kahate haiM, to kyA vItarAga prabhu aise pakSapAtavAle hoMge ki inakI kriyAko svIkAreM aura merI kriyAko svIkAra na kareM?" zrImadne zAMtise uttara diyA, "svacchaMdase jo kucha bhI kiyA jAtA hai vaha saba abhimAna hI hai, asatsAdhana hai aura sadgurukI AjJAse jo kiyA jAtA hai vaha kalyANakArI dharmarUpa satsAdhana hai|" suratameM zrI lallajI svAmIko dasa-bAraha mAhase bukhAra AtA thaa| isI samaya sUratake eka lallabhAI jhaverI dasa-bAraha mAhakI bImArI bhogakara mara gaye the| tabase zrI lallujI svAmIko cintA hone lagI ki zAyada yaha zarIra chUTa jaayegaa| ataH paramakRpAlu zrImadjIko muMbaI patra-para-patra likhakara vinatI kI ki "he nAtha! aba yaha zarIra nahIM bacegA aura maiM samakitake binA jAU~gA to merA manuSyabhava vyartha calA jaayegaa| kRpA karake aba mujhe samakita diijiye|" isake uttarameM zrImadne ananta kRpA karake 'chaha pada' kA patra likhA aura sAtha hI batAyA ki zarIra chUTanekA bhaya kartavya nahIM hai| zrImad svayaM dubArA sUrata padhAre taba usa 'chaha pada ke patrakA vizeSa vivecana kara usakA paramArtha zrI lallujI svAmIko samajhAyA aura usa patrako kaNThastha karake usapara bAraMbAra vicAra karanekA anurodha kiyaa| ____ 'chaha pada'ke patrake sambandhameM zrI lallajI svAmI apane antima varSoMke upadezameM bAraMbAra kahate the ki "yaha patra hamArI aneka prakArakI viparIta mAnyatAoMko dUra karanevAlA hai| na sthAnakavAsImeM rahane diyA, na tapa gacchameM rakhA, na hI vedAntameM paiThane diyaa| kisI bhI matamatAntarameM praveza na karavAkara, mAtra eka AtmApara lAkara khar3A kara diyaa| yaha camatkArI patra hai| jIvakI yogyatA ho to samyaktva prApta ho jAya aise vicAra utpanna karAnevAlA yaha adbhuta patra hai| ise kaNThastha karake isapara bAraMbAra vicAra karate rahanA caahie|"

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[ 21 ] zrI lallujIne saM. 1952 kA cAturmAsa khaMbhAtameM kiyaa| zrI lallujI saM. 1949 meM muMbaI padhAre usake pahale hI harakhacaMdajI mahArAjakA dehAvasAna ho gayA thA / paraMtu zrImad rAjacaMdrake samAgamase zrI lallujIkI zraddhA badala gayI hai, ve gRhasthako guru mAnate haiM aura pahale ekAntara upavAsa karate the vaha bhI baMda kara diyA hai, aisI bAta sAdhuoMmeM aura zrAvakoMmeM phaila gaI thI jisase janasamUhakA prema unake prati kama ho gayA thA / usakI cintA kiye binA zrI lallujI to gurubhaktimeM tallIna rahate the / zrI aMbAlAla Adi khaMbhAtake mumukSu pratyeka pUrNimAko nivRtti lekara rAtadina bhaktimeM bitAte / eka pUrNimAke dina zrI lallujI bhI unake sAtha rAtameM rahe / cAturmAsakA samaya thA aura kisIko binA kahe rAtameM bAhara rahe jisase saMghameM bar3A vikSepa huA / zrAvaka-zrAvikAsamUhako bhI yaha bAta bahuta apriya lagI aura logoMkA zrI lallujIke prati jo prema thA vaha vizeSa utara gayA / saM.1952meM paryuSaNa para zrImad rAjacaMdra nivRtti lekara carotarameM padhAre the / munizrI lallujIko samAcAra mile ki zrImad kAviThA hokara rAlaja padhAre haiN| unheM vicAra AyA ki maiM cAturmAsameM pratidina nivRttike liye bAhara vanameM jAtA hU~ aura dopaharameM Akara AhAra letA hU~ to Aja darzanake liye rAlaja taka jA AU~ to kyA Apatti hai ? aisA socakara ve rAlajakI ora calane lage / gA~va thor3A dUra rahA taba eka vyaktike sAtha saMdezA bhejA ki khaMbhAtake aMbAlAla bhAIse jAkara kaho ki eka muni Aye haiM aura Apako bulAte haiN| aMbAlAla bhAIne Akara kahA ki " Apako AjJA nahIM hai, to kyoM Aye haiM?" zrI lallujIne kahA ki " AjJA ma~gavAneke lie hI maiM itanI dUra rukA hU~ / yadi AjJAkA bhaMga lagatA ho to maiM yahIMse vApasa calA jAtA huuN| sabhI mumukSuoMko samAgama hotA hai aura mujhe akeleko viraha sahana karanA par3atA hai, vaha sahana nahIM honese maiM AyA hU~ / " zrI aMbAlAlane kahA, "aise to Apako jAne nahIM dU~gA, mujhe ulAhanA milegA / ataH kRpAludeva ( zrImadjI) AjJA kareM vaisA kiijiye| maiM pUchakara AtA hU~ / " phira zrI aMbAlAlane jAkara zrImadse bAta kI, taba unhoMne kahA ki " munizrIke cittameM asaMtoSa rahatA ho to maiM usa ora Akara samAgama karAU~, aura unake cittameM zAnti rahatI ho to bhale hI vApasa lauTa jaayeN|" aMbAlAla bhAIne tadanusAra munizrIko nivedana kiyA, ataH " AjJAkA pAlana ho vaibhA mujhe karanA cAhie, ataH maiM vApasa lauTa jAtA hU~," aisA kahakara ve khaMbhAta lauTa gaye / virahavedanA aura AzAbhaMgase A~khameMse A~sU bahane lage / kintu AjJApAlanameM hI AtmakalyANa hai aura paramakRpAlu avazya kRpA kareMge aisI zraddhAse vaha rAta bitAyI ki prabhAtameM samAcAra mile ki zrI saubhAgyabhAI, zrI aMbAlAla aura zrI DuMgarazI khaMbhAtameM padhAre haiM / zrI saubhAgyabhAI upAzrayameM Aye aura paramakRpAludevane unheM munizrIko ekAntameM bAta karane ko kahA thA isaliye zrI aMbAlAlake yahA~ unheM le jAkara UparI maMjilapara ekAntameM paramakRpAlu deva dvArA batAyA gayA smaraNamaMtra batAyA aura pratidina pA~ca mAlA pheranekI AjJA dI hai aisA bhI batAyA, evaM thor3e dina bAda khaMbhAta padhArakara unako samAgama karAyeMge aise samAcAra kahe / yaha sunakara munizrIkI A~khameM harSake A~sU chalachalA Aye aura bhAva praphullita hue / zrI lallujIne zrI saubhAgyabhAIse vinatI kI ki "dUsare muniyoMko bhI Apa yaha maMtraprasAdI denekI kRpA kareM / " unhoMne kahA ki "mujhe AjJA nahIM hai| Apa unheM batAyeMge aisA paramakRpAludevane kahA hai / "

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[22] thor3e samaya bAda zrImad rAjacaMdra rAlajase vaDavA (khaMbhAtake nikaTa) pdhaare| zrI lallujIke sAtha anya pA~ca muni bhI darzana-samAgamake lie vahA~ Aye the / chahoM muniyoMko zrImadne ekAntameM bulaayaa| sabhI muni zrImadko namaskAra kara baitthe| zrI lallujIko virahavedanA asahya ho gayI thI, aura usakA kAraNa unheM muniveza laga rahA thA, ataH AvezameM Akara unhoMne kahA, "he nAtha! mujhe apane caraNakamalameM nizadina rakheM, yaha muhapattI mujhe nahIM caahie|" aisA kahakara muhapattI kRpAludevake Age DAla dii| "mujhase samAgamakA viyoga sahana nahIM ho sakatA," yoM kahate hue unakI A~khoMse azrudhArA bahane lgii| yaha dekhakara paramakRpAludevakI A~khoMse bhI azrudhArA bahatI rhii| thor3I dera mauna rahakara zrImadne devakaraNajIse kahA, "munizrIko yaha muhapattI de do, aura abhI ise rkho|" zrImadjI chaha dina vaDavA ruke taba taka sabhI mumukSu bhAIbahinoMko sAtha hI samAgama-bodhakA lAbha milatA tathA munisamudAyako ekAntameM bhI unake samAgamakA lAbha miltaa| sampradAyake loga tathA sAdhuvarga ina chaha muniyoMkI nindA karate, kintu isase ina chahoMkI yathArtha dharmake prati vizeSa dRr3hatA huii| phira zrI lallujIkA puNyaprabhAva itanA thA ki koI unheM mu~ha para nahIM kaha sakatA thaa| vaDavAse zrImadajI naDiyAda pdhaare| vahA~ zrI Atmasiddhi-zAstrakI racanA kii| usakI cAra pratilipiyA~ pahale karavAkara eka zrI lallujI svAmIko svAdhyAyake lie bhejI aura sAthameM patra likhakara batAyA ki Apako ekAntameM svAdhyAyake lie yaha bhejI hai| zrI devakaraNajIko bhI bhaviSyameM yaha hitakArI hogI, phira bhI unakI vizeSa AkAMkSA rahatI ho to satpuruSake parama upakArakA isa bhavameM kabhI vismaraNa nahIM kareMge aisI dRr3ha zraddhA karavAkara Apake samAgamameM avagAhana karanemeM Apatti nahIM hai, Adi sUcanAe~ likhakara AtmArthameM dRr3hatA karAyI thii| zrI lallajI akele vanameM jAkara zrI AtmasiddhizAstrakA svAdhyAya krte| usa samayakI bAta karate hue svayaM unhoMne batAyA thA ki "use par3hate hue aura kisI-kisI gAthAko bolate hue mere AtmAmeM AnandakI hiloreM aatiiN| eka-eka padameM apUrva mAhAtmya hai aisA mujhe lagatA thaa| 'Atmasiddhi'kA manana, svAdhyAya niraMtara rahanese AtmollAsa hotaa| kisIke sAtha bAta yA anya kriyA karate hue 'Atmasiddhi'kI smRti rhtii| paramakRpAludevakI zAMta mukhamudrA yA 'Atmasiddhi'kI AnaMdaprada gAthAkA smaraNa sahaja rahA karatA / anya kucha acchA na lgtaa| anya bAtoMpara tucchabhAva rahA krtaa| mAhAtmya mAtra sadguru aura unake bhAvakA AtmAmeM bhAsyamAna hotA thaa|" ___saM.1953meM zrI lallajIne kheDAmeM cAturmAsa kiyA thaa| unake svAdhyAyake lie zrImadne 'mokSamArgaprakAzaka' graMtha kheDA bhejA thaa| usameM sthAnakavAsI paMthake viSayameM TIkA hai jise par3hakara zrI devakaraNajIko acchA nahIM lagA aura graMtha par3hanA baMda kara diyaa| kintu phira zrImadjIkA patra AyA ki graMtha par3hate hue kisI bAtake liye aTakanA yogya nahIM hai| doSadRSTiko chor3akara guNagrAhI bananekI preraNA kI thI jisase pUrNa svAdhyAya honepara usakI mahattA samajhameM AyI thii| saM.1954ke cAturmAsameM zrImad rAjacaMdra nivRtti lekara punaH carotarameM padhAre the| usa varSa zrI lallajIne vasomeM cAturmAsa kiyA thA aura zrI devakaraNajIne kheDAmeM kiyA thaa| zrAvaNa mAhake prAraMbhameM

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[ 23 ] zrImad kAviThA padhAre the| vahA~se naDiyAda hokara vaso padhAre the| zrImadne zrI lallajIse pUchA, "kahiye muni! yahA~ kitane dina raheM?" zrI lallajIko muMbaIke atirikta anya kahIM bhI eka saptAhase adhika samAgamakA avasara nahIM milA thA, ataH unhoMne kahA, "yahA~ eka mAha rahe to acchaa|" zrImad mauna rhe| zrI devakaraNajIko yaha samAcAra mile taba ve bhI zrImadjIko patra dvArA kheDA padhAranekI vinatI karane lage, kintu bhAI aMbAlAlakI sUcanAse zrI lallajIne zrI devakaraNajIko patra dvArA sUcita kiyA ki cAturmAsake bAda samAgama karAneke lie zrImadjIko patra likho to hama sabako lAbha milegA jo vizeSa hitakArI hogaa| zrI devakaraNajIkA aise bhAvArthakA patra AyA, taba zrImadjIne zrI lallajIse pUchA, "munizrI devakaraNajIko patra kisane likhA thA?" zrI lallajIne aMbAlAlakA nAma na lekara kahA, "maiMne patra likhA thaa|" zrImadne kahA, "yaha saba kAma aMbAlAlakA hai, ApakA nhiiN|" zrI lallajI AhAra-pAnIke lie gA~vameM jAte taba gA~vake amIna Adi bar3e bar3e logoMko kahate ki muMbaIse eka mahAtmA padhAre haiM, ve bahuta vidvAna haiN| unakA vyAkhyAna sunoge to bahuta lAbha hogaa| ataH aneka loga zrImadke pAsa Ate aura jJAnavArtAkA lAbha lete / zrImadne zrI lallujIse kahA, "saba loga AveM taba Apa saba muni na aayeN|" isase unheM bahuta pazcAttApa huA ki eka mAhake samAgamakI mA~ga kI thI, kintu usameM bhI yoM aMtarAya A pdd'aa| isase bodhakI pipAsA bahuta bar3ha gyii| zrImadjI jaba vanameM bAhara jAte mAtra tabhI saba muniyoMko jJAnavArtAkA lAbha miltaa| eka dina vanameM bAvar3Ike pAsa zrImad muniyoMke sAtha vArtA karate hue baiThe the| caturalAlajI munikI ora dekhakara zrImadne pUchA, "Apane saMyama grahaNa kiyA tabase Aja taka kyA kiyA?" caturalAlajIne kahA, "subaha cAyakA pAtra bhara lAte haiM vaha pIte haiM, bAdameM nasya le Ate haiM, use sUMghate haiM, phira AhArake samaya AhAra-pAnI gocarI karake le Ate haiN| vaha AhAra-pAnI karaneke bAda so jAte haiN| zAmako pratikramaNa karate haiM aura rAtako so jAte haiN|" zrImadne vinodameM kahA, "cAya aura nasya le AnA aura AhArapAnI karake so jAnA isakA nAma jJAna, darzana, cAritra?" phira AtmajAgRti hetu upadeza dekara zrI lallajIko nirdeza dete hue zrImadne kahA ki "anya muniyoMkA pramAda chur3avAkara unheM par3hanemeM, adhyayanameM, svAdhyAya-dhyAnameM samaya vyatIta karavAyeM aura Apa saba dinameM eka bAra bhojana kreN| cAya tathA nasya binA kAraNa hamezA na laaveN| Apa saMskRtakA abhyAsa kreN|" munizrI mohanalAlajIne pUchA, "mahArAjazrI aura devakaraNajIkI umra ho gayI hai taba par3hanekA yoga kaise saMbhava hai ?" uttarameM zrImadne kahA, "yoga milanepara abhyAsa karanA cAhie aura yaha saMbhava hai| kyoMki vikToriyA rAnIkI vRddhAvasthA hai phira bhI anya dezakI bhASAkA abhyAsa karatI haiN|" eka bAra munizrI mohanalAlajIne zrImadse pUchA, "maiM dhyAna kisa prakAra karU~?" zrImadne uttara diyA, "zrI lallujI mahArAja bhakti kareM taba Apa kAyotsarga kara sunate raheM aura usake arthakA ciMtana kreN|"

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[ 24 ] zrImadne zrI lallujI svAmIko batAyA, "jo koI mumukSubhAI tathA bahineM Apase AtmArtha sAdhana mA~ge unheM isa prakAra Atmahitake sAdhana batAyeM 1. sAta vyasanake tyAgakA niyama karAveM / 2. harI vanaspatikA tyAga karAveM / 3. kaMdamUlakA tyAga karAveM / 4. abhakSya padArthoMkA tyAga karAveM / 5. rAtribhojanakA tyAga karAveM / 6. pA~ca mAlA pheranekA niyama karAveM / 7. smaraNa - maMtra batAveM / 8. kSamApanAkA pATha aura bIsa dohekA paThana, manana nitya karaneko kaheM / 9. satsamAgama aura satzAstra sevanake lie kaheM / " zrImad dvArA likhita Abhyantara saMsmaraNapothImeMse amuka bhAga jo zrI lallujIke lie lAbhadAyaka thA, usakI pratilipi karaneke liye zrImadne vaha pothI zrI lallujIko eka dina dI / usa bhAgakI pratilipi karaneke atirikta, par3hanepara anya jo AkarSaka lagA usakI bhI pratilipi alaga kAgaja para kara lI aura prAtaH darzanake lie jAU~gA taba unase AjJA le lU~gA, aisA socA; kyoMki rAtako munike lie bAhara jAnA manA hai / prAtaH zrImadUke pAsa jAkara unakI AjJAnusAra utArI gayI aura adhika utArI gayI pratilipike kAgaja unake samakSa rakhakara zrI lallujIne kahA, "rAta ho gayI thI isaliye AjJA lene nahIM A sakA / aura mahInA bhI pUrA ho rahA thA, phira samaya nahIM milegA jAnakara binA AjJAke bhI pothImeMse kucha TippaNa utAra liye haiM / " yaha sunakara zrImadne sAre panne aura TippaNapothI apane pAsa rakha liye / unheM kucha nahIM diyA / isase unheM bahuta pachatAvA huA aura zrI aMbAlAlabhAIko yaha bAta kahI / unhoMne bhI zrI lallujIko AjJAke binA pratilipi karaneke liye ulAhanA diyaa| aba zrI aMbAlAla bhAIke dvArA, AjJAse kI gayI pratilipike panne vApasa lauTAnekI zrImadse vinatI kI / zrImadne thor3e panne zrI aMbAlAlako diye aura acche akSaroMmeM likhakara zrI lallujIko dene ko kahA / tadanusAra unhoMne likhakara de diye / usameM jJI thI, tathA kucha anya TippaNa bhI sammilita / zrImadne usakA dhyAna karaneke lie zrI lallujIko AjJA dI / atyaMta tIvra pipAsAke bAda prApta isa sAdhanase zrI lallujIko parama zAMti prApta aMtima dina ekAMtameM zrImadjIne zrI lallujIko eka ghaNTe taka upadeza diyA aura dRSTirAga badalakara AtmadRSTi karavAyI / jaba zrI lallujIko vaha Azaya samajhameM A gayA taba zrImadjIne bolanA baMda kara diyA / vasomeM eka mAha pUrA huA taba zrImadne zrI lallujIse kahA, "kyoM muni, ApakI mA~ga pUrNa huI na? ApakI mA~gake anusAra pUrA eka mAha yahA~ rhe|" zrI lallujIko manameM lagA ki vizeSa mA~ga kI hotI to acchA rahatA / phira sarva muniyoMko jAgRtikA upadeza dete hue zrImadne kahA, "he

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[25] muniyo! isa samaya jJAnI puruSake pratyakSa samAgamameM pramAda karate ho, kintu jaba jJAnI puruSa nahIM hoMge taba pazcAttApa kroge| pA~ca-pA~casau kosa taka ghUmane para bhI kahIM jJAnIkA samAgama nahIM milegaa|" zrImad vasose uttarasaMDA vanakSetrameM eka mAha rahakara kheDA padhAre aura zrI devakaraNajI muniko teisa dina taka samAgama karAyA, jisakA varNana karate hue eka patrameM ve zrI lallujIko likhate haiM___'uttarAdhyayana ke battIsaveM adhyayanakA bodha honepara asadgurukI bhrAMti miTI, sadgurukI paripUrNa pratIti huii| atyaMta nizcaya huA, romAMca ullasita hue| satpuruSakI pratItikA dRr3ha nizcaya roma-romameM utara gyaa| vRtti AjJAvaza huI... ___ Apane kahA vaisA hI huA-phala pakA, rasa cakhA, zAMta hue| AjJA dvArA sadaiva zAMta rheNge| aisI vRtti cala rahI hai mAno satpuruSake caraNameM mokSa pratyakSa dRSTigocara ho rahA hai| paramakRpAludevane pUrNa kRpA kI hai... hama kevala AhArakA samaya vyartha ga~vAte haiN| zeSakAla to sadgurusevAmeM vyatIta hotA hai, ataH yaha basa hai| vahIkA vahI vAkya usI zrImukhase jaba zravaNa karate haiM taba navIna hI lagatA hai... sarvopari upadezameM yahI AtA hai ki zarIrako kRza kara, bhItarake tattvako DhU~Dhakara, kalevarako pheMkakara cale jaao| viSaya-kaSAyarUpI corako aMdarase bAhara nikAlakara, jalA-phUMkakara usakA snAnasUtaka kara, kriyAkarma nibaTAkara zAMta ho jAo, chUTa jAo, prazAMta ho jAo; zAMti zAMti zAMti hoo| zIghra zIghra udyama kro| jJAnI sadguruke upadeza-vacana sunakara eka vacana bhI pUrNa premase grahaNa kareM, eka bhI sadguru vacanakA pUrNa premase ArAdhana kareM to vaha ArAdhana hI mokSa hai, mokSa batAnevAlA hai|" cAturmAsa pUrA honepara sabhI sAtoM muni naDiyAdameM ekatrita hue| vahA~ lagabhaga DeDha mAha taka alpa AhAra, alpa nidrA Adi niyamoMkA pAlana kara dinakA adhikAMza samaya pustaka vAcana, manana, bhakti, dhyAna AdimeM bitAte / kheDA tathA vasomeM zrImadjIkA samAgama-bodha huA thA usakA vivecana smaraNa karake paraspara vinimaya (vicAroMkA AdAna-pradAna) karate the| __naDiyAdase zrI devakaraNajI Adi ahamadAbAdakI ora vihAra karanevAle the aura zrI lallajI Adi khaMbhAtakI ora padhAranevAle the| itanemeM samAcAra mile ki zrImadjI nivRttike liye Aja muMbaIse IDara padhAre haiN| ataH zrI lallajIne khaMbhAtakI ora jAnA chor3akara IDarakI ora vihAra kiyA, kyoMki vasomeM bahuta logoMse paricaya honese upadezakA barAbara lAbha nahIM mila sakA thA, jisase unake manameM kheda rahatA thaa| zrI devakaraNajIne zrI lallajIse kahA, "hameM bhI upadezakA lAbha lenA hai| bahuta dina upadeza diyA hai| Apako Atmahita karanA hai to kyA hameM nahIM karanA hai?" aisA kahakara, unakA svAsthya narama honepara bhI dhIre-dhIre ve bhI IDarakI ora vihAra karane lge| zrI lallajI, zrI mohanalAlajI aura zrI narasiMharakha ye tInoM zIghratAse vihAra kara jaldI IDara

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[26] pahu~ca gye| zrI lallajI, zrImadjIke nivAsasthAnakA patA lagAne DaoN. prANajIvanake aspatAlakI ora gye| zrImadjIne dUrase hI munizrIko dekhakara apanI sevAmeM rahanevAle bhAI ThAkarazIko kahA ki unheM vanameM le jaao| pIche svayaM bhI vahA~ gye| eka AmravRkSake nIce munizrIko bulAkara pUchA aura jAna liyA ki tIna muni pahale A pahu~ce haiM aura cAra pIche A rahe haiN| yaha jAnakara zrImad sahaja jhuMjhalAkara bole, "Apa loga kyoM hamAre pIche par3e haiM? aba kyA hai? Apako jo samajhanA thA vaha saba batA diyA hai| aba Apa loga kala yahA~se vihAra kara cale jaaiye| devakaraNajIko hama samAcAra bhijavA dete haiM jisase ve yahA~ na Akara anya sthAnapara vihAra kara vApasa cale jaayeNge| hama yahA~ guptarUpase rahate haiM, kisIke paricayameM hama AnA nahIM cAhate, aprasiddha rahate haiN| DaoNkTarakI ora AhAra lene na AyeM, anya sthAnase leveN| kala yahA~se vihAra kara jaayeN|" zrI lallajIne vinatI kI, "ApakI AjJAnusAra cale jAyeMge, paraMtu mohanalAlajI aura narasiMharakhako yahA~ Apake darzana nahIM hue haiM, ataH Apa AjJA deM to eka dina rukakara phira vihAra kreNge|" zrImad bole, "ThIka hai, aisA kreN|" / dUsare dina usI AmravRkSake nIce donoM muni gye| zrImadjI bhI vahA~ pdhaare| usa samaya 'dravyasaMgraha' kI nimna gAthAe~ ve ucca svarase bolate hue A rahe the| nIce baiThaneke bAda bhI bahuta dera taka usIkA uccAraNa hotA rahA *"mA mujjhaha mA rajjhaha mA dussaha iTThaNi?atthesu / thiramicchaha jai cittaM vicittjjhaannppsiddhiie|| jaM kiMcivi ciMtaMto NirIhavittI have jadA sAhU / labhNaya eyattaM tadAhu taM tassa NiccayaM jjhANaM // mA ciTThaha mA jaMpaha mA ciMtaha kiMvi jeNa hoI thiro / appA appammi rao iNameva paraM have jjhANaM // " lagabhaga Adhe ghaNTe taka uparokta gAthAkI dhuna calatI rahI phira svayaM samAdhistha ho gye| sarvatra zAMti prasara gyii| eka ghaNTe bAda, "vicAriyegA" itanA kahakara vahA~se cale gye| kadAcit laghuzaMkAdike liye gaye hoMge, yaha socakara muni thor3I dera ruke, kintu ve lauTe nhiiN| ataH muni vApasa upAzrayameM A gye| AhAra-pAnI lAkara, AhArase nivRtta hokara baiThe the, usa samaya bhAI ThAkarazI upAzrayameM aaye| unase zrI lallajI svAmIne pUchA, "devakaraNajIko patra likhaneke saMbaMdhameM kyA huA?" ThAkarazIne kahA, "patra to likha diyA hai para abhI bhejA nahIM hai|" usI dina zAmako zrI devakaraNajI Adi IDara A pahu~ce / zrImadne sAtoM muniyoMko parvataparake zvetAmbara aura digambara donoM maMdira khulavAkara darzana karavAneke liye ThAkarazIko bhejaa| ina sAtoM * artha-vicitta aneka prakArake nirvikalpa dhyAnakI siddhikI icchA ho to iSTa-aniSTa padArthoM meM rAga-dveSamoha na kro| (48) kisI bhI prakArakA ciMtana karate hue jaba muni ekAgratA prApta kara nispRhavRttivAlA hotA hai saba use nizcaya dhyAnakI prApti kahI jAtI hai| (55) kisI bhI prakArakI (zArIrika) ceSTA na karo, kisI bhI prakArake (vacanakA) uccAraNa na karo, kisI bhI prakArakA (manase) vicAra na karo, taba tuma sthira banoge / yoM AtmA AtmAmeM ramaNa kare vaha parama dhyAnakA prakAra hai| (56)

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[27] sthAnakavAsI muniyoMne sadgurukI AjJAse sarvaprathama IDarameM jinapratimAoMke darzana kiye, jisase unako apUrva ullAsabhAva aayaa| zrImad dvArA batAye gaye pahAr3ake Uparake sabhI sthAna ThAkarazIne sabhI muniyoMko btaaye| eka pahAr3Ipara digambara muniyoMke samAdhi-sthAna tathA smaraNastUpa haiM tathA pAsameM hI smazAna, kuNDa, guphA haiM unheM dekhaneke lie bhI muniyoMko bhejA thaa| tIsare dina usI AmravRkSake nIce AnekI AjJA huI thI tadanusAra sAtoM muni vahA~ pratIkSA kara rahe the, itanemeM zrImadjI vahA~ padhAre / sardiyoMkI ThaNDa bhI thI aura zrI devakaraNajIkA zarIra azakta thA, isaliye ve kA~pate dikhAyI diye ataH lakSmIcaMdajI munine apanA oDhA huA vastra zrI devakaraNajIko oddhaayaa| yaha dekhakara zrImadjI bole, "ThaNDa laga rahI hai? ThaNDa bhagAnI hai?" yaha kahakara ve ekadama zIghratAse calane lge| sabhI unake pIche-pIche vegapUrvaka cale / kA~Te, kaMkara, jhAr3ajhaMkhAr3a pAra kara zrImadjI, thor3I dUra eka U~cI zilA thI usapara pUrvakI ora mu~ha karake birAjamAna huye| sabhI muni unake sanmukha Akara baiTha gye| aneka varSoM se IDarake pustaka bhaNDAra para zvetAmbara-digambarake svAmitvako lekara jhagar3oM ke kAraNa tAle lage hue the| IDarake mahArAjAkI pahacAnase vaha bhaNDAra dekhanekA avasara zrImadjIko milA thaa| usameMse hastalikhita 'dravyasaMgraha' graMtha zrImadjI yahA~ lAye the| vaha AdhA graMtha yahA~ sabako par3ha sunaayaa| itane meM zrI devakaraNajI bola uThe, "aba hameM gA~vameM jAnekI kyA AvazyakatA hai?" zrImadne kahA, "kauna kahatA hai ki jAo?" zrI devakaraNajI bole, "kyA kareM? peTa lagA hai|" zrImadne kahA, "muniyoMkA peTa to jagatake kalyANake lie hai| muniko peTa na hotA to ve gA~vameM na jAkara pahAr3akI guphAmeM rahakara kevala vItarAga-bhAvase jaMgalameM hI vicarate, jisase jagatake lie kalyANarUpa na ho pAte / ataH muniyoMkA peTa jagatake hitake lie hai|" dhyAnake viSayakI carcA karate hue zrImadajIne kahA, "dhyAnameM jaisA ciMtana kare vaisA yogAbhyAsIko dikhAyI detA hai| udAharaNasvarUpa, dhyAnameM AtmAko bhaiMse jaisA socakara isa pahAr3ake samAna usakI pU~cha honekA soce to use AtmA usI rUpameM bhAsita hogaa| para vAstavameM vaha AtmA nahIM hai, kiMtu use jAnanevAlA jo hai, vaha AtmA hai|" eka dina usI sAMketika AmravRkSake nIce sAtoM muniyoMke sAtha zrImadajI birAje hue the taba muni mohanalAlajIne zrImadse zikAyata kI ki "AhAra karaneke bAda mujhe muhapattI bA~dhanemeM samaya lagatA hai isaliye mahArAja (zrI lallujI) mujhe daNDa dete haiN|" zrImadjIne kahA, "sabhI muhapattI nikAla deM aura IDarake AsapAsa bIsa kosa taka na bA~dhe / koI Akara pUche to zAMtise bAtacIta karake usake manakA samAdhAna kreN|" kalpavRkSake samAna usa AmravRkSake nIce aMtima dina sAtoM muni jaldI Akara zrImadjIkI pratIkSA kara rahe the, itanemeM zrImadjI padhAre aura sabako vikaTa mArgase le jAte hue calane lge| velasIrakha nAmaka eka vRddha munine kahA, "Aja maNDalameMse ekAdha muniko yahI chor3a jAyeMge kyA?

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[28] yaha Upara jAnekA mArga to bahuta vikaTa hai, aura abhIse hama to pIche rahane laga gaye haiN| ve to bahuta tejIse Upara car3ha rahe haiN|" ' zrImadjI zIghra Upara pahu~cakara eka vizAla zilApara birAjamAna ho gaye, phira sAtoM muni Akara sanmukha baitthe| zrImad bole, "yahA~ nikaTa hI eka bAgha rahatA hai, kiMtu Apa saba nirbhaya rheN|" siddhazilA aura siddha-svarUpakI carcA honeke bAda zrImadne pUchA, "hama itane U~ce baiThe haiM, yaha koI nIcekA manuSya talahaTIparase dekha sakatA hai?" zrI lallujIne kahA, "nA, nahIM dekha sktaa|" zrImadjIne kahA, "isI prakAra nIcekI dazAvAlA jIva U~cI dazAvAle jJAnIke svarUpako nahIM jAna sktaa| paraMtu yogyatA prApta ho, aura ucca dazAmeM A jAya to dekha sakatA hai| hama pahAr3a para ucca sthAnapara honese pUrA nagara aura dUra taka dekha sakate haiM, kintu nIce bhUmipara khar3A vyakti mAtra utanI bhUmiko hI dekha sakatA hai| isIliye jJAnI ucca dazApara rahakara nIcevAleko kahate haiM ki 'tU thor3A Upara A, phira dekha; tujhe patA clegaa|" phira zrImadjIne saba muniyoMse kahA, "Apa padmAsana lagAkara baiTha jAyeM aura jinamudrAvat banakara 'dravyasaMgraha'kI gAthAoMkA artha upayogameM leN|" tadanusAra saba baiTha gye| pazcAt zrImadjI 'dravyasaMgraha'kI gAthAe~ ucca svarase bolane lage aura usakA artha bhI karate, phira paramArtha batAte / yoM saMpUrNa 'dravyasaMgraha' graMtha pUrA sunAyA, samajhAyA taba taka sabhI muni usI AsanameM acala baiThe rhe| zrI devakaraNajI ullAsameM Akara bola uThe "aba takakA paramagurukA jo jo samAgama huA usameM yaha samAgama, ahA! sarvopari huA! jaise maMdirake zikharapara kalaza car3hAyA jAtA hai vaisA isa prasaMgase huA hai|" phira zrImadjIne kahA, " 'AtmAnuzAsana' graMthake kartA zrI guNabhadrAcArya usa graMthake aMtima bhAgameM ati adbhuta jJAnameM pravAhita hue haiM; AtmAke svarUpakA vizeSa varNana spaSTa batAte haiN|" yoM kahakara vaha bhAga bhI par3ha sunaayaa| ___usa sAMketika AmravRkSake nIce zrImadjIne muniyoMse kahA, "muniyo! jIvakI vRtti tIvratAse bhI gira sakatI hai| aMbAlAlakI vRtti aura dazA prathama bhakti aura vairAgyAdike kAraNase ucca honepara unheM aisI labdhi pragaTa huI thI ki hamane tIna-cAra ghaNTe bodha kiyA ho, use dUsare dina yA tIsare dina likhakara lAneko kaheM to ve saMpUrNa aura hamAre zabdoMmeM likhakara le Ate the| vartamAnameM pramAda aura lobha Adike kAraNa vRtti zithila huI hai| yaha doSa unameM pragaTa hogA yaha hama bAraha mAsa pahalese hI jAnate the|" yaha sunakara zrI lallajIko kheda huA, ataH zrImadjIse pUchA, "kyA yaha aisA hI rahegA?" zrImadjIne kahA, "muni, kheda na kiijiyegaa| jaise nadIke pravAhameM bahatA pattA eka jAlemeM aTaka jAya, kiMtu phira nadImeM bAr3ha Anepara usake pravAhameM jAlese nikalakara mahAsamudrameM jA milatA hai, vaise hI unakA pramAda bhI hamAre dvArA dUra hogA aura ve paramapadako prApta kreNge|"

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[ 29 ] zrI lallujI do-DhAI mAha taka IDarake AsapAsa ke pradezameM vicare / phira kherAlu hokara naDiyAda Aye aura saM. 1955 kA cAturmAsa vahIM kiyA / zrI lallujI svAmIkA cAturmAsa muMbaImeM honeke bAda zrImadjIse paricaya aura patravyavahAra bar3ha gayA aura sadguruke prati premameM huI vRddhi chipAyI chipa nahIM sakatI thI / zrI yazovijayajIne sumatinAtha prabhuke stavanameM jaisA kahA hai vaisA huA thA - 1 " sajjanazuM je prItaDIjI, chAnI te na rakhAya, parimala kastUrI taNojI, mahImAMhe mahakAya; sobhAgI jinazuM lAgyo avihaDa raMga. DhAMkI ikSu parAlazuMjI, na rahe lahI vistAra, vAcaka yaza kahe prabhutaNojI, tima muja prema-prakAra; sobhAgI0" zrI lallujIne sUrata, kaThora hokara saM. 1952meM khaMbhAtameM cAturmAsa kiyA usase pahale bhI saM.1950meM khaMbhAta saMghADe (sAdhusamudAya ) meM patravyavahArasaMbaMdhI carcA calI thI isaliye zrImadjIne zrI lallujIko nimnalikhita AzayakA eka patra likhA thA "lokasamAgama bar3he, prIti - aprItike kAraNa bar3he, strI Adike paricayameM AnekA hetu ho, saMyama r3hIlA ho, usa usa prakArakA parigraha binA kAraNa aMgIkRta ho, aise sAnnipAtika anaMta kAraNa dekhakara patrAdikA niSedha kiyA hai, tathApi vaha bhI apavAdasahita hai..... kinhIM jJAnIpuruSakA dUra rahatA hotA ho, unakA samAgama honA muzkila ho, aura patra- samAcArake sivAya dUsarA koI upAya na ho, to phira Atmahitake sivAyakI dUsarI sarva prakArakI buddhikA tyAga karake, vaise jJAnIpuruSakI AjJAse athavA kisI mumukSu satsaMgIkI sAmAnya AjJAse vaisA karanekA jinAgamase niSedha nahIM hotA aisA pratIta hotA hai / kyoMki jahA~ patra- samAcAra likhanese AtmahitakA nAza hotA ho, vahIM usakA niSedha kiyA gayA hai| jahA~ patra- samAcAra na honese AtmahitakA nAza hotA ho, vahA~ patra- samAcArakA niSedha kiyA ho, yaha jinAgamase kaise ho sakatA hai ? yaha aba vicAraNIya hai 1 isa prakAra vicAra karanese jinAgamameM jJAna, darzana aura saMyamake saMrakSaNake liye patrasamAcArAdike vyavahArakA bhI svIkAra karanekA samAveza hotA hai, tathApi vaha kisI kAlake liye, kisI mahAna prayojanake liye, mahAtmA puruSoMkI AjJAse athavA kevala jIvake kalyANake hI kAraNameM usakA upayoga kisI pAtrake liye hai, aisA samajhanA yogya hai / nityaprati aura sAdhAraNa prasaMgameM patrasamAcArAdikA vyavahAra saMgata nahIM hai, jJAnIpuruSake prati unakI AjJAse nityaprati patrAdi vyavahAra saMgata hai......... 1. artha-sajanake sAtha jo prIti hotI hai vaha chipAyI chipa nahIM sakatI - jaise ki kastUrIkI sugaMdha pRthvIpara cAroM ora phaila jAtI hai| jaise ki vistArako prApta huI ikSu ghAsase Dha~kane para vaha gupta nahIM raha sakatI / zrI yazovijayajI kahate haiM, ki mujhe prabhuse avicala premakA raMga lagA hai vaha bhI isI prakArakA hai yAni ki chipAyA chipa nahIM sakatA /

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[30] Apako sarva paccakkhAna ho to phira patra na likhanekA sAdhune jo paccakkhAna diyA hai, vaha nahIM diyA jA sktaa| tathApi diyA ho to bhI isameM Apatti na mAne; vaha paccakkhAna bhI jJAnIpuruSakI vANIse rUpAMtara huA hotA to hAni na thI; paraMtu sAdhAraNarUpase rUpAMtara huA hai, vaha yogya nahIM huaa| yahA~ mUla svAbhAvika paccakkhAnakI vyAkhyA karanekA avasara nahIM hai, lokapaccakkhAnakI bAtakA avasara hai; tathApi vaha bhI sAdhAraNatayA apanI icchAse tor3anA ThIka nahIM; abhI to aisA dRr3ha vicAra hI rakhe / guNa pragaTa honeke sAdhanameM jaba rodha hotA ho, taba usa paccakkhAnako jJAnIpuruSakI vANIse yA mumukSujIvake satsaMgase sahaja AkAraphera hone dekara rAstepara lAye kyoMki binA kAraNa logoMmeM zaMkA utpanna hone denekI bAta yogya nahIM hai...... Apake aMbAlAlako patra likhaneke viSayameM carcA huI, vaha yadyapi yogya nahIM huaa| Apako kucha prAyazcitta deM to use svIkAre paraMtu kisI jJAnavArtAko likhaneke badale likhavAnemeM Apako koI rukAvaTa nahIM karanI cAhiye, aisA sAthameM yathAyogya nirmala antaHkaraNase batAnA yogya hai ki jo bAta mAtra jIvakA hita karaneke liye hai..." isI arasemeM zrImadjIne zrI aMbAlAlako patra likhA hai usameM isI bAtake saMbaMdhameM likhA hai-".....kisI bhI prakArase sahana karanA hI acchA hai; aisA na karanepara thor3e kAraNase bar3A viparIta klezarUpa pariNAma A sakatA hai....kadAcit ve binA prAyazcittake bhI isa bAtako chor3a deM taba bhI Apako arthAt sAdhu lallajIko cittameM isa bAtakA itanA pazcAttApa to karanA hI cAhie ki aisA karanA bhI ucita nahIM thaa| Agese devakaraNajI jaise sAdhuke samakSa vahA~se amuka zrAvaka likhanevAlA ho aura patra likhAveM to bAdhA nahIM hai, itanI vyavasthA usa saMpradAyameM calatI A rahI hai, ataH bahudhA loga virodha nahIM kreNge| aura yadi usameM bhI virodha jaisA kucha lagatA ho to abhI isa bAtake lie bhI dhairya dhAraNa karanA hitakArI hai| loka samudAyameM kleza utpanna na ho, yaha lakSya cUkane jaisA abhI nahIM hai..." ___ saM.1951kA cAturmAsa zrI lallajIne sUratameM kiyA taba unake bar3e sAdhune mAlavAse patra likhakara saM.1952meM unheM khaMbhAta bulAyA thaa| zrI lallajIne saM.1952kA cAturmAsa khaMbhAtameM kiyA thaa| taba zrImadjI rAlaja hokara khaMbhAta padhAre the aura saptAhabhara ruke the| usa samaya muni unake samAgamameM jAte the, jisase logoMmeM aura sAdhuoMmeM carcA hotI thI tathA bar3e sAdhu bhANajIrakhake kAnameM bhI yaha bAta bar3hA-car3hAkara pahuMcI thI isase saM.1953 ke phAlguna mAsameM khaMbhAtameM bIsa sAdhu ekatra hue the| isa viSayameM zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne zrImadjIko saMkSepameM patra likhA thA, usameM ve likhate haiM "munizrI bhANajIrakhajIke bulAnese bIsa sAdhu ikaTThe hue haiN| munizrI lallajI Adi ThANA chaha AjJAnusAra pravRtti kara rahe haiN| ve loga to vizeSa ceSTAmeM, niMdA para utara Aye haiM / yahA~ke sabhI mumukSu AjJAnusAra pravRtti kara rahe haiN| aba to ve loga maryAdArahita prarUpaNA aura nindA karane meM lage haiN| isa viSayameM yadi thor3A bhI sahaja bhAvase kahate haiM, ki munikA mArga kaisA honA cAhie? to vaha bhI una logoMko ulTA lagatA hai...aneka prakArase anyAyapUrNa prarUpaNA karate haiM, taba bhI sabhI muni Adi abhI to samabhAvase raha rahe haiN| koI kucha nahIM boltaa| jarAsI bAta karane jAte haiM to ve anyAyapUrNa hI bolate haiM, vahA~ isa jIvakA kyA sahArA? aba to he prabhu! ApakI zaraNa hI eka

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[31] AdhArabhUta hai| jo sAdhu sanmArgakI icchAvAle haiM unameM se eka-ekako bulAkara vizeSa prakArase dabAte haiM, mArgase girAnekA prayatna karate haiM aura lokasamudAyake sAmane vividha prakArase hAsyAdika ceSTA karate haiN| ve chaha muni to samabhAvase raha rahe haiN| muni devakaraNajIko saccI bAtameM zUravIratA A jAtI hai, kintu mana dabAkara baiThe hue haiN| aba to una logoMko vizeSa Agraha ho gayA hai| yadi pUche binA ina sAdhuoMko ekAeka saMghADAse bahiSkRta kara deM taba ina chaha muniyoMko kaisA vyavahAra karanA cAhie? kadAcit saMghADAse bAhara na kareM aura eka ekako alaga alaga karake apane sAtha rakhakara viSama dabAva DAleM yA mArgase girAnekA prayatna kareM to ina muniyoMko kaisA vyavahAra karanA cAhie? kucha prAraMbhika jijJAsAvAle muniyoMko to yaha prasaMga vizeSa dRr3hatAkA kAraNa huA hai aura ho rahA hai, phira bhI aba to Darate haiM ki yaha saMga burA hai aura isameM rahanA par3egA to kaise kareMge? isa viSayameM spaSTIkaraNa cAhate haiN| patrase vizeSa likhanA saMbhava nahIM huA hai| kintu adveSapariNAmase hI rahanekA nizcaya kiyA hai| phira bhI agnijvAlAke samakSa rahanese uSNatA Aye binA nahIM rahatI, to bhI dabAdabAkara rakha rahe haiN| aba to Apa paramakRpAludevakI parama kRpAse jagatakA kalyANa hoo| isa saMsargase cAhe jitanA rokanepara bhI cittameM vikSepa ho hI jAtA hai| aba ve muniyoMko uThane deMge aisA nahIM lagatA aura hamAre sAtha to ve loga koI bAta hI nahIM karate...atyaMta dRr3ha pariNAmase raha sakane yogya merI sthiti nahIM hai isaliye satya bAta para joza A jAtA hai| aura, jo saccI bAta kahate haiM use hAsyameM anyAyapUrNa DhaMgase ur3A dete haiN| paraMtu phira vahI anukaMpA A jAtI hai|" zrImadjIkI milajulakara ekatAse rahanekI sUcanAke kAraNa aise satAnevAle vAtAvaraNameM bhI, bar3e mAne jAnevAle sAdhuke kathanAnusAra rahane-jitanI namratA aura laghutA dhAraNakara zrI lallajI svAdhyAyAdimeM samaya vyatIta karate jisakA prabhAva sabhI sAdhuoMpara par3e binA nahIM rhtaa| logoMko bhI unakI zAMta prAbhAvika mukhamudrA tathA bhakti-vairAgyAdi guNoMse unakI mahattA samajhameM aatii| aura phira, zrI devakaraNajIke vyAkhyAnase to niMdaka loga bhI prAyaH badala jaate| saM.1954kI magasira vadI dUjako zrI lallajIne zrImadjIko patra likhA usameM ve likhate haiM, "he nAtha! zrI khaMbhAtase muni chaganajIne eka patra likhAyA aura use aMbAlAlabhAIko dekara kahA ki muni lallujI Adi muniyoMko bheja deveM / ve likhate haiM ki ahamadAbAda kSetrameM nahIM gaye jisakA hameM bahuta kheda hai...he prabhu! vicAra karanepara hameM lagA ki hameM zrI ahamadAbAda kSetrameM jAnA hI nahIM hai aisA to kucha hai nahIM aura phira svapakSake sAdhuoMko kheda hotA hai| vahA~kA bahuta Agraha rahatA hai, to hameM sadgurukI zaraNa lekara jAnA cAhie aisA socakara isakA uttara Aja zrI ahamadAbAda tathA khaMbhAta likhA hai|" isa patrake uttarameM zrImadjIne likhA hai "...vihAra karake ahamadAbAda sthiti karanemeM manameM bhaya, udvega yA kSobha nahIM hai, kintu hitabuddhise vicAranepara hamArI dRSTimeM yoM AtA hai ki isa samaya usa kSetrameM sthiti karanA ucita nahIM hai...samAgama honepara batAyeM ki pahalekI apekSA saMyamameM mandatA AyI hai aisA Apako lagatA ho to sUcita kareM, tAki usase nivRtta honekA saMbhava ho sake; aura yadi Apako vaisA na lagatA ho to phira kucha jIva viSamabhAvake AdhIna hokara aisA kahate hoM to usa bAtako lakSyameM na lekara

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[ 32 ] AtmabhAvakA lakSya rakhakara rahanA yogya hai... kvacit Apa aisA mAnate hoM ki jo loga asaMbhava bAta kahate haiM una logoMke manameM apanI bhUla dikhAyI degI aura dharmakI hAni honese rukegI, to yaha eka hetu ThIka hai... para eka bAra to aviSamabhAvase vaha bAta sahanakara anukramase svAbhAvika vihAra karate karate aise kSetrameM jAnA ho aura kucha logoMko saMdeha ho vaha nivRtta ho sake vaisA karanA cAhie, kintu rAgadRSTivAloMke vacanoMkI preraNAse tathA mAnakI rakSAke lie athavA aviSamatA na rahanese logoMkI bhUla miTAnekA nimitta mAnanA AtmahitakArI nahIM hai / " zrI lallujI saM.1954 ke pauSa mAsameM likhate haiM- " zrI vaso kSetrameM munizrI bhANajIsvAmIkA samAgama huA, unake sAtha aviSamabhAvase- samAdhipUrvaka bAtacIta huI ataH unhoMne bhI kahA ki, Apa sukhapUrvaka isa kSetrameM vicaraNa kareM aura hama bhI isa samaya zrI ahamadAbAda kSetrameM nahIM jAyeMge, aisA kahakara samatAse kaSAyarahita samAgama kara, zrI kheDA padhAre haiM / " saM. 1955 caitra sudI 5ke patrameM zrI lallujI zrImadko likhate haiM- "aisA lagatA hai ki muni chaganajIkA cAturmAsa khaMbhAta hogA, para muni devakaraNajI (kacchase) AyeM aura parivartana karanA par3e to vaha suvidhA bhI saMbhava hai / kucha viSama nahIM hogA... Aja muni bhANajIrakhakA patra AyegA / " phira zrI lallujIne naDiyAda cAturmAsa kiyA aura zrI devakaraNajIne vasomeM cAturmAsa kiyA / saM. 1955ke cAturmAsake bAda zrI lallujI Adi muniyoMko khaMbhAtake saMghADese bAhara kara diyA thA phira bhI pratipakSake sAthakA saMbaMdha bilakula chUTa gayA ho aura eka dUsareke prati dveSabhAva na rahA ho aisA uparokta patroMke avataraNase spaSTa hotA hai / saMghADemeM samAna do bhAga honepara bhI pustaka panne Adike lie kisI bhI prakArakI mA~ga yA takarAra zrI lallujI Adi muniyoMkI orase nahIM huI, unakI isa udAratA aura niHspRhatAkI chApa sabhI sAdhuoMpara par3I / kaSAyakI vRddhi ho aise nimittoMmeM bhI zrImadjIke upadezase aura zrI lallujI Adi muniyoMkI AjJAkArI vRttise mAno kucha huA hI na ho aisA mAnakara unake saMbaMdhase alaga hokara ve AtmahitameM hI tallIna rahane lage / isI arasemeM bhAI zrI aMbAlAla eka patrameM suMdara vicAra pradarzita karate haiM "aise laukika udayase manako saMkucita nahIM karate hue mahAmuni AnaMdameM rahate haiM aura nimnAnusAra paramArthakA vicAra karate haiM asatsaMga dUra hogA, sAre saMsArakA mamatva chor3A thA, kintu usameM isa upAdhivAle saMghADeke kAraNa kucha cipaka gayA thA vaha sahaja hI chUTa gayA, yaha parama kRpA zrIsadgurukI hai| aba to hai jIva ! terA gaccha, terA mata, terA saMghADA bahuta bar3A ho gayA hai - caudaha rAjaloka jitanA ho gayA hai| SaDdarzana para samabhAva aura maitrI rakhakara nirmamatvabhAvase, vItarAgabhAvase AtmasAdhanAkA adhika avakAza prApta huA hai / jisakI vRtti aMdara AtmabhAvameM utaratI jAtI hai use kSetra, kAla, dravya, bhAva kucha bhI vighnakAraka nahIM hote...nirmala jala khAre samudrameM milakara zAMta rahanA nahIM cAhatA para sUryakI garmI ke yogase bASpa banakara, bAdalarUpa hokara saMsArako amRtamaya banAneke lie sarva sthAnoMpara giratA hai / isI prakAra Apa jaise mahAmuni sat aise parama svarUpako jAnanese nirmala jalarUpa banakara sAre

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[33] saMsArake hitake lie mamatvakA tyAga kara gaccha matAdi kalpanAse rahita hokara saMpUrNa lokako amRtamaya banAneke lie vItarAga bhAvakA sevana kara rahe haiM! ...jIva jaba taka ajJAnameM, mithyAtvabhAvameM hai taba taka jJAnI use mithyAtvameM aura gacchameM mAnate haiN| mithyAtva jAneke bAda samakita prApta honepara use usa nyAta, jAta, TolI, mata, gacchameM ginA aura terahaveM guNasthAnameM pahu~cA yA caudahaveMmeM hai phira bhI dehadhArIke gacchameM ginA gayA; kintu zuddha, nirmala, zuddha saccidAnanda siddha-svarUpa pragaTa huA taba vaha kRtArtha huA, sabase bhinna, nirmala huA..." ____ unake dUsare patrameM bhI sAhasa bar3hAnevAlA preraka lekha hai "vicAravAna jIvoMne aisA nizcaya kiyA hai ki isa jIvako kisI kSayopazamAdi kAraNase yA pUrvopArjita karmodayase...mAna-apamAnAdi kAraNa prApta hote haiM, arthAt zuddha AcaraNase, tapobalase, zAstrajJAnase, vicArazaktise, vairAgyAdi kAraNoMse jo kucha pUjyatA prApta hotI hai, satkArAdi milate haiM ve saba pUrvopArjita prArabdhake udayase prApta hote haiN| aura jo kucha asamAdhi, kSudhA, tRSA, apamAna, asatkAra ityAdi prApta hote haiM ve bhI prArabdhake udayase prApta hote haiN| isameM isa jIvakA kartRtva kucha bhI nahIM hai, mAtra pUrvabaddha zubhAzubha karmakA hI vaha phala hai, aisA samajhakara vicAravAna jIva mAnaapamAnAdi kAraNoMmeM samadRSTise rahakara AtmasamAdhimeM pravRtti karate haiM... bhAIzrI velasIbhAI, munizrIkI sevAmeM paryuSaNa parva bitAneke lie kala yahA~se usa ora padhAre haiN|" do-cAra mAhameM munisamAgama karate rahanekA zrImadjIkA mumukSavargako nirdeza honese, anukUlatAke anusAra muniyoMke darzana-samAgamake lie mumukSu unake pAsa jAte rahate the aura patravyavahArase bhI lAbha lete the| naDiyAdakA cAturmAsa pUrNa honepara zrI lallajI Adi vIramagAma jAneke lie nikle| zrI devakaraNajI Adi bhI vIramagAma A gaye the| chahoM sAdhu vIramagAmameM rahakara bhakti, jJAna, vicAra AdimeM samaya vyatIta karate the| zeSa kAla pUrA honepara zrI mohanalAlajI Adi sANaMdakI ora gye| usI rAta zrImadjI vIramagAma padhAre; aura upAzrayameM samAgama huaa| zrI AnaMdaghanajI aura zrI devacaMdrajIke stavana bolaneke bAda zrImadjIne-'vIrajIne caraNe lAguM, vIrapaNuM te mAguM re' isa mahAvIra bhagavAnake stavanakA artha kiyaa| prAtaHkAla vanameM phira samAgama huaa| pazcAt zrImadjI vavANiyAkI ora padhAre, aura zrI lallujI Adi ahamadAbAdakI ora aaye| thoDe hI samayameM zrImadajI vavANiyAse ahamadAbAda padhAre aura bAharakI vADIke pAsa nagaraseTha premAbhAIke baMgalepara tthhre| zrImadjI rAjapurake maMdirameM jAnevAle the ataH lallajI Adi muniyoMko bhI samAcAra bheja diye the| maMdirameM chaThe padmaprabhujIkA stavana svayaM bole aura mUlanAyaka pArzvanAtha prabhukI bagalameM jo bhavya zveta pratimA hai usake samIpa jAkara zrImadjI bole, "devakaraNajI dekho, dekho AtmA!" ataH lallajI Adi pratimAke pAsa Age aaye| zrImadjI bole, "digambara AcArya nagna rahe isaliye bhagavAnako bhI digambara rakhA aura zvetAmbara AcAryoMne vastra dhAraNa kiye ataH

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[34] bhagavAnako AMgI, mukuTa Adi phnaayaa|" phira maMdirake bAhara Akara muniyoMse kahA, "muniyo! bAhara dRSTi karoge to vikSepakI koI sImA nahIM hai, ataH antardRSTi kreN|" ahamadAbAdase zrImadjI IDarakI ora padhAre aura zrI lallajI Adine thor3e dina bAda naroDAkI ora vihAra kiyaa| IDarase zrImadjI patra naroDA AyA ki ve kala naroDA pahu~ca rahe haiN| ahamadAbAdase mumukSubhAI bhI naroDA Aye the| bAraha baje zrI lallajI Adi muniyoMko nivRttisthAna jaMgalameM Aneke lie zrImadjIne samAcAra bhijvaayaa| muni upAzrayase gA~vakI sImA taka pahu~ce taba zrImadjI Adi bhI vahA~ pratIkSA karate khar3e the| grISmaRtukI garmIse jamIna bahuta tapa gayI thii| paraMtu 'sAdhuoMke pA~va jalate hoMge' aisA kahakara zrImadajIne apane jUte (slIpara) nikAla diye aura dUra vaTavRkSa taka gaja-gatise naMge paira cale / sAdhu chAyAmeM pahu~caneke lie tvarita gatise cala rahe the jabaki ve svayaM binA ghabarAye, garmIkI kucha bhI ciMtA kiye binA, zAMtise cala rahe the| gA~vake loga bhI bAteM karane lage ki zrI devakaraNajI mahArAja kahate the ki ye jJAnI puruSa haiM, yaha bAta satya hai| vaTavRkSake nIce zrImadjI baiThe aura unake sAmane chahoM muni namaskAra kara baiTha gye| zrImadjIke pairoMke talave lAlasUrkha ho gaye the para unhoMne pA~vapara hAtha taka nahIM pheraa| zrI devakaraNajIkI ora dekhakara unhoMne kahA, "aba hama bilakula asaMga honA cAhate haiN| kisIke paricayameM AnA acchA nahIM lgtaa| aisI saMyamazreNI meM AtmA rahanA cAhatA hai|" zrI devakaraNajIne prazna kiyA, "jJAnIpuruSakI jo ananta dayA hai vaha kahA~ jAyegI?" uttarameM zrImadjIne kahA, "aMtameM ise bhI chor3anA hai|" phira zrImadjIne pUchA, "sthAnakavAsI loga Apako vikSepa karate haiM isakA kyA kAraNa hai?" zrI devakaraNajIne kahA, "ApakA citrapaTa hamAre pAsa rahatA hai vaha unheM akharatA hai|" zrImadjIne kahA, "isI kAraNa hamane Apako citrapaTa rakhanekI AjJA nahIM dI thii| jJAnIkI AjJA pUrvApara avirodha hotI hai| Apane apanI icchAse citrapaTa apane pAsa rakhe the aba usakA tyAga kara do| digambara pustaka 'yogapradIpa' nAmaka hai vaha Apako bhejeMge, usapara bAraMbAra vicAra krnaa|" saM.1956kA cAturmAsa zrI lallajIsvAmIne sojitrA sonIkI dharmazAlAmeM kiyA thaa| vahA~ digaMbara bhaTTAcAryake sAtha unakA samAgama huaa| sthAnakavAsI veza honepara bhI saMghADese alaga honeke bAda sthAnakavAsiyoMse adhika paricaya na karanA par3e aise sthAnameM cAturmAsa karanekA vicAra rakhA thaa| sojitrAmeM cAturmAsa pUrA honepara zrI lallajI Adiko patrase samAcAra milA ki zrImadjI ahamadAbAda padhAre haiN| zrI devakaraNajIko bhI ye samAcAra mila gaye the ataH sabhI muni vihAra kara ahamadAbAda A gye| zrI lallajIko mArgameM bukhAra AtA thA jisase unake upakaraNa zrI mohanalAlajIne uThA liye; eka pustaka unake pAsa thI use unake sAthake muni narasIrakhako uThA lenI cAhie thI aisA zrI mohanalAlajIko lagA ataH unhoMne yaha bAta ahamadAbAdameM zrI devakaraNajIse khii| isaparase zrI devakaraNajIne narasIrakhako ulAhanA diyA, para unakA pakSa lekara narasIrakhake sAthI dUsare munine zrI devakaraNajIkI avajJA kii| zrImadse yaha bAta kisIne nahIM khii| paraMtu sabhI muni jaba zrImadjIke darzana karane AgAkhAnake baMgalepara gaye taba bAtacItake prasaMgameM zrImadjIne kahA, "muniyoM! isa jIvane strI-putrAdike bhAra sahe haiM, kintu satpuruSoMkI yA dharmAtmAkI sevAbhakti pramAdarahita hokara nahIM kI hai|" yoM kahakara lakSmIcaMdajI muniko AjJA dI

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[35] ki, "yaha 'jJAnArNava' graMtha jaba taka zrI devakaraNajI paripUrNa par3ha na leM taba taka vihArameM tuma utthaaoge|" phira muni devakaraNajIko 'jJAnArNava' par3hanekI preraNA kI aura vaha graMtha unheM bahorAyA (pradAna kiyaa)| 'kArtikeyAnuprekSA' nAmaka graMtha zrI lallajIko bahorAyA aura use paripUrNa par3hane, svAdhyAya karanekA nirdeza diyA tathA zrI mohanalAlajIko vaha graMtha uThAnekI AjJA dii| zrImadjIne zrI lallajIse kahA, "muni, 'kArtikeyAnuprekSA'ke racayitA kumAra brahmacArI haiN| unhoMne isa graMthameM apUrva vairAgyakA jo nirUpaNa kiyA hai vaisI antaradazA aura vaisI utkRSTa bhAvanA una mahAtmAkI rahatI thii| nivRttisthAnapara isapara bahuta vicAra kiijiyegaa|" zrI devakaraNajI svAmIko bhI kahA, "Apa bhI yaha graMtha bahuta par3hiyegA, vicaariyegaa| donoM graMtha paraspara adalabadalakara par3hiyegA aura vicaariyegaa|" zrI devakaraNajIne zrImadjIse pUchA, "ApakA zarIra ekadama itanA kRza kaise ho gayA ?" zrImadjIne uttara diyA, "hama zarIrake viruddha par3e haiN|" __ zrImadjI ahamadAbAdase vaDhavANa jAnevAle the usakI agalI rAtako svayaM bhAvasArakI vADImeM padhAre jahA~ munigaNa Thahare hue the| svayaM vaDhavANa jAnevAle haiM yaha batAkara zrI lallujIko ulAhanA dete hue bole, "Apa hI hamAre pIche par3e haiM, hama jahA~ jAte haiM vahA~ daur3e cale Ate haiM, hamArA pIchA nahIM chodd'te|" zrI lallujI svAmIko bhI aisA lagA ki aba jaba ve svayaM bulAyeMge tabhI unake caraNoMmeM jAU~gA, binA bulAye aba nahIM jAU~gA; taba taka unakI bhakti karatA rhuuNgaa| dUsare dina zrI lallajI aura zrI devakaraNajIko AgAkhAnake baMgale para bulAkara zrImadjIne apanI dazAke bAremeM batAyA, "aba ekamAtra vItarAgatAke sivAya hameM anya koI vedana nahIM hai| hamameM aura vItarAgameM bheda na maaniyegaa|" zrI lallajI aura zrI devakaraNajIko vaisI hI zraddhA thI kintu zrImukhase vaha dazA sunakara parama ullAsa huA aura jAnese pahale hamAre samakSa apanA hRdaya kholakara bAta kara dI, aisA donoMke hRdayameM honese parama saMtoSa huaa| zrImadjI ahamadAbAdase vaDhavANa kaeNmpa pdhaare| vahA~ kucha samaya rahakara rAjakoTa padhAre aura saM.1957kI caitra vadI 5 maMgalavArako zrImadjIkA dehotsarga huaa| zrI lallajI muni kAviThA the vahA~ ye samAcAra seTha jhaveracaMda bhagavAnadAsake patepara bhijavAye gye| zrI lallujI muniko pA~camakA upavAsa thA, aura rAtri jaMgalameM bitAkara dUsare dina gA~vameM Aye taba seTha jhaveracaMdabhAI aura unake bhAI ratanacaMda donoM bAteM kara rahe the ki munizrIkA pAraNA honeke bAda samAcAra deNge| yaha bAta munizrIne spaSTa pUchI aura unake Agrahase paramakRpAlu zrImad rAjacaMdrake dehotsargake samAcAra unhoMne kahe, sunate hI munizrI vApasa jaMgalameM cale gaye aura ekAntameM kAyotsarga, bhakti AdimeM vaha dina bitaayaa| caitra mAsakI usa garmImeM pAnI taka liye binA virahavedanAmeM vaha dina jaMgalameM vyatIta kiyaa| vahA~se zrI lallujI Adi munigaNa vasokI ora pdhaare| aba zrI aMbAlAlabhAIkA satsaMga-samAgama AzvAsaka aura utsAhapreraka rahA thaa| saM.1957kA cAturmAsa zrI lallajI Adine vaso kSetrameM kiyA thaa| zrI munivaroMko khaMbhAta padhAraneke lie AmaMtraNakA patra zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne likhA thA vaha bahuta vicAraNIya hai| ve likhate haiM

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[36] "viSama saMsAra chor3a cale una parama vItarAgI puruSoMko namaskAra! vItarAgI muniyoMke caraNAravindameM hamAre savinaya bhaktibhAvase namaskAra prApta hoN| parama vItarAgI puruSoMkI kRpAse jJAna(jJAnI)kI upAsanA karate hue dehakI mamatAkA tyAga honeke kAraNa AtmAnandameM jhUlanevAle aura pAramArthika dRSTise bhavikajIvoMpara niHspRha karuNA karanevAle Apa AnandapUrvaka birAjamAna haiM yaha jAnanekI jIvakI nirantara icchA hai| sadgurudevake amRtamaya vacanakA pAna kara jinakA vacana vItarAgI bhAvako prApta huA hai, bhakti karake jinakI kAyA vItarAgI bhAvako prApta huI hai, nirantara smaraNase jinakA mana vItarAgI bhAvako prApta huA hai aura sadguru mukhase lokakA svarUpa samajhakara jo AtmabhAvameM ramaNa kara rahe haiM, vaise mahAmuniyoMkA svarUpa hamAre hRdayameM sadaiva vidyamAna rahe / saMsArake pravAhameM bahate, bhavATavImeM bhaTakate isa raMka jIvake uddhArake lie mahAmuniyoMkA isa ora padArpaNa ho aisI isa jIvakI nirantara vinatI hai| parama satpuruSakI kRpAse yahA~ zAnti hai| una satpuruSako hamArA parama parama bhaktibhAvase namaskAra ho! una mahAna vItarAgI gurudevake caraNa hamAre hRdayake hRdayameM sadaiva sthApita raheM! una parama puruSa mahAvIrakI caraNazaraNa aura smaraNa hI sadaiva Apako aura hameM prApta ho! cAroM gatimeM nahIM jAnekA mAno dRr3ha saMkalpa kara liyA ho aisI pragADha dhyAnamudrAko dhAraNa karate hue, AtmasvarUpameM vRttiko lIna karate hue, Atmastha hue mahAna muniyoMko bAraMbAra namaskAra ho! pracaNDa vItarAgatA dhAraNa karate, kSamArUpI khaDgako dhAraNa kara kaSAyarUpI jagatameM uthalaputhala karake mAno jagatameMse kaSAyako nirmUla karaneke lie hI mauna grahaNa kara jJAnIkI caraNazaraNa le rahe haiN| mokSanagarIko prApta karaneke lie mahAvIra puruSake samAna saMyamake sarva zastroMse sajja hote hue, Atmajyotiko prakAzita karate, sarva vibhAvako prajvalita kara, indriyoMko saMkoca kara padmAsanase dRr3ha vRtti-aMtardRSTi kara caitanya-AnaMdameM nimagna honevAle muniyoMko bAraMbAra namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho!" zrImadjIke dehotsargake pazcAt 'muMbaI samAcAra meM prakAzita karavAneke lie taiyAra kI gayI yA prakAzita ho cukI zrI lallajI tathA zrI devakaraNajI Adi muniyoMke dvArA yA unake nAmase kisI mumukSu dvArA kI gayI vinatI vijJaptike rUpameM likhI gayI thI, vaha zrI lallajIke saMgrahIta patroMmeMse milI hai jo nimnalikhita hai| usa parase, zrImadkA dehotsarga huA usI arasemeM jJAnamandira yA AzramakI yojanA amuka bhaktavargameM sphurita thI aisA pratIta hotA hai| saM.1958meM zrI devakaraNajIke dehAvasAnake pUrva yaha likhI gayI lagatI hai "zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAnamaMdira sthApana karanekI jaina muniyoM dvArA kI gayI vinatI mAnanIya muMbaI samAcArake adhipati joga, zrImAn, munizrI lallujI, munizrI devakaraNajI Adi jaina muniyoMne nimna vicAra pradarzita kiyA hai use Apake prasiddha patrameM prakAzita karanekI kRpA kreNge| bhagavAna mahAvIra-pratipAdita vItarAgamArgakI sthAyI sthitimeM unake nirvANake pazcAt kramazaH

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[37] sthityAntara hokara zvetAmbara aura digambara do bheda hue| yaha saca hai ki amuka vicAroMmeM parivartana huA thA, kintu donoM pakSoMmeM itanA adhika bhedabhAva ho jAnekA kAraNa yoM lagatA hai ki donoM pakSoMkI sthiti bhinna-bhinna prakArake rAjyataMtra aura sthAnameM huI thI aura usake kAraNa donoM pakSa jina saMyogoMmeM A gaye the una saMyogoMke anusAra rahaneke niyamAdimeM parivartana kiyaa| bahuta samaya bItaneke bAda to aisI dazA, kAlasthiti ho gayI ki zvetAmbara aura digambara matAnuyAyI lambe samayataka eka-dUsarese mila bhI na sake / bIca-bIcameM donoM pakSoMke andara mahAtattvajJa puruSa ho gye| yadyapi unheM donoM pakSoMke kucha bhinna vicAroMkA nirNaya karanekA yoga hI nahIM milA thA kyoMki donoM pakSake tattvavettAoMpara gambhIra sevA karanekI jimmevArI thI aura vaha yaha ki jJAnake abhAvake kAraNa apane-apane pakSakI jo adhama sthiti ho gayI thI use sudhArakara yogya sthitimeM prasthApita karanekA kAma unheM karanA par3atA thaa| udAharaNasvarUpa haribhadrasUrikA samaya leN| jisa samaya ye mahAn AcArya hue usa samaya logoMkI aisI avyavasthita sthiti ho gayI thI ki use sudhAranekA kAma unheM hAthameM lenA par3A; aura usa kAmako sampUrNa karanemeM jo zrama aura samaya unheM lagAnA par3A vaha itanA adhika vistIrNa thA ki zvetAmbara aura digambara pakSake vicAroMmeM jo antara dikhAyI detA thA usapara donoMko sAtha milakara, vicArakara, usakA nirNaya kara punaH parivartana karanekA samaya hI unake pAsa nahIM bacA thaa| isalie zvetAmbara pakSakI hI sthitiko sudhArate hue jo mahAlAbhakA kAraNa thA vahI unhoMne kiyaa| isI prakAra digambara tattvajJa puruSoMko bhI karanA pdd'aa| inhIM kAraNoMse donoM pakSake vicAroMmeM jo antara thA vaha jyoMkA tyoM raha gyaa| usake bAda hemacandrAcAryakA samaya leN| unake lie bhI apane pakSakI avyavasthita sthitiko sudhAranekA kAma taiyAra thaa| ataH digambara pakSake sAtha nirNaya karanekA kAma unase bhI nahIM ho skaa| isI prakArakI anya mahApuruSoMkI bhI sthiti huI lagatI hai| choTe bhinna-bhinna matamatAntara itane adhika bar3ha gaye ki kitane hI bar3e AcAryake lie bhI matamatAntara dUra karanekA kAma bahuta kaThina thaa| phira bhI unhoMne yathAsambhava prayAsa kiyaa| hemacaMdrAcAryake bAdakA samaya itanA adhika avyavasthita ho gayA ki usa avyavasthAne mAtra matamatAntara utpanna karanekA hI kAma kiyaa| isa prakAra ina do mukhya pakSoMke vicArAntarakA samAdhAna karanekA kAma bAkI hI raha gyaa| vartamAna rAjyataMtra sthAyI honese, isa samaya yadi koI mahAtmA hoM to unake lie yaha kaThinAI kama huI thI, yadyapi dUsarI ora bahuta choTechoTe matamatAntara bar3ha gaye the jisase matAgrahake kAraNa jamI usa bahuta gaharI jar3ako ukhAr3anekA kAma utanA hI kaThina ho gayA thA, phira bhI isa kaThinAIko sarala karaneke lie abhI jinakA dehAvasAna huA hai ve eka mahAtmA utpanna hue the| aisA lagatA thA ki una pavitrAtmAkA jinamArgake sUryake rUpameM udaya huA hai| unhoMne svayaM sarva darzanakA sUkSma abhyAsa kara Atmatattvake sambandhameM vicAroMkA sattva nikAlA thaa| unake manameM na jinamArga apanA thA aura na vedAntamArga apanA thaa| jo mArga vItarAgadazAkA bhAna karAtA ho vahI mArga AtmAkA kalyANa karanevAlA hai, aisA unakA upadeza thaa| mahAna AkSepa sahana karaneke bAda loga yaha jAnane lage the ki ve eka niSpakSapAtI matamatAntararahita nirmala AtmamArgake upadeSTA haiN| zuddha vItarAga AtmamArgakI dazAkA bhAna karAnevAle ve hI puruSa haiM aisI pratIti logoMko hone lagI thI, paraMtu kheda! vaha udayamAna sUrya asta ho gyaa| unakA vartamAna AyuSyakarma pUrNa huaa| pariNAma, vItarAgamArgakA udyota hotA ruka gayA!

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[38] hama bhI dUsaroMkI bhA~ti matAgrahameM phaMse hue haiN| mana, vacana aura kAyAse mamatvake tyAgakI pratijJA karanepara bhI apane matakA mithyA Agraha itanI adhika jar3a DAla cukA thA ki eka zuddha gRhasthI jo dharmajJAnakI AvazyakatAse anajAna ho vaha bhI apane parigrahameM itanA adhika mamatva nahIM rakhatA hogaa| jahA~ dharmaguruoMkI aisI sthiti ho vahA~ loka-kalyANakI kyA AzA kI jA sakatI hai? aisI ajJAnadazAmeM AtmakalyANakA mArga niHspRhatA hai, aisA hameM bhAna karAnevAlI vaha pavitra mUrti thii| hama matAgrahase apane AtmAke ahitakA kArya karate jA rahe haiM aisA usa mahAtmAne hameM samajhAyA thaa| aura isIlie hama dUsaroMkI bhA~ti jahA~ apanApana mAna baiThe the vahA~ apane AtmAkA ahita kara rahe the, aisA hameM kucha samajhameM AyA ho aisA lagatA hai| hameM usa mahAna pavitra AtmAke satsamAgamakA jo apUrva lAbha milA thA usase hameM yaha niHsaMdeha lagatA thA ki zrI mahAvIra dvArA pratipAdita mArgakA uddhAra karanevAlA puruSa yadi koI hai to vaha yahI hai| yaha niHsaMzaya hai ki yadi usa mahAtmAkA AyuSya vizeSa hotA to choTe-choTe matamatAntara to avazya dUra hote / itanA hI nahIM, zvetAmbara aura digambara mArgake sUkSma vicArAntara bhI dUra ho jAte aura zrI mahAvIrane jisa prakAra vItarAga mArgakA pracAra kiyA thA vaisA hI isa mahAtmAse honevAlA thaa| paraMtu aba ve sabhI AzAe~ vyartha ho gayI hai| aura kitanA ajJAna bar3hegA isakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| una mahAtmAke anuyAyiyoMko, anya kucha nahIM to itanA to avazya karanA cAhiye ki unake upadezakA anasaraNa kiyA jA sake usake lie eka jJAnamaMdirakI ra eka jJAnamaMdirakI sthApanA kreN| usa jJAnamaMdirakI aisI yojanA honI cAhie ki unake anuyAyiyoMkA sadvyavahAra janasamUhako dRSTAMtarUpa ho ske|" uparokta lekhake pIche jo sUjha kAma kara rahI thI use samajhaneke lie zrImadjIkA nIcekA lekha upayogI siddha hogA ___ "yadi mUlamArgako prakAzameM lAnA ho to prakAzameM lAnevAleko sarvasaMgaparityAga karanA yogya hai, kyoMki usase yathArtha samartha upakAra honekA samaya AtA hai...yadi sacamuca upadezaka puruSakA yoga bane to bahutase jIva mUlamArga prApta kara sakate haiM...kintu najara daur3Anese vaisA puruSa dhyAnameM nahIM AtA, isaliye likhanevAlekI ora hI kucha najara jAtI hai...sarvasaMgaparityAgAdi ho to hajAroM manuSya mUlamArgako prApta kareM, aura hajAroM manuSya usa sanmArgakA ArAdhana karake sadgatiko prApta kareM, aisA hamAre dvArA honA sambhava hai...dharma sthApita karanekA mAna bar3A hai; usakI spRhAse bhI kadAcit aisI vRtti rahatI ho, paraMtu AtmAko bahuta bAra kasakara dekhanese usakI sambhAvanA vartamAna dazAmeM kama hI dIkhatI hai; aura kiMcit sattAmeM rahI hogI to vaha kSINa ho jAyegI aisA avazya bhAsita hotA hai, kyoMki yathAyogyatAke binA, deha chUTa jAnekI dRr3ha kalpanA ho to bhI, mArgakA upadeza nahIM karanA, aisA Atmanizcaya nitya rahatA hai...mere manameM aisA rahatA hai ki vedokta dharma prakAzita yA sthApita karanA ho to merI dazA yathAyogya hai, paraMtu jinokta dharma sthApita karanA ho to abhI taka utanI yogyatA nahIM hai, phira bhI vizeSa yogyatA hai, aisA lagatA hai|" ['zrImad rAjacaMdra' aMka 708 sampUrNa vicAraNIya] "unnatike sAdhanoMkI smRti karatA hU~bodhabIjake svarUpakA nirUpaNa mUlamArgake anusAra sthAna sthAna para ho!

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[39] sthAna-sthAnapara matabhedase kucha bhI kalyANa nahIM hai yaha bAta phaile| pratyakSa sadgurukI AjJAse dharma hai yaha bAta dhyAnameM aaye| dravyAnuyoga-AtmavidyAkA prakAza ho| tyAgavairAgyakI vizeSatApUrvaka sAdhugaNa vicreN| navatattvaprakAza sAdhudharmaprakAza zrAvakadharmaprakAza vicaar| aneka jIvoMko praapti|" (aMka 709) zrImadjIkI vidyamAnatAmeM unake darzana-samAgamakI bhAvanAse zrI lallajI svAmI naDiyAda, ANaMda, ahamadAbAda, naroDA Adi sthAnoMmeM vihAra karate the aura samAcAra milanepara sTezanake gA~vameM jA pahu~cate the, aura zrImadjI muMbaI yA kAThiyAvADa jAte hote to darzana, samAgamakA lAbha lenA nahIM cUkate the; paraMtu aba vaisA balavAna kAraNa rahA nahIM thA aura svayaMko pahAr3a aura jaMgala priya honese ekAntameM AtmasAdhanA vizeSa ho sakegI yaha socakara dharmapurake jaMgaloMko pAra kara unhoMne dakSiNa dezakI ora vihAra kiyaa| sAdhuoMmeMse mAtra mohanalAlajIko sAtha rakhA thaa| ve jahA~ jAte vahA~ upAzrayameM koI AtA to usake sAtha dharmakI bAta karate aura svayaM adhikAMza samaya jaMgalameM hI bitAte, AhArake samaya hI gA~vameM Ate / ____ eka dina jaMgalameM bahuta dUra cale gye| itanemeM sau-dosau bhIla unake AsapAsa dUra dUra hathiyAra tIra-kamAna Adise sajja hokara unako gherakara khar3e ho gye| saba unako gherakara kyoM khar3e haiM yaha unakI samajhameM nahIM aayaa| ataH ve nirbhayatAse unake pAsa gaye aura pUchA, "bhAI, saba ikaDe kyoM hue ho?" ekane kahA, "tuma sarakArI AdamI ho aura lar3AImeM bharatI karaneke lie hameM pakar3ane Aye ho, ataH hama tumheM pakar3a leNge|" unhoMne pAsake gA~vakA nAma aura jinake yahA~ Thahare hue the usa baniyekA nAma batAyA aura kahA, "hama to saMta-sAdhu haiN| tumheM vizvAsa na ho to hamAre sAtha aao| hama to bhagavAnakI bhaktike lie jaMgalameM Ate haiM, Aja kucha dUra A gaye haiN| tumheM hamase bhayabhIta honekI AvazyakatA nhiiN| hama sarakArI AdamI nahIM haiN|" isa sarala spaSTIkaraNase saba samajha gaye aura vApasa cale gye| phira lambA-lambA vihAra karake dakSiNake karamAlA gA~vameM gaye aura saM.1958kA cAturmAsa vahIM kiyaa| usa dezameM jo gujarAtI aura mAravADI loga the ve unake samAgamameM Ate the| unase ve niSpakSatAse dharmakI bAta karate, jo unheM bahuta rucikara lgii| bAdameM bahuta bAra zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsameM ve usa pradezakI bAta karate aura kahate ki vahA~ke loga bahuta bhAvika aura utsAhavAle the aura vahA~ adhika samaya hamArA vicaranA huA hotA to zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama agAsameM banA hai vaisA vahIM bana jaataa| zrI devakaraNajI Adi carotarameM vicaraNa kara rahe the| usa arasemeM bhAdaraNameM zrI

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[40] devakaraNajIke pA~vameM kA~TA cubha gyaa| saM.1958kA cAturmAsa unheM borasadameM karanA thA, kintu kA~TA cubhanese pA~va paka gayA aura haDDI sar3ane lagI isalie cAturmAsa ahamadAbAda karanekA nizcita kiyA aura mumukSubhAiyoMne DolImeM biThAkara unheM ahamadAbAda bhejaa| vahA~ke paricita sthAnakavAsI tathA anya mumukSuvargane unakI bahuta sevA kii| klorophorma suMghAkara unake pA~vakA oNparezana karanekA DaoNkTarakA abhiprAya thA, paraMtu zrI devakaraNajI bebhAna rahanA nahIM cAhate the ataH klorophormake binA hI oNparezana karanA pdd'aa| sAta bAra punaH punaH oNparezana karanA par3A paraMtu klorophorma na sa~ghA so na hI suuNghaa| antataH isa cAturmAsameM hI ahamadAbAdameM zrI devakaraNajIkA dehAvasAna ho gyaa| zrI caturalAlajI unake sAtha ahamadAbAdameM the| unakI utkaNThA zrI lallajI svAmIke pAsa jAnekI thI ataH karamAlA patra likhavAkara unakI AjJA maaNgii| AjJA milanepara cAturmAsa pUrNa honeke bAda ve karamAlAkI ora gye| zrI lakSmIcaMdajI Adi muni jo zrI devakaraNajIke sAtha ahamadAbAda cAturmAsameM the, unheM zrI lallujI svAmIne karamAlAse AzvAsanakA patra likhA thaa| usameM likhA ki "unako AtmasvarUpakA lakSya lenekI icchA thI, vaha gurugamase prApta huI thI...ve zuddha AtmA AtmapariNAmI hokara rahate the| aise AtmAke prati hamArA namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho! 'samyak prakArase vedanA sahana karanerUpa parama dharma parama puruSoMne kahA hai| tIkSNa vedanAkA anubhava karate hue svarUpabhraMza (bhraSTa) vRtti na ho yahI zuddha cAritrakA mArga hai| upazama hI jisa jJAnakA mUla hai usa jJAnameM tIkSNa vedanA parama nirjarArUpa bhAsane yogya hai|'-muni devakaraNajIko prabala vedanI vedate hue tathA maraNa-upasargake avasarapara bhI samabhAva rahA, vaha nirjarA hai| aba jaise bhI ho sake apratibaddhatA aura asaMgatA prApta karanA hI yogya hai| ...munivaroMko una munizrIkA samAgama saMyamameM sahAyaka thA, vairAgya, tyAgakI vRddhimeM kAraNabhUta thaa| hameM bhI usI kAraNase kheda rahatA hai| kintu aba hameM kheda nahIM karanA caahie| hameM aura Apako eka sadgurukA AdhAra hai, vahI zaraNa hai...saba bhUlane jaisA hai...jo nAzavAna hai use deraabera chor3anA hI par3egA...parabhAvakI vismRti ho vaisA kartavya hai|........paaNcveN sumatinAthake stavanameM bAhyAtmA, antarAtmA aura paramAtmAke svarUpakA saMketa kara diyA hai, use yAda kara cittavRttiko svarUpameM saMlagna kariyegA...gautama svAmIne bhI mahAvIraparase rAga utArA thaa| eka sadguruke svarUpameM cittako jor3eM.....jo maMtra diyA hai use bahuta bAra smaraNa kiijiyegaa| ghabarAnekI koI bAta nahIM hai, ghabarAiyegA nhiiN|" zrI devakaraNajIkA svabhAva siMhake samAna zUravIra thaa| kAlane kA~TA cubhAkara saMketa diyA aura marajiyA hokara mRtyuvedanAkI cunautI unhoMne svIkAra kara lii| unakI vyAkhyAnakI prabhAvakatA aisI to khumArI-bharI thI ki eka bAra bhI unake vyAkhyAnako sunanevAlA chaha-chaha mahIne taka unake upadezako nahIM bhUlatA thaa| zrImadjI unheM pramodabhAvase 'devakIrNa' nAmase sambodhita karate the|

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[41] zrI lallajI svAmI AdikA vihAra sudUra karamAlAkI ora huA to bhI aMbAlAlabhAIke sAtha patravyavahAra cAlU thaa| bhAIzrI aMbAlAlabhAIne patra dvArA vinatI kI ki Apa kSAyakalabdhi (kSAyaka samyaktva) prAptakara zIghra hI AcAryaguNasampanna baneM aura avalambanarUpa bneN| isakA uttara zrI lallajI svAmIne aise bhAvArthameM diyA ki unheM asaMga, apratibaddha bananeke atirikta AcAryAdi bananekI aba koI icchA nahIM hai| usa bodhapatrake uttarameM zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne zrI lallajI svAmIko do patra likhe jo vicAraNIya honese unake atyAvazyaka uddharaNa nIce diye jAte haiM___".....asaMga, apratibaddha honekI icchAkA patra savistAra par3hakara mujhe parama Ananda huaa| para Apase pratyakSa milanA Avazyaka hai| vaha honeke bAda Apako jaise yogya lage vaise vicaraNa kreN| Apa asaMga baneM isameM mujhe prasannatA hai aura maiM yahI cAhatA huuN| ___ aba sAmAnya mumukSu bhAiyoM aura bahinoMko koI AdhAra nahIM hai| cAturmAsa pUrA honepara Apako isa ora bulAnA yaha mujhe bhI ThIka lagatA hai| cAritradharmameM sarva mumukSubhAI pramAdake AdhIna ho gaye haiM, unheM jAgRta rakhanevAlA koI nahIM hai| bahinoMko sampradAyakA Azraya TUTa jAnese ve becArI bilakula nirAdhAra ho gayI haiM / unako to eka bhI AdhAra nahIM hai| phira bhI hameM aba apane viSayameM vicAra karanA hai| saMparkameM Aye hue vyaktiyoMkI dayA AtI hai, vaise to jagatameM ananta jIva haiN| yadi unakI dayA kareMge aura unhIMke lie deha bitA deMge to hamArA sArthaka kArya raha jAyegA, arthAt hogA hI nhiiN| ataH yadi hama apane hI samyak jJAna, darzana, cAritrako zuddha kareMge tabhI apanA Atmahita hogaa| phira usa dazA dvArA saMsArakA cAhe jo ho, usake lie hameM kucha nahIM socanA hai| hameM to saba jIvoMke prati anukampAbuddhi rakhanI hai| ApakI vRttiko protsAhana mile vaisA satsaMga Apake pAsa nahIM hai| athavA IDarameM ApakI jo dazA thI vaisI dazA pahAr3oM yA ekAntameM rahanese ho sakegI aisA Apako lagatA hai ?...prathama satsaMgameM vaha dazA svAbhAvika hI utpanna huI dikhAyI detI thI ki AtmavicArake atirikta anya bAta ekadama udAsIna jaisI parabhAvarUpa lagatI thii| yaha sahaja hI hotA thA, aura hotA thA vaha parama satsaMgakA phala thA, satsaMgakA aMza thaa| yadi aba hama guphAmeM jAkara vaisI dazAko balapUrvaka prApta kareM to ho sakatI hai, kintu vaha satsaMgake pratyakSa phala binA adhika samaya taka Tika sake yaha mujhe to kaThina lagatA hai| mere kahanekA tAtparya yaha nahIM hai ki nivRttimeM jAnA hI nhiiN| jAnA hai to thor3e samaya satsaMgameM rahanekI AvazyakatA hai, usake bAda jaanaa| aisA kiyA jAya to vizeSa dazA prApta hogI aura vaha dazA adhika samaya taka raha skegii| yaha bAta maiMne apane svataH anubhavake AdhArapara apanI samajhake anusAra likhI hai| Apa to guNajJa haiM, Apako jaisA bhI lagatA ho vaisA Apa btaaiyegaa| AtmadazA jAgRta karanekA mukhya sAdhana mere anubhavake anusAra maiM batAtA hU~ : koI bhI pada, kAvya yA vacana, cAhe jisakA uccAraNa ho rahA ho aura mana usImeM prerita hokara vicAra karatA ho to kAyA zAMta rahatI hai; jisase vacanase uccAraNa aura manase vicAra yaha kAma eka sAtha ekalayase

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[ 42] huA kare to kAyA sthira hokara AtmavicArako jAgRta karatI hai| isake lie alpa paricaya, alpa parigraha, AhArakA niyama, nIrasa bhAva ye saba kartavya haiM...jaise-jaise laya vizeSa hotI hai, vaise-vaise AtmajAgRti vardhamAna hotI hai aura vaise-vaise karmakA abhAva hotA hai...ina sabameM vicArajAgRti mukhyataH Avazyaka hai| isa vicArajAgRtikI bahuta hI nyUnatA dikhAyI detI hai, jisase dazA vardhamAna nahIM hotI; balapUrbaka karanese adhika samaya nahIM TikatI, aura kRtrima hokara vaha dazA calI jAtI hai...yadi vicArajAgRti ho to sahaja hI alpa prayatna yA binA parizramake vaha dazA vardhamAna hotI hai| ...yaha vicArajAgRti kise kahate haiM?...kisI bhI zabda, vAkya, pada yA kAvyapara vicArapUrvaka usake vizeSa arthako pragaTa karanA, vaha yahA~ taka ki-jyoM-jyoM usakA artha vizeSa hone para mana nirAza na hotA ho para praphullita rahatA ho, umaMga bar3hatI ho, Ananda AtA ho, lInatA hotI ho, mana-vacana-kAyA mAno ekarasarUpa hokara usI vicArameM pravRtti karate hoM, taba kaisA Ananda Aye! aisI jo ekarasarUpa rasalInatA hai, vaha vicArajAgRti pradAna karatI hai| usI vicArajAgRtikI bahuta hI nyUnatA hai| ataH jJAniyoMne aise puruSoMko satsaMgameM rahanekI AjJA dI hai, kyoMki vicArazaktike alpa balake kAraNa satsaMga una jIvoMko balarUpa ho jAtA hai| usa vicArazaktike lie vidyAbhyAsa, nyAya, tarka, vyAkaraNa aura zAstrAbhyAsakI mukhya AvazyakatA hai ki jo vicArazaktiko upakArabhUta hote haiN| ...jagatakA kalyANa karane jaisI dazA nahIM hai, vaisA dambha rakhanA nahIM hai| jagatake prati anukampA rahatI hai| vaha SaTpada-yathArtha svarUpa jaba taka yathArtha AtmavicArase samajhameM nahIM AyA, taba taka kisI bhI matakA maNDana yA khaNDana nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| usa chaha padakA svarUpa jaisejaise vicArajJAnakI pradhAnatA aura cAritradharmakI zuddhatA hotI hai, vaise-vaise anubhavarUpameM vizeSa prakArase samajhameM AtA hai|..." "...aisI labdhi pragaTa kareM ki sahajAtmasvarUpa bana jAveM, ApakA avalambana lekara hama bhI bhavapAra ho skeN|" usa cAturmAsameM zrI aMbAlAlabhAIkA karamAlA jAnA huA thA aura karamAlAmeM zvetAmbara, sthAnakavAsI aura digambara tInoM hI jaina pakSoMmeM tIsa varSase cala rahI anabana aura virodhakA samAdhAna zrI lallujIkI sahAyatAse, ekatA banI rahe aise DhaMgase kiyA thaa| cAturmAsa pUrNa karake zrI lallajI dakSiNameM vicarate-vicarate ghoranadI nAmaka gA~vameM thor3e samaya rhe| usI gA~vakI eka bAI aura usakI putrIne sthAnakavAsI sampradAyameM dIkSA lI thii| ve anya AryAoMke (sAdhviyoMke)sAtha cAturmAsameM vahA~ rahI thIM; paraMtu usa bAIko bImArI adhika honese cAturmAsake bAda bhI vahA~ rukanA pdd'aa| unake saMghADAke sAdhuoMko una AryAoMne patra likhakara batAyA ki eka AryA bImAra hai use saMthArA (mRtyuke pUrvakA pratyAkhyAna) karavAneke lie kyA kiyA jAya? una sAdhuoMne yaha suna rakhA thA ki. zrI lallajI ghoranadI gaye hue haiM aura khaMbhAta saMghADAke prati unake manameM mAna honese unhoMne AryAoMko sUcita kiyA ki zrI lallajIkI AjJAnusAra kreN| AryAoMko samAcAra mile usI rAta usa AryAkI bImArI bar3ha jAnese vaha besudha ho gyii| aba

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[ 43 ] isakI deha chUTa jAyegI aisA jAnakara guruAnI ( bar3I sAdhvI ) ne use jIvanaparyaMta cAroM prakArake AhArake tyAgakA pratyAkhyAna dekara sUtrapATha par3hakara saMthArA karavA diyA, kyoMki isa sampradAyameM koI saMthAreke binA mara jAya to usakA aura usako sa~bhAlanevAlekA apayaza hotA thA / jaise-jaise rAta bItatI gayI aura prabhAta hone lagA vaise-vaise usa sAdhvIko cetanA Ane lagI aura prAtaH hone para pIneke liye pAnI mA~gA / guruAnI ( mukhya sAdhvI ) to ghabarAyIM - cAroM prakArake AhArakA pratyAkhyAna karavAyA hai aura yaha pAnI mA~gatI hai vaha kaise diyA jAya ? ghabarAtI- ghabarAtI guru AnI jahA~ zrI lallujI Thahare hue the vahA~ gayIM aura sArI bAta unheM batAyIM; unake sAdhuoMse jo samAcAra AyA thA vaha bhI btaayaa| 'rAtameM pUchane nahIM A sakate aura deha chUTa jAyegI aisA laganese pratyAkhyAna karavA diyA hai, aba kyA kiyA jAya ? saroteke bIca supArI jaisI sthiti ho gayI hai, kRpA kara koI mArga batAiye / ' aisI vinatI guruAnIne kI / unheM zAnta kara vApasa bhejA aura svayaM sAdhviyoMke upAzrayameM pdhaare| sabane vinaya kI / phira zrI lallujI usa bImAra sAdhvIko dekhakara bole, "bAI, kucha ghabarAnekA kAraNa nahIM hai / jisa AhAra- pAnIkI AvazyakatA ho use khuzIse lenA / " vaha sAdhvI bolI, "nahIM mahArAja! mujhe pratyAkhyAna karavAye haiM aisA kahate haiM, kintu pAnI binA nahIM calegA aisA mujhe lagatA hai / " zrI lallUjIne sAdhvIjIko hiMmata dete hue kahA, "dekho bAI, tumhAre mA~ge binA jo pratyAkhyAna karAye gaye haiM ve duSpratyAkhyAna haiM, supratyAkhyAna nahIM / yadi tumheM ina pratyAkhyAnoMko tor3ane se pApa lagegA aisA lagatA hoM to vaha maiM apane sirapara letA hU~ / tumhArI icchA ho vaise zuddha AhAra- pAnIkA upayoga karanemeM aba Apatti nahIM hai / " saba sunanevAloMko bahuta Azcarya huA, kintu usa bImAra sAdhvIne kahA, "mujhe pAnI ke atirikta tInoM prakArake AhArakA tyAga karanA hai / merA maraNa sudhAranekI kRpA kareM / " 1 usa sAdhvIkI samAdhimaraNakI bhAvanA aura vinatIko dekhakara zrI lallujI nitya usake upAzraya jAte aura usako samajhameM A sake vaise satpuruSake vacanoMkA vivecana karate, upadeza dete| dUsare sunanevAloMko unake vacana bahuta kaThina lagate kintu mahApuruSake yogabalake sAmane koI kucha bola nahIM sakatA thA / isa prasaMgakA varNana svayaM unhoMne kaI bAra zrotAoMko rasaprada aura vairAgyavardhaka vANI sunAyA hai / usa sAdhvIko ve upadeza dete ki, "AtmA bhinna hai, deha bhinna hai, tuma yaha deha nahIM ho, tuma rogarUpa nahIM ho, tuma vRddha nahIM ho, yuvatI nahIM ho, bAlaka nahIM ho, strI nahIM ho, sAdhvI nahIM ho, guruAnI nahIM ho, ziSyA nahIM ho, tuma zuddha buddha caitanyamaya AtmA ho / ye vastra tumhAre nahIM haiM, pustakeM tumhArI nahIM hai, upakaraNa tumhAre nahIM haiM, pATa tumhArA nahIM hai, putrI tumhArI nahIM hai, guru AnI tumhArI nahIM hai, yaha zarIra bhI tumhArA nahIM hai, sabakA tyAga kara do / jahA~-jahA~ yaha jIva ba~dhA huA hai, vahA~-vahA~se vicAra, vairAgya dvArA chUTanA hai, tInoM lokoMmeM kisI bhI padArthaka prati Asakti, prIti karane yogya nahIM hai / nirantara udAsInatAkI upAsanA karanI cAhie / calate, phirate, baiThate, uThate, khAte, pIte, bolate, sote, jAgate sarva avasthAoMmeM bhAna ho taba taka eka AtmAko sthAna-sthAna para dekhanekA puruSArtha karanA caahie| AtmAke binA hila nahIM sakate, cala nahIM sakate, bola nahIM sakate, vicAra nahIM ho sakatA, sukha-duHkhakA jJAna nahIM ho sakatA; AtmAkI

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[ 44 ] upasthitimeM hI saba patA calatA hai / ataH AtmAke sivAya anyameM lakSya nahIM rakhanA cAhie, kisImeM mamatvabhAva nahIM karanA cAhie, huA ho to chor3a denA caahie| jIva akelA AyA hai aura akelA jaayegaa| koI kisIkA duHkha nahIM le sakatA, koI kisIko sukhI bhI nahIM kara sakatA / apane dvArA bA~dhe hue karma anya koI bhoganevAlA nahIM hai| apane hI kiye hue karmakA phala svayaMko bhoganA par3atA hai, to phira usameM harSa-zoka kyA karanA ? samabhAva, sahanazIlatA aura dhairya dhAraNakara jJAnapuruSoM dvArA jAnA gayA AtmA hI mujhe mAnya hai aise zaraNabhAvase udayameM Aye hue karmoMko bhoga liyA jAya to naye karma nahIM ba~dhate aura purAne bA~dhe hue karma chUTate jAte haiM / dehako rakhanA ho to bhI AyuSya pUrNa honepara vaha nahIM rahegI, to phira aisI nAzavAna dehameM moha rakhakara AtmAkA ahita kauna karegA? jo honA ho so ho, para aba to eka AtmAke atirikta anyatra citta nahIM lagAnA hai / anya - anya citta rakhakara yaha jIva ananta kAla taka isa saMsArameM bhaTakA hai / para aba satpuruSake samAgamase jo bodha sunA hai, AtmAkA mAhAtmya sunA hai, 'Atmasiddhi' samajhAyI hai usameM merI ruci rahe, vahI svarUpa mujhe prApta ho, usIkA nirantara bhAna rahe, yahI bhAvanA kartavya hai / itanI bAtako pakar3a logI to tumhArA kAma ho jAyegA, samAdhimaraNa hogA / " usa sAdhvIko bhI yaha vizvAsa ho gayA ki ye mahAtmA puruSa kahate haiM vahI saca hai, vahI kartavya hai, ve batA rahe haiM vahI chUTanekA mArga hai / aura, unakI anupasthitimeM bhI vaha unake dvArA upadiSTa 1 bodhapara vicAra karatI, bhAvanA karatI aura bAraMbAra kahatI bhI thI ki "yaha merA pATa nahIM, ye mere vastra nahIM, yaha zarIra merA nahIM, kucha bhI merA honevAlA nahIM hai / saba yahIM par3A rahanevAlA hai / jJAnI puruSa dvArA jAnA huA aura anubhava kiyA huA AtmA hI satya hai, nitya hai, sukhasvarUpa hai, zaraNa karane yogya hai / " yoM ikkIsa dina taka mAtra pAnIke AdhArapara usake prANa Tike rahe / pratidina zrI lallujI svAmI darzana-samAgamakA lAbha dete aura sadupadezase dhairya, sahanazIlatA tathA AtmabhAvanAkA poSaNa karate - chaha padakA patra, AtmasiddhizAstra, apUrva avasara Adi use sunAte aura satpuruSake prati zaraNabhAva aura AtmabhAva TikAkara rakhaneke lie kahate rhte| usakA maraNa zAntisamAdhipUrvaka huA thA aura usakI gati sudhara gayI thI, aisA svayaM kaI bAra kahate the / 1 ikkIsa dina saMthArA calA jisase gA~vameM bhI yaha bAta phaila gayI / kisI vidveSIne sarakArameM samAcAra de diye ki ghoranadImeM eka bAIko bhUkhI rakhakara mAra diyA gayA hai| usakI jA~ca karaneke lie jilAdhIza AyA thaa| gA~vake logoMne use samajhAyA ki dharmavidhike anusAra anta samayameM maranevAleko AhAratyAgakI bhAvanA honese, use dharmake niyamAnusAra vrata diyA jAtA hai aura usakI mRtyu sudhare tathA acchI bhAvanA rahe aisA upadeza deneke lie hI zrI lallujI svAmI usake pAsa jAte the / isameM kisI prakArakA koI balaprayoga nahIM hotA / ityAdi prakArase jilAdhIzake manakA samAdhAna kara logoMne AdarapUrvaka use vidA kiyA thA / jisa mArgase ve gaye the usI pahAr3a aura jaMgalake rAstese unhoMne gujarAtakI ora vihAra kiyA / jAte samaya bhIloMne jaisA upasarga kiyA thA vaisA hI upadrava lauTate samaya bhI bhIloMke bhayaMkara sthAnoMko pAra karate hue unheM kucha aMzameM huA / unake sAtha zrI mohanalAlajI aura zrI caturaye do sAdhu the| zrI caturalAlajI pAtra Adi upakaraNa lekara Age cala rahe the / pIche donoM

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[45] muni A rahe the| kasuMbA gA~va Aneke pahale jaMgalameM zrI caturalAlajI jo Age cala rahe the unheM, zrI lallajI tathA zrI mohanalAlajIse kAphI antara par3a gayA thaa| itanemeM do bhIla jhAr3ImeMse nikale / zrI caturalAlajIko pIchese kandhe parase pakar3akara eka bhIlane nIce cita girA diyaa| poTalemeM jo pAtra the ve TUTa gye| eka unake pA~vapara baiTha gayA aura eka chAtIpara car3ha baitthaa| zrI caturalAlajI AvezameM A gaye, donoMko uchAlakara khar3e ho gaye, donoMkI kalAI pakar3akara dhakela rahe the ki zrI mohanalAlajI A pahu~ce, pIchese zrI lallujI bhI A rahe the| unheM dekhakara donoM bhIloMke zarIra DhIle ho gaye aura gir3agir3Ane lge| zrI lallujI A pahu~ce taba donoM bhIloMko zikSA dekara chur3A diyaa| 10 vihAra karate-karate munigaNa naroDA Aye aura saM.1959kA cAturmAsa vahIM kiyaa| cAturmAsameM ahamadAbAda Adi sthAnoMse mumukSu munisamAgamake lie samaya-samayapara Ate the| vahA~se tIrthayAtrAke lie munivara choTe mAravADakI ora pdhaare| sAdaDIke pAsakA rANakapura, paMcatIrthameM eka tIrthasthAna mAnA jAtA hai| vahA~ zrI lallajI Adi muni jAnevAle haiM aisA kisI vidveSI sAdhuko patA laganese vaha pahale hI sAdaDI calA gayA aura saba zrAvakoMko samajhA diyA ki sthAnakavAsI sAdhu yahA~ AnevAle haiM, unheM koI AhAra-pAnI na deve| ve unmArgI haiM, unakI sahAyatA karanese mithyAtva lagatA hai Adi bAteM zrAvakoMke manameM ThUsalUMsakara bhara dii| jaba ve munivara rANakapura padhAre, maMdirameM darzana-bhakti kara AhAra-pAnIke lie gaye taba AhArakI to bAta dUra rahI kintu unheM pAnI bhI nahIM milaa| koI garama pAnIse snAna kara rahA thA, usake pAsa eka munine pAnI mA~gA to bhI usane nahIM diyaa| dUsare dina bhikSAke lie gaye taba bhI aisA hI huaa| sAthake muniyoMko aisA lagA ki hameM vihAra kara dUsare gA~va calA jAnA cAhie, kintu zrI lallajI svAmIne to nizcaya kiyA ki prApta pariSahako jItanA hI nirgranthamArga hai| kaThinAIse Dara jAnA yA bhAgate phiranA kAyarakA kAma hai| tIsare dina bhI pAnI taka nahIM milaa| yoM nirjala aTThama (telA-tIna upavAsa) pUrA huaa| itanemeM khaMbhAtakA saMgha jo yAtrAke lie nikalA thA usI dina rANakapura A phuNcaa| koI muni hoM to unheM AhAradAna kareM aisI bhAvanAse unhoMne talAza kI to patA calA ki zrI lallujI Adi munivara yahA~ haiN| ataH unheM AmaMtrita kara bhaktibhAvapUrvaka AhAra-pAnI bhoraayaa| ___ vahA~se vihAra karate hue munigaNa pAlanapura pdhaare| vahA~ke sthAnakavAsI saMghake agraNI pItAMbaradAsa mahetA mAne jAte haiN| ve muniyoMse mile| bAtacItase patA calA ki sabhI muni paMcatIrthakI yAtrA karake A rahe haiM, isase unheM lagA ki inakI zraddhA badala gayI hai| sthAnakavAsI to pratimAko nahIM mAnate, maMdiroM meM nahIM jaate| ataH unheM ulAhanA deneke hetuse kahA, "tIrtha to sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka aura zrAvikArUpa cAra hI haiM, pA~cavA~ tIrtha kahA~se lAye? yadi muni bhI yoM saba jagaha jAne lageMge to zrAvakoMkI zraddhA dharmapara kaise rahegI? yadi muni, bhagavAnake vacanake viruddha vyavahAra kareMge to munipanA kahA~ rahegA?" Adi AvezameM Akara ve bahuta bola gaye, para munivara zAnta rhe|

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[ 46] rAtameM pItAMbaradAsabhAIko vicAra AyA ki, "Aja maiMne muniyoMko kaThora vacana kahe phira bhI koI kucha bolA nahIM, unhoMne to ulTI kSamA dhAraNa kii| zAstrameM zrI namirAjarSikI indrane prazaMsA kI hai ki 'he mahAyazasvI! bar3A Azcarya hai ki Apane krodhako jItA, Apane ahaMkArako parAjita kiyA!' ye zAstravacana Aja maiMne pratyakSa satya rUpameM dekhe / krodhako jItanevAle kSamAmUrti ye hI haiN| maiM krodhase dhadhaka uThA aura kuvacanoMkI varSA kI kintu inakA roma bhI nahIM phar3akA, ataH mujhe prAtaH unake pAsa jAkara kSamA mA~ganI caahie|" aisA socakara prAtaH muniyoMke pAsa Aye aura bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra kara unakI stuti kI aura kSamA yAcanA kii| zrI lallajI Adi pAlItANA hokara jUnAgaDha padhAre taba kucha mumukSu giranAra parvatakI pA~cavIM ToMka taka sAthameM the| atyanta vikaTa mArgameM mumukSuoMko sAhasa ba~dhAte hue zrI lallujI sabase Age cala rahe the| Upara eka guphA dekhane gye| usake bAremeM aisI bAta sunanemeM AI thI ki yahA~ eka yogI rahate the, para aba koI isa guphAmeM rAta nahIM bitA sktaa| eka sAdhuko logoMne manA kiyA phira bhI ve rAtrimeM vahA~ rahe, para ghabarAkara subaha bImAra ho gaye aura unakI mRtyu ho gii| yaha bAta sunakara zrI lallujIko vicAra AyA ki hameM yahA~ rahanA caahie| anya mumukSu manA karane lage, phira bhI ve zrI mohanalAlajI sahita usa guphAmeM rahe aura anya mumukSu parvata utarakara jUnAgaDha gye| rAtameM donoM muni bhakti karane lge| usa samaya guphAke Upara mAno zilAe~ lur3haka rahIM ho aisI AvAja hone lgii| donoMne ucca svarase bhaktimeM citta lgaayaa| thor3I dera bAda vahA~ bijalI kar3akane jaisI bhayaMkara AvAja hone lagI, kintu munivaroMne usa ora dhyAna nahIM diyaa| mAtra iSTa sadgurukI bhakti ullAsabhAvase karate rahe / thor3I derameM zAnti phaila gyii| phira zrI mohanalAlajI prazna pUchate aura zrI lallujI usakA uttara dete, yoM carcAmeM kucha samaya bitAyA aura pichalI rAtakA samaya zrI lallujIne dhyAnameM bitAyA, taba zrI mohanalAlajI smaraNamaMtrakI mAlA pherate rhe| prAtaH guphAke bAhara Aye aura jA~ca kI paraMtu AvAja honekA koI kAraNa samajhameM nahIM aayaa| dUsarI aura tIsarI rAta bhI unhoMne isI prakAra vahIM bitAyI, kintu pahalI rAta jaisA utpAta phira nahIM huaa| zrI lallajI jUnAgaDhase vihAra kara dhaMdhukA padhAre aura vahIM saM.1960kA cAturmAsa bhI kiyaa| khaMbhAtase zrI aMbAlAlabhAI tathA vIramagAma, ahamadAbAda aura vaTAmaNakI orake mumukSujana santasamAgamake lie Aye aura paryuSaNaparvake nimittase lagabhaga paMdraha dina vahA~ bitaaye| isa cAturmAsameM kucha bhAI-bahanoMko aisA bhaktikA raMga lagA thA ki vaha mRtyuparyaMta TikA rhaa| eka bAra dhaMdhukAke sthAnakavAsI bhAvasAroMke vicAravAna agraNI zrI lallajI svAmIke pAsa Aye aura pUchA ki, "Apa para hameM vizvAsa hai isalie pUchate haiM ki pratimAko mAnanA cAhie yA nahIM? zAstrameM pratimApUjana AdikA vidhAna hai yA nahIM? hameM kucha patA nahIM hai, aura maMdirameM bhI hama nahIM jaate| Apa jaisA kaheMge vaisA maaneNge|" zrI lallajI svAmIne unheM batAyA ki, "zAstrameM pratimAsaMbaMdhI ullekha hai| pratimAkA avalambana hitakArI hai| maMdirameM nahIM jAnA aise Agrahako chor3a denA caahie| hama bhI darzana karane, bhakti karane maMdirameM jAte haiN| isa bAremeM satsaMga-samAgamameM bahuta sunanekI AvazyakatA hai|" dhaMdhukAke tIsa bhAvasAra kuTumba sthAnakavAsI mAnyatAko badalakara maMdiramArgI mAnyatAvAle bana

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[47] gye| kintu bAdameM vizeSa satsamAgamake abhAvameM vApasa zvetAmbarake AgrahI ho gye| jaise vyakti nIMdameM karavaTa badalatA hai para nIMda nahIM chor3atA, vaise eka pakSako chor3akara dUsare pakSameM jAnepara bhI AtmajAgRti karanI thI vaha nahIM huii| zrI dhArazIbhAI karmagraMthake abhyAsI the| ve bhI dhaMdhukAmeM zrI lallajI svAmIke darzana-samAgamake lie Aye the| unhoMne zrI lallajIko eka dina sthAnakake UparI khaNDameM padhAranekI vinatI kii| donoM Upara gaye aura dvAra banda kara zrI dhArazIbhAIne vinayabhaktipUrvaka sASTAMga daNDavat praNAma kara zrI lallujI svAmIse vinatI kI ki, "saM.1957meM zrImadke dehavilayake pUrva pA~ca-chaha dina pahale maiM rAjakoTa darzana karane gayA thaa| usa samaya unhoMne kahA thA ki zrI aMbAlAla, zrI saubhAgyabhAI aura Apako unakI vidyamAnatAmeM apUrva svarUpajJAna prApta huA hai| usa samaya mujhe ve zabda sAmAnya samAcAra jaise lage, para ina tIna varSoM ke virahake bAda aba mujhe yaha samajhameM AyA ki ve zabda mere Atmahitake lie hI the| una prabhuke viyogake bAda aba Apa hI mere avalambanarUpa haiN| to unake dvArA pradatta AjJA Apa kRpA kara mujhe diijie| aba merI aMtima vaya hai aura maiM khAlI hAtha calA jAU~ usake jaisA anya kyA zocanIya hogA? Aja avazya kRpA kareM aisI merI vinatI hai|" yoM kahakara A~khameM A~sUsahita zrI lallujIke caraNoMmeM unhoMne apanA mastaka Teka diyaa| zrI lallujIne unheM uThAkara zAMtipUrvaka batAyA ki 'patroMmeM kRpAludevane jo ArAdhanA batAyI hai, bodha batAyA hai, vaha Apako jJAta hI hai|' isaparase ve samajha gaye ki yogyatA lAnekA puruSArtha karanA hai| paraMtu dhairya na rahanese vizeSa Agrahakara kucha prasAdI denekI bAraMbAra vinatI kii| taba zrI lallajIne, jo smaraNamaMtra kRpAludevane mumukSuoMko batAneke liye AjJA dI thI, vaha unheM btaayaa| jisase unakA AbhAra mAnakara svayaM usakA ArAdhana karane lge| zrI lallajI svAmI cAturmAsa pUrA karake bhAvanagarakI ora vihAra kara khaMbhAtakI ora pdhaare| zrI aMbAlAlabhAIkA samAgama vahA~ huA, kintu khaMbhAtameM plega cala rahA thA ataH donoMne vicAra kiyA ki thor3e dina vaTAmaNameM jamakara rahanA aura paramakRpAludevake samAgamameM hue bodha para vahA~ vicAra krnaa| zrI lallajI Adi vaTAmaNa gye| zrI aMbAlAlabhAIkI orase bhI amuka dina vahA~ pahu~caneke samAcAra A gye| paraMtu zrI aMbAlAlako plega ho gayA aura tIna mumukSuoMkA dehAvasAna ho gyaa| khaMbhAtako chor3e muniyoMko paMdraha dina bhI nahIM hue the ki itanemeM zrI aMbAlAlabhAIke dehAvasAnake samAcAra mile| 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMtha chapakara lagabhaga taiyAra ho gayA thA, kintu abhI taka logoMko prApya nahIM huA thaa| thor3e samaya bAda usI varSa saM.1961meM paramazruta prabhAvaka-maNDalakI orase yaha graMtha prakAzita huA taba zrI lallajIko bhI milA / phira to paramakRpAluke vacanAmRtakA vaha saMgraha ve sAthameM hI rkhte| pahale zrI aMbAlAlabhAI dvArA utArakara diye gaye hastalikhita vacanAmRtakA paThana-manana karate the, paraMtu aba to lagabhaga sabhI patroMkA saMgraha prakAzita ho jAnese unheM bahuta AnaMda huA thaa| IDarakI ora vihAra karate karate zrI lallujI svAmIne saM.1961meM vaDAlImeM cAturmAsa kiyaa| sthAnakavAsIkA veza honese kaI zvetAmbara zrAvaka kaTAkSadRSTise dekhate, kintu ve pratidina maMdirameM

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[48] darzana karane jAte, vahA~ bhakti karate, isalie koI-koI unake pAsa Ate aura niSpakSapAtI bAtacItase prasanna hote| zrI mAdhavajI revAjI seThako zrI lallujI svAmIkA vizeSa paricaya huA thA aura unakA pUrA kuTumba bhaktirAgI bana gayA thaa| bhAI akhecaMda Adi pahale virodhI pakSameM the, para dhIre-dhIre unheM satsaMgakA raMga lagA aura mRtyuparyaMta vaha bar3hatA hI gyaa| cAturmAsa pUrA karaneke bAda bhI IDarake AsapAsakI pavitra bhUmimeM vihAra kara zeSa kAla pUrA honepara saM.1962kA cAturmAsa kherAlumeM kiyaa| saM.1957meM zrI ratnarAja nAmaka eka sAdhu mAravADase vihAra kara gujarAtakI ora A rahe the| unhoMne suna rakhA thA ki zrImad rAjacaMdra nAmaka koI AtmajJAnI puruSa haiM, ataH unase samAgama kara unakI kRpAse AtmajJAna prApta karanekI unakI abhilASA thI, paraMtu mArgameM unheM samAcAra mile ki una AtmajJAnI mahAtmAkA dehAvasAna ho gayA hai| isalie ve vApasa mAravADakI ora cale gye| vahA~ aneka digambara vidvAnoMkA unheM samAgama huA aura digambara graMthoMkA bhI unhoMne svAdhyAya kiyaa| unakA kSayopazama aura vyAkhyAnazakti bhI manohara thii| jisase aneka buddhimAna aura AtmArthI jIva unake samAgamameM aate| zrImad rAjacaMdrake koI anuyAyI hoM to unase milanekI bhI unakI icchA thii| saM.1962kA cAturmAsa unhoMne pAlanapurameM kiyaa| usI samaya eka mumukSu kherAlumeM zrI lallajI svAmIke samAgamake bAda zrI ratnarAja svAmIke darzanArtha pAlanapura aaye| unhoMne zrI ratnarAja svAmIko zrImad rAjacaMdra aura zrI lallujI svAmIke bAremeM prazaMsApUrvaka vistArase bAta kI ki hameM dharmamArgapara le jAnevAle zrI lallajI svAmI cauthe kAlake mahAmuni samAna alaukika, darzanIya, mAnanIya, pUjanIya maMgalamUrti haiN| isaparase zrI ratnarAja svAmIko bhI zrImad haribhadrasUrikI bhA~ti camatkAra lagA aura cAturmAsa pUrNa honeke bAda unakA samAgama karanekI unheM bhAvanA jgii| kherAlumeM bahuta samayase zvetAmbara aura sthAnakavAsiyoMke bIca khaTapaTa cala rahI thI para zrI lallajIne vahA~ cAturmAsa kiyA taba unake niSpakSapAtI bodhase donoM pakSake samajhadAra vyaktiyoMkA ApasameM milanekA maukA miltaa| vIramagAma, dhaMdhukA, vaTAmaNa, ahamadAbAda Adi gA~voMke mumukSu vahA~ munisamAgamake lie Ate aura prabhAvanA karate to sthAnakavAsI aura zvetAmbara donoMko krte| donoM hI vargake loga prabhAvanA lete aura svAmIvAtsalya bhI donoM sAtha milakara krte| isa prakAra kaSAyabhAva dUra ho aura ekatA bar3he aisI pravRtti zrI lallujI svAmIke upadezase hotI thii| kherAlukA cAturmAsa pUrA kara zrI lallujI aura zrI mohanalAlajI tAraMgA tIrthakI ora vihAra karane lge| mArgameM dhANadhArameM 'dhuMdhalImallano bhokharo' nAmaka eka pahAr3a AtA hai, use 'guruno bhoMkharo' (gurukI coTI) bhI kahate haiM / pahAr3a para eka pattharakI bar3I zilA coTIkI bhA~ti U~cI bar3hI huI hai| usa para anya kisI prakArase car3hanA sambhava nahIM honese bA~sapara bA~sa bA~dhakara eka lambI sIr3hI banA dI thii| sIr3hIke kaI sopAna TUTe hue the, bA~sa bhI phaTe hue the, aura U~cAI dekhakara ghabarAhaTa ho, aisA honepara bhI zrI lallajI to dhairyapUrvaka sa~bhalakara Upara car3ha gye| Upara samatala jamIna aura ThaNDI havA honese do ghar3I bhakti ho sakegI aisA socakara zrI mohanalAlajIko Upara bulAyA, para unakI himmata nahIM calatI thii| zrI lallajIne Uparase himmata dilAte hue kahA, "Upara Aneke bAda bahuta Ananda aayegaa| bA~sa TUTanevAle nahIM hai| nIce dekhe binA himmata karake Upara

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[49] car3ha jaao|" taba kA~pate hue ve bhI car3ha gye| nikaTa pahu~cate hI unheM pakar3akara Upara khIMca liyaa| zrI mohanalAlajIko to Upara pahu~ce taba zAnti milii| vahA~ baiThakara do ghar3I bhakti kii| saba jagaha ghUmakara dekha liyaa| eka pattharake pAsa dhvajA ba~dhI huI thii| use hI gurukA sthAna mAnakara bhIla loga pUjate haiN| vahA~ eka guphA hai| varSameM kabhI-kabhI vahA~ melA lagatA hai| yAtrA kara vihAra karate hue zrI lallajI vasokI ora padhAre aura saM. 1963meM vasomeM cAturmAsa kiyaa| 11 zrI lallajI svAmI vasokA cAturmAsa pUrA kara vihAra karate hue khaMbhAtake pAsa pheNAva gA~va phuNce| vahA~ khaMbhAtase darzanake lie Aye kucha mumukSu aura usa gA~vake bhI mumukSu muniyoMke sAtha gA~vake bAhara nivRtti kSetrameM vicArArtha ekatrita hue the| pheNAvameM vyApArake lie bhAI raNachor3abhAI nAmaka eka yuvaka Aye the| ve bhI vedAntake graMtha par3hakara usameM kuzala ho gaye the| unhoMne jaba sunA ki zrI lallajI gA~vake bAhara padhAre haiM taba ve bhI unake darzana-samAgamake lie vahA~ aaye| bhAI raNachor3abhAIke pitA zrI lakSmIcaMdajI saMghADAse alaga ho kara zrI lallajI svAmIke sAtha rahe the jisase usa sAdhuvargako pahacAnate hue bhI unakA vizeSa paricaya nahIM huA thaa| aura vedAnta zAstroMkA paricaya honese unakA jainoMke prati premabhAva bhI kama thaa| ataH jaba sabhI siddhAMtakI carcA kara rahe the taba raNachor3abhAIne prazna kiyA ki, "Apa to vItarAga bhagavAnako mAnate haiM, ve vItarAga honese kucha phala nahIM de sakate, taba unakI bhakti karanese Apako kyA milanevAlA hai?" zrI lallajI usa samaya kucha nahIM bole| yaha koI anajAna vyakti hai, aisA samajhakara kisIne usa ora dhyAna bhI nahIM diyaa| sabake uThakara cale jAneke bAda zrI lallujIne raNachor3abhAIko premapUrvaka eka ora bulAkara kahA, "sabake bIcameM aisA prazna kiyA jAtA hai?" tabase zrI raNachor3abhAIke manameM basa gayA ki ye koI hamAre yathArtha hitecchu haiN| yoM avyakta premakA bIjAropaNa huaa| __pheNAvase vihAra karate hue zrI lallajI borasada pdhaare| zrI devakaraNajIkA saM.1958kA cAturmAsa borasada karavAnekI vahA~ke mumukSuoMkI tIvra icchA thI, para vaha nahIM ho pAyA thaa| ataH sabake Agrahase isa varSa saM.1964kA cAturmAsa borasada honA nizcita huaa| yaha kSetra khaMbhAta saMghADekA nahIM hai phira bhI baravAlA saMghADA vAle kvacit cAturmAsa karane A jAya yaha socakara zrI lallajI digambara dharmazAlAmeM tthhre| zrI lakSmIcaMdajI bhI sAthameM the| gA~vake bahAra jeThAbhAI paramAnaMda seThakA baMgalA bhakti-bhajana, vAcana-vicArake lie rakhA gayA thaa| aneka bhAI-bahinoMko bhaktikA raMga lagA thA, vaha sthAyIrUpase TikA rahe isake lie borasadameM 'zrImad rAjacaMdra pAThazAlA' sthApita karanekA vicAra bhI usa cAturmAsameM huaa| bhAI raNachor3abhAI nArase borasada munizrIke darzana-samAgamake lie Aye hue the| unhoMne zrI lallajI mahArAjase prArthanA kI ki mokSamArga batAiye / usa samaya ve 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMtha par3ha rahe the usameMse bIcake 'Atmasiddhi zAstra ke pRSTha pakar3akara kahA, "isImeM mokSamArga hai|" raNachor3abhAIne vaha

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[ 50] graMtha mNgaayaa| usameMse 'upadezachAyA ke pRSTha batAye hoMge aisA samajhakara bAraMbAra par3hakara usakA abhyAsa kiyaa| vaha unheM bahuta pasaMda aayaa| aura isa kAlameM mokSa hai aura sadguruke yogase vaha avazya prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai, aisI unheM dRr3ha zraddhA ho gyii| kintu do-tIna varSa unheM satsaMgakA viyoga rahA kyoMki zrI lallajI svAmI vaDAlI, pAlItANA Adi kSetrameM vicare the| __ zrI lallajI svAmIne vaso aura borasadameM saM.1963-64ke do cAturmAsa kiye taba taka ve carotara kSetrameM vicarate the| ataH uttara gujarAtameM vihAra karate zrI ratnarAja svAmIko unakA samAgama karanekI icchA honepara bhI milApa nahIM ho sakA thaa| phira svayaM vihAra karate-karate vaDAlI, IDarakI ora padhAre usa samaya zrI ratnarAjakA samAgama huA hogA, aisA zrI ratnarAjake eka patrase jJAta hotA hai| usameM ve likhate haiM, "isa lekhakakA lakSyabiMdu to, jaba pahalI bAra Apa prabhuzrIke satsamAgamameM AyA aura jina vicAroMkA AdAnapradAna ahamadAbAda evaM siddhapurake mArgameM huA, vahI hai|" zrI lallajI svAmIke samAgamameM bArabAra vizeSa AnevAle bhAI popaTalAla mahokamacaMdake samAgamase zrI ratnarAja svAmIko zrImad rAjacaMdrake prati vizeSa prema-bhaktikI vRddhi huI thii| usI daurAna zrImad rAjacaMdra saMbaMdhI hastalikhita sAhitya jo dAmajIbhAIke pAsa thA use zrI ratnarAja svAmIne bhI par3hA, jisase unheM vizeSa bhaktibhAva jAgRta huA tathA zrI lallujI svAmIke samAgama, sevAmeM rahanA cAhie aisA laganese saM.1966kA cAturmAsa pAlItANAmeM saba muniyoMke sAtha karanekA nizcaya kiyaa| pAlItANA jAneke pahale zrI ratnarAja svAmI Adi tIrthayAtrAke lie mahetarANA gaye the| vahA~ unhoMne sthAnakavAsI veza badalakara oghAke sthAna para morapIchI rakhI aura muhapattIko mu~hapara bA~dhanA banda kiyaa| morapIchI kama upAdhi aura vizeSa yatnAkA kAraNa honese sarva muniyoMne use grahaNa kara liyaa| zrI ratnarAja svAmIkI vaktRtvazakti AkarSaka honese sabake manakA samAdhAna bhI ho jaataa| logoMkI TIkA-TippaNIkA pratyuttara denevAle usa cAturmAsameM sAtha hI honese unheM kucha bhI vikalpakA kAraNa nahIM rhaa| mahetarANAmeM zrI ratnarAja svAmIne pA~ca abhigraha (niyama) dhAraNa kiye the| unakI mahattAke viSayameM munimaNDalameM bAraMbAra vicAra hotA thA jisase ye vicAra bhI sarvamAnya jaise ho gaye the| ve pA~coM abhigraha nimna prakArase the (1) guNa na ho vaisA nAma dhAraNa nahIM krnaa| (2) guNa prApta karaneke puruSArthameM mandatA nahIM krnaa| (3) AtmanirNayake lie anya kathita vezadhAriyoMke sAtha vAdavivAda nahIM krnaa| (4) apane sampradAyake anusAra koI sevAbhakti kare to usameM antarAyarUpa nahIM honaa| (5) kisIpara upakAra kiyA ho to usake badalekI bhAvanA nahIM rkhnaa| jisameM sevAbuddhi maMda par3a gaI ho usakI spRhA nahIM karanA / sevAbhAvase sevA karanA aura sevAbhAvake atirikta kucha bhI kiyA gayA nahIM cAhanA, svIkAra nahIM krnaa| 1. vi.saM.1965kA cAturmAsa zrI lallujI svAmIne vaDAlImeM kiyA thaa| munizrI mohanalAlajI sAthameM the| -pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI dvArA kI gaI noMdhake AdhAra para (noMdhapothI naM. 1)

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[51] cauthe niyamake anusAra yadi koI caMdana-puSpAdise apanI pUjA kare to bhI karane denA caahie| isaliye zrI lallajI svAmI vaisA karane dete / pujavAnekI icchA na honepara bhI kisIko aMtarAyarUpa na honekI icchAse viSake ghuTake samAna nIce utAra dete| aise anukUla upasarga abhyaMtara tapaHzaktikI kasauTI haiN| isa prakArake upasargarUpa prasaMga virAdhakavRddhike doSadRSTi jIvoMko virAdhanA aura upasargake lie bahAnA bana jAte, isase to muniyoMkI sthiti virodhI janasamUhameM vizeSa vikaTa ho jAtI aura ugra tapasyAkA nimitta bana jaatii| ___ saM.1966 kA cAturmAsa zrI lallajI Adine pAlItANAmeM kiyaa| kisI sAdhuke sAtha vAdavivAdameM nahIM par3anA aisA muniyoMne nizcaya kiyA thaa| jisase pIchI Adi veza-vicitratA dekhakara aneka sAdhu aura zrAvaka TIkA karate, paraMtu ve isa viSayameM koI carcA nahIM karate, sunA-anasunA kara usa para dhyAna na dete| pAlItANAmeM bhAI zivajI nAmaka kacchI zrAvakane jaina chAtrAvAsakI sthApanA kI thii| vahA~ 'vIra aTThAI mahotsava' kiyA gayA thaa| vahA~ ye muni jAte aura bhAI zivajIke sAtha paricaya ho gayA thA paraMtu gAr3ha paricaya hokara unheM jo mAhAtmya bhAsita honA cAhie vaisA prasaMga usa cAturmAsameM nahIM aayaa| mAtra saralasvabhAvI, bhaktivanta, zrImadke ziSya haiM aisA bhAva rhaa| zrI ratnarAjake vAkcAturyase unapara acchA prabhAva par3A aura unakA mAhAtmya lgaa| pichale varSoM meM bhAI zivajIbhAI siddhapura AzramameM do-tIna mAsa rahe, para isase unake manako saMtoSa nahIM huaa| ve zrI lallujI svAmIke darzanake lie varSameM eka-do bAra kabhI kabhI A jAte, paraMtu saM.1992meM chabbIsa varSaka lambe antarAlake bAda svAmIjIke sAtha eka mAha rahanekI anukUlatA zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsameM milI thii| usa samaya prabhuzrI-laghurAjasvAmI (zrI lallajI muni aise nAmoMse pahacAne jAte, kucha bhole pATIdAra loga unheM 'bApA' bhI kahate) ke antaHkaraNakI vizAlatA, prabhuprema aura prabhAva zrI zivajIkI samajhameM AyA aura dhAmaNakI orake bhaktoMkA samAgama honepara unheM paurANika zrIkRSNakathAkI yAda A gyii| jaise zrIkRSNane uddhavajIko gokula bhejA thA aura ve gopiyoMkI bhaktike raMgameM raMgakara lauTe the, vaisA hI zrI zivajIke sAtha bhI huaa| zrI zivajI dvArA pAlItANAmeM kI gayI sevAko zrI lallujI svAmI aneka bAra yAda krte| usa RNako utAraneke lie hI mAno aMtima varSameM unako AkarSita karake unapara kRpA kI ho aisA acAnaka yaha eka mAsakA prasaMga bana gayA thaa| eka bAra zrI zivajI bhaktike AvegameM A gaye, usa samaya 'agAsanA saMta' aura 'mane maLyA guruvara jJAnI re' Adi gIta svayaM likhe the| ye svaracita gIta Azramake mumukSuoMse ve bArabAra gavAte the| zrI lallajI Adi vihAra karate-karate khaMbhAtakI ora padhAre aura zrI ratnarAja pAlanapura, DIsA AdikI ora vihAra karane lge| zrI ratnarAjako phira zrI lallajI AdikA do-tIna varSa viyoga rahA, kintu jo bhaktikA raMga lagA thA vaha miTa jAye vaisA nahIM thaa| 'ratnasaMcaya kAvya', 'bhaktiratna ciMtAmaNi' Adi kAvyagraMthoMmeM unakI zrImad rAjacaMdrake prati gurubhakti spaSTa jhalakatI hai| zrI lallujI svAmIko zrI laghurAjajIke nAmase zrI ratnarAjane gAyA hai aura unake prati unakA bhaktibhAva upakArIke rUpameM bhI unake kAvyoMmeM sthAna-sthAnapara pradarzita huA hai| isa viyoga-kAlameM donoM

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[ 52] muniyoMke bIca patravyavahAra huA ho aisA lagatA hai, para vaha surakSita nahIM rhaa| kevala zrI ratnarAja svAmIke kAvya sAkSI dete haiM ki unakA prema vardhamAna huA thaa| *** 2 zrI pAlItANAse zrI lallujI Adi munivara carotarakI ora vihAra kara khaMbhAta Aye aura zrI ratnarAja svAmIne vavANiyA hokara umaradazImeM cAturmAsa kiyaa| zrI lallajI Adine pandraha varSoM ke bAda pA~cavIM bAra khaMbhAtameM saM.1967kA cAturmAsa kiyaa| zrI lallajI svAmIne zrI ratnarAja svAmIpara samAgama aura bodhakI icchA pradarzita karate hue eka patra likhA thA jisakA uttara hindI bhASAmeM unhoMne diyA hai| usase yaha spaSTa jJAta hotA hai ki cAhe jahA~se, ziSyase bhI hitazikSA grahaNa karane jitanI laghutA unhoMne prApta kara lI thI__"ApazrI rassI khIMceMge to yaha likhanevAlA to satpuruSoMkA binA dAmakA dAsa hai, so lohacuMbakakI bhAMti svataH khiMcA calA AyegA...zrI satyopadezavArtAke viSayameM to ApazrIse hamArI atyaMta namra bhAvase yahI sUcanA hai ki hama sarIkhe dayApAtroMse Apa upadezAdikI icchA na rakhA kareM..."-saM.1967, Azvina prtipdaa| isI mAsake dUsare patrameM zrI ratnarAja svAmI dvArA mA~gI gayI salAhake uttarameM unhoMne saMkSepameM batAyA thA, jisake uttarameM zrI ratnarAja svAmI likhate haiM "ApazrI likhavAte haiM ki 'Apako salAha de sakU~ aisI hamArI prajJA nahIM hai' isa viSayameM itanA hI bahuta hai ki zuddhAtmA-zuddha brahmako prajJAvizeSakA avakAza hI kahA~ hai?...thor3I bahuta prajJAse AtmadazAkA kucha anumAna kiyA jA sake aisA kucha niyama nahIM hai| arthAt......alpajJa hoM yA vizeSajJa hoM, jina jIvAtmAoMne vRtti upazama yA kSINa kara kSaya kara dI ho, ve jIvAtmA hI AtmadazA prApta karaneke adhikArI haiM, unheM hI AtmadazA AvirbhUta hone yogya hai aura ve hI atyutkaTa AtmadazAvAna sAkSAt bhagavAna haiN|..." cAturmAsa pUrA hone AyA usa samaya nAravAle raNachor3abhAIke manameM aisA huA ki zrI lallujI svAmI khaMbhAtameM haiM, to unake pAsase mokSaprAptike sivAya aba anya koI kartavya nahIM hai| aisA socakara ve nArase khaMbhAta aaye| 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMthameMse 'upadezachAyA'ko bArabAra par3hanese unake manameM aisA dRr3ha vizvAsa ho gayA thA ki satpuruSa hI mokSadAtA haiM yahI pUre graMthakA sAra hai| unake manameM yaha bhI jama gayA thA ki ve usa graMthako barAbara samajhate haiM; paraMtu jaba khaMbhAtameM bar3e bar3e mumukSuoMko zrI lallujI Adike samakSa zrI subodha pustakAlayameM usa graMthake vacanAmRtoMkI carcA sUkSma bhedase karate dekhA taba unakA pahalekA abhimAna gala gayA aura maiM to abhI kucha bhI nahIM samajhatA aisA unheM bhAsita hone lgaa| cAturmAsa pUrA honepara zrI lallajI Adi khaMbhAtake pAsa vaDavA kSetrameM pdhaare| bhAI raNachor3abhAI bhI unake sAtha hI vahA~ rahe / vaDavAmeM dinake samaya khaMbhAtase sabhI mumukSu Ate aura susvarase pUjA

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[53] par3hAyI jAtI jisameM dinakA adhikAMza samaya biittaa| dopaharameM eka bAra sabhI AhAra karate / pUrA dina pUjA-bhaktimeM vyatIta hotaa| zAmako Avazyaka kriyA honeke bAda zrI lallajI Adi bhaktamaNDala, koI pada bolate hue yA eka do paMktikI dhuna lagAte hue athavA maMtrakI dhunake sAtha samudrake kinAre jaataa| vahA~ zrI lallajI hAthameM pIchI aura kamarapara mAtra laMgoTI dhAraNa kara "dRSTi thirAmAMhe darzana nitye ratnaprabhAsama jANo re...e guNa rAjataNo na visArUM vahAlA, saMbhAru dinarAta re" Adi aneka pada badala-badalakara ullAsabhAvase daur3ate-kUdate, pahAr3I rAgameM gAte-gAte usa samudrakI retImeM sArI rAta bitA dete| kucha loga ghaNTe-do ghaNTe bhakti karaneke bAda thaka jAte, kucha vApasa apane ghara cale jAte, kucha vahIM retameM so jAte / prAtaH saba zaharakI ora Ate taba tribhovanabhAI Adi bhaktAtmA dUdha, pAnIke dega taiyAra rakhakara mArgameM baiThe hote / usa bhakta maNDalImeMse jise jitanI ruci ho utanA upayoga karate / vahA~se vaDavA Akara nityakarmase nivRtta ho phira sabhI pUjAbhaktimeM laga jAte / dinameM bhI nIMda lenekA samaya na miltaa| yoM akhaNDa 19 dinataka A~kha mIce binA zrI lallajI svAmIne rAta-dina bhaktimeM bitaaye| isa bhaktike apUrva vegake udayase aneka AtmAoMmeM bhaktiraMga dRr3ha huaa| bhAI raNachor3abhAI, zrI lallujI svAmIke sAtha hI rAtadina rahate, isase unheM bhaktikA aisA to raMga car3hA ki ve apane vyApAra tathA kuTumbAdi bhAvoMko bhUla gaye / vyApArake lie jAnepara bhI usa apUrva bhaktikA hI guMjArava unake cittameM hotA, usIkI jhaMkArase unakA hRdaya jhaMkRta hotA rhtaa| unhoMne to nizcaya kiyA thA usake anusAra zrI lallujI svAmIko 'nahIM jAnA hai' aisA kahakara jAnA TAla dete the| paraMtu 'avasara dekhanA cAhie, syAdvAda mArga hai, phira ArttadhyAna ho vaisI pravRtti karanA yogya nahIM hai' Adi upadeza vacana sunakara khinnabhAvase ve nAra gaye, kintu unakA citta vyavahArameM lagatA hI nahIM thaa| zrI lallajI svAmI saM.1968meM carotarameM hI vihAra karate rahe aura gyAraha varSake bAda vApasa vasomeM tIsarA cAturmAsa kiyaa| zrI mohanalAlajI tathA zrI caturalAlajI bhI unake sAtha hI the| isa cAturmAsameM zrI ratnarAjane zrI lallajI svAmIko vaso patra likhA thA vaha aneka dRSTise vicAraNIya honese nIce uddhRta karatA hU~ ___ tat OM sat zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa-pragaTa puruSottamAya namaH dohA lahyo lakSa jinamArgako, lUkhA tinakA bhAva / dhanya jIvana tinakA sadA, svAnubhava prastAva // 1 // mithyA mAne jagatasukha, jIte jaga apamAna / rAjamArgarata rAtadina, so satpuruSa samAna // 2 // aisA zrI laghurAjajI, tina sat karata nihora / ratna nAma kaMkara samo, saba sajjanako cora // 3 / /

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[ 54] zrI paramakRpAludevake parama kRpApAtrakI kRpA cAhatA hU~ sASTAMga namaskArapUrvaka / he svAmI! Apa to sadaiva satsamAdhisvarUpa haiM, tAteM Apako sadaiva nijAnaMdakI lahara hai| lekina isa lekhakako bhI tinahI laharakI mahera honI caahie| kAraNa ki bahuta kAla huA Apake Azraya vartatA huuN| isameM rahasya yaha hai ki sthUla dehApekSAse to jina sAkSAt pratyakSa puruSa dvArA satpratIti bhaI hove tAkA mukhyopakAra ginanese mukhyapane tinahIke Azraya vartatA huuN| lekina svarUpakI apekSAse sarvakAlake sarva satpuruSa eka hI haiM, aura eka hI bhAse haiM, taise hI eka hI ginanA yogya lAge hai| ...eka apekSAse yaha lekhaka jIvAtmA Apake Azraya varte hai| vAste Apase arja hai ki AzritakI AzA Apake yogabalake dvArA avazya saphala karanekI satkRpA karogejI arthAt aisA AMdolana bhejeMge ki jinase isa lekhakakA hRdayabala sva-icchita sAdhyakI siddhi saMprApta kre| he deva! dayA karo, dayA karo, dayA kro| trAhi (3) kyA likhU? Apake jJAnameM saba vidyamAna hai..." saM.1969 meM zrI ratnarAja carotarameM svAmIjIke sAtha vihAra kara rahe the para zrI ratnarAjake vyavahArakI carcA aneka mumukSu karate aura unakI niMdA krte| jisase svAmIjIkA cAturmAsa khaMbhAtameM honA lagabhaga nizcita jaisA ho gayA thA kintu ratnarAjake kAraNa khaMbhAtase dUra rahanA hI ThIka samajhA aura pA~ca varSake bAda dUsarA cAturmAsa unhoMne phira borasadameM kiyaa| isa bAra bhI nivAsa to mevADAkI (digambara) dharmazAlAmeM thA; paraMtu bhAI jeThAlAla paramAnaMdake baMgalemeM bhaktibhajanameM dinakA adhikAMza bhAga bItatA thaa| isa bAra donoM pA~voMke ghuTanoMmeM gaThiyAkA darda zurU huaa| retIlI khArI jamInameM bAraMbAra namaskArAdi karanese bhI ghuTanoMmeM sUjana jaisA ho gayA thA, jisase vihAra bar3I kaThinAIse ho aisI pratikUlatA ho gyii| isakA aneka prakArase upacAra honepara bhI darda bar3hatA hI gayA aura yaha gaThiyAkA darda AyuSyaparyaMta rhaa| kisI samaya usa cAturmAsameM hI mumukSujanoMse kahA thA ki aba to jaMgalameM koI jhoMpar3I jaisI mila jAye to vahA~ par3e par3e yaha vacanAmRta (zrImad rAjacaMdra graMtha) par3hate rheNge| isameM unakI eka ora janasamUhase ekAnta sevanakI bhAvanA hai to dUsarI ora zrI ratnarAja mArgaprabhAvanAkI uttama bhAvanA pragaTa karate haiN| jinake yogase aisI bhAvanAkA janma huA hai unake hRdayameM vaha kitanI prabala hogI (phira bhI unhoMne use kaisI svavaza rakhI hai) isakA khyAla usa patrake nimnalikhita avataraNase AyegA"he prabhu! Apa to kRtayogI haiM... 'prasUtAnI pIDA re ke vaMdhyA te zuM jANe? jANyu kema Ave re ke mANyAne paramANe? aba to mAtra yahI bhAvanA rahatI hai ki paramakRpAludevake yathAjAtaliMgadhArI nigraMtha muni, sAdhaka brahmacArI, sAdhviyA~, brahmacAriNiyA~ aura upAsaka-upAsikAe~ isa bhUmaNDalapara svaparakA hita karate, phirate, vicarate dRSTigocara hoM tabhI isa sRSTimeM rahakara unake sAtha AnandakA anubhava kara aMtameM svasvarUpameM lIna ho jAU~ / anyathA antameM svasvarUpameM samAnA hai vaha zIghratAse asaMgatAse ajJAta 1. bhAvArtha-prasUtinI pIDAko vaMdhyA strI kaise jAna sakatI hai? pustaka jJAna anubhavajJAnakI tulanA kaise kara sakatA hai? arthAt kabhI nahIM kara sktaa|

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[55] bhUmimeM bhramaNakara samA jAU~...ApazrIke divya darzana kaba kisa kSetrameM ho sakeMge aura darzanalAbha milaneke bAda caraNamUlameM nivAsa karanekA sthAna milegA yA nahIM? Apa paramakRpAludevakA mArga jayavaMta ho isI icchAke sAtha patra samApta karatA huuN|" 13 'pUjaka pariSaha daI rahyA, Apa rahyA samabhAva; dhanya saMta laghurAjajI, laghumAM laghu banI sAva. grISma taNI garamI ghaNI, gaNI hitakArI iSTa, kerI amRta phaLa bane, tema mahAtmA miSTa. zrI lallajI svAmIke pA~vameM gaThiyAkA darda bar3ha jAnese kisI ekAnta sthAnameM asaMga bhAvanAse rahanekI icchA thI aura yaha bAta apane sAdhumaNDalako bhI batAyI thI, tathA kisIko sAthameM nahIM rakhA thaa| zrI ratnarAja, virodhI baloMko jAnate the isalie unase zrI lallajI svAmIkI AdhArarahita ekAkI sthiti dekhI nahIM jAtI thii| ataH saM.1970 ke pauSa mAsake patrameM ve vinatI karate haiM "he nAtha! isa kSullaka dAsakI prArthanA hai ki prathama to nikaTa hI koI vartamAna jaina dezI vikSepI vargakA abhAva ho aise kSetra meM svataMtra sthiti ho to acchA..." saptAha bAda likhate haiM ki "Apa akele, gamya kSetrameM arthAt paricita kSetrameM kaSTa uThAkara vicareM, yaha hama sunate raheM, isameM hamArA kalyANa hai kyA? ataH Apa kRtayogI satpuruSako vizeSa kyA likheM? saMyamiyoMkI sahAyatA mukhyarUpase saMyamI hI kara sakate haiM..." zrI laghurAja svAmI naDiyAdameM 'nAnA kuMbhanAtha meM Thahare hue the| unakI sevAmeM eka bhAI rahate the| svAmIjIko pA~vameM gaThiyAke dardake kAraNa calanA kaThina ho gayA thA ataH zrI ratnarAja Adi bhaktibhAvavAle mumukSuoMke manameM aisI yojanA isa arasemeM banI thI ki koI sthAna Azrama jaisA choTA-sA bhI kAmacalAU banAkara svAmIjIke lie anukUla vyavasthA karanI cAhiye / saM.1970ke pauSa kRSNa 12 ke patrameM zrI ratnarAja, zrI svAmIjIko likhate haiM___"pavitra munizrI mohanalAlajI...ko naroDAkI ora padhAranekI sAmAnya preraNA kI hai...Azrama nirmANakI saMbhAvanA huI hai vaha siddha honI hI cAhie aura isa zubha kAmameM jo vighna-vikalpa uThate haiM unakI zAntike lie zrI mohanalAlajI...AdimeMse kisIkI bhI vahA~ upasthiti honI cAhie..." caitra mAsake anya patrameM dUsare patra saMlagna karate hue likhate haiM-"yathAzakti jaise bhI ho kAmacalAU kArya karanA hai| U~cI U~cI abhilASA bhaviSyameM pUrNa hotI rheNgii| phira bhI abhI taka ve bahAnepara bahAnA banAte jA rahe haiN...|" isI mAsameM tIsare patrameM likhate haiM-"naroDA kSetrameM sAdhusamAdhike lie 'sanAtana jaina Azrama' banAneke...saMbaMdhameM kAlIdAsa kAkAkA patra abhI AyA hai ki pU0...tathA 1. bhAvArtha-pUjaka hI pariSaha de rahe haiM kintu Apa samabhAvase sahana karate haiM aura sabase laghubhAva dhAraNakara raha rahe haiM aise saMta laghurAjajI dhanya hai| jaise grISma RtumeM garmI bahuta par3atI hai kintu usIse Ama pakakara amRtaphala banatA hai, usI taraha pariSaha-upasargase tapane para mahAtmAkI dazA vRddhiMgata hotI hai, unake liye pariSaha-upasarga iSTa (priya) hI hote haiN|

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[56] pU0...bhAI Adi vahA~ Azrama banAnekA tathA unake dvArA kahI gayI rakama denekA bhI bilakula inkAra kara rahe haiN|...aap sarala svabhAvI, bhadrika pariNAmI haiM jisase jisa kisIke sAtha Apa dAkSiNyatAmeM sahajabhAvase jo bola jAte haiM usakA svArthI loga durupayoga kara kahate haiM ki svAmIjIko to AzramakI kucha AvazyakatA nahIM hai, taba hameM upAdhi khar3I karake kyA karanA hai? yoM kahakara ve bAtako ur3A dete haiM, aura apanA AMtarika Azaya Apake nAmase prasiddha karate haiM...aMtameM eka vicArapara sthira honA Apake AdhIna hai| bAkI saba Apa sadguruke puNya pratApase taiyAra hai|" isa patrake uttarameM svAmIjIne vaizAkha sudI 7, saM.1970ke patrameM apane hAthase likhA hai-"para he prabhu! hamArA hRdaya komala hai yaha Apa jAnate haiN| Apase kucha aMtara nahIM hai|...aap jo kareMge usameM merI sammati hai, kucha nA nahIM hai| phira koI Apako hamArA nAma lekara kaheM usameM merA kyA doSa hai?...yahA~ke mumukSubhAiyoMkI viSama dRSTiko dekhakara bahuta vicAra hotA hai ki kyA kiyA jAya?...hama, hamAre vicArake anusAra jo prArabdha udayameM AtA hai, usa prakArase yahA~ saba A milatA hai-draSTA banakara dekhate raheMge...icchAnusAra kucha hotA nahIM hai| hariicchAse jo ho vaha acchA hai...yahA~ to koI satsaMga cAhie, aura to saba jagaha phUTa...Apake samAgamakI bahuta AvazyakatA hai| para kisI antarAyake kAraNa hariicchA aisI hI hogI...Apa to saba jAnate haiN|" zrI laghurAja svAmI bAhya vikaTa saMyogoMmeM kaisI adInatAse, niHspRhatAse rahe haiM yaha batAneke lie hI yaha naroDA AzramakA itihAsa likhA hai / paramakRpAlu zrImad rAjacaMdrane eka patrameM likhA hai, "...dInatA nahIM Ane denA, 'kyA hogA' aisA vicAra nahIM karanA...thor3A bhI bhaya nahIM rkhnaa| upAdhike lie bhaviSyakI eka kSaNakI bhI cintA nahIM karanA...tabhI paramabhakti pAnekA phala hai, tabhI hamArA ApakA saMga huA yogya hai|" yaha aura aise hI anya vicAroMse zrI svAmIjIko dInatA yA parAdhInatA acchI nahIM lagatI thii| zrI mohanalAlajI loca Adi kAraNase umaradazI gaye the| vahA~se zrI svAmIjIko patra likhate haiM-"maiM siddhapurase...AyA thA usI dina pAlanapurase darabAra sAhaba mahArAja zrI ratnarAjasvAmIjIke darzanArtha padhAre the aura pAlanapura le jAneke lie pagar3I utArakara bahuta antaHkaraNake premase namra aura mRdu vinatI kara gaye haiN| darabArakA mana rakhaneke lie unakA eka bAra vahA~ padhAranA sambhava phira zrI ratnarAja kucha mahIne pAlanapura rahe the| navAbane unase cAturmAsakI vinatI bhI kI, kintu jalavAyu anukUla nahIM honese vahA~ nahIM rhe| kucha sevAkA avasara denekI darabArane vinatI kI thI, taba naroDAmeM mahAtmA zrI laghurAja Adi saMtoMke lie AzramakI vyavasthA ho rahI hai usameM kucha acchI rakama denekI sUcanA zrI ratnarAjane kI thii| ataH eka ginniyoMkI thailI dekara lAlabhAI sAhabako naDiyAda zrI laghurAja svAmIke pAsa navAbazrIne bhejA thaa| svAmIjIne use svIkAra nahIM kiyA / taba vaha thailI zrI ratnarAjako sauMpI gayI thii| usa rakamase zrI siddhapurameM 'rAjamaMdira' nAmaka saMsthAkA AraMbha huaa| ___ lagabhaga bIsa varSa bAda eka saMnyAsI zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama (agAsa) meM zrI svAmIjIke pAsa aaye| ve zrI ratnarAjake samIpa rahakara Aye the| ve kahate the ki "pAlanapurake navAbane lar3AIke

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[ 57 ] samaya vaoNra lonameM jo rakama rokI thI usake byAjake paise naDiyAdameM Apake pAsa bheje the, kyoMki musalamAna byAjako harAma mAnate haiM aura byAjake paisoMkA upayoga svayaM nahIM krte| Apane use asvIkAra kiyA so bahuta hI acchA kiyaa|" zrI svAmIjIko isakA kucha dhyAna nahIM thA, kintu eka acchAImeM saba acchAiyA~ samAyI rahatI haiM tyoM saba acchA hI hotaa| unakA mukhya hetu yaha thA ki 'kisIke puruSArthase jo rakama milI ho use lenA dInatA dikhAne jaisA aura parAdhInatA svIkAra karane jaisA honese vaha ayogya hI hai / pApake udayake bAda puNyakA udaya, dhUpake bAda chAyAke samAna AtA hI hai / jo bhAgyameM hogA vaha to pIche-pIche khiMcA calA AyegA / usa ora dRSTi karanA bhI ucita nahIM hai / ' svayaM vinayapUrvaka zrI ratnarAjako vaha rakama sauMpakara sAthameM patra bhI likhA thA / isase zrI ratnarAjako bhI saMtoSa huA thA aura acchA lagA thA / saM. 1970 ke ASAr3ha sudI 6 ke patrameM zrI laghurAja svAmI laghutApUrvaka zrI ratnarAjase vinatI karate haiM- " Apa dayAlu haiM / isalie bhavya jIvoMko sanmArgakI ora mor3aneke lie 'mahAgopa' ke rUpameM paramArtha dharma prApta ho vaisA kariyegA / " usake uttarameM zrI ratnarAja likhate haiM- "he prabhu! Apa svayaM paramArthasvarUpa hI haiN| ApazrIkI sthitaprajJa dazA isa bAlakane sAkSAt anubhava kI hai / ataH Apako paramArtharUpa sanmArgakI ora bhavyajIvoMko mor3aneke vAtsalyapUrNa pariNAma rahate haiM, jisase parama puruSArthakI jAgRtike liye jo preraNA deM vaha AjJA hameM zirodhArya hai / paraMtu he yogendra sadgurudeva ! tathArUpa paramakRpAludeva dvArA upadiSTa paramArtha mArga prakAzita karanekI bhI parama yogyatA cAhie to use pravartita karaneke lie to kitanI adhika yogyatA cAhiye ?. .... aba to jIvanmukta hokara vicarate hue prArabdhakarmake kSayapUrvaka svarUpastha honekI hI pratijJA karanA prazaMsanIya hai / " zrI lallujI svAmIne saM. 1970meM 'nAnA kuMbhanAtha' kA sthAna jo naDiyAdameM hai, vahIM cAturmAsa kiyA / vahA~ mumukSu bhAI-bahana darzana, samAgama aura abhyAsake lie Ate, unakI vyavasthAke bAremeM zrI ratnarAjako likhate haiM- "isa samaya yahA~ subaha, dopahara 'bhagavatI ArAdhanA' kA vAcana zurU kiyA hai vaha bhAiyoMke vargameM hotA hai aura bahanoMke vargameM 'bharatezvara bAhubali vRtti bhASAntara kathAMga' par3hA jAtA hai| zrI caturalAlajIne bahanoMke varga meM 'Atmasiddhi zAstra' ke vAcana AdikA krama rakhA hai.... paramakRpAlune ise duSamakAla kahA hai usakA yathArtha anubhava ho rahA hai, yaha bhI kheda jaisA hai... apanA karake cale jAne jaisA hai / " karmakI gati vicitra hai| duHkhake prasaMga bhI ekake bAda eka A par3ate haiM / paramakRpAludeva jaise ziracchatrakA viyoga honeke bAda zrI devakaraNajI jaise Ajanma sAthIkA viyoga huaa| phira zrI aMbAlAlabhAIkA AdhAra thA vaha bhI gayA / jaise-jaise vRddhAvasthA bar3ha rahI thI vaise-vaise zarIrabala bhI kSINa hotA jA rahA thaa| sAtha hI sAraNagA~ThakA roga, arzakA roga, zaucake samaya A~ta pIche khisaka jAnese prasUti jaisI pIr3A pratidina hotI thI usameM vRddhi honese bAhya cAritra - pAlanameM vighnapara vighna Ate the aura asaMgavRtti ho jAnese kahIM mana nahIM lagatA thA, jisase dUra pahAr3oM, jaMgaloM, ekAntameM zrI cidAnandajIkI bhA~ti rUDhicusta jainasamudAyase dUra cale jAnekI vRtti thii| tabhI gaThiyA rogase donoM pA~va raha gaye ataH naDiyAdameM sthiratA kI / vahA~ jainoMkA upadrava nahIM thA para jainetara loga kalyANake vizeSa abhilASI honese uparokta pravRtti eka dharmakArya mAnakara AraMbha kii| vahA~ vighna

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[58] A pdd'aa| kuMbhanAtha mahAdevameM zrAvaNa sudI pUrNimAko brAhmaNa loga janeU badalane Aye, unhoMne jaina muniyoMko vahA~ cAturmAsa karate dekhA to svAbhAvika dharmadveSase prerita hokara jisake AdhipatyameM mahAdevakI kaMsArAkI dharmazAlA thI usake kAna bhara diye, jisase makAna badalanA anivArya ho gyaa| usa samaya zaktisampanna mumukSu upasthita the ataH unhoMne DheMDhAkA baMgalA nAnAsAhabase kirAyepara liyA aura kuMbhanAthameM jaisA kAryakrama calatA thA vaisA hI vahA~ AraMbha ho gyaa| eka patrameM zrI ratnarAja likhate haiM-"pUjya raNachor3abhAI pavitra jIvAtmA haiM aura vyavahArakuzala, dattavAcaka tathA nyAyasaMyata puruSa haiM; ataH unakI vinatIpara Apako vizeSa dhyAna dene jaisA hai| AsapAsake saMyoga to sadA eka samAna nahIM rahate..." dUsare patrameM likhate haiM-"prabhu! Apa satpuruSoMkA bhAgya mahAna hai! isa ora umaradazIke mahanta Adi ApakI sevA karaneko tatpara haiM...yadyapi Apa kSamAzura niHspRha mahAtmA haiM...ApakA vAtsalyabhAva Apako svataMtra vyavahAra karanese vilambameM DAla detA hai...arthAt...yoM kahanA...par3atA hai ki dayAko chor3e binA bhI chuTakArA kahA~ hai? abhI abhI, khaMbhAtakI pAThazAlAko protsAhana mile aise upAya AraMbha kiye gaye haiM, aisA lagatA hai|...aapshriiko bhI ve vahA~...khaMbhAtakI pAThazAlAmeM rukaneko vinatIke rUpameM vivaza kareM, arthAt Apako anukUlatA batAkara usa ora roka rakhanekA kadAcit prayatna kreN| phira hameM Apake isa ora birAjanekI suvidhA...karanI hai vaha kAryakArI hogI yA nahIM aisA saMdeha hotA hai... saM.1970, Azvina vadI 1" cAturmAsa pUrA hone para koI nivRttikSetra DhU~Dhakara asaMgabhAvase rahA jA sake aisI zrI laghurAja svAmIkI bhAvanA thii| zrI ratnarAjako bhI yAtrAmeM yA aise prasaMgameM zrI laghurAja svAmIke sAtha vihAra karanekI bhAvanA thii| phira bhI naDiyAdakI ora vihAra ho sake aisI zArIrika svasthatA na honese usa vicArako sthagita rakhanekA ratnarAjane sUcita kiyaa| zrI laghurAja svAmIne cAturmAsa pUrA hone para umareThakI ora vihAra kiyaa| vahA~se ve ratnarAjako likhate haiM "mujhe vihAra karanA sambhava nahIM lagatA / ghuTanoMmeM vAyukA prakopa sthAyI hai| arzake dardake sAtha pIr3A hotI hai| isalie aba to dhIredhIre uttarasaMDA hokara naDiyAda kSetra jAnekA vicAra manameM AtA hai..." isI bIca zrI ratnarAjakI kucha sadgRhasthoMke sAtha dharmacarcA huI thii| vaha unhoMne saM.1971ke mArgazIrSa kRSNa 6 ke patrameM batAyI hai, "usa vArtAlApase isa anumAnapara AnA sambhava hai ki aba kisI eka vyaktiko aguvA banAye binA vartamAna samudAyakA sadvyavahAra nahIM nibha skegaa| kintu prazna yaha hai ki aisA uttaradAyitva uThAnekA mukhya adhikArI kauna bane? aura dUsarA prazna yaha upasthita hotA hai ki kise banAyA jAya? tIsarA prazna yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki Ajataka samudAya, nirnAyaka sainyakI bhA~ti calatA rahA hai, vaha aise mukhya adhikArIkI AjJAkA AtmArthake lie ArAdhana karegA kyA?...aise mukhya adhikArIkI sthApanAkI icchA anumodanIya hai, tathApi vaha kaise bhAvase, kaise Azaya yA uddezyase utpanna huI hogI yaha bhI vicAraNIya hai...vaise hameM to zrI paramakRpAludevakI parokSa AjJAnusAra apanA AtmArtha siddha karake cale jAnA hai, isa vicArako gauNa nahIM karate hue tathArUpa satpuruSakI sadbhAgyase saMprApti ho jAya aura unakI pratyakSa AjJAkA ArAdhana kareM athavA upAsanA kareM isameM trikAlameM bhI koI baMdhana nahIM hai, kyoMki bhUta, bhaviSyat,

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[59] vartamAna yoM kAlabhedase jJAnI saMtapuruSoMmeM bhedakI kalpanA bhale hI kI jAya, paraMtu vAstavameM to satpuruSa eka svarUpa hI haiM..." zrI laghurAja svAmI cakalAsIse, ratnarAjako hue upasargake prasaMgapara AzvAsanapatrameM likhate haiM ki "abhI yahA~ umareThase vihAra kara paNasorA hokara vaNasola aaye| vahA~se cakalAsI...pA~ca-chaha dinase sthiti hai...Apa pariSaha-upasarga jo sahana karate haiM usake lie dhanyavAdake pAtra haiN| Apako to sahaja karma kSaya hoM aise jIvoMkA kAraNa prApta huA hai...dhairyase gurupratApase sarva samAdhi hogii|" usa varSake zrI ratnarAjake kucha patroMkI likhAvaTase, zrI laghurAja svAmI AdikI kaisI vikaTa paristhiti thI ise samajhaneke lie nIce kucha Avazyaka avataraNa saMkSepameM diye haiN| zrI raNachor3abhAIko ve likhate haiM, "Apa baMdhuko bhI prasaMga milanese, pratibodhake rUpameM nahIM paraMtu prema-prItibhAvake rUpameM batA rahe haiM, usapara vizeSa dhyAna dekara pahalese hI sAvadhAna hote hue, pratyakSa satpuruSakI AjJA-ArAdhanarUpa mahAna kArya kartavya hai| Apa bhAI svayaM vyavahArakuzala evaM vicakSaNa haiM, paraMtu ApakI jAti saralasvabhAvI hai ataH aise kaThinAIke samayameM sAvadhAna rahakara manako dRr3ha rakheM, kyoMki kathita mumukSuoMkA vizeSakara, binA liye hI mApa nikala AyA hai ataH hameM jo ucita lage vaha karanA hai...bhAI, abhI to mahAprabhuko sa~bhAlanekA ApakA sadbhAgya hai|" saM.1971, pauSa sudI 7 phira bhI zrI ratnarAjako dhIraja nahIM rahanese vihAra karake DIsAse Ate hue pAnasara tIrthaka pAsa pA~vameM darda honese vahIM ruka jAnA par3A / unakA svAsthya bhI bahuta zithila rahatA thaa| pAnasarase pauSa vadI 13ke patrameM bhaktibhAvapUrvaka likhate haiM," sAkSAt pratyakSa sajIvanamUrti sadguru bhagavAna zrI paramakRpAlu maharSideva svAmIjI mahAprabhu zrI laghurAja svAmIzrIke pavitra caraNakamaloMmeM vidhivat sASTAMga daNDavat namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho!! ...hameM to Apa satpuruSake darzana-samAgamakI sadaicchAke atirikta anya koI bhI kArya kalyANakArI nahIM lgtaa| 'jahA~ rAma vahA~ ayodhyA'...jahA~ Apa birAjita hoM vahA~ hamAre lie to cauthA kAla hI hai| yadyapi manakI dhAraNA nivRttikSetrameM ajJAtarUpase vicaranekI thI-hai, paraMtu eka to Apa vRddha ratnAdhika pratyakSa upakArI satpuruSake divya darzanakA lAbha tathA hamAre yugapratikramaNakA avasara bhI Asanna hI hai vaha yadi pratibhAzAlI mahAn puruSake caraNamUlameM ho sake to vizeSa acchA...ApazrIke caraNoMmeM zIghra upasthita hoU~gA, paraMtu zarIrase vivaza hU~ ataH yadi vilamba jaisA ho jAya to ciMtA na kiijiyegaa| hamArA isa ora AnA gupta hI rakhA jAya to acchA rahegA...mAtra Azrita jIvAtmAoMko hamAre nimittase anyAya hotA jAnakara unakI yatnA karanekI sahaja vRtti ho jAyA karatI hai|" aDAlajase zrI ratnarAja eka patrameM svAmIjIko likhate haiM "ApakI sevAmeM upasthita ho jAU~gA jI, taba sarva samAcAra vistArase savinaya pragaTa karU~gA jI...kisIkA vizvAsa karanekA samaya nahIM rahA..." saM.1971, mAgha sudI 6

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[ 60 ] zrI ratnarAja svAsthya ThIka honepara naDiyAda Akara kucha dinoMmeM hI vahA~se cale gaye the, kyoMki unakI ajJAta vihAra karanekI bhAvanA thI / ve bharucase vaizAkha vadI 30 ke patrameM likhate haiM, " ApazrIko kisI bhI prakArase pariSaha - upasarga utpanna na ho isa saMbaMdha meM cittameM vicAra A jAte haiM ki arere! yaha kyA kaliyugakA prabhAva hai ki aisI vRddhAvasthAmeM vaiyAvRtya karanA to dUra rahA, paraMtu ulTI asAtanA, upasarga utpanna kara satAnA cAhate haiM ! vAha ! isIko mumukSutA kahate haiM ! prabho ! aba to Apane mumukSuoMkI mumukSutAko pahacAna liyA hogA yA aba bhI kucha zeSa rahatA hai ?..." zrI ratnarAja vaDodarAse jyeSTha sudI 9 ke patrameM likhate haiM " abhI cAturmAsako zurU honemeM dera hai / vimukhadRSTivAle vahA~se nikalavAneke lie kamara kasakara khar3e haiN| ataH prabhu! saMyogoMko jA~cakara kArya karanA yogya hai, kyoMki 'duSTa kare nahiM kauna burAI ?'... maiMne bArabAra ApakI sevAmeM upasthita honekI vinatI kI hai| vaise merI vizeSa icchA to ajJAta rahanekI hai, phira bhI saMyogoMmeM parivartana ho taba manuSyako bhI badalanA cAhie... yadi hama anupasthita haiM vaise vaise raheM, aura itanemeM koI asambhava aghaTita ghaTanA ho jAya to hamArI nivRttikI bhAvanA nirmUla ho jAya / " (6 zrI ratnarAja munizrI caturalAlajIko likhate haiM, . Apa satya kasauTIkI ghar3ImeM parama prabhuzrI caraNamUlameM rahe haiM, sevAkara janma saphala kara rahe haiM... hamArI upasthitikI AvazyakatA ho to binA hicakake turata lIkhiyegA ... yathAzIghra upasthita ho jAU~gA / ghabarAyeM nahIM ki mujhe ThIka lagegA yA nahIM...he muni! sukhapUrvaka samAdhikI bAta hotI to mujhe sUcita karanekI AvazyakatA nahIM thI, kintu yaha avasara sunaneke anusAra aisA A par3A hai ki mere aMtaraMgameM yahI ho rahA hai ki hai prabhu ! sahAya karanA ! he paramakRpAlu ! kRpA karanA ! bharucameM rahanekI icchA thI / phira bhI... vArtAlApa...sunakara merA citta uTha gayA / unhoMne bahuta manuhAra kI, para hama to ekAeka cala par3e... bharucase pA~ca dinameM aisI zarIrasthiti aura bhayaMkara garmImeM yahA~ ( vaDodarA ) AyA hU~ / aba to mAtra Apake abhiprAyakI pratIkSA hai / " saM. 1971ke zrAvaNa mAsameM likhate haiM, "jina manuSyoMkA mIThA bolanekA svabhAva hotA hai unake vacanaprayogakI khUbIse to sacamuca sAvadhAna rahane jaisA hai para usameM bhI yadi dattavAcakatA dvArA vizvAsake tattva hoM to usakA vicAra to ApazrI jaise kSamAzUra satpuruSa hI kara sakate haiM... asaMgatva hI anukUla hai / " 66 bhAdrapada vadIke anya patrameM likhate haiM, ..logoMkI bhAvanAko uttejita karake viparIta vega dhAraNa kare aisA kArya ve loga kara rahe haiM, vaha yaha ki svAmIjI to bhole svabhAvake haiN| unheM ratnarAjane bahakAkara badala diyA hai, ityAdi... aise doSa hamapara ma~Dhe gaye haiM, isameM unakA gaharA Azaya aisA lagatA hai ki 'ratnarAjane svAmIjIko bigAr3A hai' aisA kahanese, hamArI pittakI prakRti hai jisase mithyA Aropako sahana nahIM kara sakanese hama svAmIjIse vimukha ho jAyeMge ki 'lo yaha tumhAre svAmIjI, hama unake pAsa nahIM jAyeMge, aura nahIM rheNge|' isa prakArase hameM alaga krnaa...|"

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[ 61 ] Azvina sudI 5 ke patrameM likhate haiM, "ApakA kRpApatra... par3hakara, vicArakara AnandameM abhivRddhi huI hai / pU. manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAI tathA pU. pUjAbhAI moTAne yahA~ lagabhaga do rAta rahakara samAgamakA lAbha liyA hai... / ve donoM bhAI prazasta bhAva dikhAte the / vartamAnameM ApazrIpara pUrNa zraddhAbhakti darasAte the| hamase namratApUrvaka prArthanA kI ki Apako jaisA ucita lage vaise cAturmAsa pUrA hone para svAmIjIkI vyavasthA kreN| jo kharca hogA vaha hama donoM bhAI milakara utthaayeNge| taba hamane...' AtmajJAna, samadarzitA vicare udayaprayoga' isa gAthAkI vyAkhyA kara unheM samajhAyA thA ki kevala sevAkI hI buddhi ho to kahanA aura kisI prakArakI 'Apa aisA karo to hama aisA kareMge' aisI vyavasAyI baniyAbuddhi ho to vaha pahale batA denA... ityAdi vArtAlApa huA hai / " svAmIjI isake pratyuttarameM likhate haiM, "dhairya se jaisA honA hogA vaisA ho jaayegaa| dekhate raheMge, draSTA banakara / " phira Azvina vadI 5 ko likhate haiM, "ina saba mumukSuoMkI jhaMjhaTameM nahIM par3anA hai, hariicchAse draSTA banakara dekhate raheMge / " I isa lambe patravyavahArake saMkSipta avataraNa denekA prayojana yahI hai ki svAmI zrI laghurAjajI do varSa zrI naDiyAda kSetrameM rahe usa samaya jo utpAta hue usakA anumAna zrI ratnarAjake udgAra pradarzita karate haiM, jisase una prasaMgoMkI utkaTa vikaTatAkA kucha khyAla A sake / adhikAMza patra amuka apane khAsa vyaktiyoMke sAtha bheje gaye the aisA mUla patroM parase jJAta hotA hai aura patravAhakase patrameM nahIM likhI gayIM bAteM sunanekA aneka patroMmeM nirdeza hai, arthAt kisIke bhI doSa prasiddha hoM aisA unakA antaHkaraNa cAhatA nahIM thA / kucha udgAra jo patroMmeM nikala gaye haiM ve una prasaMgoMkI prabalatA hI sUcita karate haiM / ataH ye prasaMga, patra lAnevAloMke nAma Ate haiM unase sune haiM, phira bhI mahApuruSake sAdhucaritakA avalokana karanepara unakA vistAra karaneko citta prerita nahIM hotaa| phira bhI yadi usakA kucha bhI digdarzana na ho to jo caritra likhanekA kArya hAthameM liyA hai usake prati anyAya hI hogA, ataH kaThina parIkSA samayake vyavahArakA, sahanazIlatAkA, sadgurukI ananya dRr3ha bhaktikA, eka Azrayako TikAye rakhanekA siMha svabhAva jo svAmI laghurAjajImeM thA vaha ina patroMke avataraNoMmeM bhI dRSTigocara nahIM hotA / kisIko kalaMkarUpa lage aisI bAtakA vistAra na kara saMkSepameM batAne yogya sAmAnya bAta itanI hai ki tyAgabala, dhanabala aura vAkbala, ina tInoMkA suyoga ho tabataka dharmapravRtti bhI vyavasthita dikhAyI detI hai / tadanusAra zrImad rAjacaMdrake avasAnase lekara zrI laghurAja svAmIke naDiyAda nivAsa taka bAraha-teraha varSa mumukSumaNDalakI bAhya dharmapravRtti susaMgaThita dazAmeM dikhAyI dI / phira jisa bhAIke udAra Azrayase dhanakI pravRtti hotI thI usa pravAhakI dizA badala jAnese athavA itane varSoMmeM kharca kI gayI rakamakA hisAba unhoMne agraNI mumukSuke samakSa rakhA aura usa rakamako kisI dhanasampanna bhAIne cukA diyA, usa prasaMgase mumukSuvargameM do bheda par3a gye| ye bheda munimaNDalako dharmazAsanameM hAnikAraka laganese zrI laghurAja svAmIne udgAra pragaTa kiye ki sayAnA to vo hai jo donoM vargoMko eka kara sake / ye vacana agraNI mumukSuko khucanese unhoMne zrI laghurAja svAmIko spaSTa batA diyA thA ki Apa cAhe jisa eka pakSameM raheM, nahIM to nirAdhAra bana jAyeMge - kahanekA tAtparya yaha ki Apa hamAre pakSameM raheM, anyathA hameM Apake viruddha bhI honA pdd'egaa| usI dina (saM. 1971

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[62] ke mArgazIrSa mAsake prAraMbhameM) unhoMne naDiyAdameM bhADekA baMgalA le rakhA thA vahA~se zrI laghurAja svAmI gA~vameM padhAre aura jina mumukSuoMkA sahArA mAnA jAtA thA unase bhI svataMtra rahane lge| usake bAda usa pakSane muni-nindAkA kAma hAthameM liyaa| jahA~ bhakti Adike nimittase mumukSu ikaTThe hote vahA~, munidharma kaisA honA cAhie, Ajakala muni kaisI caryAse pravRtti kara rahe haiM, aba muni bigar3a gaye haiM, paramakRpAludevake mArgakI badanAmI ho, nindA ho aisI pravRtti kara rahe haiM-ityAdi aneka prakArase aneka sthAnoMpara muniyoMke prati logoMko AdarabhAva kama ho, kucha tiraskAravRtti utpanna ho aisI carcAoMmeM apanA mahattva mAnA jAne lgaa| bodhi-samAdhike preraka muniyoMke sahAyaka bananeke badale ve hI bodhi-samAdhike nidhi samAna muniyoMke niyaMtA bananemeM apanA tana-mana-dhana lagAne lge| kRpAludevane munizrI laghurAjajIko batAyA thA ki 'baniye tumhAre guru banane AyeMge' usa cetAvanIrUpa bhaviSyavANIko dharmasudhArake kAmameM lage mumukSuoMne caritArtha kI! carotarake pradezameM jahA~ jaina yA zrImad rAjacaMdrako mAnanevAle mumukSu rahate the vaise kSetroMmeM una muniyoMke vihArakI sambhAvanA nahIM rahI thii| naDiyAdameM bhI zrI laghurAjajIke pAsa kauna AtA hai, kyA bAta hotI hai, kahA~ vihAra karanevAle haiM Adi bAteM jAnaneke liye eka bhAIko apanA banAkara jAnakArI prApta karanA aura yathAzakya hairAna kara muniyoMko thakA denA jisase ve apane kahemeM rahakara pravRtti kareM aisA prayatna vaha pakSa kara rahA thaa| lokavyavahArakI bhA~ti kisI-kisI dina ve agraNI bhI mahArAjake pAsa khabara leneke lie Ate aura acchA lagAnekA dikhAvA krte| __ saM. 1972 ke kArtika kRSNa pakSameM zrI ratnarAja, naDiyAda pahu~canekA sUcita karake davAI AdikI thailI bhI kisI mumukSuke sAtha bhijavA dete haiN| zrI ratnarAjake naDiyAda padhAraneke bAda, kANIsA gA~vake bAhara jaMgalameM kAmanAtha mahAdevakA ekAnta sthAna jo donoMne pahale dekhA huA thA vahA~ sthira hokara akele rahanekA vicAra donoMne nizcita kiyaa| vahA~ke pujArI bAbarabhAIke do patra zrI ratnarAjake pAsa vaDodarA nimaMtraNake rUpameM pahu~ca cuke the| zrI ratnarAja mukhyarUpase vyavahArakuzala haiM aisA samajhakara, ve jaisA kareM vaisA karane denA aura svayaMko anukUla ho yA na ho para kaThinAI uThAkara bhI anyakI prakRtiko nibhA lenA zrI laghurAja svAmIkA svabhAva thaa| ataH ve unake sAtha kANIsA kAmanAtha mahAdevake kSetrameM pdhaare| zrI ratnarAjakA abhiprAya pahalese hI aisA thA ki eka alaga svataMtra makAna ho to ThIka, ataH vahA~ke logoMkI sahamati aura sahayogase eka koThar3I bhI alaga zrI laghurAja svAmI Adike lie banavA dii| nAravAle raNachor3abhAI yadyapi sAdhAraNa sthitike vyakti the phira bhI kANIsAmeM mahAtmAoMko kisI prakArakI asuvidhA na ho aisA dhyAna rakhakara kharca bhI uThAte the, paraMtu zrI laghurAja svAmI vyavahArakuzala aura bahuta dayAlu the| ve jAnate the ki eka hI mumukSupara sArA bojha par3a rahA hai, tathA zrI ratnarAjakI svataMtra prakRti badala nahIM sakatI aisA laganese svayaM kisI dUra kSetrameM akele cale jAnekA manameM nizcaya kara rakhA thaa| caitra vadi 5 kI bhaktike pazcAt zrI ratnarAja pUjAbhAI, gAMdhIjI Adise milane ahamadAbAdakI ora gaye aura zrI laghurAja svAmI nAra padhAre / vahA~ zrI lakSmIcaMdajI munise mile aura zrI raNachor3abhAIko bhI sUcita kiyA ki 'aba hama kisI jaMgalameM cale jAyeMge aura kAyotsargapUrvaka dehatyAga kara deMge, para kisI para bojharUpa nahIM bananA cAhate / hamArI AjJAke binA koI hamAre pAsa na aaye|' zrI raNachor3abhAIne

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[63 ] yaha prasaMga A~khameM A~sU bharakara batAyA thaa| vahA~se naDiyAda hokara ahamadAbAda Aye, dharmazAlAmeM tthhre| zrI ratnarAja svAmI ahamadAbAdase vihAra kara pAlanapurakI ora cale gaye the| ahamadAbAdameM svayaM pUjAbhAI, gAMdhIjI Adise milakara kAThiyAvADakI ora padhAre / suNAvake bhAI kAbhaI munadAsa unake sAtha the| kaMkAvAvakI ora jAnevAle the| jUnAgar3hameM sthiratA honeke bAda nahivata patravyavahAra vizeSa paricitoMke prati huA hai| zrI raNachor3abhAIko bhI thor3e samaya taka nahIM jAnane diyaa| saM.1972kA cAturmAsa bhI vahIM jUnAgar3hameM huaa| ___vahA~ke vAtAvaraNake bAremeM likhate haiM, "...vanakSetrameM rAjezrI sthAna, nivRttipUrNa yogiyoMke dhyAna-ramaNa karanekA sthAna, sahaja hI vRttimeM AnaMda utpanna ho, cittakI zAntikA nimitta kAraNa, ekAnta nivAsakA dhAma, pAnI bhI acchA, yaha saba yahA~ anukUla hai| upAdhi bhI kama hai|" "yaha kSetra tyAgI, vairAgI, yogI, dhyAnIko sahaja anukUla nimittavAlA hai|" "he prabhu, sahaja hI halke phUla ho gaye haiM, sadguruke pratApase koI cU~ cA~ nahIM krtaa| ulTe sAmane bhAvapUrvaka Ate haiM jii|...aise nivRttivAle sthAnameM kucha vikSepa yA vikalpa hoM to Tala jAte haiN|...ekaant Ananda-jJAnake pratApase, guruzaraNase zAnti rahatI hai|" / ___ "pahale gA~vaseM mahAmArI roga dikhAyI diyA thA, para aba ThIka hai| yahA~ gA~vake bAhara 'prakAzapurI meM to koI upadrava nahIM hai, saba ThIka hai| ataH unheM (zrI kalyANajIbhAIko, bagasarA) patrase nA (vahA~ jAnekI) likha dI hai| abhI to yahIM rahanekA vicAra hai| phira hariicchA, Age jo ho so tthiik|" eka anya patrameM likhate haiM, "mAtra antarvRttiyA~ jisa prakAra sahaja, sadguruzaraNase zAMta ho vaisA puruSArtha hotA hai jii| Ananda AtA hai| vyavahArase jaise yoga-sAdhana ho, vaha sahaja-sahaja karate haiM, usake draSTA rahanese zAnti hai jii| eka AtmAke atirikta saba mithyA hai vahA~ vikalpa kyA?" saMvatsarI kSamApanA saMbaMdhI, saM.1972 meM svAmIjI zrI ratnarAjako eka patrameM likhate haiM, "ApazrIkI deha-zarIraprakRti asvastha aura mUrchA Aneke sAtha vAcAbandake samAcAra milanese atyaMta kheda huA hai jii| yaha vyAdhi pratyakSa dekhI huI thI...manameM aisA hotA hai ki kisI jIvAtmAko vaha vyAdhi-pIr3A-duHkha na ho...yaha patra par3hakara sukhazAMti-ArAma honekA pratyuttara denekI kRpA kareMge jii|" cAturmAsa pUrNa honepara saM.1973 kArtika vadimeM zrI laghurAja svAmI, rAjakoTa nivAsI bhAI ratilAla motIcaMdake sAtha jUnAgaDhase bagasarA pdhaare| unhoMne apane rUIke kArakhAnemeM unheM eka mAsa taka bhaktibhAvase rkhaa| bhAI maNibhAI kalyANajI, zrI laghurAja svAmIkA samAgama kabhI-kabhAra naDiyAda, kANIsA aura jUnAgar3hameM darzanake nimittase kara cuke the| mahAmArIke upadravake samaya bhI unakA vicAra svAmIjIko bagasarA le jAnekA thaa| ataH aba rUIke kArakhAnese svAmIjI bhAI maNibhAIke yahA~ pdhaare| phira pUre varSa vahIM rahanA huaa| bhAI maNibhAIko vyApArake kAraNa muMbaI rahanA hotA thA, paraMtu unake pitAjI, mAtAjI Adi zrI laghurAja svAmIkI sevAmeM hI rahate the| ve svayaM bhI tIna-cAra bAra darzanake lie bagasarA Aye the| usa samayakI svAmIjIkI dinacaryAke

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[64] saMbaMdhameM ve likhate haiM, "nitya zAmako prabhuzrIjI upadeza dete / prAtaH nivRtta hokara jaMgalameM jaate| do-tIna ghaNTe bAda vApasa gA~vameM Ate / cAturmAsameM samaya-samaya para carotara Adise koI-koI mumukSu darzana samAgamake lie Ate rhte|" zrI ratnarAja dvArA likhita patrase zrI laghurAja svAmIkI vahA~kI zarIrasthitike saMbaMdhameM jAnakArI milatI hai, "mahAprabhujIke zarIrameM dUnI-tigunI vedanA ho rahI jAnakara kheda huA hai...khaMbhAtase patra hai, usameM unakI darzanakI icchA hai|" saM.1973 ke mArgazIrSa vadi 6 ke patrameM zrI ratnarAjajI, svAmIjIko likhate haiM, "jihvA abhI banda hai, prabhu! vaha ApazrIke zubhAzIrvAdase mUla sthitimeM AnekI AzA hai jI...Apa mahAprabhujIkI karatalarUpa chatrachAyA isa dehadhArIko...zItala vizrAntisthAna hai jii|' paramakRpAlu prabhuzrI (laghurAja svAmI) ke praNake viSayameM ratnarAja likhate haiM 1"saMsArInuM sagapaNa choDI bhakti mArI bhAve re; teno dAsa thaIne doDu, jarI zarama nava Ave re." 2"ame sadA tamArA chaIo zrI svAmIjI; jema tame rAkho tema rahIo." satsaMga, sadguru cho tame zrI svAmIjI. phAlguna sudI 12ke patrameM zrI laghurAja svAmI likhate haiM "anya puruSakI dRSTimeM jaga vyavahAra lakhAya / - vRMdAvana jaba jaga nahIM kauna vyavahAra batAya // " "dUsare, siddhapurase ApakI vAcA khula jAneke badhAI-samAcAra mile haiM jisase parama ullAsa huA hai jii|...jaise paramakRpAlukA mArga rozana ho vaise kariye jii|...maiN alagAva nahIM smjhNgaa| bhale hI pU. popaTalAlabhAI ApazrIse mileM, maiM prasanna huuN| prabhu, jayavijayajI tathA mohanalAlajI sabhI ekatA-parAmarzase raheM isameM mujhe AnaMda hai|...mujhe aba nivRtti, jaise bhI ho mumukSu bhAI-bahanoMkI orase paricaya kama ho aisA vicAra hai jI...aba to patravyavahAra bhI jaise bane vaise kama karanA hai|" isake bAda mAtra eka varSa pUrA honepara eka patrameM kSamApanApUrvaka likhate haiM, "gaThiyAke kAraNa uThatebaiThate lar3akhar3A jAtA hU~ jI...aviSamabhAvase dekhate rheNge| anya kisI prakArakI asuvidhA nahIM hai...yahA~se koI patra likhanA nahIM bntaa| cittavRtti saMkucita honese vaisA vyavahAra ho gayA hai jii| patra bahuta...aneka sthAnoMse Ate haiM, unheM likhanA nahIM hotaa| una sabakI pravRtti kaisI calatI hai isakA bhI patA nahIM hai, tathA mumukSubhAI jo vicAra karate hoM usakI ora lakSya nahIM hai| he prabhu, zAnti hai| 'terA tere pAsa hai, vahA~ dUjekA kyA kAma?" * * * 1. bhAvArtha-saMsArIkI sagAI chor3a dUM aura jo bhagavAnake bhakta haiM unakI sevAmeM rata rahU~, usameM mujhe kiMcit bhI zarma nahIM aatii| 2. bhAvArtha-he svAmIjI! hama to sadA Apake dAsa haiN| jaise Apa rakheMge vaise rheNge| 3. bhAvArtha-he svAmIjI! Apa hI satsaMga aura sadguru hai|

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[65] 14 saM.1974 kArtika sudI 15 ke bAda zrI laghurAja svAmI zrI bagasarAse cAraNiyA gA~va pdhaare| vahA~ eka mAha rahakara rAjakoTa padhAre, zrImadkI dehotsarga bhUmi hai vahA~ bhaktibhAva kiyaa| phira zrI ratnarAjasvAmIko umaradazImeM milakara carotarakI ora pdhaare| carotarake bhAiyoMko lambe samaya taka viraha rahA, ataH nAra, kAviThA Adike mumukSu carotarameM padhAranekI vinatI cAturmAsake pUrvase hI satata AgrahapUrvaka kara rahe the, isalie nAra padhAraneke vicArase agAsa taka Aye, vahA~ to kAviThAke mumukSu agAsa sAmane Aye the ve unheM kAviThA le gye| bhAI kalyANajIbhAI Adi mumukSu kAviThA taka Aye the| pA~ca-sAta dina kAviThA rukakara ApazrI nAra pdhaare| anya gA~voMse mumukSugaNa darzana samAgamake lie nAra Ate the| rAta bItanepara jaise prabhAta hotA hai vaise hI zrI laghurAja svAmIke saMbaMdhameM bhI huaa| cAra varSa pahale carotara chor3akara dUra nikala jAneke saMyoga khar3e hue the, usake sthAnapara aba carotarameM mAno bhaktikA yuga AnevAlA ho vaise aneka naye mumukSu ekatrita hone lge| bhAI raNachor3abhAIko bhI, unake vyApArameM bhAgIdAroMkI sahamatise bhaktimeM samaya bitAnekA acchA avasara milaa| isase ve adhikAMza samaya laghurAja svAmIke sAtha hI rhte| naye mumukSumaNDalako bhaktimArgameM jor3aneke lie unhoMne agAdha prayatna prAraMbha kiyaa| satpuruSake yogabalake vistArameM nimittabhUta buddhibala, vacanabala, kAyabala, dhanabala AdikI AvazyakatA hotI hai| vaisI vaisI anukUlatA aba dhIre-dhIre svAbhAvikarUpase prApta hone lagI thii| eka bhAIke atyaMta Agrahase zrI laghurAja svAmI nArase sImaraDA padhAre / vahA~ thor3e dina rahakara kAviThA dasa-paMdraha dina ruke| vahA~ rAta-dina bhakti hotI thii| phira varSARtu AraMbha honepara vApasa nAra padhAre aura vahA~ zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdirameM cAturmAsa kiyaa| nArake bahutase mumukSu utsAhI the, tathA muMbaIse bhAI maNibhAI bhI aneka bAra Ate the aura rahate the| bhAI raNachor3abhAI, bhAI bhAIlAlabhAI vallabhabhAI, bhAI maNibhAI AdikA aisA vicAra huA ki prabhuzrI (laghurAja svAmI)kI vRddhAvasthA tathA vyAdhigrasta sthiti honese eka parNakuTI jaise sthAyI makAnakI AvazyakatA hai| isake lie sAdhu-samAdhi khAtA kholakara usameM jise rakama denI ho vaha deve aisA nirNaya kiyA gyaa| usI cAturmAsameM nArameM pA~ca hajAra rupayekI rakama ikaTThI ho gayI tathA kisI anukUla sthAnapara makAna banavAnekA bhI bhAI raNachor3abhAIke sAtha nizcita ho gyaa| dharmakA udyota ho aisI anukUlatA bar3haneke sAtha hI prabhuzrIjIkA zarIra vyAdhiyoMse ghirane lgaa| phira bhI ve usakI ciMtA kiye binA yathAzakti mumukSuoMmeM dharmapremakI vRddhi kaise ho usake lie vizeSa zrama karate the| nArameM cAra bAra cUhene kATA, jisakA viSa raktameM phaila gayA aura ve viSAkta kITANu anta taka-saM.1992meM ahamadAbAdake mumukSubhAI DaoN. ratilAla aura vaDodarAke mumukSu DaoN. prANalAlane raktakI aneka bAra jA~ca kI taba bhI-raktameM pAye gye| aneka upacAra karanepara bhI jvarane zarIrameM ghara hI kara liyaa| ___ cAturmAsa pUrNa honepara pUrNimAkI bhakti nArameM karake vahA~se prabhuzrIjI saM.1975meM tArApura pdhaare| vahA~ rUIke kArakhAnemeM eka khaNDahara jaisI koTharI mila gayI vahA~ tthhre| nAravAle bhAI zanAbhAI sevAmeM rahate / vahA~kA pAnI acchA nahIM honese nArake mumukSubhAI sadaiva pAnI lekara samAgama

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[ 66 ] sevAke lie tArApura Ate / vahA~ roja 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' vacanAmRtakA vAcana hotA / bhAI maNibhAI bhI sahakuTuMba mAsa-Der3ha mAsa samAgamake lie tArApurameM rahe / ANaMda sTezanapara tAra - mAsTara bhAI maganabhAI lallubhAI the ve bhI pratidina gAr3ImeM Ate / phAlguna sudI pUrNimAko AsapAsake gA~voMse tathA vaTAmaNakI orase tInasau bhAI ekatrita hue the aura bahuta ullAsase bhakti huI thI / jalavAyuke kAraNase anya kSetrameM jAnekA vicAra thA, isI bIca bhAI motIbhAI bhagata tathA bAMdhaNIvAle bhAI bhagavAnajIbhAIkI AgrahabharI vinatI sImaraDA gA~vameM padhAranekI honese zrI laghurAja svAmI sImaraDA padhAre aura vahA~ anADI upacAra ho jAnese unakI zarIrasthiti bhayaMkara ho gayI thI aisA zrI raNachor3abhAIke zrI ratnarAjako likhe gaye patrase vidita hotA hai - " cUhe ke kATanekA upacAra aMkola vRkSakI jar3ako batAyA gayA / usakA tArApurameM chaha dina prayoga kiyA...yahA~ sImaraDA Akara bhI yaha auSadhi zurU kI... cavannIbhara nitya lete ... yahA~ pratidina eka tolA zurU kiyaa| pA~ca dina to pratidina dasta ulTI huI, vaha sahana ho sake aisA dikhAyI diyaa| chaTThe dina, purAne vRkSakI jar3a honese atyadhika viSailI thI, jisase dasta ulTI huI kintu peTameM ekadama ThaNDaka honese vAyu tIvra ho gayI aura sArI garmI raktameM A jAnese Aga-Aga ho gayI tathA tIvra vedanAke kAraNa jvara jo kama thA vaha teja ho gayA / deha chUTa jAyegI aisI vedanA hone lagI / hama saba ghabarA gaye / choTA gA~va, koI davA, vaidya yA koI salAhakAra catura vyakti bhI nahIM / isase bahuta ciMtA huI, paraMtu hariicchAse... paramAtmA paramakRpAlu prabhuzrIne hI kahA ki mujhe ghI khilAo / hamane Darate-Darate ghI khilAyA, kyoMki jvara thA / auSadhikI garmI kucha zAnta huI hai, aisA lagA to phira thor3A ghI pilAyA, paraMtu vaha dina to bhayaMkara sthitimeM biitaa| dUsare dina galemeM, pIThameM tathA mUtrameM bahuta hI tIvra garmI honese atyaMta vedanA huI, para sahaja ArAma dikhAyI diyA... jar3a pilAnA baMda kiyA / merA AnA aura paramAtmA paramakRpAlu prabhuzrIkA bhI usa ora padhAranA sthagita ho gayA hai...' "" isake pratyuttarameM zrI ratnarAja bhAI raNachor3abhAI Adiko saMtasevA saMbaMdhI sUcanA nimna patrameM likhate haiM-"ve to niHspRha puruSa haiM isaliye unheM dehakA bhAna nahIM hai / ve to mAtra udayAdhIna ceSTAoMkI krIDA dekhanemeM hI ramaNa karate haiM, paraMtu aise avasarapara samIpavartI ziSyoMkA dharma hai ki unake zarIradharmako sa~bhAleM / isIlie to zrI sat sanAtana mArgameM guru-ziSyakA niyoga avasthita hai, vaha yogya hI hai...| Apa jo sAkSAt pratyakSa saMjIvana mUrtikI sevAbuddhise sevA kara rahe haiM vaha anumodanIya, prazaMsanIya aura anukaraNIya hai jI... 'je sadguru-svarUpanA rAgI, te kahiye kharA vairAgI; je sadguru-svarUpanA bhogI, te kahiye sAcA yogI; je sadguru-caraNa- anurAgI, te kahiye mahad baDabhAgI; je sadguru caraNathI aLagA, te thaDa choDI DALe vaLagyA. ' 1 artha - jo sadgurusvarUpake rAgI haiM ve hI sacce vairAgI kahe jAte haiN| jo sadgurusvarUpake bhogI - AtmAnaMdake bhoktA hai ve hI sacce yogI haiN| jinheM sadguruke caraNase- AjJAse anurAga hai ve hI mahad bhAgyazAlI gine jAte haiM aura jo sadguruke caraNase dUra haiM-vimukha haiM, ve mUlako chor3akara zAkhAko pakar3ane jaisA karate haiM, arthAt unakA sarva prayatna vyartha hai / mUlaM nAsti kuto zAkhA ?

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[67] kAviThAmeM pUre gA~vakA Agraha honese ve sImaraDAse kAviThA pdhaare| paramakRpAlu zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhuke dehotsargakI tithike nimitta saM.1975 caitra vadI 5 kA mahotsava kAviThAmeM huA thA usakA varNana zrI raNachor3abhAIne nArase zrI ratnarAjako caitra vadI 7 ko likhA hai, "caitra vadI 5ko bar3A maNDapa bA~dhA gayA, jisake aMdara maMdirake samAna caumukhI mA~DavI banAyI, usameM paramakRpAludevazrIjIkI sthApanA kara bhakti kI gyii| nAra, borasada, suNAva, bhAdaraNa Adi sthAnoMse mumukSu bhAI-bahana do sau lagabhaga padhAre the| aura, muMbaIse zrI dAmajIbhAI tathA pU.maNilAlabhAI tathA ahamadAbAdase pavitra pU.bhAIzrI pUjAbhAI evaM pU.kalyANajIbhAI Adi padhAre the| isI prakAra AsapAsake gA~voMke tathA kAviThA gA~vake bhAI-bahana milakara lagabhaga do hajAra loga ikaTThe hue the aura bahuta hI utkRSTa bhakti huI thI, jisakA citraNa he prabhu! maiM kyA kara sakatA hU~?" isakA pratyuttara zrI ratnarAjane khUba hI preraka aura mArmika diyA hai 1"bhaktibhAva bhAdrava nadI, sabahi rahI sIrAya / saritA soI jAniye, jeTha nIra ThaharAya // " prabhuzrIkA svAsthya dina-pratidina bigar3a rahA thaa| ataH grISmaRtumeM garmI na lage aura nivRtti mile isa hetuse khetameM ekAnta makAnameM rahanekI vyavasthA kI gyii| AsapAsameM jvAra AdikI phasalake kAraNa ThaNDaka rahatI, jisase garmImeM narmadAke kinAre jAnekI AvazyakatA nahIM thii| pAnI anukUla A rahA hai aisA zrI raNachor3abhAIne zrI ratnarAjako pahale patrameM likhA thaa| dUsare patrameM likhate haiM, "do vyakti uThAkara khar3A kareM taba khar3e ho sakate haiN| phira jaTharAgni bilakula maMda ho jAnese bhojana pacatA nahIM hai| jvara AtA rahatA hai| zarIraprakRti dinoMdina zithila hotI jA rahI hai|" __ bhAdrapada sudI 6 ke patrameM likhate haiM, "yahA~ paryuSaNa parvapara cArasau mumukSubhAI-bahana muMbaI, surata, bagasarA, sanAvada, miyAMgAma, DabhoI, maMDAlA, nAra, kAviThA, saMdezara, sImaraDA Adi gA~voMse aaye| sabane milakara ATha dinataka paramakRpAlu svAmIzrIjIkI chatrachAyAmeM bhakti aura AnaMda-ullAsapUrNa bhAvase evaM paramapremase parva manAyA hai|...is bAra paramAtmA paramopakArI svAmIzrIjIkI prakRti bahuta hI asvastha thI ataH bilakula bole binA padhArate the| paraMtu he prabhu! unakI chAyA hI mokSa hai to phira upadeza-vacanAmRta na ho to bhI kitanA ullAsa AyA hogA..." paryuSaNake saMbaMdhameM anya patrameM likhA hai, "ATha dina to zrI zvetAmbara paryuSaNa parva zrI sImaraDA gA~vameM atyaMta bhaktibhAvase, suMdara rItise, kabhI nahIM manAyA gayA vaisA, zrI paramakRpAlu sadguru paramAtmA prabhuzrIjIke parama ullAsase kisI apUrva prakArase, jo vANImeM nahIM A sake vaise, manAyA gayA hai jii| paramAtmA prabhuzrIjIne lambe samayase jo gupta rItise-jar3abharatakI bhA~ti saMgrahIta mAdhavake parama parama parama ullAsako pragaTa kiyA, usase aneka jIvoMko satpuruSake mArgakI sanmukhadRSTimeM dRr3hatva Anese parama AnaMda prApta huA hai jii|...anek jIvoMko bhaktike samaya mUrchA A gayI thI aura aneka jIvoMko usakI khumArI abhI taka hai|" 1. bhaktibhAva bhAdoM mahInekI nadIke samAna hai jo saba jagaha baha rahI hai| paraMtu saccI saritA use hI kaheMge jo jeTha mahInemeM bhI pAnIkA saMgraha rakheM arthAt grISma RtumeM bhI pAnI sUkha na jAye / arthAt satpuruSakI vidyamAnatAmeM to bhaktibhAva hotA hI hai, unake viyoga bhaktibhAva TikanA hI saccA bhaktibhAva hai|

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[68] Azvina vadI 1 Atmasiddhi-dina aura prabhuzrIjIke janmadinapara bhI usa varSa paryuSaNa parvakI hI bhA~ti ullAsapUrvaka bAhara gA~vase Aye lagabhaga cArasau mumukSuoMne bhAga liyA, bhakti mahotsava caturdazIse dUja taka cAra dina claa| 15 paramakRpAlu zrImad rAjacaMdra-jayaMtIkA mahotsava saM.1976 kArtika sudI pUrNimAse ATha dina taka saMdesara gA~vameM manAnekA nizcita huaa| usa avasarapara zrI laghurAja svAmI bhI cAturmAsa pUrA kara sImaraDAse saMdesara padhAre the| jisa parama ullAsabhAvase unakI upasthitimeM bhakti huI thI usakA varNana bhAIzrI raNachor3abhAIke nAmase zrI ratnarAjako patrameM likhA hai, vaha nimna prakAra hai "...vizAla maNDapa banAyA gayA thA, jisameM lagabhaga cAra hajAra loga baiTha sakeM aisI vyavasthA thii| bIcameM cauka banAkara cAroM ora pradakSiNAke lie khulA bhAga rakhA gayA thaa| usake cAroM ora AnevAle manuSyoMke baiThanekA sthAna thaa| paTela jIjIbhAIke khetake bIca jo maMDapakI racanA kI gayI thI use dekhakara aneka jIva Azcaryacakita hote the| kA~gresake aura vaise hI prakArake maNDapa anya sthAnoMpara bane hoMge unheM jinhoMne dekhA thA, ve bhI isa maNDapako dekhakara cakita hote the aura kahate the ki lAkha rupaye kharca karanepara bhI aisA maNDapa bananA saMbhava nhiiN| aisA sarasa maNDapa satpuruSakI bhakti-AtmakalyANake lie, apane AtmAke aMtarakI laganase bhAvapUrvaka kAma karanepara taiyAra huA hai jo hajAroM logoMse nitya kAma karavAnepara bhI nahIM bana sakatA jaisA ki citrakArakA raMgabhavana / lagabhaga pacAsa mumukSu bhAiyoMne pahalese Akara rAtadina akhaNDa parizrama kara aura pU. choTAbhAI Adine bhaktibhAvase parizrama kara taiyAra kiyA thA...racanA aisI huI thI ki pUrva kAlameM devatA bhagavAnake samavasaraNakI racanA karate the aisA zAstrase jAnA thA kintu vaisI racanA pratyakSa dekhanekA avasara sahaja hI paramakRpAlu svAmIzrIjIke yogabalase naisargikarUpameM prApta huA thaa| AtmA, AtmA aura AtmA hI jhalaka rahA thaa| jJAnIpuruSakI dRSTise dekhA gayA hai jii| adhika kyA kaheM, prabhu? utsavake samUhabhojameM lagabhaga eka hajAra loga hoNge| (sabhI bAhara gA~vake hI the)| mumukSumaNDalake lagabhaga pA~ca-pA~casau vyakti ATha dina taka niraMtara bhaktimeM rahe the| usameM mukhyataH muMbaI, DabhoI, sUrata, maMDAlA, mAMgarola, vaDAlI, khaMbhAta, borasada, naDiyAda, sojitrA, vaso, bhAdaraNa, oDa, suNAva, bAMdhaNI, vaTAmaNa, kAviThA, godhAvI, ahamadAbAda, naroDA, sImaraDA, nAra Adi tathA AsapAsake aneka gA~voMke bhAI-bahanoMne bhaktikA lAbha liyA hai| bhaktike samaya karIba pA~ca hajAra loga ikaTThe hote the aura AsapAsake gA~voMkI bhaktamaNDaliyA~ tathA saMdezarameMse mahArAjazrI prItamadAsakI maNDalI rAtameM AtI thii| pratidina paMcakalyANaka, navapadakI tathA causaTha prakArI pUjAmeMse tathA zrI AtmasiddhikI pUjA par3hAI jAtI thii| aura, bhaktibhAvake pada bhI bole jAte the jisase parama Ananda hotA thaa| rAtameM mahilAe~ pUre ullAsase sirapara dIpakavAlI maTakiyA~ lekara maNDapameM garabe gaatiiN| maNDapameM gesakI kiTsanalAiTa thI jisase pUre prakAzameM bahuta hI-parama ullAsase bhakti mahotsava manAyA gayA thaa|...

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[69] dUsare, tIrthakSetra saMdesarake pUjya bhAIzrI jIjIbhAI kuberadAsane, parama ullAsa Anese bAraha bIghAkA eka kheta mAtra svAmIzrIjIke upayogake lie Azrama banavAne hetu anAyAsa hI, kisIkI preraNAke binA naisargika bhAvase zrI svAmIjI zrI laghurAja Azrama ke nAmase arpaNa kiyaa| usI samaya unake nikaTa saMbaMdhI zrImaMta gRhastha bhAiyoMne hajAra-hajArakI rakama likhAyI tathA muMbaI, nAra, kAviThA, maMDAlA Adi sthAnoMke bhAiyoMne milakara lagabhaga satraha hajAra rupayekA caMdA usI samaya Adhe ghaNTemeM svAbhAvikarUpase likhA diyA thaa| tatsaMbaMdhI kArya abhI cAlU hai| yaha jo uparokta vRttAMta Apako likhA isa saMbaMdhameM paramopakArI svAmIzrIjIkI koI dRSTi nahIM hai, kintu muMbaI tathA saMdesaravAloMkI dRSTimeM vicAra honese unakI icchApUrvaka bhaktibhAvase kAma huA hai vaha ApazrIko vidita kiyA hai jI..." saMdesarameM huI isa bhaktikA prabhAva mumukSuoMpara kaisA huA usakA varNana zabdoM dvArA honA saMbhava nahIM hai, kintu bagasarAke eka mumukSubhAI kalyANajI kuMvarajI usa bhaktimeM upasthita the, unheM isase kaisA lAbha huA usakA varNana-amApa upakArakI smRti aura dIkSAke lie vinatIke rUpameM vistArapUrvaka likhA thA usameMse kucha hI bhAga yahA~ diyA hai| eka mumukSuke itihAsameMse una satpuruSa zrI laghurAja svAmIke prati aneka mumukSuoMke hRdayameM tanmaya zaraNabhAva usa samaya kaisA hogA vaha spaSTa pradarzita hotA hai "yaha huMDAvasarpiNI kAla duSama kahA gayA hai jo pUrNa duHkhase bharapUra kahA jAtA hai| aise kAlameM cauthe kAlake samAna satpuruSakA yoga Adi anukUlatA mahAna puNyAnubaMdhI puNyase prApta hotI hai| aise kAlameM isa manuSya dehameM paramakRpAludevake mArgakI prApti aura Apa kRpAlu, paramakRpAlu, dayAlu prabhuzrIjIkA satsamAgama, isapara vicAra karanese apUrva zAnti prApta hotI hai| Apa prabhu to kRpAke sAgara haiN| ApazrIkI kRpAse jisa prakAra AtmasvabhAva samajhameM AyA hai, samajhameM A rahA hai aura samajhameM AyegA, usa AtmasvabhAvakA varNana karanekI he prabhu, isa bAlakameM abhI zakti nahIM hai| he prabhu, usake citrakAra to Apa svayaM hI haiN|...smst duHkhoMse mukta karane aura AtmA arpaNa karanemeM he prabhu, Apa svayaM hI samartha haiN| mujhe ApazrIke sAthake saMyogameM jo jo anubhava prApta huA hai usa anubhavake anusAra ApazrImeM jo Atmazakti prakAzita huI dikhAyI dI hai, vaisI anya kisI sthAnapara mere dekhanemeM yA jAnanemeM nahIM aayii| aura isIlie maiM apaneko mahA bhAgyazAlI mAnatA hU~...ananta sukhakA dhAma bane aisI zakti he prabhuzrI! ApameM hI dikhAyI detI hai, ataH isa dIna bAlakakI vaisA honekI Apa kRpAluzrIke pAsa zuddha antaHkaraNase aura zuddha bhAvase yAcanA hai| jisa prakArakI yAcanA hai usI prakArakA dAna denemeM ApazrI samartha haiM / ataH vaha...isa bAlakako pradAna karaneke lie he prabhu! prasanna hoM, prasanna hoM, yahI yAcanA...mere sadgurudeva zrI zubha muni mahArAjake svamukhase, ApazrIse atyaMta lAbhakA kAraNa hogA aisA jAnA thA... yaha bAlaka apanI samajhake anusAra aisA mAnatA thA ki maiM sanmukha pravRtti kara rahA hU~, paraMtu vaha saba samajhakA phera thA, aura merI vimukha pravRttiko sanmukha banAneke lie ApazrIne agAdha parizrama uThAyA hai jii| kabhI naramAIse, kabhI dhIrajase, kabhI saralatAse, kabhI zAMtise, kabhI jorase-yoM jisa jisa samaya ApazrIko jaisA jaisA yogya lagA, usa-usa avasara para usa prakArakA

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[70] vIryabala sphurita kara isa bAlakako ThikAne lAnekI anukaMpA karake...isa bAlakakA zreya karane meM Apane kucha kasara nahIM rakhI..." ___ unake jitane athavA usase adhika yA kama samAgamameM Aye mumukSuoMke antaraMgakI unnati kucha isI prakArase usa puruSake prabhAvase hotI rahatI, isakI sAkSI samAgamameM Aye mumukSuoMke antaHkaraNa de rahe haiN| mAtra yaha eka dRSTAMtake rUpameM unhoMne sahaja nimittavazAt jo bhAvanA satpuruSake samakSa pragaTa kI hai vaha vAcakako satpuruSake prabhAvakA kacha aMza samajhAneke lie likhI hai| vaise "gupta camatkAra sRSTike lakSyameM nahIM hai", "satpuruSoMkA yogabala jagatakA kalyANa kare" aise vAkya zrImad rAjacaMdrane likhe haiM ve zrImad laghurAja svAmIke samAgamameM AnevAle adhikAMza mumukSuoMko sahaja hRdayaMgata hote the| prabala puNyake svAbhAvika udayase aneka jIvoMko aneka prakArase unakA mAhAtmya bhAsyamAna honeke nimitta bana Ate the| *16 zrImad laghurAja svAmIkA paramArtha puNyodaya aba kucha adhika prakAzita hone lgaa| paramakRpAludevane unase kahA thA ki "muni! duSamakAla hai, ataH jar3abharata jaise hokara vicaraNa krnaa| Rddhi-siddhi pragaTa hogI use lAMgha jaanaa| isa kAlake jIva pake cIbhaDe (eka phala) jaise haiM, kaThoratA sahana kara sakeM vaise nahIM haiN| ataH laghutA dhAraNa kara kalyANamUrti baneMge to aneka jIvoMkA kalyANa Apake dvArA hogaa|" isa zikSAko aMtaraMgameM eka lakSyapUrvaka rakhate hue, aMtaraMgameM pragaTa jJAnadazA honepara bhI vaha dazA kisIko jJAta na ho isa prakAra jar3abharata banakara Aja taka ve vicarate the| paraMtu aba nAra, tArApura, sImaraDA, kAviThA Adi aneka sthAnoMpara apUrva bhaktirasakA pravAha phailAte, vihAra karatekarate jJAna-vairAgyAdi adbhuta AtmadazAse anekAneka bhavyajanoMko saddharmakA raMga car3hAte hue ve, jo prItamadAsakA kakkAkA pada hRdayameM dhAraNa karaneke lie unheM zrImadjIne lagabhaga paccIsa varSa pahale kahA thA, unhIM prItamadAsakI nivAsabhUmi saMdezarake nikaTa agAsa sTezanake pAsa mAno kisI daivI saMketase zrImadjIke eka parama jJAnabhaktake rUpameM svayaM alpakAlameM hI pUre vegase prasiddha hue| "mahAtmAkI deha do kAraNoMse vidyamAna rahatI hai-prArabdhakarma bhoganeke lie aura jIvoMke kalyANake lie; tathApi ve ina donoMmeM udAsInatAse udayAnusAra pravRtti karate haiN|" tadanusAra aba mumukSuoMkI paramArthapipAsA pragaTa huI dekhakara unheM ve adbhuta jJAna aura bhaktirasakA pAna karAne lage, aura sadaiva svaparahitameM tatpara rahate hue paramakRpAludeva-pratibodhita zrI sanAtana jaina vItarAgamArgakI prabhAvanAmeM prakaTarUpase pravRtti karane lge| apUrva AtmAnandakA AsvAdana karate, AtmajJAnadazAse avadhUtake samAna vicaraNa karate, vairAgya aura bhaktikI sAkSAt mUrtike samAna bhavyajanoMke uddhArake __* paMdraha khaNDa takakA lekha pU. zrI brahmacArIjI dvArA likhita paramopakArI pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIke jIvanacaritrakA yatkiMcit saMkSipta Alekhana hai / unakA adhUrA rahA yaha kArya isa solahaveM khaNDase zrI rAvajIbhAI desAIne AdarapUrvaka AraMbha kara pUrNa kiyA hai|

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[71] lie niraMtara niSkAma karuNA barasAte ina paropakArazIla saMtaziromaNi mahAtmAke darzana, samAgama, bodhake icchuka anekAneka bhavyajana unake sAmIpyako prApta kara Atmazreya sAdhanekI utkaNThAvAle dikhAyI dene lge| isa saMsArake duHkhadAvAnalameM niraMtara jalate jIvoMko eka zAMta rasamaya Atma-upadezarUpa amRtavRSTise zAMta zItala kara de aise ina mahAtmAkI adbhuta jJAnadazA aura pratibhAzAlI vyaktiprabhAvase AkarSita hokara unake sAnnidhyameM Atmazreya sAdhanemeM tatpara aneka mumukSuoMkI yaha icchA thI ki aba ye mahAtmA kisI eka sthAnapara sthira raheM aura unake liye Azrama jaisA koI satsaMgadhAma bane to hajAroM dharmecchuka jIvoMko icchita zreyakI prApti hogii| ___ sabhIkI aisI utkaTa icchAmeMse agAsa sTezanake pAsa isa AzramakA udbhava huaa| pariSahaupasargake kAlameM zrImadkA bodha samazreNIse hRdayaMgama karaneke lie mukhyataH jaMgaloMmeM vihAra karaneke kAraNa unheM vanavAsI munikA biruda milA huA thaa| aba ve Azramake adhiSThAtAke rUpameM sAmane Aye aura carotarameM jaMgala jaisA asaMga AdhyAtmika vAtAvaraNa nirmANa kara usameM prANa puure| dUdha para AnevAlI malAIke samAna carotarakA yaha prANavAna Azrama unake uttara jIvanameM madhura miSTa Amraphala jaisA bnaa| zrI laghurAja svAmIkI chatrachAyAmeM isa AzramakI utpatti huI jisase bhaktajanoMne prAraMbhameM AzramakA nAma zrI laghurAja Azrama rkhaa| kintu apanA nAma, sthApanA yA citrapaTa bhI nahIM rakhanekI icchAvAle kevala niHspRha aura paramagurubhakta maharSi zrI laghurAja svAmIne sUcita kiyA ki "apanA sahaja paramAtmasvarUpa bhajate hue zrImad rAjacaMdra dvArA paramArthase jisa kisI mumukSukA yA janasamudAyakA kalyANa huA hai usakA RNa kisI prakAra nahIM cukAyA jA sktaa| usa kalyANakA svarUpa sahajameM lakSyameM bhI nahIM A sktaa| gurugamase usa kSetrameM praveza karanese samaya Anepara samajhameM AtA hai, aise kalyANakA yatkicit smaraNa pratyupakAra dikhAneke lie zrImadjIke isa sthUla kIrtistambhakA nAma 'zrI sanAtana jaina dharma zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama' rakhA jaay|" isaliye unakI icchAnusAra isa AzramakA nAma rakhA gyaa| yaha Azrama dhIre-dhIre bar3hate hue eka choTe gokula gA~va jaisA bana gyaa| choTe-bar3e, raMka-rAjA, acche-bure, strI-puruSa, vRddha-yuvAna ityAdi paryAyadRSTise na dekhakara zrI laghurAja svAmI eka AtmadRSTise sabameM AtmA, prabhu dekhate, evaM sabhIko 'prabhu' kahakara hI bulaate| aura unameM Atma-aizvaryarUpa prabhutA adbhutarUpase prakAzamAna ho rahI thI isaliye saba koI unheM 'prabhuzrI' kahakara sambodhana karane lge| 17 saM.1976kA cAturmAsa prabhuzrIne sanAvada zrI somacaMda kalyANajIke yahA~ kiyaa| usake bAda saM.1977, 1978 aura 1979ke tInoM cAturmAsa AzramameM kiye| saM.1980 meM yAtrAke lie sametazikhara gye| vahA~se vApasa lauTakara vaha cAturmAsa pUnAmeM seTha zrI mANekajI vardhamAnake yahA~ kiyaa|

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[72] prabhuzrIke paramapremI, tana-mana-dhanase sarvaprakArase sevA karanevAle aura AzramakI sthApanAmeM mukhya kAryakartA tathA Azramake utkarSa evaM vyavasthAmeM apanI sarva zaktikA bhoga denevAle, paramakRpAludevake upAsaka tathA aneka mumukSuoMko prabhuzrIkA mAhAtmya batAkara unheM prabhuzrIke prati mor3anevAle nArake zrI raNachor3abhAIkA puruSArtha prabala thaa| saMtakRpAse unakA kSayopazama, samajhAnekI zakti tathA prabhAva aise adbhuta the ki saba koI unake vacanoMse AkarSita hokara mugdha ho prabhuzrIke caraNoMmeM Dhala par3ate the| paraMtu isakA pariNAma yaha AyA ki paramArthamArgake anajAna bholebhAle jIva apane-apane kulasampradAyako chor3akara yaha mArga saccA laganese usakI ora AkRSTa to hue kintu jJAnIkI pahacAna nahIM honese apane sampradAyake rahe sahe kucha saMskAravaza athavA dekhAdekhI saba zrI raNachor3abhAIko bhI prabhuzrI jaise hI upakArI jJAnI mAnakara unakI bhI jJAnIke samAna hI vinaya karane lge| mahApuruSoMkI udAttatAkI jhA~kI karAnevAlI kucha ghaTanAe~ unake jIvanameM ghaTita hotI haiM taba sAdhAraNa janasamudAyako unake niHspRha vyaktitvakI kucha pahacAna hotI hai| saM.1980 ke paryuSaNa parvameM pUnAmeM kucha bhAiyoMne zrI mohanabhAIko (prabhuzrIke putrako) bulAkara prabhuzrIjIkI anupasthitimeM unakI gaddIpara baiThaneko kahA, para unhoMne manA kara diyaa| taba una logoMne unheM balapUrvaka khIMcakara biThA diyA aura maMgalAcaraNa karake bhakti kii| prabhuzrIjIko jaba isa bAtakA patA calA taba dUsare dina unakA puNyaprakopa yoM jAga uThA ___ "ise kyA kahA jAya? kyA svAmInArAyaNakI bhA~ti saMsArIko gaddIpara biThAkara saMnyAsI use namaskAra kare aisA mArga calAnA hai? kyA mArga aisA hogA? ananta saMsArameM bhaTakanekA kAraNa aisA kAma kaise sUjhA? tumameMse bhI koI nahIM bolA? isa gaddIpara pA~va kaise rakhA jAye? hama bhI namaskAra kara usakI AjJAse baiThate haiM, vahA~ yoM svacchaMdapUrvaka aisA karanA kyA ucita hai?...use balapUrvaka dabAkara biThAyA isameM usakA kyA doSa? para kisIko nahIM sUjhA ki aisA kaise ho sakatA hai?" dUsare dina stavanameM jaba 1"dhanya te nagarI, dhanya velA ghaDI, mAtapitA kulavaMza jinesr|" yoM gAyA gayA taba phirase usa ghaTanAko lekara kahA "isameM kyA marma samAyA hai? ina paMktiyoMko laukika bAtameM samajhanA hai yA alaukika rItise? kulavaMza aura saMbaMdha ye saba kyA isa zarIrake? aisA to saba saMsAra kara hI rahA hai| yaha to samakitake sAtha saMbaMdhakI bAta hai, aura samyaktvase pragaTa hue guNa so vaMza hai| dekho, pIr3hI DhU~Dha nikAlI! prabhu, yaha to inakA yogabala hai so isa sthAnakA deva jAgegA taba hogA... ___ hama to ajJAtarUpase (gupta) jar3abharatakI bhA~ti vicarate the| vahA~ isane (raNachor3abhAIne) bhaNDA phor3A (prasiddhimeM laaye)| aise kAlameM isakI sevA-bhaktike kAraNa santake manako zAMti milI usakI duAse yaha jo kucha hai so hai| paraMtu isa kAlameM pacAnA kaThina hai... jJAna to apUrva vastu hai| (paramakRpAludevake citrapaTakI ora aMgulinirdeza kara) hama to inakI zaraNameM baiThe haiM... 1. usa nagarIko, usa samayako, una mAtA-pitAko, usa kula aura vaMzako dhanya hai jahA~ bhagavAnane janma liyaa|

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[73] niSpakSapAtase ekamAtra Atmahitake lie hama eka bAta batAnA cAhate haiN| isameM na koI hamArA svArtha hai, na kisIko ulTe mArgapara car3hAnA hai aura na hI pUjA-satkAra svIkAranekI bAta hai| sakala saMghakI sAkSIse hama yaha bAta kaha rahe haiN| jo bharI sabhAmeM saMghake samakSa asatya yA Thaganeke lie bolatA hai usako zAstrameM mahApApa kahA gayA hai| aise jIva gUMge paidA hote haiM, vANI baMda ho jAtI hai, mUr3ha bhI hote haiN| hama jo kahate haiM usapara jise vizvAsa ho ve hI khar3e ho jAyeM, anya bhale apane sthAnapara baiThe rheN| kintu jaisA hama kahate haiM, vaisA karanA ho ve khar3e hokara kRpAludevake citrapaTake Age hAtha rakhakara kaheM ki saMtake kahanese mujhe kRpAludevakI AjJA mAnya hai| ___ hamAre manameM to aisA huA ki jo vacana hameM AtmahitakA kAraNa huA vaha vacana dUsare bhI suneM, zraddhA kareM to kalyANa ho / ataH unakI AjJA 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' jo hamAre pAsa Aye una sabako kRpAlukI dRSTise kaha sunaayii| paraMtu nAsamajhIse koI popaTalAlako, koI ratnarAjako, koI raNachor3abhAIko aura koI hamako dehadRSTise pakar3a baiThe / yaha viSa pI rahe ho, viSa! mara jaaoge| yaha mArga nahIM hai| jJAnI to jo hai so hai| usakI dRSTise khar3e rahoge to tiranekA kucha upAya hai| hameM mAnanA ho to mAno, na mAnanA ho to na mAno, paraMtu jaisA hai vaisA kahe dete haiN| hamane to socA thA ki abhI jo calatA hai vaisA bhale calatA rahe, samaya Anepara saba badala deNge| kyA hameM puSpahAra, pUjA-satkAra ye saba acche lagate hoMge? kiMtu kar3ave ghuTa jAnabUjhakara utAra jAte / aba to chipAye binA spaSTa kahe dete haiM ki pUjAbhakti karane yogya ye kRpAludeva haiN| hA~, bhale hI upakArIkA upakAra na bhuuleN| kisI paricita mitrakI bhA~ti usakI chabi ho to Apatti nahIM, paraMtu pUjA to isa (kRpAludevake) citrapaTakI hI honI caahie| acchA huA, anyathA kRpAludevake sAtha isa dehakI mUrti bhI, maMdira banatA taba sthApita kara dete| aisA nahIM karanA hai| bArahaveM guNasthAna taka sAdhaka, sAdhaka aura sAdhaka hI rahanA kahA hai| idhara-udhara dekhA to mara gaye smjhnaa| aba eka-eka yahA~ Akara kRpAludevake citrapaTake pATa para hAtha rakhakara kaheM ki 'saMtake kahanese kRpAludevakI AjJA mujhe mAnya hai|' jisakI icchA ho vaha Akara aisA kaha jaay| phira sabhI kramazaH uThakara citrapaTake samakSa prabhuzrIke kathanAnusAra kahakara prabhuzrIko namaskAra kara vApasa baiTha gye| kucha naye loga bhI vahA~ the| unheM dekhakara prabhuzrI prasannamukha bole___"ye bhadrika naye loga bhI sAtha-sAtha lAbha le gye| kauna jAnatA thA? kahA~se A car3he ! Tike raheM to kAma bana jaay| hamane jo kahA hai vaha mArga yadi khoTA ho to usake hama jAminadAra haiN| paraMtu jo svacchaMdase pravRtti kareMge aura 'yoM nahIM, yoM' kahakara dRSTiphera kareMge usake hama jimmedAra nahIM hai| jimmedArI lenA sarala nahIM hai, kintu isa mArgameM bhUla nahIM hai| jo koI kRpAludevako mAneMge unheM kucha nahIM to devagati to milegI hii|" yoM paryuSaNa parvameM AThoM dina taka prabhuzrIne satata ekadhArA pravAhase prabala bodha dvArA mumukSuoMkI zraddhA, pakar3a eka paramakRpAludeva para dRr3ha karavAnekA agAdha parizrama kiyA aura usake bAda bhI eka yahI zraddhA dRr3ha karavAneke lie niraMtara satata bodha dete hue jIvanaparyaMta athaka parizrama kiyaa| jo

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[74] jIva isa bodhako apane AtmAmeM sthira kareMge ve nikaTabhavI unakI AjJAke ArAdhaka banakara bhavakA aMta kareMge isameM saMdeha nahIM hai| paraMtu apanI matise isase anyathA kareMge to anAdise paramArtha mArgake virAdhaka to haiM hii| kisI mahA bhAgyodayase satya bAta kahanevAle jJAnIpuruSakA yoga milA vahA~ bhI unake bodharahasyako gauNa kara, apanI buddhiko pradhAna karake caleMge to jJAnIkI AjJAke virAdhaka banakara ananta saMsAra bar3hA deMge, ve to jJAnIkI dRSTimeM dayApAtra hI mAnane yogya haiN| dakSiNameM zrI bAhubalijI Adi sthAnoMkI yAtrA kara vahA~se zrI hIrAlAla jhaverIkI bhAvanAse unake sAtha, unake yahA~ pethApurameM do mAsa rahakara vahA~se saM.1981 ke phAlguna vadImeM prabhuzrI ahamadAbAda aaye| naDiyAdake mumukSuoMmeMse kisIko usa samaya patA nahIM thA ki prabhuzrI abhI kahA~ haiM? paraMtu prabhuzrIkA aMtarajJAnaprakAza kucha adbhuta thaa| usake dvArA unhoMne dekhA ki naDiyAdake eka mumukSubhAI DAhyAbhAI desAIkA aMtasamaya nikaTa hai| una mumukSubhAIne pahale AzramameM prabhuzrIse prArthanA kI thI ki "he prabhu, mere aMtasamayameM merI sudha leveN| mujhe ApakA hI AsarA hai|" isa vakta unakA aMtasamaya nikaTa jAnakara prabhuzrI seThazrI jesaMgabhAIke sAtha ekAeka subahameM naDiyAda zrI nAthAbhAI avicalabhAI desAIke yahA~ pdhaare| unhoMne prabhuzrIkI bahuta ullAsabhAvase bhaktibhAvanA kii| vahA~ anya mumukSu bhI ekatra ho gye| unako dharmabodha dekara vahA~se prabhuzrI DAhyAbhAIke gharakI ora cle| sabhI mumukSu bhI unake pIche-pIche cale / prabhuzrI jaba zrI DAhyAbhAIke yahA~ pahu~ca gaye tabhI sabako patA calA ki isa mahAbhAgya mumukSuko aMtasamayameM samAdhimaraNa-sanmukha karAneke lie hI ve ekAeka yahA~ padhAre haiN| jaba prabhuzrI zrI DAhyAbhAIkI mRtyuzayyAke nikaTa padhAre taba zrI DAhyAbhAI bAharase kucha bebhAna jaise dIkhate the, paraMtu unake hRdayameM paramakRpAludevakI hI raTana thii| prabhuzrIne pAsa jAkara 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' yoM do-tIna bAra ucca svarase maMtra sunAyA aura amRtamayI dRSTi ddaalii| ve turata bhAnameM Akara palaMgameM uTha baiThe, aura prabhuzrIko dekhate hI Ananda-ullAsameM rogakI vedanAko bhUla gye| donoM hAtha jor3akara, mastaka jhukAkara aMtasamayameM darzana deneke lie AbhArakI bhAvanA pradarzita kI aura vApasa leTakara prabhuzrIke bodhavacana sunanemeM ullAsase ekAgratApUrvaka lIna ho gye| vahA~ prabhuzrIne, dehAdhyAsa chUTakara vRtti AtmasvarUpameM lIna ho aisA suMdara bodha ekAdha ghaNTetaka itane asarakAraka DhaMgase diyA ki vaha pAvana AtmA uttarottara zAMta dazAko prApta kara AnaMda aura ullAsasahita aMtaramana hotA gyaa| isa prakAra unheM apUrva jAgRti dekara samAdhimaraNarUpa apUrva Atmazreyake sanmukha kara prabhuzrI bAhara nikle| seThazrI jesaMgabhAIke sAtha ve vahA~se turata hI naroDA jAneke lie vidA ho gye| usake bAda turata hI zrI DAhyAbhAI samAdhipUrvaka dehatyAga kara gaye / 'paropakArAya satAM vibhUtayaH' mAno isa sUktiko caritArtha karaneke lie hI ye saMtapuruSa AhArapAnIkI ciMtA kiye binA naDiyAdase ravAnA

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[75 ] hokara dopahara lagabhaga eka baje naroDA A phuNce| unake divya jJAnameM abhI aura kisIkA maraNa sudhAranA hai aisA spaSTa dIkha rahA thaa| isaliye ve naroDA Akara turata hI eka mumukSubahana jo mRtyuzayyA para thI, usake pAsa gye| use bhI deha aura AtmAkI bhinnatAke viSayameM adbhuta bodha dekara samatA, dhairya, sahanazIlatApUrvaka zAMta bhAvase aMtaramagna honeke utsAhameM prerita kara apUrva jAgRtimeM lAkara samAdhimaraNa sanmukha kara svayaM vahA~se bAhara nikle| thor3I dera bAda usa bahanane dehatyAga kara diyaa| yoM donoM AtmAoMkA maraNa sudhArakara prabhuzrI usa dina naroDAmeM ruke aura dUsare dina ahamadAbAda pdhaare| thor3e dina vahA~ rahakara caitra mAsameM ve Azrama pdhaare| saM.1981 kA yaha cAturmAsa aura usake bAda saM.1991 takake prabhuzrIke sabhI gyAraha cAturmAsa AzramameM hI hue| isake pahale saM. 1977, 78, 79 ke tIna, kula milAkara ApazrIke caudaha cAturmAsa AzramameM hue| ____ aba jyoM-jyoM prabhuzrIkA AzramameM adhika rahanA hotA gayA, tyoM tyoM unake darzana, samAgama, sadbodhakA lAbha adhikAdhika prApta karanekI icchAse AnevAle jijJAsuoMkI saMkhyA bhI bar3hatI gyii| aura hajAroM mumukSu unake bodhase prabhAvita hokara zrImadjIke bodhavacanoMmeM rasa lenevAle zrImadjIke anuyAyI bne| prabhuzrIke jvalaMta bodhake pratApase unameM apUrva utsAha AyA aura sanAtana saddharmabhAvanA jAgRta huii| mahApuruSake jIvanakI, mahAnadakI bhA~ti aisI to vizAlatA aura bhavyatA hotI hai ki usameM aneka puNyAtmAoMkI jIvanasaritA otaprota hokara 'vasudhaiva kuTumbakam' kI vizAla bhAvanA, tathA Atmastha draSTAbhAvakA gAmbhIrya aura sAmarthya prAptakara vizAla janasamudAyake AtmonnatikAraka banakara mahAsAgarake samAna paramAtmapadameM AtmavilInatA karake kRtArtha hote haiN| aisA yoga aura aisA prasaMga prApta honA eka virala ghaTanA hai| saM.1977 kI kRSNa caturdazIko bAMdhaNI gA~vake zrI govardhanadAsa kAlIdAsa paTela (zrI brahmacArIjI) ke jIvanameM bhI eka aisI maMgala ghaTanA ghaTita huii| grejyueTa honeke bAda lagabhaga dasa varSase ve carotara ejyukezana sosAyaTImeM svayaMsevakake rUpameM jur3akara ANaMdake dA.na.vinayamaMdirake AcAryapada taka phuNce| paraMtu unakA jIvana AtmalakSI honese unheM apane AcaraNako AdarzarUpa banAnekI tIvra bhAvanA jAgRta huI aura jaba taka vaha siddha na ho taba taka AcArya mAnA jAnA unheM AtmavaMcanA jaisA lagA, jisase unheM AcAryapada khUba khaTakane lgaa| dIvAlIkI chuTTiyoMmeM ve apane gA~va bAMdhaNI Aye the| vahA~ unake snehI zrI bhagavAnajIbhAI dvArA unheM paramakRpAludeva tathA prabhuzrIke saMbaMdhameM jAnakArI milI, ataH agAsa AzramameM AnekI utkaNThA jAgRta huii| kRSNa caturdazIko sabere jaldI ve donoM AzramameM aaye| taba prabhuzrI khiranIke vRkSake nIce birAjita the aura 'mUlamArga'kA pada bolA jA rahA thaa| prabhuzrIke darzanase hI unheM apUrva aMtarazAMti prApta huI aura svAbhAvika bhAvanA uThI ki aise puruSakI sevAmeM rahA jAya to jIvana

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[76] kRtArtha ho jaay| prabhuzrIjIne 'mUlamArga'kA gUr3ha rahasya unheM samajhAyA, aura 'TALI svacchaMda ne pratibaMdha'kA artha unase pUchA, phira svayaM spaSTa samajhAyA; evaM apUrva vAtsalyase unheM maMtradIkSA dii| unake jAneke bAda prabhuzrIjIne apanI sevAmeM rahanevAle eka bhAIko kahA ki 'aisA smaraNamaMtra Aja taka hamane kisIko bhI nahIM diyaa|' kRSNa caturdazI jaise siddhiyogake dina aise mahApuruSake hAthoM maMtradIkSA mile yaha kaisI apUrva ghaTanA! jJAnIpuruSoMkI preraNAzakti ati gahanarUpase kAma karatI hai| unakI vANI aisI prabala hotI hai ki vaha satpAtra vyaktike jIvanako ekAdha zabdha yA vAkyase badala detI hai| tadanusAra zrI brahmacArIjIko 'TALI svacchaMda ne pratibaMdha ke viSayameM prabhuzrIne jo upadeza diyA thA usakI unapara aisI chApa par3I ki tabhIse unameM svajana Adike pratibaMdhako TAlakara prabhuzrIjIkI sevAmeM rahakara unakI AjJAmeM jIvana bitAnekI tIvra bhAvanA jAgrata ho gyii| isa viSayameM unhoMne apane bar3e bhAIko jo patra likhA hai usameM AjJAkI kaisI tIvra pipAsA jAgRta huI thI aura pratibaMdhako haTAnekI kaisI adamya icchA unake aMtaraMgameM vidyamAna thI vaha nimna avataraNoMparase spaSTa hotA hai___"maiM...paramArthakI zodhameM aura use prApta karaneke prayatnameM jItA huuN| usake lie sarvasva arpaNa karake bhI saMpUrNa unnatikI sAdhanA ho sake to taiyAra rahaneke lie merA citta tar3apa rahA hai...kuTuMbako sadAke lie chor3akara pUre saMsArako kuTuMba mAnakara apane prArabdha para bharosA rakhakara isa bhavake zeSa varSoMko paramakRpAludevake caraNakamalameM arpaNa karaneko tatpara huA hU~...saMsAra chor3akara AzramameM rahanekI AjJA na mile to mujhe kucha kathita sAdhu banakara nahIM ghUmanA hai| para usa yogyatAko prApta karaneke lie jo-jo upAya dIrghadRSTise batAyeM ve mujhe mAnya honese, pahale maiM anya jimmevAriyoMse mukta hokara, svaccha hokara phira unase (prabhuzrIse) bAta karanekI socatA huuN|...caahe mujhe kAzI jAkara zAstrAbhyAsa karanekI AjJA mile yA AzramameM jhADU lagAne yA ghaNTA bajAne jaisA halakA kAma sauMpeM taba bhI mujhe to pUrNa saMtoSa hogA; kyoMki merA kalyANa usa puruSake AjJApAlanake lie hI jInemeM hai...jo varSa bace haiM ve mere AtmAkI kaho, AzramakI kaho yA saMsArakI kaho, para jisameM sabakI saccI sevA nihita ho vaisI pharja adA karaneke lie maiM gharabAra chor3akara aNagAra bananA cAhatA hU~...saMta, mahaMta yA gaddIpati bananekI gaMdha bhI merI icchAmeM nahIM hai| kintu sabakA sevaka aura AtmArthI bananekI icchA lambe samayase nizcita kara rakhI hai, vaisA bananA hai|" phira apane bar3e bhAIkI sahamati milate hI ve prabhuzrIkI AjJA prApta kara, usa sosAyaTIse mukta hokara saM.1981 meM prabhuzrIkI sevAmeM saMlagna ho gye| prabhuzrIne unheM brahmacarya vrata grahaNa kraayaa| prabhuzrIkI sevAmeM niraMtara rahakara unakI sannidhimeM sUtra-zAstroMkA adhyayana, manana aura unake bodhakA grahaNa, AjJAdhIna vyavahAra Adi unake zvAsocchvAsa bana gye| prabhuzrIkI sUcanAke anusAra mumukSuoMke patroMke uttara, tathA navIna mumukSuoMko nityaniyama evaM smaraNa Adi prabhuzrIkI AjJAse dete| taduparAMta vArtAlApa aura upadezakI noMdha karanA, Avazyaka pustakoMmeMse TippaNI karanA, anuvAda, zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakalA jaisI pustakoMkI racanA ityAdi pravRttiyoMmeM satata ullAsa aura niSThAse unhoMne avirata parizramapUrvaka sevAkA AraMbha kiyaa| * svacchanda aura pratibaMdhako ttaalkr| -

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[77] prAyaH sabhIko dharmakI pakar3a bahuta dRr3ha hotI hai, jisase apane mAne hue dharmakI pakar3ako chor3akara jJAniyoM dvArA upadiSTa sanAtana satdharmake prati zraddhAna honA, pakar3a honA atyaMta vikaTa hai| aisA hote hue bhI jJAnIpuruSakA mAhAtmya, unakA yogabala bhI aisA acintya prabhAvazAlI hotA hai ki anekoMko satdharmakA raMga car3hA detA hai| pU. prabhuzrIkA bhI aisA hI adbhuta sAmarthya dRSTigocara hone lgaa| hajAroM jaina-jainetaroMko unhoMne saccA jaina bnaayaa| unako maMtradIkSA dI, sAta vyasana aura sAta abhakSyakA tyAga karavAyA, vrata-pratyAkhyAna dekara satzraddhAsahita bhaktimArgake rasika bnaayaa| aneka kumArikAoMko satkA aisA adbhuta raMga lagA ki unhoMne AjIvana brahmacaryavrata svIkAra kiyaa| isI prakAra aneka yuvA dampatiyoMne bhI bhogase anAsakta hokara brahmacaryavrata aMgIkAra kara satsAdhanAmeM jIvana arpaNa karanA svIkAra kiyaa| yoM anekAneka AtmArthI brahmacaryavratavibhUSita hue| aba AzramameM jIvana arpaNa karanevAle brahmacAriyoMke lie alaga vyavasthA kI gyii| isI prakAra brahmacAriNI bahanoMke lie bhI AzramameM alaga nivAsasthAnakI vyavasthA huii| kucha bhAvuka jijJAsu bhI vrataniyama dhAraNa kara AzramameM sthAyI rahane lge| koI koI virakta mumukSu gRhastha hone para bhI vrataniyama dhAraNa karake AzramameM sahakuTuMba rahane lge| yoM pacAsa-sau vyakti sthAyI nivAsa karane lage aura satsAdhanAmeM tatpara hue, jisase Azrama satsaMga aura bhaktikA jItA-jAgatA namUnA ho gyaa| jaise-jaise anuyAyiyoMkI saMkhyA bar3hatI gayI vaise-vaise Azrama bhI bar3hatA gyaa| sabakI icchAse AzramameM eka zikharabaMdha bhavya jinAlayakA nirmANa huaa| usameM zrImadjIke bodhavacanoMke anusAra zvetAmbara-digambara pratimAe~ sthApita kI gyiiN| isa jinAlayakI pratiSThA saM.1984 ke jyeSTha sudI 5 ke dina prabhuzrIkI chatrachAyAmeM huii| isa jinAlayake bhUmigRhameM eka gurumaMdira banAyA gayA, jisameM zrImadjIkI pratimA tathA eka ora 'praNavamaMtra OMkAra kI sthApanA uparokta dina hI kI gyii| pAsameM pAdukAkI sthApanA saM.1982ke Azvina sudI 15 ke dina ho gayI thii| mumukSubhAiyoMkI saMkhyA aura unakI AvazyakatAnusAra eka bhavya sabhAmaNDapa aura vyAkhyAnamaMdira banAyA gayA, evaM pustakAlayakI sthApanA bhI kI gyii| mukhyadvArake UparakI devakulikAmeM saM.1988ke mAgha sudI 10 ke dina paramakRpAludevakI paMcadhAtukI pratimAkI pratiSThA kI gyii| zarIraprakRti bahuta asvastha rahanepara bhI paropakAra-parAyaNa prabhuzrIjIne mumukSuoMke Agrahase saM.1985ke mArgazIrSa mAsameM aThAraha dina bhAdaraNa, tIna-cAra dina dharmaja tathA grISmameM do mAsa bharuca, nikorA, jhaghaDiyA, kabIravaDa Adi sthAnoMmeM vicaraNa kiyaa| saM.1986meM karamasada, suNAva, verA, borasada, dAola Adi sthAnoMmeM vicre| saM.1987meM kAviThA, sImaraDA, naDiyAda, nAra, aMdherI aura saM.1988meM peTalAda, daMtAlI, kAviThA, sImaraDA Adi sthAnoMmeM vicaraNa kiyA thaa| isI bIca zrI nAra maMdirakI pratiSThA saM.1987ke vaizAkha sudI 3 ke dina huI thii| prabhuzrI jahA~-jahA~ vicaraNa karate vahA~-vahA~ anekAneka bhadrika janoMko dharmakA raMga car3hAkara sanmArgake sanmukha karate the|

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[78] saM.1986 ke pauSa sudI 15 ke dina zrI mANekajI seTha AzramameM Aye the| indaura jAte samaya ve prabhuzrIke pAsa darzanake lie gaye aura kahA ki maiM indaura jA rahA hU~, taba unake pUrvake kisI mahAna puNyayogase prabhuzrIne unheM apUrva bodha diyaa| ve bhI bodhameM aise tallIna ho gaye ki gAr3IkA samaya bhI bhUla gaye / phira prabhuzrIne kahA ki gAr3I to gayI! taba unake mu~hase sahaja hI nikala gayA ki yaha gAr3I gayI vaha to vApasa A jAyegI, paraMtu yaha gAr3I (zarIra) kyA vApasa AyegI? usake bAda mAno aMtima zikSA dI jA rahI ho vaisA adbhuta bodha diyA, phira ve dUsarI gAr3Ise indaura gye| mAgha vadImeM unakA svAsthya narama huaa| eka mumukSu unake pAsa gaye the unase unhoMne kahA ki isa varSameM merI ghAta hai, ataH dehakA bharosA nahIM hai| isaliye tuma yahIM raho aura mujhe niraMtara maMtrasmaraNa karAte rho| mujhe bhAna na ho taba bhI mere pAsa baiThakara tuma smaraNa bolate hI raho, anya kisI kAmameM na jAo paraMtu smaraNakA jApa karate hI rho| mAgha vadI 7ko sage-saMbaMdhI tathA gA~va-paragA~vake mumukSuoMko bulAkara kSamAyAcanA kara lii| mAgha vadI 8 ke dina unakA svAsthya adhika bigdd'aa| dopahara 12 bajeke bAda unhoMne apane hAthase likhakara AzramameM eka tAra bhejaa| usameM unhoMne likhA ki yaha merI aMtima prArthanA hai : ApazrIkA AzIrvAda aura zaraNa mujhe akhaNDa rhe| __ AzramameM tAra milate hI prabhuzrIjIne tArase uttara diyA ki "AtmAkA maraNa hai hI nahIM, maMtrameM saba kucha nihita hai ataH maMtrameM dhyAna rkheN| brahmacArIjI A rahe haiN|" tAra pahu~cA, svayaM par3hA, jisase vizeSa jAgRti AyI, ullAsabhAva bar3ha gyaa| - unake pAsa niraMtara maMtrakA jApa karaneke lie rahe hue mumukSubhAIne maMtrakI akhaNDa dhuna lagAyI aura zrI mANekajI seThakA pavitrAtmA parama jAgRtipUrvaka usImeM ekAgra aura samAdhibhAvake sanmukha hokara rAtake 11 baje apanA apUrva hita karake deha tyAgakara calA gyaa| pUnAmeM prabhuzrIjIne zrI mANekajI seThake yahA~ hI cAturmAsa kiyA thaa| tabhI unheM satdharmakA raMga car3hAyA thaa| vaha dina-pratidina bar3hatA gayA thaa| tana-mana-dhana-sarvasvase unhoMne saMtakI sevA karanemeM kamI nahIM rakhI thii| unakI saralatA, sadguru paramakRpAlukI AjJAmeM ekaniSThatA, udAratA, laghutA, anukaMpA, vAtsalya aura AzramakI unnatike lie sarvasva arpaNa karanekI tatparatA Adi guNa prazaMsanIya hai| saM. 1987 ke mArgazIrSa vadI 30 ke dina sAyaM cAra baje AzramameM zrI ravajIbhAI koThArIkA samAdhimaraNa huA, vaha AzramakI eka apUrva ghaTanA thii| aisA saMyoga kisI virale jIvako hI milatA hai| jisa jIvake mahA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyakA udaya ho use hI aisI anukUlatA sarva prakArase A milatI hai| nivRtti kSetra aura prabhuzrIkI AtmajAgRti evaM AzramavAsI mumukSubhAI bahanoMkA usa mumukSu-jIvake prati bhaktibhAva, yaha saba yogya anukUlatAe~ thiiN| ___ mRtyuke tIna-cAra dina pahale unake samIpa 'kSamApanA' prArthanA aura pratikramaNa Adi, pApakI kSamA mA~ganeke lie dInatAke 'bIsa dohe' tathA AtmajAgRtike lie 'Atmasiddhi', 'apUrva avasara'

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[ 79 ] AdikA niraMtara svAdhyAya hotA thA / zeSa samayameM patra - vAcana tathA smaraNa - jApa rAtadina akhaNDa calatA rahatA thA / anta taka jAgRti acchI rahI / paramapUjya prabhuzrIjIkA samAgama bhI dinameM do-tIna bAra niyamita hotA rahatA thaa| jaba-jaba paramapUjya prabhuzrIjI vahA~ padhArate taba-taba unakA AtmA bahuta ullasita hotA aura kahate ki "maiMne vedanAke sAtha yuddha prAraMbha kiyA hai, eka ora vedanAkI tIvratA aura dUsarI ora upayogakI dhArA / aisI vedanAmeM bhI upayogakI dhArA na chUTa jAya isake lie zrI gajasukumAra Adi mahApuruSoMke caraNoMkA avalambana letA hU~............" jisa dina dehatyAga honevAlA thA usa dina sAyaM lagabhaga 3 baje pU. munideva zrI mohanalAlajIkA vahA~ Agamana huaa| usa samaya unakI A~kheM baMda thiiN| thor3I dera bAda AkheM khulIM taba uThakara darzana kiye| sAmane tAka para paramakRpAludevakA citrapaTa thA, usapara lage paradeko nikalavA diyA aura paramakRpAludevako namaskAra kiyaa| phira pU. munideva ne kahA ki ekamAtra inhIM puruSakI saccI zaraNa grahaNa kara rakhane yogya hai| isI puruSake prati saccI zraddhA rahanese hI isa jIvakA kalyANa hai| yoM kahakara saMthAre ke saMbaMdhameM gAthAe~ bolakara cAra zaraNa diye| phira pU. zrI saubhAgyabhAI para paramakRpAludeva dvArA aMtasamayameM likhe patrakA vAcana kiyaa| usa samaya unakI jAgRti barAbara thI / mRtyukA koI cihna dikhAyI nahIM diyA / usa patrameM unhoMne barAbara upayoga rakhA thA / vaha patra (kIcasau kanaka jAke, nIcasau naresapada) pUrNa honepara bhAvadayAsAgara parama pUjya prabhuzrI pdhaare| isase unakA AtmA ekadama ullasita huA aura paramakRpAludevake sAmane aMgulI kI aura paramapUjya prabhuzrIke sAmane aMgulI kara saMketase batAyA ki merA lakSya Apake kathanAnusAra hI hai, isake atirikta anya koI dhyAna nahIM hai / arthAt mere hRdayameM ekamAtra kRpAludevakA dhyAna hai / parama pUjya prabhuzrIne kahA ki vahI rakhane yogya hai / phira adhUrA patra pUrA par3he jAneke bAda parama pUjya prabhuzrIjIne 'samAdhizataka' kI gAthAparase aMtasamayake yogya deha aura AtmAkI bhinnatAke viSayameM tathA sahanazIlatA rakhakara hiMmata nahIM hAranekA puruSArtha aura dhairya - preraka apUrva bodha brsaayaa| yoM AtmAko apUrva jAgRti dekara uThe ki zrI ravajIbhAIne apanI dharmapatnIse kahA ki kucha ajaba-gajaba huA hai ! aMtameM itanA bolakara pA~ca miniTameM dehatyAga kara diyA / aisA samAdhimaraNa honA use mahAn puNyakA udaya samajhanA caahie| use dekhanevAle tathA usa samAgamameM rahanevAle jIva bhI mahAbhAgyazAlI haiM / unake samAdhimaraNakI AzramavAsI sarva mumukSu bhAIbahanoMpara koI apUrva chApa par3I thii| sabhI kaha rahe the ki aisA apUrva dRzya to hamane pahalI bAra hI dekhA / yahA~ vizeSa kyA likhA jAya ? jinake hRdayameM isa samAdhimaraNake dRzyakI chApa par3I thI vaha chApa dIrghakAla taka rhegii| isa saMbaMdhameM yahA~ jo kucha likhA gayA hai vaha to usakA aMzamAtra hai / kyoMki ve apUrva bhAva likhe nahIM jA sakate / gU~geke dvArA khAye gaye guDake samAna usakA anubhava samIpavAsI bhAgyavAna jIvoMko huA aura unake hRdayameM vaha apUrva bhAvase rahA / 1 saM.1988 ke bhAdrapada mAsameM munideva zrI mohanalAlajIko maraNAMtika vyAdhikA udaya huA / pa. pU. prabhuzrI samaya- samayapara unake pAsa jAte aura apUrva jAgRtikA upadeza dete / unako atyaMta vedanA thI phira bhI bodhake antarapariNamanase hRdayameM zAntikA vedana thA / pa.pU. prabhuzrIne eka dina unheM jAgRti dekara bAhara Akara kahA ki Aja munikI antaradazA kucha aura hI huI hai / aba yadi

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[80] unakA jIvana baca jAya to unase aneka jIvoMko adbhuta lAbha hogaa| isake ATha dina bAda bhAdrapada sudI 6ko ve samAdhistha hue| munizrI mohanalAlajI mahArAjake isa dehAvasAnase sabako bahuta vairAgyayukta kheda huaa| AzramameM TrasTiyoMkI mITiMgameM unake avasAnake prasaMgapara isa prakAra kheda pradarzita kiyA gayA___ "zrI sanAtana jaina vItarAga mArgake uddhAraka zrImad rAjacaMdra devAdhidevake upAsaka tathA zrImad rAjacaMdra Azramake mumukSumaNDalake upakArI parama pUjya bAlabrahmacArI munideva zrI mohanalAlajI mahArAjake tA.6-9-32 ke dina hue dehotsargaka lie Azramake TrasTiyoMkI yaha sabhA khedakA prastAva pArita karatI hai| unakI paramakRpAludevake prati dRr3ha zraddhA, prema, bhakti, AjJAkAritA, *saprajJa saralatA tathA nirvikAratA Adi sadguNa smaraNameM rahane yogya haiN| Atmahitaprada upadeza tathA parama kRpAludevake pratyakSa samAgamake sundara kathana Adise jIvako sanmArgameM lAnemeM prabala nimittarUpa unakA * munideva zrI mohanalAlajIkI saralatAsahita prajJA prazasta thii| mumukSuoMko Atmazreyake sanmukha karaneke lie unake dvArA likhe gaye patroMmeMse nimnalikhita eka patra prabhuzrIjIne kucha eka mumukSuoMko kaNThastha kara vicAra karanekA anurodha kiyA thA tat OM sat zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa ananya zaraNapradAtA zrI sadgurudevako atyaMta bhaktise namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho! "tIna bhuvana cUDAratana sama zrI jinake pAya / namata pAiye Apa pada saba vidhi baMdha nazAya // " "jJAnI ke ajJAnI jana sukhaduHkharahita na koy| jJAnI vede dhairyathI ajJAnI vede roya // " pavitra AtmA bhAI zrI... ___anantakAlase yaha AtmA cAra gatimeM paribhramaNa kara rahA hai| usameM isa jIvane mukhyataH asAtA hI bhogI hai| use bhogate hue dehAtmabuddhike kAraNa use vizeSa kleza hotA hai yA usa duHkhake prati dveSa bhAva utpanna hotA hai| jisake kAraNa abhI vaha jo asAtA bhoga rahA hai usase anaMtagunI nayI asAtA utpanna kare aise pariNAma yaha jIva ajJAnavaza kiyA karatA hai| anaMtakAlase mahA mohanIya karmake udayase yaha jIva sukhazAtAkA bhikhArI hai| vaha icchA to sukhasAtAkI karatA hai kintu pariNAma bure karatA hai| arthAt pA~ca indriyoMke viSayoMmeM Asakti, dhanAdimeM lobha aura mamatvabuddhi kara yaha jIva ananta ananta duHkhada karmavargaNAoMko utpanna karatA hai| para use kabhI sacce sadgurukA yoga nahIM huA athavA kabhI huA bhI hogA to unakI AjJAkA bhalI prakArase niHzaMkatAse ArAdhana nahIM kiyaa| yadi ArAdhana kiyA hotA to aisI asAtAkA kAraNa na hotaa| abhI bhI yadi yaha jIva samajhe aura udayaprApta karmoMmeM samabhAva rakhakara niraMtara satpuruSa pradatta smaraNa 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' kA utkRSTa premase dhyAna kare yA smaraNa kare to usake sarvakarmakA abhAva hokara parama zAMta honekA avasara hai| isa jIvako jina jina karmoMkA baMdha hotA hai ve usake apane pariNAmoMkA phala hai| pUrvameM jo jo nimitta prApta kara jaise jaise pariNAma kiye haiM, una pariNAmoMkA phala kAla Anepara udayameM AtA hai| ve karma apane hI dvArA kiye gaye haiM aisA samajhakara vicAravAna yA mumukSu jIva udayaprApta karmoMmeM samatA rakhatA hai| yaha samatA hI parama zAMtikA kAraNa hai athavA sarvakarmake nAzakA kAraNa hai| ataH aba saMkSepameM likhatA haiM kyoMki Apa vicAravAna haiM isaliye Apako vizeSa likhanA ucita nahIM lgtaa|

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[81] isa Azrama tathA mumukSuvargaparakA parama upakAra bAraMbAra smRtimeM Ane yogya hai| usa pAvana AtmAkI kamI Azramako sadAke lie rhegii| parama upakArI zrI laghurAja svAmIkI vRddhAvasthAmeM paramakRpAludevake samAgamIke rUpameM ve sahAyaka the, yaha yAda karane para vizeSa kheda hotA hai| paramakRpAludeva usa pavitra AtmAko parama zAnti pradAna kareM yahI prArthanA hai|" __ jaise bhI ho azarIrIrUpase AtmabhAvanA karate hue udayameM AyI huI duHkhasthiti bhogakara, zarIrakA bhAna bhUlakara, jagata hai hI nahIM aisA dRr3ha nizcaya kara sage, kuTuMbI, strI, mitra saba svArthI saMbaMdha hai aisA nizcaya kara, saMpUrNa jagata strIrUpa, putrarUpa yA bhAIrUpase anantabAra ho cukA hai; kisapara strIbhAva, putrabhAva yA bhrAtRbhAva karU~? aisA vizeSa vizeSa dRr3hatva kara sarva jIvoMke prati pratisamaya vRtti isI upayogameM rakhakara prabhu-sahajAtmasvarUpa prabhu-kA dhyAna ahorAtri karate raheM to ApakA Atmahita hogA aura sarva karmakA upazama hokara athavA kSaya hokara parama zAMtikA anubhava kareMge aisA merI samajhameM AtA hai aura sarvajJAnI, sadguru Adiko bhI vaisA hI bhAsita huA hai| aura isIse ve isa apAra saMsArase pAra hue haiM, ho rahe haiM aura hoNge| saba jJAnI puruSa isI mArgase tire haiM aura hameM isI mArgase tiranA hai| jise pavitra jJAnI puruSakA darzana huA ho athavA to unakA bodha prApta huA ho una jIvoMko to sarva mohabhAvakA abhAva kara, sarva saMyogI bhAvameM udAsIna ho, mAno jagata hai hI nahIM aise bhAvase pravRtti karanI caahiye| kisI vyAvahArika prasaMgameM bolanA par3e to sabhIke manakA eka hI bAra samAdhAna karake hameM apane mUla zuddha caitanyasvarUpake dhyAnameM laga jAnA caahie| sarva jagata svapnake samAna hai aisA mAne aura dekhA kreN| aisI deha pUrvameM anantabAra dhAraNa kI hai| usa samaya bhrAntise parako apanA mAnakara, saMyoga bhAvameM tanmaya hokara maiMne ananta saMsAra utpanna kiyA hai aisA jAnakara, sarva anya bhAvase rahita AtmasvarUpa hai aisA ciMtana kreN| AtmA asaMga, zuddha caitanyasvarUpa, sarva anya bhAvakA jJAtA-draSTA-sAkSI hai| kisI kAlameM paradravya apane nahIM hue haiN| bhrAntise maiMne apane mAne the| aba sadguruke Azrayase parako para aura merA svarUpa sarva paradravyase bhinna aura anantajJAna, anantadarzana, anantacAritra aura anantavIryasvarUpa hai-yoM anantacatuSTayamaya zuddha caitanyasvarUpakA akhaNDa dhyAna rkheN| paravRttimeM na par3eM yA anya saMkalpa-vikalpa na kreN| yadi saMkalpa-vikalpa uThe to unheM turaMta hI zAMta kara deM aura uparokta sahajAtmasvarUpake dhyAnameM laga jaaveN| ____ saMsAra bhrAntisvarUpa hai| mRgajalake samAna dikhAvA mAtra hai| isa jIvane ananta ananta bhava cAra gati aura caurAsI lAkha jIvayonimeM paribhramaNa kiyA hai| isane jo-jo deha dhAraNa kiye una sabameM tadAkAra hokara apanApana mAna tIvra rAga kiyA hai| paraMtu ve zarIra apane nahIM ho ske| vaise hI yaha zarIra bhI apanA hai hI nhiiN| yaha jIva anAdikAlase karmavazAt akelA AyA hai, akelA jAyegA aura apane kiye hue karmoMkA phala svayaM akelA bhogegaa| phira bhI anya saMyogoMmeM arthAta strI putrAdikameM apanApana mAnakara tIvra rAga karake ananta saMsAra utpanna kiyA hai tathA bhaviSyameM bhogane par3eM aise azubha karma usa nimittase utpanna kiye haiN| aba isa deha dvArA niraMtara AtmabhAvanA karanI caahiye| anityAdi bAraha bhAvanAoMkA cintavana vizeSa rakhanA caahie| yadi Apa svayaM par3ha sake to acchI bAta hai, anyathA dUsarese vaisI pustaka par3havAveM ki jisameM bAraha bhAvanAkA svarUpa ho| phira bhI kisI par3hanevAlekA saMyoga prApta na ho sake aura svayaMse bhI par3he jAnekI sthiti na ho to anya kahIM bhI vRttiko na rokakara maMtrakA jApa rAtadina karate rahanA caahiye| aura, vRttiko maMtrameM-jApameM sthira karake saba bAta bhUlakara, saba kucha svapnavat samajhakara usa maMtrameM hI nirataMra rahanA caahie| sarva jIva bodhabIjako prApta ho yahI AziSa / OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH

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[82] 50 saM.1989 ke vaizAkha sudI 3 ko sUrata jileke dhAmaNa gA~vameM eka mumukSubhAIke yahA~ parama kRpAludevake citrapaTakI sthApanA. karane pa. pU. prabhuzrIjI aneka mumukSuoMke sAtha padhAre the| vahA~ bhakti, samAgama, bodha Adise aneka naye jIvoMko lAbha huA thaa| sthApanAke bAda lagabhaga DeDha mAsa prabhuzrI navasArI gA~vake bAhara eka ekAnta baMgalemeM nivRttise rahe the| vahA~ bhI aneka jIvoMko satsaMgase lAbha huA thaa| saM.1990 ke grISmameM prabhuzrI sUratameM aThavA lAinsake eka baMgalemeM lagabhaga Der3ha mAha rahe / vahA~se pA~ca-chaha dina cANoda rukakara vyAsake TApUmeM ekAdha dina jAkara Azrama vApasa lautte| ahamadAbAdameM elisabrija vistArameM zrIyut hIrAlAla zAhane eka baMgalA banavAyA thaa| usameM sabhI mumukSuoMke sAtha padhArakara bhakti karane tathA paramakRpAludevake citrapaTakI sthApanA karaneke lie ve pUjya prabhuzrIjIko kabhI-kabhI vinatI karate taba prabhuzrI kahate ki avasara Anepara dekheNge| saM.1991ke mArgazIrSameM eka apUrva ghaTanA ghttii| ahamadAbAdase DaoNkTara zAradAbahana paMDita kaI bAra AzramameM satsaMgake lie AtI thiiN| prabhuzrIke satsaMga-sadbodhase unako saddharmakA raMga car3hA dekhakara tathA unheM bAra-bAra AzramameM satsaMgakA lAbha leneke lie Ate dekhakara aura prabhuzrIke prabhAvase unake jIvanameM jAgRta pavitra dharmabhAvanAko dekhakara unake eka bhAI zrI paMDita, jo dharmaka prati vizeSa rucivAle to nahIM the, phira bhI kisI pUrva puNyake udayase ekAeka dharmabhAvanAke sanmukha hokara jijJAsuvRttise zrI zAradAbahanako pUchane lage ki 'tuma jisa mahAtmAke satsaMgake lie agAsa AzramameM jAtI ho, unake darzanake lie isa zukravArako mujhe bhI calanekI bhAvanA huI hai|' zrI zAradAbahana yaha sunakara harSita huI aura zukravArako unake sAtha AzramameM jAnA svIkAra kiyaa| parantu, vidhiko kucha aura hI maMjUra thaa| bhAI zrI paMDita acAnaka nyUmoniyAse zayyAgrasta ho gaye, aura AzramameM jAnekI bhAvanA aba saphala nahIM hogI to mahAtmAke darzana kaise hoMge? isI ciMtAmeM khATapara par3e ve ekamAtra unhIMkA raTana karane lge| isa bIca AzramameM bhI prabhuzrIne zrI hIrAlAlabhAIko bulAkara kahA, "prabhu, isa zanivArako Apake yahA~ paramakRpAludevake citrapaTakI sthApanAke lie jAyeM to kaisA rahegA?" / zrI hIrAlAlaMbhAI harSita hokara sabako zanivArako apane yahA~ AnekA nimaMtraNa dekara svayaM turata hI ahamadAbAda gaye, aura zanivArako Azramase lagabhaga sau mumukSubhAiyoMke sAtha prabhuzrIjI ahamadAbAda padhAre / vahA~ bar3I dhUmadhAma aura bhaktibhAvapUrvaka citrapaTakI sthApanA huii| phira AhAra Adise nivRtta hokara dopaharako thor3e mumukSubhAiyoMke sAtha prabhuzrI turanta una bhAI zrI paMDitake yahA~ gye| tabhI sabako patA calA ki isa bhAgyavAna bhavyake uddhArake lie hI ye mahApuruSa ekAeka yahA~ Aye haiN| zrI paMDitake palaMgake pAsa prabhuzrI Aye taba ve jvarake kAraNa kucha asvastha the| paraMtu zrI

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[ 83 ] zAradAbahanane kahA, 'bhAI, agAsa Azramase prabhuzrI Aye haiM / " yaha sunakara ve bhAI to bahuta hI Anandita ho uThe aura prabhuzrIke prati atyaMta AbhAra pradarzita karate hue hAtha jor3akara namaskAra kiyA / phira prabhuzrIne dhArAvAhI adbhuta upadeza diyA / zreNika rAjAke pUrvabhavakA dRSTAMta diyA / phira kahA - " zreNika rAjAne bhIlake bhavameM mAtra kaueke mAMsakA tyAga jJAnI munike samakSa kiyA thA jisase vaha marakara deva huA aura phira zreNika hue, evaM ananta saMsArako chedakara eka bhavameM mokSa jAyeMge / " jJAnIpuruSakI AjJAkA ArAdhana karanekA aisA acintya mAhAtmya sunakara zrI paMDita bahuta ullasita hue aura unheM apane AtmahitakI bhAvanA jAgrata huI / ataH prabhuzrIne unheM sAtoM vyasanoMkA tyAga karavAyA tathA maMtrasmaraNa dekara deha aura AtmAkI bhinnatAke viSayameM upadeza diyA / isase ve atyadhika ullAsameM A gaye / yoM dhArAvAhika satata bodhavRSTi kara apUrva jAgRti dekara, samAdhimaraNake sanmukha kara, apUrva AtmahitameM prerita kara prabhuzrI vApasa lautte| kucha mumukSuoMko unake pAsa Atmasiddhi AdikA svAdhyAya karaneke lie vahA~ rkhaa| ve jJAnIpuruSake vacana satata unheM sunAte rheN| isase ve bhAI vyAdhi yA maraNake duHkhako bhUlakara una bodhavacanoMmeM hI tallIna hote gaye aura roga, maraNAdi to zarIrameM hI haiM, maiM to unase bhinna 'zuddha buddha caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma' yoM AtmasiddhikI gAthAmeM batAyA vaisA huuN| aisA mAnakara AtmabhAvanAmeM lIna hone lage / aisI uttama bhAvanAmeM usI ratrimeM unakA dehatyAga ho gayA aura unhoMne apanA apUrva hita sAdha liyA / phira prabhuzrI ahamadAbAdase thor3e mumukSuoMke sAtha vaDhavANa kempa Aye / vahA~ seTha zrI jesaMgabhAI ujamasIbhAIke baMgale meM thor3e dina rahakara, vahA~ sabako satsaMgakA lAbha dekara vAMkAnerake nagaraseTha zrI vanecaMda devajIbhAIke Agrahase vAMkAnera gaye / vahA~se sabhI morabI hokara paramakRpAlu devakI janmabhUmi vavANiyA gye| vahA~ bhaktibhAvanA kI / vahA~se vApasa vAMkAnera hokara AzramameM Aye / saM. 1991 ke phAlguna vadI 5 ke dina prabhuzrI AbU pdhaare| vahA~ zrI hIrAlAla zAhane pahalese hI pahu~cakara 'zrabarI baMgalA' taiyAra rakhA thA vahA~ lagabhaga tIna mAsa rahanA huA / isI bIca Ahorake mumukSubhAiyoMkI atyaMta AgrahabharI vinatIke kAraNa prabhuzrI, zrI hIrAlAla, zrI nAhaTAjI Adi sabhI mumukSuoMke sAtha Ahora Aye aura vahA~ gyAraha dina ruke / vahA~ aneka jIvoMko dharmakA raMga car3hAkara sanmArga- sanmukha kiyaa| phira caitra vadI 2 ke dina Ahorase vApasa AbU A gaye / AbU nivAsa daramyAna aneka bAra delavADAke maMdiroMmeM jAkara bhakticaityavaMdana Adi karate / acalagar3hake maMdirameM bhI zrI AtmasiddhijIkI pUjA par3hAyI gayI / prabhuzrI vahA~ ATha dina rahe the / AbU - nivAsake samaya lImaDI, jasadaNa, sANaMda Adike rAjA tathA bhAvanagarake dIvAna zrI

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[84] paTTaNI Adi, zrI hIrAlAlase prabhuzrIkA mAhAtmya sunakara prabhuzrIke pAsa bAraMbAra Ate aura ghaNToM taka baiThakara bodha sunte| unake nimittase adbhuta bodhakI vRSTi hotii| lImaDIke ThAkurakI icchAse prabhuzrI 'zrI Atmasiddhi'kA artha bhI smjhaate| yoM sabako saMtoSa aura AtmalAbha miltaa| AbU-nivAsake aMtima dasa dinoMmeM prabhuzrI AbUke pahAr3apara bhinna-bhinna dizAoMmeM TIlAoM para, guphAoMmeM, jaMgaloMmeM nikala pdd'te| unake pIche pIche mumukSusamudAya bhI nikala pdd'taa| phira vahA~ bhaktikA apUrva raMga jmtaa| isI prakAra eka bAra sabhI 'anAdarA paoNinTa' gaye the| vahA~ bhaktike pada bolaneke bAda gola gola ghUmate hue 'mUla mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re' yaha pada prabhuzrI svayaM bulavAte aura sabhI pIche bolate the| yoM bhaktikA raMga jamA thaa| bhakti pUrI honepara sabako maMtra-smaraNa yA 'zuddhatA vicAre dhyAve0'kA raTana karate-karate vApasa lauTanekI AjJA huI thii| isI prakAra arbudAdevI, sanaseTa paoNinTa, rAmakuNDapara deDakIzilA, kraoNsa paoNinTa, pANDava guphA, Trevara sarovara aura vasiSTha Azrama Adi sthAnoMpara ghaNToMtaka bhaktikA raMga jamatA aura sabako adbhuta dharmakA raMga cddh'taa| vasiSTha AzramameM AtmasiddhikI pUjA cala rahI thI taba prabhuzrI atyaMta ullAsameM Akara +"koI mAdhava lo, hAre koI mAdhava lo| mAdhavane maTukImAM ghAlI, gopIjana laTake caalii| hAre koI mAdhava lo, acala preme mAdhava lo||" isa prakAra svayaM bola utthe| phira upadeza diyA, "bhakti to acchI huii| nirjarA huI, para prema nahIM AyA, prIti nahIM huii| kisapara? eka AtmA para prema prIti karanI hai|" jaba sabhI vApasa nivAsapara lauTa Aye taba sabase pUchA, "vahA~ kyA dekhA? kisakI icchA kI? AtmA dekhA? kisIne AtmA dekhA?" isa prakAra lagabhaga tIna mAsa AbU rahakara jyeSTha vadI 8ke dina prabhuzrI vahA~se siddhapura zrI ratnarAja svAmIke AzramameM Aye aura vahA~ eka-do dina rukakara ahamadAbAda hote hue AzramameM lautte| 21 saM.1992 ke mAgha sudI 15 se prabhuzrIkA svAsthya narama huaa| DaoNkTaroMne saMpUrNa ArAma karaneko khaa| darzana, bodha, samAgama sarva lAbha baMda hue| bAdameM mAtra dinameM eka bAra darzana karanekA khulA rkhaa| ___ + gopiyA~ mAdhava arthAt kRSNarUpI dahIko maTakImeM DAlakara becane calI hai| mAdhavako lekara nakhare karatI huI adApUrvaka galiyoMmeM ghUma rahI hai aura cillA rahI hai ki koI mAdhava lo, acala prema rUpI kiMmata dekara mAdhava le lo| bhAvArtha yaha hai ki bhagavAna Upara acala prema karanese bhagavAnakI prApti hotI hai|

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[85] __eka bAra seTha zrI jesaMgabhAIne kahA, "prabhu! bAlakoMko prasAda milatA hai aura hamArI prasAdI baMda ho gyii|" prabhuzrIne hAthake saMketase kahA ki 'baMda nahIM huii'| phira ve bole_ "choTe bar3e saba AtmA haiM / sthAna-sthAnapara eka AtmA hI dekhanA hai| aMjana honA cAhie, para kauna sunatA hai? kauna dhyAna detA hai ? kise kaheM ? kisIko hI kahA jA sakatA hai|" svAsthya itanA narama honepara bhI aura sabake manA karanepara bhI kSetrasparzanA yA udayavazAt prabhuzrI caitrameM eka saptAhake lie nAsika padhAre the| vahA~se caitra sudI 9 ko vApasa AzramameM lautte| prabhuzrIne sahaja karuNAzIla svabhAvase paramakRpAludeva dvArA uddharita mArgako AzramakI sthApanA kara mUrta sthAyI svarUpa de diyA thaa| apanA vaha kArya pUrA kara mAno jIvanalIlAko sameTa lenA cAhate hoM isa prakAra ve saM.1992 ke caitra vadI 5 ke pavitra dina mArgako sauMpate haiM "yaha saba AzramakhAtA hai, seTha cunIbhAI, maNibhAI-dAlake sAtha ddhoklii| kahA nahIM jA sktaa| maNibhAI, seTha, brahmacArI bahuta samaya bAda, yadyapi zarIra hai taba taka kucha kahA nahIM jA sakatA, para mukhya brahmacArIko sauMpanA hai| (brahmacArIjIse) kRpAludevake samakSa jAnA / pradakSiNA kara, smaraNa lene Aye to gaMbhIratAse dhyAna rakhakara lakSya rakhanA, puuchnaa| kRpAludevakI AjJAse aura zaraNase AjJA mAnya kraanaa|" prabhuzrIne zrI brahmacArIjIko punaH vyaktigatarUpase bhI isa 'sauMpane ke saMbaMdhameM batAyA usa samaya "prabhuzrIkI vItarAgatA, asaMgatA, unakI mukhamudrA, A~kha Adike pheraphArase spaSTa jhalaka rahI thI mAno ve bola nahIM rahe haiM, para divyadhvanike varNanake samAna hama suna rahe haiM aisA lagatA thA : 'maMtra denA; bIsa dohe, yamaniyama, kSamApanAkA pATha, sAta vyasana, sAta abhakSya batAnA / tumheM dharma sauMpatA huuN|" (zrI brahmacArIjIkI saMsmaraNapothI) phira caitra vadI 6 ke dina prabhuzrIjI pharamAte haiM"AtmAkA mRtyumahotsava hai, eka mRtyumahotsava hai / vizvabhAva vyApI tadapi, eka vimala cidrUpa / jJAnAnaMda mahezvarA, jayavaMtA jinabhUpa // eka aatmaa| anya kucha nhiiN| usakA mahotsava / mRtyu mahotsava / seTha, cunIbhAI, maNibhAI, sobhAgabhAI, parIkha, (kAThiyAvADavAle) vanecaMda, maNDala sthApita kiyA hai kRpAludevakA / AtmA dharma-AjJAmeM dharma / kRpAludevakI AjJA / brahmacArIko bhI liyaa| sabakI dRSTimeM Ave vaisI pravRtti kreN| AjJA, kRpAludevakI jo AjJA hai so| ANAe dhammo ANAe tvo| mUlamArga seTha, cunIbhAI, maNibhAI, parIkha, vanecaMdako pakar3anevAle mAnatA huuN| bar3oMko acchA lage to anyako lenekA unakA adhikAra hai| kisIko lenA na lenA, usake anusAra leveN| parama kRpAludevakI zaraNa hI mAnya hai...saba ekatAse milakara rheN|

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[86] kRpAludevane mujhe kahA usake atirikta bAta nhiiN| gurudeva sahajAtmasvarUpa rAjacaMdrajI kRpAlu deva haiN| AtmA hai| jaisA hai vaisA hai...eka mRtyumahotsava / *'dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re kuNa gaMje nara kheTa / ' dUsarA aba nahIM...usIkI zraddhA aura pratIti / basa, ANAe dhammo ANAe tavo, muddA yahI, bAta yahI hai| dUsarI nahIM lii| dRSTikI bhUla nahIM hai| jo hai so hai| eka paramakRpAludeva-1'thA, hoya tema thAjo rUDA rAjane bhjiie|' yaha pudgala hai, AtmA nhiiN| saMyoga hai, saMyogakA nAza hai| hIrAbhAI jhaverIko bhI lenA hai, lagana hai| paramakRpAludevako pakar3a rakhA hai| jisakA vizvAsa inheM mAnya hai| virAma letA huuN| virAma letA huuN| kSamA cAhatA huuN| eka AtmAke sivAya anya bAta nahIM hai| paramakRpAludevane kahA thA 'muniyoM, isa jIvako (prabhuzrIko) samAdhimaraNa sobhAgabhAIkI bhA~ti hogaa|' sobhAgabhAIko jo dhyAna thA vahI hai| anya kucha mAnya nhiiN| anya kucha samajhate nhiiN| paramakRpAludeva mAnya haiN| pudgalakA TakarAnA, rAkhakI puDiyA~ / pheMka dene yogya hai| paramakRpAludevakI dRSTivAle sabhIkA kalyANa hai| bhAvanA hI bar3I bAta hai| phUla nahIM to phUlakI pNkhuddii| kRpAludevakI dRSTipara saba Ate haiN| sabakA kAma ho jAyegA / anya lAkhoM hoM to bhI kyA ?" __ saM. 1992 kI vaizAkha sudI 8 ke dina nityaniyamAnusAra devavaMdanakara antevAsiyoMko 'apUrva avasara' kA pada bolaneko khaa| kRpAludevakA yaha bhAvanAsiddha pada pUrNa honepara rAtriko ATha bajakara dasa miniTapara bayAsI varSakI AyumeM isa mahApuruSakA pavitra AtmA parama samAdhimeM sthita hokara, nAzavAna dehakA tyAga kara paramapadake prati prayANa kara gyaa| anantabAra abhivaMdana hoM ina kalyANamUrti prabhuzrIke parama punita padAravindako! aura unake dvArA darazAye gaye divya zAzvata mokSamArgako! yo prabhuzrIne saM. 1976 se 1992 taka Azramake jIvanaprANa banakara use satsaMga, bhakti aura mokSamArgasAdhanAkA anupama jIvita dharmasthAna banAyA aura hajAroM mokSAbhilASI bhavyAtmAoMko sanmArga-sanmukha kiyaa| unhoMne saMsAratApase saMtapta bhavyoMko zItala karane hetu niSkAraNa karuNAse prasaMgAnusAra jo-jo bodhavRSTi kI, usa bodhAmRtavarSAmeMse samIpavartI mumukSuoMne kabhI-kabhI yatkiMcit yathAzakti grahaNa kara jo saMgraha kiyA vahI isa upadezAmRtameM pragaTa huA hai| __adhyAtmamUrti, paramajJAnAvatAra, sanAtana vItarAgamArNoddhAraka apane sadguru zrImad rAjacaMdrase AtmajJAnadazA prApta kara pragaTa antarAtmA hokara vicarate hue parama pUjya zrI prabhuzrIjIkI uttarAvasthAkA jIvana, isa AzramameM unake svarUpajIvana saMbaMdhI avirata cale A rahe bodha (yaha * bhAvArtha-samartha puruSako sirapara rakhA hai phira jagatakI kyA ciMtA? 1. artha-jo honA ho so ho-hama to uttama rAjako bhajate rheNge|

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[ 87] upadezAmRta), tathA apane sadguru zrImad rAjacaMdrajIke prati ekaniSThatA-eka AzritatA-ananya zraddhApUrvaka adhIna rahakara unakI paramAtmabhaktimeM pratibimbita hotA hai| unakI saMgatimeM AnevAle pratyeka mumukSu jIvako tathA unake dehAvasAnake bAda AzramameM AnevAle pratyeka mumukSujIvako isI prakAra uttama rItise satdharma (Atmadharma)kI ArAdhanA karane, prApta karanekA punaH punaH jIvanaparyaMta unhoMne nirdeza diyA hai, use pratyeka mumukSuko bahuta bahuta prakArase vicArakara AcaraNameM lAnA caahie| mAnavajIvanake AdhyAtmika vikAsa aura uddhArake lie bRhat gujarAtane eka nahIM kintu aneka jyotirdharoMko utpanna kara gujarAta aura AryAvartako pAvana kiyA hai| zrI neminAtha, zrI rAjemati, zrI kRSNa, zrI hemacaMdra, AnandaghanajI, yazovijayajI, devacaMdrajI, cidAnandajI Adi gujarAtake gharagharameM suprasiddha haiN| inake mIThe jharanoMkA pAnI pIkara aneka bhavyAtmA isa pRthvIpara amarapaMthakI ora bar3ha rahe haiN| * AzA oranakI kyA kIje ? jJAna sudhArasa pIje. AzA0 bhaTake dvAra dvAra lokanake, kukkara AzAdhArI; Atama-anubhavarasake rasiyA, Utare na kabahu khumArI. AzA0 Adi sabane apanI-apanI AtmadazAkI lAkSaNika zailI aura jIvita samasyA dvArA muktikA aura usake pathakA-zAntikA aura usake sukhakA-isa jagatako saMdeza pahu~cAyA hai| isa zatAbdImeM paramakRpAludeva zrImad rAjacaMdra aura munizrI laghurAja svAmIne paramapadakI prAptike lie apanA jIvana arpaNa kara gujarAtake dhuraMdhara jyotirdharoMkI zrRMkhalAmeM apanA advitIya sthAna prApta kara mAnavajIvanako sadaivake lie apanI amUlya virAsata pradAna kI hai| aise niSkAma mahAtmAoMko ati vinamrabhAvase punaH punaH abhivaMdana ho! aura unake acintya yogabalase jagatakA kalyANa ho! __ + dUsaroMkI AzA karanekI kyA AvazyakatA hai? hama jJAnasudhArasake svAmI hai, to usIkA pAna karanA caahiye| apane pAsa jJAnarUpI dhana hone para bhI yaha ajJAnI jIva kuttekI taraha AzAvaza logoMke dvAra-dvAra para bhaTakatA hai| jo AtmAke anubhavake rasake rasika haiM ve to apanI mastImeM hI rahate haiN|

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[88] prazasti (zikhariNI) 'aho! AtmArAmI, munivara laghurAja prabhuzrI, kRpALunI AjJA, ura dharI karI vyakta zivazrI; tame uddhAryA A duSama kalikAle jana bahu, kRpAsiMdhu vaMdUM, svarUpa-anubhUti-sthiti cahuM. 1 2 kRpAlunI AjJA, muja ura viSe nizcala raho, guru jJAnI yoge, bhavajala taNo aMta jhaTa ho, sadA sevI enA vimala vacanAmRta Rtane, sadAnaMde magna bhajuM huM sahajAtmasvarUpane. 2 (vasaMtatilakA) 3 zrI rAjacaMdra guruvaryataNA pratApe, adhyAtmajJAna pragaTAvI prabhuzrI Ape; varSAvI bodhataNI amRtavRSTi A je, thAo mumukSujanane zivasaukhya kAje. 3 4je bhavya A jIvana jJAnItaNaM suNIne, saMbhALaze sahaja-AtmasvarUpa-zrIne; saMsAra-sAgara apAra tarI jaze te, zAMti samAdhi sukha zAzvata pAmaze te. 4 1. aho! AtmAmeM ramaNa karanevAle munivara laghurAja prabhuzrI! Apane kRpAludevakI AjJA hRdayameM dhAraNa kara zivazrIko prakaTa kiyA, isa duSama kalikAlameM bahuta jIvoMkA uddhAra kiyaa| aise Apa kRpAsiMdhuko namaskAra kara maiM svarUpAnubhUtimeM sthiti cAhatA huuN| . 2. kRpAludevakI AjJA mere hRdayameM nizcala raho, jJAnI guruke yogase mere bhavasamudrakA zIghra hI aMta ho tathA inake vimala vacanAmRtako AtmasAt kara sadAnaMdameM magna hokara apane sahajAtmasvarUpako bhanU~ aisI maiM bhAvanA karatA huuN| 3. zrI rAjacaMdra guruvarake pratApase Apa prabhuzrIne adhyAtmajJAnako prakaTa kara bodhakI jo amRtavRSTi kI hai vaha mumukSujanoMko zivasaukhyakI prAptimeM kAraNabhUta hoo| 4. jo bhavya jIva yaha jJAnIkA jIvanavRtta sunakara apane sahajAtmasvarUpa-lakSmIko sa~bhAlegA vaha apAra saMsArasAgarako tira jAyegA aura zAzvata zAMti-samAdhisukhako saMprApta hogaa|

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CDE89898989898989898989894 Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeb zrImad laghurAja svAmI janma : vaTAmaNa pravrajyA : khaMbhAta dehotsarga : agAsa Azrama vi.saM.1910 Azvina vada 1 vi.saM. 1940 vi.saM.1992, vaizAkha suda 8MK SEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeb

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zrImad laghurAjasvAmI (prabhuzrI) upadezAmRta patrAvali-1 caitra sudI 6, soma, 1951 una pUrNAnandI mahAtmAko trikAla namaskAra! he bhagavAna! isa dAsa para atyaMta dayA kara apUrva maMtra batAkara sAre jagatako bhrama batAyA, vaha aisA to asara kara gayA hai ki mere una prabhune-gurune jo kahA hai vahI sat hai| isalie mujhe anya kisIpara zraddhA hotI hI nahIM hai| eka prabhu-sacce hari prabhu-meM bhinnabhAva nahIM hai, guru-paramAtmAmeM bhinnabhAva nahIM hai| unake binA sArA dRzya jagata bhrama hai, ataH he prabhu, yadi isa bAlakako kahane yogya koI bAta ho to Apa use likhakara batAnekI kRpA kareMge, kyoM ki anya kisIkA kahA huA yA anya kisIse sunA huA mere antaHkaraNameM nahIM utrtaa| Apa jo likheMge aura kaheMge vaha bAta sat hai, vaha kathana sahI hai| isase mujhe vizrAnti milatI hai| mujhe anubhavase yadi kharA lage to bhI yoM rahA karatA hai ki prabhu svIkAreM aura kaheM ki yaha isa prakAra hai, taba zAnti hotI hai anyathA citta vikalpameM rahatA hai| he prabhu! isa samaya to mujhe Apake vacanAmRtakA hI saccA AsarA hai| ApakA upadiSTa bodha smRtimeM AtA hai aura ApakI hI zaraNa hai| vaise he prabhu, yadi mujhe Apake bodha aura mArgakA bhAna na hotA to isa saMsArasamudrameM bhaTaka maratA, gote lagAtA rhtaa| dhanya hai he prabhu! ApakI pavitratAko ki isa raMka kiMkarakA uddhAra kiyaa| ApakI zaraNase hI mujhe vizrAnti prApta hogii| kArtika sudI 5, budha, 1952 zrI kRpAlunAthako trikAla namaskAra! he prabhu! 'chaha pada'kI dezanA dI vaha maiMne kaNThastha kara lI hai, aura pratidina usake lie yathAsambhava puruSArtha kruuNgaa| para he nAtha! maiM jyoM hI puruSArtha karanA prArambha karatA hU~ tyoM hI vahA~ bakher3A khar3A ho jAtA hai| kucha kucha saMkalpa-vikalpa Ate haiM unheM nikAlatA huuN| rAta-dina hamezA saMgrAma calatA hai| phira doSa dekhatA huuN| prabhu, maiM jhagar3A macA rahA huuN| idharase udhara aura udharase idhara pariNAmoMko kureda rahA hU~; paraMtu phira udharase naye praviSTa ho jAte haiN| punaH unakA sAmanA karake tiraskAra karatA hU~ taba ve bhAga jAte haiN| * ye prathama tIna patra zrImad laghurAja svAmI dvArA zrImad rAjacaMdrako likhe gaye patroMmeMse liye haiN|

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upadezAmRta he prabhu! Apake vacanoMko dhanya hai! he mAI-bApa! ApakA AdhAra hai| he prabhu! Apake amRtatulya vacanoMkA isa raMkako yoga milA, jisase he prabhu! thor3I zAnti huii| anyathA he nAtha! merI koI gati nahIM thii| he prabhu! ApakI zaraNa bhava-bhavameM prApta ho / he nAtha! nirAdhArake AdhAra, he prabhu! jaba eka ApakI zaraNa grahaNa karatA hU~ taba saMkalpa-vikalpa baMda hote haiM, aura usase parama zAMti milatI hai| jisase vairI mAtrakA nAza hotA hai aura taba mujhe acchA lagatA hai| jaba dvandvapUrNa vRttiyoMmeM mujhe kucha caina nahIM par3atI taba eka dhyAnase prabhukI zaraNa grahaNa karatA hU~, to sukha prApta hotA hai| phira jaba citta bhI bhaTakatA hotA hai taba bhI eka prabhukI zaraNa jitanI dera smRtimeM rahatI hai utanI dera Ananda rahatA hai| phira kaSAyAdi jo viSAda kisI vacanake sunanese uThatA ho aura bhulAyA na jAtA ho tathA kheda hotA ho, usakA upAya bhI he prabhu! jaba ekAgratAse prabhumeM citta lagAtA hU~ taba zAnti hotI hai| he nAtha! aisI apUrva vastu Apane mujhe dI hai| he nAtha! usake binA merI kisI prakAra rakSA nahIM hotii| bhava-bhavameM ApakI zaraNa ho, prabhu ApakI / yahI vinatI hai| zrAvaNa vadI 5, budha, 1953 zrI pragaTa sadguru deva sahajAtmasvarUpa, trikAla namaskAra! isa saMsArake prasaMgameM mohamamatva dvArA vyavahArameM Asakta vRttiko aTakAnevAlA, pA~ca indriyoMke viSayoMko rokanevAlA, kaSAyoMke manda honekA hetu, eka mAtra satpuruSake upadezase prApta bodha parama kalyANakArI hai| jaba taka yaha jIva usa sadbodha aura sadguru-kathita satzAstroMkA avagAhana nahIM karatA taba taka usako bAhya vRtti rahatI hai| OM karamAlA, ji.solApura (cAturmAsa)saM.1958 tat sat zrImad parama vItarAga sadgurudevako namonamaH munizrI lakSmIcaMdajI Adi munivaroMke prati, atra sthita munizrI Adike yathAyogya namaskAra prApta hoN| munizrI devakIrNajIke dehatyAga honeke samAcAra tArase jAnakara kheda huA hai| aura Apako bhI kheda honA saMbhava hai| munivara zrI devakIrNajI AtmArthI, mokSAbhilASI the| unheM AtmasvarUpakA lakSya karanekI icchA thI, vaha gurugamase prApta huI thii| aura azubha vRttikA abhAva karake zubha vRtti rakhanemeM puruSArtha karanekI icchAko ve lakSyameM rakhate the| dhanya hai aise AtmAko! AtmapariNAmI hokara vicaraNa karanevAle usa AtmAke prati namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho! dUsare, parama sat vItarAga gurudevakI to yaha AjJA hai ki he Arya! antarmukha honekA abhyAsa karo, antavRtti kro| "dehake prati jaisA vastrakA saMbaMdha hai vaisA AtmAke prati dehakA saMbaMdha jisane

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patrAvali-1 yathAtathya dekhA hai, myAnake prati talavArakA jaisA saMbaMdha hai, vaisA hI jisane dehake prati AtmAkA saMbaMdha dekhA hai, abaddha spaSTa AtmAkA jisane anubhava kiyA hai, una mahApuruSoMko jIvana aura maraNa donoM samAna haiN|" una satpuruSoMko namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho! "samyak prakArase vedanA sahana karanerUpa parama dharma parama puruSoMne kahA hai| tIkSNa vedanAkA anubhava karate hue svarUpabhraMza vRtti na ho yahI zuddha cAritrakA mArga hai| upazama hI jisa jJAnakA mUla hai usa jJAnameM tIkSNa vedanA parama nirjarArUpa bhAsane yogya hai|" muni devakIrNajIko prabala vedanI karma bhogate hue, maraNAMtika upasarga jaise avasara para bhI samatAbhAva rakhanese karmanirjarA huI hai| kyA ve usa avasarapara yA antima samayameM kucha bole the? sUcita kreN| muni lakSmIcaMdajI Adi munivaroMko una munizrIkA samAgama saMyamameM sahAyakArI thA, vairAgya-tyAgakI vRddhi meM kAraNabhUta thaa| hameM bhI usI kAraNase kheda hotA hai, para aba vaha kheda karanA yogya nahIM hai| hameM aura Apako eka sadgurukA AdhAra hai, unhIMkI zaraNa hai| usa parama satsaMga, parama satkI zaraNase AtmAko dehase bhinna jAnakara svarUpasthita honA yogya hai| isIlie isa manuSyadehameM janma saphala karanekA, apanA uddhAra karanekA avasara AyA hai| bhagavAnane aisA yoga milanA durlabhameM durlabha kahA hai, so bhUlane jaisA nahIM hai| hama isa dezameM Aye taba bahuta soca-samajhakara hI muni devakIrNajIko Apake samAgamameM chor3akara Aye the, jisase ki Apako kisI prakArakA kheda na ho, aura hameM thor3e samaya nivRtti kSetrameM vicaranA thA, usameM udaya balavAna ki hamArI bhI kalpanAse bAhara isa dezameM AnA huA hai| yaha bhavitavyatAnusAra huaa| itanemeM Apa aura hamase una munizrIkA viyoga huaa| yaha socakara aba kheda nahIM karanA cAhie, kyoMki maraNa to pratyeka prANIko AtA hai| hameM bhI aisA dina Anese pahale sAvadhAna hone jaisA hai| prANImAtra sabhI apane-apane zubhAzubha karmAnusAra gati-Agati karate haiN| aisA jAnakara hameM dehakA bharosA karane yogya nahIM hai| nAzavaMta dehakA vizvAsa rakhane jaisA nahIM hai| yaha deha kisI kAmakI nahIM hai| kisI saMtapuruSake yogase eka sevAbhakti ho sake to kalyANakArI hai| isa jIvane dehake kAraNa, dehake lie anantakAla taka AtmAko bitAyA hai, paraMtu AtmAke lie isa dehako bitAye to parama kalyANa ho, sahaja hI AtmajJAna sulabha ho / anAdikA jo ajJAna hai usake nAza honekA avasara AyA hai| kintu isa jIvakI mUr3hatAko dhikkAra hai! atyaMta khedajanaka hai| saba bhUla jAne jaisA hai| usa dharmakA nAza nahIM huA hai, atIta, anAgata aura vartamAnameM vaisA nahIM huA hai| jo nAzavaMta hai use dera-sabera chor3anA hI hai| hameM bhI baiThe nahIM rahanA hai| eka dina Age-pIche cale jAnA hai aisA jAnakara, kheda karanA ucita nahIM hai| he munivaroM! Apako jo kheda muni devakIrNajIke viyogakA hai usa khedako tyAga-vairAgyameM lagAnA yogya hai| tathA maraNako sadA smRtimeM rakhakara kSaNabhara bhI bhUlane jaisA nahIM hai aisA jJAnI satpuruSakA kathana hai yoM samajhakara pramAdako chor3a, bhakti vairAgya aura zAstrakA paThana, vicAra evaM avalokana kara dhyAnameM lenA ucita hai| jisake dvArA parabhAva vismRta ho vaha kartavya hai| sAtha hI rasAdikA tyAga karanA yogya hai| he munivaroM! mahAtmA pururSoMne kahA hai vaha yAda karane jaisA hai ki

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upadezAmRta 1"prIti anaMtI parathakI, je toDe te joDe eha; ___ parama puruSathI rAgatA, ekatvatA dAkhI guNa-geha." aisA sadgurudevakA bhI kahanA hai use yAda kara, pA~caveM sumatinAthakA zrI AnaMdaghanajIkRta stavana kaNThastha karake vicAraNIya hai evaM tadanusAra AcaraNIya hai| ** bhAdrapada vadI 7, zani, 1958 yathAtathya svarUpako prApta usa puruSakI zraddhA, sanmukha dRSTi, usa sadgurukI AjJAko trikaraNayogase sAdhate hue, pratisamaya jo usa dharmameM pariNamana kara rahe haiM unheM namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho! dUsarA kucha mata khoja / eka satpuruSake prati ekaniSThatAse, unake viyogameM bhI sarva yoga arpaNa kara jo AtmajAgRtimeM akhaNDa rahe haiM, unakI AjJAse yathArtha svarUpako jAnA hai, zraddhA kI hai, anubhava kiyA hai, anubhava karate haiM, jo trikAlameM vahI hai usa yathAtathya svarUpako jAnanevAlekI pratIti kartavya hai| jisane usa svarUpako nahIM jAnA hai use, devAdhideva paramakRpAludevane jisa AtmasvarUpako jAnA hai, usI svarUpakI bhAvanAse, sacce AtmabhAvase vahI mujhe ho, vahI mujhe mAnya hai, aisA vicAra kara 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' ke prati dhyAna kSaNa kSaNa smRtimeM rakhanekI bhAvanAse rahanA yogya hai jii| ___ jJAnIpuruSa udayameM Aye hue karmoMko samabhAvase sahana karate haiN| narakAdikakI ananta vedanA udayameM Anepara jIvane bhogI hai| sAtA-asAtA donoMkA anubhava satpuruSake bodhase vicArane yogya hai| kucha bhI vikalpa karane jaisA nahIM hai, mAtra eka smaraNa kartavya hai| draSTA rahakara pravRtti karanI caahie| jo dikhAyI de rahA hai vaha to jAnevAlA hai, aisA vicArakara jUThAbhAIko likhA gayA jo patra hai, jisameM maiM tumhAre samIpa hI hU~ yoM samajhakara jAgRtimeM rahanekA anurodha jJAnIpuruSane kiyA hai vaha patra, evaM "bhIsaNa narayagaie, tiriyagaie kudevamaNuyagaie / pattosi tivva dukkhaM, bhAvahi jiNabhAvaNA jIva // " pUjya vanamAlIbhAIke nAma likhA patra hai use vicaariyegaa| nAnA kuMbhanAtha, naDiyAda aSAr3ha sudI 6, 1970 tat OM sat zarIra-prakRti dina-pratidina apanA dharma nibhA rahI hai| usameM antarvRtti to asaMga rahaneke vicAravAlI hai| aura phira, jaise janasamUhakA paricaya kama ho vaise ThIka rahatA hai| upAdhi acchI 1. para padArthoM kI ananta prItiko jo tor3atA hai vahI (usa ananta prItiko) AtmAmeM jor3atA hai aura vahI jIva parama puruSake guNa-geha (guNoMke ghara) meM ekatva kara unameM anurAga-parama prema karatA hai| * patrAMka 913 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' grNth|

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patrAvali-1 nahIM lgtii| usameM prArabdha, saMcaya anusAra A milatA hai| use hari-icchAse sukhadAyaka mAnate haiN| udayAdhIna vartana karate hue samabhAvI rahA jA sake aise puruSArthakA vicAra rahatA hai| * x . 7 naDiyAda, aSAr3ha vadI 11, ravi, 1970 ___ tA.19-7-14 tat sat paramakRpAlune ise duSamakAla kahA hai aisA yathArtha anubhava ho rahA hai| isa kAlako dekhate hue khinna hone jaisA hai| Apane likhA ki apanA karake cale jAnA so aisA hI hai| aba anyatra dRSTi karanA yogya nhiiN| AkAza phaTanepara thigalI kahA~ lagAnA? aisA Apane likhA thA so bhI barAbara hai| umareTha, mArgazIrSa, 1971 tat OM sat mahAtmA puruSoMke dehakI rakSA AtmArthI bhAvika mumukSu puruSako avazya karanI caahie| paraMtu kAlakI kaThinatAke kAraNa kyA likhU ? likhA nahIM jA sktaa| *"paryAya dRSTi na dIjIe, eka ja kanaka abhaMga re|' he prabhu! dhUpa vahA~ chaayaa| jaise gAr3IkA pahiyA gola ghUmatA hai taba UparakA nIce aura nIcekA Upara hotA rahatA hai, vaise hI sAtA-asAtA udayarUpa karmako bhAvika AtmA dekhatA rahatA hai, usameM harSaviSAda yA kheda nahIM krtaa| samabhAvapUrvaka bhogate hue zAMtise sAkSIrUpase rahatA hai| Apa to ekAkI bhAvase draSTArUpa AtmA hokara rahate haiM, zAMta, dAMta guNI haiN| dhanya hai Apa prabhuko! aise satpuruSakI pahacAna isa jagatake jIvoMko honA bahuta kaThina hai| kisI mahAna puruSake yogase usakA patA lagatA hai| he prabhu! satpuruSakI bhakti, unake guNoMkA ciMtana, unakI zraddhA, unake vacanAmRtakA pAna-bhakti karatA hai isaliye vaha hameM mAnya hai| aise bhAvika AtmAoMko namaskAra! ve kRtakRtya! dhanya haiM! dhanya haiM! he prabhu! sanatkumAra cakravartIko solaha mahArogoMkA udaya thaa| una mahAtmAne samabhAvase sahana kara apanA kalyANa kara liyaa| vaise Apa bhI zAMtabhAvase vedanAko bhogakara, parISaha-upasargako dhIrajase sahana kara AtmakalyANa karate haiM ataH Apako dhanya! dhanya! kahakara vaMdana karatA huuN| he prabhu! aba to hama donoM eka kSetra para santasamAgamameM sAtA-asAtA, sukha yA duHkha samapariNAmase bhogakara kAla vyatIta kareMge, aisA manameM A jAtA hai| cakalAsI, mArgazIrSa vadI 2, zani, 1971 Apako jo sUcita karanA thA vaha pahale patrameM likhA thA, aba isa patrase phira dhyAnameM liijiyegaa| likhanA yaha hai ki kRpAludeva prabhukI AjJA Apako hai| use dhyAnameM rakhakara dravya, kSetra, * svarNakI paryAyoMpara (sonekI nAnA prakArakI, kuMDala, mudrikA, kaMkaNa Adi avasthAoM para) dRSTi na kareM; sarva avasthAoMmeM svarNa to vahI hai, usakA bhaMga (nAza) nahIM hai| isI prakAra jIvakI nara, pazu Adi aneka paryAyeM hotI haiM paraMtu sarvatra AtmA vaisAkA vaisA vahI hai, usakA nAza nahIM /

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upadezAmRta kAla, bhAvake anusAra jisa kSetrameM vicaranese Atmahita hotA ho usa prakAra apratibaddhatA, asaMgatA, jagatake sarva bhAvoMke prati udAsInatA rakhakara, hRdayako nirmala kara, sampUrNa vizvako caitanyavat dekhaneke vicArameM manako jodd'eN| aura zrI sadgurukI mudrAkA vItarAga bhAvase dhyAnameM avalokana karate rheN| sukha-samAdhi zAMtise vicreN| ____ muni...ko, mere AtmabhAvapUrvaka yathAyogya namaskAra prApta hoM, aisA kahakara kahiyegA : "Apa to mahA guNI haiM! parama AtmArthI haiM! ApazrIne kRpAludeva prabhukI zraddhA, ruci, AsthA grahaNa kI, ataH Apa kRtakRtya! dhanya dhanya haiM! dhanyavAdapUrvaka parama ullAsabhAvase Apa AtmAke prati namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho! Apa to avasarako pahacAnate haiN| vahA~ munizrI mohanalAlajIke pAsa rahakara yathAsambhava Atmahita, kalyANa ho vaisA kreN| AtmAkA kalyANa kareM yahI merI AziSa hai, ApakI jaya ho!" 10 __ naDiyAda, saM.1971 I.sa.1915 tat OM sat ApazrI sadA AnandameM rheN| kRpAludeva sabakI sa~bhAla lete haiN| draSTA banakara dekhate rheN| jagatake sarva bhAvoMko bhUla jAnekA prayatna kreN| sarva bhAvoMke prati udAsInatA arthAt samabhAva rakhakara, hRdayako nirmala karake, sAre jagatako caitanyavat dekhaneke vicArameM manako lgaayeN| ina prabhu arthAt kRpAludeva zrIsadguru prabhukI mudrAchaviko hRdayamaMdirameM sthApana kara, khar3I kara, manako vahA~ piro deveN| paramazuddha caitanyake nivAsadhAmarUpa zrIsadgurukI pavitra deha, usakA vItarAgabhAvapUrvaka dhyAna karanese bhI jIva zAMtadazAko prApta hotA hai, yaha bhUlane yogya nahIM hai| guru kRpAse saba A milegaa| naDiyAda,saM.1971 tA.10-3-15, zani yaha deha AtmArthameM, AtmakalyANameM bitAnA hai yaha mumukSuoMko bhUlane jaisA nahIM hai| jIvane ananta deha dhAraNa kiye haiN| jo jo deha dhAraNa kiye una una dehoMmeM usane mamatvabuddhi kI hai, aura usake sAtha dehake saMbaMdhI-strI, putra, pitA, mAtA, bhAI, kuTumbAdimeM gAr3ha snehase mamatvabuddhi kara anantakAlase AtmAko bhaTakanA par3A hai| paraMtu itanI deha yadi sarva mamatva chor3akara AtmArthameM lagAye to navIna deha dhAraNa karanA nahIM pdd'egaa| isa mamatvako chor3anekA nimitta satsaMga, satzAstra hai| nivRttike samaya usakA yoga milaaveN| yahA~ satsamAgamameM jaMgalameM nivRttike samaya huI bAteM vizeSa vicAraNIya hai| paramAtmA bhaktoMko mokSa denekI apekSA bhakti denemeM kRpaNa hai, aura bhaktako to paramAtmAkI bhakti hI usakA jIvana hai| basa yhii| "zuddha buddha caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma / bIjuM kahIe keTaluM ? kara vicAra to pAma // " jIvako bodhakI AvazyakatA hai jii|

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patrAvali-1 12 naDiyAda, jyeSTha vadI 12, zukra, 1971 "AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re"2 draSTA sama bhedajJAnake, saMyamI bano, saMyamI bno| he Arya! zAMtabhAvase rheN| zAMtiH zAMtiH naDiyAda, aSAr3ha vadI 9, budha, 1971 AtmasamAdhi, AtmabhAvakA vicAra aura usameM vRtti karaneke lie puruSArtha hai| mukhya to vRttiko parabhAvameM jAnese rokanA, AtmabhAvameM rkhnaa| dohA- "janama-maraNakA dukha sakala, meTaNa samaratha soya; jJAnI so hI samariye, tA sama ora na koya. 1 jJAnI sadguru bina milA, mAyA mAre koDa; corAsI lakha jIvaDA, sakala rahyA kara joDa. 2 naDiyAda, Azvina sudI 8, 1971 he prabhu! harIcchAse zAMta rheNge| dhIrajase, jaisA hone yogya hogA so ho jAya, use dekhate raheMgedraSTAke ruupmeN| naDiyAda, tA.9-8-15,saM.1971 Apako jo satmArgakI icchA hai, jise Apane antaHkaraNase darzAyI hai, vaha bhAvanA kartavya hai| bhaviSyameM Apako usa bhAvanAse lAbha hogA aisA lagatA hai| satsaMga bar3I vastu hai yaha Apake lie vicAraNIya hai| prANImAtrako sukhakI icchA hai, aura duHkhoMse mukta honA hai aisA vicArakara aneka prayatna karate haiM, athavA aneka darzanase jIva duHkhase mukta hote haiM aisA samajhakara apane matakA Agraha kara dharma karate haiM, paraMtu 'dharma' kyA vastu hai isakA una jIvoMko bhAna nahIM hai| isa viSayameM *vacanAmRtameM zrI kRpAludevane pharamAyA hai| yaha patra par3hakara Apako jo samajhameM Aye vaha btaaiyegaa| 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re' + + kANIsA, caitra sudI 4, guru, 1972 isake sivA, aba Apako smRtimeM rahaneke lie sUcanA likha bhejatA huuN| he prabhu! ApakA hRdaya komala hai, sarala, bahuta bhAvanAzIla hai, ataH likhatA hU~ hama aisI vizeSa AjJA nahIM dete ki jo AtmAko bAdhaka ho / sAkSAt apane AtmAke samAna jAnakara, anyako bAdhaka ho aisI AjJA hama nahIM dete, isI taraha hameM bhI bAdhaka ho vaisA nahIM * patrAMka 755

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10 upadezAmRta krte| ataH ise dhyAnameM-lakSyameM rakhakara sukha-samAdhimeM AtmabhAvase-bhAvanAse rhiyegaa| koI ciMtA na kiijiyegaa| 'phikarakA phA~kA bharA tAkA nAma phkiir|| *Dagamaga ThAlI zAne kare, tAruM dhAyuM na thAya; gamatuM thAze goviMdamuM, konuM jANyuM na jAya. 1 RNa saMbaMdhe AvI maLyAM, suta, vita, dArA, deha; levA-devA jyAre miTe, mArga lAgaze teha. 2 nizce jANo re'vU nathI, jUTho jaga-vizvAsa; ohathI raheje tuM alago, AThe pahora udAsa. 3 phogaTa phaMda saMsArano, svArathano che sneha; aMte koI koInuM nathI, tuM to tehano teha. 4 khoLaye khoTuM sarve paDe, na jaDe nAma ne rUpa; bAMdhI rUMdhI UbhuM karyu, jevU kASThasvarUpa. 5 saMzaya tene zAno rahyo, jene brahmavicAra; / agni udheI aDe nahIM, ravi nahi aMdhakAra. 6 . ___ nAra, tA.7-5-16, ravi,saM.1972 Apa hamAre saMbaMdhameM ciMtA na kreN| jise sadguru paramakRpAlu yogIndra prabhukI zaraNa hai use kisI bAtakI kamI nahIM hai| use sarva vastu mila gaI hai| sadgurukI kRpAdRSTi hI kalyANa hai, satpuruSakI sarva icchAkI prazaMsAmeM hI kalyANa hai, yahI hameM Ananda hai! atyAnanda hai! punazca-nIceke dohe apanI kisI vyaktigata pothImeM utArakara vicaariyegaa| "Atama ora paramAtamA, alaga rahe bahu kAla; suMdara melA kara diyA, sadguru milA dalAla. 1 bhedI lIyA sAthameM, vastu diyA batAya; koTi janamakA paMtha thA, palamAM diyA chuDAya. 2 cAra khANameM bhaTakatAM, kabahu na lAgata pAra; so to pherA miTa gayA, sadgurukA upakAra. 3 ___ * artha- tu vyarthameM saMkalpa-vikalpa kyoM karatA hai? terI dhAraNAke anusAra kucha honevAlA nahIM hai| govindakI icchAnusAra (AtmA dvArA nibaddha karmoMke udaya anusAra) saba hotA hai ise koI nahIM jAna sktaa||1|| RNAnubaMdhase putra, dhana, nArI, deha Adi saba saMbaMdha A mile haiN| tatsaMbaMdhI sArA lena-denakA vyavahAra jaba miTegA taba saba apane apane karmAnusAra cale jAyeMge // 2 // nizcayase jAno ki yahA~ rahanA nahIM hai, jagatakA vizvAsa jhUThA hai, tu ina sabase AThoM prahara virakta hokara alaga rahanA // 3 / / yaha saMsArakA phaMdA vyartha hai, yahA~ saba svArthakI prIti hai, antima samayameM koI kisIkA nhiiN| paraMtu tU svayaM to avinAzI padArtha, jo hai so hai // 4 // khoja karane para saba khoTA sAbita hotA hai jisakA na koI nAma hai aura na rUpa hai| saba kucha kASThake samAna bhrAntise jabaradastI khar3A kiyA hai // 5 // (isa bAtameM) use saMzaya kaise raha sakatA hai ki jise brahma(AtmA)kA vicAra hai? jaise agniko dImaka nahIM chUtI aura sUryako andhakAra nahIM chU pAtA // 6 //

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patrAvali-1 mana mAranakI auSadhI, sadguru deta dikhAya; icchata paramAnaMdako, so sadguruzaraNe jAya. 4 guru bina jJAna na Upaje, guru bina mile na bheda; guru bina saMzaya nA miTe, jaya! jaya! jaya! gurudeva. 5 tulasI jagameM Ayake, kara lIje do kAma; deneko TukaDA bhalA, leneko harinAma. 6 kahe kabIra kamAlakU, do bAteM likha leya; kara sAhabakI baMdagI, bhUkheko kucha deya. 7 leneko harinAma hai, deneko annadAna; tiraneko AdhInatA, bUDaneko abhimAna. 8 muphata manuSatana pAyake, jo na bhajata gururAja; so pIche pachatAyeMge, bahuta ghaseMge hAtha. 9 satiyA, sata nava choDiye, sata choDye pata jAya; satakI bAMdhI lakSamI, phira milegI Aya. 10 jUnAgar3ha, jyeSTha sudI 7, budha, 1972 'sadguru-sama saMsAramAM, hitakArI ko nAMhi; kahe prItama bhavapAzateM, chor3Ave palamAMhi. 1 guruko mAne mAnavI, dekhI deha-ve'vAra; kahe prItama saMzaya nahIM, paDe (te) naraka mojhAra. 2 *kakkA kara sadguruno saMga, hRdayakamaLamAM lAge raMga, aMtaramAM ajavALu thAya, mAyA manathI dUra palAya; liMgavAsanA hoye bhaMga, kakkA kara sadguruno saMga. 3 yayyA oLakhANa nahi jehane, saMzaya zoka sadA tehane, Atamabuddhi na Upaje kadA, AzA tRSNA bahu ApadA, dehadRSTi dekhe dehane, yayyA oLakhANa nahi jehane. 4 AtmAko lakSyameM rakhanA yogya hai, kartavya hai| smRtimeM lAkara yAda kriyegaa| ___ + artha-prItamadAsa kahate haiM ki sadguruke samAna saMsArameM anya koI hitakArI nahIM hai| kyoMki ve eka palameM jIvako bhavabaMdhanase mukta karA lete haiM // 1 // jo guruko unakA bAhya daihika vyavahAra dekhakara sAmAnya manuSya mAnatA hai vaha niHsaMzaya narakameM jAyegA // 2 // ___ * artha-prItamadAsa kahate haiM ki he jIva! tU sadgurukA saMga kara jisase hRdayakamala AtmArthase raMjita ho jAya, hRdayameM AtmajJAnakA prakAza ho, mAyA manase dUra bhAge aura liMgavAsanAkA nAza ho jAya // 3 // jise sadgurukI pahacAna nahIM hai vaha sadA saMzaya-zokameM DUbA rahatA hai, use Atmabuddhi kabhI utpanna nahIM ho sakatI, vaha AzAtRSNAse hamezA duHkhI rahatA hai aura dehadRSTi honese use sabhIkI deha hI dikhAI detI hai|

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upadezAmRta 19 jUnAgar3ha, aSAr3ha sudI 5, budha, 1972 zrI pragaTa puruSottamasvarUpa sahajAnandI zuddha caitanyaprabhuko namonamaH isa patrake sAtha pada bheje haiN| ho sake to unheM kaNThastha kriyegaa| tIrthakA sthAna, vana-upavana, udyAna, ekAnta jJAna-dhyAna evaM yogiyoMke liye vairAgyake sthAna yahA~ uttama haiN| aise nimittoMke kAraNa zAMti hai jii| upAdhi nahIM hai, kiMcit bhI pratibaMdha yahA~ nahIM hai| "pahalA pada (rAga-kAphI) yogI ekilA re! nahi jene saMga koI ziSya te sAcA re! tenI soI nava joI. yogI01 (Teka) ekalo vAsa vase jaMgalamAM, akhaMDa AThe jAma; bhegA thAya ke saLagI UThe che, veMcaq che kazuM dAma? siddhAMta e jANe re, vase jogI sahu khoI. yogI02 ghUgharo eka haze bAMdhelo, avAja teno nava thAya; dasa-vIsa jo maLI bese to, ghoMghATathI mAra khAya; sukha na zamaNe re! karyu-kAryu nAMkhe dhoI. yogI03 e siddhAMta samajIne sAco, ekalo rahe yogIrAja; karmayoge vasatimAM vasavU, topaNa ekalo rAje rAja; sukha sau eke re! jhAjhe mUA che roI. yogI04 paricaya ne dhanasaMgraha nahi jo, to ekalo re'vAya; nahi to vagara bolAvI vaLagaze, ahIMthI tahIM balAya; bApu ekilA re! zANA sukhI hoya. yogI05 'dUsarA pada hAM re! dilaDaM Dole nahi, re! Dole nahi / bIjI vRtti aMtaranI nA khole re! dilaDhuM0 (Teka) ___ * artha-aho! dhanya haiM ve akele sAdhu jinake pAsa kisI prakArakA koI saMga nahIM hai, aura dhanya haiM ve sacce ziSya jinheM apanI bAhya sukha-suvidhAkI koI ciMtA nahIM hai // 1 // jaMgalameM bA~sa akhaNDa AThoM prahara akelA khar3A hai to acchA hai| yadi aneka bA~sa ApasameM ikaTThe mila gaye to sulaga uThate haiN| phira unheM bAjArameM bA~Tane yA becane jAyeM to kyA kucha dAma milanevAle haiM ? isa siddhAMtako samajhate hue yogI sarvasvakA tyAga kara akelA rahatA hai // 2 // yadi pairameM eka bU~gharU ba~dhA ho to usakA zabda nahIM hotA, aura yadi dasa-bIsa milAkara bA~dha diye jAyeM to kolAhala hotA hai aura paraspara mAra khAte haiN| vahA~ zAntikA kAma nhiiN| isI dRSTAMtase anekoMke saMgase yogIkA kiyA-karAyA tyAga-vairAgya naSTa ho jAtA hai, svapnameM bhI sukhazAMtikI prApti nahIM hotI // 3 // isI satya siddhAMtako samajhate hue yogI akelA rahatA hai| kadAcit karmayogase vasatimeM rahanA par3e to bhI ekatvakA ciMtana karate hue akelA hI rahatA hai, kyoMki saMpUrNa sukha ekatva, arthAt ekAkI sthitimeM hI hai| anekoMkA samAgama duHkhakA kAraNa hai| ro-rokara maraneke samAna hai||4|| bahutoMkA paricaya aura dhanasaMgraha na ho tabhI nizcinta akelA rahA jA sakatA hai, varanA jahA~-tahA~se nAnA prakArake jhaMjhaTa, AkulatAke kAraNa A lgeNge| ciMtaka kavikA kahanA hai ki, yaha AtmA akelA hai aisA mAnanevAlA samajhadAra jIva sukhI hotA hai||5|| __ + artha-yahA~ sAdhakakI manovRtti ullAsapUrvaka kaha rahI hai ki vaha aba calita nahIM hogI aura gurukRpAse

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patrAvali - 1 hAM re ! ghaNA zUrA to jagatamAM gaNAye / hAM re! te to kALanA cakramAM taNAye / zUrA pUrA to saMta jaNAye triguNarUpI zabdabANa durjana duHkha daI tana parabrahmazuM na tU sarva jAtAM te zoka nava ghaNA lAbhe te nava harakhAye / thAye / saMtacitta prabhuthI saMta bhaktine morace maLyA / hAM re ! zabda goLAthI jarA nava caLyA / hAM re ! hAM re ! kAyara hatA te kaMpavA hAM re ! hAM re ! hAM re ! tyAre hAM re ! hAM re ! hAM re ! hAM re ! re ! dilaDuM0 1 chUTe | ** 20 lUTe / re / dilaDuM0 2 nA palAye re ! dilaDuM03 e to brahmadazAmAM bhaLyA re ! dilaDuM04 lAgyA / hAM re ! kAcA manavAlA pAchA bhAgyA / Aza / hAM re ! zUrA saMto to rahe che jAgyA re ! dilaDuM05 hAM re ! e to koInI nava rAkhe hAM re ! durjanathI ekAMte rahe hAM re ! bApAlAla prabhuno che dAsa re ! dilaDuM06 vAsa / jUnAgar3ha, aSAr3ha vadI 8, zani, 1972 he prabhu! sahaja halkA-phUla honeke bAda una sadguruke pratApase aba koI kucha cU~ yA cIM nahIM krtaa| ulTe, sAmane bhAvapUrvaka Ate haiM jI / yadyapi jJAnIko to sarva bhUmikAmeM samabhAva rahatA hai, paraMtu AtmArthIko to aisI nivRttivAlI bhUmimeM vikSepa yA vikalpa Tala jAte haiM / kucha zabda sunane ke nimittakAraNa nahIM milanese ekAntameM Ananda hai, jJAnIke pratApase - gurukI zaraNase zAnti rahatI hai / 1 13 ** prApta aMtarake anubhavarUpa pariNAmoMko pragaTa nahIM karegI / - jagatameM aneka zUravIra gine jAnevAle loga kAlake cakrameM baha jAte haiM, paraMtu sacce zUravIra to saMta hI haiM jinhoMne kAlako vazameM kara liyA hai ||1|| - koI yogake, koI bhogake aura koI kaSAyoMkI uttejanAke zabdabANa chodd'eNge| koI durjana zarIrako cheda-bhedakara aneka prakArake kaSTa deMge, phira bhI zuddha caitanyasvarUpa parabrahmakI laganImeM koI bAdhA nahIM AyegI // 2 // sAMsArika saba kucha luTa jAnepara bhI zoka nahIM hotA, bhArI lAbha milanepara jahA~ harSakA kAraNa nahIM, aise saMtoMkA citta to prabhumeM hI lagA rahatA hai, vahA~se palAyamAna nahIM hotA || 3 || hamane dekhA to saMta bhaktike moracepara DaTe hue the| unheM kisIke mAna-apamAnake zabdoMkI jarA bhI ciMtA nahIM / are! ve to brahmadazAmeM lIna ho gaye haiM, aisI unakI sthiti hai| ( aura vahI hamAre aMtarameM hai kintu use pragaTa nahIM kareMge ) // 4 // jo kAyara ( saMsArake pralobhanoMmeM lipta ) the unako sAhasa nahIM huA ki isa ora Age bddh'eN| saMtoMkI prabala dazA dekhakara DhIle manavAle vApasa bhAga gaye, paraMtu zUravIra saMta jo jAgrata the ve moracepara DaTe rahe aura jIta gaye ( AtmakalyANa kiyA ) ||5|| nispRhI puruSa kisIkI AzA nahIM rakhate / durjanase dUra, ekAntameM nivAsa karate haiM / kavi bApAlAla kahate haiM ki hama to aise saMta aura prabhuke dAsa haiM / (unakI dazAko hama jAnate haiM, hameM vaisA anubhava hai para kaheMge nahIM, aMtarakI vRttiko nahIM kholeMge) // 6 //

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14 upadezAmRta 21 jUnAgar3ha, aSAr3ha vadI 10, soma, 1972 sahajAtmasvarUpAya namonamaH "dekhaNa sarikhI bAta hai, kahanA sarikhI nAMhi; aise avadhUta dekhake, samajha raho manamAMhi. 1" "guru sama dAtA ko nahIM, jAcaka ziSya samAna; tIna lokakI sampadA, so guru dInI dAna. 2" __sAkSAt hamAre AtmA ho! hRdayameM kucha vikalpa nahIM kreN| Apake vicArake lie koI kucha marma ina dohoMmeM hai jii| paraMtu 'dharma' hai vaha adbhuta hai| ajara, amara, avyAbAdha, zuddha caitanyasvarUpa prakAza, ghaTa-ghaTa-antaryAmI, brahmasvarUpa pratyakSa puruSako namaskAra ho! kyA kaheM? "kahyA binA bane na kachu, jo kahiye to ljjiye|" sat sAdhujI kucha vArtA karate hoM vaha sarvathA mithyA dikhAyI de to bhI use sat-satya mAnanA, yaha Apako kaisA lagatA hai ? kisI pustakameM hamane par3hA hai| "saddhA parama dullhaa|" 22 jUnAgar3ha, zrAvaNa sudI 9, maMgalavAra, 1972 he prabhu! Apane pUrvapakSavAloMkI jo icchA batAyI hai vaha gurupratApase hamAre bhI dhyAnameM hai| he prabhu! 'pIThabala bAdazAhakA hai' aisA kahA jAtA hai| kucha vikalpa hone jaisA nahIM hai| kyoMki dUra haiM, isalie unakI bAta kAnameM nahIM pdd'tii| ve apanA kalyANa kreN| hameM to saba acchA hI hai taba, kucha kahanA nahIM hai, sunanA nahIM hai, kisIke sAtha patravyavahAra nahIM hai, samabhAva hai jii| aba to jaise hari rakhe vaise rahanekI icchA hai| dekhate raheMge ki kyA hotA hai ? he prabhu! Apa kucha vikalpa na kreN| bAharase kisI pudgalako sunanekA nimitta nahIM hai, jisase zAMti hai| mAtra aMtarvRttiyA~ sadguru zaraNase jaise sahaja zAMta ho sakeM vaisA puruSArtha ho rahA hai jii| jisase Ananda hotA hai| vyavahArase jo yogasAdhana ho sake vaha sahaja sahaja karate haiM, usake draSTA rahanese zAnti hai jii| eka AtmAke sivAya saba mithyA hai, phira vikalpa kaisA? zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 23 jUnAgar3ha, zrAvaNa vadI 2, soma, 1972 Apako yahA~se koI patra nahIM likhanekA kAraNa yahI hai ki yahA~se patra likhanekI cittavRtti saMkucita kara lI hai| yahA~ satsaMga-samAgama, vacanAmRta-zravaNa, vicAra, anubhava calatA hai jii| __ vRddhAvasthAke kAraNa dina-pratidina dehameM zithilatA, azakti dikhAyI detI hai| zubhAzubha udayako samabhAvase draSTA sAkSI banakara dekha rahe haiN| ___ yahA~ gurupratApase zAMti hai| nivRttikSetra, aura yogiyoMke jJAna-dhyAnake sthAna Adi yahA~ tIrthakSetrameM haiN| paraMtu AtmArthIko to anubhava hai ki jo jJAnI vRttimeM nivRttiko prApta hue haiM, samajhe haiM, unheM sarvatra nivRtti hai jii| vyavahArakI ciMtAkA tyAga krnaa| jo jAnate ho usakA vismaraNa karanA jii| cittako zuddha

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patrAvali - 1 kara caitanyakA avalokana - dharmadhyAna- kareM / AtmasAdhanakI zreNipara ArUDha hove / anAdikAlake dRSTikramako bhUlakara sthiratA prApta kareM / 24 jUnAgar3ha, saM. 1972 pustakakA vAMcana-ciMtana kareMgejI / saba milakara satsamAgamAdi kareMgejI, vAMcana, ciMtana kareMgejI / bhakti kartavya haijI / smaraNa bhI bhakti hI hai jI / yaha jIva anantakAlase mAyAmeM gote khA rahA hai / vaha bhrAntimeM bhaTaka rahA hai| samajhe to sarala hai aura na samajhe to hari dUra haiN| para jIvako pratIti nahIM huI, isIse bhaTaka rahA hai / kucha na ho sake to usakI (satpuruSakI) pratIti, pahacAna hone para svataH hI samajhameM AyegA, AyegA jI / ""guru samo dAtA nahIM, jAcaka ziSya samAna; tIna lokakI saMpadA, so guru dInI dAna, kahanA jaisI bAta nahi, kahe pratIta na AI; jyAM lAge tyAM laga rahe, phira pUchego AI." "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re, " jIva lahe kevalajJAna re / 2" jIvatA nara bhadra pAmaze." zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 15 25 30 3 " guNInA guNa grahaNa karo, guNa grahatAM guNa thAya; avaguNa grahaNa avaguNa hai, ema kahata jinarAya." " he karuNAsAgara ! apanA dAsatva dikhAkara terI prArthanA karanA, aise guNa hamAre AtmAke kalyANake liye hamAre AtmAmeM svAbhAvikarUpase tUne diye haiM, aisA hone para bhI yadi terI prArthanA na kareM to hama Thaga aura dharmabhraSTa kahalAyeMge, ataH premapUrvaka terI bhakti aura prArthanA karanA bhUla na jAyeM aisI cetAvanI hamAre antaHkaraNameM dete rahanA / jUnAgar3ha, saM. 1972 he mahApratApI kRpAlu paramezvara ! hama sacce aura pavitra antaHkaraNase terA dhyAna kara, zraddhArUpI caMdana aura bhaktirUpI akSata tere maMgala caraNoMmeM arpita karake tujhe premapuSpakA hAra car3hAkara hama apanI prArthanA samApta karate haiM / tU prasannacittase hamArA kalyANa kara / " OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 1. guruke samAna koI dAtA nahIM aura ziSya jaisA koI yAcaka nahIM hai / gurune to tIna lokakI sampadA dAnameM de dI hai| kahane jaisI bAta nahIM hai aura kahane se pratIti bhI nahIM AyegI! isa samaya to jIva jahA~ lagA huA hai vahIM lagA huA hai, paraMtu bAdameM (saMsArakA svarUpa dekhegA aura duHkhoMkI nivRtti cAhegA taba ) Akara pUchegA / 2. jAgrata jIva kalyANako prApta hogA / 3. guNIke guNa grahaNa karo / guNoMko grahaNa karanese guNakI prApti hotI hai / kisIke avaguNoMko dekhanA doSa hai, aisA jinezvara bhagavaMta kahate haiM /

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16 upadezAmRta +"lobhI guru tAre nahIM, tAre so tAraNahAra; jo tuM tariyo cAha to, nirlobhI guru dhAra. 1 adekho avaguNa kare, bhogave duHkha bharapUra; mana sAthe moTAI gaNe : 'huM jevo nahi zUra. 2 paramezvara paramAtamA, pAvanakara paramITha; jaya! gurudeva, devAdhideva, nayaNe meM dITha. 3 guNa anaMta prabhu, tAharA e, kimahi kathyA nava jAya; rAja prabhunA dhyAnathI, cidAnaMda sukha pAya. 4 26 jUnAgar3ha, zrAvaNa vadI 30, soma, 1972 Apa sarva mumukSubhAI (maNDala) bhagavAnake samakSa bhakti-dohA AdikA pATha kara AnaMda leMge jii| nivRttike samaya saba bhAI ikaTThe hokara vAcana-ciMtana kreNgejii| dharmabhakti kartavya hai jii| paramakRpAludevakA citrapaTa hai vahA~ paryuSaNa parvameM nivRttimeM mumukSubhAIbahinoMko darzana karAnekA bane vaisA Apako yAda dilAyA hai jii| Apa to vaisA karate hI hoNge| kiMtu ATha dina dharmake haiM, yaha vizeSa nimitta AyA hai jI, kAraNase kArya sampanna hotA hai jii| ___ vacanAmRtameM jo kahA hai, usakA vAcana, ciMtana kartavya hai| yogyatA prApta karanekI AvazyakatA hai jii| tyAga, vairAgya, upazama aura bhakti bar3he vaisA karanA ucita hai| jaba taka jIva ise sahaja svabhAvarUpa nahIM karegA, taba taka AtmadazA kaise prApta hogI? svArthase, pramAdase jIvakA puruSArthabala nahIM cltaa|* Apa saba vicAra kriyegaa| 27 ___ jUnAgar3ha, bhAdrapada vadI 7, soma, 1972 jitanA samaya paramArthameM vyatIta hogA utanA hI AyuSya saphala hai| ataH paramArtha kyA hai? ise DhU~r3hakara usImeM samaya vyatIta kreN| "samayaM goyama mA pmaae|" zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH jUnAgar3ha, bhAdrapada vadI 8, maMgala, 1972 yahA~ gurupratApase sukhazAMti hai jii| "jaba jAgeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge rNg|" bahuta dinoMse vRtti thI ki ekAMtameM nivRtti lenI, gurupratApase vaha yoga mila gayA hai| yadyapi satsaMga to ThIka hai, kintu jaba apanA AtmA AtmavicArameM AyegA tabhI kalyANa hogaa| anyathA hajAra-lAkha satsaMga kare, pratyakSa sadguruke pAsa par3A rahe, taba bhI kalyANa nahIM hogaa| yahA~ kucha adbhuta vicAra aura ___+ 1. lobhI guru ziSyako tAra nahIM skte| jo tArate haiM use tAraNahAra kahate haiN| yadi tU taranA cAhatA hai to nirlobhI gurukI zaraNa svIkAra kr| 2. ISyAlu dUsaroMkI niMdA karatA hai, svayaMko manase bar3A mAnatA hai ki mere jaisA zUravIra koI nahIM hai| vaha ananta duHkha bhogatA hai| 3. gurudeva hI paramezvara, paramAtmA, pAvana karanevAle, parameSThI aura devAdhideva hai| unakI jaya ho! puNyodayase Aja mujhe unake darzana hue| 4. he rAjaprabhu! Apake ananta guNa haiM, unakA kisI taraha varNana nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| Apake dhyAnase cidAnaMda sukhakI prApti hotI hai| * patrAMka 643

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patrAvali-1 17 Atmika sukha anubhavameM A rahe haiM, jinakA varNana kiyA nahIM jA sktaa| anaMta zakti hai, siddhiyA~ haiM, pUrva bhava bhI jJAta hote haiM, AnaMda AnaMda A rahA hai, ekamAtra zraddhAse! kahA yA likhA nahIM jaataa| Apake cittako zAMtikA hetu jAnakara batA rahA huuN| kisIko batAnekI jarUrata nahIM hai| zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH + * jUnAgar3ha, Azvina vadI 8, ravi, 1972 Apa to bhaktibhAvase AnaMdameM rheN| jo Apake liye sarjita hai, udayakAlameM hai usameM aviSamabhAvase arthAt samabhAvase pravRtti kreNgejii| 'pUrNa AnaMda hai, pUrNa hai', aisA hI samajhakara, AtmA hai, purANapuruSakI zaraNa hai, ataH phikarakA phA~kA mArakara, saba kucha bhUlakara, sadA svasvabhAvameM magna rahakara "AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re!" yahIM ciMtana kartavya haijii| dUsare, prabhu! lakSmIcaMdajI muni dvArA likhAyA gayA patra yahA~ AyA hai jii| usameM ve likhate haiM ki 'mujhe darzana karanekI icchA hai|' Apa unako patrase yA kisI kAryavaza vahA~ jAnA ho to batAyeM ki darzana to sadA hRdayameM lAte rahiyegA, aura vaha dUra nahIM hai, pAsa hI hai aisA samajhe binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| kSetra to jahA~ jAo vahA~ pAnI, miTTI aura patthara haiM / 'pahAr3a dUrase sundara lagate haiN|' yaha duHSamakAla, halAhala vartamAna saMyoga dekhakara jJAnIpuruSa udAsIna hue haiM jii| ataH yathAzakya sAtA-asAtA jo udayameM Ave use samabhAvase, samapariNAmapUrvaka sahanakara zAMtise rahanA yogya hai jii| sarva dezakAla dekhakara, jaisA saMyoga ho vaisA vedana kara sadA AnaMdameM rheN| hRdayameM bhaktibhAva lAkara smaraNameM kAla vyatIta kreNgejii| jaise bhI ho sake AtmabhAvameM, prabhu pAsa hI hai aisA mAnakara bhAvadarzana kartavya hai jI; dUra hai hI nahIM, aisA samajhanA ucita hai| 30 jUnAgar3ha, Azvina vadI 11, zani, 1972 zuddha caitanyabhAva-svaupayoga-vicArameM pariNamana, vahA~ samyaktva, vahA~ mokss| azuddha caitanyabhAva-upayoga-vicArameM pariNamana, vahA~ baMdha, vahA~ mithyAtva, vahA~ moha, vahA~ rAgadveSa, vahA~ viSa; yahI ajJAna hai| "manojJatA bhAvase vicAra, bhAvadhyAnateM Atmika bhAvoMmeM zuddha upayogakI pravRtti honA so svasamaya hai|" "paradravyameM azuddha upayogakI pravRtti honA so parasamaya hai|" sAdhya-sAdhana (svarUpa) so svasamaya so parasamaya so upayoga vicAra zuddha cetanA azuddha cetanA Jain Education N ational

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18 upadezAmRta upaadaan-aatmaa-nishcy-prmaarth-shuddhcetnaa| nimitta-AtmA-vyavahAra-azuddha cetnaa| avidyA-vAsanA-mithyAtva-mohAdi ajJAna hai| vyvhaarkaal-nishcykaal| "vyavahArakAla sabase sUkSma 'samaya' nAmavAlA hai, so upaje bhI hai, vinase bhI hai, aura nizcayakAlakA paryAya utpAda-vyayarUpa siddhAMtameM kahA gayA hai| usameM atIta, anAgata, vartamAnarUpa aneka bhAva haiN| ___ nizcayakAla avinAzI hai|" "kALalabdhi lahI paMtha nihALazaM / " puruSArtha, vaha svasamaya upayoga, vaha kartavya hai; parasamaya upayoga kartavya nahIM-rAgadveSa jaise bhI ho kartavya nhiiN| ___udayako dekhakara udAsIna (khinna) honA bhUla hai| udAsInatA arthAt samabhAva, vahI vItarAgatA, vahI cAritra hai| yahI kartavya hai| amRtakA samUla nAriyala vRkSa-draSTAbhAva, bhedajJAna aMtaravRttise kartavya hai; mUla AtmA dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva; upayoga hI AtmA hai; usa bhAvapariNAmameM AnA hI kartavya hai| zeSa saba bhUla jAnA hai| "AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|" jIva kevalajJAna prApta karatA hai| aMtaravRtti para upayoga rakhakara bAhya vyavahArameM pravRtti karanepara AtmA sammukha hai| 'jagata Atmavat dekheM / ' adhika kyA likheM? kucha nahIM aataa| vRtti saMkucita honese likhanekI vRtti nahIM hotii| patra 212 vicaariyegaa| "sadgurunA upadezathI, samaje jina- rUpa; to te pAme nijadazA, jina che AtmasvarUpa." +"kammadavvehiM sammaM saMjogo hoi jo u jIvassa / so baMdho nAyavvo, tassa viyogo bhave mukkho // " * * 31 jUnAgar3ha, Azvina vadI 11, zani, 1972 dhairya rkheN| samabhAvase vedana kreN| aviSama honA tathA rahanA yogya hai| viSama bhAva hogA to ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna hogA jisase karma bNdhege| ataH samabhAva rkheN| samatA, kSamA, dayA bhAvase sadguru smaraNa 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' kartavya hai jii| he prabhu! usa svarUpakI pahacAna satsaMgase hotI hai jii| sadgurukI pahacAna nahIM honese hI jIva bhaTakatA hai jii| yaha jIva to kisIke badale kisIko cipaTa jAtA hai| ataH satzAstra, vacanAmRta tathA satsamAgamase samajhameM aayegaa| bhAvanA rakhanese hariguru aisA avasara prApta karAyeMge jI / dhairya kartavya hai| kSaNa-kSaNa sahajAtmasvarUpakA smaraNa kriyegaa| bhUlane yogya nahIM hai| kAlalabdhi A milegI jii| samaya samaya upayoga kartavya hai jii| + jIvakA karmadravyake sAtha jo saMyoga hai use baMdha jAnanA, aura usakA viyoga hI mokSa hai|

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patrAvali-1 19 32 jUnAgar3ha, kArtika sudI 7, zukra, 1973 "zrI bharatezvarajIkI bhAvanA ho! zrI gautamasvAmIjIkI vinaya ho! zrI dhannA-zAlibhadrakA vairAgya ho! zrI sthUlibhadrajIkA zIla ho! zrI bharata-cakravartIkI padavI ho! zrI gautamasvAmIjIkI labdhi ho! zrI dhannA-zAlibhadrajIkI Rddhi ho! zrI kayavannAjIkA sukha-saubhAgya ho!" jo asAtA vedanI udayameM AI thI, aba usase ArAma hogA, acchA hogA jii| zAMtisamabhAvase sahajAtmasvarUpakA smaraNa-isa viziSTa auSadhise acchA ho jAyegA jI, vaisA hI kareMge jii| ___ tathA, Apane AtmabhAvase udgAra pradarzita kiye ki sadaiva utpAda-vyaya-dhruvatva trikAlameM pravartita haiM, ve Adi vastusvarUpase yathAtathya vaise hI haiM, aisA hI samajhakara sadaiva samabhAvase svabhAvaAnaMdameM rahanA cAhiye jii| anAdikAlase sadgurukI yathAtathya pahacAna nahIM huI hai| vaha honese, zraddhA karanese, pratIti Anese, pahacAna honese kalyANa hai jii| bagasarA, phAlguna sudI8,saM.1973 hamane kabhI bhI kisI bhI prakArase Apake cittako duHkhAyA ho to usakI kSamAyAcanA karate haiM jI, ApazrIko kSamAte haiM jii| yadyapi jIva anAdikAlase svacchaMdase pravRtti kara rahA hai| satpuruSakI AjJA bhalI prakAra yathAtathya nahIM ArAdhI, usakA hameM aMtaraMgase kheda hai jii| vaha hari-gurukRpAse aba pUrNa hogA jii| phira doSa to isa jIvameM anaMta haiM jii| yadyapi deha bhI anaMta doSakA pAtra hai jii| ataH jina satpuruSako pahacAnA, unakI vANI hRdayameM utarI, aMtara pariNAmameM pariNata huI, jo bhAva trikAla upayogarUpa huA vaha miTanevAlA nahIM / aba kSaNa-kSaNa vRtti udayAdhIna pravartita ho rahI hai, usameM udAsInabhAvase draSTAke rUpameM pravRtti karanA yahI vAraMvAra vicArate haiN| prakRtike adhIna nahIM honA, yahI puruSArtha kartavya hai| cAhe jaise nimittoMmeM bhI prArabdha, sAtA-asAtA bhogate hue samatAse sahana karanekA puruSArtha karate rahanA, aisA vicArameM hai jii| dUsare, vibhAva-pariNamanarUpa AtmAkA nAza hotA ho vahA~ mRtyu ho to bhale hI ho, paraMtu mana-vacana-kAyAse AtmAkA nAza hone denekA saMkalpa yA icchA nahIM hotii| anya icchA nahIM hai| trikAlameM yahI hai| aMtaravRtti anya kucha mAnya nahIM karatI, vahA~ kyA kareM? ataH khedakA zamana kara samabhAvase rahanekA vicAra hai jii| __ laukika dRSTi para dhyAna nahIM denA hai| eka satpuruSake vacanAmRta pratyakSa zravaNa hue haiM, unake bodhake patroMkI 'pustakameM sabhI zAstra samA gaye haiN| aba jo-jo anya graMtha par3hane yA ciMtanameM Ate haiM una sabameM vahI bAta AtI hai| ataH mukhyarUpase eka isI pustakakA par3hanA vicAranA hotA hai jii| _ "prArabdha pahale banA, pIche banA zarIra" phira "tAruM tArI pAsa che, tyAM bIjAnuM zuM kAma?" isa prakAra Apako gurupratApase koI ar3acana AnevAlI nahIM hai| ataH aba apanA-apanA vicAra karanA hai| "nahi de tuM upadezakuM" "jaba jAgeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge rNg|" phira paramArtha sarva kartavya hai jii| sva-parahita karanA cAhiye, para jahA~ yogyatAkI kamI ho vahA~ kyA kiyA jAya? 1. 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' grNth|

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20 upadezAmRta anaMtakAlase jIva svacchaMdake udayase bhramaNa kara rahA hai, vahA~ dayAke sivAya anya kyA kiyA jA sakatA hai ? satpuruSane to bahuta kahA hai, para sarva jIva karmAdhIna haiM jii| __ jo samaya bIta rahA hai vaha phira AnevAlA nahIM hai| yathAzakya upAdhi kama ho, AraMbha parigraha saMkucita ho, alpAraMbha ho vaisA kartavya haijii| "pratyeka pratyeka padArthakA atyaMta viveka karake isa jIvako usase bhinna-vyAvRtta kareM-aisA nigraMtha kahate haiN|" jisakI AjIvikA sukhapUrvaka calatI ho, use upAdhi kara kamAnekI jarUrata nahIM hai| isa manuSyabhavameM kisI pUrvapuNyake yogase satmArgaArAdhanakA saMyoga milA hai| sAvadhAna hone jaisA hai jii| sarva mumukSubhAiyoMko bhI aisA hI vicAra karanA ucita hai jii| satpuruSakA yahI anurodha hai jii| "lakSmI ane adhikAra vadhatAM, zuM vadhyu? te to kho|" 34 bagasarA, phAlguna sudI 13, maMgala, 1973 parama iSTa, satsaMga, guru, upakArI gurudeva; trividha ekarUpe sadA, praNamuM pada nityameva. 1 jetI manameM Upaje, tetI lakhI na jAya; tAteM vRtti lakhanakI, sahaja rahI saMkucAya. 2 kAgajakuM kAlA kiyA, kAlA manake kAja; jisakA mana hai ujalA, usako kyA kAgajakA sAja? 3 kyA kaheM? "kahyA binA bane na kachu, kahIe to ljjiye|" / Apa isa samaya satsaMgameM 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' pustakakI dvitIya AvRttikA vAcana-ciMtana kreNgejii| he prabhu! likhanA acchA nahIM lgtaa| yahA~ dazA aura hI barata rahI hai jii| Apake cittako zAMti ho isaliye Aja yaha patra likhA hai jii| kisIko kahanekI AvazyakatA nahIM hai yaha dhyAnameM rkheN| sarva satpuruSoMkA mArga eka hI hai jii| samajhakara samAnA hai jI, anya kucha nhiiN| yahA~ sadgurukRpAse zarIraprakRti sukhazAMtimeM hai| pUjya premI bhakta kalyANajIbhAI mahA pUrNa puNyabhAgyazAlI haiM jii| 35 bagasarA, phAlguna sudI 13, maMgala, 1973 he prabhu! yahA~se patra likhanekI cittavRtti saMkucita ho jAnese Apake cittako kheda na ho isaliye isa patrase Apako sUcita kiyA hai jI : ApazrI sadguruke caraNa-upAsaka haiN| 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' smaraNako hara ghar3I kSaNa-kSaNa dhyAnameM rakheMge jii| vizeSa kucha likhanekI vRtti baMda hotI hai jii| aMtaraMgameM sadaiva AnaMda rahatA hai jii| sadguru caraNase sadA sukhasAtA hai jii| udayAdhIna sAtA asAtAko samabhAvase zAMtise dekhakara, pariNAma samAdhimeM laya hote haiM jii| usameM kisI prakArakA kheda nahIM hotA hai jii|

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patrAvali - 1 21 I pUrva prArabdhase jo jo udayameM AtA hai usameM puruSArtha karanA yogya hai / chUTane ke bhAvakI vRttise vahA~ jAgRta rahanA cAhiye, vaisA na ho sake to kheda karanA caahiye| jaise bhI cittako samAdhi ho vaisA kartavya hai jI / satbodha hai jI : "he Arya ! cittakI prasannatA hI sabase uttama sevA hai jI / dravyasevA, bhAvasevA, AjJAsevA yoM sevA aneka prakArase hotI hai jI / sarvotkRSTa sevA to citta prasannatA arthAt prabhubhagavAnameM caitanyavRtti parama harSase ekatvako prApta ho vaha hai jI / isameM sarva sAdhana samAhita haiM / " 1 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' dvitIya AvRttimeMse bA~canA-vicAranA kareMgejI / "AtmapariNAmase jitanA anya padArthakA tAdAtmyaadhyAsa nivRtta ho use zrI jina 'tyAga' kahate haiM / " satsaMga kareMge jI / satpuruSake patra bhI satsaMga haiM, ataH usakA vAcana -ciMtana kreN| isameM saba kucha samAyA hai jI / vicAra kartavya hai jI / 36 nAra, tA. 30-6-1918 Apane pUchA hai ki 'tattvajJAna' meMse kyA kaNThastha kareM ? isa viSayameM likhanA hai ki ' AtmasiddhizAstra' tattvajJAnameM hai vaha kaNThastha karane yogya hai so kreN| dUsarA, Apako avasara milanepara nivRtti lekara samAgama karanese vizeSa lAbha hogA / ataH avasara nikAleM / rAtameM prArthanAke samaya bole jAnevAle dohe Apane ma~gAye so nIce utArakara bheje haiM ve bhI kaNThastha karane yogya haiM "aho ! aho ! zrI sadguru, karuNAsiMdhu apAra; A pAmara para prabhu karyo, aho ! aho ! upakAra. 1 zuM prabhu caraNa kane dharUM ? AtmAthI sau hIna; te to prabhue Apiyo, vartuM caraNAdhIna. 2 A dehAdi AjathI, varto prabhu AdhIna; dAsa, dAsa huM dAsa chaM, Apa prabhuno dIna. 3 SaT sthAnaka samajAvIne, bhinna batAvyo Apa; myAnathakI taravAravat, e upakAra amApa 4" "jina zuddhAtma nimittase, pAmIje nijajJAna; tina saMjIvana mUrtikU~, mAnU~ guru jaMgama mUrti mukhya hai, sthAvara gauNa, svAnubhavI satpuruSake, vacana pravacana zAsana rahe jina-ANazuM, AjJAe ve 'vAra; nijamata kalpita je kahe, te na lahe bhavapAra. 7 bhekhadhArIko guru kahe, puNyavaMtakU~ deva; dharma kahe kularItakU~, e mithyAmati Teva. 8 sahajAta sadguru kahe, nirdUSaNa sat deva; dharma kahe AtmasvabhAvakU~, e sat matakI Teva. 9 bhagavAna. 5 pradhAna jAna. 6

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22 upadezAmRta guru namIe gurutA bhaNI, guru viNa gurutA na hoya; guru janane paragaTa kare, loka trilokanI mAMya. 10 guru dIvo guru devatA, guru ravi zazI kiraNa hajAra; je guru vANI vegalA, raDavaDiyA saMsAra. 11 tanakara manakara vacanakara, deta na kAhU duHkha; karmaroga pAtika jhare, nirakhata sadguru mukha. 12 darakhataseM phala gira par3A, bUjhI na manakI pyAsa; guru melI goviMda bhaje, miTe na garbhAvAsa. 13 guru-goviMda donuM khar3e, kisa. lAgUM pAya! balihArI gurudevakI, jine goviMda diyA batalAya. 14" "je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta; samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta. 15 parama puruSa prabhu sadguru, parama jJAna sukhadhAma; jeNe ApyuM bhAna nija, tene sadA praNAma. 16 deha chatAM jenI dazA, varte dehAtIta; te jJAnInA caraNamAM, ho vaMdana agaNita. 17 paDI paDI tuja padapaMkaje, pharI pharI mAgaM e ja; sadguru saMta svarUpa tuja, e dRDhatA karI de ja. 18" vizvabhAvavyApI tadapi, eka vimala cidrUpa; jJAnAnaMda mahezvarA, . jayavaMtA jinabhUpa. 19 37 sImaraDA, tA.21-9-19, saM.1975 Apake patrameM likhe anusAra ApakI patnIke dehAvasAnake samAcAra mile| kalikAlakI yaha zarArata lagatI hai| yaha kalikAlakI kuTila vartanA hai| manuSyabhava pAkara AtmajJAna ho aisI zraddhA isa manuSyabhavameM hI hotI hai| vaha jIvAtmA, choTI umrameM dehatyAga honese kyA sAtha le gayA? yaha kheda karanekI bAta hai| paramakRpAlu prabhu unako zAMti samAdhi pradAna kareM, unheM AtmajJAna prApta ho yahI prArthanA hai| 38 sImaraDA, tA.1-10-19,saM.1975 he prabhu! dhairya, zAMti, samAdhi yaha jIvako ArAdhana karane yogya hai jii| 1"jema nirmalatA re ratna sphaTika taNI, temaja jIva-svabhAva re; te jinavIre re dharma prakAziyo, prabala kaSAya abhAva re." 1. jisa taraha sphaTika ratnakI nirmalatA hotI hai, usI taraha jIvakA svabhAva hai| jinavIrane prabalakaSAyake abhAvarUpa dharmakA nirUpaNa kiyA hai|

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23 patrAvali-1 1"paMDita sarakhI goThaDI, muja mana kharI sohAya; Ave je bolAvatAM, mANeka ApI jAya. balihArI paMDita taNI, jasa mukha amIya jharaMta; tAsa vacana zravaNe suNI, mana rati ati karata. mana-maMjUsameM guNa-ratna, cUpa karI dIno tAla; gharAka viNa nahi kholiye, kuMcI bacana rasAla. sajjana sajjana sau kahe, sajjana kaisA hoyajo tanamanase mila rahyA, aMtara lakhe na koya." 39 sanAvada, vaizAkha vadI 14, soma, 1976 jJAnI pUrvakarmake saMbaMdhameM samabhAvase RNa cukAneke kAryameM ruke haiM jI, yaha satya hai| "jA vidha rAkhe rAma, tA vidha rahiye / " "sano bharata. bhAvi prabala. vilakhata kahe raghanAtha: hAni-vRddhi, janma-mRtyu, jaza-apajaza vidhihAtha." he prabhu! socA huA kucha hotA nhiiN| kSetra sparzanAnusAra jo-jo dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva pUrvasarjita hote haiM, unheM samAdhibhAvase, samatAse, gurukRpAse bhoganA par3atA hai jI / yahA~ zarIra prakRti bahuta kSINa ho gaI hai jii|| he prabhu! kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai| kSaNa-kSaNa, samaya-samaya AyuSya vyaya ho rahI hai jii| he prabhu! sadgurucaraNake prasAdake eka sadvicArase aMtaraMgameM bhedajJAna sphurita hokara parama AnaMda rahatA hai jii| sabakA bhalA ho, sabake sAtha mitrabhAva ho! yahI hRdayameM hai| para kisIke sAtha TakarAnekA vicAra nahIM hai| jisake sAtha saMskAra hogA usa jIvAtmAke sAtha milajulakara cleNge| anya kucha jarUrata nahIM hai| harIcchAse jaisA hogA, dekhate rheNge| hameM aba kucha vighra, bAdhA nahIM hai| 40 sanAvada, I.sa. 1920, saM. 1976 isa jIvAtmAko satsaMga-satsamAgamakA yoga banAnA caahiye| usake aMtarAyameM jIvako pramAdase bahuta hAni hotI hai| kAraNake yogase kArya sampanna hotA hai, aisA jAnakara, usa satsaMgake kAraNase 1. paMDitoM jaisI goSThI (carcA-vicAraNA) vAstavameM mere manako suhAtI hai| yahA~ jo bhI samAgamameM AtA hai vahI mANika de jAtA hai (uttama bAta kaha jAtA hai|) ___una paMDitoMkI (vidvAnoMkI) balihArI hai ki jinake mukhase amRtakI varSA hotI hai| unake vacana kAnameM par3anese mana atyaMta AnaMdita ho uThatA hai| __ (jJAnIne) manarUpI maMjUSA (peTI) meM guNarUpI ratnoMko chupAkara tAlA lagA diyA hai| amRtarasakA pAna karanevAle grAhaka AyeMge tabhI rasAla vacanoMrUpI kU~cIse jJAnI tAlA kholeNge| sabhI 'sajjana, sajjana' kahate haiM parantu sajjanakA rUpa ve nahIM jAnate / jo tanase aura manase eka haiM arthAt bahuta hI sarala haiM ve sajjana haiM, unake aMtarako kauna pahacAna sakatA hai!

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24 upadezAmRta jIvAtmAkI jAgRti hotI hai jii| saMsArameM saba apanA mAnakara vyavahAra-vyavasAyameM jIva samaya ga~vAtA hai| usakI apekSA yadi thor3A samaya bhI paramArtha-AtmArthake liye satsaMgameM vyatIta kiyA jAya to usakA anaMta bhavabhramaNa miTa jAya / Apa to samajhadAra haiN| isa manuSyabhavameM eka AtmAke liye vyavasAya huA ho to jIvakA kalyANa ho jAya / isameM jIva pramAda karatA hai vahA~ vRtti Thaga rahI hai, ataH samajhameM nahIM aataa| bATIke liye kheta khoyA' aura kaur3Ike liye ratna khoyA, usI taraha isa svapnavat saMsArameM lubdha hokara tanmayatAse jIva pravRtti karatA hai, kintu yaha nahIM jAnatA ki dehase lekara sarva saMyogoMse maiM bhinna huuN| merI vastu zuddha jJAna-darzana-cAritra hai| aMtameM sarva saMyoga chor3achor3akara aneka bhavoMmeM paribhramaNa karate hue ghAMcIke bailakI bhA~ti bhaTakatA phirA hai| isa bhavameM eka yathAtathya jo jAnane jaisA hai, usake liye jIvane kucha bhI dhyAna nahIM rakhA-yaha kitanI bhUlabharI bAta hai jI! isa jIvakA Atmahita hotA ho aura anaMta bhUloMmeMse eka bhUla nikAlanese sabhI bhUleM nikalatI ho- aisA yoga AtmArthIko banAnA ucita hai jI! arere! svArthake sage-saMbaMdhIkI athavA isa dehakI to ciMtA karatA hai, paraMtu prArabdhake anusAra hI milatA hai vaha sukha bhI mithyA hai, khoTA hai, Atmika sukha nahIM hai| jisake liye ciMtA rakhanI cAhiye, usake liye yadi isa bhavameM sAvaceta ho jAya to bahuta acchA hai jii| Apa to samajhadAra haiM, pUrvasaMskAravaza sanmukhadRSTi huI hai, ataH usakA vicAra karanA cAhiye jii| 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' vacanAmRtameM patra 37 meM likhA hai ki "jagatake sabhI darzanoM-matoMkI zraddhAko bhUla jAiye; jaina saMbaMdhI saba vicAra bhUla jaaiye|" "AtmAko itanA hI pUchanekI jarUrata hai ki yadi tU muktiko cAhatA hai to saMkalpa-vikalpa, rAgadveSako chor3a de aura use chor3anemeM tujhe kucha bAdhA ho to use kaha / vaha apane-Apa mAna jAyegA aura vaha apane-Apa chor3a degaa| jahA~-tahA~se rAgadveSarahita honA yahI merA dharma hai; aura vaha abhI Apako batAye detA hU~...maiM kisI gacchameM nahIM hU~, paraMtu AtmAmeM hU~, ise na bhuuliyegaa|" yaha patra pUrA par3hakara usa para vicAra kareMge jii| "gacchamatanI je kalpanA, te nahi sadvyavahAra; bhAna nahIM nija rUparnu, te nizcaya nahi sAra. 1 jAti veSano bheda nahi, kahyo mArga jo hoya; sAdhe te mukti lahe, emAM bheda na koya." 2 1. eka kisAna apane khetameM hala jota rahA thaa| vahA~ koI eka paradezI brAhmaNa aayaa| bhIkha mA~gakara ATA Adi lAyA thA usakI kueke pAsa baiThakara rasoI bnaaii| bATI aura dAla bnaaii| dAlake baghArakI sugaMdhase kisAnako dAlabATI khAnekI lAlasA jAgRta huii| ataH usane brAhmaNake pAsa jAkara yAcanA kii| brAhmaNane maukA dekhakara kahA ki hajArakI upajavAlA kheta mere nAma likha do to badalemeM dAlabATI khilaauuN| kisAnane yaha svIkAra kara liyA aura bATIke liye kheta khoyaa| 2. kisI eka manuSyane bahuta parizramase paradezameM paisA kamAkara usakA eka ratna khriidaa| sAthameM mArgavyayake liye thor3I kaur3iyA~ bhI rakhIM aura apane dezakI ora lauTane lgaa| rAstemeM kisI sthAna para pAnI pIne baiThA, vahA~ eka kaur3I gira gii| eka-do kosa Age jAkara usane kaur3iyoMko ginA to dekhA ki eka kaur3I kama hai| pAnI pIte gira gaI hogI, yaha socakara apane pAsakA amUlya ratna vahIM kahIM chipA diyA aura kaur3I lene vApasa gyaa| ratna chipAte hue use kisIne dUrase dekha liyA thA, ataH usake jAneke bAda vaha ratna lekara 'caMpata ho gyaa| yoM kaur3Ike liye usane ratna khoyaa|

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patrAvali-1 1"jene sadguru-padazaM rAga, tenAM jANo pUrvika bhAgya; jene sadguru-svarUpazuM pyAra, tene jANo alpa saMsAra. 3 prabhupada dRDha mana rAkhIne, karavo sau ve'vAra; virati, viveka vadhArIne, taravo A saMsAra. 4 prabhu sarva vyApI rahyA, che tuma hRdaya mojhAra; te pratyakSa anubhavI, pAme bhavano pAra. 5 "sAce mana sevA kare, yAce nahIM lagAra; rAce nahi saMsAramAM, mAce nija pada sAra. 6 'sevAbuddhithI sevanA, karo sadA zuddha bhAva; satsevA saMsArathI - che, taravAne nAva. 7 sadguru caraNa dhare jahAM, jaMgama tIratha teha; te raja mama mastaka caDo, bAlaka mAge eha.8 leNA-deNA jagatameM, prArabdhake anusAra; sohi patAvA kAraNe, ratnatraya avatAra. 9 'ciMtaviyo dhariyo rahe, ora aciMtita heyaH / prabala jora bhAvI taNuM, jANI zake na koya. 10 'baMdAke mana ora hai, kartAke mana ora; / odhavaseM mAdhava kahe, jUThI manakI doDa." 11 "zuddha, buddha, caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma; bIjaM kahIe keTaluM ? kara vicAra to pAma.' 12 saMsArameM dhana Adi svArthake liye laMbI yAtrA athavA laukikabhAvase tIrthayAtrA aneka jIvAtmA karate haiM, kintu alaukika bhAvase karanemeM jIva pramAda karatA hai yaha vRttikI ThagAI hai jii| jAgrata honemeM, satsaMgameM aneka vighna Ar3e Ate haiM, unheM dhakelakara isa manuSyabhavameM AtmAke liye satsaMga kare, aise jIvAtmA virale hI hote haiN| 1. jise sadguruke caraNakamalase prema hai use bhAgyazAlI (pUrvaka puNyake udayavAlA) maaneN| jise sadguruke svarUpase pyAra hai, vaha alpasaMsArI hai| 2. prabhuke zaraNameM dRr3ha mana rakhakara saMsArakA sarva vyavahAra kare aura virati-viveka bar3hAkara isa saMsArako tira jaaye| 3. prabhu sarvavyApI hai, ve tumhAre hRdayameM bhI hai, usakA pratyakSa anubhavakara bhavapAra ho jaaye| 4. jo sacce manase sevA karate haiM, kiMcit bhI yAcanA nahIM karate, saMsArameM Asakta nahIM hote, ve sArarUpa apane AtmasvarUpakA vedana karate haiN| 5. sevAbuddhise zuddha bhAvasahita sadgurukI sevA karo, kyoMki satsevA saMsArase tiraneke liye naukA samAna hai| 6. jahA~ sadguru vicarate haiM vahI jaMgama tIrtha hai| vo caraNaraja mujha mastakapara raho yahI merI icchA hai| 7. saMsArameM saba lena-dena prArabdhAnusAra hotI hai, usako (pUrvakarmako) bhoganeke liye ratnatrayarUpa sadgurukA saMsArameM janma hotA hai| 8. manaciMtita eka ora par3A raha jAtA hai aura aciMtita hotA hai, kyoMki bhAvi (prArabdha) prabala hai use koI jAna nahIM sktaa| 9. baMdA (isa jIva) ke manameM aura hai aura kartA (Izvara) ke manameM kucha aura hai| mAdhava (kRSNa) uddhavajIse kahate hai ki yaha jIva phogaTa hI kalpanAke ghor3e daur3AyA karatA hai|

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26 upadezAmRta 41 sanAvada, tA.1-6-20 isa duSamakAlameM jisase aMtarvRtti siddha ho, bhAvase ekAMta nivRttiyogase Atmahita ho, vaisA karanA cAhiye jii| anaMta kAlacakrase bAhya pravRttimeM paribhramaNa karate isa jIvako mahAna puNyayogase kisI satpuruSake mArgakA ArAdhana karanekA yoga milane para, usakI bhAvanA kara usameM ruci kara jo puruSa AtmahitakI ArAdhanA karate haiM, una puruSoMko dhanyavAda! punaH punaH namaskAra hai jii| sadgurukI yahI AjJA hai jii| vRttiko rokeM; saMkalpa-vikalpako mithyA jAnakara sadvRttise 'egaM jANaI se savvaM jANaI' yahI kartavya hai| devacaMdra-caubIsIkA terahavA~ stavana ina mahAtmA puruSane gAyA hai vaha vicAraNIya hai jii| manakI kalpanAse saMsAra khar3A huA hai, usa para vicAra karanese samajhameM AtA hai ki 'bera bera na Ave avasara, bera bera na Ave / ' yahI kartavya hai jii| jIvane yaha vicAra hI nahIM kiyA hai ki satsaMga kyA hai? isI vicArase aMtaraMgameM bhAvakI khumArI, ullAsa, zAMti kucha aura hI anubhavameM Ate haiM jii| * 42 sanAvada,saM. 1976, tA. 26-7-20 gurubhaktimeM guruke guNagAnase DheroM karma kSaya hote haiM jii| yahI kartavya hai jii| he prabhu! Apase eka anurodha hai jo pahale bhI kara cuke haiM, use aba bhI dhyAnameM liijiyegaa| he prabhu! hama to ina yathAtathya sadguruke bhaktake dAsAnudAsa haiM aura una yathAtathya sadgurukI jo bhakti karate haiM, unheM namaskAra hai jii| he prabhu! Apa sabhI jAnate haiM ki zrImad sadguru rAjacaMdra prabhukA yaha eka dIna ziSya hai jii| to aba vaha yathAtathya svarUpa kahA~ hai? isakA vicAra kara bhakti karanI cAhiye jii| "aisI kahA~se mati bhaI, Apa Apa hai nAhi; Apana] jaba bhUla gaye, avara kahA~se lAI ? Apa Apa e zodhaseM, Apa Apa mila jAya." (gurugama) dUsare, mahAtmA devacaMdrajIkI caubIsIke stavana haiM unameMse tIsarA, cauthA, pA~cavA~, chaTThA, sAtavA~ tathA AThavA~ stavana par3hakara, vicArakara dhyAnameM leNgejii| tathA parama prakaTa prabhu 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMthameM jo-jo patra haiM unheM par3hanemeM 'jitanI zIghratA utanA hI dhImA kArya' 'jitanA kaccApana, utanA khaTTApana' mAnakara dhairya kartavya hai jii| samatA-samAdhimeM raheMge jii| samabhAva, kSamA dhAraNa kreN| 'jaldabAjIse Ama nahIM pakate' yaha kahAvata hai| he prabhu! Apa samajhadAra haiN| kyA likhU ? kucha samajhameM nahIM aataa| yogyatAkI AvazyakatA hai| kisako kaheM? sanmukhadRSTivAna jIvoMkA kalyANa avazya hogA jii| jIvanaparyaMta vaisA hI rahanA caahiye| yoM AtmAko vizeSa citra jaisA banAkara rakhanekI jisa jIvAtmAne bhAvanA bhAyI hogI usakA Atmahita avazya hogA jii| yaha sabako svayaM vicArakara dekhanA hai jii| "jyAM zaMkA tyAM gaNa saMtApa." dUsare, he prabhu! jIvAtmAko jo udayameM Aye use samabhAvase bhoganA caahiye| aise patra parama kRpAlu devakI amRtavANIse daidIpyamAna haiM unheM par3hakara, ciMtanakara dhyAnameM leMge jii| Apake vAcana

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patrAvali-1 27 ciMtanake liye nIce mutAbika noMdha karatA hU~ jii| patra 125, 414, 487, 494 Adi se dhyAnasamAdhi ho sakatI hai jii| satsaMgakA viyoga ho taba satpuruSakI yaha AdhArabhUta vANI pddh'eN| usImeM kAla vyatIta kreN| saMbhava ho to saba milakara bhaktibhAvakara patra 226 AdikA vAcana kara satpuruSake vacana dhyAnameM leveN| jIvako DhIlA nahIM chor3anA cAhiye, anyathA ArtadhyAna Adise satyAnAza kara ddaalegaa| yathAsaMbhava vRttiko vAcana athavA ciMtanameM rokakara samaya vyatIta karanA caahiye| ___ "ucca bhUmikAko prApta mumukSuoMko bhI satpuruSoMkA yoga yA samAgama AdhArabhUta hai, isameM saMzaya nahIM hai| nivRttivAna dravya, kSetra, kAla aura bhAvakA yoga honese jIva uttarottara ucca bhUmikAko prApta karatA hai|" kintu aMtarAyakA udaya hone para to yathAzakya samabhAva rakhanese, kAla paripakva honepara jIva avazya samAdhiko prApta hogA aisA socakara, pramAda chor3akara puruSArtha karanA caahiye| ___ kucha acchA nahIM lgtaa| vaisA sthAna aura vaisI yogyatAvAle jIvAtmA kahA~ haiM ki usa sthAna para zAMti prApti kareM? kalikAla aisA AyA hai ki eka udAsInatAke binA anya koI upAya nahIM hai| patra likhanA acchA nahIM lagatA, kintu tumhArI cittazAMtike liye yaha likhanA Avazyaka thA, ataH vizrAma lete lete balapUrvaka pUrA kiyA hai| zAMtiH zAMtiH shaaNtiH|| __ pUrva saMskArase saMyoga mile haiM jii| jIvako pramAda kartavya nahIM hai jii| satsaMga, satsamAgama sahaja hI prApta ho, usakA vicAra kareM, dhyAnameM rakheM, isImeM vizeSa lAbha hai jii| he prabhu! devacaMdra-caubIsIke gyArahaveM zrI zreyAMsa prabhuke stavanako par3hakara, vicArakara dhyAnameM leveM / jIva jAnabUjhakara ulTA-sIdhA bole, use kyA kaheM? jIvane sAmAnya kara diyA hai| vicAra nahIM krtaa| jo-jo jIvAtmA sanmArgake sammukha haiM, unakA to viyogameM kalyANa hai jii| samAgamakI apekSA virahameM vizeSa lAbha hai, aisA bhI jJAnIpuruSoMne dekhA hai aura hamane bhI sadguruke samIpa yahI sunA hai| vaise hI mArga bhI alaukika hai| use laukikameM, sAmAnyameM nahIM jAne denA cAhiye / ghabarAnA nahIM caahiye| 'utkRSTe vIrya niveze, yoga kriyA navi pese re, yogataNI dhruvatAne leze, Atamazakti na khese re, vIra0 zurapaNe Atama upayogI, thAya teNe ayogI re, vIra0 dhairyapUrvaka sarva jIvAtmAko bhaktimeM saMlagna kreN| satsamAgama kreN| dhyAnameM, ciMtanameM lakSya rkheN| "vacanase uccAra, manase vicaar|" thor3A thor3A likhate hue Aja patra pUrNa kiyA hai jii| patrameM adhika kyA likheM? yathAvasara samAgamameM vicAra karanepara samajhameM AyegA jii| + 1. jaba utkRSTa vIrya ho taba mana-vacana-kAyArUpI yogakriyA praveza nahIM kara sakatI, arthAt yogakriyA nahIM rhtii| isa prakAra yogakI nizcalatAse Atmazakti jarA bhI calAyamAna nahIM hotii|.....usii taraha AtmA jaba zUravIra hotA hai taba apane AtmaguNoMkA upabhoga karatA hai aura yogarahita-ayogI ho jAtA hai|

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upadezAmRta 43 sanAvada, aSAr3ha sudI 10, 1976 pramAdako chor3akara yathAzakti jo kucha kaNThastha yA adhyayana ho sake vaha karanA cAhiye jii| athavA nivRtti lekara bhakti-bhajana karanA cAhiye jii| Alasya zatru hai jii| saMsArasamudra iMdrajAla jaisA, svapna samAna nAzavAna hai| kAlacakra sirapara ghUma rahA hai| prANa liye yA legA aisA ho rahA hai| vahA~ isa klezita jIvAtmAko eka dharmakI zaraNa hai jii| phira bhI yaha jIva kisa yoga aura kAlakI pratIkSA karatA hai isapara vicArakara AtmA para dayA karanekA avasara isa manuSyabhavako mAnakara puruSArtha kartavya hai jii| koI kisIkA nahIM hai, phira bhI jIva parabhAvameM Asakta ho rahA hai| "maiM" aura "merA" dehAdise lekara sabameM 'merA merA' kara rahA hai, kintu jo vAstavameM apanA hai use jIvane anAdi kAlase jAnA nahIM hai yoM socakara, jabase samajhA tabase saberA, jahA~se bhUle vahIMse phira ginakara ekamAtra Atmahita-kalyANa ho vaha kartavya hai; jIvako usakI sa~bhAla avazya karanI cAhiye jii| jo honahAra hai vaha badalegA nahIM aura jo badalanevAlA hai vaha hogA nhiiN| ataH sAvadhAna rahanA caahiye| sahajAtmasvarUpakA smaraNa, dhyAna, vicAra kartavya hai jii| jo samaya bIta rahA hai, vaha vApasa AnevAlA nahIM hai| parabhAvakA ciMtana, kalpanA kara jIva bhramameM par3akara karmabaMdha karatA hai| vaha vyartha chilake kUTane jaisA hai| jo-jo saMyoga milanevAlA hai, vaha milakara aMtameM chUTanevAlA hai| apanA huA nahIM hai, phira bhI jIva kalpanA kara bhUlatA hai, yaha socakara mana yA vRttiko parabhAvameM jAte rokakara bArabAra smRtimeM, AtmopayogameM lAnA ucita hai jii| sarvavyApaka sat-cit-AnaMda aisA maiM eka huuN| aisA vicAra kareM, dhyAna kareM, vacanase sahajAtmasvarUpakA uccAraNa kareM-boleM, manase vicAra kreN| uparokta kathanAnusAra dhyAnameM rakhakara lakSya rakhanA yogya hai jIsahajAtmasvarUpa / ba~dhe hueko chur3avAnA hai jii| purAnA chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| kisI na kisI dina use chor3anA hI pdd'egaa| jabase yaha vacana sunA tabase aMtarameM tyAga-vairAgya lAkara, sukhaduHkhameM samabhAva rakhakara, cittameM zAMtise vicArakara, samAdhibhAva prApta ho vaise kartavya hai jii| saba bhUla jaayeN| AtmA hai| ataH eka AtmopayogameM rAtadina rheN| jahA~ dRSTi draSTAmeM par3atI hai, vahA~ karma Ate haiM to jAnekI zarta para / baMdhA huA chUTatA hai, usameM harSa-zoka karane jaisA hai hI nahIM jii| zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMti / punazca-uparokta vacanapara vicArakara dhyAnameM rakhane yogya hai jii| "mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata eha / " 44 sanAvada, pra. zrAvaNa sudI 13, zukra, 1976 vRddhAvasthAke kAraNa zarIra kSINa hotA jA rahA hai| zubha-azubha, sAtA-asAtA vedanIya karmaka udayameM AtmAmeM samabhAva rakhakara vItarAga bhAvanAse pravRtti kareM, aisI AjJA zrImad sadguru bhagavAnakI hai, usakA yathAzakti ArAdhana karanA cAhiye jii| isa vicArase zAMti rahatI hai jii| Apake patrase gorajI lAdhAbhAIkA dehotsarga huA jAnakara use khedajanaka vicArakara bhI Atmahita ho vaisA karanA cAhiye / vartamAnameM kalikAla cala rahA hai jii| prANa liye yA legA aisA ho rahA hai, phira bhI jIva kisa kAlakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai, isapara vicArakara AtmakalyANa ho aise kAlakI pratIkSA karanI caahiye| anAdise parabhAva, pramAda, svacchaMdameM kAla ga~vAyA hai, usapara

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patrAvali-1 vicArakara, aba aisA na hone deneke liye satsaMga samAgamameM samaya bIte aisI vRtti rakhanI caahiye| phira ApakI vRtti satsamAgama darzanArtha hai vaha kartavya hai jii| kyoMki saMsAravyavasAyake kArya to kisIke pUre hue nahIM hai| paramakRpAludevane kahA hai-"jiMdagI choTI hai aura jaMjAla laMbA hai; isaliye jaMjAla kama kara, to sukharUpase jiMdagI laMbI lgegii|" isa para vicArakara hameM jisase Atmahita ho vaisA karanA caahiye| hama to tInoM paryuSaNa parva manAnA kartavya samajhate haiM, kyoMki hamAre zrImad sadguru bhagavAnakI samabhAva, vItarAgatAkI upAsanA karanekI zikSA zirodhArya karake, matAMtarase utpanna paryuSaNa parvake dina bhale hI pRthak pRthak mAne jAte hoM, para hameM to ahoniza zvAsocchvAsameM vItarAgatAkA, vItarAga bhAvanAkA abhyAsa karanA hai-upAsanA karanI hai| usake nimittabhUta ye parva yathAzakti ArAdhana karane haiN| 45 sanAvada, pra.zrAvaNa sudI 14, 1976 satsamAgamase satparvameM-mahotsavameM, nimitta mila jAnese dharmavRtti vardhamAna hotI hai| svAmivAtsalya Adi mahimAse aneka jIvAtmAko zraddhA-samyaktvakA lAbha mile aise nimitta kAraNa karane, karAne aura anumodana karanevAleko bar3A puNyAnubaMdhI puNyakA baMdha hokara mukti prApta hotI hai jii| puSTa avalaMbanase zraddhAna-samyaktvako poSaNa milatA haijii| vizeSa samAgamase samajhameM aayegaa| patrase nahIM likhA jA sktaa| "jiMdagI choTI hai aura jaMjAla laMbA hai; isaliye jaMjAla kama kara, to sukharUpase jiMdagI laMbI lgegii|" bodhase yaha samajha aMtaraMgameM hotI hai, yaha satya hai jii| +"khAmemi savva jIvA, savve jIvA khamaMtu me| mittI me savva bhUesu, veraM majhaM na keNai // " vItarAgatA sUcaka A, vItarAga mahA parva vItarAgatA kAraNe, ArAdho nirgarva. kSamAzUra arhat prabhu, kSamA Adi avadhAra; kSamA dharma ArAdhavA, kSamA karo sukhakAra. cittako caina na honese tathA zarIraprakRti narama honese patra nahIM likhA gayA aura anya kinhIM mumukSubhAiyoMke patra Aye, unakA bhI uttara nahIM likhA gyaa| ataH isa patrase jaise Atmahita ho vaise vAcana-ciMtana dvArA lakSya rakheMge jii| 3"dharmaraMga jIraNa nahIM, sAhelaDiyA, deha te jIraNa thAya re guNavelaDiyA; sonuM te viNase nahIM, sAhelaDiyA, ghATa ghaDAmaNa jAya re guNavelaDiyA. ___+ artha-maiM saba jIvoMse kSamA mA~gatA huuN| saba jIva mujhe kSamA kreN| mujhe saba jIvoMse maitrIbhAva ho, kisIse mujhe vairabhAva na ho| 1. isa vItarAgatAsUcaka vItarAga mahAparvakI vItarAgatAkI prAptike lie garvarahita hokara upAsanA kro| 2. arhat prabhu kSamAzUra hai-kSamA karanemeM zUravIra hai| dazalakSaNa dharmameM kSamAdharma Adi (prathama) hai| kSamAdharmakI ArAdhanAke lie sabase kSamAyAcanA karanI cAhie jo sukhakA mUla hai, kAraNa hai| 3. artha-dharmakA raMga kabhI jIrNa nahIM hotA, deha jarUra jIrNa hotA hai| jaise ki svarNaka AbhUSaNake AkArameM parivartana hotA hai paraMtu svarNakA nAza nahIM hotaa| jisa prakAra tA~beko svarNarasakA sparza honese vaha

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30 upadezAmRta tAMbu je rasavedhiyu, sAhelaDiyA, te hoya jAcuM hema re guNavelaDiyA, pharI tAMbuMte navi huye, sAhelaDiyA, ehavo jagaguru prema re guNavelaDiyA." 1"pragaTe adhyAtama dazA re lAla, vyakta guNI guNagrAma re vhAlesara; Atmasiddhi kAraja bhaNI re lAla, sahaja niyAmaka hetu re vhAlesara. nAmAdika jinarAjanAM re lAla, bhavasAgaramAMhe setu re vhAlesara." jhUThA khAtA, svapna samAna saMsAra, kalikAla, duSama-duSama, jahara jahara aura jahara, isameM mahAna puNyavAna jIvAtmA to svayaM apanA karaneke liye AtmAse AtmAko pahacAnakara samabhAva-bhAvanAkA tathA nija svarUpa-samAdhikA anubhavalAbha vicArakara, vicArameM Akara, pudgalAnaMdIpanese anAdikAlase honevAlI bhUlako satsamAgamase bhrama samajhakara, AtmAnaMdakI pahacAna honeke liye tathA vizrAMti prApta honeke liye kucha bodhakA yoga prApta karake yaha ciMtAmaNi jaisA manuSyabhava saphala karane yogya hai jii| 'egaM jANai se savvaM jANai' yaha bahuta hI vicAra karane para prApta hotA hai| anya anaMta sAdhana anaMta bAra kiye kintu mokSa nahIM huA, aisA sarva jJAnIpuruSoMne kahA hai, hameM to yaha yathAtathya samajhameM A gayA hai| ApakA bhI yaha samajhanese hI chuTakArA hai jii| jisase rAga, dveSa, krodha, moha Adise sahaja hI chUTA jA sakatA hai| japa tapa Adi sarva sAdhana kara cukA hai aura aMtarmuhUrtameM mokSa prApta hotA hai, yaha bhI vicAraNIya hai jii| kyA isa kathana para dhyAna nahIM deMge? sarvathA gaphalatameM jAne deMge? likhanA to thA para avasara nahIM milaa| zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH .. 46 sanAvada, pra. zrAvaNa vadI 3, budha, 1976 "icchA aura dveSase rahita, sarvatra samadRSTise dekhanevAle puruSa, bhagavAnakI bhaktise yukta hokara bhAgavatI gatiko prApta hue, arthAt nirvANako prApta hue|" yaha saMsAra tAlapuTa viSa jaisA hai, viSa, viSa aura viSa / 2"pavanase bhaTakI koyala' jaisA yaha manuSyabhava hai| anaMta bhavoMmeM paribhramaNa to huA, para jIva isa dehako kevala AtmAke liye bitAye to anaMta bhavoMkI kasara nikala jAye, aisI zrImad sadguru bhagavAnakI zikSA hai| isakA vizeSa rUpase ArAdhana karane jaisA hai| anaMta janma-maraNa kara cukA hai| prANa liye yA legA yoM ho rahA hai, taba yaha jIva kisa kAlakI pratIkSAmeM hai? yaha vicAraNIya hai| zuddha svarNa ho jAtA hai, vaha phira tA~bA nahIM ho sakatA; usI prakAra jagaguru bhagavAnase yathArtha prIti honese yaha jIva unhIMkI dazAko prApta ho jAtA hai-vaha phira saMsArI nahIM ho sktaa| 1. bhAvArtha-vyaktaguNI (jisake AtmaguNa pragaTa hue haiM aise) bhagavAnake guNagAnase isa jIvakI adhyAtmadazA pragaTa hotI hai| apanI Atmasiddhike liye bhagavAna acUka kAraNa hai| saMsArasamudrase pAra pAneke liye jinabhagavAnake nAma Adi setuke samAna avalaMbanarUpa haiN| 2. 'vAnI mArI koyala' mUla gujarAtI pATha hai| usakA artha aisA hai ki vA-havAke dhakkese (mArI=mArase) koyala jaMgalase zaharameM A gaI ho usI taraha koI prabala puNyake yogase acAnaka hI manuSyabhava mila gayA hai|

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patrAvali-1 pakSapAtarahita pratyakSa zrImad sadguruke vacanAmRtoMkA vicArakara, zraddhA ruci sahita aMtaravRttipradhAna hokara hameM jo puruSArtha karanA hai usakA svarUpa satsaMga-satsamAgamameM yathAtathya samajhanA caahiye| usameM pramAda aura svacchaMdako zatru samajhanA caahiye| zeSa to, jagatameM anya prANImAtra mitra haiN| yadi koI duHkha detA hai to utanA RNa utaratA hai| samyakdRSTivAnako to asAtA Adi vedanIya karmakA udaya bhI RNase mukta honekA kAraNa hotA hai jii| samyakdRSTi jIva mRtyuko bhI mahotsava mAnakara, jagatake jIvoM dvArA upadrava karane para bhI ulTese sulTA karate hue AtmAnaMdako yathAtathya samajhakara AtmAnaMdI hue haiM, ho rahe haiM aura hoNge| ___ ahoho! yaha mArga kaisA sulabha hai, sarala hai, sugama hai, svAbhAvika hai! use apanI tarAjUpara taulakara kaisI bhUla karatA hai, yaha jIvakI samajhameM nahIM aataa| yaha jIva dhokhe hI dhokhemeM rahakara, dharmake nimitta tIrthayAtrAmeM dhana kharca karatA hai, para jahA~ AtmAkA poSaNa ho aise nimittoMpara jIva kalpanAse saMkucita vRttivAlA hotA hai, yaha vRttikI ThagAI hai yaha dhyAnameM nahIM aataa| isa jIvako eka kAma karanA hai, vaha bhI na ho sakA to phira kyA kaheM ? ___ ye vacana sahaja bhAvase, niHspRhatAse, niHsvArthabhAvase, AtmavRttise, eka AtmArthakA vicArakara, jA~cakara kahe haiM yaha Apako vidita ho / 47 sanAvada, pra. zrAvaNa sudI 10, maMgala, 1976 isa svapnavat saMsArameM jagatako nAzavAna jAnakara kucha bhI icchA na rakhate hue eka AtmAke liye dehako bitAnA hai| AtmabhAvakI icchA rakhakara, pUrva prArabdha-zubha-azubha, sAtA-asAtA-ko samabhAvase kSamAsahita bhoga lenA cAhiye / saba jIvoMke prati samabhAva-dhairya rakhakara, koI kyA kahatA hai usa ora na dekhakara, jo-jo kAma karanA ho ve samabhAvase sabako samajhAkara kreN| yaha jagata prakRtike adhIna hai, rAga, dveSa aura ajJAnase baMdha hI karatA hai| para AtmAke hitake liye hameM vaisA nahIM bananA hai| vinaya vazIkaraNase devagati hotI hai| ataH paramArtha arthAt AtmAke liye karatA hU~, para mujhe merA karanA hai aisA nahIM honA cAhiye / 'maiM, merA' to karanA hI nahIM caahiye| itanI bAta mAnoge to saMgakA phala milegaa| phira yathAvasara saba acchA hogA jii| * * 48 sanAvada, tA.3-9-20 jitanI zIghratA utanA hI dhImA kaary| dhairya rakhanA caahiye| jo karanA hai use yathAtathya samajhane para hI kalyANa hai, aisA samajhameM AyA hai jii| vaha satsaMga sadbodhase samajhameM AtA hai jii| vaisI bhAvanAmeM vRtti rakhakara pravRtti karanA yogya hai jii| jIvako pahale zraddhA-sadgurudharmakI zraddhA, samajhakara unakI AjJAse calanA cAhiye / AjJA hI dharma aura AjJA hI tapa hai jii| svacchaMda aura pramAda jIvake vizeSa zatru haiN| isase jIva bhUla karatA hai jii| apanI matikalpanAse, apane tarAjU para, apane bAToMse tolatA hai jii| kintu yaha mithyA hai yaha samajhameM nahIM AyA hai| koI zatru sira kATa le yA duHkha de to vahA~ karmaRNase mukti hotI hai jii| mRtyu bhI mahotsava hai! samyakdRSTi to ulTeko sulTA kara AtmAnaMdameM magna rahatA hai jii| pudgalAnaMdI jIva ulTA

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32 upadezAmRta samajhatA hai jii| samajhanA yahI hai ki ba~dhA huA chUTatA hai jI-svayaMko ghabarAhaTa ho yahI bhaya hai jii| isa bhayase mukta huA jA sakatA hai| kaliyuga, kalikAla! tAlapuTa viSa, viSa aura viSa yaha saMsAra hai jii| usameM ciMtAmaNike samAna manuSyabhava hai, anaMta janmamaraNa karane para yaha bhava milA hai| isameM sadgurukI pahacAna honese, unakI AjJAkA ArAdhana karanese mukta huA jA sakatA hai| jIva saba kucha kara cukA hai| kyA nahIM kiyA? yaha soceN| 1"prabhupaNe prabhu oLakhI re, amala vimala guNageha, jinavara pUjo; sAdhyadRSTi sAdhakapaNe re, vaMde dhanya nara teha. jinavara pUjo; eka vAra prabhu vaMdanA re, Agama rIte thAya, jinavara pUjo; kAraNa satye kAryanI re, siddhi pratIta karAya. jinavara pUjo; janma kRtAratha tehano re, divasa saphaLa paNa tAsa; jinavara pUjo; jagata zaraNa jinacaraNane re, vaMde dharIya ullAsa. jinavara pUjo." 2"dharma raMga jIraNa nahIM, sAhelaDiyA, deha te jIraNa thAya re guNavelaDiyA; sonuM te viNase nahIM, sAhelaDiyA, ghATa ghaDAmaNa jAya re guNavelaDiyA; tAMbuM je rasavedhiyu, sAhelaDiyA, te hoya jAcaM hema re guNavelaDiyA; pharI tAMbuM te navi huye, sAhelaDiyA, ehavo jagaguru prema re guNavelaDiyA." 49 __sanAvada,saM.1976 jIvako zoka nahIM karanA caahiye| pramAdako chor3akara jo kucha ho sake vaha kaNThastha karanA cAhiye / Alasya zatru hai| nivRtti nikAlakara bhaktibhajana karanA cAhiye / saMsArasamudra iMdrajAla jaisA hai, svapnavat nAzavAna hai| kAlacakra sira para ghUma rahA hai| prANa liye yA legA aisA ho rahA hai| isameM isa klezita jIvAtmAko eka dharmakI zaraNa hai, gati hai| yaha jIva kaise yoga-kAlakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai? yaha dekhakara AtmAkI dayA AtI hai| isa manuSyabhavameM puruSArtha kartavya hai| koI kisIkA nahIM hai, phira bhI jIva parabhAvameM Asakta ho rahA hai| maiM aura merA, dehAdise lekara sabameM merA merA kara rahA hai| jo apanA hai use jIvane anAdikAlase jAnA nahIM hai, aisA samajhakara, samajhA tabhIse saberA, bhUle vahIMse vApasa ginate hue eka Atmahita-kalyANa ho vaisA karanA cAhiye / jIvako isa viSayameM avazya dhyAna rakhanA cAhiye / honahAra miTanevAlA nahIM hai aura jo nahIM honevAlA hai vaha hogA nahIM, ataH sAvadhAna rahanA caahiye| sahajAtmasvarUpakA smaraNa, dhyAna, vicAra karanA cAhiye jii| jo samaya bIta rahA hai vaha vApasa AnevAlA nahIM hai| parabhAvakA ciMtana, kalpanAse jIva bhramameM par3akara karmabaMdha karatA hai, yaha vyartha chilake kUTane jaisA hai| jo-jo saMyoga 1. bhAvArtha-amala vimala aura guNadhAmarUpa prabhuke svarUpako mUla svarUpase pahacAnakara sAdhyadRSTise sAdhakake rUpameM prabhukI vaMdanA kare usa jIvako dhanya hai| Agamokta (zAstrokta) rItise agara eka bAra bhI prabhukI vaMdanA kI jAya to vaha jIva avazya siddhiko prApta hogA, kyoMki satya kAraNako grahaNa karanese uttama kAryakI siddhi avazya hogii| usI vyaktikA janma kRtArtha hai, dina bhI saphala hai jo jagatake zaraNarUpa jinacaraNako ullAsa dhAraNa kara vaMdanA karatA hai| 2. bhAvArthaka liye dekhe pRSTha 29

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patrAvali-1 33 milanevAlA hai, vaha milakara aMtameM chUTanevAlA hai| vaha kucha apanA huA nahIM, phira bhI kalpanAkara jIva bhUlatA hai, yoM socakara mana yA vRttiko parabhAvameM jAte hue rokakara, bArabAra smRtimeM, AtmopayogameM lAnA yogya hai jii| "sarvavyApaka saccidAnaMdake samAna maiM eka AtmA hU~ aisA soceM, dhyAna kreN|" 'sahajAtmasvarUpa'kA vacanase uccAra, manase vicAra Upara likhe anusAra dhyAnameM rakhakara lakSyameM lenA yogya hai jii| 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' baMdhe hueko chur3AnA hai jii| purAnA chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| kisI-na-kisI dina chor3anA hI par3egA / jabase yaha vacana sunA hai tabase aMtaraMgameM tyAga-vairAgya lAkara, sukhaduHkhameM samabhAva rakhakara, cittameM zAMtise vicArakara, samAdhibhAva ho vaise karanA cAhiye jii| saba bhUla jaayeN| eka AtmaupayogameM rAta dina rheN| arthAt 'AtmA' hai| jaba draSTAmeM dRSTi par3atI hai taba baMdhA huA chUTatA hai| usameM harSa zoka karane jaisA nahIM hai jii| zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH punazca-uparokta vacana para vicArakara dhyAnameM lenekA lakSya rakhanA yogya hai jii| __"mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata eha / " 60 tA.6-10-20,saM.1976 AtmabhAvanApUrvaka jAgRti rakhanI caahiye| dehAdi saMbaMdha, rAgadveSa, vyAdhi, upAdhi, saMkalpavikalpa, pUrvopArjita-saMcita prArabdha, adhyavasAya, jo-jo jAnanemeM AtA hai, usakA draSTA, dehase bhinna AtmA asaMga hai, sabase bhinna hai| baMdhe hue saMyoga chUTate haiM jii| sAkSI hai use yathAtathya bhinna AtmA jaaneN| samabhAva, samAdhi, zAMtimeM AtmA hai jii| vaha parabhAva-vibhAvake saMyogase jur3A huA hai| usase mukta honA hai arthAt chUTanA hai| apanA mUla svarUpa kabhI nahIM chUTatA, yaha socakara samabhAva rkhiyegaa| jo honahAra hai vaha badalegA nahIM aura jo badalanevAlA hai vaha hogA nhiiN| jJAnIpuruSa dehAdi saMyogase lekara sAtA-asAtA jo udayameM AtA hai, use dekhakara usase bhinna aviSamabhAvase, arthAt usa dRzyase ulTe, apaneko draSTA mAnakara AnaMda zAMtimeM saMtoSa mAnakara dhairya rakhakara apane svarUpameM lIna hote haiM jii| jIvane anAdikAlase jise sukha mAna rakhA thA vaha mithyA hai, aisA socakara samabhAvase bhogakara mRtyu Anepara bhI mahotsava mAnate haiN| ___ aba ciMtA karane jaisA kucha nahIM hai| jo jA rahA hai use jAne deM, sadaiva AnaMdameM raheM jii| yadyapi aisA hI hotA A rahA hai, para samajhameM phera hai| isa samajhako badala denA par3egA / jo mAnanA cAhiye vaha to mAnA nahIM aura jise nahIM mAnanA cAhiye use mAnA hai| ginanA cAhiye use ginA nahIM aura jise nahIM ginanA cAhiye use gina liyA hai| yahI bhUla hai| aba to itanA bhava jo sarvathA merA mAnA hai use chor3akara, satpuruSane jisa AtmAko yathAtathya dekhA hai, jAnA hai, anubhava kiyA hai vahI AtmA merA hai, usIke liye isa dehako bitAnA hai| use DhU~Dhanese, usIko mAnanese, usIke vyApArase, usI para zraddhA karanese, usI para ruci karanese AtmakalyANa hai| aisA samajhakara usI bhAvanA-puruSArtha bhAvanA se pravRtti karanA so AtmakalyANa hai jii| isake liye jo jo udayameM Akara jAtA hai, use dekhate rahanA hai| Jain Educa3 ernational

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34 upadezAmRta sabakA Atmahita ho, AtmabhAvanA ho, vaise hameM svaparahita karanA cAhiye / paramArthake liye deha bitAnA hai, AtmArthake liye; anya kisI icchAse nahIM, aisA socakara zAMtise rahiyegA / yaha sabase anurodha hai jii| vedanI Ane para, vizeSa vizeSa satpuruSake vacanAmRta para vicAra kareM, yAda kareM; zarIrakI bhinnatA smRtimeM rakhane yogya hai jii| samyakdRSTi jIvAtmA asAtAvedanIke Anepara vizeSa jAgRtimeM rahatA hai| aisA karanA ucita hai| usake prati harSazoka na kara, ba~dhe hue karma kSaya honepara phirase nayA karmabaMdha na ho aise bhAvase AtmA AtmadRSTise upayoga-bhAvameM sthiratA dhAraNa karatA hai jii| akaMpa, aDola, zAzvata, jJAnadarzanacAritramaya dharma para vicArakara, hamase hamArA nijabhAva kabhI chUTA nahIM isI bhAvanAse rahatA hai| "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re." 51 sanAvada, tA. 20-10-20, budha,saM. 1976 mAtra bhAvanA kareM; aura smaraNa kartavya hai| satpuruSakI AsAtanA ho to doSa lagatA hai| AtmabhAvase AtmAkA kalyANa hai| vaha AtmA arthAt apanA aNtraatmaa| usa aMtarAtmAse paramAtmAkI bhakti karanI caahiye| 'mana caMgA to katharoTameM gaMgA' isa kahAvatakI bhAvanA karate hue "sahajAtma svarUpa kA smaraNa karanA caahiye| bAharase moha kare aura vicAra na kare to anaMta karmoMkA upArjana hotA hai| 1"mane ghaDI nathI vIsaratA rAja, sadguru saMkaTahartA." 2"mArI nADa tamAre hAthe hari, saMbhALajo re, mujane potAno jANIne prabhupada pALajo re. (dhru0) pathyApathya nathI samajAtuM, duHkha sadaiva rahe UbharAtuM; mane haze zuM thAtuM, nAtha nihALajo re! mArI01 anAdi Apa vaidya cho sAcA, koI upAya viSe nahi kAcA; divasa rahyA che TAMcA, veLA vALajo re! mArI02 vizvezvara, zuM hajI visAro, bAjI hAtha chatAM kAM hAro? mahA mUMjhAro mAro naTavara, TALajo re! mArI03 1. saMkaTahartA sadguru mujhe eka ghar3I (kSaNa ke liye bhI vismRta nahIM hote, sadA yAda Ate haiN| 2. he hari, merI nAr3I Apake hAthameM hai to Apa merA dhyAna rakhanA, mujhe apanA jAnakara apanA prabhupada nibhaanaa| majhe pathyApathyakA kacha bhAna nahIM hai jisase merA roga (da:kha) bar3hatA jA rahA hai. merA kyA hogA-sohe prabhu! Apa dekhate rhnaa| mere usa anAdi rogake Apa hI sacce vaidya ho, aura roga-nidAnameM Apa kacce nahIM ho arthAt sahI auSadhake jJAtA ho / aba samaya bhI kama bacA hai ataH Apa jaldI upAya karanA / he vizvezvara! Apa abhI taka mujhe bhUla kyoM rahe ho? dhyAnameM kyoM nahIM lete? upAya Apake hAthameM hai phira bhI kyoM nahIM karate? he naTavara! jaldI upAya karake merI AkulatAko dUra kro| bhUdharadAsa kahate haiM ki he kezavahari! aba merA kyA hogA? saba karmarUpI zatruoMne mujhe ghera liyA hai to merA satyAnAza ho jaayegaa| to ApakI hI ijjata jAyegI kyoMki maiM to ApakI zaraNameM hU~ isaliye Apa dhyAna rkhnaa|

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35 patrAvali-1 kezava hari, mAruM zuM thAze ? ghANa vaLyo zuM gar3ha gherAze? lAja tamArI jAze, bhUdhara bhALajo re! mArI04 * * * sanAvada,saM.1976 isa jIvako anaMtakAla paribhramaNa karate hue aneka bAra manuSyabhava prApta hue, phira bhI svacchaMda aura pramAda ina do zatruoMkA nAza karaneke liye eka pratyakSa pragaTa puruSakI AjJAkA pAlana jIva na kare to vaha sarva baMdhanase mukta nahIM ho sktaa| isa kalikAlameM satsaMga, satpuruSakA milanA bahuta durlabha hai| isa jIvAtmAko vaisA joga milane para, zraddhA-ruci-pratIti Anepara yadi jIva puruSArtha (samabhAva) na kare to jIvakA paribhramaNa miTanA durlabha ho jAyegA jii| sabhI darzana dharma, dharmakI pukAra kara rahe haiM, para Atmasukhako upAdeya mAnakara jo jIva pudgalasukhase upekSita haiM, ve rAjamArgake yogya haiN| kiMtu jo pudgalasukhake abhilASI, abhinivezI, AlasI, asura, durAcArI, klezita, kusaMskArI, kadAgrahI haiM, unheM rAjamArgase dUra samajhanA caahiye| jisake hRdayameM guru nivAsa karate haiM vaha dhanya hai jii| isa saMsArameM jo eka kArya karanekA hai vaha bAkI raha jAtA hai| aura saMsAra-vyavahAra jo svapna samAna mAyA hai, usameM daur3abhAga kara yaha jIva 'merA merA' kara mithyAgraha kara rahA hai jii| mumukSu jIvako isa para vicAra avazya karanA cAhiye aura jAgRta rahanekA puruSArtha karanA cAhiye jii| ekamAtra AtmAkI ciMtAmeM hI zeSa bhava bitAye to anaMta bhava Tala sakate haiM jii| saMsArakA bolanA, calanA yA pravartana kucha bhI dekhanA nahIM hai jii| sArA jagata karmAdhIna pravRtti karatA hai jii| usameM dRSTi nahIM DAlakara, draSTA banakara manana, dhyAnase vRttiko manameM lAkara samabhAvako sAdhyakara, samatola rakhakara rahanA usakA nAma samAdhi hai jii| isa samAdhiko prApta karanekI parama kRpAludevakI AjJA hai, ise bhUlanA nahIM caahiye| isa bAtako lakSyameM rakhakara hameM hamArA kAma karanA caahiye| vibhAvake nimittakI ora na dekhakara mAtra apane eka zuddha AtmasvarUpameM hI dRSTi rakhakara rahanekA kRpAludevakA anurodha hai jii| isa nizAnako na cUkeM / upayoga hI AtmA hai, vahI dharma hai, usameM dRSTi prerita kreN| adhika kyA likhU ? kucha samajhameM nahIM aataa| isa jagatakA dUsarA nAma duniyA arthAt do nyAya hai; adhikAMzataH yaha pAgala hai aura alpAMzameM hI samajhadAra hai, yoM do nyAya haiM jii| usameM bhI aMgulike pore para gine jA sakeM aise virale hI jIva samajhadAra haiM jii| jo jIvAtmA apane hI doSa dekhakara dUsarekI ora dRSTi na karate hue apanA kAma kara leMge, vaise hI bhAvameM vicAra karate hue adhika samaya vyatIta kareMge, unheM AtmabhAva hogA jI / anya dekhanese anya hotA hai jii| "jJAna dhyAna vairAgyamaya, uttama jahAM vicAra; e bhAve zubha bhAvanA, te Utare bhava pAra." 1"gaI vastu zoce nahIM, Agama vAMchA nAhI; vartamAna varte sadA, so jJAnI jagamAMhI." 1. artha-jo ho gayA usakI ciMtA nahIM karatA aura bhaviSyakI icchA nahIM karatA, kevala vartamAnakA hI vicAra karatA hai use saMsArameM jJAnI kahate haiN|

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36 upadezAmRta (gajhala) 1"bhale duzmana bane duniyA, tame nA kopazo, bApu, amImaya AMkha-kyArImAM, amala nA ropazo, bApu. tamArI jyAM dayAdRSTi, sadA tyAM che amIvRSTi; bane snehI sakala sRSTi, sadA hRdaye vaso, bApu. amArA doSa nA jozo, dayALU durguNo dhozo; ame to ApanAM chosa~, subuddhi Apazo, bApuM. *"khapI jaQ premamAM tArA, samarpaNa e ame kahiye; daphana tharbu zerImAM tArI, amAruM svarga e kahiye. 1 daraza tAruM zravaNa tAruM ane tuMmAM ja guma thA; parama prajJAna ne mukti, dharama ene ame kahiye. 2 saphara tArI gaLImAM te, zahanazAhI ame kahiye; rahePS ciMtvane tArA, parAbhakti ame kahiye. 3 tuMmAM che je, tuM che jemAM, pachI zuM zodha, tene? khabara nahi te ja gaphalata che, agara ajJAna te kahiye. 4 caraNa cUmatAM kapAvyuM zira, sanamanA premane khAtara; samarpaNa e ame kahiye, parAbhakti ja e kahiye. 5 divAnuM ghelu tuja premI, tvadarpita prANa tana mana dhana; gulAmI kAyamI tArI, sanamano rAha e kahiye. 6 53 maMDAlA,saM.1976 1. 'prabhu prabhutA saMbhAratAM, gAtAM karatAM guNagrAma re; sevaka sAdhanatA vare, nija saMvara pariNati pAma re. muni07 1. artha-he prabhu! duniyA bhale merI duzmana ho jAya, kintu Apa mujha para krodha mata karanA aura apanI amRtamaya A~khoMmeM aphImako mata basAnA / jahA~ ApakI dayAdRSTi hai vahA~ hamezA amRtakI varSA hotI hai| agara Apa mere hRdayameM baseMge to sArA jagata merA snehI bana jaayegaa| he prabhu! Apa hamAre doSa mata dekhanA, magara Apa dayA karake hamAre durguNa dUra karanA, kyoMki hama to ApakI santAna hai isaliye hameM sadbuddhi denaa| * artha-tere premameM hamArA balidAna ho jAye yahI samarpaNa hai| terI galImeM daphana honA yahI hamArA svarga hai| tere darzana karU~, tere vacanoMkA zravaNa karU~, tujhImeM lIna ho jAU~ yahI hamArI utkRSTa prajJA, mukti aura dharma hai| terI galImeM saphara (ghUmanA) karanA yahI hamArI zahenazAhI (rAjyasampatti) hai| tere ciMtanameM rahanA hI hamAre liye parAbhakti hai| teremeM jo haiM, tU jisameM hai isakA jise patA nahIM hai to vaha kyA khojegA? yahI gaphalata yA ajJAna hai| sanamake premake liye caraNoMmeM loTate hue jisane apanA zIza kaTA diyA use hI hama samarpaNa kahate haiM-parAbhakti kahate haiN| sanama (premI)kA sahI mArga yahI hai ki vaha terA dIvAnA ho jAya, prANa-tana-mana-dhana saba tujhe arpaNa kara de aura hamezAke liye terI gulAmI svIkAra kreN| ___ + prabhukI prabhutAko yAda karate hue aura unake guNagAna karate hue sevaka (prabhukA upAsaka) apane

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patrAvali - 1 pragaTa tattvatA dhyAvatAM, nija tattvano dhyAtA thAya re; tattvaramaNa ekAgratA, pUraNa tattve eha samAya re. muni08 (zreyAMsajina stavana, devacaMdrajI ) + 2. tAharA zuddha svabhAvane jI, Adare dharI bahumAna; tehane tehi ja nIpaje jI, e koI adbhuta tAna. vimala jina05 tuma prabhu, tuma tAraka vibhujI, tuma samo avara na koya; tuma darisaNa thakI huM taryo jI, zuddha AlaMbana hoya. vimala jina06 (vimalajinastavana, devacaMdrajI ) 37 54 sanAvada, saM. 1976 saba jIva vedanIya Adi karmake saMyogase sAtA - asAtA bhogate haiM aura usameM harSazoka kara phirase karma upArjana karate haiM, kintu jo jJAnIpuruSa haiM ve harSa zoka nahIM karate, samabhAvapUrvaka bhogate haiN| kyoMki anaMta kAlacakrase yaha jIva udayAdhIna saMyoga-viyoga Adi karmavipAkako bhogate hue kAla vyatIta karatA AyA hai aura paradravyako apanA mAnakara usImeM pariNata ho bhrAMta hokara mohAdhIna hokara, zarAbIkI bhA~ti nijabhAva bhUlakara, parabhAvameM mujhe duHkha hai, sukha hai Adi aneka prakArake mamatva, ahaMkAra, AzA tRSNA, icchA-vAMchA, saMkalpa-vikalpa karatA huA baMdhanayukta hokara anAdikAlase mukta nahIM huA hai / vaha isa manuSyabhavako prApta kara yathArtha svarUpako prApta satpuruSakI vANIse, vacanAmRtase satzraddhApUrvaka satsvarUpako yathAtathya samajhe to parako anya jAnakara baMdhanase chUTatA hai / jo draSTA banakara usako samabhAvase bhogatA hai, vaha baMdhanase chUTatA hai jI / anAdikAla se isa jIvako satpuruSakI arthAt satsvarUpakI asAtanA - abhaktise paribhramaNa karanA par3A hai / niMdA kara, dUsaroMke doSa dekha kara anaMta karma upArjana karatA hai, isakI apekSA yadi yaha jIva parAye doSa na dekhe aura guNa dekhe to use karmabaMdha nahIM hogA / jIvako mAna aura bar3appana ye do hI paribhramaNa karavAte haiM, ise AtmArthI bhAvika AtmAoMko dhyAnameM rakhakara apane doSoMko dekhanA caahiye| dUsaroMkI ora dRSTiko na daur3Akara, apane nijabhAvameM sanmukhadRSTise vicAra karate hue, dekhate hue rAga-dveSa-mohakA nAza hotA hai, kyoMki 'egaM jANai se savvaM jANai' isa mahAvAkyakA jIvane vicAra nahIM kiyA hai / eka samayameM do kriyAe~ nahIM hotIM / upayoga hI dharma hai / vaha sAdhya ho vaisI kriyA karanI cAhiye, anya saba bAdhaka haiM / samyakadRSTivAna saba ulTeko sulTA kara letA hai, yaha vicAraNIya hai / " jagata AtmArUpa mAnanemeM Aye, jo ho vaha yogya hI mAnanemeM Aye, parAye doSa dekhane meM na Aye, apane guNoMkI utkRSTatA sahana karanemeM Aye; to hI isa saMsArameM rahanA yogya hai / " (301) satpuruSake uparokta vacana vicAraNIya haiM / samakitadRSTiko saba sulTA hai jI / karmoMkA saMvara karate hue sAdhanatA (siddhi ) ko prApta hotA hai / jinheM Atmatattva pragaTa huA hai aise prabhuko dhyA hue jIva nijatattvakA dhyAtA hotA hai aura ekAgratApUrvaka tattvaramaNa karate hue pUrNa tattva (nijaAtmapada) meM lIna ho jAtA hai / + artha - tere zuddha svabhAvako jo bahumAnapUrvaka bhajatA hai, upAsanA karatA hai use usIkI prApti hotI hai yaha koI adbhuta bAta hai / he prabhu! Apa hI mere tAraka hai, Apake jaisA aura koI nahIM hai, Apake darzanase hI maiM saMsArase tira gayA hU~, Apa hI mere liye zuddha AlaMbanarUpa hai /

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38 upadezAmRta 1"nija paNa je bhUle nahIM, phUle na banI siradAra; te mUlye nahi pAmIe, je amUlya AdhAra. 1 2 sevAthI sadgurukRpA, (sadguru kRpAthI jJAna; jJAna himAlaya saba gaLe, zeSe svarUpa nirvANa. 2 e saMkalanA siddhinI, kahI saMkSepe sAva; / vistAre suvicAratAM, pragaTe parama prabhAva. 3" 4"jina svarUpa thaI jina ArAdhe, te sahI jinavara hove re; bhuMgI ilikAne caTakAve, te bhuMgI jaga jove re." 5"jema nirmalatA re ratna sphaTika taNI, temaja jIvasvabhAva; te jina vIre re dharma prakAziyo, prabala kaSAya abhAva." 6"iNavidha parakhI mana visarAmI, jinavara guNa je gAve re; dInabaMdhunI mahera najarathI, AnaMdaghana pada pAve re." sanAvada,saM.1976 tat OM sat "sahajAtmasvarUpa ciMtaviyo dhariyo rahe, aura aciMtita hoya; prabala jora bhAvI taNo, jANI zake nahi koya. 1 baMdAke mana ora hai, kartAke mana ora; odhavase mAdhava kahe, jUThI manakI doDa. 2 prabhupada dRDha mana rAkhIne. karavo sau vyavahAra: virati viveka vadhArIne, taravo A saMsAra. 3 jene sadgurupadazuM rAga, tenAM jANo pUrvika bhAgya; jene sadgurusvarUpazuM pyAra, tene jANo alpa saMsAra. 4 1. jo apanI pratijJAko bhUlate nahIM hai aura mahattA pAkara garvase nahIM itarAte, aise vyakti paisA kharcanese nahIM milte| ve amalya AdhArarUpa haiN| 2. aise sadagarukI sevA (upAsanA) karanese sadagarukI kRpA prApta hotI hai, sadgurukRpAse jJAna milatA hai, jJAnarUpI himAlayase saba karma pighalakara avazeSa kevala AtmasvarUpa pragaTa hokara nirvANakI prApti hotI hai| 3. yaha siddhikI saMkalanA ekadama saMkSepameM kahI hai| isakA vistArapUrvaka suvicAra karanese parama prabhAva pragaTa hotA hai| 4. jo prANI jinezvarake svarUpako lakSyameM rakhakara tadAkAra vRttise jinezvarakI ArAdhanA karatA hai-dhyAna karatA hai vaha nizcayase jinavara kevaladarzanI ho jAtA hai| jaise bhauMrI kIr3eko miTTIke gharameM baMda kara detI hai, phira use caTakAne-DaMka mAranese vaha kIr3A bhauMrI hokara bAhara AtA hai jise jagata dekhatA hai| tAtparya yaha hai ki zraddhA, niSThA evaM bhAvanAse jIva iSTasiddhi prApta kara letA hai| 5. artha dekhe pRSTha 22 6. isa prakAra parIkSA karake aThAraha dorSoMse rahita dekha karake manako vizrAma denevAle jinavarakA jo guNagAna karatA hai, vaha dInabaMdhukI kRpAdRSTise AnaMdaghanapada-mokSa pAtA hai|

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patrAvali-1 39 ananya zaraNa pradAtA sadgurudeva bhagavAnako ananya bhaktise trikAla namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho! zuddha caitanyasvAmI prakaTa puruSottamako trikAla namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho! Apa bhAiyoMse vinatI hai ki jaise bhI ho sake vaise tyAga, vairAgya, bhakti, bhajana saba bhAIbahana ekatrita hokara kriyegaa| janma, jarA, maraNa, vyAdhi, pIr3A trividha tApase saMpUrNa loka jala rahA hai| saMsAra svapnake samAna hai jI, usameM kucha sAra nahIM hai| mAtra yaha jIva pUrvabaddha karmoMko bhogatA hai jii| usameM phira rAgadveSa kara vApasa karmabaMdha na ho vaisA karanA cAhiye jI / jIvako tRSNA hai vaha duHkhadAyaka hai jii| usase kama-adhika nahIM ho sktaa| pUrva puNyake udayase jo sAtA-asAtA, lAbha-hAni dikhAI detI hai, ve apane nahIM hote| jIva kalpanA kara baMdhana karatA hai| ataH jIvako samabhAva rakhakara samatAse zAMtabhAva ho vaisA karanA cAhiye jii| kheda karane jaisA kucha nahIM hai jii| mumukSu jIjIbhAI Adi sabase yahI anurodha hai jii| jaise bhI Atmahita ho vaise karanA cAhiye jii| kheda karane jaisA kucha nahIM hai jii| amUlya manuSyabhava phira milanA durlabha hai, isameM eka dharma hI sAra hai, zeSa saba mithyA hai| honahAra badalatA nahIM aura jo badalatA hai vaha honahAra nhiiN| dhairya rakhakara samatA bhAvase samAdhimaraNa ho vaise dina-pratidina ciMtana rkhiyegaa| dohA- 'dhIre dhIre rAvatAM, dhIre saba kucha hoya; mAlI sIMce so gaNA, Rtu viNa phala nava hoya. gaI vastu zoce nahIM, Agama vAMchA no'ya; vartamAna varte sadA, so jJAnI jagamAMya. 2kSamAsUra arihaMta prabhu, kSamA Adi avadhAra, kSamA dharma ArAdhavA, kSamA karo sukhakAra. sAce mana sevA kare, jAce nahIM lagAra; rAce nahi saMsAramAM, mAce nijapada sAra. prabhu sarva vyApI rahyA, che tuma hRdaya mojhAra; te pratyakSa anubhavI, pAmo bhavano pAra. "pUrva puNyanA udayathI, maLyo sadguruyoga; vacanasudhA zravaNe jatAM, thayuM hRdaya gatazoga. nizcaya ethI Aviyo, TaLaze ahIM utApa; nitya karyo satsaMga meM, eka lakSathI Apa." sahajAtmasvarUpa 1. koI bhI kArya dhIrajase yathAkAla hotA hai-utAvala karanese nahIM hotaa| mAlI sau gunA pAnI sIMca le-paudheko bahuta pAnI pilA de, to bhI Rtu Aye binA phala nahIM aayegaa| 2. arihaMta prabhu kSamArUpI zastrase vIra hai, dazalakSaNa dharmameM kSamA dharma Adi (prathama) kahA hai| kSamAdharmakI ArAdhanA karaneke liye dUsaroke aparAdhoMko kSamA karo jo sukhadAyaka hai| 3. jo sacce manase prabhukI sevA karate haiM, usake pratiphalakI aMzamAtra icchA nahIM rakhate aura saMsArameM Asakta nahIM hote ve sArarUpa nijapadakA Ananda uThAte haiN| 4. prabhu sarvavyApI hai tumhAre hRdayameM bhI rahe hue haiN| usakA pratyakSa anubhavakara saMsArasAgarase pAra ho jaao|

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upadezAmRta 56 sanAvada, saM.1976 jaise ho sake vaise bhakti-bhAvanA, tyAga- vairAgya, AtmabhAvameM jaise-jaise vizeSa asaMga eka AtmAke sAtha vRtti saMlagna ho sake vaisA karanA cAhiye jI / 'sarvavyApaka saccidAnaMdake samAna maiM AtmA hU~' aisA ciMtana aura dhyAna karanA cAhiye jI / paramArthameM yaha deha bIte to AtmAkA kalyANa hogA / apane svacchaMdako rokakara niHsvArtha pravRtti karanA yogya hai / 40 vedanIya karma - jo-jo sAtA asAtA Ave unheM samyak arthAt samabhAvase bhogane para ba~dhe hue karma chUTa jAte haiM / kintu punaH baMdha na ho yaha bhAva to ekamAtra AtmabhAvanA hai / draSTA AtmA hai, vaha jAnatA hai, aisA socakara AtmAnaMdameM kAla vyatIta karanA cAhiye / * 57 sanAvada, tA.5-11-20, dhanaterasa, saM. 1976 tatsat 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' mahAdevyAH kukSiratnaM zabdajitavarAtmajam / rAjacaMdramahaM vaMde tattvalocanadAyakam / / pragaTa puruSottamako namaskAra ! namaskAra ! "AbhyaMtara bhAna avadhUta, videhIvat, jinakalpIvat, sarva parabhAva aura vibhAvase vyAvRtta, nijasvabhAvake bhAna sahita avadhUvat videhIvat jinakalpIvat vicarate hue puruSa bhagavAnake svarUpakA dhyAna karate haiM / " jJAna - darzana - cAritra, asaMga, apratibaddha AtmA samajheM / samatA, kSamA, dhairya, samAdhimaraNa, vicAra, sadvivekako jaaneN| AtmA hai, nitya hai, kartA hai, bhoktA hai, mokSa hai, mokSakA upAya hai| yaha patra vicAraNIya hai jI / he jIva ! kucha soca, vicAra, kucha ciMtana kara, virAma prApta kara virAma / aisA samajha, chor3anA par3egA / "jahAM kalapanA jalapanA, tahAM mAnuM duHkhachAya; miTe kalapanA jalapanA, taba vastu tina pAya." maitrI, pramoda, karuNA, madhyasthatA ye cAra bhAvanAe~ karanI cAhiye / anuprekSAke cAra bheda haiM (1) ekatvAnuprekSA arthAt AtmA eka hai, nitya hai / (2) anityAnuprekSA arthAt AtmAke sivAya zeSa saba anitya hai / (3) azaraNAnuprekSA arthAt AtmAke sivAya anya kisIkI zaraNa nahIM hai| (4) saMsArAnuprekSA arthAt AtmAkI zaraNa nahIM lenese saMsArameM paribhramaNa karanA par3atA hai / " he jIva ! tU sthira dRSTise aMtaraMgameM dekha, to sarva paradravyase mukta aisA terA svarUpa tujhe parama prasiddha anubhavameM AyegA / "

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patrAvali-1 41 "itanA hI khojA jAya to saba mila jAyegA; avazya isameM hI hai| mujhe nizcita anubhava hai| satya kahatA huuN| yathArtha kahatA huuN| niHzaMka maane|" "pravRttike kAryoMke prati virati / saMga aura snehapAzako tor3anA (atizaya kaThina hote hue bhI tor3anA, kyoMki dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai|) __ AzaMkA-jo sneha rakhatA hai usake prati aisI krUra dRSTise vartana karanA, kyA yaha kRtaghnatA athavA nirdayatA nahIM hai?" "chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai|" "aba kyA hai?" zAMtiH zAMtiH kAyaratA dezakAla-viparItatA viparIta / he Arya! sameTa, anyathA pariNAmakA yoga hai| athavA saMpUrNa sukhakA prApta yoga naSTa karaneke samAna hai jii| atyaMta sthiratA, atyaMta laukikabhAva, viSaya-abhilASa, svecchAcAra / paramArtha aparamArtha nirNaya anirNaya / tathA pratibaMdha vihAra paramapuruSake samAgamakA abhaav| __ "zarIrameM pahale AtmabhAvanA hotI ho to hone denA, kramazaH prANameM AtmabhAvanA karanA, phira iMdriyoMmeM AtmabhAvanA karanA, phira saMkalpa-vikalparUpa pariNAmameM AtmabhAvanA karanA, phira sthira jJAnameM AtmabhAvanA karanA / vahA~ sarva prakArase anya avalaMbana rahita sthiti krnaa|" "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re, jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|" AtmA amUlya hai| tuccha padArthoM meM prIti kaise karU~? saba bhUla jAyeM / premako bikhera rahe ho| usa sarva parabhAvameM prIti na kruuN| ekamAtra satsvarUpa sadguru para prIti karU~, anyatra kahIM bhI prema na kruuN| OM zAMtiH zAMtiH 58 sanAvada, kArtika sudI 10, ravi, 1977 hameM samedazikharajI sAthameM Aneke liye vicAra pradarzita kiyA so isa viSayameM pahale hamArI icchA thI, usa vRttiko aba saMkucita kara liyA hai jI; vaha zarIra Adi kAraNase tathA Atmahita to svayaMse karanA hai aise vicAra cittameM rahanese / yadi yaha jIva svacchaMda evaM pramAdameM pha~sA rahe to kucha kalyANa nahIM ho sktaa| ataH sadguru devAdhidevazrIke vacanAmRtakA vAcana-ciMtana kara jaise AtmA jAgRta ho vaise karanA cAhiye jii| yadi AtmA hI jAgRta nahIM huA to kisI bhI kAlameM kalyANa hogA aisA nahIM lgtaa| ataH satsaMga, satzAstra-jisase Atmahita ho sake vaisI pustakeM-kA vAcana-ciMtana satpuruSakI AjJAse ho to kalyANa hai jii| aba tIrthayAtrAke viSayameM cittavRttiko saMkucita kara eka AtmAse puruSArtha karanekI aMtaravRtti rahatI hai jii| jisane AtmAko jAnA hai, usase usa AtmAko jAne aura svacchaMda tathA pramAdako chor3akara udayakarmako bhogate hue samabhAvameM rahe to kalyANa hai jii| yaha samabhAva to, AtmAko jAne binA, AnA kaThina hai jii|

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42 upadezAmRta sadguru devAdhideva paramakRpAluke vacanAmRtameM aneka sthAnoM para AtmA yathAtathya, jaisA hai vaisA batAyA hai| 'egaM jANai se savvaM jANai, savvaM jANai se egaM jANai' isakA sadguruse atyaMta mahAna paramArtha jAne to vedanIya Adi karma Ane para udAsa na hokara udAsInatA (samabhAva) prakaTa ho to kalyANa hai jii| jisakI bAhyavRtti kSaya huI hai aura aMtaravRtti AtmabhAvanApUrvaka rahatI hai, usa jIvAtmAkA kalyANa hogA jii| Apane paramArthabuddhise sevAbhaktikI jo bhAvanA pradarzita kI, usa bhAvakI Apako saphalatA hai jii| yadyapi manameM to Apako patra likhanekA vicAra AtA thA, kintu aMtaravRttimeM aneka kAraNa Apake liye vighnakAraka dekhakara vRtti-saMkocana kiyA thaa| Aja Apako yaha patra likhanA huA hai, kintu aMtaraMgameM Apako jo kahanA thA vaha likhA nahIM gayA; mAtra paramArthake liye, aMtarameM svArtharahitapanese, niHspRhAse AtmAkA kalyANa ho vaha spaSTa batAnA thaa| ApakI samajha aura ciMtana Apake kSayopazamake anusAra hai| usameM 'mujhe kucha kucha samajhameM AtA hai' 'maiM samajhatA hU~' aisA raha gayA dekhatA hU~, aisA hamArI samajhameM Anese kahanA yA likhanA nahIM huA hai jii| ____ aba Apako jaisA kahanA mujhe yahA~ smRtimeM ThIka lagA, vaha sahaja likha rahA hU~ jii| Apa jAnate hI haiM ki kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai, prANa liye yA legA aisA ho rahA hai| yaha svapnavat saMsAra trividha tApase jala rahA hai, isameM kucha sadA eka jaisA rahegA aisA dikhAI nahIM detA; saba kSaNa-kSaNa badalatA caMcala pudgala saMyogavAlA lagatA hai, vaha apanA na hone para bhI 'merA' mAnA jAtA hai usameM jar3a-cetanakA vicAra-bhedajJAna, aisA saMyoga prApta karake bhI, samajhameM nahIM AyA to phira anaMtakAlase jaisA hotA A rahA hai vaisA hI hogA yoM samajha leM / eka jo karanA samajhanA hai vaha kyA hai ? isa para vicAra karanA caahiye| yadi vaha nahIM huA to phira? ataH Apako vaha karanA hai jii| yaha jo likhanA huA hai, vaha kucha pUrvake saMyogase huA hai jii| Apake kalyANa-AtmahitakI icchAse likha rahA hU~ ki AtmAne AtmAko DhU~Dhaneke liye samaya nahIM bitAyA hai| jagatake jIva saMsArameM mAna-bar3appanake liye samaya vyatIta karate haiM, usase AtmA baMdhanase nahIM chUTatA / usake liye Apa jaisoMko to jAgrata rahanA caahiye| upAdhise nivRttikA ApakA bahuta vicAra rahatA hai aura Apane apanI samajhake anusAra vaisA kiyA bhI hai, kintu jo karanA hai vaha raha gayA to? ataH isa viSaya para kucha vicAra kreN| maMDAlA, tA.1-3-21 sukha-duHkha Ane para sahana karanA kartavya hai jii| jaise ho sake vaise vRttiko rokakara dhyAna, smaraNa, bhakti, vairAgyabhAvase svapara hita ho vaise karanA caahiye| jaise bhI ho sake apane nimittase anya jIvako kaSAyakA kAraNa na bane aura jaise satdharma-AtmabhAva para bhaktibhAva-prema bar3he vaisI caryA, AcaraNa karanA cAhiye jI, kucha khIMca-tAnakara nahIM karanA hai| apanA hita-kalyANa karaneke liye sanmukhadRSTi, dhyAna rakhakara dUsaroMkI vRtti usameM prerita ho vaisA karane meM hita hai jii|

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43 patrAvali-1 60 maMDAlA, caitra sudI 6, guru, 1977 narama garama zarIraprakRtike saMyogase, vRddhAvasthAke kAraNa tathA udayakarmake kAraNa vyAdhi yA vedanA Ave use samabhAvase, devAdhideva paramakRpAlu sadgurudevakI zaraNapUrvaka bhogA jAya aisI icchAse vartana ho rahA hai jii| kyoMki isa dehase bhinna AtmA vedanAke samaya vyAkulatAko chor3a zAMtabhAvase apane svarUpakI ora mur3e aisA prayatna karanA yogya hai jii| deha vinAzI hai aura AtmA akhaMDa avinAzI hai, ise bhUlanA nahIM caahiye| jagatake sarva bhAvoMse udAsInatA rakhakara, hRdayako nirmala kara, sAre vizvako caitanyavat dekhaneke vicArameM manako jodd'eN| paramakRpAlu zrI sadguru devAdhideva zrI prabhukI chabi hRdayamaMdirameM sthApita kara, khar3I kara, manako usImeM pirokara parama zuddha caitanyakA nivAsadhAma, aisI jo sadgurudevazrIkI pavitra deha hai, usakA vItarAgabhAvase dhyAna karanese, smaraNa karanese, bAraMbAra yAda karanese bhI jIva parama zAMta dazAko prApta karatA hai, yaha bhUlane yogya nahIM hai| isa viSayakA bodha devAdhideva sadguruke mukhase huA hai, use hRdayameM dhAraNa kiyA hai, use Aja paramArthakA hetu jAnakara, hRdayameM kisI prakArake svArtha yA anya bhAvake hetuse nahIM, aisA socakara Apako yahA~ patra dvArA sarala bhAvase vidita kiyA hai jii| Apa sujJa hai ataH dhyAnameM rkhiyegaa| hamArA bhI samaya isI vicArameM vyatIta ho rahA hai jii| anya saba to bhUla jAne jaisA hai jii| he prabhu! prAyaH zarIra-vyAdhike kAraNa patra likhane-likhAnemeM cittavRttikA saMkoca kara liyA hai jii| ataH kisIko patra likhAnA nahIM hotaa| Apake cittako vikalpa na ho isaliye, yA hameM samabhAva rahatA hai yaha Apako batAneke liye Aja yaha patra likhAyA hai| yadyapi saMpUrNa vItarAgatA to isa dazA meM yathAtathya vidyamAna hai jI, kintu chadmastha vItarAgadazAse jitanI-jitanI sadguru pratyakSa puruSakI pratIti, yathAtathya zraddhA, ruci pariNata huI hai utanI-utanI samadRSTi aMtaravRttimeM rahatI hai jii| vaha ApazrIko sUcita kiyA hai jii| Apa bhI jaise bhI ho sake usa satpuruSakI dazAko lakSyameM leMge to AtmakalyANakA hetu hai jii| vaise, sUkSma mAyAse ThagA jAkara yaha jIva vRttimeM bhUla karatA hai jI-'maiM samajhatA hU~', 'maiM jAnatA hU~' Adi doSa isa jIvameM hote haiM ise nahIM smjhnese| ataH pratyakSa puruSake vacanAmRtase vicAra kara jIvako gahana ciMtana lakSyameM lene yogya hai jii| 1"asti svabhAva ruci thaI re, dhyAto asti svabhAva; devacaMdra pada te lahe re, paramAnaMda jamAvo re kuMthu jinesaru. 9" 2"teNe muja AtamA tuja thakI nIpaje, mAharI saMpadA sakala muja saMpaje; teNe manamaMdire dharma prabhu dhyAIye, parama devacaMdra nija siddhi sukha pAIe. 10" 1. AtmAke astisvabhAvakI ruci honese (samyagdarzana honese) astisvabhAvakA dhyAna karatA hai-AtmAmeM ramaNatA karatA hai jisase devacaMdrapada arthAt mokSapadakI prApti hotI hai jahA~ paramAnaMdakI pracuratA hai arthAt AnaMda hI AnaMda hai| 2. zrI devacaMdrajI dharmanAtha prabhukI stuti karate hue kahate haiM ki he dharmanAtha prabhu! Apake dvArA Apake zuddha svarUpake ciMtanase mujhe apane AtmasvarUpakI prApti hotI hai, merI saMpUrNa AtmasaMpadA mujhe prApta hotI hai isaliye maiM apane manamaMdirameM ApakA dhyAna karatA hU~ jisase mujhe siddhisukha-mokSasukhakI prApti ho jaaye|

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44 upadezAmRta "jetI manameM Upaje, tetI lakhI na jAya; tAtai patrapravRttimeM, vRtti rahI saMkucAya." zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa tA.30-5-21,saM.1977 samabhAva rakhakara zeSa jIvanameM AtmArtha karanA yogya hai| vikalpa karanese karma upArjana hote haiN| ataH samabhAva rakhanA ucita hai| samabhAva rakhakara jo jo Aye use dekhate rheN| dhairya rkheN| sAtA-asAtA, saMyoga-viyoga, rAga-dveSa, anurAga-ananurAga ye kisI vyavasthita kAraNase rahate haiN| ataH jo Aye use hameM samabhAvase bhoga lenA caahiye| 62 rAjanagara,tA.15-1-22 "jo jo pudgala-pharasanA, nizce pharase soya; mamatA-samatA bhAvaseM, karma-baMdha-kSaya hoya. svarga, mRtyu, pAtAlameM, sapta dvIpa nava khaMDa; karma-yoga sabakU huve, deha dharyAkA daMDa. samabhAve udaya sahe, rahe svarUpe sthita; dahe pUrvaprArabdhane, e jJAnInI rIta." 63 rAjanagara, poSa vada 7, zukra, 1978 2"sadguru-pada upakArane, saMbhALaM dinarAta; jeNe kSaNamAMhI karyo, anAthane ya sanAtha. sadguru caraNa jahAM dhare, jaMgama tIratha teha; te raja mama mastaka caDo, bAlaka mAge eha." 64 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama agAsa, tA.2-5-22 jo mati pIche Upaje, so mati pahale hoya; kAja na viNase ApaNo, loka hase nahi koya. 1. samabhAvase karmodayake phalako sahana karate hue apane AtmasvarUpameM sthita rahate haiM jisase pUrvaprArabdhakA kSaya ho jAtA hai-yahI jJAnIkI rIti hai| 2. sadguruke caraNakamala(Azraya)ke upakArako maiM rAtadina yAda karatA hU~ ki jisane eka kSaNameM anAtha aise isa jIvako sanAtha kara diyA / arthAt sadguruke Azrayase jIva sanAtha ho jAtA hai-isa azaraNa saMsArameM duHkhase bacAnevAle zaraNarUpa (nAtharUpa) eka sadguru hI hai| 3. jo buddhi bAdameM utpanna hotI hai vaha yadi pahale utpanna ho jAya to apanA kAma bhI bigar3e nahIM aura loga ha~sAI bhI na ho|

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45 patrAvali-1 isa jIvane anAdikAlase saddeva-guru-dharmako yathArtha rUpase nahIM jAnA hai| vaha, yaha manuSyabhava prApta kara, jaisA hai vaisA samajhameM Aye to AtmAko nirbhaya-niHsaMga zAMti prApta hotI hai jii| eka gurukA svarUpa yathAtathya vicArameM Aye to jIvakA kalyANa ho jAtA hai| yaha saMsAra svapnasamAna hai, isameM eka sadgurukA svarUpa kyA hai yaha vizeSa lakSyameM Aye to usa jIvako samyaktva huA kahA jAtA hai, yaha dhyAnameM-lakSyameM rahanA cAhiye / samAgamameM vicAra kartavya hai jii|| 65 Azrama, tA.4-7-22 samatA, zAMtikA sevana kreN| samabhAva-dhairya rakhakara, svaupayogako eka 'sahaja AtmasvarUpa meM lAkara, jAgRta hokara, dhAraNAse svastha hokara, sthira draSTAke rUpameM vedanIya bhogate hue kAla vyatIta karate hue udAsa na hokara, sadA maganameM arthAt AnaMdameM rahanA siikheN| udAsInatA arthAt samabhAva laaveN| aisA kiye binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| vedanIya sukha-duHkha to Aye binA nahIM rheNge| yaha to udayAdhIna pravRtti hai, isameM adhairya nahIM karanA cAhiye, ghabarAne jaisA nahIM hai| ataH kisI pratyakSa puruSakI jo AjJA prApta huI ho use saMtake mukhase sunakara, usameM acala zraddhA rakhakara kevala usa AjJAmeM AtmAko prerita kreN| vizeSa kyA likhU? yadi jIva samajhe to sahajameM hI hai jii| saba kucha bhUlakara satsaMgameM jo satpuruSake vacana kahe gaye haiM unheM hI yAda kreN| Akula na hoM, ghabarAyeM nhiiN| jahA~ saMkalpa-vikalpa uThe ki turata manako usa mahAmaMtrameM jor3a deveM / yahI vijJapti hai| jo-jo patra Apako kaNThastha hoM usakA svAdhyAya karate tathA jo sIkhA ho use pratidina pATha karate vicArapUrvaka kAla vyatIta kiijiyegaa| jIvako ghar3I bhara bhI nikammA na chor3e, anyathA vaha satyAnAza kara degaa| cittavRtti bahuta saMkucita ho jAnese kucha bhI patra likhavAnA nahIM ho pAtA, yaha Apako sahaja vidita kiyA hai| yadi vAsanAmeM saMlagna hue hoM to vahA~se vApasa lauTakara Apako jo AjJA huI ho usameM, AtmabhAvameM upayoga lagAiyegA, usImeM AtmakalyANa maaniyegaa| yaha bhUlane yogya nahIM hai| saba bhUla jAyeM aura usa samaya draSTA-sAkSI bana jAyeM paraMtu ise avazya na bhuuleN| "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re, jIva lahe kevalajJAna re." 66 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa aSAr3ha sudI 10, 1978 zamabhAva, samatA, kSamA, sadvicArameM rheN| koI saMkalpa-vikalpa uThe ki turata vRttiko saMkSipta kara, jo kisI pratyakSa jJAnIpuruSakI kisI bhAvika jIvAtmAke prati AjJA huI ho vaha, mahAmaMtra kisI satsaMgake yogase isa jIvAtmAko prApta huA ho to anya saba bhUlakara usIkA smaraNa karanA cAhiye jii| jisase citta samAdhiko prApta hokara vibhAva vRttikA kSaya hotA hai jii| yahI kartavya hai jii| sarva mumukSu jIvAtmAko bhI yahI lakSya honA cAhiye jii| Apako satsamAgamameM vighnakAraka upAdhi vizeSa hai jisase ApakA mana khedako prApta hotA hai,

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46 upadezAmRta yahI satsamAgamakA phala hai; kintu yathAyogya kheda abhI taka nahIM ho rahA hai| jaba yathArtha kheda hogA aura sarva upAdhike prati viSake samAna buddhi hogI taba hari nivRttikA avakAza sahaja hI degaa| jagatake jIva kucha-na-kucha prApta karanemeM prayatnazIla hai, para AtmArthI jIva kiMcit bhI grahaNa karaneko-prApta karaneko hI duHkhakA mUla samajhate haiN| apanA zAzvata dhana upAdhike kAraNa Avarita ho gayA hai / jaise bhI ho sake vaise upAdhirahita hokara, asaMga vRtti kara, eka sadguruke prati ananya bhaktibhAva aura AzrayabhAva utpanna kareM ki jisa Azrayake balase sarva upAdhikA vilaya hogA yA vaha upAdhi aMtarAya-AvaraNabhUta nahIM hogii| jisakI dRSTi svasvarUpa sanmukha huI hai, usa AtmAko saMsArameM bar3appanakA bhAva chor3a denA caahiye| jaba taka asad vAsanAe~ haiM taba taka satkI prApti dUra rahatI hai| ataH soca-vicArakara asatsaMgakA tyAga, satkI prApti aura sat-asatkA viveka-jJAna bahuta sUkSma dRSTise karanA cAhiye / pahale bhI kaI bAra aisA joga milA, kintu sat milA nahIM, use sunA nahIM, usakI zraddhA kI nahIM; aura vaha milanepara, use sunanepara aura usakI yathArtha pratIti hone para tadanusAra pravRtti honese mokSa hathelImeM hai, aisA paramaguru kahate haiM / isa vAkya para vizeSa vicAra kiijiyegaa| sahajAtmasvarUpa punazca drssttaa-aruupii| dehase jIvako karmakA bhoga hai usakA maiM draSTA huuN| manase kalpanA (uThatI hai) usakA draSTA huuN| jJAna-darzana-cAritrakA draSTA hU~, upayogamaya huuN| caitanyamaya hU~, nirvikalpa huuN| samabhAva hI bhuvana hai| sahajAtmasvarUpakA smrnn| 67 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, bhAdrapada sudI 3, 1978 satsaMga-satsamAgama avazya kartavya hai| phira bhI aMtarAyake kAraNa vizeSa puruSArtha kara, pramAdako chor3akara, nivRttiyogameM avakAza grahaNa kara, jo bhAvika jIva hoM unake sAtha unake samAgamameM bar3I pustaka (zrImad rAjacaMdra graMtha) kA yoga ho to vAcana-ciMtana kiijiyegaa| zrImad rAjacaMdra kRpAludeva devAdhidevake vacanAmRtoMse bhare hue patrarUpI amRtakA pAna kara, una para vicAra-ciMtana karanemeM samaya vyatIta kiijiyegaa| yadyapi upAdhi, vyavasAyake nimittase avakAza na milatA ho tathApi aisA avakAzakA yoga prAptakara ghaMTe-do ghaMTe, dinameM yA rAtameM satsamAgama kreN| yadi aisA yoga na mileM to svayaM hI ekAMtameM ghaMTe-do ghaMTe nivRtti lekara vAcana-ciMtana kreN| kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai| saMsAra svapnake samAna hai| bure adhyavasAya pariNAmake nimittase jIva prerita hokara ArtadhyAna, saMkalpa-vikalpameM par3akara, manameM rati lAkara baMdhana karatA hai jii| usa bure nimittako manase badalakara smaraNameM tathA vAcana-ciMtanameM manako lagAyeMge jii|

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47 patrAvali-1 jIva jAgRta na ho to vRtti Thaga letI hai jii| ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArameM rahatA jIva ghora pApakA baMdhana kara durgatimeM-naraka, pazu, pakSImeM janma lekara mahAduHkhamaya janma-maraNa karate hue bhaTakatA hai| use punaH manuSyabhava milanA durlabha ho jAtA hai| isa saMsArako svapnavat jAnakara pramAdako chor3akara, apane svacchaMdako rokakara acche nimittoMmeM jur3e to bhaviSyameM usakA phala acchA milegaa| ataH kSaNabhara bhI jIvako nikammA nahIM chor3anA hai| yadi kSaNabhara bhI nikammA rakheMge to jIva apanA satyAnAza kara ddaalegaa| 68 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa bhAdrapada vadI 8, guru, 1978 ApakA bhaktibhAva acchA hai| kintu usa bhAvase saMkalpa-vikalpa kara kucha bhI nirNaya karanA yogya nhiiN| arthAt koI saMkalpa vikalpa nahIM karanA cAhiye, ye mithyA haiM; bhaktibhAvameM rahanA caahiye| apane prArabdha-karmako bhogate hue bhI Akula nahIM honA cAhiye yA ghabarAnA nahIM cAhiye; vItarAgakA mArga aisA nahIM hai| jo ho use udAsIna bhAvase arthAt samabhAvase bhoganA yogya hai| apane patiko paramAtmArUpa mAnakara vyavahAra kreN| kaSAyakA nimitta hamase na ho ise dhyAnameM rakhanA caahiye| dhairyase sahanakara kAla vyatIta karanA cAhiye, jaldabAjIkA kAma nahIM hai| abhI bAhyapariNatipUrvaka vyavahAra karate hue bahirAtmabhAvase jo saMkalpa-vikalpa manameM uThate haiM, Ate haiM, ve sarva mithyA haiM jii| ataH ve kartavya nahIM haiM jii| ve Atmahitako AvaraNakartA haiM jii| 69 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa bhAdrapada vadI 14, budha, 1978 1"nahi banavAnuM nahi bane, banavU vyartha na thAya; kAM e auSadha na pIjiye, jethI ciMtA jAya." sanmukhadRSTivAna bhAvika jIvAtmAko jisa-jisa kSetrakI sparzanAse kAla vyatIta hotA hai, vaha udayAdhIna satsaMgake viyogameM udAsInatA arthAt samabhAva rakhakara sacce bhAvase apAriNAmika mamatAse vaha kAla vyatIta hotA hai, vaha AtmAke kalyANake liye hai| kAla sira para khar3A hai| prANa liye yA legA aisA ho rahA hai| yaha jIva aba bhI kisa kAlakI pratIkSAmeM hai, yaha vicAraNIya hai| pramAda nahIM karanA caahiye| jaise bhI ho puruSArtha karanA yogya hai| "AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re," jIva lahe kevalajJAna re. "vyavahAra pratibaMdhase vikSipta na hokara utsAhamAna vIryase svarUpaniSTha vRtti karanA yogya hai|" "Atmahita ati durlabha hai aisA jAnakara, vicAravAna puruSa apramattatAse usakI upAsanA karate haiN|" isa jIvakI uttApanAkA mUla hetu kyA hai? tathA usakI nivRtti kaise ho? aura kyoM nahIM ho 1. nahIM honevAlA hotA nahIM aura honahAra TalatA nhiiN| to phira aisI auSadha kyoM na pI jAye ki jisase ciMtA na ho arthAt ciMtA nahIM karanI cAhiye, use gholakara pI jAnA caahiye|

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48 *. xo upadezAmRta rahI hai? ye prazna vizeSakara vicAraNIya haiM, aMtaraMgameM utarakara ciMtana karane yogya haiN| jaba taka usa kSetrameM sthiti rahatI hai, taba taka cittako adhika dRr3ha rakhakara pravRtti kreN| vacanAmRta AtmArthI mumukSu bhAiyoMke liye parama kalyANakArI hai jii| zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa tA.6-12-22 bhadrika saralasvabhAvI jIvAtmA somacaMdabhAIke dehatyAgase svArthavaza zoka na kara socanA cAhiye ki manuSyabhava durlabha hai| aise manuSyabhavako prApta kara yadi yaha jIva, anaMtakAlacakrase paribhramaNa karate hue jo prApta nahIM huA, vaisA samyaktva prApta kare athavA sacce sadgurudevake prati use zraddhA ho jAya to isa manuSyabhavakI saphalatA mAnanI cAhiye / yadyapi upAdhi to karmavaza saba jIvAtmAoMke udayameM hai, use bhoganI hI par3atI hai, koI sukha-duHkha lene athavA dene meM samartha nahIM hai, para yadi eka yathAtathya sat zraddhAna ho jAya to isa manuSyabhavakA mUlya kisI bhI prakAra nahIM ho sakatA aura vaha saba kara cukA hai aisA samajhanA yogya hai| aisA yoga yahA~ milA hai| isa kSaNabhaMgura dehakA tyAga hotA hai aisA dikhAI detA hai, aura phira svajana-baMdhumeM vaisA hote pratyakSa dekhate haiM aisA jAnakara, samabhAva rakhakara dharmameM cittako lagAveM / yahI kartavya hai| honahAra ho rahA hai, bhAvI hokara rhegaa| kisIke hAthameM kucha nahIM hai| isa kAlameM durlabhameM durlabha satsaMga hai| "jiNa vayaNe aNurattA, guruvayaNaM je karaMti bhAveNa / asabala-asaMkiliTThA, te hoMti parittasaMsArA // " (mUlAcAra 2,72) zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa pauSa vadI7, 1979 +"jammaM dukkhaM, jarA dukkhaM, rogANi maraNANi y| aho dukkho hu saMsAro, jattha kIsanti jNtyo||" (uttarAdhyayana 16, 15) "jarA jAva na pIDeI, vAhI jAva na vddddii| jArvidiyA na hAyaMti, tAva dhammaM samAyare // " (dazavakAlika 8,36) bhavya jIvAtmAoMke prati sarva tIrthaMkara Adi jJAniyoMne aisA kahA hai-"jaba taka jarA arthAt vRddhAvasthA nahIM AtI, pIr3A arthAt rogAdi vedanI nahIM AtI aura iMdriyA~ kSINa nahIM huI hai, taba taka tuma apane nijasvabhAva-mUla dharmako saMbhAla lo|" aisA hai, to he prabhu! isa jIvako socanA cAhiye ki mAyAdevIkA prabala rAjya cala rahA hai| vaha mohAdirUpa hai| jo saMyogAdi bAhya parigraha zarIrase lekara dhana Adi aura AbhyaMtara parigraha krodha + janme duHkha, jarA duHkha, vyAdhi mRtyu duHkha mahA! sArA saMsAra duHkhI vahA~, jIva klezita sarva hA!! 71

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49 patrAvali - 1 Adi rAga, dveSa, ajJAna, mUla dharmase dUra karanevAlA mithyAtva hai, usase mukta honA cAhiye, asaMga apratibaddha bananA caahiye| satpuruSakI dRSTisahita pratyakSa vacanase hRdayameM zraddhA kara, mAna kara, jo prArabdha udayameM Ave use samabhAvase bhogate hue, cittameM rati- arati na lAkara, vibhAvavRtti saMkalpavikalpako manameM Anese rokakara, jo satpuruSakA bodha 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' hai usake prati bhAva, paramaguru (jJAna-darzana- cAritra) ke prati prema, cittaprasannatA prApta karaneke liye upayoga rakhakara arthAt eka zabdakA uccAraNa vacanase karake, manase vicAra karake, pudgalAnaMdI sukhako bhUlakara, AtmAnaMdI sukhakI lahareM - khumArI prApta ho aise AnaMdake anubhavake liye puruSArtha karanA cAhiye / jAgRta ho, jAgRta ho, pramAdakA tyAgakara jAgRta ho / kucha vicAra kara / kAla sira para khar3A hai, prANa liye yA legA aisA ho rahA hai / he jIva ! aba tU kisa kAlakI pratIkSAmeM hai ? yaha socakara tujhe niHsaMgabhAvake prati AnA cAhiye, usameM pravartana karanA yogya hai / "AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re, " jIva lahe kevalajJAna re. ( jIvako ) nikammA nahIM chor3anA cAhiye / parabhAvameMse yathAzakti svabhAvameM A sake, una una nimittoM-kAraNoMmeM vRttiko jor3iyegA / vRtti kSaNa kSaNa Diga jAtI hai / ataH pratyakSa puruSake vacanAmRta Adi pustakameM saMlagna hoveM / itanA bhava AtmAke liye dehako lagAyeMge to anaMta bhavoMse chuTakArA ho jAyegA, use lakSyameM, dhyAnameM rakhakara, udayake prati zatrubhAva rakhakara, dAr3hameM rakhakara, dhyAnameM rakhakara, avasara Anepara mAra DAleM, snAtaka-sUtaka kriyAkarma nibaTAkara cale jAyeM, chUTa jAyeM / yahI satpuruSakI sUcanA hai / niHspRhatAse, AtmArtha aura svapara hitake liye, AtmAse vicArakara Apako yaha lekha likhA hai / hRdayameM sadguruke vacana Aye haiM, ve hI likhe gaye haiM, ataH ve avazya lakSyameM rakhane yogya haiM, vicAraNIya haiM, vAraMvAra vicAraNIya haiM / yadi niHsvArthatAse itanI mAtra eka AtmAkI sa~bhAla rakheMge to usa saMgakA phala avazya milegA, yaha ni:saMdeha hai / kyA kaheM? 'kahe binA bane na kachu, jo kahiye to lajjaiye / ' satsaMga balavAna hai / "jahAM kalapanA - jalapanA, tahAM mAnUM duHkha chAMya; miTe kalapanA - jalapanA, taba vastu tina pAya." "kyA icchata ? khovata sabai, hai icchA duHkhamUla; jaba icchAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla. " 4 "jema jema mati alpatA, ane moha - udyota; tema tema bhava- zaMkanA, apAtra aMtara jyota. " "viSaya-vikAra sahita je, rahyA matinA yoga; pariNAmanI viSamatA, tene yoga ayoga. maMda viSaya ne saraLatA, saha AjJA suvicAra; karuNA, komaLatAdi guNa, prathama bhUmikA dhAra.' ""

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upadezAmRta "prathama Atmasiddhi thavA, kariye jJAna-vicAra; anubhavI gurune seviye, budha janano nirdhAra." 72 zrImada rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa __ jyeSTha vadI 13, maMgala, 1979 arere! kyA kaheM ? jo kucha isa kAlameM sabase pahale hI karanA cAhiye usImeM vilaMba ho rahA hai? kaisI kudarata hai jI! 73 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa aSAr3ha vadI 3, budha, 1979 isa saMsArameM mahAmAyAko duSkaratAse tairakara Atmahita karanA hI sArabhUta hai| bAkI rAgadveSa karanA yogya nahIM hai| yathAzakya AtmahitakA puruSArtha karanA caahiye| paramakRpAlu devAdhideva, unakI AjJA para dRSTi prerita kara Atmahita kartavya hai| Apa to samajhadAra haiM, kisI prakArakA vikalpa na kreN| hamArA bhAva samadRSTi rakhanekA hai, aMtarameM hai vaha gurukRpAse miTegA nhiiN| apaneapane AtmArthake liye puruSArtha kara, AtmArtha sAdhakara karmabaMdhanase chUTanekA avasara AyA hai| durlabhameM durlabha manuSyabhava hai| apanA doSa svayaMko kabhI dikhAI nahIM diyaa| vacanAmRtameMse paramakRpAlu devake vacana yAdakara, patra par3hakara, una doSoMko dUra karanA hai aisA hamAre aMtaraMgameM rahatA hai| kisIkA kisIke sAtha saMbaMdha nahIM hai; jIva akelA AyA hai, akelA jAyegA aura apane dvArA bA~dhe gaye karma svayaM bhogegA, isameM kisIkA doSa dekhane jaisA nahIM hai, aisA hamAre hRdayameM hai| Apa samajhadAra haiN| jaise Atmahita ho vaise kriyegaa| "vittajA, tanujA, mAnasI, AjJA sevA cAra; sevya sevavA kAraNe, sevA cAra prakAra." 74 pUnA, bhAdrapada vadI 7, zani, 1980 Apako jo paramakRpAlu devAdhideva kathita maMtrAkSara batAyA gayA hai usakA smaraNa jIvana paryaMta hara ghar3I karate raheM aura sAtA-asAtAke udayakAlako samabhAvase dekhate rheN| AtmA draSTA hai, aisA mAnakara samaya vyatIta karanA caahiye| isa dehako paramArthameM arthAt AtmAke liye hI bitAnA hai, yahI hameM aura Apako ho| vedanI vedanIkA samaya pUrA hone para jaayegii| Apako abhI jo duHkha hai, vaha bAdameM phira sukha dikhAI denA saMbhava hai jii| jJAnI use samapariNAmase bhogatA hai jii| isameM kisIkI zakti nahIM calatI, yaha to parIkSA hai| jo AyA hai vaha jAyegA, AtmA to sadA rhegaa| vaha bhinna hai, aisA socakara vAcana, zravaNa, ciMtana kriyegaa| Apako zAMti ho yaha hamArI AzIrvAdapUrvaka bhAvanA hai jI, vaha saphala ho! yaha saMsAra svapnake samAna hai jii| samaya bItane para saba jAnevAlA hai jii| eka dharma, AtmAke liye isa dehase jo ho sake, vahI sArthaka hai jii| aisA yoga bAra bAra milanA durlabha hai jii|

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patrAvali-1 muni zrI mohanalAlajIse anurodha hai ki Apane devAdhideva paramakRpAludevake jo jo vacana mukha dvArA sune haiM, unheM yAdakara unakI AjJAmeM lIna hoNge| phira hameM jo jo AjJA una paramakRpAludevane kI hai vaha AjJA mujhe bhI ho, aisI bhAvanA bhI rakhanI cAhiye / paramakRpAludevane jIvAtmAkI karmaprakRti kuzala vaidyakI bhA~ti dekhakara jise jo AjJA choTI bar3I dI hai, use usI AjJAkA pAlana tana-manase karanA cAhiye / bhaviSyameM use isI bhavameM yA parabhavameM bar3I AjJA avazya vaise jJAnIse yA usI jJAnIse mila jaayegii| ghabarAyeM nhiiN| Apane to unakA pratyakSa bodha sunA hai jii| ataH pratyakSa vacanAmRtameMse par3hakara yA par3havAkara, yAda kara samaya vyatIta kreNgejii| sadvicAra kartavya hai jii| unake kahe hue vacanAmRtako bhI pratyakSa smjheNgejii| bhaviSyameM saba acchA hogaa| isIke liye zarIrako lagAnA kartavya hai jii| sadA hI, jo jAtA hai vaha rahatA nahIM hai| jo hai vaha to hai hii| 75 pUnA, bhAdrapada vadI 7, zani, 1980 AtmAke liye hI hameM Apako jInA hai jI, vahA~ aba kucha Akula hone jaisA nahIM hai, parama AnaMdase samaya vyatIta karanA hai jii| svapnavat mithyA saMsArameM anaMta kAla bItA vaise aba nahIM jAne denA hai, eka sadguru devAdhideva pratyakSa AtmAkI AjJAmeM saba kucha samAyA hai jI, usImeM jIvana bitAkara cale jAnA hai jii| 76 pUnA, tA.1-10-1924 Azvina sudI 4, guru, 1980 jIjI bApAkI icchA darzana karanekI rahatI hai, vaha AtmAko hitakArI hai, para unheM kaheM ki darzana karanekI apekSA jo darzana karanekI bhAvanA hai vaha AtmAko vizeSa kalyANakArI hai| yathAzakya zAMti bhAvase 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' maMtrakA jApa karate rheN| manameM isIkI smRti bAra bAra lAyeM aura devAdhideva paramakRpAludevake citrapaTake sanmukha dRSTi rkheN| unake darzana kara maMtrameM upayoga rakhanekA anurodha hai jii| isImeM ApakA kalyANa hai| sAtA-asAtA vedanI hai vaha kAlakramase svataH calI jaayegii| AtmA nitya hai jii| samabhAva rakheM, akulAkara zoka na kreN| aneka bhadrika jIvAtmAoMne samatA, kSamA rakhakara sadguru-kathita maMtrakI AjJAmeM cittako lagAkara duHkhako sahana kiyA hai| AtmA jJAna-darzana-cAritramaya hai, vaha yathAtathya jAnatA hai, dekhatA hai, sthira hai, jaisA hai vaisA hI hai, vahI svarUpa merA hai jii| udayakarmake saMyogase dehAdike kAraNa vedanI hai, use jJAnI satpuruSane spaSTa bhinna jAnA hai| ve satpuruSa-jJAnI samabhAvase mukta hue haiN| ataH mujhe unakI zaraNa, ArAdhanA karanI caahiye| isase, isa dehake kAraNa jo vedanI hai, usakA nAza hotA hai jI / dehake nAzake sAtha vedanIya karmakA bhI nAza hai jii| merA usameM kucha nahIM hai| ghabarAyeM nhiiN| parabhAvake saMkalpa-vikalpa na kreN| saba bhUla jaayeN| manameM eka cittase bAraMbAra maMtrakA smaraNa kreN| sadguru mere pAsa hI haiM, mere hRdayameM base hue haiM jii| anya jo bhI hai vaha para hai, merA hai hI nahIM, aisA dhyAnameM rkheN|

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52 upadezAmRta 77 pUnA, Azvina sudI 7, ravi, 1980 jaise Atmahita ho vaise vAcana-ciMtana kartavya hai jii| 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' bRhad graMtha hai usameMse pakSapAta-rahita AtmArtha-AtmAkA kalyANa-ho vaisI vyAkhyAke patra par3hane, vicAranekA ApazrIse anurodha haijii| yadyapi usameM gurugamakI AvazyakatA anivArya hai, para vaha nahIM honese, ApakI samajha AtmahitameM ho aise, tyAga-vairAgya vizeSa bar3he aise bhAvase dhyAnameM liijiyegaa| sarva zAstroMke kathanakA paramArtha yahI hai ki Atmahita karanA hai; aura vaha isa graMthameM samAhita hai| yadyapi isakA vAcana-zravaNa satsamAgamameM vizeSa hitakArI hotA hai, tathApi dhairyase nivRtti lekara, ekAMtameM vRttiko bAhara bhaTakatI rokakara paDhiyegA, vicaariyegaa| usameM batAI huI bodhabIjakI samajha yA usakA artha samajhameM na Aye to use par3hakara pUchane jaisA lage to patra dvArA sUcita kreN| yadi yahA~se patra dvArA sUcita karane yogya hogA to patrase sUcita kareMge aura yadi satsamAgamameM samajhane yogya hogA to vaha harIcchAnusAra batAyA jAyegA jii| bahuta karake matAgrahI, matamatAMtarake AgrahavAle hoM unake samAgamameM vAcana-vicAra na kreN| paraMtu jo AtmArthI mumukSubhAI satpuruSakI dRSTi sanmukha icchAvAle hoM unake sAtha milakara vAcana kareMge to AtmahitakA kAraNa hogaa| apanI samajhake saMkalpa-vikalpa chor3akara ekamAtra AtmArthaka liye hI kathita vacanoM para zraddhA rakhakara vicAra kiijiyegaa| matamatAMtara, pakSa aneka ho gaye haiM una para dRSTi na DAlakara yahA~ likhe anusAra vicArameM dhyAna lagAkara lakSya kareMge to usa saMgakA phala avazya mile binA nahIM rhegaa| kAla karAla hai, AyuSya kSaNabhaMgura hai| ataH pramAda chor3akara AtmAke liye jo kucha samaya bItegA vaha kalyANakArI hai, lAbhadAyaka hai| svArthake liye AzA-tRSNA sahita to aneka bAra kiyA hai, para jJAniyoMne use mithyA vRthA kahA hai| ataH svacchaMdako rokakara satpuruSArthake liye, AtmArthameM jIvana bIte vahI hitakArI hai| dhairyase bAraMbAra vacanAmRta par3hakara, punaH punaH do-tIna bAra dhyAnameM leM aura manana kareM, laukika dRSTise nikAla na deN| una vacanoMkA alaukika mAhAtmya samajhakara, samajhameM na Aye to bhI pratIti rakhakara vicAra kiijiyegaa| 78 pUnA, Azvina sudI 14, zani, 1980 vRddhAvasthAke kAraNa zarIra narama garama rahatA hai| sAtA-asAtA vedanIyake udayake samaya samabhAvase sadguru-zaraNa lenese kAla vyatIta hotA hai jii| isI prakAra sabhI jIvoMko udayakarma samabhAvase sahana karane yogya hai| vedanIyake udayake samaya vikSepa, arati yA rati dehAdike saMbaMdhameM karanA yogya nahIM hai| bAraMbAra sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru devako smRtimeM lAkara samaya vyatIta kreN| saMtake samAgamameM sunI huI zikSA tathA maMtrakA dhyAna ciMtanameM laayeN| manako anyatra jAte rokakara vRtti upayogameM (AtmAmeM), maMtrameM lagAveM / rati-arati karanese ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna hokara tiryaMca

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patrAvali-1 gati hotI hai jii| ataH pramAda chor3akara sadaiva jAgRta rheN| satpuruSArtha kartavya hai| usase devAdi ucca gati aura mokSa prApta hotA hai jii| 79 pUnA, kArtika sudI 14, soma, 1981 Aja Apake hastAkSarase likhA huA eka patra milaa| usase do dinakI ati bhayaMkara, khedajanaka, Akasmika bImArIse pU.bhagavAnabhAIkA isa saMsArase kSaNika dehake tyAga honeke samAcAra jAnakara atyaMta kheda huA hai jii| vaha jIvAtmA sacce sipAhI jaise sarala, bhAvika, bhadrika the| unakA samAgama jisa jIvAtmAko huA hogA, use bhI kheda hogA hI; to pUrvake saMyoga-saMbaMdhasaMskArase unake sahavAsameM rahe hue sage, kuTuMbI, bhAI tathA putrAdi vargako kheda ho aura burA lage to isameM Azcarya nahIM hai| paraMtu asAra aura azaraNarUpa paravaza sthitivAlA yaha saMsAra hai yaha socakara kheda nahIM karanekA Apase anurodha hai jii| isa manuSyabhavase dharmArAdhana ho sakatA hai, usa yogakAisa manuSyadehakA-usa jIvAtmAko viyoga huA hai, isa yogake viyoga honekA kheda kartavya hai| pU. bhagavAnabhAIkA choTI umrameM dehAvasAna ho gyaa| yadi vaha zarIra rahatA to abhI kucha AtmAkA ArAdhana isa apUrva yogase hotA / para yaha dehakA chUTanA to aMtarAyakarmase huA hai| isameM kisIkA jora nahIM cltaa| saMsAra mahAduHkhadAyI hai jii| kAla sira para khar3A hai| liyA yA legA aisA ho rahA hai| phira bhI isa jIvase abhI taka kucha bhI huA nhiiN| isa svapnavat saMsArameM kucha sAra nahIM hai, saMsAra svArthI hai jii| isameM yaha manuSyajanma milanA durlabha hai| isameM bhI isa jIvako apUrva jogase dharmArAdhana karanA bahuta durlabha hai jI / kheda karanese ArtadhyAna hokara karmabaMdha hotA hai jI, aisA jAnakara dharmadhyAnameM citta lgaaiyegaa| sabhI apanoMko, kuTuMbiyoMko dhairya dilAkara zoka dUra ho vaisA kiijiyegaa| 80 pUnA, mArgazIrSa sudI 9, ravi, 1981 isa audArika zarIrase jisakA saMbaMdha hai, usa rAjA yA raMka sabako vedanIyake udayake samaya sAtA yA asAtA bhoganI par3atI hai| kucha jJAnIpuruSa use samatAse, samabhAvase bhogate haiN| vaha vedanA vedanIya kAlake samApta honepara kSaya ho jAtI hai| usameM kheda nahIM karanA caahiye| Artta-raudradhyAna karanese to karmabaMdhakI vRddhi hotI hai, samabhAvase karma bhoganese nirjarA hotI hai, aisA jJAnIpuruSoMne jAnA hai jii| "yathArthameM dekheM to zarIra hI vedanAkI mUrti hai" isa patra naM.927 se paramakRpAlu devAdhidevane bhAvika AtmAoMko sUcita kara jAgRta kiyA hai jii| AtmAke sivAya sarva paravastuse mukta aise AtmApara dRSTi prerita kI hai, yahI dhyAnameM rakhanekA anurodha hai| anya saba karma haiM, usase bhinna haiN| zarIra saMbaMdha karmase AtmA mukta hai jii| usake draSTA banakara 'sahajAtmasvarUpa meM bhAvanA aura vRtti kreN| x4

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54 upadezAmRta 81 pUnA, tA.11-12-24 "putra, mitra, ghara, tana, triyA, dhana, ripu Adi padArtha; bilakula nijase bhinna haiM, mAnata mUDha nijArtha, mathata dUdha DorIniteM, daMDa phirata bahu vAra; rAga-dveSa-ajJAnateM, jIva bhramata saMsAra." 82 pethApura, tA.8-2-25, mahA sudI 15, soma, 1981 udayakarmake adhIna vedanAko samatAse-samabhAvase dhairyapUrvaka sahana karanA caahiye| vedanA vedanIyakarmakI kAlasthiti pUrI hone para kSaya hogii| AtmAko isameM kisI prakAra ghabarAnA nahIM cAhiye / yadyapi vedanA to saba jIvoMko-jJAnI, muni Adiko-pUrvabaddha karmake anusAra sahana karanI par3atI hai| usa vedanAko sahana karate hue mahApuruSa nahIM ghabarAye aura jo jIva sahana karate ghabarAte haiM unheM vedanA bhoganI to par3atI hI hai, phira naye karmoMkA baMdha bhI hotA hai| ataH jo baMdha udayameM AyA hai usameM kSamA rakhakara usako jAne deN| vahA~ para usa prasaMgameM AtmAkI bhAvanA kareM ki ajara, amara, avinAzI, achedI, abhedI, anAhArI AtmA hai, tathA jJAnIpuruSoMke vacanoM para pratIti rkheN| jo vedanA jA rahI hai use bhogate hue nirjarA hokara AtmabhAvakA poSaNa hotA hai jisase samyakpariNAma yA mArgasanmukhadRSTi honA saMbhava hai jii| 83 pUnA, saMvat 1981 yaha jIva anaMtakAlase paribhramaNa karatA, janmamaraNAdi duHkha bhogatA A rahA hai, usase chUTanekA kAraNa eka satpuruSa hai| use DhU~Dhakara usakI zraddhAse, usakI AjJAnusAra pravRtti karanepara jIvakA mokSa hotA hai isameM saMzaya nahIM, yahI yathAtathya hai| usa satpuruSakI jIvako pahacAna honA durlabha hai| usakA kAraNa yaha hai ki jIva apanI matikalpanAse jJAnIko ajJAnI mAnakara svacchaMdase pravRtti karatA hai, vaha bhUla hai| ajJAnIko jJAnI mAnakara usakI AjJAnusAra calatA hai vaha bhI bhUla hai| kintu jJAnIkI dRSTise jJAnIko mAne aura usakI AjJAnusAra cale to jIvakA mokSa hotA hai, vaha saMsArase mukta ho jAtA hai; aisA hai| jIvakI yaha bhUla apane sayAnApanase, apanI mAnyatAse, mohanIyakarmake udayake kAraNa hotI hai| isameM mukhya darzanamohanIyakarma dUra nahIM honese, mohanIya karma jIvako ghabarAhaTameM DAla detA hai| use eka satpuruSakA bodha aura satsaMga milane para yaha bhUla dUra hotI hai| satpuruSake vacanAmRtakA vAcana evaM ciMtana AtmArthIke liye Avazyaka hai| ghabarAne jaisA nahIM hai| ciMtA karane jaisA nahIM hai| mArga sulabha hai, prApti durlabha hai| dhairyase udayakarma samabhAvase bhogeM aura vRttiko parabhAvameM jAte rokakara ekamAtra smaraNameM lgaaveN| pratidina ghaMTebhara yA jitanA avakAza mila sake utanI dera nivRtti lekara smaraNameM raheM athavA vAcana-ciMtana kreN| parakathA,

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patrAvali-1 55 parabhAvakI bAtameM cittako na lagAveM / jIvako parabhAvameM DhIlA chor3eMge to vaha satyAnAza kara degaa| ataH use smaraNameM lagAyeM, kyoMki yaha deha kSaNabhaMgura hai, isakA kucha bharosA nahIM hai| liyA yA legA aisA ho rahA hai| ataH acchI bhAvanAmeM, acche nimittoMmeM manako jodd'eN| pU.bhagavAnabhAI choTI umrameM isa kSaNabhaMgura dehakA tyAga kara cale gaye, aise hI koI isa saMsArameM rahanevAlA nahIM hai| ataH yathAzakya satpuruSArtha kartavya hai| cittako acchA nahIM lagatA aisI kalpanA hotI hai, vaha bhrama hai, mithyA hai; ataH Atmasiddhike arthakA vAcana ciMtana kriyegaa| sarva mumukSubhAiyoMko bhI yahI kartavya hai| __ jo asAtA vedanI pUrvabaMdhake kAraNa AtI hai, use sarva jJAniyoMne samabhAvase dhairyapUrvaka bhogA hai, jisase ve mukta hue haiN| dehase AtmA bhinna hai| vedanI dehake kAraNa hai / vaha saba zarIrake kAraNa hai| ataH usakA samaya pUrA hone para vaha chUTa jaayegii| AtmA satsvarUpa hai, usakA kabhI nAza nahIM hotA yoM jAnakara sahana karanemeM samaya vyatIta kreN| "mohI bAMdhata karmako, nirmohI chUTa jAya yAteM gAr3ha prayatnase, nirmamatA upajAya. pariSahAdi anubhava binA, AtmadhyAna pralApa; zIghra sasaMvara nirjarA, hota karmakI Apa. 'Ita ciMtAmaNi mahata, uta khala TUka asAra; dhyAna ubhaya yadi deta budha, kisako mAnata sAra?" "Atmahita jo karata hai, so tanako apakAra; jo tanakA hita karata hai, so jiyako apakAra. kaTakA maiM karatAra hU~, bhinna vastu saMbaMdha; Apahi dhyAtA dhyeya jahAM, kaiseM bhinna saMbaMdha? maraNa roga "momeM nahIM, tAteM sadA niHzaMka; bAla, taruNa nahIM vRddha hU~, ye saba pudgala aMka. pragaTa para dehAdikA, mUDha karata upakAra; sujanavat yA bhUlakA, taja kara nija upakAra. maiM ika nirmama zuddha hU~, jJAnI yogI gamya; karmodayase bhAva saba, moteM pUrNa agamya." 84 pethApura, phAlguna vadI 6, soma, 1981 paramakRpAlukA mArga jayavaMta ho yahI hamArI dRSTi hai jii| kAla sira para ghUma rahA hai| liyA yA legA aisA ho rahA hai| isameM aba kisI prakArakI icchA nahIM rhii| aisA ho yA vaisA ho yaha saba dekhate rheNge| aba vRddhAvasthAko dekhate hue jo karanA hai vaha to parama kRpAlu devAdhidevane saMpUrNa de diyA hai jii| ataH taiyAra hokara baiThe haiN| mRtyuko jaba AnA ho-jaba dikhAI de-taba taiyAra hai| 1. artha-isa ora mahAna ciMtAmaNi ratna hai aura dUsarI ora asAra khalIkA Tukar3A hai| yadi vivekI donoM ora dhyAna detA hai to usameM kisako sArabhUta (uttama) mAnegA? 2. jIvako 3. caTAIkA 4. mujhameM

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56 upadezAmRta aba anya nahIM honA hai| kyA likhU~ ? isa viSayameM pUrNa zAMti hai jI / Apa hamAre hRdayarUpa hai isaliye vidita karatA hU~ jI / 85 tA. 23-5-25 1 Apa Atmahita ho vaisI pustakakA vAcana- ciMtana karate hoMge / na karate hoM to abase soceM, dhyAnameM leM / satsaMga kartavya hai jI / pramAdako chor3akara satpuruSArtha kartavya hai jii| svacchaMdako rokakara puruSArtha karanekI jJAnI puruSoMne, tIrthaMkaroMne AjJA dI hai jI / yadi jIva usakA ArAdhana paramArthake liye, AtmAke liye karegA to kalyANa hogaa| apanI kalpanAse aura svacchaMdase trikAlameM bhI kalyANa nahIM huA hai, aura hogA bhI nahIM aisA samajhameM AyA hai jI / kAla karAla, duSama hai| koI viralA jIva hI usa dRSTimeM, bhAva-pariNAmameM lgegaa| zuddha bhAvanA to usa jJAnIpuruSakI hai / ghar3Ibhara bhI chuTTA chor3ane jaisA nahIM hai / jIva svayaMko bhUla gayA hai, ataH jJAnI gurukI AjJA hai ki jAgRta ho jAo ! jAgRta ho jAo ! anyathA ratnaciMtAmaNi jaisA manuSyabhava niSphala jAyegA / mRtyuko kSaNakSaNa yAda kreN| zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH sTe. 3 agAsa tA. 1-8-25 yaha jIva anAdikAlase mithyAtvameM pha~sA huA hai / isa svapnavat saMsArameM eka samakita sAra hai jii| yaha samyaktva durlabha hai jI / jIvako cetane jaisA hai jI / pUrvaprArabdhase jIva udayAdhIna pravRtti karatA hai| usameM puruSArtha kartavya hai jI / yaha puruSArtha satsaMgake yoga binA samajhameM nahIM A sakatA, samajhameM nahIM aataa| apanI mati - kalpanAse dharma mAnA hai, isa viSayameM yathAvasara samAgamameM samajhanA hogA / 86 87 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, zAstrameM paMthakajI vinItakA vinaya para dRSTAMta hai / apane guru zIlaMgAcArya pramAdake vazIbhUta the, phira bhI paMthakajIne, vinaya karanA cAhiye aisA jAnakara, vinayako nahIM chodd'aa| ataH cAhe jaise, bar3e guru mahAna ho, unake prati vinaya karate dehatyAga ho jAya athavA pariSaha - upasarga A par3eM to bhI unheM kisI prakArakA kheda na ho vaisA karate hue ziSyako samatAbhAvase sahana karanA caahiye| isa jIvane janma, jarA, narakAdi gatimeM paribhramaNa karate hue parAdhInatAvaza kaise duHkha sahana kiye haiM! to isa manuSyabhavameM bar3e mahAtmAkI sevAmeM kAla vyatIta ho - vinaya karate hue samaya bIte - yaha to AtmAke liye sArthaka hai / kintu jIva isakA vicAra na karate hue svacchaMda yA apanI kalpanAbuddhise pravRtti kara rahA hai ! 1 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa tA.6-12-25, ravi

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patrAvali-1 88 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa tA.24-4-26 jiNavayaNe aNurattA guruvayaNaM je karaMti bhAveNa / asabala asaMkiliTThA te hoMti parittasaMsArA // (mUlA02, 72) isa zlokakA mUla paramArtha AtmAmeM vicAra karanese samyaktva sulabhatAse prApta hotA hai, anaMta bhavake pApa naSTa hote haiM aura anaMta mahA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyakA udaya hotA hai| isa uparokta gAthAmeM jo paramArtha hai, usa parama arthako yadi bhavyajIva AtmAmeM dhAraNa karegA to vaha anaMta bhavoMke karmoMko naSTa kara paramapadakI arthAt mokSapadakI prApti kara sakegA arthAt mokSako prApta hogaa| aisA apUrva artha hai! ataH bAraMbAra manana kiijiyegaa| isa gAthAkA saMkSepa paramArtha nIce mutAbika hai 'jiNavayaNe' arthAt rAgadveSa ajJAna rahita jina paramAtmA, kevalajJAnamaya paramajyoti paramAtmAke vacanoMke prati arthAt unake upadezameM jo jIva 'aNurattA' arthAt mana-vacana-kAyAke yogase AtmAke pariNAma anuraMjita kareMge arthAt AtmAke pariNAmakI tallInatA kareMge, ve bhavya jIva usa puruSake padako prApta kareMge, arthAt sarvajJapadako prApta hoNge| aura 'guruvayaNaM je karaMti bhAveNa' arthAt paramaguru nigraMtha arthAt mithyAtva aura moharUpI graMthirahita aise sadguruke vacana arthAt upadezake anusAra jo AtmAkI bhAvanA kareMge, anitya-azaraNa-ekatva Adi bhAvanAe~ guruke vacanAnusAra sadguruke bodhase samajhakara jo vaisI bhAvanA kareMge ve samyaktvako prApta kreNge| samyaktva prApta kara, samyagdarzana samyagjJAna aura samyakcAritrakI ArAdhanA kara anaMta bhavoMke karmoMkA nAza kara alpasaMsArI baneMge, arthAt mokSake nikaTa phuNceNge| isa kSaNika saMsArameM hameM manuSyabhava mahApuNyase prApta huA hai, usameM jo buddhibala prApta kiyA hai usase samyaktva AdikA apUrva lAbha prApta karanA yogya hai| manuSyatva AdikI sAmagrIse, anaMtabhavase jo vastu prApta nahIM huI hai use prApta karanemeM hI vAstavika vicakSaNatA mAnI jaayegii| zarIranirvAhake liye dhanakI prApti sabhI kara rahe haiN| adhikAMza jIva isI kAryameM pravRtti kara rahe haiM, paraMtu usa dhanakI prApti to puNyakA udaya ho to hotI hai| vaha puNya sadgurukI AjJAnusAra calanese hotA hai| __ cAra prakArake jo puruSArtha kahe haiM unameMse dharma aura mokSake liye kucha virale jIva hI prayatna karate hoNge| AtmAkA saccA sukha-vAstavika zAMti to dharma aura mokSameM hI hai| ataH Apake yahA~ satsaMgakA yoga na ho to nivRttike samaya satzAstrakA vAcana kiijiyegaa| Apake pAsa abhI jo pustakeM hoM unameMse vAcana-ciMtana kIjiyegA aura bRhad 'vacanAmRta' yA anya kisI pustakakI icchA ho to liikhiyegaa| "jJAna dhyAna vairAgyamaya, uttama jahAM vicAra; e bhAve zubha bhAvanA, te Utare bhava pAra." zamabhAva, samatA, kSamA, dayA, dhairya, krodha na karanA, gama khAnA, AtmabhAvanA krnaa| jJAna,

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58 upadezAmRta darzana, cAritra hI AtmA hai| bhakti kareM, AdhA ghaMTe vAcana-ciMtanameM vRtti rokeM-manameM arthakA vicAra kreN| pramAda chor3akara tattvajJAnameMse kucha kaNThastha kreN| "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re, jIva lahe kevalajJAna re." jIva! tU kyoM ciMtA karatA hai! ___ "nahi banavAnuM nahi bane, banavU vyartha na thAya; kAM e auSadha na pIjiye, jethI ciMtA jAya?" trividha tApase sArA loka jala rahA hai| kAla sirapara ghUma rahA hai, liyA yA legaa| yaha jIva kisa kAlakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai? kSaNa kSaNa mRtyuko yAda kareM, kAlakA kucha bharosA nahIM hai| 1"uSNa udaka jevo re A saMsAra cha, temAM eka tattva moTu re samajaNa sAra che." tattva arthAt AtmA hai jii| moha-mamatva kama kreN| tRSNA na kreN| "kyA icchata ? khovata sabai, hai icchA duHkhamUla; jaba icchAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla." AtmabhAvase prnnaam| ahaMkAra na kreN| duHkha Ave to sahana kreN| manameM bure bure vicAra uThate hoM taba manako smaraNamaMtrameM lagA deN| manako rokakara anya vAcana-ciMtanameM manako lgaaveN| yathAzakti manako paramAtmA paramakRpAludevameM saMlagna kareM tathA unake likhe hue vacanAmRtakA adhyayana kreN| manuSyabhavameM dharmadhyAnakA ciMtana kreN| AtmAkA ciMtana kreN| AtmA hai, nitya hai, kartA hai, bhoktA hai, mokSa hai, mokSakA upAya hai| yaha chaha padakA patra par3heM, vicaareN| Atmasiddhi kaNThastha kreN| kucha saMkalpavikalpa na kreN| jJAnI tIrthaMkara bhagavAnane AtmAko jAnA hai vaisA hI vaha hai, vaha mujhe mAnya hai| mujhe to unhoMne jo AjJA dI hai, vaisA hI karanA cAhiye / svacchaMdako rokeM / ANAe dhammo-AjJA hI dharma hai jii| zAMtiH zAMtiH 89 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa, saM.1982 vizeSa vinatIke sAtha ApazrIko batAnekI sUcanA yaha hai ki prathama, samAgamameM Apako bahuta bAra kahA gayA hai vaha ApakI jAnakArImeM hai hI, phira bhI bhUla na ho isaliye yahA~ likhanA hai ki zrImad sadguru devAdhidevakI AjJAse bhAvakI pariNatike sAtha vAcana-ciMtana kartavya hai jii| isameM bhUla na ho yaha dhyAnameM rakheMge jii| __ Apane patrameM jo likhA hai usameM Apa AjJAkA bhAva thor3A hama para rakha rahe haiM, usakI apekSA, sadgurukI AjJAse aba sUcita karate haiM ki unakI pratIti pUrvaka hameM vAcana-ciMtana karanA caahiye| vaise hamArA abhiprAya yaha hai ki unakI AjJApUrvaka hamAre kahanese una para pratIti karanese kalyANa, Atmahita hogaa| hameM to aisA lagatA hai| unakI AjJAmeM dhyAna denA yogya hai| 1. yaha saMsAra uSNa udaka (garma pAnI)kI taraha ubala rahA hai-usameM lezamAtra bhI zAMti nahIM hai| usameM sArarUpa eka tattva hai aura vaha hai smjh-smykdrshn|

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patrAvali - 1 59 cittavRttikA paryAyadRSTimeM pariNamana honese baMdhana hotA hai / usa vRttiko rokakara AtmabhAva - jJAnIkI dRSTise, jisane dekhA hai, jAnA hai, anubhava kiyA hai, vaha bhAva unakI AjJAse mAnya karanA ucita hai / "zuddhatA vicAre dhyAve, zuddhatAmeM keli kare, zuddhatAmeM sthira vhai, amRtadhArA barase." 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re." "uSNa udaka jevo re A saMsAra che, mAM eka tattva moTuM re samajaNa sAra che." usa AtmAko jJAnIne jJAnIkI dRSTise dekhA hai / usa bhAvakI pariNati manameM, cittameM, bhAvameM kartavya hai jI / 90 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa, caitra vadI 12, soma, 1982 aisI choTI umra meM jIvakI deha chUTa jAtI hai / ataH isakA vizvAsa na kara hameM bhI yathAzakya tyAga-vairAgyakI bhAvanA kara vizeSa jAgRti kara AtmahitakI ora jur3anA kartavya hai jI / svajanakuTuMba, putra-putrI Adi apane-apane pUrvapuNya dvArA jo prApta huA ho, tadanusAra sukha-duHkha bhoga sakate haiM | apanA socA huA kucha bhI hotA nahIM ataH jaise bhI ho dharmArAdhanake liye - paramArthake liye isa dehako bitAnA ucita hai / aisA yoga bAra bAra milanA durlabha hai / koI kisIkA huA nahIM hai / ataH sama bhAvase apane apane ba~dhe hue karma bhoga lenA cAhiye, kintu kisI bhI jIvake prati icchA, moha, tRSNA karanA ucita nahIM / nirbhaya rahanA cAhiye / kisI prakArakA bhaya rakhanA yogya nhiiN| satsaMga, saMta tathA satpuruSake pratyakSa vacanAmRtakA yoga milA hai aura yaha zraddhA yadi isa manuSyabhavameM dRr3ha ho jAya to jIvakA kalyANa, saphalatA samajhanI cAhiye / manuSyabhava bhI anaMtabAra milA, saMyoga-viyoga anaMta bAra hue, janma-maraNa hue, trividha tApake asahya duHkha sahe, para jIvako zAMti nahIM milii| aba isa bhavameM vAstavika yoga milA hai, usakA lAbha uThAnese cUkeM nahIM / jo jIva saMsArakI mohamAyAmeM pha~se haiM, ve jIva duHkhI hue haiM, kintu nikaTabhavI jIva isa avasarameM jAgrata hokara saphalatA prApta kara lete haiM / cetane jaisA hai / Apa samajhadAra haiN| kisI bAtakA kheda karanevAle nahIM hai / pUrvake saMyogoMse kSayopazama acchA hai, use saMsArakI mAyAmeM na ga~vA deveM / cetane jaisA avasara milA hai / kAla sirapara ghUma rahA hai, liyA yA legA yoM ho rahA hai / yaha jIva kisa kAlakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai yaha vicAraNIya hai / aneka jIvoMne manuSyabhavako prAptakara AtmAkA kalyANa kara liyA hai, yoM jAnakara pUrvake udaya, vyavasAya, prArabdha jo haiM unheM samabhAvase bhogakara, kSamA dhAraNa kara, Atmahitake liye puruSArtha karanA cAhiye / honahAra badalegA nahIM aura jo badalanevAlA hai vaha hogA nahIM / ataH satpuruSArtha kartavya hai / jiNavaNe aNurattA guruvayaNaM je karaMti bhAveNa / asabala asaMkiliTThA te hoMti parittasaMsArA // (mUlA02, 72 )

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60 upadezAmRta jo AtmA jina bhagavAnake pravacanameM anurakta hai, guru-Apta puruSake vacanAmRtameM jisake bhAva rahate haiM, jo mithyAtvase rahita hai (samyak pariNAmI hai) aura jisake pariNAma saMklezavAle nahIM hote vaha parItasaMsArI hai-samIpa muktigAmI hai, arthAt samyaktvako prAptakara mukta hotA hai| "tIna bhuvana cUDA ratana, sama zrI jinake pAya / / namata pAiye Apa pada, saba vidhi baMdha nazAya ||"-shrii ToDaramala "AsravabhAva abhAvateM, bhaye svabhAva svruup| namo sahaja AnaMdamaya, acalita amala anUpa ||"-shrii ToDaramala "sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayA, rahyo na koI upAya / satsAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya ?"-zrImad rAjacaMdra isa jIvako bodhakI bahuta AvazyakatA hai| bodha samakita prApta karavAtA hai| ataH isa jIvakA bhI jaise hita ho vaisI dayA aMtarameM lAkara, yaha manuSyadehakA yoga milA hai to sAvadhAna ho jAnA caahiye| aisI anukUlatA bAra bAra nahIM miltii| yadyapi jIvako anaMtabAra paudgalika sukha milA hai, use prApta karanekI icchAse pravRtti kI hai, para usase sukha nahIM milA / ataH apane hitakA ciMtana kreN| vizeSa kyA likheM? cittavRtti udayakarmAdhIna honese, likhanekI icchA thI para likhA nahIM gyaa| vRddhAvasthA hai, sAtA-asAtAke udayakA vedana samabhAvase karate haiM, ho rahA hai| zamabhAva, samAdhi, kSamA, samatA / zAMtiH zAMtiH "pAve nahi gurugama binA, ehI anAdi sthita." nirbhaya honekI AvazyakatA hai| jaba taka jIvako vizrAMti nahIM milI, taba taka bodhakI avazya AvazyakatA hai| "jaM saMmaMti pAsahA taM moNaMti pAsahA; jaM moNaMti pAsahA taM saMmaMti pAsahA." samyaktva apUrva vastu hai jii| yahI kartavya hai jI-tabhI saphalatA hai jii| * * zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa zrAvaNa sudI 8, maMgala, 1982 "jisa vidyAse upazama guNa pragaTa nahIM huA, viveka nahIM AyA yA samAdhi nahIM huI, usa vidyAke liye uttama jIvako Agraha karanA yogya nhiiN|"-shriimd rAjacaMdra uddhatapanase, apanI matikalpanAse arthAt svacchaMdase kisI padArthakA nirNaya karanA yogya nahIM hai| aisA jJAnIpuruSoMne jAnA hai, tIrthaMkara Adine kahA hai|

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patrAvali-1 61 92 ApakA patra par3hakara kheda, kheda aura khedake sAtha raMja huA hai| aho! isa jIvako manuSyabhava pAkara kAlakA bharosA karane yogya nahIM hai| liyA yA legA aisA ho rahA hai| taba yaha jIva kisa kAlakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai? durgatike kAraNa ekatrita karanemeM isa jIvane samaya bitAyA hai| ataH manuSyabhava prAptakara aba ceta jAnA cAhiye aura apane AtmAkA kalyANa ho aisA karanA caahiye| dhanako prApta karanemeM duHkha, kharca ho jAnemeM duHkha, to aise klezakArI dhanako dhikkAra hai! isa dehakA poSaNa kara sukhakI icchA karatA hai, use sukha kaisA milegA, isakA kucha vicAra AtA hai? AtmA kyA hai aura ye saMyoga kyA hai? aura jIva jise mAna rahA hai, vaha mithyAtva hai yaha samajhameM kahA~ AyA hai ? bA~dhe hue karmoMko bhogate samaya kauna rakSA karegA isakA kucha vicAra AtA hai? manuSyabhavako durlabha kahA hai| cAhe to thor3e samayameM mokSa ho sakatA hai aura sarva sukha prApta kara sakatA hai| phira bhI jIva apane svacchaMdase, apanI icchAse, apanI samajhase jo pravRtti karatA hai, vaha isa jIvako mahAdurgati-duHkhakA kAraNa hogaa| usa samaya kauna chur3AnemeM samartha hogA? punaH aisA yoga kahA~ milegA? yaha ciMtAmaNi samAna avasara nikala gayA to phira pRthvI, pAnI, nigodameM anaMtakAla paribhramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| usakI dayA karanekA yaha avasara hai yA nahIM? yadi jIva zraddhA rakhakara jIvake hita-kalyANake liye nahIM cetegA to phira usakA pariNAma burA hogaa| abhI sAvadhAna honekA samaya hai| anArya jIvoMkA saMga-samAgama, anArya deza, ye to mahA anarthakArI haiM, cetane jaisA hai| ataH jaise bhI saba sameTa liyA jAya, sAvadhAna huA jAya aura AtmAkI dayA Aye vaha kartavya hai| patrameM kyA likheM? jo samaya bIta rahA hai vaha vApasa nahIM aataa| amUlya kSaNa bIta rahA hai| 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe' isakA gahana vicAraNIya Azaya hai| kyA kareM? yogyatAkI bahuta kamI hai| saMsArakI pravRtti karanA aura mokSa mile aisA mAnanA, yaha kaise saMbhava hai? saMsArake bhoga-vaibhavameM rahanA, saMsArakA sevana karanA, usameM prema prIti rakhanA aura vRttiko ThaganA, kyA aisA mArga hogA? vizeSa kyA kaheM ? zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa Azvina vadI 11, soma, 1982 hameM to apanA kalyANa karanA hai jii| usake sAtha kisI jIvAtmAkA hita ho to apanA hita samajhanA cAhiye / paramakRpAludevake vacana yAda Anese yahA~ patra dvArA vidita kiyA hai, vaha yaha hai ki, "he muniyoM! bAhara nikaleMge to kevala vikSepa hI bharA hai|" ___ AtmAkA mUla jJAna kSAyika aura pAriNAmika bhAvase rahA huA hai| vaha hAni yA vRddhiko prApta nahIM hotA, use bhUla kara dehAdimeM Atmabuddhi kI hai aura rAgadveSa mohAdi prakRti bhAvapariNAmameM Atmabuddhi kI hai| maiM jJAnI hU~, ajJAnI hU~, krodhI hU~, mohI hU~ ityAdimeM AtmabhrAMti huI hai, vaha bhI bhUla hai| use TAlaneke liye satsamAgamameM usakA vicAra karanA yogya hai| dehameM jo Atmabuddhi hai vaha saMsAra bar3hAtI hai aura AtmAmeM jise Atmabuddhi hai vaha mukti prApta karatA hai| aise

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62 upadezAmRta bhAva aura aise pariNAmase chUTanekA bodha kisI jJAnIke vacana satsaMgameM vicArakara hRdayameM dhAraNa karane yogya hai jI / "yadi jIva anya padArthameM nijabuddhi kare to paribhramaNa dazAko prApta karatA hai aura nijameM nijabuddhi ho to paribhramaNadazA TalatI hai / " isa bAtako hRdayameM dhAraNa karake, satsaMga- samAgamameM isa jIvako vaha lAbha lenekA avasara hai jI / * 94 1" anAdaraM yo vitanoti dharme, kalyANamAlAphala kalpavRkSe / ciMtAmaNi hastagataM durApaM manye sa mugdhastRNavajjahAti // 19 // niSevate yo viSayaM nihIno dharma nirAkRtya sukhAbhilASI / pIyUSamatyasya sa kAlakUTaM sudurjaraM khAdati jIvitArthI // 23 // - zrI amitagati zrAvakAcAra (prathama pariccheda) 2" artha - jo nIca puruSa dharmakA nirAkaraNa karI sukhakA abhilASI viSayaniko seve hai so amRtako tyAgi kari jIvanekA arthI prabala kAlakUTa viSakUM khAya hai / " ( 23 a0 zrA0 ) jIvako udayakarmakA phala bhogate hue udAsa na hokara, udAsInatA (samabhAva ) kartavya hai jI / jAgRta ho ! jAgRta ho ! zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa caitra sudI 7, guru, 1983 deha chUTaneke bAremeM nirbhaya rahanA cAhiye / AtmA ajara hai, jJAnadarzanamaya hai, dehake saMyogameM hone para bhI dehase bhinna hai / use sAtA - asAtA vedanIya ho to bhI vaha kiMcit mAtra bhI duHkhamaya nahIM hai / AtmA hai so merA svarUpa hai / jJAnIne use dekhA hai / dehake kAraNa vedanIya hai, usa vedanIyakA kAla pUrA hone para kSaya hotA hai / vahA~ usa vedanIyakA kSaya honepara, nAza hone para, mRtyu mahotsava hai / karmakA nAza hI mRtyu- mahotsava hai / harSazoka karane jaisA nahIM hai / draSTA banakara dekhA kareM / zraddhA mAnyatA to yahI rkheN| sadguru, pratyakSa puruSa, sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru jJAnadarzanamaya zrImad rAjacaMdra ve hI guru haiM jI / OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa, kArtika vadI 11, guru, 1983 95 1. kalyANa paraMparArUpa phala denevAle kalpavRkSake samAna jo dharmakA anAdara karatA hai aisA mUrkha puruSa vAstavameM hAthameM Aye hue durlabha ciMtAmaNiko tRNake samAna vRthA pheMka detA hai / 2. jo nIca puruSa dharmako chor3akara sukhake liye viSayoMkA sevana karatA hai, vaha jInekI AzAse amRtako chor3akara kAlakUTa viSa khAtA hai !

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patrAvali-1 63 96 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.5-6-27 "Apa samAna bala nahIM, megha samAna jala nhiiN|" jIvakA ziva hotA hai| ataH puruSArtha kartavya hai| Apa hI tAreMge aura ApakI kRpAse hI isa prakAra mile aisA nahIM karanA caahiye| kRpAludeva devAdhideva kathita maMtra, unakI AjJApUrvaka vicAradhyAna, mananameM dina-pratidina vRttiko rokeM / acche vicArameM rheN| mana anyatra jAtA ho to use rokeM aura satpuruSake vacanAmRtake vAcana, ciMtana, smaraNameM upayogako lagAveM / upayoga arthAt aatmaa| jJAna-darzana-cAritra arthAt jAnanA, dekhanA, sthira honaa| AtmA hai, nitya hai, kartA hai, bhoktA hai, mokSa hai, mokSakA upAya hai| isa vicArameM cittako lagAyeM, manameM vicAra kreN| usameMse mana anyatra jAtA ho to use rokeM / udyama binA kucha milegA nhiiN| pAva ghaMTA, AdhA ghaMTA yA eka ghaMTe taka yoM nitya parizrama karanemeM samaya bitaayeN| pAva ghaMTA vAcana, pAva ghaMTA arthakA vicAra, zabdake artha para vicAra kareM, jaise ki "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma; nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma.' isake arthakA vicAra kreN| aisA karate hue yaha na soceM ki mana bhAga jAtA hai, anyatra calA jAtA hai| aisA jo hotA hai vaha pUrvakarma hai, vaha vighna DAlatA hai| aisA hone para ghabarAyeM nhiiN| usa arthake vicAra para manako vApasa lauttaayeN| yoM (manase) lar3AI kreN| jitanA ho sake utanA kreN| pUre dina usase saMbaMdha rakheM, usameM parahejakA pAlana kareM-'sAta vyasana tathA nATaka, khyAla, ha~sI majAka, do-cAra milakara vinoda karanA' Adi na kreN| mana vikArameM jAye vaisA na kreN| bure nimitta ekatrita na kreN| acche acche nimitta milaayeN| acche acche vacanAmRtake vacana sunanekA rakheM / docAra baiThe hoM taba unheM sunAyeM, usameM sabakI vRtti, manako saMlagna kreN| __ ArtadhyAna na kreN| honahAra badalegA nahIM aura badalanevAlA hai vaha hogA nhiiN| anahonI hotI nhiiN| pUrvabhavameM bA~dhe hue bhogane par3ate haiN| unheM bhoganemeM zoka karanese phira janma-maraNake duHkha hote haiN| yaha avasara hAra gayA to phira nahIM milegaa| yoM socakara abhI jaise bhI ho sadvicArameM samaya bitaayeN| jaba bhI bure vicAra AyeM turata unheM roka deN| kSamA, samatA, dhairya rakhanA sIkheM / pUrvabaddha karmoMse dukha-sukha Ate haiN| ataH bhaviSyameM bAMdhate samaya vicAra karanA siikheN| kisI para moha na kreN| mohase rAgadveSa hotA hai, baMdhana hotA hai| samabhAva rkheN| sahana karanA siikheN| jo mile usameM saMtoSa rakhakara yaha deha AtmAkA kalyANa karaneke liye, AtmAke liye bitAyeMge to janma maraNake anaMta bhava chUTa jAyeMge aisA smjheN| janmamaraNake duHkha chur3AnemeM koI samartha nahIM hai ataH pAnI Aneke pahale pAla bA~dhanA Avazyaka hai| manako parabhAvameM jAte rokakara apane AtmasvabhAvameM bAraMbAra lgaaveN| OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH

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64 upadezAmRta 97 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa jyeSTha sudI 8, maMgala, 1983 aise duSama kAlameM samabhAva pariNAmase pravRtti karanA bahuta durlabha hai| jIvAtmAoMkI prakRtiyA~ bhinna-bhinna pravartanavAlI dekhakara kheda hotA hai| isa kAlameM samabhAvI jIvAtmA bahuta thor3e dikhAI dete haiM, to aba kyA kareM? kahA~ kisIko kucha kahane jaisA rahA hai? kahane jAte haiM to use khedajanaka hotA hai| yaha acchI taraha jAnate haiM ki satpuruSakA sanAtana jaina mArga sadviveka-vinayapUrvaka pravRtti karanekA upadeza detA hai, para vaha isa kAlameM atyaMta zithila, pramAdI, svacchaMdI pravartanayukta dikhAI detA hai| koI bhinna svarUpameM mumukSu aura bhinna svarUpameM muni Adi dekhakara vicAra AtA hai, aise vacana sadgurune kahe haiN| ataH hameM to aba jahA~kahIM bhI kSetra sparzanAnusAra kAla vyatIta karanA hai| sAtA-asAtA to pUrvake udayAnusAra jaisI sarjita hogI vaisI aayegii| Apako kucha bhI kahane jaisA nahIM hai| Apane devAdhideva kRpAludevakI sevA kI hai| ApakA kalyANa hogaa| Apa pavitra hai, uttama haiN| zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa bhAdrapada vadI 3, budha, 1983 janmAMdha yA A~khoM para paTTI bA~dhakara koI kahe ki mujhe sUryake darzana karane haiM, to yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| anArya bhUmi aura aise saMyogoMmeM apanI kalpanAse mAna liyA ho ki yaha satya hai, to yadi vaha satya ho to bhI satya nahIM hai| sadguruke yoga binA kI gaI kalpanAe~ mithyA haiN| apanI mAnyatAke kAraNa satya samajhameM nahIM AtA / tyAga-vairAgyake binA aura yogyatAkI kamI ho taba taka AtmAkA bhAna nahIM hotaa| "tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna." tIna-cAra varSa jAnakArI karanemeM bitAye taba kucha patA lagatA hai| vItarAga mArga bahuta gaMbhIra hai, vedAMtakA isake Age kyA hisAba? zvAsocchvAsa Adi sAdhana kucha kAmake nahIM hai, kalpanA hai| saba mAnyatAe~ kaise chUTegI? 99 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, tA.20-10-27 kisI na kisI dina dehakA nAza honA hI hai| kintu AtmAkA nAza nahIM hai| pUrvakAlameM parAdhInatAse narakake duHkha bhoganevAlA yahI jIva thaa| vahI jIva Aja kisI sadguruke vacanAmRta dhyAnameM lekara zraddhAse bilakula satya mAnakara, satsaMgase mAnya kara isa dehako chor3e to phira ciMtA nhiiN| duHkha to jAyegA hI, para jIva nahIM jaayegaa| samajhakara sahana karegA to anaMta bhava naSTa hoMgesamyaktvakA ArAdhanakara janma-maraNakA nAzakara mukta hogaa| ataH zamabhAva, samatA kartavya hai jii| ___ mRtyukA bhaya kartavya nahIM hai| jIva kSaNa kSaNa mara rahA hai jii| eka sadbhAvakI bhAvanA kartavya hai jii| jIvako parabhAvameM jAte rokakara smaraNameM lgaayeN| parako bhUla jAyeM / "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|" duHkha, sukha donoM hI baMdhana haiN| zraddhA rakheM, pratIti rakheM / sadguru,

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patrAvali-1 65 sadvacanakA sanmAna kreN| aise bhAva rakheMge to avazya sukhako prApta kareMge jii| sat AtmA, sadgurukI pratIti karane-karavAnemeM hI kalyANa hai jii| duHkha Anepara sahana kreN| AtmA dehase bhinna hai jii| zamabhAva, samatA, dhairya, kssmaa| zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH *** 100 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, saM.1983 zrImad paramakRpAlu devAdhideva sadgurudeva zrI rAjacaMdra zuddha caitanyasvAmI sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguruko trikAla namaskAra ho! trikAla zaraNa ho! jaya zrI gurudeva! jaya gurudeva! jaya gurudeva! gurudevakI jaya ho! jaya ho! nirbhaya rheN| mRtyu hai hI nhiiN| kisI bhI prakArase cittameM kheda, harSazoka na lAkara, kisI prakArakA saMkalpa-vikalpa na kara, aMtaHkaraNa-manameM harSollAsa laaveN| duHkhako jAna liyA, vaha to jAnevAlA hai, usakA zoka na kreN| jaise myAnase talavAra bhinna hai, vaise hI dehase AtmA bhinna hai| dehake kAraNa vyAdhi, pIr3A hotI hai, vaha to jAneke liye hI AI hai| AtmA hai, use sadgurune yathAtathya jAnA hai| jaisA unhoMne jAnA hai, vaisA mujhe mAnya hai, bhavobhava usIkI zraddhA ho! maiMne to abhIse use mAnyakara, zraddhA pratIti ruci sahita kisI saMtasamAgamake yogase jAnA hai, vaha mujhe mAnya hai jii| aba mujhe kucha bhaya nahIM rakhanA hai| udayakarmase jo mAnA jAtA hai, bhogA jAtA hai vaha merA nahIM hai, merA nahIM hai| maiMne jise apanA mAnA hai, vaha saba merA nahIM hai, vaha saba sadguruko arpaNa hai| jJAna-darzana-cAritra merA hai, use sadgurune jAnA hai| vaha AtmA yathAtathya, jaisA hai vaisA, jAnA hai, vaha merA hai, zeSa merA hai hI nhiiN| yahA~ samAdhi hai, Apa samAdhimeM rheN| sarva vastu jo saMkalpa-vikalpameM AtI hai vaha merI nahIM hai| jitanA duHkha dikhAI detA hai use AtmA jAnatA hai| AtmAkA sukha AtmAmeM hai| kucha bhI harSazoka karane jaisA nahIM hai| kisI bhI prakArase nukasAnakA kAma nahIM hai / kucha ar3acana nahIM hai| sukha, sukha aura sukha hai| pApa mAtrakA nAza honA hai, aisA avasara hai| roga ho vahA~ adhika karma kSaya hote haiN| saba prakArase sukha hai| donoM hAthameM laDDu haiN| mRtyu to hai hI nhiiN| samatA, dhairya rakhakara zUravIratAse pravRtti kreN| jitanA AnA ho Aye, usa sabakA to nAza hogA aura AtmAkI jIta hogI-nizcita maaneN| himmata na haareN| vRtti kSaNa kSaNa badalatI hai| AtmA maratA nahIM hai| ___ OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 101 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa zrAvaNa sudI 3, 1984 "dravyadRSTiauM vastu thira, paryAya athira nihAri; upajata-vinazata dekhikaiM, haraSa-viSAda nivAri." (kArtikeyAnuprekSA)

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kapha upadezAmRta +"jIva, tuM zIda zocanA dhare, kRSNane karavU hoya te kare." "honahAra badalegA nahIM aura badalanevAlA hogA nhiiN|" "nahi banavAnuM nahi bane, banavU vyartha na thAya; kAM e auSadha na pIjiye, jethI ciMtA jAya?" "dhairya kartavya hai| udAravRttivAlA manuSya, saMpatti ho cAhe vipatti, sadaiva samabhAvase calatA hai| vaha na vijayase harSita hotA hai aura na parAjayameM duHkhii| bhaya A par3e to usase bhAgatA nahIM, athavA bhaya na ho to use DhU~Dhane jAtA nhiiN| anya use bAdhaka baneM to vaha ciMtA nahIM krtaa| vaha apane yA anyake viSayameM bAteM nahIM kiyA karatA, kyoMki apanI prazaMsA karanekI aura anyake doSa nikAlanekI use AvazyakatA nahIM hai| vaha vyarthakI bAtoMkI DIMga nahIM hA~katA aura kisIse sahAyatAke liye AjijI nahIM krtaa| pratyeka manuSyako Apatti aura vighnoMke liye sadA tatpara hI rahanA caahiye| bhAgyameM cAhe jo likhA ho sukha yA duHkha, usake sAmane DaTanekA eka hI upAya hai 'samatA, kSamA, dhairya' / kabhI himmata na haareN| kisI bhI prakArakI Apatti Aye yA cAhe jaisI durghaTanA ho jAye to bhI kisI manuSyako apanA abhyAsa nahIM chor3anA cAhiye / jitanA uccatama aura vistIrNa jJAna vaha prApta karegA vaha saba usIke upayogameM aayegaa|" kAla vikarAla! bhayaMkara duSamakAla, aneka jIvAtmAoMke puNyakI hAni, durAcaraNa, viSayakaSAya, mAyAmohake prabala kAraNa-nimitta ekatrita kara AtmAkA ahita kara detA hai| karmodayake adhIna jIva bahuta karma bA~dha letA hai| jIvako apane AtmAke prati thor3I bhI dayA nahIM AI aura iMdrajAla jaise isa saMsArameM vaha gote lagA rahA hai| unameMse koI bhAvika AtmA hogA vaha dharmake kAraNa-satsaMga, satpuruSake vacana-para dRSTi rakhakara apanA puruSArtha sulTA karegA, pramAda chor3akara jAgrata hogaa| sAvadhAna hone jaisA hai, kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai| AyuSya kSaNabhaMgura hai| yogyatAkI kamIke kAraNa kucha likhA nahIM jA sktaa| OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 102 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa, bhAdrapada sudI7, 1984, zukra tA.21-9-28 1"jANyuM to tenuM khalaM, te mohe navi lepAya; sukhaduHkha Avye jIvane, harSa zoka navi thAya." isa bhavako saba dukhanako, kAraNa mithyAbhAva; tinakU sattA-nAza kare, pragaTe mokSa-upAva. _+ jIva! tU kyoM zoca karatA hai? kRSNako jo karanA hogA (prArabdhameM hogA) vahI hogaa| 1. jAnanA to usIkA yathArtha hai jo mohase lipta nahIM hotaa| aura sukhaduHkha Anepara jisake manameM harSa yA zoka utpanna nahIM hotaa| 2. isa bhavake saba duHkhoMkA kAraNa mithyAbhAva (mithyAtva) hai| isakA jo sattAse (mUlase) nAza karatA hai vahI mokSakA upAya prakaTa huA samajhanA caahiye|

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patrAvali-1 'hovAnuM je jarUra te, mahaMtane paNa thAya; nIlakaMThane naganapaNuM, sApa soyA harirAya. nahi banavAnuM nahi bane, banavaM vyartha na thAya; kAM e auSadha na pIjiye, jethI ciMtA jAya? - dhairya dhAraNa karanA kartavya hai| puruSArtha kartavya hai| yathAzakya pramAdako chor3akara dharmArAdhana kartavya hai| sat upayogameM adhika rahanA kartavya hai| vyAvahArika prasaMgameM ghabarAhaTa kartavya nahIM hai| *"manacityu te ima hI ja rahe, hoNahAra sarakhaM phala lahe; gurusAkhe kIdhAM pacakhANa, te navi lope jAteM prANa. vrata lopye duHkha pAme jIva, isa bhAvateM rahe sadIva." x"moTuM kaSTa garatha meLatAM, mahA kaSTa vaLI te rAkhatAM; lAbhahANi beumAM kaSTa, parigraha iNa kAraNe aniSTa." 103 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa, bhAdrapada vada 5, 1984 kaliyuga hai| AyuSyakA bharosA nahIM hai| deha kSaNabhaMgura hai| anyatra kahIM bhI dRSTi karane jaisA nahIM hai| hameM apanA kArya pUrA kara calA jAnA hai| vRddhAvasthA ho gaI hai| jJAnIkA vacana to aisA hai ki sarva samaya sAvaceta rahanA cAhiye, jAgrata rahanA cAhiye / 'jahA~se bhUle vahIMse phira girne, samajhe tabhIse sberaa|' he prabhu! udayAdhIna vRtti calita ho jAtI hai, para cala-phirakara kisakI ora dekheM? jo jJAnIkI AjJA hai usI dRSTise rheN| isa kAlameM AtmAkI pahacAnavAle, AtmAke bhAvavAle jIvAtmA thor3e haiM, virale haiN| likhA jA sake vaisA nahIM hai| apane-apane manameM sabhI magana haiN| sabakA bhalA ho! 104 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa saM.1984 isa saMsArameM eka dharma hI sAra hai| manuSyabhavakI prApti durlabha hai| janma, jarA, mRtyu, roga, vyAdhi, duHkha, Akula-vyAkulatAse saMpUrNa loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai, usapara vicAra kareM tathA nizcaya kareM ki ajJAnase sadviveka pAnA durlabha hai| ataH isa jIvako yathAzakya pUre dinameM ghaMTAAdhA ghaMTA rAta yA dinameM ekAMtameM baiThakara bhakti-bhAvanA, vAcana-ciMtana karanA cAhiye jii| 1. jo honahAra hai vaha mahApuruSako bhI hotA hai| prArabdha badalatA nahIM hai| dRSTAMta-nIlakaMTha (ziva) ko nagna ghUmanA par3atA hai aura harirAya (viSNu) ko sApa (zeSanAga) para sonA par3atA hai| * manameM socA huA yoM hI rahatA hai aura jo honahAra hai vahI hotA hai| gurukI sAkSIse jo pratyAkhyAna (tyAga) kiyA ho use prANatyAga hone para bhI bhaMga nahIM karanA cAhiye / vratabhaMga karanese jIva bahuta duHkha upArjana karatA hai ataH vratake bhAvameM hI sadA rahanA caahiye| x dhana prApta karanemeM mahA kaSTakI prApti hotI hai aura usakI rakSA karanemeM bhI mahA kaSTa hai| dhanakI prApti aura nAza donoM duHkhadAyaka hai isIliye parigrahako aniSTakArI kahA hai|

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68 upadezAmRta jIva kSaNa-kSaNa, samaya-samaya mara rahA hai, usameMse jaise bhI Atmahita, kalyANa ho aisA isa saMsArameM kara lenA cAhiye, yaha AtmArtha aura kalyANakA mArga hai| saMsArake svArthameM pUrvake udayase jo kAla vyatIta hotA hai usameMse satpuruSArthakI ora vRttiko le jAnA hai, saMlagna karanA hai| paramArtha jo bhI ho sake vaha kartavya hai| 105 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa ___ mArgazIrSa sudI 3, zani, 1985 sArA loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai| dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAvake anusAra sparzana, jIvAtmAko sarjita ho tadanusAra, hotA hai| kisIkA socA huA nahIM hotaa| bhAvika samadRSTi jIvAtmAko kSetra-sparzanAse, avasara anukUlatAse cittasamAdhi-Atmahita kartavya hai| jAgRti rakhakara puruSArtha kartavya hai jii| kisI bAtase ghabarAnA nahIM hai| jaise cittakI prasannatA rahe vaise kartavya hai jii| sAtA-asAtA jIvAtmAko jo kSetra-sparzanAse honI sarjita hai vaise hogii| isameM kisIkA socA huA nahIM hotA, aisA socakara samAdhi, zAMtimeM rahanA hI yogya hai aisA samajhameM AtA hai jii| 106 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa phAlguna vadI 11, 1985 dopaharameM bhojanake bAda kucha bhI acchA nahIM lagatA, jisase vanameM bhAga jAnA hotA hai| AmravRkSakI chAyAmeM jAkara sote sote zravaNa karanekA rakhA hai| cAhe jo ho, samayako isI lakSyameM bitAnA aura yathAzakya puruSArtha karanemeM bhUla nahIM karanA aisA socakara zubha nimittameM bhAvanA rakhakara pravRtti hotI hai| vanameM jAte haiM vahA~ bhI pA~ca-paccIsa dUsare loga A pahu~cate haiN| satpuruSake vacanoMkA smaraNa madhura lagatA hai| anyatra kahIM bhI mana nahIM lgtaa| pUre dina vAcana vAcana karavAnA aura zravaNa zravaNa karanA tathA roga, vyAdhi, jarAke nimittoMmeM jAte cittako anyatra mor3anA, aisI vRtti rahatI hai jii| 107 zrImada rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa, jyeSTha sudI 15, zani, 1985 guruke nAmase jIva ThagA gayA hai| jisa para prema DhulanA cAhiye, vahA~ nahIM Dhula rahA hai aura satsaMgameM, samAgamameM jahA~ dRSTi par3I vahA~ prema Dhola detA hai| isase asAtanAkA doSa lagatA hai aura jIva pAgala bhI ho jAtA hai| tathA mohanIya karma banA rahatA hai jisase jJAnAvaraNIya karma AvaraNa karatA hai| mohanIya karma jIvako bhAna nahIM hone detaa| ___ "mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai" jisake pUrNa bhAgya hoMge usIkI dRSTi isa duSama kAlameM bdlegii| vaise jIva mohanIya karmake kAraNa dhokhA khA jAtA hai, jaise ki pitA, mAtA, bhAI, kuTuMba, dehako apanA mAnatA hai| yoM kahatA hai ki mere nahIM hai, kintu mohanIya karmake nazeke kAraNa jIva bhaTaka jAtA hai| ina sabase maiM bhinna huuN| merA svarUpa jJAna-darzana-cAritra hai, use jAnanA, dekhanA aura usameM sthira

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patrAvali-1 69 honA hai, aisA kisI satsaMgase sunane para bhI satpuruSakI AjJAnusAra yaha jIva pravRtti nahIM karatA taba usake kyA hAla hoMge? jIvako duHkha AtA hai, maraNa hotA hai taba ghabarAtA hai, akulAtA hai, koI bAvalA ho jAtA hai, becaina hotA hai| usakA draSTA AtmA hai| yaha vicAra chUTa jAnese ghabarAkara, akulAkara ArtadhyAna kara jIva durgatimeM jAtA hai| ataH jJAnIpuruSake vacanAmRtameM, patroMmeM jo-jo upadeza haiM unakA vAcanaciMtana kartavya hai jii| ___sahanazIlatA, kSamA, dhairya kartavya hai jii| ghabarAnekI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| karma kisIko nahIM chodd'taa| "jitanI zIghratA utanA kaccApana, jitanA kaccApana utanA khaTTApana" samatA, dayAkI bhAvanAse AtmabhAvanAmeM bhAva lAkara samaya vyatIta kreN| jIvako nikammA na chodd'e| thor3I dera par3heM, thor3I dera ciMtana kareM, thor3I dera satsaMga-samAgama kareM, thor3I dera vyApAra AdimeM lgaaye| isa prakAra samaya bitaayeN| sAhasa rkheN| AtmA anaMta sattAkA svAmI hai| vaha isa saMsArakI mAyAmeM, saMsArake mohajAlameM pha~sakara ghabarAtA hai| upayoga hI dharma hai, pariNAma hI baMdha hai| jaba bhI bure pariNAma hoM taba acche pariNAmoMmeM, acche bhAvoMmeM lauTa jAyeM, pramAda na kreN| mAyA ThagatI hai| abhI thor3I dera meM vRtti badala dUMgA, aisA soce taba taka to jIva madhubindu jaisI viSayabhogakI icchAoM, tRSNAoMmeM lipta ho jAtA hai| use vahA~ Tikane na deN| yadi Tikane diyA to dAvAnala agnise bhI anaMtaguNA duHkha upArjita kare aisI arajise akulAkara, jIva puNyakI hAni kara, pApake dala saMcita kara durgatimeM jAtA hai| ataH puruSArtha, guruAjJAse jaisA kahA gayA hai vaisA kreN| sAtA-asAtA karma jIvane jaisA bA~dhA hai vaisA bhogatA hai| jahA~ jAye vahA~ laDDu nahIM bNttte| jo sukha duHkha Aye unheM samabhAvase bhoga leM, bhUlaM na kreN| eka vizvAsa rkheN| AtmA anaMta sukhakA svAmI hai aura bAhya sukhakI icchA rakha vaha bhikhArI bana gayA hai| socA huA ho nahIM pAtA ataH samabhAva rkheN| OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 108 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa jyeSTha vadI 3, maMgala, 1985 vinaya, prema, bhakti, maitrIbhAva Adi bhAvanAoMkA varNana sunakara jIva ahaMkArase svacchaMda nahIM rukanese bar3I bhUla karatA hai| apanI matikalpanAse kucha zAstra-graMtha Adi par3hakara athavA kisI samAgamase vacana sunakara jIva kathana karanekA, upadeza denekA icchuka ho jAtA hai, yaha bhUla hai| kisI puNyake yogase satpuruSake vacanAmRta sunakara, usameMse dRSTAMta dene lagatA hai yA apanI matike anusAra sabako acchA dikhAne, bhalA dikhAneke liye sUkSma mAna ahaMkArase "maiM samajhatA hU~' yoM bhramase pratibaMdhameM par3a jAtA hai aura 'nahIM de tU upadezakU~' aise satpuruSake vacanoMko bhUlakara jIva dhokhA khAtA hai| apane doSa dikhAI nahIM dete| aise vArtAlApase jIva bhramameM par3akara anaMtAnubaMdhIke kAraNa aneka vikalpoMmeM apanI samajhase pravRtti karatA hai| yaha dekhakara dayA AtI hai| 1. pratibaMdha AtmArthameM bAdhaka kAraNa pratibaMdha hai|

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upadezAmRta parAmarza aura mela-jolase AtmAkA hita ho, rAga dveSa kaSAya kama hoM aura kleza miTakara ahiMsAbhAvase bhAvahiMsA dUra ho vaisI icchA thI / kintu kAlakI kaThinatAko dekhakara hamArA socA huA kucha hotA nahIM / 70 jagatakI racanA citra-vicitra hai / isameM dRSTi rakhane jaisA nahIM hai / koI kucha bolatA hai to koI kucha bolatA hai / unake sAmane hameM kyA dekhanA ? unake sAmane dRSTi karanI hI nahIM hai / AtmakalyANa, AtmahitArtha jaise ho sake vaise kara, gurukI zaraNameM rahakara sarva parabhAvase mukta honA hai / saba chor3ane jaisA hai / aho ! isa kaThina kAlameM isa manuSyabhavameM jo ho sake vaha kara lenA cAhiye / 'vanase bhaTakI koyala' jaisA hai / kisIse kisIkA saMbaMdha nahIM hai / 'akelA AyA hai, akelA jAyegA / ' aisA ho rahA hai| OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 109 jIvako anaMtakAlase zraddhA to hai hI, kintu jisake bhAgya pUrNa hoMge usIkI dRSTi badalegI / sanmArga- sanmukhadRSTi honA mahA mahA durlabha hai / 110 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa, aSAr3ha sudI 14, maMgala, 1985 'saMpUrNa loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai|' sahanazIlatA, 'kSamA hI mokSakA bhavya dvAra hai / ' koI rahanevAlA nahIM hai / vRttiko rokanA caahiye| AtmabhAvanAmeM, nijabhAvameM pariNAma samayasamayapara lAne cAhiye / manako parabhAva-vibhAvameM jAte hue yathAzakti rokanA cAhiye / zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa bhAdrapada vadI 2, 1985 yaha jIva nimittAdhIna hai / ataH sAdhaka - nimitta milAnekA puruSArtha karanA cAhiye / pramAdase jIva duHkha khar3A karatA hai / usa pramAdako chor3aneke liye satpuruSoMke vacanAmRta para vicAra karanA cAhiye / kSaNa-kSaNa kAla bIta rahA hai, vApasa nahIM lauTatA / liyA yA legA yoM ho rahA hai / kAla sira para khar3A hai / yaha jIva kisa kAlakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai ? yaha vicAraNIya hai jI / 'phikarakA phA~kA bharA usakA nAma phakIra' / satsaMgake aMtarAyameM udAsa na hokara, udAsInatA ( samabhAva ) kartavya hai / ghabarAne jaisA nahIM hai| mArga bahuta sulabha hai / kintu jIvako jahA~ vRtti rakhanA, karanA, jor3anA, prema karanA cAhiye usameM ajJAnase prArabdhake udayase AvaraNake kAraNa jIva * dizAmUr3ha ho gayA hai / ataH thor3A avakAza nikAlakara satpuruSake vacanAmRtameM gahana dhyAna- vicArase aMtarabhAvameM AnA cAhiye, aMtarabhAvameM adhika rukanA cAhiye / bAhyabhAvake nimittakAraNase vRtti calita ho jAtI hai, usakI jAgRti rakha, eka zuddha jJAna-darzana - cAritramaya AtmA hai, usameM prema upayoga lAkara apane svabhAvameM sadA magana rheN| anya saba bhUla jAnA hai / " kSaNa-kSaNa badalatI svabhAvavRtti nahIM cAhiye / " "sukhaduHkha manamAM na ANIe ghaTa sAthe re ghaDiyAM / " "jIva ! tuM zIda I

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patrAvali-1 71 zocanA dhare? kRSNane karavU hoya te kre|" manuSyabhava durlabha hai| "honahAra badalegA nahIM aura badalanevAlA hogA nhiiN|" dRr3ha nizcaya rakhakara jIvako jo karanA hai vaha hai ekamAtra dRr3ha zraddhA / satsaMga-samAgamameM sunakara, jAna kara, ekamAtra usIkA ArAdhana kiyA jAyegA to aneka bhavoMkI kasara nikala jaayegii| yaha jIva pramAdameM, gaphalatameM use jAne degA to pIche pachatAnA hogA, kheda hogaa| kAraNake binA kArya nahIM hotaa| ataH ho sake to koI pustaka-paramakRpAludevakA vacanAmRta-vAcana karanekA rkheN| 111 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa __bhAdrapada vadI 3, 1985 kAla bahuta kaThina hai| jaise bhI ho satpuruSa, sadgurukI dRSTise, unakI AjJAse ArAdhanA karanI caahiye| vizeSa yaha likhanA hai ki Apako yA Apa jaisoMko raMgarAgake pariNAma vicArakara AtmA bAhya pariNatimeM jAye vaisA nahIM karanA caahiye| jaise vairAgya-upazamameM pariNati jAya vaise 'yogavAsiSTha' kA eka bhAga mumukSu prakaraNa aura vairAgya prakaraNa vicAraNIya hai| 'padmanaMdI paMcaviMzati' graMtha bhI par3hanA, vicAranA athavA vacanAmRta para vicAra karanA caahiye| artha para vicAra karate samaya apanI kalpanAke AdhAra para bhAvoMko baha jAne denA viSake samAna samajhanA caahiye| ye bhejI huIM garabiyA~ paramakRpAludeva dvArA racita hai| inameMse koI bhI abhI prasiddha nahIM huI hai, prasiddha karanekA vicAra hai jii| jIvakA bAhya dRSTimeM khiMca jAnA saMbhava jAnakara kisIko nahIM dI gaI hai| 112 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa tA.7-12-29saM.1986 devAdhideva paramakRpAludevane AtmAko yathAtathya dekhA hai, vahI dekhanekI icchA, vRtti kartavya hai jii| anya kahIM bhI prema-prIti karane jaisA nahIM hai| he prabhu! Apako dhanyavAda hai ki isa kAlameM Apako parapadArthase, parabhAvase mukta honekI icchA hai aura yathAtathya sanmukha dRSTi hai| ataH namaskAra hai jii| isa dIna dAsa 'laghu'ko bhI isa yathAtathya svarUpakI bhAvanA bhavaparyaMta akhaNDa rahe! aura sabhIko isake sivAya anya kucha kahanA nahIM hai| vaha gurukRpAse saphala ho! 113 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa kArtika sudI 5, jJAnapaMcamI, 1986 jIva anAdikAlase apane svacchaMdase, apanI kalpanAse dharmArAdhanakI icchA karatA hai ki mujhe satsaMga nahIM hai, isakI apekSA yadi maiM satsaMgameM hotA to mujhe bahuta lAbha hotA, aisI kalpanAe~ aneka * strInItibodhaka garabAvalI, zrImad rAjacaMdra AzramakA eka prakAzana /

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72 upadezAmRta jIvAtmAoMko ho jAtI hai| isI mohanIyakarmake saMkalpa-vikalpase jIva samajhatA hai ki 'maiM apanI dayA kara rahA hU~', kintu yaha dayA nahIM hai| apanI dayA to satpuruSa devAdhideva sadguru-kathita AjJAkA dhairyase, samatAse, apane vikalpa baMda kara, AnevAle vikalpoMko bhUlakara ArAdhana karanA vaha hai| usa AjJAke anusAra dhairyase puruSArtha karaneke bhAva pariNAma laaveN| apanI kalpanA yaha ki mujhe satsaMga ho to ArAdhanA bahuta ho sakatI hai; aisA socakara apane udaya-prArabdhako dhakkA mArakara apanI icchAse, svacchaMdase aneka jIvAtmA pravRtti karate haiN| yaha jIvakI bhUla hai| viraha Adi, vedanIya Adike udayameM jIva ghabarAtA hai, kintu apanI kalpanAse kalyANa mAnakara vaisI pravRtti karate hue jIvako vicAra karanA caahiye| ___'jIva, tuM zIda zocanA dhare? kRSNane karavU hoya te kre|' aisI samajha rakhakara jo samatAbhAva dhAraNa karanA cAhiye, vaha jIva karatA nahIM hai| jo-jo kSetra-sparzanA udayameM ho usake anusAra samatAse kAla vyatIta kara aise samayameM ucca bhAvanA-satsaMgakI bhAvanA rakheM, kintu balAt udayako dhakkA mArakara zIghratA karanA ucita nhiiN| jitanI zIghratA utanA hI vilaMba, aisA jAnakara samatA, kSamA, sahanazIlatA, cittakI prasannatAse vAcana-ciMtanake nimitta milAkara zAMta pariNAmase bhAvanA kreN| jIvane kyA kyA duHkha nahIM uThAye? karmake udayameM Anepara jIvako saba bhoganA par3A hai| usameM ArtadhyAna nahIM hone denA caahiye| yaha bAta dhyAnameM rakheMge to AtmAko hitakArI, kalyANakArI hai| manake kAraNa, kalpanAke kAraNa yaha saba hai| kSetra-sparzanA jahA~kI hotI hai vahA~ kAla vyatIta hotA hai| 114 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa, __kArtika vadI 6, zukra, 1986 he prabhu! aba to kisI prakArakI mamatA, moha, icchA, saMkalpa-vikalpa karaneke bhAva nahIM hai| phira bhI pUrvake karmodayase cittavRttimeM saMkalpa-vikalpa sphurita ho jAte haiM, ghabarAhaTa hotI hai, acchA nahIM lgtaa| phira vRddhAvasthA ho gaI hai, isa kAraNa vedanIya karma Ate haiM, ve samabhAvase devAdhideva paramakRpAludevake vacanase, unake bodhase, yathAzakya samatA, kSamA, dhairyase sahana karanA yAda rahatA hai| tathApi satsaMgake binA acchA nahIM lgtaa| jaba jAgRtimeM bhAvanA pariNamita hotI hai taba anya saba vismRta ho jAtA hai, vaha ThIka lagatA hai| kintu vaisA adhika samaya nahIM rahatA aura upayoga anyatra calA jAtA hai taba acchA nahIM lagatA / bAhyadRSTimeM caina nahIM par3atA aura kisI jIvAtmAke sAtha bAta karanI par3e so acchA nahIM lagatA, thakAna lagatI hai| aisA hotA hai usakA kyA kareM ? koI AtmahitakArI bAta karanevAlA ho aura baiThe baiThe yA sote-sote suneM to ThIka lagatA hai| kintu isa kAlameM vaisA saMyoga to dikhAI nahIM detaa| kRpAludevake vacana haiM ki isa kAlameM satsaMgakI kamI hai| kucha acchA nahIM lgtaa| ___AtmAkA bodha satpuruSane diyA hai ki AtmA hai usakA nAza nahIM hotA yaha nizcita hai| phira bhI moha ghabarAhaTa karAtA hai| yaha ghabarAhaTa kise kaheM ? sadguruke vacana haiM ki kadAcit sAtavIM

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patrAvali-1 73 narakakI vedanA hotI to sammata karatA, kintu jagatakI mohinI sammata nahIM hotii| aisI bAta hai| duHkha kise kaheM ? he prabhu! kucha likha nahIM sktaa| yaha saba mohanIya karmakA caritra hai| zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa tA.29-11-29, kArtika vadI, 1986 __ azakti to itanI hai ki koI vastu lene-rakhanemeM bhI sA~sa phUla jAtI hai| prabhu! kucha caina nahIM pdd'taa| phira bhI he prabhu! zrI paramakRpAludeva iSTa sadgurudevane aMtara-jIvanameM amRtasiMcana kiyA hai jisase usa prakArase sarva prasaMgameM, samayameM vedana hotA hai, vaha to Apa prabhu jAnate hI haiN| prabhu! aMtarameM zrI paramakRpAluke upadezase udAsInatA rahatI hai| tathA yaha jo apanA svarUpa nahIM hai, aise karma udayameM Anepara caina nahIM par3atA; para vedanA to dehakA svabhAva hai, prabhu! jo aMtaraMga zrI paramakRpAludevake bodhase raMgA hai vaha anyathA ho sakatA hai kyA? kabhI nahIM ho sktaa| usakA vedana to usI prakArase cAhe jisa samaya hotA hI hai, prabhu! *** 116 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa, pauSa sudI 6, 1986 kAlakA bharosA nhiiN| liyA yA legA yoM ho rahA hai| ataH sabake sAtha maitrIbhAva, karuNAbhAva, pramodabhAva, madhyasthabhAvase pravRtti kreN| aisI AjJA paramakRpAludevAdhidevazrIkI hai jii| "jJAna garIbI guru vacana, narama vacana nirdoSa; inakU~ kabhI na chAMDiye, zraddhA zIla saMtoSa." he prabhu! mile usake sAtha milanA aura dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAvakI sparzanAse jaise kAla bIte vaise saMtoSapUrvaka rahanA aisI icchA hai| kyoMki socA huA kucha hotA nhiiN| 'jA vidha rAkhe rAma, tA vidha rhiye|' gurukRpAse jaisA honA hogA vaisA hokara rhegaa| hamArI to aisI bhAvanA rahatI hai ki sabakA bhalA ho / he prabhu! Apa to yaha jAnate haiN| kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai| manuSyabhava durlabha hai| ghabarAhaTa, vyAkulatA A jAtI hai| koI vairAgyakI bAta karanevAlA ho to acchA lagatA hai| prabhu! samaya bitA rahe haiM / devAdhideva paramakRpAlu devakI zaraNa eka AdhAra hai| una pratyakSa puruSakA bodha huA thA ve vacana sunate haiM taba acchA lagatA hai aura zAMti prApta hotI hai| 117 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa mAgha vadI 8, guru, 1986 maraNa hai hI nhiiN| kalpanAse, ahaMbhAva mamatvabhAvase, bhrAMtise bhUlA hai| use bhUlakara sadgurukI AjJAse sAvadhAna rhiyegaa| jo jA rahA hai vaha phirase bhoganA nahIM hai| dehameM honevAle duHkhase kucha

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74 upadezAmRta hAni honevAlI nahIM hai| usase AtmA niHzaMka bhinna draSTA-sAkSI hai jii| sadgurune use dekhA hai| usa para mujhe zraddhA hai, maiM mAnatA hU~, bhavobhava yahI mAnyatA raho! *** 118 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa phAlguna vadI 8, 1986 isa zarIrake saMbaMdhameM dina-dina vRddhAvasthAke kAraNa kaI kaI raMga badalate haiN| lagatA hai jaise aba deha chUTa jaayegii| kintu dehakA saMbaMdha pUrNa hone taka-jaba taka vRddhAvasthArUpI zikaMjemeM rahanA par3egA taba taka-pUrvabaddha vedanAko bhogate hue kAla biitegaa| para paramakRpAlu devAdhidevakI zaraNase, una sadgurukI kRpAse unakI zaraNameM, unakI AjJAmeM, unake bodhameM, unakI smRtimeM kAla bIta rahA hai, bhAva rahate haiM jisase saMtoSa mAnakara kAla vyatIta kara rahA huuN| ghabarAhaTa, AkulatA, vRddhAvasthAkI bA~dhI huI vedanAkA gurukRpAse yathAzakti samabhAvase vedana ho rahA hai| 119 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa vaizAkha sudI 7, maMgala, 1986 jIva anaMta kAlacakrase mithyA ajJAnase bhramita hokara bhUla karatA AyA hai| maiM kauna hU~? kahA~se AyA hU~ ? isakA bhAna nahIM hai| vaise hI AtmAkA bhAna bhUlakara jIva mohanIya karmake udayase viSaya-kaSAya aura rAgadveSameM sukha mAnatA hai, yaha saba mithyA hai aisA jIvane jAnA nahIM hai aura baMdhanase mukta huA nahIM hai| ajJAnake kAraNa anaMta kAla bIta jAne para bhI abhI taka jIvane apanI kalpanAse sukhaduHkha mAnakara, dharma-adharmako apane svacchaMdase samajhakara paribhramaNakA kAraNa sevana kiyA hai, sevana kara rahA hai aura sevana karegA aisA tIrthaMkarAdine kahA hai| __ manuSyabhava durlabha hai| isameM bhI samyaktvakI prApti durlabhase durlabha hai| pahale to jIvako sadvartana-sadAcArakA sevana karanA cAhiye aura yathAzakya rAgadveSa kama karane caahiye| isakA kAraNa sarva prANiyoMke prati vinayI honA hai| apanemeM anaMta doSa haiM, ye jIvane abhI taka dekhe nahIM hai; aura parAye doSoMkI ora dRSTi daur3atI hai, jisase ve hI doSa apanemeM A jAte haiM aisA jIvane jAnA nahIM hai| yadi doSa dekhanA chor3a guNoMko dekheM to use bhI guNakI prApti hotI hai| aisA nahIM honekA nimitta kAraNa asatsaMga hai| yadyapi jIva sukhaduHkha, sAtA-asAtA parAdhInatAse bhogatA AyA hai| aura bA~dhe haiM unheM to bhoganA hI par3atA hai; para samabhAvase sahana nahIM hotA, satsaMgakI kamI hai| dehakI sAtAke liye jIva apanI kalpanAse sukha prApta karane jAtA hai to duHkha hAtha lagatA hai| jIvane kaunasA duHkha sahana nahIM kiyA? vicAra karane para jJAta hotA hai ki usane anaMtabAra naraka Adike duHkha bhoge haiN| saMkalpa-vikalpa, bure pariNAma, ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna, rati-arati A jAnese apanI kyA gati hogI? yaha vicAra jIvako AtA hI nahIM hai| yadi koI jIva duHkha detA hai to vaha hamArA mitra hai, hameM karmabaMdhanase chur3AtA hai; paraMtu taba sahanazIlatA nahIM raha paatii| pUrvabaddha karma yadi abhI samabhAvase, samatAse nahIM bhogeMge to punaH adhika karma ba~dhege aura unakA bhI udaya AyegA hI,

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patrAvali-1 75 aisA bhaya nahIM lagatA / athavA to jIva zuddhAcaraNa, sadvartana, japa-tapa-dAnAdi kriyArUpa acche karma apanI kalpanAse karatA hai, paraMtu vaha saba baMdhanakA kAraNa ho jAtA hai| apane svacchaMdako rokakara kisI satsaMga-samAgamake yogase jo kucha dAnAdi kriyA karatA hai vaha AtmahitArtha hai| jIva apanI icchAse karatA rahatA hai yaha bar3I bhUla hai| lAbha-alAbhake bAremeM jIva vicAra nahIM krtaa| prANI mAtra sukhako cAhatA hai, para sukha kaise mile yaha yadi satsaMgameM samajhakara kare to hita hotA hai| jIva to aisA mAnatA hai ki 'maiM samajhatA hU~, maiM karatA hU~ vaha ThIka hai' aura kucha sUkSma mAna kaSAyake kAraNa dharmake nAma para karatA hai aura bhrAMtimeM rahatA hai| jIvane paravazatAse tiryaMca Adike aneka duHkha bhoge haiN| dehakI sa~bhAla, sukhake liye jIvane amUlya satsaMgako hAni pahu~cAI hai| dehakI zAtAke liye, sAtAzIla banakara auSadhi Adise aneka upacAra kiye haiN| kintu jo baMdhA huA hai usameMse kucha bhI kama nahIM hotA aura bhoge binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| yadi yaha zeSa manuSyabhava AtmArthake liye bitAye, satsaMgake yogameM AyuSya jAya to kitane adhika lAbhakA kAraNa hai, isa para kucha vicAra hI nahIM kiyA / kaliyuga mahA viSama kAla hai| isameM jo jo AtmAke hitake liye upayogI ho usakI vizeSa sAvadhAnI rakhane jaisI hai jii| Apa samajhadAra haiM, uttama jIvAtmA haiM, pavitra haiN| jIvAtmA karmoMke AdhIna rahakara, manuSyabhava prApta kara ba~dhe hue karmoMse chUTanekA vicAra na kare to phira anya bhava kaise hoMge? isa para vicArakara yahA~ yathAzakya samatA, kSamA, dhairya, sahanazIlatA kartavya hai| merA sAkSAt AtmA hai aisA jAnakara, vicArakara, cittako prasannatA ho aise udgAra-aMtaraMga bhAva acche kareM; paraMtu bAhya acchA dikhAneke liye bhAva karanA yogya nahIM hai| aba patike sAtha kaisA vyavahAra karanA cAhiye isa para vicAra kreN| apane patiko paramezvara buddhise soceM / unakA vinaya, vaiyAvacca (sevA) kara unake cittako prasannatA ho aise vacanoMse saMtoSa deM aura unake cittameM kucha bhI kheda na ho aisA kreN| unheM kisI prakArakA kheda ho to usameM sahabhAgI honekA prayatna kreN| yaha mahA tapakA kAraNa hai| isa jIvako khedakA kAraNa chor3a denA cAhiye / 'pakSIkA melA', 'vana vanakI lakaDI' koI kisIkA nahIM hai| tathA abhI jo kucha bana sakatA hai aura jo svayaMko samajhane yogya hai vaha to eka AtmArtha hai| usake sivAya anya nahIM karanA hai| adhika kyA likhU? kucha samajhameM nahIM aataa| phira bAhya dRSTise jo jo dikhAI detA hai vaha AtmA nahIM hai, aura AtmAko jAnanekI to vizeSa AvazyakatA hai| isameM jIvakI kyA kamI hai? yaha vicAraNIya hai / vaha yaha hai ki bodhakI kamI hai| zarIrake sukhakI icchAse, apanI kalpanAke kAraNa jIva satsaMga prApta nahIM kara skaa| AyuSyakA bharosA nahIM hai| deha kSaNabhaMgura hai| pUrA zarIra rogase hI bharA huA hai| usameM kyA kahA jAya? puruSArtha kartavya hai| usameM vighnakAraka pramAda, Alasya aura apanI kalpanAke kAraNa satsaMga nahIM kara pAyA yaha hai| yaha manuSyabhava prAptakara eka sadguruko pahacAnakara unakI AjJAkI bhAvanAse kAla vyatIta karanekI AvazyakatA hai| 'ANAe dhammo ANAe tvo'| zrI tIrthaMkarAdine jIvakA uddhAra honeke

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76 upadezAmRta liye 'dAna, zIla, tapa aura bhAva' kahe haiM, unameM apanI kalpanAse jo kucha karatA hai vaha baMdhanarUpa ho jAtA hai| isakA svarUpa samajhameM nahIM AyA hai| yadi usakA svarUpa samajhameM A jAye to jIvako samyaktva prApta karanekA poSaNa hotA hai| zeSa to "sau sAdhana baMdhana thayAM" hai jI! +aho jIva! cAhe paramapada, to dhIraja guNa dhAra; zatru-mitra aru tRNa-maNi, eka hi dRSTi nihAra. 1 vItI tAhi visAra de, AgekI zudha le jo banI Ave sahajameM, tAhimeM citta de. 2 rAjA rANA cakradhara, hathiyanake asavAra; maranA sabako eka dina, apanI apanI vAra. 3 kahAM jAye kahAM upane, kahAM lar3Aye lADa; kyA jAnUM kisa khADameM, jAya par3eMge hADa! 4 jaina dharma zuddha pAyake, varatuM viSaya-kaSAya; eha acaMbA ho rahyA, jalameM lAgI lAya. 5 samakitI rogI bhalo, jAke deha na cAma; vinA bhakti gururAjakI, kaMcana deha na-kAma. 6 jJAnIkuM vismaya nahIM, paraniMdaka saMsAra; taje na hasti cAla nija, bhuMkata zvAna hajAra. 7 120 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa saM.1986 zAMti, samatA, kSamA, dhairya, sahanazIlatA yaha sadgurukI AjJA hai jii| isa bhAvanAse zuddha bhAvameM vRtti, mana sthira ho vaisA karanA cAhiye jii| anya saba bAhya bhUla jAnekA vicAra kreN| maMtra 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' AtmA hai, use yAda rakhakara smRtimeM jAgrata rheN| AtmA hai, draSTA hai, kartA hai, bhoktA hai, mokSa hai, mokSakA upAya hai| use sadguru paramakRpAludevazrIne jAnA hai, dekhA hai jii| usa AtmAkI satsaMgase zraddhA huI hai use maanuuN| zeSa parabhAva, bAhya AtmAse mukta hokara ___+ artha-1. he jIva! yadi tU paramapadakI icchA karatA hai to dhairya dhAraNakara zatru-mitra, tRNa-maNimeM samadRSTise dekha / 2. jo bIta gayA hai usako bhUlakara AgekA dhyAna rkh| jo sahaja hotA hai usImeM manako saMtuSTa rakha / 3. rAjA, rANA, cakravartI, hAthiyoMke svAmI sabako apanI bArI Ane para eka dina maranA hai| 4. yaha jIva kahA~se AyA? kahA~ utpanna huA? kahA~ lAipyArase bar3A huA? aura marakara kisa adhogatimeM jAyegA? yaha kauna jAnatA hai? 5. yadi maiM zuddha jaina dharmako prApta karake bhI viSaya-kaSAyameM pravRtti karU~ to pAnImeM Aga lagane jaisI AzcaryakI bAta hogii| 6. jisake zarIra parase camar3I ukhar3a gaI ho aisA rogI bhI yadi samyagdRSTi hai to zreSTha hai, pUjya hai| jisake hRdayameM gurudevakI bhakti nahIM hai vaha kaMcanavarNI kAyA hone para bhI vRthA hai, nirmUlya hai| 7. paraniMdA karate saMsArako dekhakara jJAnIko vismaya nahIM hotA arthAt jJAnI usase Darate nhiiN| jaise hajAroM kutte bhuMkane para bhI hAthI apanI cAla nahIM chodd'taa|

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patrAvali - 1 77 aMtarAtmAse paramAtmAkI bhakti karatA hU~, bhAvanA karatA hU~, vaha bhavaparyaMta akhaMDa jAgRta raho ! jAgRta raho ! yahI mA~gatA hU~, vaha saphala ho, saphala ho ! zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 1"dilamAM kIje dIvo mere pyAre, dilamAM kIje dIvo / " 121 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa tA. 7-7-30 jJAnI puruSoMke vacanoMmeM dRSTi - aMtaradRSTi - nahIM rakhakara isa jIvane laukika dRSTise sAmAnyatA kara rakhI hai, jisase AtmabhAva sphurita nahIM hotA / satsaMga yaha eka amUlya lAbha manuSyabhavameM lene yogya hai / satsaMgakI AvazyakatA hai| usake kAraNa manuSyabhavameM samyaktvakA apUrva lAbha hotA hai / anaMtakAlase jIvane isa saMbaMdha meM vicAra nahIM kiyA hai aura 'maiM aisA karU~, vaisA karU~' yoM jIvako ahaM - mamatva rahatA hai / pramAdameM rahegA to phira punaH punaH pazcAttApa hogA / cetane jaisA hai| adhika kyA kaheM ? I Apa guNI haiN| hamane to isa patrase Apako yAda dilAyA hai| kucha svArtha ke liye nahIM, para AtmAke liye niHspRhatAse, niHsvArthatAse Apako vidita kiyA hai / manuSyabhava prAptakara sAvadhAnI rakhanI caahiye| hajAroM rupayoMvAlA adhika rupayoMke liye saMsArameM vyApAra-dhaMdhe meM lagatA hai, kintu yaha pAnI bilaune jaisA hai / kAlakA bharosA nahIM / liyA yA legA aisA ho rahA hai / phira yaha jIva kisa kAlakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai ? yaha vicAraNIya hai / samaya dharmameM bIta rahA hai yA anya bhavabhramaNake nimitta kAraNoMmeM ? yadi yaha samajhameM Aye to jIva kucha vicAra kare / pramAdameM asAvadhAna rahane jaisA nahIM hai / saMsAra - vyavasAyake kAmoMmeM apanI icchAnusAra honevAlA nahIM, ataH 1 vicAravAnake liye vicAraNIya hai / zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa tA. 22-8-30 bhedajJAnakI AvazyakatA hai / paraMtu apanI samajha, kSayopazamase athavA nyAyanIti, sat - viSayaka bhASA sunakara apane anubhavameM svayaM mAna letA hai, use zrI tIrthaMkarAdine mithyA mAnyatA kahA hai aura use mRSA kahA hai, vaha vicAraNIya hai / jJAniyoMne, mahA jJAnIpuruSoM dvArA anubhUtako satya kahA hai, vaha yathAtathya hai| AtmArthIko isa saMbaMdha meM vizeSa lakSya dene jaisA hai jI / AtmasvarUpake gaveSI, jijJAsu jo AtmA ho gaye haiM, unhoMne yoM batAyA hai "" + "tAharI gati tuM jANe ho deva, smaraNa bhajana te vAcaka yaza kare jI. 122 yadyapi upayogake binA AtmA nahIM hai, para jo jJAnIke upayogameM kucha aura hI samajhameM AyA hai, anubhavameM AyA hai vaha pratijJApUrvaka kahatA hU~ ki rAga dveSa ajJAnase rahita aisA AtmA draSTA 1. he pyAre bhAI ! apane dilameM samakitarUpI dIpaka prakaTa karo / + upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI kahate haiM ki he deva! terI gati tU hI jAnatA hai / maiM to kevala terA smaraNa, bhakti hI karatA hU~ /

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78 upadezAmRta bhinnarUpameM dekhA hai, usa AtmAko namaskAra hai| tathA, kisI jIvAtmAko yathAtathya AtmAkA anubhava nahIM hai, paraMtu use jJAnI dvArA anubhUtakI mAnyatA zraddhA honepara bhI samyaktva kahA jAtA hai| yaha bAta kucha aMtarakI mAnyatAke bhAvase niHspRhatAse kahI gaI hai| jo jJAnI hai use ajJAnI kahA jAya, zraddhAna kiyA jAya, mAnA jAya to bhI bhUlabharI jokhima hai| ataH aba madhyastha rahakara jo yathAtathya hai vaha mAnya hai aise vicArameM bhAva rakhe to vaha bhUlabharI bAta kahalAyegI? aba kartavya kyA hai? yathAvasara samAgama satsaMgameM AtmArthIko vicAra karanA cAhiye aisA samajhameM AtA hai| apanI kalpanA aura apanI mAnyatAse pravRtti kara jIva anAdi kAlase bhaTakA hai| 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' meMse saMsmaraNa pothI-1 meM aMka 37 vA~ vicAra karanekA anurodha hai / gurugamakI AvazyakatA hai| isameM bodhipuruSake bodhakI ati AvazyakatA hai| 'pAve nahIM gurugama binA, ehI anAdi sthita' aisA vacana jJAnIkA hai vaha bhI vicAraNIya hai jii|| 123 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa ___ tA.26-8-30,saM.1986 'vRttiko rokanA' aisA mahApuruSoMkA vacana sunA hai, vaha camatkArI hai, AtmAko parama hitakArI hai| k 124 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa tA.28-8-30, zrAvaNa sudI 4, 1986 satzraddhAmeM puruSArtha karanA cAhiye, usake badale bhrAMtimeM aura 'samajhameM A gayA hai, jAna liyA hai', aisI bhUlameM bahA jA rahA hai| isa saMbaMdhameM vicAra aura sAvadhAnIke liye satsaMgakI vizeSa vizeSa ArAdhanA kreN| icchA-saMkalpAdi viSaya-kaSAyameM cale jAye vaha asatsaMga hai| ataH kisI satpuruSake vacanAmRtake vicArameM yathAsaMbhava jIvana bitAnA yogya hai| jIvako kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai| durlabhameM durlabha saMyoga yahA~ sahaja mile haiM usake ciMtanameM-AtmAkI bhAvanAmeM adhika vicAra karanA cAhiye / manuSyabhava durlabha hai| roga sahita kAyA ho to bhI manuSyabhava kahA~ hai? brahmacarya bar3A sAdhana hai| aMtarvRttiyoMko rokanA brahmacarya hai jii| jIva samaya-samaya mara rahA hai| 125 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa bhAdrapada vadI 1, maMgala, 1986 he prabhu! sadgurukI zaraNase anya koI icchA nahIM hai aura rakhanI bhI nahIM hai| unakI kRpAse unakI zItala chAyAmeM sarva zAMti pravartita hai jii| unhIMkA yogabala saba karatA hai jI / hamase to kucha ho nahIM sktaa| he prabhu! isa AzramakI jo vyavasthA huI hai vaha unakI kRpA aura yogabalakA phala hai| merI alpamatise kucha socA huA nahIM huaa| he prabhu! mujhe to aisA lagA ki saba acchA hI prakAzameM aayaa|

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patrAvali-1 79 bhaviSyameM kyA hogA aura kyA nahIM, yaha vRddhAvasthAke kAraNa mana pIche hI lauTatA rahA hai| dina-pratidina mRtyukI smRti rahanese 'he jIva! AtmAmeM bhAva raheM to acchA' aisA hotA rahatA hai jii| 126 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa tA.29-9-30 dhana, paisA, kuTuMba, parivAra Adi kucha bhI cAhane yogya nahIM hai| tathA mahAna vrata brahmacarya hai, vaha hAthameM A gayA hai| usake viSayameM kisI prakArake vikalpa kiye binA, kisI prakArakA ahaMkAra kiye binA, usakA pAlana karanese bhagavAnane mahA lAbhakA kAraNa kahA hai| kyA hogA? kaisI gati milegI? Adike saMbaMdhameM koI vikalpa karanA yogya nhiiN| vRttiko rokakara smaraNameM lagAnA, yaha tapa hai| yahI dharma hai| satpuruSArthameM rahanA yogya hai| manake kAraNa saba hai| ba~dhe hue jA rahe haiM, ataH ghabarAne jaisA hai hI nhiiN| jo Aye haiM ve jA rahe haiN| usameM kSamA-sahanazIlatAse AnaMda anubhavarUpa A~khase dekheN| satpuruSake bodhase sadvicArarUpI dvAra kholakara jJAnacakSuse aMtaryAmI bhagavAnake darzana kreN| 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe' samayamAtrakA pramAda kartavya nahIM hai| ise vicArapUrvaka samajhanekI AvazyakatA hai| 'kara vicAra to pAma' yaha jJAnIkA vacana hai so satya hai jii| 127 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa pauSa sudI 4, budha, 1987 "vidyuta lakSmI prabhutA pataMga, AyuSya te to jalanA taraMga; puraMdarI cApa anaMgaraMga, zuM rAciye tyAM kSaNano prasaMga?" "bhoga bure bhavaroga bar3hAveM, vairI hai jaga jIke, berasa hoya vipAka samaya ati, sevata lAge nIke; vajra agni viSase viSadharase, haiM adhike duHkhadAyI, dharmaratanake cora prabala ati, durgati paMtha sahAyI. moha udaya yaha jIva ajJAnI, bhoga bhale kara jAne, jyoM koI jana khAya dhatUrA, so saba kaMcana mAne; jyoM jyoM bhoga saMyoga manohara, manavAMchita jana pAvai, tRSNA nAgina tyoM tyoM DaMke, lahara lobha viSa Avai.' (pArzvapurANa) dehase AtmA bhinna hai, arUpI hai| "zrI sadgurune kahA hai aise nipa~tha mArgakA sadA hI Azraya rhe| maiM dehAdi svarUpa nahIM hU~ aura deha strI putrAdi koI bhI mere nahIM hai| maiM to zuddha caitanyasvarUpa avinAzI AtmA huuN| yoM AtmabhAvanA karanese rAgadveSakA kSaya hotA hai|" itanA zeSa bhava yadi jIva AtmArthameM bitAyegA to anaMta bhavoMkI kasara nikala jaayegii| upayoga hI AtmA hai aura AtmA jJAna-darzana-cAritramaya dharmasvarUpa hai| vRtti kSaNa-kSaNa badalatI hai, usa vRttiko rokeM / mana, citta, vRttiko parabhAvase AtmAmeM lauttaaveN| zuddha bhAvameM puruSArtha kreN| pramAda zatru hai| zubha rAga

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80 upadezAmRta aura zubha yoga (mana, vacana, kAyA) ke pariNAma rakhanese svargagati yA puNya hotA hai| azubha rAga yA azubha yogase pApabaMdha hotA hai, adhogati hotI hai| aise bure bhAva na kreN| jIvako nikammA na chodd'eN| maiM asaMga huuN| itanA bhava pUrvake udayase puNyake yogase yadi vrataniyamakA jIvanaparyaMta pAlana kara satzIlameM bitAyeMge to jIva nikaTabhavI hokara, samyaktva prAptakara anaMta sukhako prApta kregaa| ataH manake bhAvako AtmAmeM lAveM / aisA yoga bAra bAra milanA durlabha hai| sAvadhAna ho jAne jaisA hai| eka bAra paramAtmAkA nAma mAtra liyA jAya to koTi bhavake pApoMkA nAza ho jAtA hai| ataH sAvaceta hokara smaraNa karanA yogya hai| samyakdarzana, samyakjJAna aura samyakcAritrarUpa ratnatrayakI ArAdhanA trailokyakA Adhipatya prApta karAtI hai, paramAtmapada prApta karAtI hai| dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAvake anusAra paradezameM pUrvake udayakarmase jIvAtmAko annajalakI sparzanA hotI hai| dUra dezameM hone para bhI isa viSayakA vikalpa kara ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna, kheda kartavya nahIM hai| yadi apane bhAva acche hoMge to jo dUra haiM ve bhI pAsa haiN| anyathA pAsavAle bhI dUra hI haiN| "(1) prajJA (viveka)-yaha tattvajJAnakA lakSyabiMdu hai| (2) namratA-yaha daivI guNa hai| namratAkA prabhAva hI kucha aura hai, vaha sarvazaktimAna hai| (3) zAMti-jisameM akhaMDa zAMtavRtti nahIM, usameM satyakA vAsa nhiiN| (4) jo kisIkA burA na kare use bhaya kisakA? (5) pratyeka dharmakA uddezya nirmala aMtaHkaraNa rakhanA hai, usIse IzvarIya jJAna prApta hotA hai| choTe bacceke samAna nirdoSa hRdayake bneN| (6) AdhyAtmika jIvana bitAnese adhama vAsanA vazIbhUta ho sakatI hai| (7) tiraskAra, svArthavRtti aura zokako thor3A bhI Azraya na deN| (8) pUrNa zraddhA, jJAna, pUrNa zAMti yahI svargakA rAjya hai| (9) he Atman! terA sanAtana aMtaraMga sattva vartamAna kAlameM hI batA de| (10) dRr3ha bneN| eka lakSya rakheM, apane nizcayako sadaiva sateja kreN| sabhI saMdeha, AvaraNa aura usake kAraNa dUra kareM aura apUrva zraddhApUrvaka vivekakA upadeza amalameM laaveN| (11) jaise lAkhoM IMToMse zahara banatA hai, vaise hI lAkhoM vicAroMse cAritra-manakA nirmANa hotA hai| pratyeka jIvAtmA apane ApakA nirmANa karanevAlA hai| (12) jo jIvAtmA apane manameM pavitra aura uttama vicAra bharate haiM, unheM hI uttamottama sukha A milate haiN| (13) jo manuSya apanI AsurI vRttike sAmane nirbhayatAse khar3A nahIM raha sakatA, vaha tyAgake Ubar3akhAbar3a zikharoM para nahIM car3ha sktaa| (14) jaisI dRSTi vaisI sRsstti| (15) bhale baneM aura bhalA kareM, yahI dharmakA sAra hai| (16) paramapada aura kRpAnidhi AjJAkArI sevakakI pratIkSA karate haiN|"

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81 patrAvali-1 kSaNa-kSaNa mRtyuko yAda karanA cAhiye / isa patrikAmeM likhI bAteM apane dhyAnameM rakhane yogya hai jii| OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 128 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa pauSa sudI 8, ravi, 1987 prArabdhAnusAra jo hotA hai use samabhAvapUrvaka dekhate rahanA cAhiye / yaha paMcamakAla hai-kaliyuga hai| Age bar3hakara isakI pravRttimeM samaya ga~vAnA ucita nahIM hai| harSazokake bahAvameM na bahakara dhairya, kSamA, sahanazIlatA, zAMti, samatApUrvaka sahanA Adi uttama guNoMkA Azraya lekara dharmadhyAnakI bhAvanA niraMtara kartavya hai / mRtyuko yAda kara nitya pavitra sadAcArameM pravartana karanekA puruSArtha karanA cAhiye jii| OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH * 129 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa pauSa vadI 11, budha, makarasaMkrAMti, 1987 tA.14-1-31 sahaja milA so dUdha barAbara, mA~ga liyA so pAnI; kheMca liyA so rakta barAbara, gorakha bolyA vANI. 1 suno bharata bhAvI prabala, vilakhata kahi raghunAtha; harSa zoka, jIvana maraNa, yaza apayaza vidhi hAtha. 2 "nathI dharyo deha viSaya vadhAravA, nathI dharyo deha parigraha dhAravA." AtmA akelA hai, akelA hI AyA hai aura akelA hI jaayegaa| samaya-samaya para paryAya badalatA hai| use jJAnI bhava kahate haiN| usameM vikalpa karanese baMdha hotA hai| ataH paryAyakI ora dRSTi na dekara 'AtmAko dekheM' aisA jJAnIkA kathana hai jii| apanI kalpanAse mAnanA ki aisA ho to ThIka, Adi vikalpase klezita honA ucita nhiiN| apanI kalpanAse kalyANa nahIM hogaa| 'manake kAraNa saba hai|' phira ghabarAne jaisA kucha nahIM hai| Aye haiM ve to jA rahe haiM (krm)| usameM kSamA, sahanazIlatA, AnaMda anubhavarUpa A~khase dekheN| satpuruSake bodhase sadvicArarUpa dvAra kholakara, jJAnacakSuse aMtaryAmI bhagavAnake darzana kreN| ___'samayaM goyama mA pamAe'-samayamAtrakA bhI pramAda kartavya nahIM hai| ise vicArapUrvaka samajhanekI AvazyakatA hai jii| 'kara vicAra to pAma' yaha jJAnIkA vacana hai so satya hai jii| Apa to samajhadAra haiN| jo saba chor3anA hai vaha saba bhUla jAne yogya hai aura jo smaraNa karane yogya hai usakA vismaraNa ho rahA hai| yahI kamI hai jii| "uttamA svAtmaciMtA syAt madhyamA mohaciMtanA / adhamA kAmaciMtA syAt, paraciMtA'dhamAdhamA // " 'sujJeSu kiM bahunA?' 'caturakI do ghar3I aura mUrkhakA pUrA jnm|' isa kahAvatake anusAra saMkSepameM cetane jaisA hai jii| Jain Education national

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upadezAmRta zAMti-samAdhimeM samabhAvapUrvaka samaya bitAnekI vinatI hai jI / sva. ravajIbhAI aba kahA~ hai ? parataMtratAse jIvane bahuta sahana kiyA hai / para samajhapUrvaka samabhAvase viyoga sahana ho to vaha bhI parama kalyANakA kAraNa hai / 82 "bItI tAhi bisAra de, AgekI sudha le / jo banI Ave sahajameM, tAhimeM citta de // gaI vastu zoce nahIM, Agama vAMchA nAhIM / vartamAna varte sadA, so jJAnI jagamAMhI // " 130 OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa tA. 25-2-1931 " jo bAharI haiM vastue~ ve haiM nahIM merI kahIM, usa bhA~ti ho sakatA nahIM, unakA kabhI maiM bhI nahIM / yoM samajha bAhyADaMbaroMko chor3a nizcita rUpase, he bhadra! ho jA svastha tU baca jAyagA bhavakUpase / / " , dAsabhAvakI bhaktise dIna bAlakakI sadguruse arja hai ki gurubhAvakA vedana nahIM hotA aura dIna dAsabhAvase bhaktipUrvaka unakI AjJAse pravRtti karanekI icchA, bhAva rahate haiM / usa AjJAkA pAlana nahIM hotA usakA kheda hai aura taba taka aMtaraMgase gurubhAva mAnanekI icchA nahIM hai / jaba taka usa dazAko prApta karanekI icchA rahatI hai, taba taka use, jo yogyatA nahIM hai use yogyatA kaise kahI jA sakatI hai? isIliye jJAnIne jaisA hai vaisA yathAtathya jAnA hai / vaha dazA devAdhideva paramakRpAludevakI hai, yaha niHzaMka hai| unakI bhakti karatA hU~ / unake guNagAna mujhe tathA anya mumukSu AtmArthI bhAvika vo bhI bhaktibhAvapUrvaka karanA yogya hai tathA namaskAra karane yogya hai / apanI kalpanAse chAchako dUdha kahanA to apanA svacchaMda kahalAtA hai / una sadgurukI bhaktimeM sarva satya A jAtA hai / saccI sajIvanarUpa agnise sarva pApa naSTa hote haiM / una satke caraNoM meM saba samA hI jAtA hai / 131 "sarva jIva che siddha sama, je samaje te thAya / sadguru AjJA, jinadazA, nimitta kAraNa mAMya / / " -zrI Atmasiddhi gAthA 135 OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa tA. 30-3-31, caitra suda 11, soma, 1987 "jJAna vinA kriyA avagAhe, kriyA vinA mokSapada cAhe / mokSa vinA kahe ama sukhiyA, so jAno mUDhanameM mukhiyA // " " vItarAga zAsana viSe, vItarAgatA hoya / jahA~ kaSAyakI poSaNA, kaSAya-zAsana soya || "

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patrAvali-1 +"tanadhara sukhiyA koI na dekhiyA, je dekhiyA te dukhiyA re!" "kAyAnI visArI mAyA, svarUpe zamAyA evA, nigraMthano paMtha, bhava-aMtano upAya che." lagabhaga sau vyakti AyaMbila tapa kara rahe haiM, yaha sahaja jAnaneke liye likhA hai| tapodhana mahApuruSoMke pratApase Azrama bhI tapovana bana gayA hai| satsaMgakA acala pratApa sakala jagatakA kalyANa kreN| 1"pudgala-khala saMgI pare, seve avasara dekha; tanuzakti jima lAkaDI, jJAnabheda pada lekha." 132 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa __ caitra vadI 30, guru, 1987 vijJapti hai ki Apako samAdhi-zAMti-bhAvanAke vicArase pravRtti karanI caahiye| manako DhIlA nahIM chor3anA caahiye| thor3A bhI DhIlA chor3anese vaha satyAnAza kara detA hai| usakA bharosA-vizvAsa rakhane jaisA hai nahIM, yoM socakara jAgrati, smRti, ullAsase AtmAko puSTa karanA caahiye| vRtti, manako vibhAva-parabhAvameM jAte rokakara AtmabhAvameM lagAyeM, AtmAke vicArameM rheN| kabhI kabhI udayake samaya vyApAra yA kAryaprasaMgase parabhAvameM vRtti calI jAtI ho to use thor3emeM hI nibaTAkara, jaise bhI ho vaise sadvartanameM lauTA lenA cAhiye athavA anyake sAtha dharmakI bAtacIta karanemeM lagAnA cAhiye / parAyI bAtake vyavahArameM koI car3ha jAye to use vApasa mor3akara, agara vaha sadvyavahArameM na AveM to hameM to apane manako savyavahArake smaraNameM hI rakhanA cAhiye, kintu usameM baha nahIM jAnA cAhiye / dhairyase kAla paripakva hotA hai| jisakI dRSTi sanmukha hai, usakA saba acchA hI hogaa| jisakI yogyatA hai, sanmukhadRSTi hai, use avazya prApti hogI, yaha niHzaMka maaneN| Apa guNI haiN| dhairyase isI satyadharmakI bhAvanAke sivAya anya kucha bhI icchA na kareM, aisA dhyAnameM, samajhameM rkheN| gurukRpAse saba acchA hogaa| kisI bAtase ghabarAne jaisA nahIM hai| 133 zrI aMdherI tA.19-5-31 jyeSTha sudI 1, maMgala, 1987 vicAravAna bhAvika AtmAko jJAnI sadguru satpuruSake vacanAmRta, bodha smRtimeM lAkara jisase Atmahita ho aura karmakI nirjarA honekA nimitta prApta ho vaise jAgRtipUrvaka sva-vicArameM bhAva, pariNAma, dhairya, samatA dhAraNa karane caahiye| sahanazIlatA rakhanI cAhiye ki jisase pUrvakarmase mukta honekA lAbha hotA hai aura anya baMdha nahIM hotaa| ___+ kisI zarIradhArIko sukhI dekhA nahIM / jo hai so sabhI duHkhI hI hai| 1. jIvako duSTa (duHkhakArI) jar3a padArthoMkA saMyoga huA hai jo avasara Anepara apanA raMga dikhAte haiN| usa samaya, nirbala zarIrakI zaktikA AdhAra jaise lAThI hai vaise hI abudha jIvake liye jIvanakA AdhAra bhedavijJAnake dvArA nijAtmapadakI prApti karanA hai|

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upadezAmRta yaha bAta socakara apanI matikalpanA aura svacchaMdako rokakara eka satpuruSa zrI sadgurudeva ke satsaMga meM hue bodhakI kisI mahApuNyayogase kisI saMta samAgamameM pratIti, ruci, AsthA arthAt zraddhA ho to yaha manuSyabhava pAnekI saphalatA hai / isa saMgakA phala mile binA kabhI nahIM rahatA / yaha avazya jAneM, niHzaMka maaneN| 84 aisI pratIti rakhakara pravRtti kareMge to Apako AtmahitakA apUrva mahA kalyANakArI kAraNa hogA aura vedanA to vedanI karma pUrA hone para kSaya hogii| kucha ghabarAne jaisA nahIM hai| manuSyabhavako bhagavAnane durlabha kahA hai / usameM eka samyak bodhabIja prApta karanekA apUrva aisA vizeSa avasara - Arya deza, manuSyabhava, satsaMga aura sacce bodhakA saMyoga milanA - durlabha hai, ataH sAvadhAna rahanA cAhiye / isa bhavameM vizeSa jAgRti rakhane aura zraddhA karane jaisA hai / usake binA anaMta bAra janma maraNAdi duHkhoMke kAraNoMko isa jIvane sahana kiyA hai| saMpUrNa loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai aisA socanA cAhiye / vaha svapna samAna hai, nAzavAna hai / koI kisIkA duHkha lenemeM samartha nahIM hai / mahApuNyake yogase saMprApta yathAtathya dharma pAnekI sAmagrI pramAdameM na calI jAye, isaliye bhAvika AtmArthI AtmAke vicArameM rahatA hai| maMtra - smaraNa, bhakti, vAcana, vicArake prasaMgameM rahanA yogya haiM / nimittase hI acchA hotA hai aura nimittase hI burA hotA hai / ataH bhaktibhAvakA acchA nimitta rakhanA yogya hai jI / citta - manakI capala prakRtikI vRttiko rokanA yogya hai / OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 134 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa tA. 18-6-31 aSAr3ha sudI 2, guru, 1987 duSamakAla hai| isameM aneka jIvoMkA kalyANa hogA - eka zraddhAse; jo kucha kartavya hai vaha satpuruSakI dRSTise karane yogya hai| zraddhA - kuzalatA ho aisA, gurukRpAluke yogabalase zAsana yahA~ pravartita hogA / kAla bahuta bhayaMkara AyA hai / para AtmArthIko vairAgyakA nimitta ho sake vaisA sanAtana jaina zAsana jayavaMta hai, zAzvata hai| ataH pA~caveM kAlake aMta taka aneka jIvoMkA kalyANa, hita hone yogya hai / kyA likhU~ ? kahA nahIM jA sktaa| eka isa jIvako, jaise bhI ho zraddhAke balakA bahuta poSaNa karane jaisA avasara AyA hai / karanA, karAnA aura anumodana karanA yogya hai / 1 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe' yaha koI camatkAra hai, saMketa hai| yaha adbhuta hai ! isameM mukhyase mukhya zraddhA hai / usakA lAbha bahuta satsaMga aura samAgamameM bodhake nimitta kAraNase hotA hai, aisA samajhameM AtA hai / Apa to samajhadAra haiM, Apako kyA likhU~ ? ataH yathAzakti sAvaceta honA kartavya hai / AyuSyakA bharosA nahIM hai / liyA yA legA ho rahA hai / kAla sirapara khar3A hai| phira yaha jIva kisa kAlakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai ? yaha vicArane yogya hai jI / rahasya zabda koI gUr3ha, gahana hai avazya ! Apa vicAra kariyegA / eka samyaktva isa kAlameM yogyatAse aneka jIvoMko prApta ho aisA to ho sakatA hai jI aura aisA avasara bAra bAra milanA durlabha hai jii| yadi isa bhavameM isIke viSayameM manavacana- kAyAse bhAva pariNAma prabala hogA to AtmahitakArI hai, kalyANakArI hai / kyA likhU~ ? janma, jarA, maraNa, roga, vyAdhi, pIr3Ase saMpUrNa loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai / " anAdi svapnadazAke

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patrAvali-1 85 kAraNa utpanna jIvake ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAvakI nivRttike liye" sadgurune jo saMketa kiyA hai vaha "svapnadazAse rahita mAtra apanA svarUpa hai, yadi jIva aisA pariNAma kare to sahajamAtrameM jAgrata hokara samyagdarzanako prApta hotA hai|" yaha niHzaMka mAnane yogya hai, kartavya hai| svacchaMda, pramAda vairI haiM, zatru haiM, isase jIvakI bhUla hotI hai| yaha jIvakA hI doSa hai| yaha gUDhArtha satsaMgameM bahuta vicAraNIya hai| isameM prazna yaha uThatA hai ki pramAda aura svacchaMda gaye kaba kahe jA sakate haiM? isa para vicAra kreN| dRr3ha samakitI puruSa virale haiM, ataH satsaMgake yogase jAgrata honA kartavya hai jii| yaha patrikA Apako bheMTarUpa bhejI hai| "para prema pravAha baDhe prabhuseM, saba Agama bheda su ura baseM, vaha kevalako bIja jJAnI kahe, nijako anubhau batalAya diye." sAmAnyabhAva, laukikabhAva jIvako kartavya nahIM hai| sadguruke vacanoMkA jo Azaya isa patrameM hai, use AtmArthake liye dhyAnameM lenA cAhiye jii| yaha bhAvika AtmAke liye hai jii| 135 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe.agAsa tA.21-8-31, zrAvaNa, 1987 "nathI dharyo deha viSaya vadhAravA; nathI dharyo deha parigraha dhAravA."-zrImad rAjacaMdra saMpUrNa loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai| kahIM zAMti nahIM hai| mAtra satsvarUpa Apta puruSa zrI sadguru paramakRpAludeva zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhu yA unakA dRr3ha nizcaya jinheM hai, aise jJAnIke Azrita hI usa trividha tApase dUra rahanevAle haiN| arthAt jina puruSoMne samyakjJAna, samyagdarzana aura samyakcAritrarUpa ratnatrayakI prApti kI hai usakI zraddhA jisa saMtako ho cukI hai, unake samAgamase jo sadguru para zraddhA huI hai aise samyagdRSTi puruSa hI usa tApase bace haiM aura kaise bacAnA yaha bhI unhoMne hI jAnA hai| vaise hI hameM bhI, una saMtane jise mAnA hai use hI mAnanA cAhiye / anyatra dRSTi rakhane yogya nahIM hai| apanI kalpanAse jIva bhaTakA hai, ataH una saMtane jise mAnA hai use hI mAnanA yogya hai| usase kama-jyAdA apanI kalpanAse mAne vaha doSapUrNa hai aisA smjheN| ataH una saMta dvArA kathita para hI prema, bhAva, bhakti karane yogya hai jii| unhIMke guNagAna kreN| anyatra kahIM bhI prema DholanA, prema karanA ucita nahIM hai| udaya karmameM bhI ghabarAnA, akulAnA ucita nahIM / samabhAvapUrvaka bhoga lenA cAhiye jii| "suno bharata, bhAvI prabala, vilakhata kahe raghunAtha; hAni-vRddhi, janma-mRtyu, jaza-apajaza vidhi hAtha." "jA vidha rAkhe rAma, tA vidha rahiye." saMpUrNa loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai| sahanazIlatA, kSamA hI mokSakA bhavya dvAra hai| koI

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86 upadezAmRta rahanevAlA nahIM hai| vRttiko rokeM / AtmabhAvanA, nijasvabhAvameM pariNAma samaya samaya para lAveM, parabhAva-vibhAvase yathAzakti rokeM / yaha jIva nimittAdhIna hai, ataH sAdhaka nimittameM saMlagna honekA puruSArtha karanA caahiye| pramAda karanese jIva duHkha khar3A karatA hai| usa pramAdako chor3aneke liye satpuruSake vacanAmRta para vicAra karanA caahiye| kSaNa kSaNa kAla bIta rahA hai, vaha vApasa nahIM aataa| liyA yA legA yoM ho rahA hai, kAla sira para savAra hai| phira yaha jIva kisa kAlakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai? yaha vicAraNIya hai| "phikarakA phA~kA bharA, usakA nAma phkiir|" satsaMgakA bahuta aMtarAya hai| ataH udAsa na hote hue udAsInatA (samabhAva) kartavya hai| ghabarAne jaisA nahIM hai| mArga bahuta sulabha hai| kintu jIvako jahA~ vRtti rakhanI cAhiye, jor3anI cAhiye, prema karanA cAhiye, usameM jIva mithyAtva-ajJAnase, prArabdha-udayake AvaraNase dizAmUr3ha ho gayA hai| ataH thor3A avakAza mikAlakara satpuruSake vacanAmRtameM gahana vicArase dhyAna, aMtarabhAvameM AnA, aMtarabhAvameM adhika rukanA caahiye| bAhyabhAvake nimitta kAraNase vRtti Diga jAtI hai, usakI jAgRti rakhakara eka zuddha jJAna-darzana-cAritramaya AtmA hai, usImeM prema-upayoga rakhakara apane svabhAvameM sadA magna rahanA caahiye| anya saba bhUla jAne jaisA hai| "kSaNa kSaNa badalatI svabhAvavRtti nahIM caahiye|" "sukha duHkha manamAM na ANIe" "jIva tuM zIda zocanA dhare? kRSNane karavU hoya te kre|" manuSyabhava durlabha hai| "honahAra badalegA nahIM aura badalanevAlA hogA nhiiN|" aisA dRr3ha nizcaya kara jIvako jo karanA hai vaha hai eka mAtra dRr3ha shrddhaa| isa viSayameM satsaMga-samAgamameM sunakara, jAnakara, eka usIkA ArAdhana kiyA jAyegA to aneka bhavoMkI kasara nikala jaayegii| vaha bhI kiye binA nahIM hogaa| yadi yaha jIva pramAdameM, gaphalatameM samaya bitA degA to pIche pachatAnA hogA, kheda hogaa| ataH ho sake to koI pustaka, paramakRpAludevake vacanAmRta par3hate rahanA caahiye| 137 aMdherI, vaizAkha sudI 15, 1987 "sevAthI sadgurukRpA, gurukRpAthI jJAna; jJAna himAlaya saba gaLe, zeSe svarUpa nirvANa. e saMkalanA siddhinI, kahI saMkSepe sAva; vistAre suvicAratAM, pragaTe parama prabhAva. aho! jiya cAhe paramapada, to dhIraja guNa dhAra; zatru-mitra aru tRNa-maNi, eka hI dRSTi nihAra. rAjA rANA chatrapati, hathiyanake asavAra; maranA sabako eka dina, apanI apanI vAra." udayakarmameM bhI ghabarAnA, akulAnA nahIM caahiye| samabhAvase bhoga lenA cAhiye jii| 'mokSamAlA ke sabhI pATha kaMThasthakara vicAraNIya haiM jii| jIva akelA AyA hai aura akelA hI jAyegA aura apane kiye hue karmoMko akelA hI bhogegaa| aisA socakara ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva ghaTAkara, dharmasneha rakha, ullAsa bhAvameM AnaMdameM rahanA cAhiye jii| jo ho cukA hai vaha aba anahonA nahIM ho sakatA, ataH bhUtakAlakI ciMtA chor3akara, kI huIM bhUleM dubArA na ho itanA upayoga rakhakara,

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patrAvali-1 samabhAvase vartamAnameM rahanekA puruSArtha karanA cAhiye / jIva bhaviSyakI kalpanA kara vyartha karma bA~dhatA hai, isakA kAraNa AzA, vAsanA, tRSNA hai jisase janma-maraNa khar3e hote haiN| ataH vAsanAkA tyAga kara moharahita hokara rahanA sIkhanA hai| hamArA socA huA kucha bhI hotA nahIM, ataH bhaviSyakI ciMtA bhI chor3a denA yogya hai| "gaI vastu zoce nahIM, Agama vAMchA nAhi; vartamAna varte sadA, so jJAnI jagamAMhi." 138 bhAdrapada,saM. 1987 tyAga, vairAgya, upazamabhAva bar3he aura saMsArase udAsInatA ho, saMsArakI mAyAkI tucchatA samajhameM Aye, laukika bar3appana viSa, viSa aura mAtra viSa hai aisA bhAva ho, tathA lokottara dRSTi arthAt AtmAko samyakdarzana, samyakjJAna aura samyakcAritrakI prApti ho aise puruSArthako bar3hAnA hI manuSyabhavakA kartavya hai| sadgurukRpAse udayAdhIna vedanA samabhAvase bhoganekI bhAvanAmeM yathAsaMbhava pravRtti ho rahI hai| 139 saM.1987 tat OM sat sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru "AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re" jIva lahe kevalajJAna re| dayA, samatA, kSamA, dhairya, samAdhimaraNa, samabhAva, smjh| zAMtiH zAMtiH apratibaddha, asaMga, jJAna-darzana-cAritra, AtmA, upayogI apramatta ho, jAgRta ho, jAgRta ho| pramAda chor3a, svacchaMdako rokakara puruSArtha kartavya hai jii| jUA, mAMsa, madirA, bar3I corI, vezyAgamana, zikAra, paradArAgamana ina sAta vyasanoMkA tyAga kartavya hai| smbhaav| 140 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa saM.1987 tat OM sat "indrInaseM jAnA na jAve, tU cidAnaMda alakSya hai, svasaMvedana karata anubhava-heta taba pratyakSa hai| tana anya jana jAno sarUpI, tU arUpI satya hai, kara bhedajJAna, so dhyAna dhara nija, ora bAta asatya hai."

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upadezAmRta "mohanIMdake jora, jagavAsI ghUme sadA, karmacora cihu~ ora, sarvasva lUTe, sudha nahi. sadguru deya jagAya, mohanIMda jaba upazameM, taba kachu bane upAya, karmacora Avata rukeM." "dhana, kana, kaMcana, rAjasukha, sabai sulabha kara jAna; durlabha hai saMsArameM, eka yathAratha jJAna." vRddhAvasthAke kAraNa zarIrameM kucha na kucha vyAdhi ho jAtI hai, usakI ciMtA na kara zrI paramakRpAlu devAdhidevakI zaraNase yathAzakti samabhAvase vedana karate haiN| satpuruSake mArga para calate hue jIvAtmAko jahA~ baMdhanase chUTanA hotA ho, vahA~ zoka kisaliye karanA cAhiye? jJAnIne samabhAvase bhoganekA upadeza diyA hai, ataH isa jIvako yathAzakya samatAse, dhairyase pravRtti karanA yogya lagatA hai, vaha sadguruzaraNase saphala ho yahI bhAvanA hai jii| he prabhu! vairAgyameM bahuta vighna Ate haiN| jitanI zIghratA, utanA vilamba / jitanA kaccApana utanA khaTTApana / he prabhu! dhairya bar3I bAta hai| samatA, kSamA, sahanazIlatAse pravRtti karaneke puruSArthakI jIvako AvazyakatA hai| aisA eka abhyAsa DAlanekI vRtti dhyAnameM rakhanI caahiye| paramakRpAludevakI anaMta anaMta kRpA hai| unakI kRpAse, dhairyase jIvakA Atmahita, kalyANa ho aisI AzIrvAdapUrvaka bhAvanA chadmastha vItarAgabhAvake kAraNa purANapuruSakI kRpAse vicArameM sphurita hotI hai, vaha dInabaMdhukI kRpAdRSTise saphala ho, jo yathAvasara samAgamameM aMtarAya TUTane para zakya ho jAyegI jii| dUsare he prabhu! ApameM jo kucha bhI Atmahita honekI bhAvanA rahatI hai, vaha kucha pUrvasaMskArake kAraNa hotI hai| devAdhideva paramakRpAludevane saubhAgyabhAIko vyAvahArika vyavasthAke bAre meM kahA thA ki tumhAre saMbaMdhameM hameM bahuta ciMtA hai| vaha nibaMdha to saMsAra-vyavasthAkA thA, aura yahA~ to vaha saMbaMdha nahIM hai; paraMtu hamAre AtmAkA kalyANa ho aura tumhArA kalyANa ho isa viSayakA saMbaMdha hamAre dhyAnameM hai, anya kucha svArtha nahIM hai jii| yaha pustaka "zrI sadguruprasAda" kisI anyake par3haneke liye nahIM hai| para jise una sadgurukI bhakti vizeSa jAgRta huI hai, unake vacanAmRtakI sUcanA milI hai aura jo samyagdRSTivAna jIva haiM use vaha yAda dilAneke liye, jAgRta karaneke liye, bodhabIjake liye anurodha hai jI, tathA zrI sadgurukI zraddhA prApta karanekA mUla hetu hai jii| adhika citrapaTa AyeMge to usameM kucha ar3acana nahIM hai| yaha pustaka darzana-bhaktikI hai jii| isameM adhika citrapaTa AyeMge to Apatti jaisA mujhe lagatA nahIM hai| 141 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa ___ kArtika sudI 14, 1988 he prabhu! kucha caina nahIM par3atA, acchA nahIM lgtaa| he prabhu! sarva karmodaya mithyA hai aisA guruzaraNase jAnA hai, anubhava kiyA hai| jinakI vRtti tadanusAra vartanakI rahatI hai aise samabhAvI mahAtmAko namaskAra hai| bhUtakAlameM jo hone yogya thA vaha ho gayA, usakA aba zoka kyoM? kyoMki

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patrAvali-1 aba usameMse kucha bhI nahIM rhaa| vartamAnameM jo ho rahA hai, vaha pUrvakarmake saMskArake phalarUpa hai| jIvane jaise-jaise bhAva he prabhu! ajJAnabhAvase kiye, ve ve bhAva abhI karmarUpase udayameM Akara jIvako akulAte haiM usameM ghabarAnA kyA? mA~gA so milA, icchita prApta huaa| mohAdhIna mA~gA, icchA kI, vaha AyA to sahI, para usameM ghabarAhaTa ho to usameM kise doSa diyA jAya? harSa-zoka kyoM ? ucita hI ho rahA hai aura vaha bhI ho jAneke bAda kucha bhI nahIM rahegA, aisA honA hI hai| karma udayameM Akara khira jAte haiM, phira nahIMvat ho jAte haiM, to phira ciMtA kisa bAtakI? honahAra hokara rhegaa| bhaviSyameM jo honevAlA hai vaha bhI, vartamAnameM jaise bhAva hoMge vaisA hI bnegaa| bhaviSyakI sthiti sudhAranA jIvake apane hAthameM hai| samyakbhAvanA karake samyak sthiti prApta karegA to phira samyakbhAva suMdara hI haiN| asamyakbhAvanA karake samyak sthiti prApta karegA to phira samyakbhAva suMdara hI haiN| asamyak prakArase parapadArtha-parabhAvakI bhAvanA karanA yogya nhiiN| he prabhu! svapna samAna jagata aura asatsaMga jaisemeM isa jIvakA samaya bIta rahA hai, aisA lekha yahA~ mumukSuke patrase par3hA / ataH he prabhu! aba to jaise bhI ho isa kSaNabhaMgura dehameM do ghar3I dina jaise AyuSyameM *pagar3Ike palle para jarI laga jAne jaisA kucha ho jAya tabhI kalyANa hai| manuSyabhava ciMtAmaNi hai| he prabhu! yaha to pakSiyoMkA melA hai| svapna hai| jyAdA kyA likhU? jIvako satsaMga aura Atmahita ho, aisI dRSTi rahA karatI hai| 142 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa vaizAkha pUrNimA, 1988 sadguru kRpAse sahana karanA aura jo ho rahA hai use dekhate rahanA yahI uttama auSadhi hai jii| namirAjarSi jaisoMko bhI karmodayake kAraNa asahya vedanA sahana karanI par3I thii| ve bhI AtmA the, tathA unhoMne aise samaya para AtmalAbha prApta kiyA thA use yAda karake samabhAvase sahana karanekI bhAvanA rahA karatI hai| 143 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa aSAr3ha vadI 8, maMgala, 1988 sadguru zrI devAdhideva paramagurune manuSyabhavako ciMtAmaNike samAna durlabha kahA hai| jisa satpuruSane, sadgurune, anaMtajJAnI tIrthaMkarane AtmAko yathAtathya jAnA hai, dekhA hai, mAnA hai, usa jJAnIkA yathArtha satsamAgama yadi jIvako na huA ho to bhI usa satpuruSake samAgamameM, jisa kisI saMta yA mumukSune zraddhA, pratIti kI hai usa satsaMgakA yoga, yadi manuSyabhava prAptakara isa jIvako mila gayA ho aura unakI pratIti, vizvAsa vizeSa sacce manase Anepara, unake kathanAnusAra una sadguruke prati, unake bodhake prati pratIti, zraddhA, ruci, mAnyatA, AsthA isa jIvako ho jAya to yaha manuSyabhava saphala hai| usa saMta dvArA kathita sadgurukI eka mAnyatA, zraddhA honese samakita kahA jAtA hai| itanA manuSyabhava milA hai usameM vahI zraddhA satkRpAlu zrI sadgurudevake prati jIvako rakhanA * 'pAghaDIne cheDe kasaba' mUla gujarAtI kahAvata hai| pagar3Ike chora para jarI laganese usakI zobhA bar3hatI hai, vaise hI jiMdagIke aMtima bhAgameM AtmahitakA kAma ho jAya to jIvanakI saphalatA hai|

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90 upadezAmRta yogya hai, apanI kalpanAse anya kisIko mAnanA yogya nhiiN| jo isa prakAra eka sadgurukI zraddhAse hI rahatA hai usakA Atmahita aura kalyANa hai| yadi eka samakita bhI isa bhavameM na huA to janma-manuSyabhava vyartha gayA smjheN| ina ekako hI mAnanese sabhI jJAnI A jAte haiM, aisA anekAMta mArga abhI samajhameM AyA nahIM hai| ataH usane jo jAnA hai vahI saca hai, mujhe bhI vahI mAnanA cAhiye, aisA mAne to AtmakalyANa hogaa| unhIMkI AjJAse kalyANa hai| 'zrI Atmasiddhi meM unhoMne jo-jo AjJA dI hai, vahI kartavya hai| yadyapi jagatameM aneka jIva uttama haiM, guNI haiM, kintu jaba taka yathAtathya parIkSA-prAdhAnya nahIM AyA, taba taka guNIke guNa dekheM, doSa na dekheN| jIva svacchaMdase aura pramAdase anaMtakAlase bhaTakA hai| ataH yathAzakya jAgRti, AtmabhAvanA, smaraNabhaktimeM amuka samaya bitAnA cAhiye / kAla bhayaMkara hai| prANa liye yA legA aisA ho rahA hai| taba yaha jIva kisa kAlakI pratIkSA karatA hai, yaha samajhameM nahIM aataa| 1"yauvananI zI karavI mAyA? jaLa-parapoTA jevI kAyA; jAvaM paDaze narake marIne, AvI dhananI AzA karIne. 5 2bhava taravA icche jo bhAI, saMta-zikhAmaNa suNa sukhadAI kAma, krodha ne moha tajI de, samyagjJAna samAdhi sajI le. 6 koNa pati patnI putro tuja ? duHkhamaya paNa saMsAra gaNe muja; pUrva bhave pApe pIDelo, koNa hato karme jakaDelo? 7 'viSayabhUtano moha mUkI de, kaSAya cAre nirmULa karI le; kAma mAnano kUco karI de, iMdriya coro pAMca damI le. 13 "durgati-duHkha aneke kUTyo, to paNa pIcho teno na chUTyo; jANe bhUta-bhramita madamatta, jIva anAcAre rahe rakta. 16 6mA kara yauvana-dhana-gRha-garva, kALa harI leze e sarva; iMdrajALa sama niSphaLa sahu taja, mokSapade mana rAkhI prabhu bhaja. 18" (vairAgyamaNimAlA) OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 1. yauvana vayameM kyA prIti karanA? kyoMki kAyA pAnIke bulabulekI taraha kSaNabhaMgura hai| yauvanavayameM aise dhanameM Asakta rahA to marakara narakameM jAnA pdd'egaa| 2. he bhAI! yadi tU saMsArase pAra pAnA cAhatA hai to yaha saMtakA sukhadAyaka upadeza suna-kAma, krodha aura mohako chor3akara samyagjJAnapUrvaka samAdhi (AtmasvarUpameM ramaNatA) kA ArAdhana kr| 3. terA kauna pati, patnI yA patra haiM? arthAta koI kisIkA nahIM hai| sArA saMsAra duHkhamaya hai| pUrvabhavameM pApakarma baMdhanakara kahA~ duHkha bhoga rahA thA? 4. viSaya (kAmavAsanA) rUpa bhUtakA moha chor3a de-usake baMdhanase mukta ho jA, cAroM kaSAya nirmUla kara de, kAma aura mAnako kUTa-kUTakara naSTa kara de aura pA~ca iMdriyarUpI coroMkA damana kara de arthAt vaza kara le| 5. durgatike duHkhoMse jIva aneka prakArase pIr3ita huA hai phira bhI abhI taka usakA pIchA nahIM chuuttaa| mAnoM bhUta-bhramita honese madamatta ho gayA ho isa prakAra jIva anAcArameM rakta hai isaliye duHkhase chuTakArA nahIM ho paataa| 6. he jIva! yauvana, dhana, gharakA garva mata kara, kyoMki kAla (mauta) yaha saba haraNa kara legaa| iMdrajAla(mAyA)ke samAna inheM niSphala jAnakara inake mamatvakA tyAga kara aura mokSapadameM prIti rakhakara prabhukI bhakti kr|

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patrAvali - 1 91 144 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa, saM. 1988 sneha prIti karanA yogya nahIM hai / eka AtmA jJAnadarzanamaya hai / yaha bhAvanA vAraMvAra karanI cAhiye / anyatra parabhAvameM mana jAye ki turata vApasa mor3a denA cAhiye, vRttiko roka denA cAhiye / kSetra - sparzanA hai, anna-jala likhA hai aisA samajhakara aratise ArtadhyAna ho vaisA na kareM / "jo jo pudgala pharasanA, nizce pharase soya; mamatA-samatA bhAvase, karma baMdha-kSaya hoya. " apanI icchAse, svacchaMdase jIvake janmamaraNa ho rahe haiM, usase ghabarAnA nahIM cAhiye / mRtyuke samaya kauna sahAyaka hai ? usa samaya paravazatAse bhoganA par3atA hai, to abhIse 'jA vidha rAkhe rAma tA vidha rahiye / ' Akula na hoM, ghabarAye nahIM / sahanazIlatA hI tapa hai / jahA~ jAyeMge vahA~ miTTI, pAnI aura patthara haiN| kisI sthAna para sukha nahIM hai / sukhako jAnA hI nahIM hai / duHkha, duHkha aura duHkha hai / duHkhameM hI sukha mAna rahA hai, bhrama hai| sAvaceta hone jaisA hai / bhUlA vahIMse phira gina / jAge tabhI se saberA / aMtameM saba chor3anA par3egA / ataH samajhakara svacchaMdako rokate hue, abhI jaisA avasara hai usake anusAra samaya vyatIta kareM aura samabhAva rakhe to tapa hI hai / icchAe~, tRSNAe~ kare to baMdha hai| akelA AyA hai, akelA jAyegA / phira aisA avasara nahIM AyegA / manuSyabhava bAra bAra nahIM milegaa| jItI huI bAjI hAranI nahIM hai / koI kisIkA duHkha bA~TanemeM samartha nahIM hai / koI kisIko sukha denemeM samartha nahIM hai / / "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re / " jIva lahe kevalajJAna re / 145 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa saM. 1989 ApakA patra par3hakara samAcAra jJAta hue| Apako eka sUcanA denI hai use AtmArthake liye dhyAnameM lIjiyegA / Apane paryAyadRSTise yahA~ manuSyabhava dhAraNa kiyA hai vaha ratnaciMtAmaNike samAna hai / aisA samajhakara dayAbhAvase kucha zabda likhanemeM Aye hoM to burA na mAniyegA aura aisA sociyegA ki hama para dayA kara chadmastha avasthAke kAraNa kucha kaTutAse arthAt Apase dubArA vaha AcaraNa na ho isake liye kahA gayA hai / yadyapi aisA kucha nahIM kahA gayA hai, jo kucha kahA gayA hai vaha phirase aisI bhUla na ho isake liye kahA gayA hai| hamArA to saba para samabhAva hai, para kisI jIvakA bhalA ho aisA samajhakara kucha kahA jAtA hai / I koI kisIkA burA nahIM kara sktaa| eka AtmA hI AtmAkA bhalA karegA yA vibhAvI AtmA burA kregaa| isa jagatameM koI kisIkA burA karane yA bhalA karanemeM samartha nahIM hai| ataH isa bhavameM taiyAra ho jAnA caahiye| mehamAna hai, pAhunA hai, laMbe samaya taka rahanA nahIM hai / akelA AyA hai aura akelA jAyegA / isameM sAvadhAna rahanA ucita hai| jAgRta rahane jaisA hai, isaliye sUcita kiyA hai / yadi apane doSako nikAla de to jIvakA kalyANa ho jAya / jaise bhI ho aise bure vyavasAyako tyAgakara acche bhAva karane caahiye| adhika kyA likhU~ ? samajhadArako to itanA hI basa hai| apane doSa dekhe nahIM gaye / jIva matikalpanAse mAna letA hai aisI koI bhUla hai use hI nikAlanA jarUrI hai 1

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upadezAmRta aisA jAnakara, manameM uThatI vRttiko rokakara, kalpanAko rokakara yogyatA laaiyegaa| AtmAkA bhalA karanevAlA, burA karanevAlA eka AtmA hI hai| kalpanAko nikAlakara eka yogyatA bar3hAyeMge to gharameM baiThe yA vanameM baiThe acchA hI hogaa| Apako jitanA burA lagA hai, utanA hI amRta pilAyA hai| jo Apako acchA lagAye vaha viSapAna karA rahA hai aisA maaneN| ataH aba paramakRpAludevake vacanako, unakI AjJAko dhyAnameM lekara jAgRta hoveM, jAgRta hoveN| vRtti, mana, cittako dubArA parabhAvameM jAte rokeN| par3hane-vicAranemeM, vacanAmRtameM samaya bitaayeN| isameM anyakA kAma nahIM, svayaMkA kAma hai| 'satsaMga, satsaMga' kareMge para satsaMga kusaMga ho jaayegaa| satsaMga kyA hai? apanA aatmaa| bhrAMtise kisIko satsaMga mAna baiTheMge para vaha asatsaMga ho jAyegA / jahA~-tahA~se AtmAkA kalyANa ho vaha karanA cAhiye / yaha anya koI kara denevAlA nahIM hai| Apa samAna bala nahIM, megha samAna jala nhiiN| yogyatA laayeN| AtmAko sAvadhAna hone jaisA hai| kisIkA doSa dekhanA ucita nhiiN| manuSyabhava milA hai to aba narakameM, nigodameM, tiryaMcameM na jAnA par3e aisA karanA apane hAthameM hai| akelA AyA hai, aura akelA jaayegaa| ataH ratnaciMtAmaNi jaisA manuSyabhava hAra nahIM jAnA cAhiye / 'kaur3Ike liye ratna aura bATIke liye kheta' nahIM gumAnA cAhiye / karor3oM rupayoMse adhika mUlyavAna manuSyabhava hai usakA lAbha uThA lenA caahiye| adhika kyA kaheM? pRthvI, pAnI, vanaspatimeM gayA to vahA~ koI AdhAra nahIM hai| apanI matikalpanA hI burA karatI hai| use kucha sadbhAvameM lAnI cAhiye, sadvartanameM pravRtti karanI cAhiye / bhalA karegA to ApakA AtmA hI karegA, burA karegA to bhI ApakA AtmA hI kregaa| ataH sAvadhAna hone jaisA hai| hamane Apako (AtmAko) kucha nahIM kahA hai; hamane to doSako, vibhAvako, burAIko kahA hai| 146 kAvA rANAkA baMgalA, AzApurI roDa, navasArI, tA.22-5-33 sabhI bAtoM aura duHkhakA upAya eka satsamAgama hai| ataH adhika sayAnApana aura mAthApaccI chor3akara, hajAroM rupaye milate hoM to bhI usako viSa mAnakara, yaha bAta chor3akara samAgamameM rahanA cAhiye / anya upAya nahIM hai| samAgamase zAMti milegI aura jo anya lAbha hoMge ve to kahe hI nahIM jA skte| ataH anya kucha na kara turata samAgamameM A jAnA cAhiye / anya kisI bAtameM kucha bhI sAra nahIM hai| mAtra agnikI jvAlAmeM jalane jaisA hai| tathA mohanIya karma Akulita karatA hai usakA upAya eka satsamAgama hai usameM aayeN| ApakI vRtti, vyavahAra Apako svayaMko acchA nahIM lagatA aura kheda karavAtA hai aura vaza nahIM calatA, to vaha saba yahA~ ThIka ho jaayegaa| vItarAgakI sabhAmeM, samAgamameM mohanIya karmako bAhara hI baiThanA par3atA hai| jIvakI yadi chUTanekI icchA hai aura sacce vItarAga puruSa haiM to phira mohanIya karma kucha nahIM kara sakatA, ghabarAhaTa AtI nahIM, calI jAtI hai aura zAMti hotI hai| 147 navasArI, vaizAkha vadI 12, ravi, 1989 bhagavAna tIrthaMkara Adine manuSyabhavako durlabha kahA hai, aisA saMyoga prAptakara sacce sadguru kRpAludevake prati zraddhA, pratIti, ruci karanI hai| yaha vAkya jo likhA hai, vaha kisI saMtake kahanese

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patrAvali-1 93 mAnya ho jAyegA to jIvakA kalyANa ho jaayegaa| vaise apanI kalpanAse 'yaha jJAnI hai' aisA mAna lenA ucita nhiiN| madhyastha raheM, na ajJAnI kaheM, na jJAnI kheN| yadi apane svacchaMdase vaha kisIko mAnya kare to vaha usakI bhUla huI hai aisA maannaa| jo koI satsaMgameM sadguruko mAnya karegA, usakA kalyANa hogaa| apanI kalpanAse mAnakara jIva bhUla karatA hai| una satsvarUpa jJAnIpuruSoMne AtmAko dekhA hai, jAnA hai, vahI mujhe mAnya hai| punaH punaH manuSya bhava milanA durlabha hai| isa bhavameM yadi zraddhA aura pratIti eka AtmAkI ho gaI to isa jIvakA kalyANa hai| aisA yoga bAra-bAra nahIM milegaa| ataH jJAnI dvArA batAye gaye maMtrakA smaraNa karanA caahiye| vyAdhi, pIDA, duHkha dehake saMbaMdhase hote haiM, ve cale jAte haiN| usakA harSa-zoka na kreN| mAtA, pitA, strI AdimeM moha na kreN| deha bhI merI nahIM hai, jJAnadarzanarUpa AtmA merA hai| use jJAnIne jAnA hai| usake atirikta kisI para prIti na kreN| bhAvanA, bhakti, smaraNa karate rheN| bIsa dohe, kSamApanAkA pATha, Atmasiddhi unheM sunAte rheN| smRti barAbara ho to patra 692 unheM sunaayeN| usameM AtmahitakI jo smRti karAI gaI hai, use ve dhyAnameM rakheM, aisA unheM kaheM / anya kucha icchA na kareM, manameM bhI na lAveM / usa patrake aMtameM likhA hai-"zrI sadgurune kahA hai aise nipa~tha mArgakA sadA hI Azraya rahe / maiM dehAdi svarUpa nahIM hU~, deha strI putrAdi koI bhI mere nahIM hai, maiM zuddha caitanyasvarUpa avinAzI AtmA huuN| yoM AtmabhAvanA karanese rAgadveSakA kSaya hotA hai|" ye zrI paramakRpAludevake vacana haiM, inheM dhyAnameM liijiyegaa| saMgakA phala avazya milegaa| mRtyukA bhaya na rkheN| eka AtmAko aneka bAra yAda kareM, vizvAsa rkheN| 'Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|" kucha ciMtA karane jaisA nahIM hai| AtmAkI Rddhi anaMta hai, vaha AtmAke sAtha hI hai| anya saba mUrchA mamatva chor3a de| 'huM mAjhaM hRdayethI TALa / ' 148 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa bhAdrapada sudI7, 1989 manuSyabhava durlabha hai yA cAra dinakI cA~danI hai, evaM saba naSTa honevAlA, nAzavAna hai, dhokhebAja hai| aise saMsAra para vizvAsa rakhakara jIva Asakta ho rahA hai| maiM kamAtA hU~, maiM viSayoMko bhogatA hU~, maiM sukhI hU~, maiM duHkhI hU~ aisA mAna rahA hai| para mRtyukI lAThI sira para khar3I hai isakA jIvako patA nahIM hai, usa ora usane dekhA bhI nahIM hai| cAra gatimeM ghora duHkha bhogane par3e, aise karma baMdhana hoM vaise iMdriyoMke viSaya-bhogoMko jIva priya mAnatA hai yaha mahA ajJAna hai| "maiM samajhatA hU~, maiM jo kara rahA hU~ vaha ThIka hai, mujhe kisIkI salAha lenekI kyA AvazyakatA hai? mujhe kauna pUchanevAlA hai?" aisA sUkSma ahaMkAra jIvako mAra detA hai| saMpUrNa manuSyabhava luTa rahA hai, yaha to vyApArameM divAliyA bananese bhI bahuta burA bhayaMkara hai| phira kauve-kutteke bhavameM dharmArAdhanakA avasara kahA~ milegA? vartamAnameM koI aghaTita kArya ho gayA ho to mana-vacana-kAyAse dubArA vaisA na karanekI pratijJA lekara balapUrvaka usase dUra honA yogya hai| kahanevAlA kaha detA hai aura jAnevAlA calA jAtA hai| jo karegA vaha bhogegaa| abhI A~kheM mUMdakara pApa karegA to phira bilabilAkara pazcAttApa karanese bhI chuTakArA nahIM milegaa| cetanA cAhe to abhI samaya hai| satsaMga-samAgamameM vizeSa samaya bitAnA cAheM to bitAyA jA

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94 upadezAmRta sakatA hai| abhI taka bAjI hAthase gaI nahIM hai| jaba taka manuSyabhava hai taba taka saba ho sakatA hai, phira kisIke vazakI bAta nahIM hai| sabako apane apane kiyekA phala AtmAko akele hI bhoganA pdd'egaa| ataH Darane jaisA hai, jAgRta honA yogya hai / duSTa samAgama tajane yogya hai| ulTe mArgako bhUla jAnA caahiye| marajiyA hokara bhI sadAcArakA sevana karanA yogya hai| ___jIva masta hokara ghUma rahA hai, para bImArI yA mRtyuzaiyA para par3egA taba kaunasA vyApAra kAma AyegA? dhanake bhaMDAra hoMge ve bhI par3e rheNge| sage-saMbaMdhI yA viSayabhoga koI bhI usa samaya duHkha ba~TAnemeM samartha nahIM hai| yaha socakara AjJArUpI dharmakI ArAdhanA karaneko taiyAra ho jAnA caahiye| 'ANAe dhammo, ANAe tvo|" 149 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.14-11-33 dravya, kSetra, kAla AdikI sparzanAke anusAra saba hotA rahatA hai| usameM samakitI jIvako harSa-zoka karanA ucita nahIM hai| "jo jo pudgala pharasanA, nizce pharase soya; mamatA-samatA bhAvase, karma baMdha-kSaya hoya." kSamA, sahanazIlatA hI mokSakA rAjamArga hai| nAzavAna vastuke parivartanako dekhakara samajhadAra loga zokake badale vairAgyako prApta hote haiN| hamArI dRSTike samakSa kitane hI jIva isa bhavakI mAthApaccIko chor3akara cale gaye haiM, phira DhU~Dhane para bhI kahIM unakA patA nahIM! kyA aba unheM isa gA~vakI, dezakI yA kuTuMbakI kucha khabara haiM? yahA~ the taba kitanI ciMtA hRdayameM lekara ghUmate the? unameMse kyA kAma AyA? satpuruSakA eka bhI vacana hRdayameM sthira rahe to kalyANa hai| 150 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa phAlguna sudI 8, budha, 1990 tA.21-2-1934 mahAtmA jJAnI kRpAludevake upadezako sunakara unakI zikSAko dhyAnameM rakheM to karmabaMdha nahIM hogA aisI jJAniyoMkI zikSA hai, use dhyAnameM rakhanA ucita hai jii| dUsare, bhAI! Apa samajhadAra haiM ataH Apako AkulatA, ciMtA yA ghabarAhaTa nahIM honI cAhiye / jo sAtA-asAtA AyeM tathA ba~dhe hue karma udayameM AyeM una sabako samabhAvase sahana karanA caahiye| jIvane pUrvakAlameM jo karma bA~dhe haiM ve udayameM Ate haiN| RNa-saMbaMdhase sage-saMbaMdhI mile haiN| una karmoMko bhogate samaya samabhAva rakhakara sahana kreN| samatA, kSamA, dhairya rakheM aura saba zAMtise sahana kreN| jo karma udayameM Ate haiM, ve bhoganese chUTa jAte haiM, usameM harSa-zoka na kreN| samatAse sahana karanA hI tapa hai| isase Akula-vyAkula hokara kucha burA ciMtana na kreN| 'yahA~se calA jAU~, chUTa jAU~, mara jAU~' aisA koI saMkalpa na kreN| aisA karane para jIva karma bA~dhatA hai| tathA karma to cAhe jahA~ baMdhake anusAra bhogane pdd'eNge| para unheM samatAbhAvase sahana kreN| Akula hokara kahA~ AkAzameM car3ha jAyeMge? jahA~ bhI jAyeMge, karma do kadama Age hI Age haiN| ataH samatAse sahana

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patrAvali-1 95 kreN| hameM koI duHkha de, abhAva kare, apamAna kare to usakA saccA upakAra samajheM; hamAre bA~dhe hue karma chur3AnemeM vaha hamArI madada kara rahA hai, usake binA ve chUTanevAle na the, yoM sulTA soceN| isase bhI adhika duHkha bhale hI Ave, para ghabarAyeM nhiiN| jIvane narakameM kyA kama duHkha bhoge haiM? unakI tulanAmeM to yahA~ kucha bhI nahIM hai| mAtra aMtarAya (prakRti) na TUTanese duHkha lagatA hai, usase ghabarAye nhiiN| Apa aise vaise nahIM haiN| saMsAra kucha bhI kahe, usake sAmane na dekheN| sabake sAtha ekatA rkheN| kucha samajha nahIM hai, kucha samajhatA nahIM hai, aisA kahe to bhI samatAse sahana kreN| mAna jIvakA burA karatA hai, mAna zatru hai| anyakI orase adhika sammAna milatA ho yA anya jIva para adhika prema kare to vaha rAga baMdhakA kAraNa hai, aura dveSa kare to vaha bhI baMdhakA kAraNa hai| ataH baMdhake hetubhUta kisIke rAga yA premakI icchA samajhadAra jIva nahIM rakhate / kintu samabhAva rakhakara, jAnA-anajAnA kara samatAse sahana kara lete haiN| ataH usa mAnakA tyAgakara, sabase choTe banakara, mAnoM kucha samajhatA hI na hoM isa prakAra rheN| koI kucha zikSA de to use kaheM ki ApakA kathana satya hai| Atmahita hotA ho to vaise kara leveM, para kopa na kare, gussA na kreN| "adhamAdhama adhiko patita, sakala jagatamAM huMya; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAdhana karaze zuMya?" ityAdi bIsa doheM, kSamApanAkA pATha, AlocanA, sAmAyika pATha, ho sake to dinameM pAva-AdhA ghaMTA avakAza nikAlakara pddh'eN| kisIko kucha kahanA par3e to dhairyase kheN| kucha ghabarAkara, cir3akara, kupita hokara na kheN| sabake sAtha maitrIbhAva rkheN| sthAna-sthAna para pahacAna rkheN| namra baneM aura sabake sAtha hila-milakara rahA jAya vaisA kreN| ekatA TUTe vaisA na kreN| kisIko krodha AyA ho aura vaha kupita hokara bole to bhI use dhairyase, samatAse, 'mA~, bhAI' kahakara, usakA krodha miTa jAya vaisA vyavahAra kreN| jaise acchA lage vaisA kreN| khIMcatAna, khecAkheMca na kreN| use aisA kaheM ki Apa samajhadAra haiN| mAtA ho to usa para krodha na kreN| jisa prakAra usakA krodha calA jAye aura vaha prasanna ho vaisA kreN| isa bhavakA hI saMbaMdha hai phira to 'vana vanakI lkdd'ii'| akelA AyA aura akelA hI jaayegaa| koI apanA strI, putra, mAtA, pitA huA nahIM, haiM nahIM, hogA nhiiN| yadi kSamA nahIM kareMge aura kaSAya arthAt krodha, vairabhAva kareMge to phirase naye karma bNdhege| ataH saccA upAya samatA, kSamA hai, vahI gupta tapa hai| manuSyabhava prApta kiyA hai, vaha ciMtAmaNike samAna hai| usameM sukha-duHkha Aye unheM samatAse sahana kareM, Akula na hoM / karma chUTanekA avasara AyA hai / jIvane jisa prakArake karma bA~dhe haiM, tadanusAra ve udayameM Ate haiM, unase ghabarAyeM nahIM, samatA aura kSamA dhAraNa kreN| __yahA~ AnekA thor3A avakAza nikAlakara yahA~ A sakeM to bahuta lAbha hogaa| samAgamameM hitakI bAta kahI jA skegii| __sabakI apekSA samajha hI sukha hai, nAsamajhI duHkha hai| ataH sahI avasara AyA hai| AyA huA duHkha jA rahA hai| vaha to jar3a hai| deha bhI nAzavAna hai| AtmA hI zAzvata hai, ajara hai, amara hai| isakA bAla bhI bA~kA karanemeM koI samartha nahIM hai, ataH mujhe duHkha huA, mujhe roga huA, mujhe vyAdhi huI aisA na kreN| AtmA to inase bhinna hai|

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96 upadezAmRta ___ ataH sadguru paramakRpAludevakI zaraNa rakheM / hama bhI unake dAsAnudAsa haiN| apanI kalpanAse kisIko guru na mAneM, kisIko jJAnI na kaheM; madhyastha dRSTi rkheN| eka paramAtmA paramakRpAludevako maaneN| unhIMkI zraddhA rkheN| hama bhI unheM mAnate haiN| hamAre aura Apake svAmI bhinna na kareM, ve eka hI haiN| unhIM para prema kareM, prIti kareM / jo hotA hai use dekhate raheM aura unakI zaraNameM smaraNa karate rheN| are mara! cAhe jitanA duHkha Aye to bhale hI aaye| vaha 'Ao' kahanese AyegA nahIM aura 'jAo' kahanese jAyegA nhiiN| hameM to use dekhate rahanA hai| dekhanevAlA AtmA hai, vaha to bhinna hI hai| merI mA~, mere pitA, mere putra-inheM apanA mAna rahe ho ve apane nahIM haiM, saba RNasaMbaMdhase Aye haiN| jIva akelA AyA hai aura akelA jaayegaa| ataH hameM AtmAko nahIM bhUlanA hai| cAhe jitanA duHkha Ave to bhI Akula na hoveN| yaha to kyA hai? apanA-apanA bA~dhA huA AtA hai| ataH kSamApUrvaka sahana kreN| yaha saba jAneke liye AtA hai| samartha svAmI eka paramakRpAludevako hI hamane to mAnya kiyA hai, ve hI Apake bhI guru hai; hama bhI Apake guru nahIM, para hamane jinheM guru banAyA hai ve Apake guru haiM, aisA niHzaMka adhyavasAya rakhakara jo duHkha Ave unheM sahana kreN| kAlakramase saba jAnevAlA hai| yadi yaha zikSA lakSyameM rakheMge to ApakA kAma ho jaayegaa| saMsArakI mAyAke duHkha dekhakara kiMcit bhI Akula na hoveN| jo honA hogA vahI hogaa| "nahi banavAnuM nahi bane, banavaM vyartha na thAya; kAM e auSadha na pIjiye, jethI ciMtA jAya?" bahuta karake honahAra badalatA nahIM aura jo badalanevAlA hai vaha hotA nhiiN| to phira dharmaprayatnameM, Atmika hitameM anya upAdhike AdhIna hokara pramAda kyoM dhAraNa kiyA jAya? 151 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa pra.vaizAkha sudI 15, ravi, 1990 jIvane jo karma bA~dhe haiM unheM bhoganA par3atA hai; para unheM bhogate samaya dhairya aura sadAcAra rakheM to acchA pariNAma prApta hotA hai| acche aura samajhadAra gine jAnevAle vyaktiko kuTuMbameM ekatA rakhanI caahiye| mAtAjIko samajhAkara, dhIraja ba~dhAkara, apane sadAcaraNa dvArA unheM santuSTa karanA caahiye| apanA bar3A bhAI pitAke tulya hai| unheM bhI kuTuMbakA sArA bhAra uThAnA par3atA ho to usameM sahAyatA kara tathA unakA sanmAna aura vinaya kara, unheM prasanna rakhanA hamArA mukhya kartavya hai| apanI AyameMse yathAzakya bacata kuTuMbake logoMko nibhAnemeM kharca ho to use apanA ahobhAgya samajhanA caahiye| yadi hamArA vyavahAra yoM sabako sukhI karanekA ho to bahuta puNyakA baMdha hotA hai aura kuTuMbameM ekatA bar3hatI hai, taba logoMmeM bhI kuTuMbakI prazaMsA hotI hai| apanI icchAnusAra pravRtti karanevAlA svacchaMdI kahalAtA hai| svacchaMda vyavahAra karanevAlA isa lokameM kuTuMbaklezase duHkhI hotA hai aura paralokameM bhI pApakA phala bhoganeke liye adhogatimeM jAtA hai| ataH jisakI sukhI honekI icchA ho use mAtA, pitA, bar3e bhAI AdikA vinaya karanA cAhiye aura jise dharmakI icchA ho use

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patrAvali - 1 97 satpuruSakI zikSAko sunakara vinayasahita pravRtti karanI cAhiye / jo nyAya - nItipUrvaka pravRtti karatA hai, usakI saMsArameM prazaMsA hotI hai aura vaha dharmArAdhana karane yogya banatA hai / kintu durAcaraNavAlA kabhI dharmako prApta nahIM kara sakatA tathA saMsArameM bhI usakI niMdA hotI hai aura kuTuMbakI niMdAkA bhI kAraNa banatA hai / kuTuMbake loga cAhe jitane nAsamajha hoM to bhI samajhadAra vyakti vinayase unake manako jIta letA hai / svayaM duHkha uThAkara bhI sabake cittako saMtoSa ho aise madhura vacana dvArA unakI sevA kara unheM prasanna rakheM to vaha saccA samajhadAra ginA jAtA hai / kuTuMbameM jo samajhadAra ho use sabakA kahanA sahana karanA cAhiye / cAhe jitane kaTu vacana koI kaha jAye to bhI mAno sunA hI nahIM, aisA mAnakara bhUla jAya aura sabakA bhalA kaise ho aise vicAra rakhakara sabakI sevAmeM laga jAya / apanI bhUlase kisIko burA lagA ho to vaisI bhUla dubArA na hone de aura jise burA lagA ho use prasanna kre| ve saba hameM rAjI rakhakara vyavahAra karate hoM to usase hameM phUla nahIM jAnA cAhiye, kiMtu apane jo doSa hoM unheM dUra karanekA prayatna karanA caahiye| sabakI prakRti eka samAna nahIM hotI, ataH samajhadAra vyaktiko sabakI prakRtiko jAnakara kuTuMbameM kleza na ho vaisI pravRtti karanI cAhiye aura klezake jo kAraNa hoM unheM dUra kara denA cAhiye, tabhI samajhadAra ginA jAyegA / apane doSakI kSamAyAcanA kara sabako acchA kahakara jhagar3e zAMta kare vahI kuzala kahA jAtA hai / saMsArake bhoga saba duHkhake kAraNa haiM aura jIbha zatru jaisI hai, use vazameM karanevAlA sukhI hotA hai| jo sabase vinamra vyavahAra karatA hai usa para sabakI prIti rahatI hai / 'namyo te paramezvarane gamyo' (namra vyakti para paramezvara bhI prasanna rahatA hai / ) aisI kahAvata hai / ataH bahuta namratA rakheM aura 'Apa samajhadAra haiM, Apa bar3e haiM, maiM to bAlaka hU~, mere doSako na dekheN| Apa kaheMge vaise maiM karU~gA / ' aisA kahakara sabake sAtha hila-milakara rahanese puNya bar3hatA hai aura jIvakA hita hotA hai| kisI para dveSa na rkheN| dUsarekA burA cAhane para apanA hI burA hotA hai / ataH sabako acchA lage vaisA boleM tathA vyavahAra kareM / mAyA-kapaTa na rkheN| sarala hRdayase, sabakA bhalA ho vaisA vyavahAra karanese apanA hI bhalA hotA hai / prArabdhAnusAra jo sage-saMbaMdhI mile haiM, unameM saMtoSa rkheN| yadi mana -duHkha rakheMge aura kuTuMbameM jhagar3A paidA kareMge to jhagar3ese lakSmIkA nAza hotA hai / ataH sabake sAtha hila-milakara premase raheM / I 152 (19 Jain Educatiornational he prabhu! saMpUrNa lokameM svapnavat mAyAkA svarUpa, pudgala paryAyakA vyApAra cala rahA hai / hai prabhu ! pUrA loka abhiniveza, mithyAtva, ajJAnase 'merA merA' ke Agraha pUrvaka pravRtti kara rahA hai aura saMsAra - paribhramaNa kara rahA hai| jisa prakAra rAgadveSa kama hoM usa prakArase vedanIyakarmake udayako samabhAvase bhogate hue, AtmAse Atmika vastukI bhAvanA karate hue kAla vyatIta ho rahA hai| jaise bhI ho parameM bhAva kama hokara AtmabhAva ho vaisA bhAva rahatA hai| paraMtu karmake Age jIva paravaza hai / he prabhu! AyuSyakA bharosA nahIM hai / prANa liye yA le legA yoM ho rahA hai / vRddhAvasthA hai / vRddhAvasthAke kAraNa zarIra narama-garama rahatA hai / agAsa zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, pra. vaizAkha vadI 8, ravi, 1990

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upadezAmRta hameM to AtmabhAva hI saccA saMbaMdha lagatA hai| he prabhu! sadgurukA bhI vacana hai ki-"sarvAtmamAM samadRSTi dyo, A vacanane hRdaye lkho|" aisI bhAvanAkI samajha hai| hamArA aMtaraMgabhAva kisIke doSa dekhanekI dRSTivAlA nahIM hai| he prabhu! guNa dekhanekI dRSTi rahatI hai| ___kRpAlukI kRpAse jaba taka AyuSyarUpI kaida hai, taba taka kAla vyatIta kiye binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| manuSyabhava durlabha hai| 153 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.8-5-34 1"prabhu pada dRDha mana rAkhIne, karavo sau ve vAra; virati viveka vadhArIne, taravo A saMsAra." madhura vacanase ekatA bar3hatI hai aura puNyabaMdha hotA hai| ataH samajhadAra vyaktiko apanI sthitikA vicArakara, sabako priya lage vaise vacana bolanekI Adata DAlanI cAhiye tathA Alasya chor3akara udyogameM adhika pravRtti karanI caahiye|| ___ bacapanameM kAma sIkhanekI Adata DAle, upayogI kAmoMmeM samaya bitAnekA dhyAna rakheM, vaha bhaviSyameM bar3e kAma kara sake vaisA catura hotA hai| kintu yadi bacapanase mauja-zaukakI aura AlasI banakara gappeM mAranekI Adata par3a jAya yA tAzake khela, nATaka, sinemA, sarakasa yA jUA AdikI lata laga jAye to use kucha bar3A kAma karanekI zakti prApta nahIM hotii| ulTA phijUlakharcI banakara yauvanakA samaya duHkhameM bitAtA hai aura vRddhAvasthAmeM garIbI aura rogake duHkhase dugunA duHkhI hotA hai tathA parabhavameM adhogatimeM jAtA hai| 'jisako jaisA saMga, raMga vaisA hI baiThe' aisI kahAvata hai, ataH jisakI saMgatise hama acche bana sakeM arthAt kAryazIla, bhaktivAna bana sakeM usakI saMgati adhika rakheM, paraMtu jisakI saMgatise cAya pIne, zarAba pIne, tUphAna karane, nATaka dekhane, juA khelane, avivekI vyavahAra karAve aise vacana bolane, cAhe jahA~ ghUmane-phirane, viSaya-vikAra evaM gAnatAnase AnaMda karanekI Adata par3e aisI saMgatiko dUrase hI chor3a deM; cAhe kitanI hI acchI kyoM na lagatI ho to bhI vaisI saMgatiko viSake samAna samajhakara usase dUra rheN| jinakI saMgati karanese hamArI pragati ho sake, hama satyavaktA baneM, nyAya-nIti sIkheM, hamArA yaza bar3he, vicAra karanA sIkheM, sAhasa bar3he, sadguNa bar3he, aura zikSA mile unakI saMgati DhU~DheM / aise acche logoMkI, bar3e logoMkI saMgatise bahuta lAbha hai| para nIca loga to ulTA hameM niMdita karAte haiM aura unakI saMgatise burI AdateM par3atI hai| ataH videzameM rahanevAloMko acchI saMgatikA bahuta dhyAna rakhanA caahiye| acchI saMgati na mile to 'bhAvanAbodha' yA 'mokSamAlA' jaisI pustakeM par3hanekI Adata DAleM / anya bhI koI sunanA cAhe to suna sakatA hai| anyako hamArA raMga lage vaisA vyavahAra kareM, para anyake chaMdameM baha na jaayeN| madhura aura namra vacana boleM, sAde aura svaccha vastra pahaneM tathA kisIkA bhI kAma kara deM, sevA kreN| kisIkA burA na soceM / chalakapaTa yA corI na kreN| AlasI aura uDAU na baneM / koI kaTu vacana bola de to sahana kreN| koI acchI zikSA de to use maane| dharma samajhanekI bhAvanA rakheM / satsaMga kareM aura kusaMgakA tyAga kreN| 1. artha-prabhuke caraNameM (AzrayameM) dRr3ha mana rakhakara saMsArameM sarva pravRtti kare aura virati (tyAga) aura vivekako bar3hAye to jIva saMsArase tara jAtA hai|

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patrAvali-1 sukhI aura acche bananekI isa zikSAko lakSyameM rakhakara tadanusAra vyavahAra karanekI Adata DAlanI caahiye| Apa mumukSu haiM, ataH donoMko samajhane, grahaNa karane yogya yaha zikSA likhI hai, use donoM milakara pddh'eN| isa patrako par3heM, phaiMka na deN| zikSAkI bAta hai| ___ jaise bhI ho ekatA rkheN| nIMbUke pAnIkI bhA~ti sabake sAtha milakara rheN| maitrI bhAvanA, karuNA bhAvanA, pramoda bhAvanA aura madhyastha bhAvanA ina cAra bhAvanAoMke viSayameM vAcana kreN| 'vinaya zatruko bhI vaza karatA hai| ataH sabakA vinaya kareM, aisI Adata ddaaleN| jaise bhI ho kisIke bhI vacanako sahana kreN| krodha Aye to kSamA dhAraNa kreN| kisIko krodha Aye aisA na kreN| kisIko krodha AyA hai aisA lage to madhura vacana aura namratAse usakA hita ho, usako acchA lage aisA maitrIbhAva rkheN| bar3e logoMke samparkase hameM bahuta lAbha hotA hai| hiMmata rkheN| Apane apane bar3e bhAIko patra likhA so jAnA, para unakI avagaNanA na kreN| tuccha na gineM / unakI jo samajha hai usameM hameM viSamabhAva nahIM karanA caahiye| ___ hamase koI milatA ho to use dharmameM jodd'eN| hameM usakI bAtameM nahIM baha jAnA cAhiye, usakI bAtoMse prasanna nahIM honA caahiye| hama usakI bAtoMmeM A jAyeM to durgati hotI hai| kRpAludevakI pustaka par3hanekA yoga mile to usameM avakAzakA samaya bitAyeM, para anya kAmameM gappa mAranemeM samaya na khoyeM / himmata rakhakara, na ghabarAte hue, zikSAkI samajhameM udyamI baneMge to saba sIkha sakeMge aura acche mAne jaayeNge| adhika kyA likheM? "jJAna garIbI guru vacana, narama vacana nirdoSa; inakU kabhI na chAMDiye, zraddhA zIla saMtoSa." 154 aThavA lAinsa, sUrata, tA.9-6-34 "vidyuta lakSmI prabhutA pataMga, AyuSya te to jaLanA taraMga, puraMdarI cApa anaMga raMga, zuM rAcIe tyAM kSaNano prasaMga?" "sarvajJano dharma suzarNa jANI, ArAdhya ArAdhya prabhAva ANI, anAtha ekAMta sanAtha thAze, enA vinA koI na bAhya sahAze."-zrImad rAjacaMdra "dravyadRSTiseM vastu sthira, paryAya athira nihAra; Upajata viNasata dekhake, harSa viSAda nivAra." 1"nija dhAma caMcaLa, vitta caMcaLa, citta caMcaLa sarvathI, hita mitra ne sukalatra caMcaLa, jAya zuM mukhathI kathI? sthira eka sadgurudeva cho, e Teka aMtara AdarUM, sahajAtmarUpI sevya gurune vaMdanA vidhie karUM." "nahi banavAnuM nahIM bane, banavaM vyartha na thAya, kAM e auSadha na pIjiye, jethI ciMtA jAya?" 1. artha-apanA ghara, vitta, citta, hitakArI mitra, suzIla strI sabhI caMcala hai| adhika kyA kahU~? eka sadgurudeva hI sthira hai yaha nizcaya hRdayameM dhAraNa kruuN| aise sahajAtmarUpI sevya guruko vidhipUrvaka vaMdanA karU~ /

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100 upadezAmRta "jo jo pudgala pharasanA, nizce pharase soya; mamatA-samatA bhAvaseM, karma baMdha-kSaya hoya." "bItI tAhi visAra de, AgekI sudha le; jo banI Ave sahajameM, tAhimeM citta de." bhAI maMgalabhAIkI dharmapatnI pavitra bahanakA choTI umrameM dehAvasAna huA sunakara alpa paricayavAleko bhI kheda ho aisI yaha ghaTanA hai, to nikaTa saMbaMdhiyoMko vizeSa kheda honA saMbhava hI hai| para vaha kisIke hAthameM nahIM hai| kahA hai ki ___ "kou na zaraNa maraNa dina, duHkha cahu~ gati bharyo; sukha duHkha eka hI bhogata, jiya vidhivaza paryo." paraMtu usa khedako tyAgakara yoM socanA cAhiye ki manuSyabhavakA AyuSya adhika hotA to ve dharmArAdhana vizeSa kara sakatIM thiiN| isa manuSyabhavakA kucha mUlya nahIM ho sakatA, yaha amUlya hai| manuSyabhavameM dharma hotA hai| bhagavAnane manuSyabhavako durlabha kahA hai| usameM uttama kulameM janma pAkara puNyavAnake gharakA saMyoga milA, satsaMga ho sake aisI nikaTatA hone para bhI aisA saMbaMdha chUTanese kheda hotA hai| anAdikAlase isa jIvane samakita prApta nahIM kiyA hai, to satsaMgake yogase 'sat'kI bAta sunakara jIvako zraddhA hotI hai isakA lAbha prAyaH manuSya bhavake binA nahIM milatA, yahI kheda kartavya hai| vaise to saMsAra asAra hai| isa dehakI paryAya to eka na eka dina chUTegI hI, para usase dharma ho sakatA hai yahI sAra hai| Apa prajJAvAna, samajhadAra, sayAne haiM, satpuruSake Azrita haiM, ataH sabako sAMtvanA, dhairya dilA sakate haiN| ataH adhika likhanekI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / tathA maMgalabhAIko kaheM ki kucha kheda kartavya nahIM hai| "kisI bhI kAraNase isa saMsArameM klezita honA yogya nhiiN|" jIva manuSyabhava prApta kara kevala samyak zraddhAko prApta kara leM to japa tapa Adise bhI adhika huA-saba kucha huA aisA smjheN| sAra dharma, samyak zraddhA durlabha hai| ataH Apa samajhadAra haiM, vicakSaNa haiN| manuSyabhava prApta kara sAvadhAna hone jaisA hai| kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai| kAla sira para ma~DarA rahA hai| prANa liye yA legA yoM ho rahA hai| jIvako bAra bAra yaha yoga milanA durlabha hai-mehamAna hai, pAhunA hai aisA jAnakara dina-pratidina dharmArAdhana kartavya hai| pratidina pA~ca-dasa miniTa yA pAva ghaMTA niyamita smaraNa-bhakti avazya karanI cAhiye / rukmiNI mA~ko bhI kaheM ki saMsArameM manuSyabhava prAptakara cetane jaisA hai| maraNa to sarva prANImAtrako AyegA hI, ataH kheda na kareM, ghabarAye nahIM tathA jaise bhI ho bhakti-smaraNakA lakSya rkheN| eka dharma hI sAra hai| * * 155 saM.1990 sahajAtmasvarUpa zuddha caitanyasvAmIko namaskAra ho! sarvajJadeva, namaskAra ho! paramaguru, namaskAra ho! / __ yaha jIva pratisamaya mara rahA hai, zubha-azubha pudgaloMkA sparza kiyA hai| jJAnI samabhAvameM haiN| deha chUTa jAnekA bhaya kartavya nahIM, harSa-viSAda karanA ucita nhiiN| azubha zubha Adi mithyA bure jo

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101 patrAvali-1 manake pariNAma haiM, vahI hAni hai aura vahI mRtyu hai| AtmA sarva sAtA-asAtAkA draSTA hai| 156 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa aSAr3ha sudI 7,1990 tA.8-7-34 Apane Atmasiddhi kaNThastha kI hai usameM caudaha pUrvakA sAra A jAtA hai| isameM kisIko viSama lage vaisA nahIM hai| sabake sAtha zAMtabhAvase hila milakara rheN| zrI AtmasiddhimeM AtmAkA guNagAna hai| usameM kisI dharmakI niMdA nahIM hai| sabhI dharmoMko mAnanevAloMke liye vicAraNIya hai| hameM bhI yadi AtmAkI pahacAna karanI ho to usakA bAraMbAra ciMtana karanA cAhiye / caudaha pUrvakA sAra usameM hai| hameM apanI yogyatAnusAra vicAra karanese bahuta lAbha ho sakatA hai| usameM jo gahana marma bharA hai vaha to jJAnIgamya hai, kisI satpuruSake samAgamameM sunakara mAnya karane yogya hai| para jitanA artha hamArI samajhameM A sakeM utanA samajhanekA puruSArtha karanA cAhiye / isaliye cAhe jo dharma mAnanevAlA ho usake sAtha Atmasiddhike viSayameM bAtacIta ho aura vaha sune to use ruci ho sakatI hai| bar3e bar3e logoMko mAnya karanI par3e aisI bAteM AtmasiddhimeM haiN| isase adhika maiM jAnatA hU~ aisA kahanevAlA kucha bhI nahIM jaantaa| usameM bhUla DhU~r3hanevAlA svayaM dhokhA khAtA hai| zrI Atmasiddhiko yathArtha samajhanevAle to koI virale jJAnIpuruSa haiN| kintu gujarAtI bhASAmeM honese choTe bacce, strI, vidvAna cAhe jo par3ha sakate haiM, kaNThastha kara sakate haiM, nitya pATha kara sakate haiM aura yathAzakti samajha sakate haiN| aura samajhameM na bhI Aye to bhI ve jJAnIpuruSake zabda kAnameM par3anese bhI jIvako puNyabaMdha hotA hai, aisA isakA prabhAva hai| ataH anya bAtoMmeM samaya na khokara ghara, bAhara, kAma para yA avakAzameM jahA~ ho vahA~ AtmasiddhikI koI koI gAthA bolate rahanekI Adata DAlI ho to usa para vicAra karanekA prasaMga AtA hai aura vizeSa samajhameM AtA rahatA hai, tathA AtmAkA mAhAtmya pragaTa hotA hai| anya kucha na ho sake to AtmasiddhikI gAthAoMmeM manako rokeM, yaha hitakArI hai| thakeM nahIM, sau bAra hajAra bAra eka hI gAthA bolI jAya to bhI Apatti nahIM, lAkha bAra bolI jAya to bhI kama hai| usameM kathita AtmA mujhe mAnya hai, jJAnI puruSane usameM pratyakSa AtmA dikhAyA hai, aisI zraddhA rakha, kamara kasakara puruSArtha karanA caahiye| adhika kyA likheM? puruSArtha kiye binA kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| ataH ukatAye nahIM, bhUle vahIMse phira gineM / OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 157 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa aSAr3ha sudI 14, budha, 1990 tA.15-7-34 kAlakA bharosA nhiiN| prANa liye yA legA yoM ho rahA hai| saMsAra paMkhIke mele jaisA hai, mehamAna jaisA-svapna jaisA hai| tIrthaMkarake vacana aise haiM, saMpUrNa loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai, ajJAnase sadviveka pAnA durlabha hai| yaha yathAtathya hai| samatA aura dhairya kartavya hai| yahI eka bhAva, dRSTi karanI hai| jaisA sukha-duHkha bA~dhA hogA, vaisA bhoganA pdd'egaa| isameM kisIkA vaza nahIM cala sktaa|

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upadezAmRta 158 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA. 17-7-34 isa kalikAlameM acchI saMgati, satsaMga, satpuruSakA yoga prApta honA bahuta durlabha hai / mahAna puNyakA udaya ho taba satpuruSake darzana karanekA, bodha sunanekA yoga milatA hai| nyAyanIti, sadAcArake anusAra vyavahAra kare; satya, acche, priya lageM, ekatA bar3he vaise vacana bole yA likhe; apaneko sauMpA huA kArya bhalI prakAra kare; bar3e logoMkA vinaya, sevA - cAkarI kare, koI bImAra Adi ho to usakI sahAyatA kare, bhaktibhajanake liye nitya niyamapUrvaka bhakti kare; smaraNa kare, namaskAra kare; darzana - satsaMga samAgamakI bhAvanA kare use puNyabaMdha hotA hai aura puNyavAna jIva sukhI hote haiM, yaha hama jAnate hI hai / 102 " bahu puNyakerA puMjathI zubha deha mAnavano maLyo; toye are ! bhava cakrano AMTo nahi ekke TaLyo. " aisA paramakRpAludevane likhA hai, tadanusAra kitanA adhika puNya ekatrita hone para manuSyabhava milatA hai ! use saphala huA kaba samajheM ki jaba pratyakSa satpuruSakI kRpAse unake vacana para vizvAsa kara jIva mohanidrA chor3a jAgRta ho aura janma, maraNa, Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi tathA sarva duHkhako dUra karanevAlA samyaktva prApta kare arthAt AtmAkI pahacAna aura usakI zraddhA acala ho taba / isa bhavakA bar3ese bar3A lAbha samakita prApta karanA hai / saMsArI jIva dhana, strI, putra, ghara, kheta, vastra, AbhUSaNa AdikI icchA karatA hai / kintu ina vastuoMko to chor3akara sabako mara jAnA hai| aMtameM kucha kAma nahIM AyegA / mAtra jIvane yadi dharmakI pahacAna kI hogI, dharmArAdhana kiyA hogA, to vaha parabhavameM sAtha calegA aura use sukhI karegA / ataH saMsArake sukhakI icchA nahIM karanI cAhiye / paraMtu AtmAkA kalyANa kaise ho usakI ciMtA rakha, satsaMga samAgamameM jo kucha zikSA milI ho, use hRdayameM aMkita kara tadanusAra pravRtti karanekA puruSArtha karanA cAhiye / pUrvaprArabdhAnusAra isa bhavameM janma huA hai / manuSyadeha, acchA kula, satsaMga AdikA yoga milA hai, ataH usakA sadupayoga kara zIghratAse AtmahitakI sAdhanA kara lenI caahiye| aisA avasara bArabAra milanA durlabha hai / amUlya kSaNa bItA jA rahA hai| gayA huA samaya vApasa nahIM lauTatA, ataH samaya vyartha nahIM ga~vAnA cAhiye / bhakti, smaraNa, vAcanameM avakAzakA samaya bitAyeM aura dharmake liye subaha zAma bIsa doheM, kSamApanAkA pATha Adi jo karaneko kahA gayA ho use cUkanA nahIM cAhiye / AlocanA, sAmAyika pATha nitya vAcanakA avakAza mile to vAcana karate raheM / he bhAI! isa jIvako DhIlA na chor3a deM / saMsArake kAmakAjameM prayojana ho utanA, Avazyaka vyavahArake liye jitanA samaya denA par3e usase atirikta samayako anya khelakUda, pratikUla aizoArAmameM na jAne deN| kucha dhArmika pustaka par3hanekA nimitta rkheN| jIvako sa~bhAla rakhanI cAhiye / vinaya bar3I cIja hai / bahuta cetane jaisA hai| Apako jo zikSA dI hai vaha puNyabaMdhake liye aura pApase chUTaneke liye kartavya hai / himmata na hAreM / jaisA honA hogA vaha hotA rahegA / sabako sAhasa ba~dhAyeM, ghabarAyeM nhiiN| dhairya rakhakara ekatAse kAma kareMge to sukhI bneNge| peTa bar3A rakheM - gaMbhIratA rakhanA sIkheM | jaise bhI ho apane bar3e bhAIkA hita, zikSA aura Apake prati prema bar3he vaisA kreN| AtmA akelA AyA hai aura akelA jaayegaa| sukha-duHkha, sAtA - asAtA jIvako baMdhake anusAra Ate haiM, vaha kisIke vazameM

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patrAvali-1 103 nahIM hai| ataH samatA aura dhairya adhika rakhanA siikheN| halake manuSyoMkI saMgati na kreN| umra choTI hone para bhI vRddha samajhadAra manuSya jaisI buddhise vyavahAra kareM aura bar3e samajhadAra vyaktise milanejulanekA prasaMga rakheM, unase jAna-pahacAna bddh'aayeN| sabake sAtha maitrIbhAva, namratAse vinayasahita bolacAlakA vyavahAra rkheN| garIbI (laghutA) rakhakara vyavahAra kreN| 'namyo te paramezvarane gamyo' (namratAse paramezvara bhI prasanna hote haiN|) ahaMkAra na rkheN| "jJAna garIbI guru vacana, narama vacana nirdoSa; inakU kabhI na chAMDiye, zraddhA zIla saMtoSa." isa doheko kaNThasthakara, isake vicAra zikSAko manameM rakhakara hameM vyavahAra karanA caahiye| avakAzake samaya dharmakA vAcana, vicAra kreN| yaha samajha isa bhava, parabhavake hitake liye likhI hai| Upara likhe anusAra, jaise Atmahita ho vaisA vyavahAra karanA yogya hai| apanA burA kiyA ho unakA bhI bhalA karanekA svabhAva rakheM / unakA tiraskAra na kreN| unheM acchA lage vaisA mAna dekara bhalA ho vaisA kreN| 'Apa samAna bala nahIM, megha samAna jala nahIM' aisI kahAvata hai, ataH apanese ho utanA, isa saMsArameM AyuSya rahe taba taka bhalA ho vaisA kreN| jaise bhI ho sadvartana kreN| vinaya zatruko bhI vazameM karatA hai| jo mile usameM saMtoSa rkheN| samatAse sahana kreN| jhUTha bolanekI Adata kabhI na ddaaleN| namratAse vyavahAra kreN| 159 __zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.19-7-34,guru daMtAlIvAle trikamabhAIkA zarIra kSayake kAraNa sUkha gayA hai| ve abhI AzramameM hI rahe haiN| paramakRpAludeva para zraddhA dRr3ha ho aura zarIrakI mamatA kama ho aisA bodha, patra Adi par3havAkara unheM sunAnekA nimitta rakhA hai| isa rogameM zarIra kSINa ho jAne para bhI bhAna, sudhi acchI rahatI hai| vRddhAvasthA ho, bImArI ho to bhI manuSyadeha hai taba taka satsaMga Adi AtmahitakA kAraNa bana sakatA hai| samakitI jIvako rogake samaya vizeSa nirjarA hotI hai| sAmAnyataH duHkhake samaya bhagavAna adhika yAda Ate haiM aura sukhake samaya saMsAra yAda AtA hai| ataH jJAnIpuruSa to vedanAke samaya prasanna hote haiM ki yaha karmakA bojha halakA ho rahA hai| yahA~ taka ki mRtyubelAko mahotsava mAnate haiN| jisa kisI jIvako sacce manase paramakRpAlu deva para AsthA huI hai una sabakA kAma ho jaayegaa| kamI mAtra bodhakI aura jIvakI yogyatAkI hai| usa kamIko pUrI karaneke liye satpuruSArtha karanA caahiye| Apa to avasarake jJAtA haiM aura aise acche nimitta ekatrita karate rahate haiM, ataH Apako kyA batAyA jAya? Apako kucha kahanA nahIM hai| 'khAte bacA so bIja aura marate bacA so bddddaa|' hameM to Apake satsaMgakA bar3A AdhAra hai| Apako kyA likheM? Apa avasarako pahacAnanevAle haiN| 'samayaM goyama mA pmaae|' anamola kSaNa jA rahA hai| aisA kAla vyatIta karaneke liye sadgurukRpAse milA hai, vaha kAla vyatIta kreNge| sadguruke bodhase hita hotA hai; aisA satsaMga durlabha hai| jaise bhI ho use prApta karanekI bhAvanA rakhanI yogya hai| jaise bhI ho satpuruSake bodhameM kAla vyatIta ho vaha

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104 upadezAmRta yogya hai| bahuta karake vItarAga mArga 'sama'kA hai| jaisI kSetrasparzanA hotI hai vaisA hotA rahatA hai| usake draSTA hokara rheN| OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 160 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa zrAvaNa sudI 4, maMgala, 1997, tA.14-8-34 mahApuruSoMne Atmahitake liye aura jIvako puNyabaMdha ho aisA lakSya honeke liye batAyA hai| manuSyabhava milanA durlabha hai| isa manuSyabhavako prAptakara saMsArameM isa prakAra vyavahAra kareM ki jisase puNyabaMdha ho, devagati ho aura satpuruSa-sadgurukI zraddhAse samyaktva prApta ho| yaha bAta cUkane jaisI nahIM hai| AtmAke liye yahI kartavya hai| Apa to samajhadAra haiN| ataH paramArthake liye svaparake hitakA vicAra kreN| isake liye nimna bAtoMko dhyAnameM rakhakara vyavahAra kareM(1) jhUTha nahIM bolanA / yadyapi kaI logoMko jhUThakI Adata hotI hai tathApi satya bolanekI Adata rakhanI caahiye| (2) rizvata nahIM lenaa| (3) corI nahIM krnaa| (4) parastrIkA saMga nahIM krnaa| (5) nyAya nItise paisA kamAnA, usase jo mile usameM saMtoSa rkhnaa| (6) sabake sAtha maitrI bhAva rkhnaa| bar3e logoMse, acche samajhadAra logoMse saMbaMdha rkhnaa| (7) halke logoMke sAtha saMbaMdha nahIM rkhnaa| saMsArameM pApabaMdha karAveM, durgati karAveM, vaisoMkA paricaya nahIM rkhnaa| (8) hamArA burA kare usakA bhI ho sake to bhalA karanA, bhalA socnaa| kisIke sAtha vaimanasya nahIM krnaa| (9) gaMbhIratAse bar3A peTa rkhnaa| burI bAta bhUla jaanaa| (10) 'paramArathamAM piMDa ja gALa' arthAt AtmAke liye bhAvanA krnaa| calate-phirate, kAma karate hue bhI manameM 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru kA smaraNa karanA, arthAt kSaNa-kSaNa usa maMtrako yAda krnaa| yaha bhUlane yogya nahIM hai| kAla sira para ma~DarA rahA hai| prANa liye yA le legA yoM ho rahA hai| manuSyabhava durlabha hai| yaha manameM, smRtimeM, cittameM rakhanA cAhiye / Apa samajhadAra haiM / yaha bhAvanA anya kisIke liye nahIM hai, apane liye hai| acchA na lage to bhI 'mokSamAlA' Adi pustaka par3hanemeM mana lgaayeN| citta mana kahIM bhaTaka rahA ho to use vahA~se lauTAkara kisI dharmake kAryameM lgaayeN| kucha ghabarAyeM nahIM / sAhasapUrvaka maMtrakA smaraNa karate rheN| kAmake samaya kAma aura ArAmake samaya ArAma / manako, vicArako puNyabaMdha ho aise acche kAmameM lgaayeN| sabake sAtha maitrIbhAva rkheN| ekatA, zIlase vyavahAra kreN| kisIke sAtha jhagar3A na kreN| nIMbUkA pAnI sabake sAtha mila jAtA hai, usI prakAra sabake sAtha hilamilakara raheM, eka ho jaayeN|

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patrAvali-1 105 satsaMga sabase zreSTha hai| paramakRpAludeva para zraddhA aura unake vacana para yathArtha vicAra honese samakita hotA hai| usakI prApti bar3I bAta hai, para use prApta karanekA prayAsa kreN| sAtA-asAtA bA~dhI hogI vaisI bhoganI par3egI, usameM kheda na kareM, sadaiva ullAsameM rheN| ghabarAkara udAsa na hoN| himmata na haareN| samabhAva rakhakara sahana kreN| nitya bIsa doheM, kSamApanAkA pATha, AlocanAkI pustaka par3hanekA yoga bnaayeN| bIsa doheM, kSamApanAkA pATha to zAma yA subaha pddh'e| usakA phala avazya hogaa| AtmAke liye kreN| anya kucha icchA na kreN| sukha-duHkha to pUrvabaddha hai| vaha kisIko bhI Aye binA nahIM rhegaa| samaya bIta rahA hai vaha amUlya hai| kucha icchA na kreN| honahAra hokara rhegaa| kisIko bahuta yAda na kareM, saba bhUla jaayeN| jo duHkhake dina AyeM unheM samabhAvase ullAsapUrvaka bhoga lenA caahiye| 161 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.18-8-34 pramAda aura svacchaMda isa jIvakA burA karate haiN| ataH jIvako satpuruSakA bodha sunakara, par3hakara, vicArakara manako, vRttiko bahuta vikalpameM anya parabhAvameM jAte rokakara, kAmakAja karate, calate-phirate mana sthira kara 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' kI bhAvanA hRdayameM karanI cAhiye / kSaNa-kSaNa kAma karate, calate phirate manameM smaraNa karate rahanA caahiye| jitanA ho sake utanA satpuruSArtha kreN| ghabarAyeM nahIM, Akula-vyAkula na hoN| jaise bhI ho sake, sadvicArameM manako-vRttiko laayeN| parameM jAte manako rokaneke liye paramakRpAludevakA koI patra par3heM, ciMtana kreN| __ sabhI jIvAtmA prArabdha pravRttimeM haiN| usImeM saba dina bItate haiM, para mAhameM yA paMdraha dinameM sabhI mumukSu eka sthAna para ekatrita ho sakeM vaisA karanA cAhiye / samaya bIta rahA hai, usameM satsaMgake liye eka dinakI vyavasthA kara leMge to kucha ar3acana nahIM aayegii| sabakI rAyase eka dina dharmameM bitA sakeM vaisA nizcita kreN| yaha manuSyabhava punaH milanA durlabha hai| eka zaharameM honese aisI vyavasthA kareMge to ho skegii| honahAra badalatA nahIM aura badalanevAlA hotA nahIM, aisA socakara dharmake kAmameM puruSArtha kartavya hai jii| 162 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.7-9-34, guruvAra sabake sAtha mila julakara vinayase rheN| kisIkA bhI kucha kAma ho to umaMgase kara deN| sabako acchA lage vaisA boleM, milane jAyeM, kAmakAja pUche aura bAlakake samAna sabase choTe banakara namratAse rheN| ghabarAye nahIM, ullAsa rkheN| kAmameM kamI na Ane deM aura AlasyameM, maujazaukameM samaya vyartha na jAne deN| pratidina bhaktike bIsa dohe tathA kSamApanAkA pATha aura ho sake to AtmasiddhikA bhI pATha kreN| nIti-nyAyapUrvaka acchA vyavahAra rakhanese puNyabaMdha hogA aura dharmake kAmameM dhyAna rakhanese AtmAkA kalyANa hogA. ataH donoMmeM sAvadhAnI rakheM dhairya rkheN| koI kucha bhI kahe, use sahana karanekI Adata ddaaleN| usase bahuta lAbha hotA hai| jisakA svabhAva krodhI nahIM hotA, usake saba mitra bana jAte haiM / vinaya sabako vazameM karanekA uttama

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106 upadezAmRta zastra hai| yathAzakya duzmanakA bhI bhalA caaheN| sadAcArakA sevana kreN| maitrIbhAva rkheN| dhairyapUrvaka milajulakara AnaMda mnaayeN| guNagrAhI bneN| kisIne hamArA upakAra kiyA ho to usakA badalA cukAyeM; madhura vacanase, namratAse acche vacana bolakara usakA mana prasanna ho vaisA kreN| yaha bAta kisI samajhadAra jIvAtmAko hI kahI jAtI hai| sabase bar3I namratA hai| laghubhAva rakhakara vyavahAra kreN| ahaMkAra aura abhimAna AtmAke zatru haiM, unheM manameM na laaveN| abhimAna na hone deN| manameM aisA na soceM ki 'maiM samajhatA hU~, yaha to kucha bhI nahIM jaantaa|' kahA hai ki 1"jANa AgaLa ajANa thaIe.tattva laIetANI. AgaLo thAya Aga to ApaNe thaIe pANI." yaha saba Apako samajhaneke liye likhA hai| manameM aisA na soceM ki maiM to samajhatA huuN| koI nA-samajha ho to usakA bhI mana na duHkhaayeN| use bhI 'acchA, acchA' kahakara usakA aura apanA hita ho vaisA kreN| 163 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa bhAdrapada sudI 5, guru, saM.1990 maraNa bahuta yAda AtA hai| Aja takameM jo-jo maraNa hue haiM ve bAraMbAra yAda Ate haiM aura kSaNikatA, anityatA jhalaka AtI hai ki kA~cakI zIzIke samAna kAyAko phUTate dera nahIM lgtii| ghabarAhaTa hotI hai, kucha bhI acchA nahIM lgtaa| kisI sthAnameM bAhara jAnese bhI acchA nahIM lgtaa| yahA~ rahanese bhI mana nahIM lgtaa| maraNakA bhaya bhI nahIM hai, para vicitra karmake udaya dRzyamAna hote haiN| + 164 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.2-10-34 kisIko krodha Aye taba sabake sAtha kSamA, namratAse boleN| sAmanevAlese jaise acchA lage vaise boleM / sAmanevAleko krodha Aye, kaSAya utpanna ho vaisA na boleM / maitrI, karuNAbhAva, pramodabhAva aura madhyasthatA-samabhAva aise vacana hRdayameM lAkara vicArakara sabake sAtha boleM / namratAse, sAmanevAleko acchA lage vaisA svabhAva karanekA dhyAna rkheN| ahaMkAra, abhimAnako vRttimeM na Ane deM, namra ho jaayeN| sabako acchA lage vaisA svabhAva kreN| 'seThakI salAha dvAra taka' aisA na kreN| isa vacanako lakSyameM rakhakara 'maiM sabase choTA hU~, mujhameM alpabuddhi hai' aisA mAnakara sAmanevAlese kucha bhI guNa grahaNa kreN| koI hamArA tiraskAra kareM to bhI usase dhairyapUrvaka acchA lage vaisA vyavahAra kreN| 'Apa samajhadAra haiM, Apa sayAne haiM, Apa ThIka kahate haiM' aisA kahakara jisa prakAra krodha zAMta hokara vaha samatAmeM Ave usa prakAra dhairyase, ekatAse, usako acchA lage vaise boleN| usake sAtha dhairyase bAta kreN| 'pUchatA nara paMDita' aisA svabhAva rkheN| apane choTe bhAI zAMtike sAtha namratAse bolakara 1 artha-koI dharmakA jJAtA ho to usake Age hameM nAsamajha banakara usase tattva khIMca lenA cAhiye-grahaNa kara lenA cAhiye-jaise ki sAmanevAlA agni ho jAye-gussA kare to hameM pAnIkI taraha zAMti rakhanI caahiye|

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patrAvali-1 107 apanI buddhimeM kucha AyA ho to bhI usase puuche| apanI mAtAke sAtha, unakI mati alpa ho to bhI kSamA dhAraNakara unake sAtha milakara kAma leveN| koI bhI bAta pUchakara kreN| jaise ThIka ho, acchA ho, vaisA vyavahAra kreN| yathAzakti apanI buddhise unheM smjhaayeN| jisase ekatA rahe, unako acchA lage, vaisA kreN| yadyapi hameM kaThina lage to bhI vacanase unheM aisA kaheM ki Apa samajhadAra hai| avakAza mile to eka-do dinake liye ApakI mAtAjIko yA Apako yahA~ A jAnA yogya hai / kucha AtmArthakI bAta, satpuruSa kathita zikSA yahA~ sunakara jAyeMge to vaha Apako isa bhava aura parabhavameM hitakArI hogii| sukha-duHkha AveM unheM na gineM / jaisA samaya AyA ho vaisA samatApUrvaka dhairyase sahana kara leN| Akula-vyAkula na hoM, ghabarAye nhiiN| sabako acchA lage vaise madhuratAse boleN| krodhase, akulAkara na boleN| yaha bAta dhyAnameM rkheN| ApakA bahuta bhalA hogaa| kAla sira para ma~DarA rahA hai| liyA yA legA yoM ho rahA hai| gA~vameM kisIke sAtha vaira na rkheN| sabake sAtha mila-julakara rheN| kisIko krodha AyA ho to bhI namra banakara apanA kAma nikAla leN| zatrutA ho vaisA vyavahAra na kreN| 'bApakI aurata' yA 'mAtAjI' kahane meM aMtara hai, vaise hI hameM use samajhAkara kAma lenA caahiye| sabake sAtha, choTe bAlakake sAtha bhI dhairyase samajhAkara kAma lenA caahiye| saMpUrNa loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai| Apake bhAIke prati bhI ullAsabhAva ho, use acchA lage vaise patra likhate rheN| krodha car3hA ho to krodha utara jAya, apaneko kucha acchI zikSA likha bheje aisA use likhate raheM, pUchate bhI rheN| 165 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa Azvina vadI 2, 1990 he prabhu! yaha kSaNabhaMgura deha dhokhA denevAlI hai| rogako lenemeM koI samartha nahIM hai| jIvako akele hI karma bhogane par3ate haiN| para samakitIkI balihArI hai! use to jyoM adhika duHkha Ate haiM tyoM adhika nirjarA hotI hai| jisake pAsa bhedavijJAnakA zastra hai usakI aMtameM vijaya hotI hai| yahA~ sarva prakArakI bAhya anukUlatA hone para bhI vRddhAvasthAkI vedanA lenemeM koI samartha nahIM hai| kahIM citta nahIM lgtaa| cAturmAsa utarane para kahIM bAhara jAnekI vRtti huA karatI hai| para zarIra kucha sahana kara sake vaisA aba rahA nahIM hai| A~khoMmeM dhuMdhalApana A gayA hai, kAnakA baharApana bar3ha rahA hai, bolanemeM bhI tutalAhaTa Ane lagI hai| bolate-bolate thakAna ho jAtI hai| galA baiTha gayA ho yoM bhArI AvAja nikalatI hai| mauta bArabAra yAda AtI hai| kucha bhaya nahIM hai para kahIM citta nahIM lagatA, caina nahIM pdd'taa| sadgurukI zaraNapUrvaka samatAkI bhAvanAse jo ho use dekhate rahanA, isake sivAya anya koI upAya dikhAI nahIM detaa| vedanIya karma, sAtA-asAtA prANImAtrako bhoganA hI par3atA hai, isameM kisIkA kucha vaza nahIM cltaa| sadgurukI zaraNase yahA~, jaise bane vaise samabhAvase bhogA jA rahA hai| hamArA to dhyAna ekamAtra sadguruke vacanameM hai|

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108 upadezAmRta 166 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.10-11-34 Apako kyA batAyeM? parama puruSa para jitanA vizeSa premabhAva, zraddhA, Azraya, bhaktibhAva bar3hegA utanA hI svapara kalyANa hogA, yaha to Apake dhyAnameM hai jii| Apa bahuta nikaTa A gaye haiM arthAt yogyatAmeM Aye haiN| itanA puNya hone para bhI manameMse use dUrakara Upara-Uparase rakhate haiM! sva0 jUThAbhAI aura ApakA kAma huA hai| mArga para car3haneke liye paramapuruSakI zraddhAkI AvazyakatA hai| jise vaha huI usakA avazya mokSa hogaa| aneka bhavya jIvoMkA kalyANa honevAlA hai| isameM kucha dhana yA padakI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, mAtra zraddhA karanekI AvazyakatA hai| jo aisA karegA vaha cAhe jaisA hogA to bhI uttama padako prApta kregaa| maiMne jAnA nahIM hai, paraMtu maiMne mAnA hai usa puruSane to AtmAko jAnA hai, itanI pratIti bhI bahuta lAbhadAyaka hai| 167 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.29-11-34 "hota AsavA parisavA, nahi inameM saMdeha; mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata eha." jJAnIko AsravameM bhI mokSa hotA hai, karma chUTate haiN| mithyAdRSTiko saMvarameM bhI baMdha hotA hai, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? smyktv| Apane samakita mA~gA hai, vaha kRpAludevakI kRpAse Apako avazya prApta hogA-niHzaMka maaniyegaa| jIva anAdise mithyAtvameM hai| prathama sIkheM-merA kucha nahIM, pudgala hai vaha caitanyazaktise bhinna hai, bhinna hai, bhinna hai; AtmAkI zakti AtmAmeM hai| caitanya hai vaha apanA hai, anya nahIM; jo aisA mAnatA hai vaha karmase chUTatA hai| jo apanA nahIM hai use apanA mAnatA hai vaha ba~dhatA hai| 'merA hai, maiMne kiyA aisA kahanevAlA ba~dhatA hai| saba jo jar3a hai, pudgala paryAya hai, vaha kabhI hamArA huA nahIM, hogA nahIM aura haiM bhI nhiiN| use apanA na mAneM / apanA to AtmA hai| use jJAnIne jAnA hai, vaha siddha samAna hai yaha nizcita jaaneN| jJAnIne jise jAnA hai, vaha AtmA mujhe mAnya hai-jJAnIke kahanese mujhe mAnya hai| yahI zraddhA kreN| yahI merI zraddhA ho / jitane saMkalpa-vikalpa haiM ve saba mithyA haiN| AtmA saMkalpa-vikalpase rahita hai, usa AtmAko maiM mAnatA huuN| nizcaya nayase rAga, dveSa, moha AtmA nahIM hai| nizcayanaya hI mujhe mAnya hai| yaha saba svapna hai-parabhAvako svapna samajhanA caahiye| 168 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.3-2-35 "saMtacaraNa Azraya vinA, sAdhana kA~ aneka; pAra na tethI pAmiyo, Ugyo na aMza viveka. sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayA, rahyo na koI upAya, satsAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya ?

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patrAvali-1 109 prabhu prabhu laya lAgI nahIM, paDyo na sadgurupAya; dIThA nahi nijadoSa to, tariye koNa upAya ?" jUA khelanevAlA narakameM jAtA hai, yaha bAta bahuta dhyAnameM lene yogya hai| aisA manuSyabhava punaH nahIM milegaa| sahaja hI kAma cala rahA ho aura svayaM jUA Adi durAcaraNameM pravRtti karatA ho use dhikkAra, dhikkAra, dhikkAra hai! 169 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa ___ phAlguna sudI 10, 1991 tA.14-3-35 Apa jaise bhI saMbhava ho koI maukA dekhakara satsaMga karane yahA~ aaiyegaa| eka AtmA hai, usakI satsaMgameM upadezase jAna-pahacAna hone para sarva duHkhoMkA nAza hokara zAMti prApta hotI hai| ataH avakAza nikAlakara AyeMge to bodha milegaa| isake samAna eka bhI nahIM hai| bodhase kalyANa hotA hai aura yathAtathya samajhameM AtA hai| phira koI ciMtA nahIM rhtii| "phikarakA phA~kA bharA, usakA nAma phakIra" itanI bAta dhyAnameM rakha kara, Apake cittameM kisI prakArakA kheda dikhAI deM to yahA~ A jaayeN| eka do dina yahA~ raheMge to sarvathA kheda-ciMtAkA nAza hokara, sabhI bAta yathAtathya samajhameM aayegii| jJAnIko bhI karma ba~dhe hue hote haiM, phira bhI unheM kheda nahIM rahatA, kintu ulTA bhI sulTA bana jAtA hai| yaha abhI samajhameM nahIM AyA hai ataH samajhanekI AvazyakatA hai| yaha bAta manameM rakheMge to bahuta acchA hogaa| adhika kyA likheM? avakAza nikAlakara samAgama karanekA lakSya rkhiyegaa| 170 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.22-3-35 bhagavAnakA vacana hai ki 'saddhA parama dullhaa'| Apako paramakRpAludeva para zraddhA hai vaha aba badalanevAlI nahIM hai| anya saba to prArabdhAnusAra hotA rahatA hai| jIvako yogyatAkI kamI ho to use pUrI karane para hI chuTakArA hai| paramakRpAludevake prati prema, ullAsa, bhakti kartavya hai| zArIrika sthiti to jaisI badalatI rahe vaisI dekhate rahanA ucita hai| samatA, dhairya rakhakara saba sahana karanA yogya hai, samatA-zAMtise rahanA yogya hai jii| 171 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa zrAvaNa sudI 15, saM.1991 paramakRpAlu mahApuruSoMne kahA hai ki jIvane jo kiyA hai use bhoge binA kisIko chuTakArA nahIM mila sktaa| isa jIvako bhI nahIM bA~dhA huA kucha nahIM aayegaa| ataH samatAse, dhairyase, samabhAvase sahana karanA cAhiye, aisA jJAnIpuruSoMne kahA hai| ba~dhe hue karma chUTate haiN| usameM harSa-zoka karanA yogya nahIM hai| OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH

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110 upadezAmRta 172 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.13-11-35 jo duHkha AtA hai vaha jAyegA, jA rahA hai| vaha vApisa AnevAlA nahIM hai| usase ghabarAyeM nahIM / jIvako mAtra satpuruSake upadezakI kamI hai, vaha prApta ho vaisI bhAvanA vardhamAna karane yogya hai| satsaMgase vaha prApta hotI hai, ataH satsaMgakI abhilASA rakhate rheN| bIsa dohe, kSamApanAkA pATha, chaH padakA patra, Atmasiddhi, smaraNamaMtra Adi sunanemeM, ciMtana karanemeM vizeSa kAla vyatIta karanA yogya hai jii| *** 173 nAsika, caitrasudI 7, 1992 "jaba jAkau jaiso udai, so sohai tihi thAna; zakti marore jIvakI, udai mahA balavAna."-zrI banArasIdAsajI kyA kahA jAya! kSetra sparzanAnusAra hai, hotA hai| sadgurukRpAse AtmAko jAnA hai aura deha to isakA, usakA, sabakA kSaNabhaMgura hai| isa saMbaMdhameM kalpanA karanA vyartha hai| "kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNe kA aho! rAcI raho?" "je draSTA che dRSTino, je jANe che rUpa; abAdhya anubhava je rahe, te che jIvasvarUpa." AtmasiddhizAstra aura chaH padake patrameM saba A gayA hai|.....ne pUchA thA ki gurugama kyA hai? yaha bahuta kuzala hai para gurugamakI prApti nahIM huii| bahuta bAteM kahanI haiM para zakti nahIM hai| jIvakI yogyatA caahiye| gurugamake bAremeM bahuta sunanekI AvazyakatA hai| sAre dina yaha vyavasthA aura vaha vyavasthA karate rahanemeM kyA Atmahita hai? AtmAkI ciMtA karanI hai| dehakA jo honA ho vaha hotA rahe, bhale kaTa jAya, bhale chida jAya, para sadguru dvArA prApta pakar3ako chor3anA nahIM hai| maiMne AtmAko nahIM jAnA, para sadgurune jAnA hai, yaha zraddhA dRr3ha karane yogya hai, chor3ane yogya nahIM hai| arUpI AtmAko kisa prakAra dekhA jA sakatA hai! 'saddhA parama dullhaa|' 174 tat OM sat zrI sadguru rAjacaMdra prabhuko trikAla namaskAra! (1) eka akSarase samajhameM Aye vahA~ pA~ca, pA~ca akSarase samajhameM Aye vahA~ paccIsa, paccIsa akSarase samajhameM Aye vahA~ pacAsa, pacAsa akSarase samajhameM Aye vahA~ sau na kheN| saMkSepase samajhameM Aye vahA~ vistAra na kreN| (2) AtmAko dekheN| pudgala bhrama hai| (3) paryAya para dRSTi rakhanese doSa dikhAI dete haiM, kaSAya puSTa hote haiN| AtmAko dekhanese AtmA puSTa hotA hai| AtmAko dekhA to AtmA aura parako dekhA to pr|

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patrAvali-1 111 (4) smdRsstti| (5) bhUla jaayeN| (6) jddbhrtvt| (7) mRtyu mahotsava hai| (8) smaadhimrnn| (9) duHkha jAtA hai-dhairya, samatA, kssmaa| (10) dyaa-aabhaarii| (11) bhayaMkara zatruko jItanekA avasara, smy-svbhaav| (12) merA nahIM hai| jo AyA hai vaha jAtA hai| vApasa nahIM aayegaa| (13) jo hai usakA smaraNa-sahajAtmasvarUpa / (14) eka hai, dUsarA nhiiN| (15) anya nahIM hai| (16) jo hai vaha jAtA nhiiN| (17) jaisA hai vaisAkA vaisA hai| (18) draSTA hai, jAnatA hai, aisA hI hai| 175 tat OM sat ananya zaraNake denevAle aise zrI sadagurudeva zuddha caitanyasvAmI paramakRpAlu zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhuko atyaMta bhaktise trikAla namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho! 'tArA darzanathI gururAja re, saryAM saryAM mArA sahu kAja re; bhamyo aMdha banI bhavamAMhIM re, kALa anaMta pAmyo na kAMI re. 1 tArA darzanathI jinarAja re, TaLyAM mohapaDala muja Aja re; vAstavika vastunuM svarUpa re, hatuM tevU dIrcha meM anupa re. 2 pavitrAtmA sujJa Arya pUjya bhAI choTAlAla malukacaMda zAhake prati vijJapti, mu. zrI vaTavA, ahamadAbAdake pAsa / zrI sanAtana jaina dharma tIrthaziromaNi zrImad rAjacaMdra Azramase likhAnevAle munikula laghuke jayasadguruvaMdanapUrvaka AzIrvAdake sAtha saddharmavRddhi prApta ho! 1 artha-he gururAja! tere darzanase mere saba kArya paripUrNa siddha ho gye| Aja taka maiM aMdha hokara saMsArameM bhaTaka rahA thA aura anaMta kAla bIta jAnepara bhI mujhe kucha bhI prApti nahIM huii| he jinarAja! Aja

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112 upadezAmRta vi. he prabhu! ApakA patra, bhAI rAmajI velajIke hastAkSaroMmeM likhAyA huA patra, savistara par3hakara saMtoSa huA hai| he prabhu! Apa mahAbhAgyazAlI hai| karmodayase honevAle citra-vicitra dehAdi paryAyako apanA mAnakara ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva huA hai| isa saMsArameM vAstavika bhUla to yahI hai| isase parabhAvameM pariNata ho mohAsaktike vaza saMkalpa-vikalpa Adi dvArA baMdhana huA hai, hotA hai| isameM isa jIvane mahApuNyayogase manuSyabhava prApta kiyA hai| usameM bhI manuSyabhava to bahuta bahuta hue para ve pazuvat bIte haiM, unameM mithyA jar3ako cetana mAnakara rAgadveSakara bhavabaMdhana bar3hAyA hai| usa bhUlako yathAtathya samajhakara zrImad zrI paramakRpAluke yogase unake bodhakI pratIti, ruci, AsthA honepara, merI alpa mati anusAra kalyANa hogA aisA samajhameM AtA hai jii| he prabhu! usa viSayameM Apako kucha nahIM likhtaa| he prabhu! ApakA patra par3hakara Apake jo paryAya, bhAva haiM ve mujhe bahuta acche lage haiM jii| ApakI yogyatA, bhAvanAko dekhakara maiM AtmabhAvanAse AtmabhAvameM namaskAra karatA huuN| AzIrvAdapUrvaka ApakA kalyANa ho aisI icchA kara, Apa bhavaparyaMta akhaMDa jAgRta raheM yahI AzIrvAda hai| he prabhu! merI yogyatAkI kamIke kAraNa maiM Apako kucha likha nahIM sktaa| kyoMki paramakRpAlu deva jJAnIkI AjJA hai ki ApakI yogyatA vardhamAna ho vaisA karanA caahiye| jisa jJAnIne yathAtathya kSAyika prApta kiyA hai usakA vaha adhikAra hai| ataH he prabhu! una sadgurukI AjJAse pravRtti karate hue-akhaMDa jIvana bhavaparyaMta AjJAmeM rahanese-jIvako avazya samakita prApta hotA hai| parabhavameM vaha sAtha rahatA hai| aMtameM mokSa hone taka vaha rahatA hai, aisA samajhameM AyA hai| to he prabhu! Apako to vaha joga mila gayA hai, ataH aba Apako usI bhAvakI bhAvanAse samaya vyatIta karanA caahiye| mujhe to aisA samajhameM AtA hai| jaise bhI ho asaMga apratibaddhatAkI bhAvanAse, eka hI jAgRtikI bhAvanAse kalyANa hai| bAkI to pUrvakRta udaya AtA hai vaha merA nahIM hai| yaha vibhAva pariNAma jar3a hai| pudgalako maiM apanA nahIM maanuuNgaa| merA jo hai vaha to jJAnIpuruSane kahA hai so hai| 176 zrImad sadguru sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru, namaskAra ho! eka 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' yahI smaraNa kartavya hai jii| udayAdhIna sAtA-asAtA vedanI karmabaMdhanase chUTaneke samaya jAtI hai| vahA~ upayoga (AtmA) dekhanekI bhAvanA bAraMbAra vivekase vicArakara, caitanya jar3ase bhinna hai aisA samajhakara, jJAnacakSuse divyacakSuko vicArameM-dhyAnameM lAkara, AtmAnaMda bhAvanAse bhakti karanI caahiye| "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|" jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|| tere darzanase mere mohapaTala dUra ho gaye aura vAstavika vastukA svarUpa jaisA hai vaisA anupama svarUpa hI mujhe dikhAyI diyaa| ('darzana'kA rahasyArtha samyagdarzana kiyA jA sakatA hai|)

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113 patrAvali-1 1"saMga parihArathI svAmI nija pada lahUM, zuddha Atmika AnaMda pada saMgrahyu; jahavi parabhAvathI huM bhavodadhi vasyo, parataNo saMga saMsAratAe grasyo ." samajheM, samajhakara samA jaayeN| subahameM uThakara zrI satpuruSake darzana kreN| phira nivRttiyoga prAptakara eka Asana para sthita ho jaayeN| usa samayameM prathama maMtra (paramaguru) kA smaraNa kara mAlA phereM, athavA dhyAna yA bhaktike dohe 'he prabhu, he prabhu' meM anukUla yogase jitanA avakAza mile utane samaya taka vRttiko rokakara upayogakI jAgRti pUrvaka pravartana kreN| sadvRttikA anusaMdhAna kreN| kAyotsargameM raTana, smaraNa, dhyAna, jJAna-darzana-cAritra (jAnanA-dekhanA-sthiratA), sadvicAra kartavya hai jii| 'sarvavyApaka sat-cit-AnaMda aisA maiM AtmA eka hU~,' aisA ciMtana kareM, dhyAna kreN| udayake dhakkese jaba-jaba vaha dhyAna chUTa jAye taba taba usakA anusaMdhAna bahuta zIghratAse kreN| 177 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa yaha jIva anAdikAlase apanI matikalpanAse dharma mAnakara dharmArAdhana karanekA prayatna karatA hai jI, jisase mUla dharmako prApta nahIM kara skaa| anaMta jIva mithyA mohake kAraNa anaMta saMsArameM paribhramaNa karate haiM, vaha unakI svacchaMda kalpanAkA phala hai| jinAgamameM varNita usa bhUlako jJAnIpuruSoMne dekhA, ciMtana kiyA aura use dUrakara apane nijabhAva mUla dharma samyagdarzana jJAnacAritrameM svayaM pariNata hue haiN| hameM bhI vahI karanA hai|| nimnalikhita vacana vizeSataH AtmArthI jIvoMko lakSyameM lene jaise haiM, bAraMbAra vicAraNIya haiM, pratidina smRtimeM, dhyAnameM, bhAvanAmeM lene yogya haiM "uSNa udaka jevo re A saMsAra che; temAM eka tattva moTuM re samajaNa sAra che." mahApuruSoMne usa para dhyAna diyA hai| isase jIvakA kalyANa hotA hai| gahana bAta hai| dhyAnameM rakhane jaisI hai| purAnA chor3ane jaisA hai| kucha kahane jaisA nahIM hai| kAla kSaNa-kSaNa bIta rahA hai, vaha vApasa lauTakara nahIM aataa| yaha jIva kisa kAlakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai? aisA socakara apane jIvanameM usa bhAvameM-Atama satsvarUpa zuddha AtmAkI pahacAna, pratIti, zraddhA, AjJA bhAvapUrvaka-lakSya rakheM to saMgakA phala avazya mile binA nahIM rhegaa| ___ 'manake kAraNa yaha saba hai' ataH cittavRttiko kisI satpuruSa dvArA kahe gaye vacanameM preritakara kAla vyatIta karane yogya hai jii| ve ye haiM 1. artha-zrI devacaMdrajI dharmanAtha svAmIke stavanameM kahate haiM ki Apa prabhune saMga(parigraha)kA tyAga karake nija Atmapadako prApta kiyA hai aura anaMta AnaMdarUpa zuddha AtmasvarUpameM lIna hue haiN| isake viparIta maiM parabhAvameM prIti honese parasaMgameM phaMsA rahakara saMsArasamudrameM DUbA huA huuN| Jain Educatio n ational

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114 upadezAmRta 1 + cattAri paramaMgANi dullahANIha jaMtuNo / mANusataM sui saddhA, saMjamammi ya vIriyaM // (uttarA03/1) bhAvArtha- mokSaprAptike cAra utkRSTa aMga haiM : (1) manuSyabhava (2) zruta ( satpuruSake mukhase nisRta vANI ) kA zravaNa, (3) saddharma para zraddhA, (4) saMyamameM balavIrya sphurita karanA / ye cAra mahAna kAraNa isa saMsArameM jIvoMko milane durlabha haiM / 2. ahamikko khalu suddho, nimmamao NANadaMsaNasamaggo / ta iThio taccitto, savve ee khayaM Nemi // ( samaya073 ) bhAvArtha - maiM eka hU~, parapudgalase bhinna hU~, nizcayanayase zuddha hU~, ajJAna - mailase nyArA hU~, mamatAse rahita hU~, jJAnadarzanase pUrNa hU~, maiM apane jJAnasvabhAva sahita hU~, cetanAguNa merI sattA hai, maiM apane AtmasvarUpakA dhyAnakara sarva karmakA kSaya karatA hU~ / 3. jhAi jhAi paramappA, appa samANo gaNijjai paro vi / ujjhai rAga ya doso, chijjai teNa saMsAro // bhAvArtha- paramAtmasvarUpakA dhyAna dharo, dhyAna dharo / anyako bhI apane AtmAke samAna mAno / rAga aura dveSakA tyAga kro| isase saMsArakA baMdhana naSTa hotA hai / 4. mA mujjhaha mA rajjhaha mA dussaha iTThaNi atthe / thiramicchaha jai cittaM vicittajhANappasiddhie / / (dravya048) bhAvArtha - he bhavyajanoM! yadi tuma aneka prakArake dhyAna- dharma, zukla Adi yA nirvikalpa dhyAna - ke liye cittako sthira karanA cAhate ho to iSTa-aniSTarUpa iMdriyoMke viSayoMmeM moha na karo, rAga na karo, dveSa na karo / 5. mA ciTThaha mA jaMpaha mA ciMtaha kiM vi jeNa hoi thiro / appA appammi rao iNameva paraM have jjhANaM // ( dravya056) bhAvArtha - he jJAnIjanoM! tuma kucha bhI ceSTA na karo athavA kAyAkI pravRtti na karo, kucha bhI bolo nahIM, kucha bhI vicAra na karo ki jisase tumhArA AtmA AtmAmeM sthira ho jAya; kyoMki AtmAmeM tallIna honA hI parama dhyAna hai / 6. khAmemi savva jIvA, savve jIvA khamaMtu me / mitti me savva bhUesu, veraM majjhaM na keAi // bhAvArtha - maiM saba jIvoMse kSamAyAcanA karatA hU~ / saba jIva mere aparAdhako kSamA kreN| merA saba jIvoMse maitrI bhAva hai / kisIke prati bhI merA vairabhAva nahIM hai / isa patrameM likhI uparokta chahoM gAthAoMko kaNThastha kareM aura unakA jo artha haiM usa para ciMtana kareM, itanA lakSya rakheM / + cAroM hI aMga duSprApya jIvoMko jagameM ati, manuSyatva, zruti, zraddhA, saMyamameM vIrya- sphuraNA.

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115 patrAvali-2 tA. 24-1-26 jinheM AptapuruSa arthAt AtmasvarUpa prApta puruSake bodharUpI lAThIkA prahAra huA hai, ve jIva to kSaNa-kSaNa apane doSa dekhakara, apaneko adhamAdhama mAnakara, apanemeM vidyamAna doSoMko pakSapAtarahita dRSTise dekhate haiM, aura apane rAI jaise doSako meru jitanA mAnakara unheM nirmUla karanekA hI niraMtara puruSArtha karate haiN| doSa to anaMta prakArake haiN| una saba doSoMkA bIjabhUta mUla doSa svacchaMda, uddhatapanA hai| usake aMgabhUta arthAt svacchaMdake aMgabhUta aneka doSa haiM, jaise ki 'maiM jAnatA hU~, maiM samajhatA hU~' aura usake AdhAra para apanI kalpanAnusAra paramArthakA nirNaya karanA, apanI kalpanAke nirNayako saccA mAnanA, satpuruSakI sahamatike binA paramArthamArgakI svayaM kalpanA karanA aura usa kalpanAnusAra anyako bhI samajhAnA ityAdi tathA iMdriyAdi viSayoMkI ati lolupatA, krodha mAna mAyAkI madhuratA ityAdi doSa AtmAse haTAkara, apanI samajhako badalakara satpuruSakI samajhake anusAra apanI samajha bnaayeN| isake binA trikAlameM bhI kalyANakA, mokSakA mArga nahIM hai| uparokta doSa Apako, hamako, sabhIko vicAra-vicArakara AtmAse nikAlane haiN| ve doSa jAne para hI yathArtha mumukSutA prakaTa hogii| *** tA.4-2-27 sabhI kAma acche hoNge| ciMtA karane jaisA kucha nahIM hai| 'phikarakA phA~kA bharA, usakA nAma phkiir|' "nahi banavAnuM nahi bane, banavaM vyartha na thAya; kAM e auSadha na pIjiye? jethI ciMtA jAya." "gaI vastu zoce nahIM, Agama vAMchA nAhi; vartamAna varte sadA, so jJAnI jagamAMhi." -yoM pravRtti karanI caahiye| "bItI tAhi visAra de, AgekI sudha leya, jo banI Ave sahajameM, tAhImeM citta deya." manuSyabhava durlabha hai| cAhe rogI, garIba, azakta, vRddha cAhe jaisA ho para manuSyabhava aura usameM kisI saMtakI kRpAse prApta sacce anubhavI puruSake maMtrakA lAbha to apUrva hai| ataH 'sahajAtmasvarUpa

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116 upadezAmRta paramaguru' kA jApa aura vahI bhAvanA rakhanI uttama hai| munideva mohanalAlajI Ate, para nahIM A sake isameM lAbha hai| ye Aye aura unase mile, tathA hameM yAda karanA aura bulAnA yaha saba bhUlakara, eka jJAnadarzanacAritrakI ekatArUpa merA svarUpa hai, he bhagavAna! mujhe usakA patA nahIM hai, paraMtu jJAnIpuruSoMne dekhA hai vaisA merA svarUpa hai, usakA mujhe bhAna ho / yahI AnaMdasvarUpa hai| anya saba pA~ca iMdriyoMse jo sukhaduHkharUpa lagatA hai, vaha saba mithyA hai, kSaNika hai, TikanevAlA nahIM hai, mAtra nATakake khela jaisA hai| he prabhu! aba maiM usakA vizvAsa na karU~ aura merA jo zuddha caitanya svarUpa zAzvata, acala aura nirmala hai, vaha mujhe prApta ho / usakI prAptike liye sadgurukA batAyA maMtra saMtake yogase isa bhavameM mujhe prApta huA hai, usakA mAhAtmya kSaNabhara bhI bhUlA na jAya aura jaba taka jIbhane bolanA baMda nahIM kiyA, A~khane dekhanA baMda nahIM kiyA, kAnane sunanA baMda nahIM kiyA, sparzase acchA burA laganA baMda nahIM huA, taba taka he prabhu! isa maMtrakA raTana jIbhake agrabhAga para rahe, kAnameM isI maMtrakI jhaMkAra rahe, aMguli isI maMtrako ginanemeM rukI rahe, aisI bhAvanA aura puruSArtha kartavya hai| sarva prakArakI ciMtAoMkA tyAgakara mAtra paramAtmasvarUpake ciMtanameM ekAgratA kreN| citta idharaudhara jAye to use samajhAkara AtmahitameM jodd'eN| "vacanAmRta vItarAganAM, parama zAMta rasa mULa; auSadha je bhavaroganAM, kAyarane pratikULa." una rAjavaida-"sadguru vaidya sujANa" kI auSadhi 'vicAra-dhyAna' tathA 'AjJA'meM pravRtti prayatnapUrvaka vizeSa kiijiyegaa| caitra sudI 9, saM. 1983 tA. 10-4-27 bahuta samAgamakI AvazyakatA hai| kaI bAteM sunaneke bAda zravaNa, manana, nididhyAsanake anukramase samajhameM Ane yogya hai| yogyatAkI jitanI kamI hogI vaha pUrI karanI par3egI, paraMtu bar3I kamI bodhakI hai| bodhakI AvazyakatA hai| ataH avakAza nikAlakara samAgamameM vizeSa bodhakA zravaNa ho vaisA prathama kartavya hai jii| ___ mahat puNyake yogase manuSyabhava milA hai| usameM bhI mahat mahat puNyake yogase sarvotkRSTa vastukI jijJAsA jAgRta hotI hai| kisI apUrva puNyake yogase isa kAlameM satpuruSase bheMTa ho pAtI hai aura pratyakSa puruSakI pahacAna honA to kisI apUrva saMskAra aura atyaMta puNyake puMjakA saMcaya huA ho tabhI saMbhava hai| aise yogameM satpuruSakI vANIkA zravaNa aura usakA yathAyogya vicAra kara Atmahita sAdhaneke virale saMyoga to isa kAlameM kabhI kabhI hI banate haiM / aisA durlabha vikaTakArya bhI satpuruSake Azrayase isa kAlameM bhI siddha ho sakatA hai| kintu jo vastu hameM kharIdanI ho usa vastukI jitanI aprApyatA hotI hai, usIke anusAra usakA mUlya bhI vizeSa hotA hai| jauharIkI dukAnase hIre kharIdane hoM aura zAkabhAjIvAlese zAka kharIdanA ho to usa vastuke pramANameM usakA mUlya denA par3atA hai| kitane hI varSoM kI kamAI khAlI hone para hIrekI prApti hotI hai| vaise hI

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patrAvali-2 117 pichale janmoMke kitane adhika puNya ekatrita hue hoM taba sat vastukI prApti hotI hai| vaisA na ho to utanI AmadanI hone taka pratIkSA karanI par3atI hai, puruSArtha vizeSa jAgRta karanA par3atA hai| "jo iccho paramArtha to, karo satya puruSArtha" aisA 'Atmasiddhi meM paramakRpAludevane kahA hai, usake anusAra puruSArthakI abhI AvazyakatA hai| - "vizAla buddhi, madhyasthatA, saralatA aura jitendriyatA, itane guNa jisa AtmAmeM hoM vaha tattva pAneke liye uttama pAtra hai|" inameMse prathamake tInameM mukhyataH parabhavakI kamAI lagatI hai aura cauthA kAraNa jitendriyatA isa bhavake puruSArthake adhIna hai / use prApta karaneke liye jo kamara kase, vaha pAtratAkA pAtra banatA hai| "pAtra thavA sevo sadA brahmacarya matimAna" isa gaMbhIra vAkyako lakSyameM rakhakara abhI to prathama sopAnake rUpameM rasakI lolupatAkA tyAgakara, AhArameM rasa paidA ho aise padArthoMmeMse cittako pIche mor3akara nIrasa AhAra lenekI Adata DAlanI caahiye| jina padArthoM meM jIbhako AnaMda AtA ho, moha hotA ho, vaise padArthoMkA aparicaya, anabhyAsa, tyAga karanekI vRtti rakhanese rasaparityAga yA svAdapara vijaya prApta karanese AtmAko bahuta avakAza prApta hone yogya hai| usase bodha pariNamita honekA kAraNa banatA hai| sabhI zAstroMkA sAra yahI hai ki kisI jJAnIpuruSako DhUMDhakara usake vacanameM vizvAsa kara, usakI AjJAkA pAlana karanekA puruSArtha karanA caahiye| jJAnIpuruSase jJAnakI yAcanA karanekI apekSA bhaktikI kAmanA karanA vizeSa hitakArI hai, aisA jJAnIpuruSoMkA anubhavakathana hai, usa para vicAra kiijiyegaa| * Azvina vadI 8, saM. 1987 jo-jo janme haiM una sabakI kisI na kisI nimittase mRtyu to avazya honI hI hai| mahA atizayadhArI zrI tIrthaMkara jaise bhI isa nAzavAna zarIrako avinAzI nahIM banA sake, to AyuSya samApta ho jAne para mRtyuko rokanemeM anya koI samartha hai ? kAla sira para ma~DarA rahA hai / prANa liye yA legA aisA ho rahA hai| phira yaha jIva kisa samayakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai, yaha vicAra karane yogya hai| dera-sabera hameM bhI isa mRtyu-parIkSAmeM hokara jAnA par3egA, yaha socakara samAdhimaraNakI taiyArIrUpa sadvicAra, kaSAyakI maMdatA yA kSaya, moha aura dehAdhyAsakA tyAga Adike liye nivRtti dravya, nivRtti kSetra, nivRtti kAla aura nivRtti bhAvakA sevana, satsaMga, saMtasamAgama, satpuruSa aura unakI vANIkA sanmAna, vairAgya-upazama AdikA ArAdhana Ajase hameM kara lenA caahiye| yadi yaha zeSa bhava samyaktvarUpa dharmake ArAdhanameM vyatIta kiyA jAya to aneka bhavoMkA pratiphala milane jaisA hai jii| mahApuruSoMne AyuSyakI aMtima ghar3Iko hI mRtyu nahIM kahA hai, para kSaNa-kSaNa AyuSyakI Dora kama hotI jA rahI hai vaha-vaha kSaNa yadi vibhAvameM bItA to vaha mRtyu hI hai| jisakI vibhAva pariNati rukI nahIM hai, unheM jJAnIpuruSoMne calatA-phiratA murdA hI kahA hai| jitanA samaya

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upadezAmR svabhAvadazAmeM bItatA hai use hI jJAniyoMne jIvana kahA hai| zeSa samaya to jIva mRtyumeM hI bitA rahA / isa ginatIse to hameM, apane jIvanakA ghAta ho rahA hai isIkA, kheda karanA cAhiye / 118 yoM jIva dRSTi badalakara dekheM to laukika vastuoM yA saMbaMdhiyoMke viyogakI apekSA anaMta gunA kheda to hameM apane AtmAkI adhama dazA dekhakara karanA cAhiye / jisa AtmAke mUla svarUpakA jJAnI puruSoMne aisA varNana kiyA hai ki vaha kevalajJAna svarUpa, kevala darzanasvarUpa, kSAyaka samyaktvasvarUpa, anaMta sukhasvarUpa, anaMta vIryasvarUpa hai / itanI sArI RddhikA svAmI hamArA AtmA hai, phira bhI do A~kha hoM to dekha sake, citta sthira ho to jAna sake, pudgala padArtha prApta ho to sukhakA anubhava kara sake aisA hIna vIryavAlA, parAdhIna, pudgalakA hI Adara karanevAlA, kaMgAla jaisA ho rahA hai / vaha mUla svarUpase kitanA patita, kitanI adhama dazAmeM A par3A hai! isa para vicAra kreN| yadi hama apane AtmAkI dayA nahIM kareMge, usake hitakI ciMtA nahIM kareMge to hama vicAravAna kaise? anAdikAlase jo bhUla calI A rahI hai vaha bhUla kyA hai ? aura yaha bhUla kaise dUra ho ? isakA vicAra mumukSu jIva karate haiM / usa bhUlako pahacAnakara use dUra karaneke liye yaha manuSyabhava mukhya sAdhana hai / satsaMga, samAgama Adi sarvottama nimitta haiM / yadi vaha bhUla isa manuSyabhavameM bhI dUra nahIM huI to yaha bhava vyartha gayA mAnA jaayegaa| phira anya Dhora, pazu yA naraka Adike bhavameM aisI anukUlatA kahA~se milegI ? svajana-maraNa Adike prasaMgoMmeM saMsArakA svarUpa, jaisA hai vaisA samajhanekI anukUlatA hai kyoMki vahA~ mAyAkA AvaraNa kama honA saMbhava hai / ataH sarala jIvAtmA apane vicArameM utarakara isa bhavako saphala karane yogya sadvicAra sadgurukRpAse prApta kare to AtmakalyANa dUra nahIM hai / kAla kaThina hai, duSama yA kaliyuga kahA gayA hai / phira bhI karmakA tIvra udaya eka samAna honA saMbhava nhiiN| jIva cAhe to isa kAlameM bhI dharmakA avakAza prApta kara sakatA hai aisA bhagavAnane kahA hai / kintu jIva jAgRta honA cAhiye, AtmakalyANakA lakSya rakhanA cAhiye, usake liye puruSArthakA AraMbha karanA caahiye| samajhanese hI chuTakArA hai / 'jaba jAgeMge AtamA taba lAgeMge raMga / ' yadi samyaktvarUpI ratna prApta ho jAya to yaha manuSya bhava ciMtAmaNi ratnatulya hai, anyathA pazutulya hai aisA jJAnIpuruSoMne kahA hai / anAdi kAlake paribhramaNako dUra karanekA yaha avasara milA hai yaha vyartha na calA jAya itanA lakSya avazya rakhaneyogya hai jI / kArtika vadI 1, guru, saM. 1988 isa jIvako saMsArake kAmameM jo madhuratA aura moha hai, vaha badalakara yadi itanA utsAha aura ciMtA isa AtmAke kalyANake hetubhUta dharmameM rahe to mokSa bahuta dUra nahIM hai| mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai / usa dRSTiko badalanekI AvazyakatA hai jI / tathA jisakA parama mAhAtmya hai aise sadguruke bodhake binA dRSTi parivartana durlabha hai| jaba taka saMsArakA mahattva mAnA jAyegA taba taka hRdayameM sadgurukA nivAsa nahIM ho sakatA / ataH isa klezarUpa saMsArase chUTanekI bhAvanA hone para jIva sadgurukI kRpAkA pAtra banatA hai tathA vaisA bananeke liye saMtake caraNakamalakI sevA sarvottama upAya hai /

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patrAvali-2 119 jIvako satsaMgakI aura bodhakI kamI hai| mahAna puNyake udayase manuSyabhava milA hai, yadi jIva use hAra jAyegA to phira kaunase bhavameM dharmasAdhana samajha sakegA? kauve, kutteke bhavameM jIva kyA kara sakegA? yoM socakara satpuruSa zrImad rAjacaMdra paramAtmA para acala zraddhA rakha unake vacanAmRtakA pAna karate rahanekI vinatI hai jii| yadi isa bhavameM isa paramapuruSa zrImad rAjacaMdra deva para sarvopari prema prakaTa ho, unheM hI isa bhavameM AtmajJAnI, AtmadAtA mAnakara upAsanA kI jAye, to isa jIvane bahuta bar3I kamAI kara lI hai aisA mAnA jaayegaa| unake vacanameM ullAsa bhAva lAkara, unhoMne jisa dazAko prApta kiyA hai usake prati AdarabhAva rakhakara yaha jIva usIkI icchA rakhe, to isa bhavabaMdhanase chur3AnevAlA samakita isa kAlameM bhI prApta ho sakatA hai| yaha avasara chUTa na jAya isaliye paramapuruSake Azritake samAgamameM unake mukhase sunI huI bAteM jAnakara, usameM ullAsa rakhakara, bhAva-pariNAmako nirmalakara samyaktvakI prApti karanA hI isa manuSyabhava-prAptikI saphalatA hai| jo honahAra hai vaha badalanevAlA nahIM aura jo badalanevAlA hai vaha honevAlA nahIM, aisA prAyaH hai, to phira saMsArI prasaMgoMmeM pha~sakara dharmameM pramAda kyoM kiyA jAya? sarva karmodaya mithyA hI hai aisA jisane jAnA hai, anubhava kiyA hai, vaise pravartanakI vRtti rahatI hai aura pravRtti karate haiM, aise samabhAvI mahAtmAko namaskAra! bhUtakAlameM hone yogya huA, ho gayA, aba usakA zoka kyoM? kyoMki aba to usameMkA kucha bhI nahIM hai| vartamAna samayameM jo ho rahA hai, vaha pUrvasaMskAra karmake phalasvarUpa hai| jIvane jaise bhAva ajJAnavaza kiye haiM, ve ve bhAva karmarUpameM udayameM Akara jIvako ghabarAte haiM, usameM ghabarAnA kyoM ? jo mA~gA so milA, icchita prApta huA; mohAdhIna hokara mA~gA, icchA kI, vaha milA bhI sahI; kintu aba usase ghabarAhaTa hone lagI, to isameM doSa kise diyA jAya? harSa-zoka kyoM? ucita ho rahA hai aura vaha bhI ho jAneke bAda kucha nahIM rahegA, aisA honA hI hai| udayameM Akara karmoMkI nirjarA ho jAne para ve nahIMvat ho jAte haiM to phira ciMtA kisa bAtakI? honahAra to hogA hii| bhaviSyameM jo honevAlA hai vaha bhI vartamAnameM jaise bhAva hoMge vaisA hI hogaa| bhaviSyako sudhAranA jIvake hAthameM hai| samyakbhAva grahaNakara jIva samyak sthiti prApta karegA, ataH samyak bhAva uttama haiN| asamyakprakAra-parapadArtha, parabhAva-kI bhAvanA karanA yogya nahIM hai| aisA samajhate hue bhI yaha jIva jagata tathA asatsaMga-vAsiyoMke samUhameM (jo samUha pUrvakarmAdhIna usane ekatrita kiyA hai aura abhI bhI mohavaza A~kha mUMdakara kar3avA lagane para bhI madhulipta talavArako cATanekI apekSAse icchA karatA hai) rahakara jagata tathA asatsaMgiyoMko acchA manavAnemeM lokalAja-lokadaSTimeM rahakara apanA burA kara rahA hai, karatA hai; usa para vicAra kare to jIva nissaMdeha vairAgyako prApta hogaa| kintu pUrva saMskArakI zakti prabala honeke kAraNa athavA jIvakI zithilatAke kAraNa lokalAja evaM lokadRSTi tathA viSaya-kaSAya AdimeM madhulipta talavArake svAdameM par3A rahanA yogya nahIM hai, yoM jAnate hue bhI A~khe mUMdakara par3A rahatA hai, vaha kisaliye? isakA jIva vicAra kare to upazama-rasa cakhe binA kaise raha sakatA hai? sadgurukI pahacAna satsaMga-saMtasamAgamameM bodha dvArA karake yadi jIva usameM dRr3ha vizvAsa rakhe to yaha bhava sArthaka ho sakatA hai| yaha lakSya cUkane yogya nahIM hai|

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120 upadezAmRta jyeSTha sudI 14, zukra, 1988 sahanazIlatA, dhairya, kSamA, zAMtipUrvaka sahana karanA, ye guNa grahaNa karanese acchI gati prApta hotI hai| vedanIyase ghabarAnA, akulAnA nahIM cAhiye / jo AtI hai vaha jAneke liye AtI hai, aura 'isase adhika Ao' aisA kahanese adhika AnevAlI nahIM hai yA "vedanIya calI jAo" kahanese jAnevAlI bhI nahIM hai| 'nahIM banavAna nahIM bane, banavU vyartha na thAya; kAM e auSadha na pIjiye, jethI ciMtA jAya?' isase anaMtagunI vedanA jIvane naraka-nigodameM bhogI hai, phira bhI usakA nAza nahIM huaa| dhUpake bAda chAyA aura chAyAke bAda dhUpa AtI hai, isI prakAra vedanAko rakhanA cAheMge to bhI nahIM rhegii| jo hotA hai use dekhate rheN| dekhaneke sivAya kucha upAya bhI nahIM hai| ___ AtmA kabhI maratA nahIM, janmatA nahIM; bUr3hA nahIM, yuvAna nahIM; strI nahIM, puruSa nahIM; baniyA nahIM, brAhmaNa nhiiN| phira bhI vaha ATha prakArake karmoMse ghirA huA bhinna bhinna rUpase dikhAI detA hai, kintu vaha kabhI bhI deharUpa nahIM huA hai| dehase bhinna, sadA sarvadA caitanya-svarUpa hI hai, parama AnaMdasvarUpa hai| AtmAke sukhakA varNana nahIM ho sktaa| aise aciMtya mahimAvAle AtmAko jJAnIpuruSoMne jAnA hai tathA saMtapuruSoMne batAyA hai, vaha mujhe mAnya hai| 'mujhe duHkha ho rahA hai, maiM mara rahA hU~' aisA maiM kabhI mAnanevAlA nahIM / dehake saMyogase dehake daMDa dekhane hoMge so dekha rahA huuN| para merA svarUpa to jJAnIne dekhA hai vaisA anaMta jJAnasvarUpa, anaMtadarzanasvarUpa, avyAbAdha sukhasvarUpa aura anaMtazaktisvarUpa hai| usameM merI AsthA, zraddhA, mAnyatA, pratIti, ruci hai| vahI mujhe prApta ho| AtmAse bhinna jo-jo saMyoga mile haiM ve saba chor3aneke haiM aura saba duHkhadAyI hai| sAtA yA asAtA donoM vedanIyakarma haiM, kisI prakAra icchanIya nahIM hai; para jo A par3e use samatAbhAvase sahana karanA ucita hai| jJAnIpuruSa bhI samabhAvase sahana karaneke abhyAsase sarva karmase rahita hokara mokSako prApta hue haiN| cittako smaraNameM rokanA caahiye| ___"zrI sadgurune kahA hai aise nipa~tha mArgakA sadaiva Azraya rhe| maiM dehAdisvarUpa nahIM hU~ aura deha, strI, putra Adi koI bhI mere nahIM hai, maiM zuddha caitanyasvarUpa avinAzI AtmA hU~, yoM AtmabhAvanA karanese rAgadveSakA kSaya hotA hai|" / yauvana, nIroga avasthA aura sukha-vaibhava bhoganeke prasaMgoMkI apekSA aise vedanAke prasaMga jIvake kalyANake kAraNa honese amRta samAna haiM, kintu jaba taka dRSTi parivartana nahIM hotA taba taka bAhya vastuoMmeM sukha lagatA hai aura jaba unheM chor3anekA samaya AtA hai taba kaThina lagatA hai| paraMtu AtmAke samyagjJAna, samyagdarzana, samyakcAritra Adi guNa to avinAzI haiM, chor3anese chUTa nahIM sakate / mAtra usakA bhAna nahIM hai| vaha kisI saMtake yogase sunakara, vicArakara, samyak prakArase mAnane para pariNAma badalate haiM aura jIvakI yogyatAse yathAtathya samajhameM AtA hai| isa AtmabhAvanAse Atmagati hotI hai| 0 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa manuSyabhava milanA bahuta durlabha hai jii| usameM bhI dharmakI jijJAsA aura satpuruSakA samAgama to atyaMta atyaMta durlabha hai jii| kyoMki isa kalikAlameM jIva kevala mAyAmeM hI pha~sA rahatA hai| jisase

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patrAvali-2 121 use yaha socanekA avakAza bhI nahIM milatA ki manuSyabhava prApta kara use kyA karanA cAhiye aura kyA kara rahA hai? paraMparAse kuladharma Adike AgrahameM pravRtti huI ho usameM kitanA kalyANa hai aura sat vastukA mAhAtmya kaisA hotA hai? jise sat prApta huA ho usakI dazA kaisI hotI hai? isa para vicAra karaneke liye satsaMga-samAgamake sivAya anya koI upAya nahIM hai| satsaMga saMsAra-rogakA nAza karanekI parama auSadhi hai| kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai| prANa liye yA legA yoM ho rahA hai, kAla sirapara ma~DarA rahA hai| phira yaha jIva kisa kAlakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai, yaha vicAraNIya hai jii| zrI RSabhadevajI bhagavAnane aTThAnave putroMko upadeza diyA vahA~ kahA hai ki___ "he jIvoM! Apa samajheM, samyakaprakArase smjheN| manuSyabhava milanA bahuta durlabha hai, aura cAroM gatiyoMmeM bhaya hai aisA jaaneN| ajJAnase sadviveka pAnA durlabha hai, aisA smjheN| sArA loka ekAMta duHkhase jala rahA hai, aisA jAneM, aura 'saba jIva' apane apane karmoMke kAraNa viparyAsatAkA anubhava karate haiM, isakA vicAra kreN|" / ___"jisakA sarva duHkhase mukta honekA abhiprAya huA ho vaha puruSa AtmAkI gaveSaNA kare, aura AtmAkI gaveSaNA karanI ho, vaha yamaniyamAdika sarva sAdhanoMkA Agraha apradhAna karake satsaMgakI gaveSaNA kare, tathA upAsanA kre| satsaMgakI upAsanA karanI ho vaha saMsArakI upAsanA karaneke AtmabhAvakA sarvathA tyAga kre| apane sarva abhiprAyakA tyAga karake, apanI sarva zaktise usa satsaMgakI AjJAkI upAsanA kare / tIrthaMkara aisA kahate haiM ki jo koI usa AjJAkI upAsanA karatA hai, vaha avazya satsaMgakI upAsanA karatA hai| isa prakAra jo satsaMgakI upAsanA karatA hai, vaha avazya AtmAkI upAsanA karatA hai, aura AtmAkA upAsaka sarva duHkhase mukta hotA hai|"-aisaa paramakRpAludevane bhI kahA hai jii| yaha jIva apanI kalpanAse ajJAna-mithyAtvake kAraNa satsaMga satpuruSake bodhako apanI matikalpanAse samajhakara jhUTheko-mithyAko saccA mAnakara, zraddhA kara saMtoSa mAnatA hai| kintu satsaMgameM satpuruSake vacana pracuratAse samajhameM AyeM to isa jIvako aMtarmuhUrtameM samakita hotA hai aura manuSyabhava saphala hotA hai| aisA yoga ratnaciMtAmaNitulya manuSyabhava prApta honA durlabha hai| saba anaMta bAra milA hai, eka samakita nahIM huaa| ataH jIva kaur3Ike liye ratna khone jaisA karatA hai, isa para vivekI puruSako vicAra karanA cAhiye / adhika kyA likheM? vivekI puruSako sAvadhAna hone jaisA hai jii| punaH aisA saMyoga nahIM milegaa| yadi jIva isa bhavameM eka satpuruSake bodhake bIjarUpa samyaktvako prApta kare to Adhi, vyAdhi, janmamaraNake anaMta bhava chUTa jAte haiM jii| __ OM zAMtiH zAtiH zAMtiH ** zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA. 3-11-32 tat sat ___ jaba taka asAtAkA udaya hai, taba taka akasIra davAoMkA bhI asara nahIM hotaa| phira roga kucha dUsarA hotA hai aura davAI kucha anya prakArakI hI dI jAtI hai| jaba sAtAkA udaya honevAlA

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122 upadezAmRta hotA hai taba aisA saMyoga mila jAtA hai ki jo roga hotA hai vaisI hI davA bhI mila jAtI hai / hama to, sevAbuddhise jo ThIka lagatA hai vaha batAte yA karate haiM, kintu hamase kucha ho nahIM sakatA / kyA karane yogya hai, isakA bhAna bhI hameM nahIM hai / paramakRpAludevane kahA hai "vartamAna A kALamAM, mokSamArga bahu lopa; vicAravA AtmArthIne, bhAkhyo atra agopya. " aneka matamatAMtarameM aura aneka nAmadhArI kSayopazamI puruSa aisA mAnate haiM ki unhoMne mokSamArgako samajha liyA hai aura usakA upadeza dekara anyako mokSamArga para ArUDha karate haiM aisA mAnate haiN| kintu ina satpuruSako to aisA lagA ki aise kAlameM hamArA janma kaise huA ? AtmajJAnI puruSoMkI to atyaMta durlabhatA hai, phira bhI madhyasthatAse AtmajJAnakI zodha karanekA nirNaya kiyA ho vaise, yA saralatAse saccI bAtako grahaNa kareM aise jIvAtmA bhI bahuta kama dikhAI diye / mAtra zuSkajJAnI arthAt jJAnakA dikhAvA kara bar3appana mAna baiThanevAle yA mAtra kriyAjar3a arthAt jinheM jJAnakA mAhAtmya nahIM hai kintu ekAMta bAhyAcArako hI mokSamArga mAnanevAle aise aneka puruSa isa kAlameM, mAno dharmakA ThekA unake pAsa hI ho aisA mAna baiThe haiM / ve satpuruSa aura satpuruSake mArgake prati dveSa rakhanevAle hote haiM / aise vikarAla kAlake paMjese bacAnevAle eka paramakRpAlu zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhu hI haiM / unhoMne isa kAlameM hama para upakAra kiyA hai| unake upakArako pUrA-pUrA samajhanekI buddhi bhI hamameM nahIM hai, to usakA badalA kaise cukAyA jA sakatA hai ? isa kAlameM isa manuSyabhavako saphala banAnekA yadi koI mukhya sAdhana hai to vaha paramakRpAludeva para parama prema aura niSkAma bhakti tathA unake vacana para zraddhA aura saMtasamAgamameM unake Azayako samajhanekI tIvra icchA hI hai| caMdanake vanameM jaise AsapAsake anya vRkSa bhI sugaMdhita ho jAte haiM unameM sugaMdha caMdanakI hI hotI hai, vaise hI satpuruSa zrI paramakRpAludevake bodhase jinheM samyaktvakI prApti huI hai, unake pAsa usa paramapuruSakA hI satya bodha hai aura vahI AtmAko hitakArI hai| jo-jo vastu satpuruSake mukhase sunI ho, avadhAraNa kI ho, anubhava kI ho, usIkA ve upadeza dete haiM aura usakA hI unheM mAhAtmya lagA hai| jisa vastukA mUla satpuruSa nahIM aura jo mAtra kalpanAke AdhAra para TikI hai, vaha cAhe jitanI manohara lagatI ho, hamAre cittako prasanna karatI ho, kintu yadi kalpanAko puSTa karatI hai to use viSake samAna samajhakara chor3a denA cAhiye / paramakRpAludevane kahA hai ki "jahA~ kalapanA - jalapanA, tahA~ mAnuM duHkha chAMya; miTe kalapanA - jalapanA, taba vastU tIna pAI." ataH satpuruSake AdhArase jInA hI kalyANarUpa hai / unakI zaraNa kalpavRkSakI chAyA hai, vahA~ duHkha nahIM hai / zeSa sarvatra tInoM lokameM to duHkha hI bharA hai / yaha zaraNa ananya bhAvase hamakoApako sadaiva rahe yahI paramakRpAludevase prArthanA hai jI / punazca - he prabhu! yathAtathya svarUpa kSAyaka samyaktva hai / vaha jise hai, jise pragaTa pratyakSa hai usakI zraddhA, pratIti, ruci, bhAva huA ho use darzana kahate haiM / parokSa darzana mithyAtvI aura samakitI donoMko hotA hai, para use darzana nahIM kahate / vizeSataH zraddhA hI darzana hai, vahI samakita hai /

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patrAvali-2 123 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tat sat pauSa vadI 7, budha, 1989 devako bhI durlabha aisA yaha manuSyadeha jIvako aneka bhavoMke puNyake saMcayase prApta huA hai| isa dehase samyaktvaprAptirUpa kamAI ho to isa dehakA mUlyAMkana kisI prakAra nahIM ho sakatA aisA amUlya use mAnanA cAhiye / kyoMki isakI eka palako bhI ciMtAmaNi ratnase bhI adhika mUlyavAna jJAniyoMne mAnA hai| paraMtu yadi jIva aise manuSya bhavake varSa viSayAdimeM bitAye to saMpUrNa bhavakA mUlya phUTI kaur3IkA bhI nahIM hai| kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai aura saMsArake kAma kabhI pUre honevAle nahIM hai| jIva akelA AyA hai aura akelA jaayegaa| merA merA karake ikaTThA kiyA saba kucha yahIM par3A raha jAyegA, aisA socakara satsaMga, bhakti, smaraNa, satpuruSake vacanoMkA vicAra aura sadAcArameM cAhe jaise bhI adhika samaya bIte vaisA karanA cAhiye jii| aisA avasara bAra bAra nahIM milegaa| anamola kSaNa bIta rahA hai| yaha avasara cUkane yogya nahIM hai, sAvadhAna hone jaisA hai| yadi aisI uttama sAmagrI pAkara bhI jIva apane svarUpako samajhanekA kArya na kare to phira kaunase bhavameM karegA? maitrI bhAvanA, pramoda bhAvanA, karuNA bhAvanA aura madhyastha bhAvanA karanese jIvameM pAtratA AtI hai| vahI kartavya hai jii| 10 mAgha sudI 11, soma, 1989 saMta-samAgama, satsaMga apUrva lAbhakA kAraNa hai| deva bhI manuSyabhavakI icchA karate haiN| aisI durlabha yaha manuSyadeha milI hai, usakA vAstavika mAhAtmya to satpuruSa hI samajha pAye haiN| isaliye unheM aise durlabha bhavakI eka pala bhI ratnaciMtAmaNise adhika mUlyavAna lagatI hai aura mAna-pUjA yA viSaya-kaSAyake nimittoMko viSa samAna samajhakara, lokalAjako tRNavat mAnakara, AtmAkI pahacAna ho, AtmAkA poSaNa ho usake liye marajiyA hokara ve puruSArtha karate haiN| jIvane apanI samajhake anusAra puruSArtha karanemeM kucha kamI nahIM rakhI hai| meru parvata jitanA oghA mu~hapattIkA Dhera laga jAye itanI bAra cAritra lekara kaSTa uThAye haiM, phira bhI paribhramaNa abhI taka cala rahA hai, to avazya aisA koI kAraNa rahA hogA jo jIvake dhyAnameM nahIM AyA hai| satpuruSake yogase jIvako sajIvana bodhakI prApti hotI hai| satpuruSakI apUrva vANIse jIvako dharmakA apUrva mAhAtmya samajhameM AtA hai aura apUrva ruci utpanna hotI hai| jisa bhAvase jIvakA kalyANa hotA hai vaise bhAva jAgrata karaneke liye vaisA hI kalyANarUpa prabala nimitta cAhiye aura jIvakI vaisI yogyatA bhI caahiye| kintu jaisA ki Age kahA gayA hai-sarva kalyANake sAdhanoMmeM satsaMga hI sarvottama sAdhana hai jii| paramakRpAlu zrImad rAjacaMdra devane likhA hai ki 'anAdikAlake paribhramaNameM anaMta bAra zAstrazravaNa, anaMta bAra vidyAbhyAsa, anaMta bAra jinadIkSA aura anaMta bAra AcAryapanA prApta huA hai| mAtra 'sat' milA nahIM, 'sat' sunA nahIM aura 'sat'kI zraddhA nahIM kI;

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124 upadeza aura isake milane para, isako sunane para aura isa para zraddhA karanese hI chUTanekI bAtakA AtmAse guMjAra hogA / " itanemeM jIva samajhe to apanA kyA kartavya hai vaha samajhameM A jAtA hai / jIva A~kheM mIMcakara daur3A hai, arthAt svacchaMdase pravRtti kI hai / use rokaneke liye kisIkI AjJA lene gayA to AjJA denevAlA ajJAnI aura svacchaMdI milA / ataH raktase bhIgA vastra jaise raktase dhone para svaccha nahIM ho sakatA, vaise hI svacchaMdI puruSakI AjJA svacchaMdakA nAza nahIM kara sakatI / ataH jJAnIke pAsase jJAna prApta karanA yogya hai aisA nizcaya kara, mujhe jJAnIpuruSakI prApti kaba hogI aisI bhAvanA kartavya hai; aura jJAnIkA yoga prApta hone para mujhe tInoM yogase unakI AjJAkA hI pAlana karanA hai aisA dRr3ha nizcaya kartavya hai / apanI mAnyatA, kalpanA yA durAgrahako dUra kara sarvArpaNatAse satpuruSakI AjJAke pAlanase hI merA kalyANa hogA, aisA mAnakara AjJAkI bhAvanA niraMtara kartavya hai jI / ekamAtra AtmaprAptikA hI lakSya rakhakara usake sAdhanarUpa jJAnIpuruSakA yoga aura unakI AjJApAlanakI tatparatArUpa sadvyavahArake liye jIva puruSArtha kare to isa manuSyabhavameM vaisA honA saMbhava hai jI / yahA~ itanA ho sakatA hai / bhagavAnane manuSyabhava durlabha kahA hai, kintu yadi usameM yaha na huA aura parakathA tathA paravRttimeM yaha bhava nirarthaka calA gayA to usakA mUlya phUTI kaur3I jitanA bhI mAnane yogya nahIM hai / 11 jyeSTha sudI 2, saM. 1989 jIvako mahAbaMdhana aura paribhramaNakA bar3A prabala kAraNa svacchaMda hai aura uddhArakA upAya bhI svacchaMdako rokanA hai| choTe bAlakakI bhI yaha icchA rahatI hai ki usakI icchAnusAra kArya ho; aura icchita nahIM hotA to kalaha karatA hai tathA rUThaneke bAda usake kahe anusAra karane para bhI vaha Tha nahIM chor3atA / pahale merI icchAnusAra kyoM nahIM kiyA, aisI haTha karake gharake saba logoMko saMtApakArI hotA hai / vaise hI jIvako yadi apanI icchAkI Dorako DhIlA chor3akara, anyake kahe anusAra bhale hI ho aisA karanekA abhyAsa DAlanA ho to vaha bhI ho sakatA hai / aura yadi aisI Adata par3a jAya to anya sabako sukhakArI lagatI hai aura svayaMko kaSAyakI maMdatA honese bahuta lAbha hotA hai; tapa karanese bhI vaha adhika hai / paraMtu kisIkI bAta na mAnakara apanI icchAnusAra hI kare to usase svacchaMdake poSaNakI Adata par3atI hai / 1 ghara-gharameM miTTIke cUlhe hote haiM, isI prakAra sabhI jIva doSase to bhare hue hI haiN| para kisImeM ekAdha aisA guNa hotA hai ki vaha sabhI doSoMko Dha~ka detA hai aura samakitakA prabhAva to aisA hai ki saba avaguNoMko guNameM badala detA hai / "vrata nahIM, pacakhANa nahi, nahi tyAga vastu koIno; mahApadma tIrthaMkara thaze, zreNika ThANaMga joI lo." koI vrata - niyama Adi na ho sake to bhI jise samakita hai usakI dRSTi hI badala gaI hai / use AtmAkA sAkSAtkAra hai / aura jahA~ AtmA hai vahA~ nau nidhAna hai / vahA~ vikAra nahIM, rAga nahIM, dveSa nahIM, moha nahIM aura baMdhana bhI nahIM hai /

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patrAvali-2 125 paraMtu usa samyaktvake liye puruSArtha karanA cAhiye / sadAcAra, satsaMga, sadbhAvanA kartavya hai| bure bure bhAva hote hoM aura kaheM ki mujhe samyaktva hai, to aisA kahanese kucha hotA nhiiN| brahmadatta pUrvabhavameM nidAnakara cakravartI huA thA, kintu bure bhAva rahanese use narakameM jAnA pdd'aa| bhAva aura pariNAma bahuta mahatvake haiN| strIko choTI umrameM mAtA-pitAkA aMkuza hotA hai, javAnImeM patikA aMkuza hotA hai aura pati na ho to putrake kahe anusAra calanA cAhiye aisA zAstrameM kahA hai| isa prakAra svacchaMdako rokanA hitakArI hai| paramakRpAludevane bhI likhA hai ki "mujha para sabhI sarala bhAvase hukma calAyeM to maiM prasanna huuN|" "roke jIva svacchaMda to, pAme avazya mokss|" anya saba bhAvoMkA phala milatA hai, to samyaktva prAptike hI jise bAraMbAra bhAva hote haiM use una bhAvoMkA phala kyoM nahIM milegA? cAhe jo ho tathApi mujhe isa bhavameM to eka samakita prApta karanA hI hai, aisA jisane nirNaya kiyA ho aura usa nirNayake poSaka satsaMga Adi sAdhanoMkA sevana karatA ho to use vaha avazya milegA hii| AtmA kahA~ rahatA hai? satsaMgameM rahatA hai| satsaMga-satsaMga to bahuta karate haiM, para nAma lakSmI, nAma dhanapAla, aise nahIM, kintu yathArtha satsaMga jahA~ hai vahA~ AtmA hai| usa AtmAkI pahacAna, pratIti aura abhyAsa kartavya hai| niraMkuza pazu jaise viSTAhAra karaneko bhaTakatA hai, vaise hI mana viSaya-kaSAyarUpa malameM bhaTakatA rahatA hai| aisI malina vRttiyA~ manameM uThate hI unheM zatru samajhakara unakA tiraskAra kareM, dhikkAra kara nikAla deN| yadi bAra-bAra apamAnita hoMgI to vApasa nahIM aayeNgii| kintu yadi unheM sanmAnaAdara de diyA, unameM madhuratA mAna baiThe aura kSamA, zAMti, dhairya Adiko bAra bAra na bulAyA to durmatikI zakti bar3ha jAyegI aura moha durgatike kAraNoMko ekatra kara jIvako adhogatimeM ghasITa le jaayegaa| kisIko yaha choTA hai, yaha bar3A hai, yaha acchA hai, yaha burA hai, garIba hai, dhanavAna hai, strI hai, puruSa hai aisI dRSTise dekhanA ucita nhiiN| parAyI paMcAyatameM jIva samaya kho rahA hai| aneka pApiyoMkA usI bhavameM mokSa huA hai aura paMDita bhaTakate raha gaye haiN| 12 tA.8-6-33 satpuruSa jo hamAre hitakI bAta karate haiM vaha bhulAne jaisI nahIM hotii| paramakRpAludevakI bhakti, guNagAna karaneko ve hameM kahate haiM, yaha unakA mahAna upakAra hai| parama upakArIkA upakAra bhUlane yogya nahIM hai, paraMtu unakI AjJAkA pAlana na kare aura apane svacchaMdase cAhe jitanI bhakti kareM, unake guNagAna kareM yaha saba dikhAvA hai| koI ziSya sadgurukI kAyAse sevA karatA ho, paira dabAtA ho, sira dabAtA ho kintu unakA kahanA na mAnatA ho, unake vacanake viruddha AcaraNa karatA ho, to hAthase to vaha guruke caraNakI sevA karatA hai paraMtu AcaraNase gurukI jIbha para paira rakhatA hai, unakI AjJAkA lopa karatA hai; to aise ziSyakA kalyANa kaise hogA? saMsAra parase Asakti uThAkara paramakRpAludeva para, unake vacana para kreN| unakI mukhamudrA, unake batAye 'smaraNa', 'bIsa dohe', 'kSamApanAkA pATha', 'chaH padakA patra', 'Atmasiddhi' Adi apUrva hitake kAraNasvarUpa jo satsAdhana haiM, unakA sevana niraMtara karanA cAhiye jii| phira apane doSa

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126 upadezAmRta DhU~Dhakara, una doSoMke prati ghRNA yA zatrubhAva rakhakara doSa dUra karanekA puruSArtha karanA cAhiye jI / satsaMgakA viyoga ho taba to jIvako vizeSa sAvadhAnIpUrvaka, viSaya- kaSAyake vazIbhUta na ho jAyeM, yaha dekhate rahanA cAhiye / viSaya kaSAya kama karanekA puruSArtha sadguruke vacanAmRtake avalaMbanase kiyA ho to satsaMgakA yoga milanepara vizeSa lAbha honA saMbhava hai / I bar3A graMtha ( zrImad rAjacaMdra ) vacanAmRta-vAcanameM vizeSa samaya vyatIta ho aisA karanA cAhiye / vaha satsaMgakI kamI pUrI karegA / hama satsaMgakI bhAvanA rakhate haiM usake sAtha hI yogyatA bar3he aura satsaMga phaladAyaka ho vaisA puruSArtha kartavya hai jI / jisa prakArake karma pUrvakAlameM bA~dhe haiM, ve udayameM Aye haiM, unase ghabarAyeM nahIM paraMtu samabhAvase bhoga leM / nirarthaka AzAe~ - icchAe~ na bar3hAyeM / icchA karanese kucha milatA nahIM / paramakRpAludevane likhA hai ki "kyA icchata ? khovata sabai, hai icchA duHkhamUla; jaba icchAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla. " 1 ise dhyAna meM rakhakara vAsanA, tRSNA, icchAoMko rokanA ucita hai / icchAke rokanese tapa hotA hai / saMkalpa - vikalpa ghaTanese AtmakalyANa karaneke mArgakA bhI vicAra kiyA jA sakatA hai / 13 tA. 19-6-33 Apane jo pratyAkhyAna liye hoM ve Apake bhAva para AdhArita haiN| yadi Apane davA AdikI chUTa rakhI ho to vaisA kreN| davAke liye bhI upayoga na karaneke bhAva rahate hoM to vaisA kreN| jaise Apake bhAva / pApake kAraNa to chor3ane yogya hI haiM / kintu yadi zakya na ho to jitanA apanese pAlana ho sakatA ho utanA hI vrata leveM / sAta vyasanameM jina sAta vastuoMkA tyAga kahA gayA hai, unameM se pratyeka vastuke prayogase vyasana ho jAtA hai, Adata par3a jAtI hai, mana vahIMkA vahIM rahatA hai, dharmavighna hotA hai / isa loka paraloka donoMmeM hAnikAraka haiM aura dharmakA nAza karanevAle haiM / ataH inheM dUrase hI tyAganekI vRtti rakheM / zarIrake kisI kAraNavaza davAke liye upayoga karanA par3e to bhI vaha vastu bahuta pApakA kAraNa hai aisA samajhakara, jahA~ taka saMbhava ho aura usa vastuse rahita anya koI davA milatI ho to usase calA lenA cAhiye / aneka dezI davAiyA~ bhI hotI haiM / yadi davAI ke liye chUTa na rakhI ho aura davAImeM amuka mA~sa Adi vastu par3I hai aisA nizcaya hai to usa davAIkA upayoga nahIM karanA cAhiye / aura davAIke liye chUTa rakhaneke bhAvase yadi koI upayoga karatA ho to vaha bhI pApakA bhaya rakhakara amuka samaya taka upayoga karanA par3e to kare; kintu yaha pApake kAraNakA sevana ho rahA hai yaha bhUlanA nahIM cAhiye / yaha kaba chUTegA, aise bhAva rakhane yogya haiM / saMkSepameM, Apake bhAva para hI saba AdhArita hai / I 14 tA. 23-6-33 abhI jo dazA hai, vaha ajJAnadazA hai, bAla avasthA jaisI dazA hai / hama svayaM jo bolate haiM, nirNaya karate haiM, mAnate haiM vaha vaisA hI ho yaha saMbhava nahIM hai / ataH jaise kisI bAlakako hama kucha I

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patrAvali-2 127 pUchate haiM to vaha apane mAtA-pitAkI ora dekhatA hai aura usake mAtA-pitA bulavAte haiM vaisA bolatA hai| vaise hI hamane bhI kalyANake mArgako jAnA nahIM hai, ataH kisI saMtase pUchA to usane svayaMko jisase lAbha huA ho aisA niHzaMka mArga-paramakRpAludevakI bhaktikA mArga-hameM batAyA, vaha mArga bhUlarahita hai, satya hai| usa mArgase hamArA kalyANa hai| aisI dRr3hatA hamAre manameM ho aisA upadeza unhoMne hameM diyA, yaha unakA parama upakAra hai| usa upakArIke upakArako nahIM bhUlanA caahiye| unheM upakArIke rUpameM mAnanA caahiye| paraMtu 'Apa hI mujhe tAranevAle haiM, ApakI jo gati hai vahI merI gati ho, Apa hI saba kareMge, Apa hI saba jAnate haiM' Adi apanI matikalpanAse kiye gaye nirNaya haiM, tathA kalpanA dvArA kalyANa nahIM hotaa| ataH yadi hamane unheM vizvAsa karane yogya saccA puruSa mAnA hai to unake dvArA batAyA gayA mArga jo paramakRpAludevakI bhakti, paramotkRSTa sAdhanarUpa 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' kA maMtra tathA 'bIsa dohe', 'kSamApanAkA pATha', 'Atmasiddhi', 'chaha padakA patra' Adi jo-jo AjJArUpa dharma batAyA hai, yadi usakA ArAdhana karate raheMge to avazya kalyANa hogaa| unake dvArA batAyA gayA mArga hamAre AtmAke liye kalyANakArI aura satya hai| usameM apanI matikalpanAko jor3e binA svacchaMdako rokakara pravRtti karate raheMge to avazya mokSamArga prAptakara mokSa paayeNge| ataH sthira cittase bAraMbAra isa bAtakA vicArakara 'yaha jJAnI hai, yaha jJAnI hai' aisI kalpanA karanA chor3akara 'maiM kucha nahIM jAnatA, mAtra satpuruSa dvArA batAyA gayA sAdhana hI mujhe grahaNa karane yogya hai' aisA socanA ucita hai jii| apanI kalpanAse kisIko jJAnI, ajJAnI kahane meM bahuta doSa lagatA hai| jJAnI ho use ajJAnI kaha deveM to mohanIya karmakA baMdha hotA hai aura ajJAnIko jJAnI kaha deveM to bhI mohanIya karmarUpa AcaraNa hotA hai| ataH sahI surakSita mArga yahI hai ki jisa puruSako jJAnIke rUpameM bhajanekI hameM zikSA dI gaI hai usIko jJAnI mAnakara usIkI bhakti karanI cAhiye tathA dUsaroMke bAremeM madhyasthatA rakhanI caahiye| aisA sarala niHzaMka mArga chor3akara apanI matikalpanAse pravRtti karanA nirbhaya mArga nahIM hai| isa para dhyAna denekI vinatI hai| samabhAvapUrvaka ba~dhe hue karmoMko bhoga lenese chuTakArA hotA hai| svayaM dvArA bA~dhe hue karma svayaMko hI bhogane par3ate haiN| yadi vaise karma acche na lagate hoM to aba vaise karma na ba~dhe isakA vizeSa dhyAna rakhanA cAhiye / arthAt rAgadveSakA tyAgakara samabhAvapUrvaka una karmoMko bhoga lenese naye karma nahIM ba~dhate / ataH paramakRpAludevakI bhaktimeM vRtti rakhakara jo pravRtti karanI hI par3atI ho usameM samaya lagAveM, zeSa saba samaya smaraNa, bhajana, bhakti, vAcana, ciMtanameM bitAnA yogya hai jii| vyartha saMkalpa-vikalpa karanese kucha kalyANa nahIM hotaa| aSAr3ha vadI 3, soma, 1989 jJAnIpuruSoMne aisA niSkarSa nikAlA hai ki isa saMsArameM kisI sthAna para sukha nahIM hai, samasta loka duHkhase bharA huA hai| to phira aise isa saMsArameM sukhakI icchA rakhanA retako pIlakara tela nikAlane jaisA hai| jJAnIpuruSoMne aisA dekhA hai, jAnA hai ki jIva jo-jo sukhakI icchA karatA hai vaha

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128 upadezAmRta vAstavameM duHkharUpa hI hai| ataH jaise bAlaka aphImako miThAI samajhakara mu~hameM rakha rahA ho to mAtApitA use rulAkara bhI aphIma usase chIna lete haiM, vaise hI jJAnIpuruSa, yaha jIva jaba paudgalika sukhakI icchA karatA hai taba use ulAhanA dekara, upadeza dekara, paravastukI icchA chur3A dete haiM, kyoMki anAdikAlase jIva paryAyadRSTimeM hI pha~sA huA hai jisase zarIra Adi paryAyoMmeM ahaMbhAva - mamatvabhAva kara unameM harSa-zoka, rAga-dveSa karatA rahatA hai, isase janmamaraNakI paraMparA khar3I hotI hai / janmamaraNakI kAraNabhUta yaha paryAyadRSTi tyAjya hai aisA jJAnIpuruSa pukAra - pukAra kara kaha gaye haiM / phira bhI yaha jIva anAdike adhyAsake kAraNa isa kathanako mAnatA nahIM hai, usako gale utAratA nahIM hai / anyathA jIva sarva duHkhoMkA nAza karanevAlA samyaktva alpa samayameM prApta kara sakatA hai / samyaktva prApta karanekA prabala kAraNa sadgurukRpAse dravyadRSTikA abhyAsa karanA hai / jaba paryAyadRSTiko duHkhadAyaka, janmamaraNakI hetubhUta aura aneka pApakA mUla jAne aura sukhakA sAdhana tathA satya vastu dikhAnevAlI parama hitakArI dravyadRSTi hai use sadguru dvArA samajhakara vaise AtmapariNAma pravartita hote raheM taba AtmAkA kalyANa sahaja hI ho sakatA hai / dravyadRSTise AtmA kisIkA pitA nahIM, mAtA nahIM, pati nahIM, patnI nahIM, bhAI nahIM; akelA AyA hai aura akelA jAyegA / AtmA bAlaka nahIM, yuvAna nahIM, vRddha nahIM, janmatA nahIM, maratA nahIM, nirdhana nahIM, dhanavAna nahIM, bhUkhA nahIM, pyAsA nahIM, duHkhI nahIM, sukhI nahIM, deva nahIM, manuSya nahIM, strI nahIM, puruSa nahIM / isa mUla AtmAkA svarUpa sarva paradravyase bhinna, asaMgasvarUpa, sadgurukRpAse zraddhAmeM Ave, usIkI mAnyatA ho jAye to yaha bhava saphala ho jAyegA / yaha zuddha svarUpakI bhAvanA hI uttama tapa hai, japa hai, bhakti hai, dhyAna hai aura saMyama hai / aMtaraMgameM aisI zraddhA rakhakara, paryAyadRSTise jo moha hotA hai use manase nikAlakara, merA kucha nahIM hai aisA mAnakara, maiM mara gayA hotA to jaise yaha saba merA na rahatA, vaise hI jIvita hote hue bhI mamatvako manase nikAlakara, yathAprArabdha jo vyavahAra karanA par3e vaha Upara-Uparase nirmohI dRSTise karanA yogya hai jii| vinaya, satya, zIla, bhakti aura sahanazIlatA dhAraNa kara samatAbhAvameM rahanekA puruSArtha karanA cAhiye jI / isa kathanako lakSyameM rakhakara pratyeka prasaMgameM, pratyeka kAryameM jAgRtipUrvaka AtmAkI bhAvanA karanA yogya hai / aisA puruSArtha kiyA jA sake to vaha avazya kalyANakArI hai / 16 kArtika vadI 2, 1990, tA. 4-11-33 eka mumukSune prazna kiyA thA ki "manameM saMkalpa - vikalpa hote rahate haiM aura manakI caMcalatAke kAraNa saMtApa hotA hai, vaha kaise miTe ?" yaha avasara aisA-vaisA nahIM hai, paraMtu bahuta Avazyaka aura ekAMtameM bhAra dekara kahane yogya yaha bAta hai, use yahA~ kahate haiM / ise sAmAnya na banA DAle, hRdayameM aMkita karane yogya hai / saMkalpa-vikalpa Ate haiM, duHkha dete haiM yaha kise patA lagatA hai ? jise patA lagatA hai vaha saMkalpa-vikalpako jAnanevAlA, saMkalpa-vikalpase bhinna hai / ye hAtha, nAka, A~kha, mu~ha, kAna Adi kucha nahIM jaante| jo jAnatA hai, vaha AtmA dehAdise bhinna hai, aisA jJAnIpuruSake bodhase jAnakara, I

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patrAvali-2 129 usa jJAnIpuruSa para zraddhA karanI cAhiye ki ve mujhe mithyA nahIM batAyeMge, ve kahate haiM vahI mujhe mAnanA hai| mujhe abhI AtmAkA bhAna nahIM hai, para jJAnIpuruSane jaisA AtmA jAnA hai, dekhA hai, anubhava kiyA hai, vaisA hI merA svarUpa hai, vahI mujhe mAnanA hai| vyAdhi, pIr3A, sukha-duHkha, saMkalpa-vikalpa jo hote haiM unheM mujhe nahIM mAnanA hai| jJAnIpuruSane jise jAnA hai, vaha mujhe mAnya hai| ciMtA, phikara, sukha, duHkha Ate haiM usase dugune Aye, kintu mujhe unheM mAnanA nahIM hai aura jo smaraNa karaneko kahA hai usIkI eka zraddhA rakhakara mujhe hRdayameM use surakSita rakhanA hai| yaha mAnyatA karanA apane hAthakI bAta hai| bhale hI naraka yA tiryaMca gati honI ho to huA kare, para mujhe to isa bhavameM basa yahI nizcaya rakhanA hai aura usakA kyA phala prApta hotA hai yaha dekhanA hai| aisI dRr3hatAse yadi smaraNameM citta rakhe to saMkalpa-vikalpa cAhe jitane bhale hI AyeM, ve saba jAneke liye hI Ate haiN| aura naraka, tiryaMca gati to sAmane hI nahIM aayegii| hama kaheM ki abhI jvara A jAye, peTakA darda A jAye, para vaha A hI nahIM sktaa| jo baMdha kiyA hai vahI udayameM AtA hai, vaha bhI rahaneko kaho to bhI nahIM raha sktaa| usakA samaya pUrA ho jAne para dUra ho jAnevAlA hai, to phira ciMtA kisa bAtakI? paravastumeM sira khapAnekI mAthApaccIko chor3akara jo ho rahA hai use dekhate rheN| merA-terA, sagA-saMbaMdhI, zatru-mitra, strI-putra kucha dekhane yogya nahIM hai| eka AtmA dekheN| upayoga hI AtmA hai| cAhe jahA~ bhAva. pariNAma phirate hoM. unheM upayogameM laayeN| calate. phirate. baiThate. uThate AtmA dekheN| beTA ho vaha anya dekhatA hai| aisA abhyAsa kara lenA cAhiye, phira use koI ciMtA nhiiN| jo jo AtA hai vaha saba chUTaneke liye hI AtA hai| vyAdhi, pIr3A cAhe jo Ave, para vaha to duHkhI honeke bajAya aisA mAnatA hai ki acchA huA ki ye duHkha, saMkalpa-vikalpa Aye, jisase mujhe smaraNameM jAnekA nimitta milA, anyathA pramAda hotaa| itanI umra hone taka mAtA, pitA, strI, putra, dhana, makAna, AhAra Adi aneka prakArake prasaMga, saMyoga aaye| Aye ve saba dekheM; para koI sthira nahIM rhe| vaise hI isa bhavameM jo-jo pudgalakI racanA nirmita hogI vaha saba dikhAI degI sukharUpa yA duHkharUpa, paraMtu vaha koI bhI sthAyI rahanevAlI nahIM hai, saba calI jAnevAlI hai| bar3e-bar3e rAma-rAvaNa, kaurava-pAMDava, yAdava inameMse koI abhI nahIM haiM, saba cale gaye; to isa bhavameM jo sukha-duHkha AtA hai vaha kahA~ rahanevAlA hai? do dinake mehamAna jaisA hai| usameM kyA citta lagAnA? amUlya vastu to AtmA hai, use jJAnIne jAnA hai, yaha niHzaMka bAta hai aura vaisA hI merA AtmA hai| abhI usakA bhAna nahIM hai, phira bhI abhI use mAnya kiyA jA sakatA hai| mRtyukI vedanAke samaya bhI yaha dRr3hatA rahe, aisA abhyAsa ho jAye to samAdhimaraNa prApta ho jAya, janmamaraNake duHkha dUra ho jAya aura kAma bana jAya / karor3oM rupaye kamAnese bhI adhika kImatI yaha kAma hai jo karane yogya hai| smRtimeM rakhakara udyamazIla bana jAnA cAhiye / 'phikarakA phA~kA bharA, usakA nAma phakIra' isa prakAra nizciMta huA jA sakatA hai| satpuruSArtha kartavya hai jii| 1. mUla gujarAtI pATha - "beTTo hoya te bIjuM jue." Jain Educat e rnational

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17 130 upadezAmRta zrI AbU, tA.26-3-35 ekAMta nivRttikA yoga bahuta hitakArI hai| mahAna munivara ekAMta nivAsa karate haiN| AsravameM saMvara ho aisI koI kalA jJAnIpuruSake pAsa hai| jo-jo dekhate haiM, jo-jo kucha karate haiM usameM prathama AtmA hai| usake binA tRNake do Tukar3e bhI nahIM ho sakate aisA paramakRpAludevane kahA hai| AtmAko chor3akara kucha nahIM ho sktaa| mAra DAla AtmAko, kabhI vaha mara sakegA? mAtra pahacAna nahIM hai| jaise jauharIko hIrekI pahacAna hai to usakI kImata samajhameM AtI hai| lakar3ahAreke hAthameM ratnaciMtAmaNi Aye to bhI vaha use kaMkara samajhakara pheMka detA hai| ratnaciMtAmaNi to yaha manuSya deha hai| aisA yoga puNyakA phala hai| usakI bhI AvazyakatA hai| puNya hai to abhI isa nivRttike yogameM AtmAkI bAta kAnameM par3atI hai aura pariNamita hotI hai| pariNAma-pariNAmameM bhI bahuta bheda haiN| bhAva aura pariNAma vAraMvAra kahate haiM, vaha vicAraNIya hai| ___ 'Atmasiddhi' amUlya hai| usameM riddhi-siddhiyA~, aneka camatkAra bhare par3e haiN| para samajhegA kauna? jo samajhegA use riddhi-siddhikA kucha kAma nahIM hai| paraMtu ye apUrva vacana haiM, vizvAsa karane yogya haiN| bhale hI mujhe samajhameM na Aye, para paramakRpAludevako to samajhameM AyA hai na? itanA vizvAsa to avazya karane yogya hai| 'kara vicAra to pAma' isameM saba kriyA, jJAna A jAtA hai| para usakA mAhAtmya laganA cAhiye, vicAra AnA caahiye| kyA kaheM? yogyatAkI kamI hai, phira bhI usa puruSane kahanemeM koI kamI nahIM rkhii| "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma; nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma." AtmAkA sukha anaMta hai "je pada zrI sarvajJe dIDhaM jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahIM paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo; teha svarUpane anya vANI te zuM kahe? anubhavagocara mAtra rahuM te jJAna jo." isa sukhakA svAda AnA cAhiye / usakA prathama satpuruSa dvArA zravaNa ho to bhI mahAbhAgya mAnanA caahiye| yaha bAta anyatra kahA~ milegI? satsaMgameM AtmAkI hI bAta hotI hai| kucha paiseTakekI bhA~ti isa upadezakA lAbha nahIM hotA, dikhAI nahIM detA, para jJAnI to jAnate haiN| dhana to miTTI hai, yahIM par3A rahanevAlA hai| para AtmAkA dharma AtmAke sAtha jAnevAlA hai, ataH use atyaMta dhyAnapUrvaka sunanA caahiye| sunate-sunate AtmasvarUpakA bhAna hogaa| kucha ghabarAne jaisA nahIM hai| kucha acchA nahIM lagatA, calo uTha caleM, cale jAyeM aisA karanA yogya nahIM hai| cAhe jitane kaSTa par3e taba bhI isa viSayakI bAta sunanI cAhiye / sAtA-asAtA to karma hai, usase kucha ghabarAnA nhiiN| vaha to apanA hai hI nhiiN| saba jAnevAlA hai| AtmAkA kabhI nAza nahIM ho sktaa| usakI pahacAna kara lenI hai| satsaMgase vaha hotI hai|

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patrAvali-2 131 18 tA.19-3-35 ekamAtra samyaktvakI bhAvanA karanI cAhiye / jIva anaMtakAlase anaMta doSa karatA AyA hai| paraMtu yadi isa bhavameM sarva doSa naSTa karaneke zastra samAna samakita prApta ho jAya to isa kAlameM mokSaprAptike samAna hai| jIvako apanI kalpanA kisI-na-kisI rUpameM vighnakAraka hotI hai, use TAlanA caahiye| ekamAtra paramakapAladeva zrImada rAjacaMdra prabhuko garu maaneN| ve hI mahAna avalaMbanarUpa haiM, 'yAtrI jahAja haiN| hama to unhIMkI bhakti karate haiM aura isa nirbhaya mArgako DhU~Dhakara unhIMkA avalaMbana lekara niHzaMka satya mAnaneko kahate haiN| eka yahI dRSTi karanI cAhiye / isameM apanI kalpanA jor3akara koI hameM, koI popaTalAlabhAIko yA cAhe jisa anya upAsakako upAsyarUpase mAnegA to usako svacchaMdase mAnanekA phala vaisA hI milegaa| kisI bAta karanevAleko cipaka na jaaye| vaha jaisA batAye, jo AjJA kare tadanusAra yadi hamAre bhAva hoMge to vALayo vaLe jema hema' aisI dazA Ane para jIvakI yogyatA bddh'egii| nUrabhAI pIrabhAI kahakara jisane apanI matikalpanA khar3I rakhI hai vaha abhI svacchaMdakA vedana karatA hai| ekamAtra paramakRpAludevakI bhakti parama premase karanI caahiye| usameM saba jJAnI A jAte haiM, saba jJAniyoMke upAsaka mahApuruSa bhI A jAte haiM, svayaM bhI bAkI nahIM rhtaa| Apane aneka bAra sunA hogA phira bhI yaha vizeSa vicAraNIya hai| ise dhyAnameM rakhakara satpuruSakI dRSTise bhAvanA-bhakti karanI caahiye| adhika kyA? 'ANAe dhammo, ANAe tvo|' 'AjJAkA ArAdhana hI dharma hai aura AjJAkA ArAdhana hI tapa hai|' he bhagavAna! aba bhUla na raheM! aura alpa sAdhana ho sakeM to alpa, para yathArtha hoM, yahI bhAva niraMtara rakhanA cAhiye / svayaM apanA kAma kara lenA yogya hai| apane doSa dekhakara unakA pazcAttApa kara unheM dUra karanA cAhiye tathA sadguru zaraNase jo ho use dekhate rahanA caahiye| 2"huM mAjhaM hRdayethI TALa, paramArathamAM piMDa ja gALa.' zrI AbU, caitra vadI 4, saM. 1991 jisakA mahAbhAgya hogA aura jisakA bhalA honA sarjita hogA, use satpuruSake darzana, samAgamakA lAbha prApta hogA aura apUrva mAhAtmya samajhameM aayegaa| bIsa dohe, kSamApanAkA pATha, Atmasiddhi aura chaha padakA patra, ina amUlya bAtoMko hRdayameM likhakara gaharI samajha karane yogya haiN| inameM sarva zAstroMkA sAra A jAtA hai| jIva pratisamaya mara rahA hai| ataH jitanA samaya ve vacana sunanemeM bIte, unake ciMtanameM bIte, vaha jIvakI mRtyu sudhAranevAlA samAdhimaraNakA kAraNa hai| mana kaise vazameM ho? bhedavijJAna hI manako vaza karanekA upAya hai| usake liye satsaMga aura + mUla gujarAtI pATha 'sapharI jahAja' 1. artha-svarNakI taraha jaisA mor3A jAya vaise mur3atA hai| 2. artha-ahaMbhAva aura mamatvabhAvako hRdayase nikAla de aura paramArthameM hI isa dehakA upayoga kr|

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132 upadezAmRta sadbodhakI AvazyakatA hai, bahuta upadezakI AvazyakatA hai| vaha ho to jIva jAgRta rahatA hai, phira use kucha kahanA hI nahIM pdd'taa| sadbodhakI balihArI hai| yahI icchanIya hai aura vizeSa dhyAna rakhakara hRdayameM utArane yogya hai, pariNamana karane yogya hai| 20 zrabarI baMgalA, mAuMTa AbU, tA.2-4-1935 samayamAtrakA pramAda karanA ucita nahIM hai| isameM bhArI artha samAyA hai| aisA kaunasA samaya samajheM? samaya kisako kahA jAya? bahuta gahana rUpase vicAraNIya hai| kAla to sadA hI hai| para aisA samaya Aye ki jisase samakita ho, kevalajJAna ho, vaisA samaya kaunasA hai? pramAdane jIvakA burA hAla kiyA hai| jaba taka zarIra nIrogI ho, iMdriyoMkI hAni na huI ho, vRddhAvasthA na AyI ho aura maraNAMta yAtanA na AyI ho taba taka dharma kara lenA caahiye| dharma kyA? upayoga hI dharma hai| upayoga hI AtmA hai| jIvane aneka bAra ise sunA hai, para sAmAnya kara diyA hai| yaha to maiM jAnatA hU~, are! yaha to maiM jAnatA thA, yoM jIvane amUlya ratnaciMtAmaNi jaisI vastuko kaMkara jaisI tuccha mAna lI hai| "hu~ koNa chu ? kyAMthI thayo? zuM svarUpa che mArUM kharUM? konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA cha ? rAkhuM ke e paraharUM? enA vicAra vivekapUrvaka zAMta bhAve jo karyAM, to sarva Atmika jJAnanAM siddhAMta tattva anubhavyAM." yaha 'amUlya tattvavicAra' nAma rakhakara paramakRpAludevane batAyA hai to bhI jIva mohanidrAmeM so rahA hai| anaMtakAlake bAda aisI bAta hAtha lagI hai aura yadi jAgRta hokara usakA lAbha nahIM liyA gayA to anaMtakAla taka dubArA hAtha nahIM lagegI, aisI parama puruSakI durlabha vANI satsaMgameM sunaneko milatI hai| usakA atyaMta mAhAtmya rakhakara yathAsaMbhava vicArakara, bAraMbAra usI bhAvanAmeM rahanA ucita hai| DAkA par3e aisA duSkAla ho yA luTeroMkA bhaya ho taba loga jaise jAgRta rahate haiM, sAvadhAna rahate haiM ki jIvanabhara parizrama kara ekatrita kiyA dhana kahIM ghar3I bharameM luTa na jAya, vaise hI mRtyukA dhAvA to avazya hI honevAlA hai aura manuSyabhavakI sAmagrI luTa jAnevAlI hai| kiMtu jo pahalese ceta jAyeMge, dharma kara leMge, AtmAko pahacAna leMge, upayogapUrvaka pravRtti karate raheMge, ve baca jAyeMge, ve amara ho jAyeMge, zAzvatapadako prApta kara leNge| isa kAlameM samakita prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai| yadi jIva isa avasarako cUka jAyegA to phira aisA avasara AnA durlabha hai| 'chaha pada ke patra para pratidina bAraMbAra vicAra karanA caahiye| *** 21 tIrthakSetra AbU, tA. 2-6-1935 tat OM sat "bahu puNyakerA puMjathI zubha deha mAnavano maLyo, toye are! bhava cakrano AMTo nahi ekke TaLyo;

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patrAvali-2 133 sukha prApta karatAM sukha TaLe che, leza e lakSe laho, kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNe kAM aho, rAcI raho?'-zrImad rAjacaMdra janma-jarA-maraNake duHkha bhArI haiN| rAjA yA raMka mRtyu sabake sira para savAra hai| use TAlaneke liye satsaMgakI AvazyakatA hai| satsaMgake aneka bheda haiN| para jahA~ AtmAkI hI bAta hotI ho, koI bhedI puruSa ho aura vaha AtmAke bAremeM batAye to use sunanese bhI aneka bhava kama ho jAte haiN| anyako isakA patA nahIM calatA. para jJAnI jAnate haiN| 'AtmAkA bala adhika yA karmakA bala adhika hogA?' bala to AtmAkA adhika hai| para usa sUryake sAmane bAdala Aye hue hoM taba sUryameM atyaMta garmI hone para bhI vaha dikhAI nahIM detA, Dhuka jAtA hai, havAmeM ThaMDaka A jAtI hai, kiMtu ve bAdala dUra ho sakate haiN| isI prakAra abhI jIva karmoMse ghirA huA hai aura usakI sArI zakti Avarita hai, phira bhI usakA mokSa ho sakatA hai| bahuta gahana bAta kaha rahe haiN| AtmA hai, AtmA nitya hai, AtmA kartA hai, AtmA bhoktA hai, mokSa hai aura usa mokSake upAya haiM-ina chaha pada para bahuta vicAra karanA cAhiye / 'Atmasiddhi zAstra meM isakA vistAra kiyA gayA hai, jo bahuta vicAraNIya hai| bar3e-bar3e mahAbhArata, purANa yA jaina zAstroMkI apekSA 'Atmasiddhi meM sugamatA aura saralatAse sarva zAstroMke sArarUpa bAta kI gayI hai| yaha gahana bAta vicAravAna jIvako bahuta lakSyameM lenI cAhiye / hai choTIsI pustakake rUpameM, para camatkArI vacana haiN| isake bAremeM hama adhika nahIM kahate / ve labdhivAkya haiM, maMtrasvarUpa haiN| RddhisiddhikI kucha AvazyakatA nahIM hai, para janmamaraNake cakkara samApta kara sakeM aise ye vacana haiN| koI samajhe yA na samajhe, phira bhI ye vacana kAnameM par3anese bhI puNyabaMdha hotA hai| usameM AtmAsaMbaMdhI jo bAta batAyI hai vaha mAnane yogya hai, zraddhA karane yogya hai| usameM gurugamakI AvazyakatA hai| vaha prApta ho jAye to jaise tijorIke tAle khula jAye aura jo cAhiye vaha nikAlA jA sakeM, vaise hI gurugamase AtmAkI pahacAna hotI hai| gurugama na ho to vaha vastu prApta nahIM hotii| tijorIke Upara hAtha phirAte raheM kiMtu aMdarakI vastu prApta nahIM hotI, vaise hI gurugamarUpI cAbIke binA svarUpakI prApti nahIM hotii| OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH tA.20-10-1935 kaI bAra parizrama karane para bhI jisa vairAgya aura upazamakI prApti nahIM hotI, usa vairAgya AdikI prApti sulabha ho aisA mahAvyAdhikA avasara Anepara dehakI aura isa saMsArakI atyaMta asAratA, anityatA aura azaraNatAkA mumukSuoMko pratyakSa anubhava hotA hai aura jJAnIke vacana atyaMta satya pratIta hote haiN| yadi jIva ina dehAdi padArthoMke svarUpakA jJAnIpuruSake vacanoMke anusAra vivekapUrvaka vicAra kare to avazya pratIti hogI ki ve apane nahIM hai| apane hoM to cale kyoM jAte haiM? anAdikAlase jo jIvakA paribhramaNa huA hai, vaha inake saMyogase hI huA hai, jo apane nahIM haiM unheM apane mAnanese hI huA hai aura Aja bhI vahI duHkhakA kAraNa hai, aisA lage binA nahIM rhegaa| '

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134 upadezAmRta sAtA-asAtA to dehakA svabhAva hai, unheM apane mAnakara yaha jIva unakI prApti-aprAptike vicAroM meM aura bhAvanA karanemeM, ArtadhyAna kara apanA burA karanemeM kucha kasara nahIM rkhtaa| jJAniyoMne to sabhI saMyogoMko, dehAdi aura kuTuMba Adi sarva saMsAra-saMbaMdhoMko para, pudgalakA, karmarUpa, asAra, adhruva aura duHkhamaya hI kahA hai| jo jJAnIkA bhakta hai use to jJAnIke vacana mAnya hI hone cAhiye aura isase use sAtA-asAtA donoM samAna haiN| asAtA to vizeSa anukUla hai ki jahA~ saMsAramAyAkA, parapadArthoMke saMyogasvarUpakA pratibaMdharahita spaSTa darzana hotA hai ki jisase jIva usake svarUpakA sahaja vicAra kara ske| sabhI jJAnIpuruSoMne anubhavapUrvaka isa saMsArako duHkhamaya jAnakara usase nivRtta honekA hI mArga grahaNa kiyA hai, isake liye atyaMta puruSArthakara vijaya prApta kI hai aura yahI upadeza diyA hai| aneka bhaktoMne, saMsArake duHkha bhale hI Ave yA jAveM, para prabhukA vismaraNa na ho, yahI mA~gA hai| zrI RbhurAjAne to bhagavAnake darzana hote hI yaha mA~ga kI ki isa rAjyalakSmIkA mujhe punaH svapnameM bhI darzana na ho| yaha saba saMsArakI asAratAko hI sUcita karatA hai, jisa para vicAra kara jIvako usase udAsIna honA caahiye| mahAna mahAna puruSoMne bhI bhArI upasarga aura pariSahake prasaMgameM calita na hokara, kheda na kara, samabhAvako hI dhAraNa kiyA hai| saMsAra asAra, pararUpa, apane AtmasvarUpase bilakula bhinna hai, aisA jAnakara nija zuddha AtmasvarUpameM hI sthita hue haiN| maghA(nakSatra)kI varSAke samAna bodhapravAha baha rahA hai, para usameMse eka-Adha loTA bhI pAnI piyA nahIM, bharakara bhI nahIM rakhA ki bAdameM piyA jaay| sArA pAnI kyArImeM jAneke badale bAhara baha gyaa| kahanevAlA kaha detA hai aura jAnevAlA calA jAtA hai| bAra bAra kahane para bhI, samajhAne para bhI apanI mati-samajha-Agrahako nahIM chor3atA jisase hamArA kathana grahaNa nahIM hotaa| jIvane apanI dRSTise jJAnIpuruSako pahacAnA hai, aura apanI samajhase 'yaha jJAnI hai, yaha jJAnI hai' aisA mAnakara jJAniyoMkI, jJAniyoMke mArgakI mAnyatAkara pravRtti karatA hai| isa viparIta samajhase "maiMne jJAnIkA mArga prApta kiyA hai, maiM jJAnIkI saccI bhakti karatA hU~, maiM jaisA vyavahAra, pravRtti kara rahA hU~ vaha ThIka hai" yoM socakara apanemeM bhI aisI hI kucha mAnyatA kara, usa mAnyatAke AdhAra para anya jIvoMko bhI vaisA hI upadeza detA hai, yaha saba ajJAna hai| ajJAna saMsArameM bhaTakAnevAlA hai| abhI bhI manuSyadeha hai, samajhazakti hai taba taka avasara hai| samyak prakArase jJAnIkA kahanA mAna lenese hI Atmahita hotA hai| hamAre hRdayameM to mAtra kRpAludeva hI haiM, unakA hI ramaNa hai| hamArI to yahI zraddhA aura lakSya hai| hamAre samAgamameM jo jijJAsu Ate haiM unheM hama to yahI mArga batAte haiM ki paramakRpAludevakI hI AjJA mAnya karo, unakI hI zraddhA karo; unhoMne jo svarUpa jAnA, anubhava kiyA, vahI saccA hai, vahI merA svarUpa hai; isa prakAra usa puruSake vacanase zraddhApUrvaka mAnya karo aura unhIMkI bhaktimeM niraMtara raho, anya kucha bhI kalpanA na kro| ye parapadArtha, unake saMyoga, ye tumhAre nahIM haiN| unheM apane AtmasvarUpake samAna na mAno; paraMtu paramakRpAludeva-kathita yathArtha AtmasvarUpako pahacAno to kalyANa hogaa|

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patrAvali - 2 135 paramakRpAludevakI hI zaraNa, Azraya, nizcaya grahaNa karo aura Aja taka jo kucha kiyA, jo kucha mAnA, jo kucha upadeza diyA, jo jo kalpanAe~ kIM, vaha saba merI bhUla thI, svacchaMda thA, kalpanA thI, nAsamajhI thI, ajJAna thA / usakA bhArI khedapUrvaka pUrNa pazcAttApa kara, usase vApasa lauTakara, jJAnIse kSamA-yAcanA kara AtmAko niHzalya kro| aba to mujhe ekamAtra paramakRpAludevakI hI zaraNa ho, unhIMkI AjJAmeM niraMtara pravRtti ho / unhoMne jisa svarUpakA anubhava kiyA hai, vahI merA svarUpa hai; anya dehAdi saMbaMdhoMmeM apanepanakI kalpanA mithyA hai, aisI samajha aura zraddhA karanI cAhiye / jIva svayaM hI jaba aisA karegA tabhI mukti hogI / saccI zraddhA Ane para saccA vairAgya AtA hai aura jJAniyoMne dehAdiko anitya Adi kahA hai vaha jIvake vicAra meM, samajhameM AtA hai / saccI zraddhAke binA saccA prema utpanna nahIM hotA aura sacce prema binA vastukI prApti asaMbhava hai / saccI zraddhA sahita paramakRpAludevakI bhaktimeM cittako saMlagna rakheM, usImeM tallIna baneM / yaha asAtAvedanIya aura sAtAvedanIya to karmAnusAra hai / AtmasvarUpakA nAza karaneke liye vedanIya samartha nahIM hai to phira usakI ciMtA yA vikalpa kyoM kareM ? kyoM na parama bhaktimeM bhAvako bar3hAkara sabhI janmamaraNa Adi duHkhoMse sadAke liye mukta ho jAyeM ? kheda yA ArttadhyAna karanese to vaha vedanIya jIvako navIna karmabaMdhakA hetu banatI hai, jinheM bhaviSyameM bhoganA par3egA / ataH samajhadAra vyaktiko apane AtmA para dayA kara, kSamA aura dhairyase apane bhAva sudhAra kara, isa pratikUla prasaMgase lAbha kyoM na uThAnA cAhiye ? yaha mitra jaise laganevAle para vAstavameM balavAna zatruke samAna dehAdi saMyogoM meM kucha bhI prIti karanA yogya hai hI nhiiN| udharase apane bhAvoMko mor3akara paramakRpAludeva dvArA upadiSTa upazama aura vairAgyameM tathA paramakRpAludevakI apUrva parama AjJAkI ArAdhanAmeM, bhaktimeM, zaraNameM, AzrayameM ekatA karanA ucita hai / paramakRpAludevakI zraddhA jo hamAre kahanese kareMge unakA kalyANa hogA, aisA jo kahA thA tathA saMtake kahanese paramakRpAludevakI AjJA mujhe mAnya hai, yoM pratijJA pUrvaka sabhIne paramakRpAludevake samakSa kahA thA use yAda kara, zraddhA jitanI dRr3ha ho utanI karanI caahiye| hAthIke pA~vameM sabake pA~va samA jAte haiM, vaise hI paramakRpAludevakI bhaktimeM sarva jJAniyoMkI bhakti A jAtI hai; ataH bhedabhAvakI kalpanA dUra kara, jo AjJA huI hai usake anusAra 'vALyo vaLe jema hema' (svarNakI taraha cAhe jyoM mor3A jA sake ) yoM apane bhAva mor3akara eka para A jAnA yogya hai / ** 23 tA. 31-10-1935 mAyA saba mithyA hai| mere pAsa itanA dhana hai, itanA putra-parivAra hai, itanA adhikAra hai jisase aba mujhe kucha Darane jaisA nahIM hai- mujhe kyA kamI hai ? yoM jIva mAnatA hai| tathA ahaMbhAva -mamatvabhAva sahita dAna, dayA, tapa Adi dharma karatA hai / para yaha saba to bhaiMseko khetameMse nikAlaneke liye sAThA lekara mArane jaisA hai| bhaiMsA kahatA hai ki aise to maiM bahuta cabA gayA huuN| vaise hI yaha jIva mAyAke

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136 upadezAmRta sAdhana anaMtakAlase prApta karatA AyA hai aura kriyAkANDameM pravRtti karatA AyA hai, kiMtu isase janmamaraNa dUra nahIM ho skte| kiMtu pahale kabhI prApta nahIM huA aisA apUrva yaha samakita hai, AtmazraddhA hai| use prApta karanekI bhAvanA, tIvra jijJAsA bAraMbAra karanI cAhiye / AtmAkI pahacAna hone para hI kalyANa hai aura tabhI mithyAtvakA nAza hogA aura mokSakA mArga prazasta hogaa| svacchaMda mokSamArgako rokanevAlA, baMda karanevAlA kivAr3a hai| use dUra karanekA sAdhana bhI AtmajJAna aura AtmabhAvanA hai| ___ AtmArthake lakSyase, AtmabhAvanAse jitanA pravartana, bhAva hogA, utanA jIvana sArthaka hai, zeSa saba to mAyA-prapaMcameM bahA jA rahA hai aisA socakara, vairAgya-upazamakI vRddhi ho, maitrI, pramoda, karuNA aura mAdhyastha ina cAra bhAvanA sahita vyavahAra ho aisA puruSArtha kartavya hai| aura satsaMgakI bhAvanA bar3hatI rahe vaisA karanA ucita hai| bIsa dohe, kSamApanAkA pATha, chaha padakA patra, Atmasiddhi Adi bhakti-smaraNameM nitya niyamita amuka samaya bitAnekA lakSya rkheN| 24 mArgazIrSa saM. 1992, tA. 14-11-35 isa duSamakAlameM isa manuSyabhavakA AyuSya bahuta anizcita hai| kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai aura mAyAkA aMta nahIM hai| jIva yoM ke yoM saba kAma adhUre chor3akara parabhavase AyA hai, kintu pUrvameM jAne-anajAne kucha puNya-baMdha huA hogA jisake phalasvarUpa yaha manuSyabhava, uttama kula, nIrogI kAyA, nizciMta AjIvikA cale aise sAdhana, satpuruSakA yoga aura paramakRpAludeva jaise sacce puruSakI zaraNa, smaraNa Adike saMyoga mila gaye haiN| jIva itanI ucca sthitimeM AyA hai phira bhI pramAda karegA to saba sAmagrI calI jAnemeM samaya nahIM lgegaa| choTA bAlaka bhI khATa yA palaMgase giranese DaratA hai aura bacanekA prayatna karatA hai| kiMtu yaha mUrkha jIva isa ucca dazAse girakara adhogatimeM kahA~ pha~sa jAyegA, isakA use bhaya nahIM hai, na sAvadhAna hI hotA hai| manuSyabhava yoM hI calA jAyegA to phira kyA dazA hogI isakA jIvako abhI bhI bhAna nahIM hai| cAra gatimeM tathA usameM bhI naraka-tiryaMcameM kitane adhika duHkha haiM ise mRgAputrake caritrameM paramakRpAlu devane 'bhAvanAbodha meM kitanA adhika vistArase likhA hai? phira bhI jIvako satpuruSake vacanakI satyatA hRdayameM cubhatI nahIM, trAsa nahIM hotaa| yaha saba mohanIyakarmakA chAka hai| satsaMga-samAgamameM bodha zravaNa karanekI, joradAra thappar3a laganekI AvazyakatA hai, tabhI jIva jAgRta ho sakatA hai| ___cakravartI jaise chaha khaMDake rAjyakA aura chiyAnave hajAra striyoMkA tyAga kara Atmahita karaneke liye bhikhArIkI bhA~ti akiMcana hokara cala par3e, unameM kitanA vairAgya hogA? aura yaha jIva to tuccha vastuoMmeM vRtti pirokara sukhI honA cAhatA hai; to yaha sukhakA mArga hai yA mahApuruSoM dvArA Acarita mArga mahAsukhakArI hai? isa kathana para gahana ciMtana karanA caahiye| satsaMgake abhAvameM anAdi mohakA bala jIvako karmabaMdhanake kAraNoMmeM pha~sA detA hai aura jIva usameM AnaMda mAnatA hai| kiMtu usake prati viSa, viSa aura viSakI dRSTi rakhakara, satsaMgakI bhAvanA rakhakara jInA ucita hai aura avasara milane para avazya hI satsaMga vizeSa vizeSa utsAhase karate rahanA yogya hai|

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patrAvali-2 137 kahanevAlA kaha detA hai, paraMtu mAnanA yA nahIM mAnanA yaha Apake hAthakI bAta hai| satsaMga, bhaktimeM bhAva bar3he, isa prakAra satsaMgake viyogameM bhI mumukSuko pravRtti karanI caahiye| 25 mArgazIrSa, saM. 1992, tA. 14-11-35 aneka mumukSu dUra-dUrase Akara, paramakRpAludevakI bhaktimeM raMgakara Atmahita sAdha jAte haiM aura Apako itanA samAgama hone para bhI aisA kyA kAraNa hai ki satsaMga samAgama karane meM itanA adhika vighna AtA hai? dhana, kuTuMba, kAyA Adike liye kucha kAma ho to usakI ciMtA rakhate haiM aura derasaberase usa kAmako kara lete haiM; taba isa AtmAkA hita ho usa kAmako karaneke liye satsaMgakI AvazyakatA pratIta nahIM hotI? yA yaha kAma kama Avazyaka lagatA hai? yA AtmAke hitakA kAma isa bhavameM karanA hI nahIM hai aisA nizcaya kara rakhA hai yA kyA soca rakhA hai? dhana, kAyA Adi padArtha to kala subaha rAkha hokara ur3a jaayeNge| koI kisIkA sagA nahIM hai / sva0 mAdhavajI zeTha dhanasaMpattimeMse kyA sAtha le gaye? dharmake prati unheM jitanA prema aMta samayameM jAgRta huA thA, vahI ve sAtha le gaye aura vahI unako acchI gatimeM le gyaa| saMsArakI pravRttimeM to jIva azubha bhAva kara adhogatimeM jAnA par3e aise kAraNa ekatrita kara rahA hai| usameM jo koI bhI satpuruSake vacana sunakara grahaNa karegA, jAgRta hogA aura dharmakI ArAdhanA karegA, vaha sukhI hogaa| jise satpuruSakA yoga huA hai, jisane satpuruSakI sevA kI hai, usako to isa asAra saMsArameM pAmara prANiyoMkI bhA~ti usImeM Asakta rahanA ucita nahIM hai| sau do sau rupaye milanevAle hoM to jIva gADImeM baiThakara muMbaI taka daur3A calA jAtA hai, kintu satsaMgameM jo alabhya lAbha milatA hai, janma-jarA-maraNase chuTakara, mokSaprAptike hetabhUta samakitakA lAbha hotA hai aise saMyogakA jIvako abhI taka mAhAtmya hI nahIM lagA hai| jIvako bodhakI kamI hai aura satsaMgake binA bodhakI prApti nahIM hotI, ataH bAraMbAra samAgamakA yoga prApta ho aisA puruSArtha karanA cAhiye / Apake nimittase Apake mAtAjI, bhAI Adi aneka jIvoMko AtmahitakA kAraNa prApta ho sakatA hai| vaha pramAda yA mohake kAraNa ruka rahA hai, ataH jAgRta hokara AtmAkI saMbhAla aba liijiyegaa| vizeSa kyA kaheM? kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai| prANa liye yA legA yoM ho rahA hai| acAnaka kAla A pahu~cegA aura saMsArake saba kAma adhUre chor3akara akele jAnA pdd'egaa| zarIrameM roga, vyAdhi prakaTa hoMge taba koI nahIM le sakegA, saba tAkate raha jAyeMge aura akele hI isa AtmAko duHkha bhogane pdd'eNge| ataH kuTuMba AdikA pratibaMdha kama kara satsaMga-samAgamameM cittavRtti vizeSa lage aisA socakara pravRtti karanA ucita hai| cAhe jitane duHkha uThAne par3e, dhanakI hAni hotI ho, apamAna hotA ho to bhI satsaMga-samAgama karate rahanekA anurodha hai, ise na bhuuliyegaa| hRdayameM gahare utarakara vicAra kiijiyegaa| yaha jIva bicArA manuSyabhava hAra na jAya isa prakAra usakI dayA karanI cAhiye / aisA avasara anya kisI bhavameM milanA atyaMta durlabha hai ataH sAvadhAna ho jaayeN|

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138 upadezAmRta 26 kArtika sudI 7,saM.1992 ___ eka sadgurukI dRr3ha zaraNa grahaNa kara nirbhaya ho jAnA caahiye| vyAdhi, pIr3A, pariSaha-upasarga cAhe jo A par3eM unheM dhairya, samatA, sahanazIlatAse zAMtipUrvaka sahana kara lenA caahiye| ye saba jAneke liye hI Ate haiN| karma anaMtakAlase Ate haiM aura jAte haiN| koI Tika nahIM pAye / narakake duHkha bhI jIvane anaMtabAra bhoge haiM, kiMtu AtmAkA koI pradeza bhI na ghisA hai na kama huA hai| ataH kisIse ghabarAnA nahIM caahiye| Aye usase dugane Ao aisA kahanese adhika AyeMge nahIM tathA cale jAo kahanese jAyeMge bhI nhiiN| jo cale gaye haiM ve lauTakara phira kabhI AnevAle nahIM haiN| ataH eka sadgurukA avalaMbana grahaNa kara unakI zaraNameM jo hotA hai use dekhate rahanA cAhiye, ghabarAnA nahIM caahiye| maMtrakA smaraNa niraMtara karate rahanA caahiye| jaba taka bhAna rahe taba taka smaraNameM bhAva rakheM / jJAnIpuruSane jaisA AtmA jAnA hai vaisA hI merA AtmA hai| AvaraNake kAraNa mujhe patA nahIM hai, para maiMne jinakI zaraNa grahaNa kI hai unhoMne niHzaMka rUpase satya AtmAko jAnA hai, isa zraddhAko dRr3hatAse mRtyu paryaMta TikAkara rakhanA caahiye| itanI dRr3hatA rahe to koI AtmAkA bAla bhI bA~kA karanemeM samartha nahIM hai| "dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara kheTa?" 27 tA.26-1-1936 satsaMga, satpuruSArthakI jIvako bahuta AvazyakatA hai| 'bAteM karanese kAma nahIM hotA, karanA pdd'egaa| eka marajiyA sauko bhArI hotA hai| uTho, khar3e ho jaao| vAra kare usakI talavAra / tumhArI derameM dera hai| yogyatA laao| pAtrake binA kisameM rakheMge? yogyatA ho to dera nahIM hai| AtmA hI kregaa| kiye binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| jIvakI hI bhUla hai| mAnya karanevAlekI bAta hai| "isake milane, isako sunane aura isa para zraddhA karanese hI chUTanekI bAtakA AtmAse guMjAra hogaa|" satpuruSArtha saMbaMdhI, vinaya aura laghutA saMbaMdhI, mare hueko jIvita kara de aisA amRta samAna atyuttama bodha sunakara hRdayameM likhakara rakhanA caahiye| mIThI 'ku~IyA~kA pAnI hai, jo piyegA usakI pyAsa bujhegI, bharakara rakhegA usake kAma AyegA aura pramAdameM baha jAne degA vaha pachatAyegA, pyAsA mregaa| yaha jIva pramAdameM gote khAtA rahatA hai, cetatA nahIM hai, yaha bar3I bhUla hai| 'bharata, ceta!' "jJAna garIbI guru vacana, narama vacana nirdoSa, inakU~ kabhI na chAMDiye, zraddhA, zIla, saMtoSa." 1. mUla gujarAtI kahAvata-'vAtoo vaDA nahIM thAya.' 2. mUla gujarAtI pATha-'mAre tenI taravAra, tArI vAre vAra! 3. mUla gujarAtI pATha 'vAta che maanyaanii|' 4. gujarAtI mUla zabda 'vIraDI' hai jisakA artha hotA hai-nadI yA tAlAbake sUkhe bhAgameM pAnIke liye khodA gayA khddddaa|

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patrAvali-2 139 28 tA.8-2-1936 jIvako janma-maraNake duHkha jaisA anya koI duHkha nahIM hai| tRSNA, mUrchAke kAraNa janma-maraNa hote rahate haiN| tRSNA kisIkI pUrI nahIM ho sktii| cAhe jitanI kamAI kI ho to bhI kucha sAtha jAnevAlA nahIM hai| sADhe tIna hAthakI bhUmimeM zarIrako jalA deNge| mRtyukA bhaya sirapara hai| phira bhI jIva aisA samajhatA hai ki mujhe maranA hI nahIM hai| aisA socakara A~kheM baMda kara AraMbha-parigrahameM pravRtti karatA hai aura rAta-dina kalpanA hI kalpanAmeM gUMthA rahatA hai| "jahA~ kalapanA jalapanA, tahA~ mAnaM duHkhachAMya; miTe kalapanA-jalapanA, taba vastU tina pAI." "kyA icchata ? khovata sabai, hai icchA duHkhamUla; jaba icchAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla." yoM paramakRpAludevane to pukAra-pukAra kara kahA hai, para jIvane usa para dhyAna nahIM diyA hai| 'kathA suna-suna phUTe kAna, to bhI na AyA brhmjnyaan|" "tilaka karate tepana bahe, japamAlAke nAke gye|" yoM isa jIvane kucha dhyAnameM nahIM liyA hai| sunA para gunA nhiiN| bAteM karanese kAma nahIM hotaa| bAtoMke bar3oMse peTa nahIM bhrtaa| aba to kucha jAgRta ho, ceta jAye aura satpuruSArtha kare to kalyANa hogaa| 'AtmA hai' aisA sunA hai, bAteM kI haiM, para kucha anubhava huA? jo karane yogya hai vaha isa jIvane kiyA nahIM hai| AraMbha-parigraha, viSaya, vAsanA, tRSNAko kama karanese samAdhisukha pragaTa hotA hai| jIvako mAtra samajhanekI jarUrata hai| usake liye satsaMga, samAdhi, bodha aura zraddhAsahita satpuruSArtha kartavya hai| samabhAva koI apUrva vastu hai! usako bulAyeM, hRdayameM sthAna deN| "sarvAtmamAM samadRSTi dyo, A vacanane hRdaye lkho|" samabhAvakI pahacAna, samajha kara lenI hai| "bhAna nahIM nijarUpanuM te nizcaya nahIM saar|" aMtarmuhUrtameM samakita, aMtarmuhUrtameM kevalajJAna hotA hai aisA kahA hai, vaha asatya nahIM hai| mAtra jIvake bhAva jAgrata hone caahiye| yaha kisIke hAthakI bAta nahIM hai| 'vAra kare usakI talavAra,' 'caturakI do ghar3I aura mUrkhakI pUrI jiNdgii|' *** ahamadAbAda, mArgazIrSa sudI, saM. 1991 hama bayAsI varSake ho gye| aba isa aMtima zikSAko dhyAnameM leMge to hita hogaa| hamArI taraha seThajIkI bhI umra huI hai| unhoMne jaisI dRr3hatA kI hai vaisI Apa sabako karanI hai| mila-jhulakara raheMge to sukhI hoNge| 'jahA~ ekatA vahA~ shaaNti|' jitanA kaSAyakA abhAva, utanA hI dharma samajhanA cAhiye / bhAiyoM aura bahanoMmeM eka dUsareke prati jitanA sadbhAva rahegA, AjJAkAritA rahegI, bar3oMkI maryAdA rahegI, utanI hI ekatA rhegii| ekatAkA bala vyavahArameM-paramArthameM Avazyaka hai| hameM acchA na lagatA ho to bhI bar3oMkI bhUla hamAre manameM na baseM vaise rahanA yogya hai| ve kucha kaha bhI deM

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140 upadezAmRta to bhI ve bar3e haiM, kaThora vacana kahanevAlA saMsArameM koI nahIM milatA, bhale hI bola gaye; ataH burA nahIM lagAnA cAhiye-yoM gaMbhIratA rakhakara sahanazIlatA aura vinayapUrvaka vyavahAra kareMge to sukhI hoNge| 30 hamAre AtmAmeM kisI prakArakA viSamabhAva nahIM hai| Apa hamAre sAkSAt AtmA hai| 'sarvAtmamAM samadRSTi dyo' yahI mArga hai| paramaguruke parama hitakArI vacana smRtimeM lAkara cittavRtti satpuruSake vacanameM, bodhameM rakhanese koTi karmakA kSaya hotA hai| kSamA, samatAse sahanA, sahanazIlatA, dhairya, zAMti, samabhAva-yaha paramauSadhi jJAniyoMne batAI hai, isake dvArA anaMta duHkhase bhare hue isa saMsArasamudrako pAra kiyA jA sakatA hai| zArIrika vedanA vedanAke kSayakAlameM nivRtta hogI aura asAtAke bAda sAtA diikhegii| dhUpake bAda chAyA aura chAyAke bAda dhUpa, yoM pAnI bharakara Ate aura khAlI hote arahaTake cakrakI bhA~ti ho rahA hai| samajhadAra vyakti usameM harSazoka nahIM karate / apitu asAtAke prasaMgako parIkSAkA samaya mAnakara usakA sAmanA karaneko udyata ho jAte haiM, tathA vizeSa vIrya sphurita kara asAtAke samayako AtmakalyANakA uttama nimitta banA lete haiN| saMsArakI asAratAko jAnakara, ekatva bhAvanA bhAte hue, asaMga AtmAkA niraMtara lakSya rakhate haiN| aneka mahApuruSoMko kaSTake prasaMga Aye haiN| zrI gajasukumArake sira para pAla bA~dhakara dhakadhakate aMgAre bhare, usa samayakI asahya vedanAko samabhAvase zrI neminAtha bhagavAnake vacanabalake AdhAra para sahana karanese hajAroM bhava karanevAle the, usa sabako samApta kara mokSa pdhaare| vaise hI zrI avaMtisukumAla jaise sukomala zarIravAleko, vanameM tIna dina taka siyAra pairase lekara A~toM taka mA~sa tor3akara khAne para bhI, sahana karanA par3A hai| unakI samatAko dhanya hai ki sadguru dvArA batAye gaye AtmAko ve samayamAtrake liye bhI na bhUle / isI prakAra pAMDavoMko tapta loheke lAla surkha AbhUSaNa pahanAye, phira bhI manameM kucha bhI na lAkara zarIrako jalane diyA aura AtmAmeM dRSTi rakhakara kalyANa kara gye| aise dRSTAMta yAda rakhakara dhairya dhAraNa kreN| isa jIvane naraka nigoda Adike duHkhoMkA anaMta bAra anubhava kiyA hai| sahana karanemeM kucha kamI nahIM rakhI hai| himmata hArane jaisA nahIM hai| kAyara banane para bhI karma chor3eMge nhiiN| ataH zUravIratA grahaNa kara, jJAnIke samatAbhAvake mArgako grahaNa kara, dehAdise apanI bhinnatA vicAra kara draSTAbhAvase, sAkSIbhAvase rahanA cAhiye / anya saba bhUla jAne jaisA hai| jo-jo saMkalpa-vikalpa Akara khar3e ho unakA sanmAna na kara, usameM samaya na khokara, unheM zatru mAnakara, unase manako moDa leM aura sadgurukI zaraNameM, unake bodhameM, smaraNameM lIna honA ucita hai| kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai, prANa liye yA legA yoM ho rahA hai| yaha manuSyabhava cAhe jaisI dazAmeM ho, taba bhI vaha durlabha hai, aisA samajhakara samayamAtrakA bhI pramAda nahIM karanA caahiye| bhagavAnake ina vacanoMpara bAraMbAra vicAra kara zuddha AtmasvarUpakI bhAvanAmeM niraMtara rahanekA puruSArtha karanA cAhiye / maiM kucha nahIM jAnatA, paraMtu satpuruSane jo jAnA hai, anubhava kiyA hai aura hama para paramakRpA kara upadeza dvArA batAyA hai, vaha parama satya hai| vahI mere mAnane yogya

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patrAvali - 2 141 hai| anya kisI bhI prakArakI ahaMbhAva -mamatvabhAvakI kalpanA mujhameM na ho / "sat jo kucha bhI hai, vaha sat hI hai|" usameM mujhe apanI kalpanAko milAkara use asat nahIM banAnA hai / vaha parama sat zrI sadguru dvArA anubhUta mujhe mAnya hai aura usIkI zraddhA mujhe rahe ! abhI mujhe sukhaduHkharUpa, sAtAasAtArUpa, citra-vicitrarUpa jo lagatA haiM use mujhe nahIM mAnanA hai; paraMtu parama AnaMdasvarUpa, sarva duHkhakA AtyaMtika nAza karanevAlA paramAtmasvarUpa merA hai, usameM merI aDola sthiti ho, isa bhAvanAkI vRddhi karanA yogya hai / jaba taka yaha manuSyabhava hai taba taka sadgurukI AjJAse pravRtti karanekA nizcaya aura puruSArtha cAlU rakhakara samaya bitAnA cAhiye / satpuruSakA yoga aura saddbodhakI prApti tabhI saphala mAnI jAyegI ki jaba hama siMhakI santAnakI taraha duHkhake prasaMgoMmeM bhI kAyara na hokara siMha jaisI zUravIratA dhAraNa kareM aura unake padAnusAra calakara unakI dazAko prApta karaneke bhAgyazAlI baneM / 'apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze ?' isakA bAraMbAra yathAzakya vicAra pUrvaka smaraNa - bhAvanA kara, usa dazAmeM ramaNa ho aisA puruSArtha kartavya hai / pariNAmakI dhArA para hI baMdhamokSakA AdhAra hai / sadguruke isa bodha para vicAra kara, vibhAva pariNatiko rokakara, parameM arthAt rAga-dveSa- mohaviSayameM tanmayatA ho jAtI hai, use balapUrvaka vicAra-vicArakara dUra karake AtmabhAvanAmeM bhAvanA rakhanese parama kalyANa hotA hai / vRttiko rokanA, saMkalpa - vikalpa parameM hote rokanA, yaha satpuruSakI hi-zikSA hai / 'zrI sadgurune kahA hai aise nirgratha mArgakA sadaiva Azraya rahe / '

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142 vicAraNA uTho, khar3e ho jAo, aatmbhaavmeN| yaha kyA hai? saMsAra hai, bhrama hai; nivRtta ho jAo, calo samabhAvameM / dekhate raho-svapnavat hai| Apa kauna haiM? AtmA hU~, brahma huuN| kyA rAjA haiM? hA~! yaha prajA kyA kara rahI hai? suna rahI hai| usakI dekhabhAla kauna karatA hai? vivek| yaha dUsarA kauna hai? vicAra / calo vicArake paas| Apako kucha kahanA hai? hA~, upayogameM phuNco| upayogameM kucha dekhanA hai? haaN| calo tb| dekho| jJAna, darzana, cAritra, namaskAra karatA hU~, namaskAra karatA huuN| asaMga hU~, eka huuN| zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH

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vicAraNA 143 saba para prIti na kreN| vibhAva pariNAmase thaka jaayeN| saba bhrama hai| jaise sarva prANiyoMko AdhArabhUta pRthvI hai, vaise hI AtmAko kalyANarUpa zAMti hai| aMtarAtmAse bAhyAtmAkA tyAga karatA hU~ aura paramAtmAkA smaraNa karatA huuN| brahmacarya sarvotkRSTa sAdhana hai| gahana vicAra kreN| jIvako ghaDIbhara bhI r3hIlA na chor3eM, manakI icchAnusAra na kreN| AtmA amUlya hai, ise nirmUlya na kreN| saba tuccha hai, tU amUlya hai| saba bhUla jaayeN| sadA samIpa rheN| sabake ziSya baneM / krodhAdi kabhI na kruuN| mohAdi, rAgAdi na kruuN| mukti sivAya icchA na kruuN| he bhagavAn ! sAtavIM tamatamaprabhA narakakI vedanA svIkAra karU~, kiMtu jagatakI mohinI nahIM caahiye| kSaNa-kSaNa badalatI vRtti nahIM cAhiye / jo rUpa dRzya hai vaha jAnatA nahIM hai, jAnatA hai vaha dRzya nahIM hai, taba vyavahAra kisake sAtha karU~ ? vyavahAra to jAnanevAlese hI ho sakatA hai| AtmA arUpI hai, vaha iMdriya-grAhya nahIM hai, ataH madhyastha-udAsIna hotA huuN| jIvako bhedajJAnakI AvazyakatA hai| atyaMta khedakI bAta hai ki viSayoMke AkAra dvArA sarva jJAnarUpI dhanakA haraNa karanevAle aura dehameM rahe hue iMdriyoMrUpI coroMne lokakA nAza kiyA hai| m sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru hama jAnate haiM hameM patA hai| aba kyA hai? svArthabuddhi karate ho? sva-parahita kartavya hai| purAnA chor3e binA nahIM clegaa| chor3anA pdd'egaa| bhUla jaao| asaMga, apratibaMdha, zamabhAva, samatA, kSamA, dhairya, sadvicAra, viveka, samAdhimaraNa / zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH tat OM sat AtmA hai-draSTA, sAkSI hai| ba~dhA huA chUTatA hai-samabhAvapUrvaka dekhnese| kara smtaa| saMcita, prArabdhakarma, udayAdhIna bhogakara mukta hotA hai| isa para vicAra kr|

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144 upadezAmRta ba~dhA huA karma chUTanese prasanna honA cAhiye-ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna kartavya nahIM hai| brahma mAtra bAhyase (pudgalase) bhinna hai jii| zAMtiH zAMtiH nahIM hai vaha hai, hai vaha nahIM hai| sabhI hai| any| vicAra / smjho| jIva apanI dRSTise kalpanA kara kara paribhramaNa karatA hai| jIvane jJAnIkI dRSTise nahIM socA / jJAnIke ghara ijArA hai| bAhyadRSTise AtmA sthAna-sthAna para ba~dhatA hai| kaNa bikhera diye haiN| bigar3A sudhaareN| sudhareko bigAr3e nhiiN| zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa, phAlguna vadI 12,saM.1983 satpuruSakA mArga, sanmukha dRSTi, jJAnIkA bodha jise prApta huA hai, use pUrvaprArabdhake udayase sAtA-asAtA Ane para usa jJAnIkI parIkSA hai jii| svabhAvase vibhAvasezuddha cetanA hai| azuddha cetanA hai| sAmAnyataH zuddha cetanA hai| vaha bhrama haivizeSataH jJAna-darzana-cAritramaya isake kAraNa ajJAna kahalAtA hai| zuddha cetanA hai| jisase mithyA moha pariNata hokara ve bhAva sphurita hokara jIvameM rAgadveSa Ate haiM, taba viSaya kaSAyakI sahAyatAse jIva zubhAzubha karma bA~dhatA hai aura bhogate hue abhinnatA mAnatA hai, vaha pUrvakarmake udayake kAraNa hai jii|

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vicAraNA 145 ataH satpuruSase yathAtathya nizcayakara zuddhAtmA bhinna hai, yaha mAnanA, bAraMbAra vicAra karanA yogya hai jI / 8 [ prabhuzrI mauna rahate taba sleTameM praznAdi likhate aura carcA hotI, usakI noMdha ] (1) prabhuzrI - ujAgara kyA hai ? mumukSu - saMpUrNa AtmopayogakI jAgRti / prabhuzrI-jAgRti kaba kahalAyegI ? mumukSu - vItarAgatA rahe taba / prabhuzrI - vItarAgatA kise kaheMge ? mumukSu - svarUpakA saccA zuddha anubhava ho taba vItarAgatA hotI hai / prabhuzrI - anubhavako gurumukhase sunakara vedA jAtA hai so kaise ? mumukSu - gurumukhase zravaNa anubhava hotA hai vaha saccA hai / prabhuzrI - kyA jIvane gurumukhase jAnA hai ? mumukSu - jisane jAnA hai usane jAnA hai; vaha jJAnI hai / kArtika sudI 9, budha, saM. 1988 tA. 18-11-31 prabhuzrI - isa jIvane gurumukhase jAnA hai, mAnA hai, pariNamana huA hai, anubhava kiyA hai, phira bhI kucha rahatA hai kyA ? mumukSu-bArahaveM guNasthAna taka sAdhana aura sadgurukA avalaMbana kahA gayA hai / prabhuzrI - zrI mahAvIrane bhI sAr3he bAraha varSa karmakSaya karaneke liye puruSArtha kiyA hai| mumukSu - anubhava honeke bAda bhI puruSArtha cAhiye / prabhuzrI - vAsocchvAsameM karmakSaya, vaha kaise bhAvoMse ? mumukSu - jJAnI zvAsocchvAsameM jJAnamaya bhAvoMse anaMta karmoMkA kSaya karate haiM / prabhuzrI - jJAnIkA upayoga kucha aura hI hai ! jisase zvAsocchvAsameM anaMta karmoMkA kSaya hotA hai / mithyAtvIkA upayoga usase bhinna prakArakA hai 1 Jain Ed90nternational

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146 (2) upadezAmRta kArtika sudI 10, guru, saM. 1988, ___ tA. 19-11-31 prabhuzrI-kartavya hai| cetane jaisA hai| kiMtu una sabakA kAraNa eka satpuruSake prati dRr3ha zraddhA, pratIti, ruci, AsthA hai| sunanekA kAraNa kyA hai? mumukSu-yathArtha bodhake binA zuddhi nahIM hai| prabhuzrI-manuSyabhava durlabha hai aisA kyoM kahA jAtA hai? +'UThI nAThA boddhA' 1"samakita sAthe sagAI kIdhI saparivArazuM gADhI / ' (3) kArtika sudI 12, ravi, saM. 1988, tA. 22-11-31 prabhuzrI-anaMtAnubaMdhIke svarUpakA bhAna nahIM hai| mumukSu-anaMtAnubaMdhIke svarUpakA bhAna kaba hogA? prabhuzrI-satsaMgameM sadguruke bodhako saralatAse sunakara rucise mAne to samajhameM AtA hai| para mohanIyakI prabalatA hai| sUkSma mAna bhItarase burA kara rahA hai| buddhise maiM samajhatA hU~ aisA mAnatA hai, jisase sadgurukA bodha viruddha bhAsita hotA hai aura kaSAyakA poSaNa hotA hai| mumukSu-doSa nAza honekA kyA upAya? prabhuzrI-sadgurukA bodha / mumukSu-graMthi kaba naSTa hogI? prabhuzrI-kaba naSTa huI kaheMge? vaha to apane AtmAko jAne taba saba jhagar3A samApta hotA hai| mumukSu-satpuruSake bodhase anaMtAnubaMdhI aura darzanamohanIya jAtA hai, para yogyatAkI kamIse bodhakA pariNamana nahIM hotaa| prabhuzrI-varSA hone para bhI DhaMkI huI miTTI gIlI nahIM hotii| mumukSu-varSAkA pAnI TaMkImeM bharakara rakhA jAtA hai| pAnI giratA hai, para TaMkI bharatI nahIM-Dhakkana baMda hai isliye| prabhuzrI-Thakkana kyA? ghAtI phaadd'| mumukSu-ghAtI pahAr3a kyA? prabhuzrI-ghAtI krm| + mUrkha uThakara bhAga gye| 1 samakitake sAtha sneha-saMbaMdha kiyA, mAtra usa samakitake sAtha hI nahIM kiMtu usake kuTuMbiyoMke sAtha arthAt zama-saMvega Adike sAtha bhI prema saMbaMdha jodd'aa|

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vicAraNA 147 mumukSu-samyaktva kaise pariNata hotA hai? prabhuzrI-sadguruke bodhse| mumukSu-varSAmeM miTTI bhIgatI hai, vaise jIva bodha pariNata honepara bhIgatA hai? prabhuzrI-pariNata honepara bhIgatA hai| bAhyakI daur3a hai| "prIti anaMtI para thakI je toDe ho te joDe eh|" __ pramAda kyA? mada, viSayAdi pramAdake bheda haiN| eka aisI kuMjI hai ki jisase saba pramAda naSTa hote haiM, vaha gurugama hai jii| 'UThI nAThA boddhaa|' (4) kArtika sudI 13, soma, 1988, tA. 23-11-31 prabhuzrI-ullAsa pariNAma kyA? mumukSu-kalyANake apUrva kAraNarUpa ratnatraya para pramoda, ruci vaha ullAsa pariNAma hai| prasannacaMdra munike pariNAma badale, usakA kAraNa kRpAdRSTi yA sanmukhadRSTi? prabhuzrI-sanmukhadRSTi / Atma-pahacAna hone para sanmukhadRSTi kaheMge yA nahIM? samapariNAma kisase hote haiM? phcaanse| jahA~ viSamadRSTi hai, vahA~ samapariNAma nahIM hai, kalyANa bhI nahIM hai| sahajasvarUpameM jIvakI sthiti honA use jJAnI mokSa kahate haiN| kArtika vadI 2, zukra, saM. 1988, tA. 27-11-31 'cittakI niraMkuzatA' kyA hai? isa para vicAra kartavya hai| isa para UhApoha nahIM hotaa| kAyaratAkI bAta na kreN| 'pUchatA nara pNddit|' akulAhaTa, ghabarAhaTa, asAtA acchI nahIM lgtii| isakI auSadhi kyA? puruSArtha hai| jisakA samaya DhU~DhanemeM, pUchanemeM bItatA hai, usakA samaya yathArtha bItatA hai| gayA kSaNa vApasa nahIM aataa| samaya samaya jIva mara rahA hai jii| yathArtha bodhameM eka dRSTi-vRtti kisa para kareM? samyakbhAvakI bhAvanA kara samyak sthiti pr|

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148 upadezAmRta (6) pradezavattva agurulaghutva prameyatva dravyatva vastutva astitva - isa viSaya meM ApakI samajhameM Aye utanA kheN| isakA vicAra kaba-kaba kiyA hai ? isakA samAdhAna, ekameM A jAye vaha kyA hai ? saMpUrNa jagatakA svarUpa isameM jJAnI samajhate haiM / jJAnI use hI jAneM jI / 'egaM jANai se savvaM jANa' isa para vicAra kiyA hai ? gurugamase jIva jAgRta hotA hai| anubhavameM saba A jAtA hai / (7) tA. 29-11-31 vRtti udayameM Aye use sadguruke bodhakI smRtise rokeM / isa vicArase puruSArtha kartavya hai / abhyAsa kartavya hai / camacA hilAnese ubharegA nahIM / kaSAya kaba nahIM hai? taba kyA kareM ? upazamadazA / vaha kise kahate haiM ? bAhyavRtti badalanese, dRSTi badalanese vaha badalatI hai / vaha kaise pariNAmase badalegI ? paryAyadRSTise saba duHkha hai; vaha badalegI tabhI chuTakArA hogA - bhAva, vicAra / (8) sadgurUne yathAtathya sva-rUpa jAnA hai / AtmA hai, vaha jAnatA hai, vaha sunatA hai / kArtika vadI 3, saM. 1988, tA. 28-11-31 zraddhAse mAnya huA to phira use kucha zeSa rahA kyA ? udayakarmakA vipAka vicitra hotA hai, kiMtu yadi zraddhA badale nahIM to AtmAkA kalyANa ho cukA samajheM / rUIkA Dhera jala jAyegA - avazya / (9) satpuruSane kahA hai vaha satya hai jI / maiM to kahatA hI nahIM / jJAnIne kahA vahI kahatA hU~ / jJAnI kise kaheMge ? ' Atmasiddhi' meM gAthA hai, vaha "AtmajJAna samadarzitA, vicare udaya prayoga; apUrva vANI paramazruta, sadguru lakSaNa yogya. " tA. 3-12-31 tA. 5-12-31

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vicAraNA bhaktikA svarUpa kahiye / jJAnIko patA hai / bhaktike aneka bheda haiM" zravaNa, kIrtana, citavana, vaMdana, sevana, dhyAna; laghutA, samatA, ekatA, navadhA bhakti pramANa. " (10) jIvakI dazA kisase Avarita hai ? mohase / moha kisa kAraNase hai ? manake kAraNa / manake kAraNa huA, to badalA kaise ? bodhase / bodha kyA ? satpuruSakI vANI / satpuruSakI vANI kaI bAra sunI, para moha kyoM nahIM jAtA ? pAtratAke abhAvase / kupAtra bhI supAtra hotA hai / 'jo iccho paramArtha to karo satya puruSArtha / ' ataH ekamAtra puruSArtha hI kartavya hai jI / vizuddha bhAvase, gurugamase samajhane para zalya jAtA hai jI / 149 (11) tA. 8-12-31 maiM jAnatA hU~ vaha saba mithyA hai| aisI sadgurukI dRSTise zraddhA huI ho, ve to virale hI hote haiN| jo apanI pakar3ako chor3ate haiM ve jijJAsu haiM / tA. 6-12-31 "huM koNa chu ? kyAMthI thayo ? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM ?" sadguru kahe so sahI hai / para Ajakala to guru aneka ho gaye haiM / 1 paira rakhate pApa hai / dRSTimeM viSa hai / viSa, viSa aura viSa hai, aisA socakara Ajake dinameM praveza kara / vaha kyA ? "cetana jo nijabhAnamAM, kartA Apa svabhAva; varte nahi nija bhAnamAM, kartA karma-prabhAva. " 1. 'khAjA miThAIkA cUrA' (arthAt miThAI jaise madhura-rucikara jJAnIke vacana haiM / ) yaha barAbara huA ? yogyatAkI kamI hai| satsaMga, saddbodha, satpuruSArtha cAhiye / gurugamake binA samajhameM nahIM aataa| nahIM to ekadama khulA hai / " khAjAMnI bhUkarI / ' yaha AtmA, yaha bhI AtmA / dRSTi kahA~ ? mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai /

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150 upadezAmRta (12) tA. 9-12-31 jagata mithyA hai, jagata asAra hai| AtmA satya hai| use kisIne jAnA nahIM hai| jo kahate haiM ki maiMne jAnA hai, vaha mithyA hai aura ahaMkAra hai| ataH jo maiMne jAnA vaha satya hai aisA nahIM, para jJAnIne jAnA vaha satya hai| mithyA grahaNa huA hai jisase isako bodhakI AvazyakatA hai| (13) tA.10-12-31 1'jevA bhAva tevA prabhu phaLe / ' hama jA~ca kareM ki isa jIvake rAgAdi gaye yA nahIM? yadi aisA hai to jisa jJAnIke gaye haiM usake vacana mAneM / anya kahate haiM vaha satya lagatA hai, to bhI asatya hai aisA kyoM? mujhameM krodha nahIM hai, mAnako tyAgakara kahatA hU~, aisA kahatA hai vaha satya hai kyA? mArgakA jAnakAra (mArgadarzaka) nahIM hai| sUrata, tA.12-6-34 vRttiko rokeN| zrI jJAnIne jar3a aura caitanyakI vyAkhyA yoM kI hai "jaDabhAve jaDa pariName, cetana cetana bhAva; koI koI palaTe nahIM, chor3I Apa svabhAva." isameM jar3a-cetanakI pahacAna karAI hai| jar3a : yaha pudgala hai| usake paramANu haiM, paryAya haiN| use jJAnI jAnate haiN| jar3a sukhaduHkhako nahIM jaantaa| dravya, guNa, paryAya jar3ake bhI haiN| karma jar3a hai| AtmA : ise jIva kahate haiN| caitanyazakti kahate haiN| jAnatA hai, dekhatA hai, vaha jJAnasvarUpa AtmA hai| dravya, guNa, paryAya AtmAke bhI haiN| use jAnane para bhedajJAna hotA hai / jar3ako jar3a jAne aura cetanako cetana jAne yaha bhedjnyaan| 1. jaise bhAva vaise prabhu phalate haiM arthAt jaise bhAva vaisA usakA phala milatA hai|

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153 upadezasaMgraha-1 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa tA.7-11-1935, sabere patrAMka 539 kA vAcana "sarva jIva AtmArUpase samasvabhAvI haiN|" ise grahaNa nahIM kiyA hai| isa kAnase sunakara usa kAnase nikAla diyA hai| ye vacana lekhakI bhA~ti aMtarameM likha rakhane jaise haiN| yaha kaise mAnA jAya? isa jagatameM saba jIva khadabadA rahe haiN| na yaha mAnA gayA hai aura na hI isa para vizvAsa hai| vizvAsase jahAja calatA hai| isakI (AtmAkI) bAteM bhI kahA~ hai? yaha to kRpAludevakI dRSTise, dhanyabhAgya hai ki Apa suna rahe haiN| pahale pA~va Tike taba mAnane meM AtA hai| __ "nijameM nijabuddhi ho to paribhramaNa dazA TalatI hai|" ye kitane adbhuta vacana haiM! 'to paribhramaNa dazA TalatI hai'-itanA vicAra nahIM kiyA hai| yaha vizvAsa aura pratIti kaise Aye? kuchakA kucha suneM, dUsarI bAteM sune; para isa AtmAkI bAta nahIM suntaa| mumukSu-nijameM nijabuddhi kaise hotI hai? prabhuzrI-nAsamajhIkA duHkha hai, vahIM gar3abar3a hai| bAta to pahacAnanekI hai| pariNAma Ane para, pahacAnane para hI chuTakArA hai| mumukSu-bhaktike binA jJAna hotA hai? bhaktise to hotA hai| dukAnadArako paisA deMge to mAla degA hii| para prabhAvanA to muphta milatI hai, vaise hI jJAna muphta milatA hai yA nahIM? __ [phira prabhuzrIne sabase pUchA aura carcA karAyI] prabhuzrI-apekSAse sabhI bAtoMkI 'hA~, 'nA' hotI hai; para vaise nhiiN| bAta yoM hai-dAna dete ho to kauna letA hai? vahA~ upasthita ho vaha letA hai| yahA~ baiThe to sunA / bhakti to vacana haiN| vahA~ liye jAte haiM, lete haiN| jo hote haiM ve khAte haiN| bhakti hai so bhAva hai| yahA~ baiThe haiM ve sunate haiN| dUsarA to pUchatA hai ki kyA kyA bAta thI? isI prakAra dAtA ho, vahA~ jAye aura jAgatA rahe vaha letA hai| U~ghanevAlA nahIM le sktaa| bhakti kyA hai? yahI puruSArtha hai| aisA vaisA nhiiN| eka AtmA hai aura eka murdA hai, murdA sunatA nhiiN| bhakti AtmA hai| icchA kare to haiM, nahIM to nhiiN| yaha bAta kahI nahIM jA sktii| bhAgyazAlIko samajhameM AtI hai| lakSyameM legA usakA kAma hogaa| bhaktike do bheda haiM-ajJAnabhakti aura jJAnabhakti / bhakti hI AtmA hai| sulTA kara ddaaleN| bhAva, vicAra aura bhakti / vaise to saMsArameM bhakti sarvatra hai|

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154 upadezAmRta mumukSu-"satpuruSoMne jo sadgurukI bhaktikA nirUpaNa kiyA hai, vaha bhakti mAtra ziSyake kalyANake liye kahI hai| jisa bhaktike prApta honepara sadguruke AtmAkI ceSTAmeM vRtti rahe, apUrva guNa dRSTigocara hokara anya svacchaMda miTe aura sahaja hI Atmabodha ho, yoM jAnakara jisa bhaktikA nirUpaNa kiyA hai, usa bhaktiko aura una satpuruSoMko punaH punaH trikAla namaskAra ho!" prabhuzrI-isakA Azaya samajhanA caahiye| usake binA adhUrApana hai| "jaba jAgeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge rNg|" jo jAge use kahanA hai| zeSa saba to kalabalAhaTa hai| kahanA hai AtmAko / kahanA anakahA ho jAyegA, sunanA anasunA ho jaayegaa| saba vahIkA vhii| bAta samajhameM AnI cAhiye / thappar3a mArakara jagAyA hai| AtmAko jagAnA hai| vaha kaise jAgegA isakA patA nahIM hai| kaise jAgegA? khiye| mumukssu-sdbodhse| prabhuzrI-hAtha nahIM aayegaa| yaha to eka sadguru jAnate hai| chaha khaMDake bhoktAke ghara nau nidhAna cale Ane jaisA hai| taiyAra ho jaayeN| ApakI derIse dera hai| 1 sira kATe use mAla mile|' sunA para gunA nhiiN| gunanese chuTakArA hai| bAta sahI hai| 2"raMkake hAthameM ratna" aisI bAta isa 1. eka kumhArako miTTI khodate eka putalA milaa| vaha usane rAjAko bheMTa kara diyaa| rAjAne use sabhAmeM rakha diyaa| usa putaleke galemeM likhA thA ki 'sira kATe use mAla mile|' jo par3hatA vaha yahI samajhatA ki apanA sira kATe use mAla mile| eka kSatriya vahA~ AyA, usane par3hA aura talavArase putalekA sira kATa diyA to usameMse sonekI mohareM niklii| 2. eka lakar3ahArA bahuta garIba thaa| jaMgalase lakar3I lAkara zaharameM bectaa| paisA milatA usase tela, anAja aura eraMDIkA tela khriidtaa| nitya lAtA aura nitya pUrA ho jaataa| lakar3I becane zahara meM saba tarapha ghUmatA, logoMko maujazauka karate dekhatA aura svayaM vaisA sukha pAnekI icchA karatA, para sAdhana na honese nirAza hokara hArA-thakA so jaataa| ___ eka rAta vaha jaldI uTha gayA, taba use apane durbhAgya para vicAra Ane lgaa| vaha socane lagA ki kyA karanese jyAdA paisA mila sakatA hai? use upAya sUjhA ki yadi caMdanakI lakar3I mile to adhika paisA mila sakatA hai| cA~danI rAta thI ataH phira so jAneke badale pAtheya liyA aura jaMgalameM nikala pdd'aa| caMdanakI sugaMdha Aye taba taka calate rahanA-aisA socakara vaha 10 mIla calA gayA, para caMdanakA kahIM patA na lgaa| taba thakakara nadIke kinAre pAtheya khAne baitthaa| vahA~ nadIkA kinArA TUTA huA thA, usameM kucha patthara jaisA camaka rahA thaa| baccoMko khelaneke kAma AyegA aisA socakara usane usa pattharako kapar3eke pallemeM bA~dha diyaa| phira jo milI ve lakar3iyA~ lekara vApasa A gyaa| zaharameM lakar3I becakara eraMDIkA tela Adi vastue~ lekara zAmako nirAza hokara ghara aayaa| pUre dinakA thakA khATa para karavaTa lI to pallemeM ba~dhA ratana cubhaa| pallese kholate hI gharameM ujAlA ho gyaa| ataH baccoMko khelaneke liye deneke badale usane use tAkameM rakha diyaa| manameM saMtoSa huA ki calo, bhaTakanA bekAra nahIM gayA, nitya eraMDIke telake paise to bceNge| __vaha pratidina lakar3I lAtA aura bectaa| eraMDIke telake paise bacate usase guDa lAtA aura prasanna hotaa| yoM cha mahIne bIta gaye, para use ratnakI pahacAna nahIM huii| itanemeM eka jauharIke yahA~ bhojakA prasaMga aayaa| ataH eka dina usa lakar3ahAreke yahA~ apane ghara lakar3I lAneke liye kahane gyaa| usake yahA~ tAkameM ciMtAmaNi ratna dekha use Azcarya huA ki 'raMkake hAthameM ratna!' dayA Anese usane lakar3ahAreko ciMtAmaNi ratnakI pahacAna karAI aura kahA ki subahameM pUjA kara isase jo mA~goge vaha milegaa| yaha sunakara vaha khuzakhuzAla ho gyaa| subahameM pUjA kara ratnase sabhI Avazyaka vastue~ mA~ga lii|

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upadezasaMgraha-1 155 jagaha AyI hai| kisIko patA nahIM hai| pahacAnane para chuTakArA hai| bAteM karanese kAma nahIM hotaa| mAtra usIkI laya lagI rahe aura usIkI icchA rahe, yahI bhAvanA karanI cAhiye / isameM dUsarekA kAma nahIM hai| svayaMko karanA hai aura apane liye hI karanA hai| vinaya vastuko prApta karavAtI hai, aura bhakti-ye do mahAna vastu haiM, mukhya haiN| mahAvIra svAmIne gautama gaNadharase kahA *"saMjogA vippamukkassa aNagArassa bhikkhunno| viNayaM pAu karissAmi aNupuTviM suNeha me // ' (uttarAdhyayana sUtra pra. a. gAthA-1) "vinaya' suno, suno| kamI yogyatAkI hai| ise pUrI kiye binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| chor3anA pdd'egaa| chor3akara aao| apanA sayAnApana chor3a do| tA.7-11-35, sAyaMkAla vedanIyake do bheda : sAtA vedanIya aura asAtA vedanIya / vaha kisako hai? dehako? syAdvAda hai| eka bhoganese jAtI hai aura eka chor3anese jAtI hai / bA~dhe haiM ve bhogate haiN| chor3A nahIM hai| chor3e taba kArya siddha hotA hai| chor3A kaise jAya? 1. mumukSu-kartApana miTe taba / __ prabhuzrI-yaha to barAbara hai| bApa karatA hai to bApa bhogatA hai| 2. mumukSu-samabhAvase chUTatA hai| 3. mumukSu-bhAva aura dRSTimeM parivartana ho to chUTatA hai| prabhuzrI-saba ajJAna hai / jJAna prApta ho to chUTatA hai| jJAna Aye to vaha nahIM rhtaa| yaha vicAra kiyA? mumukSu-jo jAgRta hue haiM aura jinhoMne satpuruSake bodhako sunA hai, unheM yaha vicAra AtA hai| prabhuzrI-jAgRta huA kaba kahA jAyegA? mumukSu- "kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSa abhilASa; bhave kheda prANIdayA, tyAM AtmArtha nivAsa. dazA na evI jyAM sudhI, jIva lahe nahi joga; mokSamArga pAme nahIM, maTe na aMtara roga. Ave jyAM evI dazA, sadguru-bodha suhAya; te bodhe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe sukhadAya." (zrI Atmasiddhi) prabhuzrI taiyAra ho jaao| 'bhUle vahA~se phira gino|' 'jAge tabhIse sberaa|' chUTA nahIM hai| samakita Aye taba chUTatA hai| yaha kartavya hai| isIkI bhAvanA kro| saMsArI saMbaMdha, bAla-bacce, paisA-TakA Adi saba mithyA hai| apanA kucha nahIM hai| apanA AtmA hai| ___ * artha-saMyogase vizeSarUpase mukta aura ghara-saMsArake baMdhanase mukta bhikSuke vinaya (AcAra) ko kramapUrvaka pragaTa kruuNgaa| tuma dhyAnapUrvaka mujhe suno|

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156 upadezAmRta mumukSu-use to jAnA nahIM hai| prabhuzrI-bhUla itanI hI hai| isameM kyA ar3acana hai? mAtra dRSTikI aura samajhakI bhUla hai| 'samajha samajhakara jIva hI gayA anaMtA mokSa / ' taiyAra ho jaao| bhale hI bImAra hoM, rogI hoM, dukhI hoM, para yaha eka bAta hai mAnanekI / yahI kartavya hai| dUsare to jaise bhAva vaisA phala / jaisA bhaav|| tA. 8-11-35 zAmako ye alaukika bAteM haiM / laukikameM nikAla dene jaisI nahIM hai| eka satsaMga hai jo zAMtikA sthAna hai, isa jIvako vizrAMtikA sthAna hai| paribhramaNa aura baMdhanameM kAla bIta rahA hai| isameM Atmahita nahIM hai| pahacAna ho yA na ho, mile hoM yA na mile hoM, sabhI AtmA haiN| parivartana honA cAhiye, sAvaceta honA caahie| vaha (AtmA) kahA~ hai? kevala satsaMgameM hai| anya bAteM saMsArakI jAla hai, pha~sakara mara jAnA hai| gaphalatameM samaya jA rahA hai, pramAdameM jA rahA hai, pahacAna nahIM hai| bAta kartavyakI hai| nimitta banAye to bana sakatA hai| kAla sabake sira para ghUma rahA hai| koI bacegA nhiiN| jo kartavya hai vaha kiyA nhiiN| yaha bAta kisI satsaMgameM samajhameM AtI hai| mana aura vRtti sabhIko haiM, kSaNa-kSaNa badala rahI haiN| usase thappar3a mArakara jagAnA hai| saba paMcAyata chodd'| aba jAna liyaa| saba thothA hai, saMsArakA kAma adhUrA rahegA, pUrA honevAlA nahIM hai| ataH usameMse jo kiyA vaha kAma / jo karanA hai vaha yahIM hai| kyA karanA hai? mumukSu-samakita karanA hai| prabhuzrI-rAmakA bANa hai, kaise mithyA kahA jAya? kisake gIta gAne haiM ? varake gIta gAne haiN| samakita kaise hotA hai? 1. mumukSu-bhAva aura prinnaamse| 2. mumukSu-sadguruke bodhase samajhameM parivartana honese| prabhuzrI-bhAva aura pariNAma kisI samaya na rahate hoM aisA nahIM hai| eka vibhAvake bhAva aura pariNAma haiM tathA eka svabhAvake bhAva aura pariNAma haiN| ataH satsaMga prApta kreN| yahA~ baiThe haiM to kaisA kAma hotA hai! sabhIke manameM aisA rahatA hai ki kucha suneN| kisane burA kiyA hai ? pramAda aura Alasya zatru haiN| bhAna nahIM hai| gaphalatameM samaya bIta rahA hai| kyA kAma AyegA? mAtra vicAra hii| vicArake do bheda haiM, eka sadvicAra aura eka asadvicAra / sadvicArase AtmAkI mAnyatA hotI hai| yaha saba kala subaha miTa jAyegA, hue na hue ho jaayeNge| mahApuruSoMne kahA hai ki "layuM svarUpa na vRttinuM, grahuM vrata abhimAna; grahe nahIM paramArthane. levA laukika mAna."-zrI Atmasiddhi kahanekI bAta yaha ki ceta jAiye / kisakI bAta karanI hai? AtmAkI, parakI nhiiN| 'huM koNa rcha? kyAthI thayo? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM?' kyA hai saccA svarUpa? isa bAtameM suSupta na ho aura jAgrata ho to cora bhAga jAte haiM / jAgRta honA hai, sAvadhAna honA hai| liyA so lAbha / kala subahakI

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157 upadezasaMgraha-1 kise khabara hai? yaha kahanekA tAtparya kyA hai? yaha eka thappar3a hai| 'bhAna nahIM nijarUparnu' yaha bhAna karanA hai| yahI bAta raha jAtI hai| ___aba yaha pahacAna kaise ho? satsaMgakI bahuta kamI hai| vairAgyameM bahuta vighna haiN| vyavahArameM samaya kho rahA hai, para satsaMgameM nahIM! kucha hai para kahA nahIM jaataa| 'jo jAnA use na jAneM, nahIM jAnA use jaanuuN|' aba vicAra kr| kaisA vicAra? to kahate haiM ki satsaMgakA / anya vicAra to bahuta kiye| alamArIko tAlA lagA ho to cAbI binA kyA karegA? yaha kyA bAta AyI? mumukSu-jisake pAsa cAbI ho usake pAsa jAnA caahiye| prabhuzrI-kyA bhUla nahIM? bhUla hai| sayAne banakara baiThe haiM, sayAnApana dikhA rahe haiN| kyA yaha bhUla nahIM hai? jo kAma kara rahA ho vaha kAma usake lakSyoM hotA hai| aura yaha so aisA? kyA tumhAre dina lada gaye haiM ? aisA? kyA sarvatra aisA AtmA hai ? 'jAgrata ho, jAgrata ho|' ratnaciMtAmaNi jaisA hai| aisI gAliyA~ haiN| sunanekA sAhasa ho use kahanA hai| jAgateko kahA jAtA hai, soteko kyA kahanA? saba vyartha jAtA hai| samajhanA hai| cubhokara, dhakkA mArakara kahanA hai| sabase bar3A bodha hai, usakI AvazyakatA hai| taiyAra ho jaao| koI vastu apane pAsa ho aura kahe ki mere pAsa nahIM hai, to vaha jhUThA hai na? hai to pAsameM hI, para sAvaceta honA bhI to Avazyaka hai na? sonA nahIM hai, jAgrata rahanA hai Apa sabako / svAda to alaga hotA hai, para AtmAmeM Aye taba / taba baMdhase chUTatA hai| gaphalatameM kyoM rahA? kisake liye aisA kiyA? aba apane liye karanA hai| kucha hai, bAta gaharI hai, paraMtu mUla bAta raha jAtI hai| __tA. 11-11-35, sabere manuSyabhava durlabha hai| para manuSyabhavameM sukha mAnatA hai vahA~ sukha nahIM hai| sukhakI bhAvanA bhI nahIM huii| mAtra bolate haiM, para karate nhiiN| manuSyabhavameM karane yogya hai aura usameM honA saMbhava hai| "jyAM jyAM je je yogya cha, tahAM samajavU teha; tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana eha."-Atmasiddhi lIjiye, artha kIjiye! "eka eka zabdameM anaMta Agama samAye hue haiN|" kaisA camatkArI hai? sayAnApana karane yogya nahIM hai| samajhA to hai nahIM, para samajha gayA hU~ aisA mAnatA hai aura sayAnApana karatA hai| 'Atmasiddhi' kucha aisI-vaisI nahIM hai, isameM anaMta Agama samAye hue haiN| jar3a to sunegA nhiiN| cetana hai para 'bhAna nahIM nija rUpanuM / ' saba jIvoMke liye hai| sabako bhUla nikAlanI hai| ajaba bAta hai! aisA avasara kahA milegA? lUTamalUTa karane jaisA hai| ceta jAnA yogya hai| saba AtmA haiM guruke pratApase / AtmA hai, para bhAna nahIM hai| anya saba saMbaMdha hai| prakRtimeM mati-zruta hai aura anya mAna baiThA hai cAcA, mAmA, bhAI Adi / pUre jagatameM khadabada macI huI hai| kahane jaisA nahIM hai, kahanA mAnya bhI nahIM hogaa| kise kaheM, kahA~ jAyeM? yaha to Upara-Uparase bAteM karake dharma mAnatA hai-dharmako to jAnatA nahIM hai| "dharma dharma sau ko kahe, dharma navi jANe ho marma jinezvara!" maiM to samajha gayA hU~, aisA mAnatA hai| dhUla par3I tere samajhanemeM, isa para lagA zUnya aura khIMca

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158 upadezAmRta caukar3I (x) / 'jagata jIva hai karmAdhInA, acaraja kachu na liinaa|' saMsArakI cAra upamA camatkArI hai : samudra, agni, aMdhakAra aura zakaTacakra (gADIkA phiyaa)| isakA *vistAra agAdha hai! kahA~ aisI bAta! kise kaheM ? lakSyameM le taba na? sabameM kyA bhUla hai? mumukSu-vAstavika ruci jAgRta nahIM huii| prabhuzrI-bhAna nahIM hai| kintu AtmA hai to bhAna khlaayegaa| phira bhI jAnA nahIM hai| AtmAko jAna liyA to kAma ho gyaa| AtmAko jAnA to samakita huaa| use dekhA to dIpaka pragaTa huaa| jJAnI-ajJAnI donoM karmAdhIna haiN| yaha bAta kisakI hai? jo saba chor3akara sabase ucca zreNImeM Ave usa jnyaaniikii| "samatA, ramatA, UradhatA, jJAyakatA, sukhabhAsa; vedakatA, caitanyatA, ye saba jIva-vilAsa.''-samayasAra nATaka 56 kitanI bar3I zikSA hai? sunA nahIM hai| thappar3a mArane jaisI hai| aisI vaisI vastu nahIM hai| patA nahIM hai| ciMtAmaNiko kaMkara samajha pheMka detA hai| kahanekI bAta yaha hai ki 'chaha pada' agAdha haiN| yogyatA nahIM hai| kaNThastha honese kyA hotA hai? kiMtu yadi thor3I dRSTi par3I ho to dIpaka pragaTa ho jAya / yaha saba kyA hai? ajJAna hai| jJAna dIpaka hai| bodhakI AvazyakatA hai| satsaMgakI kamI hai| satsaMgakI icchA nahIM hai, jarUrata bhI mahasUsa nahIM hotii| "nahIM de tU upadezakU, prathama lehi upadeza; __ sabase nyArA agama hai, vo jJAnIkA deza."-zrImad rAjacaMdra ye saba marmake vacana haiM! adbhuta hai! dIpaka prajvalita ho aise haiN| jarA-sI diyAsalAI ragar3ate hI ujAlA ho sakatA hai| para 'chaha pada' ke patrameM sthiratA rakhe to ho jaay| 'kara vicAra to paam|' ulAhanA denA hai ki sunA para gunA nhiiN| dUra karanA pdd'egaa| kauna artha samajhatA hai? artha to vahI jAnate haiN| dUra karanA pdd'egaa| kucha to karanA cAhiye na? kisase karanA? mumukssu-jnyaanse| prabhuzrI-bar3abar3a bolanA A gayA hai| niMdA nahIM karanI hai para yaha nahIM / jJAna kyA hai? AtmA hai| murde hoM to koI suna sakatA hai? yaha to AtmAkA pratApa hai| usakA mAhAtmya kaisA hogA? ise jagAnA hai| yaha bolanA hotA hai vaha merA hai aisA na samajheM-ki sayAnApana kara rahe haiM! para jJAnIkA kahA huA kahanA hai| aba kisako bulAU~ ? vyavahArase seThako yA amukako bulAo, aisA kucha cAhiye na? kisakA kAma hai aba? "jyAM jyAM je je yogya cha, tahAM samajavU teha; tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana eha."-zrI Atmasiddhi lo, aba kucha bolane jaisA hai? boleMge? bologe? kucha nahIM, saba ajJAna aura mithyAtva hai| mAtra satsaMga kareM, vahI karanA hai, parIkSApradhAna baneM / vacana hai, usakI parIkSA hotI hai| yaha avasara * dekheM 'mokSamAlA' zikSApATha 19, 20 /

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upadezasaMgraha-1 159 AyA hai| sArA loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai| roga, sAtA kise nahIM hai? sAtA bhI pudgala hai, use AtmA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| kyA kiyA? uttara detA hai ki 'dala dala kara kulaDImeM ddaalaa|' anartha kara diyaa| unakA eka vacana nikAleM to? Azcaryajanaka hai! 1'je lokottara deva, namuM laukikthii|' isa taraha laukikameM nikAla diyA hai| kRpAludevane mujhase kahA aura maiM ghbraayaa| aba kyA karU~? phira lagA ki muni ghabarAye haiN| taba kRpAludevane kahA-'muni, gahare utreN|' dUsare kyA kareMge? 'Apa samAna bala nahIM, megha samAna jala nhiiN|' yahA~ kamI hai-bodhakI aura smjhkii| saba ulaTA kiyA hai| chaha padakA patra yAda hai? koI bAta kholakara kahe tabhI to patA lage na? abhI bahuta karanA hai| 'gahare utareM' isameM to bahuta samajhanekA A gyaa| burA kauna karatA hai? mana kaheM, vRtti kaheM, citta kaheM-saba eka hI hai| kyA yaha AtmA hai? nhiiN| ise khar3A rakhanA hai| hai, isako (AtmAko) khar3A rkheN| "dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara kheTa? vimala jina, dIThAM loyaNa Aja." yaha sunanekI yogyatAke binA kisake pAsa bAta kareM? isameM kamI kisakI hai? vizvAsa aura zraddhAkI kamI hai| maiM kRpAludevako mAnatA hU~, bhakti karatA hU~, aisA kahatA hai; para jaisA hai vaisA hI hai| bhUla ho rahI hai| kucha apUrva bAta kI hai! __ "caMdra bhUmiko prakAzita karatA hai, usakI kiraNoMkI kAMtike prabhAvase samasta bhUmi zveta ho jAtI hai, para caMdra kucha bhUmirUpa kisI kAlameM nahIM hotA, isI prakAra samasta vizvakA prakAzaka yaha AtmA kabhI bhI vizvarUpa nahIM hotA, sadA-sarvadA caitanyasvarUpa hI rahatA hai| vizvameM jIva abhedatA mAnatA hai yahI bhrAMti hai|" bAta sunI nahIM, mAnI nahIM; samajhanekA patA hI nahIM hai| yaha bAta kise kahI jAya? kisIko kahane jaisI nahIM hai| kahanekA tAtparya, isakI (AtmAkI) pahacAna karAnI hai| kiMtu bodhake binA vaha hogI nahIM aura usIkI to kamI hai| kRpAludevase hamane pUchA-kisakI kamI hai? kRpAludevane kahA ki bodhkii| taba hamane kahA ki bodha diijiye| phira kRpAludeva kucha nahIM bole| yaha avasara jA rahA hai| ataH ceto, jaago| lo, aba kahA~ haiM aMbAlAlabhAI, saubhAgabhAI, muni mohanalAlajI? lAo, kahA~ hai? jJAnI kaise haiM? Azcaryajanaka bAta hai! eka nidhAna hotA hai, usameM sarva vastu hotI haiN| aMbAlAlabhAI, saubhAgabhAI nidhAnakI bhA~ti bhare hue the| jaba nikAlo taba hAjira! unakI bAta karanevAlA bhI kauna hai? kRpAludevane kahA thA ki hamArI bAta kauna mAnegA?-"zukla aMtaHkaraNake binA mere kathanako kauna mAnya karegA ?" suna, suna, terA saba ulaTA hai, khokhalApana hai| hamase jo kucha kahA gayA so kaha diyaa| jaba taka sukha-samAdhi hai taba taka dharma kara lo, phira nahIM ho skegaa| kahanekA tAtparya, jagAnA hai| jAgRta ho jAo, zrotA bana jaao| kisase bAtacIta karanI hai ? hama pralApa kara rahe haiN| burA lagA ho to kSamAyAcanA karate haiN| kisIkA doSa nahIM hai| karmakA doSa hai| 'jagata jIva hai karmAdhInA / ' 1. jo lokottara deva haiM unheM maiM laukika dRSTise namaskAra karatA huuN|

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160 upadezAmRta karmase duHkha mAnate haiN| yaha bAta mahApuruSoMkI hai| ata: paMDita Adi jo bar3e loga haiM unheM bhI mAnanI cAhiye / yaha kartavya hai| AtmAko phcaano| avasara AyA hai| manuSya bhava hai| yaha amUlya avasara calA gayA to phira jIva kyA karegA? tA. 11-11-35, zAmako [eka mumukSubhAIne cauthe vratakI pratijJA lI usa prasaMga para vRddha avasthA ho-bUr3hA ho yA sAdhu ho, cauthe vratakI pratijJA to lAbhakArI hai| yaha manuSyabhava prAptakara ba~dhA hai aura duHkhI ho rahA hai| dIpakameM pataMge girakara marate haiM tyoM mara rahA hai aura sukhakI hAni kara rahA hai| mahAvrata to mahA lAbhadAyaka hai| dhanya hai, bhAgya hai, tilaka hai| devakI gati milatI hai, kAma ho jAtA hai| bahuta bhava kiye / bhAvase kAma bana jAtA hai| 'jevA bhAva tevA prabhu phaLe' (jaise bhAva vaisA phala milatA hai|) eka zraddhA sAthameM le jAya to kAma bana jaay| 'saddhA parama dullhaa|' eka AtmArthake liye honA caahiye| koI bhedI puruSa milA ho taba yaha hotA hai| itanA vizvAsa rakha aura mAna ki 'jJAniyoMne dekhA hai so AtmA hai|' yahA~ pramAdako chor3anA pdd'egaa| yaha avasara, manuSyabhava calA gayA to kahA~se milegA? ataH tyAga aura vairAgya : vairAgya yaha AtmA hai| AtmAkI ora bhAvanA ho gaI to phira cAhe jo hotA rahe! eka AtmA hai, isa bhavameM use pahacAnanA hai, vaha kisI bhedI puruSa dvArA pahacAnA jAyegA / japa tapa 'vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo / ' karanIkA phala, mara jAo, para satsaMga kro| itane jIva baiThe haiM para karmAdhIna haiM, saMkalpa-vikalpa karate haiN| "jahA~ kalapanA-jalapanA, tahA~ mAnuM duHkha chAya; / miTe kalapanA-jalapanA, taba vastU tina pAya."-zrImad rAjacaMdra ataH itanA avasara AyA hai| pratijJA kara lo, kucha nahIM kintu isa AtmAke liye / yathArtha jJAnIne isa AtmAko dekhA hai; jJAnIne dekhA vaha mujhe mAnya hai| merA saba jhUThA hai| eka na eka dina dera-sabera chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| yaha thappar3a hai| maiM jo yaha bAta kaha rahA hU~ vaha 'mAnanekI bAta' hai| kucha bhI mAnyatA ho to usakA lAbha hI hai| ataH ceta jaao| samajhA tabhIse sberaa| anya saba jAne do| eka samajha hai| 'jo sunA so pramANa / ' paryAya par3e usase bhI mahA puNyabaMdha hotA hai| anya saba mAyA hai / kSaNa-kSaNa vRtti badalatI hai| kyA kAma karane AyA thA aura kyA kara rahA hai? dhUla par3I! yadi itanA-sA dhaiMTa utAregA to vaha bhI amRta hai| sabake hAthameM hai| mAtra vizvAsa kara le na! pahalA lekhA hI hAtha nahIM lagA; sunA para gunA nhiiN| tere hI bhAvakI bAta hai, vaha bhAva jJAnIne dekhA hai| 'jora dikhAtA hU~ to apane svAmIke bala pr|' yoM svAmI to cAhiye na? mAyAke jAlameM sArA saMsAra pha~sA huA hai aura use to chor3anA hai| unakI (sadgurukI) pahacAna ho gaI ho, saMga huA ho, paricaya huA ho to kAma bana jAya / aba yaha piMjara purAnA ho gayA hai, bolA nahIM jaataa| jaba taka kiyA jA sakatA hai, taba taka kAma kara lenA hai / duHkha, jvara, vyAdhi Ate haiM, para vaha to baMdhanase mukti ho rahI hai| jo karma bhoga liye haiM ve aba tumhAre pAsa haiM? nhiiN| pUrvabaddha bhoge jA rahe haiN| "hama aura Apa laukika dRSTise

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upadezasaMgraha-1 161 vyavahAra kareMge to alaukika dRSTise kauna karegA?" jIva to pAsa hI hai, para bhAna nahIM hai| yaha saba maiM bola rahA hU~, vaha sunAI detA hogA? "bhAna nahIM nijarUpaY, te nizcaya nahIM sAra / ' cAbI mile taba tAlA khulatA hai| phira mAla dekhe taba letA hai| 'jisake hAthameM cAbI', jhaTase khole, itanI dera / kahA~ lene-pUchane jAnA hai? saba taiyArI maujUda hai, yAda AnA caahiye| anya saba yAda karatA hai, are! mara jaayegaa| jise yAda karanA cAhiye vaha kahA~ hai? lAo! thor3A avakAza nikaalo| anya paMcAyata aura bAteM karegA, para yaha nahIM! anya hAhU karegA, para yaha nahIM! karanA par3egA, dera-aberase karanA pdd'egaa| tA. 12-11-35, sabere vedanIya jAyegI, AtmA nahIM jaayegaa| jagatameM saba jIva bhogate haiN| laukikameM nikAla detA hai| tujhe aura kucha kahanA hai, jAgRta karanA hai| bodhakI kamI hai| jIva baharA banakara baiThA hai, kucha sunatA hI nahIM hai| kucha nahIM hai, saba saMyoga hai aura nAzavAna hai| kahanA itanA hI hai ki eka dharma hai, AtmA hai, AtmAkI yAda dilAnI hai| yAda A jAye to kAma bana jAtA hai| manuSyabhavakA avasara bAra bAra nahIM miltaa| tA. 14-11-35, sabere ['bhAvanAbodha meMse mRgAputra-caritra vAcanake samaya] mRgAputra AtmA hai| AtmAne yaha kAma kiyaa| yaha bhI AtmA hai| samajhe to kAma bana jAya / unhoMne saMsArako kucha ginA nhiiN| AtmAkI bAta aayii| kyA kyA kAma unhoMne kiye haiM? yaha bhI AtmA hai| yaha AtmAkI kriyA nahIM huii| yaha saMsArI kriyA rahI hai| dhUla par3e isameM! anAdikAlakI gA~Tha par3I huI hai| sAvaceta rahanA hai / duHkhako sukha mAnA hai aura sukhako duHkha mAnA hai| mRgAputrakA vairAgya asIma hai| isa jIvakI kamI hai, karma roka rahe haiN| jaise sUrya para bAdalakA AvaraNa A jAtA hai, vaise hI rAga-dveSa ho rahe haiN| dRSTikI bhUla hai| dRSTi badalanI cAhiye / AtmA hai| 'paryAyadRSTi na diijiye|' 'AtmA' 'AtmA' nAma lenese kyA huA? vacana nahIM sune, unakI zraddhA nahIM huI; yogyatAkI kamI hai| yathArtha yoga mila jAye to kAma ho jaaye| anya saba para hai, eka AtmA hai| satpuruSakA eka vacana mokSameM le jAtA hai| kRpAludevane mujhe kahA thA ki saba jagaha AtmA dekho| phira bAta jama gayI to jama hI gyii| eka jJAnacakSu hai, phira dUsarA kaise dekhA jAya? bAhya dekhanA nahIM hai, AtmA dekhanA hai| ajaba-gajaba hai! eka vacana pakar3ameM A jAya to kAma bana jAya / jJAnIke vacana vairAgyamaya haiN| pAnI barasA aura yadi pAtra thA to bhara liyaa| pAtrameM kamI ho to pAnI nahIM ThaharatA / yogyatA laao| jIva sabhI uttama haiN| kucha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai| bAta sahI hai para bahuta U~cI hai| aisA mahA lAbhakA dina kahA~se AyegA? alaukika bAta hai| jise pratIti aura vizvAsa hai usakA kAma bana jaayegaa| jJAnI kahe-rAta hai, to hA~ rAta hai-aisA mAnanA kaThina hai| apanA (Agraha) haTe nahIM to kaise mAnA jAya? saMkSiptameM saMkSipta, kucha na AtA ho to eka zraddhA aura mAnyatA kara lo| pakkI dRr3hatA honI cAhiye / jar3a hai Jain Educatio t ional

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162 upadezAmRta vaha tU nahIM, tU usase bhinna hI bhinna hai / yaha bAta vizvAsa ho to mAnya hotI hai| yogyatAvAle aura mAnyatAvAleko pratIti ho to mAnya hotI hai| anya saba bAta mithyA, nAzavAna haiM, miTa jaayegii| 'jagata jIva hai karmAdhInA, acaraja kachu na liinaa|' sArA jagata rAgadveSa meM hai| sArA loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai| kahIM zAMti nahIM hai aura zAMti usake binA nahIM hotii| cAhe jahA~ pUchate raho, para bAta eka zraddhAkI hai aura pratItikI hai| 'saddhA parama dullhaa|' kucha nahIM, anya saba karma nAzavAna haiN| aura vaha hai dIpaka, so dIpaka hI hai; jJAna so jJAna hI hai| isake icchuka honA cAhiye / jo zodhameM hoMge, unako 'chaha padakA patra' camatkArI hai| kaNThastha kiyA ho, kintu patA nahIM hai / "caMdra bhUmiko prakAzita karatA hai, usakI kiraNakI kAMtike prabhAvase samasta bhUmi zveta ho jAtI hai, para caMdra kabhI bhI kisI samaya bhUmirUpa nahIM hotA, vaise hI samasta vizvakA prakAzaka yaha AtmA bhI kabhI vizvarUpa nahIM hotaa|" kitanI bar3I bhUla hai? cetanakA anubhava thor3A bhI nahIM hai| manuSyabhava hai to sunate ho| yaha jIva jaMgalake rojha (nIlagAya) jaisA hai| jisa kisI bhI dina zaraNake binA kAma nahIM clegaa| yahI eka zaraNa lenI hai| vAra kare usakI talavAra / bAta to bolI jAtI hai, kahI jA sake utanI kahI jAtI hai, bAkI to anubhavakI bAta hai, usake binA patA nahIM lgtaa| bAtoMse bar3e nahIM banate / khAne para patA lagatA hai| kahane yogya nahIM hai| 'pAyA usane chupAyA' inakI zaraNase itanA bola lete haiN| bolane yogya nahIM hai| kise kaheM? jIva pavitra hai| yogyatAkI kamI hai| taiyAra ho jaao| koI icchuka cAhiye, usako saba sugama hai| zraddhA aura bhakti bar3I bAta hai| bhakti kAma nikAla degii| ahaMkArane saba bigAr3A hai| tA.14-11-35,zAmako ['bhAvanAbodha meMse bharata cakravartIke vRttAMtake vAcanasamaya] AtmA hai use jJAnIne jAnA hai| sabhI jIvoMko AvaraNa aura saMyoga haiN| unameMse kisI jIvako ve sahAyaka bhI hue haiN| use bhI udayakarma to haiM, lekina ve usameM mamatva kareMge? jJAnIko yadi usake liye vicAra nahIM AyegA to kise AyegA? vighna Aye use dUra karanA par3atA hai| kahanekA tAtparya, asaMga aura apratibaMdha honekI AvazyakatA hai| ceto! mahemAnoM, ceto! yaha saba tumhArA nahIM hai| pUrA jagata hAyahAyameM pha~sA hai| satpuruSakA bodha sunA ho usako kyA hotA hai? use saba parabhAva lagatA hai aura 'choDUM choDUM' hotA hai| zAMti to AtmAkI hai| use jIvane dekhI nahIM hai| paudgalika zAMtiko sukha mAnatA hai| yaha saba jAgRta AtmAoMne kiyA hai| tuma to merA merA kara rahe ho, para bhagavAnane to saba rAkha aura nAzavaMta dekhA hai| kucha puNya kiyA hai usIse yaha manuSyabhava prApta huA hai| caurAsI lAkha yonike jIva bhI AtmA haiN| jaisI ghAnI sikatI hai, vaise duHkhI ho rahe haiN| yaha saba anya hai, kucha ceta jAnA hai| AvazyakatA hai satsaMgakI aura bahuta uttama bodhkii| isa kAnase sunakara usa kAnase nikAla detA hai| sAre saMsArakI ciMtA karatA hai| yaha bahuta duHkhadAyI aura bhayaMkara hai| samajhanekA kAma hai| ataH ceto, ceto| vyAdhi hogI to kyA sunoge? kucha mahAbhAgya ho to vacana kAnameM par3ate haiN| camatkArI vacana haiN| jAgo, jAgo / soteko dhakkA mArakara jagAnA hai| vRtti-citta caMcala hai, vaha baMdhana karAtA hai, bhava-vRddhikA dhaMdhA hai| para

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upadeza saMgraha - 1 163 isase chUTanA hai aura AtmAkA mokSa karanA hai / isa jIvako mukta honA hai / aba mujhe baMdhana na ho ! 1 "jaba jAgeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge raMga / " jAgRta honekI AvazyakatA hai / mahApuruSoMko AlocanA karate hue kevalajJAna huA / chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai, para sune taba na ? sabako kahate haiM ki chor3anA hai / yaha saba baMdhana, jAla nAzavAna bhayaMkara hai| mAre jaaoge| ceto, ceto / anya saba jAne do / vighna karate haiM ve saba karma haiM / saba duHkha, duHkha aura duHkha haiM / 1 yaha saba bhedajJAnavAlA bolatA hai / cakravartIkA puNya sabase adhika hotA hai, phira bhI usameM kucha nahIM, usameMse mAtra eka AtmA nikalA / jo rAjyake mohameM pha~se rahe, ve narakameM gaye / paisATakA kAma nahIM AyegA / jIvake pAsa mAtra bhAva hai / " egohaM natthi me koi, nAhamaNNassa kassaI / evaM adINamaNaso appANamaNusAsai // ego me sassado appA, NANadaMsaNalakkhaNo / sesA me bAhirAbhAvA, savve saMjogalakkhaNA // ( saMthArA porisI) vastu apanI hI batAyI hai / * saMjogamUlA jIveNa pattA dukkhaparaMparA / tamhA saMjogasaMbaMdhaM savvaM tiviheNa vosire // (mUlAcAra 49 ) 4 arihaMto maha devo jAvajjIvaM susAhuNo guruNo / jiNapannattaM tattaM ia sammattaM mae gahiaM // bhArI bAta kI ! yaha prApta karaneke liye bAta kii| isa mArgase cale jaanaa| mana, vacana, kAyAse jo baMdha kiyA hai usa sabakA tyAga karatA hU~ / eka AtmAko hI mAnatA hU~ / tA.15-11-35, zAmako kheda rahatA hai| isa jIvako bodhakI kamI hai| zraddhA ho aura pakar3a ho to kAma banatA hai / jise milA hai use sAmAnya ho gayA hai ! mAne, zraddhA kare aura pakar3a rakhe to manuSyabhavakA ber3A pAra ho jAye / isa jIvako aisA avasara cUkanA nahIM caahiye| samAgama bar3I vastu hai / satsamAgama karanA caahiye| kucha bodha na ho, sune bhI nahIM, taba bhI kAma ho jaay| koI aisA kahe ki yaha to prazaMsA kara rahA hai / para nahIM, saca kaha rahA hU~ / kAma hotA hai| yaha mArga aisA hai ki janma-maraNa chur3Akara samakita prApta karAtA hai| anyatra saMsArameM, mAyAmeM samaya khoye; para saba dhUla hai ! eka dharma sAra hai / eka zraddhA, vizvAsa, pratIti AnI cAhiye, para sune taba Aye na? pAsa nAzake eka vaNikane kRpAludevako bhojana karAyA thA / vaha jIva korA raha 1. maiM eka huuN| merA koI nahIM / maiM anya kisIkA nahIM / isa prakAra adIna manavAlA hokara maiM apane Apako zikSA detA hU~ / 2. eka jJAnadarzanavAlA zAzvata AtmA hI merA hai, zeSa sabhI saMyogajanya vinAzI padArtha mujhase bhinna haiM / 3. isa jIvako paradravyake saMyogase duHkhaparaMparA prApta huI hai| ataH mana, vacana, kAyAse sarva saMyogasaMbaMdha maiM chor3atA hU~ / 4. jIvanaparyaMta arihaMta mere deva haiM, sacce sAdhu mere guru haiM aura kevalI prarUpita tattva dharma haiN| isa prakAra maiMne samyaktvako grahaNa kiyA hai /

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164 upadezAmRta jAnevAlA thaa| para kRpAludevane bulAkara upadeza diyA, dhakkA lage aise do bola khe| jisake aMtarameM lagI ho vaha ceta jAtA hai| bodha lagatA hai taba aMtarameM bhAlA cubhatA hai| phira chor3e nahIM, aMtarameM hI rakhe aura smaraNa kiyA kare / basa tU kiye hI jaa| yaha bAta hI kucha aura hai| eka dharma hI sAra hai| dekhakara kheda hotA hai, arere! aisA avasara kho rahe ho! mUla to pakar3a aura mAnyatA kAma banA degii| anya saba mithyA hai| eka AtmA satya hai, cetane yogya hai| yaha samajhadAra puruSako kahanA hai / koI jIva ceta jAyegA to usane hajAroM rupaye kamA liye| 'saddhA parama dullhaa|' anya nhiiN| kisI eka satpuruSako DhU~Dhe / jagatameM mAyA hai, saba jhagar3A! use dekhakara prasanna kyoM hotA hai? koI sAtha calanevAlA nahIM hai| eka suI bhI sAtha nahIM aayegii| dharma kareMge to kAma bnegaa| ataH bhAvanA aura pakar3a karanI caahiye| koI DhuMDhiyA, tapA, viSNu, digaMbara-yaha mArga nahIM hai| puNyabaMdha karate haiN| niMdA nahIM karanI hai, para yaha nahIM hai| mArga koI bhinna hI hai| merA kucha bhI nahIM hai| deha bhI merI nahIM hai| bAla-bacce, sage-saMbaMdhI, dhana-daulata kisIke nahIM hue| saba bhUla hai, dhokhA hai, saba luTere haiN| krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, mUrchA-mamatA tuma nahIM ho| bahuta bhUla hai| abhI to samatA, kSamA, dayA, dhairya rakhanA cAhiye / ba~dhA huA AtA hai, calA jAtA hai, vApisa nahIM aataa| jo tere nahIM haiM unheM apanA kahatA hai, yahI duHkha hai, isIse vApisa Ate haiN| terA to eka AtmA hai, usakA ho jaa| aMtaraMgameM yaha gA~Tha bA~dhanI hai| koI sunatA hai? dhyAnameM nahIM le rahA hai| vizvAsase to jahAja calate haiN| isI prakAra AtmAkA bhAva hai| yaha bhAva kahA~ karanA cAhiye? sacce gurumeM / merA AtmA, anya merA nhiiN| aisI samajha ho to kAma hotA hai| samajhameM bhUla hai| yahI bar3I kamI hai| bacceko ciMtAmaNiratna diyA ho to vaha use acchA kaMkar3a samajhatA hai, pahacAnatA nahIM hai| yaha kaisI bAta hai! sacamuca ciMtA karane jaisA hai| pUrvameM puNya kiye to yaha saMyoga milaa| use nAsamajhImeM vyartha na jAne do| ataH AtmAkA bhAva karanA cAhiye / 'vAra kare usakI talavAra / ' 'kare usake baapkaa|' karegA to milegaa| bhAvanA karanI caahiye| anya kAmameM samaya khotA hai, para dharmake kAmameM samaya nahIM bitaataa| yahI viparItatA hai| samajhe to sahaja hai| chor3e binA nahIM clegaa| aMtameM dehako bhI chor3anA pdd'egaa| ataH bAtako kucha dhyAnameM lenA cAhiye / sacamuca sAvadhAna honA hai| isa avasarako jAne nahIM denA hai| mAyA aura mohase burA hotA hai| "sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayA, rahyo na koI upAya; satsAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya?" yaha to hRdayakA hAra hai| eka hI zabda, para bhAna nahIM hai| kiyekA phala hotA hai, kintu isakA pariNAma bhinna hI aayegaa| dekha lenA, kartavya hai| ceta jAo, phira aisA dina nahIM AyegA-jaisAtaisA nahIM hai| dhyAna rkho| tA. 16-11-35, sabere __ manuSyabhava durlabha hai| akelA AyA hai aura akelA jaayegaa| AtmA akelA hai, use pahacAnanA hai| yaha pahacAna satsaMgameM hogii| kisI bhI prakArase satpuruSako DhU~Dhe / yaha mUla AdhAra hai| use

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 165 DhU~DhanA hai| anya saba saMyoga haiM aura mAyA haiM, ve mere nahIM haiM / saba satpuruSako arpaNa karanA hai / hai prabhu! maiM nahIM jAnatA / satpuruSane jAnA vaha AtmA amUlya hai, use kisIne sunA nahIM hai / mAyAke svarUpako yAda karate haiM vaha saba mithyA hai / AtmAkI ciMtA rakhanI cAhiye, satsaMgameM tatsaMbaMdhI jo bAta samajhanekI ho use samajhanA cAhiye / zastra hai| usase karma dUra hote haiM / bAdhaka ho use haTAyeM / aisA hai kucha ? aba manuSya bhavameM hai kucha ? I 1. mumukSu - bhAva tathA samajha hai / prabhuzrI- bhAva hI zastra hai, lAThI hai / satsaMgameM sunakara bhAva karanA cAhiye / bhAva zubha ho haiM, azubha hote haiM ve nahIM, para zuddha bhAva kareM / jJAniyoMne jaise bhAva kiye vaise bhAva kreN| bhAvanA karate-karate kevalajJAna prApta hotA hai| isa jIvako bodhakI bar3I kamI hai / lUTAlUTa karane jaisA hai / do ghar3I dina bacA hai / aisA avasara bAra bAra nahIM milegaa| cUkane yogya nahIM hai / jIvako bar3Ise bar3I kamI bodhakI hai| sunA nahIM hai / sune to jAgRta ho jAya / savaNe nANe vinnANe / sunanese devagati milatI hai, puNyabaMdha hotA hai / anya bhava karanA miTa jAtA hai| adhika kyA kaheM ? saMkSepameM kahanA hai ki anaMta kAlase samakita nahIM huA / japa tapake to phala mile / terI derameM dera hai / taiyAra hokara Aye to baiThe itanI dera / idharase udhara karanemeM rahegA, to gAr3I nikala jAyegI / taiyAra ho to gAr3I meM baiTha sakatA hai / AtmAkA bhAva karanA yogya hai| paMkhIkA melA hai| eka-eka jIvake sAtha anaMtabAra saMbaMdha ho cukA hai, kucha bAkI nahIM rahA hai / saba milA aura gayA / AtmA to hai, hai aura hai / parabhAvameM bhaTakatA hai usako (AtmAko ) eka ghara hai, vaha ghara hai svabhAva | vaha kahA~ hai ? 1. mumukSu - satsaMga meM / prabhuzrI - satsaMga bahuta kiyA, sAdhu bane, japa tapa kiye, usake phala mile / 2. mumukSu - usakA sthAna usameM hI hai-usakA upayoga / prabhuzrI - jJAnIkA kahA kahatA hU~ / samabhAvameM hai| usase aneka mokSa gaye haiM / 2. mumukSu- samabhAva karanA hai, para vaha hotA kyoM nahIM ? 3. mumukSu - kA~TA kharAba hai taba samabhAva kaise ho ? prabhuzrI - isakA uttara sugama hai / yaha saba kahA vaha ajJAna hai / ajJAna miTakara jJAna hotA hai| basa itanA hI / aba kucha bAkI hai ? kAraNake binA kArya nahIM hotA / kisakI kamI hai ? 2. mumukSu - puruSArthakI / prabhuzrI - vaha satpuruSArtha / sat AtmA hai / vaha puruSArtha hai / yahA~se pUrvameM jAyeMge to pazcimameM nahIM jA skte| ataH 'Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re / ' bhAva karo / saMsArakA sevana bhI karanA aura mokSa bhI jAnA, donoM saMbhava nahIM hai / kyA kahA ? chor3anA pdd'egaa| bAta jaisI hai vaisI kaha dI hai| terI derameM dera hai / taiyAra ho itanI dera hai / abhI yahA~ baiThA hai aura acche bhAva karegA to burA nahIM hogaa| acchI dRSTise dekhe to burA kaise ho ? cAbI nahIM hai, gurugama nahIM hai / kamI gurugamakI hai / yaha manuSyabhava to kAma banA sakatA hai / yaha milanA durlabha hai / vRddha, yuvAna, bahana, bhAI - eka mAtra AtmA / usako AvazyakatA hai samajhakI /

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166 upadezAmRta "samajha sAra saMsArameM, samajhu TAle doSa; samajha samajha karI jIva hI, gayA anaMtA mokSa." aba kamI kyA rahI? kaho / 2. mumukSu-bhedajJAnakI kamI hai| prabhuzrI-kevalajJAnakI kamI! eka mUla bAtako pakar3akara rkheN| mUla nIMva kahalAtI hai| jJAnIne kahA hai "sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra zo? samajye jinasvarUpa."-zrImad rAjacaMdra isakA kisIko patA nahIM hai, usakA bhAna nahIM hai| sa~bhAla nahIM krtaa| yadi sa~bhAle to karmakA kyA basa hai ? ber3A pAra ho jAye / bodhakI kamI hai| sadguruke binA mokSakI AzA na rkheN| jagatameM guru to bahuta haiM, ve nhiiN| jo sadguru haiM ve hI, anya nhiiN| ceto| unheM hI DhU~Dho, unakA hI saMga karo, unake dAsa bana jaao| mAreM, pITeM, kucha bhI kareM, ciMtA nhiiN| unheM DhU~Dhe binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| 2. mumukSu-sadguruko DhU~DheM kaise? prabhuzrI-(sabake sAmane dekhakara) kaho n| AtA saba hai, para bhAna nahIM hai| pUrvakRta aura puruSArthake binA koI jIva mokSa nahIM gayA / ye do bAteM cAhiye / isIse jIva mAtrakA bhalA huA hai| bAta kI huI hai, para bhAna nahIM hai| sadguru, pUrvakRta, puruSArtha / ceto, aba kasara nahIM rakhanI hai| prayatna yahI karanA hai| anya prayatnase to thaka gye| isake sivAya mArga nahIM suujhtaa| kRpAludevane bhI yahI kahA thA, vahI kahatA huuN| gAr3Ike pIche chakar3A jaayegaa| yahI lakSya hai, zraddhA bhI yahI hai| trikAlameM yaha bAta nahIM bdlegii| anya kahanevAlA kauna hai? 4. mumukSu-puruSArtha karate samaya karma bAdhaka hote haiM yA nahIM? prabhuzrI-karma haiM, ve pudgala haiM, AtmA nhiiN| aura puruSArtha to AtmAkA hai| indra, caMdra, nAgendra sabhIne bA~dhA huA bhogA hai; jJAnI bhI nahIM bce| para karma kisa ginatImeM? rAkha haiN| premabharI gaharI bAta kahatA huuN| anaMta karma ur3a gaye, naSTa ho gaye; para AtmAkI jo zakti thI vaha kahIM gaI? usakA nAza nahIM huA, vaha vRddha nahIM huaa| para bar3A bhrama hai| kahiye, kyA bhUla AI hai? karma bakare haiM, ve bhAga jAte haiN| 2.mumukSu-svayaMko svayaMkI pahacAna nahIM hai, bhAna nahIM hai| 3.mumukSu-'bhAna nahIM nija rUparnu / ' - prabhuzrI-yaha to nyAyakI bAta kahI, phira bhI bhUla hai| bhAna nahIM vaha karma hai| unheM bulAkara miTA dete haiM, nikAla dete haiN| samajhane jaisI bAta hai, bahuta gahana bAteM haiN| sabako nikAlanevAlA AtmA hai| isakI zakti anaMta hai| karma jAneke liye Ate haiM, koI mAlika bana baiThe so nahIM clegaa| jo haiM ve haiM, naye nahIM hoNge| par3hA ho, anapar3ha ho, para 'egaM jANai se savvaM jaanni|' use jAne to karma bhAgane lagate haiN| rAta-dina aMdherA ho, para dIpaka Aye to aMdherA bhAga jAtA hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-1 167 ataH jAnevAle haiM-karma jA rahe haiM, jala rahe haiM, naSTa ho rahe haiM / kisIke amara rahe haiM ? sabhI sthAnoM para, cAroM gatimeM gaye, para AtmAkA nAza nahIM huA / cAbI hAtha nahIM aaii| bhedI guru nahIM mile / "hota AsavA parisavA, nahi inameM saMdeha; mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata ehi." kahanekA tAtparya, bhUla mAtra dRSTikI hai / chor3iye, aba boliyegA nahIM / ina carma-cakSuoM se kyA dekheMge? jahA~ hai, vahA~ hai / sabameM bar3ese bar3A, caudaha pUrvakA sAra - 'saddhA parama dullahA' yaha kAma banA detI hai| 'egaM jANai se savvaM jANai' yaha bAta hotI hai, para mA~ko chor3akara mInI (billI ) kA dUdha pIne jAye to kyA nikale ? koI nAma denevAlA nahIM, bAla bhI bA~kA nahIM kara sakatA / jagatameM karma ghUmate phire, para ba~dheMge nahIM / sAdhukA veSa pahananese sAdhu nahIM khlaataa| baiThate, uThate, calate, phirate, khAte, pIte saMyama - usane jAnA so| ise tUne nahIM jAnA, dRSTi badalI nahIM / Asrava kare vahA~ bhI saMvara hotA hai / kauna karanevAlA hai? yaha AtmA cAhe so kara sakatA hai| adhika kyA kaheM? eka AtmAko jAna lo; usakI pahacAna karo / sadguruke binA patA nahIM lagegA / ' malyo che eka bhedI re, kahelI gati te tnnii|' usake dhanya aura pUrNa bhAgya haiM ki jo mAnegA, usakA kAma bana jAyegA / ye saba karmake cocale haiN| yaha bAta kucha bhinna hai / jise samajhameM AtI hai use kucha ginatImeM nahIM, bAla bhI bA~kA nahIM ho sakatA / karanA par3egA, kiye binA chuTakArA nahIM hai / aisA avasara AyA hai ! phira nahIM milegA, ataH cetiye / tA. 16-11-35 zAmako patrAMka 166 kA vAcana "hota AsavA parisavA, nahi inameM saMdeha; mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata ehi. " "kisI bhI prakArase sadgurukI zodha kareM / " ye vacana rAmake bANa haiM! yaha lakSyameM bhI nahIM hai / sulaTAneke liye yaha bhava hai| samajhanekA yoga satsaMgameM hai| satsaMga aura bodhakI kamI hai / 'mana mahilAnuM re vahAlA upare, bIjAM kAma karaMta / ' isa saMsArameM mohake samAna burA anya koI nahIM hai / moha vairI - zatru hai / eka sadguruse hI vaha chUTa sakatA hai, unheM yAda kareM / anyameM tallIna ho rahA hai, para jahA~ honA cAhiye vahA~ prema nahIM hai / rAga karanA ho to satpuruSa para kareM / vacana grahaNa nahIM karatA / anAdise viSaya kaSAya, bhogavilAsameM par3A hai| sArA loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai / dRSTi badale to tAlA khula jAya / gajasukumArane kyA kiyA ? mana, dRSTi badala dI ki mujhe mokSakI pagar3I baMdhAI / merA kyA ? merA aatmaa| pahacAna nahIM hai, isaliye bhaTaka rahA hai, mara rahA hai| yaha jIva bhUla karatA hai, mAra khAtA hai / jAne do, aba to isa bhavameM ceta jAo / rAga kara, para AtmAke sAtha / vahA~ prema-prIti kara / yoM premako badala de | yaha bAta bhAva para AdhArita hai / bhAva vikriyAkA thA, para vaha tU nahIM / samajha badalanI caahiye| prema-prIti moha-mAyAke Upara hotI hai / para eka cAbI ghumAnekA patA nahIM hai, bhAna

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168 upadezAmRta nahIM hai| kRpAludevakI kRpA ki unhoMne bodha diyA, unake vacanarUpI cAbI mila gaI aura kAma ho gayA! isakI ginatI kahA~ hai ? dUsarekI ginatI karatA hai vahA~ burA hotA hai, ulaTA huA hai| isaliye aba jAne de| tujhe hI bhoganA par3egA / isaliye cetanekA avasara AyA hai to ceta jA, nahIM to mArA jaayegaa| mAtA-pitA, bacce, sage-saMbaMdhI koI chur3AyeMge nahIM, ulTe baMdhana karAte haiM / '"sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayA, rahyo na koI upAya; sat sAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya ?" yaha eka hI vacana ! sunA para gunA nahIM / dhyAnameM nahIM hai, lakSyameM nahIM hai / pakvAnna khAye to mu~ha mIThA hotA hai| bAta mAnanekI hai / isa sthAna para puNyabaMdha hotA hai, dUsare sthAna para cAra gatikA kAraNa hai / chAyA ho vahIM baiThA jAtA hai / 1. mumukSu - " usakI AjJAkA niHzaMkatAse ArAdhana karanA cAhiye / " kisakI AjJA ? aura ArAdhana kyA ? prabhuzrI - vicAra karanA par3A na ? aura vicAra to AtmAko hotA hai, bhAna nahIM hai, patA nahIM hai, isakI gar3abar3a hai / 1. mumukSu - isIliye to pUchanA hai na ? - patA nahIM hai isaliye / 2. mumukSu-sadgurukI AjJAkI upAsanA karanI hai / prabhuzrI - sadguru kahA~ haiM ? 1. mumukSu - satsaMgameM haiM / prabhuzrI - aura kahA~ hai ? 3. mumukSu - jahA~ AtmajJAna hai, vahA~ sadguru haiM / 2. mumukSu - AtmAmeM haiM / 1. mumukSu - "vyavahArase deva jina, nihacese hai Apa; ehi bacanase samajha le, jina pravacanakI chApa.' "" 4. mumukSu-vANImeM to sabhI bolate haiM, para pAtAla phUTA ho usakA pAnI kAma AtA hai / 1. mumukSu - satsAdhana kyA ? prabhuzrI - kucha gutthI ulajha gaI hai| ise khule dilase samajhanA cAhiye ki lo aise, jisase bAdameM anya kisIko bolanA na pdd'e| dUsarA koI bola na sake vaisA kaho / 2. mumukSu-kArya siddha karaneke liye kAraNakA sevana karanA hotA hai / satpuruSakI sevA kare to AtmajJAna honA cAhiye / apane sAre bhAva badalakara satpuruSake caraNameM samarpita kara dene cAhiye / prabhuzrI - kahanA to ThIka hai / mujhe apanA kahA~ manavAnA hai? pAtAlakA pAnI nikale to kAma ho gayA! vaisA kucha kahanA hai / 5. mumukSu - sAdhana, puruSArtha, sNg| usake do bheda : sat aura asat / sat vastu satpuruSake yogake binA nahIM A sakatI /

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upadezasaMgraha-1 169 prabhuzrI-bahuta caturAI! kapar3e pahana-or3ha kara bAta kI hai| bAta kI so ThIka hai| do bAta ekadama spaSTa haiM : eka to saba chor3anA par3egA aura eka binA dUlhekI bArAta kahalAtI hai| appA kattA vikattA ya, duhANa ya suhANa y| appA mittamamittaM ca, duppaTThiya supaTThio // (uttarAdhyayana 20, gAthA 37) kyA ajJAna hai vahA~ AtmA nahIM thA? para kahanA hai jJAna-AtmAke sNbNdhmeN| AtmAke binA koI karanevAlA nahIM hai| AtmA karmake kAraNa nahIM hai| AtmA mokSasvarUpa hai| 'jaba jAgeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge rNg|' mUla bAta to pAtAlakA pAnI cAhiye / AtmA to hai| bodha satsaMga Adi dvArA ajJAnakA jJAna bhI AtmAko hogA: jaDako. karmako nahIM hogaa| karmakI dauDa hai! parA jIvana karmake liye khapAyA hai, vaha bhUla hai| ataH pahale ekakA aMka (1) cAhiye, phira saba zUnya (0) kAmake haiN| vaha kauna pahacAnegA? AtmA hii| nizcayase jJAnI, guru AtmA hai| use vahI phcaanegaa| ataH satsaMgameM bodha, vANI sunakara nakkI kara leM ki kahA~ jAnA aura kyA karanA hai? 'egaM jANai se savvaM jANai' isake binA eka kadama bhI nahIM cala skte| guru AtmA hai, para pahacAna honI cAhiye / 'kIlI (cAbI) guruke hAtha, na pAyeMge bheda vedameM / ' bAta to mAnanekI, sunanekI hai| sunAI nahIM detI; kAraNa, yogyatAkI kamI hai, vighna bahuta haiN| vaha milanese, vaha sunanese, usa para zraddhA karanese AtmAse jhaMkAra uThegI, chUTanekI baatkii| ataH jhaMkAra hogI vahIMse, anya sthAnase nhiiN| svayaM taiyAra hone para hI chuTakArA hai| taba AsravakA saMvara hogaa| bAta itanI hI hai| bAdala car3hA ho para phaTa jAye, vaise hI yaha bAta kauna sunegA? yaha (AtmA) na hotA to kauna sunatA? jisake gIta gAne haiM, jise samajhanA hai, vaha samajhameM nahIM aayaa| guru to AtmA hai, jJAnI to AtmA hai, jagata (moha-vikalpa) to AtmA hai| anya saba varNa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza usameMse yaha nikalA, anya kucha na nikalA, kAraNa jar3a hai usameMse AtmA nahIM nikltaa| samajhanekI bhUla hai| sunA hI nahIM hai| kAla nahIM pahu~catA, bAkI bAta gaMbhIra hai, pUrI nahIM huI hai| samajhane jaisI hai| tA. 17-11-35, sabere patrAMka 166 kA vAcana __ "anAdikAlake paribhramaNameM ananta vAra zAstrazravaNa, ananta vAra vidyAbhyAsa, anaMtavAra jinadIkSA aura anantavAra AcAryatva prApta huA hai| mAtra 'sat' milA nahIM, 'sat' sunA nahIM, aura 'sat'kI zraddhA kI nahIM, aura isake milane, sunane aura zraddhA karane para hI chuTakArekI gUMja AtmAmeM utthegii|" prabhuzrI-doSa to jIvakA hai, yogyatAkI kamI hai| 1. mumukSu-jIva to nahIM cAhatA ki maiM aisA karU~, phira kyoM hotA hai? prabhuzrI-tRSNA karatA hai| kamI yogyatAkI hai| jar3ako tRSNA nahIM hai, jIvako hai| jIvameM bhUla kitanI hai? vaha kisa bAtakI bhUla hai? 1. yaha AtmA svayaM hI sukha aura duHkhakA kartA aura bhoktA hai| yaha AtmA svayaM hI sanmArga para rahe to apanA mitra aura kumArgapara rahe to svayaM hI apanA zatru hai|

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170 upadezAmRta 1. mumukSu-samajhakI bhUla hai| prabhuzrI-anAdikI bhUla to mithyAtvakI hai| jIvako saba milA, para samakita nahIM milaa| 'isake milanepara, isako sunane para aura isa para zraddhA karanese hI chUTanekI bAtakA AtmAse guMjAra hogaa|' usake bAda chUTanA huA hai, taba taka sabhI adhuuraa| 2. mumukSu-yaha milA hai, suna rahe haiM, zraddhA kara rahe haiM, taba aura kyA kareM? yaha 'sat' hai aisA mAnakara baiThe haiN| __ prabhuzrI-sunA hI nahIM hai| darzana hue haiM ? sunA para gunA nhiiN| aura karanekA kiyA nhiiN| kyA samajhanA hai? samajha gayA, samajha gayA karatA hai| anAdikAlase samajhe binA kahA~ rahA hai? para jise samajhanA aura jAnanA hai, use jAnA? "egaM jANai se savvaM jANai / ' ataH jAnA nahIM hai| kahanekA tAtparya, pratIti aura zraddhA honI caahiye| yaha kAma hai| sAre jagatameM zraddhA aura pratIti karatA hai vaha nahIM, jo karanekI hai vaha kreN| "jaisI prIti harAmakI, taisI hara para hoya; calA jAya vaikuMThameM, pallA na pakaDe koya." _aisI yahA~ satmeM huI hai? prIti anaMta hai| usake binA koI nahIM hai| "prIti anaMtI para thakI, je toDe ho te joDe eh|" jaisI prIti isa saMsArameM dhana-daulata, bAla-baccoM para hotI hai, vaisI AtmA para nahIM huii| anya bAtoMmeM jo prema hotA hai, vaisA AtmApara nahIM huaa| gutthI hai, bhulAvA huA hai| yaha to kucha (bhulAvA) hai, avazya hai| pAnI (bodha) nahIM milA taba taka pyAsa rahatI hai; ise pAnI nahIM milaa| isa jIvameM bhUla aura kamI hai| pramAda aura Alasyane burA kiyA hai| ina cakSuoMse dekhatA hai, divya cakSu nahIM hai| ataH bAhya dRSTise bAhya phala milatA hai| aMtarAtmAko nahIM jAna paataa| mukhya bAta yaha hai| use jAnanA par3egA, tabhI darzana hoNge| anaMtabAra sAdhana kiye, para hAtha kucha nahIM AyA : "vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo; __ tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo." (zrImad rAjacaMdra) kucha raha gayA hai| vaha jo kartavya hai vahI raha gayA hai| vighna bahuta haiN| vighna arthAt karma / ve bAdhaka hote haiN| mukhya bAta yaha hai| ve na hoM to use (AtmAko) dikhAyI de aisA hai / mUla tAtparya kyA hai? saba kucha japa, tapa, kriyA, kamAI kI; usakA phala milA aura milegaa| kiMtu jo karanA thA vaha nahIM kiyA; vaha kyA hai? use DhU~Dha nikaalo| 1. mumukssu-smygdrshn| prabhuzrI-dekhiye, yaha AyA, vahI kahA jaayegaa| yaha nahIM aayaa| 'samakita navi layuM re, e to rUlyo caturgati mAhe / ' japa, tapa, anya saba sAdhana bAdake haiN| siddhAMtameM sabakA sAra kise kahA hai? kyA karanA cAhiye? 1. mumukSu-sat zraddhA karanI caahiye| prabhuzrI-AI, dekhiye, anya kahA~se nikalegA? pahacAna nahIM hai| AtA-jAtA hai, baiThatA-uThatA

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upadezasaMgraha-1 171 hai, para pahacAnatA nahIM hai| jaise koI hAtha pakar3akara kahe ki lo, dekho, ise pahacAnA? jaise saMsArameM rAta-dina eka sthAnapara sAthameM milate hoM, para kisIse pahacAna na ho, aura dUsarA vyakti batAye ki yaha to amuka vyakti hai, taba kahe ki are! ye to apane sAtha rahate the, para maiM to pahacAna hI na skaa| phira pachatAtA hai, ataH pahacAna bar3I bAta hai| pahacAnase hI chuTakArA hai| japa, tapa Adi saba sAdhana bAdake hai| pahale pahacAna, siddhAMtakA sAra : 'saddhA parama dullhaa|' yaha to bhagavAnane gautama jaise ziSyako kahA hai| kahanekA tAtparya, sArakA sAra 'zraddhA' hai| jhaMkAra hogii| jahA~ cakravartIkA pada prApta huA ho, vahA~ nau nidhAna cale Ate haiM, lene nahIM jAnA pdd'taa| ataH par3hA huA ho, anapar3ha ho, para 'jo jAnA use nahIM jAnU~, jo nahIM jAnA use jaanuuN|' yaha nakkI nahIM huaa| ho jAya to phira ciMtA nhiiN| phira sabhI bAtoMmeM AnaMda rahatA hai| ''jJAnInA gammA jema nAkhe tema smmaa|' mara! phira pAgala ho jAye, unmAda Ave, roga Ave, vyAdhi AveM-ciMtA nhiiN| 2. mumukSu-"vizeSa rogake udayase athavA zArIrika maMda balase jJAnIkA zarIra kampita ho, nirbala ho, mlAna ho, maMda ho, raudra lage, use bhramAdikA udaya bhI rahe; tathApi jisa prakArase jIvameM bodha evaM vairAgyakI vAsanA huI hotI hai, usa prakArase usa rogakA, jIva usa usa prasaMgameM prAyaH vedana karatA hai|" prabhuzrI-isakA artha spaSTa samajhanA cAhiye / bhrama Adi roga huA ho to bhI kyA vedana karatA hai? itanA spaSTa kaha do| pAgala, unmAdI ho to bhI jIvameM jitanI bodha aura vairAgyakI vAsanA huI ho utanA hI jIva usa rogako vedatA hai| yaha marmakI bAta hai, kucha samajhameM AyI? vairAgya AtmA hai, bodha AtmA hai| anya bodha bahuta sune, anaMta bAra sAdhana kiye, para ve nahIM / yahA~ kahanA hai sat bodh| jise isa bAtakI samajha aura dRr3hatA ho gaI hai vaha phira nahIM ddigegaa| samajhadAra vyakti ho kiMtu bImArIke kAraNa pAgalakI bhA~ti bole aura bakavAsa kare; aisA huA ho, phira bhI aMtaraMgameM aisI gA~Tha baiTha gaI hai ki AtmAse saba bhinna hai-sardI, bukhAra sabako jAnanevAlA huA, bhedI huaa| bhedake bhedako jAnA hai? vaha saMsArakI vAsanA, vikalpa Adise AtmAko bhinna karatA hai arthAt ina sabase svayaM bhinna hotA hai| ataH bhedake bhedako samajhanese kAma hogaa| koI dutkAre, mAre, kATe, chIle, TukaDe kare to bhI kucha nhiiN| taba kahA jA sakatA hai ki AtmA samajhameM AyA hai| tAtparya, samajhanekI AvazyakatA hai| AtmAko smjheN| jisane jAnA usane jAnA / use acchA-burA kucha bhI ho, para aisA kucha nahIM lgtaa| anyathA nahIM maantaa| AyA hai vaha jAneke liye hI AyA hai, pUrvabaddha chUTa rahA hai| isakA kisI bhedIko patA hai / jisane AtmAko jAnA hai, usake karma chUTate haiM; dUsarA ba~dhatA hai| ataH jAnanese chuTakArA hogaa| bAta yaha hai| Agama-siddhAMtameM bhI yahI hai, 'egaM jANai se savvaM jANai' eka hI bAta hai| yahI zAzvata hai| ego me sassado appA, NANadaMsaNalakkhaNo / sesA me bAhirA bhAvA, savve saMjogalakkhaNA // isakI sagAI kisane kI thI? eka sagAI ho jAya to saba kAma ho jAye / sagAI kara ddaalo| abhI manuSyabhavameM sagAI kara lenI cAhiye / + bhAvArtha-jJAnIkI pratyeka pravRtti samyak hotI hai|

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172 upadezAmRta 1"samakita sAthe sagAI kIdhI, saparivArazuM gADhI; __ mithyAmati aparAdhaNa jANI, gharathI bAhira kADhI-ho mallijina0" mithyAtvake sivAya aura kucha chor3anA hai? jJAnI pukArakara kyA kahate haiM ? mithyAtva chodd'o| taba kucha hai yA nahIM? chor3anA bahuta kaThina hai, tathA sarala bhI hai-A~kheM kholeM itanI dera / kRpAludevane mujhe kahA-"muni, aba tumheM kyA hai? aba kyA cAhiye? anya kucha bhI tumhArA nahIM hai, eka AtmA hai|" turata baiTha gyaa| ataH chor3anA par3egA, tyAganA pdd'egaa| koI sAtha nahIM le gyaa| aisA hai yA nahIM? hameM to capata mArakara btaayaa| ataH jise nahIM jAnatA thA, use jaanaa| aba kyA hai? kyA bAkI rahA? hameM to AnaMda A gyaa| jIvane bAta lakSyameM nahIM lI hai, vaha lenI cAhiye / kahanekA tAtparya, pahale zraddhA kara lo| kisakI zraddhA kareM? jo hai (sat) usakI / sA~cako pakar3e to kucha hAtha lge| jhUThA kAmameM nahIM aataa| mUla ekakA aMka sIkhanekI bAta itanI hI hai| use maano| yaha terA bala aura sphurnnaa| anyake hAthameM nahIM, tere hI hAthameM hai| ataH ho jA taiyAra, anya kyA kaheM? bAta itanI sI hai| taiyAra honekI AvazyakatA hai| kRpAludeva hameM aura devakaraNa muniko kahate the ki tumhArI derameM dera hai| para devakaraNajI apanI caturAImeM rahate the| unheM maiM kahatA avazya thA, para ve (dUsaroMko) kahate ki muni to bhole haiM, maiM ThagA nahIM jaauuNgaa| aMtima bAra, Akhira devakaraNajIkI caturAI dhUlameM mila gaI aura unhoMne kahA ki aba guru mile, phala pakA, rasa ckhaa| aisA huaa| aisA hai / yaha kisakI bAta hai ? aatmaakii| hajAra bAra isase adhika vedanI Aye to bhI kyA? pUrvabaddha udayameM AtA hai, usakA kyA kareM ? chor3anA hai, samajhane para hI chuTakArA hai| yaha bAta hai bhedI tathA jJAnIpuruSakI, hAtha nahIM lgii| kahanekA adhikAra kisIkA nahIM; para bhAvanA, icchA to karA sakate haiN| paraMtu bala to use svayaM hI karanA par3egA, usake binA kucha kAmakA nhiiN| tA. 17-11-35,zAmako [eka vRddha bAIne cauthe vratakI pratijJA lI usa prasaMga para] vRddhAvasthA ho to bhI vrata kahA~ ? phira yaha to sabase bar3A zIlavrata hai| eka sat aura zIla ye do vastu sabako samajhanI cAhiye / samudra-kinArA aayaa| samakita-prAptikA mArga / deha jAya to bhI brahmacaryakA pAlana karanA caahiye| manuSyabhava pAkara isa zIla vratakI prApti bar3I bAta hai| isakA barAbara pAlana kiyA to devagati hotI hai| isa jIvako jo zraddhA hai, vahI satpuruSa, vahI sadguru aura vahI apanA dharma hai| 2"dharama dharama karato jaga sahu phire, dharma na jANe ho marma, jinesara; dharama jinesara caraNa grahyA pachI, koI na bAMdhe to karma, jinesara. dharma jinesara gAuM raMgazuM." (AnaMdaghana caubIsI) 1. he mallinAtha bhagavAna ! Apane samakitake sAtha hI nahIM, kiMtu zama-saMvegAdi rUpa samakitake parivArake sAtha bhI gAr3ha premasaMbaMdha kiyA hai, ataH mithyAtvarUpa mithyAmatiko aparAdhI jAnakara manamaMdirarUpa gharameMse bAhara hI nikAla diyA hai arthAt mithyAtvakA tyAga kara diyA hai| 2. sArA jagata 'dharma dharma' kahatA phiratA hai para dharmakA rahasya kisIne jAnA nahIM hai| dharma jinezvarake caraNa (Azraya) grahaNa karaneke bAda koI jIva (nikAcita) karmakA baMdha nahIM krtaa|

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upadezasaMgraha-1 173 jo karma nahIM bA~dhatA, usako kyA hotA hai? eka sadguruko DhU~Dhakara usakI zaraNa leM, phira duHkha-sukha AyeM, deva-naraka gati cAhe jo AveM, to bhI bAla bA~kA nahIM ho sakatA; kyoMki zaraNa eka sacce sadgurukI A gii| anya saba karanIke phala milate haiN| sAtA-asAtAke phala jIvako bhogane par3ate haiN| AtmA unase bhinna hai| merA eka AtmA, maiM use nahIM jAnatA; para jJAnI gurune jo yathAtathya jAnA hai, usakI mujhe zaraNa hai| zeSa saba 'vosire vosire' (sabakA tyaag)| vividha prakArase vedanIya aayegii| saba sahana kareM / vahA~ ba~dhe hue karma chUTate haiN| prasanna honA cAhiye, bhale hI AyeM / manameM nizcaya kiyA hai ki merA AtmA maregA nhiiN| sukha-duHkha jAyeMge; AtmAkA nAza nahIM hogaa| eka usIkI zaraNa hai| itanI dRr3hatA rakhakara saccekI zaraNa rakheM ki merA eka AtmA, anya sage-saMbaMdhI nhiiN| eka 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' yaha maMtra hai, yadi jIvako vaha smRtimeM A jAya aura bhAna rahe taba taka vahI rahe, anya nhiiN| "eka mata ApaDI ke Ubhe mArge taapddii|'-kii taraha yahI eka pakar3a rheN| anya saMsArI prasaMga dekheM nahIM, anaMtabAra mile, para apane hue nhiiN| akelA AyA aura akelA jaayegaa| 'zrImad rAjacaMdra meM se vAcana ___"vizeSa rogake udayase athavA zArIrika maMdabalase jJAnIkA zarIra kaMpita ho, nirbala ho, mlAna ho, maMda ho, raudra lage, use bhramAdikA udaya bhI rahe; tathApi jisa prakArase jIvameM bodha evaM vairAgyakI vAsanA huI hotI hai usa prakArase usa rogakA, jIva usa usa prasaMgameM prAyaH vedana karatA hai|" bodha aura vairAgya AtmA hai| 'hIrA, hIrA' kahanese kyA hotA hai? pahacAna cAhiye / vairAgya hai vaha AtmA hai| use jJAnIne jAnA hai| vaha samajhane yogya hai| bodha aneka prakArakA hotA hai, para jisa bodhase vairAgya hokara AtmA jAgRta ho, vaha bodha sacce puruSakA kahalAtA hai| roga, vyAdhi, pIr3Ake samaya bodha ho to vaha kyA karatA hai? AtmA hai; AtmA hai to jAnatA hai| abhI dUsare prakArase kaha rahA huuN| pakar3A to pakar3A, chor3e 1. eka jaMgalameM siyAra, kharagoza aura sA~pa tIna mitra rahate the| ve eka peDake nIce bAteM karate baiThe the| yArane kahA, "hamAre jaMgalameM Aga lage to hameM kyA karanA cAhiye?" kharagoza bolA "merI to sau mati haiM ki jamInameM khaDDA khodU~, daur3akara dUra bhAga jAU~ yA cAhe jahA~ chipa jaauuN|" sA~pa bolA, "merI to lAkha mati haiM, jisase cUheke bilameM ghusa jAU~, per3a para car3ha jAU~ yA kisIko dikhAI na dU~ aise gAyaba ho jaauuN|" phira siyAra bolA ki "merI to eka hI mati hai ki sIdhe rAste para bhAga jaauuN|" itanemeM cAroM tarapha dAvAnala laga gyaa| siyAra to 'eka mata ApaDI ke Ubhe mArge tApaDI' yoM kahakara do-tIna mIla dUra bhAga gyaa| ____do-tIna dina bAda jaba agni zAMta huI taba mitroMko DhU~Dhane siyAra usa per3ake pAsa aayaa| biloMmeM kharagozako DhU~Dhate hue eka sthAna para khaDDemeM usakI pU~cha dikhAI dI to use khIMca nikAlA aura zoka karane lagA ki 'so mata sasaDI' (sau mati bekAra huI); becArA bhuMja gyaa| phira sA~pako AsapAsa DhU~DhA to per3akI U~cI DAla para jvAlAse jalA sA~pakA zarIra dikhAI diyaa| yaha dekha vaha bola par3A ki so mata sasaDI, lAkha mata labaDI; eka mata ApaDI ke Ubhe mArge tApaDI. 2. mUla gujarAtI pATha 'chor3e te beTTo,

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174 upadezAmRta vaha beTavA! mahatvapUrNa bAta hai| usIkI bAta, usakI pahacAnake liye bodha aura satsaMga caahiye| yahA~ baiThe haiM to ye bAteM suna rahe haiM, anya kahIM hote to anya bAteM hotii| tumhArA AtmA, 'beTavA ho vaha aura kucha dekhe, kare aura mAne / jAgate sote, khAte-pIte, calate-phirate, baiThate-uThate eka aatmaa| usakA patA nahIM hai| usameM gurugama caahiye| bhedIse mile to kAma bne| eka vizvAsa AnA caahiye| yadi kahanevAlA mile aura sunakara vizvAsa kare to kAma bana jaay| usIse mukti hai| siddhAMtakA saMkSipta sAra yahI hai| bodha aura vairAgyakI vAsanA huI ho tadanusAra vedana karatA hai| 'Ao Ao' kahanese aura kucha AyegA kyA? usakI pahacAna honI cAhiye, pahacAnase mukti hai| 1. mumukSu- "karma mohanIya bheda be, darzana cAritra nAma; haNe bodha vItarAgatA, acUka upAya Ama." (zrI Atmasiddhi) prabhuzrI-vItarAgatA kahIM bhI nhiiN| kahA~ hai? jJAnIne vItarAgako dekhaa| AtmA hai, nitya hai, kartA hai, bhoktA hai, mokSa hai, mokSakA upAya hai| anyako 'hbImeM kNkdd'|' zraddhA, pratIti, AsthA, mAnyatA durlabha hai| vaha karane taiyAra ho jAnA caahiye| manuSyabhavameM hI kahA jAtA hai; per3a-patte, kauve kutte Adise kahA jAtA hai kyA? sabako kahanekA yaha avasara AyA hai isaliye kaha rahe haiN| bhUleM nahIM / dRr3hatA kara deM-'yaha merA svAmI' aisA mAnanA kartavya hai / 'raMjana dhAtu milApa' mila jAye to kahanA nahIM hai| milApa honeke liye kahanA hai / ataH yaha na jAo; dhana-vaibhava, paisA-TakA jAo, para yaha na jaao| anya saba kiyaa| abhyAsa kiyA! par3hA para gunA nhiiN| __ mehamAna, bhakti krnaa| 'sunate-sunate phUTe kAna, to bhI na AyA brahmajJAna / ' tA.18-11-35, sabere patrAMka 166 meMse vAcana ___ "anAdikAlake paribhramaNameM anantavAra zAstrazravaNa, anantavAra vidyAbhyAsa, anaMtavAra jinadIkSA aura anantavAra AcAryatva prApta huA hai| mAtra 'sat' milA nahIM, 'sat' sunA nahIM aura 'sat' kI zraddhA kI nahIM, aura isake milane, sunane aura zraddhA karanepara hI chuTakArekI gUMja AtmAmeM utthegii|" ['sat' para carcA huI] prabhuzrI-bAta saba acchI kI, mujhe acchI lagI, para pariNAma kyA? pariNAma arthAt kyA? 1. mumukSu-AtmAke apane bhaav| 2. mumukSu-dravya, guNa, paryAya-pratyekake do bheda, vibhAvaparyAya aura svabhAvaparyAya / vastukI eka samayakI avasthA so paryAya, pariNAma, vastukA svarUpa; jaba taka jIvake pariNAma tathA bhAva nahIM Ate, taba taka tadrUpa nahIM huA jA sktaa| paryAya vastuse (dravyase) bhinna nahIM hai| vastu isI rUpameM hai| vibhAvaparyAyameM vibhAva AtmA, svabhAvaparyAyameM svabhAva aatmaa| prabhuzrI-pariNAmakI bahuta acchI bAta aaii| ve pariNAma badalate hoMge yA nahIM? 1. mUla gujarAtI pATha 'beTTo hoya te bIjuM juo'| 2. tUMbImeM kaMkar3a DAlakara koI bajAye taba kisa kaMkar3akI kaisI AvAja AtI hai usakA jaise patA nahIM lagatA, vaise hI bodha sunA ho para usakA sAra na samajhe to vaha tUMbImeM kaMkar3a samAna hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-1 175 2. mumukSu-pariNAma samaya-samayapara badalate haiN| pariNAmake binA dravya nahIM hotA, tathA eka dravyake do pariNAma nahIM hote| ___ prabhuzrI-bAta to bar3I U~cI, gahana! samajhane yogya hai| pariNAma bhI badalate haiM, paryAya bhI palaTatI hai| saba hai to AtmA bhI hai| 3. mumukSu-'do akSarameM mArga rahA hai' vaha kyA hai? prabhuzrI-Apa saba soca-samajhakara khiyegaa| bAta bahuta acchI kI, bhalI kii| 4. mumukSu-'sat'meM mArga rahA huA hai| 5. mumukSu-mamatva chor3e to mArga milatA hai| 2. mumukSu-AtmAmeM AtmAkA mArga rahA huA hai| 1. mumukSu-'bodha' aura 'zraddhA' meM mArga rahA huA hai| 6. mumukSu-satpuruSakI 'AjJA' meM mArga rahA huA hai| 7. mumukSu-'sama meM mArga rahA huA hai| prabhuzrI-anaMta kAlacakrase paribhramaNa kara rahA hai| baiThe baiThe khilAyA pilAyA hai| khilAyA hai aura paribhramaNa kiyA hai; para kalyANa nahIM huaa| sadgurukI zaraNase bAta kI jA rahI hai| baiThe baiThe khA-khA kiyA hai aura hRSTa-puSTa kiyA hai vaha kyA hai ? 4. mumukSu-zarIrako puSTa kiyA hai| 2. mumukSu-ajJAnako puSTa kiyA hai| 1. mumukSu-manako puSTa kiyA hai| prabhuzrI-saba paribhramaNa vibhAvase huA hai| isa jIvane anaMta kAlacakrase vicAra nahIM kiyaa| 'kara vicAra to pAma,' para usa vicAra aura AtmabhAvameM rahe to, nahIM to nhiiN| 'kara vicAra to pAma' yaha kAma nahIM huaa| jisa-kisI dina isIse kAma bnegaa| yaha Ane para hI chuTakArA hai| vicAra nahIM kiyaa| 3. mumukSu-isa patrameM aMdheko mArga batAnekA kahA hai, ataH mArga batAiye, kAraNa, kIlI (cAbI) to guruke hAthameM hai| prabhuzrI-vicAra kare to kisIko pUchanekI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| ataH vicAra karanA caahiye| tA. 18-11-35 zAmako isa jIvakA burA karanevAlA zatru pramAda aura Alasya hai| dharma karanemeM zarma AtI hai, Alasya AtA hai; sacce mArga para jAte Dara lagatA hai! karaneko to itanA bhava hai| cetane jaisA hai| kAla bIta rahA hai| phU.... karake acAnaka deha chUTa jAyegI, dera nahIM lgegii| koI rahanevAlA nahIM hai| akelA jAyegA, sAthameM kucha nahIM AyegA, koI nahIM aayegaa| itanA bhava bacA hai| 'pavanase bhaTakI koyala' 'paMkhIkA melA' / ataH cetane jaisA hai| mahApuruSoMne isa para ciMtana kiyA hai aura karaneko kahA hai|

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176 upadezAmRta hAthase bAjI nikala gaI to phira nahIM AyegI / aisA avasara milA hai, mere bhAI, ceta jA / kaise kaise the ! aMbAlAlabhAI, sobhAgabhAI, muni mohanalAlajI, aise aise bhI saba gaye / ataH isa manuSyabhavameM ceta jA / jagatakI mAyAmeM prIti - dhana, bAla-bacce Adi cAhiye / dhUla par3I! tere koI hue nahIM / akelA AyA aura akelA jAyegA / tere koI nahIM hai / patrAMka 430 kA vAcana "koI bhI jIva paramArthako mAtra aMzarUpase bhI prApta honeke kAraNoMko prApta ho, aisA niSkAraNa karuNAzIla RSabhAdi tIrthaMkaroMne bhI kiyA hai; kyoMki satpuruSoMke saMpradAyakI aisI sanAtana karuNAvasthA hotI hai ki samayamAtrake anavakAzase samUcA loka AtmAvasthAmeM ho, AtmasvarUpameM ho, AtmasamAdhimeM ho, anya avasthAmeM na ho, anya svarUpameM na ho, anya AdhimeM na ho; jisa jJAnase svAtmastha pariNAma hotA hai, vaha jJAna sarva jIvoMmeM pragaTa ho, anavakAza rUpase sarva jIva usa jJAnameM ruciyukta hoM, aisA hI jisakA karuNAzIla sahaja svabhAva hai vaha sanAtana sampradAya satpuruSoMkA hai|" sabakA bhalA ho! aisA avasara phira prApta nahIM hogA / lUTamalUTa karane jaisA hai / isa sthAna para kRpAludevakI kRpA hai ki sunanekA saMyoga milaa| Dhera sArA puNyabaMdha hotA hai| jIva yadi bhAva rakhe to kAma ho jAya / cale binA Age nahIM bar3hA jA sktaa| eka na eka dina mAyAko chor3anA hI par3egA aura AtmAke sAtha jAye so grahaNa karanA par3egA, ataH ceta jaao| 'sarva jIva AtmasvarUpameM ho, AtmasamAdhimeM ho, anya... meM na ho / ' yaha vacana ! ahA ! kAma nikala jAya ! kiMtu prema nahIM hai / tujhe karanA hai vaha kiyA nahIM, pakar3anA hai vaha pakar3A nahIM, saba vyartha gayA / dhUla par3I! dharma bar3hAnese bar3hatA hai, mAyA-moha, janma-maraNa Adi bhI bar3hAnese bar3hate haiM aura ghaTAnese ghaTate haiM / kalakA kise patA hai ? ataH cUke nahIM, ceta jAyeM - hRdayameM likha rakhane jaisI bAta hai / eka smaraNa bhUlane yogya nahIM hai, yAda karate raheM / yathArtha bAta hai / yaha bAta kauna jAnatA hai ? aisA (maraNa) ho to ? ataH ceta jAyeM, DhIla na deveM, ghabarAye nahIM / cAhe jo ho, para hameM apanA kAma kara lenA cAhiye / avasara AyA hai, bhUleM nhiiN| bAkI to sarvatra viSa hI viSa hai, kahIM acchA nahIM hai, chor3ane yogya hai, saba pratibaMdha hai, ataH ceta jaayeN| koI kAma nahIM AyA, ataH AtmAko yAda kareM aura use dhyAnameM lete raheM / Alasya aura pramAdane burA kiyA hai| ye jIvake zatru haiM / I AtmArthake liye eka 'AjJA' pAlana karanekA kahanA hai / jIvako ullAsabhAva nahIM AtA / dUsarI bAtoM para prema-prIti AtI hai aura isa para nahIM AtI / ' kahanevAlA kahe detA hai aura jAnevAlA calA jAtA hai / "jIva yadi ajJAnapariNAmI ho to jaise usa ajJAnakA niyamita rUpase ArAdhana karanese kalyANa nahIM hai vaise moharUpa mArga athavA aisA isa lokasaMbaMdhI jo mArga hai vaha mAtra saMsAra hai; use phira cAhe jisa AkArameM rakheM to bhI saMsAra hai / usa saMsArapariNAmase rahita karaneke liye asaMsAragata vANIkA asvacchaMda pariNAmase jaba AdhAra prApta hotA hai, taba usa saMsArakA AkAra nirAkAratAko prApta hotA jAtA hai|" (zrImad rAjacaMdra ) svayaM mAna letA hai ki maiM dharma karatA hU~ / ahA ! kitane khedakI bAta hai! cuTakI bharakara khar3A 1. mUla gujarAtI pATha - 'kahenAro kahI chUTe ane vahenAro vahI chUTe / '

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 karanA hai / soteko jagAnA hai / pratibaMdha kiyA hai use chor3o aura idhara dhyAna do / kRpAludevane dIpacaMdajI muniko kahA thA, "Apa samajhate haiM ki Apa jo kara rahe haiM usase kalyANa hai, ApakI yaha samajha mithyA hai / " dekhiye, nikAla diyA / ataH yaha samajhameM Aye to kAma banatA hai / yaha zikSA kucha aisI-vaisI nahIM hai, agAdha bAta hai / itanA bhava bacA hai / kyA hai ? phira patA lagegA kyA ? ataH badalanA hogA / badale binA chuTakArA nahIM hai / tA. 19-11-35, sabere patrAMka 430 kA vAcana "kalyANa jisa mArga se hotA hai usa mArgake do mukhya kAraNa dekhanemeM Ate haiN| eka to jisa saMpradAya meM AtmArthake liye sabhI asaMgatAvAlI kriyAe~ hoM, anya kisI bhI artha - prayojanakI icchAse na hoM, aura niraMtara jJAnadazA para jIvoMkA citta ho, usameM avazya kalyANake utpanna honekA yoga mAnate haiN|" 177 prabhuzrI - ye camatkArI tathA alaukika vacana haiM! do kriyAe~ khii| eka asaMga AtmAke liye, dUsarI oghA -mu~hapattI, japa-tapa Adi sAdhana-kriyA kahI / usake phala mile - niMdA nahIM karanI hai / kiyekA phala milaa| AtmAkA nAza nahIM huA / AtmA hai, use pahacAnA nahIM hai, mAnA nahIM hai / jJAnIpuruSane pahacAnA hai / ye kRpAludeva yathAtathya jJAnI / unake Azrita jIvoMkA bhI kalyANa hai / aisA avasara phira nahIM milegA / ataH sabake sAtha maitrI, pramoda, kAruNya aura mAdhyastha bhAva rkheN| icchAse to paribhramaNa hotA hai, usase kisIkA mokSa nahIM huA / AtmadhyAna zreSTha hai / jJAnIpuruSoMne ThappA lagA diyaa| ataH ceta jAiye / kyA sunAI de rahA hai ? saba mumukSu - hA~, sunAI de rahA hai / 1 prabhuzrI - to bahuta acchA / isa bhavameM ceta jAnA hai / sabake sAtha maitrI bhAva rkheN| AtmA hai, jJAnIpuruSane use dekhA hai, vahI mujhe mAnya hai / merI yahI icchA hai, anya nahIM; kyoMki anya saba baMdhana haiN| aba vRddhAvasthA ho gaI hai / 'pavanase bhaTakI koyala' / choTe-bar3e saba AtmA haiM / pUrvabaddha bhoge binA chuTakArA nahIM hai / jJAnI bhI bhogate haiM / ataH eka AtmA / saba ceta jAiye / aMtima avasarakI bAta hai| jo sAvadhAna rahegA usake bApakA hai / AtmAkI icchA aura prIti karegA usakA kalyANa hai| 'prIti anaMtI para thakI je toDe ho te joDe eha / ' anya saba - bAla-bacce Adi vyavahArase / apanA kucha nahIM hai / apanA AtmA hai| vaha kahA~ hai ? to kahate haiM ki jJAnIne use dekhA hai| isake saMbaMdhako, prItiko prApta karane taiyAra ho jaaiye| maiM sabase asaMga hU~, pratibaMdha rahita / merA kucha nahIM, yaha saba mAyA hai, use dekha rahA hU~, ekamAtra jJAnase / do akSarakA 'jJAna' vaha kyA hai ? do akSara kaunase kahe haiM ? saMkSepameM smjho| usakA artha jJAnI jAnate haiM, para samajhiye, Apa to samajhiye / 'jJAna' kahate hI saba kucha isameM samA gayA / kucha bAkI nahIM rahA / vaha AtmA hai| jJAna ajJAna, svabhAva-vibhAva - saba usameM samA gayA hai, ina do akSaroMko pakar3akara rkheN| vaha jJAna jJAnIke pAsa hai / unhoMne use jAnA hai, bodha kiyA hai, yaha samajhanese hI chuTakArA hai / " mAtra 'sat' mile nahIM, 'sat' sunA nahIM aura 'sat' para zraddhA nahIM kii| isake 1

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178 upadezAmRta milane, sunane aura zraddhA karane para hI chUTanekI bAtakI AtmAmeM gujAra hogii|" basa, itanemeM hI samajha lo / saMkSepameM bahuta kaha diyaa| dhyAnameM rkho| yaha pAgala mUrkha jaisA pralApa hai| baharA, gUMgA, vRddha kauna bolatA hai yaha na dekho| jJAnIne yathAtathya dekhA, vaha mujhe mAnya hai, usakI zraddhA-itanI dRr3hatA karane jaisI hai| yaha vastu bAra bAra nahIM milegii| 'paMkhIkA melA / ' terA kyA hai? eka aatmaa| AtmabhAvanA bar3I bAta hai| "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re, Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re, Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re, Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re." ise zravaNa kareM, lakSya rakheM, dhyAnameM rkheN| aMtima bAta kahatA huuN| pakar3a rkheN| phira aisA avasara nahIM aayegaa| maiM jJAnIkA dAsa hU~, unake dAsakA bhI dAsa huuN| jJAnIne jo kahA hai vahI kahatA hU~, use mAnya kreN| merI bAta nahIM hai, jJAnIkI bAta hai| cAhe jitanA duHkha, vyAdhi, pIr3A Aye, anya saMsArI prItikA snAnasUtaka kara cale jAnA hai| eka mAtra kahA huA smaraNamaMtra, jaba taka jIvako bhAna ho, smRtimeM hoM taba taka yAda karate rheN| sabako aMtima akSara kaha diyA, use yAda rakheM, ceta jaayeN| bhAvanA kareMge to koTi karma kSaya hoNge| yaha vANI to pudgala hai, para jJAnIpuruSakA kahA huA suneMge to Apake dhanyabhAgya haiM! yaha bAta sunanese karmakI zrRMkhalA TUTatI hai aura devagatikA baMdha hotA hai| itanA to mujhe mAnya hai, aisA nizcita karanese bahuta lAbha hai| pAgalamUrkha, acchA-burA, priya-apriya saba chor3a do, para jJAnI-kathita, satpuruSa-kathita eka vacana kyA hai? zraddhA / 'yaha jJAnI' 'amuka jJAnI' aisA na kro| samabhAva rakho, mAtra eka sama / maiM nahIM jAnatA, jJAnIne yathArtha jAnA hai, vaha mujhe mAnya hai| yahI bhAvanA karatA hU~, anya nhiiN| khicar3ImeM ghI gire vaha kAmakA hai| anya sabhI bhAvanA hI hai, para vaha nahIM; eka AtmabhAvanA aura vaha bhI jJAnIne kI so bhaavnaa| yadi jIva yaha dRSTi rakhegA to vaha isa bhava aura parabhavameM kAma aayegii| isa jIvane pramAda-Alasya, vyApAra-dhaMdhA, bAla-baccoMmeM saba khoyA hai| ataH aba ceta jA / 'jAge tabhI saberA' yaha kathana sahI akSaroMkA hai| isakA sunanA, usakA sunanA, amukakA sunanA, sabakA sunanA yaha nahIM; para jJAnIkA kahA sunanA hai, vaha vacana rAmakA bANa hai, phogaTa nahIM jaayegaa| bAta barAbara samajhane jaisI hai| yathArtha bAta hai| lakSyameM rkheN| *maghAkA pAnI barasatA hai taba loga TaMkiyA~ bhara lete haiM, usI prakAra pAnI bhara leMge aura pAtra baneMge to pAnI ttikegaa| jJAnI-kathita honese mujhe mAnya * eka rAjAke putrako kor3ha huaa| rAjyake sabhI vaidyoMse cikitsA karAne para unhoMne aisA abhiprAya diyA ki maghA (nakSatra)kI varSAka pAnIkA eka saptAha taka sevana karanese yaha roga miTa jaayegaa| kiMtu zItakAla honese maghAkA pAnI milanA kaThina thaa| ataH rAjAne DhaMDherA piTavAyA ki yadi kisIne maghAkA pAnI ikaTThA kiyA ho to usake badalemeM use jo mA~gegA vaha milegaa| eka vaNikane maghAkA pAnI TaMkImeM bhara rakhA thA, usane kahA ki jitanA cAhiye utanA pAnI le jaaiye| eka saptAha taka maghAke pAnIkA sevana karanese rAjaputrakA roga miTa gyaa| phira rAjAne seThase kahA ki jo cAhiye vaha mA~ga lo| usane kahA ki mere guruke kahanese maiMne yaha pAnI ikaTThA kiyA thA, ataH mujhe kucha nahIM caahiye| kiMtu Apa unakA samAgama kareMge to Apako isa pAnIse bhI adhika lAbha hogaa|

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upadezasaMgraha-1 179 hai, kartavya hai| anya na mAneM, yaha saba anya pravartana huA hai| aba jAne do, chor3a do, jhaTaka do, chor3anekA chor3a do| chor3ane yogya hai| anaMtakAlase anya hI karate rahe, usakA phala bhogA; anyatra sabhI jagaha caurAsIke pheremeM bhaTakA / ataH manuSyabhava prAptakara abhI yaha zravaNa kro| eka asaMga' kaha rahe haiM, ataH ceta jaao| jJAnIne use jAnA vaha mujhe mAnya hai| anya sabakA phala-naraka, devaloka Adi-anaMta bAra bhoga cukA huuN| ataH aba jAne do| aba to 'asaMgatA'kA ThappA lagAyA hai; amRta barasAyA hai! maghAke pAnIke samAna bhara lene jaisA hai, premapUrvaka jAnane jaisA hai, bhUleM nhiiN| aisA avasara phira nahIM milegaa| eka bAIne cauthe vratakI pratijJA lI usa avasara para yaha bAta sunI, para phira jora dekara kahatA hU~ ki Aja taka maiMne japa, tapa, kriyA Adi kI vaha saba niSphala huii| abase saba ekamAtra AtmAke liye karatA hU~, anya sukhake liye nhiiN| bhagavAnakA kahA huA kahatA huuN| jJAnIne jo jAnA, vahI AtmAke liye kruuN| bAIko devagati milegii| jJAnIkI kRpAse kahate haiN| kaI jIva yahA~se devaloka jAnevAle haiM, anya gati nahIM hai| ataH lUTamalUTa lene jaisA avasara hai| yaha avasara phira nahIM aayegaa| anya bhavameM nahIM suna skoge| ataH ceta jaao| kAma bana jaayegaa| Ajase, abhIse ceteMge to kAma bana jaayegaa| Tekako pakar3akara lakSyameM lenevAlekA kAma bnegaa| aisA samajhakara AtmArtha kiyA usane apanA avatAra saphala kiyaa| apUrva bAta hai! mArga mahAna hai| mehamAna ho, ataH sAvadhAna ho jaao| aba to baliSTha banakara, vIra banakara sAvadhAna ho jaao| kRpAludevane kahA thA, "he muni! aba jalA-miTAkara, kriyAkarma nibaTAkara cale jaao|" hama sAta sAdhu the| unheM dekha-dekhakara kRpAludeva prasanna hote the| mUla pakar3a zraddhA kI thii| mukhya bAta samakitakI prApti / vaha pakar3ameM nahIM aayaa| anya saba aba jalAkara rAkha kara do| saba para hai, pudgala hai| apanA to eka AtmA hai| utkRSTa bAta hai yaha! jagA diyA hai| jAge taba kAryasiddhi hotI hai| ApakI mAnyatA saccI huI hai to yahA~ Akara rahate haiN| yaha avasara to apane divAlIke dina maaneN| eka vacana kAnameM par3e to kAma bana jAya / yahI parIkSA nahIM hai, pahacAna nahIM hai| yahI pakar3a / unhIMkA kahA huA, anya bAta nahIM hai| svAmI eka hai| saMsArameM strI eka pati karatI hai, vaise hI hameM ekako hI svAmI banA lenA hai| tA. 19-11-35, zAmako patrAMka 432 kA vAcana ___ AtmAko vibhAvase avakAzita karaneke liye aura svabhAvameM anavakAza rUpase rahaneke liye koI bhI mukhya upAya ho to AtmArAma aise jJAnI puruSakA niSkAma buddhise bhaktiyogarUpa saMga hai| usakI saphalatAke liye nivRtti-kSetrameM vaisA yoga prApta honA, yaha kisI mahAna puNyakA yoga hai, aura vaisA puNyayoga prAyaH isa jagatameM aneka prakArake aMtarAyavAlA dikhAI detA hai| isaliye hama samIpameM haiM, aisA vAraMvAra yAda karake jisameM isa saMsArakI udAsInatA kahI ho use abhI par3heM, vicaareN| AtmArUpase kevala AtmA rahe, aisA jo ciMtana rakhanA vaha lakSya hai, zAstrake paramArtharUpa hai|" 1. mumukSu-AtmA AtmarUpase rahe yaha lakSya kisa prakAra hotA hai?

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180 upadezAmRta 2. mumukSu-satpuruSa mile nahIM hai, unakI AjJA milI nahIM hai| satpuruSakI zraddhA aura nizcaya kiyA ho to vaha lakSyameM rahatA hai, jisase sAdhana sulaTe hote haiN| "nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM, sAdhana karavA soy|" "vItarAgakA kahA huA parama zAMtarasamaya dharma pUrNa satya hai...he jIva! aba tujhe satpuruSakI AjJA nizcaya hI upAsanA karane yogya hai|" yaha jJAnIpuruSase sunakara dRr3ha honA caahiye| prabhuzrI-isa jar3ako kucha kahanA nahIM hai| caitanyako kucha cAhiye yA nahIM? bodha, bodha / jaise vastra mailA ho to sAbuna lagAkara pAnIse svaccha karate haiM, parivartana huA yA nahIM? anaMtakAlase ajJAna hai| vaha jJAna milanese nAza hotA hai| gurugama nahIM hai, pramAdameM samaya jA rahA hai| aMtaraMgase kiyA ho to vaha kAmakA hai| ataH aisA avasara prApta karake kartavya hai| sacce puruSa, sadguru mile to kAryakArI hai| yaha dhyAnameM nahIM hai| eka vacana sunakara bhI isa bhava aura parabhavameM sukhI ho sakate haiM / "vItarAgakA kahA huA parama zAMta rasamaya dharma" kA pATha bolo| 3.mumukSu-"vItarAgakA kahA huA parama zAMtarasamaya dharma pUrNa satya hai, aisA nizcaya rkhnaa| jIvakI anadhikAritAke kAraNa tathA satpuruSake yogake binA samajhameM nahIM AtA; to bhI jIvake saMsArarogako miTAneke liye usa jaisA dUsarA koI pUrNa hitakArI auSadha nahIM hai aisA vAraMvAra ciMtana krnaa| yaha parama tattva hai, isakA mujhe sadaiva nizcaya raho; yaha yathArtha svarUpa mere hRdayameM prakAza karo, aura janmamaraNAdi baMdhanase atyaMta nivRtti hoo! nivRtti hoo!! he jIva! isa klezarUpa saMsArase virata ho, virata ho; kucha vicAra kara, pramAda chor3a kara jAgRta ho! jAgRta ho!! nahIM to ratnaciMtAmaNi jaisI yaha manuSyadeha niSphala jaayegii| he jIva! aba tujhe satpuruSakI AjJA nizcaya hI upAsanA karane yogya hai| ___OM zAMtiH zAMtiH shaaNtiH|" ... prabhuzrI-jIvako vighna bahuta haiN| pramAda aura Alasyane burA kiyA hai| nitya pATha kare to paryAya acche hote haiM, pudgala acche ba~dhate haiM, hita hotA hai| lakSya kise hai? sAmAnyameM bIta rahA hai| mujhe lakSyameM hai, yAda hai, yoM sAmAnya kara diyA hai| yaha to jJAnIpuruSakA kahA huA hai, isase hita hotA hai| janma, jarA aura maraNane kisIko chor3A nahIM hai; vahA~ Atmasukha nahIM hai, ataH janma Adise chUTanA hai| cAbI binA chUTa nahIM skte| cAbI cAhiye / vaha ho to Atmasukha mila sakatA hai| ataH gurugama cAhiye / AtmAkA bhalA sacce guruse hI ho sakatA hai| unakI pahacAna nahIM huI / sthAna sthAna para guru milate haiM aura yaha jIva guru karatA hai, vaha nahIM / aise guru kare usakA phala milatA hai, para mokSa nahIM ho sakatA / janma-maraNase chUTakara isa jIvane mokSa prApta nahIM kiyA aura usane samakita bhI prApta nahIM kiyaa| pitA eka hI hotA hai| samabhAva bahuta bar3I vastu hai| sabameM sAkSAt merA AtmA hI hai, aisA dekho| sArA jagata paryAyadRSTimeM hai aura isIse baMdhana hai| saMkSepameM khaa| dhIMga dhaNI (samartha svAmI) to sira para hai| paraMtu jo hai usakI bhrAMti hai| jo jJAnI na ho, guru na ho, use guru kahatA hai! aba jAne do saba / patA na calatA ho to madhyastha raha / jo yathAtathya jJAnI ho vahI jJAnI hai| 'ikko vi namukkAro jiNavaravasahassa vaDDamANassa / saMsArasAgarAo, tArei naraM vA nArI vA / / 1. jinavaravRSabha aise zrI vardhamAna svAmIko kiyA gayA eka namaskAra bhI saMsArasamudrase tAranevAlA hai, bhale hI vaha nara ho yA nArI ho|

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 181 - itanA karanA hai / akelA AyA aura akelA jAyegA / merA koI nahIM hai / eka dharma nahIM kiyaa| satpuruSakI vANI dIpaka hai / "nirdoSa sukha nirdoSa AnaMda, lyo game tyAMthI bhale, e divya zaktimAna jethI jaMjIrethI nIkaLe. " - zrImad rAjacaMdra sayAnA na bana / sabase bar3A samabhAva hai / yaha mokSakA mArga hai / 1" eke jIye jIye paMca, paMce jIye jIye dasa / " bAta bahuta karanI hai kiMtu avasthA ho gaI hai / pakA pAna TUTakara gira par3A hai aura bigar3a gayA hai / yoga nahIM hai / anya saba paryAya nAzavAna hai, chor3akara jAnA par3egA / tA. 20-11-35, zAmako patrAMka 753 kA vAcana "jo svarUpajijJAsu puruSa haiM ve, jo pUrNa zuddhasvarUpako prApta hue haiM aise bhagavAnake svarUpa meM apanI vRttiko tanmaya karate haiM; jisase apanI svarUpadazA jAgRta hotI jAtI hai aura sarvotkRSTa yathAkhyAta cAritrako prApta hotI hai| jaisA bhagavAnakA svarUpa hai, vaisA hI zuddhanayakI dRSTise AtmAkA svarUpa hai / isa AtmA aura siddha bhagavAnake svarUpameM aupAdhika bheda hai / svAbhAvika rUpase dekheM to AtmA siddha bhagavAnake tulya hI hai| siddha bhagavAnakA svarUpa nirAvaraNa hai; aura vartamAnameM isa AtmAkA svarUpa AvaraNasahita hai, aura yahI bheda hai; vastutaH bheda nahIM hai| usa AvaraNake kSINa ho jAnese AtmAkA svAbhAvika siddha svarUpa pragaTa hotA hai|" prabhuzrI - paramArthameM tanmaya huA jAya to ? aisA kisIne na kiyA ho aisI bAta nahIM hai / sabhI AtmA haiM / isa saMsArakI mAyAmeM, hAyahAya aura mAthApaccImeM vRtti tanmaya karate haiM, para yaha jo AtmA hai usakI bAta bhUla gaye haiM / AtmA hai usakI to koI ciMtA hI nahIM hai / 1 "huM koNa chu ? kyAMthI thayo ? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM ? konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA che ? rAkhuM ke e paraharUM ?" AtmAkI bAta kisIko yAda nahIM AtI / para manuSyabhava prApta kiyA hai / bhale hI strI ho yA puruSa ho, para AtmA strI-puruSa, choTA-bar3A, sukhI-duHkhI, vRddha-yuvAna nahIM hai / bhUla jA, saba nAzavAna hai / pUrA loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai / ataH AtmAkI ciMtA nahIM hai vaha rakha / yaha paramArthakA prazna hai| kisI bhI prakArase paramArthameM tanmaya bano / saba yahIM par3A rahegA, kucha sAtha nahIM clegaa| eka AtmA hai | manuSyabhava uttama kahA gayA, usameM bhI aneka duHkha haiM - vyAdhi, duHkha-sukha, mu~ha-sira, hAtha-pA~va duHkhate haiM / saba dhokhA! yaha AtmA nahIM hai / use AtmA mAna baiThe haiM ki 'maiM hU~', 'mujhe acchA kahA, mujhe burA kahA', para aisA nahIM hai| aisA dina phira nahIM AyegA / liyA so lAbha / yahA~ sunane baiThe to bhArI puNyakA saMcaya hotA hai / bAkI sarvatra rAga-dveSa haiM- pUre jagatameM dhamAcaukar3I aura mAthApaccI hai / usakI ciMtA karatA hai, aura vaha to jAnevAlA hai / jJAnIpuruSane I / 1. eka manako jItanese pA~coM iMdriyA~ jItI jA sakatI hai aura jahA~ pA~ca iMdriyoM para vijaya prApta kI, vahA~ mana, pA~ca iMdriyA~ aura krodha Adi cAra kaSAya milakara dasoM para vijaya prApta ho sakatI hai|

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182 upadezAmRta I 1 kahA hai ki yaha saba chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai / ataH isa viSayameM satsaMgameM bodha sunakara jAnakArI prApta kareM / isIko yAda kareM aura isIkA dhyAna rakheM / ataH vAstavameM lenA kyA hai ? AtmA, usakI khabara leM / ceta jAyeM / eka AtmA, zeSa saba dhokhA hai / koI kisIkA nahIM hai / akelA AyA aura akelA jAyegA / 'appA kattA vikattA ya duhANa ya suhANa ya / ' sukha-duHkhakA karttA svayaM akelA hai| ataH usakI khabara leneke liye namra baneM, zUravIra bana jAyeM / anya saMsArakI mAyAke raMga dekhane daur3atA hai; para jo AtmA hai use to eka ora chor3a diyA hai / ataH kisI eka satpuruSako DhU~DheM, use pahacAneM / kahIM prIti karane jaisA nahIM hai / sabase kSamAyAcanA karate haiM / kitanA pukAra -pukAra kara kahA hai ! para saba pustakoMmeM hai; kaNThastha bhI kara liyA, para saba jahA~kA thaaN| saMsArameM kahA jAtA hai ki " pannA phire aura sonA jhare 'vaha svArtha hai / mAyAmeM prIti hai, para eka jo bhagavAnane kahA hai usameM prIti nahIM hai| aba eka thappar3a mArakara kahatA hU~"zuddha buddha caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma; bIjuM kahiye keTalUM ? kara vicAra to pAma. " 'kara vicAra to pAma' ataH vicAra to bar3I vastu hai / para ve kaunase vicAra ? anya bahutase vicAra haiM, ve nahIM / eka AtmavicAra "" "AtmabhrAMti sama roga nahi, sadguru vaidya sujANa; guru AjJA sama pathya nahi, auSadha vicAra dhyAna. ' auSadhi do haiM-vicAra aura dhyAna / yaha spaSTa kaha diyA / aba kyA kahanA ? anyatra kahIM bhI, kisI bhI sthAna para, kisIke pAsa yaha bAta suneMge ? kahIM nahIM suna pAyeMge / jAiye to sahI, sabhI mAyA / yaha sthAna kaisA hai ? kAnameM par3e to puNyake Dhera ba~dhate haiM / anya kahIM bhI DhU~Dha lene to jA, nahIM milegA / mAyA milegI, para yaha nahIM milegaa| bur3hApA AyA hai / vyAdhi saba A rahI haiM, use manA kaise kiyA jAya ? Ao, isase bhI adhika Ao / 'chUTa rahe haiM, jA rahe haiM' - aisA nahIM kiyaa| 'dhIMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara kheTa, vimala jina, dIThAM loyaNa Aja.' " eka svAmI kiyA ho to vyAdhi, duHkha, pIr3A ho to bhI usakA kyA bigAr3a sakate haiM? samajha badalI hai| Ao, Ao aura Ao-RNa utara rahA hai / anyako yaha saba 'mujhe ho rahA hai', 'mujhe duHkha hai', 'mujhe vyAdhi hai', 'mujhe pIr3A ho rahI hai' - 'merA, merA' karatA hai ! kiMtu jisakI samajha badalI hai, use koI tukAra kare, tuccha zabda kahe, kaTu vacana bole, gAliyA~ de, to aisA samajhatA hai ki mere karma kSaya ho rahe haiM / anyako 'mujhe gAlI dI', 'mujhe kahA', 'mujhe, mujhe ' hotA hai, taba baMdha hotA hai / ataH mehamAna ho, do ghar3I dina bacA hai, ataH ceta jAo aura sabase kSamAyAcanA kara lo / "adhamAdhama adhiko patita, sakala jagatamAM huMya; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAdhana karaze zuM ya ?" yaha gAthA rAmakA bANa hai, aisI-vaisI nahIM hai / adhamAdhama arthAt svayaM doSayukta huA aura anyako siramaura mAnA / anya saba duHkha-sukha, vRddha-yuvAna, choTA-bar3A, strI-puruSa - use AtmA na 1. bhAvArtha- pannA (bahIkhAtAkA pRSTha) palaTane para sonA milatA hai yAni kisIke paise lene nikalate ho to bahIkA pannA palaTanese hI patA calatA hai aura phira vasUlI karatA hai /

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upadezasaMgraha-1 183 maanuuN| saMsArameM duHkha, duHkha aura duHkha hai-koI sImA nahIM hai| apAra duHkhase bharA huA hai| yahA~ AyA to bhI duHkha, calate-phirate bhI duHkha! itanA kaha rahA hU~ vaha paramArthake liye, kucha svArtha nahIM hai, aura sunAneke liye bhI nahIM kaha rahA hU~-maitrIbhAva, pramoda, kAruNya aura madhyasthabhAva kriyegaa| yaha lakSya rakheM to ber3A paar| ye aise-vaiseke vacana nahIM haiN| eka kRpAludeva sAkSAt pratyakSa birAjamAna haiN| yaha gayA, vaha gayA, amuka bhAI mara gaye aisA kahate haiN| kintu pahacAna nahIM hai| "sarvAtmamAM samadRSTi dyo, A vacanane hRdaye lkho|" kyA isako bhUla jAyeMge? nahIM nahIM, yaha paMkti to yAda rakhane yogya hai; ciMtAmaNi hai| kahanA yaha hai ki taiyAra ho jaao| anya koI upAya nahIM hai| mila-milakara saba apane apane mArga para cale jAte haiN| phira ho gyaa| samyagdRSTi jIva jo bhI karatA hai vaha sulaTA karatA hai| yaha kaise? vaha jo kucha karatA hai vaha sulaTA hI hotA hai, yaha vicAraNIya bAta hai| vaha sulaTA kaise hotA hai? koI batAyegA? 1. mumukSu-jisakI jaisI dRSTi / jaisA cazmA pahane vaisA hI dIkhatA hai| nIlA cazmA pahane to nIlA dikhAI detA hai| vaise hI samyagdRSTi puruSoMne samyagdarzanarUpI cazmA pahanA hai, jisase samyak hI dikhAI detA hai| 2. mumukSu-samyagdRSTi puruSoMne sabase bhinna apanA svarUpa pratyakSa dekhaa| samyak dRSTise AtmAko samabhAvI dekhA / 'sammaddiTThI na karei pAvaM' unako priya-apriya kucha nahIM rhaa| prabhuzrI-'jo jAnA vaha nahIM jAnU~, jo nahIM jAnA vaha jAnU~ / ' ataH sulaTA ho gyaa| samyagdRSTiko paryAyadRSTi nahIM hai| 'paryAyadRSTi na diijiye|' use chor3anI hai| 1. mumukSu- "hota AsavA parisavA, nahi inameM saMdeha; mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata ehi." prabhuzrI-ina vacanoMne to bheda kara dikhAyA hai| yaha to amRta-zakkara, gur3a jaise mIThe hote haiM, vaisA mIThA! dRSTikI bhUla yaha bAta barAbara hai, para aba kyA kareM? kaise kareM? kyA karanA cAhiye? aura kyA karanA zeSa hai ? maiMne kRpAludevase kahA thA ki "maiM to sarvatra 'bhrama' dekha rahA huuN|" taba ve bole, "brahma-AtmA dekho|" isImeM saba marma samAyA hai| 'AtmA dekho' isa vacanase bodha huA, vaha kaise huA? kaho, jise jo kahanA ho vaha kaho / 2. mumukSu-bhramarUpa jagatako dekhanevAlA AtmA hai, ataH pahale use dekheM / yaha saba jAnanevAlA, dekhanevAlA AtmA hai, ataH use dekheN| svayaMko patA na ho to jJAnIkI zraddhAse dekhatA hU~, jAnatA hU~ aisI bhAvanA kreN| 3. mumukSu-bhrama hai vaha paryAyadRSTi hai aura AtmA hai vaha dravyadRSTi hai| AtmAke upayogake liye dravyadRSTi upayogI hai| anyatra na dekhakara AtmAkI ora dRSTi karanA, yaha dravyadRSTi huI aura vaha kraayii| prabhuzrI-jJAnIne dekhA hai| yogyatAkI kamI hai, vahA~ dRSTikI bhUla hai, vaha badalI nahIM hai| anyakI nahIM, para jJAnIkI dRsstti| anyakI nahIM kahI jA sktii| aba kyA karanA cAhiye? kyA upAya hai? bahuta bAta kI-kisIkA khaMDana nahIM kiyaa| maryAdA rakhakara bAta kii|

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184 upadezAmRta 4. mumukSu-kRpAnAthane Apako hathelImeM 'brahma' likhakara batAyA hai| prabhuzrI-kauna manA kara rahA hai? para unakA unake pAsa / hameM to samajhanA hai nA? aba kyA kareM? 2. mumukSu-jJAnIkA pallA pkdd'eN| prabhuzrI-kisane manA kiyA hai? para abhI hamAre hAthameM kyA hai? anya saba pudgala aura karmasaMyoga, aba kyA kareM? 5. mumukSu-satpuruSArtha aura sadbhAva karanA bAkI hai| prabhuzrI-saba kiyA hai, para aba aMtima kahe detA hU~ : bhAva aura zraddhA / 'saddhA parama dullhaa|' unhoMne kahA usa para zraddhA kI to phira tAlI! abhI AtmabhAva aura zraddhA, ye do bAta hAthameM haiN| ceto! ceto! merA to bhAva, use mAnU~, aba anya na maanuuN| 'bAta hai mAnanekI' / yaha bAta AI hai| bhAva aura zraddhA karanI pdd'egii| ataH ceta jaao| [devavaMdana karane Ate samaya tathA jAte samaya] AtmA hai| use jJAnIne jAnA hai| choTe-bar3e, strI-puruSa, sabhIko yaha devavaMdana karanA cAhiye / yaha devavaMdana to pratikramaNake samAna hai| jIvako patA nahIM hai, aisA kahA~ milatA hai? tA.21-11-35, sabere patrAMka 249 kA vAcana OM namaH "karAla kAla honese jIvako jahA~ vRttikI sthiti karanI cAhiye, vahA~ vaha kara nahIM sktaa| saddharmakA prAyaH lopa hI rahatA hai| isaliye isa kAlako kaliyuga kahA gayA hai| saddharmakA yoga satpuruSake binA nahIM hotA, kyoMki asatmeM sat nahIM hotaa| prAyaH satpuruSake darzana aura yogakI isa kAlameM aprApti dikhAI detI hai| jaba aisA hai, taba saddharmarUpa samAdhi mumukSupuruSako kahA~se prApta ho? aura amuka kAla vyatIta hone para bhI jaba aisI samAdhi prApta nahIM hotI taba mumukSutA bhI kaise rahe? prAyaH jIva jisa paricayameM rahatA hai, usa paricayarUpa apaneko mAnatA hai| jisakA pratyakSa anubhava bhI hotA hai ki anAryakulameM paricaya rakhanevAlA jIva apaneko anAryarUpameM dRr3ha mAnatA hai aura AryatvameM mati nahIM krtaa| isaliye mahApuruSoMne aura unake AdhAra para hamane aisA dRDha nizcaya kiyA hai ki jIvake liye satsaMga, yahI mokSakA parama sAdhana hai| sanmArgake viSayameM apanI jaisI yogyatA hai, vaisI yogyatA rakhanevAle puruSoMke saMgako satsaMga kahA hai| mahAna puruSoMke saMgameM jo nivAsa hai, use hama parama satsaMga kahate haiM, kyoMki isake samAna koI hitakArI sAdhana isa jagatameM hamane na dekhA hai aura na sunA hai| parvameM ho gaye mahApuruSoMkA ciMtana kalyANakAraka hai; tathApi vaha svarUpasthitikA kAraNa nahIM ho sakatA; kyoMki jIvako kyA karanA cAhiye yaha bAta unake smaraNase samajhameM nahIM aatii| pratyakSa

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upadezasaMgraha-1 185 yoga hone para binA samajhAye bhI svarUpasthitikA honA hama saMbhavita mAnate haiM, aura isase yaha nizcaya hotA hai ki usa yogakA aura usa pratyakSa ciMtanakA phala mokSa hotA hai, kyoMki satpuruSa hI 'mUrtimAna mokSa' hai| mokSameM gaye haiM aise (arhata Adi) puruSoMkA ciMtana bahuta samayameM bhAvAnusAra mokSAdi phalakA dAtA hotA hai| samyaktvaprApta puruSakA nizcaya honepara aura yogyatAke kAraNa jIva samyaktva pAtA hai|" prabhuzrI-AtmA karane hI AyA hai; para karma, karma aura karma hI karatA hai jo baMdhana hai| kRpAludevake vacana-bIsa doheM apUrva hai! para jIvane unheM sAmAnya banA diyA hai| alaukika dRSTise vicAra nahIM kiyaa| aise ciMtAmaNi ratnako usane kaMkar3a samAna maanaa| ye vacana! kRpAludevakI kRpAse mile bIsa doheM AtmabhAvase bolane cAhiye / aura yadi upayogameM rahe to koTi karma kSaya hote haiN| "prabhu prabhu laya lAgI nahIM, paDyo na sadguru pAya; dIThA nahi nija doSa to, tariye koNa upAya ?" yaha bAta niklii| upayoga isameM A jAye to koTi karma kSaya ho jAte haiN| yaha bhAvanA, icchA kare to anya nIca gatikA nAza hokara devagati prApta hotI hai| aisA hai; use sAmAnyameM aura laukikameM nikAla diyA hai| yaha sunAI par3a rahA hai? 1. mumukSu-hA~, sunAI de rahA hai| prabhuzrI-sabako sunAI de rahA hai? 1. mumukSu-sabako kaise sunAI de? jisako sunAI detA hai, use sunAI detA hai| - prabhuzrI-kahanekA tAtparya, zravaNa honA caahiye| bar3oMkI bAta kahI gii| vastu aisI hai aura yahI kAma karatI hai| suna rahe haiM ? yahA~ Akara to puNyake Dhera ba~dhate haiN| vItarAga mArgameM aura unakI vANImeM to thor3I bhI raja na samA sake aisA hai| unakI vANIkI parIkSA hotI hai, jaise kisI anya vastukI parIkSA hotI hai vaise| aba yaha manuSyabhava hAthase nikala gayA to phira patA nahIM lgegaa| ataH yaha apUrva yoga hai| yaha kAnameM par3atA hai to lAbha hotA hai| taba vizeSa kyA kahU~? saMkSepameM kahanA hai ki 'bhAva' hai aura 'pariNAma' hai| apane bhAvase hI samakita aura kevalajJAna prApta hotA hai| anaMtakAlase oghA, mu~hapattI, japa-tapa Adi sAdhana kiye to usake phala bhI mile-niMdA nahIM karanI hai| yaha koI apUrva bAta hai| bAta hai bhole-bhAlekI, para nikAla pheMkanI nahIM hai| koI kahe ki mahArAja to upadeza dete haiM, unakA kAma hai| yoM sAmAnya kara dete haiM, vaisA na kreN| yaha to ullAsa bhAvase kahA jAtA hai| isameMse jitanA ho sake utanA karanA cAhiye / lUTamalUTa karane jaisA hai| yaha bar3I gutthI hai| yadi vaha vighnakAraka bane to dUra karanI pdd'egii| aisI vaisI bAta nahIM hai| mahA lAbhakArI hai| aisA samajho ki mere dhanyabhAgya hai ki yaha bAta kAnameM par3atI hai| sunanekA sahI avasara AyA hai| anya saba bhava hue haiM, para AtmA mara nahIM gyaa| dUsare saba sAdhana baMdhanakartA haiN| "sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayA, rahyo na koI upAya; satsAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya?"

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186 upadezAmRta satsAdhana! yaha kaisI apUrva bAta! avazya karane yogya / lAkhoM rupaye dene para bhI aisA avasara phira nahIM milegaa| jJAnIpuruSane dayA kI hai| dhana, paisA-TakA, bAla-baccoMkI icchA karatA hai aura rakhatA hai, taba phira isakI icchA nahIM? isakI icchA rakhI ho to kAma Aye / kAna lagA, dhyAnase sun| satsaMga apUrva hai! phikara karanekI, ciMtA karanekI yaha bAta hai| arere! mahA duHkha hai| bhagavAnane kaha diyA : 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe' he gautama! eka samaya mAtrakA bhI pramAda mata kr| pala jo bIta gaI, vaha vApasa nahIM aayegii| arthAt vyartha jA rahI hai| jo karanA thA vaha to raha gyaa| yaha paMcamakAla, sabase kaThinameM kaThina AyA hai| yaha bAta mahApuruSoMne kaha dI hai| samAdhi kaise ho? aba kucha upAya hai? 1. mumukSu-satpuruSakA darzana aura yoga, ye donoM caahiye| prabhuzrI-asAvadhAnImeM jA rahA hai| ciMtAmaNi jaise isa manuSyabhavako yoM sAmAnya kara DAlA hai| patA nahIM hai| bAlakake hAthameM hIrA AyA, para use patA nahIM, vaise hI saMsArameM pahacAna nahIM hai| anya saba mAyAkA rUpa dekhane daur3atA hai| dhUla par3e usameM! para jo dekhanA hai vaha raha gayA hai! AtmA jaisI koI vastu nahIM hai| usakI aba kaise sa~bhAla legA? saba bhrAMtimeM gyaa| AbhUSaNa-gahane, kapar3elatte Adi mere mere karatA haiM, para AtmA nahIM! "huM koNa chu? kyAthI thayo? zuM svarUpa che mArUM kharUM? konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA che? rAkhaM ke e paraharUM?" jo karanA hai, jisakI bAta sunanI hai, vaha raha jAtA hai| anya bAteM kAna lagAkara sunegA, aura yaha nahIM! yaha to maiM jAnatA hU~, mujhe patA hai| para nahIM, patA nahIM hai| thappar3a lagI nahIM hai| kucha bhI na jAnatA ho to bhI 'AtmA hai,' 'jJAnI kahate haiM vaha mujhe mAnya hai|' isameM kucha rupaye-paise nahIM dene haiM, para eka vicAra karanA hai| 'kara vicAra to pAma / ' ye pratyakSa puruSake vacana haiN| unako sunanemeM bhI lAbha hai| isa AtmAko to jJAnIne dekhA hai| vaha isa carmacakSuse dikhAI nahIM degA, divyacakSuse dikhAI degA; vaha jJAna hai / jJAna cakSu hai| ye saba kauna haiM? kauna suna rahA hai ? aatmaa| jo bAta karanI cAhiye vaha to par3I raha jAtI hai aura paravastuko dekhate haiN| yaha jIva kalpanAe~ karatA hai, kiMtu usakI to koI sImA hI nahIM hai| pukArakara kaha rahA hU~, hA~! dUsare sthAnase chUTakara AtmAke sthAnapara kaise baiThA jAya? vizvAsa kahA~ hai? nahIM to kaha dete| jJAnIke vacana aMtarameM khodakara, aMkitakara rkheN| jaise mAtA kaTu auSadha baccekI bhalAIke liye pilAtI hai, vaise kaha rahA huuN| "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM, jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re|" isameM kyA kahA? para tU use suna, mAnya kr| sunegA to kAma bana jaayegaa| bhAva karanese kAma hotA hai / dUjekI ciMtA-phikara karatA hai to isakI nahIM ? baiThA-baiThA kalpanAe~ karegA, para ve to saba ba~dhe hue saMskAra haiN| "sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayA, rahyo na koI upAya; satsAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya?' aisI bAta hai, camatkArI kathana hai| 'satsAdhana samajyo nahIM' sadguruke vacana haiM, pratyakSa puruSakI vANI hai, aisI-vaisI nahIM hai, kahA nahIM jA sakatA-yaha to AgrahapUrNa vinatI hai| dAla

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upadezasaMgraha-1 187 sIjhI na ho taba taka alaga rahatI hai, sIjhane para mila jAtI hai| prabhu, sabakA bhalA karanA / jaise cuTakI bharakara, DA~Takara, mArakara koI jagAtA hai, taba dekhatA hai; vaise hI yaha dekhanekA hai| satpuruSakI vANI sunI nahIM hai| kucha mArakara, DA~Takara, bolakara, ThapakA dekara bhI karavAnA hai, chur3avAnA hai| avasara AyA hai! ataH apane liye taiyAra ho jaao| apane liye haiM, dUsareke liye nhiiN| yaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| tA. 21-11-35, zAmako __aisI vaisI gutthI nahIM hai| bahuta ulajhI huI hai| puruSArthakA kAma AyA hai| "jo iccho paramArtha to karo satya puruSArtha / " samajhameM Aye to acchA, usake binA bekAra hai| 'karo satya puruSArtha' yaha kyA kahA hai? 1. mumukSu-jIvoMko saMsAraduHkhase chUTanA ho to satpuruSArtha kreN| satpuruSake AzrayameM AtmakalyANake sarva sAdhana karanA, vaha stpurussaarth|| 2. mumukSu-mokSake mArgameM aMtarAyarUpI bar3A pahADa bAdhaka banA huA thA, use kRpAludevane nikAlakara pheMka diyA, ulaTa diyA, dUra kara ddaalaa| unhoMne kahA ki hamAre jaise tumhAre sira para haiM, phira tumheM kyA ciMtA? tuma to mAtra puruSArtha kro| 3. mumukSu-jJAnIkA mArga aMtaraMga hai| isa jIvane bAhya vRttise mokSakI viparIta kalpanA kI jisase mokSa kyA hai, isakA use patA hI nahIM lgaa| AtmAke aMtarpariNAma sadaiva sAtha rahate haiM, yaha jIvane jAnA nahIM hai| yadi jIva saccA puruSArtha kare to use mArga mila jAtA hai| sacce puruSArthakI kamI hai| jIva apanI samajhase mArA jAtA hai| prabhuzrI-saccA puruSArtha kare to milatA hai| saba bAta kI, vaha ThIka hai, saccI hai kiMtu kamI raha gaI; kahanA itanA hai ki bhAva "bhAve jinavara pUjiye, bhAve dIje dAna; bhAve bhAvanA bhAviye, bhAve kevalajJAna." saba pApoMkA bApa bhAva hai| jise jo kucha bhAva AyA, usakI manA nahIM kI jA sktii| anya bhAva karatA hai taba anya kArya hotA hai| AtmabhAva nahIM kiyaa| bhAva karegA vahA~ pariNAma hogaa| dAla cUlhe para rakhI hai to car3hegI, usake pIche DhokalI bhI cddh'egii| pariNAmase hai| para 'bhAva bar3o saMsArameM / ' mahApuruSoMne bAta kI hai, isakA kisIko bhAna nahIM hai| baiThate-uThate, khAte-pIte, dekhate, kAma karate eka yahI (AtmA), kiMtu usa bhAvakA patA nahIM hai| anya bhAva ho jAtA hai| anyatra bAhyameM dekhakara bAhyabhAva hotA hai, para dekhanA to raha hI gyaa| jisake viSayameM kahA gayA hai, usa bhAvakA patA nahIM hai| itanI hI bAta hai| 2. mumukSu-AtmabhAva kahA na? prabhuzrI-'zakkara, zakkara' nAma lenese mIThA huA kyA? lagA kyA? vRddhAvasthA AI-bUr3he ho gaye, AvAja bhArI ho gayA, bolA nahIM jaataa| gAr3IkI saba sAmagrI ho taba gAr3I kahI jAtI hai aura tabhI calatI hai / 'AtmabhAva' nAma to acchA suMdara diyA, kauna manA karatA hai? para usakI tujhe

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188 upadezAmRta khabara kahA~ hai? kucha bAdhA AyI, to aba kyA kareM? puruSArtha anaMta bAra kiyA, usakA phala milA, para kAryasiddhi nahIM huI / 2. mumukSu - aba to vaha lekara hI jAnA hai / prabhuzrI - bobar3A - totalA, pAgala-buddha jaisA, mara! sUjhatA hai vaisA dIkhatA hai / vaha saba bAharakA dekhegA / " jahA~ lagI AtamA tattva cInyo nahIM, tahA~ lagI sAdhanA sarva jhUThI / " sira mu~DAyA, jaTA rakhI, rAkha lapeTI, tapa tapA - puruSArthameM kamI nahIM rakhI, para jo karanekA hai vaha kyA hai ? aura kaise kiyA jAya ? 2. mumukSu "vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo; aba kyauM na bicArata hai manaseM, kachu aura rahA una sAdhanase. ' prabhuzrI-zakkara DAle to mIThA hotA hai| namaka DAle taba to khArA hotA hai| yaha to thappar3a mArakara ThosA diyA hai| " aba kyauM na bicArata hai manase ?" koI vicAra hI nahIM krte| isakA artha samajhameM nahIM AyA aura kauna kaha sakatA hai ? " mukha Agala hai kaha bAta kahe / " yaha kyA kahA ? batAo / 2. mumukSu - jJAnIne jAnA, dekhA, vaha AtmA / prabhuzrI - kauna manA karatA hai ? yahI AtmA hai / dina udaya huA to yahI udaya huA / 2. mumukSu - yoM to sira phor3ane para bhI patA nahIM lagatA aura buddhi thaka jAtI hai / kucha upAya nahIM calatA / prabhuzrI - 'cunIbhAI, cunIbhAI' bolate raheM, para dekhA na ho to pahacAna nahIM sakate / vahA~ taka kacAsa hai, khAmI hai / "pAve nahIM gurugama binA, ye hI anAdi sthita / " usake binA prApta nahIM ho sktaa| ataH kucha cAhiye / kamI kisakI hai? yogyatAkI / suna liyA, suna liyA kahate haiM, para sunA nahIM / mAtra nAma lete haiM, bAteM karate haiM kintu pariNata nahIM huA / bAta pariNamanakI hai / pApakA bar3A bApa bhAva hai / usake binA kisIko nahIM hogA / kSaNa kSaNa vRtti badalatI hai, ataH anya dekhatA hai vaha nahIM hai / "isake milanese, isake sunanese aura isakI zraddhA karanese hI chUTane kI bAtakA AtmAse guMjAra hogA / " dUjA kyA kahU~ ? " AtmAko jAnA usane saba jAnA / " bAteM baghAranese kAma nahIM hotA / " pariNamanase hI chuTakArA hai / pariNamana kise kahate haiM ? abhI puruSArtha kiyA para ulaTA / nIMdameM bhI bola uThatA hai - "maiM", kintu yaha hAtha nahIM lagA / isa A~khase dikhAI nahIM degA; usake liye divya cakSu cAhiye / aura isakI AvazyakatA hai| isI kA nAma jJAna rkhaa| divya cakSu kaheM, dIpaka kaheM - saba bodha haiM; para samajhameM nahIM aayaa| kisIko kaheM ki bhAI, yoM hokara idharase AnA, taba udharase A sakate haiM, dUsarI orase nahIM / "isake milanese, isake sunanese aura isakI zraddhA karanese hI chUTanekI bAtakA AtmAse guMjAra hogA / " ye vacana lene haiN| mAnya ye haiM, bhAvanA yaha karAnI hai / yaha koI "gokula gA~vako piMr3o hI nyAro / "

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upadezasaMgraha-1 189 yaha devavaMdana hai so aisA vaisA nahIM hai| isameM karma kSaya hote haiN| karane yogya hai| puNyabaMdha hotA hai aura devagati hotI hai| jIvako patA nahIM hai| tA. 22-11-35, sabere patrAMka 64 kA vAcana + "pakSapAto na me vIre, na dveSaH kapilAdiSu / yuktimadvacanaM yasya, tasya kAryaH parigrahaH ||"-shrii haribhadrAcArya kyA yoga hai! jAgRta ho gayA? vacana amUlya haiN| eka eka vacanameM anaMta Agama samAye haiN| ve vacana kahe jaayeNge| manuSyabhava durlabha hai| usameM abhI pA~ca iMdriyA~, jAnanA, dekhanA, sunanA yaha manuSyabhavake kAraNa hai, usameM satsaMga durlabha hai| samaya bIta rahA hai| 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe' yaha alaukika vacana hai! kAma hai bhaavkaa| bhAva huA to pariNamana hogA, bhAva honA caahiye| jaise saMsArameM kahate haiM-tujhe apanA bhAna hai yA nahIM? vaisA hI isa jIvako bhAna rakhakara avazya zravaNa karanA cAhiye / 'savaNe nANe vinnANe' abhI manuSyabhavameM sunanekA yoga hai, vaha bahuta durlabha hai| bAra bAra aisA yoga nahIM milegaa| satpuruSake eka eka vAkyameM, eka eka zabdameM anaMta Agama samAye hue haiM so kaise hogA? kalpanAne isa jIvakA burA kiyA hai| vRtti kSaNa kSaNa badalatI hai| sAmAnya bhAva ho gayA hai| satsaMga mahA durlabha hai| satpuruSakA samAgama hai, unakA bodha hai, usase koTi karma kSaya hote haiM / jIvako bhAna nahIM hai| abhI jo samaya bIta rahA hai vaha apUrva hai| aba jAne de, jAne de, mara gayA abhimaanmeN| _"nathI laghutA ke dInatA, zuM kahuM? parama svarUpa." __sabase zreSTha laghutA hai| jJAnIke vacanakA zravaNa kreN| usase isa jIvako agAdha lAbha hotA hai| mAyAke svarUpameM saMsArameM hajAroM rupayoMkA lAbha hotA hai, usase yaha adhika hai| kucha kiyA hai to yaha manuSyabhava milA hai| yaha avasara pramAdameM aura bhrAMtimeM nikala rahA hai| vacana sunane yogya aura hRdayameM dhAraNa karane yogya hai| mara! cAhe jaisA kahA, tujhe to sunane jaisA hai| eka AtmA dharma hai| vaha arUpI hai| para dhyAnameM rakhanA, jisane yathAtathya jAnA hai usakI vANI hai aura vaha amUlya hai| he prabhu! mujhe patA nahIM hai, para vaha mere kAnameM pdd'o| aisA karanese kitanA kAma bana jAtA hai? bhava-baMdhana chUTa jAtA hai! burA huA use sAmAnya kara denese / hA~, isameM kyA? ve to bAta karate haiM aura bolate haiM, para jAne de, bAta apUrva hai| ciMtAmaNikA mUlya nahIM AMkA jAtA, aisI bAta hai| isameM kyA hotA hai? anaMtakAlase isa jIvane saba jAnA hai, anaMta sAdhana kiye haiM, para AtmAko nahIM jAnA aura samakita bhI nahIM liyaa| tU alaukika dRSTise dekha : he bhagavAna! yaha jJAnIkI vANI nikala rahI hai| isaliye he prabhu! merA kAma hai, ve kahate haiM vahI karanekA / anamola kSaNa bIta rahA hai| ataH yaha kartavya hai-avasara AyA hai| eka isa cIjako jJAniyoMne saMsArameM sabase zreSTha dekhA hai| vaha kyA hai? samabhAva / usameM aneka RddhiyA~ samAyI huI haiN| ulaTA-sIdhA, TUTA-phUTA bolA jAya use na dekheM / samabhAva hai vahI ____ + bhAvArtha-mujhe na vIrameM pakSapAta hai aura na hI kapila Adise dveSa pariNAma haiM; paraMtu jinake vacana yuktiyukta haiM, ve hI grahaNa karane yogya haiM / (lokatattvanirNaya, zloka 38)

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190 upadezAmRta svabhAva hai / usake baiThanekA, rahanekA sthAna hai use bhUlanA mata / ceta jAnA / 'bhUle vahIMse phira gineM ' 'jAge tabhIse saberA' / avasara AyA hai, ataH cetiye / "nirdoSa sukha, nirdoSa AnaMda, lyo game tyAMthI bhale; e divya zaktimAna jethI, jaMjIrethI nIkaLe. " ( zrI mokSamAlA) grahaNa karane yogya samabhAva hai / adhyAtmajJAna saMpAdana kareM / yaha dhyAnameM rakhanA, hA~ ! jo pratyakSa hai vahI bolatA hai / AtmA hai, sattA bolatI hai| dina bIta rahe haiM, para AtmAke binA vyartha hai / usakI bAta suneM, zravaNa kareM, sukha duHkha sahana kareM; pUjA, abhimAna, bar3appana na kareM; bahuta duHkha uThAye, para kalyANa huA nahIM, mokSa huA nhiiN| japa tapa kiye, usakA phala milA / kyA kahA? eka AtmA / cetane jaisA hai| AtmAkI, jJAnakI bAta Apane sunI, usase akathanIya karma kSaya hote haiN| kaisA avasara AyA hai ? dA~va AyA hai, samaya jA rahA hai| manuSyabhavameM jo dharmakI bAta hai, usameM AtmAko yAda kiyA to koTi karma kSaya hote haiN| bahuta camatkAra hai! apUrva hai ! jisake guNagAna kiye haiM, usakA patA nahIM hai / anya saba mithyAtva hai / eka saccA kAma kisakA hai ? upayogakA / jAne-anajAne koI vacana sunA, usase kitanA kAma ho jAtA hai! pApake dala saMkramaNa hokara puNyarUpa baMdha hotA hai, aisA yaha sthAna hai| eka aMtarmuhUrtameM kevalajJAna prApta kiyA / anAthI muni, zreNika rAjA Adine eka aMtarmuhUrtameM samakita prApta kiyA / kaisA huA ? dIpaka pragaTa huA ! kyA hogA? alpasaMsArI hokara mokSa hogA / ajJAna gayA / yaha jIva janmamaraNa karatA AyA hai, mokSa nahIM huA hai / ataH kitanA sAvadhAna rahane jaisA hai ? avasara AyA hai / adhyAtmajJAna prApta kareM / yaha upadeza hai, kahanA hai, dUsarI bAta nahIM hai / jIvako adhyAtma jJAna kisase hotA hai? eka hI cAbI hai / jIvake bhAnameM yA lakSyameM nahIM hai / yaha bola rahA hai, kaha rahA hai, isakA to mujhe patA hai, maiMne sunA hai, maiM jAnatA hU~, aisA kara karake saba vyartha ga~vA rahA hai / vRtti kSaNa kSaNa badalatI hai, ataH chor3a saba jhaMjhaTa, par3A rahane de saba / AtmAko dekha, to aura saba ho gayA / dikhAI nahIM diyA, bhAva tathA pratIti nahIM hai / ye saba vighna karanevAle haiM / vastra haTAye to dikhAI detA hai, ataH dekhanA hai| eka bar3e se bar3I bAta zuddha bhAvakI hai, ataH cetiye / avasara AyA hai / tU asaMga hai / bahuta kiyA, vaha saba apanA na samajha / kuTuMba - parivAra saba para hai, apanA na mAna / yaha sunAI detA hai kyA ? dhyAnameM le yA na le, bhale hI mAna yA mata mAna ! mujhe kyA ? jo hai so hai - AtmA ! vaha hai to avshy| usa para dRSTi nahIM hai, bhAva nahIM hai / saMkSepameM kahU~ to 'bAta mAnanekI hai,' mAnegA ? hA~ ! to jA, terA kAma ho gyaa| aba aura mata dekha / *khAjeke cUrese bhI peTa bharatA hai / ataH vaha jahA~ 1 1 * duSkAlake samayameM kucha majadUra TokariyA~ aura kudAlI- phAvaDA lekara majadUrI karane jA rahe the| unheM dekhakara eka halavAIkI lar3akIne apane pitAse pUchA ki ye saba kahA~ jA rahe haiM ? halavAIne kahA- majadUrI karane jA rahe haiN| usane pUchA ki majadUrI karane kyoM jAte haiM ? halavAI bolA - duSkAlameM khAneko nahIM milatA, ataH mehanata kara apanA peTa bharate haiM / taba lar3akIne kahA- kyA ye khAjAkA cUrA nahIM khA sakate ? halavAI bolA- vaha to tujhe milatA hai, inako kahA~se milegA ? isI prakAra Ajakala satsaMgakA duSkAla hai| vaha DhU~Dhane para bhI milanA kaThina hai / kintu jise pUrva puNya dvArA satsaMga milA hai, use aisA lagatA hai ki 'sabhI aisA satsaMga kyoM nahIM karate ?' kintu puNyake binA satsaMga karanA bhI nahIM sUjhatA, tathA milanA bhI durlabha hai /

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upadezasaMgraha-1 191 hai, vahA~ hai| vahI kartavya hai| aisA saMyoga kahA~se milegA? nahIM milegaa| ataH cetiye / AtmA na ho to kauna sunegA? saba murde khlaayeNge| vastu do haiM : jar3a aura cetn| cetana jar3a nahIM bana sakatA aura jar3a cetana nahIM bana sakatA / 'sunA para gunA nhiiN|' 'AtmA, AtmA' kahatA hai, para jAnA nahIM to darzana to kahA~se hoMge? eka bodha sune to kAma bana jAye / kauna sunatA hai? aatmaa| eka apUrva dRr3ha karane jaisA kyA hai? vizvAsa nahIM hai, pratIti nahIM hai| koI vastu bhIta para lagAtA hai to eka to ukhar3a jAtI hai aura eka cipaka jAtI hai| ataH aisI jo eka pakar3a hai vaha kyA hai? abhI kaha DAleMge ki mujhe kaNThastha hai, maiM jAnatA huuN| ho gayA! jAne de! tujhe patA nahIM hai| avasara AyA hai| jJAnIpuruSoMne dayA aura karuNA kI hai| vaha kyA hai? 'chaha padakA patra' / 'AtmA hai, nitya hai, kartA hai, bhoktA hai, mokSa hai aura mokSakA upAya hai|' apUrva bAta par3ha gayA, para vaha hai kyA? isakA patA nahIM hai| bacceke hAtha ciMtAmaNi laga gayA, para use patA nahIM hai| ataH ceta jaa| avasara AyA hai| ciMtAmaNi hai| chaha padase kyA hotA hai? yadi use pratidina par3he, sune to usakI acchI gati hotI hai, devagati hotI hai| anya sukha kucha bhI nahIM hai| para manuSyabhava durlabha hai| usameM samyaktva-prAptikA avasara hai, yaha cetAvanI hai| koI vastu cUlhe para car3hAI ho aura usakA dhyAna na rakheM, sa~bhAle nahIM to vaha jala jAtI hai aura khAneko nahIM miltii| vaise hI isa bhavameM patrakA vAcana, manana, smaraNa kartavya hai| mAtra pAva ghaMTA lagatA hai / kyA vaha bhI nahIM ho sakatA? vyAdhike samaya na ho sake, para sukha-zAtAmeM to ho sakatA hai na? 'yaha to kaI bAra kaha cuke haiM aura kahate Aye haiM'-aisA karanese isameM bahuta bhUla hotI hai| ___ "usa patrameM Apa likhate haiM ki kisI bhI mArgase AdhyAtmika jJAnakA saMpAdana karanA cAhiye, yaha jJAniyoMkA upadeza hai, yaha vacana mujhe bhI mAnya hai|" kisIne bAta nahIM kii| dikhAyA bhI nahIM, para nizcita hai, avazya hai| lAkhoM rupaye deMge to bhI murdA bolegA? jar3a bolegA? yaha kyA hai? hai, bhAna nahIM haiN| yahI kahanA hai| alaukika bAta kahI jAtI hai| 'pratidina vahIkA vahI kahate haiN| aisA lage, para eka hai to dUsarA kyA kaheM ? jAne de aba, aura isakA lakSya le| jisameM sabhI Agama samAye hue haiM, vaha kyA vastu hai? aatmsiddhijii| vicArakI bahuta kamI hai| isa para vicAra nahIM kiyaa| 'jo jAne so hI anubhava karate haiN|' dUsaroMko patA nahIM hai| hIrekA mUlya to jauharI jAnatA hai, dUjA nahIM jAna sktaa| ataH kartavya hai| bAta bhedIkI aura jJAnIkI hai, dUsarekI nhiiN| pakar3a karane jaisI hai| tA. 22-11-35, sAyaMkAla 'upadezachAyA' aMka 11meM se vAcana "zarIra ThIka rahe, yaha bhI eka tarahakI samAdhi hai| mana ThIka rahe yaha bhI eka tarahakI samAdhi hai| sahajasamAdhi arthAt bAhya kAraNoMke binAkI samAdhi / usase pramAda AdikA nAza hotA hai / jise yaha samAdhi rahatI hai, use putramaraNa Adise bhI asamAdhi nahIM hotI, aura use koI lAkha rupaye de to AnaMda nahIM hotA, athavA koI chIna le to kheda nahIM hotA / jise sAtA-asAtA donoM samAna hai use sahajasamAdhi kahA hai| samakitadRSTiko alpa harSa, alpa zoka kabhI ho jAye paraMtu phira vaha zAMta ho jAtA hai, aMgakA harSa nahIM rahatA; jyoM hI use kheda hotA hai tyoM hI vaha use pIche khIMca letA hai| vaha socatA hai ki aisA honA yogya nahIM, aura AtmAkI niMdA karatA hai| harSa zoka

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192 upadezAmRta ho to bhI usakA (samakitakA) mUla naSTa nahIM hotaa| samakitadRSTiko aMzase sahaja pratItike anusAra sadA hI samAdhi rahatI hai| pataMgakI DorI jaise hAthameM rahatI hai vaise samakitadRSTike hAthameM usakI vRtti rUpI DorI rahatI hai| samakitadRSTi jIvako sahaja-samAdhi hai| sattAmeM karma rahe hoM, paraMtu svayaMko sahajasamAdhi hai| bAharake kAraNoMse use samAdhi nahIM hai| AtmAmeMse jo moha calA gayA vahI samAdhi hai|" (zrImad rAjacaMdra) yaha saba bAta hai vaha kyA hai ? samajha Anepara samajhanekA hai| talavAra bA~dhakara ghUmatA hai, para vAra kare usakI talavAra hai| manuSyabhava ciMtAmaNi hai, aisA-vaisA nhiiN| asAvadhAna kyoM rahA? asAvadhAna rahA isIliye mAra khAtA hai| ceta jAye to mAra na khAya / chilake kUTanemeM samaya bIta rahA hai| prANa liye yA le legA yoM ho rahA hai| koI bAta satsamAgamameM pakar3a lI, vahI 'mAre usakI talavAra' kahalAtI hai| isa jagatameM, tiranA hai tyaagse| anya saba moha-mamatva, merA-terA kiyA vaha mithyAtva hai| saba chor3akara jAnA pdd'egaa| koI sAtha nahIM aayegaa| akelA jaayegaa| 'maiM' aura 'merA' karatA hai ki 'mujhe duHkha huA' 'mujhe sukha huA', para terA kucha nahIM hai| AtmA akelA AyA aura akelA jaayegaa| kisIkA kucha nahIM huA hai| chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai, ataH samajhakara hI chor3a de na! liyA so lAbha / isa jIvakA kartavya kyA hai? satsaMga, sadbodhakI kamI hai, ataH usakI bhAvanA rakhanI cAhiye / kahA~ milegI? "nirdoSa sukha, nirdoSa AnaMda, lyo game tyAMthI bhale; e divya zaktimAna jethI jaMjIrethI nIkaLe." yaha vacana camatkArI hai-jIvako pakar3a rakhane yogya / jisa pAnIse pyAsa miTe vahI kAmakA hai| pAnIke binA jI nahIM skte| isa saMsArameM satpuruSakA bodha hI pAnI hai| vaha kAma nikAla degaa| bImAra hogA to usa samaya kucha ho pAyegA? duHkha aayegaa| kisako rahanA hai? saba mara gaye bicaare| dhUladhAnI aura vA-pAnI (arthAt sarvanAza ho gyaa)| 'yaha duHkha-sukha, vyAdhi-pIr3A mujhe hotI hai|' mara! buddhU, terA kyA hai? terA AtmA / use kauna mAranevAlA hai? AtmA kabhI maregA? avatAra anaMta bAra hue aura chUTe, para AtmA nahIM marA / saccA lAbha yahA~ isa sthAna para lenA hai| aba kauna cUkegA? kiyA so kAma, liyA so lAbha / pratIti Aye, vizvAsa aura prema Aye to kAma banatA hai| 'mana mahilA- re vahAlA upare, bIjAM kAma karaMta / ' aisA prema honA caahiye| "jaisI prIti harAmakI, taisI hara para hoya; calyo jAya vaikuMThameM, pallo na pakar3e koya." taba kyA karanA cAhiye? eka vinaya / terA burA kare usakA bhI tU bhalA kara / maitrI, pramoda, kAruNya, mAdhyastha bhAvanA karanI cAhiye, ataH likha le; merA to aba yahI mArga hai, dUjA nhiiN| mere calanekA mArga yahI hai| merA pUrvabaddha karma mujhe dUra haTAnA hai| lo, rakhoge to bhI rahegA? nahIM rhegaa| tumhArA zarIra bhI nahIM rhegaa| ataH saba mithyA hai| vAstavameM to AtmAko sa~bhAlanA hai| use nahIM sa~bhAlA hai| jJAnIne use jAnA hai, vaha mujhe mAnya hai| acchA-burA tere karanese nahIM hogaa| vahA~ to 'sAta sA~dhe aura teraha TUTe' usakA upAya kauna karegA? karegA koI? mumukSu-apane pariNAma jaise hoMge vaisA hogaa| prabhuzrI-bhagavAnakA vacana hai : 'appA kattA vikattA' yahA~ kauna lAyA hai tujhe? sukha aura

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upadezasaMgraha-1 193 duHkhakA kartA AtmA hai| ataH he jIva! AtmAko sa~bhAla! snehI, mitra, sage-saMbaMdhI Adise isa saMsArameM prIti jor3I hai, para ve koI sukha denevAle nahIM haiN| aMbAlAlabhAI, sobhAgabhAI jaise saba gaye, para sAthameM kucha gayA? mumukSu-dharmArAdhana thA vaha sAthameM gyaa| jaisI vAsanA aura pariNAma! prabhuzrI-AtmAke sAtha koI nhiiN| kucha hai kyA? taba kyA hai ? samajha / vaha burI Aye, acchI aaye| usake anusAra gati hotI hai| ataH 'bhUlA vahIMse phira gina' 'samajhA tabhIse saberA' / yaha pakar3ane jaisI bAta hai| ye to koI baiThe haiM aura bAteM karate haiM aisA mata kara / bAta jJAnIkI hai| hameM to jahA~se vastu mile vahA~se le lenI caahiye| tA. 23-11-35 sabere [tA.14-11-35 (saM.1992) ke 'janmabhUmi meMse paramakRpAludevakI jayaMti para chapA lekha par3hA gyaa|] yaha saba AtmAkI bAta hai| AtmAko to sAmAnya kara diyA hai| vaha kyA hai? jJAniyoMne usameM camatkAra dekhA hai| yaha mAhAtmya mahAna hai| yaha saba par3hA vaha hamane idhara-udharase sunaa| yaha Azcarya kise kaheM ? kyA kisImeM koI kucha DAla sakatA hai? yaha to use svayaM taiyAra honA hai, aura vahI taiyAra hogA; garajamaMda hogA, jijJAsu hogA, tabhI kAma bnegaa| Apa saba kAma chor3akara yahA~ Akara baiThate haiM to kucha lAbhake liye na? bhAva hai to AyA jAtA hai| bhAvakA kAraNa kucha camatkArI hai! use jJAniyoMne dekhA hai, kahA jAya vaisA nahIM hai| yaha to vaha, usakA bhAva aura prema / jaise raMgakI camaka ho vaise / kahA nahIM jA sktaa| aisA hai to aba kyA kareM? manuSyabhava prAptakara vizvAsakA, pratItikA, zraddhAkA, AsthAkA raMga (prema) kartavya hai; usImeM baha jaao| koI kapar3eko raMgameM Duboye, do, cAra, pA~ca, ATha bAra Duboye taba raMga para raMga car3hatA jAtA hai| eka bAra Dubonese pUrA raMga nahIM car3hatA, kaI bAra Dubonese raMga car3hatA hai| ataH bAta suneM, bAra bAra suneN| kahanekA tAtparya yaha ki jise bahuta zraddhA, pratIti AI hai usakA kAma bnegaa| sabako vizvAsa, pratIti, zraddhAkA kAma hai| dekha dekhakara dekhA to yaha phala aayaa| saba sAmagrI caahiye| bahuta Azcaryajanaka hai! sahI bAta samajhanekI hai, usameM bahuta vighna hote haiN| bahuta kamI hai, ataH samajhiye / bolane jaisA nahIM rahA, kyA kaheM? kahA jAya vaisA nahIM hai| 'jaba jAgeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge rNg|' ataH jAgiye / yaha matizruta hai, para isakI nyUnatA hai aura usake bheda aneka haiN| jinezvarakI to bAta hI apUrva hai!-manaHparyava jina! avadhijina! usakA patA nahIM hai| vaha ho to jAne / ataH karanA pdd'egaa| yaha kisIkA doSa dekhanA nahIM hai, kamI dUra karanA hai, para karegA to yaha (AtmA) svayaM hii| aba yaha sahaja bAta karatA hU~, samajhaneke liye saMsArameM dhana-daulata, pada, khAnA-pInA saba sukha thaa| use chor3akara dIkSA lii| usameM bhI zvetAMbara, digaMbara nahIM, hama to eka DhuMDhiyA aisA mAnate the| aura usameM ahaMkAra aura mAna bar3hA ki hama sAdhu bana gaye, saba chor3a diyaa| aisA huA aura vaisA hI mAna baitthe| usImeM adharadhakka yoM hI Jain Educatio23tional

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194 upadezAmRta pA~ca varSa nikala gye| 'ekAMtara upavAsa Adi tyAgakI kriyA karate the para antaraMga pariNamana kucha nahIM - ahaMkAra aura mAna bar3hA / bar3e-bar3e zrAvaka-zrAvikAe~ sanmAna, pUjA - satkAra karate / zAstrakI bAta bar3abar3a bola jAte, par3ha jAte - vo bhI manameM ahaMkAra rakhakara / lo, aise kAma kiye ! kahanekA tAtparya ki phira kucha akkara cakkara bAta huI / nahIM bAta, nahIM vistAra, na jAna, na pahacAna; para sUrya udaya hotA hai aura pahale prabhAta hotA hai vaise pahale sunA / pUrNa sUrya udaya ho taba dina hotA hai| aMbAlAlabhAIse paramakRpAludeva saMbaMdhI jUThAbhAIkI bAteM sunii| paraMtu usameM apanA ahaMkAra aura abhimAna abhI vidyamAna hI thA / manameM huA ki bAta to usIkI hai, para aisA kucha thA nahIM / phira bhI vizvAsa to huA ki kucha hai / usameMse sahaja milane para, aMbAlAlabhAI baiThe hue the aura acAnaka kRpAludevakI bAta kI, hamane bhI kAna lagAkara sunii| yaha kyA hai ? kise kahate haiM ? dUsarI bAteM sunate haiM vaise hI yaha bhI sunI aura sunaneke sAtha bAta nyArI hI ho gaI ! yaha maiM apanI svAnubhavakI bAta kara rahA huuN| jaise saMsAra chor3akara dIkSA lI thI, vaise hI yaha bAta sunate hI saba badala gayA ! phira to, vahI bAteM sunate rahe / jUThAbhAIkA patra pddh'aa| use par3hakara phira manameM huA ki jAyegA kahA~ ? tabase badalA so badalA, so Aja aura abhI taka yoM hI hai| na bodha, na samAgama, na kucha kahanA, para turaMta akelA nikala par3A, saMgha Adi sabase alaga ho gyaa| inako (jesIMgabhAI seThako) dekhA thA aura mile the, jUThAbhAIko bhI dekhA thA kiMtu usa samaya kucha bhAna nahIM thaa| bAdameM ugarI bahanako pahacAnatA, pahale patA nahIM thA kyoMki auratoMke sAtha kyA kAma ? bAta to pUchanekI aura sunakI hotI hai aura usIkI umaMga rahatI hai / manameM lagA ki isameM kucha rahasya jarUra hai aura phira saba baiTha gayA / aba kahA~ jAU~gA? bakaroMkI TolImeM siMha ho, kintu apaneko bakarA mAnakara phiratA rahe, para jAtibhAI mile to batAye ki tU to siMha hai, bakarA nahIM / siMhako sAvadhAna honeke bAda phira bakarA honekA bhAva nahIM rahatA / phira to unake vacana kAnameM par3e aura adhika bAteM sunI, jisase pakkA hotA hI gayA / para yaha saccI bAta kisIse kahI nahIM jA sakatI thI- sabhI bar3e-bar3e sAdhu bane baiThe the / 1 1 lo, yaha camatkAra kisane kiyA? kisane kahA ? isaliye, isameM pUrvakRta aura puruSArthakI AvazyakatA hai| yaha manuSyabhava hai so pUrvakRta hai / aba usake dvArA satpuruSArtha karanA cAhiye / ataH svayaMko taiyAra honA hai| isakI derameM dera hai / vaha chipA nahIM rhtaa| adhika nahIM kahA jA sktaa| kahanese usameM khAmI A jAtI hai| koI do bhavameM to koI eka bhavameM mokSa jAyeMge; isakA patA to hotA hai, para kahA nahIM jA sktaa| isa prArabdhameM * " dahIkA ghoDA' aura phAlakAkI bhA~ti phiratA hai vaha to karma hai jise bhogane para hI chuTakArA hai / jo jAnatA hai, vahI karanA hai, ataH nizcita, nakkI, pakkA kara lenA cAhiye / gupta bAta kahanI hai, dabAkara, jorase bhI yahI ha~sa denA hai / pUnAmeM bhagavAnake samakSa sabhI bhAiyoMko pukArakara kahA thA, vahI bAta Aja bhI hai, isa samaya bhI vahI citrapaTa hai / inako anya saba chur3avAnA hai aura eka mAtra AtmAkA hI karavAnA hai / tU 1 eka dina upavAsa aura eka dina AhAra yoM kramazaH upavAsa AhAra karanekA vrata / * 'enaghena' ke khelameM dAvavAlA lar3akA /

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upadezasaMgraha-1 195 taiyAra hai ? terI derameM dera hai| sabhI mumukSuoMko mAnane yogya hai| dekhanA hA~! pakar3a DhIlI mata karanA aura anya nahIM dekhanA / 'eka pakar3a aura mAnyatA kr| eka AtmAko dekhanA hai| ___+ eka dhanavAna zeThako jinarakSita aura jinapAlita nAmaka do putra the| jaba ve bar3e hue taba vyApAra kara svAvalaMbanase dhana kamAkara AtmasaMtoSa prApta karanekI icchAse mAtA-pitAke prema aura ghara para rahaneke AgrahakI avagaNanA kara haTha kara paradeza gye| bahuta mAla bharakara jahAjako dUra dezameM le jAkara mAla becakara vahA~se masAle Adi uttama vastue~ khriidiiN| phira svadeza lauTaneko nikala pdd'e| rAstemeM tUphAnase jahAja TUTa gayA, kintu ve donoM eka dvIpa para pahu~ca gye| vahA~ eka rayaNAdevI rahatI thii| usane una donoMko lalacAkara apane ghara para rkhaa| unheM aneka prakArake vilAsameM magna kiyaa| gharakI bhI yAda na Aye aisA kRtrima prema dikhAkara unheM viSaya-sakhameM lIna kara diyaa| eka dina iMdrakI AjJAse use samadra sApha karanekA kAma sauMpA gyaa| ataH usane una donoM bhAiyoMse kahA ki kisI vizeSa kAmase mujhe tIna dinake liye bAhara jAnA hai, kiMtu tumheM yahA~ kucha ar3acana nahIM hogii| dvIpameM jahA~ ghUmanA ho vahA~ ghUmanA, para eka uttara dizAmeM mata jaanaa| yoM kahakara vaha kAma para calI gii| donoM bhAI saba ora ghUmakara bagIce Adi sthAna dekhate rheN| uttarameM jAnekA niSedha honese usa orakI vizeSa jijJAsA huI ki dekheM to sahI, vahA~ kyA hai? yoM socakara usa ora cle| vahA~ haDDiyA~ Adi durgaMdhI padArthoMke Dhera lage the| dUra jAnepara eka vyakti zUlI para car3hAyA huA dikhAI diyA, jo cillA rahA thaa| ve donoM usake pAsa phuNce| usakA maraNa nikaTa lagatA thaa| una donoMne pUchA, "hama ApakA kyA bhalA kara sakate haiM?" vaha bolA, "bhAI, maiM to aba mRtyuke nikaTa hU~ isaliye baca nahIM sktaa| lekina tumhArI bhI yahI dazA honevAlI hai| tumhArI taraha maiMne bhI rayaNAdevIke sAtha aneka vilAsa bhoge haiM, para samudra sApha karanekA avasara AyA taba tuma use mila gaye, jisase merI yaha dazA kara dI hai| abhI vaha nahIM hai isaliye tuma isa pradezameM A sake ho| anya kisIke mila jAne para tuma bhI zUlI para car3hA diye jaaoge|" yaha sunakara donoMne hAtha jor3akara usase vinatI kI ki koI upAya hamArI muktikA ho to kRpA kara btaaiye| unhoMne kahA ki samudra kinAre eka yakSa rahatA hai, vaha pratidina dopaharameM pukAra karatA hai ki kise tArU~, kise pAra utArU~? usa samaya usakI zaraNa grahaNa kara kahanA ki "Apa jo kaheMge vaha hameM mAnya hai, para hameM bacAiye aura hamAre deza phNcaaiye|" aisA kahane para vaha magarakA rUpa dhAraNakara tumheM pITha para biThAyegA aura yadi tuma usake kahe anusAra karoge to sAgara pArakara svadeza pahu~ca jaaoge| isa upAyakI parIkSA karane ve dUsare dina gye| yakSako vinati kI taba usane kahA ki tumheM lalacAneke liye rayaNAdevI AyegI, kiMtu tuma usake sAmane dekhoge bhI nhiiN| jo usake prati premavAna banakara lalacAyegA, usake manako jAnakara maiM usako pIThase ulaTa kara samudrameM pheMka duuNgaa| donoMne samudra pAra honeke lakSyase usakI zarta svIkAra kii| taba vaha magara banakara kinAre AyA aura donoM usakI pITha para baiTha gaye aura magara zIghratAse samudra pAra karane lgaa| tIsare dina rayaNAdevI AI taba unheM ghara para nahIM dekhA to jAna gaI ki unheM koI bhedI milA hai| ataH unako DhU~Dhaneke liye vaha samudrameM calI gaI aura AkAzameM rahakara vilApa karatI huI donoMse prArthanA karane lgii| jinarakSita gaMbhIra aura samajhadAra thaa| vaha to usakI ora pITha karake hI baiThA rhaa| cAhe jaisA hAvabhAva kare yA vinatI kare to bhI usa ora dhyAna nahIM diyaa| usake kapaTajAlako vaha mRtyurUpa hI samajhatA thaa| vaha to pha~segA hI nahIM aisI pratIti ho jAne para aba vaha kevala jinapAlitakA nAma le lekara bAraMbAra kahane lagI-"maiMne tumheM kyA duHkha diyA hai? mere sAmane dekha lene mAtrase mujhe AzvAsana milegaa| pahalekI bAtoMko yAdakara kRpAkara mere snehako yAda karo, aise niSThura na bano, abalA para dayA kro|" aise vacanoMse jinapAlita

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196 upadezAmRta tA. 23-11-35 zAmako 'upadezachAyA meMse vAcana ___ "AtmAkI niMdA kareM; aura aisA kheda kareM ki jisase vairAgya Aye, saMsAra jhUThA lage / cAhe jo koI mare, paraMtu jisakI A~khoM meM A~sU AyeM, saMsArako asAra jAnakara, janma jara aura maraNako mahA bhayaMkara jAnakara vairAgya pAkara A~sU AyeM vaha uttama hai| apanA lar3akA mara jAye aura roye, isameM koI vizeSatA nahIM hai, yaha to mohakA kAraNa hai|" prabhuzrI-apanI bAta hai| bAta AtmAkI hI hai| vaha nahIM kiyA / jIvakA sahI kartavya to yahI hai| anyatra prema-prIti karatA hai| puruSArtha to karatA hai, para bAharakA, isakA nhiiN| jisakI dRSTi AtmA para par3I, usakA ber3A pAra hai| pariNAma kyA AyegA? samakita; vizeSa puruSArtha kare to kevalI bhI ho sakatA hai / janma-jarA-maraNa ho rahe haiM, usameM sukha aura duHkha hI hai, anya kucha nhiiN| "prIti anaMtI parathakI, je toDe te joDe eh|" yaha saba chor3a / chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| derasabera chor3anA hI pdd'egaa| karanekA kAma par3A raha gayA hai! bAharake kAmameM lagegA, kintu isakA bhAna nahIM hai| yaha kaisI bhUla hai? kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai| apanI dRSTi samakSa kitane hI cale gaye, usa para vicAra hI nahIM hai| " koNa chu? kyAthI thayo? zuM svarUpa che mArUM kharUM? konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA che? rAkhaM ke e paraharUM?" (amUlya tattvavicAra, 'mokSamAlA') isakA vicAra nahIM hai| yaha anya saba kyA hai? vaha AtmA nahIM hai| isameM bAta vairAgya kI hai| anya saba chor3anA hai-parakA tyAga / vicAra nahIM huaa| asaMga hai usako nahIM sNbhaalaa| saca to yaha hai, anya nhiiN| jJAnIne kaha diyA : 'asaMga-apratibaMdha,' para usakA dhyAna nhiiN| AtmA kaise dekhA jAtA hogA? kaisA hogA? aba hameM kyA karanA cAhiye? 1. mumukSu-jisako AtmAkA paricaya ho usakA samAgama karanA, usase samajhanA, usake bodha para vicAra karanA, usa prakArakA pariNAma laanaa| prabhuzrI-yaha to eka prakArakA udyama huaa| yaha bhI kara liyA, para hAtha nahIM lgaa| 1. mumukSu-aisA nahIM kiyA hai, nahIM to hAtha lgtaa| prabhuzrI-sabane adhUrA chor3A; para kisIne pUrA kiyA? phira kaise nibaTArA ho? 2. mumukSu-kiyA to sahI, para bhAva aura pariNAma vaise nahIM kiye, jisase kacAsa raha gii| prabhuzrI-hA~, yaha to kamI batAI / ThIka hai, chor3o ye sabhI bAteM / eka kucha karanA raha gayA, vaha kyA hai? lalacA gayA-"becArI itanA ro rahI hai to usake sAmane dekhanemeM kyA doSa hai?" aisA socakara usane jyoM hI dRSTi usa ora kI, yakSane use uchAlakara nIce DAla diyA, devIne use trizUla para jhelakara Tukar3e-Tukar3e kara samudrameM pheMka diyaa| jinarakSita lalacAyA nahIM, to svadeza pahu~ca gyaa| isa kathAkA bodha yaha hai ki jagatakI mAyA, pudgala aneka prakArase lubhAkara AtmAko usakI prItimeM pha~sAte haiM; kintu svayaM na ThagAkara, ekamAtra merA AtmA hI saccA hai, aisA maane| zeSa saba mAyA hai| dehAdi paravastu para moha na kreN|

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upadezasaMgraha-1 197 2. mumukSu-samajha karanI raha gii| prabhuzrI-apekSAse vacana mithyA nahIM hai| "pAve nahIM gurugama binA, ehI anAdi sthita / " jabakabhI bhI guruke binA jJAna nahIM, guruke binA dhyAna nhiiN| phira dera nahIM lgegii| bar3e bar3e kAma aMtarmuhUrtameM ho gye| aMtarmuhUrtameM kevalajJAna! guru binA Age nahIM bar3hA jA sktaa| usakI AvazyakatA hai| 2. mumukSu-gurugama kyA hai? koI vastu hai ? kahA~ rahatA hai ? prabhuzrI-'pAve nahIM gurugama binA' vaha kyA hai? . 2. mumukSu-vyAkaraNake anusAra kahatA hU~, usakA artha-guru batAye vaha / prabhuzrI-itanA to nizcita kreN| jagatameM do vastu haiM : jar3a aura cetn| kisI samaya, kisI sthAna para sunA hai ki jar3a jAnatA hai? AtmA kyA hai? AtmA hai, usake sAtha bAta hogI, dUsareke sAtha ho sakatI hai kyA? bhAI kaheM, dAdA, mAmA, pitA Adi kaheM-burA huA kalpanAse / kSaNa kSaNa kalpanA hai| eka AtmAko jAnA to saba jAna liyaa| vaha nahIM jAnA to kucha nahIM jAnA / boliyegA nahIM; jJAnI jAnate haiN| varNana nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| bar3I bAta bhAvakI hai| bhAvake binA kucha nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| yaha mukhya bAta hai| abhI to AtmA hai, vahI gurugama hai| jar3ako kucha hai? eka bhAva hai| bhAva binA saba phIkA, rAkha jaisA hai| namaka na DAlA ho to phIkA lage vaisA / ataH apaneko to eka hI bhAva / saba-sabake bhAvake anusAra kAma hotA hai| rAga, dveSa, moha, zAMti, kSamA jisameM jisa pramANameM hoM, usa pramANameM kAma hotA hai| bhAvake binA bAta nahIM hai| anyakA pariNAma Ave to kyA isakA nahIM? bhAvake anusAra pariNAma aayegaa| ataH yaha kartavya hai| "nirdoSa sukha nirdoSa AnaMda lyo game tyAMthI bhale; e divya zaktimAna jethI jaMjIrethI nIkaLe." pramAda aura Alasyane jIvakA burA kiyA hai, yaha vighna hai| kyA batAyA? satsaMgameM jaao| cAhe jahA~ jAo, eka mAtra stsNg| isase bhalA hogaa| pApakA bApa jaano| kyA nikalA? isako kyA jAnanA hai? eka sat, sat aura sat / yaha nikalA-yaha pariNAma aayaa| 'jAge tabase sberaa|' jAgA nahIM hai, yahI kamI hai| jagAnA pdd'egaa| bar3oM bar3oMne bhI jagAne para hI kArya kiyA hai, jaise kuMbhakarNako nIMdase jagAyA vaise / isase mA~go, usase mA~go, amukase mA~go, isase kAma nahIM clegaa| eka yahA~ / "jaba jAgeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge rNg|" ye vacana jJAnIke haiM, badala nahIM skte| ataH karane yogya hai| 'sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLI phUTayAM kAna, toya na AvyuM brahmajJAna / ' bAra-bAra yahI bAta kyoM? yaha kyA hai? ulAhanA de rahe haiM! baiTheMge to kucha sunAI degaa| kacAsa hai, khAmI hai, bar3A ghATA hai| paisevAlA kharca karegA; na ho vaha kyA karegA? ye kaha rahe haiN| jAnA nahIM hai| jisake pAsa ho vaha kara sakatA hai| yaha vastu satkI hai, gurugamakI hai| guruke darzana tathA bodha prApta nahIM hue| yaha bar3I kamI hai| ajaba-gajaba hai! bAta to bahuta hai| jJAnI, he bhagavAna! ajaba-gajaba! apUrva bAta hai! manuSyabhavameM jitanA ho sake, kara lo| bhUlanA mata, cUkanA mata /

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198 upadezAmRta tA.7-1-36, sAyaMkAla zithilatA aura pramAda viSake samAna haiM, zatru haiM, inase burA huA hai| manuSyabhava prApta kiyA to yaha dhyAnameM rakhanA cAhiye, yaha apane liye hI hai| viSayoMne jIvakA burA kiyA hai; ve zatru haiN| 'jAge tabase saberA' 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe' aba kaba taka par3e rahoge? yaha saba mAyAkA hai, vaha nahIM hai| AtmAkI khabara lenI hai| jJAnIne usa AtmAko jAnA hai| usake liye satsaMga aura bodha grahaNa karanA cAhiye, use sunanA caahiye| saba varSoMkI bhogAvalI hai, karma Ate haiM aura jAte haiN| karmAdhIna krodha kaSAya Ave, para bodha ho to use roka detA hai| yaha to 'pavanase bhaTakI koyala,' ataH aba do ghar3I baiTha aura satsamAgama kr| yaha avasara calA gayA to phira kyA karegA? saba bAhya dRSTise dekhatA hai / vRddha, yuvAna, rogI, baniyA, brAhmaNa-saba kulabulAhaTa hai| jo dekhanA cAhiye vaha nahIM dekhaa| vaha gurugamase dikhAI detA hai| tere svacchaMdase karane yogya nahIM hai| guru-AjJAse kAma bana jAtA hai| bhale manuSya! lAbha lenekA to yaha hai / vyavahArameM kamAneke liye paradeza jAtA hai aura kahatA hai ki 'yaha maiMne kamAyA hai|' para karma bA~dhe ! to vaha yaha nahIM / guru-AjJAse, gurugamase to kiye hue karmabaMdha kaTate haiM, karma Aneke dvAra baMda hote haiN| aba kahA~ khar3e raheM? satsaMgakI upAsanA kare, bodha sune to phira jAne ki yaha merA khar3e rahanekA sthAna hai| vaise isa saMsArameM to pA~va rakhate pApa hai, dRSTimeM viSa hai aura sira para maraNa savAra hai| bodhase dRSTi badala jAtI hai| ___"hota AsavA parisavA, nahi inameM saMdeha; mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata eha." terI to pIliyekI A~kha hai ataH saba pIlA hI dIkhatA hai| eka dRSTi to vikArakI hai aura eka vairAgyakI hai| yadi tere bhAva badala jAyeM to apAra kamAI hai| isa saMsArameM to mAyA hai aura isameM chilake kUTane jaisA hai| jIvakA burA karatA hai mAna / mAnakA to mAno pada le baiThA hai! aba to use mAra de| "adhamAdhama adhiko patita, sakala jagatamAM huM ya; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAdhana karaze zuMya?" laghutA A jAye to phira kaisA kAma hotA hai? yaha to mAna hI mAnameM rahatA hai ki isako kucha nahIM AtA, yaha kucha nahIM jAnatA, lAiye maiM bAta kruuN| isa mAnane to burA hAla kara rakhA hai| satsaMgakI to balihArI hai! yaha avasara AyA hai, cetane jaisA hai| cAbI nahIM hai to tAlA kaise khulegA? vaha AnA caahiye| usI prakAra guru binA jJAna nahIM aura ho bhI nahIM sktaa| anyatra bhale hI jAyeM, bhaTakeM-usase to tAlA bhiDegA, para khulegA nhiiN| vaha guruke pAsa hI milegaa| aba kaba loge? "adhamAdhama adhiko patita, sakala jagatamAM huMya; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAdhana karaze zuMya?" "prabhu prabhu laya lAgI nahIM, paDyo na sadguru pAya; dIThA nahi nija doSa to, tariye koNa upAya?" ataH AvazyakatA hai laghutAkI / anaMta kAlacakrase isa jIvane mAnakA tyAga nahIM kiyA hai, aba use chor3a de aura pAnIse bhI patalA bana jaa| ahaMkArase karegA to vaha ginatImeM nahIM aayegaa|

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upadezasaMgraha-1 199 maiM sAmAyika karake AyA, maiM upAzraya gayA-aisA kiyA, vaisA kiyaa| aura vahA~se avakAza milA to phira anya saba nahIM karanekA karatA hai! 'bekAra baiThA barabAdI kare' barabAdI huI hai nAmasajhIse / "sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra zo? samajye jinasvarUpa." / bApa banakara khA sakate haiM kyA? nahIM khA sakate, kiMtu beTA banakara khA sakate haiN| aisA loga kahate haiM na? yaha to saMghavI haiM, bar3e haiM, samajhadAra haiM, jAnakAra haiM, kyA hama nahIM samajhate? yaha saba mAna-pUjA hai, ahaMkAra hai| dharma kahA~ hai? . "dharama dharama karato jaga sahu phire, dharama na jANe ho marma, jinezvara; dharma jinezvara caraNa grahyA pachI, koI na bAMdhe ho karma, jinezvara dharma jinezvara gAuM raMgazuM." guphAmeM hajAroM varSakA aMdherA ho, para dIpakake Ate hI ujaalaa| yaha kaisI adbhuta bAta hai! camatkAra hai! 1. mumukSu-jinezvarake caraNa arthAt kyA hai ki jisase karma na bA~dhe? 2. mumukSu-caraNakA artha yahA~ jJAnIpuruSakI yathArtha AjJAkA AcaraNa-ArAdhana / tadanusAra ho to karma nahIM ba~dhate / usase vimukha ho to ba~dhate haiN| 1. mumukSu-caraNa grahaNa karaneke pazcAt 'pravacana aMjana jo sadguru kare dekhe parama nidhAna, jinezvara' yaha aMjana kyA hai? prabhuzrI-gurugama AyA to usameM saba A gayA, para marma samajhameM nahIM aayaa| 1. mumukSu-marma kyA? prabhuzrI-yogyatAkI kacAsa hai| caraNameM jJAnIkA AcaraNa Adi kahA, to bhI abhI baitth| yathAtathya pahacAna hone para yadi vaha usake upayogameM AyA, yathAtathya bodha huA aura use grahaNa kiyA to vahI aatmaa| yaha kacAsa hai usakI yogyatAkI isaliye kaha nahIM sakate / khabara nahIM hai, pahacAna nahIM hai| 1. mumukSu- "che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upayogI sadA avinAza / ' prabhuzrI- "ema jANe sadguru upadezathI re, kahyaM jJAna tenuM nAma khAsa |"khaas, khaas| aise puruSoMko kauna mAnegA! tere karma phUTe hue haiM! bAta kisakI thI? bAta AtmAkI thI para AtmAkI pahacAna to huI nhiiN| vaha hai, jJAnIke pAsa hai| kSaNabhara bhI usase alaga nhiiN| 1. mumukSu-"satpuruSa vahI hai ki jo rAta dina AtmAke upayogameM hai; jisakA kathana zAstrameM nahIM milatA, sunanemeM nahIM AtA, phira bhI anubhavameM A sakatA hai; aMtaraMga spRhArahita jisakA gupta AcaraNa hai; bAkI to kucha kahA nahIM jA sktaa|" prabhuzrI-use pahacAnanevAlA kauna? dhanyabhAgya jo use jaanegaa| kahanekI bAta eka aatmaa| anya saba dekhA, paraMtu AtmA nahIM dekhaa| aura, anya jo kucha dekhA use bhI AtmAne hI dekhaa|

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200 upadezAmRta 1. mumukSu-Apa hameM dekheM aura hama Apako na dekheM aura hameM bhI na dekheM, yaha kaisI khUbIkI bAta hai! prabhuzrI-aMjana honA cAhiye, vaha nahIM huaa| 3. mumukSu-taba cazmA badala diijiye| ulaTeke sIdhe kara diijiye| prabhuzrI-prabhukI, kRpAlukI kRpA hai! Apa bar3e haiN| dhIre dhIre aisA ho gyaa| bahuta hoziyAra hai! yaha saba kauna dekhegA? AtmA : jJAnI, ajnyaanii| bhUla hai ki AtmAko jAnA nahIM / jAnanese AsravakA saMvara hotA hai, aura saMvara hI AtmA hai| 1"pudgala khANo, pudgala pINo, pudgala huMthI kAyA; varNa gaMdha rasa sparza sahu e, pudgala huMkI mAyA, saMto dekhiye be paragaTa pudgala jAla-tamAsA. mahApuruSa bicAre pukArakara cale gye| jisane jAnA hai, aisA bhedI milegA to kAma bana jaayegaa| usake binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| jaise paraspara badalA vyavahArameM karatA hai, vaise hI karanA par3egA; usake binA kAma nahIM clegaa| * * tA.8-1-36,zAmako yaha jIva to paisekA, pUjA-mAna AdikA bhikhArI hai| para jo caitanya apanA AtmA hai, usakA bhAna nahIM hai, ciMtA bhI nahIM hai| usakA kyA dharma hai, jAnanA cAhiye / isase kAma hotA hai, devagati hotI hai| vyavahArameM kamAI karake jo saMgraha karatA hai vaha bhI karmameM ho tabhI rahatA hai / ajJAna aura mithyAtvase saba burA huA hai| vaha merA nhiiN| 'pavanase bhaTakI koyl|' AtmAke sAtha eka suI bhI nahIM jaayegii| mUrkha hogA vaha nahIM cetegaa| vizeSa gahana utkaMThA pUrvaka cetanA caahiye| vairI aura zatru to karma haiM, ve AtmAkA ghAta karanevAle haiM aura unhIMke sAtha mitratA kara rakhI hai! kusaMga ho gayA hai| aba chor3a de, avasara AyA hai| manuSyabhava durlabha hai| anya janmameM sunaneko nahIM milegaa| manuSyabhavako durlabha kahA hai, usakA sadupayoga na kare to pazu samAna hai| isa saMsArameM manuSyabhava prApta kara kyA kiyA? anya saba citra-vicitra, AtmA nahIM hai, saba pudgala haiN| 'saMto, dekhiye be pudgala jAla-tamAsA / ' yaha terA nahIM hai, ataH samajha jaa| ceta jaa| ginatI kara apane AtmAke liye / bAla-bacce tere nahIM hai aura honevAle bhI nhiiN| aMtameM akelA jaayegaa| ataH vicAra karane yogya hai| 'bhUlA vahIMse phira gin|' avasara AyA hai| ye saba baiThe haiM aura sunate haiM, usase bhI puNyakA saMcaya hotA hai| isakA kisIko patA nahIM / usakA patA ho to kAma bana jAya / bahuta bhUla hai aura ghATemeM jA rahA hai| anajAna aura aMdhA! jagata anajAna aura aMdhA hai| jise garaja hogI, usake kAmakA hai| AyuSyameMse jitanA samaya isameM gayA, vahI saphala hai| jAne-anajAne bhI isameM samaya bItegA vaha saphala hai| para sAmAnyapanemeM nikAla diyA hai / saba eka samAna samajha liyA hai vaha 1. cidAnaMdajI pudgalagItAmeM kahate haiM ki pudgala khAtA hai, pudgala pItA hai, zarIra bhI pudgalakA hI banA huA hai; varNa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza ye saba pudgalake hI guNa haiM, paryAya haiN| he saMtoM! saMsArameM cAroM ora pudgalakA hI khela dikhAI de rahA hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-1 201 ajJAna hai| ataH yaha karanA hai, isameM sAvadhAnI rakha / isako yAda karanese kAma bana jAtA hai| yaha to saba milAvaTa kara rakha diyA hai| ataH ceta jaayeN| aisA avasara punaH kahA~ milegA? bahuta lAbha hai, karane jaisA avasara prApta karake bhI na kare to phira kyA? gaphalatameM samaya bIta gayA to phira ho cukA! vRttikA svarUpa nahIM jAnA / jJAnIne to bahuta kahA hai| par3ha jAtA hai para vicAra nahIM krtaa| jo kSaNa bIta rahA hai vaha vApasa nahIM aayegaa| 'samayaM goyama mA pmaae|' aisA kahanevAle kyA pAgala the? 'satpuruSa vahI hai ki jo rAta-dina AtmAke upayogameM hai|' yaha boliye| 1. mumukSu-"satpuruSa vahI hai jo rAta dina AtmAke upayogameM hai, jisakA kathana zAstrameM nahIM milatA, sunanemeM nahIM AtA, phira bhI anubhavameM A sakatA hai| aMtaraMga spRhArahita jisakA gupta AcaraNa hai; bAkI to kucha kahA nahIM jA sktaa|" prabhuzrI-yaha saba tuMbImeM kaMkar3a jaisA hai| isakA marma nahIM jAnA, bheda nahIM samajhA, samajhameM AyA hI nhiiN| yaha camatkArI bAta hai! yaha to mahAna maMtra hai, kathA nhiiN| pahale satpuruSa para vizvAsa rakha, phira use mAnya karake jaise jagatake kAma karatA hai, vaise hI yaha kAma kara / yaha saba batAyA isameM mAtra mAnyatAbhAva kr| "dUsarA kucha mata khoja, mAtra eka satpuruSako khojakara usake caraNakamalameM sarvabhAva arpaNa karake pravRtti kiye jaa| phira yadi mokSa na mile to mujhase lenaa|" lo, yaha sAre saMsArake sira para vajramaya tAle lagA diye ki phira khuleM hI nahIM, aura viSa utAre aisA hai| satpuruSa kyA hai? 1. mumukssu-aatmaa| prabhuzrI-satpuruSa kauna? 2. mumukSu + 'maLyo che eka bhedI re, kahelI gati te taNI' prabhuzrI-sIdhe / kholo, kholo|| 2. mumukSu-Apako bhedI milA hai, yaha to nizcita hai| prabhuzrI-vaha to manA nahIM kara sakatA, para bAta bhAva para hai| karanA pdd'egaa| bhAva bar3hAye to AtmA aura ghaTAye to bhI aatmaa| AtmAkA bhAva hai| pahale pahacAna caahiye| usake binA kacAsa hai| 'savaNe nANe vinnaanne|' vijJAna Aye to pUchane nahIM jAnA pdd'egaa| jisakA kAma hai usIkA hai, dUsarekA nhiiN| 'jaba jAgeMge AtamA taba lAgeMge rNg|' kahA nahIM jA sktaa| bAteM to bahuta kI hai| kamI yogyatAkI hai aura tAle khule nahIM haiN| sabhI jJAna, kevalaparyaMta eka AtmAko hI hoNge| yahA~ para to vicArakA kAma hai, anyakA nahIM hai, AtmAkA hai| guDa khAyegA use mIThA lgegaa| aba isakA upAya cAhiye nA?-ki yaha maarg| ataH kaho, kaunasA mArga? 3. mumukSu-satpuruSake samAgamameM bodha sunakara satpuruSArtha krnaa| prabhuzrI-bAta to ThIka kii| para 'paraMtu' AyA vahA~ bAkI raha gyaa| kisIkA apamAna kaise kiyA jAya? ataH 'paraMtu' kahA to kucha kahanA pdd'egaa| abhI barAbara kahalavAtA hU~ ataH kho| __ + hameM eka bhedI (AtmajJAnI) mila gayA hai, usakI gati (dazA) to jaisI kahI hai vaisI hI hai|

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202 upadezAmRta 4. mumukSu-'paraMtu' kahA arthAt vahA~ pariNamana honA cAhiye; vaha bAkI hai| 1. mumukSu-maiM to kRpAludevake vacana kahatA hU~ : "jo niraMtara bhAva-apratibaddhatAse vicarate haiM aise jJAnIpuruSake caraNAraviMdake prati acala prema hue binA aura samyakpratIti Aye binA satsvarUpakI prApti nahIM hotI, aura Ane para avazya vaha mumukSu, jisake caraNAraviMdakI usane sevA kI hai, usakI dazAko pAtA hai|" prabhuzrI-yaha bAta to roma roma satya hai, kauna manA karatA hai? 1. mumukSu-taba kyA kareM? kyA karanA cAhiye? sirapara svAmI rakhakara pariNamana kreN| 2. mumukSu-satpuruSake vacanameM zraddhA kareM, anya nahIM / prabhuzrI-kucha utthApana karanA hai? saddhA to parama dullahA / yahA~ bhI kucha zeSa raha gayA hai| bhAvake binA pariNamana nahIM hotaa| ___ "bhAve jinavara pUjiye, bhAve dIje dAna, bhAve bhAvanA bhAviye, bhAve kevalajJAna." 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re.' 1. mumukSu-AtmabhAvanA karane para bhI dUsarA hI hotA hai, vaha nahIM hotA; taba kyA kareM? prabhuzrI-aisA kahate haiM ki samajhakara gA, tabhI kAma hogaa| __"mArUM gAyuM gAze, te jhAjhA godA khAze; samajIne gAze te vahelo vaikuMTha jAze." (narasiMha mahetA) 1. mumukSu-anAdikAlase mithyAtvake, ajJAnake bhAva haiM, ve kaise chUTeMge? prabhuzrI-para vaha mila jaayegaa| . 1. mumukSu-to basa, yahI cAhiye, anya nhiiN| kAma ho gyaa| prabhuzrI-jJAniyoMne jIvakA avalaMbana jaanaa| pahale bhAva badalate haiM, yaha bar3I bAta hai| usase saba hogaa| 'bhAve jinavara pUjiye' jinavara hI AtmA hai, use pahale liyaa| tathA gIta gAyeM to bhI isake hI, ise jAnakara gaaye| barAtameM dUlheke gIta gAye jAte haiM, vaise hI yahA~ AtmA prathama hai, usIke gIta gAne haiM, yaha bAta jJAnIko patA hai, ve jAnate haiN| ye saba bhAI, bahana, vRddha, yuvAna, bAlaka sabhI AtmA haiM, para jAnA nhiiN| "mAtra 'sat' milA nahIM, 'sat' sunA nahIM aura 'sat'kI zraddhA nahIM kI tathA isake milane para, isako sunanese aura isakI zraddhA karanese hI chUTanekI bAtakA AtmAse guMjAra hogaa|" pahale AyA aatmaa| jar3a aura cetana, jaise haiM vaise do bheda jAnane hoNge| jIva-ajIva tattva zAstrameMse par3hatA hai, abhyAsa karatA hai, para vahA~ kyA vighna rahA? yahA~ to bhedakA bheda jAnanA hai| bhedakA bheda samajhameM AyA ho to khiye| 1. mumukSu-bhedake bhedakI bAta AI taba hamArA bolanA baMda huaa| prabhuzrI-kyoM? boliye na aba / bola sakate ho to bolo| bhedakA bheda kahanevAlA huA, vahA~ anya jar3a huaa| "maiM to nahIM jAnatA, para jJAnIne jAnA hai' aisA svIkRta kara bAta kare to karmabaMdha nahIM hotaa| bhedakA bheda jAneM to aisA hotA hai| kahanA par3egA ki AtmA hai| AtmA hai, nitya hai,

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 kartA hai, bhoktA hai, mokSa hai aura mokSakA upAya hai| bhedakA bheda to jAnanA par3egA / 1. mumukSu-bhedakA bheda kaise samajhameM AyegA ? 4. mumukSu - eka bAlakake sirapara dasa manakA bojhA rakheM to vaha daba hI jAtA hai, vaise hI hamArI to itanI zakti nahIM hai / " keI keI mara gayA gotA / ' prabhuzrI - yaha to jJAnI jAnate haiM / 1. mumukSu - jJAnIne jAnA, to aba hama bhI unase hI jAneMge, taba taka uTheMge nahIM, jAnakara hI raheMge / I prabhuzrI - AtmA jAnegA, jar3a to jAnegA nahIM; vahI uttara degA, AtmAke sivAya koI uttara denevAlA nhiiN| ataH vahI karanA hai / kRpAludevane mujhe kahA ki uttara milegA / maiM to vicArameM par3a gayA ki yaha kyA kahA ! aura aMdara uthalaputhala hone lagI ki aba kahA~ jAU~? kisake pAsa jAU~ ? phira samajhameM AyA / ataH yogyatAkI kamI hai / yaha saba AvaraNa hai, isake haTane para hI kAma hogaa| "isake milanepara, isako sunanese aura isakI zraddhA karanese hI chUTanekI bAtakA AtmAse guMjAra hogA / " abhI yaha dekhA nahIM hai, namaskAra hue nahIM hai / saba tUMbImeM kaMkar3oMke samAna / ataH kucha karanA par3egA aura kucha hai avazya / isa jIvako jo vighnakAraka hai use dUra karanA par3egA / I 2. mumukSu-2"bhArI, pIlo, cIkaNo, eka ja kanaka abhaMga re|" paraMtu paryAyadRSTi dUra ho taba na ? prabhuzrI - paryAyadRSTi, saba saMbaMdha hai, ataH chor3e binA mukti nahIM / karanA par3egA / 203 2. mumukSu - aba to isakI dayA kreN| kRpAludevane saubhAgyabhAI para bahuta dayA kI hai to merI bhI yahI prArthanA hai, bApajI ! I prabhuzrI- dera kisakI hai? terI derameM dera hai / mujhe bhI kRpAludevane kahA thA ki, 'muni, tumhArI dera dera hai / " taba maiM to ghabarA gayA / taba kRpAnAthane kahA, "aba kyoM ghabarAte ho ? aba kyA hai ? aba kyA bAkI rahA?" kucha bAkI nahIM rahA / yaha to kAladoSa hai, yaha aisA hI hai / use hI dina kaheMge ki jaba divAlI huI ! to iMkAra nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| kisIke rokanese rukA hai ki nahIM, hama nahIM AyeMge? 'saddhA parama dullahA' yaha mere yA tumhAre kisIke hAthameM nahIM hai / jisakA kAma jisase ho, vahI karegA, jar3akA cetana nahIM karegA aura cetanakA jar3a nahIM kregaa| mukhya nIMva zraddhA - gurukI zraddhA, AtmAkI zraddhA / saba bAta isameM hai aura yaha hai hamArA bhojana, cakha le, car3ha gayA ho to khA le / bAta itanI cAhiye " adhamAdhama adhiko patita, sakala jagatamAM huMya; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAdhana karaze zuM ya ?" kRpAluke vacanako mAnya kareM / " saMjogA vippamukkassa, aNagArassa bhikkhuNo / viNayaM pAukarissAmi, ANupuvviM suNeha me / / " 1. khojate khojate kaI mara gaye / 2. taulakI apekSAse bhArI, varNakI apekSAse pIlA aura guNakI apekSAse cipakanevAlA - ye paryAyadRSTise suvarNake aneka bheda haiM magara nizcayase suvarNa eka hI hai|

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upadezAmRta sabakA sAra vinaya, vinaya vairIko bhI vazameM karatA hai| beTA banakara khA sakatA hai, bApa banakara nahIM khA sakatA / AtmArthI vinaya aura laghutAkI bAta karatA hai / vinayako pahale gharameM lAyegA to kAma banegA / bar3e karoDapatimeM bhI vinaya ho to hama usake dAsa haiN| 'laghutA to mere mana mAnI' (cidaanNdjii)| mAna na ho to yahIM mokSa hai / vaha chUTA to kAma banA / samAdhimeM khar3e bAhubalijIko unakI bahanoM - brAhmI - suMdarI ne jaMgalameM jAkara kahA - "vIrA, gajathakI heThA uutro|' taba bAhubalijI socameM par3a gaye aura jAgRta hue ki sahI bAta hai, maiM ahaMkArarUpI gajapara baiThA huuN| aba to maiM choTe bhAiyoMko namaskAra karane jAU~ - aisA socakara paira uThAyA ki turata kevalajJAna ho gyaa| mAtra itane hI mAnake ahaMkArase kevalajJAna rukA huA thA / mAna-ahaMkArane isa jIvakA burA kiyA hai| use chor3anese hI mukti hai / 204 tA. 9-1-36, sabere mokSakA anaMta sukha muni vItarAga hI bhogate haiM aura ise samakitI jAnate haiM / muniyoMne sabhI upasarga sahana kiye aura samabhAvake mahAsukhameM sthita hue / kyoMki anya kucha merA nahIM, 'maiM' aura 'merA' nikala gayA / aisI vastuko kisI viralene hI jAnA / kisane dikhAI ? kauna dikhA sakatA hai ? use to bhedI milA hai| bAta jAnakara pakar3a lI, aba use kucha pheMka thor3e hI degA ? isa para mahApuruSoMne stavanameM kahA hai- "huM mAruM hRdayethI TALa, paramArathamAM piMDa ja gALa / " 2 tathA isako ( AtmAko ) bulAyA / kRpAludevane ahamadAbAdake rAjapara maMdirameM hameM bulAyA, svayaM bhI sIdhe vahA~ phuNce| hama to pratIkSAmeM hI baiThe the| bAteM karate jAte the aura bAtoMmeM hI bodha bhI hotA jAtA thA / phira bhUmigRhameM gaye aura muni devakaraNajIko pratimAkI ora saMketakara kahA, "dekho, yaha AtmA !" maiM bholA, bola uThA, "kahA~ hai bApajI ?" phira mere sAmane hI dekhate rahe, kucha hA~ yA nA nahIM kahA / maiM to ghabarAyA ki inheM kyA kahanA hogA ? mujhe vikalpa na rahe ataH bodhameM mujhe batAyA ki "muni, tuma dekhoge / " ataH jitanI utAvala utanI kacAsa hai| hai avazya / ciMtA kyoM karate ho ? "dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara kheTa ? vimalajina, dIThAM loyaNa Aja." jamakara hima ho gye| jAnakAra ho gaye, bhedI ho gye| kisIne kahA hai na3 " raMgarasiyA raMgarasa banyo, manamohanajI, koI AgaLa navi kahevAya, manaDuM mohyuM re manamohanajI, vedhakatA vedhaka lahe, manamohanajI, bIjA beThA vA khAya, manaDuM mohyaM re manamohanajI. " 1. bhAI ! hAthI parase nIce utaro / 2. ahaM aura mamatvako hRdayase nikAlakara paramArthameM jIvana bitA / 3. bhAvArtha - (prabhubhakti meM gAyA gayA hai ki - ) hameM raMgameM rasa A gayA hai, he AnaMdarasika jano ! hameM AnaMda A gayA hai, manamohana prabhune hamArA mana moha liyA hai| kisIke Age bAta nahIM kahI jA sakatI / vedana karanevAlA hI usa sthitikA vedana kara sakatA hai-lakSyako bIMdha sakatA hai| dUsare to baiThe havA khAte haiM (arthAt bhaktivAnake sivAya dUsarekA yaha kAma nahIM hai ) /

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upadeza saMgraha - 1 205 aisA huA ! yaha bhAva hai aura premakI vANI usase prema karavAtI hai / yogyatAke anusAra dekhatA hai / are ! vANImeM to kuchake kucha bhAva ho jAte haiM / 1 eka vyaktike sAtha kisIne do sau rupayekI zarta lagAI ki isa kUeko phA~da jAya to do sau rupaye dU~gA / usa vyaktine zarta maMjUra kI, kiMtu kUpake pAsa AtA aura vicArameM par3a jAtA ki kahIM kUpameM gira gayA to? yaha socakara pIche haTa jAtA / vahA~ eka dUsare vyaktine hiMmata dI ki "bhale manuSya ! kyA soca rahA hai? isameM kyA lA~ghanA hai ? lagA chalAMga, dekhatA kyA hai ?" jaise hI vaha vyakti kUeke pAsa AyA ki turata usa dUsare vyaktine jorase sAhasa ba~dhAyA, "hA~, zAbAsa! mAra chalAMga !" isa prakAra hiMmatase vaha kUA lA~gha gayA aura do sau rupaye jIta gyaa| isa para himmata dilAnevAle vyaktine kahA, "bhAI ! Adhe rupaye mujhe milane cAhiye, kyoMki hiMmatakA bala to merA thA / " vaise hI samajha prApta karanI hai| samajha A gaI to kAma bana gyaa| svayaM kiye binA kAma nahIM banegA / asaMga bananA par3egA, chor3anA par3egA usake binA mukti nahIM hai / ataH sunakara khar3e ho jaaiye| taba kaisI bAta bana jAyegI ! premake Age kyA niyama ? eka ahIra thA / jaMgalameM gAyeM carAtA thaa| eka dina usane nAradajIko jAte dekhA / unheM AvAja dekara bulAyA aura pUchA ki kahA~ jA rahe ho ? unhoMne kahA, "maiM bhagavAnake pAsa jA rahA hU~ / " ahIrane kahA, "prabhuse merI itanI bAta pUchakara AyeMge ?" nAradajI - kyA ? ahIra- maiM pratidina prabhuko 'ThUmarA' (prAtaHkAlakA nAztA) car3hAkara bhojana karatA hU~, vaha unake pAsa pahu~catA hai yA nahIM ? dUsare, mujhe prabhuke darzana kaba hoMge ? nAradajI - acchI bAta hai, maiM pUcha lU~gA / phira nAradajIne bhagavAnase vaha bAta pUchI to bhagavAnane kahA ki " ThUmarA mujhe pahu~catA hai, para darzana to vaha jisa imalIke per3ake nIce baiThA hai, usake jitane patte haiM utane yuga bIta jAne para hoMge / " nAradajI to socameM par3a gaye ki yadi maiM yaha darzanakI bAta ahIrako karU~gA to bicAreko AghAta lgegaa| ataH vApasa lauTate hue ahIrase mile binA hI ve sIdhe jAne lage / kintu ahIrane dUrase unheM dekha liyA to AvAja dekara bulAyA aura pUchA - "kyA uttara hai prabhukA ?" nAradajI - ThUmarA svayaM Arogate haiM / ahIra- aura darzanake bAremeM kyA kahA ? nAradajI - isa imalIke peDake jitane patte haiM utane yuga bItane para darzana hoMge / yaha sunakara ahIrako to AghAta laganeke badale prasannatA huI, aura prema umar3a par3A tathA nAcatekUdate gAne lagA, " aho! mujhe prabhuke darzana hoMge !" prema itane ullAsase prabhAvita hokara prabhune turaMta darzana diye| yaha dekha nAradajIko Azcarya huaa| phira dhIrese prabhuko kahA, "Apa aisA hI saca bolate haiM ?" prabhu - tuma yaha bAta nahIM samajhoge / 'bhagatako AyA prema to mere kyA 'nema ?' 1. niyama, siddhAMta

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206 upadezAmRta aisI bAta hai, ataH aba terI derameM dera hai, ho jA taiyAra / jJAnIke vacana haiM ki zvAsocchvAsameM koTi karma kSaya hote haiM aura aMtarmuhUrtameM kevalajJAna hotA hai| yaha bAta apane hAthameM hai| hAtha pakar3akara vApasa chor3a detA hai| ataH hAtha barAbara pakar3anA cAhiye, taba hAthameM aayeNge| khUbI pakar3anekI hai; ThIkase pakar3a liyA to kAma bana gayA! aba pUchate kyA ho? colamajIThakA raMga laga gayA to pakkA ho gyaa| taba AsravameM saMvara hotA hai| aisI jisakI khUbI hai! bahuta kAma hotA hai| sArA bhavasamudra tara jAtA hai| para kucha kamI hai, isaliye kahA nahIM jA sktaa| mumukSu-kRpAludevane hameM ATha dRSTimeMse eka dRSTikI gAthAkA artha sunAyA hai| ataH aba Apa kucha pradAna kreN| prabhuzrI-kRpAlu hI pradAna kreNge| saba hai, mAtra samajhakI kacAsa hai| abhI bAla avasthA hai, nahIM to kucha kahanA nahIM pdd'taa| kauna karegA? svayaM hI karanA pdd'egaa| AtmA hai, nitya hai, kartA hai, bhoktA hai, mokSa hai aura mokSakA upAya hai| itanI spaSTa bAta kahI hai phira bhI viSa nahIM utaratA; utaranA caahiye| ye saba saMbaMdha anaMta bAra ho cuke haiM vaha kahA~ saca hai? jhUTheko saca mAnA usase kAma nahIM clegaa| bhale hI kucha bhI ho para eka saca hai use mAna / ataH garajamaMda honA caahiye| abhI garaja nahIM jAgI hai| jo hai vaha hai, jo nahIM hai vaha nahIM hai| jo jaisA hai vaisA hai| 'egaM jANai se savvaM jANai' ataH jAnanA par3egA, mAnanA par3egA aura karanA pdd'egaa| ye saba mere sAkSAt AtmA hai, aisI dRSTi nahIM huI hai| 'mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata aha / ' utAvala karanese kAma nahIM clegaa| ve to kahA~ hai? ve kholakara btaayeNge| zAstrakA marma to samajhanA par3egA aura samajhane para hI chuTakArA hogaa| tA.9-1-36,zAmako patrAMka 783meMse vAcana jIvako satpuruSakA yoga milanA to sarva kAlameM durlabha hai, usameM bhI aise duHSamakAlameM to vaha yoga kvacit hI milatA hai| virale hI satpuruSa vicarate haiN| usa samAgamakA lAbha apUrva hai, yoM samajhakara jIkko mokSamArgakI pratIti kara, usa mArgakA niraMtara ArAdhana karanA yogya hai|" 'yaha to maiM jAnatA hU~, maiM samajhatA hU~, maiMne sunA hai' isane hI burA kiyA hai| saccI pakar3a ho to usase devagati prApta hotI hai| itanA zaktizAlI yaha vacana hai| yahI saMga karane jaisA hai| 'liyA so lAbha' / bhArI bAta kahI! para vizvAsa kahA~ hai ? kisako hotA hai? usakI bahuta jarUrata hai, ber3A pAra ho jAya aisA hai-bhale hI pApakarma karatA ho para sulaTA ho jAyegA, ajJAna miTakara jJAna ho jaayegaa| saccA AtmArthI to kabhI nahIM bhuulegaa| jJAnIne dekhA vahI mujhe mAnya hai, vahI merA AtmA / kahA~se milegA? jisake bhAgya pUrNa hoMge use hI yaha bAta jmegii| jaise majIThakA raMga, phaTa jAye para phIkA na par3e, majIThakA raMga jAye nhiiN| itanA kahanA hai ki sabakA hita ho| mAnanA na mAnanA ApakA kAma hai, hameM to jJAnIkA kathana sunAnA hai| jahA~ AtmArtha hotA ho vahA~ AtmArthameM samaya lagAyeM, barachI-bhAle barasate hoM to bhI vahA~ jAye, para asatsaMgameM motiyoMkI varSA ho rahI ho to bhI na jaayeN| ____ "virale hI satpuruSa vicarate haiN| usa samAgamakA lAbha apUrva hai, yoM samajhakara jIvako mokSamArgakI pratIti kara, usa mArgakA niraMtara ArAdhana karanA yogya hai|" xx

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upadezasaMgraha-1 207 yaha aisA vaisA kathana nahIM hai, samajhane yogya hai / kahA~se hAtha lage? bar3I bAta hai| itanA samajha jAye to bhI kAmakA hai| puNyakA saMcaya hotA hai| yaha to halavAIkI dukAnakI khAjAkI cuurii| satpuruSake vacanAmRta haiM ve siddhAMtake sArakA sAra hai, ciMtAmaNike samAna haiN| yadi do vacana bhI grahaNa hue to anaMta lAbha hai| jo mAnegA usakA kAma bnegaa| eka vacana bhI kahA~se milegA? milanA bahuta kaThina hai| satsaMgakA aisA yoga kahA~se milegA? ___"sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayAM, rahyo na koI upAya; satsAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya?" saba baMdhanake nAza honekA avasara AyA hai| bhikhArIke hAthameM ghebara AyA hai| anaMtakAlase bhaTaka rahA hai| ataH aba samajhanese kAma banegA / rupaye paise AdikI dRSTi hai vaha to viSa hai, aba merI yaha dRSTi (AtmAkI), aisA honA caahiye| apane sAtha eka dharma AyegA, aura kucha nahIM AyegA / 'savaNe nANe vinANe' usakA kAma ho gyaa| aisI vaisI bAta nahIM hai| anajAnameM jA rahI hai| vizvAsa aura pratIti nahIM aayii| par3hatA hai para alaukika dRSTi nahIM hai, laukika hI laukika hai, usameM gurugama caahiye| usIke guNagrAma, usIkI stuti / eka manuSyabhava prApta kara karane yogya kyA hai? khiye| mumukssu-smkit| prabhuzrI-bhakti zreSThameM zreSTha hai, ThikAne para pahu~canekA mArga hai| bhaktibhAvase kalyANa hotA hai, para ghara baiThe nhiiN| yaha bhAva kareM, phira maukA nahIM aayegaa| ataH bhakti karanI caahiye| tA. 10-1-36, sabere gutthI sulajha jAye to patA lagatA hai| ataH vicAraNIya jarUra hai| kauna sunegA? yahI (AtmA), anya koI nahIM sunegaa| jar3ako kucha vicAra AyegA? zAMti AyegI? ise (AtmAko) nikAla deM to saba par3A raha jaayegaa| dikhAI nahIM detA, kyoMki A~khameM pIliyA hai| maiM to yaha samajhaneke liye kahatA huuN| pIliyA ho to anya dikhAI detA hai| jisa sthAnameM vairAgya honA cAhiye usa sthAnameM vikAra hotA hai aura inako (jJAnIko) to vikArake sthAnoMmeM vairAgya hotA hai| kRpAludevane kahA hai ki yaha saba manake kAraNa hai| manake binA koI grahaNa nahIM kara sktaa| 1. mumukSu-mana kisake kAraNa hai ? AtmAke kAraNa? prabhuzrI-mana vazameM na rahatA ho taba bhI AtmAmeM rahatA hai| 1. mumukSu-AtmAkA upayoga manameM jAye to kAma karatA hai| prabhuzrI-mana vacana kAyA tIna yoga haiN| vItarAgake pratApase tapagaccha, DhuDhiyA, vaiSNava kucha nahIM rhaa| yaha to AtmAkI bAta hai| AtmAke binA mana kucha nahIM kara sktaa| vaha to jar3a hai| caitanya hai so caitanya hai| 1. mumukSu-"caMdra bhUmiko prakAzita karatA hai, usakI kiraNoMkI kAMtike prabhAvase samasta bhUmi zveta ho jAtI hai, paraMtu caMdra kucha bhUmirUpa kisI kAlameM nahIM hotaa| isa prakAra samasta vizvakA

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208 upadezAmR prakAzaka aisA yaha AtmA kabhI bhI vizvarUpa nahIM hotA, sadA-sarvadA caitanyasvarUpa hI rahatA hai / vizvameM jIva abhedatA mAnatA hai yahI bhrAMti hai / " - zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhuzrI - terI nIMva kahA~ hai ? vaha abhI hila rahI hai / "che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upayogI sadA avinAza, mULa0 jANe sadguru-upadezathI re, kahyaM jJAna tenuM nAma khAsa, mULa0 je jJAne karIne jANiyuM re, tenI varte che zuddha pratIta, mULa0 kahyuM bhagavaMte darzana tehane re, jenuM bIjuM nAma samakita mULa0 ma AvI pratIti jIvanI re, jANyo sarvethI bhinna asaMga, mULa0 vo sthira svabhAva te Upaje re, nAma cAritra te aNaliMga, mULa0" sune binA, jAne binA kyA kahegA ? sunA to ho gayA / turata khar3A ho jAye / dIyA jale aisA hai / 'savaNe nANe vinnANe / ' yaha to maMtrake samAna hai / sAmAnya banA diyA hai ki isakA to mujhe patA hai, maiM jAnatA hU~, maiMne sunA hai| yaha to durbhAgya ! isa (AtmA) ko to jJAnIne dekhA hai / anyako nahIM kahA jA sakatA / jisane dekhA usane dekhA / usake kAraNa hI saba kucha hai / 'gokula gA~vako piMr3o hI nyAro !" sabase alaga honA par3atA hai / ataH vaha karaneko taiyAra ho jA / zastra terA apanA hI hai, aura vaha kAma AyegA / khar3A ho jA / terI derIse dera hai / yaha to kRpAlukA pilAyA huA pAnI hai, taba hameM patA lagA / saba yogyatAkI kamI hai / saba AvaraNa haiM aura ve to karma haiM-ATha karmake baMdhana hai| anya nahIM manavAnA hai, anyakI bAta nahIM karanI hai / itanA kahU~gA ki jIvakA hI doSa hai / yaha jo itanA jAnate haiM, vaha bhI unhIMke pratApase / sabase alaga hai eka samakita aura vahI mokSa le jAnevAlA hai / vyavahArameM jaise koI bar3A nagaraseTha jaisA vyakti ho aura koI AdamI phA~sI para laTakA huA ho, vahA~ unakI gAr3I nikalI aura darzana hue to turata vaha phA~sIse chUTa jAtA hai, aisA hai / yahA~ to ruSa yA tuSa kucha bhI nahIM hai / tumhArI derameM dera hai / hama saba sAta sAdhu the / jisake bhAgyameM thA use milaa| jo jAnatA hai, vahI anubhava karatA hai / ataH yahI kartavya rahA / aura yahI karanA hai / aba dUsare mArga para nahIM jAnA hai aura jA bhI kaise sakate haiM ? jA hI nahIM sakate, aura dUsarA mArga aba hai hI kahA~ ? sabhI bAteM basa ve hI haiN| sthAna-sthAna para AtmA, AtmA aura AtmA hI / phira kucha aura mAno to tuma jAno / yahI kartavya hai / - zrImad rAjacaMdra 2. mumukSu - kRpAludevane saba muniyoMmeMse Apako kahA ki, "muni ! tuma AtmA dekhoge / " ataH kisI para kRpA kariyegA / prabhuzrI- bAta to sahI hai ! yaha bAta sabane sunI aura hamane bhI sunii| isa jIvako samajha hai aura vaha isa AtmAko hai / ye saba jo yahA~ baiThe haiM, sabhI AtmA hI haiM na? saba sunate haiM, para sabakA sunanA samAna nahIM hai / kitanA aMtara par3A hai ? ataH uTha, vaha to AnA hI cAhiye / isake sunanese, isako samajhanese aura isakI zraddhA hone para hI chUTanekI vArtAkI AtmAse jhaMkAra uThegI / do akSarameM mArga hai! koI bhAvika AtmA ye vacana sunakara pratIti aura zraddhA rakheMge to tilaka ho gyaa| phira kyA ciMtA hai ? vaha bhI kisake hAthameM hai ? apane / ataH taiyAra ho jaao| yaha kisI

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 209 I anyake liye thor3e hI hai ? apane liye hai / chor3anA to par3egA / chor3e binA mukti nahIM hai / apratibaMdha aura asaMga ! yahI apanA mArga hai| bAkI anya to karma haiN| karanA hai apane AtmAke liye hI / tA. 10-1-36, zAmako patrAMka 935 kA vAcana "cakravartIkI samasta saMpattikI apekSA bhI jisakA eka samaya mAtra bhI vizeSa mUlyavAna hai aisI yaha manuSyadeha aura paramArthake anukUla yoga prApta hone para bhI, yadi janma-maraNase rahita paramapadakA dhyAna na rahA to isa manuSyadehameM adhiSThita AtmAko anaMtabAra dhikkAra ho ! jinhoMne pramAdako jItA unhoMne paramapadako jIta liyA / " kyA bAta AyI ? karanA, karanA aura karanA / kiye binA nahIM hogaa| manuSyabhavakA eka samaya cakravartIkI Rddhise bhI durlabha kahA gayA / janmamaraNase chUTaneke liye isa jIvako ceta jAnA caahiye| kucha samucita karanA par3egA / kiye binA chuTakArA nahIM hai / rAjAne kitane hI logoMko bhUmigRhameM utArA thA, aura saba bhUkhe pyAse baiThe the / para unameMse eka udyamI thA / usane udyama kiyA to DhU~Dhane para khAnekA DabbA aura pAnI milaa| bar3e seThakI naukarImeM kaI loga hote haiM, para seThane bhI to kucha kiyA hI hogA na ? 1. mumukSu - Apa tathA anaMtajJAnI jo vacana kahate haiM ve yathAtathya haiM, jaise haiM vaise hI haiM evaM grahaNa karane yogya hI haiM / paraMtu hRdaya usa ora jhukatA nahIM aura karanekI icchA nahIM hotI isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? prabhuzrI-sociye, kucha to cAhiye na ? 1. mumukSu - kAraNa DhU~Dhate haiM to milatA nahIM / aura vicAra bhI calatA nahIM / prabhuzrI - vicAra hI nahIM huaa| kucha hai / kucha bhI na kare to baiThe-baiThe kahA~se khAyegA ? AtmA na ho to saba murde haiM / ataH kucha hai to sahI / mA~-bApake binA putra kahA~se AyegA ? mA~ hai to putra hai / bhagavAnane pA~ca samavAya kAraNa kahe haiM- kAraNa, svabhAva, niyati, pUrvakRta aura puruSArtha - eka hAtha se tAlI nahIM baja sakatI, donoM hAtha cAhiye / dehako sukhAkara, tapa-japa kara, jalA-jalA kara bhI aMtameM AtmAkA mokSa huaa| vaha bhI apane bhAvase hI / 1. mumukSu - hAthI ke haude para kevalajJAna huA / to usane vahA~ kyA kiyA ? prabhuzrI- - basa yahI kiyA / hAthIke haude para ho gayA, vahI kiyA hai! vastra mailA ho, para dhokara Aye to ujjvala ho jAtA hai / kiye binA kucha nahIM hotA, karanA pdd'egaa| eka pahiyese gAr3I nahIM calatI, do pahiye cAhiye / eka pahiyese calI to usakA banAnevAlA to thA na ? yahA~ baiThe haiM, to vaha bhI kucha karake Aye ho tabhI na ? citra-vicitra saba dikhAI detA hai aura hotA hai / para isake binA nhiiN| para hai to sahI / bhedakA bheda jAnanA hai / 1. mumukSu - parasoM Apa kahate the ki bhedakA bheda jAnanA hai, para Aja taka hameM to usakA aMzamAtra bhI mAlUma nahIM huA / - aba kyA samajhanA hai ? aura bhedakA bheda kyA hai ? prabhuzrI Jain Educarnational

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210 upadezAmRta 2. mumukSu-bhedakA bheda to paryAyadRSTi dUra ho taba mAlUma hogA na? prabhuzrI-bhedakA bheda kaha cuke haiN| yaha saba kyA dikhAI de rahA hai? paryAya / vaha bhI vastu (AtmA)ke binA dikhAI degA kyA? bhagavAnane kahA hai ki aruupii| phira use dekha sakeMge? bhale hI kahie to sahI ki 'caacaa|' dikhAI deMge? nahIM dikhAI deNge| isaliye mAtra eka pahacAna kara le| "eka AtmAko jAna, usakI kara le phcaan|" 2. mumukSu-divya cakSu pradAna kareM taba na? prabhuzrI kRpA cAhiye / kalyANa to kRpAlukI kRpAse hogaa| rAjAkI karuNAdRSTise jaise saba kamA khAte haiM; vaise hI jIvako honA cAhiye / kRpAdRSTi prApta karanI cAhiye / vahI dRSTi / kara le pahacAna / 'eka mata ApaDI ke Ubhe mArge taapddii|' camatkAra hai, prabhu! "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|" baccese bojha nahIM uThAyA jA sakatA, usakI zaktike anusAra uThAyA jA sakatA hai| "bAla dhUligharalIlA sarakhI, bhavaceSTA ihA~ bhAse re." ataH abase ekako hI bhajo, taiyAra ho jaao| kamara kasa lo / aba kyA hai? mujhase aba adhika bolA bhI nahIM jaataa| 1. mumukSu-Apane abhI kahA ki mujhase bolA bhI nahIM jAtA; paraMtu kRpAludeva to likhate haiM ki nigraMtha mahAtmAke darzana-samAgama mokSakI pratIti karAte haiN| ataH nahIM bolane para bhI vaha to aisA hI hai| ___ prabhuzrI-kahU~? aura kahanA hI par3egA ki par3hA bhI nahIM hai, samajhA bhI nahIM hai aura darzana bhI nahIM huA hai| yaha kahA, to usake lie kucha kamI hogii| bahuta bhUla hai| jaise baccA bhUla karatA hai itanI bhUla A gaI hai aura bhUlameM hI haiN| kisIko catura banane jaisA nahIM hai| kRpAludevane mujhase kahA ki dekhate raho na! para yaha jIva aMdara sira ghusA detA hai, to phira 'sIMgoMmeM ulajhegA hI na? 1. mumukSu-Apako kRpAludevane kahA ki dekhate raho, taba Apa kyA dekhate the? prabhuzrI-jo kahA vh| karanA to caahiye| isake sunanese, zraddhA karanese hI chUTanekI bAtakI AtmAse guMjAra hogii| yogyatAkI kamI hai| ataH taiyAra ho jAiye / tA. 11-1-36, sabere patrAMka 64 meMse vAcana pakSapAto na me vIre, na dveSaH kapilAdiSu / / yuktimadvacanaM yasya, tasya kAryaH prigrhH||-shrii haribhadrAcArya 1. eka seTha pratidina dAtuna karane cabUtare para baitthte| taba bhaiMseM pAnI pIne jaatii| usameMse eka bhaisake sIMga bahuta gola the| use dekhakara seThako nitya vicAra hotA ki isameM sira A sakatA hai yA nahIM ? chaha mahIne taka nitya yahI vicAra hotA rhaa| phira eka dina usane nizcaya kara liyA ki sira ghusA kara hI dekha luuN| phira uThakara sAmane gayA aura usa bhaisake donoM sIMgoMke bIca apanA sira phNsaayaa| bhaiMsa ghabarAkara daur3ane lagI, seTha ghisaTane lge| phira logoMne seThako chur3AyA aura ThapakA diyA ki bhale AdamI, vicAra to kiyA hotA ki aisA karanA cAhiye kyA? seThane kahA ki maiM chaha mahInese nitya vicAra karatA thA, vicAra karake hI to kiyA hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-1 211 1. mumukSu-tU cAhe jo dharma mAnatA ho usakA mujhe pakSapAta nahIM hai, para jisase AtmA AtmabhAvako prApta kare vaha AtmAkA dharma hai| prabhuzrI-AtmA hai| taiyAra ho jAnA hai| vaha purAnA yA nayA nahIM hai, catura yA pAgala nahIM hai, aura use par3hAnA bhI nahIM hai / jo mAnA hai use chor3anA hai| aba saMkSipta ginatI kyA hai? hai patA? ho to kho| 1. mumukSu-samakita prApta karanA tathA zraddhA krnaa| 2. mumukSu-"jisa jisa prakArase AtmA AtmabhAvako prApta karatA hai, ve ve dharmake prakAra haiN|" vaha kara lenA hai| zeSa saba pararUpa hai| prabhuzrI-chor3anA cAhe to chor3A jA sakatA hai, chor3e binA mukti nahIM, chor3eMge tabhI kAma bnegaa| 2. mumukSu-chUTate to haiM kintu phira naye ba~dhate haiM, yahI duHkha hai| hAthI, snAna karake zuddha hotA hai aura phira apane zarIra para dhUla DAlakara mailA ho jAtA hai, vaisA hI hai| prabhuzrI-grahaNa karanese baMdha hotA hai, use chor3a de| 3. mumukSu-vasomeM kRpAludevako kisI vyaktine kahA ki bhagavAna, Apa hamAre saba karma le liijiye| to kRpAludevane kahA ki, "hA~, yadi phirase naye na bA~dho to|" kAviThAmeM bhI aisA hI huA / ekane kahA ki aba mujhe mukta kareM, to kRpAludevane kahA ki eka hI sthAna para baiThe raho aura bhakti kro| bAhara anyatra kahIM mata jAo, khir3akImeM bhI jAkara na dekho| aisA ho sakegA? taba usa vyaktine kahA, "prabhu, aisA to kaise ho sakatA hai ki kahIM na jAyeM?" kRpAludevane kahA, taba ho cukA! prabhuzrI-baMdha vaha baMdha hai, mokSa vaha mokSa hai| jitanA baMdha hai use chor3anA pdd'egaa| chor3anemeM dera kaisI? para phira grahaNa na kare to kAma ho jAya / para pahale to vaha grahaNa karatA hai, taba kyA ho sakatA hai? 2. mumukSu-jisa mAnyatAse karma ba~dhate haiM, vaha mAnyatA kisa prakAra jAtI hai? naye karma na ba~dhe vaisI mAnyatA jaba ho, taba satpuruSakA bodha samajhameM AtA hai| "sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra zo? samajye jinasvarUpa." bA~dhanA nahIM hai phira bhI ba~dha jAtA hai| ___ prabhuzrI-pakar3a nahIM hai, samajha nahIM hai| vaha ho to sarala hai| jIvako bhAva nahIM huA hai| vaha AtmabhAvameM ho to baMdha kahA~ hai? isIliye jJAniyoMko baMdha nahIM hotaa| vaha kaise hotA hogA? unhoMne kyA kiyA? patA ho to kho| 1. mumukSu-jagatameM do prakArake jIva haiM-jJAnI aura ajnyaanii| aba usameM se eka 'a' ko nikAla deM to jJAnI ho jaaye| prabhuzrI-aisA kahIM hotA hai? aisA kahA jAtA hai? nikAlanekA to 'maiM' aura 'merA' haiN| use nikAlA to ajJAna gyaa| use nahIM nikAlA isaliye ajJAna hai|

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212 upadezAmRta 2. mumukSu-abaMdhatAkA hetu aviSamabhAva hai| ataH yahA~ bhI 'a' nikAla deN| (mumukSuse) 'a' nikAla denese to yahA~ ulaTA anartha ho gayA, arthAt viSamabhAva huaa| 1. mumukSu-saba jagaha 'a' nahIM nikAlA jA sktaa| kahIM nikAlA jA sakatA hai, kahIM nahIM, aisA vyAkaraNakA niyama hai| prabhuzrI-gappa na maaro| kucha Azcarya hai? tulanA nahIM huii| jJAnI karma nahIM bA~dhate vaha kyA hai? 1. mumukSu-vahA~ dRSTi badalatI hai| jaisA Apa kahate haiM ki, "hota AsavA parisavA, nahi inameM saMdeha; mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata oha." prabhuzrI-aba ise hI samajhiye, dRSTikI bhUla kyA hai? / 1. mumukSu-eka kahatA hai ki merA hai' aura dUsarA kahatA hai ki 'merA nahIM kiMtu jA rahA hai|' ina donoMmeM kitanA adhika aMtara hai? - prabhuzrI-yahI to kahA na ? taba phira jahA~ baMdhana nahIM vahA~ kyA hai? 1. mumukSu-vahA~ zuddha AtmA hai, saMsAra nahIM hai| jJAnI vahA~ jJAnarUpase hI haiN| bAkI hameM to kucha patA nahIM cltaa| 2. mumukSu-jaba taka kUr3A hai, taba taka upAdhi hai aura rhegii| use nikAlanA pdd'egaa| phira kucha karanekA nahIM rhtaa| parabhAvameM jo apanatva huA hai use chor3anA pdd'egaa| saMsArarUpI mahalakI nIMva parako apanA mAnanA hai aura mokSamahalakI nIMva, svako apanA mAnanA hai| 1. mumukSu-prabhu, aba to Apa kahiye ki kyA zeSa raha jAtA hai? prabhuzrI-kucha to rahatA hI hai| 'tyAga karake A, svaccha banakara A' aisA kahA to vaha ulaTA lekara AtA hai| taba kyA ho sakatA hai? itanA hI chor3anese chuTakArA hai| chor3anA pdd'egaa| vahA~ phira anya kyA kahA jAya? devakaraNajI muniko kRpAludevane kahA ki dekho, yaha AtmA / to bIcameM turata maiM bola par3A ki kahA~ hai prabhu? phira kRpAludeva mere sAmane dekhate hI rahe, kucha na bole / phira mujhe pazcAttApa huaa| phira bodhameM batAyA ki muni, tuma AtmA dekhoge, taba zAMti huii| yaha to unhIMke saMketase samajhameM A sakatA hai| prajJAvAnako samajhameM AtA hai aura kahA jAtA hai| prajJArahitako kyA kahA jAya? tA. 11-1-36,zAmako patrAMka 321 kA vAcana "atyaMta udAsa pariNAmameM rahe hue caitanyako jJAnI pravRttimeM hone para bhI vaisA hI rakhate haiN|" 1. mumukSu-jJAnI sarva avasthAmeM abaMdha pariNAmI hai, vaha kaise? prabhuzrI-jJAnI jJAnameM rahate haiN| anya avasthAmeM hoM to bhI baMdha nahIM hotaa| zubha azubhase baMdha to hotA hai paraMtu usameMse jJAnIko eka bhI nahIM haiN| ataH unako aisA kyA A gayA aura aisA kyA hai?

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 213 1. mumukSu - vaidya viSa khA le to bhI nahIM maratA, anya koI khA le to mara jAtA hai / vaise hI jJAnI pravRtti hone para bhI pravRttikA jo upAya nivRtti hai, use ve barAbara jAnate haiM; aura pravRtti bhI karmajanita hai, karma haiM aisI dRr3ha mAnyatA hai jisase unheM kartRtva nahIM hai, ahaM - mamatva nahIM hai / isaliye karma cipakate nahIM, kyoMki unheM rAgadveSa nahIM haiM / 2. mumukSu - jJAnI jJAnI kahalAte haiM / unhoMne AtmAko jAnA hai / ataH AtmAko jAnanese upayogameM raha sakate haiM; parabhAvake svAmI nahIM hai; isalie baMdha nahIM hai / ataH jJAnIkI gati to jJAnI hI jaaneN| usakA varNana zabdoMmeM nahIM ho sakatA / 3. mumukSu - anubhavI puruSakI mAnyatA dRr3hatApUrvaka badala gaI, ataH ve anya kucha nahIM mAnate / 2. mumukSu samyaktva AtmAko baMdha nahIM hone detA / baMdha- mokSa pariNAma aura bhAvase hotA hai / jo pariNAma badalakara sulaTe ho gaye haiM ve abaMdhake kAraNa haiM / 1. mumukSu - jJAnI apane svarUpameM rahate haiM isaliye mokSasvarUpa hai, vahA~ baMdha nahIM hai / jahA~ svasvarUpase vimukhatA hai, vahA~ baMdha hai / 2. mumukSu - samyaktvakI apekSAse baMdha nahIM hai / zeSa mohapariNAmakI apekSAse baMdha hai| aMta takakI dazA prApta honepara phira baMdha nahIM hai, abaMdha pariNAma hai / bhAva para hI pariNAmakI dhArA hai / prabhuzrI- bhAva to mukhya kAraNa hai - jaisA bhAva vaisA baMdhana / baMdhana rAgadveSase hotA hai / hAsya, rati - arati, nIMda- Alasya ye saba karma aura baMdhana / isIkA nAma pudgala rakhA gayA, usake paryAya, pariNAmako grahaNa karanA baMdha hai / jJAnIkA aisA kyA bala hai ki ve grahaNa nahIM karate ? kyoMki ve asaMga rahe haiM / anya saba kucha bhale hI ho para merA nahIM / merA to eka AtmA hai / vaha jAnanevAlA hai / saba bhedavAlA use dikhAI detA hai, use bhI jAnanevAlA huA / kitanA mAhAtmya hai ? yaha hue binA patA nahIM lgtaa| bAteM baghAranese kAma nahIM hotA / 2. mumukSu - "zAstra ghaNAM mati thoDalI, manamohana mere; ziSTa kahe te pramANa re, manamohana mere. " ataH isameM buddhi nahIM pahu~catI / prabhuzrI - yaha bAta vicAraNIya hai, karane yogya hai / saba orase mur3anA par3egA / mur3anese hI chuTakArA hai / "atyaMta udAsa pariNAmameM rahe hue caitanyako jJAnI pravRttimeM honepara bhI vaisA hI rakhate haiN|" prabhuzrI - unhoMne karmako jAnA, usase bhinna asaMga svarUpa rahakara bheda rkhaa| bAta to bhedajJAnakI hai / 1. mumukSu-jJAnI AtmAmeM rahate haiM, mAyAko to eka kSaNamAtrake liye bhI hRdayameM ghusane nahIM dete / mAyAkA bala bhI bahuta hai aura vaha aisI hai ki usakA mahatva lage to samakita bhI calA jAya / 2. mumukSu - udAsa - pariNAma abaMdhatAkA kAraNa hai / prabhuzrI- bAta to kI para usameM, anyameM yadi bhAva na ho to baMdha nahIM hotA, kintu aMtarameM bhAva ho to baMdha hotA hai / 1. zAstra aneka hai aura mati alpa hai, ataH ziSTa (jJAnI) puruSa jo kahe use pramANa (mAnya) karanA cAhiye /

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214 upadezAmRta 3. mumukSu-jo rAgayukta ho use baMdha hotA hai aura jo vairAgyavAlA ho vaha to ulaTA mukta hotA hai| yaha bhagavAnane zAstrakA sAra kahA hai| ataH tU rAga mata kara aisA samayasArameM eka sthAna para kahA hai| prabhuzrI-ekakA bhAva nahIM hai, aura ekakA bhAva hai, isameM aMtara huaa| bhAvake binA baMdha nahIM hai| kriyA kare para baMdha to bhAvase hotA hai| mukhya bAta saba bhAva para hai| bhagavAnane kahA hai ki bhAvase baMdhana hotA hai| ____ 'bhAve jinavara pUjiye, bhAve dIje dAna / bhAve bhAvanA bhAviye, bhAve kevalajJAna / / " ataH bhAva bar3I vastu hai| jo jainadharmakA jAnakAra ho use kahA jAya ki yaha dharma / jIva, ajIva, pudgala, paryAya Adi kaheM to vaha samajhegA; anyako kaheMge to nahIM maanegaa| vaise hI mAnyatAmeM aMtara hotA hai| jise pakar3A hai use chor3anA pdd'egaa| sabhI jIvamAtrako baMdhana mAnyatAke anusAra hotA hai, aisA nakkI huA / jaise bhAva pariNAma, vaisA baMdhana aura vaisI hI lezyA hotI hai tathA vaisA hI bhava hotA hai-cAra gati lezyAke anusAra hotI hai| catura samajhadAra loga to dekhate haiM ki isakA aisA pariNAma hai| cAra gatike pariNAma jAna lete haiN| samajha cAhiye, usameM kamI hai| anya saba saMbaMdha hai| 'jo jAnA vaha nahIM jAnU~ aura jo nahIM jAnA vaha jaanuuN|' yahA~ gutthI sulajha gii| bAta mAnyatAkI hai| ataH 'pavanase bhaTakI koyala' 'paMkhIkA melaa'| phira saba apane apane mArga para / akelA AyA aura akelA jAyegA, ataH ceta jaa| tA. 12-1-36, sabere [yati jinacaMdra aura muni mAnasAgara Aye huye the| prabhuzrIko unakI pahacAna karavAkara nAma batAye] prabhuzrI-AtmA hai-isa jIvako pahacAna karanI hai| jinacaMdrase kahiye, Apane vacanAmRta par3hA hai? jina0-thor3A bahuta par3hA hai| mAna0-maine nahIM pddh'aa| [patrAMka 37 kA vAMcana] mumukSu-(mAnasAgarase) isameM kyA samajhameM AtA hai ? mAna0-jagatameM anaMta bAra bhramaNa kiyA, para zuddha samyakdRSTi nahIM huI, jisase paribhramaNa ho rahA hai| mumukSu-anAdikAlase vaha dRSTi kyoM prApta nahIM huI? kAraNase kArya hotA hai aura vratapratyAkhyAna saba chUTaneke liye karate haiM, phira kyA raha gayA? mAna0-saMsArakI vAsanA anaMta kAlase lagI huI hai, use dUra karanekA to yaha prayatna hai| para karmakI lahara AtI hai usakA dhyAna nahIM rhtaa| vaha rahe to kucha ho sakatA hai| bAhyabhAva chor3akara aMtarabhAvameM Aye to ho jAya / mumukSu-phira kAraNakI ArAdhanAmeM bhUla kyA hai?

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upadezasaMgraha-1 215 mAna0-zuddha dRSTi nahIM aaii| vaha AnekA kAraNa to honA cAhiye; yaha mahArAjase (prabhuzrIse) puuchiye| [prabhuzrIko kama sunAI detA thA ataH yaha bAta sunAI nahIM dii|] prabhuzrI-sAdhujIko yoM pUchiye ki anaMtabAra sAdhutA AI hai aura vrata-pratyAkhyAna kiye haiM, taba phira kyA raha gayA? mAna0-dravyase to sAdhutA anaMtabAra A cukI hai| prabhuzrI-jIvako zeSa kyA rahA? mAna0-paudgalika sukhake liye sAdhutAko aMgIkAra kiyA ki sukha-sAtA milegI, mAna-kIrti milegii| aise bhAvake badale zuddha sAdhutva Ave aura bAhyabhAvameM tallIna na ho to kalyANa hotA hai| abhavyako samakita nahIM hotA, phira bhI vaha sAdhutva letA hai aura aisI utkRSTa kriyA karatA hai ki nauveM graiveyaka taka calA jAtA hai; kintu vaha saba anyako prasanna karaneke liye hai; apane AtmAke liye kucha nahIM kiyaa| usane AtmAke svarUpako pahacAnA nahIM hai| prabhuzrI- "jihA~ lage AtamadravyanuM lakSaNa navi jANyuM; tihA~ lage guNaThANuM bhaluM kima Ave tANyuM ?" mumukSu-bhUla jo hotI hai vaha Atmatattva jAnanemeM hI hotI hai| saba darzana AtmAkI bhinna bhinna kalpanA karate haiN| jaise ki kSaNikavAdI, zUnyatAvAdI, kriyAvAdI, jar3avAdI Adi / prabhuzrI-jo mokSa gaye ve to AtmAko jAnakara gye| ve kisa prakAra gaye? aura kyA kiyA? isa jIvane anaMtavAra sAdhutA, japa, tapa, kriyA Adi kiye| "vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na pryo|" itanA kiyA, to aba kamI kyA rahI? mAna0-AtmAko pahacAnA nhiiN| prabhuzrI-AtmAkI pahacAna kaise ho? mAna-pahacAnaneke liye to dIkSA lI hai aura prayatna cAlU hai| prabhuzrI-to aba kucha kamI rahatI hai? mumukSu-(jinacaMdrajIse) Apako kucha kahanA hai? jina0-mujhe to sunanekI icchA rahatI hai| prabhuzrI-yaha to ThIka hai, para kucha sunA ho to kahanA cAhiye / jaisA ho vaisA kaheM, isameM kyA harja hai ? bAta to karanI caahiye| __ jina-aisA lagatA hai ki isa jIvako mukhya ATha AtmA haiM, dUsarI ora aThAraha pApasthAnaka haiN| pApasthAnakameM jaba taka mithyAdarzanazalyakI prakRti udayameM rahatI hai taba taka prakRti, sthiti, anubhAga aura pradeza baMdha hotA hai aura vaha AtmAke sAtha jur3I huI hai| mithyAtvako upazAMta yA kSaya kara yadi AtmAko pahacAnanekA prayatna kiyA jAya to kAma bana jAtA hai| __ + jaba taka AtmadravyakA lakSaNa nahIM jAnA arthAt AtmAkI pahacAna nahIM huI taba taka samakitakI bhUmikAvAlA guNasthAnaka jabarajastIse kaise AyegA?

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216 upadezAmRta prabhuzrI-inhoMne batA diyA. : 'mithyAtva' / aba isakA pratipakSI kauna hai aura kyA hai? [jinacaMdrajIse pUchA, vahA~ bIcameM hI] mumukSu-pratipakSI samakita hai| prabhuzrI-inako kahane do / bIcameM hoziyArI kyoM dikhAte ho? anaMtakAlase samakita prApta huA hogA yA nahIM? jina-bhavyako kabhI huA hogaa| sanmukhatA dikhAyI de taba vizvAsarUpameM AyA hogaa| mokSakI icchA ho taba anumAna hotA hai ki AyA hogaa| prabhuzrI-sajjhAyameM AtA hai ki, 'samakita navi layuM re, e to rUlyo cturgtimaaNhii|' isameM samakitakA inkAra kyoM kiyA gayA hai? jina0-isa gAthAke zabda sAmudAyika hai| samakita prApta kiyA huA bhI ardhapudgala parAvartana taka bhaTaka sakatA hai, isameM kucha ekAMta nahIM hai; jaise zreNika raajaa| prabhuzrI-isa jIvakA burA karanevAle rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha haiN| vItarAga mArga sama hai| hameM to satyake icchuka honA caahiye| jIva aura bhAvakI bAta hai| samakita asaMkhyAta bAra AtA hai aura jAtA hai; para jaba yathAtathya AtA hai taba mokSa hotA hai, usake binA nahIM hotaa| abhavyakI bAta nahIM hai, bhavyakI hai| aura samakita AyA to mokSa le jaayegaa| yaha to bar3I bAta hai| yaha jIva kriyA karatA hai, usakA phala milatA hai; jisase nava graiveyaka tathA bArahaveM devaloka taka jAtA hai, yaha bhI jIvako hI hotA hai, aura mokSa bhI jIvako hI hotA hai| isa jIvakA burA saMkalpa-vikalpase aura parabhAvase hotA hai| svabhAvameM rahe to aisA nahIM hotA / jJAnI kahate haiM ki yadi isa bhavameM AtmabhAvameM rahe to aneka karma kSaya ho jAte haiN| jIvamAtrako saba baMdhana karmake haiN| jitanA chor3A jA sake utanA zreSTha, vaha kartavya hai| acche-burekA to phala hai; para baMdhanase mukta honeke saba upAya kreN| anya bhava khar3e ho jAyeM aisA na kreN| samAdhi prApta hotI ho, baMdhana rahita hotA ho vaha kreN| hama chUTaneke liye baiThe haiM, ataH baMdhana ho vaisA na kreN| jagata to aisA kahatA hai ki yaha acchA hai, yaha burA hai / usa ora kucha nahIM dekhanA hai| acchA-burA kahanese kucha vaisA hotA nhiiN| kiMtu apane bhAvakA phala hai| jo yahA~ baiThe haiM ve saba AtmA haiN| unheM saMkalpa-vikalpa to hotA hai| kucha to dhyAna, vairAgya, nivRtti AdimeM hote haiM aura kucha vikArameM hote haiN| acchA-burA kahalAye jAnekA phala nahIM haiM, kintu apane bhAvakA phala hai| anyake kahanese kucha nahIM hotA, svayaM kucha kare to hotA hai| Apa kalpanA na kreN| mara! acchA kahe, burA kahe, usakI Apako AvazyakatA nahIM hai| hameM to AtmAkA, jJAna-darzana-cAritrakA kAma hai| jaise zubha-azubha bhAva hote haiM vaise hI zuddha bhAva bhI hotA hai| ataH apane bhAvakA vicAra kreN| apane bhAvakA hI phala hai| mumukSu-yaha saMsAra svArthamaya hai| yadi jIva jagatakI icchAnusAra pravRtti kare to use mAna dekara hAthIpara biThA de aura yadi usake viruddha pravRtti kare aura usake svArthakI pUrti na ho to gadhe para biThA de| ataH zreSTha puruSa jagatakI ciMtA nahIM krte| prabhuzrI-jisane jaisA kiyA, vaisA huaa| jisa dizAmeM dekhA vaha dizA dikhAyI dii| ataH kare

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 217 usakA phala hai / bhagavAnakA vacana hai ki jo karegA vaha bhogegA, anya koI nahIM bhogegA - pitA karegA to pitA bhogegA, putra karegA to putra bhogegA, anya nahIM bhogegaa| sabhI bA~dhakara Aye haiM, vaha bhoga rahe haiN| apane liye karanA hai / koI kucha bhI bole, usakA harSazoka na kreN| bhale hI pArzvanAtha kaheM, RSabhadeva kaheM, zAMtinAtha kaheM, yaha to nAma mAtra hai, para haiM to saba AtmA / usane kiyA usako phala, hamane kiyA hameM phala / karegA so bhogegA, yaha to apane hAthameM hai / vItarAga mArga apUrva hai / karegA so pAyegA / kisIko kahane jaisA nahIM hai / sabako cetane jaisA hai ataH ceta jaaiye| samajhakara zAMta ho jAiye / samajhanekA lakSya rakheM / * tA. 12-1-36, zAmako patrAMka 843 kA vAcana "zrImAn vItarAga bhagavAnoMne jisakA artha nizcita kiyA hai, aisA, aciMtya ciMtAmaNisvarUpa, parama hitakArI, parama adbhuta, sarva duHkhoMkA niHsaMzaya AtyaMtika kSaya karanevAlA, parama amRtasvarUpa sarvotkRSTa zAzvata dharma jayavaMta rahe, trikAla jayavaMta rahe / " I alaukika vANI hai, laukika nahIM / jIvane vItarAga mArgakA mAhAtmya laukikameM nikAla diyA hai / bhavya jIvako mahimA samajhakara dhAraNa karanA cAhiye / samakitakI ginatI hai / jaba taka mithyAtva hai, taba taka jIvako ajJAna hai| AtmajJAniyoMne jAnA hai AtmAko / anya koI sthAna acchA nahIM hai / aba vRddhAvasthA ho gaI hai / cAroM ora duHkha aura vedanI hai / anya usameM pariNata ho jAte haiN| para ise duHkha hai ? vedanI hai ? jaisA hai vaisA hai| jJAnIne jAnA hai / anya saba sAdhana saMsArameM baMdhanarUpa hai| usase chUTaneke liye jJAnIkI dRSTise AtmasvabhAva, AtmAkA vicAra kareM / ye saba yahA~ baiThe haiM, sabako bhAva aura upayoga hai / parabhAvameM pravRtti karanese baMdhana hotA hai / svabhAva hai| vaha AtmA hai, usake upayogase puNya baMdha hotA hai tathA nirjarA hotI hai| usameM lUTamalUTa karanA hai / acchA, burA, baniyA, brAhmaNa, pATIdAra, strI-puruSa yaha nahIM dekhanA hai, saba AtmA haiM / aba to yahA~se chUTanA hai| saMbaMdha aura saMyoga hai / vaha AtmA nahIM hai / AtmAko parabhAvase chur3avAnA hai / vaha kaise ho ? jaise bhI ho sake pratibaMdha kama kreN| sabake sAtha cAra bhAvanAse pravRtti kareM - maitrI, pramoda, kAruNya aura mAdhyastha bhAvanA / jIva sajjhAyameM, jJAnadhyAnameM, dharmadhyAna, carcA, vAcana, ciMtanameM rahe to uttama hai / isa kAlameM sabase zreSThameM zreSTha satsaMga hai / vahA~ dharmakI bAta hotI hai / anya kathAvArtA kareM to pApa lagatA hai / satsaMgameM AtmAkI bAta hai aura vahIM upayoga jAtA hai / vahI kartavya hai / satpuruSa kahate haiM ki guNagAna to jJAnIkA, vItarAga mArgakA karanA cAhiye / anya cAra kathA - strIkathA, bhojanakathA, rAjakathA, dezakathA - se baMdhana hotA hai / AtmadharmakI bAta, jJAna, dhyAna, vairAgyakI bAteM jIvako hitakArI haiM aura unase puNyabaMdha hotA hai / "una zrImAna anaMta catuSTayasthita bhagavAnakA aura usa jayavaMta dharmakA Azraya sadaiva kartavya hai / " dekhiye, anya bAta nahIM aayii| isa mAyAke svarUpase baMdhana hotA hai / ataH sAvadhAna raheM / anamola kSaNa bIta rahI hai / manuSyabhava durlabha hai / prANa liye yA le legA yoM ho rahA hai / vedanIya aura azAtA A gaI to phira kucha nahIM hogA, yaha jIva jAnanevAlA hai / ataH pahacAna kara leM / pahacAnase hI chuTakArA hai /

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218 upadezAmRta "jinheM dUsarI koI sAmarthya nahIM, aise abudha evaM azakta manuSyoMne bhI usa Azrayake balase parama sukhahetu adbhuta phalako prApta kiyA hai, prApta karate haiM aura prApta kareMge / isaliye nizcaya aura Azraya hI kartavya hai, adhIratAse kheda kartavya nahIM hai|" aise bhagavAnake guNagAna karanese, bhaktibhAvanAse, aise loga bhI samyaktva prApta karate haiM aura kramazaH mukta hote haiN| anya bAteM chor3a deM; usa ghATase pAra nahIM utregaa| saMpUrNa loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai| kisI puNyase manuSyabhava prApta huA hai, to suna rahe haiN| pazu yaha nahIM kara sktaa| ataH isa bhavameM jaise bhI ho sake kara lenA cAhiye / 'liyA so lAbha' 1"Ajano lahAvo lIjiye re, kAla koNe dIThI che ?' 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe' eka yahI zaraNa, bhAvanA AtmabhAvakI kI to kevalajJAna prakaTa ho jaayegaa| pramAdako chor3akara aba lakSyameM lenA na bhUle / prArabdha vighnakartA hai-khAnA, pInA, bolanA, calanA Adi-ye to ATha karma haiM unheM AtmA mata samajha / unase chUTanekI bhAvanA kare to baMdhanase mukti hotI hai| 'zarIra chUTa jAyegA,' 'maiM mara jAU~gA' aisA bhaya lagatA hai, para anaMtabAra deha chUTane para bhI janma-maraNase nahIM chuuttaa| vaha kaise chUTe? smkitse| pahale ise prApta kiyA to acchI gati milii| phira naraka tiryaMcameM jAnA na par3e, yaha koI sAdhAraNa kamAI nahIM hai| ataH gaphalatameM mata raha / 'merA merA' karake mara rahA hai| guru-celA, hATa-havelI, dhana-daulata, bAla-bacce ye tere nahIM hai, sabako chor3anA pdd'egaa| ataH 'merA, merA' kara rahA hai usakA tyAga kr| terA to aatmaa| vaha to jJAna-darzana-cAritramaya hai| usIkI bhAvanA kr| bhagavAnane kahA hai ki jaba taka sAtA hai, duHkha-vyAdhi-vedanA nahIM hai aura sukha hai taba taka dharma kara le, phira nahIM kara paayegaa| bAjI hAthameMse nikala gayI to phira kucha nahIM ho skegaa| jaba taka manuSyabhava aura sAtA hai taba taka kara le| saba citravicitra hai| vedanA hotI hai, duHkha-vyAdhi hotI hai| ataH yaha manuSyabhava prApta kara AtmAke saMbaMdhameM kucha bAta suna, kAna lagA; anya bAteM to bahuta huI haiM, para AtmAke saMbaMdhameM nahIM huI, vaha kara / mahApuruSoMne yaha upAya batAyA vaha amRtake samAna hai| 'merA merA' karanese apanA nahIM hogA, yathAtathya eka hI bAta mAnanI hai| mAne to kAma bana jAye / merA-terA, acchAburA, vAda-vivAda kucha bhI nhiiN| bhAva nirmala kr| anyabhAva mata Ane de| 'pavanase bhaTakI koyala', 'paMkhIkA melA' yoM calA jAyegA, dera nahIM lgegii| bItA huA avasara hAtha nahIM aayegaa| yahI kartavya hai| __ aba vRddhAvasthA huii| 82-83 varSa ho gye| zarIrake sA~dhe duHkhate haiM, sunA nahIM jAtA, vedanA sahana nahIM hotI, bar3I kaThinAIse yahA~ taka A pAte haiN| jaba taka calatA hai, taba taka calAte haiM, dina bitAne haiN| bAta karanI hai samabhAvakI! vahA~ rAga-dveSa nahIM aate| saMsArakI ora dRSTi nahIM karanI hai| use dekhanese pAra nahIM pdd'egaa| jahA~ saMkalpa-vikalpa haiM vahA~ duHkha hai, usase baMdhana hotA hai| mumukSu- "Upaje mohavikalpathI, samasta A saMsAra; ____aMtarmukha avalokatAM, vilaya thatAM nahi vAra." prabhuzrI-isake icchuka baneM, ise hI dekheN| AtmA na ho to murdA hai| jo jAnatA hai usakA upayoga, vicAra ho to bhAvanA huii| jaise bhAva hoMge vaisA phala milegaa| kucha nahIM hai| sabase 1. AjakA lAbha le lIjiye, kala kyA hogA? usakA kucha patA nahIM hai| wwww.jaineliufary.org

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upadezasaMgraha-1 219 kSamAyAcanA kreN| kisIkA doSa na dekheM / sabhI acche haiN| hameM kyA karanA hai? AtmabhAva / * "mA ciTThaha, mAjaMpaha, mA ciMtaha kiM vijeNa hoi thiro, appA appammi rao iNameva paraM have jjhANaM." AtmabhAvameM rahA to yahI karttavya hai aura kAmakA hai| tA. 13-1-36, sabere AThavIM dRSTike viSayameM carcA 1. mumukSu-isa dRSTimeM bodha aura dhyAna agnike samAna hote haiN| apane karma to jalA hI deM, para samasta saMsArake karma usameM homa diye jAyeM to jalAkara bhasma kara DAle, aisA nirmala aura balavAna dhyAna hotA hai| yadyapi aisA hotA nahIM hai, kyoMki koI kisIke karma letA detA nahIM, saba apane apane karma svayaM hI bhogate haiN| yahA~ to apane karma jalAkara kevalajJAna hotA hai| prabhuzrI-samAdhikI bAta kucha aisI vaisI hai? para jIvane ise laukikameM nikAla diyA hai| ajaba gajaba bAta hai! isa jIvane to saMsArakA hI mAhAtmya jAnA hai| yaha to saba AvaraNa hai| vaha bIcameM AyA hai| una sabase mukta eka caitanya, AtmA! bhArI bAta kI hai| 1. mumukSu-isa AThavIM dRSTivAlekI to bAta hI alaga hai aura pariNAmakI gati hI bhinna hai! isa dRSTikI bAta hamase to nahIM ho sktii| vaha to anubhavI hI jAnatA hai| 2. mumukSu-anaMtakAlase anaMta jIva mohameM paribhramaNa karate haiM; jise ve haTA nahIM sake use yahA~ kSINa kara diyA hai| prabhuzrI-'bAta hai mAnanekI / ' satko maaneN| use mAnanese kucha badalAva AtA hai aura kAma hotA hai| 2. mumukSu-ATha karmameM mohanIyakarma balavAna hai, vaha karmapudgala grahaNa kara AThoMko bA~Ta detA hai| vahI baMdha karatA hai aura karma baMdhana karAtA hai| anya kisImeM aisA bala nahIM hai| mohanIya karmake do bheda haiM-darzanamohanIya aura cAritramohanIya / jahA~ viparIta mAnyatA hotI hai vaha darzanamoha / satpuruSakI saMgatise vaha mAnyatA badala jAya to saba kucha badala jAtA hai| 1. mumukSu-yathArtha mAnyatA ho vahA~ samakita hotA hai| aura vaha prApta huA to kevalajJAnako AnA hI par3atA hai| satpuruSake yogase vastuko vastusvarUpa mAne to kAma bana gyaa| prabhuzrI-dekhiye, isa pUre zarIrameM vAyu hai aura duHkha hai| yaha jaanaa| yaha saba vRddhAvasthAkI bAta hai| kyA jar3a ina bAtoMko sunegA? vaha to vahI / kyA use mAnya nahIM karanA cAhiye? itanAsA karanekA kAma so nahIM kiyaa| jitane jJAnI ho gaye haiM, unhoMne yaha kiyA hai| pahacAnanA hai aura mAnanA hai| vyavahArameM bhI kahate haiM ki itanA sA mAna le bhAI! to saba acchA hogaa| taba kahatA hai ki bahuta acchA, maanuuNgaa| vaise hI ise bhI mAnanA hai| 'bAta hai mAnanekI' / isameM gahana rahasya hai| * he vivekI janoM! kAyAse kucha bhI ceSTA na karo, vacanase kucha bhI uccAraNa na karo, manase kucha bhI ciMtana na karo, jisase tInoM yoga sthira hoN| AtmA AtmasvarUpameM sthira ho, ramaNa kare vahI nizcayase parama utkRSTa dhyAna hai|

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220 upadezAmRta manuSyabhavakA rahasya nahIM jAnA to pazu samAna hai| bhagavAnase pUchA ki maiM bhavya hU~ yA abhavya? uttara milA ki bhavya ho| tuma kyoM bole? ho cukA / vaha to bhavya hI hai| yaha kitanI sAmagrI hai? pazu kucha sunegA? kisakI saba sattA hai? vaha to usakI hI hai| boliye : "caMdra bhUmiko prakAzita karatA 1. mumukSu-"caMdra bhUmiko prakAzita karatA hai, usakI kiraNoMkI kAMtike prabhAvase samasta bhUmi zveta ho jAtI hai, para caMdra kisI bhI samaya bhUmirUpa nahIM hotA, vaise hI samasta vizvakA prakAzaka AtmA kabhI bhI vizvarUpa nahIM hotA, sadA sarvadA caitanyasvarUpa hI rahatA hai| jIva vizvameM abhedatA mAnatA hai yahI bhrAMti hai|" prabhuzrI-yaha kaisI bAta kI ki jamakara hima ho jAye! kisIke pAsa aisI sAmagrI hai? padArtha mAtra jar3a aura usake bhI asaMkhyAta bheda kahe haiM, para ve bhI jar3ake hI hai| laukika dRSTise mAnatA hai para alaukika dRSTise nahIM dekhA / yahA~ mArga bhUla gayA hai, isakA patA hai? srltaa| vaha ho to mokSa AtA hai; aisA mArga hai| kAma ho jAyegA! dera kitanI hai? basa tumhArI dera meM dera hai| 1. mumukSu-hameM kaise taiyAra honA cAhiye? prabhuzrI-kRpAludevako hamane yaha bAta pUchI thI, to unhoMne kahA, 'aba kyA hai?' thappar3a mArA! maiM to zAMta ho gayA ki vAha! prabhu vAha! bahuta AnaMda aayaa| yaha jIva sunA huA, par3hA huA saba bhUla jAtA hai, para vaha to saba AvaraNa / jJAna hai vaha to AtmA hai, use bhUlanA nahIM caahiye| zeSa saba to chor3anA hI hai| ye saba yahA~ baiThe haiN| unheM kaheMge ki AtmAko chor3akara Aiye, to chor3a sakeMge? nahIM chor3a sakate / zeSa saba to AvaraNake tAle haiM, aura yadi cAbI hAtha A jAya to tAle khuleNge| vyavahAra meM bar3e seThakI pahacAna ho to ar3acana nahIM aatii| vaise hI saccA svAmI karanA hai| 1. mumukSu-hamArA svAmI to bar3A hai| prabhuzrI-*"dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara kheTa? vimala0" yaha bAta kauna mAnatA hai? marma na samajhe to tuMbImeM kaMkara jaisA hai, yaha to pAtAlakA pAnI; vaha nikala jAya to kAma bana jAya / yahI to karttavya hai| aisA avasara phira kahA~ milegA? "Ajano lahAvo lIjiye re kAla koNe dIThI che ?" pagalI pagalI bAteM haiM aura kaheMge ki isameM kyA? para aisA nahIM karanA hai| bAta saccI hai, rAmakA bANa vApasa nahIM lauTatA, vaisii| idhara udhara kucha dekhanA nahIM hai aura ghabarAnA nahIM hai| saMsArameM mRtyuse burA kucha hai? para use to mahotsava mAna liyA! kitanA palaTa gayA? Apa cAhe jahA~ jAye, para AtmA ho to kyA lenA hai? nagarameM ghUmane jAyeM to yaha leMge, vaha leMge, para yahA~ to aatmaa| vaha ho to anyakI kyA AvazyakatA hai? "jahAM lagI AtamA tattva cinyo nahIM, tahAM lagI sAdhanA sarva jhuutthii|" (muni mAnasAgarajIko) kahiye muni, kaisI bAta hai? . ThIka hai na? kucha anya ho to khiye| mAna0-ThIka hai, barAbara hai| prabhuzrI- "jihA~ lage Atama dravya- lakSaNa navi jANyu, tihA~ lage guNaThANuM bhalu kema Ave tANyuM ?" * bhAvArtha-samartha svAmI sirapara hai phira kyA ciMtA?

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 221 1 yogadRSTi saba bolate haiM, kintu bolane-bolanemeM bhI bheda hai / usameM mizraNa caahiye| kisI vastumeM aisA mizraNa DAlate haiM ki jisase bala-vIrya saba bar3ha jAtA hai / vaisI yaha vastu hai / kyA vastu hai ? kisake gIta gAne haiM ? mahApuruSoMne to vaha bAta kara dikhAI hai, para usameM bhAvanA karanA aura mAnanA to ApakA kAma hai / bAta samajhane para hI chuTakArA hai / anya jo samajhA hai vaha nahIM / yahA~ anya alaga hI samajhanA hai / sadgurukI AjJA aura jindshaa| ApakI derameM dera hai / yaha saca hai / vacana vApasa nahIM lautttaa| jise kevalajJAna huA usane jAnA, vaise hI yaha vacana hai / 1. mumukSu - 'hamArI dera meM dera hai' yaha to saca hai, para hameM kisa prakAra taiyAra honA cAhiye ? prabhuzrI - vyavasthApaka hai na ? kaisI bAta karatA hai ? 1. mumukSu - hamArI zakti nahIM hai / kRpAludeva hI taiyAra karate haiM, para hameM kyA karanA cAhiye ? prabhuzrI - isa praznakA uttara sugama hai - bAta mAnyatAkI hai| usakI derameM dera hai / taiyAra honA cAhiye na ? vyavahArameM jaise kisIse kahA ho ki jAnA hai, ataH taiyAra hokara aanaa| phira Akara kahe ki maiM to apanI gaTharI bhUla gayA / phira lene jAye to raha jAye / vaise hI yahA~ bhI barAbara taiyAra hokara Aye to kAma bana jAya, nahIM to phira rAma rAma! aisA hI hai; vicAra karane yogya hai / mAtra par3hanA nahIM hai, vicAra kareMge to bhItarase mArga milegaa| kRpAludeva kahate the ki vicAra karo; kintu aura kucha nahIM kahate the / ataH vaha to vahI hai / 1. mumukSu - isI mAhAtmya hai ! prabhuzrI - bhUtabhAI jAne ! kauna mAnegA ? para jJAnIkI gati to jJAnI hI jAnate haiM / tA. 13-1-36, zAmako patrAMka 819 kA vAcana : OM "kheda na karate hue zUravIratA grahaNa karake jJAnIke mArga para calanese mokSapaTTana sulabha hI hai|" 1. mumukSu - isa jIvako Arta- raudra dhyAna rahatA hai, vahI kheda hai / saMsArake aneka kAraNoMko lekara kheda ho jAtA hai, vaha ArttadhyAna hai / jJAnI usase bacAte haiM / I prabhuzrI - vedanAkA duHkha kucha kama hai ? koI vaidya bhI usa duHkhako miTAne meM samartha nahIM hai / 1. mumukSu - vaha to karmakA roga hai ! jJAnI mahA vaidya haiM, ve hI miTAyeMge / prabhuzrI - samajhanekI kamI hai, pakar3anekI bhI / koI dRSTi hAtha lagI to use pakar3a lenA cAhiye, chor3anA nahIM cAhiye / duHkha vyAdhi Adi dehameM hotI hai / aneka prakArake roga hote haiM jinheM miTAnemeM koI samartha nahIM / kahiye, koI miTAyegA ? 2. mumukSu - jJAnI karmaroga miTAyeMge / roga do prakArake haiM- dravyaroga aura bhAvaroga / dravyaroga zarIrameM hote haiM, bhAvaroga manakA hai, vaha to aMta taka hai| usake gaye binA dravyarogakI zakti kama nahIM hotI aura usake jAneke bAda dravyarogakI zakti Tika nahIM sakatI / bhAvarogako miTAnevAle jJAnI hai | ataH Apa hI ise miTA sakate haiM, anya nahIM /

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222 upadezAmRta prabhuzrI-bukhAra Aye, siradarda ho, peTameM darda ho, pIr3A ho, nIMda na Aye, yaha saba zarIrake saMbaMdhase hotA hai| phira yadi vaha bhAva miTa gayA to saba miTa gyaa| vaha koI kaha sakegA? koI nahIM khegaa| jAnanevAlA kahatA hai| jAnanevAlA ho aura bhAna na ho to nahIM batA sktaa| use kauna kahegA? eka jJAnI; usase kucha chipA nahIM hai| vaha kahA~ hai ? kahiye / 3. mumukSu-jahA~ jJAna hai vahA~ jJAnI hai| prabhuzrI-jJAnI vedana karate haiM jJAnameM / jJAna kahA~ hai? jnyaaniimeN| "mA ciTThaha, mA jaMpaha, mA ciMtaha kiM vi jeNa hoI thiro, __ appA appammi rao, iNameva paraM have jjhANaM." vahA~ hai; anya koI sthAnameM nhiiN| isa jIva mAtrako kyA DhU~DhanA hai? isa para vicAra kreN| 1. mumukSu- "re Atma tAro, Atma tAro, zIghra ene oLakho; sarvAtmamAM samadRSTi dyo, A vacanane hRdaye lakho." use hI pahacAnanA hai| prabhuzrI-yaha bAta to sahI hai na? 2. mumukSu-bAta to sahI hai, para pahale to satpuruSako DhU~DhanA pdd'egaa| unake binA kAma banegA nhiiN| 1. mumukSu-uparokta gAthAmeM yaha saba spaSTa kiyA hai| "huM koNa chu? kyAMthI thayo? zuM svarUpa che mArUM kharUM? konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA che? rAkhuM ke e paraharUM? enA vicAra vivekapUrvaka zAMtabhAve jo karyA; to sarva Atmika jJAnanAM siddhAMtatattva anubhavyAM. te prApta karavA vacana konuM satya kevaLa mAnavaM? nirdoSa naranuM kathana mAno 'teha' jeNe anubhavyu." ve vacana mAneM / kyA mAneM? to kahate haiM "re! Atma tAro, Atma tAro, zIghra ene oLakho." kaise pahacAneM? "sarvAtmamAM samadRSTi dyo, A vacanane hRdaye lakho." 3. mumukSu-pahale 'namutthuNaM' ke pAThameM 'jIvadayANaM' aisA bolate the| para 'jIvakA dAtA' aba milA hai taba samajhameM AtA hai| zurUAta to dAtAse huii| prabhuzrI-'bahu puNyakerA' kyA yaha pada AzcaryakAraka nahIM hai? usakI samajha dekhiye! usakA ullAsa dekhiye! usakI bAta dekhiye! kaisA marma! kyA samajhane jaisA nahIM? vahA~ nirjarA huii| isa jIvako vaha karane yogya hai| vastuke mAhAtmyako nahIM smjhaa| pratyeka vacana, ekeka vacana mAhAtmyavAlA hai| 'amUlya tattvavicAra'kI pA~ca gAthAkA mAhAtmya marmavAlA hai| pahale hama saba bolate aura loga vAha! vAha! karate, para kucha nahIM, tuMbImeM kaMkar3a jaisA thaa| na lenA, na denA, ulaTe .

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upadezasaMgraha-1 223 kahA~ pahu~ca jAte? mAnameM / devakaraNajI jaisoMko mAnakA poSaNa hotA ki 'merA kaMTha kitanA surIlA hai? mere jaisA kauna bola yA gA sakatA hai? usase kitanI sArI zobhA hotI hai?' lo, yaha bigar3A aura dUsarA hI kucha bIcameM ghusa gyaa| jo samajhanA cAhiye vaha nahIM samajha ske| kaI bAra bolate para kucha lakSya nhiiN| phira jaba kRpAludeva mile aura kahA ki isakA marma kyA hai, isa para vicAra kro| taba samajhameM aayaa| unake kahanese vaha zakkara jaisA mIThA lgaa| kahanevAlA kauna hai? samajhAnevAlA kauna hai? aura kyA hai? isakA patA nahIM hai| jaise gaharAImeMse grahaNa kiyA ho, vaisA kahanevAlA nahIM milegA / pA~ca gAthAkA artha aura usameM kiyA huA saba samAsa, vistAra aisA vaisA nahIM hai, mahAna hai hA~! "mAraga sAcA mila gayA, chUTa gaye saMdeha; hotA so to jala gayA. bhinna kiyA nija deha.' mAtra bola liyA, para marma samajhameM na Aye to kyA kAmakA? aisA bolanevAlA aura kahanevAlA kauna hai? yaha to raMkake hAthameM ratna A gyaa| ise laukikameM na gine, alaukika dRSTise grahaNa kreN| hama pheNAva gaye the| vahA~ choTAlAlabhAI the, unake bhAI Adi the| unase milanA huaa| aMbAlAlabhAI (khaMbhAtake mumukSu) choTAlAlabhAIke pAsa kabhI kabhI jAte, kRpAludevakI bAteM kahate aura samajhAte; mAnaneko kahate; para samajhameM na AtA aura mAnya na hotaa| phira hamase milanA huaa| hama para vizvAsa honese hamase pUchA, "aMbAlAlabhAI kahate haiM ki ise mAno aura jJAnIpuruSake vacana para lakSya do| kyA yaha sahI hai?" taba maine kahA ki "bhAI! hama bhUle haiN|" hama usa samaya sthAnakavAsI veSameM the, aura hama para vizvAsa thA isaliye pUchA, "aisA kyoM kahate haiM? hama bhUle aisA kyoM kaha rahe haiM ?" hamane kahA, "bhAI! yaha mArga bhinna hai! saccA hai, AtmajJAnIkA hai aura samajhane yogya hai| ataH ve jaisA kahate haiM, vaisA karanA caahiye|" mujha para vizvAsa honese mAna gye| maiMne unheM isa 'amUlya tattvavicAra'kI pA~ca gAthA kaMThastha karaneko kahA, aura unhoMne kara lI tathA lakSyapUrvaka bolate rahate / zarIra chUTA taba taka yahI bhAva rhaa| acchI gati huii| dUsare karma miTa gaye aura gati sudhara gii| jIvako aisI vastukI kucha bhI ginatI nahIM aura usa ora dhyAna nhiiN| isa bAtakA Azaya kyA hai? eka zraddhA / jIvako zreSThameM zreSTha karane yogya itanA hai-pratIti, vizvAsa aura shrddhaa| kisI svarUpa prApta puruSane kucha kahA ho to use gale utAra deM, romaromameM pravAhita kara leM, yahI mokSakA mArga hai| merI to yahI samajha hai ki jo maiMne kaha batAyI hai| aisA hai! ataH ise lakSyameM rkheN| isa bAra to kRpAludevane sthAna-sthAna para ratna bichA diye haiM! ataH kyA kahU~ ? usImeM AnaMda manAte haiN| kRpAnAthane hamase kahA thA ki hameM kahIM pUchane jAnA nahIM hai| ataH kucha vicAra yA ciMtA karane jaisA nahIM rhaa| phikarake to phA~ke mAra liye haiN| mujhe kaha diyA ki "aba kyA hai?" kyoMki pahacAna karA dI aura smRti dilAI, batA diyaa| "dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara kheTa; vimala jina dIThAM loyaNa Aja." bhImasenane abhimanyuko jItane bhejA, kahA ki tU koThe jItane jA, maiM abhI aayaa| abhimanyu sabhI koThe jIta gyaa| para gobara-miTTIkA koThA thA vahA~ ulajhanameM par3a gayA aura bhImasenako

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224 upadezAmRta bulAyA, para usake AnemeM dera ho gii| abhimanyu itanA balavAna thA, usake liye gobara-miTTIke koThemeMse nikalanemeM kyA kaThinAI thI? para nahIM nikala skaa| nikalanekA bheda nahIM jAnatA thA jisase ulajhanameM par3a gayA ki ise kaise jIteM; aura vaha nikala nahIM skaa| isI prakAra kucha saccI samajha cAhiye, aura bhI kucha cAhiye / baniyoMke liye kahA jAtA hai ki 'panA phire aura sonA jhare'; DhU~DhA, pRSTha palaTe aura khAtoMkI jA~ca kI to kucha milA, hAtha lagA; yadi bahiyA~ rakha chor3e aura unakI jA~ca na kare to kucha hAtha lagegA? nahIM lgegaa| vaise hI isa jIvako vicAra karanA hai, ataH khar3A ho jaa| yaha avasara nikala gayA to phira kucha nahIM ho skegaa| * tA. 14-1-36, sabere 1. mumukSu-cauthI dRSTimeM aisA kahA hai ki 'dharma kSamAdika paNa maTejI, pragaTye dharmasaMnyAsa' aura AThavIM dRSTimeM aisA kahA hai ki 'caMdanagaMdha samAna kSamA ihAM, vAsakane na gaveSejI' to yaha kaise hai? aura kyA samajheM? 2. mumukSu-dazalakSaNa yatidharma aura kSamA ina donoMke lakSaNa samajhameM A jAyeM to prazna hI na rhe| prabhuzrI-tIna gupti aura daza yati dharma ye kahA~ hote haiM ? 2. mumukSu-krodha na ho to kSamA guNa prakaTa hotA hai| samyagadarzana jJAna aura cAritra AtmAmeM haiN| para kSamA AtmAkA mUla guNa nahIM hai, yahI yahA~ batAnA hai| dharmasaMnyAsa yoga hai| icchAyoga, zAstrayoga aura sAmarthyayoga yoM tIna yoga haiN| dharma-saMnyAsa sAmarthyayogameM samAhita hai| saMpUrNa dharmasaMnyAsa to sayogI kevalI taka hai| jitanA Atmika guNa prakaTA utanI kSamA hai| pUrI kSamA nahIM aayii| AtmAkA guNa to jJAna-darzana-cAritra hai| yahA~ kSamA mUlabhUta guNa nahIM hai| 3. mumukSu-AtmAkA upayoga tIna prakArase hai-zubha, azubha aura zuddha / zuddhameM to AtmAmeM ramaNatA hai| mujhe krodha nahIM karanA hai, kSamA rakhanI hai, aisA karanA hai, vaisA karanA hai, yaha to zubha huaa| kSamA dharma to munikA dharma hai| zuddha upayogameM to AtmAkI sthiratA hai| muniko zuddhabhAvakA lakSya hotA hai isaliye zubha (kSamA) bhI kAryakArI hai / saMsArameM zubha kahA jAtA hai vaha nahIM / zuddhake lakSyapUrvaka zubha kAryakArI hai| ataH upacArase saccA kSamA dharma vahA~ nahIM hai aisA kahA hai| AtmAke guNa do prakArake haiM-anujIvI aura prtijiivii| aba siddhake ATha guNa / usameMse cAra-anaMta jJAna, darzana, vIrya aura sukha-ye anujIvI guNa hue| anya cAra-sUkSmatva, agurulaghutva, avyAbAdhatA aura avagAhanA-ye cAra pratijIvI / eka vastuse dAga nikala gayA arthAt usameM dAga thA, para mUla vastuke svabhAvameM dAga nahIM thaa| yahA~ do apekSAse kathana hai-eka svabhAvakI aura dUsarI aavrnnkii| 2. mumukSu-kevalImeM saMjvalana kaSAya nahIM honese kSamA kahI gayI, para kSamA AtmAkA guNa nahIM hai| pariNAmakI bAta to AtmA jAnatA hai aura bhogatA hai| para bAta guNa aura vyavahAra dharmakI ho rahI hai|

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 prabhuzrI - vyavahArako bhI lenA par3egA / 3. mumukSu-kSamA do prakArakI kahI hai - vyavahAradharma kSamA aura AtmAke pariNAmarUpa kSamA / mohanIyakarmake kSayase jitane guNa prakaTa hote haiM, ve AtmAke svabhAvarUpa hI haiM / yahA~ svabhAvakI kSamAko kahanA hai, dUsarI vyavahAra kSamA / I prabhuzrI - mUla vastuko tor3a phor3akara dekhanA hai / kyA yaha ThIka hai ? aisA kyoM nahIM hotA ? ise kisa prakAra samajheM? kyA nikAla denA hai ? (mumukSuko) kyoM, kucha samajhameM AtA hai ? 4. mumukSu - mujhe barAbara samajhameM nahIM AtA / prabhuzrI - jaisA hai vaisA samajhanA cAhiye / kSamAkA nAma bar3A hai / vastugata vastu hai / dUsare 'kSamA' kahate haiM vaha kSamA nhiiN| zubha, azubha aura zuddha ye bheda DAle haiM na ? ataH isa bAta para barAbara vicAra kara lakSyameM lenI hogI / 225 1. mumukSu - mUla vastuke balake binA kSamA nahIM hotI / samabhAvake kAraNa kSamA Adi saba guNa kahe gaye / prabhuzrI - samabhAva AtmAmeM hai / zubha aura zuddhameM bhUmi - AkAzakA aMtara hai ! use mAne binA chuTakArA nahIM yaha to saca hai na ? 4. mumukSu - mujhe samajhameM nahIM baitthtaa| aura baiThe binA kaise mAnA jAya ? zAstrapaddhatike anusAra ma nahIM rahA hai / prabhuzrI - vItarAgane jo kahA hai vaha sat hai / mUla vastu, bAta kyA cala rahI hai ? dharmasaMnyAsa AtmA hai / 'dharma kSamAdika paNa maTe' kahA jisase dharma miTa gayA kyA ? nahIM / kSAyopazamika kSamAdika guNadharma miTe, kyoMki aba dhyAna prAraMbha huA, usameM anya dhyAna chor3a diye, para zukladhyAna liyaa| anya saba nikAla diye / dazA vardhamAna huI arthAt anya ho gayA / arthAt dhyAna aMtima hI hotA hai| dharmasaMnyAsase kSAyika bhAvarUpa kSamAdharma to svayaM AtmA huA / 2. mumukSu - siddha bhagavAnako jo dhyAna hotA hai usameM to anya koI dhyAna rahA nhiiN| cAroM dhyAna miTa gaye - Arta, raudra, dharma aura zukla / prabhuzrI 15 Jain Education international "jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahA~ samajavuM teha; tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana oha. " mukhya bAta kyA hai, ise dekhanA par3egA / usakA nAma liyA to svIkAra karanA par3egA / ye sAdhu bana baiThe haiM aura vyavahAra vyavahAra kara rahe haiM / eka giradharabhAI the, ve kahate, "kyA aisA nahIM ? vaisA nahIM ? aise hotA hai!" vAha ! terA samakita ! saca hai bhAI, para manameM kahA, "vAha! mUrkha ! yaha kyA hai ? jo karanA hai use hI chor3a rahA hai / " yaha bAta to apUrva hai ! jIvako ruci karanI cAhiye / samajhameM aMtara ho to bhI mAnyatA to svAmIkI hai / ataH usa mAnyatAse mAna / mAnyatA to kAma banA detI hai / 'saddhA parama dullahA' / koI pUche, Apake koI svAmI hai ? to kahe, hA~ hai / taba ciMtA nahIM rahatI / sira para svAmI to rakhanA cAhiye /

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226 upadezAmRta tA. 14-1-36, zAmako 'upadezachAyA' meMse vAcana ___"vedAMtameM isa kAlameM caramazarIrI kahA hai| jinendrake abhiprAyake anusAra bhI isa kAlameM ekAvatArI jIva hotA hai| yaha kucha mAmUlI bAta nahIM hai kyoMki isake bAda kucha mokSa honemeM adhika dera nahIM hai / jarA kucha bAkI rahA ho, rahA hai vaha phira sahajameM calA jAtA hai| aise puruSakI dazA, vRttiyA~ kaisI hotI hai? anAdikI bahutasI vRttiyA~ zAMta ho gayI hotI haiM; aura itanI adhika zAMta ho gayI hotI haiM ki rAgadveSa saba naSTa hone yogya ho jAte haiM, upazAMta ho jAte haiN|" 1. mumukSu-isa kAlameM mokSa nahIM hai, aisA kahakara sabako zithila kara diyA hai| usakA yaha bheda tor3a diyA hai| vedAMtameM caramazarIrI aura yahA~ ekAvatArI kahA arthAt sahajameM mokSa ho sakatA hai| prabhuzrI-pA~ca samavAya kAraNa kahe gaye haiM-kAla, svabhAva, niyati, pUrvakRta aura puruSArtha / ye hoM to kitane hI bhArI karma kyoM na hoM, saba ur3a jAte haiM aura mokSa ho jAtA hai| yaha manuSyabhava prApta kara yahI DhU~DhanA hai| vyavahArameM AmadanI karane Adi pratyeka prakArake mArga DhU~Dhate haiM, vaha saba karanekA jJAnIpuruSane nahIM kahA hai| vaha to saba karma aura pUrvakA saMcaya hai| abhI jo manuSyabhava hai vaha bhI mehamAnake samAna / ataH samajheM / kauve kutte nahIM smjheNge| pUrvakRta aura puruSArthakI sAmagrI caahiye| vaha ho to samajhameM A sakatA hai| kahanekA tAtparya yaha ki kala sabere hI saba miTa jaayegaa| vaha to jaisA honA hai vaisA hogA hii| Apa sabako yahA~ kauna lAyA hai? vaha to vahI / samajhameM AyegA taba Atmahita hogaa| 'maiM' aura 'merA' abhI miTA nahIM haiM, vahI kiyA karatA hai| vyApAra-dhaMdhekI to daur3a lagAte haiM, para saba kucha yahIM chor3akara jAnA hai| phira yaha bAjI hAtha nahIM lgegii| yaha kitanI anukUla sAmagrI A milI hai? ataH aisI anukUlatAke samaya bhUlanA nahIM caahiye| bharata, ceta! bharatarAjAne eka vyaktiko yahI kArya sauMpa rakhA thA ki vaha nitya subahameM abhivAdanake samaya Akara kahe ki bharata ceta! aise jJAtA the, jAnakAra the, phira bhI cetanekA nimitta rakha chor3A thaa| zarIrameM asAtA bahuta hai aura usako acchA-burA honese use hI apanA mAnanekI Adata ho gaI hai| yaha merA hAtha, yaha merA pA~va, saba merA, meraa| kintu abhI sAtAasAtA bhoga rahA hai aatmaa| yaha bAta mAnya nahIM huii| AtmA kaisA hai? kisIne nizcita kiyA hai? jagatameM mAtA-pitA, kuTuMba parivAra, dhana-daulata mile to usase kyA bar3hA? isako jAnanevAlA koI hai, use jAnA kyA? ekAvatArIpanA kahA isase AzA jAgRta huI ki hai| ataH vizeSarUpase yaha daur3a karanekI hai| daur3atA to hai para anya dizAmeM, jisase daur3anA vyartha ho jAtA hai| jo nahIM karanA hai vaha karatA hai aura karanekA dharA raha jAtA hai| anyatra daur3a lagAtA hai, vaha saba vyartha hai| prArabdhameM ho vaha milatA hai, phira bhI usI ora daur3atA hai| jo karanA hai usakA to mUlase hI patA nahIM hai| anya saba mAnatA hai, vaha to mithyA hai| jise DhU~DhanA hai vaha kyA hai? "huM koNa chu ? kyAMthI thayo? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharUM?" isa para vicAra kare to kAma bana jAya / anya saba to yahIM par3A rahegA, kucha sAtha nahIM clegaa| chor3anA pdd'egaa| karmakI gati vicitra hai| isa kAlameM kAma kara lenA ho to hRdayameM itanA likha rakheM-'satsaMga aura bodha' / vaha karate rahanA cAhiye / kucha na sunAI detA ho, pAgalasI bAteM ho para vaha satsaMga hai| anAdikAlase AtmAko AtmAke rUpameM jAnA nahIM hai| jJAnIne

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upadezasaMgraha-1 227 jAnA hai ataH unake sivAya anya koI kahanemeM samartha nahIM hai| isa bhavameM usakA icchuka ho aura zodhaka bane to dhanya bhAgya! pratyakSa puruSakA kathana aura jisane unheM jAnA hai, jisako ve mile haiM usakI bAta mujhe mAnya hai, vahI mAnyatA hai| mujhe to koI mile nahIM aura kucha patA bhI nahIM, ataH unakI mAnyatAke anusAra mujhe mAnya hai, vahI kartavya hai aura usase kAma hogA vahI hitakArI hogaa| bhale hI jAnatA ho, yA na jAnatA ho, para usakI mAnyatA kahA~ milegI? aura usakA aMtaHkaraNa bhI kahA~ prApta hogA? yahI eka dhAraNA sacce puruSakI rahe to kAma bana jaay| isa bhavameM yahI prApta karanA hai / pahacAna kara le, pahacAna ho gaI to jIta gye| yaha aisI-vaisI bAta nahIM hai, mahA durlabha hai| karanA caahiye| mumukSu-pitAne dhana gAr3akara rakhA ho aura lar3akeko batAyA ho, use isakA patA bhI ho aura AjJA bhI de rakhI ho to vahI batA sakatA hai| ataH yahA~ to sira dekara kAma karane jaisA hai| jarA bhI ciMtA nahIM aura pUrNa zAMti hai| ataH usase mile to chuTakArA ho sakatA hai| apane Apa patA nahIM lgegaa| milanA caahiye| prabhuzrI-yaha par3heM "he gautama! usa kAla aura usa samayameM chadmastha avasthAmeM, maiM ekAdaza varSakI paryAyameM, 'SaSTha bhaktase SaSTha bhakta grahaNa karake sAvadhAnatAse, niraMtara tapazcaryA aura saMyamase AtmatAkI bhAvanA karate hue, 'pUrvAnupUrvIse calate hue, eka gA~vase dUsare gA~vameM jAte hue, jahA~ suSumArapura nagara, jahA~ azoka vanakhaMDa udyAna, jahA~ azokavara pAdapa, jahA~ pRthvIzilApaTTa thA, vahA~ AyA; Akara azokavara pAdapake nIce, pRthvIzilApaTTa para aSTamabhakta grahaNa karake, donoM pairoMko saMkucita karake, karoMko lambe karake, eka pudgalameM dRSTiko sthira karake, animeSa nayanase, zarIrako jarA nIce Age jhukAkara, yogakI samAdhise, sarva indriyoMko gupta karake, eka rAtrikI mahA pratimA dhAraNa karake, vicaratA thA (camara)" prabhuzrI-likhA huA par3ha liyA, para bhedIke pAsase marma khula jAya aisA honA caahiye| isameM se svayaM kucha pakar3a baiThe apanI kalpanAse, to vaha nahIM, para ve kahate haiM vahI satya hai, aisA nizcaya kare to kAma banatA hai| 1. mumukSu-isameM kucha samajhameM nahIM aataa| samajhane jAte haiM to saba kalpanA hI hotI hai| prabhuzrI-hama bhI IDara gaye the aura vahA~ saba kalpanA kI thI, vaha zilA aura vaha pahAr3I bhI dekhii| usa para sunaharI reta thI, nadI thI, digaMbara muniyoMkI chatariyA~ thiiN| vaha saba dekhakara Azcarya huA thaa| 1. mumukSu-kRpAludevane Apako batAyA thA ki ve mahAvIra svAmIke sAtha vahA~ vicare the| vaha siddhazilA, vaha puDhavI zilA Adi bhI Apako batAyI thii| Apa to isa saMbaMdhameM jAnate haiM, ataH Apa hI khiye| prabhuzrI-jitanA kahA jA sakatA hai utanA kahA / jo sthAna dekhA thA usake bAremeM batA diyaa| 1. SaSThabhakta=(chaTTha) tIna dinakA upavAsa (telA)=eka sAtha chaha samaya bhojana na karanekA vrt| 2. pUrvAnupUrvIse-pUrva kramAnusAra, niymaanusaar| 3. aSTamabhakta (bhukti)=aTThama, ATha samayakA bhojana tyAga /

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228 upadezAmRta zilAko hI puDhavI zilA kahA gayA hai / vahA~ vicaraNa bhI kiyA thA / para yahA~ to AtmAko jAnanA hai / anya kisIse hala nikalanevAlA nahIM hai / 1. mumukSu - isIliye to kalpanA hotI hai aura azAtanA bhI ho sakatI hai / prabhuzrI - eka vacana aisA AyA hai "vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo; aba kyauM na bicArata hai manaseM; kachu aura rahA una sAdhanaseM; bina sadguru koya na bheda lahe; mukha Agala hai kaha bAta kahe ?" unakI 'hA~' meM 'hA~' aura unakI 'nA' meM 'nA', aisA vizvAsa honA cAhiye / 1. mumukSu - aisA hI hai / prabhuzrI - yadi aisA huA hotA to phira kyA zeSa rahA ? kyA aisA AtmA dekhoge ? 1. mumukSu - jaisA hai vaisA batAyeMge / prabhuzrI - aisA batAte haiM, yaha hai AtmA / 'paryAyadRSTi na dIjiye, eka ja kanaka abhaMga re. ' yahI hai ataH aba sAvadhAna ho jAyeM, ceta jaayeN| bahuta kalpanA aura ghabarAhaTa hai, para aMta nahIM AyA / 1. mumukSu - paryAyadRSTi aisI hai ki sAtaveM gobara - miTTIke koThemeM abhimanyu mArA gyaa| patA na honese vahA~ mArA gayA, vaise hI jIva pha~sa jAte haiM / ataH paryAyadRSTi kaise chUTe ? prabhuzrI - vajra jaise chaha koThe jIte para hAra na mAnI, kiMtu gobara - miTTIke koThemeM hAra khAnI pdd'ii| vahA~kA anajAna! aba hameM anajAna nahIM rahanA hai| jAnakAra bananA hai, bAta mAnyatAkI hai / 2. mumukSu- mahAvIra bhagavAnane kRpAludevako batAyA aura kRpAludevane Apako batAyA to isa marmako Apake sivAya koI batA nahIM sktaa| IDarameM chatariyA~, pratimA dekhIM, para ina sabakA bhAvArtha aura marma to Apake pAsa rhaa| prabhuzrI - jJAnIke pAsa / hameM to jo batAyA vahI mAnanA aura jAnanA hai / mAnanA apane hAthameM hai / jisa - kisI dina vaha bhAvase hogA / bhAvakI AvazyakatA hai / kisakA kAma hai ? ApakI derI se dera hai / pakar3a AnI cAhiye / 1 mumukSu - Apa kahate haiM ki anAdikAlase ajJAna hai aura anajAna hai| kyA kiyA jAya isakA patA nahIM hai| para mAnanA to yahI hai - jo kaha rahe haiM vahI; kintu vaha to mAnA nahIM jAtA / aura kucha AtA bhI nahIM / isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? prabhuzrI - anAdise parabhAvameM hai, use palaTakara svabhAvameM lAnA hai / aise kiye binA chuTakArA nahIM hai / vaha kisakA kAma hai ? 'mAno, mAno' kahanese hogA ? ataH tU svayaM saccA bana jA / 1. mumukSu - yogya ( svaccha ) ho jAye to kRpAludeva taiyAra hai / 'jina thaI jinane je ArAdhe, te sahI jinavara hove re' / para yogya kaise honA yaha prazna hai /

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upadezasaMgraha-1 229 prabhuzrIjI-Apa catura haiM, samajhadAra hai, ataH samajhiye / janakavidehIke pAsa zukadevajI Aye to kahA 'svaccha hokara aa|' phira ve nahA dhokara Aye taba bhI kahA ki 'abhI aura svaccha hokara A.' yoM sAta bAra Aye phira bhI kahA ki 'abhI svaccha hokara aa|' vaise hI yahI samajhegA aura yahI kregaa| maMgala kArya kise priya nahIM hotA? ataH taiyAra ho jaaiye| sAmagrI to cAhiye, aura vaha sAmagrI to hAthameM hai| tA. 15-1-36, sabere [AThavIM dRSTi] isameM itanA sArA bala hai? vaha koI aisI-vaisI vastu hai? AtmA anaMta sattAkA svAmI hai aura vahI kregaa| use jAne to dIpaka aura samakita kahalAtA hai aura jAne binA to saba kaccA hai| yaha jo jIva icchuka hogA use hogaa| itane amUlya vacana kAnameM bhI kahA~se par3e ? AtmA anaMta zaktikA svAmI hai, kevalajJAnavAlA hai! aisA hai vaha / koTi karma kSaya ho jAte haiN| yaha usIkI zakti hai| kRpAludevakA vacana hameM yAda hai| hamase kahA-aba kyA hai? aba anya bAteM kisaliye karanI haiM ? ataH aba jAgiye, jAgRta honese hI chuTakArA hai| vastukA vicAra nahIM huaa| mahAn puNyakI vRddhi hone para hI vaha vicAra hotA hai| anaMtakAlase AvaraNake kAraNa bhAna bhUlA hai| AtmAkI sattA to sabake pAsa hai, para yadi rukAvaTa hai to vaha AvaraNake kAraNa / 1. mumukSu-saba bojha utArakara halakA ho jAye taba na? aisA Apa hI kahate haiN| prabhuzrI-mujhe lagatA hai ki kucha dhakkA laganA caahiye| 1. mumukSu-hama to usIkI pratIkSA kara rahe haiN| prabhuzrI-kevalIne, jJAnIne dhakkA mArA tabhI kAma huaa| 1. mumukSu-"pravacana aMjana jo sadguru kare dekhe parama nidhAna, jinezvara / " hai avazya / use hI DhU~Dha nikAlanA hai| prabhuzrI-"vyavahAraseM deva jina, nihaceseM hai aap|" pratIti aura vizvAsakI kamI hai| kyoM hai na? basa eka yahI aisA nahIM huA, 'ho jAya to kAma bana jAya / jJAnI isa pravacana aMjanako kucha bhinna prakArase hI bhogate haiM, anyake samAna nhiiN| kucha raMga badalatA avazya hai| acchI havAmeM baiThe hoM to acchI havA AtI hai| dhanyabhAgya ki aisA vItarAgakA mArga hAtha lagA! 1'apUrva vANI tAharI, amRta sarakhI sAra' aisA pada hai na? 1. mumukSu- 2"anaMtakAla huM AthaDyo, na maLyA guru zuddha saMta; duSama kALe tuM maLyo, rAja nAma bhagavaMta." prabhuzrI-yaha kAla hai, to kyA AtmAne aisA nizcaya kiyA hai ki na milU~ ? nahIM milegA aisA kucha hai kyA? mila sakatA hai, para taiyAra hone para / 1. terI apUrva vANI amRta samAna sArarUpa hai| 2. anaMtakAlase maiM saMsArameM bhaTakatA rahA hU~, kintu koI sadgurukI prApti nahIM huii| pUrva puNyase isa duSama huMDAvasarpiNIkAlameM tU 'rAja' nAmakA bhagavAna milA hai|

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230 upadezAmRta 2. mumukSu - Apako to sAkSAt prabhu mile ! prabhuzrI- - basa itanI hI AvazyakatA hai - milanekI, pahacAnanekI, bodhakI aura satsaMgakI / isI bAta icchuka, icchuka aura icchuka honA hai / satsaMga kiyA hai? ApakI derIse dera hai, kevalajJAna huA usakA anya kisIko patA lagA ? nhiiN| vaha to use hI, svayaMko patA claa| aba bhAvanA to usIkI karanI cAhiye, anyakI nahIM / kRpAludevane mujhe likhakara batAyA, 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re / ' yoM thor3emeM bahuta marma samajhameM A jAtA hai / para yaha nirNaya kare to dazA sudharatI hai / AtmAke sivAya koI anya nirNaya kara sakatA hai ? yaha to vahI bodha degA aura usIkA kAma hai, anyakA nahIM / anya aneka bhava prApta kiye, riddhisiddhi devaloka Adi prApta kiye| aneka-aneka bhava prApta kiye para eka AtmAko nahIM jAnA / use jAnanekI AvazyakatA hai / AThavIM dRSTikI zakti mahAna hai / mahAna hai yaha dRSTi ! 1 1. mumukSu - yaha to yaha sthAna bhI mahAna hai / saMpradAyameM the taba par3hate to the, para aisI samajha nahIM thI / 1 prabhuzrI - pahale to hama bhI par3hate the, para aMjana lagAyA taba samajhameM AyA / 1. mumukSu - jinake dvArA likhI gayI ho, ve yA vaise pratyakSa jJAnI hoM, taba unake sanmukha vaha samajhameM Aye aisA hai / prabhuzrI - yahI bAta hai / eka AtmA na ho to kucha kAma ho sakatA hai ? kucha kAmameM AtA hai ? kucha bhI nahIM / isa para kucha gahana vicAra karanA caahiye| kyA kaheM ? 'kahyA vinA bane na kachu, jo kahiye to lajjaiye / ' 3. mumukSu - pahale saMpradAyameM bhI yahI par3hate the, taba kyA AtmA nahIM thA ? vahA~ rasa kyoM nahIM AtA thA? aura aba rasa kyoM AtA hai ? prabhuzrI - kisIko bukhAra AtA ho aura bImAra ho, taba kucha nahIM bhAtA, ruci nahIM hotI, acchA nahIM lagatA aura khAyA nahIM jAtA / kintu dUjA nIroga ho use kahe to ? donoMmeM aMtara par3a gayA na ? usake khAne, pIne, svabhAva, rucimeM aMtara par3A na ? vaise hI hai| yaha to use patA nahIM lagA hai, sAmane paradA A gayA hai, AvaraNa A gayA hai / bIcameMse AvaraNarUpI paradA dUra ho taba patA lagatA hai / dekhiye na, isa dehameM baiThA hai to saba hai aura kaisA lagatA hai ! aura vaha na ho to ? varNa, rasa, gaMdha, saba badala jAte haiN| vaha nikala jAya to maraNa ho gayA kahate haiM aura jalA DAlate haiM / 1. mumukSu - taba to gharake loga hI jaldabAjI macAte haiM ki ise zIghra le jAo aura turata jalA 1 DAlo / prabhuzrI - yaha to koI amUlya bAta hai / ise jAnane aura dekhanekI bAta hogI taba to ajabagajaba lagegA / 1. mumukSu -jJAnIkA vAstavika upakAra kyA hai, usakA patA tabhI lagegA / " SaT sthAnaka samajAvIne, bhinna batAvyo Apa; myAnathakI taravAravat, a upakAra amApa . '

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upadezasaMgraha-1 231 prabhuzrI-jo yogI (sadehI) hotA hai vaha ayogI (mukta) ho jAtA hai| usakI bAta aura usakA mAhAtmya to usI meM hai! kyA kahA jAya? vhii| Apa haiM, abhI yahA~ baiThe haiM, vaha hai to baiThe haiN| usake sivAya isa dehameMse aura kucha nikAla dikhAiye na? jar3ake sivAya kyA nikalegA? varNa, rasa, gaMdha, sparzake sivAya anya kucha nahIM niklegaa| ___"jaDa te jaDa traNa kALamAM, cetana cetana tema; pragaTa anubhavarUpa che, saMzaya temAM kema?" isa saMbaMdhameM kyA kaheM? aura kahA~ jAyeM? 1. mumukSu-Apa kaheM vhaaN| .. prabhuzrI-kyA karanA hai? kahiye / inhoMne to prazna kara diyaa| isakA uttara to deMge na? aba kahA~ jAyeM? kahA vaha to barAbara hai| 4. mumukSu-senAkA nAyaka jahA~ le jAya vahA~ jaayeNge| 1. mumukSu-hamase na ho sake to hamArA doSa / jaisA kaheM vaisA kareMge aura jaayeNge| prabhuzrI-jJAnI kahe vaise| 5. mumukSu-taba jIva jAnemeM dera kyoM lagAtA hai? jJAnIne to kahane meM kucha kasara rakhI nahIM aura phira jIva kahatA hai ki kahA~ jAyeM aura kyA kareM ? 1. mumukSu-doSa to hamArA hai isakI nA nhiiN| para Azraya hai use nikAla sakate haiM kyA? prabhuzrI-aise (catura) saba yahA~ baiThe haiM, aba kahiye ki kisake pAsa jAyeM ki jisase 'hAza' (zAMti huI) aisA ho? 1. mumukSu-AtmAke pAsa aura kahA~ ? prabhuzrI-use kisane jAnA aura dekhA? jnyaaniine| taba usake pIche jAnA caahiye| aura pUchanA bhI yahI hai| 1. mumukSu- "pAyAkI o bAta hai, nija chaMdanako chor3A pIche lAga satpuruSake, to saba baMdhana toDa." satpuruSake pIche jAnA hai| prabhuzrI-hai aisA, para AtmAmeM; anyatra kahA~ jAye aba? jaise jagatameM nagarameM, gA~vameM, bAgabagIce Adi sthAnoM para jAte haiM aura AnaMda mAnate haiM, vaise yahA~ kahA~ jAnA hai aura kyA karanA hai? 1. mumukSu-anyameM hai vahA~se apanemeM / 4. mumukSu-Apa hI kahate haiM ki iMjina hai usameM Dabbe jur3eMge unheM vaha le jaayegaa| jo nahIM jur3egA vaha par3A rhegaa| ataH yadi sA~kala jur3a gayI to jaayegaa| prabhuzrI-aisA hI hai| kitanI dera hai? ki terI derameM dera hai| aura kucha kAma nahIM, itanA hI hai| strI, puruSa, vRddha, yuvAna, sukhI, duHkhI-saba duHkha hI hai, mAtra AtmA hai vaha vastu hai| vahA~ milanA, AnA, jAnA, baiThanA, uThanA / usakI kRpA ho jAya to abhI, dera kahA~ hai? jisa-kisI .

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232 upadezAmRta dina isa para unakI kRpA hogI taba kAma bnegaa| unake binA eka tRNake do Tukar3e bhI nahIM hoNge| vaha hai to saba hai| isIke kAraNa bolate-calate haiM; zeSa saba dhUla hai! jar3a hai, AtmA nhiiN| kacAsa hai yogyatAkI / usase rukA hai| 2. mumukSu-gurukI nAvameM baiTha jaayeN| prabhuzrI-ThIka kahate haiN| unhIMkA uddhAra huA hai| aisA na kiyA ho to nahIM jA skte| 1. mumukSu-baiTha jAye to na? sA~kala jur3a jAye to na? prabhuzrI-teraha manakA 'to' ar3a gyaa| chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai, chor3anA hI pdd'egaa| 1. mumukSu-"anAdi svapnadazAke kAraNa utpanna hue jIvake ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAvakI nivRttike liye jJAnIpuruSoMne ina chaha padoMkI dezanA prakAzita kI hai| usa svapnadazAse rahita mAtra apanA svarUpa hai, aisA yadi jIva pariNAma kare to sahaja mAtrameM vaha jAgRta hokara samyagdarzanako prApta ho| samyagdarzanako prApta hokara svasvabhAvarUpa mokSako prApta kre|" prabhuzrI-jise patA lagA, phira milA aura jAnakAra huA to kAma bnaa| jinheM na mile hoM unheM jAnakAra honA cAhiye / kRpAludevane mujhe dRr3ha karA diyA ki tuma kahIM nahIM jAoge, saba tumhAre pAsa aayeNge| aba kyA rahA? ataH yaha saba vyavahAra karate haiM so AnaMdake liye! jo honahAra hai vaha badalanevAlA nahIM aura badalanevAlA hai vaha honahAra nhiiN| 1. mumukSu-hameM 'taba phira anya upAdhike vaza hokara pramAda kyoM karanA cAhiye ?' prabhuzrI-pramAdako dhAraNa na karanA yaha to usakA vIrya (puruSArtha) kahA gayA hai| usa vIryako to nahIM chor3anA hai| jo jJAnI hotA hai, use kaisI bhI vyAdhi pIr3A Ane para usakI mAnyatA anyathA nahIM hotii| yaha to sahaja samajhaneke liye batA rahA huuN| aisA kahA ho ki mAMsa nahIM khAnA, madirA nahIM pInA, brahmacaryakA pAlana karanA, to kyA usakA pAlana nahIM karanA? isake binA koI anya bAta ho sakatI hai? ataH usa vastumeM pharka nahIM ho sktaa| kRSNa mahArAjako devane yuddhameM kahA ki pIThase pITha hokara lar3eM / taba unhoMne kahA ki, "jA, jA, aise nahIM, mu~hake sAmane A jaa|' lar3AI mu~hake sAmane hotI hai| chor3o, chor3o aura chor3o aisA kahA, to kyA AtmAko chor3anA hai? 1. mumukSu-nahIM, nhiiN| jo para hai use chor3anA hai| AtmA to kahIM chor3A jA sakatA hai? vaha to hai hii| tA. 15-1-36, zAmako patrAMka 710kA vAcana "AtmA saccidAnaMda" mumukSu-jIva AtmaprAptike liye bahuta prayatna karatA hai, kiMtu satpuruSake Azrayake binA vaha prApta nahIM hotA aura ulTI kalpanA hotI hai| ataH satpuruSa yahA~ AtmAkA lakSya karavAte haiN| tU sat-cit-AnaMdarUpa hai, tU eka hai, anya koI tere sAtha nahIM hai, yoM jJAnIpuruSa AtmAkA nizcaya karAte haiN| aisI dRr3ha pratIti ho taba samyagdarzana hotA hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-1 233 prabhuzrI-jIva laukika dRSTimeM pravRtti karatA hai, alaukikameM pravRtti nahIM krtaa| strI ho yA puruSa, para manuSyabhava to hai na? ataH bhale mAnasa, ceta jA na? kahIM lUTa hotI ho to bhAganekA, chipAnekA prayatna karatA hai| ataH tujhase jo ho sake vaha kara le| kauve-kutteke janmameM nahIM ho skegaa| janma, jarA aura mRtyu, saba vyAdhi, vyAdhi aura pIr3A hai| ___jIva aisA soce ki mere vaMzameM koI nahIM hai, eka putra ho jAya to acchA / mara, bure! terA kucha nahIM hai| 'merA merA' karake daur3a kara rahA hai| __ "AtmA sccidaanNd|" yaha vANI to jo jAnatA hai vahI jAnatA hai aura jAnatA hai vahI usake AnaMdakA upabhoga karatA hai| 'bhagavatI' jaise bar3e graMtha bhI hoM, para unakI apekSA yaha ('zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMtha) mahAna siddhAMtakA sAra hai| para bholA prANI cetatA nhiiN| kala subaha mauta Akara khar3I rhegii| 'prANa liye yA le legA' ho rahA hai| kauna amarapaTTA likhAkara AyA hai? ataH cetiye, aisA avasara phira nahIM milegaa| eka dharma hI sAra hai| kahiye, isa jIvake sAtha kyA hai? mumukSu-bhAva aura pariNAma hai| prabhuzrI-pahale mUla hAtha laganA cAhiye / vaha sat hai; AtmA hai aura usake bhAva hote haiN| jar3ake bhI bhAva hote haiM, para ve jar3a, aura cetanake hote haiM ve cetn| bhAva to hai, para eka satke (aatmaake)| are mehamAna, atithi! aba to ceta jaa| hamArI itanI umrameM kitane kitane cale gaye, ve yAda bhI haiM aura bhUla bhI gye| sArA loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai, kahIM bhI sukha nahIM hai| vItarAga mArga apUrva hai| 'zAMti pamADe tene saMta khiye|' saMta kahA~ hai ? 'sat'meM, aura 'sat' kahA~ hai? AtmAmeM / jahA~se bhUlA vahIMse phira gina / jaba samajhA tabhI sberaa| karanA zurU kara de, bhale AdamI! dina bIta rahe haiM, kSaNa kSaNa saba chUTa rahA hai| jIvako vairAgyakI kamI hai| jaisA utsAha vyApAra-dhaMdhemeM, dhana-daulatameM, khAne-pInemeM hai aura pA~ca iMdriyoMke bhogakA lobha hai-usImeM tallInatA hai, vaisA utsAha AtmAke liye nahIM hai| AtmAke liye, dharmake liye to pramAdI! pramAda aura Alasya to sabase bar3e zatru haiN| ataH jo kartavya hai use kara, aisA dina phira nahIM aayegaa| ___ "jJAnApekSAse sarvavyApaka, saccidAnaMda aisA maiM AtmA eka hU~, aisA vicAra karanA, dhyAna krnaa|" mumukSu-itane hI zabda adbhuta haiM! para yaha to davA sastI hone jaisA huaa| jaise loheke tape hue tave para pAnIke thor3e chIMTe par3e to turaMta hI jala jAte haiM vaise hI anAdikAlase rAgadveSase tapta isa AtmA para ye zabda turaMta asara nahIM krte| jaba asara kareMge taba apUrva AnaMda aayegaa| Apa kahate haiM ki yogyatA nahIM hai, to apane hRdayase pUche ki yogyatA kyA hai ? to hRdaya kahegA ki tU pAtra nahIM hai| jisa prakArake AtmAke guNa cAhiye ve abhI pragaTa nahIM hue haiN| prabhuzrI-marubhUmi ho aura vahA~ jAnA ho to khUba pAnI bhara lete haiM na? bIcameM, adhabIcameM yadi pAnI na rahe to bhaTakatA phire, kaMTha sUkhe aura kaisI vedanA ho? vaha to bhoganevAleko hI patA lagatA hai| madhyameM honese na idhara jA sakatA hai aura na udhara aura 'pAnI, pAnI' karatA hai| aise samayameM yadi eka meghavRSTi ho jAya aura pAnI bhara jAya to phira pyAsa rahe? na rhe| vaise hI isa jIvako

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234 upadezAmRta saMyoga prApta huA hai to ceta jAnA caahiye| usa sthAna para pAnI to barasatA hai para usake apane avasara para / usa avasara para pAnI bhara lenA caahiye| to bAdameM kAmameM AtA hai, anyathA maranA par3atA hai| __ mumukSu-yahA~ mujhe tIna varSa hue, para paramakRpAludevakI kRpAse aisA kaha sakatA hU~ ki aba mujhe anya kucha icchA nahIM rhtii| yahI icchA hai ki satpuruSake vacanameM dRr3ha zraddhA ho / sira jAya to bhale jAya, para vahI dRr3ha hotI rhe| prabhuzrI-yaha bhAva hai aura icchA hai to prApti hotI hai| jar3ako hogI? sukhaduHkha bhogate hoM to, usakI icchA kI thI isaliye milA hai| jaisI icchA aura bhAva hote haiM vaisA milatA hai| ataH anya sabako aba chor3a de| pitAke binA putra nhiiN| usake binA kAma nahIM bnegaa| kevala itanI hI kasara hai| 'nahIM choDu re dAdAjI, tAro cheddlo|' itanI pahacAna kara le| svayaM apane AtmAko mAnatA hai| isameM anya kauna karegA? vizvAsa rakhanA yA na rakhanA, yaha kise kahanA hai? isa jIvako manuSyabhava durlabha kahA gayA hai, use prAptakara kucha karatA hai to usakA phala milatA hai| tyAga aura vairAgya do bar3I vastue~ haiN| tyAga kare to usakA phala mile binA trikAlameM bhI na rhegaa| hAthameMse bAjI nikala gayI to kucha patA nahIM lgegaa| tyAga aura vairAgya isa jIvako avazya kartavya hai| manuSyabhavameM jitanA tyAga huA, vaha saMcita hokara sAthameM AyegA, anya nahIM aayegaa| ataH yaha kartavya hai| [eka bahanane cauthe vratakI pratijJA lI] yaha manuSyabhava prApta kara sabase bar3A vrata cauthA mahAvrata (pUrNa brahmacarya) hai| jisane use grahaNa kiyA aura tyAga-vairAgya karatA hai, use devagati prApta hotI hai| jahA~se bhUlA vahIMse phira gina / aghaTita kArya kiye hoM to unheM punaH na karanekI pratijJA lekara phirase vrata grahaNa kr| 'merA merA' kara rahe haiN| strI-puruSa kahA~ hai? eka AtmA hai| jJAnIne use jAnA hai aura usakI sAmagrI hai use, vaha jAnatA hai| anya ajJAna hai| koI kisIkA nahIM huA / mAyA hai, chor3a de, jAne de| abhIse samajha jA, to kalyANa hogaa| yahA~ bahutase uttama jIva haiM, unakA kalyANa hogaa| unake lakSyameM AyA aura nizcita huA tabhIse tyAga hai| yaha mahAvrata hai, yaha bar3ese bar3A vrata hai| "sabako kama karate karate jo abAdhya anubhava rahatA hai vaha AtmA hai|" yaha mAtapitAke jaisA btaayaa| ise mAnya karanA caahiye| spaSTa likha diyA hai| yaha mohakI jAla hai, isakI ciMtA karatA hai aura saMbhAla karatA hai| AtmAkI to thor3I bhI ciMtA nahIM hai ki maiM kauna hU~, kahA~se AyA hU~, merA svarUpa kyA hai, aura merA kyA hogA? jitanA gur3a DAloge utanA mIThA hogaa| kahanemeM kucha kamI nahIM rakhI hai| apUrva bAta kI hai! jitanA ho sake utanA tyAga kreN| anya apanA nahIM hai, isIliye kahanA hai / karanese hI chuTakArA hai| kisake sAtha jAnevAlA hai ki yaha 'merA merA' kara rahA hai? tA. 16-1-36, sabere 1. mumukSu-DhelekI pratimA nahIM bntii| pattharakI pratimA banatI hai| 2. mumukSu-para jJAnI gurukI vacanarUpI TA~kIse TA~cane para banatI hai| 1. mumukSu-haribhadrasUrijIne yaha AThadRSTirUpI nakzA taiyAra kiyA hai| jise AtmArUpI makAna

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 235 banAnA ho, usake liye yaha ATha dRSTirUpI nakzA - plAna taiyAra hai| makAna banAnekA nakzA taiyAra honeke bAda IMTa, miTTI, cUnA, lakar3I Adi sAmagrI lAnI cAhiye / vaise hI AtmArthIko AtmaguNarUpI sAmagrI prApta karanI cAhiye, vahI zeSa raha gayI hai / yaha to nakzA taiyAra kara dikhAyA hai / isI taraha kRpAludevane AtmasiddhirUpI khajAnA - nava nidhAnakA bhaMDAra dikhAyA hai, yaha mahAna upakAra kiyA hai| AtmasiddhijI bhI AtmArUpI makAna banAnekA mahAna nakzA hai| aisA huA ho to kAle nAgako dekhakara bhI kiMcit bhI bhayako prApta nahIM hotA / 3. mumukSu - "vartamAna A kALamAM, mokSamArga bahu lopa; vicAravA AtmArthIne, bhAkhyo atra agopya. " samAgama jIvakI vRtti, bhAvameM parivartana kara DAlatA hai| zravaNa aura bodhase kArya hogA / usa para bhAvanA kare to prIti jAgRta hotI hai| mohako dUra kiye binA mokSa nahIM jA sakate / 1. mumukSu - satsaMgake binA raMga nahIM lagatA yaha to ekadama saccI bAta hai aura AtmArthIke liye hai yaha bhI saca hai / para AtmArthI aisA socakara baiTha jAye to kArya siddha nahIM hotaa| yaha to AtmArthIke sira para bar3I jimmedArI hai| jise kRpAludevakI mAnyatA huI ho use to aisA hotA hai ki maiM jahA~ jahA~ jAU~, vahA~ kRpAludevakA DaMkA bajA dU~ - 'apUrva avasara ovo kyAre Avaze ?' jJAnI mumukSuko jJAna de to mumukSu AtmA arpita kara detA hai "zuM prabhu caraNa kane dharUM ? AtmAthI sau hIna; te to prabhuo Apiyo, vartuM caraNAdhIna. " AmravRkSako pAnI pilAnese Amraphala rasa detA hai, gAyako ghAsa- dAnA denese gAya dUdha detI hai / vaise hI mumukSuko jJAna milanese vaha apane prANa bhI de detA hai / vaha aisA samajhatA hai ki mujhe jo vastu anaMtakAlase nahIM milI vaha dekara bhagavAnane mujha para anahada upakAra kiyA hai / ataH vaha prANa bhI arpaNa kara detA hai / jahA~ para bhole nAsamajha loga dharmako nahIM samajhate ho vahA~ vahA~ para prabhuzrIjIkI padharAvanI karavAkara zrImaMtoMko paisekA sadupayoga karanA cAhiye aura bhole logoMko AtmAkA apUrvalAbha dilavAkara isa AzramarUpI jhoMpar3ImeM Ate karanA cAhiye / prabhuzrI - eka bahana choTI umrakI hai kintu usake bhAva acche haiM, use cauthe vratakI pratijJA lenI hai / AtmA hai / bahina ho, bhAI ho, para manake kAraNa saba hai / bhAva aura lakSya pakar3a liyA to ber3A pAra hai / yaha mahAvrata bar3e se bar3A hai / dhanya hai use jo yaha vrata grahaNa kregaa| yaha vrata hameM aMtaraMgase acchA lagatA hai aura karane yogya hai, ataH yahI karanA caahiye| yaha manuSyabhava to kala calA jAyegA / bahanako yahA~ brahmacAriNI bahanoMke sAtha rahanekI vRtti bhI hai| pudgala vinaSTa ho jAyeMge, nAzavAna haiM, unheM AtmA mAna baiThA hai / vaha to kahIM nahIM milegA, use to jJAnIne jAnA hai / jJAniyoMne manuSyabhavako durlabha batAyA yaha zreSTha bAta hai / isa bhavameM AtmA eka na eka dina mokSa prApta karegA, jar3a nahIM kara sktaa| yaha jIvakA karttavya hai / punaH punaH aisA avasara nahIM milegA / anaMtakAlase bhaTaka rahA hai| sabake pAsa saMyoga aura sAmagrI hai usImeM lavalIna - ekAkAra ho gayA hai / jaise dUdhameM makkhana rahA huA hai vaise / AtmA vaisA nahIM hai, alaga hai / jJAnIpuruSa kitanA kaheM? 'AtmA hai, nitya hai, karttA hai, bhoktA hai, mokSa hai aura mokSakA upAya hai|' ye pada rAmake bANa haiM /

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236 upadezAmRta ceta jAye to bhAgyazAlI hai / pUrvabhavakI ArAdhakatA ho aura bhAgyazAlI ho to ceta jAtA hai / strI, puruSa Adi kucha na dekheM, para AtmAko dekheM - jJAnIpuruSoMne dekhA hai use / maiMne kRpAludevase kahA ki yaha sArA jagata 'bhrama' hai, to kahA ki 'AtmA' ko dekho| phira A~TI par3a gayI ki yaha kyA kahA ? taba kahA ki vicAra karo / AtmAke binA koI kara sakegA? aura suna sakegA ? "jaDa te jaDa traNa kALamAM, cetana cetana tema; pragaTa anubhavarUpa che, saMzaya temAM kema ?" ataH avasara AyA hai, karane yogya hai / usakI jAna pahacAna kareMge to kAma banegA / 1. mumukSu - aba to maiMne apane saba mitroMko batA diyA hai ki maiM badala gayA hU~ aura kRpAludeva tathA prabhuzrIjIko mAnya kiyA hai / to anya loga nahIM mAnate ki aisA ho sakatA hai| taba maiM chAtI Thokakara kahatA hU~ ki aisA hI hai aura aisA hI samajheM, anyathA nahIM / maiM jAnevAlA hU~ / Aja sabhI mumukSubhAiyoMse kahe detA hU~ ki aba mujhe prabhuzrIjIkI kRpAse bahuta bala prApta huA hai| isa bAra mere dina yahA~ bahuta AnaMda utsAhameM bIte haiM kyoMki aba mere pIche svAmI hai / 1 "mane maLyA guruvara jJAnI re, mArI saphaLa thaI jiMdagAnI. zrImad devasvarUpe dIThA, laghurAja prabhu lAgyA mIThA; Atmika jyoti pichAnI re, mArI saphaLa thaI jiMdagAnI. bhAgyodaya thayo mAro Aje, coTI cittavRtti gururAje; kharI karI meM kamANI re, mArI saphaLa thaI jiMdagAnI. dustara bhavasAgara taravAno, dilamAM leza nahIM DaravAno; maLyA sujANa sukAnI re, mArI saphaLa thaI jiMdagAnI. mana vacana kAyA lekhe lagADu, bhakti sudhArasa cAkhuM cakhADuM; bhakti zivakara jANI re, mArI saphaLa thaI jiMdagAnI. " boliye, zrI sadgurudevakI jaya ! yahA~ mujhe aciMtita, akalpita khUba AnaMda AyA hai| pUre jIvanameM aisA AnaMda nahIM AyA / prabhuzrI - mukhya bAta to AtmA, bhAva aura pariNAma / anya kisase saMbaMdha karanA hai ? 2. mumukSu - 'savi jIva karUM zAsanarasI, ovI bhAvadayA mana ullasI / ' prabhuzrI- - uttama jIva hai / mujhe hRdayase acchA lagatA hai / kucha nahIM hai, manuSyabhavameM yahI sAra hai / 1. mujhe jJAnI guru mile haiM jisase merI jiMdagI saphala ho gaI hai| maiMne zrImadko devasvarUpase pahacAnA hai aura laghurAja svAmI mujhe ati priya lagate haiN| Atmika jyotiko maiMne pichAna liyA hai jisase merA janma saphala ho gayA hai| Aja merA ati bhAgyodaya huA hai ki merI cittavRtti gururAjameM lIna ho gaI hai / yahI merI saccI kamAI hai jisase merA janma saphala ho gayA hai| dustara bhavasAgara tiraneke liye mujhe hRdayameM lezamAtra bhI Dara nahIM hai kyoMki sujJa kevaTa mila gaye haiM jisase merA janma saphala ho gayA hai| zivajIbhAI kahate haiM ki aba maiM manavacana-kAyAko zivakara bhaktimeM lagAkara saphala karU~ aura bhakti-sudhArasakA svayaM AsvAda lU~ tathA dUsaroMko bhI usakA svAda cakhAU~, isImeM merI jIvanakI saphalatA hai /

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upadezasaMgraha-1 237 tA. 16-1-36,zAmako 1. mumukSu-"manarUpI yogameM tAratamyasahita jo koI cAritrakI ArAdhanA karatA hai vaha siddhi pAtA hai|" isakA kyA artha? 2. mumukSu-bhAvacAritrakI ArAdhanAse 'chUTa jAU~, chUTa jAU~' aisI bhAvanA hotI hai| prabhuzrI-mUla bAta bhAva hI hai| "bhAve jinavara pUjiye, bhAve dIje dAna; bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIo, bhAve kevaLajJAna." mukhya do bAta haiM-bhAva aura pariNAma / yaha sAmagrI AtmAke pAsa hai| jar3ake jar3a pariNAma aura cetanake cetana pariNAma yaha samajhanekA hai| eka vizvAsa aura vaisI pratIti isa jIvako nahIM hai| marmameM bAta kahI hai ki 'saddhA parama dullhaa|' yaha barAbara hai aura mAnya hai| yaha bar3I bAta hai| kRpAludevane kahA hai ki tumhArI derIse dera hai| murdA to nahIM hai? AtmA hai| bhAva AnA caahiye| 1'jevA bhAva tevA prabhu phale, bhabhbhA bhajanathakI bhaya Tale / ' 2. mumukSu-stavanameM AtA hai, 2'ruci anuyAyI vIrya, caraNadhArA sadhe / ' jaisI ruci hotI hai vaise bhAva prakaTa hote haiN| prabhuzrI-bhagavAnane kahA hai aura jJAnI jAnate haiN| jaise bhAva aura ruci hotI hai use jJAnI jAnate haiN| koI to thor3ese samayameM karoDoM karma kSaya kara detA hai, vaha bhI bhAvase hI hotA hai| 3. mumukSu-cAritra AtmAkA dharma hai| vaha samarUpa hai| moha arthAt darzanamoha aura kSubhita karanevAlA cAritramoha, ina donoMse rahita samabhAva hai| bhAvamana to AtmA hai| vaha mana zraddhAkI ora jhukatA hai, phira cAritra prakaTa hotA hai| kaSAya cAritrako Avarita karanevAlA hai| use to vaha heya jAnatA hai aura chor3atA hai vaise vaise cAritra prakaTa hotA hai / bAhya aura AbhyaMtara kriyAoMkA ruka jAnA cAritra hai| tabhI yathArtha bhAvacAritra hotA hai| manake kAraNa saba hai| jaba taka mana bAhyameM hotA hai, taba taka cAritra nahIM aataa| manakI sthiratA hI cAritra hai, vahA~ mana vazameM rahatA hai| 2. mumukSu-aMtarAya karma kSaya ho taba lAbha aura kevalajJAna prakaTa hotA hai| 3. mumukSu-aMtarAyakarmake kSaya hone para anaMtadAna, anaMtalAbha, anaMtavIrya, anaMtabhoga, anaMta upabhoga prakaTa hote haiN| yahA~ eka sthAna para zaMkAkArane TIkA kI hai ki jJAniyoMne to saba chor3A hai aura ye to anaMta bhogate haiM aisA huaa| isakA kyA artha samajheM? bhoga do prakArake haiM-bAhya aura AbhyaMtara / bhagavAna to una donoMse rahita haiN| jisa prakAra 'ghIkA ghar3A' meM ghar3A ghIkA kahalAyA, para vAstavameM to ghI aura ghar3A bhinna-bhinna haiN| ghar3A to miTTIkA hai| isI prakAra samavasaraNameM bhagavAnakI jo vibhUtiyA~ hotI haiM ve to puNyakI vibhUti haiN| usake bhogameM unako kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| vaha to sahaja svabhAvase puNyAnusAra hotA rahatA hai aura pUrvabaddha Akara calA jAtA hai| ve to usameM ekadama udAsIna haiM. unheM kacha bhI harSazoka nahIM hai| 1. jaise bhAva hote haiM vaise hI prabhu pariNamita hote haiM arthAt phala milatA hai| bhajanase saMsArabhaya dUra hotA hai| 2. rucike anusAra vIryakA pravartana hotA hai arthAt zraddhAke anusAra jIvakI pravRtti hotI hai|

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238 upadezAmRta 4. mumukSu-mujhe lagatA hai ki abhI taka zarIrake jo bhoga the unake sthAna para jo AMtarika guNa prakaTa hue, unake prakaTa honese Atmika bhoga bhogate haiM jo anaMta lAbha, anaMtavIrya Adi sphurita hote haiM unheM bhogate haiM, anya paudgalika bhoga nhiiN| 5. mumukSu-yahA~ puNya-prakRtike bhogakA kathana nahIM hai| vIrya to AtmAkA guNa hai| pahale bhAva paravaza the ve karma AvaraNake haTa jAnese svavaza ho gaye, kyoMki svayaMmeM anaMta vIrya prakaTa huaa| yahI kahanA hai| stavanameM AtA hai ki "dAna vighana vArI sau janane, abhayadAna pada daataa|" jo apane pariNAmakA dAna anyameM hotA thA vaha aba svayaMmeM hotA hai aura anyake saMsAra-pariNAma badalakara apanemeM (AtmAmeM) karavAte haiM arthAt abhayadAna dete haiN| kevalajJAna to sabakA samAna hotA hai, kintu yahA~ apane svarUpake vIryAMtarAyakA kSaya batAnA hai| prabhuzrI-hAthIke pA~vameM sabhI samA jAte haiN| cetana aura jar3a do padArtha haiM, inameM saba samA jAtA hai| aura kyA kahe? 'sarva jIva che siddha sama, je samaje te thaay|' samajhe binA saba adhUrA hai| vyavahArase karmakI bAta hai| tA.24-1-36 prabhuzrI-ise sunanese, isa para zraddhA karanese aura yahI karanese chuTakArA hai| 'eka marajiyA sauko bhArI' vaise hI yadi yaha jIva taiyAra ho jAya to saba kara sakatA hai| 1. mumukSu-sAheba, koI eka varSase to koI do, pA~ca, paMdraha varSase samAgama kara rahe haiM, phira bhI abhI yogyatAkI kamI kyoM raha gayI? prabhuzrI-sabako eka tarAjU para kaise taulA jAya? bhinna bhinna tarAjU honA cAhiye / arthAt tarAjU bhale hI eka ho para pratyekako bhinna bhinna prakArase taulA jAtA hai| 'egaM jANai se savvaM jaanni|' kucha kriyA kare usakA phala milatA hai| kriyA kucha bA~jha nahIM hotii| bahuta sAdhana kiye| 'tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo / ' mumukSu-bAta to siddhazilAkI karanA, kintu karaneke liye khar3A na honA to bAta kaise banegI? prabhuzrI-yaha to pA~va uThAye, tabhI vahA~ jA sakate haiN| dIkSA le, saba kare to usakA bhI phala milatA hai| 'palameM pragaTe mukha aaglse|' yaha saba sunakara khar3A ho jA na? peTameM churI bhoMkakara mara jAnA caahiye| saMsArakA sevana bhI karanA aura mokSa bhI jAnA, yaha nahIM ho sktaa| saba chor3anA hI pdd'egaa| chor3e binA mukti nahIM hai| patrameM par3hate haiM ki eka satpuruSako DhU~Dho / phira, aba kyA zeSa rahA? isa para zraddhA karanese, ise sunanese kAma bana jaayegaa| nimitta mile to saba kucha ho sakatA hai| bAhara baiThe hoM to yahA~kI vANI sunAI degI kyA? yahA~kA nimitta hai to yahIMke paryAya pdd'eNge| yaha to AsravameM saMvara aura saMvarameM Asrava hai| kyA yaha mithyA hai? ye saba pAgala jaisI bAteM karate haiM-sira para svAmI hai, svAmI kiyA hai isaliye bolate haiM to bhI Apatti nhiiN| vItarAga mArga hai| saba mata, gaccha haiM, para yaha sabase zreSTha hai| anyatra aisA nahIM hai| ye sAdhu haiN| inheM do hajAra rupaye deMge to AyeMge? svecchAse Aye, para ye bhI AtmA haiM na? hamane choTI umrameM dIkSA lI ataH sarvatra vAha! vAha! ho gyii| aba to vaha bhI kAlA ho gyaa| saphedameM dAga dikhAI de, para kAlemeM dikhAI

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upadezasaMgraha-1 239 nahIM detA; yoM yaha saba kAlA hai, mAtra eka satpuruSa hI ujale haiN| caMdrameM kalaMka hai yaha sabhI kahate haiM, para 'taveko koI nahIM khtaa| 'ANAe dhammo ANAe tavo' isImeM saba A gayA hai, kucha zeSa nahIM rahatA / paramakRpAludevakI sAdhusaMbaMdhI sabhI bAtoMse hameM saMtoSa huA hai| sAdhu kauna? 'AtmajJAna tyAM munipnnuN|' tA. 25-1-36, sabere patrAMka 727kA vAcana "alpa Ayu aura aniyata pravRtti, asIma balavAna asatsaMga, pUrvakI prAyaH anArAdhakatA, balavIryakI hInatA aise kAraNoMse rahita koI hI jIva hogaa| aise isa kAlameM, pUrvakAlameM kabhI bhI na jAnA huA, pratIta na kiyA huA, ArAdhita na kiyA huA aura svabhAvasiddha na huA huA aisA 'mArga' prApta karanA duSkara ho isameM Azcarya nahIM hai / tathApi jisane use prApta karaneke sivAya dUsarA koI lakSya rakhA hI nahIM vaha isa kAlameM bhI avazya usa mArgako prApta karatA hai|" prabhuzrI-jIvako vicAra AyA hI nahIM / kAma banA de itanA saba kucha hai, phira bhI isa sthAna para kucha kare to abhI karane yogya hai| mAtra isa jIvakI hI bhUla hai| aba boliyegA nhiiN| itanA samajhane yogya hai| yadi isane kucha kiyA to basa; yahI cAbI hai| yaha bAta bahuta joradAra hai| taiyAra ho jA, terI derameM dera hai, aba kyA hai? aisA vaisA kathana nahIM hai| marate hueko jIvita karatA hai| satpuruSoMne mare hueko jIvita kiyA hai| hiMmata na haareN| 1. mumukSu-hiMmata hAranI nahIM hai| aba to marajiyA honA hai| Apane kahA thA ki sira para satpuruSa haiM, sAthameM haiM aura unakI himmata hai, taba phira himmata kisaliye hAreM? prabhuzrI-yahI kartavya hai| himmata nahIM hAranI caahiye| 2. mumukSu-vItarAga mArgameM pravRtti hai, taba hiMmata kyoM hAre ? prabhuzrI-gira gaye to khar3e ho jAiye, phira kaise cala nahIM pAyeMge? cala paayeNge| patA nahIM hai| koI yadi gire to use khar3A ho jAnA caahiye| aba kyA hai? par3A rahanA hI nahIM hai| khar3A ho jaa| bhUlA vahIMse phira gina, samajhA tabhIse saberA, punaH juTa jA na? svacchaMdane burA kiyA hai| anya kisIkA doSa nahIM hai| baiThA hai vahA~se aba khar3A ho jaa| abhI jo dazA hai vaha to tU girA huA hai, vahA~se khar3A honA hai| jAgRta hue binA chuTakArA hI nahIM hai| "sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra zo? samajye jinasvarUpa.'' camatkAra hai! yaha to ciMtAmaNi hai! kisIko patA nahIM hai| 'oho! isameM kyA hai?' aisA kahatA hai para yaha to nidhAna hai, sunane yogya hai, rakhane yogya hai| sAhasa rakhane jaisA hai| yaha A gayA to prakAza ho jAyegA, bhava Tala jaayeNge| cittameM kacarA hai, kamI hai| jIva to bhale haiM para yogyatAkI kamI hai| vahI kregaa| isake sivAya anya koI nahIM hai| yaha to hai hI, hAtha A gayA to kAma ho gayA! 'to' teraha manakA hai| A jAye to kucha nahIM, dera nahIM lgegii| do bAtakI 1. mUla zabda 'kalADo' hai jisakA artha miTTIkA roTI seMkanekA tavA hotA hai|

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240 upadezAmR AvazyakatA hai: nimitta aura upAdAna / donoM mile to kAma bne| eka pahiyese gAr3I nahIM cala sktii| do pahiye ho to gAr3I calatI hai / isa paMcamakAlameM satpuruSa, usakI AjJA Adi prApta hue phira bhI yaha jIva karatA nahIM / yaha to isIkI bhUla hai / jIva taiyAra hI nahIM huA hai| taiyAra ho e / kamI hai| khar3e ho jAie, mAnya kIjiye / kyA mAra khAnI hai ? aba ahaMkAra hI ahaMkArameM rahatA hai / yadi eka "jJAna, garIbI, guruvacana, narama vacana inakuM kabhI na chAMDiye, zraddhA, zIla, sabase namra bana jAnA cAhiye / ahaMkAravAleko mokSa nahIM hai| mAra khAyeM, mAre- kUTe to bhI kSamA kareM, anya bAta nahIM / isake sivAya anyase to chuTakArA nahIM hai / nahIM to mara ! gode khA / (AtmA) 'hai' para yoM hI dikhAI degA kyA ? hai; jaise koI prAkRtika uga nikalA ho ! jAtA bhI nahIM, banatA bhI nahIM / mIThI kuIkA pAnI, vaha kabhI khArA hogA kyA ? aura khArI kuIkA kabhI mIThA hogA kyA? basa, samajha jAyeM / "jisane sAre jagatakA ziSya honerUpa dRSTikA vedana nahIM kiyA hai vaha sadguru honeke yogya nahIM hai / " vaha camatkArI vAkya hai ! abhI taka vicAra nahIM kiyA hai / mujhe sAre jagatakA ziSya banane deM / "AtmA vinayI hokara, sarala aura laghutvabhAva prApta kara, sadaiva satpuruSake caraNakamalameM rahA, to jina mahAtmAoMko namaskAra kiyA hai una mahAtmAoMkI jisa jAtikI riddhi hai, usa jAtikI riddhi saMprApta kI jA sakatI hai / " yaha ciMtAmaNi kahalAtA hai / yaha le aura yaha de aisA nahIM hai| aba to cetiye, jAgRta hoiye, jAgRta hoiye ! yaha burA, yaha durbala aisA nahIM dekhanA hai / jaisA hai vaisA hai| rAta hai so rAta hai, dina hai so dina hai| rAta so dina nahIM, dina so ta nahIM / namra honA par3atA hai, kaThora nahIM bananA cAhiye / nirdoSa; saMtoSa. " tA. 25-1-36, zAmako 1 mAtApitA jaisI zikSA hai / AtmAkI janmamaraNase chUTanekI bAta hai / saMsArameM moha hai| ina strI, putra, makAna, paisA, pada AdimeM 'merA-merA' ho rahA hai, yahI baMdhana hai, parabhavameM bhaTakAnevAlA hai / krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobhakA jIvane yadi bahuta abhyAsa rakhA to vaha abhyAsa narakameM le jAnevAlA hai / aisA manuSyabhava prApta kiyA hai - pazu, kauve, kutteko to kahA nahIM jA sakatA, ataH sAvadhAna honA cAhiye / are ! strI, putra aura paisemeM Asakta rahakara sira phor3a ! -cAra gatimeM bhaTakegA / jIvako taraneke liye jitanA ho sake utanA yathAzakti tyAga karanA cAhiye / tyAgake binA mokSa nahIM hogA / chor3anA par3egA / deha chUTegI taba kucha sAtha nahIM AyegA / ataH tyAga bar3I cIja hai | paradezameM dharma hogA, bAteM hotI hogI, para yaha sthAna bhinna hai / mArga bhinna hai / marma samajhanA cAhiye / udaya karma ho- ghara, strI, bacce, paisA ho; para usameMse jitanA ho sake utanA tyAga karanA cAhiye / saba na chor3A jA sake to thor3A bhI tyAga karanA cAhiye / yaha nIMva hai / yaha marma kisIko samajhameM nahIM AyA hai / marmako chAtImeM, hRdayameM rkheN| sAr3he tIna hAthakI jagahameM jalA DAleMge / dharma sAthameM AyegA aura yahI sahAyaka hai, anyathA bhavabhavameM bhttkegaa| sabase uttama manuSyabhava pAkara sabako avazya mUla bAtakI ora kadama bar3hAnA cAhiye / parastrIkA tyAga karanA cAhiye / isameM bhI cauthe mahAvratako mahAna kahA hai| usake liye taiyAra ho jaayeN| isa jagatameM anya viSayabhoga, ha~sanA

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upadezasaMgraha-1 241 bolanA karate haiM ve duHkhadAyI aura viSa haiN| puruSa ho to strIkI ora dRSTi nahIM rakhanI cAhiye / isa jIvako jo chor3anA hai vaha bhinna hai| isa samaya dikhAyI de ki yaha bhoga rahA hai, para vAstavameM nahIM bhogatA; aura nahIM bhogatA to bhI bhoga rahA hai| ataH viSayakA tyAga karanA cAhiye / vItarAganeparamakRpAludevane anaMta dayA lAkara batAyA hai ki itanA to samajhe "nIrakhIne navayauvanA, leza na viSayanidAna; gaNe kASThanI pUtaLI, te bhagavAna samAna. 1" yaha jIva kuchako kucha samajha baiThA hai| aisA na karake barAbara vicAra karanA caahiye| isa zarIrameM pIpa, carbI, khUna, haDDiyA~, viSTA Adi haiN| isameM AtmA mAna liyA yahI ajJAna hai| 'yaha puruSa hai, yaha strI hai' yaha ajJAna hai| yaha saba chor3anA hogaa| tere basameM nahIM ki tU jAne, yaha to jJAnI hI jAnate haiN| mAtra tyAga, tyAga aura tyAga hI cAhiye / deha jAye to bhale hI jaaye| yaha (ajJAna) chor3anese ajara, amara ho jaaoge|| "A saghaLA saMsAranI, ramaNI nAyakarUpa; - e tyAgI, tyAgyuM badhuM, kevaLa zokasvarUpa. 2" isa saMkaTako pahale miTAnA hai! "eka viSayane jItatAM, jItyo sau saMsAra; nRpati jItatAM jItiye, daLa, pura ne adhikAra. 3" isa viSayako hI jItanA hai, anya kAma nahIM hai| abhI kahatA hai ki maiMne khAyA, maiMne piyA, yaha AtmAkA sukha nahIM hai| yaha saba pudgala hai| ise apanA mAnA yahI janmamaraNa hai| ___viSayarUpa aMkurathI, TaLe jJAna ne dhyAna; leza madirApAnathI, chAke jyama ajJAna. 4" madirApAna kare to nazA aura viSa car3hatA hai, pAgala jaisA bolatA hai, jisase jJAna aura dhyAna jaisI vastukA patA nahIM lgtaa| kisa kAmameM saMlagna ho rahA hU~? kisI gurugamase, kisI bhedI manuSyase jJAna aura dhyAnako samajha le aura sAvadhAna ho jaa|| "je navavADa vizuddhathI, dhare ziyaLa sukhadAI; bhava teno lava pachI rahe, tattva vacana o bhAI. 5" khetameM bADa lagAnese pazu, jAnavara, manuSyase rakSA hotI hai, vaisI hI ye nau bADeM banAyI gayI haiN| bar3A bhArI kAma hai! yaha saMsArakI mAyA hai vaha tU nahIM hai| terA AtmA hai| yaha saba chodd'| dhyAna dene yogya hai| yaha (brahmacarya) badese bar3A vrata hai| dRSTi, vArtAlApa, bolane-ha~sanese pIche haTa; yaha tU nahIM hai| tU aisA karane jAtA hai to maratA hai, tujhe patA nahIM hai| tU samajhatA hai ki isameM kyA hai? bolatA hU~ isaliye kucha Apatti nahIM, para jJAnIne AtmAko jAnA hai, aisA bheda anya koI nahIM jAna skaa| mAtra bheda jAnanekI AvazyakatA hai| jaba taka AtmAko nahIM jAnA taba taka anyako hI AtmA mAna baiThA hai, aura usase naraka, tiryaMca AdimeM bhaTaka rahA hai| ataH tyAga hI karanA caahiye| cauthA vrata sabase bar3A hai| "suMdara ziyaLa surataru, mana vANI ne deha; je nara nArI sevaze, anupama phaLa te teha. 6" ____Jain Educati. ....

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242 upadezAmRta surataru-kalpavRkSake samAna phala denevAlA hai| mana, vacana, deha ye to viSa haiN| jo nara-nArI isa vratakI bhAvanA aura pAlana kareMge, ve anupama phala prApta kreNge| ___ "pAtra vinA vastu na rahe, pAtre Atmika jJAna; pAtra thavA sevo sadA, brahmacarya matimAna. 7' pAtrake binA vastu nahIM raha sakatI, kyoMki vastuke liye pAtra caahiye| jaise pAnI Adike liye pAtra cAhiye, vaise hI pAtratAke liye brahmacarya hai| yaha bar3A stambha hai| yadi mana viSaya-vikArameM jAye to kaTArI lekara mara jAnA, viSa bhakSaNa kara lenA / jIvako AtmAkA bhAna nahIM hai, patA nahIM hai| eka mAtra sAra vastu bar3Ise bar3I brahmacarya hai-apanI yA parAyI strIkA sevana nahIM karanA / saMpUrNa loka strIse ba~dhA hai, jisase janmamaraNa prApta hoNge| ataH ise chor3a de / chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| yaha camatkArI bAta hai! ataH jo yaha vrata grahaNa kareMge unakA kAma bana jaayegaa| vItarAga mArga apUrva hai! jitanA kare utanA kama hai! 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe'-phira avasara nahIM aayegaa| apanese jitanA ho sake utanA tyAga karanA caahiye| tA. 26-1-36, sabere vRtti burA kara detI hai, jIvakA Atmahita nahIM hone detii| isa samaya to vizeSa karanA caahiye| AnaMdaghanajI bhagavAnane kahA hai ki 1"dhAra taravAranI sohalI, dohalI caudamA jina taNI caraNasevA; dhAra para nAcatA dekha bAjIgarA, sevanA dhAra para rahe na devA." pukAra kara kahA hai! kuTuMba, viSaya, kaSAya mahA anartha hai| ye saba to anartha karanevAle haiN| yadi bodha grahaNa kiyA to usakA kAma ho gayA aura yadi nahIM kiyA to vaha raha gyaa| "saha sAdhana baMdhana thayAM raho na koI upAya: satsAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya?' saba kucha raha jAtA hai| AtmAko bhAvanA, ciMtana, AlocanA karanI hai| para jIva bAharakA dekhakara magna ho gayA, phisala gayA-yahI bhulAvA hai| 'mukha Agala hai, kaha bAta kahe?' isa bAtakI kamI rahI hai, arthAt itanI pAtratA nahIM hai, isaliye ye isameM nahIM ddaalte| pAtratA ho to abhI DAla deN| yahI kamI hai| mujhe to yahI dikhAI detA hai| halavAIkI baccIko khAjAkA cUrA khAneko milatA hai, isaliye vaha (duSkAlake samaya) garIboMko dekhakara kahe ki "ye saba bhUkhe kyoM mara rahe haiM? cUrA kyoM nahIM khA lete?" vaise hI isa jIvakI yogyatAkI kamI hai| satsaMgakA duSkAla hai| aba kyA kiyA jAya? kahiye, kucha bAta kiijiye| 1. mumukSu-bhUtakAlake sAdhana to vyartha gaye, para aba vartamAna kAlake vyartha na cale jAye aisA karanA hai| 1. bhAvArtha-talavArakI dhAra para calanA sarala hai kiMtu caudahaveM bhagavAnakI caraNasevA muzkila hai, kyoMki naTa loga talavArakI dhAra para calate dikhAI dete haiM parantu bhagavAnakI sevArUpI dhAra para devatA bhI nahIM cala skte| Jain Education international

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vaha upadezasaMgraha-1 243 2. mumukSu-yogyatA prApta kiye binA, taiyAra hue binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| satsaMgake yogakI vizeSa ArAdhanA karanI cAhiye / "parama zAMtipadakI icchA kareM, yahI hamArA sarva sammata dharma hai| aura isI icchA hI icchAmeM vaha mila jAyegA, ataH nizcita raheM / maiM kisI gacchameM nahIM, para AtmAmeM hU~, ise na bhuuleN|" prabhuzrI-kyA nahIM hai? kaunasI vastu nahIM hai? AtmAke pAsa kyA nahIM hai? anya koI, bApa de sake aisA ho to kaho / mAtra eka AtmA hI degaa| yaha nizcita kara leN| yaha nizcita nahIM huA, yahI bhUla hai| yahI karanA hai| yaha nizcita karanekI hI jarUrata hai| yaha bAta aisI hI hai| 'bharata ceta!' aisA koI Akara kahatA thaa| unake samAna to koI taiyAra bhI nahIM hai, saba samajhanekI bAta hai| bAta Azcaryajanaka hai! 'savaNe nANe vinANe' kucha kama kahA hai ? are! tumhArA kAma ho gayA! nitya prati bAta karate hoM to kabhIkabhAra nikala bhI jAye, vaha bhI anajAnemeM jAya! yaha barAbara hai| sat smjheN| kahanekA tAtparya ki taiyAra ho jaayeN| zukadevajIko kahA ki svaccha hokara aao| yoM patA laganese saba hogaa| yaha saba satsaMgake binA nahIM hogaa| ye vacana jJAnIke haiM, yaha jo bAta kahI vahI hai| kisIkA bala nahIM ki satsaMgake binA prApta kara le| samAgamameM Aye. jate paDe. bhAleM barase to bhI pIche na haTe, taba kAma banatA hai| 'pavanase bhaTakI koyala', 'paMkhIkA melA!' ye bhAI bahana, mAtA-pitA na dekheN| yaha kucha nahIM, mAtra eka aatmaa| yaha bAta dUsarI calatI hai| yaha tuma nahIM ho| ye jo baniyA, brAhmaNa, pATIdAra kahalAte haiM vaha bAta nahIM hai| kucha anya karanA hai aura vaha dikhalAnA hai-yaha bAta adbhuta hai! kucha aura hI karanA hai| kyA? dRSTi-bheda karanA hai| taiyAra hokara Ao, yogyatA to cAhiye hii| yaha bAta karate hue to paryAya praveza kara rahI hai aura bAta kAma A rahI hai, lAbha hogA-kAnameM par3I yA nahIM? yaha bAta bahuta joradAra hai, Azcaryajanaka hai! para use lokadRSTimeM nikAla dete haiN| satsaMgakI to jJAnI bhI prazaMsA karate haiN| taba phira hameM bhI usI AdhAra para baiThA rahanA hai| aba kucha upAya hai? 2. mumukSu-upAya to jisakA jo hotA hai vahI ho sakatA hai, anya nhiiN| yogyatA lAneke liye AraMbhase aMta taka satsaMga aura satpuruSa hI hai| prabhuzrI-isa bAtako manA to kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai? upekSA nahIM kara sakate / paraMtu yahA~ para anya kucha kahanA hai, vaha kyA hai? 3. mumukSu-vItarAgamArga AtmabhAvasvarUpa yA pariNAmasvarUpa hai| vaha asatsaMgake kAraNa viparIta pravartita ho rahA hai, taba AtmabhAvanA kisa prakAra kI jAya? bhAvoMmeM parivartana karanA hai aura parivartana karanese hI kAma bnegaa| prabhuzrI- "mA ciTThaha, mA jaMpaha, mA ciMtaha kiM vi jeNa hoI thiro| ___ appA appammi rao, iNameva paraM have jjhANaM / / " karmako bhUta samajhanA caahiye| bhUtako nikAlane para hI manuSya acchA hotA hai| 4. mumukSu-bhUtako nikAlaneke liye bhopA cAhiye, vaha btaaiye| prabhuzrI-Apa anajAna nahIM hai| bedhar3aka bAta kI hai : 'pAve nahi gurugama binA' yahI aMtima chora hai, yahI nibaTArA hai| yaha bAta bahuta gahana hai, abhI samajhane yogya hai| guru kyA hai? yaha

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244 upadezAmRta samajhane yogya hai / yaha saba bAta jo abhI kI hai vaha svarNamudrAke samAna hai / 'satsaMga karU~, satsaMga karU~' aisA jIvako huA hI nahIM hai / kyoM ? isaliye ki aisA huA hI nahIM hai / yaha pratyakSa vighna hai, aisA jIvako huA hI nahIM hai / vaha kyA hai ? isa jIvako eka hI cAhiye, kyA ? Apa jAnate haiM / jIyeM taba taka karate raheM, lakSyameM rakheM, bhUle nahIM / jJAnIkA kahA huA hai - 'satpuruSArtha' / isake binA kucha ho sakatA ho to kaho / yahI mArga hai| yaha sabakA sAra hai, bahuta camatkArI hai, vAstavika aura samajhane yogya hai! yogyatAke binA nahIM A sakatA / satpuruSArthase hI AtA hai / yaha bAta golagola kI hai, kisIko patA nahIM laga sakatA / samajhanA par3egA, karanA par3egA / kiye binA chuTakArA nahIM hai / royeM, mAra khAyeM, kaTa jAyeM, para yahI karanA hai / isIkI bhAvanA, icchA kareM / yahI karanA hai / karanA par3egA hI / isIke pIche par3eM, anyathA yaha saba bhUla hai / bAta mahAna hai ! bhole-bhAloMkI samajhameM nahIM A sakatI, bAta gahana hai / I tA. 26-1-36, zAmako 'upadeza chAyA' meM se vAcana "chaha khaMDake bhoktA rAja chor3akara cale gaye aura maiM aise alpa vyavahArameM bar3appana aura ahaMkAra kara baiThA hU~, yoM jIva kyoM vicAra nahIM karatA ?" prabhuzrI - cakravartIkA puNya bahuta prabala hotA hai, para use bhI tRNa samAna mAnakara cala nikale / cakravartIke vaibhavake Age kisIkA vaibhava nahIM / caudaha ratna aura nau nidhAnakA svAmitva jinake pAsa ! para use kucha nahIM ginA / bharatako bhI AdarzabhuvanameM kevalajJAna huA / vastuko dekheM to kyA hai ? kevala AtmA / Ter3hA kyA hai ? vibhAva / svabhAvameM ho to saba sIdhA / ataH pukArakara kahate haiM ki 'Apa svabhAvamAM re abadhu sadA maganameM rahenA / ' jIva anya dekhane jAtA hai / " kadama rakhanemeM pApa hai, dekhanemeM jahara hai, aura sira para mauta savAra hai; yaha vicAra karake Ajake dinameM praveza kara |" manuSyadeha prApta kara yaha grahaNa karanA hai / jaba taka yaha deha hai, taba taka saba hogA / Apa mehamAna haiN| kisake liye karanA hai ? ataH ceta jAnA cAhiye / Aja nahIM to kala, tere kuTuMba parivAra, sabhI gaye haiM vaise hI tujhe bhI jAnA hai| to aba kyA karanA hai ? kucha nahIM / isa jIvako vairAgya nahIM AyA hai / vairAgya Aye to saba ThIka ho jAye / kamI vairAgyakI hai| jise tyAga vairAgya hai usakA saba ThIka hai, itanA samajha leM / tyAga aura vairAgya donoM cAhiye / inheM nimitta banAyeM, burA nimitta nikAla de / itanA hI kartavya hai, isImeM lAbha hai / yaha karate karate karma mArga deMge, lAbha hogA / " Ayuke itane varSa bIta gaye to bhI lobha kucha kama na huA, aura na hI kucha jJAna prApta huA / cAhe jitanI tRSNA ho paraMtu Ayu pUrI ho jAne para jarA bhI kAma nahIM AtI, aura 'tRSNA kI ho usase karma hI ba~dhate haiN| amuka parigrahakI maryAdA kI ho, jaise ki dasa hajAra rupayekI, to samatA AtI hai / itanA milaneke bAda dharmadhyAna kareMge aisA vicAra bhI rakhA ho to niyamameM AyA jA sakatA hai / " 1 1. mumukSu - hAthameM kaur3I na ho aura lAkha rupayekI maryAdA kare to ? I prabhuzrI - yaha pariNAmase hotA hai / pariNAma kalpanAvAlA ho tabhI aisA hotA hai / apekSA lekara he ki maiMne bhI isa prakAra kiyA hai yA nahIM ? para yaha galata hai| samajha aisI hai ki dasa hajArakI

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 245 kamAI ho nahIM sakatI aura lAkha rupayekI maryAdA kare to yaha vyartha hai / samajhe binA kalyANa nahIM hotA / saMkSepameM saba kucha para hai, apanA nahIM / 2. mumukSu - parako chor3anA aura apanA karanA / 3. mumukSu - "zuddha, buddha, caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma; bIjuM kahiye keTalUM ? kara vicAra to pAma. ' " prabhuzrI - yaha saba chor3iye / hajAroM bAteM haiM, para saMkSepameM eka aatmaa| hajAroM-lAkhoM bAra bAteM kI, para vaha nahIM / 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re / " yaha ho to samajhameM AtA hai / manuSyabhava prApta kiyA hai to jaba taka zarIra rahe taba taka acchA nimitta banAye rakhanA, chor3anA nhiiN| isase lAbha hogaa| yaha nimitta prApta kiyA to sunaneko milA / manameM bhAvanA kareM ki 'sunatA rahU~, sunatA rahU~ / ' 'maiM jAnatA hU~, maiM samajhatA aisA hotA hai, para alaukika dRSTise samajhA nahIM hai / kyA kare ? tA. 27-1-36, sabere 1 kamI pramAdase hai / pramAdane burA kiyA hai / puruSArtha kiyA hotA to kalyANa ho jAtA / pUrvakAlameM jJAnI mile the, kintu puruSArthake binA vaha yoga niSphala gayA / puruSArthakI kamI hai| yahA~se anyatra jAnA ho to kadama uThAne par3ate hai, puruSArtha karanA par3atA hai / kauve - kutteke janmameM bhI AtmA hai / pUrvakRta puNyase manuSyabhava milA hai, ataH kahate haiM ki cetiye ! aba puruSArthakI AvazyakatA hai| strI, bacce, mAna, bar3appanakI jaisI ciMtA hai vaisI isakI nahIM hai / yahI burA karanevAlA, anartha karanevAlA hai / ataH cetiye! aisI vaisI bAta nahIM hai, ciMtAmaNi ratna hai / "vItarAgakA kahA huA parama zAMta rasamaya dharma pUrNa satya hai, aisA nizcaya rakhanA / " vItarAga kathita aisA anya kucha nahIM hai| zvetAMbara, svAmInArAyaNa, digaMbara Adi bhale hoM, para vItarAgake mArgakI bAta hai / " tU cAhe jisa dharmako mAnatA ho, mujhe usakA pakSapAta nahIM hai / " "jIvake anadhikAritvake kAraNa tathA satpuruSake yogake binA samajhameM nahIM AtA / " ina vacanoMko tIra samajheM; ghoTakara pI jaayeN| 'yaha to maiM jAnatA hU~', aisA karatA hai / para jA mUrkha ! yaha to ciMtAmaNi hai / aisI vaisI bAta nahIM hai / satpuruSake binA samajhameM nahIM AtA - yahI kamI hai, yahI avaguNa hai, yahI bhUla hai, yahI aMdherA hai, jo kahe so / samajha AnI cAhiye / isase bhava sudharegA / terA kAma banegA / bahuta hita hogaa| kyA yaha bAta vicAraNIya nahIM hai ? 'maiM jAnatA hU~' isakA tyAga kara de / khoda khodakara vacana likhe haiM / patA nahIM hai / 'tuMbImeM kaMkara!' yaha bAta aisI vaisI nahIM hai| taiyAra ho jAo / bhale hI Tukar3e ho jAye, cAhe jo ho, para taiyAra ho jAo / yahIM mara jAnA hai| lAkhoM rupaye cale jAye, dehatyAga ho jAye, para taiyAra ho jaao| yaha paisevAlA hai, samajhadAra hai, para dhUla par3e isameM ! samajhadAra kaisA ? isameM kisI para viSamabhAva nahIM hai / yaha bAta karanekI hai / aho ! kyA yaha mAmUlI kamAI hai ? ciMtAmaNi hai ! kisase burA huA ? parabhAvase / parabhAva jaisA anya koI zatru nahIM hai / isa samaya par3e hue ho to khar3e ho jaao| yaha tumhArI dRSTike samakSa pratyakSa hai ki kucha kiyA to kutte-billI ke janmase chUTakara manuSya janma prApta kiyA yA nahIM ? usase to acchA hai na ? yaha

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246 upadezAmRta pratyakSa dekho| kutte-billIko dharmakA yoga nahIM hai| aba manuSyabhavameM yoga hai, taba caturAI dikhA rahA hai| thappar3a mArakara pATha sikhAnA hai, bhUla nikAlanI hai, ulAhanA denA hai| buremeM burA pramAda hai| hamArA kyA hai? kyA ye saba mehamAna nahIM hai? kisI para dveSa nahIM hai| kyA koI amarapaTTA lekara AyA hai ? camatkArI hai! bhUlA vahIMse phira gin|| ____ pahale kisIse RNa le rakhA ho to denA par3egA yA nahIM? RNa cukAnA par3atA hai, vaise hI isa jIvako saba sukha, duHkha-jisane jaisA kiyA ho vaisA phala milatA hai| strI ho to strIko aura puruSa ho to puruSako bhoganA par3atA hai| aba kyA karanA hai? taiyAra honA hai| kauve kutteko nahIM kahanA hai| yahA~ taka Aye ho, sunane baiThe ho to suna rahe ho / vyApAra-dhaMdhekI bAteM karate haiM para ye saba baMdhakA hetu haiN| "sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayAM, rahyo na koI upAya; satsAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya?" saMsArameM saba daur3abhAga aura tUphAna hai| kitane hI mara gaye becAre! mANekajI seTha tumhAre jaise the, para gaye na? aba kahA~se lAyeM? Aja avasara AyA hai| chaha khaMDake bhoktA bharatako kahA ki bharata ceta! cetAyA na? yaha to jAne kitane paisevAlA hai, usakI kucha icchA hI nahIM hai! bAla-bacce, khAne-pInekA ho to sukhI mAne, para yaha to cAra dinakI cA~danI hai! yaha to calA jaayegaa| vAstavameM duHkha kisakA hai? janma-jarA-maraNakA / vaha kisIko na ho aisA kucha hai? isa viSayameM vicAra karanA cAhiye ki yaha bahuta duHkha hai / 'aho dukkho hu saMsAro' aisA kahA hai, vaha camatkArI hai! bhUlA vahIMse phira gina / RSabhadevake putra janma-jarA-maraNase trasita hue, kAryavAhakako rAjya sauMpakara cale gaye aura ve aThThAnaveM hI kevalajJAnako prApta hue| jar3ako kucha kahA jAtA hai? bharatako kahA ki ceta! yoM sAvaceta honA hai| isa bAtako lakSyameM nahIM letaa| kahanekA tAtparya yaha hai ki isa bAtako lakSyameM lo| "he paramakRpAludeva! janma, jarA, maraNAdi sarva duHkhoMkA atyaMta kSaya karanevAlA vItarAga puruSakA mUlamArga Apa zrImAnne anaMta kRpA karake mujhe diyA, usa anaMta upakArakA pratyupakAra karanemeM maiM sarvathA asamartha huuN| phira Apa zrImAn kucha bhI lenemeM sarvathA niHspRha haiM; jisase maiM mana, vacana, kAyAkI ekAgratAse Apake caraNAraviMdameM namaskAra karatA huuN| ApakI paramabhakti aura vItarAga puruSake mUladharmakI upAsanA mere hRdayameM bhavaparyaMta akhaMDa jAgRta raheM, itanA mA~gatA hU~, vaha saphala ho| OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH" yaha bAta kaMThastha kara leN| isa bAtako pacA leN| ise prakaTa na kreN| kisIse kaheM nhiiN| ciMtAmaNikI bhA~ti dhyAnameM rkheN| usa paramakRpAludevako jJAnIne dekhA hai| dekhatA hai? hA~ / jJAnI isase bAteM karate haiN| yaha bAta jar3akI nahIM hai| yahA~ para jo AtmA ho ve saba suniyegaa| kahanA kise hai? AtmAko; jar3ako nhiiN| vAra kare usakI talavAra / yahI kartavya hai| 'paramakRpAludeva'kI bAta kyA sAdhAraNa hai? bahutase loga kahate haiM, 'ye kaise paramakRpAludeva?' para unakI jo dayA pravartamAna hai vaha Azcaryajanaka hai! paisese, sonese, cA~dIse, mahalase kAma nahIM hogaa| aneka bhavoMmeM paise to mile, phira bhI anaMta bhava karane par3e-narakameM gayA, janma-jarA-maraNa kiye vaha bhogatA AyA hai| jIva kaheM yA cetana kaheM usake liye

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 247 yaha bAta hai - 'huM koNa chaM ? kyAMthI thayo ? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM ?' yaha bAta lakSyameM nahIM hai / kitanI bhUla hai ? yaha aisI vaisI bAta nahIM hai / yaha avasara AyA hai isaliye bAta kahI jA rahI hai / yaha kyA sAdhAraNa avasara hai ? kisI bhikhArIko khAnA mila jAya to vaha prasanna hotA hai vaisA yaha dRzya hai-aisA bana AyA hai ! dekhiye na, baiThe haiM sabhI ! niMdA nahIM karanI hai - cupacApa suna rahe haiN| yahA~ to putrakI, strIkI, makAnakI ciMtA; dhana nahIM hai usakI ciMtA / sArA saMsAra AzAmeM haiM - bhIkha, bhIkha aura bhIkha ! tRSNA hai; tRSNA miTI nahIM / kalpanAkA thailA bhare baiThA hai / icchA hI kiyA karatA hai / yahI isakA dhaMdhA hai ! kalpanA, vikalpa, mAna-bar3appanakI icchA; manameM krodha bhI A jAya / apanA kyA hai ? dhikkAra hai use ! jJAnIkA kathana bhinna hai / nATaka, sinemA Adi dekhanekA zauka hai isaliye dekhane jAtA hai| isase tere janmako dhikkAra milA ! kala vRddha ho jAyegA, koI bAta bhI nahIM sunegA / mohane burA kiyA hai / saba para moha; mahala, AbhUSaNa, strI, bacce dekhe ki moha, moha aura moha hI hai ! yaha saba prApta karanekA prayatna karatA hai, para yaha saba to sarvathA nAzavaMta hai / aisI bhAvanAe~ karake anartha kara DAlA / jo vastu sat hai, jisakI bAta karanI hai, vaha nahIM karatA / vyAkhyAna sunatA hai to mAnake liye / saba mAnake bhUkhe haiM / Apa seTha haiM na? Aiye, Age baiThiye / bar3e loga haiM na? ataH Age baiThate haiM, bAtacIta karate haiM / isa mAnane hI burA kiyA hai, anyathA mokSa to yahIM hai| jJAnIpuruSoMne bahuta bAteM kI haiN| hama bhI bahuta bAteM karate the, jJAnI hAtha laga gaye the / ATha nau sAdhu the| choTe bar3e saba samAna nahIM hote| isa saMsArameM sAvadhAna kisase honA hai ? kisIko patA hai ? kyA hai ? Apa samajhadAra haiM, kahiye na / I mumukSu - eka samyagdarzana prApta kara lenA cAhiye / prabhuzrI - yaha to ThIka hai, isako kauna manA kara sakatA hai ? jIvako yahI karanA hai / anya hai ' kyA ? saca hai, sacako jhUTha kaise kaha sakate haiM? yahI karanA hai / isake vartamAnameM bahuta bheda ho gaye haiN| yaha maiMne mAnA so saca hai, yaha nahIM / yaha mAnA vaha saca hai ? sthAna sthAnapara saba mAna baiThe haiM / aisA ho gayA hai / usakI khojameM to koI virale hI hote haiM! to vaha kaisA hogA ? mumukSu - gharakA samakita nahIM karanA hai / bhagavAnakA ho vahI kAmakA hai| loga mAnate haiM para anubhava nahIM hai to vaha nAma samakita hai, bhAva samakita nahIM hai / aise samakita nahIM hotA / prabhuzrI - yaha sugama hai| abhI to aisA (durgama) kahA, aba sugama kaise ho gayA ? jJAnIke vacana kaise nikAla deM? Apake pAsa lAkhoM rupayA honese samakita milegA kyA? bhAva aura pariNAmase milegaa| yaha Apake pAsa hai / choTA bar3A nahIM dekhanA hai / bhAva aura pariNAmameM nihita hai / yaha to sahI hai ki kAraNake binA kArya nahIM hotA - kAraNa aura kArya kahA jAtA hai; vaha hogA to kArya hogA, anyathA nahIM / isIkI kamI hai| ise prApta karanA cAhiye / yaha kaise milegA ? puruSArthase / 1 mumukSu - ' dAna, zIla, tapa, bhAva' prabhuzrI - satpuruSa samAgamase jo hotA hai vaha sIdhA hotA hai| jIva marajiyA hokara puruSArtha kare to mithyAtva jAtA hai / puruSArtha kare to milatA hI hai / kucha puruSArtha karanA cAhiye /

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248 upadezAmRta tA. 27-1-36,zAmako ___ svayaMko samajhanA hai, koI bhI bAta sunakara bAtakA sAra samajhanA cAhiye / bAta bahuta bhArI kI! phira ciMtAmaNi lgegii| saMsAra asArarUpa hai| manuSyabhava pAkara bhI saMsArameM bhaTaka-bhaTakakara narakameM jAtA hai! dhana milegA, rupayA paisA milegA, para ciMtAmaNike samAna AtmA milanA kaThina hai| paisA TakA milegA, para sAr3he tIna hAthakI bhUmi para jalA deNge| rupayA, paisA, strI, bacce koI bhI sAthameM nahIM jaayegaa| koI kisIkA nahIM hai| hai kyA? merA ghara hai? para vaha bhI nahIM rhegaa| jisake liye 'merA merA' kiyA hai, use chor3anA par3A hai| eka suI bhI sAthameM nahIM jAyegI, paisA TakA par3A rhegaa| jIvakA jo eka kartavya hai use to vaha samajhatA nahIM hai| karanA to eka hI hai| mukhya bAta hai : sabake pAsa bhAva hai| bhAva hI satsaMga, sadbodha-pAnI pInese pyAsa bujhatI hai| bhUkhA ho to khAnese tRpti mAnatA hai, para AtmA kabhI khAtA nahIM, maratA nahIM, janmatA nhiiN| AtmAko pahacAnanekI vizeSa AvazyakatA hai| anya to saba kiyA hai, para yaha nahIM kiyA hai| pUrNa bhAgya ho to kAma hotA hai| pAnImeM DUbate hue DubakI lagAne jaisA hai| isa saMsArameM hI DUba rahA hai| saMsArameMse koI nikalatA nhiiN| mAtra jisane bhAvanA kI hai, zaraNa grahaNa kiyA hai, vaha jahAja mile to pAra laga jAtA hai| anya kauna nikala sakatA hai? koI nikala pAyegA? (uThakara jAnevAleko saMbodhita kara) mehamAna hai| ceta jAyeM-do ghar3I dina hai| 'vanase bhaTakI koyala / ' yahA~ baiThe haiM, ye sabhI mehamAna haiN| ye kahIM jAnevAle haiM aura ve bhI kahIM jaayeNge| yaha merI mA~ mausI kahalAtI hai, para AtmA kisIkA putra yA pitA huA hai? saba moha hai, mamatva-mAyA hai| saba mithyA hai| use satya mAnakara sira paTakA hai! bhUsA kUTanese dAne nahIM nikleNge| pAnI bilaunese makkhana nahIM niklegaa| khoTeko kharA mAnA hai| jo karanA hai vaha kyA karanA hai? mumukSu-"dUsarA kucha mata khoja, mAtra eka satpuruSako khojakara usake caraNakamalameM sarva bhAva arpaNa karake pravRtti kiye jaa| phira yadi mokSa na mile to mujhase lenaa|" pahale satsaMga, zravaNa aura avadhAraNA kara pariNAma aura bhAva karane caahiye| prabhuzrI-yadi jIva satpuruSArtha kare to sArA kAma nibaTa jaaye| kisI mahApuruSakI zikSA hai-"dUsarA kucha mata khoja, mAtra eka satpuruSako khojakara usake caraNakamalameM sarva bhAva arpaNa karake pravRtti kiye jaa| phira yadi mokSa na mile to mujhase lenaa|" vizeSa rUpase likhakara rakhane yogya hai| aisA karanA caahiye| koI terA honevAlA nahIM haiN| ataH jIvako yaha karanA hai ki satsaMga kare, isake samAna kamAI kisImeM nahIM hai| do ghaDI samaya jAye to vaha kucha ginatImeM nahIM hai| hamane satsaMgameM bAta sunI yoM kahe para usakA patA nahIM hai, usake mUlyakA patA nahIM hai| jIvako yathArtha vicAra karanA hai| anya kAma karane hoM aura pacAsa rupaye kamAne hoM to daur3akara jAtA hai, para kala subaha mara jAnA hai| punaH punaH aisA avasara kahA~ milegA? ataH lo, kara hI letA hU~, aisA vicAra abhI nahIM AyA hai| yaha jo saba milA hai vaha rahanevAlA nahIM hai, jAnevAlA hai| jo karanA hai usakA patA nahIM hai aura usakI sa~bhAla bhI nahIM hai| sa~bhAla to anya vastuoMkI hai| yaha to mAno karake baiThA hai! karanekA to raha jAtA hai aura na karanekA Age dharatA hai| vyApAra-dhaMdhA, baccoMkI

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upadezasaMgraha-1 249 zAdI Adi karatA hai aura bhAgadaur3a kara mAthApaccI karatA hai! pAnI bilaunese makkhana nahIM niklegaa| mahAna duHkha hai! kise kaheM ? bAta kucha kahane jaisI nahIM hai| kisako kaheM? koI AtmArthI ho to bAta kI jA sakatI hai| isa saMbaMdhameM hI utsukatA rakhanI caahiye| rAta dina bIta rahe haiM para saba vyartha! kucha ginatImeM nhiiN| satsamAgama huA hotA to ginatImeM aataa| pA~ca-paMdraha miniTa satsamAgama ho to bhAgya! aura kahatA hai ki vyAkhyAna sunakara AyA hU~, para phor3a sira / kahanekA kucha aura hai vaha samajhameM nahIM aayaa| aMtaraMgameM vicArakara zraddhA karanI hai| dhairya rakheM to kAma hotA hai| yahI zikSA hai| itanI to zraddhA kara / eka hajAra rupaye prApta kare, para pApakara naraka-tiryaMcameM jAtA hai| kintu isase to devagati hotI hai, anya nhiiN| yahA~se chUTanekI dera hai| khelanA hai to na kheleM kyA? jo karanA hai vaha na kareM kyA? maiM to karU~gA, aisA kahatA hai, para yahI to terI takalIpha hai! avasara nikala gayA to basa ho gayA! maghAkI varSA ho rahI hai, jinake pAsa pAtra the unhoMne bhara liye haiM, ve hI pIyeMge / maghAkA jala mIThA hotA hai, usase roga nahIM hotA, roga miTa jAtA hai, aisA jIvane kiyA nahIM, vaha karanA cAhiye / yaha isake liye, yaha isake liye aisA nahIM; AtmAke liye hI hai| "ceta bharata, ceta!" yoM kahate the, aise cetanA hai / mAtra eka bhAva / yahA~ pA~ca miniTa baiThe to kyA rupayA paisA diyA ki lo, le jAo itanA? mAtra koI eka bAta AtmAke hitakI grahaNa ho gayI to usakA kAma ho gyaa| yahI acchI bAta huI hai| "hameM amuka kArya karanA hai, hA~" yoM isa jIvane hajAroM anya kAma kiye haiM, para yahA~ (satsaMga) karegA to devagati prApta hogii| anyathA phira dhUla phA~ka, dhUe~ke muTe bhara! yaha to terA kAma hogA, janma saphala hogaa| 'manuSya dehakA avasara re, phira phira nahIM mile|" ataH ceta jaa| jo vAra kare usakI talavAra, kare usake bApakA! tere bhAva dekha! tujhe AtmAkI dayA AtI ho to kara le / bAra bAra maukA nahIM milegaa| samajhA? samajhane yogya hai| saba bAteM karate haiM-'behada acchI bAta kahI' para 'tuMbImeM kaMkar3a hai|' yaha bAta kI vaha kise samajhameM AyegI? bAta camatkArI hai! para isakA icchuka kauna hai? 'asaMga-nirmoha' ye bAteM kabhI sunI nahIM hai| mu~hase bar3abar3a bolatA hai, para usase kahIM kalyANa hotA hai? kalyANa to samajhanese, zraddhA karanese, bhAvanA karanese hogaa| bhAva "bhAve jinavara pUjiye, bhAve dIje dAna; bhAve bhAvanA bhAviye, bhAve kevaLajJAna." aisA kisI sthAna para sunA hai? kisIko sau pA~casau rupayA denepara koI degA? yaha kaisI vastu hai? manuSyabhavakA yaha avasara bahuta mahAna hai| bahuta dinoMke bAda yaha bAta sunI hai, kyA yaha kisIne gAlI dI hai? bAta to saccI kahI hai| zraddhA ho to kAma bana jAya / yahA~ puNyazAlI jIva Ate haiM, lakSya rakhate haiM, lakSya chor3ate bhI nhiiN| putra-putrI hoM to bhI kyA? na hoM to bhI kyA? mAtra eka manuSyabhava milA to ise satsamAgamameM vyatIta karanA hai| yadi satsaMgakI pakar3a ho jAya to devagati prApta hotI hai| aisI kucha bAta hai? jisane AtmAko jAnA vaha kara sakatA hai| AtmAkA patA kise hai? "jyAM lagI AtamA tattva cinyo nahIM, tyAM lagI sAdhanA sarva juutthii|" "jihA~ lage Atama dravyarnu, lakSaNa navi jANyu; tihA~ lage guNaThANuM bhalu, kema Ave tANyu ?"

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250 upadezAmRta saba isake hAthameM hai, yaha kare so hotA hai| AsravameM saMvara aura saMvarameM Asrava karatA hai| jo bA~dhe usako bA~dhatA hai aura chor3e usako chor3atA hai| jisane AtmAko jAnA, use phira paMcAyata kaisI? saba chor3anA hai| yaha mere dvArA grahita hai aisA kahA~ lagatA hai? pramAda aura AlasyameM saba khoyA hai| AtmAkI saMbhAla kisane lI hai? usakI ginatI nahIM hai| taba sira phor3a! jAne de, beTA hokara khAyA jA sakatA hai| 'mere bApakI patnI! lA, pAnI pilA' aisA kahe to nahIM pilAyegI kintu, 'mA~jI, pAnI pilAiye' aisA kahe to pilaayegii| ataH isa jIvako cetanA caahiye| bAta amUlya camatkArI hai! artha sunA nhiiN| satsaMga to amRta hai! jisakA bhAgya hogA vahI samajha skegaa| kyA karanA hai, isakA hI patA nahIM hai| kahiye, kyA kareMge? 1. mumukSu-'suhagurujogo tavvayaNasevaNA AbhavamakhaMDA | prabhuzrI-tuMbImeM kaMkar3a ! mu~hase bola gaye basa, arthakA patA nahIM hai| isakI jijJAsA hI kahA~ hai? bAla-baccoMkI cintA hai| para isakI ciMtA kahA~ hai ? baccA bImAra ho to DaoNkTarake pAsa bhAgatA hai, pA~ca pacAsa rupaye kharca karatA hai| para AtmAke viSayameM kucha nahIM kiyaa| "huM koNa chu? kyAthI thayo? zuM svarUpa che mArUM kharuM?" jaise bhAva vaise prabhu milate hai| jaisA bhAva kare vaisA phala milatA hai| bAhyabhAva ho to kyA milegA? ceta jA. samajhA tabhIse prabhAta / kucha kara le| aisA avasara phira kahA~ milegA? kucha kara lenA cAhiye / kare usake baapkaa| saMkSepameM kahate haiM-satsaMga karanA bhUle nahIM / isameM lAbha hai| thor3A kiyA hogA, to bhI usakA phala milegaa| sAra grahaNa kreN| jisase hita ho vaha kreN| manuSyabhavameM lakSya lenA cAhiye / manuSyabhava prApta kara jisase AtmAkA hita ho vaisA satsaMga karanA cAhiye / jIvako patA nahIM hai| kAma bana jAye aisA suavasara hai| ye aisI vaisI bAteM nahIM haiN| manuSyabhava hogA to sunoge, kauo-kutte kyA suneMge? anya bhavameM kyA suneMge? eka mAtra asAvadhAnI aura pramAdane burA kiyA hai| anya saba karatA hai para dharmake liye nahIM krtaa| usameM pramAda, Alasya hotA hai| 2. mumukSu-jIvakA zIghra mokSa kaise ho? prabhuzrI-prazna kaThina hai! jAnakArI honI cAhiye / zIghra mokSa kaise ho? 3. mumukSu-amerikA jAneke liye vimAnameM baiThe to zIghra jAtA hai| isI prakAra satpuruSArtharUpI vimAnameM baiThe aura guru anukUla hoM to zIghra mokSa pahu~catA hai| prabhuzrI-pahale saMsArako chor3e to mArga zIghra milatA hai| pahale jAnakArI honI cAhiye / gAr3ImeM baiThakara jAyeMge, vimAnameM baiThakara jAyeMge, ye saba bAteM karate haiN| para aisA hotA nhiiN| yaha mokSa kaisA hai isakA patA hai? bAtoMse bar3e nahIM banate / "sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra zo? samajye jinasvarUpa." samajhanese chuTakArA hai| pahale sunanA hogA, phira karanA hogaa| saba jAnate haiM, taba mAla lete haiM na? binA jAne koI DhabADhaba le letA hai kyA? yaha bAta to svayaMko 'asaMga apratibaddha' suneMge taba 1. sadgurukA yoga, unake vacana aura sevA bhavaparyaMta mujhe akhaMDa prApta ho|

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upadezasaMgraha-1 251 hogii| pahale 'ekama eka' yoM par3hAI zurU hotI hai| par3he binA kaheM ki bA~ca, to kyA bA~cegA? isI prakAra jIvako jAnanekI jarUrata hai| yaha merA putra, pitA, strI, deha hai aisA kauna karatA hai? bhAva karatA hai| yaha merA ghara, yaha saba / baMdha aura mokSa ye do bAta haiN| pahalI bAta bNdh| ___ "sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayAM, rahyo na koI upAya; satsAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya?" bIsa dohe, kSamApanAkA pATha ye mahAmaMtra haiM! kAlakUTa viSa utAra deM aise mahAmaMtra haiN| yadi isakA bhedI mile aura jAnakArI le to saba ho jAya / jIva zravaNa kare to vijJAna prApta hotA hai| zravaNa karanese patA lagatA hai| usase karmakA tyAga kara mokSa hotA hai| hamAre bApa-dAdA karate A rahe haiM; use kaise chor3A jAya? to kahate haiM ki dhUla par3I usameM! jo karanA hai vaha to kiyA nhiiN| puruSa, strI, yaha kauna hai? AtmA hai| AtmA puruSa, strI, pazu nahIM hai| ye saba saMbaMdha haiM, ise to chor3anA hai| mAtra eka AtmA hI hai| yaha ThapakA nahIM hai, para zikSA hai| bIsa dohA aura kSamApanAkA pATha karane yogya hai| tA. 28-1-36, sabere patrAMka 187 kA vAcana "aMtima svarUpa samajhane meM, anubhava karanemeM alpa bhI nyUnatA nahIM rahI hai| jaisA hai vaisA sarvathA samajhameM AyA hai| saba prakAroMkA eka deza chor3akara bAkI saba anubhavameM AyA hai| eka deza bhI samajhameM Anese nahIM rahA; paraMtu yoga (mana, vacana, kAyA)se asaMga honeke liye vanavAsakI AvazyakatA hai; aura aisA hone para vaha deza anubhavameM AyegA, arthAt usImeM rahA jAyegA..." bAta vastutaH eka sat hai aura eka para hai| parako chor3akara satko liyA ataH kucha bAkI nahIM rahA / jAnA to sahI, para yahA~ kyA kahanA hai ? 'eka deza bhI samajhameM Anese nahIM rahA' kyA kahA? unhoMne to chor3A hai| kyA chor3A hai? parako chor3A hai| apanA nahIM chor3A hai aura vaha chor3A bhI nahIM jA sktaa| unhoMne kahA asaMga, to aba saMgavAlA kaise kaheMge? kisI tAratamyase kaha sakate haiN| prajJAmeM kacAsa hai, jisase saba samajhameM nahIM aataa| para mUla bAta to yaha hai ki jo jAnanevAlA hai vaha jAnatA hai| usako jAnanevAlA hai| AtmAko jAnanevAlA jJAna hai| jAnanevAlA hI jAnatA hai| paraMta jaDa nahIM jAna sakatA-kacha bhI karo. cAbI lagAo, bulAo, yaMtra rakho, para vaha jAnegA nahIM aura dekhegA bhI nhiiN| bhedakA bheda kyA, yaha jAnanA hai aura use vahI jAnatA hai| jise jAnanA hai use jAnatA hai aisA hai kucha ? siddhagatimeM ho yA anya caurAsI lAkha jIvayonimeM ho, para jAnanevAlA to hai hii| vahI jAnatA hai, anya koI nahIM jaantaa| isameM kisakI kamI hai? yogyatAkI / yogyatA Ane para samajhameM aayegaa| syAdAda mArga hai| vacana AtmA, kAyA AtmA, mana AtmA aisA kaha sakate haiM aura nahIM bhI kaha sakate / ekako samajhameM Aye aura ekako na Aye, vaha yogyatAkI kamI hai| koI samajhe, koI na samajhe isakA kAraNa yaha hai / jisako hai usako hai, anyako nhiiN| kaI loga AtmAko nahIM mAnate, isa dehake kAraNa AtmA hai aisA kahate haiM; jaisA manameM AtA hai vaisA bolate haiN| [carcA calI]

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252 upadezAmRta prabhuzrI-bAta bahuta bhalI kii| thor3A bhI vicAra nahIM kiyaa| Apane kyA kahA vaha thor3A jAnanA hai| mumukSu-AtmAkA karttApada tIna prakArase haiM-"paramArthase svabhAvapariNati dvArA AtmA nijasvarUpakA kartA hai| anupacarita arthAt anubhavameM Ane yogya, vizeSa saMbaMdhasahita vyavahArase yaha AtmA dravyakarmakA kartA hai| upacArase ghara, nagara AdikA kartA hai|" aba AtmA usa nija svarUpakA kartA huA to parasvarUpakA karttA nahIM hai, jisase pUrvabaddha nirjarita hotA hai| aba dUsarI icchA kyA hai? para aise hI hotA rahatA hai| prabhuzrI-jaise vRkSako pahale pAnI dete haiM taba phala milate haiN| itanA to pahale karanA hI pdd'egaa| paramArthakI bAta hai, isase bAta calI hai| prAraMbhameM yaha na ho to kucha bhI nahIM hai| jar3ako kyA kaheMge? cetanako kheNge| kauna hai? AtmA hai| isameM parivartana nahIM ho sktaa| isakA bhAna aura pahacAna nahIM yahI bhUla hai| mumukSu- "cetana jo nijabhAnamAM, kartA Apa svabhAva; varte nahi nijabhAnamAM, kartA karma-prabhAva." prabhuzrI-itanA hI hai aisA jAnanA pdd'egaa| arthAt aisA bhAva AnA cAhiye / Aye binA kaise dekhegA? itane Upara baiThe the unheM dikhAyI diyA, nIcevAleko kaise dikhAyI degA? mumukSu-Upara to AnA hai, para chAtI para jo bhAra par3A hai, vaha dUra nahIM hotaa| prabhuzrI-kabhI bhI use dUra kiye binA chuTakArA hai? vaha milanA caahiye| yadi vaha dUra karanevAlA mila jAya to dIpa pragaTe, dera nhiiN| yahI kucha kamI hai| isIse yaha rukA huA hai| ise prApta karane para kAma hogA, anya koI upAya nahIM / isakA upAya kyA hai ? mumukSu-satsaMga aura satpuruSakA yoga bAraMbAra karanA arthAt satpuruSArtha krnaa| prabhuzrI-eka nayakI apekSAse ise svIkAranA hogaa| para jIvane anaMta bAra yaha saba kiyA hai, para kucha kasara rahI hai| arthAt tumhArI bAta nikala gayI-avazya kamI hai| yaha to bAta pratyakSa sunI huI hai, anubhUta kI huI hai use kaha rahA huuN| yaha jo baiThe haiM unheM nikaTa AnekI AvazyakatA hai| marajiyA honA pdd'egaa| eka marajiyA sauko bhaarii| 'jo sira kATegA vaha mAla paayegaa|' / ____ mumukSu-"samIpamuktigAmI jIvako sahaja vicArameM ye sapramANa hone yogya haiN|" arthAt samIpa to AnA hI pdd'egaa| prabhuzrI-bAta to yahI karanI hai| anyatra pA~va rakhanekI AvazyakatA hI kahA~ hai? anyatra paira rakhanekI AvazyakatA kyA hai? anyatra dRSTi DAlanekI kyA AvazyakatA hai? jo hai so hai| unhoMne AtmAko jAnA hai yahI to bhinnatA huI hai| yaha anya saba jo dekha rahe haiM, usameM bheda pdd'aa| yaha dRSTi nhiiN| dRSTiko badalanA cAhiye isakA patA nahIM hai| itanA A jAya to usakA bala kitanA adhika bar3ha jAyegA? taba kucha zeSa nahIM rhegaa| aisA karanese lAbha hotA hai-badala gayA! saba jo thA vaha badala gayA! samajhako hI samakita kahA hai| parivartana na huA to samakita kaisA? yoM baMdhana hotA ho

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upadezasaMgraha - 1 253 to parivartana nahIM kahA jA sakatA / tathA samakitIko bheda par3A hai, vaha anyabhAvameM tanmaya nahIM hotA aisA pratyakSa dekhate haiM, aisA samajhameM AtA hai, yahI karttavya hai / jJAnI haiM / lene jAnA nahIM hai / vahI batAyeMge / Apa itane loga baiThe haiM, saMsArameM anya aneka baiThe haiM-kaise kaise dhanADhya, catura, para kahIM kahIM magna ho rahe haiM ! kyA unheM leza bhI patA hai ? aura Apako yaha bAta samajhameM A gayI to kAma ho jaayegaa| eka jarA dRSTi DAlI hai isase Apako lAbha hogA / kucha bAta kI, bhAgIdAra banAyA to riddhi AtI hI rahegI / vastu to yahI hai, yahI karanA hai / isImeM ramaNa karanA hai / yahI karavAnA hai| "ise sunanese, isa para zraddhA karanese hI chUTanekI vArtAkA AtmAse guMjAra hogA / " anya kyA kahe ? bAtoMse bar3e nahIM banAne haiN| koI choTA-bar3A nahIM haiM / jAne dIjiye / yaha saba ahaMkAra hai maraneke liye ! yaha saba viSa hai / mara jAyeMge / I "dharama dharama karato jaga sahu phire, dharma na jANe ho marma, jinesara; dharma jinesara caraNa grahyA pachI, koI na bAMdhe ho karma, jinesara. " itanese akSara samajha leM to phira karma nahIM baaNdheNge| bAta Apako kahI ki amuka vastu hai, dekho to turata patA laga jAya / sonA to sonA hI hai| zuddha svarUpa ! yahI samajhanA aura yahI karttavya hai / karanA yahI hai, anya kucha nahIM / mAyAmeM Asakta honA nahIM hai, prasanna honA nahIM hai aura mAnanA bhI nahIM hai| dina bIta rahe haiM; para isIse eka na eka dina kAma hogaa| isase atirikta kucha nahIM karanA hai / 1 +

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254 upadezasaMgraha-2 tA. 26-6-1922 cAhe jaisA pratibaMdha ho, maraNa samAna vedanA ho, cAhe jaise mAyAke phaMdemeM pha~sa gaye hoM, paraMtu Atmahitako kabhI nahIM bhUlanA cAhiye! ye bujurga saMdesarase nitya yahA~ A sakate haiM, taba pAsameM rahanevAloMko to yaha amUlya lAbha zeSa jIvanameM jitanA le sakeM utanA thor3A bahuta le lenA cAhiye / hAtha jor3akara kahatA hU~ ki yaha ekAMta nahIM hai| syAdvAdavANIko kauna samajhegA? samajheM yA na samajheM to bhI hitakArI hai| isa amUlya avasara para Apa sabake karmake dala satpuruSakI kRpAse kSINa ho rahe haiN| jIvako bhAgate hue ruka kara, pIche mur3akara prArabdhAnusAra jo jo prApta huA ho usase ghabarAye binA saMyogoMmeMse sAra grahaNa kara lenA yogya hai| eka durgaMdhita kuttA rAjamArgake pAsa par3A thA jisakI durgaMdhase sArI senA ghabarA gaI, para zrIkRSNane to hAthIse utarakara jA~ca kii| usake dA~ta aura nAkhUna kaise akhaMDita haiM! aisA kahakara guNa grahaNa kiyaa| yaha to laukika bAta hai, para paramArthase to yaha zarIra vaisA hI durgaMdhita hai| usameM nitya sthAyI rahanevAlA tattva to AtmA hai, usake guNa grahaNa karane yogya haiM, use pahacAnanA hai| satpuruSakI zaraNa svIkAra kara ahaMkArako chor3ate jAnA aura kArya karate hue bhI 'sahajAtmasvarUpa'kA jApa karate rahanA caahiye| aisA karane para Asravase saMvara ho jaayegaa| mahAtmA puruSakI bAhya ceSTA para dhyAna na dekara unake AtmAkI ceSTA para dhyAna denA caahiye| jJAnI aura ajJAnIke kAryoMmeM vAsanAkSayakA bheda hai| AMtarika vAsanAkA mUla jJAnIne kSaya kiyA hai| isa dRSTiko bhUlanA nahIM caahiye| sabhI satpuruSoMko samAna mAnakara guru bhAvanAko gauNa nahIM karanA cAhiye, kintu usameM dRr3hatA hI lAnI cAhiye / eka hI vyaktike upadezase Atmahita siddha huA hai, siddha hotA hai aura siddha hogaa| aisI dRr3ha mAnyatA rakhanese yaha bhava saphala hogaa| saMpUrNa jagatake prati ziSyabhAva rakhanese mUlameM jisa nimittake dvArA zIghra Atmahita hotA ho aura jo jIvana sadguruko arpaNa ho cukA ho, vaha nirarthaka bhaTakanemeM vyartha na calA jAya, yaha dhyAna rakhane yogya hai| *** tA. 23-7-22 bahuta bhAgadaur3a karanemeM dharma nahIM hai aura bahuta DhIla karanemeM bhI nahIM hai, madhyasthatAkA mArga grahaNa karanA caahiye| tA.6-9-22 yaha avasara cUkanA nahIM cAhiye / parama durlabha manuSyadeha aura aise saMyoga milane sulabha nahIM haiN| mahAna puNyake yogase jo lAbha prApta huA hai use cUkanA nahIM caahiye| zeSa manuSyabhava isa(bhakti)ke liye hI bitAnA yogya hai| je egaM jANai se savvaM jANai, je savvaM jANai se egaM jaanni| (AcArAMga-4, 123)

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upadezasaMgraha-2 255 yaha vAkya kitanA adhika mUlyavAna hai! isameM sarva zAstroMkA sAra samAhita hai| usakA varNana nahIM ho sktaa| usakA artha karane para samajhameM A gayA aisA mAnatA hai, para vaha mithyA hai| yaha nahIM, use anubhava karanA hI vAstavika hai| sabhI apane apane kSayopazamake anusAra samajhate haiM, para jisakI iMdriyA~ viSayavyApArako chor3akara eka hI AtmAkI ora mur3I haiM, use usameM parama adbhuta rahasya-camatkArI bAteM jJAta hotI haiN| "Apa svabhAvamAM re! abadhU sadA maganameM rahanA / " [bhaktimeM gAyA gayA pada] 'abadhU' arthAt aatmaa| hIrA, mANika, motI, paisA mile to yaha jIva daur3a daur3akara jAtA hai, para AtmA AtmAko saMbodhita kara jo pukAra rahA hai, usa para dhyAna nahIM detaa| ___"nirdoSa sukha, nirdoSa AnaMda, lyo game tyAMthI bhale; e divya zaktimAna jethI jaMjIrethI nIkaLe.' AtmAkA lakSaNa jAnanA, dekhanA aura sthira honA hai, ise niraMtara smaraNameM, anubhavameM rakhanA caahiye| phira bhale hI mRtyuke samAna vedanA A jAya, para 'jAnane dekhanevAlA hI maiM hU~,' anya to jA rahe haiN| mAtra premase unheM hAtha jor3akara atithikI bhA~ti bidA hote dekhanA caahiye| unameM AtmAko kucha cipake aisA nahIM hai, nahIM kucha lenA yA denA! jo jo udayameM dikhAI detA hai, vaha jAneke liye hI hai-AyA ki gayA / vajrake tAle lagAkara kaheM ki jo AnA ho vaha Aye-maraNa Aye, asAtA Aye, sukha Aye, duHkha Aye, cAhe jo Aye, para vaha merA dharma nahIM hai| merA dharma to jAnanA, dekhanA aura sthira honA hI hai| anya saba to pudgala, pudgala aura pudgala hI hai| cakkara AyeM, behoza ho jAyeM, zvAsa car3he yaha saba dehase alaga hokara baiThe baiThe dekhanemeM AnaMda AtA hai| [usa samaya prabhuzrIko cakkara, mUrchA AtI thI] jAgRta, jAgRta aura jAgRta rheN| hAya! hAya! aba mara jAU~gA, yaha kaise sahana hogA? aisA aisA manameM nahIM Ane denA cAhiye / vastuko jAnaneke bAda use kaise bhUlA jA sakatA hai ? maiM deha nahIM hU~, yaha nizcaya ho jAnA cAhiye / pUrvameM aise kaI ho gaye haiN| jinheM ghAnImeM DAlakara perA gayA, phira bhI unakA citta vibhAvameM nahIM gyaa| saMyoga, saMyoga aura saMyogoMke sivAya hamAre AsapAsa hai hI kyA? pahane hue kapar3e, manuSya, sukha duHkha Adi saMyogavaza prApta hue haiM aura unakA nAza hotA yA ve dUra hote dikhAI dete haiN| para aMtameM kauna kisake sAtha AtA hai? sabase udAsIna vyavahAra karanA cAhiye / para isa jIvako to akar3akara khar3e rahanA hai! saMsAra bhoganA hai aura mokSa bhI prApta karanA hai, yaha to trikAlameM bhI saMbhava nahIM hai| mArga eka hI hai| jaba taba usI mArgase mokSa prApta hogaa| 'merA merA' karate to mara jAnA hai| 'dekhanemeM viSa hai, mRtyu sira para hai, paira rakhate pApa hai,' para dInabaMdhukI kRpAdRSTise saba kuzalakSema hai| sadaiva 'adhUrA, adhUrA aura adhUrA' aisI bhAvanA rakheM / ahaMkAra to mAra DAlanevAlA hai| ___ hamane 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' maMtrake jApakI rAta dina dhuna lagAyI para vikalpa uThatA ki 'abhI taka kucha dIkhatA kyoM nahIM? AtmA ho to kucha to dikhAI denA cAhiye?' para arUpI AtmA

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256 upadezAmRta kaise dikhAI de? phira kRpAludevase pUchA ki maMtrakA jApa to bahuta kiyA, para jaisA Apa kahate haiM vaisA dikhAI kyoM nahIM detA? "kucha nahIM, abhI cAlU rkheN|" aisA uttara milaa| isa jar3a jaise dehameM cetana dikhAI detA hai| para vizvAsa aura dRr3hatAse guruAjJAkA pAlana karanA aura dekhane AdikI icchA bhI nahIM rakhanI caahiye| yogameM to mAtra zvAsa sUkSma hotI hai| jJAnIne AtmAko jAnA hai, vahI mujhe mAnya hai, yaha zraddhA hI kAma banA detI hai| mumukSu-yahA~ baiThe haiM unakA to kalyANa hogA na? prabhuzrI-gozAlA jaise viSamabhAvadhArIko jJAnIpuruSakI pratIti hone para mokSa prApta huA to (sabakI ora aMguli nirdeza kara) ina becAre jIvoMne kyA doSa kiyA hai ? para yaha jAnanA AtmahitakArI nahIM hai, kyoMki ahaMkAra A jAtA hai| sukha duHkha to jJAnI, ajJAnI donoMko karmavaza bhoganA par3atA hai, para dRSTi hI badalanekI AvazyakatA hai| saba sulaTA kara lenA hai| 'Apa svabhAvamAM re! abadhU sadA maganameM rhenaa|" zAMtipUrvaka nizciMtatAse 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru'ke jApameM samaya bitAnA caahiye| usase nirjarA hotI hai| tA.7-9-22, paryuSaNa parva tyAga, tyAga aura tyAga / 'zraddhA, satzraddhA, zAzvatazraddhA / ' 'saddhA parama dullhaa|' yaha mahAvIra svAmIkA parama vicAraNIya vAkya hai| AgAmI paryuSaNa taka isa para vicAra kreN| tA.21-9-22 1"hAre prabhu durjanano bhaMbheryo mAro nAtha jo; ___oLavaze nahIM kyAre kIdhI cAkarI re lola." [stavanameM gAyA gayA] prabhuzrI-isakA kyA paramArtha hai? 1. mumukSu- rIjhyo sAheba saMga na parihare re!' eka bAra kRpA ho jAya aura phira kucha doSa ho jAya to bhI kI huI sevAko nahIM bhuulte| prabhuzrI-bhAIkA artha ThIka hai| Apa batAyeMge? 2. mumukSu-satpuruSa kI huI sevAko nahIM bhUlate aura kisIkA kahA nahIM sunte| prabhuzrI-'durjanano bhaMbheryo' isakA artha Apake vicArase kyA hai? 3. mumukSu-kAma, krodha, mAna Adi durjana, unase AtmA ghirA huA hai| para satpuruSakI sevA kI ho to bhaTakanA nahIM pdd'taa| prabhuzrI-sabakA artha ThIka hai-sabhI naya sacce haiN| hameM to sulaTA bhAva lenA hai, phira kyA? yaha zarIra hI durjana hai| kitane hI janma bIta gaye para AtmAkI pahacAna nahIM huii| dehake dharma to jJAnI aura ajJAnI donoMko hote haiM, para aMtaraMgakI caryAse hI jJAnIkI pahacAna hotI hai| bAharase 1. mere nAtha aise haiM ki durjana unake kAna bhara de phira bhI maiMne jo unakI sevA kI hai use kabhI nahIM bhUlegeM|zarIra hI durjana hai, vaha yadi viparIta vartana bhI kare to bhI samakita acala hai to jIvakA avazya kalyANa hogaa|

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upadezasaMgraha-2 257 kucha pharka nahIM hotaa| zarIra acchA ho taba to kucha nahIM, kiMtu mRtyuke samayakI vyAdhi aura pIr3Ake samaya jJAnI aura ajJAnIkI parIkSA hotI hai| jIva bahuta tar3aphatA hai; aisA suMdara pA~ca iMdriyoMvAlA zarIra chor3akara jAnA acchA nahIM lgtaa| 'merA merA' kara jisameM Asakta rahA, vahI saba usa samaya bAdhaka hotA hai, para jJAnIko to usameM koI sAra hI nahIM lagA, to use chor3anemeM kyA dera? kRpAludevako sUkhA roga thaa| yaha to Apa sabako mAlUma hai / kucha logoMko mRtyuke samaya dasta laga jAte haiM, kuchakI A~kheM phaTa jAtI hai; kuchakI sA~sa saiMdhane lagatI hai, kisIko sannipAta ho jAtA hai, paraMtu ye saba bAhya ceSTAe~ haiM / sA~sa calatA hai taba kaisA lagatA hai isakA hameM anubhava hai| usa samaya to anya kucha sUjhatA hI nahIM, para jJAnIko usameM bhI samatA rahatI hai| kRpAludevane apane bhAIse kahA, "manasukha! mAtA pitAkI sevA karanA / aba maiM samAdhi letA huuN|' yoM kahakara karavaTa bdlii| yoM mRtyuke samaya pahalese hI samatA rakhI ho vahI usa samaya sthira raha sakatA hai| thor3I bhI mAyA rakhI ho to usakA kaisA asara hotA hai ? ___eka mahArAja kathA kahate, jise sunakara saba daMga raha jaate| satyake saMbaMdhameM bolanA ho to asatyakI dhUla ur3A dete / brahmacaryake saMbaMdhameM bolanA ho to bedhar3aka garaja uThate / ahiMsAmeM bhI aisI sUkSmatA aura dayAbhAva prakaTa karate ki vyAkhyAna samApta hone para loga kahate "dhanya mahArAja! Aja to khUba kahA!" kintu parigrahake saMbaMdhameM bolane para narama par3a jaate| isase eka ziSyane vicAra kiyA ki 'aisA kyoM hotA hai? calo unakI gaddI yA jholA dekheM / ' jaba ve nivRtta hone jaMgala gaye taba khuMTIse unakA jholA utArakara dekhA, para kucha milA nhiiN| phira takiyA dekhA to eka svarNamohara kapar3emeM bA~dhakara chipAyI huI milii| ziSyako vizvAsa ho gayA ki yaha vastu hI unheM parigrahake saMbaMdhameM bolane nahIM detii| ataH usa moharako nikAlakara takiyeko bA~dhakara vApasa rakha diyA aura calA gyaa| phira mahArAja Akara baiThe to aisA lagA ki takiyeko kisIne kholakara bA~dhA hai| unhoMne kholakara dekhA to mohara dikhAI nahIM dii| kintu jJAnI the isaliye samajha gaye ki acchA huA, balA TalI! citta vahA~kA vahA~ cipakA rahatA thA, aba vaha jhaMjhaTa mittaa| dUsare dina parigraha para bolane para thor3e bhI ruke nahIM aura sabako bahuta AnaMda aayaa| phira saba cale gaye, para mohara nikAlanevAlA ziSya baiThA rhaa| usane kahA, "mahArAja! Aja to parigraha para khUba bole|" mahArAja samajha gaye aura ha~sakara kahA, "terA hI kAma lagatA hai! bahuta acchA kiyaa|" tA.22-9-22 "guru dIvo, guru devatA, (guru) ravizazI kiraNa hajAra; je guruvANI vegaLA, raDavaDiyA saMsAra." ___ jJAna dIpakake prakAzita hone para aMdhakAra kahA~ raha sakatA hai ? jisake dvArA dekhA jA sake vaha devatA-svargIya kaho to bhI deva hai aura jisameM tadrUpa karanekA guNa hai vaha devatA, agni kaho to bhI ThIka hai| gIlI sUkhI cAhe jaisI lakar3iyA~, lohe Adiko bhI agni apane samAna banA detI hai, vaise hI guru bhI AtmAmaya banAte haiM, mokSa prApta karavAte haiN| samakita prakaTa honeke bAda mokSa na jAnA ho to bhI vaha le hI jAtA hai| sUryakI anaMta kiraNoMse aMdhakAra naSTa hotA hai, vaise hI sadgurukI anaMta zaktise sarva doSa dUra hote haiN| jisake prakAzase A~kheM dekha sakatI haiM, aise sUryake samAna Jain Educatio o tional

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upadezAmRta 258 prabhAvazAlI sadguru hote haiN| phira saMsArake tApameM zItalatA pradAna karanevAle caMdrake samAna bhI sadguru haiN| bAta bahuta sUkSma hai-kyoM samajhameM A rahI hai na?-paraMtu AtmahitakArI hai| tA. 22-9-22 .. eka bAra khaMbhAtameM aMbAlAlabhAIke gharake UparI khaMDameM maiMne kRpAludevase kahA, "maiMne do striyA~, do bacce, dhana-daulata Adiko chor3A to kyA maiM tyAgI nahIM? aba mujhe aura kyA chor3anA zeSa rahA hai?" phira kRpAludevane mujhe ADe hAthoM liyA, "muni! do baccoMko chor3akara itane sAre zrAvakoM aura saMghADemeM mana piroyA hai! apanI strIko chor3akara anya kitanI striyoMkI ora dRSTi karate ho? isameM tumane kyA chor3A? eka gayA aura usake sthAna para dUsarA A gayA!" taba mujhe lagA ki, "hAya! hAya! aisA hai? taba to saca hI maiM muni nhiiN| mere pIche to bahuta upAdhi lagI huI hai|" taba kRpAludevane kahA, "aba tuma muni ho| maiMne chor3A hai, maiMne tyAga kiyA hai, isa ahaMkArako manase nikAla diyA hai isaliye tuma muni ho|" x7 tA. 31-5-23 mAnavadeha durlabha hai, usameM bhI satpuruSakA yoga bahuta durlabha hai aura usake prApta hone para bhI AyuSyakA yoga milanA bhI durlabha hai| zrI devakaraNajI aura zrI jUThAbhAIko satpuruSakA yoga milA, para AyuSyakI kamI raha gyii| eka seThako bahuta sI dukAneM hoM, unameMse kuchameM lAbha aura kuchameM hAni, aise dRSTAMtavAlI eka pustakameM dharmake cAra bhAga alaga alaga kiye gaye haiM, phira usake dasa bhAga kiye haiN| usako hamane pahale par3hA thA aura pratyekameM kahA~-kahA~ hAni hai usa para vicAra kiyA thaa| saba dukAnoMkI kamI (hAni) dUra ho aisI eka dukAna paramakRpAlukI kRpAse samajhameM aayii| (muni mohanalAlajIse) vacanAmRtameM aisA likhA hai ki yadi tU svataMtra ho to dinake nimna bhAga kara-bhaktikartavya, dharmakartavya Adi / usameM dharma aura bhakti donoM Ate haiM, inameM kyA bhinnatA hai? muni mohanalAlajI-jo maMtra milA hai usakA tathA satpuruSakI mukhAkRti AdikA ciMtana, kSamApanA, bIsa dohe Adi jo satpuruSane batAye haiM unheM bolanA yaha bhakti hai, aura svarUpakA ciMtana dharma hai| prabhuzrI-hama kRpAludevake jIvanakAlameM aise hI dina bitAte the| dinameM bhinna bhinna graMtha par3he hoM unakI rAtameM carcA krte| para dinameM sonekI manAI thI jisase rAtameM soneke samayakI pratIkSA krte| 'puSpamAlA meM nidrAke liye do prahara kahe gaye haiM, para hameM eka prahara hI milatA aura prAtaH 4 baje uTha jAte / pratikramaNa Adi Avazyaka kriyAoMse nivRtta hokara kucha muni gocarIke liye jAte aura hama pddh'te| pUrA prahara na ho sake to kamase kama ghar3I do ghar3I niyamita usameM bitaayeN| dharmakA svarUpa to anubhava hogA taba samajhameM aayegaa| viSaya, kaSAya, pramAda aura svacchaMdako dUra karanA cAhiye aura ye dUra hoMge bhii| 'dharma kahe AtmasvabhAvakU~ o sat matakI Teka / '

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259 upadezasaMgraha-2 "bhagavAna mukti denemeM kRpaNa nahIM hai, para bhakti denemeM kRpaNa hai, aisA lagatA hai|" (patrAMka 283) isakA artha kyA samajheM? [phira carcA huI] 'abhI rukanA, rukanA' kahA thaa| para jo kahanA thA vaha calA gyaa| (phira thor3I dera bAda kahA) mukti arthAt chUTanA, tU karma bA~dha aura maiM choDUM aisA calatA rahatA hai| paraMtu pAtratAke binA bhakti (AtmA) pradAna karanemeM kRpaNa hai| ___ eka bAlakRSNa nAmaka jaina muni the| eka bAra saurASTrameM eka rAjAko unhoMne kahA ki varSA aayegii| rAjA upAzrayase ghara pahu~ce ki turata varSA huii| ataH usa rAjAkI una para zraddhA ho gayI aura apane rAjyameM zikArakI manAI kara dii| dIkSAke pahale una mahArAjase hama mile the| vaTAmaNameM ve kabhI-kabhI Ate the| devakaraNajI aura hama sAthameM the| devakaraNajIko aise mahArAjakI vaMdanA karanA acchA nahIM lagA, para maiMne saralabhAvase namaskAra kiyA thA aura unhoMne AzIrvAda diyA thA ki tujhe jJAna hogaa| ___ eka bAra vaTAmaNameM sabhI agraNI vaNika aura bhAvasAra baiThe the| tabhI bar3e sAhabake liye sipAhI do bakare le jA rahe the| ve unase chInakara pAMjarApolameM bheja diye gye| sipAhIko kucha lAlaca diyA, para paise kama par3a jAnese ve nahIM mAne aura dasa paMdraha logoMko pakar3akara sAhabake taMbUke Age le gye| phira sipAhI dhamakAne lage taba hamane eka yukti kI, aura sabane jorase cillAnA zurU kara diyaa| sAhabane bAhara Akara pUchA ki yaha kyA ho rahA hai aura inheM kyoM pakar3akara lAye ho? taba sabane kahA ki bakare kahIM bhAga gaye hoMge isaliye hamako pakar3a lAye hai| yaha sunakara sAhabane kahA 'inheM chor3a do' aura saba chUTa gye| tA.31-5-23 "abhinivezake udayameM utsUtraprarUpaNA na ho ise maiM jJAniyoMke kahanese mahAbhAgya kahatA huuN|" (vacanAmRta) mumukSu-abhiniveza arthAt aagrh| eka zAstrIya abhiniveza aura dUsarA laukika abhiniveza / pratyakSa jJAnI hone para bhI zAstrakA bahuta sanmAna karanA zAstrIya abhiniveza hai aura apanI samajhako saccI siddha karanekA prayatna karanA laukika abhiniveza hai| prabhuzrI-apanI pakar3a (kalpanA)ko saccI siddha karanese mUlamArgakA virodha hotA hai| aisA na ho to mahAbhAgya samajhA jAtA hai| kisI sAdhuse amuka AcArakA pAlana na hotA ho taba vaha aisA kahe ki zAstrameM to aisA hai para mujhase vaha pAlana nahIM hotA, to use bhAgyazAlI samajhanA caahiye| marIcike bhavameM mahAvIra svAmIne apane pAsa dIkSAkA Agraha karanevAle eka vyaktise kahA ki 'dharma RSabhadevake pAsa hai aura yahA~ bhI hai,' yoM mizra vacana kahanese unheM bahuta laMbe karma bA~dhakara janmojanma paribhramaNa karanA par3A thaa| mumukSu-apanI icchA na ho phira bhI prabhu, udayake kAraNa aisA bolA jAya to kyA ho? [isake samAdhAnameM patrAMka 403kA vAcana karAyA]

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260 upadezAmRta prabhuzrI-mumukSuko to satpuruSake guNagAna karane cAhiye, para dharma to satpuruSase hI sunanA caahiye| kucha sayAnApana kiyA to viSabhakSaNake samAna duHkhadAyI hai| ___ satpuruSake bodhakA asara dikhAI nahIM detA, para kAma karatA rahatA hai aura pariNamita hotA rahatA hai| dharmarAja aura anya pAMDava himAlaya para gaye the| vahA~ karmAnusAra saba barphameM dhaMsa gayekoI ghuTane taka, koI kamara taka to koI gale taka, dharmarAjakI mAtra aMtima aMguli barphameM pha~sI rahI taba unheM apane doSa samajhameM Aye, phira Age gye| yoM kisI-na-kisI bahAne jIva aTake hue haiN| aisA apUrva joga milanA durlabha hai| tA.31-5-23 chata para eka vicAra sphurita huA thA vaha jAnane yogya hai saMtase, satsaMgase, pratyakSa puruSakI vANIse aura pratyakSa puruSase jise zraddhA huI hai, usakI AjJAnusAra calanevAlA jJAtaputra (jJAnIkA putra) hai / ye saba samakita prAptike sAdhana haiN| isase AtmadharmakA poSaNa hotA hai| isameM kisIko kucha zaMkA ho to kho| mumukSu-pratyakSa puruSa aura unakI vANI to samajhameM AtI hai, para saMta aura satsaMga, isameM saMta arthAt AtmAko prApta na kiyA ho ve yA kauna? / prabhuzrI sadguru, saMta aura paramAtmAmeM bhinnabhAva nahIM hai, sabhI AtmA haiN| tA.31-5-23 muni mohanalAlajI-(mumukSuse) tumane samAdhi aura bodhike saMbaMdhameM vicAra kiyA? mumukSu-prabhuzrIke caraNakamalake yogase saba ho jaayegaa| inakI kRpAse saba kAma sudhara jAte haiM prabhuzrI-(eka vAkya bolaneke bAda mohanalAlajIse) yAda rahA? likha rakhane yogya vacana haiN| mohanalAlajIko yAda na rhaa| ataH nA kahakara pratIkSA karane lge|] prabhuzrI-para vaha to calA gyaa| [phira yAda kara likhAne lge|] svayaMko svayaMkA bodha honese svayaMko svayaMmeM samA jAnA cAhiye-bhAvase aura vicArase, anya vikalpoMko chor3akara, yaha vicAra samAdhi prApta karAtA hai| apratibaMdha (pratibaMdha rahita), asaMga (sarva saMgase rahita), yaha zAMtikA mArga hai| puruSArtha, bhakti kartavya hai, svacchaMda aura pramAdako chor3akara / jAgRta ho, jAgRta ho| satsaMga-satpuruSake bodha para vicAra karanA caahiye| ratnaciMtAmaNike samAna yaha manuSyabhava milA hai, para jIvako jo lakSyameM lenA cAhiye use jAnA nahIM hai| anAdise jo bhUla ho rahI hai, vaha kyA hai? aura kaise dUra ho? jJAnIpuruSoMne isa para vicAra-vicArakara nizcaya kiyA hai, use avadhAraNa karanA caahiye|

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upadezasaMgraha-2 261 yahA~ jo haiM, una sabake dhanyabhAgya haiM, aisA samaya milanA durlabha hai! sArA saMsAra janma, jarA aura mRtyuke trividha tApase jala rahA hai| usameM satsaMgakA aisA yoga milanA durlabha hai| dharmakI garaja kise hai? yahA~ ina sabako kisane bulAyA hai ? kisI bhAgyazAlIko hI jijJAsA utpanna hotI hai| kisase kaheM aura kauna sune? anyathA prabhu, (galA batAkara) yahA~ taka bharA hai! aba samaya ho gayA hai, pdhaariye| sarva dharmake aMga jainameM A jAte haiN| kisI mArgakI niMdA nahIM karanI hai| jisa mArgase saMsAra mala dUra ho, aisI bhakti karanI hai| kSamApanAkA pATha, bIsa dohe aura 'mUla mArga' nitya boleM aura ho sake to apUrva avasara bhii| tA. 1-6-23 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' meMse vAcana ___"yaha to akhaMDa siddhAMta mAne ki saMyoga, viyoga, sukha, duHkha, kheda, AnaMda, arAga, anurAga, Adi yoga kisI vyavasthita kAraNako lekara hote haiN|" (vacanAmRta) prabhuzrI-'vyavasthita kAraNa' kyA? muni mohanalAlajI-nirmANa ho cukA hai| prabhuzrI-azuddha cetanA-vibhAva-mohanIya karma, ina kAraNoMse saMyoga viyoga AdikI bhAvanA huI, vahI kramazaH dikhAI detI hai| mumukSu-satpuruSa para saccI zraddhA A gayI hai, aisA kaba samajhA jAya? prabhuzrI-yaha AtmahitakArI prazna hai| isakA uttara yoM deM ki aisA ho taba saccI zraddhA AyI mAnanA caahiye| (muni mohanalAlajIse) vicArameM Aye so kheN| muni mohanalAlajI-sabako bolane deM, phira mujhe jo kahanA hai, vaha khuuNgaa| 1. mumukSu-kaThinase kaThina AjJAko bhI binA saMkocake ArAdhana karaneko taiyAra hoM taba / 2. mumukSu-saMsArakI apekSA satpuruSa para adhika prema AtA ho tb| 3. mumukSu-kuguru para se zraddhA haTa jAye aura satpuruSa para prema Ave taba / 4. mumukSu-rucipUrvaka saMsAra bhoganekI apekSA saMsAra bhoganeke bhAva hI maMda par3a jAyeM tb| 5. mumukSu-jIva anAdikAlase rAgadveSake kAraNa bhaTaka rahA hai, vaha miTe taba / muni mohana0-eka to satpuruSakI AjJAkA ArAdhaka bane aura dUsarA apane doSa TAlepadArthakA ajJAna, parama dInatAkI kamI aura saMsArake alpa bhI sukhakI icchA-ye doSa TaleM tb| prabhuzrI-satpuruSa hai yaha kaise patA cale ? anyathA vAsadake pAsa kucha loga kUemeM gire the, aisA AjJArAdhanakA phala prApta hotA hai| muni mohana0-sonekI parIkSA jaise kasauTI, chedana aura tapAnese hotI hai, vaise hI satpuruSake prabhAvakA svayaMko patA laga jAtA hai|

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upadezAmRta prabhuzrI - AptapuruSa bodha aura satpuruSakI dRSTise aMtarAtmA banane para saccI zraddhA AyI, mAnI jA sakatI hai| aMtarAtmA kaba hotA hai? usakI mAnyatAnusAra mAnane para (satpuruSake mAnaneke anusAra mAnane se ) - satpuruSakI kRpAdRSTi para rahanese / aisA kaba hotA hai ? satpuruSake bodhase / mAtra bodhakI kacAsa hai / anyathA bodhase bhI aMtarAtmA banA jA sakatA hai / 262 satpuruSameM saMsArakA bhAva ho hI nahIM sakatA / sAmAnya mumukSu bhI jaba saMsArake kAryakI upekSA kara sakatA hai, taba satpuruSase to saMsAra dUra hI rahatA hai| vajrabhIMta jaisA bheda use ho jAtA hai-use mithyA niraMtara mithyA hI lagatA hai / taba vaha jAnabUjhakara usameM kaise lipta ho sakatA hai ? 1 "eha dRSTimAM nirmaLa bodhe, dhyAna sadA hoya sAcuM; dUSaNa rahita niraMtara jyoti, ratna te dIpe jAcuM." azAtanA aura azucise sAvadhAna raheM / jahA~ samAdhimaraNakI taiyArI karane Ate hoM, vahA~ kisIko vikSepa ho aisA vyavahAra nahIM karanA cAhiye / hamAre nimittase kisIke manameM kheda ho to vaha hiMsA hai| choTe baccoMko bhaktimeM lekara Anese ve malamUtra kareM yA AvAja karake bodhameM aMtarAya kareM, jisase mahAdoSa lagatA hai / prabhu ! chUTanekA prayatna karate baMdhana hotA hai / isake bajAya dUra baiThakara nAma-japana kare yA bhakti bhAvanA kare to usakA phala kama nahIM hai / paramakRpAludevane hameM kitanA viraha sahana karAyA thA, vaha to hamArA mana jAnatA hai / mAtra unake pAsa baiThakara bhaktibhajana hI karanekI bhAvanA thii| 'hama aba zuddhikA pAlana kare yA na kareM to bhI clegaa|' aisA nahIM cala sakatA | zuddhi azuddhi saba samAna ho to viSTA aura bhojana pAsa-pAsa rakhakara dekheM ! saMsAra svapna jaisA hai / janakarAjAko 'yaha satya yA yaha satya ?' aisA huA thA, taba usakA nibaTArA aSTAvakrake binA nahIM huA thA / saba bhavAIke veSa yA mRgajalake samAna mithyA hai| usIko prApta karane sabhI vyartha daur3a lagA rahe haiM / 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' meM se vAcana "yaha to akhaMDa siddhAMta mAneM ki saMyoga-viyoga, sukha-duHkha, kheda-AnaMda, arAga- anurAga, ityAdi yoga kisI vyavasthita kAraNako lekara hote haiN|" ( vacanAmRta) 1. mumukSu- kucha loga kahate haiM ki strI strIke rUpameM aura puruSa puruSake rUpameM hI janma lete haiN| jaise ki bAjarI bone para bAjarI aura gehU~ bone para gehU~ ugate haiM / prabhuzrI - AtmAke liye to sabhI paryAya samAna hai| jaisI bhAvanA ho vaise janma milate haiM / khetameM bAjarI bonese bAjarI aura gehU~ bonese gehU~ ugate haiN| vaise hI jIva kheta jaisA hai| AtmA jaise karma bA~dhatA hai vaisA phala milatA hai / puruSaveda bA~dhe to puruSa hotA hai, strIveda bA~dhe to strI hotA hai / 1. dekheM saMdarbha-ATha yoga dRSTikI sajjhAyameM, sajjhAya 7 / 4 ( yazovijayajI )

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upadezasaMgraha-2 263 kisIko sukhI karanese apane AtmAkA hI hita hotA hai| saMkSepameM, jisakI tRSNA kama hotI hai, rAgadveSa kama hote haiM, use utane kama janma lene par3eMge aura tRSNAkA nAza hone para mokSa hogaa| tA.15-6-23 jisane AtmAko prApta kiyA hai ve sadguru; zuddhAtmA bane haiM ve sadeva aura jinase jJAna pariNamita hotA hai ve saba sAdhana-bhakti, AjJAkA ArAdhana Adi-dharma haiN| 1. mumukSu-kRpAludevakA kyA artha hai? ve mile haiM isakA kyA artha? aura unheM kaise pahacAnA? pratyeka vyakti kyA samajhakara yahA~ Ate haiM yA yahA~ cipaka rahe haiM? anAdikAlase khoTeko cipakanese paribhramaNa cala rahA hai, para aba jisase cipake haiM ve sacce haiM yaha kaise jAnA? 2. mumukSu-(pUchane para) mujhe patA nhiiN| mujhe satpuruSakI kyA parIkSA? prabhuzrI-jo buddhimeM Aye vaha kahanA caahiye| 2. mumukSu-maiM pahale bhakti karatA thA, para citta zAMta nahIM hotA thaa| itanemeM zrImad rAjacaMdrake saMbaMdhameM sunA aura tattvajJAna par3hanekA avasara milaa| usake bAda sunA ki Apako unase samAgama hai| kAviThA aura sImaraDAmeM ApakA samAgama huaa| tabase aisA lagA ki ye vacana kucha apUrva haiN| 3. mumukSu-satpuruSakI mukhamudrA, nayana aura vacanakA prabhAva darzana karate hI par3atA hai| 4. mumukSu-satpuruSake vacana AtmAmeMse nikalate haiM isaliye asarakAraka hote haiN| __ "nirdoSa naranuM kathana mAno, teha jeNe anubhavyu." 5. mumukSu-jJAnIse tU jJAnakI icchA rakhatA hai, para bhakti nahIM hai to jJAna kaise pariNata hogA? aisA vacanAmRtameM likhA hai, ataH jJAnakI apekSA bhaktimeM hI rahanA caahiye| prabhuzrI-yaha saca hai, jJAnIkA vizvAsa ho jAne para bhakti karanI cAhiye, para jJAnIkI pahacAna kaise ho? yaha prazna hai| 6. mumukSu-tulasIdAsajIne jJAnIke nimna lakSaNa kahe haiM "tanakara manakara vacanakara, deta na kAhu duHkha; karma roga pAtika jare, dekhata vAkA mukha." phira jJAnI sva-para hitake sAdhaka hote haiM aura kRpAludevane bhI 'AtmajJAna samadarzitA' vAlI gAthAmeM sadguruke lakSaNa kahe haiN| unake anusAra DhU~Dhanese pahacAna hotI hai| 7. mumukSu-loha-cuMbakake samAna AkarSaNa hotA hai, jAnA ho saMdezara aura pahu~ca jAya agAsa aashrm| eka bAra baila kho gayA use DhU~Dhate hue Apake pAsa naDiyAda pahu~ca gyaa| khetameM jAnA hotA hai aura yahA~ cale Ate haiM; isa parase hameM to lagatA hai ki yaha satya hai| 8. mumukSu-saMsArabhAva maMda honese jAnA jA sakatA hai| muni mohanalAlajI-devakaraNajIke upadezase maiM saMsAra chor3akara sAdhu bnaa| Apake prati bhI pUjyabhAva to thA hI, paraMtu phira kRpAludevake sAtha ApakA saMbaMdha hone para Apa aura Apake ziSya

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264 upadezAmRta devakaraNajI parase zraddhA uTha gayI evaM ApakI niMdA karane lgaa| bAdameM maiM bhAvanagarake eka sAdhuke pAsa AcArAMga sUtra par3haneke liye rhaa| unhoMne kahA ki hameM samajhanemeM itanI kaThinAI hotI hai paraMtu zrImad rAjacaMdra nAmaka eka puruSa haiM ve to isakA artha aise kara dete haiM mAnoM unhoMne mahAvIrake hRdayako hI jAna liyA ho / taba maiMne kahA ki aisI bAta hai ? uttara milA ki 'hA~, aisA hI hai!' taba mujhe bahuta pazcAttApa huA ki maiMne devakaraNajI aura bar3e mahArAjakI upekSA kI yaha burA huaa| taba una sAdhujIne kahA ki yadi unakI virAdhanA kI to mara gaye smjhnaa| isase turaMta Apase milanekI icchA jAgrata huii| maiMne apane eka paramasnehI sAdhuko Age bheja diyA ki jisase vaha ApakI caryAko dekheM aura jaisA lage vaisA mujhe btaayeN| isake pazcAt maiM eka-Der3ha mahIne bAda khaMbhAtakI ora gyaa| vahA~ to mArgameM vahI sAdhu mila gaye ki jo eka mAsa Apake samAgamameM rahakara gaye the| unase pUchA to kucha bole nahIM, phira adhika pUchA taba batAyA ki donoM cauthe kAlake puruSa haiN|' aba to aura bhI utsukatA bddh'ii| anya saba loga kheDA gA~vameM gaye aura maiM Apase milaneke liye, mujhe prApta samAcArake anusAra usa baMgale para gayA jahA~ Apa pratidina jAte the| nadIke kinAre khristIkA cAra maMjilakA baMgalA thA, jisakI UparI maMjila para Apa kucha bola rahe the| Apa kyA karate haiM yaha maiMne sIr3hiyoM para khar3e khar3e dekhaa| Apa kabhI praNAma karate, kabhI gAthAe~ bolate aura kabhI khar3e hI raha jAte / isa sArI caryA parase ApakI kucha alaukika dazA dikhAyI detI thI! gA~vameM jAnekA samaya huA thA ataH namaskAra karake baiThA aura bAdameM gA~vameM calA gyaa| Apa vahA~ kisIke sAtha kucha bolate nahIM the, kevala sAdhuke sAtha hI kucha pUche to bolate the; anyathA zAMta hI rahate the| ___bAdameM khaMbhAta padhAre taba sAthameM cAturmAsa bitAnekA lAbha milaa| aMbAlAlabhAIkI vairAgyadazA aura sArI rAta Apake sAtha unakI bAteM calatI yaha dekhakara mujhe camatkAra pratIta huA, aura usI cAturmAsameM vahA~ zrImad rAjacaMdra-kRpAludeva bhI padhAre aura eka saptAha taka muniyoMko bodha diyaa| Apane pahale mu~hapattI DAla dI thI aura phira vicAra kiyA ki "kyA kaheMge? pUche binA aisA kiyA yaha ucita hai kyA?" isa vicArase eka ghaMTe taka ApakI A~khoMse A~sukI dhArA bahatI rahI aura kRpAludevakI A~khoMse bhI A~su girane lage! saba stabdha raha gye| phira paramakRpAludevane devakaraNajIse kahA ki mahArAjako mu~hapattI de do aura kaho ki abhI dhAraNa karanekI AvazyakatA hai| taba devakaraNajIne mujhe eka ora bulAkara kahA, "jinhoMne Der3ha mAsakA putra aura bayAsI varSakI vRddha mA~ko chor3akara sAdhupanA aMgIkAra kiyA, aise vyakti jisa puruSako grahaNa kareM to kyA ve niSkAraNa aisA karate hoMge? 'jo unakA ho vahI merA ho', aisA Ajase mAna le, isImeM terA kalyANa hai|" ataH usI dinase kRpAludevake prati merI AsthA ho gyii| tA. 18-6-23, zAmako sadguru, saddeva aura saddharma ye AtmArUpa hI haiN| sthitikaraNa-kisI sthira vastuke sAtha kisI hilatI huI vastuko bA~dha deM to vaha hilatI huI ruka jAtI hai, stambhake sAtha hilatI huI vastuko bA~dhe to vaha sthira ho jAtI hai| isI prakAra satpuruSake sAtha saMbaMdha-sahavAsa karanese sthiratA AtI hai| bodhakA prabhAva hotA hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-2 265 sevA karanA aura AjJAkA pAlana na karanA, yaha pA~va dabAnA aura jIbha para paira rakhaneke samAna hai / striyoMmeM saralatA hotI hai, unake manameM graMthi nahIM hotI / jisa 'paMcAdhyAyI' kA svAdhyAya calatA hai vaha jisakI samajhameM AtA ho use dhyAna rakhanA caahiye| yaha dUsaroMko bhI hitakArI hai / mumukSu - ' zubha zItalatAmaya chAMya rahI' isa padameM 'navakAra mahApadane samaro' ke sthAna para 'sahajAtmasvarUpa sadA samaro' aisA kyoM bolA jAtA hai ? prabhuzrI - 'navakAra' aura 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' meM aMtara nahIM hai / aura, ise haTAkara hameM apanA anya kucha karanA nahIM hai / sarvatra bhajana AdimeM, isIke vicArameM samaya bitAnA hai / hameM to kucha patA nahIM hai, para kucha aMzoMmeM usa puruSakI AjJA svIkAra kI hai / yadi virAdhanA karoge to mAre jaaoge| 'he hari! he hari ! zuM kahuM ? dInAnAtha dayALa !' ke sthAna para 'he prabhu! he prabhu!' bolanekI AjJA huI thI / taba usa prakAra kahanA na mAneM to svacchaMda mAnA jAyegA / kRpAludevake prati prema samarpita kreN| hama sabhI sAdhaka haiM / vikathAmeM nahIM rukanA hai / yaha kAma to mohanIya karmakA unmAda hai / 'mahAmohanIya karmathI bUDe bhavajaLamAMhi' - jinhoMne sira mu~DAyA hai unheM cetane jaisA hai / 'mokSa kahyo nijazuddhatA' - karma A-Akara girate para zuddhatA, samatAko saMbhAleM / sahajAtmasvarUpa paramagurudevakI jaya athavA trilokInAthakI jaya bolI jAya taba AnaMda AtA hai, paraMtu dhUla ur3atI ho taba koI A~kheM phAr3atA hai ? ghara dekha lene para gharameM ghusa jAtA hai athavA A~khoM para kapar3A Dhaka letA hai / tA. 19-6-23, sabere jAnate haiM yaha sthAna kaisA hai ? devasthAnaka hai ! jise yahA~ AnA ho vaha laukikabhAva bAhara, dvArake bAhara chor3akara Aye / yahA~ AtmAkA yogabala pravartamAna hai, yuvAnakA kAma nahIM hai / jo icchuka hoMge ve rheNge| jo utkaMThita ho unheM bhakti - bhajanameM samaya bitAnA cAhiye | citrapaTa aura pavitra sthAnoMkI avajJA na kareM / pUnA, zrAvaNa vadI 9, tA. 18-6-24, zAmako ye bhAI carotara-gujarAtase Aye haiN| kyA inheM yahA~ vyApAra karanA hai ? itanI dUra pahAr3a lA~ghakara AtmakalyANake liye Aye haiM / yahA~se kucha lAbha lekara jAyeM to acchA / duSamakAlameM satsaMga durlabha hai / Atmahita vismRta na ho isake liye puruSArtha kartavya hai / tA. 22-6-24 ise kyA kaheMge? kyA svAmInArAyaNake samAna 'saMsArIko gaddI para baiThAkara use saMnyAsI namana 1. pUnAmeM prabhuzrI pUrvAzramake putra mohanabhAIko kucha mumukSuoMne prabhuzrIkI anupasthitimeM rAtameM unakI gaddI para balapUrvaka biThAkara bhakti kI thI, usa saMbaMdha meM /

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266 upadezAmRta kare aisA ulaTA mArga calAnA hai? kyA mArga aisA hai ? anaMta saMsArameM bhaTakAnevAlA aisA kAraNa kaise sUjhA? ApameMse bhI koI kucha nahIM bolA? isa gaddIpara pA~va kaise rakhA jAya? hama bhI namaskAra kara isakI AjJA lekara baiThate haiM, vahA~ aisA svacchaMda! balapUrvaka dabAkara baiThA diyA isameM usakA kyA doSa? para kisIko yaha nahIM sUjhA ki kyA aisA karane denA cAhiye? / hama to aba mukta honA cAhate haiN| jaisA hai vaisA spaSTa kaha denA cAhate haiN| jise mAnanA ho vaha mAne / bicAre jIva kaThinAIse AkarSita hokara, paisA kharca kara, bhaktibhAvake liye Ate haiM aura isameM aisI ghaTanA ghaTita ho! hameM to yaha acchA nahIM lgtaa| mohanIya karma hai| prabhu, aba padhAriye! mohanIya karmane to mAra DAlA hai, burA kiyA hai| aba sAvadhAna hone yogya hai prabhu! tA.23-6-24 "dhanya ! te nagarI, dhanya ! veLA ghaDI; mAtapitA kula vaMza jinezvara." [prAtaH stavanameM gAyA gayA isameM kyA marma chipA hai? isa paMktiko laukikameM samajhanA hai yA alaukikameM? kulavaMza aura saMbaMdha kyA yaha saba zarIrake bAremeM hai? yoM to sArA saMsAra kara hI rahA hai| yaha to samakitake sAtha saMbaMdha jor3anekI bAta hai| samakitase jo guNa prakaTa hote haiM, unheM vaMza kahA gayA hai| dekho, pIr3hI DhU~r3ha nikAlI! saMsArIko gaddI para baiThAkara, saMnyAsI bhI usake pA~va chUo aisA svAmInArAyaNa aura vaiSNavoM jaisA mArga calAnA hai kyA? yaha to unakA yogabala hai, vaha isa sthAnakA deva jAgegA taba bnegaa| 'kara vicAra to pAma' aisA kahA hai, kyA vaha vyartha hai ? vicArake binA, sadvicArake binA to dharma prApta hotA hogA? 'aiseko milA taisA, taiseko milA 'tAI, tInoMne milakara tUtI bajAI' yaha bAta to laukika hai, kintu paramArtha samajhaneke liye kaha rahA huuN| eka mocI thaa| vaha ghara chor3akara ghUmane nikalA / calate calate kAzI banArasa jA pahu~cA / vahA~ saMskRta Adi par3hakara paMDita banakara lauttaa| aba use jUte silAI karanA kaise acchA lagatA? vaha vApasa dUra deza calA gyaa| eka choTe ThAkurake darabAra meM jAkara zloka bolA aura sabhAko rAjI kara diyaa| ThAkurane use paMDitakA sthAna de diyaa| ataH vaha vahIM rahane lgaa| vahA~ke rAjyapurohitakI kanyAke sAtha usakA vivAha bhI ho gyaa| thor3e dina bAda usa mocIke gA~vakA eka vyApArI usa dezameM mAla lekara AyA, usane use pahacAna liyaa| para paMDita sAvadhAna ho gayA, apanI jAna-pahacAnase usa vyApArIke cuMgIke paise mApha karavA diye| phira vyApArIse kahA ki yahA~ mere viSayameM kisIse kucha bAta nahIM kroge| vyApArI mAla becakara apane deza gyaa| vahA~ jAkara usa paMDitake pitA mocIse kahA ki, "tuma yahA~ jUte kyoM sI rahe ho? apane lar3akeke pAsa jAo na? vaha to amuka zaharameM rAjAkA bar3A darabArI hai|" mocI vahA~ gayA aura apane lar3akese milA / phira lar3akene apane pitAko samajhAyA ki yahA~ koI kucha jAna na pAye, isa prakAra Apa yahA~ rahiye aura ArAmase baiThakara khAiye / kucha dina to aisA claa| koI pUche to kahatA ki yaha to hamAre gA~vakA AdamI hai, bacceko jhulAneko rakhA hai| 1. telI

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upadezasaMgraha-2 267 __paMDitake yahA~ jo bhI loga Ate ve nitya apane jUte dvAra para kholakara Upara jaate| bUDhA bApa bacceke pAlaneke pAsa baiThe-baiThe jUte hI dekhA karatA aura bakatA rahatA ki isake jUtemeM ekaharA taliyA hai, isako sInevAlA kumhAra jaisA hai, isakI apekSA usa jUtekI silAI acchI hai| itanemeM eka vyaktine paMDitakI patnIse pUcha liyA ki yaha kauna hai? taba usane kahA ki hamane ise bacceko jhulAneko rakhA hai / sunakara bUr3hA bola par3A ki maiM to tumhArI sAsakA pati huuN| isase vaha samajha gayI ki yaha kucha SaDyaMtra jaisA hI laga rahA hai| ataH vaha to turaMta bacceko lekara apane pitAke ghara calI gayI aura pitAse kahA ki, "binA jA~ca kiye hI mocIke sAtha merA byAha kara diyaa|" yoM kahakara rone lgii| jaba paMDitako isa bAtakA patA lagA to vaha zahara chor3akara jAnekI taiyArI karane lgaa| apanA sAmAna Adi bA~dhakara taiyArI kara rahA thA tabhI rAjapurohita apanI kanyAko lekara pahu~ca gayA aura pUchA ki kahA~ jAnekI taiyArI kara rahe ho? paMDitane kahA ki mujhe isa zaharameM nahIM rahanA hai| rAjapurohita to isakA kAraNa jAnatA hI thA, isaliye usane kahA, "maiM bhI tumhAre sAtha AtA hU~, kyoMki tumhArI bAtakA patA lagane para merI bAtakA bhI patA laga sakatA hai / maiM bhI tumhArI hI taraha telI-taMbolI thA aura yahA~ Akara rAjapurohita banA / hama rAjAse milakara kaheMge ki hameM gA~va jAnA hai aura anya dezameM jAkara rheNge| donoM rAjAke pAsa gye| rAjA catura thaa| usane pUchA ki Apa donoM vidvAna mere rAjyadarabArameMse kyoM jA rahe ho? mujhe isakA kAraNa jAnanA hai| pahale to unhoMne kucha uttara nahIM diyaa| taba rAjAne kahA ki tumane kaisA bhI aparAdha kiyA hogA to bhI maiM mApha kara duuNgaa| taba sAhasa baTorakara unhoMne batAyA ki hamameMse eka telI aura dUsarA mocI thaa| para aba yaha bAta prakaTa honekA bhaya hai| isaliye yahA~se cale jAnekA nirNaya liyA hai| isa para rAjAne bhI apanI bAta prakaTa kI aura darpaNa dikhAkara kahA ki maiM bhI pahale nAI thA aura isa prakAra darpaNa dikhAyA karatA thA, isaliye DareM nhiiN| yoM le-bhAganevAloMse mArga nahIM cala sktaa| saca para bAta A gayI hai isaliye aba to jo hai vaha spaSTa kaha denA hai| jise mAnanA ho vaha mAne aura na mAne to vaha usakA adhikAra hai| hameM to aba mukta honA hI hai| pUjA, phUla aura sevA yaha saba hamane hone diyA, yaha hamArI bhUla hai| isa samasta saMghake sAmane hama kahe dete haiM ki choTI umrameM hamane saMyama liyA thA, taba kyA aise hI the? bhUleM bhI huI hoNgii| para aba to saca para hI jAnA hai| hameM AzramakA bhI kyA pratibaMdha hai? isa AzramameM aba hameM sira nahIM khapAnA hai| bhale hI vahA~ pazu aura gadhe ghuumeN| nivRttikA samaya bitAneke liye, bhakti bhajana kara leneke liye eka sthAna banAyA thA, vahA~ to kyA-kA-kyA ho gayA! yAtrAmeM hama sabhI sthAnoM para gaye haiM unameM kaI sthAna dekha rakhe haiM! vRddhAvasthA hai isaliye sthavirakalpIke yogya kisI sthAnakI AvazyakatA hai, vaha puNyayogase aisA anya koI sthAna mila jAyegA, para vahA~ hamArI AjJAke binA koI na Aye aura patra Adi likhanekI bhI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| gurukI zaraNase, jaba AzramameM sudhAra hogA, saba bAteM ThIka hoMgI taba patA calegA aura usa samaya AnemeM bhI Apatti nahIM hai|

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268 upadezAmRta __vahA~ AzramameM eka do muni raheMge aura jise utkaMThA ho vaha apanA samaya vahA~ bhaktibhajanameM vyatIta kreN| para vahA~ citrapaTa aura zubha sthAna haiM, unakI virAdhanA na kareM aura ujjhaDapana na kreN| anya saba kAma baMda rkheN| hameM aisA lagatA hai ki Azramake graha abhI ThIka nahIM hai| anukUlatAse dhIre dhIre thor3A thor3A saba ThIka ho jaayegaa| kisIkI ora kucha bhI dekhane jaisA nahIM hai| svayaM svayaMkA kArya karake cale jAnekA mArga hai| hameM apanI bhI saMbhAla karanI cAhiye yA nahIM? hama to ajJAtarUpameM jar3abharatakI taraha vicaraNa kara rahe the| usameM isane (raNachor3abhAIne) bhaMDA phor3A (prasiddhi meM laayeN)| aise samayameM kucha isakI sevAbhaktike kAraNa saMtake manako zAMti milii| usakI duAse yaha jo kucha hai so hai, para isa kAlameM pacAnA kaThina hai| kisIke sevAbhakti karane para hameM to bahuta gudagudI hotI thii| kyoM bhAI, Apako bhI aisA hotA hai? raNachor3abhAI-hotA hai, prabhu! prabhuzrI-jJAna to apUrva vastu hai / (paramakRpAludevake citrapaTakI ora aMgulinirdeza kara) hama to inakI zaraNameM baiThe haiN| kyoM bhAI, Apako jJAna huA hai? huA ho to btaaiyegaa| raNachor3abhAI-(sira hilAkara) nahIM prabhu! prabhuzrI-niSpakSapAtase ekamAtra Atmahitake lie hama eka bAta batAnA cAhate haiN| isameM na koI hamArA svArtha hai, na kisIko ulTe mArgapara car3hAnA hai aura na hI pUjA-satkAra svIkAranekI bAta hai| sakala saMghakI sAkSIse hama yaha bAta kaha rahe haiN| jo bharI sabhAmeM saMghake samakSa asatya yA Thaganeke lie bolatA hai use zAstrameM mahApApa kahA gayA hai| aise jIva bhAvI janmameM gUMge paidA hote haiM, unakI vANI baMda ho jAtI hai, mUr3ha bhI hote haiN| hama jo kahate haiM usapara jise vizvAsa ho ve hI khar3e ho jAyeM, anya bhale apane sthAnapara baiThe rheN| kintu jaisA hama kahate haiM, vaisA karanA ho ve khar3e hokara kRpAludevake citrapaTake Age hAtha rakhakara kaheM ki saMtake kahanese mujhe kRpAludevakI AjJA mAnya hai| hamAre manameM to aisA huA ki jo vacana hameM AtmahitakA kAraNa huA vaha vacana dUsare bhI suneM, zraddhA kareM to unakA bhI kalyANa ho / ataH unakI AjJA 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' jo hamAre pAsa Aye una sabako kRpAlukI dRSTise kaha sunaayii| paraMtu nAsamajhIse koI popaTalAlako, koI ratnarAjako, koI ina bhAIzrIko (raNachor3abhAIko) aura koI hamako dehadRSTise pakar3a baitthe| yaha viSa pI rahe ho, viSa! mara jaaoge| yaha mArga nahIM hai| jJAnI to jo hai so hai| usakI dRSTise khar3e rahoge to tiranekA kucha upAya hai| hameM mAnanA ho to mAno, na mAnanA ho to na mAno, paraMtu jaisA hai vaisA kahe dete haiN| hamane to socA thA ki abhI jo calatA hai vaisA bhale calatA rahe, samaya Anepara saba badala deNge| kyA hameM puSpahAra, pUjA-satkAra ye saba acche lagate hoMge? kiMtu kar3ave pU~Ta jAnabUjhakara utAra jaate| aba to chipAye binA spaSTa kahe dete haiM ki pUjA-bhakti karane yogya ye kRpAludeva haiN| hA~, bhale hI upakArIkA upakAra na bhuuleN| kisI paricita mitrakI bhA~ti usakI chabi ho to Apatti nahIM, paraMtu pUjA to isa (kRpAludevake) citrapaTakI hI honI caahie| acchA huA, anyathA kRpAludevake sAtha isa dehakI mUrti bhI, maMdira banatA taba

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upadezasaMgraha-2 269 sthApita kara dete| aisA nahIM karanA hai| bArahaveM guNasthAna taka sAdhaka, sAdhaka aura sAdhaka hI rahanA kahA hai| idhara-udhara dekhA to mara gaye smjhnaa| aba eka-eka yahA~ Akara kRpAludevake citrapaTake pATa para hAtha rakhakara kaheM ki 'saMtake kahanese kRpAludevakI AjJA mujhe mAnya hai|' jisakI icchA ho vaha Akara aisA kaha jAya / uTho bhAI! tumheM yaha rucikara hai yA nahIM? mumukSu-hA~ prabhu! [phira saba ekake bAda eka uThakara citrapaTake samakSa saMkalpa kara prabhuzrIko namaskAra kara baiThate gye| kucha naye loga bhI vahA~ the| unheM dekhakara prabhuzrI prasannatApUrvaka bole-] ye bhadrika naye loga bhI sAtha hI sAtha lAbha le gye| kauna jAnatA thA? kahA~se A car3he ! Tike raheM to kAma bana jAye! hamane jo kahA hai, vaha mArga yadi khoTA ho to usake hama jAminadAra hai| parantu jo svacchaMdase pravRtti karegA tathA 'yoM nahIM, yoM' kara dRSTi badalegA to usake hama jimmedAra nahIM hai| jimmedArI lenA sarala nahIM hai| para isa mArgameM bhUla nahIM hai / jo koI kRpAludevako mAnegA use kucha nahIM to devagati to hai hii| pUnA, tA. 18-12-24, guru prabhuzrI-kitane hI bhava kiye hoNge| hai unakA patA? pahAr3a, vRkSa, vanaspati, tiryaMcake-kisIkA patA hai? maraneke bAda, isa dehameM itane varSa rahe isakA kucha bhAna rahegA? mRtyukA bhaya nahIM lagA hai| mumukSu-paramakRpAludevase ApakA paricaya, ApakA pahalekA gRhasthajIvana, AcAryapada aura usake bAdakA caritra, Apa pratyeka vyaktiko bIsa dohe aura kSamApanAkI AjJA dete haiM, usakA kyA rahasya hai? pahale mumukSuko kyA jAnanA cAhiye? 'sanAtana jaina' se kyA tAtparya hai ? sanAtana jainImeM kaise guNa, kaisA vyavahAra honA cAhiye? hameM mAtra apanA kArya hI kara lenA cAhiye yA dharmapracAra bhI karanA cAhiye? usameM muni ho sakate haiM yA nahIM? AdikA vistArase varNana ho to aneka loga vacanAmRtakA vAcana kara 'yaha to par3ha liyA hai' aisA kahate haiM, unheM yaha saba jAne binA kevala par3ha lenese hI samajhameM nahIM A sakatA, yaha bAta dhyAnameM aaye| prabhuzrI-prabhu! yaha to koI apUrva graMtha bana jAye! pahalA prazna jo Apane pUchA hai, vaha mahAna puNyake udayase Apako sUjhA hai| kAla to prabhu, bIta hI rahA hai, kintu usake nimittase bitAyA jAya to saphala ho| mumukSu-dharmake pracArameM lageM yA apanA kAma karake cale jAyeM-mauna raheM? prabhuzrI-syAdvAda mArga hai, prabhu! pUre saMsArako camar3ese nahIM mar3hA jA sakatA, mAtra pA~vameM jUte pahane jAte haiN| mArgameM kA~Te hoM unheM dUra karanemeM hAni nhiiN| para kRpAludevakA vacana hai, yadi dupaTTA kA~ToMmeM ulajha jAye to dupaTTeke liye Age jAnese rukanA nahIM cAhiye / nikale to nikAla lenA, nahIM to chor3akara Age bar3ha jAnA caahiye|

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270 upadezAmRta tA.19-12-24 'iSTopadeza meM se vAcana __"kSobharahita ekAntameM tattvajJAna citta lAya / sAvadhAna ho saMyamI nijasvarUpako bhAya // 36 // " kSobharahita-aTakA na rhe| cAhe jaisI bAdhA Ave, para use dUra kre| AtmAnubhavakI, gurukI saccI zaraNakI to khUbI hI kucha ora hai! galA sa~dha rahA ho, zvAsa chAtImeM samAtA na ho, cakkara Ate ho, ghabarAhaTa hotI ho to bhI kyA huA? cAhe mRtyu kyoM na A jAye, para saca to saca hI hai| aba tujhe (vedanAko) nahI mAnU~gA / anAdikAlase aisI hI bhUla ho rahI hai, para aba sadguruke vacana hRdayameM likha rakhe haiN| dehakA aMta ho jAye taba bhI use nahIM chodduuNgaa| yaha pakar3A huA pallA nahIM chor3e to kyA sAmarthya hai ki moharAjA usake sAmane dekha sake? moharAjA krodhase kahatA hai, "bhAI, tU jA, jaa| yaha to kucha alaga hI sunane, smaraNa karane baiThA hai| phira hamArA nahIM rhegaa| ataH zIghra jaa|" paraMtu talavAra yA kulhADI lekara khar3e vyaktike pAsa jAnese saba Darate haiN| taba krodha kahatA hai, "abhI to vaha jozameM hai, vaha mere vazameM nahIM aayegaa|" mAnabhAIko kahatA hai, "tuma to bar3e AdamI ho, tumhArA prabhAva pdd'egaa|" para use bhI Dara lagA ki abhI to bar3e logoMke AzrayameM hai, ataH merA basa nahIM clegaa| mAyAse kahA to vaha bhI kahane lagI ki use to aura hI lagana lagI hai, ataH merA kucha nahIM clegaa| ataH aMtameM lobhabhAI cale / jahA~ riddhi-siddhi dikhAI de taba lagatA hai ki anyakI apekSA mujhameM kucha vizeSatA hai| yoM lobhabhAIke sAtha mAnabhAI bhI Aye aura mAyA Adi bhI aaii| kintu pahalese hI mAna, pUjA, bar3appana, lAlasA Adiko jisane jalA diyA ho aura eka mAtra mokSakI abhilASA rakhI ho taba phira dekha lo usakA bala! prabhu! kucha kara liyA ho to kAmameM AtA hai aura calita na ho to inakA-kRpAludevakA-aisA yogabala hai ki cAhe jaise karma hoM unheM jalAkara bhasma kara DAle / karmakA kyA bala? para inakI zaraNa grahaNa kare taba aisI gA~Tha lagA de ki vaha chUTe hI nhiiN| taba to jo Aye use phaTAphaTa dene laga jAya, tU bhI A jaa| zUravIrakI bhA~ti zastra calAye aura karmoMko naSTa kre| cAhe jaisI vedanA ho para usakA lakSya vahI rhe| cakravartI rAjAke yahA~ kAmadhenu gAya hotI hai| dasa hajAra gAyoMkA eka gokula mAnA jAtA hai, aise aneka gokula cakravartIke yahA~ hote haiN| mAtra dUsarI gAyoMkA dUdha pIkara rahanevAlI jo gAyeM hotI haiM, unakA dUdha pIkara rahanevAlI hajAra gAyeM hotI haiM, unakA dUdha pIkara rahanevAlI sau gAyeM hotI haiM, phira unakA dUdha pIkara rahanevAlI dasa gAyeM hotI haiM aura unakA dUdha pInevAlI eka kAmadhenu gAya hotI hai| usake dUdhakI khIra usakA bachar3A yA cakravartI hI pI sakatA hai| cakravartIkI paTTarAnI bhI use pacA nahIM sktii| unakI dAsI pakAneke bartanameM cipakI huI khurcana yA jalA huA mAvA bartana sApha karaneke samaya khA letI hai to usameM itanA bala A jAtA hai ki jo hIrA ghanakI coTase yA khalameM rakhakara pIsanese bhI na TUTe, use vaha cuTakImeM dabAkara cUrA kara DAlatI hai| taba cakravartIkI zaktikA to kahanA hI kyA! kisake liye yaha dRSTAMta diyA vaha bAta to bhUla hI gye| kucha balake viSayameM hogii|

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upadezasaMgraha - 2 271 karma, karma aura karma ! karmarUpI madArI jIvarUpI baMdarako khela khilA rahA hai| anya kyA ? jaisA dikhAI de rahA hai vaisA jIva hai kyA ? AtmAkA svarUpa kyA hai ? jJAna, darzana, cAritra - jAnanA, dekhanA, sthira honaa| kRpAludevakA vacana hai, hRdayameM likha rakhA hai, "muni ! jar3abharata banakara vicaranA / " pAgala bana jAne jaisA hai / loga kaheMge muni khAte haiM, pIte haiM aura aisA kyoM kara rahe haiM ? anyatra kahIM caina nahIM par3atA / jisase AnaMda mile vaha to hai nahIM / udAsa, udAsa, udAsa ! ghabarAhaTa, ghabarAhaTa aura ghabarAhaTa rahatI hai / kucha nahIM suhAtA / 'saddhA parama dullahA / ' yaha A jAye to kAma bana jaaye| sacce puruSakI pahacAna, zraddhA yahI samyaktva / Aja yA pacAsa varSa bAda bhI jo usase cipakA rahegA usakA ber3A pAra hai| karma kisIko chor3atA hai ? cAhe kitanI hI ghabarAhaTa hotI ho, kintu satsaMga, satzAstra aura aise anya kAryoMmeM hI lage raheM to samaya to aise bhI bItatA hai aura vaise bhI bItatA hai; para ekameM nirjarA hai aura dUsare baMdhana hai / kyA kareM ? karma ghera lete haiM, usakA phala sahana kara rahe haiN| cAhe jo ho para karanA yahI hai / hameM apanA bhI sa~bhAlanA cAhiye na ? jaba-jaba avakAza hotA hai, taba-taba isI sAdhanameM, smaraNameM, dhyAnameM pravRtti karate haiN| sabhIko yahI karanA hai / anaMta puNyakA udaya ho taba satpuruSake mukhase AtmA saMbaMdhI bAta sunaneko milatI hai / yaha anamola kSaNa bItA jA rahA hai| pUrA saMsAra vyarthakI mAthApaccImeM par3A hai / kAlako dhikkAra hai ! prabhuzrI - ( eka vidyArthI se ) kyA par3ha rahe the, prabhu ? vidyArthI - upanyAsa, isameM kucha jAnane yogya nahIM hai / 'phaoNrtha rIDara' meMse eka bAta hai / prabhuzrI - usameM kyA par3hA ? vidyArthI - eka vyakti pA~ca jahAja lekara amerikA khojane gayA, usameMse cAra tUphAnameM pha~sakara samudrameM guma ho gaye / bacA huA eka, eka dvIpa para jAkara vApasa lauTate hue DUba gayA / para usa dvIpameM eka saMsthAna sthApita kiyA vahA~ usakA nAma rahA / prabhuzrI - ( pustaka ma~gavAkara, hAthameM lekara ) yaha citrAMkita kucha par3ha rahe the aura leTe hue the 1 kyA par3ha rahe haiM aisA pUchanekA vicAra huA isaliye pUchA / kaho, isameM kyA milA ? zarIra ThIka na honese manako rokaneke liye becArene kahAnI par3hI, para ulaTA mohanIya karma bddh'aayaa| samaya to isameM bhI bItA; para kisI dhArmika pustakako par3hanemeM samaya bitAyA hotA to zubha nimittase nirjarAkA kAraNa hotA / hameM bhI vRddhAvasthAmeM vedanAke kAraNa jaba caina nahIM par3atA taba kucha zubha nimittakI yojanA karate haiM / Aja nIMda nahIM AyI, caina na par3A isaliye par3hanemeM yoM samaya batAyA to kucha hAni huI ? yaha mAtra Apako yA inako hI nahIM kaha rahA hU~ / burA na mAne, para sArA saMsAra aise hI madahoza hokara pAgala ho rahA hai aura mithyAtvako hI bar3hA rahA hai / to aba kucha socanA cAhiye yA nahIM ? anAdikAlase indriyoMke viSayoMmeM hI pha~sakara paribhramaNa kiyA hai /

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272 upadezAmRta "anAdi svapnadazAke kAraNa utpanna jIvakA ahaMbhAva, mamatvabhAva / " . ahaMbhAva aura mamatvabhAva, ahaMbhAva aura mamatvabhAva! basa isameM saba A gayA-pazu-pakSI, vRkSapahAr3a, iMdra-caMdra Adi sabhI / maiMne jAnA, maiMne khAyA, maiMne piyA, sabameM 'maiM aura merA' yahI mithyAtvakA mUla hai| chaha padakA patra amRtavANI hai| patra to sabhI acche haiM, para yaha to labdhivAkya jaisA hai! chaha mAsa taka isakA pATha kare to prabhu! kuchase kucha ho jAtA hai! cAhe jaisI bAdhA vighna AyeM, unheM bhagA denA caahiye| dinameM eka bAra isa para vicAra karanekA rakheM, phira dekheM / yaha samakitakA kAraNa hai| "isa svapnadazAse rahita mAtra apanA svarUpa hai, yadi jIva aisA pariNAma kare to sahaja mAtrameM jAgRta hokara samyagdarzanako prApta hotA hai| samyagdarzanako prApta kara svasvabhAvarUpa mokSako prApta karatA hai|" yahI mokSamArga hai! aba mujhe anya kyA mAnanA hai? yadi aisI pakar3a ho jAya to dera-sabera usarUpa avazya honA hI hai| "janma, jarA, maraNa, roga Adi bAdhArahita saMpUrNa mAhAtmyakA sthAna, aise nijasvarUpako jAnakara, anubhavakara vaha kRtArtha hotA hai|" kucha bAkI rahA? janmameM kama duHkha hai kyA? jarA, isa bur3hApeke (apanI ora aMgulinirdeza kara) duHkha kama nahIM hai-calA phirA nahIM jAtA, khAnA-pInA acchA nahIM lagatA aura roga, duHkha, duHkha aura duHkha, hilA na jAya, bolA na jAya, icchAnusAra na ho, sukha caina na Aye-ina saba bAdhA pIr3Ase rahita, saMpUrNa mAhAtmyakA sthAna aisA nija svarUpa', hAza! anya cAhe jo ho, para isameM anya kyA honevAlA hai? "jina-jina puruSoMko ina chaha padoMse sapramANa aise paramapuruSake vacanase AtmAkA nizcaya huA hai, ve ve puruSa sarva svarUpako prApta hue haiM, Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi sarva saMgase rahita hue haiM, ho rahe haiM aura bhaviSyakAlameM bhI vaise hI hoNge|" ThappA lagAyA hai ThappA! zraddhAkI AvazyakatA hai, nizcayakI AvazyakatA hai| 'saddhA parama dullahA' kahA gayA hai prabhu! sacce puruSakI zraddhA, pratyakSa jJAnIkI AjJA, yahI 'sanAtana dharma' / ['tattvajJAna meMse 'vacanAvalI'kA vAcana] "zAstra meM kahI huI AjJAyeM parokSa haiM aura ve jIvako yogya banAneke liye kahI gayI hai| mokSaprAptike liye pratyakSa jJAnIkI AjJAkA ArAdhana karanA caahiye|" prabhuzrI-yahI, yhii| mumukSu-pratyakSase kyA abhiprAya hai? prabhuzrI-itanA spaSTa hone para bhI samajhameM na Aye to yaha isa kAlakA eka viziSTa acherA mAnA jaayegaa| pratyakSa arthAt jisane AtmAko prApta kiyA hai, vh| zAstrase prApta jJAnameM aura pratyakSa jJAnI dvArA prApta dharmameM bar3A bheda hai| zAstrameM to mArga batAyA gayA hai, marma to jJAnIke hRdayameM 1. Azcarya, aghaTita ghttnaa| zAstrameM cauthe kAlameM daza achere kahe gaye haiM vaisA hI yaha eka /

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upadezasaMgraha-2 273 rahA huA hai| kAgaja para 'agni' zabda likhakara karor3oM manuSya apanI parciyA~ rUIke godAmameM DAleM to usase rUI jalegI kyA? kintu pratyakSa saccI agnikI eka choTIsI cinagArI bhI lAkhoM mana rUImeM par3I ho to vaha jalAkara bhasma kara detI hai| ataH zAstrakA jJAna cAhe kitanA hI kyoM na ho aura kaisA bhI kSayopazama ho to bhI vaha kAgaja para likhI 'agni ke samAna hai, paraMtu AtmAke anubhavakI eka cinagArI ho to bhI vaha saccI anike samAna koTi karmoMkA kSaya kara mokSa prApta karAtI hai| __eka bur3hiyA thii| use rUIse bharI gAr3I dikhAI dI, use dekhakara vaha pAgala ho gayI ki mujhase to nitya pAva bhara rUIkI pUniyA~ bhI nahIM katatI taba itanI gAr3I bhara rUI kaba kategI? phira eka samajhadAra vyaktine usa pAgala bur3hiyAse kahA ki mAtAjI! gAr3ImeM to agnikI jalatI huI cinagArI girI jisase saba rUI jala gyii|" taba vaha 'zAMti' kahakara bhAnameM aaii| isI prakAra karma kitane bhI kyoM na hoM, unase ghabarAnA nahIM cAhiye, dhairyase sahana karanA caahiye| "koTi varSanuM svapna paNa, jAgRta thatAM zamAya; tema vibhAva anAdino, jJAna thatAM dUra thAya." isI prakAra jJAna honepara una karmoMkA bala nahIM hai ki jJAnakI agnike Age Tika skeN| samajhaneke lie, ajJAnakA eka mithyA dRSTAMta detA huuN| jahA~ saba kucha svapna jaisA hai, vahA~ satya kyA hai? vaTAmaNake pAsa eka gA~va thA, vahA~ eka nathu bAbA rahatA thaa| usI gA~vameM eka nathu darjI bhI rahatA thaa| eka dina usa nathubAbAne 'tere nAma para thU' kahakara eka bar3e aphasarakA apamAna kiyaa| ataH darabArakI orase AjJA dI gaI ki nathu bAbAko phA~sI para car3hA do| vaha bAbA to kahIM dUra calA gyaa| rAja chor3akara hI calA gyaa| use kauna pakar3e? gA~vake mukhiyA para darabArakI AjJA aayii| usakA uttara yoM likhA gayA ki nathubAbA to bhAga gayA hai| phira AjJA AyI ki cAhe jisa nathuko phA~sI para car3hA do| ataH 'aMdhera nagarI caupaTa rAjA ke samAna bicAre nirdoSa nathu darjIko phA~sI para car3hA diyA gyaa| yoM kisIke badale koI mArA jAtA hai| keleke sAtha ugA eraMDA kelekA pAnI pI jAtA hai aisI ghaTanA bhI ghaTa jAtI hai| ina mohanalAlajIkI sevAmeM rahA to kRpAlukI dayAse yahA~ AnA saMbhava huaa| tA. 26-12-24 kisIkA mana duHkhI ho aisA na kreN| kRpAludevakA kathana mujhe yAda hai| inakI sevAmeM khaMbhAtake zrI aMbAlAlabhAI rahate the| ve apanI patnIke sAtha bilakula saMbaMdha nahIM rakhate the| yaha unake mAtApitAko burA lagA aura yaha bAta kRpAludevake pAsa aaii| taba kRpAludevane unheM sevAse nivRtta honekI AjJA dI aura kahA ki jAkara unake manako saMtuSTa kro| cAhe jaise sAmanevAleko samajhAkara, rAjI rakhakara, dharmakI sAdhanA karanI cAhiye, mana duHkhAnA nahIM caahiye| AzramameM nahIM jAnA aisA kucha pratibaMdha hameM nahIM hai aura vaha ekAMtapUrNa suMdara sthAna bhI hai| paraMtu kRpAludevakI dRSTise vicaraNa karanA hai| abhI to Azramase mana uTha gayA hai| vahA~ mohanalAlajI rheNge| yahA~ bhI kucha Apatti jaisA nahIM hai| para subaha-zAma macchImAra loga jAla Jain Education international

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274 upadezAmRta lekara jAte haiM yaha acchA nahIM lgtaa| kRpAludevane hameM manA kiyA hai ki "jahA~ anArya yA abhakSya AhAra lenevAle loga rahate hoM, vahA~ muni, Apa na raheM, vicaraNa na kre|" aisA kRpAludevakA kathana yAda AtA hai| isaliye aise paryAyavAle kSetrameM rahanA na par3e to acchaa| [ 'iSTopadeza'kA vAcana-gRhastha cauthe pA~caveM guNasthAnameM pratyAkhyAnAvaraNIya kaSAya sahita honese karma grahaNa to karate haiM para ba~dhe hueko bhogakara kSaya kara dete haiN|] prabhuzrI-isameM kyA samajheM? 1. mumukSu-lakSya anya honese karmoMko bhogate hue bhI na bhogane jaisA pariNAma AtA hai| bhogakara unase mukta ho jAte haiN| prabhuzrI-Apa kyA samajheM? 2. mumukSu-pUrvabaddha karma AyeMge to avazya hI, para Asaktirahita bhogakara unheM jalA dete haiN| . prabhuzrI-bAta saccI hai| ApakA kahanA bhI saca hai aura inakA kahanA bhI saca hai, para koI marma raha jAtA hai| aneka loga aisA kahate haiM ki hama to bhogakara karma kSaya kara dete haiN| kucha vRtti uThI use pUrvakarma samajhakara strI AdikA bhoga kara phira mAnate haiM ki maiMne karma kSaya kara diyaa| para bAta aisI nahIM hai, yaha to moha hai| vRttiko rokanA cAhiye, sukhA denA cAhie / yo saMtuSTa karanese karmase chUTA nahIM jaataa| vaha to agnimeM lakar3I DAlane yA AgameM ghI DAlakara bujhAne jaisA prayatna huaa| aisA kabhI nahIM hotaa| samyagdRSTikI bAta alaga hai| kintu 'maiM bhogakara chUTa rahA hU~' aisA kabhI nahIM ho sktaa| vRttiko rokanA, kSaya karanA cAhiye / "vRttiyoMkA kSaya kareM, muni!" aisA hameM kRpAludevane kahA thaa| kulhAr3I lekara khar3e raheM, jaise hI vRtti jAgrata ho ki usake Tukar3e kara deM! jo karma Aye use Ane deM, phira phaTakAra deM / becAre karma 'hamArA kSaya karo, hamArA kSaya karo' kahate hue sira jhukAkara A khar3e hoNge| unako pratyekako kaheM-'tuma Ao, maiM dekhatA hU~' yoM kahakara vIrakI bhA~ti khar3e rahanA caahie| unake samakSa jhukanA nahIM caahie| / [vAcanameM 'upekSA' aura 'udAsInatA' zabda Aye] prabhuzrI-donoMmeM aMtara hai| udAsInatA arthAt vItarAgatA aura upekSA arthAt tyaag| donoMmeM yaha bheda hai ki vItarAgatAmeM zAMti hai aura tyAgameM zaurya hai| samyagdRSTi zUravIra hotA hai| karmakA kSaya karanemeM balakI AvazyakatA hai| kAla duSama hai| AyukA bharosA nahIM hai| jitanA kara liyA utanA kAmakA hai| saMsAra aura saMbaMdhiyoMkI mAnyatA ho gaI hai| aMtameM unhIMko yAda karatA hai aura aMtameM unase kucha kaha jAnekI icchA hotI hai| yadi apanA saccA sukha, apanI satya bAta samajhameM AyI ho, dRr3ha saMbaMdha bA~dhA ho to vaha samayapara upasthita kyoM na ho? galata dRSTAMta hai, para samajhane yogya hai| jaise striyA~ cUr3A pahanakara apane patiko hI apanA mAnatI hai, vaise hI usake nAmakA hI cUr3A pahananA caahie| yaha bhava to

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upadezasaMgraha-2 275 usake liye hI bitAnA hai, aisA dRr3ha vizvAsa satpuruSake prati ho jAnA cAhiye aura samaya bhI kevala usI carcA meM bitAnA yogya hai| anya saba mithyA nikalA, to aba kyA kareM? patrAMka 373 kA vAMcana "manake kAraNa yaha saba hai|" 'mana' kyA? bhAvamana aura dravyamana yoM do bheda haiN| bhAvamana aatmaa| AtmAke binA mana kaisA? 'usake kAraNa' isake bhI do bheda hote haiM / dravyamanake kAraNa aura bhAvamanake kAraNa / 'yaha saba hai' kyA hai? svabhAva aura vibhAva / AtmA na ho to yaha saba kaise jAnA jAya? 'usakA nirNaya' yaha bhI AtmAke kAraNa bAhyAbhyaMtara ye do bhedavAlA hai| laMbe samayake bodhake binA yaha samajhameM AnA kaThina hai| eka gA~vake paTela para darabArakA roSa honese use eka jor3I baila, gAr3I aura anAja dekara kuTuMbake sAtha rAjyakI sImAke bAhara nikAla diyaa| vahA~ jaMgalameM usakI strIne eka bAlakako janma diyaa| bAriza hone lagI aura luTere lUTaneko A pahu~ce / ataH vaha gAr3I para car3hakara dupaTTA hilAhilAkara kahane lagA, "Ao, Ao, jitane A sako aao|" luTere bole-"kisako bulA rahA hai? utara nIce, varnA lAThI mArakara mAra ddaaluuNgaa|" taba usane apanI ApabItI kaha sunAyI-"maiM to pUre gA~vakA svAmI thaa| IrSyA karanevAloMne cugalI kI ki mere gA~vase darabArake pAsa koI phariyAda nahIM jAtI, jisase darabArako paise nahIM milte| isaliye mujhe gA~vase nikAla diyaa| bAriza hone lagI, strIne bacceko janma diyA aura tuma bhI A gye| ataH aura bhI jo duHkha AnevAle hoM unheM bulA rahA hU~ ki ve saba A jaayeN|" isa prakAra jise saMsAra duHkharUpa lagA hai, para sukhameM yA duHkhameM jise samatA rahatI hai, vaha to prabhuse duHkha hI mA~gatA hai| hameM A~takI gA~Tha hai| dastake samaya arzameM kacAI raha jAnese A~ta khisakatI hai| vaha prasUtikI vedanA jaisI pIr3A pratidina. bhoganI par3atI hai| vRddhAvasthA, kapha, ghabarAhaTa, vAyu Adike rUpameM pUrvabaddha karma bhogane par3ate haiM, ve bhoga rahe haiM, ve jAneke liye Aye haiM ataH jA rahe haiM-aisA dekha rahe haiN| [mumukSuko 'tattvajJAna' dete hue] isa 'tattvajJAna meM jo vastu hai vaha apUrva hai! Apa jo mAnate haiM usa dharmase koI virodha nahIM hai| pUjA kareM, dAna deM to usakA phala hai, puNyabaMdha hotA hai| para yaha to mokSakA mArga prApta karAnevAlA hai| cAhe jitanI pravRttimeM hoM to bhI use na bhUleM / saccA dharma, satpuruSoMkA dharma zAstroMmeM nahIM hotaa| zAstra yogyatA pradAna karate haiN| itanA bhava isIke liye bitAnA hai| jaba sabakA phala milatA hai taba isakA kyoM nahIM milegA? yaha cUkane yogya avasara nahIM hai| smaraNameM rheN|

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276 upadezAmRta tA. 28-1-25 patrAMka 117 kA vAcana "usa pAvana AtmAke guNoMkA kyA smaraNa kareM? jahA~ vismRtiko avakAza nahIM hai vahA~ smRti honA bhI kaise mAnA jAya?" prabhuzrI-isakA kyA paramArtha hai ? muni mohana0-bodhabIjakI bAta hai| jahA~ mana aura vANIkI gati nahIM hai vahA~ smRti, vismRti jo manake kAraNa hai, usakI gati kaise ho sakatI hai? Apa kucha kahiye / prabhuzrI-naya anaMta haiN| nayakI apekSAse mithyA nahIM hai / para unakI zaraNase abhI jo smaraNameM AtA hai vaha batAtA huuN| satpuruSake yogase mArga mila jAtA hai, vastu samajhameM A jAtI hai| use grahaNa karake chor3e nahIM, usIke liye jIye, aisA kucha samakitakA raMga hai! jaise kisI vastuko dAga laga jAya to vaha miTatA nahIM, vaise hI yaha bhI vismRta nahIM hotaa| ___"ehI nahIM hai kalpanA, ehI nahIM vibhaMga; jaba jAgeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge raMga." aisA raMga saubhAgyabhAIko, jUThAbhAIko, hamako lagA thaa| kAgaja para likhI 'agni' aura saccI agnimeM AkAza-pAtAlakA aMtara hai| eka bAra usakA sparza ho jAne para phira kaise bhI prasaMga Aye taba bhI use alagakA alaga hI lagatA hai| jUThAbhAIke yahA~ bhI vyApAra, sagAI-saMbaMdha Adike aneka prazna Aye, para ve apane nahIM haiM aisA hI mAnate the| AtmahitameM hI lakSya rahatA thA, aisI dazAkI prazaMsA kI hai| "kyA icchata khovata sabai, hai icchA duHkhamUla / " tA. 25-5-25 Apa, Apa aura Apa saba ekatrita hue haiM ve saMskAra hI haiM na? RNAnubaMdhake kAraNa saba milate haiM aura alaga hote haiN| saccA vairAgya hI kahA~ samajhameM AyA hai! samajhameM AyegA taba to eka ghaDI bhI acchA nahIM lgegaa| hAthI, gAya, bhaiMsake baccekA janma hotA hai taba jhillI AtI hai| usameMse bacceko bAhara nikAlanA par3atA hai, A~valameMse bacceko alaga karanA par3atA hai| vaise hI becArA jIva karmakI jhillImeM lipaTA huA hai| use vahA~ kaise acchA laga sakatA hai? jo acchA lage use acchA nahIM lagAnA aura jo acchA na lage use acchA lagAnA-aisA jJAnIpuruSakA vacana hai| duHkha Aye, mRtyu Aye, cAhe jo Aye, bhale hI usase adhika Aye, jitanA AnA ho utanA Aye! yaha kahA~ AtmAkA dharma hai? yaha bulAnese nahIM AyegA aura 'mata Ao, miTa jAo, acchA ho jAo' kahanese kama honevAlA nahIM hai, taba phira usase DaranA kyA? jJAnIpuruSoMne jaisA dekhA hai vaisA merA svarUpa hai| unhoMne jo mAnA hai vaha mujhe mAnya hai| phira anya cAhe jo aaye| use merA mAnU~ taba to mujhe duHkha hogA na? eka sacce puruSake milanese yaha samajhameM AtA hai, anyathA kauna jAne AtmAkA svarUpa kyA aura kaisA hai ?

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upadezasaMgraha-2 277 jo kaNThastha ho gayA ho use gunagunA lete haiM, pratikramaNa par3apar3a kara lete haiM, yA upayoga na rahe, kaccA yAda ho, barAbara yAda na ho to jo bolanA cAhiye usake sthAna para anya kucha bola jaayeN| ye donoM bAteM ThIka nahIM hai| yAda ho to aisA honA cAhiye ki nIMdameM hoM aura koI sunAneko kahe to uThakara phaurana eka bhI bhUla kiye binA sunA deN| dhyAna rakhakara bolA jAya-upayogazUnya uccAraNa na ho isake liye kabhI kabhI ulaTe kramase bolanA cAhiye, jaise 1, 2, 3, 4 ke sthAna para 4, 3, 2, 1 kI bhA~ti / jaise AtmasiddhikA pATha karanA hai aura acchI taraha yAda ho gaI hai to aMtima gAthAse AraMbhakara pahalI gAthA taka bolanA caahiye| yoM prayatnapUrvaka abhyAsa kare to upayogasahita bolA jA sakatA hai| . manako yadi thor3I derake liye bhI DhIlA chor3a diyA to vaha anartha kara ddaalegaa| ataH use kucha na kucha kAmameM lagAye rakhanA caahie| bhagavAnakI AjJA hai ki samayamAtra bhI pramAda nahIM krnaa| tA.14-6-25 [pA~ca samitike viSayameM patrAMka 767 kA vAcana] isameM apUrva bAta kahI gaI hai| __ "pravacana aMjana jo sadguru kare, dekhe parama nidhAna jineshvr|" isameM pravacana-aMjana kahA hai, vahI bAta isa patrameM hai| tIna gupti-mana, vacana aura kAyA tathA pA~ca samiti-AjJAke upayogapUrvaka bolanA, calanA, AhAra grahaNa karanA, vastra Adi lenA yA rakhanA aura nihAra kriyA (malamUtra tyAga Adi)-ina AThoM hI kAmoMmeM AjJAkA upayoga rakhakara vyavahAra karanA use 'pravacana aMjana' kahA hai| ghaTapaTa Adike viSayameM bolaneke pahale AtmAkI ora upayoga rhe| pahale AtmA phira anya kuch| jahA~ dRSTi jAye vahA~ AtmA, AtmA, aatmaa| romaromameM yahI satya, satya, satya ho rahA hai| __ aThAraha dUSaNase rahita kaisA hai vaha deva! krodha nahIM, mAna nahIM, mAyA nahIM, rati-arati nahIM, Adi doSoMse rahita! vaha kabhI pyAsA huA hai ? bhUkhA huA hai ? rogI hai ? brAhmaNa hai? strI hai? puruSa hai? ekamAtra samajha badala jAya to camatkAra ho jAya / "vahA~ maiM gayA" kahatA hai vahA~ mithyAtva hai / 'maiM' aura 'tU' bhinna huA hai use huA hai / anya kucha bhI kahe to acchA nahIM lgtaa| kAzIke bar3e paMDita hoM yA anya koI bhI hoM, para eka sacce puruSakI mAnyatA ho gaI hai, jisase anya koI acchA nahIM lgtaa| yahI kartavya hai| 'bAta mAnyatAkI hai|' satpuruSakI yathAyogya pratItike binA jIvAjIvakA jJAna nahIM hotA yaha satya hai / dU~DhiyA rAtameM pAnI nahIM rakhate, AvazyakatA par3a jAya to mUtra yA rAkhase kAma calA lete haiN| zAstrameM aisI saMkucitatA kyoM rakhI hogI? aisI zaMkA AcArAMgakA vAcana karate hue hameM huI thii| isake viSayameM devakaraNajI aura hamane puchavAyA thA jisakA yaha uttara hai| isameM to apUrva bAteM bharI huI haiN| tor3aphor3a kara kahI jAya to asalI majA aaye| babUlako bAtha bhIMcakara kahe ki mujhe chur3Ao, mujhe koI chudd'aao| chor3a de to chUTa jaayegaa| satpuruSa to kahakara cale jAte haiN| paMDita to lagna karA degA, para kyA vaha ghara bhI basA degA?

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278 upadezAmRta tA.5-1-26 [gomaTTasArameMse kaSAyamArgaNAkA vAcana] kRpAludevane cAra kaSAyoMko cAra cakravartI kahA hai / unako jItanA cakravartIko jItaneke samAna hai| rAgadveSarUpI bailase kaSAyarUpI kRSaka mithyAtva bIja bo rahA hai| vaha kaisA phala detA hai? are! anaMta saMsArameM bhaTakAtA hai| yaha zatru hai, ise nahIM mAreMge? mara! mara! sthAna sthAna para mara jAne jaisA hai| hA~, mRtyu na hotI aura bhale hI vRddhAvasthA, rogoMse jarjarita yaha zarIra aisA hI calatA rahatA to ThIka, dhIraja rakha sakate haiN| kintu yaha do ghar3I dina jitanA yaha manuSyabhava milA hai, isakA kyA bharosA? kitane dina jInA hai? kyA sadaiva baiThe raheMge? taba mRtyuko kaise bhUla sakate haiM ? jo samyaktvakA, AtmAke zuddha pariNAmakA ghAta kare, vaha kaSAya / arere! yaha to kasAI hI hai| isase bar3A pApa kyA hai? mohanalAlajI kahate hoM yA hama kahate hoM kintu manameM yaha vicAra Aye ki ye to aisA kahate haiM, para aisA honA cAhiye / ye bar3e haiM ataH kyA kaheM? anyathA vAstavika to yaha hai| aise bhAva AyeM vaha kyA hai? jIvane sAmAnya kara diyA hai| isa caMdanavRkSakI havA AnA bhI durlabha hai| isa kAlameM yaha milanA mahA durlabha hai / eka jJAnIkI dRSTise jo saca hai, vahI saca hai| zeSa to bAharase bhale hI zItala dIkhatA ho, para jJAnI kahe ki vaha rAgI hai to vaha satya hai; aura bAharase krodhI dIkhatA ho para aMtarapariNAma samyak bhI hote haiN| eka zItaladAsa bAbAjI the| eka vyaktine Akara unase nAma pUchA to bole-"shiitldaas|" phira pUchA to khaa-"shiitldaas|" yoM do-tIna bAra uttara diyA, para pA~ca-sAta bAra pUchA to bAbAjI cimaTA lekara khar3e ho gaye mAraneke liye| taba usa vyaktine kahA-"ApakA nAma zItaladAsa nahIM hai, vAstavameM to agnidAsa hai|" aisA ho jAtA hai| mumukSu-"A avaninu kara bhalu' (isa avanikA bhalA kara) aisI paramakRpAludevane prArthanA kI hai, usake anusAra kRSi, kAminI aura kaMcanake tyAga dvArA TolasTaoNya aura leninane rAgadveSake tyAgake nimitta svIkAra kiye haiM, ataH ve bhI dharmaprAptike pAtra bana rahe haiN| prabhuzrI-vahA~ rAjA hai yA nahIM? mumukSu-rAjAko to phA~sI para car3hA diyaa| prabhuzrI-taba to vahA~ abhI taka rAgadveSa haiM aura ve bhI tIvra / isI kAraNase jJAniyoMne una dezoMko anArya kahA hai| bAharase cAhe jaisA dikhAyI detA ho para jJAnIkI dRSTise jo satya hai, vahI satya hai| anya mujhe mAnya nahIM hai| cAhe jaisA camatkAra jaisA bhale hI lage, para jJAnIko jo saca lagA vahI mujhe mAnya hai| itanA isa bhavameM karane jaisA hai| eka tyAgI thA, vaha pratidina khAtA thA, phira bhI aisI bAta phaila gaI thI ki 'vaha kabhI nihAra nahIM krtaa|' eka jainako isakA patA lagA, ataH usakI parIkSA lene miThAI lekara usa tyAgIke pAsa phuNcaa| bhaktibhAva dikhAkara use bhalI prakAra bhojana karavAkara sevAmeM rahanekI AjJA lekara vahIM raha gyaa| pUre dina kucha patA nahIM lgaa| para prAtaH jaba bAbAjI snAnake liye jAne lage taba vaha vyakti bhI unake sAtha gyaa| bAbAjIne snAna karate karate DubakI lagA dI to viSTA tairakara

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upadezasaMgraha-2 279 Upara A gii| taba usa jainane kahA-bAbAjI, aba bAhara A jAiye, lIMDI (viSTA) Upara dikhAI de rahI hai| yoM logoMko tamAzA dikhAkara, jise AhAra hotA hai use nihAra hotA hI hai, yaha siddhakara sArI pola khola dii| ataH bAhara kaise bhI cihna dikhAI dete hoM, para jo satya hai vahI satya hai / maiM samajhatA hU~, mujhe jo samajhameM AtA hai vahI satya hai aura isakA kahanA mithyA hai, ina saba bAtoMko chor3akara, jJAnIne jo dekhA hai vahI satya hai, isa para dRr3ha rahanekI AvazyakatA hai| koI kahe ki maiM samajhatA hU~ taba bhI bhUla hai| jJAnIkI chApa (muhara) caahiye| apane Apa mAna lenA yogya nahIM hai| tA.6-1-26 prabhu! jIva abhI thakA kahA~ hai? svacchaMda aura svacchaMdameM hI apanI kalpanAse bhAgatA hI rahatA hai| kucha kahane jaisA nahIM hai| yaha koI apUrva avasara hai, sAvadhAna hone jaisA hai| 'aisA karU~ to aisA hogA, aisA kiyA so ThIka kiyA,' Adi nAsamajhI hai| karma kahA~ chor3anevAle haiM? gurukI zaraNase hameM to sAtAvedanI ho to bhI acchI nahIM lagatI tathA asAtA bhI vaisI hI hai| yaha kahA~ AtmAkA dharma hai? kahIM bhI aTakane jaisA nahIM hai| mumukSu-do dina thor3I bImArI thI taba taka to maMtrakA smaraNa huA, para tIsare dina vizeSa pIr3A huI taba maMtra-jApakI icchA, bhAvanA to rahatI, para 'bApa re! arere!' aise bola nikala jaate| aisA kyoM hotA hogA? prabhuzrI-jo bhAvanA rahatI hai vaha bhI kucha kama nahIM hai| apAriNAmika mamatA jaisA hai| para svAsthya ThIka hone para anya karmoMkA pravAha jo baMda huA thA, vaha phira prAraMbha ho gayA na? yaha bulA rahA hai, yaha amuka vastu lAye, yaha kAma hai, yaha leMge na? isa saMkalpa-vikalpameM smaraNa bhI rahanA kaThina ho jAtA hai| ataH bImArI bhI hitakAraka siddha hotI hai| rogake cale jAne para Apako aisA lagatA hogA ki ThIka huA; kintu phira yaha upAdhi Akara cipaka gii| bakher3e bA~dhe the una sabakA RNa cukAnA par3atA hai na? kintu jitanA samaya smaraNa aura bhAvanAmeM bItA vaha sArthaka huaa| hamArI to aba vRddhAvasthA huI, duHkha bhI calatA rahatA hai / kalakI apekSA Aja bukhAra vizeSa hai, phira bhI phAlatU bakabakakI taraha yaha bolanA ho jAtA hai| kucha bhI acchA nahIM lagatA / mRtyu na ho taba to koI bAta nahIM, para aisA zarIra bhI kitane dina calegA? aura akele hamAre liye hI aisA kahA~ hai ? kisIke liye bhI aisA kahA~ hai ki itane varSa taka to mRtyu AyegI hI nahIM? ghar3IbharameM kyA se kyA ho jAtA hai! ataH hameM to unakI zaraNase kisImeM AnaMda nahIM aataa| eka devane eka samakitIko vairabhAvake kAraNa samudrameM phaiMka diyA, jahA~se usakA mokSa huaa| aisI kucha kathA hai na? para nimitta sadaiva acche rakhane caahiye| muni mo0-dhArazIbhAIke aMtakAlake samaya unake samIpa caubIsoM ghaMTe zubha nimitta rakhe gaye the| kabhI vAcana hotA to kabhI maMtrajApa hotA thaa| 'sahajAtmasvarUpa, sahajAtmasvarUpa, kevalajJAnadarzanamaya sahajAtmasvarUpa' aisA jApa cAlU hI rahatA thaa| jaba vedanIya karmakA tIvra udaya hotA hai

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280 upadezAmRta taba jIvakA vIrya maMda par3a jAtA hai aura daba jAtA hai, usa samaya yAda dilAnevAlA koI ho to vizeSa lAbha hotA hai / prabhuzrI - saubhAgyabhAIkI mRtyuke samaya aMbAlAlabhAI 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' sunAte the taba apane dhyAna - upayogase bAhara Akara saubhAgyabhAIko usameM upayoga jor3anA pdd'aa| ataH usa samaya kucha na bolanekA unhoMne kahA thA / yoM syAdvAda bhI hai / muni mo0 - phira bhI aMbAlAla vicakSaNa the / jaba bhI vizeSa vedanAke cihna dikhAyI dete taba ve vApasa smRti dilAte rahate the / tA. 7-1-26 ['mokSamAlA' zikSApATha 100 'manonigrahake vighna' kA vAcana ] mumukSu-lakSyakI bahulatAkA kyA artha hai ? prabhuzrI - upayogakA vibhAvase chUTanA, vizAlatA honA / upayogakI nirmalatAke liye, vaha bhUlA na jAya usake liye kucha adhika zravaNa AdikI vizeSa AvazyakatA nahIM hai / ['eka bhI uttama niyamako siddha nahIM karanA' isa aThArahaveM doSake vivecanake prasaMga para dRSTAMta ] pheNAvake choTAlAla kapUracaMda, aMbAlAlake mitra the / unheM 'bahu puNyakerA puMjathI' kAvyakI pahalI gAthAkI do paMktiyA~ bAra bAra yAda AtI rahatIM / jaba dekho taba vaha unakI jIbha para hI hotii| inakA uccAraNa kiye binA ve kabhI dikhAyI nahIM pdd'e| isase unake matijJAnameM nirmalatA honese unheM apanI mRtyukA kucha patA laga gayA / ve svayaM bahuta pakke the| aMbAlAlabhAIke kuTuMbakA bahutasA kAma saMbhAla lete, para svArthI itane adhika ki unake cAhe jaise kAmameM anyako svArthakI gaMdha Aye binA na rahatI / eka dina zAmako jahA~ saba bhakti karate baiThate vahA~ Akara sabako namaskAra karanA zurU kara diyaa| sabako lagA ki binA kAraNa ve aisA nahIM kareMge / ataH aMbAlAlabhAIne pUcha liyA- " choTAbhAI ! tuma Aja aisA kyoM kara rahe ho ?" unhoMne kahA - "mujhe Apase Aja vacana lenA hai / " "tumheM kyA cAhiye, bolo?" "Apa vacana deM ki dU~gA, to mA~gU~ / " aMbAlAlabhAIne hA~ kahI taba unhoMne unase aura unake pAsa baiThe nagInadAsase apanI mRtyuke samaya upasthita rahakara mRtyu sudhArane aura smaraNa dilAnekI mA~ga kii| aMbAlAla bhAIne use svIkAra kiyaa| ekAdha saptAha bAda choTAbhAIko plegakI gA~Tha nikala AI / ataH vyAvahArika upakArake kAraNa aura vacanabaddha honeke kAraNa aMbAlAlabhAI tInoM dina unake pAsa hI rahe aura kucha vAcana, bhakti, bodha Adise unakA upayoga usameM hI jur3A rahe aisI pravRtti karate rahe / nagInadAsa bhI sAtha rahe aura unakA bhatIjA popaTabhAI bhI sevAmeM rahA / ina tInoMko chUtakA roga laga gayA aura tInoMkI mRtyu sAtha hI huI jisase tInoMkA agnisaMskAra bhI sAtha hI kiyA gayA / yaha 'mokSamAlA'kA manonigrahakA pATha yogyatA denevAlA hai / isameM kitanI sArI bAteM kahI gaI hai ! Alasya, nIMdakA tyAga aura saMyama ye saba kartavya haiM / mumukSu - 'lakSyakI bahulatA' meM lakSyakA kyA matalaba hai ?

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281 upadezasaMgraha-2 prabhuzrI lakSya kyA? 'lakSya, lakSya' arthAt ghisa ddaalnaa| vahIkA vahI, vahIkA vahI-niraMtara lakSyameM rkhnaa| anya kucha acchA na lge| isa pAThameM likhe doSa jaba taka raheMge, taba taka mana kaise vaza hogA? 'mana, usake kAraNa, yaha saba aura usakA nirNaya'-patrAMka 373 meM yahI bAta hai| patrAMka 430 meM likhe hue pratibaMdha pratyeka vyaktike liye vicAraNIya hai| "asaMgatA arthAt AtmArthake sivAyake saMgaprasaMgameM nahIM par3anA, saMsArake saMgIke saMgameM bAtacItAdikA prasaMga ziSyAdi banAneke kAraNase nahIM rakhanA, ziSyAdi banAneke liye gRhavAsI veSavAloMko sAthameM nahIM ghamAnA / 'dIkSA le to terA kalyANa hogA', aise vAkya tIrthaMkaradeva kA nahIM the| usakA eka hetu yaha bhI thA ki aisA kahanA yaha bhI usake abhiprAyake utpanna honese pahale use dIkSA denA hai; vaha kalyANa nahIM hai| jisameM tIrthaMkaradevane aise vicArase pravRtti kI hai, usameM hama chaH chaH mAsa dIkSA lenekA upadeza jArI rakhakara use ziSya banAte haiM, vaha mAtra ziSyArtha hai, AtmArtha nahIM hai| pustaka, yadi saba prakArake apane mamatvabhAvase rahita hokara jJAnakI ArAdhanA karaneke liye rakhI jAya to hI AtmArtha hai, nahIM to mahAna pratibaMdha hai, yaha bhI vicAraNIya hai| yaha kSetra apanA hai, aura usa kSetrako rakSAke liye vahA~ cAturmAsa karaneke liye jo vicAra kiyA jAtA hai, vaha kSetrapratibaMdha hai| tIrthaMkaradeva to aisA kahate haiM ki dravyase, kSetrase, kAlase aura bhAvase-ina cAroM pratibaMdhase yadi AtmArtha hotA ho athavA nigraMtha huA jAtA ho to vaha tIrthaMkaradevake mArgameM nahIM hai, paraMtu saMsArake mArga meM hai|" yaha kathana koI par3he to kaisA pariNAma Aye? kisI bhI sAdhuko apane doSa jAnanekA yaha sAdhana hai| ['gomaTTasAra meMse jJAnamArgaNAkA vAcana] mithyAtva jAnepara zraddhA hotI hai| kintu zraddhA Aneke pahale kyA karanA cAhiye? manonigrahake pAThameM jo likhA hai vaha yogyatA denevAlA hai| 'eka mata ApaDI ke Ubhe mArge tApaDI'-yaha to zraddhA Aneke bAda hotA hai| para usase pahale yogyatA lAne aura use TikAkara rakhaneke liye parizrama karanA par3atA hai| auSadha deneke pahale julAba diyA jAtA hai aura bAdameM pathyakA pAlana karanA hotA hai| aisI yogyatA yA dazA lAnekI bAta hai| yadi apanemeM guNa prakaTa huA hai aisA dekhane lage to, jaise bAlakako khajUra apathya ho aura vaha use khA jAya to use phira julAba denA par3atA hai, saba auSadha bekAra jAtI hai, vaise hI sIdhA na rahe, idhara-udhara hAtha-pA~va paTake, taba use mA~-bApa kahate haiM ki aba to cupacApa baiTha jaa| isI prakAra dharmameM bhI kaMgAla, raMkakI taraha dIna hokara par3e rahane jaisA hai| upadeza dene yA sayAnApana batAnekI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| para eka satpuruSane mAnya kiyA hai, unhoMne dekhA hai, vahI saca hai yaha dhyAnameM rakhanA cAhiye, ise bhUlanA nahIM cAhiye / yadi svayaMko dekhe to vahA~ kyA milegA ? aMdherA, tarka-vitarkakA jAla / jaba taka itanI yogyatA prApta na ho tathA vaisI dazA prApta na ho, taba taka vahA~ kyA dekha pAyeMge? thor3A bar3A ho, yogya vaya ho, taba samajhameM AtA hai| aba kyA kiyA jAya? 'zakkara aisI hotI hai' aisA kahanese usakI miThAsakA patA nahIM laga sakatA, para ekane cakhI ho vaise hI dUsarA bhI cakhe to use patA laga sakatA hai| parIkSApradhAnatva vayase, yogyatAse AtA hai| taba taka vaha parIkSA kaise karegA? kisa nApase nApegA? ghar3A ulaTA

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282 upadezAmRta rakhakara pAnI bharA jA sakatA hai kyA? kala eka bhAI bAta karate the ki pazcimake dezoMmeM rAgadveSa miTaneke cihna dIkhate haiM, para jJAnIne dekhA vahI satya hai| yahI zraddhA karane yogya hai| ye bhAI to manameM aisA mAnate haiM ki merI samajha hI ThIka hai| para dekha, kyA nikalA! puNyayogase saba mila jAtA hai, para samajhakI bAta hI alaga hai! vaha udAra hai isako kauna manA karatA hai? aura kucha vaise saMyogase hI yaha jo hai vaha dikhAyI detA hai| muni mohana0-jo mithyAtvameM ho vaha udAratA dikhAye yA cAhe jaisI pravRtti kare to bhI karma bar3hAtA rahatA hai aura samakitI jIvako nirjarA hotI jAtI hai| ulaTA adhika kSayopazamavAleke pAsa adhika kacarA hotA hai| ginatI to samakitakI hai| mumukSu-prabhu, kisI jIvako chor3anA ho, para chor3A na jAtA ho, samajhameM hI na AtA ho ki kaise chor3e, usakA kyA kareM? prabhuzrI-kucha yahI bAkI hai| chor3anekA aisA kahA~ dikhAyI detA hai ki, bar3he hue nAkhUnako kATa denekI bhA~ti dUra kiyA jAye? para jo jJAnIkI dRSTise saccA nahIM hai, use saccA na maaneN| phira bhale hI saba par3A rahe / vaha to usakA samaya Ane para hI jaayegaa| para koI bIsa varSakA putra mara jAye to aisA nahIM honA cAhiye ki hAya! hAya! lar3akA cala bsaa| kintu pahalese nizcita karake rakhanA cAhiye ki 'mRtyu to hai hI, aura yaha saba to jhUThI mAyA hai, svapnake samAna hai| jIye to bhI kyA aura mara jAye to bhI kyA?' koI gAlI de to, ekako to ulTA aisA lagatA hai ki 'merA pApa dhula rahA hai, karma naSTa ho rahA hai' aura dUsareko aisA lagatA hai ki 'mujhe gAlI dI'; kintu samajha saccI hokara burA na lage taba samajhanA cAhiye ki ise jJAnIke kathanAnusAra saccI zraddhA hai| nahIM to 'mujhe zraddhA hai' aisA kahanese kyA hotA hai? bhedajJAna honA cAhiye / kAma karate hue bhI aisA lage ki yaha satya nahIM hai, rAkhakI pur3iyAke samAna hai| yadi koI kaha de ki tuma kala mara jAoge to usakA mana kisI bhI anya kAmameM lagegA? mana pIche haTegA, udAsa rhegaa| isI prakAra mRtyuko yAda rakhanese yogyatA AtI hai| mamatA ghaTe vaisA kreN| Thaura Thaura mara jAne jaisA hai| mahAbhAgyase jJAnIpuruSakA Azraya prApta hotA hai| hameM kRpAludevakA Azraya prApta huA hai, vaha kisI-na-kisI pUrvakarmake saMyogase prApta huA hai na? yadi aisI saccI dRSTi huI ho to phira eka kuTuMba jaisA lagatA hai| kuTuMbameM jaise eka jyAdA kamAye aura dUsarA kama kamAye to bhI saba kuTuMbI mAne jAte haiM, vaisA pratIta hotA hai| mRtyuke samaya zoka yA kheda nahIM honA caahiye| jaise pazuko naye ghara yA naye sthAna para bA~dhe to use bhI vahA~ acchA nahIM lagatA, vaise hI isa jIvako dehase nikalanA acchA nahIM lgtaa| jIvakA dehake sAtha vastra jaisA saMbaMdha hai, ise to jJAnIne jAnA hai| ___muni mohana0-kisI manuSyane dhana gAr3akara rakhA ho use cora nikAla kara le jAya aura jamInako vApasa barAbara kara de, to jaba taka corIkA patA nahIM lagatA taba taka kheda nahIM hotA; kintu patA lagane para kheda hotA hai| isI prakAra kSaNa-kSaNa mRtyu ho rahI hai, usakA patA nahIM hai; kintu mRtyuke samaya deha chUTaneke samaya kheda hotA hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-2 283 prabhuzrI-yadi usakA ho to chUTe kaise? jo parAyA hotA hai vahI chUTatA hai| mRtyuko yAda karanevAloMmeM kucha aise bhI syAdvAdI hote haiM jo socate haiM ki maraNa hogA to ikaTThA kiyA huA bacce khAyeMge, kintu vairAgyako prApta nahIM hote| AtmA kaba kisIkA putra huA hai ? kintu vyavahArameM jaisA hotA hai vaisA kahA jAtA hai| rAkhakI pur3iyAke samAna vyavahAra banA lenA caahiye| kyoMki yaha saba mithyA siddha ho cukA hai, isameM kucha sAra nahIM hai| vaha kahA~ AtmAkA guNa hai? AtmA hI satya hai| tA. 11-1-26 ['mUlAcAra ke vAcanake samaya] zaMkA- tattvakI samajha samakitakA kAraNa hai aura usameM zaMkA karanA samakitakA ghAta hai| aisA nahIM karanA caahiye| kAMkSA- tIna prakAra hai-(1) isa lokakI saMpattikI icchA (2) paralokakI saMpattikI icchA aura (3) kula dharmakI (laukika dharmakI) icchaa| (1) 'isa lokakI alpa bhI sukhecchA' ho to samakita hI nahIM hai| pUrI rAta isa para vicAra kareM-khAnekI icchA, pahananekI icchA, nIMda lenekI icchA, sukhakI icchA, dhana putra Adike saMbaMdhameM vicAra kareM to bhUla samajhameM AtI hai| (2) paralokakI-devatAke sukhakI, vaibhavakI icchA aura (3) laukika dharma-mAtA-pitA-putrakA dharma, kartavya, aura kahe jAnevAle dharma-ye koI AtmAke dharma haiM ? samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra hI AtmAkA dharma hai| ahA! isa puruSakA upakAra! eka 'isa lokakI alpa bhI sukhecchA' meM kitanA artha samajhA diyA hai ? usake eka zabdakA bhI vicAra kahA~ huA hai? vicikitsA-yaha tIsarA doSa hai| isameM munirAjake malamUtrAdimeM glAni nahIM karanI cAhiye, pratyuta vinaya bar3A guNa hai| yaha dharmaprAptikA kAraNa hai| hama to mAtra do zabda kAnameM par3e isaliye kaThinatAse sabhAmeM Ate haiM, aura AvazyakatA hotI hai to bolate haiM, para aba hamAre bhASAke pudgala jaise hone cAhiye vaise vyavasthita haiM kyA? khIMcatAnakara muzkelIse kucha bolate haiM, usameM bhI aruci rahatI hai| hameM to aba isImeM samaya bitAnA hai| kRpAludevane batAyA hai tadanusAra jinakI unapara dRSTi ho unheM aba hamArI sa~bhAla lenI cAhiye-lar3ake jaise bUr3heko bur3hApemeM sa~bhAlate haiM vaise karanA cAhiye / hamase aba kucha bolA jAtA hai ? nahIM to kucha sAhasa bhI kreN| para pahalese hamArI to bhAvanA hI aisI hai ki kucha suneM / koI sunAye to sunate hI raheM aisA mana thA aura aba bhI aisA hI hai| samaya to bIta hI rahA hai na? aba aura kyA karanA hai? ___ eka brAhmaNa thaa| vaha par3hane gyaa| par3hakara dUsare brAhmaNoMke sAtha jaMgalameM hokara vApasa ghara A rahA thaa| rAstemeM eka bAgha dikhAI diyaa| anya saba to bhAga gaye, para vaha brAhmaNa pazukI bhASA bhI bolanA jAnatA thaa| usane bAghako usakI bhASAmeM dharmakA upadeza diyA aura kathA kahI, jisase bAgha prasanna huaa| ataH usane mare hue manuSyoMke zarIra parake gahane, dhana, mAla Adi jahA~ guphAke pAsa

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284 upadezAmRta ikaTThe karake rakhe the vahA~ use le gayA aura eka svarNamohara dekara kahA ki hamezA Akara dharmakathA sunA jAnA / vaha brAhmaNa pratidina vahA~ jAtA aura dharmakathA sunAkara dhana le aataa| dUsarA koI bhI vyApAra nahIM karatA, phira bhI khUba paisA kharca karatA / saba use pUchane lage ki tuma paise kahA~se lAte ho? usane una logoMse saba bAta batA dI, para bhalA ve kaise mAnate? bAgha kisIko mAre binA kaise raha sakatA hai? phira jA~ca karane para unheM yaha bAta saccI lgii| ataH saba usakI IrSyA karane lge| eka vyaktine usake nAzakA upAya DhU~Dha nikAlA / usane bAghake bAremeM bAta karate hue pUchA ki bAgha tumheM kabhI nahIM mAregA? usane kahA ki kabhI nahIM maaregaa| taba usane kahA-Aja tuma bAghako kuttA kahakara bulAnA / usa pothI-paMDita brAhmaNako kucha anubhava nahIM thA isaliye usane kahA ki khuuNgaa| bAgha apanI guphAke pAsa so rahA thA, vahA~ jAkara usane kahA-uTha kutte / bAghako to khUba gussA AyA para vaha apanI guphAmeM ghusa gyaa| dUsarA koI hotA to use mAra DAlatA, para ise kyA karU~? ise bhI zikSA denI cAhiye yoM socakara use eka svarNamohara dekara kahA-kala Ao taba eka kulhAr3I apane sAtha lete aanaa| dUsare dina brAhmaNa kulhAr3I lekara AyA taba bAghane kahA ki ise mere sira para jorase mAro / brAhmaNane AnAkAnI kI, para bAghane khUba haTha pakar3a lI taba usane bAghake sirameM coTa maarii| phira bAgha guphAmeM gayA aura mohara lekara AyA aura vaha brAhmaNako dekara bolA ki aba thor3e dina bAda aanaa| thor3e dina bAda ghAva bhara gyaa| phira brAhmaNa AyA taba bAghane kahA-sirakA ghAva to bhara gayA hai para usa dina mujhe kuttA kahA thA usakA ghAva abhI nahIM bharA hai| aba Aja to tujhe chor3atA hU~ kintu phirase AyA to samajha lenA ki tumhArI mauta A gaI hai| yaha kathA to kevala dRSTAMtarUpa hai, kintu isase samajhanA yaha hai ki satpuruSake vacanakI aisI coTa laganI cAhiye ki usakA ghAva kabhI bhare hI nhiiN| dUsare saba kAma, dharma, kartavya saba bhUla jAye, miTa jAyeM; para satpuruSake vacana aise gahare hRdayameM aMkitakara rakheM ki koI gAlI de phira Uparase kitanI hI dostI karane Ave para usakA dAga nahIM miTatA, vaise hI vacanakA dAga-raMga aisA laganA cAhiye ki usakA asara sadaiva rahe, kabhI jAya nhiiN| tA. 12-1-26 ['mUlAcAra' ke vAcanake samaya] jaba taka deva guru dharmake viSayameM mUr3hatA rahatI hai taba taka samyaktva nahIM mAnA jaataa| upagRhanameM aisA koI tattva hai ki jisase samakitakI zuddhi hotI hai| samyagjJAna-darzana-cAritrameM glAni, maMda utsAha, abhAva, anicchA utpanna ho to use dharmabhakti dvArA dUra karanese samakitakI zuddhi hotI hai| anyakI apekSA svayaM para hI isa bAtakA dhyAna rakha samakita zuddha karaneke liye ratnatrayameM maMda utsAha, abhAva, pramAda, glAniko dUra karanA caahiye| jaba anya anya vastuoMmeM bhAvanA rahatI hai, taba samyagjJAna, samyakdarzana aura samyakcAritrameM pramAda hI hai| unheM dUra karanekI AvazyakatA hai| unheM dUra karanese samakitakI zuddhi hotI hai| sthitikaraNa!-paramakRpAludevane isa pAmara jIvapara kitane upakAra kiye haiM! kaise kaise mithyAtvameMse chur3Akara kahA~ khar3A kiyA hai! sukhake nimittabhUta unake hita mita vacanoMse kitanA

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upadezasaMgraha-2 285 upakAra huA hai! usa upakArakA badalA kisI prakAra cukAyA nahIM jA sktaa| sthitikaraNa! -mokSamArgameM khar3A rakhanA, sthira krnaa| ahA! kaisA guNa hai! saMpUrNa jagata kahA~ khar3A hai? [mohanalAlajI mahArAja sabhAmeMse Aye, unase upagUhana aura sthitikaraNa saMbaMdhI vAcana karavAyA aura usakA artha pUchA ] prabhuzrI-glAnikA artha kyA hai? muni mohana-vicikitsA, dugNchaa| prabhuzrI-samyagjJAnAdimeM glAni kyA? muni mohana0-pramAda, maMda utsAha, abhAva, anicchA aadi| prabhuzrI-ye pramAda, maMda utsAha, adhairya, koI prazna pUche to aruci honA Adi doSa haiN| unheM dUra karanese samyaktvakI zuddhi hotI hai| sabhAmeM kyA vAcana huA? muni mohana-"satpuruSakI AjJAmeM calanekA jisakA dRr3ha nizcaya hai aura jo usa nizcayakA ArAdhana karatA hai use hI jJAna samyakpariNAmI hotA hai, yaha bAta AtmArthI jIvako avazya dhyAnameM rakhanA yogya hai| hamane jo ye vacana likhe haiM usake sarva jJAnIpuruSa sAkSI haiN| __ anaMtabAra dehake liye AtmAkA upayoga kiyA hai| jisa dehakA AtmAke liye upayoga hogA usa dehameM AtmavicArakA AvirbhAva hone yogya jAnakara, sarva dehArthakI kalpanA chor3akara, ekamAtra AtmArthameM hI usakA upayoga karanA, aisA nizcaya mumukSu jIvako avazya karanA caahiye|" (patrAMka 719) mujhe jJAnAvaraNIyakarmake AvaraNase yaha samajhameM nahIM AtA ki kyA karane yogya hai? to isa viSayameM batAnekI kRpA kiijiyegaa| prabhuzrI-vaha hama kaba nahIM batAte? usa puruSa para zraddhA hai isaliye icchA ho jAtI hai; nahIM to hameM to kyA kahanA hai? jo kaSAya chor3aneke nimitta haiM, una nimittoMse hI kaSAyabaMdha bhI hotA hai aura kaSAya manameM yoM ke yoM rahA karate haiM-manuSyabhava hai isaliye usakA patA to lagatA hI hai| hameM to aba kAnameM do zabda unakI AjJAnusAra par3e vaise nimittoMmeM rahanA hai, ataH aise kaSAyake nimittoM para aruci rahatI hai| pRcchanA-kyA prazna pUchanemeM khIMcatAna karanA ucita hai? manameM aisA lAnA cAhiye ki ye to samajhate nahIM, maiMne jo soca rakhA hai vaha satya hai isa AdhAra para Agraha rakhakara carcA karanemeM yA kaSAya karanemeM kyA tathya hai? yahA~ kaisA vinayakA svarUpa AyA hai? kaisA yathArtha varNana kiyA hai? AtmA para satkA raMga car3hAve vaha satsaMga yA kaSAyakA raMga car3hAve vaha satsaMga? __ koI prazna kare to dhairyase hameM jo uttara sUjhe use kahanemeM kyA harja hai? phira tarkase cAhe jaisA prazna bhale hI kare / sAva galata prazna khar3A kiyA ho to bhI usakA saralatAse apaneko samajhameM Aye vaisA mana kholakara spaSTIkaraNa ho to satsaMgameM raMga AtA hai| nahIM to satsaMga kaisA? hameM kahA~ apanA Agraha rakhanA hai? samajhameM Aye vaha kahanA cAhiye aura aMtima to ve jJAnI hI jAnate haiN|

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286 upadezAmRta ['gomaTTasAra meMse paryAya, samAsa, jJAna aura arthAkSara ina zrutajJAnake bhedoMke punarAvartanake prasaMgameM] zAstravAcana mRtyuke samaya yAda rahe bhI aura na bhI rhe| para samyagdRSTi, satpuruSake prati sanmukhadRSTi, unake maMtrakA smaraNa aura bhAvanA hI kAma karatI hai| jisakA kSayopazama adhika ho usake pAsa utanA hI vizeSa parigraha hai| kisIko zAstrakA jJAna na ho, kSayopazama kaccA ho, bahuta bAra sunane para yAda hotA ho, para yadi zraddhA dRr3ha ho to vaha kAma banA detI hai| jisake pAsa vizeSa sAmagrI ho vaha usakA upayoga kara sakatA hai, vaha dRr3hatAkA kAraNa hai| para usakA garva ho to adhika paisevAle saTTemeM gumA dete haiM, vaisA ho jAtA hai| choTe gA~vameM thor3I pUMjI ho to bhI bar3A dhanavAna mAnA jAtA hai| para kueke meMDhaka ! tujhe kahA~ patA hai ki kRpAludeva aura aise samartha jJAnIke Age isa kSayopazamakA kyA hisAba? kucha garva karane jaisA nahIM hai| samyaktvake sparzase loheke pATakI dUkAna ho to vaha sau Tacake zuddha soneke pATavAlI dUkAna ho jaay| mumukSu-koI zAstra AdikA vAcana na kare aura mAtra jo smaraNamaMtra milA ho usakA hI ArAdhana kiyA kare to jJAna ho yA nahIM? muni mohana0-'mA ruSa mA tuSa' itanA sA maMtra yAda rakhanekA bhI jisakA kSayopazama na thA, phira bhI usakI zraddhA dRr3ha thI to use jJAna huaa| gautama gaNadharadeva jaise zAstrakartA raha gaye aura bhikhArI jaiseko kevalajJAna ho gyaa| prabhuzrI-syAdvAda rkhiye| __ "jyAM jyAM je je yogya cha, tahAM samajavU teha; __ tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana eha." (Atmasiddhi) muni mohana0-'jJAnameM kucha nyUna caudaha pUrvadhArI' ke praznakI carcA kRpAludevane kI hai| usameM nizcita uttara syAdvAda sahita hai| prabhuzrI-mArga koI apUrva hai, mokSa pahu~cAye aisA mArga kRpAludevane banA diyA hai| usa dRSTiko prApta honA hI pUrNa bhAgya hai| _ 'prabhu, prabhu' zabda bolanekI Teva mujhe hai| isa viSayameM eka bhAIne mujhe kahA ki Apa aisA kyoM bolate haiM? para unakI AjJAse dInatA svIkAra kara pravartana karanA hai, isaliye yaha zabda upayogapUrvaka bolA jAya to acchaa| isameM kucha Apatti jaisA hai? 'abe' aura aisA hI kucha bolA jAya usakI apekSA *cUr3iyoMke vyApArIkI taraha abhyAsa kara rakhA ho to mu~hase acchI hI vANI nikale / kucha nahIM to puNyabaMdha to hogA hii| 'prabhu' to bahuta suMdara zabda hai| hameM to unakI AjJAse yaha zabda ___ * eka cUr3iyoMkA vyApArI gadhI para pATale, cUr3iyA~ Adi lAdakara becaneke liye gA~voMmeM jaataa| usa gadhIko hA~kate hue lakar3I mArakara bolatA-"mA~jI calo, bahina calo, phUphImA~ teja clo|" yoM mAnabhare zabdoMkA prayogakara lakar3I mAratA / mArgameM use koI vyakti milA, usako aisA lagA ki 'yaha aisA kyoM bolatA hai?' ataH usane usase pUchA taba cUr3iyoMkA vyApArI bolA ki "mujhe gA~voMmeM garAsiyA (rAjapUta) AdikI striyoMke sAtha cUr3iyoMkA vyApAra karanA hotA hai, ataH aisA acchA bolanekI Adata DAla rakhI ho to apazabda mu~hase nikale hI nhiiN| yadi bhUlacUkase bhI 'gadhI' jaisA zabda mu~hase nikala jAya to garAsiye loga hamArA sira kATa ddaaleN| ataH acchA bolanekA abhyAsa karaneke liye maiM aisA bolatA huuN|"

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upadezasaMgraha - 2 287 hitakArI hai / prabhutva unheM arpaNa kara hameM dInatA, dAsatA, parama dInatAmeM rahanA yogya hai / cAhe jaise bhI kaSAya kama karane haiN| bur3hApeke kAraNa baiThA nahIM jA sakatA, yoM so jAnA bhI par3atA hai, para kyA bhAva dUsarA thA ? guru kahe vaise karanA cAhiye, kare vaise nahIM karanA cAhiye / tA. 16-1-26 ['mokSamAlA' zikSApATha 8 'satdeva' ke vAcana prasaMga para ] yaha saba mithyA hai, rAkhakI pur3iyA jaisA hai / yaha kuratA, yaha makAna, yaha zarIra - yaha saba jaisA hai vaisA hI rahegA kyA ? purAnA ho jAtA hai na ? phaTa jAtA hai, purAnA ho jAtA hai, naSTa ho jAtA hai, to isameM kyA rakhane jaisA hai ? kisameM mamatA karanI cAhiye ? kyA sAtha le jAnA hai ? saba yahIM par3A raha jaayegaa| mere saMbaMdhI, mere priyajana, mere hAtha, mere pA~va, yaha saba merA merA karane para bhI kahA~ rahanevAlA hai? basa itanA hI karanA hai ki merA kucha nahIM hai / jahA~-tahA~ dina pUre karane haiM, kArAvAsa pUrA karanA hai / khAnA-pInA par3e to pAgala kuttekI bhA~ti khAyA-na khAyA kara baddha karma pUre karane haiN| aMtarameMse saba nikAla denA hai / kisake putra aura kisake saMbaMdhI ? AtmAke sivAya koI sahAya karanevAlA nahIM hai / aura use to ekamAtra satpuruSane jAnA hai / ataH aise eka satpuruSameM hI citta rakhanA cAhiye / jo AtmArUpa ho gaye haiM ve hI satya haiN| unhoMne jAnA hai vahI saca hai / unakI pratyakSa vANI parase kisI saMtasamAgama dvArA usakI pratIti kara usakI pahacAna kara lenI cAhiye / anya saba orase to mara jAne jaisA hai| maranevAleko ciMtA kaisI ? yahA~se jAnA hI hai taba yahA~kI ciMtA kyoM rakhI jAya ? jahA~-tahA~se uTha jAnA hai aura gharako jAna lenA hai / jaise choTA baccA apanI mA~ko pahacAnatA hai ataH anya koI 'Ao, Ao' kahe, phira bhI vaha manA kara detA hai| koI use kaMdhe para biThAye to bhI usakI dRSTi mA~kI ora hI rahatI hai| para pahacAna na ho taba taka jo bulAye usake pAsa calA jAtA hai / pahacAna honeke bAda to dUsare ke bulAne para bhI usake pAsa nahIM jAtA / I merA-terA chor3akara, koI kucha bhI kahe use sahana karanA cAhiye / duHkha Aye use sahana kare / kSamApUrvaka sahana karanA cAhiye / tapa kaho, kSamA kaho, cAritra kaho - sabhI isameM A jAtA hai| burA nahIM lagAnA cAhiye / dhairya rakhanA cAhiye / AtmAkI dayA rkheN| ise dAga na lagane deN| satpuruSane jise jAnA hai, vahI AtmA hai / pApase Darate rahanA cAhiye / upayoga rakhanA caahiye| jisase vibhAva pariNAma na ho vahI ahiMsA; aura mamatA, rAgadveSa dvArA AtmAkI vismRti ho, usakA ghAta ho vahI hiMsA hai / pahale mAtra kathanase 'yaha ThIka hai, yaha ThIka hai' aisA pratyekako lagatA hai, para satya prakAzameM A jAya to kalyANa ho jAtA hai / * kutte aura kIr3eke dRSTAMtameM kIr3ekA uddhAra hotA hai, kintu pUrvameM jo * eka guru the, ve ziSyoMse paisA lete the| ziSya bhI bhAvika honese mahaMta samajhakara unheM paise dete the / vaha guru marakara ayodhyAmeM kuttA huA / usake ziSya usake sirameM kIr3oMke rUpameM utpanna hue aura sirakI pIpa aura khUna khAte the /

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288 upadezAmRta guru thA vaha kuttA raha jAtA hai, isa prakAra jo burAIko chor3a detA hai use lAbha hotA hai / batAnevAleko cipaka nahIM jAnA cAhiye, saca para hI rahanA cAhiye / samakitIke lakSaNa 1. pahale AtmA dekheM / 2. kisI bhI kriyAmeM pahale dayAkI bhAvanA rkheN| tA. 19-1-26 aMtarAyakarmakI parIkSAke liye mahA muni kyA kyA karate haiM? amuka prakArakA AhAra, amuka dAna denevAlA, amuka pAtrameM ho to hI lenA Adi abhigrahakA kyA tAtparya hai ? isa dehako apanese bhinna samajhakara usakI parvAha nahIM karanA, na calane para baddhakarmakA udaya ho to hI use poSaNa denA / para yaha jIva to usake liye kitane-kitane saMkalpa - vikalpa, tRSNA aura anartha- daMDase karmabaMdha kiyA karatA hai? jisa sukhake liye vaha tar3apha rahA hai vaha to aMtarAyakarmake TUTane para hI prApta hotA hai / usake binA to bhale hI zakti lagAkara mara jAya to bhI kAma nahIM banatA / sAtA, vaibhava, bAla-bacce, strI, dhana, kuTuMba, parigraha Adike liye jitanI tIvra icchA karatA hai, ve saba baMdhake kAraNa haiM / aMtarAya TUTe binA unakI prApti nahIM hotI, nAsamajhIse vyartha hI daMDita hotA hai / eka satpuruSake sivAya kahIM sukha nahIM hai / usane jAnA vahI saccA sukha hai / usakI zaraNa, usakI bhAvanA karanI cAhiye / yoga, kaSAya aura iMdriyA~ rAkSasa jaise haiM / unheM mAranekI jarUrata hai / zrIkRSNa mahArAjane rAkSasoMko mArA unameM se eka raha gayA thA usIne yaha saba tUphAna kiyA, aisI yaha kathA hai / anAdi kAlake ina zatruoMke sAtha yuddha kara unheM parAjita karanA hai| AtmAne hI yaha saba kiyA hai na ? karma kisane bA~dhe haiM? kisI anyako doSa denekI jarUrata nahIM hai / jaba AtmA zUravIra hogA tabhI kAma banegA | tA. 17-1-26 ['gomaTTasAra 'meMse lezyA mArgaNAke gati adhikArake vAcana prasaMga para] mRtyukA vicAra kiye binA udyamazIla ho jAnA cAhiye / mRtyu jaise AnI ho vaise bhale Aye / kiyA huA kucha niSphala jAnevAlA hai? ekendriyameMse Akara eka bhavameM mokSa gaye, una jIvoMne kucha kamAI kI thI, kucha bharakara rakhA thA, tabhI to phUTa nikalA na ? koI koI to kitanA saMyama - pAlana karake bhI aMtameM hariNake yA aise bhavameM jAte haiM / mRtyuke samaya vaisI lezyA Anese yA AyuSya baMdha tA.20-1-1926 jaba rAma svarga sidhAranevAle the taba unhoMne sabhI ayodhyAvAsiyoMko gaMgA kinAre Aneko khaa| sabake Aneke bAda nagarameM sevakoMko bhejA ki jo koI prANI ayodhyAmeM raha gayA ho use yahA~ le aao| mAtra vaha kuttA nahIM AyA thA use rAjyasevaka nadI kinAre le Aye / kintu vaha vApasa cale jAnekA prayatna kara rahA thA / taba rAmane kahA ki ise gaMgAmeM DubakI lagavAo / isase usake sirameM rahanevAle kIr3erUpa ziSya bAhara nikala gaye aura rAmake sAtha svarga padhAra gaye; para vaha kuttArUpI guru yoM hI raha gayA /

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upadezasaMgraha - 2 289 1 jAnese aisA hotA hai / kintu kiyA huA vyartha nahIM jAtA / vahA~se manuSyabhava prAptakara usI bhavameM mokSa jAte haiN| prakRtike kaise kaise niyama haiM, kucha kahA nahIM jA sakatA ! ataH prayatnazIla ho jAnA cAhiye / puruSArtha karane laga jAya to saba ho jAtA hai| bAkI idhara-udhara dekhane jAyeMge to aMta AnevAlA nahIM hai / * svadharmI bhAIkA eka Tukar3A bhI nahIM khAnA cAhiye / kRpAludevake samayameM kaisA vyavahAra hotA thA ? "saMsArIkA Tukar3A, gaja gaja jaise dA~ta; bhajana kare to to pace, nahi to kADhe A~ta. " jaba sAdhuko bhI aisA hai, taba anyako to kitanA baMdhana hotA hogA ? muni mohana0 - aMbAlAlabhAIke mitra choTAlAlabhAIke gharakI nIMva khodate samaya pratimA nikalI thI isaliye vaha bhUmi nyAtivAloMne mA~gI / vaha bhUmi maMdirake liye denekA usakA vicAra thA, kintu unhoMne mA~gI, Agraha kiyA isaliye vaha bhI ar3a gayA aura pUrI nyAtikA sAmanA karake bhI jItA / aisA khaTapaTI hone para bhI usakI mRtyu sudharI thI / prabhuzrI - cAhe jaisA dikhAyI de, para usakA aMtaHkaraNa sarala thA, ha~samukha aura udAra thA / eka bAra mere pAsa Akara saralatAse bolA- "prabhu ! aMbAlAla kahate haiM vaha mere mAnanemeM nahIM AtA, para Apa jaisA hai vaisA kaheMge to maiM mAnU~gA / " hameM to anya kyA kahanA thA ? hamane kahA - "ve satya kahate haiM, aba puruSArtha karane laga jAo / " taba vaha udyamazIla bana gayA / aMbAlAla cAhe jitane kSayopazamavAle the, para unakI apekSA isakI saralatA kama na thI, isake kAraNa sabakI devagati huI / usakI mRtyu sudhAranemeM aMbAlAla AdikA maraNa bhI sudharA / hameM kRpAludevane jo patra likhe haiM unameM sabhI AgamoMkA sAra ha~sa-ha~sakara bharA hai aura likhA hai - " aba yoM kyoM karate ho ? thor3I zAMti rakho na aba / " yoM sAvadhAna kiyA hai / 'huM to doSa anaMtanuM, bhAjana chu karuNALa !" aura "vRttiko roko' aise aise vAkya jo mokSameM le jAye vaise haiM / apane doSa dekheM, pazcAttApa kareM / gozAlakane bahuta pApa kiye the, munikI hatyA, tIrthaMkarakI niMdA Adi- phira bhI aMtameM pazcAttApa karanese use ucca devagati prApta huI thI / pariNAma zuddha karanekI AvazyakatA hai / tA. 21-1-1926 saba zAstroMkA sAra aura mokSaprAptikA mArga yA samakitakA kAraNa vinaya hai / vinayase pAtratA, yogyatA AtI hai / dharmakA mUla vinaya hai / sevAkI bhAvanA rakheM / laghutA rakheM, guruse na ati dUra aura na ati nikaTa baiTheM, nIce Asana para baiTheM, AjJAke binA zarIrako bhI chUnA na caahiye| ye saba vinayake mArga haiN| prAyazcitta dvArA doSoMkI zuddhi karanI cAhiye / RddhigArava, rasagArava aura sAtAgAravakA tyAga kareM / Jain Educationtional

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upadezAmRta 290 [eka giragiTakA baccA daravAjeke kapATase kucala gayA thA, use eka bhAIne pU~cha pakar3akara pheMka diyA, usa prasaMga para] pratyeka prANI para dayA rkheN| usakI mRtyu isa prakArake karmabaMdhake kAraNa huI hogii| usake pIche koI ronevAlA, vilApa karanevAlA hai? usakI sevA karanevAlA koI hai? isake sAtha hamane bhI kitane bhava kiye hoMge usakA kucha patA hai? anaMta bAra usake sAtha mAtA-pitA, sage-saMbaMdhIke rizte hue hoMge! kisIke bhI prANa duHkhita hoM vaisA vartana nahIM karanA caahiye| upayogapUrvaka yatnAse kAma karanA caahiye| tA. 22-1-1926 ['mUlAcAra meMse 'udIraNA ke vAcana prasaMga para 'apakka pAcanarUpa udIraNA'-Ama DAla para pakakara giratA hai taba khAyA jAtA hai| koI kacce Amako tor3akara, DAla para pakAnekI apekSA ghAsa patte DAlakara jaldI pakA lete haiN| hama koI vastu kaccI khAte haiM? zAka bhI lAkara, kATakara,pakAkara khAte haiN| isI taraha karmake liye bhI tapa eka prakArakA tApa hai| makke, gehU~kI bAliyA~ Adi pakAkara khAte haiM, vaise hI jo karma sattAmeM haiM aura amuka samaya bAda udayameM AnevAle haiM unheM tapa dvArA pakA lete haiN| ____ corI kI ho, pApa kiye hoM isa bhavameM, ve to hameM yAda rahate haiM, usakA vicArakara pazcAttApa karate haiM ki are! maiMne krodha karake, mAna karake, mAyA karake, lobha karake, AraMbha-parigrahakA sevana karake, hiMsA karake bahuta pApa upArjita kiye haiN| aise aniSTa duHkhake kAraNoMkA aba sevana nahIM karanA hai, aisA nizcaya kare aura udarapoSaNake liye jo pApa kiye hoM unake pazcAttApameM upavAsa kareM, UnodarI kareM, rasatyAga kareM yA aise tapakI ArAdhanA kare, to usa pApakA jo phala AnevAlA thA vaha yadi nikAcita na ho to nirjarita ho jAtA hai aura udayameM A jAya to bhI kama rasa detA hai| pariNAma maMda honese nayA baMdha bhI alpa hotA hai| svAdhyAyake pA~ca bheda-(1) vAMcanA-par3hanA, vAcana, (2) pRcchanA-dUsareko pUchanA, zAstrameM jo pUchane yogya ho usakA vinayapUrvaka prazna karanA, (3) parAvartana-vAcana kiye huekI punarAvRtti karanA, (4) dharmakathA-par3he hue, soce hueko kahakara btaanaa| (5) anuprekSA-vAraMvAra bhAvanA krnaa| tA. 23-1-1926 mumukSu-prabhu! jIvakA kalyANa kaise ho? jIvakA svarUpa kyA aura IzvarakA svarUpa kyA hai? prabhuzrI-isa saMbaMdhameM Apako kucha kahanekA vicAra thA, para Apane kucha pUchA nahIM thA taba taka isa viSaya para carcA nahIM huii| jIvakA ziva hotA hai yaha to prabhu! sunA hai na? bahuta bodhase samajhameM Ane jaisI yaha bAta hai; para yadi anya parizrama kiyA huA vyartha nahIM jAtA to kisI AtmaprApta puruSake Azrayase kiyA gayA puruSArtha kaise niSphala hogA? Apane bahuta acchA prazna kiyA hai, yaha kalyANakA kAraNa hai| prabhu! isakI hI gaveSaNA karanI cAhiye / yaha saba to jalake budabudakI bhA~ti phusa karake phUTa jAyegA; para jo sadaiva rahanevAlA hai usa svarUpako samajhanekI jarUrata hai| Apa

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upadezasaMgraha-2 291 sabako yahA~ kisane bulAyA hai? saba apane-apane saMskAroMse Akara mile haiN| kucha pUrvameM kiyA hogA taba na? hameM kisI pUrva puNyake pratApase bhedI puruSa milA aura unake vacanase hameM jo zAMti milI, usase manameM sadaiva aisA rahatA hai ki sarva jIvoMkA kalyANa ho! hama to guru banate nahIM, para sadguruko batA dete haiN| hamArA kahA mAnakara jo unakI AjJAkA pAlana kareMge unakA avazya mokSa hogaa| para yadi ve binA samajhe mArga batAnevAlese hI cipaka jAyeMge-kahAvata hai ki 'pUMkhanevAlIko hI byAha le' aisA kareMge to hamArI jimmevArI nahIM hai| batAnevAleko khatarA hai| guru bananA bahuta jimmevArIkA kAma hai| Apane bAta sunI hogii| ayodhyAmeM eka kuttA thaa| usake sirameM kIr3e par3a gaye the| vaha kuttA pUrvabhavameM kuguru thaa| rAmane una kIr3oMko gaMgAmeM snAna karAkara mokSa prApta karavAyA, para kugurukA uddhAra nahIM huaa| ulaTA mArga batAne jaisA bar3A khataranAka koI kAma nahIM / zraddhA AnI cAhiye / anyathA 'o...ho' meM nikAla de to sacce maMtrase bhI siddhi nahIM hotii| eka bar3e yogIne eka vyaktiko 'rAma rAma' japanekA maMtra diyaa| vaha japatA-japatA jA rahA thaa| rAstemeM usane ahIroMko bAteM karate dekhA / ve bhI alaga hone para 'rAma rAma' bolate the| yaha dekhakara usakA vizvAsa usa mahAtmA puruSake zabdoM parase uTha gyaa| vApasa jAkara usane guruse kahA ki 'Apane jo maMtra batAyA thA vaha to ahIra bhI jAnate haiN| aisA maMtra kyA diyA?' AtmA AtmA yA dharma dharma to sArA jagata kahatA hai, para eka vyakti use pahacAnakara tadrUpa hokara kahatA hai, zabdameM AtmAkA AropaNa kara maMtra detA hai aura dUsarA vyakti binA samajhe totekI taraha bolatA hai usameM aMtara hai yA nahIM? yaha koI apUrva bAta hai prabhu! kalyANa ho sakatA hai, para jIva lagA rahe taba, kucha svacchaMda yA svArtha na rakhe tb| kala 'tattvajJAna' laanaa| usameMse avasara Ane para karane yogya kucha pATha btaayeNge| jaise nahAkara caMDIpATha bolate haiM, vaise kSamApanAkA pATha aura bIsa dohe btaayeNge| unakA pratidina paThana karanA aura 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru'kA jApa krnaa| ['upamiti bhavaprapaMca kathA' meM apuNyakakI kathAke prasaMga para] iMdriyoMke viSayabhoga aura kaSAyakA kadanna' khAkara apuNyaka nAmaka bhikhArIko roga hue, phira bhI unheM chor3anekA usakA mana nahIM hotA / khA, khA, abhI khAye jaa| kitane kAlase khA rahA hai phira bhI peTa nahIM bhraa| ___ unakI (satpuruSakI) karuNA to sAre saMsArake uddhArakI hotI hai, para abhAgA jIva use mAne taba na? pA~ca iMdriyoMke viSaya aura kaSAya manarUpI gharake svAmI bana gaye haiN| ina zatruoMko nikAle tabhI AtmAkA kalyANa karanevAlI satdayA aura sadbuddhirUpI deviyoMkA Agamana hogaa| inakA nivAsa ho tabhI kalyANa hogaa| kucha par3hanA A jAya yA adhyayana kiyA ho yA yAda rahatA ho to usakA abhimAna karatA hai ki mujhameM buddhi hai na? mujhameM dayA hai na? para mithyAtvake kAraNa bhaTakatA hai / matizrutajJAnameM aura kumati-kuzrutameM bheda hai, isakA patA kahA~ hai? bhIkhake ThIkaremeM isa kubuddhiko lekara bhaTaka rahA hai, usa para moha karatA hai aura usakA garva karatA hai| 1. bigar3A huA bAsI bhojana, kharAba anna /

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292 upadezAmRta ['mUlAcAra meMse svAdhyAyake pA~ca bhedake vAcana prasaMga para] prabhuzrI-isameM parAvartanake saMbaMdhameM AyA vaisA karanA hogA yA aura kucha? muni mohana0-yaha bhI saca hai aura dUsarA bhI saca hai| prabhuzrI-dUsarA kyA? muni mohana-kisI satpuruSane vyaktigata AjJA dI ho vaha bhI saca hai| prabhuzrI-ve kucha anya kahate hoMge? yadi unheM mUla vastuke sivAya anya kahanA ho to vaha bhI hameM mAnya nahIM hai| uTha, cAhe jitane jJAnI hoM para unheM kucha anya-anya kahatA hotA hai yA mUla eka hI hotA hai? __ para isakA bhI vicAra kareMge yA nahIM? parAvartana arthAt pahale par3he hue pAThako phirase par3hanA, punaH AvRtti karanA yaha Avazyaka hai yA nahIM? anya vAcana Avazyaka hai yA nahIM? muni mohana0-usake liye maiM kahA~ manA karatA hU~? para vyAkhyAna dene jAne para baMdhana hotA hai yA nahIM? prabhuzrI-yadi upadeza dene jAte haiM to to baMdhana hI hai| kintu svAdhyAyake liye svayaMko jo yAda ho usakA pATha karanese vaha tAjA hotA hai, bhalA nahIM jAtA aura usameM samaya vyatIta hotA hai| bAkI to dhyAna taraMgarUpa ho jAtA hai yaha yAda hai na? Apane kahA vaha bhI nyAya hai| kintu alpatva, laghutva aura parama dInatA kaba AyegI? abhI to ekkA ghoTanA pdd'egaa| svayaM jAnatA hai use saMbhAlakara chipAkara rakhe usakA, yA yAda ho use saralatAse bola jAya usakA, yA jo yAda ho yA smRtimeM ho usakA-ekakA bhI garva karane jaisA kahA~ hai? isakA kyA mahattva hai? kintu hamAre svAdhyAyameM yadi koI suna le to kucha hAni hai kyA? bhale hI sabhI zIghrAtizIghra mokSa jaayeN| koI adhikArI jIva ho usakA kalyANa ho jaaye| kucha garva karane jaisA nahIM hai| koI koI to nikaTabhavI yoM kAnameM bAta par3ate hI zraddhA kara mokSa calA jAtA hai aura kisIko bAra bAra sunane para bhI paribhramaNa karanA par3atA hai| 'huM to doSa anaMtanuM, bhAjana chu karuNALa / ' isameM kyA AyA? maiM bola bola karatA hU~ para merI bhUla hogI use mujhe nikAlanI par3egI aura tabhI chuTakArA hogaa| jo tumhArI bhUla hogI use tumheM nikAlanI par3egI aura jo isakI bhUla hogI use isako nikAlanI pdd'egii| tA. 25-1-1926 ['mUlAcAra meM se 'ajIva dayA' ke vAcana prasaMga para] yahA~ aThThAisa prakArase iMdriyasaMyama aura caudaha prakArase jIvadayA tathA ajIvadayA kahI hai usameM sUkhe tRNa, lakar3iyA~ Adi cAhe jaise tor3ane nahIM cAhiye, phaiMkane nahIM cAhiye, para upayoga rakhanA caahiye| tA. 26-1-1926 ['mUlAcAra meM se iMdriyasaMyama aura kaSAya rokane saMbaMdhI vAcana] prabhuzrI-(muni mohanalAlajIse) nIce sabhAmeM Aja kyA vAcana huA?

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upadezasaMgraha - 2 293 muni mohana0 - iMdriyaviSayoMse uparata hokara satzAstrakA abhyAsa kiyA jAya to vaha phaladAyaka siddha hotA hai / isa bhAvArthakA patra par3hA gayA thA / prabhuzrI- yahA~ bhI yahI cillA rahe the / iMdriyoMko jItanekI bAta hI bAra bAra kahI gaI / paMca parAvartanameM jJAnI bhagavAna hamAre samakSa kyA samajhAnA cAhate haiM, isakA Apane kyA vicAra kiyA hai ? muni mohana00 - Aja itanA vicAra kiyA gayA ki isa jIvane anaMta anaMta bAra bhavabhramaNa kiyA, isakA ekamAtra kAraNa jina bhagavAna dvArA pratibodhita tattvoM para samyak zraddhA na honA hai - yahI samajhAnekA hetu pratIta hotA hai / prabhuzrI - ThIka hai, sabase amUlya vastu samakita hai / usakA kyA varNana ho sakatA hai ! usakI khUbI hI kucha aura hai ! yaha mahA durlabha hai| vaha prApta hone para mokSa avazya hotA hai aura bhramaNakA aMta AtA hai / niSpuNyakakI bAta yAda rakhane jaisI hai| usane aMtaradayA aura sadbuddhiko apanA ThIkarA dhokara sApha kara denekI vinatI kI ki durgaMdhayukta saba anna nikAlakara sApha kara dIjiye, phira paramAnna diijiye| pAtratAke binA kisameM bharegA? isa ThIkareko dekha na ! siMhanIkA dUdha miTTI ThIkaremeM liyA jAtA hogA ? turata TUTa jAyegA / zakti ho utanA hI le sakatA hai, usase vizeSa bojha A jAne para TUTa jAtA hai / pahale pAtratA lAnekI AvazyakatA hai, yogya bananekI AvazyakatA hai / tumhArI dese hI dera hai / isameM siphAriza kahA~ calatI hai ? "egaM jANai se savvaM savvaM jANai se egaM jANai, " jANai .' yahI, eka AtmAko jAnanekI AvazyakatA hai, usako jAna lenese saba jAna jAyeMge / ['gomaTTasAra' meM dravyake chaH adhikArakA varNana hai / usameM nAma adhikArake bAda upalakSaNa adhikArameMse 'paramANu rUpI hai, avibhAgI hai, niraMza hai, phira bhI usakA AkAra SaTkoNa gola hai' isa saMbaMdhI vAcana ] 1. mumukSu-jo avibhAgI yA niraMza ho vaha SaTkoNavAlA kaise ho sakatA hai ? SaTkoNa honese chaha aMza kyoM nahIM mAne jAte ? 2. mumukSu - dravyArthika nayase vaha niraMza kahA jAtA hai aura paryAyArthika nayase SaTkoNI, SaTaMzI bhI kahA jA sakatA hai / phira bhI ve SaTkoNa sadaiva rahate haiM, kisI bhI samaya vaha usase kama koNavAlA nahIM hotA / aura usase choTI anya koI vastu vizvameM nahIM hai ki jisakI upamAse usake bhAgoMkA nApa yA anumAna ho sake / prabhuzrI-ye SaTkoNa kahA~ aura kisa AdhAra para rahe hue haiM ? [ koI uttara nahIM de skaa| aMdara kucha kAraNa batAyA nahIM hai aura anya kucha baiThatA nahIM hai aisA sabane kahA ] 3. mumukSu - chaha ora chaha kaune (koNa) ho sakate haiN| cAra dizAmeM cAra, eka Upara aura eka nIce; ghanakI chaha dizAoMkI bhA~ti kaune (siMghADe jaise ) ho sakate haiM /

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294 upadezAmRta prabhuzrI-kucha kucha baiThatA hai| "darzana SaTe samAya cha, A SaT sthAnaka mAhI; vicAratAM vistArathI, saMzaya rahe na kAMI." __isameM kahe anusAra jaise-(1) AtmA hai, vaise hI jar3a (pudgala paramANu) bhI haiN| (2) AtmA nitya hai, vaise hI jar3a bhI nitya hai| (3) AtmA kartA hai, vaise hI jar3a bhI nija svabhAvakA aura usake vibhAvakA kartA hai| (4) vaha bhoktA hai| kartA hai to vaha jar3a svabhAvakA bhoktA bhI hai| (5) AtmAkA mokSa hai, vaise hI jar3ako bhI saMskAra yA vibhAvase mukta honerUpa mokSa hai| (6) mokSakA upAya hai| yaha bhI donoMke liye lAgU hotA hai| yaha ghaTita hotA hai yA nahIM? phira dUsare prakArase-chaha dravya haiM na? jahA~ lokAkAza hai vahA~ chahoM dravya haiN| to jahA~ jar3a hai vahA~ cetana bhI hai na? vahA~ dharma, adharma bhI haiM na? dUsare jar3a paramANu bhI hai na? kAla bhI hai na? sAre lokAkAzameM pudgala-paramANu ThasAThasa bhare hue haiM, aisA AgamameM kahA hai| ataH jahA~ chahoMkA sparza hai use chaha kaunevAlA gola kahA hogA? ___eka sarvajJane jo kahA ho aura dekhA ho use mAnya rakhakara kalpanA karanemeM doSa nahIM hai| kisI bAlakako kaheM ki yaha DabbI hai, para vaha apane mAtApitAkI ora dRSTi karatA hai; aura ve kaheM ki yaha cazmA hai to bAlaka bhI kahatA hai-'cazmA hai, hA~! cazmA hai, cshmaa|' yoM svIkAra kara use yAda kara letA hai| usI prakAra eka sarvajJakI zraddhA ho use anyakA mAnya to nahIM hotA, para use zirodhArya kara kalpanA, carcA karanemeM Apatti nahIM hai| maiMne jo socA hai vaha satya hai aura yaha kahatA hai vaha jhUTha hai, mAtra aisI dhAraNA nahIM karanI cAhiye / para jaisA sarvajJane dekhA hai, vaisA hI hai aura vahI satya hai; para ye to unake kathanako samajhaneke prayatna haiN| dupaTTA kA~ToMmeM ulajhA ho to vahA~ rukane jaisA nahIM hai, rAta bitAne jaisA nahIM hai| sarvajJane jaisA dekhA hai use satya mAnakara Age bar3hanA cAhiye, yogyatA bar3hAnI caahiye| tA. 29-1-1926 ['gomaTTasAra meM bhAvamana aura dravyamanakA svarUpa tathA zvAsocchavAsako paudgalika kahakara zarIrarUpI jar3a putaleko hilAne-calAnevAlI (preraka) koI cetana sattA honI cAhiye, aisA batAkara AtmAke astitvakI siddhi sUkSma vicArake sAtha kI hai, tatsaMbaMdhI vAcanake prasaMga para] muni mohanalAlajI-ahA! aisA varNana anya kisI zAstrameM nahIM hai| prabhuzrI- "grahe arUpI rUpIne, e acarajanI vAta; jIva baMdhana jANe nahIM, kevo jina siddhAMta!' isameM kyA rahasya bharA hai? koI bhasma yA dhAtupuSTikI davA tilabhara khAyI ho, para usake anurUpa anupAna Adi sardiyoMmeM mila jAya to kitanI puSTi hotI hai? yaha to jhUThA dRSTAMta mAtra bAtako samajhAneke liye kahA hai-bAkI kRpAludevane aisA-aisA marma kahA hai ki usakI khUbI aba samajhameM AtI hai| inakA bahuta bar3A upakAra hai, nahIM to yaha sthiti kahA~se AtI? yaha saba unake kAraNa hI hai| isase samakitakA poSaNa hotA hai| jaisA ho vaisA kahanA caahiye| yoM to dUsare mahA puruSoMkA bhI upakAra mAnanA hai, para inakA kahA huA to kucha apUrva hI hai| dUsare dohemeM kahA hai

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295 upadezasaMgraha-2 "prathama dehadRSTi hatI, tethI bhAsyo deha; have dRSTi thaI AtmamAM, gayo dehathI neha." kaisI bAta kahI hai! jitanI yogyatA ho utanA samajhameM AtA hai| koI nATaka dekhane jAye aura tAliyA~ bajAkara kahe-'ahA! AjakA khela kitanA suMdara hai! vahA~ baMdhana hai; aura yahA~ 'ahA!' kahe to kyArImeM pAnI DAlA jA rahA hai, poSaNa ho rahA hai| muni mohana0- "hoya na cetanapreraNA, koNa grahe to karma; jaDa svabhAva nahi preraNA, juo vicArI dharma." isameM 'preraNA' zabda hai vaha isako sunaneke bAda vizeSa samajhameM aayaa| pahale sphuraNA yA aisA kucha anizcita artha samajhameM AyA thaa| vaha aba isa putaleke dRSTAMtase 'hilAnevAlA, calAnevAlA' yoM spaSTa samajhameM aayaa| hameM to kRpAludevake jIvanakAlameM itanA ulAhanA milA hai ki kucha zeSa nahIM rahA / hama kuchakI kucha dhAraNA kara baiThe the| patrAMka 534 'dizAmUr3havAlA' aura aise patroMse itanI adhika Thesa laga gaI ki aba inakI zaraNase usakA vicAra hI nahIM aataa| vaha saba kyA kahanekI bAta hai? nahIM hai zaramAne jaisA? mu~ha nIcA karane jaisA hamane bhI kiyA thA-kuchakA kucha mAna baiThate, para usa sacce puruSakI upasthiti thI, jisase caukhaTa sahI sthAna para baiTha gii| mArga kucha apUrva hai! Aja taka hamAre pAsase hamAre citrapaTa le jAte aura mAlA tathA 'tattvajJAna' hamAre hAthoMse dI hai| para yaha saba aba hamane baMda kara diyA hai| .........ne bhI apane citrapaTa banavAye, para apane hAthoMse to kaise dete? ataH hamAre pAsa bheja diye / para hamane to kaha diyA ki hama yaha jokhama nahIM utthaayeNge| hama to kisIkA citrapaTa nahIM de sakate / hA~, ve denA cAheM to bhale hI deN| tumheM acchA lage to lo! bAdameM hamane hamArA citrapaTa denA bhI banda kara diyA aura sabako kaha diyA ki hamAre vacana para vizvAsa ho to kRpAludevakA citrapaTa rakho aura unakI AjJA (maMtra) jo hamAre dvArA milI hai usakA pAlana kro| yadi vaha mithyA nikale to usakI jimmevArI hamArI hai| kisI bhI vastukA Agraha karane yogya nahIM hai| dRSTirAgake kAraNa hamane bhI kRpAludevase kahA thA ki citrapaTa nahIM to kAgaja para mAtra hAtha-pA~vakI rekhA jaisA banAkara de deMge to bhI mujhe clegaa| kucha bhaktikA sAdhana aura AjJA mile to basa / Agraha karanese pratibaMdha hotA hai| cAhe jo ho jAya to bhI yaha vastu mujhe milanI cAhiye, aisA kahanese pratibaMdha hotA hai| hameM kRpAludeva vaisI vastu dete nahIM the| mumukSu-yaha aMgUThI maiM Apake caraNoMmeM rakhatA huuN| isakA Apa jo upayoga karanA cAheM, kreN| prabhuzrI-Apako lobha chor3anekI icchA ho to yahA~ aneka khAte haiN| jJAna khAtA hai, sAdhAraNa Azrama khAtA hai, sAdhu-samAdhi khAtA hai / jisa khAtemeM denekI ApakI icchA ho usa khAtemeM deveM! hameM isakA kyA karanA hai? mumukSu-prabhu! mujhe isakA patA nahIM hai| Apako jaisA acchA lage usameM Apa isakA upayoga kreN|

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296 upadezAmRta prabhuzrI-hama kucha nahIM kaha sakate / yaha aMgUThI le leM aura Apako rakhanI ho to rakha leM aura becanI ho to beca deM, para paise lekara AyeM taba jisa-jisa khAtemeM jitanA-jitanA denA ho, utanA vicAra karake de denaa| yahA~ kaI bahana aura bhAI yoM cUr3iyA yA AbhUSaNa rakha dete haiM, unako hama yahI kahate haiN| bhAvanAkI bAta hai| jitanA lobha chUTe utanA acchaa| para hameM apane caraNoMkI pUjA nahIM karavAnI hai| pahale yaha hotA thA, vaha saba aba baMda kara diyA hai| hameM thappar3eM lagI hai| bahutasI bAteM ho gaI haiM, ve yAda haiN| ataH hameM aba aisA baMdhana nahIM karanA hai| guru jo haiM ve hI haiN| yaha unakA adhikAra hai| hama to sAdhaka haiM, mArga batA dete haiN| mAnanA na mAnanA ApakA adhikAra hai| kintu jisase hameM baMdhana ho vaisA hama nahIM kreNge| ['gomaTTasAra kA vAcana cAlU / pudgalako rUpI aura arUpI kahA thA vaha aTapaTA lagatA thA jisase saba ulajha gaye the, usa prasaMga para] prabhuzrI-kucha aTaka jAne jaisA nahIM hai| kucha bhI khIMcatAna kiye binA, Atmahitake liye pudgalakA varNana kiyA hai-paramANuke rUpameM arUpI aura skaMdhameM rUpI yoM mAnakara Age bddh'eN| mumukSu-merA eka bega gAr3ImeM kho gayA jisameM kRpAludeva aura Apake citrapaTa tathA 'tattvajJAna bhI sAthameM kho gye| ataH dUsarA citrapaTa aura Apake hastAkSara sahita 'tattvajJAna' denekI kRpA kreN| prabhuzrI-eka AryAjIne vaDodarAmeM cAturmAsa kiyaa| unako sleTakI AvazyakatA honese eka vakIlane apane putrakI sleTa unheM de dI, kintu sleTa para pA~va par3a jAnese TUTa gaI jisase AryAjIko burA laganese vaha rone lgiiN| vakIlako jaba yaha bAta mAlUma huI taba vaha dUsarI sleTa lAkara dene gayA, kintu dete hue usane kahA-'sleTa jaisI vastukA bhI upayoga nahIM rahatA to saMyamameM upayoga kaise rahegA?' yaha sunakara use mu~ha nIcA karanA par3A thaa| isa prakAra upayoga na rakhanese vastu kho jAtI hai yA bigar3atI hai| citrapaTa AdikA khonA to asAtanAkA kAraNa hai| yadi yAtrAmeM darzana karaneke liye rakhanekI icchA ho to use jIvakI bhA~ti sa~bhAlakara rakhanA caahiye| [subahameM rUpI-arUpI pudgalakI carcA phira huI aura kucha kucha samajhameM aaii|] prabhuzrI-kucha hoziyArI dikhAne jaisA nahIM hai| hamane kRpAludevase kahA thA ki hamane zAstroMsUtroM AdikA vAcana kiyA hai| para usa puruSakI kitanI gaMbhIratA! mAtra thor3A-sA sira hilAyA aura phira kahA-ThIka hai, ThIka hai, kUeke meMDhakake samAna thor3A jAnakara chalakanekI jarUrata nahIM hai| saba asAtAmaya hI hai| sAtAvedanIya bhoga rahe haiM, vaha bhI asAtA hI hai, para bhAna nahIM hai| jitanA paisA, parigraha hai vaha saba asAtAvedanIya hai, chor3ane yogya hai| zarIra vedanAkI mUrti hI hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-2 297 jo sukha pratIta hotA hai vaha bhI eka prakArakI vedanA hI hai| jIvako to yaha saba bhoganA hI par3atA hai| sukha-duHkha mAnanA yaha kucha jIvakA svabhAva hai? "jIvanI utpatti ane roga, zoka, duHkha, mRtyu, dehano svabhAva jIvapadamAM jaNAya che." tA.30-1-1926 ['mUlAcAra' meM kRtrima aura akRtrima jinAlaya jisa lokameM vidyamAna haiM vaha 'sthApanA loka' yoM lokake nau bhedameMse eka bhedakA phirase vAcana ho rahA thA, usa prasaMga para] isameM kucha bhinna bAta kahI gaI hai| akRtrima to AtmA hai aura kRtrima to saMyoga hai| bhAI, mAmA, lar3akA, cAcA saba saMyoga haiN| corI kI ho, parAyA grahaNa kiyA ho, vaha pacegA kyA? *kAco pAro khAvU anna, tevaM che corI- dhana; __kAcI khAvI che haratAla, tevo che corIno mAla.' isameM satya kyA hai? pacAsa sau varSakA AyuSya, isameM kyA sthAyI rahegA? kyA kucha sAthameM jAnevAlA hai? pakSiyoMke meleke samAna sabako jAtA huA dekha rahe haiM yA nahIM? 'merA merA' karatA hai para terA to AtmA hai| paramArthake liye dehakA upayoga honA cAhiye / isa bhavake saMbaMdhI hI saMbaMdhI hai kyA? dUsaroMke sAtha ananta bAra saMbaMdha hue haiM vaha nahIM ginegA? 'paramArathamAM piMDa ja gALa' isameM saba A gyaa| jo mAnane yogya hai, kyA vaha terA nahIM? cauvihArakA pratyAkhyAna acchA hai| 'aba ise itane samaya taka to khAneko dUMgA hI nhiiN| yaha kahA~ khAtA hai yA pItA hai? yaha dharma isakA kahA~ hai?' yaha zarIra jo mA~ge usake viparIta karanA cAhiye, viruddha honekI jarUrata hai| yaha (pratyAkhyAna) abhayadAna hai| vicAra badala denekI AvazyakatA hai| bahuta dinoM taka ise sa~bhAlA hai phira bhI bhavabhramaNa miTA nhiiN| aba to koI mAlA, pustaka yA citrapaTa dekhakara kyA bhAvanA karanI hai? kyA yAda rakhanA hai? aatmaa| isa AtmabhAvanAke hetuse sabhI kriyA karanI haiN| __manuSyabhava bahuta durlabha hai| usameM bhI ye saMyoga aura AyuSyakI alpa sthiti| ataH sAvaceta ho jAnA cAhiye / 'yaha jJAnI hai aura yaha jJAnI hai' aisA mAnanese kalyANa hogA? kisa tarAjUse tauloge? tuma jJAnIkI parIkSA karoge? taba to tuma hI jJAnI ho| 1"mA ciTThaha, mA jaMpaha, mA ciMtaha kiM vi jeNa hoi thiro| appA appammi rao, iNameva paraM have jjhaannN||" 2"mA mujaha mA rajaha, mA dussaha itttthnni?atthesu| thiramicchaha jar3a cittaM, vicittajhANappasiddhie // " * artha-kaccA arthAt zuddha kiye binA pArA tathA haratAla (pIle raMgakA eka camakIlA khanija padArtha jo davA, raMgAI Adike kAma AtA hai) usake prAkRtika rUpameM sevana kiyA jAya to zarIrako guNakArI nahIM hotA, parantu ulaTA nukasAna karatA hai, vaise hI corIkA dhana TikatA nhiiN| haratAla aura pArA bhasmake rUpameM zarIrako bahuta puSTi detA hai| 1. 2. arthaka liye dekheM pRSTha 115

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upadezAmRta sahana karanA, samabhAva rakhanA aura kSamAbhAva dhAraNa karanA / jitane adhika sahanazIla, utane hI mahAna / kisIko coTa laga gaI ho to usako paTTI bA~dhanemeM yA aise anya paramArthake kAmameM samaya bIte vaha burA nahIM hai / yaha to kartavya hai / isameM kahA~ mamatva dikhAnA hai ? 'merA merA' kare vahA~ baMdhana hai| 'arere! kisIne kATa liyA, DaMka mArA, kATatA hai, khujalI ho rahI hai, duHkha ho rahA hai' aisA kare, isa zarIrako apanA mAne vahA~ baMdhana hai / para AtmAko duHkha kahA~ honevAlA hai? use kauna kATanevAlA hai? bhedakA bheda jAnanA cAhiye / AtmA dehase bhinna hai aisA jAnanevAlA hai na ? use jAnanA hai / eka AtmAko jAna lenese saba jAna jAyeMge / mokSakA mArga spaSTa hai / talavAra maidAnameM par3I hai| jo vAra kare usake bApakI hai / rAgadveSa na kareM, moha na kreN| kSamAse sahana kreN| isameM koI zAstra manA kara sakatA hai kyA ? yahI mokSakA mArga hai aura yahI karanA hai / sarva jJAniyoMne yahI kahA hai| 298 I hama upadeza nahIM dete, para inakA kahA huA svAdhyAyake rUpameM kaha batAte haiM / yaha mIThI kuIkA pAnI hai / kisI bAtakA garva nahIM karanA caahiye| kisIko adhika yAda rahatA ho yA bolanA AtA ho to usakA bhI vApasa abhimAna ho AtA hai| mokSakA mArga aisA nahIM hai ki jise samajhameM Aye, yAda rahe yA adhika buddhi ho vahI mokSamArga prApta kare aura dUsare bhole-bhAleko prApta hI na ho / ulaTA kSayopazamavAleko adhika dhyAna rakhane jaisA hai / usakI niMdA nahIM karanI hai use apanI zaktike anusAra kSayopazamakA upayoga karanA hai / jaise patte par3e haiM, jaisA bA~dhA hai vaha saba aba cAhe jaise pUrA karanA hai / samaya bitAnA hai / itane adhika bhava to vyartha gaye hI haiM, taba yaha itanA bhava - alpa AyuSyake zeSa varSa - aba to isake liye hI bitAU~ aisA kartavya hai / jJAnIne jo dekhA hai, kahA hai vaha mujhe mAnya hai / usakI mAnyatA mAnya karane jaisI hai / aura yaha to koI alpa kSayopazamavAlA bhI kara sakatA hai / usakI mAnyatAko mAnya karanemeM kSayopazamavAleko ulaTI kaThinAI AtI hai / para bholebhAle jIva to isI prakArake kAma nikAla lete haiM / kucha kSayopazamase (buddhicAturya se) kisIko 'yaha jJAnI hai, mahAna hai' aisA nahIM samajhanA caahiye| bhale hI AvaraNa ho, para zraddhA kAma nikAla detI hai / sAla bhara baiThA-baiThA sunatA ho para kisI samaya aisA yoga Anese yadi hRdayameM baiTha jAye to kalyANa ho jAtA hai 1 inhoMne dasa-paMdraha rupayoMkA lobha chor3A aura AzramameM Ate rahate haiM to isameM kucha bigar3a gayA ? paise to kaMkara haiM, maila haiM, nAzavaMta haiM, para aisA yoga milanA durlabha hai / dayA, kSamA, dhairya ye inake vacana vicAraNIya haiN| zAstra, mAlA, pustaka, dhyAna yaha saba karake aMtameM karanA hai kyA ? AtmAkI bhAvanA / isakA lakSya na rahA to janma-maraNase chUTa nahIM sakate ? bhale hI jJAnI kahalAtA ho, para usakI siphAriza vahA~ nahIM calatI / isameM kucha anya AtA ho to kahiye / mumukSu - anya kucha nahIM hai / para kala akRtrima maMdirake viSayameM kahA thA, vaha abhI taka samajhameM nahIM AyA / prabhuzrI - kucha maMdira banAye gaye hote haiM ve to kRtrima kahe jAte haiM / para jaise meru parvata hai, usake rUpa, rasa, sparza AdimeM parivartana hotA hai phira bhI use zAzvata kahate haiN| isI prakAra maMdira, vimAna Adi bhI akRtrima hote haiM / khaDDe, TekariyA~ bharatI jAtI hai na? yoM hI binA banAye bhI

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299 upadezasaMgraha-2 akRtrima bane hote haiN| Aja bahuta acchI bAta A gii| "nizcaya vANI sAMbhaLI, sAdhana tajavAM no"ya; nizcaya rAkhI lakSamA, sAdhana karavAM soya." "athavA nizcayanaya grahe, mAtra zabdanI mAMya; lope sadvyavahArane, sAdhana rahita thAya." ____ uparokta kathanAnusAra akele nizcayanayakI bAta sunakara sAdhana, sadvyavahAra na chor3eM, nizcayanayakI bAta sunakara ekAMta na pkdd'e| vicakSaNakA mArga hai| tA. 1-2-1926 bodha kucha bhI huA ho vaisA aura utanA, cAhe jitanA kSayopazama ho to bhI likhA nahIM jA sktaa| ve satpuruSake gharake vacana anyarUpa honese jUThe ho jAte haiN| svAdhyAyameM apanA samaya bitAneke liye likhanemeM Apatti nahIM hai para vaha jUThana mAnI jAtI hai| kyA mUlakI tulanA kara sakatI hai? vItarAgatAse bolI gaI vANI, rAgarUpase pradarzita kI jAya to dUdha kaDuvI tUMbImeM bharakara pIne jaisA hai| tA.2-2-1926 [vinaya hI mokSamArga hai| ise kRtikarma kahate haiN| 'mUlAcAra meM tatsaMbaMdhI vAcanake prasaMga para dRSTAMta] ___ eka gA~vameM eka jJAnI muni aneka ziSyoMke sAtha pdhaare| una munikA svabhAva krodhI thA, yaha to ve svayaM bhI jAnate the| ataH krodhakA nimitta hI na ho yoM socakara ve eka vRkSake nIce sabase dUra jAkara baiTha gye| dUsare ziSya bhI apane apane Asana pasaMdakara kisI-na-kisI dharmakriyAmeM dina bitAte the| eka dina saMdhyAke samaya hAtha para mIDhala bA~dhe hue eka yuvaka vivAha karake mitroMke sAtha munike darzanArtha aayaa| usake mitra ha~soDa the| ve unameMse eka sAdhuke pAsa jAkara bole-"mahArAja, ise sAdhu banA liijiye|" eka-do bAra kahA to sAdhujI nahIM bole / phira bhI ve bolate hI rahe, taba sAdhujIne kahA-"hamase bar3e ve muni vahA~ baiThe haiM, unake pAsa jaaiye|" dUsare sAdhuke pAsa jAkara kahA to unhoMne bhI vaisA hI uttara diyaa| yoM karate-karate ve aMtameM bar3e muni mahArAja-gurujIke pAsa gaye / darzana kara unheM bArabAra vahI bAta kahane lge| guru kucha dera to cupa rahe, para bAra-bAra khUba Agraha karanese ve kruddha ho gye| aura usa navapariNIta yuvakako pakar3akara bAla ukhAr3akara muni banA liyaa| usane samajhA ki mahArAjane mujha para bar3I kRpA kI; ataH vaha kucha nahIM bolA / para usake anya sAthI to usake mAtApitAko samAcAra dene usake ghara cale gye| navadIkSita ziSyane gurujIko batAyA ki yadi aba hama yahA~ raheMge to hama para vipatti aayegii| ataH aba yahA~se vihAra karanA hI ucita hai| gurune kahA ki aba to rAta par3anevAlI hai, rAtameM kahA~ jAyeMge? ziSyane kahA ki vRddhAvasthAke kAraNa Apase nahIM calA jAtA ho to maiM Apako kandhe para biThAkara le cluuNgaa| yoM nizcayakara saba parvatakI ora cala pdd'e| gurukI A~khase kama dIkhatA thA ataH unhoMne kahA-"bhAI! aba dikhAyI nahIM detaa|" taba ziSyane unheM kandhe para biThA liyaa| parvata para car3hate

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300 upadezAmRta hue khaDDe, patthara Adike kAraNa ziSyake pA~va phisalate jisase gurujIko jhaTake lagate the, taba kandhe para baiThe-baiThe guru ziSyake loca kiye hue sira para mArane lge| para ziSyake manameM guruke doSa na aaye| ulaTA use aisA lagA ki maiM kaisA nirbhAgI hU~ ki mere kAraNa unheM vihAra karanA par3A aura vRddhAvasthAmeM yoM duHkha jhelane pdd'e| guru to usa para krodha karate ki tujhe dIkhatA nahIM hai kyA ? yoM kaise calatA hai? Adi kahate, taba ziSya 'khaDDeke kAraNa pA~va Dola jAtA hai' yoM kahakara apane doSa dekhatA, kintu gurujI para dveSa na krtaa| phira vizeSa sAvadhAnIse Ter3hA hokara, hAthase nIce jA~ca karate hue dhIre-dhIre car3hane lgaa| yoM pariSaha sahana karate-karate ziSyako kevalajJAna ho gyaa| guru manameM socane lage ki aba khaDDoM-pattharoMse jhaTake kyoM nahIM lagate? phira ziSyase pUchA-'kyoM re! aba kucha bhUla kyoM nahIM hotI? kyA jJAna utpanna huA hai ?' taba ziSyane kahA-'ApakI kRpAse / ' gurune pUchA- matijJAna utpanna huA hai kyA ?' usane kahA-'ApakI kRpAse / ' phira pUchA-'zrutajJAna utpanna huA hai kyA?' ziSya bolA-'ApakI kRpAse / ' phira pUchA-'avadhijJAna utpanna huA hai kyA?' ziSya bolA-'ApakI kRpaase|' phira pUchA-'manaparyavajJAna utpanna huA hai kyA?' ziSyane kahA-'ApakI kRpaase|' guruko to Azcarya huA, phira pUchA-'kyA kevalajJAna utpanna huA hai?' ziSyane kahA-'ApakI kRpaase|' yaha sunakara guru ziSyake kandhese nIce utara par3e aura ziSyake pA~va par3akara kSamA mA~gane lage ki 'he bhagavan ! maiMne Apako bahuta duHkha diyA hai|' yoM kahakara apanI niMdA karane lge| taba gurujIko bhI kevalajJAna prakaTa ho gyaa| vinaya vazIkaraNa hai| vinaya zatruko bhI vazameM kara letA hai aisA vyavahArameM bhI kahA jAtA hai| vinayakA tyAga nahIM karanA caahiye| tA. 3-2-1926 saba loga hoM taba 'upamiti bhavaprapaMca'kA thor3A vAcana kreN| par3he hue viSayako punaH pddh'e| syAdvAda hai| namaskAra sote sote bhI ho sakate haiN| yoM pariNAma-bhAva para sArI bAta hai| mumukSu-(muni mohanalAlajIko vAraMvAra ulaTakara) hRdayakamalameM bhAvamanakI utpattikA vivecana par3hanemeM AyA, para vicAra to mastiSkameM kara rahe hoM aisA lagatA hai| kintu pustakameM to likhA hai ki bhAvamana hRdayameM utpanna hotA hai| aisA kyoM hai? / prabhuzrI-ye saba ahaMkArake paryAya haiM, prabhu! ye saba zabda kaSAyake paryAya haiM na? inheM chor3anA hai na? isa viSayameM kucha kahanA nahIM hai| 'pUcho bar3e cacAko yA bar3I cAcIko' aisI bAta hai, vaise hI Apa hamase pUchate haiM aura hamArA kahA mAneM usakI apekSA jJAnIkA kathana mAnya kreN| maiM dekha rahA hU~ ki kitane hI viSayoMmeM merI apekSA ApakA kSayopazama acchA hai| jitanA kSayopazama ho utanA hI bolA jAtA hai| isa kAnase aba sunAI nahIM detA to itanA kSayopazama kama huA na? abhI samajhameM AtA hai itanA kaha deM to hima jaisA ThaMDA lage ki ThIka kahA! para kucha bAteM bolane yogya nahIM hotI; sayAnApana dikhAne jaisA nahIM hai| zAmako 'mUlAcAra meM nahIM par3hA thA ki vyAkhyAna Adise Akula hue cittavAleko namaskAra nahIM karanA cAhiye? vItarAga vANI! usakI khUbI kucha aura hI hai! yaha (mUlAcAra) vItarAga vANI kahI jAtI hai| jJAnIkA kathana mAnya kareM aura kSayopazamake anusAra

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upadezasaMgraha-2 301 smjheN| kintu 'maiM samajhatA hU~ vaisA hI hai' aisA kisIko bhI nahIM mAnanA caahiye| kisIko adhika kSayopazama ho to vaha kucha adhika kaha sakatA hai| para jJAnIkA kahanA itanA hI hai kyA? jJAnIke eka eka zabdameM ananta Agama samAye hue haiN| yogyatAkI kamI hai| tA.4-2-1926 ['mUlAcAra meM se pratikramaNa adhikArake vAcana prasaMga para] __ prabhuzrI-isa jIvane AtmAke sivAya sabhI bhAvoMmeM jahA~ jahA~ mamatva kiyA hai-yaha merA lar3akA hai, yaha kisIkA lar3akA hai, yaha merA ghara hai, ye mere kapar3e haiM, saMkSepameM, jahA~ aMtaraMgameM 'maiM' aura 'merA' rahA huA hai, vahA~ mithyAtva hai| asaMyama arthAt avirati yA vratakA abhAva / vRtti rukI nahIM hai vahI asaMyama hai| vRttike nirodhako hI tapa kahA gayA hai| rAgadveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, viSaya aura kaSAya-ye isa ThIkare(zarIra)meM lekara jIva bhramaNa karatA hai| jahA~ bhI jAtA hai vahA~ 'upamitibhavaprapaMca ke niSpuNyakakI taraha durgadhita anna sAthameM lekara jAtA hai aura rAstemeM pAtheyakI taraha khAtA rahatA hai| zubhAzubha yogoMmeM-saMyogoMmeM pramAda kartavya nahIM hai| he gautama! samayamAtrakA bhI pramAda mata karo, aisA zAstrameM kahA gayA hai| prANa liye yA le legA aisA ho rahA hai, yaha ThIkarA TUTa jaayegaa| phira isameMkA kucha bhI kAma nahIM aayegaa| jitanA samaya acche nimittoMmeM bItA, utanA hI sArthaka hai| 1. mumukSu-'upamitibhavaprapaMca'meM 'karmavivara' dvArapAla niSpuNyakako susthita mahArAjAke dvArameM praveza karane detA hai, isakA kyA artha hai ? 2. mumukSu-'karmavivara' arthAt 'karmakA viccheda' hone para aMtarAtmAmeM praveza hotA hai| sAta prakRtikA upazama ho taba pahale jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mohanIya Adi sarva karmaprakRtikA samaya eka koDAkoDIse kucha kama rahatA hai, taba karma use mArga dete haiM, taba susthita mahArAjAkI usa para dRSTi par3atI hai| phira use darzana hotA hai| dharmabodhakarakI tIna davAyeM (1) zalAkA aMjana (2) tattvaprItikara pAnI aura (3) paramAnna, usakA pAtra niSpuNyaka jIva banatA hai| adhaHpravRttikaraNa Adi sAmagrI prAptakara jIva puruSArtha karatA hai to sadbhAgyase usakA saddharmameM praveza hotA hai| kaI bAra usa dvArake sAmane vaha AtA hai, para yA to svayaM bhUla jAtA hai yA karma use pravezakI AjJA nahIM detaa| prabhuzrI-manuSyabhava durlabha hai| usameM aisA yoga, vItarAgavANIkA zravaNa vizeSa durlabha hai| bhale hI samajhameM Aye yA na Aye, para hamAre kAnameM zabda par3ane hI mahA durlabha hai| tA.4-2-1926 ('mUlAcAra meMse guruke Age vinayapUrvaka AlocanA karanA, anya logoMke samakSa karanA aura svayaM pazcAttApake rUpameM ekAMtameM karanA, ina tIna prakAroMke vAcana prasaMga para) dUsaroMke Age arthAt sabhAke samakSa apane doSoMkI kSamAyAcanA karanA, yaha adhika dInatAko pradarzita karatA hai| yoM paMca yA saMghake samakSa kSamA mA~ganese hRdaya adhika halkA ho jAtA hai aura punaH vaisA pApa honekI saMbhAvanA kama rahatI hai|

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302 upadezAmRta tA.6-2-1926 'gomaTTasAra meM se karmakAMDakA vAcana payaDI sIla sahAvo jIvaMgANaM annaaisNbNdho| kaNayovale malaM vA tANatthittaM sayaM siddhaM // 2 // jo anya kAraNa vinA vastukA sahaja svabhAva hoi jaise agnikA Urdhvagamana, pavanakA tiryaggamana, jalakA adhogamana svabhAva hai tAkau prakRti kahIe vA zIla kahIe vA svabhAva kahIe e saba ekArtha hai| prabhuzrI-('sahaja' zabda sunakara) isane kyA kAma kiyA hai! kaisI 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' maMtrakI yojanA kI hai prabhu! usa samaya to kucha patA nahIM thA, pahacAna nahIM thii| para aba samajhameM AtA hai ki ahA! kitanA upakAra kiyA hai! samaya to bItatA hI jA rahA hai, kucha rukatA nhiiN| inake upakArakA to badalA cukAyA nahIM jA sakatA, camar3I utaravAkara usake jUte silavAyeM to bhI badalA nahIM cukAyA jA sktaa| - merA lADalA bahuta gaharA utarA hai| isameM to bhArI artha samAyA huA hai| ghAtI aghAtI hone para bhI AThoM karmoMkI paraspara kaisI kramapUrvaka yojanA kI hai! saMsAra svapnake samAna hai| paira rakhate pApa hai, mRtyukA bhaya sira para hai| yadi maranA na ho to bhale hI Alasya kareM, para vaha to chor3egI nhiiN| bahuta puNyase manuSyajanma milatA hai, use vyartha nahIM jAne denA caahiye| sAvadhAna ho jAnA caahiye| ghaDIbharameM phUTa jAya aisA yaha zarIra hai| isakA bharosA karane jaisA nahIM hai| pApa aura puNya sAthameM calate haiM, anya saba yahIM par3A raha jAtA hai| yaha hama saba apanI A~khoMse dekha rahe haiN| tyAga aura vairAgyakI AvazyakatA hai| kamAIke liye yA vyApArakIrtike liye itanA sArA karate haiM, to isa jIvakA anAdikAlase paribhramaNa ho rahA hai use dUra karanekI utkaMThA nahIM honI cAhiye? isake (jIvake) prati apanA pharja nibhAnA cAhiye, isakI sevA karanI cAhiye / 'AtmaghAtI mhaapaapii|' yaha bAta sabhI darzanoMmeM mAnya hai| viSNu, mahAdeva yA mAtAko mAnanese mokSa nahIM hogaa| karanIkA phala milegA, kintu sacce deva 'AtmA'ko pahacAne binA mokSa nahIM hai| sanAtana jaina, vedAMta-sabhImeM AtmAkA hI lakSya rakhA gayA hai| pApase chUTanekA mArga sacce deva, sacce guru aura sacce dharmakI pahacAna hai| isameM to koI apUrva bAta A jAtI hai| itane bhava vyartha cale gaye taba isa zeSa bhavako to dharmake liye jAne denA cAhiye / isameM jo samaya bItegA vaha vyartha nahIM jaayegaa| isIko DhU~DhanA, isIkI zodha karanA, isIke vicArameM rahanA / prabhu! kaise-kaise jIvoMkA uddhAra ho gayA hai? tA.72-1926 ['upamiti bhavaprapaMca ke vAcanake prasaMga para] yaha AtmA kabase ba~dhA huA hai, isakA kucha patA nahIM hai| anAdikAlase yoM hI bhaTaka rahA hai| usameM se manuSyabhava prApta kiyA to bhI bhikhArIkA bhikhArI hI rahA-sukhakI bhIkha, paisekI bhIkha, vaibhavakI bhIkha, mAnakI bhIkha, yoM viSaya, kaSAya aura tRSNAoMse jIva ghirA huA hai, isakA kucha

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upadezasaMgraha - 2 303 patA hI nahIM hai| mahAna puNyake udayase kisI saMtakA yoga milatA hai / sthAna-sthAna para bhulAve meM pha~sane ke saMyoga haiN| vaha bhikhArI kitanI hI bAra susthita rAjAke mahalake pAsa AyA, para dvArapAla use praveza karane hI nahIM detA / jaba svakarmavivara nAmaka dvArapAlako dayA AI aura aMdara pravezakI AjJA prApta huI, taba aMdara jAkara dekhatA hai ki ahA ! vahA~ kitane hI tapasvI, yogI aura mahAtmA muktike liye prayatnazIla haiM, dharmadhyAna- zukladhyAnameM lIna haiN| unake Atmavaibhavako dekhakara vaha to digmUDha ho gayA / phira bhI usake pAsa TUTe hue miTTIke ghar3ekA jo Tukar3A (ThIkarA ) thA, usa para usako bahuta moha thaa| 'maiM yahA~ AyA hU~, koI mere isa ThIkareko le legA to ? yahA~se calA jAU~ yA kyA karU~ ?' yoM socakara A~kheM banda kara jA rahA thA, para susthita rAjAkI dRSTi usa para par3a gaI, jisase dharmabodhakara guru use vimalAloka nAmaka aMjana lagAte haiM, taba sira hilAtA hai aura A~kheM kholatA hI nahIM hai / phira bhI A~khameM thor3I davA lagane para use ThIka lagatA hai aura saba dekhakara AnaMdita hotA hai / para use punaH apane ThIkarekI yAda AtI hai aura use chupAtA phiratA hai / yoM jIva anekAneka puNyake yoga prAptakara bhI sAvadhAna na ho to yaha manuSyabhava gumA baiThane jaisA hai| cAhe kitanI hI sAhabI kyoM na ho, para kyA kucha bhI sAthameM AnevAlA hai? isa dehako chor3aneke bAda inameMse kyA kAma AyegA ? muni mohanalAlajI - bhAvanagarakA eka rAjA bahuta hI dAna detA thA / sayAjIvijayameM usakI AlocanA huI ki rAjAko itanA adhika kharca nahIM karanA cAhiye / para usane parvAha nahIM kii| thor3e dinoM bAda vaha rAjA mara gyaa| usane jo dAna diyA vaha usake sAtha gayA na ? pIche jo par3A rahA usameMse kucha bhI aba usake kAma AyegA ? dAna puNyameM bhI do bheda haiM- ekase to puNyake yogameM naye puNyakA baMdha hotA hai aura eka puNya pUrA hokara nayA pApa ba~dhatA hai| jisake yogase nayA puNya ba~dhe vahI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hai aura vahI kAmakA hai| prabhuzrI - usa gaddI para dUsarA rAjA aayaa| vaha zikArI aura pApI thA / vaha nIMdameM bhI hariNa dekhatA aura bhaya hI bhayakA anubhava karatA / usane sabhAmeM sayAne logoMke samakSa yaha bAta kahI taba carcA karane para use vizvAsa huA ki jo pApa kiye haiM ve saba use ghera lete haiM / eka dhanavAna baniyA garIba hone para gA~vameM jA basA aura vahA~ anIti se paisA ekatrita kara logoMko duHkha detA jisase marakara bakarA huA / usa gA~vake logoMmeMse eka marakara kasAI huA / vaha kasAI usa bakareko le jA rahA thA taba eka munikI dRSTi par3I taba unheM ha~sI aaii| yaha dekhakara isa bAtakA spaSTIkaraNa karane loga upAzrayameM gaye / unheM munine batAyA ki isI gA~vakA baniyA jo paragA~vase Akara yahA~ rahA thA vahI bakarA banA hai / yaha to abhI usakA pahalA bhava hai / aise to aneka bhava use lene par3eMge, taba logoMkA jo khUna cUsA hai usakA badalA cukegA / aise pApase trAsa AnA cAhiye / pUnAmeM eka nAraNajIbhAIne mujhase pUchA - " mahArAja sAhaba! isa mANekajIko Apane kyA kara diyA hai? pahale to ye nitya hajAmata karavAte the aba saptAhameM bhI nahIM karAte / ' maiMne kahA - 'prabhu ! unheM mRtyukA bhaya lagA hai / ' dUsarA kyA kaheM ? unakA bhI yahA~ AnekA vicAra rahatA hai, para aMtarAyake kAraNa nahIM A skte| yaha saba kucha karanese A milatA hai na ?

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304 upadezAmRta muni mohana0-kalekTara aura vAyasaraoNya vilAyatase Ate haiM usake pahale unake liye baMgalA, pharnIcara Adi taiyAra rahatA hai, vaise hI jIva jo karma upArjana karatA hai, usIke kAraNa use saba prApta hotA hai| prabhuzrI-paisevAleke gharameM janma honA vaha isake jaisA hI hai| kahA~ parizrama karanA par3atA hai? pitA ikaTThA karake gaye vaha saba use milatA hai| anyathA dUsare logoMko eka paiseke liye kitanI mehanata karanI par3atI hai? paisevAleko to adhika sAvadhAna rahanA caahiye| use maujazauka aura anItimeM khoneke aneka prasaMga Ate haiN| kyoMki puNyake kAraNa vaise saMyoga to milate haiM para sthAna sthAna para baMdhanake kAraNa to khar3e haiN| yadi cetA na jAya to aisA bhava phira nahIM miltaa| manuSyabhava mahAdurlabha hai| kisI pazu yA bailako lAkara khar3A kara deM to vaha kucha samajhegA? yaha manuSyabhava hai isaliye kahate haiM ki isa saMyogako vyartha nahIM jAne denA caahiye| pethApurameM eka kAryabhArI thA vaha nitya hamAre pAsa aataa| usane 'mokSamAlA' pUrI par3hI aura hama vaha sunte| usakI kyA samajha thI! usakI A~khameM A~sU A jAte / RNAnubaMdhase saba saMyoga milate haiN| mANekajI seThake kAraNa ye bhAI (lazkarI) aura inake kAraNa ye iMjIniyara sAhaba yahA~ aaye| yoM hI pahalI pahacAna kahane sunanese hI hotI hai| ina durgAprasAda aura mANekajI seThakA to ghara jaisA saMbaMdha hai| yaha kyA pUrvake saMbaMdhake binA ho sakatA hai? hamase kucha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| kintu dikhAyI de vaisA aura sabako samajhameM Aye aisA hai ki pahale kucha kiyA hogA taba yaha manuSyajanma, Aryadeza aura aisA saMyoga prApta huA hai| kucha tyAga bhI karanekI AvazyakatA nahIM aura sAdhu bananekI bhI koI khAsa jarUrata nahIM, para samajha badalanekI jarUrata hai| samajhadArakA mArga hai| jo tyAgatA hai use to Age milatA hai, para isa puNyapApase chUTanekI jarUrata hai| AtmA para dayA karanI cAhiye / AtmaghAtI mhaapaapii| samajhakara asaMga honekA mArga hai| yadi yaha manuSyabhava gumA diyA to Dhora-pazu kahA~ janma hogA usakA kucha patA nahIM hai| phira kucha samajhameM AyegA kyA? sAvaceta honA cAhiye prabhu! aura kyA kaheM ? (prabhuzrIne 'tattvajJAna meM se kSamApanAkA pATha nikAlakara eka mumukSuse kahA-) prabhu! yaha caMDIpAThakI taraha nitya nahA-dhokara karanekA pATha hai| kaNThastha ho jAya to karane yogya hai| ho sake to rAtako sonese pahale bhI isake vicArameM hI rheN| bharata cakravartI pratidina uThaneke samaya aisA kahalavAte the ki 'bharata ceta, bharata ceta, bharata ceta'-yoM tIna bAra kahalavAte the| bar3e cakravartI the, narakameM jAne yogya kAma karate the, kinta samajha dUsarI thii| pUrvabaddha puNyako bhogate hue bhI zrI RSabhadevakI AjJAko nahIM bhUlate the| nahIM to, yadi aMtameM itane vaibhavako na chor3eM to narakameM hI jaayeN| eka dina zrRMgArakara rAjyasabhAmeM jAte samaya unhoMne darpaNameM dekhA ki eka aMgulimeMse eka aMgUThI kahIM gira gaI hai aura vaha aMguli khAlI khAlI laga rahI hai| yaha dekhakara unhoMne dUsarI aMgUThI bhI nikAla lI to dUsarI aMguli bhI zobhAhIna dIkhane lgii| yoM saba AbhUSaNa aura vastra nikAlakara apane zarIra aura svarUpake vicArameM par3a gye| yoM vicArate-vicArate unheM kevalajJAna ho gyaa| ataH rAjapATa chor3akara cala pdd'e| unake vaibhavake Age hamArI kyA ginatI hai?

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upadezasaMgraha-2 305 isa 'tattvajJAna'meM bIsa doheM haiM unheM kaNThastha kareM aura nitya boleN| bolate hue aisI bhAvanA kare ki 'he prabhu! maiM to anaMta doSase bharA huA hU~-krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, viSaya, pramAda Adise maiM to bharA huA huuN|' aisI dInatAkI bhAvanA kre| ye bIsa dohe bahuta samajhane yogya haiN| saba milAkara dasa-paMdraha miniTa bolate lgeNge| saba zAstroMkA sAra isa pustakameM samAyA huA hai| 'satpuruSake caraNakamalakA icchuka', 'mUla mArga' ina sabameM sat cit aura AnaMda kaho yA jJAna-darzanacAritra kaho, usakI samajha hai| isameM 'Atmasiddhi' nAmaka zAstra hai vaha bhI bahuta samajhane yogya hai| samAgama rakhate rheN| Apa brAhmaNa haiM ? mumukSu-jI haaN| prabhuzrI-do sage brAhmaNa bhAI the| unameMse bar3A bhAI avivAhita thaa| use dharma para vizeSa prema thA ataH choTe bhAIko kahakara ghara chor3akara tIrthayAtrA karane aura kisI saMtako DhU~Dhakara AtmakalyANakA udyama karane nikala par3A / DhU~DhanevAleko saMsArameM mila hI jAtA hai| kisI pahAr3I pradezameM eka AtmajJAnI sacce mahAtmA use mila gaye, unakI sevAmeM vaha raha gyaa| una mahAtmAkI kRpAse use AtmajJAna prApta huA, jisase use yaha saba (saMsAra) svapnake samAna lagane lgaa| ___eka bAra use vicAra AyA ki gurukRpAse mujhe lAbha huA hai, para merA choTA bhAI becArA maujazaukameM par3a gayA hai| strIkI camar3I sapheda honeke kAraNa usake mohameM usake sAtha hI uThanebaiThanemeM sArA samaya bitA rahA hai| ataH dayA lAkara usane use eka vairAgyabharA patra likhA aura DAkameM DAla diyaa| usake bhAIne bhI bhAIkA patra samajhakara Upara-Uparase dekhA, kintu viSayAsaktako vairAgyakI bAta kaise rucikara ho? ataH patrako eka tAka para pheMka diyaa| usakA eka mitra vahA~ AtA thA usako vaha patra btaayaa| usake bhAIne use vaise aThAraha patra likhe ekake bAda eka, para to aisA lagatA ki usakA to likhanekA hI kAma hai; ataH jo bhI patra Ate una sabako vaha tAkameM DAla detaa| samaya vyatIta hone para sabhI saMyoga acche nahIM rhte| usakI strI mara gaI jisase vaha to pAgala ho gyaa| saba loga samajhAte, para vaha to na khAtA, na pItA aura 'maranA hI hai' aisA bolane lgaa| usake sage-saMbaMdhI ciMtita ho gaye aura usake mitrako jAkara kahA ki somala eka saptAhase khAnA nahIM khA rahA hai, tuma usako thor3A samajhAo na / usakA mitra AyA to somala ro par3A aura saba vaibhavakI bAtoMkA varNana karane lgaa| usake mitrane pUchA ki tumhAre bhAIke patra kahA~ rakhe haiM? usane tAka batA diyaa| usameMse nikAla nikAlakara usakA mitra eka eka patra par3hane lgaa| kucha nimitta badale to cittako usameM rokanA par3atA hai| eka samayameM do kriyAe~ sAthameM ho sakatI hai? jitanI dera ve patra sunanemeM usakA mana rukA utanI dera vaha strIkI ciMtA bhUla gyaa| saba patra par3he jAne para use samajhameM AyA ki usake bhAIke kathanAnusAra saMsAra kSaNabhaMgura aura duHkhadAyI hai| yaha vicAra Ate hI saba chor3akara patrameM likhe pate para bhAIko DhU~Dhane nikala pdd'aa| usakA bhAI jaMgalameM pahAr3I pradezameM rahatA thaa| vahA~ jAkara usake caraNoMmeM apanA sira rakhakara mokSamArga batAnekI vinatI kii| una donoM bhAiyoMne dharmArAdhana kiyA aura vaha somala brAhmaNa marakara deva huaa| zukrakA tArA udaya-asta dizAmeM jagamagAtA dikhAI detA hai vahIM usakA jIva hai| vaha usakA vimAna hai| Jain Education Cotional

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306 upadezAmRta durgAprasAdake pAsa 'tattvajJAna' hai aura bahanake pAsa bhI hai| usameMse ve par3hate raheM aisA kahanA aura mahArAjazrIne dharmavRddhike liye kahA hai aisA sUcita krnaa| ye zabda sunakara bhI jIva puNyabaMdha kare aisA nimitta hai| sArI bAta bhAva para TikI huI hai na? acchA nimitta ho to puNyabaMdha hotA hai aura burA nimitta ho to pApabaMdha hotA hai| karmake saMyogase pravRttimeM par3anA par3e, yaha alaga bAta hai; para na lenA na denA, phira bhI mAtra saMkalpa-vikalpa yA niMdAmeM pravRtti kara jIva kitane adhika karma bA~dha letA hai? ['upamitibhavaprapaMca kA vAcana punaH prAraMbha] "pavitra puruSoMkI kRpAdRSTi hI samyagdarzana hai" aisA vacanAmRta kRpAludevakA hai| aisI hI yaha gahana bAta hai| karmavivara praveza karane de tabhI kisI satpuruSake sanmukha huA jA sakatA hai| muni mohana0-vasomeM eka bhAvasArakA putra jo sapta vyasanakA sevana karanevAlA thA, vaha bhI kRpAludevakI sevAmeM rahaneko tatpara huA yaha satpuruSakI vANIkA kitanA bala hai! __ prabhuzrI-bhUtakAlameM kaise kaise jIvoMkA uddhAra ho gayA hai! vezyA, mahA pApI, caMDAla aura ghora karma karanevAloMkA bhI uddhAra ho gayA hai| satpuruSoMkI kRpAdRSTike binA aisA kaise ho sakatA hai? karmavivara praveza karane de tabhI ina purANapuruSakI kRpAdRSTi prApta hotI hai| eka bAra usa mArga para car3ha jAnevAlA to mokSa jAyegA hii| kaisI adbhuta bAta hai! tA. 9-2-1926 prabhuzrI-Avazyaka yAne kyA? mumukSu-Avazyaka arthAt avazya karane yogya / prabhuzrI-(muni mohanalAlajIse) Apa kyA samajheM? muni mohana0-mokSake liye karane yogya kriyaa| prabhuzrI-pustakameMse pddh'iye| 'mUlAcAra kA vAcana avaza-kaSAya aura rAgadveSake vazameM nahIM vaha avaza, usakA AcaraNa hI Avazyaka hai| prabhuzrI-dhIre-dhIre sunA jAya to jAnakArI prApta hotI hai| yaha vaiSNava thA, para hameM yAda na rahe vaha bhI yaha batA de, pUrti kare aisA yaha par3hakara hI jAnakAra huA hai| yaha guDaguDiyA bhI kyA jAnatA thA? para yaha bhI par3hakara jAnakAra banA hai aura batA sakatA hai| kSayopazamakA sulaTA upayoga kiyA jAya to hitakArI hai, varnA ulaTA upayoga ho utanA baMdhana hai| bahuta sAvadhAnIkI jarUrata hai| zAstra zastra bana sakatA hai, para kisI satpuruSakI dRSTise vAcana ho to lAbhakArI hai| Avazyaka chaha prakArake kahe gaye haiM-(1) sAmAyika, (2) caubIsa tIrthaMkara stavana, (3) vaMdanA, (4) pratikramaNa, (5) pratyAkhyAna, (6) kaayotsrg| chaThe kAyotsargameM AsanakI bAta AtI hai| palathI, sukhAsana Adi caurAsI Asana haiN| padmAsanameM pahale bA~yA pA~va dA~yI jA~gha para rakhakara

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upadezasaMgraha-2 307 dA~yA pA~va Upara rahe yoM donoM pA~voMkI pagathaliyA~ jA~ghoMke Upara rakhI jAtI hai| isameM pahale bA~yA hAtha do pA~voMke bIca sIdhA rakhakara usake Upara dA~yA hAtha sIdhA rakhA jAtA hai, yaha kisaliye ? pA~voMse aneka pApakarma ba~dhate haiM ataH thor3I dera ( do ghaDI) pA~voMko saMyamameM rakhaneke liye / isI prakAra hAthase bahutase karmoMkA baMdha hotA hai unakA saMvara karaneke liye isa AsanameM hAtha bhI ekake Upara eka rakhA jAtA hai| dUsarI iMdriyA~ to kisI vastuke sparza hone para jAnatI haiM, kintu mana aura A~kha to dUrase bhI karma bA~dha lete haiM / ataH dRSTiko nAka para sthira kI jAtI hai jisase vaha bhaTakatI na phire aura karma na bA~dhe / aba rahA mana / usake liye kisI satpuruSake vacana 'he bhagavan ! maiM bahuta bhUla gyaa| maiMne Apake amUlya vacanoM para dhyAna nahIM diyA / " ise manase lakSyameM lekara isa para apanI buddhike anusAra vicAra kareM athavA 'he prabhu! he prabhu! zuM kahuM ?' yA 'chaha pada' ke patrake vicArameM manako rokeM / yoM kamase kama dinameM ghar3I do ghar3I avazya karanA caahiye| aise pavitra vacanoMke upayogameM mana lagA ho to, bekAra baiThA mana pApa karatA ruke / I tA. 10-2-1926 [kaunase nimitta (nokarma) mati, zruta Adi jJAnako tathA nidrA Adi dvArA darzanako rokanemeM sahAya karate haiM, isa viSayameM zrI gomaTTasArameMse vAcanake prasaMga para ] mumukSu - jahA~ rAgadveSake pariNAmavAle bhAva hoM vahA~ baMdha hai / saMkleza pariNAmase baMdha hotA hai / prabhuzrI - vicAra karaneke liye kaha rahA hU~ / bhAva to aise hote haiM ki mujhe amuka kAma kabhI nahIM karanA hai / use dUra karanekA yathAzakya prayatna hotA ho phira bhI vaha Akara khar3A ho jAtA hai aura usameM jIva tadAkAra ho jAtA hai, taba kyA samajhanA cAhiye ? muni mohana0 - puruSArtha jitanA kama hogA utanA hI baMdha hogA / AtmAkI zakti (vIrya) jahA~ vizeSa prakaTa huI ho vahA~ karma dikhAyI dekara nirjarita ho jAte haiM / jahA~ karmakI zakti AtmAkI prakaTa zaktise adhika ho, vahA~ baMdha hotA hai, para usake liye kiye gaye prayatnake pramANameM maMda hotA hai / tIrthaMkarako baMdha..... prabhuzrI - (bIca meM rokakara ) 'sammaddiTThI na karei pAvaM' aise bola to zAstrameM Aye haiM / ataH Apa jo kahanA cAhate haiM vaha ucita nahIM hai / jisake dUra karaneke pariNAma hote haiM use bhogate samaya kheda hI kheda hotA hai / paraMtu karma chor3atA nahIM hai, taba use 'udaya' jAnate haiM / dhyAnameM baiThe hoM taba jisakA koI vicAra hI na ho vaha Akara khar3A ho jAtA hai| baMdarakI pU~chake samAna, jisako manameM lAnA hI na ho vaha Akara dikhAI de to usakA kyA kiyA jAya ? yaha pUchanA hai / ['mUlAcAra 'meMse 'niSidyakA' aura 'AsikA'ke vAcana prasaMga para ] AsikA aura niSidyakA yoM kramako samajhanA yogya hai / guruke pAsase uThanA par3e, kisI zarIrake yA vyApArake nimittase, to manameM kyA rahatA hai ? bhAr3ameM jAya yaha kAma ki mujhe isake liye samaya khonA par3egA ! jaise sItAne 'padmapurANa' meM kahA hai ki 'dhikkAra hai isa strIvedako ki jisake

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308 upadezAmRta kAraNa itanA-itanA sahana karanA par3A, paribhramaNa karanA par3A!' 'he prabho! AtmArthake sivAya kisI bhI kAmameM merA citta na lgo|' yoM sarva prakArakI abhilASAoMse rahita hokara uThanA yaha aasikaa| 'he bhagavAn ! anivArya honese mujhe jabarajastI uThanA par3a rahA hai|' AsikA (Avassahi) arthAt uThanA par3a rahA hai, jAnA par3a rahA hai, para jisa kAmake liye uThe usa kAmameM kitanI sAvadhAnIpUrvaka pravRtti kareM usakA svarUpa kitanA suMdara prastuta kiyA hai! pA~ca iMdriyA~ aura cAra kaSAya milakara ina nauke vaza na ho, unheM roke tathA cittake pariNAmoMkI vizuddhatA TikAkara saMsArake kAma udAsIna bhAvase karake vApasa lauTe aura kahe ki he bhagavan! maiM praveza karU~?-yaha niSidyakA / AcArAMgasUtra AdimeM isakA vizeSa varNana hai| AjJAmUla dharma kahA gayA hai| 'ANAe dhammo ANAe tavo' ataH kisI bhI kAryameM pravRtti karanI par3e to gurukI AjJA lekara, uparokta kathanAnusAra pariNAmakI caMcalatA na ho aura viSayakaSAyameM lubdha na ho jAya aisI udAsInatA rakhakara pravRtti karanekA upadeza isameM hai| mahAmuniyoMke AcArakI ye bAteM haiN| ina mahApuruSoMke AcArase hameM bhI sIkhanA hai| choTe bacceko kisIne bhI kandhe para biThAyA ho kintu yadi vaha mA~ko pahacAnane jitanA bar3A ho to usakI dRSTi mA~kI ora rahatI hai| vaise hI sadgurukI AjJAse, sadguru dvArA jAnakara, unake batAye anusAra (svacchaMdase nahIM) AtmAkA lakSya rahe, usakI dRSTi nirdiSTa padArtha para hI rahe to kalyANa hotA hai| sthAnasthAna para jIva pariNata hotA hai, to yadi jIva satpuruSake batAye mArga para pravRtti kare to isameM usakA kyA bigar3a jAyegA? isameM kisIkI kucha siphAriza calanevAlI hai? jIvane jitanI aMtarAya prakRti bA~dhI hai utanI use vighna karegI hI na? abhI hI kisIko nIMda A rahI ho yA citta kahIM bhaTaka rahA ho to kucha lakSyameM rahegA kyA? / prabhu! anamola kSaNa bIta rahA hai| hameM to aba aisA laga rahA hai ki kAlane liyA yA le legaa| AyuSyakA kucha bharosA hai? kala kyA hogA kauna jAnatA hai? apanA dhanyabhAgya samajhanA cAhiye ki kRpAludevakI kRpAse ye bola hamAre kAnameM par3e ! itanA samaya to isameM bItA! aura karanA bhI kyA hai ? 'jAgRta ho jAo, jAgRta ho jaao|' 'he gautama! samayamAtrakA bhI pramAda kartavya nahIM hai|' aisA mahApuruSoMne kahA hai, kyA vaha vyartha kahA hai? isIke ciMtanameM, isIke vicArameM, isIke liye jitanA samaya bItegA vaha sArthaka hogaa| zeSa samaya to vyartha gyaa| kucha vyAdhiyA~ aura duHkha hoM to acchA hai ki ve hameM sAvaceta karate rahate haiN| Aga lagI hai usameMse jitanA bacA liyA jAya vaha hamArA hai| aMtameM to dhokhA hI hai-ThagoMke nagarameM jaise dhokhA hI dhokhA hotA hai vaisA hI yahA~ hai, kahIM bhI khar3e rahane jaisA nahIM hai| saMsAra rAkhakI pur3iyA yA svapnake samAna hai| usameM dharmasAdhanAkA yaha avasara AyA hai use bhUlanA nahIM cAhiye / mahApuruSoMkI bAteM haiN| vicAra kareM to usameM kucha aMtara nahIM hai| AcArAMga ho yA mUlAcAra ho-mahApuruSoMne usameM AtmahitakI gahana bAteM kahI hai| usameM mUla bAtameM kucha Apatti, jhagar3A yA vivAda jaisA ho sakatA hai? bAdameM choTI choTI bAteM uThAkara tarka dvArA matabheda utpanna karanemeM kyA sAra hai? isase AtmAkA kalyANa hogA? vItarAgake mArgameMAtmakalyANake mArgameM kucha bheda ho sakatA hai? "eka hoya traNa kAlamAM, paramArathano paMtha / ' yadi

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upadezasaMgraha-2 309 kisI samIpamuktigAmI jIvake hRdayameM yaha bAta basa jAye to usakA kalyANa ho jAye, aisA yaha vItarAga mArga hai| tA. 12-2-1926 ['mUlAcAra meM se anyatvabhAvanAke vAcana prasaMga para] anamola kSaNa bIta rahA hai prabhu! isa manuSyabhava aura ina saMyogoMmeM sAvaceta hone jaisA hai| vairAgya aura bodhakI AvazyakatA hai| yaha vairAgya kaisA hogA? kucha acchA na lge| khAnA, pInA, lenA, denA kyA yaha AtmAkA dharma hai? isameM to kucha alaga hI nikalA! jJAnIne jIvakA svarUpa jAnA hai aura hama kevala isImeM hI Asakta raheM to kyA kucha samajhA hai aisA mAnA jAyagA? rAmacaMdrajIkA kaisA vairAgya thA! 'yogavAsiSTha'meM aisA suMdara varNana hai ki use par3hakara aisA lagane lagatA hai ki kahA~ vaha dazA aura kahA~ hamArA hIna puruSArtha aura viparIta pravRtti! unakA itanA vairAgya, jJAna honeke pahale thA, vasiSTha dvArA vastukA-AtmAkA svarUpa samajhaneke pahale thA, taba jJAnIkA inase kitanA gunA hogA? dhanya hai usa puruSako, kRpAludevako! kisI puNyake yogase kisI satpuruSakA samAgama prApta hotA hai| usameM ceta jAyeM to kAma bana jAya / puNyake saMyogase hI manuSyakI unnati hotI jAtI hai, Age Age bar3hatA jAtA hai| Aja jo ye saMyoga mile haiM, ve pahale kiye gaye kisI karmakA phala haiN| yaha mistrI pahale kitane varSa yahA~ rahA, para kucha kahA nahIM gyaa| Aja acAnaka use yaha saMyoga prApta ho gayA hai| hameM kahanA ho to bhI kucha kahA nahIM jAtA; aura kabhI-kabhI to eka akSara bhI nahIM bolanekA socakara Ate haiM kintu bhASAke pudgala ba~dhe hue haiM to manameM bolanekI anicchA hone para bhI bolanA ho jAtA hai| mistrI-hama abhI jo karma karate haiM usakA phala isa bhavameM milegA yA agale bhavameM? prabhuzrI-koI mahAtmA tapakA samaya pUrA hone para pAraNeke liye bastImeM Aye / usa samaya eka lakar3ahArene unheM bulAkara apane bhojanameMse do roTiyA~ bhikSAmeM de dii| ve khar3e khar3e hI bhojana karake cale gye| usakI strI khAnA banA rahI thI, usake manameM aisA lagA ki yaha kahA~se A gayA? aba mujhe adhika roTiyA~ belanI pdd'egii| kiMtu usa lakar3ahAreke putrake manameM yaha vicAra AyA ki pitAjIne apane bhojanameMse do roTI dAnameM de dI hai ataH maiM apane bhojanameMse AdhI roTI pitAjIko de duuN| aisA socakara usane AdhI roTI pitAjIko de dI aura nayI roTI bane taba taka bhojana cAlU rakhaneko khaa| usakI bahana bhI khAne baiThI thii| usane bhI bhAIkI bhA~ti AdhI roTI pitAjIko de dii| vaha bhava pUrA honepara lakar3ahArA deva huA aura phira dUsare bhavameM rAjA huaa| usane eka bAra janaka rAjAkI bhA~ti sabhAmeM prazna pUchA ki dattAkA phala kyA hai aura adattAkA phala kyA hai? bar3e bar3e paMDita isakA uttara na de ske| phira paMDitoMne rAjAse samaya mA~gA ki amuka samayameM hama Apako uttara deNge| vaha samaya pUrA hone AyA, para kisIko uttara nahIM sUjhA / ataH 'rAjAko kyA mu~ha dikhAyeMge?' aisA socakara nirAza hokara rAjapaMDita utare hue mu~hase gharameM cakkara lagA rahA thaa| yaha dekhakara usakI putrIne pUchA-"pitAjI! Apako aisI kyA ciMtA hai ki nitya ApakA zarIra sUkhatA jA rahA hai?" paMDitane kahA-"kucha nahIM beTI, tujhe jAnakara kyA karanA hai?" phira 1. adattA-niSphala daan|

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310 upadezAmRta bhI usane jAnanA cAhA to paMDitane rAjAkA prazna btaayaa| yaha sunate hI vaha mUrchita ho gayI / phira jAgrata hone para usa putrIne kahA, "pitAjI ! isakA uttara to maiM bhI de sakatI hU~ / " taba paMDitane rAjAko yaha bAta kahI ki isa praznakA uttara merI putrI bhI de skegii| taba usakI putrIko sabhAmeM bulAyA gyaa| usane rAjAse kahA, "rAjAjI, Apake yahA~ thor3e samaya bAda eka kumArakA janma hogA, use pUchane para Apako praznakA uttara milegA / " rAjAko putra nahIM thA, ataH yaha sunakara vaha prasanna huA aura putrIko puraskAra dekara bidA kiyA / putrakA janma honepara saba prasanna hue| praznakA uttara sunaneke liye rAjA rAjakumArakA janma hote hI usake pAsa gayA aura usase prazna pUchA ki kumAra mUrchita ho gayA / phira jAgrata hokara kumArane uttara diyA ki 'amuka dezameM eka gA~vameM eka garIba bur3hiyA hai| vaha nitya bAraha baje gA~vake bAhara nadI para pAnI bharane jAtI hai| usa samaya usake pAsa jAkara usakA ghar3A car3havAoge aura prazna pUchoge to vaha isakA uttara degI / ' phira rAjAne vaisA hI kiyA aura bur3hiyAse prazna pUchA to vaha bhI mUrchita ho gayI / phira jAgrata hokara usane kahA ki "maiM Apake kumArake pAsa Akara bAta kruuNgii|" phira saba ekatrita hue / mUrchA jAne para, tInoMko jAtismaraNa jJAna huA thA jisase unhoMne pUrvabhavakI bAta jAnI thI / phira kumArane rAjAse pUrvabhavakI bAta kahI / taba rAjA bhI mUrchita ho gayA aura use bhI jAtismaraNa jJAna huA / taba ku~varane kahA, "rAjAjI, aba Apa apane AtmAkA kalyANa kariye aura mujhe rAjya sauMpa jAiye / kintu bAraha varSa bAda Akara mujhe samajhAiyegA, cetAiyegA / isa bur3hiyAko isakI AjIvikAke liye kucha dhana de dIjiye / yaha paMDitakI putrI sAdhvI honevAlI hai / " pUrva janmakA lakar3ahArA marakara deva huA thA aura devakA AyuSya pUrA kara rAjA huA thA / lakar3ahArekI strI marakara Dhora pazuke aneka bhava pUre kara caMDAlake yahA~ janmI thI, yaha vahI bur3hiyA thii| lakar3ahArekI putrI bhI acche bhava kara paMDitake yahA~ janmI thI / kucha karma jo tIvra hote haiM ve turata bhI udayameM Ate haiM / krodhakA phala turata bhI milatA hai / kucha karma hajAroM varSa bAda bhI udayameM Ate haiM taba phala dete haiM / kintu kiye hue karmoMko bhoge binA chuTakArA nahIM hai / aisA kahA jAtA hai ki dharmarAjakI bahImeM likhA jAtA hai, usI prakAra AtmA karmoMke kAraNa bhavobhavameM bhaTakatA rahatA hai| kisI saMtako DhUMDhakara usake kathanAnusAra zeSa manuSyabhava bitAye to kalyANa ho sakatA hai / isa mistrIkA kSayopazama pUrvabhavake sukRtyoMke kAraNa acchA hai / 'tattvajJAna' tumheM le lene jaisA hai / mistrI - prabhu! maiM lAyA hU~ / prabhuzrI - ( usameM se kSamApanAkA pATha nikAlakara ) caMDIpAThakI bhA~ti nitya nahA-dhokara yaha pATha bole aura ise kaNThastha kara leveM / dohe haiM, Atmasiddhi hai - jaise jaise samAgama hogA vaise vaise yaha saba amUlya lgegaa| prabhu ! itanemeM to saba zAstroMkA sAra samAyA huA hai / inakA eka bhI vAkya kalyANakAraka hai| kisI saMtake yogase bAta sunakara unhoMne jo batAyA ho tadanusAra kArya prAraMbha kara denA cAhiye | 'eka mata ApaDI ke Ubhe mArge tApaDI' - yaha bAta sunI hai ? mistrI - jI nahIM / prabhuzrI - siyAra, kharagoza aura sA~pameM mitratA thI / Aga lagI taba siyArane pUchA, "sA~pa bhAI,

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upadezasaMgraha-2 311 tuma kyA karoge?" usane kahA-"isameM kyA? apane pAsa to lAkha mata haiN| isa vRkSa para car3ha jAU~gA to bhI kucha nahIM hogaa|" kharagoza bhAIse pUchA to usane kahA, "mere pAsa to sau mata haiN| isa bilameM ghusa jAU~ to phira Aga kyA karegI?" phira siyArane socA ki mere pAsa to chipanekA koI sthAna nahIM hai aura Aga to sulagatI huI mere pAsa taka A pahu~cI hai; ataH jisa ora Aga nahIM hai usa ora bhAga jAU~-yaha socakara vaha eka-do kosa dUra bhAga gyaa| sA~pa to U~ce vRkSa para car3ha gayA, kharagoza bilameM ghusa gyaa| do dina bAda Aga zAMta hone para siyAra mitroMkA patA lagAne aayaa| usane vRkSa to pahacAnA, para sA~pa nahIM milaa| Upara dekhA to zAkhAse lipaTA huA sA~pakA mRta zarIra najara aayaa| phira kharagozako DhU~Dhane bilake pAsa gayA, para vahA~ to rAkha thii| use dUra karake dekhA to bilameM pU~cha jaisA dikhAyI diyaa| khIMcakara nikAlA to jhulasA huA kharagozakA murdA zarIra thaa| taba siyAra bolA *"lAkha mata labaDI. so mata sasaDI%B ___ eka mata ApaDI ke Ubhe mArge tApaDI." yaha to paramArtha samajhaneke liye dRSTAMta hai| cAhe jahA~ nahIM ghusa jAnA cAhiye / eka sacce puruSake batAye hue mArga para hI lakSya rakhakara calatA jAya to mokSa jAte koI roka nahIM sktaa| eka prakArase dekheM to mArga kitanA sarala aura sugama hai! phira bhI anAdikAlase Aja taka jo paribhramaNa huA hai vaha mAtra bodhake abhAvase huA hai| Apa saba manameM ghabarA rahe the ki kyoM kucha bolate nahIM ? yaha patA to lagatA hai, prabhu! para aba hameM to kucha bhI nahIM karanA aisA rahA karatA hai| mRtyukA koI bharosA hai? kisIko kaise lAbha hotA hai, aura kisIko kaise lAbha hotA hai; kisIko dUra rakhanese lAbha hotA hai aura kisIko pAsa rakhanese lAbha hotA hai-ye saba bheda bhI samajhane yogya haiN| aba zarIra purAnA chIMkA ho gayA hai to isase icchita kAma kaise ho sakatA hai? . mumukSu-hamAre bhI aMtarAyakarmakA udaya hai na prabhu? prabhuzrI-yaha bhI saca hai| tA.13-2-1926 (mithyAdRSTi guNasthAnake aMtameM kauna-kaunasI prakRtiyoMkI vyucchitti hotI hai, isa viSayameM 'gomaTTasAra meM se vAcanake prasaMga para) prabhuzrI-ahA! mithyAtva gayA to aba itane bhava paribhramaNa nahIM hogA, aisA sarakArI peMzana jaisA nizcita ho jAtA hai| ___ mRtyuke samaya kucha bhI bhAna nahIM rhtaa| koI yoM bulAyeM ki bhAI..., to bhI A~kha U~cI na kare aisA kyoM hotA hai? kucha yAda nahIM rahatA isakA kyA kAraNa? cetana kucha jar3a thor3e hI ho jAtA hai? para usa samaya mAno kucha bhI patA nahIM rahatA! kyA vedanAse ghira jAtA hogA? kyA AvaraNa A jAtA hogA? samakitIko kaise lagatA hogA? 1. mata-mati, buddhi / * lAkha mata (mati) vAlA sA~pa laTakA (labaDI); sau matavAlA kharagoza seMkA gayA (sasaDI); apanA (ApaDI) eka mata thA ki sIdhe raste para bhAga gayA (tApaDI)

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312 upadezAmRta muni mohana0-samakitIko to patA rahatA hai, usake pariNAma satpuruSa kathita lakSyake anusAra rahate haiN| bhinnatA bhAsita honese svayaM vedanA Adise alaga hai aisA bhAna rahatA hai| aura dUsare bulAte hoM to sunatA hai, para apanI gati sudhAraneke prayatnameM honese sage-saMbaMdhI bulAveM to bhI nahIM bolatA-ye koI bhI AtmAko madada nahIM kara sakate aisA vaha jAnatA hai| ataH jo saccI zaraNa hai yA satpuruSase prApta smaraNa hai usameM hI apanA upayoga rakhanemeM vaha prayatnazIla rahatA hai| saubhAgyabhAIne aMta samayameM aMbAlAlabhAIko batAyA thA ki "aMbAlAla, saubhAgyako anya dhyAna nahIM hai, para Apa ucca svarase smaraNamaMtra bola rahe haiM usameM, mujhe apanA tAra jur3A huA ho to bhI usameMse vikSepa pAkara jur3anA par3atA hai|" "zuddha, buddha, caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma; bIju kahiye keTaluM? kara vicAra to pAma." "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma; nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma." ina gAthAoM para vicAra kartavya hai| prabhuzrI tA. 14-2-1926, sabere "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma; nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma.'' "zuddha, buddha, caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma; bIjuM kahiye keTaluM? kara vicAra to pAma." ina gAthAoM para bAraMbAra vicAra kartavya hai| zAmako uThaneke bAda yoM hI jAgate hue rAta bitAI hai| aba aisA joga milA hai to socakara nizcita kara lenA cAhiye na? mRtyuke samaya saubhAgyabhAIkA upayoga isa 'zuddha buddha....." vAlI gAthAmeM thaa| muni mohana0-aMbAlAlabhAIkI aMguli mahAdevyAH kukSiranaM zabdajitavarAtmajam / rAjacaMdramahaM vaMde tattvalocanadAyakam / / isa zlokake cAra caraNa bolate hue cAra aMgulike pairavoM para rahatI aura do zabdoMkA smaraNa prApta honeke bAda do aMguli para phiratI aisA dekhA hai| mRtyuke samaya bhAna nahIM thA para vaha kriyA calatI rhii| dhArazIbhAIkI mRtyuke samaya maMtrakA smaraNa karAnevAle vyakti caubIsa ghaMTe unake kamaremeM bolate hI raheM aisI vyavasthA kI gaI thii| __prabhuzrI-dhArazIbhAIkA kSayopazama acchA thaa| hamAre prati prANa nyauchAvara kare aisA unakA prema thaa| kaI bAra hameM khule manase kahate ki aisAkA aisA bhAna mRtyuke bAda bhI rahe to kitanA acchA ho! guNa, paryAya, kevalajJAna AdikI bAteM ve bhalI bhA~ti kaha sakate the| yaha pUrvopArjita kSayopazama hai| kintu samajha kucha alaga hI vastu hai| unheM A~khakA darda thA jisase jhaTakA lagane para A~kha dabAye rakhate / jJAnI vedanIyakarmako vedanAke rUpameM alaga hI jAnate haiN| vaha AtmAkA dharma nahIM hai|

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upadezasaMgraha - 2 313 1 kRpAludevake samAgamakI to balihArI hai ! jo dravya, guNa, paryAyakI bAteM karanA nahIM jAnate unakA bhI kalyANa hotA hai, aisA dharmakA mArga hai / mRtyuke samaya kyA dhyAna rakhanA hai? yadi satpuruSameM usakI dRSTi rahe to usakA kalyANa hai / jaise strI eka bAra nizcita karatI hai ki yaha merA pati hai, phira usIke nAmakI cUr3iyA~ pahanatI hai, vaise hI calate, phirate, kAma karate usIkA ciMtana, smaraNa, bhajana, guNakIrtana rahA kare aura aMtameM bhI usImeM citta rakhe to ber3A pAra ho jAya! 'gomaTTasAra' meM bhI AtA hai ki kevalI yA zrutakevalIke caraNa samIpa kSAyaka samakita hotA hai / ye ( kRpAludevakI ora dekhakara ) zrutakevalI haiM, inheM chor3akara dUsareko pakar3anA to A~cala (stana) ko chor3akara galathanA (bakarIke galekA A~cala ) pakar3ane jaisA hai| usase kyA dUdhakA svAda AyegA ? satpuruSa yA saMta kahe vaise karanA cAhiye / ve kare vaisA karanemeM sadA kalyANa nahIM hotA / ahaMkAra rakhanemeM jIva mara jAtA hai / A~khakA mIMcanA bhI ahaMkArake binA nahIM hotaa| para jJAnIkI gati (dazA) to jJAnI hI jAnate haiN| unakI bAta to eka ora rkheN| bAkI hamAre jaisoMke bAhya AcaraNako dekhakara koI bAhya anukaraNa kare to kalyANa ho sakatA hai ? aMbAlAlabhAI aMguliyoM para aMgUThA phirAte the, vaise maiM bhI kabhI-kabhI aMguliyA~ hilAtA hU~, yaha dekha koI vaisA hI karake apaneko jJAnI mAneM to U~Ta (ahaMkAra) khar3A ho jAya aura mAre jAnekA prasaMga A jAye na ? I 1 kisI bhI bAta kA garva karane jaisA nahIM hai / ye to purAne haiM aura ye naye samAgamI haiM, aisA bhI nahIM karanA cAhiye / purAne to par3e raha jAyeM aura naye Age bar3ha jAyeM, apanA kAma kara leM, aisA yaha mArga hai / dInatA aura dAsatva bhUlanA nahIM caahiye| "huM to doSa anaMtanuM, bhAjana chaM karuNALa / " he prabhu ! inake vacana yAda Ate haiM ki kyA ajaba gajaba unakI vANI thI ! aba samajhameM AtI hai / kintu usa samaya itanI samajha kahA~ thI ? dhArazIbhAIne aMtameM mujhe kahA ki kRpAludevane Apase jo kahA ho vaha kheN| para maiMne kahA ki vaha to pustakameM Apane par3hA hogA, para mujhase kaise kahA jAya ? AjJA binA bolA nahIM jA sakatA, merA mu~ha baMda kara diyA hai / phira unhoMne mastaka para hAtha rakhA, samajhadAra the isaliye samajha gaye ki yogyatAke binA vastukI prApti nahIM ho sakatI / bAkI jJAnI to itane dayAlu hote haiM ki yogyatA ho to rAste para calate vyaktiko bulAkara bhI de dete haiM / kaI logoMkI prakRti hotI hai ki jisa - tisase bAta karate rahate haiM, para vaisA nahIM karanA caahiye| yaha to thake huekA mArga hai / jise cAha hogI, saccI garaja hogI, vaha to DhU~DhatA hI hogA aura jo aisA garajavAna hotA hai usIko prApti hotI hai / 'upamiti bhavaprapaMca'meM kitanI bAta AtI hai ? usameM to bahuta kahA hai! eka satpuruSa para dRSTi rakhanekI hI bAteM AtI haiN| maiM to yahI dekhatA rahatA hU~ ki isane kyA likhA hai ! kintu yogyatAke binA kaise samajhameM A sakatA hai ? ** tA. 15-2-1926 saba dharmoMmeM jo tattva hai, vaha jinadarzanameM samAhita hai| mahAvIra svAmIkI AjJA rAgadveSakA tyAga kara samabhAvameM AnekI hai| kSamApUrvaka sahana kreN| jitanA adhika kSamAzIla, utanA adhika mahAna / kisI apUrva yogake kAraNa aura ina sabake aMtarAya TUTe hue haiM isaliye Aja itanA bolA jA skaa| nahIM to prabhu ! apanA socA kucha hotA hI nhiiN| saca kahU~ to mujhe to bolanA hI nahIM thA,

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314 upadezAmRta para yaha mIThI kuIkA pAnI hai| inake (paramakRpAludevake) vacana smRtimeM haiM, unheM kahanA hai| yadi kucha zAstra yA satpuruSakI vANIke viruddha kahA jAtA ho to Apa khiyegaa| isameM to sarvadharmamAnya kathana hai| kahA~ bAr3A bA~dhanA thA? jahA~ AtmAkI hI bAta ho vahA~ bheda kaisA? vedAMta ho yA jaina ho, sat-cit-AnaMda kaho yA jJAna-darzana-cAritra kaho, bhAta kaho yA cAvala kaho-isase mUla vastumeM kahA~ kucha pharka par3anevAlA hai? / cAhe jaise karake zubha nimittameM rahanA hai aura samaya bitAnA hai| aura kyA karanA hai? inakI zaraNase pustaka, sthAna, makAna, celA-celI-ina sabameM apriyatA ho gaI hai| inake samAgamase pahale inameM hI pravRtti thii| para inakA koI aisA yogabala ki kahIM bhI khar3e rahane nahIM diyA! prabhu! dhokhA, dhokhA aura dhokhA hI nikalA hai| aMta samayameM yadi kisI sthAnameM jIva (moha) raha jAye to chipakalI yA aise jIva-jaMtu honA par3atA hai; strIputra yA celA-celImeM jIva rahe to unake peTase avatAra lenA par3atA hai; mahala-makAna yA udyAna AdimeM jIva rahe to meMDhaka yA alasiyA bananA par3atA hai aura kheta yA jamInameM vRtti (mana) rahe to dhAtu yA pattharameM utpanna honA par3atA hai| "paira rakhate pApa hai, dekhanemeM jahara hai aura mRtyu sira para hai|" 'caraNa dharaNa nahIM ThAya' yoM mahApuruSa kaha gaye haiN| hamane to yaha saba viSa jaisA mAna rakhA hai taba isakI icchA kaise ho sakatI hai? jaba taka isameM mIThAsa hai taba taka, jaise niSpuNyakakA roga nahIM miTatA thA vaise hI, yaha saba baMdhanarUpa hotA hai| jIva parIkSA kisa prakAra kara sakatA hai? parIkSA-pradhAnatA, yogyatA honI cAhiye na? yahA~ to AtmAkI hI bAta hai| isameM bheda nahIM hai| hameM to aba mautake vicAra AyA karate haiM; aura sabako usakI smRti karanA yogya hai| phira jAkara khar3e kahA~ raheMge? kucha nizcita to karanA hogA na? ghara dekha rakhA ho to vahA~ jA sakate haiM, para bhAna na ho to kahA~ jAyeMge? itanA bhava to isIke liye bitAnA yogya hai / itanA puNya ekatrita huA hai, manuSyabhava milA hai taba kahanA hotA hai| yadi kisI pazu yA bailako bulAkara kaheMge to vaha kucha samajhegA? avasara AyA hai use cUkanA nahIM hai| aMtameM saba yahIMkA yahIM par3A raha jAyegA / saba aisAkA aisA rahanevAlA nahIM hai / mRtyu na ho to kucha kahanA nahIM hai, para vaha to hai hii| to aba kyoM na jAgrata huA jAya? naukarI, vyApAra AdikI ciMtA karate haiM to isa AtmAkI ciMtA kyoM nahIM? aba to yaha nizcaya karanA hai ki itanA jIvana isake liye hI bitAnA hai| eka zaraNa grahaNa kara kucha bhI kare to vighna nahIM AtA aisI camarendra aura zakrendrakI kathA hai| camarendrane abhimAnase zakrendrake svargameM jAnekA vicAra kiyA, taba samajhadAra maMtriyoMne kisIkI zaraNa lekara jAnekI salAha dii| ataH vaha mahAvIrasvAmIkI zaraNa lekara vahA~ gayA aura jorase garjanA kI ki zakrendrane vajra pheNkaa| para turata hI use vicAra AyA ki kadAcit kisI mahApuruSakI zaraNa lekara AyA hogA, aura yadi vajra use lagegA to asAtanA hogI, yaha socakara pIche daur3akara vajrako pakar3a liyaa| isI bIca vaha camarendra mahAvIra svAmIke pairoMke nIce choTA jantu banakara chipa gayA thaa| vahA~ Akara zakrendrane mahAvIrasvAmIse kSamAyAcanA kI aura camarendrase kahA ki aba nikala / usane nikalakara kSamA maaNgii| yoM zaraNa thA isaliye baca gyaa| 1. mUla zabda mIThI vIraDI hai jisakA artha hai pAnIke liye khodA gayA gaDDA /

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315 upadezasaMgraha-2 saMghane AnaMdaghanajIse vyAkhyAna karavAneke liye unake guruse vinatI kii| ve vizeSa vairAgyameM the, isaliye sabako priya the| kisI kAraNase agraNI bar3e seTha na A pAye, to bhI saba A gaye haiM yoM samajhakara AnaMdaghanajIne vyAkhyAna zurU kara diyaa| phira seTha Aye / bAtacItameM seThane kahA-'hama haiM to Apa haiN|' taba AnaMdaghanajI vastra utArakara nagna hokara guruke pAsa jAkara cala nikle| kisIkA kahA na maanaa| ___unake guruke dehAvasAnake bAda eka piMjiyArA vidyAke balase AkAzameM rahakara bolatA ki 'he bAdazAha! eka kara, eka kr|' ataH bAdazAhane sabako musalamAna banAneke liye satAnA zurU kiyaa| saMghane musalamAna bananese manA kara diyA, jisase sabako kaidameM DAla diyA aura sabase cakkI pisavAne lgaa| taba saba sAdhu parAmarzakara AnaMdaghanajIke pAsa gaye aura unheM saba bAta btaayii| jaise labdhidhArI viSNukumArane sabako dharmameM honevAlI kaThinAIko dUra kiyA thA aura phira prAyazcitta liyA thA, vaise hI zAsanako nirvighna karaneke liye unhoMne AnaMdaghanajIse vinatI kii| unhoMne use svIkAra kiyA aura eka soTI dii| unhoMne kahA ki isa soTIko cakkIse chuAnA to cakkiyA~ jAma ho jaayegii| koI pUche ki aisA kisane kiyA? to kahanA ki hamAre gurune kiyaa| maiM amuka sthAna para dopahara bAraha baje AU~gA, bAdazAhako vahA~ Aneke liye kahanA / bAdazAha vahA~ AyA, para use AnaMdaghanajIke pAsa dvArapAla jaise do bAgha dikhAyI diye jisase vaha Age bar3ha na sakA, use bulAne para bhI vaha na jA skaa| taba AnaMdaghanajI bAghake pAsa hokara bAdazAhake pAsa gaye aura kahA"kyoM sabako satA rahA hai?" bAdazAhane kahA-'bAraha baje khudAkA hukma sunAyI detA hai|" itanemeM to bAraha baja gaye aura AkAzavANI huI, taba AnaMdaghanajIne eka vastra Upara uThAyA ki piMjiyArA nIce gira par3A aura gir3agir3Ane lgaa| AnaMdaghanajIne kahA, "yaha to tere gA~vakA piMjiyArA hai, aba kisIko dharmake liye mata staanaa|" piMjiyArese bhI kahA-"isameM terA kalyANa nahIM hai|" aMjanakI AvazyakatA hai| yazovijayajIko AnaMdaghanajIke samAgamase vaha prApta huA thaa| usake bAda likhe gaye graMtha madhyastha dRSTise likhe gaye haiN| zAmako samabhAva, dhairya, kSamA, samatAse sahanA-yaha vItarAgakI AjJA hai| samajhakI jarUrata hai| cAhe jaise pApI, vezyA aura caMDAlakA bhI uddhAra ho gayA hai| lIka badalanekI jarUrata hai| gAr3IkI lIka badalanemeM kaThinAI to hotI hai, para lIka badalate hI dizA-parivartana ho jAtA hai| AkAza-pAtAlakA aMtara par3a jAtA hai| anAdikAlase jIva lobhake kAraNa hI aTakA huA hai| usa zatruko mAraneke liye, lobha chor3anekI buddhise kharca kiyA jAya to usakA phala acchA hai| aisA hI karane yogya hai| tA.16-2-1926 [subaha cAra baje 'paramazrutaprabhAvakamaMDala kI orase prakAzita honevAlI 'zrImad rAjacaMdra kI dvitIya AvRttike liye likhI gayI prastAvanAke prUphake vAcanake prasaMga para]

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316 upadezAmRta isa prastAvanAmeM parIkSakavRtti hai| koI parIkSA lekara baccoMko pAritoSika de yA aMka pradAna kare usI prakAra satpuruSakI parIkSA karanekA prayatna hai| para jisakI parIkSA lenI ho usase parIkSaka adhika catura honA cAhiye / arthAt apanI samajhakA mUlya vizeSa samajhakara, satpuruSakI dazA usameM samAhita hotI hai aisA mAnakara, mAno use siropAva dete hoM ki 'itane puraskArake yogya hai' aisI vRtti ina zabdoMse jJAta hotI hai| satpuruSakI parIkSA karanekI sAmarthya kisameM hai? jo satpuruSako barAbara pahacAne vaha satpuruSa jaisA hI hotA hai| tA. 17-2-1926, sabere [tIrthaMkara prakRtikI sthitikA utkRSTa baMdha kaba par3atA hai, isa viSayameM 'gomaTTasAra karmakAMDa' ke dvitIya adhikArake vAcana prasaMga para] samakitakA kitanA mAhAtmya hai! asaMyata samyagdRSTi manuSyake utkRSTa saMkleza pariNAma narakagatike sanmukha hone para hote haiM aura usa samaya tIrthaMkara prakRtikI sthitikA utkRSTa baMdha bhI par3atA hai| samakita hai isaliye usakI upasthitimeM jo-jo kriyA hotI hai vaha puNyarUpase pariNata hotI hai| raktakI bar3I nadiyA~ baheM vaise bharatake saMgrAmake prasaMga para gaNadhara bhagavAna puMDarIkane RSabhadeva bhagavAnase pUchA-"abhI bharata cakravartIke pariNAma kaise hoMge?" bhagavAnane kahA, "tumhAre jaise|" kyoMki unakI samajha badala cukI thI, jisase darzanamoha rahita kriyA hotI thii| nahIM to 'sammaddiThThI na karei pAvaM' aise sUtra mahApuruSa kyoM kahate? yaha kisakA mAhAtmya hai? samakitakA / jaise caMdanavRkSake samIpavartI anya nIma Adi vRkSa bhI sugaMdhita ho jAte haiM vaise hI samakitIkI kaSAyavAlI kriyA bhI samakitakI upasthitimeM puNyarUpase pariNata hotI hai| samakita puNya hai aura mithyAtva pApa hai, aisA 'mUlAcAra' evaM 'gomaTTasAra meM bhI AtA hai| jisakA aisA mAhAtmya hai use chor3a kara isa bhavameM guDDeguDDIke khela jaise sukha aura samRddhike pIche samaya bitAnA kyA samajhadAra vicAravAna puruSako zobhA detA hai? isa bhavameM to samakita hI prApta karanA hai, phira bhale hI kitane bhI bhava hoM usakI phikara nahIM hai| usakI prAptike bAda usakI kriyA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyakA upArjana karatI hai aura aMtameM samakita use mokSameM pahu~cAye binA nahIM chodd'taa| Aja kaisI Azcaryajanaka bAta AyI hai! 1. mumukSu-siddhapurake godaDa pArekha kahate the ki Apase milaneke bAda Apane hRdayameM aisA pakSI biThA diyA hai ki vaha phar3aphar3AtA hI rahatA hai| pahale to ArAmase khAte aura cainase sote the, para aba to kahIM bhI caina nahIM pdd'taa| prabhuzrI-aisA hI hai| hameM kRpAludeva milaneke bAda saba muni hamAre saMbaMdhameM bAta karate ki inake pAsa jAoge to ve bhUta lagA deNge| inake zabda bhI kAnameM na par3ane cAhiye, varnA prabhAva huA hI smjhnaa| 2. mumukSu-ahamadAbAdameM abhI bhI aisA hI kahA jAtA hai ki jo Apase milatA hai use bhUta laga hI jAtA hai| prabhuzrI-aisA hI hai| kyA hotA hai usakA hameM kaise patA lageM? para kitane hI karmoMkI nirjarA hotI hai, karmakA puMja kSaya hotA hai, yaha to jJAnI hI jAnate haiN|

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upadezasaMgraha-2 317 3. mumukSu-maiMne kahIM par3hA hai ki zAstra par3hane para samajhameM na Aye to bhI jo zabda kAnameM par3ate haiM unake saMskAra agale bhavameM bhI jAgrata hokara vaha samajhameM AtA hai aura mokSakA kAraNa banatA hai| prabhuzrI yaha bAta satya hai| zAmako [patrAMka 194 ke svAdhyAyake prasaMga para] "he AyuSmAnoM! isa jIvane saba kucha kiyA hai, eka isake binA, vaha kyA? to ki nizcayapUrvaka kahate haiM ki satpuruSakA kahA huA vacana, usakA upadeza sunA nahIM hai, athavA samyak prakArase usakA pAlana nahIM kiyA hai| aura ise hI hamane muniyoMkI sAmAyika (AtmasvarUpakI prApti) kahA hai|" hama kRpAludevase mile, taba anya sAdhu aisA kahate ki hama bigar3a gaye haiN| eka sAdhu jo hama para prema rakhatA thA usane mere pAsa Akara kahA, "Apa jo karate haiM vaha maiMne sunA hai, vaha kucha bhI ho, para mahAvIra kathita sUtroM para zraddhA rkhiyegaa| itanA merA kahA maaniyegaa|" sUtrAbhiniveza bhI mithyAtva hai| anyathA hameM vItarAgake vacanoMkA kahA~ anAdara hai? paraMtu apanI samajhase samakita mAnanA yogya nhiiN| Aja to ghara-gharakA samakita ho gayA hai, para samakitakI mahimA to kucha aura hI hai! kRpAludevase milaneke pahale hama sUtra par3hate, usa para phira carcA karate aura jise adhika yAda rahe tathA jo adhika varNana kare vaha bar3A mAnA jaataa| yaha bhI mithyAtva hai| bhagavAnane 'saddhA parama dullahA' kahA hai| saccI zraddhA-samakitakA mAhAtmya, 'gomaTTasAra' aura 'mUlAcAra'kA vAcana ho rahA hai usameM varNita hai| 'samakita hI puNya hai aura samakitI jo-jo kriyA karatA hai vaha puNyarUpase hI pariNata hotI hai|' yaha par3hate hue nizcaya hotA hai ki kRpAludevase sune vacanoMkI zAstra bhI sAkSI dete haiM, aura samakitakA poSaNa karate haiN| bharatarAjA aura zreNikarAjAke dRSTAMtase, samakitakI upasthitimeM jo saMkleza pariNAma the ve puNyarUpase phalita hue| samakitIkI kriyAkA pariNAma yA to nirjarArUpa hotA hai yA to puNyabaMdharUpa hotA hai; para samakitI pApa to kara hI nahIM sktaa| mithyAtva hI pApa hai| mithyAtvIke pariNAma zubha dikhAI dete hoM, para usakA phala mokSamArgameM sahAyaka puNyarUpa na honese saMsAra-paribhramaNa karAnevAlA hai, ataH usake zubha pariNAma bhI pAparUpa haiN| koI kahIM aura koI kahIM aTake haiM, para kahIM bhI aTakane jaisA nahIM hai / strI, bacce, dhana, saMpatti, isameM yA usameM kahIM bhI aTake binA AtmAko hI upAdeya, dhyeya mAnanA cAhiye / isakI zraddhA ho gayI to kAma bana gyaa| cAhe jaise karma dikhAyI deM para ise to cUkanA hI nahIM caahiye| jo ba~dhe hue haiM ve to AyeMge hI-mehamAna bhojana karake calA jAyegA, para saMyogoMko to saMyoga hI maaneN| dhyAna karane baiThe to saMkalpa to AyeMge, para unheM bhinna jAne, tanmaya na hoveM / sabako viSa samajhakara calanA hai, anyathA bhava khar3e karAnevAlI sAmagriyA~ A-Akara giratI haiN| unheM AtmAkA dharma na samajheM / yadi usakA saMyoga anivArya ho to use bhoga leveM / jo AyA hai, use bhoganA hI hai, para use iSTa na mAneM to baMdha nahIM hogaa| yoM bheda par3e to bahirAtmAse aMtarAtmA ho jAya aura yoM karate karate 'dInabaMdhunI maheranajarathI, AnaMdaghana pada paave|'

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318 upadezAmRta tA. 18-2-1926, sabere prabhuzrI-koI sune para samajhameM na Aye to usakA kyA? muni mohana0-samakitIko saba sulaTA hotA hai| prabhuzrI-sunanekI bhAvanA ho, usImeM dRSTi rakhe, kintu pUrvabhavake aMtarAya yA AvaraNake kAraNa sunAyI na de to kyA vaha niSphala jAyegA? yaha mANeka mA~jI nitya AtI haiN| inheM kucha bhI samajhameM nahIM AtA, kintu sunanekI icchA kare to kucha lAbha hogA yA nahIM? yadi usImeM sira khapAte raheM to karma mArga de detA hai| jJAnI aMtarmuhUrtameM koTi karmakA kSaya karate haiM / isI prakAra koI samakitI zraddhAvAlA jIva ho aura use zAstra sunanekA lakSya hone para bhI samajhameM na Aye to bhI use kriyAkA phala to hotA hogA yA nahIM? mumukSu-pahale mAgadhI bhASAkA patA hI nahIM thaa| aba usakI gAthA ThIka tarahase par3hI jA sakatI hai| yaha samajhameM na Ane para bhI sira khapAnekA pariNAma hai| prabhuzrI-yaha guDaguDiyA vaiSNava hai| ise pahale to sabakI taraha vaikuMTha, goloka AdikA khyAla hogaa| para aba zAstrameM kaisI samajha par3atI hai? yaha bhI kaisA thA? kintu par3hakara jAnakAra banA to samajha sakatA hai na? isa prakAra kyA hotA hai usakA hameM kyA patA lagegA? para jJAnI to jAna rahe haiN| kucha AzcaryakArI bAta hai! dhannA zrAvakakA jIva kaisA thA? pazu carAve vaisA / use munikA yoga huA, vahA~ upadeza sunA aura samajhameM Aye yA na Aye, mujhe to ve kaheM vaisA karanA hai-yaha vrata lU~, yaha vrata lU~-aisI bhAvanA rahatI thI, para kiyA kucha nahIM thA, phira bhI bhAvanA hI bhAvanAmeM mRtyu honese deva hokara vahA~se cyava kara dhannA nAmakA bar3A lakSAdhipati zrAvaka huA, kitanI hI kanyAoMse zAdI kI aura mokSakI taiyArI kii| jJAnIkI AjJAse zrutajJAna sunane para parokSa jJAna hotA hai aura dInabaMdhukI kRpAdRSTise phira pratyakSa jJAna hotA hai, pudgala aura jIva bhinna bhAsita hote haiN| zAmako ['mUlAcAra meM se 'saMsArabhAvanA meM azraddhAnarUpa mithyAtvake viSayameM vAcana] zraddhAse viparIta ashrddhaa| zraddhA kisakI? saddeva, sadguru aura sddhrmkii| isameM sat hI AtmA hai, isaliye yaha AtmA hI deva, AtmA hI guru aura AtmA hI dharma hai aisA mAnanA caahiye| isa AtmAkI upasthiti ho, zraddhA ho to karmabaMdha nahIM hotaa| __mRtyu na ho to koI bAta nahIM, para vaha to kaba AyegI usakA kucha bharosA nahIM hai| ataH jitanA samaya hAthameM hai use vyartha nahIM jAne denA caahiye| zeSa AyuSya to isake liye hI bitAne yogya hai| sabake liye samaya bitAte ho to isake liye, AtmAke liye itanA nahIM karoge? samajhadAra vyaktiko to usIkI zodha hotI hai, usake sivAya kucha acchA hI nahIM lagatA-na ho sake usakA kheda rahanA cAhiye / kRpAludevane hameM kahA thA ki "hamase milaneke bAda aba tumheM kyA bhaya hai?"

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upadezasaMgraha - 2 " dhIMgadhaNI mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara kheTa ? vimala jina dIThAM loyaNa Aja / " aisA mahApuruSoMne bhI kahA hai / zaraNakI bhI balihArI hai ! yahI kartavya hai / ise hI samakita kahA hai| I 319 tA. 20-2-26, zAmako ('mUlAcAra' meM se 'saMsArabhAvanA ke prathama zlokakA punaH vAcana) azraddhAnarUpa mithyAtva - AtmAkI zraddhA nahIM so mithyAtva, ashrddhaan| merA zarIra, merA ghara, merA kuTuMba - inheM apanA mAnA hai, yaha bhI eka prakArakI zraddhA hai; para saccI zraddhA nahIM hai, mithyA hai| saMyoga haiM ve dikhAyI to dete haiN| ApabItI kahU~ yA parabItI ? muni mohana0 - ApabItI, prabhu ! prabhuzrI - zarIrameM koI cAbI ghUma jAya to saba kucha ghUma jAtA hai| pIr3A, pIr3A aura pIr3A / zvAsa lenemeM bhI ghabarAhaTa ho aura kucha bhI ArAma na rhe| yaha saba kyA hai ? nokarma, dravyakarmakA saMyoga / usameM jIva pariNata hotA hai / usa samaya bhAvanA to dUsarI hotI hai, usameM lakSya rakhanA hotA hai aura vedanAmeM lakSya nahIM rakhanA hotA, para kyA aisA ho sakatA hai ? mumukSugaNa - aisA hotA to nahIM / muni mohana0 - paramakRpAludevako kisIne jUte pahananeko diye the / unheM pahanakara calanese pA~va lahUluhAna ho gye| jaba dUsaroMne dhyAna dilAyA taba bole - " tumane kahA taba jAnA ki phaphole ho gaye haiM aura lahU nikalA hai / " prabhuzrI - vaha bAta alaga hai / hama jA rahe hoM aura hAthameM kucha lage yA kharoMca A jAya, kintu bhAna na ho to patA nahIM cltaa| isa samaya yaha bAta nahIM hai / abhI yahA~ Dhola-nagAre bajate hoM aura zAstravAcana hotA ho to sunAyI degA ? vaise hI abhI bur3hApeke duHkha A gaye hoM aura khadabadAne lage hoM to patA nahIM calegA? yaha to anubhava hai ki jaba vedanA ghera letI hai taba kucha nahIM ho pAtA / paraMtu bhAva to vahA~ (AtmAmeM ) hI hote haiM / yadi ghara dekhA huA ho to usameM ghusA jA sakatA hai| baccA mA~ko pahacAnane jitanA bar3A ho to vedanAke samaya 'mA~ mA~' pukAratA hai, vaise hI aMtarcaryA vaisI rahatI hai| jJAnIse milaneke bAda bhAva badala jAte haiM / vaha aMtarcaryA - bhAvanA AtmAkI rahatI hai / saMyoga dekheM, para usameM pariNata na ho vaha aMtarAtmA / aMtarAtmA kahIM paradeza gayA hai ? para bhAna nahIM hai, vahI karanA hai / aMtarAtmA, aMtarcaryA, bhAvanA - yaha to jJAna hai / jJAna kisase hotA hai ? jJAnIse / "sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra zo ? samajye jinasvarUpa. " 'dekhe parama nidhAna' aisA bhI mahApuruSoMne kahA hai / jinadeva - AtmA ! unake dvArA upadiSTa mokSamArga - mukta honA - use nahIM dekhanese saMsAra - paribhramaNa hai / pahalese abhyAsa kara rakhanA jarUrI hai / kRpAludevane patrAMka 460 meM kahA hai tadanusAra sAvadhAna honekI AvazyakatA hai| Aga lage - ghara jalane lage- taba kuA khode to Aga kaise bujhegI ? kucha pahalese karake rakhA ho to vedanAke samaya kAma AtA hai / marate samaya anya saba yAda AtA hai - zarIra, kuTuMba, bacce / isakA abhyAsa ho gayA

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320 upadezAmRta hai isaliye adhika vedanA hone para bhI yAda AtA hai| isake sthAna para dUsarA abhyAsa kara rakhA ho to isameM kyA kucha pakSapAta calatA hai ki vaha yAda Aye aura yaha na Aye? avazya aaye| zarIrakA yaMtra bigar3ate kahA~ dera lagatI hai? jahA~ kapha chUTatA na ho, zvAsa ruMdhA ho aura pATha par3hanA ho yA anya dharmakriyA karanI ho to vaha kaise ho sakatI hai? kintu abhyAsa kara rakhA ho to aMtaraMgapariNAma-aMtaryA -usImeM rahatI hai| merA kucha bhI nahIM hai, aisA nizcaya kara lenA caahiye| 'merA merA' mAnate haiM vaha mithyAtva hai|| tA. 21-2-1926 itanI adhika vedanA eka sAtha A jAtI hai aura dina pratidina pIr3A, nirbalatA bar3hatI jAtI hai ki mAno saba kucha naSTa ho jaayegaa| kala zAma aisI hI ghabarAhaTa ho gayI thI jisase nIce nahIM A ske| (muni mohanalAlajIse) kahiye, usa samaya vedanAkA anubhava hotA hai yA nahIM? muni mohana0-jJAnIko bhI vedanA to hotI hai para use usakI koI ginatI nahIM hotii| kRpAludeva, muni aura saba loga dopaharameM naroDAmeM jAte the| taba agnise adhika tapta reta thii| vahA~ hokara jaMgalameM jAneke liye saba loga nikale / vahA~ saba daur3Adaur3a karate, kapar3e DAlakara khar3e hote yA TapATapa pA~va uThAte / kintu kRpAludevane apanI cAlameM koI parivartana nahIM kiyA, dhIre-dhIre calate the| kisIke pA~vameM jUte bhI nahIM the| sabako usa samaya lagA ki devakaraNajI svAmI vyAkhyAna suMdara dete haiM para sacce jJAnI to ye hI haiN| vahA~ baiThaneke sthAna para gaye taba bhI kRpAludevane pA~va para hAtha taka nahIM pherA / pA~vameM lAla lAla chAle par3a gaye the| komala zarIra aura jUte binA dhUpameM calanekA abhyAsa nhiiN| ataH vedanA to adhika hotI hI hogii| prabhuzrI-yaha to dazAkI bAta hai| uttarasaMDAke baMgalemeM rahate the taba motI bhAvasAra sevAmeM rahatA thaa| vaha dhotI or3hAtA, DhukatA, para vApasa khisaka jaatii| macchara, bar3e bar3e DAMsa vahA~ khUba the para svayaM na hilate, na Dolate. paDe hI rhte| kRpAludevake prathama samAgamameM nizcayanayase AtmAkA bodha honese bAhya dayA aura kriyAko chor3a diyaa| sabhIko jaise apane-apane gacchameM Agraha hotA hai vaisA Agraha pahale to bahuta thaa| devakaraNasvAmIse adhika dayA pAlanekI, samAnatA karanekI, mahAna gine jAnekI bahuta umaMga thii| ataH unase adhika tapa karanekA hotaa| kSayopazama to thA nahIM para zarIrakA bala thaa| ataH jora lagAkara bhI khUba par3hatA aura kaNThastha krtaa| aba to ha~sI AtI hai!-khaMbhA pakar3akara 'bhaktAmara'kI gAthAe~ raTakara aisI yAda kI ki sabhI akSaroMkA zuddha uccAraNa hotaa| anya saMyuktAkSaroMkA spaSTa uccAraNa 'samyaktva'kI bhA~ti nahIM ho sakatA thA, kintu parizrama karanese usake saba saMyuktAkSara zuddha bole jaate| caturalAlajIko aba bhI vedAMtakA asara rahA hai isaliye ve ekadama zuSkajJAnI ho gaye haiN| kama samajhavAleko vedAMta jisameM akele nizcayanayakI bAta hai, ThIka baiTha jAtA hai aura vaha usakI pakar3a kara baiThatA hai| anekAMtadRSTi sUkSma hai| __hamArI saba bAta ve (paramakRpAludeva) to jAnate the, unase kyA ajJAta thA? eka bAra ciMuTI yoM jA rahI thI use dhIrese hAthapara car3hAkara yoM eka ora sa~bhAlakara rkhaa| tabase mujhe lagA ki ye

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upadezasaMgraha-2 321 yoM dayAkA pAlana karate haiM to hameM bhI aisA hI karanA caahiye| tabase mAno dayAkA punarjanma huaa| nahIM to aisA lagatA thA ki bahuta dayA pAlI, para usase kalyANa nahIM huaa| para jaisA hai vaisA samajhakara karanA vahI hai| tabase unhoMne mujhameM dayAkA praveza karA diyaa| Aja dina taka vahI dRSTi hai| pAnImeM kaise calanA yaha kRpAludevane batAyA ki muniyoM, Age pAnI hai, upayogapUrvaka cliyegaa| yoM yoM bilaunekI taraha pA~vase pAnI hilAkara na caliyegA; kintu kamara taka pAnI ho to bhI pA~voMko dhyAnase Upara uThAkara phira sa~bhAlakara Age rakhanA caahiye| pAnI hile nahIM aura apakAyake jIvoMko kaSTa na ho vaise calanA bhI unhoMne sikhAyA thaa| nadI pAra karanI ho to saMthArA kare ki yadi pAra karate hue magara yA anya koI jIva khIMca le jAye to 'jIvanaparyaMta cauvihAra', aura pAra ho jAye to dUsare kinAre pahu~cane tk| yoM saMthArA karake, pratikramaNa, kSamApanA karake nadI pAra krte| pAra karaneke bAda pAnI nitharane taka khar3e rahanA caahiye| kapar3oko nicor3A nahIM jA sktaa| harI zAkabhAjI samArate samaya jJAnIko kitanI dayA rahatI hai yaha to ve hI jAnate haiN| mumukSu-kAviThAmeM maccharoMmeM baiThate para ur3Ate nhiiN| eka vyakti hare ghAsakI gaTharI para baiThA thA, use kRpAludevane kahA, 'nIce baiTho bhAI, jIva daba rahe haiN|" muni mohana0-isa puruSane to TheTha mokSakA mArga batA diyA hai| mAtra hamArI kamI hai| "hama dehadhArI haiM yA nahIM ise jaba yAda karate haiM taba muzkilase jAna pAte haiM" aisI jisakI dazA ho usakI kyA bAta kareM ? hama saba to unakI dazA dekhakara cakita ho jAte the| (vimalapurANa meM se zreNika rAjAke caritra-vAcanake prasaMga para) yaha bhArI bAta hai! bahuta marmavAlI bAta hai| kaI bAra zAstra zastra bana jAte haiN| eka to yahA~ vAcana hotA hai aura eka apane Apa hI par3ha lete ho-usameM bahuta bheda hai| yahA~ bhUla nikalatI hai, mUla bAtakI ora, AtmAkI ora lakSya rahatA hai| zreNika rAjA kahe yA usakI rAnI kahe, para saba karma aura unakA jIvase saMyoga hai yA aura kucha? karma phUTa nikale dikhAyI dete haiN| anyathA kathA par3hate-sunate jIva kaise kaise karma bA~dha letA hai? yahA~ to bAtako phor3akara usakA vistAra kara grahaNa karane yogya para vicAra kiyA jAtA hai| yahA~ AtmAke sivAya anya kyA ho sakatA hai? yaha sthAna Apa kaisA jAnate haiM ? isa dharmasthAnakA koI apUrva bala hai! mAtra yogyatAkI kamI hai, vairAgyakI kamI hai| aisA yoga milanA durlabha hai| cetane jaisA hai| phira kucha ho sakegA? abhI hamArA kaise bhI karake dharmadhyAnameM pravRtti karanekA mana hotA hai, para bala aura sthiratA kahA~se lAyeM? yadi kucha balapUrvaka karane jAyeM aura usase kucha zarIrameM gar3abar3a ho jAye to use barAbara karanemeM jo thor3A bahuta hotA hai vaha bhI ruka jaayeN| jaba taka sAtA (sukha-zAMti) hai taba taka ceta jAne jaisA hai| yaha avasara cUkane jaisA nahIM hai| sAvaceta honekI AvazyakatA hai| eka hI khetameM jaisI upaja karanI ho vaisI ho sakatI hai-gannA paidA karanA ho to bhI ho sakatA hai aura tamAkhU paidA karanI ho to bhI ho sakatI hai| vyApAra Adike liye itanA adhika karate haiM taba apane jisa AtmAko pahacAnA nahIM usake liye kucha nahIM kareMge? tamAkhUke liye jamInako kitanI zuddha karanI par3atI hai aura kitanA adhika parizrama karanA par3atA hai, taba dharmakI prAptike liye puruSArtha nahIM karanA (31 Jain Education Treational

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322 upadezAmRta cAhiye? yadi mRtyu na hotI taba to ThIka thA, para ghar3I bharameM phUTa jAya aisA, pAnIke babUle jaisA yA zIze jaisA yaha zarIra hai taba taka 'bijalIkI cakAcauMdhameM motI piro lene ke samAna AtmahitakI sAdhanA kara lenI caahiye| tA. 22-2-1926 ['paramAtmaprakAza ke vAcana prasaMga para] ina cAra viSayoM para vijaya prApta karanA duSkara yA durlabha hai(1) jihvA-saba iMdriyoMmeM mukhya iMdriya jihvA hai| isake jItane para saba iMdriyoMko jItA jA sakatA hai| (2) moha-ATha prakArake karmameM mukhya mohanIya hai, isako jItane para sabhI karma jIte jA sakate haiN| (3) brahmacarya-pA~ca mahAvratoMmeM mukhya brahmacarya hai, isameM apavAda nahIM hai| "eka viSayane jItatAM, jItyo sau saMsAra; nRpati jItatAM jItiye, daLa, pura ne adhikAra. pAtra vinA vasta na rahe. pAtre Atmika jJAna: pAtra thavA sevo sadA. brahmacarya matimAna.'' (4) manogupti-tInoM guptiyoMmeM mukhya manogupti hai| manake kAraNa yaha saba hai| ina cAroMko kaise jItA jAya? muni mohana0-"iMdriyadamanakuM svAda taja, manadamanakuM dhyAna / ' prabhuzrI-jaba bhI manameM vicAra Aye ki yaha ThIka lagegA, yA aisA ho to ThIka, to usake viruddha hI khar3e ho jAnA cAhiye ki aisA kadApi nahIM hogaa| isI prakAra mohakI vRtti uThe yA kAmakI vRtti jAge, yA kisI priya vastuke saMkalpa-vikalpa Ate rahate hoM to vahA~ kaTAkSadRSTi rakheM aura vRttiko rokeM / jahA~ tahA~ yahI karanA hai| jar3a aura cetanakA bheda karanA hai| mumukSu-'kRSNa bAla brahmacArI hoM to jamunA maiyA, mArga denaa|' yoM kAma karate hue lipta na ho usakA kyA samajhanA? prabhuzrI-sAdhana to cAhiye-varSA, bIja aura jamInakA saMyoga ho taba bIja aMkurita hotA hai, usI taraha tyAga, vairAgya aura upazama to cAhiye hI! __eka sAdhune himAlayakI sardImeM, sardIkA sAmanA karate hue karavaTeM badala badalakara rAta nikAlI aura prAtaH sUryodaya hone para uThA aura bhujAyeM Thokate hue bolA ki maiMne sardIke sAtha lar3AI kara vijaya pAI hai| puruSArthakI jarUrata hai| "jo iccho paramArtha to, karo satya puruSArtha; bhavasthiti Adi nAma laI, chedo nahi AtmArtha." "nizcaya vANI sAMbhaLI, sAdhana tajavA no'ya; nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM, sAdhana karavA soya." (zrI Atmasiddhi) zuSkajJAnI ho jAnekI jarUrata nahIM hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-2 323 "athavA nizcayanaya grahe, mAtra zabdanI mAMya; lope sadvyavahArane, sAdhanarahita thAya." kRSNakI bAta to jJAnIke saMbaMdhameM kahI jaayegii| para yadi tU vaisA karane lagA to bhttkegaa| yaha mArga nahIM hai| jJAna to jahA~ hai vahA~ hai| hogA to 'nahIM hai' kahanese calA nahIM jAyegA aura nahIM hai to 'hai' kahanese A nahIM jaayegaa| para mahAmohanIya karmakA baMdha hogaa| jJAnIne jAnA hai vaisA hI AtmA hai| ___ jo bhUla ho use to batAnA hI par3atA hai| calate hue bailako koI cAbuka mAratA hai? unmattatA, svacchaMda, pramAdakA tyAga karanA hai| aMkuza to acchA hai| hama to udhara, aMtameM, sabase pIche jA baiThe haiM, isaliye bolate haiN| kisIne hamArA 'laghu' nAma rakhakara acchA hI kiyA hai| laghutA hI rakhanekI AvazyakatA hai| kintu yadi manameM mAna rahatA ho, to laghu kaheM yA kucha bhI kaheM, vaha kucha kAmakA nahIM hai / 'ghRtAdhAraM pAtraM vA pAtrAdhAraM ghRtaM' yoM kahanevAle paMDita jaisA, yA 'hAthI prAptako mAratA hai yA aprAptako?' aisA vAda karanevAle pothIpaMDita jaisA nahIM bananA hai| manameM aisA rahe ki 'ye mahArAjA padhAre, ataH ye boleNge| ye kyoM nahIM bolate? kyA kama ho jAyegA? ye boleM to acchA / mujhe bolanA na pdd'e|' yaha saba chor3ane jaisA hai| pratyuta, bolanese to svAdhyAya hotA hai, labdhi bar3hatI hai, pramAda naSTa hotA hai| do bola bolanese kyA kucha bigar3a jAtA hai? kisIkA ahita hotA hai? pariNAma para hI bar3A AdhAra hai| Apa aura maiM yahA~ baiThe haiM para jisake pariNAma bar3ha gaye vahI bar3A hai| mArgazIrSa sudI 13, zukra, saM.1983 jaise mRtyuke samaya zrAvaka maranevAlese aisA kahate haiM ki tujhe arihaMtakI zaraNa prApta ho, zAMtinAthakI zaraNa prApta ho, vaise hI hamArI zaiyyAke pAsa usa samaya jo bhI upasthita hoM ve saba 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' kA uccAraNa kareM / ina zabdoMke pudgaloMse pUrA kamarA bhara deN| aisA kauna abhAgA hogA jise usa samaya yaha maMtra acchA na lagegA? yaha sunanese vRtti usImeM jAtI hai| mRtyuko kSaNa-kSaNa yAda karanA caahiye| abhI mara hI rahA hai| samAdhimaraNa karAnevAleko bhI mahAlAbha hotA hai| pauSa vadI 6, soma, saM.1983 ['amitagati zrAvakAcAra meM se zrAvakakI gyAraha pratimAoMmeM AThavIM AraMbhatyAgakI aura navamI parigrahatyAgakI pratimAoMke vAcana prasaMga para] jIvane abhI taka dharmako jAnA nahIM hai| tyAgakA phala milatA hai| 'tyAge usake Age aura mA~ge usase bhAge!' aisI kahAvata hai| kaMdamUla, lahasUna, pyAz2a, AlU Adi; hare zAka, uduMbara, bar3ake phala, pIpalake phala-aise abhakSya phala khAnese nIca gati hotI hai, buddhi bigar3atI hai| kitane dina jInA hai? kitane hI loga ghara banavAkara usameM rahanese pahale hI mara jAte haiN| manuSyabhava prApta kara yadi sAvaceta na hue to naraka-tiryaMcake bhavameM duHkha bhogane pdd'eNge|

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upadezAmRta 'UMdhiyA, poMka AdimeM ilikA Adi bhapa jAte hoMge ! ataH vaha mA~sake samAna abhakSya hai / Azramake sthAnameM aise pApake kAma kabhI nahIM karane caahiye| kisIko yahA~ UMdhiyA nahIM lAnA cAhiye, na banAnA hI caahiye| miThAI, patAse jaisA prasAda bA~TanA ho to bA~TanA cAhiye / para amarUda jaise adhika bIjoMvAle phala aura jisameM jIva hoM aisI vastuoMkA prasAda nahIM karanA cAhiye / zrAvaka to jIvana paryaMta UMdhiyA na khAnekA pratyAkhyAna hI le lete haiM ki 'he bhagavan ! jaba taka jIvita rahU~ taba taka abhakSya vastu mu~hameM nahIM DAlU~gA / ' usake binA kahA~ mara jAyeMge ? khAnekI anya vastue~ kahA~ kama haiM ? 324 Ajakala pacAsa-sau varSakA alpa AyuSya! usameM dharma kara lenA cAhiye aura cAhe jaise ho to bhI jo vrata-niyama liye hoM unakA kabhI bhaMga na ho aisA dhyAna rakhanA caahiye| bar3I bAta bhAvakI hai| bAharase brahmacarya vratakA pAlana karatA ho aura mana to bhaTakatA ho ! 'seTha kahA~ gaye haiM ? to kahe ki DheDhavADe / ' aisA nahIM honA caahiye| bAharase bar3A brahmacArI hokara ghUmatA ho to kyA huA ? yadi aMtaraMgameM dayA na ho to kyA kAmakA ? brahmacaryavrata lenevAleko bahuta sa~bhAlanA hai / svAda nahIM karanA cAhiye, zarIrakA zrRMgAra nahIM karanA cAhiye, snigdha- bhArI bhojana nahIM karanA cAhiye, burI bAteM nahIM sunanI caahiye| nau bAr3oMkA rakSaNa karanA cAhiye, nahIM to jaise khetakI bAr3a dvArA rakSA na kI jAya to vaha naSTa ho jAtA hai, vaise hI vrata bhaMga ho jAtA hai| jaba taka nahIM jAnate the taba taka jo huA so huA; para aba to jina kAraNoMse vratabhaMga honekI saMbhAvanA ho unheM viSa samAna samajhanA cAhiye / kaurameM makkhI A jAya to ulTI dvArA use nikAlanI par3atI hai, vaise hI AtmAkA ghAta karanevAle bure pariNAmoMkA vamana kara denA cAhiye / brahmacaryako Apa kaisA jAnate haiM ? brahmacArI to bhagavAnake samAna hai ! 'brahma' hI AtmA hai / itanA bhava lakSyapUrvaka samatAse sahana karake bitAye aura saMpUrNa brahmacarya kA pAlana kare to ber3A pAra ho jAye / yaha vrata aisA vaisA nahIM hai / satpuruSake Azrayase prApta hue vratako aisA-vaisA nahIM samajhanA cAhiye / anya saba kAmoMke liye anaMta bhava bitAye, taba isake liye itanA sA bhava bitAkara dekhU~ ki kyA hotA hai ? yoM socakara tyAga aura vairAgyameM pravRtti karanI cAhiye / dina-dina tyAga bar3hanA cAhiye / zrIkRSNa aura zreNika mahArAjase kucha vrata niyama nahIM hote the, para satpuruSake bodhase samajha A gayI thI, ataH pariNAma kaise rahate hoMge ? 'he bhagavan! mujhase kucha pAlana nahIM hotA, para AtmAke sivAya anya kisIko aba maiM apanA nahIM mAnU~gA, kisImeM apanA mana nahIM lagAU~gA / ' aisA karanekI AvazyakatA hai / devake upasargase eka muniko eka ora kA~Te aura eka ora kIr3e tathA jalayukta sthAnako pAra kiye binA jAnekA koI mArga nahIM thA / taba kA~TevAle rAstese jAte hue muniko devamAyAse utpanna rAjya-karmacAriyoMne kIr3evAle sthAnakI ora dhakkA mArA, para unhoMne girate-girate bhI jIvoMko bacAneke liye sthAna svaccha karanekA prayatna kiyaa| usa samaya unake pariNAma jaise ahiMsaka the vaise pariNAma rakhane cAhiye / hamase jo pAlana nahIM hotA usakA hameM kheda rahatA hai, vaise hI saba jIvamAtrako bhI karanA 1. kaMdamizrita bhojana 2. ciDavA, hole /

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upadezasaMgraha-2 325 cAhiye / he bhagavAna! mujhe nahIM to mere par3ausIko ho! aisA samajhakara saccI bAta batAye dete haiN| kisIke bhI doSa dekhanA viSapAna jaisA hai| mAtra cetAneke liye kahanA par3a rahA hai| mAgha sudI 1,saM. 1983, sabere ['amitagati zrAvakAcAra meMse 'dAna adhikAra ke vAcana prasaMga para] kisI bhI nimna varNa-jaise ki DheDha, bhaMgI, vAgharI (vAgurika) Adi-dvArA diyA gayA prasAda yahA~ nahIM bA~TanA caahiye| kucha DheDha yahA~ nAriyala aura paise rakha jAte haiM, unheM nAriyala vApasa lauTA deM aura paise bhaMDArameM DAla deN| usakA upayoga sAdhAraNa khAtemeM maMdira makAna banAneke liye kiyA jA sakatA hai| kintu prasAdake rUpameM kucha bhI nahIM lenA caahiye| kAzImeM eka vezyAne brAhmaNoMko bhojana karA kara pApa dUra karaneke liye brAhmaNoMko bhojanake liye nimaMtrita kiyaa| vahA~ brAhmaNoMke sthAna para, akAlake kAraNa janeUke dhAge pahanakara peTa bharane kAzImeM Aye hue pA~casau hijar3oMne bhojana kiyaa| dakSiNA dete samaya usa vezyAne apane pApase chUTaneke liye una brAhmaNoMse bAta kii| taba una brAhmaNavezadhArI hijaDoMne bhI apanI saccI bAta kaha dii| yoM 'jaiseko milA taisA, taiseko milA tAI, tInoMne milakara tUtI bajAI' vAlI kahAvatakI taraha huaa| phAlguna vadI 11, saM.1983 anantakAlase isa jIvako bhaTakAnevAle pA~ca iMdriyoMke viSaya tathA krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobharUpa kaSAya haiN| inake jaisA anya koI zatru nahIM hai| krodhase prItikA nAza hotA hai, mAnase vinayakA nAza hotA hai, mAyAse maitrIkA nAza hotA hai aura lobhase to saba-kucha naSTa ho jAtA hai aisA sUtrameM kahA gayA hai| anAdikAlakA lobha chUTatA nahIM, ataH use kama karaneke liye he bhagavAna! ye sau-savAsau rupaye jinheM maiM apanA mAnatA thA, unakA tyAga karatA hU~, lobha prakRtiko chor3aneke liye dAna karatA huuN| puNya prApta ho, yA parabhavameM svargake sukha mile, isake liye aba maiM dAna nahIM kruuNgaa| kisI kutteko roTIkA Tukar3A DAlU~ yA bhikhArIko muTThI bhara cane dUM, vaha bhI he bhagavAna! utanA lobha kama karaneke liye duuN| lobha chUTe tabhI diyA jAtA hai| para yadi bhikhArIko dekara manameM parabhavameM prApta karanekI icchA rakheM to vaha dAna denevAlA bhI bhikhArI hI hai| koI karanI bA~jha nahIM hotI, karanIkA phala to milatA hai| para jo laukika bhAvase Aja taka dAna diyA hai, usakA phala prAptakara devalokakI Rddhi siddhi bhogakara, puNyake kSaya hone para pRthvI, pAnI, vanaspati, pazu-pakSI, sA~pa-cUhA, kutte-billIke bhava dhAraNa kara paribhramaNa karanA par3atA hai| ataH he bhagavAna! kisI saMtake yogase aba jo dAna-puNya karU~ vaha alaukika dRSTise karU~, janma maraNase chUTaneke liye karU~-aisI bhAvanA kartavya hai| isa maMdirakI dAna-sUcImeM jo-jo dAna likhA rahe haiM, unheM hamane to sAvadhAna kara diyA hai aura yahI bAta kahate haiM ki aba janmamaraNase chUTaneke sivAya anya icchA rakhanA yogya nahIM hai| phira bhI, jo anAjake liye khetI karate haiM, unake ghAsa to avazya hotI hI hai| isI prakAra mokSakI icchAse jo kriyA karate haiM, unheM bhI mokSamArgameM sahAyaka puNyakA baMdha hotA hai| vaha

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326 upadezAmRta puNyAnubaMdhI puNya unheM svargasukhoMkA bhoga karavAkara, manuSyabhava prApta karAkara mokSakA hetu banatA hai| isa bhedako avazya dhyAnameM rakhakara alaukika dRSTise dAna karanA caahiye| _akSayatRtIyA, saM. 1983 mAdhavajI seTha saba chor3akara cale gye| nArake haribhAIkA zarIra bhI chUTa gayA aura Apa saba bhI kyA yahIM baiThe rahanevAle haiM? ataH ceta jAnA caahiye| manuSyadeha milanA durlabha hai| kSaNameM naSTa ho jAya aisI deha hai| kucha bhI sAthameM AnevAlA nahIM hai| yaha bhava ciMtAmaNiratna jaisA hai| isameM yadi Apa pAlana kareM to Apako to brahmacaryavrata prApta huA hai so mahA kalyANakA kAraNa hai| bAhyase bhI yadi usakA pAlana ho sake to mahAna phala hai| 'jo tyAge usake Age, aura mA~ge usase bhAge' aisI kahAvata hai| A-Akara Age par3egA, para 'huM mAjhaM hRdayethI TAla' / aba kucha bhI 'merA' nahIM karanA hai| AtmasvarUpase to saba bhinna hai, ataH aba paravastuko apanI na mAneM / yaha samajha kAma banA detI hai| rAgadveSameM na pdd'e| jo A par3e use samatAse dekhate raheM, usameM Asakta na hoN| gajasukumAra Adi mahApuruSoMko yAdakara kSamApUrvaka sahana karanA sIkheM / krodha na kareM-krodhase to kiye hue puNyakA, japa tapake phalakA nAza hotA hai| aba, mAtra puNyakI AzAse kriyA karanekI apekSA, janmamaraNa kaise chUTeM isakA lakSya rkheN| puNya bA~dhakara phira use bhoganA par3atA hai aura use bhogate hue tRSNAse phira naye karma bA~dhakara paribhramaNa hI paribhramaNa karate rahanA par3atA hai| aba usakI icchA bhI na kreN| aba to isI lakSyase jJAna, dhyAna, vicAra, satsaMga, satzAstrameM vRtti rkheN| jIva baMdara jaisA hai aura karmarUpI madArI use nacA rahA hai, vaise hI yaha nAca rahA hai| khAnA, pInA, sonA, sUMghanA, calanA, phiranA-saba karma hI karma hai| eka ghar3I bhI jIva kriyAke binA kaba rahA hai? nIMdameM bhI kriyA karatA hI rahatA hai| isa kriyAmeMse pIche haTakara smaraNa, pATha AdimeM manako jor3anA caahiye| yaha jo vAcana ho rahA hai isameM kaisA AtmAkA svarUpa kahA hai! kauna maratA hai? AtmA maratA hai? to aba ciMtA kisakI hai? yaha saba jo dikhAyI de rahA hai, isa sabakA to dera-sabera nAza honA hai| jo parAyA hai use chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| chor3anA hI par3egA, aise jJAnIpuruSake vacana haiM, paraMtu "nizcaya vANI sAMbhaLI, sAdhana tajavAM no'ya; nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM, sAdhana karavAM soya." . vyavahArako tyAga kara zuSkajJAnIkI bhA~ti lUkhe na baneM / yaha syAdvAda hai| kheda na kreN| udAsa (anAsakta) raheM, udAsI (zoka) na rakheM / arthAt samatA, nirliptatA, vairAgya rakheM, para zoka, kheda, hAya-hAya na kreN| sAmAnya guNake chaha bola haiM unheM maukhika yAda kara leN| (1) astitva, (2) vastutva, (3) dravyatva, (4) prameyatva, (5) agurulaghutva, (6) pradezatva / ye anupUrvI aura (6) pradezatva, (5) agurulaghutva, (4) prameyatva, (3) dravyatva, (2) vastutva, (1) astitva-ye pacchAnupUrvI aisA bolA

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upadezasaMgraha-2 327 jAtA hai| nIMdameM bhI phaTAphaTa bola sakeM aise ina chaha boloMko maukhika yAda kara leN| anya kucha bhI samajhameM na Aye to he bhagavAna! 'tAharI gati tuM jANe ho deva!' aisA mahApuruSoMne bhI kahA hai, to merI kyA zakti hai? para tUne jo AtmasvarUpa jAnA hai vaha mujhe mAnya hai; aura mujhe bhI jo yaha dikhAI detA hai, iSTAniSTapanA kSaNa kSaNameM lagatA hai, use aba maiM nahIM maanuuNgaa| he prabhu! terA mAnya kiyA huA mujhe prApta ho, mujhe kucha samajhameM nahIM AtA, para tUne jAnA hai vaha sat hai|" aisA AzrayabhAva rakhanA cAhiye / yaha samakitakA kAraNa hai| pahale hamane anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta cAritra, agurulaghu, guNa-guNI, avyAbAdha Adi bola yAda kiye the, para kucha bhI samajhameM nahIM AtA thaa| kintu ve AtmAke guNa haiM, bIjarUpa haiN| sadgurukI zaraNase jaise jaise samaya bItA vaise-vaise ina para vicAra hotA gayA! dravyatva kyA? agurulaghutva kise kahate haiM ? usake bheda? unheM na mAneM to kyA? aise kaI vicAra usa parase Ate haiM aura bhavasthiti Adi kAraNa prApta hokara samyaktvakA kAraNa banatA hai| ataH ina boloMko yAda kara rakheM aura inake ciMtanameM rheN| ye vicAra likha lene yogya haiM, kyoMki ye AtmAke gharake haiM, AtmahitakAraka haiN| aba isI vastukI zodhameM, vicArameM rheN| karmake udayake kAraNa cittavRtti sthira na rahe aura khisaka jAye, phira bhI use vApasa usameM lgaayeN| bhAvanA yahI rkheN| bhAvanA mahAna vastu hai| jAgrata rahanekI AvazyakatA hai| lobhako chor3anekI vRtti huI to ye pudgala kAnameM pdd'e| kArtika sudI 7, maMgala, saM.1984 __ paramakRpAludevakI kRpAse AnaMda hai! ahA! unakA upakAra ki unhoMne sacce mArga para ArUDha kiyaa| "mAraga sAcA mila gayA, chUTa gaye saMdeha; hotA so to jala gayA, bhinna kiyA nija deha. samaja, piche saba sarala hai, binU samaja muzakIla; ye muzakIlI kyA kahuM ? ..... khoja piMDa brahmAMDakA, pattA to laga jAya; yehi brahmAMDi vAsanA, jaba jAve taba ........... Apa ApakuM bhula gayA, inaseM kyA aMdhera? samara samara aba hasata hai, nahi bhUleMge phera. jahAM kalapanA-jalapanA, tahAM mAnu duHkha chAMI; miTe kalapanA-jalapanA, taba vastU tina pAI. he jIva ! kyA icchata have? hai icchA duHkhamUla; jaba icchAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla." isameM kyA marma chipA huA hai? kisI viraleko hI vaha samajhameM aayegaa| unake Azrayase rahanevAlekA bhI kalyANa hai / jo koI unako mAnanevAlA ho usake to hama dAsa haiN| aba to bur3hApA

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328 upadezAmRta AyA hai, ataH prabhu! mRtyu bAra bAra yAda AtI hai| yadyapi gurukRpAse mRtyukA bhaya nahIM hai, kheda nahIM hai yA ArtadhyAnakA kAraNa nahIM hai| zarIrakA svabhAva to sar3anA, galanA aura vinaSTa honA hai| usameM paryAyadRSTi rakhakara yaha jIva 'merA merA' kara ba~dhA huA hai| vaise to gurukRpAse saMsAra, strIbacce, dhana, vyApAra Adi to sahaja hI chUTa gayA hai, kintu sarva prakArase asaMga 'tevo sthira svabhAva te Upaje re' aisA bananekI AvazyakatA hai| para usake liye Avazyaka sAmagrI kahA~ hai? ataH jAgrata rahanekI AvazyakatA hai| nimitta acchA banAyeM / yahA~ Aye to puNyayogase kucha bAta kAnameM par3I / lAkhoM rupayoMkA yaha dhana haiN| manuSyabhava milanA mahA durlabha hai| bhale hI vaha rogI ho, azakta ho, strI ho, puruSa ho, para yadi manuSyabhava ho to samajhA jA sakatA hai| mahAbhAgyake udayase satpuruSakA yoga milatA hai| ekadezI(satsaMgI)kA yoga bhI kahA~se mile! abhI purANakA vAcana ho rahA hai, isameM yahI bAta bAraMbAra AtI hai ki kisI satpuruSakA yoga milA aura jIvakI dizA badala gyii| jaise kahIMkI havA acchI ho to roga miTa jAtA hai aura kisI kisI sthAnakI havAse roga phUTa nikalatA hai, vaisI hI satpuruSake yogabalakI bAta hai| bharatakA jIva siMha thA taba use jAtismaraNa huA thA kisI cAraNa munike pratApase! dUsare cAra jIva bharatake bhAI honevAle the-baMdara, sUara, bAgha aura nevalA-ve bhI jAtismaraNajJAnako prApta hue, vaha bhI muniyugalakA prabhAva! mahAvIra svAmIke jIvako bhI siMhake bhavameM samyaktva huA, vaha do cAraNa muniyoMkI kRpAse! yoM sthAna-sthAna para jIvakA mahApuruSoMke yogase kalyANa huA hai| krodhase kyA kyA hotA hai tathA puNyake yogase kyA kyA hotA hai-vaha isa 'uttarapurANa meM caMdanAke jIvakI pUrvabhavakI kathAmeM AtA hai| mRtyuke duHkhake samaya pariNAma sthira rakheM, jAgRti rkheN| ___muni mohana0-prabhu! mRtyuke samaya kisI jIvako dhyAna rahe aura kisIko na bhI rahe, para usa samaya kyA avazya kara lenA cAhiye? kisa vastumeM upayogako jor3anA cAhiye? kyA lakSya rakhanA cAhiye? prabhuzrI-prazna bahuta acchA kiyA hai| satya bAta to jJAnI jAnate haiM, para hamArI buddhimeM jo AtA hai usa para vicAra karaneke liye isa bAtako dhyAnameM leveN| ____ abhI jisakA vAcana cala rahA hai, usameM eka bAta hai| eka vidyAdharane rAkSasavidyA sAdhakara eka dvIpakA pUrA gA~va ujAr3a diyaa| vahA~ tIna vaNikaputra jahAjako lekara A phuNce| unameMse eka zaharameM gayA para use koI milA nahIM, mAtra eka rAjakumArI milI / usase usane saba bAta jaanii| usane vahA~ par3I eka talavAra uThAyI aura jaba vaha rAkSasI vidyAdhara AyA taba talavArase use mAra ddaalaa| marate-marate vaha navakAramaMtra bolA, jisase usa zrAvakaputrako pachatAvA huA ki maiMne apane dharmabaMdhakI hI hatyA kara dii| usane usase kSamA maaNgii| usane kahA ki krodhake vaza hokara maiMne pUrA nagara ujAr3a diyA, para maiM zrAvaka huuN| krodhake phala bure hote haiM aisA jinendradevane kahA hai vaha saca hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-2 329 kahanekA tAtparya yaha ki aisA pApakarma karanevAleko bhI aMtameM marate-marate bhI jo zraddhA thI tadanusAra smaraNa karanekA sUjhA / ataH jo pahalese hI puruSArtha kiyA hogA vaha aMtameM kAma AyegA / dUsare, jIva kSaNa kSaNa mara rahA hai| 'kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNe kA aho! rAcI raho?' bhagavAnane kahA hai ki 'samayaM goyama mA pmaae|' ataH kSaNa kSaNa mRtyuko yAda karate rahanA caahiye| yadi aisI mRtyukI taiyArI kara rakhI hogI to kAma AyegI, aMta samayameM Akara upasthita ho jaayegii| hameM kRpAludevane bhI saM.1951ke varSameM patra likhA thA ki mRtyuke pahale taiyArI kara lenI cAhiye aura mRtyuke samaya to avazya vaisA karanA cAhiye / karmakI gati vicitra hai! zreNika rAjA aura kRSNa mahArAja bhI kSAyika samakitake dhAraka the tathA mRtyuke samaya bhI, bhagavAnakA kathana anyathA nahIM ho sakatA aisA mAnate the| mAranevAle jarAkumArako zrIkRSNane kahA-"jA, calA jA, nahIM to baladeva Akara tujhe mAra ddaalegaa|" para usake dUra jAte hI lezyA badalI, vicAra AyA ki aneka saMgrAmoMmeM jo avijita rahA use mArakara zatru yoM hI jA rahA hai! aisA vicAra aayaa| gatike anusAra mati huI yA matike anusAra gati huI, kucha bhI kho| pUrvakAlameM narakakA AyuSya ba~dha cukA thA jisase vaisI lezyA Akara khar3I ho gii| ___ kahanA to na cAhiye, para samajhaneke liye kahatA huuN| hama yahA~ pATa para zAmako saba daravAje baMda karake baiThate haiN| socate haiM mAno mara gaye the, dharmake sivAya aba koI bAta nahIM karanI hai| jaba taka usa vicArakA bala calatA hai taba taka thor3I dera to nirvighna rahA jAtA hai para thor3I dera bAda golA Akara dhaDAkase giratA hai! aura hotA hai ki are! tujhe kisane bulAyA thA? para sadguruzaraNase use vighnakartA jAnakara dUra kara dete haiM, anyathA usI vicArameM bahakara prasannacaMdra rAjarSikI bhA~ti jIva kahA~se kahA~ pahu~ca jAtA hai! pUrvabaddha karma hameM yA inheM sabako (udayameM) Aye binA nahIM rheNge| jo adhyAsa ho gayA hai usameM puruSArtha karane para kamI AtI hai aura dUsarA ho jAtA hai| acche yA bure karma, sAtA yA asAtA dhUpa-chA~vakI taraha AyeMge hii| para puNya yA pApa kisIkI AvazyakatA nahIM hai aisA maaneN| samakitI puNyakriyA karatA hai magara iSTa samajhakara nahIM krtaa| kisI rAjAne hajAra rupayekA daMDa kiyA ho phira bhI yadi vaha pacAsa rupaye denese nibaTatA ho to prasanna honekI bAta hai, para daMDa kucha iSTa vastu nahIM hai| vaise hI samakitI puNyakriyAmeM, bhaktimeM ullAsa rakhatA hai, phira bhI vaha kriyA bhI aMtameM chor3anI hai aisA mAnatA hai, zubha baMdhakA kAraNa mAnatA hai| iSTa to mokSakA bhAva hI hai| Azvina, saM. 1985 dIvAlI para *tIna dinameM 108 mAlA pheranI caahiye| eka sAtha 108 pheranI hoM to vaisA kareM-tIna prahara jAga kara kreN| vaisA na kara sakeM to pakkhIke dina arthAt caturdazIke dina 3 mAlA 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' maMtrakI, 28 mAlA 'paramaguru nigraMtha sarvajJadeva' maMtrakI aura 5 mAlA * saM. 1986 meM pa .pU. prabhuzrIjIne tInake badale cAra dina arthAt terasa, caudasa, dIvAlI aura pratipadAkI rAtako chattIsa-chattIsa mAlAe~ pheranekA krama batAyA thaa|

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330 upadezAmRta 'Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re' maMtrakI yoM 36 mAlA pheranI caahiye| itanI hI (36) mAlA dIvAlIke dina zAmako aura 36 pratipadAkI shaamko| yoM 108 mAlA tIna dinameM phereN| ina chattIsa mAlA taka bhI yadi koI sAmAyikakI taraha sthiratAse na baiTha sake to subaha-zAma milA kara 36 mAlA phera leN| yoM 108 mAlA mAtra samAdhimaraNakI icchAse phereM / kisI bhI prakArakI isa loka-paralokakI icchA-nidAna na kareM, tInoM dina yathAzakti tapa kreN| upavAsa, ekAsana yA nIrasa AhArase calAveM tathA brahmacaryakA pAlana kreN| tInoM dina zubhabhAvanAmeM bitAyeM to vaha samAdhimaraNakI taiyArI hai| __ 'jaina vrata kathA meM jaise aneka duHkhI logoMne duHkhase chUTaneke upAya pUche haiM aura sAdhu muniyoM dvArA batAye gaye vratase lAbhAnvita ho kara jaise kalyANa prApta kiyA hai, vaise hI yaha vrata bhI vaisA hI hai| pratidina-tInoM hI dina 'Atmasiddhi' AdikA nityakrama bhI cAlU rkheN| aSAr3ha vadI 30, maMgala, saM.1988, tA.2-8-32 AtmA upayogasvarUpa hai| upayoga sadA hI, niraMtara hai| isa upayoga para bhI upayoga rakhanA hai| sUrya-caMdra bAdalameM chipa jAne para dikhAyI nahIM dete, para ve haiM aisI pratIti hai; isI prakAra zuddha svarUpa hai, yaha pratIti bhUlane yogya nahIM hai| upayoga chUTa jAtA hai yaha bhUla mahAvIra svAmIne dekhii| ise unhoMne sthAna-sthAna para AgamoMmeM upadiSTa kiyA hai| yahI saba bhUloMkI bIjabhUta bhUla hai| kArtika sudI 4,saM.1989 samabhAva! 'kaDemANe kaDe !' samyaktvake pahale bhI samabhAvakI prAptike liye samabhAva rakhanekA abhyAsa karanese tadrUpa huA jA sakatA hai, usakA abhyAsake samayake samabhAvakA-vaisA phala / para jJAnIkI kRpAse bhAvasamatAkI prAptike liye puruSArthakI AvazyakatA hai| yaha bhUlane yogya nahIM hai| kArtika sudI 11,saM.1989 "vastusvabhAva vicArate, zaraNa ApakU~ Apa; vyavahAre paNa paramaguru, avara sakala saMtApa." "vyavahArase deva jina, nihaceseM hai Apa; ehi bacanase samajha le, jinapravacanakI chApa." isa prakAra nizcaya sadguru apanA AtmA hI hai| *"appA kattA vikattA ya, duhANa ya suhANa y|" AtmA hI duHkhakA aura sukhakA kartA hai| sadguru to upadeza dekara ruka jAte haiN| 'brAhmaNa byAha karA detA hai, para ghara to nahIM calA detaa|' yadi svayaM upadezAnusAra pravRtti na kare aura ulaTA cale to sadguru kyA kareMge? 'jaba jAgeMge * uttarAdhyayana adhyayana 20, gAthA 37

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upadezasaMgraha-2 331 AtamA, taba lAgeMge rNg|' apanA AtmA hI bodhako bhI grahaNa karanevAlA hai| jaba vaha puruSArthameM juTa jAyegA, tabhI kAma bnegaa| "Apa hI tAriye, Apa hI saba kareMge' aisA hamane kRpAludevase kahA / uttarameM unhoMne kahA ki itanA to Apako svayaM karanA par3egA-vAsanA, rAgadveSa chor3ane pdd'eNge| ise aura koI nahIM kara degaa| svayaM hI puruSArtha karanA pdd'egaa| mAgha sudI 12-13 maMgala budha, saM.1989 AjJA arthAt kyA? satpuruSa para aisI zraddhA ki jo ve kahate haiM vaha satya hai| una para prema ho, unake vacanakA zravaNa ho, sunakara use satya mAne aura tadanusAra pravartanake bhAva ho-isa prakAra bhAvakA palaTanA hI AjJA hai| caitra vadI 4,saM.1989 'jagata AtmArUpa mAnanemeM Aye'| parako pudgala samajhakara AtmAko dekhnaa| dekhanevAlA (AtmA) ho to dekhA jAtA hai| use bhUlakara dekhanekA abhyAsa hai use badala DAle / dRSTiparivartana karanA hogaa| jyeSTha vadI 13, saM.1989 tA.20-6-33 ___ 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' maMtrakA smaraNa niraMtara karanA caahiye| abhI yaha to ho sakatA hai| phira jo bAkI rahatA hai vaha bhI avazya prApta hogaa| zrAvaNa vadI 30, soma,saM.1989, tA.21-8-33 ['samayasAra ke Asrava adhikArake vAcanameM 'jJAnI kisa kAraNase kahe jAte haiM?' isa praznake prasaMga para] - isakA kyA marma hai? kyA rahasya chipA hai? satpuruSa para zraddhA ho, zAstrake vAcanase vaha zraddhA puSTa ho aura AtmAko pahacAnanekI jIvako utsukatA ho, taba satpuruSake bodhase aisI zraddhA hotI hai ki yaha AtmAkA svarUpa hai| arthAt jJAnIko AtmAkI zraddhA hai, vaisI zraddhA honA hI samyaktva hai| isI kAraNase ve jJAnI kahalAte haiM aura unheM nirAsrava kahA gayA hai| __ bhAdrapada sudI 13,saM.1989, tA.1-9-1933 ['samayasAra ke baMdha adhikArake vAcanameM 'abhavyako gyAraha aMga par3hane para bhI samyaktva nahIM hotA' isa prasaMga para] duHkha Adi prasaMgoMmeM dekhanevAlA maiM hU~, karmaphalarUpa duHkha to zarIrameM hai-aisA bhedajJAna sadguru dvArA nahIM huA jisase gyAraha aMgakA abhyAsa niSphala huaa| du:kha Adike samaya dekhanevAlA alaga rahe to samakita hai|

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332 upadezAmRta Azvina vadI 7, saM. 1989 ['uttarAdhyayana' ke 'mokSamArga gati' adhyayanameM sAmAyikake svarUpake vAcana prasaMga para ] bahuta bAra sunA hogA, para sAmAyikakA svarUpa kyA hai ? AtmA, samatAbhAva, sama - yaha sAmAyika hai / pahale kabhI nahIM khaa| yaha vacana nikala gayA hai vaha sarva zAstroMkA, Atmasiddhi Adi sarva sAdhanoMkA sAra hai ! vahI mokSakA mArga hai / ina do akSaroMmeM saba samA gayA hai| kisIko kaheM to 'oho !' meM nikAla de ki 'isakA to hameM bhI patA hai / ' para saba matAMtara, Agraha chor3akara yahI grahaNa karane yogya hai / [ 'uttarAdhyayana' meM kezIsvAmIne gautamasvAmIse prazna kiyA hai ki 'yaha bhayaMkara azva tumheM unmArga para kyoM nahIM le jAtA ?' usa prasaMga para ] . eka zraddhA karane yogya hai ki isa satpuruSane AtmAko jAnA hai vaha mujhe mAnya hai / anya cAhe jaise vikalpa AyeM, usakA patA lagatA hai, ataH vaha jAnanevAlA una sabase alaga siddha hotA hai / use jAnanevAleko maaneN| sadgurune kahA hai vaisA usakA svarUpa hai / mujhe abhI bhAna nahIM hai to bhI mujhe aura kucha nahIM mAnanA hai, yaha to mere hAthakI bAta hai / aisA dRr3ha nizcaya ho jAya to, jo saMkalpa-vikalpa, sukha-duHkha Ate haiM ve jAneke liye hI Ate haiN| bhale hI dugune AyeM para unheM svIkAra nahIM karanA hai - itanI zraddhA honI cAhiye / darpaNameM sAmaneke padArtha dikhAyI dete haiM, para darpaNa darpaNarUpa hI hai; vaise hI cAhe kucha bhI manameM Aye, to bhI AtmA AtmArUpa hI hai, anya saba pahale ke karmake udayarUpa bhale hI AyeM - vaha saba to jAnevAlA hI hai, para AtmAkA kabhI nAza honevAlA nahIM hai-usameM mAthApaccI karane jaisA, iSTa-aniSTa mAnakara harSazoka karane jaisA kucha nahIM hai / itanI Ayu hone taka aneka sakaMlpa-vikalpa ho gaye, para koI rahe nahIM, saba gaye / ataH nAzavAna vastukI kyA ciMtA ? jo apane Apa hI nAza honevAlI hai, usase ghabarAnA kyA ? phikarakI phAkI mAra lenI cAhiye / smaraNakA abhyAsa vizeSa rkheN| saMkalpa - vikalpa Ate hI smaraNake zastrakA prayoga karanA cAhiye aura samajhanA cAhiye ki acchA huA jo mujhe smaraNa karanekA nimitta prApta huA, anyathA pramAda hotA / sadgurune jo maMtra diyA hai vaha AtmA hI diyA hai / use prakaTa karaneke liye premakI AvazyakatA hai / premameM saba A gyaa| calate-phirate, uThate-baiThate eka AtmAko hI dekheM / 'mUrkha ho vaha dUsarA dekhegA / aisA dRr3ha abhyAsa ho jAya to phira jo udayameM Aye vaha kucha hAni nahIM karatA, marane AtA hai, phira usako kucha ciMtA nahIM hai / 1 1 kArtika vadI 1, zukra, saM. 1990 pauSa sudI, 12, saM. 1990, tA.28-12-33 jIvane AjJAkA pAlana nahIM kiyA hai| bIsa dohe, kSamApanAkA pATha, 'he paramakRpAludeva ! janmajarA-maraNAdikA nAza karanevAlA' yaha patra, 'vItarAgakA kahA huA parama zAMtarasamaya dharma' - yaha saba 1. mUla gujarAtI pATha- - beTTo hoya te bIjuM jue /

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upadezasaMgraha-2 333 sAmAnya banA diyA hai| 'Atmasiddhi'meM camatkAra hai| 'kara vicAra to paam|' yogyatAkI kamI hai| mAgha vadI 6, saM.1990, tA.5-2-1934 prabhuzrI-kucha pUchanA ho to pUchiye / mumukSu-mujhe kyA karanA cAhiye? prabhuzrI-tujhe kyA karanA cAhiye? (thor3I anya bAta honeke bAda) saba zAstroMkA sAra yahI hai ki 'brahmacarya'kA pAlana kreN| isase yogyatA Adi saba mila jaayegaa| jisakI eka yahI icchA rahI use vaha prApta ho jaayegaa| AtmAmeM viSaya vikAra Adi kucha nahIM hai| do hI vastu haiM-jar3a aura cetana / parako svasvarUpa yA apanA mAnanA hI vyabhicAra hai| caitra sudI 14, guru, saM.1990 kaise chUTA jAya? kyA sAdhana hai? vahA~ kaise jAyA jAya? bhAva to sadA sAkSAt pratyakSa hI hai| bhAvase baMdhana yA mokSa hotA hai| usa bhAvako pahacAna lenA jarUrI hai| muni mohanalAlajIko aMta samayameM bahuta vedanA thI, phira bhI pahacAna huI ho to bhAva to sAtha hI thaa| satpuruSase sunI huI yaha atyaMta mahattvapUrNa bAta hai, kintu samajha cAhiye, pahacAna caahiye| ___ jyeSTha vadI 14,saM.1990, tA.10-7-1934 ___ 'samyakdarzana-jJAna-cAritrake sivAya merA kucha bhI nahIM hai|' yaha jJAnIkA kathana mAnya karanekI pratijJA kartavya hai| yahI bAraMbAra ciMtana karane yogya hai| mAgha vadI 10,saM.1991, tA.28-2-1935 AtmadRSTike prati prema, sAvadhAnI rkheN| satpuruSake batAye binA aisA nahIM ho sktaa| bodhakI jarUrata hai| satpuruSake pAsa ajaba camatkArI kalA hai! AtmA kisa samaya nahIM hai? use bhUlanA yogya nahIM / zUravIra honekI jarUrata hai| 'eka marajiyA sauko bhaarii|' isI prakAra AtmAkI smRti aneka karmoMkA nAza karanevAlI hai| smaraNa karate rahanekI Adata DAleM / bodha hai vahI gama hai| + bhAdrapada sudI 6, budha, saM.1991 AtmAko dekheN| zreNika rAjAko anAthImunise yahI dRr3hatA huI thii| paramakRpAludevane hamase yahI kahA thaa| usameM svayaM bhI A gaye, aisA kahA thaa| aura vaha dRr3hatA honese paradA dUra ho gyaa| mIThI kUIkA pAnI pyAsa bujhAtA hai| khArA samudra pUrA bharA huA ho to bhI kucha kAmakA nahIM /

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334 upadezAmRta Azvina sudI 2, ravi, saM.1991, tA.29-9-1935 saMjoga saba chor3ane hai| AtmAko dekheM / ekAMtameM kahane yogya kaha rahA huuN| saMyogoMko mAnakara jIva bhUlA hai| bIsa doheM, kSamApanAkA pATha, AlocanA, chaha padakA patra, Atmasiddhi, devavaMdana-ye apUrva vacana haiM! inheM kaNThastha kara leM / pramAda na kreN| devavaMdanake zlokoMkA artha smjheN| saba AtmA haiM, strI-puruSa, choTA-bar3A nahIM dekhanA hai| satpuruSakI pravRtti chUTaneke liye hotI hai| ve kareM vaisA na kareM, kaheM vaisA kreN| eka dina sabako maranA hai| ataH pramAdakA tyAga kreN| jo kareMge unake bApakA hai| satpuruSake vacana mu~hase bolate raheMge to bhI hitakArI hai| bhAva aura pariNAma hI abhI hAthameM haiN| unheM azubhameM lagAyeMge to pApa ba~dhegA aura zubhameM lagAyeMge to puNya ba~dhegA, zubhagati hogI; aura AtmabhAvameM lagAyeMge to janma-maraNa ttleNge| yaha avasara cukane yogya nahIM hai| sabakA kalyANa hogaa| samyaktvake sivAya kisIkI icchA na kreN| *** kArtika vadI 9,saM.1992, tA.19-11-1935 aba bayAsI varSa ho gaye haiN| aMtima sIkha / maghA nakSatrakA pAnI TaMkiyoMmeM bharakara rakhate haiM, vaise hI jJAnIkA kathana jo maiM kaha rahA hU~, use lakSyameM rakheMge to kAma bana jaayegaa| vaha jJAnI aura yaha jJAnI aisA na kreN| kisIkI niMdA na kreN| para ekamAtra paramakRpAludevakI zraddhA rakheM / unake dvArA batAye gaye smaraNako mRtyuke samaya jaba taka bhAna rahe taba taka hRdayameM rkheN| yaha asaMga, apratibaMdha honekA mArga hai| mArga do akSarameM samAyA huA hai| 'jJAna' ye hI ve do akSara haiN| jJAnameM saba samAyA huA hai| patra 430 amRtatulya hai| jo kucha karanA hai vaha AtmArthake liye karanA hai| "maiMne AtmAko nahIM jAnA hai, para jJAnI paramakRpAludevane niHzaMkatAse AtmAko jAnA hai vaisA hI merA AtmA hai / mujhe usakI pahacAna nahIM huI hai, para usakI maiM bhAvanA karatA huuN|" jJAnIne dekhA hai vaise AtmAkI bhAvanA karate-karate kevalajJAna prApta hotA hai| choTA-bar3A, strI-puruSa, vRddha-yuvAna, rogI-nIrogI dikhAyI dete haiM ve to zarIra haiM, use nahIM dekhanA cAhiye / jJAnIne dekhA hai vaisA AtmA hai| usIke liye maiM dharma Adi karatA hU~, devaloka Adi iMdriyasukhake liye kucha nahIM karanA hai| Aja taka dharmake nAma para jo kucha kiyA ho vaha saba vyartha ho jAo! aba to AtmAke liye karanA hai|

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335 upadezasaMgraha-3 tA. 3-11-1933 mumukSu-kaSAya, saMkalpa-vikalpa Adise aMtaraMgameM honevAlI jalana (udvega)ko zAMta karanekA upAya kyA? prabhuzrI-manameM saMkalpa-vikalpa hote haiM jisase jalana hotI hai| para hama jo yaha upAya batA rahe haiM vaha rAmabANa hai| yadi use zraddhApUrvaka mAnya kiyA jAya to mAnya karanevAlekA avazya kalyANa hogaa| para jIvako vizvAsa honA cAhiye, zraddhA honI cAhiye / yahA~ para hama jo kaha rahe haiM usa para jo koI zraddhA rakhakara mAnya karegA usakA kAma bana jaayegaa| devadevIkI mAnyatA athavA yaha jJAnI hai, yaha guru hai aisI apanI kalpanAko chor3akara eka sacce sadgurupara dRr3ha rheN| ___manameM saMkalpa-vikalpa Ate haiM usase bhale hI dugane Aye! paraMtu ve saMkalpa-vikalpa kise Aye? mujhe / aisA kahanevAlA 'maiM' to saMkalpa-vikalpase kevala alaga hU~; maiM aura vaha eka nhiiN| AkAza aura pAtAlameM jitanA aMtara hai utanA hI aMtara usameM aura mujhameM hai| mana, citta, viSaya, kaSAya-ye saba jar3a haiN| usameM ahaM aura mamatvakI jo mAnyatA thI vahI mithyAtva yA ajJAna / maiM una sabako jAnanevAlA, sabase bhinna AtmA huuN| aba itanI hI mAnyatA kara jisakA usa para dRr3ha vidhAsa hogA, usakA kAma bana jaayegaa| itane loga yahA~ baiThe haiM, para jo sunakara tadanusAra mAnya kara, dRr3ha zraddhApUrvaka pravRtti kareMge, unakA kAma ho jaayegaa| __ maiM to usa manase, saMkalpase, vikalpase, kaSAyase, dehase, strIse, putrase, dhanase, dhAnya Adi sabase kevala bhinna huuN| roga huA ho, rahA na jAtA ho to bhI aisA samajhe ki jisakA nikaTa saMbaMdha ho vahI svayaMko dikhAyI detA hai| jaise par3ausIkA ghara jalatA ho to apane gharameMse jvAlA dikhAyI detI hai, vaise hI vyAdhi, roga, zoka, kheda, kaSAya, viSaya ye saba pudgalameM ho rahe haiN| dehakA dharma deha karatI hai, manakA dharma mana karatA hai, vacanakA dharma vacana karatA hai, vaha saba pudgala hai| maiM AtmA ina sabase alaga huuN| mAtra unako dekhanevAlA, jAnanevAlA huuN| usake nAzase merA nAza nahIM hai| zarIrameM sAtA yA asAtA honese mujhe sAtA yA asAtA nahIM hai| cAhe jo bhI ho, cAhe to narakatiryaMca gati ho, cAhe mRtyu A jAye; para yaha zraddhA acala raho ki maiM una sabase bhinna hU~, mAtra dekhane-jAnanevAlA AtmA huuN| usa AtmAko eka jJAnIne jAnA hai, maiM vaisA huuN| anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMtasukhamaya merA jo svarUpa hai use yathAtathya jJAnI sadguru bhagavAnane jAnA hai| jisa AtmasvarUpako zrI sadgurune jAnA hai, dekhA hai, anubhava kiyA hai vaisA hI pUrvameM hue sarva jJAniyoMne dekhA hai, jAnA hai, anubhava kiyA hai| merA aura sabhI jIvoMkA zuddhasvarUpa una jJAniyoMne jAnA hai, vaisA hI hai| vahI mujhe mAnya hai| vahI merA hai| usImeM mujhe prema, prIti, sneha, bhakti, bhAva karanA

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upadezAmRta yogya hai| vahI mujhe prApta karane yogya hai, cAhane yogya hai, anubhava karane yogya hai, usImeM tallInatA karanA yogya hai| aisI zraddhApUrvaka jise mAnyatA ho gayI hai vaha pratyeka prasaMgameM-sukhameM, duHkhameM, AdhimeM, vyAdhimeM yA saMkalpa-vikalpameM eka AtmabhAvanAmeM hI raha sakatA hai, apanA aura parakA bheda kara sakatA hai| "jaDa ne caitanya banne dravyano svabhAva bhinna, supratItapaNe banne jene samajAya che; svarUpa cetana nija, jaDa che saMbaMdha mAtra, athavA te jJeya paNa paradravyamAMya che." jisako aisI zraddhApUrvaka mAnyatA niraMtara rahatI hai aura parokSa AtmabhAvanAmeM jAgRta rahatA hai, use sarva vrata, niyama Adi A jAte haiN| use kaSAyAdi sarva jo kucha AtA hai vaha chUTaneke liye hI AtA hai| . "zrI tIrthaMkarAdine bAra-bAra jIvoMko upadeza diyA hai; paraMtu jIva digmUr3ha rahanA cAhatA hai, vahA~ upAya nahIM cala sakatA / punaH punaH Thoka-Thokakara kahA hai ki eka yaha jIva samajha le to sahaja mokSa hai, nahIM to anaMta upAyoMse bhI nahIM haiN| aura yaha samajhanA bhI kucha vikaTa nahIM hai, kyoMki jIvakA jo sahaja svarUpa hai vahI mAtra samajhanA hai; aura vaha kucha dUsareke svarUpakI bAta nahIM hai ki kadAcit vaha chipA le yA na batAye ki jisase samajhameM na aaveN| apanese Apa gupta rahanA kisa taraha ho sakatA hai? paraMtu svapnadazAmeM jaise na hone yogya aisI apanI mRtyuko bhI jIva dekhatA hai, vaise hI ajJAnadazArUpa svapnarUpa yogase yaha jIva apaneko, jo apane nahIM hai aise dUsare dravyoMmeM nijarUpase mAnatA hai; aura yahI mAnyatA saMsAra hai, yahI ajJAna hai, narakAdi gatikA hetu yahI hai, yahI janma hai, maraNa hai, aura yahI deha hai, dehakA vikAra hai, yahI putra hai, yahI pitA, yahI zatru, yahI mitrAdi bhAvakalpanAkA hetu hai; aura jahA~ usakI nivRtti huI vahA~ sahaja mokSa hai; aura isI nivRttike liye satsaMga, satpuruSa Adi sAdhana kahe haiM; aura ve sAdhana bhI, yadi jIva apane puruSArthako chipAye binA unameM lagAye tabhI siddha hote haiN| adhika kyA kahe? itanI saMkSipta bAta yadi jIvameM pariNamita ho jAye to vaha sarva vrata, yama, niyama, japa, yAtrA, bhakti, zAstrajJAna Adi kara cukA, isameM kucha saMzaya nahIM hai|" (537). phAlguna sudI 9,saM. 1990 tA. 22-2-34 jIvako karane yogya kyA hai? burA kiyA ho to vaha prema-pyAra hai, usIne kiyA hai| usa premako saMsArameM jahA~-tahA~ bikhera diyA hai| vahA~se vApasa lauTAkara kisI eka hI sthAna para-jJAnImeM karanA yogya hai| __ vairAgyako bar3hAnA ucita hai| rAmacaMdrajIne vasiSThaguruse kahA ki-"yaha saMsAra, bhoga Adi sarva padArtha jo trividha tApake kAraNa haiM, unase mere manako zAMti prApta nahIM hotii| ve sarva janma-maraNa Adi duHkhake kAraNa haiN| Apa niraMtara satzAMtimeM rahate haiM, ataH Apake pAsa zAMtimeM rahanekI koI

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upadezasaMgraha-3 kalA hai, vaha mujhe btaayeN| yadi nahIM batAyeMge to khAnA-pInA, calanA-phiranA, bolanA cAlanA Adi sarva pravRttiyoMko maiM baMda kara duuNgaa| ye zvAsocchvAsa bhI apane Apa hI pUre ho jaayeNge| ataH jisase mujhe zAMti ho, vaha batAyeM, to vaisA kruuN|" kyA cAhiye? aisA vairAgya caahiye| jIvako abhI isakI ciMtA hI kahA~ huI hai? icchA hI kahA~ hai? jIvane samAgamameM mAnyatA kI hai| para abhI vaha mAnyatA yathAtathya saccI kahA~ hai? kyA mAnA hai? kyA mAnanA hai ? yaha mAnanA bahuta kaThina hai| vairAgya kaise Aye? puruSArthase / puruSArtha kare to vairAgyako bulAne nahIM jAnA pdd'egaa| koI jIva itanA sA eka hI vacana pakar3akara puruSArtha kiye jAya to usakA kAma bana jAya / puruSArtha kreN| jinhoMne puruSArtha kiyA hai ve hI mokSa gaye haiN| viSaya-vikAra lekara koI mokSa nahIM gyaa| itane zeSa bhavameM cAhe deha tyAga ho jAya, cAhe jo ho jAya, para yahI karanA hai / bhavasthiti yA anya koI kalpanA nahIM karanI hai| mumukSu-kyA puruSArtha kare? prabhuzrI-puruSArtha sat aura zIla hai| sat arthAt aatmaa| AtmAke saMbaMdhameM hI bAta, vicAra, lakSya yaha sat, aura zIla arthAt brhmcry| brahmacaryakA yathArtha svarUpa to jJAnIne hI jAnA hai, para yadi dravyase bhI pAlA jAyegA to vaha mahAna lAbhakA kAraNa hai| mana, vacana, kAyAse paale| pAlanevAlA nahIM jAnatA, para niyama dilAnevAlA saccA jJAnI hai, vaha jAnatA hai| ataH supratyAkhyAna honese kAma hue binA nahIM rhegaa| jJAnIke vacanoMmeM Agama samA jAyeM aisA paramArtha hotA hai| ataH jIva jJAnIkA eka bhI vacana pakar3akara pravRtti kiye jAyegA to usakA kalyANa hogaa| chor3anA pdd'egaa| tyAga-vairAgya to cAhiye hii| chor3e binA koI mokSa nahIM gyaa| kalpanAe~, mAnyatAe~ chor3anI pdd'egii| cakravartI vacana bole, vAsudeva vacana bole yA koI rAjA vacana bole ve una sabake puNyAnusAra mAnya kiye jAte haiM-mahattvake lagate haiM, samAna nahIM gine jAte / taba jJAnIke vacana to usase bhI adhika apUrva mAhAtmyavAle haiN| unakA mAhAtmya nahIM lagA hai| pratyakSa puruSakA sAmAnyapanA ho gayA hai| kalpanA hotI hai ki kucha tIrthaMkarake vacana haiM? kisI gaNadharake haiM ? para isakA patA nahI haiM; saba kucha hai / gaNadhara kauna? tIrthaMkara kauna? AtmA kyA? yaha jAnA hai? tA. 23-2-34 vairAgyake nimittase vairAgya hotA hai| satsaMga vairAgyakA nimitta hai| viSaya vikArake nimittase vairAgya nahIM hotA, para vikAra hotA hai| yahA~ satsaMgameM jJAnIpuruSake vacanoMkA vAcana hotA hai, vicAra hotA hai, taba kyA hotA hai? bhava kaTa jAte haiM, hajAroM bhava naSTa ho jAte haiN| jIvako mAhAtmya nahIM lagA hai| laukikabhAva kara DAlA hai| sAmAnyatA ho gaI hai| pahacAna Jain Education R onal

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338 upadezAmRta nahIM huI hai| pahacAna ho tabhI mAhAtmya lagatA hai| tabhI kAma hotA hai| 'je lokottara deva namuM laukikathI' aisA ho gayA hai| "janma maraNa kisake hai? jo tRSNA rakhatA hai uske|" yaha jJAnIke vacanoMkA vAcana ho rahA hai, vicAra ho rahA hai, vahA~ apUrva hita ho rahA hai| para mAhAtmya nahIM lagA hai, jisase apUrva bhAva nahIM aate| sAvadhAna ho jAnA cAhiye / kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai| pakSIkA melA hai| ghara, kuTuMba, dhana, dhAnyAdi kucha bhI tumhAre nahIM hai| suI taka bhI sAthameM nahIM le jA skte| zarIra bhI tumhArA nahIM hai| AtmAko pahacAna lenekA avasara A gayA hai| dehAdike liye jitanI ciMtA rakhate haiM, usase anaMtaguNI ciMtA AtmAke liye rakhanI caahiye| yaha (Azrama) tIrthakSetra kyoM hai? yahA~ AtmAkI hI bAta hotI hai| sabase pahale AvazyakatA kisakI hai? shrvnnkii| 'savaNe nANe vinaanne|' sunanese vijJAna (vizeSajJAna) prApta hotA hai| satsaMgameM bodha sunaneko milatA hai| satsaMgameM alaukika bhAva rakhane caahiye| jaba laukika bhAva ho jAte haiM taba apUrva hita nahIM ho sktaa| tA. 24-2-34 parokSameMse pratyakSa hogaa| parokSameM se pratyakSa hote dera nahIM lgegii| pratyakSa karanepara hI chuTakArA hai| manuSya deha ciMtAmaNi hai| maraneko taiyAra ho jaao| zraddhAko dRr3ha kara do| caturAIvAle aura paMDitAIvAle kintu zraddhA-pratItise rahita hai ve raha jAyeMge aura pIche baiThe hue bhole bhAle anapar3ha bhI yadi zraddhAko dRr3ha kara leMge to unakA kAma ho jaayegaa| paramakRpAludeva dvArA aneka jIvoMkA uddhAra hogaa| ___nizcayase AtmAko dekheM to zuddha AtmA hI dikhAyI detA hai| arthAt vahA~ karma nahIM hai| nizcayanayakA avalaMbana chor3ane para karmabaMdha hotA hai| satsaMgameM alaukikabhAva hoM to avazya kalyANa hotA hai| *** tA.6-3-34 gutthI par3a gayI hai use sulajhAnA caahiye| dRSTi viSayavikAravAlI hai| use badalakara haDDI, camar3I, mA~sa, pIpa, lahU, malamUtra, viSTA Adi tuccha padArthoM se bharI dehakI malinatA para vicAra kiyA jAya to puruSArtha AraMbha hotA hai| gutthI sulajhAnA cAhate haiM para adhika bala nahIM cala pAtA, arthAt vaha puruSArtha akhaMDa cAlU nahIM rhtaa| vApasa viSaya-vikArameM bahane lagatA hai| vahIM gutthI sulajhanekI apekSA bala khAkara adhika ulajhane lagatI hai| puruSArtha cAlU rahe to vairAgyakI vRddhi hokara gutthI sulajha hI jaaye| tA.7-3-34 "sakhA parama dullahA' zraddhA do prakArakI hai : eka samyag aura dUsarI viparIta shrddhaa|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 339 saMsArameM sukha hai aisI mAnyatA, tathA deha, strI, putra, gRha, dhana, dhAnya, roga, zoka, kleza, krodha, mAna Adi parameM maiM aura merepanakI zraddhA, mAnyatA yaha saMsArakI zraddhA hai, viparIta zraddhA hai| use badalakara 'che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upayogI sadA avinAza' aisI zraddhA ho vaha parokSa zraddhA hai| deha, strI, putra Adi mere nahIM, roga Adi mujhe nahIM; maiM to mAtra jJAtA draSTA, dekhane-jAnanevAlA, sabase bhinna, avinAzI, jJAnIne dekhA, jAnA, anubhava kiyA vaisA AtmA hU~-yaha parokSa zraddhA hai| pratyakSa zraddhAvAlA jIva kisI strI, puruSa yA padArthako dekhatA hai to usameM pahale AtmA dekhatA hai, phira para dravya dekhatA hai| jaise, zreNika vaha AtmA hai, aisA pahale lakSyameM rakhakara, zreNikarAjA, celaNA rANI, rAjagRhI nagarI AdikA varNana karate haiN| ___ parokSavAlA pahale dRzya padArthako dekhatA hai| phira vicArakara 'dRzya aura AtmA bhinna haiN| yoM bhinnatA dekhatA hai| jise pratyakSa AtmAkA anubhava ho use pratyakSa zraddhA hai| ina donoMkI zraddhA samyag zraddhA hai| parokSa zraddhAvAlA dvArake bAhara khar3A hai, pratyakSa zraddhAvAlA aMdara praviSTa huA hai| parokSavAlA pA~va bar3hAye to aMdara pratyakSameM praviSTa hotA hai / parokSake aneka bheda haiN| mAtra kahaneke parokSase kAma nahIM hogaa| parokSa zraddhAvAlekI roga, vedanIya Adi prasaMgoMmeM parIkSA hotI hai| aise prasaMgoMmeM parokSa zraddhA balavAna rahe aura upayoga jAgRta rahe ki maiM isa vedanIya AdikA mAtra jJAtA draSTA hU~, AkAza aura pAtAlameM jitanA aMtara hai, utanA hI rogAdimeM aura mujhameM aMtara hai, ve mere AtmAse bhinna haiM; aisA bhedajJAna vahA~ balavAna ho taba parokSameMse pratyakSa zraddhAmeM AtmA AtA hai| tA. 12-3-34 jitanI sAvadhAnI vyavahArake liye rakhI hai, usase anaMtagunI sAvadhAnI AtmAke liye rakhanI cAhiye / japa, tapa, kriyA anaMta kI, kintu mokSa ho sake vaisA sAdhana nahIM kiyaa| apanI samajha para zUnya banAkara caukar3I mAra de| AtmAkI pahacAna nahIM hai, ataH usa viSayameM maiM ekadama mUrkha hU~, ajAna hU~, aisA maan| phira sacce jJAnIne jo jAnA hai, dekhA hai, vaha mujhe mAnya hai, yoM vizvAsapratIti rakha aura jo jJAnI batAye vaha sadAcAra paal| sadAcArake pAlana binA mokSa hogA aisA trikAlameM bhI mata maannaa|| satsaMga, satbodhakI AvazyakatA hai| usase bhedavijJAna hogaa| deha, strI, sage saMbaMdhI, dhanadhAnya, putra, mitra koI tere nahIM haiN| tU baniyA, brAhmaNa, paTela kucha bhI nahIM hai| tU AtmA hai| jJAna, darzana, cAritra Adi anaMta akSaya nidhi tere pAsa hai| 1"tArUM tArI pAsa tyAM, bIjAnuM zuM kAma? dANe dANA upare, khAnArAnuM nAma." __yoM aMtaraMgase dRr3ha kara le ki merA kucha nahIM hai, merA eka AtmA hai| saba dhokhA hai, svapna hai, ThagoMkA nagara hai| nizcita jAneM ki yaha saba eka dina chor3anA hI pdd'egaa| 1. terA tere pAsa hai arthAt ratnatrayarUpa nidhi tere pAsa hai| vahA~ dUjekA kyA kAma? dAne dAne para khAnevAlekA nAma hai arthAt apanA prArabdha koI badala nahIM sktaa| apanA sukha-duHkha apane para hI nirbhara hai|

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340 upadezAmRta bhedajJAna dvArA aMtaraMgase apanA mAnanA chor3a do| yahA~se nIce utarate hI putra-pitA, acchAburA, merA-terA Adi AraMbha ho jAtA hai| ataH bheda DAlanekA abhyAsa karanA cAhiye / bodha ho to ho sakatA hai| karma alaga haiM aura AtmA alaga hai| aisA bheda yathArtha bodha prApta honepara hotA hai| itane bhavameM mara gaye haiM, aisA smjho| dhokhA hai, svapna hai 'AtmA sat jagata mithyaa|' viSayake phala narakAdike duHkha kaDuve haiN| viSaya bhoganeke liye yaha deha nahIM milI hai| puruSArthase manako jiito| icchAkA nAza kro| vAsanAne hI burA kiyA hai| tA. 18-3-34 "sarva duHkhase aura sarva klezase mukta honekA ekamAtra upAya AtmajJAna hai|" zrIrAma tIrthayAtrA kara lautte| sArA saMsAra trividhatApase jalatA dekhaa| jahA~ dekho vahA~ Adhi, vyAdhi aura upAdhi, janma, jarA aura maraNa, duHkha hI duHkha, isase ve to udAsa ho gye| aisA vairAgya huA ki na khAte, na pIte, kucha bhI acchA na lgtaa| mana kahIM bhI na lagatA / guru vasiSTha muni jJAnI the| unase cittazAMtikA upAya pUchane lge| gurune bodha dvArA zAMti kraayii| __ sabhI jIva anaMta karma vargaNAke bhArase duHkhI ho rahe haiN| unameM mukhya ATha karma haiN| unameM bhI mukhya mohanIya hai| use naSTa karanekA acUka upAya bodha aura vItarAgatA-samatA hai| bodha satsaMga-sadguruse hI prApta hotA hai| satsaMgameM ekamAtra AtmAkI hI bAta hotI hai| satsaMgameM koTi karmakA kSaya hotA hai, hajAroM bhavakA nAza ho jAtA hai, aisI apUrva kamAI satsaMgameM hotI hai| para jJAnIke vacanakA alaukika dRSTise mAhAtmya samajhameM AnA caahiye| vicAra, vinaya, viveka aura satsaMga ye cAra AtmajJAna prApta karavA sakate haiN| cArameMse eka ho to cAroM hI Ate haiN| __strIko dekhakara vikAra hotA hai, paraMtu strIko dekhakara to vairAgya honA cAhiye / haDDI, mAMsa, camar3A, lahU, pIpa, viSTA, malamUtrAdise bharI huI yaha thailI hai, aisA vicAra, aisI dRSTi ho to vairAgya hotA hai| sArA saMsAra eka strIse mohita huA hai, para vivekI, vicArazIlako to usase vairAgya hokara dRSTi AtmA para jAtI hai| vaha to usameM deha aura AtmAkI bhinnatA dekhatA hai| jo karor3oM rupaye dene para bhI na mile aisI yaha manuSya deha hai| isameM rAjapATa yA karor3oM rupaye milanA sulabha hai| para ve sAtha nahIM jAyeMge, eka mAtra dharma sAthameM jAnevAlA hai| usIke liye yaha manuSyabhava bitAnA caahiye| jaba taka samakita nahIM hotA taba taka saMsArake duHkha khar3e hI rheNge| jise samakita huA, usakA manuSyabhava saphala huaa| 'jahA~ AzA vahA~ vAsA / ' ataH samakitakI hI AzA, icchA, abhilASA rkheN| ___yogyatA prApta kreN| jJAnIke jJAnadAnake dvAra akhaMDa khule hue haiM / jo bhI Aye use deneke liye hI baiThe haiN| paraMtu lenevAlA yogyatAyukta honA cAhiye / sadgurukI zraddhA, pratIti, ruci yaha sabakA mUla hai| 1. vAsanA

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upadezasaMgraha - 3 341 tA. 18-3-34 manuSyabhava mahA durlabha hai / usameM pada adhikAra milanA sulabha hai| naukarI vyApAra saba prArabdhAnusAra mile haiN| para yaha saba to chor3akara eka dina jAnA pdd'egaa| akelA dharma sAthameM calegA / AtmAkA saccA dharma kyA hai ? isakA patA satsaMgase lagatA hai / kisI saMtase AtmAke hitake liye sAdhana - pATha, vacana - milA hai usakA nitya smaraNa kareM / dasa miniTa lagate haiM / itane samaya taka avazya smaraNa kareM / paramAtmA arUpI hai / usa arUpI paramAtmAkI pahacAna vacanoMse hotI hai / ataH saMta dvArA batAye gaye sAdhana - maMtra, kSamApanAkA pATha Adi - ko vyartha na smjheN| 'yaha to maiM jAnatA hU~, yaha to mujhe kaMThastha hai' aisA laukika bhAva na rkheN| isameM jo mAhAtmya rahA huA hai vaha kahA nahIM jA sakatA, jJAnI hI jAnate haiM / saubhAgyabhAIne vaha sAdhana mumukSuko deneke liye paramakRpAludevase AjJA mA~gI, taba ve cupa rahe / hamane pUchA taba hameM vaha anyako denekI AjJA de dI / ataH jo koI jIva hamAre pAsa AtA hai, use vaha sAdhana usake AtmAkA anaMta hita karanevAlA jAnakara use dete haiM / ataH usakI ArAdhanA alaukika bhAvase karanI cAhiye / adhika samaya mile to AlocanAko nityakramameM rkheN| yadi vacana para zraddhA hogI to saMgakA phala avazya milegA / tA. 174-34 prabhuzrI - jIva hai to zuddha, para madirAke chAkase matta ho rahA hai 1 mumukSu - madirA pI hI kyoM ? prabhuzrI - vibhAva ke kAraNa, ajJAnake kAraNa / mumukSu-vibhAvako dUra karaneke liye kyA kareM ? vibhAvako dUra karaneke liye kucha pradAna kareM / prabhuzrI - jJAnIkI AjJA hI bhavakUpameM DUbate prANIko tAraneke liye rassIke samAna hai| usase vibhAva dUra hogA / mumukSu - rassI to milI hai, para aba Apa khIMce taba na ? prabhuzrI - DUbanevAle ko bhI pA~va TikAne par3eMge, jora lagAnA par3egA / puruSArtha karanA hogA / mumukSu - jJAna kaise prApta ho ? prabhuzrI - trikAlameM bhI jJAnIko DhU~DhanA par3egA / satpuruSako DhU~Dhakara usa para zraddhA aura usakI AjJAkA ArAdhana - ye do karate raheM / vizeSa karane jAyeMge, AtmA dekhane jAyeMge to apane Apa kucha bhI jAna nahIM pAyeMge / T sadAcAra arthAt sat aura zIla / sat arthAt AtmA, AtmAkA vicAra, bAta, lakSya / zIla arthAt mukhyataH brahmacarya, usakA dravyase bhI pAlana ho to bar3I bAta hai / satya (brahmacarya) to sarva parabhAvakA tyAga hai / sadAcArakA to pahale bahuta pAlana kiyA / paraMtu sadgurukI AjJArUpa rakSaka ( mArgadarzaka) sAthameM nahIM thA, isaliye kAma banA nahIM / AjJAse sadAcAra ekamAtra AtmArthakI icchAse hotA hai aura svacchaMdase to vaha puNya, svarga yA kalpita mokSakI icchAse hotA hai / ataH AjJAse hI kAma banatA hai /

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342 upadezAmRta surata, tA. 11-6-34 mumukSu-samakitI udayako bhogatA hai| mithyAtvI bhI udayako bhogatA hai| eka ba~dhatA nahIM jabaki dUsarA ba~dhatA hai| samyagdRSTike pAsa aisA kyA hai ki vaha ba~dhatA nahIM? prabhuzrI-samyagdRSTi aise jJAnI gRhastha hoM to bhI muni hai| mithyAtvI sAdhu ho to bhI saMsArI hai| 1"upara veza accho banyo, mAMhI moha bharapUra jii|" yoM Uparase to cAritra dhAraNakara hajAroM manuSyoMko upadeza Adi vAkacAturyase prasanna karatA ho phira bhI kuguru hai| samakitI kucha bolatA bhI na ho phira bhI muni hai, jJAnI hai| aisA samakitIke pAsa kyA hai? samakitIkA saMga AtmaguNa prakaTa karanevAlA hai| mithyAtvI kugurukA saMga, upadeza Adi saba saMsAravRddhike kAraNa haiN| ataH tyAjya haiN| mAyAzalya, mithyAtvazalya aura nidAnazalya-ina tInoMmeMse eka bhI zalya ho taba taka dharma phaladAyaka nahIM hotA; aura kugurumeM to tInoM hI zalya hote haiN| Uparase sAdhukA veSa ho aura bAhya cAritra Adise janaraMjana kara sAdhu kahalAye tathA mAna-pUjA Adike liye dikhAnA kucha-sAdhutva aura bhItarase pravRtti kucha-viSayakaSAya-mohase bharapUra, aisA ho to vaha mAyAzalya kahalAtA hai| apane AtmAke liye dharma na karate hue aMtaraMga zraddhAke binA jagatako Thaganeke liye gurupanA AdikI ajJAnakriyA karanA mAyAzalya hai| dharmakI ArAdhanA karate hue jIvako saMsAraphalakI icchA hotI hai, vaha niyANa (nidAna) zalya hai| viSayabhogakI icchAse, dhanakI icchAse, putrakI icchAse yA svarga Adi sukhakI icchAse dharmameM pravRtti karanA nidAna zalya hai| dehako AtmA mAnanA, AtmAko deha mAnanA, svadravya AtmAko paradravya jar3a mAnanA, paradravyako svadravya mAnanA, ye saba mithyAtva arthAt viparIta mAnyatA hai / vaha kA~Teke samAna duHkha denevAlA hai| isaliye use mithyAtvazalya kahate haiN| ataH ina tInoM zalyoMse rahita honA hai| hamane AtmAko jAnA nahIM hai| para jisa sadgurukI zaraNa lI hai, usane to jar3a-cetanako yathArtha jAnA hai-sadgurudevane yathArtha AtmasvarUpako jAnA hai-ataH unakI zraddhA bhI samakita hai| paramakRpAludeva para zraddhA kreN| zraddhA hI AtmA hai| itanA manuSyabhava prApta kara eka satpuruSako DhU~Dhakara usakI saccI zraddhA ho jAyegI to kAma bana jaayegaa| "anya kucha mata khoja, mAtra eka satpuruSako khojakara usake caraNakamalameM sarvabhAva arpaNa karake pravRtti kiye jaa|" jisane AtmAko jAnA hai aise sadgurukI jo zraddhA hai vaha samakita hai| ataH avicala zraddhA kreN| saccekI zraddhAse satyakA phala prApta hogaa| mithyAkI zraddhAse vaisA phala prApta hogaa| 1. artha-bAharase veza acchA dhAraNa kiyA, kiMtu aMdara bharapUra moha hai|

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upadezasaMgraha - 3 343 surata, tA. 12-6-34 yahA~ Aye haiM to bahuta lAbha hogaa| abhI pahacAna nahIM huI hai| pahacAna kara lenI cAhiye / jar3a-cetanakI pahacAna hone para samakita kahA jAtA hai| nau hI tattva jar3a-cetanameM samA jAte haiM / zrI jJAnIne jar3a-cetanakI vyAkhyA yoM kI hai " jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName, cetana cetana bhAva" yaha pada kaMThastha kara leN| isameM jar3a-cetanakI pahacAna karAyI hai| jar3a pudgala hai| usake paramANu haiM, usake paryAya haiM / unheM jJAnI jAnate haiM / jar3a sukha-duHkhako nahIM jAnatA / dravya, guNa, paryAya jar3ake bhI haiM / karma jar3a hai / AtmAko jIva kahate haiM, caitanya zakti kahate haiN| jo jAnatA hai, dekhatA hai vaha jJAnasvarUpa AtmA hai / dravya, guNa, paryAya AtmAke bhI haiN| use jAnane para bhedajJAna hotA hai| jar3ako jar3a samajheM aura cetanako cetana yahI bhedajJAna hai / yaha bAta kaMThastha kara leM / lakSyameM rakheMge to jar3acetanakI pahacAna hogI / 1 surata, tA. 12-6-34 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' yaha mahA camatkArika maMtra hai / smaraNa karate, yAda karate, bolate, vRttiko usImeM saMlagna kara denese koTikarma kSaya hote haiM, zubha bhAva hote haiM, zubhagati aura mokSakA kAraNa hotA hai / mRtyuke samaya cittavRtti maMtrasmaraNameM yA use sunanemeM lagI rahe to acchI gati prApta hotI hai aura janma maraNase mukta honekA vaha samartha kAraNa hotA hai / vRtti hI vairI hai, zatru hai, burA karanevAlI hai| use rokeM / vRttiko rokakara smaraNameM laganA hI tapa hai| yahI dharma hai| satpuruSArthameM raheM / 'ANAo dhammo, ANAo tavo' jJAnIkI zraddhA kara usakI AjJAnusAra caleM / kuguru icchA, vAsanA, tRSNA sahita haiM / 'kyA icchata ? khovata sabe, hai icchA duHkhamUla / ' ve svayaM DUbate haiM, anyako bhI Dubote haiM / snAnAdimeM dharma nahIM hai / billIke bacce' ghAnImeM pila gaye the, vaisA dekhAdekhI dharma karane jAne para adharma hI hotA hai / 1. eka strI pratidina prAtaH jaldI uThakara nadImeM nahAne jAtI / taba rAstemeM bhajana gAtI gAtI calatI thI / itanemeM hI vaha strI bhajana saberA ho gayA hai, ataH eka dina kisI bohareko Avazyaka kAma honese jaldI uThanekI icchA huii| gAtI huI usake ghara ke pAsase bahuta sabere nikalI / yaha sunakara boharene samajhA zIghra uThA, utAvalImeM binA dekhe ghAnImeM tila DAle aura ghAnIko jota diyaa| ghAnIke khar3emeM rAtako billI byA gaI thI isakA use patA nahIM thA, isaliye tilake sAtha billIke bacce pila gaye / sArA tela khUnavAlA lAla lAla ho gayA, para aMdheremeM use kucha patA nahIM calA, usane tela DibbemeM bhara liyA / phira prAtaH vaha strI nadImeM nahAkara vApasa lauttii| Akara bAla sa~vArane lagI to bAlameMse choTI choTI machaliyA~ nikliiN| yaha dekha use lagA ki Aja to bahuta pApa huA / calakara kisI jJAnI guruko batAU~ aura prAyazcitta lU~ / ataH kisI jJAnI guruke pAsa jAkara usane saba bAta btaayii| munine jJAnase jAnA ki ise itanA hI pApa nahIM lagA hai, para aura adhika pApa lagA hai| ataH unhoMne usa

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344 upadezAmRta zIla mahAna tapa hai| jisane zIlavrata dhAraNa kiyA hai vaha saMsArasamudrake kinAre pahu~ca gayA hai| satya, zIla, tyAga, vairAgya dhAraNa karane yogya hai| mumukSu-mokSa kise kahate haiM? prabhuzrI-mUrtimAna mokSa to satpuruSa haiN| mumukSu-satpuruSa kauna haiM? prabhuzrI-jise nizadina AtmAkA upayoga hai vahI satpuruSa hai| AtmAmeM pariNamita honepara mokSa hai| baniyA-paTela, yuvaka vRddha, strI-puruSa Adi rUpameM pariNata hokara yahA~ baiThe ho, una sabase U~ce uThakara, eka AtmA hU~ aisA kahanemAtrase nahIM, para aise pariNAma prApta hoM taba mokSa hai| vRttiko sabameMse uThAkara AtmAmeM moDeM / jo AtmAmeM pariNamita hue haiM, aise jJAnIkI zraddhA hI samakita hai, yaha mokSakA bIja hai| ajJAnIko vyAdhi yA roga ho jAne para 'maiM bImAra hU~, mara rahA hU~, duHkhI ho rahA hU~," yoM ghabarA jAtA hai| samakitIko vyAdhi yA duHkha ho to yaha rogAdi zarIrameM hote haiM, maiM to use jAnanevAlA kevala usase bhinna hU~, yoM jJAtAdraSTA rahatA hai| * * surata, tA. 13-6-34 sadguru kise kahate haiM ? 'AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNuM, te sAcA guru hoya' / AtmajJAna kaise ho? AtmajJAnIke paricayase / satsaMga sadbodhakI kamI hai| saccekI zraddhA honA vyavahAra samakita hai| 'jagatajIva hai krmaadhiinaa|' saba koI udayako bhogate haiN| bharatajI tathA gA~dhIjI donoMko udaya thaa| paraMtu jise samatA-samakita hai, usakA udaya navIna baMdhakA hetu nahIM hotaa| dUsarekA udaya saMsAra bar3hAnevAlA hotA hai| strIse kahA ki amuka boharAke yahA~se do paisekA tAjA tilakA tela le aao| vaha strI usa bohareke yahA~ gyii| rAtake aMdheremeM pIlA huA tela Dabbese nikAlA to vaha lAla dikhAyI diyaa| jisase usane kahA ki koI rAMDa jaldI uThakara gAtI huI jA rahI thI jisase maiMne samajhA ki subaha ho gayI hai| maine zIghratAmeM binA dekhe ghAnI jota dii| usameM kucha pila gayA lagatA hai| aisA kahakara khalIkI jA~ca kI to usameM haDDiyA~ dikhAyI dii| pAsa hI billI baiThI-baiThI ro rahI thii| ataH boharA khedapUrvaka bolA "arere! isa becArI billIke bacce pila gaye!" ___ vaha strI samajha gayI ki mujhe yaha pApa bhI lagA hai, ataH munike pAsa jAkara boharekI kahI huI saba bAta batAyI aura usakA bhI prAyazcitta maaNgaa| munine dayA kara prAyazcitta batAte hue kahA ki aise snAnameM dharma nahIM hai / mahAbhAratameM bhI kahA hai ki___"AtmA nadI saMyamatoyapUrNA satyAvahA zIlataTA dyormiH| tatrAbhiSekaM kuru pANDuputra na vAriNA zuddhyati cAntarAtmA / / " saMyamarUpI jalase bharapUra, satyamaya pravAhavAlI, zIlarUpI taTavAlI, dayArUpI laharoMvAlI AtmArUpa nadImeM he pANDuputra (yudhiSThira), tU snAna kr| bAkI pAnIse to AtmAkI aMtaraMga zuddhi nahIM hotii|

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345 upadezasaMgraha-3 pariNAma, bhAva hI hamAre pAsa abhI pUMjI hai| vaha zuddhatAko prApta ho aise nimitta satsaMga, sadbodhakI ArAdhanA kreN| __ samakitase mokSa hai, bAhya cAritrase mokSa nahIM hai| surata, tA. 14-6-34 mokSa kyA hai? baMdhase chUTanA mokSa hai| satsaMga, sadbodhase vastukI pahacAna hotI hai| jar3acetanakA vibhAga karanA caahiye| satpuruSa para vizvAsa, zraddhA, pratIti yaha 'ekakA aMka hai| __ asadguruse pUrA jagata saMsArasamudrameM DUbA hai| matamatAMtara-Agraharahita 'AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNuM' aise jJAnI gurukI prApti, unakI zraddhA hI jar3a-cetanakI pahacAna kraayeNge| phira jar3ako cetana nahIM mAneMge aura cetanako jar3a nahIM maaneNge| anaMtAnubaMdhI kaise dUra ho? jIvako jJAnIpuruSakI pahacAna honepara tathAprakArase anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha kama honekA kAraNa banane yogya hai| sUryake udaya hone para aMdherekA nAza hotA hai, vaise hI jJAnIpuruSakA samAgama, pahacAna anaMtAnubaMdhIko dUra karanekA upAya hai| bApakA kUA honese DUbakara marA nahIM jaataa| vaise hI bApadAdAne mAnA vaha merA dharma, ve mere guru, aisA Agraha hI anaMtAnubaMdhI hai| AtmA zvetAMbara nahIM hai, digaMbara nahIM hai; vaiSNava nahIM hai, strI nahIM hai, puruSa nahIM hai, vRddha nahIM hai, yuvAna nahIM hai| yoM paryAyadRSTiko dUra kara maiM AtmA hU~-jJAnI sadgurune jAnA vaisA-yoM AtmAkI ora dRSTi kaba kareMge? cetana nirvikalpa hai, para vartamAnameM kalpanAoMse bharA huA hai| nirvikalpadazA prApta karaneke liye satsaMga, sadbodhakA niraMtara sevana karanA caahiye| - jJAnI udayako bhogakara karma kSaya karate haiM, ajJAnI karma bar3hAtA hai| surata, tA. 18-6-34 manuSyabhava bahuta durlabha hai| sat aura zIla mukhya haiN| pratijJA lI ho phira bhI manase sAvadhAna rahanA caahiye| manako mAra ddaaleN| dhakkA mAra-mArakara mAra ddaaleN| kalpanA hai| haDDI, mA~sa, lahU, pIpa Adise bhare camar3emeM Asakta hone jaisA kyA hai? yaha saba jo dikhAyI detA hai vaha kyA AtmA hai? vizvAsa rkheN| zraddhA rkheN| isameM camatkAra hai! jo dikhAI de rahA hai vaha saba jar3a hai| dekhanevAlA AtmA bhinna hai| usa para dRSTi kreN| jo paryAya dikhAyI detA hai, vaha jar3a hai| jar3ako dravya, guNa, paryAya haiN| AtmAko bhI dravya, guNa, paryAya hote haiN| AtmAke paryAya svaparyAya haiM aura jar3ake paryAya paraparyAya haiN| paraparyAyameMse AtmA para dRSTi karanI hai| ise bAraMbAra smaraNa kreN| 1. mUlabhUta bAta, zurUAta, prAraMbha

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346 upadezAmRta jagatameM jo dikhAyI de rahA hai use jarUpa dekheM, pudgalarUpa dekheM-usake paryAyoMko jaane| pudgalako pudgalarUpase dekhanese AtmA para dRSTi jaayegii| pudgala AtmA nahIM hai, pudgala apanA nahIM hai| AtmAkI hI raTana rAtadina niraMtara rkheN| "pariNati saba jIvanakI, tIna bhAta baranI; __ eka puNya, eka pApa, eka rAga-haranI." zubha pariNati, azubha pariNati aura zuddha pariNati / vItarAga pariNatimeM AnA caahiye| tA.30-6-34 eka bAra par3hakara, phira yAda rahe huekA vistArase kathana kreN| aisA abhyAsa ddaaleN| yaha svAdhyAya hai| yaha tapa hai| isase vAkyalabdhi bar3hatI hai| jo vrata samyagdRSTi karatA hai vahI vrata mithyAdRSTi bhI karatA hai| prathamako nirjarA hotI hai, dUsareko baMdha hotA hai| samyagdRSTi aisA kyA karatA hai? samyagdRSTi ulaTeko sulaTA kara detA hai| yogyatAkI kamI hai| sabase pahale mArgake jJAtA jJAnIke samAgama dvArA zraddhA-pratIti kreN| nau pUrva par3hA phira bhI mithyAtva / to samyagdRSTimeM aisI kyA vizeSatA hai? samyagdRSTi AtmAmeM pariNamita hue haiM; mithyAtvI pariNamita nahIM hue, parameM pariNamana huA hai-bolane mAtrakA jJAna hai| yogyatA arthAt pariNAma-pariNamana hone para hI yogyatA kahI hai| khicar3I cUlhe para car3hakara taiyAra huI, vaise hI pariNamana hone para hI yogyatA hotI hai| taba taka kacAsa hai| mumukSu-pariNamana kaise ho? prabhuzrI-dRSTi badalanese / samakitIkI dRSTi badala gaI hai| yaha jo choTA, bar3A, baniyA, brAhmaNa, strI, puruSa Adi dikhAyI detA hai, vaha saba dRSTi badalane para AtmA dikhAyI detA hai ki yaha to AtmA hai| vaha sabase alaga hai| yoM dRSTi badalanese pariNAma AtmAmeM hue haiN| khAte-pIte, calatephirate jahA~ dRSTi par3e vahA~ pahale AtmA dikhAyI detA hai| yoM dRSTi badalanekI AvazyakatA hai| taba phira pariNamana honA anivArya hI hai| vyAdhi Aye, roga Aye, mRtyu Aye to bhI samakitIko mahotsava hai| tA. 1-7-34 "jagata AtmArUpa mAnanemeM Aye"-dRSTi badale to vikArake sthAnoMmeM vairAgya hotA hai| svacchaMda aura pramAda bAdhaka haiN|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 347 tA.7-734 saba parameM pariNata hokara baiThe haiN| AtmAmeM pariNatise hI mukti hai| udAsInatA-samatA-rAgadveSarahita pariNati AtmAkI hai| yaha kAlA hai, yaha gorA hai, yaha choTA hai, yaha bar3A hai, yaha zatru hai, yaha mitra hai-yaha bAhyadRSTi hai| use palaTAkara yaha merA sAkSAt AtmA, yaha bhI merA sAkSAt AtmA, yoM sabameM AtmAko kaba dekheMge? jJAnIse AtmAko dekhanekI dRSTi prApta ho tabhI rAga-dveSa miTate haiN| jisa-tisameM maiM aura merApana ho gayA hai yahI mithyAtva hai| kadAcit koI Upara-Uparase aisA kaha de ki ye dehAdi mere nahIM haiM, to bhI kyA yaha jAnA hai ki merA kyA hai? merA jo hai usa AtmasvarUpako yathArtha to jJAnIne hI jAnA hai| ataH usa jJAnIkI zraddhAse AtmAko dekhanekI dRSTi banAyeM / dRSTi viSamaya hai, use tattvakI ora kreN| tA. 29-7-34 jJAnIse jo dravyase bhI zIla arthAt brahmacarya AyA hai, vaha samakita honekA kAraNa hai| jisake pAsa sat aura zIla hai use samakita avazya hogaa| samakita na ho taba taka usIke liye jhureN| usIkI icchA, vAMchA rkheN| tA.30-734 kaSAyakA svarUpa jJAnI hI jAnate haiN| mRtyuke samaya kaSAya tUphAna macAte haiM, lezyAko bigAr3ate haiN| ataH prathama pATha yahI sIkhanA hai ki 'dhIraja' / oho! yaha to maiM jAnatA hU~, aisA na kareM; dhairya, samatA aura kSamA ina tInoMkA abhyAsa bddh'aayeN| roga yA vedanAko samatApUrvaka sahanekA abhyAsa kreN| maiMne to AtmAko nahIM jAnA hai, para pUrvake anaMta jJAniyoMne usa AtmAko yathAtathya jAnA hai| jisakI zaraNameM maiM hU~ una jJAnI sadguru bhagavAnane bhI vaise hI AtmAko yathAtathya jAnA hai, vaha mujhe bhI mAnya hai| vaisA hI siddhake samAna merA AtmA zuddha hai| vahI merA svarUpa hai| vahI mujhe prApta ho! jJAnIko jo hai vaha mujhe bhI ho! itanI bAta apUrva hai| tA. 179-34 guNAnurAgI bneN| mukhya yahI karanA hai| AtmAko dekhane para hI guNAnurAgI banA jA sakatA hai| dRSTi parivartanase hI yaha saMbhava hai| "prabhu, prabhu laya lAgI nahIM" he jIva! kyA icchata have? hai icchA duHkhamUla; jaba icchAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla."

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upadezAmRta kutteko lAThI mArane para phira ve lauTa kara nahIM Ate, vaise hI karmoM para jJAnIpuruSake vacanarUpI lAThIkA prahAra ho to jo karma Aye haiM ve bhAga jAneke liye hI Aye haiM, phira lauTakara AnevAle nahIM haiM / 348 tA. 9-10-34 1 jIvako satsaMgakA mAhAtmya nahIM lagA hai, sAmAnya bAta ho gayI hai / pahacAna nahIM huI hai / koI kahe ki abhI yahA~se gaye ve to rAjA the| taba Azcaryacakita hokara pUchatA hai ki "heM! kyA rAjA the?" pIchese pazcAttApa karatA hai / vaise hI jIvane jJAnI aura satsaMgako yathArthameM pahacAnA nahIM hai / pIche pachatAtA hai / satsaMga meM kyA hotA hai ? jinhoMne AtmAko jAnA hai, aise AtmAmeM ramaNa karanevAle jJAnIke darzana yA samAgamakA saMyoga milatA hai / yaha milanA ati durlabha hai ! 1 "enuM svapne jo darzana pAme re tenuM mana na car3he bIje bhAme re !' yoga milane para bhI pahacAna ho tabhI apUrva bhAva jAgrata hote haiM / apUrva bhAva Ane para hI kalyANa hotA hai / satsaMgameM AtmAke bhAva vizuddhatAko prApta hote haiN| 'Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re' / jIvane AtmabhAvako jAnA nahIM hai / saMkalpa - vikalpane hI jIvakA burA kiyA hai / saMkalpa-vikalpa dvArA karmakI prakRtikA anusaraNa kara jIva karmake Dhera bA~dha letA hai / satsaMgameM- zItala zAMta mahAtmAkI upasthitimeM-- AtmAkA bhAva, upayoga saMkalpa-vikalpakA tyAga kara jJAnIke vacanameM jur3atA hai, usameM lIna hotA hai, jisase koTi karma kSaya hote haiM / AtmA kaisI apUrva vastu hai ! anya nAzavAna padArthoMkI jitanI ciMtA hai, utanI bhI AtmA liye nahIM hai / yugalikakA sukha, cakravartIkA, iMdrakA, ahamindrakA jo sukha hai, una sabase anaMtagunA sukha siddhako eka samayameM hai / sarva AtmA siddhake samAna haiM, para apane sukhako prApta karanekI AkAMkSA kahA~ hai ? vizvAsa, zraddhA kahA~ hai ? kitane adhika puNya bar3he taba manuSyabhava milA hai ! usase bhI kitane adhika puNya bar3he taba satpuruSakA yoga milA hai ! aba avasara AyA hai, saMyoga milA hai / jAgRta ho jaayeN| pramAdase anaMta kamAI hAra na jAyeM / AtmAko pahacAnanekA puruSArtha kareM / durlabha satsaMgako saphala banA leM / AtmAko pahacAnaneke liye gurugama cAhiye / divyacakSuse AtmAkI pahacAna hotI hai| ina carmacakSuoMse to yaha motIbhAI, yaha mANekabhAI, yaha puruSa, yaha strI, yaha choTA, yaha bar3A, yaha baniyA, yaha brAhmaNa Adi dikhAyI dete haiM / kintu divyacakSu prApta hone para yaha saba jo dikhAyI de rahA hai vaha pudgala, jar3a bhAsyamAna hotA hai / unheM dekhane-jAnanevAlA AtmA pratyakSa sabase bhinna sabase prathama bhAsita hotA hai / 1. bhAvArtha - yadi koI svapnameM bhI isakA (sadgurukA, AtmAkA ) darzana pAtA hai to usakA mana anya bhramameM nahIM par3atA /

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upadezasaMgraha-3 349 jelameM par3e ho, baMdI hue ho, jaise-taise samaya pUrA kara rahe ho| bahuta duHkha hai sNsaarmeN| aba yadi AtmajJAna nahIM huA to duHkha miTanevAlA nahIM hai| ataH prApta yogako saphala banAneke liye jAgrata ho jaao| mohanidrAko dUra kro| indriyoMrUpI zatruoMko zatru samajhakara unheM parAjita kro| jJAna, dhyAna AtmA hai| vicAra, dhyAna AtmA hai| satsaMgameM bodha zravaNa hotA hai, vahA~ jo lAbha hotA hai vaha dikhAyI nahIM detaa| abhI hajAra-do hajAra rupayoMkA lAbha ho to vaha dikhAyI detA hai| aise lAbhake liye jIva daur3akara jAtA hai| para yahA~ karma naSTa ho jAyeM, bhava kaTa jAyeM, aisI kamAI hai vaha dikhAyI nahIM detii| isaliye jIvako satsaMgake prati vizvAsa, prema, ullAsa, alaukika bhAva nahIM aataa| saMkalpa-vikalpane burA kiyA hai| mana thor3I dera bhI bekAra nahIM rhtaa| karmake Dhera bA~dhatA rahatA hai| koI vyApArI ho vaha patra likhe ki pacAsa maTake gur3a bhejanA, dosau-pA~casaukA amuka mAla bhejnaa| yoM pUrA patra amuka amuka vastue~ bhejaneke viSayameM bharA ho, kintu aMtima paMktimeM likha de ki uparokta koI bhI vastu mata bhejanA, to? pUrA likhA huA patra bekAra ho gyaa| vaise hI yaha jIva saMkalpa-vikalpase karmake Dhera bA~dhatA rahatA hai ki aisA karU~ aura vaisA kruuN| aisemeM satsaMgameM sunA huA eka vacana yadi yAda A jAye to mana vaisI kalpanAe~ karanemeM maMda par3a jAtA hai yA udAsIna ho jAtA hai| vahA~ AtmabhAvakI ora mur3e to AsravameM saMvara hotA hai| kamAIkA Dhera laga jAtA hai| yoM satsaMgameM sunA huA bodha jIvakA apUrva hita karanevAlA hai| tA. 10-6-34 upayoga AtmA hai| ataH use phcaano| sahaja sukha AtmAmeM hai| upayogako AtmAkI ora mor3ane para sahaja sukha prakaTa hotA hai| abhI vaha upayoga zubha yA azubha hai, zuddha nahIM hai| jagatameM jahA~-tahA~ parapadArthoM meM, indriyaviSayoMmeM bhaTakatA hai, jisase baMdhana hue haiM, bhavabhramaNa hue haiN| mana, vRtti jahA~-tahA~ bhaTakatI hai| ataH manako jIto, vRttiyoMko roko / jagatake padArthoM se upayogako AtmAmeM laao| 'sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayAM / ' ___AtmA dekho| haDDI-camar3I lekara saba ghUma rahe ho; ataH haDDI-camar3I Adi bAhya padArtha na dekhakara una sabako dekhanevAle aura jAnanevAle AtmAko dekheMge to lAbhake Dhera laga jAyeMge, rAgadveSa nahIM hoNge| __ mumukSu-upayogako AtmAmeM kaise lAyA jAyeM ? AtmAko to jAnA nahIM hai| taba sabase uThAkara use kahA~ lagAyeM ? prabhuzrI-upayogako AtmAmeM lagAyeM-jaba taka AtmAko nahIM jAnA hai taba taka jisane AtmAko jAnA hai aise jJAnImeM vizvAsa rakheM aura phira vaise bhedI batAyeM vahA~ (upayogako lgaayeN|) para kamI kisakI hai? vairAgyakI, bodhkii| pramAda, Alasya aura vRttiyA~ bhaTakatI hai unheM rokeM / 'kara vicAra to pAma / ' 'jaba jAgeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge rNg|' mohanidrAmeM so rahA hai, use jAgrata kreN|

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350 upadezAmRta upayoga zubha-azubha hotA hai to kyA zuddha nahIM ho sakatA? avazya hogaa| sarva AtmA siddha samAna haiN| puruSArtha karo, satpuruSArtha kro| bhavasthiti Adi tUphAnako jAne do, satpuruSArtha kro| dIpotsava, saM.1990 hama apane hRdayakI bAta batAte haiN| hameM to roma-romameM eka yahI priya hai| paramakRpAludeva hI hamArI jIvanaDora haiN| jahA~ unake guNagAna hote hoM vahA~ hameM ullAsa AtA hai| hamArA to sarvasva ve hI haiN| hameM to ve hI mAnya haiN| Apako aisI mAnyatA karanA yaha ApakA adhikAra hai| jisakA mahAbhAgya hogA use yaha mAnyatA hogii| saralatAse batA rahe haiM ki jise yaha mAnyatA hogI usakA kalyANa ho jaayegaa| bhole-bhAloMkA kAma hogaa| zraddhA, vizvAsa, pratIti hoMge unakA bhavabhramaNa miTa jaayegaa| aisA dRr3ha kareM ki maiMne to AtmAko jAnA nahIM hai, paraMtu jJAnI paramakRpAludeva aura anaMta jJAniyoMne use yathAtathya jAnA hai, vaisA hI merA AtmA hai| paramakRpAludevane jisa AtmAko dekhA hai, vahI mujhe mAnya hai, use prApta karaneke liye mujhe unhIMkI zaraNa grahaNa karanI hai| itane zeSa bhavameM aba to mujhe yahI karanA hai, yahI mAnanA hai ki paramakRpAludevane jisa AtmAko jAnA, dekhA, anubhava kiyA, vaisA hI merA AtmA zuddha, siddha samAna hai| ataH aba mujhe mAnyatA, vizvAsa, zraddhA, pratIti romaromameM yahI karanI hai| itane bhavameM yadi itanI zraddhA to gayI to merA ahobhAgya! phira cAhe to duHkha Aye, roga Aye, cAhe to deha chUTa jAya, para merI yaha zraddhA acala rhe| "samakita sAthe sagAI kIdhI, saparivArazuM gADhI; mithyAmati aparAdhaNa jANI, gharathI bAhera kADhI." cAhe to abhI narakameM jAnA par3e, para merI zraddhA anya nahIM hogii| vrata niyama karanA yaha Apake hAthameM hai| yaha karmakI prakRti hai| AtmA nhiiN| 'brahma satyaM jagat mithyA'- AtmA sat aura jagata mithyA / jJAnI AtmA haiM, unakI zraddhA samakita hai, yaha eka hI satya hai| dinako yadi jJAnI rAta kaheM to tadanusAra apane vikalpoMko chor3akara rAta kheN| aisI zraddhAvAle jIva kRpAludevake samayameM the| aisI zraddhA caahiye| __ jina jIvoMko paramakRpAludevakI zraddhA huI hai, unake prati hameM pUjyabhAva hotA hai, kyoMki ve satyase cipake haiM, jisase unakA kalyANa honevAlA hai| tA. 10-11-34 1"aMtaraMga guNa goThaDI re, janaraMjano re lAla; nizcaya samakita teha re, duHkhabhaMjano re lAla." 'aMtaraMga guNa goThaDI' se kyA tAtparya hai? 1. bhAvArtha-jahA~ aMtaraMga guNoMke sAtha maitrI yAni prema-prIti hai, AtmAmeM hI ramaNatA hai, vahIM nizcaya samakita hai| (zrI yazovijayajI kRta caMdrabAhu stavana / )

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351 upadezasaMgraha-3 1"bahirAtama tajI aMtara AtamA-rUpa thaI thira bhAva, sujJAnI, paramAtamarnu ho Atama bhAvavU, Atama arpaNa dAva, sujJAnI. sumaticaraNakaja Atama arapaNA." paramAtmA kyA paradeza gayA hai? sabake pAsa hai| camatkAra hai, ceta jaayeN| jisako zraddhA prApta ho gayI usako adhikase adhika ardhapudgala parAvartanameM mokSa hogA hii| ataH zraddhA acala kreN| mumukSu-yahA~ jo haiM una sabako zraddhA to hai| prabhuzrI-yadi sabako zraddhA hai to sabhIkA mokSa bhI nizcita hai| zraddhA saccI honI caahiye| mumukSu-saccI zraddhA kise kahI jAye? prabhuzrI-jJAnIne AtmAko jaisA jAnA hai, vaisA merA AtmA hai, vahI mujhe mAnya hai aura maiM to jJAnIkA dAsa hU~, aisI sacce jJAnIkI jisako zraddhA hogI usakA mokSa hogA hii| aneka jIvoMkA uddhAra ho jaayegaa| ____ abhI taka eka bhI namaskAra nahIM kiyA hai| eka bAra bhI darzana nahIM kiye haiN| bodha sunakara bhI abhI taka sunA nhiiN| yogyatAkI kamI hai| yogyatA Ane para jJAnI bulAkara de deNge| AtmA to jJAnI hI deNge| dRSTi badale to kucha dUsarA hI dIkhatA hai| jagata AtmArUpa dikhAyI detA hai| carmacakSuse jo dikhAyI detA hai vaha paryAyadRSTi hai| jJAnacakSu prApta honepara AtmA dikhAyI degaa| ___'samayaM goyama mA pamAe' samaya mAtrakA bhI pramAda na kreN| upayoga AtmAmeM lage, smaraNakI ora lage to koTi karma kSaya ho jAte haiN| ataH samaya mAtra bhI upayoga anya sthAna para na bhaTake, isake liye puruSArtha kreN| bIta rahe amUlya samayako upayogameM leneke liye jAgrata ho jaaye| yaha koTi karma kSaya karanekA avasara hai| tA. 13-11-34 - yaha jIva satpuruSakA, jJAnIpuruSakA prakaTa cora hai aisA kahA jAtA hai, Apako yaha bAta kaisI lagatI hai? (carcA honeke bAda upadeza) zuddha AtmasvarUpa hamArA hai| use jJAnIne jAnA hai, use chor3akara merA hAtha, merA pA~va, merA zarIra Adi paravastu aura parabhAvakA grahaNa corI hai| apanI vastuko chor3akara parAyIko grahaNa karanA corI hai| zubha-azubha bhAva corI hai| mAtra zuddha bhAva apanA hai| _pUrA jagata mohanidrAmeM so rahA hai, U~gha rahA hai| satpuruSake vacana use U~ghameMse jAgRta karanevAle haiN| satsaMgameM ve vacana-bodha zravaNa karanese koTi bhava naSTa hote haiN| pApake dala saMkramaNa kara puNyarUpa ho jAte haiN| 'camakameM motI piro le, nahIM to ghora aMdhakAra hai| ataH sAvadhAna ho 1. he sujJAnI! bahirAtmabhAva chor3akara aMtarAtmArUpa sthirabhAva karake paramAtmapadamaya AtmabhAvakA ciMtana kro| AtmA paramAtmAko samarpita karanekA avasara AyA hai| he sumatinAtha prabhu! maiM Apake caraNakamalameM AtmA arpaNa karatA huuN| (dekheM-zrI AnaMdaghanajI kRta sumati jina-stavana)

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3522 upadezAmRta jaaye| jJAnIko to aba Apako jagAnA hai, sone nahIM denA hai| ataH jAgrata ho jAyeM, ceta jAyeM, AtmAko phcaaneN| janma, jarA aura mRtyu-janma, jarA aura mRtyu, inake jaisA anya koI duHkha nahIM hai| yaha duHkha kise nahIM hai? cakravartI, iMdra Adi sabhI duHkhI hI haiN| saMpUrNa loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai| merA merA' mAna rahA hai, para eka samaya to yaha saba avazya chor3anA pdd'egaa| suI bhI sAthameM nahIM aayegii| saba kAma adhUre chor3akara jAnA pdd'egaa| kisIke pUre nahIM hue haiN| ataH sAvadhAna ho jaao| kAcakI zIzIkI bhA~ti yaha deha phaTase phUTa jaayegii| phira aisA yoga kahA~se milegA? manuSyabhava bahuta durlabha hai| Apake pAsa kyA hai? bhAva hai, upayoga hai, AtmA hai / yaha pU~jI ApakI hai, yaha mUla pU~jI hai| Apa sabake pAsa hai| usakI pahacAna kro| usakI pahacAna yahA~ satsaMgameM hI hogii| svabhAvako chor3akara vibhAvameM pariNata hue haiM, zuddha upayogako chor3akara azuddha upayogameM ramaNa kara rahe haiM aura paramAtmasvarUpako chor3akara bahirAtmatAmeM ramaNatA hai, yaha saba parakA grahaNa arthAt corI hai| satsaMgake prati alaukika bhAva hoM tabhI AtmAkI pahacAna hotI hai| eka mAtra AtmA, AtmA aura AtmAkI hI bAta / itanA bhava AtmAke liye hI bitaayeN| AtmAko sNbhaaleN| satpuruSako DhUMDhakara usake eka bhI vacanako grahaNa kareM, pakar3a leN| yahI Apake sAtha AnevAlA hai| AjJAse jo-jo sAdhana prApta hue haiM, ve mokSa denevAle hoNge| sAmAyika laukika rItise bhale hI hajAroM kareM, para jJAnIkI AjJAse pA~ca-dasa miniTa bhI AtmAke liye bitAyeMge to vaha dIpaka prakaTa kregii| 'vItarAgakA kahA huA parama zAMta rasamaya dharma pUrNa satya hai|' vItarAga arthAt koI matamatAMtara nahIM rhaa| yaha pATha camatkArI hai, nitya par3hane yogya hai| 'mAraga sAcA mila gayA, chUTa gaye saMdeha / ' isa eka dohemeM bhI camatkAra hai! totAraTaMta, Upara Uparase kaMThastha kiyA hone para bhI kisI . samaya satpuruSase marma samajhameM Anepara dIpaka prakaTa ho jaayegaa| aise camatkArika isa puruSake-paramakRpAludevake vacana haiN| 'AtmA hai' Adi chaha padakA patra apUrva hai! bhAva alaukika hone cAhiye / 'sammaddiThThI na karei pAvaM' jJAnI AtmA haiN| karma jar3a haiN| jJAnI jar3ako para samajhakara grahaNa nahIM krte| "jina so hI hai AtamA, anya hoI so karma; karma kaTe so jinabacana, tattvajJAnIko marma." isa jIvako bhedajJAnakI AvazyakatA hai| vajrakI bhIMta par3e to yaha pAnI isa ora aura dUsarA pAnI usa ora, alagake alg| bodhakI AvazyakatA hai| taba jar3a aura cetana eka nahIM mAne jAyeMge, alaga alaga hI lgeNge| aMdheremeM dIpaka lAyeM to ujAlA hote dera nahIM lgegii| yaha merA zarIra, yaha merA ghara-saba 1. samyagdarzanarUpI dIpaka / pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIne dIpaka zabdakA prayoga samakita sUcaka arthameM kiyA hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 353 merA merA karatA thA vaha saba badala gyaa| merA to eka mAtra caitanya, jar3a kabhI merA nahIM ho sakatA, maiM usase bhinna hU~, alaga hU~-aisA bhedajJAna hone para mokSa hotA hai| samajha badala jAnI cAhiye / jahA~ tahA~ bodhakI AvazyakatA hai| vaha ho to samajha bdlegii| samajhanese hI mukti hai| samajhe to sarala hai, anyathA mahA duSkara hai| satsaMgase samajha AtI hai| - anAdise saMyogako AtmA mAnA hai| isa Agrahako chor3anA pdd'egaa| mAtra AtmA, AtmAkI pakar3a kreN| AtmAkI kaisI sattA hai! AtmA kaisA hai! AtmAko jAnanekA avasara AyA hai| ____eka bhAI sAmAyika lekara baiThA / sAmAyika pUrI honepara mitrake sAtha nATaka dekhane jAyeMge, isa vikalpameM sAmAyika pUrI huii| dUsarA bhAI vyAvahArika kAmase smazAnameM gayA, kiMtu bhAva sAmAyikake the, usIkA vicAra thaa| dUsare dina gurune kahA, "sAmAyika to smazAnameM gayA, use huI, use tapa huaa| dUsare bhAIne to karma bA~dhe / nivRtti milI taba satyAnAza kiyA!" tA. 16-11-34 'zrImad rAjacaMdra meM se vAcana "jo jIva mohanidrAmeM soye hue haiM ve amuni haiN| niraMtara AtmavicArapUrvaka muni to jAgrata rahate haiN| pramAdIko sarvathA bhaya hai, apramAdIko kisI tarahase bhaya nahIM hai|" pramatta kise kaheMge? apramatta kise kahA jAyegA? AtmabhAvameM rahe vaha apramatta / vastuko prApta aise Apta puruSameM vRtti, pariNAma le jAnA apramatta honekA kAraNa hai| satsaMgameM bodha sunA ho tadanusAra yaha merA nahIM, yaha merA nahIM, yoM bhinnatA anubhava kareM arthAt bhedajJAna ho to apramatta banA jaayegaa| viSaya-kaSAya bar3e zatru haiN| viSayoMke bAhya tyAgase bhI phala hai| para jaba taka aMtaraMga tyAga na ho taba taka kAma nahIM banatA / vRkSako Upara Uparase kATane para jaba taka mUla rahegA, taba taka phirase ugegA, naSTa nahIM hogA; kintu mUlameMse kATa degeM to hI dubArA nahIM ugegaa| isI prakAra aMtarake viSaya-kaSAyako nirmUla kreN| vRttikA kSaya karanekA puruSArtha kreN| "ehI nahi hai kalpanA, ehI nahIM vibhaMga; jaba jAgeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge raMga." dIpakase dIpaka prakaTa hotA hai| AptapuruSa dIpaka hai| usameM vRtti, pariNAma karanese dIpaka prakaTa hogaa| AlasyameM, pramAdameM, gaphalatameM saba jA rahA hai| "kadama rakhanemeM pApa hai, dekhanemeM jahara hai aura sira para mauta savAra hai, yaha vicAra karake Ajake dinameM praveza kr|" jo kala karanA hai use Aja hI kara leN| kAlakA vizvAsa nahIM hai| AtmAko dekhanA ho, para gurugamake binA kaise dekheMge? vahA~ to tAle jar3e hue haiN| taba cAbIke binA dvAra kaise khulegA? 'pAve nahi gurugama binA, ehI anAdi sthit|' yaha kathana trikAlameM bhI nahIM bdlegaa| gurugama to cAhiye hii| Jain Education Internal

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354 upadezAmRta tA. 17-11-34 bar3e se bar3e zatru pA~ca viSaya aura cAra kaSAya haiN| unake prati kaTAkSa dRSTi rkheN| chaha khir3akiyoMvAle eka makAnameM khar3e rahakara dinabhara eka khir3akIko chor3akara dUsarIse, dUsarIko chor3akara tIsarIse, yoM khir3akiyoMse bAhara hI dekhA kare to makAnake aMdara kyA hai usakA patA nahIM lgtaa| isI prakAra pA~ca indriyA~ aura manase AtmA bAhya viSayoMmeM hI Asakta rahe taba aMdara kyA hai vaha kisa prakAra jJAta ho? khar3A to aMdara hai para dRSTi bAhara hai| usa dRSTiko aMdara karanA hai| AtmAko dekhanA hai| taba apanI sarva vibhUti jJAta hogii| ___ apanI vastu to AtmA hai| saMkalpa vikalpa Adi apane nahIM hai| AtmAko dekheM, aMtarameM dekheN| bAhara dekhanese baMdhana hue haiN| mehamAna hai, atithi hai| 'pavanase bhaTakI koyl|' akelA hai, akelA jaayegaa| abhI bhI baMdhanameM hai, manuSyabhava mahAna puNyase milA hai| baMdhanase chUTanekA upAya satsaMga aura satpuruSakA bodha hai / AtmAkI bAta, usa para vicAra manuSyabhavameM hI ho sakatA hai| koTi bhava naSTa hote haiN| saba kalaMka hai, saMyoga hai, nAzavAna hai| akelA AyA hai aura akelA jaayegaa| aba AtmAse sagAI karo, use phcaano| sadguruke binA jJAna nahIM hai| Apa siddha samAna hai, AtmA hai| puruSa nahIM, strI nhiiN| 'paryAya dRSTi na dIjiye' jahA~ dRSTi DAle vahA~ AtmA dekheM / jagata AtmArUpa dekhA jAya to kaisA ho jAya! para gurugama cAhiye / viSayakaSAya so tU nahIM, tU to AtmA hai| yaha saba terA nahIM hai, yaha to saMbaMdha hai| saMbaMdha to chUTa jAtA hai| pratyekake pAsa AtmA hai, bhAva hai, upayoga hai| kamI kisakI hai? bhAna nahIM hai usakI / dRSTi badalanese hI bhAna hotA hai| vikArayukta dRSTi ho vahA~ vairAgyayukta dRSTi karanI cAhiye / yahI puruSArtha kartavya hai| tA.30-11-34 'nahIM, nahIM, nahIM' karate jo zeSa rahe vaha tU hai| jise dekhanA hai usa para bhAva kareM to vaisA pariNamana hotA hai| upayogakI bahuta AvazyakatA hai| upayoga pahacAna karAtA hai| yaha jar3a aura yaha cetana-aisI pahacAna nahIM hai| sabhI bhUloMmeM mUla bhUla kyA hai ? mithyAtva / saMsArakA mUla mithyAtva hai| jar3ako apanA mAnanA hI mithyAtva hai| vastukI pahacAna nahIM hai| jo jaisA ho use vaisA na kahA jAya aura anya kahA jAya yahI mUla bhUla hai, yahI ajJAna hai / AtmA sat hai, usake sthAna para mithyA jagatako sat kahatA hai| AtmAko dekhA ho to jJAna kahalAtA hai| anyako apanA mAnanA aura svayaMko bhUla jAnA, hai kucha aura dekhanA kucha, kyA yaha bhUla nahIM hai? AtmAke binA kyA yaha saba dekhA jA sakatA hai? ataH use dekheN| usa para bhAva hoM to turata pariNamana hotA hI hai| jIvako isIkA dhyAna rakhanekI AvazyakatA hai| ise sa~bhAlanA cAhiye, smaraNameM yAda karanA cAhiye, isImeM hI citta lagAnA cAhiye / yahI kartavya hai| sAvaceta hone jaisA hai, dhokhA hai| yaha saba satya nahIM hai| mAyAvI prakAza

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355 upadezasaMgraha-3 saccA nahIM, banAvaTI hai, pataMgakA raMga hai, majIThakA nhiiN| jIvako samajha ho to majIThakA raMga lagatA hai| yaha kartavya hai| 'kara vicAra to pAma' yaha kathana camatkArI hai| AtmasiddhimeM bahuta acchI bAta kahI hai "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma; / nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, o ja dharmano marma." jinako dehAdhyAsa chUTa gayA hai, ve karate hue bhI nahIM karate, khAte hue bhI nahIM khAte, bolate hue bhI nahIM bolate, bhoga bhogate hue bhI nahIM bhogate, yaha Azcarya to dekho! taba unheM bhedajJAna huA na? haiM to saMsArameM, phira bhI saMsArameM nahIM; dehameM hote hue bhI dehameM nahIM hai! yaha samajhameM parivartana ho gayA na? yaha to 'sukha AyA, duHkha A par3A, pUjA huI, satkAra huA, vyAdhi AyI, maraNa AyA' yoM mAna baiThA vahA~ kartA bhoktA huaa| svayaM kaisA hai? siddhake samAna, na choTA na bar3A / aisI dRSTi chor3egA? mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai| yaha bhUla nahIM nikalI hai / bAlakakI bhA~ti bAhara dekhatA hai, ise nahIM dekhtaa| paryAya dekhakara use AtmA maanaa| 'bUr3hA hU~, duHkhI hU~', yaha saba mithyA mAnA hai| tU mokSasvarUpa hai| "o ja dharmathI mokSa cha, tuM cho mokSasvarUpa; anaMta darzana jJAna tuM, avyAbAdha svarUpa." tU aisA nahIM hai| bAdhA-pIr3A rahita, anaMta jJAnadarzanavAlA tU hai| vizvAsa AyegA? mithyAko satya mAnanA yaha kaisI bhArI bhUla hai! mUla vastu para vicAra nahIM kiyaa| ajara, amara, avinAzI, zAzvata! na strI, na puruSa, aisA tU AtmA hai| hama kaha rahe haiM use tU satya mAna / vicAra karegA to AnaMda hI AnaMda ho jaayegaa| "zuddha buddha caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma; bIjuM kahiye keTaluM? kara vicAra to pAma." ina tIna gAthAoMmeM yoM pakar3A diyA hai| mRtyuke samaya ina tIna gAthAoMmeM upayoga laga jAya to kAma bana jAya / isakA bhedI mile, pakar3a ho, vicAra kareM to pAye, samAdhimaraNa ho jAya / eka dina yaha deha to chUTegI, maraNa AyegA taba dekha lenA! jIbha sUkha jAyegI, kAnase sunAI nahIM degA, A~khakA sAmarthya calA jaayegaa| kAma adhUre chor3akara AyA hai, adhUre chor3akara jaayegaa| saba gaye chor3a chor3akara / kAla kisIko chor3atA hai? __mehamAno! avasara AyA hai| yaha camatkArika gAthA AtmAko samajhaneke liye hai| ise laukika dRSTimeM nikAla diyA hai| alaukika dRSTise nahIM dekhA hai| mRtyukI vedanAke samaya bodha yAda A jAye to kAma bana jaaye| bhale hI aisA duHkha rahe, para merA to-zuddha buddha, caitanyadhana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma-aisA AtmasvarUpa hai| vedanA, roga, mRtyu koI mere nahIM haiN| ise dekhanevAlA, jAnanevAlA bhedavijJAna dvArA bhinna pratIta hotA hai| 'kara vicAra to pAma / ' jJAnI aura ajJAnI donoMko roga to bhoganA hI par3atA hai| paraMtu jJAnI kahate haiM-"isase dugunI vedanA bhale hI Aye, maiM tere gharameM rahU~gA taba na? kSamA, sahanazIlatA, saMtoSa, dhairya, samatA-isa

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356 upadezAmRta suMdara AtmAke gharameM maiM nivAsa kruuNgaa| phira vedanA merA kyA bigAr3a sakatI hai ?" bhedavijJAna honese jJAnI parameM pariNamita nahIM hote paraMtu jJAtA-draSTA sAkSI rahate haiM, nyAreke nyAre rahate haiN| tA. 26-12-34 AtmA hI sAre jagatameM sarvotkRSTa vastu hai| AtmAmeM jo sukha hai vaha saMsArameM kahIM nahIM hai| indrake, caMdrake sukha bhI nAzavAna haiM, mAyA haiN| sacce sukhI eka mAtra jJAnI haiN| ve AtmAmeM ramaNa karate haiN| jJAnIke pAsa divya cakSu hote haiM, jisase ve AtmAko dekhate haiN| anya jIva bAhya dRSTise paryAyako dekhate haiM / carmacakSuse AtmA nahIM dekhA jA sktaa| AtmAko kisa prakAra dekhA jAya? pUrvakarma aura puruSArthase / pUrvakarma hai to yaha manuSyabhava milA hai; satsaMga, satpuruSakA yoga yaha saba milA hai| ataH aba avasara AyA hai| taiyAra ho jaayeN| puruSArtha kreN| sat aura zIla puruSArtha hai| zuddha, buddha, caitanyaghana, anaMta sukhamaya, mokSasvarUpa, paramAtmA-siddha-samAna sarva jIva haiN| jJAnIkI bhakti sahita satsaMgameM AtmAkI bAta sunanA puNyakA kAraNa hai-koTi karmakA nAza hotA hai| ataH puruSArtha kreN| camakameM motI piro leN| mRtyu to sabako eka dina aayegii| usake pahale ceta jaayeN| 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe' yaha vAkya camatkArI hai| samaya mAtra bhI pramAda nahIM karanA caahiye| 4 tA. 27-12-34 kaise zAzvata sukha haiM AtmAke ! unakA varNana nahIM ho sakatA! indra, cakravartI Adike sukha, sarvArthasiddhike sukha bhI kucha ginatImeM nahIM / sAMsArika sukha saba nAzavAna haiM, parAdhIna haiN| AtmAkA sukha anaMta hai, svAdhIna hai| mohakI prabalatA itanI adhika hai ki vaha zraddhAko acala hone hI nahIM detaa| manuSyabhava kitanA durlabha hai? bhAva badale to kevalajJAna ! yaha manuSyabhavameM hI ho sakatA hai| ataH isa manuSyabhavako saphala karaneke liye jAgrata ho jAo, jAgrata ho jaao| yaha roga huA hai, asAtA vedanIkA udaya huA hai, usa samaya yadi aisI samajha rahe ki "yaha roga to zarIrameM hotA hai, yaha to karma hai| usako jAnane-dekhanevAlA maiM to AtmA huuN| maiM to rogAdise kevala bhinna huuN| ye karma kSaya ho rahe haiM, taba yaha mujhe ho rahA hai aisA nahIM socanA caahiye| jJAnIne dekhA hai, anubhava kiyA hai, aisA AtmA merA hai, vaha maiM huuN| vaha to roga Adise kabhI vinaSTa nahIM ho sktaa|" aisI samajha raheM, dehAtmabuddhi chUTakara svayaMko jJAtAdraSTA bhAva rahe to karma kSaya hote haiN| kintu yadi aisA mAne ki yaha mujhe ho rahA hai, harSa zoka kareM to usa dehAtmabuddhise navIna anaMta asAtAkA baMdha kara DAlatA hai| samajha bar3I bAta hai| karmazatruko mAraneke liye bhedavijJAna prabala asidhArA hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 357 tA. 25-1-35 rAga, dveSa aura mohane pUre jagatako vazameM kara rakhA hai| janma-maraNa karAnevAle bar3ese bar3e zatru ye haiN| kisakI zakti hai ki inheM jIta sake? eka vItarAgane ina anAdikAlake zatru rAga, dveSa, mohakI coTI pakar3akara khIMcA hai, cUra cUra kara diyA hai| dhanya hai una arihaMta vItarAgako! "kSaNa kSaNa karate anaMtakAla bIta gayA, phira bhI siddhi nahIM huii|" / to aba karma na ba~dhe usake liye kyA kareM? jJAnIse aisI kaunasI cAbI milI hai ki jisase karmabaMdha na ho? 'sammaddiTThI na karei paavN'| ciMtAmaNi jaisI yaha manuSya deha milI hai, isameM cAhe jo kiyA jA sakatA hai| koI eka bhedI milanA caahiye| usake dvArA samajha AnI cAhiye / 'jJAnI zvAsocchvAsameM kare koTi karmakA cheda / ' 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe'-samaya mAtrakA pramAda kartavya nahIM hai| jIva nIMdameM hai, jisase karma ba~dhate haiN| jAga jAye to karma nahIM ba~dhate / "he jIva! pramAda chor3akara jAgrata ho, jAgrata ho, nahIM to ratnaciMtAmaNi jaisI yaha manuSyadeha niSphala jaayegii|" / ____ karma na ba~dhe isakA upAya hogA na? jahA~ 'maiM' aura 'merA' mAnA jAtA hai, vahA~ karma ba~dhate haiN| jisako 'maiM' aura 'merA' miTa gayA hai, use karmabaMdha nahIM hotaa| gutthI ulajha gaI hai use sulajhAnA hogaa| yogyatA nahIM hai, anyathA A~kha baMdhakara kholane jitane samayameM samakita hotA hai| para siMhanIkA dUdha miTTIke baratanameM nahIM raha sakatA, sonekA pAtra cAhiye / ataH yogyatA prApta kreN|' yogyatA arthAt sadAcaraNameM prvRtti| sat zIla aura AtmabhAvanA hI sadAcaraNa hai-yahI puruSArtha kiyA kreN| carmacakSuse dekhate haiN| use chor3akara divyacakSu prApta kreN| 'jagata AtmArUpa dekhanemeM Aye'AtmA pahale ho to jagatameM yaha saba dekhA-jAnA jAtA hai| AtmA na ho to ye saba murde haiN| usa AtmAko yathArthameM to, anaMtajJAnI jo mokSa gaye haiM, siddha hue haiM, unhoMne jAnA hai| vaisA hI yathArtha AtmA jJAnI sadgurune jAnA hai| vaisA hI siddha samAna zuddha AtmA merA hai, vahI merA svarUpa hai| isake sivAya kucha bhI isa jagatameM merA nahIM hai| yoM 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re|' vRttiko kSaya kreN| 'kSaNa kSaNa badalatI svabhAvavRtti nahIM caahiye|' sabase zreSTha upAya bhakti hai, smaraNa hai| zravaNa karanA bhI bhakti hai| calate-phirate, pratyeka kAma karate smaraNa karanA bhI bhakti hai, AsravameM bhI saMvara hotA hai| krodhake samaya bhI AtmA yAda AyeM, vAdavivAda ho, takarAra ho, bImAra ho, roga Aye-saba samaya 'AtmA hai' yoM AtmA dekhe to kAma bana jaay| sabako dekhane aura jAnanevAlA, sabase alaga hI alaga jo hai vaha AtmA hai| use maiMne nahIM jAnA hai, para anaMta jJAniyoMne aura sadgurune jAnA hai vaha mujhe mAnya hai, aisA dRr3ha nizcaya karanA caahiye| "hota AsavA parisavA, nahi inameM saMdeha; mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata eha." yoM calate-phirate AsravameM bhI AtmAkA smaraNa ho to saMvara hotA hai| jJAnIke pAsa aisI cAbI hai ki ve pratyeka prasaMgameM-calate, phirate, uThate, baiThate, pA~va rakhate AtmAko dekhate haiN| "jagata AtmArUpa dekhanemeM AyeM, jo ho use yogya hI mAnanemeM aaye|" roga Aye, mRtyu Aye to bhI

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358 upadezAmRta jJAnIko mahotsava hai| yogyatA prApta hone para cAbI mile to AtmA dikhAyI detA hai| "mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai|" AtmA sa~bhAlA jAye, smaraNa, bhakti, eka zabda 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re' yoM upayoga smaraNameM jur3e to koTi karma kSaya ho jAte haiN| satsaMgameM eka zabda sunanese dasa hajAra varSakA narakakA AyuSya TUTatA hai aura dasa hajAra varSakA devakA AyuSya ba~dhatA hai| "racanA jina upadezakI, paramottama tInu kAla; inameM saba mata rahata hai, karate nija saMbhAla.'' parAyI paMcAyatako chor3akara jina arthAt AtmAkA upadeza jo tInoM lokameM uttama hai use suna aura apanI saMbhAla kara le| "jina so hI hai AtamA, anya hoI so karma, karma kaTe so jinabacana, tattvajJAnIko marma." jina hI AtmA hai| anya saba jo jagatameM dikhAyI detA hai vaha pudgala hai, karma hai| jinavacana, jJAnIke vacana karma kATanemeM samartha haiN| yaha tattvajJAnIkA marma hai| "jaba jAnyo nijarUpako, taba jAnyo saba loka; nahi jAnyo nijarUpako, saba jAnyo so phoka." 'pUre gA~vakI buA', 'paMcAyatiyoMke bacce bhUkhoM marate haiN|' yoM vikathAmeM samaya bitA denemeM svayaMke svarUpako nahIM jaanaa| ataH jo jAnA vaha saba vyartha ho gyaa| aba to apane AtmAko sNbhaalo| paravastukA saMgraha kara baiThe ho, ataH cora ho| apanI vastuko sNbhaalo| sarva jIvake prati maitrIbhAva, pramodabhAva, madhyasthabhAva, karuNAbhAva rakho / calate-phirate AtmA dekho, smaraNa kro| "ehi dizAkI mUr3hatA, hai nahi jinameM bhAva jinaseM bhAva binu kabU, nahi chUTata duHkhadAva." bhAva saMsArameM hai use uThAkara jina, zuddha AtmApara kro| jinendra para bhAva nahIM hai, AtmAko dekhanekA lakSya nahIM hai, yahI dizAkI mUr3hatA hai| AtmAko sNbhaalo| usa para bhAva hue binA duHkha kabhI dUra nahIM hogaa| "vyavahAraseM deva jina. niha-se hai Apa: ye hi bacanase samajha le, jina-pravacanakI chApa." vyavahArase jinendra hI deva haiN| nizcayase 'Apa'-apanA zuddha AtmA hI deva hai| ina vacanoMse jina-pravacanakI chApako samajha lo| paramakRpAludevake aise choTe choTe vAkyoMmeM aisA-aisA marma bharA hai, para gholakara piyA nahIM gyaa| phira bhI jo vizvAsa aura pratIti rakheMge una hajAroM jIvoMkA bhI kAma bana jaayegaa| calate-phirate, ghUmate-bhAgate, eka pA~va bhI bar3hAte, cAhe to AsravameM bhI yadi AtmA dekhoge to samAdhimaraNa hogaa| dekhane aura jAnanevAlA AtmA to sabase nyArA hI nyArA rahatA hai, vaha ajara hai, amara hai, avinAzI hai| jJAnIne use jAnA hai, vaisA hI merA AtmA hai vaha mujhe mAnya hai| use sNbhaalo|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 359 AbU, tA. 26-3-35 AtmAkA sukha anaMta hai| AtmAkI khoja kreN| usakA vicAra nahIM kiyaa| nivRttimeM AtmavicAra aura apUrva AtmalAbha ho sakatA hai| isaliye jJAnI nivRttikI hI icchA karate haiN| AbU, tA.29-3-35, phAlguna vadI 9, 1991 'zrImad rAjacaMdra meM se patrAMka 431 kA vAcana __"AtmArUpase sarvathA ujAgara avasthA rahe, arthAt AtmA apane svarUpameM sarvathA jAgrata ho taba use kevalajJAna huA hai, aisA kahanA yogya hai, aisA zrI tIrthaMkarakA Azaya hai|" ujAgara avasthAse kyA tAtparya hai? satpuruSake eka-eka vAkyameM anaMta Agama samAye hue haiN| isa patrameM gahana artha samAhita hai| saba jIva mohanidrAmeM U~gha rahe haiN| jJAnI jAgrata hue haiN| jJAniyoMne jar3a aura cetana ina do padArthoM ko alaga-alaga jAnA hai| yaha jIva anAdise mohanidrAmeM so rahA hai| jahA~-jahA~ janmA hai, vahA~-vahA~ lavalIna, tadAkAra ho gayA hai| zarIrako apanA mAnakara usake sAtha ekAkAra hokara pravRtti karatA hai| jo saMyoga hai usameM maiM aura merApana jahA~ tahA~ kara baiThA hai| maiM baniyA hU~, paTela hU~, brAhmaNa hU~, strI hU~, puruSa hU~, sukhI hU~, duHkhI hU~, darjI hU~, sutAra hU~ yoM saMyoga aura kAmako lekara jo nAma par3e, usameM maiM aura merApana kara baiThA hai| kyA yaha AtmAkA sukha hai? AtmAkA sukha to anaMta hai, jise jJAnIne jAnA hai| "huM koNa chu? kyAMthI thayo? zuM svarUpa che mArUM kharUM?" / AtmAko kabhI nahIM sNbhaalaa| isakA dhyAna nahIM rakhA hai| aba sAvadhAna honekA avasara AyA hai| manuSyabhava mahAdurlabha hai| AtmAkI pahacAnake binA anaMtabhava gaye / isa bhavameM pahacAna kara lenekA avasara AyA hai| zIlavrata mahAvrata hai| saMsArasamudrake kinAre pahu~ce hueko hI yaha vrata AtA hai| 'nIrakhIne navayauvanA leza na viSayanidAna'- yaha pada alaukika hai| "pAtra vinA vastu na rahe, pAtre Atmika jJAna; pAtra thavA sevo sadA, brahmacarya matimAna." __ yogyatAke binA rukA huA hai| saba jIvoMko gurugamakI AvazyakatA hai| usake binA tAle nahIM khuleNge| satpuruSakI pratIti, zraddhA, vizvAsakI kamI hai| "AtmabhrAMti sama roga nahi, sadguru vaidya sujANa; __ guru AjJA sama pathya nahi, auSadha vicAra dhyAna." 'Atmasiddhi' camatkArika hai, labdhiyoMse paripUrNa hai| maMtra samAna hai| mAhAtmya samajhameM nahIM AyA hai| phira bhI pratidina pATha kiyA jAye to kAma bana sakatA hai| kevalajJAna, paramArtha samyaktva, bIjaruci samyaktva to kyA, para abhI to mArgAnusAritA bhI nahIM AyI, taba samakitakI to bAta hI kyA? phira bhI samakita sarala hai, sugama hai, sulabha hai|

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upadezAmRta 'savaNe nANe vinANe' satsaMgameM AtmAkI parokSa zraddhA hotI hai| usameMse pratyakSa hotI hai| pahale parokSa karaneke liye satsaMga, sadbodhakI AvazyakatA hai| Abu, tA. 31-3-35 'jo jAnatA hU~ use nahIM jAneM, jo nahIM jAnA use jAneM |'-jaanne yogya eka AtmA hai| anya saba chor3ane yogya hai| calate-phirate, bolate-cAlate, jahA~ dRSTi par3e, vahA~ eka AtmA dekhA jAya to kAma bana jAya / parokSa bhI mAnyatA aisI rahe ki maiMne nahIM para mere jJAnIne to AtmAko dekhA hai| basa vaisA hI mujhe mAnya hai| AtmAke atirikta anya kucha bhI merA nahIM hai| yoM parokSa lakSya raheM to usameMse pratyakSa ho jaayegaa| __sArA saMsAra trividha tApase jala rahA hai| usase bacAnevAlA eka mAtra samakita hai| use prApta karaneke liye jAgrata honekA avasara AyA hai| usakI bhAvanA rkheN| saMtase jo bhI samajha prApta ho use pakar3akara, tadanusAra pravRtti karanekA lakSya rakheM / bIsa dohe, kSamApanA-itanA bhI yadi saMtase milA ho to TheTha kSAyika samakita prApta karAyegA, kyoMki AjJA hai vaha aisI vaisI nahIM hai| jIvako pramAda chor3akara yogyatAnusAra jo jo AjJA milI ho, usakI ArAdhanAmeM laga jAnA cAhiye, phira usakA phala to milegA hii| __ sat aura zIla yogyatA laayeNge| aura aMtameM kaha dUM ? ye aMtima do akSara bhavasAgarameM DUbateko tAranevAle haiN| vaha kyA hai? bhakti, bhakti aura bhakti / svarUpa-bhaktimeM parAyaNa rheN| AbU, tA. 1-4-35 jaba taka zarIra ThIka hai taba taka dharma kara leN| pramAda na kreN| manuSyabhava mahA durlabha hai| akelA AyA hai aura akelA jaayegaa| eka dharma hI sAtha clegaa| ataH ceta jAyeM / aisA yoga phira milanA durlabha hai| yaha zarIra acchA hai taba taka isase kAma karA leN| bhakti karanemeM isa manuSyadehakA upayoga kara leN| ye haDDiyA~, camar3A, khUna kyA ye AtmA hai ? AtmA apUrva vastu hai| usakA sukha aciMtya hai| khAte-pIte, calate-phirate, eka cAbI jinako prApta ho gayI hai, aise jJAnI ba~dhate nhiiN| ____ mokSamArgameM jAnevAleko krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha chor3ane pdd'eNge| lAkha varSakA cAritra bhI krodhase jalakara bhasma ho jAtA hai aura narakameM le jAtA hai, aisA mahAzatru krodha hai / mAna bhI bar3A zatru hai| vinaya dharmakA mUla hai| vinaya hai, laghutA hai-choTe haiM ve bar3e bneNge| mAyAse maitrIkA nAza hotA hai| jo sarala haiM, ve hI dharmaprAptike uttama pAtra haiN| 'loho savva vinnaasnno|' lobhase saba naSTa hotA hai| jisakA lobha chUTA use samakita prAptikA hetu mila gyaa| cAroM kaSAyoM para vistArase likhA jAya to eka pustaka bhara jAya / mokSamArgameM Age bar3hanevAleko ina sabako chor3anA hai| harSa-zoka nahIM kreN| sabako cale jAnA hai| saMyoga hai, usakA viyoga to hogA hii| AtmA maratA nhiiN| paryAyakA nAza hotA hai| AtmA avinAzI hai| use pahacAnanekA yaha avasara AyA

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upadezasaMgraha-3 361 hai| pratidina niyamita bhakti kreN| bIsa dohe, kSamApanA, chaha padakA patra, Atmasiddhi, smaraNa, 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re' inakA pratidina pATha kreN| "anAdi svapnadazAse utpanna jIvake ahaMbhAva mamatvabhAvakI nivRttike liye jJAnIpuruSoMne yaha chaha padakI dezanA kahI hai|" isake artha para vicAra kreN| camatkArika hai| bhaktimeM lage rheN| isa kAlameM eka samakita sulabha hai, sarala hai| zraddhA, pratIti, vizvAsase ise pakar3a leN| kAlakA bharosA nahIM hai| pakSiyoMkA melA hai| ho sake utanA dharma kara leN| AbU, tA. 2-4-35, rAtrimeM 'Atmasiddhi' aura 'cha pada'kA patra camatkArI hai! labdhiyA~ prakaTa ho aisA hai| pratidina pATha karanese bhI koTi karma kSaya hote haiN| nau nidhAna aura aSTasiddhi isameM samAhita hai| ___ 'raMkake hAthameM ratna'-jaise bAlakake hAthameM svarNamohara aura kaMkara ho to use donoM samAna hai, vaise hI yogyatAke binA, adhikAritvake binA jIvoMko usakA mAhAtmya samajhameM nahIM aataa| alaukika bhAvase, alaukika dRSTise dekhanA cAhiye, vaisA dekhA nahIM jaataa| kRpAludevane pahale cAra vyaktiyoMko hI Atmasiddhi dI thii| anya kisIko par3hAnekI, sunAnekI, maukhika yAda karanekI manAhI thii| mAtra saubhAgyabhAIne isakA mahattva samajhA thaa| isameM AtmA diyA gayA hai, aisA unakI samajhameM AyA thaa| yogyatAke binA isakA alaukika mAhAtmya nahIM lgtaa| pA~ca-pA~casau gAthAoMkA svAdhyAya karanekI apekSA isakA svAdhyAya alaukika hai! jauharI hI nagInekA mUlya jAnatA hai, bAlakako usake mUlyakA patA nhiiN| Aja hara kisIko ise kaMThastha karanekI AjJA milI hai, kyoMki kAla kaThina hai| yogyatA prApta ho to kAma hotA hai| jijJAsA bar3hAyeM, kamI dUra kreN| jijJAsA jaisI cAhiye vaisI nahIM hai| isIkI utkaMThA ho to eka gAthAmeM bhI camatkAra hai| usakA mAhAtmya samajhameM AyegA alaukika bhAva Ane para / oho! yaha to mujhe maukhika yAda hai, yoM sAmAnya banAkara burA kiyA hai| yaha gahana arthase bharapUra hai| ise kauna jAnatA hai? "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma; nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, o ja dharmano marma. o ja dharmathI mokSa che, tuM cho mokSasvarUpa; anaMta darzana jJAna tuM, avyAbAdha svarUpa." isa para vicAra hI kahA~ kiyA hai ? 'kara vicAra to pAma' yaha labdhivAkya hai| 'je lokottara deva namuM laukikathI' aisA huA hai| alaukika bhAvase namaskAra karanA caahiye| alaukika bhAvase dekhanA cAhiye / use sAmAnya banA diyA hai / taba alaukika phala kaise prApta hogA? "anAdi svapnadazAse utpanna jIvake ahaMbhAva mamatvabhAvakI nivRttike liye jJAnIpuruSoMne yaha chaha padoMkI dezanA kahI hai| usa svapnadazAse rahita mAtra apanA svarUpa hai, yadi jIva aise pariNAma kare to vaha sahaja mAtrameM jAgRta hokara samyagdarzanako prApta karatA hai"- yoM samyagdarzana sulabha hai! para vicAra nahIM kiyaa| nitya pATha karatA hai, para gahare utarakara vicAra nahIM krtaa|

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362 upadezAmRta lAkhoM karor3oM rupaye hoMge para eka pAI bhI sAtha nahIM le jaayegaa| isameMse kucha kaMThastha kiyA hogA, nitya pATha kiyA hogA to vaha dharma sAthameM le jaayegaa| AbU, tA. 4-4-35 bhedavijJAnase zuddha AtmAkI prApti hotI hai| aise zastra haiM, para unakA upayoga nahIM kiyA hai| jo yaha jAnatA hai ki cAvala aura chilake alaga alaga hai vaha chilakoMko chor3akara cAvala prApta karatA hai| vaise hI AtmA aura karma bhinna bhinna haiM, aise bhedajJAnake abhyAsase zuddha AtmAkI prApti hotI hai| AtmA maratA nahIM, jalatA nahIM, kaTatA nahIM, bhedA jAtA nhiiN| AtmAkI mRtyu nahIM hotI aisA nizcaya ho jAya to kitanI zAMti mile! ye vacana kAnameM par3ate haiM ye kaise mahAbhAgya haiM! yahA~ koTi karma kSaya hote haiN| yaha bhakti hai| bhakti hI bhavase tAranevAlI hai| manuSyabhava mahAdurlabha isIliye kahA gayA hai| jaba taka roga nahIM lagA, bur3hApA nahIM AyA taba taka AtmAkI saMbhAla le le| rupayA-paisA, mAna-bar3AI, merA terA yaha saba dhUla hai| apanA to ekamAtra AtmA hai| lAkhoM rupaye ekatrita kareMge to bhI yahIM chor3akara jAnA par3egA, koI sAtha nahIM le gaye, na le jAyeMge hii| kamAIkA Dhera to yahA~ satsaMgameM lagatA hai| vacana sunaneke anusAra AtmA pariNamita ho jAya to koTi kalyANa ho jaay| akelA AyA hai, akelA jaayegaa| lUTamalUTa lAbha uThAnekA yaha avasara AyA hai! kyA kareM? adhikArI nahIM hai| kamI kisa bAtakI hai? ye saba so rahe haiM, abhI bhI jAgate nhiiN| mohanidrAmeM so rahe haiM yahI kamI hai| 'jaba jAgeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge rNg|' saba laukikabhAvameM nikAla diyA hai, alaukika bhAva AyA hI nhiiN| anAdise U~gha rahA hai, aba jAgRta ho jaayeN| lUTamalUTa lAbha uThA leN| samaya mAtrakA bhI pramAda na kreN| 'samayaM goyama mA pmaae'| zIzI phaTase phUTa jAtI hai, vaise hI deha chUTa jaayegii| __'jAge tabhI saberA' 'bhUle vahIMse phira gino' AtmA to maranevAlA nahIM hai| ataH aba usakI sa~bhAla lo| saba sabakI saMbhAlo, maiM merI phor3atA huuN|' apanI-apane AtmAkI sa~bhAla isa eka bhavameM to kara lo| zatrujaya parvata para zatruoMne pA~DavoMko loheke tapta bakhtara pahanAkara bhayaMkara upasarga kiyaa| para pAMDava dehAdhyAsa chor3akara AtmadhyAnameM tallIna rahe, AtmadhyAnameM acala rahe aura zivapadako prApta hue| pA~DavoMne kyA kiyA? "AtmA apanA hai, vaha to ajara, amara, dehAdi karma nokarmase bhinna, jJAtAdraSTA, jJAna-darzana-upayogamaya, zuddha, buddha ekasvabhAvI hai| upasarga Adi zarIrako hote haiM, AtmA aura zarIrameM AkAza-pAtAla jitanA aMtara hai" isa prakAra bhedajJAnase AtmadhyAnameM acala rhe| 1. kucha purabiyeM nadI kinAre vanabhojanake liye gaye the| sabane apanA-apanA caukA banAkara rasoI taiyAra kii| phira saba eka sAtha nadImeM nahAne gye| nahAkara vApasa Ane para eka purabiyeko zaMkA huI ki merA caukA kaunasA hogaa| yaha nizcita karaneke liye usane eka patthara uThAkara kahA "saba apanI sa~bhAlo, maiM apanI (haMDI) phor3atA hU~" ataH saba apanI apanI haMDIko sa~bhAla baitthe| taba usane patthara pheMkakara apanA caukA sa~bhAla liyaa|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 363 hama para bhI aise upasarga AyeMge / maraNa to eka dina sabako AnA hai| ataH isake liye taiyAra ho jaao| bhedajJAnakA abhyAsa kro| svarNako cAhe jitanA agnimeM tapAyeM taba bhI vaha svarNapanA nahIM chor3atA, vaise hI jJAnIko roga, duHkha, kaSTa, upasarga, mRtyu Adike cAhe jitane tApa A par3e to bhI ve apane jJAnasvabhAvako nahIM chodd'te| AbU, tA. 5-4-35 ___ bodhakI kamI hai / sunanekI AvazyakatA hai| sunate-sunate kabhI vaisA karane bhI laga jAyeMge aura kAma bana jaayegaa| eka rAjAkI mRtyu ho gayI / usakA kumAra choTI umrakA thaa| use mArakara rAjya haDapa lenekI kAkAke putroM Adine yojanA bnaayii| maMtrIne rAnIko yaha bAta batA dii| rAnI kumArako lekara bhAga niklii| kisI gA~vameM eka kisAnake yahA~ jAkara raha gyii| usakA kAma vaha kara detii| kumAra kisAnake bachar3e carAne jaMgalameM gyaa| bachar3e jaMgalameM idhara-udhara cale gaye / kumAra unheM DhU~DhatA huA eka guphAke pAsa aayaa| vahA~ eka muniko dekhaa| ve muni kucha ziSyoMko bodha de rahe the| vaha sunaneke liye kumAra bhI baiTha gyaa| bodha bahuta madhura lgaa| 'ye bahuta acchA kaha rahe haiM, mujhe bhI aisA karanA cAhiye, mujhe aisA hI karanA hai' aise bhAvameM usake pariNAma uttama hue| bachar3e to vApasa ghara lauTa gaye the| vaha guphAse nikalakara ghara A rahA thaa| bhAva pariNAma bodhameM the, lezyA uttama thii| vahA~ mArgameM bAghane pakar3akara mAra ddaalaa| uttama lezyAke balase marakara deva bnaa| vahA~se AyuSya pUrNa hone para dhanAbhadra nAmaka suprasiddha zreSThIputra huaa| usI bhavameM cAritrakA pAlanakara mokSa gyaa| ____eka hI satsaMga huA thA, paraMtu usI satsaMgameM utkRSTa bhAva, pariNAma honese kAma bana gyaa| vaise hI yahA~ bhI sunate-sunate bhAva, pariNAma tadpa ho jAne para kAma bana sakatA hai| aisA mahA durlabha satsaMga hai| aise bhAgya kahA~ ki jJAnIke vacana kAnameM par3e ? 'raMkake hAtha ratana!' AbU, tA. 24-4-35 'zrImad rAjacaMdra meM se patrAMka 570 kA vAcana "anitya padArthake prati mohabuddhi honeke kAraNa AtmAkA astitva, nityatva aura avyAbAdha samAdhisukha bhAnameM nahIM aataa|" sahajasvarUpa apanA hai| jo dikhAyI detA hai vaha to anitya hai, pudgala hai, jar3a hai| to aba aura koI hai? sabako jAnanevAlA aura dekhanevAlA hai vaha AtmA hai| vaha nitya hai| usakA aizvarya anaMta hai| use kabhI nahIM sNbhaalaa| pUrA saMsAra usakI sa~bhAlako chor3akara parAyI paMcAyatameM par3a gayA hai| jIva sahajasvarUpase rahita nahIM hai, para asahaja ho gayA hai| anAdikAlase svayaMko bhUla gayA

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364 upadezAmRta hai| mRtyu aayegii| apanA mAnA huA saba chor3anA pdd'egaa| apanA kyA hai? use pahacAnaneke liye yaha manuSyabhavakA avasara AyA hai| ...ThAkura kala Aye the| ye bhI ThAkura hai, ye bhI ThAkura hai| saba AtmA haiN| koI strI nahIM, puruSa nahIM, ThAkura nahIM; AtmA haiM / gadhekI pU~cha pakar3a rakhI hai, use kaise chor3A jAya? mati aura zruta ajJAna jo nAI jaise haiM, unakI salAha yaha jIva letA hai| apane Agrahako chor3anA kaThina hai| inase Apa saba bhAgyazAlI haiM ki vastu(AtmA)ko prApta kiye hue puruSakI zaraNa pakar3I hai| jahAjake pIche naukAko jor3a diyA jAya to vaha jahA~ jahAja jAye vahA~ calI jAtI hai| gAr3Ike pIche Dabbeko jor3A, kar3A pha~sAyA to jahA~ gAr3I jAyegI vahA~ calA jaayegaa| isI prakAra jisake hAthameM rassI A gayI hai vaha saMsAra kUpameM nahIM DUbegA, para bAhara nikala jaayegaa| zraddhA hI dharmakA mUla hai| sArA saMsAra trividha tApase jala rahA hai| sarva jIva janmamaraNAdi duHkhamaya paribhramaNameM bhaTaka rahe haiN| vahA~ aba kyA kareM? usase bacaneke liye kyA kareM? 1. mumukssu-stsNg| 2. mumukSu-satpuruSakI bhkti| 3. mumukSu-satpuruSake Azrayase vAsanAko kSaya karanekA puruSArtha / 4. mumukSu-AtmAkA nizcaya kara leN| 5. mumukSu-bAhya aura AMtarika parigrahakA tyAga kara jJAnIke caraNoMmeM nivAsa / 6. mumukSu-sadguru dvArA pradatta smaraNameM AtmAko saMlagna rkhnaa| prabhuzrI-apekSAse Apa sabakA kahanA yogya hai| Apa sabane jisa prakAra kahA hai usa prakAra kareMge to kalyANa hogaa| para sabase bar3I bAta eka hI hai| anaMta jJAniyoMne jo kahA hai vahI kaheMge, vaha hameM bhI mAnya hai| 'saddhA parama dullhaa|' satpuruSakI zraddhA yaha sabase bar3Ise bar3I bAta hai| yadi yaha ho gayI to japa, tapa, bhakti kucha na ho to bhI kucha ciMtA nhiiN| zraddhA mahAbalavAna hai| jahA~ zraddhA hai vahA~ japa, tapa, bhakti sarva haiM hii| ataH isa bhavameM eka zraddhAko avicala kara leN| yadi eka mAtra isako pakar3a leMge to kAma bana jaayegaa| hajAroM bhava naSTa ho jaayeNge| devagati prApta hogii| anukramase mokSa prApta hogaa| kuladharma yA koI bhI mAnA huA dharma merA nahIM hai| sabake sAtha mAtra udAsIna saMbaMdha rakheM / merA dharma AtmA hai| sage, saMbaMdhI, rupayA-paisA koI mere nahIM hai| eka dharma hI merA hai| vahI mere sAtha clegaa| roga ho, vyAdhi ho, to bhI usase bhinna, use jAnanevAle aise AtmAko sadgurune yathArtha jAnA hai vahI maiM hU~, aisI AtmabhAvanA rkheN| Ajase nayA avatAra huA, aisA mAneM / jaise marakara phira janme hoN| aba phokaTakA (rAgadveSa kiye binA) maiM dekhatA rhuuN| jaba kucha bhI merA nahIM hai, taba usameM lipta kyoM hoU~ ? jo Aye use dekhane -jAnanevAlA, usase bhinna maiM hU~, aisA mAnakara phokaTakA dekhatA rhuuN|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 365 satsaMga aura bodha ye do mahAna bAteM haiN| usakI icchA rkheN| isase samajha AtI hai, saccI pakar3a hotI hai| samabhAvase mokSa hotA hai| satsaMga, bodhase samabhAva AtA hai| AbU, tA. 5-6-35 jisane sameTa liyA hai, use dehase nikalate dera nahIM lgegii| jisane jahA~ tahA~ prema, prIti, vAsanAkA vistAra kiyA hai vaha pIr3ita ho hokara dehase niklegaa| yogyatAkA varNana nahIM ho sktaa| satpuruSArtha karate raheM aura dhairya rkheN| saMsArameM duHkha hI duHkha hai| Apa yaha nahIM haiN| Apa ina sabase alaga jJAtA-draSTA AtmA haiN| use mAneM / isa rAkhakI puDiyA (deha) para prema, prIti, moha na kreN| premako jahA~ tahA~ bikhera rakhA hai, use una saba sthAnoMse uThAkara eka mAtra AtmA para lAveM / Apa akele hI haiN| suI bhI Apake sAtha nahIM aayegii| ataH paravastuoMko para samajhakara unakA moha mittaayeN| vikArake sthAnoMmeM vairAgya ho aisI puruSArthadRSTi kreN| AbU, tA.6-6-35 AtmAko dekhanA ho to sabameM AtmA dekha sakate haiN| anyathA yaha baniyA, brAhmaNa, paTela, bUr3hA, juvAna, sukhI, duHkhI, rAjA, raMka, strI, puruSa, acchA, burA aisA samajhA jAya to karma ba~dhate haiN| AtmAko dekhanekI dRSTi honepara abaMdhadazA prApta hotI hai| 'mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai|' ___ yaha dRSTi Aye kahA~se? satpuruSake bodhase / puruSArtha kiye binA kucha bhI nahIM ho sktaa| ataH dRSTi badalanekA puruSArtha kreN| thor3ese satsaMgakA bhI mAhAtmya alaukika hai| satsaMgase, sadbodhase dRSTi badalatI hai; haDDI, camar3I, khUna, pIpa Adise bhare hue durgaMdhamaya dehAdi para vairAgya AtA hai| vairAgya hI AtmA hai| mumukSuke hRdayameM vairAgya, upazama sadaiva jAgRta rahate haiN| sthAna-sthAnapara AtmA dekheM / Asravake kAmameM saMvara ho, yadi dRSTi badala jAya to| AbU, tA.7-6-35 dRSTi badalanekI AvazyakatA hai| dRSTi badale to tadanusAra pariNamana hotA hai| 'kathA suna sunakara phUTe kAna', 'par3hA para gunA nahIM' / bolA para na bolane jaisA kiyaa| vicAra nahIM kiyaa| kamI hai yogyatAkI, bhAva badalanekI / bhAva badala de to kamAIke Dhera laga jAte haiN| kadama Age bar3hAyeM to lakSya para pahu~ca sakatA haiN| baiThA rahe aura usa sthAnakI bAteM karatA rahe to lakSya para pahu~cA nahIM jA sktaa| calaneko kadama bar3hAye to ThikAne para pahu~catA hai| 'zakkara zakkara' karanese svAda nahIM aataa| mu~hameM rakhane para svAda AtA hai| vaise hI siddha samAna hU~, ajara hU~, aisA bolane mAtrase kAma nahIM hogaa| sthAna sthAna para dRSTi par3ate hI bheda pratIta ho, bhedajJAna ho tabhI parameM pariNamana nahIM hotaa| bhedajJAnase bheda karanekA puruSArtha na kare taba taka AtmAmeM pariNamana nahIM ho sktaa|

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366 upadezAmRta divya dRSTi caahiye| carma-cakSuse mArga dikhAyI nahIM detaa| divyacakSuse mArga dikhAyI detA hai, bhedajJAna hotA hai| vicAra hI vaha divyacakSu hai| usakI AvazyakatA hai| satpuruSakA bodha prApta hotA hai, usakA gahana ciMtana kareM, vicAra kreN| bhAva badala DAleM / sthAna-sthAna para bhedajJAnase bhinnatAkA anubhava kreN| zatru, mitra, strI, puruSa, sage, saMbaMdhI, roga, zoka, krodha, mAna, saMkalpa-vikalpa Adi jo kucha Ate haiM usa sabako jAnanevAle, unase bhinna aise AtmAko jJAnI sadgurune jAnA hai, vaisA hI maiM huuN| jo AtA hai vaha saba jAtA hai| roga Aye, vedanA ho, mRtyu Aye to bhI saba jAtA hai, use dekhanevAlA maiM alaga huuN| mAtra use dekhA kreN| saMyoga sarva Ate haiM ve jaayeNge| AtmA kucha jAnevAlA hai? vaha AtmA merA hai| "caMdra bhUmiko prakAzita karatA hai, usakI kiraNoMkI kAMtike prabhAvase samasta bhUmi zveta ho jAtI hai, para caMdra kabhI bhI bhUmirUpa nahIM hotaa| aise hI, samasta vizvako prakAzita karanevAlA yaha AtmA, kabhI bhI vizvarUpa nahIM hotA, sadA sarvadA caitanyasvarUpa hI rahatA hai|" ___yoM bhedajJAnarUpa divyadRSTise dekhane para karma nahIM ba~dhate aura Atmika sukha prApta hotA hai| ataH karane yogya to eka hI hai| vaha kyA? puruSArtha / puruSArtha karate raho, udyama karate raho, kAma hogA hii| bharata bharI ho to vaha jitanI bharI gayI utanA kAma to huA hI na? aise hI kiyA gayA puruSArtha vyartha nahIM jaayegaa| dhairya rakhanekI AvazyakatA hai| aMtima bAta, kevala puruSArtha hI kartavya hai| samajhakara samA jaao| parAyI paMcAyatameM samaya khoyA hai| tU apanI paMcAyatameM par3a / mana, vacana, kAyA tere pAsa hai, unase jaisA kAma karAyA jAya vaisA kreNge| aba terI derameM dera hai, aisA jJAnI kahate haiN| eka satpuruSako DhU~Dho, usameM saba A gyaa| jaise vyApArI kahate haiM ki mAla bharA huA hai aba usakA bhAva AyA hai to beca DAlanA caahiye| vaise hI jaise bhAva hoMge vaisA phala prApta hogaa| tIvra puruSArthakI AvazyakatA hai| AbU, tA.8-6-35 'zrImad rAjacaMdra meM se vAcana "bhAI, itanA to tujhe avazya karane jaisA hai|" AtmAkI bAta hai| isake sivAya anya bAta nhiiN| bAhyAtmA hai, aMtarAtmA hai aura paramAtmA hai| usakI pahacAna karanI caahiye| AtmAko sAvadhAna kiyA hai| aMtarAtmAse vicAra karanA hai| paramAtmAkI bhAvanA karanI hai| jar3akA bhAva cetana nahIM aura cetanakA bhAva jar3a nhiiN| saMyoga chUTate haiM para jIvatva nahIM chuutttaa| ajJAna kyA hai? apane zuddhasvarUpakA bhAna nahIM hai vahI ajJAna hai| para vaha bhI AtmA hai| ajJAna bhI AtmA, jIva bhI AtmA, bhAva bhI aatmaa| para jar3akA bhAva AtmAmeM hai kyA? "bhAI, itanA to tujhe avazya karane jaisA hai|"

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upadezasaMgraha-3 367 yaha zuddha AtmAkA kathana hai / anya saba mAyA hai / mAyAko chor3anA par3egA / mAyAko apanA mAnA hai use chor3anA pdd'egaa| saMyoga, saMbaMdhako apanA mAnA hai unheM chor3anA par3egA / kevala eka AtmA hai| usakI sAmagrIko jAnanA caahiye| sabako jAnatA hai vaha eka AtmA hai / apanA svabhAva kyA hai ? jAnanA / jaisA hai vaisA nahIM jAnA arthAt svabhAvako chor3akara vibhAvavAlA bnaa| nirmala pAnI na rahA, mailA ho gayA / yahA~ saMbaMdha hai so anAdikAlakA maila hai| usase chUTanA hai / svabhAvameM AnA hai / usake liye bodha cAhiye, utkaMThA cAhiye / jIvako jJAna kaise hotA hai ? japa tapa kiye, sAdhana anaMta kiye - "yama niyama saMjama Apa kiyo, puni tyAga birAga athAga lahyo; vanavAsa liyo, mukha mauna rahyo, dRDha Asana padma lagAya diyo. manapauna nirodha, svabodha kiyo, haTha joga prayoga sutAra bhayo; japa bheda jape, tapa tyauMhi tape, urasehi udAsI lahI sabapeM. saba zAstranake naya dhArI hiye, mata maMDana khaMDana bheda liye; vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo. ' itanA adhika kiyA ! yaha manuSyabhava durlabha hai| aise manuSyabhava bhI mile| taba kamI kyA raha gayI ? " nahi graMthamAMhI jJAna bhAkhyuM, jJAna nahi kavicAturI, nahi maMtrataMtro jJAna dAkhyAM, jJAna nahi bhASA TharI; nahi anya sthAne jJAna bhAkhyuM, jJAna jJAnImAM kaLo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. " jJAna to jJAnImeM hI kahA gayA hai| AtmA AtmAmeM hI hai| isa samaya to karma, prakRti, saMbaMdha, veda kahalAte haiN| zuddha AtmAmeM jJAna kahA jAtA hai / vaha svarUpa kaise jJAta ho ? AMkheM hoM to dikhAyI detA hai / a~dheremeM dIpaka ho to dikhAyI detA hai / ' pAtra vinA vastu na rhe|' jaise siMhanIkA dUdha soneke pAtrameM rahatA hai, vaisI hI dRr3ha dazA honI cAhiye / I AtmA jJAnacakSuse dekhA jAtA hai / ve jJAnacakSu kahA~ hai ? jJAnacakSu Aye kaise ? ajJAnI the ve jJAnI kaise bana gaye ? ajJAna miTakara jJAna hotA hai, vaha kaise hotA hai ? "caMdra bhUmiko prakAzita karatA hai / usakI kiraNoMkI kAMtike prabhAvase samasta bhUmi zveta ho jAtI hai, para caMdra kabhI bhI bhUmirUpa nahIM hotaa| aise hI samasta vizvakA prakAzaka yaha AtmA kabhI bhI vizvarUpa nahIM hotA, sadA sarvadA caitanyasvarUpa hI rahatA hai / " cetanA AtmAmeM hai / ye jo saMyoga mile haiM, ye saba kisase dekhe jAte haiM ? jJAnavicArase / pahale kyA cAhiye ? satsaMga aura bodha / jo par3he hue haiM ve par3ha sakate haiM, vaise hI satsaMga aura bodhase ajJAnake bAdala dUra hokara jJAnasUrya prakAzita hotA hai / 1 1 dRSTi to badalanI hI par3egI / yogyatAkI kamI hai / yogyatA prApta karanI cAhiye / yogyatA kaise prApta ho ? yogyatA samajhake binA prApta nahIM ho sakatI / bodha ho to samajha AtI hai, taba yogyatA

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368 upadezAmRta AtI hai| 'savaNe nANe vinnANe' zravaNa karanese vijJAna prApta hotA hai| mumukSu-zravaNa kraaie| prabhuzrI-jJAnI dvArA kahA huA kahatA huuN| hama to jJAnIke dAsa haiN| 'AtmasiddhizAstra' sunanekA avakAza nikAlanA cAhiye / alaukika dRSTise sunA jAya, sAmAnya na ho jAya isakA dhyAna rakhanA yogya hai| "je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta; samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta." samajhakara namaskAra kiyA jAya vaha alaga hI hotA hai| 'je svarUpa' vaha AtmA hai / use samajhe binA saba 'AtmA' kahate haiM vaha oghasaMjJAse / jo svarUpako samajhe binA 'AtmA AtmA' kahate haiM unake bhava khar3e hote haiN| ye to samajhakara kahate haiM to janma maraNase chUTanekA mArga hai| bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA aura prmaatmaa| ye vacana aMtarAtmAse likhe gaye haiM, ye apUrva haiN| unheM namaskAra karanA caahiye| tuma AtmA para dRSTi krnaa| tuma buDhA, javAna, choTA, bar3A, strI, puruSa mata dekhanA, para AtmAko dekhanA / aisA karoge to bhAva badala jaayeNge| bhAva badale ki kAma bnaa| dhyAna rkheN| isa bAtako sAmAnya na banA deN| jisa svarUpako samajhe binA anaMta duHkha pAye haiM, usa svarUpako samajhAnevAleko namaskAra ho! jahA~ AtmA dekhA, vahA~ samadRSTi karanI pdd'ii| samajhameM kucha aura hI kara liyA / dRSTi anya kara lI / jaise jaise AtmAko dekhate jAyeMge, vaise vaise karma nahIM bNdhege| anyathA rAgadveSa, iSTa-aniSTa hogA, jisase karma bNdhege| bAta samajhanekI hai| samajhameM Aye aura dhyAnameM rakhA jAya taba AtmAkI bAta palle pdd'egii| AtmAko pratyakSa karanA hai| jJAnIne pratyakSa kiyA hai| bhAvase hI kalyANa hogaa| "bhAve jinavara pUjiye, bhAve dIje dAna; bhAve bhAvanA bhAviye, bhAve kevaLajJAna." bhAva bar3I bAta hai, 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|' AtmA hI guru hai| nizcaya guru apanA AtmA hai| usakI ora dRSTi nahIM gayI hai, bhAva nahIM AyA hai; Aye to kAma bana jAya / "jyAM lagI AtamA tattva cInyo nahIM; tyAM lagI sAdhanA sarva jUThI." eka bhedI milanA caahiye| vahI sadguru bhagavAna hai| zAstrameM jo gurugama raha gayA hai, vaha gurugama yahA~ kahate haiN| asaMga apratibaddha eka AtmA hI batAnA hai| isa para bhAva jAye isa hetu isapara dRSTi karAnI hai| anAdikAlase isameM pha~sA huA hai| isa gutthImeMse AtmA para dRSTi karavAnI hai / dRSTi badalanekI jarUrata hai| kabhI bhI chor3anI pdd'egii|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 369 vRtti to caMcala hI hai| aba vRttiko sthira karanI hai| bAhyavRttimeM rahanese, bAhya AtmAmeM rahanese kyA kAma banegA? AtmAmeM vRtti mur3e, aMtara AtmAmeM pariNAma hoM aura usase saiMkar3oM bhava kaTa jAyeM aisA karanekI AvazyakatA hai| ataH samAgama, satsaMga, bodha-inako prApta karanekI icchA rakheM; inakI bhAvanA rkheN| jIva sarvatra samaya vyartha kho rahA hai| kahIM samaya gumAnA nahIM caahiye| eka AtmAko zAnti denI hai| 'zAMti pamADe tene saMta khiie|' DhU~Dhate DhU~Dhate mila jaayegaa| samaya bIta rahA hai| manuSyabhava durlabha hai| anamola kSaNa bIta rahA hai| AtmAko dekhA nahIM hai| jJAnIkI zaraNase bhAva acche hote haiN| AbU, tA. 9-6-35 jagatameM mAyAkA svarUpa hai| usakI saba bAteM kIM para eka AtmAke viSayameM "maiM kauna hU~? kahA~se AyA hU~?" yaha bAta milanI durlabha hai| kAnameM par3ate hI pApake dalika naSTa hote haiM aura puNyakA baMdha hotA hai| AtmAkI bAta isameM (AtmasiddhimeM) kahate haiM, use aba hameM sunanI caahiye| isa vartamAnakAlameM mokSamArga bahuta lopa ho gayA hai, mokSamArga bahuta durlabha ho gayA hai, para koI AtmArthI, AtmAkA icchuka ho usake liye yahA~ kahate haiN| jo hama dekhate haiM vaha saba mAyA, moha, karma, svapna hai| vaha AtmA nahIM hai| AtmA to aba batAnA hai| jo vicakSaNa hoMge ve hI ise lakSyameM leNge| yahA~ do ghar3I baiTheMge usameM koTi karma kSaya ho jaayeNge| saba chor3anA hai, vaha hamArA nahIM hai| hamArA to AtmA hai| AtmAkA sukha anaMta hai| use sadguru batAye to jJAta hotA hai aura janmamaraNase mukta huA jA sakatA hai| sArA jagata bAhyameM par3A hai, AtmAmeM koI nhiiN| AtmAkI pahacAna karanI hai| AtmAke sivAya pada, adhikAra, mAna, bar3AI kucha bhI apanA nahIM hai / yaha saba to chor3anA pdd'egaa| dhokhA hai| isa jIvakA anaMtakAlase paribhramaNa ho rahA hai| para dhyAna nahIM diyaa| aMtarameM AtmA hai| manase vicAra karane para samajhameM aayegaa| aMtarameM AtmAkA vicAra karAnA hai| nahIM, nahIM, tU yaha nahIM hai, tU AtmA hai, ina sabase alaga hai| isa para vicAra kr| karma anaMta prakArake haiN| unameM mukhya ATha haiM aura unameM bhI mukhya mohanIya hai| samasta vizvameM usakA rAjya calatA hai| mAna-bar3AI, pUjA-satkAra yaha kucha bhI merA nahIM hai| merA to eka AtmA hai| jo icchuka hai vaha to khAyegA bhI nahIM, piyegA bhI nhiiN| usakA citta to eka mAtra usameM hI rhegaa| 'prIti anaMtI para thakI, je toDe te joDe ah|' premako saba ora bikhera diyA hai| use saba jagahase sameTakara eka AtmAse karanA hai| 'merA merA' kahatA hai vaha bhUla hai, mAyA hai, moha hai| abhI prApta huA manuSyabhava mahA durlabha hai| ataH jisa sthAna para AtmAkI pahacAna hotI ho usa sthAna para jAkara sAvadhAna ho jAnA caahiye| Jain Educatio n ational

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370 upadezAmRta AbU, tA.10-6-35 jJAnIpuruSakA eka vacana bhI pakar3a liyA jAya to TheTha mokSa taka le jAyegA, samakita ho jaayegaa| bahuta bAra hamane kahA hai, para kisIne abhI taka pakar3A nahIM hai, vizvAsa nahIM kiyA hai, pratIti nahIM kI hai| prema-prIti usImeM karanI caahiye| paraMtu kisIne pakar3A nahIM hai, upekSA kI hai; athavA usa samaya 'yaha acchA hai' aisA kahakara, bAdameM calate-phirate, khAte-pIte, uThate-baiThate sarvatra yahI karanA hai, isa para dhyAna nahIM diyA hai| kahanA na kahane jaisA kiyA hai| yaha carmacakSu hai, usake sthAna para divyacakSu cAhiye / 'mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai|' jJAnI spaSTa zabdoMmeM marma batAkara cale gaye haiN| jo icchuka ho vaha usakI pakar3a kara letA hai| AbU, tA.11-6-35 isa svapnako svapna hI smjheN| eka AtmAkI bAtako lakSyameM rkheN| 'Atmasiddhi meM vizeSa dhyAna, sAvacetI rkheN| jJAnI to tumheM roma-romase jAgRta karanA cAhate haiN| maiM rAjA, maiM raMka, maiM manuSya, maiM sukhI, maiM duHkhI Adi ahaM mamatvase jI rahe haiM, usameMse eka bAra to mAra DAlanA hai| eka bAra mArakara jJAnI punaH jIvita karate haiM, udAsInatAkI dRSTi prApta ho aisA jIvana pradAna karate haiN| AtmAko dekhA nahIM hai| AtmAko sabase sarvathA bhinna dekhanA cAhiye / vaha kaise ho? bhaktike 'bIsa dohe', 'yamaniyama' 'bahu puNyakerA puMjathI', 'kSamApanAkA pATha' Adi nitya bhakti kI jAya to koTi karma kSaya hoMge, acchI gati milegii| akelA AyA hai aura akelA jaayegaa| bhakti kI hogI to vaha dharma sAtha jaayegaa| AtmAko sukha denA ho to rupayA paisA kucha sAtha nahIM clegaa| eka bhajana-bhakti kI hogI vaha sAtha clegii| aneka bhava chUTa jaayeNge| ataH yaha kartavya hai| isase manuSyabhava saphala hogaa| sArA loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai| sabake sira para janma-jarA-maraNa savAra hai| satsaMga aura bodhakI AvazyakatA hai| yadi sune to ceta jaaye| eka dina to dhokhA hI hai! usa dina kisIkA kucha nahIM clegaa| jIva mAtrako yaha RNa cukAnA hai| ataH abhI jaba taka sukhazAMti hai, taba taka kara lenA caahiye| yaha kucha dUsareke liye nahIM hai| apane AtmAke liye hai| anyase bhAva haTAkara yaha bhAva kreN| yahA~ satsaMgameM puNyabaMdha hotA hai, koTikarma kSaya hote haiM, janma maraNa kama hote haiN| jagatakI mAyAse to bhava bar3hate haiM, duHkha khar3e hote haiN| eka bIcameM AtA hai| kyA? pramAda / vaha nimitta nahIM banAne detaa| yahA~ yaha nimitta jor3A to yaha bAta hotI hai| eka AtmAkI smRti dilA dii| isakI sa~bhAla lenI caahiye| sabase zreSTha bodha hai| sunate hI sunate raheM to jaisA saMga vaisA raMga lagegA hii| para kamI kisakI hai? pUrva karma aura purussaarthkii| itanI bAta sunaneko milatI hai, yaha kucha aisI-vaisI bAta hai? kitane puNya bar3he haiM taba aisI bAta hAtha lagI hai! ataH sayAne puruSoMko ceta jAnA cAhiye / bAtako dhyAnameM lenI cAhiye / bhUlA tabhIse phira gina-jAge tabhIse prabhAta / saba bAtako chor3akara eka mAtra AtmA hI AtmAkI bhAvanA kro| 'bharata ceta, kAla jhapATA

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371 upadezasaMgraha-3 deta / ' jaba taka sAtA hai taba taka satsaMga, bodha aura aisI kucha pakar3a, jo jJAnIne kahI hai use karake udyamazIla bana jaao| AbU, tA.13-6-35 bhakti, dhyAna, svAdhyAya, eka dRSTi, bhAva, AtmabhAvanA yaha apanA dhana hai| vedanA AtI hai taba DAkU cora lUTere yaha dhana lUTa lete haiN| to aise samayameM apanA dhana luTa na jAya isake liye kyA karanA cAhiye? vedanI, roga Ate haiM taba bhikhArI bhIkhake Tukar3eke samAna sAtAkI icchA karatA hai| sAmAyika, kAyotsarga, dhyAna, bhakti, tyAga, vairAgya, svAdhyAya nahIM karane dete| vedanA vighna DAle taba kyA karanA cAhiye? lUTere to haiM! dhanako khulA rakheMge to lUTeroMko lUTate dera nahIM lagegI, para kisI tijorImeM rakhA ho to nahIM le jA sakate / to kyA upAya karanA cAhiye? tapa, japa, kriyAmAtra kara cukA / isa jIvako mAtra eka samakita ho to saba ho gyaa| sabakA upAya eka samakita hai| samakita AyA ho to kucha luTA nahIM jA sktaa| baiThe baiThe dekhate rheN| ataH jaba taka vedanA nahIM AyI hai taba taka samakita, dharma kara leN| dharma kyA hai? jIvane ise jAnA nahIM hai| samatA, dhairya, kSamA ye adbhuta haiN| vedanA Aye taba samatA dhAraNa kareM; kSamA, dhairyameM rhe| AbU, tA.15-6-35 vasiSThAzramameM kyA dekhA? kisakI icchA kI? AtmA dekhA? kisIne AtmA dekhA? jIvakA vyApAra hI bAhya ho gayA hai| aMtaradRSTi nahIM huI hai| jIvako raMga nahIM lagA hai, prema AyA nahIM hai| 'para prema pravAha bar3he prabhuse' bolatA hai, kahatA hai, para saba lUkhA, maMdA, bhAva-prema rahita hotA hai| prema anyatra bikhera diyA hai| bhedajJAnase bheda nahIM karatA / eka vacana milA ho use sAmAnya kara diyA hai| alaukikatA nahIM rkhii| 'eka mata ApaDI ke Ubhe mArge tApaDI' yoM laga nahIM par3A hai| dRSTi badalanI hI pdd'egii| isa para dhyAna nahIM detaa| 'suna suna phUTe kAna' jaisA kara diyA hai| caturakI do ghar3I, mUrkhakA sArA jIvana / jahA~ dekho vahA~ tU hI tU hI-bImAra ho, svastha ho, roga ho, lar3AI ho, bolacAla ho, krodha ho, mAna ho, rAga ho, dveSa ho vahA~ sabameM 'tU hI tU hI'-yahI eka lagana nahIM lagI, zraddhA nahIM huii| *"maLyo che eka bhedI re, kahelI gati te taNI, manajI musAphara re cAlo nija deza bhaNI; mulaka ghaNA joyA re musApharI thaI cha ghaNI." * bhAvArtha-hameM jo eka bhedI milA hai usakI gati (dazA) kI bAta hamane batAyI thii| isaliye kahate haiM ki he manarUpI yAtrI! aba nijadezakI ora prayANa kro| anya to bahuta deza dekhe, bahuta yAtrA ho cukI hai, sarvatra bahuta bhaTakA hai| aba apane dezakI ora calo, jahA~ pUrNa vizrAma hai| (bhedI-jJAnIne yahI kiyA hai|)

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372 upadezAmRta phira nija dezako koI chor3egA? yaha to bAhara bhaTaka rahA hai| apane dezako chor3akara bAhara bhaTaka rahA hai, vahA~ baMdhana ho rahA hai| AbU, tA.17-6-35 mukhyataH AtmAke tIna prakAra haiM-bAhyAtmA, aMtarAtmA, prmaatmaa| inameMse paramAtmA samajhane yogya hai| 'binA nayana pAve nahIM, binA nayanakI bAta.' bAhya vastuko dekhaneke liye jaise cakSu cAhiye, vaise hI jJAna cakSuse AMtarika vastu dekhI jA sakatI hai| jJAnacakSuke binA AtmA nahIM dekhA jA sktaa| AtmA arUpI hai, vaha rUpI to hai nhiiN| jaise aMgAroMko cimaTese pakar3A jA sakatA hai vaise AtmA carmacakSuse dikhAyI nahIM detaa| to isake liye cAhiye kyA? divyacakSu / vaha divya cakSu jJAnIke pAsa hai| yaha cakSu lagAye taba AtmA dikhAyI detA hai| yogyatA ho to jJAnI mArgameM jAte hueko bhI bulAkara de dete haiN| yogyatA kyA hai? ___ yogyatA arthAt bhAva, prema / unhIM para bhAva, prema Ave to kAma bana jAya / yaha pUrvakRta aura puruSArthase hotA hai| kAraNake binA kArya nahIM hotaa| zrI Azrama, agAsa tA.13-7-35 sthAna sthAna para AtmA dekho| mUrkha ho vaha anya dekhegaa| kAlA-gorA dekhane gaye to mAre jAoge aisA samajha lo| yaha merA sAkSAt AtmA, yaha bhI merA sAkSAt AtmA / tU hI, tU hI, eka mAtra yhii| AtmA para prema, prIti, bhakti nahIM huI hai, vaha karanI hai| usIke liye yaha avasara AyA hai, ataH ceta jaao| itanA nizcaya rakho ki yaha manuSyabhava to saphala ho gayA, kAraNa, apUrva yoga milA hai| aba zraddhA eka para hI rkho| jahA~ tahA~ zraddhA karoge to mAre jaaoge| svarUpaprApta eka satpuruSa paramakRpAlu para zraddhA dRr3ha hogI to japa, tapa, kriyAmAtra saphala ho gayI, manuSyabhava saphala ho gayA, dIpaka prakAzita huA, samakita huA samajha lo / terI derIse dera hai| jisameM eka eka gAthA camatkArika hai aisI 'Atmasiddhi' apUrva hai! 'chUTe dehAdhyAsa to nahi kartA tuM karma / ' vicAra kahA~ kiyA hai? "anAdi svapnadazAke kAraNa utpanna jIvake ahaMbhAva, mamatvabhAva nivRtta honeke liye jJAnIpuruSoMne yaha chaha padoMkA upadeza diyA hai|" vicAra kahA~ kiyA hai! vicAra kare to abhI prApta ho jAye / 'samayaM goyama mA pAe' samaya mAtrakA pramAda kartavya nahIM hai| tA. 14-8-35, zrAvaNa sudI pUrNimA Aja yahA~ Aye haiM to kamAIke Dhera lagate haiN| darzana hoMge, Atmahitake liye satsaMgameM, AtmAkI bAta sunaneko milegI, aisI bhAvanAse samAgamake liye yahA~ Aneke bhAva kiye to paga-paga para yajJakA phala kahA hai| tIrthayAtrA bahuta kI, para saccA deva kauna hai? aatmaa| jisane use jAnA hai, aise satpuruSakI vANI sunate hI koTikarma kSaya ho jAte haiM, puNyake Dhera ba~dha jAte haiN|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 373 bhAva tumhAre pAsa haiN| ve jaise karo vaise ho sakate haiN| yaha manuSyabhava mahAdurlabha hai| laukika kAryoMmeM, jagatako acchA dikhAneke liye bahuta kiyaa| aba zeSa bhava apane AtmAke liye bitAyA jAya, usakI pahacAna karaneke liye vyatIta ho tabhI manuSyabhavakI saphalatA hai| AtmA para bhAva karane haiN| 'mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai'-ulaTeko sulaTA nahIM kiyA, AkRtiko sulaTI nahIM kI, anyathA viSakA amRta ho jAtA hai| yaha strI, yaha puruSa, yaha acchA, yaha burA, yaha baniyA, yaha brAhmaNa-yoM mAyAko dekhaa| bAhyadRSTise satya nahIM dikhAyI diyaa| gahare utareM to satya dikhAyI degaa| satya dekhanA caahiye| vaha kyA? aatmaa| mumukSu-jAne binA AtmAko kaise dekheM? use to jJAnIne jAnA hai| prabhuzrI-bhAvanA to kara sakate haiN| aisA karate-karate yogyatA Ane para jJAnI lalATa para tilaka lagA deNge| sthAna-sthAna para AtmAko dekheMge to viSakA amRta ho jaayegaa| jJAnIke pAsa dIpaka prakAzita hai| sthAna-sthAna para eka hI dekheM to nidhAna hai| dRSTi to badalanI hI pdd'egii| terI derameM dera hai| dRSTi badale to abhI, anyathA dera hai| jAgrata ho jAo, taiyAra ho jAo, mRtyukI bhI ciMtA na kro| dRSTi badala ddaalo| nAzavAna jagatakI mAyAse prIti uThAkara eka AtmA para bhAva, prIti, prema kro| sArA jagata mohanidrAmeM so rahA hai| usameMse dhakkA mArakara bhI jJAnI Apako jagAnA cAhate hai, aba Apako sone nahIM denA hai| Apa AtmA haiN| jJAnIne jagaha jagaha AtmA dekhA hai vaisA zuddha AtmA hI merA hai, maiM vahI hU~, usase bhinna maiM nahIM hU~, usase bhinna jo hai vaha merA nahIM hai| aisA vizvAsa banA lo| AtmAkA mAhAtmya samajhameM nahIM AyA, isIliye AtmAko dekhanekI dRSTi nahIM bntii| satsaMgameM jaise-jaise bodha sunate raheMge vaise-vaise samajha aayegii| samajha Ane para dRSTi bdlegii| sunanese puNyabaMdha hotA hai| karane laga par3eM to kAma bana jAya / kAnameM par3ate hI Dhera sAre puNyakI kamAI hotI hai| para udyamazIla bana jAyeM to kAma bana jaay| dRSTi to badalanI hI pdd'egii| anaMta jJAniyoMne aisA hI kiyA hai| vaisA karake hI mokSa gaye haiN| jagaha-jagaha viSako amRta kiyA hai| ApakI derIse hI dera hai| taiyAra ho jaayeN| dRSTi badala jAya to abhI kAma bana jAya, anyathA abhI dera hai| 'merA-merA' kara rahe haiM vaha kisake liye? eka suI bhI Apake sAtha nahIM jaayegii| sAr3he tIna hAtha sthAnameM jalAkara bhasma kara deNge| ApakA to AtmA hai, use pahacAnanekA yaha avasara AyA hai| ataH ceta jaayeN| use sa~bhAle / usa para bhAva, prema kreN| jahA~ bhI dRSTi par3e, eka mAtra use hI prathama dekheN| yaha dekhane-jAnanevAlA na ho to saba murde haiN| "citrakUTake ghATa para, bhayI saMtanakI bhIr3a; tulasIdAsa caMdana ghase, tilaka kare raghuvIra"

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374 upadezAmRta tulasIdAsajI caMdana ghisa rahe haiN| saMtoMkI bhIr3a lagI huI hai| vahA~ rAmako pahacAnanekA saMketa kiyA hai ki una saba bhaktoMko tulasIdAsajI caMdana ghisakara tilaka kara rahe haiM-sabameM AtmA dekhate haiN| ataH jise tilaka karate haiM use rAma samajhate haiN| yoM AtmAko dekhanekI dRSTi kreN| bhaiMsako dAnekI TokarI rakhane koI strI AtI hai, taba bhaiMsakI dRSTi strI para nahIM hotii| usane kaise kapar3e pahane haiM, kaise gahane pahane haiM, vaha yuvatI hai yA vRddhA-bhaiMsa yaha saba kucha nahIM dekhtii| usakI dRSTi to eka mAtra dAnekI TokarI para rahatI hai| isI prakAra dRSTiko anya padArthoMse haTAkara AtmA para karanI caahiye| 1"jevA bhAva tevA prabhu phaLe, bhabhbhA bhajana thakI bhaya TaLe; bhekha dharye jo siddhi thAya, bhAMDa bhavaiyA vaikuMTha jAya." Apake bhAva Apake pAsa hai| bhAva AtmA para ho to kAma bana jAya / tA. 15-8-35 ulaTA kiyA taba jagata dikhAyI diyA, sulaTA kiyA to AtmA dikhAyI diyaa| jo dikhAyI detA hai vaha saba para hai| jo dIkhatA hai use mAnA hai yahI ulaTI dRSTi hai| dRSTi badale to sabakA jJAtA-draSTA aisA jo AtmA usa para lakSya jAtA hai, parapadArthoM meM merApana ho gayA hai vaha dUra hotA ___ saba chor3anA pdd'egaa| jahA~ jahA~ 'merA merA' kiyA hai, vahA~se uTha jAnA pdd'egaa| merA to eka AtmA hai| isake sivAya jagatakI vastuoMmeMse eka paramANu bhI merA nhiiN| AtmAkA bAla bhI bA~kA nahIM hogaa| mAtra usakA nizcaya nahIM kiyA, pakar3a nahIM huii| vaha kara lo| yaha anya saba to kalaMka hai| use mAnA hai| puruSArtha kro| paradA nahIM par3A hai| paradA par3e to anya dikhAyI detA hai| "je jANyuM te navi jANuM ane navi jANyuM te jaannuN|" aisA tumhArA svarUpa hai? kaisA apUrva tumhArA svarUpa hai! use kabhI yAda nahIM kiyaa| AtmAko sulA diyA hai, use jagAyA nhiiN| usa para bhAva, prema, prIti karanI hai| yaha saba par3A rahane do| jaba dekho taba isa kalaMkako Age karate ho| chor3o ise aura aba AtmAko Age karake saba kro| pahale yaha na ho to anya kucha nahIM hotaa| aisA AtmA! isa para bhAva karo, ise Age kro| bhAva badalanekA puruSArtha karanA caahiye| apane deza gaye binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| yaha tumhArA deza nahIM hai| isa jIvameM bahuta doSa haiN| yaha gorA, yaha kAlA, yaha zikSita, yaha samajhadAra, yaha strI, yaha puruSa-yaha dekhanA chor3a do| eka apane Upara A jaao| apanemeM anaMta doSa haiM, inheM aba nikAlanA hai| ataH apane doSa hI DhU~Dhakara nikaalo| parAye doSa dekhanA chor3a do| 'tere doSase tujhe baMdhana hai, yaha saMtakI prathama zikSA hai|' / 1. artha-jaise bhAva vaise prabhu phala dete haiN| prItamadAsa kahate hai ki bhajana karanese bhaya dUra hotA hai| bhekha dharane mAtra se agara siddhi hotI ho to bhAMDa vagere vezadhArI bhI vaikuMTha jAne cAhiye, magara aisA nahIM hotaa|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 375 khUTeke sAtha bA~dhA nahIM hai, manako DhU~Take sAtha bA~dhanA caahiye| aisA yoga milA hai taba jIva khUTeke pAsa AyA hai, para abhI ba~dhA nahIM hai| ba~dha jAya to hAni karatA ruke aura mAra khAnese baca jaay| AtmabhAvakA puruSArtha kro| sat aura zIlake bhAva rkhe|| jo bIcameM AtA hai use dUra kro| kutte ghusa jAte haiM, unheM mArakara bAhara nikAla do-parabhAvarUpI kuttoMko bodharUpI lakar3Ise mAra bhgaao| tA. 27-8-35 jJAniyoMne bahuta kahA hai, para jIvako utsukatA nahIM hai| kahI gayI bAta vyartha hI jAtI hai| lakSyameM le leM to kAma bana jAya / ati saMkSepameM kaha dU~ ? AsravameM saMvara ho, vikArake sthAnoMmeM vairAgya ho, 'sarvAtmamAM samadRSTi dyo' yoM sabameM AtmA dekhA jAya; yaha tuMbI (deha) hai, karma hai, kalaMka hai ise na dekhA jAya; strI hai vaha AtmA hai yoM pahale AtmA dekhanekI manameM ruci ho to kAma bana jAya / aisA abhyAsa karanA caahiye| eka yahI bhAvanA karanI caahiye| tA.7-9-35 apane priyase priya bAlakako koI mAra de to usa para aMtarase kitanA roSa AtA hai? 'isakA kaba burA karU~' yoM aMtarameM viSa hI viSa ho jAtA hai| isI prakAra hameM anaMtakAlase duHkha denevAle zatru kauna haiM ? pA~ca indriyA~, cAra kaSAya tathA mana ye dasa-ina para aMtarase zatrutA honI caahiye| duzmanako koI aisA kahegA ki Aiye, padhAriye? vIra kSatriyake svabhAvase zatruko mAra bhagAneke liye taiyAra rahanA cAhiye aura avasara Ane para mAra mArate rahanA caahiye| tabhI vijaya ho sakatI hai| eka manako jIta lene para dasoM hI zatru jIta liye jAte haiM aura Atmasukha prApta hotA hai| vibhAva hI zatru hai| svabhAva mitra hai| vibhAvake prati roSa honA caahiye| anAdise ahita karanevAloMko mitra mAna rakhA hai, yahI bhUla hai| aba yaha jAnakara ki ve zatru haiM, unake prati aMtarase roSa honA caahiye| dRSTi badalane yogya hai| kAlakUTa viSako anAdise amRta mAnA hai| aba amRtako amRta mAne aura viSako viSa mAneM tabhI kalyANa hogaa| dRSTi badalegI tabhI viSako chor3akara amRta dekhegaa| AsravameM saMvara hogA, zatru bhAga jAyeMge, baMdhana nahIM hogA, doSa mAtra naSTa hoNge| ____ AtmA para premabhAva bar3hA denA caahiye| usakA mAhAtmya nahIM lagA hai| samajha bar3I bAta hai| samajhanese hI chuTakArA hai| samajha Ane para jJAta hotA hai ki yaha viSa aura yaha amRta hai| phira amRtako chor3akara viSa kauna grahaNa karegA? ___ yaha cetana aura yaha jar3a yoM jJAnIko bheda ho gayA hai| AtmAkI Rddhi, AtmAkA sukha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| "samakita sAthe sagAI kIdhI, saparivArazuM gADhI; mithyAmati aparAdhaNa jANI, gharathI bAhira kADhI."

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376 upadezAmRta bahirAtmapanase pravRtti kI hai use chor3a aMtarAtmA bananekA avasara AyA hai| nizcayanayase jaisA apanA svarUpa hai, vaisA nizcaya nahIM huA hai| aba usakA nizcaya kara lenA caahiye| pratyekakI zraddhAmeM bheda hai| sabako bhAvAnusAra phala hai| bhAva unnata kreN| prema, sneha, bhAva bar3hA deveN| 'pAve nahi gurugama binA' / guru dIpaka hai, unhIMse dIpa prakAzita hogaa| eka corako phA~sIkI sajA huii| maMtrI vicakSaNa thaa| usane sUlI para car3he mRtyuke sanmukha corase pUchA, 'tujhe kisIkI zaraNa hai ? saMsArameM jinako tuma apanA mAnate the unameMse koI abhI tumheM zaraNa denevAlA hai ?" corane kahA, "abhI to mujhe kisIkI zaraNa nahIM hai" maMtrI bolA, "maiM eka bAta kahatA hU~ use lakSameM loge? loge to tumhArA kAma ho jaayegaa|" corane kahA, "avazya lakSyameM luuNgaa| Apa kRpA kara mujhe kheN|" duHkhake samayameM hitazikSA bahuta AturatAse grahaNa ho sakatI hai| ataH maMtrIne kahA, 'samabhAva / cAhe jitanA duHkha Aye, mRtyu Aye para maiM use samabhAvase sahana kruuNgaa| vaha duHkha naSTa hogA, para merA svarUpa naSTa nahIM ho sktaa| ataH samabhAvameM rahanA caahiye|" corane samabhAvakA zaraNa grahaNa kiyaa| vaha marakara devagatimeM gyaa| maMtrIne sUlI para car3he corase bAta kI aisA jaba rAjAko jJAta huA to usane maMtrIko pakar3akara kaida karane aura usakA ghara lUTaneke liye sipAhI bheje| sipAhI maMtrIke ghara lUTane aaye| vahA~ koI eka anajAna rakSaka khar3A thaa| usane saba sipAhiyoMko mAra bhgaayaa| phira rAjA svayaM aayaa| usane dekhA ki yaha rakSaka manuSya nahIM hai kintu deva hai| rAjAne pUchA, 'tuma kauna ho?' rakSakane kahA 'maiM cora, marakara deva huA huuN| yaha maMtrIkA pratApa hai, isaliye isakA ghara nahIM lUTane duuNgaa|" rAjA prasanna huaa| maMtrIkA sanmAna kara use siropAva diyaa| yoM eka zabda sunanese itanA hita huA, taba jJAnI puruSake zabda vAraMvAra sunaneko mile to yaha kitane mahAlAbhakA kAraNa hogA! ataH ise sAmAnya na jaaneN| apUrva alaukika bhAvase jJAnIke vacanoMkA sanmAna kara Atmahita sAdhaneke liye jAgrata ho jAyeM, ceta jaayeN| tA. 16-9-35 mRtyu acAnaka A phuNcegii| mRtyu Ane para yaha saba chor3akara jAnA pdd'egaa| dehAdi sarva paravastuoMkA svAmI banA baiThA hai, unheM chor3anA pdd'egaa| ataH abhIse ceta jaayeN| manuSyabhava aura usameM bhI satpuruSakA samAgama yaha bahuta durlabha yoga milA hai| ataH ceta jaayeN| eka AtmAko pahacAna leM to phikarake phAke maare| jisane AtmAko pahacAna liyA vaha to bola uThegA, "aba hama amara bhaye, na mreNge|" kAla to usakA kiMkara ho gayA! mRtyu use mahotsava ho jAtA hai| usake ghara to bAje baja gye| bAkI anyako maraNa Aye taba dekha leM! mRtyu to AyegI hii| aba isa duHkhako dUra karane kise bulAyA jAya? kaunase sthAnameM jAkara

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377 upadezasaMgraha-3 raheM ki duHkhamAtra calA jAya? bar3e loga acche uttama sthAnameM rahate haiM, zaucAlayameM nahIM rahate / sArA saMsAra zaucAlayameM rahatA hai, para jJAnI kahA~ rahate haiM ? 'smbhaav'meN| yaha unakA sthAna hai| isa sthAnakA kitanA sukha, kitane ThATha haiM vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| isa sthAna para jAnese duHkha mAtra naSTa ho jAte haiN| caMDAla jaise nIcake ghara, tuccha bhAvameM jJAnI nahIM rhte| isaliye unake bhayamAtra naSTa ho gaye haiN| "jisane eka AtmAko jAnA, usane saba jAna liyaa|" usakI zraddhA, vizvAsa, pratIti hone para bhI kAma bana jaayegaa| _ 'chaha pada' kA patra amUlya hai| gahare utaranA caahiye| pakar3a honI caahiye| sabake bIca kahA hai, para 'samabhAva'kI pakar3a kara legA, usakA kAma ho jaayegaa| tA. 27-9-35 bahuta bAta kahanI hai, para kahI nahIM jaatii| 'suna suna phUTe kAna, sunA para na sunaneke samAna kara diyA, kyoMki upayoga, pariNamana usameM nahIM huA, bAhara hI rhaa| pariNamana honA caahiye| kSayopazama caahiye| vicArakI kamI hai| vicAra dhyAna hai| aMtara pariNamana vicArase karanA cAhiye / badala DAlanA caahiye| aba to AtmAko dekhanekA abhyAsa karo / anya dekhanekA abhyAsa kiyA usase lauTakara eka AtmA dekhanekA abhyAsa kro| dRSTimeM viSa hai, vaha amRta bana jAyeM vaisA kro| 'mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai' jJAniyoMne yahI kiyA hai, yahI dekhA hai| 'kara vicAra to pAma' | vicAra dvArA dRSTi badalakara aMtaradRSTi karanekI AvazyakatA hai| tA. 28-9-35 __ "paryAyadRSTi na dIjiye, eka ja kanaka abhaMga re|" jo mahApuruSa mokSake liye udyama kara rahe haiM, ve to saba ulaTeko sulaTA hI kara rahe haiN| AtmA para bhAva, prema, prIti atyaMta karanI cAhiye / khAte-pIte, bolate-cAlate, baiThate-uThate hara samaya use yAda karanA cAhiye / isakA svarUpa kaisA adbhuta hai? isakA sukha anaMta hai| isakI Rddhi anaMta hai| isake liye pAgala bana jaayeN| bhale hI saMsAra pAgala kahe, para eka yahI! isake liye pAgala ho jaayeN| sabhI jJAnIpuruSa eka hI mArgase mokSa gaye haiN| vaha mArga 'samatA' hai| bahuta adbhuta hai! jahA~ viSamabhAva hai vahA~ baMdhana hai| samabhAva hai vahA~ abaMdhatA hai| tA. 29-9-35 patrAMka 670 kA vAcana OM sadguruprasAda "jJAnIkA sarva vyavahAra paramArthamUla hotA hai, to bhI jisa dina udaya bhI AtmAkAra rahegA vaha dina dhanya hogaa|"

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378 upadezAmRta saba zAstroMkA sAra, tattvoMkA sAra DhU~Dhakara batA diyA hai| isa kAlameM kRpAludevane bahuta durlabha, kAma nikala jAya aisA pradAna kiyA hai| vizvAsa ho to khuuN| . bhaktike 'bIsa dohe' maMtrake samAna haiN| sau bAra, hajAra bAra pATha kareM to bhI kama hai| lAbhake Dhera haiN| 'kSamApanAkA pATha', 'chaha pada'kA patra, 'yamaniyama', 'Atmasiddhi' ye apUrva sAdhana haiM! camatkArI hai! nitya pATha karanA Avazyaka hai| jIvanaparyaMta itanI bhakti nitya karanI hI caahiye| 'darjIkA lar3akA jIye taba taka siiye|' yaha bAta to jhUThI hai, para Apa jIvanaparyaMta itanA to kareMge hii| isase samAdhimaraNa hogA, samakitakA tilaka hogaa| adhika kyA kahU~ ? dUsarA eka devavaMdana hai vaha bhI apUrva hai! pratyakSa devako bulAyA hai, ataH vaha bhI pratidina karane yogya hai| jJAnIke sarva vyavahAra paramArthamUlaka haiM, kaise? jJAnIke pAsa aisA kyA hai ki ve jo bhI karate haiM, sulTA hI hotA hai? khAte haiM phira bhI nahIM khAte / saMsArameM haiM to bhI saMsArI nahIM haiN| Asravake kAmameM saMvara hotA hai, aisA unheM kyA milA hai? unheM 'gurugama' milA hai, jisase ve AtmAmeM pariNamita hue haiN| eka AtmAko pahacAnanekI sabako AvazyakatA hai, taba taka saMsArameM kahIM bhI sukha nahIM hai| gurugama kaise mile? AtmAko kaise pahacAne? ApakI derIse dera hai, use prApta karaneke bhAva rakheM / bhAva aura pariNAma bahuta bar3I bAta hai| usa vastuko prApta karaneke bhAvake binA, usakI AkAMkSAke binA kisIne usako prApta nahIM kiyA hai| yaha vastu svataH Akara milanevAlI nahIM hai| usakI prAptike liye bhAva bar3hAyeM / mRtyu to sabako eka samaya avazya AyegI, kisIko chor3egI nhiiN| saMyoga jitane bhI haiM ve saba chuutteNge| aisI deha, aise saMyoga anaMtabAra chor3e haiM, para eka AtmAko nahIM chor3A hai| vaha maregA nhiiN| mAtra use pahacAna lenekA avasara AyA hai| ataH ceta jAyeM, taiyAra ho jaayeN| eka isIke liye jInA hai| khAte-pIte, bolate-cAlate, uThate-baiThate pratyeka prasaMgameM eka 'aatmbhaavnaa'| usake sivAya anya saba viSa hai, kAlakUTa viSa hai| ye bAhya netra to phor3a DAlane cAhiye, aMtarakI A~kheM kholanI cAhiye / jahA~ tahA~ eka 'tU hI tU hI'-AtmA hI dekheN| isa avasarako aisA vaisA nahIM jaaneN| bAta sunate hI pariNata ho jAyeM to koTi kalyANa hai| AtmA kaisI apUrva vastu hai! usakA mAhAtmya kahA nahIM jA sktaa| "je pada zrI sarvajJe dIrcha jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahi paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo." isIkI bAta, isIkA vicAra, isI para prema, prIti, bhAva hote haiM vahA~ koTi karma kSaya hote haiN| "paryAya dRSTi na dIjIo, eka ja kanaka abhaMga re; nirvikalpa rasa pIjIo, zuddha niraMjana eka re." AtmA, caitanya, yaha koI aisI vaisI bAta hai! isakA mAhAtmya to kucha alaukika hai! kahA nahIM jA sktaa| isIkI pUjA karanI hai, isIko namaskAra karanA hai, yahI pUjya hai, ise sNbhaaleN| isakA

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upadezasaMgraha - 3 vicAra kareM / isIkI bhAvanA bhAyeM / isI para prema, prIti, bhAva kareM / 1" aho ! aho ! huM mujane kahuM, namo muja namo muja re; amita phaLa- dAna dAtAranI, jehanI bheTa thaI tuja re. zAMti0' AtmAke kAraNa saba hai| vaha na ho to koI pUjA - satkAra, mAna, bar3AI nahIM degA, para sAr3he tIna hAtha bhUmimeM jalAkara bhasma kara degA / jisakA aisA aciMtya to mAhAtmya hai ! aura jo sabako jAnanemeM, mAnanemeM prathama hai, aise apane AtmAko chor3a diyA, use sa~bhAlA nahIM, usa para bhAva, prema, prIti nahIM kI aura mithyA mAyAke prasaMgoMmeM prema kiyA / navapariNIta vara-vadhU manameM eka dUsareke prati prema bar3hatA jAtA hai, premakI UrmiyA~ ubharatI haiM / yaha to mAyAkA svarUpa hai, baMdhanakA kAraNa hai / para aisA prema, aisI ruci, aisI UrmiyA~ AtmA para nahIM AyIM / " jaisI prIti harAmakI, taisI hara para hoya; calyo jAya vaikuMThameM, pallo na pakar3e koya. " 379 jahA~ prema prIti karanI hai use chor3akara mAyAmeM samaya kho rahA hai| kAcakI zIzI phUTa jAya, vaise hI yaha tuMbI (deha) phUTa jAyegI / AtmAkI pahacAnake binA paribhramaNake duHkha miTeMge nahIM / jahA~ bhI ho vahA~ AtmA dekhanA sIkheM to rAgadveSa karma nahIM bNdheNge| karmake kacareko na dekheN| vaha AtmA divya cakSuse dIkhatA hai, jJAnI divya cakSuse dekhate haiM / 2" pravacana- aMjana jo sadguru kare, dekhe parama nidhAna, jinezvara; hRdayanayana nihALe jagadhaNI, mahimA meru samAna, jinezvara. " hRdayanetrase dekheM to jagaha jagaha nidhAna, AtmA dikhAyI degaa| bar3e vrata pratyAkhyAna lekara baiThe haiM, para Urmi jAgrata nahIM huI / utkaMThA, bhAva, prema, ruci nahIM huI / "je pada zrI sarvajJe dIThu jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahi paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo. " aisA parama sukhadhAma AtmAkA svarUpa hai, to hameM aba kyA karanA cAhiye ? zraddhA / 'saddhA parama dullahA ' - bhagavAnakA vacana hai / kamara kasakara taiyAra ho jAo, nAca kUdakara bhI eka zraddhA- pakar3a kara lo| phira japa, tapa, tyAga, vairAgya saba ho jaayegaa| sabase pahale zraddhA kro| yaha bahuta bar3I bAta hai| jisakA mahAbhAgya hogA use hI yaha prApta hogI / varSA to bahuta hotI hai para maghAkA pAnI jaba barasatA hai taba loga TaMkiyA~ bharakara rakhate haiM ki jisase vaha pAnI bAraha mAha upayogameM A ske| vaise hI yahA~ bhI pAtrAnusAra pAnI bhara lo / jitanA pAnI bhara loge utanA hI bhaviSyameM bahuta kAma AyegA / 1 1. amita phala denevAle zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAna mujhe mila gaye hai ataH maiM dhanya ho gayA hU~, kRtakRtya ho gayA hU~ ataH maiM svayaMko namaskAra karatA hU~ / 2. yadi sadguru pravacana ( Agama) rUpI aMjana merI A~khameM lagA de to dRSTiroga jAnese mujhe parama nidhAna dikhAI degA arthAt AtmajJAna saMprApta hogA aura aMtardRSTi khulane se jaganAtha aise prabhukI meru sama mahimA bhAsita hogii| jaMbUdvIpake madhyameM eka lAkha yojana U~cA meru parvata hai| itanI prabhukI mahAnatA zraddhAnameM AyegI /

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380 upadezAmRta jJAnIpuruSoMkA bodha adbhuta hai! mare hueko jIvita karatA hai! samyaktva usIse hotA hai| khAnA aura sonA yaha dhaMdhA ho gayA hai| Alasya aura pramAdane jIvakA burA kiyA hai| kyA khAnA aura sonA AtmAkA dharma hai? saba mithyA hai| zatru para AtmAmeM kitanA viSa hotA hai ki kaba mAra DAlU~, kATa DAlU~? to anaMtakAlase anaMta duHkhake kAraNa pA~ca indriyA~, mana aura cAra kaSAya, ye dasa zatru haiM, aisA samajhA hotA to unake prati kitanA viSa hotA! vibhAvoMmeM yA mAyAmeM jo rAga, prema, prIti hai vaha paramanidhAna aise AtmAmeM rAga nahIM hone dete| to ina zatruoM para aMtarameM kitanA viSa rahanA cAhiye? AtmAko hitakArI eka satsaMga hai, usakI icchA jJAnIpuruSoMne bhI kI hai| kyoMki usImeM AtmA para bhAva, ruci, prIti, bhakti ho sake aisA sunaneko milatA hai| satsaMga ciMtAmaNike samAna mahAdurlabha hai, kyoMki nimittakI prApti hI bahuta bar3I bAta hai| 'phikarakA phAkA bharyA, tAkA nAma phkiir|' saba phikarake phAke mAreM, eka AtmabhAvameM rheN| duHkha AnA ho to Aye, roga AnA ho to Aye, dhana calA jAtA ho to jAye; aMtameM yaha deha bhI calI jAnA ho to jAye! isase merA kucha nahIM jAyegA, mujhe kucha hAni nahIM hai| inameMse kucha bhI merA nahIM hai| merA hai vahI merA hai / 'terA tere pAsa hai, vahA~ dUjekA kyA kAma?' anya saba to karmakalaMka hai / jo AtA hai vaha jAneke liye AtA hai| usase bhAra halakA hotA hai, RNa cukatA hai| ___ jJAnI mahAsukhameM rahate haiM, AnaMdameM rahate haiN| phikara mAtrake phAke mAreM, eka sat, zIla aura bhaktimeM lage rheN| 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|' AtmabhAvanAkA puruSArtha karate rheN| tA. 17-11-35 sat aura zIla yahI kartavya hai| zIlavrata mahAvrata hai| saMsArake kinAre A pahu~canevAleko hI yaha prApta hotA hai| deha gira jAya to bhale hI gire, deha jAtI hai to jAne deM, para brahmacaryakA pAlana kreN| vRddhAvasthAmeM bhI yaha vrata Aye to mahAbhAgya smjheN| usakI avazya devakI gati hotI hai| mRtyu to sabako avazya AyegI hii| yahA~ itane loga baiThe haiM una sabako usa samaya aneka prakArakI vedanAe~ prApta hogii| sabako eka prakArakI nahIM aayegii| taba itanA lakSya rahe to kAma bana jAya vedanI AtI hai usase hajAra gunI Aye, jo AtI hai vaha jA rahI hai, ba~dhe hue karma udayameM Akara chUTa rahe haiN| unheM dekhanevAlA maiM AtmA huuN| maiMne to aisA nizcaya kara liyA hai ki maiM AtmA kabhI marU~gA nhiiN| ba~dhe hue saba karma Akara jAnevAle haiM, para dekhanevAlA AtmA hai, AtmA hai, AtmA hai; vaha nitya hai, nitya hai Adi chaha padakA nizcaya kiyA hai| "vizeSa rogake udayase athavA zArIrika maMdabalase jJAnIkA zarIra kaMpita ho, nirbala ho, mlAna ho, maMda ho, raudra lage, use bhramAdikA udaya bhI rahe; tathApi jisa prakArase jIvameM bodha aura vairAgyakI vAsanA huI hotI hai, usI prakArase usa rogakA, jIva usa usa prasaMgameM prAyaH vedana karatA hai|" bodha aura vairAgya AtmA hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 381 sadgurukI zaraNa sirapara hai| sadguru apanA AtmA hai jo pratyekake pAsa hai| maiMne AtmAko nahIM jAnA hai, para sadgurune AtmAko yathArtha jAnA hai, vaisA hI AtmA merA hai, usake sivAya anya kucha bhI merA nahIM hai| 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' mahAmaMtra hai| bhAna rahe taba taka usameM upayoga rakheM, usakA smaraNa kareM / bhAna jAneke bAda ciMtA nhiiN| para bhAna rahe taba taka sadgurukI zaraNa, usakA dhyAna rkheN| yaha samakita honekA kAraNa hai| calate-phirate, khAte-pIte, baiThate-uThate jagaha jagaha AtmA hai| "jaisI prIti harAmakI, taisI hara para hoya; calyo jAya vaikuMThameM, pallo na pakar3e koya." AtmA para prema, prIti bhAva nahIM huA hai, vaha kartavya hai| "dharama dharama karato jaga sahu phire, dharma na jANe ho marma jinezvara; dharma jinezvara caraNa grahyA pachI, koI na bAMdhe ho karma jinezvara. dharma jinezvara0" "samakita sAthe sagAI kIdhI, saparivArazuM gADhI, mithyAmati aparAdhaNa jANI, gharathI bAhira kADhI." AtmAkI pahacAna kara leN| usake sAtha sagAI kara leN| anya sagAI chor3a deN| jo jar3ako chor3akara AtmAke sAtha sagAI kareMge, unakA kAma bana jaayegaa| tA. 19-11-35 ina sabako maraNa to eka dina avazya aayegaa| usa samaya kyA karanA cAhiye vaha batAtA huuN| jise sunanA ho vaha sune, grahaNa karanA ho vaha grahaNa kare, pakar3anA ho vaha pakar3a le| kahanevAlA kaha detA hai, jAnevAlA calA jAtA hai| 'prIti anaMtI parathakI je toDe te joDe eh|' / sage-saMbaMdhI, rupayA-paisA, gharabAra, strI bacce-ina sabase prIti uThAkara, ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva uThAkara, deha Adi sarvase moha-mUrchAbhAva jalAkara, bhasma kara, snAnasUtaka manAkara calA jAnA hai| to maiM strI hU~, puruSa hU~, choTA hU~, bar3A hU~-yaha saba paryAyadRSTi chor3akara zrI sadgurune jAnA hai aisA eka zuddha AtmA maiM hU~, aisI AtmabhAvanA rkheN| jaba taka bhAna rahe taba taka 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' mahAmaMtrakA smaraNa kreN| sabase upayoga uThAkara usameM rkheN| isake samAna anya koI zaraNa nahIM hai| tabhI kalyANa hogaa| sabase prIti uThAkara jitanI prIti AtmA para kI hogI utanA hI kalyANa hogaa| sadgurune AtmAko jAnA hai| ataH sadgurukI zaraNa, zraddhA, una para bhakti, bhAva, ruci, prIti bar3hAyI hogI, vahI kAma kregii| tA. 12-1-36 manuSyabhava mahA durlabha hai| jaba taka zarIra vyAdhise nahIM ghirA hai taba taka ceta jAyeM, dharma kara leM, pIche kucha nahIM hogaa| lUTamalUTa lAbha lenekA avasara AyA hai| sayAne na bneN| dekhate rheN| aMdara sira pha~sAne na jaayeN| 'eka mata ApaDI ke Ubhe mArge taapddii|'

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382 upadezAmRta yaha acchA hai yaha burA hai aisA kucha na kreN| saMkalpa-vikalpane hI isa jIvakA burA kiyA hai| isakA isako bhArI hai| hameM to abhI pratibaMdha kama kara AtmabhAva karane yogya hai| isameM pramAda kartavya nahIM hai| samaya mAtrakA bhI pramAda kartavya nahIM hai| dUsare kareMge usakA phala unheM milegaa| samadRSTi rakheM / maitrI, pramoda, karuNA, mAdhyastha bhAvanA bhAyeM / jJAna, dhyAna, svAdhyAya Adi acche nimitta bnaayeN| AtmabhAvanA bhAnekA puruSArtha kreN| samayamAtra bhI pramAda na kreN| 'samayaM goyama mA pmaae|' parokSase pratyakSa hogaa| parokSakA abhyAsa vizeSa hogA to pratyakSa hote dera nahIM lgegii| ataH puruSArtha kareM / chor3anA to par3egA hii| anyabhAvako chor3eM, AtmabhAvakA abhyAsa bddh'aayeN| je jANuM te navi jANuM, navi jANyuM te jaannuN| tA.13-1-36 hajAroM jar3a padArtha ikaTThe kareM to bhI ve suna sakeMge? sunatA hai vaha eka AtmA hai| kaisA apUrva isakA mAhAtmya hai! yaha na ho to saba murde haiN| sabako dekhane-jAnanevAlA aura sarva avasthAmeM usase alaga rahanevAlA AtmA hai| usakI mAnyatA nahIM huii| bAta mAnyatAkI hai| AtmAkI zaktiyA~ anaMta karmoMse Avarita hai| usameM mukhya ATha karma haiN| ve saba eka mohanIya karmake AdhArase Tike hue haiN| usa mohanIyake darzanamoha aura cAritramoha aise do bheda haiN| darzanamoha arthAt viparIta maanytaa| vaha Tale aura yathArtha mAnyatA ho jAye to sarva karma kSaya hue binA nahIM raha skte| ___'dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara kheTa, vimala' dhiMga dhaNI arthAt AtmA, use prApta karane, pahacAnanekA yaha apUrva avasara AyA hai| paramakRpAludevane kahA thA ki aba kyA hai? tumhArI derIse dera hai| yaha saca hai| aba to ApakI derIse dera hai| mumukSu-yaha saca hai ki hamArI derIse dera hai| para hameM taiyAra honeke liye kyA karanA cAhiye? prabhuzrI-gharase kapar3e pahanakara taiyAra hokara Aye hoM to phira ghara jAnA nahIM pdd'taa| para gaTharI lene jAnekA bAkI ho to? vaise hI taiyAra hokara Aye hoM to dera nahIM hai| saba chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| jo apanA hai use chor3anA nahIM hai| zeSa saba dera-sabera chor3anA hI hai, to Ajase hI sarva parabhAvake prati udAsIna hokara apane svarUpakI ora bhAva-prema, prIti-bhakti bar3hAnA ucita hai| AtmabhAvakA puruSArtha niraMtara jAgrata rakhane yogya hai| tA. 14-1-36 kauve, kutte, Dhora, pazu ye saba AtmA haiN| para inase abhI kucha ho sakatA hai? manuSyabhavameM samajha ho sakatI hai| roga ho jAyegA taba kucha nahIM ho skegaa| abhI jAgRta honA cAhiye / satsaMga aura bodhase samajha AtI hai, ataH usakI ArAdhanA sadaiva kreN| jJAnIne AtmAko yathArtha jAnA hai| vaisA hI AtmA merA hai| usake sivAya anya kucha bhI merA

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upadezasaMgraha-3 383 nahIM hai| AtmAke prati bhAva hoM, jJAnIne AtmA jAnA hai vaisA mAnya ho to kAma banatA hai| bAta mAnyatAkI hai| svayaM hI apane Apa mAnyatA kareMge taba hogaa| anya to kahakara chUTa jaayeNge| karanA to Apake hAthameM hai| jJAnIkI 'hA~' meM 'hA~' aura 'nA' meM 'nA' karanevAlekA kAma bnegaa| mumukSu-'hA~' meM 'hA~' aura 'nA' meM 'nA' karanekA hI nizcaya hai| anya kucha nahIM karanA hai| vaha karaneke liye hI baiThe haiN| __prabhuzrI-aisA karaneke liye baiThe haiM unakA to bhalA hI hogaa| para jo aisA karane baiThe hoMge ve aise AtmA dekheMge? yaha strI, yaha puruSa, yaha acchA, yaha burA aise dekheMge? yA jJAnIne dekhA hai aise zuddha AtmA sabhI haiM aisA dekheMge? 'paryAyadRSTi na dIjIye, eka ja kanaka abhaMga re|' tA. 17-1-36 laukika dRSTimeM le liyA hai, alaukika dRSTi karanI caahiye| yogadRSTi bolate haiM, use alaukika dRSTise bolA jAya to eka eka gAthA bolate lAbhake Dhera lagate haiN| bhaktike bIsa dohe haiM, eka eka dohA bolate koTi karma kSaya ho jAte haiM, puNyake Dhera laga jAte haiN| usameM bhAva, bhakti, prema caahiye| koI bhI gAthA, koI bhI pada, cAhe eka hI jAnate hoM, to ekako hI alaukika dRSTise yAda karo, gAo, bolo| manuSyabhava mahAdurlabha hai| mehamAna ho / dekhate dekhate deha chUTa jaayegii| abhI apUrva kamAI kara lenekA avasara bIta rahA hai| ataH jAgRta ho jAo, pramAda na kro| burA kiyA hai to laukika dRSTine hI kiyA hai| 'je lokottara deva namUM laukikthii|" kevalajJAna hogA to isa dIvArako to nahIM hogA, jIvako hI hogaa| samakita bhI jIvako hI hogaa| yahA~ baiThe haiM unameMse kisake pAsa vaha nahIM hai? sabake pAsa hai| mAtra AvaraNa hai jisase prakaTa nahIM hotaa| usa AvaraNako dUra karaneke liye puruSArtha kro| 'dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re'| sadguru bhagavAnane AtmAko jaisA jAnA hai, dekhA hai, anubhava kiyA hai, vaisA zuddha caitanyasvarUpa avinAzI maiM AtmA hU~, aisI zraddhA kro| usa zuddha svarUpako prApta karane tathA AvaraNako dUra karaneke liye jJAnI sadgurukI AjJAnusAra puruSArtha kro| Apa aise vaise nahIM haiM, AtmA haiM; aise nahIM haiM, jJAniyoMne dekhA vaise haiM-aisI zraddhA kro| bhAva aura pariNAma jJAnIkI AjJAnusAra kro| 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|' AtmabhAvanAkA puruSArtha karanA caahiye| yahA~ baiThe haiM una sabako sabase pahale kyA karanA cAhiye? zAstrameM bhI vahI karaneko kahA hai, vaha kyA hai ? vinaya / burA kiyA ho usakA bhI bhalA ho / sabhIke prati vinaya, namratA, laghutA rkho| vinaya karanevAlekA hI bhalA hogaa| mAna na hotA to yahIM mokSa hotaa| tA. 18-1-36 ___ sArA saMsAra duHkhase bharA huA hai| use pAra karaneke liye hameM kyA karanA cAhiye? usakI upekSA kI hai| usakA mAhAtmya nahIM jAnA hai| para eka AbhUSaNa samajhakara sAtha rakhane yogya hai ki

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384 upadezAmRta I jo yaha dikhAyI detA hai, vaisA AtmA nahIM hai / khAnA-pInA, bolanA - cAlanA saba mithyA hai / yaha merA nahIM hai, yaha maiM nahIM hU~ / jJAnIne jAnA hai vaisA AtmA maiM hU~, vaha AtmasvarUpa merA hai / anya saba kriyAko dekhanevAlA maiM rahU~, usameM mila na jAU~, muphtameM dekhatA rahU~ to karmabaMdha na hogA / AtmAko dekhanekA lakSya ho, AtmAkI smRtikA lakSya ho, AtmabhAvanAkA puruSArtha ho to AsravameM bhI saMvara hotA hai| viSakA amRta hotA hai, koTi karma kSaya hote haiM / ataH niraMtara puruSArtha kartavya hai / pauSa vadI 0 )), 1952, tA.24-1-36 mumukSu - sAhaba, koI nayA AtA hai, koI pA~ca varSase AtA hai, koI paMdraha varSase satsaMga karatA hai, ina sabako Apa kahate haiM ki yogyatA nahIM hai, yogyatA lAyeM, to isakA kyA matalaba ? prabhuzrI- - kyA kaheM ? dRSTi badalI nahIM taba taka yogyatA kaise kahI jA sakatI hai ? dRSTi badale tabhI kAma banatA hai / chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai / ApakI derIse dera hai / chor3anA to par3egA hI, aisA paramakRpAludevane kahA thA / ye carmacakSu chor3ane par3eMge; bAhyadRSTi, paryAyadRSTi chor3anI pdd'egii| divyacakSu cAhiye / use prApta karaneke liye AvaraNa hoM taba taka yogyatA kaise kahI jA sakatI hai ? eka marajiyA sauko bhArI par3atA hai| aise maraneko taiyAra ho jAyeM taba kAma banatA hai / samakitake binA mokSa nahIM hai / samakita sulabha hai, sarala hai / dRSTi badalanI hI par3egI / tA. 5-2-36 burA huA hai to pramAdase huA hai / pramAda, Alasya chor3akara aba ceta jaayeN| yaha manuSyabhava rahA hai to abhI ise ciMtAmaNi samAna mAnakara ceta jAyeM / 'ANAe dhammo, ANAe tavo' AjJAkA ArAdhana ho dharma hai aura AjJAkA ArAdhana hI tapa hai| jIvako AtmAkI pahacAna nahIM huI hai, lakSya nahIM huA hai / vaha karanese hI chuTakArA hai / mumukSu - vaha karaneke liye hI yahA~ baiThe haiN| prabhuzrI - vaha to jJAnI jAnate haiN| vaha karaneke liye hI baiThe haiM, unakA kAma to hogA hI / dhIraja rakheM, dhairya rakhanekI jarUrata hai / kAma ho jaayegaa| samajha aura pakar3a cAhiye / samartha svAmIkI zaraNa lI hai, sadguru sira para hai taba ciMtA kaisI ? yahA~ bodha sunanese to koTi karma kSaya hote haiM, Dhera sArA puNya ba~dhatA hai aura nikaTa AyA jAtA hai, pAsameM AyA jAtA hai / yaha jIva raMka bhI huA hai aura rAjA bhI huA hai, hAthake do bera koI na le aisA bhI huA hai / ataH abhI jo Aye use samatA rakhakara kSamApUrvaka sahana karanA siikheN| jo AtA hai vaha jAyegA / rahanevAlA kahA~ hai ? tumhArA kyA hai ? sukha duHkha AnA ho utanA bhale Ao, bhedajJAnase jhaTakA mAra mArakara kATa DAlo, uDA do - bhale hI dUra jA pdd'e| jo dikhAyI detA hai, vaha pudgala hai, paryAya hai; use aba nahIM dekhanA hai / use dhakkA mArakara girA do / jJAnI to AtmA dekhate haiM / aise choTe-bar3e, acche-bure nahIM dekhte| pudgalako pudgalarUpa, parAyA jAnate haiN| apanA to AtmA hai / usake sAtha sagAI saMbaMdha kiyA hai / I

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385 upadezasaMgraha-3 "samakita sAthe sagAI kIdhI, saparivArazuM gADhI; mithyAmati aparAdhaNa jANI, gharathI bAhira kADhI, ho malli jina0" __ tA.6-2-36 ina saba jIvoMke pAsa kyA hai ? 'bhAva' hai yA nahIM? kisIke pAsa bhAva na ho aisA hai kyA? aba kyA kareM? yaha bAta aisI vaisI nahIM haiN| camatkAra hai| eka vacanameM mokSa hotA hai| choTe, bar3e koI bhI kara sakeM aisA kyA hai? bhAva / bhAvase hI burA hotA hai, bhAvase hI bhalA hotA hai| janma, jarA, maraNa ho rahe haiM ve bhI bhAvase hI ho rahe haiN| to aba kyA kareM? "bhAve jinavara pUjiye, bhAve dIje dAna; bhAve bhAvanA bhAviye, bhAve kevaLajJAna." yaha sabakA sAra hai| japa, tapa, kriyA, kamAI, saMyama, mAnanA, na mAnanA, yaha saba bhAvameM A gyaa| yaha jIva anAdise bhramaNa kara rahA hai| usa para dayA lAkara kRpAludevane bulAkara likha diyA, 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|' itanA hI kathana paryApta hai| parako apanA mAnA hai tabhI duHkha khar3A huA hai| 'merA sira duHkha rahA hai, bukhAra AyA hai, peTa duHkha rahA hai'-yoM aMdara tanmaya hokara mAnane jAtA hai! yaha 'terA sira' aura 'terI pIr3A' ye tere haiM kyA? ye to karma haiN| ve bA~dhe hue Aye haiM aura jA rahe haiN| unakA jJAtA-draSTA unase bhinna tU AtmA hai| vaha AtmA terA hai| usa para bhAva, yahI sthira zAMta honekA sthAna hai| AtmabhAva hone para ciMtA, AkulatA, saba miTa jAtI hai| kahiye, aisA AtmabhAva aba kauna chor3egA? pUre gA~vakA beTA ho vaha AtmabhAva chor3egA, maiM to nahIM chodduuNgaa| itanA hI karanA hai| aisA na karanA ho to bhaTakatA raha sNsaarmeN| "satpuruSake eka eka vAkyameM, eka eka zabdameM anaMta Agama samAhita haiM, yaha kaise hai?" patA nahIM honese bholA bhaTaka rahA hai| merA putra, merA dhana, merA ghara-'merA merA' karo aura bhttko| bAhya dRSTise dekha rahe ho| 'kara vicAra to pAma' vicAra nahIM kiyA hai| isakA pariNAma kyA hogA? sukha-duHkha, rupayApaisA, putra-putriyA~, 'merA-terA' kucha bhI nahIM rhtaa| saba rAkha hai| gutthI sulajhI nahIM hai| chor3anA pdd'egaa| sAthameM liyA to bAdhaka huaa| na le to hogA kyA? idhara dekheM, udhara dekheM / jahA~ dekhe vahA~ 'tU hI, tU hI'-eka AtmA hI dekheN| yaha bhI AtmA, yaha bhI AtmA, yoM AtmA dekheM to kAma bana jaay| usakI jagaha yaha to baniyA hai, yaha to paTela hai, yaha acchA hai, yaha burA hai, yaha choTA hai, yaha bar3A hai yoM dekhA to phor3a sira / AtmA nahIM dekhaa| 'je jANuM te navi jANuM, navi jANyuM te jANuM / yaha saba marmakI bAta hai| gutthI sulajha jAya to sulaTA ho jaay| pIche lauTanA par3egA, chor3anA par3egA, karanA pdd'egaa| AtmabhAvanA bhAne para pariNAma dUsarA Aye to khnaa| zakkara khAye to aphImakA phala nahIM milegA, zakkarakA hI phala milegaa| Jain Education anal

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* * 386 upadezAmRta aba tere hAthameM hai, terI derameM dera hai / ceta, ceta, bharata, ceta / bodha zravaNa nahIM kiyA-kiyA ho to bhI hu~bImeM kaMkara! bAhyako mAna baiThA hai| yaha to amuka bhAI baiThe haiM, yaha bhrAnti hai| yaha nahIM dekhanA hai| paradA haTA nahIM hai, taba kyA dekheMge? paradA haTe taba anya dikhAyI detA hai| ina sabameM AtmA nahIM hai kyA? kyA AtmA hI nahIM hai? hai, avazya hai| taba kise mAnanA hai? aba kisako ginanA hai ? kisako pahacAnanA hai? aba kisakI paMcAyata hai? khAnA, pInA, baiThanA, uThanA, yaha to AtmA nahIM hai| mArga kyA hai? tyAga / naMgI talavAra, strI-bacce, dhana, hAtha-pA~va-sabakA tyAga / taba bacA kyA? saba chor3ane para zeSa kyA rahA? jo chor3A na jA sake aisA apanA svarUpa, vaha samajhameM nahIM AyA hai| tA.8-2-36 AtmAko pahacAnanA hai| AtmAko dekhanekI dRSTi banAnI hai| jJAnI jagaha jagaha AtmA dekhate haiM / jJAnIke pAsa hI divya cakSu haiN| anya saba saMsArI jIva carmacakSuse dekhate haiM, jisase karmabaMdha kara rahe haiN| isIliye jJAnIko saba sulaTA hai| jJAnIkI sabhI pravRtti samyak hotI hai| jJAnI cAhe jaise pravRtti kareM phira bhI ba~dhate nahIM hai| unakA pratyeka vyavahAra sIdhA hI hotA hai| ajJAnIkA saba vyavahAra ulaTA hI hai| taba AtmAko kaise dekheM? isake liye kyA kareM? satsaMgameM bodha sunA, para vicAra nahIM kiyaa| bAtoMse bar3e nahIM banate / karanA pdd'egaa| ApakI derIse hI dera hai| to aba kyA karanA hai? itane loga yahA~ baiThe haiM, para kisIne ekAMtameM baiThakara kucha nizcaya kiyA hai? zraddhA kI hai? zraddhAvAlA dhanavAna hai| usakA kAma hogaa| eka zraddhA dRr3ha ho jAya to saba sIdhA ho jAya / AtmAke svarUpakI zraddhA ho gayI ho to usakA sabhI sulaTA ho jAtA hai| tA. 20-2-36 choTe, bar3e saba AtmA haiN| sthAna sthAna para eka AtmA hI dekheM / aMjana laganA cAhiye / para sunatA kauna hai ? kauna dhyAna detA hai ? kise kaheM? tA. 28-2-36 sat aura zIla mukhya haiN| sat arthAt AtmA, zIla arthAt brahmacarya / 'hamane vrata liyA hai, brahmacaryakA pAlana karate haiN|' kyA yaha saca hai? brahmacaryavratavAle to jagatameM bahuta phirate haiN| kyA unheM yathArtha brahmacarya vrata hai? jisakA mahAbhAgya hotA hai vahI jJAnIse isa vratako prApta karatA hai| jJAnIke vacanake anusAra mAnyatA kare ki yaha maiM nahIM, maiM to ina sabako jAnane-dekhanevAlA AtmA hU~-sadgurune yathArtha jAnA hai vaisA AtmA maiM huuN| usa AtmAke liye vratakA pAlana karatA huuN| jagatameM acchA, bar3A kahalAne yA pUjA-satkAra prApta karaneke liye kucha vrata-pAlana nahIM karanA hai| apane AtmAke hitake liye, AtmArthake liye karanA hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 387 bhoga bhoganA, viSayoMmeM Asakta honA yaha viSa hai, kAlakUTa viSa hai| 'maiMne khAyA, maiMne piyA, maiMne bhoga bhoge!'-kyA yaha saca hai? yaha to baMdhana hai, yaha saba tyAjya hai| jo merA hai vahI (AtmasvarUpa) merA hai| anya kucha bhI merA nhiiN| viSakA pyAlA pI leM, kaTAra mArakara mara jAyeM, para vratakA bhaMga na kre| "nIrakhIne navayauvanA, leza na viSaya nidAna; gaNe kASThanI pUtaLI, te bhagavAna samAna." nArIko lakar3IkI putalIke samAna maaneN| saba putale hI haiN| AtmA alaga hai| eka viSayako jItanese sArA saMsAra jiitaa| maraneko tatpara ho jaayeN| 'eka marajiyA sauko bhaarii|' jJAna AtmA hai| dhyAna AtmA hai| viSayase jJAna aura dhyAnakA nAza hotA hai| jaise khetakI rakSA eka bADase hotI hai, vaise isa brahmacaryarUpI kalpavRkSakI rakSA nau mahAbADase hotI hai| sabhI bADa sa~bhAleM / jo mana, vacana, kAyAse brahmacaryarUpI kalpavRkSakA sevana karatA hai, usakA saMsAra zIghra naSTa hotA hai| pAtra bananeke liye buddhimAna puruSa niraMtara brahmacaryakA sevana karate haiN| tA. 29-2-36 patrAMka 569 kA vAcana "sarva klezase aura sarva duHkhase mukta honekA upAya eka AtmajJAna hai| vicArake binA AtmajJAna nahIM hotA aura asatsaMga tathA asatAsaMgase jIvakA vicArabala pravRtta nahIM hotA, isameM kiMcit mAtra saMzaya nahIM hai|" sArI saMbhAla lI hai, eka AtmAko nahIM jAnA hai| aba isa jIvako manuSyabhava prApta kara durlabhase durlabha yoga milA hai| usameM kartavya eka yaha hai, AtmajJAna / vAkaI yaha karanekA hai| vAsanA, rupayA-paisA, mAyAkI sAmagrI prApta kI ho vaha isa jIvake AtmahitameM kAma nahIM aatii| vaha mUrchA hai| usase baMdhana hotA hai| manuSyabhava prApta kara ceta jAnA hai| kyA? AtmabhAvanA / anya bhAvanA huI, para yaha bhAvanA nahIM huii| 'pakSiyoMkA melA', 'vana vanakI lkdd'ii'| prANa liye yA le legaa| mehamAna ho| saba yahIM par3A rhegaa| suI taka bhI sAtha nahIM jaayegii| sAtha jAnevAlA kyA hai? isakA buddhimAna puruSoMko vicAra karanA caahiye| 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe' yaha vItarAgakA vacana hai| yaha manuSyabhavakA yoga durlabhameM durlabha hai| yaha avasara milA hai| isameM sabase bar3I bAta, sabase balavAna hameM to satsaMga lagatA hai| jisako jaisA saMga vaisA hI raMga lgegaa| satsaMgakI AvazyakatA hai| bodhakI kamI hai| manuSyabhava pAkara kyA karanA hai? ___ 'savaNe nANe vinnANe, paccakkhANe saMyame / zravaNa satsaMgameM milatA hai| satsaMgase karma kSaya hokara mokSa hotA hai| 'huM koNa chu ? kyAMthI thayo? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM?" sira muMDana karAyA, sAdhu banA, japa tapa kiye, usake phala mile / kriyA kucha bA~jha nahIM hotii| manuSyabhava vyartha jA rahA hai, pazuvat bIta rahA hai| sunanese vijJAnatA AtI hai, phira bhAvanA hotI

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388 upadezAmRta hai| bhAva Ane para kArya karane lagatA hai| japa, tapa, saba isameM samA jAte haiN| karmakSaya honese siddhi prApta hotI hai| aisI vastu satsaMgameM hai| satsaMgameM kucha apUrva bAta hotI hai! bher3iyAdhasAna, rUr3himArgase dharma kahate haiM, vaha dharma nahIM hai| samyagjJAna-darzana-cAritra yahI AtmAkA dharma hai| isa AtmAkI bAta satsaMgameM hotI hai| bAjArameM saba vastue~ bharI hotI haiN| vahA~ svayaMko jisakI AvazyakatA ho, vaha vastu lete haiN| isI prakAra isa manuSyabhavako prApta kara terA kyA hai? yaha nahIM jAnA hai| pahale use jAnakara phira use prApta karanA caahiye| 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe' kSaNa kSaNa AyuSya ghaTa rahA hai| yahA~ kauna baiThA rahegA? sabako jAnA hai| samajhadAra loga haMsakI bhA~ti dUdha dUdha grahaNa karate haiM, pAnIko chor3a dete haiM / baniyA hai, brAhmaNa hai, choTA hai, bar3A hai aisA na dekheN| bAta sabakI suneM, para jo AtmahitakArI ho use grahaNa kreN| . 'bharata ceta, kAla jhapATA deta / ' isakA phala AdarzabhavanameM kevalajJAna ! kisane kAma kiyA? bhAvane "bhAve jinavara pUjiye, bhAve dIje dAna; bhAve bhAvanA bhAviye, bhAve kevaLajJAna." rupayA-paisA kisake kAma Ate haiM? bhAva aura pariNAma ye donoM tumhAre pAsa haiM / AzA, tRSNA, vAsanA to mAyA hai| chor3akara AyA hai, chor3akara jAnA hai| sAr3he tIna hAtha bhUmimeM jalA ddaaleNge| taba kyA karanA cAhiye? eka satsaMga / isameM AtmAkI bAta hai| sabako sa~bhAlA, para jisako sa~bhAlanA cAhiye vaha raha gayA-kyA yaha ThIka hai ? satsaMgase hI use sa~bhAlA jA skegaa| usameM samaya lgaayeN| vahA~ sahaja hI pApakA saMkramaNa hokara puNya ho jAtA hai, vRtti rukatI hai| vRttiko rokanA hI hai| yadi jIva bhAvanA karegA to usakA mIThA phala milegaa| jIvako bhAna nahIM hai| aisA avasara cukane jaisA nahIM hai, sAvaceta hone jaisA hai| krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ye AtmA nahIM hai| pA~ca indriyA~ hamArI nahIM haiN| ye to baMdhana karAnevAle haiN| ataH inake tyAgakA upadeza diyA hai| viSaya-kaSAya chor3ane pdd'eNge| 'hA~, yaha to maiM jAnatA hU~, maiMne sunA hai,' aisA nahIM karanA caahiye| __satsaMga-samAgamameM jo vANI sunate haiM usase hita hotA hai| satsaMgameM Akara kucha le jAnA cAhiye / kyA? kartavya kyA hai? bhkti| bhakti jaisA koI sAdhana nahIM hai| bahuta bar3I zreSTha vastu hai| mumukSu-bhakti bhI aneka karate haiN| to bhakti kaisI karanI cAhiye? prabhuzrI-hRdayameM Teka rkheN| bhaktike bIsa dohe ekAMtameM baiThakara pUre dinameM eka bAra bhI bole / yaha maMtra hai, japa hai| jaise sA~pakA viSa maMtrase utaratA hai, vaise hI bhaktise jIvake karmakA viSa utaratA hai| "he prabhu! he prabhu! zuM kahuM? dInAnAtha dayALa / " laghutva, garIbI, guruvacana ye kahA~se mileMge! AtmAkA nAza nahIM hai| AtmA hai| kaisA hai? jJAnIne dekhA hai vaisaa| kaisA dekhA hai? jJAna

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upadezasaMgraha-3 389 darzanamaya, jJAnIne kahA vaisaa| vaha mujhe mAnya hai| 'saddhA parama dullahA'-"vItarAgakA kahA huA paramazAMta rasamaya dharma pUrNa satya hai|" ___ upayoga hI dharma hai| bAta kucha Azcaryajanaka hai! bAta jJAnIkI kahI huI hai| mIThI kuIkA pAnI hai| "sabase U~cI bAta, do nainanake biicmeN| cAbI guruke hAtha, bheda na pAve vedameM / / " kiye binA nahIM hogaa| Akhira chor3anA pdd'egaa| bAta Azcaryajanaka hai! "paira rakhate pApa hai, dRSTi DAlate viSa hai aura sira para mauta savAra hai, yaha vicAra kara Ajake dinameM praveza kr|" "jagatako AtmArUpa dekhA jaay|" yaha Azcaryajanaka vacana pakar3ameM nahIM aataa| 'pAve nahIM gurugama binaa|' gurugama cAhiye / bhedI milanA cAhiye hii| bar3e jahAjake sAtha sA~kala jor3a deM to choTI naukAyeM bhI sAtha sAtha calI jAtI haiN| aisA mArga hai| khUbI hai! bAta aisI vaisI nahIM hai| isa avasara para vastu lene yogya hai| dera kitanI hai? ApakI derIse dera hai| zravaNa kiye binA kisIkA kAma nahIM hogaa| zravaNa karegA taba patA clegaa| "ego me sassado appA, NANadaMsaNa lakkhaNo; sesA me bAhirA bhAvA, savve saMjogalakkhaNA." mahApuruSa kaha gaye haiM sb| para zraddhA, pratIti nahIM hai| par3hA para gunA nahIM / jo samajhA usakA kAma hogaa| samajhanese hI chuTakArA hai| "sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra zo? samajye jinasvarUpa." hamAre dhanya bhAgya haiM ki aisA yoga milA / maitrIbhAva, pramodabhAva, karuNAbhAva, mAdhyasthabhAva ina cAroMko hameM nahIM chor3anA cAhiye / isa bhAvanAse kAma ho jAtA hai| tA. 31-3-36 mUlamArga vItarAga mArga hai| karma hai, AtmA hai| donoMko jJAnI jAnate haiN| jJAnIne AtmAko yathAtathya dekhA hai, aisA kahanA cAhiye / bAla-bacce, paisA Adi saba pudgala, karma haiN| karma to chUTate haiN| anaMtakAlase chUTate A rahe haiN| kisIke bhI chUTe binA rahe haiM? para AtmAkI pahacAna nahIM huI hai| yaha saba vyavahAra karma saMyoga-saMbaMdhake kAraNa karanA par3atA hai| AtmAkI bhAvanA to kisI jJAnIne bhAyI. usakA paricaya karanA hai| jJAnI hI usakA paricaya jAnate haiN| nAsikakI kSetra-sparzanA honese vahA~ jAnA pdd'aa| karma pudgala eka na eka dina to chor3ane hI haiM, chUTeMge / anaMtabhavase chor3atA AyA hai| phira bhI AtmA to vaisA hI hai| use kucha huA hai? manuSyabhava durlabha hai| usameM eka satsaMga aura satpuruSakA bodha, ina donoMkI AvazyakatA hai| phira koI ciMtA nahIM / 'phikarake phAke bhare usakA nAma phakIra / ' AtmA kyA hai? AtmA kaisA hai? aba kucha ciMtA + merA eka zAzvata, jJAnadarzana lakSaNa svarUpa AtmA hai, zeSa sarva saMyogalakSaNarUpa bAhyabhAva haiN|

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390 upadezAmRta nhiiN| dina bhI hue| bur3hApA bhI AyA / janma-maraNakA vikalpa na kreN| janma-maraNa to vyavahAra hai| janma-maraNa ho to bhI kyA? na ho to bhI kyA? yaha to karma hai| AtmAse kyA saMbaMdha? AtmA to bhinna hai| nizcayase AtmA jaisA hai vaisA hai| usameM kucha bheda par3A hai? aisA hai, phira kyA bAta hai? kucha nhiiN| jo mile hoM vo.yAda Ate haiN| kSetra-sparzanA / yaha sthAna milA to yaha, nAsika to nAsika / he prabho! muMbaIko to namaskAra, gajaba kiyA hai! na jAne kahA~se itane sAre loga Aye hoMge, sTezana para / para sabako samajha kahA~ hai? - samajhadAra to jo hote haiM ve hI hote haiN| samajha hI kAma karatI hai| samajha lenA hai| he bhagavAna! maiM kyA karU~? maiM to thaka gayA, maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA; gurukA hI pratApa hai| ataH kadApi duHkha ho to bhI kyA? na ho to bhI kyA? samajha cAhiye / he bhagavAna! maiM kucha bhI nahIM jaantaa| 'eka viThThalavarakA varaNa kreN|' basa ho gyaa| vaha jo hai so hai| - AtmAke sivAya anyako kucha kahA jA sakatA hai? AtmAke sivAya anya koI use mAna sakatA hai? samajha to jitanI bhI ho, AtmAko hI kahA jAtA hai| dUsareko kahA jAyegA yA vaha mAnya karegA? cAhe jitanA kSayopazama ho, para usameM bhI bheda-kSayopazamase kyA patA calegA? kSayopazama AtmA nahIM hai, use AtmA mAna baiThate haiN| ve to saba saMyoga haiN| AtmA guDDe-guDDIkA khela nahIM hai| phira saMkalpa-vikalpa kyoM Ate haiM? saMkalpa-vikalpa to Ate haiM, karma ho taba taka Ate haiM, ve karmake haiM, AtmAke nhiiN| karma na ho to kucha nahIM, karma hoM to hoM-sabako bhogane hI pdd'eNge| karma jo bhI hoMge unheM sabako bhoganA hI pdd'egaa| jitanI lena dena zeSa ho vaha karanI hI pdd'egii| chappana koTi yAdavoMne bhI citravicitra dekhA, bhogA! usa ora dekheM hI nhiiN| eka AtmA hI dekheN| anya to 'thAvaM hoya te thAjo, rUDA rAjane bhjiio|' __ sAtA asAtA jo pUrvabaddha hai, vaha jIvako AtI rahatI hai, jaise dina aura rAta Ate rahate haiN| jaise dina hai vaha dina hI hai, dina rAta nahIM hotA aura rAta dina nahIM hotii| vaise hI sAtA asAtA vaha AtmA nahIM aura AtmA vaha sAtA-asAtA nahIM-karmakA bhoga hai| jIva use apanA mAna baiThA hai| koI eka sadguru mile aura bANase bIMdhakara mAre to aMtarameM ArapAra utara jAya / "agohaM Nasthi me koI, nAhaM annassa kssi| evaM adINamaNaso appANamaNusAsai // ego me sassado appA nnaann-dsnnlkssnno| sesA me bAhirA bhAvA savve saMjogalakkhaNA // " AtmA zAzvata hai, yaha koI isake nahIM haiM yaha nizcaya jaaneN| isa AtmAko to samyagdRSTi samadRSTi jJAnIpuruSoMne jAnA hai| una jJAnIpuruSoMne jo batAyA hai, dikhAyA hai, vaha satya hai| jar3a to jar3a hai aura cetana cetana hai| jar3a cetana nahIM ho sakatA aura cetana jar3a nahIM ho sktaa| yaha nizcita jaaneN|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 391 sabhI dina bitAte haiN| itane varSa bIta gaye aura bIta rahe haiN| AtmA to vaisAkA vaisA hI hai| AtmAmeM kyA kama-adhika huA? dera kitanI hai? samajha caahiye| "sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra zo? samajye jina svarUpa." samajha to cAhiye hii| yaha hamArA TUTA-phUTA bolanA hotA hai para isameM kucha pheraphAra na smjheN| gurukRpAse, zaraNase samajhameM AtA hai| ApakA prazna-"gurugama kyA hai?" vaha smRtimeM AtA hai| isakA artha samajhe binA kyA patA calegA? yaha samajha sadgurukA bodha sunanese AtI hai| bodha sune use samajha AtI hai| yogyatAnusAra vaha samajha letA hai, yogyatAvAleko samajhameM AtA hai, anyako nhiiN| jIvakI yogyatA ho utanA samajhameM AtA hai| yogyatA caahiye| sabase bar3I bAta yaha hai ki satsaMga aura bodha-ye do rkheN| cAhe jaise, cAhe jahA~se ye do prApta kreN| yahI mukhya kAma hai| isImeM saba hai, tabhI samajhameM aayegaa| AtmA hai, AtmAkI sattA hai to yaha jJAta hotA hai, dikhAyI detA hai| duHkha hotA hai vaha karma hai| karma to calA jAtA hai, chUTa jAtA hai, vaha AtmA nahIM hai| para samajhameM nahIM AtA, kyoMki kamI hai| bodha aura samajhakI jarUrata hai| bodha caahiye| "egaM jANai se savvaM jaanni|' sadguruse eka AtmAko jAnA to basa hai, saba jAna liyaa| AtmAko jAna leN| ye saba to saMyoga haiM, bA~dhe hue haiN| vItarAgamArga sabase bar3A hai| karma to jAnevAle haiM, jA rahe haiM-inakA svabhAva yahI hai / AtmA to zAzvata hai| vaha AtmA jAtA nhiiN| prArabdhAnusAra itanA bolA gayA, bAta sunAyI gyii| azakti itanI hai ki bolA nahIM jaataa| AyuSyakI DorI ho to bace / kucha bhI acchA nhiiN| deha to chUTa jAyegI, AtmA zAzvata hai| hameM to eka sadgurukI zaraNa hai, isaliye AtmAkI bAta karate haiM jisameM koI parivartana nahIM hogaa| __ 'ANAe dhammo ANAe tavo' sadguruke vacana-paramakRpAludevake vacanAmRtakA hI AdhAra hai| ve hI par3heM, vicAra kareM aura hRdayameM utAra deN| AtmA hokara AtmA bolA, ArAdhana kiyA to basa! kise kaheM? adhikArIko kahA jAtA hai| Apa dRSTivAle haiM to mAneMge, mAnya hogaa| eka paramakRpAludevakI hI zraddhA, pakar3a kara leM, yahI eka kartavya hai| yaha na bhUleM / yahI pakar3a lenA hai, sayAne hue binaa| 'maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA, maiM kucha bhI nahIM samajhatA, unhoMne kahA vaha satya hai|' aisI pakar3a kara leN| yaha prApta ho aura pariNata ho jAya to kAma bana jaayegaa| basa yhii| paramakRpAludevakI zraddhA kara leveN| anya na maane| anya to para hai, karma hai, paryAya hai, AtmA nhiiN| saba chUTa jAyegA, ise mata chodd'naa| Apa saba ekatrita hokara paramakRpAludevake vacanAmRta par3heM, vicAra kareM, vaha satsaMga hai| yahI kartavya hai|

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392 upadezAmRta tA. 10-4-36 jAgRti hai| eka, bolA jAya yA na bolA jAya to bhI kyA? pudgala karma hai| saMyogake kAraNa vedanAkI tIvratA hai| usakA kucha nhiiN| zeSa saba jAgRti hai| kucha ciMtA nahIM hai| caitra vadI 5, ravi, saM.1992, tA.12-4-36 mukhyamArga bhakti hai| jo kareMge unheM phalIbhUta hogii| yaha kartavya hai| bhaktikA phala milegaa| apanA kartavya hai, anyakA kArya nahIM hai| jJAnIpuruSakI pahacAna yathAtathya hai, vaha mAnya hai| merI kalpanA jhUThI hai| mujhe to, zrI sadguru kRpAludevane AtmAko yathAtathya jAnA hai vaha mAnya hai| unhoMne AtmAko jAnA hai vaha kisIkI kRpAdRSTise batAyA, use jAnA to yathAtathya hai| isake sivAya anya kucha nahIM / mUla bAta-vastu AtmA, bhAvanA / jaise bhI ho rAgadveSa na kreN| jIva sabhI acche haiN| pudgala AtmA nahIM ho sktaa| AtmA hI AtmA hai| jJAnIne hI AtmAko jAnA hai| jJAnIke sivAya koI kahe ki maiMne jAnA hai to vaha mithyA hai| yAda rakhane yogya hai| eka bhakti mAtra kartavya hai| manuSyabhava durlabha hai| jo AtmajJAnI hotA hai vahI AtmA batAtA hai| pakar3ane yogya hai| eka vizvAsa, pratIti ho jAya to avazya kalyANa! sayAne na bneN| bhaktike bIsa dohe mahAmaMtra haiM, yamaniyama saMyama, kSamApanAkA pATha-tInoMkA smaraNa kareM, pATha kareM, dhyAna kareM, lakSyameM-dhyAnameM rakhane yogya haiN| AtmA dekheN| AtmA hai| jaisA hai vaisA jJAnIne jAnA hai| jJAnIne dekhA vaha AtmA / pratyakSa jJAnI kRpAludevane jinheM padaka lagAyA hai, unakA Atmahita honA hI hai| smaraNa kreN| AtmA hai| AtmA hai, AtmA nitya hai, kartA hai, bhoktA hai, mokSa hai, mokSakA upAya hai-ye sarva bhAva jJAnIne jAne ve yathAtathya satya haiN| yaha maMtra bahuta prabhAvazAlI hai| AtmAkA lakSya rakhane yogya hai| DaoNkTara to nimitta hai| karma bhar3ake haiM, inheM karma smjheN| vyavahArase karanA hai, nizcayase nhiiN| prakRti hai| saba sAdhana baMdhana hue haiN| manuSyabhava aura satpuruSakI zraddhA durlabha hai| pAgala jaisokI bAta hai, kaheMge hA~ hA~ gaThIle ! para sat jo AtmA hai use mAnanevAlekA kalyANa hai| mukhya bAta zraddhA hai| 'saddhA parama dullhaa| caitra vadI 6, soma, saM. 1992, tA. 13-4-36 AtmAko mRtyu mahotsava hai, eka mRtyu mahotsava hai| "vizvabhAvavyApI tadapi eka vimala cigupa; jJAnAnaMda mahezvarA, jayavaMtA jinabhUpa." eka AtmA, anya kucha nhiiN| usakA mahotsava, mRtyu mahotsava! AtmA, dharma; AjJAmeM dharma-kRpAludevakI AjJA / paramakRpAlukI zaraNa haiN| vaha mAnya hai| saba ekatAse mila-julakara rheN| ___ matamatAMtara, bhedAbheda, pakSapAta nahIM hai| bAta mAnyatAkI hai| kRpAludevane mujhase kahA hai, isake binA bAta nahIM hai| gurudeva sahajAtmasvarUpa rAjacaMdrajI kRpAludeva haiN| AtmA hai| jaise hai vaise hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-3 393 AtmA kise kaheMge? jJAnIne AtmAko dekhA hai| unhoMne jise batAyA use mAnya kareM, usake binA nhiiN| eka mRtyu mahotsava hai| anya kisI sthAna para nahIM milegaa| eka mRtyu mahotsava hai| anya kisI sthAna para nahIM milegaa| eka mRtyu mahotsava / 'dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara kheTa?' dUsarA aba nahIM hai| yaha vastu jaisI hai vaisI hI hai| use to vahI jAnate haiN| unakI zraddhA aura pratIti, basa! 'ANAe dhammo, ANAe tvo|' mukhya yahI hai, bAta yahI hai| dUsarI bAta nahIM lI hai| dRSTikI bhUla nahIM hai / jo hai vahI hai| cAhe kucha bhI kaheM, eka paramakRpAludeva / 'thAvaM hoya tema thAjo rUDA rAjane bhajIe'-basa yhii| ___ yaha pudgala hai, AtmA nahIM; saMyoga hai, saMyogakA nAza hai| virAma letA hU~, virAma letA huuN| sabase kSamAyAcanA karatA huuN| eka AtmAke sivAya anya bAta nahIM hai| paramakRpAludevane kahA thA, "muniyoM, isa jIvako (prabhuzrIko) sobhAgabhAI kI bhA~ti samAdhimaraNa hogaa|" sobhAgabhAIko jo dhyAna thA, vahI hai| anya kucha mAnya nahIM, anya kucha samajhate nhiiN| para paramakRpAludeva mAnya haiN| pudgalakI Takkara, rAkhakI pur3iyA, pheMka dene yogya hai / sabhI paramakRpAludevakI dRSTivAloMkA kalyANa hai| bhAvanA hai vaha bar3I bAta hai| 'phUla nahIM to phUlakI pNkhuddii|' kRpAludevakI dRSTi para saba Ate haiM, sabakA kAma ho jaayegaa| anya lAkhoM hoM to bhI kyA? __ itanI sAmagrI pudgalakI hai vaha AtmA nhiiN| AtmA to jo hai vahI hai| AtmA hai, nitya hai, kartA hai, bhoktA hai, mokSa hai, mokSakA upAya hai| camatkArI vacana hai! dayA kI hai| aneka jIvoMkA hita hogaa| anekoMke hitake sAtha apanA bhI hita hai| saba acchA hI hogaa| yaha to mAyA hai, pudgala hai, vaha nahIM / AtmA hai, jJAnIne jAnA hai| jJAnIne yathAtathya jAnA hai, vaha mAnya hai| aMtima bAta khii| atyaMta mahattvapUrNa bAta / aisI anya koI nahIM milegI, patA nahIM hai| pakar3a hai, zraddhA hai usakA kalyANa hai| mAyA hai| pudgala hai| eka AtmA hai, eka satsaMga hai| maiM to raMkameM raMka, unake dAsakA dAsa huuN| bahuta acchA huaa| mujhe kucha lenA denA nahIM, samabhAva hai| mujhe kucha nahIM, 'dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara kheTa?' tA.13-4-36, zAmako AtmAke sivAya anya kucha nahIM dekhanA hai| jo hai vaha hai, nikAlA nahIM jA sktaa| samatAke sivAya anya koI bAta nhiiN| vahI ekamAtra zastra hai| sarva saMghase kSamAyAcanA-vaDavAmeM, khNbhaatmeN| samatA eka zastra hai| koI haTA nahIM sakatA, haTa nahIM sakatA, koI kATa nahIM sakatA, koI chedana nahIM kara sktaa| eka paramakRpAludevakI zraddhA karane yogya hai / samabhAva hI sthAna hai, anya nhiiN| caitra vadI 7, maMgala, saM.1992 tA. 14-4-36, sabere samatA hai, duSkara hai, duSkara hai, durlabha hai| mahotsava, mRtyu mahotsava hai|

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394 upadezAmRta tA. 14-4-36 (brahmacArIjIko) bhAiyoMko kaha deM ki darzana karake cale jaayeN| tuma dhyAna rakhanA : bIsa dohe, kSamApanAkA pATha, ATha troTaka chaMda, smaraNa tuma denaa| samatA hai| AtmA hai| AtmA dekheM, anya kucha na dekheN| paramakRpAludeva mAnya hai, ve staMbha haiN| zAmako bur3hApA AyA hai| vedanIya karma bhoganA pdd'egaa| udayakAla / zakrendrane kahA ki bhasmagraha hai isaliye 'mAtra do ghar3IkA AyuSya vIra bar3hAyeMge re!' vIrane uttarameM kahA, "yaha merI zakti nahIM hai, aisA kabhI huA nahIM aura hogA bhI nhiiN|" (sabake sAmane aMguli karake) sabhI bhogeNge| kyA nahIM bhogeMge? nahIM bhogeMge aisA ho sakatA hai? __ 'kaDANaM kammANaM na mukkha atthi / ' narakakI vedanA bhogI haiN| _ 'kaDANaM kammANaM na mukkha atthi|' kiye hue karma bhoge binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| bApa karegA to bApa bhogegaa| beTA karegA to beTA bhogegaa| karma pudgala hai, vaha AtmA nahIM hai, nahIM hai| caitra vadI 8,saM. 1992, tA. 15-4-36 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re', vaha hai| mRtyu mahotsava, utsava! pudgala bA~dhe haiM bolane jaise, saMbaMdha hai, karma hai| jo jo pudgala-pharasanA hai vaha nizcaya sparzatI hai| annajala jo bA~dhA hai vaha liyA jAtA hai| eka samabhAva / "te te bhogya vizeSanAM, sthAnaka dravya svabhAva; gahana vAta che ziSya A, kahI saMkSepe sAva." "zuddha buddha caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma; bIjuM kahIo keTaluM? kara vicAra to pAma." karma bhoge binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| karma sabako hote haiM, unheM bhoge binA chuTakArA nahIM hai|

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395 upadezasaMgraha-4 tA. 24-5-28 (manako) bhaTakatA nahIM rahane deN| rAtadina maMtrakA smaraNa kareM aura samaya milane para vAcana, paThana kreN| amUlya samayako AlasyameM yA parapariNatimeM na gumAveM / nitya chaha padake patrakA smaraNa kareM aura manana kreN| bar3I pustaka (zrImad rAjacaMdra) meMse jo jo patra samajhameM AyeM unakA manana kreN| aThAraha pApasthAnakameM rati-arati na ho isa para vizeSa dhyAna rkheN| abhI to saba sukha hai, para jaba roga AyegA taba vyAkulatA hogI, kucha acchA nahIM lgegaa| kahA~ jAU~ ? kyA karU~? prANa nikala jAyeMge? aisA soceNge| usa samaya zraddhA hogI, jJAna hogA to samabhAvase raha skeNge| tA. 30-10-28 atyaMta durlabha prasaMga prApta huA hai| karoDoM rupaye dene para bhI aisA satya nahIM mila skegaa| deha, vaibhava, mAna, bar3AI saba vinAzI hai, kSaNika hai| bur3hApA AyegA, roga AyegA aura mRtyu to AyegI hii| aise aneka bhava kiye| aba cete| vAcana, manana, ciMtana khUba rkheN| dharmakI zraddhA dina pratidina dRr3ha kareM, bddh'aayeN| yahI sAtha clegii| aisA yoga phira nahIM milegA, saMsArameM par3anese to aneka prakArakI jhaMjhAla lgegii| tA.3-11-29 sAvadhAna ho jAnA hai| jagata paryAyarUpa aura dhokhese bharA huA hai| tA. 10-10-30 yathAyogya upayoga hI AtmA hai| vicAra hI jIva hai| 'kara vicAra to pAma / ' AtmA arUpI hai, jJAna cakSuse jJAta hotA hai| jJAna yathAyogya AtmA hai| yathAyogya dekhanA darzana hai| yathAyogya svarUpameM sthira honA cAritra hai| upayoga dharma hai| vaha AtmA hai|

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396 upadezAmRta jJAna cakSu hai| upayoga darzana hai| darzana hI samakita hai| upayoga hI AtmA hai| nijarUpa arthAt jJAna, darzana, cAritra / 'bhAna nahIM nija rUparnu, te nizcaya nahi saar|' tRSNA, vAsanA, icchA, vAMchA ye ajJAna haiN| parabhAvake pariNamanase ajJAna hotA hai| mohanIyakarmase vikAra hotA hai, saMkalpa-vikalpa hote haiN| parabhAvameM prIti karatA hai vaha mohase-ajJAna-AtmAse aisA hotA hai| nijabhAvameM jAnA vaha jJAna aura parabhAvameM jAnA vaha ajJAna / zuddhabhAvameM pariNamana vaha jJAna hai| azuddhabhAvameM pariNamana vaha ajJAna hai| bAhyAtmA, antarAtmA, prmaatmaa| parabhAvameM pariNamana honese baMdhana hotA hai| svabhAvameM pariNamana ho to mokSa arthAt chUTanA hotA hai| parameM prIti nahIM kruuNgaa| parabhAvameM prIti nahIM kruuNgaa| svabhAvameM prIti kruuNgaa| tA. 23-10-30 brahmacaryakA svarUpa : AtmasvarUpameM rahanA, brahmameM sthira rahanA vaha brahmacarya / parabhAvameM jAye utanA hI vrtbhNg| saMkalpa-vikalpa, viSaya-kaSAya, rAgadveSameM vRtti nahIM jAnI cAhiye / icchA, AkAMkSA, tRSNA, kisI bhI prakArakI ho to vRttimeM abrahmacarya kahalAtA hai| vacana zAMta, madhura, priya aura hitakArI boleM / isake viparIta ho to brahmacaryameM doSa lagatA hai| pA~ca indriyoMke viSayoMko rokeM / AlasyakA tyAga kreN| zarIra AtmAse bhinna hai / usa para pUrNa adhikAra aura saMyama rkheN| vedanAmeM udAsInatA, nirmohIpana rkheN| yaha jIva anAdikAlase bhaTakA hai aura aba bhI nahIM cetegA, mAyAmeM lipaTAyegA to patA lagegA kyA? aise aneka veSa kiye / bhAI, bahana, mitra, sage, snehI-inameMse kauna sagA hogA? . bahanApA, bhAipA kucha karanekA prayojana nahIM hai| isase sAvadhAna rheN| yaha jIva anaMtakAlase

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upadezasaMgraha-4 397 zaraNarahita duHkhI hai| aMtameM kisI apUrva puNyase satya Azraya A milA hai, use hI pakar3a leN| use ghaDI bhara bhI na bhuuleN| yahI pUre saMsArakA sAra hai| aisA satya trikAlameM nahIM milegaa| kisI prakArakI icchA na rakheM / ekamAtra janmamaraNase mukta honA hai| usake liye tyAga, vairAgya aura tapa kreN| koI pariSaha kare to usakA upakAra maaneN| isase karma kSaya hote haiN| vartamAnakAlameM bahuta samajhanekA hai| jJAnakI prApti durlabha hai| pratyeka kAmameM vRtti AkarSita ho jAtI hai| pUre dinake dina paravRttimeM bIta jAyeM, yaha dharma nahIM hai| AtmAkA smaraNa, ciMtana, AtmArthake liye kiyA huA vAcana-manana hI yathArtha hai| anya to mAtra udayAnusAra vacana, kAyAkI pravRtti kareM, para isameM manako nahIM piroyeN| ciMtA karanA yaha dhokhA hai| jitanA samaya dharmameM bitAyeMge utanA hI jIvana hai, zeSakAla vRthA jA rahA hai vaha pachatAnekA kAraNa hai| mRtyu Ate dera nahIM lgegii| yadi DhIla kareMge to phira kyA hAtha lagegA? / yaha AtmAkI gupta bAta hai| AtmasvarUpakA dhyAna / anyase vRttiko khIMcakara 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re' kA jApa cupacApa karate rheN| anya bhale hI samajheM ki yaha kucha nahIM smjhtaa| pAgala aura ajJAnImeM gine jaayeN| kisIko kucha kahane jaisA nahIM hai| koI hamAre liye acchA mata banAye isakI bhI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| prArabdhake anusAra saba milatA hai, yaha dRr3ha zraddhA rakheM / phira kisI prakArakI ciMtA isa duniyAke saMbaMdhameM kisaliye? aMtarase tyAga kreN| bAharase bhale hI saMsArameM raheM, para aMtarameM ekAMta zItala rheN| sadgurumeM eka satI strIke samAna zraddhA rkheN| vRttiko anya kisImeM jarA bhI na jAne deN|yh zraddhA, yaha pratIti hI AtmAke parama sukhakA kAraNa hai| yaha sukha to anaMta AnaMdarUpa hai| isake Age isa duniyAkA, svargakA sukha bhI bahuta tuccha hai| ataH saba prakArakI tuccha icchAoMkA tyAga kreN| kisI bhI prakArakI AtmaprazaMsA sunakara bahuta sAvadhAna raheM kyoMki yaha mahA hAnikAraka hai| pratidina yaha hisAba rakheM ki AtmabhAvameM aura parabhAvameM kitanI pravRtti kI? tA. 18-11-30 eka jIva thaa| vaha ghor3ekA rakSaka thaa| apaneko usameM hI saMpUrNa kRtakRtya mAnatA aura pramAda krtaa| phira vaha U~Ta huaa| isa bhavameM bhI vaha aisA hI vyavahAra krtaa| isa prakAra pratyeka janmameM AtmA prApta hue zarIrameM tadrUpa hokara rahatA hai, jisase jJAna prApta karanA mahA durlabha hai| yaha bhava to atyaMta balapUrvaka sArthaka karanA cAhiye, anyathA anaMta bhava taka pachatAvA rhegaa| anaMtakAlase AtmA bhUlakara bhaTaka rahA hai| kisImeM rAga yA moha karane jaisA nahIM hai| sagesnehI to kyA, eka suI bhI sAthameM nahIM aayegii| jaba AtmA hI baMdhanameM hai taba usake hAthameM kyA hai ? ataH suSupta na rahakara jAgrata ho jAnA caahiye| jitane bhava kiye una sabameM AtmAne mamatva kiyA hai| ataH isa bhavameM pratyeka bAharakI vastuse mamatva dUrakara zrI satpuruSakI AjJAse pravRtti kreN| sabako roga AyegA, vyAdhi AyegI, manovyathA hogI taba AtmazAMti rahegI to kAma aayegii| aMtameM AtmA to phU karake ur3a jaayegaa|

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upadezAmRta tA. 30-12-30 jIvako bhUkha lagI hI nahIM hai / yogyatA cAhiye / satpuruSakA yoga, jina dharma Adi durlabha hai / sat, zIla, Teka, brahmacarya kucha bhI logoMko dikhAneke liye nahIM karanA hai / puruSArthabala satata kareM / pratidina kamase kama eka ghaMTA AtmArthameM bIte tabhI kucha prApta hogA / 'yaha to ThIka hai, nitya karate hI hai na ? isameM kyA hai ?" yoM kahakara TAle nahIM / 1 398 jaba taka mumukSutA prakaTI nahIM, bhUkha lagI nahIM, 'tU hI tU hI' kI raTa nahIM lagI taba taka saba Upara dikhAvekA hai| ziSyako dRr3ha mokSecchA na ho taba taka guru kyA kara sakate haiM ? yaha jIva anaMtakAlase bhaTakA hai / janma, maraNa, jarA, roga, bhogavilAsa, asAtA, prapaMca Adi karatA huA aneka saMkalpa - vikalpa dvArA karmase baMdhA huA hai| isameM bahuta duHkha uThAyA hai / para aba aisI adbhuta zaraNa prApta huI hai mAno kisI daridrIko hIrekI khAna mila gaI ho| aisA yoga trikAlameM durlabha hai to isa duSamakAlameM to usakA atyaMta mAhAtmya hai / rAgadveSa, saMkalpavikalpako rokeM / manako bhaktibhAvameM, kaMThastha kiye hueke punarAvartanameM lagAyeM / pAThazAlAkI par3hAI saba laukika hai / yaha jJAna zAzvata nahIM hai / aisI zikSA to aneka janmoMmeM lI aura bhUla gayA / ataH isameM kucha vizeSatA nahIM hai / vAstavameM to yaha jJAna prApta karanA cAhiye, usakA laukika mUlya nahIM karAnA hai, kyoMki yaha Atmahitake liye hai| yogyatA prAptike liye dRr3ha pratijJA yA sat anivArya hai / AtmAmeM sat, Teka cAhiye ki aisA hI vyavahAra karanA hai, anya kadApi nahIM / zIlakA dRr3hatAse pAlana kareM / paramakRpAludevane kahA hai ki alpa AhAra karanA, upavAsa karanA, ekAMtara karanA, cAhe viSa khAkara mara jAnA, para brahmacaryakA bhaMga nahIM karanA, kyoMki zIla hI sabakA AdhAra hai / tA. 31-12-30 jIvakA kyA kartavya hai ? AjJApAlana, zraddhA, samakita / itanA janma to isIke liye kAyAko galAnA hai / upayogameM rheN| isameM bahuta samAyA huA hai ! tA. 4-3-31 samajha lo ki Aja galA dabAkara mara gaye / aba kisI viSayameM vRttiko na rokakara vairAgyabhAvase pravRtti karanI cAhiye / saba kSaNika haiM, kSaNabhaMgura haiM, isameM prIti, harSazoka kisaliye ? ina sabase chUTanekA yaha avasara AyA hai| ataH udyamameM juTa jAnA cAhiye / tA. 1-3-31 bIsa doheM, Atmasiddhi, kSamApanA AdikA atyaMta mahattva hai ! yaha to AtmasvarUpaprApta, isa kaliyugameM durlabha, aise puruSakI vANI hai| isase yathArtha samajhane para AtmasvabhAva prakaTa hotA hai / devacaMdrajIke stavana bhI eka AtmajJakI vANI hai| phira bhI paramakRpAludevakI vANI isase bhI ucca

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399 upadezasaMgraha-4 hai| aise puruSa bahuta kAlake pazcAt hue| inakI dazA bahuta U~cI thii| isa samayameM inakA honA hI eka camatkAra hai| mahA puNyase inakA parokSa yoga huA hai, ataH unheM guru mAnakara sthApita kareM, dRr3ha zraddhA kreN| kisI bhI prakArakI sukha, bar3AI, pada AdikI icchA na kreN| 'mujhe aisA ho to acchA, yA maiM aisA karU~' Adi saMkalpa-vikalpameM matiko na jAne deN| isase baMdhana hotA hai| hameM to mukta honA hai| jo honA hogA so hogaa| usameMse koI chur3AnevAlA nahIM hai / bur3hApA bhI aayegaa| abhI to AnaMdase uThA-baiThA jAtA hai| phira to jIvana kaThina ho jaayegaa| prANa nikAla DAlanekA mana hogaa| phira bhI jo kAla nirmita hai use to pUrA karanA hI pdd'egaa| jo duHkha Aye use samatAse sahana kareM, tabhI karma nirjarita hoNge| 'sukha duHkha manamAM na ANIo, ghaTa sAthe re ghaDiyAM / ' sItA jaisI satI para bhI duHkha par3anemeM kyA kamI rahI thI? phira bhI usane sahana kiyA, samabhAva aura zraddhA rakhI to devalokameM pratIndrakA pada milA aura mokSa jaayegii| ataH manameM kucha na lAyeM / manako dharmameM lgaayeN| DhIlA na chodd'e| tA. 28-4-31 bodha-vicAra-pratIti-samakita-cAritra-karmanirjarA-mokSa-isa zreNImeM kAma karanA hai| AtmajJAnakA bhavya bhavana banAnA hai| vaha karmakSayake binA kaise banegA? usake liye viSaya-kaSAyako jiiteN| ekAgratAse bhaktipUrvaka AptapuruSakA bodha zravaNa kara, manana kara, dRr3ha AcaraNa kreN| upayoga sthira kreN| dUdhakA dahI jamanA caahiye| saMkalpa-vikalpa miTakara sthiratA AnI caahiye| 'samayaM goyama mA pamAe' kSaNa kSaNa karate AyuSya bIta rahA hai, isameM amUlya samayamAtra bhI vRthA jAne denese bhava hAra jAne jaisA hai| ataH upayoga dRr3ha kreN| maMtrakA smaraNa satata kreN| * * tA. 31-5-31 aba pakar3a kara lenI hai| dRr3hatA, nizcaya, zraddhA, vizvAsa aisA kareM ki kisI bhI prasaMgameM usakA vismaraNa na ho aura niHzaMkatA Ave, jisase mRtyuke samaya nirbhaya rahA jaayegaa| tA.79-32 pratyeka prakArakA moha tyAga deN| anyathA baMdha hogA aura vaha anaMtakAla taka saMsArameM bhaTakAyegA / pratidina niyamita dharmavRddhi karanemeM samaya bitaayeN| usake sivAya jo samaya bIta rahA hai yA bItegA vaha saba vRthA hai| aba to janma-maraNase chUTanA hai| usIke liye yaha bhava hAthameM AyA hai| kAla kSaNa-kSaNa bIta rahA hai vaha vApasa nahIM aayegaa| pratyeka kSaNa amUlya hai| use aMtaraMga ciMtana, manana tathA sadgurusmaraNameM bitaayeN|| yaha AtmA akelA AyA hai, akelA jaayegaa| apane baMdhana akelA bhogakara duHkha paayegaa| koI bacA nahIM skegaa|

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400 upadezAmRta tA. 23-10-32 karanA yaha hai ki sUkSma bhI moha, mamatva apanemeM ho to usa para vicAra kara use chodd'eN| eka jJAnIkI akhaMDa zaraNa lekara usIkI ArAdhanA kreN| cAhe jaise pratikUla saMjogoM meM bhI chor3e nahIM / bahuta sAvadhAna raheM / kisIkA pratibaMdha na kreN| yaha acchA, yaha burA, aisA na kreN| kisIke sAtha mAyA, prIti, pahacAna, mitratA Adi kareMge to baMdha hogaa| jisase aneka janmoMmeM bhaTakakara milA huA yoga vyartha jAyegA / ataH kisIkA pratibaMdha na kara asaMgatA prApta kareM / 'vanase bhaTakI koyala' jaisA hai| ekake bAda eka kAla pUrA kara cale jAnevAle haiM / koI phira milegA yA pahacAnegA bhI nhiiN| to phira vyartha pratibaMdharUpI anarthadaMDa karanese kitanA ahita hogA ! eka satpuruSakA hI satata dhyAna kreN| eka satI strI jaise eka patikA hI varaNa karatI hai aura usIkA smaraNa karatI hai, vaise hI pUrI duniyAko para mAnakara eka satpuruSameM hI vRttiko piroyeM / tA. 24-10-32 mumukSu - jaba satpuruSake samIpa ho taba jIvako sadbuddhi, vicAra sphurita hote haiM / para usake bAda thor3I hI dera meM vApasa bahirbuddhi kyoM ho jAtI hai ? prabhuzrI - anAdikA abhyAsa hai isaliye vRtti usa ora daur3a jAtI hai / paravastu para - bAhya dIkhatI aneka vastuoM para jo prItibhAva hotA hai, vaisA satpuruSake prati yathArthameM nahIM huA hai| manase mAna letA hai ki maiM samajha gayA, deha Adi mere nahIM hai, maiM AtmA hU~, dehAdise bhinna hU~; para vaha usakI mAnyatA hI hai- aMtaraMgase vaisI pariNati nahIM huI hai, vaisI dazA AyI nahIM hai, kyoMki gahare utarakara vicAra nahIM kiyA hai| isa paryAyako mAnanekA anAdikA abhyAsa hai, usako chor3aneke liye niraMtara vaisA abhyAsa cAhiye / satpuruSakA bodha bahuta sunakara gaharA utAranA cAhiye / isake liye satpuruSa para apUrva prItibhAva prakaTa honA cAhiye / jisa para prema hotA hai usakI to bAra bAra smRti AtI hai / tA. 27-10-32 mithyAtvI jIva kuTuMba AdimeM Asakta hokara usameM sukha mAnatA hai aura usakA viyoga hone para sira phor3atA hai / strI, putra Adi hoM, unameMse koI bImAra par3e yA mara jAya, dhana calA jAya yA RNa ho jAya, zarIrameM roga ho, vRddhAvasthA ho taba usakI ciMtA hI ciMtAmeM aneka prakArase baMdhana karatA hai| use zraddhA nahIM hai ki yaha saba pUrva karmase milA hai / kyA hogA ? kaise hogA? aisI ciMtA mithyAtvI karatA hai| samakitI jAnatA hai ki pUrvakarmake anusAra likhe hue lekha bhogane par3eMge aura vaisA hI hotA hai / vaha prayatna karatA hai, vyavahArameM pravRtti karatA hai paraMtu usase alaga rahakara - jyoM dhAtrI bAlakako khilAtI hai-usameM lIna nahIM hotA / lIna to AtmAmeM rahatA hai / jo zraddhA rakhatA hai ki saba ho jAyegA, use kisI prakArakI ciMtA nahIM rahatI / ataH mithyAtvIkI bhA~ti kisI prakArakI ciMtA na kareM / saba prabhuko samarpaNa kara deN| saMyogake anusAra saba hotA rahatA hai / bhava-bhavameM aise hI kAla vyatIta huA hai aura aise hI hotA A rahA hai| usase

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upadezasaMgraha-4 401 mukti pAnA ho to aisI buddhi rakheM ki yaha para hai| sadgurukI AjJAkA vicArakara AtmasAdhanakA puruSArtha kreN| samakitI samajha sakatA hai ki AtmAkA sukha kyA hai? mithyAtvIko usakA lakSya nahIM hai| isase vaha samajhatA hai ki sAdhu-munike pAsa dhana, strI Adi kucha bhI nahIM, phira use kyA sukha hai? para kyA sAdhu-muniko usakI vAsanA hotI hai? unakI to usa ora dRSTi bhI nahIM jAtI, ve to use viSTAke samAna tyAjya samajhate haiN| taba unake pAsa kyA hai? kucha to avazya hogA hI na? vaha hai unameM rahI huI shkti-aatmsukh| jisane isakA anubhava kiyA hai vahI ise samajhatA hai aura samajhakara phira usIkI icchA karatA hai| mithyAdRSTi use kaise jAna sakatA hai? vaha to jarA maraNa Adi sahita isa saMsArake sukhameM lipaTA hai| vaha sukha to kSaNika hai, mahAbaMdhanameM aura caurAsIke pheremeM le jAnevAlA hai| bar3e bar3e seTha sAhUkAra aura yuropake loga jisa sukhako bhogate haiM, vaha pUrvopArjita hai| para unakA mithyAtva gayA nahIM hai, jisase ve usa sukhameM magna rahakara anaMta bhava bar3hAte haiN| usa sukhase bhinna saccA Atmasukha jise thor3A bhI prApta huA hai vaha to uparokta sukhakI icchA hI nahIM kregaa| _cAhe jaisA jJAnI ho aura vRttikA saMyama na ho to vRtti badalate dera nahIM lagatI aura bAta karate nidAna ho jAtA hai| eka *sAdhuko illI honA par3A thaa| ataH vRtti para lakSya rakhakara nidAna to karanA hI nahIM cAhiye / saMsArameM cAhe jaisA sukha ho para vaha Atmika sukha nahIM hai, isaliye vaha saccA nahIM hai aura use chor3anese hI chuTakArA hai| tA. 29-10-32 AtmA apaneko bhUla gayA hai| sage-saMbaMdhI, mAtA-pitA use acchA acchA kahakara sarAhanA karate haiM / svayaM zarIrako aura apaneko eka samajhatA hai| isa saMsArameM jaise kele, Ama, drAkSa Adi phala haiM, vaise hI mAtA, pitA, strI, putra Adi saMyoga bhI phala haiN| ve saMyoga amuka samayake liye hote haiM / ye tere nahIM hai aisA koI kahe to bhI mAnya nahIM hotaa| paraMtu satpuruSa mileM aura samajhAyeM ki tU yaha nahIM, tU strI nahIM, puruSa nahIM, vRddha nahIM, yuvaka nahIM, baniyA brAhmaNa nahIM; tU to siddhasvarUpa * eka sAdhu bahuta pavitra jIvana bItA rahe the| unheM vacanalabdhi prApta huI thI jisase ve jo bolate vahI hotaa| aMta samayameM unhoMne apane ziSyoMse kahA ki merI mRtyu hogI taba bAje bajeMge aura merI sadgati hogii| mRtyuzaiyAke sAmane eka berI thI jisa para lage pake hue mIThe bera para unakI dRSTi par3I, yaha bera bahuta suMdara hai isa vicArameM hI the ki AyuSya pUrNa huA, jisase usa berameM illI bananA pdd'aa| mRtyu ho gayI para bAje na baje taba ziSyoMko zaMkA huI ki garukI kyA gati haI hogI? ___ usa samaya koI jJAnI puruSa vahA~ A gye| ziSyoMne apane gurukI prazaMsA kara una mahAtmAse kahA ki hamAre guruke saba vacana satya hote the para aMtima bAta satya nahIM huii| __ mahAtmAne pUchA ki unheM aMta samayameM kahA~ sulAyA thA? ziSyoMne vaha sthAna btaayaa| mahAtmA vahA~ so gye| berIkI ora unakI dRSTi jAte hI unheM vaha pakA bera dikhAyI diyaa| usa berako nIce girAyA aura use tor3A to usameMse moTI illI (laTa) niiklii| vaha tar3aphakara mara gayI taba bAje baje aura unakI sadgati huii| Jain Education wernational

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402 upadezAmRta AtmA hai taba mAnatA hai| unake kathanAnusAra samajhe to dRr3ha pratIti hotI hai aura yahI samakita hai jisase bAhyAtmA miTakara aMtarAtmA banatA hai aura apaneko sabase bhinna jAnatA hai| isa saMsArameM merA kucha nahIM hai, saba svapnake samAna hai aisA mAnatA hai| eka brAhmaNakA putra korIke yahA~ palA aura apaneko korI (julAhA) mAnatA thA; phira usake pitAne use samajhAyA taba samajhakara sAdhu bana gayA, vaise hI hameM bhI ceta jAtA hai / DhIlA chor3A to satyAnAza kara degaa| kSaNa-kSaNa 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' arthAt apanA jo AtmasvarUpa hai, use yAda kareM aura parameM jAtI huI vRttiko rokeM / nahIM to dRSTi par3ate hI moha hotA hai aura vaha mahA baMdhanameM le jAtA hai| * eka brAhmaNa thaa| vaha bahuta daridra thaa| use vidyAbhyAsa karanekI icchA thI, paraMtu pUre dina bhIkha mA~gane para kaThinatAse pati-patnIkA nirvAha hotA thaa| - eka rAta vaha jaldI uTha gayA taba use vicAra AyA ki AdhA jIvana to yoM hI bIta gayA, kitanI Ayu zeSa hai kucha patA nhiiN| yadi nahIM cetUMgA to vidyAbhyAsakI abhilASA adhUrI raha jaayegii| ataH gharase bhAga jAnA acchA hai| isa vicArase use nIMda nahIM aayii| phira usane socA ki strIko kahakara jAU~ to ThIka rhegaa| ataH prAtaH usane apanA vicAra apanI patnIse kahA vaha suzIla thI, isaliye usane bhI usake vicArakA anumodana kiyaa| para usane kahA ki mujhe prasava honemeM do mAha hI zeSa haiM, ataH do mAha bAda jAo to ThIka rhegaa| usakI sahamati milanese brAhmaNa prasanna ho gayA aura do mAha rukanekA svIkAra kiyaa| do mAha bAda usakI patnIne putrako janma diyA, para acAnaka usakI patnIkA dehAvasAna ho gyaa| aba bAlakake pAlanekA kAma brAhmaNake sira para par3a gyaa| eka to vairAgya thA aura isa bAlakake pAlanakA kaThina kAma sira para A par3A jisase usakA vairAgya bar3ha gyaa| eka dina vaha bAlakako khilA rahA thaa| usa samaya chipakalIke aMDemeMse eka baccA nikalakara nIce giraa| yaha dekha brAhmaNako dayA AyI ki itanA choTA baccA kyA khAyegA? itanemeM bacceke mu~ha para eka makkhI baiThI, jise usane pakar3a lii| yaha dekha brAhmaNako lagA ki maiM vyartha usakI ciMtA karatA thaa| use to usake bhAgyAnusAra khAneko mila hI gyaa| to kyA isa bAlakakA bhAgya nahIM hogA? mujhe bhI ise isake bhAgyake bharose chor3akara apanA nizcaya pUrA karane nikala jAnA caahiye| para apane gA~vameM bAlakako chor3akara jAnA ThIka nhiiN| yoM socakara yAtrAke bahAne bAlakako lekara dUsare gA~va calA gyaa| vahA~ rAtameM eka cabUtare para soyA, sabere jaldI uThakara bAlakako kapar3ese DhaMkakara svayaM calA gyaa| prAtaHkAla meM bAlaka rone lagA ataH koI zauca jAnevAlA vyakti vahA~ kisI anya AdamIko na dekhakara vahA~ khar3A rhaa| thor3I derameM vahA~ bahutase loga ikaTThe ho gye| binA mAtA-pitAke bAlakako dekhakara use kisIko sauMpanekA vicAra kiyaa| eka korIne usa bAlakakA pAlana svIkAra kiyaa| usakI madada ke liye mahAjanane use kucha rakama dI, jisase vaha bAlaka usa korIke yahA~ palakara bar3A hone lgaa| brAhmaNa vahA~se calakara kAzI gyaa| vahA~ vidyAbhyAsa kara AcArya bnaa| vihAra karate karate vaha phira usa gA~vameM AyA jahA~ bAlakako chor3akara gayA thaa| kisI vRddhako pUchA ki thor3e dina pahale cabUtare para eka binA mAtA-pitAkA bAlaka thA, vaha abhI jIvita hai kyA? vRddhane kahA-hA~, use bulAU~ kyA? AcAryake hA~ kahane para vRddha usa bacceko bulA laayaa| AcAryane bacceko saba bAta samajhAyI ki tU korI nahIM, brAhmaNa hai| taba pUrvasaMskAra jAgrata honese vaha bhI AcAryake sAtha sAdhu banakara vahA~se calA gyaa|

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upadezasaMgraha-4 403 tA.30-10-32 indriyoMke sukha sacce sukha nahIM haiM, para duHkha haiN| aisA kyoM? sukhako duHkha kahA yaha to virodha huaa| samAdhAna yoM hai ki indriyaviSayoMke pariNAma duHkharUpa haiN| svAda rogakA kAraNa hai, isI prakAra bhoga bhI rogakA ghara hai| pratyeka prakArake indriyasukha mRgatRSNAke pAnI jaise haiM, unase saMtoSa nahIM hotA tathA unakA pUrNa upabhoga bhI nahIM ho sktaa| Atmasukha isase ulaTA hai, vaha AtmAko saccI zAMti detA hai aura usakA pariNAma bhI ati sukhamaya hotA hai| AtmA saba padArthoMse bhinna hai, arUpI hai| yaha na ho to saba murde haiM, ataH yaha hai| jJAnI usake sAkSI haiN| ataH ise mAne aura isake sivAya parameM vRttiko na lgaayeN| jJAnIkI AjJA hai ki gahare utarakara vicAra kara, manako viSaya-vikArase dUra khIMca le| ina kSaNika paradravyoMmeM to anAdikAlase rahA hai aura duHkha prApta kiyA hai| aba jAgrata ho jA aura apane sacce svarUpako samajha, dhyAna kara to AtmAkI pahacAna hogii| para yaha tyAga-vairAgya Ane para hI saMbhava hai| vaha na ho aura parameM vRtti ho to AtmajJAna prApta nahIM ho sktaa| saMsAra anaMta AtmAoMse bharA huA hai| ve saba parapariNatimeM par3e hue haiN| unameM se thor3e hI logoMko pUrva puNyase satsaMgatikA lAbha milA hai| ataH isa durlabha yogako sArthaka kara leN| AtmA hI satya hai, anya saba to nAzavAna hai, samaya Ane para naSTa hote haiN| jJAniyoMne AtmAko dekhA hai| unakI pahacAna dvArA AtmAko phcaaneN| tA. 31-10-32 samakitI aura mithyAtvI donoM paMcendriyake viSayabhoga bhogate hoM to Uparase to samAna hI lagate haiN| para jJAnIko bheda dikhAyI detA hai, anyako to vaha bheda dikhAyI nahIM detaa| para donoM samAna ho sakate haiM kyA? nahIM ho skte| samakitIkI samajhameM aMtara hai| vaha vastuko vastuke rUpameM dekhatA hai| miThAIkI thAlI bharI ho aura donoM bhojana karate hoM to bhI donoMkI dRSTimeM aMtara hai| phira usakA vamana ho jAya to dUsareko glAni ho AtI hai, jabaki samakitI donoM sthitimeM samabhAva rakhatA hai; aura isIliye bhogate hue bhI nahIM bhogatA, arthAt usameM lubdha nahIM hotaa| use samabhAva hai| isI prakAra pratyeka viSayameM samakitIkI dRSTi AtmAkI ora rahatI hai aura anyase vaha bhinna hai aisA jAnatA hai| vaha baMdha aura mokSako samajhatA hai| udaya kyA hai, yaha jAnatA hai| use icchA, upAdhi nahIM hai| isa prakAra mithyAtvI aura samakitIke pariNAmameM bahuta aMtara hai| mithyAtvIko mAna-apamAna, acchA-burA, rAga-dveSa, harSa-zoka tathA vAsanA hai| samakitIko koI gAlI de de to bhI aisA samajhatA hai ki AtmAko gAlI kahA~ lagatI hai? ye to bhASAke pudgala haiN| aise hI pratyeka prasaMgameM vaha jAgrata rahatA hai aura yoM usake bhAva AtmAkI ora honese vaha karmase mukta hotA hai| jabaki mithyAtvI tapa karate hue bhI ba~dhatA hai| ___ samakitI jIva pazcAttApa karatA hai para kheda nahIM krtaa| jo huA vaha ajJAnase huA, yoM yathAtathya dekhatA hai aura punaH aisA na ho pAye yoM socatA hai| jaise eka vyakti pUrI rAta aMdheremeM bhaTakA ho aura sUryodaya hone para mArga mila jAya taba socatA hai ki maiM pUrI rAta vyartha bhaTakA!

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404 upadezAmRta samakita huA ho to samabhAva rahatA hai, kisIke prati rAgadveSa nahIM hotA; kyoMki svayaMko dehase bhinna jAnA hai arthAt AtmAko jAnA hai, vaisA hI dUsaroMko dekhatA hai aura paravastuse alaga rahatA hai| yaha acchA, yaha burA, yaha acchA lagatA hai, yaha acchA nahIM lagatA aisA nahIM hotaa| usakI dRSTi AtmAkI ora hotI hai| vyavahArameM pravRtti karate hue bhI usase bhinna rahatA hai| aMtaradRSTi rakhe, svayaMko dehase bhinna jJAnIne batAyA vaisA mAne, svayaMne AtmAko nahIM dekhA hai, para jJAnIne kahA use satya mAne aura jJAnIne kahA ki rAgadveSa na kareM to yAda rakhakara na kare; apanI buddhiko chor3akara jJAnIkI AjJAmeM cale tabhI mArga mila sakatA hai| svacchaMdako rokanA bar3I bAta hai| jaba taka jIva ise nahIM rokatA taba taka jIva jina anaMta doSoMse bharA hai una doSoMkA TalanA saMbhava nahIM hai| svacchaMdakA tyAgakara zraddhA karanI cAhiye aura AjJAkA pAlana karanA caahiye| tA.3-11-32 satpuruSa dvArA pratyAkhyAna prApta hue hoM to mahAupakArI haiN| parabhAvameM jAnese AtmA ba~dhatA hai; para vrata liyA arthAt 'isakA mere tyAga hai' aisA manameM honese maiM isase bhinna hU~ aisA vicAra AtA hai jisase parabhAvase mukta hotA hai| zIlakA mAhAtmya to anaMta hai| svayaM AtmA hai, zarIrase bhinna hai| dehakA dharma apanA dharma nahIM hai| svayaM vyavahArameM pravRtti kare, para aMtarase alaga rhe| aisA AMtarika tyAga ho, AtmAkI pahacAna ho aura AtmabhAvameM sthiti ho taba zIla pAlA kahA jAtA hai| para kisI parabhAvameM arthAt rAgadveSa, viSaya-kaSAyameM pariNati kara svayaMkA vismaraNa nahIM honA caahiye| ___AtmAko to satpuruSake vacanase mAnya karatA hai, phira bhI rAgadveSa hotA hai, isakA kAraNa kyA hai? yahA~ anAdikA abhyAsa itanA hai ki dehAdhyAsa dRr3ha ho gayA hai| svapnameM bhI sA~pa dekhe to Dara lagatA hai, kyoMki svayaMko deharUpa samajhA hai| jaise jaise vaha satpuruSakA bodha sunegA, usa para vicAra karegA tathA mAnya karegA, vaise vaise dehAdhyAsa kama hogA aura AtmabhAva jAgrata hogaa| pUrA AdhAra bhAva para hai| zubhAzubha donoM bhAva baMdha athavA pAparUpa haiM / zuddha athavA AtmabhAva hI mAtra chUTanemeM sahAyaka hai| tA. 10-11-32 tU AtmA hai, aisA samajha aura sabameM AtmA hI dekha / isa haDDI camar3ekI dehameM mohita hokara baMdhana mata kr| tU apaneko bAra bAra yAda kr| jJAnIne jo terA svarUpa batAyA hai usakA sAkSAtkAra kr| yaha brahmacaryavrata dravya-bhAvase grahaNa huA hai vaha bahuta zubha huA hai, vaha avazya mokSa prApta krvaayegaa| isakA pAlana karanemeM dravyabhAvase bhI sAvadhAnI rkheN| bure nimitta na banane deM, sAvadhAna rheN| yaha deha hai taba taka to pratijJA dRr3ha rkheN| jo tyAga kiyA hai, vaha AtmabhAvase aMtaraMgase honA cAhiye / manase moha, rAga na ho isake liye udaya Ane para cittavRttiko vAcana, vicAra yA AtmaciMtanameM rokeN| dRr3hatAse vrata liyA jisase yaha jIva saMsArasamudrako pAra kara kinAre

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* * upadezasaMgraha-4 405 pahu~ca gayA hai| aba mAtra eka AtmAko pahacAnanA hai| saccA sukha bAhara nahIM, AtmAmeM hai| ataH use prApta karaneke liye AtmaciMtana kareM / parameMse prItiko nikAlakara, jisane AtmAkI pahacAna karAyI usa paramapuruSameM joDeM / tA. 11-11-32 AtmA hI paramAtmA hai-nizcayake isa tattvavacanako sunakara koI apaneko paramAtmA mAna baiThe to vaha mithyA hai| jaba taka paramAtmAke guNa prakaTa na hoM taba taka mAtra mu~hase bolanese kucha nahIM hotaa| isIliye 'samAdhizataka' jaisA zAstra mAtra yogyatAvAle jIvako hI par3hanA caahiye| anyathA jisa abhimAnako nikAlanA hai vahI bar3ha jAtA hai aura tairaneke badale DUbanA par3atA hai| ataH mAtra gurugamase hI mArga kahA gayA hai| jaise jaise AtmAke anaMta guNa prakaTa hote haiM vaise vaise ahaMkAra miTakara bhakti, vinayabhAva prakaTa hote haiN| tA.4-5-33 jaba atyaMta du:khase pIr3ita hoM, koI upAya na ho taba zaraNa kisakI? aatmaakii| apanA AtmA hI kharA hai| yaha saba saMyoga haiM-sarva saMyoga haiN| vedanA, duHkha cAhe jaisA Ave taba bhI yaha samajheM ki yaha merA svarUpa nahIM hai, mere svarUpase bhinna hai aura samaya pakane para calA jaayegaa| yaha pUrvakRta karmoMkA phala hai| aba sAvadhAna rahanA hai| eka AtmAkI upAsanA kareM / anya saba to RNa saMbaMdhase mile haiN| kisIse prIti, mAyA na kareM, ye vibhAva to nAzavAnakI ora le jAte haiN| yaha deha yA koI bhI merA svarUpa nahIM hai| maiM bhinna huuN| merA svarUpa jJAnIne jAnA aura batAyA vaisA hai| yaha ekamAtra zraddhA rakheM aura isImeM sthira rheN| saMsArake paricita jIvoM sage-saMbaMdhiyoMko mAtra Uparase mileM, para unameM vRttiko jarA bhI na rokeM / saMsArameM asaMkhya loga haiM / kuchakI pahacAna huI, saMyoga huA jisase kyA tanmaya ho jAnA? apane AtmAko bhUla jAnA? yoM to aneka uttama bar3e loga haiM, jinheM hama pahacAnate bhI nhiiN| isaliye kisI para moha, rAga yA dveSa na kreN| saba para samAna dRSTi rkheN| paramajJAnI kRpAludeva para sadguruke rUpameM hRdayapUrvaka jitanA ho sake utanA bhAva kreN| ye hI AtmAke sarvasva haiM, aisA Ajanma maaneN| anya aneka devoMko chor3akara ekamAtra inameM hI satata vRttiko piroyeM aura inase hI prIti jodd'eN| tA. 10-5-33 samakita prApta karaneke liye mamatA chor3anI cAhiye / mamatA kaise chUTe ? samatA bhAvase / samatA kaise Aye? satpuruSakI yathAtathya pahacAna ho taba samatA AtI hai| phira apane AtmAkI pahacAna ho to vaha sabase bhinna hai aisA jJAta hotA hai, saMyoga AdikI icchA nahIM karatA aura parabhAvameM nahIM jAtA; isake liye sadA jAgrata rahanA cAhiye / vaha kisa prakAra rahe ? puruSArtha karanese / jaise aneka kAma, dhaMdheke liye karate haiM, vaise hI isa AtmAke liye udyamazIla bana jAnA caahiye| deha Adi dUsaroMkA kAma karatA rahatA hai yaha kaisI mUrkhatA hai! aba apanA karanA caahiye|

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406 upadezAmRta anya saba jo karanA par3e vaha Upara Uparase kare, para aMtarase to Atmahita karanekI ora lakSya rkheN| dhana, sattA, deha Adi kisIkI bhI mamatA na kreN| mamatA hI baMdhana hai aura vaha AtmAke liye mahA duHkhamaya hai, ataH kSaNa kSaNa bahuta dhyAna rkheN| saba para samabhAva rakhakara sabake pAramArthika zubhakI icchA kreN| tA. 12-5-33 'saddhA parama dullahA' anaMtakAlase bhramaNa kiyA, bodha bhI sunA, phira bhI niber3A kyoM nahIM AyA? kyA bhUla rahI? yahI ki vAsanA nahIM gyii| kisakI? mnkii| mana kyA hai? AtmA vicArameM pariNamana karatA hai vaha mana hai| use vazameM karanA caahiye| vaha kaise vazameM ho? satpuruSake bodhameM zraddhA Aye aura tadanusAra pravRtti kare, manako anyatra jAte roke aura AtmAmeM sthira kare taba / usake liye zraddhA hI cAhiye, aura usIkA raMga lage to mana vazameM hotA hai| tA. 13-5-33 anaMtakAlase jIvane janmamaraNa kiye haiN| usameM hara vakta sage-snehI, dhana-saMpattiko prApta kiyA hai aura unheM apanA mAnA hai, unake liye duHkha bhoganemeM kucha kamI nahIM rakhI, paraMtu kucha sAtha nahIM AyA, phira bhI 'merA merA' kara rahA hai| svapnako saccA mAnA hai| apanA AtmA jo akelA AyA hai usakI zodha nahIM kI, usakI kucha ciMtA nahIM kii| yaha eka jo saccA hai, use chor3akara anyakI paMcAyata kI hai| yaha kitanI bar3I bhUla hai! aura aba bhI nahIM cetatA hai| ceta jAya to sabako para mAne, mamatvako chor3akara nijasvarUpakA vicAra kare; para AtmAko pahacAnanA sarala nahIM hai| svacchaMdase cAhe jo kare to bhI bhrAMtimeM par3atA hai| sarala hotA to aneka vidvAna ho gaye unake hAtha laga jaataa| paraMtu vaha yoM hI prApta nahIM hotaa| usake liye saba chor3akara eka jJAnIkI zaraNa lenI caahiye| tA. 15-5-33 jIva isa dehameM mamatva karatA hai vaha mahA baMdhanarUpa hai| yaha deha suMdara hai, dehako sukhaduHkha hotA hai vaha mujhe hotA hai aisA mAnanA mamatA hai, isakA tyAga kreN| mumukSu-to kyA isako sukhA DAleM ? / prabhuzrI-aisA nahIM hai| isase AtmAkA sArthaka karanA hai| ataH jaba vaha svastha ho taba usake dvArA bhaktibhajana kreN| jaba nirbala yA asAtAmeM ho taba anyase bhaktibhajana suneM yA AtmaciMtana kreN| vyartha sukhA DAlanese to yaha bhaktibhajana bhI nahIM karane degaa| ataH use Avazyaka poSaNa dekara yogya saMbhAla rakheM, jaise bailako ghAsa DAlakara usase kAma lete haiM vaise / paraMtu usameM moha mUrchA to kareM hI nhiiN| zarIra apanA hai nahIM aura hogA bhI nahIM, aisA nizcaya kara leN| yaha sar3a jAyegA, par3a jAyegA, roga AyegA, vRddha hogA, kurUpa hogA; para usase ghabarAyeM nahIM, kyoMki hamArA hetu to kisI bhI prakAra usase AtmArtha sAdhanekA hai, na ki use zAzvata karanekA / khAnA-pInA, pahananA

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407 upadezasaMgraha-4 or3hanA Adi mohase, svAdase, deha para mUrchA rakhakara, svayaMko deharUpa mAnakara kare to vaha viSake samAna hai| yadi isa prakAra hotA ho to mara jAnA zreSTha hai, ki jisase naye bhava khar3e hote to aTakeM ! isa prakAra dehako saMbhAlanemeM AtmArtha jAne aura mUrchAkA sarvathA tyAga kareM; kAraNa, dehako svayaMrUpa jAnA utanA AtmAko bhulaayaa| bhedajJAna kara lene para hI yaha bAta sugama hai| apanI strIke sivAya anya sabake prati mA~ bahanake bhAvase dekheM / bure bhAvase kisI para dRSTi na kareM aura saMyamapUrvaka vyavahAra kreN| sat aura zIla mahAna haiN| jahA~ ye hoM vahIM dharma ho sakatA hai| ataH puruSako parastrIkA aura strIko parapuruSakA sarvathA tyAga rakhanA caahiye| ___ tA. 16-5-33 isa jIvane parako apanA mAna rakhA hai| 'maiM strI, maiM baniyA, maiM brAhmaNa, maiM puruSa' yoM hiMdu, pArasI Adi kahalAtA ho to apaneko tadrUpa mAna baiThA hai, para vaha mithyA hai| aise to usane aneka bhava kiye haiM aura unakA nAza huA hai, phira bhI bhUlatA hai| sage Adiko apanA mAnatA hai jisase duHkhI hokara gAr3ha karmabaMdha karatA hai, usake badale aisA samajheM ki yaha saba apane svarUpase bhinna hai| maiM to AtmA huuN| isameMse koI merA nhiiN| yaha deha bhI maiM nahIM huuN| merA to eka AtmasvarUpa hai| aisA jJAniyoMne kahA hai ataH satya hai / ye saba saMyoga haiM ve moha karavAte haiM; para maiM unheM sacce nahIM maanuuNgaa| tA. 17-5-33 dehase AtmA bhinna hai; deha merA svarUpa nahIM hai, vaha merI nahIM hai, use jo hotA hai vaha mujhe nahIM hotA; aisA socakara isakA sarva moha tyAga deN| jar3a aura cetana bhinna haiM, aisI zraddhA rakhakara AtmAkI pahacAna kreN| abhI AtmasvarUpa nahIM jAnA hai aura anAdikA abhyAsa honese apaneko deharUpa mAnatA hai| para jJAniyoMne kahA hai ki tU bhinna hai, terA svarUpa to aura hI hai! yaha zraddhA rakhakara, dehAdhyAsa chor3akara, aba usa saMbaMdhameM kisI prakArakA moha na kara yaha bhava to AtmAke liye hI bitaayeN| tA. 19-5-33 yaha jIva kaise anarthadaMDa karatA hai vaha bhI dekhane yogya hai| koI puruSa yA strI kisIke prati kudRSTi kara bhoga bhoganekA vicAra kare, aisI icchA kare to usa kubhAvanAse vaha pApa karma bA~dhakara kugatimeM jAtA hai| vAstavameM kucha kiyA nahIM jAtA, bhoga bhoge nahIM jAte kintu bhAvase, vicAramAtrase karma bA~dhatA hai jo anarthadaMDakA eka prakAra hai| __yadi koI aisI bhAvanA kare ki mujhe saMyama ho to kitanA acchA! aise saMyamavAle jIvoMkI ora dRSTi rakhakara aisI bhAvanA kare to vaha puNya bA~dhakara devalokameM jAtA hai| eka azubha bhAva hai, dUsarA zubha bhAva hai, ina doke atirikta tIsarA zuddha bhAva hai| jise mokSake liye prayatna karanA hai use to zuddha bhAvako hI samajhanA cAhiye aura usake liye puruSArtha

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408 upadezAmRta karanA caahiye| kisIke prati iSTa yA aniSTabhAva na kara, madhyasthabhAva, samatAbhAvase raheM / tapa, japa Adi mAtra AtmaprAptike liye niSkAma bhAvase kreN| kisI prakArakI icchA na rkheN| sukRtya karanemeM bhI AtmahitakA lakSya rkheN| apane anaMta doSoMko DhU~Dha DhU~Dhakara dUra karanekA prayatna kareM aura sadguruke caraNameM sarva arpaNa kara, unakI AjJAkA ArAdhana kreN| samabhAvameM sarva samAhita hai| prApta hue prasaMgoMmeM rati arati na kreN| sahanazIlatA rkheN| sukha aura duHkhameM samAna rheN| sarva jIvoMke prati choTe-bar3e, acche bure, priya-apriya, U~canIcake bheda dUra kara manase sabake prati samadRSTi rakhakara, sabake pAramArthika zreyakI ciMtA kreN| dehakI aura tatsaMbaMdhI viSayoMkI mamatA dUra kreN| tA. 24-5-33 aba pakar3a kara leN| AtmA anAdikAlase bhaTakA hai, para abhI aMta nahIM AyA aura na AyegA, ataH janmamaraNase chUTanekI satata bhAvanA kara jJAnIkI zaraNameM rheN| xx tA. 26-5-33 mana, vacana, kAyAke yogase nivRtta hokara AtmAko AtmAmeM sthira karaneko utkRSTa dhyAna kahA hai| isa prakAra anya saba orase AtmAke upayogako nivRtta kara AtmAkA dhyAna kreN| vaha kaise? jaise sUryakA prakAza sarvatra hai, vaise hI yaha AtmA saMpUrNa vizvakA prakAzaka hai| jaise caMdra bhUmiko prakAzita karatA hai, vaise hI isa zarIrake aNu aNumeM vyApta hai aise AtmAkA ciMtana kreN| 'Atmasiddhi meM 'AtmA hai' isa padakI gAthAoMmeM jaisA varNana kiyA gayA hai, vaise AtmAkA dhyAna kreN| tathA 'che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upayogI sadA avinAza / ' aisA dhyAna kreN| jaba isa svarUpameM hI sthiratA hotI hai taba cAritra kahA jAtA hai, mAtra sAdhukA veSa aMgIkAra karanese nhiiN| sarva jIvoMko siddhake samAna smjheN| choTA-bar3A, par3ha-anapar3ha, strI-puruSa, bAlaka-vRddha ye bheda vAstavika nahIM hai| sabhI samAna haiM aura apane AtmAke samAna haiN| apanA AtmA hI paramAtmA jaisA hai, aisA samajhakara usa paramAtmasvarUpakA dhyAna kara rAga-dveSameM na pdd'eN| kisI para moha kara rAga na kareM aura kisIko tuccha samajhakara dveSa na kreN| isa prakAra puruSArtha karanese vRtti parameM jAtI rukatI hai aura dhyAnameM rahA jA sakatA hai| tA. 27-5-33 cAroM gatimeM anaMta duHkha haiN| narakagati aura tiryaMcagatimeM to asahya haiN| manuSyagatimeM bhI bhUkha, nirdhanatA, mAna-apamAna, daridratA, roga aura bur3hApe ke duHkha haiN| zarIra dina-dina kSINa hotA hai aura viSaya-kaSAyase tathA pA~ca indriyoMke mRgatRSNA jaise sukhakI icchAse yaha AtmA anaMta duHkhakA bhoktA hotA hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-4 409 devagatimeM zarIrakA sukha hai taba mAnasika duHkha anya tIna gatiyoMse adhika hai| eka dUsareke sukhakI IrSyA aura apaharaNakI icchA rahatI hai| vahA~kA sukha bhI kaisA hai? vahA~ tuccha bhoga hI bhoge jAte haiN| ve bhI kSaNika aura nAzavAna hai| kucha adhika samaya bhoga kara usakA bhI aMta hotA hai tathA kaSAyake kAraNa devako phira nIca gatimeM jAnA par3atA hai| jaba zarIra tyAga karanekA samaya AtA hai taba una bhogoMko chor3ate hue atyaMta ArtadhyAna honese tuccha gatimeM jA par3atA hai| ataH devake bhoga bhI tyAjya haiM, cAhane yogya nhiiN| ye sukha bhI pariNAmameM duHkharUpa haiN| mAtra AtmajJAnI devoMko hI kiMcit saccA sukha hotA hai kyoMki AtmajJAnake kAraNa unheM vaise kaSAya nahIM hote aura AyuSya pUrNakara dera aberase mokSa prApta karate haiN| . ___cAroM gati mAtra duHkharUpa hai| AtmA unameM ba~dhA hai use aba chur3AnA hai| isa manuSya dehameM hI vaha ho sakatA hai| isa janmakI pratyeka kSaNa mahA amUlya hai / ataH sadgurukI AjJAkA vicAra kara, unake vacana gA~ThameM bA~dhakara apane AtmAmeM pariNata kreN| tA.31-5-33 anya sabase dRSTi haTAkara ekamAtra sva-AtmAmeM hI rheN| vyavahAra meM bAharase pravRtti karanI par3e, paraMtu apane AtmAko ghar3I bharake liye bhI na bhUleM / upayogameM raheM aura AtmAko hI sarvasva mAnakara rAgadveSa na kreN| jo kucha bhAva, anurAga karanA ho vaha AtmAse hI kreN| isake kAraNa hI yaha deha, mana Adi tathA saMbaMdhI, saMyoga prApta hue haiM, ataH isImeM sthira rheN| tA.8-5-34 mumukSu-jIva itanA itanA sunatA hai, phira bhI pariNamita kyoM nahIM hotA? prabhuzrI-eka kAnase sunakara dUsare kAnase nikAla detA hai| mumukSu-do kAna haiM isaliye aisA hotA hai| eka hI kAna ho to saba aMdara hI rahe ! prabhuzrI-vikrama rAjAne tIna putaliyoMkI parIkSA kara dekhii| ekake kAnameM DAlI huI salAI dUsare kAnase ArapAra nikala gii| dUsarIke kAnameM DAlI to thor3I dera rukakara mu~hase nikala gyii| aura tIsarIke kAnameM DAlI to nikalI hI nhiiN| ataH usakA mUlya eka lAkha AMkA gyaa| vaise hI jo bodha sune use manameM dhAraNa kare aura vicAre to AtmAmeM pariNata hotA hai| karanA yahI hai ki bAhyase nivRtta hokara AtmAmeM pariNata honA hai| eka vyakti bahuta zAstra par3hA ho aura saba samajhA sakatA ho, para AtmAkA anubhava nahIM huA ho to vaha saba vyartha hai| zAstrajJAna na ho para zraddhA tathA anubhava ho to vaha agale janmameM bhI sAtha jAtA hai aura jIvako mokSa prApta karAtA hai| tA. 11-5-34 yogyatA na hone para bhI apaneko chaThe, sAtaveM guNasthAnameM mAnakara mAna prApta karatA hai| dhyAna kahA~ hai ki samakitI jIvakI kaisI dazA hotI hai? svayaM jAnatA to kucha nahIM aura upadeza dene cala par3atA hai, jJAnI bana baiThatA hai| isase mAtra bhavabhramaNa hotA hai|

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410 upadezAmRta "nahi de tU upadezakuM, prathama lehi upadeza; sabase nyArA agama hai, vo jJAnIkA deza." jisa bAtakA svayaM anubhava na kiyA ho, phira bhI mAno anubhava kiyA ho aisA batAye vaha mithyAtvI kahalAtA hai| aisA karake kitanA samaya nikAlanA hai? ataH aba anya kisI prakArakI paMcAyata na kara AtmAkI pahacAna kara leM aura eka AtmArthake liye saba kucha kreN| AtmA hai vaha choTA, bar3A, vRddha, yuvAna, strI, puruSa nahIM hai| ye saba to paryAya haiN| paryAyadRSTiko chor3akara svarUpameM Aye to karmabaMdha rukatA hai| tA. 15-5-34 jo bAta pUnAmeM huI thI, vahI sabako mAnya karanI cAhiye / kRpAludeva para prema honA caahiye| anyase prIti tor3e vaha yahA~ jodd'e| ataH sabhIse prIti sameTakara AtmArthake liye unameM prema kreN| yaha prema hI zraddhA hai aura yaha zraddhA hone para jJAnIkA bodha pariNata hotA hai tathA jJAna prApta hotA hai| tA. 13-11-34 jIvako kyA karanA hai? bhedajJAna / vaha kisa prakAra hotA hai? vaha yoM ki yaha zarIra merA nahIM hai, vacana, mana bhI mere nahIM haiN| maiM inase bhinna AtmA huuN| to kyA inheM nahIM rakhanA? rakhanA, para ekamAtra AtmArthake liye| jo kareM vaha anivArya samajhakara AtmArthake liye kreN| khAnA, pInA, pahananA, zauca karanA, bolanA, ha~sanA, ronA, calanA, chor3anA, lenA, dekhanA Adi sarva kisake liye? eka AtmArthake liye kreN| maiM isase bhinna hU~, para udaya Ane para bhoganA par3atA hai| mujhe to ekamAtra AtmArtha hI karanA hai| AtmArthameM lakSya rakheM ki jisase vaise udaya phira na aayeN| khAye isaliye ki phira na khAnA pdd'e| isI prakAra saba kucha kareM phira na karaneke liye, chor3ane aura tyAganeke liye / eka AtmA hI merA hai, use jJAnIne dekhA hai, ataH jJAnIkI AjJAkA ArAdhana kreN| jisase Atmahita ho vahI karanA yaha viveka hai| rAgadveSa na kareM, dehAdi parapadArthameM ahaMbhAva, mamatvabhAva na kreN| abhimAnakA tyAga kreN| AtmAkA kucha nahIM hai, AtmA sabase bhinna hai| sabakA vinaya kreN| AtmAko sabase bhinna spaSTa dekheM / jaise uttara aura dakSiNa donoM alaga haiM, aMdhakAra aura prakAza jaise bhinna haiM vaise hI AtmA bhinna hai| use prApta karaneke liye saba kucha kreN| tA. 17-11-34 dehAdhyAsako dUra kreN| AtmA isa dehameM pA~vase sira taka vyApta hai, usameM vRttiko piroyeN| pA~ca indriyA~ aura chaThA mana ye chaha khir3akiyA~ haiM / unake dvArA vRtti bAhara jAtI hai, vahA~se khIMcakara AtmAmeM laayeN| jo dIkhatA hai vaha, AtmA hai to dIkhatA hai| ataH use vismRta na kreN|

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upadezasaMgraha-4 411 AtmAke pAsa bhAva aura upayoga hai, unheM chUTaneke liye, saMsArase mukta honeke liye pravartita kreN| prema kareM to satpuruSa para kreN| isI prakAra apane AtmAke prati bhI prIti, dayA, premabhAva Adi saba kareM, kyoMki anAdikAlase parabhAvameM jAneke kAraNa vaha baMdhanameM par3A hai| kSaNa kSaNa anaMtaduHkha bhogatA hai aura apanI anaMta samRddhiko bhUla gayA hai| usa para dayA kara karmabaMdhanase chur3Aneke liye AtmabhAvameM aayeN| ____ AtmabhAva prApta karaneke liye gurugama cAhiye, kyoMki jaise tijorI cAbIke binA nahIM khulatI vaise hI AtmAkI pahacAna sadguru karAyeM tabhI hotI hai| ataH unakI AjJAko barAbara samajhakara dRr3hatAse ArAdhana kreN| bhrA~timeM na rheN| kisI para rAgadveSa na kreN| saba para samabhAva rkheN| maitrIbhAva saba prANI para samAna rkheN| cAra bhAvanAe~ bhAte hue vyavahArameM pravRtti kreN| tA.18-11-34 [dharmadhyAnakI pRthvI Adi pA~ca dhAraNAoMke vAcana para] ye kalpanAe~ cittako ekAgra karaneke liye kahI hai ki jisase jIva vRttiko sabase sameTakara AtmAmeM laaye| paraMtu dhyAnake liye to gurugama caahiye| cAbIke binA tAlA nahIM khultaa| kRpAludevane guruAjJApUrvaka vicAra dhyAna karaneko kahA hai| mukhya bAta sat aura zIlakA pAlana kara zraddhAko dRr3ha kreN| rassI hAthameM Aye to kUese bAhara nikalA jaay| ataH zraddhArUpI jo rassI pakar3I hai use hAthameMse kSaNabhara bhI chUTane nahIM denA cAhiye-vismRti nahIM karanI caahiye| zraddhA kisakI kareM? kahA~ kare? ghara gharakA samakita hai vaha nahIM, para sacce jJAnI batAveM usIko pakar3a leveN| tabhI isa trividha tApase chUTA jA skegaa| 'saddhA parama dullahA' 'eka pala bhI Apake kahe hue tattvakI zaMkA na ho' yaha lakSyameM rakheM aura vicArapUrvaka AjJAkA ArAdhana kreN| sarvatra AtmA dekheM / sadvyavahArakA AcaraNa kreN| tA. 18-11-34 aba dRSTi badalanI hai| jIva isa ora jA rahA hai vahA~se lauTakara sAmanekI ora jAnA hai| jAnA hai mokSameM aura kArya saMsArake karatA hai-rAga-dveSa-moha karatA hai, prIti-aprIti karatA hai, ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva karatA hai-ye baMdhana haiN| jJAnI vyavahArameM baccoMko khilAte haiM, pravRtti karate haiM, kintu unakA pariNamana AtmAmeM hai| unako sabake prati samabhAva hai| AtmAko dekhate haiM aura usake kalyANakI icchA karate haiN| jo viparIta buddhi ho gayI hai use chor3anI hai| dehase lekara sabhI paravastumeM prIti karatA hai| vahA~se lauTAkara AtmAmeM prIti karanI hai| isakA satata abhyAsa karanA hai| isIke liye par3hanA hai, sIkhanA hai| ataH isakA upayoga rkheN| gAr3I ghor3A Adi dhamAla dekhakara soceM ki vaha mAyA hai, nAzavAna hai| unheM dekhanevAlA merA AtmA to avinAzI hai| ataH vahI rAga karane yogya hai| satpuruSase bheda na rakheM / mana, vacana, kAyAse unakI AjJAkA ArAdhana kareM / satpuruSa para zraddhA rakheM / ve kaheM use satya mAneM-rAtako dina kaheM to bhii| aura sarva prakArake AgrahakA tyAga kreN|

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412 patrAMka 810 kA vAcana "jo anitya hai, jo asAra hai aura jo azaraNarUpa hai vaha isa jIvako prItikA kAraNa kyoM hotA hai yaha bAta rAta-dina vicAra karane yogya hai / " upadezAmRta yadi AtmAko sukhI karanA ho, anaMtabhavakA kSaya karanA ho aura saccA sukha prApta karanA ho to yaha mArga hai / anyathA caurAsIke cakkara meM phirate raheM aura mAyAke baMdhana meM sukha maaneN| tA. 4-1-35 bodha sabako eka samAna milatA hai, paraMtu koI use aMtarameM gaharA utArakara vicAra karatA hai aura koI use grahaNa to karatA hai para vicAra nahIM karatA athavA grahaNa hI nahIM karatA / yoM sabhI apanI apanI yogyatAnusAra lAbha prApta karate haiM / kRpAludevane mahAdurlabha bodha diyA hai, para use samajhanA cAhiye / do bhAI dukAnameMse ikaTThA milA huA anAja AdhA-AdhA bA~Ta lete| usameMse ekakI strI bhaDItA aura roTa banAtI, dUsarekI strI dAla, bhAta, sAga aura roTI bnaatii| "pratidina bhaDItA aura roTa kyoM banAtI hai ? bhAIke ghara to pratidina dAla, bhAta, roTI banatI hai / " aisA patike ulAhanA dene para usa strIne patise kahA "use Apake bhAI saba lAkara dete hoNge|" jA~ca karane para patA lagA ki vaha to parizrama kara saba alaga-alaga chA~Takara suMdara rasoI banAtI thI, jabaki phUhaDa strI idharaudhara bAtoMmeM samaya bitA, dalakara rA~dha detI thI / yoM jJAnI jo bodha deM usa para yogya vicAra karanA cAhiye aura AtmAko sabase alaga kara pariNamana karanA cAhiye / pAtra ke anusAra bodha grahaNa ho sakatA hai / hAthI do ghar3e pAnI piyegA to hamase eka pyAlA piyA jAyegA / isI prakAra koI adhika grahaNa karatA hai koI kama, phira bhI sabako svAda to eka hI AtA hai| tA. 5-1-35 AtmAkA mUla svabhAva sthiratA hai / pAnIkA svabhAva sthira rahanekA hai, paraMtu pavana calanese lahareM uThatI haiM aura uchalatA dikhAyI detA hai / isI prakAra AtmAmeM moharUpI pavana bahatA hai to asthira dikhAyI detA hai / AtmA svayaM vaisA nahIM hai, paraMtu saMyogake kAraNa vaisA ho jAtA hai| kapar3A sthira hai, para pavanase hilatA hai, vaise hI ajJAnajanita mohase AtmA anyarUpase pariNamita hotA hai aura svayaMko tadrUpa mAnatA hai| ajJAna aura moha miTe to AtmA sthira hotA hai / tA. 8-1-35 I dehAbhimAna ghaTAyeM / jIvane naraka, tiryaMca Adi aneka nIca yoniyoMmeM janma lekara duHkha bhoge haiM, use bhUla gayA hai| jJAnIke kahane para bhI mAnatA nahIM ! kyoMki abhimAna bAdhaka banatA hai / isa janmakI bAlyAvasthAkI sthitiko bhI bhUla gayA hai aura vartamAna avasthAkA abhimAna karatA hai / yaha

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upadezasaMgraha-4 413 abhimAna bahuta duSTa hai| vaha jIvako jJAnIse dUra rakhatA hai| ataH abhimAna chor3anekA prayatna kreN| kisIko apanese choTA na mAneM / maiM adhamAdhama hU~ aisI samajha rakheM / namratA, vinaya rkheN| tA. 9-1-35 samakitI aura mithyAtvImeM kaisA bheda hai? mithyAtvI do, cAra, chaha upavAsa kare, rAtameM soye bhI nahIM; phira bhI karmabaMdha hI karatA hai| samakitI khAye, piye, bhoga bhoge, saMsArameM rahe, soye athavA pAgala yA unmatta bana jAyeM, phira bhI karmase chUTatA hai, kyoMki usakA lakSya AtmAmeM rahatA hai| ataH lakSya AtmAmeM rakhanA chiye| AtmAke sivAya anya kAryoM meM zarIrase aura vacanase pravRtti karanI cAhiye, paraMtu manase arthAt vicArapUrvaka usameM Asakta na honA cAhiye, to baMdha nahIM hotaa| mokSake mArgameM kA~Te-kaMkara, khaDDe-khAI, kUe jaise aneka vighna haiN| usameM aMdhA manuSya cale to bahuta kaSTa hotA hai, aura mArgameM cala hI nahIM sktaa| athavA svacchaMdase calane para avazya patana hotA hai| paraMtu yadi mArgadarzaka mila jAya aura usake AdhArase cale tabhI saralatAse Age bar3hA jA sakatA hai, tathA bhayake sthAna bhI pAra ho jAte haiN| isI prakAra samakita arthAt zraddhA ho to mArga spaSTa dikhAI detA hai aura usameM Age bar3hA jA sakatA hai| ataH mumukSuko samakitakI AvazyakatA hai| kisI lakhapatike ghara khAtA khulavAyA ho to AvazyakatAke samaya rakama mila sakatI hai, phira chUTase lenadena kI jA sakatI hai| paraMtu khAtA na ho to kucha bhI nahIM ho sktaa| ataH khAtA khulavAnekA prayatna karanA cAhiye, kyoMki isameM hamArA svArtha hai| thor3e rupaye bhI vahA~ rakhane cAhiye / aisA prayatna karanA cAhiye / khuzAmada bhI karanI par3e, kyoMki apanA svArtha hai| paraMtu bAdameM bahuta lAbha hogaa| yaha zarIra, hAtha-pA~va, vaha maiM nhiiN| dehameM vyAdhi ho, pIr3A ho, vaha mujhe nahIM hotii| isI prakAra isa bhavake sage-saMbaMdhI mere nhiiN| maiM ina sabase bhinna AtmA hU~, aisA smjheN| yaha jJAnIkI AjJA hai| dehako svapnameM bhI apanA svarUpa na mAnanekA abhyAsa karanA caahiye| mana bhI maiM nahIM huuN| maiM arUpI cetana hU~ aura merA svarUpa jJAnIne jAnA hai| tA. 10-1-35 AtmAkI bAta kitanI durlabha hai? mAtA yA pitAse kabhI AtmAkI bAta sunI thI? saMsArameM kahIM bhI aisI bAta sunaneko milegI? ataH yaha yoga mahAdurlabha samajheM / isakA mAhAtmya bahuta maaneN| pA~ca indriyoMke viSayoMse viraktabhAva, vinaya tathA sadAcAra sahita AtmaciMtana karanese jJAna pAnekI yogyatA AtI hai| mumukSu-pA~ca indriyoMse virakta hotA hai taba sadAcAra to hotA hI hai| prabhuzrI-virakti yaha batAtI hai ki kyA nahIM karanA aura sadAcAra yaha samajhAtA hai ki kyA karanA / jaise ki satsaMga, bhakti, zAstrAdhyayana Adi zubha pravRttiyoMmeM lgnaa|

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414 upadezAmRta samatA, dhairya, zAMta manase vacana bolanA, bulavAnA, sanmAna karanA yaha vinaya hai| usake sthAna para tucchatA, uddhatatA, ucca svarase bolanA yogya nahIM hai| yaha bAta dhyAnameM rakhanI cAhiye / kisIkI bhI avinaya nahIM honI caahiye| vizeSakara satsaMgameM to adhika upayoga rakhanA cAhiye / bolanemeM vinaya sIkhanekI bahuta AvazyakatA hai| hameM sabase choTe, namra bana jAnA cAhiye aura jhukakara calanA caahiye| tA. 11-1-35 sadAcArakA sevana karanA, bhagavAnakA nAma lenA, kusaMgase dUra rahanA Adi kucha burA nahIM hai| bIsa dohe, kSamApanA sIkhe aura nitya pATha kare to bahuta kalyANa hotA hai| manameM smaraNa rakheM to koI manA karanevAlA nahIM hai, ataH vaha karanA caahiye| isase bhava kama hote haiM aura aMtameM janma-maraNase chuTakArA hotA hai| taba AtmahitakA itanA-sA kAma kyoM nahIM kareM? vyavahArake kAmameM koI DhIla nahIM karatA, paraMtu paramArthake kAmameM pramAda karatA hai ki pIche karU~gA, Aja samaya nahIM hai; paraMtu aisA na kara ulaTA paramArthakA kAma to jaise bhI ho zIghratAse karanA cAhiye, kyoMki manuSyabhava prApta kara yahI karanA yogya hai| anya kucha sAtha AnevAlA nahIM hai| ataH satsaMgameM AtmArthakI sAdhanA karanI caahiye| tA. 13-1-35 ayathArtha AtmajJa AtmAkI bAteM karate haiM, kahate haiM ki isakA chedana nahIM hotA, bhedana nahIM hotA, vaha ba~dhatA nahIM, bhogatA nahIM Adi; phira bhI ba~dhatA hai| usane aMtarase tyAga nahIM kiyA isaliye vaha zuSkajJAnI hai| paraMtu yathArtha jJAnI mAtra bAta hI nahIM karate para unheM AtmAmeM ramaNa karanA priya hai / ve AtmAke sukhako jAnate haiM aura usameM ramaNa karate haiN| zuSkajJAnIko yaha anubhava nahIM honese adhyAtmameM kucha rasa nahIM AtA, phira bhI apaneko saMsArasukhakA tyAgI mAnatA hai / jJAnI to anya sabakI apekSA adhika AnaMda bhogatA hai, jisase atyaMta sukhI hai| tA. 13-1-35 jJAnI aura ajJAnIkI vANI alaga par3atI hai| mumukSu arthAt jijJAsu usakI parIkSA kara sakatA hai| saccI mumukSutA to satpuruSake yogase prakaTa hotI hai| satpuruSakI prAptimeM puruSArtha aura prArabdha donoM kAraNa hote haiN| jJAnI to ajJAnIkI vANIkI parIkSA turata hI kara letA hai| ajJAnI jJAnIke vacana uddhRta kara bolatA ho phira bhI usakA Azaya turata samajhameM A jAtA hai, kyoMki jJAnIkA Azaya sadaiva AtmajJAna hotA hai| unheM AtmAkA jJAna honese sadaiva usako lakSyameM rakhakara hI unakA bodha hotA hai ataH jJAnIkI vANI pUrvApara avirodha kahalAtI hai| para ajJAnI vahI bAta karatA ho phira bhI usakA lakSya niraMtara AtmA para nahIM rahatA yA hotA hI nahIM hai| vaha to mAnAdi kaSAyoMkI puSTike liye bolatA hai, para jJAnI kucha mAnAdi kaSAyake poSaNake liye nahIM bolate / jJAnI to use eka zabdameM pahacAna lete haiN| jJAnI boleM nahIM, para sAmanevAleke pariNAma badala sakate haiM, yahA~ taka ki jJAna prApta karA sakate haiN| koI dhyAnameM baiThA ho aura koI mAtra dekhatA ho to

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upadezasaMgraha-4 415 kisIko aisA lagatA hai ki dhyAnameM hai vaha saccA yogI hai| para khulI A~khavAleko kevalajJAna bhI prakaTa ho sakatA hai, kyoMki usake vaise pariNAma pravartita ho rahe hote haiN| jJAnI bolate haiM vaha anubhavapUrNa hotA hai| ve aMtaraMga pariNAmako pahacAnate haiM, mohAdi dUra karaneke upAya bhI jAnate haiN| jisase unake bola talasparzI hote haiM aura usakA Azcaryajanaka prabhAva hotA hai! ajJAnIke vacana vaisA prabhAva nahIM krte| tA. 14-1-35 mujhe sukha hai aisA mAnatA hai vahA~ bhI vedanI hai| sAtA aura asAtA donoM vedanI haiN| unheM bhogatA hai aura maiMne sukha-duHkha bhogA aisA mAnatA hai, paraMtu usakA to nAza hai| para AtmAkA nAza kisIne dekhA hai? pratyeka AtmA apane guNa anaMta jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura vIrya sahita amara hai| vaha kabhI nahIM maratA / usakA jo sukha hai use to jJAnIne jAnA hai aura jisane jAnA hai vahI batA sakatA hai| anAdise jo viparIta samajha hai use sIdhI karanI hai, usase anitya, rUpI padArthoM kA moha chUTakara Atmasukha prApta hogaa| phira to sira para aMgAre DAlane para bhI aisA lagegA ki 'merA kyA jalatA hai?' ghAnImeM pIlane para bhI zAMta rhegaa| aisI adbhuta dazA ho jAtI hai| kyoMki samakita honese usane apanA svarUpa dehase bhinna anubhava kiyA hai| use koI gAlI de to socatA hai ki mujhe kahA~ gAlI lagI hai? ye to bhASAke pudgala the jo ur3a gye| vaha aisA samajhatA hai ki yaha to mere sira para bojha thA vaha halakA huA / mere itane karma kSaya hue| para ajJAnI to usase vaira nikAlaneke liye sira phor3a DAlatA hai| samakitI yA AtmajJAnI sIdhA vicAra karatA hai, kyoMki vaha sabako anitya dekhatA hai| kSaNa-kSaNa saba naSTa ho rahA hai isameM moha kyA karanA? apane AtmAkA sukha jo saccA hai, zAzvata hai usIkA anubhava karanA yogya hai| prabhuzrI-sama arthAt kyA? mumukSu-rAgadveSa arthAt cAritramohanIya aura ajJAna arthAt darzanamohanIya, inakA abhAva hone para samabhAva prakaTa hotA hai| prabhuzrI-chaha dravya haiM, ve pratyeka alaga hI haiN| ve eka dUsaremeM pariNata ho hI nahIM skte| isaliye jar3a aura cetana bhI eka dUsaremeM pariNata nahIM ho sakate / kRpAludevane kahA hai ki cetanake pariNAma cetana aura jar3ake pariNAma jar3a haiM; eka paramANu hai jise koI dekha nahIM sakatA, paraMtu vaha trikAla usI rUpameM hai| usameM jo paryAyabheda hotA hai vaha bhI jar3a rUpa hI hotA hai| vaise hI AtmAke guNa-paryAya cetana haiN| karmakA lepa hai usase usake guNa-paryAya kabhI naSTa hue nahIM aura hoMge nhiiN| ataH sabhI jIva siddhasvarUpa haiM aisA samajhe to kisIke prati rAgadveSa nahIM hote| rAgadveSa aura moha arthAt ajJAnadRSTi jAya taba apane svarUpameM sthira hotA hai arthAt AtmAkA jo sthira rUpa hai, usakA anubhava karatA hai| isase saba para samAna dRSTi arthAt samabhAva AtA hai| tabhI saMpUrNa jagata AtmArUpa mAnanemeM AtA hai| jo ho vaha yogya hI mAnanemeM AtA hai|

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416 upadezAmRta 1"samatArasanA pyAlA re, pIve so jANe; chAka car3hI kabahU nahi UMtare, tInabhuvana-sukha mANe." tA. 17-1-35 vAsanA aura kAmasevanake aneka prakAra haiN| dehameM Atmabuddhi karanA, acche vastrAbhUSaNoMse dehakA zrRMgAra karanA, acche-acche pauSTika padArtha dehako puSTa karaneke liye khAnA, zarIrako bAraMbAra nirakhanA, usIke vicArameM lipta rahanA, ye saba kAmasevanake hI prakAra haiN| paraMtu maiM dehase bhinna hU~, deha janma-jarA-maraNa aura vedanAkA kAraNa hai, use AtmArthake liye bitAnekA kaSTa uThAnA aura kSaNa-kSaNa AtmArthameM hI vRtti rakhanA aisI caryA hI brahmacarya hai| tA.23-1-35 jJAnIpuruSakI pahacAna hone para saba kaise badala jAtA hai? jahA~ aMdhakAra ho vahA~ dIpaka A jAye to saba yathAtathya dikhAyI detA hai, aise hI jJAnIpuruSake milane para jo dekhA jAtA hai vaha saba bhinna prakArase hI dekhA jAtA hai| mamatvabhAva miTa jAtA hai, apaneko bhinna samajhatA hai, jisase viSaya-kaSAya chUTa jAte haiN| taba jIva jo puruSArtha pahale pA~ca iMdriyoMke viSayoMke liye karatA thA usake badale AtmAkI zodha karanemeM laga jAtA hai| saMsArake sukha use agnikI khAI jaise lagate haiM, jisase usa ora jAtA hI nahIM; aura maiM kauna hU~? kahA~se AyA hU~? merA svarUpa kaisA hai? Adi jAnanekA prayatna karatA hai| saMkSepameM, jIva anAdise so rahA hai vaha jAgrata ho jAtA hai, abhI taka jo jo sAdhana kiye ve saba niSphala lakSyarahita bANa jaise lagate haiN| jJAnIpuruSako pahacAnane para yaha samajhameM AtA hai ki lakSya kahA~ karanA? jisase usake saba sAdhana vrata, niyama saphala hote haiN| abhI taka to isa lokake sukha yA paralokake sukhake liye sAdhana kiye| aba mAtra AtmAko chur3Aneke liye, baMdhanase mukta karaneke liye, jJAnIkI AjJAnusAra pravRtti kare to sarva sAdhana saphala hone yogya haiN| anaMta jJAnI ho gaye haiM unhoMne kahA hai aura abhI jo jJAnI haiM ve bhI aisA hI kaha rahe haiM ki terA eka AtmA hI hai| ataH aisA mAnanA cAhiye ki Asrava, baMdha, saMyoga-viyoga Ate haiM aura jAte haiM, vaha merA svarUpa nahIM hai, unheM dekhanevAlA maiM hU~, paraMtu tadrUpa maiM nahIM hU~-yaha hRdayameM khodakara likha rakheM, bhUleM nhiiN| jo bA~dhA hai use bhoganA par3atA hai| para usameM tanmaya na hoveM / maiM sabase sarva prakArase bhinna hU~, aisA ciMtana kara usameM iSTa-aniSTapanA na kreN| jJAnI sabameM AtmA hI dekhate haiN| pratyeka vastu jo dikhAyI detI hai, use dekhanevAlA AtmA hai| vRkSa, patte, manuSya, jaMtu Adi jo sarva dikhAI dete haiM ve to pudgala haiM, karma haiM, paryAya haiN| unameM jo AtmA rahA huA hai use jJAnI jAnate haiM aura dekhate haiN| ataH mujhe vaha mAnya hai| mana, vacana, kAyA aura aneka acche-bure bhAva jo kSaNa-kSaNa Ate haiM, ve karma haiM, pudgala haiN| 1. artha-samatArUpI rasakA pyAlA jo pItA hai vahI usake AnaMdako jAnatA hai| eka bAra isakA nazA car3ha gayA, vaha kabhI nahIM utaratA, vaha trilokake sukhakA anubhava karatA hai| arthAt tInoM lokameM vahI sabase jyAdA sukhI hai|

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417 upadezasaMgraha-4 tA. 24-1-35 sabako samabhAvase dekheM / merA AtmA hai vaisA hI sabakA AtmA hai, aisA samajhe to abhimAna nahIM hotaa| paryAyadRSTikA tyAga kreN| ghara, paisA, strI-bacce koI mere nahIM hai| yaha zarIra bhI merA nahIM hai| aise to kitane hI zarIra dhAraNa kiye aura chor3e, para abhI taka aMta nahIM aayaa| dhana, daulata, adhikAra, sage-saMbaMdhI isa rUpa maiM nahIM huuN| maiM ina sabase bhinna AtmA hU~, jJAnIne dekhA vaisA jJAnamaya hU~ aura vahI merA dhanadaulata sarvasva hai, aisI zraddhA kara leveN| yaha zarIra viSTA, malamUtra, haDDI, mA~sa, khUna, pIpase bharI camar3ekI thailI hai| aba maiM usameM mamatva nahIM kruuNgaa| maiM usase bhinna jJAnamaya huuN| suMdara bhojana khAte haiM vaha bhI malamUtrarUpa bana jAtA hai, vaha isa dehake kAraNa hI hai| aise azuci dehako apanA svarUpa na mAneM, tathA use merA bhI na maaneN| jaise kirAyeke makAnakA jitanA lAbha liyA jA sake utanA lAbha uThAkara chor3a diyA jAtA hai, vaise hI isa dehako AtmArthake liye pramAdarahita hokara kAmameM lekara aMtameM to chor3a denA hai| mRtyuke bAda use jalAye, gAr3e yA pAnImeM DubAye, isa prakAra usakA nAza avazya hai, ataH use merA na mAneM, aisA bhedajJAna kara lenA caahiye| aisI deha pA~ca indriyoMke viSayabhogake liye nahIM hai, paraMtu isa amUlya manuSyadehase to AtmArthakI sAdhanA kara lenI cAhiye / anya bhavameM yaha saMbhava nahIM hogaa| jisa manuSyadehameM jJAnIkA bodha prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai vaha atyaMta amUlya hai| thor3AsA satsaMga ho to vaha ucca gati prApta karavAkara mokSa prApta karavAtA hai| ataH satsaMgako kSaNabhara bhI na bhUleM / eka giragiTa* thor3ese satsaMgase totA hokara rAjakumAra banA thaa| vedanA Aye taba zarIrakI ciMtA na kareM ki merA kyA hogA? 'vedanA ho rahI hai, koI sevA nahIM karatA' Adi ArtadhyAna na kreN| isase gAr3ha karmabaMdha hotA hai| paraMtu usa samaya 'pUrva karmakA udaya hai jisase dehameM vedanA hotI hai; para maiM isase bhinna hU~, jAnanevAlA hU~, vedanA AyI hai usakA to aMta AyegA, maiM usa rUpa nahIM hU~, merA svarUpa to jJAnIne dekhA vaisA hai| ataH unheM yAda karU~ aura AtmAkI zraddhA rkhuu|" yoM samAdhimeM rahe to dehAdhyAsa chUTatA hai| kisIko doSa na de, para sahana karake smaraNameM rahe aura dRr3hatA rakhe to chUTatA hai / * eka bAra nAradajI vaikaMThameM gaye. usa samaya unhoMne viSNu bhagavAnase pUchA ki satsaMgakA mAhAtmya kyA hai? taba bhagavAnane kahA ki amuka sthAna para eka baTakI zAkhA para eka giragiTa hai use jAkara puucho| nAradajI usa vRkSake pAsa gaye aura giragiTako dekhakara pUchA ki satsaMgakA mAhAtmya kyA hai? yaha sunate hI giragiTa mara gayA, taba nAradajIne jAkara bhagavAnase saba ghaTanA kaha sunaaii| phira bhagavAnane kahA ki amuka vRkSa para totekA baccA hai usase puucho| nAradajI usa vRkSake pAsa gaye aura toteke baccese pUchA ki vaha bhI turata tar3aphakara mara gyaa| nAradajIko lagA ki mere pUchanese saba mara jAte haiM yaha pApakA kAraNa hai| ataH bhagavAnake pAsa jAkara kahA ki mujhe hatyA lage aisA kAma Apa kyoM batAte haiM? bhagavAnane kahA ki tumheM satsaMgakA mAhAtmya samajhanA hai yA nahIM? nAradajIne kahA ki samajhanA to hai| taba bhagavAnane kahA ki amuka rAjAke yahA~ kuMvarakA janma huA hai use jAkara pUcho Jain Education rational

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upadezAmRta jIvako jo vastu acchI nahIM lagatI use tyAganeko tatpara hotA hai / para apaneko priya ho vaisI vastu prApta hone para use nahIM chor3atA / ataH vaise tyAgakA phala bhI vaisA hI milatA hai| aisA tyAga karake vanameM rahe to bhI vAsanA nahIM chUTatI aura rAgadveSa cAlU rahakara karmabaMdha karAte haiM / paraMtu samakitIko gharameM rahate hue bhI prApta bhogoMke prati vairAgya hai / vaha apaneko sabase bhinna mAnatA hai, jisase rAgadveSa nahIM karatA aura chUTatA hai / 418 saccA tyAga to samakitIkA hI hai / phira bhI saMsArameM laukika tyAgakA pravAha cala rahA hai, vaha ruka nahIM sakatA / ataH vyavahArako hone deM aura dekhate raheM / AtmAkA mArga laukika nahIM, alaukika hai, aMtara meM hai, mAtra bAhya tyAgase prApta honevAlA nahIM hai / tA. 27-1-35 yaha Azrama kaisA hai ! yahA~ to ekamAtra AtmAkI bAta hai / apane AtmAko pahacAneM, ise hI deva maaneN| maiM jo kahU~gA vaha mAnoge ? AtmA hI siddha hai, vahI deva hai, usIkI pUjA karanI hai| anaMtakAlase jagatako acchA dikhAneke liye parake liye saba kiyA hai, para apane AtmAke liye kucha nahIM kiyaa| usakA prabhAva nahIM bar3hAyA / jJAnIko to prathama apanA AtmA dikhAyI detA hai / ve jAnate haiM ki mujhe ghara, manuSya, sUrya, caMdra Adi jo kucha dikhAyI detA hai vaha mere AtmAke dvArA dikhAyI detA hai / yaha AtmA anaMtaguNakA svAmI hai, jJAna-darzana- cAritramaya hai / paraMtu parabhAvameM rahakara usake guNoMko bhulA diyA hai, jisase AvaraNa A gayA hai / sabhI dharma karate haiN| apane-apane saMpradAyake anusAra japa, tapa, tyAga, dAna Adi karate haiM / paraMtu vahA~ AtmAkA jJAna nahIM hai / vaha saba puNyabaMdha karavAkara vApasa cAra gatimeM hI bhaTakAtA hai / yahA~ jo karanA hai vaha AtmArthake liye karanA hai / anaMtakAlase ajJAnameM bhaTakA hai, usa bhramaNako miTAkara satya sukha, avinAzI sukha, svAdhIna sukha prApta karanA hai / yaha samajha prApta karanA bahuta durlabha hai| saccI samajha to gaharA paiThakara vicAre aura satpuruSake kathanako pahale mAnya kare tabhI saMbhava hai / paraMtu jIvakI bhUla kahA~ hotI hai ? saba laukika bhAvameM nikAla detA hai, kyoMki anAdikA aisA hI abhyAsa hai / AtmA to alaukika, apUrva, arUpI vastu hai / koI eka bar3A mahAtmA kahalAtA ho aura dhyAnameM baiThA ho phira bhI jJAnI na ho, dUsarA saba karatA ho phira bhI jJAnI ho / ataH bAharakA nahIM dekhanA hai / jJAnI khAte, pIte, baiThate, sote-sarvatra prathama AtmAko dekhatA hai, phira anyako dekhatA 1 nAradajI usa rAjAke darabArameM pahu~ce / rAjAne sanmAna kara unase AnekA kAraNa puuchaa| mujhe kuMvarajIse milanA hai, aisA kahane para unheM aMtaHpurameM le gaye / Darate Darate nAradajIne kuMvarase pUchA ki satsaMgakA mAhAtmya kyA hai ? kuMvarane kahA ki Apa abhI bhI nahIM samajhe? giragiTake bhavameM Apake darzana hue aura do zabda sune usa puNyase maiM totA huaa| vahA~ bhI Apake darzana hue jisase maiM yahA~ rAjakumAra huA hU~ / Apa jaise mahAtmA satsaMgakA yaha phala hai /

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419 upadezasaMgraha-4 hai| AtmAke sivAya kisImeM bhI apanApana nahIM maantaa| use AtmAkA niraMtara dhyAna yA anubhava hotA hai| kRpAludeva saMsArameM the kiMtu AtmajJAnI the, jisase devoMko bhI pUjya the| jo dekhanA hai vaha UparakA rUpa yA AcaraNa nahIM, paraMtu AtmAkI dazA, aura jahA~ vaha ho vahA~ phira zraddhA hI karanI hai| isa AzramameM kRpAludeva zrImad rAjacaMdrakI AjJA pravartita hai| ve mahAna adbhuta jJAnI hai| isa puNyabhUmikA mAhAtmya hI alaga hai| yahA~ rahanevAle jIva bhI puNyazAlI haiN| para vaha Uparase nahIM dIkha sakatA, kyoMki dhana, paisA nahIM hai ki lAkha-do lAkha dikhAyI deN| yahA~ to AtmAke bhAva haiN| AtmAke bhAva hI U~cIse U~cI dazA prApta karA sakate haiN| aneka sthAnoM para bhAIbaMdI, mitratA, pahacAna kara premako bikhera diyA hai, una sabase chUTanA par3egA, kyoMki yaha to vItarAga mArga hai| vyavahAra meM saba karanA par3e, kintu aMtaraMgase saba tor3a DAleM aura AtmArthake liye hI jiyeM / samajha leM ki Aja hI mRtyu ho gayI, to saba chor3anA par3egA na? aise hI binA mRtyuke bhI mamatva chor3a deN| dharmakA pAlana karaneke liye cAhe jaise pariSaha bhI sahana karane cAhiye / khar3e hI khar3e jala jAnekA prasaMga A jAya to bhI AtmabhAva na bhuuleN| tA. 27-1-35 satsaMgakA mAhAtmya samajhanA caahiye| apane pAsa koI mUlyavAna vastu ho, AbhUSaNa ho to mAnatA hai ki mere pAsa yaha hai| use usakA mAhAtmya lagatA hai ki mere pAsa yaha suMdara, bahumUlya upayogI vastu hai, aura usameM mamatva karatA hai| aise hI yaha satsaMga AtmAke liye parama hitakArI hai, usakA mAhAtmya samajhameM Aye to use galekA hAra mAne aura usIkA mAhAtmya sabase adhika lage, taba dazA prakaTa hotI hai| mokSakI abhilASA jAgrata hone para aise bhAva prakaTa hote haiN| mokSa jAnA ho, AtmAko duHkhase muktakara anaMta sukha prApta karanA ho, sadgati prApta karanI ho to satsaMgakI avazya icchA kare aura usakA sanmAna kre| tA. 29-1-35 krodha karanA to apane karmazatruke prati krnaa| mAna satpuruSakI bhaktike pariNAmameM karanA / mAyA paraduHkha-nivAraNameM krnii| lobha kSamA dhAraNa karanemeM krnaa| rAga satpuruSake prati yA devaguru-dharmake prati krnaa| dveSa, arati viSayoMke prati karanA / viSayavikArakI buddhike prati dveSabhAva karanA / sarva jIvoMke prati samabhAva rakhanemeM moha krnaa| yoM ina doSoMko sulaTA kara guNoMmeM badala ddaaleN| samakitI jIvako AtmAke sivAya anya saba para hai, apanese bhinna hai, deha bhI apanI nahIM hai, ataH jaise parAyI vastu jalatI ho to hameM koI duHkha nahIM hotA, vaise hI dehakA duHkha bhI svayaMko nahIM lgtaa| usa duHkhake samaya unameM AtmavIrya adhika sphurita hotA hai, jisase vaha duHkha lAbhakA

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420 upadezAmRta kAraNa hotA hai / bhedajJAnake prabhAvase duHkhako samabhAvapUrvaka bhogate haiM, jisase ba~dhe hue karmoMse chUTate haiM aura nirjarA hotI hai / jo viSamabhAva lAte haiM, kheda, moha aura dehabuddhimeM rahate haiM ve naye karma bA~dhakara asAtA utpanna karate haiM / tA. 30-1-35 sArA saMsAra sukha-duHkhakI kalpanAmeM par3A hai / anaMtakAlakA paribhramaNa cAlU hai / isameM yaha mArga hAtha laganA sAmAnya bAta nahIM hai / jisakA mahAbhAgya ho use hI milatA hai ! taba dUsaroMkI paMcAyatameM par3e, dUsaroMko isa dharmakA lAbha dilAnekI ciMtA kare to apanA bhI gumA baitthe| kUemeM gire hueke hAthameM rassI A jAye, use vaha jaise pakar3e rakhatA hai, vaise hI pakar3a kara leM ki merA AtmA hI saccA hai / mujhe anya kisIse koI saMbaMdha nahIM / aise bhogAdi anaMtakAla taka bhoge para tRSNA, icchA ghaTI nahIM / ataH dUsaroMkI ciMtA na kara mujhe jo milA hai vaha mere liye vRthA na ho jAya, isakI akhaMDa ciMtA rakhanI cAhiye / yaha acchA, yaha burA yoM iSTa-aniSTabhAva kisI bhI jagaha nahIM karanA caahiye| usake badale svayaM anaMta doSoMse bharA huA hai aisA mAnanA caahiye| he bhagavAna! mere jaisA koI pApI nahIM, yoM ajJAna dUra karaneke liye socanA cAhiye / tA. 1-2-35 jJAnIkA svarUpa kaisA hai ? bAhara dikhAyI detA hai vaisA nahIM hai / paraMtu usa svarUpakI pahacAna to AtmAko pahacAne tabhI hotI hai| AtmA hI AtmAko pahacAnatA hai / jJAnI kaise haiM ? ve saba kucha karate haiM, para unake vajrakI bhIMta par3I hai / ve cetana aura jar3ake bIca spaSTa bheda rakhate haiM / ve kabhI bhUla nahIM hote, para ajJAnIkA to kucha bhI saccA nahIM hai / jJAnIkI zaraNameM kaise jAyeM ? saba chor3e - sira kATe vaha mAla nikAle / itanA kara sake to sarala hai, sugama mArga hai / taba 1 jJAnIne AtmAko dekhA hai / ve yaha bAta gupta rakhate haiN| yogya jIva ho to bulAkara bhI batA dete haiN| zAmako zreNika rAjA zikAra para gaye the / vahA~ munikA samAgama hone se jJAna prApta huA / gajasukumArako eka hajAra bhava jitane karma the ve bhagavAna neminAthake samAgamameM prApta AjJAkI ArAdhanA karanese nirjarA hokara nAzako prApta hue aura tatkAla mokSa gaye / ataH mArga prApta honemeM to jIvakI yogyatA, puruSArtha mukhya hai / vaha ho to pUrva puNyake udayase jJAnI to jJAna deneke liye taiyAra hai / terI derameM dera hai ! paraMtu pAtratA, bhAjanake binA kyA deM? apanA pahalese grahaNa kiyA huA, mAnA huA jo mithyAtva hai use chor3a de aura maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA aisA samajhe to bodhakA yathArtha pariNamana hotA hai, kintu malina pAtrameM viparIta pariNamana hotA hai / AtmA to sabake pAsa hai paraMtu vaha bAhara dekha rahA hai| maiM baniyA, brAhmaNa, strI Adi hU~, aura dhana Adi jo dikhAyI dete haiM ve mere haiM aisA mAnakara pariNata ho rahA hai| jaba aMtarAtmA bane taba bAhya vastuoMse apaneko bhinna mAne aura dekhe / kRpAludevane hameM kahA thA ki bAhara jo dIkhatA hai

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upadezasaMgraha-4 421 vahA~ bhI AtmA hI dekheM / arthAt ghara, zarIra, AkAza Adi jo dikhAI dete haiM ve AtmAke jJAna guNake dvArA dikhAI dete haiN| yadi AtmA na ho to hAtha nIcese Upara nahIM ho sktaa| sArI sattA AtmAkI hI hai| AtmA to hai hI, para jo nAzavAna hai usameM maiM aura merApana karatA hai, use chor3a deN| aura merA svarUpa jJAnIne dekhA vaisA hai aisI zraddhA kreN| tA. 2-2-35 mumukSune pahale kucha grahaNa kara rakhA ho, phira satpuruSa kaheM ki yoM nahIM para yoM mAna / paraMtu vaha apanA prathama mAnA huA-Agraha na chor3eM aura satpuruSakA kahanA bhI na mAneM aura kaheM ki ve to aise hI kahate haiM; maiM to unheM hI mAnU~gA aura unakI hI bhakti kruuNgaa| aisA svayaM bhI kare aura anyako bhI vaisA karaneko khe| ___eka mahAtmA the| unake pAsa koI bhojana lekara aayaa| mahAtmAne kahA ki kuttoMko DAla deN| usane kahA ki pahale Apa bhojana kriye| taba mahAtmAne kahA ki calA jA, terA kAma nahIM hai| yoM jo AjJA ArAdhanake badale apanA sayAnApana lagAye vaha kAma nahIM aataa| gautamasvAmIne paMdraha sau tApasoMko jJAna prApta karavAyA taba ve gautamasvAmIko guru mAnane lage, para gautamasvAmI unheM mahAvIra prabhuke pAsa le gaye aura unheM hI mAnaneko khaa| isa prakAra jo satpuruSa upakArI haiM, unake kahanekA Azaya samajhanA cAhiye aura unakI AjJAkA ArAdhana karanA cAhiye, kyoMki isa jIvakI samajha alpa hai| ataH apanI matikalpanAko na daur3Akara jo satpuruSa sacce haiM aura jina para zraddhA hai ve kaheM vaisA mAnanA cAhiye aura ve kaheM vaisA karanA caahiye| vedanA Ane para ghabarAnA nahIM caahiye| 'isase to deha chUTa jAya to acchA' yoM Akula-vyAkula nahIM honA caahiye| daHkhameM samatA rakhakara. sadagaru para zraddhA rakhakara AtmAkA ciMtana dRDha karanekA puruSArtha kare to vaise ho sakatA hai| kevala jhUThI kalpanAe~ karanese kucha nahIM hogaa| aneka bhavoMmeM Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi aura janma-jarA-maraNa isa jIvane bhoge haiN| una sabase chUTanekA upAya samatA-samabhAva hai aura jJAnIpuruSakI AjJAkA ArAdhana hai| jise chUTanekI kAmanA mukhya ho, vaha duHkhameM samatAko nahIM bhuultaa| merA AtmA zuddha jJAna-darzana-cAritrarUpa hai, use jJAnIne dekhA hai; vaisA hI AtmA saba jIvoMkA hai| paryAya vinAzI hai, dravya avinAzI hai| ataH dravyako lakSyameM rakhakara samatA dhAraNa karanI cAhiye / tA. 2-2-35 bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA aura paramAtmA-ina tIna prakArase AtmA pariNamana karatA hai| AtmA kahA~ rahatA hai? nizcayanayase vaha AtmAmeM hI athavA nirvANameM rahatA hai| vyavahArase vaha zarIrI kahalAtA hai, para nizcayanayase vaha azarIrI hai, asaMga hai| usa AtmAko svayaMne jAnA nahIM hai| jJAnI dvArA samajhameM Ane para usa rUpameM pariNamana ho sakatA hai, jaise dUdhameM jAmana par3e taba dahI hotA hai aura jama jAtA hai, vaise hI jaba jJAnI jJAnarUpI

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422 upadezAmRta aMjana lagAyeM taba mumukSuko apanA bhAna jAgrata hotA hai| jJAnI jisa rUpameM haiM, usa rUpameM pahacAnA jAya taba svayaM bhI tadrUpa banatA hai| paraMtu usake liye dhAtumilApakI jarUrata hai, arthAt pUrNa premase, eka rasase use hI bhaje aura yathAtathya dekhe tabhI kAma bana sakatA hai| tA. 3-2-35 __ isa saMsAraparibhramaNakA kAraNa kyA? rAga, dveSa aura moha / jIva itanA inake vazIbhUta ho gayA hai ki apanA svarUpa hI bhUla gayA hai| abhI bhI vaha mAmA, kAkA, bhAI ityAdi mAnatA rahatA hai aura isa jIvanako hI mahattva de rahA hai| para aise to kaI bhava kiye aura duHkha pAyA, ataH isase chUTaneke bhAva jAgane caahiye| dRSTi DAlate rAgadveSa hote hI rahate haiN| use kaise roke ? maiMne khAyA, piyA, yaha kiyA, vaha kiyA aisA mAnatA hai, para use vahA~se pIche haTanekI AvazyakatA hai| AtmAkI samajha prApta karaneke liye to ina sabase nivRtta honA par3egA, saba chor3anA par3egA, kucha merA nahIM hai aisA mAnanA pdd'egaa| karmake udayameM mohAdi hote haiM, kiMtu usa samaya upayogako dRr3ha karanA cAhiye ki yaha merA svarUpa nahIM hai| yahI puruSArtha karanA hai| usake badale mAno kucha karanekA hI na ho aise bhramameM rahatA hai vaha yogya nahIM hai| tA.4-2-35 jIvako abhI dhakkA nahIM lagA hai| jIvako jaisI dRr3hatA huI ho usake pramANameM bala kara sakatA hai, anyathA udayakarma to kisIko chUTane nahIM dete| usameM to apanA bala hI kAma lagatA hai| paramakRpAludevake vacana hI jIvako saMsArameM dhakkA lagA sakate haiM, parantu ve lagane caahiye| vicAramUDha jIva jo apanI mAnyatAnusAra paramArtha kara rahe haiM, unheM jJAnIke vacanase dhakkA lagatA hai aura vicAra jAgrata hote haiN| phira satya samajhameM Ane para pUrva (Agraha)kA tyAga kara jJAnIkA kathana grahaNa karate haiN| tA. 5-2-35 eka bAra bhaktike pATha bole to dUsarI bAra nahIM bola sakate? hama to bola cuke haiM, aisA mAnanemeM kyA lAbha? yaha to kitanI hI bAra bole to bhI lAbha hI hai| khAnekA prasAda mile to dikhAyI detA hai ki mujhe diyaa| para yahA~ bhAvanA karanese jo milatA hai vaha bahuta adhika hai, phira bhI dikhAyI nahIM detaa| sArA jagata dhana, paisA, lena-dena karatA hai, pudgalakI mAyAmeM baha rahA hai| usameM nahIM bahanA cAhiye / jJAnIne kahA hai ki AtmA terA hai, vaha ajara, amara, avinAzI, sabase bhinna hai; use rAga, dveSa, moha nahIM hai aisA nizcayanayase mAna / taba kyA nahIM mAnanA? use yAda nahIM karanA ? ekamAtra yahI saca hai, zeSa saba mithyA hai aisA mAnaneko kahA to mAna lenA cAhiye tathA bhUlanA nahIM caahiye| AtmAko baMdha yA mokSa kucha nahIM hai isa nizcayanayako jJAnIne jAnA hai, ataH use mAnya kareM aura usake sukhako hI saccA mAnakara use yAda kareM / dehako apanI mAnatA hai,

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upadezasaMgraha-4 423 apaneko tadrUpa mAnatA hai, jisase strI, puruSa, vRddha, yuvAna, kAlA, gorArUpa dekhatA hai aura rAgadveSa karatA hai| svayaMne AtmAko nahIM dekhA hai, paraMtu jJAnIne nizcayanayase kahA vaisA hI hai| ise hI yAda kareM aura mokSakI, siddhikI bhAvanA kreN| sabase chUTanekI bhAvanA kareM / jJAnI kRpAludevakI zraddhA kara leN| isa kaliyugameM tAraNahAra ekamAtra unhIMkI zaraNa hai, ataH dRr3hatAse pakar3a leN| tilaka laga jAya to phira ciMtA nhiiN| samakita arthAt AtmAkI zraddhA itanI dRr3ha karanI cAhiye ki kabhI vicalita na ho| maiM AtmA hI hU~, yaha dehAdi kucha bhI merA nahIM hai, maiM sarva dravyase bhinna hU~, aisI dRr3hatA prApta karaneke liye sadaiva usI vicArameM aura jJAnIke smaraNameM rahanA caahiye| saMsArameM dhana, adhikAra, bhogavilAsa, ghUmanA-phiranA sukha lagatA hai para yaha saccA sukha nahIM hai, AtmAko baMdhanameM DAlanevAlA hai| apane svarUpako bhUlAkara parameM rAgadveSa karAkara vaha baMdha karAtA hai| jise chUTanA hai, usake liye yaha mArga nahIM hai| karmodaya hone para bhI usake prati udAsIna rahanA tathA AtmAke svarUpakA vicAra karanA vahI saccA sukha hai, isa zraddhAko na bhuuleN| yaha saba to vinAzI hai| sukhake bAda duHkha, roga, mRtyu Adi AyeMge hii| ataH ise saccA sukha mAnanA mithyAtva hai| samakitI to AtmAko hI sukharUpa mAnatA hai| samyagdarzana AtmA hI hai| ekamAtra use hI prApta kara leN| eka AtmA hI saccA hai| ise hI maaneN| aura jo satpuruSa use prApta karAveM unheM hI mAne, anyako nhiiN| brahmacaryase puNyabaMdha hotA hai| anya kriyAke samAna isase bhI zubhabaMdhake dvArA phalaprApti hotI hai| para hameM vaha phala nahIM cAhiye / hameM to mAtra chUTaneke liye hI saba kucha karanA hai| isakA vAstavika artha to brahma arthAt AtmA, usameM caryA arthAt rahanA, aura use hI brahmacarya mAnanA caahiye| isIkI tIvra icchA kareM, AtmAmeM nivaaskii| AtmAkI ora hI citta rkheN| koI merA nahIM hai| tU mara jaayegaa| vyAdhi AyegI use svayaM hI bhogegA, aisA socakara utkRSTa bhAva, AtmabhAva svIkAra karanekA puruSArtha kreN| usIkA ciMtana manana kreN| ___ jIvako apanA hI vicAra nahIM aataa| anya saba vicAra Ate haiM, paraMtu AtmA saMbaMdhI vicAra nahIM karatA / samakitI to bAharase saba karate haiM, para unheM AtmAkA hI upayoga rahatA hai, jisase ve ba~dhate nhiiN| yaha AtmajJAna hI munitva hai| unakA AtmajJAna-upayoga jAgrata hai ataH unako baMdha nahIM hai| mAtra pUrvabaddha udayameM AtA hai jo phala dekara chUTa jAtA hai| kyoMki ve unase apaneko bhinna jAnate haiM, dekhate haiN| para ajJAnI jo kucha karatA hai usameM apaneko tadrUpa mAnatA hai| jJAnIke bhAvapariNAma AtmAmeM hai, AtmAke liye hai| ajJAnIke bhAva-pariNAma parapadArthameM rahate haiN| jaise pariNAma hote haiM vaisA hI baMdha hotA hai| jJAnI chUTate haiM, ajJAnI ba~dhatA hai| bhavya aura abhavyase kyA tAtparya hai ? yaha kisI kisIko hI samajhameM AtA hai| jisake bhAva puNya aura pApa donoM prakArake baMdhase chUTaneke haiM vaha prANI chUTatA hai, use hI bhavya samajhanA cAhiye, kyoMki use chUTanekA mArga hAtha laga gayA hai jisase vaha muktikI ora prayANa karatA hai, mukta honevAlA hai, aisA kahA jA sakatA hai| eka paMdraha rupaye vetana pAnevAlA sipAhI saba rAjAoMko ka~pA denevAlA mahAna nepoliyana

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424 upadezAmRta samrATa bnaa| apanI pahalekI sthiti aura bAdakI mahAna sthitimeM vaha to eka hI thaa| jaise eka bAlaka ho, phira bar3A ho, phira vRddha ho, yo avasthA badalatI hai, para vahA~ AtmA to vahI hai| isI prakAra jIva samakitI arthAt dRr3ha nizcayavAlA banatA hai aura AtmajAgRti prApta karatA hai| phira vaha jJAna niraMtara bar3hatA hai aura pandraha bhavameM to vaha avazya mokSa jAtA hai| aisA bananeke liye pahale vicAra, dhyAna caahiye| para vahA~ pramAda bAdhaka banatA hai| anya pariNAmameM jitanI tAdAtmyavRtti hai utanA hI mokSa jIvase dUra hai| jaba bodha dvArA bhAvako badalakara AtmahitameM lagAye taba sadvicAra jAgrata hote haiN| pAsameM paisA ho to mevA miSTAnna kharIde jA sakate haiN| dukAnameM to bahuta mAla bharA hotA hai para vaha muphtameM to kaise milegA? isI prakAra jJAnIke pAsa bhaMDAra bharA hai, para jIvake bhAva jAgrata hone cAhiye ki mujhe to saMsArameM kisIke sAtha kucha saMbaMdha nahIM hai, kisI padArthakI icchA nahIM hai, deha rahe yA jAye, cAhe jo ho vaha mujhe nahIM hotA; para merA AtmA hai use hI mujhe prApta karanA hai, use anaMta duHkhase chur3AnA hai| tA.6-2-35 prabhuzrI-namaskAra kise karate ho? 1. mumukSu-AtmAko namaskAra karanA hai| 2. mumukSu-maiMne AtmAko nahIM jAnA hai, satpuruSane jAnA hai isaliye unakI vinaya karaneke liye namaskAra karanA caahiye| prabhuzrI-vinaya to avazya karanI caahiye| isake dvArA hI dharmakI prApti hai| ataH sabakI vinaya karanI cAhiye / isIke liye namaskAra kiyA jAtA hai| para isameM samajhanA yaha hai ki merA AtmA siddhake samAna hai, use yAda karake, Age karake namaskAra kreN| phira cAhe jise namana kareM, paraMtu upayoga apane zuddha AtmAko yAda karanekI ora honA caahiye| AtmA dvArA AtmAko namaskAra karanA caahiye| pahale apane AtmAko yAda kara, phira namaskAra kreN| siddha svarUpa mere AtmAko maiMne jAnA nahIM, para jJAnIne kahA vaha mujhe mAnya hai, aisA avazya smaraNa karanA caahiye| namaskAra vidhi apane AtmasvarUpako yAda karaneke liye hai| tA.6-2-35 isa saMsArameM prema mahAna vastu hai| para vaha zuddha AtmA dvArA AtmAke liye ho vahI uttama hai| aisA prema jJAnIko apane AtmAke prati hotA hai| isaliye ve AtmAkA dhyAna chor3akara bAhara nahIM jaate| saba padArthoM ko jAnaneke pahale ve AtmAko yAda karate haiN| prathama Atmadarzana, phira usake dvArA padArtha dekhanekA unakA krama hotA hai| paraMtu vaha to yathArtha darzanake prApta hone para hI saMbhava hai| jJAnIko Atmadarzana pahale hotA hai, Age hotA hai| isIliye ve kisImeM tallIna nahIM hote aura ba~dhate nhiiN| unako AtmA spaSTa bhinna bhAsyamAna hotA hai| nIMdameM bhI use nahIM bhuulte| aisA

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upadezasaMgraha-4 425 samyagjJAna unheM hai aura usa jJAna sahita cAritra hai| aise jJAna-darzana-cAritrarUpa satpuruSa haiN| ataH unheM pahacAna kara namaskAra karanA hai| apanA AtmA bhI vaisA hI jJAna-darzana-cAritrarUpa hai| tA.7-2-35 pAtratA caahiye| bIja ho, ugane yogya ho, phira use miTTI-pAnIkA saMyoga mile to aMkura nikalatA hai aura vRkSa hotA hai| diyAsalAIko DabbI para ghisA jAya to sulagatI hai| kahA~se ghisanA yaha patA na ho aura ulaTI ghise to kaise sulage? isI prakAra jJAnIkI ArAdhanA jaise karanI cAhiye vaise hI AjJAko samajhakara kare to AtmajJAna prakaTa hotA hai| kintu binA samajhe apanI mAnyatAnusAra karatA rahe to phala prApta nahIM hotaa| baMdUkameM sAmagrI milane para dhar3AkA hotA hai| satpuruSake yogase pAtratA Ane para hI mAnyatA aura pariNAma hote haiN| mumukSu-mAnyatA aura pariNAmameM kyA aMtara hai? prabhuzrI-'sAkara, sAkara' kahanese mu~ha mIThA hotA hai? 'ravi, ravi' karanese rAtakA aMdherA naSTa hotA hai? isI prakAra pariNAma hai so aMtaraMga anubhava hai, mAnyatAmeM anubhava nahIM hai| paraMtu yathArtha mAnyatA honepara usa anubhavako prakaTa karanekA puruSArtha hotA hai| ataH vaha pariNAmakA nimitta haiN| pariNAma honemeM bAdhaka kyA hai? dhyAnameM baiThe aura ekAgratA honeko ho taba saMkalpa-vikalpa bAdhaka hote hI haiN| eka orase nikAlo to dUsarI orase A jAte haiM, rukate hI nhiiN| lakar3I lekara baiThe aura kuttoMko bhagAye phira bhI vApasa A jAte haiM, vaisA hI hotA hai| para yadi dvAra baMdha kara diye jAyeM to nahIM aate| mumukSu-sAhaba, yahA~ to dvAra hI nahIM hai phira ve kaise rukeM ? nahIM rukeMge, cale hI aayeNge| prabhuzrI-ThIka hai, dvAra nahIM hai; para AtmAkA upayoga bAhara jAtA hai use vahA~se haTAkara AtmAmeM jor3e to, eka samayameM do upayoga nahIM hote isase bAhara jAte ruka jAya / yaha upayoga mana hai, use AtmAmeM lagAnA hai, bAharase haTA lenA hai| *'manahUM kima hi na bAjhe'-isa stavanameM kahA hai ki yaha bahuta kaThina hai, ghor3e jaisA hai| use jJAniyoMne jJAnarUpI lagAmase vazameM kiyA hai| ataH AtmajJAna prakaTa hone para hI mana vazameM hotA hai| jitanI mAtrAmeM AtmajJAna hotA hai, utanI hI mAtrAmeM upayoga bAharase bhItara AtA hai| sabhI yogiyoMko yahI sAdhanA karanI hotI hai| saba tapa, japa, kriyA isIliye haiN| jIvase ziva isI prakAra banatA hai| jar3ako aisA nahIM hotaa| paraMtu jIva yadi upayoga lagAye to apanI anaMta siddhiyoMko prakaTa kara kRtakRtya ho sakatA hai| yahI sAdhanA hai| zeSa to sarvatra pudgala, pudgala aura pudgalakI hI dRSTi hai! usase vApasa lauTakara yahA~ (AtmAmeM) AnA hai| yaha mahAna gUr3ha bAta hai| tA.7-2-35 deva-gurukI bhaktise puNya prApta hotA hai| para yadi vaha AtmArthake liye ho to uttama hai, anyathA mithyAtva sahita puNya to bhramaNa karAtA hai| ataH yadi samakita prApta kara liyA jAya to * mana kaise bhI nahIM maantaa|

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426 upadezAmRta puNya aura pApa donoM sulaTe par3ate haiM, chUTaneke liye ho jAte haiN| deva-gurukI avajJA pApa karAtI hai, naraka-tiryaMca gati dilAtI hai| puNya aura pApa donoM ho to manuSyagati hotI hai| yadi jIva puNya aura pApameMse ekakA bhI baMdha nahIM karatA to usakA mokSa hotA hai| ataH puNya aura pApa donoMko chor3anA cAhiye aura prItiko AtmAmeM lagAneke liye satpuruSameM jor3anA caahiye| svabhAvameM rahanese mokSa hotA hai aura vibhAvarUpa puNya-pApase saMsArameM sukha duHkhakI prApti hotI hai| ataH svabhAvako prApta karaneke liye rAgadveSako mUlase nikAla denA caahiye| puNyabaMdhase sukha-sAmagrI prApta hotI hai| phira usameM moha hotA hai, mohase mada hotA hai aura madase pApabaMdha hokara nIca gatimeM jAtA hai aura anaMtakAla bhramaNa karatA hai| aise puNyakI icchA karanA samakitIkA lakSaNa nahIM hai| aMtaraMga tyAga hI vAstavika tyAga hai| akelA bAhya tyAga mokSake liye nahIM hotaa| tA. 11-2-35 kRpAludevakI zakti anaMta thI aura hama unheM pakar3a baiThe the| paraMtu unhoMne kahA ki svayaM hI bala karanA pdd'egaa| anyake AdhArase kucha nahIM hogaa| apanA AtmA hI AdhArarUpa hai| vahI sarva sukha-duHkha prApta karAnevAlA hai| anya para AdhAra rakhakara baiThe rahanese kucha nahIM hogaa| 'Apa samAna bala nahIM, megha samAna jala nhiiN|' 'jo icchA paramArtha to karo satya puruSArtha' aisA kahA gayA hai vaha bahuta samajhane yogya hai| bala, puruSArtha, vicAra, samajhapUrvaka svayaM hI svayaMko chur3avAnA hai| saMsArake sukha bhI, AtmA kucha puruSArtha karatA hai taba prApta hote haiM, kisI anyake bala para nahIM milte| aise hI mokSake liye bhI svayaM puruSArtha karanA hai| kRpAludevane svayaM kaisA puruSArtha kiyA thA! anya jJAniyoMne bhI kyA kyA kiyA thA? jaise unhoMne kiyA vaise dehAdhyAsa chodd'o| mana, vacana, kAyAke yogase nivRtta ho jaao| saMkalpa-vikalpa rahita bno| rAga-dveSa, iSTa-aniSTa chodd'o| tA. 15-2-35 jJAnI mile aura upadeza bhI sunaa| phira bhI bhaTakanA par3A, kyoMki vaha upadeza apane AtmAmeM yathArtha pariNata nahIM huaa| arthAt pratibodha honA cAhiye vaha nahIM huaa| pariNamana ho taba bodha prApta huA kahA jA sakatA hai| yathArtha jJAnIke milane para jIva sanmukha ho taba yaha saMbhava hotA hai aura mokSamArgameM praveza hotA hai|| pahale hama saMsArameM the taba upanyAsa, rAsa Adi par3hate the| phira dIkSA lI taba rAjAoM AdikI dhArmika kathAe~ par3hanemeM AnaMda AtA thaa| kRpAludevane unheM par3hanese bhI manA kara diyA aura mAtra AtmA saMbaMdhI evaM tattva saMbaMdhI par3haneko khaa| pahale usameM rasa nahIM AyA, para dhIre dhIre vaha samajhameM Ane para rasa Ane lgaa| aba to niraMtara vahI acchA lagatA hai, aura anya saba karate hue bhI AtmA kisI apUrva AnaMdameM ramaNa karatA hai| yaha to anubhavase hI samajhameM AtA hai|

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upadezasaMgraha-4 427 sabhI jIva apanI-apanI samajhake anusAra jo mAnA hai use hI pakar3a baiThe haiN| zvetAMbara, digaMbara, rAmAnaMdI, DhuMDhiyA ityAdi sabako apane dharmakA Agraha hotA hai aura use hI sat mAnate haiN| paraMtu satkI prApti to kisI apUrva puNyake udayase hotI hai| vaha mahA durlabha hai| vaha prApta hone para jIva anya saba chor3akara eka use hI jAnane-samajhanekA prayatna karatA hai| isake liye satsaMgakA dIrghakAla taka ArAdhana kare taba kucha samajhameM AtA hai aura samajhameM Ane para hI dRr3hatA athavA sat zraddhA hotI hai| para jJAnIko yathArtha pahacAnanese hI yaha samajha AtI hai| taba jIva samajha pAtA hai ki gRha kuTuMba merA nahIM hai| merA to AtmA hai| ataH vyavahAra karU~ kiMtu usase AMtarika bhinnatA rakhU / yoM jIvako mokSakI bhAvanA, chUTanekI bhAvanA jAgrata hotI hai| yahI laya niraMtara rahatI hai jisase use baMdha nahIM hotaa| 'sammaddiTThI na karei pAvaM' yoM chUTanekI icchAvAleko karmabaMdha nahIM hotaa| tA. 10-2-35 pA~ca indriya takake jo jIva haiM tathA aMr3emeM yA garbha meM haiM, unameM bhI AtmA to hai hii| jaise aMDekA AtmA yA mUrchita avasthAkA AtmA hai, vaise hI ekendriyakA AtmA jo vRkSa-pahAr3a AdimeM hai vaha vaisI avasthAmeM hai, para hai to avazya hii| yaha jIva bhI ekendriyase lekara sabhI bhava-nArakI, yugaliyA aura devoMke bhI kara cukA hai, para use apanA svarUpa nahIM mAnanA caahiye| AtmA dehase bhinna hai| ataH pudgalarUpa jo deha, indriyA~ aura indriyoMse dikhAyI denevAle viSaya haiM unameM ahaMbhAva yA mamatvabhAva nahIM karanA caahiye| rAgadveSa aura mohakA sarvathA tyAga kreN| indriya aura dehake dvArA jo bhogA jAye use maiMne bhogA aisA na maaneN| una sabako bhUla jAnA cAhiye aura AtmAke sivAya anya kisIkI icchA nahIM karanI cAhiye / AtmA to hai, para use prApta kaise kiyA jAya? jisane use jAnA hai, usakI zaraNameM jA / yahI siddhAMta apanA mitra, baMdhu yA jo kaheM vaha hai aura aisA karanese hI AtmAkA hita hai| *** tA. 24-2-35 viSaya-kaSAyoMko chodd'eN| krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha na kreN| udayameM Aye hue viSayoMko bhoganA par3e-khAnA-pInA par3e-phira bhI usase AtmA bhinna hai aisA upayoga rakheM aura tyAgakA bhAva rakheM / jisakA tyAga kiyA hai usakI icchA kabhI na kreN| yoM bhAvapUrvaka tyAga rkheN| koI kahe ki mAMsa khA, to kyA khAyegA? aise hI jisakA tyAga kiyA ho usa para abhAva hI rkheN| usa ora vRtti jAye hI nahIM aisA kreN| mumukSu-deha aura AtmA bhinna haiM to ve eka kisa prakAra hue? aura aba ve alaga kaise hoM? prabhuzrI-bhAva aura pariNAmase ekarUpa hue lagate haiN| aba vicAra kareM, unheM alaga mAneM aura usameM zraddhA kareM to bhedajJAna hotA hai| kRpAludevane to spaSTa samajhAyA hai| chaha padakA patra aura Atmasiddhi ati gahana haiN| ve pAtra jIvako hI dete the| para aba to maukhika kara sAmAnya banA diyA

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428 upadezAmRta hai| yAda honekA abhimAna karatA hai aura arthakA vicAra nahIM karatA, aisA ho gayA hai| usameM to kahA hai "zuddha buddha caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma; bIjuM kahIo keTaluM? kara vicAra to pAma." nidhAna hai! use kholaneke liye upayoga, vicAra vahA~ le jAnA hai| parase, bAhyase upayogako khIMcakara AtmAmeM jor3anA hai| vahI saccA puruSArtha hai| bhakti do prakArakI hai abheda aura bhed| abhedarUpa arthAt bhaktimeM paramAtmAse abhinnatA, jisakI bhakti karate haiM unakA aura apanA svarUpa eka hai, aisI pahacAna kara, eka hokara AtmasvarUpa ho jAye vahI sahajAtmasvarUpa hai| vahI saccI bhakti hai| maMtrakA artha yaha hai ki he sadguru! Apa mere sahajAtmasvarUpa haiN| ApameM aura mujhameM bhinnatA, bheda nahIM hai| yoM abhedarUpase bhaktimaya rahanA caahiye| tA.25-2-35 jise chUTanekI kAmanA hotI hai use hI AtmabhAvanA jAgatI hai| jaba taka vAsanA AtmAke sivAya anyatra hai, taba taka mokSakI bhAvanA nahIM jaagtii| parase vRtti haTe taba svameM AtI hai| phira use mukta karaneke sAdhana bhakti, vicAra, zraddhA pariNata hote haiN| anyathA mAtra dikhAvA hI hotA hai| Atmasukhake samajhameM Ane para, parase nivRtta hokara AtmAke liye puruSArtha karatA hai| ataH vAsanAkA tyAga kreN| ___ AtmA aura karma bhinna haiN| vyAdhi ho, use bhoganA paDe, para vaha maiM nahIM huuN| AtmA isase bhinna hai, vaha deharUpa nahIM hai| deharUpI gharameM hai, caukhaTa para khar3A hai para usase bhinna hai| duHkha, vyAdhi, sAtA merA svarUpa nhiiN| yaha jar3a hai aura jAnevAlA hai, sAtha rahanevAlA nahIM hai| use nijarUpa na mAne to karmabaMdha nahIM hotaa| yahA~ AtmajAgRtikI, bodhabalakI AvazyakatA hai| AtmA indriyarUpa nahIM hai, kintu AtmAko pratyeka indriyakA jJAna hotA hai| AtmA to jJAnarUpa hI hai| A~kha, kAna Adi jo dikhAyI detA hai use AtmA na maaneN| use pudgala mAneM aura jo pudgala hai usameM rAgadveSa kara ba~dhanA nahIM caahiye| tA. 26-2-35 mumukSu-anaMtakAlase aneka prakArake pApa doSa to kiye haiM, unheM naSTa karanekA mukhya upAya kyA hai? prabhuzrI-bhakti, smaraNa, pazcAttApake bhAva kare to sarva pApakA nivAraNa hotA hai| upavAsa Adi tapa to kisIse nahIM bhI ho sakate / kadAcit kaSTadAyaka bhI hote haiN| paraMtu smaraNa-bhakti premapUrvaka kareM aura bhagavAnakA raTana kare, sadguru maMtrameM rahe to koTikarma kSaya ho jAte haiN| aisI isa bhaktikI mahimA hai| vikAra Adi jo sattAmeM haiM ve udayameM Aye taba smaraNameM laga jAyeM aura isa prakAra unakA kSaya kreN|

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upadezasaMgraha-4 429 satpuruSa kRpAludeva jo sacce haiM unase prIti jodd'eN| AtmAko dehase bhinna jAneM / maiMne use dekhA nahIM para jJAnIne dekhA hai, vahI ekamAtra merA hai, ataH usake liye puruSArtha kreN| khAnA, pInA ityAdi maiM nhiiN| maiM to usase bhinna anAhArI AtmA hU~, aisA soce to upavAsase bhI adhika phala milatA hai| upavAsa kare aura citta khAnemeM rahe to bhAva jaisA phala milatA hai| jJAnIne rAgadveSa ityAdi na karanekI AjJA dI ho to AtmArthI to usakA upayoga rakhakara vaisA kare hI nhiiN| isI prakAra bhakti, smaraNa Adi karaneko kahA ho usakA lakSya na cUke aura bodhakA vicAra kre| yoM niraMtara AjJAmeM rahe to mArgameM Tika sakatA hai| jJAnIkA yoga kucha niraMtara nahIM rhtaa| paraMtu unhoMne jo karaneko kahA hai vaha karanA caahiye| unhIMkA raTana kare to viyogameM bhI bhakti, prema dugune ho jAte haiM aura apane AtmAkA hita samajhameM AtA hai| jIvako bhakti karanI caahiye| sabhI dharmoM meM bhaktiko pradhAnatA dI gayI hai| vaiSNava ho, musalamAna ho, IsAI ho, koI bhI bhaktimeM na mAnate hoM aisA nahIM hai| isase pApakA nAza hotA hai| pApIko Artabhakti karanekA adhikAra hai| vaise bhaktike aneka prakAra haiN| upadeza sunanA, vAcana, vicAra, sadgurumeM prema, bhAva-aisI bhakti uttama hai| tA. 27-2-35 paramakRpAludeva paramAtmAke prati akhaMDa prema, ekarasa-tanmayatA cAhate the| aisI ekarasa bhakti hI mArga hai| apane AtmAko jAnanA hai, isake liye jisane AtmAko jAnA hai usake smaraNameM ekarasa honA hai| paramajJAnI kRpAludeva eka hI gAthAko ghaMToM taka eka dhunase bolate the| koI baiThA ho use sunanA ho to sune, para anya bAta nahIM karate the| yoM eka layase svarUpakA raTana karate ki unake bolakA pratighoSa hotaa| hamArI bhI jaba vaha umra thI taba AvezapUrvaka akhaMDa dhyAna karate aura apUrva bhakti hotI / vanameM akele jAkara citrapaTakI bhakti karate / aisI isa bhaktikI laya thii| aba to vRddhAvasthAke kAraNa namaskAra bhI nahIM ho pAte, thaka jAte haiM ! tumhArI to abhI yuvAvasthA hai, ataH jitanI ho sake utanI bhakti, bhakti aura bhakti kara lo| yahA~ to lUTAlUTa karanI hai! jo bhAva kare ve usake apane haiN| abhI plega cala rahA hai jisase loga mRtyuke bhayake kAraNa gA~vake bAhara taMbU lagAkara rahate haiM, para bhakti nahIM karate! bImA karA leM to phira ciMtA nahIM rhegii| paramakRpAludeva sacce haiN| jaise anaMta jJAnI ho cuke haiM vaise hI yathArtha jJAnI ve bhI the| ve yathArtha bodha de gaye haiM aisA mAnakara unakI zaraNa leM aura unheM hI apanA sarvasva maaneN| apane svAmI bhI ve hI haiN| zeSa sabake prati AtmadRSTi rakhe ki mere koI nahIM haiN| sabhI AtmA haiM, ve saba samAna haiN| kisI para rAgadveSa na kre| yoM samabhAvapUrvaka vyavahAra kiyA jAya to vaha bImA kara liyA mAnA jAtA hai| bImA karane para prati mAha yA prati varSa amuka rakama bharanI par3atI hai, vaise hI yahA~ para pratidina yA sAre samaya jitanI bhakti, vAcana, ciMtana, Atma-pahacAna sadguru sAkSIse hotI hai vaha hisAbameM ginI jAtI hai| jo jitanA adhika karegA usakA utanI hI bar3I rakamakA bImA hogaa|

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430 upadezAmRta tA.4-9-35 dharmavRddhi kreN| vAcana, ciMtana, bIsa dohA, kSamApanA, Atmasiddhi, chaha padakA patra, AlocanAkA nitya pATha kreN| jitanA samaya mile utanA isImeM bitaayeN| yahI sAtha clegaa| zeSa saba to saMsArake liye hai| jo bhoga zarIrase bhoge jAte haiM, unheM AtmA na samajheM / kArtika sudI 6, saM. 1992 zraddhA aisI dRr3ha kareM ki aba maiM kisI anyako nahIM mAnU~gA / merA AtmA bhI jJAnIne dekhA vaisA hI hai| maiMne nahIM dekhA hai, para jJAnIne dekhA hai| unakI AjJAse mujhe trikAla mAnya hai| aise jJAnI paramakRpAlu sadguru zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhu hai; ve mujhe sadAkAla mAnya hoN| aba unheM hI apanA sarvasva mAnU~, unake atirikta saba para maanuuN| tA. 23-2-36 satsaMga mukhya hai, vaha avazya karanA caahiye| satsaMgako hI AtmA jaaneN| AtmAkA saMga hI satsaMga hai| yaha jIva anAdikAlase bhaTaka rahA hai, para yaha (satsaMga) nahIM milaa| anya saba jo bhI karatA hai vyartha hai, nAzavAna hai| aisA anaMta bAra kiyA hai| isa janmameM mahA durlabha yoga milA hai| ataH satsaMga kara leN| aMtima zikSA hai| jaise cuTakI bharate haiM vaise cuTakI bhara kara hRdayameM mAnyatA kara leM ki maiM AtmA hU~, anya kucha nhiiN| dehavikAra, viSayabhoga maiM nahIM, maiM to AtmA hU~-yaha nizcaya cAhe jaise karanA hai| isake liye subaha, zAma, dopahara jaba bhI ho sake maukhika kiye huekA parAvartana kareM aura use hI raTate rheN| kyA mRtyuse bhaya lagatA hai? mRtyuko to pratikSaNa yAda kreN| hameM yaha vizeSa dhyAna rakhanA cAhiye ki koI bhI kAma karate hue yaha aisA ho yA vaisA ho, isakA acchA ho yA burA ho, isakA yaha phala mile, isakA amuka phala prApta ho, aisA manameM, pariNAmameM, kisI bhI prakArakI rAga yA dveSa saMbaMdhI vyakta yA avyakta bhAvanA na Ane paaye| lakSya aura upayoga aisA rakheM ki saMtasamAgamameM mujhe jJAnI puruSa dvArA kahI gayI AtmopayogameM rahanekI AjJA milI hai, vaha satya hai| kyoMki saMtako anyathA kahanekA koI prayojana nahIM hai| ve jo kahate haiM vaha mere liye hitakArI hai, aisA mujhe mAnanA caahiye| niraMtara aisA lakSyameM rakheM ki zrI saMtasamAgamameM milA huA maMtra 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' yaha AtmA hI hai, aura yahI maiM haiN| anya kucha merA nhiiN| mujhe usa viSayameM kucha bhI jJAna yA patA nahIM hai| yoM satata upayoga rkheN| vRtti kSaNa kSaNa badalatI hai, asthira hai| ataH yaha upayoga rakhanekA niraMtara lakSya prerita kareM aura yaha kabhI bhUlA na jAya vaisA kreN|

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upadezasaMgraha - 5 muni mo0 - jJAnIko dehake saMbaMdha meM kaise bhAva hote haiM yaha jJAnIke gharakI bAta hai, hameM tulanA nahIM karanI cAhiye | 431 prabhuzrI - aisA nahIM / jo kahane yogya ho use kahA jA sakatA hai, use kahanA cAhiye / jo kahane yogya nahIM hai, use nahIM kahA jA sakatA / bhAva aura zraddhA ye do mukhya haiM / laDDu banAneke liye sabhI sAmagrI ho, para agni na ho to kAma nahIM banatA, vaise hI saba kAraNa hone cAhiye / rassI bA~dhakara koI kUemeM gire aura tairanA na jAnatA ho to bhI DUbe nahIM / isa prakAra zraddhAse tairA jA sakatA hai| eka vyakti yuvAna ho aura usake pAsa tIkSNa kulhAr3A ho to use gA~Tha (lakar3IkA kuMdA) kATanemeM dera nahIM lagatI / para koI vRddha ho, kulhAr3A bhotharA ho aura gA~Tha kaThora ho to cAhe jitanI coTeM kare, para kucha nahIM ho paataa| vaise hI zarIra acchA ho, kSayopazama acchA ho, indriyA~ kAma karatI hoM, aise samayameM AtmasAdhana kara lenA cAhiye / vRddhAvasthAmeM kaThinatA hogI / samakitIkA lakSaNa yahI ki ulaTekA sulaTA kare / navasArI, tA. 15-5-33 prabhuzrI - eka meM saba A jAtA hai aisA kyA hai ? mumukSu- samabhAva / do vyakti lar3a rahe hoM taba unheM zAMta karaneke liye kahA jAtA hai na ki 'bhAI, samatA rakho' / prabhuzrI - samabhAvakA svarUpa bahuta gahana hai / saccA samabhAva to gajasukumAra jaisoMkA kahA jA sakatA hai| devako* DholakI cipakI thI, vaise hI karma haiM ve chUTate nahIM / tuma dehako dekhate ho, para jJAnI AtmAko dekhate haiM - aisA bheda par3anA caahiye| jaba taka bheda na par3e taba taka vizvAsa rakhanA cAhiye / vyavahArameM AtmAko jar3a bhI kahA jAtA hai, cetana bhI kahA jAtA hai, para nizcayako lakSyameM * eka sunArake pA~casau striyA~ thI, phira bhI usakI viSayAsakti kama nahIM hotI thii| hAsA, prahAsA nAmaka do deviyoMke devakA cyavana honese bhaviSyameM unake pati bananevAle sunArako una deviyoMne darzana diye| unheM dekhakara sunArako moha huA / ataH unheM prApta karaneke liye unake kathanAnusAra lakar3iyoMmeM jala marA aura akAma nirjarAse deva banakara una deviyoMkA pati banA / eka bAra usa devako indrakI sabhAmeM bAjA bajAne jAnA thA / ataH usake galemeM vikriyAse DholakI laga gyii| vaha use lekara indrakI sabhAmeM gayA / vahA~ usane apane pUrva bhavake zrAvakamitrako maharddhika devake rUpameM dekhA, jisase use DholakIse zarma Ane lgii| usane DholakIko galese nikAlanekA prayatna kiyA, para vaha vApasa galemeM par3a jaatii| taba usa maharddhika devane kahA ki aba pUrvakarmako bhogo / pahale tumane vItarAga mArgakI ArAdhanA karanekI hamArI sIkhako nahIM mAnA, jisase tuccha deva bane ho /

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432 upadezAmRta rakhanA caahiye| maiM deha nahIM hU~, itanA bolanemeM to anaMta samaya bIta jAte haiM, para samajha to eka samayameM badalatI hai| isa jIvake pAsa saba hai, mAtra bhAva badalanA hai| vaha badalane para isa saMsArakI ora dRSTi kare to vairAgya AyegA hii| jJAnIne dekhA hai ki saMsAra jala rahA hai| kyA yaha jhUTha hai? para ajJAnIko dekhanA nahIM aataa| bhAva karanA to tere apane hAthameM hai| jahA~ bhAva vahA~ pariNAma / janmase hI yaha jIva kaSAyakI prakRti lekara AtA hai| maiM samajhatA hU~' yaha mUlase hI hotA hai| svacchaMdakA tyAga karanA caahiye| isa saMsArameM viSaya aura kaSAya ye do mukhya haiN| yaha jIva AtmAko nahIM saMbhAlatA, lajjAhIna hai, nakaTA hai-zatruko apane ghara bulAtA hai, usIkI sevA karatA hai-phira usakA bhalA kaise ho? pukAra-pukAra kara kahate haiM ki manuSyabhava amUlya hai, ciMtAmaNi hai| use kaur3Ike mola beca diyA hai| samakita sarala bhI hai aura kaThina bhI hai| mAnyatA isa zarIrakI aura usake saMbaMdhiyoMkI hai| isa mAnyatAko badala DAla / samajhako badala de| jaise bhAva karegA vaisA phala milegaa| bhAva badala DAla / isane mujhe gAlI dI, eka to yaha bhAva aura isane mujhe gAlI dI para mere to kucha lagI nahIM, dUsarA yaha bhAva / jaisA bhAva karanA ho vaisA ho sakatA hai| para ina donoM bhAvoMmeM kitanA aMtara hai? ___ abhyAsa banA DAleM / vidyArthI nIMdameM bhI pATha bolate haiM, vyApArIko vyApAra yAda AtA hai, vaise hI jaise bhAva kareMge vaise bneNge| saba saMbaMdha jhaMkhADa jaise hai| jhaMkhADa ulajhA hai| bAdhaka bane use dUra haTAyeM / jJAniyoMko anaMta dayA hotI hai| samajha kara leN| bhAva kareM, pahacAna kreN| kisIko kahanA nahIM hai ki tU aisA kara aura aisA na kara / mAtra samajha kara leN| yaha jIva rogagrasta hotA hai taba rogako yAda karatA hai| isI prakAra yaha saMyogoMko hI yAda karatA hai| AtmAko yAda nahIM krtaa| yaha to aisA jIvana banA DAlatA hai ki mAno vaha svayaM to hai hI nhiiN| nahIM to AtmA to pratyakSa (hAjira) hai| upayoga hai to AtmA hai| paramakRpAludeva sacce haiM, ve AtmA haiN| anyatra dRSTi na ddaaleN| aisA ho jAya to anya saba indrajAla jaisA lagatA hai| vizvAsa jamA DAleM / mana, vacana, kAyAke yoga to munIma haiM, para ve seTha bana gaye haiN| vikAra jJAnIke samakSa AnekA sAhasa nahIM karate / kintu mithyAtvIke yahA~ to seTha bane baiThe rahate haiM, kyoMki vahA~ unheM Adara milatA hai| mumukSu-kyA maiM upavAsa tapa karU~? prabhuzrI-hA~ bhI nahIM kaha sakate, nA bhI nahIM kaha sakate / syAdvAda hai| 'jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahA~ samajavU teha / ' yadi koI bar3A seTha pAvabhara khicar3IkA dAna karaneke liye pUchane Aye to use hA~ bhI kyA kaheM aura nA bhI kaise kaheM ? vaise hI yahA~ yamaniyamako gauNa banAkara AtmAko pahacAnanekA puruSArtha karanA caahiye| jise yahA~ AnA ho use laukikabhAva bAhara, dvArake bAhara hI chor3akara AnA cAhiye / yahA~ AtmAkA yogabala pravartamAna hai|

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upadezasaMgraha - 5 433 sat-zIlako sa~bhAlanA hai / kisIke sAtha ha~sakara bAta na kareM, usakI apekSA bhajanameM samaya bitaayeN| hamane ekake liye saba chor3A hai / arthAt AtmAke sivAya hameM kucha acchA nahIM lagatA / viSaya- kaSAyake hama zatru haiM / viSaya- kaSAya jAyeM nahIM to bhI unheM dUra rakhanekA bhAva karanA cAhiye / AtmA kabhI maratA nahIM, para yaha jIva viSaya-kaSAyake bhAvase bhava khar3e karatA hai / sabase kahanA hai ki yadi yahA~ Akara koI Atmahitake sivAya anya kucha kare to saMgha use bAhara nikAla de / jIva viSaya- kaSAyameM kaba par3atA hai ? jaba AtmAko bhUlatA hai taba / hameM AtmA para lakSya karAnA hai / AtmA hI paramAtmA hai / vahI yahA~ hai / aba anya saba jAne do| hamArA to lakSya yahI hai isaliye koI anya kArya kare to vaha hameM acchA nahIM lagatA / hameM AtmAko bhUlane nahIM denA hai / ha~sanekI bAtameM vaha bhulA diyA jAtA hai, bhava khar3e hote haiM / yahI AtmAkA ghAta hai / Apako patA nahIM hai, para sabakA kalyANa hogA / zraddhA rkheN| jagatako AtmabhAvase dekheM / AtmA arUpI hai, jisase vaha dikhAyI nahIM detA, kintu bhAva vaisA rkheN| kitane hI logoMkA yahA~ uddhAra huA hai| kitane hI logoMkI gati badala gaI hai, paraMtu vaha saba batAyA nahIM jA sakatA / bhAva to hote rahate haiM, para bure bhAva na kareM, acche bhAva kreN| vaha Apake hAthameM hai / yahI gupta tapa hai| isameM kisIkI AvazyakatA nahIM / nirdhana dhanavAna sabake pAsa bhAva haiM / eka prakArakA bhAva kare to narakagatikA baMdha hotA hai, dUsare prakArakA kare to devagatikA baMdha hotA hai| ataH aba itanA bhava sarvatra AtmAko dekhanA AraMbha kara de / sarvatra apanA AtmA dekhegA to phira burA nahIM lagegA / terA kucha nahIM bigar3atA / janakavidehIko yaha bAta turata samajhameM A gayI thI ki AtmA sat, jagata mithyaa| aisA honeke bAda use lagatA thA ki usakA na kucha jAtA hai na kucha AtA hai| yaha saba 'pudgalakA indrajAlika tamAsA' hai jise dekhA kara / 'AtmA hai' aisA bhAva lAye vaha Arya, anya bhAva lAye vaha anArya / hama Apako nitya kahate haiM ki bahuta puNyabaMdha kara rahe ho / yaha bAta mAnanemeM nahIM AtI / jJAnI zvAsocchvAsameM koTikarma kSaya karatA hai / use zraddhA hai, vizvAsa hai ki AtmA hai / yaha bAta Apa bhI mAnya kareM to puNya hogA / upayoga hI bar3Ise bar3I talavAra hai / mara miTaneko taiyAra ho jA / jJAnI AtmA dekhA hai / idharase udhara ghumAnA hai / samakitIkI pudgalarUpa viSTAmeM dRSTi nahIM jAtI / vaha devalokake sukha paudgalika mAnatA hai / AtmAkA AnaMda hai / bAta mAnyatAkI hai / zravaNa kara, samajha AyegI / I koI mara gayA ho aura vaha terA sagA na ho to tU kahatA hai ki mujhe snAnasUtaka nahIM lagatA, aisA hI saba jagaha kara DAla / AtmA maratA nahIM hai / jJAnI AtmA hai / yaha bhI jJAnI, yaha bhI jJAnI aisA mata mAna baiTha / samajha lA, vizvAsa lA, abhI kara le, phira nahIM ho pAyegA / I 1 1 upayoga, bhAva tere pAsa hai / yaha bAta mAnya nahIM hotI / sat-zIla, tyAga - vairAgya Adi hoM taba usa dvArase bAta praveza kara jAtI hai / ve dvAra haiM / Jain Educatinational

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434 upadezAmRta tA. 18-2-34 manuSyabhava durlabha hai| yaha zarIra to saMbaMdha hai| AtmA hai, usakI mAnyatA kara lenI hai| zraddhAkA kAma hai| mumukSu-AtmA kahA~ rahatA hogA? prabhuzrI-kisIne gAlI dii| eka kahatA hai ki mujhe gAlI nahIM lagatI aura dUsarA kahatA hai ki mujhe gAlI lagI aura usane mArapITa kii| gAlI to kahA~ laganevAlI thI? ekane ajJAnabhAva kiyA isaliye ajJAnI kahalAyA, dUsarene jJAnabhAva kiyA isaliye jJAnI khlaayaa| badalanA kyA hai? smjh| ekane dehako apanI mAnI, ghara kuTuMbako apanA mAnA / 'merA' kahane para bhI usakA huA nahIM, hotA nahIM, mAtra mAnA hai isaliye ajJAnI khlaayaa| jise aisI mAnyatA nahIM hotI vaha jJAnI kahalAtA hai| donoM hI AtmA haiN| ekako jJAnI kahA, ekako ajJAnI khaa| sociye, AtmA kahA~ rahA huA hai ? mAnyatA badalanI hai, zraddhA karanI hai| karor3oM rupayoMkI prAptise bhI samajha adhika mUlyavAna hai| satsaMgase samajha badalatI hai| usakA mUlya nahIM AMkA jA sktaa| rupaye mile ho ve to sAtha nahIM caleMge, para samajha sAtha clegii| usakA mUlya apAra hai| vahI kara lenI hai| __ sTezana jAnA ho to kyA kareMge? calanA par3egA, puruSArtha karanA pdd'egaa| taba sTezana aayegaa| pahale kyA cAhiye? sat aura zIla / sat arthAt AtmA, zIla arthAt brahmacarya / saccA brahmacarya to jJAnIse prApta hogaa| viSayakaSAyase chUTeMge to brahmacarya aayegaa| yaha saba kyA hai? pA~ca viSaya haiM aura indriyA~ haiM, unheM chor3anA hai! dera abera chor3anA to par3egA hI, to abhIse chor3a de| na ho sake to bhAvanA rakhe / "jagatako acchA dikhAnekA anaMta bAra prayatna kiyaa|" isa jIvako jhuranA cAhiye, kisake liye? paribhramaNase chUTaneke liye / jIva kyA bhUla gayA hai? apane Apako hI bhUla gayA hai| jIva Age kaba bar3hegA? mumukSu-jijJAsA ho tb| prabhuzrI-jijJAsA kaba hogI? pUrvakRta aura puruSArthakI AvazyakatA hai| yaha saba sunakara koI aisA soce ki isameM kyA hai? aisA to maiMne aneka bAra sunA hai / para yoM sAmAnya nahIM banA DAlanA caahiye| jJAnIkI vANI hai| 'Atmasiddhi' aisI vaisI nahIM hai| sAmAnya nahIM banAnA cAhiye / satsaMga-samAgama kareM, jisase bhAvanA hogii| bhAvanA hogI to tadrUpa huA jaayegaa| tA. 25-2-34 zraddhA karo / gharakI-bAharakI jo zraddhA hai, use chor3akara eka AtmAkI zraddhA kro| vaha to ho sakatI hai| jJAnI samajha karA kara cale jAte haiN| jIvako samajhako pakar3a lenA cAhiye, yaha usake hAthameM hai| kisIne thappar3a mArA ho to nitya yAda AtA hai yA nahIM? vaise hI AtmAko yAda kro| sA~pane Dasa liyA ho, viSa car3ha gayA ho, mara rahA ho aura vaha svastha ho jAye aisI yaha bAta hai| kahA~-kahA~se isa manuSya bhavameM AyA hai? jo kartavya hai use kara lenA caahiye| nIMdameM zakkara khAyI ho to bhI mIThI lagatI hai| bAta zraddhAkI hai| guru hai so AtmA hai, para bhedI (bhedako jAnanevAlA)

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upadezasaMgraha-5 435 caahiye| ekakI zraddhA kara lo| DAkA par3anekA Dara ho taba jaise koI ratnako bhUgarbha meM chipAkara rakhatA hai, vaise hI jaba cAroM ora bhaya hai taba kyA kareMge? kyA mArga nikAleMge? kahA~ jAyeMge? zraddhA / saba vacana samAna nahIM hote| koI kahe ki krodha nahIM karanA aura jJAnI kahe ki krodha nahIM karanA to usameM AkAza-pAtAlakA aMtara hai| . tA. 26-2-34 __ bhIkha mA~ganekA samaya A jAya to bhI ghabarAnA nhiiN| AtmA kahA~ bhikhArI hai? yaha vyakti pahale choTA thA, yuvAna huA, Aja vRddha hai to isase kyA vaha badala gayA? vaha to jo hai vahI hai, zarIra vRddha huA; aise hI saba badalatA hai to isase kyA AtmA bhI badala jAtA hai? (davAI pIte pIte) isa jIvako yaha bhoganA par3atA hai| kyA tumheM yaha davAI pInI par3atI hai? sabhIko apane apane ba~dhe hue karma bhogane par3ate haiN| pratyekake karma bhinna bhinna haiN| isIliye kahA hai ki usake sAmane nahIM dekheM, samakita kara leN| samakita arthAt AtmA hai| anya saba bhUla jAyeM / kSamA dhAraNa kreN| AyA hai vaha to jA rahA hai| vyAsajIne zukadevajIko upadeza diyaa| zukadevajIne kahA-yaha to maiM jAnatA huuN| taba vyAsajIne kahA, "adhika jAnanA ho to janaka videhIke pAsa jaao|" ataH ve vahA~ gaye / janakane ATha dina taka khUba Adara-satkAra karAyA, para mile nhiiN| phira mile, pUjA kara upadeza diyA, jJAna kraayaa| zukadevajIne kahA, "yaha to vyAsajIne mujhe kahA thaa|" taba janakane kahA, "maiMne vyAsajIse jo jAnA hai vahI tumheM batAyA hai| aba Apa svayaM apane guru hue|" pUjA kisakI kI thI? AtmAkI / jJAnI sabake pA~voM par3ate haiN| kyA ve dehake pA~voM par3ate haiM? samajhanekI bAta hai| pUrI pustaka par3ha le para gurugama na ho to kucha bhI samajhameM nahIM aayegaa| zukadevajIko vairAgya thA, jisase turata samajhameM A gyaa| saba grahaNa kisase hotA hai? manase / manase hI ba~dhatA hai aura manase hI mukta hotA hai| hameM saba chur3avAnA hai aura AtmAkI mAnyatA karavAnI hai| tA. 27-2-34 laukika dRSTise yaha saba mAyAkA svarUpa dikhAyI detA hai| yaha to eka bhavakA saMbaMdha hai| aise kitane hI bhava bIta gaye aura bIta jAyeMge, yaha saba satya hai kyA? saba indrajAla hai| ataH AtmAko pahacAneM / logoMmeM kahA jAtA hai ki merI amuka seThase pahacAna hai, jaba cAhiye taba usase paise lA sakatA huuN| aise hI AtmAkI pahacAna ho gayI ho to phira saba mila sakatA hai| tA. 28-2-34 pratyakSa dikhAyI detA hai ki zarIra haDDI, mA~sa aura camar3ekA hai| isameM kucha bhI sArarUpa nahIM hai, phira bhI vikalpa karake 'merA' mAnatA hai| yaha zarIra tIsa barasakA thA, Aja vRddha ho gayA hai| kyA AtmA vRddha ho gayA hai? isI prakAra hama saba yahA~ mehamAna haiN| RNa saMbaMdhase Akara mila gaye haiN| kisIne nimaMtraNa nahIM diyA hai-Apa mere mAtA-pitA bananA yA putra bananA aisA kisIne nimaMtraNa nahIM

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436 upadezAmRta diyA hai / aisA hai, phira bhI ahaMbhAva - mamatvabhAva honese aMta samayameM rotA- cillAtA hai, 'merA' mAna kara duHkhI hotA hai / jJAnI ahaMbhAva chor3aneke liye kahate haiM usa para vizvAsa rkh| vyavahArameM baniyA, mA~-bApa mAna, kintu manameM nizcaya kara le ki yaha svapna hai, satya nahIM / aisA mAnanese tumheM koI roka sakatA hai ? hameM manameMse yaha mAnyatA nikalavA denI hai / svapna hai - dekhatA raha, nahIM to bhaTakatA raha / jo AyA hai vaha jAyegA hI, usakI ciMtA kyA ? dekhanevAlA aura jAnanevAlA to alaga hai| use jJAnIne jAnA hai, use mAna aura anya sabakI holI jalA de / * tA. 29-2-34 svarUpakI zraddhA kara DAlo / anya saba vikalpa jAne do| kucha nahIM hai / jJAnIne jAnA vaha mujhe mAnya hai, aisI mAnyatA rkho| 'maiM jAnatA hU~' aisA na hone do| saba jhUTha hai| ye yAtrA kara Aye aura mAnate haiM ki puNya kiyA, yaha saba dhUla hai / uparokta mAnyatA ho jAya to saba nidhi A milii| aba kucha nahIM cAhiye aisA bhAva ho jAnA cAhiye / devaloka Adi kucha bhI nahIM caahiye| mAnyatAkA kAma hai / paMDita raha jAya aura koI dUra baiThA ho aura saccI mAnyatA kara le to pA 1 jAye / zakkara jo khAyegA use mIThI lagegI / I sobhAgabhAI, aMbAlAlabhAI AdikI mAnyatA bhinna thI / vaisA hI honA cAhiye / grahaNa karanevAle mumukSu kahA~ hai ? vaise hoM to bAta kreN| * bar3A jaise cAroM orase tela cUsa letA hai vaise AturatAse bodha grahaNa karanevAlese samAgama ho to bAta nikalatI hai / manuSyabhava ciMtAmaNi hai| mAnyatA huI, pratIti huI ki kAma banA / saca mAneM, mAnyatA huI hI nahIM hai, dRSTi badalI hI nahIM hai| mAnyatA ho jAya to yaha saba jaMjAla chUTa jAya / phira gAlI lage hI kaise ? zarIratyAgase duHkha kyoM ho ? rogameM cillAye phira bhI dRSTi dUsarI hai / sabakA kalyANa hogA / satpuruSa bhale hI na bolate hoM, para unake darzana bhI kahA~ milate hai ? use aisA-vaisA na smjheN| aisA nizcaya ho jAnA cAhiye ki aba to mujhe kucha nahIM caahiye| 'Atmasiddhi' mila gayI to saba mila gayA, kucha zeSa nahIM rahA / "sadgurunA upadezathI, AvyuM apUrva bhAna; nijapada nijamAMhI laghuM, dUra thayuM ajJAna. bhAsyuM nija svarUpa te, zuddha cetanArUpa; ajara amara avinAzI ne, dehAtIta svarUpa. " ahA ! kaisA camatkAra hai! manuSyabhava ciMtAmaNi hai / sAvadhAna ho jAnA cAhiye / kAla sira para ma~DarA rahA hai| mAnyatA, mAnyatA kahanese mAnyatA nahIM hotI / dRr3hatAse grahaNa honA caahiye| dRSTi badalanI cAhiye / tA. 4-3-34 zodha kisakI kareM ? AtmAkI / para usameM bhI mArgadarzaka ( bhUmiyA) cAhiye / bhayAnaka vanameM jAnA ho aura mArgadarzaka ho to kaThinAI nahIM hotI / usakI pahacAna kaise ho? mujhe saccA mArgadarzaka mile aisA bhAva rakheMge to mila jAyegA / satsaMgameM AtmAkI bAta hotI hai / jAnakAra mU~ga yA uDadakI dAlakA bar3A / *

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437 upadezasaMgraha-5 honeke bAda pha~satA nahIM hai| anyathA galI kU~cemeM ghusa jAtA hai| kahate haiM ki koI mArgakA jAnakAra ho to sIdhA pahuMcA jA sakatA hai| karanA kyA hai? jagata mithyA, AtmA sat / mithyAko chor3anA hai| jAnakAra honeke bAda saba chUTa jAtA hai| sadguruko arpaNa karanese kyA tAtparya hai ? mithyA kyA hai, yaha samajhameM A jAye to mamatva chUTa jAtA hai| phira AtmAkI zraddhA hotI hai, vahI arpaNa hai| ataH zraddhA karanI cAhiye ki jisase mAyAke svarUpameM lipaTA na rhe| manuSyabhava kaise saphala ho? satkI zraddhA ho to| isase asatkI zraddhA chUTa jaayegii| viparIta zraddhA ho gayI hai vaha chUTa jaayegii| yaha saba kisake dvArA mAnane meM A rahA hai? manake dvaaraa| bhagavAna kahIM dUra nahIM hai| prArthanA to unheM bulAnerUpa hai| abhI jo 'merA merA' mAnA jA rahA hai, vaha phira nahIM rhegaa| isIke liye prArthanA Adi haiN| puruSArtha karanA cAhiye-satpuruSArtha / yaha vacanAmRta hai, vaha amRta hai| paraMtu gurugama mile to saba tAle khula jAte haiN| abhimanyu cha cakra jAnakArIse jIta gayA, para aMtima cakrakI jAnakArI na honese cakravyUhameM pha~sa gyaa| satsaMgase jAnakArI hotI hai| tA.6-3-34 prabhuzrI-gutthI ulajhI huI hai vaha sulajhe to sugama hai| . mumukSu-gutthI kaise sulajhe? prabhuzrI-jIvakI pravRtti aisI hai ki jisase gutthI ulajhe, isIse baMdha hotA hai| ulaTekI apekSA sIdhe bala par3eM to gutthI sulajha jAtI hai| vikAra aura kaSAyase bala car3hate haiN| zarIrako acchA burA dikhAnemeM rahe to viparIta bala car3hate haiM, kintu vicAra kara zarIrako mA~sa, haDDI, camar3ekI thailIke rUpameM dekhe to gutthI sulajha jAtI hai| vaha adhika samaya nahIM ttiktaa| thor3A vicAra Aye, phira vApasa bala ulaTA car3hane lagatA hai, ataH puruSArtha karanA cAhiye / ulaTe puruSArthase vikAra hotA hai, sulaTe puruSArthase bala nikala jAte haiN| vaha cAlU nahIM rahatA, anyathA bahuta sarala hai| anAdike abhyAsako chor3anA cAhiye aura sulaTA puruSArtha karanA caahiye| dharmake nAma para ulaTI pakar3a ho gayI hai, aura aisA samajha liyA hai ki maiM dharma karatA huuN| ha~siye nigala liye haiM ve nikalane muzkila haiN| dharmake nAma para jo ulaTI pakar3a ho gayI hai, vahI anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya hai| hameM bhI saccI mAnyatA huI jisase saba sulaTA ho gyaa| hamArA sAta pIr3hIkA DhuDhiyAkA dharma, usakI pakar3a thI, para saccI mAnyatA honeke bAda vaha pakar3a chUTa gyii| AtmAko dharma maanaa| * * tA. 9-3-34 prabhuzrI-jJAnIke kathanako mAnya kare tabhI mArga prApta hotA hai| mumukSu-saba jJAnI kreNge| prabhuzrI-hama bhI paramakRpAludevako aisA hI kahate the| taba unhoMne kahA ki puruSArtha karanA par3egA, apanI mAnyatA chor3anI pdd'egii| akelI samajha kisa kAmakI? pariNamana honA cAhiye / asAra

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438 upadezAmRta vastuoMke pIche laganevAlI daur3a chor3anI pdd'egii| do dravya alaga-alaga haiN| jhUThI mAnyatAse hI phaiMsa gayA hai, aMdara dhaMsatA jA rahA hai| tA. 10-3-34 jJAnIko bhedajJAna, hai| unheM bhI rAgadveSa ho jAtA hai para isase ve vahA~ ekarUpa nahIM ho jaate| unakI vaisI mAnyatA miTa gayI hai| pApa aura puNyako diyAsalAI lagAkara sulagA deN| acchA lagatA hai isaliye jIva apaneko sukhI mAnatA hai, para vaha kahA~ rahanevAlA hai? phira usameM kyoM magna hotA hai? aisA karanese AzAmeM baha jAtA hai| jJAnIko AzA nahIM hotii| sukha-duHkhake samaya bhedajJAnakI smRti honI cAhiye / yuddhameM zastraprayoga yAda rahe to jIta ho jAya / isI prakAra AtmAkI smRti honI cAhiye / samajha hI samakita hai| samajha bodhase prApta hotI hai| ___koI kaheMge ki nitya eka hI bAta karate haiN| hA~, aisA hI hai| hameM to satkI pakar3a karavAnI hai, usase cipakAnA hai| anAdikA abhyAsa hai jisase vismRta ho jAtA hai, para samajha dUsarI huI ho to kAma ho jaay| mumukSu-vaisI samajhakI smRti nahIM rhtii| prabhuzrI-bodha caahiye| bodha hogA to zastra mUTha parase pakar3anA AyegA, anyathA hAtha kaTa jaayegaa| saMvarase Asrava rukatA hai| saMvara hI AtmA hai| parAyI paMcAyatameM par3eMge to bhUkhoM mreNge| ataH parAyI paMcAyatameM na pdd'e| zraddhA honI caahiye| pratIti AnI cAhiye / 'AtmA sat, jagata mithyA' / jahA~ AtmAkI yathArtha bAta hotI ho vahA~ kaise bhI karake jAnA caahiye| kaur3Ike liye ratanako nahIM khonA caahiye| tA. 12-3-34 bhedajJAna honeke bAda AnaMdaghanajIkI bhA~ti kahA jA sakatA hai ki 'aba hama amara bhaye, na mareMge' isameM jJAnIkA svarUpa varNita hai| jJAnIne zarIra, roga Adiko apanA nahIM mAnA hai, taba kAla kisako pakar3egA? kAla bhAga jAtA hai| jo jJAnI jagatako AtmArUpa mAnate haiM, unakA kAla kyA kara sakatA hai? kRpAludevane hamAre hAthameM likhakara batAyA thA ki yaha bhrama aura yaha brahma / bhedajJAna huA, phira rAgadveSa kaise hoMge? jar3ako cetana kaise mAnA jAyegA? mAnyatA badala gyii| baniyA, brAhmaNa, kucha nahIM, AtmA hai| use hI mAnanA hai| pahacAna karaneke liye sunanA caahiye| pahacAnake binA patA nahIM lgegaa| jar3a-cetanakI bAta kI, usase koI lAbha nahIM hai, para pahacAna honI caahiye| eka vyaktine dUdhameM nIlama (ratna) dekha liyaa| usake saMyogase dUdhakA raMga nIlA dikhAyI detA hai, phira bhI dUdhako nIlA nahIM maantaa| isI prakAra jise AtmAkI mAnyatA ho gayI hai vaha phira rogako, dehako apanA nahIM maantaa| bhedake bhedako samajhanA caahiye| "sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra zo? samajye jinasvarUpa."

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439 upadezasaMgraha-5 jisakI yaha mAnyatA ho ki vaha AtmA hai phira vaha apaneko vRddha mAnegA? avasthA parivartana huaa| bAlaka thA, yuvAna huA, vRddha huA, para jAnanevAlA to vahI rhaa| isa jIvako patA nahIM hai, isaliye ghabarA jAtA hai; para zraddhA hai to saba kucha hai, zraddhA hai to tapa hai, zraddhA hai to saMyama hai| AtmA arUpI hai ataH dikhAyI nahIM detA, para hai to avazya / merA svarUpa aisA nahIM hai| merA svarUpa jJAnIne dekhA vaisA hai, aisI zraddhA rkheN| jIvako patA nahIM hai| rogase bahuta nirjarA hotI hai| para zraddhAke bhAva nahIM badalane caahiye| ye to saba avasthAe~ haiN| eka samaya zarIra kaisA hRSTapuSTa thA? aba kaisA kSINa ho gayA hai? avasthA to badalatI hI rahatI hai, para jAnanevAlA to vahIkA vahI rahatA hai| 'zarIra rahe' athavA 'calA jAya' aisI icchA na kreN| manuSyabhava durlabha hai| vaha hogA to bhAva ho sakeMge, phira kucha nahIM hogaa| ataH jaba taka roga nahIM * AyA taba taka jo karanA hai use kara lenA caahiye| tA. 29-5-34 satpuruSako DhU~Dho, isakA kyA artha hai? sat arthAt AtmA, usakI bhAvanA kreN| AtmAko dekheN| mAyAkA svarUpa na dekheN| anadhikArIpana kyA hai? vAsanA anya ho rahI hai, yahI an-adhikArIpana hai| AtmAmeM bhAva hoMge to adhikArIpana AyegA, taba taka usakI bhAvanA rkheN| jisakA abhyAsa ho gayA hotA hai vaha nIMdameM bhI yAda AtA hai, ataH abhyAsa kara ddaaleN| samajhameM nahIM AtA isakA kyA kAraNa? mana bhaTaka rahA hai jisase samajhameM nahIM aataa| abhyAsa hogA taba samajhameM aayegaa| manako vazameM karanese pariNamana hogaa| pariNamana hone para samajhameM aayegaa| isa jIvako satsaMga aura bodhakI AvazyakatA hai| anyatra AtmAkI bAta sunaneko nahIM milegii| use sunanese mana anyatra bhaTakate ruka jAtA hai, pApakA saMkramaNa hokara puNya ho jAtA hai / ina sabakA kAraNa bhAvoMkA parivartana hai| mana anyatra bhaTakate ruka jAtA hai arthAt hajAroM bhava aTaka jAte haiN| ___ tana, mana, dhana arpaNa karanA arthAt unheM apanA nahIM maannaa| guruke svarUpako samajhanA cAhiye / guru kucha lete nahIM, para usameMse apanApana chur3avAte haiN| 'vItarAgakA kahA huA parama zAMta rasamaya dharma pUrNa satya hai|' jo vItarAgane kahA usameM kisI prakArakA virodha nahIM A sktaa| rAga nahIM karanA, dveSa nahIM karanA, yaha sabako mAnya hai, taba anya vaira-virodha kahA~ rahA? dharmake nAma para jo lar3ate haiM, vaha dharma nahIM hai| dharma to rAga-dveSase rahita honA hai| hameM kaMThI nahIM ba~dhavAnI hai, na anya kucha manavAnA hai, AtmAko hI manavAnA hai| udayAnusAra yaha saba A milA hai, vaha kucha chUTe aisA nahIM hai, para 'merepana'kI mAnyatA chur3avAnI hai| AtmA arUpI hai, vaha dikhAyI nahIM detA, para jJAnIke kahanese yaha bAta mAnya hai, yahI mAnyatA karavAnI hai| www.jaipelibrary.org

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440 upadezAmRta vizvAsa ho tabhI AjJAkA pAlana hotA hai| bar3A gA~va ho to bhI kisa kAmakA? kintu gA~vameM kisI ekase pahacAna ho to khAnA-pInA mila sakatA hai| vanameM mArga batAnevAlA bhIla sAthameM ho to vaha luTa nahIM sktaa| isI prakAra satpuruSameM vizvAsa ho to dharmake nAma para ThagA nahIM jA sktaa| upayoga to hai hii| jahA~ upayoga hai vahA~ AtmA hai| zraddhA ho to idharakA idhara ho jAtA hai, pazcimake badale pUrva dikhAyI detA hai| isI prakAra vizvAsa ho to jar3ake sthAna para AtmA dikhAyI de| yaha camatkAra hai, para zraddhA, vizvAsa nahIM hai| tA. 9-6-34 gAr3I a~kuDese iMjanase jor3I jAtI hai, bar3e jahAjase jur3akara choTI naukA calatI hai; tyoM sadguruke avalaMbanase hI mokSamArga para calA jA sakatA hai| avalaMbana hI a~kuDA hai| sadguru kyA dete haiM ? smjh| samajha badalatI hai, bhAna badalatA hai yahI bar3Ise bar3I kamAI hai / badalatA hai, para usakA patA nahIM lgtaa| ataH vizvAsa cAhiye / vizvAsa, zraddhA, pratIti, ruci yaha krama hai| ___ baccA choTA ho aura pitAkA kahanA mAne to saba sarala ho jAtA hai, aise hI sadguruke vacana mAnya rakhanemeM lAbha hai| AtmAkI bAta to bahuta karate haiM, para sadguru to dRr3hatA karavAte haiM / anya prakArase dRr3hatA nahIM ho paatii| Izvara kauna? aatmaa| usase bar3A koI Izvara nhiiN| bhIta para ghor3ekA AkAra banAyA ho to ghor3A lagane lagatA hai, aise hI 'sahajAtmasvarUpa'kA smaraNa karanese kAlakramase tadrUpa banA jA sakatA hai| vaise bhAva hote hI anya sabameMse ruci haTa jAtI hai| ____ kucha bhI bAta sunane para jaise 'hA~, hA~' kara dete haiM vaise hI satsaMgameM AtmAkI bAta sunakara usameM pariNamana hotA hai| aneka prasaMgoMmeM aisA bhI kaha dete haiM ki 'aba nahIM bhUlU~gA, kabhI nahIM bhUlU~gA,' aisA hI AtmAkI bAtake saMbaMdhameM bhI honA caahiye| zreNika rAjAko anAthI munikA upadeza sunakara aise hI samakita huA thaa| zraddhA, sat zraddhA, AtmAkI zraddhA karanI cAhiye / yahI karanA hai| jJAnI mile, unake vacana bhI sune, saba kiyA, phira bhI korA raha gayA, kAraNa? zraddhAkI kamI / 'Atmasiddhi'meM saba hai| kisIko kucha pUchane jAnA nahIM pdd'egaa| zubha, azubha aura zuddha ye tIna prakArake bhAva haiM / gharameM ghusane vAle kuttoMko jaise bhagA dete haiM vaise hI azubha bhAvoMko nikAla denA caahiye| acche logoMko jaise Ane dete haiM vaise hI zubha bhAvoMko Ane denA cAhiye / paraMtu yadi gharako baMdha kara deMge to koI nahIM AyegA, vaise hI zubha-azubha bhAva Ane baMda hoMge taba zuddha bhAva hogaa| ghara kahIM calA nahIM jaataa| sUraja hai, bAdala Ate jAte haiN| vaise hI sUraja zuddhabhAva hai, bAdala zubha-azubha bhAva haiN| AtmAkA vIrya jAgrata hotA hai to bAdala cale jAte haiN| bAdala hoM taba bhI sUraja kahIM calA nahIM jaataa| tA. 27-8-34 __ saba vinAzI hai| saba mamatva kara karake cale gaye haiN| ataH aba ceta jAnA caahiye| AtmAkI zraddhA kara leN| vajrakI bhItake samAna aDiga zraddhA kreN| anya(para)ko AtmA na mAne aura

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upadezasaMgraha-5 441 AtmAko anya kucha nahIM maane| anyatra pariNata ho gayA hai, AtmAmeM pariNata honA hai| anaMtAnubaMdhI cale jAne para patA lagatA hai, saba maMda ho jAtA hai| karatA saba hai para usameM rasa nahIM aataa| bhAvanA karanI hai| loga zrAvaNa mAsameM kathA par3havAte haiM, para yahA~ to nitya hI zrAvaNa mAsa hai| AtmA kaba nahIM hai? isIkI bAta karanI hai| mumukSu-khaMbhAtameM sunA thA ki ApakI saMgati nahIM karanI caahiye| prabhuzrI-bAta saca hai / hama to spaSTa kaha dete haiN| saccAI grahaNa ho jAya to phira badala nahIM sktii| ye saba aba jAna gaye haiM ki yahA~ AtmAkI hI bAta hai, tabhI to baiThe haiN| kintu jaba taka sunA na ho taba taka bhAgadaur3a karate haiM, aisA hI sabakA hotA hai| bAta to eka hI hai : 'AtmA' / para itanA kahane mAtrase rasa nahIM AtA, isaliye vistArase bAta karanI par3atI hai jisase rasa AtA hai| paradA par3A ho aura aMdara saba jAte Ate hoM to kucha rasa nahIM aataa| paradA uThane para jaba saba abhinaya karate haiM taba rasa AtA hai, para A~kha caahiye| A~kha hI na ho to kyA dikhAyI degA? eka aMdhA thA usakA mana nATaka dekhanekA huaa| sabase kahatA ki mujhe bhI le clo| saba kahate ki tuma kyA dekhoge? aMdhene kahA-tuma dhakkA mAranA, taba maiM hNsuuNgaa| nATaka huA, saba ha~se, para dhakkA nahIM laganese vaha ha~sA nhiiN| phira eka vyaktine dhakkA mArA taba vaha akelA ha~sane lgaa| aisA na ho isaliye A~kha caahiye| tA. 29-8-34 devagatimeM mAnasika duHkha bahuta haiM, aisA vicAra samakitIko hI hotA hai| samakitI AtmA para lakSya rakhatA hai| AtmA hai, aisA avazya maano| AtmA hai? mumukSu-hA~, jJAnIne dekhA hai| prabhuzrI-jJAnIne to AtmA dekhA hai, para yaha pratIti AtI hai ki AtmA na ho to yaha sune kauna? use bhUlanA nahIM hai| mithyAdRSTi dehako hI dekhatA hai| use bhUla jaao| AtmAkI pahacAna rkho| tA. 30-8-34 samyagdRSTi AtmAke sivAya anya kisIko apanA nahIM maantaa| gajasukumArane kyA kiyA? dhairya rakhA / gA~Thase bA~dha leM-dhairya, kSamA, samatA / vedanAke samaya soceM ki merA hai vaha jAyegA nahIM aura jo jA rahA hai vaha dhUpa-chAyAke samAna hai, para use maiM apanA mAnU~gA hI nhiiN| gajasukumArako jJAnI mile the| unhoMne jo mAnya karavAyA thA use hI apanA mAnA, anya sabako para jaanaa| sabhI jAnevAle haiM-paryAyako apanA kaise mAnU~? ____ jJAnIne kyA kiyA hai? rAga, dveSa aura mohako nikAla diyA hai| isa jIvakA kauna burA karatA hai ? pUjAkI icchA, pudgalakI, parakI icchA kyA rakhanI? aba moha kisase kareM? moha kiyA ki phaiMsa gaye / nArakIko duHkha bhogate samaya kauna bacAne AtA hai? koI kisIkA nahIM hai|

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442 upadezAmRta tA. 1-9-34 sabakI sAvadhAnI rakhI hai, sabako sa~bhAlA hai, sabakI ciMtA kI hai, para AtmAkI sAvadhAnI nahIM rakhI, ciMtA, saMbhAla nahIM kii| cAroM gatimeM saba ora duHkha hI duHkha hai| RSabhadeva bhagavAnake pAsa aTThAnaveM putra gaye the, unhoMne pUchA usake uttarameM eka hI bAta kahI "saMbujjhahA jaMtavo mANusattaM, daTuM bhayaM bAliseNaM alNbho| egaMtaduHkkhe jari eva loe, sakkammaNA vippariyAsu veI / / " eka hI kArya karanA hai-samakita, shrddhaa| vaha ho jAya, to kAma bana jaay| rupaye hoM to dikhAye jA sakate haiM, para yaha dikhAyA jAya aisA nahIM hai| dharma, AtmA yahA~ hai| isake atirikta anyatra dharma nahIM hai| dharmake nAma para bhale hI gaMgA nahAye, kathAe~ par3he, para dharma to AtmA hai| hama jo kahate haiM use hA~, hA~ to kahate haiM, para gale nahIM utaratA (mAnya nahIM hotaa)| taba sunA na sunA barAbara haiM / tUMbImeM kaMkara-spaSTa nahIM kahA jaataa| 'cAbI guruke hAtha / ' mumukSu-Apa mAnaneko kahate haiM, para sabhI mahAvIrako mAnate hI haiN| prabhuzrI-kahA~ mAnA hai? sAthameM paMdraha sau jaMjAla lagA rakhe haiN| yadi ekako mAneM to kAma bana jAtA hai, para yahA~ to anya kucha mAnA hai jisase jhagar3e, virodha, gaccha khar3e hue haiN| yadi saMsArako AtmAke rUpameM dekhA jAya to sabako namaskAra kiye jA sakate haiM yA nahIM? para loga to namaskAra karanemeM hI bhar3aka uThate haiM ! kahA~ ekako mAnA hai? ekako mAne to kucha bhI karanA zeSa nahIM rhtaa| dekho, dRSTimeM aMtara hai yA nahIM? eka manuSya strIko hADa-mA~sake rUpameM dekhatA hai aura eka UparakI camar3Iko dekhatA hai| donoMkI dRSTimeM kitanA aMtara hai? eka naraka gatimeM jAye aisA vikAra karatA hai aura dUsarA puNyopArjana karatA hai| isI prakAra samyagdRSTise mahAvIrako mAne to kAma bana jAya / dRSTimeM aMtara hai| __ yaha jIva mAyAke svarUpameM kisa prakAra pha~sa rahA hai! mAyAke svarUpase vApasa lauTa / sabakA vicAra kiyA kintu mRtyu kaba AyegI isakA vicAra kiyA hai? yaha jIva ghar3I bhara bhI bekAra nahIM baiThatA hai| saMkalpa-vikalpameMse avakAza hI nahIM miltaa| AtmAko sa~bhAlatA hI nhiiN| sarvatra AtmA hI AtmA hai| AtmA dikhAyI nahIM detA, kintu bhAvanA kr| usameM kucha parizrama nahIM karanA pdd'taa| use DhU~DhanA prAraMbha kr| usIkI zraddhA karanI hai| sat aura zIla : sat arthAt AtmA, zIla arthAt tyaag| saba chor3akara aba yaha lakSya rkho| mAyAke svarUpameM ulajhanese kyA hotA hai yaha dekhA? yaha manuSyabhava bIta jAyegA, phira kyA karoge? aba anya saba chor3a do| isakA vicAra kro| rAjA marakara kIr3A banatA hai, kIr3A indra banatA hai, indra vanaspatimeM bhI utpanna hotA hai| saba duHkha hI duHkha hai| AtmAkI mAnyatA karane meM kucha denA nahIM pdd'taa| aba bhI ceta jAo, jAgrata ho jaao| kahanemeM kamI nahIM hai, sAvadhAna kiyA hai| jo buddhimAna hoMge ve ceta jaayeNge| tA.2-9-34 prabhuzrI-pApakriyA mohase calI A rahI hai, para moha kaise jAye? mumukssu-jnyaanse|

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443 upadezasaMgraha-5 prabhuzrI-jJAna kaise ho? mumukSu-satpuruSakI kRpaase| prabhuzrI-kevalIke pAsa bhI korA kaise rahA gayA? mumukSu-darpaNa ulaTA rakhA, jisase sanmukhadRSTi nahIM huii| prabhuzrI-dRSTi badalI nahIM / dRSTi badalI ho to svAMga bharanevAlekA veSa samajhameM A jAye, phira svayaM nATakameM sammilita nahIM hogaa| AtmA dikhAI de to moha nahIM rhegaa| bodha sunakara bhAva kare taba pariNamana kucha bhinna hI hotA hai| AtmA bhale hI dikhAyI na de, para mAne ki jJAnIne AtmAko dekhA hai, vaisA hI hai yoM zraddhA rkhe| veSa utAra DAlanA sarala hai| mere bApake bApa bhI the yA nahIM? para abhI kyA mAnya huA hai? jo dikhAyI detA hai vahI mAnya huA hai| vRkSake nIce vizrAma karane baiThA to vRkSako hI apanA mAna liyaa| mumukSu-mithyA kyA hai? jar3a aura cetana donoM bhinna haiM, donoM sat hai, phira mithyA kaise kahA? prabhuzrI-jaisA hai vaisA samajhanA pdd'egaa| jJAnIne kahA hai "jar3a ne caitanya banne dravyano svabhAva bhinna; supratItapaNe banne jene samajAya che." supratItise samajhameM AnA caahiye| samajhameM Ane para pariNamana hotA hai| samakita kara lenA hai| AtmA dikhAyI na detA ho para usakI zraddhAko samakita kahA hai| AtmAkI zraddhA honeke bAda AtmA dikhAyI degaa| parokSase hI pratyakSa hotA hai| tA. 3-9-34 prabhuzrI-'ANAe dhammo, ANAe tvo|' AjJA do prakArakI hai| nizcayase AtmA hI guru hai, kintu vyavahArameM bhI guru banAnA cAhiye / vyavahArako haTA denese kAma nahIM clegaa| mAnyatA, zraddhA kisakI kare? kauna karatA hai? jar3a to kucha mAnyatA kara nahIM sktaa| zreNikane kyA kiyA? 'camakameM motI piro le|' isakA kyA artha hai ? 1. mumukSu-anAdikAlase jIva aMdhakArameM hI cala rahA hai| aba manuSyabhava Adi sAmagrI milI hai vaha bijalIkI kauMdha (camaka) jaisI hai, isameM yadi motI piro liyA gayA to gumegA nhiiN| 2. mumukSu-motI kyA? suI kyA? camaka kyA? 1. mumukSu-satpuruSakA yoga camaka hai, bhAva hI motI hai| taiyAra hokara rahanA caahiye| prabhuzrI-bhAva karane haiN| jar3a bhAva nahIM kara sktaa| jJAnI to sAgarake samAna gaMbhIra haiN| unhoMne to sarvatra AtmA batAyA hai| krodha AtmA, mAna AtmA, kaSAya AtmA, ajJAna aatmaa| durlabha sAmagrI hai| sAvadhAna hone jaisA hai| . tA. 13-11-34 jaise dAla aura cAvala alaga haiM, vaise hI hameM AtmAko alaga dikhAnA hai| AtmA hai to yaha saba kucha hai| yaha aisA zarIra dikhAyI detA hai vaha bhI AtmAke kAraNa hI hai, anyathA loga jalAkara

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444 upadezAmRta rAkha kara deNge| vyAdhi ho taba soceM ki duHkha dehako hotA hai, usako jAnanevAlA hI maiM hU~, kiMtu mujhe usakA patA nahIM hai / jJAnIne AtmA dekhA hai, vaisA merA AtmA hai, mujhe vaha mAnya hai| cAhe jaisA duHkha Aye to bhI zraddhA rakheM ki jAnanevAlA to bhinna hI hai| duHkha to zarIrako hotA hai| pRthvI para sUryakA prakAza par3atA hai, prakAza sUrya nahIM hai, sUrya bhinna hai| 'bAta mAnanekI hai|' zrI vItarAga bhagavAnane kahA hai, 'saddhA parama dullahA' / zraddhA rakhanI hai| Apase hameM kucha lenA nahIM hai, hamAre banAnA nahIM hai, kaMThI bA~dhanI nahIM hai yA anya dharma manavAnA nahIM hai| jo ApakA hai vahI Apako mAnanA hai| vizvAsa hai isaliye kaha rahe haiN| vizvAsa na ho to sAmAnya ho jAtA hai-aisA hotA hai ki isameM kyA kahA? aisA to aneka bAra sunA hai, aisA na kreN| yahA~ AtmAkI bAta hai| yaha bAta bhinna hI hai| jisakA ciMtana kiyA ho vahI dikhAyI detA hai| AtmAkA jaisA ciMtana kiyA ho vaisA dikhAyI detA hai| kintu vaha arUpI hai, A~khase dikhAyI nahIM de sktaa| jJAnadRSTise hI dikhAyI detA hai| vaha prApta na ho taba taka zraddhA rakhanI cAhiye ki mujhe merA AtmA dikhAyI nahIM detA hai, para vaha hai; jJAnIne dekhA vaisA merA AtmA hai| "darzanamoha vyatIta thaI Upajyo bodha je|" 'apUrva avasara meM apUrva bAta hai! usameM batAyA hai vaisI bhAvanA karanI hai| dekhate hI rUpa dikhAI detA hai; para AtmA hai to A~kheM dekha sakatI haiM, ataH pahale AtmA dekheM / dikhAI detA hai, vaha to jar3a hai, AtmA nahIM hai| ___ "jagata AtmArUpa dekhA jaay|" vaha kaise dekheM? kyA badalanA hai? samajha / janakavidehIne kyA badalA thA? samajha / jhoMpar3e jalate dekhakara sabhI saMnyAsI tUMbI Adi lene daur3e, para janaka videhIne socA ki nagara jalanese merA kucha nahIM jalatA / "darzanamoha vyatIta thaI Upajyo bodha je / " samajha badalanekI AvazyakatA hai| anya saba yahIM par3A rhegaa| __ zreNika rAjAko anAthI munise bodha huA, samajha badalI / jo 'merA' mAnA jAtA thA vaha 'merApana' miTa gyaa| zeSa saba rAjapATa, vaibhava, strI Adi jo prArabdhAnusAra vidyamAna thA vaha vaisA hI rhaa| pahale vizvAsa cAhiye, pratIti caahiye| sabhI maMtra le jAte haiM vaha puNyakA kAraNa hai, kintu kalyANa honeke liye sacce bananekI bhAvanA honI caahiye| akAla par3A ho taba dayAlu seTha garIboMko bhojana denekA prabaMdha karate haiN| vaise hI yaha kAla kaliyuga hai| paramArthakA duSkAla jaisA hai| aise kAlameM jJAnIpuruSoMkA bodha sadAvrata samAna hai| vahI * janakavidehIke guru janakake rAjyasabhAmeM Ane para vyAkhyAna prAraMbha karate the| zrotAoMmeM aneka saMnyAsI bhI the| ve nadI kinAre jhoMpar3e banAkara rahate the| unheM IrSyA huI, ki hama tyAgI haiM aura yaha janakarAjA to gRhastha hai, phira bhI guru inakA sanmAna kyoM karate haiM ? ___ yaha bAta gurune jAnI, taba unheM samajhAneke liye eka dina gurune aisA camatkAra dikhAyA ki mAno nadI kinAreke jhoMpar3e jala rahe hoN| yaha dekhakara saba saMnyAsI apanI tUMbiyA~, kapar3e, mAlA, Asana Adi lene daur3a pdd'e| dUsare dina janakarAjA sabhAmeM Aye taba mithilAnagarI jalatI dikhAyI, para janaka rAjAne kahA ki merA kucha nahIM jala rahA hai| aisA kahakara ve vyAkhyAnameM zAMtise baiThe rahe /

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upadezasaMgraha-5 445 AdhAra hai aisA dRr3ha honA caahiye| jJAnIpuruSake vacanAmRta kisa Azayase likhe gaye haiM usakA to dazA Ane para patA lagatA hai| usakI tulanA karanekA hamArA sAmarthya nahIM hai| AtmAke atirikta usameM anya kucha nahIM hai, yaha lakSyameM rakhane yogya hai| paramArtha samajhameM na Aye aura matikalpanAse artha kare to vaha mahA bhayaMkara hai| samajhanekI bhAvanA rakhanI cAhiye, para matikalpanAke kA~Tese jJAnIpuruSake vacanakI tulanA nahIM karanI cAhiye / paramakRpAludevane IDarameM kahA thA ki hama pahAr3a para baiThe haiM vahA~ kyA hai yaha nIcevAlA manuSya nahIM jAna sktaa| Upara car3hakara dekhe to patA lagatA hai| paraMtu UparavAlA manuSya nIce kyA ho rahA hai use dekha sakatA hai| isI prakAra U~cI dazAvAle jJAnI saba jAna sakate haiM, para nIcI dazAvAleko jJAnIkA Azaya samajhameM nahIM aataa| ataH samajhanekI bhAvanA rakhanI caahiye| tA. 273-35 manuSyabhava ciMtAmaNi hai| jaisA ciMtana kare vaisA milatA hai| manase jaisA bhAva kiyA ho vaisA phala milatA hai| taba ciMtAmaNi kahanA cAhiye yA nahIM? jIvake pAsa mana, vacana, kAyA hai jo rUpI hai, para AtmA na ho to murdA hai| dekho, AtmA arUpI hai| kaisA gupta rahA huA hai! jIvake sAtha kyA AtA hai? dharma / dharma kahA~ rahatA hai? sabake pAsa kyA hai? bhaav| bhAvase pariNamana hotA hai| kAnameM jo zabda par3atA hai vaha pariNamita hotA hai| usakA phala prApta hotA hai| tA. 29-3-35 AtmA arUpI hai| dIkhatA hai yA nahIM? AtmAse AtmA dikhAyI detA hai| pahale abhyAsa kareM taba par3hanA AtA hai| pahale parokSa honA caahiye| phira pratyakSa hotA hai|| jIva so rahA hai| parameM mamatva hai| jAgrata nahIM hai| gharameM jAye to baiThaneko milatA hai, taba taka bhaTakanA hI hai| yaha jIva saMkalpa-vikalpa, vAsanAse bhaTakatA hai| isakA upAya kyA hai? samakita / jaisA dhaMdhA ho vaisA kahA jAtA hai| darajIkA ho to darajI kahalatA hai| eka A~kha phUTI ho to kAnA kahalAtA hai| para AtmA vaisA hai kyA? saMyoga hai| tA. 30-3-35 zAMti, samatA, kSamA kahA~ hotI hai? jahA~ dharma hotA hai vahA~ / dharma kahA~ hotA hai? abhI kaheMge, Apako patA hai, sAmAnya kara diyA hai| "upayoga hI dharma hai|" vicAra kisako AtA hai? jar3ako nahIM aataa| upayoga rakhanemeM parizrama karanA par3atA hai, kyoMki karma hai, AvaraNa hai, vighna hai| samayamAtrakA pramAda na kr| samaya hI AtmA hai| pramAdameM viSayakaSAya haiM, mamatvabhAva hai| bhAva badala jAte haiM, unheM badalane nahIM denA caahiye| sabhI kaThinAiyoMkA sIdhAse sIdhA, saralase sarala upAya bhakti hai| puNya sUryake samAna hai, vaha asta huA ki aMdhakAra / jaba taka puNya hai taba taka kara lenA caahiye| AtmA sabameM hai| kauve, kuttemeM bhI AtmA hai, para unheM samajhA nahIM skte|

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446 upadezAmRta manuSyabhava durlabha hai, isameM kucha kara lenA caahiye| jo samakitI hai vaha vizrAma letA hai, para use mArgakA patA hai, jisase vaha gharake samakSa pahu~ca hI jaayegaa| kSAyika samakita karanA hai| tA.4-4-35 raMkake hAthameM ratna AyA hai| usakA mUlya nahIM hai| anyathA 'Atmasiddhi ke vacana labdhirUpa haiM! kaisA dhana! kitanI kamAI! kucha ciMtA nahIM / AtmA AtmAmeM hai, karma karmameM hai| pAnI mailA huA kintu pAnI aura maila eka nahIM hai| soneko cAhe jitanA tapAyA jAya vaha sonA hI rhegaa| cAhe jitane karmake upasarga AyeM para AtmA to AtmA hI hai| saMbaMdhake kAraNa vedanA lagatI hai, para saMbaMdha to saMbaMdha hI hai| jo kahA vaha dhyAnameM hai? usIkA vicAra rkheN| AtmA hI dekheM / anya dekheMge to Asrava hogA, AtmA dekheMge to saMvara hogaa| yahI AsravameM saMvara honA kahA jAtA hai| Apa yahA~ baiThe haiM to yahA~ kA dRzya dikhAyI detA hai| muMbaI jAyeMge taba muMbaI dikhAyI degI, isI prakAra ye saMbaMdha mila gaye haiM, jisase yaha dikhAyI detA hai, para vaha bhinna hai| tA. 12-4-35 mumukSu-mokSa kaise prApta ho? prabhuzrI-AtmA arUpI hai| use pahacAnanA cAhiye, usakI jAnakArI honI cAhiye / abhyAsa karane para par3hanA AtA hai, aise hI bhedI milane para samajhameM AtA hai| tA. 14-4-35 jahA~ bhAva hai vahA~ bhagavAna hai| Apa bhakti kareMge vahA~ bhagavAna hAjira haiN| bhAva rakhanekA hai, anya saba baadmeN| _ 'mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re' mUla mArga kyA? aatmaa| jana arthAt loga aura jina arthAt aatmaa| vRtti cAroM ora bhaTaka rahI hai, use rokakara aba suneM / jJAnI kahate haiM ki hameM kucha pUjAkI icchA nahIM hai, hameM bhavakA duHkha acchA nahIM lagatA, hameM pratibaMdhameM nahIM par3anA hai| Apa jAnate hoM to siddhAMtase isa vacanakI tulanA kara dekheM / aba saba bheda kholakara bAta kI hai| __ 'jJAna', 'darzana', 'cAritra' nAma rakhe haiM, para vAstavameM vastu eka hI hai| AtmAke sivAya dekhane-jAnanevAlA kauna hai? saMsArameM sthira rahanevAlA kauna hai? AtmA aisA hai ki na maratA hai na vRddha hotA hai| loga kahate haiM, 'yaha mara gayA' para AtmA nahIM maratA, zarIra gira jAtA hai| tA. 16-8-35 eka hI kAma karanA hai-samakita / saba chor3anA pdd'egaa| sabako pakar3a rakhA hai use chor3e binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| jar3a kabhI cetana nahIM hotA, mAtra mAnyatA ho gayI hai| ahaMbhAva, mamatvabhAva chor3ane

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"jar3a ne caitanya bane phaTakA upadezasaMgraha-5 447 hI pdd'eNge| isakI yAda dilAneke liye niyukta vyakti roja sabere bharata cakravartIse kahatA, "bharata ceta! kAla jhapATA deta!" isakA kyA matalaba? saba sAmagrI saMyoga mAtra hai / rAniyA~, vaibhava saba para hai, isakI yAda dilAtA thA vaha vyakti! nATakameM puruSa strIkA veSa dhAraNa kara AtA hai, para darzaka jAnatA hai ki vaha strI nahIM hai| isI prakAra yaha saba veSa hai| AtmA tadrUpa nahIM hotaa| AtmA rogI, vRddha, puruSa nahIM hotaa| yaha manuSyabhava hai| ceta jAyeM / pazu bhI AtmA hai, para usake pAsa sAmagrI nahIM hai| manuSyabhavameM samajha ho sakatI hai| samajha kara lenI cAhiye / samajhA ki kAma bnaa| tanya banne dravyano svabhAva bhinna: supratItapaNe banne jene samajAya che." vizvAsa kreN| bodha sunanese cAbI ghUmatI hai| mAna ho to chUTa jAtA hai| ulaTeko sulaTA karanA hai| jJAnI yahI karate haiN| jJAnI khAte hue bhI nahIM khAte, sote hue bhI nahIM sote / Apako jo kahA jA rahA hai, vaha eka prakArakI mAra hai| bhaiMsA baiThA ho use uThAneke liye soTIse mArA jAya to nahIM uThatA, aisA ho rahA hai| DaMDA mArA ho to turata uTha jaay| bAlakako vaha rone lagegA, kintu use kahA jAya ki yaha tujhe nahIM kisI anyako kahA gayA hai to vaha ha~sa pdd'egaa| yaha saba to Apako kahA jA rahA hai| bharata ceta gayA usase Apako kyA lAbha? Apako cetAneke liye yaha bAta hai| koI kahate haiM, 'Apa kaheM vaisA kreNge|' devakaraNajI mahArAja bhI yahI kahate the ki "marmameM kyoM kahate hoMge? spaSTa kaha deM to kaisA!" jJAnI to sAgara samAna gaMbhIra hote haiN| yogyatA Ane para kahate haiN| unako bhI yaha bAta bahuta varSoM bAda samajhameM aayii| nadImeM bAr3ha AtI hai, samudrameM hAthIke samAna U~cI lahareM uThatI haiM, kintu yaha saba vega hai| isI prakAra karma haiM ve AtmA nahIM hai, para vega hai| vaha to nyUnAdhika hotA hI hai| para AtmAko dekheM / 'jo jAnatA hU~ use nahIM jAneM, jise nahIM jAnA hai use jaanuuN|' aisA mAna lenA caahiye| kisIke bApa banakara usakA dhana nahIM liyA jA sktaa| beTA bane to dhana milatA hai| jJAna mA~ganekI bhI rIta hai| 'bApakI bahU, pAnI de' yoM koI laDakA kahe to pAnI nahIM milegaa| 'mAtAjI, pAnI dIjiye' yoM kahe to pAnI milegaa| yahI karanA cAhiye / mAna bar3A zatru hai| "mAna na hotA to yahIM mokSa hotaa|" isakA pratipakSI laghutA-vinaya hai| kisIko ratnakI parIkSA na ho to mArgameM par3A huA ratna bhI usake liye bekAra hai| bAlaka uThA le to usase khelane laga jAya, phira dUsarA kaMkara mila jAya aura use acchA lage to ratnako chor3akara usa kaMkarako uThA le| aMdhA ho to use ratna dIkhe hI nhiiN| ratna kyA hai? aatmaa| usakI prApti manuSyabhavameM ho sakatI hai| viSaya-kaSAya kaMkara hai| phcaaneN| khicar3I banI ho to usameM raMga haldIkA hai, khArApana namakakA hai| yaha dAla hai, yaha cAvala hai, yoM pahacAna ho to bhinnatA samajhameM AtI hai| cakhane para namakake svAdakA patA lagatA hai| isI prakAra pahacAna to karanI pdd'egii| kisI dUsarekI vastu ho aura yaha jJAta ho jAya ki yaha merI vastu nahIM hai, to turata use chor3a deNge| isI prakAra pahacAna ho jAne para jo ApakA nahIM hai use Apa turata chor3a deNge| ___ jIvake pAsa kyA hai? bhAva, pariNAma / jaise bhAva karatA hai vaisA hI pariNamana hotA hai| bhAva sabake pAsa haiN| bacceke pAsa lakar3I ho aura vaha use pasaMda ho, taba use ratna dene para bhI nahIM

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448 upadezAmRta legaa| aise hI sabake bhAva hote haiN| jise jaisI pakar3a hotI hai use vaise hI bhAva hote haiN| bAta sunate hI bhAva hote haiN| ataH AtmAkI bAta sunanI caahiye| anya bAtoMmeM AtmA nahIM hai| jJAnIkI vANI hI alaga hotI hai| sunanese bhAva hote haiN| phira zraddhA hone para pariNamana hotA hai| kahA hai "AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re|" tA. 28-8-35 mAno AtmA hai hI nahIM, isa prakAra use bhulA diyA gayA hai| saca mAne, AtmA hai| vaha na ho to ye saba murde haiN| usIko yAda kreN| loga kahate haiM na ki yaha manuSya mara gayA, para hamArA usase koI saMbaMdha nahIM, hameM snAnasUtaka nahIM lgtaa| aisA hI parabhAvake liye ho jAnA caahiye| dehako kucha bhI ho usase mujhe kyA hai ? yaha to saMyoga hai, saMbaMdha hai / vaha AtmA nahIM hai| __ tA.31-8-35 tyAga, tapa hI bhakti hai| anAdikAlase kyA bAdhaka hai ? viSaya, aura usake kAraNa kssaay| sat aura zIla-sat arthAt AtmabhAvanA, zIla arthAt tyAga / tyAgakI AvazyakatA hai, vaha bhakti hai| tA.4-9-35 AtmA hai / AtmAkI riddhikA varNana nahIM ho sktaa| bAta apUrva hai! usIke gIta gAne haiN| calate-phirate, uThate-baiThate usIkA bhAva karanA hai| usake sukhakA varNana nahIM ho sktaa| jisane use jAna liyA hai usakI hameM pratIti ho jAya, usakI mAnyatAke anusAra hamArI mAnyatA ho jAya to dIpaka prajvalita ho jaayegaa| isameM bhI brahmacarya to bahuta pAtratA pradAyaka sAdhana hai, isase devagati prApta hotI hai| sat zraddhA karanA hI mukhya bAta hai| aisI AsthA hI hitakArI hai| anya vastuoM para jo prema hai use vahA~se haTAkara eka AtmA para prema lAveM to kalyANa hotA hai| isa para lakSya dene jaisA hai| yaha apUrva avasara AyA hai| AtmA hai, yahI bhAvanA karanI hai| aneka jIvoMke kalyANakA kAraNa hogaa| tyAgakI balihArI hai! yathAzakti tyAga karanA cAhiye / jIvake anaMta doSa haiN| jitanA tyAga kiyA jAya utanA hI hitakArI hai| dravya pratyAkhyAna, bhAva pratyAkhyAna, AtmAke liye karanese vizeSa hitakArI haiN| bhAvake anusAra phala prApta hotA hai, bhagavAnake isa vacanako saba dhyAnameM rkheN| __ anekoMkA kalyANa hogA, kAma bana jaayegaa| AtmAke liye saba karanA caahiye| vikalpakA tyAga hI amRta hai, AtmAkA hita hai| bholebhAle jIva bahutase Aye haiM, anekoMko lAbha huA hai| kahanekA tAtparya yaha hai ki AtmArthake liye karanA cAhiye, dehake liye nhiiN| tIna yoga baMdhana haiN| jJAnIne jAnA hai vaha AtmA mAnya ho jAya to kalyANa hai| yogyatAkI kamI hai| jIvako karanA caahiye| kiye binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| svabhAvako badalanA cAhiye / ha~sIko bar3hAnese bar3hatI hai aura ghaTAnese ghaTatI hai| jIvako satpuruSArtha karanA pdd'egaa| pakAnA to pdd'egaa| pUrvakRta kucha caahiye|

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upadezasaMgraha-5 449 zraddhA durlabha hai| pramAda, Alasyake vaza jIva kucha kara nahIM sktaa| jo kAma dinameM karanA hai use aMdheremeM kare to kucha honevAlA nhiiN| manuSyabhavameM saba samajhameM AtA hai| jIvako jAgrata honA cAhiye / jIvako badalanA to par3egA hii| 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re.' pramAda aura Alasyane burA kiyA hai| tA. 12-9-35 pramAdase aura vairAgyake binA rukA huA hai| karanA bahuta sarala hai, aura bahuta kaThina bhI hai| mAnanA, dekhanA-itanA hI karanA hai| jar3a aura cetana, donoMko jAnanA hai| itanI pahacAna honI cAhiye, phira ciMtA nhiiN| ___ Apa saba barAbara bola gaye, isameM nA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| para saba Ter3hA / karanA kyA hai? samakita / loga matha-mathakara mara gaye to bhI hAtha nahIM lgaa| samakita huA ki saba ho gyaa| dIpakake binA aMdherA kaise jAye? dIpakake Ate hI sA~pa, bicchu saba dikhAyI detA hai / DhaMka diyA hai| dIpaka kahA~ nahIM hai? pramAda, Alasya aura saMkalpa-vikalpameM samaya bigaadd'aa| 'Atmasiddhi' ciMtAmaNi hai| ahA! jJAnI kaisA kaha gaye haiM! 'jagatako, jagatakI lIlAko baiThe baiThe muphtameM dekha rahe haiN|' bhUla miTAnI pdd'egii| daravAjA, daravAjA kahanese daravAjA pAsa nahIM AyegA, calanA pdd'egaa| haThI baila jaisA banakara baiTha gayA hai| mArga kaise kaTegA? mAra-kUTakara uThAnA pdd'egaa| kaise ghUse mAre hai! yaha saba jo dikhAyI detA hai vaha mithyA hai, kalpanA hai| AtmAko phcaano| tA. 18-9-35 isa jIvane saba mizraNa kara diyA hai| zarIra alaga hai AtmA alaga hai| AtmA rAjA hai, para mAno vaha hai hI nahIM aisA kara DAlA hai| usako saMbhAlanA hai, para koI nahIM sNbhaaltaa| saba kahate haiM, mere sirameM darda hai, mujhe roga ho gayA hai, yaha bAta bilakula satya lagatI hai; para dhyAnase dekheM to bilakula jhUThI hai| deha aura AtmAkA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai, para jIva mAna rahA hai, mujhe huA yoM kahatA hai| vaha jAnatA hai ki maraneke bAda merA kucha rahane vAlA nahIM hai, phira bhI merepanakI mAnyatA nahIM chUTatI / usako nizcaya nahIM huA hai| pariNamana anya ho rahA hai| jo bAta mu~hase kahatA hai usakA niSedha to kaise kara sakate haiM? para vaha bilakula jhUThI hai| Apake pAsa upayoga hai / jahA~ upayoga hai, vahA~ AtmA hai| eka bAra sabakA snAnasUtaka kara ddaaleN| phira kisIke liye snAna karanekA nahIM rhegaa| yaha jIva akelA hai, para isane merA yaha nahIM kiyA, vaha nahIM kiyA, yoM bolatA rahatA hai aura kahatA hai ki maiM akelA par3a gayA huuN| ye saba to saMyoga haiN| saba chUTanevAle haiN| AtmA kabhI chUTA hai? karmakA doSa nikAlatA hai, para ve saba to chUTaneke liye Ate haiN| karmakA udaya sabako hai| jIva usameM pariNata ho jAtA hai| mohanIya karma durdazA karatA hai| Jain Education

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450 upadezAmRta tA. 19-9-35 bIsa dohe ciMtAmaNi haiN| jaise vyavahArameM prasAdI bA~TI jAtI hai, vaise hI yaha prasAdI hai| usameM spaSTarUpase batAyA hai| koI koI aisI auSadhi bhI hotI hai ki jise rogI khAye to bhI guNa karatI hai aura svastha vyakti khAye to bhI guNa karatI hai| vaisI hI yaha uddhArakI auSadhi haiN| davAIke liye dUdha pAnIkI AvazyakatA hotI hai, vaise hI isake liye kyA Avazyaka hai? - [carcA honeke pazcAt] sabakI bAta saccI hai| para kisIne gAlI dI ho to vaha bAra bAra yAda AtI hai; vaise hI Apa saba jAnate haiM phira bhI jora dekara kahate haiM ki 'bhAva' cAhiye / ise vizeSa dhyAnameM rakheM / sAmAyika to sabhI karate haiM, para pUNiyA zrAvakakI sAmAyikakI hI prazaMsA huI / isI prakAra bhAva bhAvameM aMtara hai| 'sAdhuko sadaiva samatA hotI hai' isIko cAritra-samabhAva kahate haiN| sAdhu sabameM AtmA dekhate haiM, . sabako siddhake samAna dekhate haiN| itanA samajhameM A gayA to kAma bana gayA! 'bhaktAmara' Adi stotra haiM, para bIsa dohe sabakA sAra hai| denevAlA kauna hai? x tA. 25-9-35 paramakRpAludevane hamase kahA thA, AtmA dekho| hamane mAna liyA aura kAma ho gyaa| dRSTimeM viSa hai jisase anya dikhAyI detA hai| 'vaha sat hai,' 'vaha paramAnaMdarUpa hI hai, aisA nizcaya ho jAya to zeSa kyA rahe? yaha to saba sAtA vedanI hai, sukha nahIM hai| sukha to AtmAkA hai, vahI saccA hai| tuma sabako bhAva, pariNAma karavAne haiN| cuTakI bharakara jagAnA hai| abhI manuSyabhava hai, yahA~ samakita ho sakatA hai| phira kahA~se lAyeMge? pazu, Dhorake bhavameM kyA karoge? jaise loga dhana chipAkara rakhate haiM, vaise hI samabhAvarUpI dhanako ikaTThA kara rkho| usameMse saba mila jaayegaa| samakita hai, tilaka hai, pramAda na karo, ise prApta kara lo| jAge tabhIse saberA, samajhe tabhIse saberA / ataH bhUlameM na jAne do| padArthakA nirNaya honemeM jitanI kacAsa utanI kmii| mAnya kara lo| nizcaya kara lo| pramAda burA karatA hai| zUravIra talavAra lekara zatruko mAranekI dRSTi rakhate haiM, aisA hI karanA hai| mehamAna ho, pakSiyoMkA melA hai| akele jaaoge| mai kauna hU~? isakA kabhI vicAra hI nahIM kiyaa| yaha saba riddhi siddhi usIkI hai aura use hI bhulA diyA hai| aba karanA kyA hai? kauna sunatA hai? eka AtmabhAvanAmeM rho| zeSa saba mAthApaccI hai| kucha dekhane jaisA nahIM hai| paramakRpAludevane kahA thA 'bhUla jaao'| jo samajha gaye ve samA gye| cAroM ora Aga hai, vahA~ aba kyA dekhanA hai? strI, puruSake veSa bhUla jaao| aMdheremeM dIpaka jlaao| samabhAva rkho| AsravameM saMvara kro| dvArakA jala gayI, saba naSTa ho gayA, taba baladeva pUchate haiM ki "kahA~ jAyeMge? pA~DavoMke pAsa? unakA bhI to hamane bigAr3a kiyA hai!" kahanekA tAtparya yaha ki samabhAvako samajhanA hai| saba ora Aga laga rahI hai| saba bhAvoMkI apekSA samabhAvako bulaao| zAMti prApta kro|

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upadezasaMgraha - 5 tA. 28-9-35 akelA ho vahA~ bhI AtmA hai / AtmA na ho to anya kyA hai ? para jIvako patA nahIM hai / isIliye jJAniyoMne kahA hai ki pahacAna karo, zeSa to "sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra zo ? samajye jina svarUpa. " 451 yaha kathana ekadama spaSTa kara diyA hai / nIMbUkA pAnI sabameM mila jAtA hai aise hI jaisI bAta nikalI ho usameM milakara jIva vaisA hI ho jAtA hai / satsaMgI bAtameM bhI tadrUpa ho jAtA hai| cAhe samajhameM na Aye, phira bhI paryAya par3ate haiM / kauna kAma karatA hai ? zraddhA / isIliye kahA hai ki AtmAkA kalyANa AtmA karatA hai / jIvako patA nahIM hai, anyathA yaha saba kyA hai ? karma hai, kacarA hai / eka manuSyako veSa pahanAkara biThA diyA ho, sAdhu jaisA veSa ho, to kyA use jJAnI kaheMge ? aisA hI 0000000000 ke saMbaMdhameM suna rahe haiM, para bAvaroM jaisI bAta lagatI hai / hamAre pAsa kA~TA hai / saba para samadRSTi hai / kisIko choTA bar3A kahanA nahIM hai, aisA manameM hotA bhI nahIM hai; kintu jahA~ sat na ho, vahA~ sat kaise kahA jA sakatA hai ? saba sthAnoM para jAneke mArga hote haiM, vaise hI AtmAmeM jAnekA mArga samabhAva hai / usake binA nahIM jA sakate, yaha samajhanA hai| hameM to kisIko chor3A bar3A nahIM kahanA hai / karma nahIM dekhane haiM / 'paryAyadRSTi na dIjIo, eka ja kanaka abhaMga re / ' "yaha jIva jahA~ jahA~ janmA hai, bhavake prakAra dhAraNa kiye haiM, vahA~ vahA~ usa usa prakArake abhimAnase pravRtti kI hai / jisa abhimAnako nivRtta kiye binA usa usa dehakA aura dehake saMbaMdha meM AnevAle padArthoMkA isa jIvane tyAga kiyA hai, arthAt abhI taka usane jJAnavicArase usa bhAvako gayA hai aura ve ve pUrvasaMjJAe~ abhI taka yoM kI yoM isa jIvake abhimAnameM vidyamAna hai, ise hI saMpUrNa lokakI adhikaraNakriyAkA hetu kahA hai" - itanI hI gutthIko sulajhAnA hai / tA. 29-9-35 jJAnIkI bAta apUrva hai ! jIva kaisA hai ? sarala pariNAmI hai yA nahIM, samakitI hai yA nahIM, yaha jJAnI dekhakara batA sakate haiM / samajhameM AnA caahiye| samajhameM AyA ho to patA lagatA hai aura kAma banatA hai / zarIra svAmI bana baiThA hai / usakI sAra saMbhAla hotI hai / vAstavameM to vaha zatru hai, yaha samajhanA cAhiye / luTAlUTa karanekA samaya A gayA hai / isakA artha yaha hai ki bhAva kareM, AtmAke bhAva kareM / 'zarIra merA nahIM hai' aisA nizcaya honA cAhiye / use viSarUpa samajhe binA anya koI upAya nahIM hai| sabhI jJAniyoMne aisA hI kiyA hai / yaha to camatkAra hai, camatkAra! sabase haTAkara AtmAmeM bhAva karavAyA hai / jo 'merA' nahIM hai, use 'merA' banAnekA prayatna na kreN| vaha 'merA' honevAlA nahIM hai| jo

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452 upadezAmRta karanA hai use Aja batAye detA hU~ : samajha / adhika kahU~ to-bhAva / dRr3hatA honI cAhiye / pariNAma, bhAva karate karate saphalatA prApta hogii| yaha saMbaMdha hai to kyA vaha nahIM hai? hai hii| jo hameM milA hai, vahI de rahe haiM : bIsa dohe, kSamApanAkA pATha, ATha troTaka chaMda, chaha padakA patra, Atmasiddhi / kisI bhI dina inako nahIM bhuuliyegaa| kyA prApta karanA hai? samakita / samakita samAdhimaraNakA kAraNa hai| kucha na kara sakeM to bhAva avazya rkheN| bhAvase zraddhA hogI / mAnya ho tabhI bhAva hote haiM / "vaha AtmajJAna hone taka jIvako 'mUrtimAna AtmajJAnasvarUpa' aise sadgurudevakA niraMtara Azraya avazya karane yogya hai, isameM saMzaya nahIM hai|" jJAnI kyA karate haiM ki jisase unheM baMdha nahIM hotA? kisIko jJAta ho to kheN| ___[carcA honeke pazcAt yaha saba to sunA huA kaha rahe haiM; para kahane jaisA nahIM hai| paramakRpAludevane kahA thA, kisIko kahanA mata / aMtameM samajhegA kauna? aatmaa| tA. 1-10-35 bIsa dohe yaha saba kraayeNge| vaha maMtra hai| bar3I kaThinatAse jo kabhI kabhI jJAnIke pAsase sunaneko milatA, use hama spaSTarUpase kaha rahe haiN| patA nahIM lagatA para jJAnI to saba kaha dete haiN| yaha saba kyA hai? karma phUTa nikale haiN| karma udayameM Ate haiM, saMkalpa-vikalpa Ate haiM ve saba jJAta hote haiN| jaisA khAnA khAyA ho vaisI hI DakAra AtI hai| bIsa dohe maMtra hai, jisase tadrUpa banA jA skegaa| gaMbhIratA, dhIraja rkheN| koI vyakti rogI ho, pAgala huA ho aura rogake kAraNa bakabaka kare vaisA hI isa jIvakA vyavahAra hai| Atmako dekheM to sabhI samAna haiM, usameM bheda nahIM hai| ___ 'he bhagavAna! maiM AtmArthake liye kara rahA hU~' aisI bhAvanA rakheM / hama to AtmakalyANake sivAya anya koI sAdhana nahIM batAte, usake sivAya hamArI anya koI AjJA ho nahIM sktii| *** tA. 2-10-35 jaise strIko patikI vAraMvAra smRti hotI hai vaise AtmAkI smRti honI caahiye| yaha to use bhUla hI gayA hai! usIke kAraNa yaha saba hai, vaha na ho to kucha bhI nahIM hai, phira bhI use yAda bhI nahIM krtaa| saba jAnevAle haiM, mehamAna haiN| ye saba bulAte haiM vaha bhI kisake kAraNa? usake (AtmAke) kAraNa / saba zAstra haiM, phira bhI isakA vAcana kyoM hotA hai? jo hRdayameM hotA hai vahI hoTha para AtA hai| udaya hai| sabako udaya hai, para usakI ora na dekheN| tA.3-10-35 patrAMka 430 kA vAcana __ "kalyANa jisa mArgase hotA hai usa mArgake do mukhya kAraNa dekhanemeM Ate haiN| eka to jisa saMpradAyameM AtmArthake liye sabhI asaMgatAvAlI kriyAe~ hoM, anya kisI bhI artha-prayojanakI icchAse na hoM, aura niraMtara jJAnadazA para jIvoMkA citta ho, usameM avazya kalyANake utpanna honekA yoga mAnate haiN|"

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upadezasaMgraha-5 453 itanA gale utara jAye to basa hai| asaMgatAvAlI kriyA kyA hai? isakA uttara diyA nahIM jA sktaa| yaha saba nahIM dekhanA hai| hameM to AtmAkI bAta priya hai| anya kucha acchA nahIM lgtaa| yaha saba kacarA hai| saba mara jAnevAle haiM, phira kisIkA kucha patA nahIM lgegaa| isameM kyA dekhanA? kitane hI manuSya the, ve saba kahA~ gaye? yaha saba dekhanA acchA nahIM lgtaa| mAtra AtmAkI bAta sunanese AnaMda AtA hai| tA.7-10-35 kaise bhAva kareMge? kyA puruSArtha kareMge? saba cAhiye / sAmagrI cAhiye / cUlhemeM lakar3I jalAyI hoM, para bhagonemeM pAnI hI na ho to garma kyA hogA? isI prakAra bhAvarUpI pAnI cAhiye, taba sAmagrI kAma aayegii| yahA~kI bAta alaga hai| yahA~ to AsravameM saMvara hotA hai| bodha ho to tadanusAra bhAva hote haiN| usa bhAvake sAtha puruSArtha kareMge to pariNamana hogaa| vaise akelA puruSArtha vyartha hai| satpuruSArtha kreN| nimitta cAhiye / bodhake anusAra bhAva hote haiN| ___ mara jAye para Dige nahIM, aisI zraddhA hone para bhI udaya hotA hai| yaha saba dikhAI detA hai vaha kacareke samAna lagatA hai, viSake samAna lagatA hai / mumukSu kahA~ cale gaye? saba mara gye| ye haiM ve bhI jaayeNge| kisIko kucha kahanA nahIM haiN| bAta karanekA sthAna nahIM hai| kahane jAyeMge to kuchakA kucha pakar3a leNge| "tAruM tArI pAsa che, tyAM bIjAnuM zuM kAma? dANe dANA upare, khAnArAnuM nAma." tA.9-10-35 patrAMka 371 kA vAcana :___karanA kyA hai? smjh| kAmameM kyA AyegI? samajha / zarIra to vRddha ho jaayegaa| hamArA zarIra dekheM-kAna, A~kha aba kAma nahIM krte| para isase kyA? pU~jI ho to kAmameM AtI hai| pU~jI ekatrita kara lenI cAhiye, samajha hI pU~jI hai| zarIra to calA jAyagA, para samajha nahIM jaayegii| bhAvako haTAkara jahA~ karanA cAhiye vahA~ kreN| samajhake anusAra bhAva hoNge| isa patrameM saba spaSTIkaraNa hai, kucha bAkI nahIM rakhA hai| laghutA arthAt paryAyadRSTi na krnaa| jaba taka paryAyadRSTi rahegI, taba taka laghutA nahIM aayegii| paryAyadRSTike hote hue AtmabhAvanA karanA abhimAna mAtra hai| yaha jIva jisa-jisakA abhimAna karatA hai, vaha pudgala hai| usameM AtmA kahA~ hai? phira usakA abhimAna kisa kAmakA? 'paryAyadRSTi na diijiye| _svadhAma jAte samaya rAmane kahA thA ki saba vimAnameM baiTha jAyeM, vaisA hI samaya AyA hai| samajha prApta kara leN| phira bhaya kisakA? bhaya hotA ho to samajheM ki burI gati honevAlI hai| pudgala to jAnevAlA hai / pU~jI ikaTThI kI ho to kAmameM AtI hai| pU~jI kyA? samajha / saba jAnevAlA hai| bhAva jJAnIke prati modd'eN| jisameM bhAva jAyeMge vaisA hogaa| bhAva badalanA apane hAthameM hai| pudgalako rakhanese bhI nahIM rhegaa| satsAdhanako samajhaneke pazcAt baMdhana kaise ho sakatA hai ? pudgala grahaNa na

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454 upadezAmRta kiye hoM to duHkha AyegA kyA? bhale hI mana vacana kAyAke yoga raheM, para jIva unheM grahaNa hI na kare to ve kyA kareMge? baMdhana kisa prakAra hogA? jahA~ dIpaka ho vahA~ a~dherA kaise raha sakatA hai? Apane AtmAko dekhA nahIM hai| para bhedIne dekhA hai-bhedakA bheda / bhAva usI para kreN| 'dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA' phira bhaya kisakA? paramakRpAludevane 'samAdhizataka' diyA, usameM apane hAthase likha diyA thA 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re|' itanA mila gayA to saba mila gayA-bhAva kahA~ rakhanA cAhiye vaha mila gyaa| isa patrameM, dene yogya saba de diyA hai, gupta dhana de diyA hai| tA. 10-10-35 saba mAyA hai| aneka gaye / saba jAnevAle haiM, saceta ho jAnA hai| mAyAse chUTanekA prayatna kareM, ba~dhanekA na kreN| saba zokarUpa hai| "ina tattvavettAoMne saMsArasukhakI pratyeka sAmagrIko zokarUpa batAyA hai|" manuSyabhava durlabha hai| taiyAra ho jaayeN| yaha nahIM, dRSTi bdleN| vairAgyakI balihArI hai, amRta hai! satsaMgase sukha hai| ye saba saMga haiM, AtmA asaMga hai| tA. 14-10-35 karma to chUTa hI rahe haiN| vikalpa dvArA jIva anya naye karma bA~dhatA hai, anyathA mukta hI ho jAtA hai| karmake kAraNa hI roga aura maraNa hai| 'Ao' kahanese karma bar3hate nahIM aura 'jAo' kahanese jAte nhiiN| chUTanekA upAya 'samabhAva' hai| karmakI gaThariyA~ haiM unheM jIva 'merA merA' kahakara pakar3e rakhatA hai| isIliye kahA hai ki 'terI derIse dera hai|' tU 'merA' mAnanA chor3a degA to karma pIche par3akara nahIM cipkeNge| tU hI unheM ikaTThe karaneke liye daur3atA hai| __ 'phikarake phAke bhare, usakA nAma phakIra / ' saba jAnevAlA hai| 'merA' mAnegA to bhI jAyegA, rahegA nhiiN| kisIko kahanA nahIM hai, para bhAva karane haiN| jo honA ho so ho| paisekA mada hotA hai, sunaneke bAda samajhanekA mada hotA hai, vaha nahIM karanA caahiye| jo hai so hai| kisIko kahe ki jIvako mAra DAlo, koI mAra sakegA kyA? use dabA do to dabegA kyA? phira ciMtA kisa bAtakI? mAyAkI gaTharI ikaTThI karatA hai, phira 'merA merA' kara usameM (mohAgnimeM) jalatA rahatA hai| ___ tA.16-10-35 saba mithyA hai| use 'merA merA' mAnakara kyoM rotA hai? jo duHkharUpa hai usameM sukha kaise ho sakatA hai? AtmAmeM duHkha hai? phira kyoM DaratA hai? vedanA AyI ho use dekhatA raha / samakitI to use sAtA mAnatA hai| vaha kyA karatA hai? mAtra dekhA karatA hai| usameM kyA A gayA? smjh| samajhanese hI chuTakArA hai| ''jJAnIkI sabhI pravRtti samyak hotI hai' aisA kyoM? jJAnI jaisA hai vaisA hI dekhatA hai| striyA~ anyake gharakA vilApa apane ghara lAtI haiM aura rotI haiM, aise hI saba saMsAra + mUla gujarAtI pATha 'jJAnInA gammA, jema nAkhe tema smmaa|'

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upadezasaMgraha-5 455 karatA hai| anyake ghara maraNa, usameM mujhe kyA? jisakI ginatI karanI cAhiye usakI ginatI to karatA nahIM aura dUsaroMke liye rotA hai| baccA huA use khilAnemeM sukha mAnatA hai! yadi koI use kahe ki yaha to terA vairI hai to hA~ kahakara punaH use khilAne lagatA hai| isI prakAra jIva kahatA to hai, para mAnatA nhiiN| samajhakara samA jAnA hai| kisIko kucha kahanA nahIM hai| vedanAko do miniTa rukaneke liye kahA ho to vaha nahIM rukegii| paiseko do miniTa rahaneko kahA ho to vaha nahIM rhegaa| jo jAneke liye hI AyA hai usake liye tU kyoM vyartha mAthApaccI karatA hai ? samajha prApta karanI hai| samajhase hI chuTakArA hai, anya koI upAya nhiiN| aneka mara gaye, tujhe bhI maranA hai| para AtmA marA kyA? nhiiN| to phira tU kisake liye rotA hai ? kisake liye vilApa karatA hai? yahI bhUla hai| bhUla to nikAlanI hI pdd'egii| 'dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyaa|' vaha kara le| "nahi banavAnuM nahi bane, banavaM vyartha na thAya; kAM e auSadha na pIjiye, jethI ciMtA jAya." yaha auSadhi pI le| amuka bhAI nahIM Aye to isakI ciMtA kyoM karatA hai? kisaliye vilApa karatA hai? saba mAnanA chor3a de, AtmAko maan| kucha rahanevAlA nahIM hai, taba phira vaha terA kaise hogA? tA. 17-12-35 mumukSu-jar3a aura cetana ye do vastu haiM aisA sunate haiM, phira bhI dehAdhyAsake kAraNa AtmAkI ora lakSya nahIM rhtaa| taba dehAdhyAsa kama kaise ho? prabhuzrI-anAdikAlase jIvane dehako hI sa~bhAlA hai, AtmAko nahIM sNbhaalaa| vaha to mAno hai hI nahIM aisA samajha liyA hai| vAstavameM yadi vaha na ho to saba murde haiN| bhAva kreN| jaise koI mahAmaMtra ho vaise hI 'bIsa dohe' viSa utAraneke liye mahAmaMtra hai| yaha amRta hai| vizvAsa aura pratIti caahiye| tA. 27-12-35 bhrAMtise AtmA parabhAvakA kartA hai, yaha jJAnI puruSakA vacana hai| mithyAtva aura mohake kAraNa ajJAna hai| inheM haTAnese jJAna hotA hai| para use haTAneke liye jJAnIpuruSa, satpuruSakI AjJA, sadbodha nimittakAraNa haiN| auSadha to le kintu pathyakA pAlana na kare to roga nahIM mitttaa| yadyapi auSadhi vikriyA nahIM karatI, para roga nahIM mitttaa| isI prakAra maMtrake sAtha sat zIlake vyavahArarUpa pathyakA pAlana na kare to karmarUpa roga miTatA nhiiN| icchAkA nirodha kreN| viSaya, kaSAya arthAt krodhAdi, rAgadveSa kama karanekI pravRtti na ho to maMtrarUpI auSadhise anya vikriyA to nahIM hotI, para karmarUpI roga nahIM mitttaa|

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upadezAmRta aSADha sudI 4, budha, 1991 AtmA asaMga hai, apratibaMdha hai, ajara hai, amara hai, avinAzI hai| aise zarIra to aneka dhAraNa kiye, una sabakA nAza huaa| ataH deha para moha na kreN| eka AtmA para lakSya rkheN| yaha mahAmaMtra hai / 456 tA. 23-1-36 satsaMgakA mAhAtmya athAha hai / satsaMgameM kyA hotA hai ? AtmAkI zraddhA hotI hai, pariNamana 1 hotA hai / tA. 3-2-36 manuSyabhava durlabha hai / maitrI, pramoda, kAruNya, madhyastha bhAvanA karanI cAhiye / bar3I se bar3I bAta satsaMga hai| satsaMgameM bodha amRtake samAna hai / vahA~ samAgamameM koI vacana sunanemeM Aye to sahaja hI puNyabaMdha hotA hai / jJAnIpuruSakI vANI sunAyI de aura kvacit na bhI sunAyI de to bhI puNyabaMdha hotA hai / mehamAna hai, manuSyabhava durlabha hai / "he jIvoM! tuma samajho, samyak prakArase samajho, manuSyabhava milanA bahuta durlabha hai aura cAroM gatiyoMmeM bhaya hai, aisA jAno / ajJAnase sadviveka pAnA durlabha hai, aisA samajho / sArA loka ekAMta duHkhase jala rahA hai, aisA jAno aura 'saba jIva' apane apane karmoMke kAraNa viparyAsatAkA anubhava karate haiM, isakA vicAra karo / " yaha merA putra, yaha merI strI, yaha merA ghara - ye saba baMdhana haiM / "sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayAM, rahyo na koI upAya; satsAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya ?" kucha nahIM to 'bIsa dohe' hI nitya caMDIpAThakI taraha bole to bhI kAma bana jAyegA / saMga balavAna hai / I sArA loka ekAMta duHkhase jala rahA hai / janma jarA maraNa jaisA koI burA nahIM / mArga meM jaise loga ikaTThe ho jAte haiM, vaise hI yaha eka melA hai / isameM prasanna kyoM hotA hai ? sukha aura duHkha kyoM mAnatA hai ? yaha terA dharma nahIM hai / anaMta bhava bIta gaye to bhI tUne AtmAko nahIM pahacAnA, to aba kaba pahacAnegA? ataH satsaMga aura tyAga - vairAgya kara / pahale satsaMga bahuta kaThina lagegA, para aMtameM yahI sukha degA / saMsArase karmabaMdha hotA hai, vairAgyase hita hotA hai / yaha avasara AyA hai / saba jIva apane karmoMse viparyAsa bhogate haiN| manuSyabhava durlabha hai / cAroM gati ati duHkhadAyI haiN| janma, jarA, maraNa ye saba duHkhadAyI haiN| 'maiM' aura 'merA' saba baMdhana hai| mArA jaayegaa| yaha terA nahIM hai / yaha yoga kucha aisA vaisA hai ? aba kaba dekhegA ? jise baMdhanamukta honA hai use AtmAkI gaveSaNA karanI cAhiye / baniyA hai, brAhmaNa hai, paTela hai - yaha kucha nahIM / 1 "jyAM lagI AtamA tattva cInyo nahIM; tyAM lagI sAdhanA sarva jUThI " 1 kucha nahIM / manako ghUmatA, bhaTakatA huA rakhatA hai / paTaka sira phor3a de ptthrse| jaise kolhUkA baila ghUmatA rahatA hai vaise paribhramaNa karatA hai / terA koI nahIM hai / na terA putra hai, na terA

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457 upadezasaMgraha-5 paisA, na terA ghara / tU to mehamAna hai| sukha duHkha bhogakara calA jaa| 1"sukhaduHkha manamAM na ANiye, ghaTa sAthe re ghaDiyAM; TALyAM te koInAM nava TaLe, raghunAthanAM jaDiyAM." sArA jagata karmAdhIna hai| duHkha, mahAbhayaMkara duHkha hai| lakSya rkheN| 'Atmasiddhi' kyA aisI vaisI hai? eka eka gAthA para vicAra kare to kAma bana jAya, isakA bhAna bhI nahIM hai / maiMne kaMThastha kara lI hai, mujhe AtI hai, jJAta hai, yoM sAmAnya kara DAlatA hai| sAmAnya kara detA hai yahI duHkha aura vyAdhi hai| ___ AtmAkA smaraNa kiye jaa| bhagavAnane kahA hai ki sukha duHkha AyeMge hI, yaha satya hai| kiyekA phala hai| kahA jAya aisA nahIM hai| "jise AtmAkI gaveSaNA karanI ho use yamaniyamAdi sarva sAdhanoMke Agrahako gauNa kara satsaMgakI gaveSaNA karanI cAhiye aura upAsanA karanI cAhiye / jise satsaMgakI upAsanA karanI ho use saMsArakI upAsanA karanekA AtmabhAva sarvathA tyAganA caahiye|" __ cAhe jitane rupaye kharca karane para bhI koI tujhe itanI zikSA degA? sthiratA dhAraNa kara / bahuta bhUla hai| vyartha bIta rahA hai (jiivn)| eka satsaMgakI AjJAkI upAsanA karanI caahiye| "prArabdha pahale banyA, pIche banA zarIra; tulasI acaraja o bar3I, mana na bAMdhe dhIra." ataH saceta ho jaa| yaha bAta kahIM nahIM milegii| mRtyu avazya aayegii| phira bhI yaha jIva bAraMbAra bhUla jAtA hai| yaha bAta koI nahIM suneMge kyA? taubA! taubA! sArA loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai| 'pada hai, paisA hai, ghara hai, makAna hai, gAr3I hai, ghor3A hai-saba sukha hai, mujhe kyA kamI hai?' aisA mAnakara magna rahatA hai| kintu parAdhIna hai| rAjA aura raMka sabakI mRtyu hai / kSamA karanA, samatA rakhanA aura bhagavAnakA nAma nahIM chodd'naa| jo AyA hai vaha jaayegaa| zraddhA, lakSya aura pratIti ho to vaha ciMtAmaNi hai| sAmAnya na bnaayeN| maiM to jAnatA hU~, aisA kahatA hai| karma phUTA terA! bahuta bhUla ho rahI hai! cetane jaisA hai| yaha jIvanaDorI hai vaha kAma aayegii| saMbhAla aura samajha rakhe to yaha anaMtagunI kamAI hai| bIsa dohoMkA caMDIpAThake samAna nitya pATha kare to yaha ciMtAmaNi hai| yahA~ to dharma hai aura vahI kartavya hai| jaba taka zarIra hai taba taka bolU~gA / kaThinatAse bola rahA huuN| zakti nahIM hai, phira bhI paramArtha samajhakara bola rahA huuN| hama DhUMDhiyA the, bar3e sAdhu the, kintu paramakRpAludevake samAgamase samajha gaye ki eka AtmA hI merA hai, anya saba mehamAna haiN| kala saba cale jaayeNge| ataH yahI karanA hai| "AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNuM, te sAcA guru hoya; bAkI kuLaguru kalpanA, AtmArthI nahi joya." AtmajJAna hI sat hai| kisIko dikhAneke liye kucha nahIM kahanA hai| sadgurukI prAptise kucha 1. sukha duHkhako manameM nahIM lAnA cAhiye, kyoMki unakA to zarIrake sAtha nirmANa ho cukA hai| (raghunAtha rAma=prArabdha) karmAnusAra unakI prApti honI hI hai, ve kisIke TAlanese Tala nahIM skte|

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458 upadezAmRta alaga hI lahara aura prasannatA AtI hai| 'Apa samAna bala nahIM aura megha samAna jala nhiiN|' ataH svayaM hI karanA par3egA, isa bAtako pakar3A to pakar3a hI liyA, vaha aba kisI prakAra chUTanevAlA nahIM hai| AtmajJAna para jAyeMge to kAma bana jAyegA aura pAse sIdhe pdd'eNge| "vicArakI nirmalatA dvArA yadi yaha jIva anya paricayase pIche haTe to sahajameM abhI hI use Atmayoga prakaTa ho|" Azcaryajanaka bAta! ekadama hitakI zikSA / mAtra hRdayameM AtmAke liye royeN| taiyAra ho jaayeN| amRta hai, kintu bAharakI vikRtadRSTi nikAlanI par3egI, dRSTi badalanI pdd'egii| AtmArtha dekheMge to AtmAkA hita hogaa| vANI apUrva hai| jitanA na ho utanA thodd'aa| kartavya hai| jo kiyA so shii| lakSya lenA jarUrI hai| tA.5-2-36 bure bhAva karanese acchA hogA? acche bhAva kareMge to burA hogA? "bhAve jinavara pUjiye, bhAve dIje dAna; bhAve bhAvanA bhAviye, bhAve kevalajJAna." isase koI saMkSiptamArga batAyeMge? mArga to yahI hai, patA nahIM lgaa| isI kAraNa duHkha, phikara, ciMtA hai| aura kahA~ jAye? AtmabhAva rkheN| ghUmane nikalA hai to ghUma, anyathA ThikAne baiTha jaa| ___kara vicAra to pAma' isakA kyA pariNAma AtA hai, vaha dekha lenaa| sukha duHkha, rupayA-paisA, merA terA saba rAkha hai| AtmAke sivAya anya koI bhI vastu vAstavameM acchI laga sakatI hai kyA? gutthI par3I hai, vaha sulajha nahIM rahI hai| hamane kyA kiyA hai ? chor3anA par3A hai| jJAnIne kahA hai, saba chor3anA pdd'egaa| kucha hai nahIM, kintu yadi sAthameM liyA to ar3acana kregaa| nahIM legA to ar3acana karegA? ataH chor3anA pdd'egaa| chor3a diyA to ar3acana nahIM hogii| AtmA, AtmA-sarvatra AtmA dekho| anya kucha nhiiN| AtmAko dekhA nahIM aura nahIM jAnanekA jAna liyaa| jo dekhanA hai use nahIM dekhA aura nahIM dekhanA hai use dekhaa| koI kahegA ki hAthI, ghor3e, strI dikhAyI dete haiM, yaha jhUTha hai kyA? yahI dekhanA ho to caurAsIke cakkarameM ghUma aa| yaha saba marmakI bAta hai| koI samajhatA nhiiN| saba ulajhana hai| vApasa lauTanA par3egA, chor3anA par3egA, karanA par3egA, anyathA kucha honevAlA nhiiN| yahI bAta hai| yaha bhAva karate hue anya kucha ho to kahanA / zakkara khAnese zakkarakA phala, viSa khAnese viSakA phala / tere hAthameM hai| terI orase derI hai| bharata ceta! bharata ceta! basa itanA hI hai| jAnA nahIM hai| bodha sunA nahIM hai| tUMbImeM kNkr| terA ronA, terA duHkha-paravastu hI dekhanI hai? bhrama hai| paradA nahIM haTA jisase dekhA nahIM hai| to aba kyA kahanA? ina sabameM DhU~Dho / AtmA kahIM nahIM hai| to aba kisako mAnanA hai? kisako pahacAnanA hai? paMcAyata kisakI hai? khAne-pInekI? vAstavika paMcAyata to yahI ho rahI hai kintu mArga to alaga hI hai, gahana hai-tyAgakA mArga hai| strI, bacce, hAtha, pA~va sabakA tyAga / phira kyA bacA? aatmaa| abhI samajhameM nahIM AyA hai| tA. 6-2-36 Apa sabake pAsa kyA hai? bhAva / AtmA hai to bhAva hai| bAta kisake hAthameM hai? jIva acche bhAva kare to acchA phala milatA hai, bure bhAva kare to burA phala milatA hai| AtmA kahA~ nahIM hai?

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upadezasaMgraha-5 459 sarvatra hai| jaisA dekhanA ho vaisA dikhAyI detA hai| hAthI dekhanA hogA to hAthI dikhAyI degA, AtmA dekheMge to AtmA dikhAyI degA aura baniyA, paTela dekheMge to vaisA dikhAyI degaa| jIvakI ginanemeM bhUla ho rahI hai| AtmAkI ginatI nahIM kI, aura zarIrakI ginatI karatA hai| AtmAkI ginatI kare nahIM aura rogakI ginatI kare to roga hai| isa bhaTakate jIvako paramakRpAludevane bulA kara likha diyA : "AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|" mumukSu-yaha to bahuta sugama mArga hai| prabhuzrI-bAta satya hai, para usa bhAvameM rahA nahIM jaataa| bhaTakanA hai to jA, cakkara lagAkara A-bhaTakakara aa| saba hAthameM hai| jJAnIke eka vacanameM anaMta Agama haiN| kyA karanA hai? nizcaya karanA hai| kahA to saba hai, para bAta to yahI hai| sabake pAsa bhAva hai yA nahIM? kisIke pAsa nahIM hai kyA? aba kyA kareM? yaha aisI vaisI bAta nahIM hai, camatkAra hai! eka vacanameM mokSa hai! kahate sabhI haiM, para koI karatA hai aura koI nahIM karatA; jaisA kareMge vaisA hogaa| bhAvane burA kiyA hai, janma, jarA, maraNa aura bhava khar3e kara diye haiN| zuddhabhAva ho to bhaTakanA nahIM pdd'taa| "bhAve jinavara pUjiye, bhAve dIje dAna; bhAve bhAvanA bhAviye, bhAve kevalajJAna." tA.8-2-36 yaha jagata AtmA nahIM hai| AtmAkI pahacAna kreN| AtmAkI, satsaMgakI bhAvanA rkheN| AtmA haiM usakI ginatI rkheN| vaha sukha duHkhako jAnanevAlA haiN| sukha jisase AtA hai usakA bhAna nahIM hai| jIva mAtrakI icchA AraMbha parigrahakI hai, vaha mAyA hai| vaha chor3ane yogya hai| jJAnIko Asakti nahIM hai| Dhora, pazu, pakSIko kucha patA lagatA hai? manuSyabhava hai to patA lagatA hai| saba mAyA hai| merA bhAI, merA bApa, yaha saba kucha nahIM hai| eka AtmAko jaano| jitanI tRSNA adhika utane janma adhika / burese burI hai tRSNA / tRSNAne hI burA kiyA hai| ___ "kyA icchata? khovata sabai, hai icchA duHkhamUla; jaba icchAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla." icchA burI hai| aisA to bhavabhavameM kiyA hai| yaha saba samajhanese chuTakArA hogaa| samajhe to bhava kaTa jAte haiM aura na samajhe to bhava khar3e ho jAte haiN| bhAgadaur3a kara rahA hai| jAnevAlA hai, isameM zaMkA nahIM hai| ___ abhI taka jIvane camar3ekA vyApAra kiyA hai, AtmAkA nahIM kiyaa| 'merA, merA' kara rahA hai| usIkI bhAvanA karatA hai| mahApuruSake vacana haiM, "jahA~ kalapanA-jalapanA tahA~ mAyU~ duHkha chaaNii|" jo apanA nahIM hai use prApta karanekI bhAvanA karatA hai| isa saMsArameM kisIkA icchArUpI roga miTA hai kyA? icchA, icchA aura icchA / kAma kahA~ hotA hai? vicAra karanese icchAkA nAza hotA hai| ye saba baiThe haiM para kisIne AtmA dekhA? camatkAra hai! AtmA dekho| yaha ku~cI hai| kisIko patA nahIM lgaa| kisIne jAnA hai? kisIne mAnA hai ? kisIne svIkAra kiyA hai ? kisIko milA hai?

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460 upadezAmRta I mAtra yaha baniyA, yaha choTA, yaha bar3A aisI bAta huI hai aura hotI hai / 'AtmA hai, AtmA hai' aisA nizcaya nahIM huA hai / "sarvAtmamAM samadRSTi dyo, A vacanane hRdaye lakho / " kauna burA karatA hai ? rAga aura dveSa / sArA jagata isIse duHkha sahana karatA hai / samabhAva karake dekho! dekho to sahI ! aba isa para thor3A vicAra karo / samabhAvase kyA huA ? Azcaryajanaka huA ! hajAroM bhava Tala gaye / kevalajJAna huaa| samabhAva kara mokSa gaye / yaha to tAlI para tAlI ! kucha Azcaryajanaka hai ! camatkAra hai! bhedI nahIM mile| "sunate sunate phUTe kAna, to bhI na AyA brahmajJAna / " jise ginanA hai use hI chor3a diyA hai| par3hA hai para gunA nahIM / ThIka bAta kii| sama kyA vastu hai ? ise kisameM loge ? yaha kisameM rahatI hai? jarA vicAra to karo, tUMbImeM kaMkara ! vicAra nahIM kiyA, samajhA nahIM / upAlaMbha dene jaisI bAta kara rahA hU~, para satya hai / 'samatA rasakA pyAlA re, pIve so jAne / ' - aise gAyeMge, bAteM kareMge, para bAtoMse kAma hogA ? manuSyabhava camatkAra hai, mahAna kamAI hai / paise mile do-cArasau rupaye, usase kyA huA? sAr3he tIna hAthakI bhUmi para jalA deMge / kSamA kyA hai ? mAtra bolanA AyA hai, usakA nAma lenA AyA hai, para usakA bhAna nahIM hai / I tA. 16-2-36 manuSyabhava durlabha hai / mahAna puNyase yaha prApta huA hai| saMbaMdhase saba mila gayA hai - zarIra, paisA, sukha Adi / hamArA kathana kucha bhinna hI hai / yaha sira kaTa jAya, zarIra rahe yA na rahe, para anya merA nhiiN| hameM to AtmAkI hI bAta kahanI hai / koI zikSA deMge to eka AtmAkI hI, anya nahIM / 1 abhI jo bAta ho rahI hai vaha kevala AtmAkI hai / Apako usakI kucha pahacAna nahIM hai / yaha merA hAtha, pA~va, mu~ha; mujhe duHkha huA, sukha huA aisA mAnatA hai, para yaha to saba jar3a hai, AtmA nhiiN| yaha bAta AtmAke hitakI hai| kauve, kutte suneMge ? ghU~Ta bharakara utAra deN| anaMta bhava kiye aura bhaTakA / para vahA~ sukha nahIM hai / mAtra eka bAta hai - 'sat aura zIla' / sat arthAt AtmA / zIla arthAt brahmacarya / merA AtmA hI merA guru hai / use jJAnIne jAnA hai, vahI satya hai / jisane jAnA hai, ve mere guru haiM aura unake dvArA dI gayI bhakti-chaha padakA patra, bIsa dohe Adiko ciMtAmaNi mAnakara saMgraha kara rkheN| anya saba calA jAnevAlA hai, vaha merA nahIM hai / merA to AtmA hai / unhoMne jo kahA hai vaha kreN| jIvanaparyaMta, sAtA ho, bhAna ho taba taka karanA cAhiye / phira kucha nahIM ho sakegA / yaha bAta sunAyI de rahI hai ? jhaTake dekara bAta kara rahA hU~ so kSamA kariyegA / merA to AtmA hai| AtmAkA yaha nizcaya aura yahI merA guru aura yahI mujhe mAnya / dabAkara kaha rahA hU~ / brAhmaNa, baniyA, paTelakA bheda na rakheM / AtmabhAvanA karanese janmamaraNakA cakkara chUTa jAtA hai| maiM baniyA, maiM strI, maiM puruSa, nAka, hAtha AdimeM 'merA merA' mAnatA hai, para kucha terA nahIM hai| tU to eka mAtra AtmA aura use to jJAnIne dekhA hai, vahI mAnya kr| isakI pakar3a rkh| yaha to merA AtmA hI hai / kamI bodhakI hai / use sune to dRr3hatA hotI hai / anajAna aura aMdhA barAbara / samajhakI AvazyakatA hai /

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upadezasaMgraha-5 461 tA. 20-2-36 eka AtmA hai, zeSa saba nAzavAna hai| saMbaMdha haiM-Ate haiM, jAte haiM, sukha hai, duHkha hai / para eka aatmaa| AtmAke binA kauna dekha sakatA hai? jo sabase pahale hai use chor3a diyA hai| yaha bhUla hai| eka AtmA hI hai| isa dehako mAnanA hai kyA? yaha manuSyabhava hai to kAma bana jaaygaa| pazu, pakSI, kauve, kutte kucha samajheMge? ___DhU~DhiyA yA tapAgaccha yaha koI dharma nahIM hai| dharma to eka AtmAkA hai| yaha to strI hai, puruSa hai, vRddha hai, yuvAna hai yaha saba mithyA hai| eka AtmA hai| koI bhedI puruSa mila jAya to manuSyabhava sArthaka ho jAya / anaMta bhava bIta gaye haiM, para siddhi nahIM huii| saba pramAdameM jA rahA hai| saba upacAra karate haiM, roga miTAte haiM, svastha bhI hote haiM, zithila bhI hote haiN| aMtameM saba mara bhI gye| mAtA-pitA, strI-bacce mara gaye, AtmA nahIM marA / isakA patA nahIM hai| isakA patA karanA hai| hajAra rupaye milate hoM to daur3atA jAtA hai, vahA~ samaya bigAr3atA hai| eka AtmAkI hI pahacAna karanI hai| vizvAsa nahIM hai, pratIti nahIM hai| yaha to maiM jAnatA hU~, mujhe patA hai, yoM mAnatA hai| bImAra ho jAya to gharameM par3A rahatA hai, para AtmAke kAmake liye eka ghar3I bhI nahIM ruka sktaa| dRr3hatAkI AvazyakatA hai| usakI ciMtA nahIM kii| nizcaya karanese kAma bana jAtA hai| AtmAko nahIM saMbhAlA hai| sthAna-sthAna para yaha saba to jhUThA lagatA hai| AtmAke liye kareM / 'yaha merI strI', 'yaha merI mA~'-saba aMdherA! aMtameM eka AtmA hai, vahI kAmakA hai| karmake kAraNa yaha 'merA-terA' hotA hai / samaya pramAdameM bIta rahA hai, bhramameM bIta rahA hai| patA nahIM hai, para kucha hai avazya / ekakA nahIM, sabakA yahI hAla hai| saceta hone jaisA hai| jo yaha mArga DhU~DhegA usakA kAma ho jaayegaa| kAnameM do bola par3e yaha acchA huA aura vaha upayogI hai| jAgrata ho jAyeMge to kAmakA / bImAra ho, kAma ho to samaya milatA hai, para eka AtmAke liye kucha nhiiN| koI cIra DAle to bhI eka AtmAkA hI kAma karanA cAhiye / vivAhake liye, acchA dikhAneke liye samaya mila jAtA hai| byAha karAne jAnA ho to naukarIse chuTTI lekara bhI jAte haiM, para AtmAke liye samaya nahIM miltaa| usake liye thor3I bhI ciMtA nahIM hai| yaha bahuta samajhane jaisI bAta hai| tA. 11-3-36 AtmAke liye to kareM hii| AtmAkA hI vyApAra-satsaMga kreN| isa saMsArake samAna mithyA koI nahIM hai| sArA loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai| sukha kahA~ hai? saba tUphAna hai, mahAduHkharUpa hai| hameM to anya kucha kahanA nahIM hai| AtmAkI adhika saMbhAla rkheN| AtmAkA dhyAna, samAgama, paricaya kreN| 'chaha pada'kA patra, bIsa doheM AdikA pATha kreN| koI sAthameM nahIM aayegaa| merA AtmA hI kAmakA, vaha akelA hI kAmakA hai| AtmAke liye kiyA vaha kalyANake liye kiyA, aura vahI saphala hai| ataH AtmAkA satsaMga karanA yogya hai|

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462 upadezAmRta tA. 12-3-36 "Ajano lahAvo lIjiye re, kAla koNe dIThI che?" jJAnIkI bAta jJAnI jAneM / bAta samajhanekI hai| bAta dazAkI hai| mumukSu-kisakA lAbha lenA hai? prabhuzrI-ati shiighrtaase| mumukSu-vaha kyA? prabhuzrI-apane AtmAkA kucha sAdhana kara lenA cAhiye, basa yhii| jahA~ baiThe vahA~ AtmA, AtmA aura AtmA-eka AtmA hii| bAta thI svayaM eka AtmAko smjhnekii| yhii-aatmaa| "sarvAtmamAM samadRSTi dyo" "Ajano lA'vo lIjiye re kAla koNe dIThI che ?" ciMtAmaNi hai, hA~, anya saba mAyA hai| 'dhiMgadhaNI mAthe kiyaa|' eka svAmI kiyaa| anya kucha nhiiN| mAyA, saMbaMdha, rupayA paisA, zarIra Adi milanA saba karmAdhIna hai| jIva vastu AtmA hai, usakA nAza nahIM hai| svAmIkI AjJA svIkAra kI ataH saba ho gyaa| mUla vastu to jJAna, darzana, cAritra vahI AtmA hai| vahI svAmI hai| use mAna leveN| yaha mila gayA aura vizvAsa tathA pratIti ho gayI to saba mila gyaa| vaha itanA manuSyabhava hai vaha ciMtAmaNi hai| dharmakA saccA lAbha lenekA hai| kucha nahIM, mAtra eka AtmAkI pahacAna, anya nahIM smjheN| eka AtmAkI pahacAna ho gayI to basa / aMdhA aura anajAna barAbara / bhedI hI spaSTarUpase batAyegA ki dA~ye hAtha jAnA, aisA bhedI hAtha A jAya to kAma bana gyaa| AjakA avasara koTi karma kSaya kara sakatA hai| svAbhAvika mArga aisA hai! AtmA hai| usakI ekamAtra pahacAna kareM, nizcaya kareM / kartavya hai, mAnya hai, zraddhA hai, pratIti hai| khAnA-pInA sabhI saMbaMdha hai-aura kucha nahIM, usakI bAta nahIM hai| ye saba aba para hai| yahI hai bApa / ise jAnanekI AvazyakatA hai| kevala yahI kartavya hai / para vizvAsa kahA~ hai? pratIti kahA~ hai? usa pahacAnakA ThikAnA kahA~ hai? pahacAna kahA~ hai? anAdikAlakI bhrAMti hai| hamane to eka mAnane yogyako mAnA hai, jar3ako iSTa nahIM maante| / tA. 19-3-36 isa jIvakI kucha bhUla hai, gutthI ulajhI hai use sulajhAnA hai| bhUla hai, para kisI par3he hue ko pUche to turata nikAla detA hai| jIvako aisA lagatA hai ki 'vAha ! bAta bahuta acchI khii|' vahA~ kyA AyA? Atmahita / 'maiM kucha nahIM jAnatA, isa bAtako to jJAnI jAnate haiM', aisA jahA~ hotA hai vahA~ dvAra khulate haiM aura mAnyatA hotI hai| para vahIM ulajhana par3I hai| dhanya bhAgya ki isa kAlameM, isa mArgameM, isa dezameM yaha yoga mila gayA hai! vaha kisI virala puruSake liye hai| pUrvakRta to cAhiye / vaha na ho to kaise sunegA? isa samaya sabhI anukUlatA prApta ho gayI hai| jIva anya saba sthAnoM para daur3egA, para abhI kahA~ patA hai ki use kucha sunanA bhI cAhiye? jahA~ svayaMkA paMjIkaraNa karAnA ho vahA~ mAnyatA ho gayI to kAma bana gyaa| kRpAlune mujhe kahA thA ki 'tumheM kahIM jAnA nahIM pdd'egaa|

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upadezasaMgraha-5 463 'bAta to mAnyatAkI hai|' 'saddhA parama dullhaa|' yaha manuSyabhava na ho to kauve-kutteke bhavameM kucha ho sakatA hai ? yaha saba to mahA puNyake yogase prApta hotA hai| magara yaha to ulajhAnevAlI bhArI gutthI hai| "jahA~ kalapanA jalapanA, tahA~ mAnuM duHkha chAMI; miTe kalapanA jalapanA, taba vastU tina pAI." tA. 19-3-36 sAtA hai, pUrvabaddha karmoMko bhoganA hai| aba bur3hApA A gayA hai| kucha acchA nahIM lagatA / eka AtmA hai| hamAre to eka hI hai-samabhAva, maitrIbhAva / yaha saba chor3akara cale jAnA hai, kala saba cale jaayeNge| Apa saba bahuta acche haiM, uttama haiN| Apake prati eka AtmabhAva hai| camatkAra hai! kyA? eka kartavya hai, ki jIvane jisa vastuko jAnA nahIM hai, vaha eka hI hai| kyA nahIM jAnA? isa para vicAra kartavya hai| yathAtathya pahacAna nahIM huI hai| 'mere-tere'ke matabhedako chor3anA pdd'egaa| yadi svAsthya ThIka ho to bAta itane vistArase karanI hai ki isa jIvakA sabake sAtha milApa aura 'sarvAtmameM samadRSTi' ho jAya / 'yaha to merA aura yaha to terA', 'acchA aura burA' ho rahA hai, para guru yA ziSya sabameM yathArtha vastu to AtmabhAvanA hai| 'Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re.' yaha eka maMtra hAtha laga jAya to jIvanaDorake samAna hai| taba kyA hAtha nahIM lagegA? eka AtmabhAva karanA aura parabhAvako chodd'naa| parabhAvase anaMta baMdha aura bhava karane par3ate haiN| bhAva aura pariNAma mukhya bAta hai| jaise bhAva kareMge vaisA phala prApta hogaa| bhedIke milane para siddhi hotI hai| prasannacaMdra rAjarSiko aMtarmuhUrtameM kevalajJAna ho gyaa| eka pahacAna nahIM hai, usakI AvazyakatA hai| eka bar3I bhUla hai, satsaMga, bodha aura zraddhA nahIM hai| lIMbar3I aura amuka saMghADA merA hai yoM mAnatA hai| usakA vaisA hI phala hotA hai| yaha saba saMbaMdha hai| pahalI vastu samakita hai| usake binA 'rulA caturgati mAhi' / ye to jJAnIpuruSake vacana haiN| saba mehamAna haiN| AtmAko jAneM / 'pAve nahi gurugama binaa'| 'gurugama' kahA, yaha to camatkAra hai! jAne de, jAne de, jAne de, patA nahIM hai| mehamAna hai| pavanase bhaTakI koyala hai, luTAlUTa, pakar3a karanI hai| "upayoga hI dharma hai, pariNAma hI baMdha hai|" yaha sAre dharmakA sAra hai| satsaMga cAhiye yA nahIM ? gaccha, mata, pustaka, ziSya ye saba mila jAyeMge, para yaha nahIM milegaa| eka gurugama, usake binA kucha nhiiN| vicAra to shii| patA nahIM hai| gurugama kyA hai, use jAnanekI AvazyakatA hai| jAne binA chuTakArA nahIM hai / 'saddhA parama dullhaa'| satsaMga aura bodha cAhiye yA nahIM? gaccha mata kucha nahIM hai| jJAnIne 'gurugama' batAyA, kyA usakA yathArtha nizcaya karanekI AvazyakatA nahIM ? kamI yogyatAkI hai, saba suna rahe haiN| yogyatA prApta kiye binA kAma nahIM hogaa| AtmAke samAgamameM rhiyegaa| Apa saba jIva uttama haiN| ___ AtmAko jAnanekI AvazyakatA hai| kisI bhI prakArase AtmAko jAnanA hai| bhAvanA-bAraha bhAvanA kartavya hai| aba to dina nikaTa haiN| bahuta jIvoMse milakara dekhA haiN| kucha sAtha AyegA? rupaye-paise sAtha nahIM aayeNge| AtmA asaMga-apratibaddha hai| isakI riddhi kyA? anaMtacatuSTaya-anaMta darzana-jJAna-vIrya-sukha, isakI riddhi hai| cAhe jisase pUche, sabase bar3I vastu to AtmajJAna hai-usase

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464 upadezAmRta uddhAra hogA / vaha kyA hai? AtmAko jAnanA hai / anaMta loga mokSa gaye ve prathama samakita ke binA nahIM gaye / samakita jaisI koI vastu nahIM hai / samakitake pA~ca lakSaNoMmeM 'zama' kahA hai, isameM kaisA sukha hogA ? bhagavAna bhI vANImeM kaha nahIM sake aisA sukha hai / 'zama' Ate hI samakita / jJAna-darzana kalyANarUpa hai / jJAnIne jaisA dekhA vaisA AtmA hai / ceta jAyeM / eka AtmAko pahacAneM / kAma bana jAyegA / I saMkalpa-vikalpa, kalpanAse pare abAdhya anubhava hai / "jo jo pudgala-pharasanA, nizce pharase soya; mamatA-samatA bhAvase, karma baMdha-kSaya hoya. " "jaba jAkau jaisau udai, taba sohe tihi thAna; zakti maroraiM jIvakI, udai mahA balavAna. ' "" yaha strI hai, yaha puruSa hai, acchA hai, burA hai, yaha saba saMbaMdha dekhA vaisA hai| pudgalakA nAza hai / AtmAkA nAza nahIM hai / nAsika, tA. 29-3-36 aisA samajha lo ki bIsa dohe mahAmaMtra hai, camatkAra hai! ye saba pudgala nAzavAna haiM, usameM moha hai / paraMtu eka mAtra mokSakI icchA rakhanI cAhiye / zarIra merA nahIM hai / 'Atmasiddhi' aura 'chaha pada' ke patrakA manana karate raho / khUba vicArapUrvaka usIkA dhyAna rakho / sadguruke kahane se basa itanA hI karoge aura yahI mAnyatA rahegI to saba milegA / eka mAtra vItarAgakA mArga grahaNa karo, anya nahIM / jo jo maiMne kiyA hai usake liye kSamAyAcanA karatA hU~, paraMtu chUTaneke liye aura paramArthake liye / I ( samayasAra nATaka : baMdhadvAra, 7) hai / AtmA to hai vaisA hai-jJAnIne karane kI bAta eka hI hai, dharma / gurugama hai, cAbI hAthameM hai, para unakI kRpA honI cAhiye / kRpA huI to vahI hogA, inakI kRpA ho jAya to basa phira kucha nahIM cAhiye / kRpAlukI kRpA hai, usake liye taiyAra hue binA chuTakArA kahA~ hai ? taiyAra na honA hai to jAyeM / yadi taiyAra ho gaye to I kAma bana gayA / yaha jIvanaDora hai / isa kaliyugameM vizvAsa aura pratIti rkheN| patA nahIM hai / camatkAra hai ! jJAnIne kahA so AtmA mujhe mAnya hai / yaha bAta mithyA nahIM hai / mAtra eka svAmI, eka guruko sira para rakheM, phira kauna kahanevAlA yA bhulAnevAlA hai? basa itanemeM samajha jAye to bahuta huA / merA to vahI guru hai / anya saba to vyartha hai / eka AtmA hI merA hai| eka AtmAkA nizcaya karAnA hai| mAnyatAkI bAta hai / na mAneM to kucha nahIM / samaya pramAdameM bIta rahA hai / yaha bAta camatkAra hai! hamane to pakar3a kara lI hai - anya svAmI nahIM, guru nahIM / svAmI to vaha eka hI hai / guru batAyI vaha eka pakar3a rakhanI caahiye| jo pakar3egA usakA kAma bnegaa| pakar3A ki kAma huA / vajralepa hai / jisane pakar3I usake bApakI - lAkhoM-karoDoM rupayoMkI bAta hai / aisI-vaisI nahIM / pramAdameM na bItane deM / satata smaraNa rakheM / I

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/ 465 upadezasaMgraha-5 eka AtmA sat hai| ciMtAmaNi samAna manuSyabhava prApta kiyA hai| haDDI-camar3I AtmA nahIM hai| jJAnIne AtmA dekhA hai| anya saba calA jaayegaa| abhI koI upAya nahIM hai| eka bhAva hai / putra, mAtA, pitA, strI, paisA Adi saba miTTIke Dhele aura rAkhakI pur3iyA haiN| koI sAtha le gayA hai? mAtra AtmA hI hai| vaha na to strI hai aura na hI puruSa hai| ina sabako diyAsalAI dikhA de / eka AtmA jo jJAnIne dekhA hai vaha mujhe mAnya hai / 'saddhA parama dullahA' / eka hI vacana mAnanA hai, lakSyameM lenA hai| tUne jo mAna rakhA hai use amAnya karanA hai| merA to eka AtmA hI hai aisA mAnanA hai| para bodha nahIM hai, gurugamakI cAbI nahIM hai| kisako pUche ? tAUko? pratIti nahIM, vizvAsa nahIM, pakar3a nahIM hai| mAtra eka kAma karane yogya hai vaha yaha ki "dUsarA kucha mata khoja / mAtra eka satpuruSako khojakara unake caraNakamalameM sarvabhAva arpaNa karake pravRtti kiye jaa| phira yadi mokSa na mile to mujhase lenaa|" ye carmacakSu haiN| bhavobhava bIta gaye para ina cakSuoMne satyAnAza hI kiyA hai| __ "seve sadguru caraNane, tyAgI daI nijapakSa; pAme te paramArthane, nijapadano le lakSa." yaha par3hakara kahegA, "mujhe AtA hai|" AtmAkA bhAva karanA hai| pahacAna karanI hai, isakA patA nahIM hai / bhAva to AtmAkA / mukhya bAta aatmaakii| bhAva to kahA~ nahIM hai? 'chaha pada'kA patra ciMtAmaNi hai| sAthameM Aye aisA hai, bahuta uttama hai| deha hai vaha kucha AtmA hai? deha to nizcaya hI nAzavAna hai, saMbaMdha hai| zarIrako TikAye rakhaneke liye Avazyaka ho utanA karanA caahiye| dehameM jo vedanA hai vaha to karma hai / guruke pratApase AtmAko jAnA, ataH hameM to kucha lagatA nhiiN| AtmAke sAtha deha yA vedanAkA kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| vaha to jAneke liye hai| zarIra to sabakA jAyegA hii| kisIkA rahegA? kitanI hI bAra zarIra dhAraNa kiye aura kitanI hI bAra chodd'e| sukha duHkha saba kalpanA hai| janma, jarA, maraNa calate A rahe haiN| haDDI, camar3I, mAMsa, lahU, pIpake bane isa zarIrameM 'yaha merA hAtha, yaha merA pA~va, yaha merA mu~ha' yoM 'merA merA' kara baiThA hai aura mohanidrAmeM par3A hai| mumukSu-'chaha pada ke patrameM mokSakA upAya 'samAdhi' batAyA gayA hai, vaha kaise prApta hogI? prabhuzrI-sadgurukA lakSya rakheM aura unakA jo lakSya hai usa para lakSya rkheN| 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re|' yaha bhAvanA rakhanese samAdhi hogii| eka mullA eka vyaktiko nitya kurAna sunAne jAtA thA / para usako samaya na honese vaha nitya use vApasa lauTA detA thaa| phira vaha vyakti mara gayA taba kabrameM daphanAte samaya mullA kurAna sunAne lgaa| saba loga pUchane lage, "aisA kyoM kara rahe haiM?" uttarameM mullA bolA-"Aja taka isako samaya nahIM thA isaliye aba sunAtA huuN|" saba bole "aba to vaha mara gayA hai|" mullAne kahA, "vaha to mara gayA hai, para Apa to suna rahe haiM na?" prabhuzrI-(sabase) mRtyu Aye taba kyA karanA cAhiye? Jain Education Intern al

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466 upadezAmRta 1. mumukSu-pahalese taiyArI rakhanI cAhiye / thor3A-thor3A sahanazIlatAkA. abhyAsa karanA cAhiye / 2. mumukSu-yoddhAne zastra prayoga sIkhA ho to yuddhake samaya kAma AtA hai| prabhuzrI-yaha bAta bahuta gahana hai| yaha jIva kSaNa kSaNa mara rahA hai| ataH kSaNa-kSaNa jAgRti rakhanI caahiye| samaya mAtrakA bhI pramAda nahIM karanA caahiye| nitya mRtyuko yAda rakhanA cAhiye, jisase mamatvabhAva nahIM rhegaa| jIva ghira jAyegA taba to kucha nahIM ho skegaa| jaisA bhAva, zubha kiyA to tadanusAra aura zuddha kiyA to tadanusAra phala milegaa| tAtparya yaha ki sabase laghu bana jAyeM, vinaya kreN| vinaya saMkSipta mArga hai| vinayameM saba samAhita hai| jhukanevAlA paramezvarako bhI acchA lagatA hai / sahanazIlatA aura kSamA bar3ese bar3A upAya hai| cAhe jo ho jAye to bhI kSamAkA bhAva rakheM / samakitIkA lakSaNa kyA? ulaTeko sIdhA kre| 'merA terA' chor3e to samakita AtA hai| sanmukhadRSTi honI cAhiye / samakitIke pAsa rAgadveSa Ate hI nhiiN| usakI samajha badala gayI hai| use pahacAna (AtmAkI) ho gayI hai| bIcameM vajrakI dIvAra khar3I ho gayI hai| samakitI bAraMbAra apane doSa dekhatA hai| vaha socatA hai ki vaha jo kucha karatA hai vaha bAhya hai, vahA~ AtmA nahIM hai| aura anya to jo kucha karate haiM, usameM ahaMbhAva rakhate haiN| kitanA aMtara hai? bhAva, upayoga na ho to murde haiN| bhAva hai yA nahIM? kahA~ dUra lene jAnA hai? roga Aye, paisA calA jAye, krodha Aye taba upAya kyA? smbhaav| sadAcArameM prathama samabhAva / usake pahale vinaya, zraddhA, pratIti AnI cAhiye / ruci honI cAhiye / ruci ho to jhaTapaTa khAnA khA letA hai| AtmA hai, pahacAna honI cAhiye / use pakar3anA AnA caahiye| kAla kahatA hai ki maiM saba jagaha jAtA hU~, indralokameM bhI jAtA hU~, kintu samabhAvake Age merA kucha nahIM cltaa| pratibaMdha kara baiThatA hai, pudgalameM Asakta ho jAtA hai| dRSTimeM viSa hai| jJAna ho to viSayakaSAya ho sakate haiM? kaSAyase to vaha bhinna hai| kaSAya to karma haiM, ve to par3e haiN| usase AtmAko kyA? jJAnako kyA? bahuta par3hA ho, pUrvakA jJAna bhI ho, para samakita na bhI ho| dhyAnameM rakho ki aba kucha apUrva karanA hai| vaha yaha ki zarIra hai isIliye yaha saba huA hai, deha hI zatru hai, ataH sabase premako khIMcakara AtmAse jor3a denA hai| dekho, samabhAva, sAmAyika grahaNa kro| kevalajJAna taka usameM samAhita hai| kSamA aura AjJA bhI caahiye| +'ratnakaraMDa zrAvakAcAra meMse samakitake ATha aMga, bAraha bhAvanA, saMlekhanA Adi chapAne ___ + 'samAdhisopAna meM, prabhuzrIkI vidyamAnatAmeM hI ye prakAzita ho cuke haiN|

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upadezasaMgraha-5 467 yogya hai| Ajakala logoMkI mati alpa hai, isaliye thor3emeM samajhameM Aye vaisA isameM hai| isameM marmakI bAta bhI hai| par3hA ho, paryAya par3e ho to yAda AtI hai| rogake samaya vRtti maMda na ho aise AdhAra bhI usameM rakhe haiN| AdhAra hai to gira na pdd'e| 'samayasAra'kA bhI anuvAda honA caahiye| hamane jitanI pustakeM par3hI hai, unameMse ye do ThIka lagI hai| hama to sabako AtmA dekhate haiN| sAta vyasanakA tyAga karanA caahiye| kSamApanA, bIsa dohe, Atmasiddhi, chaha padakA nitya pATha kareM, ciMtana kreN| prArthanA bolate samaya aisA na mAne ki bhagavAna dUra hai, para yahIM pAsa hI hai aisA manameM socakara boleM / vizvAsa rakhanA hai| vizvAsa hogA to kAma bana jaayegaa| yaha saccI hu~DI hai, aisI-vaisI nahIM hai| bAhya veSa na dekheN| vyavahArameM bhI aisA hotA hai ki kisIke sAtha ApakI jAna-pahacAna ho to usake sAtha lena-dena AraMbha ho jAtA hai| phira adhika pahacAna ho jAne para usake sAtha vyavahAra karanemeM koI Dara nahIM lgtaa| isI prakAra isa jIvane abhI taka AtmAkA vyavahAra prAraMbha nahIM kiyA hai| vyavahAra karane lage to vizvAsa jama jAtA hai aura pahacAna hotI hai| pahacAna honeke pazcAt zraddhA hotI hai, jisase kisI prakArakI ciMtA nahIM rhtii| abhI to yaha jIva mithyAtvameM pariNata ho rahA hai, mithyAtvake kAraNa sukha duHkhakI mAnyatA ho rahI hai, para vAstavameM sukhaduHkha mithyA haiN| eka bAra zraddhA ho jAya to saba bojha utara jAtA hai| atyaMta dhUpa par3a rahI ho, sira para bojha ladA ho, thakakara cUra ho rahA ho, aise vyaktikA bojha utara jAya aura ThaMDI chAyAmeM AnaMdase baiThanekA sthAna mila jAya to kitanI zAnti milatI hai ? vaise hI AnaMdamaya AtmAkI zraddhA honese sukha-duHkhakA bojha utarakara zAMti prApta hotI hai| __dravya do haiM-jar3a aura cetn| kintu mithyAtvake kAraNa yaha jIva jar3ako jar3arUpase nahIM pahacAnatA aura cetanako cetanarUpase nahIM jaantaa| aMdhA aura anajAna barAbara haiM, aisA ho gayA hai| jo jo vastu dekhatA hai, use jarUpase nahIM maantaa| usakI paryAyabuddhi hai, isaliye paryAya dekhatA hai aura usake nimittase rAga-dveSa ho jAte haiN| 1. 'samayasAra' kA gujarAtI anuvAda bhI AzramakI orase prakAzita huA hai|

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468 upadezasaMgraha - 6 jeTha vadI 3, saM. 1979 hameM to satya kahanA hai / apanI matise zAstra par3hakara, merI buddhimeM to aisA AtA hai aura vaisA AtA hai mAnakara burA kara rahe haiM / jJAnIpuruSakI dRSTise rahanA caahiye| hameM to eka hI dRSTi rakhanI hai, rakhavAnI hai, usase kiMcit bhI alaga nahIM par3anA hai / saba chor3akara eka maMtrakA smaraNa kareM aura zAstra bhI yahI dRSTi bar3hAneke liye pddh'eN| jJAnIpuruSake sivAya anyake mukhase dharmakI bAta na suneM / jIva premako cAroM ora bikhera detA hai usake badale sArA prema eka para hI kara denA cAhiye / pUnA, tA. 2-9-24 anya kisIke doSa na dekheM aura mAtra apane hI doSa dekhanekI dRSTi rkheN| kisI bhI vyaktike gupta doSa, chidra prakaTa na kreN| isameM bar3A khatarA hai / kisI AcAryakA eka ziSya eka strIke saMparka meM aayaa| svayaMko vikAra honese usa strIne ziSyako apane sAtha saMbaMdha karanekI mA~ga kii| paraMtu ziSya aDiga rahA, taba strIko apanI beijjatIkA Dara lagA, jisase usane ziSyako churIse mAra diyA aura gupta rItise jamInameM gAr3a diyA / AcAryako kisI prakAra ziSyakA patA nahIM lagA / bAdameM strIko apane kAryake liye pazcAttApa huA, ataH AcAryake pAsa prAyazcitta lene gayI / AcAryane usa strIko dUsare dina Aneko kahA / I ziSyakA patA laganekA avasara AyA hai aisA kahate hue AcAryane dUsare dina strIke Aneke samaya saMghavIko Aneke liye khaa| dUsare dina saMghavI AyA taba AcAryane use peTI ( saMdUka ) meM baMdakara peTI apane pATake pAsa rakha dI / phira strI AyI / prAyazcitta leneke liye strIne ziSyako mAranekA aparAdha svIkAra kiyA / AcAryane turaMta peTI (saMdUka) para hAtha mArakara saMghavIko sunanekA saMketa kiyA / strIko saMdeha ho gayA ki saMghavI - usakA zvasura vahA~ hai, isaliye vaha lajjita hokara calI gyii| usa strIne AtmahatyA kara lI / apayazake Darase usake sAsa, sasura aura patine bhI AtmahatyA kara lI / yoM sabakI AtmahatyAkA pApa AcAryake sira para A pdd'aa| phira AcAryane bhI AtmahatyA kara lI / 1 isa prakAra anyake gupta doSa prakaTa karanemeM bar3A khatarA hai / pUnA, tA. 2-9-24 paramakRpAludeva dvArA prarUpita sanAtana jaina vItarAgamArgakI puSTike liye hI yaha Azrama hai / Azramake nikaTa rahanevAle samajhadAra mumukSuoMko sAtha rakhakara TrasTiyoMko yaha dekhanA cAhiye ki

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upadezasaMgraha-6 469 AzramameM pavitra sanAtana jaina mArgako A~ca na aaye| AzramameM rahanevAloMko brahmacaryakA pAlana avazya karanA caahiye| striyoMko akele nahIM rahanA cAhiye / vyavahArazuddhi barAbara rakhanI caahiye| kRpAludeva zrImad rAjacaMdrakI sevA-pUjA kreN| hamako to kRpAludeva zrImad rAjacaMdra pratyakSa hI haiN| una zrI kRpAludevake sivAya hameM kucha bhI nahIM haiN| roma romameM ve hI haiN| mAtra unakI ora hI sabako le jA rahe haiN| isa Azramake prAraMbhameM hamArI sevApUjA huI, puSpa bhI car3hAye gye| usa samaya bhI hameM vaha viSa samAna hI lagatA thaa| paramArtha hetuse use calane diyA gyaa| samaya Anepara avasarakA lAbha lenekA dhyAnameM thaa| saMgha hamAre mA~-bApa haiN| ataH unake samakSa Aja yaha prakaTa kara hama aba mukta hote haiN| kRpAludeva zrImad rAjacaMdrake vacanAnusAra isa AzramameM eka mAtra sanAtana jainadharmakI puSTi honI caahiye| kRpAludevakI AjJAse sadAcaraNapUrvaka vyavahAra na karanA ho to phira Apa svacchaMdase AzramameM cAhe jaisA vyavahAra kara sakate haiN| Azrama TrasTiyoMko sauMpakara hama to mukta ho gaye haiN| sanAtana jainamArgakI puSTike liye TrasTiyoMko nirbhayatApUrvaka vyavahAra karanA caahiye| kisIke bhI asat vyavahArako calane nahIM denA cAhiye / sAdhuko bhI strIke paricayameM dekhA jAya to AzramameM sthAna nahIM denA caahiye| __ saMghako hamAre doSa bhI hameM batAne cAhiye / yuvAvasthAmeM hamane yathAzakya utkRSTa tyAgakA sevana kiyA hai| vRddhAvasthAke kAraNa kucha apavAda svIkAra kiye haiM, para usake liye bhI hameM pazcAttApa yaha vyavasthA kara aba hama ekAMtakA sevana karanA cAhate haiN| zrI saMghase vinati hai ki hamArI AjJAke binA koI hamAre samAgamameM na aaye| AzramameM kisa prakArakI pravRtti calatI hai, isakA patA hameM jahA~ hama hoMge vahA~ cala jaayegaa| Ane jaisA lagegA to vaisI bhAvanA rhegii| phAlguna sudI pUrNimA, saM. 1986 Aja kisI AMtarika sphuraNAse, purANapuruSakI kRpAse, hamane Apako apanA aMtaHkaraNa kholakara bAta karaneke liye bulAyA hai| vaha bAta saMsArakI, svArthakI yA vyApArakI nahIM hai, para mAtra AtmahitakI, paramArthakI hai| isa dehakA kyA bharosA! bur3hApA A gayA hai isaliye hama aMtaHkaraNa kholakara yaha spaSTa bAta Apako batA rahe haiN| abhI taka yaha bAta hamane kisIse nahIM kahI hai| ye zabda to pahale bhI kahe gaye hoMge paraMtu jisa-tisa avasarakI preraNAzakti aura usakA yogabala to nayA hai| Apako kahane yogya samajhakara kahanekI preraNA honese cAra-pA~ca dinase Apako bulAnekA vicAra ho rahA thaa| Aja avakAza milane para bulAyA hai| hama jo kaha rahe haiM use barAbara lakSyameM rkhiyegaa| dina-pratidina, pratisamaya dhyAnameM rkhiyegaa| yahI karanA hai| yaha saba Aja samajhameM na Aye, phira bhI zraddhAse mAnya rakhanA hai| vaha bhaviSyameM avasara Ane para samajhameM aayegaa|

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470 upadezAmRta zrI mahAvIrasvAmIne gautamasvAmIko AjJA dI thI ki jAo, amuka vyaktiko yaha saMdeza de do| paramakRpAludevane saubhAgyabhAIko kahakara bhejA ki tuma muniko isa prakAra khnaa| para paramakRpAludevane yoM hamase nahIM kahA ki tuma isa prakAra kahanA / (yaha vyaktigata bAta hai| kRpAluzrIne patroMmeM to sAmAnyataH 'AtmArthIko aisA kaheM, isa prakAra upadeza deM' Adi batAyA hai jo 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMtha dekhanese samajhameM aayegaa|) paraMtu AjJA kisI jIvAtmAko pratyakSa puruSake svamukhase prApta huI hotI hai, kisIko pratyakSa puruSake kahanese koI anya jIvAtmA AjJA detA hai aura koI jIva pratyakSa puruSase prApta AjJAkA ArAdhana karate jIvAtmAko dekhakara 'yaha ArAdhaka sacce puruSakI AjJAkA sacce prakArase pAlana kara rahA hai' aise vizvAsase usa prakArase usa pratyakSa puruSakI AjJA-ArAdhakako prApta AjJAko AtmahitakArI jAnate hue usa ArAdhakase jAnakara, samajhakara upAsanA karatA hai, jaise ki vaNAganaTavarako pratyakSa puruSase AjJA prApta huI aura usakI upAsanAko dekhakara, vaNAganaTavara sacce puruSakI AjJA satya prakArase pAlana kara rahA hai aisI zraddhAse, usakA dAsa 'yaha vaNAganaTavara jo aura jisa prakArase upAsanA kara rahA hai, vahI mujhe bhI ho! maiM kucha samajhatA nahIM' aisA vicAra karate hae AjJA-ArAdhaka banakara kalyANako prApta haa| isI prakAra hameM paramakRpAludevane jo AjJA dI hai, jisakI ArAdhanA hama kara rahe haiM, jisa para hameM dRr3ha zraddhA hai vaha hama Aja Apako spaSTa aMtaHkaraNase khule zabdoMmeM kahate haiM, kyoMki hamAre vacana para Apako vizvAsa hai, zraddhA hai ki ye jo svayaM ArAdhana karate haiM vahI kahate haiN| paramakRpAludevakI AjJAkI pariNAmapUrvaka dRr3ha zraddhAse upAsanA kareMge to kalyANa hI hai| vaha AjJA 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' hI hai, aura yahI AtmA hai, aisI dRr3ha zraddhA rkheN| yaha to sunA huA hai, isameM anya nayA kyA hai? isa prakArake vikalpase sAmAnya rUpameM na nikAla deN| isameM kucha alaukikatA samAyI huI hai, aisA mAnakara dRr3ha zraddhAse ArAdhana kreN| maraNa to sabako hai hI; zarIra dhAraNa kiyA tabhIse maraNa hai aura maraNasamayakI vedanA bhI asahya hotI hai| acche-acche loga bhAna bhUla jAte haiN| usa samaya kucha bhI yAda nahIM A sktaa| ataH abhIse usakI taiyArI kara rakhanI cAhiye jisase ki samAdhimaraNa ho ske| 'mRtyuke samaya mujhe anya kucha na ho, yahI AjJA mAnya ho! maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA, paraMtu ye jo kahate haiM vahI satya hai aura vahI AjJA mAnya ho!' yoM taiyArI karake rakheM / jIva pratisamaya mara rahA hai| ataH samayamAtrakA bhI pramAda nahIM karanA cAhiye / 'samayaM goyama mA pamAyae' isa vAkyako yAda karake samaya-samaya AjJAmeM pariNAma rakhanA cAhiye / merA to ina purANapuruSa paramakRpAludevane jo kahA hai vaha ekamAtra 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' hI hai| anya kucha merA nhiiN| aMtarAtmAse paramAtmAko bhajanA hai| ataH aMtaraMgase (aMtarAtmA hokara paramAtmAmeM jise dRr3ha, satya zraddhA hai vaha aMtarAtmA hai) dRr3ha zraddhA rakhakara AjJAkI upAsanA karanI caahiye| ye saMyoga-saMbaMdha-strI, putra, mAtA, pitA, bhAI Adi saba paryAya haiM (karmajanya paudgalika aura vaibhAvika paryAya haiM) aura nAzavAna haiN| ataH ve koI bhI mere nahIM haiN| mere to eka satsvarUpI paramakRpAludeva haiM aura unhoMne jo AjJA dI hai aura kahA hai vaisA sahajAtmasvarUpI eka AtmA hI hai| vaha sahajAtmasvarUpa-AtmA hai, nitya hai Adi chaha pada jo paramakRpAludevane kahe haiM, usa svarUpavAlA hai| vahI merA hai aisA maane| abhIse taiyArI karake rakheM ki

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upadezasaMgraha-6 471 mRtyuke samaya yaha AjJA hI mAnU~gA, anya kucha nahIM maanuuNgaa| yaha mAnanese hI, yaha mAnyatA rahanese hI usake sAtha jo maraNa hai vaha samAdhimaraNa hai| jJAna-darzana-cAritramaya sahajAtmasvarUpa AtmA hI apanA hai, aisA maaneN| jIva svecchAse zraddhA, bhAvanA kare usakI apekSA yaha to sAkSI huI, hamArI sAkSIyukta huaa| ____eka cakravartI rAjA ho to use jIta sakanA kaThina hai, taba ye to cAra cakravartI-krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobharUpa-rAja calA rahe haiN| una kaSAya aura viSayarUpI karmarAjAkI anItike viruddha sahI satyAgraha karanA hai| usa viSaya-kaSAyase bhinna merA svarUpa to paramakRpAludevane jo AjJA dI hai usa sahajAtmasvarUpa hI hai| yoM pratisamaya dRr3ha zraddhApUrvaka vyavahAra kareM aura vaisA karate hue jo bhI Aye use sahana kreN| sahanazIlatAkA mArga hai aura isa prakArakA satyAgraha hI sahI satyAgraha hai aura yahI karanA hai| apaneko isa satyAgrahameM svayaMsevakake rUpameM nAma likhavAnA hai| vAstavika AtmakalyANarUpa yaha satyAgraha kreN| paramakRpAludeva dvArA prabodhita AjJA sahajAtmasvarUpa hI AtmA hai aura vahI merA hai, yoM bhAvanA, dRr3ha zraddhA, pariNAma kreN| pA~ca 'samavAya kAraNa mile taba kAryaniSpatti hotI hai aura usameM puruSArtha zreSTha hai| ataH puruSArtha hI kartavyarUpa hai| AjJAkI upAsanA kareM aura aisA karate hue sadA AnaMdameM rheN| merA svarUpa to jJAna-darzana-cAritramaya AtmA hI hai| usase anya jo kucha hai vaha vinAzI hai, phira usakA kheda kyoM? ataH kheda na karate hue sadaiva AjJAmeM lakSya-upayoga rakhakara pravRtti karate hue AnaMdameM raheM / yahI karanA hai, aisA nizcaya kareM aura yahI saccA vrata hai| AjJAmeM upayoga, usakI upAsanA yahI ArAdhana karane yogya saccA vrata hai| anaMtajJAnI jo ho gaye haiM una sabakA yahI mArga hai, yahI AjJA hai, aura yahI pratyakSarUpameM paramakRpAludevane batAyI hai| ataH paramakRpAludevakI AjJAkA ArAdhana karanemeM sarva jJAniyoMkI upAsanA A jAtI hai| ____ yaha barAbara smaraNameM rakheM, upayogameM rakheM aura isI mAnyatAko aisA dRr3ha karanA hai ki mRtyuke samaya vahI hamako ho! yahI lakSya rkheN| ise nitya smaraNa kareM, vicAra kreN| hamArI yahI Apako sUcanA hai aura yahI karanA hai| yaha kisI purANapuruSakI atyaMta kRpA hai| zrAvaNa sudI 14,saM. 1988, sAyaM sAr3he sAta baje (munizrI mohanalAlajIkI bImArIke samaya) 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' AtmA hai, bhinna hai, TaMkotkIrNa hai, asaMga hai| jar3a jar3a hai, cetana cetana hai| +"kAla svabhAva udyama nasIba, tathA bhAvi balavAna; pAMcoM kAraNa jaba mile, taba kAryasiddhi nidAna."

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472 upadezAmRta "jaDabhAve jaDa pariName, cetana cetana bhAva; koI koI palaTe nahIM, choDI Apa svabhAva." apane svabhAvako chor3akara koI kabhI nahIM badalatA / vedanI vedanIke kAlameM kSaya hotI hai| mokSa hai| nirjarA hI ho rahI hai| AtmA zAzvata hai, trikAla hI rhegaa| 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' rAtako sAr3he dasa baje prabhuzrI-sunAyI de rahA hai yA nahIM? mumukSu-suna sakate haiM, bahuta bhAna hai| prabhuzrI 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' upayoga hI AtmA hai| vicAra hI AtmA hai| upayoga hai, vicAra hai vaha AtmA hai| upayoga, vicAra yadi nizcayanayase AtmA para jAya to koTi karma kSaya ho jAte haiM / ataH isa para lakSya rkheN| athavA satpuruSa mile hoM, bodha huA ho, bhAna huA ho to use kucha ar3acana nahIM hai| vedanA, janmajarAmaraNakA mahA duHkha hai| vedanAko adhika Aneke liye kaheM to nahIM AyegI aura kama ho jAo kaheM to kama nahIM hogii| ataH rAgadveSa nahIM karanA cAhiye / vaha to bhinna hI hai| satpuruSakA bodha, unakI AjJAmeM rahanA cAhiye / pAlana na ho sake to mere karmakA doSa hai, para satpuruSane jAnA hai vaisA hI merA AtmA hai| yoM zraddhA, mAnyatA hogI to bhI usakA vaNAganaTavarake dAsakI taraha kAma bana jaayegaa| yaha sthAna hI alaga hai| anekoMkA kAma bana jaayegaa| bAkI saMsArameM to 'Apa jAo, hama A rahe haiM,' 'khar3A hai vaha giregA' / tAtparya, maraNa to sabako hai hii| ataH paryAyadRSTi nahIM rakhanI caahiye| yaha saba paryAya hI haiN| prakRti-svabhAva hai, use na dekheN| upayogapUrvaka, vicArapUrvaka dekheN| vaise vAstavika to jJAnI hI jAnate haiM aura ve hI kaha sakate haiN| 'AtmA hai', aisA jAne binA hamase nahIM kahA jA sktaa| para jJAnIne jAnA hai, isa zraddhAse kahe to Apatti nahIM hai| brahmAgnimeM saba jala jAtA hai; karma naSTa hote haiN| yadi upayoga, vicAra AtmA para gayA to karoDoM karma naSTa ho jAyeMge / ina munine to saba kara liyA hai| saba jIvoMse kSamAyAcanA bhI kara lI hai| acche samayameM kara lenA cAhiye / paravazatAmeM kucha nahIM ho skegaa| zrAvaNa vadI 30,saM. 1988 ___ tIna lokameM sAra vastu AtmA hai| AtmA kisake dvArA grahaNa hotA hai? upayogake dvArA grahaNa hotA hai| jJAnIne AtmAko jAnA vaha mujhe mAnya hai| isa zravaNa, bodhake prati jisakI avicala

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upadezasaMgraha - 6 zraddhA rahegI usakA kalyANa hogA / paryAyadRSTi arthAt zarIra, mana, vacana aura unake dvArA grahIta paudgalika bhAva, vaha maiM nahIM / paryAyadRSTiko chor3anI cAhiye / jisa samaya paryAyadRSTimeM upayoga jur3atA ho usa samaya dehatyAga kara maranA acchA hai aura upayoga AtmadRSTi para jAtA ho to zarIrako ratnakaraMDake samAna mAnakara usakI sa~bhAla lenA yogya hai / 473 gharameM Aga lagane para vicakSaNa puruSa sArabhUta vastuoMko bAhara nikAlakara, jinheM na bacA sake unheM jalane detA hai; jabaki nAsamajha vyakti vyartha vastuoMko nikAlanekA, bacAnekA prayatna karatA hai / isI dRSTAMtase yaha manuSyazarIra jo krodhAdi bhAvase jala rahA hai aura kSaNabhaMgura hai usameMse ratnatrayarUpa AtmAke tIna ratnoMko siddha ( prApta) kara lenA cAhiye / kucha samajhameM na Aye to mere gurune kahA hai, vaha mujhe mAnya hai, yoM upayoga rkheN| aMjana Adi mahApApa karanevAle coroMkA bhI aisI zraddhAse uddhAra huA thA / ataH vacanake prati avicala pratIti rakhanI cAhiye / navasArI, maI, saM. 1993 AsravameM bhI saMvara ho aisI koI yukti jJAnIpuruSake pAsa hai / ve jo jo dekhate haiM, jo jo karate haiM, vahA~ pahale AtmA dekhate haiN| usake binA tinakeke do Tukar3e bhI nahIM ho sakate / paramakRpAludevane kahA hai ki AtmAko chor3akara kucha nahIM ho sktaa| mAra DAlo AtmAko, vaha mara sakegA ? mAtra pahacAna nahIM hai| jauharIko hIrekI pahacAna hai, ataH vaha usakA mUlya A~ka sakatA hai / lakar3ahAreke hAtha ratnaciMtAmaNi A jAye to vaha use kaMkara samajhakara pheMka degA / yaha manuSyabhava ratnaciMtAmaNi hai| aisA yoga puNyakA hI phala hai, vaha bhI cAhiye / puNyakA yoga hai to abhI isa nivRttiyogameM AtmAkI bAta kAnameM par3a rahI hai aura pariNamita ho rahI hai / pariNAma pariNAmameM bhI bahuta bheda hai| bhAva aura pariNAma bAra bAra kahate haiM vaha vicAraNIya hai / 'AtmasiddhizAstra' bahuta amUlya hai, riddhi-siddhiyA~ aura camatkAroMse bharA huA hai ! para samajhameM kise AtA hai ? jise samajhameM AtA hai use riddhi-siddhikI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hai / paraMtu ve apUrva vacana haiM, vizvAsa karane yogya haiN| bhale hI mujhe samajhameM na Ate hoM, para paramakRpAludevako to samajhameM AyA hai na? itanA vizvAsa to avazya kartavya hai / 'kara vicAra to pAma' isameM sarva kriyA- jJAnamAtra A jAte haiN| para usakA mAhAtmya laganA cAhiye / vicAra honA caahiye| kyA kaheM ? yogyatAkI kamI hai, phira bhI usa puruSane to kahane meM kucha kamI nahIM rakhI hai| "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma; nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma " AtmAkA sukha anaMta hai| 'je pada zrI sarvajJe dIThu jJAnamAM, ' - isa sukhakA svAda AnA cAhiye / isa viSaya meM pahale satpuruSa dvArA sunA jA sake to bhI mahAbhAgya samajhanA caahiye| yaha bAta anyatra

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474 upadezAmRta kahA~ milegI? satsaMgameM hI AtmAkI bAta hotI hai| rupaye-paisekI bhAMti isa bodhakA lAbha dikhAyI nahIM detA, jJAta nahIM hotA, para jJAnI to jAna rahe haiN| rupayA to miTTI hai| yahIM par3e rheNge| para AtmAkA dharma AtmAke sAtha jAyegA, ataH use bahuta sAvadhAnIpUrvaka sunate rahanA cAhiye / sunate sunate AtmasvarUpakA bhAna hogaa| kucha ghabarAne jaisA nahIM hai| 'kucha acchA nahIM lgtaa| calo, uTha caleM, jAye yahA~se / ' aisA karanA yogya nahIM hai| cAhe jitane kaSTa par3eM to bhI tatsaMbaMdhI bAta sunanI cAhiye / sAtA asAtA to karma hai, isane bilakula ghabarAnA nahIM cAhiye / yaha to apanA hai hI nahIM, saba jAnevAlA hai, AtmAkA kabhI nAza nahIM hogaa| usakI pahacAna kara lenI cAhiye, vaha satsaMgameM hotI hai| "sahaja milA so dUdha barAbara, mA~ga liyA so pAnI; khIMca liyA so rakta barAbara, gorakha bole vANI." AbU roDa, saM. 1935 aba yoga AyA hai| ataH AtmAkA vicAra kreN| maiM AtmA huuN| jJAna, darzana, cAritra, yaha saba AtmAmeM hai| AtmA ajara, amara, avinAzI, zAzvata hai| AtmA strI, puruSa, napuMsaka koI nahIM, inase bhinna hai| aisA yoga milanA durlabha hai| yadi jIva ceteM aura cAheM to AtmAko bhI prApta kara sakatA hai| bahuta puNyake puMjase yaha manuSyadeha milI hai| janma, jarA aura maraNa, janma jarA maraNarUpa saMsAra hai| isameM rAga-dveSa hotA rahatA hai| dhana, rupayA, strI, koI rahanevAle nahIM hai| isa bhavacakrakA cakkara kaise miTe? AzA tRSNA miTe yA nahIM? isa manuSyabhavameM janmamaraNa bar3hAnese bar3heMge aura ghaTAnese ghtteNge| kaise? bhAvase / jaise bhAva vaisA phala milatA hai| kisI bAtase ghabarAnA nahIM caahiye| samajhakI AvazyakatA hai| apUrva sAmagrI milI hai| ataH lAbha uThA leM, cUkeM nhiiN| sArA loka trividha tApase jala rahA hai| usase bacanA ho to satsaMga aura sadbodha caahiye| adhikArItva (yogyatA) ho aura bhedI mila jAye to mArga batA dete haiN| "jANa AgaLa ajANa thaIo, tattva laIo tANI; ___ Agalo thAya Aga, to ApaNe thaio pANI." AtmAkI bAta calAyI ho to vaha nikalatI hai aura anya bAta karanI ho to vaha nikalatI hai| ataH jitanI ciMtA saMsArakI rakhatA hai utanI cintA AtmAkI rakhe to janmamaraNa Tala jAte haiN| AbU, tA. 4-6-35 karmarUpI bAdala jaba taka ghanaghora chAye hue haiM, taba taka aMdherA hai, para bAdala haTa gaye to prakAza / satsamAgama hone para karmarUpI bAdala haTa jAte haiM aura prakAza hotA hai| jJAnIpuruSa kahate haiM ki AtmA sabase mukta hai, ba~dhA huA nahIM hai| para jaisA anna vaisI DakAra AtI hai| ThAlI baiThe baiThe kalpanA karatA rahatA hai| kalpanAkA kothalA hai| saba mithyA hai, vaha mAnya karane yogya nahIM hai| jJAnI jo kahate haiM vaha mAnya, pramANa hai| jo milA usase saMtoSa rkheN| zarIrakA nAza hogA para

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upadezasaMgraha-6 475 AtmAkA nAza nahIM hai| ataH AtmAkI pahacAna kreN| anya saba to anaMta bAra dekhA hai| sArameM sAra kyA hai? rAjA ho yA raMka ho, para sArameM sAra bhakti hai| yahI sAtha jaayegii| anya saba to pakSiyoMke mele jaisA hai| ataH anyako na dekheN| jaba taka AtmAko nahIM jAnA taba taka saba sAdhanA jhUThI hai| lAkhoM karoDoM rupaye mileMge, para yaha nahIM milegaa| rAjA ho yA raMka ho, para saba AtmA samAna haiN| aMtameM sabako zarIra chor3anA par3egA, kisIkA nahIM rhaa| ataH jJAnIkA eka vacana bhI pakar3a leMge to kAma bana jaayegaa| vRddha, yuvAna, choTA, bar3A yaha saba to paryAya hai| moha aura ajJAna duHkha dete haiN| vahI merA dhana, merI strI, mA~, ghara Adi mamatvabhAva karAtA hai / yaha to mAyA hai, isase sAvaceta rheN| avasara AyA hai| jo pakar3egA usake bApakA hai| jo hRdayameM hogA vahI hoThoM para aayegaa| ataH AtmAkI bhAvanA rakheMge to koTi karma kSaya ho jaayeNge| ye jJAnIke vacana haiM / jJAnI aisI icchA nahIM karate ki isakA bhalA ho, usakA burA ho, ve to sabakA bhalA hI cAhate haiN| *** AbU, tA. 5-6-35 jIvako duHkha, duHkha aura duHkha hai| sukha kahIM nahIM hai| pA~va rakhate pApa hai, dekhate viSa hai, saba TeDhAmer3hA hai, kucha bhI sIdhA nahIM, vighna bahuta haiM / vizvAmitrane yajJa kiyA taba rAkSasoMne bArabAra vighna kara yajJa niSphala kiyaa| para jaba rAma Aye taba saba saphala ho gyaa| yahI rAma hai| jaba taka dina nahIM nikalatA taba taka a~dherA hI rhegaa| jaba dina nikalegA taba ujAlA hogaa| jIvako strI-putra, dhana-saMpatti, kuTuMba-parivAra mile jisase unheM sukha mAna baiThA ki basa, saba mila gyaa| para yaha to duHkha, duHkha aura duHkha hI hai| zreNika rAjA ghor3e para baiThakara jaMgalameM ghUmane gye| vahA~ eka munike vacana sune jisase saba kucha badala gyaa| dinakA udaya huA, a~dherA miTakara ujAlA ho gayA, samakita ho gyaa| kise kaheM ? aura kise sunAyeM ? / 'Atmasiddhi' bhakti-bhajana to kiye para kyArImeM pAnI nahIM gayA, bAhara calA gyaa| yaha aba kaise kaheM ? kAneko kAnA kahe to burA lagatA hai| zraddhA, pratIti karanI cAhiye / isI mArgase sabakA kalyANa hai| bhikhArIkI bhA~ti ThIkarA (TUTA miTTIkA bartana) lekara ghUma rahA hai| para ise pheMka denA pdd'egaa| acchA pAtra ho to usameM acchI vastu rahatI hai| bure pAtrameM acchI vastu DAle to vaha bhI kharAba ho jAtI hai| ataH pAtra acchA rkheN| bAlakake hAthameM hIrekA hAra A jAye to vaha use masalegA, tor3egA, khelegA, kyoMki usakI dRSTimeM usakA koI mUlya nahIM hai| vaise hI 'Atmasiddhi meM mahAna camatkAra hai, para jIvane use sAmAnya banA diyA hai| par3he na hoM to par3hanA to par3egA hii| svacchaMdase jo huA hai vahI jIvako baMdhana hai; use chor3anA par3egA; satpuruSArtha karanA pdd'egaa| jaba dAla galatI nahIM, taba usameM kucha DAle to dAla gala jAtI hai, vaise hI aMdara kucha DAlanA hogaa| karanese hogaa| khAyegA tabhI peTa bharegA, na khAye to kaise bharegA? 'bhakti bhakti' karatA hai, para usameM aMtara hai| samajhakara bhakti karanI caahiye| apanI samajhase kareMge to kucha lAbha nahIM, ataH satpuruSakI samajhase kareMge to avazya phala milegaa| anya saba baMdhana hai, mAyA hai, yaha karane yogya nahIM hai| yaha kucha popA bAIkA rAjya nahIM hai|' + yahA~ aMdherakhAtA nahIM hai|

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476 upadezAmRta "anuM svapne jo darzana pAme re tenuM mana na caDhe bIje bhAme re; thAye sadguruno leza prasaMga re, tene na game saMsArIno saMga re." saba dhokhA hai / ataH AtmAke bana jaayeN| eka suI bhI sAthameM nahIM jAyegI / hariNa zikArIke vAdyameM lIna ho jAte haiM, taba zikArI unheM tIrase mAra detA hai / aise hI yaha jIva saMsArameM lIna hokara maraNako prApta hotA hai / AbU, tA. 10-6-35 paradeza jAtA hai taba sAthameM pAtheya ho to khA sakatA hai, nahIM to kyA khAyegA ? aise hI manuSyabhava prApta kara pUrva janmakA pAtheya khA rahA hai| vaha samApta ho jAyegA taba kyA khAyegA ? ataH kucha kara lenA caahiye| kiyA huA vyartha nahIM jaayegaa| avasara AyA hai / pratisamaya mara rahA hai / mAtra ajJAnakI bhUlako nikAlanA hai / kSaNa kSaNa jAgrata rahanekI AvazyakatA hai / satsaMgameM bhaktimeM koI bholA-bhAlA vyakti jJAnIke vacana bolatA ho yA patra parAvartana karatA ho to use kAna dekara sunanA caahiye| aise dhanyabhAgya kahA~ hai ki unake vacana hamAre kAnameM par3eM? vaha sunanA mahAlAbhakA kAraNa hai| para yaha jIva anya bAharakI bAteM kAna dekara sunatA hai tathA rAgadveSa kara kaSAyake nimitta khar3e kara pApa bA~dhatA hai / striyA~ pAnI bharane jAtI haiM, taba sira para ghar3e rakhakara anya bAtoMmeM eka ghaMTA nikAla detI haiM, kintu satsaMgameM Aye to baiThanA acchA nahIM lagatA aura aruci hone lagatI hai| par3hanemeM, sIkhanemeM Alasya, pramAda Aye yA vyAkulatA ho, usa samaya kaise bhI pramAda, Alasya nahIM hone denA cAhiye / manuSyabhavakA eka kSaNa bhI ratnaciMtAmaNise adhika mUlyavAna hai / jJAnIpuruSase jo kucha smaraNa yA sAdhana thor3A bhI milA ho, utanA zraddhApUrvaka kiyA kare to usakA phala kucha aura hI AyegA, vaha aMta taka le jAyegA / 'bahu puNyakerA puMjathI' isa pada para jIvako vicAra karanA cAhiye / brahmacaryavrata aMgIkAra kiyA to manuSyabhava saphala hai / yaha vrata lekara kisIke sAtha pratibaMdha, dRSTirAga yA prasaMga nahIM karanA cAhiye, jAgrata rahanA cAhiye / yadi kabhI isa vratako bhaMga karanekA prasaMga A jAye to peTameM churI bhoMkakara yA viSakA pyAlA pIkara mara jAyeM, para vrata bhaMga nahIM kare - itanI dRr3hatA rkheN| vrata lekara bhaMga karanese narakagati hotI hai| isa vratakA pAlana karanese pAtratA, samakita Adi prApta hoMge; kyoMki Apako patA nahIM hai para jisakI sAkSIse vrata liyA hai vaha puruSa saccA hai, ataH duSpratyAkhyAna nahIM hai, kintu supratyAkhyAna hai, samajhakara diyA gayA hai / lakSya mAtra eka AtmArthakA rakhanA cAhiye / 1 kRpAludevakA vacana hai ki jIvako satsaMga hI mokSakA parama sAdhana hai / upadeza, satsaMgake samAna saMsArase pAra utaranekA anya koI sAdhana nahIM / satsaMgake yogase tiryaMcagatike jIva bhI satpuruSake bodha dvArA devagati prApta kara, samakita prApta kara mokSa gaye haiM, aisI zAstrameM kathAe~ haiM / ataH jIvako satsaMga hI karanA caahiye| isase samakita AtA hai aura mokSa bhI prApta hotA hai| satsaMga prApta hone para bhI jIvako usa satsaMgakI pahacAna nahIM huI hai / jIvane isa para vicAra nahIM kiyA

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upadezasaMgraha-6 hai / vicArapUrvaka nizcaya nahIM kiyA hai ki yahI AtmA hai / jIvane sunakara una vacanoMko pariNamita nahIM kiyA hai, anyathA phala prApta hue binA nahIM rahatA / yogyatAkI kamI hai / tA. 9-2-36 AtmAkA ghAta karanevAle AraMbha aura parigraha haiM / isa jagatameM kucha nahIM hai / eka AtmAkI pahacAna karanI hai| bacce na ho to unakI icchA, dhana na ho to usakI icchA, pati na ho to patikI icchA rakhate haiM / sukha duHkhako jAnanevAlA AtmA hai / baMdha aura mokSa bhI usIse hotA hai / AraMbha aura parigrahase jIvakA burA huA hai| jIva mAtra isIse rukA huA hai| isakI icchA hai, mAyA (prema) hai vaha tyAjya hai / vaha bahuta hAnikAraka hai / jise AraMbha aura parigraha para mamatA aura mUrchA hai, vaha bahuta duHkhI hai| isa manuSyabhavameM sAvadhAna ho jAnA cAhiye / pavanase bhaTakI koyala hai / pakSiyoMkA melA hai| 'mere pitA, merI mA~, merA dhana, merA kuTuMba' yaha mAyA hai| burIse burI tRSNA hai / 1 "kyA icchata? khovata sabai, hai icchA duHkhamUla; jaba icchAkA nAza taba miTe anAdi bhUla." icchAkA nAza karanA hai| samajha ho to bhavakA nAza hotA hai| isakA bhAna nahIM hai / jisake liye svayaM moha-mUrchA kara daur3abhAga kara rahA hai vaha to jAnevAlA hai, isakA bhAna nahIM hai / yaha saba bAta nA samajhIkI hai| janma - jarA - maraNake duHkha adhika haiM / sArA jagata trividha tApase jala rahA hai / jo dUsaroMse lenA cAhatA hai vaha bhikhArI hai| eka saMtane rAjAse kahA ki tU bhikhArI hai| apane rAjyako chor3akara dUsarekA rAjya lene jA rahA hai isaliye bhikhArI hai| aise hI isa jIvako bhI icchA, icchA aura icchA hI hai / AtmAkA vyApAra kiyA hotA to lAbha hotA, para camar3ekA vyApAra kiyA hai / 'yaha merI nAka hai, mere hAtha hai' aisI bhAvanA karatA hai| jo apanA nahIM hai use prApta karanekI icchA karatA hai / 477 "jahA~ kalapanA - jalapanA, tahA~ mAnUM duHkha chAMI; miTe kalapanA - jalapanA, taba vastU tina pAI. " aisA kRpAludevane pukAra -pukAra kara kahA hai / isa saMsArameM kisIkI icchAkI bhUkha miTI hai ? yaha kisIke hAthameM hai ? icchAke viSayameM gahana ciMtana karanA cAhiye, aMdara kucha nahIM hai| vicAra kare to usakA - icchAkA, tRSNAkA - nAza hotA hai / ye saba baiThe haiM, para kisIne AtmAko dekhA hai ? isakA kisIko patA hai ? kisIko isakA bhedI milA hai ? yaha baniyA, brAhmaNa, bar3A, choTA, rogI hai? yaha bhI AtmA hai, yaha bhI AtmA hai / 'sarvAtmamAM samadRSTi dyo, A vacanane hRdaye lakho / ' kauna burA karatA hai ? saMpUrNa jagata rAga aura dveSako gharameM nimaMtraNa detA hai, yadi samabhAvako nimaMtraNa de to ? isa para vicAra kreN| kyA huA ? Azcaryajanaka huA ! hajAroM bhavakA nAza ho gayA / samabhAvake Ate hI kucha aura ho gayA / bhedI milanA cAhiye /

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478 upadezAmRta "kathA suNI suNI phUTyA kAna, to ya na AvyuM brahmajJAna / " "tilaka karatAM trepana vahyAM, japamALAnAM nAkAM gayA." yoM isa jIvane kucha bhI lakSyameM nahIM liyA hai| jisakA adhyayana karanA hai use to chor3a diyA hai| 'par3hA para gunA nhiiN|' samabhAva kyA vastu hai? vaha kahA~ rahatI hai? thor3A vicAra to kareM / tUMbImeM kaMkara bhare haiN| yaha sarvanAza kara diyaa| bAteM karate haiM ki "samatA rasanA pyAlA re. pIve so jANe: chAka car3hI kabahu na utare, tIna bhuvana sukha mANe." pIye so jAne / tUMbImeM kaMkara bhare haiN| bAteM kareM, bAtoMse kAma hotA hai? kucha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| ajaba hai! camatkAra hai! isa manuSyabhavameM hajAroM bhava kATe jA sakate haiN| koI sAtha nahIM aayegaa| akelA AyA hai, akelA jaayegaa| sAr3he tIna hAthakI bhUmimeM jalAkara rAkha kara deNge| samatA, kSamA kyA hai? bolanA AyA hai, para isakA bhAna nahIM hai| yaha baniyA, brAhmaNa, paTela, choTA, bar3A, yuvAna, vRddha-saba hai, para AtmA hai yA nahIM? AtmAko dekhA nahIM hai, usakA patA nahIM hai| kaisA mArga hai ? gurugamakA jJAna nahIM hai| jJAnIkA bolanA-calanA, khAnA-pInA saba sulaTA hai, jabaki ajJAnI jo kucha karatA hai vaha saba baMdhanarUpa hai, viSarUpa hai| yaha kyA hai? kucha kaho to shii| isa jIvako manuSyabhava prApta hai isaliye suna rahA hai, kauve kutte kucha suneMge? satsaMga nahIM kiyA hai, bodha nahIM sunA hai| isIkI kamI hai| isa jIvane jo karanA cAhiye vaha nahIM kiyA hai| kyA karanA hai? AtmAko pahacAnanA hai| use nahIM jAnA hai| hama bahuta bAra kahate haiN| isa sthAna para baiThe haiM to itanA dekhate haiN| yahA~se sAtaveM khaMDa para ho use dekha sakate haiM kyA? dazAmeM vRddhi ho to vizeSa dikhAyI detA hai| eka hI karanA hai, samatA aura kSamA / mu~hameM zakkara DAlI ho to mu~ha mIThA hotA hai, para viSa DAlA ho to? kitanI dera hai? terI derameM dera hai| taiyAra ho jaa| aMtarmuhUrtameM samakita, aMtarmuhUrtameM kevalajJAna hotA hai yA nahIM? pahacAna nahIM hai| 'bhAna nahIM nijarUparnu te nizcaya nahi sAra / ' *'jJAnIke sabhI pAse sIdhe par3ate haiM' yoM DAle yA tyoM-jJAnIkA saba sIdhA hai kyoMki dRSTi badala gayI hai| yaha kaisI khUbI hai! kucha aMtara to hai na? ina cakSuoMse dekhanemeM aura aMtarcakSuse dekhanemeM aMtara to hai na? avazya hai| ho jAo taiyAra, sAvadhAna! jAgrata ho jaao| jo khAyA vaha apanA / bAtoMse kAma nahIM hogA, karanA pdd'egaa| ye saba bAteM Upara Uparase khii| inameM kucha sAra hai yA nahIM? ina saba jIvoMkA kalyANa hogA, lAbha uThAnA AnA caahiye| jisako zraddhA hogI usakA kAma bnegaa| bar3Ise bar3I bAta hai-eka shrddhaa| itanA nizcaya kara lenA hai| yaha nahIM kiyA hai| eka hI vacana hai-zraddhA / vaha japa, tapa, saba hai| isa bhavameM aba avasara AyA hai, ise bhUle nhiiN| zraddhA avazya kara lenI caahiye| satsaMga aura satpuruSArtha kreN| + kathA (upadeza) suna sunakara kAna phUTa gaye to bhI brahma(Atma)jJAna nahIM huaa| (kAraNa, pariNamana nahIM huA) tilaka karate karate tirepana (53) varSa cale gaye arthAt bUr3he ho gaye aura mAlA ginate ginate mAlAke manake ghisa gaye, to bhI aMtarbheda hue binA koI lAbha nahIM huaa| * jJAnIkI sabhI pravRtti samyak hotI hai|

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479 kucha sphuTa vacana' 1. isa jagatameM aneka jIva aise haiM jo dharma, puNya, pApa, vyavahAra, viveka kucha nahIM smjhte| ___ unheM pazu samAna jaannaa| 2. dharmako nahIM samajhA, pahacAna nahIM huI to vaha manuSya hokara bhI pazu samAna hai| 3. oho! laukikameM nikAla diyA hai| manuSyabhava phira kahA~ milegA? 4. mehamAna haiM, paradezI haiN| pakSiyoMkA melA hai| pavanase bhaTakI koyala jaisA hai ataH kucha kara lenaa| 5. jagata aMdhA hai, baharA hai; jagata dekhatA hai vaha mithyA hai, sunatA hai vaha bhI mithyA hai| 6. jagatameM guru aneka haiM, sAdhu aneka haiM, para cAbI to sadguruke hAthameM hai| 7. jisako satpuruSakA bodha sunaneko milA use nau nidhAna mila gye| 8. jJAnIko kyA kamI hai? samakita dete haiM, mokSa dete haiM para jIvakA hI doSa hai| 9. jIva cAra prakArase dharma prApta karatA hai : namaskArase, vinayase, dAnase aura bodhase / 10. satpuruSakA bodha sune para samajhe nahIM, to bhI anaMta bhavakA kSaya karatA hai| pApake dala naSTa hote haiM aura puNyakA baMdha hotA hai| 11. pativratA strI apane patimeM citta lagAtI hai, isI prakAra mumukSu satpuruSameM, unake bodhameM citta lagAye to dAlake sAtha DhokalI sIjhatI hai, gAr3eke pIche gAr3I jAtI hai| 12. AtmA kaisA hogA? vaha kaise jJAta ho ? gurugamase / maiM kucha nahIM samajhatA, para jJAnIne jise jAnA hai vaha mujhe mAnya hai aisA rahe to vaha tilaka huaa| 13. do akSarameM mArga nihita hai, vaha kyA? jJAna / jJAna arthAt jJAnIne jJAnameM jaisA dekhA ho vaha mujhe mAnya hai| 14. manako bAhara pApa bA~dhanemeM jor3a rakhA hai, para use AtmAmeM jor3e to dera kyA lagegI? 15. AtmAko pahacAnanese hI chuTakArA hai| mujhe yA Apako pahacAna hue binA mukti nahIM hai| 16. AtmA para dRSTi karate hI samakita, samakitake bAda kevalajJAna hai| + eka mumukSu dvArA smRtike anusAra noMdhameM liye gaye sphuTa vacanoMmeMse /

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480 upadezAmRta 17. AtmAse AtmAko pahacAnanA hai| jaisA siddhakA AtmA hai vaisA hI merA hai| 18. 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' yaha to caudaha pUrvakA sAra hai| 19. jagatameM kyA hai? jar3a aura cetana do haiN| inameM jar3a nahIM jaantaa| jAnatA hai vaha cetn| 20. jar3a kabhI cetana banegA? cetana kabhI jar3a banegA? ye donoM bhinna haiM yA nahIM? taba phira aba adhika kyA kaheM? 21. mere par3ausameM kauna hai? zarIra hai| usakA aura merA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| vaha mujhase bhinna hai| 22. nAmase AtmA nahIM pahacAnA jaayegaa| aMtardRSTi kreN| carmacakSuse to AtmA nahIM diikhegaa| 23. 'aMtarvRtti rakhanese akSayapada prApta hotA hai|' 24. bhAva hI AtmA hai, pariNAma hI AtmA hai| 25. jIva narakameM jAnevAlA ho para thor3AsA bhAva kara le to devagatimeM calA jaaye| (zrI pArzvanAthane jalate hue sA~pako bacAkara dharaNendra bnaayaa|) 26. mana anAvazyaka vikalpa karatA ho to use jhUTha samajhakara nikAla phaiNke| 27. zarIra merA, bhAI merA, bApa merA, cAcA merA, ghara merA-aisA kahanese, mAnanese galemeM phA~sI lgegii| 28. mokSa kyA hai? sabase mukta honA mokSa hai| chor3anevAlA kitanA bhAgyazAlI hai! 29. sabakA snAnasUtaka kara, kriyAkarma nipaTAkara cale jAyeM, mara miTaneko taiyAra ho jaayeN| 30. 'talavArakI dhAra para calanA hai, sat saMgrAmameM lar3anA hai|' zrImad laghurAjasvAmI-prabhuzrI upadezAmRta samApta

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surata 481 pariziSTa pariziSTa 1 patroMke bAre meM vizeSa jAnakArI patrAvali-1 AMka kisake prati kahA~se kisa sthAna para mitI/tArIkha 1 zrImad rAjacaMdra (surata)? muMbaI 1951 cai.su.6 2 zrImad rAjacaMdra muMbaI 1952 kA.su.5 3 zrImad rAjacaMdra kheDA muMbaI 1953 zrA.va.5 4 munizrI lakSmIcaMdajI Adi munivaro / karamALA amadAvAda 1958 (cAturmAsa) 5 (munizrI mohanalAlajI mahArAja?) 1958 bhA.va.7 6 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI naDiyAda DIsA TAuna 1970 a.su.6 7 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI naDiyAda DIsA kempa 1970 a.va.11 tA.19-7-14 8 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI umareTha DIsA TAuna 1971 mAgazara 9 munizrI mohanalAlajI mahArAja tathA muni padmavijayajI cakalAsI vaDAlI 1971 mA.va.2 10 raNachoDabhAI lakhAbhAI paTela naDiyAda (nAra?) 1971 I.sa.1915 11 maNilAlabhAI kalyANajIbhAI zeTha naDiyAda muMbaI 1971 tA.10-3-1915 12 raNachoDabhAI tathA choTAlAlabhAI naDiyAda nAra 1971 je.va.12 13 munizrI lakSmIcaMdajI mahArAja naDiyAda suNAva 1971 a.va.9 14 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI naDiyAda vIrakSetra (vaDodarA) 1971 A.su.8 15 vaidya hImacaMda mohanalAla zAha naDiyAda DabhoI 1971 tA.9-8-1915 16 raNachoDabhAI lakhAbhAI paTela kANIsA 1972 cai.su.4 17 maNilAlabhAI kalyANajIbhAI zeTha / muMbaI 1972 tA.7-5-1916 18 AzAbhAI kalyANabhAI jUnAgaDha kAviThA 1972 je.su.7 19 kalyANajIbhAI mUlajIbhAI tathA AzAbhAI " kAviThA 1972 a.su.5 20 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI jUnAgaDha umaradazI 1972 a.va.8 21 AzAbhAI kalyANabhAI jUnAgaDha kAviThA 1972 a.va.10 22 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI jUnAgaDha umaradazI 1972 zrA.su.9 23 giradharabhAI veNIrAma Adi jUnAgaDha saraDoI 1972 zrA.va.2 24 raNachoDabhAI tathA choTAlAlabhAI jUnAgaDha (nAra?) 1972 25 kalyANajIbhAI mUlajIbhAI jUnAgaDha kAviThA 1972 26 raNachoDabhAI tathA choTAlAlabhAI jUnAgaDha (nAra?) 1972 zrA.va.15 27 manasukhabhAI tathA jhaverabhAI jUnAgaDha kAviThA 1972 bhA.va.7 28 raNachoDabhAI lakhAbhAI paTela nAra 1972 bhA.va.8 29 raNachoDabhAI lakhAbhAI paTela jUnAgaDha (nAra?) 1972 A.va.8 30 raNachoDabhAI lakhAbhAI paTela jUnAgaDha (nAra?) 1972 A.va.11 31 raNachoDabhAI lakhAbhAI paTela jUnAgaDha nAra 1972 A.va.11 32 kalyANajIbhAI kuMvarajI zeTha jUnAgaDha bagasarA 1973 kA.su.7 nAra jUnAgaDha (31) Jain Education Intern al

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nAra DabhoI muMbaI 482 upadezAmRta AMka kisake prati kahA~se kisa sthAna para mitI/tArIkha 33 mAdhavajIbhAI revAjIbhAI zeTha bagasarA vaDAlI 1973 phA.su.8 34 raNachoDabhAI lakhAbhAI paTela bagasarA garaDesara 1973 phA.su.13 35 choTAlAlabhAI dhorIbhAI bagasarA muMbaI 1973 phA.su.13 36 somAbhAI caturabhAI 1975 tA.30-6-1918 37 harakhacaMdabhAI karamacaMdabhAI sImaraDA jUnAgaDha 1975 tA.21-9-1919 38 maNilAlabhAI kalyANajIbhAI zeTha sImaraDA 1975 tA.1-10-1919 39 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI sanAvada DIsA TAuna 1976 vai.va.14 40 harakhacaMdabhAI karamacaMdabhAI sanAvada jUnAgaDha 1976 I.sa.1920 41 munizrI mohanalAlajI mahArAja sanAvada rAjanagara (amadAvAda) tA.1-6-1920 42 vaidya hImacaMda mohanalAla zAha sanAvada DabhoI 1976 tA.26-7-1920 43 maNibhAI tathA anya mumukSu sanAvada sImaraDA 1976 a.su.10 44 harakhacaMda karamacaMda tathA tArAcaMda lakSmIcaMda Adi sanAvada jUnAgaDha 1976 adhika zrA.su.13 45 maNilAlabhAI kalyANajIbhAI seTha / sanAvada muMbaI 1976 adhika zrA.su.14 46 bhAulAlabhAI punazI bhATe sanAvada muMbaI 1976 adhika zrA.su.3 47 caturabhAI hAthIbhAI sanAvada saMdezara 1976 adhika zrA.su.10 48 parasottamabhAI jhaverabhAI sanAvada muMbaI 1976 tA.3-9-1920 49 parasottamabhAI jhaverabhAI sanAvada muMbaI 1976 50 raNachoDabhAI lakhAbhAI paTela sanAvada nAra 1976 tA.6-10-1920 51 jhaverabena sanAvada 1976 tA.20-10-1920 52 kalyANabhAI tathA AzAbhAI Adi sanAvada kAviThA 1976 53 giradharabhAI veNIrAma | maMDALA saraDoI 1976 54 dalapatabhAI tathA aMbAlAlabhAI Adi sanAvada kAviThA 1976 55 kAlIdAsabhAI jIjIbhAI sanAvada saMdezara 1976 56 caturabhAI hAthIbhAI sanAvada agAsa Azrama 1976 agAsa Azrama 1976 dhanateraza, tA.5-11-20 58 jesaMgabhAI ujamazIbhAI seTha sanAvada amadAvAda 1977 kA.su.10 59 maNilAlabhAI lAlAjI maMDALA dharmaja tA.1-3-1921 60 jesaMgabhAI ujamazIbhAI seTha maMDALA amadAvAda 1977 cai.su.6 61 vaidya hImacaMdabhAI mohanalAla zAha Adi agAsa Azrama surata 1977 tA.30-5-1921 62 vaidya hImacaMdabhAI mohanalAla zAha rAjanagara __Adi (amadAvAda) surata tA.15-1-1922 63 cunIlAlabhAI dharamacaMdabhAI zAha Adi rAjanagara (amadAvAda) 1978 po.va.7 64 maNilAlabhAI kalyANajIbhAI seTha tathA kuTuMbIjana agAsa Azrama muMbaI tA.2-5-1922 57

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AMka kisake prati kahA~se 65 cunIlAlabhAI dharamacaMdabhAI zAha tathA kuTuMbIjana agAsa Azrama mIAMgAma 66 maNilAlabhAI kalyANajIbhAI seTha tathA kuTuMbIjana agAsa Azrama muMbaI 67 bhAIlAlabhAI lakSmIdAsabhAI suNAvavAlA agAsa Azrama indora 68 bahana vIjIbA agAsa Azrama surata 69 ravajIbhAI devakaraNa agAsa Azrama muMbaI 70 maNilAlabhAI kalyANajI seTha tathA kuTuMbIjana 71 meghajIbhAI thobhaNa 72 jecaMdabhAI AzArAma 73 munizrI caturalAlajI mahArAja 74 maganabhAI lallubhAI (tAramAstara, ANaMda) 75 cunIlAlabhAI dharamacaMdabhAI zAha Adi 76 kAlIdAsabhAI jIjIbhAI, maganabhAI Adi 77 vanarAjabhAI Adi 78 giradharabhAI mathurabhAI 79 chaganabhAI bAbara bhAI 80 somacaMdabhAI kalyANajIbhAI seTha 81 somacaMdabhAI kalyANajIbhAI seTha Adi 82 maNibhAI kalyANajIbhAI seTha Adi 83 trikamabhAI raNachor3abhAI 84 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI 85 86 raNachor3abhAI lakhAbhAI paTela 87 88 rAvajIbhAI chaganabhAI desAI 89 raNachor3abhAI lakhAbhAI paTela 90 harilAlabhAI kalyANajIbhAI seTha 91 vaidya hImacaMdabhAI mohanalAla zAha 92 hIrAlAla bhAI 93 maNibhAI kalyANajIbhAI seTha 94 maNibhAI kalyANajIbhAI seTha Adi 95 mAdhavajIbhAI revAbhAI, nAnacaMdabhAI Adi 96 rAvajIbhAI chaganabhAI desAI, bhAI Adi pariziSTa agAsa Azrama (muMbaI ? ) agAsa Azrama muMbaI agAsa Azrama amadAvAda kisa sthAna para agAsa Azrama pUnA pUnA pUnA pUnA pUnA pUnA pUnA pUnA pethApura pUnA pethApura agAsa Azrama jUnAgaDha kAviThA bAMdhaNI ANaMda 1980 agAsa Azrama 1980 saMdezara sanAvada ( sanAvada ?) (muMbaI ?) - siddhapura agAsa Azrama (nAra ?) agAsa Azrama (muMbaI) agAsa Azrama DabhoI 1978 1978 1978 1978 (muMbaI ?) (muMbaI ?) (muMbaI ? ) 1979 1979 1979 1980 1980 1980 1981 1981 1981 1981 1981 mitI / tArIkha tA. 4-7-1922 a. su. 10 bhA.su. 3 bhA.va.8 bhA.va. 14 phA.va.6 tA. 23-5-1925 agAsa Azrama nAra tA. 1-8-1925 agAsa Azrama muMbaI tA. 6-12-1925 agAsa Azrama kampAlA ( i. AphrikA) tA. 24-4-1926 tA. 6-12-1922 po.va. 7 je.va.13 a.va.3 bhA.va. 7 bhA.va. 7 A. su. 4 tA. 1-10-24 A.su. 7 A.su. 8 kA. su. 14 mA.va. 9 tA. 11-12-1924 mA. su. 15 tA. 8-2-25 1982 1982 cai.va.12 agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama vaDAlI 1983 cai.su.7 agAsa Azrama kampAlA (i. AphrikA) tA. 5-6-1927 483 1982 zrA. su. 8 1982 ? 1982 1983 A.va. 11 kA.va. 11

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484 upadezAmRta AMka kisake prati kahA~se kisa sthAna para mitI/tArIkha 97 manasukhabhAI devasI agAsa Azrama lImaDI 1983 je.su.8 98 hIrAlAlabhAI Adi agAsa Azrama muMbaI 1983 bhA.va.3 99 rukamaNIbA jesaMgabhAI zeTha agAsa Azrama (amadAvAda?) tA.20-10-1927 100 mAdhavajIbhAI revAbhAI agAsa Azrama vaDAlI 1983 101 maNIbhAI agAsa Azrama - 1984 zrA.su.3 102 mohanalAlabhAI Adi agAsa Azrama vaTAmaNa 1984 bhA.su.7 tA. 21-9-28 103 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1984 bhA.va.5 104 cunIlAlabhAI vIracaMdabhAI, mohanabhAI Adi - muMbaI 1984 105 cunIlAlabhAI dharamacaMdabhAI zAha bhAdaraNa agAsa Azrama 1985 mA.su. 3 106 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI bhAdaraNa siddhapura 1985 phA.va.11 107 nagInabhAI dalapatabhAI Adi agAsa Azrama oDana 1985 je.su.15 108 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1985 je.va.3 109 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1985 a.su.14 110 mANekajIbhAI, jeThAbhAI, vardhamAnabhAI Adi agAsa Azrama muMbaI 1985 bhA.va.2 111 raNachoDabhAI lakhAbhAI paTela agAsa Azrama nAra 1985 bhA.va.3 112 jesaMgabhAI UjamazIbhAI seTha Adi agAsa Azrama amadAvAda 1986 tA.7-12-1929 113 nagInabhAI dalapatabhAI Adi agAsa Azrama oDana 1986 kA.su.5 (jJAnapaMcamI) 114 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1986 kA.va.5 115 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1986 kA.va.tA.29-11-29 116 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1986 po.su.6 117 mANekajIbhAI vardhamAna seTha agAsa Azrama indora 1986 mAha va.8 118 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1986 phA.va.8 119 ratanabena punazIbhAI agAsa Azrama aMdherI (muMbaI) 1986 vai.su.7 120 - agAsa Azrama - 1986 121 bhogIlAlabhAI gulAbacaMda zAha agAsa Azrama muMbaI tA.7-7-1930 122 tribhovanabhAI dharamacaMdabhAI zAha agAsa Azrama - tA.22-8-1930 123 bhAIlAlabhAI lakSmIdAsabhAI agAsa Azrama dhULiyA 1986 tA.26-8-1930 124 harilAlabhAI kalyANajIbhAI seTha agAsa Azrama muMbaI 1986 zrA.su.4 tA.8-8-1930 125 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI .. agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1986 bhA.va.1 126 rAvajIbhAI chaganabhAI desAI, agAsa Azrama kampAlA rAmabhAI Adi mumukSubhAI (i.AphrikA) tA.29-9-1930 127 rAvajIbhAI chaganabhAI desAI, agAsa Azrama kampAlA jeThAbhAI Adi (i.AphrikA) 1987 po.su.4 128 somAbhAI, prabhudAsabhAI, tathA sanAbhAI Adi agAsa Azrama indora 1987 po.su.8 129 bhAulAla punazI bhATe tathA kuMvarabA agAsa Azrama jakhau (kaccha) 1987 po.va.11

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pariziSTa 485 AMka kisake prati kahA~se kisa sthAna para mitI/tArIkha 130 vaidya hImacaMdabhAI, nagInabhAI Adi agAsa Azrama surata tA.25-2-1931 131 vaidya hImacaMdabhAI mohanalAla zAha Adi agAsa Azrama surata 1987 cai.su.11 tA.30-3-31 132 saubhAgyabhAI cunIlAlabhAI Adi agAsa Azrama mIAMgAma 1987 cai.va.15 133 saubhAgyabhAI cunIlAlabhAI Adi aMdherI mIAMgAma 1987 je.su.2 tA. 19-5-31 134 jesaMgabhAI ujamazI, maNilAlabhAI agAsa Azrama aMdherI 1987 a. su.2 kalyANajIbhAI Adi tA.18-6-1931 135 rAvajIbhAI chaganabhAI desAI, agAsa Azrama kampAlA 1987 zrA. jeThAbhAI Adi (i. AphrikA) tA.21-8-1931 136 mohanalAlabhAI lallabhAI vaTAmaNa 137 rAvajIbhAI chaganabhAI desAI aMdherI kampAlA (i. AphrikA)1987 vai.su.15 138 munizrI caturalAlajI mahArAja naDiyAda 1987 bhAdrapada 139 mANekalAlabhAI kuMvarajI (bagasarAvALA) - muMbaI 1987 140 maNilAlabhAI kalyANajIbhAI seTha agAsa Azrama muMbaI 1987 141 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1988 kA.su.14 142 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1988 vaizAkhapUrNimA 143 bhAulAlabhAI punazI bhATe tathA kuMvarabena Adi agAsa Azrama jakhau (kaccha) 1988 a.va.8 144 bhAulAlabhAI punazI bhATe tathA kuMvarabena Adi agAsa Azrama jakhau (kaccha) 1988 145 nArAyaNabhAI lakSmIdAsabhAI navasArI dhULiyA 1988 146 nArAyaNabhAI lakSmIdAsabhAI navasArI dhULiyA tA.22-5-1933 147 maNibhAI vAghajI navasArI nAra 1989 vai.va.12 148 nArAyaNabhAI, bhAIlAlabhAI, DAhyAbhAI Adi agAsa Azrama dhUliyA 1989 bhA.su.7 149 vaidya hImacaMda mohanalAla zAha agAsa Azrama surata tA.14-11-1933 150 gulAbacaMdabhAI mohanalAla agAsa Azrama vaTAmaNa 1990 phA.su.8 tA.21-2-34 151 zAMtilAlabhAI mohanalAla agAsa Azrama (bhAvanagara?) 1990 pra.vai.su.15 152 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1990 a.vai.va.8 153 zAMtilAlabhAI mohanalAla agAsa Azrama bhAvanagara tA.8-5-1934 154 jesaMgabhAI ujamazIbhAI seTha surata amadAvAda tA.9-6-1934 155 munizrI caturalAlajI mahArAja (naDiyAda?) 1990 156 vAsudevabhAI tathA zAMtilAlabhAI mohanalAla agAsa Azrama bhAvanagara 1990 a.su.7 tA. 8-7-34 157 sUrajabena agAsa Azrama muMbaI 1990 a.su.14 tA.15-7-34 158 vAsudevabhAI tathA zAMtilAlabhAI mohanalAla agAsa Azrama bhAvanagara tA.17-7-1934

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486 upadezAmRta AMka kisake prati kahA~se kisa sthAna para mitI/tArIkha 159 jesaMgabhAI ujamazIbhAI seTha agAsa Azrama vaDhavANa kempa tA.19-7-1934 160 zAMtilAlabhAI mohanalAla agAsa Azrama 1990 zrA.su.4 tA.14-8-34 161 premacaMdabhAI ravajIbhAI koThArI agAsa Azrama tA.18-8-1934 162 zAMtilAlabhAI mohanalAla agAsa Azrama bhAvanagara tA.27-9-1934 163 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1990 bhA.su.5 164 gulAbacaMdabhAI Adi agAsa Azrama vaTAmaNa tA.2-10-1934 165 munizrI ratnarAjasvAmI agAsa Azrama siddhapura 1990 A.va.2 166 jesaMgabhAI ujamazIbhAI seTha agAsa Azrama - tA.10-11-1934 167 sAkarabena agAsa Azrama muMbaI tA.29-11-1934 168 zAMtilAlabhAI mohanalAla agAsa Azrama bhAvanagara tA.3-2-1935 169 gulAbacaMdabhAI mohanalAla agAsa Azrama - 1991 phA.su.10 tA.14-3-35 170 manasukhabhAI devasIbhAI agAsa Azrama lImaDI tA.22-3-1935 171 vaidya hImacaMda mohanalAla zAha agAsa Azrama surata 1991 zrA.su.15 172 gokuLabhAI tathA narasiMhabhAI Adi agAsa Azrama AsuMdara tA.13-11-1935 173 jesaMgabhAI seTha tathA saubhAgyabhAI Adi nAsika agAsa Azrama 1992 cai.su.7 174* 175 choTAlAla malakacaMda zAha agAsa Azrama vaTavA (amadAvAda) 176 kesarabena maNilAlabhAI seTha - muMbaI - 177 tribhuvanabhAI dharamacaMdabhAI agAsa Azrama nAsika pariziSTa 2 patroMke bAremeM vizeSa jAnakArI . patrAvali-2 AMka kisake prati ___ kahA~se kisa sthAna para mitI/tArIkha 1 vaidya hImacaMda mohanalAla zAha Adi agAsa Azrama DabhoI tA. 24-1-1926 2 mAdhavajIbhAI revAbhAI, tathA ___ maNIbhAI Adi agAsa Azrama vaDAlI tA.4-2-1927 3 narasiMhabhAI tathA maganabhAI Adi agAsa Azrama bhAdaraNa 1983 cai.su.9 tA.10-4-27 4 maNilAlabhAI kalyANajIbhAI tathA seTha kezavajI mANekajI agAsa Azrama muMbaI 1987 A.va.8 5 phUlacaMdabhAI tathA kuMvarajIbhAI Adi agAsa Azrama vaTAmaNa 1988 kA.va.1 6 maNilAlabhAI kalyANajIbhAI tathA kasuMbAbena Adi agAsa Azrama muMbaI 1988 je.su.14 agAsa Azrama * yaha patra bhAdaraNake cunIbhAIko milA thA, prabhuzrIke hastAkSarameM haiM, Upara tArIkha nahIM hai / vaidyarAja Upara likhA huA pratIta hotA hai|

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AMka kisake prati I| 8 9 10 munizrI nemasAgarajI mahArAja 11 12 DAhyAbhAI bhagAbhAI 13 DAhyAbhAI nAthubhAI paTela 14 DAhyAbhAI bhagAbhAI Adi 15 bhogIlAlabhAI gulAbacaMdabhAI zAha 16 giradharalAlabhAI rAyacaMdabhAI daphtarI agAsa Azramasthita munigaNa tathA mumukSubhAI 17 18 vaidya hImacaMda mohanalAla zAha Adi 19 saubhAgyabhAI Adi 20 saubhAgyabhAI Adi mumukSu maMDala 21 22 vaidya hImacaMda mohanalAla zAha 23 somAbhAI prabhudAsabhAI, aMbAlAla bhAI tathA jesaMgabhAI Adi 24 talakacaMdabhAI tathA maNibhAI Adi 25 maNibhAI Adi 26 vIracaMdabhAI Adi 27 vanecaMdabhAI devajIbhAI pariziSTa kahA~ agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama jakhau (kaccha) navasArI agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama kisa sthAna para agAsa Azrama kepa TAuna (da. AphrikA) 28 cunIlAlabhAI vIracaMda 29 maMgaLabhAI, maNibhAI tathA kuTuMbIjana zAhIbAgakA 30 munizrI caturalAlajI mahArAja valasADa kepa TAuna (da. AphrikA) muMbaI agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama muMbaI mAunTa Abu agAsa Azrama mAunTa Abu mAunTa Abu tIrthakSetra Abu agAsa Azrama surata agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama indora agAsa Azrama vaDAlI agAsa Azrama vaDAlI agAsa Azrama boTAda agAsa Azrama vAMkAnera agAsa Azrama nAMdeDa baMgalA ( amadAvAda) agAsa Azrama naDiyAda mitI/tArIkha tA. 3-11-1932 1989 po.va. 7 1989 mAha su. 11 1989 je.su. 2 tA. 8-6-1933 tA.19-6-1933 487 tA. 23-6-1933 1989 a.va. 3 1990 kA.va. 2 tA. 4-11-33 tA. 26-3-1935 tA. 19-3-1935 1991 cai.va.4 tA.2-4-1935 tA.2-6-1935 tA.20-10-1935 tA. 31-10-1935 1992 mAgasara tA. 14-11-1935 1992 mAgasara tA.14-11-1935 1992 kA.su.7 tA. 26-1-1936 tA. 28-2-1936 1991 mAgazara suda

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488 [ isa graMthameM kaI gujarAtI tathA hiMdI kAvya uddhRta hai| gujarAtI kAvyoMke artha pAdaTippaNameM diye haiN| jina kAvyoMke artha 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMtha tathA 'nityaniyamAdipATha' ke hiMdI anuvAdameM A cuke haiM unakA yahA~ pRSThanirdeza kiyA gayA hai| jo kAvya isI graMthameM ekase adhika bAra Aye haiM unakA artha eka hI jagaha pAdaTippaNameM diyA hai aura isakA pRSTha-nirdeza isa sUcImeM hai| isa graMthameM jo viziSTa gujarAtI kahAvateM yA zabdaprayoga kiye gaye haiM unakA artha bhI eka bAra pAdaTippaNameM diyA gayA hai| ina vAkyAMzoMko yahA~ TeDhe (Italic) akSaroMmeM darzAyA gayA hai| zrImad rAjacaMdra graMtha, ni. pA. = nitya niyamAdi pATha (bhAvArtha sahita ) ] zrI. rA. = ame sadA tamArA chaIe adekho avaguNa kare aho ! aho ! zrI sadguru astisvabhAva ruci thaI re aho jIva ! cAhe parama pada adhamAdhama adhiko patita arihaMto maha devo appA kattA vikattA ya athavA nizcayana grahe anaMtakAla huM Athayo aho ! aho ! huM mujane kahuM aMtaraMga guNa goThaDI re Ajano lahAvo lIjiye re AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNuM AtmabhrAMti sama roga nahi Ave jyAM evI dazA AtmajJAna samadarzitA dehAdi AjI AzA auranakI kyA kIje ? iNavidha parakhI mana visarAmI isa bhavako saba duHkhanako ikko vimukkA ciMtAmaNi utkRSTe vIryanivese uSNa udaka jevo re upara veza accho banyo Upaje mohavikalpathI RNa saMbaMdhe AvI maLyA upadezAmRta pariziSTa 3 avataraNa-artha-sUcI (64) 16 ni.pA. 238 eka vAra prabhu vaMdanA re e saMkaLanA siddhinI egohaM natthi me koi 43 ego me sassado appA 76 e ja dharmathI mokSa che ni.pA. 29 enuM svapne darzana pAme re 163 | kakkA kara sadguruno saMga 169 | kahanA jaisI bAta nahIM ni.pA. 159 kamma davve hiM samma 229 kahAM jAye kahAM upane ? 379 kaSAyanI upazAMtatA 350 karma mohanIya bheda be 218 | kathA ni.pA. 162 ni.pA. 247 ni. pA. 168 ni.pA. 145 ni.pA. 243 | kSamA zUra arhat prabhu kAco pAro khAvuM anna koTi varSanuM svapna paNa phUTayAM kAna koNa pati patnI putro tuja ? koI mAdhava lyo, hAMre koI (87) khapI javuM premamAM tArA ( pUrA kAvya ) 38 khAjAMnI bhUkarI 66 khAme mi savva jIvA 180 khoLye khoTuM sarve paDe 55 gaI vastu zoce nahIM 27 gaccha matanI je kalpanA 58 guru dIvo guru devatA 342 | guru samo dAtA nahIM zrI rA. 672 guruko mAne mAnavI 10 | guNa anaMta prabhu tAharA e 32 38 163 163 ni.pA.231 348 11 15 18 76 ni.pA. 222 ni.pA. 216 477 297 ni.pA. 228 90 (84) 29,39 36 149 29 10 35 ni.pA. 255 ni.pA. 355 15 11 16

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guNInA guNa grahaNa karo grahe arUpI rUpIne grISma taNI garamI ghaNI citaviyo dhariyo rahe cetana jo nijabhAnamAM chUTe dehAdhyAsa to chedehAdithI bhinna AtamA re jaDa te jaDa traNa kALamAM jaDa ne caitanya banne asbhAve jaDa pariName janma kRtAratha tehano re jAti veSano bheda nahIM jAyaM to tenuM kharuM jANa AgaLa ajANa thaIe jihAM lage AtamadravyanuM jiNa vayaNe anurattA jinasvarUpa thaI jina ArAdhe jIvatA nara bhadra pAmaze jIva tuM zIda zocanA dhare jema AvI pratIti jIvanI re je jJAne karIne jANiyuM re je lokottara deva namuM laukikathI jevA bhAva tevA prabhu phaLe je pada zrI sarvajJe dIThu je draSTA che dRSTino jema jema mati alpatA jene sadguru pazuM rAga jema nirmaLatA re ratna sphaTika je svarUpa samajyA vinA je sadguru svarUpanA rAgI jo mati pIche UpajaiM jainadharma zuddha pAya jo iccha paramArtha to jaM kiMci vi ciMtaMto jJAnI ke ajJAnI jana jJAna dhyAna vairAgyamaya pariziSTa 15 zrI. rA. 301 (55) jJAnIkuM vismaya nahIM jJAnInA gammA jema nAkhe tema sammA jyAM jyAM je je yogya che 25 Dagamaga ThAlI zAne kare ni.pA. 196 | DhAMkI ikSu parAlazuM jI ni.pA. 228 tanakara manakara vacanakara ni. pA. 99 | tanadhara sukhiyA koI na dekhiyA zrI. rA. 301 tArA darzanathI jinarAja re zrI. rA. 653 tAruM tArI pAsa che zrI. rA. 301 | tAharI gati tuM jANe ho deva ! 32 | tAharA zuddha svabhAvane jI ni.pA. 221 tAMbuM je rasavedhiyuM 66 | tIna bhuvana cUDA ratana 106 tuma prabhu tuma tAraka vibhujI 215 bI kaMkara 57 te te bhogya vizeSanA 38 | teNe muja Atama tuja thakI nIpaje 15 thAvuM hoya tema thAjo, rUDA rAjane 66 darzana SaTe samAya che ni.pA. 101 ni.pA. 100 159 darakhatase phala gira paDA 150, 237, 374 | durgati duHkha aneke kUTayo ni.pA. 94 | deha chatAM jenI dazA dazA na evI jyAM sudhI dilamAM kIje dIvo mere pyAre ni.pA. 175 dhanya te nagarI dhanya velA ghaDI zrI. rA. 197 dharama dharama karato jaga sahu phire 25 | dharma raMga jIraNa nahIM 22 dhAra taravAranI sohalI dohalI ni.pA. 137 dhIre dhIre rAvatAM (66) dhIMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re 44 | nahi graMthamAMhI jJAna bhAkhyaM 76 nathI dharyo deha viSaya vadhAravA ni.pA. 249 | nahi banavAnuM nahi bane (26) nija paNa je bhUle nahIM zrI. rA. 33 nizcaya ethI Aviyo zrI. rA. 58 | nizce jANo rahevuM nathI 489 76 171, 454 ni.pA. 143 10 (29) ni.pA. 356 83 111 339 77 37 30 ni.pA. 344 37 174 ni.pA. 201 43 (86) ni.pA. 246 ni.pA. 167 77 ni. pA. 356 90 ni.pA. 273 (72) 172 29 242 39 (86), 220 ni.pA. 105 zrI. rA. 33 47 38 zrI. rA. 235 10

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490 nija dhAma caMcaLa, citta caMcaLa nirdoSa sukha nirdoSa AnaMda nizcaya vANI sAMbhaLI nIrakhIne navayauvanA ( pUrA kAvya ) pakSapAto na me vIre paraprema pravAha baDhe prabhuse paryAyadRSTi na dIjiye paramezvara paramAtamA parama puruSa prabhu sadguru paDI paDI tuja pada paMkaje pAghaDIne cheDe kasaba pAtra vinA vastu na rahe paMDita sarakhI goThaDI prIti anaMtI parathakI pudgala khANo pUjaka pariSaha daI rahyA pUrvapuNyanA udaya pudgala pINo pudgala khalasaMgI pare prathama dRSTa pravacana aMjana jo sadguru kare prasUtAnI pIDA re vaMdhyA prabhupada dRDha mana rAkhIne prabhu sarva vyApI rahyA pragaTe adhyAtama dazA re lAla prabhuNe prabhu oLakhIre prabhu prabhutA saMbhAratA pragaTa tattvatA dhyAvatA prathama Atmasiddhi thavA prabhu prabhu laya lAgI nahIM phogaTa phaMda saMsArano balihArI paMDita taNI bahu puNyakerApuMjI baMdA mana ora hai| bahirAtama tajI aMtara AtamA bhaktibhAva bhAdrava nadI bhale duzmana bane duniyA ( pUrA kAvya ) upadezAmRta 99 ni.pA. 129 ni.pA. 252 zrI. rA. 84 bhava taravA icche jo bhAI bhArI pIlo cIkaNo eka ja kanaka mana vacana zarIre mana-maMjUsameM guNa - ratna 189 | mane ghaDI nathI vIsaratA rAja ni.pA. 39 mahAdevyAH kukSiranaM 7 | manacityuM to ima hI ja rahe 16 | mane maLyA guruvara jJAnI re ( pUrA kAvya ) maLyo che eka bhedI re mAruM gAyuM gAze maMda viSaya ne saraLatA ni.pA. 302 ni. pA. 30 89 zrI. rA. 84 mA kara yauvana dhana gRha garva 23 | mArI nADa tamAre hAthe ( pUrA kAvya ) 6 | mA ciTThaha mA jaMpaha 200 (55) zrI. rA. 235 mA mujjhaha mA rajjhaha moTuM kaSTa garatha meLatAM yayyA oLakhANa nahi jehane 83 | yogI ekilA re ( pUrA kAvya ) zrI. rA. 301 | yauvananI zI karavI mAyA 379 raMgarasiyA raMgarasa banyo (54) rAjA rANA cakradhara 25, 98 | ruci anuyAyI vIrya 25, 39 | re Atma tAro! Atma tAro ! 30 lAkha mata labaDI 32 | lahyuM svarUpa na vRttinuM 36 leNA deNA jagatameM 37 lobhI guru tAre nahIM zrI. rA. 199 vacanAmRta vItarAganAM ni.pA. 27 | vartamAna A kALamAM 10 vAnI mArI koyala 23 | viSaya - vikAra sahita je ni.pA. 126 | vidyuta lakSmI prabhutA pataMga 25 viSayabhUtano moha mUkI de 351 vItarAgatA kAraNe (67) vizvabhAva vyApI tadapi 36 | vItI tAhi visAra de 90 203 (13) 23 34 ni.pA. 342 67 236 371 zrI. rA. 679 zrI. rA. 671 90 34 (26) (26) 67 11 12 90 204 76 237 ni.pA. 131 311 ni.pA. 158 25 16 zrI. rA. 33 ni.pA. 138 30 zrI. rA. 671 zrI. rA. 37 90 29 ni.pA 343 76

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10 25 12 256 67 pariziSTa 491 vrata nahIM pacakhANa nahi ni.pA.108 , sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayA ni.pA.26 zAstra ghaNA mati thoDalI 213 | saMjogamUlA jIveNa 163 zuM prabhu caraNa kane dharUM? ni.pA.241 | saMjogA vippamukkassa 155 zuddha buddha caitanyaghana ni.pA.232 | saMga parihArathI svAmI nijapada 113 SaTsthAnaka samajAvIne ni.pA.245 | saMtacaraNa Azraya vinA ni.pA.26 sadgurunA upadezathI ni.pA.235 | saMzaya tene zAno rahyo sadgurunA upadeza vaNa ni.pA.147 | saMsArInuM sagapaNa choDI (64) samakita sAthe sagAI kIdhI 172 sAce mana sevA kare 25, 39 sajjana sajjana sau kahe 23 | sukha duHkha manamAM na ANIe 457 sajjanazuM je prItaDIjI (29)| seve sadguru caraNane ni.pA.144 sadgurucaraNa jahAM dhare 25 | sevAthI sadgurukRpA sadguru pada upakArane 44 | sevAbuddhithI sevanA sadguru sama saMsAramA 11 | hAre dilaDu Dole nahi (pUrA kAvya) samabhAve udaya sahe 44 | hAre prabhu! durjanano bhaMbheryo samakitI rogI bhalo 76 | huM mAjhaM hRdayethI TALa 131, 204 samatArasanA pyAlA re pIve 416 | huM koNa chu? kyAMthI thayo? ni.pA.130 sarva jIva che siddha sama ni.pA.258 | hoya na cetana preraNA ni.pA.193 sarvajJano dharma suzarNa jANI zrI.rA.39 | hovA- je jarUra te pariziSTa 4 dRSTAMta tathA prasaMga sUcI (viSayake sAmane darzAye hue aMka pRSTha saMkhyA sUcita karate haiM) adattAkA phala-lakaDahArekI kathA 309 / gaNikAkI kathA-aiseko milA taisA... 325 abhimanyukumAra-gobara-miTTIkA koThA / gautamasvAmI aura paMdraha sau tApasa-AjJA-ArAdhana 233,437, (228)| para dRSTAMta 421 aMbAlAlabhAI (khaMbhAta) 273,312 | cakravartI rAjA aura kAmadhenu gAyake dUdhakI khIra 270 AcAryakA dRSTAMta-gupta doSa prakaTa karane para 468 | camareMdra aura zakeMdrakI kathA AnaMdaghanajI aura agraNI seTha 315 | citrapaTa aura tattvajJAna kho jAneke prasaMga para AnaMdaghanajI-piMjiyArekA dRSTAMta 315] eka AryAkI bAta 296 eka giragiTakA baccA kucalA gayA 290 | cora aura vicakSaNa maMtrI-samabhAvakI zaraNa 376 eka mata ApaDI ke Ubhe mArge tApaDI 175, 310 | cUr3iyoMkA vyApArI-mA~jI calo 286 aiseko milA taisA...tatI bajAI 266 | choTAlAlabhAI (pheNAva) 223,280,289 kuguru kuttA aura kIr3oMkI kathA 287, 291 | janakavidehI aura zukadevajI-svaccha hokara A 229 kUvA lA~ghanekI zarta-hiMmatake bala para dRSTAMta 205 | janakavidehI aura saMnyAsI-mithilAmeM merA kucha kauDIke liye ratna khoyA 24 jalatA nahIM 444 khAjAkA cUrA 190 | jinarakSita, jinapAlita aura rayaNAdevI 195 314

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263 492 upadezAmRta TolasToya aura lenina-bAharase camatkAra kintu bharata cakravartIkA jIva siMha thA taba___jJAnIkI dRSTise satya ho vahI satya satpuruSake yogabalakA mAhAtmya 328 usa para eka tyAgIkA dRSTAMta 278| bharata ceta! 226,304 DholakI vAlA deva-viSayAsakta sonIkI kathA 431 | bhAva jaisA phala-do bhAioMkI sAmAyika 353 tIna pUtaliyA~-bodha manameM dhAraNa karanepara 409 | bhAvanagarake dAnavIra rAjAkI bAta 303 daMtAlIvAle trikamabhAI 103 bhaiMsake sIMga 210 devakIrNajI muni 4-5,172,204,212,447 maghAkA pAnI-TaMke bhara lene cAhiye 178,334 do bokaDe bacAnekA prasaMga 259 marIcike bhavakI bAta 259 do bhAioMkI striyoMkA dRSTAMta-yogyatAnusAra lAbha 412 | mahAvIra svAmIko siMhake bhavameM samyaktva 328 dhanAbhadra-pUrvabhavakI kathA 318,363 | mANeka mA~jI 318 dharmarAjA aura anya pAMDava himAlaya gaye 260 | mANekajI seTha 303 dhArazIbhAI 312 | mAdhavajI seTha 326 nathu bAvA aura nathu darajI 273 | muni mohanalAlajI-kRpAludeva para zraddhA nAraNajIbhAI (pUnA) 303 kaise huI? parigraha para sonAmoharavAle mahArAjakI kathA 257 | raNachoDabhAI 268 paMthakajI vinIta-vinaya na chor3ane para 56 | rayaNAdevI 195 pannA phire aura sonA jhare 224 | raMkake hAthameM ratna 154 pUrabiyoMkI bAta-maiM merI phor3atA hU~ 362 vaNAganaTavara rAjAke dAsakI kathA pUnAkA prasaMga-saMtake kahanese kRpAludevakI | vidyAdharakI kathA-marate samaya kisameM __ AjJA mAnya hai 265 | upayoga joDe? 328 pethApurakA kArabhArI 304 | vinaya para guru-ziSyakA dRSTAMta 299 'prabhu prabhu' bolanekI Teva 286 | vyAsajI aura zukadevajI prasannacaMdra rAjarSi 147,329,463 | zakeMdra aura mahAvIra svAmI 394 bATIke liye kheta khoyA zItaladAsa bAvAjI 278 bAhubalajI-vIrA mArA gajathakI Utaro 204 zukrakA tArA-do brAhmaNa bhAiyoMkI kathA 305 bAlakRSNa nAmaka jainamuni 259 | zrIkRSNa aura durgadhita kuttA 254 billIke bacce ghAnImeM pila gaye 343 | | zrIkRSNa aura jarAkumAra 329 brahmacArIjI-bIsa doheM, kSamApanAkA pATha, zrIrAmakA vairAgya 336,340 __ ATha troTaka chaMda, smaraNakI AjJA 394 | zreNika rAjA 333,420,444 brAhmaNa aura bAgha-vacanakA ghAva 283 | satsaMgakA mAhAtmya-nAradajI aura brAhmaNakA beTA korIke yahA~ baDA huA 402/ giragiTakI kathA 417 bhagatako AyA prema to mere kyA nema? 205 | sira kATe use mAla mile 154 bhagata cakravartIkI anyatva bhAvanA 304 | samakitIkI puNyakriyA para rAjAke daMDakA dRSTAMta 329 bharata cakravartI-saMgrAmameM kaise bhAva? 316 | sAdhuko berameM illI honA paDA 401 470 435

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493 pariziSTa pariziSTa 5 vacanAmRta-vivecana vacanAmRta patra saMkhyA vivecanakA viSaya 2/7 bhaktikartavya aura dharmakartavyameM bheda 17/34 'nIrakhIne navayauvanA' kAvyakA artha 17/67 'bahu puNyakerA puMjathI' 17/100 'lakSyakI vizAlatA'-eka bhI uttama niyama sAdhya na karanA 21/1 yaha to akhaMDa siddhAMta mAnanA ki... 21/91 abhinivezake udayameM utsUtraprarUpaNA na ho... upadezAmRta pRSTha saMkhyA 258 241 222 280 261 259 37 214 117 199 40 vizAlabuddhi, madhyasthatA, saralatA, jiteMdriyatA 76 satpuruSa yahI ki nizadina jise AtmAkA upayoga ho... 117 isa pAvana AtmAke guNoMkA kyA smaraNa kareM? 166 kisI bhI prakArase sadgurukI khoja kareM... 166 anAdikAlake paribhramaNameM anaMtabAra zAstrazravaNa... 200 zAstrameM kahI huI AjJAe~ parokSa hai... 265 'mukha Agala hai kaha bAta kahe' 283 bhagavAna mukti denemeM kRpaNa hai... 321 atyaMta udAsa pariNAmameM rahe hue caitanyako... 373 manake kAraNa yaha saba hai.... 430 koI bhI jIva paramArthako mAtra aMzarUpase... 432 AtmAko vibhAvase avakAzita karaneke liye... 539 saba jIva AtmArUpase samasvabhAvI hai... 568 vizeSa rogake udayase athavA zArIrika maMda balase... 670 jJAnIkA sarva vyavahAra paramArthamUla hotA hai... 718 gAthA 115-6-7 kA artha tathA mAhAtmya 718 gAthA 130 'karo satya puruSArtha' 753 jo svarUpajijJAsu puruSa hai... 767 783 satpuruSakA yoga milanA to saba kAlameM... 810 jo anitya hai, jo asAra hai aura... 819 OM kheda na karate hue zUravIratA grahaNa karake... 843 zrImad vItarAga bhagavAna dvArA nizcitArtha kiyA huA... 935 cakravartIkI samasta saMpattikI apekSA... upadezachAyA vedAMtameM isa kAlameM caramazarIrI upadezachAyA cha khaMDake bhoktA bhI rAja chor3akara cale gaye... 960/14 'hota AsavA parisavA' kAvyakA artha 276 167 169, 174 272 188 259 212 275 176-177 179 153 172, 173 377 355 187 181 277 206 412 221 217 209 226 244 357

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494 upadezAmRta pariziSTa 6 viSaya-sUcI (viSayake sAmane darzAye hue aMka pRSTha saMkhyA sUcita karate haiM) anarthadaMDa 407 kaSAya 278, 360; degsulaTe kare 419 anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya 437 kAMkSA 283 anuprekSA 40 kSamA 224 0 bhoga lenA 31 appA kattA vikattA ya 169 khAmemi savva jIve 114 arihaMto mahadevo 163 gurugama 147, 411 ahamikko khalu zuddho 114 camakameM motI pIro leM 443 AjJA 45, 51, 331, 360, 0ke prakAra 470 | cattAri paramaMgANi 114 AtmasiddhizAstra 101, 130, 133, 359, | cAra gati duHkhamaya 408 361, 473 | cittaprasannatA 21 AtmA-bhAvanA 28, 33, vicAraNA 142; hI | cora 351 sarvasva 91; 0 kI adhamadazA vicAraNIya 118, | chattIsa mAlAkA krama 329 dekho arthAt kyA? 183 0zuddha siddha samAna | cha padakA patra 191, 272, 361 347, 350; jJAnIpuruSakA prakaTa cora 351; | jiNavayaNe aNurattA 57, 59 *kA mAhAtmya 378, 382; 0kA dhyAna 408; | jitendriyatA 117 ke liye saba kareM 410, prathama 424; kaise | jugAra 109 prApta ho? 427; kahA~ rahatA hai? 434; kI | jJAnI kA svarUpa 420, 0aura ajJAnIkI vANImeM pratIti 441 bheda 414 AlocanA 301 jhAi jhAi paramappA 114 Avazyaka 306 tIna pATha 304, 370, 392 Azrama- AzAtanA azucise bace 262, 0kA | tIna zalya 342 mAhAtmya 265, 418-9, 0vItarAgamArgakI | dAna 325 puSTike liye 468 | dIvAlIkA bodha 350 AsikA 307 'duniyA' kA artha 35 ikko vi namukkAro 180 'durjanano bhaMbheryo mAro nAtha jo' 256 utsUtra prarUpaNA 259 devatA 257 udAsInatA aura upekSA 274 devavaMdana 184, 189, 378 udIraNA 290 | deha-mUrchA akartavya 406, 417, 0meM sAra kyA? eka paramakRpAludeva 58, 69, 85, 89, 96, 472 127, 131, 134, 295, 405 draSTAbhAva 6, 33, 46 ego me sassado appA 163 'dhanya te nagarI dhanya veLA ghaDI' 266 egohaM natthi me koi 163 namaskAra 424 kalyANa 16, kaise ho? 290 nAsikakA bodha 389

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pariziSTa 495 niSidyakA 307 | zIla dekheM brahmacarya patike prati kartavya 75 zraddhA 108, 351, 364, 379, 386, 411, padmAsana 306 431, 439, ke prakAra 338; degse uddhAra paramakRpAludevakA mAhAtmya 118, 122, 398, 473 429 zrImad rAjacaMdra graMtha-0kA mAhAtmya 19, 233; paryuSaNa parva-tInoM kartavya 29 kaise par3he? 52; prastAvanA saMbaMdhI 316 puruSArtha aura karma 165-66 zrImad laghurAjasvAmI-udAsInadazA 27, 55; pUrvabhavake jJAnase AnaMda 17 0yAtrAvRtti saMkoca 41, 0ko kRpAludevakA pUnAkA bodha 265 samAgama 194, 320, rAjapara maMdirakA prasaMga 'bahu puNyakerA' kAvya 222 204, 0maMtrakA jApa-kyoM kucha dIkhatA nahIM hai ? brahmacarya 78, 79, 172, 234, 235, 241, | 256, 0maiMne saba tyAgA hai 258; 0bAlakRSNa 324, 333, 337, 341, 347, 380, | muni-tujhe jJAna hogA 259; * bakareko bacAnekA 386, 396, 398, 404, 416, 423, | prasaMga 259; prabhu prabhu bolanekI Teva 286, 434, 476 0 maraNa samayameM kamarA maMtrase bhare 323, bIsa dohe 185, 378, 388, 450, 452, 455 mRtyumahotsava 392, brahmacArIjIko dharmakI bhakti 153, 207, 360, 362, 388, 429, jimmedArI 394; 0chAsa-bAkulA jaisI bAta 448; kartavya aura dharmakartavya 258, ke do| 451 bheda 428 'zrI sadguru prasAda' 88 bhavya 423 satsaMga (satsamAgama) 92, 430, 476 0para bhAva 164 giragiTakA dRSTAMta 417 bhAvadarzana 17, 51 sadguru-0ke smaraNase zAMta dazA 43, 0kA mAhAtmya bhAvamaraNa 117 257; 0para zraddhA kaba kahI jAyegI? 261; mana vaza kaise ho? 131 kI kaise pahacAna ho? 263 mA ciTThaha 114, 219 samabhAva 35, 47, 65, 89, 94, 140, 189, mA mujjhaha 114 377, 466; kI zaraNase deva 376; kaise mumukSuke prati dAsabhAva 26 AyeM? 415 mRtyu-ke samaya kartavya 381, 0Aye taba kyA | samAdhimArga 260 kareM? 465, mahotsava 62 samyaktva 45, 108, 216; 0 pAneke sAdhana 260, mokSa-zIghra kaise ho? 250; kaise mile? 446 kA mAhAtmya 316; kaise sulabha ho? 361; vaTAmaNakA patra 95 prAptakI dazA 403 vicikitsA 283, 285 saMkalpavikalpa kaise dUra ho 128, 332, 335 vinaya 105, 289; *para guru ziSyakA dRSTAMta saMjogamUlA jIveNa 163 299 sthitikaraNa 285 vrata 404 smaraNamaMtra 332, 343, 471 zaraNakA bala 4, 314; 0para corakI kathA 376 / svacchaMda 124 zaMkA 283 svadayA 72

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